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Christian ethics. A40653 R1315 (Wing F2414). civilwar no The cause and cure of a vvounded conscience. By Tho: Fuller, B.D. Fuller, Thomas 1647 25951 109 5 0 0 0 0 44 D The rate of 44 defects per 10,000 words puts this text in the D category of texts with between 35 and 100 defects per 10,000 words. 2002-08 TCP Assigned for keying and markup 2002-09 Apex CoVantage Keyed and coded from ProQuest page images 2002-10 Judith Siefring Sampled and proofread 2002-10 Judith Siefring Text and markup reviewed and edited 2002-12 pfs Batch review (QC) and XML conversion THE CAUSE AND CURE OF A VVOVNDED CONSCIENCE . By THO: FULLER , B. D. PROV. 18. 14. But a wounded conscience who can beare ? LONDON , Printed for John Williams , at the Crowne in S. Pauls Churchyard . M D C XLVII . TO THE RIGHT HONOURABLE , And Vertuous Lady , Frances Mannours , Countesse of Rutland . Madam , BY the Judicial Law of the Jewes , if a servant had children by a wife which was given him by his Master , though he himselfe went forth free in the seventh yeere , yet his children did remain with his Master , as the proper goods of his possession . I ever have been , and shall be a servant to that noble Family , whence your Honour is extracted . And of late in that house I have been wedded to the pleasant embraces of a private life , the fittest wife , and meetest Helper that can be provided for a Student in troublesome times : And the same hath been bestowed upon me by the bounty of your Noble Brother , EDW : Lord MONTAGUE : Wherefore what issue soever shall result from my mind , by his meanes most happily marryed to a retired life , must of due redound to his Honour , as the sole Proprietarie of my paines during my present condition . Now this Booke is my eldest Off-spring , which had it beene a Sonne , ( I mean , had it been a Worke of Masculine beauty and bignesse ) it should have waited as a Page in Dedication to his Honour . But finding it to be of the weaker sexe , little in strength , and low in stature , may it be admitted ( Madam ) to attend on your Ladiship , his Honours Sister . I need not mind your Ladiship how God hath measured outward happinesse unto you by the Cubit of the Sanctuarie , of the largest size , so that one would be posed to wish more then what your Ladiship doth enjoy . My prayer to God shall be , that shining as a Pearle of Grace here , you may shine as a Starre in Glory hereafter . So resteth Your Honours in all Christian offices , Tho : Fuller . Boughton , Ian. 25. 1646. To the Christian Reader . AS one was not anciently to want a wedding garment at a Marriage feast ; So now adayes , wilfully to weare gaudy cloathes at a Funerall , is justly censurable as unsuiting with the occasion . Wherefore in this sad subject , I have endeavoured to decline all light and luxurious expressions : And if I be found faulty therein , I cry and crave God and the Reader pardon . Thus desiring that my pains may prove to the glory of God , thine , and my owne edification , I rest , Thine in Christ Jesus , Thomas Fuller . THE CONTENTS of the severall Dialogues . 1. Dialogue . What a wounded conscience is , wherewith the godly and reprobate may be tortured . page 1. 2. Dial. What use they are to make thereof , who neither hitherto were ( nor haply hereafter shall be ) visited with a wounded conscience . p. 7. 3. Dial. Three solemne seasons when men are surprised with wounded consciences . p. 14. 4. Dial. The great torment of a wounded conscience , proved by Reasons and Examples . p. 20 5 Dial. Soveraign uses to be made of the torment of a wounded conscience . page 30. 6. Dial. That in some cases more repentance must be preached to a wounded conscience . p. 36. 7. Dial. Onely Christ is to be applyed to soules truly contrite . p. 43. 8. Dial. Answers to the objections of a wounded conscience , drawne from the grievousnesse of his sins . p. 50. 9. Dial. Answers to the objections of a wounded conscience drawn from the slightnesse of his Repentance . p. 59 10. Dial. Answers to the objections of a wounded conscience , drawn from the feeblenesse of his faith . p. 72. 11. Dial. God alone can satisfie all objections of a wounded conscience . p. 76. 12. Dial. Means to be used by wounded consciences , for the recovering of comfort . p. 81. 13. Dial. Foure wholsome counsels for a wounded conscience to practice . p. 95. 14. Dial. Comfortable meditations for wounded consciences to muse upon . p. 102 15. Dial. That is not alwayes the greatest sin whereof a man is guilty , wherewith his conscience is most pained for the present . p. 111. 16. Dial. Obstructions hindring the speedy flowing of comfort into a troubled soule . p. 118. 17. Dial. What is to be conceived of their finall estate who die in a wounded conscience without any visible comf●…rt ; p. 124. 18 Dial. Of the different time and manner of the comming of comfort to such who are healed of a wounded conscience . p. 134. 19. Dial. How such who are compleatly cured of a wounded conscience , are to demeane themselves . p. 140 20. Dial. Whether one cured of a wounded con●…cience , be subject to a relapse . p. 147. 21. Dial. Whether it be lawfull to pray for , or to pray against , or to praise God for a wounded conscience . p. 152. THE CAUSE & CURE OF A wounded Conscience . I. Dialogue . What a wounded Conscience is , wherewith the Godly and Reprobate may be tortured . Timotheus . SEeing the best way never to know a wounded Conscience , by wofull experience , is speedily to know it by a sanctified consideration thereof : Give me ( I pray you ) the description of a wounded Conscience , in the highest degree thereof . Philologus . It is a Conscience frighted at the sight of * sin , and weight of Gods wrath , even unto the despaire of all pardon , during the present Agony . Tim. Is there any difference betwixt a broken * spirit , and a wounded Conscience , in this your acception ? Phil. Exceeding much : for a broken spirit is to be prayed and laboured for , as the most healthfull and happy temper of the soule , letting in as much comfort , as it leakes out sorrow for sinne : Whereas a wounded conscience is a miserable maladie of the mind , filling it for the present with despaire . Tim. In this your sense , is not the conscience wounded every time that the soule is smitten with guiltinesse for any sinne committed ? Phil. God forbid : otherwise his servants would be in a sad condition , as in the case of David * smitten by his owne heart , for being ( as he thought ) over-bold with Gods Anointed , in cutting off the skirt of Sauls garment ; such hurts are presently heal'd by a Plaister of Christs blood , applyed by faith , and never come to that height to be counted and called wounded c●…nsciences . Tim. Are the godly , a●… well as the wicked , subject to this malady ? Phil. Yes verily : Vessels of honour as well as vessels of wrath in this world , are subject to the knocks and br●…ises of a wounded conscience . A patient Job , p●…ous David , faithfull Paul may be vexed therewith no lesse then a cursed Cain , perfidious Achit●…phil , or treacherous Judas . Tim. What is the difference betwixt a wounded conscience in the godly , and in the reprobate ? Phil. None at all ; oft times in the parties apprenensions , both ( for the time being ) conceiving their estates equally desperate ; little , if any , in the widenesse and anguish of the wound it selfe , which ( for the time ) may be as tedious and torturing in the godly , as in the wicked . Tim. How then doe they differ ? Phil. Exceeding much in Gods intention , gashing the wicked , as Malefactors , out of Justice , but lancing the godly , out of love , as a Surgeon his Patients . Likewise they differ in the issue and event of the wound , which ends in the eternall confusion of the one , but in the correction & amendment of the other . Tim. Some have said , that in the midst of their pain , by this mark they may be distinguished , because the Godly , when wounded , complain most of their Sinnes , and the wicked of their sufferings . Phil. I have heard as much ; But dare not lay too much stresse on this slender signe , ( to make it generally true ) for feare of failing . For sorrow for sin , and sorrow for suffering , are oft times so twisted and interwoven in the same person , yea in the same sigh and Groane , that sometimes it is impossible for the partie himself so to separate and divide them in his owne sense and feeling , as to know which proceedeth from the one and which from the other . Onely the All-seeing Eye of an infinite God is able to discerne and distinguish them . Tim. Informe me concerning the Nature of Wounded Consciences in the wicked . Phil. Excuse he herein : I remember a Passage in S. * Augustine , who enquired what might be the cause that the fall of the Angells is not plainly set down in the Old Testam. with the manner and circumstances thereof , resolveth it thus : God , like a wise Surgeon , would not open that wound which he never intended to cure : Of whose words thus farre I make use , that as it was not according to Gods pleasure to restore the Devils , so it being above mans power to cure a wounded conscience in the wicked , I will not meddle with that which I cannot mend : Onely will insist on a wounded conscience i●… Gods children , where , by Gods blessing , one may be the instrument , to give some ease , and remedy unto their disease . II. Dialogue . What use they are to make thereof , who neither hitherto were ( nor haply hereafter spall be ) visited with a wounded Conscience . Tim. ARe all Gods Children , either in their life or at their death , visited with a wounded Conscience ? Phil. O no : God inviteth many , with his Golden Scepter , whom he never bruiseth with his r●…d of iron . Many , neither in their conversion , nor in the sequell of their lives , have ever felt that paine in such a manner and measure , as amounteth to a wounded conscience . Tim. Must not the pangs in their Travell of the new-birth be painfull unto them ? Phil. Painfull , but in different degrees . The Blessed Virgin Mary ( most hold ) was deliver'd without any paine ; `as well may that child be borne without sorrow , which is conceived without sin . The women of Israel were sprightfull and lively , unlike the Egyptians . * The former favour none can have , in their spirituall travell ; the latter some receive , who though other whiles tasting of legall frights and fears , yet God so * preventeth them with his blessings of goodnesse , that they smart not so deeply therein as other men . Tim. Who are those which commo●…ly have such gentle usage in their conversion ? Phil. Generally such , who never were notoriously profane , and have had the benefit of godly education from pious parents . In some Corporations , the sons of Free-men , bred under their Fathers in their Profession , may set up and exercise their Fathers Trade , without ever being bound Apprentices thereunto . Such children whose parents have been Citizens of new * Jerusalem , and have been bred in the mysterie of godlinesse , oftentimes are entred into Religion without any spirit of bondage seizing upon them , a great benefit and rare blessing , where God in his goodnesse is pleased to bestow it . Tim. What may be the reason of Gods so different dealing with his owne Servants , that some of them are so deeply , and others not at all afflicted with a wounded conscience ? Phil. Even so Father , because it pleaseth thee . Yet in humility these Reasons may be assigned , 1. To shew himselfe a free Agent , not confined to follow the same precedent , and to deal with all as he doth with some . 2. To render the prospect of his proceedings the more pleasant to their fight , who judiciously survey it , when they meet with so much diversity and variety therein . 3. That men being both ingorant when , and uncertaine whether or not , God will vi●…it them with wounded Conciences , may wait on him with humble hearts , in the worke of their salvation , looking as the Eyes of the * servants to receive Orders from the hand of their Master , but what , when , and how they know not , which quickens their daily expectations , and diligent dependance on his pleasure . Tim. I am one of those , whom God hitherto hath humbled with a wounded Conscience : give me some instruction for my behaviour . Phil. First be heartily thankfull to Gods infinite goodnesse , who hath not dealt thus with every one . Now because Repentance hath two parts , Mourning , and mending , or Humiliation , and Reformation , the more God hath abated thee , in the former , out of his Gentlenesse , the more must thou increase in the latter , out of thy Gratitude . What thy Humiliation hath wanted of other men , in the depth thereof , let thy Reformation make up in the Bredth thereof , spreading into an universall Obedience unto all Gods Commandements . Well may he expect more work to be done by thy Hands , who hath laid lesse Weight to be borne on thy Shoulders . Tim. What other use must I make of Gods kindnesse unto me ? Phil. You are bound the more patiently to beare all Gods rods , poverty , sicknesse , disgrace , captivity , &c. seeing God hath freed thee from the stinging scorpion of a wounded conscience . Tim. How shall I demeane my selfe for the time to come ? Phil. Be not high minded , but feare ; for thou canst not infallibly inferre , That because thou hast not hitherto , hereafter thou shalt not taste of a wounded conscience . Tim. I will therefore for the future with continuall feare , wait for the comming thereof . Phil. Wait not for it with servile feare , but watch against it with constant carefulnes . There is a slavish feare to be visited with a wounded conscience , which feare is to be avoided , for it is opposite to the free spirit of Grace , derogatory to the goodnesse of God in his Gospel , destructive to spiritull joy , which we ought alwayes to have , and dangerous to the soule wrecking it with anxieties , and unworthy suspitions . Thus to feare a wounded conscience , is in part to feele it , antidating ones misery , and tormenting himselfe before the time , seeking for that he would be loth to finde : like the wicked in the * Gospel , of whom it is said , Mens hearts failing them for feare , and looking for those things which are comming . Far be such a feare from thee , and all good Christians . Tim. What feare then is it , that you so lately recommended unto me ? Phil. One consisting in the cautions avoiding of all causes and occasions of a wounded conscience , conjoyned with a confidence in Gods goodnesse , that he will either preserve us from , or protect us in the torture thereof ; and if he ever sends it , will sanctifie it in us , to his Glory , and our Good . May I , you , and all Gods servants , ever have this noble feare ( as I may terme it ) in our hearts . III. Dialogue . Three solemne seasons when men are surprized with wounded consciences . Tim. WHat are those times , wherein men most commonly are assaulted with wounded consciences ? Phil. So bad a guest may visit a man at any houre of his life : For no season is unseasonable for God to be just , Satan to be mischievous , and sinfull man to be miserable ; yet it happeneth especially at three principall times . Tim. Of these , which is the first ? Phil. In the twilight of a mans conversion , in the very conflict and combat betwixt nature and Innitiall grace . For then he that formerly slept in carnall security , is awakened with his fearfull condition : God , as he saith , Psal. 50. 21. setteth his sins in order before his eyes . Inprimis , the sin of his conception . Item , the sinnes of his childhood . Item , of his youth . Item , of his mans estate , &c. Or , Inprimis , sinnes against the first table . Item , sins against the second ; so many of ignorance , so many of knowledge , so many of presumption severally sorted by themselves . Hee committed sinnes confusedly , hudling them up in heaps , but God sets them in order , and methodizeth them to his hand . Tim. Sins thus set in order must needs be a terrible sight . Phil. Yes surely , the rather because the Metaphor may seem taken from setting an Army in Battell array . At this conflict in his first conversion , Behold a troup of sinnes commeth , and when God himself shal marshall them in Rank and File , what guilty conscience is able to endure the furious charge of so great and well order'd an Army ? Tim. Suppose the party dies before he be compleatly converted in this twilight condition , as you term it , what then becomes of his soule , which may seeme too good to dwell in outer darknesse with devils , and too bad to goe to the God of light ? Phil. Your supposition is impossible . Remember our discourse onely concerneth the godly . Now God never is Father to abortive children , but to such who according to his appointment shall come to perfection . Tim. Can they not therefore die in this interim , before the work of Grace be wrought in them ? Phil. No verily : Christs bones were in themselves breakable , but could not actually be broken by all the violence in the world , because God hath fore-decreed , A bone of him shall not be broken . So we confesse Gods children mortall , but all the power of devill or man may not , must not , shall not , cannot kill them before their conversion , according to Gods election of them to life , wth must be fully accomplished . Ti : What is the 2. solemn time , wherin wounded cōsciēces assault men ? Phil. After their conve●…sion cōpleated , and this either upon the committing of a conscience-wasting sin , such as Tertullian calleth Peccatum devoratorium salutis , or upon the undergoing of some heavy affliction of a bigger standard and proportion , blacker hu●… and complexion then what befalleth ordinary men , as in the case of Job . Tim. Which is the third , and last time , when wounded Consci●…nces commonly walke abroad ? Phil. When men lie on their death-beds , Sathan must now roare , or else for ever hold his peace : roare he may afterwards with very anger to vex himselfe , not with any hope to hurt us . There is mention in Scripture of an evill day ; which is most applyable to the time of our death . We read also of an houre of * temptation ; and the * Prophet tells us there is a moment , wherein God may seeme to for sake us . Now Sathan being no lesse cunning to finde out , then carefull to make use of his time of advantage , in that moment of that houre of that day , will put hard for our Soules , and we must expect a shrewd parting blow from him . Tim. Your dolefull prediction disheartens me , for feare I be foild in my last encounter . Phil. Be of good comfort : through Christ we shall be victorious , both in dying and in death it selfe . Remember Gods former favours bestowed upon thee . Indeed wicked men , from premisses of Gods power collect a conclusion of his Weaknesse , Psal. 78. 20. Behold be smot the Rock , that the waters 〈◊〉 out , and the streames over-flowed : can he give Bread also ? can ●…e provide Flesh for his people ? But Gods children * by better Logick , ●…rom the prepositions of Gods former preservations , inferre his power and pleasure to protect them for the future . Be assured , that God which hath beene the God of the Mountaines , and made our Mountaines strong in time of our prosperity , will also be the God of the valleys , and lead us safe * through the valley of the shadow of death . IV. Dialogue . The great torment of a wounded conscience , proved by Reasons and Examples . Tim. IS the paine of a wounded Conscience so great as is pretended ? Phil. God * saith it , we have seene it , and others have felt it : Whose complaints , ●…avour as little of dissimulation , as their cries in a fit of the Cholique , doth of counterfeiting . Tim. Whence comes this wound to be so great and grievous ? Phil. Six Reasons may be assigned thereof . The first drawn from the Heavinesse of the hand which makes the Wound ; namely , God himslfe , conceived under the notion of an infinite angry Judge . In all other afflictions , man encountreth only with man , and in the worst temptations , only with Sathan , but in a wounded Conscience , he enters the Lists immediately with God himselfe . Tim. Whence is the second Reason fetcht ? Phil. From the * sharpnesse of the Sword , wherewith the wound is made , being the Word of God , and the keen threatnings of the Law therein contained . There is mention Gen. 3. 24. of a Sword turning every way : parallel whereto is the Word of God in a wounded Conscience . Mans heart is full of windings , turnings and doublings , to shift and shunne the stroke thereof if possible , but this sword meets them wheresoever they move , it fetcheth and finds them out , it hants and hunts them , forbidding them during their Agony , any entrance into the Paradise of one comfortable thought . Tim. Whence is the third Reason derived ? Phil. From the tendernesse of the Part it selfe which is wounded ; the Conscience being one of the eyes of the soule , sensible of the smallest hurt . And when that Callum , Schirrus or Inerustation drawn over it by nature , and hardned by custome in sinne , is once 〈◊〉 off , the Conscience becomes so pliant and supple , that ●…he least imaginable touch is painf●…ll 〈◊〉 it . Tim. What is the fourth Reason ? Phil. The Folly of the Patient : who being stung , hath not the wisedome to looke up to Christ , the Brazen Serpent but tormenteth himselfe with his owne activity . It was threatned to * Pashur , I will make thee a terrour to thy selfe : So fareth it with Gods best Saint during the fit of his perplexed Conscience ; Heareth he his owne voice , he thinketh , this is that which so often hath sworne , lyed , talked vainly , wanton , wickedly ; his voice is a terrour to himselfe . Seeth he his own eyes in a glasse , he presently apprehends , these are those which shot forth so many envious , covetous , amorous Glances , his eyes are a terrour to himselfe . Sheep are observed to flye without cause , scared , ( as some say ) with the sound of their own feet : Their feet knack , because they flye , and they fly , because their feet knack , an emblem of Gods Children in a wounded Conscience , selfe-fearing , selfe ▪ frighted . Tim. What is the fift Reason which makes the paine so great ? Phil. Because Sathan rak●…s his clawes in the reeking blood of a wounded Conscience . Belzebub the devils name fignifieth in Hebrew the Lord of flyes ; which excellently intimates his nature and employment : flyes take their selicity about sores and galled Backs , to infest and inflame them . So Sathan no sooner discovereth ( and that Bird of Prey hath quick sight ) a Soule terrour-struck , but thither he hasts , and is busie to keepe the wound raw , there he is in his throne to doe mischiefe . Tim. What is the sixt and last Reason why a wounded Conscience is so great a torment ? Phil. Because of the impotency and invaliditie of all earthly receipts to give ease thereunto . For there is such a gulfe of disproportion betwixt a Mind-malady and Bodymedicines , that no carnall , corporall comforts can effectually work thereupon . Tim. Yet wine in this case is prescribed in Scripture , * Give wine to the heavy hearted , that they may remember their misery no more . Phil. Indeed if the wound be in the spirits , ( those cursiters betwixt soule and body ) to recover their decay or consumption , wine may usefully be applyed : but if the wound be in the spirit in Scripture phrase , all carnall , corporall comforts are utterly in vaine . Tim. Me thinks merry company should doe much to refresh him . Phil. Alas , a man shall no longer be welcome in merry company , then he is able to sing his Part in their Joviall Consort . When a hunted Deere runs for safeguard amongst the rest of the Herd , they will not admit him into their company , but beat him off with their hornes , out of principles of selfe-preservation , for feare the Hounds , in pursuit of him , fall on them also . So hard it is for Man or Beast in misery to find a faithfull friend . In like manner , when a knot of Bad-good-fellowes perceive one of their society dogg'd with Gods terrours at his heeles , they will be shut of him as soone as they can , preferring his roome , and declining his company , lest his sadnesse prove infectious to others . And now if all six reasons be put together , so heavy a hand , smiting with so sharp a sword on so tender a part of so foolish a patient , whilst Sathan seeks to widen , and no worldly plaister can cure the wound , it sufficiently proves a wounded conscience to be an exquisite torture . Tim. Give me I pray an example hereof . Phil. When Adam had eaten the forbidden fruit , he tarryed a time in Paradise , but tooke no contentment therein . The Sunne did shine as bright , the Rivers ran as cleare as ever before , Birds sang as sweetly , Beasts played as pleasantly , Flowers smelt as fragrant , Herbs grew as fresh , Fruits flourisht as faire , no Puntilio of Pleasure was either altered or abated . The objects were the same , but Adams eyes were otherwise , his nakednesse stood in his light ; a thorne of guiltinesse grew in his heart , before any thistles sprang out of the ground ; which made him not to seeke for the fairest fruits to fill his hunger , but the biggest leaves to cover his nakednesse . Thus a wounded conscience is able to unparadise Paradise it selfe . Tim. Give me another instance . Phil. CHRIST JESVS our Saviour , he was blinded , buffeted , scourged , scoffed at , had his hands and feet nailed on the Crosse , and all this while said nothing . But no sooner apprehended he his Father deserting him , groaning under the burthen of the sins of mankind imputed unto him , but presently the Lambe , ( who hitherto dumb before his shearer opened not his mouth ) for paine began to bleat , My God , my God , why hast thou forsaken me ? Tim. Why is a wounded conscience by David resembled to Arrowes , * Thine Arrowes stick fast in me ? Phil. Because an Arrow ( especially if barbed ) rakes & rends the flesh the more , the more mettall the wounded partie hath to strive and struggle with it : and a guilty conscience pierceth the deeper , whilst a stout stomach with might and main seeketh to out-wrastle it . Tim. May not a wounded conscience also work on the body , to hasten and heighten the sicknesse thereof ? Phil. Yes verily , so that there may be employment for * Luke , the beloved physitian , ( if the same person with the Evangelist ) to exercise both his professions : But we meddle onely with the malady of the mind , abstracted from any bodily indisposition . V. Dialogue . Soveraign uses to be made of the torment of a wounded conscience . Tim. SEeing the torture of a wounded conscience is so great , what use is to be made thereof ? Phil. Very much . And first , it may make men sensible of the intollerable paine in Hell fire . If the mouth of the fiery Fornace into which the children were cast , was so hot , that it burnt those which approached it , how hot was the Fornace it selfe ? If a wounded conscience , the suburbs of Hell , be so painfull , oh how extreame is that place , where the worme never dyeth , and the fire is never quenched ? Tim. Did our roaring Boyes ( as they call them ) but seriously consider this , they would not wish GOD DAMNE THEM , and GOD CONFOUND THEM so frequently as they doe . Phil. No verily : I read in Theodoret of the ancient Donatists , that they were so ambitious of Martyrdome , ( as they accounted it ) that many of them meeting with a young Gentleman requested of him , that he would be pleased to kill them . He , to confute their folly , condescended to their desire , on condition , that first they would be contented , to be all fast bound : which being done , accordingly he took order that they were all soundly whipt , but saved their lives . In application : When I heare such Riotous youths wish that God would Damne or Confound them , I hope God will be more mercifull , then to take them at their words , and to grant them their wish ; only I heartily desire that he would be pleased , sharply to scourge them , and soundly to lash them with the frights & terrours of a wounded conscience . And I doubt not , but that they would so ill like the paine thereof , that they would revoke their wishes , as having little list , and lesse delight to taste of hell hereafter . Tim. What other use is to be made of the paine of a wounded Conscience ? Phil. To teach us seasonably to prevent , what we cannot possibly endure . Let us shunne the smallest sinne , lest if we slight and neglect it , it by degrees fester and gangrene into a wounded conscience . One of the bravest * spirits that ever England bred , or Ireland buried , lost his life by a light hurt neglected ; as if it had beene beneath his high minde to stoop to the dressing thereof , till it was too late . Let us take heed the stoutest of us be not so served in our Soules . If we repent not presently of our sinnes committed , but carelesly contemne them , a scratch may quickly prove an Ulcer ; the rather , because the flesh of our minde , if I may so use the Metaphor , is hard to heale full of cholerick & corrupt humors , and very ready to rancle . Tim. What else may we gather for our instruction from the torture of a troubled mind ? Phil. To confute their cruelty , who out of sport or spight , willingly and wittingly wound weak consciences ; like those uncharitable * Corinthians , who so far improve their liberty in things indifferent , as thereby to wound the consciences of their weake brethren . Tim. Are not those Ministers too blame , who , mistaking their message , instead of bringing the Gospell of Peace , fright people with Legall terrours into despaire ? Phil. I cannot commend their discretion , yet will not condemn their intention herein . No doubt their d●…sire and designe is pious , though they erre in the pursuite and prosecution thereof , casting down them whom they cannot raise , and conjuring up the Spirit of Bondage which they cannot allay againe : Wherefore it is our wisest way , to interweave promises with threatnings , and not to leave open a pit of despaire , but to cover it again with comfort . Tim. Remaineth there not as yet , another use of this poi●…t ? Phil. Y●…s , to teach us to pitty and pray for those that have afflicted Consciences , not like the wicked , * who persecute those whom God hath smitten , and talke to the griefe of such whom he hath wounded . Tim. Yet Eli was a good man , who notwithstanding censured * Hannah , a woman of a sorrowfull spirit , to be drunke with Wine . Phil. Imitate not Eli in committing , but amending his fault . Indeed his dimme eyes could see drunkennes in Hannah where it was not , & could not see Sacriledge & Adultery in his own Sonnes , where they were . Thus those who are most indulgent to their owne , are most censorious of others . But Eli afterwards perceiving his Errour , turned tho condemning of Ha●…nah into praying for her . In like manner , if in our passion we have prejudiced , or injur'd any wounded Consciences , in cold blood let us make them the best amends and reparation . VI . Dialogue . That in some cases more Repentance must be preached to a wounded Conscience . Tim. SO much for the Maladie , now for the Remedy . Suppos●… you come to a wounded Conscience , what counsell will you prescribe him ? Phil. If after hearty prayer to God for his direction , he appeareth unto me , as yet , not truely penitent , in the first place I will presse a deeper degree of Repentance upon him . Tim O miserable Comforter ! more sorrow still ! Take heed your eyes be not put out with that smoking Flax , you seeke to quench , and your fingers wounded with the splinters of that bruised Reed you goe about to breake . Phil. Understand me Sir . Better were my tongue spit out of my mouth , then to utter a word of griefe to drive them to despaire , who are truly contrite . But on the other side , I shall betray my trust , and be found an unfaithfull dispencer of Divine mysteries , to apply comfort to him who is not ripe and ready for it . Tim. What harme wol●…d it doe ? Phil. Raise him for the present , and ruine him , without Gods greater mercy for the future . For comfort dawbed on , on a foule soule , will not stick long upon it : And instead of pouring in , I shall spill the precious oyle of Gods mercy . Yea I may justly bring a Wounded Conscience upon my selfe , for dealing deceitfully in my stewardship . Tim. Is it possible one may not be ●…oundly humbled , and yet have a wounde●… Conscience ? Phil. Most possible : For a wounded Conscience is often inflicted as a punishment for lacke of true Repentance : great is the difference betwixt a mans being frighted at , and humbled for his sinnes . One may passively be cast downe by Gods terrours , and yet not willingly throw himselfe downe , as he ought , at Gods foot-stoole . Tim. Seeing his pain is so pittifull as you have formerly proved ; why would you adde more griefe unto him ? Phil. I would not adde griefe to him , but alter griefe in him ; making his ●…orrow , not greater , but better . I would endeavour to change his dismall , dolefull dejection , his hid●…s , and horrible heavines , his bitter exclamations , which seeme to me much mixed in him , with Pride , impatience , and impen●…tence , into a willing submission to Gods pleasure , and into a kindly , gentle , tender Gospell-repentance , for his sinnes . Tim. But there are some now adayes who maintaine that a Child of God after his first conversion , needeth not any new repentance for sinne all the dayes of his life . Phil. They derend a grievous and dangerous errour . Consider what two petitions Christ coupleth together in his Prayer : When my Body which every day is hungry , can live without Gods giving it daily Bread , then and no sooner shall I believe , that my Soule , which daily sinneth , can spiritually live , without Gods forgiving it its Trespasses . Tim. But such alledge , in proof of their opinion , that a man hath his person justified before God , not by pieces and parcels , but at once and for ever in his conversion . Phil. This being granted doth not favour their errour . We confesse God finished the Creation of the world , and all therein in six dayes , and then rested from that worke , yet so , that his daily preserving of all things by his providence , may ●…till be accounted a constant and continued Creation . We acknowlege in like manner , a Child of God justified at once in his conversion , when he is fully and freely estated in Gods favour . And yet seeing every daily sinne by him committed , is an aversion from God , and his daily Repentance a conversion to God , his justification in this respect , may be conceived intrirely continued all the dayes of his life . Tim. What is the difference betwixt the first Repentance , and this renewed Repentance ? Phil. The former is as it were the putting of life into a dead man , the latter the recovering of a sicke man from a dangerous swound ; by the former , sight to the blind is simply restored , and eyes given him ; in the latter , only a filme is removed , drawn over their eyes , and hindering their actuall sight . By the first we have a right title to the Kingdome of Heaven : by our second repentance , we have a new claime to Heaven , by vertue of our old title . Thus these two kinds of repentance may be differenced and distinguished , though otherwise they meet and agree in generall qualities : both having sinne for their Cause , sorrow for their Companion , and pardon for their consequent and effect . Tim. But are not Gods Children after committing of grievous sinnes , and before their renewing their repentance remaine still heires of Heav●… , married to Christ , and citizens of the new Hierusalem ? Phil. Heires of Heaven , they are , but disinheritable for their m●…demeanour . Married still to Christ , but deserving to be divorced for their adulteri●… . Citizens of Heaven , but yet outlawed , so that they can recover no right , and receive no benefit , till their out-lawry be reversed . Tim. Where doth God in Scripture injoyne this second Repentance on his owne Children ? Phil. In severall places . He threatneth the * Church of Ephesus ( the best of the seaven ) wich removing the Candlesticke from them , except they repent : and Christ telleth his own disciples , true converts before , but then guilty of Ambitious thoughts , that * except yee be converted yee shall not enter into the Kingdome of Heaven . Here is conversion after conversion , being a solemne turning from some particular sinne ; in relation to which it is not absurd to say , that there is justification after justification ; the latter as following in time , so flowing from the former . VII . Dialogue . Onely Christ is to be applyed to Soules truly contrite . Tim. BUt suppose the Person in the Ministers apprehension heartily humbled for sinne , what then is to be done ? Phil. No Corrosives , all Cordialls ; no Vineger , all Oyle ; no Law , all Gospell must be presented unto him . Here blessed the lippes , yea beautifull the feet of him that bringeth the tidings of peace . As * Elisha , when reviving the Sonne of the Shunamite laid his mou●…h to the mouth of the Child . So the gaping orifice of Christs wounds must spiritually by preaching , be put close to the mouth of the wounds of a conscience : happy that skilfull Architect , that can shew the sick man , that the * Head stone of his sprituall building , must be laid with shouts , crying Grace , grace . Tim. Which doe you count the Head-stone of the Building , that which is first or last laid ? Phil. The foundation is the Head-stone in honour , the top-stone is the Head-stone in height . The former the Head-stone in strength , the latter in stature . It seemeth that Gods spirit , of set purpose ▪ made use of a doubtfull word , to shew that the whole fabricke of our salvation , whether as founded , or as finished , is the only worke of Gods grace alone . Christ is the Alpha and Omega thereof , not excluding all the letters in the Alphabet interposed . Tim. How must the minister preach Christ to an afflicted conscience ? Phil. He must crucifie him before his eyes , lively setting him forth , naked , to cloath him ; wounded , to cure him ; dying , to save him . He is to expound and explaine unto him , the dignity of his person , pretiousnesse of his blood , plenteousnesse of his mercy , in all those loving relations , wherein the Scripture presents him : A kind Father to a prodicall Child , a carefull Hen to a scatter'd Chicken , a good Shepherd that bringeth his lost Sheep back on his shoulders . Tim. Spare me one question , why doth he not drive the sheepe before him , especially seeing it was lively enough to lose it selfe ? Phil. First , because though it had wildnesse too much to goe astray , it had not wisedome enough to goe right . Secondly , because probably the ●…lly sheep , had tired it selfe with wandring ; Habbabuk 2. 13. the people shall wearie themselves for very vanity , and therefore the kind shepheard brings it home on his owne shoulders . Tim. Pardon my interruption , and proceed , how Christ is to be held forth . Phil. The latitude and extent of his love , his invitation without exception , are powerfully to be prest ; every one that thi●…teth , all ye that are heavy laden , whosoever beleeveth , and the many promises of mercy are effectually to be tendered unto him . Tim. Where are those promises in Scripture ? Phil. Or rather , where are they not ? for they are harder to be mist , then to bee met with . Open the Bible ( as he * drew his bow in Battle ) at adventur●…s ▪ If thou lightest on an Historicall place , behold Precedents ; if on a Doctrinall , Promises of comfort . For the larter , observe these particulars , Gen. 3. 15. Exo. 33. 6. Isa. 40. 1. Isa. 54. 11. Mat. 11. 28. Mat. 12. 20. 1 Cor. 10. 13. Heb. 13 ▪ 5. &c. Tim. Are these more principall places of consolation , then any other in the Bible ? Phil. I know there is no choosing , where all things are choicest : Whosoever shall select some Pearles out of such a heap , shall leave behind as precious as any he takes , both in his owne and others judgement ; yea which is more , the same man at severall times may in his apprehension preferre severall promises as best , formerly most affected with one place , for the present more delighted with another ; and afterwards conceiving comfort therein not so cleare , choose other places as more pregnant , and pertinent to his purpose . Thus God orders it , that divers men ( and perchance the same man at different times ) make use of all his promises , gleaning and gathering comfort , not only in one furrow , Land , or furlong ▪ but as it s scattered clean through the whole field of the Scripture . Tim. Must Ministers have varie●…y of severall comfortable promises ? Phil. Yes surely : such Masters of the Assembly being to enter and fasten consolation in an afflicted soule , need have many nailes provided aforehand , that if some for the present , chance to drive untowardly , as splitting , going awrie , turning crooked or blunt , they may have others in the roome thereof . Tim. But grant , Christ held out never so plainly , prest never so powerfully , yet all is in vaine , except God inwardly with his spirit perswade the wounded Conscience to beleeve the Truth of what he saith . Phil. This is an undoubted Truth , for one may lay the Bread of Life on their trencher , and cannot force them to feede on it . One may bring them downe to the spring of life , but cannot make them drinke of the waters thereof ; and therefore in the cure of a wounded Conscience , God is all in all , only the touch of his hand , can * heal this Kings Evill , I kill and make alive , I wound and I heale , neither is there any that can deliver out of my hand . VIII . Dialogue . Answers to the objections of a wounded Conscience drawne from the grievousnesse of his sinnes . Tim. GIve me leave now Sir to personate & represent a wounded Conscience , and to alledge and inforce such principall objections wherewith generally they are grieved . Phil. With all my heart , and God blesse my endeavours in answering them . Tim. But first I would be satisfied how it comes to passe , that men in a wounded Conscience have their parts so presently improved . The Jewes did question concerning our Saviour , * How knoweth this man letters being never learned ? But here the doubt , and difficulty is greater ; How come simple people so subtile on a sudden to oppose with that advantage , and vehemency , that it would puzzle a good and grave Divine to answer them ? Phil. Two Reasons may be rendred thereof . 1. Because a man in a diste●…per , is stronger then when he is in his perfect health . What Sampsons are some in the fit of a Feaver ? Then their spirits , being intended by the violence of their disease , push with all their power . So is it in the agony of a distressed soule , every string thereof is strained to the height , and a man becomes more then himselfe to object against himselfe in a fit of despaire . Tim. What is the other Reason ? Phil. Sathan himselfe , that subtile sophister assisteth them . He formes their Arguments , frames their objections , fits their distinctions , shapes their evasions ; and this discomforter ( Aping Gods spirit the Comforter , John 14. 26. ) bringeth all things to their remembrance , which they have heard or read to dishearten them . Need therefore have Ministers , when they meddle with afflicted men , to call to Heaven afore-hand to assist them , being sure , they shall have Hell it selfe to oppose them . Tim. To come now to the objections , which afflicted Consciences commonly make : they may be reduced to three principall Heads . Either drawne from the greatnesse and grievousnesse of their sinnes , or from the slightnesse and lightnesse of their repentance , or from th●… faintnesse & feeblenesse of their faith . I begin with the objections of the first forme . Phil. I approve your method I p●…ay proceed . Tim. First Sir , even since my conversion , I have beene guilty of many grievous sinnes , and ( which is worse ) of the same sinne many times committed . Happy * Judah , who though once committing incest with Thamar , yet the text saith , that afterward he knew her again no more . But I vile wretch have often re-fallen into the same offence . Phil. All this is answered in Gods Promise in the * Prophet , Though your sins be as scarlet , I will make them as snow . Consider how the Tyrian scarlet was dyed , not overly dipt , but throughly drencht in the liquor , that coloured it , as thy soul in custome of sinning . Then was it taken out for a time , and dryed , put in againe , soakt , and sodden the second time in the Fatt ; called therefore {non-Roman} {non-Roman} {non-Roman} {non-Roman} {non-Roman} , twice dyed ; as thou complainest thou hast been by relapsing into the same sin . Yea the colour so incorporated into the cloath not drawne over , but diving into the very heart of the wool , that rub a scarlet rag on what is white , and it will bestow a redish tincture upon it : As perchance thy sinfull practice , and president , have also infected those which were formerly good , by thy badnesse . Yet such scarlet sins so solemnly and substantially coloured , are easily washt white in the blood of our Saviour . Tim. But , Sir , I have sinned against most serious resolutions , yea against most solemne vowes which I have made to the contrary . Phil. Vow-breaking , though a grievous sinne , is pardonable on unfaigned repentance . If thou hast broken a Vow , t●…e a knot on it , to make it hold together againe . It is spirituall thrift , and no mis-becomming basenesse , to piece and joynt thy neglected promises with fresh ones . So shall thy vow in effect be not broken , when new mended : and remain the same , though not by one intire continuation , yet by a constant successive renovation thereof . Thus * Jacob renewed his neglected vow of going to Bethel ; And this must thou doe , re-inforce thy broken vowes , if of moment , and materiall . Tim. What mean you by the addition of that clause , if of moment and materiall ? Phil. To deale plainly . I dislike many vowes men make , as of reading just so much , and praying so often every day , of confining themselves to such a strict proportion of meate , drinke , sleepe , recreation , &c. Many things may be well done , which are ill vowed . Such particular vowes men must be very sparing how they make . First , because they savour somewhat of will-worship . Secondly , small glory accrews to God thereby . Thirdly , The dignitie of vowes are disgraced by descending to too triviall particulars . Fourthly , Sathan hath ground given him to throw at us , with a more steady aime . Lastly , such vowes , instead of being cords to tie us faster to God , prove knots to intangle our Consciences : Hard to be kept , but oh ! how heavy when broken ? Wherefore setting such vowes aside , let us be carefull with David , to keep that grand and generall vow , * I have sworne , and I will performe it , that I will keep thy righteous judgements . Tim. But Sir I have committed the sinne against the holy Ghost , which the Saviour of mankind pronounceth unpardonable , and therefore all your counsells and comforts unto me are in vaine . Phil. The devill , the father of lyes , hath added this lye to those , which he hath told before , in perswading thee , thou hast comitted the sinne against the holy Ghost . For that sinne is ever attended with these two symptomes . First , the party guilty thereof never grieves for it , nor conceives the least sorrow in his heart , for the sinne he hath committed . The second ( which followeth on the former ) he never wisheth or desireth any pardon , but is delighted , and pleased with his present condition . Now if thou canst truely say , that thy sinnes are a burden unto thee , that thou dost desire forgivenesse , and wouldest give any thing , to compasse and obtaine it ; be of good comfort , thou hast not as yet , and by Gods Grace , never shalt , commit that unpardonable offence . I will not define how neere thou hast beene unto it . As David said to Jonathan , there is not a haires breadth betwixt death and me : So it may be thou hast m●…st it very narrowly , but assure thy selfe , thou art not as yet guilty thereof . IX . Dialogue . Answers to the objections of a wounded Conscience drawne from the slightnesse of his Repentance . Tim. I Beleeve my sinnes are pardonable in themselves , but alas my stony Heart is such , that it cannot relent and repent , and therefore no hope of my Salvation . Phil. Wouldest thou sincerely repent ? thou dost repent . The women that came to embalme * Christ , did carefully forecast with themselves , Who shall role away the stone from the doore of the Sepulcher ? Alas their fraile , faint , feeble Arms were unable to remove such a weight . But what followeth ? And when they looked , they saw that the stone was rolled away , for it was very great . In like manner , when a soule is truly troubled about the massie mighty burden of his stony heart interposed , hindring him from comming to Christ ; I say when he is seriously and sincerely solicitous about that impediment , such desiring is a doing , such wishing is a working . Doe thou but take care it may be removed , and God will take order it shall be removed . Tim. But Sir I cannot weep for my sinnes ; My eyes are like the pit wherein Joseph was put , there is no water in them , I cannot squeeze one teare out of them . Phil. Before I come to answer your objection , I must premise a profitable observation . I have taken notice of a strange opposition betwixt the tongues and eyes of such as have troubled Consciences . Their tongues some have known ( and I have heard ) complaine that they cannot weepe for their sinnes , when at that instant their eyes have plentifully shed store of teares : not that they speake out of dissimulation , but distraction . So somtimes have I smiled at the simplicity of a Child , who being amased , and demanded whether or no he could speake ? hath answered , No . If in like manner at the sight of such a contradiction betwixt the words and deeds of one in the agony of a wounded Conscience , we should chance to smile , knew us not to jeere , but joy , perceiving the party in a better condition , then he conceiveth himselfe . Tim. This your observation may be comfortable to others , but is impertinent to me . For as I told you I I have by nature such dry eyes that they will afford no moisture to bemoan my sinnes . Phil. Then it is a naturall defect , and no morall default , so by consequence a suffering and no sinne , which God will punish . God doth not expect the cock should runne water , where he put none into the Cisterne . Know also , their hearts may be fountaines whose eyes are flints , and may inwardly bleed , who doe not outwardly weep . Besides * Christ was sent to preach Comfort , not to such only as weep , but mourne in Zion . Yea if thou canst squeeze out no liquor , offer to God the empty bottles ; instead of tears , tender and present thy eyes unto him . And though thou beest water-bound , be not wind-bound also , sigh , where thou canst not sob , and let thy Lungs doe what thy eyes cannot performe . Tim. You say something , though I cannot weep , in case I could soundly sorrow for my sinnes . But alas , for temporall losses and crosses , I am like R●…chell , ●…amenting for her children , and would not be comforted . But my sorrow for my sins is so small , that it appeares none at all in proportion . Phil. In the best Saints of God , their sorrow for their sinnes being measured with the sorrow for their sufferings , in one respect , will fall short of it , in another must equall it , and in a third respect doth exceed and goe beyond it . Sorrow for sins falleth short of sorrow for sufferings , in loud lamenting or violent uttering it selfe in outward expressions thereof ; as in roaring , wringing the hands , rending their haire , and the like . Secondly , both sorrowes are equall in their truth and sincerity , both farre from hypocrisie , free from dissimulation , reall , hearty , cordiall , uncounterfeited . Lastly , sorrow for sinne exceeds sorrow for suffering , in the continuance and durablenesse thereof : the other like a land-flood , quickly come , quickly gone ; this is a continuall dropping or running river , keeping a constant stream . My sins , saith David , are ever before me ; so also is the sorrow for sinne in the soule of a child of God , morning , evening , day , night , when sicke , when sound , feasting , fasting , at home , abroad , ever within him : This griefe beginneth at his conversion , continueth all his life , endeth only at his death . Tim. Proceed I pray in this comfortable point . Phil. It may still be made plainer by comparing two diseases together , the tooth-ache and consumption . Such as are troubled with the former , shreek and cry out , troublesome to themselves , and others , in the same and next roofe ; and no wonder , the mouth it selfe being plaintiffe , if setting forth its owne grievances to the full . Yet the tooth-ache is knowne to be no mortall maladie , having kept some from their beds , seldome sent them to their graves ; hindred the sleep of many , hastned the death of few . On the other side , he that hath an incurable consumption saith little , cryes lesse , but grieves most of all . Alas , he must be a good husband of the little breath left in his broken lungs , not to spend it in fighing , but in living , he makes no noise , is quiet , and silent ; yea none will say , but that his inward griefe is greater then the former . Tim. How apply you this Comparison to my objection ? Phil. In corporall calamities , thou complainest more , like him in the tooch-ache , but thy sorrow for thy sinne , like a Consumption , which lyes at thy heart , hath more solid heavinesse therein . Thou dost take in more griefe for thy sinnes , though thou mayest take on more grievously for thy sufferings . Tim. This were something if my sorrow for sinne were sincere , but alas , I am but a hypocri●…e . There is * mention in the Proph●…t of Gods besome of destruction ; now the trust of a hypocrite , Job 8. 14. is called a Spiders web , here is my case , when Gods besome meets with the cobwebs of my hypocri●…e , I shall be swept into hel-fire . Phil. I answer , first in generall : I am glad to heare this objection come from thee , for selfe-suspition of hypocrisie , is a hopefull symptome of sincerity . It is a David that cryes out , As for me I am poore and needy ; but luke-warme Laodicea that braggeth , I am rich and want nothing . Tim. Answer I pray the objection in particular . Phil. Presently , when I have premised the great difference , betwixt a mans being a Hypocrite , and having some hypocrisie in him . Wicked men are like the Apples of * Sodome , seemingly faire , but nothing but ashes within , the best of Gods Servants , like sound Apples , lying in a dusty loft , ( living in a wicked world ) gathering much dust about them , so that they must be rubb'd or pared , before they can be eaten . Such notwithstanding are sincere , and by the following marks may examine themselves . Tim. But some now adayes are utter enemies to all markes of sincerity , counting it needlesse for Preachers to propound , or people to apply them . Phil. I know as much ; but it is the worst signe , when men in this nature hate all signes : But no wonder if the foundred horse , cannot abide the Smiths pincers . Tim. Proceed I pray in your signes of sincerity . Phil. Art thou carefull to order thy very thoughts , because the infinite searcher of the heart doth behold them ? Dost thou freely and fully confesse thy sinnes to God , spreading them open in his presence , without any desire or endeavour to deny , dissemble , defend , excuse , or extenuate them ? Dost thou delight in an universall obedience to all Gods Lawes , not thinking with the superstitious Jewes , by over-keeping the fourth Commandement , to make reparation to God for breaking all the rest ? Dost thou love their persons and preaching best , who most clearly discover thine owne faults and corruptions unto thee ? Dost thou strive against thy vindicative nature , not only to forgive those who have offended thee , but also to wait an occasion with humility to fasten a fitting favour upon them ? Dost thou love grace and goodnesse even in those , who differ from thee in point of opinion , and Civil controversies ? Canst thou be sorrowfull for the sinnes of others , no whit relating unto thee , meerly because the Glory of a good God , suffers by their profanenesse ? Tim. Why doe you make these to be the signes of sincerity ? Phil. Because there are but two principles , which act in mens hearts , namely , nature and grace ; or , as Christ distinguisheth them , Flesh , and Bloud , and our Father which is Heaven . Now seeing these actions , by us propounded , are either against or above nature , it doth necessarily follow , that where they are found , they flow from saving grace . For what is higher then the roofe , and very Pinnacle , as I may say , of nature , cannot belower then the bottome and beginning of grace . Tim. Per●…hance on serious search , I may make hard shift , to finde some one or two of these signes , but not all of them in my heart . Phil. As I will not bow to flatter any , so I will fall down as farre as truth will give me leave , to reach comfort to the humble , to whom it is due . Know to thy further consolation , that where some of these signes truly are , there are more , yea all of them , though not so visible and conspicuous , but in a dimmer and darker degree . When we behold Violets , and Prim-Roses , fairely to flourish , we conclude the dead of the winter is past , though , as yet , no Roses , or July-flowers appeare , which , long after , lye hid in their leaves , or lurke in their rootes ; but in due time will discover themselves . If some of these signes be above ground in thy sight , others are under ground in thy heart , and though the former started first , the other will follow in order : It being plaine that thou art passed from death unto life , by this hopefull and happy spring of some signes in thy heart . X. Dialogue . Answers to the objection of a wounded Conscience , drawne from the feeblenesse of his faith . Tim. BUt faith is that which must apply Christ unto us , whilest ( alas ! ) the hand of my faith hath not only the shaking , but the dead Palsy ; it can neither hold nor feele any thing . Phil. If thou canst not hold God , doe but touch him and he shall hold thee , and put feeling into thee . Saint Paul saith , * If that I may apprehend that , for which also I am apprehended of Christ Jesus . It is not Pauls apprehending of Christ , but Christ apprehending of Paul , doth the deed . Tim. But I am sure my faith is not sound , because it is not attended with assurance of salvation . For I doubt ( not to say despaire ) thereof . Whereas Divines hold , that the Essence of saving faith consists in a certainty to be saved . Phil. Such deliver both a false , and dangerous doctrine ; as the carelesse mother * killed her little infant , for she over-laid it : So this opinion would presse many weak faiths to death , by laying a greater weight upon them then they can bear , or God doth impose ; whereas to be assured of salvation , is not a part of every true faith , but onely an effect of some strong faiths , and that also not alwayes , but at some times . Tim. Is not certainty of salvation a part of every true faith ? Phil. No verily , much lesse is it the life and formality of faith , which consisteth onely in a recumbency on God in Christ , with Jobs resolution , * Though he slay me , yet will I trust in him . Such an adherence , without an assurance , is sufficient by Gods mercy to save thy soule . Those that say that none have a sincere faith without a certainty of salvation , may with as much truth maintaine , that none are the Kings loyall Subjects , but such as are his Favourites . Tim. Is then assurance of salvation a peculiar personall favour , indulged by God , onely to some particular persons ? Phil. Yes verily : Though the salvation of all Gods servants be sure in it selfe , yet is onely assured to the apprehensions of some select people , and that at some times : For it is too fine fare for the best man to feed on every day . Tim. May they that have this assurance , afterwards lose it ? Phil. Undoubtedly they may : God first is gracious to give it them , they for a time carefull to keep it , then negligently lose it , then sorrowfully seeke it . God again is bountifull to restore it , they happy to recover it , for a while diligent to retaine it , then againe foolish to forfeit it , and so the same changes in ones life time often , over , and over againe . Tim. But some will say , If I may be infallibly saved without this Assurance , I will never endeavour to attaine it . Phil. I would have covered my flowers , if I had suspected such spiders would have suckt them . One may goe to heaven without this Assurance , as certainly , but not so cheerfully , and therefore prudence to obtaine our owne comfort , & piety to obey Gods Command , obligeth us all to give diligence to make our calling and election sure , both in it selfe , and in our apprehension . XI . Dialogue . God alone can satisfie all objections of a wounded Conscience . Tim. BUt , Sir , these your Answers are no whit satisfactorie unto me . Phil. An Answer may be satisfactorie to the Objection , both in it selfe , and in the judgement of all unprejudiced Hearers , and yet not satisfactorie to the Objecter , and that in two cases : First , when he is poss●…ssed with the spirit of peevishnesse and perversnesse . It is lost labour to seeke to feed and fill those , who have a greedy Horseleach of cavilling in their heart , crying Give , give . Tim. What is the second case ? Phil. When the bitternesse of his soule is so great and grievous , that he is like the * Israelites in Egypt , which hearkned not to Moses , for anguish of spirit , and for cruel Bondage . Now as those who have meat before them , and will not eate , deserve to starve without pitty : so such are much to be bemoaned , who through some impediment in their mouth , throat , or stomach , cannot chaw , swallow or digest comfort presented unto them . Tim. Such is my condition , what then is to be done unto me ? Phil. I must change my precepts to thee into prayers for thee , that ●…od would * Satisfie thee early with his mercy , that thou mayest rejoyce . Ministers may endeavour it in vaine , whilest they quell one scruple , they start another , whilst they fill one corner of a wounded Conscience with comfort , another is emptie . Only God can so satisfie the soule , that each chink and cranny therein , shall be filled with spirituall joy . Tim. What is the difference betwixt Gods , and mans speaking Peace to a troubled spirit ? Phil. Man can neither make him to whom he speakes , to heare what he saith , or beleeve what he heares . God speakes with authority , and doth both . His words give hearing to the deafe , and Faith to the Infidell . When , not the Mother of Christ , but Christ himselfe , shall salute a sicke soule with Peace be unto thee , it will leap for joy , as John the babe sprang , though imprisoned in the darke womb of his Mother . Thus the offender is not comforted , though many of the spectatours , and under-officers tell him he shall be pardoned , untill he heares the same from the mouth of the Judge himselfe who hath power and place to forgive him ; and then his heart reviveth with comfort . Tim. God send me such comfort : meane time , I am thankfull unto you for the answers you have given me . Phil. All that I wil adde is this . The Lacedemonians had a law , that if a bad man , or one disesteemed of the people , chanced to give good counsell , he was to stand by , and another , against whose person the people had no prejudice , was to speake over the same words , which the former had uttered . I am most sensible to my selfe of my owne badnesse , and how justly I am subject to exception . Only my prayer shall be , that whilst I stand by , and am ●…ilent , Gods Spirit which is free from any fault , and full of all perfection , would be pleased to repeat in thy heart , the selfe-same answers I have given to your objections : And then what was weak , shallow and unsatisfying , as it came from my mouth , shall and will be full , powerfull , and satisfactorie , as re-inforced in thee , by Gods Spirit . XII . Dialogue . Meanes to be used by wounded Consciences , for the recovering of comfort . Tim. ARe there any usefull meanes to be prescribed , whereby wounded Consciences may recover comfort the sooner ? Phil. Yes , there are . Tim. But now adayes some condemne all using of meanes , let Grace alone ( say they ) fully and freely to do its own worke : and thereby mans mind will in due time return to a good temper of its ow●… accord : This is the most spirituall serving of God , whilst using of meanes , makes but Dunces , and Trewants in Christs Schoole . Phil. What they pretend spirituall , wil prove ai●…ry and empty , making lewd and lazie Christians : Meanes may and must be used with these cautions . 1. That they be of Gods appointment in his word , and not of mans meere invention . 2. That we stil remember they are but means , and not the main . For to account of helps more then helpes , is the high-way to make them hindrances . Lastly , that none rely barely on the deed done , which conceit will undoe him that did it , especially if any opinion of merit be fixed therein . Tim. What is the first meanes I must use , for I re-assume to personate a wounded conscience ? Phil. Constantly pray to God , that in his due time he would speake peace unto thee . Tim. My prayers are better omitted then performed : They are so weak they will but bring the greater punishment upon me , and involve me within the * Prophets curse , to those that doe the worke of the Lord negligently . Phil. Prayers negligently performed , draw a curse , but not prayers weakly performed . The former is when one can do better , and will not ; the latter , is , when one would do better , but alas , he cannot : And such failings as they are his sinnes , so they are his sorrows also : Pray therefore faintly , that thou maist pray fervently ; pray weakly , that thou mayest pray strongly . Tim. But in the Law they were forbidden to offer to God any lame * sacrifice , and such are my prayers . Phil. 1. Observe a great difference , betwixt the materiall Sacrifice under the Law , and spiritual Sacrifices ( the calves of the lips ) under the Gospell . The former were to be free from all blemish , because they did typifie and resemble Christ himselfe : The latter ( not figuratively representing Christ , but heartily presented unto him ) must be as good as may be gotten , though many imperfections will cleave to our best performances , which by Gods mercy are forgiven . 2. Know that that in Scripture is accounted lame , which is counterfeit , and dissembling , ( in which sense * Hypocrites are properly called halters ) and therefore if thy prayer though never so weake , be sound , and sincere , it is acceptable with God . Tim. What other counsell do you prescribe me ? Phil. Be diligent in reading the word of God , wherein all comfort is conteined ; say not that thou art dumpish and undisposed to read , but remember how travellers must eat against their stomach ; their journey will digest it : and though their Palate find no pleasure for the present , their whole body will feele strength for the future . Thou hast a great journey to go , a wounded conscience is farre to travell to find comfort , ( and though weary , shall be welcome at his journeys end ) and therefore must feed on Gods word , even against his own dull disposition , and shall afterwards reap benefit thereby . Tim. Proceed in your appointing of wholsome dyet for my wounded conscience to observe . Phil. Avoid solitarinesse , land associate thy selfe with pious and godly company : O the blessed fruits thereof ! Such as want skill or boldnesse to begin or set a Psalme , may competently follow tune in consort with others : Many houses in London have so weak walls , and are of so slight and sl●…nder building , that were they set alone in the fields , probably they would not stand an houre ; which now ranged in streets receive support in them selves , and mutually returne it to others : So mayst thou in good society , not only be reserved from much mischiefe , but also be strengthened and confirmed in many godly exercises , which solely thou couldest not perform . Tim. What else must I do ? Phil. Be industrious in thy calling ; I presse this the more , because some erroneously conceive that a wounded conscience cancels all Indentures of service , and gives them ( during their affliction ) a dispensation to be idle . The inhabitants of the Bishoprick of * Durham pleaded a priviledge , that King Edward the first had no power , although on necessary occasion , to presse them to go out of the Country , because ▪ forsooth , they termed themselves Haly-worke-folke , only to be used in defending the holy Shrine of S. Cuthbert . Let none in like manner pretend , that ( during the agony of a wounded conscience ) they are to have no other imployment , then to sit moping to brood their Melancholly , or else only to attend their devotions ; whereas a good way to divert or asswage their pain within , is to take paines without in their vocation . I am confident , that happy minute which shall put a period to thy misery , shall not find thee idle , but employed , as ever some secret good is accrewing to such , who are diligent in their calling . Tim. But though wounded consciences are not to be freed from all worke , are they not to be favoured in their worke ? Phil. Yes verily . Here let me be the Advocate to such Parents and Masters , who have Sonnes , Servants , or others under their authority afflicted with wounded Consciences , O , doe not with the Egyptian task-masters , exact of them the full tale of their bricke , O spare a little till they have recovered some strength . Unreasonabl●… that maimed men , should passe on equall duty with such Souldiers as are sound . Tim. How must I dispose my selfe on the Lords day ? Phil. Avoid all servile work , and expend it only in such actions , as tend to the sanctifying thereof . God the great Landlord of all time hath let out six da●…s in the weeke to man to farme them ; the Seaventh day he reserveth as Demeanes in his owne hand : If therefore we would have quiet possession , & comfortable use of what God hath leased out to us , let us not incroach on his Demeanes . Some Popish * people make a superstitious Almanacke of the Sunday , by the fairenesse or foulenesse thereof , guessing of the weather all the weeke after . But I dare boldly say , that from our well or ill spending of the Lords Day , a probable conjecture may be made , how the following weeke will be imployed . Yea I conceive , we are bound ( as matters now stand in England ) to a stricter observation of the Lords Day , then ever before . That a time was due to Gods Service , no Christian in our Kingdome ever did deny : That the same was weekly dispersed in the Lords Day , Holy dayes , Wednesdayes , Fridayes , Saturdayes , some have earnestly maintained : Seeing therefore , all the last are generally neglected , the former must be more strictly observed ; it being otherwise impious , that our devotion having a narrower channell , should also carry a shallower streame . Tim. What other means must I use for expedition of comfort to my wounded Conscience ? Phil. Confesse * that sinne or sinnes , which most perplexes thee , to some Godly Minister , who by absolution may pronounce , and apply pardon unto thee . Tim. This confession is but a device of Divines , thereby to skrne themselves into other mens secrets , so to mold , and manage them with more ease to their owne profit . Phil. God forbid they should have any other designe , but your safety , and therefore choose your confessour , where you please to your owne contentment ; so that you may finde ease , fetch it where you may , it is not our credit , but your cure we stand upon . Tim. But such confession hath beene counted rather arack for Sound , then a remedy for wounded Consciences . Phil. It proveth so , as abused in the Romish Church , requiring an enumeration of all mortall sinnes , therein supposing an error , that some sinnes are not mortall , and imposing an impossibility , that all can be reckoned up . Thus the conscience is tortured , because it can never tread firmly , feeling no bottome , being still uncertain of Confession , ( and so of Absolution ) whether or no he hath acknowledged all his sinnes . But where this ordinance is commended as convenient , not commanded as necessary , left free , not forced , in cases of extremity , soveraigne use may be made , and hath been found thereof , neither M●…gistrate nor Minister carrying the Sword or the Keyes in vaine . Tim. But , Sir , I expected some rare inventions from you , for curing wounded consciences : whereas 〈◊〉 your receipts hitherto are old , stale , usuall , common , and ordinary ; there is nothing new in any of them . Phil. I answer , First , if a wounded conscience had been a 〈◊〉 disease , never heard of in Gods Word before this time , 〈◊〉 perchance we must have been forced to find out new remedies . But it is an old Malady , and therefore old Physick is best applyed unto it . Secondly , the Receipts indeed are old , because prescribed by him , who is the * Ancient of dayes . But the older the better , because warranted by experience to be effectuall . Gods ordinances are like the cloathes * of the Children of Israel , during our wandring in the wildernesse of this world , they never wax old , so as to have their vertue in operation abated or decayed . Thirdly , whereas you call them common , would to God they were so , and as generally practiced , as they are usually prescribed . Lastly , know we meddle not with curious heads , which are pleased with new-fangled rarities , but with wounded consciences , who love solid comfort . Suppose our Receipts ordinary and obvious ; If * Naaman counts the cure too cheap and easie , none will pitty him if still he be pained with his leprosie . Tim. But your receipts are too loose and large , not fitted and appropriated to my malady alone . For all these , Pray , reade , keep good company , be diligent in thy calling , observe the Sabbath , confesse thy sinnes , &c. ) may as well be prescribed to one guilty of presumption , as to me ready to despaire . Phil. It doth not follow that our physick is not proper for one , because it may be profitable for both . Tim. But Despaire and Presumption being contrary diseases flowing from contrary causes , must have contrary cures . Phil. Though they flow immediately from contrary caufes , yet originally from the common fountaine of naturall corruption : And therefore such meanes as I have propounded , tending towards the mortifying of our corrupt nature , may generally , though not equally be usefull to humble the presuming , and comfort the despairing ; But to cut off cavills in the next Dialogue , wee 'l come closely to peculiar counsells unto thee . XIII . Dialogue . Foure wholsome counsells , for a wounded Conscience to practice . Tim. PErforme your promise , which is the first counsell you commend unto me ? Phil. Take heed of ever renounceing thy filiall interest in God , though thy sinnes deserve that he should disclaime his Paternall relation to thee . The Prodigall * returning to his Father did not say , I am not thy sonne , but , I am no more worthy to be called thy sonne . Beware of bastardizing thy selfe , being as much as Satan desires , and more then he hopes to obtaine . Otherwise thy folly would give him more then his fury could get . Tim. I conceive this a need full c●…tion . Phil. It will appeare so if we consider , what the * Apostle saith , that we wrestle with principalities and powers . Now wrestlers in the Olympian games were naked , and anointed with oile to make them slick , and glibbery , so to afford no hold-fast to such as strove with them . Let us not gratifie the Devill with this advantage against our selves , at any time to disclaime our Sonne-ship in God : If the Devill catcheth us at this lock , he will throw us flat , and hazard the breaking of our necks with finall despair . Oh no! Still keep this point ; a Prodigal sonne I am , but a sonne , no bastard : A lost sheepe , but a sheepe , no goate : An unprofitable servant , but Gods servant , and not absolute slave to Sathan . Tim. Proceed to your second counsell . Phil. Give credit to what grave and godly persons conceive of thy condition , rather then what thy own fear , ( an incompetent Judge ) may suggest unto thee . A seared Conscience thinks better of it selfe , a wounded worse , then it ought : The former may account all sinne a sport , the latter all sport a sin : Melancholy men , when sick , are ready to conceit any cold to be the cough of the Lungs , and an ordinary Pustle , no lesse then the plague sore . So wounded consciences conceive sinnes of infirmity to be of presumption , sins of ignorance to be of knowledge , apprehending their case more dangerous then it is indeed . Tim. But it seemeth unreasonable that I should rather trust anothers saying , then my own sense of my selfe . Phil. Every man is best judge of his own selfe , if he be his own selfe , but during the swound of a wounded conscience , I deny thee to be come to thy own selfe : whilst thine eyes are blubbering , and a teare hangs before thy sight , thou canst not see things clearely and truly , because looking through a double medium of aire and water ; so whilst this cloud of pensivenes is pendent before the eyes of thy soule , thy estate is erroneously represented unto thee . Tim. What is your third counsell ? Phil. In thy agony of a troubled conscience alwayes look upwards unto a gracious God to keep thy soule steady , for looking downward on thy selfe , thou shalt find nothing but what will encrease thy feare , infinite sinnes , good deeds few , and imperfect : It is not thy Faith , but Gods faithfulnesse thou must relie upon ; casting thine eyes downwards on thy selfe to behold the great distance betwixt what thou deservest , and what thou desirest , is enough to make thee giddy , stagger and reel into despaire : Ever therefore Lift up thine eyes unto the * hils , from whence commeth thy helpe , never viewing the deepe Dale of thy own unworthines , but to abate thy pride when tempted to presumption . Tim. Sir , your fourth and last counsell . Phil. Be not disheartned as if comfort would not come at all , because it comes not all at once , but patiently attend Gods leisure : they are not styled the swift , but the * Sure mercies of David : And the same Prophet saith , * The glory of the Lord shall be thy Rereward , this we know comes up last to secure and make good all the rest : Be assured , where grace patiently leads the Front , glory at last will be in the Reare . Remember the prodigious patience of Eliahs servant . Tim. Wherein was it remarkeable ? Phil. In obedience to his master : He went severall times to the Sea ; it is tedious for me to tell what was not troublesome for him to doe , 1 , 2 , 3 , 4 , 5 , 6 , 7. times sent down steepe Carmel , with danger , and up it again with difficulty , and all to bring newes of nothing , till his last journey , which made recompence for all the rest , with the tydings of a cloud arising . So thy thirsty soule , long parched with drowth for want of cōfort , though late , at last , shall be plentifully refreshed with the dew of consolation . Tim. I shall be happy if I find it so . Phil. Consider the causes why a broken Leg is incureable in a Horse , and easily cureable in a man : The Horse is incapable of counsell to submit himselfe to the Farrier , & therefore in case his Leg be set , he flings , flounces , and flies out , unjoynting it again by his mis-imployed mettle , counting all binding to be shackles & fetters unto him ; whereas a man willingly resigneth himselfe to be ordered by the Chyrurgeon , preferring rather to be a prisoner for some dayes , then a Cripple all his life . Be not like a * Horse or Mule , which have no understanding ; but let patience have its perfect worke . In thee ▪ When God goeth about to bind up the * broken hearted , tarry his time , though ease come not at an instant , yea though it be painfull for the present , in due time thou shalt certainly receive comfort . XIV . Dialogue . Comfortable meditations for wounded Consciences to muse upon . Tim. Furnish me I pray with some comfortable meditations ; whereon I may busie and imploy my soule when alone . Phil. First consider that our Saviour had not only a notionall , but an experimentall and meritorious knowledge of the paines of a wounded conscience , when hanging on the Crosse : If Pau●… conce●…ved himselfe happy being to answer for himself , before King Agrippa , especially because he knew him to be expert in all the customes and questions of the Jewes ; How much more just cause hath thy wounded conscience of comfort and joy , being in thy prayers to plead before Christ himself , who hath felt thy pain , and deserved that in due time by his stripes thou shouldst be healed ? Tim. Proceed I pray in this comfortable subject . Phil. Secondly , consider that herein , like Eliah , thou needest not complaine that thou art left alone , seeing the best of Gods Saints in all ages have smarted in the same kind ; instance in David : Indeed sometimes he boasteth how he lay in green * pastures , and was led by still waters ; But after he bemoaneth that he sinks in * deepe mire , where there was no standing . What is become of those greene pastures ? Parched up with the drowth . Where are those still waters ? Troubled with the tempest of affliction . The same David compareth himselfe to an * owle , and in the next Psalme resembleth himselfe to an Eagle . Doe two fowles flie of more different kind ? The one the Scorne , the other the Soveraigne ; the one the slowest , the other the swiftest ; the one the most sharp sighted , the other the most dimme-eyed of all Birds . Wonder not then , to find in thy selfe sudden , and strange alterations . It fared thus with all Gods servants , in their agonies of temptation , and be confident thereof , though now run aground , with griefe , in due time thou shalt be all afloate with comfort . Tim. I am loath to interrupt you in so welcome a discourse . Phil. Thirdly , consider , that thou hast had , though not grace enough to cure thee , yet enough to keep thee , and conclude that he , whose goodnesse hath so long held thy head above water from drowning , will at last bring thy whole body safely to the shoare . The Wife of Manoah , had more faith then her husband , and thus she reasoned ; * If the Lord were pleased to kill us he would not have received a burnt and a meat offering at our hands . Thou mayst argue in like manner : If God had intended finally to forsake me , he would never so often have heard and accepted my prayers , in such a measure as to vouchsafe unto me , though not full deliverance from , free preservation in my affliction . Know God hath done great things for thee already , and thou mayst conclude from his grace of supportation hitherto , grace of ease , and relaxation hereafter . Tim. It is pitty to disturb you , proceed . Phil. Fourthly , consider , that besides the private stock of thy owne , thou tradest on the publick store of all good mens prayers , put up to heaven for thee . What a mixture of Languages met in Hierusalem at Pentecost , * Parthians , Medes , and Elamites , &c. But conceive to thy comfort , what a medley of prayers , in severall tongues daily , center themselves in Gods eares in thy behalfe , English , Scotch , Irish , French , Dutch , &c. insomuch , that perchance thou dost not understand one syllable of their prayers , by whom thou mayst reap benefit . Tim. Is it not requisite to intitle me to the profit of other mens prayers , that I particularly know their persons which pray for me ? Phil. Not at all , no more then it is needfull that the eye or face must see the backward parts , which is difficult , or the inward parts of the body , which is impossible ; without which sight , by sympathie they serve one another . And such is the correspondency by prayers , betwixt the mysticall members of Christs body , corporally unseen one by another . Tim. Proceed to a fift Meditation . Phil. Consider , there be five kinds of Consciences on foot in the world : First , an ignorant conscience , which neither sees nor saith any thing , neither beholds the sinnes in a soule , nor reproves them . Secondly , the flattering conscience , whose speech is worse then silence it selfe , which though seeing sin , sooths men in the committing thereof . Thirdly , the seared conscience , which hath neither sight , speech , nor sense , in men that ar●… * past feeling . Fourthly , a wounded conscience , frighted with sinne . The last , and best , is a quiet , and cleare conscience , pacified in Christ Jesus . Of these the fourth is thy case , incomparably better then the three former , so that a wise man would not take a world to change with them . Yea a wounded conscience is rather painfull then sinfull , an affliction , no offence , and is in the ready way , at the next remove , to be turned into a quiet conscience . Tim. I hearken unto you with attention and comfort . Phil. Lastly , consider the good effects of a wounded conscience , privative for the present , and positive for the future . First , primative , this heavinesse of thy heart ( for the time being ) is a bridle to thy soule , keeping it from many sinnes it would otherwise commit . Thou that now sittest sad in thy shop , or walkest p●…sive in thy Parlour , or standest sighing in thy chamber , or lyest sobbing on thy bed , mightest perchance at the same time be drunke , or wanton , or worse , if not restrained by this affliction . God saith in his Prophet to Judah , * I will ●…edge thy way with thornes , namely , to keep Judah from committing spirituall fornication . It is confest that a wounded conscience , for the time , is a hedge of thornes , ( as the messenger of Satan , sent to buffet S. Paul , is termed a * thorne in the flesh . ) But this thornie fence keeps our wild spirits in the true way , which otherwise would be stragling : and it is better to be held in the right road with bryars and brambles , then to wander on beds of roses , in a wrong path , which leadeth to destruction . Tim. What are the positive benefits of a wounded conscience ? Phil. Thereby the graces in thy soule will be proved , approved , improved . Oh how cleare will thy Sun-shine be , when this cloud is blowne over ? And here I can hardly hold from envying thy happinesse hereafter . O that I might have thy future Crowne , without thy present Crosse ; thy Triumphs , without thy Tryall ; thy Conquest , without thy Combat ! But I recall my wish , as impossible , seeing what God hath joyned together , no man can put asunder . These things are so twisted together , I must have both or neither . XV . Dialogue . That is not alwayes the greatest sinne whereof a man is guilty , wherewith his conscience is most pained for the present . Tim. IS that the greatest sin in a mans soule , wherewith his wounded conscience , in the agony thereof , is most perplexed ? Phil. It is so commonly , but not constantly . Commonly indeed , that sin most paineth and pincheth him , which commands as principall in his soule . Tim. Have all mens hearts some one paramount sinne , which rules as Soveraigne over all the rest ? Phil. Most have . Yet as all Countries are not Monarchies , governed by Kings , but some by free-States , where many together have equall power ; so it is possible ( though rare ) that one man may have two , three , or more sinnes , which joyntly domineer in his heart , without any discernable superiority betwixt them . Tim. Which are the sinnes that most generally wound and afflict a man , when his Conscience is terrified ? Phil. No generall rule can exactly be given herein . Sometimes that sin , in acting whereof , he took most delight , it being just , that the sweetnesse of his corporall pleasure , should be sauced with more spirituall sadnesse . Sometimes that sinne , which ( though not the foulest ) is the frequentest in him . Thus his idle words may perplex him more , then his oathes or perjury it selfe . Sometimes that sin ( not which is most odious before God , but ) most scandalous before men , doth most afflict him , because drawing greatest disgrace upon his person and profession . Sometimes that sin which he last committed , because all the circumstances therof are still firme and fresh in his memory . Sometimes that sin , which ( though long since by him committed ) he hath heard very lately powerfully reproved ; and no wonder , if an old gall new rubbed over , smart the most . Sometimes that sinne which formerly he most slighted and neglected , as so inconsiderably small , that it was unworthy of any sorrow for it , and yet now it may prove the sharpest sting in his conscience . Tim. May not one who is guilty of very great sinnes , sometimes have his conscience much troubled onely for a small one ? Phil. Yes verily : Country Patients often complaine , not of the disease which is most dangerous , but most conspicuous . Yea sometimes they are more troubled with the symptome of a disease ( suppose an ill colour , bad breath , weak stomach ) then with the disease it selfe . So in the soule , the conscience oft-times is most wounded , not with that offence which is , but appeares most , and a sinne incomparably small to others , whereof the party is guilty , may most molest for the present , and that for three reasons . Tim. Reckon them in order . Phil. First , that God may shew in him , that as sinnes are like the sands in number , so they are farre above them in heavinesse , whereof the least crum taken asunder , and laid on the conscience , by Gods hand , in full weight thereof , is enough to drive it to despaire . Tim. What is the second reason ? Phil. To manifest Gods justice , that those should be choaked with a gnat-sinne , who have swallowed many Camel-sinnes , without the least regreat . Thus some may be terrified for not fasting on Friday , because indeed they have been drunk on Sunday : They may be perplexed for their wanton dreames , when sleeping , because they were never truly humbled for their wicked deeds , when waking . Yea those who never feared Babylon the Great , may be frighted with little Zoar ; I meane , such as have been faulty in flat superstition , may be tortured for committing , or omitting a thing , in its owne nature , indifferent . Tim. What is the third reason ? Phil. That this paine for a lesser sinne may occasion his serious scrutiny , into greater offences . Any paltry curre may serve to start and put up the game out of the bushes , whilst fiercer , and fleeter Hounds are behind to course and catch it . God doth make use of a smaller sinne , to raise and rouze the conscience out of security , and to put it up , as we say , to be chased , by the Reserve of far greater offences , lurking behind in the soule , unseene , and unsorrowed for . Tim. May not the conscience be troubled at that , which in very deed is no sinne at all , nor hath truly so much , as but the appearance of evill in it ? Phil. It may . Through the error of the understanding such a mistake may follow in the conscience . Tim. What is to be done in such a case ? Phil. The parties judgement must be rectified , before his conscience can be pacified . Then is it the wisest way to perswade him to lay the Axe of repentance , to the Root of corruption in his heart . When reall sinnes in his soule are felled by unfained sorrow , causelesse scruples will fall of themselves . Till that root be cut downe , not onely the least bough , and branch of that tree , but the smallest sprig , twig , and leafe thereof , yea the very empty ●…hadow of a leafe ( mistaken for a sinne , and created a fault by the jealousie of a misinformed judgement ) is sufficient intollerably to torture a wounded conscience . XVI . Dialogue . Obstructions hindring the speedy flowing of comfort into a troubled soule . Tim. HOw commeth it to passe , that comfort is so long a comming to some wounded consciences ? Phil. It proceeds from several causes , either from God , not yet pleased to give it ; or the Patient , not yet prepared to receive it ; or the Minister , not well fitted to deliver it . Tim. How from God not yet pleased to give it ? Phil. His time to bestow consolation is not yet come : now no plummets of the heaviest humane importunity can so weigh downe Gods Clock of Time , as to make it strike one minute before his houre be come . Till then his Mother her selfe could not prevaile with * Christ to worke a Miracle , and turn water into wine : and till that minute appointed approach , God will not , in a wounded conscience , convert the water of affliction , into that wine of comfort , which maketh glad the heart of the soule . Tim. How may the hindrance be in the Patient himselfe ? Phil. He may as yet not be sufficiently humbled , or else God perchance in his providence fore-seeth , that as the prodigall child , when he had received his portion , riotously mis-spent it ; so this sick soule , if comfort were imparted unto him , would prove an unthrift and ill husband upon it , would lose and lavish it . God therefore conceiveth it most for his glory , and the others good , to keep the comfort still in his owne hand , till the wounded conscience get more wisdome to manage and employ it . Tim. May not the sick mans too meane opinion of the Minister , be a cause why he reaps no more comfort by his counsell ? Phil. It may . Perchance , the sicke man hath formerly slightand neglected that Minister , and God will not now make him the instrument for his comfort , who before had beene the object of his contempt . But on the other side , we must also know that perchance the parties over-high opinion of the Ministers parts , piety , and corporall presence , ( as if he cured where he came , and carryed ease with him ) may hinder the operation of his advice . For God growes jealous of so suspicious an instrument who probably may be mistaken for the principall . Whereas a meaner man , of whose spiritualnesse the patient hath not so high carnall conceipts , may prove more effectuall in comforting , because not within the compasse of suspition to eclipse God of his glory . Tim. How may the obstructions be in the Minister himselfe ? Phil. If he comes unprepared by prayer , or possessed with pride , or uns●…ilfull in what he undertakes ; wherefore in such cases a Minister may doe well to reflect on himselfe , ( as the * Disciples did when they could not cast out the Devill ) and to call his heart to account , what may be the cause thereof ; particularly whether some unrepented-for sinne in himselfe , hath not hindred the effects of his councells in others . Tim. However you would not have him wholly disheartned , with his ill successe . Phil. O no ; but let him comfort himselfe with these considerations . First , that though the Patient gets no benefit by him , he may gain experience by the patient , thereby being enabled more effectually to proceede , with some other in the same disease . 2. Though the sickman refuseth comfort for the present , yet what doth not sink on a sudden , may soake in by degrees , and may prove profitable afterwards . Thirdly , his unsucceeding paines may notwithstanding facilitate comfort for another to worke in the same body , as Solomon built a Temple with most materialls formerly provided , and brought thither by David . Lastly , grant his paines altogether lost on the wounded Conscience , yet his * Labour is not in vaine in the Lord , who without respect to the event will reward his endeavours . Tim. But what if this Minister hath beene the means to cast this sick man downe , and now cannot comfort him againe ? Phil. In such a case , he must make this sad accident the more matter for his humiliation , but not for his dejection . Besides , he is bound , both in honour and honesty , Civility and Christianity , to procure what he cannot performe , calling in the advice of o●…hers more able to assist him , not conceiving out of pride or envie , that the discreet craving of the helpe of others , is a disgracefull confessing of his owne weaknesse ; like those malitious Midwives , who had rather that the woman in travaile should miscarry , then be safely delivered by the hand of another , more skilfull then themselves . XVII . Dialogue . What is to be conceived of their finall estate who die in a wounded Conscience without any visible comfort . Tim. WHat thinke you of such , who yeeld up their ghost in the agony of an afflicted spirit , without receiving the least sensible degree of comfort ? Phil. Let me be your remembrancer to call or keep in your mind , what I said before , that our discourse onely concerneth the Children of God : This notion renued I answer . It is possible that the sick soule may receive secret solace , though the standers by doe not perceive it . We know how insensibly Satan may spirt and inject Despaire into a heart , and shall we not allow the Lord of heaven to be more dextrous and active with his Antidotes , then the devil is with his Poysons ? Tim. Surely if he had any such comfort , he would shew it by words , signes , or some way , were it onely but to comfort his sad kindred , and content such sorrowfull friends which survive him ; Were there any hidden fire of consolation kindled in his heart , it would sparkle in his looks and gestures , especially seeing no obligation of secrecie is imposed on him , as on the * blind man , when healed , to tell none thereof . Phil. It may be he cannot discover the comfort he hath received , and that for two reasons : First , because it comes so late , when he lyeth in the Merches of life and death , being so weak , that he can neither speak , nor make signes with Zechariah , being at that very instant ▪ when the silver cord is ready to be loosed , and the golden bowle to be broken , and the pitcher to be broken at the fountaine , and the wheele to be broken at the cisterne . Tim. What may be the other reason ? Phil. Because the Comfort it selfe may be incommunicable in its owne nature , which the party can take , and not tell ; enjoy , and not expresse ; receive , and not impart : As by the assistance of Gods Spirit , he sent up * groanes which cannot be uttered : so the same may from God be returned with comfort , which cannot be uttered ; and as hee had many invisible and privy pangs , concealed from the cognizance of others , so may God give him secret comfort , known unto himself alone , without any other mens sharing in the notice thereof . * The heart knoweth his owne bitternesse , and a stranger doth not intermeddle with his joy . So that his comfort may be compared to the new name given to Gods servants , * which no man knoweth , save he that receiveth it . Tim. All this proceeds on what is possible or probable , but amounts to no certainty . Phil. Well then , suppose the worst , this is most sure , though he die without tasting of any comfort here , he may instantly partake of everlasting joyes hereafter . Surely many a despairing soule , groaning out his last breath , with feare and thought to sinke downe to hell , hath presently beene countermanded by Gods goodnesse to eternall happinesse . Tim. What you say herein , no man alive can confirme or confute , as being knowne to God alone , and the soule of the party . Only I must confesse , that you have charity on your side . Phil. I have more then charity , namely , Gods plain & positive Promise , * Blessed are such as mourne , for they shall be comforted . Now though the particular time , when , be not expressed , yet the latest date that can be allowed , must be in the world to come , where such mourners , who have not felt God in his comfort here , shall see him in his glory in Heaven . Tim. But some who have led pious and godly lives , have departed , pronouncing the sentence of condemnation upon themselves , having one foot already in hell by their owne confession . Phil. Such confessions are of no validity , wherein their feare bears false witnesse against their faith . The finenesse of the whole cloath of their life , must not be thought the worse of , for a little course list at the last . And also their finall estate is not to be construed by what was dark , doubtfull , and desperate at their deaths , but must be expounded , by what was plaine , cleare , and comfortable , in their lives . Tim. You then are confident , that a holy life , must have a happy death . Phil. Most confident . The Logicians hold , that , although from false premises a true conclusion may somtimes follow ; yet from true propositions , nothing but a * truth can be thence inferred , so though sometimes a bad life may be attended with a good death , ( namely , by reason of repentance , though slow , sincere , though late , yet unfaigned , being seasonably interposed ) but where a godly and gracious life hath gone before , there a good death must of necessity follow ; which , though sometimes dolefull ( for want of apparent comfort ) to their surviving friends , can never be dangerous to the party deceased . Remember what S. Paul saith , * Our life is hid with Christ in God . Tim. What makes that place to your purpose ? Phil. Exceeding much . Five cordiall observations are couched therein . First , that God sets a high price , and valuation on the soules of his servants , in that he is pleased to hide them : None will hide toyes , and trifles , but what is counted a treasure . Secondly , the word hide , as a relative importeth , that some seeke after our soules , being none other then Sathan himself , that roaring Lyon , who goes about * SEEKING , whom he may devour . But the best is , let him seeke , and seeke , and seeke , till his malice be wearie , ( if that be possible ) we cannot be hurt by him , whilst we are hid in God . Thirdly , grant Satan find us there , he cannot fetch us thence : Our soules are bound in the bundle of life , with the Lord our God . So that , be it spoken with reverence , God first must be stormed with force or 〈◊〉 , before the soule of a Saint-sinner , hid in him , can be surprized . Fourthly , we see the reason , why so many are at a losse , in the agony of a wounded conscience , concerning their spirituall estate . For they looke for their life in a wrong place , namely to finde it in their owne piety , purity , and inherent righteousnesse . But though they seeke , and search , and dig , and dive never so deep , all in vaine . For though Adams life was hid in himselfe , and he intrusted with the keeping his owne integrity , yet , since Christs coming , all the originall evidences of our salvation are kept in a higher office , namely , hidden in God himselfe . Lastly , as our English proverb saith , he that hath hid can finde ; so God ( to whom belongs the * issues from death ) can infallibly finde out that soule that is hidden in him , though it may seeme , when dying , even to labour to lose it self in a fit of despaire . Tim. It is pitty , but that so comfortable a doctrine should be true . Phil. It is most true : Surely as * Joseph and Mary conceived , that they had lost Christ in a crowd , and sought him three dayes sorrowing , till at last they found him beyond their expectation , safe and sound , sitting in the Temple : So many pensive parents solicitous for the soules of their children , have even given them for gone , and lamented them lost ( because dying without visible comfort ) and yet , in due time , shall finde them to their joy and comfort , safely possessed of honour and happinesse , in the midst of the heavenly Temple , and Church Triumphant in glory . XVIII . Dialogue . Of the different time and manner of the comming of comfort to such who are healed of a wounded conscience . Tim. HOw long may a servant of God lye under the burden of a wounded conscience ? Phil. * It is not for us to know the times and the seasons , which the Father hath put in his owne power . God alone knows whether their griefe shall be measured unto them , by houres , or dayes , or weeks , or moneths , or many yeeres . Tim. How then is it that Sain●… Paul saith , that God will give us the * issue with the temptation , if one may long be visited with this malady ? Phil. The Apostle is not so to be understood , as if the temptation and issue were twins , both borne at the same instant ; for then no affliction could last long , but must be ended as soone as it is begun ; whereas we * read how Aeneas truly pious , was bed-rid of the Palsie 8. yeeres ; the woman diseased with a * bloody issue 12. yeeres ; another woman bowed by infirmity * 18. yeers ; and the man * lame 38. yeeres at the poole of Bethesda . Tim. What then is the meaning of the Apostle ? Phil. God will give the issue with the temptation , that is , the temptation and the issue bear both the same date in Gods decreeing them , though not in his applying them : At the same time , wherein he resolved his servants shall be tempted , he also concluded of the means and manner , how the same persons should infallibly be delivered . Or thus : God will give the issue with the temptation ; that is , as certainly , though not as suddenly . Though they goe not abreast , yet they are joyned successively , like two links in a chaine , where one endeth , the other doth begin . Besides , there is a two-fold issue ; one , through a temptation ; another , out of a temptation . The former is but mediate , not finall ; an issue , to an issue , onely supporting the person , tempted for the present , and preserving him for a future full deliverance . Understand the Apostle thus , and the issue is alwayes both given and applyed to Gods children , with the temptation , though the temptation may last long after , before fully removed . Tim. I perceive then , that in some , awounded conscience may continue many yeeres . Phil. So it may . I read of a poore widdow , in the Land of * Limburgh , who had nine children , and for 13. yeares together , was miserably afflicted in mind , only because she had attended the dressing and feeding of her little ones , before going to Masse . At last it pleased God , to sanctifie the endeavours of Franciscus Junius , that learned godly Divine , that upon true information of her judgement , she was presently and perfectly comforted . Tim. Doth God give ease to all in such manner , on a sudden ? Phil. O no : Some receive comfort all in a lump , and in an instant they passe from Midnight , to bright day , without any dawning betwixt . Others receive consolation by degrees , which is not poured , but dropt into them by little and little . Tim. Strange , that Gods dealing herein should be so different with his servants . Phil. It is to shew , that as in his proceedings there is no * variablenesse , such as may import him mutable or impotent , so in the same there is very much variety , to prove the fulnesse of his power , and freedome of his pleasure . Tim. Why doth not God give them consolation all at once ? Phil. The more to employ their prayers , and exercise their patience . One may admire why * Boaz did not give to Ruth a quantity of Corn more or lesse , so sending her home to her mother , but that rather he kept her still to gleane ; but this was the reason , because that is the best charity , which so relieves anothers poverty , as still continues their industry ▪ God in like manner , will not give some consolation all at once , he will not spoil their ( painful but ) pious profession of gleaning ; still they must pray , and gather , and pray and gleane , here an eare , there a handfull of comfort , which God scatters in favour unto them . Tim. What must the party doe when he perceives God and his comfort beginning to draw nigh unto him ? Phil. As * Martha , when she heard that Christ was a comming staid not a minute at home , but went out of her house to meet him : So must a sick soule , when consolation is a comming , haste out of himselfe , and hie to entertain God with his thankefullnes . The best way to make a Homer of comfort encrease to an Ephah , ( which is * ten times as much ) is to be heartily gratefull for what one hath already , that his store may be multiplyed : He shall never want more , who is thankefull for , and thrifty with a little : Whereas ingratitude doth not only stop the flowing of more mercy , but even spils what was formerly received . XIX . Dialogue . How such who are compleatly cured of a wounded conscience , are to demeane themselves . Tim. GIve me leave now to take upon me the person of one recovered out of a wounded conscience . Phil. In the first place , I must heartily congratulate thy happy condition , and must rejoyce at thy upsitting , whom God hath raised from the bed of despaire : welcome David out of the deepe , Daniel out of the Lions Den , Jonah , from the Whales belly : Welcome Job from the Dunghill , restored to health and wealth againe . Tim. Yea , but when Jobs bretheren came to visit him after his recovery , every one gave him a piece of * money , and an eare-ring of gold : But the Present I expect from you , let it be I pray some of your good counsell , for my future deportment . Phil. I have need to come to thee , and commest thou to me ? Faine would I be a Paul , sitting at the feet of such a Gamaliel , who hath been cured of a wounded conscience , in the height thereof : I would turn my tongue into eares , and listen attentively to what tidings he bringeth from Hell it selfe . Yea , I should be worse then the brethren of Dives , if I should not believe one risen from the dead , for such in effect I conceive to be his condition . Tim. But waving these digressions , I pray proceed to give me good advice . Phil. First , thankfully owne God , thy principall restorer , & Comforter Paramount . Remember that of * ten Lepers , one onely returned to give thanks ; which sheweth , that by nature , without grace over-swaying us , it is ten to one if we be thankful . Omit not also thy thankfulnesse to good men , not onely to such , who have been the Architects of thy comfort , but even to those , who though they have built nothing , have borne burthens towards thy recovery . Tim. Goe on I pray in your good counsell . Phil. Associate thy self with men of afflicted minds , with whom thou mayst expend thy time , to thine and their best advantage . O how excellently did Paul comply with Aquila and Priscilla ! As their hearts agreed in the generall profession of Piety , so their hands met in the trade of * Tent-makers , they abode and wrought together , being of the same occupation . Thus I count all wounded consciences of the same company , and may mutually reap comfort one by another . Onely here is the difference : they ( poore soules ) are still bound to their hard task and trade , whilst thou ( happy man ) hast thy Indentures cancelled , and being free of that Profession , art able to instruct others therein . Tim. What instructions must I commend unto them ? Phil. Even the same comfort , wherewith thou thy selfe was * comforted of God : with David tell them what God hath done for thy soule ; and with Peter , being strong * strengthen thy brethren : conceive thy 〈◊〉 like Joseph , therefore sent before , and sold into the Egypt of a wounded conscience , ( where thy feet were hurt in the stocks , the irons entered into thy soule ) that thou mightest provide food for the famine of others , and especially be a purveyor of comfort for those thy bretheren , which afterwards shall follow thee down into the same dolefull condition . Tim. What else must I doe for my afflicted bretheren ? Phil. Pray heartily to God in their behalfe : When David had prayed , Psal. 25. 2. O my God I trust in thee , let me not be ashamed ; In the next verse ( as if conscious to himself , that his prayers were too restrictive , narrow , and nigardly ) he enlargeth the bounds thereof , and builds them on a broader bottome ; yea , let none that wait on thee be ashamed : Let charity in thy devotions have Rechoboth , roome enough : beware of pent Petitions confined to thy private good , but extend them to all Gods servants , but especially all wounded consciences . Tim. Must I not also pray for those servants of God , which hitherto have not been wounded in conence ? Phil. Yes verily , that God would keepe them from , or cure them in the exquisite torment thereof : Beggars when they crave an almes , constantly use one main motive , that the person of whom they beg may be preserved from that misery , whereof they themselves have had wofull experience : If they be blind , they cry , Master God blesse your eye sight ; if lame , God blesse your limbs ; if undone by casuall burning , God blesse you and yours from fire . Christ , though his person be now glorifyed in heaven , yet he is still subject by sympathy of his Saints on earth , to hunger , nakednes , imprisonment , and a wounded conscience , and so may stand in need of feeding , cloathing , visiting , comforting , and curing : Now when thou prayest to Christ , for any favour , it is a good plea to urge , edge , and enforce thy request withall , Lord grant me such or such a grace , and never mayst thou Lord , in thy mysticall members , never be tortured and tormented with the agony of a wounded conscience , in the deepest distresse thereof . Tim. How must I behave my self for the time to come ? Phil. Walke humbly before God , and carefully avoid the smallest sinne , alwaies remembring * Christs caution ; Behold thou art made whole , ●…inne no more , lest a worse thing come unto thee . XX . Dialogue . Whether one cured of a wounded Conscience , be subject to a relapse . Tim. MAy a man , once perfectly healed of a wounded con●…cience , and for some yeares in peaceable possession of comfort , afterwards fall back into his former disease ? Phil. Nothing appeares in Scripture or reason to the contrary , though examples of reall relapses are very rare , because Gods servants are carefull to avoid sinne , the cause thereof , and being once burnt therewith , ever after dread the fire of a wounded conscience . Tim. Why call you it a relapse ? Phil. To distinguish it from those relapses more usuall and obvious , whereby such , who have snatcht comfort , before God gave it them , on serious consideration , that they had usurped that , to which they had no right , fall back again into the former pit of despaire : this is improperly termed a relapse , as not being a renewing , but a continuing of their former malady , from which , though seemingly , they w●…re never soundly recovered . Tim. Is there any intimation in Scripture of the possibility of such a reall relapse in Gods servants ? Phil. There is , when David saith , Psal. 85. 8. I will heare what God the Lord will speake , for he will speake peace unto his people , and to his Sain●…s , but let them not turn again to folly : this importeth , that if his Saints turn again to folly , which by wofull experience , we find too frequently done , God may change his voice , and turn his peace , formerly spoken , into a warlike defiance to their importeth . Tim. But this me thinkes is a diminution to the majesty of God , that a man , once compleatly cured of a wounded conscience , should again be pained therewith : Let ●…ountebanks palliat cures break out aga●…n , being never soundly , but superficially healed : He that is all ●…n all , never doth his worke by halves , so that it shall be undone afterward . Phil. It is not the same individuall wound in number , but the same in kind , and perchance a deeper in degree : Nor is it any ignorance , or falshood in the Surgeon , but folly , and fury in the Patient , who by committing fresh sins , causeth a new pain in the old place . Tim. In such relapses men are only troubled for such sins , which they have run on score since their last recovery from a wounded conscience . Phil. Not those alone , but all the sinnes which they have committed , both before , and since their conversion , may be started up afresh in their minds and memories , and anguish and perplex them , with the guiltinesse thereof . Tim. But those sinnes were formerly fully forgiven , and the pardon thereof solemnly sealed , and assured unto them , and can the guilt of the same recoile again upon their consciences ? Phil. I will not dispute what God may do in the strictnes of his justice : Such Seales , though still standing firm & fast in themselves , may notwithstanding breake off , and fly open in the feeling of the sick soule : He will be ready to conceive with himselfe , that as * Shimei , though once forgiven his railing on David , was afterwards executed for the same offence , though upon his committing of a new transgression , following his servants to Gath , against the flat command of the King : So God , upon his committing of new trespasses , may justly take occasion to punish all former offences ; yea in his apprehension , the very foundation of his faith may be shaken , all his former title to heaven brought into question , and he tormented with the consideration that he was never a true child of God . Tim. What remedies doe you commend to such soules in relapses ? Phil. Even the selfe-same receipts which I first prescribed to wounded consciences , the very same Promises , Precepts , Comforts , Counsels , Cautions . Onely as Jacob the second time that his sonnes went downe into * Egypt , commanded them to carry double money in their hands ; so I would advise such to apply the former remedies with double diligence , double watchfulnes , double industrie , because the malignity of a disease is riveted firmer and deeper in a relapse . XXI . Dialogue . Whether it be lawfull to pray for , or to pray against , or to praise God for a wounded conscience . Tim. IS it lawfull for a man to pray to God to visit him with a wounded conscience ? Phil. He may and must pray to have his high and hard heart , truly humbled , and bruised with the fight and sense of his sinnes , and with unfained sorrow for the same : but may not explicitely , and directly pray for a wounded conscience , in the highest degree , and extremity thereof . Tim. Why interpose you those termes explicitely and directly ? Phil. Because implicitly , and by consequence , one may pray for a wounded Conscience : Namely , when he submits himselfe to be disposed by Gods pleasure , referring the particulars thereof , wholly to his infinite wisedome , tendring , as I may say , a blank paper to God in his Prayers , and requesting him to write therein what particulars hee pleases ; therein generally , and by consequence he may pray for a wounded Conscience , in case , God sees the same , for his owne glory , and the parties good ; otherwise , directly he may not pray for it . Tim. How prove you the same ? Phil. First , because a wounded Conscience is a judgement , and one of the sorest , as the resemblance of the torments of hell . Now it is not congruous to nature , or grace , for a man to be a free , and active instrument , purposely to pull downe upon himselfe , the greatest evill that can befal him in this worl●… . Secondly , we have neither direction , nor president of any Saint , recorded in Gods word to justifie and warrant such prayers . Lastly , though praying for a wounded Conscience may seemingly scent of pretended humility , it doth really and rankly savour of pride , limiting the holy one of Israel . It ill becoming the patient to prescribe to his heavenly Physitian , what kind of Physicke he shall minister unto him . Tim. But we may pray for all meanes to increase grace in us , and therefore may pray for a wounded Conscience , seeing thereby , at last , piety is improved in Gods Servants . Phil. We may pray for and make use of all means , whereby grace is increased : Namely , such means , as by God are appointed for that purpose ; and therefore , by virtue of Gods institution , have both a proportionablenesse , and attendency , in order thereunto . But properly those things are not means , or ordained by God , for the increase of piety , which are only accidentally over-ruled to that end , by Gods power , against the intention and inclination of the things themselves . Such is a wounded Conscience , being alwayes actually an evill of punishment , and too often occasionally an evill of sinne : The Byas whereof doth bend and bow to badnesse ; though over-ruled by the aim of Gods Eye , and strength of his Arme , it may bring men to the marke of more grace , and goodnesse . God can , and will extract light out of darknesse , good out of evill , order out of confusion , and comfort out of a wounded conscience : And yet darknesse , evill , f●…sion , &c. are not to be prayed for . Tim. But a wounded conscience , in Gods children , infallibly ends in comfort here , or glory hereafter , and therefore is to be desired . Phil. Though the ultimate end of a wounded conscience winds off in comfort , yet it brings with it many intermediate mischiefs and maladies , especially as managed by humane corruption : Namely , dulnesse in divine service , impatience , taking Gods name in vaine , despaire for the time , blasphemy ; which a Saint should decline , not desire ; shun , not seek ; not pursue , but avoid , with his utmost endeavours . Tim. Is it lawfull positively to pray against a wounded conscience ? Phil. It is , as appeares from an argument taken from the lesser to the greater . If a man may pray against pinching poverty , as wise * Agur did ; then may he much more against a wounded conscience , as a far heavier judgement . Secondly , if Gods servants may pray for ease under their burthens , whereof we see divers particulars in that * worthy prayer of Solomon ; I say , if we pray to God to remove a lesser judgement by way of subvention , questionlesse we may beseech him to deliver us from the great evill of a wounded conscience , by way of prevention . Tim. May one lawfully praise God , for visiting him with a wounded conscience ? Phil. Yes verily . First , because it is agreeable to the * will of God , in every thing to be thankfull ; here is a generall rule , without limitation . Secondly , because the end , why God makes any work , is his owne glory ; and a wounded conscience being a work of God , he must be glorified in it , especially seeing God shews much mercy therein , as being a punishment on this side of hell fire , and lesse then our deserts . As also , because he hath gracious intentions towards the sick soule for the present , and when the maladie is over , the patient shall freely confesse , that it is good for him that he was so afflicted . Happy then that soule , 〈◊〉 in the lucid intervals of a wounded conscience can praise God for the same . Musick is sweetest neere , or over Rivers , where the Eccho thereof is best rebounded by the water . Praise for pensivenesse , thanks for teares , and blessing God over the flouds of affliction , makes the most melodious Musick in the care of heaven . The conclusion of the Author to the Reader . ANd now God knows how soon it may be said unto me , Physitian heale thy selfe , and how quickly I shall stand in need of these counsels , which I have prescribed to others . Herein I say with Eli to * * 1 Sam. 3. 18 Samuel , It is the Lord , let him do what seemeth him good : With * * 2 Sam. 15 26. David to Zadock , Behold here I am , let him do to me as s●…emeth good unto him . With the * * Acts. 21. 14. Disciples to Paul , The Will of the Lord be done : But Oh how ea●…ie it is for the mouth to pronounce , or the hand to subscribe these words ! But how hard , yea without Gods garce , how impossible , for the heart to submit thereunto ! Only hereof I am confident , that the making of this Treatise , shall no wayes cause or hasten a wounded conscience in me , but rather on the contrary ( especially if as it is written by me , it were written in me ) either prevent it , that it come not at all , or deferre it that it come not so soon , or lighten it , that it fall not so heavy , or shorten it that it last not so long . And if God shall be pleased hereafter to write * * Job . 13. 26 bitter things against me , who have here written the sweetest comforts I could for others , let none insult on my sorrowes : But whilst my wounded conscience shall lye like the * * Acts 3. 2. Criple , at the Porch of the temple , may such as passe by be pléased to pit●…y me , & permit this Booke to beg in my behal●…e , the charitable prayers of well disposed People ; till divine Providence , shall send some Peter , some pious minister , perfectly to restore my maimed soule to her former soundnes . Amen . FINIS . Notes, typically marginal, from the original text Notes for div A40653e-160 Exod. 21. 4. Notes for div A40653e-1430 * Psa. 38. 3 * Psal. 51. 17. * 1 ▪ Sam. 24. 5. * Angelicū vulnus ver●… medicus qualiter factū sit indicare noluit , dum illud postea curare non destinavit . De mirab. . Scrip●… . lib. 1. c. 2. * Exod. 1. 19. * Psal. 21. 3. * Gal. 4. 26. Eph. 2. 19. Heb. 12. 22 ▪ * Psa. 123. 2 ▪ * Luke 21. 26. * Revel. 3. 10. * Isa. 58. 7. * 1 Sam. 17. 36. 2 Cor. 1. 10 * Psa. 23. 4 * Prov. 18. 14. * Heb. 4. 12 * Jer. 20. 4. * Prov. 31. 6. * Psa. 38. 2 * Col. 4. 14. * Sir Tho. Norris , President of Munster , ex levi vul●…ere neglecto sublatus . Cambdens Elizab. An. 1641. * 1 Cor. 8. 12. * ●…sa ' . 69. 26. * 1 Sam. 1. 13. 14. * Rev. 2. 5. * Mat. 18. 3 * 2 Kings 4. 34. * Zacha. 4. 7. * 1 King : 22. * Deut. 32. 39. * John 7. 15. * G●… . 38. 36. * Isaiah 1. 18. * Compare Gen. 28. 20. with Gen. 35. 1 * Psal. 119 106. * Mark 16. 3. * Isa. 61. 3 : * Isa. 14. 23 * Solinus Polyhistor in Judea . * Phil. 3. 1●… * 1 Kings 3 19. * Jo●… 13. 15 * Exo. 6. 9. * Psal. 90. 14. * Jer. 48. 10 * Deut. 15. 21. * 1 Kings 18. 21. * Cambd. Brit. in Durham . * Ifitrains on Sunday before Messe , it will raine all weeke more or lesse . A Popish old ●…ime . * 2 Sam. 12. 13. Mat. 3. 6. * Dan. 7. 9. * Deu. 29. 5. * 2 Kings 5 12. * Luk. 15. 21 * Ephes 6. 12. * Psal. 121 1. * Isa. 55. 3. & 58. 8. * 1 Kings 18. 43. * Psal. 32. 9. * James 1. 3. Isa. 61. 1. * Acts 26. 2 * Psa. 23. 2 * Psa. 69. 2. * Compare P●…al . 102. 6 with Psa. 102. 5. * Judg. 13. 23. * Acts 2. * Ephes. 4. 19. * Hos. 2. 6. * 2 Cor. 12 7. * John 2. 4. * Mat. 17. 19. * 1 Cor. 15 58. * Mar. 8. 26. * Rom. 8. 26. * Prov. 14. 10. * Rev. 2. 17 * Mat. 5. 4. * Ex veris possunt , nil nisi ve●…a sequi . * Col. 3. 3. * 1 Pet. 5. 8 * Psal. 68. 20. * Luk. 2. 48 * Act. 1. 7. * ●… Cor. 10. 13. * Act. 9. 33 * Mat. 9. 2. * Luk. 13. 11. * Joh. 5. 5. * Melchior Adamus in vita Theologorum 〈◊〉 pag. 198. * Jam. 1. 17 * Ruth 2. 8 * Joh. 11. 20 * Exo. 16. 36. * Job 42. 11 * Luk. 17. 17. * Act ▪ 183. * 2 Cor. ●… . 4. * Luk. 22. 32. * Joh. 5. 14. * 1. Kin ▪ 2. 44. * Gen. 43. 12. * Pro. 30. 8 * 1 Kings 8. 33. * 1 Thes. 5. 18. Ephes. 5. 20. Psal. 103. 22. & 145. 10.