id	sid	tid	token	lemma	pos
37060	1	1	Last	last	JJ
37060	1	2	Revised	Revised	NNP
37060	1	3	August	August	NNP
37060	1	4	5	5	CD
37060	1	5	,	,	,
37060	1	6	2011	2011	CD
37060	1	7	Through	through	IN
37060	1	8	These	these	DT
37060	1	9	Eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1	10	The	the	DT
37060	1	11	courageous	courageous	JJ
37060	1	12	struggle	struggle	NN
37060	1	13	to	to	TO
37060	1	14	find	find	VB
37060	1	15	meaning	meaning	NN
37060	1	16	in	in	IN
37060	1	17	a	a	DT
37060	1	18	life	life	NN
37060	1	19	stressed	stress	VBN
37060	1	20	with	with	IN
37060	1	21	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	1	22	An	an	DT
37060	1	23	Autobiography	Autobiography	NNP
37060	1	24	by	by	IN
37060	1	25	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	1	26	Ann	Ann	NNP
37060	1	27	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	1	28	1961	1961	CD
37060	1	29	-	-	SYM
37060	1	30	1986	1986	CD
37060	1	31	Original	Original	NNP
37060	1	32	Hardcover	Hardcover	NNP
37060	1	33	Book	Book	NNP
37060	1	34	:	:	:
37060	1	35	Copyright	copyright	NN
37060	1	36	1990	1990	CD
37060	1	37	Released	release	VBN
37060	1	38	into	into	IN
37060	1	39	public	public	JJ
37060	1	40	domain	domain	NN
37060	1	41	:	:	:
37060	1	42	2006	2006	CD
37060	1	43	Library	Library	NNP
37060	1	44	of	of	IN
37060	1	45	Congress	Congress	NNP
37060	1	46	Catalog	Catalog	NNP
37060	1	47	Card	Card	NNP
37060	1	48	#	#	$
37060	1	49	90	90	CD
37060	1	50	93276	93276	CD
37060	1	51	ISBN	ISBN	NNP
37060	1	52	0	0	CD
37060	1	53	-	-	HYPH
37060	1	54	9628196	9628196	CD
37060	1	55	-	-	HYPH
37060	1	56	0	0	CD
37060	1	57	-	-	HYPH
37060	1	58	3	3	CD
37060	1	59	This	this	DT
37060	1	60	publication	publication	NN
37060	1	61	is	be	VBZ
37060	1	62	made	make	VBN
37060	1	63	freely	freely	RB
37060	1	64	available	available	JJ
37060	1	65	to	to	IN
37060	1	66	all	all	DT
37060	1	67	on	on	IN
37060	1	68	the	the	DT
37060	1	69	internet	internet	NN
37060	1	70	,	,	,
37060	1	71	and	and	CC
37060	1	72	on	on	IN
37060	1	73	any	any	DT
37060	1	74	storage	storage	NN
37060	1	75	of	of	IN
37060	1	76	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1	77	choice	choice	NN
37060	1	78	.	.	.
37060	2	1	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2	2	may	may	MD
37060	2	3	copy	copy	VB
37060	2	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2	5	as	as	RB
37060	2	6	often	often	RB
37060	2	7	as	as	IN
37060	2	8	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2	9	like	like	VBP
37060	2	10	,	,	,
37060	2	11	and	and	CC
37060	2	12	send	send	VB
37060	2	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2	14	in	in	IN
37060	2	15	total	total	NN
37060	2	16	or	or	CC
37060	2	17	in	in	IN
37060	2	18	part	part	NN
37060	2	19	to	to	TO
37060	2	20	whomever	whomever	VB
37060	2	21	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2	22	wish	wish	VBP
37060	2	23	.	.	.
37060	3	1	PLEASE	PLEASE	NNP
37060	3	2	NOTE	NOTE	NNP
37060	3	3	:	:	:
37060	3	4	for	for	IN
37060	3	5	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3	6	convenience	convenience	NN
37060	3	7	to	to	TO
37060	3	8	locate	locate	VB
37060	3	9	certain	certain	JJ
37060	3	10	chapters	chapter	NNS
37060	3	11	,	,	,
37060	3	12	actual	actual	JJ
37060	3	13	page	page	NN
37060	3	14	numbers	number	NNS
37060	3	15	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3	16	as	as	IN
37060	3	17	presented	present	VBN
37060	3	18	in	in	IN
37060	3	19	the	the	DT
37060	3	20	original	original	JJ
37060	3	21	hardcover	hardcover	NN
37060	3	22	book	book	NNP
37060	3	23	only	only	RB
37060	3	24	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3	25	are	be	VBP
37060	3	26	listed	list	VBN
37060	3	27	in	in	IN
37060	3	28	this	this	DT
37060	3	29	text	text	NN
37060	3	30	:	:	:
37060	3	31	For	for	IN
37060	3	32	example	example	NN
37060	3	33	-	-	HYPH
37060	3	34	PAGE	page	NN
37060	3	35	1	1	CD
37060	3	36	or	or	CC
37060	3	37	PAGE	page	NN
37060	3	38	33	33	CD
37060	3	39	To	to	TO
37060	3	40	find	find	VB
37060	3	41	a	a	DT
37060	3	42	given	give	VBN
37060	3	43	chapter	chapter	NN
37060	3	44	,	,	,
37060	3	45	please	please	UH
37060	3	46	hold	hold	VB
37060	3	47	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3	48	"	"	``
37060	3	49	CONTROL	control	NN
37060	3	50	"	"	''
37060	3	51	key	key	NN
37060	3	52	,	,	,
37060	3	53	then	then	RB
37060	3	54	press	press	VB
37060	3	55	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3	56	"	"	``
37060	3	57	F	f	NN
37060	3	58	"	"	''
37060	3	59	key	key	NN
37060	3	60	.	.	.
37060	4	1	On	on	IN
37060	4	2	MacIntosh	MacIntosh	NNP
37060	4	3	Computers	Computers	NNPS
37060	4	4	,	,	,
37060	4	5	please	please	UH
37060	4	6	hold	hold	VB
37060	4	7	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4	8	"	"	``
37060	4	9	APPLE	APPLE	NNP
37060	4	10	"	"	''
37060	4	11	key	key	NN
37060	4	12	,	,	,
37060	4	13	then	then	RB
37060	4	14	press	press	VB
37060	4	15	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4	16	"	"	``
37060	4	17	F	f	NN
37060	4	18	"	"	''
37060	4	19	key	key	NN
37060	4	20	.	.	.
37060	5	1	In	in	IN
37060	5	2	the	the	DT
37060	5	3	dialogue	dialogue	NN
37060	5	4	box	box	NN
37060	5	5	,	,	,
37060	5	6	insert	insert	VB
37060	5	7	the	the	DT
37060	5	8	desired	desire	VBN
37060	5	9	text	text	NN
37060	5	10	or	or	CC
37060	5	11	number	number	NN
37060	5	12	:	:	:
37060	5	13	For	for	IN
37060	5	14	example	example	NN
37060	5	15	-	-	SYM
37060	5	16	111	111	CD
37060	5	17	Press	Press	NNP
37060	5	18	the	the	DT
37060	5	19	"	"	``
37060	5	20	ENTER	enter	NN
37060	5	21	"	"	''
37060	5	22	key	key	NN
37060	5	23	.	.	.
37060	6	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6	2	111	111	CD
37060	6	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	6	4	found	find	VBN
37060	6	5	in	in	IN
37060	6	6	the	the	DT
37060	6	7	Table	table	NN
37060	6	8	of	of	IN
37060	6	9	Contents	Contents	NNPS
37060	6	10	.	.	.
37060	6	11	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7	1	Press	Press	NNP
37060	7	2	"	"	``
37060	7	3	ENTER	enter	NN
37060	7	4	"	"	''
37060	7	5	again	again	RB
37060	7	6	.	.	.
37060	8	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8	2	111	111	CD
37060	8	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	8	4	found	find	VBN
37060	8	5	at	at	IN
37060	8	6	the	the	DT
37060	8	7	begining	begining	NN
37060	8	8	of	of	IN
37060	8	9	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	8	10	14	14	CD
37060	8	11	.	.	.
37060	8	12	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9	1	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9	2	can	can	MD
37060	9	3	use	use	VB
37060	9	4	this	this	DT
37060	9	5	same	same	JJ
37060	9	6	procedure	procedure	NN
37060	9	7	to	to	TO
37060	9	8	conveniently	conveniently	RB
37060	9	9	find	find	VB
37060	9	10	any	any	DT
37060	9	11	word	word	NN
37060	9	12	,	,	,
37060	9	13	number	number	NN
37060	9	14	,	,	,
37060	9	15	or	or	CC
37060	9	16	short	short	JJ
37060	9	17	phrase	phrase	NN
37060	9	18	in	in	IN
37060	9	19	the	the	DT
37060	9	20	entire	entire	JJ
37060	9	21	book	book	NN
37060	9	22	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9	23	or	or	CC
37060	9	24	in	in	IN
37060	9	25	any	any	DT
37060	9	26	text	text	NN
37060	9	27	file	file	NN
37060	9	28	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9	29	.	.	.
37060	10	1	If	if	IN
37060	10	2	the	the	DT
37060	10	3	text	text	NN
37060	10	4	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	10	5	to	to	TO
37060	10	6	be	be	VB
37060	10	7	misaligned	misalign	VBN
37060	10	8	or	or	CC
37060	10	9	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	10	10	to	to	TO
37060	10	11	read	read	VB
37060	10	12	,	,	,
37060	10	13	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	10	14	might	may	MD
37060	10	15	change	change	VB
37060	10	16	the	the	DT
37060	10	17	font	font	NN
37060	10	18	on	on	IN
37060	10	19	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	10	20	text	text	NN
37060	10	21	reader	reader	NN
37060	10	22	program	program	NN
37060	10	23	to	to	IN
37060	10	24	these	these	DT
37060	10	25	settings	setting	NNS
37060	10	26	:	:	:
37060	10	27	Courier	Courier	NNP
37060	10	28	(	(	-LRB-
37060	10	29	or	or	CC
37060	10	30	Courier	Courier	NNP
37060	10	31	New	New	NNP
37060	10	32	)	)	-RRB-
37060	10	33	Font	Font	NNP
37060	10	34	Ten	ten	CD
37060	10	35	point	point	NN
37060	10	36	(	(	-LRB-
37060	10	37	10	10	CD
37060	10	38	pt	pt	NN
37060	10	39	)	)	-RRB-
37060	10	40	Text	Text	NNP
37060	10	41	Size	Size	NNP
37060	10	42	Select	Select	NNP
37060	10	43	either	either	CC
37060	10	44	"	"	``
37060	10	45	Normal	normal	JJ
37060	10	46	"	"	''
37060	10	47	or	or	CC
37060	10	48	"	"	``
37060	10	49	Bold	Bold	NNP
37060	10	50	"	"	''
37060	10	51	print	print	NN
37060	10	52	depending	depend	VBG
37060	10	53	on	on	IN
37060	10	54	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	10	55	personal	personal	JJ
37060	10	56	preference	preference	NN
37060	10	57	.	.	.
37060	11	1	TABLE	TABLE	NNS
37060	11	2	OF	of	IN
37060	11	3	CONTENTS	content	NNS
37060	11	4	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	5	1	1	CD
37060	11	6	Early	early	JJ
37060	11	7	Years	year	NNS
37060	11	8	1	1	CD
37060	11	9	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	10	2	2	CD
37060	11	11	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	11	12	Brothers	brother	NNS
37060	11	13	11	11	CD
37060	11	14	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	15	3	3	CD
37060	11	16	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	11	17	's	's	POS
37060	11	18	Illness	Illness	NNP
37060	11	19	16	16	CD
37060	11	20	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	21	4	4	CD
37060	11	22	Fifth	Fifth	NNP
37060	11	23	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	11	24	19	19	CD
37060	11	25	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	26	5	5	CD
37060	11	27	Norm	norm	NN
37060	11	28	/	/	SYM
37060	11	29	Marriage	Marriage	NNP
37060	11	30	24	24	CD
37060	11	31	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	32	6	6	CD
37060	11	33	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	11	34	/	/	SYM
37060	11	35	Reflections	Reflections	NNP
37060	11	36	28	28	CD
37060	11	37	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	38	7	7	CD
37060	11	39	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	11	40	/	/	SYM
37060	11	41	Reflections	Reflections	NNP
37060	11	42	31	31	CD
37060	11	43	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	44	8	8	CD
37060	11	45	Sixth	Sixth	NNP
37060	11	46	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	11	47	33	33	CD
37060	11	48	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	49	9	9	CD
37060	11	50	Discovery	Discovery	NNP
37060	11	51	of	of	IN
37060	11	52	Tumor	Tumor	NNP
37060	11	53	38	38	CD
37060	11	54	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	55	10	10	CD
37060	11	56	Preparation	Preparation	NNP
37060	11	57	and	and	CC
37060	11	58	Surgery	Surgery	NNP
37060	11	59	49	49	CD
37060	11	60	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	61	11	11	CD
37060	11	62	Diagnosis	Diagnosis	NNP
37060	11	63	and	and	CC
37060	11	64	Recovery	Recovery	NNP
37060	11	65	53	53	CD
37060	11	66	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	67	12	12	CD
37060	11	68	Chemotherapy	Chemotherapy	NNP
37060	11	69	70	70	CD
37060	11	70	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	71	13	13	CD
37060	11	72	Year	Year	NNP
37060	11	73	at	at	IN
37060	11	74	Home	Home	NNP
37060	11	75	and	and	CC
37060	11	76	Diary	Diary	NNP
37060	11	77	87	87	CD
37060	11	78	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	79	14	14	CD
37060	11	80	Summer	summer	NN
37060	11	81	1976	1976	CD
37060	11	82	111	111	CD
37060	11	83	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	84	15	15	CD
37060	11	85	Return	return	NN
37060	11	86	to	to	IN
37060	11	87	School	School	NNP
37060	11	88	114	114	CD
37060	11	89	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	90	16	16	CD
37060	11	91	Divorce	divorce	NN
37060	11	92	119	119	CD
37060	11	93	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	94	17	17	CD
37060	11	95	Ninth	Ninth	NNP
37060	11	96	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	11	97	127	127	CD
37060	11	98	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	99	18	18	CD
37060	11	100	Summer	summer	NN
37060	11	101	1977	1977	CD
37060	11	102	133	133	CD
37060	11	103	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	104	19	19	CD
37060	11	105	Tenth	tenth	JJ
37060	11	106	Grade	grade	NN
37060	11	107	137	137	CD
37060	11	108	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	109	20	20	CD
37060	11	110	Eleventh	Eleventh	NNP
37060	11	111	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	11	112	140	140	CD
37060	11	113	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	114	21	21	CD
37060	11	115	Twelfth	Twelfth	NNP
37060	11	116	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	11	117	160	160	CD
37060	11	118	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	119	22	22	CD
37060	11	120	Summer	summer	NN
37060	11	121	1980	1980	CD
37060	11	122	167	167	CD
37060	11	123	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	124	23	23	CD
37060	11	125	Black	Black	NNP
37060	11	126	Hawk	Hawk	NNP
37060	11	127	College	College	NNP
37060	11	128	175	175	CD
37060	11	129	Essays	essay	NNS
37060	11	130	:	:	:
37060	11	131	Views	view	NNS
37060	11	132	on	on	IN
37060	11	133	Choice	Choice	NNP
37060	11	134	181	181	CD
37060	11	135	Views	Views	NNPS
37060	11	136	on	on	IN
37060	11	137	Awareness	awareness	NN
37060	11	138	183	183	CD
37060	11	139	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	140	24	24	CD
37060	11	141	Interlude	Interlude	NNP
37060	11	142	187	187	CD
37060	11	143	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	144	25	25	CD
37060	11	145	Return	Return	NNP
37060	11	146	of	of	IN
37060	11	147	Cancer	Cancer	NNP
37060	11	148	195	195	CD
37060	11	149	Essays	essay	NNS
37060	11	150	:	:	:
37060	11	151	Suffering	suffer	VBG
37060	11	152	212	212	CD
37060	11	153	Quality	quality	NN
37060	11	154	in	in	IN
37060	11	155	Life	Life	NNP
37060	11	156	213	213	CD
37060	11	157	Bargaining	Bargaining	NNP
37060	11	158	and	and	CC
37060	11	159	Prayer	Prayer	NNP
37060	11	160	214	214	CD
37060	11	161	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	162	26	26	CD
37060	11	163	Categories	Categories	NNPS
37060	11	164	of	of	IN
37060	11	165	Acceptance	Acceptance	NNP
37060	11	166	216	216	CD
37060	11	167	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	168	27	27	CD
37060	11	169	Frustrations	frustration	NNS
37060	11	170	225	225	CD
37060	11	171	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	172	28	28	CD
37060	11	173	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	11	174	1981	1981	CD
37060	11	175	230	230	CD
37060	11	176	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	177	29	29	CD
37060	11	178	Self	Self	NNP
37060	11	179	Imposed	Imposed	NNP
37060	11	180	Barriers	barrier	NNS
37060	11	181	232	232	CD
37060	11	182	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	183	30	30	CD
37060	11	184	Autumn	Autumn	NNP
37060	11	185	at	at	IN
37060	11	186	Augustana	Augustana	NNP
37060	11	187	236	236	CD
37060	11	188	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	189	31	31	CD
37060	11	190	Depression	depression	NN
37060	11	191	243	243	CD
37060	11	192	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	193	32	32	CD
37060	11	194	Basic	Basic	NNP
37060	11	195	Day	Day	NNP
37060	11	196	246	246	CD
37060	11	197	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	198	33	33	CD
37060	11	199	Treatment	Treatment	NNP
37060	11	200	/	/	SYM
37060	11	201	Hoax	Hoax	NNP
37060	11	202	251	251	CD
37060	11	203	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	204	34	34	CD
37060	11	205	Journey	Journey	NNP
37060	11	206	to	to	IN
37060	11	207	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	11	208	254	254	CD
37060	11	209	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	210	35	35	CD
37060	11	211	In	in	IN
37060	11	212	Limbo	Limbo	NNP
37060	11	213	263	263	CD
37060	11	214	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	215	36	36	CD
37060	11	216	Reflections	reflection	NNS
37060	11	217	267	267	CD
37060	11	218	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	219	37	37	CD
37060	11	220	Zenith	Zenith	NNP
37060	11	221	of	of	IN
37060	11	222	Grief	Grief	NNP
37060	11	223	276	276	CD
37060	11	224	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	225	38	38	CD
37060	11	226	Personal	Personal	NNP
37060	11	227	Belief	Belief	NNP
37060	11	228	284	284	CD
37060	11	229	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	230	39	39	CD
37060	11	231	Reminiscence	Reminiscence	NNP
37060	11	232	286	286	CD
37060	11	233	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	234	40	40	CD
37060	11	235	God	God	NNP
37060	11	236	,	,	,
37060	11	237	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	11	238	View	View	NNP
37060	11	239	288	288	CD
37060	11	240	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	11	241	41	41	CD
37060	11	242	Continuum	Continuum	NNP
37060	11	243	291	291	CD
37060	11	244	THROUGH	THROUGH	VBD
37060	11	245	THESE	these	DT
37060	11	246	EYES	EYES	NNP
37060	11	247	,	,	,
37060	11	248	written	write	VBN
37060	11	249	by	by	IN
37060	11	250	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	11	251	A.	a.	NN
37060	11	252	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	11	253	(	(	-LRB-
37060	11	254	10	10	CD
37060	11	255	Dec	Dec	NNP
37060	11	256	1961	1961	CD
37060	11	257	-	-	SYM
37060	11	258	16	16	CD
37060	11	259	Jul	Jul	NNP
37060	11	260	1986	1986	CD
37060	11	261	)	)	-RRB-
37060	11	262	,	,	,
37060	11	263	is	be	VBZ
37060	11	264	rare	rare	JJ
37060	11	265	in	in	IN
37060	11	266	several	several	JJ
37060	11	267	respects	respect	NNS
37060	11	268	.	.	.
37060	12	1	At	at	IN
37060	12	2	the	the	DT
37060	12	3	age	age	NN
37060	12	4	of	of	IN
37060	12	5	twelve	twelve	CD
37060	12	6	,	,	,
37060	12	7	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	12	8	was	be	VBD
37060	12	9	diagnosed	diagnose	VBN
37060	12	10	as	as	IN
37060	12	11	having	have	VBG
37060	12	12	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	12	13	of	of	IN
37060	12	14	the	the	DT
37060	12	15	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	12	16	;	;	:
37060	12	17	leiomyosarcoma	leiomyosarcoma	NNP
37060	12	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	12	19	a	a	DT
37060	12	20	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	12	21	prevalent	prevalent	NN
37060	12	22	in	in	IN
37060	12	23	older	old	JJR
37060	12	24	women	woman	NNS
37060	12	25	.	.	.
37060	13	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	13	2	was	be	VBD
37060	13	3	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	13	4	at	at	IN
37060	13	5	the	the	DT
37060	13	6	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	13	7	Clinic	Clinic	NNP
37060	13	8	for	for	IN
37060	13	9	research	research	NN
37060	13	10	,	,	,
37060	13	11	and	and	CC
37060	13	12	after	after	IN
37060	13	13	a	a	DT
37060	13	14	five	five	CD
37060	13	15	year	year	NN
37060	13	16	period	period	NN
37060	13	17	was	be	VBD
37060	13	18	given	give	VBN
37060	13	19	a	a	DT
37060	13	20	clean	clean	JJ
37060	13	21	bill	bill	NN
37060	13	22	of	of	IN
37060	13	23	health	health	NNP
37060	13	24	.	.	.
37060	14	1	During	during	IN
37060	14	2	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	14	3	sixth	sixth	JJ
37060	14	4	year	year	NN
37060	14	5	following	follow	VBG
37060	14	6	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	14	7	,	,	,
37060	14	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	14	9	was	be	VBD
37060	14	10	diagnosed	diagnose	VBN
37060	14	11	as	as	IN
37060	14	12	suffering	suffer	VBG
37060	14	13	from	from	IN
37060	14	14	the	the	DT
37060	14	15	same	same	JJ
37060	14	16	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	14	17	;	;	:
37060	14	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	14	19	had	have	VBD
37060	14	20	invaded	invade	VBN
37060	14	21	the	the	DT
37060	14	22	liver	liver	NN
37060	14	23	.	.	.
37060	15	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	15	2	decided	decide	VBD
37060	15	3	to	to	TO
37060	15	4	write	write	VB
37060	15	5	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	15	6	life	life	NN
37060	15	7	story	story	NN
37060	15	8	.	.	.
37060	16	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	16	2	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	16	3	of	of	IN
37060	16	4	elementary	elementary	JJ
37060	16	5	school	school	NN
37060	16	6	days	day	NNS
37060	16	7	,	,	,
37060	16	8	junior	junior	NNP
37060	16	9	high	high	JJ
37060	16	10	,	,	,
37060	16	11	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	16	12	year	year	NN
37060	16	13	of	of	IN
37060	16	14	chemo	chemo	NNP
37060	16	15	and	and	CC
37060	16	16	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	16	17	home	home	NN
37060	16	18	tutor	tutor	NN
37060	16	19	,	,	,
37060	16	20	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	16	21	return	return	NN
37060	16	22	to	to	IN
37060	16	23	ninth	ninth	JJ
37060	16	24	grade	grade	NN
37060	16	25	wearing	wear	VBG
37060	16	26	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	16	27	wig	wig	NN
37060	16	28	,	,	,
37060	16	29	the	the	DT
37060	16	30	first	first	JJ
37060	16	31	day	day	NN
37060	16	32	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	16	33	went	go	VBD
37060	16	34	without	without	IN
37060	16	35	that	that	DT
37060	16	36	wig	wig	NN
37060	16	37	,	,	,
37060	16	38	high	high	JJ
37060	16	39	school	school	NN
37060	16	40	experiences	experience	NNS
37060	16	41	,	,	,
37060	16	42	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	16	43	modeling	modeling	NN
37060	16	44	contract	contract	NN
37060	16	45	,	,	,
37060	16	46	the	the	DT
37060	16	47	way	way	NN
37060	16	48	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	16	49	coped	cope	VBD
37060	16	50	with	with	IN
37060	16	51	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	16	52	impending	impending	JJ
37060	16	53	death	death	NN
37060	16	54	,	,	,
37060	16	55	the	the	DT
37060	16	56	continuing	continuing	NN
37060	16	57	of	of	IN
37060	16	58	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	16	59	college	college	NN
37060	16	60	education	education	NN
37060	16	61	until	until	IN
37060	16	62	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	16	63	could	could	MD
37060	16	64	no	no	RB
37060	16	65	longer	long	RBR
37060	16	66	physically	physically	RB
37060	16	67	endure	endure	VB
37060	16	68	,	,	,
37060	16	69	the	the	DT
37060	16	70	trauma	trauma	NN
37060	16	71	of	of	IN
37060	16	72	seeing	see	VBG
37060	16	73	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	16	74	32	32	CD
37060	16	75	year	year	NN
37060	16	76	old	old	JJ
37060	16	77	brother	brother	NN
37060	16	78	die	die	VBP
37060	16	79	;	;	:
37060	16	80	all	all	DT
37060	16	81	relate	relate	VBP
37060	16	82	an	an	DT
37060	16	83	aura	aura	NN
37060	16	84	,	,	,
37060	16	85	a	a	DT
37060	16	86	searching	search	VBG
37060	16	87	for	for	IN
37060	16	88	quality	quality	NN
37060	16	89	in	in	IN
37060	16	90	each	each	DT
37060	16	91	given	give	VBN
37060	16	92	day	day	NN
37060	16	93	.	.	.
37060	17	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	17	2	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	17	3	on	on	IN
37060	17	4	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	17	5	,	,	,
37060	17	6	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	17	7	,	,	,
37060	17	8	anger	anger	NN
37060	17	9	,	,	,
37060	17	10	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	17	11	,	,	,
37060	17	12	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	17	13	views	view	NNS
37060	17	14	of	of	IN
37060	17	15	an	an	DT
37060	17	16	omnipotent	omnipotent	NN
37060	17	17	being	being	NN
37060	17	18	,	,	,
37060	17	19	God	God	NNP
37060	17	20	;	;	:
37060	17	21	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	17	22	ability	ability	NN
37060	17	23	to	to	TO
37060	17	24	write	write	VB
37060	17	25	poetry	poetry	NN
37060	17	26	as	as	IN
37060	17	27	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	17	28	viewed	view	VBD
37060	17	29	and	and	CC
37060	17	30	photographed	photograph	VBD
37060	17	31	life	life	NN
37060	17	32	around	around	IN
37060	17	33	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	17	34	;	;	:
37060	17	35	the	the	DT
37060	17	36	maturity	maturity	NN
37060	17	37	and	and	CC
37060	17	38	depth	depth	NN
37060	17	39	of	of	IN
37060	17	40	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	17	41	writings	writing	NNS
37060	17	42	bring	bring	VBP
37060	17	43	with	with	IN
37060	17	44	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	17	45	humor	humor	NN
37060	17	46	as	as	RB
37060	17	47	well	well	RB
37060	17	48	as	as	IN
37060	17	49	pathos	pathos	NNP
37060	17	50	.	.	.
37060	18	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	18	2	was	be	VBD
37060	18	3	concerned	concerned	JJ
37060	18	4	about	about	IN
37060	18	5	those	those	DT
37060	18	6	who	who	WP
37060	18	7	loved	love	VBD
37060	18	8	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	18	9	and	and	CC
37060	18	10	those	those	DT
37060	18	11	who	who	WP
37060	18	12	medically	medically	RB
37060	18	13	assisted	assist	VBD
37060	18	14	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	18	15	.	.	.
37060	19	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	19	2	was	be	VBD
37060	19	3	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	19	4	hope	hope	NN
37060	19	5	to	to	TO
37060	19	6	help	help	VB
37060	19	7	others	other	NNS
37060	19	8	facing	face	VBG
37060	19	9	adversity	adversity	NN
37060	19	10	,	,	,
37060	19	11	or	or	CC
37060	19	12	who	who	WP
37060	19	13	have	have	VBP
37060	19	14	loved	love	VBN
37060	19	15	ones	one	NNS
37060	19	16	suffering	suffer	VBG
37060	19	17	the	the	DT
37060	19	18	direct	direct	JJ
37060	19	19	trauma	trauma	NN
37060	19	20	.	.	.
37060	20	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	20	2	journal	journal	NN
37060	20	3	was	be	VBD
37060	20	4	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	20	5	companion	companion	NN
37060	20	6	as	as	IN
37060	20	7	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	20	8	coped	cope	VBD
37060	20	9	with	with	IN
37060	20	10	life	life	NN
37060	20	11	.	.	.
37060	21	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	21	2	brought	bring	VBD
37060	21	3	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	21	4	peace	peace	NN
37060	21	5	and	and	CC
37060	21	6	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	21	7	;	;	:
37060	21	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	21	9	would	would	MD
37060	21	10	hope	hope	VB
37060	21	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	21	12	could	could	MD
37060	21	13	do	do	VB
37060	21	14	the	the	DT
37060	21	15	same	same	JJ
37060	21	16	for	for	IN
37060	21	17	others	other	NNS
37060	21	18	.	.	.
37060	22	1	Much	much	JJ
37060	22	2	of	of	IN
37060	22	3	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	22	4	manuscript	manuscript	NN
37060	22	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	22	6	complete	complete	JJ
37060	22	7	;	;	:
37060	22	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	22	9	was	be	VBD
37060	22	10	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	22	11	for	for	IN
37060	22	12	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	22	13	to	to	TO
37060	22	14	outline	outline	VB
37060	22	15	journal	journal	NNP
37060	22	16	entries	entry	NNS
37060	22	17	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	22	18	wished	wish	VBD
37060	22	19	copied	copy	VBN
37060	22	20	.	.	.
37060	23	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	23	2	,	,	,
37060	23	3	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	23	4	mother	mother	NN
37060	23	5	,	,	,
37060	23	6	have	have	VBP
37060	23	7	completed	complete	VBN
37060	23	8	those	those	DT
37060	23	9	listings	listing	NNS
37060	23	10	and	and	CC
37060	23	11	have	have	VBP
37060	23	12	related	relate	VBN
37060	23	13	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	23	14	final	final	JJ
37060	23	15	two	two	CD
37060	23	16	and	and	CC
37060	23	17	one	one	CD
37060	23	18	half	half	NN
37060	23	19	days	day	NNS
37060	23	20	at	at	IN
37060	23	21	Hospice	Hospice	NNP
37060	23	22	.	.	.
37060	24	1	Journal	Journal	NNP
37060	24	2	entry	entry	NN
37060	24	3	June	June	NNP
37060	24	4	29	29	CD
37060	24	5	,	,	,
37060	24	6	1986	1986	CD
37060	24	7	...	...	:
37060	24	8	The	the	DT
37060	24	9	night	night	NN
37060	24	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	24	11	loud	loud	JJ
37060	24	12	with	with	IN
37060	24	13	thunder	thunder	NN
37060	24	14	;	;	:
37060	24	15	the	the	DT
37060	24	16	deep	deep	JJ
37060	24	17	,	,	,
37060	24	18	sharp	sharp	JJ
37060	24	19	rumbling	rumbling	NN
37060	24	20	that	that	WDT
37060	24	21	shakes	shake	VBZ
37060	24	22	the	the	DT
37060	24	23	house	house	NN
37060	24	24	as	as	IN
37060	24	25	if	if	IN
37060	24	26	to	to	TO
37060	24	27	remind	remind	VB
37060	24	28	the	the	DT
37060	24	29	world	world	NN
37060	24	30	that	that	IN
37060	24	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	24	32	is	be	VBZ
37060	24	33	alive	alive	JJ
37060	24	34	.	.	.
37060	25	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	25	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	25	3	not	not	RB
37060	25	4	subtle	subtle	JJ
37060	25	5	,	,	,
37060	25	6	but	but	CC
37060	25	7	in	in	IN
37060	25	8	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	25	9	brazen	brazen	NN
37060	25	10	clap	clap	NN
37060	25	11	,	,	,
37060	25	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	25	13	can	can	MD
37060	25	14	find	find	VB
37060	25	15	reason	reason	NN
37060	25	16	to	to	TO
37060	25	17	rejoice	rejoice	VB
37060	25	18	;	;	:
37060	25	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	25	20	live	live	VBP
37060	25	21	in	in	IN
37060	25	22	the	the	DT
37060	25	23	shadows	shadow	NNS
37060	25	24	of	of	IN
37060	25	25	a	a	DT
37060	25	26	wondrous	wondrous	JJ
37060	25	27	and	and	CC
37060	25	28	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	25	29	world	world	NN
37060	25	30	,	,	,
37060	25	31	yet	yet	CC
37060	25	32	thunder	thunder	NN
37060	25	33	is	be	VBZ
37060	25	34	one	one	CD
37060	25	35	element	element	NN
37060	25	36	of	of	IN
37060	25	37	nature	nature	NN
37060	25	38	from	from	IN
37060	25	39	which	which	WDT
37060	25	40	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	25	41	have	have	VBP
37060	25	42	not	not	RB
37060	25	43	been	be	VBN
37060	25	44	excluded	exclude	VBN
37060	25	45	,	,	,
37060	25	46	for	for	IN
37060	25	47	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	25	48	penetrates	penetrate	VBZ
37060	25	49	walls	wall	NNS
37060	25	50	.	.	.
37060	26	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	26	2	's	's	POS
37060	26	3	exclusion	exclusion	NN
37060	26	4	began	begin	VBD
37060	26	5	after	after	IN
37060	26	6	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	26	7	,	,	,
37060	26	8	1985	1985	CD
37060	26	9	.	.	.
37060	27	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	27	2	was	be	VBD
37060	27	3	confined	confine	VBN
37060	27	4	to	to	IN
37060	27	5	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	27	6	hide	hide	VB
37060	27	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	27	8	a	a	DT
37060	27	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	27	10	way	way	NN
37060	27	11	in	in	IN
37060	27	12	the	the	DT
37060	27	13	upstairs	upstairs	NN
37060	27	14	of	of	IN
37060	27	15	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	27	16	home	home	NN
37060	27	17	until	until	IN
37060	27	18	Hospice	Hospice	NNP
37060	27	19	on	on	IN
37060	27	20	14	14	CD
37060	27	21	of	of	IN
37060	27	22	July	July	NNP
37060	27	23	,	,	,
37060	27	24	and	and	CC
37060	27	25	died	die	VBD
37060	27	26	16	16	CD
37060	27	27	July	July	NNP
37060	27	28	,	,	,
37060	27	29	1986	1986	CD
37060	27	30	.	.	.
37060	28	1	Respectfully	respectfully	RB
37060	28	2	submitted	submit	VBN
37060	28	3	,	,	,
37060	28	4	Muriel	Muriel	NNP
37060	28	5	K.	K.	NNP
37060	28	6	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	28	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	28	8	Mother	Mother	NNP
37060	28	9	)	)	-RRB-
37060	28	10	Dedicated	dedicate	VBN
37060	28	11	to	to	IN
37060	28	12	...	...	NFP
37060	28	13	those	those	DT
37060	28	14	who	who	WP
37060	28	15	came	come	VBD
37060	28	16	with	with	IN
37060	28	17	culinary	culinary	JJ
37060	28	18	delights	delight	NNS
37060	28	19	who	who	WP
37060	28	20	shared	share	VBD
37060	28	21	of	of	IN
37060	28	22	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	28	23	time	time	NN
37060	28	24	making	make	VBG
37060	28	25	crafts	craft	NNS
37060	28	26	and	and	CC
37060	28	27	visiting	visit	VBG
37060	28	28	who	who	WP
37060	28	29	brought	bring	VBD
37060	28	30	lovely	lovely	JJ
37060	28	31	plants	plant	NNS
37060	28	32	,	,	,
37060	28	33	curios	curio	NNS
37060	28	34	and	and	CC
37060	28	35	books	book	NNS
37060	28	36	who	who	WP
37060	28	37	shared	share	VBD
37060	28	38	roses	rose	NNS
37060	28	39	from	from	IN
37060	28	40	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	28	41	garden	garden	NN
37060	28	42	who	who	WP
37060	28	43	,	,	,
37060	28	44	through	through	IN
37060	28	45	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	28	46	's	's	POS
37060	28	47	five	five	CD
37060	28	48	year	year	NN
37060	28	49	illness	illness	NN
37060	28	50	,	,	,
37060	28	51	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	28	52	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	28	53	often	often	RB
37060	28	54	with	with	IN
37060	28	55	cards	card	NNS
37060	28	56	and	and	CC
37060	28	57	gifts	gift	NNS
37060	28	58	of	of	IN
37060	28	59	money	money	NN
37060	28	60	and	and	CC
37060	28	61	especially	especially	RB
37060	28	62	those	those	DT
37060	28	63	who	who	WP
37060	28	64	lifted	lift	VBD
37060	28	65	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	28	66	name	name	NN
37060	28	67	and	and	CC
37060	28	68	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	28	69	family	family	NN
37060	28	70	in	in	IN
37060	28	71	supportive	supportive	JJ
37060	28	72	love	love	NN
37060	28	73	and	and	CC
37060	28	74	prayer	prayer	NN
37060	28	75	.	.	.
37060	29	1	Journal	Journal	NNP
37060	29	2	Quotes	Quotes	NNP
37060	29	3	"	"	``
37060	29	4	Carrying	carry	VBG
37060	29	5	a	a	DT
37060	29	6	secret	secret	NN
37060	29	7	would	would	MD
37060	29	8	have	have	VB
37060	29	9	been	be	VBN
37060	29	10	like	like	IN
37060	29	11	transporting	transport	VBG
37060	29	12	a	a	DT
37060	29	13	dandelion	dandelion	NN
37060	29	14	seed	seed	NN
37060	29	15	head	head	NN
37060	29	16	on	on	IN
37060	29	17	a	a	DT
37060	29	18	windy	windy	JJ
37060	29	19	day	day	NN
37060	29	20	.	.	.
37060	29	21	"	"	''
37060	30	1	"	"	``
37060	30	2	Cancer	cancer	NN
37060	30	3	.	.	.
37060	31	1	One	one	CD
37060	31	2	word	word	NN
37060	31	3	,	,	,
37060	31	4	and	and	CC
37060	31	5	yet	yet	RB
37060	31	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	31	7	made	make	VBD
37060	31	8	such	such	PDT
37060	31	9	a	a	DT
37060	31	10	difference	difference	NN
37060	31	11	;	;	:
37060	31	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	31	13	was	be	VBD
37060	31	14	almost	almost	RB
37060	31	15	mathematical	mathematical	JJ
37060	31	16	;	;	:
37060	31	17	just	just	RB
37060	31	18	as	as	RB
37060	31	19	surely	surely	RB
37060	31	20	as	as	IN
37060	31	21	positive	positive	JJ
37060	31	22	and	and	CC
37060	31	23	negative	negative	JJ
37060	31	24	numbers	number	NNS
37060	31	25	,	,	,
37060	31	26	multiplied	multiply	VBN
37060	31	27	,	,	,
37060	31	28	equaled	equal	VBD
37060	31	29	a	a	DT
37060	31	30	negative	negative	JJ
37060	31	31	response	response	NN
37060	31	32	,	,	,
37060	31	33	certainty	certainty	NN
37060	31	34	coupled	couple	VBN
37060	31	35	with	with	IN
37060	31	36	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	31	37	yielded	yield	VBD
37060	31	38	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	31	39	.	.	.
37060	31	40	"	"	''
37060	32	1	"	"	``
37060	32	2	Cancer	cancer	NN
37060	32	3	knew	know	VBD
37060	32	4	no	no	DT
37060	32	5	barrier	barrier	NN
37060	32	6	and	and	CC
37060	32	7	bore	bear	VBD
37060	32	8	no	no	DT
37060	32	9	prejudice	prejudice	NN
37060	32	10	;	;	:
37060	32	11	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	32	12	took	take	VBD
37060	32	13	the	the	DT
37060	32	14	weak	weak	JJ
37060	32	15	,	,	,
37060	32	16	the	the	DT
37060	32	17	strong	strong	JJ
37060	32	18	,	,	,
37060	32	19	the	the	DT
37060	32	20	indifferent	indifferent	NN
37060	32	21	,	,	,
37060	32	22	the	the	DT
37060	32	23	proud	proud	JJ
37060	32	24	,	,	,
37060	32	25	the	the	DT
37060	32	26	cheerful	cheerful	JJ
37060	32	27	,	,	,
37060	32	28	the	the	DT
37060	32	29	embittered	embittered	JJ
37060	32	30	;	;	:
37060	32	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	32	32	took	take	VBD
37060	32	33	all	all	DT
37060	32	34	,	,	,
37060	32	35	greedily	greedily	RB
37060	32	36	in	in	IN
37060	32	37	an	an	DT
37060	32	38	unquenchable	unquenchable	JJ
37060	32	39	hunger	hunger	NN
37060	32	40	.	.	.
37060	32	41	"	"	''
37060	33	1	"	"	``
37060	33	2	Only	only	JJ
37060	33	3	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	33	4	can	can	MD
37060	33	5	wash	wash	VB
37060	33	6	away	away	RB
37060	33	7	the	the	DT
37060	33	8	flames	flame	NNS
37060	33	9	born	bear	VBN
37060	33	10	of	of	IN
37060	33	11	despair	despair	NN
37060	33	12	.	.	.
37060	33	13	"	"	''
37060	34	1	"	"	``
37060	34	2	The	the	DT
37060	34	3	more	more	JJR
37060	34	4	the	the	DT
37060	34	5	mind	mind	NN
37060	34	6	grows	grow	VBZ
37060	34	7	the	the	DT
37060	34	8	more	more	RBR
37060	34	9	humble	humble	JJ
37060	34	10	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	34	11	'	'	``
37060	34	12	master	master	NN
37060	34	13	'	'	''
37060	34	14	becomes	become	VBZ
37060	34	15	,	,	,
37060	34	16	for	for	IN
37060	34	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	34	18	realizes	realize	VBZ
37060	34	19	that	that	IN
37060	34	20	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	34	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	34	22	infinity	infinity	NN
37060	34	23	and	and	CC
37060	34	24	infinity	infinity	NN
37060	34	25	can	can	MD
37060	34	26	not	not	RB
37060	34	27	be	be	VB
37060	34	28	encapsulated	encapsulate	VBN
37060	34	29	in	in	IN
37060	34	30	the	the	DT
37060	34	31	human	human	JJ
37060	34	32	brain	brain	NN
37060	34	33	.	.	.
37060	34	34	"	"	''
37060	35	1	Excerpt	Excerpt	NNP
37060	35	2	from	from	IN
37060	35	3	Diary	Diary	NNP
37060	35	4	June	June	NNP
37060	35	5	22	22	CD
37060	35	6	,	,	,
37060	35	7	1984	1984	CD
37060	35	8	...	...	NFP
37060	35	9	In	in	IN
37060	35	10	a	a	DT
37060	35	11	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	35	12	,	,	,
37060	35	13	truth	truth	NN
37060	35	14	can	can	MD
37060	35	15	often	often	RB
37060	35	16	times	time	NNS
37060	35	17	hurt	hurt	VBN
37060	35	18	.	.	.
37060	36	1	So	so	CC
37060	36	2	,	,	,
37060	36	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	36	4	am	be	VBP
37060	36	5	faced	face	VBN
37060	36	6	with	with	IN
37060	36	7	the	the	DT
37060	36	8	problem	problem	NN
37060	36	9	of	of	IN
37060	36	10	whether	whether	IN
37060	36	11	to	to	TO
37060	36	12	tell	tell	VB
37060	36	13	the	the	DT
37060	36	14	truth	truth	NN
37060	36	15	or	or	CC
37060	36	16	speak	speak	VB
37060	36	17	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	36	18	.	.	.
37060	37	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	37	2	would	would	MD
37060	37	3	never	never	RB
37060	37	4	choose	choose	VB
37060	37	5	to	to	TO
37060	37	6	jeopardize	jeopardize	VB
37060	37	7	a	a	DT
37060	37	8	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	37	9	,	,	,
37060	37	10	yet	yet	CC
37060	37	11	if	if	IN
37060	37	12	that	that	DT
37060	37	13	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	37	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	37	15	full	full	JJ
37060	37	16	of	of	IN
37060	37	17	deception	deception	NN
37060	37	18	,	,	,
37060	37	19	or	or	CC
37060	37	20	other	other	JJ
37060	37	21	undesirable	undesirable	JJ
37060	37	22	attributes	attribute	NNS
37060	37	23	,	,	,
37060	37	24	and	and	CC
37060	37	25	undiscerned	undiscerne	VBN
37060	37	26	by	by	IN
37060	37	27	the	the	DT
37060	37	28	other	other	JJ
37060	37	29	,	,	,
37060	37	30	is	be	VBZ
37060	37	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	37	32	noble	noble	JJ
37060	37	33	to	to	TO
37060	37	34	hold	hold	VB
37060	37	35	one	one	NN
37060	37	36	's	's	POS
37060	37	37	peace	peace	NN
37060	37	38	?	?	.
37060	38	1	For	for	IN
37060	38	2	to	to	TO
37060	38	3	bespeak	bespeak	VB
37060	38	4	truths	truth	NNS
37060	38	5	could	could	MD
37060	38	6	lead	lead	VB
37060	38	7	to	to	IN
37060	38	8	ruinous	ruinous	JJ
37060	38	9	separation	separation	NN
37060	38	10	...	...	.
37060	38	11	yet	yet	CC
37060	38	12	,	,	,
37060	38	13	a	a	DT
37060	38	14	one	one	CD
37060	38	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	38	16	sided	sided	JJ
37060	38	17	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	38	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	38	19	of	of	IN
37060	38	20	no	no	DT
37060	38	21	account	account	NN
37060	38	22	.	.	.
37060	39	1	If	if	IN
37060	39	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	39	3	could	could	MD
37060	39	4	but	but	CC
37060	39	5	harness	harness	VB
37060	39	6	the	the	DT
37060	39	7	energy	energy	NN
37060	39	8	begotten	begotten	NN
37060	39	9	of	of	IN
37060	39	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	39	11	anger	anger	NN
37060	39	12	towards	towards	IN
37060	39	13	self	self	NN
37060	39	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	39	15	obsessive	obsessive	JJ
37060	39	16	persons	person	NNS
37060	39	17	,	,	,
37060	39	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	39	19	could	could	MD
37060	39	20	heat	heat	VB
37060	39	21	the	the	DT
37060	39	22	house	house	NN
37060	39	23	for	for	IN
37060	39	24	a	a	DT
37060	39	25	month	month	NN
37060	39	26	.	.	.
37060	40	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	40	2	,	,	,
37060	40	3	with	with	IN
37060	40	4	time	time	NN
37060	40	5	,	,	,
37060	40	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	40	7	shall	shall	MD
37060	40	8	be	be	VB
37060	40	9	able	able	JJ
37060	40	10	to	to	TO
37060	40	11	transfer	transfer	VB
37060	40	12	that	that	DT
37060	40	13	energy	energy	NN
37060	40	14	toward	toward	IN
37060	40	15	the	the	DT
37060	40	16	thinking	thinking	NN
37060	40	17	of	of	IN
37060	40	18	constructive	constructive	JJ
37060	40	19	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	40	20	.	.	.
37060	41	1	Anger	anger	NN
37060	41	2	can	can	MD
37060	41	3	not	not	RB
37060	41	4	be	be	VB
37060	41	5	felt	feel	VBN
37060	41	6	without	without	IN
37060	41	7	sustaining	sustain	VBG
37060	41	8	internal	internal	JJ
37060	41	9	damage	damage	NN
37060	41	10	;	;	:
37060	41	11	a	a	DT
37060	41	12	raging	rage	VBG
37060	41	13	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	41	14	fire	fire	NN
37060	41	15	surely	surely	RB
37060	41	16	must	must	MD
37060	41	17	char	char	VB
37060	41	18	the	the	DT
37060	41	19	mind	mind	NN
37060	41	20	.	.	.
37060	42	1	Prologue	Prologue	NNP
37060	42	2	DEATH	DEATH	NNP
37060	42	3	Man	Man	NNP
37060	42	4	's	's	POS
37060	42	5	basic	basic	JJ
37060	42	6	instinct	instinct	NN
37060	42	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	42	8	to	to	TO
37060	42	9	survive	survive	VB
37060	42	10	,	,	,
37060	42	11	and	and	CC
37060	42	12	despite	despite	IN
37060	42	13	all	all	PDT
37060	42	14	the	the	DT
37060	42	15	civilizing	civilize	VBG
37060	42	16	and	and	CC
37060	42	17	technological	technological	JJ
37060	42	18	factors	factor	NNS
37060	42	19	of	of	IN
37060	42	20	the	the	DT
37060	42	21	present	present	NN
37060	42	22	,	,	,
37060	42	23	that	that	DT
37060	42	24	basic	basic	JJ
37060	42	25	instinct	instinct	NN
37060	42	26	has	have	VBZ
37060	42	27	remained	remain	VBN
37060	42	28	.	.	.
37060	43	1	Though	though	IN
37060	43	2	the	the	DT
37060	43	3	improvements	improvement	NNS
37060	43	4	rendered	render	VBN
37060	43	5	on	on	IN
37060	43	6	society	society	NN
37060	43	7	through	through	IN
37060	43	8	modernization	modernization	NN
37060	43	9	has	have	VBZ
37060	43	10	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	43	11	each	each	DT
37060	43	12	individual	individual	NN
37060	43	13	to	to	TO
37060	43	14	live	live	VB
37060	43	15	at	at	IN
37060	43	16	a	a	DT
37060	43	17	more	more	RBR
37060	43	18	leisurely	leisurely	JJ
37060	43	19	pace	pace	NN
37060	43	20	,	,	,
37060	43	21	those	those	DT
37060	43	22	same	same	JJ
37060	43	23	devices	device	NNS
37060	43	24	,	,	,
37060	43	25	conveniences	convenience	NNS
37060	43	26	and	and	CC
37060	43	27	services	service	NNS
37060	43	28	have	have	VBP
37060	43	29	also	also	RB
37060	43	30	separated	separate	VBN
37060	43	31	each	each	DT
37060	43	32	life	life	NN
37060	43	33	from	from	IN
37060	43	34	the	the	DT
37060	43	35	healing	heal	VBG
37060	43	36	qualities	quality	NNS
37060	43	37	inherent	inherent	JJ
37060	43	38	in	in	IN
37060	43	39	a	a	DT
37060	43	40	life	life	NN
37060	43	41	lived	live	VBD
37060	43	42	close	close	RB
37060	43	43	to	to	IN
37060	43	44	nature	nature	NN
37060	43	45	.	.	.
37060	44	1	So	so	RB
37060	44	2	often	often	RB
37060	44	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	44	4	have	have	VBP
37060	44	5	heard	hear	VBN
37060	44	6	the	the	DT
37060	44	7	remark	remark	NN
37060	44	8	,	,	,
37060	44	9	"	"	``
37060	44	10	Nature	nature	NN
37060	44	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	44	12	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	44	13	,	,	,
37060	44	14	"	"	''
37060	44	15	yet	yet	CC
37060	44	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	44	17	can	can	MD
37060	44	18	not	not	RB
37060	44	19	regard	regard	VB
37060	44	20	that	that	DT
37060	44	21	statement	statement	NN
37060	44	22	to	to	TO
37060	44	23	be	be	VB
37060	44	24	wholly	wholly	RB
37060	44	25	true	true	JJ
37060	44	26	;	;	:
37060	44	27	nature	nature	NN
37060	44	28	should	should	MD
37060	44	29	not	not	RB
37060	44	30	be	be	VB
37060	44	31	given	give	VBN
37060	44	32	a	a	DT
37060	44	33	character	character	NN
37060	44	34	which	which	WDT
37060	44	35	is	be	VBZ
37060	44	36	labeled	label	VBN
37060	44	37	,	,	,
37060	44	38	at	at	IN
37060	44	39	various	various	JJ
37060	44	40	intervals	interval	NNS
37060	44	41	in	in	IN
37060	44	42	time	time	NN
37060	44	43	,	,	,
37060	44	44	as	as	IN
37060	44	45	"	"	``
37060	44	46	good	good	JJ
37060	44	47	"	"	''
37060	44	48	or	or	CC
37060	44	49	"	"	``
37060	44	50	bad	bad	JJ
37060	44	51	"	"	''
37060	44	52	;	;	:
37060	44	53	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	44	54	merely	merely	RB
37060	44	55	functions	function	VBZ
37060	44	56	to	to	IN
37060	44	57	the	the	DT
37060	44	58	mutual	mutual	JJ
37060	44	59	interactions	interaction	NNS
37060	44	60	of	of	IN
37060	44	61	all	all	DT
37060	44	62	life	life	NN
37060	44	63	.	.	.
37060	45	1	For	for	IN
37060	45	2	life	life	NN
37060	45	3	to	to	TO
37060	45	4	continue	continue	VB
37060	45	5	,	,	,
37060	45	6	there	there	EX
37060	45	7	must	must	MD
37060	45	8	also	also	RB
37060	45	9	be	be	VB
37060	45	10	death	death	NN
37060	45	11	.	.	.
37060	46	1	Nature	nature	NN
37060	46	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	46	3	the	the	DT
37060	46	4	intricate	intricate	JJ
37060	46	5	mechanism	mechanism	NN
37060	46	6	behind	behind	IN
37060	46	7	all	all	DT
37060	46	8	living	live	VBG
37060	46	9	and	and	CC
37060	46	10	dying	die	VBG
37060	46	11	things	thing	NNS
37060	46	12	;	;	:
37060	46	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	46	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	46	15	reality	reality	NN
37060	46	16	in	in	IN
37060	46	17	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	46	18	most	most	RBS
37060	46	19	elemental	elemental	JJ
37060	46	20	sense	sense	NN
37060	46	21	.	.	.
37060	47	1	Unfortunately	unfortunately	RB
37060	47	2	,	,	,
37060	47	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	47	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	47	5	the	the	DT
37060	47	6	one	one	CD
37060	47	7	reality	reality	NN
37060	47	8	which	which	WDT
37060	47	9	modern	modern	JJ
37060	47	10	society	society	NN
37060	47	11	has	have	VBZ
37060	47	12	attempted	attempt	VBN
37060	47	13	to	to	TO
37060	47	14	purge	purge	VB
37060	47	15	from	from	IN
37060	47	16	all	all	DT
37060	47	17	minds	mind	NNS
37060	47	18	,	,	,
37060	47	19	and	and	CC
37060	47	20	replace	replace	VB
37060	47	21	with	with	IN
37060	47	22	a	a	DT
37060	47	23	perverted	perverted	JJ
37060	47	24	idea	idea	NN
37060	47	25	of	of	IN
37060	47	26	life	life	NN
37060	47	27	;	;	:
37060	47	28	since	since	IN
37060	47	29	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	47	30	is	be	VBZ
37060	47	31	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	47	32	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	47	33	for	for	IN
37060	47	34	a	a	DT
37060	47	35	man	man	NN
37060	47	36	to	to	TO
37060	47	37	live	live	VB
37060	47	38	naturally	naturally	RB
37060	47	39	,	,	,
37060	47	40	society	society	NN
37060	47	41	has	have	VBZ
37060	47	42	also	also	RB
37060	47	43	obliterated	obliterate	VBN
37060	47	44	the	the	DT
37060	47	45	idea	idea	NN
37060	47	46	that	that	IN
37060	47	47	one	one	PRP
37060	47	48	can	can	MD
37060	47	49	die	die	VB
37060	47	50	naturally	naturally	RB
37060	47	51	,	,	,
37060	47	52	and	and	CC
37060	47	53	quietly	quietly	RB
37060	47	54	.	.	.
37060	48	1	Even	even	RB
37060	48	2	though	though	IN
37060	48	3	one	one	PRP
37060	48	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	48	5	facing	face	VBG
37060	48	6	death	death	NN
37060	48	7	,	,	,
37060	48	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	48	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	48	10	yet	yet	RB
37060	48	11	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	48	12	to	to	TO
37060	48	13	relinquish	relinquish	VB
37060	48	14	that	that	DT
37060	48	15	instinct	instinct	NN
37060	48	16	,	,	,
37060	48	17	as	as	RB
37060	48	18	well	well	RB
37060	48	19	as	as	IN
37060	48	20	the	the	DT
37060	48	21	instinct	instinct	NN
37060	48	22	to	to	TO
37060	48	23	escape	escape	VB
37060	48	24	pain	pain	NN
37060	48	25	.	.	.
37060	49	1	One	one	CD
37060	49	2	will	will	MD
37060	49	3	do	do	VB
37060	49	4	everything	everything	NN
37060	49	5	in	in	IN
37060	49	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	49	7	power	power	NN
37060	49	8	to	to	TO
37060	49	9	escape	escape	VB
37060	49	10	a	a	DT
37060	49	11	sniper	sniper	NN
37060	49	12	's	's	POS
37060	49	13	gun	gun	NN
37060	49	14	,	,	,
37060	49	15	just	just	RB
37060	49	16	as	as	IN
37060	49	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	49	18	would	would	MD
37060	49	19	remove	remove	VB
37060	49	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	49	21	hand	hand	NN
37060	49	22	from	from	IN
37060	49	23	the	the	DT
37060	49	24	hot	hot	JJ
37060	49	25	kettle	kettle	NN
37060	49	26	or	or	CC
37060	49	27	jump	jump	VB
37060	49	28	at	at	IN
37060	49	29	the	the	DT
37060	49	30	prick	prick	NN
37060	49	31	of	of	IN
37060	49	32	a	a	DT
37060	49	33	needle	needle	NN
37060	49	34	.	.	.
37060	50	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	50	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	50	3	natural	natural	JJ
37060	50	4	to	to	TO
37060	50	5	protect	protect	VB
37060	50	6	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	50	7	.	.	.
37060	51	1	While	while	IN
37060	51	2	sightless	sightless	NN
37060	51	3	and	and	CC
37060	51	4	immobile	immobile	NN
37060	51	5	elderly	elderly	JJ
37060	51	6	may	may	MD
37060	51	7	"	"	``
37060	51	8	want	want	VB
37060	51	9	to	to	TO
37060	51	10	die	die	VB
37060	51	11	,	,	,
37060	51	12	"	"	''
37060	51	13	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	51	14	would	would	MD
37060	51	15	never	never	RB
37060	51	16	take	take	VB
37060	51	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	51	18	life	life	NN
37060	51	19	.	.	.
37060	52	1	In	in	IN
37060	52	2	the	the	DT
37060	52	3	case	case	NN
37060	52	4	of	of	IN
37060	52	5	disease	disease	NN
37060	52	6	and	and	CC
37060	52	7	debilitation	debilitation	NN
37060	52	8	,	,	,
37060	52	9	a	a	DT
37060	52	10	line	line	NN
37060	52	11	must	must	MD
37060	52	12	be	be	VB
37060	52	13	drawn	draw	VBN
37060	52	14	.	.	.
37060	53	1	When	when	WRB
37060	53	2	no	no	DT
37060	53	3	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	53	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	53	5	available	available	JJ
37060	53	6	,	,	,
37060	53	7	one	one	PRP
37060	53	8	must	must	MD
37060	53	9	say	say	VB
37060	53	10	"	"	``
37060	53	11	enough	enough	JJ
37060	53	12	"	"	''
37060	53	13	and	and	CC
37060	53	14	try	try	VB
37060	53	15	to	to	TO
37060	53	16	find	find	VB
37060	53	17	peace	peace	NN
37060	53	18	.	.	.
37060	54	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	54	2	mercy	mercy	NN
37060	54	3	will	will	MD
37060	54	4	one	one	CD
37060	54	5	day	day	NN
37060	54	6	be	be	VB
37060	54	7	a	a	DT
37060	54	8	part	part	NN
37060	54	9	of	of	IN
37060	54	10	medicine	medicine	NN
37060	54	11	.	.	.
37060	55	1	Death	death	NN
37060	55	2	should	should	MD
37060	55	3	not	not	RB
37060	55	4	be	be	VB
37060	55	5	shielded	shield	VBN
37060	55	6	from	from	IN
37060	55	7	the	the	DT
37060	55	8	young	young	JJ
37060	55	9	,	,	,
37060	55	10	and	and	CC
37060	55	11	borne	bear	VBN
37060	55	12	solely	solely	RB
37060	55	13	by	by	IN
37060	55	14	the	the	DT
37060	55	15	old	old	JJ
37060	55	16	;	;	:
37060	55	17	when	when	WRB
37060	55	18	death	death	NN
37060	55	19	is	be	VBZ
37060	55	20	faced	face	VBN
37060	55	21	,	,	,
37060	55	22	one	one	PRP
37060	55	23	can	can	MD
37060	55	24	better	well	RBR
37060	55	25	learn	learn	VB
37060	55	26	to	to	TO
37060	55	27	live	live	VB
37060	55	28	.	.	.
37060	56	1	Overcoming	overcome	VBG
37060	56	2	Disability	disability	NN
37060	56	3	and	and	CC
37060	56	4	Death	Death	NNP
37060	56	5	The	the	DT
37060	56	6	True	true	JJ
37060	56	7	Hero	Hero	NNP
37060	56	8	Some	some	DT
37060	56	9	may	may	MD
37060	56	10	argue	argue	VB
37060	56	11	that	that	IN
37060	56	12	the	the	DT
37060	56	13	only	only	JJ
37060	56	14	true	true	JJ
37060	56	15	heroes	hero	NNS
37060	56	16	confronting	confront	VBG
37060	56	17	a	a	DT
37060	56	18	terminal	terminal	NN
37060	56	19	and/or	and/or	CC
37060	56	20	disabling	disabling	NN
37060	56	21	disease	disease	NN
37060	56	22	are	be	VBP
37060	56	23	those	those	DT
37060	56	24	who	who	WP
37060	56	25	have	have	VBP
37060	56	26	overpowered	overpower	VBN
37060	56	27	that	that	DT
37060	56	28	disease	disease	NN
37060	56	29	.	.	.
37060	57	1	May	May	MD
37060	57	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	57	3	respectfully	respectfully	RB
37060	57	4	disagree	disagree	VB
37060	57	5	?	?	.
37060	58	1	Lauren	lauren	NN
37060	58	2	fought	fight	VBD
37060	58	3	valiantly	valiantly	RB
37060	58	4	to	to	TO
37060	58	5	retain	retain	VB
37060	58	6	a	a	DT
37060	58	7	best	good	JJS
37060	58	8	level	level	NN
37060	58	9	of	of	IN
37060	58	10	health	health	NN
37060	58	11	and	and	CC
37060	58	12	ability	ability	NN
37060	58	13	,	,	,
37060	58	14	in	in	IN
37060	58	15	spite	spite	NN
37060	58	16	of	of	IN
37060	58	17	day	day	NN
37060	58	18	after	after	IN
37060	58	19	day	day	NN
37060	58	20	,	,	,
37060	58	21	night	night	NN
37060	58	22	after	after	IN
37060	58	23	night	night	NN
37060	58	24	,	,	,
37060	58	25	of	of	IN
37060	58	26	chronic	chronic	JJ
37060	58	27	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	58	28	,	,	,
37060	58	29	sweating	sweating	NN
37060	58	30	,	,	,
37060	58	31	and	and	CC
37060	58	32	fatigue	fatigue	NN
37060	58	33	.	.	.
37060	59	1	To	to	TO
37060	59	2	give	give	VB
37060	59	3	courage	courage	NN
37060	59	4	to	to	IN
37060	59	5	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	59	6	facing	face	VBG
37060	59	7	chronic	chronic	JJ
37060	59	8	disease	disease	NN
37060	59	9	,	,	,
37060	59	10	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	59	11	fought	fight	VBD
37060	59	12	to	to	TO
37060	59	13	continue	continue	VB
37060	59	14	writing	write	VBG
37060	59	15	,	,	,
37060	59	16	even	even	RB
37060	59	17	when	when	WRB
37060	59	18	physically	physically	RB
37060	59	19	and	and	CC
37060	59	20	mentally	mentally	RB
37060	59	21	exhausted	exhausted	JJ
37060	59	22	.	.	.
37060	60	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	60	2	continued	continue	VBD
37060	60	3	to	to	TO
37060	60	4	write	write	VB
37060	60	5	,	,	,
37060	60	6	even	even	RB
37060	60	7	up	up	IN
37060	60	8	to	to	IN
37060	60	9	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	60	10	very	very	RB
37060	60	11	last	last	JJ
37060	60	12	days	day	NNS
37060	60	13	of	of	IN
37060	60	14	life	life	NN
37060	60	15	.	.	.
37060	61	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	61	2	was	be	VBD
37060	61	3	,	,	,
37060	61	4	and	and	CC
37060	61	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	61	6	,	,	,
37060	61	7	the	the	DT
37060	61	8	true	true	JJ
37060	61	9	hero	hero	NN
37060	61	10	.	.	.
37060	62	1	If	if	IN
37060	62	2	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	62	3	have	have	VBP
37060	62	4	faith	faith	NN
37060	62	5	in	in	IN
37060	62	6	a	a	DT
37060	62	7	higher	high	JJR
37060	62	8	power	power	NN
37060	62	9	than	than	IN
37060	62	10	either	either	CC
37060	62	11	yourself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	62	12	or	or	CC
37060	62	13	humanity	humanity	NN
37060	62	14	in	in	IN
37060	62	15	general	general	JJ
37060	62	16	;	;	:
37060	62	17	and	and	CC
37060	62	18	if	if	IN
37060	62	19	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	62	20	have	have	VBP
37060	62	21	overpowered	overpower	VBN
37060	62	22	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	62	23	disease	disease	NN
37060	62	24	or	or	CC
37060	62	25	disability	disability	NN
37060	62	26	by	by	IN
37060	62	27	faith	faith	NN
37060	62	28	,	,	,
37060	62	29	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	62	30	are	be	VBP
37060	62	31	to	to	TO
37060	62	32	be	be	VB
37060	62	33	highly	highly	RB
37060	62	34	commended	commend	VBN
37060	62	35	.	.	.
37060	63	1	If	if	IN
37060	63	2	,	,	,
37060	63	3	by	by	IN
37060	63	4	the	the	DT
37060	63	5	grace	grace	NN
37060	63	6	of	of	IN
37060	63	7	that	that	DT
37060	63	8	same	same	JJ
37060	63	9	power	power	NN
37060	63	10	,	,	,
37060	63	11	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	63	12	have	have	VBP
37060	63	13	given	give	VBN
37060	63	14	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	63	15	best	good	JJS
37060	63	16	effort	effort	NN
37060	63	17	,	,	,
37060	63	18	and	and	CC
37060	63	19	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	63	20	disease	disease	NN
37060	63	21	or	or	CC
37060	63	22	disability	disability	NN
37060	63	23	either	either	CC
37060	63	24	totally	totally	RB
37060	63	25	destroys	destroy	VBZ
37060	63	26	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	63	27	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	63	28	,	,	,
37060	63	29	or	or	CC
37060	63	30	demands	demand	VBZ
37060	63	31	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	63	32	life	life	NN
37060	63	33	;	;	:
37060	63	34	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	63	35	are	be	VBP
37060	63	36	also	also	RB
37060	63	37	deserving	deserve	VBG
37060	63	38	of	of	IN
37060	63	39	honor	honor	NN
37060	63	40	.	.	.
37060	64	1	Even	even	RB
37060	64	2	those	those	DT
37060	64	3	who	who	WP
37060	64	4	found	find	VBD
37060	64	5	healing	healing	NN
37060	64	6	through	through	IN
37060	64	7	faith	faith	NN
37060	64	8	in	in	IN
37060	64	9	a	a	DT
37060	64	10	higher	high	JJR
37060	64	11	power	power	NN
37060	64	12	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	64	13	met	meet	VBD
37060	64	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	64	15	earthly	earthly	JJ
37060	64	16	death	death	NN
37060	64	17	;	;	:
37060	64	18	most	most	RBS
37060	64	19	likely	likely	JJ
37060	64	20	by	by	IN
37060	64	21	some	some	DT
37060	64	22	disease	disease	NN
37060	64	23	that	that	WDT
37060	64	24	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	64	25	could	could	MD
37060	64	26	not	not	RB
37060	64	27	,	,	,
37060	64	28	in	in	IN
37060	64	29	spite	spite	NN
37060	64	30	of	of	IN
37060	64	31	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	64	32	faith	faith	NN
37060	64	33	,	,	,
37060	64	34	overcome	overcome	VBP
37060	64	35	.	.	.
37060	65	1	And	and	CC
37060	65	2	death	death	NN
37060	65	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	65	4	a	a	DT
37060	65	5	blessing	blessing	NN
37060	65	6	,	,	,
37060	65	7	a	a	DT
37060	65	8	relief	relief	NN
37060	65	9	from	from	IN
37060	65	10	earthly	earthly	JJ
37060	65	11	suffering	suffering	NN
37060	65	12	,	,	,
37060	65	13	not	not	RB
37060	65	14	a	a	DT
37060	65	15	horrid	horrid	NN
37060	65	16	finality	finality	NN
37060	65	17	.	.	.
37060	66	1	Faith	faith	NN
37060	66	2	in	in	IN
37060	66	3	a	a	DT
37060	66	4	higher	high	JJR
37060	66	5	power	power	NN
37060	66	6	can	can	MD
37060	66	7	afford	afford	VB
37060	66	8	courage	courage	NN
37060	66	9	in	in	IN
37060	66	10	death	death	NN
37060	66	11	,	,	,
37060	66	12	and	and	CC
37060	66	13	timeless	timeless	NN
37060	66	14	eternity	eternity	NN
37060	66	15	in	in	IN
37060	66	16	love	love	NN
37060	66	17	.	.	.
37060	67	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	67	2	's	's	POS
37060	67	3	brother	brother	NN
37060	67	4	,	,	,
37060	67	5	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	67	6	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	67	7	Monday	Monday	NNP
37060	67	8	,	,	,
37060	67	9	April	April	NNP
37060	67	10	3	3	CD
37060	67	11	,	,	,
37060	67	12	2006	2006	CD
37060	67	13	Revised	Revised	NNP
37060	67	14	November	November	NNP
37060	67	15	29	29	CD
37060	67	16	,	,	,
37060	67	17	2006	2006	CD
37060	67	18	Spanish	Spanish	NNP
37060	67	19	Letter	Letter	NNP
37060	67	20	(	(	-LRB-
37060	67	21	from	from	IN
37060	67	22	a	a	DT
37060	67	23	pen	pen	NN
37060	67	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	67	25	pal	pal	NN
37060	67	26	from	from	IN
37060	67	27	New	New	NNP
37060	67	28	Zealand	Zealand	NNP
37060	67	29	)	)	-RRB-
37060	67	30	Hola	Hola	NNP
37060	67	31	!	!	.
37060	68	1	Me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	68	2	llamo	llamo	JJ
37060	68	3	Dean	Dean	NNP
37060	68	4	Soy	Soy	NNP
37060	68	5	de	de	NNP
37060	68	6	Nueva	Nueva	NNP
37060	68	7	Zelanda	Zelanda	NNP
37060	68	8	Tengo	Tengo	NNP
37060	68	9	29	29	CD
37060	68	10	anos	anos	NN
37060	68	11	Hay	Hay	NNP
37060	68	12	cuatro	cuatro	NN
37060	68	13	en	en	IN
37060	68	14	mi	mi	NNP
37060	68	15	familia	familia	NNP
37060	68	16	,	,	,
37060	68	17	Mis	Mis	NNP
37060	68	18	padres	padre	VBZ
37060	68	19	,	,	,
37060	68	20	mi	mi	NNP
37060	68	21	hermana	hermana	NNP
37060	68	22	y	y	NNP
37060	68	23	yo	yo	NNP
37060	68	24	.	.	.
37060	69	1	Mis	Mis	NNP
37060	69	2	padres	padre	VBZ
37060	69	3	viven	viven	RB
37060	69	4	en	en	IN
37060	69	5	Auckland	Auckland	NNP
37060	69	6	,	,	,
37060	69	7	Nueva	Nueva	NNP
37060	69	8	Zelanda	Zelanda	NNP
37060	69	9	.	.	.
37060	70	1	Mientras	Mientras	NNP
37060	70	2	mi	mi	NNP
37060	70	3	hermana	hermana	NNP
37060	70	4	vive	vive	NN
37060	70	5	en	en	IN
37060	70	6	Wigan	Wigan	NNP
37060	70	7	,	,	,
37060	70	8	Inglaterra	Inglaterra	NNP
37060	70	9	con	con	NNP
37060	70	10	Su	Su	NNP
37060	70	11	familia	familia	NNP
37060	70	12	.	.	.
37060	71	1	Mi	mi	IN
37060	71	2	padre	padre	NN
37060	71	3	Uama	Uama	NNP
37060	71	4	Merv	Merv	NNP
37060	71	5	.	.	.
37060	72	1	Fune	fune	JJ
37060	72	2	cincuerta	cincuerta	NN
37060	72	3	y	y	NNP
37060	72	4	cuatro	cuatro	NNP
37060	72	5	anos	anos	NNP
37060	72	6	.	.	.
37060	73	1	Frabaja	Frabaja	NNP
37060	73	2	en	en	FW
37060	73	3	La	La	NNP
37060	73	4	policia	policia	NNP
37060	73	5	.	.	.
37060	74	1	Habla	Habla	NNP
37060	74	2	Maori	Maori	NNP
37060	74	3	y	y	NNP
37060	74	4	Jngles	jngle	NNS
37060	74	5	.	.	.
37060	75	1	Juega	Juega	NNP
37060	75	2	rugby	rugby	NN
37060	75	3	y	y	NNP
37060	75	4	tenis	tenis	NNP
37060	75	5	.	.	.
37060	76	1	Foca	Foca	NNP
37060	76	2	La	La	NNP
37060	76	3	guitarra	guitarra	NNP
37060	76	4	.	.	.
37060	77	1	Es	Es	NNP
37060	77	2	muy	muy	NNP
37060	77	3	simpatico	simpatico	NN
37060	77	4	,	,	,
37060	77	5	generoso	generoso	NNP
37060	77	6	,	,	,
37060	77	7	introvetido	introvetido	NNP
37060	77	8	,	,	,
37060	77	9	sincero	sincero	NNP
37060	77	10	y	y	NNP
37060	77	11	sentimental	sentimental	NN
37060	77	12	.	.	.
37060	78	1	No	no	UH
37060	78	2	es	es	NN
37060	78	3	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	78	4	,	,	,
37060	78	5	terrible	terrible	JJ
37060	78	6	y	y	NNP
37060	78	7	impulsivo	impulsivo	NN
37060	78	8	.	.	.
37060	79	1	Se	Se	NNP
37060	79	2	gusta	gusta	NNP
37060	79	3	viajar	viajar	NNP
37060	79	4	con	con	NNP
37060	79	5	mi	mi	NNP
37060	79	6	madre	madre	NNP
37060	79	7	.	.	.
37060	80	1	Mi	mi	IN
37060	80	2	madre	madre	NN
37060	80	3	Uana	Uana	NNP
37060	80	4	Jan	Jan	NNP
37060	80	5	Fiene	Fiene	NNP
37060	80	6	cincuerta	cincuerta	VB
37060	80	7	anos	anos	NN
37060	80	8	.	.	.
37060	81	1	Habla	Habla	NNP
37060	81	2	Jngles	Jngles	NNPS
37060	81	3	,	,	,
37060	81	4	no	no	DT
37060	81	5	habla	habla	JJ
37060	81	6	Maori	Maori	NNP
37060	81	7	.	.	.
37060	82	1	No	no	DT
37060	82	2	trabaja	trabaja	NN
37060	82	3	tambier	tambier	NN
37060	82	4	.	.	.
37060	83	1	Se	Se	NNP
37060	83	2	gusta	gusta	NNP
37060	83	3	nadar	nadar	NNP
37060	83	4	y	y	NNP
37060	83	5	beber	beber	NN
37060	83	6	.	.	.
37060	84	1	Es	Es	NNP
37060	84	2	muy	muy	NNP
37060	84	3	simpatico	simpatico	NN
37060	84	4	,	,	,
37060	84	5	generosa	generosa	NNP
37060	84	6	,	,	,
37060	84	7	servical	servical	NNP
37060	84	8	,	,	,
37060	84	9	impulsivo	impulsivo	NNP
37060	84	10	y	y	NNP
37060	84	11	guapa	guapa	NNP
37060	84	12	.	.	.
37060	85	1	No	no	UH
37060	85	2	es	es	NN
37060	85	3	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	85	4	,	,	,
37060	85	5	introvertido	introvertido	NNP
37060	85	6	y	y	NNP
37060	85	7	rebelde	rebelde	NN
37060	85	8	.	.	.
37060	86	1	Mi	mi	IN
37060	86	2	hermana	hermana	VB
37060	86	3	Uama	Uama	NNP
37060	86	4	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	86	5	.	.	.
37060	87	1	Tiene	Tiene	NNP
37060	87	2	Viente	Viente	NNP
37060	87	3	y	y	NNP
37060	87	4	seis	seis	NNP
37060	87	5	anos	anos	NNP
37060	87	6	.	.	.
37060	88	1	Tiene	Tiene	NNP
37060	88	2	un	un	NNP
37060	88	3	esposo	esposo	NNP
37060	88	4	y	y	NNP
37060	88	5	dos	dos	NNP
37060	88	6	ninos	ninos	NNP
37060	88	7	.	.	.
37060	89	1	La	La	NNP
37060	89	2	nina	nina	NNP
37060	89	3	el	el	NNP
37060	89	4	mayor	mayor	NNP
37060	89	5	que	que	NNP
37060	89	6	la	la	NNP
37060	89	7	nino	nino	NNP
37060	89	8	.	.	.
37060	90	1	Habla	Habla	NNP
37060	90	2	Italiano	Italiano	NNP
37060	90	3	y	y	NNP
37060	90	4	ingles	ingle	NNS
37060	90	5	.	.	.
37060	91	1	No	no	DT
37060	91	2	habla	habla	JJ
37060	91	3	Maori	Maori	NNP
37060	91	4	.	.	.
37060	92	1	Es	Es	NNP
37060	92	2	guapa	guapa	NNP
37060	92	3	,	,	,
37060	92	4	simpatica	simpatica	NNP
37060	92	5	,	,	,
37060	92	6	maravellosa	maravellosa	NNP
37060	92	7	,	,	,
37060	92	8	Trabajadora	Trabajadora	NNP
37060	92	9	y	y	NNP
37060	92	10	divertida	divertida	NN
37060	92	11	.	.	.
37060	93	1	No	no	UH
37060	93	2	es	es	NNP
37060	93	3	optimista	optimista	NN
37060	93	4	,	,	,
37060	93	5	terrible	terrible	JJ
37060	93	6	,	,	,
37060	93	7	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	93	8	,	,	,
37060	93	9	y	y	NNP
37060	93	10	aburrida	aburrida	NN
37060	93	11	.	.	.
37060	94	1	Letter	letter	NN
37060	94	2	as	as	IN
37060	94	3	corrected	correct	VBN
37060	94	4	,	,	,
37060	94	5	with	with	IN
37060	94	6	gratitude	gratitude	NN
37060	94	7	to	to	IN
37060	94	8	Esther	Esther	NNP
37060	94	9	Erbele	Erbele	NNP
37060	94	10	,	,	,
37060	94	11	Waterloo	Waterloo	NNP
37060	94	12	,	,	,
37060	94	13	Iowa	Iowa	NNP
37060	94	14	,	,	,
37060	94	15	April	April	NNP
37060	94	16	19	19	CD
37060	94	17	,	,	,
37060	94	18	2006	2006	CD
37060	94	19	.	.	.
37060	95	1	Please	please	UH
37060	95	2	note	note	VB
37060	95	3	:	:	:
37060	95	4	Since	since	IN
37060	95	5	the	the	DT
37060	95	6	English	english	JJ
37060	95	7	alphabet	alphabet	NN
37060	95	8	lacks	lack	VBZ
37060	95	9	certain	certain	JJ
37060	95	10	features	feature	NNS
37060	95	11	commonly	commonly	RB
37060	95	12	used	use	VBN
37060	95	13	in	in	IN
37060	95	14	Spanish	Spanish	NNP
37060	95	15	,	,	,
37060	95	16	the	the	DT
37060	95	17	following	follow	VBG
37060	95	18	words	word	NNS
37060	95	19	are	be	VBP
37060	95	20	given	give	VBN
37060	95	21	below	below	RP
37060	95	22	,	,	,
37060	95	23	with	with	IN
37060	95	24	explanation	explanation	NN
37060	95	25	:	:	:
37060	95	26	llamo	llamo	NNP
37060	95	27	-	-	HYPH
37060	95	28	pronounced	pronounce	VBN
37060	95	29	YAH	YAH	NNP
37060	95	30	-	-	HYPH
37060	95	31	mo	mo	NNP
37060	95	32	.	.	.
37060	96	1	anos	anos	NNP
37060	96	2	-	-	:
37060	96	3	requires	require	VBZ
37060	96	4	a	a	DT
37060	96	5	wavy	wavy	NNP
37060	96	6	line	line	NN
37060	96	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	96	8	tilde	tilde	NNP
37060	96	9	)	)	-RRB-
37060	96	10	over	over	IN
37060	96	11	the	the	DT
37060	96	12	n	n	NN
37060	96	13	,	,	,
37060	96	14	pronounced	pronounced	JJ
37060	96	15	AHN	AHN	NNP
37060	96	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	96	17	yos	yos	NNP
37060	96	18	.	.	.
37060	97	1	nina	nina	NNP
37060	97	2	-	-	:
37060	97	3	requires	require	VBZ
37060	97	4	a	a	DT
37060	97	5	wavy	wavy	NNP
37060	97	6	line	line	NN
37060	97	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	97	8	tilde	tilde	NNP
37060	97	9	)	)	-RRB-
37060	97	10	over	over	IN
37060	97	11	the	the	DT
37060	97	12	second	second	JJ
37060	97	13	n	n	NNP
37060	97	14	,	,	,
37060	97	15	pronounced	pronounced	JJ
37060	97	16	NEEN	NEEN	NNP
37060	97	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	97	18	yah	yah	NNP
37060	97	19	.	.	.
37060	98	1	nino	nino	NNP
37060	98	2	-	-	:
37060	98	3	requires	require	VBZ
37060	98	4	a	a	DT
37060	98	5	wavy	wavy	NNP
37060	98	6	line	line	NN
37060	98	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	98	8	tilde	tilde	NNP
37060	98	9	)	)	-RRB-
37060	98	10	over	over	IN
37060	98	11	the	the	DT
37060	98	12	second	second	JJ
37060	98	13	n	n	NNP
37060	98	14	,	,	,
37060	98	15	pronounced	pronounced	JJ
37060	98	16	NEEN	NEEN	NNP
37060	98	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	98	18	yo	yo	NNP
37060	98	19	.	.	.
37060	99	1	ninos	ninos	NNP
37060	99	2	-	-	:
37060	99	3	requires	require	VBZ
37060	99	4	a	a	DT
37060	99	5	wavy	wavy	JJ
37060	99	6	line	line	NN
37060	99	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	99	8	tilde	tilde	NNP
37060	99	9	)	)	-RRB-
37060	99	10	over	over	IN
37060	99	11	the	the	DT
37060	99	12	second	second	JJ
37060	99	13	n	n	NNP
37060	99	14	,	,	,
37060	99	15	pronounced	pronounced	JJ
37060	99	16	NEEN	NEEN	NNP
37060	99	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	99	18	yos	yos	NNP
37060	99	19	.	.	.
37060	100	1	Ingles	ingle	NNS
37060	100	2	-	-	:
37060	100	3	requires	require	VBZ
37060	100	4	an	an	DT
37060	100	5	accent	accent	JJ
37060	100	6	mark	mark	NN
37060	100	7	over	over	IN
37060	100	8	the	the	DT
37060	100	9	es	es	NNP
37060	100	10	,	,	,
37060	100	11	pronounced	pronounce	VBN
37060	100	12	een	een	NN
37060	100	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	100	14	GLES	gle	NNS
37060	100	15	.	.	.
37060	101	1	simpatica	simpatica	NNP
37060	101	2	-	-	:
37060	101	3	requires	require	VBZ
37060	101	4	an	an	DT
37060	101	5	accent	accent	JJ
37060	101	6	mark	mark	NN
37060	101	7	over	over	IN
37060	101	8	the	the	DT
37060	101	9	at	at	JJ
37060	101	10	,	,	,
37060	101	11	pronounced	pronounced	JJ
37060	101	12	seem	seem	NN
37060	101	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	101	14	PAT	PAT	NNP
37060	101	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	101	16	ee	ee	NNP
37060	101	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	101	18	kah	kah	NNP
37060	101	19	.	.	.
37060	102	1	simpatico	simpatico	NN
37060	102	2	-	-	:
37060	102	3	requires	require	VBZ
37060	102	4	an	an	DT
37060	102	5	accent	accent	JJ
37060	102	6	mark	mark	NN
37060	102	7	over	over	IN
37060	102	8	the	the	DT
37060	102	9	at	at	JJ
37060	102	10	,	,	,
37060	102	11	pronounced	pronounced	JJ
37060	102	12	seem	seem	NN
37060	102	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	102	14	PAT	PAT	NNP
37060	102	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	102	16	ee	ee	NNP
37060	102	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	102	18	ko	ko	NNP
37060	102	19	.	.	.
37060	103	1	Punctuation	punctuation	NN
37060	103	2	:	:	:
37060	103	3	In	in	IN
37060	103	4	Spanish	Spanish	NNP
37060	103	5	,	,	,
37060	103	6	the	the	DT
37060	103	7	exclamation	exclamation	NN
37060	103	8	point	point	NN
37060	103	9	(	(	-LRB-
37060	103	10	and	and	CC
37060	103	11	the	the	DT
37060	103	12	question	question	NN
37060	103	13	mark	mark	NN
37060	103	14	)	)	-RRB-
37060	103	15	appear	appear	VBP
37060	103	16	at	at	IN
37060	103	17	the	the	DT
37060	103	18	end	end	NN
37060	103	19	of	of	IN
37060	103	20	the	the	DT
37060	103	21	sentence	sentence	NN
37060	103	22	,	,	,
37060	103	23	and	and	CC
37060	103	24	"	"	``
37060	103	25	upside	upside	RB
37060	103	26	down	down	RB
37060	103	27	"	"	''
37060	103	28	at	at	IN
37060	103	29	the	the	DT
37060	103	30	beginning	beginning	NN
37060	103	31	of	of	IN
37060	103	32	the	the	DT
37060	103	33	same	same	JJ
37060	103	34	sentence	sentence	NN
37060	103	35	.	.	.
37060	104	1	Hola	Hola	NNP
37060	104	2	!	!	.
37060	105	1	Me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	105	2	llamo	llamo	JJ
37060	105	3	Dean	Dean	NNP
37060	105	4	Soy	Soy	NNP
37060	105	5	de	de	NNP
37060	105	6	Nueva	Nueva	NNP
37060	105	7	Zelanda	Zelanda	NNP
37060	105	8	Tengo	Tengo	NNP
37060	105	9	29	29	CD
37060	105	10	anos	anos	NN
37060	105	11	Hay	Hay	NNP
37060	105	12	cuatro	cuatro	NN
37060	105	13	en	en	IN
37060	105	14	mi	mi	NNP
37060	105	15	familia	familia	NNP
37060	105	16	,	,	,
37060	105	17	Mis	Mis	NNP
37060	105	18	padres	padre	VBZ
37060	105	19	,	,	,
37060	105	20	mi	mi	NNP
37060	105	21	hermana	hermana	NNP
37060	105	22	y	y	NNP
37060	105	23	yo	yo	NNP
37060	105	24	.	.	.
37060	106	1	Mis	Mis	NNP
37060	106	2	padres	padre	VBZ
37060	106	3	viven	viven	RB
37060	106	4	en	en	IN
37060	106	5	Auckland	Auckland	NNP
37060	106	6	,	,	,
37060	106	7	Nueva	Nueva	NNP
37060	106	8	Zelanda	Zelanda	NNP
37060	106	9	.	.	.
37060	107	1	Mientras	Mientras	NNP
37060	107	2	que	que	NNP
37060	107	3	mi	mi	NNP
37060	107	4	hermana	hermana	NNP
37060	107	5	vive	vive	NNP
37060	107	6	en	en	IN
37060	107	7	Wigan	Wigan	NNP
37060	107	8	,	,	,
37060	107	9	Inglaterra	Inglaterra	NNP
37060	107	10	,	,	,
37060	107	11	con	con	XX
37060	107	12	su	su	NNP
37060	107	13	familia	familia	NNP
37060	107	14	.	.	.
37060	108	1	Mi	mi	IN
37060	108	2	padre	padre	NN
37060	108	3	se	se	NN
37060	108	4	llama	llama	NNP
37060	108	5	Merv	Merv	NNP
37060	108	6	,	,	,
37060	108	7	tiene	tiene	NNP
37060	108	8	cincuenta	cincuenta	NNP
37060	108	9	y	y	NNP
37060	108	10	cuatro	cuatro	NNP
37060	108	11	(	(	-LRB-
37060	108	12	54	54	CD
37060	108	13	)	)	-RRB-
37060	108	14	anos	ano	NNS
37060	108	15	.	.	.
37060	109	1	Trabaja	trabaja	FW
37060	109	2	en	en	FW
37060	109	3	la	la	FW
37060	109	4	policia	policia	NNP
37060	109	5	.	.	.
37060	110	1	Habla	Habla	NNP
37060	110	2	Maori	Maori	NNP
37060	110	3	e	e	NN
37060	110	4	Ingles	Ingles	NNP
37060	110	5	.	.	.
37060	111	1	Juega	Juega	NNP
37060	111	2	rugby	rugby	NN
37060	111	3	y	y	NNP
37060	111	4	tenis	tenis	NNP
37060	111	5	.	.	.
37060	112	1	Toca	Toca	NNP
37060	112	2	la	la	NNP
37060	112	3	guitarra	guitarra	NNP
37060	112	4	.	.	.
37060	113	1	Es	Es	NNP
37060	113	2	muy	muy	NNP
37060	113	3	simpatico	simpatico	NN
37060	113	4	,	,	,
37060	113	5	generoso	generoso	NNP
37060	113	6	,	,	,
37060	113	7	ocupado	ocupado	NNP
37060	113	8	,	,	,
37060	113	9	sincero	sincero	NNP
37060	113	10	y	y	NNP
37060	113	11	sentimental	sentimental	NN
37060	113	12	.	.	.
37060	114	1	No	no	UH
37060	114	2	es	es	NN
37060	114	3	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	114	4	,	,	,
37060	114	5	terrible	terrible	JJ
37060	114	6	o	o	NN
37060	114	7	impulsivo	impulsivo	NN
37060	114	8	.	.	.
37060	115	1	Le	Le	NNP
37060	115	2	gusta	gusta	NNP
37060	115	3	viajar	viajar	NNP
37060	115	4	con	con	NNP
37060	115	5	mi	mi	NNP
37060	115	6	madre	madre	NNP
37060	115	7	.	.	.
37060	116	1	Mi	mi	IN
37060	116	2	madre	madre	NNP
37060	116	3	se	se	NNP
37060	116	4	llama	llama	NN
37060	116	5	Jan	Jan	NNP
37060	116	6	,	,	,
37060	116	7	tiene	tiene	NNP
37060	116	8	cincuenta	cincuenta	NNP
37060	116	9	(	(	-LRB-
37060	116	10	50	50	CD
37060	116	11	)	)	-RRB-
37060	116	12	anos	ano	NNS
37060	116	13	.	.	.
37060	117	1	Habla	Habla	NNP
37060	117	2	Ingles	Ingles	NNP
37060	117	3	,	,	,
37060	117	4	no	no	DT
37060	117	5	habla	habla	JJ
37060	117	6	Maori	Maori	NNP
37060	117	7	.	.	.
37060	118	1	No	no	DT
37060	118	2	trabaja	trabaja	NN
37060	118	3	tambien	tambien	NN
37060	118	4	.	.	.
37060	119	1	Le	Le	NNP
37060	119	2	gusta	gusta	NNP
37060	119	3	nadar	nadar	NNP
37060	119	4	y	y	NNP
37060	119	5	beber	beber	NN
37060	119	6	.	.	.
37060	120	1	Es	Es	NNP
37060	120	2	muy	muy	NNP
37060	120	3	simpatica	simpatica	NNP
37060	120	4	,	,	,
37060	120	5	generosa	generosa	NNP
37060	120	6	,	,	,
37060	120	7	servicial	servicial	NNP
37060	120	8	,	,	,
37060	120	9	impulsivo	impulsivo	NNP
37060	120	10	y	y	NNP
37060	120	11	guapa	guapa	NNP
37060	120	12	.	.	.
37060	121	1	No	no	UH
37060	121	2	es	es	NN
37060	121	3	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	121	4	,	,	,
37060	121	5	introvertido	introvertido	NNP
37060	121	6	o	o	XX
37060	121	7	rebelde	rebelde	NN
37060	121	8	.	.	.
37060	122	1	Mi	mi	IN
37060	122	2	hermana	hermana	NNP
37060	122	3	se	se	NNP
37060	122	4	llama	llama	FW
37060	122	5	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	122	6	,	,	,
37060	122	7	tiene	tiene	NNP
37060	122	8	viente	viente	NNP
37060	122	9	y	y	NNP
37060	122	10	seis	seis	NNP
37060	122	11	(	(	-LRB-
37060	122	12	26	26	CD
37060	122	13	)	)	-RRB-
37060	122	14	anos	ano	NNS
37060	122	15	.	.	.
37060	123	1	Tiene	Tiene	NNP
37060	123	2	un	un	NNP
37060	123	3	esposo	esposo	NNP
37060	123	4	y	y	NNP
37060	123	5	dos	dos	NNP
37060	123	6	ninos	ninos	NNP
37060	123	7	.	.	.
37060	124	1	La	La	NNP
37060	124	2	nina	nina	NNP
37060	124	3	es	es	NNP
37060	124	4	mayor	mayor	NNP
37060	124	5	,	,	,
37060	124	6	que	que	NNP
37060	124	7	el	el	NNP
37060	124	8	nino	nino	NNP
37060	124	9	.	.	.
37060	125	1	Habla	Habla	NNP
37060	125	2	Italiano	Italiano	NNP
37060	125	3	e	e	NNP
37060	125	4	Ingles	Ingles	NNP
37060	125	5	.	.	.
37060	126	1	No	no	DT
37060	126	2	habla	habla	JJ
37060	126	3	Maori	Maori	NNP
37060	126	4	.	.	.
37060	127	1	Es	Es	NNP
37060	127	2	guapa	guapa	NNP
37060	127	3	,	,	,
37060	127	4	simpatica	simpatica	NNP
37060	127	5	,	,	,
37060	127	6	maravillosa	maravillosa	NNP
37060	127	7	,	,	,
37060	127	8	trabajadora	trabajadora	NNP
37060	127	9	y	y	NNP
37060	127	10	divertida	divertida	NNP
37060	127	11	.	.	.
37060	128	1	No	no	UH
37060	128	2	es	es	NN
37060	128	3	oportunista	oportunista	NNS
37060	128	4	,	,	,
37060	128	5	terrible	terrible	JJ
37060	128	6	,	,	,
37060	128	7	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	128	8	,	,	,
37060	128	9	o	o	NN
37060	128	10	aburrida	aburrida	NN
37060	128	11	.	.	.
37060	129	1	Letter	letter	NN
37060	129	2	translated	translate	VBN
37060	129	3	by	by	IN
37060	129	4	Esther	Esther	NNP
37060	129	5	Erbele	Erbele	NNP
37060	129	6	,	,	,
37060	129	7	Waterloo	Waterloo	NNP
37060	129	8	,	,	,
37060	129	9	Iowa	Iowa	NNP
37060	129	10	,	,	,
37060	129	11	April	April	NNP
37060	129	12	19	19	CD
37060	129	13	,	,	,
37060	129	14	2006	2006	CD
37060	129	15	.	.	.
37060	130	1	Hello	hello	UH
37060	130	2	!	!	.
37060	131	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	131	2	name	name	NN
37060	131	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	131	4	Dean	Dean	NNP
37060	131	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	131	6	'm	be	VBP
37060	131	7	from	from	IN
37060	131	8	New	New	NNP
37060	131	9	Zealand	Zealand	NNP
37060	131	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	131	11	'm	be	VBP
37060	131	12	29	29	CD
37060	131	13	years	year	NNS
37060	131	14	old	old	JJ
37060	131	15	There	there	EX
37060	131	16	are	be	VBP
37060	131	17	four	four	CD
37060	131	18	(	(	-LRB-
37060	131	19	4	4	CD
37060	131	20	)	)	-RRB-
37060	131	21	in	in	IN
37060	131	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	131	23	family	family	NN
37060	131	24	,	,	,
37060	131	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	131	26	parents	parent	NNS
37060	131	27	,	,	,
37060	131	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	131	29	sister	sister	NN
37060	131	30	,	,	,
37060	131	31	and	and	CC
37060	131	32	I.	i.	NN
37060	132	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	132	2	parents	parent	NNS
37060	132	3	live	live	VBP
37060	132	4	in	in	IN
37060	132	5	Aukland	Aukland	NNP
37060	132	6	,	,	,
37060	132	7	New	New	NNP
37060	132	8	Zealand	Zealand	NNP
37060	132	9	.	.	.
37060	133	1	Meanwhile	meanwhile	RB
37060	133	2	,	,	,
37060	133	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	133	4	sister	sister	NN
37060	133	5	lives	live	VBZ
37060	133	6	in	in	IN
37060	133	7	Wigan	Wigan	NNP
37060	133	8	(	(	-LRB-
37060	133	9	Manchester	Manchester	NNP
37060	133	10	)	)	-RRB-
37060	133	11	,	,	,
37060	133	12	England	England	NNP
37060	133	13	,	,	,
37060	133	14	with	with	IN
37060	133	15	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	133	16	family	family	NN
37060	133	17	.	.	.
37060	134	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	134	2	father	father	NN
37060	134	3	named	name	VBN
37060	134	4	Merv	Merv	NNP
37060	134	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	134	6	fifty	fifty	CD
37060	134	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	134	8	four	four	CD
37060	134	9	(	(	-LRB-
37060	134	10	54	54	CD
37060	134	11	)	)	-RRB-
37060	134	12	years	year	NNS
37060	134	13	old	old	JJ
37060	134	14	.	.	.
37060	135	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	135	2	works	work	VBZ
37060	135	3	in	in	IN
37060	135	4	the	the	DT
37060	135	5	police	police	NN
37060	135	6	department	department	NN
37060	135	7	.	.	.
37060	136	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	136	2	speaks	speak	VBZ
37060	136	3	Maori	Maori	NNP
37060	136	4	and	and	CC
37060	136	5	English	English	NNP
37060	136	6	.	.	.
37060	137	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	137	2	plays	play	VBZ
37060	137	3	rugby	rugby	NN
37060	137	4	and	and	CC
37060	137	5	tennis	tennis	NN
37060	137	6	.	.	.
37060	138	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	138	2	plays	play	VBZ
37060	138	3	the	the	DT
37060	138	4	guitar	guitar	NN
37060	138	5	.	.	.
37060	139	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	139	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	139	3	agreeable	agreeable	JJ
37060	139	4	generous	generous	JJ
37060	139	5	,	,	,
37060	139	6	involved	involved	JJ
37060	139	7	,	,	,
37060	139	8	sincere	sincere	JJ
37060	139	9	,	,	,
37060	139	10	and	and	CC
37060	139	11	sentimental	sentimental	NN
37060	139	12	.	.	.
37060	140	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	140	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	140	3	not	not	RB
37060	140	4	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	140	5	,	,	,
37060	140	6	terrible	terrible	JJ
37060	140	7	,	,	,
37060	140	8	or	or	CC
37060	140	9	impulsive	impulsive	JJ
37060	140	10	.	.	.
37060	141	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	141	2	likes	like	VBZ
37060	141	3	to	to	TO
37060	141	4	travel	travel	VB
37060	141	5	with	with	IN
37060	141	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	141	7	mother	mother	NN
37060	141	8	.	.	.
37060	142	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	142	2	mother	mother	NN
37060	142	3	named	name	VBN
37060	142	4	Jan	Jan	NNP
37060	142	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	142	6	fifty	fifty	CD
37060	142	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	142	8	50	50	CD
37060	142	9	)	)	-RRB-
37060	142	10	years	year	NNS
37060	142	11	old	old	JJ
37060	142	12	.	.	.
37060	143	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	143	2	speaks	speak	VBZ
37060	143	3	English	English	NNP
37060	143	4	,	,	,
37060	143	5	does	do	VBZ
37060	143	6	not	not	RB
37060	143	7	speak	speak	VB
37060	143	8	Maori	Maori	NNP
37060	143	9	.	.	.
37060	144	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	144	2	does	do	VBZ
37060	144	3	not	not	RB
37060	144	4	work	work	VB
37060	144	5	also	also	RB
37060	144	6	.	.	.
37060	145	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	145	2	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	145	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	145	4	not	not	RB
37060	145	5	employed	employ	VBN
37060	145	6	outside	outside	IN
37060	145	7	the	the	DT
37060	145	8	home	home	NN
37060	145	9	.	.	.
37060	145	10	)	)	-RRB-
37060	146	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	146	2	likes	like	VBZ
37060	146	3	to	to	TO
37060	146	4	swim	swim	VB
37060	146	5	and	and	CC
37060	146	6	drink	drink	VB
37060	146	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	146	8	refreshments	refreshment	NNS
37060	146	9	)	)	-RRB-
37060	146	10	.	.	.
37060	147	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	147	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	147	3	agreeable	agreeable	JJ
37060	147	4	,	,	,
37060	147	5	generous	generous	JJ
37060	147	6	,	,	,
37060	147	7	a	a	DT
37060	147	8	helper	helper	NN
37060	147	9	,	,	,
37060	147	10	impulsive	impulsive	JJ
37060	147	11	,	,	,
37060	147	12	and	and	CC
37060	147	13	good	good	JJ
37060	147	14	looking	looking	NN
37060	147	15	.	.	.
37060	148	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	148	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	148	3	not	not	RB
37060	148	4	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	148	5	,	,	,
37060	148	6	introverted	introvert	VBN
37060	148	7	,	,	,
37060	148	8	or	or	CC
37060	148	9	rebellious	rebellious	JJ
37060	148	10	.	.	.
37060	149	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	149	2	sister	sister	NN
37060	149	3	named	name	VBN
37060	149	4	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	149	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	149	6	twenty	twenty	CD
37060	149	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	149	8	six	six	CD
37060	149	9	(	(	-LRB-
37060	149	10	26	26	CD
37060	149	11	)	)	-RRB-
37060	149	12	years	year	NNS
37060	149	13	old	old	JJ
37060	149	14	.	.	.
37060	150	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	150	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	150	3	a	a	DT
37060	150	4	husband	husband	NN
37060	150	5	and	and	CC
37060	150	6	two	two	CD
37060	150	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	150	8	2	2	CD
37060	150	9	)	)	-RRB-
37060	150	10	children	child	NNS
37060	150	11	.	.	.
37060	151	1	The	the	DT
37060	151	2	girl	girl	NN
37060	151	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	151	4	older	old	JJR
37060	151	5	than	than	IN
37060	151	6	the	the	DT
37060	151	7	boy	boy	NN
37060	151	8	.	.	.
37060	152	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	152	2	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	152	3	)	)	-RRB-
37060	152	4	speaks	speak	VBZ
37060	152	5	Italian	Italian	NNP
37060	152	6	and	and	CC
37060	152	7	English	English	NNP
37060	152	8	.	.	.
37060	153	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	153	2	does	do	VBZ
37060	153	3	n't	not	RB
37060	153	4	speak	speak	VB
37060	153	5	Maori	Maori	NNP
37060	153	6	.	.	.
37060	154	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	154	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	154	3	good	good	JJ
37060	154	4	looking	looking	JJ
37060	154	5	,	,	,
37060	154	6	agreeable	agreeable	JJ
37060	154	7	,	,	,
37060	154	8	marvelous	marvelous	NNP
37060	154	9	,	,	,
37060	154	10	a	a	DT
37060	154	11	good	good	JJ
37060	154	12	worker	worker	NN
37060	154	13	,	,	,
37060	154	14	and	and	CC
37060	154	15	enjoys	enjoy	VBZ
37060	154	16	herself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	154	17	.	.	.
37060	155	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	155	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	155	3	not	not	RB
37060	155	4	opportunistic	opportunistic	JJ
37060	155	5	,	,	,
37060	155	6	terrible	terrible	JJ
37060	155	7	,	,	,
37060	155	8	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	155	9	,	,	,
37060	155	10	or	or	CC
37060	155	11	boring	boring	JJ
37060	155	12	.	.	.
37060	156	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	156	2	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	156	3	's	's	POS
37060	156	4	trip	trip	NN
37060	156	5	to	to	IN
37060	156	6	Mexico	Mexico	NNP
37060	156	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	156	8	presented	present	VBN
37060	156	9	on	on	IN
37060	156	10	PAGE	PAGE	NNP
37060	156	11	160	160	CD
37060	156	12	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	156	13	21	21	CD
37060	156	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	156	15	Twelfth	Twelfth	NNP
37060	156	16	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	156	17	.	.	.
37060	156	18	)	)	-RRB-
37060	157	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	157	2	1	1	CD
37060	157	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	157	4	1	1	CD
37060	157	5	Early	early	JJ
37060	157	6	Years	year	NNS
37060	157	7	"	"	''
37060	157	8	Having	have	VBG
37060	157	9	no	no	DT
37060	157	10	definite	definite	JJ
37060	157	11	values	value	NNS
37060	157	12	,	,	,
37060	157	13	one	one	CD
37060	157	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	157	15	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	157	16	,	,	,
37060	157	17	insubstantial	insubstantial	JJ
37060	157	18	and	and	CC
37060	157	19	devoid	devoid	JJ
37060	157	20	of	of	IN
37060	157	21	character	character	NN
37060	157	22	.	.	.
37060	157	23	"	"	''
37060	158	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	158	2	ONE	one	CD
37060	158	3	Early	early	JJ
37060	158	4	Years	year	NNS
37060	158	5	Long	long	RB
37060	158	6	before	before	IN
37060	158	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	158	8	entered	enter	VBD
37060	158	9	the	the	DT
37060	158	10	world	world	NN
37060	158	11	,	,	,
37060	158	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	158	13	family	family	NN
37060	158	14	indulged	indulge	VBD
37060	158	15	in	in	IN
37060	158	16	activities	activity	NNS
37060	158	17	which	which	WDT
37060	158	18	germinated	germinate	VBD
37060	158	19	lasting	last	VBG
37060	158	20	memories	memory	NNS
37060	158	21	in	in	IN
37060	158	22	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	158	23	minds	mind	NNS
37060	158	24	,	,	,
37060	158	25	and	and	CC
37060	158	26	though	though	IN
37060	158	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	158	28	do	do	VBP
37060	158	29	not	not	RB
37060	158	30	personally	personally	RB
37060	158	31	recall	recall	VB
37060	158	32	such	such	JJ
37060	158	33	events	event	NNS
37060	158	34	,	,	,
37060	158	35	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	158	36	existence	existence	NN
37060	158	37	often	often	RB
37060	158	38	touched	touch	VBD
37060	158	39	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	158	40	life	life	NN
37060	158	41	in	in	IN
37060	158	42	some	some	DT
37060	158	43	way	way	NN
37060	158	44	.	.	.
37060	159	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	159	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	159	3	ancestors	ancestor	NNS
37060	159	4	lived	live	VBD
37060	159	5	differently	differently	RB
37060	159	6	over	over	IN
37060	159	7	the	the	DT
37060	159	8	course	course	NN
37060	159	9	of	of	IN
37060	159	10	time	time	NN
37060	159	11	,	,	,
37060	159	12	the	the	DT
37060	159	13	most	most	RBS
37060	159	14	insignificant	insignificant	JJ
37060	159	15	alteration	alteration	NN
37060	159	16	could	could	MD
37060	159	17	have	have	VB
37060	159	18	impeded	impede	VBN
37060	159	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	159	20	very	very	JJ
37060	159	21	life	life	NN
37060	159	22	.	.	.
37060	160	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	160	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	160	3	the	the	DT
37060	160	4	delicate	delicate	JJ
37060	160	5	thread	thread	NN
37060	160	6	from	from	IN
37060	160	7	which	which	WDT
37060	160	8	humanity	humanity	NN
37060	160	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	160	10	suspended	suspend	VBN
37060	160	11	and	and	CC
37060	160	12	on	on	IN
37060	160	13	which	which	WDT
37060	160	14	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	160	15	depend	depend	VBP
37060	160	16	to	to	TO
37060	160	17	obtain	obtain	VB
37060	160	18	,	,	,
37060	160	19	and	and	CC
37060	160	20	retain	retain	VB
37060	160	21	life	life	NN
37060	160	22	.	.	.
37060	161	1	The	the	DT
37060	161	2	two	two	CD
37060	161	3	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	161	4	to	to	TO
37060	161	5	whom	whom	WP
37060	161	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	161	7	am	be	VBP
37060	161	8	inextricably	inextricably	RB
37060	161	9	bound	bind	VBN
37060	161	10	,	,	,
37060	161	11	are	be	VBP
37060	161	12	,	,	,
37060	161	13	of	of	IN
37060	161	14	course	course	NN
37060	161	15	,	,	,
37060	161	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	161	17	parents	parent	NNS
37060	161	18	.	.	.
37060	162	1	Through	through	IN
37060	162	2	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	162	3	childhood	childhood	NN
37060	162	4	reflections	reflection	NNS
37060	162	5	,	,	,
37060	162	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	162	7	have	have	VBP
37060	162	8	been	be	VBN
37060	162	9	able	able	JJ
37060	162	10	to	to	TO
37060	162	11	meld	meld	VB
37060	162	12	history	history	NN
37060	162	13	into	into	IN
37060	162	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	162	15	being	being	NN
37060	162	16	,	,	,
37060	162	17	for	for	IN
37060	162	18	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	162	19	past	past	NN
37060	162	20	is	be	VBZ
37060	162	21	part	part	NN
37060	162	22	of	of	IN
37060	162	23	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	162	24	.	.	.
37060	163	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	163	2	always	always	RB
37060	163	3	loved	love	VBD
37060	163	4	older	old	JJR
37060	163	5	people	people	NNS
37060	163	6	,	,	,
37060	163	7	especially	especially	RB
37060	163	8	those	those	DT
37060	163	9	who	who	WP
37060	163	10	had	have	VBD
37060	163	11	not	not	RB
37060	163	12	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	163	13	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	163	14	to	to	TO
37060	163	15	become	become	VB
37060	163	16	embittered	embitter	VBN
37060	163	17	by	by	IN
37060	163	18	time	time	NN
37060	163	19	and	and	CC
37060	163	20	the	the	DT
37060	163	21	changes	change	NNS
37060	163	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	163	23	renders	render	VBZ
37060	163	24	upon	upon	IN
37060	163	25	all	all	DT
37060	163	26	living	living	JJ
37060	163	27	and	and	CC
37060	163	28	inanimate	inanimate	VB
37060	163	29	things	thing	NNS
37060	163	30	.	.	.
37060	164	1	Too	too	RB
37060	164	2	often	often	RB
37060	164	3	,	,	,
37060	164	4	old	old	JJ
37060	164	5	age	age	NN
37060	164	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	164	7	maligned	malign	VBN
37060	164	8	,	,	,
37060	164	9	as	as	IN
37060	164	10	if	if	IN
37060	164	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	164	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	164	13	a	a	DT
37060	164	14	communicable	communicable	JJ
37060	164	15	disease	disease	NN
37060	164	16	that	that	WDT
37060	164	17	,	,	,
37060	164	18	avoided	avoid	VBD
37060	164	19	or	or	CC
37060	164	20	ignored	ignore	VBN
37060	164	21	,	,	,
37060	164	22	will	will	MD
37060	164	23	never	never	RB
37060	164	24	touch	touch	VB
37060	164	25	more	more	RBR
37060	164	26	than	than	IN
37060	164	27	that	that	DT
37060	164	28	which	which	WDT
37060	164	29	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	164	30	has	have	VBZ
37060	164	31	already	already	RB
37060	164	32	claimed	claim	VBN
37060	164	33	.	.	.
37060	165	1	Reacting	react	VBG
37060	165	2	thus	thus	RB
37060	165	3	,	,	,
37060	165	4	an	an	DT
37060	165	5	individual	individual	JJ
37060	165	6	gains	gain	NNS
37060	165	7	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	165	8	and	and	CC
37060	165	9	loses	lose	VBZ
37060	165	10	the	the	DT
37060	165	11	joy	joy	NN
37060	165	12	begotten	begotten	NNP
37060	165	13	of	of	IN
37060	165	14	the	the	DT
37060	165	15	remembrances	remembrance	NNS
37060	165	16	related	relate	VBN
37060	165	17	through	through	IN
37060	165	18	wrinkled	wrinkle	VBN
37060	165	19	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	165	20	and	and	CC
37060	165	21	twinkling	twinkle	VBG
37060	165	22	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	165	23	.	.	.
37060	166	1	Older	old	JJR
37060	166	2	people	people	NNS
37060	166	3	have	have	VBP
37060	166	4	much	much	JJ
37060	166	5	to	to	TO
37060	166	6	give	give	VB
37060	166	7	;	;	:
37060	166	8	love	love	NN
37060	166	9	,	,	,
37060	166	10	which	which	WDT
37060	166	11	like	like	IN
37060	166	12	a	a	DT
37060	166	13	fine	fine	JJ
37060	166	14	wine	wine	NN
37060	166	15	,	,	,
37060	166	16	matures	mature	NNS
37060	166	17	and	and	CC
37060	166	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	166	19	sweeter	sweet	JJR
37060	166	20	with	with	IN
37060	166	21	age	age	NN
37060	166	22	;	;	:
37060	166	23	reflections	reflection	NNS
37060	166	24	of	of	IN
37060	166	25	the	the	DT
37060	166	26	past	past	NN
37060	166	27	that	that	WDT
37060	166	28	,	,	,
37060	166	29	unheard	unheard	JJ
37060	166	30	,	,	,
37060	166	31	will	will	MD
37060	166	32	be	be	VB
37060	166	33	buried	bury	VBN
37060	166	34	and	and	CC
37060	166	35	appreciated	appreciate	VBN
37060	166	36	by	by	IN
37060	166	37	no	no	DT
37060	166	38	one	one	NN
37060	166	39	;	;	:
37060	166	40	and	and	CC
37060	166	41	the	the	DT
37060	166	42	wisdom	wisdom	NN
37060	166	43	and	and	CC
37060	166	44	tranquillity	tranquillity	NN
37060	166	45	of	of	IN
37060	166	46	character	character	NN
37060	166	47	that	that	WDT
37060	166	48	comes	come	VBZ
37060	166	49	with	with	IN
37060	166	50	the	the	DT
37060	166	51	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	166	52	of	of	IN
37060	166	53	death	death	NN
37060	166	54	and	and	CC
37060	166	55	the	the	DT
37060	166	56	ability	ability	NN
37060	166	57	to	to	TO
37060	166	58	live	live	VB
37060	166	59	.	.	.
37060	167	1	Many	many	JJ
37060	167	2	times	time	NNS
37060	167	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	167	4	hear	hear	VBP
37060	167	5	the	the	DT
37060	167	6	complaint	complaint	NN
37060	167	7	that	that	IN
37060	167	8	an	an	DT
37060	167	9	older	old	JJR
37060	167	10	person	person	NN
37060	167	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	167	12	"	"	``
37060	167	13	set	set	VBN
37060	167	14	in	in	IN
37060	167	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	167	16	ways	way	NNS
37060	167	17	"	"	''
37060	167	18	and	and	CC
37060	167	19	will	will	MD
37060	167	20	yield	yield	VB
37060	167	21	to	to	IN
37060	167	22	no	no	DT
37060	167	23	fresh	fresh	JJ
37060	167	24	mode	mode	NN
37060	167	25	of	of	IN
37060	167	26	thought	thought	NN
37060	167	27	.	.	.
37060	168	1	To	to	IN
37060	168	2	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	168	3	,	,	,
37060	168	4	this	this	DT
37060	168	5	indicates	indicate	VBZ
37060	168	6	that	that	IN
37060	168	7	the	the	DT
37060	168	8	older	old	JJR
37060	168	9	individual	individual	NN
37060	168	10	has	have	VBZ
37060	168	11	an	an	DT
37060	168	12	established	establish	VBN
37060	168	13	ethical	ethical	JJ
37060	168	14	and	and	CC
37060	168	15	moral	moral	JJ
37060	168	16	code	code	NN
37060	168	17	which	which	WDT
37060	168	18	evolved	evolve	VBD
37060	168	19	through	through	IN
37060	168	20	a	a	DT
37060	168	21	life	life	NN
37060	168	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	168	23	long	long	JJ
37060	168	24	struggle	struggle	NN
37060	168	25	for	for	IN
37060	168	26	inner	inner	JJ
37060	168	27	peace	peace	NN
37060	168	28	.	.	.
37060	169	1	Predictability	predictability	NN
37060	169	2	,	,	,
37060	169	3	under	under	IN
37060	169	4	these	these	DT
37060	169	5	conditions	condition	NNS
37060	169	6	,	,	,
37060	169	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	169	8	earned	earn	VBN
37060	169	9	;	;	:
37060	169	10	each	each	DT
37060	169	11	of	of	IN
37060	169	12	life	life	NN
37060	169	13	's	's	POS
37060	169	14	problematic	problematic	JJ
37060	169	15	questions	question	NNS
37060	169	16	had	have	VBD
37060	169	17	been	be	VBN
37060	169	18	meticulously	meticulously	RB
37060	169	19	solved	solve	VBN
37060	169	20	,	,	,
37060	169	21	carving	carve	VBG
37060	169	22	daily	daily	RB
37060	169	23	the	the	DT
37060	169	24	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	169	25	which	which	WDT
37060	169	26	became	become	VBD
37060	169	27	the	the	DT
37060	169	28	man	man	NN
37060	169	29	.	.	.
37060	170	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	170	2	no	no	DT
37060	170	3	definitive	definitive	JJ
37060	170	4	values	value	NNS
37060	170	5	,	,	,
37060	170	6	one	one	CD
37060	170	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	170	8	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	170	9	,	,	,
37060	170	10	insubstantial	insubstantial	JJ
37060	170	11	and	and	CC
37060	170	12	devoid	devoid	JJ
37060	170	13	of	of	IN
37060	170	14	character	character	NN
37060	170	15	.	.	.
37060	171	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	171	2	cherish	cherish	VBP
37060	171	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	171	4	father	father	NN
37060	171	5	's	's	POS
37060	171	6	childhood	childhood	NN
37060	171	7	memories	memory	NNS
37060	171	8	,	,	,
37060	171	9	and	and	CC
37060	171	10	always	always	RB
37060	171	11	listen	listen	VB
37060	171	12	with	with	IN
37060	171	13	fascination	fascination	NN
37060	171	14	when	when	WRB
37060	171	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	171	16	tells	tell	VBZ
37060	171	17	and	and	CC
37060	171	18	retells	retell	VBZ
37060	171	19	past	past	JJ
37060	171	20	events	event	NNS
37060	171	21	.	.	.
37060	172	1	Through	through	IN
37060	172	2	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	172	3	speech	speech	NN
37060	172	4	,	,	,
37060	172	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	172	6	am	be	VBP
37060	172	7	able	able	JJ
37060	172	8	to	to	TO
37060	172	9	grasp	grasp	VB
37060	172	10	the	the	DT
37060	172	11	bygone	bygone	JJ
37060	172	12	years	year	NNS
37060	172	13	and	and	CC
37060	172	14	color	color	VB
37060	172	15	the	the	DT
37060	172	16	family	family	NN
37060	172	17	portrait	portrait	NN
37060	172	18	of	of	IN
37060	172	19	which	which	WDT
37060	172	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	172	21	was	be	VBD
37060	172	22	never	never	RB
37060	172	23	an	an	DT
37060	172	24	active	active	JJ
37060	172	25	part	part	NN
37060	172	26	.	.	.
37060	173	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	173	2	father	father	NN
37060	173	3	's	's	POS
37060	173	4	father	father	NN
37060	173	5	died	die	VBD
37060	173	6	before	before	IN
37060	173	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	173	8	was	be	VBD
37060	173	9	born	bear	VBN
37060	173	10	and	and	CC
37060	173	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	173	12	mother	mother	NN
37060	173	13	shortly	shortly	RB
37060	173	14	thereafter	thereafter	RB
37060	173	15	.	.	.
37060	174	1	John	John	NNP
37060	174	2	Emil	Emil	NNP
37060	174	3	and	and	CC
37060	174	4	Hilda	Hilda	NNP
37060	174	5	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	174	6	;	;	:
37060	174	7	ancient	ancient	JJ
37060	174	8	names	name	NNS
37060	174	9	,	,	,
37060	174	10	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	174	11	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	174	12	to	to	IN
37060	174	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	174	14	,	,	,
37060	174	15	yet	yet	CC
37060	174	16	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	174	17	's	's	POS
37060	174	18	memory	memory	NN
37060	174	19	brought	bring	VBD
37060	174	20	life	life	NN
37060	174	21	to	to	IN
37060	174	22	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	174	23	photographs	photograph	NNS
37060	174	24	and	and	CC
37060	174	25	instilled	instill	VBN
37060	174	26	in	in	IN
37060	174	27	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	174	28	a	a	DT
37060	174	29	wish	wish	NN
37060	174	30	that	that	WDT
37060	174	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	174	32	could	could	MD
37060	174	33	have	have	VB
37060	174	34	known	know	VBN
37060	174	35	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	174	36	as	as	IN
37060	174	37	had	have	VBD
37060	174	38	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	174	39	father	father	NN
37060	174	40	.	.	.
37060	175	1	John	John	NNP
37060	175	2	Emil	Emil	NNP
37060	175	3	was	be	VBD
37060	175	4	a	a	DT
37060	175	5	character	character	NN
37060	175	6	;	;	:
37060	175	7	and	and	CC
37060	175	8	insatiable	insatiable	JJ
37060	175	9	tease	tease	NN
37060	175	10	who	who	WP
37060	175	11	provoked	provoke	VBD
37060	175	12	the	the	DT
37060	175	13	more	more	RBR
37060	175	14	serious	serious	JJ
37060	175	15	Hilda	Hilda	NNP
37060	175	16	:	:	:
37060	175	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	175	18	made	make	VBD
37060	175	19	dandelion	dandelion	NN
37060	175	20	wine	wine	NN
37060	175	21	and	and	CC
37060	175	22	tested	test	VBD
37060	175	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	175	24	so	so	RB
37060	175	25	frequently	frequently	RB
37060	175	26	that	that	IN
37060	175	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	175	28	was	be	VBD
37060	175	29	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	175	30	consumed	consume	VBN
37060	175	31	before	before	IN
37060	175	32	attaining	attain	VBG
37060	175	33	an	an	DT
37060	175	34	alcohol	alcohol	NN
37060	175	35	consistency	consistency	NN
37060	175	36	.	.	.
37060	176	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	176	2	ice	ice	NN
37060	176	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	176	4	sailed	sail	VBD
37060	176	5	on	on	IN
37060	176	6	the	the	DT
37060	176	7	Mississippi	Mississippi	NNP
37060	176	8	,	,	,
37060	176	9	showing	show	VBG
37060	176	10	little	little	JJ
37060	176	11	concern	concern	NN
37060	176	12	for	for	IN
37060	176	13	the	the	DT
37060	176	14	dangers	danger	NNS
37060	176	15	of	of	IN
37060	176	16	air	air	NN
37060	176	17	holes	hole	NNS
37060	176	18	and	and	CC
37060	176	19	thin	thin	JJ
37060	176	20	ice	ice	NN
37060	176	21	while	while	IN
37060	176	22	traveling	travel	VBG
37060	176	23	at	at	IN
37060	176	24	a	a	DT
37060	176	25	high	high	JJ
37060	176	26	rate	rate	NN
37060	176	27	of	of	IN
37060	176	28	speed	speed	NN
37060	176	29	.	.	.
37060	177	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	177	2	had	have	VBD
37060	177	3	learned	learn	VBN
37060	177	4	to	to	TO
37060	177	5	swim	swim	VB
37060	177	6	by	by	IN
37060	177	7	being	be	VBG
37060	177	8	pushed	push	VBN
37060	177	9	off	off	RP
37060	177	10	a	a	DT
37060	177	11	river	river	NN
37060	177	12	barge	barge	NN
37060	177	13	.	.	.
37060	178	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	178	2	never	never	RB
37060	178	3	learned	learn	VBD
37060	178	4	to	to	TO
37060	178	5	swim	swim	VB
37060	178	6	,	,	,
37060	178	7	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	178	8	because	because	IN
37060	178	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	178	10	was	be	VBD
37060	178	11	never	never	RB
37060	178	12	given	give	VBN
37060	178	13	as	as	RB
37060	178	14	good	good	JJ
37060	178	15	an	an	DT
37060	178	16	opportunity	opportunity	NN
37060	178	17	as	as	IN
37060	178	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	178	19	father	father	NN
37060	178	20	.	.	.
37060	179	1	This	this	DT
37060	179	2	served	serve	VBD
37060	179	3	as	as	IN
37060	179	4	no	no	DT
37060	179	5	impediment	impediment	NN
37060	179	6	to	to	IN
37060	179	7	fun	fun	NN
37060	179	8	,	,	,
37060	179	9	however	however	RB
37060	179	10	.	.	.
37060	180	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	180	2	was	be	VBD
37060	180	3	always	always	RB
37060	180	4	busy	busy	JJ
37060	180	5	;	;	:
37060	180	6	if	if	IN
37060	180	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	180	8	did	do	VBD
37060	180	9	not	not	RB
37060	180	10	have	have	VB
37060	180	11	toys	toy	NNS
37060	180	12	,	,	,
37060	180	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	180	14	made	make	VBD
37060	180	15	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	180	16	,	,	,
37060	180	17	setting	set	VBG
37060	180	18	to	to	TO
37060	180	19	work	work	VB
37060	180	20	with	with	IN
37060	180	21	a	a	DT
37060	180	22	natural	natural	JJ
37060	180	23	expertise	expertise	NN
37060	180	24	for	for	IN
37060	180	25	the	the	DT
37060	180	26	mechanical	mechanical	JJ
37060	180	27	realm	realm	NN
37060	180	28	.	.	.
37060	181	1	From	from	IN
37060	181	2	the	the	DT
37060	181	3	Buddy	Buddy	NNP
37060	181	4	L	L	NNP
37060	181	5	and	and	CC
37060	181	6	other	other	JJ
37060	181	7	junk	junk	NN
37060	181	8	yards	yard	NNS
37060	181	9	and	and	CC
37060	181	10	garbage	garbage	NN
37060	181	11	heaps	heap	NNS
37060	181	12	,	,	,
37060	181	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	181	14	and	and	CC
37060	181	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	181	16	brother	brother	NN
37060	181	17	salvaged	salvage	VBD
37060	181	18	rejected	reject	VBN
37060	181	19	parts	part	NNS
37060	181	20	and	and	CC
37060	181	21	recycled	recycle	VBD
37060	181	22	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	181	23	into	into	IN
37060	181	24	usable	usable	JJ
37060	181	25	toys	toy	NNS
37060	181	26	.	.	.
37060	182	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	182	2	fashioned	fashion	VBD
37060	182	3	bicycles	bicycle	NNS
37060	182	4	in	in	IN
37060	182	5	the	the	DT
37060	182	6	same	same	JJ
37060	182	7	manner	manner	NN
37060	182	8	;	;	:
37060	182	9	later	later	RB
37060	182	10	,	,	,
37060	182	11	parts	part	NNS
37060	182	12	were	be	VBD
37060	182	13	gathered	gather	VBN
37060	182	14	....	....	NFP
37060	182	15	a	a	DT
37060	182	16	scrapped	scrapped	JJ
37060	182	17	frame	frame	NN
37060	182	18	,	,	,
37060	182	19	a	a	DT
37060	182	20	model	model	NN
37060	182	21	T	T	NNP
37060	182	22	motor	motor	NN
37060	182	23	from	from	IN
37060	182	24	a	a	DT
37060	182	25	neighbor	neighbor	NN
37060	182	26	,	,	,
37060	182	27	a	a	DT
37060	182	28	coupe	coupe	NN
37060	182	29	body	body	NN
37060	182	30	from	from	IN
37060	182	31	another	another	DT
37060	182	32	area	area	NN
37060	182	33	....	....	.
37060	182	34	Bravo!	Bravo!	NNS
37060	182	35	...	...	NFP
37060	182	36	the	the	DT
37060	182	37	finished	finished	JJ
37060	182	38	product	product	NN
37060	182	39	...	...	:
37060	182	40	a	a	DT
37060	182	41	car	car	NN
37060	182	42	!	!	.
37060	183	1	When	when	WRB
37060	183	2	the	the	DT
37060	183	3	gas	gas	NN
37060	183	4	in	in	IN
37060	183	5	the	the	DT
37060	183	6	tank	tank	NN
37060	183	7	was	be	VBD
37060	183	8	low	low	JJ
37060	183	9	,	,	,
37060	183	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	183	11	was	be	VBD
37060	183	12	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	183	13	to	to	TO
37060	183	14	go	go	VB
37060	183	15	backwards	backwards	RB
37060	183	16	up	up	IN
37060	183	17	the	the	DT
37060	183	18	hill	hill	NN
37060	183	19	,	,	,
37060	183	20	allowing	allow	VBG
37060	183	21	gas	gas	NN
37060	183	22	to	to	TO
37060	183	23	flow	flow	VB
37060	183	24	into	into	IN
37060	183	25	the	the	DT
37060	183	26	carburetor	carburetor	NN
37060	183	27	.	.	.
37060	184	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	184	2	told	tell	VBD
37060	184	3	of	of	IN
37060	184	4	dares	dare	NNS
37060	184	5	waged	wage	VBN
37060	184	6	between	between	IN
37060	184	7	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	184	8	and	and	CC
37060	184	9	a	a	DT
37060	184	10	neighbor	neighbor	NN
37060	184	11	boy	boy	NN
37060	184	12	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	184	13	each	each	DT
37060	184	14	boy	boy	NN
37060	184	15	jumped	jump	VBD
37060	184	16	from	from	IN
37060	184	17	one	one	CD
37060	184	18	large	large	JJ
37060	184	19	tree	tree	NN
37060	184	20	to	to	IN
37060	184	21	the	the	DT
37060	184	22	branches	branch	NNS
37060	184	23	of	of	IN
37060	184	24	another	another	DT
37060	184	25	tree	tree	NN
37060	184	26	;	;	:
37060	184	27	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	184	28	laughed	laugh	VBD
37060	184	29	about	about	IN
37060	184	30	the	the	DT
37060	184	31	crabapples	crabapple	NNS
37060	184	32	which	which	WDT
37060	184	33	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	184	34	blew	blow	VBD
37060	184	35	sky	sky	NN
37060	184	36	-	-	HYPH
37060	184	37	high	high	JJ
37060	184	38	using	use	VBG
37060	184	39	firecrackers	firecracker	NNS
37060	184	40	and	and	CC
37060	184	41	a	a	DT
37060	184	42	metal	metal	NN
37060	184	43	pipe	pipe	NN
37060	184	44	.	.	.
37060	185	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	185	2	recalled	recall	VBD
37060	185	3	holidays	holiday	NNS
37060	185	4	,	,	,
37060	185	5	from	from	IN
37060	185	6	the	the	DT
37060	185	7	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	185	8	when	when	WRB
37060	185	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	185	10	father	father	NN
37060	185	11	told	tell	VBD
37060	185	12	the	the	DT
37060	185	13	children	child	NNS
37060	185	14	,	,	,
37060	185	15	"	"	``
37060	185	16	There	there	EX
37060	185	17	will	will	MD
37060	185	18	be	be	VB
37060	185	19	no	no	DT
37060	185	20	toys	toy	NNS
37060	185	21	this	this	DT
37060	185	22	year	year	NN
37060	185	23	because	because	IN
37060	185	24	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	185	25	'll	will	MD
37060	185	26	have	have	VB
37060	185	27	a	a	DT
37060	185	28	new	new	JJ
37060	185	29	baby	baby	NN
37060	185	30	brother	brother	NN
37060	185	31	,	,	,
37060	185	32	"	"	''
37060	185	33	and	and	CC
37060	185	34	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	185	35	accompanying	accompany	VBG
37060	185	36	joylessness	joylessness	NN
37060	185	37	toward	toward	IN
37060	185	38	that	that	DT
37060	185	39	news	news	NN
37060	185	40	.	.	.
37060	186	1	Joy	Joy	NNP
37060	186	2	returned	return	VBD
37060	186	3	,	,	,
37060	186	4	however	however	RB
37060	186	5	,	,	,
37060	186	6	when	when	WRB
37060	186	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	186	8	received	receive	VBD
37060	186	9	a	a	DT
37060	186	10	wind	wind	NN
37060	186	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	186	12	up	up	RP
37060	186	13	train	train	NN
37060	186	14	and	and	CC
37060	186	15	the	the	DT
37060	186	16	accompanying	accompanying	JJ
37060	186	17	round	round	JJ
37060	186	18	track	track	NN
37060	186	19	.	.	.
37060	187	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	187	2	reminisced	reminisce	VBD
37060	187	3	about	about	IN
37060	187	4	the	the	DT
37060	187	5	Easter	Easter	NNP
37060	187	6	egg	egg	NN
37060	187	7	hunts	hunt	NNS
37060	187	8	where	where	WRB
37060	187	9	the	the	DT
37060	187	10	hoard	hoard	NN
37060	187	11	was	be	VBD
37060	187	12	heaped	heap	VBN
37060	187	13	upon	upon	IN
37060	187	14	the	the	DT
37060	187	15	table	table	NN
37060	187	16	,	,	,
37060	187	17	and	and	CC
37060	187	18	,	,	,
37060	187	19	under	under	IN
37060	187	20	four	four	CD
37060	187	21	watchful	watchful	JJ
37060	187	22	sets	set	NNS
37060	187	23	of	of	IN
37060	187	24	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	187	25	,	,	,
37060	187	26	divided	divide	VBN
37060	187	27	by	by	IN
37060	187	28	size	size	NN
37060	187	29	and	and	CC
37060	187	30	color	color	NN
37060	187	31	until	until	IN
37060	187	32	the	the	DT
37060	187	33	remaining	remain	VBG
37060	187	34	odd	odd	JJ
37060	187	35	number	number	NN
37060	187	36	of	of	IN
37060	187	37	eggs	egg	NNS
37060	187	38	were	be	VBD
37060	187	39	given	give	VBN
37060	187	40	to	to	IN
37060	187	41	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	187	42	mother	mother	NN
37060	187	43	.	.	.
37060	188	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	188	2	heard	hear	VBD
37060	188	3	of	of	IN
37060	188	4	the	the	DT
37060	188	5	one	one	CD
37060	188	6	valentine	valentine	NN
37060	188	7	which	which	WDT
37060	188	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	188	9	received	receive	VBD
37060	188	10	in	in	IN
37060	188	11	second	second	JJ
37060	188	12	grade	grade	NN
37060	188	13	that	that	WDT
37060	188	14	had	have	VBD
37060	188	15	been	be	VBN
37060	188	16	used	use	VBN
37060	188	17	and	and	CC
37060	188	18	reused	reuse	VBN
37060	188	19	countless	countless	JJ
37060	188	20	times	time	NNS
37060	188	21	.	.	.
37060	189	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	189	2	learned	learn	VBD
37060	189	3	,	,	,
37060	189	4	also	also	RB
37060	189	5	,	,	,
37060	189	6	of	of	IN
37060	189	7	the	the	DT
37060	189	8	severe	severe	JJ
37060	189	9	case	case	NN
37060	189	10	of	of	IN
37060	189	11	diphtheria	diphtheria	NN
37060	189	12	,	,	,
37060	189	13	which	which	WDT
37060	189	14	at	at	IN
37060	189	15	six	six	CD
37060	189	16	,	,	,
37060	189	17	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	189	18	claimed	claim	VBD
37060	189	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	189	20	life	life	NN
37060	189	21	.	.	.
37060	190	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	190	2	related	relate	VBD
37060	190	3	actually	actually	RB
37060	190	4	seeing	see	VBG
37060	190	5	fiery	fiery	JJ
37060	190	6	flames	flame	NNS
37060	190	7	leaping	leap	VBG
37060	190	8	from	from	IN
37060	190	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	190	10	bed	bed	NN
37060	190	11	sheets	sheet	NNS
37060	190	12	while	while	IN
37060	190	13	struggling	struggle	VBG
37060	190	14	to	to	TO
37060	190	15	overcome	overcome	VB
37060	190	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	190	17	high	high	JJ
37060	190	18	fever	fever	NN
37060	190	19	.	.	.
37060	191	1	About	about	RB
37060	191	2	the	the	DT
37060	191	3	time	time	NN
37060	191	4	that	that	WDT
37060	191	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	191	6	father	father	NN
37060	191	7	had	have	VBD
37060	191	8	reached	reach	VBN
37060	191	9	ten	ten	CD
37060	191	10	years	year	NNS
37060	191	11	of	of	IN
37060	191	12	age	age	NN
37060	191	13	,	,	,
37060	191	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	191	15	mother	mother	NN
37060	191	16	was	be	VBD
37060	191	17	born	bear	VBN
37060	191	18	in	in	IN
37060	191	19	Elgin	Elgin	NNP
37060	191	20	,	,	,
37060	191	21	Illinois	Illinois	NNP
37060	191	22	.	.	.
37060	192	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	192	2	was	be	VBD
37060	192	3	privileged	privileged	JJ
37060	192	4	to	to	TO
37060	192	5	interact	interact	VB
37060	192	6	with	with	IN
37060	192	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	192	8	mother	mother	NN
37060	192	9	's	's	POS
37060	192	10	parents	parent	NNS
37060	192	11	whose	whose	WP$
37060	192	12	heritage	heritage	NN
37060	192	13	was	be	VBD
37060	192	14	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	192	15	different	different	JJ
37060	192	16	from	from	IN
37060	192	17	that	that	DT
37060	192	18	of	of	IN
37060	192	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	192	20	father	father	NN
37060	192	21	.	.	.
37060	193	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	193	2	grandfather	grandfather	NN
37060	193	3	,	,	,
37060	193	4	Leslie	Leslie	NNP
37060	193	5	Howard	Howard	NNP
37060	193	6	Anderson	Anderson	NNP
37060	193	7	,	,	,
37060	193	8	was	be	VBD
37060	193	9	a	a	DT
37060	193	10	descendant	descendant	NN
37060	193	11	of	of	IN
37060	193	12	Mary	Mary	NNP
37060	193	13	Chilton	Chilton	NNP
37060	193	14	,	,	,
37060	193	15	who	who	WP
37060	193	16	crossed	cross	VBD
37060	193	17	the	the	DT
37060	193	18	ocean	ocean	NN
37060	193	19	on	on	IN
37060	193	20	the	the	DT
37060	193	21	Mayflower	Mayflower	NNP
37060	193	22	with	with	IN
37060	193	23	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	193	24	parents	parent	NNS
37060	193	25	James	James	NNP
37060	193	26	and	and	CC
37060	193	27	Susanna	Susanna	NNP
37060	193	28	.	.	.
37060	194	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	194	2	became	become	VBD
37060	194	3	the	the	DT
37060	194	4	wife	wife	NN
37060	194	5	of	of	IN
37060	194	6	John	John	NNP
37060	194	7	Winslow	Winslow	NNP
37060	194	8	whose	whose	WP$
37060	194	9	family	family	NN
37060	194	10	came	come	VBD
37060	194	11	from	from	IN
37060	194	12	Dartwich	Dartwich	NNP
37060	194	13	,	,	,
37060	194	14	England	England	NNP
37060	194	15	.	.	.
37060	195	1	There	there	EX
37060	195	2	follows	follow	VBZ
37060	195	3	such	such	JJ
37060	195	4	historical	historical	JJ
37060	195	5	places	place	NNS
37060	195	6	as	as	IN
37060	195	7	Plymouth	Plymouth	NNP
37060	195	8	and	and	CC
37060	195	9	Bridgewater	Bridgewater	NNP
37060	195	10	,	,	,
37060	195	11	Massachusetts	Massachusetts	NNP
37060	195	12	;	;	:
37060	195	13	the	the	DT
37060	195	14	era	era	NN
37060	195	15	of	of	IN
37060	195	16	the	the	DT
37060	195	17	steamboats	steamboat	NNS
37060	195	18	and	and	CC
37060	195	19	Mary	Mary	NNP
37060	195	20	Chilton	Chilton	NNP
37060	195	21	's	's	POS
37060	195	22	name	name	NN
37060	195	23	gracing	grace	VBG
37060	195	24	one	one	CD
37060	195	25	of	of	IN
37060	195	26	the	the	DT
37060	195	27	boats	boat	NNS
37060	195	28	;	;	:
37060	195	29	the	the	DT
37060	195	30	name	name	NN
37060	195	31	"	"	``
37060	195	32	Howard	Howard	NNP
37060	195	33	"	"	''
37060	195	34	down	down	RB
37060	195	35	through	through	IN
37060	195	36	the	the	DT
37060	195	37	lineage	lineage	NN
37060	195	38	to	to	IN
37060	195	39	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	195	40	uncle	uncle	NN
37060	195	41	,	,	,
37060	195	42	Leslie	Leslie	NNP
37060	195	43	Howard	Howard	NNP
37060	195	44	Anderson	Anderson	NNP
37060	195	45	,	,	,
37060	195	46	Jr.	Jr.	NNP
37060	195	47	;	;	:
37060	195	48	the	the	DT
37060	195	49	descendants	descendant	NNS
37060	195	50	move	move	VBP
37060	195	51	from	from	IN
37060	195	52	Bridgewater	Bridgewater	NNP
37060	195	53	to	to	IN
37060	195	54	Detroit	Detroit	NNP
37060	195	55	,	,	,
37060	195	56	Michigan	Michigan	NNP
37060	195	57	and	and	CC
37060	195	58	on	on	IN
37060	195	59	to	to	IN
37060	195	60	Dixon	Dixon	NNP
37060	195	61	,	,	,
37060	195	62	Illinois	Illinois	NNP
37060	195	63	;	;	:
37060	195	64	the	the	DT
37060	195	65	trek	trek	NN
37060	195	66	from	from	IN
37060	195	67	Illinois	Illinois	NNP
37060	195	68	in	in	IN
37060	195	69	a	a	DT
37060	195	70	covered	covered	JJ
37060	195	71	wagon	wagon	NN
37060	195	72	to	to	TO
37060	195	73	lay	lay	VB
37060	195	74	claim	claim	NN
37060	195	75	to	to	IN
37060	195	76	a	a	DT
37060	195	77	quarter	quarter	NN
37060	195	78	of	of	IN
37060	195	79	a	a	DT
37060	195	80	section	section	NN
37060	195	81	in	in	IN
37060	195	82	Ole	Ole	NNP
37060	195	83	Brul	Brul	NNP
37060	195	84	County	County	NNP
37060	195	85	in	in	IN
37060	195	86	South	South	NNP
37060	195	87	Dakota	Dakota	NNP
37060	195	88	,	,	,
37060	195	89	and	and	CC
37060	195	90	the	the	DT
37060	195	91	stories	story	NNS
37060	195	92	of	of	IN
37060	195	93	homesteading	homestead	VBG
37060	195	94	in	in	IN
37060	195	95	the	the	DT
37060	195	96	little	little	JJ
37060	195	97	sod	sod	NNP
37060	195	98	house	house	NNP
37060	195	99	whose	whose	WP$
37060	195	100	walls	wall	NNS
37060	195	101	were	be	VBD
37060	195	102	papered	paper	VBN
37060	195	103	with	with	IN
37060	195	104	newspaper	newspaper	NN
37060	195	105	...	...	:
37060	195	106	all	all	DT
37060	195	107	fascinating	fascinating	JJ
37060	195	108	!	!	.
37060	196	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	196	2	Grandmother	Grandmother	NNP
37060	196	3	Anna	Anna	NNP
37060	196	4	's	's	POS
37060	196	5	parents	parent	NNS
37060	196	6	came	come	VBD
37060	196	7	from	from	IN
37060	196	8	Germany	Germany	NNP
37060	196	9	to	to	IN
37060	196	10	America	America	NNP
37060	196	11	before	before	IN
37060	196	12	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	196	13	were	be	VBD
37060	196	14	ten	ten	CD
37060	196	15	years	year	NNS
37060	196	16	of	of	IN
37060	196	17	age	age	NN
37060	196	18	.	.	.
37060	197	1	In	in	IN
37060	197	2	the	the	DT
37060	197	3	1800	1800	CD
37060	197	4	's	's	POS
37060	197	5	the	the	DT
37060	197	6	Kaiser	Kaiser	NNP
37060	197	7	was	be	VBD
37060	197	8	mobilizing	mobilize	VBG
37060	197	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	197	10	forces	force	NNS
37060	197	11	.	.	.
37060	198	1	Immigration	immigration	NN
37060	198	2	was	be	VBD
37060	198	3	popular	popular	JJ
37060	198	4	during	during	IN
37060	198	5	this	this	DT
37060	198	6	period	period	NN
37060	198	7	.	.	.
37060	199	1	Grandma	Grandma	NNP
37060	199	2	tells	tell	VBZ
37060	199	3	of	of	IN
37060	199	4	fighting	fighting	NN
37060	199	5	with	with	IN
37060	199	6	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	199	7	sister	sister	NN
37060	199	8	over	over	IN
37060	199	9	who	who	WP
37060	199	10	was	be	VBD
37060	199	11	to	to	TO
37060	199	12	control	control	VB
37060	199	13	(	(	-LRB-
37060	199	14	by	by	IN
37060	199	15	hand	hand	NN
37060	199	16	)	)	-RRB-
37060	199	17	the	the	DT
37060	199	18	dasher	dasher	NN
37060	199	19	for	for	IN
37060	199	20	the	the	DT
37060	199	21	wooden	wooden	JJ
37060	199	22	washing	washing	NN
37060	199	23	machine	machine	NN
37060	199	24	;	;	,
37060	199	25	of	of	IN
37060	199	26	hitting	hit	VBG
37060	199	27	a	a	DT
37060	199	28	fellow	fellow	JJ
37060	199	29	schoolmate	schoolmate	NN
37060	199	30	over	over	IN
37060	199	31	the	the	DT
37060	199	32	head	head	NN
37060	199	33	with	with	IN
37060	199	34	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	199	35	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	199	36	pail	pail	NN
37060	199	37	because	because	IN
37060	199	38	of	of	IN
37060	199	39	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	199	40	incessant	incessant	JJ
37060	199	41	teasing	teasing	JJ
37060	199	42	,	,	,
37060	199	43	of	of	IN
37060	199	44	the	the	DT
37060	199	45	shoulder	shoulder	NN
37060	199	46	that	that	WDT
37060	199	47	was	be	VBD
37060	199	48	a	a	DT
37060	199	49	little	little	JJ
37060	199	50	lower	low	JJR
37060	199	51	than	than	IN
37060	199	52	the	the	DT
37060	199	53	other	other	JJ
37060	199	54	,	,	,
37060	199	55	and	and	CC
37060	199	56	how	how	WRB
37060	199	57	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	199	58	brothers	brother	NNS
37060	199	59	would	would	MD
37060	199	60	sit	sit	VB
37060	199	61	in	in	IN
37060	199	62	church	church	NN
37060	199	63	and	and	CC
37060	199	64	keep	keep	VB
37060	199	65	moving	move	VBG
37060	199	66	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	199	67	shoulders	shoulder	NNS
37060	199	68	up	up	RB
37060	199	69	and	and	CC
37060	199	70	down	down	RB
37060	199	71	to	to	TO
37060	199	72	remind	remind	VB
37060	199	73	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	199	74	to	to	TO
37060	199	75	hold	hold	VB
37060	199	76	that	that	DT
37060	199	77	shoulder	shoulder	NN
37060	199	78	"	"	``
37060	199	79	up	up	RP
37060	199	80	"	"	''
37060	199	81	while	while	IN
37060	199	82	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	199	83	led	lead	VBD
37060	199	84	the	the	DT
37060	199	85	group	group	NN
37060	199	86	in	in	IN
37060	199	87	"	"	``
37060	199	88	Opening	Opening	NNP
37060	199	89	Exercises	Exercises	NNPS
37060	199	90	.	.	.
37060	199	91	"	"	''
37060	200	1	Church	church	NN
37060	200	2	school	school	NN
37060	200	3	was	be	VBD
37060	200	4	an	an	DT
37060	200	5	important	important	JJ
37060	200	6	part	part	NN
37060	200	7	of	of	IN
37060	200	8	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	200	9	life	life	NN
37060	200	10	and	and	CC
37060	200	11	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	200	12	served	serve	VBD
37060	200	13	as	as	IN
37060	200	14	a	a	DT
37060	200	15	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	200	16	School	School	NNP
37060	200	17	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	200	18	well	well	RB
37060	200	19	into	into	IN
37060	200	20	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	200	21	70	70	CD
37060	200	22	's	's	POS
37060	200	23	.	.	.
37060	201	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	201	2	would	would	MD
37060	201	3	be	be	VB
37060	201	4	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	201	5	short	short	JJ
37060	201	6	of	of	IN
37060	201	7	a	a	DT
37060	201	8	lie	lie	NN
37060	201	9	to	to	TO
37060	201	10	say	say	VB
37060	201	11	that	that	IN
37060	201	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	201	13	actually	actually	RB
37060	201	14	remember	remember	VBP
37060	201	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	201	16	first	first	JJ
37060	201	17	years	year	NNS
37060	201	18	of	of	IN
37060	201	19	life	life	NN
37060	201	20	,	,	,
37060	201	21	having	have	VBG
37060	201	22	,	,	,
37060	201	23	as	as	IN
37060	201	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	201	25	was	be	VBD
37060	201	26	,	,	,
37060	201	27	little	little	JJ
37060	201	28	to	to	TO
37060	201	29	do	do	VB
37060	201	30	with	with	IN
37060	201	31	life	life	NN
37060	201	32	's	's	POS
37060	201	33	crises	crisis	NNS
37060	201	34	except	except	IN
37060	201	35	assuring	assure	VBG
37060	201	36	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	201	37	of	of	IN
37060	201	38	thoughtless	thoughtless	JJ
37060	201	39	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	201	40	.	.	.
37060	202	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	202	2	indulged	indulge	VBD
37060	202	3	in	in	IN
37060	202	4	the	the	DT
37060	202	5	selfish	selfish	JJ
37060	202	6	desires	desire	NNS
37060	202	7	that	that	WDT
37060	202	8	typify	typify	VBP
37060	202	9	the	the	DT
37060	202	10	usual	usual	JJ
37060	202	11	child	child	NN
37060	202	12	,	,	,
37060	202	13	gleefully	gleefully	RB
37060	202	14	absorbed	absorb	VBN
37060	202	15	in	in	IN
37060	202	16	play	play	NN
37060	202	17	until	until	IN
37060	202	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	202	19	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	202	20	that	that	IN
37060	202	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	202	22	had	have	VBD
37060	202	23	soiled	soil	VBN
37060	202	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	202	25	diapers	diaper	NNS
37060	202	26	or	or	CC
37060	202	27	was	be	VBD
37060	202	28	shot	shoot	VBN
37060	202	29	with	with	IN
37060	202	30	a	a	DT
37060	202	31	pang	pang	NN
37060	202	32	of	of	IN
37060	202	33	hunger	hunger	NN
37060	202	34	.	.	.
37060	203	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	203	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	203	3	would	would	MD
37060	203	4	be	be	VB
37060	203	5	accurate	accurate	JJ
37060	203	6	to	to	TO
37060	203	7	say	say	VB
37060	203	8	that	that	IN
37060	203	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	203	10	earliest	early	JJS
37060	203	11	memories	memory	NNS
37060	203	12	were	be	VBD
37060	203	13	not	not	RB
37060	203	14	truly	truly	RB
37060	203	15	remembrances	remembrance	NNS
37060	203	16	at	at	RB
37060	203	17	all	all	RB
37060	203	18	,	,	,
37060	203	19	but	but	CC
37060	203	20	rather	rather	RB
37060	203	21	,	,	,
37060	203	22	images	image	NNS
37060	203	23	that	that	WDT
37060	203	24	were	be	VBD
37060	203	25	repeatedly	repeatedly	RB
37060	203	26	described	describe	VBN
37060	203	27	to	to	IN
37060	203	28	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	203	29	until	until	IN
37060	203	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	203	31	finally	finally	RB
37060	203	32	adopted	adopt	VBD
37060	203	33	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	203	34	for	for	IN
37060	203	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	203	36	own	own	JJ
37060	203	37	.	.	.
37060	204	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	204	2	earliest	early	JJS
37060	204	3	actual	actual	JJ
37060	204	4	memories	memory	NNS
37060	204	5	evolve	evolve	VBP
37060	204	6	around	around	IN
37060	204	7	the	the	DT
37060	204	8	age	age	NN
37060	204	9	of	of	IN
37060	204	10	four	four	CD
37060	204	11	years	year	NNS
37060	204	12	.	.	.
37060	205	1	By	by	IN
37060	205	2	that	that	DT
37060	205	3	time	time	NN
37060	205	4	,	,	,
37060	205	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	205	6	was	be	VBD
37060	205	7	capable	capable	JJ
37060	205	8	of	of	IN
37060	205	9	performing	perform	VBG
37060	205	10	many	many	JJ
37060	205	11	duties	duty	NNS
37060	205	12	for	for	IN
37060	205	13	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	205	14	,	,	,
37060	205	15	and	and	CC
37060	205	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	205	17	vocabulary	vocabulary	NN
37060	205	18	was	be	VBD
37060	205	19	developing	develop	VBG
37060	205	20	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	205	21	.	.	.
37060	206	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	206	2	had	have	VBD
37060	206	3	the	the	DT
37060	206	4	ability	ability	NN
37060	206	5	to	to	TO
37060	206	6	form	form	VB
37060	206	7	conceptions	conception	NNS
37060	206	8	of	of	IN
37060	206	9	others	other	NNS
37060	206	10	,	,	,
37060	206	11	and	and	CC
37060	206	12	thus	thus	RB
37060	206	13	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	206	14	began	begin	VBD
37060	206	15	to	to	TO
37060	206	16	materialize	materialize	VB
37060	206	17	.	.	.
37060	207	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	207	2	could	could	MD
37060	207	3	now	now	RB
37060	207	4	be	be	VB
37060	207	5	considered	consider	VBN
37060	207	6	an	an	DT
37060	207	7	active	active	JJ
37060	207	8	family	family	NN
37060	207	9	member	member	NN
37060	207	10	,	,	,
37060	207	11	for	for	IN
37060	207	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	207	13	was	be	VBD
37060	207	14	no	no	RB
37060	207	15	longer	long	RBR
37060	207	16	solely	solely	RB
37060	207	17	dependent	dependent	JJ
37060	207	18	upon	upon	IN
37060	207	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	207	20	parents	parent	NNS
37060	207	21	,	,	,
37060	207	22	or	or	CC
37060	207	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	207	24	siblings	sibling	NNS
37060	207	25	,	,	,
37060	207	26	to	to	TO
37060	207	27	be	be	VB
37060	207	28	the	the	DT
37060	207	29	mechanism	mechanism	NN
37060	207	30	behind	behind	IN
37060	207	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	207	32	existence	existence	NN
37060	207	33	.	.	.
37060	208	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	208	2	suppose	suppose	VBP
37060	208	3	that	that	IN
37060	208	4	one	one	PRP
37060	208	5	might	may	MD
37060	208	6	say	say	VB
37060	208	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	208	8	was	be	VBD
37060	208	9	spoiled	spoil	VBN
37060	208	10	to	to	IN
37060	208	11	the	the	DT
37060	208	12	extent	extent	NN
37060	208	13	that	that	IN
37060	208	14	good	good	JJ
37060	208	15	loving	loving	NN
37060	208	16	can	can	MD
37060	208	17	spoil	spoil	VB
37060	208	18	a	a	DT
37060	208	19	child	child	NN
37060	208	20	,	,	,
37060	208	21	although	although	IN
37060	208	22	each	each	DT
37060	208	23	member	member	NN
37060	208	24	of	of	IN
37060	208	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	208	26	family	family	NN
37060	208	27	agrees	agree	VBZ
37060	208	28	that	that	IN
37060	208	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	208	30	was	be	VBD
37060	208	31	not	not	RB
37060	208	32	spoiled	spoil	VBN
37060	208	33	in	in	IN
37060	208	34	the	the	DT
37060	208	35	obnoxious	obnoxious	JJ
37060	208	36	sense	sense	NN
37060	208	37	of	of	IN
37060	208	38	the	the	DT
37060	208	39	word	word	NN
37060	208	40	.	.	.
37060	209	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	209	2	was	be	VBD
37060	209	3	never	never	RB
37060	209	4	a	a	DT
37060	209	5	nuisance	nuisance	NN
37060	209	6	,	,	,
37060	209	7	either	either	CC
37060	209	8	to	to	IN
37060	209	9	other	other	JJ
37060	209	10	children	child	NNS
37060	209	11	or	or	CC
37060	209	12	to	to	IN
37060	209	13	adults	adult	NNS
37060	209	14	.	.	.
37060	210	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	210	2	promptly	promptly	RB
37060	210	3	did	do	VBD
37060	210	4	what	what	WP
37060	210	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	210	6	was	be	VBD
37060	210	7	instructed	instruct	VBN
37060	210	8	to	to	TO
37060	210	9	do	do	VB
37060	210	10	;	;	:
37060	210	11	so	so	RB
37060	210	12	obedient	obedient	JJ
37060	210	13	was	be	VBD
37060	210	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	210	15	,	,	,
37060	210	16	in	in	IN
37060	210	17	fact	fact	NN
37060	210	18	,	,	,
37060	210	19	that	that	IN
37060	210	20	a	a	DT
37060	210	21	strong	strong	JJ
37060	210	22	word	word	NN
37060	210	23	or	or	CC
37060	210	24	tone	tone	NN
37060	210	25	of	of	IN
37060	210	26	voice	voice	NN
37060	210	27	had	have	VBD
37060	210	28	the	the	DT
37060	210	29	ability	ability	NN
37060	210	30	to	to	TO
37060	210	31	bring	bring	VB
37060	210	32	tears	tear	NNS
37060	210	33	to	to	IN
37060	210	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	210	35	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	210	36	.	.	.
37060	211	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	211	2	caused	cause	VBD
37060	211	3	no	no	DT
37060	211	4	trouble	trouble	NN
37060	211	5	,	,	,
37060	211	6	nor	nor	CC
37060	211	7	did	do	VBD
37060	211	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	211	9	want	want	VB
37060	211	10	any	any	DT
37060	211	11	trouble	trouble	NN
37060	211	12	.	.	.
37060	212	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	212	2	recall	recall	VBP
37060	212	3	an	an	DT
37060	212	4	encounter	encounter	NN
37060	212	5	with	with	IN
37060	212	6	Great	Great	NNP
37060	212	7	Uncle	Uncle	NNP
37060	212	8	Gust	Gust	NNP
37060	212	9	in	in	IN
37060	212	10	which	which	WDT
37060	212	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	212	12	was	be	VBD
37060	212	13	bidden	bidden	JJ
37060	212	14	to	to	TO
37060	212	15	sit	sit	VB
37060	212	16	on	on	IN
37060	212	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	212	18	lap	lap	NN
37060	212	19	.	.	.
37060	213	1	Upon	upon	IN
37060	213	2	close	close	JJ
37060	213	3	observation	observation	NN
37060	213	4	,	,	,
37060	213	5	however	however	RB
37060	213	6	,	,	,
37060	213	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	213	8	was	be	VBD
37060	213	9	appalled	appal	VBN
37060	213	10	to	to	TO
37060	213	11	discover	discover	VB
37060	213	12	that	that	IN
37060	213	13	the	the	DT
37060	213	14	elderly	elderly	JJ
37060	213	15	gentleman	gentleman	NN
37060	213	16	had	have	VBD
37060	213	17	only	only	RB
37060	213	18	four	four	CD
37060	213	19	fingers	finger	NNS
37060	213	20	on	on	IN
37060	213	21	one	one	CD
37060	213	22	of	of	IN
37060	213	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	213	24	large	large	JJ
37060	213	25	hands	hand	NNS
37060	213	26	.	.	.
37060	214	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	214	2	shied	shy	VBD
37060	214	3	away	away	RB
37060	214	4	from	from	IN
37060	214	5	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	214	6	.	.	.
37060	215	1	This	this	DT
37060	215	2	was	be	VBD
37060	215	3	a	a	DT
37060	215	4	rather	rather	RB
37060	215	5	traumatic	traumatic	JJ
37060	215	6	sight	sight	NN
37060	215	7	to	to	TO
37060	215	8	deal	deal	VB
37060	215	9	with	with	IN
37060	215	10	at	at	IN
37060	215	11	that	that	DT
37060	215	12	age	age	NN
37060	215	13	,	,	,
37060	215	14	for	for	IN
37060	215	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	215	16	had	have	VBD
37060	215	17	only	only	RB
37060	215	18	been	be	VBN
37060	215	19	exposed	expose	VBN
37060	215	20	to	to	IN
37060	215	21	the	the	DT
37060	215	22	facets	facet	NNS
37060	215	23	of	of	IN
37060	215	24	life	life	NN
37060	215	25	which	which	WDT
37060	215	26	would	would	MD
37060	215	27	be	be	VB
37060	215	28	classified	classify	VBN
37060	215	29	as	as	IN
37060	215	30	"	"	``
37060	215	31	normal	normal	JJ
37060	215	32	.	.	.
37060	215	33	"	"	''
37060	216	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	216	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	216	3	timidity	timidity	NN
37060	216	4	toward	toward	IN
37060	216	5	sharp	sharp	JJ
37060	216	6	words	word	NNS
37060	216	7	and	and	CC
37060	216	8	unusual	unusual	JJ
37060	216	9	events	event	NNS
37060	216	10	,	,	,
37060	216	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	216	12	can	can	MD
37060	216	13	not	not	RB
37060	216	14	say	say	VB
37060	216	15	this	this	DT
37060	216	16	trait	trait	NN
37060	216	17	carried	carry	VBD
37060	216	18	over	over	RP
37060	216	19	into	into	IN
37060	216	20	the	the	DT
37060	216	21	physical	physical	JJ
37060	216	22	world	world	NN
37060	216	23	of	of	IN
37060	216	24	scrapes	scrape	NNS
37060	216	25	and	and	CC
37060	216	26	bruises	bruise	NNS
37060	216	27	.	.	.
37060	217	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	217	2	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	217	3	cried	cry	VBD
37060	217	4	for	for	IN
37060	217	5	bodily	bodily	JJ
37060	217	6	injury	injury	NN
37060	217	7	,	,	,
37060	217	8	electing	elect	VBG
37060	217	9	on	on	IN
37060	217	10	most	most	JJS
37060	217	11	occasions	occasion	NNS
37060	217	12	to	to	TO
37060	217	13	laugh	laugh	VB
37060	217	14	and	and	CC
37060	217	15	exclaim	exclaim	VB
37060	217	16	about	about	IN
37060	217	17	the	the	DT
37060	217	18	stupidity	stupidity	NN
37060	217	19	of	of	IN
37060	217	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	217	21	lack	lack	NN
37060	217	22	of	of	IN
37060	217	23	coordination	coordination	NN
37060	217	24	.	.	.
37060	218	1	A	a	DT
37060	218	2	case	case	NN
37060	218	3	in	in	IN
37060	218	4	point	point	NN
37060	218	5	,	,	,
37060	218	6	falling	fall	VBG
37060	218	7	off	off	IN
37060	218	8	of	of	IN
37060	218	9	Mary	Mary	NNP
37060	218	10	's	's	POS
37060	218	11	bicycle	bicycle	NN
37060	218	12	into	into	IN
37060	218	13	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	218	14	father	father	NN
37060	218	15	's	's	POS
37060	218	16	bed	bed	NN
37060	218	17	of	of	IN
37060	218	18	roses	rose	NNS
37060	218	19	.	.	.
37060	219	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	219	2	was	be	VBD
37060	219	3	willing	willing	JJ
37060	219	4	to	to	TO
37060	219	5	testify	testify	VB
37060	219	6	that	that	WDT
37060	219	7	rose	rise	VBD
37060	219	8	bushes	bush	NNS
37060	219	9	have	have	VBP
37060	219	10	plenty	plenty	NN
37060	219	11	of	of	IN
37060	219	12	thorns	thorn	NNS
37060	219	13	;	;	:
37060	219	14	however	however	RB
37060	219	15	,	,	,
37060	219	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	219	17	felt	feel	VBD
37060	219	18	no	no	DT
37060	219	19	use	use	NN
37060	219	20	for	for	IN
37060	219	21	tears	tear	NNS
37060	219	22	.	.	.
37060	220	1	A	a	DT
37060	220	2	very	very	RB
37060	220	3	early	early	RB
37060	220	4	and	and	CC
37060	220	5	,	,	,
37060	220	6	at	at	IN
37060	220	7	the	the	DT
37060	220	8	time	time	NN
37060	220	9	,	,	,
37060	220	10	quite	quite	RB
37060	220	11	unpleasant	unpleasant	JJ
37060	220	12	instance	instance	NN
37060	220	13	would	would	MD
37060	220	14	have	have	VB
37060	220	15	to	to	TO
37060	220	16	include	include	VB
37060	220	17	an	an	DT
37060	220	18	ill	ill	RB
37060	220	19	-	-	HYPH
37060	220	20	fated	fate	VBN
37060	220	21	picnic	picnic	NN
37060	220	22	at	at	IN
37060	220	23	a	a	DT
37060	220	24	local	local	JJ
37060	220	25	park	park	NN
37060	220	26	.	.	.
37060	221	1	After	after	IN
37060	221	2	having	have	VBG
37060	221	3	eaten	eat	VBN
37060	221	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	221	5	fill	fill	NN
37060	221	6	of	of	IN
37060	221	7	grilled	grill	VBN
37060	221	8	pork	pork	NN
37060	221	9	chops	chop	NNS
37060	221	10	and	and	CC
37060	221	11	corn	corn	NN
37060	221	12	on	on	IN
37060	221	13	the	the	DT
37060	221	14	cob	cob	NN
37060	221	15	,	,	,
37060	221	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	221	17	gingerly	gingerly	RB
37060	221	18	led	lead	VBD
37060	221	19	the	the	DT
37060	221	20	way	way	NN
37060	221	21	down	down	IN
37060	221	22	a	a	DT
37060	221	23	well	well	RB
37060	221	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	221	25	worn	wear	VBN
37060	221	26	trail	trail	NN
37060	221	27	.	.	.
37060	222	1	As	as	IN
37060	222	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	222	3	descended	descend	VBD
37060	222	4	,	,	,
37060	222	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	222	6	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	222	7	gained	gain	VBD
37060	222	8	momentum	momentum	NN
37060	222	9	,	,	,
37060	222	10	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	222	11	finding	find	VBG
37060	222	12	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	222	13	duly	duly	RB
37060	222	14	out	out	IN
37060	222	15	of	of	IN
37060	222	16	control	control	NN
37060	222	17	of	of	IN
37060	222	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	222	19	legs	leg	NNS
37060	222	20	.	.	.
37060	223	1	Consequently	consequently	RB
37060	223	2	,	,	,
37060	223	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	223	4	hurdled	hurdle	VBD
37060	223	5	over	over	IN
37060	223	6	a	a	DT
37060	223	7	projecting	projecting	NN
37060	223	8	tree	tree	NN
37060	223	9	root	root	NN
37060	223	10	and	and	CC
37060	223	11	landed	land	VBD
37060	223	12	in	in	IN
37060	223	13	a	a	DT
37060	223	14	ditch	ditch	NN
37060	223	15	of	of	IN
37060	223	16	broken	broken	JJ
37060	223	17	beer	beer	NN
37060	223	18	bottles	bottle	NNS
37060	223	19	.	.	.
37060	224	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	224	2	rose	rise	VBD
37060	224	3	in	in	IN
37060	224	4	terror	terror	NN
37060	224	5	,	,	,
37060	224	6	admonishing	admonish	VBG
37060	224	7	a	a	DT
37060	224	8	true	true	JJ
37060	224	9	battle	battle	NN
37060	224	10	scar	scar	NN
37060	224	11	on	on	IN
37060	224	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	224	13	right	right	JJ
37060	224	14	hand	hand	NN
37060	224	15	.	.	.
37060	225	1	Once	once	IN
37060	225	2	at	at	IN
37060	225	3	the	the	DT
37060	225	4	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	225	5	,	,	,
37060	225	6	a	a	DT
37060	225	7	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	225	8	was	be	VBD
37060	225	9	doing	do	VBG
37060	225	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	225	11	best	good	JJS
37060	225	12	to	to	TO
37060	225	13	aid	aid	VB
37060	225	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	225	15	injury	injury	NN
37060	225	16	.	.	.
37060	226	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	226	2	considered	consider	VBD
37060	226	3	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	226	4	to	to	TO
37060	226	5	be	be	VB
37060	226	6	in	in	IN
37060	226	7	terrific	terrific	JJ
37060	226	8	pain	pain	NN
37060	226	9	,	,	,
37060	226	10	and	and	CC
37060	226	11	when	when	WRB
37060	226	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	226	13	began	begin	VBD
37060	226	14	attempting	attempt	VBG
37060	226	15	to	to	TO
37060	226	16	clamp	clamp	VB
37060	226	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	226	18	wound	wound	NN
37060	226	19	,	,	,
37060	226	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	226	21	felt	feel	VBD
37060	226	22	that	that	IN
37060	226	23	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	226	24	was	be	VBD
37060	226	25	doing	do	VBG
37060	226	26	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	226	27	no	no	DT
37060	226	28	service	service	NN
37060	226	29	.	.	.
37060	227	1	Outraged	outraged	JJ
37060	227	2	,	,	,
37060	227	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	227	4	bit	bite	VBD
37060	227	5	the	the	DT
37060	227	6	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	227	7	squarely	squarely	RB
37060	227	8	on	on	IN
37060	227	9	the	the	DT
37060	227	10	arm	arm	NN
37060	227	11	.	.	.
37060	228	1	Apparently	apparently	RB
37060	228	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	228	3	did	do	VBD
37060	228	4	n't	not	RB
37060	228	5	relish	relish	VB
37060	228	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	228	7	lack	lack	NN
37060	228	8	of	of	IN
37060	228	9	enthusiasm	enthusiasm	NN
37060	228	10	and	and	CC
37060	228	11	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	228	12	bit	bite	VBD
37060	228	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	228	14	back	back	RB
37060	228	15	.	.	.
37060	229	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	229	2	was	be	VBD
37060	229	3	a	a	DT
37060	229	4	trifle	trifle	NN
37060	229	5	shocked	shock	VBN
37060	229	6	;	;	:
37060	229	7	however	however	RB
37060	229	8	,	,	,
37060	229	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	229	10	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	229	11	the	the	DT
37060	229	12	unspoken	unspoken	JJ
37060	229	13	truce	truce	NN
37060	229	14	with	with	IN
37060	229	15	no	no	DT
37060	229	16	further	further	JJ
37060	229	17	outbursts	outburst	NNS
37060	229	18	.	.	.
37060	230	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	230	2	was	be	VBD
37060	230	3	also	also	RB
37060	230	4	given	give	VBN
37060	230	5	to	to	IN
37060	230	6	occasional	occasional	JJ
37060	230	7	inexplicable	inexplicable	JJ
37060	230	8	fears	fear	NNS
37060	230	9	,	,	,
37060	230	10	such	such	JJ
37060	230	11	as	as	IN
37060	230	12	a	a	DT
37060	230	13	fleeting	fleeting	JJ
37060	230	14	intolerance	intolerance	NN
37060	230	15	for	for	IN
37060	230	16	what	what	WP
37060	230	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	230	18	considered	consider	VBD
37060	230	19	"	"	``
37060	230	20	fast	fast	JJ
37060	230	21	and	and	CC
37060	230	22	dangerous	dangerous	JJ
37060	230	23	vehicles	vehicle	NNS
37060	230	24	,	,	,
37060	230	25	"	"	''
37060	230	26	including	include	VBG
37060	230	27	sled	sled	JJ
37060	230	28	rides	ride	NNS
37060	230	29	and	and	CC
37060	230	30	motoring	motor	VBG
37060	230	31	about	about	IN
37060	230	32	in	in	IN
37060	230	33	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	230	34	home	home	NN
37060	230	35	-	-	HYPH
37060	230	36	made	make	VBN
37060	230	37	go	go	NN
37060	230	38	-	-	HYPH
37060	230	39	cart	cart	NN
37060	230	40	,	,	,
37060	230	41	dubbed	dub	VBN
37060	230	42	"	"	``
37060	230	43	the	the	DT
37060	230	44	chug	chug	NN
37060	230	45	.	.	.
37060	230	46	"	"	''
37060	231	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	231	2	mom	mom	NN
37060	231	3	would	would	MD
37060	231	4	soon	soon	RB
37060	231	5	tire	tire	NN
37060	231	6	of	of	IN
37060	231	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	231	8	ridiculous	ridiculous	JJ
37060	231	9	reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	231	10	to	to	IN
37060	231	11	those	those	DT
37060	231	12	things	thing	NNS
37060	231	13	most	most	JJS
37060	231	14	children	child	NNS
37060	231	15	would	would	MD
37060	231	16	consider	consider	VB
37060	231	17	fun	fun	NN
37060	231	18	,	,	,
37060	231	19	and	and	CC
37060	231	20	override	override	VB
37060	231	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	231	22	stubborn	stubborn	JJ
37060	231	23	insecurity	insecurity	NN
37060	231	24	by	by	IN
37060	231	25	making	make	VBG
37060	231	26	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	231	27	ride	ride	VB
37060	231	28	.	.	.
37060	232	1	The	the	DT
37060	232	2	other	other	JJ
37060	232	3	kids	kid	NNS
37060	232	4	were	be	VBD
37060	232	5	right	right	JJ
37060	232	6	.	.	.
37060	233	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	233	2	was	be	VBD
37060	233	3	fun	fun	JJ
37060	233	4	!	!	.
37060	234	1	More	More	JJR
37060	234	2	than	than	IN
37060	234	3	anything	anything	NN
37060	234	4	else	else	RB
37060	234	5	,	,	,
37060	234	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	234	7	liked	like	VBD
37060	234	8	to	to	TO
37060	234	9	be	be	VB
37060	234	10	at	at	IN
37060	234	11	home	home	NN
37060	234	12	.	.	.
37060	235	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	235	2	loved	love	VBD
37060	235	3	to	to	TO
37060	235	4	romp	romp	VB
37060	235	5	through	through	IN
37060	235	6	the	the	DT
37060	235	7	woods	wood	NNS
37060	235	8	or	or	CC
37060	235	9	busy	busy	JJ
37060	235	10	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	235	11	indoors	indoor	NNS
37060	235	12	.	.	.
37060	236	1	Aside	aside	RB
37060	236	2	from	from	IN
37060	236	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	236	4	neighborhood	neighborhood	NN
37060	236	5	friends	friend	NNS
37060	236	6	,	,	,
37060	236	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	236	8	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	236	9	sought	seek	VBD
37060	236	10	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	236	11	with	with	IN
37060	236	12	others	other	NNS
37060	236	13	of	of	IN
37060	236	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	236	15	age	age	NN
37060	236	16	;	;	:
37060	236	17	spending	spend	VBG
37060	236	18	much	much	JJ
37060	236	19	of	of	IN
37060	236	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	236	21	time	time	NN
37060	236	22	with	with	IN
37060	236	23	adults	adult	NNS
37060	236	24	or	or	CC
37060	236	25	alone	alone	RB
37060	236	26	.	.	.
37060	237	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	237	2	was	be	VBD
37060	237	3	content	content	JJ
37060	237	4	with	with	IN
37060	237	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	237	6	crafts	craft	NNS
37060	237	7	,	,	,
37060	237	8	swing	swing	NN
37060	237	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	237	10	set	set	NN
37060	237	11	and	and	CC
37060	237	12	the	the	DT
37060	237	13	like	like	JJ
37060	237	14	.	.	.
37060	238	1	This	this	DT
37060	238	2	attribute	attribute	NN
37060	238	3	may	may	MD
37060	238	4	account	account	VB
37060	238	5	,	,	,
37060	238	6	to	to	IN
37060	238	7	a	a	DT
37060	238	8	degree	degree	NN
37060	238	9	,	,	,
37060	238	10	for	for	IN
37060	238	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	238	12	shyness	shyness	NN
37060	238	13	and	and	CC
37060	238	14	lack	lack	NN
37060	238	15	of	of	IN
37060	238	16	enthusiasm	enthusiasm	NN
37060	238	17	for	for	IN
37060	238	18	group	group	NN
37060	238	19	activities	activity	NNS
37060	238	20	.	.	.
37060	239	1	On	on	IN
37060	239	2	the	the	DT
37060	239	3	whole	whole	NN
37060	239	4	,	,	,
37060	239	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	239	6	found	find	VBD
37060	239	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	239	8	very	very	RB
37060	239	9	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	239	10	to	to	TO
37060	239	11	speak	speak	VB
37060	239	12	at	at	IN
37060	239	13	gatherings	gathering	NNS
37060	239	14	unless	unless	IN
37060	239	15	a	a	DT
37060	239	16	question	question	NN
37060	239	17	was	be	VBD
37060	239	18	deliberately	deliberately	RB
37060	239	19	pointed	point	VBN
37060	239	20	in	in	IN
37060	239	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	239	22	direction	direction	NN
37060	239	23	.	.	.
37060	240	1	As	as	IN
37060	240	2	do	do	VB
37060	240	3	most	most	JJS
37060	240	4	children	child	NNS
37060	240	5	,	,	,
37060	240	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	240	7	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	240	8	Kindergarten	Kindergarten	NNP
37060	240	9	,	,	,
37060	240	10	although	although	IN
37060	240	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	240	12	did	do	VBD
37060	240	13	not	not	RB
37060	240	14	mingle	mingle	VB
37060	240	15	with	with	IN
37060	240	16	others	other	NNS
37060	240	17	during	during	IN
37060	240	18	free	free	JJ
37060	240	19	-	-	HYPH
37060	240	20	time	time	NN
37060	240	21	.	.	.
37060	241	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	241	2	found	find	VBD
37060	241	3	the	the	DT
37060	241	4	various	various	JJ
37060	241	5	activities	activity	NNS
37060	241	6	to	to	TO
37060	241	7	be	be	VB
37060	241	8	interesting	interesting	JJ
37060	241	9	and	and	CC
37060	241	10	to	to	IN
37060	241	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	241	12	liking	liking	NN
37060	241	13	.	.	.
37060	242	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	242	2	loved	love	VBD
37060	242	3	the	the	DT
37060	242	4	many	many	JJ
37060	242	5	art	art	NN
37060	242	6	projects	project	NNS
37060	242	7	,	,	,
37060	242	8	except	except	IN
37060	242	9	those	those	DT
37060	242	10	in	in	IN
37060	242	11	which	which	WDT
37060	242	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	242	13	were	be	VBD
37060	242	14	forced	force	VBN
37060	242	15	to	to	TO
37060	242	16	use	use	VB
37060	242	17	messy	messy	JJ
37060	242	18	paste	paste	NN
37060	242	19	pots	pot	NNS
37060	242	20	.	.	.
37060	243	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	243	2	detested	detest	VBD
37060	243	3	sticky	sticky	JJ
37060	243	4	fingers	finger	NNS
37060	243	5	,	,	,
37060	243	6	and	and	CC
37060	243	7	was	be	VBD
37060	243	8	shocked	shocked	JJ
37060	243	9	to	to	TO
37060	243	10	discover	discover	VB
37060	243	11	that	that	IN
37060	243	12	some	some	DT
37060	243	13	children	child	NNS
37060	243	14	liked	like	VBD
37060	243	15	paste	paste	NN
37060	243	16	to	to	IN
37060	243	17	such	such	PDT
37060	243	18	a	a	DT
37060	243	19	degree	degree	NN
37060	243	20	that	that	IN
37060	243	21	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	243	22	would	would	MD
37060	243	23	eat	eat	VB
37060	243	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	243	25	.	.	.
37060	244	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	244	2	recall	recall	VBP
37060	244	3	stringing	stringing	NN
37060	244	4	beads	bead	NNS
37060	244	5	to	to	TO
37060	244	6	create	create	VB
37060	244	7	necklaces	necklace	NNS
37060	244	8	through	through	IN
37060	244	9	the	the	DT
37060	244	10	duration	duration	NN
37060	244	11	of	of	IN
37060	244	12	many	many	JJ
37060	244	13	play	play	NN
37060	244	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	244	15	times	time	NNS
37060	244	16	;	;	:
37060	244	17	the	the	DT
37060	244	18	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	244	19	would	would	MD
37060	244	20	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	244	21	suggest	suggest	VB
37060	244	22	that	that	IN
37060	244	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	244	24	play	play	VBP
37060	244	25	with	with	IN
37060	244	26	the	the	DT
37060	244	27	other	other	JJ
37060	244	28	children	child	NNS
37060	244	29	,	,	,
37060	244	30	but	but	CC
37060	244	31	that	that	DT
37060	244	32	idea	idea	NN
37060	244	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	244	34	strongly	strongly	RB
37060	244	35	opposed	oppose	VBD
37060	244	36	.	.	.
37060	245	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	245	2	would	would	MD
37060	245	3	,	,	,
37060	245	4	on	on	IN
37060	245	5	occasion	occasion	NN
37060	245	6	,	,	,
37060	245	7	join	join	VB
37060	245	8	the	the	DT
37060	245	9	group	group	NN
37060	245	10	at	at	IN
37060	245	11	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	245	12	bidding	bidding	NN
37060	245	13	,	,	,
37060	245	14	but	but	CC
37060	245	15	shortly	shortly	RB
37060	245	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	245	17	would	would	MD
37060	245	18	excuse	excuse	VB
37060	245	19	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	245	20	to	to	IN
37060	245	21	once	once	RB
37060	245	22	again	again	RB
37060	245	23	make	make	VB
37060	245	24	necklaces	necklace	NNS
37060	245	25	.	.	.
37060	246	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	246	2	simply	simply	RB
37060	246	3	did	do	VBD
37060	246	4	not	not	RB
37060	246	5	relish	relish	VB
37060	246	6	pandemonium	pandemonium	NN
37060	246	7	.	.	.
37060	247	1	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	247	2	school	school	NN
37060	247	3	proved	prove	VBD
37060	247	4	to	to	TO
37060	247	5	be	be	VB
37060	247	6	neither	neither	CC
37060	247	7	a	a	DT
37060	247	8	happy	happy	JJ
37060	247	9	nor	nor	CC
37060	247	10	unhappy	unhappy	JJ
37060	247	11	affair	affair	NN
37060	247	12	.	.	.
37060	248	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	248	2	considered	consider	VBD
37060	248	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	248	4	an	an	DT
37060	248	5	integral	integral	JJ
37060	248	6	part	part	NN
37060	248	7	of	of	IN
37060	248	8	growing	grow	VBG
37060	248	9	up	up	RP
37060	248	10	through	through	IN
37060	248	11	which	which	WDT
37060	248	12	every	every	DT
37060	248	13	child	child	NN
37060	248	14	must	must	MD
37060	248	15	pass	pass	VB
37060	248	16	.	.	.
37060	249	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	249	2	made	make	VBD
37060	249	3	acquaintances	acquaintance	NNS
37060	249	4	,	,	,
37060	249	5	for	for	IN
37060	249	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	249	7	could	could	MD
37060	249	8	not	not	RB
37060	249	9	truly	truly	RB
37060	249	10	label	label	VB
37060	249	11	these	these	DT
37060	249	12	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	249	13	as	as	IN
37060	249	14	friends	friend	NNS
37060	249	15	,	,	,
37060	249	16	so	so	RB
37060	249	17	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	249	18	and	and	CC
37060	249	19	insensitive	insensitive	JJ
37060	249	20	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	249	21	often	often	RB
37060	249	22	showed	show	VBD
37060	249	23	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	249	24	to	to	TO
37060	249	25	be	be	VB
37060	249	26	.	.	.
37060	250	1	Many	many	JJ
37060	250	2	would	would	MD
37060	250	3	mock	mock	VB
37060	250	4	less	less	RBR
37060	250	5	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	250	6	children	child	NNS
37060	250	7	,	,	,
37060	250	8	reasoning	reason	VBG
37060	250	9	that	that	IN
37060	250	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	250	11	standing	standing	NN
37060	250	12	amongst	amongst	IN
37060	250	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	250	14	peers	peer	NNS
37060	250	15	would	would	MD
37060	250	16	undoubtedly	undoubtedly	RB
37060	250	17	be	be	VB
37060	250	18	raised	raise	VBN
37060	250	19	for	for	IN
37060	250	20	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	250	21	unjust	unjust	JJ
37060	250	22	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	250	23	.	.	.
37060	251	1	Only	only	RB
37060	251	2	once	once	RB
37060	251	3	did	do	VBD
37060	251	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	251	5	resort	resort	VB
37060	251	6	to	to	IN
37060	251	7	such	such	JJ
37060	251	8	base	base	NN
37060	251	9	inclinations	inclination	NNS
37060	251	10	for	for	IN
37060	251	11	the	the	DT
37060	251	12	supposed	suppose	VBN
37060	251	13	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	251	14	of	of	IN
37060	251	15	gaining	gain	VBG
37060	251	16	popularity	popularity	NN
37060	251	17	,	,	,
37060	251	18	and	and	CC
37060	251	19	once	once	RB
37060	251	20	was	be	VBD
37060	251	21	enough	enough	JJ
37060	251	22	for	for	IN
37060	251	23	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	251	24	.	.	.
37060	252	1	Coupled	couple	VBN
37060	252	2	with	with	IN
37060	252	3	the	the	DT
37060	252	4	fact	fact	NN
37060	252	5	that	that	IN
37060	252	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	252	7	was	be	VBD
37060	252	8	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	252	9	"	"	``
37060	252	10	caught	catch	VBN
37060	252	11	"	"	''
37060	252	12	by	by	IN
37060	252	13	the	the	DT
37060	252	14	subject	subject	NN
37060	252	15	of	of	IN
37060	252	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	252	17	ridicule	ridicule	NN
37060	252	18	,	,	,
37060	252	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	252	20	despised	despise	VBD
37060	252	21	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	252	22	for	for	IN
37060	252	23	behaving	behave	VBG
37060	252	24	in	in	IN
37060	252	25	such	such	PDT
37060	252	26	a	a	DT
37060	252	27	lowly	lowly	JJ
37060	252	28	manner	manner	NN
37060	252	29	.	.	.
37060	253	1	From	from	IN
37060	253	2	that	that	DT
37060	253	3	day	day	NN
37060	253	4	to	to	IN
37060	253	5	the	the	DT
37060	253	6	present	present	NN
37060	253	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	253	8	have	have	VBP
37060	253	9	kept	keep	VBN
37060	253	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	253	11	comments	comment	NNS
37060	253	12	hidden	hide	VBN
37060	253	13	,	,	,
37060	253	14	or	or	CC
37060	253	15	if	if	IN
37060	253	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	253	17	do	do	VBP
37060	253	18	speak	speak	VB
37060	253	19	aloud	aloud	RB
37060	253	20	,	,	,
37060	253	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	253	22	am	be	VBP
37060	253	23	prepared	prepared	JJ
37060	253	24	to	to	TO
37060	253	25	stand	stand	VB
37060	253	26	behind	behind	IN
37060	253	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	253	28	statements	statement	NNS
37060	253	29	.	.	.
37060	254	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	254	2	speak	speak	VBP
37060	254	3	only	only	RB
37060	254	4	of	of	IN
37060	254	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	254	6	distaste	distaste	NN
37060	254	7	for	for	IN
37060	254	8	actions	action	NNS
37060	254	9	which	which	WDT
37060	254	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	254	11	personally	personally	RB
37060	254	12	regard	regard	VBP
37060	254	13	as	as	IN
37060	254	14	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	254	15	or	or	CC
37060	254	16	spurred	spur	VBN
37060	254	17	through	through	IN
37060	254	18	a	a	DT
37060	254	19	lack	lack	NN
37060	254	20	of	of	IN
37060	254	21	control	control	NN
37060	254	22	;	;	:
37060	254	23	any	any	DT
37060	254	24	further	further	JJ
37060	254	25	comments	comment	NNS
37060	254	26	are	be	VBP
37060	254	27	of	of	IN
37060	254	28	no	no	DT
37060	254	29	consequence	consequence	NN
37060	254	30	unless	unless	IN
37060	254	31	the	the	DT
37060	254	32	subject	subject	NN
37060	254	33	is	be	VBZ
37060	254	34	able	able	JJ
37060	254	35	to	to	TO
37060	254	36	change	change	VB
37060	254	37	those	those	DT
37060	254	38	things	thing	NNS
37060	254	39	about	about	IN
37060	254	40	which	which	WDT
37060	254	41	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	254	42	is	be	VBZ
37060	254	43	being	be	VBG
37060	254	44	ridiculed	ridicule	VBN
37060	254	45	.	.	.
37060	255	1	Although	although	IN
37060	255	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	255	3	excelled	excel	VBD
37060	255	4	academically	academically	RB
37060	255	5	in	in	IN
37060	255	6	school	school	NN
37060	255	7	,	,	,
37060	255	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	255	9	was	be	VBD
37060	255	10	always	always	RB
37060	255	11	content	content	JJ
37060	255	12	when	when	WRB
37060	255	13	the	the	DT
37060	255	14	time	time	NN
37060	255	15	would	would	MD
37060	255	16	come	come	VB
37060	255	17	to	to	TO
37060	255	18	be	be	VB
37060	255	19	dismissed	dismiss	VBN
37060	255	20	.	.	.
37060	256	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	256	2	liked	like	VBD
37060	256	3	school	school	NN
37060	256	4	only	only	RB
37060	256	5	in	in	IN
37060	256	6	the	the	DT
37060	256	7	sense	sense	NN
37060	256	8	that	that	IN
37060	256	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	256	10	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	256	11	the	the	DT
37060	256	12	result	result	NN
37060	256	13	of	of	IN
37060	256	14	successfully	successfully	RB
37060	256	15	completing	complete	VBG
37060	256	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	256	17	assignments	assignment	NNS
37060	256	18	.	.	.
37060	257	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	257	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	257	3	a	a	DT
37060	257	4	certain	certain	JJ
37060	257	5	compulsion	compulsion	NN
37060	257	6	to	to	TO
37060	257	7	produce	produce	VB
37060	257	8	perfection	perfection	NN
37060	257	9	:	:	:
37060	257	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	257	11	believed	believe	VBD
37060	257	12	that	that	IN
37060	257	13	if	if	IN
37060	257	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	257	15	was	be	VBD
37060	257	16	to	to	TO
37060	257	17	engage	engage	VB
37060	257	18	in	in	IN
37060	257	19	an	an	DT
37060	257	20	activity	activity	NN
37060	257	21	at	at	RB
37060	257	22	all	all	RB
37060	257	23	,	,	,
37060	257	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	257	25	should	should	MD
37060	257	26	do	do	VB
37060	257	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	257	28	best	good	JJS
37060	257	29	,	,	,
37060	257	30	or	or	CC
37060	257	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	257	32	time	time	NN
37060	257	33	thus	thus	RB
37060	257	34	engaged	engage	VBN
37060	257	35	would	would	MD
37060	257	36	be	be	VB
37060	257	37	without	without	IN
37060	257	38	worth	worth	JJ
37060	257	39	.	.	.
37060	258	1	This	this	DT
37060	258	2	desire	desire	NN
37060	258	3	for	for	IN
37060	258	4	perfection	perfection	NN
37060	258	5	had	have	VBD
37060	258	6	a	a	DT
37060	258	7	price	price	NN
37060	258	8	,	,	,
37060	258	9	however	however	RB
37060	258	10	,	,	,
37060	258	11	because	because	IN
37060	258	12	certain	certain	JJ
37060	258	13	activities	activity	NNS
37060	258	14	conflicted	conflict	VBD
37060	258	15	with	with	IN
37060	258	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	258	17	personality	personality	NN
37060	258	18	.	.	.
37060	259	1	Although	although	IN
37060	259	2	physical	physical	JJ
37060	259	3	education	education	NN
37060	259	4	was	be	VBD
37060	259	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	259	6	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	259	7	terror	terror	NN
37060	259	8	,	,	,
37060	259	9	the	the	DT
37060	259	10	only	only	JJ
37060	259	11	subject	subject	NN
37060	259	12	with	with	IN
37060	259	13	which	which	WDT
37060	259	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	259	15	grappled	grapple	VBD
37060	259	16	considerably	considerably	RB
37060	259	17	was	be	VBD
37060	259	18	mathematics	mathematic	NNS
37060	259	19	.	.	.
37060	260	1	After	after	IN
37060	260	2	the	the	DT
37060	260	3	most	most	RBS
37060	260	4	elementary	elementary	JJ
37060	260	5	techniques	technique	NNS
37060	260	6	of	of	IN
37060	260	7	addition	addition	NN
37060	260	8	,	,	,
37060	260	9	multiplication	multiplication	NNP
37060	260	10	,	,	,
37060	260	11	and	and	CC
37060	260	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	260	13	counterparts	counterpart	NNS
37060	260	14	were	be	VBD
37060	260	15	mastered	master	VBN
37060	260	16	,	,	,
37060	260	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	260	18	found	find	VBD
37060	260	19	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	260	20	to	to	TO
37060	260	21	be	be	VB
37060	260	22	floundering	flounder	VBG
37060	260	23	in	in	IN
37060	260	24	a	a	DT
37060	260	25	sea	sea	NN
37060	260	26	of	of	IN
37060	260	27	the	the	DT
37060	260	28	seemingly	seemingly	RB
37060	260	29	"	"	``
37060	260	30	unknowable	unknowable	JJ
37060	260	31	.	.	.
37060	260	32	"	"	''
37060	261	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	261	2	had	have	VBD
37060	261	3	extreme	extreme	JJ
37060	261	4	difficulty	difficulty	NN
37060	261	5	accepting	accept	VBG
37060	261	6	the	the	DT
37060	261	7	various	various	JJ
37060	261	8	theorems	theorem	NNS
37060	261	9	and	and	CC
37060	261	10	equations	equation	NNS
37060	261	11	without	without	IN
37060	261	12	asking	ask	VBG
37060	261	13	the	the	DT
37060	261	14	method	method	NN
37060	261	15	behind	behind	IN
37060	261	16	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	261	17	stated	state	VBN
37060	261	18	form	form	NN
37060	261	19	.	.	.
37060	262	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	262	2	was	be	VBD
37060	262	3	alarmed	alarm	VBN
37060	262	4	to	to	TO
37060	262	5	deal	deal	VB
37060	262	6	with	with	IN
37060	262	7	absolutes	absolute	NNS
37060	262	8	,	,	,
37060	262	9	finding	find	VBG
37060	262	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	262	11	hard	hard	JJ
37060	262	12	to	to	TO
37060	262	13	believe	believe	VB
37060	262	14	that	that	IN
37060	262	15	any	any	DT
37060	262	16	subject	subject	NN
37060	262	17	was	be	VBD
37060	262	18	so	so	RB
37060	262	19	unyielding	unyielding	JJ
37060	262	20	and	and	CC
37060	262	21	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	262	22	no	no	DT
37060	262	23	room	room	NN
37060	262	24	for	for	IN
37060	262	25	error	error	NN
37060	262	26	,	,	,
37060	262	27	however	however	RB
37060	262	28	slight	slight	JJ
37060	262	29	.	.	.
37060	263	1	In	in	IN
37060	263	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	263	3	inability	inability	NN
37060	263	4	to	to	TO
37060	263	5	accept	accept	VB
37060	263	6	the	the	DT
37060	263	7	laws	law	NNS
37060	263	8	of	of	IN
37060	263	9	mathematics	mathematic	NNS
37060	263	10	"	"	''
37060	263	11	wholesale	wholesale	JJ
37060	263	12	,	,	,
37060	263	13	"	"	''
37060	263	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	263	15	soon	soon	RB
37060	263	16	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	263	17	that	that	IN
37060	263	18	there	there	EX
37060	263	19	were	be	VBD
37060	263	20	those	those	DT
37060	263	21	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	263	22	who	who	WP
37060	263	23	disliked	dislike	VBD
37060	263	24	students	student	NNS
37060	263	25	who	who	WP
37060	263	26	failed	fail	VBD
37060	263	27	to	to	TO
37060	263	28	grasp	grasp	VB
37060	263	29	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	263	30	subject	subject	JJ
37060	263	31	matter	matter	NN
37060	263	32	.	.	.
37060	264	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	264	2	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	264	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	264	4	that	that	IN
37060	264	5	one	one	CD
37060	264	6	who	who	WP
37060	264	7	did	do	VBD
37060	264	8	not	not	RB
37060	264	9	understand	understand	VB
37060	264	10	was	be	VBD
37060	264	11	undoubtedly	undoubtedly	RB
37060	264	12	inattentive	inattentive	JJ
37060	264	13	in	in	IN
37060	264	14	class	class	NN
37060	264	15	and	and	CC
37060	264	16	was	be	VBD
37060	264	17	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	264	18	undeserving	undeserve	VBG
37060	264	19	of	of	IN
37060	264	20	any	any	DT
37060	264	21	further	further	JJ
37060	264	22	assistance	assistance	NN
37060	264	23	outside	outside	RB
37060	264	24	of	of	IN
37060	264	25	class	class	NN
37060	264	26	,	,	,
37060	264	27	especially	especially	RB
37060	264	28	when	when	WRB
37060	264	29	the	the	DT
37060	264	30	extra	extra	JJ
37060	264	31	time	time	NN
37060	264	32	was	be	VBD
37060	264	33	the	the	DT
37060	264	34	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	264	35	's	's	POS
37060	264	36	own	own	JJ
37060	264	37	.	.	.
37060	265	1	In	in	IN
37060	265	2	many	many	JJ
37060	265	3	instances	instance	NNS
37060	265	4	,	,	,
37060	265	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	265	6	would	would	MD
37060	265	7	seek	seek	VB
37060	265	8	the	the	DT
37060	265	9	mathematically	mathematically	RB
37060	265	10	inclined	incline	VBN
37060	265	11	intelligence	intelligence	NN
37060	265	12	of	of	IN
37060	265	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	265	14	cousin	cousin	NN
37060	265	15	,	,	,
37060	265	16	Gary	Gary	NNP
37060	265	17	,	,	,
37060	265	18	or	or	CC
37060	265	19	attempt	attempt	VB
37060	265	20	to	to	TO
37060	265	21	work	work	VB
37060	265	22	out	out	RP
37060	265	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	265	24	disaster	disaster	NN
37060	265	25	through	through	IN
37060	265	26	additional	additional	JJ
37060	265	27	reading	reading	NN
37060	265	28	and	and	CC
37060	265	29	calculation	calculation	NN
37060	265	30	,	,	,
37060	265	31	rather	rather	RB
37060	265	32	than	than	IN
37060	265	33	face	face	VB
37060	265	34	the	the	DT
37060	265	35	malignant	malignant	JJ
37060	265	36	stare	stare	NN
37060	265	37	of	of	IN
37060	265	38	an	an	DT
37060	265	39	insensitive	insensitive	JJ
37060	265	40	instructor	instructor	NN
37060	265	41	.	.	.
37060	266	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	266	2	other	other	JJ
37060	266	3	enemy	enemy	NN
37060	266	4	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	266	5	school	school	NN
37060	266	6	was	be	VBD
37060	266	7	,	,	,
37060	266	8	as	as	IN
37060	266	9	mentioned	mention	VBN
37060	266	10	,	,	,
37060	266	11	physical	physical	JJ
37060	266	12	education	education	NN
37060	266	13	.	.	.
37060	267	1	Although	although	IN
37060	267	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	267	3	was	be	VBD
37060	267	4	not	not	RB
37060	267	5	uncoordinated	uncoordinated	JJ
37060	267	6	,	,	,
37060	267	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	267	8	was	be	VBD
37060	267	9	unfamiliar	unfamiliar	JJ
37060	267	10	with	with	IN
37060	267	11	many	many	JJ
37060	267	12	of	of	IN
37060	267	13	the	the	DT
37060	267	14	sports	sport	NNS
37060	267	15	,	,	,
37060	267	16	and	and	CC
37060	267	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	267	18	lack	lack	NN
37060	267	19	of	of	IN
37060	267	20	social	social	JJ
37060	267	21	aggressiveness	aggressiveness	NN
37060	267	22	affected	affect	VBD
37060	267	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	267	24	performance	performance	NN
37060	267	25	in	in	IN
37060	267	26	a	a	DT
37060	267	27	way	way	NN
37060	267	28	which	which	WDT
37060	267	29	could	could	MD
37060	267	30	only	only	RB
37060	267	31	be	be	VB
37060	267	32	described	describe	VBN
37060	267	33	as	as	IN
37060	267	34	unfavorable	unfavorable	JJ
37060	267	35	.	.	.
37060	268	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	268	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	268	3	the	the	DT
37060	268	4	class	class	NN
37060	268	5	to	to	TO
37060	268	6	be	be	VB
37060	268	7	senselessly	senselessly	RB
37060	268	8	competitive	competitive	JJ
37060	268	9	;	;	:
37060	268	10	so	so	RB
37060	268	11	concerned	concerned	JJ
37060	268	12	were	be	VBD
37060	268	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	268	14	schoolmates	schoolmate	NNS
37060	268	15	with	with	IN
37060	268	16	winning	win	VBG
37060	268	17	that	that	DT
37060	268	18	to	to	TO
37060	268	19	say	say	VB
37060	268	20	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	268	21	were	be	VBD
37060	268	22	involved	involve	VBN
37060	268	23	in	in	IN
37060	268	24	a	a	DT
37060	268	25	"	"	``
37060	268	26	game	game	NN
37060	268	27	"	"	''
37060	268	28	was	be	VBD
37060	268	29	totally	totally	RB
37060	268	30	incomprehensible	incomprehensible	JJ
37060	268	31	.	.	.
37060	269	1	Except	except	IN
37060	269	2	for	for	IN
37060	269	3	running	running	NN
37060	269	4	,	,	,
37060	269	5	and	and	CC
37060	269	6	a	a	DT
37060	269	7	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	269	8	comical	comical	JJ
37060	269	9	aptitude	aptitude	NN
37060	269	10	for	for	IN
37060	269	11	standing	stand	VBG
37060	269	12	on	on	IN
37060	269	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	269	14	head	head	NN
37060	269	15	,	,	,
37060	269	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	269	17	dreaded	dread	VBD
37060	269	18	the	the	DT
37060	269	19	activities	activity	NNS
37060	269	20	,	,	,
37060	269	21	and	and	CC
37060	269	22	detested	detest	VBD
37060	269	23	any	any	DT
37060	269	24	sport	sport	NN
37060	269	25	which	which	WDT
37060	269	26	dealt	deal	VBD
37060	269	27	with	with	IN
37060	269	28	balls	ball	NNS
37060	269	29	.	.	.
37060	270	1	The	the	DT
37060	270	2	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	270	3	augmented	augment	VBD
37060	270	4	a	a	DT
37060	270	5	student	student	NN
37060	270	6	's	's	POS
37060	270	7	frail	frail	NN
37060	270	8	self	self	NN
37060	270	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	270	10	image	image	NN
37060	270	11	by	by	IN
37060	270	12	allowing	allow	VBG
37060	270	13	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	270	14	to	to	TO
37060	270	15	choose	choose	VB
37060	270	16	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	270	17	own	own	JJ
37060	270	18	teams	team	NNS
37060	270	19	,	,	,
37060	270	20	resulting	result	VBG
37060	270	21	,	,	,
37060	270	22	of	of	IN
37060	270	23	course	course	NN
37060	270	24	,	,	,
37060	270	25	in	in	IN
37060	270	26	the	the	DT
37060	270	27	less	less	RBR
37060	270	28	able	able	JJ
37060	270	29	participants	participant	NNS
37060	270	30	being	be	VBG
37060	270	31	chosen	choose	VBN
37060	270	32	last	last	JJ
37060	270	33	.	.	.
37060	271	1	Once	once	IN
37060	271	2	the	the	DT
37060	271	3	game	game	NN
37060	271	4	began	begin	VBD
37060	271	5	,	,	,
37060	271	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	271	7	felt	feel	VBD
37060	271	8	besieged	besiege	VBN
37060	271	9	by	by	IN
37060	271	10	paranoia	paranoia	NN
37060	271	11	;	;	:
37060	271	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	271	13	blunders	blunder	NNS
37060	271	14	were	be	VBD
37060	271	15	met	meet	VBN
37060	271	16	by	by	IN
37060	271	17	icy	icy	NN
37060	271	18	glances	glance	NNS
37060	271	19	of	of	IN
37060	271	20	derision	derision	NN
37060	271	21	,	,	,
37060	271	22	despite	despite	IN
37060	271	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	271	24	desperate	desperate	JJ
37060	271	25	attempts	attempt	NNS
37060	271	26	to	to	TO
37060	271	27	perform	perform	VB
37060	271	28	in	in	IN
37060	271	29	an	an	DT
37060	271	30	admirable	admirable	JJ
37060	271	31	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	271	32	.	.	.
37060	272	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	272	2	soon	soon	RB
37060	272	3	learned	learn	VBD
37060	272	4	that	that	IN
37060	272	5	sports	sport	NNS
37060	272	6	were	be	VBD
37060	272	7	not	not	RB
37060	272	8	games	game	NNS
37060	272	9	,	,	,
37060	272	10	but	but	CC
37060	272	11	battles	battle	NNS
37060	272	12	in	in	IN
37060	272	13	which	which	WDT
37060	272	14	winning	win	VBG
37060	272	15	meant	mean	VBD
37060	272	16	everything	everything	NN
37060	272	17	.	.	.
37060	273	1	Under	under	IN
37060	273	2	such	such	JJ
37060	273	3	conditions	condition	NNS
37060	273	4	,	,	,
37060	273	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	273	6	had	have	VBD
37060	273	7	absolutely	absolutely	RB
37060	273	8	no	no	DT
37060	273	9	hope	hope	NN
37060	273	10	or	or	CC
37060	273	11	desire	desire	NN
37060	273	12	to	to	TO
37060	273	13	fight	fight	VB
37060	273	14	.	.	.
37060	274	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	274	2	have	have	VBP
37060	274	3	always	always	RB
37060	274	4	found	find	VBN
37060	274	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	274	6	quite	quite	RB
37060	274	7	interesting	interesting	JJ
37060	274	8	that	that	IN
37060	274	9	children	child	NNS
37060	274	10	will	will	MD
37060	274	11	attack	attack	VB
37060	274	12	one	one	CD
37060	274	13	another	another	DT
37060	274	14	about	about	IN
37060	274	15	many	many	JJ
37060	274	16	short	short	JJ
37060	274	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	274	18	comings	coming	NNS
37060	274	19	,	,	,
37060	274	20	but	but	CC
37060	274	21	will	will	MD
37060	274	22	say	say	VB
37060	274	23	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	274	24	of	of	IN
37060	274	25	certain	certain	JJ
37060	274	26	other	other	JJ
37060	274	27	equally	equally	RB
37060	274	28	embarrassing	embarrassing	JJ
37060	274	29	occurrences	occurrence	NNS
37060	274	30	.	.	.
37060	275	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	275	2	observations	observation	NNS
37060	275	3	include	include	VBP
37060	275	4	those	those	DT
37060	275	5	bodily	bodily	JJ
37060	275	6	accidents	accident	NNS
37060	275	7	which	which	WDT
37060	275	8	could	could	MD
37060	275	9	be	be	VB
37060	275	10	avoided	avoid	VBN
37060	275	11	,	,	,
37060	275	12	such	such	JJ
37060	275	13	as	as	IN
37060	275	14	dirtying	dirty	VBG
37060	275	15	one	one	PRP
37060	275	16	's	's	POS
37060	275	17	pants	pant	NNS
37060	275	18	or	or	CC
37060	275	19	vomiting	vomit	VBG
37060	275	20	in	in	IN
37060	275	21	the	the	DT
37060	275	22	classroom	classroom	NN
37060	275	23	.	.	.
37060	276	1	One	one	CD
37060	276	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	276	3	always	always	RB
37060	276	4	amply	amply	RB
37060	276	5	warned	warn	VBN
37060	276	6	,	,	,
37060	276	7	but	but	CC
37060	276	8	sheer	sheer	JJ
37060	276	9	embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	276	10	often	often	RB
37060	276	11	will	will	MD
37060	276	12	not	not	RB
37060	276	13	allow	allow	VB
37060	276	14	the	the	DT
37060	276	15	child	child	NN
37060	276	16	to	to	TO
37060	276	17	mention	mention	VB
37060	276	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	276	19	predicament	predicament	NN
37060	276	20	before	before	IN
37060	276	21	the	the	DT
37060	276	22	entire	entire	JJ
37060	276	23	class	class	NN
37060	276	24	is	be	VBZ
37060	276	25	visually	visually	RB
37060	276	26	aware	aware	JJ
37060	276	27	of	of	IN
37060	276	28	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	276	29	.	.	.
37060	277	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	277	2	once	once	RB
37060	277	3	vomited	vomit	VBD
37060	277	4	in	in	IN
37060	277	5	second	second	JJ
37060	277	6	grade	grade	NN
37060	277	7	,	,	,
37060	277	8	too	too	RB
37060	277	9	afraid	afraid	JJ
37060	277	10	to	to	TO
37060	277	11	raise	raise	VB
37060	277	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	277	13	hand	hand	NN
37060	277	14	to	to	TO
37060	277	15	ask	ask	VB
37060	277	16	permission	permission	NN
37060	277	17	of	of	IN
37060	277	18	the	the	DT
37060	277	19	substitute	substitute	NN
37060	277	20	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	277	21	to	to	TO
37060	277	22	be	be	VB
37060	277	23	excused	excuse	VBN
37060	277	24	.	.	.
37060	278	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	278	2	was	be	VBD
37060	278	3	always	always	RB
37060	278	4	wary	wary	JJ
37060	278	5	of	of	IN
37060	278	6	substitutes	substitute	NNS
37060	278	7	,	,	,
37060	278	8	and	and	CC
37060	278	9	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	278	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	278	11	also	also	RB
37060	278	12	thought	think	VBD
37060	278	13	that	that	IN
37060	278	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	278	15	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	278	16	would	would	MD
37060	278	17	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	278	18	subside	subside	VB
37060	278	19	if	if	IN
37060	278	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	278	21	remained	remain	VBD
37060	278	22	very	very	RB
37060	278	23	still	still	RB
37060	278	24	.	.	.
37060	279	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	279	2	did	do	VBD
37060	279	3	not	not	RB
37060	279	4	,	,	,
37060	279	5	and	and	CC
37060	279	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	279	7	spewed	spew	VBD
37060	279	8	gastric	gastric	JJ
37060	279	9	liquid	liquid	NN
37060	279	10	all	all	RB
37060	279	11	over	over	IN
37060	279	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	279	13	book	book	NN
37060	279	14	and	and	CC
37060	279	15	desk	desk	NN
37060	279	16	.	.	.
37060	280	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	280	2	was	be	VBD
37060	280	3	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	280	4	to	to	TO
37060	280	5	go	go	VB
37060	280	6	home	home	RB
37060	280	7	,	,	,
37060	280	8	pacified	pacify	VBD
37060	280	9	only	only	RB
37060	280	10	by	by	IN
37060	280	11	the	the	DT
37060	280	12	fact	fact	NN
37060	280	13	that	that	IN
37060	280	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	280	15	"	"	``
37060	280	16	boyfriend	boyfriend	NN
37060	280	17	"	"	''
37060	280	18	happened	happen	VBD
37060	280	19	to	to	TO
37060	280	20	be	be	VB
37060	280	21	absent	absent	JJ
37060	280	22	that	that	DT
37060	280	23	day	day	NN
37060	280	24	.	.	.
37060	281	1	On	on	IN
37060	281	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	281	3	return	return	NN
37060	281	4	to	to	IN
37060	281	5	school	school	NN
37060	281	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	281	7	found	find	VBD
37060	281	8	that	that	IN
37060	281	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	281	10	anxiety	anxiety	NN
37060	281	11	was	be	VBD
37060	281	12	needless	needless	JJ
37060	281	13	,	,	,
37060	281	14	for	for	IN
37060	281	15	no	no	DT
37060	281	16	one	one	NN
37060	281	17	mentioned	mention	VBD
37060	281	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	281	19	catastrophe	catastrophe	NN
37060	281	20	of	of	IN
37060	281	21	several	several	JJ
37060	281	22	days	day	NNS
37060	281	23	earlier	early	RBR
37060	281	24	.	.	.
37060	282	1	No	no	DT
37060	282	2	one	one	NN
37060	282	3	ever	ever	RB
37060	282	4	ridiculed	ridicule	VBD
37060	282	5	another	another	DT
37060	282	6	person	person	NN
37060	282	7	for	for	IN
37060	282	8	those	those	DT
37060	282	9	types	type	NNS
37060	282	10	of	of	IN
37060	282	11	accidents	accident	NNS
37060	282	12	.	.	.
37060	283	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	283	2	there	there	EX
37060	283	3	exists	exist	VBZ
37060	283	4	an	an	DT
37060	283	5	unspoken	unspoken	JJ
37060	283	6	truce	truce	NN
37060	283	7	amongst	amongst	IN
37060	283	8	children	child	NNS
37060	283	9	to	to	TO
37060	283	10	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	283	11	such	such	JJ
37060	283	12	harassment	harassment	NN
37060	283	13	because	because	IN
37060	283	14	each	each	DT
37060	283	15	child	child	NN
37060	283	16	knows	know	VBZ
37060	283	17	that	that	IN
37060	283	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	283	19	could	could	MD
37060	283	20	have	have	VB
37060	283	21	happened	happen	VBN
37060	283	22	to	to	IN
37060	283	23	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	283	24	.	.	.
37060	284	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	284	2	fostered	foster	VBD
37060	284	3	a	a	DT
37060	284	4	slight	slight	JJ
37060	284	5	fear	fear	NN
37060	284	6	toward	toward	IN
37060	284	7	substitute	substitute	NN
37060	284	8	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	284	9	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	284	10	grade	grade	NN
37060	284	11	school	school	NN
37060	284	12	.	.	.
37060	285	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	285	2	often	often	RB
37060	285	3	tended	tend	VBD
37060	285	4	to	to	TO
37060	285	5	be	be	VB
37060	285	6	rather	rather	RB
37060	285	7	insecure	insecure	JJ
37060	285	8	,	,	,
37060	285	9	a	a	DT
37060	285	10	trait	trait	NN
37060	285	11	which	which	WDT
37060	285	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	285	13	felt	feel	VBD
37060	285	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	285	15	were	be	VBD
37060	285	16	justified	justify	VBN
37060	285	17	in	in	IN
37060	285	18	having	have	VBG
37060	285	19	.	.	.
37060	286	1	Substitute	substitute	NN
37060	286	2	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	286	3	paralleled	parallel	VBD
37060	286	4	chaos	chaos	NN
37060	286	5	;	;	:
37060	286	6	either	either	CC
37060	286	7	the	the	DT
37060	286	8	class	class	NN
37060	286	9	would	would	MD
37060	286	10	be	be	VB
37060	286	11	utterly	utterly	RB
37060	286	12	uncontrollable	uncontrollable	JJ
37060	286	13	and	and	CC
37060	286	14	would	would	MD
37060	286	15	be	be	VB
37060	286	16	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	286	17	to	to	TO
37060	286	18	do	do	VB
37060	286	19	as	as	IN
37060	286	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	286	21	pleased	please	VBD
37060	286	22	or	or	CC
37060	286	23	the	the	DT
37060	286	24	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	286	25	would	would	MD
37060	286	26	be	be	VB
37060	286	27	unreasonably	unreasonably	RB
37060	286	28	strict	strict	JJ
37060	286	29	and	and	CC
37060	286	30	foreboding	foreboding	JJ
37060	286	31	.	.	.
37060	287	1	More	More	JJR
37060	287	2	than	than	IN
37060	287	3	the	the	DT
37060	287	4	substitutes	substitute	NNS
37060	287	5	,	,	,
37060	287	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	287	7	hated	hate	VBD
37060	287	8	when	when	WRB
37060	287	9	the	the	DT
37060	287	10	regular	regular	JJ
37060	287	11	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	287	12	would	would	MD
37060	287	13	return	return	VB
37060	287	14	.	.	.
37060	288	1	Inevitably	inevitably	RB
37060	288	2	,	,	,
37060	288	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	288	4	or	or	CC
37060	288	5	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	288	6	would	would	MD
37060	288	7	verbally	verbally	RB
37060	288	8	lash	lash	VB
37060	288	9	the	the	DT
37060	288	10	class	class	NN
37060	288	11	,	,	,
37060	288	12	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	288	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	288	14	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	288	15	crushed	crush	VBN
37060	288	16	,	,	,
37060	288	17	albeit	albeit	IN
37060	288	18	the	the	DT
37060	288	19	fact	fact	NN
37060	288	20	that	that	IN
37060	288	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	288	22	deserved	deserve	VBD
37060	288	23	no	no	DT
37060	288	24	such	such	JJ
37060	288	25	punishment	punishment	NN
37060	288	26	.	.	.
37060	289	1	Those	those	DT
37060	289	2	who	who	WP
37060	289	3	do	do	VBP
37060	289	4	not	not	RB
37060	289	5	need	need	VB
37060	289	6	chastisement	chastisement	NN
37060	289	7	,	,	,
37060	289	8	and	and	CC
37060	289	9	for	for	IN
37060	289	10	whom	whom	WP
37060	289	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	289	12	was	be	VBD
37060	289	13	not	not	RB
37060	289	14	intended	intend	VBN
37060	289	15	,	,	,
37060	289	16	are	be	VBP
37060	289	17	always	always	RB
37060	289	18	the	the	DT
37060	289	19	ones	one	NNS
37060	289	20	who	who	WP
37060	289	21	take	take	VBP
37060	289	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	289	23	to	to	IN
37060	289	24	heart	heart	NN
37060	289	25	.	.	.
37060	290	1	Throughout	throughout	IN
37060	290	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	290	3	earlier	early	JJR
37060	290	4	years	year	NNS
37060	290	5	,	,	,
37060	290	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	290	7	main	main	JJ
37060	290	8	playmate	playmate	NN
37060	290	9	was	be	VBD
37060	290	10	Mary	Mary	NNP
37060	290	11	,	,	,
37060	290	12	a	a	DT
37060	290	13	girl	girl	NN
37060	290	14	who	who	WP
37060	290	15	lived	live	VBD
37060	290	16	several	several	JJ
37060	290	17	houses	house	NNS
37060	290	18	up	up	RP
37060	290	19	the	the	DT
37060	290	20	avenue	avenue	NN
37060	290	21	.	.	.
37060	291	1	That	that	IN
37060	291	2	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	291	3	age	age	NN
37060	291	4	bested	best	VBD
37060	291	5	mine	mine	NN
37060	291	6	by	by	IN
37060	291	7	four	four	CD
37060	291	8	years	year	NNS
37060	291	9	did	do	VBD
37060	291	10	not	not	RB
37060	291	11	seem	seem	VB
37060	291	12	to	to	TO
37060	291	13	restrict	restrict	VB
37060	291	14	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	291	15	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	291	16	in	in	IN
37060	291	17	the	the	DT
37060	291	18	least	least	JJS
37060	291	19	;	;	:
37060	291	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	291	21	had	have	VBD
37060	291	22	a	a	DT
37060	291	23	habit	habit	NN
37060	291	24	of	of	IN
37060	291	25	better	well	JJR
37060	291	26	enjoying	enjoy	VBG
37060	291	27	the	the	DT
37060	291	28	company	company	NN
37060	291	29	of	of	IN
37060	291	30	those	those	DT
37060	291	31	older	old	JJR
37060	291	32	than	than	IN
37060	291	33	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	291	34	,	,	,
37060	291	35	and	and	CC
37060	291	36	obviously	obviously	RB
37060	291	37	this	this	DT
37060	291	38	was	be	VBD
37060	291	39	no	no	DT
37060	291	40	exception	exception	NN
37060	291	41	.	.	.
37060	292	1	Much	much	JJ
37060	292	2	of	of	IN
37060	292	3	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	292	4	play	play	NN
37060	292	5	involved	involve	VBD
37060	292	6	the	the	DT
37060	292	7	riding	riding	NN
37060	292	8	of	of	IN
37060	292	9	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	292	10	tricycles	tricycle	NNS
37060	292	11	,	,	,
37060	292	12	which	which	WDT
37060	292	13	placed	place	VBD
37060	292	14	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	292	15	under	under	IN
37060	292	16	the	the	DT
37060	292	17	fire	fire	NN
37060	292	18	of	of	IN
37060	292	19	the	the	DT
37060	292	20	neighborhood	neighborhood	NN
37060	292	21	boys	boy	NNS
37060	292	22	,	,	,
37060	292	23	who	who	WP
37060	292	24	were	be	VBD
37060	292	25	sporting	sport	VBG
37060	292	26	bicycles	bicycle	NNS
37060	292	27	at	at	IN
37060	292	28	considerably	considerably	RB
37060	292	29	younger	young	JJR
37060	292	30	ages	age	NNS
37060	292	31	.	.	.
37060	293	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	293	2	would	would	MD
37060	293	3	ride	ride	VB
37060	293	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	293	5	trikes	trike	NNS
37060	293	6	despite	despite	IN
37060	293	7	the	the	DT
37060	293	8	ridicule	ridicule	NN
37060	293	9	,	,	,
37060	293	10	however	however	RB
37060	293	11	,	,	,
37060	293	12	as	as	IN
37060	293	13	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	293	14	afforded	afford	VBD
37060	293	15	a	a	DT
37060	293	16	modest	modest	JJ
37060	293	17	degree	degree	NN
37060	293	18	of	of	IN
37060	293	19	mobility	mobility	NN
37060	293	20	and	and	CC
37060	293	21	could	could	MD
37060	293	22	also	also	RB
37060	293	23	be	be	VB
37060	293	24	manipulated	manipulate	VBN
37060	293	25	to	to	TO
37060	293	26	serve	serve	VB
37060	293	27	as	as	IN
37060	293	28	reasonable	reasonable	JJ
37060	293	29	scooters	scooter	NNS
37060	293	30	if	if	IN
37060	293	31	one	one	CD
37060	293	32	so	so	RB
37060	293	33	desired	desire	VBD
37060	293	34	.	.	.
37060	294	1	One	one	CD
37060	294	2	of	of	IN
37060	294	3	the	the	DT
37060	294	4	boys	boy	NNS
37060	294	5	whose	whose	WP$
37060	294	6	tongue	tongue	NN
37060	294	7	was	be	VBD
37060	294	8	particularly	particularly	RB
37060	294	9	keen	keen	JJ
37060	294	10	happened	happen	VBD
37060	294	11	to	to	TO
37060	294	12	acquire	acquire	VB
37060	294	13	a	a	DT
37060	294	14	bicycle	bicycle	NN
37060	294	15	after	after	IN
37060	294	16	a	a	DT
37060	294	17	mere	mere	JJ
37060	294	18	six	six	CD
37060	294	19	years	year	NNS
37060	294	20	of	of	IN
37060	294	21	life	life	NN
37060	294	22	.	.	.
37060	295	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	295	2	would	would	MD
37060	295	3	fly	fly	VB
37060	295	4	past	past	IN
37060	295	5	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	295	6	,	,	,
37060	295	7	wearing	wear	VBG
37060	295	8	a	a	DT
37060	295	9	smile	smile	NN
37060	295	10	of	of	IN
37060	295	11	overt	overt	JJ
37060	295	12	superiority	superiority	NN
37060	295	13	,	,	,
37060	295	14	as	as	IN
37060	295	15	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	295	16	tramped	tramp	VBD
37060	295	17	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	295	18	much	much	RB
37060	295	19	slower	slow	JJR
37060	295	20	vehicles	vehicle	NNS
37060	295	21	up	up	IN
37060	295	22	the	the	DT
37060	295	23	avenue	avenue	NN
37060	295	24	.	.	.
37060	296	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	296	2	bore	bear	VBD
37060	296	3	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	296	4	stately	stately	JJ
37060	296	5	self	self	NN
37060	296	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	296	7	assurance	assurance	NN
37060	296	8	as	as	IN
37060	296	9	if	if	IN
37060	296	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	296	11	were	be	VBD
37060	296	12	an	an	DT
37060	296	13	inherent	inherent	JJ
37060	296	14	factor	factor	NN
37060	296	15	of	of	IN
37060	296	16	childhood	childhood	NN
37060	296	17	which	which	WDT
37060	296	18	would	would	MD
37060	296	19	one	one	CD
37060	296	20	day	day	NN
37060	296	21	be	be	VB
37060	296	22	relinquished	relinquish	VBN
37060	296	23	for	for	IN
37060	296	24	a	a	DT
37060	296	25	more	more	RBR
37060	296	26	affable	affable	JJ
37060	296	27	character	character	NN
37060	296	28	,	,	,
37060	296	29	as	as	IN
37060	296	30	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	296	31	,	,	,
37060	296	32	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	296	33	was	be	VBD
37060	296	34	.	.	.
37060	297	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	297	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	297	3	on	on	RP
37060	297	4	as	as	IN
37060	297	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	297	6	joyously	joyously	RB
37060	297	7	raced	race	VBD
37060	297	8	through	through	IN
37060	297	9	the	the	DT
37060	297	10	neighborhood	neighborhood	NN
37060	297	11	amid	amid	IN
37060	297	12	a	a	DT
37060	297	13	cloud	cloud	NN
37060	297	14	of	of	IN
37060	297	15	arrogance	arrogance	NN
37060	297	16	;	;	:
37060	297	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	297	18	circled	circle	VBD
37060	297	19	,	,	,
37060	297	20	and	and	CC
37060	297	21	returned	return	VBD
37060	297	22	,	,	,
37060	297	23	then	then	RB
37060	297	24	lifted	lift	VBD
37060	297	25	the	the	DT
37060	297	26	front	front	JJ
37060	297	27	wheel	wheel	NN
37060	297	28	off	off	IN
37060	297	29	the	the	DT
37060	297	30	pavement	pavement	NN
37060	297	31	a	a	DT
37060	297	32	trifle	trifle	NN
37060	297	33	too	too	RB
37060	297	34	far	far	RB
37060	297	35	,	,	,
37060	297	36	causing	cause	VBG
37060	297	37	an	an	DT
37060	297	38	irreversible	irreversible	JJ
37060	297	39	conjunction	conjunction	NN
37060	297	40	with	with	IN
37060	297	41	the	the	DT
37060	297	42	unyielding	unyielding	JJ
37060	297	43	cement	cement	NN
37060	297	44	.	.	.
37060	298	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	298	2	back	back	NN
37060	298	3	found	find	VBD
37060	298	4	the	the	DT
37060	298	5	street	street	NN
37060	298	6	as	as	IN
37060	298	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	298	8	bike	bike	NN
37060	298	9	crashed	crash	VBD
37060	298	10	to	to	IN
37060	298	11	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	298	12	side	side	NN
37060	298	13	nearby	nearby	RB
37060	298	14	.	.	.
37060	299	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	299	2	believe	believe	VBP
37060	299	3	the	the	DT
37060	299	4	entire	entire	JJ
37060	299	5	neighborhood	neighborhood	NN
37060	299	6	must	must	MD
37060	299	7	have	have	VB
37060	299	8	heard	hear	VBN
37060	299	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	299	10	pride	pride	NN
37060	299	11	dissipating	dissipate	VBG
37060	299	12	into	into	IN
37060	299	13	the	the	DT
37060	299	14	humid	humid	JJ
37060	299	15	summer	summer	NN
37060	299	16	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	299	17	;	;	:
37060	299	18	after	after	IN
37060	299	19	that	that	DT
37060	299	20	decidedly	decidedly	RB
37060	299	21	rough	rough	JJ
37060	299	22	lesson	lesson	NN
37060	299	23	,	,	,
37060	299	24	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	299	25	no	no	RB
37060	299	26	longer	long	RBR
37060	299	27	jeered	jeer	VBD
37060	299	28	at	at	IN
37060	299	29	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	299	30	mode	mode	NN
37060	299	31	of	of	IN
37060	299	32	transportation	transportation	NN
37060	299	33	.	.	.
37060	300	1	Mary	Mary	NNP
37060	300	2	and	and	CC
37060	300	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	300	4	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	300	5	played	play	VBD
37060	300	6	with	with	IN
37060	300	7	dolls	doll	NNS
37060	300	8	,	,	,
37060	300	9	although	although	IN
37060	300	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	300	11	were	be	VBD
37060	300	12	both	both	DT
37060	300	13	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	300	14	to	to	TO
37060	300	15	have	have	VB
37060	300	16	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	300	17	.	.	.
37060	301	1	Playing	play	VBG
37060	301	2	with	with	IN
37060	301	3	dolls	doll	NNS
37060	301	4	,	,	,
37060	301	5	for	for	IN
37060	301	6	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	301	7	,	,	,
37060	301	8	consisted	consist	VBD
37060	301	9	more	more	JJR
37060	301	10	of	of	IN
37060	301	11	dressing	dress	VBG
37060	301	12	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	301	13	"	"	``
37060	301	14	Barbies	Barbies	NNPS
37060	301	15	"	"	''
37060	301	16	in	in	IN
37060	301	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	301	18	various	various	JJ
37060	301	19	costumes	costume	NNS
37060	301	20	,	,	,
37060	301	21	and	and	CC
37060	301	22	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	301	23	,	,	,
37060	301	24	dreaming	dream	VBG
37060	301	25	that	that	IN
37060	301	26	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	301	27	would	would	MD
37060	301	28	one	one	CD
37060	301	29	day	day	NN
37060	301	30	appear	appear	VB
37060	301	31	as	as	RB
37060	301	32	shapely	shapely	RB
37060	301	33	and	and	CC
37060	301	34	attractive	attractive	JJ
37060	301	35	as	as	IN
37060	301	36	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	301	37	,	,	,
37060	301	38	rather	rather	RB
37060	301	39	than	than	IN
37060	301	40	actually	actually	RB
37060	301	41	involving	involve	VBG
37060	301	42	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	301	43	with	with	IN
37060	301	44	dialogue	dialogue	NN
37060	301	45	.	.	.
37060	302	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	302	2	would	would	MD
37060	302	3	often	often	RB
37060	302	4	gather	gather	VB
37060	302	5	together	together	RB
37060	302	6	an	an	DT
37060	302	7	assorted	assort	VBN
37060	302	8	array	array	NN
37060	302	9	of	of	IN
37060	302	10	trinkets	trinket	NNS
37060	302	11	and	and	CC
37060	302	12	gumball	gumball	NN
37060	302	13	machine	machine	NN
37060	302	14	prizes	prize	NNS
37060	302	15	for	for	IN
37060	302	16	the	the	DT
37060	302	17	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	302	18	of	of	IN
37060	302	19	trading	trade	VBG
37060	302	20	those	those	DT
37060	302	21	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	302	22	no	no	RB
37060	302	23	longer	long	RBR
37060	302	24	treasured	treasure	VBD
37060	302	25	.	.	.
37060	303	1	Although	although	IN
37060	303	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	303	3	admired	admire	VBD
37060	303	4	the	the	DT
37060	303	5	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	303	6	of	of	IN
37060	303	7	certain	certain	JJ
37060	303	8	"	"	``
37060	303	9	stars	star	NNS
37060	303	10	,	,	,
37060	303	11	"	"	''
37060	303	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	303	13	devotion	devotion	NN
37060	303	14	was	be	VBD
37060	303	15	more	more	JJR
37060	303	16	pretense	pretense	JJ
37060	303	17	than	than	IN
37060	303	18	real	real	JJ
37060	303	19	:	:	:
37060	303	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	303	21	could	could	MD
37060	303	22	not	not	RB
37060	303	23	love	love	VB
37060	303	24	an	an	DT
37060	303	25	individual	individual	NN
37060	303	26	simply	simply	RB
37060	303	27	through	through	IN
37060	303	28	reading	read	VBG
37060	303	29	a	a	DT
37060	303	30	handful	handful	NN
37060	303	31	of	of	IN
37060	303	32	trivia	trivium	NNS
37060	303	33	gathered	gather	VBN
37060	303	34	by	by	IN
37060	303	35	prying	pry	VBG
37060	303	36	,	,	,
37060	303	37	assuming	assume	VBG
37060	303	38	publications	publication	NNS
37060	303	39	.	.	.
37060	304	1	The	the	DT
37060	304	2	inclusion	inclusion	NN
37060	304	3	of	of	IN
37060	304	4	an	an	DT
37060	304	5	idol	idol	NN
37060	304	6	in	in	IN
37060	304	7	one	one	NN
37060	304	8	's	's	POS
37060	304	9	imaginings	imagining	NNS
37060	304	10	could	could	MD
37060	304	11	result	result	VB
37060	304	12	in	in	IN
37060	304	13	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	304	14	short	short	JJ
37060	304	15	of	of	IN
37060	304	16	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	304	17	,	,	,
37060	304	18	and	and	CC
37060	304	19	is	be	VBZ
37060	304	20	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	304	21	a	a	DT
37060	304	22	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	304	23	waste	waste	NN
37060	304	24	of	of	IN
37060	304	25	time	time	NN
37060	304	26	.	.	.
37060	305	1	Thankfully	thankfully	RB
37060	305	2	,	,	,
37060	305	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	305	4	was	be	VBD
37060	305	5	free	free	JJ
37060	305	6	of	of	IN
37060	305	7	any	any	DT
37060	305	8	form	form	NN
37060	305	9	of	of	IN
37060	305	10	infatuation	infatuation	NN
37060	305	11	for	for	IN
37060	305	12	those	those	DT
37060	305	13	in	in	IN
37060	305	14	the	the	DT
37060	305	15	midst	midst	NN
37060	305	16	of	of	IN
37060	305	17	stardom	stardom	NN
37060	305	18	by	by	IN
37060	305	19	the	the	DT
37060	305	20	time	time	NN
37060	305	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	305	22	reached	reach	VBD
37060	305	23	junior	junior	JJ
37060	305	24	high	high	JJ
37060	305	25	school	school	NN
37060	305	26	.	.	.
37060	306	1	Mary	Mary	NNP
37060	306	2	and	and	CC
37060	306	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	306	4	shared	share	VBD
37060	306	5	many	many	JJ
37060	306	6	entertaining	entertaining	JJ
37060	306	7	hours	hour	NNS
37060	306	8	,	,	,
37060	306	9	but	but	CC
37060	306	10	the	the	DT
37060	306	11	most	most	RBS
37060	306	12	memorable	memorable	JJ
37060	306	13	occasions	occasion	NNS
37060	306	14	were	be	VBD
37060	306	15	those	those	DT
37060	306	16	of	of	IN
37060	306	17	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	306	18	overnight	overnight	JJ
37060	306	19	slumber	slumber	NN
37060	306	20	parties	party	NNS
37060	306	21	.	.	.
37060	307	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	307	2	loved	love	VBD
37060	307	3	going	go	VBG
37060	307	4	to	to	IN
37060	307	5	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	307	6	house	house	NN
37060	307	7	,	,	,
37060	307	8	as	as	IN
37060	307	9	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	307	10	parents	parent	NNS
37060	307	11	maintained	maintain	VBD
37060	307	12	a	a	DT
37060	307	13	different	different	JJ
37060	307	14	store	store	NN
37060	307	15	of	of	IN
37060	307	16	food	food	NN
37060	307	17	than	than	IN
37060	307	18	did	do	VBD
37060	307	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	307	20	own	own	JJ
37060	307	21	.	.	.
37060	308	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	308	2	would	would	MD
37060	308	3	often	often	RB
37060	308	4	eat	eat	VB
37060	308	5	"	"	``
37060	308	6	Wonder	Wonder	NNP
37060	308	7	Bread	Bread	NNP
37060	308	8	"	"	''
37060	308	9	spread	spread	VBD
37060	308	10	with	with	IN
37060	308	11	butter	butter	NN
37060	308	12	,	,	,
37060	308	13	accompanied	accompany	VBN
37060	308	14	quite	quite	RB
37060	308	15	nicely	nicely	RB
37060	308	16	,	,	,
37060	308	17	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	308	18	thought	think	VBD
37060	308	19	,	,	,
37060	308	20	with	with	IN
37060	308	21	a	a	DT
37060	308	22	bottle	bottle	NN
37060	308	23	of	of	IN
37060	308	24	Pepsi	Pepsi	NNP
37060	308	25	.	.	.
37060	309	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	309	2	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	309	3	mom	mom	NN
37060	309	4	always	always	RB
37060	309	5	bought	buy	VBD
37060	309	6	the	the	DT
37060	309	7	kind	kind	NN
37060	309	8	of	of	IN
37060	309	9	bread	bread	NN
37060	309	10	that	that	WDT
37060	309	11	would	would	MD
37060	309	12	not	not	RB
37060	309	13	stick	stick	VB
37060	309	14	to	to	IN
37060	309	15	the	the	DT
37060	309	16	roof	roof	NN
37060	309	17	of	of	IN
37060	309	18	one	one	NNP
37060	309	19	's	's	POS
37060	309	20	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	309	21	,	,	,
37060	309	22	but	but	CC
37060	309	23	,	,	,
37060	309	24	as	as	IN
37060	309	25	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	309	26	put	put	VBD
37060	309	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	309	28	,	,	,
37060	309	29	"	"	''
37060	309	30	would	would	MD
37060	309	31	stick	stick	VB
37060	309	32	to	to	IN
37060	309	33	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	309	34	ribs	rib	NNS
37060	309	35	!	!	.
37060	309	36	"	"	''
37060	310	1	Health	health	NN
37060	310	2	bread	bread	NN
37060	310	3	was	be	VBD
37060	310	4	not	not	RB
37060	310	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	310	6	idea	idea	NN
37060	310	7	of	of	IN
37060	310	8	a	a	DT
37060	310	9	good	good	JJ
37060	310	10	snack	snack	NN
37060	310	11	.	.	.
37060	310	12	)	)	-RRB-
37060	311	1	As	as	IN
37060	311	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	311	3	munched	munch	VBD
37060	311	4	on	on	IN
37060	311	5	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	311	6	favored	favor	VBN
37060	311	7	snack	snack	NN
37060	311	8	,	,	,
37060	311	9	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	311	10	mothers	mother	NNS
37060	311	11	would	would	MD
37060	311	12	wince	wince	VB
37060	311	13	,	,	,
37060	311	14	believing	believe	VBG
37060	311	15	that	that	IN
37060	311	16	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	311	17	combination	combination	NN
37060	311	18	was	be	VBD
37060	311	19	food	food	NN
37060	311	20	fit	fit	JJ
37060	311	21	for	for	IN
37060	311	22	convicts	convict	NNS
37060	311	23	.	.	.
37060	312	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	312	2	were	be	VBD
37060	312	3	undauntedly	undauntedly	RB
37060	312	4	convinced	convinced	JJ
37060	312	5	to	to	TO
37060	312	6	think	think	VB
37060	312	7	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	312	8	.	.	.
37060	313	1	Occasionally	occasionally	RB
37060	313	2	,	,	,
37060	313	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	313	4	tossed	toss	VBD
37060	313	5	a	a	DT
37060	313	6	frozen	frozen	JJ
37060	313	7	pizza	pizza	NN
37060	313	8	into	into	IN
37060	313	9	the	the	DT
37060	313	10	oven	oven	NN
37060	313	11	to	to	TO
37060	313	12	complete	complete	VB
37060	313	13	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	313	14	late	late	JJ
37060	313	15	night	night	NN
37060	313	16	feast	feast	NN
37060	313	17	.	.	.
37060	314	1	During	during	IN
37060	314	2	these	these	DT
37060	314	3	affairs	affair	NNS
37060	314	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	314	5	would	would	MD
37060	314	6	occupy	occupy	VB
37060	314	7	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	314	8	time	time	NN
37060	314	9	in	in	IN
37060	314	10	idle	idle	JJ
37060	314	11	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	314	12	,	,	,
37060	314	13	watch	watch	VB
37060	314	14	television	television	NN
37060	314	15	,	,	,
37060	314	16	or	or	CC
37060	314	17	involve	involve	VB
37060	314	18	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	314	19	in	in	IN
37060	314	20	a	a	DT
37060	314	21	singular	singular	JJ
37060	314	22	form	form	NN
37060	314	23	of	of	IN
37060	314	24	diversion	diversion	NN
37060	314	25	,	,	,
37060	314	26	paging	page	VBG
37060	314	27	through	through	IN
37060	314	28	the	the	DT
37060	314	29	telephone	telephone	NN
37060	314	30	books	book	NNS
37060	314	31	in	in	IN
37060	314	32	search	search	NN
37060	314	33	of	of	IN
37060	314	34	the	the	DT
37060	314	35	city	city	NN
37060	314	36	's	's	POS
37060	314	37	strangest	strange	JJS
37060	314	38	names	name	NNS
37060	314	39	.	.	.
37060	315	1	When	when	WRB
37060	315	2	the	the	DT
37060	315	3	party	party	NN
37060	315	4	was	be	VBD
37060	315	5	held	hold	VBN
37060	315	6	at	at	IN
37060	315	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	315	8	house	house	NN
37060	315	9	,	,	,
37060	315	10	the	the	DT
37060	315	11	usual	usual	JJ
37060	315	12	schedule	schedule	NN
37060	315	13	was	be	VBD
37060	315	14	not	not	RB
37060	315	15	complete	complete	JJ
37060	315	16	without	without	IN
37060	315	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	315	18	father	father	NN
37060	315	19	grabbing	grab	VBG
37060	315	20	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	315	21	legs	leg	NNS
37060	315	22	and	and	CC
37060	315	23	dragging	drag	VBG
37060	315	24	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	315	25	from	from	IN
37060	315	26	the	the	DT
37060	315	27	couch	couch	NN
37060	315	28	and	and	CC
37060	315	29	across	across	IN
37060	315	30	the	the	DT
37060	315	31	carpet	carpet	NN
37060	315	32	.	.	.
37060	316	1	Rarely	rarely	RB
37060	316	2	could	could	MD
37060	316	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	316	4	walk	walk	VB
37060	316	5	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	316	6	arms	arm	NNS
37060	316	7	fast	fast	RB
37060	316	8	enough	enough	RB
37060	316	9	to	to	TO
37060	316	10	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	316	11	a	a	DT
37060	316	12	slight	slight	JJ
37060	316	13	case	case	NN
37060	316	14	of	of	IN
37060	316	15	"	"	``
37060	316	16	rug	rug	NN
37060	316	17	burn	burn	NN
37060	316	18	.	.	.
37060	316	19	"	"	''
37060	317	1	Instead	instead	RB
37060	317	2	of	of	IN
37060	317	3	bread	bread	NN
37060	317	4	and	and	CC
37060	317	5	pizza	pizza	NN
37060	317	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	317	7	had	have	VBD
37060	317	8	popcorn	popcorn	VBN
37060	317	9	and	and	CC
37060	317	10	homemade	homemade	JJ
37060	317	11	cookies	cookie	NNS
37060	317	12	.	.	.
37060	318	1	As	as	IN
37060	318	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	318	3	mother	mother	NN
37060	318	4	was	be	VBD
37060	318	5	never	never	RB
37060	318	6	an	an	DT
37060	318	7	advocate	advocate	NN
37060	318	8	of	of	IN
37060	318	9	carbonated	carbonate	VBN
37060	318	10	beverages	beverage	NNS
37060	318	11	,	,	,
37060	318	12	soda	soda	NN
37060	318	13	pop	pop	NN
37060	318	14	was	be	VBD
37060	318	15	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	318	16	seen	see	VBN
37060	318	17	in	in	IN
37060	318	18	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	318	19	refrigerator	refrigerator	NN
37060	318	20	.	.	.
37060	319	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	319	2	To	to	IN
37060	319	3	this	this	DT
37060	319	4	day	day	NN
37060	319	5	,	,	,
37060	319	6	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	319	7	will	will	MD
37060	319	8	bristle	bristle	VB
37060	319	9	at	at	IN
37060	319	10	the	the	DT
37060	319	11	mention	mention	NN
37060	319	12	of	of	IN
37060	319	13	"	"	``
37060	319	14	cola	cola	NNP
37060	319	15	.	.	.
37060	319	16	"	"	''
37060	319	17	)	)	-RRB-
37060	320	1	If	if	IN
37060	320	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	320	3	did	do	VBD
37060	320	4	have	have	VB
37060	320	5	pop	pop	NN
37060	320	6	,	,	,
37060	320	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	320	8	was	be	VBD
37060	320	9	the	the	DT
37060	320	10	less	less	RBR
37060	320	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	320	12	revered	revere	VBN
37060	320	13	Lady	Lady	NNP
37060	320	14	Lee	Lee	NNP
37060	320	15	or	or	CC
37060	320	16	Jewel	Jewel	NNP
37060	320	17	brand	brand	NN
37060	320	18	.	.	.
37060	321	1	Mary	Mary	NNP
37060	321	2	and	and	CC
37060	321	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	321	4	got	get	VBD
37060	321	5	along	along	RP
37060	321	6	quite	quite	RB
37060	321	7	well	well	RB
37060	321	8	,	,	,
37060	321	9	as	as	IN
37060	321	10	neither	neither	DT
37060	321	11	of	of	IN
37060	321	12	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	321	13	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	321	14	any	any	DT
37060	321	15	fiery	fiery	JJ
37060	321	16	attributes	attribute	NNS
37060	321	17	.	.	.
37060	322	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	322	2	were	be	VBD
37060	322	3	both	both	DT
37060	322	4	mild	mild	JJ
37060	322	5	mannered	mannered	JJ
37060	322	6	and	and	CC
37060	322	7	soft	soft	JJ
37060	322	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	322	9	spoken	spoken	JJ
37060	322	10	;	;	:
37060	322	11	to	to	IN
37060	322	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	322	13	great	great	JJ
37060	322	14	relief	relief	NN
37060	322	15	,	,	,
37060	322	16	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	322	17	shared	share	VBD
37060	322	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	322	19	lack	lack	NN
37060	322	20	of	of	IN
37060	322	21	enthusiasm	enthusiasm	NN
37060	322	22	for	for	IN
37060	322	23	sports	sport	NNS
37060	322	24	.	.	.
37060	323	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	323	2	was	be	VBD
37060	323	3	always	always	RB
37060	323	4	amazed	amazed	JJ
37060	323	5	at	at	IN
37060	323	6	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	323	7	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	323	8	for	for	IN
37060	323	9	food	food	NN
37060	323	10	;	;	:
37060	323	11	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	323	12	ate	eat	VBD
37060	323	13	heartily	heartily	RB
37060	323	14	,	,	,
37060	323	15	yet	yet	CC
37060	323	16	remained	remain	VBD
37060	323	17	a	a	DT
37060	323	18	mere	mere	JJ
37060	323	19	wisp	wisp	NNS
37060	323	20	of	of	IN
37060	323	21	a	a	DT
37060	323	22	shadow	shadow	NN
37060	323	23	.	.	.
37060	324	1	Another	another	DT
37060	324	2	of	of	IN
37060	324	3	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	324	4	characteristics	characteristic	NNS
37060	324	5	which	which	WDT
37060	324	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	324	7	deemed	deem	VBD
37060	324	8	truly	truly	RB
37060	324	9	awesome	awesome	JJ
37060	324	10	was	be	VBD
37060	324	11	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	324	12	ability	ability	NN
37060	324	13	to	to	TO
37060	324	14	sleep	sleep	VB
37060	324	15	undisturbed	undisturbed	JJ
37060	324	16	while	while	IN
37060	324	17	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	324	18	mother	mother	NN
37060	324	19	vacuumed	vacuum	VBD
37060	324	20	around	around	IN
37060	324	21	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	324	22	bed	bed	NN
37060	324	23	.	.	.
37060	325	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	325	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	325	3	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	325	4	to	to	TO
37060	325	5	venture	venture	VB
37060	325	6	those	those	DT
37060	325	7	attributes	attribute	NNS
37060	325	8	which	which	WDT
37060	325	9	Mary	Mary	NNP
37060	325	10	may	may	MD
37060	325	11	have	have	VB
37060	325	12	associated	associate	VBN
37060	325	13	with	with	IN
37060	325	14	the	the	DT
37060	325	15	essence	essence	NN
37060	325	16	of	of	IN
37060	325	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	325	18	character	character	NN
37060	325	19	;	;	:
37060	325	20	maybe	maybe	RB
37060	325	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	325	22	was	be	VBD
37060	325	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	325	24	joke	joke	NN
37060	325	25	,	,	,
37060	325	26	instead	instead	RB
37060	325	27	of	of	IN
37060	325	28	tears	tear	NNS
37060	325	29	,	,	,
37060	325	30	after	after	IN
37060	325	31	an	an	DT
37060	325	32	injury	injury	NN
37060	325	33	,	,	,
37060	325	34	or	or	CC
37060	325	35	the	the	DT
37060	325	36	humor	humor	NN
37060	325	37	which	which	WDT
37060	325	38	would	would	MD
37060	325	39	evoke	evoke	VB
37060	325	40	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	325	41	smile	smile	NN
37060	325	42	and	and	CC
37060	325	43	easy	easy	JJ
37060	325	44	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	325	45	.	.	.
37060	326	1	At	at	IN
37060	326	2	any	any	DT
37060	326	3	rate	rate	NN
37060	326	4	,	,	,
37060	326	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	326	6	could	could	MD
37060	326	7	have	have	VB
37060	326	8	had	have	VBN
37060	326	9	no	no	DT
37060	326	10	finer	fine	JJR
37060	326	11	friend	friend	NN
37060	326	12	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	326	13	the	the	DT
37060	326	14	initial	initial	JJ
37060	326	15	stages	stage	NNS
37060	326	16	of	of	IN
37060	326	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	326	18	life	life	NN
37060	326	19	,	,	,
37060	326	20	and	and	CC
37060	326	21	although	although	IN
37060	326	22	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	326	23	now	now	RB
37060	326	24	are	be	VBP
37060	326	25	far	far	RB
37060	326	26	apart	apart	RB
37060	326	27	,	,	,
37060	326	28	and	and	CC
37060	326	29	living	live	VBG
37060	326	30	in	in	IN
37060	326	31	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	326	32	separate	separate	JJ
37060	326	33	worlds	world	NNS
37060	326	34	,	,	,
37060	326	35	those	those	DT
37060	326	36	memories	memory	NNS
37060	326	37	of	of	IN
37060	326	38	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	326	39	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	326	40	shall	shall	MD
37060	326	41	persist	persist	VB
37060	326	42	for	for	IN
37060	326	43	all	all	DT
37060	326	44	time	time	NN
37060	326	45	.	.	.
37060	327	1	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	327	2	,	,	,
37060	327	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	327	4	other	other	JJ
37060	327	5	neighborhood	neighborhood	NN
37060	327	6	buddy	buddy	NN
37060	327	7	,	,	,
37060	327	8	lived	live	VBD
37060	327	9	next	next	JJ
37060	327	10	door	door	NN
37060	327	11	.	.	.
37060	328	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	328	2	were	be	VBD
37060	328	3	much	much	RB
37060	328	4	closer	close	JJR
37060	328	5	in	in	IN
37060	328	6	age	age	NN
37060	328	7	than	than	IN
37060	328	8	Mary	Mary	NNP
37060	328	9	and	and	CC
37060	328	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	328	11	,	,	,
37060	328	12	with	with	IN
37060	328	13	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	328	14	birthdays	birthday	NNS
37060	328	15	being	be	VBG
37060	328	16	only	only	RB
37060	328	17	six	six	CD
37060	328	18	months	month	NNS
37060	328	19	apart	apart	RB
37060	328	20	.	.	.
37060	329	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	329	2	spent	spend	VBD
37060	329	3	quite	quite	PDT
37060	329	4	a	a	DT
37060	329	5	bit	bit	NN
37060	329	6	of	of	IN
37060	329	7	time	time	NN
37060	329	8	with	with	IN
37060	329	9	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	329	10	,	,	,
37060	329	11	though	though	IN
37060	329	12	more	more	RBR
37060	329	13	so	so	RB
37060	329	14	during	during	IN
37060	329	15	the	the	DT
37060	329	16	summer	summer	NN
37060	329	17	months	month	NNS
37060	329	18	;	;	:
37060	329	19	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	329	20	were	be	VBD
37060	329	21	in	in	IN
37060	329	22	separate	separate	JJ
37060	329	23	grades	grade	NNS
37060	329	24	in	in	IN
37060	329	25	school	school	NN
37060	329	26	and	and	CC
37060	329	27	that	that	DT
37060	329	28	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	329	29	to	to	TO
37060	329	30	make	make	VB
37060	329	31	a	a	DT
37060	329	32	slight	slight	JJ
37060	329	33	difference	difference	NN
37060	329	34	in	in	IN
37060	329	35	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	329	36	friends	friend	NNS
37060	329	37	.	.	.
37060	330	1	In	in	IN
37060	330	2	grade	grade	NN
37060	330	3	school	school	NN
37060	330	4	,	,	,
37060	330	5	more	more	JJR
37060	330	6	than	than	IN
37060	330	7	any	any	DT
37060	330	8	other	other	JJ
37060	330	9	higher	high	JJR
37060	330	10	school	school	NN
37060	330	11	of	of	IN
37060	330	12	education	education	NN
37060	330	13	one	one	CD
37060	330	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	330	15	more	more	RBR
37060	330	16	aware	aware	JJ
37060	330	17	of	of	IN
37060	330	18	age	age	NN
37060	330	19	,	,	,
37060	330	20	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	330	21	relating	relate	VBG
37060	330	22	that	that	IN
37060	330	23	directly	directly	RB
37060	330	24	to	to	IN
37060	330	25	one	one	PRP
37060	330	26	's	's	POS
37060	330	27	social	social	JJ
37060	330	28	status	status	NN
37060	330	29	;	;	:
37060	330	30	in	in	IN
37060	330	31	effect	effect	NN
37060	330	32	,	,	,
37060	330	33	a	a	DT
37060	330	34	person	person	NN
37060	330	35	of	of	IN
37060	330	36	a	a	DT
37060	330	37	higher	high	JJR
37060	330	38	grade	grade	NN
37060	330	39	should	should	MD
37060	330	40	not	not	RB
37060	330	41	be	be	VB
37060	330	42	caught	catch	VBN
37060	330	43	dead	dead	JJ
37060	330	44	conversing	converse	VBG
37060	330	45	with	with	IN
37060	330	46	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	330	47	younger	young	JJR
37060	330	48	neighborhood	neighborhood	NN
37060	330	49	friends	friend	NNS
37060	330	50	,	,	,
37060	330	51	at	at	IN
37060	330	52	least	least	JJS
37060	330	53	not	not	RB
37060	330	54	at	at	IN
37060	330	55	school	school	NN
37060	330	56	.	.	.
37060	331	1	Once	once	RB
37060	331	2	apart	apart	RB
37060	331	3	from	from	IN
37060	331	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	331	5	peers	peer	NNS
37060	331	6	,	,	,
37060	331	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	331	8	were	be	VBD
37060	331	9	the	the	DT
37060	331	10	greatest	great	JJS
37060	331	11	of	of	IN
37060	331	12	friends	friend	NNS
37060	331	13	.	.	.
37060	332	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	332	2	often	often	RB
37060	332	3	sought	seek	VBD
37060	332	4	out	out	RP
37060	332	5	windfalls	windfall	NNS
37060	332	6	in	in	IN
37060	332	7	the	the	DT
37060	332	8	woods	wood	NNS
37060	332	9	,	,	,
37060	332	10	which	which	WDT
37060	332	11	made	make	VBD
37060	332	12	terrific	terrific	JJ
37060	332	13	"	"	``
37060	332	14	camps	camp	NNS
37060	332	15	,	,	,
37060	332	16	"	"	''
37060	332	17	or	or	CC
37060	332	18	simply	simply	RB
37060	332	19	hiked	hike	VBN
37060	332	20	along	along	IN
37060	332	21	the	the	DT
37060	332	22	creek	creek	NNP
37060	332	23	bed	bed	NN
37060	332	24	.	.	.
37060	333	1	Names	name	NNS
37060	333	2	were	be	VBD
37060	333	3	bestowed	bestow	VBN
37060	333	4	upon	upon	IN
37060	333	5	various	various	JJ
37060	333	6	landmarks	landmark	NNS
37060	333	7	according	accord	VBG
37060	333	8	to	to	IN
37060	333	9	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	333	10	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	333	11	;	;	:
37060	333	12	one	one	CD
37060	333	13	drop	drop	NN
37060	333	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	333	15	off	off	NN
37060	333	16	was	be	VBD
37060	333	17	christened	christen	VBN
37060	333	18	"	"	``
37060	333	19	dead	dead	JJ
37060	333	20	man	man	NN
37060	333	21	's	's	POS
37060	333	22	bluff	bluff	NNP
37060	333	23	"	"	``
37060	333	24	while	while	IN
37060	333	25	a	a	DT
37060	333	26	small	small	JJ
37060	333	27	grove	grove	NN
37060	333	28	of	of	IN
37060	333	29	wild	wild	JJ
37060	333	30	chives	chive	NNS
37060	333	31	was	be	VBD
37060	333	32	called	call	VBN
37060	333	33	"	"	``
37060	333	34	the	the	DT
37060	333	35	onion	onion	NN
37060	333	36	field	field	NN
37060	333	37	.	.	.
37060	333	38	"	"	''
37060	334	1	There	there	EX
37060	334	2	was	be	VBD
37060	334	3	a	a	DT
37060	334	4	seemingly	seemingly	RB
37060	334	5	endless	endless	JJ
37060	334	6	amount	amount	NN
37060	334	7	of	of	IN
37060	334	8	diversion	diversion	NN
37060	334	9	in	in	IN
37060	334	10	the	the	DT
37060	334	11	woods	wood	NNS
37060	334	12	and	and	CC
37060	334	13	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	334	14	used	use	VBD
37060	334	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	334	16	to	to	IN
37060	334	17	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	334	18	best	good	JJS
37060	334	19	advantage	advantage	NN
37060	334	20	.	.	.
37060	335	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	335	2	was	be	VBD
37060	335	3	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	335	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	335	5	chose	choose	VBD
37060	335	6	to	to	TO
37060	335	7	accompany	accompany	VB
37060	335	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	335	9	on	on	IN
37060	335	10	family	family	NN
37060	335	11	excursions	excursion	NNS
37060	335	12	to	to	IN
37060	335	13	parks	park	NNS
37060	335	14	and	and	CC
37060	335	15	wildlife	wildlife	NN
37060	335	16	refuges	refuge	NNS
37060	335	17	;	;	:
37060	335	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	335	19	was	be	VBD
37060	335	20	more	more	JJR
37060	335	21	game	game	NN
37060	335	22	to	to	TO
37060	335	23	tromp	tromp	VB
37060	335	24	through	through	IN
37060	335	25	the	the	DT
37060	335	26	woods	wood	NNS
37060	335	27	than	than	IN
37060	335	28	were	be	VBD
37060	335	29	many	many	JJ
37060	335	30	of	of	IN
37060	335	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	335	32	companions	companion	NNS
37060	335	33	.	.	.
37060	336	1	One	one	CD
37060	336	2	of	of	IN
37060	336	3	the	the	DT
37060	336	4	attributes	attribute	NNS
37060	336	5	which	which	WDT
37060	336	6	gave	give	VBD
37060	336	7	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	336	8	rare	rare	JJ
37060	336	9	character	character	NN
37060	336	10	was	be	VBD
37060	336	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	336	12	flawless	flawless	JJ
37060	336	13	honesty	honesty	NN
37060	336	14	with	with	IN
37060	336	15	respect	respect	NN
37060	336	16	to	to	IN
37060	336	17	one	one	PRP
37060	336	18	's	's	POS
37060	336	19	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	336	20	or	or	CC
37060	336	21	annoying	annoying	JJ
37060	336	22	habits	habit	NNS
37060	336	23	.	.	.
37060	337	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	337	2	would	would	MD
37060	337	3	as	as	RB
37060	337	4	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	337	5	inform	inform	VB
37060	337	6	a	a	DT
37060	337	7	person	person	NN
37060	337	8	of	of	IN
37060	337	9	a	a	DT
37060	337	10	rip	rip	NN
37060	337	11	in	in	IN
37060	337	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	337	13	garment	garment	NN
37060	337	14	as	as	IN
37060	337	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	337	16	would	would	MD
37060	337	17	another	another	DT
37060	337	18	who	who	WP
37060	337	19	was	be	VBD
37060	337	20	oblivious	oblivious	JJ
37060	337	21	of	of	IN
37060	337	22	the	the	DT
37060	337	23	mucous	mucous	JJ
37060	337	24	running	run	VBG
37060	337	25	from	from	IN
37060	337	26	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	337	27	nose	nose	NN
37060	337	28	.	.	.
37060	338	1	If	if	IN
37060	338	2	there	there	EX
37060	338	3	was	be	VBD
37060	338	4	something	something	NN
37060	338	5	amiss	amiss	JJ
37060	338	6	that	that	IN
37060	338	7	by	by	IN
37060	338	8	most	most	JJS
37060	338	9	standards	standard	NNS
37060	338	10	should	should	MD
37060	338	11	be	be	VB
37060	338	12	set	set	VBN
37060	338	13	aright	aright	JJ
37060	338	14	,	,	,
37060	338	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	338	16	would	would	MD
37060	338	17	see	see	VB
37060	338	18	that	that	IN
37060	338	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	338	20	was	be	VBD
37060	338	21	done	do	VBN
37060	338	22	.	.	.
37060	339	1	Through	through	IN
37060	339	2	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	339	3	's	's	POS
37060	339	4	keen	keen	JJ
37060	339	5	insight	insight	NN
37060	339	6	and	and	CC
37060	339	7	equally	equally	RB
37060	339	8	sharp	sharp	JJ
37060	339	9	ability	ability	NN
37060	339	10	to	to	TO
37060	339	11	verbalize	verbalize	VB
37060	339	12	these	these	DT
37060	339	13	faults	fault	NNS
37060	339	14	,	,	,
37060	339	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	339	16	was	be	VBD
37060	339	17	made	make	VBN
37060	339	18	aware	aware	JJ
37060	339	19	of	of	IN
37060	339	20	the	the	DT
37060	339	21	fact	fact	NN
37060	339	22	that	that	IN
37060	339	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	339	24	walked	walk	VBD
37060	339	25	"	"	``
37060	339	26	pigeon	pigeon	NN
37060	339	27	-	-	HYPH
37060	339	28	toed	toe	VBN
37060	339	29	"	"	''
37060	339	30	and	and	CC
37060	339	31	soon	soon	RB
37060	339	32	corrected	correct	VBD
37060	339	33	the	the	DT
37060	339	34	matter	matter	NN
37060	339	35	through	through	IN
37060	339	36	close	close	JJ
37060	339	37	observation	observation	NN
37060	339	38	.	.	.
37060	340	1	Personally	personally	RB
37060	340	2	,	,	,
37060	340	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	340	4	feel	feel	VBP
37060	340	5	grateful	grateful	JJ
37060	340	6	to	to	IN
37060	340	7	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	340	8	.	.	.
37060	341	1	There	there	EX
37060	341	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	341	3	no	no	DT
37060	341	4	crime	crime	NN
37060	341	5	in	in	IN
37060	341	6	voicing	voice	VBG
37060	341	7	that	that	DT
37060	341	8	which	which	WDT
37060	341	9	,	,	,
37060	341	10	with	with	IN
37060	341	11	time	time	NN
37060	341	12	or	or	CC
37060	341	13	practice	practice	NN
37060	341	14	,	,	,
37060	341	15	can	can	MD
37060	341	16	be	be	VB
37060	341	17	overcome	overcome	VBN
37060	341	18	.	.	.
37060	342	1	Some	some	DT
37060	342	2	people	people	NNS
37060	342	3	who	who	WP
37060	342	4	are	be	VBP
37060	342	5	quick	quick	JJ
37060	342	6	to	to	TO
37060	342	7	express	express	VB
37060	342	8	the	the	DT
37060	342	9	faults	fault	NNS
37060	342	10	of	of	IN
37060	342	11	others	other	NNS
37060	342	12	also	also	RB
37060	342	13	lack	lack	VBP
37060	342	14	all	all	DT
37060	342	15	tact	tact	NN
37060	342	16	and	and	CC
37060	342	17	sensitivity	sensitivity	NN
37060	342	18	.	.	.
37060	343	1	This	this	DT
37060	343	2	was	be	VBD
37060	343	3	not	not	RB
37060	343	4	so	so	RB
37060	343	5	with	with	IN
37060	343	6	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	343	7	.	.	.
37060	344	1	In	in	IN
37060	344	2	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	344	3	perceptiveness	perceptiveness	NN
37060	344	4	,	,	,
37060	344	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	344	6	unquestionably	unquestionably	RB
37060	344	7	found	find	VBD
37060	344	8	room	room	NN
37060	344	9	for	for	IN
37060	344	10	a	a	DT
37060	344	11	great	great	JJ
37060	344	12	amount	amount	NN
37060	344	13	of	of	IN
37060	344	14	personal	personal	JJ
37060	344	15	concern	concern	NN
37060	344	16	and	and	CC
37060	344	17	interest	interest	NN
37060	344	18	.	.	.
37060	345	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	345	2	the	the	DT
37060	345	3	most	most	RBS
37060	345	4	touching	touching	JJ
37060	345	5	instance	instance	NN
37060	345	6	in	in	IN
37060	345	7	which	which	WDT
37060	345	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	345	9	witnessed	witness	VBD
37060	345	10	this	this	DT
37060	345	11	demonstration	demonstration	NN
37060	345	12	of	of	IN
37060	345	13	care	care	NN
37060	345	14	was	be	VBD
37060	345	15	when	when	WRB
37060	345	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	345	17	was	be	VBD
37060	345	18	yet	yet	RB
37060	345	19	quite	quite	RB
37060	345	20	young	young	JJ
37060	345	21	.	.	.
37060	346	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	346	2	were	be	VBD
37060	346	3	playing	play	VBG
37060	346	4	outside	outside	RB
37060	346	5	on	on	IN
37060	346	6	the	the	DT
37060	346	7	Tarzan	Tarzan	NNP
37060	346	8	swing	swing	NN
37060	346	9	in	in	IN
37060	346	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	346	11	backyard	backyard	NN
37060	346	12	,	,	,
37060	346	13	when	when	WRB
37060	346	14	,	,	,
37060	346	15	without	without	IN
37060	346	16	warning	warning	NN
37060	346	17	,	,	,
37060	346	18	a	a	DT
37060	346	19	loud	loud	JJ
37060	346	20	clap	clap	NN
37060	346	21	of	of	IN
37060	346	22	thunder	thunder	NN
37060	346	23	issued	issue	VBN
37060	346	24	forth	forth	RB
37060	346	25	from	from	IN
37060	346	26	the	the	DT
37060	346	27	gray	gray	JJ
37060	346	28	sky	sky	NN
37060	346	29	.	.	.
37060	347	1	So	so	CC
37060	347	2	completely	completely	RB
37060	347	3	taken	take	VBN
37060	347	4	by	by	IN
37060	347	5	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	347	6	was	be	VBD
37060	347	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	347	8	that	that	WDT
37060	347	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	347	10	began	begin	VBD
37060	347	11	to	to	TO
37060	347	12	cry	cry	VB
37060	347	13	.	.	.
37060	348	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	348	2	would	would	MD
37060	348	3	have	have	VB
37060	348	4	been	be	VBN
37060	348	5	so	so	RB
37060	348	6	easy	easy	JJ
37060	348	7	for	for	IN
37060	348	8	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	348	9	to	to	TO
37060	348	10	mock	mock	VB
37060	348	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	348	12	fright	fright	NN
37060	348	13	,	,	,
37060	348	14	but	but	CC
37060	348	15	instead	instead	RB
37060	348	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	348	17	jumped	jump	VBD
37060	348	18	up	up	RP
37060	348	19	and	and	CC
37060	348	20	headed	head	VBN
37060	348	21	for	for	IN
37060	348	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	348	23	house	house	NN
37060	348	24	,	,	,
37060	348	25	yelling	yell	VBG
37060	348	26	,	,	,
37060	348	27	"	"	``
37060	348	28	Wait	wait	VB
37060	348	29	here	here	RB
37060	348	30	!	!	.
37060	348	31	"	"	''
37060	349	1	Several	several	JJ
37060	349	2	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	349	3	passed	pass	VBD
37060	349	4	before	before	IN
37060	349	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	349	6	returned	return	VBD
37060	349	7	carrying	carry	VBG
37060	349	8	a	a	DT
37060	349	9	banana	banana	NN
37060	349	10	.	.	.
37060	350	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	350	2	presented	present	VBD
37060	350	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	350	4	to	to	IN
37060	350	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	350	6	,	,	,
37060	350	7	saying	say	VBG
37060	350	8	,	,	,
37060	350	9	"	"	``
37060	350	10	This	this	DT
37060	350	11	will	will	MD
37060	350	12	cheer	cheer	VB
37060	350	13	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	350	14	up	up	RP
37060	350	15	!	!	.
37060	350	16	"	"	''
37060	351	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	351	2	was	be	VBD
37060	351	3	not	not	RB
37060	351	4	aware	aware	JJ
37060	351	5	that	that	IN
37060	351	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	351	7	truly	truly	RB
37060	351	8	disliked	dislike	VBD
37060	351	9	bananas	banana	NNS
37060	351	10	,	,	,
37060	351	11	but	but	CC
37060	351	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	351	13	was	be	VBD
37060	351	14	so	so	RB
37060	351	15	touched	touch	VBN
37060	351	16	by	by	IN
37060	351	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	351	18	show	show	NN
37060	351	19	of	of	IN
37060	351	20	affection	affection	NN
37060	351	21	that	that	WDT
37060	351	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	351	23	humbly	humbly	RB
37060	351	24	ate	eat	VBD
37060	351	25	the	the	DT
37060	351	26	fruit	fruit	NN
37060	351	27	and	and	CC
37060	351	28	thanked	thank	VBD
37060	351	29	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	351	30	for	for	IN
37060	351	31	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	351	32	kindness	kindness	NN
37060	351	33	.	.	.
37060	352	1	That	that	DT
37060	352	2	little	little	JJ
37060	352	3	episode	episode	NN
37060	352	4	of	of	IN
37060	352	5	human	human	JJ
37060	352	6	kindness	kindness	NN
37060	352	7	shall	shall	MD
37060	352	8	forever	forever	RB
37060	352	9	remain	remain	VB
37060	352	10	dear	dear	JJ
37060	352	11	to	to	IN
37060	352	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	352	13	.	.	.
37060	353	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	353	2	also	also	RB
37060	353	3	altered	alter	VBD
37060	353	4	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	353	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	353	6	view	view	NN
37060	353	7	of	of	IN
37060	353	8	bananas	banana	NNS
37060	353	9	.	.	.
37060	354	1	Summer	summer	NN
37060	354	2	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	354	3	brought	bring	VBD
37060	354	4	almost	almost	RB
37060	354	5	unbelievable	unbelievable	JJ
37060	354	6	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	354	7	,	,	,
37060	354	8	a	a	DT
37060	354	9	magnetic	magnetic	JJ
37060	354	10	appeal	appeal	NN
37060	354	11	akin	akin	JJ
37060	354	12	to	to	IN
37060	354	13	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	354	14	,	,	,
37060	354	15	for	for	IN
37060	354	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	354	17	was	be	VBD
37060	354	18	generally	generally	RB
37060	354	19	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	354	20	to	to	TO
37060	354	21	spend	spend	VB
37060	354	22	time	time	NN
37060	354	23	as	as	IN
37060	354	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	354	25	wished	wish	VBD
37060	354	26	.	.	.
37060	355	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	355	2	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	355	3	encountered	encounter	VBD
37060	355	4	schoolmates	schoolmate	NNS
37060	355	5	,	,	,
37060	355	6	and	and	CC
37060	355	7	if	if	IN
37060	355	8	there	there	EX
37060	355	9	was	be	VBD
37060	355	10	a	a	DT
37060	355	11	rendezvous	rendezvous	NN
37060	355	12	,	,	,
37060	355	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	355	14	was	be	VBD
37060	355	15	never	never	RB
37060	355	16	brought	bring	VBN
37060	355	17	about	about	RP
37060	355	18	by	by	IN
37060	355	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	355	20	doing	doing	NN
37060	355	21	.	.	.
37060	356	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	356	2	was	be	VBD
37060	356	3	far	far	RB
37060	356	4	more	more	RBR
37060	356	5	convenient	convenient	JJ
37060	356	6	to	to	TO
37060	356	7	call	call	VB
37060	356	8	upon	upon	IN
37060	356	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	356	10	two	two	CD
37060	356	11	neighborhood	neighborhood	NN
37060	356	12	friends	friend	NNS
37060	356	13	,	,	,
37060	356	14	or	or	CC
37060	356	15	to	to	TO
37060	356	16	simply	simply	RB
37060	356	17	amuse	amuse	VB
37060	356	18	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	356	19	.	.	.
37060	357	1	Summer	summer	NN
37060	357	2	was	be	VBD
37060	357	3	not	not	RB
37060	357	4	complete	complete	JJ
37060	357	5	bliss	bliss	NN
37060	357	6	,	,	,
37060	357	7	however	however	RB
37060	357	8	,	,	,
37060	357	9	for	for	IN
37060	357	10	yearly	yearly	RB
37060	357	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	357	12	brought	bring	VBD
37060	357	13	a	a	DT
37060	357	14	dreaded	dreaded	JJ
37060	357	15	horror	horror	NN
37060	357	16	to	to	IN
37060	357	17	life	life	NN
37060	357	18	...	...	:
37060	357	19	camp	camp	NN
37060	357	20	!	!	.
37060	358	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	358	2	first	first	JJ
37060	358	3	encounter	encounter	NN
37060	358	4	following	follow	VBG
37060	358	5	Kindergarten	Kindergarten	NNP
37060	358	6	...	...	:
37060	358	7	Day	Day	NNP
37060	358	8	Camp	Camp	NNP
37060	358	9	.	.	.
37060	359	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	359	2	was	be	VBD
37060	359	3	terrified	terrify	VBN
37060	359	4	upon	upon	IN
37060	359	5	discovering	discover	VBG
37060	359	6	that	that	IN
37060	359	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	359	8	was	be	VBD
37060	359	9	to	to	TO
37060	359	10	exist	exist	VB
37060	359	11	amid	amid	IN
37060	359	12	a	a	DT
37060	359	13	mob	mob	NN
37060	359	14	of	of	IN
37060	359	15	virtual	virtual	JJ
37060	359	16	barbarians	barbarian	NNS
37060	359	17	for	for	IN
37060	359	18	the	the	DT
37060	359	19	better	well	JJR
37060	359	20	part	part	NN
37060	359	21	of	of	IN
37060	359	22	each	each	DT
37060	359	23	weekday	weekday	NN
37060	359	24	.	.	.
37060	360	1	This	this	DT
37060	360	2	lasted	last	VBD
37060	360	3	for	for	IN
37060	360	4	but	but	CC
37060	360	5	two	two	CD
37060	360	6	weeks	week	NNS
37060	360	7	,	,	,
37060	360	8	yet	yet	CC
37060	360	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	360	10	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	360	11	an	an	DT
37060	360	12	eternity	eternity	NN
37060	360	13	.	.	.
37060	361	1	Each	each	DT
37060	361	2	morning	morning	NN
37060	361	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	361	4	boarded	board	VBD
37060	361	5	a	a	DT
37060	361	6	school	school	NN
37060	361	7	bus	bus	NN
37060	361	8	brimming	brim	VBG
37060	361	9	with	with	IN
37060	361	10	children	child	NNS
37060	361	11	to	to	TO
37060	361	12	then	then	RB
37060	361	13	endure	endure	VB
37060	361	14	a	a	DT
37060	361	15	jostling	jostling	NN
37060	361	16	,	,	,
37060	361	17	thirty	thirty	CD
37060	361	18	minute	minute	NN
37060	361	19	ride	ride	NN
37060	361	20	to	to	IN
37060	361	21	the	the	DT
37060	361	22	location	location	NN
37060	361	23	of	of	IN
37060	361	24	the	the	DT
37060	361	25	camp	camp	NN
37060	361	26	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	361	27	.	.	.
37060	362	1	Once	once	RB
37060	362	2	there	there	RB
37060	362	3	,	,	,
37060	362	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	362	5	were	be	VBD
37060	362	6	to	to	TO
37060	362	7	join	join	VB
37060	362	8	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	362	9	assigned	assigned	JJ
37060	362	10	group	group	NN
37060	362	11	and	and	CC
37060	362	12	the	the	DT
37060	362	13	daily	daily	JJ
37060	362	14	activities	activity	NNS
37060	362	15	would	would	MD
37060	362	16	commence	commence	VB
37060	362	17	.	.	.
37060	363	1	There	there	EX
37060	363	2	were	be	VBD
37060	363	3	art	art	NN
37060	363	4	projects	project	NNS
37060	363	5	,	,	,
37060	363	6	games	game	NNS
37060	363	7	,	,	,
37060	363	8	competition	competition	NN
37060	363	9	,	,	,
37060	363	10	hikes	hike	NNS
37060	363	11	and	and	CC
37060	363	12	swimming	swimming	NN
37060	363	13	lessons	lesson	NNS
37060	363	14	.	.	.
37060	364	1	Many	many	JJ
37060	364	2	activities	activity	NNS
37060	364	3	would	would	MD
37060	364	4	have	have	VB
37060	364	5	been	be	VBN
37060	364	6	quite	quite	RB
37060	364	7	pleasing	pleasing	JJ
37060	364	8	had	have	VBD
37060	364	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	364	10	been	be	VBN
37060	364	11	in	in	IN
37060	364	12	the	the	DT
37060	364	13	company	company	NN
37060	364	14	of	of	IN
37060	364	15	friends	friend	NNS
37060	364	16	.	.	.
37060	365	1	However	however	RB
37060	365	2	,	,	,
37060	365	3	shyness	shyness	NN
37060	365	4	had	have	VBD
37060	365	5	no	no	DT
37060	365	6	place	place	NN
37060	365	7	at	at	IN
37060	365	8	camp	camp	NN
37060	365	9	,	,	,
37060	365	10	and	and	CC
37060	365	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	365	12	felt	feel	VBD
37060	365	13	constantly	constantly	RB
37060	365	14	ill	ill	JJ
37060	365	15	at	at	IN
37060	365	16	ease	ease	NN
37060	365	17	.	.	.
37060	366	1	An	an	DT
37060	366	2	additional	additional	JJ
37060	366	3	undesirable	undesirable	JJ
37060	366	4	factor	factor	NN
37060	366	5	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	366	6	the	the	DT
37060	366	7	name	name	NN
37060	366	8	"	"	``
37060	366	9	Betsy	Betsy	NNP
37060	366	10	.	.	.
37060	366	11	"	"	''
37060	367	1	In	in	IN
37060	367	2	effect	effect	NN
37060	367	3	,	,	,
37060	367	4	Betsy	Betsy	NNP
37060	367	5	was	be	VBD
37060	367	6	the	the	DT
37060	367	7	group	group	NN
37060	367	8	bully	bully	NN
37060	367	9	,	,	,
37060	367	10	resembling	resembling	NN
37060	367	11	,	,	,
37060	367	12	ironically	ironically	RB
37060	367	13	,	,	,
37060	367	14	the	the	DT
37060	367	15	"	"	``
37060	367	16	Peanuts	Peanuts	NNP
37060	367	17	"	"	''
37060	367	18	character	character	NN
37060	367	19	"	"	''
37060	367	20	Lucy	Lucy	NNP
37060	367	21	"	"	''
37060	367	22	in	in	IN
37060	367	23	both	both	DT
37060	367	24	form	form	NN
37060	367	25	and	and	CC
37060	367	26	personality	personality	NN
37060	367	27	.	.	.
37060	368	1	On	on	IN
37060	368	2	one	one	CD
37060	368	3	of	of	IN
37060	368	4	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	368	5	particularly	particularly	RB
37060	368	6	shining	shine	VBG
37060	368	7	moments	moment	NNS
37060	368	8	,	,	,
37060	368	9	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	368	10	told	tell	VBD
37060	368	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	368	12	and	and	CC
37060	368	13	another	another	DT
37060	368	14	equally	equally	RB
37060	368	15	shy	shy	JJ
37060	368	16	girl	girl	NN
37060	368	17	that	that	IN
37060	368	18	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	368	19	would	would	MD
37060	368	20	make	make	VB
37060	368	21	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	368	22	sleep	sleep	VB
37060	368	23	overnight	overnight	RB
37060	368	24	in	in	IN
37060	368	25	the	the	DT
37060	368	26	boys	boy	NNS
37060	368	27	'	'	POS
37060	368	28	tent	tent	NN
37060	368	29	on	on	IN
37060	368	30	the	the	DT
37060	368	31	last	last	JJ
37060	368	32	night	night	NN
37060	368	33	.	.	.
37060	369	1	Needless	needless	JJ
37060	369	2	to	to	TO
37060	369	3	say	say	VB
37060	369	4	,	,	,
37060	369	5	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	369	6	were	be	VBD
37060	369	7	scared	scare	VBN
37060	369	8	silly	silly	JJ
37060	369	9	although	although	IN
37060	369	10	the	the	DT
37060	369	11	threat	threat	NN
37060	369	12	could	could	MD
37060	369	13	never	never	RB
37060	369	14	have	have	VB
37060	369	15	materialized	materialize	VBN
37060	369	16	.	.	.
37060	370	1	Another	another	DT
37060	370	2	camp	camp	NN
37060	370	3	,	,	,
37060	370	4	owned	own	VBN
37060	370	5	and	and	CC
37060	370	6	operated	operate	VBN
37060	370	7	by	by	IN
37060	370	8	the	the	DT
37060	370	9	Girl	Girl	NNP
37060	370	10	Scouts	Scouts	NNPS
37060	370	11	,	,	,
37060	370	12	was	be	VBD
37060	370	13	also	also	RB
37060	370	14	a	a	DT
37060	370	15	source	source	NN
37060	370	16	of	of	IN
37060	370	17	much	much	JJ
37060	370	18	summertime	summertime	NN
37060	370	19	duress	duress	NN
37060	370	20	,	,	,
37060	370	21	although	although	IN
37060	370	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	370	23	recall	recall	VBP
37060	370	24	very	very	RB
37060	370	25	little	little	JJ
37060	370	26	about	about	IN
37060	370	27	this	this	DT
37060	370	28	camp	camp	NN
37060	370	29	other	other	JJ
37060	370	30	than	than	IN
37060	370	31	the	the	DT
37060	370	32	fact	fact	NN
37060	370	33	that	that	IN
37060	370	34	the	the	DT
37060	370	35	homeward	homeward	RB
37060	370	36	-	-	HYPH
37060	370	37	bound	bind	VBN
37060	370	38	bus	bus	NN
37060	370	39	was	be	VBD
37060	370	40	a	a	DT
37060	370	41	welcome	welcome	JJ
37060	370	42	sight	sight	NN
37060	370	43	.	.	.
37060	371	1	The	the	DT
37060	371	2	final	final	JJ
37060	371	3	camp	camp	NN
37060	371	4	to	to	TO
37060	371	5	which	which	WDT
37060	371	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	371	7	was	be	VBD
37060	371	8	sent	send	VBN
37060	371	9	for	for	IN
37060	371	10	a	a	DT
37060	371	11	week	week	NN
37060	371	12	's	's	POS
37060	371	13	time	time	NN
37060	371	14	during	during	IN
37060	371	15	two	two	CD
37060	371	16	consecutive	consecutive	JJ
37060	371	17	summers	summer	NNS
37060	371	18	,	,	,
37060	371	19	was	be	VBD
37060	371	20	a	a	DT
37060	371	21	King	King	NNP
37060	371	22	's	's	POS
37060	371	23	Daughters	Daughters	NNP
37060	371	24	Camp	Camp	NNP
37060	371	25	.	.	.
37060	372	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	372	2	never	never	RB
37060	372	3	relished	relish	VBD
37060	372	4	the	the	DT
37060	372	5	idea	idea	NN
37060	372	6	of	of	IN
37060	372	7	rooming	room	VBG
37060	372	8	with	with	IN
37060	372	9	people	people	NNS
37060	372	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	372	11	did	do	VBD
37060	372	12	not	not	RB
37060	372	13	know	know	VB
37060	372	14	,	,	,
37060	372	15	yet	yet	CC
37060	372	16	here	here	RB
37060	372	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	372	18	was	be	VBD
37060	372	19	obliged	oblige	VBN
37060	372	20	to	to	TO
37060	372	21	do	do	VB
37060	372	22	so	so	RB
37060	372	23	.	.	.
37060	373	1	Again	again	RB
37060	373	2	,	,	,
37060	373	3	the	the	DT
37060	373	4	camp	camp	NN
37060	373	5	was	be	VBD
37060	373	6	regimented	regiment	VBN
37060	373	7	into	into	IN
37060	373	8	various	various	JJ
37060	373	9	activity	activity	NN
37060	373	10	schedules	schedule	NNS
37060	373	11	to	to	TO
37060	373	12	which	which	WDT
37060	373	13	each	each	DT
37060	373	14	camper	camper	NN
37060	373	15	was	be	VBD
37060	373	16	to	to	TO
37060	373	17	adhere	adhere	VB
37060	373	18	.	.	.
37060	374	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	374	2	was	be	VBD
37060	374	3	friendly	friendly	JJ
37060	374	4	,	,	,
37060	374	5	but	but	CC
37060	374	6	not	not	RB
37060	374	7	outgoing	outgoing	JJ
37060	374	8	and	and	CC
37060	374	9	confident	confident	JJ
37060	374	10	,	,	,
37060	374	11	and	and	CC
37060	374	12	as	as	IN
37060	374	13	time	time	NN
37060	374	14	crept	creep	VBD
37060	374	15	by	by	RB
37060	374	16	at	at	IN
37060	374	17	a	a	DT
37060	374	18	snail	snail	NN
37060	374	19	's	's	POS
37060	374	20	pace	pace	NN
37060	374	21	,	,	,
37060	374	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	374	23	became	become	VBD
37060	374	24	more	more	RBR
37060	374	25	and	and	CC
37060	374	26	more	more	RBR
37060	374	27	hounded	hound	VBN
37060	374	28	by	by	IN
37060	374	29	loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	374	30	.	.	.
37060	375	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	375	2	wrote	write	VBD
37060	375	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	375	4	family	family	NN
37060	375	5	many	many	JJ
37060	375	6	postcards	postcard	NNS
37060	375	7	lamenting	lament	VBG
37060	375	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	375	9	undesirable	undesirable	JJ
37060	375	10	situation	situation	NN
37060	375	11	,	,	,
37060	375	12	but	but	CC
37060	375	13	time	time	NN
37060	375	14	thus	thus	RB
37060	375	15	spent	spend	VBD
37060	375	16	only	only	RB
37060	375	17	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	375	18	to	to	TO
37060	375	19	make	make	VB
37060	375	20	the	the	DT
37060	375	21	problem	problem	NN
37060	375	22	worse	bad	JJR
37060	375	23	.	.	.
37060	376	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	376	2	11	11	CD
37060	376	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	376	4	2	2	CD
37060	376	5	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	376	6	Brothers	Brothers	NNPS
37060	376	7	CHAPTER	chapter	NN
37060	376	8	TWO	two	CD
37060	376	9	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	376	10	Brothers	brother	NNS
37060	376	11	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	376	12	brothers	brother	NNS
37060	376	13	were	be	VBD
37060	376	14	both	both	RB
37060	376	15	considered	consider	VBN
37060	376	16	"	"	``
37060	376	17	good	good	JJ
37060	376	18	Kids	kid	NNS
37060	376	19	"	"	''
37060	376	20	by	by	IN
37060	376	21	societal	societal	JJ
37060	376	22	standards	standard	NNS
37060	376	23	,	,	,
37060	376	24	being	be	VBG
37060	376	25	law	law	NN
37060	376	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	376	27	abiding	abide	VBG
37060	376	28	,	,	,
37060	376	29	and	and	CC
37060	376	30	generally	generally	RB
37060	376	31	speaking	speak	VBG
37060	376	32	,	,	,
37060	376	33	parent	parent	NN
37060	376	34	-	-	HYPH
37060	376	35	abiding	abide	VBG
37060	376	36	as	as	RB
37060	376	37	well	well	RB
37060	376	38	.	.	.
37060	377	1	However	however	RB
37060	377	2	,	,	,
37060	377	3	blood	blood	NN
37060	377	4	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	377	5	do	do	VBP
37060	377	6	not	not	RB
37060	377	7	guarantee	guarantee	VB
37060	377	8	a	a	DT
37060	377	9	likeness	likeness	NN
37060	377	10	of	of	IN
37060	377	11	character	character	NN
37060	377	12	or	or	CC
37060	377	13	form	form	NN
37060	377	14	,	,	,
37060	377	15	and	and	CC
37060	377	16	so	so	RB
37060	377	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	377	18	was	be	VBD
37060	377	19	with	with	IN
37060	377	20	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	377	21	and	and	CC
37060	377	22	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	377	23	.	.	.
37060	378	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	378	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	378	3	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	378	4	alike	alike	RB
37060	378	5	,	,	,
37060	378	6	facially	facially	RB
37060	378	7	or	or	CC
37060	378	8	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	378	9	.	.	.
37060	379	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	379	2	was	be	VBD
37060	379	3	muscular	muscular	JJ
37060	379	4	,	,	,
37060	379	5	with	with	IN
37060	379	6	unstoppable	unstoppable	JJ
37060	379	7	health	health	NN
37060	379	8	,	,	,
37060	379	9	while	while	IN
37060	379	10	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	379	11	was	be	VBD
37060	379	12	taller	tall	JJR
37060	379	13	,	,	,
37060	379	14	thin	thin	JJ
37060	379	15	,	,	,
37060	379	16	and	and	CC
37060	379	17	prone	prone	JJ
37060	379	18	to	to	IN
37060	379	19	allergies	allergy	NNS
37060	379	20	.	.	.
37060	380	1	Apart	apart	RB
37060	380	2	from	from	IN
37060	380	3	such	such	JJ
37060	380	4	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	380	5	dissimilarities	dissimilarity	NNS
37060	380	6	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	380	7	personalities	personality	NNS
37060	380	8	and	and	CC
37060	380	9	interests	interest	NNS
37060	380	10	also	also	RB
37060	380	11	differed	differ	VBD
37060	380	12	greatly	greatly	RB
37060	380	13	.	.	.
37060	381	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	381	2	differences	difference	NNS
37060	381	3	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	381	4	evoked	evoke	VBD
37060	381	5	conflict	conflict	NN
37060	381	6	,	,	,
37060	381	7	though	though	RB
37060	381	8	,	,	,
37060	381	9	because	because	IN
37060	381	10	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	381	11	were	be	VBD
37060	381	12	on	on	IN
37060	381	13	wholly	wholly	RB
37060	381	14	separate	separate	JJ
37060	381	15	planes	plane	NNS
37060	381	16	.	.	.
37060	382	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	382	2	and	and	CC
37060	382	3	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	382	4	were	be	VBD
37060	382	5	not	not	RB
37060	382	6	incompatible	incompatible	JJ
37060	382	7	in	in	IN
37060	382	8	an	an	DT
37060	382	9	obnoxious	obnoxious	JJ
37060	382	10	sense	sense	NN
37060	382	11	;	;	:
37060	382	12	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	382	13	merely	merely	RB
37060	382	14	followed	follow	VBD
37060	382	15	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	382	16	own	own	JJ
37060	382	17	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	382	18	.	.	.
37060	383	1	A	a	DT
37060	383	2	coincidence	coincidence	NN
37060	383	3	of	of	IN
37060	383	4	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	383	5	respected	respect	VBN
37060	383	6	circles	circle	NNS
37060	383	7	of	of	IN
37060	383	8	interest	interest	NN
37060	383	9	occurred	occur	VBD
37060	383	10	mainly	mainly	RB
37060	383	11	through	through	IN
37060	383	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	383	13	great	great	JJ
37060	383	14	love	love	NN
37060	383	15	--	--	:
37060	383	16	and	and	CC
37060	383	17	respect	respect	NN
37060	383	18	--	--	:
37060	383	19	for	for	IN
37060	383	20	nature	nature	NN
37060	383	21	;	;	:
37060	383	22	thanks	thank	NNS
37060	383	23	to	to	IN
37060	383	24	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	383	25	.	.	.
37060	384	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	384	2	also	also	RB
37060	384	3	shared	share	VBD
37060	384	4	a	a	DT
37060	384	5	consuming	consume	VBG
37060	384	6	interest	interest	NN
37060	384	7	in	in	IN
37060	384	8	the	the	DT
37060	384	9	chug	chug	NN
37060	384	10	and	and	CC
37060	384	11	maintenance	maintenance	NN
37060	384	12	of	of	IN
37060	384	13	the	the	DT
37060	384	14	woodland	woodland	JJ
37060	384	15	trails	trail	NNS
37060	384	16	and	and	CC
37060	384	17	bridges	bridge	NNS
37060	384	18	on	on	IN
37060	384	19	which	which	WDT
37060	384	20	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	384	21	would	would	MD
37060	384	22	ride	ride	VB
37060	384	23	.	.	.
37060	385	1	Basically	basically	RB
37060	385	2	,	,	,
37060	385	3	though	though	RB
37060	385	4	,	,	,
37060	385	5	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	385	6	and	and	CC
37060	385	7	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	385	8	were	be	VBD
37060	385	9	as	as	RB
37060	385	10	different	different	JJ
37060	385	11	as	as	IN
37060	385	12	apples	apple	NNS
37060	385	13	and	and	CC
37060	385	14	oranges	orange	NNS
37060	385	15	.	.	.
37060	386	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	386	2	memories	memory	NNS
37060	386	3	of	of	IN
37060	386	4	and	and	CC
37060	386	5	love	love	VBP
37060	386	6	for	for	IN
37060	386	7	each	each	DT
37060	386	8	of	of	IN
37060	386	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	386	10	brothers	brother	NNS
37060	386	11	varied	vary	VBD
37060	386	12	greatly	greatly	RB
37060	386	13	from	from	IN
37060	386	14	the	the	DT
37060	386	15	other	other	JJ
37060	386	16	,	,	,
37060	386	17	and	and	CC
37060	386	18	changed	change	VBD
37060	386	19	with	with	IN
37060	386	20	the	the	DT
37060	386	21	passage	passage	NN
37060	386	22	of	of	IN
37060	386	23	time	time	NN
37060	386	24	,	,	,
37060	386	25	for	for	IN
37060	386	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	386	27	,	,	,
37060	386	28	as	as	RB
37060	386	29	well	well	RB
37060	386	30	as	as	IN
37060	386	31	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	386	32	,	,	,
37060	386	33	underwent	undergo	VBD
37060	386	34	transitional	transitional	JJ
37060	386	35	phases	phase	NNS
37060	386	36	.	.	.
37060	387	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	387	2	,	,	,
37060	387	3	as	as	IN
37060	387	4	characters	character	NNS
37060	387	5	were	be	VBD
37060	387	6	modified	modify	VBN
37060	387	7	and	and	CC
37060	387	8	outlooks	outlook	NNS
37060	387	9	were	be	VBD
37060	387	10	altered	alter	VBN
37060	387	11	,	,	,
37060	387	12	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	387	13	,	,	,
37060	387	14	also	also	RB
37060	387	15	,	,	,
37060	387	16	transformed	transform	VBD
37060	387	17	through	through	IN
37060	387	18	the	the	DT
37060	387	19	years	year	NNS
37060	387	20	.	.	.
37060	388	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	388	2	fondest	fond	JJS
37060	388	3	memories	memory	NNS
37060	388	4	of	of	IN
37060	388	5	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	388	6	,	,	,
37060	388	7	who	who	WP
37060	388	8	bested	best	VBD
37060	388	9	Norm	norm	NN
37060	388	10	by	by	IN
37060	388	11	roughly	roughly	RB
37060	388	12	three	three	CD
37060	388	13	years	year	NNS
37060	388	14	,	,	,
37060	388	15	were	be	VBD
37060	388	16	those	those	DT
37060	388	17	of	of	IN
37060	388	18	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	388	19	early	early	JJ
37060	388	20	interactions	interaction	NNS
37060	388	21	.	.	.
37060	389	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	389	2	had	have	VBD
37060	389	3	a	a	DT
37060	389	4	wonderful	wonderful	JJ
37060	389	5	ability	ability	NN
37060	389	6	to	to	TO
37060	389	7	entertain	entertain	VB
37060	389	8	children	child	NNS
37060	389	9	.	.	.
37060	390	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	390	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	390	3	to	to	TO
37060	390	4	sense	sense	VB
37060	390	5	the	the	DT
37060	390	6	exact	exact	JJ
37060	390	7	type	type	NN
37060	390	8	of	of	IN
37060	390	9	gesture	gesture	NN
37060	390	10	and	and	CC
37060	390	11	manner	manner	NN
37060	390	12	of	of	IN
37060	390	13	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	390	14	which	which	WDT
37060	390	15	enthralled	enthral	VBD
37060	390	16	a	a	DT
37060	390	17	young	young	JJ
37060	390	18	audience	audience	NN
37060	390	19	,	,	,
37060	390	20	and	and	CC
37060	390	21	as	as	IN
37060	390	22	a	a	DT
37060	390	23	result	result	NN
37060	390	24	,	,	,
37060	390	25	was	be	VBD
37060	390	26	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	390	27	able	able	JJ
37060	390	28	to	to	TO
37060	390	29	rest	rest	VB
37060	390	30	once	once	RB
37060	390	31	a	a	DT
37060	390	32	child	child	NN
37060	390	33	noticed	notice	VBD
37060	390	34	this	this	DT
37060	390	35	value	value	NN
37060	390	36	.	.	.
37060	391	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	391	2	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	391	3	an	an	DT
37060	391	4	unbelievable	unbelievable	JJ
37060	391	5	attention	attention	NN
37060	391	6	span	span	NN
37060	391	7	and	and	CC
37060	391	8	tolerance	tolerance	NN
37060	391	9	for	for	IN
37060	391	10	a	a	DT
37060	391	11	child	child	NN
37060	391	12	's	's	POS
37060	391	13	endless	endless	NN
37060	391	14	and	and	CC
37060	391	15	often	often	RB
37060	391	16	irrational	irrational	JJ
37060	391	17	demands	demand	NNS
37060	391	18	.	.	.
37060	392	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	392	2	found	find	VBD
37060	392	3	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	392	4	to	to	TO
37060	392	5	be	be	VB
37060	392	6	an	an	DT
37060	392	7	inexhaustible	inexhaustible	JJ
37060	392	8	source	source	NN
37060	392	9	of	of	IN
37060	392	10	amusement	amusement	NN
37060	392	11	,	,	,
37060	392	12	as	as	IN
37060	392	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	392	14	was	be	VBD
37060	392	15	quite	quite	RB
37060	392	16	adept	adept	JJ
37060	392	17	at	at	IN
37060	392	18	conjuring	conjure	VBG
37060	392	19	up	up	RP
37060	392	20	names	name	NNS
37060	392	21	and	and	CC
37060	392	22	personalities	personality	NNS
37060	392	23	for	for	IN
37060	392	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	392	25	motley	motley	NNP
37060	392	26	array	array	NN
37060	392	27	of	of	IN
37060	392	28	stuffed	stuff	VBN
37060	392	29	animals	animal	NNS
37060	392	30	.	.	.
37060	393	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	393	2	would	would	MD
37060	393	3	then	then	RB
37060	393	4	provide	provide	VB
37060	393	5	an	an	DT
37060	393	6	endless	endless	JJ
37060	393	7	flow	flow	NN
37060	393	8	of	of	IN
37060	393	9	nonsensical	nonsensical	JJ
37060	393	10	banter	banter	NN
37060	393	11	for	for	IN
37060	393	12	the	the	DT
37060	393	13	animal	animal	NN
37060	393	14	of	of	IN
37060	393	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	393	16	choosing	choosing	NN
37060	393	17	,	,	,
37060	393	18	which	which	WDT
37060	393	19	delighted	delight	VBD
37060	393	20	and	and	CC
37060	393	21	held	hold	VBD
37060	393	22	captive	captive	JJ
37060	393	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	393	24	attention	attention	NN
37060	393	25	for	for	IN
37060	393	26	countless	countless	JJ
37060	393	27	hours	hour	NNS
37060	393	28	on	on	IN
37060	393	29	end	end	NN
37060	393	30	.	.	.
37060	394	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	394	2	had	have	VBD
37060	394	3	two	two	CD
37060	394	4	favorites	favorite	NNS
37060	394	5	,	,	,
37060	394	6	the	the	DT
37060	394	7	first	first	JJ
37060	394	8	of	of	IN
37060	394	9	which	which	WDT
37060	394	10	was	be	VBD
37060	394	11	an	an	DT
37060	394	12	alligator	alligator	NN
37060	394	13	;	;	:
37060	394	14	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	394	15	would	would	MD
37060	394	16	shake	shake	VB
37060	394	17	the	the	DT
37060	394	18	green	green	JJ
37060	394	19	amphibious	amphibious	JJ
37060	394	20	creature	creature	NN
37060	394	21	,	,	,
37060	394	22	emit	emit	VB
37060	394	23	a	a	DT
37060	394	24	gravel	gravel	NN
37060	394	25	-	-	HYPH
37060	394	26	throated	throate	VBN
37060	394	27	roar	roar	NN
37060	394	28	,	,	,
37060	394	29	and	and	CC
37060	394	30	proceed	proceed	VB
37060	394	31	to	to	TO
37060	394	32	chase	chase	VB
37060	394	33	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	394	34	about	about	IN
37060	394	35	the	the	DT
37060	394	36	house	house	NN
37060	394	37	until	until	IN
37060	394	38	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	394	39	could	could	MD
37060	394	40	no	no	RB
37060	394	41	longer	longer	RB
37060	394	42	escape	escape	VB
37060	394	43	and	and	CC
37060	394	44	irreversibly	irreversibly	RB
37060	394	45	served	serve	VBD
37060	394	46	as	as	IN
37060	394	47	the	the	DT
37060	394	48	alligator	alligator	NN
37060	394	49	's	's	POS
37060	394	50	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	394	51	.	.	.
37060	395	1	The	the	DT
37060	395	2	second	second	JJ
37060	395	3	was	be	VBD
37060	395	4	a	a	DT
37060	395	5	beloved	beloved	JJ
37060	395	6	bear	bear	NN
37060	395	7	whose	whose	WP$
37060	395	8	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	395	9	were	be	VBD
37060	395	10	so	so	RB
37060	395	11	asymmetrically	asymmetrically	RB
37060	395	12	adhered	adhere	VBN
37060	395	13	to	to	IN
37060	395	14	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	395	15	face	face	NN
37060	395	16	that	that	IN
37060	395	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	395	18	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	395	19	to	to	TO
37060	395	20	be	be	VB
37060	395	21	immersed	immerse	VBN
37060	395	22	in	in	IN
37060	395	23	a	a	DT
37060	395	24	drunken	drunken	JJ
37060	395	25	stupor	stupor	NN
37060	395	26	.	.	.
37060	396	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	396	2	christened	christen	VBD
37060	396	3	the	the	DT
37060	396	4	bear	bear	NN
37060	396	5	"	"	``
37060	396	6	Coors	Coors	NNP
37060	396	7	Bear	Bear	NNP
37060	396	8	"	"	''
37060	396	9	in	in	IN
37060	396	10	reference	reference	NN
37060	396	11	to	to	IN
37060	396	12	the	the	DT
37060	396	13	beer	beer	NN
37060	396	14	of	of	IN
37060	396	15	the	the	DT
37060	396	16	same	same	JJ
37060	396	17	name	name	NN
37060	396	18	,	,	,
37060	396	19	and	and	CC
37060	396	20	projected	project	VBD
37060	396	21	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	396	22	character	character	NN
37060	396	23	as	as	IN
37060	396	24	that	that	DT
37060	396	25	of	of	IN
37060	396	26	a	a	DT
37060	396	27	bum	bum	NN
37060	396	28	in	in	IN
37060	396	29	desperate	desperate	JJ
37060	396	30	need	need	NN
37060	396	31	of	of	IN
37060	396	32	another	another	DT
37060	396	33	drink	drink	NN
37060	396	34	.	.	.
37060	397	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	397	2	would	would	MD
37060	397	3	make	make	VB
37060	397	4	the	the	DT
37060	397	5	bear	bear	NN
37060	397	6	twitch	twitch	NN
37060	397	7	and	and	CC
37060	397	8	shake	shake	VB
37060	397	9	with	with	IN
37060	397	10	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	397	11	delirium	delirium	NN
37060	397	12	moaning	moan	VBG
37060	397	13	simultaneously	simultaneously	RB
37060	397	14	,	,	,
37060	397	15	"	"	''
37060	397	16	Whe'm	whe'm	ADD
37060	397	17	I?	i?	FW
37060	397	18	....	....	.
37060	397	19	Whe'm	whe'm	ADD
37060	397	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	397	21	?	?	.
37060	397	22	"	"	''
37060	398	1	This	this	DT
37060	398	2	would	would	MD
37060	398	3	continue	continue	VB
37060	398	4	unless	unless	IN
37060	398	5	the	the	DT
37060	398	6	bear	bear	NN
37060	398	7	was	be	VBD
37060	398	8	administered	administer	VBN
37060	398	9	an	an	DT
37060	398	10	ample	ample	JJ
37060	398	11	swig	swig	NN
37060	398	12	of	of	IN
37060	398	13	Coors	Coors	NNP
37060	398	14	beer	beer	NN
37060	398	15	from	from	IN
37060	398	16	a	a	DT
37060	398	17	small	small	JJ
37060	398	18	bottle	bottle	NN
37060	398	19	;	;	:
37060	398	20	the	the	DT
37060	398	21	bear	bear	NN
37060	398	22	was	be	VBD
37060	398	23	then	then	RB
37060	398	24	content	content	JJ
37060	398	25	to	to	TO
37060	398	26	laze	laze	VB
37060	398	27	back	back	RB
37060	398	28	into	into	IN
37060	398	29	a	a	DT
37060	398	30	dream	dream	NN
37060	398	31	-	-	HYPH
37060	398	32	like	like	JJ
37060	398	33	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	398	34	.	.	.
37060	399	1	Both	both	DT
37060	399	2	of	of	IN
37060	399	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	399	4	brothers	brother	NNS
37060	399	5	teased	tease	VBD
37060	399	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	399	7	.	.	.
37060	400	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	400	2	was	be	VBD
37060	400	3	the	the	DT
37060	400	4	inevitable	inevitable	JJ
37060	400	5	result	result	NN
37060	400	6	of	of	IN
37060	400	7	being	be	VBG
37060	400	8	the	the	DT
37060	400	9	youngest	young	JJS
37060	400	10	member	member	NN
37060	400	11	of	of	IN
37060	400	12	the	the	DT
37060	400	13	family	family	NN
37060	400	14	and	and	CC
37060	400	15	,	,	,
37060	400	16	of	of	IN
37060	400	17	course	course	NN
37060	400	18	,	,	,
37060	400	19	the	the	DT
37060	400	20	least	least	RBS
37060	400	21	educated	educated	JJ
37060	400	22	and	and	CC
37060	400	23	self	self	NN
37060	400	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	400	25	sufficient	sufficient	JJ
37060	400	26	of	of	IN
37060	400	27	the	the	DT
37060	400	28	entire	entire	JJ
37060	400	29	group	group	NN
37060	400	30	.	.	.
37060	401	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	401	2	were	be	VBD
37060	401	3	not	not	RB
37060	401	4	ruthless	ruthless	JJ
37060	401	5	in	in	IN
37060	401	6	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	401	7	teasing	teasing	NN
37060	401	8	;	;	:
37060	401	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	401	10	never	never	RB
37060	401	11	insulted	insult	VBD
37060	401	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	401	13	intelligence	intelligence	NN
37060	401	14	,	,	,
37060	401	15	only	only	RB
37060	401	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	401	17	ignorance	ignorance	NN
37060	401	18	,	,	,
37060	401	19	which	which	WDT
37060	401	20	was	be	VBD
37060	401	21	not	not	RB
37060	401	22	as	as	RB
37060	401	23	serious	serious	JJ
37060	401	24	since	since	IN
37060	401	25	ignorance	ignorance	NN
37060	401	26	could	could	MD
37060	401	27	be	be	VB
37060	401	28	reversed	reverse	VBN
37060	401	29	in	in	IN
37060	401	30	due	due	JJ
37060	401	31	time	time	NN
37060	401	32	.	.	.
37060	402	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	402	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	402	3	transparent	transparent	JJ
37060	402	4	;	;	:
37060	402	5	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	402	6	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	402	7	to	to	TO
37060	402	8	know	know	VB
37060	402	9	what	what	WP
37060	402	10	would	would	MD
37060	402	11	bother	bother	VB
37060	402	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	402	13	,	,	,
37060	402	14	from	from	IN
37060	402	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	402	16	petty	petty	JJ
37060	402	17	insecurities	insecurity	NNS
37060	402	18	to	to	IN
37060	402	19	faulty	faulty	JJ
37060	402	20	rationalization	rationalization	NN
37060	402	21	.	.	.
37060	403	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	403	2	well	well	RB
37060	403	3	remember	remember	VBP
37060	403	4	the	the	DT
37060	403	5	family	family	NN
37060	403	6	excursions	excursion	NNS
37060	403	7	,	,	,
37060	403	8	in	in	IN
37060	403	9	which	which	WDT
37060	403	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	403	11	generally	generally	RB
37060	403	12	sat	sit	VBD
37060	403	13	in	in	IN
37060	403	14	the	the	DT
37060	403	15	back	back	JJ
37060	403	16	seat	seat	NN
37060	403	17	between	between	IN
37060	403	18	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	403	19	and	and	CC
37060	403	20	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	403	21	.	.	.
37060	404	1	Like	like	IN
37060	404	2	clock	clock	NN
37060	404	3	work	work	NN
37060	404	4	,	,	,
37060	404	5	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	404	6	would	would	MD
37060	404	7	serenade	serenade	VB
37060	404	8	to	to	IN
37060	404	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	404	10	in	in	IN
37060	404	11	unison	unison	NNP
37060	404	12	,	,	,
37060	404	13	"	"	``
37060	404	14	Souvenir	souvenir	NN
37060	404	15	,	,	,
37060	404	16	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	404	17	,	,	,
37060	404	18	bottle	bottle	NN
37060	404	19	-	-	HYPH
37060	404	20	of	of	IN
37060	404	21	-	-	HYPH
37060	404	22	pop	pop	NN
37060	404	23	"	"	''
37060	404	24	while	while	IN
37060	404	25	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	404	26	drove	drive	VBD
37060	404	27	past	past	IN
37060	404	28	the	the	DT
37060	404	29	flat	flat	NN
37060	404	30	and	and	CC
37060	404	31	blistering	blister	VBG
37060	404	32	hot	hot	JJ
37060	404	33	corn	corn	NN
37060	404	34	fields	field	NNS
37060	404	35	toward	toward	IN
37060	404	36	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	404	37	destination	destination	NN
37060	404	38	,	,	,
37060	404	39	claiming	claim	VBG
37060	404	40	that	that	IN
37060	404	41	these	these	DT
37060	404	42	were	be	VBD
37060	404	43	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	404	44	three	three	CD
37060	404	45	favorite	favorite	JJ
37060	404	46	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	404	47	of	of	IN
37060	404	48	the	the	DT
37060	404	49	summer	summer	NN
37060	404	50	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	404	51	;	;	:
37060	404	52	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	404	53	would	would	MD
37060	404	54	seethe	seethe	VB
37060	404	55	and	and	CC
37060	404	56	boil	boil	VB
37060	404	57	,	,	,
37060	404	58	but	but	CC
37060	404	59	could	could	MD
37060	404	60	do	do	VB
37060	404	61	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	404	62	,	,	,
37060	404	63	as	as	IN
37060	404	64	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	404	65	fully	fully	RB
37060	404	66	realized	realize	VBD
37060	404	67	that	that	IN
37060	404	68	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	404	69	were	be	VBD
37060	404	70	probably	probably	RB
37060	404	71	right	right	JJ
37060	404	72	.	.	.
37060	405	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	405	2	would	would	MD
37060	405	3	also	also	RB
37060	405	4	grab	grab	VB
37060	405	5	Coors	Coors	NNP
37060	405	6	Bear	Bear	NNP
37060	405	7	,	,	,
37060	405	8	and	and	CC
37060	405	9	,	,	,
37060	405	10	holding	hold	VBG
37060	405	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	405	12	at	at	IN
37060	405	13	an	an	DT
37060	405	14	arm	arm	NN
37060	405	15	's	's	POS
37060	405	16	length	length	NN
37060	405	17	out	out	IN
37060	405	18	of	of	IN
37060	405	19	the	the	DT
37060	405	20	window	window	NN
37060	405	21	while	while	IN
37060	405	22	traveling	travel	VBG
37060	405	23	70	70	CD
37060	405	24	miles	mile	NNS
37060	405	25	per	per	IN
37060	405	26	hour	hour	NN
37060	405	27	,	,	,
37060	405	28	threaten	threaten	VBP
37060	405	29	to	to	TO
37060	405	30	throw	throw	VB
37060	405	31	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	405	32	into	into	IN
37060	405	33	the	the	DT
37060	405	34	fields	field	NNS
37060	405	35	.	.	.
37060	406	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	406	2	panicked	panic	VBD
37060	406	3	at	at	IN
37060	406	4	the	the	DT
37060	406	5	possibility	possibility	NN
37060	406	6	,	,	,
37060	406	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	406	8	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	406	9	fixed	fix	VBN
37060	406	10	on	on	IN
37060	406	11	the	the	DT
37060	406	12	battered	battered	JJ
37060	406	13	bear	bear	NN
37060	406	14	as	as	IN
37060	406	15	the	the	DT
37060	406	16	wind	wind	NN
37060	406	17	fiercely	fiercely	RB
37060	406	18	buffeted	buffet	VBD
37060	406	19	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	406	20	floppy	floppy	JJ
37060	406	21	arms	arm	NNS
37060	406	22	and	and	CC
37060	406	23	legs	leg	NNS
37060	406	24	.	.	.
37060	407	1	The	the	DT
37060	407	2	bear	bear	NN
37060	407	3	was	be	VBD
37060	407	4	always	always	RB
37060	407	5	hoisted	hoist	VBN
37060	407	6	back	back	RB
37060	407	7	into	into	IN
37060	407	8	the	the	DT
37060	407	9	car	car	NN
37060	407	10	after	after	IN
37060	407	11	an	an	DT
37060	407	12	ample	ample	JJ
37060	407	13	display	display	NN
37060	407	14	of	of	IN
37060	407	15	hostility	hostility	NN
37060	407	16	from	from	IN
37060	407	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	407	18	and	and	CC
37060	407	19	never	never	RB
37060	407	20	suffered	suffer	VBD
37060	407	21	the	the	DT
37060	407	22	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	407	23	injustice	injustice	NN
37060	407	24	.	.	.
37060	408	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	408	2	Coors	Coors	NNP
37060	408	3	bear	bear	NN
37060	408	4	was	be	VBD
37060	408	5	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	408	6	disposed	dispose	VBN
37060	408	7	of	of	IN
37060	408	8	in	in	IN
37060	408	9	the	the	DT
37060	408	10	garbage	garbage	NN
37060	408	11	can	can	MD
37060	408	12	,	,	,
37060	408	13	a	a	DT
37060	408	14	more	more	RBR
37060	408	15	humiliating	humiliating	JJ
37060	408	16	,	,	,
37060	408	17	but	but	CC
37060	408	18	less	less	RBR
37060	408	19	violent	violent	JJ
37060	408	20	,	,	,
37060	408	21	retirement	retirement	NN
37060	408	22	.	.	.
37060	408	23	)	)	-RRB-
37060	409	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	409	2	especially	especially	RB
37060	409	3	loved	love	VBD
37060	409	4	to	to	TO
37060	409	5	tease	tease	VB
37060	409	6	and	and	CC
37060	409	7	mock	mock	VB
37060	409	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	409	9	childish	childish	JJ
37060	409	10	idiosyncrasies	idiosyncrasy	NNS
37060	409	11	;	;	:
37060	409	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	409	13	derived	derive	VBD
37060	409	14	immense	immense	JJ
37060	409	15	satisfaction	satisfaction	NN
37060	409	16	from	from	IN
37060	409	17	quizzing	quiz	VBG
37060	409	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	409	19	,	,	,
37060	409	20	and	and	CC
37060	409	21	because	because	IN
37060	409	22	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	409	23	used	use	VBD
37060	409	24	words	word	NNS
37060	409	25	which	which	WDT
37060	409	26	were	be	VBD
37060	409	27	far	far	RB
37060	409	28	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	409	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	409	30	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	409	31	to	to	TO
37060	409	32	understand	understand	VB
37060	409	33	,	,	,
37060	409	34	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	409	35	uncontrollably	uncontrollably	RB
37060	409	36	at	at	IN
37060	409	37	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	409	38	frustration	frustration	NN
37060	409	39	.	.	.
37060	410	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	410	2	always	always	RB
37060	410	3	called	call	VBD
37060	410	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	410	5	"	"	``
37060	410	6	illiterate	illiterate	JJ
37060	410	7	,	,	,
37060	410	8	"	"	''
37060	410	9	and	and	CC
37060	410	10	while	while	IN
37060	410	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	410	12	had	have	VBD
37060	410	13	no	no	DT
37060	410	14	conception	conception	NN
37060	410	15	of	of	IN
37060	410	16	the	the	DT
37060	410	17	word	word	NN
37060	410	18	's	's	POS
37060	410	19	meaning	meaning	NN
37060	410	20	,	,	,
37060	410	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	410	22	knew	know	VBD
37060	410	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	410	24	was	be	VBD
37060	410	25	something	something	NN
37060	410	26	which	which	WDT
37060	410	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	410	28	did	do	VBD
37060	410	29	not	not	RB
37060	410	30	want	want	VB
37060	410	31	to	to	TO
37060	410	32	have	have	VB
37060	410	33	as	as	IN
37060	410	34	a	a	DT
37060	410	35	permanent	permanent	JJ
37060	410	36	attribute	attribute	NN
37060	410	37	.	.	.
37060	411	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	411	2	also	also	RB
37060	411	3	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	411	4	pelting	pelt	VBG
37060	411	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	411	6	with	with	IN
37060	411	7	the	the	DT
37060	411	8	arsenal	arsenal	NN
37060	411	9	of	of	IN
37060	411	10	pillows	pillow	NNS
37060	411	11	which	which	WDT
37060	411	12	the	the	DT
37060	411	13	basement	basement	NN
37060	411	14	couch	couch	NN
37060	411	15	housed	house	VBD
37060	411	16	.	.	.
37060	412	1	As	as	IN
37060	412	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	412	3	fired	fire	VBD
37060	412	4	away	away	RB
37060	412	5	,	,	,
37060	412	6	making	make	VBG
37060	412	7	direct	direct	JJ
37060	412	8	hits	hit	NNS
37060	412	9	with	with	IN
37060	412	10	each	each	DT
37060	412	11	pillow	pillow	NN
37060	412	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	412	13	would	would	MD
37060	412	14	gather	gather	VB
37060	412	15	the	the	DT
37060	412	16	pillows	pillow	NNS
37060	412	17	and	and	CC
37060	412	18	try	try	VB
37060	412	19	,	,	,
37060	412	20	in	in	IN
37060	412	21	vain	vain	JJ
37060	412	22	,	,	,
37060	412	23	to	to	TO
37060	412	24	throw	throw	VB
37060	412	25	one	one	CD
37060	412	26	in	in	IN
37060	412	27	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	412	28	general	general	JJ
37060	412	29	vicinity	vicinity	NN
37060	412	30	.	.	.
37060	413	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	413	2	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	413	3	made	make	VBD
37060	413	4	contact	contact	NN
37060	413	5	with	with	IN
37060	413	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	413	7	body	body	NN
37060	413	8	,	,	,
37060	413	9	let	let	VB
37060	413	10	alone	alone	RB
37060	413	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	413	12	head	head	NN
37060	413	13	,	,	,
37060	413	14	as	as	IN
37060	413	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	413	16	hurled	hurl	VBD
37060	413	17	pillow	pillow	NN
37060	413	18	after	after	IN
37060	413	19	pillow	pillow	NN
37060	413	20	at	at	IN
37060	413	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	413	22	assailant	assailant	NN
37060	413	23	,	,	,
37060	413	24	only	only	RB
37060	413	25	to	to	TO
37060	413	26	be	be	VB
37060	413	27	blasted	blast	VBN
37060	413	28	again	again	RB
37060	413	29	in	in	IN
37060	413	30	rapid	rapid	JJ
37060	413	31	succession	succession	NN
37060	413	32	after	after	IN
37060	413	33	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	413	34	picked	pick	VBD
37060	413	35	up	up	RP
37060	413	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	413	37	futile	futile	JJ
37060	413	38	scattering	scattering	NN
37060	413	39	of	of	IN
37060	413	40	pillows	pillow	NNS
37060	413	41	from	from	IN
37060	413	42	the	the	DT
37060	413	43	floor	floor	NN
37060	413	44	and	and	CC
37060	413	45	behind	behind	IN
37060	413	46	the	the	DT
37060	413	47	couch	couch	NN
37060	413	48	.	.	.
37060	414	1	Finally	finally	RB
37060	414	2	,	,	,
37060	414	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	414	4	would	would	MD
37060	414	5	intentionally	intentionally	RB
37060	414	6	spill	spill	VB
37060	414	7	all	all	DT
37060	414	8	of	of	IN
37060	414	9	the	the	DT
37060	414	10	pillows	pillow	NNS
37060	414	11	on	on	IN
37060	414	12	the	the	DT
37060	414	13	floor	floor	NN
37060	414	14	in	in	IN
37060	414	15	front	front	NN
37060	414	16	of	of	IN
37060	414	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	414	18	in	in	IN
37060	414	19	overt	overt	JJ
37060	414	20	exasperation	exasperation	NN
37060	414	21	and	and	CC
37060	414	22	yell	yell	VB
37060	414	23	"	"	``
37060	414	24	The	the	DT
37060	414	25	end	end	NN
37060	414	26	!	!	.
37060	414	27	"	"	''
37060	415	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	415	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	415	3	no	no	DT
37060	415	4	further	further	JJ
37060	415	5	conflict	conflict	NN
37060	415	6	.	.	.
37060	416	1	After	after	IN
37060	416	2	several	several	JJ
37060	416	3	such	such	JJ
37060	416	4	instances	instance	NNS
37060	416	5	,	,	,
37060	416	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	416	7	decided	decide	VBD
37060	416	8	to	to	TO
37060	416	9	mock	mock	VB
37060	416	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	416	11	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	416	12	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	416	13	to	to	IN
37060	416	14	bombardments	bombardment	NNS
37060	416	15	and	and	CC
37060	416	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	416	17	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	416	18	threw	throw	VBD
37060	416	19	all	all	DT
37060	416	20	of	of	IN
37060	416	21	the	the	DT
37060	416	22	pillows	pillow	NNS
37060	416	23	on	on	IN
37060	416	24	the	the	DT
37060	416	25	floor	floor	NN
37060	416	26	with	with	IN
37060	416	27	an	an	DT
37060	416	28	accompanying	accompanying	NN
37060	416	29	,	,	,
37060	416	30	"	"	``
37060	416	31	The	the	DT
37060	416	32	end	end	NN
37060	416	33	!	!	.
37060	416	34	"	"	''
37060	417	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	417	2	then	then	RB
37060	417	3	looked	look	VBD
37060	417	4	at	at	IN
37060	417	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	417	6	with	with	IN
37060	417	7	one	one	CD
37060	417	8	raised	raise	VBN
37060	417	9	eyebrow	eyebrow	NN
37060	417	10	until	until	IN
37060	417	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	417	12	received	receive	VBD
37060	417	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	417	14	reward	reward	NN
37060	417	15	;	;	:
37060	417	16	a	a	DT
37060	417	17	screech	screech	NN
37060	417	18	of	of	IN
37060	417	19	anger	anger	NN
37060	417	20	.	.	.
37060	418	1	Other	other	JJ
37060	418	2	conflicts	conflict	NNS
37060	418	3	which	which	WDT
37060	418	4	evolved	evolve	VBD
37060	418	5	in	in	IN
37060	418	6	the	the	DT
37060	418	7	basement	basement	NN
37060	418	8	's	's	POS
37060	418	9	TV	tv	NN
37060	418	10	room	room	NN
37060	418	11	concerned	concern	VBD
37060	418	12	the	the	DT
37060	418	13	programs	program	NNS
37060	418	14	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	418	15	.	.	.
37060	419	1	At	at	IN
37060	419	2	3:30	3:30	CD
37060	419	3	"	"	``
37060	419	4	Lassie	Lassie	NNP
37060	419	5	"	"	''
37060	419	6	and	and	CC
37060	419	7	"	"	``
37060	419	8	Star	Star	NNP
37060	419	9	Trek	Trek	NNP
37060	419	10	"	"	''
37060	419	11	were	be	VBD
37060	419	12	aired	air	VBN
37060	419	13	,	,	,
37060	419	14	creating	create	VBG
37060	419	15	a	a	DT
37060	419	16	daily	daily	JJ
37060	419	17	duel	duel	NN
37060	419	18	between	between	IN
37060	419	19	Norm	norm	NN
37060	419	20	and	and	CC
37060	419	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	419	22	.	.	.
37060	420	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	420	2	settled	settle	VBD
37060	420	3	the	the	DT
37060	420	4	argument	argument	NN
37060	420	5	,	,	,
37060	420	6	declaring	declare	VBG
37060	420	7	that	that	IN
37060	420	8	every	every	DT
37060	420	9	other	other	JJ
37060	420	10	day	day	NN
37060	420	11	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	420	12	would	would	MD
37060	420	13	be	be	VB
37060	420	14	able	able	JJ
37060	420	15	to	to	TO
37060	420	16	see	see	VB
37060	420	17	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	420	18	preferred	preferred	JJ
37060	420	19	show	show	NN
37060	420	20	.	.	.
37060	421	1	The	the	DT
37060	421	2	system	system	NN
37060	421	3	worked	work	VBD
37060	421	4	well	well	RB
37060	421	5	,	,	,
37060	421	6	except	except	IN
37060	421	7	for	for	IN
37060	421	8	the	the	DT
37060	421	9	fact	fact	NN
37060	421	10	that	that	IN
37060	421	11	,	,	,
37060	421	12	on	on	IN
37060	421	13	the	the	DT
37060	421	14	days	day	NNS
37060	421	15	in	in	IN
37060	421	16	which	which	WDT
37060	421	17	"	"	``
37060	421	18	Lassie	Lassie	NNP
37060	421	19	"	"	''
37060	421	20	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	421	21	,	,	,
37060	421	22	Norm	norm	NN
37060	421	23	would	would	MD
37060	421	24	raise	raise	VB
37060	421	25	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	421	26	hand	hand	NN
37060	421	27	in	in	IN
37060	421	28	Lassie	Lassie	NNP
37060	421	29	's	's	POS
37060	421	30	dog	dog	NN
37060	421	31	-	-	HYPH
37060	421	32	like	like	JJ
37060	421	33	gesture	gesture	NN
37060	421	34	and	and	CC
37060	421	35	emit	emit	VB
37060	421	36	a	a	DT
37060	421	37	mewing	mew	VBG
37060	421	38	howl	howl	NN
37060	421	39	similar	similar	JJ
37060	421	40	to	to	IN
37060	421	41	the	the	DT
37060	421	42	one	one	NN
37060	421	43	which	which	WDT
37060	421	44	characterized	characterize	VBD
37060	421	45	the	the	DT
37060	421	46	dog	dog	NN
37060	421	47	.	.	.
37060	422	1	Liking	like	VBG
37060	422	2	the	the	DT
37060	422	3	show	show	NN
37060	422	4	,	,	,
37060	422	5	but	but	CC
37060	422	6	rather	rather	RB
37060	422	7	embarrassed	embarrassed	JJ
37060	422	8	by	by	IN
37060	422	9	that	that	DT
37060	422	10	fact	fact	NN
37060	422	11	due	due	IN
37060	422	12	to	to	IN
37060	422	13	the	the	DT
37060	422	14	show	show	NN
37060	422	15	's	's	POS
37060	422	16	incredibly	incredibly	RB
37060	422	17	rosy	rosy	JJ
37060	422	18	view	view	NN
37060	422	19	of	of	IN
37060	422	20	life	life	NN
37060	422	21	,	,	,
37060	422	22	the	the	DT
37060	422	23	mimicry	mimicry	NN
37060	422	24	bothered	bother	VBD
37060	422	25	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	422	26	.	.	.
37060	423	1	Luckily	luckily	RB
37060	423	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	423	3	taste	taste	NN
37060	423	4	changed	change	VBD
37060	423	5	and	and	CC
37060	423	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	423	7	soon	soon	RB
37060	423	8	truly	truly	RB
37060	423	9	preferred	prefer	VBD
37060	423	10	"	"	``
37060	423	11	Star	Star	NNP
37060	423	12	Trek	Trek	NNP
37060	423	13	"	"	''
37060	423	14	because	because	IN
37060	423	15	of	of	IN
37060	423	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	423	17	's	be	VBZ
37060	423	18	science	science	NN
37060	423	19	fiction	fiction	NN
37060	423	20	appeal	appeal	NN
37060	423	21	,	,	,
37060	423	22	and	and	CC
37060	423	23	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	423	24	eliminated	eliminate	VBD
37060	423	25	one	one	CD
37060	423	26	tender	tender	NN
37060	423	27	spot	spot	NN
37060	423	28	through	through	IN
37060	423	29	a	a	DT
37060	423	30	transformation	transformation	NN
37060	423	31	on	on	IN
37060	423	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	423	33	behalf	behalf	NN
37060	423	34	.	.	.
37060	424	1	Through	through	IN
37060	424	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	424	3	early	early	JJ
37060	424	4	years	year	NNS
37060	424	5	of	of	IN
37060	424	6	life	life	NN
37060	424	7	,	,	,
37060	424	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	424	9	memories	memory	NNS
37060	424	10	of	of	IN
37060	424	11	Norm	norm	NN
37060	424	12	surrounded	surround	VBD
37060	424	13	not	not	RB
37060	424	14	so	so	RB
37060	424	15	much	much	RB
37060	424	16	the	the	DT
37060	424	17	things	thing	NNS
37060	424	18	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	424	19	did	do	VBD
37060	424	20	together	together	RB
37060	424	21	,	,	,
37060	424	22	but	but	CC
37060	424	23	the	the	DT
37060	424	24	way	way	NN
37060	424	25	in	in	IN
37060	424	26	which	which	WDT
37060	424	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	424	28	saw	see	VBD
37060	424	29	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	424	30	character	character	NN
37060	424	31	.	.	.
37060	425	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	425	2	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	425	3	actually	actually	RB
37060	425	4	played	play	VBD
37060	425	5	with	with	IN
37060	425	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	425	7	;	;	:
37060	425	8	that	that	DT
37060	425	9	was	be	VBD
37060	425	10	more	more	JJR
37060	425	11	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	425	12	's	's	POS
37060	425	13	arena	arena	NN
37060	425	14	.	.	.
37060	426	1	Except	except	IN
37060	426	2	when	when	WRB
37060	426	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	426	4	teased	tease	VBD
37060	426	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	426	6	,	,	,
37060	426	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	426	8	was	be	VBD
37060	426	9	not	not	RB
37060	426	10	conscious	conscious	JJ
37060	426	11	of	of	IN
37060	426	12	being	be	VBG
37060	426	13	a	a	DT
37060	426	14	child	child	NN
37060	426	15	in	in	IN
37060	426	16	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	426	17	's	's	POS
37060	426	18	company	company	NN
37060	426	19	.	.	.
37060	427	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	427	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	427	3	on	on	IN
37060	427	4	equal	equal	JJ
37060	427	5	terms	term	NNS
37060	427	6	with	with	IN
37060	427	7	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	427	8	more	more	JJR
37060	427	9	than	than	IN
37060	427	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	427	11	did	do	VBD
37060	427	12	with	with	IN
37060	427	13	many	many	JJ
37060	427	14	other	other	JJ
37060	427	15	people	people	NNS
37060	427	16	who	who	WP
37060	427	17	constantly	constantly	RB
37060	427	18	maintained	maintain	VBD
37060	427	19	a	a	DT
37060	427	20	distinction	distinction	NN
37060	427	21	between	between	IN
37060	427	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	427	23	age	age	NN
37060	427	24	and	and	CC
37060	427	25	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	427	26	own	own	JJ
37060	427	27	if	if	IN
37060	427	28	only	only	RB
37060	427	29	through	through	IN
37060	427	30	a	a	DT
37060	427	31	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	427	32	laughable	laughable	JJ
37060	427	33	change	change	NN
37060	427	34	of	of	IN
37060	427	35	pitch	pitch	NN
37060	427	36	in	in	IN
37060	427	37	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	427	38	voice	voice	NN
37060	427	39	or	or	CC
37060	427	40	a	a	DT
37060	427	41	determinedly	determinedly	RB
37060	427	42	more	more	RBR
37060	427	43	animated	animate	VBN
37060	427	44	style	style	NN
37060	427	45	of	of	IN
37060	427	46	speaking	speak	VBG
37060	427	47	.	.	.
37060	428	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	428	2	always	always	RB
37060	428	3	had	have	VBD
37060	428	4	a	a	DT
37060	428	5	great	great	JJ
37060	428	6	love	love	NN
37060	428	7	for	for	IN
37060	428	8	Norm	norm	NN
37060	428	9	.	.	.
37060	429	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	429	2	was	be	VBD
37060	429	3	easy	easy	JJ
37060	429	4	-	-	HYPH
37060	429	5	going	going	JJ
37060	429	6	and	and	CC
37060	429	7	unobtrusive	unobtrusive	JJ
37060	429	8	,	,	,
37060	429	9	and	and	CC
37060	429	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	429	11	presence	presence	NN
37060	429	12	was	be	VBD
37060	429	13	never	never	RB
37060	429	14	unwelcome	unwelcome	JJ
37060	429	15	.	.	.
37060	430	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	430	2	avoided	avoid	VBD
37060	430	3	unpleasant	unpleasant	JJ
37060	430	4	situations	situation	NNS
37060	430	5	whenever	whenever	WRB
37060	430	6	possible	possible	JJ
37060	430	7	and	and	CC
37060	430	8	lacked	lacked	JJ
37060	430	9	aggression	aggression	NN
37060	430	10	in	in	IN
37060	430	11	areas	area	NNS
37060	430	12	where	where	WRB
37060	430	13	,	,	,
37060	430	14	for	for	IN
37060	430	15	the	the	DT
37060	430	16	generally	generally	RB
37060	430	17	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	430	18	definition	definition	NN
37060	430	19	of	of	IN
37060	430	20	success	success	NN
37060	430	21	,	,	,
37060	430	22	that	that	IN
37060	430	23	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	430	24	obnoxious	obnoxious	JJ
37060	430	25	trait	trait	NN
37060	430	26	was	be	VBD
37060	430	27	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	430	28	.	.	.
37060	431	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	431	2	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	431	3	sought	seek	VBD
37060	431	4	attention	attention	NN
37060	431	5	and	and	CC
37060	431	6	money	money	NN
37060	431	7	was	be	VBD
37060	431	8	of	of	IN
37060	431	9	little	little	JJ
37060	431	10	consequence	consequence	NN
37060	431	11	.	.	.
37060	432	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	432	2	valued	value	VBN
37060	432	3	simplicity	simplicity	NN
37060	432	4	and	and	CC
37060	432	5	serenity	serenity	NN
37060	432	6	;	;	:
37060	432	7	high	high	JJ
37060	432	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	432	9	scale	scale	NN
37060	432	10	achievement	achievement	NN
37060	432	11	was	be	VBD
37060	432	12	not	not	RB
37060	432	13	among	among	IN
37060	432	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	432	15	priorities	priority	NNS
37060	432	16	.	.	.
37060	433	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	433	2	saw	see	VBD
37060	433	3	that	that	IN
37060	433	4	"	"	``
37060	433	5	success	success	NN
37060	433	6	"	"	''
37060	433	7	was	be	VBD
37060	433	8	a	a	DT
37060	433	9	race	race	NN
37060	433	10	which	which	WDT
37060	433	11	never	never	RB
37060	433	12	ended	end	VBD
37060	433	13	,	,	,
37060	433	14	for	for	IN
37060	433	15	another	another	DT
37060	433	16	conquerable	conquerable	JJ
37060	433	17	realm	realm	NN
37060	433	18	always	always	RB
37060	433	19	presented	present	VBD
37060	433	20	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	433	21	.	.	.
37060	434	1	The	the	DT
37060	434	2	race	race	NN
37060	434	3	was	be	VBD
37060	434	4	everywhere	everywhere	RB
37060	434	5	;	;	:
37060	434	6	whether	whether	IN
37060	434	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	434	8	was	be	VBD
37060	434	9	the	the	DT
37060	434	10	attainment	attainment	NN
37060	434	11	of	of	IN
37060	434	12	placing	place	VBG
37060	434	13	oneself	oneself	PRP
37060	434	14	on	on	IN
37060	434	15	the	the	DT
37060	434	16	honor	honor	NN
37060	434	17	roll	roll	NN
37060	434	18	in	in	IN
37060	434	19	school	school	NN
37060	434	20	,	,	,
37060	434	21	or	or	CC
37060	434	22	gaining	gain	VBG
37060	434	23	promotions	promotion	NNS
37060	434	24	at	at	IN
37060	434	25	work	work	NN
37060	434	26	,	,	,
37060	434	27	or	or	CC
37060	434	28	prestige	prestige	NN
37060	434	29	and	and	CC
37060	434	30	popularity	popularity	NN
37060	434	31	in	in	IN
37060	434	32	social	social	JJ
37060	434	33	circles	circle	NNS
37060	434	34	.	.	.
37060	435	1	People	People	NNS
37060	435	2	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	435	3	headaches	headache	NNS
37060	435	4	to	to	TO
37060	435	5	germinate	germinate	VB
37060	435	6	in	in	IN
37060	435	7	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	435	8	minds	mind	NNS
37060	435	9	simply	simply	RB
37060	435	10	because	because	IN
37060	435	11	the	the	DT
37060	435	12	thought	thought	NN
37060	435	13	of	of	IN
37060	435	14	tasting	taste	VBG
37060	435	15	success	success	NN
37060	435	16	dominated	dominate	VBD
37060	435	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	435	18	values	value	NNS
37060	435	19	.	.	.
37060	436	1	Why	why	WRB
37060	436	2	was	be	VBD
37060	436	3	"	"	``
37060	436	4	good	good	JJ
37060	436	5	"	"	''
37060	436	6	never	never	RB
37060	436	7	"	"	''
37060	436	8	good	good	JJ
37060	436	9	enough	enough	RB
37060	436	10	?	?	.
37060	436	11	"	"	''
37060	437	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	437	2	was	be	VBD
37060	437	3	a	a	DT
37060	437	4	virtual	virtual	JJ
37060	437	5	dynamo	dynamo	NN
37060	437	6	with	with	IN
37060	437	7	regard	regard	NN
37060	437	8	to	to	IN
37060	437	9	accomplishing	accomplish	VBG
37060	437	10	a	a	DT
37060	437	11	task	task	NN
37060	437	12	.	.	.
37060	438	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	438	2	had	have	VBD
37060	438	3	to	to	TO
37060	438	4	go	go	VB
37060	438	5	fast	fast	RB
37060	438	6	or	or	CC
37060	438	7	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	438	8	's	's	POS
37060	438	9	patience	patience	NN
37060	438	10	would	would	MD
37060	438	11	dissipate	dissipate	VB
37060	438	12	into	into	IN
37060	438	13	the	the	DT
37060	438	14	air	air	NN
37060	438	15	.	.	.
37060	439	1	Whether	whether	IN
37060	439	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	439	3	was	be	VBD
37060	439	4	a	a	DT
37060	439	5	chore	chore	NN
37060	439	6	around	around	IN
37060	439	7	the	the	DT
37060	439	8	house	house	NN
37060	439	9	or	or	CC
37060	439	10	a	a	DT
37060	439	11	dose	dose	NN
37060	439	12	of	of	IN
37060	439	13	homework	homework	NN
37060	439	14	,	,	,
37060	439	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	439	16	persevered	persevere	VBD
37060	439	17	until	until	IN
37060	439	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	439	19	work	work	NN
37060	439	20	was	be	VBD
37060	439	21	finished	finish	VBN
37060	439	22	and	and	CC
37060	439	23	then	then	RB
37060	439	24	retired	retire	VBD
37060	439	25	to	to	IN
37060	439	26	the	the	DT
37060	439	27	front	front	JJ
37060	439	28	steps	step	NNS
37060	439	29	to	to	TO
37060	439	30	sit	sit	VB
37060	439	31	.	.	.
37060	440	1	A	a	DT
37060	440	2	job	job	NN
37060	440	3	's	's	POS
37060	440	4	completion	completion	NN
37060	440	5	did	do	VBD
37060	440	6	not	not	RB
37060	440	7	always	always	RB
37060	440	8	signify	signify	VB
37060	440	9	a	a	DT
37060	440	10	flawless	flawless	JJ
37060	440	11	result	result	NN
37060	440	12	,	,	,
37060	440	13	however	however	RB
37060	440	14	.	.	.
37060	441	1	For	for	IN
37060	441	2	instance	instance	NN
37060	441	3	,	,	,
37060	441	4	compared	compare	VBN
37060	441	5	to	to	IN
37060	441	6	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	441	7	's	's	POS
37060	441	8	smooth	smooth	JJ
37060	441	9	,	,	,
37060	441	10	taut	taut	JJ
37060	441	11	version	version	NN
37060	441	12	,	,	,
37060	441	13	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	441	14	's	's	POS
37060	441	15	bed	bed	NN
37060	441	16	was	be	VBD
37060	441	17	a	a	DT
37060	441	18	haven	haven	NN
37060	441	19	for	for	IN
37060	441	20	lumps	lump	NNS
37060	441	21	,	,	,
37060	441	22	with	with	IN
37060	441	23	the	the	DT
37060	441	24	pillow	pillow	NN
37060	441	25	stashed	stash	VBD
37060	441	26	hurriedly	hurriedly	RB
37060	441	27	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	441	28	the	the	DT
37060	441	29	twisted	twisted	JJ
37060	441	30	and	and	CC
37060	441	31	rumpled	rumpled	JJ
37060	441	32	spread	spread	NN
37060	441	33	.	.	.
37060	442	1	In	in	IN
37060	442	2	school	school	NN
37060	442	3	,	,	,
37060	442	4	Norm	norm	NN
37060	442	5	was	be	VBD
37060	442	6	a	a	DT
37060	442	7	solid	solid	JJ
37060	442	8	B	b	NN
37060	442	9	student	student	NN
37060	442	10	.	.	.
37060	443	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	443	2	did	do	VBD
37060	443	3	not	not	RB
37060	443	4	strive	strive	VB
37060	443	5	for	for	IN
37060	443	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	443	7	grades	grade	NNS
37060	443	8	because	because	IN
37060	443	9	perfection	perfection	NN
37060	443	10	,	,	,
37060	443	11	to	to	IN
37060	443	12	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	443	13	,	,	,
37060	443	14	held	hold	VBD
37060	443	15	no	no	DT
37060	443	16	rewards	reward	NNS
37060	443	17	.	.	.
37060	444	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	444	2	did	do	VBD
37060	444	3	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	444	4	work	work	NN
37060	444	5	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	444	6	and	and	CC
37060	444	7	fostered	foster	VBD
37060	444	8	no	no	DT
37060	444	9	hideous	hideous	JJ
37060	444	10	nightmares	nightmare	NNS
37060	444	11	about	about	IN
37060	444	12	tests	test	NNS
37060	444	13	.	.	.
37060	445	1	A	a	DT
37060	445	2	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	445	3	above	above	IN
37060	445	4	average	average	JJ
37060	445	5	mark	mark	NN
37060	445	6	did	do	VBD
37060	445	7	not	not	RB
37060	445	8	obliterate	obliterate	VB
37060	445	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	445	10	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	445	11	.	.	.
37060	446	1	When	when	WRB
37060	446	2	under	under	IN
37060	446	3	the	the	DT
37060	446	4	employ	employ	NN
37060	446	5	of	of	IN
37060	446	6	a	a	DT
37060	446	7	firm	firm	NN
37060	446	8	,	,	,
37060	446	9	Norm	norm	NN
37060	446	10	was	be	VBD
37060	446	11	trustworthy	trustworthy	JJ
37060	446	12	and	and	CC
37060	446	13	conscientious	conscientious	JJ
37060	446	14	.	.	.
37060	447	1	Whether	whether	IN
37060	447	2	delivering	deliver	VBG
37060	447	3	newspapers	newspaper	NNS
37060	447	4	or	or	CC
37060	447	5	landscaping	landscape	VBG
37060	447	6	a	a	DT
37060	447	7	yard	yard	NN
37060	447	8	,	,	,
37060	447	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	447	10	made	make	VBD
37060	447	11	certain	certain	JJ
37060	447	12	that	that	IN
37060	447	13	the	the	DT
37060	447	14	job	job	NN
37060	447	15	was	be	VBD
37060	447	16	done	do	VBN
37060	447	17	well	well	RB
37060	447	18	,	,	,
37060	447	19	from	from	IN
37060	447	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	447	21	punctual	punctual	JJ
37060	447	22	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	447	23	through	through	IN
37060	447	24	the	the	DT
37060	447	25	day	day	NN
37060	447	26	's	's	POS
37060	447	27	end	end	NN
37060	447	28	.	.	.
37060	448	1	Doing	do	VBG
37060	448	2	an	an	DT
37060	448	3	honest	honest	JJ
37060	448	4	day	day	NN
37060	448	5	's	's	POS
37060	448	6	work	work	NN
37060	448	7	was	be	VBD
37060	448	8	less	less	RBR
37060	448	9	complicated	complicated	JJ
37060	448	10	than	than	IN
37060	448	11	expending	expend	VBG
37060	448	12	energy	energy	NN
37060	448	13	to	to	TO
37060	448	14	connive	connive	VB
37060	448	15	a	a	DT
37060	448	16	way	way	NN
37060	448	17	out	out	IN
37060	448	18	of	of	IN
37060	448	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	448	20	;	;	:
37060	448	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	448	22	knew	know	VBD
37060	448	23	that	that	IN
37060	448	24	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	448	25	earned	earn	VBD
37060	448	26	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	448	27	pay	pay	NN
37060	448	28	and	and	CC
37060	448	29	never	never	RB
37060	448	30	had	have	VBD
37060	448	31	to	to	TO
37060	448	32	look	look	VB
37060	448	33	over	over	IN
37060	448	34	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	448	35	shoulder	shoulder	NN
37060	448	36	in	in	IN
37060	448	37	apprehension	apprehension	NN
37060	448	38	when	when	WRB
37060	448	39	the	the	DT
37060	448	40	boss	boss	NN
37060	448	41	strode	stride	VBD
37060	448	42	by	by	RB
37060	448	43	.	.	.
37060	449	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	449	2	did	do	VBD
37060	449	3	not	not	RB
37060	449	4	worry	worry	VB
37060	449	5	about	about	IN
37060	449	6	being	be	VBG
37060	449	7	good	good	JJ
37060	449	8	enough	enough	RB
37060	449	9	.	.	.
37060	450	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	450	2	was	be	VBD
37060	450	3	confident	confident	JJ
37060	450	4	and	and	CC
37060	450	5	proud	proud	JJ
37060	450	6	of	of	IN
37060	450	7	who	who	WP
37060	450	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	450	9	was	be	VBD
37060	450	10	and	and	CC
37060	450	11	what	what	WP
37060	450	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	450	13	wanted	want	VBD
37060	450	14	in	in	IN
37060	450	15	life	life	NN
37060	450	16	.	.	.
37060	451	1	Average	average	JJ
37060	451	2	grades	grade	NNS
37060	451	3	or	or	CC
37060	451	4	average	average	JJ
37060	451	5	jobs	job	NNS
37060	451	6	did	do	VBD
37060	451	7	not	not	RB
37060	451	8	signify	signify	VB
37060	451	9	average	average	JJ
37060	451	10	intelligence	intelligence	NN
37060	451	11	and	and	CC
37060	451	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	451	13	felt	feel	VBD
37060	451	14	no	no	DT
37060	451	15	need	need	NN
37060	451	16	to	to	TO
37060	451	17	apologize	apologize	VB
37060	451	18	for	for	IN
37060	451	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	451	20	position	position	NN
37060	451	21	in	in	IN
37060	451	22	terms	term	NNS
37060	451	23	of	of	IN
37060	451	24	societal	societal	JJ
37060	451	25	importance	importance	NN
37060	451	26	.	.	.
37060	452	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	452	2	was	be	VBD
37060	452	3	a	a	DT
37060	452	4	refreshing	refreshing	JJ
37060	452	5	outlook	outlook	NN
37060	452	6	which	which	WDT
37060	452	7	suited	suit	VBD
37060	452	8	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	452	9	perfectly	perfectly	RB
37060	452	10	.	.	.
37060	453	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	453	2	was	be	VBD
37060	453	3	very	very	RB
37060	453	4	athletic	athletic	JJ
37060	453	5	;	;	:
37060	453	6	one	one	PRP
37060	453	7	could	could	MD
37060	453	8	tell	tell	VB
37060	453	9	by	by	IN
37060	453	10	the	the	DT
37060	453	11	way	way	NN
37060	453	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	453	13	walked	walk	VBD
37060	453	14	.	.	.
37060	454	1	Sports	sport	NNS
37060	454	2	were	be	VBD
37060	454	3	a	a	DT
37060	454	4	source	source	NN
37060	454	5	of	of	IN
37060	454	6	entertainment	entertainment	NN
37060	454	7	,	,	,
37060	454	8	and	and	CC
37060	454	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	454	10	succeeded	succeed	VBD
37060	454	11	in	in	IN
37060	454	12	almost	almost	RB
37060	454	13	everything	everything	NN
37060	454	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	454	15	tried	try	VBD
37060	454	16	.	.	.
37060	455	1	Only	only	RB
37060	455	2	two	two	CD
37060	455	3	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	455	4	of	of	IN
37060	455	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	455	6	personality	personality	NN
37060	455	7	stood	stand	VBD
37060	455	8	in	in	IN
37060	455	9	the	the	DT
37060	455	10	way	way	NN
37060	455	11	of	of	IN
37060	455	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	455	13	being	be	VBG
37060	455	14	selected	select	VBN
37060	455	15	as	as	IN
37060	455	16	"	"	``
37060	455	17	team	team	NN
37060	455	18	material	material	NN
37060	455	19	"	"	''
37060	455	20	for	for	IN
37060	455	21	many	many	JJ
37060	455	22	sports	sport	NNS
37060	455	23	.	.	.
37060	456	1	First	first	RB
37060	456	2	,	,	,
37060	456	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	456	4	felt	feel	VBD
37060	456	5	that	that	IN
37060	456	6	a	a	DT
37060	456	7	game	game	NN
37060	456	8	was	be	VBD
37060	456	9	a	a	DT
37060	456	10	game	game	NN
37060	456	11	;	;	:
37060	456	12	although	although	IN
37060	456	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	456	14	did	do	VBD
37060	456	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	456	16	best	good	JJS
37060	456	17	,	,	,
37060	456	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	456	19	could	could	MD
37060	456	20	not	not	RB
37060	456	21	take	take	VB
37060	456	22	a	a	DT
37060	456	23	game	game	NN
37060	456	24	as	as	RB
37060	456	25	seriously	seriously	RB
37060	456	26	as	as	IN
37060	456	27	did	do	VBD
37060	456	28	many	many	JJ
37060	456	29	of	of	IN
37060	456	30	the	the	DT
37060	456	31	others	other	NNS
37060	456	32	who	who	WP
37060	456	33	became	become	VBD
37060	456	34	enraged	enrage	VBN
37060	456	35	by	by	IN
37060	456	36	losing	lose	VBG
37060	456	37	.	.	.
37060	457	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	457	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	457	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	457	4	to	to	TO
37060	457	5	be	be	VB
37060	457	6	fun	fun	JJ
37060	457	7	,	,	,
37060	457	8	and	and	CC
37060	457	9	competition	competition	NN
37060	457	10	was	be	VBD
37060	457	11	fun	fun	JJ
37060	457	12	only	only	RB
37060	457	13	as	as	RB
37060	457	14	long	long	RB
37060	457	15	as	as	IN
37060	457	16	the	the	DT
37060	457	17	game	game	NN
37060	457	18	remained	remain	VBD
37060	457	19	free	free	JJ
37060	457	20	of	of	IN
37060	457	21	hostilities	hostility	NNS
37060	457	22	.	.	.
37060	458	1	Secondly	secondly	RB
37060	458	2	,	,	,
37060	458	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	458	4	disliked	dislike	VBD
37060	458	5	sports	sport	NNS
37060	458	6	demanding	demand	VBG
37060	458	7	body	body	NN
37060	458	8	contact	contact	NN
37060	458	9	;	;	:
37060	458	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	458	11	was	be	VBD
37060	458	12	conscious	conscious	JJ
37060	458	13	of	of	IN
37060	458	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	458	15	own	own	JJ
37060	458	16	space	space	NN
37060	458	17	and	and	CC
37060	458	18	avoided	avoid	VBD
37060	458	19	being	be	VBG
37060	458	20	touched	touch	VBN
37060	458	21	.	.	.
37060	459	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	459	2	despised	despise	VBD
37060	459	3	wrestling	wrestling	NN
37060	459	4	,	,	,
37060	459	5	but	but	CC
37060	459	6	since	since	IN
37060	459	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	459	8	was	be	VBD
37060	459	9	required	require	VBN
37060	459	10	in	in	IN
37060	459	11	physical	physical	JJ
37060	459	12	education	education	NN
37060	459	13	,	,	,
37060	459	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	459	15	handled	handle	VBD
37060	459	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	459	17	distaste	distaste	NN
37060	459	18	by	by	IN
37060	459	19	promptly	promptly	RB
37060	459	20	pinning	pin	VBG
37060	459	21	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	459	22	partner	partner	NN
37060	459	23	and	and	CC
37060	459	24	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	459	25	ending	end	VBG
37060	459	26	the	the	DT
37060	459	27	match	match	NN
37060	459	28	.	.	.
37060	460	1	Taking	take	VBG
37060	460	2	notice	notice	NN
37060	460	3	of	of	IN
37060	460	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	460	5	ability	ability	NN
37060	460	6	,	,	,
37060	460	7	the	the	DT
37060	460	8	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	460	9	eagerly	eagerly	RB
37060	460	10	teamed	team	VBD
37060	460	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	460	12	up	up	RP
37060	460	13	with	with	IN
37060	460	14	the	the	DT
37060	460	15	heaviest	heavy	JJS
37060	460	16	,	,	,
37060	460	17	sweatiest	sweaty	JJS
37060	460	18	guys	guy	NNS
37060	460	19	in	in	IN
37060	460	20	the	the	DT
37060	460	21	class	class	NN
37060	460	22	.	.	.
37060	461	1	Sickened	sicken	VBN
37060	461	2	by	by	IN
37060	461	3	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	461	4	stench	stench	NN
37060	461	5	and	and	CC
37060	461	6	glassy	glassy	JJ
37060	461	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	461	8	eyed	eyed	JJ
37060	461	9	fervor	fervor	NN
37060	461	10	,	,	,
37060	461	11	Norm	norm	NN
37060	461	12	determined	determine	VBD
37060	461	13	to	to	TO
37060	461	14	purposely	purposely	RB
37060	461	15	shorten	shorten	VB
37060	461	16	the	the	DT
37060	461	17	match	match	NN
37060	461	18	;	;	:
37060	461	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	461	20	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	461	21	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	461	22	to	to	TO
37060	461	23	be	be	VB
37060	461	24	pinned	pin	VBN
37060	461	25	.	.	.
37060	462	1	The	the	DT
37060	462	2	sport	sport	NN
37060	462	3	which	which	WDT
37060	462	4	fit	fit	NN
37060	462	5	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	462	6	's	's	POS
37060	462	7	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	462	8	was	be	VBD
37060	462	9	baseball	baseball	NN
37060	462	10	and	and	CC
37060	462	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	462	12	served	serve	VBD
37060	462	13	as	as	IN
37060	462	14	pitcher	pitcher	NN
37060	462	15	for	for	IN
37060	462	16	various	various	JJ
37060	462	17	teams	team	NNS
37060	462	18	.	.	.
37060	463	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	463	2	recall	recall	VBP
37060	463	3	hazy	hazy	JJ
37060	463	4	images	image	NNS
37060	463	5	of	of	IN
37060	463	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	463	7	ball	ball	NN
37060	463	8	games	game	NNS
37060	463	9	,	,	,
37060	463	10	especially	especially	RB
37060	463	11	those	those	DT
37060	463	12	during	during	IN
37060	463	13	which	which	WDT
37060	463	14	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	463	15	and	and	CC
37060	463	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	463	17	crouched	crouch	VBD
37060	463	18	on	on	IN
37060	463	19	the	the	DT
37060	463	20	bleachers	bleacher	NNS
37060	463	21	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	463	22	a	a	DT
37060	463	23	newspaper	newspaper	NN
37060	463	24	to	to	IN
37060	463	25	ward	ward	NNP
37060	463	26	off	off	IN
37060	463	27	the	the	DT
37060	463	28	rain	rain	NN
37060	463	29	,	,	,
37060	463	30	while	while	IN
37060	463	31	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	463	32	proudly	proudly	RB
37060	463	33	feasted	feast	VBD
37060	463	34	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	463	35	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	463	36	on	on	IN
37060	463	37	the	the	DT
37060	463	38	pitcher	pitcher	NN
37060	463	39	's	's	POS
37060	463	40	mound	mound	NN
37060	463	41	with	with	IN
37060	463	42	an	an	DT
37060	463	43	inaudible	inaudible	JJ
37060	463	44	,	,	,
37060	463	45	"	"	''
37060	463	46	that	that	DT
37060	463	47	's	be	VBZ
37060	463	48	MY	my	NN
37060	463	49	boy	boy	NN
37060	463	50	"	"	''
37060	463	51	inscribed	inscribe	VBN
37060	463	52	on	on	IN
37060	463	53	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	463	54	face	face	NN
37060	463	55	.	.	.
37060	464	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	464	2	's	's	POS
37060	464	3	employment	employment	NN
37060	464	4	kept	keep	VBD
37060	464	5	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	464	6	from	from	IN
37060	464	7	attending	attend	VBG
37060	464	8	some	some	DT
37060	464	9	of	of	IN
37060	464	10	the	the	DT
37060	464	11	games	game	NNS
37060	464	12	,	,	,
37060	464	13	but	but	CC
37060	464	14	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	464	15	always	always	RB
37060	464	16	went	go	VBD
37060	464	17	,	,	,
37060	464	18	a	a	DT
37060	464	19	fan	fan	NN
37060	464	20	until	until	IN
37060	464	21	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	464	22	lost	lose	VBD
37060	464	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	464	24	attraction	attraction	NN
37060	464	25	for	for	IN
37060	464	26	the	the	DT
37060	464	27	game	game	NN
37060	464	28	.	.	.
37060	465	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	465	2	savors	savor	NNS
37060	465	3	the	the	DT
37060	465	4	memory	memory	NN
37060	465	5	of	of	IN
37060	465	6	Norm	norm	NN
37060	465	7	being	be	VBG
37060	465	8	chosen	choose	VBN
37060	465	9	to	to	TO
37060	465	10	pitch	pitch	VB
37060	465	11	yearly	yearly	RB
37060	465	12	for	for	IN
37060	465	13	the	the	DT
37060	465	14	All	All	NNP
37060	465	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	465	16	Star	Star	NNP
37060	465	17	games	game	NNS
37060	465	18	.	.	.
37060	466	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	466	2	never	never	RB
37060	466	3	went	go	VBD
37060	466	4	to	to	IN
37060	466	5	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	466	6	's	's	POS
37060	466	7	games	game	NNS
37060	466	8	.	.	.
37060	467	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	467	2	did	do	VBD
37060	467	3	n't	not	RB
37060	467	4	have	have	VB
37060	467	5	much	much	JJ
37060	467	6	interest	interest	NN
37060	467	7	in	in	IN
37060	467	8	sports	sport	NNS
37060	467	9	.	.	.
37060	468	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	468	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	468	3	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	468	4	to	to	TO
37060	468	5	know	know	VB
37060	468	6	whether	whether	IN
37060	468	7	or	or	CC
37060	468	8	not	not	RB
37060	468	9	being	be	VBG
37060	468	10	good	good	JJ
37060	468	11	at	at	IN
37060	468	12	something	something	NN
37060	468	13	makes	make	VBZ
37060	468	14	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	468	15	like	like	IN
37060	468	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	468	17	.	.	.
37060	469	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	469	2	happen	happen	VBP
37060	469	3	to	to	TO
37060	469	4	know	know	VB
37060	469	5	that	that	DT
37060	469	6	liking	like	VBG
37060	469	7	something	something	NN
37060	469	8	does	do	VBZ
37060	469	9	not	not	RB
37060	469	10	make	make	VB
37060	469	11	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	469	12	good	good	JJ
37060	469	13	at	at	IN
37060	469	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	469	15	,	,	,
37060	469	16	for	for	IN
37060	469	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	469	18	love	love	VBP
37060	469	19	to	to	TO
37060	469	20	bowl	bowl	VB
37060	469	21	,	,	,
37060	469	22	but	but	CC
37060	469	23	once	once	RB
37060	469	24	bowled	bowl	VBD
37060	469	25	a	a	DT
37060	469	26	16	16	CD
37060	469	27	-	-	HYPH
37060	469	28	-amazing	-amazing	NN
37060	469	29	by	by	IN
37060	469	30	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	469	31	's	's	POS
37060	469	32	standards	standard	NNS
37060	469	33	.	.	.
37060	470	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	470	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	470	3	was	be	VBD
37060	470	4	in	in	IN
37060	470	5	high	high	JJ
37060	470	6	school	school	NN
37060	470	7	at	at	IN
37060	470	8	the	the	DT
37060	470	9	time	time	NN
37060	470	10	.	.	.
37060	470	11	)	)	-RRB-
37060	471	1	At	at	IN
37060	471	2	any	any	DT
37060	471	3	rate	rate	NN
37060	471	4	,	,	,
37060	471	5	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	471	6	preferred	prefer	VBD
37060	471	7	to	to	IN
37060	471	8	forego	forego	JJ
37060	471	9	physical	physical	JJ
37060	471	10	activity	activity	NN
37060	471	11	of	of	IN
37060	471	12	the	the	DT
37060	471	13	competitive	competitive	JJ
37060	471	14	nature	nature	NN
37060	471	15	,	,	,
37060	471	16	electing	elect	VBG
37060	471	17	instead	instead	RB
37060	471	18	to	to	TO
37060	471	19	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	471	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	471	21	penchant	penchant	NN
37060	471	22	for	for	IN
37060	471	23	gadgetry	gadgetry	NNP
37060	471	24	,	,	,
37060	471	25	electronics	electronic	NNS
37060	471	26	and	and	CC
37060	471	27	in	in	IN
37060	471	28	general	general	JJ
37060	471	29	,	,	,
37060	471	30	anything	anything	NN
37060	471	31	that	that	WDT
37060	471	32	would	would	MD
37060	471	33	spin	spin	VB
37060	471	34	or	or	CC
37060	471	35	balance	balance	VB
37060	471	36	.	.	.
37060	472	1	When	when	WRB
37060	472	2	drying	dry	VBG
37060	472	3	the	the	DT
37060	472	4	dishes	dish	NNS
37060	472	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	472	6	was	be	VBD
37060	472	7	not	not	RB
37060	472	8	content	content	JJ
37060	472	9	to	to	TO
37060	472	10	simply	simply	RB
37060	472	11	lay	lay	VB
37060	472	12	a	a	DT
37060	472	13	lid	lid	NN
37060	472	14	on	on	IN
37060	472	15	the	the	DT
37060	472	16	table	table	NN
37060	472	17	;	;	:
37060	472	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	472	19	first	first	RB
37060	472	20	had	have	VBD
37060	472	21	to	to	TO
37060	472	22	give	give	VB
37060	472	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	472	24	a	a	DT
37060	472	25	hearty	hearty	JJ
37060	472	26	whirl	whirl	NN
37060	472	27	on	on	IN
37060	472	28	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	472	29	rim	rim	NN
37060	472	30	,	,	,
37060	472	31	whereupon	whereupon	IN
37060	472	32	the	the	DT
37060	472	33	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	472	34	would	would	MD
37060	472	35	ring	ring	VB
37060	472	36	with	with	IN
37060	472	37	a	a	DT
37060	472	38	wavering	wavering	JJ
37060	472	39	"	"	''
37060	472	40	wong	wong	NNP
37060	472	41	,	,	,
37060	472	42	wong	wong	NNP
37060	472	43	,	,	,
37060	472	44	wong	wong	NNP
37060	472	45	"	"	''
37060	472	46	until	until	IN
37060	472	47	the	the	DT
37060	472	48	swiftly	swiftly	RB
37060	472	49	fluttering	fluttering	JJ
37060	472	50	lid	lid	NN
37060	472	51	collapsed	collapse	VBD
37060	472	52	onto	onto	IN
37060	472	53	the	the	DT
37060	472	54	table	table	NN
37060	472	55	with	with	IN
37060	472	56	a	a	DT
37060	472	57	final	final	JJ
37060	472	58	,	,	,
37060	472	59	resolute	resolute	NN
37060	472	60	,	,	,
37060	472	61	"	"	``
37060	472	62	wop	wop	NN
37060	472	63	.	.	.
37060	472	64	"	"	''
37060	473	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	473	2	forbid	forbid	VB
37060	473	3	such	such	JJ
37060	473	4	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	473	5	of	of	IN
37060	473	6	glassware	glassware	NNP
37060	473	7	and	and	CC
37060	473	8	china	china	NNP
37060	473	9	,	,	,
37060	473	10	of	of	IN
37060	473	11	course	course	NN
37060	473	12	,	,	,
37060	473	13	or	or	CC
37060	473	14	undoubtedly	undoubtedly	RB
37060	473	15	many	many	JJ
37060	473	16	items	item	NNS
37060	473	17	would	would	MD
37060	473	18	have	have	VB
37060	473	19	sustained	sustain	VBN
37060	473	20	irreversible	irreversible	JJ
37060	473	21	damage	damage	NN
37060	473	22	.	.	.
37060	474	1	In	in	IN
37060	474	2	effect	effect	NN
37060	474	3	,	,	,
37060	474	4	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	474	5	was	be	VBD
37060	474	6	the	the	DT
37060	474	7	mad	mad	JJ
37060	474	8	scientist	scientist	NN
37060	474	9	of	of	IN
37060	474	10	the	the	DT
37060	474	11	family	family	NN
37060	474	12	,	,	,
37060	474	13	having	have	VBG
37060	474	14	to	to	TO
37060	474	15	take	take	VB
37060	474	16	mechanical	mechanical	JJ
37060	474	17	objects	object	NNS
37060	474	18	apart	apart	RB
37060	474	19	to	to	TO
37060	474	20	view	view	VB
37060	474	21	and	and	CC
37060	474	22	study	study	VB
37060	474	23	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	474	24	internal	internal	JJ
37060	474	25	workings	working	NNS
37060	474	26	,	,	,
37060	474	27	and	and	CC
37060	474	28	obtaining	obtain	VBG
37060	474	29	chemicals	chemical	NNS
37060	474	30	for	for	IN
37060	474	31	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	474	32	experiments	experiment	NNS
37060	474	33	which	which	WDT
37060	474	34	ate	eat	VBD
37060	474	35	holes	hole	NNS
37060	474	36	through	through	IN
37060	474	37	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	474	38	bedspread	bedspread	NN
37060	474	39	.	.	.
37060	475	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	475	2	had	have	VBD
37060	475	3	infinite	infinite	JJ
37060	475	4	patience	patience	NN
37060	475	5	and	and	CC
37060	475	6	stuck	stick	VBD
37060	475	7	to	to	IN
37060	475	8	an	an	DT
37060	475	9	idea	idea	NN
37060	475	10	until	until	IN
37060	475	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	475	12	worked	work	VBD
37060	475	13	,	,	,
37060	475	14	even	even	RB
37060	475	15	if	if	IN
37060	475	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	475	17	took	take	VBD
37060	475	18	all	all	DT
37060	475	19	night	night	NN
37060	475	20	.	.	.
37060	476	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	476	2	was	be	VBD
37060	476	3	a	a	DT
37060	476	4	licensed	license	VBN
37060	476	5	ham	ham	NN
37060	476	6	radio	radio	NN
37060	476	7	operator	operator	NN
37060	476	8	and	and	CC
37060	476	9	collected	collect	VBD
37060	476	10	all	all	PDT
37060	476	11	the	the	DT
37060	476	12	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	476	13	equipment	equipment	NN
37060	476	14	to	to	TO
37060	476	15	seek	seek	VB
37060	476	16	and	and	CC
37060	476	17	find	find	VB
37060	476	18	countless	countless	JJ
37060	476	19	stations	station	NNS
37060	476	20	as	as	RB
37060	476	21	well	well	RB
37060	476	22	as	as	IN
37060	476	23	other	other	JJ
37060	476	24	operators	operator	NNS
37060	476	25	.	.	.
37060	477	1	Much	much	JJ
37060	477	2	of	of	IN
37060	477	3	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	477	4	spare	spare	JJ
37060	477	5	time	time	NN
37060	477	6	was	be	VBD
37060	477	7	spent	spend	VBN
37060	477	8	behind	behind	IN
37060	477	9	the	the	DT
37060	477	10	"	"	``
37060	477	11	rig	rig	NN
37060	477	12	,	,	,
37060	477	13	"	"	''
37060	477	14	although	although	IN
37060	477	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	477	16	found	find	VBD
37060	477	17	equal	equal	JJ
37060	477	18	enjoyment	enjoyment	NN
37060	477	19	in	in	IN
37060	477	20	playing	play	VBG
37060	477	21	with	with	IN
37060	477	22	or	or	CC
37060	477	23	annoying	annoy	VBG
37060	477	24	the	the	DT
37060	477	25	huge	huge	JJ
37060	477	26	spiders	spider	NNS
37060	477	27	in	in	IN
37060	477	28	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	477	29	garage	garage	NN
37060	477	30	.	.	.
37060	478	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	478	2	was	be	VBD
37060	478	3	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	478	4	who	who	WP
37060	478	5	tried	try	VBD
37060	478	6	to	to	TO
37060	478	7	power	power	VB
37060	478	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	478	9	bicycle	bicycle	NN
37060	478	10	with	with	IN
37060	478	11	an	an	DT
37060	478	12	electric	electric	JJ
37060	478	13	motor	motor	NN
37060	478	14	,	,	,
37060	478	15	and	and	CC
37060	478	16	gathered	gather	VBD
37060	478	17	scum	scum	NN
37060	478	18	and	and	CC
37060	478	19	algae	algae	NN
37060	478	20	from	from	IN
37060	478	21	the	the	DT
37060	478	22	ponds	pond	NNS
37060	478	23	to	to	TO
37060	478	24	gaze	gaze	VB
37060	478	25	upon	upon	IN
37060	478	26	through	through	IN
37060	478	27	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	478	28	microscope	microscope	NN
37060	478	29	.	.	.
37060	479	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	479	2	was	be	VBD
37060	479	3	also	also	RB
37060	479	4	the	the	DT
37060	479	5	only	only	JJ
37060	479	6	person	person	NN
37060	479	7	in	in	IN
37060	479	8	the	the	DT
37060	479	9	family	family	NN
37060	479	10	who	who	WP
37060	479	11	could	could	MD
37060	479	12	start	start	VB
37060	479	13	a	a	DT
37060	479	14	particularly	particularly	RB
37060	479	15	cantankerous	cantankerous	JJ
37060	479	16	lawn	lawn	NN
37060	479	17	mower	mower	NN
37060	479	18	.	.	.
37060	480	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	480	2	loved	love	VBD
37060	480	3	the	the	DT
37060	480	4	extraordinary	extraordinary	NN
37060	480	5	and	and	CC
37060	480	6	took	take	VBD
37060	480	7	time	time	NN
37060	480	8	to	to	TO
37060	480	9	notice	notice	VB
37060	480	10	the	the	DT
37060	480	11	small	small	JJ
37060	480	12	things	thing	NNS
37060	480	13	.	.	.
37060	481	1	One	one	CD
37060	481	2	night	night	NN
37060	481	3	,	,	,
37060	481	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	481	5	took	take	VBD
37060	481	6	a	a	DT
37060	481	7	walk	walk	NN
37060	481	8	down	down	RB
37060	481	9	in	in	IN
37060	481	10	the	the	DT
37060	481	11	woods	wood	NNS
37060	481	12	and	and	CC
37060	481	13	found	find	VBD
37060	481	14	some	some	DT
37060	481	15	fungi	fungus	NNS
37060	481	16	which	which	WDT
37060	481	17	glowed	glow	VBD
37060	481	18	in	in	IN
37060	481	19	a	a	DT
37060	481	20	luminous	luminous	JJ
37060	481	21	shade	shade	NN
37060	481	22	of	of	IN
37060	481	23	green	green	NN
37060	481	24	.	.	.
37060	482	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	482	2	returned	return	VBD
37060	482	3	to	to	IN
37060	482	4	the	the	DT
37060	482	5	house	house	NN
37060	482	6	to	to	TO
37060	482	7	report	report	VB
37060	482	8	the	the	DT
37060	482	9	strange	strange	JJ
37060	482	10	phenomenon	phenomenon	NN
37060	482	11	and	and	CC
37060	482	12	together	together	RB
37060	482	13	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	482	14	threaded	thread	VBD
37060	482	15	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	482	16	way	way	NN
37060	482	17	back	back	RB
37060	482	18	down	down	IN
37060	482	19	the	the	DT
37060	482	20	dark	dark	JJ
37060	482	21	trail	trail	NN
37060	482	22	to	to	IN
37060	482	23	the	the	DT
37060	482	24	uncanny	uncanny	JJ
37060	482	25	sight	sight	NN
37060	482	26	.	.	.
37060	483	1	Sure	sure	RB
37060	483	2	enough	enough	RB
37060	483	3	,	,	,
37060	483	4	delicate	delicate	JJ
37060	483	5	points	point	NNS
37060	483	6	of	of	IN
37060	483	7	light	light	NN
37060	483	8	embellished	embellish	VBD
37060	483	9	the	the	DT
37060	483	10	damp	damp	NN
37060	483	11	,	,	,
37060	483	12	rotting	rot	VBG
37060	483	13	logs	log	NNS
37060	483	14	on	on	IN
37060	483	15	the	the	DT
37060	483	16	woodland	woodland	JJ
37060	483	17	floor	floor	NN
37060	483	18	,	,	,
37060	483	19	transforming	transform	VBG
37060	483	20	decay	decay	NN
37060	483	21	into	into	IN
37060	483	22	a	a	DT
37060	483	23	hauntingly	hauntingly	RB
37060	483	24	magical	magical	JJ
37060	483	25	scene	scene	NN
37060	483	26	.	.	.
37060	484	1	With	with	IN
37060	484	2	all	all	DT
37060	484	3	of	of	IN
37060	484	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	484	5	patience	patience	NN
37060	484	6	in	in	IN
37060	484	7	creative	creative	JJ
37060	484	8	and	and	CC
37060	484	9	mechanical	mechanical	JJ
37060	484	10	fields	field	NNS
37060	484	11	of	of	IN
37060	484	12	interest	interest	NN
37060	484	13	,	,	,
37060	484	14	one	one	PRP
37060	484	15	might	may	MD
37060	484	16	have	have	VB
37060	484	17	thought	think	VBN
37060	484	18	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	484	19	was	be	VBD
37060	484	20	unruffled	unruffled	JJ
37060	484	21	and	and	CC
37060	484	22	carefree	carefree	JJ
37060	484	23	.	.	.
37060	485	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	485	2	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	485	3	slow	slow	JJ
37060	485	4	and	and	CC
37060	485	5	deliberate	deliberate	JJ
37060	485	6	reasoning	reasoning	NN
37060	485	7	,	,	,
37060	485	8	however	however	RB
37060	485	9	,	,	,
37060	485	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	485	11	demeanor	demeanor	NN
37060	485	12	could	could	MD
37060	485	13	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	485	14	transform	transform	VB
37060	485	15	into	into	IN
37060	485	16	reckless	reckless	JJ
37060	485	17	belligerence	belligerence	NN
37060	485	18	if	if	IN
37060	485	19	tormented	torment	VBN
37060	485	20	.	.	.
37060	486	1	While	while	IN
37060	486	2	Norm	norm	NN
37060	486	3	hurried	hurry	VBD
37060	486	4	through	through	IN
37060	486	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	486	6	homework	homework	NN
37060	486	7	to	to	TO
37060	486	8	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	486	9	more	more	RBR
37060	486	10	pleasing	pleasing	JJ
37060	486	11	objectives	objective	NNS
37060	486	12	,	,	,
37060	486	13	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	486	14	sat	sit	VBD
37060	486	15	behind	behind	IN
37060	486	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	486	17	books	book	NNS
37060	486	18	in	in	IN
37060	486	19	angry	angry	JJ
37060	486	20	defiance	defiance	NN
37060	486	21	,	,	,
37060	486	22	as	as	IN
37060	486	23	if	if	IN
37060	486	24	the	the	DT
37060	486	25	homework	homework	NN
37060	486	26	which	which	WDT
37060	486	27	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	486	28	declared	declare	VBD
37060	486	29	"	"	``
37060	486	30	unreasonable	unreasonable	JJ
37060	486	31	busy	busy	JJ
37060	486	32	work	work	NN
37060	486	33	"	"	''
37060	486	34	would	would	MD
37060	486	35	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	486	36	shrink	shrink	VB
37060	486	37	before	before	IN
37060	486	38	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	486	39	abomination	abomination	NN
37060	486	40	.	.	.
37060	487	1	As	as	IN
37060	487	2	the	the	DT
37060	487	3	night	night	NN
37060	487	4	peeled	peel	VBD
37060	487	5	away	away	RB
37060	487	6	,	,	,
37060	487	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	487	8	wasted	waste	VBD
37060	487	9	in	in	IN
37060	487	10	vengeance	vengeance	NN
37060	487	11	hours	hour	NNS
37060	487	12	which	which	WDT
37060	487	13	might	may	MD
37060	487	14	have	have	VB
37060	487	15	been	be	VBN
37060	487	16	spent	spend	VBN
37060	487	17	behind	behind	IN
37060	487	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	487	19	radio	radio	NN
37060	487	20	.	.	.
37060	488	1	Though	though	IN
37060	488	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	488	3	was	be	VBD
37060	488	4	an	an	DT
37060	488	5	achiever	achiever	NN
37060	488	6	,	,	,
37060	488	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	488	8	wanted	want	VBD
37060	488	9	to	to	TO
37060	488	10	go	go	VB
37060	488	11	about	about	IN
37060	488	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	488	13	in	in	IN
37060	488	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	488	15	own	own	JJ
37060	488	16	way	way	NN
37060	488	17	.	.	.
37060	489	1	Graduating	graduate	VBG
37060	489	2	from	from	IN
37060	489	3	high	high	JJ
37060	489	4	school	school	NN
37060	489	5	in	in	IN
37060	489	6	the	the	DT
37060	489	7	60	60	NNP
37060	489	8	's	's	POS
37060	489	9	greatly	greatly	RB
37060	489	10	affected	affect	VBN
37060	489	11	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	489	12	's	's	POS
37060	489	13	outlook	outlook	NN
37060	489	14	and	and	CC
37060	489	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	489	16	adopted	adopt	VBD
37060	489	17	the	the	DT
37060	489	18	prevalent	prevalent	JJ
37060	489	19	anti	anti	JJ
37060	489	20	-	-	JJ
37060	489	21	establishmentarianism	establishmentarianism	JJ
37060	489	22	attitudes	attitude	NNS
37060	489	23	with	with	IN
37060	489	24	intense	intense	JJ
37060	489	25	vigor	vigor	NN
37060	489	26	.	.	.
37060	490	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	490	2	also	also	RB
37060	490	3	embraced	embrace	VBD
37060	490	4	the	the	DT
37060	490	5	ecology	ecology	NN
37060	490	6	movement	movement	NN
37060	490	7	as	as	IN
37060	490	8	a	a	DT
37060	490	9	worthy	worthy	JJ
37060	490	10	cause	cause	NN
37060	490	11	and	and	CC
37060	490	12	between	between	IN
37060	490	13	the	the	DT
37060	490	14	two	two	CD
37060	490	15	modes	mode	NNS
37060	490	16	of	of	IN
37060	490	17	thought	thought	NN
37060	490	18	,	,	,
37060	490	19	plus	plus	CC
37060	490	20	the	the	DT
37060	490	21	fact	fact	NN
37060	490	22	that	that	IN
37060	490	23	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	490	24	had	have	VBD
37060	490	25	attained	attain	VBN
37060	490	26	the	the	DT
37060	490	27	classic	classic	JJ
37060	490	28	age	age	NN
37060	490	29	of	of	IN
37060	490	30	rebellion	rebellion	NN
37060	490	31	,	,	,
37060	490	32	nurtured	nurture	VBD
37060	490	33	a	a	DT
37060	490	34	rigid	rigid	JJ
37060	490	35	hatred	hatred	NN
37060	490	36	of	of	IN
37060	490	37	cars	car	NNS
37060	490	38	which	which	WDT
37060	490	39	,	,	,
37060	490	40	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	490	41	,	,	,
37060	490	42	blossomed	blossom	VBD
37060	490	43	into	into	IN
37060	490	44	anything	anything	NN
37060	490	45	but	but	IN
37060	490	46	a	a	DT
37060	490	47	delicate	delicate	JJ
37060	490	48	flower	flower	NN
37060	490	49	.	.	.
37060	491	1	Fuming	fume	VBG
37060	491	2	internally	internally	RB
37060	491	3	about	about	IN
37060	491	4	the	the	DT
37060	491	5	inherent	inherent	JJ
37060	491	6	necessity	necessity	NN
37060	491	7	for	for	IN
37060	491	8	cars	car	NNS
37060	491	9	,	,	,
37060	491	10	despite	despite	IN
37060	491	11	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	491	12	polluting	pollute	VBG
37060	491	13	effects	effect	NNS
37060	491	14	on	on	IN
37060	491	15	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	491	16	society	society	NN
37060	491	17	,	,	,
37060	491	18	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	491	19	would	would	MD
37060	491	20	actually	actually	RB
37060	491	21	vent	vent	VB
37060	491	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	491	23	disgust	disgust	NN
37060	491	24	upon	upon	IN
37060	491	25	the	the	DT
37060	491	26	automobiles	automobile	NNS
37060	491	27	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	491	28	(	(	-LRB-
37060	491	29	which	which	WDT
37060	491	30	produced	produce	VBD
37060	491	31	simultaneous	simultaneous	JJ
37060	491	32	protectiveness	protectiveness	NN
37060	491	33	and	and	CC
37060	491	34	anger	anger	NN
37060	491	35	from	from	IN
37060	491	36	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	491	37	,	,	,
37060	491	38	who	who	WP
37060	491	39	was	be	VBD
37060	491	40	uncertain	uncertain	JJ
37060	491	41	of	of	IN
37060	491	42	the	the	DT
37060	491	43	safety	safety	NN
37060	491	44	of	of	IN
37060	491	45	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	491	46	car	car	NN
37060	491	47	in	in	IN
37060	491	48	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	491	49	's	's	POS
37060	491	50	hands	hand	NNS
37060	491	51	)	)	-RRB-
37060	491	52	.	.	.
37060	492	1	Ironically	ironically	RB
37060	492	2	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	492	3	bought	buy	VBD
37060	492	4	a	a	DT
37060	492	5	car	car	NN
37060	492	6	which	which	WDT
37060	492	7	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	492	8	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	492	9	used	use	VBD
37060	492	10	that	that	WDT
37060	492	11	was	be	VBD
37060	492	12	incredibly	incredibly	RB
37060	492	13	pollutive	pollutive	JJ
37060	492	14	,	,	,
37060	492	15	yet	yet	CC
37060	492	16	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	492	17	would	would	MD
37060	492	18	angrily	angrily	RB
37060	492	19	flop	flop	VB
37060	492	20	into	into	IN
37060	492	21	the	the	DT
37060	492	22	car	car	NN
37060	492	23	and	and	CC
37060	492	24	rumble	rumble	VB
37060	492	25	out	out	IN
37060	492	26	of	of	IN
37060	492	27	the	the	DT
37060	492	28	driveway	driveway	NN
37060	492	29	,	,	,
37060	492	30	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	492	31	muffler	muffler	NN
37060	492	32	belching	belch	VBG
37060	492	33	a	a	DT
37060	492	34	toxic	toxic	JJ
37060	492	35	cloud	cloud	NN
37060	492	36	of	of	IN
37060	492	37	gray	gray	JJ
37060	492	38	carbon	carbon	NN
37060	492	39	into	into	IN
37060	492	40	the	the	DT
37060	492	41	air	air	NN
37060	492	42	that	that	WDT
37060	492	43	followed	follow	VBD
37060	492	44	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	492	45	up	up	IN
37060	492	46	the	the	DT
37060	492	47	street	street	NN
37060	492	48	as	as	IN
37060	492	49	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	492	50	drove	drive	VBD
37060	492	51	to	to	IN
37060	492	52	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	492	53	ecology	ecology	NN
37060	492	54	meetings	meeting	NNS
37060	492	55	.	.	.
37060	493	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	493	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	493	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	493	4	as	as	IN
37060	493	5	if	if	IN
37060	493	6	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	493	7	was	be	VBD
37060	493	8	like	like	IN
37060	493	9	a	a	DT
37060	493	10	spring	spring	NN
37060	493	11	aching	ache	VBG
37060	493	12	to	to	TO
37060	493	13	be	be	VB
37060	493	14	sprung	spring	VBN
37060	493	15	.	.	.
37060	494	1	In	in	IN
37060	494	2	driving	driving	NN
37060	494	3	,	,	,
37060	494	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	494	5	was	be	VBD
37060	494	6	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	494	7	that	that	IN
37060	494	8	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	494	9	released	release	VBD
37060	494	10	frustrations	frustration	NNS
37060	494	11	behind	behind	IN
37060	494	12	the	the	DT
37060	494	13	wheel	wheel	NN
37060	494	14	.	.	.
37060	495	1	This	this	DT
37060	495	2	trait	trait	NN
37060	495	3	,	,	,
37060	495	4	however	however	RB
37060	495	5	,	,	,
37060	495	6	was	be	VBD
37060	495	7	not	not	RB
37060	495	8	directly	directly	RB
37060	495	9	related	relate	VBN
37060	495	10	to	to	IN
37060	495	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	495	12	anti	anti	JJ
37060	495	13	-	-	JJ
37060	495	14	establishment	establishment	JJ
37060	495	15	/	/	SYM
37060	495	16	pro	pro	JJ
37060	495	17	-	-	JJ
37060	495	18	ecology	ecology	JJ
37060	495	19	stance	stance	NN
37060	495	20	;	;	:
37060	495	21	other	other	JJ
37060	495	22	pressures	pressure	NNS
37060	495	23	,	,	,
37060	495	24	whether	whether	IN
37060	495	25	conscious	conscious	JJ
37060	495	26	or	or	CC
37060	495	27	unconscious	unconscious	JJ
37060	495	28	,	,	,
37060	495	29	were	be	VBD
37060	495	30	to	to	TO
37060	495	31	blame	blame	VB
37060	495	32	for	for	IN
37060	495	33	that	that	DT
37060	495	34	.	.	.
37060	496	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	496	2	,	,	,
37060	496	3	Mom	mom	NN
37060	496	4	recalls	recall	VBZ
37060	496	5	that	that	IN
37060	496	6	as	as	IN
37060	496	7	a	a	DT
37060	496	8	youngster	youngster	NN
37060	496	9	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	496	10	would	would	MD
37060	496	11	ride	ride	VB
37060	496	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	496	13	tricycle	tricycle	NN
37060	496	14	precariously	precariously	RB
37060	496	15	down	down	IN
37060	496	16	the	the	DT
37060	496	17	hill	hill	NN
37060	496	18	behind	behind	IN
37060	496	19	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	496	20	house	house	NN
37060	496	21	,	,	,
37060	496	22	balancing	balance	VBG
37060	496	23	on	on	IN
37060	496	24	two	two	CD
37060	496	25	wheels	wheel	NNS
37060	496	26	and	and	CC
37060	496	27	cackling	cackle	VBG
37060	496	28	with	with	IN
37060	496	29	enjoyment	enjoyment	NN
37060	496	30	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	496	31	the	the	DT
37060	496	32	wild	wild	JJ
37060	496	33	trip	trip	NN
37060	496	34	.	.	.
37060	497	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	497	2	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	497	3	history	history	NN
37060	497	4	,	,	,
37060	497	5	one	one	CD
37060	497	6	generally	generally	RB
37060	497	7	persisted	persist	VBD
37060	497	8	to	to	TO
37060	497	9	assume	assume	VB
37060	497	10	that	that	IN
37060	497	11	Norm	norm	NN
37060	497	12	,	,	,
37060	497	13	sports	sport	NNS
37060	497	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	497	15	oriented	orient	VBN
37060	497	16	and	and	CC
37060	497	17	having	have	VBG
37060	497	18	little	little	JJ
37060	497	19	patience	patience	NN
37060	497	20	for	for	IN
37060	497	21	the	the	DT
37060	497	22	fine	fine	RB
37060	497	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	497	24	honed	hone	VBN
37060	497	25	arts	art	NNS
37060	497	26	,	,	,
37060	497	27	would	would	MD
37060	497	28	have	have	VB
37060	497	29	been	be	VBN
37060	497	30	the	the	DT
37060	497	31	terror	terror	NN
37060	497	32	in	in	IN
37060	497	33	the	the	DT
37060	497	34	driver	driver	NN
37060	497	35	's	's	POS
37060	497	36	seat	seat	NN
37060	497	37	.	.	.
37060	498	1	The	the	DT
37060	498	2	fact	fact	NN
37060	498	3	was	be	VBD
37060	498	4	,	,	,
37060	498	5	however	however	RB
37060	498	6	,	,	,
37060	498	7	that	that	IN
37060	498	8	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	498	9	was	be	VBD
37060	498	10	the	the	DT
37060	498	11	reckless	reckless	JJ
37060	498	12	one	one	CD
37060	498	13	,	,	,
37060	498	14	using	use	VBG
37060	498	15	cars	car	NNS
37060	498	16	in	in	IN
37060	498	17	a	a	DT
37060	498	18	hard	hard	JJ
37060	498	19	,	,	,
37060	498	20	decisive	decisive	JJ
37060	498	21	way	way	NN
37060	498	22	which	which	WDT
37060	498	23	demanded	demand	VBD
37060	498	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	498	25	utmost	utmost	JJ
37060	498	26	performance	performance	NN
37060	498	27	.	.	.
37060	499	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	499	2	might	may	MD
37060	499	3	add	add	VB
37060	499	4	that	that	IN
37060	499	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	499	6	safety	safety	NN
37060	499	7	depended	depend	VBD
37060	499	8	on	on	IN
37060	499	9	such	such	JJ
37060	499	10	performance	performance	NN
37060	499	11	,	,	,
37060	499	12	for	for	IN
37060	499	13	if	if	IN
37060	499	14	brakes	brake	NNS
37060	499	15	failed	fail	VBD
37060	499	16	,	,	,
37060	499	17	or	or	CC
37060	499	18	mechanical	mechanical	JJ
37060	499	19	workings	working	NNS
37060	499	20	malfunctioned	malfunction	VBD
37060	499	21	,	,	,
37060	499	22	results	result	NNS
37060	499	23	could	could	MD
37060	499	24	have	have	VB
37060	499	25	been	be	VBN
37060	499	26	disastrous	disastrous	JJ
37060	499	27	.	.	.
37060	500	1	The	the	DT
37060	500	2	rampaging	rampaging	NN
37060	500	3	tornado	tornado	NN
37060	500	4	,	,	,
37060	500	5	however	however	RB
37060	500	6	,	,	,
37060	500	7	was	be	VBD
37060	500	8	never	never	RB
37060	500	9	involved	involve	VBN
37060	500	10	in	in	IN
37060	500	11	"	"	``
37060	500	12	the	the	DT
37060	500	13	big	big	JJ
37060	500	14	crash	crash	NN
37060	500	15	"	"	''
37060	500	16	and	and	CC
37060	500	17	continues	continue	VBZ
37060	500	18	to	to	TO
37060	500	19	parallel	parallel	VB
37060	500	20	park	park	NN
37060	500	21	vehicles	vehicle	NNS
37060	500	22	with	with	IN
37060	500	23	one	one	CD
37060	500	24	,	,	,
37060	500	25	exacting	exact	VBG
37060	500	26	maneuver	maneuver	NN
37060	500	27	(	(	-LRB-
37060	500	28	a	a	DT
37060	500	29	feat	feat	NN
37060	500	30	which	which	WDT
37060	500	31	,	,	,
37060	500	32	in	in	IN
37060	500	33	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	500	34	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	500	35	,	,	,
37060	500	36	demonstrates	demonstrate	VBZ
37060	500	37	brilliant	brilliant	JJ
37060	500	38	skill	skill	NN
37060	500	39	)	)	-RRB-
37060	500	40	.	.	.
37060	501	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	501	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	501	3	worried	worry	VBD
37060	501	4	too	too	RB
37060	501	5	much	much	JJ
37060	501	6	.	.	.
37060	502	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	502	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	502	3	still	still	RB
37060	502	4	do	do	VBP
37060	502	5	.	.	.
37060	503	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	503	2	16	16	CD
37060	503	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	503	4	3	3	CD
37060	503	5	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	503	6	's	's	POS
37060	503	7	Illness	Illness	NNP
37060	503	8	"	"	``
37060	503	9	Pain	Pain	NNP
37060	503	10	or	or	CC
37060	503	11	no	no	DT
37060	503	12	pain	pain	NN
37060	503	13	,	,	,
37060	503	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	503	15	did	do	VBD
37060	503	16	not	not	RB
37060	503	17	wish	wish	VB
37060	503	18	to	to	TO
37060	503	19	go	go	VB
37060	503	20	through	through	IN
37060	503	21	life	life	NN
37060	503	22	with	with	IN
37060	503	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	503	24	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	503	25	closed	close	VBN
37060	503	26	to	to	IN
37060	503	27	hardship	hardship	NN
37060	503	28	,	,	,
37060	503	29	for	for	IN
37060	503	30	only	only	JJ
37060	503	31	pure	pure	JJ
37060	503	32	ignorance	ignorance	NN
37060	503	33	was	be	VBD
37060	503	34	bliss	bliss	NN
37060	503	35	.	.	.
37060	503	36	"	"	''
37060	504	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	504	2	THREE	three	CD
37060	504	3	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	504	4	's	's	POS
37060	504	5	Illness	Illness	NNP
37060	504	6	An	an	DT
37060	504	7	individual	individual	NN
37060	504	8	often	often	RB
37060	504	9	lives	live	VBZ
37060	504	10	many	many	JJ
37060	504	11	years	year	NNS
37060	504	12	before	before	IN
37060	504	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	504	14	memories	memory	NNS
37060	504	15	include	include	VBP
37060	504	16	any	any	DT
37060	504	17	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	504	18	of	of	IN
37060	504	19	life	life	NN
37060	504	20	other	other	JJ
37060	504	21	than	than	IN
37060	504	22	those	those	DT
37060	504	23	which	which	WDT
37060	504	24	have	have	VBP
37060	504	25	directly	directly	RB
37060	504	26	affected	affect	VBN
37060	504	27	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	504	28	own	own	JJ
37060	504	29	.	.	.
37060	505	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	505	2	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	505	3	of	of	IN
37060	505	4	others	other	NNS
37060	505	5	improved	improve	VBN
37060	505	6	remarkably	remarkably	RB
37060	505	7	in	in	IN
37060	505	8	grade	grade	NN
37060	505	9	school	school	NN
37060	505	10	,	,	,
37060	505	11	although	although	IN
37060	505	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	505	13	had	have	VBD
37060	505	14	not	not	RB
37060	505	15	reached	reach	VBN
37060	505	16	an	an	DT
37060	505	17	acceptable	acceptable	JJ
37060	505	18	level	level	NN
37060	505	19	.	.	.
37060	506	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	506	2	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	506	3	the	the	DT
37060	506	4	hurts	hurt	NNS
37060	506	5	and	and	CC
37060	506	6	injustices	injustice	NNS
37060	506	7	of	of	IN
37060	506	8	those	those	DT
37060	506	9	around	around	IN
37060	506	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	506	11	,	,	,
37060	506	12	yet	yet	CC
37060	506	13	the	the	DT
37060	506	14	memories	memory	NNS
37060	506	15	of	of	IN
37060	506	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	506	17	pain	pain	NN
37060	506	18	still	still	RB
37060	506	19	over	over	RB
37060	506	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	506	21	shadowed	shadow	VBN
37060	506	22	and	and	CC
37060	506	23	dominated	dominate	VBD
37060	506	24	those	those	DT
37060	506	25	which	which	WDT
37060	506	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	506	27	viewed	view	VBD
37060	506	28	in	in	IN
37060	506	29	other	other	JJ
37060	506	30	lives	life	NNS
37060	506	31	.	.	.
37060	507	1	Within	within	IN
37060	507	2	the	the	DT
37060	507	3	home	home	NN
37060	507	4	,	,	,
37060	507	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	507	6	knew	know	VBD
37060	507	7	very	very	RB
37060	507	8	little	little	JJ
37060	507	9	of	of	IN
37060	507	10	the	the	DT
37060	507	11	harshness	harshness	NN
37060	507	12	of	of	IN
37060	507	13	life	life	NN
37060	507	14	.	.	.
37060	508	1	No	no	DT
37060	508	2	serious	serious	JJ
37060	508	3	injury	injury	NN
37060	508	4	had	have	VBD
37060	508	5	befallen	befall	VBN
37060	508	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	508	7	either	either	CC
37060	508	8	physically	physically	RB
37060	508	9	or	or	CC
37060	508	10	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	508	11	and	and	CC
37060	508	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	508	13	had	have	VBD
37060	508	14	every	every	DT
37060	508	15	reason	reason	NN
37060	508	16	to	to	TO
37060	508	17	be	be	VB
37060	508	18	happy	happy	JJ
37060	508	19	.	.	.
37060	509	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	509	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	509	3	that	that	IN
37060	509	4	a	a	DT
37060	509	5	protective	protective	JJ
37060	509	6	shell	shell	NN
37060	509	7	surrounded	surround	VBD
37060	509	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	509	9	world	world	NN
37060	509	10	,	,	,
37060	509	11	through	through	IN
37060	509	12	which	which	WDT
37060	509	13	no	no	DT
37060	509	14	discontentment	discontentment	NN
37060	509	15	could	could	MD
37060	509	16	pierce	pierce	VB
37060	509	17	.	.	.
37060	510	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	510	2	missed	miss	VBD
37060	510	3	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	510	4	when	when	WRB
37060	510	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	510	6	left	leave	VBD
37060	510	7	home	home	RB
37060	510	8	to	to	TO
37060	510	9	attend	attend	VB
37060	510	10	the	the	DT
37060	510	11	university	university	NN
37060	510	12	;	;	:
37060	510	13	phone	phone	NN
37060	510	14	calls	call	NNS
37060	510	15	bridged	bridge	VBD
37060	510	16	the	the	DT
37060	510	17	miles	mile	NNS
37060	510	18	to	to	IN
37060	510	19	a	a	DT
37060	510	20	certain	certain	JJ
37060	510	21	extent	extent	NN
37060	510	22	,	,	,
37060	510	23	but	but	CC
37060	510	24	within	within	IN
37060	510	25	these	these	DT
37060	510	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	510	27	sensed	sense	VBD
37060	510	28	a	a	DT
37060	510	29	melancholic	melancholic	JJ
37060	510	30	note	note	NN
37060	510	31	which	which	WDT
37060	510	32	bespoke	bespoke	VBP
37060	510	33	loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	510	34	and	and	CC
37060	510	35	homesickness	homesickness	NN
37060	510	36	and	and	CC
37060	510	37	involuntary	involuntary	JJ
37060	510	38	tears	tear	NNS
37060	510	39	would	would	MD
37060	510	40	cascade	cascade	VB
37060	510	41	down	down	RP
37060	510	42	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	510	43	cheeks	cheek	NNS
37060	510	44	as	as	IN
37060	510	45	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	510	46	hung	hang	VBD
37060	510	47	up	up	RP
37060	510	48	the	the	DT
37060	510	49	phone	phone	NN
37060	510	50	.	.	.
37060	511	1	Letters	letter	NNS
37060	511	2	,	,	,
37060	511	3	however	however	RB
37060	511	4	,	,	,
37060	511	5	had	have	VBD
37060	511	6	a	a	DT
37060	511	7	way	way	NN
37060	511	8	of	of	IN
37060	511	9	concealing	conceal	VBG
37060	511	10	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	511	11	better	well	JJR
37060	511	12	than	than	IN
37060	511	13	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	511	14	,	,	,
37060	511	15	and	and	CC
37060	511	16	the	the	DT
37060	511	17	proclamation	proclamation	NN
37060	511	18	"	"	``
37060	511	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	511	20	'm	be	VBP
37060	511	21	fine	fine	JJ
37060	511	22	"	"	''
37060	511	23	was	be	VBD
37060	511	24	easier	easy	JJR
37060	511	25	to	to	TO
37060	511	26	believe	believe	VB
37060	511	27	in	in	IN
37060	511	28	the	the	DT
37060	511	29	written	write	VBN
37060	511	30	form	form	NN
37060	511	31	.	.	.
37060	512	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	512	2	was	be	VBD
37060	512	3	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	512	4	to	to	IN
37060	512	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	512	6	that	that	IN
37060	512	7	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	512	8	's	's	POS
37060	512	9	cheerful	cheerful	JJ
37060	512	10	remarks	remark	NNS
37060	512	11	were	be	VBD
37060	512	12	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	512	13	the	the	DT
37060	512	14	work	work	NN
37060	512	15	of	of	IN
37060	512	16	mechanical	mechanical	JJ
37060	512	17	,	,	,
37060	512	18	socially	socially	RB
37060	512	19	expected	expect	VBN
37060	512	20	responses	response	NNS
37060	512	21	,	,	,
37060	512	22	but	but	CC
37060	512	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	512	24	had	have	VBD
37060	512	25	no	no	DT
37060	512	26	idea	idea	NN
37060	512	27	that	that	IN
37060	512	28	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	512	29	had	have	VBD
37060	512	30	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	512	31	grown	grow	VBN
37060	512	32	into	into	IN
37060	512	33	outright	outright	JJ
37060	512	34	lies	lie	NNS
37060	512	35	with	with	IN
37060	512	36	regard	regard	NN
37060	512	37	to	to	IN
37060	512	38	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	512	39	health	health	NN
37060	512	40	.	.	.
37060	513	1	A	a	DT
37060	513	2	visit	visit	NN
37060	513	3	to	to	IN
37060	513	4	the	the	DT
37060	513	5	university	university	NN
37060	513	6	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	513	7	provided	provide	VBD
37060	513	8	sufficient	sufficient	JJ
37060	513	9	evidence	evidence	NN
37060	513	10	to	to	TO
37060	513	11	support	support	VB
37060	513	12	the	the	DT
37060	513	13	fact	fact	NN
37060	513	14	that	that	IN
37060	513	15	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	513	16	was	be	VBD
37060	513	17	a	a	DT
37060	513	18	very	very	RB
37060	513	19	ill	ill	JJ
37060	513	20	student	student	NN
37060	513	21	and	and	CC
37060	513	22	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	513	23	was	be	VBD
37060	513	24	told	tell	VBN
37060	513	25	to	to	TO
37060	513	26	return	return	VB
37060	513	27	home	home	RB
37060	513	28	for	for	IN
37060	513	29	more	more	RBR
37060	513	30	adequate	adequate	JJ
37060	513	31	testing	testing	NN
37060	513	32	in	in	IN
37060	513	33	a	a	DT
37060	513	34	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	513	35	situation	situation	NN
37060	513	36	.	.	.
37060	514	1	Relying	rely	VBG
37060	514	2	on	on	IN
37060	514	3	valium	valium	NN
37060	514	4	to	to	TO
37060	514	5	ease	ease	VB
37060	514	6	and	and	CC
37060	514	7	relax	relax	VB
37060	514	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	514	9	malfunctioning	malfunctioning	NN
37060	514	10	system	system	NN
37060	514	11	,	,	,
37060	514	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	514	13	took	take	VBD
37060	514	14	a	a	DT
37060	514	15	bus	bus	NN
37060	514	16	from	from	IN
37060	514	17	the	the	DT
37060	514	18	university	university	NN
37060	514	19	,	,	,
37060	514	20	insisting	insist	VBG
37060	514	21	to	to	IN
37060	514	22	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	514	23	and	and	CC
37060	514	24	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	514	25	that	that	IN
37060	514	26	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	514	27	would	would	MD
37060	514	28	be	be	VB
37060	514	29	all	all	RB
37060	514	30	right	right	JJ
37060	514	31	.	.	.
37060	515	1	During	during	IN
37060	515	2	the	the	DT
37060	515	3	several	several	JJ
37060	515	4	hours	hour	NNS
37060	515	5	which	which	WDT
37060	515	6	spanned	span	VBD
37060	515	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	515	8	two	two	CD
37060	515	9	bus	bus	NN
37060	515	10	connections	connection	NNS
37060	515	11	,	,	,
37060	515	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	515	13	stretched	stretch	VBD
37060	515	14	out	out	RP
37060	515	15	in	in	IN
37060	515	16	a	a	DT
37060	515	17	vacant	vacant	JJ
37060	515	18	lot	lot	NN
37060	515	19	to	to	TO
37060	515	20	rest	rest	VB
37060	515	21	,	,	,
37060	515	22	as	as	IN
37060	515	23	the	the	DT
37060	515	24	terminal	terminal	NN
37060	515	25	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	515	26	frowned	frown	VBD
37060	515	27	on	on	IN
37060	515	28	"	"	``
37060	515	29	loiterers	loiterer	NNS
37060	515	30	"	"	''
37060	515	31	and	and	CC
37060	515	32	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	515	33	had	have	VBD
37060	515	34	no	no	DT
37060	515	35	benches	bench	NNS
37060	515	36	of	of	IN
37060	515	37	adequate	adequate	JJ
37060	515	38	proportions	proportion	NNS
37060	515	39	for	for	IN
37060	515	40	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	515	41	's	's	POS
37060	515	42	needs	need	NNS
37060	515	43	.	.	.
37060	516	1	When	when	WRB
37060	516	2	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	516	3	was	be	VBD
37060	516	4	told	tell	VBN
37060	516	5	the	the	DT
37060	516	6	above	above	JJ
37060	516	7	incident	incident	NN
37060	516	8	,	,	,
37060	516	9	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	516	10	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	516	11	envisioned	envision	VBD
37060	516	12	tall	tall	JJ
37060	516	13	grass	grass	NN
37060	516	14	,	,	,
37060	516	15	dandelion	dandelion	NN
37060	516	16	heads	head	NNS
37060	516	17	and	and	CC
37060	516	18	broken	broken	JJ
37060	516	19	whiskey	whiskey	NN
37060	516	20	bottles	bottle	NNS
37060	516	21	,	,	,
37060	516	22	which	which	WDT
37060	516	23	might	may	MD
37060	516	24	not	not	RB
37060	516	25	have	have	VB
37060	516	26	been	be	VBN
37060	516	27	far	far	RB
37060	516	28	from	from	IN
37060	516	29	the	the	DT
37060	516	30	mark	mark	NN
37060	516	31	,	,	,
37060	516	32	and	and	CC
37060	516	33	exclaimed	exclaim	VBD
37060	516	34	"	"	``
37060	516	35	But	but	CC
37060	516	36	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	516	37	could	could	MD
37060	516	38	've	have	VB
37060	516	39	been	be	VBN
37060	516	40	arrested	arrest	VBN
37060	516	41	...	...	:
37060	516	42	or	or	CC
37060	516	43	...	...	SYM
37060	516	44	mugged	mug	VBN
37060	516	45	!	!	.
37060	516	46	"	"	''
37060	517	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	517	2	,	,	,
37060	517	3	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	517	4	,	,	,
37060	517	5	had	have	VBD
37060	517	6	true	true	JJ
37060	517	7	grit	grit	NN
37060	517	8	.	.	.
37060	518	1	After	after	IN
37060	518	2	approximately	approximately	RB
37060	518	3	three	three	CD
37060	518	4	weeks	week	NNS
37060	518	5	in	in	IN
37060	518	6	the	the	DT
37060	518	7	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	518	8	,	,	,
37060	518	9	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	518	10	's	's	POS
37060	518	11	health	health	NN
37060	518	12	returned	return	VBD
37060	518	13	.	.	.
37060	519	1	A	a	DT
37060	519	2	hypothesis	hypothesis	NN
37060	519	3	was	be	VBD
37060	519	4	drawn	draw	VBN
37060	519	5	in	in	IN
37060	519	6	which	which	WDT
37060	519	7	nephritis	nephritis	NN
37060	519	8	,	,	,
37060	519	9	a	a	DT
37060	519	10	kidney	kidney	NN
37060	519	11	ailment	ailment	NN
37060	519	12	,	,	,
37060	519	13	and	and	CC
37060	519	14	rheumatic	rheumatic	JJ
37060	519	15	fever	fever	NN
37060	519	16	were	be	VBD
37060	519	17	determined	determine	VBN
37060	519	18	as	as	IN
37060	519	19	the	the	DT
37060	519	20	culprits	culprit	NNS
37060	519	21	behind	behind	IN
37060	519	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	519	23	problem	problem	NN
37060	519	24	,	,	,
37060	519	25	and	and	CC
37060	519	26	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	519	27	were	be	VBD
37060	519	28	administered	administer	VBN
37060	519	29	which	which	WDT
37060	519	30	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	519	31	to	to	TO
37060	519	32	relieve	relieve	VB
37060	519	33	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	519	34	symptoms	symptom	NNS
37060	519	35	.	.	.
37060	520	1	During	during	IN
37060	520	2	this	this	DT
37060	520	3	time	time	NN
37060	520	4	,	,	,
37060	520	5	Mom	mom	NN
37060	520	6	was	be	VBD
37060	520	7	taking	take	VBG
37060	520	8	final	final	JJ
37060	520	9	exams	exam	NNS
37060	520	10	and	and	CC
37060	520	11	Norm	norm	NN
37060	520	12	was	be	VBD
37060	520	13	graduating	graduate	VBG
37060	520	14	from	from	IN
37060	520	15	high	high	JJ
37060	520	16	school	school	NN
37060	520	17	,	,	,
37060	520	18	which	which	WDT
37060	520	19	altogether	altogether	RB
37060	520	20	spelled	spell	VBD
37060	520	21	chaos	chaos	NN
37060	520	22	for	for	IN
37060	520	23	the	the	DT
37060	520	24	family	family	NN
37060	520	25	.	.	.
37060	521	1	At	at	IN
37060	521	2	eight	eight	CD
37060	521	3	,	,	,
37060	521	4	however	however	RB
37060	521	5	,	,	,
37060	521	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	521	7	did	do	VBD
37060	521	8	not	not	RB
37060	521	9	gather	gather	VB
37060	521	10	the	the	DT
37060	521	11	magnitude	magnitude	NN
37060	521	12	of	of	IN
37060	521	13	worry	worry	NN
37060	521	14	which	which	WDT
37060	521	15	encircled	encircle	VBD
37060	521	16	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	521	17	since	since	IN
37060	521	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	521	19	was	be	VBD
37060	521	20	rather	rather	RB
37060	521	21	unexposed	unexposed	JJ
37060	521	22	to	to	IN
37060	521	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	521	24	sickness	sickness	NN
37060	521	25	.	.	.
37060	522	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	522	2	was	be	VBD
37060	522	3	too	too	RB
37060	522	4	young	young	JJ
37060	522	5	to	to	TO
37060	522	6	visit	visit	VB
37060	522	7	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	522	8	at	at	IN
37060	522	9	the	the	DT
37060	522	10	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	522	11	and	and	CC
37060	522	12	life	life	NN
37060	522	13	,	,	,
37060	522	14	for	for	IN
37060	522	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	522	16	,	,	,
37060	522	17	went	go	VBD
37060	522	18	on	on	RP
37060	522	19	fairly	fairly	RB
37060	522	20	well	well	RB
37060	522	21	.	.	.
37060	523	1	That	that	DT
37060	523	2	winter	winter	NN
37060	523	3	the	the	DT
37060	523	4	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	523	5	decided	decide	VBD
37060	523	6	to	to	TO
37060	523	7	take	take	VB
37060	523	8	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	523	9	off	off	IN
37060	523	10	the	the	DT
37060	523	11	steroid	steroid	NN
37060	523	12	.	.	.
37060	524	1	If	if	IN
37060	524	2	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	524	3	kidney	kidney	NN
37060	524	4	could	could	MD
37060	524	5	function	function	VB
37060	524	6	normally	normally	RB
37060	524	7	,	,	,
37060	524	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	524	9	would	would	MD
37060	524	10	be	be	VB
37060	524	11	better	well	JJR
37060	524	12	to	to	TO
37060	524	13	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	524	14	extensive	extensive	JJ
37060	524	15	use	use	NN
37060	524	16	of	of	IN
37060	524	17	the	the	DT
37060	524	18	drug	drug	NN
37060	524	19	.	.	.
37060	525	1	Once	once	IN
37060	525	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	525	3	returned	return	VBD
37060	525	4	to	to	IN
37060	525	5	school	school	NN
37060	525	6	,	,	,
37060	525	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	525	8	soon	soon	RB
37060	525	9	became	become	VBD
37060	525	10	evident	evident	JJ
37060	525	11	that	that	IN
37060	525	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	525	13	health	health	NN
37060	525	14	,	,	,
37060	525	15	again	again	RB
37060	525	16	,	,	,
37060	525	17	was	be	VBD
37060	525	18	on	on	IN
37060	525	19	the	the	DT
37060	525	20	decline	decline	NN
37060	525	21	.	.	.
37060	526	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	526	2	parents	parent	NNS
37060	526	3	picked	pick	VBD
37060	526	4	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	526	5	up	up	RP
37060	526	6	at	at	IN
37060	526	7	the	the	DT
37060	526	8	university	university	NN
37060	526	9	,	,	,
37060	526	10	and	and	CC
37060	526	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	526	12	came	come	VBD
37060	526	13	home	home	RB
37060	526	14	so	so	RB
37060	526	15	weak	weak	JJ
37060	526	16	that	that	IN
37060	526	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	526	18	rested	rest	VBD
37060	526	19	on	on	IN
37060	526	20	the	the	DT
37060	526	21	main	main	JJ
37060	526	22	floor	floor	NN
37060	526	23	instead	instead	RB
37060	526	24	of	of	IN
37060	526	25	in	in	IN
37060	526	26	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	526	27	usual	usual	JJ
37060	526	28	upstairs	upstairs	JJ
37060	526	29	room	room	NN
37060	526	30	.	.	.
37060	527	1	The	the	DT
37060	527	2	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	527	3	was	be	VBD
37060	527	4	alerted	alert	VBN
37060	527	5	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	527	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	527	7	condition	condition	NN
37060	527	8	,	,	,
37060	527	9	but	but	CC
37060	527	10	a	a	DT
37060	527	11	decision	decision	NN
37060	527	12	was	be	VBD
37060	527	13	made	make	VBN
37060	527	14	for	for	IN
37060	527	15	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	527	16	to	to	TO
37060	527	17	remain	remain	VB
37060	527	18	at	at	IN
37060	527	19	home	home	NN
37060	527	20	through	through	IN
37060	527	21	the	the	DT
37060	527	22	weekend	weekend	NN
37060	527	23	.	.	.
37060	528	1	However	however	RB
37060	528	2	,	,	,
37060	528	3	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	528	4	's	's	POS
37060	528	5	state	state	NN
37060	528	6	grew	grow	VBD
37060	528	7	increasingly	increasingly	RB
37060	528	8	worse	bad	JJR
37060	528	9	,	,	,
37060	528	10	and	and	CC
37060	528	11	the	the	DT
37060	528	12	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	528	13	was	be	VBD
37060	528	14	phoned	phone	VBN
37060	528	15	in	in	IN
37060	528	16	desperation	desperation	NN
37060	528	17	whereupon	whereupon	IN
37060	528	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	528	19	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	528	20	made	make	VBD
37060	528	21	plans	plan	NNS
37060	528	22	for	for	IN
37060	528	23	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	528	24	to	to	TO
37060	528	25	journey	journey	VB
37060	528	26	to	to	IN
37060	528	27	the	the	DT
37060	528	28	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	528	29	Clinic	Clinic	NNP
37060	528	30	in	in	IN
37060	528	31	Minnesota	Minnesota	NNP
37060	528	32	.	.	.
37060	529	1	The	the	DT
37060	529	2	drive	drive	NN
37060	529	3	lasted	last	VBD
37060	529	4	an	an	DT
37060	529	5	exhausting	exhausting	JJ
37060	529	6	eight	eight	CD
37060	529	7	hours	hour	NNS
37060	529	8	,	,	,
37060	529	9	but	but	CC
37060	529	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	529	11	saved	save	VBD
37060	529	12	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	529	13	's	's	POS
37060	529	14	life	life	NN
37060	529	15	.	.	.
37060	530	1	In	in	IN
37060	530	2	a	a	DT
37060	530	3	matter	matter	NN
37060	530	4	of	of	IN
37060	530	5	several	several	JJ
37060	530	6	hours	hour	NNS
37060	530	7	,	,	,
37060	530	8	the	the	DT
37060	530	9	test	test	NN
37060	530	10	results	result	NNS
37060	530	11	had	have	VBD
37060	530	12	been	be	VBN
37060	530	13	analyzed	analyze	VBN
37060	530	14	and	and	CC
37060	530	15	a	a	DT
37060	530	16	name	name	NN
37060	530	17	was	be	VBD
37060	530	18	given	give	VBN
37060	530	19	to	to	IN
37060	530	20	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	530	21	's	's	POS
37060	530	22	symptoms	symptom	NNS
37060	530	23	which	which	WDT
37060	530	24	could	could	MD
37060	530	25	widen	widen	VB
37060	530	26	the	the	DT
37060	530	27	most	most	RBS
37060	530	28	apathetic	apathetic	JJ
37060	530	29	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	530	30	:	:	:
37060	530	31	Wegener	Wegener	NNP
37060	530	32	's	's	POS
37060	530	33	Granulomatosis	Granulomatosis	NNP
37060	530	34	.	.	.
37060	531	1	Simply	simply	RB
37060	531	2	stated	state	VBN
37060	531	3	,	,	,
37060	531	4	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	531	5	's	's	POS
37060	531	6	disease	disease	NN
37060	531	7	was	be	VBD
37060	531	8	one	one	CD
37060	531	9	in	in	IN
37060	531	10	which	which	WDT
37060	531	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	531	12	own	own	JJ
37060	531	13	immune	immune	JJ
37060	531	14	system	system	NN
37060	531	15	radically	radically	RB
37060	531	16	over	over	IN
37060	531	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	531	18	reacted	reacted	JJ
37060	531	19	and	and	CC
37060	531	20	actually	actually	RB
37060	531	21	became	become	VBD
37060	531	22	allergic	allergic	JJ
37060	531	23	to	to	IN
37060	531	24	,	,	,
37060	531	25	and	and	CC
37060	531	26	would	would	MD
37060	531	27	have	have	VB
37060	531	28	killed	kill	VBN
37060	531	29	,	,	,
37060	531	30	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	531	31	.	.	.
37060	532	1	Due	due	IN
37060	532	2	to	to	IN
37060	532	3	acute	acute	JJ
37060	532	4	kidney	kidney	NN
37060	532	5	failure	failure	NN
37060	532	6	,	,	,
37060	532	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	532	8	body	body	NN
37060	532	9	had	have	VBD
37060	532	10	neared	near	VBN
37060	532	11	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	532	12	saturation	saturation	NN
37060	532	13	point	point	NN
37060	532	14	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	532	15	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	532	16	tolerance	tolerance	NN
37060	532	17	of	of	IN
37060	532	18	impurities	impurity	NNS
37060	532	19	,	,	,
37060	532	20	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	532	21	which	which	WDT
37060	532	22	no	no	DT
37060	532	23	endurance	endurance	NN
37060	532	24	could	could	MD
37060	532	25	have	have	VB
37060	532	26	impeded	impede	VBN
37060	532	27	death	death	NN
37060	532	28	.	.	.
37060	533	1	If	if	IN
37060	533	2	not	not	RB
37060	533	3	for	for	IN
37060	533	4	prednisone	prednisone	NN
37060	533	5	and	and	CC
37060	533	6	Imuran	Imuran	NNP
37060	533	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	533	8	survival	survival	NN
37060	533	9	would	would	MD
37060	533	10	have	have	VB
37060	533	11	been	be	VBN
37060	533	12	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	533	13	.	.	.
37060	534	1	As	as	RB
37060	534	2	near	near	RB
37060	534	3	as	as	IN
37060	534	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	534	5	came	come	VBD
37060	534	6	to	to	IN
37060	534	7	death	death	NN
37060	534	8	,	,	,
37060	534	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	534	10	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	534	11	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	534	12	of	of	IN
37060	534	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	534	14	stay	stay	NN
37060	534	15	at	at	IN
37060	534	16	the	the	DT
37060	534	17	public	public	JJ
37060	534	18	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	534	19	or	or	CC
37060	534	20	the	the	DT
37060	534	21	weekend	weekend	NN
37060	534	22	during	during	IN
37060	534	23	which	which	WDT
37060	534	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	534	25	life	life	NN
37060	534	26	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	534	27	dwindled	dwindle	VBD
37060	534	28	before	before	IN
37060	534	29	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	534	30	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	534	31	.	.	.
37060	535	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	535	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	535	3	was	be	VBD
37060	535	4	a	a	DT
37060	535	5	lack	lack	NN
37060	535	6	of	of	IN
37060	535	7	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	535	8	on	on	IN
37060	535	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	535	10	part	part	NN
37060	535	11	combined	combine	VBN
37060	535	12	with	with	IN
37060	535	13	a	a	DT
37060	535	14	degree	degree	NN
37060	535	15	of	of	IN
37060	535	16	exclusion	exclusion	NN
37060	535	17	,	,	,
37060	535	18	due	due	IN
37060	535	19	to	to	IN
37060	535	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	535	21	young	young	JJ
37060	535	22	age	age	NN
37060	535	23	,	,	,
37060	535	24	from	from	IN
37060	535	25	the	the	DT
37060	535	26	facts	fact	NNS
37060	535	27	and	and	CC
37060	535	28	seriousness	seriousness	NN
37060	535	29	of	of	IN
37060	535	30	the	the	DT
37060	535	31	affair	affair	NN
37060	535	32	that	that	WDT
37060	535	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	535	34	suffered	suffer	VBD
37060	535	35	from	from	IN
37060	535	36	such	such	PDT
37060	535	37	a	a	DT
37060	535	38	dearth	dearth	NN
37060	535	39	of	of	IN
37060	535	40	recollection	recollection	NN
37060	535	41	;	;	:
37060	535	42	at	at	IN
37060	535	43	any	any	DT
37060	535	44	rate	rate	NN
37060	535	45	,	,	,
37060	535	46	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	535	47	consciousness	consciousness	NN
37060	535	48	was	be	VBD
37060	535	49	jarred	jar	VBN
37060	535	50	into	into	IN
37060	535	51	reality	reality	NN
37060	535	52	only	only	RB
37060	535	53	after	after	IN
37060	535	54	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	535	55	had	have	VBD
37060	535	56	reached	reach	VBN
37060	535	57	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	535	58	Clinic	Clinic	NNP
37060	535	59	and	and	CC
37060	535	60	a	a	DT
37060	535	61	noon	noon	NN
37060	535	62	-	-	HYPH
37060	535	63	hour	hour	NN
37060	535	64	phone	phone	NN
37060	535	65	call	call	NN
37060	535	66	from	from	IN
37060	535	67	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	535	68	to	to	IN
37060	535	69	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	535	70	mom	mom	NN
37060	535	71	caused	cause	VBD
37060	535	72	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	535	73	to	to	TO
37060	535	74	comprehend	comprehend	VB
37060	535	75	the	the	DT
37060	535	76	grave	grave	JJ
37060	535	77	plight	plight	NN
37060	535	78	in	in	IN
37060	535	79	which	which	WDT
37060	535	80	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	535	81	brother	brother	NN
37060	535	82	was	be	VBD
37060	535	83	stranded	strand	VBN
37060	535	84	.	.	.
37060	536	1	As	as	IN
37060	536	2	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	536	3	hung	hang	VBD
37060	536	4	up	up	RP
37060	536	5	the	the	DT
37060	536	6	phone	phone	NN
37060	536	7	,	,	,
37060	536	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	536	9	gasped	gasp	VBD
37060	536	10	,	,	,
37060	536	11	"	"	``
37060	536	12	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	536	13	's	be	VBZ
37060	536	14	not	not	RB
37060	536	15	going	go	VBG
37060	536	16	to	to	TO
37060	536	17	die	die	VB
37060	536	18	,	,	,
37060	536	19	is	be	VBZ
37060	536	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	536	21	?	?	.
37060	536	22	"	"	''
37060	537	1	This	this	DT
37060	537	2	,	,	,
37060	537	3	finally	finally	RB
37060	537	4	,	,	,
37060	537	5	was	be	VBD
37060	537	6	reality	reality	NN
37060	537	7	;	;	,
37060	537	8	among	among	IN
37060	537	9	the	the	DT
37060	537	10	dish	dish	NN
37060	537	11	of	of	IN
37060	537	12	peaches	peach	NNS
37060	537	13	,	,	,
37060	537	14	carton	carton	NN
37060	537	15	of	of	IN
37060	537	16	milk	milk	NN
37060	537	17	and	and	CC
37060	537	18	loaf	loaf	NNS
37060	537	19	of	of	IN
37060	537	20	bread	bread	NN
37060	537	21	that	that	WDT
37060	537	22	decorated	decorate	VBD
37060	537	23	the	the	DT
37060	537	24	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	537	25	table	table	NN
37060	537	26	,	,	,
37060	537	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	537	28	stuck	stick	VBD
37060	537	29	in	in	IN
37060	537	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	537	31	throat	throat	NN
37060	537	32	like	like	IN
37060	537	33	peanut	peanut	NN
37060	537	34	butter	butter	NN
37060	537	35	.	.	.
37060	538	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	538	2	never	never	RB
37060	538	3	forgot	forget	VBD
37060	538	4	that	that	DT
37060	538	5	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	538	6	,	,	,
37060	538	7	nor	nor	CC
37060	538	8	the	the	DT
37060	538	9	ignorant	ignorant	JJ
37060	538	10	bliss	bliss	NN
37060	538	11	which	which	WDT
37060	538	12	departed	depart	VBD
37060	538	13	when	when	WRB
37060	538	14	reality	reality	NN
37060	538	15	caught	catch	VBN
37060	538	16	up	up	RP
37060	538	17	with	with	IN
37060	538	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	538	19	.	.	.
37060	539	1	A	a	DT
37060	539	2	selfish	selfish	JJ
37060	539	3	person	person	NN
37060	539	4	suffers	suffer	VBZ
37060	539	5	insignificant	insignificant	JJ
37060	539	6	wounds	wound	NNS
37060	539	7	,	,	,
37060	539	8	for	for	IN
37060	539	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	539	10	shallow	shallow	JJ
37060	539	11	love	love	NN
37060	539	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	539	13	generated	generate	VBN
37060	539	14	only	only	RB
37060	539	15	toward	toward	IN
37060	539	16	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	539	17	;	;	:
37060	539	18	however	however	RB
37060	539	19	,	,	,
37060	539	20	when	when	WRB
37060	539	21	one	one	PRP
37060	539	22	is	be	VBZ
37060	539	23	able	able	JJ
37060	539	24	to	to	TO
37060	539	25	extend	extend	VB
37060	539	26	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	539	27	love	love	NN
37060	539	28	and	and	CC
37060	539	29	concern	concern	NN
37060	539	30	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	539	31	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	539	32	,	,	,
37060	539	33	the	the	DT
37060	539	34	pain	pain	NN
37060	539	35	is	be	VBZ
37060	539	36	much	much	RB
37060	539	37	deeper	deep	JJR
37060	539	38	.	.	.
37060	540	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	540	2	learned	learn	VBD
37060	540	3	that	that	IN
37060	540	4	the	the	DT
37060	540	5	world	world	NN
37060	540	6	did	do	VBD
37060	540	7	not	not	RB
37060	540	8	revolve	revolve	VB
37060	540	9	around	around	IN
37060	540	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	540	11	;	;	:
37060	540	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	540	13	controlled	control	VBD
37060	540	14	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	540	15	.	.	.
37060	541	1	Just	just	RB
37060	541	2	as	as	IN
37060	541	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	541	4	had	have	VBD
37060	541	5	been	be	VBN
37060	541	6	virtually	virtually	RB
37060	541	7	oblivious	oblivious	JJ
37060	541	8	to	to	IN
37060	541	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	541	10	brother	brother	NN
37060	541	11	's	's	POS
37060	541	12	failing	fail	VBG
37060	541	13	health	health	NN
37060	541	14	,	,	,
37060	541	15	so	so	RB
37060	541	16	was	be	VBD
37060	541	17	the	the	DT
37060	541	18	world	world	NN
37060	541	19	oblivious	oblivious	JJ
37060	541	20	to	to	IN
37060	541	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	541	22	.	.	.
37060	542	1	Life	life	NN
37060	542	2	became	become	VBD
37060	542	3	larger	large	JJR
37060	542	4	than	than	IN
37060	542	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	542	6	had	have	VBD
37060	542	7	been	be	VBN
37060	542	8	as	as	IN
37060	542	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	542	10	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	542	11	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	542	12	opened	open	VBD
37060	542	13	,	,	,
37060	542	14	widening	widen	VBG
37060	542	15	the	the	DT
37060	542	16	scope	scope	NN
37060	542	17	through	through	IN
37060	542	18	which	which	WDT
37060	542	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	542	20	gained	gain	VBD
37060	542	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	542	22	image	image	NN
37060	542	23	of	of	IN
37060	542	24	existence	existence	NN
37060	542	25	.	.	.
37060	543	1	Pain	pain	NN
37060	543	2	or	or	CC
37060	543	3	no	no	DT
37060	543	4	pain	pain	NN
37060	543	5	,	,	,
37060	543	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	543	7	did	do	VBD
37060	543	8	not	not	RB
37060	543	9	wish	wish	VB
37060	543	10	to	to	TO
37060	543	11	go	go	VB
37060	543	12	through	through	IN
37060	543	13	life	life	NN
37060	543	14	with	with	IN
37060	543	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	543	16	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	543	17	closed	close	VBN
37060	543	18	to	to	IN
37060	543	19	hardship	hardship	NN
37060	543	20	,	,	,
37060	543	21	for	for	IN
37060	543	22	only	only	JJ
37060	543	23	pure	pure	JJ
37060	543	24	ignorance	ignorance	NN
37060	543	25	was	be	VBD
37060	543	26	bliss	bliss	NN
37060	543	27	.	.	.
37060	544	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	544	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	544	3	that	that	IN
37060	544	4	change	change	NN
37060	544	5	was	be	VBD
37060	544	6	the	the	DT
37060	544	7	only	only	JJ
37060	544	8	certainty	certainty	NN
37060	544	9	in	in	IN
37060	544	10	life	life	NN
37060	544	11	.	.	.
37060	545	1	If	if	IN
37060	545	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	545	3	could	could	MD
37060	545	4	instill	instill	VB
37060	545	5	that	that	DT
37060	545	6	thought	think	VBD
37060	545	7	in	in	IN
37060	545	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	545	9	mind	mind	NN
37060	545	10	,	,	,
37060	545	11	growing	grow	VBG
37060	545	12	up	up	RP
37060	545	13	would	would	MD
37060	545	14	prove	prove	VB
37060	545	15	to	to	TO
37060	545	16	be	be	VB
37060	545	17	less	less	JJR
37060	545	18	of	of	IN
37060	545	19	a	a	DT
37060	545	20	battle	battle	NN
37060	545	21	.	.	.
37060	546	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	546	2	recovered	recover	VBD
37060	546	3	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	546	4	and	and	CC
37060	546	5	after	after	IN
37060	546	6	regaining	regain	VBG
37060	546	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	546	8	strength	strength	NN
37060	546	9	returned	return	VBD
37060	546	10	to	to	IN
37060	546	11	the	the	DT
37060	546	12	university	university	NN
37060	546	13	at	at	IN
37060	546	14	the	the	DT
37060	546	15	beginning	beginning	NN
37060	546	16	of	of	IN
37060	546	17	the	the	DT
37060	546	18	next	next	JJ
37060	546	19	semester	semester	NN
37060	546	20	.	.	.
37060	547	1	Complications	complication	NNS
37060	547	2	caused	cause	VBN
37060	547	3	by	by	IN
37060	547	4	ill	ill	JJ
37060	547	5	health	health	NN
37060	547	6	no	no	RB
37060	547	7	longer	long	RBR
37060	547	8	wreaked	wreak	VBD
37060	547	9	havoc	havoc	NN
37060	547	10	upon	upon	IN
37060	547	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	547	12	plans	plan	NNS
37060	547	13	,	,	,
37060	547	14	and	and	CC
37060	547	15	under	under	IN
37060	547	16	the	the	DT
37060	547	17	protective	protective	JJ
37060	547	18	wing	wing	NN
37060	547	19	of	of	IN
37060	547	20	medication	medication	NN
37060	547	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	547	22	successfully	successfully	RB
37060	547	23	completed	complete	VBD
37060	547	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	547	25	education	education	NN
37060	547	26	without	without	IN
37060	547	27	further	further	JJ
37060	547	28	set	set	NN
37060	547	29	-	-	HYPH
37060	547	30	backs	back	NNS
37060	547	31	.	.	.
37060	548	1	The	the	DT
37060	548	2	following	follow	VBG
37060	548	3	summer	summer	NN
37060	548	4	,	,	,
37060	548	5	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	548	6	traveled	travel	VBD
37060	548	7	to	to	IN
37060	548	8	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	548	9	Clinic	Clinic	NNP
37060	548	10	once	once	RB
37060	548	11	again	again	RB
37060	548	12	for	for	IN
37060	548	13	restorative	restorative	JJ
37060	548	14	surgery	surgery	NN
37060	548	15	on	on	IN
37060	548	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	548	17	nose	nose	NN
37060	548	18	.	.	.
37060	549	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	549	2	illness	illness	NN
37060	549	3	caused	cause	VBD
37060	549	4	the	the	DT
37060	549	5	cartilage	cartilage	NN
37060	549	6	to	to	TO
37060	549	7	dissolve	dissolve	VB
37060	549	8	completely	completely	RB
37060	549	9	,	,	,
37060	549	10	making	make	VBG
37060	549	11	a	a	DT
37060	549	12	noticeable	noticeable	JJ
37060	549	13	recess	recess	NN
37060	549	14	.	.	.
37060	550	1	The	the	DT
37060	550	2	surgery	surgery	NN
37060	550	3	was	be	VBD
37060	550	4	the	the	DT
37060	550	5	last	last	JJ
37060	550	6	of	of	IN
37060	550	7	the	the	DT
37060	550	8	weightier	weighty	JJR
37060	550	9	consequences	consequence	NNS
37060	550	10	of	of	IN
37060	550	11	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	550	12	's	's	POS
37060	550	13	disease	disease	NN
37060	550	14	though	though	RB
37060	550	15	,	,	,
37060	550	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	550	17	too	too	RB
37060	550	18	,	,	,
37060	550	19	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	550	20	few	few	JJ
37060	550	21	endearing	endearing	JJ
37060	550	22	qualities	quality	NNS
37060	550	23	.	.	.
37060	551	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	551	2	would	would	MD
37060	551	3	never	never	RB
37060	551	4	be	be	VB
37060	551	5	free	free	JJ
37060	551	6	of	of	IN
37060	551	7	the	the	DT
37060	551	8	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	551	9	,	,	,
37060	551	10	for	for	IN
37060	551	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	551	12	alone	alone	RB
37060	551	13	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	551	14	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	551	15	to	to	TO
37060	551	16	survive	survive	VB
37060	551	17	.	.	.
37060	552	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	552	2	did	do	VBD
37060	552	3	not	not	RB
37060	552	4	appear	appear	VB
37060	552	5	that	that	IN
37060	552	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	552	7	brother	brother	NN
37060	552	8	's	's	POS
37060	552	9	life	life	NN
37060	552	10	would	would	MD
37060	552	11	ever	ever	RB
37060	552	12	again	again	RB
37060	552	13	be	be	VB
37060	552	14	"	"	``
37060	552	15	normal	normal	JJ
37060	552	16	,	,	,
37060	552	17	"	"	''
37060	552	18	but	but	CC
37060	552	19	that	that	DT
37060	552	20	,	,	,
37060	552	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	552	22	later	later	RB
37060	552	23	found	find	VBD
37060	552	24	,	,	,
37060	552	25	depended	depend	VBD
37060	552	26	on	on	IN
37060	552	27	one	one	PRP
37060	552	28	's	's	POS
37060	552	29	definition	definition	NN
37060	552	30	of	of	IN
37060	552	31	the	the	DT
37060	552	32	word	word	NN
37060	552	33	.	.	.
37060	553	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	553	2	19	19	CD
37060	553	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	553	4	4	4	CD
37060	553	5	Fifth	Fifth	NNP
37060	553	6	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	553	7	"	"	''
37060	553	8	To	to	TO
37060	553	9	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	553	10	a	a	DT
37060	553	11	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	553	12	,	,	,
37060	553	13	one	one	PRP
37060	553	14	must	must	MD
37060	553	15	have	have	VB
37060	553	16	unrelenting	unrelenting	JJ
37060	553	17	endurance	endurance	NN
37060	553	18	,	,	,
37060	553	19	yet	yet	RB
37060	553	20	should	should	MD
37060	553	21	never	never	RB
37060	553	22	need	need	VB
37060	553	23	the	the	DT
37060	553	24	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	553	25	of	of	IN
37060	553	26	another	another	DT
37060	553	27	so	so	RB
37060	553	28	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	553	29	as	as	IN
37060	553	30	to	to	TO
37060	553	31	justify	justify	VB
37060	553	32	the	the	DT
37060	553	33	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	553	34	of	of	IN
37060	553	35	a	a	DT
37060	553	36	flagrantly	flagrantly	RB
37060	553	37	inconsistent	inconsistent	JJ
37060	553	38	personality	personality	NN
37060	553	39	.	.	.
37060	553	40	"	"	''
37060	554	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	554	2	FOUR	FOUR	NNP
37060	554	3	Fifth	fifth	JJ
37060	554	4	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	554	5	During	during	IN
37060	554	6	the	the	DT
37060	554	7	latter	latter	JJ
37060	554	8	half	half	NN
37060	554	9	of	of	IN
37060	554	10	fifth	fifth	JJ
37060	554	11	grade	grade	NN
37060	554	12	,	,	,
37060	554	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	554	14	decided	decide	VBD
37060	554	15	to	to	TO
37060	554	16	keep	keep	VB
37060	554	17	a	a	DT
37060	554	18	diary	diary	NN
37060	554	19	.	.	.
37060	555	1	Entries	entry	NNS
37060	555	2	were	be	VBD
37060	555	3	,	,	,
37060	555	4	at	at	IN
37060	555	5	best	good	JJS
37060	555	6	,	,	,
37060	555	7	sparse	sparse	JJ
37060	555	8	and	and	CC
37060	555	9	infrequent	infrequent	NN
37060	555	10	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	555	11	the	the	DT
37060	555	12	school	school	NN
37060	555	13	year	year	NN
37060	555	14	.	.	.
37060	556	1	Upon	upon	IN
37060	556	2	the	the	DT
37060	556	3	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	556	4	of	of	IN
37060	556	5	summer	summer	NN
37060	556	6	,	,	,
37060	556	7	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	556	8	subsided	subside	VBD
37060	556	9	altogether	altogether	RB
37060	556	10	.	.	.
37060	557	1	While	while	IN
37060	557	2	the	the	DT
37060	557	3	entries	entry	NNS
37060	557	4	persisted	persist	VBD
37060	557	5	,	,	,
37060	557	6	however	however	RB
37060	557	7	,	,	,
37060	557	8	the	the	DT
37060	557	9	content	content	NN
37060	557	10	consisted	consist	VBD
37060	557	11	merely	merely	RB
37060	557	12	of	of	IN
37060	557	13	the	the	DT
37060	557	14	days	day	NNS
37060	557	15	events	event	NNS
37060	557	16	,	,	,
37060	557	17	amassed	amass	VBN
37060	557	18	in	in	IN
37060	557	19	broken	broken	JJ
37060	557	20	sentences	sentence	NNS
37060	557	21	and	and	CC
37060	557	22	one	one	CD
37060	557	23	word	word	NN
37060	557	24	implications	implication	NNS
37060	557	25	.	.	.
37060	558	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	558	2	also	also	RB
37060	558	3	made	make	VBD
37060	558	4	certain	certain	JJ
37060	558	5	that	that	IN
37060	558	6	major	major	JJ
37060	558	7	events	event	NNS
37060	558	8	did	do	VBD
37060	558	9	not	not	RB
37060	558	10	pass	pass	VB
37060	558	11	without	without	IN
37060	558	12	notice	notice	NN
37060	558	13	.	.	.
37060	559	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	559	2	19	19	CD
37060	559	3	,	,	,
37060	559	4	1973	1973	CD
37060	559	5	...	...	:
37060	559	6	Gerbil	Gerbil	NNP
37060	559	7	's	's	POS
37060	559	8	tail	tail	NN
37060	559	9	fell	fall	VBD
37060	559	10	off	off	RP
37060	559	11	today	today	NN
37060	559	12	.	.	.
37060	560	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	560	2	was	be	VBD
37060	560	3	going	go	VBG
37060	560	4	out	out	RP
37060	560	5	on	on	IN
37060	560	6	the	the	DT
37060	560	7	carpet	carpet	NN
37060	560	8	and	and	CC
37060	560	9	so	so	RB
37060	560	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	560	11	grabbed	grab	VBD
37060	560	12	onto	onto	IN
37060	560	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	560	14	tail	tail	NN
37060	560	15	.	.	.
37060	561	1	Guess	guess	VB
37060	561	2	what	what	WP
37060	561	3	?	?	.
37060	562	1	This	this	DT
37060	562	2	much	much	JJ
37060	562	3	(	(	-LRB-
37060	562	4	one	one	CD
37060	562	5	inch	inch	NN
37060	562	6	)	)	-RRB-
37060	562	7	of	of	IN
37060	562	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	562	9	tail	tail	NN
37060	562	10	fell	fall	VBD
37060	562	11	off	off	RP
37060	562	12	.	.	.
37060	563	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	563	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	563	3	in	in	IN
37060	563	4	a	a	DT
37060	563	5	bag	bag	NN
37060	563	6	.	.	.
37060	564	1	Yes	yes	UH
37060	564	2	,	,	,
37060	564	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	564	4	even	even	RB
37060	564	5	saved	save	VBD
37060	564	6	the	the	DT
37060	564	7	tail	tail	NN
37060	564	8	.	.	.
37060	565	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	565	2	20	20	CD
37060	565	3	,	,	,
37060	565	4	1973	1973	CD
37060	565	5	...	...	:
37060	565	6	Made	make	VBD
37060	565	7	a	a	DT
37060	565	8	bet	bet	NN
37060	565	9	with	with	IN
37060	565	10	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	565	11	about	about	IN
37060	565	12	snow	snow	NN
37060	565	13	.	.	.
37060	566	1	Church	Church	NNP
37060	566	2	,	,	,
37060	566	3	Rainy	Rainy	NNP
37060	566	4	,	,	,
37060	566	5	wet	wet	JJ
37060	566	6	day	day	NN
37060	566	7	outside	outside	RB
37060	566	8	.	.	.
37060	567	1	Popcorn	Popcorn	VBN
37060	567	2	at	at	IN
37060	567	3	night	night	NN
37060	567	4	.	.	.
37060	568	1	2	2	CD
37060	568	2	bottles	bottle	NNS
37060	568	3	of	of	IN
37060	568	4	pop	pop	NN
37060	568	5	.	.	.
37060	569	1	Got	got	VBP
37060	569	2	the	the	DT
37060	569	3	hiccups	hiccup	NNS
37060	569	4	.	.	.
37060	570	1	Played	play	VBN
37060	570	2	with	with	IN
37060	570	3	gerbil	gerbil	NN
37060	570	4	.	.	.
37060	571	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	571	2	was	be	VBD
37060	571	3	painfully	painfully	RB
37060	571	4	concise	concise	JJ
37060	571	5	.	.	.
37060	572	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	573	1	13	13	CD
37060	573	2	,	,	,
37060	573	3	1973	1973	CD
37060	573	4	...	...	.
37060	574	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	574	2	stayed	stay	VBD
37060	574	3	home	home	RB
37060	574	4	and	and	CC
37060	574	5	am	be	VBP
37060	574	6	sick	sick	JJ
37060	574	7	.	.	.
37060	575	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	575	2	barfed	barf	VBD
37060	575	3	in	in	IN
37060	575	4	the	the	DT
37060	575	5	sink	sink	NN
37060	575	6	and	and	CC
37060	575	7	then	then	RB
37060	575	8	watched	watch	VBD
37060	575	9	T.V.	T.V.	NNP
37060	576	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	576	2	diary	diary	NN
37060	576	3	also	also	RB
37060	576	4	reminded	remind	VBD
37060	576	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	576	6	of	of	IN
37060	576	7	the	the	DT
37060	576	8	double	double	JJ
37060	576	9	standard	standard	NN
37060	576	10	that	that	WDT
37060	576	11	exists	exist	VBZ
37060	576	12	between	between	IN
37060	576	13	parents	parent	NNS
37060	576	14	and	and	CC
37060	576	15	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	576	16	children	child	NNS
37060	576	17	.	.	.
37060	577	1	Many	many	JJ
37060	577	2	battles	battle	NNS
37060	577	3	ensue	ensue	VBP
37060	577	4	due	due	IN
37060	577	5	to	to	IN
37060	577	6	the	the	DT
37060	577	7	fact	fact	NN
37060	577	8	that	that	IN
37060	577	9	parents	parent	NNS
37060	577	10	can	can	MD
37060	577	11	do	do	VB
37060	577	12	that	that	DT
37060	577	13	which	which	WDT
37060	577	14	a	a	DT
37060	577	15	child	child	NN
37060	577	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	577	17	not	not	RB
37060	577	18	permitted	permit	VBN
37060	577	19	to	to	TO
37060	577	20	do	do	VB
37060	577	21	;	;	:
37060	577	22	initially	initially	RB
37060	577	23	,	,	,
37060	577	24	this	this	DT
37060	577	25	would	would	MD
37060	577	26	include	include	VB
37060	577	27	such	such	JJ
37060	577	28	privileges	privilege	NNS
37060	577	29	as	as	IN
37060	577	30	touching	touching	JJ
37060	577	31	objects	object	NNS
37060	577	32	in	in	IN
37060	577	33	stores	store	NNS
37060	577	34	and	and	CC
37060	577	35	staying	stay	VBG
37060	577	36	up	up	RP
37060	577	37	after	after	IN
37060	577	38	10:00	10:00	CD
37060	577	39	p.m.	p.m.	NN
37060	578	1	Arguments	argument	NNS
37060	578	2	increase	increase	VBP
37060	578	3	as	as	IN
37060	578	4	the	the	DT
37060	578	5	child	child	NN
37060	578	6	seeks	seek	VBZ
37060	578	7	maturity	maturity	NN
37060	578	8	.	.	.
37060	579	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	579	2	exposure	exposure	NN
37060	579	3	to	to	IN
37060	579	4	the	the	DT
37060	579	5	double	double	JJ
37060	579	6	standard	standard	NN
37060	579	7	involved	involve	VBD
37060	579	8	not	not	RB
37060	579	9	so	so	RB
37060	579	10	much	much	RB
37060	579	11	the	the	DT
37060	579	12	things	thing	NNS
37060	579	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	579	14	could	could	MD
37060	579	15	not	not	RB
37060	579	16	do	do	VB
37060	579	17	,	,	,
37060	579	18	but	but	CC
37060	579	19	rather	rather	RB
37060	579	20	,	,	,
37060	579	21	the	the	DT
37060	579	22	things	thing	NNS
37060	579	23	which	which	WDT
37060	579	24	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	579	25	had	have	VBD
37060	579	26	never	never	RB
37060	579	27	done	do	VBN
37060	579	28	,	,	,
37060	579	29	yet	yet	CC
37060	579	30	forced	force	VBD
37060	579	31	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	579	32	to	to	TO
37060	579	33	do	do	VB
37060	579	34	.	.	.
37060	580	1	Admittedly	admittedly	RB
37060	580	2	,	,	,
37060	580	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	580	4	would	would	MD
37060	580	5	never	never	RB
37060	580	6	have	have	VB
37060	580	7	ventured	venture	VBN
37060	580	8	from	from	IN
37060	580	9	the	the	DT
37060	580	10	house	house	NN
37060	580	11	had	have	VBD
37060	580	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	580	13	not	not	RB
37060	580	14	been	be	VBN
37060	580	15	for	for	IN
37060	580	16	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	580	17	's	's	POS
37060	580	18	insistent	insistent	JJ
37060	580	19	prodding	prodding	NN
37060	580	20	,	,	,
37060	580	21	for	for	IN
37060	580	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	580	23	liked	like	VBD
37060	580	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	580	25	there	there	RB
37060	580	26	.	.	.
37060	581	1	Through	through	IN
37060	581	2	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	581	3	dictation	dictation	NN
37060	581	4	,	,	,
37060	581	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	581	6	attended	attend	VBD
37060	581	7	swimming	swimming	NN
37060	581	8	lessons	lesson	NNS
37060	581	9	,	,	,
37060	581	10	piano	piano	NN
37060	581	11	lessons	lesson	NNS
37060	581	12	,	,	,
37060	581	13	and	and	CC
37060	581	14	Girl	Girl	NNP
37060	581	15	Scouts	Scouts	NNPS
37060	581	16	.	.	.
37060	582	1	By	by	IN
37060	582	2	this	this	DT
37060	582	3	age	age	NN
37060	582	4	,	,	,
37060	582	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	582	6	liked	like	VBD
37060	582	7	swimming	swim	VBG
37060	582	8	a	a	DT
37060	582	9	great	great	JJ
37060	582	10	deal	deal	NN
37060	582	11	,	,	,
37060	582	12	and	and	CC
37060	582	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	582	14	was	be	VBD
37060	582	15	no	no	RB
37060	582	16	longer	long	RBR
37060	582	17	a	a	DT
37060	582	18	source	source	NN
37060	582	19	of	of	IN
37060	582	20	resentment	resentment	NN
37060	582	21	.	.	.
37060	583	1	Piano	piano	NN
37060	583	2	lessons	lesson	NNS
37060	583	3	required	require	VBD
37060	583	4	that	that	IN
37060	583	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	583	6	practice	practice	VBP
37060	583	7	a	a	DT
37060	583	8	half	half	JJ
37060	583	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	583	10	hour	hour	NN
37060	583	11	each	each	DT
37060	583	12	day	day	NN
37060	583	13	;	;	:
37060	583	14	after	after	IN
37060	583	15	walking	walk	VBG
37060	583	16	stiff	stiff	JJ
37060	583	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	583	18	legged	legged	JJ
37060	583	19	to	to	IN
37060	583	20	the	the	DT
37060	583	21	piano	piano	NN
37060	583	22	and	and	CC
37060	583	23	playing	play	VBG
37060	583	24	several	several	JJ
37060	583	25	notes	note	NNS
37060	583	26	,	,	,
37060	583	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	583	28	relaxed	relax	VBD
37060	583	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	583	30	limbs	limb	NNS
37060	583	31	and	and	CC
37060	583	32	,	,	,
37060	583	33	on	on	IN
37060	583	34	good	good	JJ
37060	583	35	days	day	NNS
37060	583	36	,	,	,
37060	583	37	tried	try	VBD
37060	583	38	to	to	TO
37060	583	39	conceal	conceal	VB
37060	583	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	583	41	musical	musical	JJ
37060	583	42	enjoyment	enjoyment	NN
37060	583	43	from	from	IN
37060	583	44	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	583	45	.	.	.
37060	584	1	Girl	girl	NN
37060	584	2	Scouts	scout	NNS
37060	584	3	,	,	,
37060	584	4	however	however	RB
37060	584	5	,	,	,
37060	584	6	was	be	VBD
37060	584	7	a	a	DT
37060	584	8	continual	continual	JJ
37060	584	9	menace	menace	NN
37060	584	10	.	.	.
37060	585	1	Through	through	IN
37060	585	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	585	3	affiliation	affiliation	NN
37060	585	4	with	with	IN
37060	585	5	the	the	DT
37060	585	6	organization	organization	NN
37060	585	7	,	,	,
37060	585	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	585	9	had	have	VBD
37060	585	10	to	to	TO
37060	585	11	wear	wear	VB
37060	585	12	an	an	DT
37060	585	13	ill	ill	RB
37060	585	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	585	15	fitting	fitting	JJ
37060	585	16	green	green	JJ
37060	585	17	dress	dress	NN
37060	585	18	to	to	IN
37060	585	19	school	school	NN
37060	585	20	on	on	IN
37060	585	21	the	the	DT
37060	585	22	day	day	NN
37060	585	23	of	of	IN
37060	585	24	the	the	DT
37060	585	25	meeting	meeting	NN
37060	585	26	.	.	.
37060	586	1	Each	each	DT
37060	586	2	year	year	NN
37060	586	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	586	4	bore	bear	VBD
37060	586	5	the	the	DT
37060	586	6	humiliation	humiliation	NN
37060	586	7	of	of	IN
37060	586	8	refusal	refusal	NN
37060	586	9	which	which	WDT
37060	586	10	came	come	VBD
37060	586	11	with	with	IN
37060	586	12	selling	sell	VBG
37060	586	13	Girl	Girl	NNP
37060	586	14	Scout	Scout	NNP
37060	586	15	cookies	cookie	NNS
37060	586	16	.	.	.
37060	587	1	On	on	IN
37060	587	2	one	one	CD
37060	587	3	of	of	IN
37060	587	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	587	5	field	field	NN
37060	587	6	trips	trip	NNS
37060	587	7	to	to	IN
37060	587	8	a	a	DT
37060	587	9	local	local	JJ
37060	587	10	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	587	11	school	school	NN
37060	587	12	,	,	,
37060	587	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	587	14	was	be	VBD
37060	587	15	placed	place	VBN
37060	587	16	under	under	IN
37060	587	17	the	the	DT
37060	587	18	hair	hair	NN
37060	587	19	drier	drier	NN
37060	587	20	(	(	-LRB-
37060	587	21	which	which	WDT
37060	587	22	was	be	VBD
37060	587	23	on	on	IN
37060	587	24	"	"	``
37060	587	25	high	high	JJ
37060	587	26	"	"	''
37060	587	27	)	)	-RRB-
37060	587	28	and	and	CC
37060	587	29	promptly	promptly	RB
37060	587	30	forgotten	forget	VBN
37060	587	31	.	.	.
37060	588	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	588	2	was	be	VBD
37060	588	3	no	no	DT
37060	588	4	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	588	5	,	,	,
37060	588	6	then	then	RB
37060	588	7	,	,	,
37060	588	8	that	that	IN
37060	588	9	when	when	WRB
37060	588	10	the	the	DT
37060	588	11	Girl	Girl	NNP
37060	588	12	Scouts	Scouts	NNP
37060	588	13	offered	offer	VBD
37060	588	14	roller	roller	NN
37060	588	15	skating	skating	NN
37060	588	16	lessons	lesson	NNS
37060	588	17	,	,	,
37060	588	18	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	588	19	applauded	applaud	VBD
37060	588	20	the	the	DT
37060	588	21	idea	idea	NN
37060	588	22	.	.	.
37060	589	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	589	2	cringed	cringe	VBD
37060	589	3	,	,	,
37060	589	4	knowing	know	VBG
37060	589	5	that	that	IN
37060	589	6	a	a	DT
37060	589	7	protest	protest	NN
37060	589	8	would	would	MD
37060	589	9	have	have	VB
37060	589	10	been	be	VBN
37060	589	11	futile	futile	JJ
37060	589	12	despite	despite	IN
37060	589	13	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	589	14	history	history	NN
37060	589	15	of	of	IN
37060	589	16	roller	roller	NN
37060	589	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	589	18	rink	rink	VB
37060	589	19	nervousness	nervousness	NN
37060	589	20	.	.	.
37060	590	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	590	2	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	590	3	arms	arm	NNS
37060	590	4	hurt	hurt	VBN
37060	590	5	from	from	IN
37060	590	6	thrashing	thrash	VBG
37060	590	7	.	.	.
37060	590	8	)	)	-RRB-
37060	591	1	At	at	IN
37060	591	2	any	any	DT
37060	591	3	rate	rate	NN
37060	591	4	,	,	,
37060	591	5	the	the	DT
37060	591	6	lessons	lesson	NNS
37060	591	7	began	begin	VBD
37060	591	8	and	and	CC
37060	591	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	591	10	learned	learn	VBD
37060	591	11	that	that	IN
37060	591	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	591	13	was	be	VBD
37060	591	14	not	not	RB
37060	591	15	meant	mean	VBN
37060	591	16	to	to	TO
37060	591	17	travel	travel	VB
37060	591	18	on	on	IN
37060	591	19	wheels	wheel	NNS
37060	591	20	.	.	.
37060	592	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	592	2	was	be	VBD
37060	592	3	completely	completely	RB
37060	592	4	different	different	JJ
37060	592	5	from	from	IN
37060	592	6	ice	ice	NN
37060	592	7	skating	skating	NN
37060	592	8	.	.	.
37060	593	1	Being	be	VBG
37060	593	2	confined	confine	VBN
37060	593	3	to	to	IN
37060	593	4	the	the	DT
37060	593	5	rink	rink	NN
37060	593	6	created	create	VBD
37060	593	7	the	the	DT
37060	593	8	probability	probability	NN
37060	593	9	of	of	IN
37060	593	10	multiple	multiple	JJ
37060	593	11	pile	pile	NN
37060	593	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	593	13	ups	up	NNS
37060	593	14	.	.	.
37060	594	1	Already	already	RB
37060	594	2	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	594	3	hopelessly	hopelessly	RB
37060	594	4	out	out	IN
37060	594	5	of	of	IN
37060	594	6	control	control	NN
37060	594	7	,	,	,
37060	594	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	594	9	was	be	VBD
37060	594	10	horrified	horrify	VBN
37060	594	11	at	at	IN
37060	594	12	the	the	DT
37060	594	13	thought	thought	NN
37060	594	14	of	of	IN
37060	594	15	turning	turn	VBG
37060	594	16	by	by	IN
37060	594	17	lifting	lift	VBG
37060	594	18	one	one	CD
37060	594	19	skate	skate	VB
37060	594	20	over	over	IN
37060	594	21	the	the	DT
37060	594	22	other	other	JJ
37060	594	23	;	;	:
37060	594	24	skating	skating	NN
37060	594	25	was	be	VBD
37060	594	26	hard	hard	JJ
37060	594	27	enough	enough	RB
37060	594	28	with	with	IN
37060	594	29	both	both	DT
37060	594	30	skates	skate	NNS
37060	594	31	planted	plant	VBN
37060	594	32	on	on	IN
37060	594	33	the	the	DT
37060	594	34	floor	floor	NN
37060	594	35	.	.	.
37060	595	1	Stopping	stop	VBG
37060	595	2	consisted	consist	VBD
37060	595	3	of	of	IN
37060	595	4	rolling	roll	VBG
37060	595	5	around	around	RB
37060	595	6	in	in	IN
37060	595	7	circles	circle	NNS
37060	595	8	until	until	IN
37060	595	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	595	10	lost	lose	VBD
37060	595	11	momentum	momentum	NN
37060	595	12	,	,	,
37060	595	13	or	or	CC
37060	595	14	slammed	slam	VBD
37060	595	15	into	into	IN
37060	595	16	a	a	DT
37060	595	17	wall	wall	NN
37060	595	18	.	.	.
37060	596	1	Performing	perform	VBG
37060	596	2	figure	figure	NN
37060	596	3	eights	eight	NNS
37060	596	4	and	and	CC
37060	596	5	skating	skate	VBG
37060	596	6	backward	backward	RB
37060	596	7	were	be	VBD
37060	596	8	feats	feat	NNS
37060	596	9	which	which	WDT
37060	596	10	bordered	border	VBD
37060	596	11	suicidal	suicidal	JJ
37060	596	12	nightmares	nightmare	NNS
37060	596	13	.	.	.
37060	597	1	After	after	IN
37060	597	2	the	the	DT
37060	597	3	lessons	lesson	NNS
37060	597	4	ceased	cease	VBD
37060	597	5	,	,	,
37060	597	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	597	7	was	be	VBD
37060	597	8	quite	quite	RB
37060	597	9	relieved	relieve	VBN
37060	597	10	and	and	CC
37060	597	11	,	,	,
37060	597	12	for	for	IN
37060	597	13	the	the	DT
37060	597	14	most	most	JJS
37060	597	15	part	part	NN
37060	597	16	,	,	,
37060	597	17	as	as	RB
37060	597	18	much	much	RB
37060	597	19	an	an	DT
37060	597	20	amateur	amateur	NN
37060	597	21	at	at	IN
37060	597	22	roller	roller	NN
37060	597	23	skating	skating	NN
37060	597	24	as	as	IN
37060	597	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	597	26	had	have	VBD
37060	597	27	been	be	VBN
37060	597	28	at	at	IN
37060	597	29	the	the	DT
37060	597	30	beginning	beginning	NN
37060	597	31	.	.	.
37060	598	1	However	however	RB
37060	598	2	,	,	,
37060	598	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	598	4	had	have	VBD
37060	598	5	relinquished	relinquish	VBN
37060	598	6	the	the	DT
37060	598	7	wall	wall	NN
37060	598	8	for	for	IN
37060	598	9	the	the	DT
37060	598	10	rubber	rubber	NN
37060	598	11	"	"	``
37060	598	12	brakes	brake	NNS
37060	598	13	"	"	''
37060	598	14	and	and	CC
37060	598	15	no	no	RB
37060	598	16	longer	long	RBR
37060	598	17	became	become	VBD
37060	598	18	traumatized	traumatize	VBN
37060	598	19	when	when	WRB
37060	598	20	the	the	DT
37060	598	21	announcement	announcement	NN
37060	598	22	to	to	TO
37060	598	23	"	"	``
37060	598	24	change	change	VB
37060	598	25	directions	direction	NNS
37060	598	26	"	"	''
37060	598	27	resounded	resound	VBN
37060	598	28	through	through	IN
37060	598	29	the	the	DT
37060	598	30	skating	skate	VBG
37060	598	31	rink	rink	NN
37060	598	32	.	.	.
37060	599	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	599	2	had	have	VBD
37060	599	3	not	not	RB
37060	599	4	failed	fail	VBN
37060	599	5	utterly	utterly	RB
37060	599	6	and	and	CC
37060	599	7	completely	completely	RB
37060	599	8	.	.	.
37060	600	1	Popularity	popularity	NN
37060	600	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	600	3	,	,	,
37060	600	4	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	600	5	,	,	,
37060	600	6	a	a	DT
37060	600	7	curiosity	curiosity	NN
37060	600	8	.	.	.
37060	601	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	601	2	noted	note	VBD
37060	601	3	that	that	IN
37060	601	4	the	the	DT
37060	601	5	means	mean	NNS
37060	601	6	toward	toward	IN
37060	601	7	popularity	popularity	NN
37060	601	8	changed	change	VBN
37060	601	9	in	in	IN
37060	601	10	various	various	JJ
37060	601	11	age	age	NN
37060	601	12	groups	group	NNS
37060	601	13	and	and	CC
37060	601	14	social	social	JJ
37060	601	15	situations	situation	NNS
37060	601	16	.	.	.
37060	602	1	For	for	IN
37060	602	2	instance	instance	NN
37060	602	3	,	,	,
37060	602	4	during	during	IN
37060	602	5	the	the	DT
37060	602	6	initial	initial	JJ
37060	602	7	years	year	NNS
37060	602	8	of	of	IN
37060	602	9	grade	grade	NN
37060	602	10	school	school	NNP
37060	602	11	,	,	,
37060	602	12	one	one	PRP
37060	602	13	could	could	MD
37060	602	14	attain	attain	VB
37060	602	15	a	a	DT
37060	602	16	certain	certain	JJ
37060	602	17	degree	degree	NN
37060	602	18	of	of	IN
37060	602	19	popularity	popularity	NN
37060	602	20	through	through	IN
37060	602	21	excelling	excel	VBG
37060	602	22	academically	academically	RB
37060	602	23	.	.	.
37060	603	1	Since	since	IN
37060	603	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	603	3	was	be	VBD
37060	603	4	naturally	naturally	RB
37060	603	5	an	an	DT
37060	603	6	achiever	achiever	NN
37060	603	7	,	,	,
37060	603	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	603	9	received	receive	VBD
37060	603	10	a	a	DT
37060	603	11	fair	fair	JJ
37060	603	12	amount	amount	NN
37060	603	13	of	of	IN
37060	603	14	friendly	friendly	JJ
37060	603	15	attention	attention	NN
37060	603	16	through	through	IN
37060	603	17	these	these	DT
37060	603	18	years	year	NNS
37060	603	19	.	.	.
37060	604	1	With	with	IN
37060	604	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	604	3	fellow	fellow	JJ
37060	604	4	achievers	achiever	NNS
37060	604	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	604	6	competed	compete	VBD
37060	604	7	for	for	IN
37060	604	8	the	the	DT
37060	604	9	high	high	JJ
37060	604	10	score	score	NN
37060	604	11	which	which	WDT
37060	604	12	would	would	MD
37060	604	13	bring	bring	VB
37060	604	14	exaltation	exaltation	NN
37060	604	15	and	and	CC
37060	604	16	admiration	admiration	NN
37060	604	17	from	from	IN
37060	604	18	one	one	PRP
37060	604	19	's	's	POS
37060	604	20	peers	peer	NNS
37060	604	21	and	and	CC
37060	604	22	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	604	23	,	,	,
37060	604	24	and	and	CC
37060	604	25	had	have	VBD
37060	604	26	little	little	JJ
37060	604	27	difficulty	difficulty	NN
37060	604	28	holding	hold	VBG
37060	604	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	604	30	position	position	NN
37060	604	31	as	as	RB
37060	604	32	undefinably	undefinably	RB
37060	604	33	determined	determine	VBN
37060	604	34	by	by	IN
37060	604	35	the	the	DT
37060	604	36	class	class	NN
37060	604	37	.	.	.
37060	605	1	As	as	IN
37060	605	2	years	year	NNS
37060	605	3	passed	pass	VBD
37060	605	4	,	,	,
37060	605	5	the	the	DT
37060	605	6	more	more	RBR
37060	605	7	outgoing	outgoing	JJ
37060	605	8	personalities	personality	NNS
37060	605	9	reached	reach	VBD
37060	605	10	the	the	DT
37060	605	11	pillar	pillar	NN
37060	605	12	of	of	IN
37060	605	13	esteem	esteem	NN
37060	605	14	and	and	CC
37060	605	15	without	without	IN
37060	605	16	trauma	trauma	NN
37060	605	17	,	,	,
37060	605	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	605	19	settled	settle	VBD
37060	605	20	back	back	RP
37060	605	21	into	into	IN
37060	605	22	a	a	DT
37060	605	23	station	station	NN
37060	605	24	more	more	RBR
37060	605	25	agreeable	agreeable	JJ
37060	605	26	with	with	IN
37060	605	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	605	28	character	character	NN
37060	605	29	.	.	.
37060	606	1	If	if	IN
37060	606	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	606	3	was	be	VBD
37060	606	4	not	not	RB
37060	606	5	asked	ask	VBN
37060	606	6	to	to	IN
37060	606	7	a	a	DT
37060	606	8	party	party	NN
37060	606	9	or	or	CC
37060	606	10	special	special	JJ
37060	606	11	event	event	NN
37060	606	12	,	,	,
37060	606	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	606	14	felt	feel	VBD
37060	606	15	undeniably	undeniably	RB
37060	606	16	relieved	relieved	JJ
37060	606	17	;	;	:
37060	606	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	606	19	then	then	RB
37060	606	20	would	would	MD
37060	606	21	not	not	RB
37060	606	22	be	be	VB
37060	606	23	obliged	oblige	VBN
37060	606	24	to	to	TO
37060	606	25	listen	listen	VB
37060	606	26	to	to	IN
37060	606	27	the	the	DT
37060	606	28	inevitable	inevitable	JJ
37060	606	29	cutting	cut	VBG
37060	606	30	gossip	gossip	NN
37060	606	31	which	which	WDT
37060	606	32	always	always	RB
37060	606	33	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	606	34	to	to	TO
37060	606	35	accompany	accompany	VB
37060	606	36	closed	closed	JJ
37060	606	37	parties	party	NNS
37060	606	38	and	and	CC
37060	606	39	the	the	DT
37060	606	40	like	like	JJ
37060	606	41	.	.	.
37060	607	1	In	in	IN
37060	607	2	a	a	DT
37060	607	3	sense	sense	NN
37060	607	4	,	,	,
37060	607	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	607	6	could	could	MD
37060	607	7	have	have	VB
37060	607	8	been	be	VBN
37060	607	9	described	describe	VBN
37060	607	10	as	as	IN
37060	607	11	"	"	``
37060	607	12	everybody	everybody	NN
37060	607	13	's	's	POS
37060	607	14	friend	friend	NN
37060	607	15	and	and	CC
37060	607	16	mediator	mediator	NN
37060	607	17	,	,	,
37060	607	18	"	"	''
37060	607	19	as	as	IN
37060	607	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	607	21	never	never	RB
37060	607	22	chose	choose	VBD
37060	607	23	to	to	TO
37060	607	24	involve	involve	VB
37060	607	25	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	607	26	on	on	IN
37060	607	27	any	any	DT
37060	607	28	particular	particular	JJ
37060	607	29	side	side	NN
37060	607	30	of	of	IN
37060	607	31	a	a	DT
37060	607	32	dispute	dispute	NN
37060	607	33	,	,	,
37060	607	34	especially	especially	RB
37060	607	35	when	when	WRB
37060	607	36	the	the	DT
37060	607	37	two	two	CD
37060	607	38	sides	side	NNS
37060	607	39	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	607	40	equally	equally	RB
37060	607	41	at	at	IN
37060	607	42	fault	fault	NN
37060	607	43	.	.	.
37060	608	1	When	when	WRB
37060	608	2	two	two	CD
37060	608	3	friends	friend	NNS
37060	608	4	were	be	VBD
37060	608	5	not	not	RB
37060	608	6	on	on	IN
37060	608	7	speaking	speak	VBG
37060	608	8	terms	term	NNS
37060	608	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	608	10	would	would	MD
37060	608	11	both	both	RB
37060	608	12	speak	speak	VB
37060	608	13	to	to	IN
37060	608	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	608	15	;	;	:
37060	608	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	608	17	took	take	VBD
37060	608	18	care	care	NN
37060	608	19	to	to	TO
37060	608	20	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	608	21	asserting	assert	VBG
37060	608	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	608	23	views	view	NNS
37060	608	24	,	,	,
37060	608	25	electing	elect	VBG
37060	608	26	instead	instead	RB
37060	608	27	to	to	TO
37060	608	28	mechanically	mechanically	RB
37060	608	29	nod	nod	VB
37060	608	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	608	31	head	head	NN
37060	608	32	in	in	IN
37060	608	33	silence	silence	NN
37060	608	34	.	.	.
37060	609	1	Aside	aside	RB
37060	609	2	from	from	IN
37060	609	3	Mary	Mary	NNP
37060	609	4	and	and	CC
37060	609	5	a	a	DT
37060	609	6	handful	handful	NN
37060	609	7	of	of	IN
37060	609	8	others	other	NNS
37060	609	9	,	,	,
37060	609	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	609	11	believe	believe	VBP
37060	609	12	that	that	IN
37060	609	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	609	14	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	609	15	the	the	DT
37060	609	16	company	company	NN
37060	609	17	of	of	IN
37060	609	18	boys	boy	NNS
37060	609	19	over	over	IN
37060	609	20	girls	girl	NNS
37060	609	21	,	,	,
37060	609	22	possibly	possibly	RB
37060	609	23	because	because	IN
37060	609	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	609	25	personality	personality	NN
37060	609	26	was	be	VBD
37060	609	27	more	more	RBR
37060	609	28	consistent	consistent	JJ
37060	609	29	.	.	.
37060	610	1	In	in	IN
37060	610	2	most	most	JJS
37060	610	3	cases	case	NNS
37060	610	4	,	,	,
37060	610	5	a	a	DT
37060	610	6	friend	friend	NN
37060	610	7	on	on	IN
37060	610	8	Monday	Monday	NNP
37060	610	9	would	would	MD
37060	610	10	still	still	RB
37060	610	11	be	be	VB
37060	610	12	a	a	DT
37060	610	13	friend	friend	NN
37060	610	14	on	on	IN
37060	610	15	Tuesday	Tuesday	NNP
37060	610	16	.	.	.
37060	611	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	611	2	,	,	,
37060	611	3	boys	boy	NNS
37060	611	4	liked	like	VBD
37060	611	5	tromping	trompe	VBG
37060	611	6	through	through	IN
37060	611	7	the	the	DT
37060	611	8	woods	wood	NNS
37060	611	9	and	and	CC
37060	611	10	were	be	VBD
37060	611	11	usually	usually	RB
37060	611	12	not	not	RB
37060	611	13	squeamish	squeamish	JJ
37060	611	14	;	;	:
37060	611	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	611	16	had	have	VBD
37060	611	17	little	little	JJ
37060	611	18	tolerance	tolerance	NN
37060	611	19	for	for	IN
37060	611	20	those	those	DT
37060	611	21	who	who	WP
37060	611	22	panicked	panic	VBD
37060	611	23	at	at	IN
37060	611	24	the	the	DT
37060	611	25	sight	sight	NN
37060	611	26	of	of	IN
37060	611	27	an	an	DT
37060	611	28	insect	insect	NN
37060	611	29	.	.	.
37060	612	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	612	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	612	3	feared	fear	VBD
37060	612	4	only	only	RB
37060	612	5	spiders	spider	NNS
37060	612	6	,	,	,
37060	612	7	for	for	IN
37060	612	8	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	612	9	had	have	VBD
37060	612	10	a	a	DT
37060	612	11	nasty	nasty	JJ
37060	612	12	habit	habit	NN
37060	612	13	of	of	IN
37060	612	14	biting	bite	VBG
37060	612	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	612	16	at	at	IN
37060	612	17	night	night	NN
37060	612	18	while	while	IN
37060	612	19	sleeping	sleep	VBG
37060	612	20	.	.	.
37060	612	21	)	)	-RRB-
37060	613	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	613	2	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	613	3	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	613	4	coarser	coarser	NN
37060	613	5	sense	sense	NN
37060	613	6	of	of	IN
37060	613	7	humor	humor	NN
37060	613	8	(	(	-LRB-
37060	613	9	after	after	RB
37060	613	10	all	all	RB
37060	613	11	,	,	,
37060	613	12	gas	gas	NN
37060	613	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	613	14	funny	funny	JJ
37060	613	15	)	)	-RRB-
37060	613	16	!	!	.
37060	614	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	614	2	also	also	RB
37060	614	3	had	have	VBD
37060	614	4	a	a	DT
37060	614	5	high	high	JJ
37060	614	6	regard	regard	NN
37060	614	7	for	for	IN
37060	614	8	bravery	bravery	NN
37060	614	9	in	in	IN
37060	614	10	the	the	DT
37060	614	11	face	face	NN
37060	614	12	of	of	IN
37060	614	13	bodily	bodily	JJ
37060	614	14	injury	injury	NN
37060	614	15	;	;	,
37060	614	16	chronic	chronic	JJ
37060	614	17	whiners	whiner	NNS
37060	614	18	and	and	CC
37060	614	19	screamers	screamer	NNS
37060	614	20	won	win	VBD
37060	614	21	no	no	DT
37060	614	22	points	point	NNS
37060	614	23	with	with	IN
37060	614	24	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	614	25	.	.	.
37060	615	1	Although	although	IN
37060	615	2	the	the	DT
37060	615	3	rowdiness	rowdiness	NN
37060	615	4	of	of	IN
37060	615	5	certain	certain	JJ
37060	615	6	boys	boy	NNS
37060	615	7	initially	initially	RB
37060	615	8	caused	cause	VBD
37060	615	9	a	a	DT
37060	615	10	degree	degree	NN
37060	615	11	of	of	IN
37060	615	12	alarm	alarm	NN
37060	615	13	,	,	,
37060	615	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	615	15	was	be	VBD
37060	615	16	soon	soon	RB
37060	615	17	able	able	JJ
37060	615	18	to	to	TO
37060	615	19	relax	relax	VB
37060	615	20	and	and	CC
37060	615	21	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	615	22	the	the	DT
37060	615	23	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	615	24	afforded	afford	VBN
37060	615	25	by	by	IN
37060	615	26	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	615	27	more	more	JJR
37060	615	28	self	self	NN
37060	615	29	-	-	HYPH
37060	615	30	assured	assure	VBN
37060	615	31	personalities	personality	NNS
37060	615	32	.	.	.
37060	616	1	The	the	DT
37060	616	2	boys	boy	NNS
37060	616	3	which	which	WDT
37060	616	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	616	5	encountered	encounter	VBD
37060	616	6	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	616	7	more	more	RBR
37060	616	8	eager	eager	JJ
37060	616	9	to	to	TO
37060	616	10	accept	accept	VB
37060	616	11	people	people	NNS
37060	616	12	,	,	,
37060	616	13	whereas	whereas	IN
37060	616	14	girls	girl	NNS
37060	616	15	were	be	VBD
37060	616	16	prone	prone	JJ
37060	616	17	toward	toward	IN
37060	616	18	competition	competition	NN
37060	616	19	with	with	IN
37060	616	20	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	616	21	own	own	JJ
37060	616	22	sex	sex	NN
37060	616	23	and	and	CC
37060	616	24	,	,	,
37060	616	25	consequently	consequently	RB
37060	616	26	,	,	,
37060	616	27	more	more	JJR
37060	616	28	apt	apt	JJ
37060	616	29	to	to	TO
37060	616	30	foster	foster	JJ
37060	616	31	petty	petty	JJ
37060	616	32	jealousies	jealousy	NNS
37060	616	33	and	and	CC
37060	616	34	complaints	complaint	NNS
37060	616	35	.	.	.
37060	617	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	617	2	,	,	,
37060	617	3	because	because	IN
37060	617	4	of	of	IN
37060	617	5	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	617	6	inability	inability	NN
37060	617	7	to	to	TO
37060	617	8	inflict	inflict	VB
37060	617	9	any	any	DT
37060	617	10	serious	serious	JJ
37060	617	11	injury	injury	NN
37060	617	12	other	other	JJ
37060	617	13	than	than	IN
37060	617	14	the	the	DT
37060	617	15	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	617	16	type	type	NN
37060	617	17	,	,	,
37060	617	18	many	many	JJ
37060	617	19	girls	girl	NNS
37060	617	20	gained	gain	VBD
37060	617	21	mastery	mastery	NN
37060	617	22	over	over	IN
37060	617	23	painfully	painfully	RB
37060	617	24	judgmental	judgmental	JJ
37060	617	25	tongues	tongue	NNS
37060	617	26	and	and	CC
37060	617	27	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	617	28	to	to	TO
37060	617	29	relish	relish	VB
37060	617	30	the	the	DT
37060	617	31	mental	mental	JJ
37060	617	32	pandemonium	pandemonium	NN
37060	617	33	to	to	IN
37060	617	34	which	which	WDT
37060	617	35	one	one	NN
37060	617	36	was	be	VBD
37060	617	37	subjected	subject	VBN
37060	617	38	upon	upon	IN
37060	617	39	the	the	DT
37060	617	40	most	most	RBS
37060	617	41	trivial	trivial	JJ
37060	617	42	misunderstanding	misunderstanding	NN
37060	617	43	.	.	.
37060	618	1	To	to	TO
37060	618	2	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	618	3	a	a	DT
37060	618	4	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	618	5	,	,	,
37060	618	6	one	one	PRP
37060	618	7	must	must	MD
37060	618	8	have	have	VB
37060	618	9	unrelenting	unrelenting	JJ
37060	618	10	endurance	endurance	NN
37060	618	11	,	,	,
37060	618	12	yet	yet	RB
37060	618	13	should	should	MD
37060	618	14	never	never	RB
37060	618	15	need	need	VB
37060	618	16	the	the	DT
37060	618	17	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	618	18	of	of	IN
37060	618	19	another	another	DT
37060	618	20	so	so	RB
37060	618	21	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	618	22	as	as	IN
37060	618	23	to	to	TO
37060	618	24	justify	justify	VB
37060	618	25	the	the	DT
37060	618	26	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	618	27	of	of	IN
37060	618	28	a	a	DT
37060	618	29	flagrantly	flagrantly	RB
37060	618	30	inconsistent	inconsistent	JJ
37060	618	31	personality	personality	NN
37060	618	32	.	.	.
37060	619	1	If	if	IN
37060	619	2	one	one	CD
37060	619	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	619	4	unwilling	unwilling	JJ
37060	619	5	to	to	TO
37060	619	6	firmly	firmly	RB
37060	619	7	entrench	entrench	VB
37060	619	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	619	9	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	619	10	toward	toward	IN
37060	619	11	another	another	DT
37060	619	12	,	,	,
37060	619	13	the	the	DT
37060	619	14	resulting	result	VBG
37060	619	15	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	619	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	619	17	grossly	grossly	RB
37060	619	18	mismatched	mismatch	VBN
37060	619	19	.	.	.
37060	620	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	620	2	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	620	3	grew	grow	VBD
37060	620	4	weary	weary	JJ
37060	620	5	of	of	IN
37060	620	6	"	"	``
37060	620	7	friends	friend	NNS
37060	620	8	"	"	''
37060	620	9	who	who	WP
37060	620	10	would	would	MD
37060	620	11	,	,	,
37060	620	12	for	for	IN
37060	620	13	no	no	DT
37060	620	14	better	well	JJR
37060	620	15	reason	reason	NN
37060	620	16	than	than	IN
37060	620	17	the	the	DT
37060	620	18	excitement	excitement	NN
37060	620	19	begotten	begotten	NN
37060	620	20	of	of	IN
37060	620	21	such	such	JJ
37060	620	22	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	620	23	,	,	,
37060	620	24	decide	decide	VB
37060	620	25	to	to	TO
37060	620	26	ostracize	ostracize	VB
37060	620	27	one	one	CD
37060	620	28	member	member	NN
37060	620	29	of	of	IN
37060	620	30	the	the	DT
37060	620	31	"	"	``
37060	620	32	group	group	NN
37060	620	33	"	"	''
37060	620	34	for	for	IN
37060	620	35	an	an	DT
37060	620	36	undetermined	undetermined	JJ
37060	620	37	length	length	NN
37060	620	38	of	of	IN
37060	620	39	time	time	NN
37060	620	40	,	,	,
37060	620	41	during	during	IN
37060	620	42	which	which	WDT
37060	620	43	the	the	DT
37060	620	44	hapless	hapless	JJ
37060	620	45	individual	individual	NN
37060	620	46	would	would	MD
37060	620	47	endure	endure	VB
37060	620	48	a	a	DT
37060	620	49	prickly	prickly	JJ
37060	620	50	barrier	barrier	NN
37060	620	51	of	of	IN
37060	620	52	silence	silence	NN
37060	620	53	,	,	,
37060	620	54	piqued	pique	VBN
37060	620	55	by	by	IN
37060	620	56	icy	icy	NN
37060	620	57	stares	stare	NNS
37060	620	58	and	and	CC
37060	620	59	inaudible	inaudible	JJ
37060	620	60	gossip	gossip	NN
37060	620	61	.	.	.
37060	621	1	Some	some	DT
37060	621	2	of	of	IN
37060	621	3	the	the	DT
37060	621	4	victims	victim	NNS
37060	621	5	would	would	MD
37060	621	6	beg	beg	VB
37060	621	7	or	or	CC
37060	621	8	cry	cry	VB
37060	621	9	to	to	TO
37060	621	10	be	be	VB
37060	621	11	forgiven	forgive	VBN
37060	621	12	for	for	IN
37060	621	13	the	the	DT
37060	621	14	guiltless	guiltless	NN
37060	621	15	crime	crime	NN
37060	621	16	that	that	WDT
37060	621	17	evoked	evoke	VBD
37060	621	18	the	the	DT
37060	621	19	group	group	NN
37060	621	20	's	's	POS
37060	621	21	sudden	sudden	JJ
37060	621	22	disfavor	disfavor	NN
37060	621	23	.	.	.
37060	622	1	Generally	generally	RB
37060	622	2	,	,	,
37060	622	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	622	4	was	be	VBD
37060	622	5	completely	completely	RB
37060	622	6	baffled	baffle	VBN
37060	622	7	and	and	CC
37060	622	8	rather	rather	RB
37060	622	9	amused	amuse	VBN
37060	622	10	when	when	WRB
37060	622	11	the	the	DT
37060	622	12	disfavor	disfavor	NN
37060	622	13	fell	fall	VBD
37060	622	14	upon	upon	IN
37060	622	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	622	16	,	,	,
37060	622	17	and	and	CC
37060	622	18	,	,	,
37060	622	19	knowing	know	VBG
37060	622	20	that	that	IN
37060	622	21	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	622	22	would	would	MD
37060	622	23	hasten	hasten	VB
37060	622	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	622	25	reacceptance	reacceptance	NN
37060	622	26	into	into	IN
37060	622	27	the	the	DT
37060	622	28	group	group	NN
37060	622	29	,	,	,
37060	622	30	would	would	MD
37060	622	31	calmly	calmly	RB
37060	622	32	go	go	VB
37060	622	33	about	about	IN
37060	622	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	622	35	business	business	NN
37060	622	36	until	until	IN
37060	622	37	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	622	38	decided	decide	VBD
37060	622	39	that	that	IN
37060	622	40	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	622	41	once	once	RB
37060	622	42	again	again	RB
37060	622	43	merited	merit	VBD
37060	622	44	good	good	JJ
37060	622	45	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	622	46	.	.	.
37060	623	1	One	one	CD
37060	623	2	of	of	IN
37060	623	3	the	the	DT
37060	623	4	most	most	RBS
37060	623	5	revolting	revolting	JJ
37060	623	6	instances	instance	NNS
37060	623	7	that	that	WDT
37060	623	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	623	9	remember	remember	VBP
37060	623	10	pertaining	pertain	VBG
37060	623	11	to	to	IN
37060	623	12	the	the	DT
37060	623	13	above	above	JJ
37060	623	14	dissertation	dissertation	NN
37060	623	15	was	be	VBD
37060	623	16	eating	eat	VBG
37060	623	17	at	at	IN
37060	623	18	a	a	DT
37060	623	19	"	"	``
37060	623	20	friend	friend	NN
37060	623	21	's	's	POS
37060	623	22	"	"	''
37060	623	23	house	house	NN
37060	623	24	for	for	IN
37060	623	25	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	623	26	.	.	.
37060	624	1	Because	because	IN
37060	624	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	624	3	mom	mom	NN
37060	624	4	was	be	VBD
37060	624	5	working	work	VBG
37060	624	6	,	,	,
37060	624	7	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	624	8	thought	think	VBD
37060	624	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	624	10	would	would	MD
37060	624	11	be	be	VB
37060	624	12	more	more	JJR
37060	624	13	to	to	IN
37060	624	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	624	15	liking	liking	NN
37060	624	16	if	if	IN
37060	624	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	624	18	would	would	MD
37060	624	19	spend	spend	VB
37060	624	20	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	624	21	hour	hour	NN
37060	624	22	at	at	IN
37060	624	23	the	the	DT
37060	624	24	house	house	NN
37060	624	25	of	of	IN
37060	624	26	a	a	DT
37060	624	27	friend	friend	NN
37060	624	28	or	or	CC
37060	624	29	neighbor	neighbor	NN
37060	624	30	.	.	.
37060	625	1	A	a	DT
37060	625	2	fee	fee	NN
37060	625	3	was	be	VBD
37060	625	4	established	establish	VBN
37060	625	5	for	for	IN
37060	625	6	this	this	DT
37060	625	7	service	service	NN
37060	625	8	,	,	,
37060	625	9	yet	yet	CC
37060	625	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	625	11	was	be	VBD
37060	625	12	rallied	rally	VBN
37060	625	13	around	around	IN
37060	625	14	the	the	DT
37060	625	15	area	area	NN
37060	625	16	,	,	,
37060	625	17	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	625	18	finding	find	VBG
37060	625	19	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	625	20	at	at	IN
37060	625	21	the	the	DT
37060	625	22	house	house	NN
37060	625	23	of	of	IN
37060	625	24	a	a	DT
37060	625	25	schoolmate	schoolmate	NN
37060	625	26	.	.	.
37060	626	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	626	2	usually	usually	RB
37060	626	3	was	be	VBD
37060	626	4	one	one	CD
37060	626	5	of	of	IN
37060	626	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	626	7	school	school	NN
37060	626	8	chums	chum	NNS
37060	626	9	,	,	,
37060	626	10	so	so	CC
37060	626	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	626	12	rather	rather	RB
37060	626	13	looked	look	VBD
37060	626	14	forward	forward	RB
37060	626	15	to	to	IN
37060	626	16	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	626	17	sharing	share	VBG
37060	626	18	this	this	DT
37060	626	19	additional	additional	JJ
37060	626	20	time	time	NN
37060	626	21	together	together	RB
37060	626	22	;	;	:
37060	626	23	how	how	WRB
37060	626	24	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	626	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	626	26	assumptions	assumption	NNS
37060	626	27	proved	prove	VBN
37060	626	28	to	to	TO
37060	626	29	be	be	VB
37060	626	30	!	!	.
37060	627	1	Soon	soon	RB
37060	627	2	after	after	IN
37060	627	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	627	4	began	begin	VBD
37060	627	5	eating	eat	VBG
37060	627	6	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	627	7	at	at	IN
37060	627	8	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	627	9	house	house	NN
37060	627	10	,	,	,
37060	627	11	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	627	12	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	627	13	decided	decide	VBD
37060	627	14	to	to	TO
37060	627	15	hold	hold	VB
37060	627	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	627	17	in	in	IN
37060	627	18	ill	ill	JJ
37060	627	19	regard	regard	NN
37060	627	20	.	.	.
37060	628	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	628	2	refused	refuse	VBD
37060	628	3	to	to	TO
37060	628	4	speak	speak	VB
37060	628	5	to	to	IN
37060	628	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	628	7	at	at	IN
37060	628	8	the	the	DT
37060	628	9	table	table	NN
37060	628	10	,	,	,
37060	628	11	and	and	CC
37060	628	12	gained	gain	VBD
37060	628	13	the	the	DT
37060	628	14	further	further	JJ
37060	628	15	assistance	assistance	NN
37060	628	16	of	of	IN
37060	628	17	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	628	18	older	old	JJR
37060	628	19	brother	brother	NN
37060	628	20	to	to	TO
37060	628	21	make	make	VB
37060	628	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	628	23	stay	stay	NN
37060	628	24	twice	twice	RB
37060	628	25	as	as	IN
37060	628	26	uncomfortable	uncomfortable	JJ
37060	628	27	.	.	.
37060	629	1	The	the	DT
37060	629	2	only	only	JJ
37060	629	3	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	629	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	629	5	was	be	VBD
37060	629	6	able	able	JJ
37060	629	7	to	to	TO
37060	629	8	gather	gather	VB
37060	629	9	was	be	VBD
37060	629	10	that	that	DT
37060	629	11	of	of	IN
37060	629	12	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	629	13	amiable	amiable	JJ
37060	629	14	mother	mother	NN
37060	629	15	,	,	,
37060	629	16	and	and	CC
37060	629	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	629	18	was	be	VBD
37060	629	19	only	only	RB
37060	629	20	too	too	RB
37060	629	21	glad	glad	JJ
37060	629	22	to	to	TO
37060	629	23	know	know	VB
37060	629	24	that	that	IN
37060	629	25	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	629	26	understood	understand	VBD
37060	629	27	the	the	DT
37060	629	28	hatefulness	hatefulness	NN
37060	629	29	of	of	IN
37060	629	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	629	31	situation	situation	NN
37060	629	32	.	.	.
37060	630	1	Although	although	IN
37060	630	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	630	3	ignored	ignore	VBD
37060	630	4	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	630	5	stupidity	stupidity	NN
37060	630	6	as	as	IN
37060	630	7	best	best	RB
37060	630	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	630	9	could	could	MD
37060	630	10	,	,	,
37060	630	11	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	630	12	was	be	VBD
37060	630	13	not	not	RB
37060	630	14	a	a	DT
37060	630	15	thing	thing	NN
37060	630	16	which	which	WDT
37060	630	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	630	18	looked	look	VBD
37060	630	19	forward	forward	RB
37060	630	20	to	to	IN
37060	630	21	under	under	IN
37060	630	22	those	those	DT
37060	630	23	conditions	condition	NNS
37060	630	24	and	and	CC
37060	630	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	630	26	once	once	RB
37060	630	27	again	again	RB
37060	630	28	changed	change	VBD
37060	630	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	630	30	noontime	noontime	NN
37060	630	31	regimen	regimen	NN
37060	630	32	so	so	IN
37060	630	33	as	as	IN
37060	630	34	to	to	TO
37060	630	35	facilitate	facilitate	VB
37060	630	36	a	a	DT
37060	630	37	better	well	JJR
37060	630	38	appetite	appetite	NN
37060	630	39	.	.	.
37060	631	1	No	no	RB
37060	631	2	longer	long	RBR
37060	631	3	having	have	VBG
37060	631	4	to	to	TO
37060	631	5	share	share	VB
37060	631	6	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	631	7	mother	mother	NN
37060	631	8	on	on	IN
37060	631	9	a	a	DT
37060	631	10	daily	daily	JJ
37060	631	11	basis	basis	NN
37060	631	12	,	,	,
37060	631	13	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	631	14	soon	soon	RB
37060	631	15	restored	restore	VBD
37060	631	16	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	631	17	"	"	``
37060	631	18	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	631	19	.	.	.
37060	631	20	"	"	''
37060	632	1	If	if	IN
37060	632	2	one	one	PRP
37060	632	3	can	can	MD
37060	632	4	ignore	ignore	VB
37060	632	5	such	such	JJ
37060	632	6	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	632	7	,	,	,
37060	632	8	the	the	DT
37060	632	9	wrath	wrath	NN
37060	632	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	632	11	more	more	RBR
37060	632	12	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	632	13	abandoned	abandon	VBN
37060	632	14	.	.	.
37060	633	1	Affairs	affair	NNS
37060	633	2	such	such	JJ
37060	633	3	as	as	IN
37060	633	4	these	these	DT
37060	633	5	reflect	reflect	VBP
37060	633	6	badly	badly	RB
37060	633	7	on	on	IN
37060	633	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	633	9	initiators	initiator	NNS
37060	633	10	;	;	:
37060	633	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	633	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	633	13	sad	sad	JJ
37060	633	14	that	that	IN
37060	633	15	pointless	pointless	JJ
37060	633	16	wars	war	NNS
37060	633	17	must	must	MD
37060	633	18	be	be	VB
37060	633	19	waged	wage	VBN
37060	633	20	to	to	TO
37060	633	21	win	win	VB
37060	633	22	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	633	23	,	,	,
37060	633	24	but	but	CC
37060	633	25	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	633	26	these	these	DT
37060	633	27	are	be	VBP
37060	633	28	an	an	DT
37060	633	29	intrinsic	intrinsic	JJ
37060	633	30	facet	facet	NN
37060	633	31	of	of	IN
37060	633	32	early	early	JJ
37060	633	33	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	633	34	for	for	IN
37060	633	35	certain	certain	JJ
37060	633	36	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	633	37	.	.	.
37060	634	1	Personally	personally	RB
37060	634	2	,	,	,
37060	634	3	if	if	IN
37060	634	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	634	5	have	have	VBP
37060	634	6	to	to	TO
37060	634	7	alienate	alienate	VB
37060	634	8	a	a	DT
37060	634	9	friend	friend	NN
37060	634	10	to	to	TO
37060	634	11	insure	insure	VB
37060	634	12	that	that	IN
37060	634	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	634	14	would	would	MD
37060	634	15	be	be	VB
37060	634	16	loyal	loyal	JJ
37060	634	17	to	to	IN
37060	634	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	634	19	,	,	,
37060	634	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	634	21	would	would	MD
37060	634	22	rather	rather	RB
37060	634	23	bury	bury	VB
37060	634	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	634	25	head	head	NN
37060	634	26	in	in	IN
37060	634	27	the	the	DT
37060	634	28	sand	sand	NN
37060	634	29	.	.	.
37060	635	1	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	635	2	school	school	NNP
37060	635	3	was	be	VBD
37060	635	4	the	the	DT
37060	635	5	place	place	NN
37060	635	6	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	635	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	635	8	experienced	experience	VBD
37060	635	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	635	10	first	first	JJ
37060	635	11	taste	taste	NN
37060	635	12	of	of	IN
37060	635	13	romance	romance	NN
37060	635	14	.	.	.
37060	636	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	636	2	initial	initial	JJ
37060	636	3	spark	spark	NN
37060	636	4	was	be	VBD
37060	636	5	in	in	IN
37060	636	6	second	second	JJ
37060	636	7	grade	grade	NN
37060	636	8	;	;	:
37060	636	9	although	although	IN
37060	636	10	the	the	DT
37060	636	11	boy	boy	NN
37060	636	12	and	and	CC
37060	636	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	636	14	were	be	VBD
37060	636	15	so	so	RB
37060	636	16	shy	shy	JJ
37060	636	17	that	that	IN
37060	636	18	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	636	19	were	be	VBD
37060	636	20	not	not	RB
37060	636	21	on	on	IN
37060	636	22	speaking	speak	VBG
37060	636	23	terms	term	NNS
37060	636	24	,	,	,
37060	636	25	the	the	DT
37060	636	26	flame	flame	NN
37060	636	27	kindled	kindle	VBD
37060	636	28	for	for	IN
37060	636	29	many	many	JJ
37060	636	30	months	month	NNS
37060	636	31	,	,	,
37060	636	32	during	during	IN
37060	636	33	which	which	WDT
37060	636	34	time	time	NN
37060	636	35	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	636	36	would	would	MD
37060	636	37	smile	smile	VB
37060	636	38	at	at	IN
37060	636	39	each	each	DT
37060	636	40	other	other	JJ
37060	636	41	sheepishly	sheepishly	RB
37060	636	42	and	and	CC
37060	636	43	flush	flush	VBP
37060	636	44	with	with	IN
37060	636	45	embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	636	46	when	when	WRB
37060	636	47	,	,	,
37060	636	48	in	in	IN
37060	636	49	gym	gym	NN
37060	636	50	class	class	NN
37060	636	51	,	,	,
37060	636	52	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	636	53	were	be	VBD
37060	636	54	square	square	JJ
37060	636	55	dance	dance	NN
37060	636	56	partners	partner	NNS
37060	636	57	and	and	CC
37060	636	58	momentarily	momentarily	RB
37060	636	59	held	hold	VBD
37060	636	60	hands	hand	NNS
37060	636	61	.	.	.
37060	637	1	Our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	637	2	romance	romance	NN
37060	637	3	was	be	VBD
37060	637	4	sporadic	sporadic	JJ
37060	637	5	through	through	IN
37060	637	6	the	the	DT
37060	637	7	years	year	NNS
37060	637	8	,	,	,
37060	637	9	but	but	CC
37060	637	10	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	637	11	peak	peak	NN
37060	637	12	was	be	VBD
37060	637	13	reached	reach	VBN
37060	637	14	in	in	IN
37060	637	15	fifth	fifth	JJ
37060	637	16	grade	grade	NN
37060	637	17	.	.	.
37060	638	1	By	by	IN
37060	638	2	that	that	DT
37060	638	3	time	time	NN
37060	638	4	,	,	,
37060	638	5	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	638	6	actually	actually	RB
37060	638	7	conversed	converse	VBD
37060	638	8	and	and	CC
37060	638	9	spent	spend	VBD
37060	638	10	time	time	NN
37060	638	11	in	in	IN
37060	638	12	each	each	DT
37060	638	13	other	other	JJ
37060	638	14	's	's	POS
37060	638	15	company	company	NN
37060	638	16	,	,	,
37060	638	17	which	which	WDT
37060	638	18	greatly	greatly	RB
37060	638	19	aided	aid	VBD
37060	638	20	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	638	21	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	638	22	.	.	.
37060	639	1	Soon	soon	RB
37060	639	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	639	3	became	become	VBD
37060	639	4	apparent	apparent	JJ
37060	639	5	to	to	IN
37060	639	6	both	both	DT
37060	639	7	of	of	IN
37060	639	8	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	639	9	that	that	IN
37060	639	10	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	639	11	interest	interest	NN
37060	639	12	had	have	VBD
37060	639	13	progressed	progress	VBN
37060	639	14	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	639	15	the	the	DT
37060	639	16	platonic	platonic	JJ
37060	639	17	level	level	NN
37060	639	18	.	.	.
37060	640	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	640	2	10	10	CD
37060	640	3	,	,	,
37060	640	4	1973	1973	CD
37060	640	5	...	...	.
37060	641	1	Went	go	VBD
37060	641	2	to	to	IN
37060	641	3	school	school	NN
37060	641	4	.	.	.
37060	642	1	Made	make	VBN
37060	642	2	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	642	3	for	for	IN
37060	642	4	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	642	5	.	.	.
37060	643	1	Went	go	VBD
37060	643	2	skating	skate	VBG
37060	643	3	with	with	IN
37060	643	4	B.	B.	NNP
37060	644	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	644	2	a	a	DT
37060	644	3	lot	lot	NN
37060	644	4	of	of	IN
37060	644	5	fun	fun	JJ
37060	644	6	skating	skating	NN
37060	644	7	.	.	.
37060	645	1	Played	Played	NNP
37060	645	2	"	"	``
37060	645	3	go	go	VB
37060	645	4	fetch	fetch	NN
37060	645	5	"	"	''
37060	645	6	with	with	IN
37060	645	7	ice	ice	NN
37060	645	8	.	.	.
37060	646	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	646	2	15	15	CD
37060	646	3	,	,	,
37060	646	4	1973	1973	CD
37060	646	5	...	...	NFP
37060	646	6	After	after	IN
37060	646	7	Valentine	Valentine	NNP
37060	646	8	's	's	POS
37060	646	9	Day	Day	NNP
37060	646	10	...	...	:
37060	646	11	B.	B.	NNP
37060	646	12	gave	give	VBD
37060	646	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	646	14	a	a	DT
37060	646	15	really	really	RB
37060	646	16	funny	funny	JJ
37060	646	17	valentine	valentine	NN
37060	646	18	(	(	-LRB-
37060	646	19	A	a	DT
37060	646	20	drawing	drawing	NN
37060	646	21	of	of	IN
37060	646	22	a	a	DT
37060	646	23	heart	heart	NN
37060	646	24	)	)	-RRB-
37060	646	25	.	.	.
37060	647	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	648	1	14	14	CD
37060	648	2	,	,	,
37060	648	3	1973	1973	CD
37060	648	4	...	...	:
37060	648	5	B.	B.	NNP
37060	648	6	brought	bring	VBD
37060	648	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	648	8	a	a	DT
37060	648	9	5-pack	5-pack	CD
37060	648	10	(	(	-LRB-
37060	648	11	of	of	IN
37060	648	12	)	)	-RRB-
37060	648	13	bubble	bubble	NN
37060	648	14	gum	gum	NN
37060	648	15	from	from	IN
37060	648	16	T.D.	T.D.	NNP
37060	649	1	who	who	WP
37060	649	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	649	3	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	649	4	school	school	NN
37060	649	5	and	and	CC
37060	649	6	going	go	VBG
37060	649	7	to	to	IN
37060	649	8	Tenn.	Tennessee	NNP
37060	650	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	650	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	650	3	still	still	RB
37060	650	4	sick	sick	JJ
37060	650	5	.	.	.
37060	651	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	652	1	30	30	CD
37060	652	2	,	,	,
37060	652	3	1973	1973	CD
37060	652	4	...	...	NFP
37060	652	5	After	after	IN
37060	652	6	supper	supper	NN
37060	652	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	652	8	went	go	VBD
37060	652	9	outside	outside	RB
37060	652	10	and	and	CC
37060	652	11	played	play	VBD
37060	652	12	a	a	DT
37060	652	13	kick	kick	VB
37060	652	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	652	15	ball	ball	NN
37060	652	16	game	game	NN
37060	652	17	with	with	IN
37060	652	18	S.	S.	NNP
37060	652	19	and	and	CC
37060	652	20	B.	B.	NNP
37060	653	1	B	B	NNP
37060	653	2	gave	give	VBD
37060	653	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	653	4	a	a	DT
37060	653	5	real	real	RB
37060	653	6	pretty	pretty	JJ
37060	653	7	rock	rock	NN
37060	653	8	(	(	-LRB-
37060	653	9	quartz	quartz	NN
37060	653	10	)	)	-RRB-
37060	653	11	.	.	.
37060	654	1	Then	then	RB
37060	654	2	B.	B.	NNP
37060	654	3	and	and	CC
37060	654	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	654	5	played	play	VBD
37060	654	6	a	a	DT
37060	654	7	game	game	NN
37060	654	8	and	and	CC
37060	654	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	654	10	talked	talk	VBD
37060	654	11	a	a	DT
37060	654	12	little	little	JJ
37060	654	13	until	until	IN
37060	654	14	7:30	7:30	CD
37060	654	15	.	.	.
37060	655	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	655	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	655	3	like	like	VBP
37060	655	4	B.	B.	NNP
37060	655	5	)	)	-RRB-
37060	656	1	April	April	NNP
37060	656	2	10	10	CD
37060	656	3	,	,	,
37060	656	4	1973	1973	CD
37060	656	5	...	...	.
37060	657	1	School	school	NN
37060	657	2	...	...	:
37060	657	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	657	4	had	have	VBD
37060	657	5	practice	practice	NN
37060	657	6	for	for	IN
37060	657	7	the	the	DT
37060	657	8	style	style	NN
37060	657	9	show	show	NN
37060	657	10	.	.	.
37060	658	1	B.	B.	NNP
37060	658	2	came	come	VBD
37060	658	3	and	and	CC
37060	658	4	watched	watch	VBD
37060	658	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	658	6	!	!	.
37060	659	1	The	the	DT
37060	659	2	climax	climax	NN
37060	659	3	of	of	IN
37060	659	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	659	5	romantic	romantic	JJ
37060	659	6	fling	fling	NN
37060	659	7	was	be	VBD
37060	659	8	during	during	IN
37060	659	9	a	a	DT
37060	659	10	field	field	NN
37060	659	11	trip	trip	NN
37060	659	12	to	to	IN
37060	659	13	the	the	DT
37060	659	14	local	local	JJ
37060	659	15	arsenal	arsenal	NN
37060	659	16	.	.	.
37060	660	1	Our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	660	2	class	class	NN
37060	660	3	boarded	board	VBD
37060	660	4	a	a	DT
37060	660	5	school	school	NN
37060	660	6	bus	bus	NN
37060	660	7	,	,	,
37060	660	8	and	and	CC
37060	660	9	side	side	NN
37060	660	10	by	by	IN
37060	660	11	side	side	NN
37060	660	12	,	,	,
37060	660	13	B.	B.	NNP
37060	660	14	and	and	CC
37060	660	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	660	16	rode	ride	VBD
37060	660	17	to	to	IN
37060	660	18	the	the	DT
37060	660	19	site	site	NN
37060	660	20	of	of	IN
37060	660	21	the	the	DT
37060	660	22	old	old	JJ
37060	660	23	artilleries	artillery	NNS
37060	660	24	,	,	,
37060	660	25	very	very	RB
37060	660	26	much	much	RB
37060	660	27	aware	aware	JJ
37060	660	28	of	of	IN
37060	660	29	the	the	DT
37060	660	30	other	other	JJ
37060	660	31	and	and	CC
37060	660	32	bashfully	bashfully	RB
37060	660	33	enamored	enamor	VBD
37060	660	34	.	.	.
37060	661	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	661	2	were	be	VBD
37060	661	3	also	also	RB
37060	661	4	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	661	5	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	661	6	for	for	IN
37060	661	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	661	8	had	have	VBD
37060	661	9	been	be	VBN
37060	661	10	rumored	rumor	VBN
37060	661	11	that	that	IN
37060	661	12	B.	B.	NNP
37060	661	13	was	be	VBD
37060	661	14	going	go	VBG
37060	661	15	to	to	TO
37060	661	16	give	give	VB
37060	661	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	661	18	a	a	DT
37060	661	19	ring	ring	NN
37060	661	20	.	.	.
37060	662	1	Upon	upon	IN
37060	662	2	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	662	3	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	662	4	at	at	IN
37060	662	5	the	the	DT
37060	662	6	Arsenal	Arsenal	NNP
37060	662	7	,	,	,
37060	662	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	662	9	all	all	DT
37060	662	10	piled	pile	VBD
37060	662	11	out	out	RP
37060	662	12	onto	onto	IN
37060	662	13	the	the	DT
37060	662	14	neatly	neatly	RB
37060	662	15	clipped	clip	VBN
37060	662	16	government	government	NN
37060	662	17	lawns	lawn	NNS
37060	662	18	and	and	CC
37060	662	19	prepared	prepare	VBD
37060	662	20	for	for	IN
37060	662	21	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	662	22	tour	tour	NN
37060	662	23	.	.	.
37060	663	1	The	the	DT
37060	663	2	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	663	3	progressed	progress	VBD
37060	663	4	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	663	5	,	,	,
37060	663	6	and	and	CC
37060	663	7	B.	B.	NNP
37060	663	8	and	and	CC
37060	663	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	663	10	were	be	VBD
37060	663	11	continually	continually	RB
37060	663	12	surrounded	surround	VBN
37060	663	13	by	by	IN
37060	663	14	a	a	DT
37060	663	15	mass	mass	NN
37060	663	16	of	of	IN
37060	663	17	fellow	fellow	JJ
37060	663	18	classmates	classmate	NNS
37060	663	19	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	663	20	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	663	21	surveyance	surveyance	NN
37060	663	22	of	of	IN
37060	663	23	guns	gun	NNS
37060	663	24	,	,	,
37060	663	25	cannons	cannon	NNS
37060	663	26	,	,	,
37060	663	27	and	and	CC
37060	663	28	assorted	assorted	JJ
37060	663	29	weapons	weapon	NNS
37060	663	30	.	.	.
37060	664	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	664	2	saw	see	VBD
37060	664	3	no	no	DT
37060	664	4	ring	ring	NN
37060	664	5	,	,	,
37060	664	6	and	and	CC
37060	664	7	felt	feel	VBD
37060	664	8	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	664	9	relieved	relieved	JJ
37060	664	10	,	,	,
37060	664	11	being	be	VBG
37060	664	12	a	a	DT
37060	664	13	private	private	JJ
37060	664	14	person	person	NN
37060	664	15	who	who	WP
37060	664	16	disliked	dislike	VBD
37060	664	17	drawing	draw	VBG
37060	664	18	attention	attention	NN
37060	664	19	to	to	IN
37060	664	20	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	664	21	,	,	,
37060	664	22	especially	especially	RB
37060	664	23	when	when	WRB
37060	664	24	that	that	DT
37060	664	25	attention	attention	NN
37060	664	26	included	include	VBD
37060	664	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	664	28	boyfriend	boyfriend	NN
37060	664	29	.	.	.
37060	665	1	As	as	IN
37060	665	2	the	the	DT
37060	665	3	tour	tour	NN
37060	665	4	drew	draw	VBD
37060	665	5	to	to	IN
37060	665	6	a	a	DT
37060	665	7	close	close	NN
37060	665	8	,	,	,
37060	665	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	665	10	were	be	VBD
37060	665	11	shown	show	VBN
37060	665	12	the	the	DT
37060	665	13	final	final	JJ
37060	665	14	points	point	NNS
37060	665	15	of	of	IN
37060	665	16	interest	interest	NN
37060	665	17	.	.	.
37060	666	1	One	one	CD
37060	666	2	was	be	VBD
37060	666	3	a	a	DT
37060	666	4	large	large	JJ
37060	666	5	tank	tank	NN
37060	666	6	which	which	WDT
37060	666	7	each	each	DT
37060	666	8	student	student	NN
37060	666	9	either	either	CC
37060	666	10	climbed	climb	VBD
37060	666	11	upon	upon	IN
37060	666	12	or	or	CC
37060	666	13	gawked	gawk	VBD
37060	666	14	at	at	IN
37060	666	15	disinterestedly	disinterestedly	RB
37060	666	16	,	,	,
37060	666	17	as	as	IN
37060	666	18	per	per	IN
37060	666	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	666	20	or	or	CC
37060	666	21	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	666	22	general	general	JJ
37060	666	23	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	666	24	toward	toward	IN
37060	666	25	army	army	NN
37060	666	26	equipment	equipment	NN
37060	666	27	.	.	.
37060	667	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	667	2	remained	remain	VBD
37060	667	3	on	on	IN
37060	667	4	the	the	DT
37060	667	5	ground	ground	NN
37060	667	6	,	,	,
37060	667	7	gazing	gaze	VBG
37060	667	8	at	at	IN
37060	667	9	the	the	DT
37060	667	10	tank	tank	NN
37060	667	11	as	as	IN
37060	667	12	B.	B.	NNP
37060	667	13	scrambled	scramble	VBD
37060	667	14	to	to	IN
37060	667	15	the	the	DT
37060	667	16	top	top	NN
37060	667	17	with	with	IN
37060	667	18	some	some	DT
37060	667	19	other	other	JJ
37060	667	20	children	child	NNS
37060	667	21	.	.	.
37060	668	1	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	668	2	,	,	,
37060	668	3	B.	B.	NNP
37060	668	4	drew	draw	VBD
37060	668	5	THE	the	DT
37060	668	6	RING	ring	NN
37060	668	7	out	out	IN
37060	668	8	of	of	IN
37060	668	9	a	a	DT
37060	668	10	pocket	pocket	NN
37060	668	11	,	,	,
37060	668	12	and	and	CC
37060	668	13	,	,	,
37060	668	14	not	not	RB
37060	668	15	knowing	know	VBG
37060	668	16	how	how	WRB
37060	668	17	to	to	TO
37060	668	18	present	present	VB
37060	668	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	668	20	,	,	,
37060	668	21	threw	throw	VBD
37060	668	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	668	23	to	to	IN
37060	668	24	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	668	25	from	from	IN
37060	668	26	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	668	27	battle	battle	NN
37060	668	28	station	station	NN
37060	668	29	.	.	.
37060	669	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	669	2	caught	catch	VBD
37060	669	3	the	the	DT
37060	669	4	ring	ring	NN
37060	669	5	and	and	CC
37060	669	6	flushed	flush	VBD
37060	669	7	with	with	IN
37060	669	8	embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	669	9	.	.	.
37060	670	1	The	the	DT
37060	670	2	rest	rest	NN
37060	670	3	of	of	IN
37060	670	4	the	the	DT
37060	670	5	day	day	NN
37060	670	6	became	become	VBD
37060	670	7	a	a	DT
37060	670	8	blur	blur	NN
37060	670	9	.	.	.
37060	671	1	B.	B.	NNP
37060	671	2	also	also	RB
37060	671	3	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	671	4	uncertain	uncertain	JJ
37060	671	5	of	of	IN
37060	671	6	the	the	DT
37060	671	7	next	next	JJ
37060	671	8	course	course	NN
37060	671	9	of	of	IN
37060	671	10	action	action	NN
37060	671	11	.	.	.
37060	672	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	672	2	do	do	VBP
37060	672	3	not	not	RB
37060	672	4	even	even	RB
37060	672	5	know	know	VB
37060	672	6	whether	whether	IN
37060	672	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	672	8	rode	ride	VBD
37060	672	9	next	next	RB
37060	672	10	to	to	IN
37060	672	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	672	12	boyfriend	boyfriend	NN
37060	672	13	on	on	IN
37060	672	14	the	the	DT
37060	672	15	return	return	NN
37060	672	16	trip	trip	NN
37060	672	17	.	.	.
37060	673	1	To	to	TO
37060	673	2	be	be	VB
37060	673	3	truthful	truthful	JJ
37060	673	4	,	,	,
37060	673	5	the	the	DT
37060	673	6	rest	rest	NN
37060	673	7	of	of	IN
37060	673	8	the	the	DT
37060	673	9	school	school	NN
37060	673	10	year	year	NN
37060	673	11	was	be	VBD
37060	673	12	another	another	DT
37060	673	13	blur	blur	NN
37060	673	14	following	follow	VBG
37060	673	15	THE	the	DT
37060	673	16	RING	ring	NN
37060	673	17	,	,	,
37060	673	18	and	and	CC
37060	673	19	although	although	IN
37060	673	20	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	673	21	liked	like	VBD
37060	673	22	each	each	DT
37060	673	23	other	other	JJ
37060	673	24	,	,	,
37060	673	25	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	673	26	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	673	27	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	673	28	at	at	IN
37060	673	29	school	school	NN
37060	673	30	any	any	DT
37060	673	31	more	more	RBR
37060	673	32	.	.	.
37060	674	1	Sheer	sheer	JJ
37060	674	2	embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	674	3	,	,	,
37060	674	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	674	5	fear	fear	VBP
37060	674	6	,	,	,
37060	674	7	finally	finally	RB
37060	674	8	killed	kill	VBD
37060	674	9	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	674	10	romance	romance	NN
37060	674	11	;	;	:
37060	674	12	happily	happily	RB
37060	674	13	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	674	14	remained	remain	VBD
37060	674	15	friends	friend	NNS
37060	674	16	,	,	,
37060	674	17	however	however	RB
37060	674	18	,	,	,
37060	674	19	and	and	CC
37060	674	20	never	never	RB
37060	674	21	entertained	entertain	VBD
37060	674	22	bitterness	bitterness	NN
37060	674	23	toward	toward	IN
37060	674	24	each	each	DT
37060	674	25	other	other	JJ
37060	674	26	.	.	.
37060	675	1	Ours	our	NNS
37060	675	2	had	have	VBD
37060	675	3	been	be	VBN
37060	675	4	an	an	DT
37060	675	5	innocent	innocent	JJ
37060	675	6	,	,	,
37060	675	7	uncomplicated	uncomplicated	JJ
37060	675	8	infatuation	infatuation	NN
37060	675	9	,	,	,
37060	675	10	evolving	evolve	VBG
37060	675	11	in	in	IN
37060	675	12	part	part	NN
37060	675	13	from	from	IN
37060	675	14	a	a	DT
37060	675	15	mutually	mutually	RB
37060	675	16	compatible	compatible	JJ
37060	675	17	sense	sense	NN
37060	675	18	of	of	IN
37060	675	19	humor	humor	NN
37060	675	20	which	which	WDT
37060	675	21	caused	cause	VBD
37060	675	22	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	675	23	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	675	24	to	to	TO
37060	675	25	glisten	glisten	VB
37060	675	26	.	.	.
37060	676	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	676	2	never	never	RB
37060	676	3	kissed	kiss	VBD
37060	676	4	,	,	,
37060	676	5	and	and	CC
37060	676	6	only	only	RB
37060	676	7	held	hold	VBD
37060	676	8	hands	hand	NNS
37060	676	9	during	during	IN
37060	676	10	school	school	NN
37060	676	11	functions	function	NNS
37060	676	12	in	in	IN
37060	676	13	which	which	WDT
37060	676	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	676	15	was	be	VBD
37060	676	16	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	676	17	.	.	.
37060	677	1	Neither	neither	DT
37060	677	2	of	of	IN
37060	677	3	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	677	4	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	677	5	lofty	lofty	JJ
37060	677	6	expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	677	7	for	for	IN
37060	677	8	the	the	DT
37060	677	9	other	other	JJ
37060	677	10	to	to	TO
37060	677	11	fulfill	fulfill	VB
37060	677	12	,	,	,
37060	677	13	and	and	CC
37060	677	14	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	677	15	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	677	16	each	each	DT
37060	677	17	other	other	JJ
37060	677	18	's	's	POS
37060	677	19	company	company	NN
37060	677	20	when	when	WRB
37060	677	21	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	677	22	shared	share	VBD
37060	677	23	activities	activity	NNS
37060	677	24	together	together	RB
37060	677	25	.	.	.
37060	678	1	From	from	IN
37060	678	2	this	this	DT
37060	678	3	early	early	JJ
37060	678	4	point	point	NN
37060	678	5	in	in	IN
37060	678	6	life	life	NN
37060	678	7	,	,	,
37060	678	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	678	9	saw	see	VBD
37060	678	10	that	that	IN
37060	678	11	friendships	friendship	NNS
37060	678	12	were	be	VBD
37060	678	13	more	more	RBR
37060	678	14	stable	stable	JJ
37060	678	15	than	than	IN
37060	678	16	romantic	romantic	JJ
37060	678	17	inclinations	inclination	NNS
37060	678	18	,	,	,
37060	678	19	and	and	CC
37060	678	20	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	678	21	worth	worth	JJ
37060	678	22	much	much	RB
37060	678	23	more	more	JJR
37060	678	24	.	.	.
37060	679	1	To	to	IN
37060	679	2	this	this	DT
37060	679	3	day	day	NN
37060	679	4	,	,	,
37060	679	5	when	when	WRB
37060	679	6	B.	B.	NNP
37060	679	7	and	and	CC
37060	679	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	679	9	meet	meet	VBP
37060	679	10	,	,	,
37060	679	11	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	679	12	still	still	RB
37060	679	13	share	share	VBP
37060	679	14	a	a	DT
37060	679	15	glimmer	glimmer	NN
37060	679	16	and	and	CC
37060	679	17	a	a	DT
37060	679	18	smile	smile	NN
37060	679	19	.	.	.
37060	680	1	PAGE	PAGE	NNP
37060	680	2	24	24	CD
37060	680	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	680	4	5	5	CD
37060	680	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	680	6	/	/	SYM
37060	680	7	Marriage	Marriage	NNP
37060	680	8	.	.	.
37060	681	1	"	"	``
37060	681	2	..	..	NFP
37060	681	3	religion	religion	NN
37060	681	4	amplified	amplify	VBD
37060	681	5	the	the	DT
37060	681	6	significance	significance	NN
37060	681	7	of	of	IN
37060	681	8	marriage	marriage	NN
37060	681	9	,	,	,
37060	681	10	entrenching	entrench	VBG
37060	681	11	the	the	DT
37060	681	12	ceremony	ceremony	NN
37060	681	13	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	681	14	into	into	IN
37060	681	15	the	the	DT
37060	681	16	hearts	heart	NNS
37060	681	17	and	and	CC
37060	681	18	minds	mind	NNS
37060	681	19	of	of	IN
37060	681	20	society	society	NN
37060	681	21	...	...	:
37060	681	22	"	"	''
37060	681	23	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	681	24	FIVE	FIVE	NNP
37060	681	25	Norm	norm	NN
37060	681	26	/	/	SYM
37060	681	27	Marriage	Marriage	NNP
37060	681	28	As	as	IN
37060	681	29	the	the	DT
37060	681	30	years	year	NNS
37060	681	31	aged	age	VBN
37060	681	32	to	to	IN
37060	681	33	decades	decade	NNS
37060	681	34	,	,	,
37060	681	35	college	college	NN
37060	681	36	became	become	VBD
37060	681	37	the	the	DT
37060	681	38	educational	educational	JJ
37060	681	39	replacement	replacement	NN
37060	681	40	for	for	IN
37060	681	41	high	high	JJ
37060	681	42	school	school	NN
37060	681	43	.	.	.
37060	682	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	682	2	dad	dad	NN
37060	682	3	attended	attend	VBD
37060	682	4	,	,	,
37060	682	5	and	and	CC
37060	682	6	graduated	graduate	VBD
37060	682	7	from	from	IN
37060	682	8	high	high	JJ
37060	682	9	school	school	NN
37060	682	10	in	in	IN
37060	682	11	an	an	DT
37060	682	12	era	era	NN
37060	682	13	when	when	WRB
37060	682	14	,	,	,
37060	682	15	in	in	IN
37060	682	16	some	some	DT
37060	682	17	areas	area	NNS
37060	682	18	,	,	,
37060	682	19	relatively	relatively	RB
37060	682	20	few	few	JJ
37060	682	21	accomplished	accomplish	VBN
37060	682	22	that	that	DT
37060	682	23	feat	feat	NN
37060	682	24	,	,	,
37060	682	25	and	and	CC
37060	682	26	fewer	few	JJR
37060	682	27	still	still	RB
37060	682	28	furthered	further	VBD
37060	682	29	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	682	30	academic	academic	JJ
37060	682	31	standing	standing	NN
37060	682	32	by	by	IN
37060	682	33	enrolling	enrol	VBG
37060	682	34	in	in	IN
37060	682	35	a	a	DT
37060	682	36	college	college	NN
37060	682	37	.	.	.
37060	683	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	683	2	,	,	,
37060	683	3	born	bear	VBN
37060	683	4	ten	ten	CD
37060	683	5	years	year	NNS
37060	683	6	later	later	RB
37060	683	7	,	,	,
37060	683	8	was	be	VBD
37060	683	9	able	able	JJ
37060	683	10	to	to	TO
37060	683	11	earn	earn	VB
37060	683	12	a	a	DT
37060	683	13	teaching	teaching	NN
37060	683	14	certificate	certificate	NN
37060	683	15	after	after	IN
37060	683	16	two	two	CD
37060	683	17	years	year	NNS
37060	683	18	of	of	IN
37060	683	19	college	college	NN
37060	683	20	.	.	.
37060	684	1	By	by	IN
37060	684	2	the	the	DT
37060	684	3	time	time	NN
37060	684	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	684	5	parents	parent	NNS
37060	684	6	married	marry	VBD
37060	684	7	and	and	CC
37060	684	8	raised	raise	VBD
37060	684	9	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	684	10	children	child	NNS
37060	684	11	,	,	,
37060	684	12	college	college	NN
37060	684	13	had	have	VBD
37060	684	14	evolved	evolve	VBN
37060	684	15	into	into	IN
37060	684	16	a	a	DT
37060	684	17	common	common	JJ
37060	684	18	aspiration	aspiration	NN
37060	684	19	,	,	,
37060	684	20	and	and	CC
37060	684	21	both	both	CC
37060	684	22	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	684	23	and	and	CC
37060	684	24	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	684	25	took	take	VBD
37060	684	26	full	full	JJ
37060	684	27	advantage	advantage	NN
37060	684	28	of	of	IN
37060	684	29	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	684	30	educational	educational	JJ
37060	684	31	opportunities	opportunity	NNS
37060	684	32	,	,	,
37060	684	33	each	each	DT
37060	684	34	earning	earn	VBG
37060	684	35	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	684	36	Bachelor	Bachelor	NNP
37060	684	37	Degree	Degree	NNP
37060	684	38	and	and	CC
37060	684	39	excelling	excel	VBG
37060	684	40	in	in	IN
37060	684	41	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	684	42	respective	respective	JJ
37060	684	43	fields	field	NNS
37060	684	44	of	of	IN
37060	684	45	study	study	NN
37060	684	46	.	.	.
37060	685	1	College	college	NN
37060	685	2	had	have	VBD
37060	685	3	almost	almost	RB
37060	685	4	become	become	VBN
37060	685	5	a	a	DT
37060	685	6	given	give	VBN
37060	685	7	,	,	,
37060	685	8	especially	especially	RB
37060	685	9	with	with	IN
37060	685	10	the	the	DT
37060	685	11	advent	advent	NN
37060	685	12	of	of	IN
37060	685	13	the	the	DT
37060	685	14	less	less	RBR
37060	685	15	expensive	expensive	JJ
37060	685	16	community	community	NN
37060	685	17	colleges	college	NNS
37060	685	18	which	which	WDT
37060	685	19	boasted	boast	VBD
37060	685	20	low	low	JJ
37060	685	21	tuition	tuition	NN
37060	685	22	and	and	CC
37060	685	23	the	the	DT
37060	685	24	option	option	NN
37060	685	25	to	to	TO
37060	685	26	eat	eat	VB
37060	685	27	and	and	CC
37060	685	28	sleep	sleep	VB
37060	685	29	at	at	IN
37060	685	30	home	home	NN
37060	685	31	.	.	.
37060	686	1	Unless	unless	IN
37060	686	2	one	one	CD
37060	686	3	obtained	obtain	VBD
37060	686	4	a	a	DT
37060	686	5	good	good	JJ
37060	686	6	job	job	NN
37060	686	7	,	,	,
37060	686	8	college	college	NN
37060	686	9	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	686	10	to	to	TO
37060	686	11	be	be	VB
37060	686	12	the	the	DT
37060	686	13	national	national	JJ
37060	686	14	answer	answer	NN
37060	686	15	for	for	IN
37060	686	16	the	the	DT
37060	686	17	unmarried	unmarried	JJ
37060	686	18	and	and	CC
37060	686	19	unemployed	unemployed	JJ
37060	686	20	,	,	,
37060	686	21	as	as	RB
37060	686	22	well	well	RB
37060	686	23	as	as	IN
37060	686	24	the	the	DT
37060	686	25	aspiring	aspire	VBG
37060	686	26	professionals	professional	NNS
37060	686	27	.	.	.
37060	687	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	687	2	was	be	VBD
37060	687	3	just	just	RB
37060	687	4	the	the	DT
37060	687	5	thing	thing	NN
37060	687	6	to	to	TO
37060	687	7	do	do	VB
37060	687	8	,	,	,
37060	687	9	and	and	CC
37060	687	10	,	,	,
37060	687	11	in	in	IN
37060	687	12	certain	certain	JJ
37060	687	13	cases	case	NNS
37060	687	14	,	,	,
37060	687	15	this	this	DT
37060	687	16	was	be	VBD
37060	687	17	unfortunate	unfortunate	JJ
37060	687	18	;	;	:
37060	687	19	in	in	IN
37060	687	20	commonality	commonality	NN
37060	687	21	,	,	,
37060	687	22	education	education	NN
37060	687	23	lost	lose	VBD
37060	687	24	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	687	25	honor	honor	NN
37060	687	26	and	and	CC
37060	687	27	significance	significance	NN
37060	687	28	.	.	.
37060	688	1	The	the	DT
37060	688	2	adverse	adverse	JJ
37060	688	3	affect	affect	NN
37060	688	4	which	which	WDT
37060	688	5	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	688	6	to	to	TO
37060	688	7	encroach	encroach	VB
37060	688	8	upon	upon	IN
37060	688	9	some	some	DT
37060	688	10	college	college	NN
37060	688	11	graduates	graduate	NNS
37060	688	12	,	,	,
37060	688	13	who	who	WP
37060	688	14	,	,	,
37060	688	15	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	688	16	educated	educated	JJ
37060	688	17	and	and	CC
37060	688	18	superior	superior	JJ
37060	688	19	,	,	,
37060	688	20	were	be	VBD
37060	688	21	still	still	RB
37060	688	22	unable	unable	JJ
37060	688	23	to	to	TO
37060	688	24	"	"	``
37060	688	25	adequately	adequately	RB
37060	688	26	employ	employ	VB
37060	688	27	"	"	''
37060	688	28	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	688	29	mighty	mighty	JJ
37060	688	30	selves	self	NNS
37060	688	31	(	(	-LRB-
37060	688	32	and	and	CC
37060	688	33	later	later	RB
37060	688	34	collapsed	collapse	VBD
37060	688	35	into	into	IN
37060	688	36	a	a	DT
37060	688	37	pool	pool	NN
37060	688	38	of	of	IN
37060	688	39	confusion	confusion	NN
37060	688	40	)	)	-RRB-
37060	688	41	did	do	VBD
37060	688	42	not	not	RB
37060	688	43	touch	touch	VB
37060	688	44	Norm	norm	NN
37060	688	45	.	.	.
37060	689	1	Well	well	UH
37060	689	2	tuned	tune	VBN
37060	689	3	to	to	IN
37060	689	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	689	5	inner	inner	JJ
37060	689	6	needs	need	NNS
37060	689	7	,	,	,
37060	689	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	689	9	excused	excuse	VBD
37060	689	10	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	689	11	from	from	IN
37060	689	12	the	the	DT
37060	689	13	collegiate	collegiate	JJ
37060	689	14	race	race	NN
37060	689	15	hours	hour	NNS
37060	689	16	short	short	RB
37060	689	17	of	of	IN
37060	689	18	attaining	attain	VBG
37060	689	19	a	a	DT
37060	689	20	two	two	CD
37060	689	21	year	year	NN
37060	689	22	degree	degree	NN
37060	689	23	.	.	.
37060	690	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	690	2	was	be	VBD
37060	690	3	discouraged	discourage	VBN
37060	690	4	,	,	,
37060	690	5	of	of	IN
37060	690	6	course	course	NN
37060	690	7	,	,	,
37060	690	8	but	but	CC
37060	690	9	Norm	norm	NN
37060	690	10	stood	stand	VBD
37060	690	11	fast	fast	RB
37060	690	12	to	to	IN
37060	690	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	690	14	decision	decision	NN
37060	690	15	,	,	,
37060	690	16	since	since	IN
37060	690	17	graduation	graduation	NN
37060	690	18	required	require	VBN
37060	690	19	that	that	IN
37060	690	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	690	21	take	take	VB
37060	690	22	speech	speech	NN
37060	690	23	.	.	.
37060	691	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	691	2	was	be	VBD
37060	691	3	phobic	phobic	JJ
37060	691	4	in	in	IN
37060	691	5	group	group	NN
37060	691	6	situations	situation	NNS
37060	691	7	despite	despite	IN
37060	691	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	691	9	outer	outer	JJ
37060	691	10	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	691	11	of	of	IN
37060	691	12	self	self	NN
37060	691	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	691	14	assured	assure	VBN
37060	691	15	collectiveness	collectiveness	NN
37060	691	16	,	,	,
37060	691	17	and	and	CC
37060	691	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	691	19	,	,	,
37060	691	20	with	with	IN
37060	691	21	reason	reason	NN
37060	691	22	,	,	,
37060	691	23	feared	fear	VBD
37060	691	24	that	that	IN
37060	691	25	in	in	IN
37060	691	26	such	such	PDT
37060	691	27	a	a	DT
37060	691	28	class	class	NN
37060	691	29	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	691	30	would	would	MD
37060	691	31	meet	meet	VB
37060	691	32	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	691	33	demise	demise	NN
37060	691	34	.	.	.
37060	692	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	692	2	,	,	,
37060	692	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	692	4	had	have	VBD
37060	692	5	no	no	DT
37060	692	6	intention	intention	NN
37060	692	7	of	of	IN
37060	692	8	acquiring	acquire	VBG
37060	692	9	a	a	DT
37060	692	10	"	"	``
37060	692	11	career	career	NN
37060	692	12	"	"	''
37060	692	13	;	;	:
37060	692	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	692	15	wanted	want	VBD
37060	692	16	to	to	TO
37060	692	17	find	find	VB
37060	692	18	employment	employment	NN
37060	692	19	with	with	IN
37060	692	20	relatively	relatively	RB
37060	692	21	little	little	JJ
37060	692	22	tension	tension	NN
37060	692	23	after	after	IN
37060	692	24	which	which	WDT
37060	692	25	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	692	26	could	could	MD
37060	692	27	return	return	VB
37060	692	28	home	home	RB
37060	692	29	and	and	CC
37060	692	30	,	,	,
37060	692	31	suffering	suffer	VBG
37060	692	32	no	no	DT
37060	692	33	mental	mental	JJ
37060	692	34	fatigue	fatigue	NN
37060	692	35	or	or	CC
37060	692	36	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	692	37	anguish	anguish	NN
37060	692	38	,	,	,
37060	692	39	settle	settle	VB
37060	692	40	into	into	IN
37060	692	41	an	an	DT
37060	692	42	easy	easy	JJ
37060	692	43	chair	chair	NN
37060	692	44	and	and	CC
37060	692	45	persue	persue	VB
37060	692	46	a	a	DT
37060	692	47	philosophy	philosophy	NN
37060	692	48	book	book	NN
37060	692	49	or	or	CC
37060	692	50	take	take	VB
37060	692	51	a	a	DT
37060	692	52	carefree	carefree	JJ
37060	692	53	evening	evening	NN
37060	692	54	ride	ride	NN
37060	692	55	on	on	IN
37060	692	56	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	692	57	motorcycle	motorcycle	NN
37060	692	58	.	.	.
37060	693	1	Since	since	IN
37060	693	2	Norm	norm	NN
37060	693	3	had	have	VBD
37060	693	4	funded	fund	VBN
37060	693	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	693	6	entire	entire	JJ
37060	693	7	college	college	NN
37060	693	8	education	education	NN
37060	693	9	,	,	,
37060	693	10	no	no	DT
37060	693	11	obligation	obligation	NN
37060	693	12	had	have	VBD
37060	693	13	been	be	VBN
37060	693	14	left	leave	VBN
37060	693	15	unfulfilled	unfulfilled	JJ
37060	693	16	and	and	CC
37060	693	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	693	18	was	be	VBD
37060	693	19	free	free	JJ
37060	693	20	to	to	TO
37060	693	21	seek	seek	VB
37060	693	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	693	23	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	693	24	.	.	.
37060	694	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	694	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	694	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	694	4	did	do	VBD
37060	694	5	n't	not	RB
37060	694	6	care	care	VB
37060	694	7	about	about	IN
37060	694	8	owning	own	VBG
37060	694	9	a	a	DT
37060	694	10	fabulous	fabulous	JJ
37060	694	11	car	car	NN
37060	694	12	;	;	:
37060	694	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	694	14	had	have	VBD
37060	694	15	too	too	RB
37060	694	16	much	much	JJ
37060	694	17	fun	fun	NN
37060	694	18	with	with	IN
37060	694	19	the	the	DT
37060	694	20	various	various	JJ
37060	694	21	junkers	junker	NNS
37060	694	22	that	that	IN
37060	694	23	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	694	24	managed	manage	VBD
37060	694	25	to	to	TO
37060	694	26	fish	fish	VB
37060	694	27	out	out	IN
37060	694	28	of	of	IN
37060	694	29	the	the	DT
37060	694	30	used	use	VBN
37060	694	31	car	car	NN
37060	694	32	lots	lot	NNS
37060	694	33	.	.	.
37060	695	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	695	2	will	will	MD
37060	695	3	never	never	RB
37060	695	4	forget	forget	VB
37060	695	5	the	the	DT
37060	695	6	time	time	NN
37060	695	7	that	that	WDT
37060	695	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	695	9	and	and	CC
37060	695	10	several	several	JJ
37060	695	11	other	other	JJ
37060	695	12	guys	guy	NNS
37060	695	13	rocked	rock	VBD
37060	695	14	the	the	DT
37060	695	15	Rambler	Rambler	NNP
37060	695	16	until	until	IN
37060	695	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	695	18	stood	stand	VBD
37060	695	19	on	on	IN
37060	695	20	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	695	21	side	side	NN
37060	695	22	;	;	:
37060	695	23	impervious	impervious	JJ
37060	695	24	to	to	IN
37060	695	25	further	further	JJ
37060	695	26	damage	damage	NN
37060	695	27	than	than	IN
37060	695	28	that	that	DT
37060	695	29	which	which	WDT
37060	695	30	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	695	31	previous	previous	JJ
37060	695	32	owners	owner	NNS
37060	695	33	had	have	VBD
37060	695	34	provoked	provoke	VBN
37060	695	35	,	,	,
37060	695	36	the	the	DT
37060	695	37	car	car	NN
37060	695	38	was	be	VBD
37060	695	39	finally	finally	RB
37060	695	40	righted	right	VBN
37060	695	41	,	,	,
37060	695	42	seeming	seem	VBG
37060	695	43	no	no	RB
37060	695	44	worse	bad	JJR
37060	695	45	for	for	IN
37060	695	46	the	the	DT
37060	695	47	affair	affair	NN
37060	695	48	.	.	.
37060	696	1	Other	other	JJ
37060	696	2	than	than	IN
37060	696	3	finding	find	VBG
37060	696	4	a	a	DT
37060	696	5	job	job	NN
37060	696	6	,	,	,
37060	696	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	696	8	was	be	VBD
37060	696	9	not	not	RB
37060	696	10	certain	certain	JJ
37060	696	11	of	of	IN
37060	696	12	the	the	DT
37060	696	13	type	type	NN
37060	696	14	of	of	IN
37060	696	15	ambitions	ambition	NNS
37060	696	16	that	that	WDT
37060	696	17	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	696	18	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	696	19	.	.	.
37060	697	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	697	2	had	have	VBD
37060	697	3	always	always	RB
37060	697	4	been	be	VBN
37060	697	5	rather	rather	RB
37060	697	6	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	697	7	,	,	,
37060	697	8	given	give	VBN
37060	697	9	to	to	IN
37060	697	10	infrequent	infrequent	JJ
37060	697	11	bursts	burst	NNS
37060	697	12	of	of	IN
37060	697	13	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	697	14	between	between	IN
37060	697	15	lapses	lapse	NNS
37060	697	16	of	of	IN
37060	697	17	brooding	brood	VBG
37060	697	18	silence	silence	NN
37060	697	19	,	,	,
37060	697	20	but	but	CC
37060	697	21	now	now	RB
37060	697	22	,	,	,
37060	697	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	697	24	silence	silence	NN
37060	697	25	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	697	26	masked	mask	VBD
37060	697	27	turbid	turbid	JJ
37060	697	28	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	697	29	.	.	.
37060	698	1	Whereas	whereas	IN
37060	698	2	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	698	3	had	have	VBD
37060	698	4	openly	openly	RB
37060	698	5	rebelled	rebel	VBN
37060	698	6	and	and	CC
37060	698	7	demonstrated	demonstrate	VBD
37060	698	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	698	9	conflicting	conflicting	JJ
37060	698	10	views	view	NNS
37060	698	11	with	with	IN
37060	698	12	society	society	NN
37060	698	13	and	and	CC
37060	698	14	the	the	DT
37060	698	15	reigning	reign	VBG
37060	698	16	generation	generation	NN
37060	698	17	of	of	IN
37060	698	18	"	"	``
37060	698	19	elders	elder	NNS
37060	698	20	,	,	,
37060	698	21	"	"	''
37060	698	22	Norm	norm	NN
37060	698	23	fumed	fume	VBD
37060	698	24	within	within	IN
37060	698	25	,	,	,
37060	698	26	concealing	conceal	VBG
37060	698	27	gaps	gap	NNS
37060	698	28	of	of	IN
37060	698	29	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	698	30	and	and	CC
37060	698	31	petty	petty	JJ
37060	698	32	annoyances	annoyance	NNS
37060	698	33	with	with	IN
37060	698	34	a	a	DT
37060	698	35	disconcerting	disconcerting	JJ
37060	698	36	unwillingness	unwillingness	NN
37060	698	37	to	to	TO
37060	698	38	speak	speak	VB
37060	698	39	.	.	.
37060	699	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	699	2	spent	spend	VBD
37060	699	3	more	more	JJR
37060	699	4	and	and	CC
37060	699	5	more	more	JJR
37060	699	6	time	time	NN
37060	699	7	alone	alone	RB
37060	699	8	,	,	,
37060	699	9	and	and	CC
37060	699	10	if	if	IN
37060	699	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	699	12	space	space	NN
37060	699	13	was	be	VBD
37060	699	14	disturbed	disturb	VBN
37060	699	15	,	,	,
37060	699	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	699	17	often	often	RB
37060	699	18	quit	quit	VBD
37060	699	19	the	the	DT
37060	699	20	room	room	NN
37060	699	21	for	for	IN
37060	699	22	other	other	JJ
37060	699	23	surroundings	surrounding	NNS
37060	699	24	.	.	.
37060	700	1	This	this	DT
37060	700	2	latter	latter	JJ
37060	700	3	incident	incident	NN
37060	700	4	was	be	VBD
37060	700	5	most	most	RBS
37060	700	6	notable	notable	JJ
37060	700	7	upon	upon	IN
37060	700	8	the	the	DT
37060	700	9	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	700	10	of	of	IN
37060	700	11	one	one	CD
37060	700	12	of	of	IN
37060	700	13	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	700	14	parents	parent	NNS
37060	700	15	;	;	:
37060	700	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	700	17	,	,	,
37060	700	18	as	as	RB
37060	700	19	well	well	RB
37060	700	20	as	as	IN
37060	700	21	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	700	22	,	,	,
37060	700	23	sensed	sense	VBD
37060	700	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	700	25	intolerance	intolerance	NN
37060	700	26	for	for	IN
37060	700	27	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	700	28	presence	presence	NN
37060	700	29	,	,	,
37060	700	30	and	and	CC
37060	700	31	although	although	IN
37060	700	32	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	700	33	was	be	VBD
37060	700	34	unpleasant	unpleasant	JJ
37060	700	35	for	for	IN
37060	700	36	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	700	37	,	,	,
37060	700	38	such	such	JJ
37060	700	39	injury	injury	NN
37060	700	40	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	700	41	to	to	TO
37060	700	42	coexist	coexist	VB
37060	700	43	with	with	IN
37060	700	44	the	the	DT
37060	700	45	search	search	NN
37060	700	46	for	for	IN
37060	700	47	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	700	48	and	and	CC
37060	700	49	independence	independence	NN
37060	700	50	in	in	IN
37060	700	51	youth	youth	NN
37060	700	52	.	.	.
37060	701	1	Personally	personally	RB
37060	701	2	,	,	,
37060	701	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	701	4	could	could	MD
37060	701	5	do	do	VB
37060	701	6	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	701	7	but	but	IN
37060	701	8	cringe	cringe	NN
37060	701	9	,	,	,
37060	701	10	for	for	IN
37060	701	11	even	even	RB
37060	701	12	within	within	IN
37060	701	13	such	such	JJ
37060	701	14	silent	silent	JJ
37060	701	15	battles	battle	NNS
37060	701	16	,	,	,
37060	701	17	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	701	18	bruises	bruise	NNS
37060	701	19	were	be	VBD
37060	701	20	in	in	IN
37060	701	21	great	great	JJ
37060	701	22	supply	supply	NN
37060	701	23	.	.	.
37060	702	1	Because	because	IN
37060	702	2	of	of	IN
37060	702	3	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	702	4	changes	change	NNS
37060	702	5	toward	toward	IN
37060	702	6	self	self	NN
37060	702	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	702	8	sufficiency	sufficiency	NN
37060	702	9	,	,	,
37060	702	10	young	young	JJ
37060	702	11	adults	adult	NNS
37060	702	12	become	become	VBP
37060	702	13	progressively	progressively	RB
37060	702	14	more	more	RBR
37060	702	15	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	702	16	for	for	IN
37060	702	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	702	18	parents	parent	NNS
37060	702	19	.	.	.
37060	703	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	703	2	say	say	VBP
37060	703	3	this	this	DT
37060	703	4	because	because	IN
37060	703	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	703	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	703	7	at	at	IN
37060	703	8	this	this	DT
37060	703	9	time	time	NN
37060	703	10	in	in	IN
37060	703	11	a	a	DT
37060	703	12	young	young	JJ
37060	703	13	person	person	NN
37060	703	14	's	's	POS
37060	703	15	life	life	NN
37060	703	16	that	that	IN
37060	703	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	703	18	tests	test	VBZ
37060	703	19	and	and	CC
37060	703	20	selects	select	VBZ
37060	703	21	those	those	DT
37060	703	22	morals	moral	NNS
37060	703	23	by	by	IN
37060	703	24	which	which	WDT
37060	703	25	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	703	26	shall	shall	MD
37060	703	27	live	live	VB
37060	703	28	,	,	,
37060	703	29	choosing	choose	VBG
37060	703	30	,	,	,
37060	703	31	bending	bending	NN
37060	703	32	or	or	CC
37060	703	33	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	703	34	brutalizing	brutalize	VBG
37060	703	35	the	the	DT
37060	703	36	ideals	ideal	NNS
37060	703	37	which	which	WDT
37060	703	38	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	703	39	parents	parent	NNS
37060	703	40	had	have	VBD
37060	703	41	feverishly	feverishly	RB
37060	703	42	sought	seek	VBN
37060	703	43	to	to	TO
37060	703	44	instill	instill	VB
37060	703	45	into	into	IN
37060	703	46	,	,	,
37060	703	47	and	and	CC
37060	703	48	hopefully	hopefully	RB
37060	703	49	command	command	VB
37060	703	50	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	703	51	life	life	NN
37060	703	52	.	.	.
37060	704	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	704	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	704	3	extremely	extremely	RB
37060	704	4	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	704	5	for	for	IN
37060	704	6	parents	parent	NNS
37060	704	7	who	who	WP
37060	704	8	witness	witness	VBP
37060	704	9	a	a	DT
37060	704	10	seeming	seeming	JJ
37060	704	11	metamorphosis	metamorphosis	NN
37060	704	12	in	in	IN
37060	704	13	the	the	DT
37060	704	14	child	child	NN
37060	704	15	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	704	16	helped	help	VBD
37060	704	17	to	to	TO
37060	704	18	create	create	VB
37060	704	19	;	;	:
37060	704	20	astonishingly	astonishingly	RB
37060	704	21	radical	radical	JJ
37060	704	22	modes	mode	NNS
37060	704	23	of	of	IN
37060	704	24	thought	thought	NN
37060	704	25	practiced	practice	VBN
37060	704	26	by	by	IN
37060	704	27	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	704	28	"	"	``
37060	704	29	child	child	NN
37060	704	30	"	"	''
37060	704	31	can	can	MD
37060	704	32	be	be	VB
37060	704	33	a	a	DT
37060	704	34	devastating	devastating	JJ
37060	704	35	blow	blow	NN
37060	704	36	.	.	.
37060	705	1	While	while	IN
37060	705	2	certain	certain	JJ
37060	705	3	"	"	``
37060	705	4	demonstrations	demonstration	NNS
37060	705	5	of	of	IN
37060	705	6	individuality	individuality	NN
37060	705	7	"	"	``
37060	705	8	will	will	MD
37060	705	9	subside	subside	VB
37060	705	10	with	with	IN
37060	705	11	age	age	NN
37060	705	12	,	,	,
37060	705	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	705	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	705	15	important	important	JJ
37060	705	16	that	that	IN
37060	705	17	parents	parent	NNS
37060	705	18	not	not	RB
37060	705	19	blame	blame	VBP
37060	705	20	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	705	21	for	for	IN
37060	705	22	faults	fault	NNS
37060	705	23	within	within	IN
37060	705	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	705	25	children	child	NNS
37060	705	26	.	.	.
37060	706	1	A	a	DT
37060	706	2	good	good	JJ
37060	706	3	,	,	,
37060	706	4	solid	solid	JJ
37060	706	5	foundation	foundation	NN
37060	706	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	706	7	all	all	DT
37060	706	8	that	that	WDT
37060	706	9	parents	parent	NNS
37060	706	10	are	be	VBP
37060	706	11	expected	expect	VBN
37060	706	12	to	to	TO
37060	706	13	give	give	VB
37060	706	14	to	to	IN
37060	706	15	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	706	16	off	off	JJ
37060	706	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	706	18	spring	spring	NN
37060	706	19	;	;	:
37060	706	20	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	706	21	the	the	DT
37060	706	22	foundation	foundation	NN
37060	706	23	,	,	,
37060	706	24	growth	growth	NN
37060	706	25	must	must	MD
37060	706	26	be	be	VB
37060	706	27	left	leave	VBN
37060	706	28	to	to	IN
37060	706	29	the	the	DT
37060	706	30	child	child	NN
37060	706	31	,	,	,
37060	706	32	for	for	IN
37060	706	33	although	although	IN
37060	706	34	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	706	35	may	may	MD
37060	706	36	have	have	VB
37060	706	37	been	be	VBN
37060	706	38	erected	erect	VBN
37060	706	39	to	to	IN
37060	706	40	maturity	maturity	NN
37060	706	41	under	under	IN
37060	706	42	the	the	DT
37060	706	43	utmost	utmost	JJ
37060	706	44	guidance	guidance	NN
37060	706	45	and	and	CC
37060	706	46	love	love	NN
37060	706	47	,	,	,
37060	706	48	the	the	DT
37060	706	49	child	child	NN
37060	706	50	remains	remain	VBZ
37060	706	51	an	an	DT
37060	706	52	individual	individual	NN
37060	706	53	,	,	,
37060	706	54	a	a	DT
37060	706	55	human	human	NN
37060	706	56	with	with	IN
37060	706	57	a	a	DT
37060	706	58	unique	unique	JJ
37060	706	59	mind	mind	NN
37060	706	60	.	.	.
37060	707	1	When	when	WRB
37060	707	2	Norm	norm	NN
37060	707	3	began	begin	VBD
37060	707	4	dating	date	VBG
37060	707	5	a	a	DT
37060	707	6	woman	woman	NN
37060	707	7	who	who	WP
37060	707	8	worked	work	VBD
37060	707	9	at	at	IN
37060	707	10	the	the	DT
37060	707	11	shop	shop	NN
37060	707	12	,	,	,
37060	707	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	707	14	evoked	evoke	VBD
37060	707	15	a	a	DT
37060	707	16	natural	natural	JJ
37060	707	17	aura	aura	NN
37060	707	18	of	of	IN
37060	707	19	curiosity	curiosity	NN
37060	707	20	.	.	.
37060	708	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	708	2	had	have	VBD
37060	708	3	never	never	RB
37060	708	4	before	before	RB
37060	708	5	dated	date	VBN
37060	708	6	,	,	,
37060	708	7	and	and	CC
37060	708	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	708	9	at	at	IN
37060	708	10	home	home	NN
37060	708	11	were	be	VBD
37060	708	12	surprised	surprise	VBN
37060	708	13	and	and	CC
37060	708	14	pleased	pleased	JJ
37060	708	15	that	that	IN
37060	708	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	708	17	had	have	VBD
37060	708	18	taken	take	VBN
37060	708	19	interest	interest	NN
37060	708	20	in	in	IN
37060	708	21	someone	someone	NN
37060	708	22	;	;	:
37060	708	23	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	708	24	,	,	,
37060	708	25	such	such	JJ
37060	708	26	was	be	VBD
37060	708	27	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	708	28	interest	interest	NN
37060	708	29	that	that	IN
37060	708	30	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	708	31	soon	soon	RB
37060	708	32	was	be	VBD
37060	708	33	absent	absent	JJ
37060	708	34	from	from	IN
37060	708	35	the	the	DT
37060	708	36	house	house	NN
37060	708	37	on	on	IN
37060	708	38	a	a	DT
37060	708	39	daily	daily	JJ
37060	708	40	basis	basis	NN
37060	708	41	.	.	.
37060	709	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	709	2	made	make	VBD
37060	709	3	several	several	JJ
37060	709	4	invitations	invitation	NNS
37060	709	5	to	to	IN
37060	709	6	Norm	norm	NN
37060	709	7	for	for	IN
37060	709	8	the	the	DT
37060	709	9	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	709	10	of	of	IN
37060	709	11	meeting	meet	VBG
37060	709	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	709	13	girl	girl	NN
37060	709	14	,	,	,
37060	709	15	but	but	CC
37060	709	16	none	none	NN
37060	709	17	were	be	VBD
37060	709	18	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	709	19	,	,	,
37060	709	20	so	so	RB
37060	709	21	the	the	DT
37060	709	22	suggestions	suggestion	NNS
37060	709	23	fell	fall	VBD
37060	709	24	to	to	IN
37060	709	25	a	a	DT
37060	709	26	minimum	minimum	NN
37060	709	27	and	and	CC
37060	709	28	subsided	subside	VBN
37060	709	29	altogether	altogether	RB
37060	709	30	.	.	.
37060	710	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	710	2	was	be	VBD
37060	710	3	never	never	RB
37060	710	4	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	710	5	's	's	POS
37060	710	6	habit	habit	NN
37060	710	7	to	to	IN
37060	710	8	pry	pry	NNP
37060	710	9	,	,	,
37060	710	10	thinking	think	VBG
37060	710	11	that	that	IN
37060	710	12	such	such	JJ
37060	710	13	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	710	14	would	would	MD
37060	710	15	only	only	RB
37060	710	16	serve	serve	VB
37060	710	17	as	as	IN
37060	710	18	a	a	DT
37060	710	19	constraining	constraining	JJ
37060	710	20	influence	influence	NN
37060	710	21	.	.	.
37060	711	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	711	2	,	,	,
37060	711	3	Norm	norm	NN
37060	711	4	was	be	VBD
37060	711	5	legally	legally	RB
37060	711	6	an	an	DT
37060	711	7	adult	adult	NN
37060	711	8	and	and	CC
37060	711	9	had	have	VBD
37060	711	10	a	a	DT
37060	711	11	right	right	NN
37060	711	12	to	to	IN
37060	711	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	711	14	privacy	privacy	NN
37060	711	15	.	.	.
37060	712	1	Months	month	NNS
37060	712	2	elapsed	elapse	VBD
37060	712	3	yet	yet	RB
37060	712	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	712	5	were	be	VBD
37060	712	6	not	not	RB
37060	712	7	introduced	introduce	VBN
37060	712	8	to	to	IN
37060	712	9	the	the	DT
37060	712	10	mysterious	mysterious	JJ
37060	712	11	girl	girl	NN
37060	712	12	who	who	WP
37060	712	13	had	have	VBD
37060	712	14	stolen	steal	VBN
37060	712	15	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	712	16	's	's	POS
37060	712	17	penchant	penchant	NN
37060	712	18	for	for	IN
37060	712	19	solitude	solitude	NN
37060	712	20	.	.	.
37060	713	1	"	"	``
37060	713	2	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	713	3	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	713	4	's	's	POS
37060	713	5	embarrassed	embarrassed	JJ
37060	713	6	...	...	:
37060	713	7	or	or	CC
37060	713	8	embarrassed	embarrassed	JJ
37060	713	9	of	of	IN
37060	713	10	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	713	11	,	,	,
37060	713	12	"	"	``
37060	713	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	713	14	deducted	deduct	VBD
37060	713	15	.	.	.
37060	714	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	714	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	714	3	to	to	TO
37060	714	4	wonder	wonder	VB
37060	714	5	if	if	IN
37060	714	6	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	714	7	was	be	VBD
37060	714	8	fat	fat	JJ
37060	714	9	,	,	,
37060	714	10	envisioning	envision	VBG
37060	714	11	a	a	DT
37060	714	12	rotund	rotund	JJ
37060	714	13	but	but	CC
37060	714	14	jovial	jovial	JJ
37060	714	15	cherry	cherry	NN
37060	714	16	who	who	WP
37060	714	17	worked	work	VBD
37060	714	18	diligently	diligently	RB
37060	714	19	on	on	IN
37060	714	20	a	a	DT
37060	714	21	drill	drill	NN
37060	714	22	press	press	NN
37060	714	23	,	,	,
37060	714	24	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	714	25	body	body	NN
37060	714	26	a	a	DT
37060	714	27	package	package	NN
37060	714	28	of	of	IN
37060	714	29	perpetual	perpetual	JJ
37060	714	30	motion	motion	NN
37060	714	31	when	when	WRB
37060	714	32	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	714	33	laughed	laugh	VBD
37060	714	34	or	or	CC
37060	714	35	descended	descend	VBD
37060	714	36	a	a	DT
37060	714	37	flight	flight	NN
37060	714	38	of	of	IN
37060	714	39	stairs	stair	NNS
37060	714	40	.	.	.
37060	715	1	"	"	``
37060	715	2	That	that	DT
37060	715	3	's	be	VBZ
37060	715	4	unfair	unfair	JJ
37060	715	5	,	,	,
37060	715	6	"	"	''
37060	715	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	715	8	thought	think	VBD
37060	715	9	to	to	IN
37060	715	10	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	715	11	,	,	,
37060	715	12	chastising	chastise	VBG
37060	715	13	both	both	CC
37060	715	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	715	15	ignorance	ignorance	NN
37060	715	16	and	and	CC
37060	715	17	presuppositions	presupposition	NNS
37060	715	18	.	.	.
37060	716	1	The	the	DT
37060	716	2	family	family	NN
37060	716	3	's	's	POS
37060	716	4	internal	internal	JJ
37060	716	5	relations	relation	NNS
37060	716	6	sank	sink	VBD
37060	716	7	lower	lower	RBR
37060	716	8	,	,	,
37060	716	9	although	although	IN
37060	716	10	no	no	DT
37060	716	11	outright	outright	JJ
37060	716	12	war	war	NN
37060	716	13	existed	exist	VBD
37060	716	14	.	.	.
37060	717	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	717	2	continued	continue	VBD
37060	717	3	to	to	TO
37060	717	4	see	see	VB
37060	717	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	717	6	girl	girl	NN
37060	717	7	,	,	,
37060	717	8	now	now	RB
37060	717	9	referred	refer	VBN
37060	717	10	to	to	IN
37060	717	11	as	as	IN
37060	717	12	"	"	``
37060	717	13	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	717	14	,	,	,
37060	717	15	"	"	''
37060	717	16	while	while	IN
37060	717	17	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	717	18	and	and	CC
37060	717	19	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	717	20	continued	continue	VBD
37060	717	21	to	to	TO
37060	717	22	wonder	wonder	VB
37060	717	23	and	and	CC
37060	717	24	worry	worry	VB
37060	717	25	as	as	IN
37060	717	26	each	each	DT
37060	717	27	date	date	NN
37060	717	28	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	717	29	to	to	TO
37060	717	30	end	end	VB
37060	717	31	at	at	IN
37060	717	32	a	a	DT
37060	717	33	later	later	JJ
37060	717	34	hour	hour	NN
37060	717	35	.	.	.
37060	718	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	718	2	merely	merely	RB
37060	718	3	continued	continue	VBD
37060	718	4	to	to	TO
37060	718	5	go	go	VB
37060	718	6	to	to	IN
37060	718	7	school	school	NN
37060	718	8	and	and	CC
37060	718	9	do	do	VBP
37060	718	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	718	11	chores	chore	NNS
37060	718	12	on	on	IN
37060	718	13	Saturday	Saturday	NNP
37060	718	14	.	.	.
37060	719	1	As	as	IN
37060	719	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	719	3	dusted	dust	VBD
37060	719	4	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	719	5	's	's	POS
37060	719	6	room	room	NN
37060	719	7	,	,	,
37060	719	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	719	9	noticed	notice	VBD
37060	719	10	greeting	greeting	NN
37060	719	11	cards	card	NNS
37060	719	12	which	which	WDT
37060	719	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	719	14	had	have	VBD
37060	719	15	received	receive	VBN
37060	719	16	from	from	IN
37060	719	17	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	719	18	,	,	,
37060	719	19	the	the	DT
37060	719	20	softly	softly	RB
37060	719	21	romantic	romantic	JJ
37060	719	22	kind	kind	NN
37060	719	23	that	that	WDT
37060	719	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	719	25	dreamed	dream	VBD
37060	719	26	over	over	RP
37060	719	27	at	at	IN
37060	719	28	the	the	DT
37060	719	29	drug	drug	NN
37060	719	30	store	store	NN
37060	719	31	.	.	.
37060	720	1	Love	love	NN
37060	720	2	,	,	,
37060	720	3	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	720	4	...	...	:
37060	720	5	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	720	6	signature	signature	NN
37060	720	7	was	be	VBD
37060	720	8	a	a	DT
37060	720	9	hurried	hurried	JJ
37060	720	10	scrawl	scrawl	NN
37060	720	11	,	,	,
37060	720	12	the	the	DT
37060	720	13	letters	letter	NNS
37060	720	14	a	a	DT
37060	720	15	combination	combination	NN
37060	720	16	of	of	IN
37060	720	17	vertical	vertical	JJ
37060	720	18	lines	line	NNS
37060	720	19	and	and	CC
37060	720	20	rigid	rigid	JJ
37060	720	21	points	point	NNS
37060	720	22	.	.	.
37060	721	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	721	2	picked	pick	VBD
37060	721	3	up	up	RP
37060	721	4	each	each	DT
37060	721	5	card	card	NN
37060	721	6	and	and	CC
37060	721	7	dusted	dust	VBD
37060	721	8	the	the	DT
37060	721	9	dresser	dresser	NN
37060	721	10	,	,	,
37060	721	11	carefully	carefully	RB
37060	721	12	replacing	replace	VBG
37060	721	13	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	721	14	in	in	IN
37060	721	15	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	721	16	orderly	orderly	JJ
37060	721	17	march	march	NN
37060	721	18	across	across	IN
37060	721	19	the	the	DT
37060	721	20	old	old	JJ
37060	721	21	piece	piece	NN
37060	721	22	of	of	IN
37060	721	23	furniture	furniture	NN
37060	721	24	.	.	.
37060	722	1	A	a	DT
37060	722	2	spare	spare	JJ
37060	722	3	pair	pair	NN
37060	722	4	of	of	IN
37060	722	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	722	6	's	's	POS
37060	722	7	glasses	glass	NNS
37060	722	8	rested	rest	VBN
37060	722	9	on	on	IN
37060	722	10	the	the	DT
37060	722	11	vanity	vanity	NN
37060	722	12	.	.	.
37060	723	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	723	2	took	take	VBD
37060	723	3	off	off	RP
37060	723	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	723	5	glasses	glass	NNS
37060	723	6	and	and	CC
37060	723	7	placed	place	VBD
37060	723	8	his	-PRON-	PRP
37060	723	9	on	on	IN
37060	723	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	723	11	face	face	NN
37060	723	12	.	.	.
37060	724	1	Pulling	pull	VBG
37060	724	2	aside	aside	RB
37060	724	3	the	the	DT
37060	724	4	curtain	curtain	NN
37060	724	5	,	,	,
37060	724	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	724	7	gazed	gaze	VBD
37060	724	8	at	at	IN
37060	724	9	the	the	DT
37060	724	10	woods	wood	NNS
37060	724	11	below	below	RB
37060	724	12	,	,	,
37060	724	13	blinking	blink	VBG
37060	724	14	to	to	TO
37060	724	15	counteract	counteract	VB
37060	724	16	the	the	DT
37060	724	17	strength	strength	NN
37060	724	18	of	of	IN
37060	724	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	724	20	glasses	glass	NNS
37060	724	21	,	,	,
37060	724	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	724	23	could	could	MD
37060	724	24	see	see	VB
37060	724	25	like	like	IN
37060	724	26	an	an	DT
37060	724	27	eagle	eagle	NN
37060	724	28	!	!	.
37060	725	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	725	2	's	's	POS
37060	725	3	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	725	4	were	be	VBD
37060	725	5	still	still	RB
37060	725	6	worse	bad	JJR
37060	725	7	than	than	IN
37060	725	8	mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	725	9	,	,	,
37060	725	10	but	but	CC
37060	725	11	mine	mine	NN
37060	725	12	were	be	VBD
37060	725	13	going	go	VBG
37060	725	14	fast	fast	RB
37060	725	15	.	.	.
37060	726	1	With	with	IN
37060	726	2	each	each	DT
37060	726	3	child	child	NN
37060	726	4	,	,	,
37060	726	5	eyesight	eyesight	NN
37060	726	6	grew	grow	VBD
37060	726	7	progressively	progressively	RB
37060	726	8	poorer	poor	JJR
37060	726	9	in	in	IN
37060	726	10	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	726	11	family	family	NN
37060	726	12	.	.	.
37060	727	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	727	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	727	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	727	4	was	be	VBD
37060	727	5	doomed	doom	VBN
37060	727	6	.	.	.
37060	728	1	Distraught	distraught	JJ
37060	728	2	,	,	,
37060	728	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	728	4	took	take	VBD
37060	728	5	off	off	RP
37060	728	6	the	the	DT
37060	728	7	glasses	glass	NNS
37060	728	8	and	and	CC
37060	728	9	moved	move	VBD
37060	728	10	to	to	IN
37060	728	11	the	the	DT
37060	728	12	other	other	JJ
37060	728	13	side	side	NN
37060	728	14	of	of	IN
37060	728	15	the	the	DT
37060	728	16	vanity	vanity	NN
37060	728	17	.	.	.
37060	729	1	A	a	DT
37060	729	2	furry	furry	JJ
37060	729	3	ball	ball	NN
37060	729	4	wearing	wear	VBG
37060	729	5	a	a	DT
37060	729	6	horned	horned	JJ
37060	729	7	helmet	helmet	NN
37060	729	8	and	and	CC
37060	729	9	brandishing	brandish	VBG
37060	729	10	a	a	DT
37060	729	11	wooden	wooden	JJ
37060	729	12	club	club	NN
37060	729	13	met	meet	VBD
37060	729	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	729	15	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	729	16	,	,	,
37060	729	17	and	and	CC
37060	729	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	729	19	picked	pick	VBD
37060	729	20	up	up	RP
37060	729	21	the	the	DT
37060	729	22	Nordic	nordic	JJ
37060	729	23	figure	figure	NN
37060	729	24	with	with	IN
37060	729	25	a	a	DT
37060	729	26	smile	smile	NN
37060	729	27	.	.	.
37060	730	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	730	2	figured	figure	VBD
37060	730	3	that	that	IN
37060	730	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	730	5	was	be	VBD
37060	730	6	a	a	DT
37060	730	7	gift	gift	NN
37060	730	8	from	from	IN
37060	730	9	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	730	10	but	but	CC
37060	730	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	730	12	asked	ask	VBD
37060	730	13	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	730	14	anyway	anyway	RB
37060	730	15	.	.	.
37060	731	1	"	"	``
37060	731	2	Yeh	Yeh	NNP
37060	731	3	...	...	:
37060	731	4	,	,	,
37060	731	5	"	"	''
37060	731	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	731	7	admitted	admit	VBD
37060	731	8	with	with	IN
37060	731	9	a	a	DT
37060	731	10	grin	grin	NN
37060	731	11	.	.	.
37060	732	1	"	"	``
37060	732	2	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	732	3	likes	like	VBZ
37060	732	4	to	to	TO
37060	732	5	think	think	VB
37060	732	6	of	of	IN
37060	732	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	732	8	as	as	IN
37060	732	9	a	a	DT
37060	732	10	Viking	Viking	NNP
37060	732	11	.	.	.
37060	732	12	"	"	''
37060	733	1	Upon	upon	IN
37060	733	2	the	the	DT
37060	733	3	celebration	celebration	NN
37060	733	4	of	of	IN
37060	733	5	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	733	6	's	's	POS
37060	733	7	birthday	birthday	NN
37060	733	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	733	9	received	receive	VBD
37060	733	10	a	a	DT
37060	733	11	beautifully	beautifully	RB
37060	733	12	tailored	tailor	VBN
37060	733	13	shirt	shirt	NN
37060	733	14	from	from	IN
37060	733	15	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	733	16	.	.	.
37060	734	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	734	2	was	be	VBD
37060	734	3	a	a	DT
37060	734	4	gifted	gifted	JJ
37060	734	5	seamstress	seamstress	NN
37060	734	6	,	,	,
37060	734	7	fitting	fitting	JJ
37060	734	8	shirts	shirt	NNS
37060	734	9	to	to	IN
37060	734	10	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	734	11	's	's	POS
37060	734	12	muscular	muscular	JJ
37060	734	13	frame	frame	NN
37060	734	14	in	in	IN
37060	734	15	a	a	DT
37060	734	16	way	way	NN
37060	734	17	that	that	WDT
37060	734	18	could	could	MD
37060	734	19	not	not	RB
37060	734	20	be	be	VB
37060	734	21	equalled	equal	VBN
37060	734	22	.	.	.
37060	735	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	735	2	specialization	specialization	NN
37060	735	3	and	and	CC
37060	735	4	effort	effort	NN
37060	735	5	made	make	VBD
37060	735	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	735	7	certain	certain	JJ
37060	735	8	that	that	IN
37060	735	9	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	735	10	wanted	want	VBD
37060	735	11	to	to	TO
37060	735	12	snare	snare	VB
37060	735	13	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	735	14	.	.	.
37060	736	1	Aside	aside	RB
37060	736	2	from	from	IN
37060	736	3	occasional	occasional	JJ
37060	736	4	,	,	,
37060	736	5	subtle	subtle	JJ
37060	736	6	teasing	teasing	NN
37060	736	7	,	,	,
37060	736	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	736	9	did	do	VBD
37060	736	10	not	not	RB
37060	736	11	burden	burden	VB
37060	736	12	Norm	norm	NN
37060	736	13	with	with	IN
37060	736	14	a	a	DT
37060	736	15	parcel	parcel	NN
37060	736	16	of	of	IN
37060	736	17	inquiries	inquiry	NNS
37060	736	18	.	.	.
37060	737	1	If	if	IN
37060	737	2	the	the	DT
37060	737	3	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	737	4	was	be	VBD
37060	737	5	as	as	IN
37060	737	6	"	"	``
37060	737	7	serious	serious	JJ
37060	737	8	"	"	''
37060	737	9	(	(	-LRB-
37060	737	10	or	or	CC
37060	737	11	,	,	,
37060	737	12	"	"	``
37060	737	13	sincere	sincere	JJ
37060	737	14	,	,	,
37060	737	15	"	"	''
37060	737	16	a	a	DT
37060	737	17	word	word	NN
37060	737	18	which	which	WDT
37060	737	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	737	20	prefer	prefer	VBP
37060	737	21	)	)	-RRB-
37060	737	22	as	as	IN
37060	737	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	737	24	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	737	25	,	,	,
37060	737	26	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	737	27	would	would	MD
37060	737	28	soon	soon	RB
37060	737	29	have	have	VB
37060	737	30	to	to	TO
37060	737	31	make	make	VB
37060	737	32	an	an	DT
37060	737	33	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	737	34	.	.	.
37060	738	1	So	so	RB
37060	738	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	738	3	was	be	VBD
37060	738	4	that	that	IN
37060	738	5	one	one	CD
37060	738	6	evening	evening	NN
37060	738	7	,	,	,
37060	738	8	when	when	WRB
37060	738	9	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	738	10	happened	happen	VBD
37060	738	11	to	to	TO
37060	738	12	be	be	VB
37060	738	13	gone	go	VBN
37060	738	14	,	,	,
37060	738	15	Norm	norm	NN
37060	738	16	brought	bring	VBD
37060	738	17	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	738	18	to	to	TO
37060	738	19	meet	meet	VB
37060	738	20	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	738	21	.	.	.
37060	739	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	739	2	was	be	VBD
37060	739	3	thin	thin	JJ
37060	739	4	,	,	,
37060	739	5	well	well	RB
37060	739	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	739	7	proportioned	proportion	VBN
37060	739	8	and	and	CC
37060	739	9	attractive	attractive	JJ
37060	739	10	,	,	,
37060	739	11	and	and	CC
37060	739	12	quite	quite	RB
37060	739	13	unlike	unlike	IN
37060	739	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	739	15	mental	mental	JJ
37060	739	16	meanderings	meandering	NNS
37060	739	17	.	.	.
37060	740	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	740	2	personality	personality	NN
37060	740	3	was	be	VBD
37060	740	4	pleasantly	pleasantly	RB
37060	740	5	outgoing	outgoing	JJ
37060	740	6	,	,	,
37060	740	7	yet	yet	CC
37060	740	8	not	not	RB
37060	740	9	overbearing	overbearing	JJ
37060	740	10	.	.	.
37060	741	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	741	2	liked	like	VBD
37060	741	3	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	741	4	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	741	5	;	;	:
37060	741	6	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	741	7	made	make	VBD
37060	741	8	a	a	DT
37060	741	9	good	good	JJ
37060	741	10	"	"	``
37060	741	11	first	first	JJ
37060	741	12	impression	impression	NN
37060	741	13	.	.	.
37060	741	14	"	"	''
37060	742	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	742	2	finally	finally	RB
37060	742	3	met	meet	VBD
37060	742	4	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	742	5	during	during	IN
37060	742	6	a	a	DT
37060	742	7	family	family	NN
37060	742	8	rendezvous	rendezvous	NN
37060	742	9	at	at	IN
37060	742	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	742	11	sister	sister	NN
37060	742	12	's	's	POS
37060	742	13	home	home	NN
37060	742	14	.	.	.
37060	743	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	743	2	no	no	RB
37060	743	3	longer	longer	RB
37060	743	4	had	have	VBD
37060	743	5	to	to	TO
37060	743	6	subsist	subsist	VB
37060	743	7	upon	upon	IN
37060	743	8	fragments	fragment	NNS
37060	743	9	of	of	IN
37060	743	10	unsubstantial	unsubstantial	JJ
37060	743	11	suppositions	supposition	NNS
37060	743	12	;	;	:
37060	743	13	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	743	14	was	be	VBD
37060	743	15	a	a	DT
37060	743	16	person	person	NN
37060	743	17	,	,	,
37060	743	18	not	not	RB
37060	743	19	a	a	DT
37060	743	20	figment	figment	NN
37060	743	21	of	of	IN
37060	743	22	one	one	NN
37060	743	23	's	's	POS
37060	743	24	imagination	imagination	NN
37060	743	25	.	.	.
37060	744	1	The	the	DT
37060	744	2	introduction	introduction	NN
37060	744	3	helped	help	VBD
37060	744	4	to	to	TO
37060	744	5	mask	mask	VB
37060	744	6	the	the	DT
37060	744	7	tensions	tension	NNS
37060	744	8	within	within	IN
37060	744	9	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	744	10	home	home	NN
37060	744	11	,	,	,
37060	744	12	yet	yet	CC
37060	744	13	something	something	NN
37060	744	14	remained	remain	VBD
37060	744	15	amiss	amiss	JJ
37060	744	16	which	which	WDT
37060	744	17	corroded	corrode	VBD
37060	744	18	the	the	DT
37060	744	19	trust	trust	NN
37060	744	20	between	between	IN
37060	744	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	744	22	parents	parent	NNS
37060	744	23	and	and	CC
37060	744	24	Norm	norm	NN
37060	744	25	.	.	.
37060	745	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	745	2	battled	battle	VBD
37060	745	3	for	for	IN
37060	745	4	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	745	5	;	;	:
37060	745	6	as	as	IN
37060	745	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	745	8	often	often	RB
37060	745	9	the	the	DT
37060	745	10	case	case	NN
37060	745	11	,	,	,
37060	745	12	however	however	RB
37060	745	13	,	,	,
37060	745	14	the	the	DT
37060	745	15	conflicts	conflict	NNS
37060	745	16	were	be	VBD
37060	745	17	internal	internal	JJ
37060	745	18	,	,	,
37060	745	19	waged	wage	VBN
37060	745	20	between	between	IN
37060	745	21	who	who	WP
37060	745	22	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	745	23	was	be	VBD
37060	745	24	and	and	CC
37060	745	25	who	who	WP
37060	745	26	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	745	27	wanted	want	VBD
37060	745	28	to	to	TO
37060	745	29	be	be	VB
37060	745	30	in	in	IN
37060	745	31	an	an	DT
37060	745	32	uncertain	uncertain	JJ
37060	745	33	world	world	NN
37060	745	34	.	.	.
37060	746	1	After	after	IN
37060	746	2	months	month	NNS
37060	746	3	of	of	IN
37060	746	4	unanswered	unanswered	JJ
37060	746	5	questions	question	NNS
37060	746	6	,	,	,
37060	746	7	Mom	mom	NN
37060	746	8	went	go	VBD
37060	746	9	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	746	10	with	with	IN
37060	746	11	some	some	DT
37060	746	12	of	of	IN
37060	746	13	Norm	norm	NN
37060	746	14	's	's	POS
37060	746	15	clean	clean	JJ
37060	746	16	clothes	clothe	NNS
37060	746	17	and	and	CC
37060	746	18	,	,	,
37060	746	19	pulling	pull	VBG
37060	746	20	open	open	RP
37060	746	21	a	a	DT
37060	746	22	drawer	drawer	NN
37060	746	23	,	,	,
37060	746	24	found	find	VBD
37060	746	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	746	26	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	746	27	stripped	strip	VBN
37060	746	28	of	of	IN
37060	746	29	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	746	30	former	former	JJ
37060	746	31	contents	content	NNS
37060	746	32	.	.	.
37060	747	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	747	2	pulled	pull	VBD
37060	747	3	open	open	VB
37060	747	4	another	another	DT
37060	747	5	...	...	NFP
37060	747	6	and	and	CC
37060	747	7	another	another	DT
37060	747	8	...	...	:
37060	747	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	747	10	,	,	,
37060	747	11	too	too	RB
37060	747	12	,	,	,
37060	747	13	were	be	VBD
37060	747	14	empty	empty	JJ
37060	747	15	.	.	.
37060	748	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	748	2	now	now	RB
37060	748	3	faced	face	VBD
37060	748	4	an	an	DT
37060	748	5	even	even	RB
37060	748	6	greater	great	JJR
37060	748	7	question	question	NN
37060	748	8	.	.	.
37060	749	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	749	2	had	have	VBD
37060	749	3	moved	move	VBN
37060	749	4	out	out	RB
37060	749	5	with	with	IN
37060	749	6	no	no	DT
37060	749	7	warning	warning	NN
37060	749	8	while	while	IN
37060	749	9	the	the	DT
37060	749	10	three	three	CD
37060	749	11	of	of	IN
37060	749	12	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	749	13	were	be	VBD
37060	749	14	absent	absent	JJ
37060	749	15	from	from	IN
37060	749	16	the	the	DT
37060	749	17	house	house	NN
37060	749	18	.	.	.
37060	750	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	750	2	was	be	VBD
37060	750	3	gone	go	VBN
37060	750	4	.	.	.
37060	751	1	But	but	CC
37060	751	2	where	where	WRB
37060	751	3	?	?	.
37060	752	1	And	and	CC
37060	752	2	why	why	WRB
37060	752	3	?	?	.
37060	753	1	That	that	DT
37060	753	2	evening	evening	NN
37060	753	3	,	,	,
37060	753	4	Norm	norm	NN
37060	753	5	came	come	VBD
37060	753	6	back	back	RB
37060	753	7	to	to	IN
37060	753	8	the	the	DT
37060	753	9	house	house	NN
37060	753	10	to	to	TO
37060	753	11	reveal	reveal	VB
37060	753	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	753	13	intentions	intention	NNS
37060	753	14	,	,	,
37060	753	15	and	and	CC
37060	753	16	to	to	TO
37060	753	17	give	give	VB
37060	753	18	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	753	19	and	and	CC
37060	753	20	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	753	21	a	a	DT
37060	753	22	formal	formal	JJ
37060	753	23	explanation	explanation	NN
37060	753	24	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	753	25	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	753	26	sudden	sudden	JJ
37060	753	27	move	move	NN
37060	753	28	.	.	.
37060	754	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	754	2	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	754	3	alone	alone	RB
37060	754	4	served	serve	VBD
37060	754	5	to	to	TO
37060	754	6	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	754	7	escalate	escalate	VB
37060	754	8	the	the	DT
37060	754	9	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	754	10	toward	toward	IN
37060	754	11	a	a	DT
37060	754	12	destination	destination	NN
37060	754	13	which	which	WDT
37060	754	14	was	be	VBD
37060	754	15	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	754	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	754	17	realm	realm	NN
37060	754	18	of	of	IN
37060	754	19	involvement	involvement	NN
37060	754	20	,	,	,
37060	754	21	so	so	CC
37060	754	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	754	23	turned	turn	VBD
37060	754	24	to	to	IN
37060	754	25	one	one	CD
37060	754	26	of	of	IN
37060	754	27	the	the	DT
37060	754	28	far	far	JJ
37060	754	29	corners	corner	NNS
37060	754	30	of	of	IN
37060	754	31	the	the	DT
37060	754	32	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	754	33	where	where	WRB
37060	754	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	754	35	gerbil	gerbil	NN
37060	754	36	cage	cage	NN
37060	754	37	was	be	VBD
37060	754	38	situated	situate	VBN
37060	754	39	and	and	CC
37060	754	40	stared	stare	VBN
37060	754	41	unseeingly	unseeingly	RB
37060	754	42	at	at	IN
37060	754	43	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	754	44	pet	pet	NN
37060	754	45	while	while	IN
37060	754	46	listening	listen	VBG
37060	754	47	intently	intently	RB
37060	754	48	to	to	IN
37060	754	49	the	the	DT
37060	754	50	scenario	scenario	NN
37060	754	51	unfolding	unfold	VBG
37060	754	52	behind	behind	IN
37060	754	53	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	754	54	.	.	.
37060	755	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	755	2	stated	state	VBD
37060	755	3	that	that	IN
37060	755	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	755	5	had	have	VBD
37060	755	6	moved	move	VBN
37060	755	7	in	in	RB
37060	755	8	with	with	IN
37060	755	9	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	755	10	.	.	.
37060	756	1	"	"	``
37060	756	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	756	3	kids	kid	NNS
37060	756	4	got	get	VBD
37060	756	5	married	marry	VBN
37060	756	6	then	then	RB
37060	756	7	!	!	.
37060	756	8	"	"	''
37060	757	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	757	2	exclaimed	exclaim	VBD
37060	757	3	,	,	,
37060	757	4	moving	move	VBG
37060	757	5	closer	close	RBR
37060	757	6	as	as	IN
37060	757	7	if	if	IN
37060	757	8	to	to	TO
37060	757	9	embrace	embrace	VB
37060	757	10	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	757	11	son	son	NN
37060	757	12	.	.	.
37060	758	1	A	a	DT
37060	758	2	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	758	3	,	,	,
37060	758	4	no	no	DT
37060	758	5	frills	frill	NNS
37060	758	6	wedding	wedding	NN
37060	758	7	would	would	MD
37060	758	8	have	have	VB
37060	758	9	been	be	VBN
37060	758	10	characteristic	characteristic	JJ
37060	758	11	of	of	IN
37060	758	12	Norm	norm	NN
37060	758	13	.	.	.
37060	759	1	"	"	``
37060	759	2	No	no	UH
37060	759	3	...	...	NFP
37060	759	4	,	,	,
37060	759	5	"	"	''
37060	759	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	759	7	replied	reply	VBD
37060	759	8	.	.	.
37060	760	1	A	a	DT
37060	760	2	silence	silence	NN
37060	760	3	followed	follow	VBD
37060	760	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	760	5	statement	statement	NN
37060	760	6	,	,	,
37060	760	7	as	as	IN
37060	760	8	if	if	IN
37060	760	9	each	each	DT
37060	760	10	person	person	NN
37060	760	11	was	be	VBD
37060	760	12	attempting	attempt	VBG
37060	760	13	to	to	TO
37060	760	14	understand	understand	VB
37060	760	15	the	the	DT
37060	760	16	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	760	17	which	which	WDT
37060	760	18	was	be	VBD
37060	760	19	unfolding	unfold	VBG
37060	760	20	and	and	CC
37060	760	21	see	see	VB
37060	760	22	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	760	23	the	the	DT
37060	760	24	misconceptions	misconception	NNS
37060	760	25	that	that	WDT
37060	760	26	had	have	VBD
37060	760	27	obscured	obscure	VBN
37060	760	28	the	the	DT
37060	760	29	truth	truth	NN
37060	760	30	.	.	.
37060	761	1	"	"	``
37060	761	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	761	3	mean	mean	VBP
37060	761	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	761	5	're	be	VBP
37060	761	6	just	just	RB
37060	761	7	going	go	VBG
37060	761	8	to	to	TO
37060	761	9	live	live	VB
37060	761	10	with	with	IN
37060	761	11	each	each	DT
37060	761	12	other	other	JJ
37060	761	13	?	?	.
37060	761	14	"	"	''
37060	762	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	762	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	762	3	.	.	.
37060	763	1	"	"	``
37060	763	2	Did	do	VBD
37060	763	3	n't	not	RB
37060	763	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	763	5	marriage	marriage	NN
37060	763	6	and	and	CC
37060	763	7	family	family	NN
37060	763	8	mean	mean	VB
37060	763	9	anything	anything	NN
37060	763	10	to	to	IN
37060	763	11	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	763	12	?	?	.
37060	763	13	"	"	''
37060	764	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	764	2	was	be	VBD
37060	764	3	aghast	aghast	JJ
37060	764	4	,	,	,
37060	764	5	tearful	tearful	JJ
37060	764	6	,	,	,
37060	764	7	frustrated	frustrated	JJ
37060	764	8	.	.	.
37060	765	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	765	2	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	765	3	awestruck	awestruck	VBN
37060	765	4	by	by	IN
37060	765	5	the	the	DT
37060	765	6	magnanimous	magnanimous	JJ
37060	765	7	fervor	fervor	NN
37060	765	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	765	9	had	have	VBD
37060	765	10	evoked	evoke	VBN
37060	765	11	.	.	.
37060	766	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	766	2	had	have	VBD
37060	766	3	not	not	RB
37060	766	4	thought	think	VBN
37060	766	5	that	that	DT
37060	766	6	marriage	marriage	NN
37060	766	7	could	could	MD
37060	766	8	have	have	VB
37060	766	9	meant	mean	VBN
37060	766	10	so	so	RB
37060	766	11	much	much	JJ
37060	766	12	to	to	IN
37060	766	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	766	14	parents	parent	NNS
37060	766	15	.	.	.
37060	767	1	"	"	``
37060	767	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	767	3	have	have	VBP
37060	767	4	made	make	VBN
37060	767	5	a	a	DT
37060	767	6	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	767	7	home	home	NN
37060	767	8	!	!	.
37060	767	9	"	"	''
37060	768	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	768	2	exclaimed	exclaim	VBD
37060	768	3	,	,	,
37060	768	4	"	"	``
37060	768	5	But	but	CC
37060	768	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	768	7	just	just	RB
37060	768	8	ca	can	MD
37060	768	9	n't	not	RB
37060	768	10	be	be	VB
37060	768	11	for	for	IN
37060	768	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	768	13	.	.	.
37060	768	14	"	"	''
37060	769	1	Questions	question	NNS
37060	769	2	flurried	flurry	VBD
37060	769	3	about	about	IN
37060	769	4	the	the	DT
37060	769	5	room	room	NN
37060	769	6	like	like	IN
37060	769	7	a	a	DT
37060	769	8	mid	mid	NN
37060	769	9	-	-	NN
37060	769	10	summer	summer	NN
37060	769	11	blizzard	blizzard	NN
37060	769	12	;	;	:
37060	769	13	upset	upset	JJ
37060	769	14	parents	parent	NNS
37060	769	15	,	,	,
37060	769	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	769	17	learned	learn	VBD
37060	769	18	,	,	,
37060	769	19	excelled	excel	VBN
37060	769	20	in	in	IN
37060	769	21	the	the	DT
37060	769	22	art	art	NN
37060	769	23	of	of	IN
37060	769	24	interrogation	interrogation	NN
37060	769	25	.	.	.
37060	770	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	770	2	's	's	POS
37060	770	3	voice	voice	NN
37060	770	4	had	have	VBD
37060	770	5	transformed	transform	VBN
37060	770	6	into	into	IN
37060	770	7	a	a	DT
37060	770	8	slightly	slightly	JJ
37060	770	9	nasal	nasal	NN
37060	770	10	,	,	,
37060	770	11	high	high	RB
37060	770	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	770	13	pitched	pitch	VBN
37060	770	14	whine	whine	NN
37060	770	15	which	which	WDT
37060	770	16	characterized	characterize	VBD
37060	770	17	both	both	DT
37060	770	18	disapproval	disapproval	NN
37060	770	19	and	and	CC
37060	770	20	sickness	sickness	NN
37060	770	21	of	of	IN
37060	770	22	heart	heart	NN
37060	770	23	,	,	,
37060	770	24	while	while	IN
37060	770	25	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	770	26	's	's	POS
37060	770	27	speech	speech	NN
37060	770	28	quickened	quicken	VBN
37060	770	29	into	into	IN
37060	770	30	abrupt	abrupt	JJ
37060	770	31	,	,	,
37060	770	32	angry	angry	JJ
37060	770	33	darts	dart	NNS
37060	770	34	which	which	WDT
37060	770	35	leapt	leap	VBZ
37060	770	36	through	through	IN
37060	770	37	the	the	DT
37060	770	38	air	air	NN
37060	770	39	and	and	CC
37060	770	40	stung	stung	VB
37060	770	41	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	770	42	recipient	recipient	NN
37060	770	43	.	.	.
37060	771	1	To	to	IN
37060	771	2	each	each	DT
37060	771	3	question	question	NN
37060	771	4	,	,	,
37060	771	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	771	6	bowed	bow	VBD
37060	771	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	771	8	head	head	NN
37060	771	9	a	a	DT
37060	771	10	bit	bit	NN
37060	771	11	lower	low	JJR
37060	771	12	.	.	.
37060	772	1	"	"	``
37060	772	2	If	if	IN
37060	772	3	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	772	4	loves	love	VBZ
37060	772	5	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	772	6	,	,	,
37060	772	7	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	772	8	'd	'd	MD
37060	772	9	marry	marry	VB
37060	772	10	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	772	11	.	.	.
37060	772	12	"	"	''
37060	773	1	"	"	``
37060	773	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	773	3	just	just	RB
37060	773	4	ca	can	MD
37060	773	5	n't	not	RB
37060	773	6	be	be	VB
37060	773	7	for	for	IN
37060	773	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	773	9	.	.	.
37060	773	10	"	"	''
37060	774	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	774	2	was	be	VBD
37060	774	3	all	all	DT
37060	774	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	774	5	could	could	MD
37060	774	6	say	say	VB
37060	774	7	.	.	.
37060	775	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	775	2	loved	love	VBD
37060	775	3	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	775	4	,	,	,
37060	775	5	and	and	CC
37060	775	6	wanted	want	VBD
37060	775	7	to	to	TO
37060	775	8	spend	spend	VB
37060	775	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	775	10	life	life	NN
37060	775	11	with	with	IN
37060	775	12	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	775	13	;	;	:
37060	775	14	love	love	NN
37060	775	15	of	of	IN
37060	775	16	the	the	DT
37060	775	17	heart	heart	NN
37060	775	18	should	should	MD
37060	775	19	require	require	VB
37060	775	20	no	no	DT
37060	775	21	legal	legal	JJ
37060	775	22	document	document	NN
37060	775	23	to	to	TO
37060	775	24	assure	assure	VB
37060	775	25	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	775	26	sincerity	sincerity	NN
37060	775	27	.	.	.
37060	776	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	776	2	could	could	MD
37060	776	3	not	not	RB
37060	776	4	understand	understand	VB
37060	776	5	the	the	DT
37060	776	6	importance	importance	NN
37060	776	7	of	of	IN
37060	776	8	marriage	marriage	NN
37060	776	9	.	.	.
37060	777	1	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	777	2	's	's	POS
37060	777	3	was	be	VBD
37060	777	4	an	an	DT
37060	777	5	idealistic	idealistic	JJ
37060	777	6	view	view	NN
37060	777	7	of	of	IN
37060	777	8	human	human	JJ
37060	777	9	love	love	NN
37060	777	10	.	.	.
37060	778	1	Society	society	NN
37060	778	2	,	,	,
37060	778	3	however	however	RB
37060	778	4	,	,	,
37060	778	5	having	have	VBG
37060	778	6	judged	judge	VBN
37060	778	7	man	man	NN
37060	778	8	's	's	POS
37060	778	9	ineptitude	ineptitude	NN
37060	778	10	in	in	IN
37060	778	11	the	the	DT
37060	778	12	areas	area	NNS
37060	778	13	of	of	IN
37060	778	14	honesty	honesty	NN
37060	778	15	and	and	CC
37060	778	16	integrity	integrity	NN
37060	778	17	,	,	,
37060	778	18	found	find	VBD
37060	778	19	that	that	IN
37060	778	20	unceremonious	unceremonious	JJ
37060	778	21	love	love	NN
37060	778	22	was	be	VBD
37060	778	23	not	not	RB
37060	778	24	,	,	,
37060	778	25	generally	generally	RB
37060	778	26	speaking	speak	VBG
37060	778	27	,	,	,
37060	778	28	taken	take	VBN
37060	778	29	as	as	RB
37060	778	30	seriously	seriously	RB
37060	778	31	as	as	IN
37060	778	32	love	love	NN
37060	778	33	proclaimed	proclaim	VBN
37060	778	34	before	before	IN
37060	778	35	an	an	DT
37060	778	36	audience	audience	NN
37060	778	37	in	in	IN
37060	778	38	the	the	DT
37060	778	39	form	form	NN
37060	778	40	of	of	IN
37060	778	41	predetermined	predetermine	VBN
37060	778	42	vows	vow	NNS
37060	778	43	.	.	.
37060	779	1	In	in	IN
37060	779	2	certain	certain	JJ
37060	779	3	circles	circle	NNS
37060	779	4	,	,	,
37060	779	5	religion	religion	NN
37060	779	6	amplified	amplify	VBD
37060	779	7	the	the	DT
37060	779	8	significance	significance	NN
37060	779	9	of	of	IN
37060	779	10	marriage	marriage	NN
37060	779	11	,	,	,
37060	779	12	entrenching	entrench	VBG
37060	779	13	the	the	DT
37060	779	14	ceremony	ceremony	NN
37060	779	15	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	779	16	into	into	IN
37060	779	17	the	the	DT
37060	779	18	hearts	heart	NNS
37060	779	19	and	and	CC
37060	779	20	minds	mind	NNS
37060	779	21	of	of	IN
37060	779	22	society	society	NN
37060	779	23	...	...	NFP
37060	779	24	and	and	CC
37060	779	25	to	to	IN
37060	779	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	779	27	parents	parent	NNS
37060	779	28	;	;	:
37060	779	29	moreover	moreover	RB
37060	779	30	,	,	,
37060	779	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	779	32	was	be	VBD
37060	779	33	tradition	tradition	NN
37060	779	34	.	.	.
37060	780	1	To	to	IN
37060	780	2	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	780	3	,	,	,
37060	780	4	love	love	NN
37060	780	5	alone	alone	RB
37060	780	6	was	be	VBD
37060	780	7	not	not	RB
37060	780	8	enough	enough	JJ
37060	780	9	to	to	TO
37060	780	10	justify	justify	VB
37060	780	11	a	a	DT
37060	780	12	man	man	NN
37060	780	13	and	and	CC
37060	780	14	a	a	DT
37060	780	15	woman	woman	NN
37060	780	16	living	live	VBG
37060	780	17	together	together	RB
37060	780	18	as	as	IN
37060	780	19	one	one	CD
37060	780	20	unit	unit	NN
37060	780	21	;	;	:
37060	780	22	Norm	norm	NN
37060	780	23	's	's	POS
37060	780	24	proposition	proposition	NN
37060	780	25	was	be	VBD
37060	780	26	a	a	DT
37060	780	27	revolt	revolt	NN
37060	780	28	against	against	IN
37060	780	29	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	780	30	values	value	NNS
37060	780	31	.	.	.
37060	781	1	An	an	DT
37060	781	2	ultimatum	ultimatum	NN
37060	781	3	surfaced	surface	VBD
37060	781	4	after	after	IN
37060	781	5	all	all	DT
37060	781	6	of	of	IN
37060	781	7	the	the	DT
37060	781	8	questions	question	NNS
37060	781	9	had	have	VBD
37060	781	10	spilled	spill	VBN
37060	781	11	from	from	IN
37060	781	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	781	13	parent	parent	NN
37060	781	14	's	's	POS
37060	781	15	minds	mind	NNS
37060	781	16	:	:	:
37060	781	17	Norm	norm	NN
37060	781	18	would	would	MD
37060	781	19	no	no	RB
37060	781	20	longer	longer	RB
37060	781	21	be	be	VB
37060	781	22	welcome	welcome	JJ
37060	781	23	in	in	IN
37060	781	24	the	the	DT
37060	781	25	home	home	NN
37060	781	26	unless	unless	IN
37060	781	27	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	781	28	married	marry	VBD
37060	781	29	.	.	.
37060	782	1	Tears	tear	NNS
37060	782	2	welled	well	VBD
37060	782	3	up	up	RP
37060	782	4	in	in	IN
37060	782	5	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	782	6	's	's	POS
37060	782	7	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	782	8	and	and	CC
37060	782	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	782	10	began	begin	VBD
37060	782	11	to	to	TO
37060	782	12	sob	sob	VB
37060	782	13	;	;	:
37060	782	14	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	782	15	and	and	CC
37060	782	16	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	782	17	held	hold	VBD
37060	782	18	each	each	DT
37060	782	19	other	other	JJ
37060	782	20	in	in	IN
37060	782	21	a	a	DT
37060	782	22	long	long	JJ
37060	782	23	,	,	,
37060	782	24	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	782	25	embrace	embrace	NN
37060	782	26	.	.	.
37060	783	1	So	so	RB
37060	783	2	much	much	JJ
37060	783	3	depended	depend	VBD
37060	783	4	on	on	IN
37060	783	5	the	the	DT
37060	783	6	future	future	NN
37060	783	7	;	;	:
37060	783	8	a	a	DT
37060	783	9	hug	hug	NN
37060	783	10	was	be	VBD
37060	783	11	all	all	DT
37060	783	12	that	that	WDT
37060	783	13	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	783	14	had	have	VBD
37060	783	15	.	.	.
37060	784	1	Until	until	IN
37060	784	2	then	then	RB
37060	784	3	,	,	,
37060	784	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	784	5	had	have	VBD
37060	784	6	been	be	VBN
37060	784	7	eyeing	eye	VBG
37060	784	8	the	the	DT
37060	784	9	gerbil	gerbil	NN
37060	784	10	cage	cage	NN
37060	784	11	feverishly	feverishly	RB
37060	784	12	as	as	IN
37060	784	13	the	the	DT
37060	784	14	discussion	discussion	NN
37060	784	15	raged	rage	VBD
37060	784	16	behind	behind	IN
37060	784	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	784	18	.	.	.
37060	785	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	785	2	had	have	VBD
37060	785	3	under	under	RB
37060	785	4	-	-	HYPH
37060	785	5	estimated	estimate	VBN
37060	785	6	mom	mom	NN
37060	785	7	and	and	CC
37060	785	8	dad	dad	NN
37060	785	9	and	and	CC
37060	785	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	785	11	inflexible	inflexible	JJ
37060	785	12	scale	scale	NN
37060	785	13	of	of	IN
37060	785	14	values	value	NNS
37060	785	15	,	,	,
37060	785	16	but	but	CC
37060	785	17	even	even	RB
37060	785	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	785	19	could	could	MD
37060	785	20	not	not	RB
37060	785	21	swallow	swallow	VB
37060	785	22	such	such	PDT
37060	785	23	a	a	DT
37060	785	24	voluminous	voluminous	JJ
37060	785	25	consequence	consequence	NN
37060	785	26	of	of	IN
37060	785	27	co	co	JJ
37060	785	28	-	-	NN
37060	785	29	habitation	habitation	JJ
37060	785	30	.	.	.
37060	786	1	How	how	WRB
37060	786	2	could	could	MD
37060	786	3	marriage	marriage	VB
37060	786	4	be	be	VB
37060	786	5	so	so	RB
37060	786	6	important	important	JJ
37060	786	7	that	that	IN
37060	786	8	one	one	PRP
37060	786	9	would	would	MD
37060	786	10	no	no	RB
37060	786	11	longer	longer	RB
37060	786	12	consider	consider	VB
37060	786	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	786	14	son	son	NN
37060	786	15	a	a	DT
37060	786	16	person	person	NN
37060	786	17	because	because	IN
37060	786	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	786	19	desired	desire	VBD
37060	786	20	to	to	TO
37060	786	21	live	live	VB
37060	786	22	unwed	unwed	JJ
37060	786	23	with	with	IN
37060	786	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	786	25	beloved	beloved	JJ
37060	786	26	?	?	.
37060	787	1	Did	do	VBD
37060	787	2	not	not	RB
37060	787	3	love	love	VB
37060	787	4	matter	matter	NN
37060	787	5	more	more	RBR
37060	787	6	than	than	IN
37060	787	7	all	all	DT
37060	787	8	else	else	RB
37060	787	9	?	?	.
37060	788	1	Apparently	apparently	RB
37060	788	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	788	3	did	do	VBD
37060	788	4	not	not	RB
37060	788	5	.	.	.
37060	789	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	789	2	could	could	MD
37060	789	3	listen	listen	VB
37060	789	4	to	to	IN
37060	789	5	no	no	DT
37060	789	6	more	more	JJR
37060	789	7	if	if	IN
37060	789	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	789	9	had	have	VBD
37060	789	10	to	to	TO
37060	789	11	assume	assume	VB
37060	789	12	that	that	IN
37060	789	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	789	14	was	be	VBD
37060	789	15	going	go	VBG
37060	789	16	to	to	TO
37060	789	17	lose	lose	VB
37060	789	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	789	19	brother	brother	NN
37060	789	20	.	.	.
37060	790	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	790	2	choked	choke	VBD
37060	790	3	upon	upon	IN
37060	790	4	a	a	DT
37060	790	5	mountainous	mountainous	JJ
37060	790	6	wave	wave	NN
37060	790	7	of	of	IN
37060	790	8	hysteria	hysteria	NN
37060	790	9	,	,	,
37060	790	10	and	and	CC
37060	790	11	with	with	IN
37060	790	12	tears	tear	NNS
37060	790	13	blinding	blind	VBG
37060	790	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	790	15	vision	vision	NN
37060	790	16	,	,	,
37060	790	17	went	go	VBD
37060	790	18	wailing	wail	VBG
37060	790	19	out	out	IN
37060	790	20	of	of	IN
37060	790	21	the	the	DT
37060	790	22	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	790	23	into	into	IN
37060	790	24	the	the	DT
37060	790	25	sheltering	shelter	VBG
37060	790	26	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	790	27	of	of	IN
37060	790	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	790	29	own	own	JJ
37060	790	30	room	room	NN
37060	790	31	.	.	.
37060	791	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	791	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	791	3	like	like	IN
37060	791	4	a	a	DT
37060	791	5	fool	fool	NN
37060	791	6	,	,	,
37060	791	7	flying	fly	VBG
37060	791	8	from	from	IN
37060	791	9	the	the	DT
37060	791	10	argument	argument	NN
37060	791	11	in	in	IN
37060	791	12	such	such	PDT
37060	791	13	an	an	DT
37060	791	14	undignified	undignified	JJ
37060	791	15	manner	manner	NN
37060	791	16	.	.	.
37060	792	1	"	"	``
37060	792	2	Now	now	RB
37060	792	3	look	look	VB
37060	792	4	what	what	WP
37060	792	5	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	792	6	've	have	VB
37060	792	7	done	do	VBN
37060	792	8	,	,	,
37060	792	9	"	"	''
37060	792	10	said	say	VBD
37060	792	11	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	792	12	,	,	,
37060	792	13	seeing	see	VBG
37060	792	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	792	15	agitated	agitated	JJ
37060	792	16	state	state	NN
37060	792	17	of	of	IN
37060	792	18	mind	mind	NN
37060	792	19	.	.	.
37060	793	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	793	2	was	be	VBD
37060	793	3	not	not	RB
37060	793	4	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	793	5	's	's	POS
37060	793	6	fault	fault	NN
37060	793	7	,	,	,
37060	793	8	however	however	RB
37060	793	9	;	;	:
37060	793	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	793	11	knew	know	VBD
37060	793	12	,	,	,
37060	793	13	and	and	CC
37060	793	14	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	793	15	knew	know	VBD
37060	793	16	;	;	:
37060	793	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	793	18	distress	distress	NN
37060	793	19	was	be	VBD
37060	793	20	related	relate	VBN
37060	793	21	only	only	RB
37060	793	22	to	to	IN
37060	793	23	the	the	DT
37060	793	24	thought	thought	NN
37060	793	25	of	of	IN
37060	793	26	losing	lose	VBG
37060	793	27	Norm	norm	NN
37060	793	28	forever	forever	RB
37060	793	29	;	;	:
37060	793	30	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	793	31	was	be	VBD
37060	793	32	like	like	IN
37060	793	33	a	a	DT
37060	793	34	planned	plan	VBN
37060	793	35	death	death	NN
37060	793	36	.	.	.
37060	794	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	794	2	could	could	MD
37060	794	3	not	not	RB
37060	794	4	handle	handle	VB
37060	794	5	such	such	PDT
37060	794	6	a	a	DT
37060	794	7	loss	loss	NN
37060	794	8	.	.	.
37060	795	1	"	"	``
37060	795	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	795	3	'll	will	MD
37060	795	4	drive	drive	VB
37060	795	5	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	795	6	to	to	IN
37060	795	7	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	795	8	's	's	POS
37060	795	9	apartment	apartment	NN
37060	795	10	...	...	:
37060	795	11	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	795	12	can	can	MD
37060	795	13	get	get	VB
37060	795	14	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	795	15	things	thing	NNS
37060	795	16	and	and	CC
37060	795	17	come	come	VB
37060	795	18	back	back	RB
37060	795	19	here	here	RB
37060	795	20	,	,	,
37060	795	21	"	"	''
37060	795	22	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	795	23	offered	offer	VBD
37060	795	24	.	.	.
37060	796	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	796	2	was	be	VBD
37060	796	3	a	a	DT
37060	796	4	final	final	JJ
37060	796	5	plea	plea	NN
37060	796	6	,	,	,
37060	796	7	an	an	DT
37060	796	8	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	796	9	to	to	TO
37060	796	10	make	make	VB
37060	796	11	amends	amend	NNS
37060	796	12	before	before	IN
37060	796	13	the	the	DT
37060	796	14	damage	damage	NN
37060	796	15	was	be	VBD
37060	796	16	done	do	VBN
37060	796	17	.	.	.
37060	797	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	797	2	shook	shake	VBD
37060	797	3	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	797	4	head	head	NN
37060	797	5	.	.	.
37060	798	1	"	"	``
37060	798	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	798	3	'm	be	VBP
37060	798	4	sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	798	5	...	...	:
37060	798	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	798	7	ca	can	MD
37060	798	8	n't	not	RB
37060	798	9	.	.	.
37060	798	10	"	"	''
37060	799	1	Not	not	RB
37060	799	2	after	after	RB
37060	799	3	all	all	RB
37060	799	4	that	that	WDT
37060	799	5	had	have	VBD
37060	799	6	been	be	VBN
37060	799	7	said	say	VBN
37060	799	8	.	.	.
37060	800	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	800	2	was	be	VBD
37060	800	3	trembling	tremble	VBG
37060	800	4	;	;	:
37060	800	5	like	like	IN
37060	800	6	an	an	DT
37060	800	7	injured	injure	VBN
37060	800	8	animal	animal	NN
37060	800	9	,	,	,
37060	800	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	800	11	wanted	want	VBD
37060	800	12	only	only	RB
37060	800	13	to	to	TO
37060	800	14	run	run	VB
37060	800	15	and	and	CC
37060	800	16	hide	hide	VB
37060	800	17	from	from	IN
37060	800	18	further	further	JJ
37060	800	19	hurt	hurt	NN
37060	800	20	.	.	.
37060	801	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	801	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	801	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	801	4	could	could	MD
37060	801	5	n't	not	RB
37060	801	6	return	return	VB
37060	801	7	that	that	DT
37060	801	8	night	night	NN
37060	801	9	,	,	,
37060	801	10	but	but	CC
37060	801	11	as	as	IN
37060	801	12	the	the	DT
37060	801	13	door	door	NN
37060	801	14	closed	close	VBD
37060	801	15	and	and	CC
37060	801	16	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	801	17	son	son	NN
37060	801	18	disappeared	disappear	VBD
37060	801	19	into	into	IN
37060	801	20	the	the	DT
37060	801	21	dark	dark	JJ
37060	801	22	abyss	abyss	NN
37060	801	23	,	,	,
37060	801	24	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	801	25	prayed	pray	VBD
37060	801	26	that	that	IN
37060	801	27	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	801	28	would	would	MD
37060	801	29	change	change	VB
37060	801	30	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	801	31	mind	mind	NN
37060	801	32	.	.	.
37060	802	1	PAGE	PAGE	NNP
37060	802	2	28	28	CD
37060	802	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	802	4	6	6	CD
37060	802	5	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	802	6	/	/	SYM
37060	802	7	Reflections	Reflections	NNPS
37060	802	8	PAGE	PAGE	NNP
37060	802	9	28	28	CD
37060	802	10	.	.	.
37060	803	1	"	"	``
37060	803	2	..	..	NFP
37060	803	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	803	4	had	have	VBD
37060	803	5	been	be	VBN
37060	803	6	transported	transport	VBN
37060	803	7	across	across	IN
37060	803	8	2000	2000	CD
37060	803	9	miles	mile	NNS
37060	803	10	...	...	:
37060	803	11	Memories	memory	NNS
37060	803	12	and	and	CC
37060	803	13	heartaches	heartache	NNS
37060	803	14	,	,	,
37060	803	15	however	however	RB
37060	803	16	,	,	,
37060	803	17	came	come	VBD
37060	803	18	along	along	RP
37060	803	19	for	for	IN
37060	803	20	the	the	DT
37060	803	21	ride	ride	NN
37060	803	22	.	.	.
37060	803	23	"	"	''
37060	804	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	804	2	SIX	SIX	NNP
37060	804	3	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	804	4	/	/	SYM
37060	804	5	Reflections	Reflections	NNPS
37060	804	6	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	804	7	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	804	8	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	804	9	to	to	TO
37060	804	10	think	think	VB
37060	804	11	that	that	IN
37060	804	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	804	13	may	may	MD
37060	804	14	never	never	RB
37060	804	15	see	see	VB
37060	804	16	Norm	norm	NN
37060	804	17	again	again	RB
37060	804	18	.	.	.
37060	805	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	805	2	thought	think	VBD
37060	805	3	about	about	IN
37060	805	4	the	the	DT
37060	805	5	kite	kite	NN
37060	805	6	that	that	WDT
37060	805	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	805	8	bought	buy	VBD
37060	805	9	at	at	IN
37060	805	10	a	a	DT
37060	805	11	grocery	grocery	NN
37060	805	12	store	store	NN
37060	805	13	and	and	CC
37060	805	14	flew	fly	VBD
37060	805	15	in	in	IN
37060	805	16	the	the	DT
37060	805	17	spring	spring	NN
37060	805	18	gusts	gust	NNS
37060	805	19	until	until	IN
37060	805	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	805	21	was	be	VBD
37060	805	22	a	a	DT
37060	805	23	mere	mere	JJ
37060	805	24	speck	speck	NN
37060	805	25	in	in	IN
37060	805	26	the	the	DT
37060	805	27	blue	blue	JJ
37060	805	28	sky	sky	NN
37060	805	29	.	.	.
37060	806	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	806	2	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	806	3	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	806	4	discussion	discussion	NN
37060	806	5	about	about	IN
37060	806	6	the	the	DT
37060	806	7	importance	importance	NN
37060	806	8	of	of	IN
37060	806	9	seat	seat	NN
37060	806	10	belts	belt	NNS
37060	806	11	,	,	,
37060	806	12	after	after	IN
37060	806	13	which	which	WDT
37060	806	14	a	a	DT
37060	806	15	love	love	NN
37060	806	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	806	17	smitten	smitten	NN
37060	806	18	,	,	,
37060	806	19	one	one	CD
37060	806	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	806	21	armed	armed	JJ
37060	806	22	Don	Don	NNP
37060	806	23	Juan	Juan	NNP
37060	806	24	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	806	25	forced	force	VBD
37060	806	26	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	806	27	off	off	IN
37060	806	28	the	the	DT
37060	806	29	road	road	NN
37060	806	30	.	.	.
37060	807	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	807	2	thought	think	VBD
37060	807	3	about	about	IN
37060	807	4	the	the	DT
37060	807	5	many	many	JJ
37060	807	6	times	time	NNS
37060	807	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	807	8	pitched	pitch	VBD
37060	807	9	to	to	IN
37060	807	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	807	11	,	,	,
37060	807	12	saying	say	VBG
37060	807	13	,	,	,
37060	807	14	"	"	``
37060	807	15	Keep	keep	VB
37060	807	16	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	807	17	eye	eye	NN
37060	807	18	on	on	IN
37060	807	19	the	the	DT
37060	807	20	ball	ball	NN
37060	807	21	!	!	.
37060	807	22	,	,	,
37060	807	23	"	"	''
37060	807	24	and	and	CC
37060	807	25	how	how	WRB
37060	807	26	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	807	27	rumbled	rumble	VBD
37060	807	28	up	up	RP
37060	807	29	the	the	DT
37060	807	30	street	street	NN
37060	807	31	to	to	IN
37060	807	32	K	K	NNP
37060	807	33	Mart	Mart	NNP
37060	807	34	on	on	IN
37060	807	35	low	low	JJ
37060	807	36	-	-	HYPH
37060	807	37	budget	budget	NN
37060	807	38	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	807	39	sprees	spree	NNS
37060	807	40	.	.	.
37060	808	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	808	2	did	do	VBD
37060	808	3	not	not	RB
37060	808	4	have	have	VB
37060	808	5	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	808	6	's	's	POS
37060	808	7	address	address	NN
37060	808	8	,	,	,
37060	808	9	so	so	IN
37060	808	10	letters	letter	NNS
37060	808	11	would	would	MD
37060	808	12	be	be	VB
37060	808	13	a	a	DT
37060	808	14	pointless	pointless	JJ
37060	808	15	effort	effort	NN
37060	808	16	.	.	.
37060	809	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	809	2	mind	mind	NN
37060	809	3	began	begin	VBD
37060	809	4	to	to	TO
37060	809	5	create	create	VB
37060	809	6	images	image	NNS
37060	809	7	,	,	,
37060	809	8	concocting	concoct	VBG
37060	809	9	chance	chance	NN
37060	809	10	encounters	encounter	NNS
37060	809	11	and	and	CC
37060	809	12	elaborate	elaborate	JJ
37060	809	13	dialogues	dialogue	NNS
37060	809	14	.	.	.
37060	810	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	810	2	pictured	picture	VBD
37060	810	3	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	810	4	tall	tall	JJ
37060	810	5	form	form	NN
37060	810	6	striding	stride	VBG
37060	810	7	from	from	IN
37060	810	8	a	a	DT
37060	810	9	store	store	NN
37060	810	10	into	into	IN
37060	810	11	the	the	DT
37060	810	12	sun	sun	NN
37060	810	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	810	14	bathed	bathe	VBN
37060	810	15	parking	parking	NN
37060	810	16	lot	lot	NN
37060	810	17	;	;	:
37060	810	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	810	19	would	would	MD
37060	810	20	run	run	VB
37060	810	21	to	to	IN
37060	810	22	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	810	23	despite	despite	IN
37060	810	24	the	the	DT
37060	810	25	protests	protest	NNS
37060	810	26	of	of	IN
37060	810	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	810	28	parents	parent	NNS
37060	810	29	.	.	.
37060	811	1	The	the	DT
37060	811	2	image	image	NN
37060	811	3	would	would	MD
37060	811	4	dissolve	dissolve	VB
37060	811	5	and	and	CC
37060	811	6	another	another	DT
37060	811	7	would	would	MD
37060	811	8	take	take	VB
37060	811	9	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	811	10	place	place	NN
37060	811	11	.	.	.
37060	812	1	This	this	DT
37060	812	2	time	time	NN
37060	812	3	,	,	,
37060	812	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	812	5	saw	see	VBD
37060	812	6	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	812	7	while	while	IN
37060	812	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	812	9	was	be	VBD
37060	812	10	alone	alone	JJ
37060	812	11	;	;	:
37060	812	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	812	13	was	be	VBD
37060	812	14	able	able	JJ
37060	812	15	to	to	TO
37060	812	16	obtain	obtain	VB
37060	812	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	812	18	phone	phone	NN
37060	812	19	number	number	NN
37060	812	20	and	and	CC
37060	812	21	address	address	NN
37060	812	22	,	,	,
37060	812	23	and	and	CC
37060	812	24	planned	plan	VBD
37060	812	25	to	to	TO
37060	812	26	keep	keep	VB
37060	812	27	in	in	IN
37060	812	28	touch	touch	NN
37060	812	29	.	.	.
37060	813	1	Again	again	RB
37060	813	2	the	the	DT
37060	813	3	fantasy	fantasy	NN
37060	813	4	would	would	MD
37060	813	5	fade	fade	VB
37060	813	6	.	.	.
37060	814	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	814	2	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	814	3	fearfully	fearfully	RB
37060	814	4	whether	whether	IN
37060	814	5	the	the	DT
37060	814	6	years	year	NNS
37060	814	7	would	would	MD
37060	814	8	so	so	RB
37060	814	9	change	change	VB
37060	814	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	814	11	facial	facial	JJ
37060	814	12	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	814	13	that	that	WDT
37060	814	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	814	15	would	would	MD
37060	814	16	fail	fail	VB
37060	814	17	to	to	TO
37060	814	18	recognize	recognize	VB
37060	814	19	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	814	20	.	.	.
37060	815	1	Nothing	nothing	NN
37060	815	2	and	and	CC
37060	815	3	no	no	DT
37060	815	4	one	one	NN
37060	815	5	in	in	IN
37060	815	6	life	life	NN
37060	815	7	was	be	VBD
37060	815	8	immune	immune	JJ
37060	815	9	to	to	TO
37060	815	10	change	change	VB
37060	815	11	;	;	:
37060	815	12	features	feature	NNS
37060	815	13	,	,	,
37060	815	14	health	health	NN
37060	815	15	,	,	,
37060	815	16	relationships	relationship	VBZ
37060	815	17	...	...	:
37060	815	18	everything	everything	NN
37060	815	19	could	could	MD
37060	815	20	bloom	bloom	VB
37060	815	21	or	or	CC
37060	815	22	wither	wither	VB
37060	815	23	in	in	IN
37060	815	24	an	an	DT
37060	815	25	instant	instant	NN
37060	815	26	.	.	.
37060	816	1	Many	many	JJ
37060	816	2	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	816	3	flooded	flood	VBD
37060	816	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	816	5	mind	mind	NN
37060	816	6	during	during	IN
37060	816	7	the	the	DT
37060	816	8	next	next	JJ
37060	816	9	week	week	NN
37060	816	10	.	.	.
37060	817	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	817	2	considered	consider	VBD
37060	817	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	817	4	parents	parent	NNS
37060	817	5	and	and	CC
37060	817	6	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	817	7	steadfast	steadfast	JJ
37060	817	8	values	value	NNS
37060	817	9	,	,	,
37060	817	10	and	and	CC
37060	817	11	understood	understand	VBD
37060	817	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	817	13	torment	torment	NN
37060	817	14	.	.	.
37060	818	1	Their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	818	2	son	son	NN
37060	818	3	was	be	VBD
37060	818	4	about	about	JJ
37060	818	5	to	to	TO
37060	818	6	embark	embark	VB
37060	818	7	on	on	IN
37060	818	8	a	a	DT
37060	818	9	lifestyle	lifestyle	NN
37060	818	10	which	which	WDT
37060	818	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	818	12	viewed	view	VBD
37060	818	13	as	as	RB
37060	818	14	morally	morally	RB
37060	818	15	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	818	16	.	.	.
37060	819	1	After	after	IN
37060	819	2	20	20	CD
37060	819	3	years	year	NNS
37060	819	4	of	of	IN
37060	819	5	guidance	guidance	NN
37060	819	6	,	,	,
37060	819	7	Norm	norm	NN
37060	819	8	's	's	POS
37060	819	9	action	action	NN
37060	819	10	was	be	VBD
37060	819	11	translated	translate	VBN
37060	819	12	as	as	IN
37060	819	13	an	an	DT
37060	819	14	injustice	injustice	NN
37060	819	15	done	do	VBN
37060	819	16	to	to	IN
37060	819	17	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	819	18	.	.	.
37060	820	1	Often	often	RB
37060	820	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	820	3	heard	hear	VBD
37060	820	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	820	5	dad	dad	NN
37060	820	6	describe	describe	VB
37060	820	7	an	an	DT
37060	820	8	incident	incident	NN
37060	820	9	,	,	,
37060	820	10	remarking	remark	VBG
37060	820	11	,	,	,
37060	820	12	"	"	``
37060	820	13	If	if	IN
37060	820	14	the	the	DT
37060	820	15	kid	kid	NN
37060	820	16	really	really	RB
37060	820	17	loved	love	VBD
37060	820	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	820	19	parents	parent	NNS
37060	820	20	,	,	,
37060	820	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	820	22	would	would	MD
37060	820	23	n't	not	RB
37060	820	24	have	have	VB
37060	820	25	done	do	VBN
37060	820	26	(	(	-LRB-
37060	820	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	820	28	)	)	-RRB-
37060	820	29	out	out	IN
37060	820	30	of	of	IN
37060	820	31	respect	respect	NN
37060	820	32	for	for	IN
37060	820	33	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	820	34	.	.	.
37060	820	35	"	"	''
37060	821	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	821	2	had	have	VBD
37060	821	3	been	be	VBN
37060	821	4	raised	raise	VBN
37060	821	5	under	under	IN
37060	821	6	the	the	DT
37060	821	7	same	same	JJ
37060	821	8	school	school	NN
37060	821	9	of	of	IN
37060	821	10	thought	thought	NN
37060	821	11	,	,	,
37060	821	12	and	and	CC
37060	821	13	,	,	,
37060	821	14	until	until	IN
37060	821	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	821	16	views	view	NNS
37060	821	17	had	have	VBD
37060	821	18	been	be	VBN
37060	821	19	tested	test	VBN
37060	821	20	,	,	,
37060	821	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	821	22	stance	stance	NN
37060	821	23	on	on	IN
37060	821	24	various	various	JJ
37060	821	25	issues	issue	NNS
37060	821	26	usually	usually	RB
37060	821	27	echoed	echo	VBD
37060	821	28	those	those	DT
37060	821	29	of	of	IN
37060	821	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	821	31	parents	parent	NNS
37060	821	32	.	.	.
37060	822	1	Following	follow	VBG
37060	822	2	the	the	DT
37060	822	3	incident	incident	NN
37060	822	4	with	with	IN
37060	822	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	822	6	brother	brother	NN
37060	822	7	,	,	,
37060	822	8	however	however	RB
37060	822	9	,	,	,
37060	822	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	822	11	could	could	MD
37060	822	12	no	no	RB
37060	822	13	longer	longer	RB
37060	822	14	believe	believe	VB
37060	822	15	that	that	IN
37060	822	16	cohabitation	cohabitation	NN
37060	822	17	without	without	IN
37060	822	18	marriage	marriage	NN
37060	822	19	was	be	VBD
37060	822	20	so	so	RB
37060	822	21	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	822	22	that	that	IN
37060	822	23	the	the	DT
37060	822	24	act	act	NN
37060	822	25	should	should	MD
37060	822	26	tempt	tempt	VB
37060	822	27	a	a	DT
37060	822	28	parent	parent	NN
37060	822	29	to	to	TO
37060	822	30	disown	disown	VB
37060	822	31	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	822	32	son	son	NN
37060	822	33	,	,	,
37060	822	34	especially	especially	RB
37060	822	35	if	if	IN
37060	822	36	the	the	DT
37060	822	37	two	two	CD
37060	822	38	cohabitants	cohabitant	NNS
37060	822	39	loved	love	VBD
37060	822	40	each	each	DT
37060	822	41	other	other	JJ
37060	822	42	.	.	.
37060	823	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	823	2	Norm	norm	NN
37060	823	3	been	be	VBN
37060	823	4	a	a	DT
37060	823	5	promiscuous	promiscuous	JJ
37060	823	6	lout	lout	NN
37060	823	7	who	who	WP
37060	823	8	flitted	flit	VBD
37060	823	9	from	from	IN
37060	823	10	one	one	CD
37060	823	11	woman	woman	NN
37060	823	12	to	to	IN
37060	823	13	the	the	DT
37060	823	14	next	next	JJ
37060	823	15	merely	merely	RB
37060	823	16	for	for	IN
37060	823	17	the	the	DT
37060	823	18	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	823	19	of	of	IN
37060	823	20	filling	fill	VBG
37060	823	21	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	823	22	primal	primal	JJ
37060	823	23	needs	need	NNS
37060	823	24	,	,	,
37060	823	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	823	26	would	would	MD
37060	823	27	have	have	VB
37060	823	28	agreed	agree	VBN
37060	823	29	that	that	IN
37060	823	30	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	823	31	irresponsibility	irresponsibility	NN
37060	823	32	demanded	demand	VBD
37060	823	33	punitive	punitive	JJ
37060	823	34	action	action	NN
37060	823	35	.	.	.
37060	824	1	As	as	IN
37060	824	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	824	3	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	824	4	over	over	IN
37060	824	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	824	6	silent	silent	JJ
37060	824	7	disagreements	disagreement	NNS
37060	824	8	,	,	,
37060	824	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	824	10	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	824	11	why	why	WRB
37060	824	12	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	824	13	and	and	CC
37060	824	14	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	824	15	could	could	MD
37060	824	16	n't	not	RB
37060	824	17	get	get	VB
37060	824	18	married	marry	VBN
37060	824	19	.	.	.
37060	825	1	If	if	IN
37060	825	2	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	825	3	life	life	NN
37060	825	4	was	be	VBD
37060	825	5	to	to	TO
37060	825	6	be	be	VB
37060	825	7	shared	share	VBN
37060	825	8	,	,	,
37060	825	9	why	why	WRB
37060	825	10	did	do	VBD
37060	825	11	n't	not	RB
37060	825	12	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	825	13	just	just	RB
37060	825	14	marry	marry	VB
37060	825	15	to	to	TO
37060	825	16	please	please	VB
37060	825	17	society	society	NN
37060	825	18	?	?	.
37060	826	1	Sure	sure	UH
37060	826	2	,	,	,
37060	826	3	the	the	DT
37060	826	4	legality	legality	NN
37060	826	5	may	may	MD
37060	826	6	only	only	RB
37060	826	7	have	have	VB
37060	826	8	been	be	VBN
37060	826	9	a	a	DT
37060	826	10	grand	grand	JJ
37060	826	11	joke	joke	NN
37060	826	12	to	to	IN
37060	826	13	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	826	14	,	,	,
37060	826	15	but	but	CC
37060	826	16	if	if	IN
37060	826	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	826	18	saved	save	VBD
37060	826	19	certain	certain	JJ
37060	826	20	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	826	21	,	,	,
37060	826	22	was	be	VBD
37060	826	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	826	24	not	not	RB
37060	826	25	worth	worth	JJ
37060	826	26	the	the	DT
37060	826	27	trouble	trouble	NN
37060	826	28	?	?	.
37060	827	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	827	2	,	,	,
37060	827	3	Norm	norm	NN
37060	827	4	had	have	VBD
37060	827	5	always	always	RB
37060	827	6	avoided	avoid	VBN
37060	827	7	involving	involve	VBG
37060	827	8	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	827	9	in	in	IN
37060	827	10	a	a	DT
37060	827	11	scene	scene	NN
37060	827	12	which	which	WDT
37060	827	13	would	would	MD
37060	827	14	direct	direct	VB
37060	827	15	undue	undue	JJ
37060	827	16	attention	attention	NN
37060	827	17	.	.	.
37060	828	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	828	2	found	find	VBD
37060	828	3	the	the	DT
37060	828	4	current	current	JJ
37060	828	5	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	828	6	rather	rather	RB
37060	828	7	odd	odd	JJ
37060	828	8	and	and	CC
37060	828	9	out	out	IN
37060	828	10	of	of	IN
37060	828	11	character	character	NN
37060	828	12	,	,	,
37060	828	13	for	for	IN
37060	828	14	"	"	``
37060	828	15	shacking	shack	VBG
37060	828	16	up	up	RP
37060	828	17	"	"	''
37060	828	18	was	be	VBD
37060	828	19	a	a	DT
37060	828	20	relatively	relatively	RB
37060	828	21	new	new	JJ
37060	828	22	phenomenon	phenomenon	NN
37060	828	23	to	to	TO
37060	828	24	strike	strike	VB
37060	828	25	the	the	DT
37060	828	26	midwest	midwest	NN
37060	828	27	.	.	.
37060	829	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	829	2	had	have	VBD
37060	829	3	no	no	DT
37060	829	4	answers	answer	NNS
37060	829	5	,	,	,
37060	829	6	and	and	CC
37060	829	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	829	8	questions	question	NNS
37060	829	9	had	have	VBD
37060	829	10	no	no	DT
37060	829	11	ear	ear	NN
37060	829	12	to	to	TO
37060	829	13	rest	rest	VB
37060	829	14	upon	upon	IN
37060	829	15	.	.	.
37060	830	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	830	2	was	be	VBD
37060	830	3	best	good	JJS
37060	830	4	not	not	RB
37060	830	5	to	to	TO
37060	830	6	dwell	dwell	VB
37060	830	7	on	on	IN
37060	830	8	that	that	DT
37060	830	9	which	which	WDT
37060	830	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	830	11	could	could	MD
37060	830	12	not	not	RB
37060	830	13	hope	hope	VB
37060	830	14	to	to	TO
37060	830	15	change	change	VB
37060	830	16	.	.	.
37060	831	1	After	after	IN
37060	831	2	a	a	DT
37060	831	3	week	week	NN
37060	831	4	of	of	IN
37060	831	5	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	831	6	survival	survival	NN
37060	831	7	,	,	,
37060	831	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	831	9	boarded	board	VBD
37060	831	10	a	a	DT
37060	831	11	jet	jet	NN
37060	831	12	bound	bind	VBN
37060	831	13	for	for	IN
37060	831	14	California	California	NNP
37060	831	15	.	.	.
37060	832	1	With	with	IN
37060	832	2	all	all	DT
37060	832	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	832	4	expenses	expense	NNS
37060	832	5	paid	pay	VBN
37060	832	6	,	,	,
37060	832	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	832	8	was	be	VBD
37060	832	9	to	to	TO
37060	832	10	spend	spend	VB
37060	832	11	several	several	JJ
37060	832	12	weeks	week	NNS
37060	832	13	at	at	IN
37060	832	14	the	the	DT
37060	832	15	Santa	Santa	NNP
37060	832	16	Monica	Monica	NNP
37060	832	17	home	home	RB
37060	832	18	of	of	IN
37060	832	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	832	20	aunt	aunt	NN
37060	832	21	and	and	CC
37060	832	22	uncle	uncle	NN
37060	832	23	.	.	.
37060	833	1	Never	never	RB
37060	833	2	having	have	VBG
37060	833	3	flown	fly	VBN
37060	833	4	,	,	,
37060	833	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	833	6	was	be	VBD
37060	833	7	excited	excite	VBN
37060	833	8	when	when	WRB
37060	833	9	the	the	DT
37060	833	10	journey	journey	NN
37060	833	11	commenced	commence	VBD
37060	833	12	and	and	CC
37060	833	13	the	the	DT
37060	833	14	jet	jet	NN
37060	833	15	tore	tear	VBD
37060	833	16	a	a	DT
37060	833	17	path	path	NN
37060	833	18	into	into	IN
37060	833	19	the	the	DT
37060	833	20	hazy	hazy	JJ
37060	833	21	summer	summer	NN
37060	833	22	sky	sky	NN
37060	833	23	.	.	.
37060	834	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	834	2	found	find	VBD
37060	834	3	flying	fly	VBG
37060	834	4	to	to	TO
37060	834	5	be	be	VB
37060	834	6	a	a	DT
37060	834	7	delightful	delightful	JJ
37060	834	8	affair	affair	NN
37060	834	9	,	,	,
37060	834	10	especially	especially	RB
37060	834	11	during	during	IN
37060	834	12	the	the	DT
37060	834	13	circulation	circulation	NN
37060	834	14	of	of	IN
37060	834	15	complimentary	complimentary	JJ
37060	834	16	pop	pop	NN
37060	834	17	and	and	CC
37060	834	18	peanuts	peanut	NNS
37060	834	19	.	.	.
37060	835	1	Silvery	silvery	JJ
37060	835	2	mounds	mound	NNS
37060	835	3	of	of	IN
37060	835	4	cloud	cloud	NN
37060	835	5	formations	formation	NNS
37060	835	6	glistened	glisten	VBN
37060	835	7	against	against	IN
37060	835	8	the	the	DT
37060	835	9	sun	sun	NN
37060	835	10	's	's	POS
37060	835	11	blinding	blind	VBG
37060	835	12	light	light	NN
37060	835	13	.	.	.
37060	836	1	Across	across	IN
37060	836	2	the	the	DT
37060	836	3	blanket	blanket	NN
37060	836	4	of	of	IN
37060	836	5	white	white	JJ
37060	836	6	,	,	,
37060	836	7	another	another	DT
37060	836	8	jet	jet	NN
37060	836	9	raced	race	VBD
37060	836	10	toward	toward	IN
37060	836	11	a	a	DT
37060	836	12	secret	secret	JJ
37060	836	13	destination	destination	NN
37060	836	14	.	.	.
37060	837	1	Corn	corn	NN
37060	837	2	and	and	CC
37060	837	3	wheat	wheat	NN
37060	837	4	fields	field	NNS
37060	837	5	made	make	VBD
37060	837	6	a	a	DT
37060	837	7	quilted	quilted	JJ
37060	837	8	pattern	pattern	NN
37060	837	9	of	of	IN
37060	837	10	the	the	DT
37060	837	11	landscape	landscape	NN
37060	837	12	.	.	.
37060	838	1	Rectangular	rectangular	JJ
37060	838	2	fields	field	NNS
37060	838	3	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	838	4	gave	give	VBD
37060	838	5	in	in	RP
37060	838	6	to	to	IN
37060	838	7	circular	circular	JJ
37060	838	8	ones	one	NNS
37060	838	9	as	as	IN
37060	838	10	the	the	DT
37060	838	11	jet	jet	NN
37060	838	12	scorched	scorch	VBD
37060	838	13	westward	westward	RB
37060	838	14	;	;	,
37060	838	15	irrigation	irrigation	NN
37060	838	16	.	.	.
37060	839	1	The	the	DT
37060	839	2	Rocky	Rocky	NNP
37060	839	3	Mountains	Mountains	NNPS
37060	839	4	pierced	pierce	VBD
37060	839	5	a	a	DT
37060	839	6	jagged	jagged	JJ
37060	839	7	line	line	NN
37060	839	8	through	through	IN
37060	839	9	low	low	RB
37060	839	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	839	11	flying	fly	VBG
37060	839	12	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	839	13	that	that	WDT
37060	839	14	skirted	skirt	VBD
37060	839	15	each	each	DT
37060	839	16	side	side	NN
37060	839	17	of	of	IN
37060	839	18	the	the	DT
37060	839	19	airliner	airliner	NN
37060	839	20	,	,	,
37060	839	21	and	and	CC
37060	839	22	the	the	DT
37060	839	23	fertile	fertile	JJ
37060	839	24	land	land	NN
37060	839	25	disappeared	disappear	VBD
37060	839	26	where	where	WRB
37060	839	27	the	the	DT
37060	839	28	soaring	soar	VBG
37060	839	29	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	839	30	grew	grow	VBD
37060	839	31	from	from	IN
37060	839	32	the	the	DT
37060	839	33	earth	earth	NN
37060	839	34	.	.	.
37060	840	1	The	the	DT
37060	840	2	jet	jet	NN
37060	840	3	flew	fly	VBD
37060	840	4	past	past	IN
37060	840	5	that	that	IN
37060	840	6	which	which	WDT
37060	840	7	nature	nature	NN
37060	840	8	took	take	VBD
37060	840	9	centuries	century	NNS
37060	840	10	to	to	TO
37060	840	11	create	create	VB
37060	840	12	as	as	IN
37060	840	13	if	if	IN
37060	840	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	840	15	was	be	VBD
37060	840	16	insignificant	insignificant	JJ
37060	840	17	and	and	CC
37060	840	18	worth	worth	JJ
37060	840	19	little	little	JJ
37060	840	20	more	more	JJR
37060	840	21	than	than	IN
37060	840	22	a	a	DT
37060	840	23	fleeting	fleeting	JJ
37060	840	24	glimpse	glimpse	NN
37060	840	25	.	.	.
37060	841	1	The	the	DT
37060	841	2	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	841	3	were	be	VBD
37060	841	4	now	now	RB
37060	841	5	behind	behind	IN
37060	841	6	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	841	7	.	.	.
37060	842	1	As	as	IN
37060	842	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	842	3	peered	peer	VBD
37060	842	4	out	out	IN
37060	842	5	of	of	IN
37060	842	6	the	the	DT
37060	842	7	tiny	tiny	JJ
37060	842	8	window	window	NN
37060	842	9	,	,	,
37060	842	10	the	the	DT
37060	842	11	land	land	NN
37060	842	12	became	become	VBD
37060	842	13	increasingly	increasingly	RB
37060	842	14	arid	arid	JJ
37060	842	15	and	and	CC
37060	842	16	fewer	few	JJR
37060	842	17	roads	road	NNS
37060	842	18	disrupted	disrupt	VBD
37060	842	19	the	the	DT
37060	842	20	sea	sea	NN
37060	842	21	of	of	IN
37060	842	22	creeping	creep	VBG
37060	842	23	grass	grass	NN
37060	842	24	and	and	CC
37060	842	25	sage	sage	NN
37060	842	26	brush	brush	NN
37060	842	27	.	.	.
37060	843	1	As	as	IN
37060	843	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	843	3	began	begin	VBD
37060	843	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	843	5	descent	descent	NN
37060	843	6	,	,	,
37060	843	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	843	8	felt	feel	VBD
37060	843	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	843	10	ears	ear	NNS
37060	843	11	clog	clog	NN
37060	843	12	in	in	IN
37060	843	13	rebellion	rebellion	NN
37060	843	14	to	to	IN
37060	843	15	the	the	DT
37060	843	16	slight	slight	JJ
37060	843	17	change	change	NN
37060	843	18	in	in	IN
37060	843	19	air	air	NN
37060	843	20	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	843	21	.	.	.
37060	844	1	Swallowing	swallow	VBG
37060	844	2	and	and	CC
37060	844	3	trying	try	VBG
37060	844	4	to	to	TO
37060	844	5	induce	induce	VB
37060	844	6	yawns	yawn	NNS
37060	844	7	,	,	,
37060	844	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	844	9	cleared	clear	VBD
37060	844	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	844	11	ears	ear	NNS
37060	844	12	continuously	continuously	RB
37060	844	13	until	until	IN
37060	844	14	the	the	DT
37060	844	15	jet	jet	NN
37060	844	16	was	be	VBD
37060	844	17	hanging	hang	VBG
37060	844	18	lazily	lazily	RB
37060	844	19	above	above	IN
37060	844	20	city	city	NN
37060	844	21	streets	street	NNS
37060	844	22	and	and	CC
37060	844	23	buildings	building	NNS
37060	844	24	.	.	.
37060	845	1	Not	not	RB
37060	845	2	until	until	IN
37060	845	3	the	the	DT
37060	845	4	aircraft	aircraft	NN
37060	845	5	touched	touch	VBD
37060	845	6	down	down	RP
37060	845	7	on	on	IN
37060	845	8	the	the	DT
37060	845	9	runway	runway	NN
37060	845	10	was	be	VBD
37060	845	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	845	12	aware	aware	JJ
37060	845	13	of	of	IN
37060	845	14	the	the	DT
37060	845	15	speed	speed	NN
37060	845	16	at	at	IN
37060	845	17	which	which	WDT
37060	845	18	the	the	DT
37060	845	19	jet	jet	NN
37060	845	20	was	be	VBD
37060	845	21	moving	move	VBG
37060	845	22	;	;	:
37060	845	23	the	the	DT
37060	845	24	grass	grass	NN
37060	845	25	was	be	VBD
37060	845	26	at	at	IN
37060	845	27	first	first	RB
37060	845	28	a	a	DT
37060	845	29	green	green	JJ
37060	845	30	blur	blur	NN
37060	845	31	against	against	IN
37060	845	32	outstretched	outstretche	VBN
37060	845	33	silver	silver	JJ
37060	845	34	wings	wing	NNS
37060	845	35	,	,	,
37060	845	36	and	and	CC
37060	845	37	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	845	38	rushed	rush	VBD
37060	845	39	on	on	RP
37060	845	40	as	as	IN
37060	845	41	if	if	IN
37060	845	42	powered	power	VBN
37060	845	43	by	by	IN
37060	845	44	an	an	DT
37060	845	45	unstoppable	unstoppable	JJ
37060	845	46	force	force	NN
37060	845	47	.	.	.
37060	846	1	Then	then	RB
37060	846	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	846	3	perceived	perceive	VBD
37060	846	4	that	that	IN
37060	846	5	the	the	DT
37060	846	6	forward	forward	RB
37060	846	7	thrust	thrust	NN
37060	846	8	was	be	VBD
37060	846	9	steadily	steadily	RB
37060	846	10	reined	rein	VBN
37060	846	11	until	until	IN
37060	846	12	the	the	DT
37060	846	13	huge	huge	JJ
37060	846	14	jet	jet	NN
37060	846	15	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	846	16	strolled	stroll	VBD
37060	846	17	along	along	IN
37060	846	18	the	the	DT
37060	846	19	landing	land	VBG
37060	846	20	strip	strip	NN
37060	846	21	and	and	CC
37060	846	22	taxied	taxi	VBD
37060	846	23	toward	toward	IN
37060	846	24	the	the	DT
37060	846	25	Los	Los	NNP
37060	846	26	Angeles	Angeles	NNP
37060	846	27	terminal	terminal	NN
37060	846	28	.	.	.
37060	847	1	Within	within	IN
37060	847	2	the	the	DT
37060	847	3	passage	passage	NN
37060	847	4	of	of	IN
37060	847	5	hours	hour	NNS
37060	847	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	847	7	had	have	VBD
37060	847	8	been	be	VBN
37060	847	9	transported	transport	VBN
37060	847	10	across	across	IN
37060	847	11	2000	2000	CD
37060	847	12	miles	mile	NNS
37060	847	13	;	;	:
37060	847	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	847	15	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	847	16	did	do	VBD
37060	847	17	not	not	RB
37060	847	18	take	take	VB
37060	847	19	a	a	DT
37060	847	20	long	long	JJ
37060	847	21	time	time	NN
37060	847	22	to	to	TO
37060	847	23	leave	leave	VB
37060	847	24	a	a	DT
37060	847	25	place	place	NN
37060	847	26	.	.	.
37060	848	1	Memories	memory	NNS
37060	848	2	and	and	CC
37060	848	3	heartaches	heartache	NNS
37060	848	4	,	,	,
37060	848	5	however	however	RB
37060	848	6	,	,	,
37060	848	7	came	come	VBD
37060	848	8	along	along	RP
37060	848	9	for	for	IN
37060	848	10	the	the	DT
37060	848	11	ride	ride	NN
37060	848	12	.	.	.
37060	849	1	This	this	DT
37060	849	2	was	be	VBD
37060	849	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	849	4	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	849	5	,	,	,
37060	849	6	and	and	CC
37060	849	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	849	8	tried	try	VBD
37060	849	9	to	to	TO
37060	849	10	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	849	11	thinking	think	VBG
37060	849	12	about	about	IN
37060	849	13	that	that	DT
37060	849	14	which	which	WDT
37060	849	15	had	have	VBD
37060	849	16	transpired	transpire	VBN
37060	849	17	the	the	DT
37060	849	18	week	week	NN
37060	849	19	earlier	early	RBR
37060	849	20	.	.	.
37060	850	1	While	while	IN
37060	850	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	850	3	aunt	aunt	NN
37060	850	4	and	and	CC
37060	850	5	uncle	uncle	NN
37060	850	6	showed	show	VBD
37060	850	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	850	8	the	the	DT
37060	850	9	sights	sight	NNS
37060	850	10	in	in	IN
37060	850	11	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	850	12	part	part	NN
37060	850	13	of	of	IN
37060	850	14	California	California	NNP
37060	850	15	,	,	,
37060	850	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	850	17	parents	parent	NNS
37060	850	18	decided	decide	VBD
37060	850	19	to	to	TO
37060	850	20	take	take	VB
37060	850	21	a	a	DT
37060	850	22	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	850	23	of	of	IN
37060	850	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	850	25	own	own	JJ
37060	850	26	.	.	.
37060	851	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	851	2	,	,	,
37060	851	3	too	too	RB
37060	851	4	learned	learn	VBD
37060	851	5	that	that	IN
37060	851	6	miles	mile	NNS
37060	851	7	did	do	VBD
37060	851	8	not	not	RB
37060	851	9	alleviate	alleviate	VB
37060	851	10	worry	worry	NN
37060	851	11	.	.	.
37060	852	1	Worry	worry	NN
37060	852	2	can	can	MD
37060	852	3	not	not	RB
37060	852	4	be	be	VB
37060	852	5	left	leave	VBN
37060	852	6	at	at	IN
37060	852	7	home	home	NN
37060	852	8	.	.	.
37060	853	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	853	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	853	3	weightless	weightless	JJ
37060	853	4	baggage	baggage	NN
37060	853	5	that	that	WDT
37060	853	6	one	one	NN
37060	853	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	853	8	obliged	oblige	VBN
37060	853	9	to	to	TO
37060	853	10	carry	carry	VB
37060	853	11	.	.	.
37060	854	1	After	after	IN
37060	854	2	several	several	JJ
37060	854	3	days	day	NNS
37060	854	4	of	of	IN
37060	854	5	eventful	eventful	JJ
37060	854	6	tours	tour	NNS
37060	854	7	,	,	,
37060	854	8	relaxing	relax	VBG
37060	854	9	on	on	IN
37060	854	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	854	11	aunt	aunt	NN
37060	854	12	's	's	POS
37060	854	13	patio	patio	NN
37060	854	14	swing	swing	NN
37060	854	15	,	,	,
37060	854	16	and	and	CC
37060	854	17	tempting	tempt	VBG
37060	854	18	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	854	19	aged	aged	JJ
37060	854	20	and	and	CC
37060	854	21	extremely	extremely	RB
37060	854	22	bored	bored	JJ
37060	854	23	cat	cat	NN
37060	854	24	into	into	IN
37060	854	25	playing	playing	NN
37060	854	26	with	with	IN
37060	854	27	a	a	DT
37060	854	28	ball	ball	NN
37060	854	29	of	of	IN
37060	854	30	yarn	yarn	NN
37060	854	31	,	,	,
37060	854	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	854	33	received	receive	VBD
37060	854	34	a	a	DT
37060	854	35	phone	phone	NN
37060	854	36	call	call	NN
37060	854	37	from	from	IN
37060	854	38	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	854	39	mom	mom	NN
37060	854	40	.	.	.
37060	855	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	855	2	had	have	VBD
37060	855	3	returned	return	VBN
37060	855	4	from	from	IN
37060	855	5	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	855	6	small	small	JJ
37060	855	7	trip	trip	NN
37060	855	8	and	and	CC
37060	855	9	found	find	VBD
37060	855	10	a	a	DT
37060	855	11	note	note	NN
37060	855	12	from	from	IN
37060	855	13	Norm	norm	NN
37060	855	14	saying	say	VBG
37060	855	15	that	that	IN
37060	855	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	855	17	and	and	CC
37060	855	18	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	855	19	were	be	VBD
37060	855	20	married	marry	VBN
37060	855	21	.	.	.
37060	856	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	856	2	was	be	VBD
37060	856	3	ecstatic	ecstatic	JJ
37060	856	4	.	.	.
37060	857	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	857	2	fears	fear	NNS
37060	857	3	had	have	VBD
37060	857	4	never	never	RB
37060	857	5	materialized	materialize	VBN
37060	857	6	.	.	.
37060	858	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	858	2	hung	hang	VBD
37060	858	3	up	up	RP
37060	858	4	the	the	DT
37060	858	5	phone	phone	NN
37060	858	6	,	,	,
37060	858	7	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	858	8	that	that	IN
37060	858	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	858	10	had	have	VBD
37060	858	11	been	be	VBN
37060	858	12	revitalized	revitalize	VBN
37060	858	13	by	by	IN
37060	858	14	a	a	DT
37060	858	15	flood	flood	NN
37060	858	16	of	of	IN
37060	858	17	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	858	18	.	.	.
37060	859	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	859	2	now	now	RB
37060	859	3	was	be	VBD
37060	859	4	possible	possible	JJ
37060	859	5	to	to	TO
37060	859	6	truly	truly	RB
37060	859	7	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	859	8	the	the	DT
37060	859	9	remainder	remainder	NN
37060	859	10	of	of	IN
37060	859	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	859	12	stay	stay	NN
37060	859	13	in	in	IN
37060	859	14	California	California	NNP
37060	859	15	.	.	.
37060	860	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	860	2	determined	determine	VBD
37060	860	3	that	that	IN
37060	860	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	860	5	would	would	MD
37060	860	6	attempt	attempt	VB
37060	860	7	to	to	TO
37060	860	8	find	find	VB
37060	860	9	gifts	gift	NNS
37060	860	10	to	to	TO
37060	860	11	give	give	VB
37060	860	12	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	860	13	and	and	CC
37060	860	14	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	860	15	for	for	IN
37060	860	16	the	the	DT
37060	860	17	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	860	18	of	of	IN
37060	860	19	demonstrating	demonstrate	VBG
37060	860	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	860	21	affection	affection	NN
37060	860	22	;	;	,
37060	860	23	and	and	CC
37060	860	24	a	a	DT
37060	860	25	"	"	``
37060	860	26	wedding	wedding	NN
37060	860	27	gift	gift	NN
37060	860	28	"	"	''
37060	860	29	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	860	30	rather	rather	RB
37060	860	31	inappropriate	inappropriate	JJ
37060	860	32	under	under	IN
37060	860	33	the	the	DT
37060	860	34	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	860	35	.	.	.
37060	861	1	After	after	IN
37060	861	2	a	a	DT
37060	861	3	joyous	joyous	JJ
37060	861	4	day	day	NN
37060	861	5	in	in	IN
37060	861	6	Disneyland	Disneyland	NNP
37060	861	7	,	,	,
37060	861	8	where	where	WRB
37060	861	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	861	10	rode	ride	VBD
37060	861	11	countless	countless	JJ
37060	861	12	rides	ride	NNS
37060	861	13	and	and	CC
37060	861	14	was	be	VBD
37060	861	15	seemingly	seemingly	RB
37060	861	16	transported	transport	VBN
37060	861	17	into	into	IN
37060	861	18	a	a	DT
37060	861	19	magical	magical	JJ
37060	861	20	world	world	NN
37060	861	21	,	,	,
37060	861	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	861	23	finally	finally	RB
37060	861	24	purchased	purchase	VBD
37060	861	25	two	two	CD
37060	861	26	items	item	NNS
37060	861	27	,	,	,
37060	861	28	a	a	DT
37060	861	29	hand	hand	NN
37060	861	30	-	-	HYPH
37060	861	31	carved	carve	VBN
37060	861	32	wooden	wooden	JJ
37060	861	33	box	box	NN
37060	861	34	for	for	IN
37060	861	35	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	861	36	and	and	CC
37060	861	37	a	a	DT
37060	861	38	back	back	NN
37060	861	39	-	-	HYPH
37060	861	40	scratcher	scratcher	NN
37060	861	41	for	for	IN
37060	861	42	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	861	43	brother	brother	NN
37060	861	44	.	.	.
37060	862	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	862	2	treasures	treasure	NNS
37060	862	3	were	be	VBD
37060	862	4	placed	place	VBN
37060	862	5	in	in	IN
37060	862	6	a	a	DT
37060	862	7	sack	sack	NN
37060	862	8	and	and	CC
37060	862	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	862	10	clung	clung	VBP
37060	862	11	to	to	IN
37060	862	12	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	862	13	excitedly	excitedly	RB
37060	862	14	.	.	.
37060	863	1	No	no	RB
37060	863	2	longer	long	RBR
37060	863	3	helpless	helpless	JJ
37060	863	4	and	and	CC
37060	863	5	unable	unable	JJ
37060	863	6	to	to	TO
37060	863	7	express	express	VB
37060	863	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	863	9	love	love	NN
37060	863	10	,	,	,
37060	863	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	863	12	felt	feel	VBD
37060	863	13	like	like	IN
37060	863	14	a	a	DT
37060	863	15	child	child	NN
37060	863	16	who	who	WP
37060	863	17	had	have	VBD
37060	863	18	just	just	RB
37060	863	19	recovered	recover	VBN
37060	863	20	a	a	DT
37060	863	21	favorite	favorite	JJ
37060	863	22	belonging	belong	VBG
37060	863	23	from	from	IN
37060	863	24	the	the	DT
37060	863	25	"	"	``
37060	863	26	lost	lose	VBN
37060	863	27	and	and	CC
37060	863	28	found	find	VBN
37060	863	29	.	.	.
37060	863	30	"	"	''
37060	864	1	Disneyland	Disneyland	NNP
37060	864	2	shined	shine	VBD
37060	864	3	that	that	DT
37060	864	4	night	night	NN
37060	864	5	,	,	,
37060	864	6	and	and	CC
37060	864	7	the	the	DT
37060	864	8	parade	parade	NN
37060	864	9	of	of	IN
37060	864	10	lights	light	NNS
37060	864	11	glistened	glisten	VBN
37060	864	12	on	on	IN
37060	864	13	Main	Main	NNP
37060	864	14	Street	Street	NNP
37060	864	15	with	with	IN
37060	864	16	a	a	DT
37060	864	17	star	star	NN
37060	864	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	864	19	like	like	JJ
37060	864	20	fire	fire	NN
37060	864	21	.	.	.
37060	865	1	No	no	DT
37060	865	2	fantasy	fantasy	NN
37060	865	3	could	could	MD
37060	865	4	compare	compare	VB
37060	865	5	with	with	IN
37060	865	6	a	a	DT
37060	865	7	dream	dream	NN
37060	865	8	that	that	WDT
37060	865	9	came	come	VBD
37060	865	10	true	true	JJ
37060	865	11	.	.	.
37060	866	1	The	the	DT
37060	866	2	summer	summer	NN
37060	866	3	had	have	VBD
37060	866	4	ended	end	VBN
37060	866	5	well	well	RB
37060	866	6	.	.	.
37060	867	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	867	2	reveled	revel	VBD
37060	867	3	in	in	IN
37060	867	4	the	the	DT
37060	867	5	hours	hour	NNS
37060	867	6	spent	spend	VBN
37060	867	7	with	with	IN
37060	867	8	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	867	9	and	and	CC
37060	867	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	867	11	wife	wife	NN
37060	867	12	;	;	:
37060	867	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	867	14	was	be	VBD
37060	867	15	easy	easy	JJ
37060	867	16	to	to	TO
37060	867	17	be	be	VB
37060	867	18	with	with	IN
37060	867	19	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	867	20	,	,	,
37060	867	21	for	for	IN
37060	867	22	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	867	23	life	life	NN
37060	867	24	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	867	25	low	low	JJ
37060	867	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	867	27	key	key	NN
37060	867	28	and	and	CC
37060	867	29	free	free	JJ
37060	867	30	of	of	IN
37060	867	31	pretense	pretense	NN
37060	867	32	.	.	.
37060	868	1	As	as	IN
37060	868	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	868	3	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	868	4	many	many	JJ
37060	868	5	common	common	JJ
37060	868	6	interests	interest	NNS
37060	868	7	,	,	,
37060	868	8	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	868	9	became	become	VBD
37060	868	10	the	the	DT
37060	868	11	sister	sister	NN
37060	868	12	that	that	WDT
37060	868	13	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	868	14	was	be	VBD
37060	868	15	unable	unable	JJ
37060	868	16	to	to	TO
37060	868	17	be	be	VB
37060	868	18	,	,	,
37060	868	19	living	live	VBG
37060	868	20	80	80	CD
37060	868	21	miles	mile	NNS
37060	868	22	distant	distant	JJ
37060	868	23	.	.	.
37060	869	1	Toward	toward	IN
37060	869	2	Norm	norm	NN
37060	869	3	also	also	RB
37060	869	4	,	,	,
37060	869	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	869	6	developed	develop	VBD
37060	869	7	a	a	DT
37060	869	8	greater	great	JJR
37060	869	9	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	869	10	,	,	,
37060	869	11	and	and	CC
37060	869	12	a	a	DT
37060	869	13	deep	deep	JJ
37060	869	14	,	,	,
37060	869	15	yet	yet	CC
37060	869	16	unspoken	unspoken	JJ
37060	869	17	bond	bond	NN
37060	869	18	formed	form	VBN
37060	869	19	between	between	IN
37060	869	20	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	869	21	;	;	:
37060	869	22	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	869	23	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	869	24	that	that	IN
37060	869	25	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	869	26	were	be	VBD
37060	869	27	quite	quite	RB
37060	869	28	alike	alike	RB
37060	869	29	,	,	,
37060	869	30	thinking	think	VBG
37060	869	31	in	in	IN
37060	869	32	the	the	DT
37060	869	33	same	same	JJ
37060	869	34	manner	manner	NN
37060	869	35	and	and	CC
37060	869	36	sharing	share	VBG
37060	869	37	the	the	DT
37060	869	38	same	same	JJ
37060	869	39	type	type	NN
37060	869	40	of	of	IN
37060	869	41	humor	humor	NN
37060	869	42	.	.	.
37060	870	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	870	2	31	31	CD
37060	870	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	870	4	7	7	CD
37060	870	5	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	870	6	/	/	SYM
37060	870	7	Reflections	Reflections	NNPS
37060	870	8	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	870	9	SEVEN	seven	VBP
37060	870	10	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	870	11	/	/	SYM
37060	870	12	Reflections	Reflections	NNPS
37060	870	13	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	870	14	resided	reside	VBD
37060	870	15	in	in	IN
37060	870	16	Chicago	Chicago	NNP
37060	870	17	after	after	IN
37060	870	18	graduating	graduate	VBG
37060	870	19	from	from	IN
37060	870	20	college	college	NN
37060	870	21	,	,	,
37060	870	22	and	and	CC
37060	870	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	870	24	parents	parent	NNS
37060	870	25	and	and	CC
37060	870	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	870	27	occasionally	occasionally	RB
37060	870	28	drove	drive	VBD
37060	870	29	up	up	RP
37060	870	30	to	to	TO
37060	870	31	visit	visit	VB
37060	870	32	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	870	33	.	.	.
37060	871	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	871	2	always	always	RB
37060	871	3	planned	plan	VBD
37060	871	4	a	a	DT
37060	871	5	gala	gala	NN
37060	871	6	affair	affair	NN
37060	871	7	,	,	,
37060	871	8	often	often	RB
37060	871	9	treating	treat	VBG
37060	871	10	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	871	11	to	to	IN
37060	871	12	a	a	DT
37060	871	13	splendid	splendid	JJ
37060	871	14	play	play	NN
37060	871	15	among	among	IN
37060	871	16	an	an	DT
37060	871	17	array	array	NN
37060	871	18	of	of	IN
37060	871	19	other	other	JJ
37060	871	20	suggestions	suggestion	NNS
37060	871	21	.	.	.
37060	872	1	Upon	upon	IN
37060	872	2	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	872	3	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	872	4	,	,	,
37060	872	5	hugs	hug	NNS
37060	872	6	and	and	CC
37060	872	7	kisses	kiss	NNS
37060	872	8	were	be	VBD
37060	872	9	widely	widely	RB
37060	872	10	distributed	distribute	VBN
37060	872	11	;	;	:
37060	872	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	872	13	would	would	MD
37060	872	14	run	run	VB
37060	872	15	to	to	IN
37060	872	16	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	872	17	,	,	,
37060	872	18	whereupon	whereupon	IN
37060	872	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	872	20	would	would	MD
37060	872	21	grasp	grasp	VB
37060	872	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	872	23	under	under	IN
37060	872	24	the	the	DT
37060	872	25	armpits	armpit	NNS
37060	872	26	and	and	CC
37060	872	27	lift	lift	VB
37060	872	28	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	872	29	sky	sky	NN
37060	872	30	-	-	HYPH
37060	872	31	high	high	JJ
37060	872	32	,	,	,
37060	872	33	wailing	wail	VBG
37060	872	34	in	in	IN
37060	872	35	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	872	36	"	"	``
37060	872	37	Aunt	Aunt	NNP
37060	872	38	Minerva	Minerva	NNP
37060	872	39	"	"	''
37060	872	40	voice	voice	NN
37060	872	41	,	,	,
37060	872	42	"	"	``
37060	872	43	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	872	44	's	be	VBZ
37060	872	45	been	be	VBN
37060	872	46	so	so	RB
37060	872	47	LONG	long	RB
37060	872	48	since	since	IN
37060	872	49	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	872	50	've	have	VB
37060	872	51	SEEN	see	VBN
37060	872	52	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	872	53	!	!	.
37060	872	54	"	"	''
37060	873	1	This	this	DT
37060	873	2	traditional	traditional	JJ
37060	873	3	welcome	welcome	NN
37060	873	4	became	become	VBD
37060	873	5	increasingly	increasingly	RB
37060	873	6	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	873	7	to	to	TO
37060	873	8	manage	manage	VB
37060	873	9	as	as	IN
37060	873	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	873	11	grew	grow	VBD
37060	873	12	in	in	IN
37060	873	13	stature	stature	NN
37060	873	14	and	and	CC
37060	873	15	,	,	,
37060	873	16	of	of	IN
37060	873	17	course	course	NN
37060	873	18	,	,	,
37060	873	19	gained	gain	VBD
37060	873	20	the	the	DT
37060	873	21	accompanying	accompanying	JJ
37060	873	22	weight	weight	NN
37060	873	23	,	,	,
37060	873	24	and	and	CC
37060	873	25	was	be	VBD
37060	873	26	thus	thus	RB
37060	873	27	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	873	28	to	to	TO
37060	873	29	die	die	VB
37060	873	30	a	a	DT
37060	873	31	dignified	dignified	JJ
37060	873	32	death	death	NN
37060	873	33	.	.	.
37060	874	1	When	when	WRB
37060	874	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	874	3	were	be	VBD
37060	874	4	not	not	RB
37060	874	5	touring	tour	VBG
37060	874	6	the	the	DT
37060	874	7	city	city	NN
37060	874	8	's	's	POS
37060	874	9	delights	delight	NNS
37060	874	10	,	,	,
37060	874	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	874	12	entertained	entertain	VBD
37060	874	13	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	874	14	by	by	IN
37060	874	15	arranging	arrange	VBG
37060	874	16	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	874	17	's	's	POS
37060	874	18	personal	personal	JJ
37060	874	19	effects	effect	NNS
37060	874	20	.	.	.
37060	875	1	The	the	DT
37060	875	2	apartment	apartment	NN
37060	875	3	which	which	WDT
37060	875	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	875	5	most	most	RBS
37060	875	6	clearly	clearly	RB
37060	875	7	recall	recall	VBP
37060	875	8	boasted	boast	VBD
37060	875	9	a	a	DT
37060	875	10	crude	crude	NN
37060	875	11	built	build	VBN
37060	875	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	875	13	in	in	RP
37060	875	14	bookcase	bookcase	NN
37060	875	15	.	.	.
37060	876	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	876	2	loved	love	VBD
37060	876	3	to	to	TO
37060	876	4	flit	flit	VB
37060	876	5	back	back	RB
37060	876	6	and	and	CC
37060	876	7	forth	forth	RB
37060	876	8	between	between	IN
37060	876	9	the	the	DT
37060	876	10	many	many	JJ
37060	876	11	compartments	compartment	NNS
37060	876	12	and	and	CC
37060	876	13	lend	lend	VB
37060	876	14	a	a	DT
37060	876	15	sense	sense	NN
37060	876	16	of	of	IN
37060	876	17	order	order	NN
37060	876	18	and	and	CC
37060	876	19	style	style	NN
37060	876	20	to	to	IN
37060	876	21	the	the	DT
37060	876	22	pandemonious	pandemonious	JJ
37060	876	23	wall	wall	NN
37060	876	24	.	.	.
37060	877	1	There	there	EX
37060	877	2	were	be	VBD
37060	877	3	always	always	RB
37060	877	4	a	a	DT
37060	877	5	few	few	JJ
37060	877	6	things	thing	NNS
37060	877	7	of	of	IN
37060	877	8	which	which	WDT
37060	877	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	877	10	had	have	VBD
37060	877	11	no	no	DT
37060	877	12	idea	idea	NN
37060	877	13	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	877	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	877	15	use	use	NN
37060	877	16	;	;	:
37060	877	17	these	these	DT
37060	877	18	were	be	VBD
37060	877	19	generally	generally	RB
37060	877	20	odds	odd	NNS
37060	877	21	and	and	CC
37060	877	22	ends	end	NNS
37060	877	23	,	,	,
37060	877	24	factory	factory	NN
37060	877	25	rejects	reject	NNS
37060	877	26	,	,	,
37060	877	27	a	a	DT
37060	877	28	handful	handful	NN
37060	877	29	of	of	IN
37060	877	30	D	d	JJ
37060	877	31	cell	cell	NN
37060	877	32	batteries	battery	NNS
37060	877	33	,	,	,
37060	877	34	and	and	CC
37060	877	35	,	,	,
37060	877	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	877	37	must	must	MD
37060	877	38	not	not	RB
37060	877	39	forget	forget	VB
37060	877	40	several	several	JJ
37060	877	41	large	large	JJ
37060	877	42	and	and	CC
37060	877	43	curious	curious	JJ
37060	877	44	aluminum	aluminum	NN
37060	877	45	containers	container	NNS
37060	877	46	.	.	.
37060	878	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	878	2	would	would	MD
37060	878	3	neatly	neatly	RB
37060	878	4	line	line	VB
37060	878	5	up	up	RP
37060	878	6	the	the	DT
37060	878	7	small	small	JJ
37060	878	8	items	item	NNS
37060	878	9	on	on	IN
37060	878	10	the	the	DT
37060	878	11	shelves	shelf	NNS
37060	878	12	and	and	CC
37060	878	13	place	place	VB
37060	878	14	the	the	DT
37060	878	15	nameless	nameless	JJ
37060	878	16	metal	metal	NN
37060	878	17	containers	container	NNS
37060	878	18	on	on	IN
37060	878	19	the	the	DT
37060	878	20	floor	floor	NN
37060	878	21	in	in	IN
37060	878	22	a	a	DT
37060	878	23	line	line	NN
37060	878	24	.	.	.
37060	879	1	The	the	DT
37060	879	2	latter	latter	JJ
37060	879	3	objects	object	NNS
37060	879	4	were	be	VBD
37060	879	5	for	for	IN
37060	879	6	experiments	experiment	NNS
37060	879	7	.	.	.
37060	880	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	880	2	completed	complete	VBN
37060	880	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	880	4	task	task	NN
37060	880	5	,	,	,
37060	880	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	880	7	would	would	MD
37060	880	8	stare	stare	VB
37060	880	9	silently	silently	RB
37060	880	10	at	at	IN
37060	880	11	the	the	DT
37060	880	12	line	line	NN
37060	880	13	of	of	IN
37060	880	14	silver	silver	JJ
37060	880	15	pots	pot	NNS
37060	880	16	,	,	,
37060	880	17	shrug	shrug	VB
37060	880	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	880	19	shoulders	shoulder	NNS
37060	880	20	and	and	CC
37060	880	21	turn	turn	VB
37060	880	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	880	23	attentions	attention	NNS
37060	880	24	elsewhere	elsewhere	RB
37060	880	25	.	.	.
37060	881	1	The	the	DT
37060	881	2	sleeping	sleeping	NN
37060	881	3	arrangement	arrangement	NN
37060	881	4	was	be	VBD
37060	881	5	simple	simple	JJ
37060	881	6	.	.	.
37060	882	1	Age	age	NN
37060	882	2	and	and	CC
37060	882	3	respect	respect	NN
37060	882	4	dictated	dictate	VBD
37060	882	5	that	that	IN
37060	882	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	882	7	parents	parent	NNS
37060	882	8	sleep	sleep	VBP
37060	882	9	on	on	IN
37060	882	10	the	the	DT
37060	882	11	beds	bed	NNS
37060	882	12	.	.	.
37060	883	1	Since	since	IN
37060	883	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	883	3	was	be	VBD
37060	883	4	a	a	DT
37060	883	5	guest	guest	NN
37060	883	6	,	,	,
37060	883	7	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	883	8	determined	determine	VBD
37060	883	9	that	that	IN
37060	883	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	883	11	should	should	MD
37060	883	12	sleep	sleep	VB
37060	883	13	on	on	IN
37060	883	14	the	the	DT
37060	883	15	couch	couch	NN
37060	883	16	.	.	.
37060	884	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	884	2	brother	brother	NN
37060	884	3	was	be	VBD
37060	884	4	left	leave	VBN
37060	884	5	with	with	IN
37060	884	6	the	the	DT
37060	884	7	remaining	remaining	JJ
37060	884	8	alternative	alternative	NN
37060	884	9	,	,	,
37060	884	10	which	which	WDT
37060	884	11	was	be	VBD
37060	884	12	an	an	DT
37060	884	13	inflatable	inflatable	JJ
37060	884	14	air	air	NN
37060	884	15	mattress	mattress	NN
37060	884	16	and	and	CC
37060	884	17	a	a	DT
37060	884	18	sleeping	sleep	VBG
37060	884	19	bag	bag	NN
37060	884	20	.	.	.
37060	885	1	The	the	DT
37060	885	2	nights	night	NNS
37060	885	3	brought	bring	VBD
37060	885	4	out	out	RP
37060	885	5	humor	humor	NN
37060	885	6	which	which	WDT
37060	885	7	came	come	VBD
37060	885	8	from	from	IN
37060	885	9	bizarre	bizarre	JJ
37060	885	10	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	885	11	.	.	.
37060	886	1	Several	several	JJ
37060	886	2	hours	hour	NNS
37060	886	3	after	after	IN
37060	886	4	lying	lie	VBG
37060	886	5	down	down	RP
37060	886	6	,	,	,
37060	886	7	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	886	8	's	's	POS
37060	886	9	air	air	NN
37060	886	10	mattress	mattress	NN
37060	886	11	had	have	VBD
37060	886	12	deflated	deflate	VBN
37060	886	13	to	to	IN
37060	886	14	the	the	DT
37060	886	15	point	point	NN
37060	886	16	of	of	IN
37060	886	17	nonexistence	nonexistence	NN
37060	886	18	and	and	CC
37060	886	19	,	,	,
37060	886	20	bone	bone	NN
37060	886	21	meeting	meeting	NN
37060	886	22	floor	floor	NN
37060	886	23	,	,	,
37060	886	24	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	886	25	had	have	VBD
37060	886	26	no	no	DT
37060	886	27	choice	choice	NN
37060	886	28	but	but	IN
37060	886	29	to	to	TO
37060	886	30	inflate	inflate	VB
37060	886	31	the	the	DT
37060	886	32	mattress	mattress	NN
37060	886	33	once	once	RB
37060	886	34	again	again	RB
37060	886	35	.	.	.
37060	887	1	Slow	slow	JJ
37060	887	2	expirations	expiration	NNS
37060	887	3	,	,	,
37060	887	4	sounding	sound	VBG
37060	887	5	akin	akin	JJ
37060	887	6	to	to	IN
37060	887	7	a	a	DT
37060	887	8	distant	distant	JJ
37060	887	9	steam	steam	NN
37060	887	10	engine	engine	NN
37060	887	11	,	,	,
37060	887	12	would	would	MD
37060	887	13	resound	resound	VB
37060	887	14	into	into	IN
37060	887	15	the	the	DT
37060	887	16	night	night	NN
37060	887	17	.	.	.
37060	888	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	888	2	,	,	,
37060	888	3	understanding	understand	VBG
37060	888	4	what	what	WP
37060	888	5	had	have	VBD
37060	888	6	happened	happen	VBN
37060	888	7	,	,	,
37060	888	8	listened	listen	VBD
37060	888	9	to	to	IN
37060	888	10	the	the	DT
37060	888	11	steady	steady	JJ
37060	888	12	,	,	,
37060	888	13	"	"	``
37060	888	14	Puff	puff	JJ
37060	888	15	...	...	:
37060	888	16	puff	puff	NN
37060	888	17	...	...	:
37060	888	18	puff	puff	NNP
37060	888	19	...	...	:
37060	888	20	"	"	''
37060	888	21	and	and	CC
37060	888	22	would	would	MD
37060	888	23	have	have	VB
37060	888	24	laughed	laugh	VBN
37060	888	25	had	have	VBD
37060	888	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	888	27	not	not	RB
37060	888	28	been	be	VBN
37060	888	29	for	for	IN
37060	888	30	the	the	DT
37060	888	31	fact	fact	NN
37060	888	32	that	that	IN
37060	888	33	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	888	34	pitied	pity	VBD
37060	888	35	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	888	36	and	and	CC
37060	888	37	did	do	VBD
37060	888	38	not	not	RB
37060	888	39	wish	wish	VB
37060	888	40	to	to	TO
37060	888	41	waken	waken	VB
37060	888	42	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	888	43	dad	dad	NN
37060	888	44	or	or	CC
37060	888	45	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	888	46	.	.	.
37060	889	1	At	at	IN
37060	889	2	exactly	exactly	RB
37060	889	3	4:00	4:00	CD
37060	889	4	a.m.	a.m.	NN
37060	889	5	,	,	,
37060	889	6	the	the	DT
37060	889	7	church	church	NN
37060	889	8	,	,	,
37060	889	9	standing	stand	VBG
37060	889	10	directly	directly	RB
37060	889	11	beside	beside	IN
37060	889	12	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	889	13	's	's	POS
37060	889	14	apartment	apartment	NN
37060	889	15	building	building	NN
37060	889	16	,	,	,
37060	889	17	would	would	MD
37060	889	18	begin	begin	VB
37060	889	19	a	a	DT
37060	889	20	horrid	horrid	NN
37060	889	21	serenade	serenade	VBN
37060	889	22	in	in	IN
37060	889	23	chimes	chime	NNS
37060	889	24	.	.	.
37060	890	1	Approximately	approximately	RB
37060	890	2	every	every	DT
37060	890	3	other	other	JJ
37060	890	4	note	note	NN
37060	890	5	was	be	VBD
37060	890	6	sour	sour	JJ
37060	890	7	,	,	,
37060	890	8	yet	yet	CC
37060	890	9	the	the	DT
37060	890	10	noise	noise	NN
37060	890	11	continued	continue	VBD
37060	890	12	until	until	IN
37060	890	13	the	the	DT
37060	890	14	tune	tune	NN
37060	890	15	was	be	VBD
37060	890	16	completed	complete	VBN
37060	890	17	.	.	.
37060	891	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	891	2	explained	explain	VBD
37060	891	3	that	that	IN
37060	891	4	the	the	DT
37060	891	5	person	person	NN
37060	891	6	who	who	WP
37060	891	7	set	set	VBD
37060	891	8	the	the	DT
37060	891	9	clock	clock	NN
37060	891	10	mistook	mistake	VBD
37060	891	11	the	the	DT
37060	891	12	four	four	CD
37060	891	13	o'clock	o'clock	NN
37060	891	14	a.m.	a.m.	NN
37060	891	15	setting	set	VBG
37060	891	16	for	for	IN
37060	891	17	the	the	DT
37060	891	18	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	891	19	setting	set	VBG
37060	891	20	...	...	:
37060	891	21	hence	hence	RB
37060	891	22	the	the	DT
37060	891	23	"	"	``
37060	891	24	ungodly	ungodly	RB
37060	891	25	"	"	''
37060	891	26	serenade	serenade	JJ
37060	891	27	.	.	.
37060	892	1	A	a	DT
37060	892	2	final	final	JJ
37060	892	3	recollection	recollection	NN
37060	892	4	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	892	5	the	the	DT
37060	892	6	overnight	overnight	JJ
37060	892	7	occurrences	occurrence	NNS
37060	892	8	in	in	IN
37060	892	9	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	892	10	's	's	POS
37060	892	11	apartment	apartment	NN
37060	892	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	892	13	,	,	,
37060	892	14	admittedly	admittedly	RB
37060	892	15	,	,	,
37060	892	16	rather	rather	RB
37060	892	17	hazy	hazy	NNS
37060	892	18	.	.	.
37060	893	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	893	2	a	a	DT
37060	893	3	preoccupation	preoccupation	NN
37060	893	4	with	with	IN
37060	893	5	the	the	DT
37060	893	6	shelves	shelf	NNS
37060	893	7	by	by	IN
37060	893	8	day	day	NN
37060	893	9	,	,	,
37060	893	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	893	11	was	be	VBD
37060	893	12	no	no	DT
37060	893	13	shock	shock	NN
37060	893	14	to	to	TO
37060	893	15	find	find	VB
37060	893	16	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	893	17	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	893	18	walking	walk	VBG
37060	893	19	to	to	IN
37060	893	20	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	893	21	in	in	IN
37060	893	22	the	the	DT
37060	893	23	middle	middle	NN
37060	893	24	of	of	IN
37060	893	25	the	the	DT
37060	893	26	night	night	NN
37060	893	27	,	,	,
37060	893	28	searching	search	VBG
37060	893	29	for	for	IN
37060	893	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	893	31	pillow	pillow	NN
37060	893	32	.	.	.
37060	894	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	894	2	walk	walk	NN
37060	894	3	might	may	MD
37060	894	4	not	not	RB
37060	894	5	have	have	VB
37060	894	6	been	be	VBN
37060	894	7	discovered	discover	VBN
37060	894	8	by	by	IN
37060	894	9	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	894	10	or	or	CC
37060	894	11	remembered	remember	VBN
37060	894	12	by	by	IN
37060	894	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	894	14	had	have	VBD
37060	894	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	894	16	not	not	RB
37060	894	17	been	be	VBN
37060	894	18	for	for	IN
37060	894	19	the	the	DT
37060	894	20	row	row	NN
37060	894	21	of	of	IN
37060	894	22	metal	metal	NN
37060	894	23	canisters	canister	NNS
37060	894	24	which	which	WDT
37060	894	25	flanked	flank	VBD
37060	894	26	the	the	DT
37060	894	27	base	base	NN
37060	894	28	of	of	IN
37060	894	29	the	the	DT
37060	894	30	shelves	shelf	NNS
37060	894	31	,	,	,
37060	894	32	for	for	IN
37060	894	33	in	in	IN
37060	894	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	894	35	futile	futile	JJ
37060	894	36	search	search	NN
37060	894	37	(	(	-LRB-
37060	894	38	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	894	39	pillow	pillow	NN
37060	894	40	had	have	VBD
37060	894	41	never	never	RB
37060	894	42	strayed	stray	VBN
37060	894	43	from	from	IN
37060	894	44	the	the	DT
37060	894	45	couch	couch	NN
37060	894	46	)	)	-RRB-
37060	894	47	,	,	,
37060	894	48	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	894	49	bumped	bump	VBD
37060	894	50	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	894	51	foot	foot	NN
37060	894	52	into	into	IN
37060	894	53	one	one	CD
37060	894	54	of	of	IN
37060	894	55	the	the	DT
37060	894	56	pots	pot	NNS
37060	894	57	,	,	,
37060	894	58	which	which	WDT
37060	894	59	gonged	gong	VBD
37060	894	60	loudly	loudly	RB
37060	894	61	against	against	IN
37060	894	62	a	a	DT
37060	894	63	second	second	JJ
37060	894	64	and	and	CC
37060	894	65	third	third	JJ
37060	894	66	to	to	TO
37060	894	67	create	create	VB
37060	894	68	a	a	DT
37060	894	69	symphony	symphony	NN
37060	894	70	of	of	IN
37060	894	71	echoes	echo	NNS
37060	894	72	.	.	.
37060	895	1	Flustered	fluster	VBN
37060	895	2	by	by	IN
37060	895	3	the	the	DT
37060	895	4	rude	rude	JJ
37060	895	5	interruption	interruption	NN
37060	895	6	,	,	,
37060	895	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	895	8	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	895	9	woke	wake	VBD
37060	895	10	,	,	,
37060	895	11	and	and	CC
37060	895	12	can	can	MD
37060	895	13	recall	recall	VB
37060	895	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	895	15	brother	brother	NN
37060	895	16	's	's	POS
37060	895	17	sleepy	sleepy	NN
37060	895	18	,	,	,
37060	895	19	"	"	``
37060	895	20	Is	be	VBZ
37060	895	21	there	there	EX
37060	895	22	something	something	NN
37060	895	23	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	895	24	?	?	.
37060	895	25	"	"	''
37060	896	1	to	to	TO
37060	896	2	which	which	WDT
37060	896	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	896	4	mumbled	mumble	VBD
37060	896	5	an	an	DT
37060	896	6	explanation	explanation	NN
37060	896	7	of	of	IN
37060	896	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	896	9	hunt	hunt	NN
37060	896	10	.	.	.
37060	897	1	The	the	DT
37060	897	2	next	next	JJ
37060	897	3	morning	morning	NN
37060	897	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	897	5	looked	look	VBD
37060	897	6	suspiciously	suspiciously	RB
37060	897	7	at	at	IN
37060	897	8	the	the	DT
37060	897	9	shelves	shelf	NNS
37060	897	10	and	and	CC
37060	897	11	was	be	VBD
37060	897	12	haunted	haunt	VBN
37060	897	13	by	by	IN
37060	897	14	a	a	DT
37060	897	15	memory	memory	NN
37060	897	16	for	for	IN
37060	897	17	which	which	WDT
37060	897	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	897	19	could	could	MD
37060	897	20	not	not	RB
37060	897	21	account	account	VB
37060	897	22	and	and	CC
37060	897	23	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	897	24	inquired	inquire	VBD
37060	897	25	of	of	IN
37060	897	26	the	the	DT
37060	897	27	night	night	NN
37060	897	28	's	's	POS
37060	897	29	events	event	NNS
37060	897	30	,	,	,
37060	897	31	asking	ask	VBG
37060	897	32	if	if	IN
37060	897	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	897	34	had	have	VBD
37060	897	35	walked	walk	VBN
37060	897	36	in	in	IN
37060	897	37	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	897	38	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	897	39	.	.	.
37060	898	1	"	"	``
37060	898	2	Oh	oh	UH
37060	898	3	,	,	,
37060	898	4	yeh	yeh	NNP
37060	898	5	...	...	:
37060	898	6	,	,	,
37060	898	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	898	8	could	could	MD
37060	898	9	n't	not	RB
37060	898	10	figure	figure	VB
37060	898	11	out	out	RP
37060	898	12	what	what	WP
37060	898	13	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	898	14	were	be	VBD
37060	898	15	doing	do	VBG
37060	898	16	!	!	.
37060	898	17	"	"	''
37060	899	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	899	2	said	say	VBD
37060	899	3	.	.	.
37060	900	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	900	2	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	900	3	over	over	IN
37060	900	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	900	5	strange	strange	JJ
37060	900	6	habit	habit	NN
37060	900	7	and	and	CC
37060	900	8	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	900	9	whether	whether	IN
37060	900	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	900	11	had	have	VBD
37060	900	12	walked	walk	VBN
37060	900	13	elsewhere	elsewhere	RB
37060	900	14	on	on	IN
37060	900	15	different	different	JJ
37060	900	16	occasions	occasion	NNS
37060	900	17	,	,	,
37060	900	18	and	and	CC
37060	900	19	because	because	IN
37060	900	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	900	21	encountered	encounter	VBD
37060	900	22	no	no	DT
37060	900	23	one	one	NN
37060	900	24	,	,	,
37060	900	25	did	do	VBD
37060	900	26	not	not	RB
37060	900	27	remember	remember	VB
37060	900	28	or	or	CC
37060	900	29	was	be	VBD
37060	900	30	not	not	RB
37060	900	31	informed	inform	VBN
37060	900	32	.	.	.
37060	901	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	901	2	was	be	VBD
37060	901	3	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	901	4	disconcerting	disconcert	VBG
37060	901	5	yet	yet	RB
37060	901	6	immensely	immensely	RB
37060	901	7	humorous	humorous	JJ
37060	901	8	;	;	:
37060	901	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	901	10	only	only	RB
37060	901	11	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	901	12	that	that	IN
37060	901	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	901	14	would	would	MD
37060	901	15	never	never	RB
37060	901	16	take	take	VB
37060	901	17	a	a	DT
37060	901	18	walk	walk	NN
37060	901	19	which	which	WDT
37060	901	20	lead	lead	VBP
37060	901	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	901	22	out	out	IN
37060	901	23	of	of	IN
37060	901	24	a	a	DT
37060	901	25	building	building	NN
37060	901	26	,	,	,
37060	901	27	because	because	IN
37060	901	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	901	29	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	901	30	the	the	DT
37060	901	31	tale	tale	NN
37060	901	32	of	of	IN
37060	901	33	a	a	DT
37060	901	34	young	young	JJ
37060	901	35	man	man	NN
37060	901	36	who	who	WP
37060	901	37	,	,	,
37060	901	38	while	while	IN
37060	901	39	sleeping	sleep	VBG
37060	901	40	,	,	,
37060	901	41	took	take	VBD
37060	901	42	out	out	RP
37060	901	43	the	the	DT
37060	901	44	garbage	garbage	NN
37060	901	45	cans	can	NNS
37060	901	46	and	and	CC
37060	901	47	then	then	RB
37060	901	48	completed	complete	VBD
37060	901	49	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	901	50	slumber	slumber	NN
37060	901	51	on	on	IN
37060	901	52	the	the	DT
37060	901	53	grass	grass	NN
37060	901	54	beside	beside	IN
37060	901	55	the	the	DT
37060	901	56	curb	curb	NN
37060	901	57	.	.	.
37060	902	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	902	2	was	be	VBD
37060	902	3	a	a	DT
37060	902	4	humbling	humble	VBG
37060	902	5	thought	thought	NN
37060	902	6	,	,	,
37060	902	7	for	for	IN
37060	902	8	although	although	IN
37060	902	9	a	a	DT
37060	902	10	sleeping	sleep	VBG
37060	902	11	individual	individual	NN
37060	902	12	can	can	MD
37060	902	13	not	not	RB
37060	902	14	be	be	VB
37060	902	15	responsible	responsible	JJ
37060	902	16	for	for	IN
37060	902	17	what	what	WP
37060	902	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	902	19	says	say	VBZ
37060	902	20	or	or	CC
37060	902	21	does	do	VBZ
37060	902	22	,	,	,
37060	902	23	one	one	PRP
37060	902	24	's	's	POS
37060	902	25	lack	lack	NN
37060	902	26	of	of	IN
37060	902	27	consciousness	consciousness	NN
37060	902	28	will	will	MD
37060	902	29	not	not	RB
37060	902	30	guard	guard	VB
37060	902	31	the	the	DT
37060	902	32	individual	individual	NN
37060	902	33	from	from	IN
37060	902	34	accompanying	accompany	VBG
37060	902	35	embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	902	36	.	.	.
37060	903	1	Certain	certain	JJ
37060	903	2	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	903	3	of	of	IN
37060	903	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	903	5	brother	brother	NN
37060	903	6	's	's	POS
37060	903	7	personality	personality	NN
37060	903	8	had	have	VBD
37060	903	9	changed	change	VBN
37060	903	10	,	,	,
37060	903	11	while	while	IN
37060	903	12	others	other	NNS
37060	903	13	had	have	VBD
37060	903	14	remained	remain	VBN
37060	903	15	original	original	JJ
37060	903	16	and	and	CC
37060	903	17	quite	quite	RB
37060	903	18	intact	intact	JJ
37060	903	19	.	.	.
37060	904	1	When	when	WRB
37060	904	2	the	the	DT
37060	904	3	time	time	NN
37060	904	4	had	have	VBD
37060	904	5	come	come	VBN
37060	904	6	for	for	IN
37060	904	7	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	904	8	to	to	TO
37060	904	9	leave	leave	VB
37060	904	10	Chicago	Chicago	NNP
37060	904	11	,	,	,
37060	904	12	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	904	13	's	's	POS
37060	904	14	apartment	apartment	NN
37060	904	15	was	be	VBD
37060	904	16	cleaner	clean	JJR
37060	904	17	and	and	CC
37060	904	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	904	19	billfold	billfold	NN
37060	904	20	was	be	VBD
37060	904	21	decidedly	decidedly	RB
37060	904	22	thinner	thin	JJR
37060	904	23	.	.	.
37060	905	1	Although	although	IN
37060	905	2	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	905	3	no	no	RB
37060	905	4	longer	long	RBR
37060	905	5	cared	care	VBD
37060	905	6	about	about	IN
37060	905	7	the	the	DT
37060	905	8	neatness	neatness	NN
37060	905	9	of	of	IN
37060	905	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	905	11	living	living	NN
37060	905	12	quarters	quarter	NNS
37060	905	13	,	,	,
37060	905	14	which	which	WDT
37060	905	15	plainly	plainly	RB
37060	905	16	stated	state	VBD
37060	905	17	that	that	IN
37060	905	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	905	19	orderliness	orderliness	NN
37060	905	20	at	at	IN
37060	905	21	home	home	NN
37060	905	22	was	be	VBD
37060	905	23	merely	merely	RB
37060	905	24	a	a	DT
37060	905	25	function	function	NN
37060	905	26	performed	perform	VBN
37060	905	27	to	to	TO
37060	905	28	placate	placate	VB
37060	905	29	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	905	30	's	's	POS
37060	905	31	desires	desire	NNS
37060	905	32	,	,	,
37060	905	33	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	905	34	maintained	maintain	VBD
37060	905	35	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	905	36	suicidal	suicidal	JJ
37060	905	37	generosity	generosity	NN
37060	905	38	with	with	IN
37060	905	39	horrifying	horrify	VBG
37060	905	40	steadfastness	steadfastness	NN
37060	905	41	.	.	.
37060	906	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	906	2	brother	brother	NN
37060	906	3	had	have	VBD
37060	906	4	also	also	RB
37060	906	5	changed	change	VBN
37060	906	6	from	from	IN
37060	906	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	906	8	too	too	RB
37060	906	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	906	10	trusting	trust	VBG
37060	906	11	self	self	NN
37060	906	12	to	to	IN
37060	906	13	a	a	DT
37060	906	14	more	more	RBR
37060	906	15	realistic	realistic	JJ
37060	906	16	and	and	CC
37060	906	17	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	906	18	,	,	,
37060	906	19	cynical	cynical	JJ
37060	906	20	person	person	NN
37060	906	21	.	.	.
37060	907	1	Losing	lose	VBG
37060	907	2	a	a	DT
37060	907	3	coat	coat	NN
37060	907	4	and	and	CC
37060	907	5	bicycle	bicycle	NN
37060	907	6	at	at	IN
37060	907	7	the	the	DT
37060	907	8	university	university	NN
37060	907	9	,	,	,
37060	907	10	followed	follow	VBN
37060	907	11	by	by	IN
37060	907	12	distributor	distributor	NN
37060	907	13	caps	cap	NNS
37060	907	14	and	and	CC
37060	907	15	gasoline	gasoline	NN
37060	907	16	in	in	IN
37060	907	17	Chicago	Chicago	NNP
37060	907	18	,	,	,
37060	907	19	had	have	VBD
37060	907	20	a	a	DT
37060	907	21	way	way	NN
37060	907	22	of	of	IN
37060	907	23	opening	opening	NN
37060	907	24	...	...	NFP
37060	907	25	or	or	CC
37060	907	26	,	,	,
37060	907	27	at	at	IN
37060	907	28	least	least	JJS
37060	907	29	,	,	,
37060	907	30	readjusting	readjust	VBG
37060	907	31	...	...	:
37060	907	32	one	one	NN
37060	907	33	's	's	POS
37060	907	34	vision	vision	NN
37060	907	35	of	of	IN
37060	907	36	the	the	DT
37060	907	37	world	world	NN
37060	907	38	.	.	.
37060	908	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	908	2	was	be	VBD
37060	908	3	not	not	RB
37060	908	4	an	an	DT
37060	908	5	ideal	ideal	JJ
37060	908	6	place	place	NN
37060	908	7	,	,	,
37060	908	8	and	and	CC
37060	908	9	idealistic	idealistic	JJ
37060	908	10	views	view	NNS
37060	908	11	were	be	VBD
37060	908	12	hastily	hastily	RB
37060	908	13	smashed	smash	VBN
37060	908	14	to	to	IN
37060	908	15	oblivion	oblivion	NN
37060	908	16	.	.	.
37060	909	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	909	2	saw	see	VBD
37060	909	3	,	,	,
37060	909	4	too	too	RB
37060	909	5	,	,	,
37060	909	6	that	that	IN
37060	909	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	909	8	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	909	9	a	a	DT
37060	909	10	definite	definite	JJ
37060	909	11	need	need	NN
37060	909	12	to	to	TO
37060	909	13	exist	exist	VB
37060	909	14	on	on	IN
37060	909	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	909	16	own	own	JJ
37060	909	17	;	;	:
37060	909	18	more	more	JJR
37060	909	19	than	than	IN
37060	909	20	a	a	DT
37060	909	21	door	door	NN
37060	909	22	to	to	IN
37060	909	23	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	909	24	.	.	.
37060	910	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	910	2	's	's	POS
37060	910	3	separation	separation	NN
37060	910	4	from	from	IN
37060	910	5	family	family	NN
37060	910	6	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	910	7	to	to	TO
37060	910	8	be	be	VB
37060	910	9	a	a	DT
37060	910	10	requirement	requirement	NN
37060	910	11	for	for	IN
37060	910	12	personal	personal	JJ
37060	910	13	satisfaction	satisfaction	NN
37060	910	14	and	and	CC
37060	910	15	future	future	JJ
37060	910	16	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	910	17	.	.	.
37060	911	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	911	2	had	have	VBD
37060	911	3	to	to	TO
37060	911	4	affirm	affirm	VB
37060	911	5	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	911	6	by	by	IN
37060	911	7	living	live	VBG
37060	911	8	alone	alone	RB
37060	911	9	,	,	,
37060	911	10	and	and	CC
37060	911	11	having	have	VBG
37060	911	12	no	no	DT
37060	911	13	one	one	NN
37060	911	14	near	near	JJ
37060	911	15	to	to	TO
37060	911	16	depend	depend	VB
37060	911	17	upon	upon	IN
37060	911	18	through	through	IN
37060	911	19	the	the	DT
37060	911	20	rough	rough	JJ
37060	911	21	spots	spot	NNS
37060	911	22	.	.	.
37060	912	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	912	2	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	912	3	's	's	POS
37060	912	4	need	need	NN
37060	912	5	to	to	TO
37060	912	6	acquire	acquire	VB
37060	912	7	self	self	NN
37060	912	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	912	9	sufficiency	sufficiency	NN
37060	912	10	,	,	,
37060	912	11	homesickness	homesickness	NN
37060	912	12	was	be	VBD
37060	912	13	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	912	14	to	to	TO
37060	912	15	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	912	16	,	,	,
37060	912	17	and	and	CC
37060	912	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	912	19	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	912	20	mirrored	mirror	VBD
37060	912	21	pure	pure	JJ
37060	912	22	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	912	23	as	as	IN
37060	912	24	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	912	25	drove	drive	VBD
37060	912	26	away	away	RB
37060	912	27	.	.	.
37060	913	1	The	the	DT
37060	913	2	image	image	NN
37060	913	3	of	of	IN
37060	913	4	home	home	NN
37060	913	5	was	be	VBD
37060	913	6	,	,	,
37060	913	7	at	at	IN
37060	913	8	once	once	RB
37060	913	9	,	,	,
37060	913	10	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	913	11	and	and	CC
37060	913	12	unkind	unkind	JJ
37060	913	13	,	,	,
37060	913	14	for	for	IN
37060	913	15	although	although	IN
37060	913	16	memories	memory	NNS
37060	913	17	could	could	MD
37060	913	18	quiet	quiet	VB
37060	913	19	the	the	DT
37060	913	20	noise	noise	NN
37060	913	21	of	of	IN
37060	913	22	the	the	DT
37060	913	23	city	city	NN
37060	913	24	,	,	,
37060	913	25	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	913	26	unattainable	unattainable	JJ
37060	913	27	substance	substance	NN
37060	913	28	created	create	VBD
37060	913	29	a	a	DT
37060	913	30	barrier	barrier	NN
37060	913	31	between	between	IN
37060	913	32	the	the	DT
37060	913	33	present	present	NN
37060	913	34	and	and	CC
37060	913	35	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	913	36	need	need	NN
37060	913	37	to	to	TO
37060	913	38	build	build	VB
37060	913	39	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	913	40	from	from	IN
37060	913	41	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	913	42	thereof	thereof	RB
37060	913	43	.	.	.
37060	914	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	914	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	914	3	was	be	VBD
37060	914	4	easier	easy	JJR
37060	914	5	to	to	TO
37060	914	6	bury	bury	VB
37060	914	7	the	the	DT
37060	914	8	past	past	NN
37060	914	9	and	and	CC
37060	914	10	all	all	DT
37060	914	11	which	which	WDT
37060	914	12	related	related	JJ
37060	914	13	to	to	IN
37060	914	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	914	15	.	.	.
37060	915	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	915	2	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	915	3	came	come	VBD
37060	915	4	home	home	RB
37060	915	5	any	any	DT
37060	915	6	more	more	RBR
37060	915	7	.	.	.
37060	916	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	916	2	33	33	CD
37060	916	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	916	4	8	8	CD
37060	916	5	Sixth	Sixth	NNP
37060	916	6	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	916	7	"	"	''
37060	916	8	Friendships	friendship	NNS
37060	916	9	are	be	VBP
37060	916	10	realistic	realistic	JJ
37060	916	11	interactions	interaction	NNS
37060	916	12	of	of	IN
37060	916	13	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	916	14	rather	rather	RB
37060	916	15	than	than	IN
37060	916	16	acts	act	NNS
37060	916	17	performed	perform	VBN
37060	916	18	to	to	TO
37060	916	19	satisfy	satisfy	VB
37060	916	20	the	the	DT
37060	916	21	specific	specific	JJ
37060	916	22	requirements	requirement	NNS
37060	916	23	of	of	IN
37060	916	24	a	a	DT
37060	916	25	group	group	NN
37060	916	26	.	.	.
37060	916	27	"	"	''
37060	917	1	CHAPTER	chapter	NN
37060	917	2	EIGHT	EIGHT	NNP
37060	917	3	Sixth	sixth	JJ
37060	917	4	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	917	5	Upon	upon	IN
37060	917	6	reaching	reach	VBG
37060	917	7	sixth	sixth	JJ
37060	917	8	grade	grade	NN
37060	917	9	,	,	,
37060	917	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	917	11	did	do	VBD
37060	917	12	not	not	RB
37060	917	13	feel	feel	VB
37060	917	14	that	that	IN
37060	917	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	917	16	had	have	VBD
37060	917	17	risen	rise	VBN
37060	917	18	to	to	IN
37060	917	19	the	the	DT
37060	917	20	infamous	infamous	JJ
37060	917	21	"	"	``
37060	917	22	big	big	JJ
37060	917	23	cheese	cheese	NN
37060	917	24	"	"	''
37060	917	25	status	status	NN
37060	917	26	that	that	WDT
37060	917	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	917	28	had	have	VBD
37060	917	29	supposedly	supposedly	RB
37060	917	30	earned	earn	VBN
37060	917	31	for	for	IN
37060	917	32	successfully	successfully	RB
37060	917	33	passing	pass	VBG
37060	917	34	through	through	IN
37060	917	35	the	the	DT
37060	917	36	curriculum	curriculum	NN
37060	917	37	and	and	CC
37060	917	38	harassment	harassment	NN
37060	917	39	of	of	IN
37060	917	40	the	the	DT
37060	917	41	older	old	JJR
37060	917	42	kids	kid	NNS
37060	917	43	,	,	,
37060	917	44	nor	nor	CC
37060	917	45	did	do	VBD
37060	917	46	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	917	47	foster	foster	VB
37060	917	48	any	any	DT
37060	917	49	ill	ill	JJ
37060	917	50	regard	regard	NN
37060	917	51	for	for	IN
37060	917	52	those	those	DT
37060	917	53	who	who	WP
37060	917	54	were	be	VBD
37060	917	55	younger	young	JJR
37060	917	56	than	than	IN
37060	917	57	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	917	58	.	.	.
37060	918	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	918	2	was	be	VBD
37060	918	3	essentially	essentially	RB
37060	918	4	the	the	DT
37060	918	5	person	person	NN
37060	918	6	who	who	WP
37060	918	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	918	8	had	have	VBD
37060	918	9	always	always	RB
37060	918	10	been	be	VBN
37060	918	11	,	,	,
37060	918	12	with	with	IN
37060	918	13	the	the	DT
37060	918	14	exception	exception	NN
37060	918	15	that	that	WDT
37060	918	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	918	17	was	be	VBD
37060	918	18	a	a	DT
37060	918	19	year	year	NN
37060	918	20	older	old	JJR
37060	918	21	and	and	CC
37060	918	22	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	918	23	wiser	wise	JJR
37060	918	24	through	through	IN
37060	918	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	918	26	experiences	experience	NNS
37060	918	27	and	and	CC
37060	918	28	observations	observation	NNS
37060	918	29	.	.	.
37060	919	1	Although	although	IN
37060	919	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	919	3	had	have	VBD
37060	919	4	become	become	VBN
37060	919	5	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	919	6	more	more	RBR
37060	919	7	confident	confident	JJ
37060	919	8	,	,	,
37060	919	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	919	10	knew	know	VBD
37060	919	11	that	that	IN
37060	919	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	919	13	did	do	VBD
37060	919	14	not	not	RB
37060	919	15	pay	pay	VB
37060	919	16	to	to	TO
37060	919	17	feel	feel	VB
37060	919	18	superior	superior	JJ
37060	919	19	,	,	,
37060	919	20	for	for	IN
37060	919	21	someone	someone	NN
37060	919	22	always	always	RB
37060	919	23	had	have	VBD
37060	919	24	the	the	DT
37060	919	25	immense	immense	JJ
37060	919	26	enjoyment	enjoyment	NN
37060	919	27	of	of	IN
37060	919	28	smashing	smash	VBG
37060	919	29	the	the	DT
37060	919	30	misinformed	misinform	VBN
37060	919	31	individual	individual	NN
37060	919	32	down	down	RP
37060	919	33	to	to	IN
37060	919	34	size	size	NN
37060	919	35	.	.	.
37060	920	1	Whereas	whereas	IN
37060	920	2	superiority	superiority	NN
37060	920	3	was	be	VBD
37060	920	4	a	a	DT
37060	920	5	false	false	JJ
37060	920	6	assumption	assumption	NN
37060	920	7	,	,	,
37060	920	8	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	920	9	developed	develop	VBN
37060	920	10	upon	upon	IN
37060	920	11	a	a	DT
37060	920	12	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	920	13	humble	humble	JJ
37060	920	14	realization	realization	NN
37060	920	15	of	of	IN
37060	920	16	one	one	PRP
37060	920	17	's	's	POS
37060	920	18	mastery	mastery	NN
37060	920	19	over	over	IN
37060	920	20	life	life	NN
37060	920	21	's	's	POS
37060	920	22	trials	trial	NNS
37060	920	23	.	.	.
37060	921	1	Rarely	rarely	RB
37060	921	2	were	be	VBD
37060	921	3	there	there	RB
37060	921	4	situations	situation	NNS
37060	921	5	for	for	IN
37060	921	6	which	which	WDT
37060	921	7	kindness	kindness	NN
37060	921	8	was	be	VBD
37060	921	9	unfit	unfit	JJ
37060	921	10	.	.	.
37060	922	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	922	2	was	be	VBD
37060	922	3	not	not	RB
37060	922	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	922	5	nature	nature	NN
37060	922	6	nor	nor	CC
37060	922	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	922	8	ambition	ambition	NN
37060	922	9	to	to	TO
37060	922	10	be	be	VB
37060	922	11	mean	mean	JJ
37060	922	12	to	to	IN
37060	922	13	people	people	NNS
37060	922	14	who	who	WP
37060	922	15	were	be	VBD
37060	922	16	younger	young	JJR
37060	922	17	or	or	CC
37060	922	18	less	less	RBR
37060	922	19	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	922	20	than	than	IN
37060	922	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	922	22	;	;	:
37060	922	23	moreover	moreover	RB
37060	922	24	,	,	,
37060	922	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	922	26	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	922	27	the	the	DT
37060	922	28	instances	instance	NNS
37060	922	29	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	922	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	922	31	had	have	VBD
37060	922	32	been	be	VBN
37060	922	33	subjected	subject	VBN
37060	922	34	to	to	IN
37060	922	35	cruelty	cruelty	NNP
37060	922	36	simply	simply	RB
37060	922	37	because	because	IN
37060	922	38	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	922	39	was	be	VBD
37060	922	40	too	too	RB
37060	922	41	small	small	JJ
37060	922	42	to	to	TO
37060	922	43	fight	fight	VB
37060	922	44	back	back	RP
37060	922	45	.	.	.
37060	923	1	Never	never	RB
37060	923	2	would	would	MD
37060	923	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	923	4	forget	forget	VB
37060	923	5	the	the	DT
37060	923	6	nasty	nasty	JJ
37060	923	7	sixth	sixth	JJ
37060	923	8	grader	grader	NN
37060	923	9	whose	whose	WP$
37060	923	10	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	923	11	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	923	12	came	come	VBD
37060	923	13	by	by	IN
37060	923	14	way	way	NN
37060	923	15	of	of	IN
37060	923	16	bullying	bully	VBG
37060	923	17	younger	young	JJR
37060	923	18	students	student	NNS
37060	923	19	;	;	:
37060	923	20	having	have	VBG
37060	923	21	a	a	DT
37060	923	22	keen	keen	JJ
37060	923	23	sense	sense	NN
37060	923	24	of	of	IN
37060	923	25	hearing	hearing	NN
37060	923	26	and	and	CC
37060	923	27	disliking	dislike	VBG
37060	923	28	noise	noise	NN
37060	923	29	of	of	IN
37060	923	30	any	any	DT
37060	923	31	kind	kind	NN
37060	923	32	,	,	,
37060	923	33	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	923	34	entire	entire	JJ
37060	923	35	composure	composure	NN
37060	923	36	was	be	VBD
37060	923	37	shattered	shatter	VBN
37060	923	38	when	when	WRB
37060	923	39	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	923	40	blasted	blast	VBD
37060	923	41	in	in	IN
37060	923	42	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	923	43	ears	ear	NNS
37060	923	44	at	at	IN
37060	923	45	the	the	DT
37060	923	46	top	top	NN
37060	923	47	of	of	IN
37060	923	48	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	923	49	lungs	lung	NNS
37060	923	50	.	.	.
37060	924	1	Completely	completely	RB
37060	924	2	unnerved	unnerved	JJ
37060	924	3	,	,	,
37060	924	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	924	5	can	can	MD
37060	924	6	recall	recall	VB
37060	924	7	cupping	cup	VBG
37060	924	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	924	9	hands	hand	NNS
37060	924	10	around	around	IN
37060	924	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	924	12	red	red	NNP
37060	924	13	knit	knit	NNP
37060	924	14	hat	hat	NN
37060	924	15	and	and	CC
37060	924	16	running	run	VBG
37060	924	17	toward	toward	IN
37060	924	18	home	home	NN
37060	924	19	as	as	IN
37060	924	20	the	the	DT
37060	924	21	cold	cold	JJ
37060	924	22	wind	wind	NN
37060	924	23	nipped	nip	VBN
37060	924	24	and	and	CC
37060	924	25	stung	stung	VB
37060	924	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	924	27	tear	tear	NN
37060	924	28	-	-	HYPH
37060	924	29	filled	fill	VBN
37060	924	30	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	924	31	.	.	.
37060	925	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	925	2	alarming	alarming	JJ
37060	925	3	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	925	4	filled	fill	VBD
37060	925	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	925	6	with	with	IN
37060	925	7	terror	terror	NN
37060	925	8	;	;	:
37060	925	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	925	10	was	be	VBD
37060	925	11	worried	worried	JJ
37060	925	12	that	that	IN
37060	925	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	925	14	fear	fear	NN
37060	925	15	alone	alone	RB
37060	925	16	would	would	MD
37060	925	17	tempt	tempt	VB
37060	925	18	the	the	DT
37060	925	19	bully	bully	NN
37060	925	20	to	to	TO
37060	925	21	commit	commit	VB
37060	925	22	further	further	JJ
37060	925	23	torment	torment	NN
37060	925	24	.	.	.
37060	926	1	The	the	DT
37060	926	2	instance	instance	NN
37060	926	3	also	also	RB
37060	926	4	made	make	VBD
37060	926	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	926	6	despise	despise	VB
37060	926	7	the	the	DT
37060	926	8	boy	boy	NN
37060	926	9	;	;	:
37060	926	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	926	11	unfair	unfair	JJ
37060	926	12	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	926	13	did	do	VBD
37060	926	14	not	not	RB
37060	926	15	serve	serve	VB
37060	926	16	to	to	TO
37060	926	17	heighten	heighten	VB
37060	926	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	926	19	image	image	NN
37060	926	20	in	in	IN
37060	926	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	926	22	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	926	23	.	.	.
37060	927	1	Abuse	abuse	NN
37060	927	2	did	do	VBD
37060	927	3	not	not	RB
37060	927	4	merit	merit	VB
37060	927	5	respect	respect	NN
37060	927	6	;	;	:
37060	927	7	however	however	RB
37060	927	8	,	,	,
37060	927	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	927	10	swept	sweep	VBD
37060	927	11	the	the	DT
37060	927	12	disillusionment	disillusionment	NN
37060	927	13	from	from	IN
37060	927	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	927	15	mind	mind	NN
37060	927	16	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	927	17	the	the	DT
37060	927	18	idolization	idolization	NN
37060	927	19	of	of	IN
37060	927	20	an	an	DT
37060	927	21	individual	individual	NN
37060	927	22	for	for	IN
37060	927	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	927	24	age	age	NN
37060	927	25	or	or	CC
37060	927	26	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	927	27	popularity	popularity	NN
37060	927	28	,	,	,
37060	927	29	for	for	IN
37060	927	30	too	too	RB
37060	927	31	often	often	RB
37060	927	32	an	an	DT
37060	927	33	individual	individual	NN
37060	927	34	was	be	VBD
37060	927	35	placed	place	VBN
37060	927	36	on	on	IN
37060	927	37	a	a	DT
37060	927	38	pedestal	pedestal	JJ
37060	927	39	,	,	,
37060	927	40	only	only	RB
37060	927	41	to	to	TO
37060	927	42	evoke	evoke	VB
37060	927	43	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	927	44	.	.	.
37060	928	1	Smiles	smile	NNS
37060	928	2	and	and	CC
37060	928	3	genuine	genuine	JJ
37060	928	4	kindness	kindness	NN
37060	928	5	won	win	VBD
37060	928	6	infinitely	infinitely	RB
37060	928	7	more	more	JJR
37060	928	8	respect	respect	NN
37060	928	9	.	.	.
37060	929	1	Few	few	JJ
37060	929	2	grade	grade	NN
37060	929	3	school	school	NN
37060	929	4	students	student	NNS
37060	929	5	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	929	6	the	the	DT
37060	929	7	maturity	maturity	NN
37060	929	8	to	to	TO
37060	929	9	develop	develop	VB
37060	929	10	and	and	CC
37060	929	11	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	929	12	a	a	DT
37060	929	13	true	true	JJ
37060	929	14	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	929	15	.	.	.
37060	930	1	Many	many	JJ
37060	930	2	were	be	VBD
37060	930	3	too	too	RB
37060	930	4	concerned	concerned	JJ
37060	930	5	about	about	IN
37060	930	6	pleasing	please	VBG
37060	930	7	the	the	DT
37060	930	8	popular	popular	JJ
37060	930	9	crowd	crowd	NN
37060	930	10	to	to	TO
37060	930	11	reserve	reserve	VB
37060	930	12	definite	definite	JJ
37060	930	13	bonds	bond	NNS
37060	930	14	for	for	IN
37060	930	15	another	another	DT
37060	930	16	individual	individual	NN
37060	930	17	,	,	,
37060	930	18	because	because	IN
37060	930	19	,	,	,
37060	930	20	if	if	IN
37060	930	21	the	the	DT
37060	930	22	popular	popular	JJ
37060	930	23	crowd	crowd	NN
37060	930	24	was	be	VBD
37060	930	25	mad	mad	JJ
37060	930	26	at	at	IN
37060	930	27	someone	someone	NN
37060	930	28	,	,	,
37060	930	29	most	most	JJS
37060	930	30	of	of	IN
37060	930	31	the	the	DT
37060	930	32	others	other	NNS
37060	930	33	desired	desire	VBD
37060	930	34	the	the	DT
37060	930	35	same	same	JJ
37060	930	36	opportunity	opportunity	NN
37060	930	37	.	.	.
37060	931	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	931	2	learned	learn	VBD
37060	931	3	about	about	IN
37060	931	4	the	the	DT
37060	931	5	existence	existence	NN
37060	931	6	of	of	IN
37060	931	7	false	false	JJ
37060	931	8	friends	friend	NNS
37060	931	9	,	,	,
37060	931	10	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	931	11	who	who	WP
37060	931	12	virtually	virtually	RB
37060	931	13	ignored	ignore	VBD
37060	931	14	the	the	DT
37060	931	15	less	less	RBR
37060	931	16	popular	popular	JJ
37060	931	17	students	student	NNS
37060	931	18	until	until	IN
37060	931	19	three	three	CD
37060	931	20	days	day	NNS
37060	931	21	prior	prior	RB
37060	931	22	to	to	IN
37060	931	23	a	a	DT
37060	931	24	test	test	NN
37060	931	25	.	.	.
37060	932	1	This	this	DT
37060	932	2	type	type	NN
37060	932	3	of	of	IN
37060	932	4	person	person	NN
37060	932	5	would	would	MD
37060	932	6	then	then	RB
37060	932	7	take	take	VB
37060	932	8	pains	pain	NNS
37060	932	9	to	to	TO
37060	932	10	be	be	VB
37060	932	11	sweet	sweet	JJ
37060	932	12	and	and	CC
37060	932	13	gush	gush	JJ
37060	932	14	with	with	IN
37060	932	15	special	special	JJ
37060	932	16	affections	affection	NNS
37060	932	17	,	,	,
37060	932	18	adding	add	VBG
37060	932	19	to	to	IN
37060	932	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	932	21	repertoire	repertoire	NN
37060	932	22	a	a	DT
37060	932	23	request	request	NN
37060	932	24	for	for	IN
37060	932	25	one	one	NN
37060	932	26	's	's	POS
37060	932	27	notes	note	NNS
37060	932	28	or	or	CC
37060	932	29	the	the	DT
37060	932	30	answers	answer	NNS
37060	932	31	to	to	IN
37060	932	32	certain	certain	JJ
37060	932	33	homework	homework	NN
37060	932	34	assignments	assignment	NNS
37060	932	35	.	.	.
37060	933	1	Disliking	dislike	VBG
37060	933	2	a	a	DT
37060	933	3	farce	farce	NN
37060	933	4	,	,	,
37060	933	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	933	6	always	always	RB
37060	933	7	refused	refuse	VBD
37060	933	8	,	,	,
37060	933	9	whereupon	whereupon	IN
37060	933	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	933	11	would	would	MD
37060	933	12	be	be	VB
37060	933	13	incinerated	incinerate	VBN
37060	933	14	,	,	,
37060	933	15	reduced	reduce	VBN
37060	933	16	to	to	IN
37060	933	17	ashes	ashe	NNS
37060	933	18	by	by	IN
37060	933	19	the	the	DT
37060	933	20	fire	fire	NN
37060	933	21	in	in	IN
37060	933	22	the	the	DT
37060	933	23	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	933	24	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	933	25	.	.	.
37060	934	1	The	the	DT
37060	934	2	flame	flame	NN
37060	934	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	934	4	thrower	thrower	NN
37060	934	5	did	do	VBD
37060	934	6	not	not	RB
37060	934	7	burn	burn	VB
37060	934	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	934	9	,	,	,
37060	934	10	however	however	RB
37060	934	11	;	;	:
37060	934	12	as	as	IN
37060	934	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	934	14	'd	have	VBD
37060	934	15	never	never	RB
37060	934	16	liked	like	VBN
37060	934	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	934	18	anyway	anyway	RB
37060	934	19	,	,	,
37060	934	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	934	21	suffered	suffer	VBD
37060	934	22	no	no	DT
37060	934	23	loss	loss	NN
37060	934	24	.	.	.
37060	935	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	935	2	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	935	3	,	,	,
37060	935	4	also	also	RB
37060	935	5	,	,	,
37060	935	6	the	the	DT
37060	935	7	distastefulness	distastefulness	NN
37060	935	8	of	of	IN
37060	935	9	playing	play	VBG
37060	935	10	the	the	DT
37060	935	11	"	"	``
37060	935	12	second	second	JJ
37060	935	13	fiddle	fiddle	NN
37060	935	14	.	.	.
37060	935	15	"	"	''
37060	936	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	936	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	936	3	pride	pride	NN
37060	936	4	,	,	,
37060	936	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	936	6	did	do	VBD
37060	936	7	not	not	RB
37060	936	8	accept	accept	VB
37060	936	9	after	after	IN
37060	936	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	936	11	thought	thought	NN
37060	936	12	invitations	invitation	NNS
37060	936	13	unless	unless	IN
37060	936	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	936	15	felt	feel	VBD
37060	936	16	that	that	IN
37060	936	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	936	18	time	time	NN
37060	936	19	would	would	MD
37060	936	20	be	be	VB
37060	936	21	enjoyably	enjoyably	RB
37060	936	22	spent	spend	VBN
37060	936	23	.	.	.
37060	937	1	One	one	CD
37060	937	2	girl	girl	NN
37060	937	3	who	who	WP
37060	937	4	was	be	VBD
37060	937	5	particularly	particularly	RB
37060	937	6	noted	note	VBN
37060	937	7	for	for	IN
37060	937	8	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	937	9	"	"	``
37060	937	10	use	use	NN
37060	937	11	"	"	''
37060	937	12	of	of	IN
37060	937	13	others	other	NNS
37060	937	14	would	would	MD
37060	937	15	often	often	RB
37060	937	16	call	call	VB
37060	937	17	as	as	IN
37060	937	18	a	a	DT
37060	937	19	last	last	JJ
37060	937	20	resort	resort	NN
37060	937	21	;	;	:
37060	937	22	a	a	DT
37060	937	23	mannerless	mannerless	JJ
37060	937	24	individual	individual	NN
37060	937	25	,	,	,
37060	937	26	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	937	27	made	make	VBD
37060	937	28	the	the	DT
37060	937	29	mistake	mistake	NN
37060	937	30	of	of	IN
37060	937	31	rambling	ramble	VBG
37060	937	32	off	off	RP
37060	937	33	the	the	DT
37060	937	34	names	name	NNS
37060	937	35	of	of	IN
37060	937	36	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	937	37	refusals	refusal	NNS
37060	937	38	when	when	WRB
37060	937	39	asking	ask	VBG
37060	937	40	another	another	DT
37060	937	41	person	person	NN
37060	937	42	to	to	TO
37060	937	43	accompany	accompany	VB
37060	937	44	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	937	45	on	on	IN
37060	937	46	an	an	DT
37060	937	47	outing	outing	NN
37060	937	48	.	.	.
37060	938	1	A	a	DT
37060	938	2	classic	classic	JJ
37060	938	3	phone	phone	NN
37060	938	4	call	call	NN
37060	938	5	ran	run	VBD
37060	938	6	as	as	IN
37060	938	7	follows	follow	VBZ
37060	938	8	:	:	:
37060	938	9	"	"	``
37060	938	10	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	938	11	?	?	.
37060	939	1	This	this	DT
37060	939	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	939	3	L.	L.	NNP
37060	939	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	939	5	was	be	VBD
37060	939	6	wondering	wonder	VBG
37060	939	7	if	if	IN
37060	939	8	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	939	9	could	could	MD
37060	939	10	go	go	VB
37060	939	11	to	to	IN
37060	939	12	the	the	DT
37060	939	13	fireworks	firework	NNS
37060	939	14	tonight	tonight	NN
37060	939	15	...	...	:
37060	939	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	939	17	already	already	RB
37060	939	18	called	call	VBD
37060	939	19	D	d	NN
37060	939	20	,	,	,
37060	939	21	J	J	NNP
37060	939	22	,	,	,
37060	939	23	L.	L.	NNP
37060	939	24	,	,	,
37060	939	25	etc	etc	FW
37060	939	26	.	.	FW
37060	939	27	,	,	,
37060	939	28	but	but	CC
37060	939	29	none	none	NN
37060	939	30	of	of	IN
37060	939	31	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	939	32	could	could	MD
37060	939	33	go	go	VB
37060	939	34	...	...	NFP
37060	939	35	aw	aw	UH
37060	939	36	,	,	,
37060	939	37	come	come	VB
37060	939	38	on	on	RP
37060	939	39	!	!	.
37060	939	40	...	...	:
37060	939	41	"	"	''
37060	940	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	940	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	940	3	was	be	VBD
37060	940	4	fun	fun	JJ
37060	940	5	to	to	TO
37060	940	6	say	say	VB
37060	940	7	"	"	``
37060	940	8	no	no	UH
37060	940	9	.	.	.
37060	940	10	"	"	''
37060	941	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	941	2	,	,	,
37060	941	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	941	4	had	have	VBD
37060	941	5	better	well	JJR
37060	941	6	things	thing	NNS
37060	941	7	to	to	TO
37060	941	8	do	do	VB
37060	941	9	.	.	.
37060	942	1	When	when	WRB
37060	942	2	not	not	RB
37060	942	3	haunted	haunt	VBN
37060	942	4	by	by	IN
37060	942	5	the	the	DT
37060	942	6	need	need	NN
37060	942	7	to	to	TO
37060	942	8	achieve	achieve	VB
37060	942	9	popularity	popularity	NN
37060	942	10	among	among	IN
37060	942	11	peers	peer	NNS
37060	942	12	,	,	,
37060	942	13	many	many	JJ
37060	942	14	problems	problem	NNS
37060	942	15	disappear	disappear	VBP
37060	942	16	or	or	CC
37060	942	17	simply	simply	RB
37060	942	18	fail	fail	VB
37060	942	19	to	to	TO
37060	942	20	exist	exist	VB
37060	942	21	.	.	.
37060	943	1	Friendships	friendship	NNS
37060	943	2	are	be	VBP
37060	943	3	realistic	realistic	JJ
37060	943	4	interactions	interaction	NNS
37060	943	5	of	of	IN
37060	943	6	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	943	7	rather	rather	RB
37060	943	8	than	than	IN
37060	943	9	acts	act	NNS
37060	943	10	performed	perform	VBN
37060	943	11	to	to	TO
37060	943	12	satisfy	satisfy	VB
37060	943	13	the	the	DT
37060	943	14	specific	specific	JJ
37060	943	15	requirements	requirement	NNS
37060	943	16	of	of	IN
37060	943	17	a	a	DT
37060	943	18	group	group	NN
37060	943	19	.	.	.
37060	944	1	Because	because	IN
37060	944	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	944	3	was	be	VBD
37060	944	4	more	more	RBR
37060	944	5	important	important	JJ
37060	944	6	to	to	TO
37060	944	7	be	be	VB
37060	944	8	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	944	9	and	and	CC
37060	944	10	follow	follow	VB
37060	944	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	944	12	own	own	JJ
37060	944	13	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	944	14	,	,	,
37060	944	15	"	"	``
37060	944	16	peer	peer	NN
37060	944	17	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	944	18	"	"	''
37060	944	19	had	have	VBD
37060	944	20	no	no	DT
37060	944	21	affect	affect	NN
37060	944	22	on	on	IN
37060	944	23	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	944	24	.	.	.
37060	945	1	If	if	IN
37060	945	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	945	3	was	be	VBD
37060	945	4	to	to	TO
37060	945	5	be	be	VB
37060	945	6	ostracized	ostracize	VBN
37060	945	7	for	for	IN
37060	945	8	refusing	refuse	VBG
37060	945	9	to	to	TO
37060	945	10	go	go	VB
37060	945	11	along	along	RP
37060	945	12	with	with	IN
37060	945	13	another	another	DT
37060	945	14	's	's	POS
37060	945	15	idea	idea	NN
37060	945	16	,	,	,
37060	945	17	no	no	DT
37060	945	18	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	945	19	existed	exist	VBD
37060	945	20	and	and	CC
37060	945	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	945	22	could	could	MD
37060	945	23	easily	easily	RB
37060	945	24	walk	walk	VB
37060	945	25	away	away	RB
37060	945	26	.	.	.
37060	946	1	Aloneness	aloneness	NN
37060	946	2	,	,	,
37060	946	3	for	for	IN
37060	946	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	946	5	,	,	,
37060	946	6	was	be	VBD
37060	946	7	no	no	DT
37060	946	8	problem	problem	NN
37060	946	9	;	;	:
37060	946	10	compromising	compromise	VBG
37060	946	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	946	12	standards	standard	NNS
37060	946	13	,	,	,
37060	946	14	however	however	RB
37060	946	15	,	,	,
37060	946	16	was	be	VBD
37060	946	17	a	a	DT
37060	946	18	problem	problem	NN
37060	946	19	.	.	.
37060	947	1	Generally	generally	RB
37060	947	2	,	,	,
37060	947	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	947	4	never	never	RB
37060	947	5	experienced	experience	VBD
37060	947	6	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	947	7	from	from	IN
37060	947	8	a	a	DT
37060	947	9	group	group	NN
37060	947	10	or	or	CC
37060	947	11	an	an	DT
37060	947	12	individual	individual	NN
37060	947	13	to	to	TO
37060	947	14	do	do	VB
37060	947	15	something	something	NN
37060	947	16	about	about	IN
37060	947	17	which	which	WDT
37060	947	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	947	19	had	have	VBD
37060	947	20	already	already	RB
37060	947	21	expressed	express	VBN
37060	947	22	a	a	DT
37060	947	23	negative	negative	JJ
37060	947	24	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	947	25	.	.	.
37060	948	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	948	2	the	the	DT
37060	948	3	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	948	4	that	that	WDT
37060	948	5	further	further	JJ
37060	948	6	prompting	prompting	NN
37060	948	7	would	would	MD
37060	948	8	have	have	VB
37060	948	9	no	no	DT
37060	948	10	effect	effect	NN
37060	948	11	on	on	IN
37060	948	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	948	13	stance	stance	NN
37060	948	14	impeded	impede	VBD
37060	948	15	harassment	harassment	NN
37060	948	16	of	of	IN
37060	948	17	any	any	DT
37060	948	18	kind	kind	NN
37060	948	19	.	.	.
37060	949	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	949	2	was	be	VBD
37060	949	3	free	free	JJ
37060	949	4	,	,	,
37060	949	5	imprisoned	imprison	VBN
37060	949	6	by	by	IN
37060	949	7	no	no	DT
37060	949	8	ideas	idea	NNS
37060	949	9	but	but	CC
37060	949	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	949	11	own	own	JJ
37060	949	12	;	;	:
37060	949	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	949	14	bothered	bother	VBD
37060	949	15	no	no	DT
37060	949	16	one	one	NN
37060	949	17	,	,	,
37060	949	18	and	and	CC
37060	949	19	received	receive	VBD
37060	949	20	the	the	DT
37060	949	21	same	same	JJ
37060	949	22	respectful	respectful	JJ
37060	949	23	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	949	24	.	.	.
37060	950	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	950	2	recall	recall	VBP
37060	950	3	a	a	DT
37060	950	4	day	day	NN
37060	950	5	in	in	IN
37060	950	6	which	which	WDT
37060	950	7	three	three	CD
37060	950	8	classmates	classmate	NNS
37060	950	9	and	and	CC
37060	950	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	950	11	were	be	VBD
37060	950	12	shopping	shop	VBG
37060	950	13	at	at	IN
37060	950	14	a	a	DT
37060	950	15	drug	drug	NN
37060	950	16	store	store	NN
37060	950	17	when	when	WRB
37060	950	18	one	one	CD
37060	950	19	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	950	20	decided	decide	VBD
37060	950	21	to	to	TO
37060	950	22	buy	buy	VB
37060	950	23	a	a	DT
37060	950	24	pack	pack	NN
37060	950	25	of	of	IN
37060	950	26	cigarettes	cigarette	NNS
37060	950	27	,	,	,
37060	950	28	giving	give	VBG
37060	950	29	the	the	DT
37060	950	30	cashier	cashier	NN
37060	950	31	an	an	DT
37060	950	32	assuring	assuring	NN
37060	950	33	,	,	,
37060	950	34	"	"	``
37060	950	35	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	950	36	are	be	VBP
37060	950	37	for	for	IN
37060	950	38	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	950	39	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	950	40	,	,	,
37060	950	41	"	"	''
37060	950	42	in	in	IN
37060	950	43	response	response	NN
37060	950	44	to	to	IN
37060	950	45	the	the	DT
37060	950	46	skeptical	skeptical	JJ
37060	950	47	appraisal	appraisal	NN
37060	950	48	of	of	IN
37060	950	49	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	950	50	friend	friend	NN
37060	950	51	's	's	POS
37060	950	52	age	age	NN
37060	950	53	.	.	.
37060	951	1	Wordlessly	wordlessly	RB
37060	951	2	,	,	,
37060	951	3	the	the	DT
37060	951	4	woman	woman	NN
37060	951	5	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	951	6	the	the	DT
37060	951	7	money	money	NN
37060	951	8	and	and	CC
37060	951	9	bagged	bag	VBD
37060	951	10	the	the	DT
37060	951	11	cigarettes	cigarette	NNS
37060	951	12	.	.	.
37060	952	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	952	2	friend	friend	NN
37060	952	3	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	952	4	heroically	heroically	RB
37060	952	5	as	as	IN
37060	952	6	the	the	DT
37060	952	7	four	four	CD
37060	952	8	of	of	IN
37060	952	9	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	952	10	ushered	usher	VBD
37060	952	11	from	from	IN
37060	952	12	the	the	DT
37060	952	13	store	store	NN
37060	952	14	.	.	.
37060	953	1	After	after	IN
37060	953	2	obtaining	obtain	VBG
37060	953	3	a	a	DT
37060	953	4	book	book	NN
37060	953	5	of	of	IN
37060	953	6	matches	match	NNS
37060	953	7	,	,	,
37060	953	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	953	9	strode	strode	VBP
37060	953	10	down	down	RP
37060	953	11	to	to	IN
37060	953	12	the	the	DT
37060	953	13	woods	wood	NNS
37060	953	14	behind	behind	IN
37060	953	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	953	16	house	house	NN
37060	953	17	and	and	CC
37060	953	18	followed	follow	VBD
37060	953	19	the	the	DT
37060	953	20	trails	trail	NNS
37060	953	21	until	until	IN
37060	953	22	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	953	23	were	be	VBD
37060	953	24	deeply	deeply	RB
37060	953	25	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	953	26	the	the	DT
37060	953	27	cover	cover	NN
37060	953	28	of	of	IN
37060	953	29	the	the	DT
37060	953	30	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	953	31	and	and	CC
37060	953	32	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	953	33	all	all	DT
37060	953	34	source	source	NN
37060	953	35	of	of	IN
37060	953	36	detection	detection	NN
37060	953	37	.	.	.
37060	954	1	The	the	DT
37060	954	2	pack	pack	NN
37060	954	3	was	be	VBD
37060	954	4	opened	open	VBN
37060	954	5	with	with	IN
37060	954	6	the	the	DT
37060	954	7	gleeful	gleeful	JJ
37060	954	8	anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	954	9	which	which	WDT
37060	954	10	only	only	RB
37060	954	11	came	come	VBD
37060	954	12	with	with	IN
37060	954	13	the	the	DT
37060	954	14	breaking	breaking	NN
37060	954	15	of	of	IN
37060	954	16	a	a	DT
37060	954	17	rule	rule	NN
37060	954	18	.	.	.
37060	955	1	Two	two	CD
37060	955	2	girls	girl	NNS
37060	955	3	eagerly	eagerly	RB
37060	955	4	lit	light	VBD
37060	955	5	up	up	RP
37060	955	6	and	and	CC
37060	955	7	puffed	puff	VBD
37060	955	8	smoke	smoke	NN
37060	955	9	into	into	IN
37060	955	10	the	the	DT
37060	955	11	clear	clear	JJ
37060	955	12	air	air	NN
37060	955	13	.	.	.
37060	956	1	The	the	DT
37060	956	2	pack	pack	NN
37060	956	3	was	be	VBD
37060	956	4	presented	present	VBN
37060	956	5	to	to	IN
37060	956	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	956	7	.	.	.
37060	957	1	"	"	``
37060	957	2	No	no	DT
37060	957	3	thanks	thank	NNS
37060	957	4	,	,	,
37060	957	5	"	"	``
37060	957	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	957	7	shook	shake	VBD
37060	957	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	957	9	head	head	NN
37060	957	10	.	.	.
37060	958	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	958	2	had	have	VBD
37060	958	3	no	no	DT
37060	958	4	desire	desire	NN
37060	958	5	to	to	TO
37060	958	6	start	start	VB
37060	958	7	a	a	DT
37060	958	8	habit	habit	NN
37060	958	9	which	which	WDT
37060	958	10	not	not	RB
37060	958	11	only	only	RB
37060	958	12	was	be	VBD
37060	958	13	a	a	DT
37060	958	14	risky	risky	JJ
37060	958	15	endeavor	endeavor	NN
37060	958	16	in	in	IN
37060	958	17	terms	term	NNS
37060	958	18	of	of	IN
37060	958	19	maintaining	maintain	VBG
37060	958	20	health	health	NN
37060	958	21	,	,	,
37060	958	22	but	but	CC
37060	958	23	also	also	RB
37060	958	24	reeked	reek	VBD
37060	958	25	in	in	IN
37060	958	26	an	an	DT
37060	958	27	offensive	offensive	JJ
37060	958	28	manner	manner	NN
37060	958	29	.	.	.
37060	959	1	"	"	``
37060	959	2	Besides	besides	RB
37060	959	3	,	,	,
37060	959	4	"	"	''
37060	959	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	959	6	thought	think	VBD
37060	959	7	,	,	,
37060	959	8	"	"	``
37060	959	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	959	10	does	do	VBZ
37060	959	11	n't	not	RB
37060	959	12	even	even	RB
37060	959	13	look	look	VB
37060	959	14	cool	cool	JJ
37060	959	15	.	.	.
37060	959	16	"	"	''
37060	960	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	960	2	envisioned	envision	VBD
37060	960	3	a	a	DT
37060	960	4	woman	woman	NN
37060	960	5	with	with	IN
37060	960	6	a	a	DT
37060	960	7	white	white	JJ
37060	960	8	stick	stick	NN
37060	960	9	drooping	droop	VBG
37060	960	10	out	out	IN
37060	960	11	of	of	IN
37060	960	12	the	the	DT
37060	960	13	corner	corner	NN
37060	960	14	of	of	IN
37060	960	15	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	960	16	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	960	17	and	and	CC
37060	960	18	an	an	DT
37060	960	19	old	old	JJ
37060	960	20	man	man	NN
37060	960	21	sucking	suck	VBG
37060	960	22	pathetically	pathetically	RB
37060	960	23	on	on	IN
37060	960	24	the	the	DT
37060	960	25	smoking	smoking	NN
37060	960	26	stub	stub	NN
37060	960	27	of	of	IN
37060	960	28	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	960	29	cigarette	cigarette	NN
37060	960	30	.	.	.
37060	961	1	"	"	``
37060	961	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	961	3	sure	sure	RB
37060	961	4	?	?	.
37060	961	5	"	"	''
37060	962	1	someone	someone	NN
37060	962	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	962	3	,	,	,
37060	962	4	offering	offer	VBG
37060	962	5	the	the	DT
37060	962	6	pack	pack	NN
37060	962	7	again	again	RB
37060	962	8	.	.	.
37060	963	1	"	"	``
37060	963	2	No	no	DT
37060	963	3	thanks	thank	NNS
37060	963	4	,	,	,
37060	963	5	"	"	''
37060	963	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	963	7	replied	reply	VBD
37060	963	8	and	and	CC
37060	963	9	started	start	VBD
37060	963	10	walking	walk	VBG
37060	963	11	toward	toward	IN
37060	963	12	home	home	NN
37060	963	13	.	.	.
37060	964	1	One	one	CD
37060	964	2	of	of	IN
37060	964	3	the	the	DT
37060	964	4	girls	girl	NNS
37060	964	5	joined	join	VBD
37060	964	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	964	7	,	,	,
37060	964	8	and	and	CC
37060	964	9	,	,	,
37060	964	10	as	as	IN
37060	964	11	if	if	IN
37060	964	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	964	13	had	have	VBD
37060	964	14	been	be	VBN
37060	964	15	unexplainably	unexplainably	RB
37060	964	16	spooked	spook	VBN
37060	964	17	,	,	,
37060	964	18	ran	run	VBD
37060	964	19	back	back	RB
37060	964	20	through	through	IN
37060	964	21	the	the	DT
37060	964	22	woods	wood	NNS
37060	964	23	to	to	IN
37060	964	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	964	25	yard	yard	NN
37060	964	26	.	.	.
37060	965	1	Out	out	IN
37060	965	2	of	of	IN
37060	965	3	breath	breath	NN
37060	965	4	,	,	,
37060	965	5	but	but	CC
37060	965	6	glad	glad	JJ
37060	965	7	to	to	TO
37060	965	8	be	be	VB
37060	965	9	rid	rid	VBN
37060	965	10	of	of	IN
37060	965	11	the	the	DT
37060	965	12	odor	odor	NN
37060	965	13	of	of	IN
37060	965	14	the	the	DT
37060	965	15	cigarettes	cigarette	NNS
37060	965	16	,	,	,
37060	965	17	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	965	18	stood	stand	VBD
37060	965	19	silently	silently	RB
37060	965	20	below	below	IN
37060	965	21	the	the	DT
37060	965	22	house	house	NN
37060	965	23	and	and	CC
37060	965	24	waited	wait	VBD
37060	965	25	for	for	IN
37060	965	26	the	the	DT
37060	965	27	other	other	JJ
37060	965	28	girls	girl	NNS
37060	965	29	.	.	.
37060	966	1	Upon	upon	IN
37060	966	2	reaching	reach	VBG
37060	966	3	the	the	DT
37060	966	4	top	top	NN
37060	966	5	of	of	IN
37060	966	6	the	the	DT
37060	966	7	hill	hill	NN
37060	966	8	,	,	,
37060	966	9	the	the	DT
37060	966	10	two	two	CD
37060	966	11	asked	ask	VBD
37060	966	12	why	why	WRB
37060	966	13	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	966	14	ran	run	VBD
37060	966	15	.	.	.
37060	967	1	Bending	bend	VBG
37060	967	2	the	the	DT
37060	967	3	truth	truth	NN
37060	967	4	,	,	,
37060	967	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	967	6	friend	friend	NN
37060	967	7	said	say	VBD
37060	967	8	,	,	,
37060	967	9	"	"	``
37060	967	10	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	967	11	thought	think	VBD
37060	967	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	967	13	heard	hear	VBD
37060	967	14	someone	someone	NN
37060	967	15	yelling	yell	VBG
37060	967	16	for	for	IN
37060	967	17	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	967	18	...	...	:
37060	967	19	"	"	``
37060	967	20	Personally	personally	RB
37060	967	21	,	,	,
37060	967	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	967	23	do	do	VBP
37060	967	24	n't	not	RB
37060	967	25	know	know	VB
37060	967	26	why	why	WRB
37060	967	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	967	28	ran	run	VBD
37060	967	29	.	.	.
37060	968	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	968	2	refusal	refusal	NN
37060	968	3	and	and	CC
37060	968	4	dismissal	dismissal	NN
37060	968	5	of	of	IN
37060	968	6	the	the	DT
37060	968	7	scene	scene	NN
37060	968	8	had	have	VBD
37060	968	9	been	be	VBN
37060	968	10	sufficient	sufficient	JJ
37060	968	11	,	,	,
37060	968	12	for	for	IN
37060	968	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	968	14	had	have	VBD
37060	968	15	felt	feel	VBN
37060	968	16	no	no	DT
37060	968	17	antagonism	antagonism	NN
37060	968	18	from	from	IN
37060	968	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	968	20	companions	companion	NNS
37060	968	21	;	;	:
37060	968	22	yet	yet	CC
37060	968	23	,	,	,
37060	968	24	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	968	25	the	the	DT
37060	968	26	canopy	canopy	NN
37060	968	27	of	of	IN
37060	968	28	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	968	29	,	,	,
37060	968	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	968	31	felt	feel	VBD
37060	968	32	trapped	trap	VBN
37060	968	33	and	and	CC
37060	968	34	scrutinized	scrutinize	VBN
37060	968	35	by	by	IN
37060	968	36	unseen	unseen	JJ
37060	968	37	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	968	38	.	.	.
37060	969	1	Flight	flight	NN
37060	969	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	969	3	to	to	TO
37060	969	4	be	be	VB
37060	969	5	the	the	DT
37060	969	6	natural	natural	JJ
37060	969	7	course	course	NN
37060	969	8	of	of	IN
37060	969	9	action	action	NN
37060	969	10	.	.	.
37060	970	1	If	if	IN
37060	970	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	970	3	tactics	tactic	NNS
37060	970	4	failed	fail	VBD
37060	970	5	and	and	CC
37060	970	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	970	7	was	be	VBD
37060	970	8	repeatedly	repeatedly	RB
37060	970	9	urged	urge	VBN
37060	970	10	to	to	TO
37060	970	11	do	do	VB
37060	970	12	something	something	NN
37060	970	13	that	that	WDT
37060	970	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	970	15	had	have	VBD
37060	970	16	no	no	DT
37060	970	17	intention	intention	NN
37060	970	18	of	of	IN
37060	970	19	doing	do	VBG
37060	970	20	,	,	,
37060	970	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	970	22	too	too	RB
37060	970	23	,	,	,
37060	970	24	would	would	MD
37060	970	25	use	use	VB
37060	970	26	"	"	``
37060	970	27	Mom	mom	NN
37060	970	28	"	"	''
37060	970	29	as	as	IN
37060	970	30	the	the	DT
37060	970	31	rejoiner	rejoiner	NN
37060	970	32	to	to	IN
37060	970	33	a	a	DT
37060	970	34	simple	simple	JJ
37060	970	35	"	"	``
37060	970	36	no	no	UH
37060	970	37	.	.	.
37060	970	38	"	"	''
37060	971	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	971	2	never	never	RB
37060	971	3	worried	worry	VBD
37060	971	4	about	about	IN
37060	971	5	having	have	VBG
37060	971	6	a	a	DT
37060	971	7	"	"	``
37060	971	8	mean	mean	JJ
37060	971	9	old	old	JJ
37060	971	10	lady	lady	NN
37060	971	11	"	"	''
37060	971	12	reputation	reputation	NN
37060	971	13	among	among	IN
37060	971	14	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	971	15	children	child	NNS
37060	971	16	's	's	POS
37060	971	17	friends	friend	NNS
37060	971	18	,	,	,
37060	971	19	especially	especially	RB
37060	971	20	if	if	IN
37060	971	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	971	22	saved	save	VBD
37060	971	23	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	971	24	from	from	IN
37060	971	25	performing	perform	VBG
37060	971	26	undesirable	undesirable	JJ
37060	971	27	actions	action	NNS
37060	971	28	.	.	.
37060	972	1	Packing	pack	VBG
37060	972	2	an	an	DT
37060	972	3	excuse	excuse	NN
37060	972	4	like	like	IN
37060	972	5	"	"	``
37060	972	6	Mom	mom	NN
37060	972	7	"	"	''
37060	972	8	was	be	VBD
37060	972	9	ammunition	ammunition	NN
37060	972	10	so	so	RB
37060	972	11	powerful	powerful	JJ
37060	972	12	that	that	IN
37060	972	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	972	14	never	never	RB
37060	972	15	felt	feel	VBD
37060	972	16	alone	alone	JJ
37060	972	17	when	when	WRB
37060	972	18	faced	face	VBN
37060	972	19	with	with	IN
37060	972	20	a	a	DT
37060	972	21	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	972	22	situation	situation	NN
37060	972	23	;	;	:
37060	972	24	if	if	IN
37060	972	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	972	26	could	could	MD
37060	972	27	not	not	RB
37060	972	28	handle	handle	VB
37060	972	29	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	972	30	,	,	,
37060	972	31	"	"	``
37060	972	32	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	972	33	"	"	''
37060	972	34	could	could	MD
37060	972	35	!	!	.
37060	973	1	By	by	IN
37060	973	2	sixth	sixth	JJ
37060	973	3	grade	grade	NN
37060	973	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	973	5	had	have	VBD
37060	973	6	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	973	7	the	the	DT
37060	973	8	fact	fact	NN
37060	973	9	that	that	IN
37060	973	10	,	,	,
37060	973	11	as	as	IN
37060	973	12	one	one	CD
37060	973	13	of	of	IN
37060	973	14	the	the	DT
37060	973	15	tallest	tall	JJS
37060	973	16	students	student	NNS
37060	973	17	,	,	,
37060	973	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	973	19	would	would	MD
37060	973	20	always	always	RB
37060	973	21	be	be	VB
37060	973	22	seated	seat	VBN
37060	973	23	at	at	IN
37060	973	24	the	the	DT
37060	973	25	back	back	NN
37060	973	26	of	of	IN
37060	973	27	the	the	DT
37060	973	28	class	class	NN
37060	973	29	and	and	CC
37060	973	30	stand	stand	VB
37060	973	31	at	at	IN
37060	973	32	the	the	DT
37060	973	33	end	end	NN
37060	973	34	of	of	IN
37060	973	35	the	the	DT
37060	973	36	gym	gym	NN
37060	973	37	line	line	NN
37060	973	38	.	.	.
37060	974	1	Each	each	DT
37060	974	2	year	year	NN
37060	974	3	,	,	,
37060	974	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	974	5	remember	remember	VBP
37060	974	6	wishing	wish	VBG
37060	974	7	that	that	IN
37060	974	8	the	the	DT
37060	974	9	lines	line	NNS
37060	974	10	and	and	CC
37060	974	11	rows	row	NNS
37060	974	12	would	would	MD
37060	974	13	,	,	,
37060	974	14	for	for	IN
37060	974	15	once	once	RB
37060	974	16	,	,	,
37060	974	17	be	be	VB
37060	974	18	arranged	arrange	VBN
37060	974	19	alphabetically	alphabetically	RB
37060	974	20	,	,	,
37060	974	21	allowing	allow	VBG
37060	974	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	974	23	a	a	DT
37060	974	24	change	change	NN
37060	974	25	of	of	IN
37060	974	26	scenery	scenery	NN
37060	974	27	from	from	IN
37060	974	28	the	the	DT
37060	974	29	backs	back	NNS
37060	974	30	of	of	IN
37060	974	31	people	people	NNS
37060	974	32	's	's	POS
37060	974	33	heads	head	NNS
37060	974	34	.	.	.
37060	975	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	975	2	never	never	RB
37060	975	3	had	have	VBD
37060	975	4	the	the	DT
37060	975	5	chance	chance	NN
37060	975	6	.	.	.
37060	976	1	The	the	DT
37060	976	2	policy	policy	NN
37060	976	3	remained	remain	VBD
37060	976	4	the	the	DT
37060	976	5	same	same	JJ
37060	976	6	and	and	CC
37060	976	7	the	the	DT
37060	976	8	students	student	NNS
37060	976	9	grew	grow	VBD
37060	976	10	in	in	IN
37060	976	11	height	height	NN
37060	976	12	...	...	.
37060	976	13	but	but	CC
37060	976	14	so	so	RB
37060	976	15	did	do	VBD
37060	976	16	I.	I.	NNP
37060	977	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	977	2	last	last	JJ
37060	977	3	year	year	NN
37060	977	4	of	of	IN
37060	977	5	grade	grade	NN
37060	977	6	school	school	NNP
37060	977	7	was	be	VBD
37060	977	8	also	also	RB
37060	977	9	a	a	DT
37060	977	10	year	year	NN
37060	977	11	through	through	IN
37060	977	12	which	which	WDT
37060	977	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	977	14	spent	spend	VBD
37060	977	15	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	977	16	noon	noon	NN
37060	977	17	hours	hour	NNS
37060	977	18	,	,	,
37060	977	19	lunching	lunch	VBG
37060	977	20	at	at	IN
37060	977	21	the	the	DT
37060	977	22	home	home	NN
37060	977	23	of	of	IN
37060	977	24	a	a	DT
37060	977	25	lady	lady	NN
37060	977	26	whose	whose	WP$
37060	977	27	family	family	NN
37060	977	28	attended	attend	VBD
37060	977	29	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	977	30	church	church	NN
37060	977	31	.	.	.
37060	978	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	978	2	shared	share	VBD
37060	978	3	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	978	4	with	with	IN
37060	978	5	Vera	Vera	NNP
37060	978	6	's	's	POS
37060	978	7	youngest	young	JJS
37060	978	8	son	son	NN
37060	978	9	,	,	,
37060	978	10	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	978	11	,	,	,
37060	978	12	and	and	CC
37060	978	13	two	two	CD
37060	978	14	other	other	JJ
37060	978	15	boys	boy	NNS
37060	978	16	whose	whose	WP$
37060	978	17	names	name	NNS
37060	978	18	no	no	RB
37060	978	19	longer	longer	RB
37060	978	20	exist	exist	VB
37060	978	21	in	in	IN
37060	978	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	978	23	memory	memory	NN
37060	978	24	.	.	.
37060	979	1	Vera	Vera	NNP
37060	979	2	was	be	VBD
37060	979	3	great	great	JJ
37060	979	4	.	.	.
37060	980	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	980	2	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	980	3	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	980	4	,	,	,
37060	980	5	yet	yet	CC
37060	980	6	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	980	7	had	have	VBD
37060	980	8	a	a	DT
37060	980	9	terrific	terrific	JJ
37060	980	10	sense	sense	NN
37060	980	11	of	of	IN
37060	980	12	humor	humor	NN
37060	980	13	which	which	WDT
37060	980	14	fell	fall	VBD
37060	980	15	somewhere	somewhere	RB
37060	980	16	between	between	IN
37060	980	17	"	"	``
37060	980	18	dry	dry	JJ
37060	980	19	"	"	''
37060	980	20	and	and	CC
37060	980	21	"	"	``
37060	980	22	sarcastic	sarcastic	JJ
37060	980	23	.	.	.
37060	980	24	"	"	''
37060	981	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	981	2	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	981	3	was	be	VBD
37060	981	4	a	a	DT
37060	981	5	reward	reward	NN
37060	981	6	in	in	IN
37060	981	7	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	981	8	,	,	,
37060	981	9	for	for	IN
37060	981	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	981	11	was	be	VBD
37060	981	12	easy	easy	JJ
37060	981	13	and	and	CC
37060	981	14	genuine	genuine	JJ
37060	981	15	.	.	.
37060	982	1	Within	within	IN
37060	982	2	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	982	3	sober	sober	JJ
37060	982	4	face	face	NN
37060	982	5	was	be	VBD
37060	982	6	more	more	JJR
37060	982	7	humor	humor	NN
37060	982	8	than	than	IN
37060	982	9	most	most	JJS
37060	982	10	people	people	NNS
37060	982	11	could	could	MD
37060	982	12	fathom	fathom	VB
37060	982	13	because	because	IN
37060	982	14	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	982	15	had	have	VBD
37060	982	16	the	the	DT
37060	982	17	ability	ability	NN
37060	982	18	to	to	TO
37060	982	19	see	see	VB
37060	982	20	humor	humor	NN
37060	982	21	in	in	IN
37060	982	22	life	life	NN
37060	982	23	.	.	.
37060	983	1	Sixth	sixth	JJ
37060	983	2	grade	grade	NN
37060	983	3	left	leave	VBD
37060	983	4	in	in	IN
37060	983	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	983	6	a	a	DT
37060	983	7	good	good	JJ
37060	983	8	impression	impression	NN
37060	983	9	of	of	IN
37060	983	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	983	11	early	early	JJ
37060	983	12	school	school	NN
37060	983	13	years	year	NNS
37060	983	14	...	...	:
37060	983	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	983	16	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	983	17	the	the	DT
37060	983	18	good	good	JJ
37060	983	19	and	and	CC
37060	983	20	the	the	DT
37060	983	21	bad	bad	JJ
37060	983	22	,	,	,
37060	983	23	for	for	IN
37060	983	24	the	the	DT
37060	983	25	two	two	CD
37060	983	26	elements	element	NNS
37060	983	27	were	be	VBD
37060	983	28	inseparable	inseparable	JJ
37060	983	29	.	.	.
37060	984	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	984	2	thought	think	VBD
37060	984	3	of	of	IN
37060	984	4	the	the	DT
37060	984	5	holidays	holiday	NNS
37060	984	6	,	,	,
37060	984	7	from	from	IN
37060	984	8	Halloween	Halloween	NNP
37060	984	9	's	's	POS
37060	984	10	dress	dress	NN
37060	984	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	984	12	up	up	RP
37060	984	13	parade	parade	NN
37060	984	14	followed	follow	VBN
37060	984	15	by	by	IN
37060	984	16	a	a	DT
37060	984	17	night	night	NN
37060	984	18	of	of	IN
37060	984	19	trick	trick	NN
37060	984	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	984	21	or	or	CC
37060	984	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	984	23	treating	treating	NN
37060	984	24	,	,	,
37060	984	25	to	to	IN
37060	984	26	Valentine	Valentine	NNP
37060	984	27	's	's	POS
37060	984	28	Day	Day	NNP
37060	984	29	parties	party	NNS
37060	984	30	,	,	,
37060	984	31	and	and	CC
37060	984	32	Yuletide	yuletide	JJ
37060	984	33	paper	paper	NN
37060	984	34	chains	chain	NNS
37060	984	35	.	.	.
37060	985	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	985	2	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	985	3	upon	upon	IN
37060	985	4	the	the	DT
37060	985	5	fall	fall	NN
37060	985	6	carnivals	carnival	NNS
37060	985	7	and	and	CC
37060	985	8	ice	ice	NN
37060	985	9	cream	cream	NN
37060	985	10	socials	social	NNS
37060	985	11	,	,	,
37060	985	12	the	the	DT
37060	985	13	frantic	frantic	JJ
37060	985	14	chaos	chaos	NN
37060	985	15	of	of	IN
37060	985	16	recess	recess	NN
37060	985	17	and	and	CC
37060	985	18	the	the	DT
37060	985	19	joy	joy	NN
37060	985	20	of	of	IN
37060	985	21	art	art	NN
37060	985	22	projects	project	NNS
37060	985	23	.	.	.
37060	986	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	986	2	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	986	3	at	at	IN
37060	986	4	the	the	DT
37060	986	5	science	science	NN
37060	986	6	jingle	jingle	NNP
37060	986	7	which	which	WDT
37060	986	8	,	,	,
37060	986	9	through	through	IN
37060	986	10	the	the	DT
37060	986	11	attacks	attack	NNS
37060	986	12	of	of	IN
37060	986	13	several	several	JJ
37060	986	14	boys	boy	NNS
37060	986	15	and	and	CC
37060	986	16	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	986	17	,	,	,
37060	986	18	suffered	suffer	VBD
37060	986	19	a	a	DT
37060	986	20	comical	comical	JJ
37060	986	21	change	change	NN
37060	986	22	of	of	IN
37060	986	23	wording	wording	NN
37060	986	24	to	to	IN
37060	986	25	"	"	``
37060	986	26	The	the	DT
37060	986	27	sun	sun	NN
37060	986	28	is	be	VBZ
37060	986	29	a	a	DT
37060	986	30	mass	mass	NN
37060	986	31	of	of	IN
37060	986	32	undigested	undigested	JJ
37060	986	33	GAS	GAS	NNP
37060	986	34	,	,	,
37060	986	35	a	a	DT
37060	986	36	gigantic	gigantic	JJ
37060	986	37	nuclear	nuclear	NN
37060	986	38	TOILET	toilet	NN
37060	986	39	...	...	:
37060	986	40	"	"	''
37060	986	41	and	and	CC
37060	986	42	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	986	43	as	as	IN
37060	986	44	a	a	DT
37060	986	45	sort	sort	NN
37060	986	46	of	of	IN
37060	986	47	revenge	revenge	NN
37060	986	48	for	for	IN
37060	986	49	so	so	RB
37060	986	50	dissecting	dissect	VBG
37060	986	51	the	the	DT
37060	986	52	lyrics	lyric	NNS
37060	986	53	of	of	IN
37060	986	54	the	the	DT
37060	986	55	educational	educational	JJ
37060	986	56	song	song	NN
37060	986	57	,	,	,
37060	986	58	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	986	59	encountered	encounter	VBD
37060	986	60	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	986	61	first	first	JJ
37060	986	62	migraine	migraine	NNP
37060	986	63	headache	headache	NN
37060	986	64	in	in	IN
37060	986	65	science	science	NN
37060	986	66	class	class	NN
37060	986	67	,	,	,
37060	986	68	during	during	IN
37060	986	69	the	the	DT
37060	986	70	middle	middle	NN
37060	986	71	of	of	IN
37060	986	72	a	a	DT
37060	986	73	test	test	NN
37060	986	74	.	.	.
37060	987	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	987	2	thought	think	VBD
37060	987	3	of	of	IN
37060	987	4	the	the	DT
37060	987	5	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	987	6	,	,	,
37060	987	7	and	and	CC
37060	987	8	the	the	DT
37060	987	9	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	987	10	spoken	spoken	JJ
37060	987	11	janitor	janitor	NN
37060	987	12	,	,	,
37060	987	13	Mr.	Mr.	NNP
37060	987	14	Ed	Ed	NNP
37060	987	15	,	,	,
37060	987	16	who	who	WP
37060	987	17	faithfully	faithfully	RB
37060	987	18	polished	polish	VBD
37060	987	19	the	the	DT
37060	987	20	halls	hall	NNS
37060	987	21	to	to	IN
37060	987	22	a	a	DT
37060	987	23	sheen	sheen	NN
37060	987	24	and	and	CC
37060	987	25	silently	silently	RB
37060	987	26	cleaned	clean	VBD
37060	987	27	the	the	DT
37060	987	28	floor	floor	NN
37060	987	29	after	after	IN
37060	987	30	someone	someone	NN
37060	987	31	threw	throw	VBD
37060	987	32	up	up	RP
37060	987	33	.	.	.
37060	988	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	988	2	considered	consider	VBD
37060	988	3	the	the	DT
37060	988	4	principal	principal	NN
37060	988	5	who	who	WP
37060	988	6	was	be	VBD
37060	988	7	feared	fear	VBN
37060	988	8	,	,	,
37060	988	9	yet	yet	CC
37060	988	10	respected	respect	VBN
37060	988	11	,	,	,
37060	988	12	for	for	IN
37060	988	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	988	14	ability	ability	NN
37060	988	15	to	to	TO
37060	988	16	control	control	VB
37060	988	17	the	the	DT
37060	988	18	school	school	NN
37060	988	19	in	in	IN
37060	988	20	an	an	DT
37060	988	21	orderly	orderly	JJ
37060	988	22	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	988	23	.	.	.
37060	989	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	989	2	had	have	VBD
37060	989	3	the	the	DT
37060	989	4	type	type	NN
37060	989	5	of	of	IN
37060	989	6	stern	stern	JJ
37060	989	7	glance	glance	NN
37060	989	8	which	which	WDT
37060	989	9	turned	turn	VBD
37060	989	10	one	one	PRP
37060	989	11	's	's	POS
37060	989	12	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	989	13	into	into	IN
37060	989	14	a	a	DT
37060	989	15	mass	mass	NN
37060	989	16	of	of	IN
37060	989	17	lead	lead	NN
37060	989	18	;	;	:
37060	989	19	a	a	DT
37060	989	20	rumor	rumor	NN
37060	989	21	that	that	WDT
37060	989	22	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	989	23	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	989	24	a	a	DT
37060	989	25	spanking	spanking	JJ
37060	989	26	machine	machine	NN
37060	989	27	in	in	IN
37060	989	28	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	989	29	office	office	NN
37060	989	30	persisted	persist	VBD
37060	989	31	in	in	IN
37060	989	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	989	33	mind	mind	NN
37060	989	34	until	until	IN
37060	989	35	the	the	DT
37060	989	36	second	second	JJ
37060	989	37	grade	grade	NN
37060	989	38	.	.	.
37060	990	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	990	2	never	never	RB
37060	990	3	sought	seek	VBD
37060	990	4	to	to	TO
37060	990	5	disturb	disturb	VB
37060	990	6	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	990	7	;	;	:
37060	990	8	thus	thus	RB
37060	990	9	,	,	,
37060	990	10	when	when	WRB
37060	990	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	990	12	was	be	VBD
37060	990	13	instructed	instruct	VBN
37060	990	14	to	to	TO
37060	990	15	report	report	VB
37060	990	16	to	to	IN
37060	990	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	990	18	office	office	NN
37060	990	19	,	,	,
37060	990	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	990	21	throat	throat	NN
37060	990	22	became	become	VBD
37060	990	23	the	the	DT
37060	990	24	victim	victim	NN
37060	990	25	of	of	IN
37060	990	26	muscular	muscular	JJ
37060	990	27	strangulation	strangulation	NN
37060	990	28	.	.	.
37060	991	1	Once	once	RB
37060	991	2	stationed	station	VBN
37060	991	3	before	before	IN
37060	991	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	991	5	desk	desk	NN
37060	991	6	,	,	,
37060	991	7	the	the	DT
37060	991	8	principal	principal	NN
37060	991	9	reprimanded	reprimand	VBD
37060	991	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	991	11	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	991	12	a	a	DT
37060	991	13	book	book	NN
37060	991	14	which	which	WDT
37060	991	15	had	have	VBD
37060	991	16	disappeared	disappear	VBN
37060	991	17	from	from	IN
37060	991	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	991	19	desk	desk	NN
37060	991	20	.	.	.
37060	992	1	The	the	DT
37060	992	2	librarian	librarian	NN
37060	992	3	said	say	VBD
37060	992	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	992	5	was	be	VBD
37060	992	6	still	still	RB
37060	992	7	missing	miss	VBG
37060	992	8	;	;	:
37060	992	9	if	if	IN
37060	992	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	992	11	was	be	VBD
37060	992	12	not	not	RB
37060	992	13	returned	return	VBN
37060	992	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	992	15	would	would	MD
37060	992	16	be	be	VB
37060	992	17	obliged	oblige	VBN
37060	992	18	to	to	TO
37060	992	19	pay	pay	VB
37060	992	20	for	for	IN
37060	992	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	992	22	.	.	.
37060	993	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	993	2	could	could	MD
37060	993	3	barely	barely	RB
37060	993	4	speak	speak	VB
37060	993	5	.	.	.
37060	994	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	994	2	had	have	VBD
37060	994	3	borrowed	borrow	VBN
37060	994	4	the	the	DT
37060	994	5	book	book	NN
37060	994	6	from	from	IN
37060	994	7	the	the	DT
37060	994	8	library	library	NN
37060	994	9	,	,	,
37060	994	10	yet	yet	CC
37060	994	11	someone	someone	NN
37060	994	12	else	else	RB
37060	994	13	had	have	VBD
37060	994	14	stolen	steal	VBN
37060	994	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	994	16	from	from	IN
37060	994	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	994	18	desk	desk	NN
37060	994	19	;	;	:
37060	994	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	994	21	was	be	VBD
37060	994	22	not	not	RB
37060	994	23	at	at	IN
37060	994	24	home	home	NN
37060	994	25	,	,	,
37060	994	26	nor	nor	CC
37060	994	27	was	be	VBD
37060	994	28	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	994	29	in	in	IN
37060	994	30	any	any	DT
37060	994	31	other	other	JJ
37060	994	32	desk	desk	NN
37060	994	33	.	.	.
37060	995	1	In	in	IN
37060	995	2	vain	vain	JJ
37060	995	3	,	,	,
37060	995	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	995	5	questioned	question	VBD
37060	995	6	the	the	DT
37060	995	7	boy	boy	NN
37060	995	8	who	who	WP
37060	995	9	sat	sit	VBD
37060	995	10	at	at	IN
37060	995	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	995	12	desk	desk	NN
37060	995	13	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	995	14	English	English	NNP
37060	995	15	class	class	NN
37060	995	16	,	,	,
37060	995	17	a	a	DT
37060	995	18	renowned	renowned	JJ
37060	995	19	trouble	trouble	NN
37060	995	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	995	21	maker	maker	NN
37060	995	22	,	,	,
37060	995	23	who	who	WP
37060	995	24	admitted	admit	VBD
37060	995	25	that	that	IN
37060	995	26	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	995	27	had	have	VBD
37060	995	28	,	,	,
37060	995	29	without	without	IN
37060	995	30	permission	permission	NN
37060	995	31	,	,	,
37060	995	32	opened	open	VBD
37060	995	33	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	995	34	desk	desk	NN
37060	995	35	and	and	CC
37060	995	36	"	"	``
37060	995	37	looked	look	VBD
37060	995	38	at	at	IN
37060	995	39	the	the	DT
37060	995	40	book	book	NN
37060	995	41	.	.	.
37060	995	42	"	"	''
37060	996	1	This	this	DT
37060	996	2	was	be	VBD
37060	996	3	of	of	IN
37060	996	4	no	no	DT
37060	996	5	consequence	consequence	NN
37060	996	6	to	to	IN
37060	996	7	the	the	DT
37060	996	8	principal	principal	NN
37060	996	9	,	,	,
37060	996	10	however	however	RB
37060	996	11	,	,	,
37060	996	12	and	and	CC
37060	996	13	since	since	IN
37060	996	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	996	15	was	be	VBD
37060	996	16	never	never	RB
37060	996	17	recovered	recover	VBN
37060	996	18	,	,	,
37060	996	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	996	20	made	make	VBD
37060	996	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	996	22	pay	pay	VB
37060	996	23	the	the	DT
37060	996	24	entire	entire	JJ
37060	996	25	cost	cost	NN
37060	996	26	of	of	IN
37060	996	27	the	the	DT
37060	996	28	book	book	NN
37060	996	29	.	.	.
37060	997	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	997	2	had	have	VBD
37060	997	3	suffered	suffer	VBN
37060	997	4	an	an	DT
37060	997	5	injustice	injustice	NN
37060	997	6	,	,	,
37060	997	7	blamed	blame	VBN
37060	997	8	and	and	CC
37060	997	9	punished	punish	VBN
37060	997	10	for	for	IN
37060	997	11	that	that	DT
37060	997	12	which	which	WDT
37060	997	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	997	14	had	have	VBD
37060	997	15	not	not	RB
37060	997	16	done	do	VBN
37060	997	17	.	.	.
37060	998	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	998	2	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	998	3	grievously	grievously	RB
37060	998	4	over	over	IN
37060	998	5	the	the	DT
37060	998	6	situation	situation	NN
37060	998	7	,	,	,
37060	998	8	and	and	CC
37060	998	9	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	998	10	the	the	DT
37060	998	11	only	only	JJ
37060	998	12	time	time	NN
37060	998	13	in	in	IN
37060	998	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	998	15	life	life	NN
37060	998	16	that	that	WDT
37060	998	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	998	18	had	have	VBD
37060	998	19	contemplated	contemplate	VBN
37060	998	20	stealing	steal	VBG
37060	998	21	.	.	.
37060	999	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	999	2	was	be	VBD
37060	999	3	in	in	IN
37060	999	4	an	an	DT
37060	999	5	old	old	JJ
37060	999	6	drug	drug	NN
37060	999	7	store	store	NN
37060	999	8	,	,	,
37060	999	9	gazing	gaze	VBG
37060	999	10	at	at	IN
37060	999	11	the	the	DT
37060	999	12	jewelry	jewelry	NN
37060	999	13	spread	spread	VBD
37060	999	14	upon	upon	IN
37060	999	15	the	the	DT
37060	999	16	counter	counter	NN
37060	999	17	top	top	NN
37060	999	18	and	and	CC
37060	999	19	spilling	spill	VBG
37060	999	20	from	from	IN
37060	999	21	bins	bin	NNS
37060	999	22	of	of	IN
37060	999	23	miscellaneous	miscellaneous	JJ
37060	999	24	content	content	NN
37060	999	25	,	,	,
37060	999	26	when	when	WRB
37060	999	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	999	28	spotted	spot	VBD
37060	999	29	a	a	DT
37060	999	30	tiny	tiny	JJ
37060	999	31	cross	cross	NN
37060	999	32	which	which	WDT
37060	999	33	had	have	VBD
37060	999	34	fallen	fall	VBN
37060	999	35	from	from	IN
37060	999	36	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	999	37	's	be	VBZ
37060	999	38	chain	chain	NN
37060	999	39	.	.	.
37060	1000	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1000	2	belonged	belong	VBD
37060	1000	3	to	to	IN
37060	1000	4	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1000	5	,	,	,
37060	1000	6	and	and	CC
37060	1000	7	would	would	MD
37060	1000	8	one	one	CD
37060	1000	9	day	day	NN
37060	1000	10	be	be	VB
37060	1000	11	discarded	discard	VBN
37060	1000	12	among	among	IN
37060	1000	13	an	an	DT
37060	1000	14	array	array	NN
37060	1000	15	of	of	IN
37060	1000	16	damaged	damage	VBN
37060	1000	17	goods	good	NNS
37060	1000	18	.	.	.
37060	1001	1	No	no	DT
37060	1001	2	price	price	NN
37060	1001	3	tag	tag	NN
37060	1001	4	fluttered	flutter	VBN
37060	1001	5	on	on	IN
37060	1001	6	the	the	DT
37060	1001	7	tiny	tiny	JJ
37060	1001	8	shape	shape	NN
37060	1001	9	;	;	,
37060	1001	10	and	and	CC
37060	1001	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1001	12	was	be	VBD
37060	1001	13	the	the	DT
37060	1001	14	only	only	JJ
37060	1001	15	one	one	CD
37060	1001	16	of	of	IN
37060	1001	17	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1001	18	kind	kind	NN
37060	1001	19	.	.	.
37060	1002	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1002	2	picked	pick	VBD
37060	1002	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1002	4	up	up	RP
37060	1002	5	and	and	CC
37060	1002	6	placed	place	VBD
37060	1002	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1002	8	in	in	IN
37060	1002	9	the	the	DT
37060	1002	10	palm	palm	NN
37060	1002	11	of	of	IN
37060	1002	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1002	13	hand	hand	NN
37060	1002	14	;	;	:
37060	1002	15	the	the	DT
37060	1002	16	small	small	JJ
37060	1002	17	cross	cross	NN
37060	1002	18	would	would	MD
37060	1002	19	not	not	RB
37060	1002	20	be	be	VB
37060	1002	21	missed	miss	VBN
37060	1002	22	.	.	.
37060	1003	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1003	2	stared	stare	VBD
37060	1003	3	long	long	RB
37060	1003	4	and	and	CC
37060	1003	5	hard	hard	JJ
37060	1003	6	at	at	IN
37060	1003	7	the	the	DT
37060	1003	8	bright	bright	JJ
37060	1003	9	gold	gold	NN
37060	1003	10	trinket	trinket	NN
37060	1003	11	,	,	,
37060	1003	12	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	1003	13	as	as	IN
37060	1003	14	if	if	IN
37060	1003	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1003	16	was	be	VBD
37060	1003	17	in	in	IN
37060	1003	18	a	a	DT
37060	1003	19	vacuum	vacuum	NN
37060	1003	20	.	.	.
37060	1004	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1004	2	heard	hear	VBD
37060	1004	3	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1004	4	but	but	IN
37060	1004	5	the	the	DT
37060	1004	6	chaotic	chaotic	JJ
37060	1004	7	ramblings	rambling	NNS
37060	1004	8	within	within	IN
37060	1004	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1004	10	mind	mind	NN
37060	1004	11	,	,	,
37060	1004	12	the	the	DT
37060	1004	13	rationalizing	rationalizing	NN
37060	1004	14	manipulation	manipulation	NN
37060	1004	15	versus	versus	IN
37060	1004	16	the	the	DT
37060	1004	17	over	over	RB
37060	1004	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	1004	19	powering	power	VBG
37060	1004	20	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	1004	21	which	which	WDT
37060	1004	22	lashed	lash	VBD
37060	1004	23	viciously	viciously	RB
37060	1004	24	at	at	IN
37060	1004	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1004	26	temptation	temptation	NN
37060	1004	27	to	to	TO
37060	1004	28	steal	steal	VB
37060	1004	29	.	.	.
37060	1005	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1005	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1005	3	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	1005	4	as	as	IN
37060	1005	5	if	if	IN
37060	1005	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1005	7	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	1005	8	were	be	VBD
37060	1005	9	naked	naked	JJ
37060	1005	10	and	and	CC
37060	1005	11	replaced	replace	VBD
37060	1005	12	the	the	DT
37060	1005	13	cross	cross	NN
37060	1005	14	in	in	IN
37060	1005	15	the	the	DT
37060	1005	16	bin	bin	NN
37060	1005	17	of	of	IN
37060	1005	18	jewelry	jewelry	NN
37060	1005	19	.	.	.
37060	1006	1	As	as	IN
37060	1006	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1006	3	walked	walk	VBD
37060	1006	4	from	from	IN
37060	1006	5	the	the	DT
37060	1006	6	store	store	NN
37060	1006	7	,	,	,
37060	1006	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1006	9	saw	see	VBD
37060	1006	10	the	the	DT
37060	1006	11	irony	irony	NN
37060	1006	12	in	in	IN
37060	1006	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1006	14	stormy	stormy	JJ
37060	1006	15	,	,	,
37060	1006	16	inner	inner	JJ
37060	1006	17	confrontation	confrontation	NN
37060	1006	18	;	;	:
37060	1006	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1006	20	was	be	VBD
37060	1006	21	going	go	VBG
37060	1006	22	to	to	TO
37060	1006	23	steal	steal	VB
37060	1006	24	a	a	DT
37060	1006	25	cross	cross	NN
37060	1006	26	,	,	,
37060	1006	27	the	the	DT
37060	1006	28	sign	sign	NN
37060	1006	29	of	of	IN
37060	1006	30	goodness	goodness	NN
37060	1006	31	,	,	,
37060	1006	32	purity	purity	NN
37060	1006	33	,	,	,
37060	1006	34	and	and	CC
37060	1006	35	love	love	NN
37060	1006	36	.	.	.
37060	1007	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1007	2	internal	internal	JJ
37060	1007	3	suffering	suffering	NN
37060	1007	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1007	5	terrific	terrific	JJ
37060	1007	6	,	,	,
37060	1007	7	although	although	IN
37060	1007	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1007	9	resisted	resist	VBD
37060	1007	10	the	the	DT
37060	1007	11	compulsion	compulsion	NN
37060	1007	12	;	;	:
37060	1007	13	the	the	DT
37060	1007	14	thought	thought	NN
37060	1007	15	would	would	MD
37060	1007	16	never	never	RB
37060	1007	17	be	be	VB
37060	1007	18	purged	purge	VBN
37060	1007	19	from	from	IN
37060	1007	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1007	21	memory	memory	NN
37060	1007	22	,	,	,
37060	1007	23	for	for	IN
37060	1007	24	with	with	IN
37060	1007	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1007	26	,	,	,
37060	1007	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1007	28	learned	learn	VBD
37060	1007	29	a	a	DT
37060	1007	30	great	great	JJ
37060	1007	31	lesson	lesson	NN
37060	1007	32	.	.	.
37060	1008	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1008	2	slipped	slip	VBD
37060	1008	3	back	back	RB
37060	1008	4	to	to	IN
37060	1008	5	reality	reality	NN
37060	1008	6	.	.	.
37060	1009	1	Great	great	JJ
37060	1009	2	lessons	lesson	NNS
37060	1009	3	did	do	VBD
37060	1009	4	not	not	RB
37060	1009	5	shield	shield	VB
37060	1009	6	an	an	DT
37060	1009	7	individual	individual	NN
37060	1009	8	from	from	IN
37060	1009	9	shouldering	shoulder	VBG
37060	1009	10	blame	blame	NN
37060	1009	11	that	that	WDT
37060	1009	12	belonged	belong	VBD
37060	1009	13	to	to	IN
37060	1009	14	someone	someone	NN
37060	1009	15	else	else	RB
37060	1009	16	.	.	.
37060	1010	1	Goodness	Goodness	NNP
37060	1010	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1010	3	not	not	RB
37060	1010	4	always	always	RB
37060	1010	5	rewarded	reward	VBN
37060	1010	6	in	in	IN
37060	1010	7	life	life	NN
37060	1010	8	,	,	,
37060	1010	9	for	for	IN
37060	1010	10	despite	despite	IN
37060	1010	11	a	a	DT
37060	1010	12	personal	personal	JJ
37060	1010	13	history	history	NN
37060	1010	14	of	of	IN
37060	1010	15	moral	moral	JJ
37060	1010	16	decisions	decision	NNS
37060	1010	17	and	and	CC
37060	1010	18	ethical	ethical	JJ
37060	1010	19	choices	choice	NNS
37060	1010	20	,	,	,
37060	1010	21	an	an	DT
37060	1010	22	individual	individual	NN
37060	1010	23	must	must	MD
37060	1010	24	exist	exist	VB
37060	1010	25	among	among	IN
37060	1010	26	people	people	NNS
37060	1010	27	who	who	WP
37060	1010	28	,	,	,
37060	1010	29	through	through	IN
37060	1010	30	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1010	31	hurtful	hurtful	JJ
37060	1010	32	life	life	NN
37060	1010	33	styles	style	NNS
37060	1010	34	,	,	,
37060	1010	35	obliterate	obliterate	VBP
37060	1010	36	the	the	DT
37060	1010	37	rights	right	NNS
37060	1010	38	of	of	IN
37060	1010	39	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	1010	40	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1010	41	touch	touch	VBP
37060	1010	42	.	.	.
37060	1011	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1011	2	paid	pay	VBD
37060	1011	3	for	for	IN
37060	1011	4	the	the	DT
37060	1011	5	book	book	NN
37060	1011	6	,	,	,
37060	1011	7	having	have	VBG
37060	1011	8	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1011	9	to	to	TO
37060	1011	10	show	show	VB
37060	1011	11	for	for	IN
37060	1011	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1011	13	expenditure	expenditure	NN
37060	1011	14	but	but	CC
37060	1011	15	a	a	DT
37060	1011	16	hoard	hoard	NN
37060	1011	17	of	of	IN
37060	1011	18	futile	futile	JJ
37060	1011	19	self	self	NN
37060	1011	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	1011	21	pity	pity	NN
37060	1011	22	and	and	CC
37060	1011	23	the	the	DT
37060	1011	24	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	1011	25	that	that	WDT
37060	1011	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1011	27	was	be	VBD
37060	1011	28	innocent	innocent	JJ
37060	1011	29	of	of	IN
37060	1011	30	any	any	DT
37060	1011	31	wrong	wrong	NN
37060	1011	32	-	-	HYPH
37060	1011	33	doing	doing	NN
37060	1011	34	.	.	.
37060	1012	1	School	school	NN
37060	1012	2	came	come	VBD
37060	1012	3	to	to	IN
37060	1012	4	a	a	DT
37060	1012	5	close	close	NN
37060	1012	6	as	as	IN
37060	1012	7	the	the	DT
37060	1012	8	summer	summer	NN
37060	1012	9	ripened	ripen	VBD
37060	1012	10	into	into	IN
37060	1012	11	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1012	12	classic	classic	JJ
37060	1012	13	heat	heat	NN
37060	1012	14	at	at	IN
37060	1012	15	noonday	noonday	NNP
37060	1012	16	.	.	.
37060	1013	1	Desks	desk	NNS
37060	1013	2	were	be	VBD
37060	1013	3	emptied	empty	VBN
37060	1013	4	and	and	CC
37060	1013	5	scrubbed	scrub	VBD
37060	1013	6	.	.	.
37060	1014	1	Homework	homework	NN
37060	1014	2	ceased	cease	VBD
37060	1014	3	.	.	.
37060	1015	1	Anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	1015	2	flooded	flood	VBD
37060	1015	3	the	the	DT
37060	1015	4	classrooms	classroom	NNS
37060	1015	5	.	.	.
37060	1016	1	The	the	DT
37060	1016	2	students	student	NNS
37060	1016	3	bid	bid	VBD
37060	1016	4	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1016	5	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	1016	6	good	good	NN
37060	1016	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	1016	8	bye	bye	UH
37060	1016	9	,	,	,
37060	1016	10	vowing	vow	VBG
37060	1016	11	to	to	TO
37060	1016	12	visit	visit	VB
37060	1016	13	in	in	IN
37060	1016	14	the	the	DT
37060	1016	15	future	future	NN
37060	1016	16	.	.	.
37060	1017	1	Some	some	DT
37060	1017	2	returned	return	VBD
37060	1017	3	,	,	,
37060	1017	4	but	but	CC
37060	1017	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1017	6	never	never	RB
37060	1017	7	did	do	VBD
37060	1017	8	.	.	.
37060	1018	1	The	the	DT
37060	1018	2	present	present	NN
37060	1018	3	traversed	traverse	VBD
37060	1018	4	the	the	DT
37060	1018	5	old	old	JJ
37060	1018	6	hallways	hallway	NNS
37060	1018	7	,	,	,
37060	1018	8	while	while	IN
37060	1018	9	the	the	DT
37060	1018	10	past	past	NN
37060	1018	11	would	would	MD
37060	1018	12	never	never	RB
37060	1018	13	live	live	VB
37060	1018	14	again	again	RB
37060	1018	15	except	except	IN
37060	1018	16	within	within	IN
37060	1018	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1018	18	mind	mind	NN
37060	1018	19	.	.	.
37060	1019	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1019	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1019	3	no	no	DT
37060	1019	4	place	place	NN
37060	1019	5	there	there	RB
37060	1019	6	among	among	IN
37060	1019	7	the	the	DT
37060	1019	8	youthful	youthful	JJ
37060	1019	9	faces	face	NNS
37060	1019	10	and	and	CC
37060	1019	11	shrill	shrill	JJ
37060	1019	12	voices	voice	NNS
37060	1019	13	;	;	:
37060	1019	14	the	the	DT
37060	1019	15	building	building	NN
37060	1019	16	belonged	belong	VBD
37060	1019	17	to	to	IN
37060	1019	18	the	the	DT
37060	1019	19	present	present	NN
37060	1019	20	...	...	:
37060	1019	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1019	22	belonged	belong	VBD
37060	1019	23	to	to	IN
37060	1019	24	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1019	25	.	.	.
37060	1020	1	The	the	DT
37060	1020	2	Mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	1020	3	When	when	WRB
37060	1020	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1020	5	dream	dream	VBP
37060	1020	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1020	7	think	think	VBP
37060	1020	8	of	of	IN
37060	1020	9	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1020	10	,	,	,
37060	1020	11	Majestic	Majestic	NNP
37060	1020	12	peak	peak	NN
37060	1020	13	and	and	CC
37060	1020	14	Aspen	Aspen	NNP
37060	1020	15	hem	hem	NN
37060	1020	16	;	;	:
37060	1020	17	And	and	CC
37060	1020	18	in	in	IN
37060	1020	19	climbing	climb	VBG
37060	1020	20	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1020	21	,	,	,
37060	1020	22	The	the	DT
37060	1020	23	flowing	flow	VBG
37060	1020	24	slopes	slope	NNS
37060	1020	25	,	,	,
37060	1020	26	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1020	27	brings	bring	VBZ
37060	1020	28	to	to	IN
37060	1020	29	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1020	30	A	a	DT
37060	1020	31	world	world	NN
37060	1020	32	filled	fill	VBN
37060	1020	33	with	with	IN
37060	1020	34	hopes	hope	NNS
37060	1020	35	.	.	.
37060	1021	1	The	the	DT
37060	1021	2	rain	rain	NN
37060	1021	3	and	and	CC
37060	1021	4	thunderheads	thunderhead	NNS
37060	1021	5	up	up	RP
37060	1021	6	there	there	RB
37060	1021	7	,	,	,
37060	1021	8	With	with	IN
37060	1021	9	lightning	lightning	NN
37060	1021	10	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1021	11	come	come	VBP
37060	1021	12	,	,	,
37060	1021	13	fast	fast	RB
37060	1021	14	as	as	IN
37060	1021	15	a	a	DT
37060	1021	16	mare	mare	NN
37060	1021	17	.	.	.
37060	1022	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1022	2	love	love	VBP
37060	1022	3	to	to	TO
37060	1022	4	watch	watch	VB
37060	1022	5	all	all	PDT
37060	1022	6	the	the	DT
37060	1022	7	life	life	NN
37060	1022	8	that	that	WDT
37060	1022	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1022	10	keep	keep	VBP
37060	1022	11	,	,	,
37060	1022	12	The	the	DT
37060	1022	13	wolf	wolf	NN
37060	1022	14	,	,	,
37060	1022	15	the	the	DT
37060	1022	16	fox	fox	NNP
37060	1022	17	,	,	,
37060	1022	18	the	the	DT
37060	1022	19	hawk	hawk	NN
37060	1022	20	,	,	,
37060	1022	21	and	and	CC
37060	1022	22	wild	wild	JJ
37060	1022	23	sheep	sheep	NNS
37060	1022	24	.	.	.
37060	1023	1	Filling	fill	VBG
37060	1023	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1023	3	's	be	VBZ
37060	1023	4	crannies	cranny	NNS
37060	1023	5	,	,	,
37060	1023	6	streams	stream	NNS
37060	1023	7	can	can	MD
37060	1023	8	be	be	VB
37060	1023	9	found	find	VBN
37060	1023	10	,	,	,
37060	1023	11	In	in	IN
37060	1023	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1023	13	tossing	tossing	NN
37060	1023	14	and	and	CC
37060	1023	15	turning	turning	NN
37060	1023	16	,	,	,
37060	1023	17	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1023	18	're	be	VBP
37060	1023	19	thrown	throw	VBN
37060	1023	20	to	to	IN
37060	1023	21	the	the	DT
37060	1023	22	ground	ground	NN
37060	1023	23	.	.	.
37060	1024	1	So	so	RB
37060	1024	2	please	please	UH
37060	1024	3	,	,	,
37060	1024	4	oh	oh	UH
37060	1024	5	,	,	,
37060	1024	6	please	please	UH
37060	1024	7	,	,	,
37060	1024	8	come	come	VB
37060	1024	9	and	and	CC
37060	1024	10	see	see	VB
37060	1024	11	This	this	DT
37060	1024	12	mountain	mountain	NN
37060	1024	13	paradise	paradise	NN
37060	1024	14	along	along	IN
37060	1024	15	with	with	IN
37060	1024	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1024	17	.	.	.
37060	1025	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	1025	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	1025	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	1025	4	7th	7th	JJ
37060	1025	5	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	1025	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	1025	7	1975	1975	CD
37060	1025	8	PAGE	page	NN
37060	1025	9	38	38	CD
37060	1025	10	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	1025	11	9	9	CD
37060	1025	12	Discovery	Discovery	NNP
37060	1025	13	of	of	IN
37060	1025	14	Tumor	Tumor	NNP
37060	1025	15	"	"	``
37060	1025	16	There	there	EX
37060	1025	17	is	be	VBZ
37060	1025	18	always	always	RB
37060	1025	19	too	too	RB
37060	1025	20	much	much	JJ
37060	1025	21	time	time	NN
37060	1025	22	before	before	IN
37060	1025	23	an	an	DT
37060	1025	24	unpleasant	unpleasant	JJ
37060	1025	25	event	event	NN
37060	1025	26	;	;	:
37060	1025	27	too	too	RB
37060	1025	28	much	much	JJ
37060	1025	29	,	,	,
37060	1025	30	yet	yet	CC
37060	1025	31	not	not	RB
37060	1025	32	near	near	IN
37060	1025	33	enough	enough	JJ
37060	1025	34	.	.	.
37060	1025	35	"	"	''
37060	1026	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	1026	2	NINE	NINE	NNP
37060	1026	3	Discovery	Discovery	NNP
37060	1026	4	of	of	IN
37060	1026	5	Tumor	Tumor	NNP
37060	1026	6	By	by	IN
37060	1026	7	the	the	DT
37060	1026	8	end	end	NN
37060	1026	9	of	of	IN
37060	1026	10	seventh	seventh	JJ
37060	1026	11	grade	grade	NN
37060	1026	12	,	,	,
37060	1026	13	Jr.	Jr.	NNP
37060	1026	14	High	High	NNP
37060	1026	15	no	no	RB
37060	1026	16	longer	long	RBR
37060	1026	17	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1026	18	an	an	DT
37060	1026	19	immense	immense	JJ
37060	1026	20	edifice	edifice	NN
37060	1026	21	,	,	,
37060	1026	22	and	and	CC
37060	1026	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1026	24	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	1026	25	,	,	,
37060	1026	26	as	as	RB
37060	1026	27	well	well	RB
37060	1026	28	as	as	IN
37060	1026	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1026	30	acquaintances	acquaintance	NNS
37060	1026	31	,	,	,
37060	1026	32	grew	grow	VBD
37060	1026	33	.	.	.
37060	1027	1	Each	each	DT
37060	1027	2	day	day	NN
37060	1027	3	,	,	,
37060	1027	4	before	before	IN
37060	1027	5	or	or	CC
37060	1027	6	after	after	IN
37060	1027	7	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	1027	8	,	,	,
37060	1027	9	depending	depend	VBG
37060	1027	10	on	on	IN
37060	1027	11	one	one	PRP
37060	1027	12	's	's	POS
37060	1027	13	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	1027	14	schedule	schedule	NN
37060	1027	15	,	,	,
37060	1027	16	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1027	17	would	would	MD
37060	1027	18	assemble	assemble	VB
37060	1027	19	in	in	IN
37060	1027	20	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1027	21	respective	respective	JJ
37060	1027	22	"	"	``
37060	1027	23	homerooms	homeroom	NNS
37060	1027	24	"	"	''
37060	1027	25	;	;	:
37060	1027	26	here	here	RB
37060	1027	27	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1027	28	could	could	MD
37060	1027	29	talk	talk	VB
37060	1027	30	among	among	IN
37060	1027	31	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1027	32	if	if	IN
37060	1027	33	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1027	34	did	do	VBD
37060	1027	35	not	not	RB
37060	1027	36	become	become	VB
37060	1027	37	noisome	noisome	JJ
37060	1027	38	or	or	CC
37060	1027	39	in	in	IN
37060	1027	40	any	any	DT
37060	1027	41	way	way	NN
37060	1027	42	obnoxious	obnoxious	JJ
37060	1027	43	.	.	.
37060	1028	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1028	2	made	make	VBD
37060	1028	3	two	two	CD
37060	1028	4	acquaintances	acquaintance	NNS
37060	1028	5	in	in	IN
37060	1028	6	the	the	DT
37060	1028	7	room	room	NN
37060	1028	8	,	,	,
37060	1028	9	and	and	CC
37060	1028	10	between	between	IN
37060	1028	11	the	the	DT
37060	1028	12	three	three	CD
37060	1028	13	of	of	IN
37060	1028	14	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1028	15	,	,	,
37060	1028	16	idle	idle	JJ
37060	1028	17	chatter	chatter	NN
37060	1028	18	abounded	abound	VBD
37060	1028	19	.	.	.
37060	1029	1	One	one	CD
37060	1029	2	day	day	NN
37060	1029	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1029	4	remember	remember	VBP
37060	1029	5	above	above	IN
37060	1029	6	all	all	DT
37060	1029	7	others	other	NNS
37060	1029	8	.	.	.
37060	1030	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1030	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1030	3	involved	involve	VBN
37060	1030	4	in	in	IN
37060	1030	5	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	1030	6	with	with	IN
37060	1030	7	the	the	DT
37060	1030	8	two	two	CD
37060	1030	9	girls	girl	NNS
37060	1030	10	when	when	WRB
37060	1030	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1030	12	looked	look	VBD
37060	1030	13	down	down	RP
37060	1030	14	at	at	IN
37060	1030	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1030	16	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1030	17	and	and	CC
37060	1030	18	noticed	notice	VBD
37060	1030	19	that	that	IN
37060	1030	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1030	21	was	be	VBD
37060	1030	22	definitely	definitely	RB
37060	1030	23	lop	lop	NN
37060	1030	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	1030	25	sided	sided	JJ
37060	1030	26	in	in	IN
37060	1030	27	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	1030	28	.	.	.
37060	1031	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1031	2	called	call	VBD
37060	1031	3	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1031	4	attention	attention	NN
37060	1031	5	to	to	IN
37060	1031	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1031	7	so	so	IN
37060	1031	8	that	that	IN
37060	1031	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1031	10	also	also	RB
37060	1031	11	could	could	MD
37060	1031	12	share	share	VB
37060	1031	13	in	in	IN
37060	1031	14	the	the	DT
37060	1031	15	humor	humor	NN
37060	1031	16	of	of	IN
37060	1031	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1031	18	distortion	distortion	NN
37060	1031	19	.	.	.
37060	1032	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1032	2	all	all	DT
37060	1032	3	laughed	laugh	VBD
37060	1032	4	in	in	IN
37060	1032	5	simultaneous	simultaneous	JJ
37060	1032	6	bursts	burst	NNS
37060	1032	7	of	of	IN
37060	1032	8	wonder	wonder	NN
37060	1032	9	at	at	IN
37060	1032	10	the	the	DT
37060	1032	11	spectacle	spectacle	NN
37060	1032	12	,	,	,
37060	1032	13	then	then	RB
37060	1032	14	moved	move	VBD
37060	1032	15	on	on	RB
37060	1032	16	casually	casually	RB
37060	1032	17	to	to	IN
37060	1032	18	other	other	JJ
37060	1032	19	things	thing	NNS
37060	1032	20	.	.	.
37060	1033	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1033	2	figured	figure	VBD
37060	1033	3	that	that	IN
37060	1033	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1033	5	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1033	6	was	be	VBD
37060	1033	7	bloated	bloated	JJ
37060	1033	8	from	from	IN
37060	1033	9	gas	gas	NN
37060	1033	10	.	.	.
37060	1034	1	"	"	``
37060	1034	2	No	no	DT
37060	1034	3	big	big	JJ
37060	1034	4	deal	deal	NN
37060	1034	5	.	.	.
37060	1034	6	"	"	''
37060	1035	1	However	however	RB
37060	1035	2	,	,	,
37060	1035	3	for	for	IN
37060	1035	4	the	the	DT
37060	1035	5	next	next	JJ
37060	1035	6	several	several	JJ
37060	1035	7	weeks	week	NNS
37060	1035	8	,	,	,
37060	1035	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1035	10	maintained	maintain	VBD
37060	1035	11	a	a	DT
37060	1035	12	vigil	vigil	NN
37060	1035	13	on	on	IN
37060	1035	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1035	15	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1035	16	,	,	,
37060	1035	17	and	and	CC
37060	1035	18	to	to	IN
37060	1035	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1035	20	perplexity	perplexity	NN
37060	1035	21	,	,	,
37060	1035	22	the	the	DT
37060	1035	23	odd	odd	JJ
37060	1035	24	"	"	``
37060	1035	25	lop	lop	VB
37060	1035	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	1035	27	sidedness	sidedness	NN
37060	1035	28	"	"	''
37060	1035	29	persisted	persist	VBD
37060	1035	30	.	.	.
37060	1036	1	Eventually	eventually	RB
37060	1036	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1036	3	decided	decide	VBD
37060	1036	4	that	that	IN
37060	1036	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1036	6	should	should	MD
37060	1036	7	divulge	divulge	VB
37060	1036	8	the	the	DT
37060	1036	9	discovery	discovery	NN
37060	1036	10	to	to	IN
37060	1036	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1036	12	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1036	13	.	.	.
37060	1037	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1037	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1037	3	summer	summer	NN
37060	1037	4	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	1037	5	,	,	,
37060	1037	6	and	and	CC
37060	1037	7	school	school	NN
37060	1037	8	would	would	MD
37060	1037	9	be	be	VB
37060	1037	10	in	in	IN
37060	1037	11	the	the	DT
37060	1037	12	past	past	NN
37060	1037	13	for	for	IN
37060	1037	14	three	three	CD
37060	1037	15	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	1037	16	months	month	NNS
37060	1037	17	.	.	.
37060	1038	1	The	the	DT
37060	1038	2	annual	annual	JJ
37060	1038	3	family	family	NN
37060	1038	4	trip	trip	NN
37060	1038	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1038	6	only	only	RB
37060	1038	7	weeks	week	NNS
37060	1038	8	away	away	RB
37060	1038	9	,	,	,
37060	1038	10	and	and	CC
37060	1038	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1038	12	could	could	MD
37060	1038	13	barely	barely	RB
37060	1038	14	wait	wait	VB
37060	1038	15	.	.	.
37060	1039	1	When	when	WRB
37060	1039	2	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1039	3	said	say	VBD
37060	1039	4	that	that	IN
37060	1039	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1039	6	would	would	MD
37060	1039	7	have	have	VB
37060	1039	8	to	to	TO
37060	1039	9	go	go	VB
37060	1039	10	to	to	IN
37060	1039	11	the	the	DT
37060	1039	12	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1039	13	,	,	,
37060	1039	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1039	15	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1039	16	an	an	DT
37060	1039	17	eerie	eerie	JJ
37060	1039	18	certainty	certainty	NN
37060	1039	19	that	that	IN
37060	1039	20	something	something	NN
37060	1039	21	was	be	VBD
37060	1039	22	drastically	drastically	RB
37060	1039	23	amiss	amiss	JJ
37060	1039	24	,	,	,
37060	1039	25	and	and	CC
37060	1039	26	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	1039	27	requested	request	VBD
37060	1039	28	that	that	IN
37060	1039	29	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1039	30	first	first	RB
37060	1039	31	go	go	VBP
37060	1039	32	on	on	IN
37060	1039	33	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1039	34	trip	trip	NN
37060	1039	35	to	to	IN
37060	1039	36	Colorado	Colorado	NNP
37060	1039	37	;	;	:
37060	1039	38	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1039	39	knew	know	VBD
37060	1039	40	that	that	IN
37060	1039	41	if	if	IN
37060	1039	42	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1039	43	sensation	sensation	NN
37060	1039	44	was	be	VBD
37060	1039	45	correct	correct	JJ
37060	1039	46	,	,	,
37060	1039	47	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1039	48	would	would	MD
37060	1039	49	never	never	RB
37060	1039	50	be	be	VB
37060	1039	51	able	able	JJ
37060	1039	52	to	to	TO
37060	1039	53	see	see	VB
37060	1039	54	the	the	DT
37060	1039	55	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	1039	56	...	...	:
37060	1039	57	at	at	IN
37060	1039	58	least	least	JJS
37060	1039	59	not	not	RB
37060	1039	60	that	that	DT
37060	1039	61	year	year	NN
37060	1039	62	.	.	.
37060	1040	1	The	the	DT
37060	1040	2	trip	trip	NN
37060	1040	3	,	,	,
37060	1040	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1040	5	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1040	6	,	,	,
37060	1040	7	could	could	MD
37060	1040	8	not	not	RB
37060	1040	9	be	be	VB
37060	1040	10	postponed	postpone	VBN
37060	1040	11	.	.	.
37060	1041	1	A	a	DT
37060	1041	2	brief	brief	JJ
37060	1041	3	time	time	NN
37060	1041	4	later	later	RBR
37060	1041	5	,	,	,
37060	1041	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1041	7	found	find	VBD
37060	1041	8	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1041	9	in	in	IN
37060	1041	10	Colorado	Colorado	NNP
37060	1041	11	.	.	.
37060	1042	1	The	the	DT
37060	1042	2	unchanged	unchanged	JJ
37060	1042	3	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	1042	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1042	5	without	without	IN
37060	1042	6	flaw	flaw	NN
37060	1042	7	,	,	,
37060	1042	8	yet	yet	RB
37060	1042	9	to	to	IN
37060	1042	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1042	11	dismay	dismay	NN
37060	1042	12	,	,	,
37060	1042	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1042	14	was	be	VBD
37060	1042	15	unable	unable	JJ
37060	1042	16	to	to	TO
37060	1042	17	fully	fully	RB
37060	1042	18	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	1042	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1042	20	.	.	.
37060	1043	1	Even	even	RB
37060	1043	2	small	small	JJ
37060	1043	3	trails	trail	NNS
37060	1043	4	,	,	,
37060	1043	5	which	which	WDT
37060	1043	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1043	7	had	have	VBD
37060	1043	8	previously	previously	RB
37060	1043	9	made	make	VBN
37060	1043	10	with	with	IN
37060	1043	11	ease	ease	NN
37060	1043	12	,	,	,
37060	1043	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1043	14	could	could	MD
37060	1043	15	not	not	RB
37060	1043	16	manage	manage	VB
37060	1043	17	without	without	IN
37060	1043	18	an	an	DT
37060	1043	19	overwhelming	overwhelming	JJ
37060	1043	20	urge	urge	NN
37060	1043	21	to	to	TO
37060	1043	22	vomit	vomit	VB
37060	1043	23	.	.	.
37060	1044	1	The	the	DT
37060	1044	2	thought	thought	NN
37060	1044	3	of	of	IN
37060	1044	4	food	food	NN
37060	1044	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1044	6	not	not	RB
37060	1044	7	at	at	RB
37060	1044	8	all	all	RB
37060	1044	9	welcome	welcome	JJ
37060	1044	10	nor	nor	CC
37060	1044	11	appealing	appealing	JJ
37060	1044	12	,	,	,
37060	1044	13	and	and	CC
37060	1044	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1044	15	energy	energy	NN
37060	1044	16	waned	wane	VBD
37060	1044	17	;	;	:
37060	1044	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1044	19	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1044	20	as	as	IN
37060	1044	21	if	if	IN
37060	1044	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1044	23	had	have	VBD
37060	1044	24	another	another	DT
37060	1044	25	mild	mild	JJ
37060	1044	26	case	case	NN
37060	1044	27	of	of	IN
37060	1044	28	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1044	29	flu	flu	NN
37060	1044	30	.	.	.
37060	1045	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1045	2	sister	sister	NN
37060	1045	3	who	who	WP
37060	1045	4	,	,	,
37060	1045	5	along	along	IN
37060	1045	6	with	with	IN
37060	1045	7	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1045	8	family	family	NN
37060	1045	9	,	,	,
37060	1045	10	had	have	VBD
37060	1045	11	accompanied	accompany	VBN
37060	1045	12	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1045	13	on	on	IN
37060	1045	14	the	the	DT
37060	1045	15	trip	trip	NN
37060	1045	16	,	,	,
37060	1045	17	confided	confide	VBD
37060	1045	18	to	to	IN
37060	1045	19	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1045	20	,	,	,
37060	1045	21	"	"	``
37060	1045	22	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	1045	23	looks	look	VBZ
37060	1045	24	so	so	RB
37060	1045	25	fragile	fragile	JJ
37060	1045	26	...	...	:
37060	1045	27	"	"	``
37060	1045	28	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1045	29	weight	weight	NN
37060	1045	30	loss	loss	NN
37060	1045	31	was	be	VBD
37060	1045	32	more	more	RBR
37060	1045	33	apparent	apparent	JJ
37060	1045	34	to	to	IN
37060	1045	35	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1045	36	since	since	IN
37060	1045	37	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1045	38	saw	see	VBD
37060	1045	39	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1045	40	on	on	IN
37060	1045	41	fewer	few	JJR
37060	1045	42	occasions	occasion	NNS
37060	1045	43	.	.	.
37060	1046	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1046	2	appetite	appetite	NN
37060	1046	3	had	have	VBD
37060	1046	4	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	1046	5	declined	decline	VBN
37060	1046	6	,	,	,
37060	1046	7	and	and	CC
37060	1046	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1046	9	had	have	VBD
37060	1046	10	complained	complain	VBN
37060	1046	11	of	of	IN
37060	1046	12	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1046	13	discomfort	discomfort	NN
37060	1046	14	,	,	,
37060	1046	15	prompting	prompt	VBG
37060	1046	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1046	17	to	to	TO
37060	1046	18	squeeze	squeeze	VB
37060	1046	19	a	a	DT
37060	1046	20	pillow	pillow	NN
37060	1046	21	through	through	IN
37060	1046	22	the	the	DT
37060	1046	23	night	night	NN
37060	1046	24	.	.	.
37060	1047	1	Occasional	occasional	JJ
37060	1047	2	bouts	bout	NNS
37060	1047	3	of	of	IN
37060	1047	4	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1047	5	flu	flu	NN
37060	1047	6	would	would	MD
37060	1047	7	evoke	evoke	VB
37060	1047	8	such	such	JJ
37060	1047	9	violent	violent	JJ
37060	1047	10	stabs	stab	NNS
37060	1047	11	of	of	IN
37060	1047	12	wrenching	wrench	VBG
37060	1047	13	pain	pain	NN
37060	1047	14	that	that	IN
37060	1047	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1047	16	could	could	MD
37060	1047	17	only	only	RB
37060	1047	18	stand	stand	VB
37060	1047	19	with	with	IN
37060	1047	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1047	21	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1047	22	tucked	tuck	VBD
37060	1047	23	in	in	RP
37060	1047	24	,	,	,
37060	1047	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1047	26	back	back	NN
37060	1047	27	bent	bent	NN
37060	1047	28	at	at	IN
37060	1047	29	a	a	DT
37060	1047	30	45	45	CD
37060	1047	31	degree	degree	NN
37060	1047	32	angle	angle	NN
37060	1047	33	to	to	IN
37060	1047	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1047	35	legs	leg	NNS
37060	1047	36	.	.	.
37060	1048	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1048	2	never	never	RB
37060	1048	3	suspected	suspect	VBD
37060	1048	4	that	that	IN
37060	1048	5	anything	anything	NN
37060	1048	6	was	be	VBD
37060	1048	7	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	1048	8	until	until	IN
37060	1048	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1048	10	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	1048	11	the	the	DT
37060	1048	12	unusual	unusual	JJ
37060	1048	13	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	1048	14	of	of	IN
37060	1048	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1048	16	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1048	17	.	.	.
37060	1049	1	Even	even	RB
37060	1049	2	those	those	DT
37060	1049	3	with	with	IN
37060	1049	4	keen	keen	JJ
37060	1049	5	eyesight	eyesight	NN
37060	1049	6	can	can	MD
37060	1049	7	be	be	VB
37060	1049	8	blind	blind	JJ
37060	1049	9	when	when	WRB
37060	1049	10	gazing	gaze	VBG
37060	1049	11	into	into	IN
37060	1049	12	a	a	DT
37060	1049	13	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	1049	14	,	,	,
37060	1049	15	especially	especially	RB
37060	1049	16	when	when	WRB
37060	1049	17	the	the	DT
37060	1049	18	changes	change	NNS
37060	1049	19	seen	see	VBN
37060	1049	20	therein	therein	RB
37060	1049	21	have	have	VBP
37060	1049	22	occurred	occur	VBN
37060	1049	23	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	1049	24	,	,	,
37060	1049	25	over	over	IN
37060	1049	26	a	a	DT
37060	1049	27	period	period	NN
37060	1049	28	of	of	IN
37060	1049	29	time	time	NN
37060	1049	30	.	.	.
37060	1050	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	1050	2	,	,	,
37060	1050	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1050	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1050	5	always	always	RB
37060	1050	6	a	a	DT
37060	1050	7	rather	rather	RB
37060	1050	8	finicky	finicky	JJ
37060	1050	9	eater	eater	NN
37060	1050	10	and	and	CC
37060	1050	11	found	find	VBD
37060	1050	12	mealtime	mealtime	NN
37060	1050	13	to	to	TO
37060	1050	14	be	be	VB
37060	1050	15	one	one	CD
37060	1050	16	of	of	IN
37060	1050	17	those	those	DT
37060	1050	18	obligatory	obligatory	JJ
37060	1050	19	necessities	necessity	NNS
37060	1050	20	of	of	IN
37060	1050	21	survival	survival	NN
37060	1050	22	.	.	.
37060	1051	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1051	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1051	3	also	also	RB
37060	1051	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	1051	5	prone	prone	JJ
37060	1051	6	toward	toward	IN
37060	1051	7	nervousness	nervousness	NN
37060	1051	8	,	,	,
37060	1051	9	which	which	WDT
37060	1051	10	wreaked	wreak	VBD
37060	1051	11	havoc	havoc	NN
37060	1051	12	on	on	IN
37060	1051	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1051	14	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1051	15	as	as	RB
37060	1051	16	well	well	RB
37060	1051	17	;	;	:
37060	1051	18	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	1051	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1051	20	pangs	pang	NNS
37060	1051	21	were	be	VBD
37060	1051	22	not	not	RB
37060	1051	23	abnormal	abnormal	JJ
37060	1051	24	,	,	,
37060	1051	25	as	as	IN
37060	1051	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1051	27	'd	'd	MD
37060	1051	28	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	1051	29	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1051	30	as	as	RB
37060	1051	31	long	long	RB
37060	1051	32	as	as	IN
37060	1051	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1051	34	could	could	MD
37060	1051	35	recall	recall	VB
37060	1051	36	,	,	,
37060	1051	37	and	and	CC
37060	1051	38	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1051	39	inevitably	inevitably	RB
37060	1051	40	would	would	MD
37060	1051	41	render	render	VB
37060	1051	42	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1051	43	without	without	IN
37060	1051	44	an	an	DT
37060	1051	45	appetite	appetite	NN
37060	1051	46	.	.	.
37060	1052	1	A	a	DT
37060	1052	2	lack	lack	NN
37060	1052	3	of	of	IN
37060	1052	4	interest	interest	NN
37060	1052	5	with	with	IN
37060	1052	6	regard	regard	NN
37060	1052	7	to	to	IN
37060	1052	8	food	food	NN
37060	1052	9	on	on	IN
37060	1052	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1052	11	part	part	NN
37060	1052	12	was	be	VBD
37060	1052	13	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1052	14	new	new	JJ
37060	1052	15	;	;	:
37060	1052	16	for	for	IN
37060	1052	17	years	year	NNS
37060	1052	18	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1052	19	urged	urge	VBD
37060	1052	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1052	21	to	to	TO
37060	1052	22	finish	finish	VB
37060	1052	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1052	24	food	food	NN
37060	1052	25	or	or	CC
37060	1052	26	eat	eat	VB
37060	1052	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1052	28	vegetables	vegetable	NNS
37060	1052	29	,	,	,
37060	1052	30	coupled	couple	VBN
37060	1052	31	with	with	IN
37060	1052	32	a	a	DT
37060	1052	33	lesson	lesson	NN
37060	1052	34	on	on	IN
37060	1052	35	nutrition	nutrition	NN
37060	1052	36	or	or	CC
37060	1052	37	a	a	DT
37060	1052	38	threat	threat	NN
37060	1052	39	that	that	WDT
37060	1052	40	would	would	MD
37060	1052	41	not	not	RB
37060	1052	42	allow	allow	VB
37060	1052	43	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1052	44	to	to	TO
37060	1052	45	partake	partake	VB
37060	1052	46	in	in	IN
37060	1052	47	later	later	JJ
37060	1052	48	treats	treat	NNS
37060	1052	49	,	,	,
37060	1052	50	such	such	JJ
37060	1052	51	as	as	IN
37060	1052	52	cookies	cookie	NNS
37060	1052	53	or	or	CC
37060	1052	54	ice	ice	NN
37060	1052	55	cream	cream	NN
37060	1052	56	.	.	.
37060	1053	1	Feeling	feel	VBG
37060	1053	2	that	that	IN
37060	1053	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1053	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1053	5	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	1053	6	enough	enough	RB
37060	1053	7	,	,	,
37060	1053	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1053	9	cared	care	VBD
37060	1053	10	little	little	JJ
37060	1053	11	about	about	IN
37060	1053	12	"	"	``
37060	1053	13	sound	sound	JJ
37060	1053	14	nutrition	nutrition	NN
37060	1053	15	"	"	''
37060	1053	16	and	and	CC
37060	1053	17	"	"	``
37060	1053	18	balanced	balanced	JJ
37060	1053	19	diet	diet	NN
37060	1053	20	"	"	''
37060	1053	21	yet	yet	CC
37060	1053	22	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1053	23	's	's	POS
37060	1053	24	"	"	``
37060	1053	25	cookie	cookie	NN
37060	1053	26	clout	clout	NN
37060	1053	27	"	"	''
37060	1053	28	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	1053	29	carried	carry	VBD
37060	1053	30	a	a	DT
37060	1053	31	fair	fair	JJ
37060	1053	32	impact	impact	NN
37060	1053	33	,	,	,
37060	1053	34	(	(	-LRB-
37060	1053	35	depending	depend	VBG
37060	1053	36	on	on	IN
37060	1053	37	the	the	DT
37060	1053	38	vegetables	vegetable	NNS
37060	1053	39	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1053	40	was	be	VBD
37060	1053	41	to	to	TO
37060	1053	42	choke	choke	VB
37060	1053	43	down	down	RP
37060	1053	44	,	,	,
37060	1053	45	as	as	RB
37060	1053	46	well	well	RB
37060	1053	47	as	as	IN
37060	1053	48	the	the	DT
37060	1053	49	type	type	NN
37060	1053	50	of	of	IN
37060	1053	51	dessert	dessert	NN
37060	1053	52	which	which	WDT
37060	1053	53	taunted	taunt	VBD
37060	1053	54	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1053	55	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1053	56	and	and	CC
37060	1053	57	tongue	tongue	NN
37060	1053	58	)	)	-RRB-
37060	1053	59	.	.	.
37060	1054	1	No	no	DT
37060	1054	2	threat	threat	NN
37060	1054	3	however	however	RB
37060	1054	4	magnificent	magnificent	JJ
37060	1054	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1054	6	sufficient	sufficient	JJ
37060	1054	7	for	for	IN
37060	1054	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1054	9	to	to	TO
37060	1054	10	make	make	VB
37060	1054	11	beets	beet	NNS
37060	1054	12	or	or	CC
37060	1054	13	spinach	spinach	VB
37060	1054	14	disappear	disappear	VBP
37060	1054	15	;	;	:
37060	1054	16	that	that	DT
37060	1054	17	was	be	VBD
37060	1054	18	asking	ask	VBG
37060	1054	19	too	too	RB
37060	1054	20	much	much	RB
37060	1054	21	,	,	,
37060	1054	22	and	and	CC
37060	1054	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1054	24	gladly	gladly	RB
37060	1054	25	relinquished	relinquish	VBD
37060	1054	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1054	27	treat	treat	NN
37060	1054	28	.	.	.
37060	1055	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1055	2	appetite	appetite	NN
37060	1055	3	posed	pose	VBD
37060	1055	4	little	little	JJ
37060	1055	5	cause	cause	NN
37060	1055	6	for	for	IN
37060	1055	7	worry	worry	NN
37060	1055	8	and	and	CC
37060	1055	9	,	,	,
37060	1055	10	as	as	IN
37060	1055	11	before	before	RB
37060	1055	12	,	,	,
37060	1055	13	the	the	DT
37060	1055	14	symptoms	symptom	NNS
37060	1055	15	of	of	IN
37060	1055	16	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1055	17	flu	flu	NNP
37060	1055	18	soon	soon	RB
37060	1055	19	were	be	VBD
37060	1055	20	but	but	CC
37060	1055	21	a	a	DT
37060	1055	22	memory	memory	NN
37060	1055	23	.	.	.
37060	1056	1	The	the	DT
37060	1056	2	lump	lump	NN
37060	1056	3	remained	remain	VBD
37060	1056	4	,	,	,
37060	1056	5	however	however	RB
37060	1056	6	,	,	,
37060	1056	7	glaring	glare	VBG
37060	1056	8	suspiciously	suspiciously	RB
37060	1056	9	from	from	IN
37060	1056	10	beneath	beneath	RB
37060	1056	11	knit	knit	NNP
37060	1056	12	shirts	shirt	NNS
37060	1056	13	;	;	:
37060	1056	14	the	the	DT
37060	1056	15	appointment	appointment	NN
37060	1056	16	with	with	IN
37060	1056	17	the	the	DT
37060	1056	18	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1056	19	could	could	MD
37060	1056	20	no	no	RB
37060	1056	21	longer	longer	RB
37060	1056	22	be	be	VB
37060	1056	23	delayed	delay	VBN
37060	1056	24	.	.	.
37060	1057	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1057	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1057	3	a	a	DT
37060	1057	4	sunny	sunny	JJ
37060	1057	5	day	day	NN
37060	1057	6	when	when	WRB
37060	1057	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1057	8	pulled	pull	VBD
37060	1057	9	into	into	IN
37060	1057	10	the	the	DT
37060	1057	11	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1057	12	parking	parking	NN
37060	1057	13	lot	lot	NN
37060	1057	14	,	,	,
37060	1057	15	and	and	CC
37060	1057	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1057	17	was	be	VBD
37060	1057	18	in	in	IN
37060	1057	19	good	good	JJ
37060	1057	20	spirits	spirit	NNS
37060	1057	21	despite	despite	IN
37060	1057	22	the	the	DT
37060	1057	23	natural	natural	JJ
37060	1057	24	qualms	qualm	NNS
37060	1057	25	one	one	CD
37060	1057	26	encounters	encounter	VBZ
37060	1057	27	upon	upon	IN
37060	1057	28	venturing	venture	VBG
37060	1057	29	into	into	IN
37060	1057	30	the	the	DT
37060	1057	31	typically	typically	RB
37060	1057	32	noiseless	noiseless	JJ
37060	1057	33	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	1057	34	room	room	NN
37060	1057	35	.	.	.
37060	1058	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1058	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1058	3	characteristically	characteristically	RB
37060	1058	4	happy	happy	JJ
37060	1058	5	,	,	,
37060	1058	6	and	and	CC
37060	1058	7	although	although	IN
37060	1058	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1058	9	knew	know	VBD
37060	1058	10	not	not	RB
37060	1058	11	what	what	WP
37060	1058	12	news	news	NN
37060	1058	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1058	14	physical	physical	JJ
37060	1058	15	exam	exam	NN
37060	1058	16	would	would	MD
37060	1058	17	unveil	unveil	VB
37060	1058	18	,	,	,
37060	1058	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1058	20	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1058	21	no	no	DT
37060	1058	22	need	need	NN
37060	1058	23	to	to	TO
37060	1058	24	punish	punish	VB
37060	1058	25	the	the	DT
37060	1058	26	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1058	27	for	for	IN
37060	1058	28	doing	do	VBG
37060	1058	29	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1058	30	job	job	NN
37060	1058	31	;	;	:
37060	1058	32	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1058	33	deserved	deserve	VBD
37060	1058	34	a	a	DT
37060	1058	35	smile	smile	NN
37060	1058	36	too	too	RB
37060	1058	37	.	.	.
37060	1059	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1059	2	Murrell	Murrell	NNP
37060	1059	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1059	4	a	a	DT
37060	1059	5	man	man	NN
37060	1059	6	of	of	IN
37060	1059	7	few	few	JJ
37060	1059	8	words	word	NNS
37060	1059	9	,	,	,
37060	1059	10	who	who	WP
37060	1059	11	wielded	wield	VBD
37060	1059	12	an	an	DT
37060	1059	13	aristocractic	aristocractic	JJ
37060	1059	14	air	air	NN
37060	1059	15	with	with	IN
37060	1059	16	the	the	DT
37060	1059	17	unimposing	unimposing	JJ
37060	1059	18	quality	quality	NN
37060	1059	19	of	of	IN
37060	1059	20	a	a	DT
37060	1059	21	true	true	JJ
37060	1059	22	gentleman	gentleman	NN
37060	1059	23	.	.	.
37060	1060	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1060	2	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	1060	3	to	to	TO
37060	1060	4	own	own	VB
37060	1060	5	a	a	DT
37060	1060	6	sense	sense	NN
37060	1060	7	of	of	IN
37060	1060	8	inate	inate	NN
37060	1060	9	calm	calm	NN
37060	1060	10	which	which	WDT
37060	1060	11	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	1060	12	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1060	13	to	to	TO
37060	1060	14	divulge	divulge	VB
37060	1060	15	even	even	RB
37060	1060	16	the	the	DT
37060	1060	17	worst	bad	JJS
37060	1060	18	verdicts	verdict	NNS
37060	1060	19	with	with	IN
37060	1060	20	unruffled	unruffled	JJ
37060	1060	21	dignity	dignity	NN
37060	1060	22	and	and	CC
37060	1060	23	composure	composure	NN
37060	1060	24	;	;	:
37060	1060	25	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1060	26	transmitted	transmit	VBD
37060	1060	27	ease	ease	NN
37060	1060	28	to	to	IN
37060	1060	29	the	the	DT
37060	1060	30	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	1060	31	patients	patient	NNS
37060	1060	32	and	and	CC
37060	1060	33	relatives	relative	NNS
37060	1060	34	as	as	IN
37060	1060	35	if	if	IN
37060	1060	36	through	through	IN
37060	1060	37	a	a	DT
37060	1060	38	sort	sort	NN
37060	1060	39	of	of	IN
37060	1060	40	osmosis	osmosis	NN
37060	1060	41	and	and	CC
37060	1060	42	,	,	,
37060	1060	43	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1060	44	'm	be	VBP
37060	1060	45	sure	sure	JJ
37060	1060	46	,	,	,
37060	1060	47	avoided	avoid	VBD
37060	1060	48	many	many	JJ
37060	1060	49	hysterical	hysterical	JJ
37060	1060	50	outbursts	outburst	NNS
37060	1060	51	as	as	IN
37060	1060	52	a	a	DT
37060	1060	53	result	result	NN
37060	1060	54	.	.	.
37060	1061	1	As	as	IN
37060	1061	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1061	3	methodically	methodically	RB
37060	1061	4	inspected	inspect	VBD
37060	1061	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1061	6	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1061	7	region	region	NN
37060	1061	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1061	9	found	find	VBD
37060	1061	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1061	11	extremely	extremely	RB
37060	1061	12	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	1061	13	to	to	TO
37060	1061	14	refrain	refrain	VB
37060	1061	15	from	from	IN
37060	1061	16	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	1061	17	.	.	.
37060	1062	1	Ticklish	ticklish	JJ
37060	1062	2	and	and	CC
37060	1062	3	quite	quite	RB
37060	1062	4	unused	unused	JJ
37060	1062	5	to	to	IN
37060	1062	6	being	be	VBG
37060	1062	7	touched	touch	VBN
37060	1062	8	,	,	,
37060	1062	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1062	10	various	various	JJ
37060	1062	11	pokes	poke	NNS
37060	1062	12	evoked	evoke	VBD
37060	1062	13	embarrassing	embarrass	VBG
37060	1062	14	jolts	jolt	NNS
37060	1062	15	of	of	IN
37060	1062	16	muscle	muscle	NN
37060	1062	17	spasms	spasm	NNS
37060	1062	18	as	as	IN
37060	1062	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1062	20	tried	try	VBD
37060	1062	21	,	,	,
37060	1062	22	without	without	IN
37060	1062	23	success	success	NN
37060	1062	24	,	,	,
37060	1062	25	to	to	TO
37060	1062	26	squelch	squelch	VB
37060	1062	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1062	28	chuckles	chuckle	NNS
37060	1062	29	.	.	.
37060	1063	1	When	when	WRB
37060	1063	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1063	3	had	have	VBD
37060	1063	4	finished	finish	VBN
37060	1063	5	,	,	,
37060	1063	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1063	7	announced	announce	VBD
37060	1063	8	that	that	IN
37060	1063	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1063	10	wished	wish	VBD
37060	1063	11	the	the	DT
37060	1063	12	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	1063	13	of	of	IN
37060	1063	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1063	15	associate	associate	JJ
37060	1063	16	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1063	17	and	and	CC
37060	1063	18	departed	depart	VBD
37060	1063	19	for	for	IN
37060	1063	20	several	several	JJ
37060	1063	21	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	1063	22	.	.	.
37060	1064	1	Arriving	arrive	VBG
37060	1064	2	once	once	RB
37060	1064	3	again	again	RB
37060	1064	4	with	with	IN
37060	1064	5	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1064	6	Errico	Errico	NNP
37060	1064	7	,	,	,
37060	1064	8	who	who	WP
37060	1064	9	then	then	RB
37060	1064	10	took	take	VBD
37060	1064	11	a	a	DT
37060	1064	12	turn	turn	NN
37060	1064	13	applying	apply	VBG
37060	1064	14	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	1064	15	to	to	IN
37060	1064	16	various	various	JJ
37060	1064	17	points	point	NNS
37060	1064	18	on	on	IN
37060	1064	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1064	20	sensitive	sensitive	JJ
37060	1064	21	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1064	22	region	region	NN
37060	1064	23	,	,	,
37060	1064	24	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1064	25	asked	ask	VBD
37060	1064	26	whether	whether	IN
37060	1064	27	any	any	DT
37060	1064	28	specific	specific	JJ
37060	1064	29	areas	area	NNS
37060	1064	30	brought	bring	VBD
37060	1064	31	about	about	RP
37060	1064	32	pain	pain	NN
37060	1064	33	when	when	WRB
37060	1064	34	touched	touch	VBN
37060	1064	35	.	.	.
37060	1065	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1065	2	replied	reply	VBD
37060	1065	3	that	that	IN
37060	1065	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1065	5	had	have	VBD
37060	1065	6	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	1065	7	none	none	NN
37060	1065	8	,	,	,
37060	1065	9	and	and	CC
37060	1065	10	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1065	11	nodded	nod	VBD
37060	1065	12	in	in	IN
37060	1065	13	silence	silence	NN
37060	1065	14	.	.	.
37060	1066	1	As	as	IN
37060	1066	2	the	the	DT
37060	1066	3	two	two	CD
37060	1066	4	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1066	5	prepared	prepare	VBD
37060	1066	6	to	to	TO
37060	1066	7	leave	leave	VB
37060	1066	8	the	the	DT
37060	1066	9	room	room	NN
37060	1066	10	to	to	TO
37060	1066	11	privately	privately	RB
37060	1066	12	confer	confer	VB
37060	1066	13	the	the	DT
37060	1066	14	meaning	meaning	NN
37060	1066	15	of	of	IN
37060	1066	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1066	17	symptoms	symptom	NNS
37060	1066	18	,	,	,
37060	1066	19	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1066	20	Errico	Errico	NNP
37060	1066	21	extended	extend	VBD
37060	1066	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1066	23	arm	arm	NN
37060	1066	24	to	to	TO
37060	1066	25	place	place	VB
37060	1066	26	a	a	DT
37060	1066	27	fatherly	fatherly	JJ
37060	1066	28	pat	pat	NN
37060	1066	29	on	on	IN
37060	1066	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1066	31	shoulder	shoulder	NN
37060	1066	32	.	.	.
37060	1067	1	As	as	IN
37060	1067	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1067	3	did	do	VBD
37060	1067	4	so	so	RB
37060	1067	5	,	,	,
37060	1067	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1067	7	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1067	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1067	9	spine	spine	NN
37060	1067	10	turn	turn	NN
37060	1067	11	to	to	IN
37060	1067	12	ice	ice	NN
37060	1067	13	in	in	IN
37060	1067	14	an	an	DT
37060	1067	15	unexplainable	unexplainable	JJ
37060	1067	16	sensation	sensation	NN
37060	1067	17	of	of	IN
37060	1067	18	pure	pure	JJ
37060	1067	19	dread	dread	NN
37060	1067	20	;	;	:
37060	1067	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1067	22	was	be	VBD
37060	1067	23	as	as	IN
37060	1067	24	if	if	IN
37060	1067	25	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1067	26	gesture	gesture	NN
37060	1067	27	foretold	foretold	NN
37060	1067	28	doom	doom	NN
37060	1067	29	and	and	CC
37060	1067	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1067	31	recalled	recall	VBD
37060	1067	32	the	the	DT
37060	1067	33	persisting	persisting	NN
37060	1067	34	thought	thought	NN
37060	1067	35	which	which	WDT
37060	1067	36	had	have	VBD
37060	1067	37	echoed	echo	VBN
37060	1067	38	in	in	IN
37060	1067	39	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1067	40	mind	mind	NN
37060	1067	41	since	since	IN
37060	1067	42	the	the	DT
37060	1067	43	moment	moment	NN
37060	1067	44	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1067	45	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	1067	46	the	the	DT
37060	1067	47	lump	lump	NN
37060	1067	48	.	.	.
37060	1068	1	The	the	DT
37060	1068	2	news	news	NN
37060	1068	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1068	4	not	not	RB
37060	1068	5	going	go	VBG
37060	1068	6	to	to	TO
37060	1068	7	be	be	VB
37060	1068	8	good	good	JJ
37060	1068	9	;	;	:
37060	1068	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1068	11	knew	know	VBD
37060	1068	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1068	13	now	now	RB
37060	1068	14	.	.	.
37060	1069	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1069	2	Murrell	Murrell	NNP
37060	1069	3	returned	return	VBD
37060	1069	4	to	to	IN
37060	1069	5	the	the	DT
37060	1069	6	room	room	NN
37060	1069	7	alone	alone	RB
37060	1069	8	,	,	,
37060	1069	9	seated	seat	VBD
37060	1069	10	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1069	11	before	before	IN
37060	1069	12	the	the	DT
37060	1069	13	desk	desk	NN
37060	1069	14	,	,	,
37060	1069	15	then	then	RB
37060	1069	16	turned	turn	VBD
37060	1069	17	to	to	TO
37060	1069	18	face	face	VB
37060	1069	19	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1069	20	.	.	.
37060	1070	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1070	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1070	3	unable	unable	JJ
37060	1070	4	,	,	,
37060	1070	5	as	as	RB
37060	1070	6	yet	yet	RB
37060	1070	7	,	,	,
37060	1070	8	to	to	TO
37060	1070	9	draw	draw	VB
37060	1070	10	any	any	DT
37060	1070	11	conclusions	conclusion	NNS
37060	1070	12	,	,	,
37060	1070	13	but	but	CC
37060	1070	14	desired	desire	VBD
37060	1070	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1070	16	to	to	TO
37060	1070	17	check	check	VB
37060	1070	18	into	into	IN
37060	1070	19	the	the	DT
37060	1070	20	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1070	21	for	for	IN
37060	1070	22	tests	test	NNS
37060	1070	23	as	as	RB
37060	1070	24	soon	soon	RB
37060	1070	25	as	as	IN
37060	1070	26	possible	possible	JJ
37060	1070	27	,	,	,
37060	1070	28	and	and	CC
37060	1070	29	the	the	DT
37060	1070	30	preparations	preparation	NNS
37060	1070	31	were	be	VBD
37060	1070	32	made	make	VBN
37060	1070	33	.	.	.
37060	1071	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1071	2	can	can	MD
37060	1071	3	no	no	RB
37060	1071	4	longer	longer	RB
37060	1071	5	remember	remember	VB
37060	1071	6	how	how	WRB
37060	1071	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1071	8	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1071	9	when	when	WRB
37060	1071	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1071	11	departed	depart	VBD
37060	1071	12	that	that	DT
37060	1071	13	day	day	NN
37060	1071	14	from	from	IN
37060	1071	15	the	the	DT
37060	1071	16	office	office	NN
37060	1071	17	drear	drear	NN
37060	1071	18	to	to	IN
37060	1071	19	the	the	DT
37060	1071	20	bright	bright	JJ
37060	1071	21	flood	flood	NN
37060	1071	22	of	of	IN
37060	1071	23	sunlight	sunlight	NN
37060	1071	24	;	;	:
37060	1071	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1071	26	cried	cry	VBD
37060	1071	27	no	no	DT
37060	1071	28	tear	tear	NN
37060	1071	29	,	,	,
37060	1071	30	and	and	CC
37060	1071	31	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	1071	32	no	no	DT
37060	1071	33	words	word	NNS
37060	1071	34	of	of	IN
37060	1071	35	resentment	resentment	NN
37060	1071	36	or	or	CC
37060	1071	37	anger	anger	NN
37060	1071	38	,	,	,
37060	1071	39	for	for	IN
37060	1071	40	those	those	DT
37060	1071	41	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1071	42	would	would	MD
37060	1071	43	have	have	VB
37060	1071	44	recalled	recall	VBN
37060	1071	45	.	.	.
37060	1072	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1072	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	1072	3	only	only	RB
37060	1072	4	that	that	IN
37060	1072	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1072	6	had	have	VBD
37060	1072	7	to	to	TO
37060	1072	8	discover	discover	VB
37060	1072	9	the	the	DT
37060	1072	10	truth	truth	NN
37060	1072	11	about	about	IN
37060	1072	12	that	that	DT
37060	1072	13	mystery	mystery	NN
37060	1072	14	which	which	WDT
37060	1072	15	lurked	lurk	VBD
37060	1072	16	behind	behind	IN
37060	1072	17	a	a	DT
37060	1072	18	mask	mask	NN
37060	1072	19	of	of	IN
37060	1072	20	skin	skin	NN
37060	1072	21	.	.	.
37060	1073	1	The	the	DT
37060	1073	2	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1073	3	,	,	,
37060	1073	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1073	5	found	find	VBD
37060	1073	6	,	,	,
37060	1073	7	was	be	VBD
37060	1073	8	no	no	DT
37060	1073	9	place	place	NN
37060	1073	10	to	to	TO
37060	1073	11	be	be	VB
37060	1073	12	unless	unless	IN
37060	1073	13	one	one	CD
37060	1073	14	was	be	VBD
37060	1073	15	horribly	horribly	RB
37060	1073	16	ill	ill	JJ
37060	1073	17	.	.	.
37060	1074	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1074	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1074	3	not	not	RB
37060	1074	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	1074	5	certain	certain	JJ
37060	1074	6	of	of	IN
37060	1074	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1074	8	status	status	NN
37060	1074	9	in	in	IN
37060	1074	10	that	that	DT
37060	1074	11	regard	regard	NN
37060	1074	12	,	,	,
37060	1074	13	but	but	CC
37060	1074	14	knew	know	VBD
37060	1074	15	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	1074	16	that	that	IN
37060	1074	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1074	18	health	health	NN
37060	1074	19	declined	decline	VBD
37060	1074	20	the	the	DT
37060	1074	21	instant	instant	NN
37060	1074	22	in	in	IN
37060	1074	23	which	which	WDT
37060	1074	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1074	25	donned	don	VBD
37060	1074	26	the	the	DT
37060	1074	27	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1074	28	gown	gown	JJ
37060	1074	29	.	.	.
37060	1075	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1075	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1075	3	depressing	depressing	JJ
37060	1075	4	;	;	:
37060	1075	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1075	6	blended	blend	VBD
37060	1075	7	so	so	RB
37060	1075	8	well	well	RB
37060	1075	9	with	with	IN
37060	1075	10	the	the	DT
37060	1075	11	room	room	NN
37060	1075	12	that	that	WDT
37060	1075	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1075	14	thought	think	VBD
37060	1075	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1075	16	would	would	MD
37060	1075	17	disappear	disappear	VB
37060	1075	18	in	in	IN
37060	1075	19	the	the	DT
37060	1075	20	ethereal	ethereal	NN
37060	1075	21	whiteness	whiteness	NN
37060	1075	22	.	.	.
37060	1076	1	To	to	IN
37060	1076	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1076	3	later	later	JJ
37060	1076	4	dismay	dismay	NN
37060	1076	5	,	,	,
37060	1076	6	however	however	RB
37060	1076	7	,	,	,
37060	1076	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1076	9	was	be	VBD
37060	1076	10	easily	easily	RB
37060	1076	11	distinguished	distinguish	VBN
37060	1076	12	and	and	CC
37060	1076	13	forced	force	VBN
37060	1076	14	to	to	TO
37060	1076	15	submit	submit	VB
37060	1076	16	to	to	IN
37060	1076	17	various	various	JJ
37060	1076	18	manifestations	manifestation	NNS
37060	1076	19	of	of	IN
37060	1076	20	barbarism	barbarism	NN
37060	1076	21	;	;	:
37060	1076	22	never	never	RB
37060	1076	23	having	have	VBG
37060	1076	24	stayed	stay	VBN
37060	1076	25	in	in	IN
37060	1076	26	a	a	DT
37060	1076	27	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1076	28	,	,	,
37060	1076	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1076	30	had	have	VBD
37060	1076	31	no	no	DT
37060	1076	32	idea	idea	NN
37060	1076	33	of	of	IN
37060	1076	34	the	the	DT
37060	1076	35	rigorous	rigorous	JJ
37060	1076	36	torture	torture	NN
37060	1076	37	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	1076	38	which	which	WDT
37060	1076	39	were	be	VBD
37060	1076	40	actually	actually	RB
37060	1076	41	only	only	RB
37060	1076	42	routine	routine	JJ
37060	1076	43	and	and	CC
37060	1076	44	lawful	lawful	JJ
37060	1076	45	tests	test	NNS
37060	1076	46	.	.	.
37060	1077	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1077	2	write	write	VBP
37060	1077	3	the	the	DT
37060	1077	4	above	above	JJ
37060	1077	5	with	with	IN
37060	1077	6	an	an	DT
37060	1077	7	air	air	NN
37060	1077	8	of	of	IN
37060	1077	9	sarcastic	sarcastic	JJ
37060	1077	10	jest	jest	NN
37060	1077	11	,	,	,
37060	1077	12	for	for	IN
37060	1077	13	obviously	obviously	RB
37060	1077	14	not	not	RB
37060	1077	15	all	all	DT
37060	1077	16	of	of	IN
37060	1077	17	the	the	DT
37060	1077	18	tests	test	NNS
37060	1077	19	incurred	incur	VBN
37060	1077	20	techniques	technique	NNS
37060	1077	21	of	of	IN
37060	1077	22	bludgeoning	bludgeoning	NN
37060	1077	23	,	,	,
37060	1077	24	prodding	prodding	NN
37060	1077	25	,	,	,
37060	1077	26	or	or	CC
37060	1077	27	other	other	JJ
37060	1077	28	undue	undue	JJ
37060	1077	29	discomforts	discomfort	NNS
37060	1077	30	for	for	IN
37060	1077	31	the	the	DT
37060	1077	32	patient	patient	NN
37060	1077	33	;	;	:
37060	1077	34	an	an	DT
37060	1077	35	X	x	NN
37060	1077	36	-	-	NN
37060	1077	37	ray	ray	NN
37060	1077	38	,	,	,
37060	1077	39	for	for	IN
37060	1077	40	example	example	NN
37060	1077	41	,	,	,
37060	1077	42	has	have	VBZ
37060	1077	43	never	never	RB
37060	1077	44	once	once	RB
37060	1077	45	evoked	evoke	VBN
37060	1077	46	the	the	DT
37060	1077	47	slightest	slight	JJS
37060	1077	48	twinge	twinge	NN
37060	1077	49	of	of	IN
37060	1077	50	pain	pain	NN
37060	1077	51	.	.	.
37060	1078	1	There	there	EX
37060	1078	2	are	be	VBP
37060	1078	3	tests	test	NNS
37060	1078	4	however	however	RB
37060	1078	5	,	,	,
37060	1078	6	which	which	WDT
37060	1078	7	disrupt	disrupt	VBP
37060	1078	8	one	one	PRP
37060	1078	9	's	's	POS
37060	1078	10	level	level	NN
37060	1078	11	of	of	IN
37060	1078	12	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	1078	13	substantially	substantially	RB
37060	1078	14	,	,	,
37060	1078	15	and	and	CC
37060	1078	16	unfortunately	unfortunately	RB
37060	1078	17	,	,	,
37060	1078	18	those	those	DT
37060	1078	19	which	which	WDT
37060	1078	20	can	can	MD
37060	1078	21	prove	prove	VB
37060	1078	22	fatal	fatal	JJ
37060	1078	23	.	.	.
37060	1079	1	For	for	IN
37060	1079	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1079	3	part	part	NN
37060	1079	4	these	these	DT
37060	1079	5	latter	latter	JJ
37060	1079	6	tests	test	NNS
37060	1079	7	always	always	RB
37060	1079	8	spurred	spur	VBD
37060	1079	9	the	the	DT
37060	1079	10	reflective	reflective	JJ
37060	1079	11	statement	statement	NN
37060	1079	12	,	,	,
37060	1079	13	"	"	``
37060	1079	14	There	there	EX
37060	1079	15	must	must	MD
37060	1079	16	be	be	VB
37060	1079	17	a	a	DT
37060	1079	18	better	well	JJR
37060	1079	19	way	way	NN
37060	1079	20	!	!	.
37060	1079	21	"	"	''
37060	1080	1	coupled	couple	VBN
37060	1080	2	with	with	IN
37060	1080	3	the	the	DT
37060	1080	4	hope	hope	NN
37060	1080	5	that	that	IN
37060	1080	6	one	one	CD
37060	1080	7	day	day	NN
37060	1080	8	there	there	EX
37060	1080	9	would	would	MD
37060	1080	10	be	be	VB
37060	1080	11	a	a	DT
37060	1080	12	technological	technological	JJ
37060	1080	13	breakthrough	breakthrough	NN
37060	1080	14	in	in	IN
37060	1080	15	the	the	DT
37060	1080	16	field	field	NN
37060	1080	17	of	of	IN
37060	1080	18	medicine	medicine	NN
37060	1080	19	,	,	,
37060	1080	20	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	1080	21	one	one	CD
37060	1080	22	merely	merely	RB
37060	1080	23	stepped	step	VBD
37060	1080	24	into	into	IN
37060	1080	25	a	a	DT
37060	1080	26	box	box	NN
37060	1080	27	and	and	CC
37060	1080	28	,	,	,
37060	1080	29	after	after	IN
37060	1080	30	manipulating	manipulate	VBG
37060	1080	31	several	several	JJ
37060	1080	32	buttons	button	NNS
37060	1080	33	,	,	,
37060	1080	34	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1080	35	could	could	MD
37060	1080	36	step	step	VB
37060	1080	37	out	out	RP
37060	1080	38	again	again	RB
37060	1080	39	and	and	CC
37060	1080	40	the	the	DT
37060	1080	41	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1080	42	would	would	MD
37060	1080	43	know	know	VB
37060	1080	44	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	1080	45	whether	whether	IN
37060	1080	46	anything	anything	NN
37060	1080	47	was	be	VBD
37060	1080	48	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	1080	49	with	with	IN
37060	1080	50	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1080	51	patient	patient	NN
37060	1080	52	.	.	.
37060	1081	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	1081	2	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1081	3	mind	mind	NN
37060	1081	4	later	later	RB
37060	1081	5	devised	devise	VBD
37060	1081	6	a	a	DT
37060	1081	7	second	second	JJ
37060	1081	8	box	box	NN
37060	1081	9	into	into	IN
37060	1081	10	which	which	WDT
37060	1081	11	one	one	PRP
37060	1081	12	would	would	MD
37060	1081	13	step	step	VB
37060	1081	14	,	,	,
37060	1081	15	and	and	CC
37060	1081	16	after	after	IN
37060	1081	17	several	several	JJ
37060	1081	18	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	1081	19	,	,	,
37060	1081	20	step	step	VB
37060	1081	21	out	out	RP
37060	1081	22	completely	completely	RB
37060	1081	23	cured	cure	VBN
37060	1081	24	of	of	IN
37060	1081	25	all	all	PDT
37060	1081	26	the	the	DT
37060	1081	27	ailments	ailment	NNS
37060	1081	28	discovered	discover	VBN
37060	1081	29	by	by	IN
37060	1081	30	Box	Box	NNP
37060	1081	31	#	#	NNP
37060	1081	32	1	1	CD
37060	1081	33	.	.	.
37060	1082	1	This	this	DT
37060	1082	2	transformation	transformation	NN
37060	1082	3	occurred	occur	VBD
37060	1082	4	without	without	IN
37060	1082	5	pain	pain	NN
37060	1082	6	,	,	,
37060	1082	7	of	of	IN
37060	1082	8	course	course	NN
37060	1082	9	.	.	.
37060	1083	1	Although	although	IN
37060	1083	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1083	3	could	could	MD
37060	1083	4	endure	endure	VB
37060	1083	5	pain	pain	NN
37060	1083	6	,	,	,
37060	1083	7	usually	usually	RB
37060	1083	8	without	without	IN
37060	1083	9	protest	protest	NN
37060	1083	10	,	,	,
37060	1083	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1083	12	was	be	VBD
37060	1083	13	always	always	RB
37060	1083	14	eager	eager	JJ
37060	1083	15	to	to	TO
37060	1083	16	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	1083	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1083	18	whenever	whenever	WRB
37060	1083	19	possible	possible	JJ
37060	1083	20	.	.	.
37060	1083	21	)	)	-RRB-
37060	1084	1	To	to	IN
37060	1084	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1084	3	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	1084	4	,	,	,
37060	1084	5	no	no	DT
37060	1084	6	such	such	JJ
37060	1084	7	boxes	box	NNS
37060	1084	8	have	have	VBP
37060	1084	9	ever	ever	RB
37060	1084	10	been	be	VBN
37060	1084	11	invented	invent	VBN
37060	1084	12	;	;	:
37060	1084	13	but	but	CC
37060	1084	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1084	15	would	would	MD
37060	1084	16	be	be	VB
37060	1084	17	a	a	DT
37060	1084	18	grand	grand	JJ
37060	1084	19	idea	idea	NN
37060	1084	20	...	...	:
37060	1084	21	or	or	CC
37060	1084	22	maybe	maybe	RB
37060	1084	23	only	only	RB
37060	1084	24	a	a	DT
37060	1084	25	wistful	wistful	JJ
37060	1084	26	thought	thought	NN
37060	1084	27	.	.	.
37060	1085	1	Of	of	IN
37060	1085	2	the	the	DT
37060	1085	3	tests	test	NNS
37060	1085	4	taken	take	VBN
37060	1085	5	while	while	IN
37060	1085	6	in	in	IN
37060	1085	7	Moline	Moline	NNP
37060	1085	8	,	,	,
37060	1085	9	the	the	DT
37060	1085	10	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1085	11	X	x	NN
37060	1085	12	-	-	NN
37060	1085	13	ray	ray	NN
37060	1085	14	utilizing	utilize	VBG
37060	1085	15	barium	barium	NN
37060	1085	16	was	be	VBD
37060	1085	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1085	18	worst	bad	JJS
37060	1085	19	.	.	.
37060	1086	1	Although	although	IN
37060	1086	2	the	the	DT
37060	1086	3	"	"	``
37060	1086	4	chalk	chalk	JJ
37060	1086	5	milkshake	milkshake	NN
37060	1086	6	"	"	''
37060	1086	7	was	be	VBD
37060	1086	8	a	a	DT
37060	1086	9	displeasing	displease	VBG
37060	1086	10	effect	effect	NN
37060	1086	11	on	on	IN
37060	1086	12	the	the	DT
37060	1086	13	taste	taste	NN
37060	1086	14	buds	bud	NNS
37060	1086	15	of	of	IN
37060	1086	16	even	even	RB
37060	1086	17	the	the	DT
37060	1086	18	most	most	RBS
37060	1086	19	starved	starve	VBN
37060	1086	20	individual	individual	NN
37060	1086	21	(	(	-LRB-
37060	1086	22	for	for	IN
37060	1086	23	one	one	CD
37060	1086	24	undergoing	undergo	VBG
37060	1086	25	the	the	DT
37060	1086	26	X	x	NN
37060	1086	27	-	-	NN
37060	1086	28	ray	ray	NN
37060	1086	29	must	must	MD
37060	1086	30	have	have	VB
37060	1086	31	an	an	DT
37060	1086	32	empty	empty	JJ
37060	1086	33	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1086	34	)	)	-RRB-
37060	1086	35	,	,	,
37060	1086	36	the	the	DT
37060	1086	37	degree	degree	NN
37060	1086	38	to	to	TO
37060	1086	39	which	which	WDT
37060	1086	40	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1086	41	abhorred	abhor	VBD
37060	1086	42	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1086	43	was	be	VBD
37060	1086	44	augmented	augment	VBN
37060	1086	45	by	by	IN
37060	1086	46	the	the	DT
37060	1086	47	fact	fact	NN
37060	1086	48	that	that	IN
37060	1086	49	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1086	50	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1086	51	had	have	VBD
37060	1086	52	been	be	VBN
37060	1086	53	quite	quite	RB
37060	1086	54	prone	prone	JJ
37060	1086	55	toward	toward	IN
37060	1086	56	nauseousness	nauseousness	NN
37060	1086	57	of	of	IN
37060	1086	58	late	late	RB
37060	1086	59	.	.	.
37060	1087	1	When	when	WRB
37060	1087	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1087	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1087	4	told	tell	VBN
37060	1087	5	to	to	TO
37060	1087	6	sit	sit	VB
37060	1087	7	in	in	IN
37060	1087	8	a	a	DT
37060	1087	9	nearby	nearby	JJ
37060	1087	10	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	1087	11	room	room	NN
37060	1087	12	until	until	IN
37060	1087	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1087	14	drank	drink	VBD
37060	1087	15	the	the	DT
37060	1087	16	last	last	JJ
37060	1087	17	of	of	IN
37060	1087	18	the	the	DT
37060	1087	19	abominable	abominable	JJ
37060	1087	20	shake	shake	NN
37060	1087	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1087	22	came	come	VBD
37060	1087	23	fearfully	fearfully	RB
37060	1087	24	close	close	JJ
37060	1087	25	to	to	IN
37060	1087	26	vomiting	vomiting	NN
37060	1087	27	;	;	:
37060	1087	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1087	29	hung	hang	VBD
37060	1087	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1087	31	head	head	NN
37060	1087	32	and	and	CC
37060	1087	33	began	begin	VBD
37060	1087	34	to	to	TO
37060	1087	35	cry	cry	VB
37060	1087	36	,	,	,
37060	1087	37	knowing	know	VBG
37060	1087	38	that	that	IN
37060	1087	39	if	if	IN
37060	1087	40	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1087	41	did	do	VBD
37060	1087	42	drink	drink	VB
37060	1087	43	the	the	DT
37060	1087	44	liquid	liquid	NN
37060	1087	45	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1087	46	would	would	MD
37060	1087	47	be	be	VB
37060	1087	48	spewed	spew	VBN
37060	1087	49	onto	onto	IN
37060	1087	50	the	the	DT
37060	1087	51	floor	floor	NN
37060	1087	52	and	and	CC
37060	1087	53	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1087	54	would	would	MD
37060	1087	55	have	have	VB
37060	1087	56	to	to	TO
37060	1087	57	go	go	VB
37060	1087	58	through	through	IN
37060	1087	59	the	the	DT
37060	1087	60	entire	entire	JJ
37060	1087	61	process	process	NN
37060	1087	62	again	again	RB
37060	1087	63	.	.	.
37060	1088	1	At	at	IN
37060	1088	2	the	the	DT
37060	1088	3	sight	sight	NN
37060	1088	4	of	of	IN
37060	1088	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1088	6	tears	tear	NNS
37060	1088	7	,	,	,
37060	1088	8	a	a	DT
37060	1088	9	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1088	10	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	1088	11	ran	run	VBD
37060	1088	12	in	in	IN
37060	1088	13	search	search	NN
37060	1088	14	of	of	IN
37060	1088	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1088	16	mom	mom	NN
37060	1088	17	(	(	-LRB-
37060	1088	18	who	who	WP
37060	1088	19	was	be	VBD
37060	1088	20	left	leave	VBN
37060	1088	21	in	in	IN
37060	1088	22	an	an	DT
37060	1088	23	altogether	altogether	RB
37060	1088	24	different	different	JJ
37060	1088	25	part	part	NN
37060	1088	26	of	of	IN
37060	1088	27	the	the	DT
37060	1088	28	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1088	29	)	)	-RRB-
37060	1088	30	and	and	CC
37060	1088	31	returned	return	VBD
37060	1088	32	with	with	IN
37060	1088	33	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1088	34	,	,	,
37060	1088	35	sporting	sport	VBG
37060	1088	36	the	the	DT
37060	1088	37	hope	hope	NN
37060	1088	38	that	that	IN
37060	1088	39	a	a	DT
37060	1088	40	mother	mother	NN
37060	1088	41	could	could	MD
37060	1088	42	persuade	persuade	VB
37060	1088	43	more	more	JJR
37060	1088	44	of	of	IN
37060	1088	45	the	the	DT
37060	1088	46	chalky	chalky	NN
37060	1088	47	fluid	fluid	NN
37060	1088	48	down	down	RP
37060	1088	49	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1088	50	daughter	daughter	NN
37060	1088	51	's	's	POS
37060	1088	52	throat	throat	NN
37060	1088	53	.	.	.
37060	1089	1	The	the	DT
37060	1089	2	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1089	3	's	's	POS
37060	1089	4	hope	hope	NN
37060	1089	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1089	6	in	in	IN
37060	1089	7	vain	vain	JJ
37060	1089	8	,	,	,
37060	1089	9	however	however	RB
37060	1089	10	,	,	,
37060	1089	11	so	so	RB
37060	1089	12	the	the	DT
37060	1089	13	staff	staff	NN
37060	1089	14	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	1089	15	ushered	usher	VBD
37060	1089	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1089	17	into	into	IN
37060	1089	18	the	the	DT
37060	1089	19	X	x	NN
37060	1089	20	-	-	NN
37060	1089	21	ray	ray	NN
37060	1089	22	room	room	NN
37060	1089	23	again	again	RB
37060	1089	24	to	to	TO
37060	1089	25	complete	complete	VB
37060	1089	26	what	what	WDT
37060	1089	27	work	work	NN
37060	1089	28	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1089	29	had	have	VBD
37060	1089	30	begun	begin	VBN
37060	1089	31	.	.	.
37060	1090	1	First	first	JJ
37060	1090	2	standing	stand	VBG
37060	1090	3	against	against	IN
37060	1090	4	the	the	DT
37060	1090	5	platform	platform	NN
37060	1090	6	,	,	,
37060	1090	7	the	the	DT
37060	1090	8	X	X	NNS
37060	1090	9	-	-	NNS
37060	1090	10	rays	ray	NNS
37060	1090	11	commenced	commence	VBD
37060	1090	12	;	;	:
37060	1090	13	soon	soon	RB
37060	1090	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1090	15	found	find	VBD
37060	1090	16	that	that	IN
37060	1090	17	the	the	DT
37060	1090	18	platform	platform	NN
37060	1090	19	was	be	VBD
37060	1090	20	actually	actually	RB
37060	1090	21	a	a	DT
37060	1090	22	movable	movable	JJ
37060	1090	23	examination	examination	NN
37060	1090	24	table	table	NN
37060	1090	25	,	,	,
37060	1090	26	to	to	TO
37060	1090	27	which	which	WDT
37060	1090	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1090	29	was	be	VBD
37060	1090	30	securely	securely	RB
37060	1090	31	strapped	strap	VBN
37060	1090	32	,	,	,
37060	1090	33	and	and	CC
37060	1090	34	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1090	35	began	begin	VBD
37060	1090	36	to	to	TO
37060	1090	37	recline	recline	VB
37060	1090	38	toward	toward	IN
37060	1090	39	a	a	DT
37060	1090	40	prone	prone	JJ
37060	1090	41	position	position	NN
37060	1090	42	.	.	.
37060	1091	1	To	to	IN
37060	1091	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1091	3	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	1091	4	,	,	,
37060	1091	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1091	6	did	do	VBD
37060	1091	7	not	not	RB
37060	1091	8	stop	stop	VB
37060	1091	9	when	when	WRB
37060	1091	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1091	11	leveled	level	VBD
37060	1091	12	,	,	,
37060	1091	13	but	but	CC
37060	1091	14	crept	creep	VBD
37060	1091	15	backward	backward	RB
37060	1091	16	until	until	IN
37060	1091	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1091	18	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1091	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1091	20	was	be	VBD
37060	1091	21	dangling	dangle	VBG
37060	1091	22	from	from	IN
37060	1091	23	the	the	DT
37060	1091	24	ceiling	ceiling	NN
37060	1091	25	and	and	CC
37060	1091	26	the	the	DT
37060	1091	27	entire	entire	JJ
37060	1091	28	world	world	NN
37060	1091	29	was	be	VBD
37060	1091	30	reversed	reverse	VBN
37060	1091	31	.	.	.
37060	1092	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1092	2	gawked	gawk	VBD
37060	1092	3	at	at	IN
37060	1092	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1092	5	hapless	hapless	NN
37060	1092	6	predicament	predicament	NN
37060	1092	7	,	,	,
37060	1092	8	throughly	throughly	RB
37060	1092	9	amazed	amazed	JJ
37060	1092	10	.	.	.
37060	1093	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	1093	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1093	3	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1093	4	been	be	VBN
37060	1093	5	more	more	RBR
37060	1093	6	cordial	cordial	JJ
37060	1093	7	,	,	,
37060	1093	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1093	9	might	may	MD
37060	1093	10	have	have	VB
37060	1093	11	enjoyed	enjoy	VBN
37060	1093	12	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1093	13	.	.	.
37060	1094	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1094	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1094	3	not	not	RB
37060	1094	4	unlike	unlike	IN
37060	1094	5	taking	take	VBG
37060	1094	6	a	a	DT
37060	1094	7	carnival	carnival	NN
37060	1094	8	ride	ride	NN
37060	1094	9	after	after	IN
37060	1094	10	consuming	consume	VBG
37060	1094	11	a	a	DT
37060	1094	12	greasy	greasy	JJ
37060	1094	13	hotdog	hotdog	NN
37060	1094	14	and	and	CC
37060	1094	15	an	an	DT
37060	1094	16	ample	ample	JJ
37060	1094	17	dose	dose	NN
37060	1094	18	of	of	IN
37060	1094	19	cotton	cotton	NN
37060	1094	20	candy	candy	NN
37060	1094	21	.	.	.
37060	1095	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1095	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1095	3	joyous	joyous	JJ
37060	1095	4	upon	upon	IN
37060	1095	5	returning	return	VBG
37060	1095	6	to	to	IN
37060	1095	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1095	8	room	room	NN
37060	1095	9	,	,	,
37060	1095	10	even	even	RB
37060	1095	11	though	though	IN
37060	1095	12	the	the	DT
37060	1095	13	moment	moment	NN
37060	1095	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1095	15	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	1095	16	another	another	DT
37060	1095	17	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1095	18	popped	pop	VBD
37060	1095	19	in	in	IN
37060	1095	20	,	,	,
37060	1095	21	bearing	bear	VBG
37060	1095	22	a	a	DT
37060	1095	23	fluid	fluid	NN
37060	1095	24	which	which	WDT
37060	1095	25	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1095	26	creators	creator	NNS
37060	1095	27	had	have	VBD
37060	1095	28	tried	try	VBN
37060	1095	29	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	1095	30	to	to	TO
37060	1095	31	make	make	VB
37060	1095	32	resemble	resemble	JJ
37060	1095	33	prune	prune	NNP
37060	1095	34	juice	juice	NN
37060	1095	35	;	;	:
37060	1095	36	yet	yet	CC
37060	1095	37	prune	prune	NNP
37060	1095	38	juice	juice	NN
37060	1095	39	this	this	DT
37060	1095	40	definitely	definitely	RB
37060	1095	41	was	be	VBD
37060	1095	42	not	not	RB
37060	1095	43	,	,	,
37060	1095	44	for	for	IN
37060	1095	45	no	no	DT
37060	1095	46	juice	juice	NN
37060	1095	47	could	could	MD
37060	1095	48	taste	taste	VB
37060	1095	49	so	so	RB
37060	1095	50	horrid	horrid	NN
37060	1095	51	.	.	.
37060	1096	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	1096	2	threats	threat	NNS
37060	1096	3	that	that	IN
37060	1096	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1096	5	must	must	MD
37060	1096	6	drink	drink	VB
37060	1096	7	the	the	DT
37060	1096	8	laxative	laxative	JJ
37060	1096	9	solution	solution	NN
37060	1096	10	or	or	CC
37060	1096	11	the	the	DT
37060	1096	12	barium	barium	NN
37060	1096	13	would	would	MD
37060	1096	14	transform	transform	VB
37060	1096	15	into	into	IN
37060	1096	16	cement	cement	NN
37060	1096	17	while	while	IN
37060	1096	18	yet	yet	RB
37060	1096	19	in	in	IN
37060	1096	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1096	21	intestines	intestine	NNS
37060	1096	22	,	,	,
37060	1096	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1096	24	refused	refuse	VBD
37060	1096	25	to	to	TO
37060	1096	26	drink	drink	VB
37060	1096	27	the	the	DT
37060	1096	28	awful	awful	JJ
37060	1096	29	liquid	liquid	NN
37060	1096	30	.	.	.
37060	1097	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1097	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1097	3	utterly	utterly	RB
37060	1097	4	repulsive	repulsive	JJ
37060	1097	5	to	to	IN
37060	1097	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1097	7	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1097	8	,	,	,
37060	1097	9	and	and	CC
37060	1097	10	again	again	RB
37060	1097	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1097	12	knew	know	VBD
37060	1097	13	what	what	WP
37060	1097	14	the	the	DT
37060	1097	15	future	future	NN
37060	1097	16	would	would	MD
37060	1097	17	have	have	VB
37060	1097	18	in	in	IN
37060	1097	19	store	store	NN
37060	1097	20	if	if	IN
37060	1097	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1097	22	forced	force	VBD
37060	1097	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1097	24	down	down	RP
37060	1097	25	.	.	.
37060	1098	1	With	with	IN
37060	1098	2	all	all	PDT
37060	1098	3	the	the	DT
37060	1098	4	tests	test	NNS
37060	1098	5	behind	behind	IN
37060	1098	6	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1098	7	,	,	,
37060	1098	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1098	9	could	could	MD
37060	1098	10	now	now	RB
37060	1098	11	relax	relax	VB
37060	1098	12	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	1098	13	the	the	DT
37060	1098	14	rest	rest	NN
37060	1098	15	of	of	IN
37060	1098	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1098	17	stay	stay	NN
37060	1098	18	at	at	IN
37060	1098	19	the	the	DT
37060	1098	20	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1098	21	.	.	.
37060	1099	1	The	the	DT
37060	1099	2	part	part	NN
37060	1099	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1099	4	most	most	RBS
37060	1099	5	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	1099	6	was	be	VBD
37060	1099	7	filling	fill	VBG
37060	1099	8	out	out	RP
37060	1099	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1099	10	daily	daily	JJ
37060	1099	11	menu	menu	NN
37060	1099	12	cards	card	NNS
37060	1099	13	,	,	,
37060	1099	14	which	which	WDT
37060	1099	15	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	1099	16	with	with	IN
37060	1099	17	each	each	DT
37060	1099	18	preceding	precede	VBG
37060	1099	19	meal	meal	NN
37060	1099	20	;	;	:
37060	1099	21	while	while	IN
37060	1099	22	munching	munch	VBG
37060	1099	23	on	on	IN
37060	1099	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1099	25	morning	morning	NN
37060	1099	26	toast	toast	NN
37060	1099	27	,	,	,
37060	1099	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1099	29	could	could	MD
37060	1099	30	choose	choose	VB
37060	1099	31	the	the	DT
37060	1099	32	items	item	NNS
37060	1099	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1099	34	preferred	prefer	VBD
37060	1099	35	at	at	IN
37060	1099	36	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	1099	37	.	.	.
37060	1100	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1100	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1100	3	enormously	enormously	RB
37060	1100	4	entertaining	entertaining	JJ
37060	1100	5	,	,	,
37060	1100	6	and	and	CC
37060	1100	7	sparked	spark	VBD
37060	1100	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1100	9	day	day	NN
37060	1100	10	with	with	IN
37060	1100	11	anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	1100	12	.	.	.
37060	1101	1	As	as	IN
37060	1101	2	usual	usual	JJ
37060	1101	3	,	,	,
37060	1101	4	Mom	mom	NN
37060	1101	5	strolled	stroll	VBD
37060	1101	6	into	into	IN
37060	1101	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1101	8	room	room	NN
37060	1101	9	and	and	CC
37060	1101	10	watched	watch	VBD
37060	1101	11	while	while	IN
37060	1101	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1101	13	explored	explore	VBD
37060	1101	14	the	the	DT
37060	1101	15	contents	content	NNS
37060	1101	16	on	on	IN
37060	1101	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1101	18	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	1101	19	tray	tray	NN
37060	1101	20	;	;	:
37060	1101	21	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1101	22	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	1101	23	punctuated	punctuate	VBD
37060	1101	24	the	the	DT
37060	1101	25	beginning	beginning	NN
37060	1101	26	of	of	IN
37060	1101	27	another	another	DT
37060	1101	28	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1101	29	day	day	NN
37060	1101	30	,	,	,
37060	1101	31	and	and	CC
37060	1101	32	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1101	33	made	make	VBD
37060	1101	34	certain	certain	JJ
37060	1101	35	that	that	IN
37060	1101	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1101	37	consumed	consume	VBD
37060	1101	38	a	a	DT
37060	1101	39	nourishing	nourishing	JJ
37060	1101	40	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	1101	41	;	;	:
37060	1101	42	without	without	IN
37060	1101	43	prompting	prompt	VBG
37060	1101	44	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1101	45	had	have	VBD
37060	1101	46	done	do	VBN
37060	1101	47	so	so	RB
37060	1101	48	,	,	,
37060	1101	49	for	for	IN
37060	1101	50	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1101	51	was	be	VBD
37060	1101	52	delighted	delighted	JJ
37060	1101	53	with	with	IN
37060	1101	54	the	the	DT
37060	1101	55	realization	realization	NN
37060	1101	56	that	that	WDT
37060	1101	57	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1101	58	could	could	MD
37060	1101	59	have	have	VB
37060	1101	60	an	an	DT
37060	1101	61	egg	egg	NN
37060	1101	62	and	and	CC
37060	1101	63	Rice	Rice	NNP
37060	1101	64	Krispies	Krispies	NNPS
37060	1101	65	and	and	CC
37060	1101	66	toast	toast	NN
37060	1101	67	merely	merely	RB
37060	1101	68	by	by	IN
37060	1101	69	so	so	RB
37060	1101	70	indicating	indicate	VBG
37060	1101	71	that	that	DT
37060	1101	72	desire	desire	NN
37060	1101	73	on	on	IN
37060	1101	74	the	the	DT
37060	1101	75	menu	menu	NNP
37060	1101	76	card	card	NN
37060	1101	77	.	.	.
37060	1102	1	The	the	DT
37060	1102	2	array	array	NN
37060	1102	3	of	of	IN
37060	1102	4	choices	choice	NNS
37060	1102	5	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1102	6	endless	endless	JJ
37060	1102	7	,	,	,
37060	1102	8	no	no	DT
37060	1102	9	preference	preference	NN
37060	1102	10	was	be	VBD
37060	1102	11	greeted	greet	VBN
37060	1102	12	with	with	IN
37060	1102	13	questioning	question	VBG
37060	1102	14	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1102	15	or	or	CC
37060	1102	16	poorly	poorly	RB
37060	1102	17	concealed	conceal	VBN
37060	1102	18	mirth	mirth	NN
37060	1102	19	as	as	RB
37060	1102	20	often	often	RB
37060	1102	21	can	can	MD
37060	1102	22	be	be	VB
37060	1102	23	the	the	DT
37060	1102	24	case	case	NN
37060	1102	25	in	in	IN
37060	1102	26	a	a	DT
37060	1102	27	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	1102	28	.	.	.
37060	1103	1	Some	some	DT
37060	1103	2	time	time	NN
37060	1103	3	after	after	IN
37060	1103	4	the	the	DT
37060	1103	5	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	1103	6	tray	tray	NN
37060	1103	7	had	have	VBD
37060	1103	8	been	be	VBN
37060	1103	9	whisked	whisk	VBN
37060	1103	10	away	away	RP
37060	1103	11	,	,	,
37060	1103	12	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1103	13	M.	M.	NNP
37060	1103	14	entered	enter	VBD
37060	1103	15	,	,	,
37060	1103	16	saying	say	VBG
37060	1103	17	that	that	IN
37060	1103	18	the	the	DT
37060	1103	19	test	test	NN
37060	1103	20	results	result	NNS
37060	1103	21	had	have	VBD
37060	1103	22	been	be	VBN
37060	1103	23	analyzed	analyze	VBN
37060	1103	24	and	and	CC
37060	1103	25	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	1103	26	wished	wish	VBD
37060	1103	27	to	to	TO
37060	1103	28	speak	speak	VB
37060	1103	29	with	with	IN
37060	1103	30	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1103	31	candidly	candidly	RB
37060	1103	32	about	about	IN
37060	1103	33	the	the	DT
37060	1103	34	indications	indication	NNS
37060	1103	35	which	which	WDT
37060	1103	36	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1103	37	had	have	VBD
37060	1103	38	revealed	reveal	VBN
37060	1103	39	.	.	.
37060	1104	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1104	2	departed	depart	VBD
37060	1104	3	,	,	,
37060	1104	4	accompanied	accompany	VBN
37060	1104	5	by	by	IN
37060	1104	6	a	a	DT
37060	1104	7	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1104	8	,	,	,
37060	1104	9	and	and	CC
37060	1104	10	entered	enter	VBD
37060	1104	11	a	a	DT
37060	1104	12	room	room	NN
37060	1104	13	which	which	WDT
37060	1104	14	Mom	mom	NN
37060	1104	15	later	later	RB
37060	1104	16	described	describe	VBD
37060	1104	17	as	as	IN
37060	1104	18	being	be	VBG
37060	1104	19	very	very	RB
37060	1104	20	long	long	JJ
37060	1104	21	and	and	CC
37060	1104	22	narrow	narrow	JJ
37060	1104	23	,	,	,
37060	1104	24	containing	contain	VBG
37060	1104	25	only	only	RB
37060	1104	26	a	a	DT
37060	1104	27	table	table	NN
37060	1104	28	of	of	IN
37060	1104	29	similar	similar	JJ
37060	1104	30	description	description	NN
37060	1104	31	,	,	,
37060	1104	32	and	and	CC
37060	1104	33	covered	cover	VBN
37060	1104	34	completely	completely	RB
37060	1104	35	with	with	IN
37060	1104	36	an	an	DT
37060	1104	37	ample	ample	JJ
37060	1104	38	thickness	thickness	NN
37060	1104	39	of	of	IN
37060	1104	40	cushion	cushion	NN
37060	1104	41	.	.	.
37060	1105	1	The	the	DT
37060	1105	2	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1105	3	and	and	CC
37060	1105	4	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1105	5	placed	place	VBD
37060	1105	6	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1105	7	on	on	IN
37060	1105	8	the	the	DT
37060	1105	9	opposite	opposite	JJ
37060	1105	10	side	side	NN
37060	1105	11	of	of	IN
37060	1105	12	the	the	DT
37060	1105	13	table	table	NN
37060	1105	14	from	from	IN
37060	1105	15	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1105	16	,	,	,
37060	1105	17	and	and	CC
37060	1105	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1105	19	began	begin	VBD
37060	1105	20	to	to	TO
37060	1105	21	relate	relate	VB
37060	1105	22	the	the	DT
37060	1105	23	fact	fact	NN
37060	1105	24	that	that	IN
37060	1105	25	the	the	DT
37060	1105	26	barium	barium	NN
37060	1105	27	X	x	NN
37060	1105	28	-	-	NN
37060	1105	29	ray	ray	NNP
37060	1105	30	showed	show	VBD
37060	1105	31	a	a	DT
37060	1105	32	sizable	sizable	JJ
37060	1105	33	mass	mass	NN
37060	1105	34	in	in	IN
37060	1105	35	the	the	DT
37060	1105	36	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1105	37	region	region	NN
37060	1105	38	,	,	,
37060	1105	39	and	and	CC
37060	1105	40	though	though	IN
37060	1105	41	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1105	42	could	could	MD
37060	1105	43	not	not	RB
37060	1105	44	be	be	VB
37060	1105	45	certain	certain	JJ
37060	1105	46	,	,	,
37060	1105	47	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1105	48	held	hold	VBD
37060	1105	49	the	the	DT
37060	1105	50	possibility	possibility	NN
37060	1105	51	of	of	IN
37060	1105	52	being	be	VBG
37060	1105	53	cancerous	cancerous	JJ
37060	1105	54	.	.	.
37060	1106	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1106	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1106	3	a	a	DT
37060	1106	4	hideous	hideous	JJ
37060	1106	5	impact	impact	NN
37060	1106	6	for	for	IN
37060	1106	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1106	8	unsuspecting	unsuspecting	JJ
37060	1106	9	mother	mother	NN
37060	1106	10	,	,	,
37060	1106	11	and	and	CC
37060	1106	12	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1106	13	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1106	14	that	that	IN
37060	1106	15	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1106	16	body	body	NN
37060	1106	17	had	have	VBD
37060	1106	18	been	be	VBN
37060	1106	19	engulfed	engulf	VBN
37060	1106	20	in	in	IN
37060	1106	21	a	a	DT
37060	1106	22	searing	searing	JJ
37060	1106	23	,	,	,
37060	1106	24	internal	internal	JJ
37060	1106	25	fire	fire	NN
37060	1106	26	;	;	:
37060	1106	27	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1106	28	placed	place	VBD
37060	1106	29	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1106	30	arms	arm	NNS
37060	1106	31	on	on	IN
37060	1106	32	the	the	DT
37060	1106	33	cushioned	cushion	VBN
37060	1106	34	table	table	NN
37060	1106	35	before	before	IN
37060	1106	36	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1106	37	and	and	CC
37060	1106	38	bent	bend	VBD
37060	1106	39	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1106	40	head	head	NN
37060	1106	41	as	as	IN
37060	1106	42	one	one	CD
37060	1106	43	reacting	react	VBG
37060	1106	44	to	to	IN
37060	1106	45	a	a	DT
37060	1106	46	heavy	heavy	JJ
37060	1106	47	burden	burden	NN
37060	1106	48	that	that	WDT
37060	1106	49	must	must	MD
37060	1106	50	be	be	VB
37060	1106	51	endured	endure	VBN
37060	1106	52	and	and	CC
37060	1106	53	said	say	VBD
37060	1106	54	,	,	,
37060	1106	55	"	"	``
37060	1106	56	Life	life	NN
37060	1106	57	can	can	MD
37060	1106	58	be	be	VB
37060	1106	59	so	so	RB
37060	1106	60	long	long	JJ
37060	1106	61	.	.	.
37060	1106	62	"	"	''
37060	1107	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1107	2	Murrell	Murrell	NNP
37060	1107	3	who	who	WP
37060	1107	4	knew	know	VBD
37060	1107	5	quite	quite	RB
37060	1107	6	well	well	RB
37060	1107	7	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1107	8	family	family	NN
37060	1107	9	history	history	NN
37060	1107	10	and	and	CC
37060	1107	11	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1107	12	motley	motley	JJ
37060	1107	13	assortment	assortment	NN
37060	1107	14	of	of	IN
37060	1107	15	dread	dread	NN
37060	1107	16	diseases	disease	NNS
37060	1107	17	and	and	CC
37060	1107	18	dysfunctions	dysfunction	NNS
37060	1107	19	,	,	,
37060	1107	20	could	could	MD
37060	1107	21	empathize	empathize	VB
37060	1107	22	with	with	IN
37060	1107	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1107	24	mom	mom	NN
37060	1107	25	's	's	POS
37060	1107	26	sole	sole	JJ
37060	1107	27	comment	comment	NN
37060	1107	28	of	of	IN
37060	1107	29	numb	numb	JJ
37060	1107	30	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	1107	31	;	;	:
37060	1107	32	the	the	DT
37060	1107	33	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1107	34	,	,	,
37060	1107	35	however	however	RB
37060	1107	36	,	,	,
37060	1107	37	scanned	scan	VBN
37060	1107	38	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1107	39	's	's	POS
37060	1107	40	face	face	NN
37060	1107	41	after	after	IN
37060	1107	42	each	each	DT
37060	1107	43	successive	successive	JJ
37060	1107	44	statement	statement	NN
37060	1107	45	made	make	VBN
37060	1107	46	by	by	IN
37060	1107	47	the	the	DT
37060	1107	48	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1107	49	.	.	.
37060	1108	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	1108	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1108	3	scrutinized	scrutinized	JJ
37060	1108	4	under	under	IN
37060	1108	5	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1108	6	persistent	persistent	JJ
37060	1108	7	gaze	gaze	NN
37060	1108	8	,	,	,
37060	1108	9	and	and	CC
37060	1108	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1108	11	was	be	VBD
37060	1108	12	now	now	RB
37060	1108	13	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	1108	14	that	that	IN
37060	1108	15	the	the	DT
37060	1108	16	cushions	cushion	NNS
37060	1108	17	covering	cover	VBG
37060	1108	18	the	the	DT
37060	1108	19	room	room	NN
37060	1108	20	were	be	VBD
37060	1108	21	so	so	RB
37060	1108	22	adhered	adhered	JJ
37060	1108	23	for	for	IN
37060	1108	24	those	those	DT
37060	1108	25	who	who	WP
37060	1108	26	,	,	,
37060	1108	27	after	after	IN
37060	1108	28	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	1108	29	bad	bad	JJ
37060	1108	30	news	news	NN
37060	1108	31	,	,	,
37060	1108	32	literally	literally	RB
37060	1108	33	bounced	bounce	VBD
37060	1108	34	off	off	RP
37060	1108	35	the	the	DT
37060	1108	36	walls	wall	NNS
37060	1108	37	for	for	IN
37060	1108	38	a	a	DT
37060	1108	39	time	time	NN
37060	1108	40	until	until	IN
37060	1108	41	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1108	42	energetic	energetic	JJ
37060	1108	43	madness	madness	NN
37060	1108	44	diminished	diminish	VBN
37060	1108	45	to	to	IN
37060	1108	46	a	a	DT
37060	1108	47	state	state	NN
37060	1108	48	of	of	IN
37060	1108	49	mild	mild	JJ
37060	1108	50	panic	panic	NN
37060	1108	51	.	.	.
37060	1109	1	Feeling	feel	VBG
37060	1109	2	that	that	IN
37060	1109	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1109	4	health	health	NN
37060	1109	5	problem	problem	NN
37060	1109	6	was	be	VBD
37060	1109	7	one	one	CD
37060	1109	8	which	which	WDT
37060	1109	9	had	have	VBD
37060	1109	10	risen	rise	VBN
37060	1109	11	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	1109	12	the	the	DT
37060	1109	13	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1109	14	's	's	POS
37060	1109	15	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	1109	16	to	to	TO
37060	1109	17	manage	manage	VB
37060	1109	18	properly	properly	RB
37060	1109	19	,	,	,
37060	1109	20	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1109	21	Murrell	Murrell	NNP
37060	1109	22	thought	think	VBD
37060	1109	23	that	that	IN
37060	1109	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1109	25	would	would	MD
37060	1109	26	behoove	behoove	VB
37060	1109	27	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1109	28	to	to	TO
37060	1109	29	travel	travel	VB
37060	1109	30	to	to	IN
37060	1109	31	one	one	CD
37060	1109	32	of	of	IN
37060	1109	33	the	the	DT
37060	1109	34	larger	large	JJR
37060	1109	35	clinics	clinic	NNS
37060	1109	36	in	in	IN
37060	1109	37	the	the	DT
37060	1109	38	region	region	NN
37060	1109	39	;	;	:
37060	1109	40	without	without	IN
37060	1109	41	a	a	DT
37060	1109	42	moment	moment	NN
37060	1109	43	of	of	IN
37060	1109	44	indecision	indecision	NN
37060	1109	45	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1109	46	expressed	express	VBD
37060	1109	47	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1109	48	preference	preference	NN
37060	1109	49	for	for	IN
37060	1109	50	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	1109	51	Clinic	Clinic	NNP
37060	1109	52	in	in	IN
37060	1109	53	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	1109	54	,	,	,
37060	1109	55	Minnesota	Minnesota	NNP
37060	1109	56	,	,	,
37060	1109	57	and	and	CC
37060	1109	58	the	the	DT
37060	1109	59	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1109	60	gladly	gladly	RB
37060	1109	61	hastened	hasten	VBD
37060	1109	62	from	from	IN
37060	1109	63	the	the	DT
37060	1109	64	room	room	NN
37060	1109	65	relieved	relieve	VBN
37060	1109	66	by	by	IN
37060	1109	67	the	the	DT
37060	1109	68	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	1109	69	that	that	WDT
37060	1109	70	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1109	71	subsequent	subsequent	JJ
37060	1109	72	phone	phone	NN
37060	1109	73	call	call	NN
37060	1109	74	would	would	MD
37060	1109	75	at	at	IN
37060	1109	76	least	least	JJS
37060	1109	77	be	be	VB
37060	1109	78	progress	progress	NN
37060	1109	79	of	of	IN
37060	1109	80	a	a	DT
37060	1109	81	positive	positive	JJ
37060	1109	82	nature	nature	NN
37060	1109	83	.	.	.
37060	1110	1	As	as	IN
37060	1110	2	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1110	3	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	1110	4	regained	regain	VBD
37060	1110	5	strength	strength	NN
37060	1110	6	,	,	,
37060	1110	7	the	the	DT
37060	1110	8	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1110	9	continued	continue	VBD
37060	1110	10	to	to	TO
37060	1110	11	remind	remind	VB
37060	1110	12	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1110	13	that	that	IN
37060	1110	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1110	15	was	be	VBD
37060	1110	16	too	too	RB
37060	1110	17	soon	soon	RB
37060	1110	18	to	to	TO
37060	1110	19	tell	tell	VB
37060	1110	20	whether	whether	IN
37060	1110	21	the	the	DT
37060	1110	22	growth	growth	NN
37060	1110	23	was	be	VBD
37060	1110	24	cancerous	cancerous	JJ
37060	1110	25	,	,	,
37060	1110	26	yet	yet	CC
37060	1110	27	soothing	soothe	VBG
37060	1110	28	words	word	NNS
37060	1110	29	could	could	MD
37060	1110	30	not	not	RB
37060	1110	31	dispel	dispel	VB
37060	1110	32	the	the	DT
37060	1110	33	lecherous	lecherous	JJ
37060	1110	34	threat	threat	NN
37060	1110	35	and	and	CC
37060	1110	36	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	1110	37	which	which	WDT
37060	1110	38	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1110	39	carried	carry	VBD
37060	1110	40	with	with	IN
37060	1110	41	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1110	42	.	.	.
37060	1111	1	In	in	IN
37060	1111	2	a	a	DT
37060	1111	3	further	further	JJ
37060	1111	4	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	1111	5	to	to	TO
37060	1111	6	comfort	comfort	VB
37060	1111	7	,	,	,
37060	1111	8	the	the	DT
37060	1111	9	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1111	10	suggested	suggest	VBD
37060	1111	11	that	that	IN
37060	1111	12	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1111	13	first	first	RB
37060	1111	14	settle	settle	VB
37060	1111	15	the	the	DT
37060	1111	16	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1111	17	account	account	NN
37060	1111	18	at	at	IN
37060	1111	19	the	the	DT
37060	1111	20	billing	billing	NN
37060	1111	21	office	office	NN
37060	1111	22	to	to	TO
37060	1111	23	assure	assure	VB
37060	1111	24	that	that	IN
37060	1111	25	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1111	26	composure	composure	NN
37060	1111	27	was	be	VBD
37060	1111	28	intact	intact	JJ
37060	1111	29	,	,	,
37060	1111	30	and	and	CC
37060	1111	31	then	then	RB
37060	1111	32	return	return	VB
37060	1111	33	to	to	IN
37060	1111	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1111	35	room	room	NN
37060	1111	36	.	.	.
37060	1112	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	1112	2	took	take	VBD
37060	1112	3	the	the	DT
37060	1112	4	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1112	5	's	's	POS
37060	1112	6	advice	advice	NN
37060	1112	7	,	,	,
37060	1112	8	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	1112	9	relieved	relieved	JJ
37060	1112	10	that	that	IN
37060	1112	11	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1112	12	could	could	MD
37060	1112	13	delay	delay	VB
37060	1112	14	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1112	15	reunion	reunion	NN
37060	1112	16	through	through	IN
37060	1112	17	a	a	DT
37060	1112	18	valid	valid	JJ
37060	1112	19	excuse	excuse	NN
37060	1112	20	;	;	:
37060	1112	21	yet	yet	CC
37060	1112	22	as	as	IN
37060	1112	23	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1112	24	rose	rise	VBD
37060	1112	25	and	and	CC
37060	1112	26	walked	walk	VBD
37060	1112	27	toward	toward	IN
37060	1112	28	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1112	29	destination	destination	NN
37060	1112	30	,	,	,
37060	1112	31	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1112	32	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1112	33	as	as	IN
37060	1112	34	if	if	IN
37060	1112	35	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1112	36	was	be	VBD
37060	1112	37	under	under	IN
37060	1112	38	the	the	DT
37060	1112	39	unsteady	unsteady	JJ
37060	1112	40	control	control	NN
37060	1112	41	of	of	IN
37060	1112	42	a	a	DT
37060	1112	43	novice	novice	NN
37060	1112	44	puppeteer	puppeteer	NN
37060	1112	45	who	who	WP
37060	1112	46	guided	guide	VBD
37060	1112	47	mockingly	mockingly	RB
37060	1112	48	and	and	CC
37060	1112	49	without	without	IN
37060	1112	50	precision	precision	NN
37060	1112	51	until	until	IN
37060	1112	52	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1112	53	was	be	VBD
37060	1112	54	seated	seat	VBN
37060	1112	55	once	once	RB
37060	1112	56	again	again	RB
37060	1112	57	.	.	.
37060	1113	1	By	by	IN
37060	1113	2	the	the	DT
37060	1113	3	time	time	NN
37060	1113	4	Mom	mom	NN
37060	1113	5	returned	return	VBD
37060	1113	6	to	to	IN
37060	1113	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1113	8	room	room	NN
37060	1113	9	,	,	,
37060	1113	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1113	11	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	1113	12	tray	tray	NN
37060	1113	13	was	be	VBD
37060	1113	14	already	already	RB
37060	1113	15	poised	poise	VBN
37060	1113	16	in	in	IN
37060	1113	17	front	front	NN
37060	1113	18	of	of	IN
37060	1113	19	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1113	20	on	on	IN
37060	1113	21	the	the	DT
37060	1113	22	portable	portable	JJ
37060	1113	23	night	night	NN
37060	1113	24	stand	stand	NN
37060	1113	25	.	.	.
37060	1114	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1114	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1114	3	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	1114	4	managed	manage	VBN
37060	1114	5	to	to	TO
37060	1114	6	persuade	persuade	VB
37060	1114	7	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1114	8	face	face	NN
37060	1114	9	to	to	IN
37060	1114	10	don	don	NNP
37060	1114	11	a	a	DT
37060	1114	12	cheerful	cheerful	JJ
37060	1114	13	countenance	countenance	NN
37060	1114	14	as	as	IN
37060	1114	15	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1114	16	entered	enter	VBD
37060	1114	17	and	and	CC
37060	1114	18	remarked	remark	VBD
37060	1114	19	,	,	,
37060	1114	20	"	"	``
37060	1114	21	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1114	22	can	can	MD
37060	1114	23	go	go	VB
37060	1114	24	home	home	RB
37060	1114	25	now	now	RB
37060	1114	26	.	.	.
37060	1114	27	"	"	''
37060	1115	1	An	an	DT
37060	1115	2	elated	elated	JJ
37060	1115	3	smile	smile	NN
37060	1115	4	spread	spread	VBD
37060	1115	5	across	across	IN
37060	1115	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1115	7	face	face	NN
37060	1115	8	upon	upon	IN
37060	1115	9	hearing	hear	VBG
37060	1115	10	those	those	DT
37060	1115	11	precious	precious	JJ
37060	1115	12	words	word	NNS
37060	1115	13	,	,	,
37060	1115	14	and	and	CC
37060	1115	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1115	16	interest	interest	NN
37060	1115	17	waned	wane	VBD
37060	1115	18	toward	toward	IN
37060	1115	19	the	the	DT
37060	1115	20	contents	content	NNS
37060	1115	21	of	of	IN
37060	1115	22	the	the	DT
37060	1115	23	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	1115	24	tray	tray	NN
37060	1115	25	.	.	.
37060	1116	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1116	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	1116	3	that	that	IN
37060	1116	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1116	5	had	have	VBD
37060	1116	6	n't	not	RB
37060	1116	7	heard	hear	VBN
37060	1116	8	the	the	DT
37060	1116	9	entire	entire	JJ
37060	1116	10	story	story	NN
37060	1116	11	,	,	,
37060	1116	12	however	however	RB
37060	1116	13	,	,	,
37060	1116	14	because	because	IN
37060	1116	15	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1116	16	had	have	VBD
37060	1116	17	been	be	VBN
37060	1116	18	absent	absent	JJ
37060	1116	19	so	so	RB
37060	1116	20	long	long	RB
37060	1116	21	;	;	:
37060	1116	22	if	if	IN
37060	1116	23	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1116	24	was	be	VBD
37060	1116	25	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	1116	26	,	,	,
37060	1116	27	the	the	DT
37060	1116	28	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1116	29	would	would	MD
37060	1116	30	not	not	RB
37060	1116	31	have	have	VB
37060	1116	32	wished	wish	VBN
37060	1116	33	to	to	TO
37060	1116	34	discuss	discuss	VB
37060	1116	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1116	36	health	health	NN
37060	1116	37	in	in	IN
37060	1116	38	private	private	JJ
37060	1116	39	.	.	.
37060	1117	1	Suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	1117	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1117	3	became	become	VBD
37060	1117	4	annoyed	annoyed	JJ
37060	1117	5	;	;	:
37060	1117	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1117	7	wanted	want	VBD
37060	1117	8	to	to	TO
37060	1117	9	know	know	VB
37060	1117	10	the	the	DT
37060	1117	11	facts	fact	NNS
37060	1117	12	.	.	.
37060	1118	1	The	the	DT
37060	1118	2	few	few	JJ
37060	1118	3	facts	fact	NNS
37060	1118	4	were	be	VBD
37060	1118	5	that	that	IN
37060	1118	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1118	7	would	would	MD
37060	1118	8	have	have	VB
37060	1118	9	to	to	TO
37060	1118	10	go	go	VB
37060	1118	11	to	to	IN
37060	1118	12	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	1118	13	Clinic	Clinic	NNP
37060	1118	14	for	for	IN
37060	1118	15	further	further	JJ
37060	1118	16	tests	test	NNS
37060	1118	17	because	because	IN
37060	1118	18	of	of	IN
37060	1118	19	an	an	DT
37060	1118	20	abdominal	abdominal	JJ
37060	1118	21	mass	mass	NN
37060	1118	22	;	;	:
37060	1118	23	though	though	IN
37060	1118	24	Mom	mom	NN
37060	1118	25	said	say	VBD
37060	1118	26	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1118	27	about	about	IN
37060	1118	28	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	1118	29	,	,	,
37060	1118	30	that	that	DT
37060	1118	31	possibility	possibility	NN
37060	1118	32	was	be	VBD
37060	1118	33	not	not	RB
37060	1118	34	yet	yet	RB
37060	1118	35	a	a	DT
37060	1118	36	fact	fact	NN
37060	1118	37	,	,	,
37060	1118	38	and	and	CC
37060	1118	39	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1118	40	had	have	VBD
37060	1118	41	n't	not	RB
37060	1118	42	actually	actually	RB
37060	1118	43	lied	lie	VBN
37060	1118	44	by	by	IN
37060	1118	45	withholding	withhold	VBG
37060	1118	46	any	any	DT
37060	1118	47	related	related	JJ
37060	1118	48	remarks	remark	NNS
37060	1118	49	.	.	.
37060	1119	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1119	2	answers	answer	NNS
37060	1119	3	satisfied	satisfy	VBD
37060	1119	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1119	5	curiosity	curiosity	NN
37060	1119	6	,	,	,
37060	1119	7	yet	yet	CC
37060	1119	8	simultaneously	simultaneously	RB
37060	1119	9	fueled	fuel	VBD
37060	1119	10	the	the	DT
37060	1119	11	fire	fire	NN
37060	1119	12	of	of	IN
37060	1119	13	dread	dread	NN
37060	1119	14	in	in	IN
37060	1119	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1119	16	mind	mind	NN
37060	1119	17	which	which	WDT
37060	1119	18	had	have	VBD
37060	1119	19	begun	begin	VBN
37060	1119	20	as	as	IN
37060	1119	21	a	a	DT
37060	1119	22	mere	mere	JJ
37060	1119	23	spark	spark	NN
37060	1119	24	several	several	JJ
37060	1119	25	weeks	week	NNS
37060	1119	26	before	before	RB
37060	1119	27	.	.	.
37060	1120	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1120	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1120	3	that	that	IN
37060	1120	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1120	5	earlier	early	JJR
37060	1120	6	fears	fear	NNS
37060	1120	7	were	be	VBD
37060	1120	8	justified	justify	VBN
37060	1120	9	as	as	IN
37060	1120	10	time	time	NN
37060	1120	11	progressed	progress	VBN
37060	1120	12	.	.	.
37060	1121	1	With	with	IN
37060	1121	2	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	1121	3	resolution	resolution	NN
37060	1121	4	,	,	,
37060	1121	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1121	6	knew	know	VBD
37060	1121	7	within	within	IN
37060	1121	8	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1121	9	that	that	IN
37060	1121	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1121	11	must	must	MD
37060	1121	12	face	face	VB
37060	1121	13	whatever	whatever	WDT
37060	1121	14	adversity	adversity	NN
37060	1121	15	would	would	MD
37060	1121	16	befall	befall	VB
37060	1121	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1121	18	head	head	NN
37060	1121	19	-	-	HYPH
37060	1121	20	on	on	RB
37060	1121	21	;	;	:
37060	1121	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1121	23	could	could	MD
37060	1121	24	not	not	RB
37060	1121	25	march	march	VB
37060	1121	26	backward	backward	RB
37060	1121	27	into	into	IN
37060	1121	28	the	the	DT
37060	1121	29	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	1121	30	.	.	.
37060	1122	1	Once	once	RB
37060	1122	2	home	home	NN
37060	1122	3	,	,	,
37060	1122	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1122	5	Mom	mom	NN
37060	1122	6	led	lead	VBD
37060	1122	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1122	8	into	into	IN
37060	1122	9	the	the	DT
37060	1122	10	living	living	NN
37060	1122	11	room	room	NN
37060	1122	12	where	where	WRB
37060	1122	13	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1122	14	seated	seat	VBD
37060	1122	15	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1122	16	side	side	NN
37060	1122	17	by	by	IN
37060	1122	18	side	side	NN
37060	1122	19	on	on	IN
37060	1122	20	the	the	DT
37060	1122	21	couch	couch	NN
37060	1122	22	.	.	.
37060	1123	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1123	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	1123	3	at	at	IN
37060	1123	4	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1123	5	face	face	NN
37060	1123	6	,	,	,
37060	1123	7	steeped	steep	VBN
37060	1123	8	with	with	IN
37060	1123	9	anxiety	anxiety	NN
37060	1123	10	for	for	IN
37060	1123	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1123	12	,	,	,
37060	1123	13	yet	yet	CC
37060	1123	14	trying	try	VBG
37060	1123	15	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	1123	16	to	to	TO
37060	1123	17	feign	feign	VB
37060	1123	18	a	a	DT
37060	1123	19	degree	degree	NN
37060	1123	20	of	of	IN
37060	1123	21	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	1123	22	for	for	IN
37060	1123	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1123	24	benefit	benefit	NN
37060	1123	25	.	.	.
37060	1124	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1124	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1124	3	evident	evident	JJ
37060	1124	4	that	that	IN
37060	1124	5	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1124	6	knew	know	VBD
37060	1124	7	more	more	JJR
37060	1124	8	details	detail	NNS
37060	1124	9	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	1124	10	the	the	DT
37060	1124	11	situation	situation	NN
37060	1124	12	than	than	IN
37060	1124	13	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1124	14	cared	care	VBD
37060	1124	15	to	to	TO
37060	1124	16	confess	confess	VB
37060	1124	17	.	.	.
37060	1125	1	"	"	``
37060	1125	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1125	3	can	can	MD
37060	1125	4	cry	cry	VB
37060	1125	5	if	if	IN
37060	1125	6	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1125	7	want	want	VBP
37060	1125	8	to	to	TO
37060	1125	9	...	...	NFP
37060	1125	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1125	11	's	be	VBZ
37060	1125	12	all	all	RB
37060	1125	13	right	right	JJ
37060	1125	14	to	to	TO
37060	1125	15	cry	cry	VB
37060	1125	16	,	,	,
37060	1125	17	"	"	''
37060	1125	18	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1125	19	said	say	VBD
37060	1125	20	.	.	.
37060	1126	1	"	"	``
37060	1126	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1126	3	ca	can	MD
37060	1126	4	n't	not	RB
37060	1126	5	,	,	,
37060	1126	6	"	"	``
37060	1126	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1126	8	replied	reply	VBD
37060	1126	9	.	.	.
37060	1127	1	"	"	``
37060	1127	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1127	3	've	have	VB
37060	1127	4	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1127	5	yet	yet	RB
37060	1127	6	to	to	TO
37060	1127	7	cry	cry	VB
37060	1127	8	for	for	IN
37060	1127	9	!	!	.
37060	1127	10	"	"	''
37060	1128	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1128	2	hugged	hug	VBD
37060	1128	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1128	4	and	and	CC
37060	1128	5	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1128	6	sat	sit	VBD
37060	1128	7	in	in	IN
37060	1128	8	brooding	brood	VBG
37060	1128	9	silence	silence	NN
37060	1128	10	.	.	.
37060	1129	1	Since	since	IN
37060	1129	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1129	3	health	health	NN
37060	1129	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1129	5	a	a	DT
37060	1129	6	mystery	mystery	NN
37060	1129	7	,	,	,
37060	1129	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1129	9	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1129	10	no	no	DT
37060	1129	11	urge	urge	NN
37060	1129	12	to	to	TO
37060	1129	13	cry	cry	VB
37060	1129	14	;	;	:
37060	1129	15	and	and	CC
37060	1129	16	,	,	,
37060	1129	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1129	18	thought	think	VBD
37060	1129	19	,	,	,
37060	1129	20	if	if	IN
37060	1129	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1129	22	knew	know	VBD
37060	1129	23	,	,	,
37060	1129	24	what	what	WDT
37060	1129	25	difference	difference	NN
37060	1129	26	would	would	MD
37060	1129	27	tears	tear	NNS
37060	1129	28	make	make	VB
37060	1129	29	?	?	.
37060	1130	1	The	the	DT
37060	1130	2	problem	problem	NN
37060	1130	3	would	would	MD
37060	1130	4	still	still	RB
37060	1130	5	exist	exist	VB
37060	1130	6	.	.	.
37060	1131	1	Tears	tear	NNS
37060	1131	2	,	,	,
37060	1131	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1131	4	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1131	5	,	,	,
37060	1131	6	demanded	demand	VBD
37060	1131	7	a	a	DT
37060	1131	8	tangible	tangible	JJ
37060	1131	9	impetus	impetus	NN
37060	1131	10	to	to	TO
37060	1131	11	be	be	VB
37060	1131	12	worth	worth	JJ
37060	1131	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1131	14	salt	salt	NN
37060	1131	15	;	;	:
37060	1131	16	like	like	IN
37060	1131	17	pain	pain	NN
37060	1131	18	or	or	CC
37060	1131	19	horrendous	horrendous	JJ
37060	1131	20	fear	fear	NN
37060	1131	21	.	.	.
37060	1132	1	As	as	IN
37060	1132	2	yet	yet	RB
37060	1132	3	,	,	,
37060	1132	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1132	5	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1132	6	neither	neither	DT
37060	1132	7	;	;	:
37060	1132	8	but	but	CC
37060	1132	9	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	1132	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1132	11	would	would	MD
37060	1132	12	experience	experience	VB
37060	1132	13	both	both	DT
37060	1132	14	soon	soon	RB
37060	1132	15	enough	enough	RB
37060	1132	16	.	.	.
37060	1133	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1133	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	1133	3	the	the	DT
37060	1133	4	trip	trip	NN
37060	1133	5	to	to	IN
37060	1133	6	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	1133	7	would	would	MD
37060	1133	8	be	be	VB
37060	1133	9	no	no	DT
37060	1133	10	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	1133	11	excursion	excursion	NN
37060	1133	12	,	,	,
37060	1133	13	but	but	CC
37060	1133	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1133	15	maintained	maintain	VBD
37060	1133	16	high	high	JJ
37060	1133	17	spirits	spirit	NNS
37060	1133	18	despite	despite	IN
37060	1133	19	the	the	DT
37060	1133	20	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	1133	21	behind	behind	IN
37060	1133	22	the	the	DT
37060	1133	23	journey	journey	NN
37060	1133	24	.	.	.
37060	1134	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1134	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1134	3	a	a	DT
37060	1134	4	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	1134	5	drive	drive	NN
37060	1134	6	,	,	,
37060	1134	7	and	and	CC
37060	1134	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1134	9	dearly	dearly	RB
37060	1134	10	loved	love	VBD
37060	1134	11	to	to	TO
37060	1134	12	travel	travel	VB
37060	1134	13	;	;	:
37060	1134	14	besides	besides	RB
37060	1134	15	,	,	,
37060	1134	16	what	what	WDT
37060	1134	17	better	well	JJR
37060	1134	18	reason	reason	NN
37060	1134	19	could	could	MD
37060	1134	20	one	one	PRP
37060	1134	21	have	have	VB
37060	1134	22	for	for	IN
37060	1134	23	dining	dining	NN
37060	1134	24	in	in	IN
37060	1134	25	restaurants	restaurant	NNS
37060	1134	26	?	?	.
37060	1135	1	Because	because	IN
37060	1135	2	of	of	IN
37060	1135	3	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1135	4	late	late	JJ
37060	1135	5	evening	evening	NN
37060	1135	6	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	1135	7	into	into	IN
37060	1135	8	the	the	DT
37060	1135	9	city	city	NN
37060	1135	10	and	and	CC
37060	1135	11	the	the	DT
37060	1135	12	fact	fact	NN
37060	1135	13	that	that	IN
37060	1135	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1135	15	appointments	appointment	NNS
37060	1135	16	were	be	VBD
37060	1135	17	scheduled	schedule	VBN
37060	1135	18	for	for	IN
37060	1135	19	the	the	DT
37060	1135	20	latter	latter	JJ
37060	1135	21	portion	portion	NN
37060	1135	22	of	of	IN
37060	1135	23	the	the	DT
37060	1135	24	week	week	NN
37060	1135	25	,	,	,
37060	1135	26	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	1135	27	all	all	DT
37060	1135	28	of	of	IN
37060	1135	29	the	the	DT
37060	1135	30	motels	motel	NNS
37060	1135	31	posted	post	VBD
37060	1135	32	"	"	``
37060	1135	33	no	no	DT
37060	1135	34	vacancy	vacancy	NN
37060	1135	35	"	"	''
37060	1135	36	signs	sign	NNS
37060	1135	37	,	,	,
37060	1135	38	and	and	CC
37060	1135	39	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1135	40	found	find	VBD
37060	1135	41	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1135	42	humbly	humbly	RB
37060	1135	43	situated	situate	VBN
37060	1135	44	in	in	IN
37060	1135	45	one	one	CD
37060	1135	46	of	of	IN
37060	1135	47	the	the	DT
37060	1135	48	older	old	JJR
37060	1135	49	,	,	,
37060	1135	50	run	run	VBN
37060	1135	51	-	-	HYPH
37060	1135	52	down	down	RP
37060	1135	53	hotels	hotel	NNS
37060	1135	54	in	in	IN
37060	1135	55	which	which	WDT
37060	1135	56	the	the	DT
37060	1135	57	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	1135	58	was	be	VBD
37060	1135	59	located	locate	VBN
37060	1135	60	"	"	``
37060	1135	61	down	down	IN
37060	1135	62	the	the	DT
37060	1135	63	hall	hall	NN
37060	1135	64	.	.	.
37060	1135	65	"	"	''
37060	1136	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1136	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1136	3	not	not	RB
37060	1136	4	overjoyed	overjoyed	JJ
37060	1136	5	at	at	IN
37060	1136	6	the	the	DT
37060	1136	7	prospect	prospect	NN
37060	1136	8	of	of	IN
37060	1136	9	week	week	NN
37060	1136	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	1136	11	ending	ending	NN
37060	1136	12	in	in	IN
37060	1136	13	the	the	DT
37060	1136	14	hotel	hotel	NN
37060	1136	15	,	,	,
37060	1136	16	but	but	CC
37060	1136	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1136	18	had	have	VBD
37060	1136	19	little	little	JJ
37060	1136	20	choice	choice	NN
37060	1136	21	in	in	IN
37060	1136	22	the	the	DT
37060	1136	23	matter	matter	NN
37060	1136	24	.	.	.
37060	1137	1	The	the	DT
37060	1137	2	depressing	depressing	JJ
37060	1137	3	mood	mood	NN
37060	1137	4	of	of	IN
37060	1137	5	the	the	DT
37060	1137	6	place	place	NN
37060	1137	7	was	be	VBD
37060	1137	8	over	over	RB
37060	1137	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	1137	10	shadowed	shadow	VBN
37060	1137	11	in	in	IN
37060	1137	12	part	part	NN
37060	1137	13	,	,	,
37060	1137	14	however	however	RB
37060	1137	15	,	,	,
37060	1137	16	by	by	IN
37060	1137	17	the	the	DT
37060	1137	18	many	many	JJ
37060	1137	19	attractions	attraction	NNS
37060	1137	20	of	of	IN
37060	1137	21	the	the	DT
37060	1137	22	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	1137	23	area	area	NN
37060	1137	24	;	;	:
37060	1137	25	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1137	26	learned	learn	VBD
37060	1137	27	of	of	IN
37060	1137	28	parks	park	NNS
37060	1137	29	,	,	,
37060	1137	30	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	1137	31	malls	mall	NNS
37060	1137	32	,	,	,
37060	1137	33	movie	movie	NN
37060	1137	34	houses	house	NNS
37060	1137	35	,	,	,
37060	1137	36	etc	etc	FW
37060	1137	37	.	.	.
37060	1138	1	from	from	IN
37060	1138	2	the	the	DT
37060	1138	3	local	local	JJ
37060	1138	4	residents	resident	NNS
37060	1138	5	,	,	,
37060	1138	6	and	and	CC
37060	1138	7	planned	plan	VBD
37060	1138	8	to	to	TO
37060	1138	9	do	do	VB
37060	1138	10	as	as	RB
37060	1138	11	much	much	RB
37060	1138	12	as	as	IN
37060	1138	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1138	14	wished	wish	VBD
37060	1138	15	after	after	RB
37060	1138	16	and	and	CC
37060	1138	17	between	between	IN
37060	1138	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1138	19	various	various	JJ
37060	1138	20	tests	test	NNS
37060	1138	21	.	.	.
37060	1139	1	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	1139	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1139	3	a	a	DT
37060	1139	4	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	1139	5	city	city	NN
37060	1139	6	;	;	:
37060	1139	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1139	8	was	be	VBD
37060	1139	9	geared	gear	VBN
37060	1139	10	for	for	IN
37060	1139	11	the	the	DT
37060	1139	12	convenience	convenience	NN
37060	1139	13	of	of	IN
37060	1139	14	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1139	15	many	many	JJ
37060	1139	16	guests	guest	NNS
37060	1139	17	,	,	,
37060	1139	18	of	of	IN
37060	1139	19	which	which	WDT
37060	1139	20	the	the	DT
37060	1139	21	majority	majority	NN
37060	1139	22	were	be	VBD
37060	1139	23	patients	patient	NNS
37060	1139	24	or	or	CC
37060	1139	25	the	the	DT
37060	1139	26	family	family	NN
37060	1139	27	members	member	NNS
37060	1139	28	of	of	IN
37060	1139	29	the	the	DT
37060	1139	30	former	former	JJ
37060	1139	31	.	.	.
37060	1140	1	There	there	EX
37060	1140	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1140	3	an	an	DT
37060	1140	4	entire	entire	JJ
37060	1140	5	network	network	NN
37060	1140	6	of	of	IN
37060	1140	7	underground	underground	JJ
37060	1140	8	corridors	corridor	NNS
37060	1140	9	which	which	WDT
37060	1140	10	connected	connect	VBD
37060	1140	11	several	several	JJ
37060	1140	12	primary	primary	JJ
37060	1140	13	clinical	clinical	JJ
37060	1140	14	buildings	building	NNS
37060	1140	15	,	,	,
37060	1140	16	hotels	hotel	NNS
37060	1140	17	,	,	,
37060	1140	18	hospitals	hospital	NNS
37060	1140	19	and	and	CC
37060	1140	20	various	various	JJ
37060	1140	21	businesses	business	NNS
37060	1140	22	.	.	.
37060	1141	1	With	with	IN
37060	1141	2	cleanliness	cleanliness	JJ
37060	1141	3	an	an	DT
37060	1141	4	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	1141	5	objective	objective	NN
37060	1141	6	,	,	,
37060	1141	7	the	the	DT
37060	1141	8	maintenance	maintenance	NN
37060	1141	9	crews	crew	NNS
37060	1141	10	made	make	VBD
37060	1141	11	perpetual	perpetual	JJ
37060	1141	12	rounds	round	NNS
37060	1141	13	through	through	IN
37060	1141	14	the	the	DT
37060	1141	15	marble	marble	NN
37060	1141	16	columns	column	NNS
37060	1141	17	and	and	CC
37060	1141	18	artistically	artistically	RB
37060	1141	19	tiled	tile	VBN
37060	1141	20	floors	floor	NNS
37060	1141	21	.	.	.
37060	1142	1	Excepting	except	VBG
37060	1142	2	few	few	JJ
37060	1142	3	,	,	,
37060	1142	4	the	the	DT
37060	1142	5	employees	employee	NNS
37060	1142	6	and	and	CC
37060	1142	7	staff	staff	NN
37060	1142	8	were	be	VBD
37060	1142	9	friendly	friendly	JJ
37060	1142	10	and	and	CC
37060	1142	11	approachable	approachable	JJ
37060	1142	12	;	;	:
37060	1142	13	even	even	RB
37060	1142	14	the	the	DT
37060	1142	15	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1142	16	radiated	radiate	VBD
37060	1142	17	character	character	NN
37060	1142	18	rather	rather	RB
37060	1142	19	than	than	IN
37060	1142	20	the	the	DT
37060	1142	21	cold	cold	JJ
37060	1142	22	indifference	indifference	NN
37060	1142	23	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	1142	24	prevalent	prevalent	JJ
37060	1142	25	in	in	IN
37060	1142	26	large	large	JJ
37060	1142	27	or	or	CC
37060	1142	28	impersonal	impersonal	JJ
37060	1142	29	institutions	institution	NNS
37060	1142	30	.	.	.
37060	1143	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1143	2	first	first	JJ
37060	1143	3	appointments	appointment	NNS
37060	1143	4	were	be	VBD
37060	1143	5	to	to	TO
37060	1143	6	report	report	VB
37060	1143	7	to	to	IN
37060	1143	8	"	"	``
37060	1143	9	desk	desk	NN
37060	1143	10	C	c	NN
37060	1143	11	,	,	,
37060	1143	12	"	"	''
37060	1143	13	which	which	WDT
37060	1143	14	was	be	VBD
37060	1143	15	located	locate	VBN
37060	1143	16	underground	underground	RB
37060	1143	17	.	.	.
37060	1144	1	The	the	DT
37060	1144	2	entire	entire	JJ
37060	1144	3	lobby	lobby	NN
37060	1144	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1144	5	decorated	decorate	VBN
37060	1144	6	with	with	IN
37060	1144	7	colorful	colorful	JJ
37060	1144	8	seats	seat	NNS
37060	1144	9	and	and	CC
37060	1144	10	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	1144	11	plants	plant	NNS
37060	1144	12	,	,	,
37060	1144	13	as	as	RB
37060	1144	14	well	well	RB
37060	1144	15	as	as	IN
37060	1144	16	people	people	NNS
37060	1144	17	whose	whose	WP$
37060	1144	18	faces	face	NNS
37060	1144	19	revealed	reveal	VBD
37060	1144	20	moods	mood	NNS
37060	1144	21	of	of	IN
37060	1144	22	many	many	JJ
37060	1144	23	different	different	JJ
37060	1144	24	hues	hue	NNS
37060	1144	25	.	.	.
37060	1145	1	At	at	IN
37060	1145	2	varying	varying	NN
37060	1145	3	intervals	interval	NNS
37060	1145	4	,	,	,
37060	1145	5	a	a	DT
37060	1145	6	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1145	7	would	would	MD
37060	1145	8	step	step	VB
37060	1145	9	in	in	IN
37060	1145	10	front	front	NN
37060	1145	11	of	of	IN
37060	1145	12	a	a	DT
37060	1145	13	brightly	brightly	RB
37060	1145	14	painted	paint	VBN
37060	1145	15	door	door	NN
37060	1145	16	,	,	,
37060	1145	17	grasp	grasp	VB
37060	1145	18	a	a	DT
37060	1145	19	microphone	microphone	NN
37060	1145	20	and	and	CC
37060	1145	21	bid	bid	VB
37060	1145	22	those	those	DT
37060	1145	23	persons	person	NNS
37060	1145	24	whose	whose	WP$
37060	1145	25	names	name	NNS
37060	1145	26	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1145	27	announced	announce	VBD
37060	1145	28	to	to	TO
37060	1145	29	come	come	VB
37060	1145	30	to	to	IN
37060	1145	31	the	the	DT
37060	1145	32	"	"	``
37060	1145	33	blue	blue	JJ
37060	1145	34	section	section	NN
37060	1145	35	"	"	''
37060	1145	36	or	or	CC
37060	1145	37	the	the	DT
37060	1145	38	"	"	``
37060	1145	39	red	red	JJ
37060	1145	40	"	"	''
37060	1145	41	or	or	CC
37060	1145	42	"	"	``
37060	1145	43	orange	orange	JJ
37060	1145	44	,	,	,
37060	1145	45	"	"	''
37060	1145	46	as	as	IN
37060	1145	47	the	the	DT
37060	1145	48	color	color	NN
37060	1145	49	near	near	IN
37060	1145	50	which	which	WDT
37060	1145	51	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1145	52	stood	stand	VBD
37060	1145	53	indicated	indicate	VBD
37060	1145	54	.	.	.
37060	1146	1	When	when	WRB
37060	1146	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1146	3	name	name	NN
37060	1146	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1146	5	called	call	VBN
37060	1146	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1146	7	heaved	heave	VBD
37060	1146	8	a	a	DT
37060	1146	9	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	1146	10	sigh	sigh	NN
37060	1146	11	,	,	,
37060	1146	12	walked	walk	VBD
37060	1146	13	to	to	IN
37060	1146	14	the	the	DT
37060	1146	15	appropriate	appropriate	JJ
37060	1146	16	door	door	NN
37060	1146	17	,	,	,
37060	1146	18	and	and	CC
37060	1146	19	was	be	VBD
37060	1146	20	dispatched	dispatch	VBN
37060	1146	21	to	to	IN
37060	1146	22	a	a	DT
37060	1146	23	smaller	small	JJR
37060	1146	24	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	1146	25	room	room	NN
37060	1146	26	in	in	IN
37060	1146	27	which	which	WDT
37060	1146	28	those	those	DT
37060	1146	29	already	already	RB
37060	1146	30	seated	seat	VBN
37060	1146	31	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	1146	32	glum	glum	NN
37060	1146	33	and	and	CC
37060	1146	34	apprehensive	apprehensive	JJ
37060	1146	35	.	.	.
37060	1147	1	The	the	DT
37060	1147	2	place	place	NN
37060	1147	3	reeked	reek	VBN
37060	1147	4	of	of	IN
37060	1147	5	alcohol	alcohol	NN
37060	1147	6	.	.	.
37060	1148	1	Again	again	RB
37060	1148	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1148	3	waited	wait	VBD
37060	1148	4	until	until	IN
37060	1148	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1148	6	name	name	NN
37060	1148	7	was	be	VBD
37060	1148	8	called	call	VBN
37060	1148	9	,	,	,
37060	1148	10	watching	watch	VBG
37060	1148	11	as	as	IN
37060	1148	12	each	each	DT
37060	1148	13	"	"	``
37060	1148	14	victim	victim	NN
37060	1148	15	"	"	''
37060	1148	16	reappeared	reappear	VBD
37060	1148	17	from	from	IN
37060	1148	18	behind	behind	IN
37060	1148	19	the	the	DT
37060	1148	20	curtain	curtain	NN
37060	1148	21	which	which	WDT
37060	1148	22	housed	house	VBD
37060	1148	23	the	the	DT
37060	1148	24	inevitable	inevitable	JJ
37060	1148	25	needles	needle	NNS
37060	1148	26	and	and	CC
37060	1148	27	syringes	syrinx	NNS
37060	1148	28	,	,	,
37060	1148	29	sporting	sport	VBG
37060	1148	30	a	a	DT
37060	1148	31	bandage	bandage	NN
37060	1148	32	in	in	IN
37060	1148	33	the	the	DT
37060	1148	34	crick	crick	NN
37060	1148	35	of	of	IN
37060	1148	36	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1148	37	arm	arm	NN
37060	1148	38	.	.	.
37060	1149	1	"	"	``
37060	1149	2	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	1149	3	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	1149	4	.	.	.
37060	1150	1	"	"	``
37060	1150	2	...	...	:
37060	1150	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1150	4	swallowed	swallow	VBD
37060	1150	5	hard	hard	RB
37060	1150	6	and	and	CC
37060	1150	7	stood	stand	VBD
37060	1150	8	up	up	RP
37060	1150	9	.	.	.
37060	1151	1	"	"	``
37060	1151	2	Oh	oh	UH
37060	1151	3	...	...	:
37060	1151	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1151	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1151	6	expecting	expect	VBG
37060	1151	7	a	a	DT
37060	1151	8	boy	boy	NN
37060	1151	9	.	.	.
37060	1151	10	"	"	''
37060	1152	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1152	2	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	1152	3	as	as	RB
37060	1152	4	pleasantly	pleasantly	RB
37060	1152	5	as	as	IN
37060	1152	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1152	7	was	be	VBD
37060	1152	8	able	able	JJ
37060	1152	9	,	,	,
37060	1152	10	and	and	CC
37060	1152	11	reminded	remind	VBD
37060	1152	12	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1152	13	that	that	IN
37060	1152	14	this	this	DT
37060	1152	15	was	be	VBD
37060	1152	16	the	the	DT
37060	1152	17	person	person	NN
37060	1152	18	who	who	WP
37060	1152	19	would	would	MD
37060	1152	20	extract	extract	VB
37060	1152	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1152	22	blood	blood	NN
37060	1152	23	,	,	,
37060	1152	24	the	the	DT
37060	1152	25	needle	needle	NN
37060	1152	26	wielder	wielder	NN
37060	1152	27	.	.	.
37060	1153	1	"	"	``
37060	1153	2	Most	Most	JJS
37060	1153	3	people	people	NNS
37060	1153	4	just	just	RB
37060	1153	5	call	call	VBP
37060	1153	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1153	7	'	'	``
37060	1153	8	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	1153	9	'	'	''
37060	1153	10	,	,	,
37060	1153	11	"	"	``
37060	1153	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1153	13	replied	reply	VBD
37060	1153	14	.	.	.
37060	1154	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1154	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1154	3	seated	seat	VBN
37060	1154	4	and	and	CC
37060	1154	5	told	tell	VBN
37060	1154	6	to	to	TO
37060	1154	7	make	make	VB
37060	1154	8	a	a	DT
37060	1154	9	fist	fist	NN
37060	1154	10	as	as	IN
37060	1154	11	the	the	DT
37060	1154	12	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1154	13	applied	apply	VBD
37060	1154	14	a	a	DT
37060	1154	15	tourniquet	tourniquet	NN
37060	1154	16	above	above	IN
37060	1154	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1154	18	elbow	elbow	NN
37060	1154	19	.	.	.
37060	1155	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1155	2	prattled	prattle	VBD
37060	1155	3	on	on	RP
37060	1155	4	,	,	,
37060	1155	5	simultaneously	simultaneously	RB
37060	1155	6	producing	produce	VBG
37060	1155	7	a	a	DT
37060	1155	8	needle	needle	NN
37060	1155	9	attached	attach	VBN
37060	1155	10	to	to	IN
37060	1155	11	the	the	DT
37060	1155	12	largest	large	JJS
37060	1155	13	vial	vial	NN
37060	1155	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1155	15	had	have	VBD
37060	1155	16	ever	ever	RB
37060	1155	17	seen	see	VBN
37060	1155	18	;	;	:
37060	1155	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1155	20	must	must	MD
37060	1155	21	have	have	VB
37060	1155	22	been	be	VBN
37060	1155	23	five	five	CD
37060	1155	24	inches	inch	NNS
37060	1155	25	long	long	JJ
37060	1155	26	and	and	CC
37060	1155	27	the	the	DT
37060	1155	28	diameter	diameter	NN
37060	1155	29	of	of	IN
37060	1155	30	a	a	DT
37060	1155	31	25	25	CD
37060	1155	32	cent	cent	NN
37060	1155	33	piece	piece	NN
37060	1155	34	.	.	.
37060	1156	1	"	"	``
37060	1156	2	Where	where	WRB
37060	1156	3	are	be	VBP
37060	1156	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1156	5	from	from	IN
37060	1156	6	,	,	,
37060	1156	7	Lauren?	lauren?	LS
37060	1156	8	...	...	:
37060	1156	9	You'll	you'll	PRP
37060	1156	10	feel	feel	VBP
37060	1156	11	a	a	DT
37060	1156	12	stick	stick	NN
37060	1156	13	...	...	:
37060	1156	14	"	"	''
37060	1156	15	"	"	``
37060	1156	16	Moline	Moline	NNP
37060	1156	17	,	,	,
37060	1156	18	Illinois	Illinois	NNP
37060	1156	19	,	,	,
37060	1156	20	"	"	''
37060	1156	21	eyeing	eye	VBG
37060	1156	22	the	the	DT
37060	1156	23	vial	vial	NN
37060	1156	24	as	as	IN
37060	1156	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1156	26	plunged	plunge	VBD
37060	1156	27	into	into	IN
37060	1156	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1156	29	vein	vein	NN
37060	1156	30	.	.	.
37060	1157	1	"	"	``
37060	1157	2	Have	have	VBP
37060	1157	3	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1157	4	had	have	VBN
37060	1157	5	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1157	6	blood	blood	NN
37060	1157	7	drawn	draw	VBN
37060	1157	8	before	before	RB
37060	1157	9	?	?	.
37060	1157	10	"	"	''
37060	1158	1	"	"	``
37060	1158	2	Yeh	Yeh	NNP
37060	1158	3	...	...	:
37060	1158	4	a	a	DT
37060	1158	5	few	few	JJ
37060	1158	6	days	day	NNS
37060	1158	7	ago	ago	RB
37060	1158	8	...	...	:
37060	1158	9	"	"	``
37060	1158	10	The	the	DT
37060	1158	11	vial	vial	NN
37060	1158	12	filled	fill	VBN
37060	1158	13	and	and	CC
37060	1158	14	an	an	DT
37060	1158	15	assistant	assistant	NN
37060	1158	16	handed	hand	VBD
37060	1158	17	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1158	18	another	another	DT
37060	1158	19	of	of	IN
37060	1158	20	the	the	DT
37060	1158	21	same	same	JJ
37060	1158	22	size	size	NN
37060	1158	23	.	.	.
37060	1159	1	"	"	``
37060	1159	2	Uh	uh	UH
37060	1159	3	...	...	:
37060	1159	4	how	how	WRB
37060	1159	5	much	much	JJ
37060	1159	6	are	be	VBP
37060	1159	7	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1159	8	gon	go	VBG
37060	1159	9	na	to	TO
37060	1159	10	take	take	VB
37060	1159	11	,	,	,
37060	1159	12	anyway	anyway	RB
37060	1159	13	?	?	.
37060	1159	14	"	"	''
37060	1160	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1160	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	1160	3	,	,	,
37060	1160	4	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	1160	5	strangely	strangely	RB
37060	1160	6	self	self	NN
37060	1160	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	1160	8	protective	protective	JJ
37060	1160	9	...	...	:
37060	1160	10	"	"	''
37060	1160	11	Just	just	RB
37060	1160	12	a	a	DT
37060	1160	13	little	little	JJ
37060	1160	14	more	more	JJR
37060	1160	15	...	...	NFP
37060	1160	16	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1160	17	have	have	VBP
37060	1160	18	many	many	JJ
37060	1160	19	tests	test	NNS
37060	1160	20	scheduled	schedule	VBN
37060	1160	21	...	...	:
37060	1160	22	"	"	``
37060	1160	23	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1160	24	popped	pop	VBD
37060	1160	25	out	out	RP
37060	1160	26	the	the	DT
37060	1160	27	second	second	JJ
37060	1160	28	vial	vial	NN
37060	1160	29	and	and	CC
37060	1160	30	handed	hand	VBD
37060	1160	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1160	32	to	to	IN
37060	1160	33	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1160	34	assistant	assistant	NN
37060	1160	35	,	,	,
37060	1160	36	replacing	replace	VBG
37060	1160	37	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1160	38	with	with	IN
37060	1160	39	yet	yet	RB
37060	1160	40	another	another	DT
37060	1160	41	,	,	,
37060	1160	42	though	though	RB
37060	1160	43	shorter	short	JJR
37060	1160	44	and	and	CC
37060	1160	45	about	about	IN
37060	1160	46	the	the	DT
37060	1160	47	diameter	diameter	NN
37060	1160	48	of	of	IN
37060	1160	49	a	a	DT
37060	1160	50	dime	dime	NN
37060	1160	51	.	.	.
37060	1161	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1161	2	filled	fill	VBD
37060	1161	3	more	more	RBR
37060	1161	4	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	1161	5	,	,	,
37060	1161	6	almost	almost	RB
37060	1161	7	unwillingly	unwillingly	RB
37060	1161	8	,	,	,
37060	1161	9	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	1161	10	.	.	.
37060	1162	1	Eventually	eventually	RB
37060	1162	2	the	the	DT
37060	1162	3	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1162	4	decided	decide	VBD
37060	1162	5	that	that	IN
37060	1162	6	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1162	7	had	have	VBD
37060	1162	8	drawn	draw	VBN
37060	1162	9	enough	enough	RB
37060	1162	10	and	and	CC
37060	1162	11	whisked	whisk	VBD
37060	1162	12	the	the	DT
37060	1162	13	needle	needle	NN
37060	1162	14	from	from	IN
37060	1162	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1162	16	vein	vein	NN
37060	1162	17	,	,	,
37060	1162	18	binding	bind	VBG
37060	1162	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1162	20	arm	arm	NN
37060	1162	21	securely	securely	RB
37060	1162	22	with	with	IN
37060	1162	23	the	the	DT
37060	1162	24	gauze	gauze	NN
37060	1162	25	.	.	.
37060	1163	1	"	"	``
37060	1163	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1163	3	can	can	MD
37060	1163	4	go	go	VB
37060	1163	5	to	to	IN
37060	1163	6	the	the	DT
37060	1163	7	green	green	JJ
37060	1163	8	door	door	NN
37060	1163	9	now	now	RB
37060	1163	10	,	,	,
37060	1163	11	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	1163	12	.	.	.
37060	1163	13	"	"	''
37060	1164	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1164	2	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	1164	3	and	and	CC
37060	1164	4	departed	depart	VBD
37060	1164	5	,	,	,
37060	1164	6	happy	happy	JJ
37060	1164	7	that	that	IN
37060	1164	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1164	9	had	have	VBD
37060	1164	10	one	one	CD
37060	1164	11	test	test	NN
37060	1164	12	behind	behind	IN
37060	1164	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1164	14	.	.	.
37060	1165	1	The	the	DT
37060	1165	2	green	green	JJ
37060	1165	3	door	door	NN
37060	1165	4	housed	house	VBD
37060	1165	5	another	another	DT
37060	1165	6	form	form	NN
37060	1165	7	of	of	IN
37060	1165	8	blood	blood	NN
37060	1165	9	test	test	NN
37060	1165	10	in	in	IN
37060	1165	11	which	which	WDT
37060	1165	12	one	one	CD
37060	1165	13	"	"	``
37060	1165	14	merely	merely	RB
37060	1165	15	"	"	''
37060	1165	16	had	have	VBD
37060	1165	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1165	18	finger	finger	NN
37060	1165	19	pricked	prick	VBN
37060	1165	20	.	.	.
37060	1166	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1166	2	said	say	VBD
37060	1166	3	"	"	``
37060	1166	4	merely	merely	RB
37060	1166	5	"	"	''
37060	1166	6	because	because	IN
37060	1166	7	,	,	,
37060	1166	8	in	in	IN
37060	1166	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1166	10	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	1166	11	,	,	,
37060	1166	12	the	the	DT
37060	1166	13	prick	prick	NN
37060	1166	14	hurt	hurt	VBD
37060	1166	15	much	much	RB
37060	1166	16	more	more	RBR
37060	1166	17	than	than	IN
37060	1166	18	did	do	VBD
37060	1166	19	the	the	DT
37060	1166	20	former	former	JJ
37060	1166	21	blood	blood	NN
37060	1166	22	test	test	NN
37060	1166	23	,	,	,
37060	1166	24	because	because	IN
37060	1166	25	one	one	PRP
37060	1166	26	's	's	POS
37060	1166	27	finger	finger	NN
37060	1166	28	tips	tip	NNS
37060	1166	29	contain	contain	VBP
37060	1166	30	so	so	RB
37060	1166	31	many	many	JJ
37060	1166	32	sensitive	sensitive	JJ
37060	1166	33	nerve	nerve	NN
37060	1166	34	endings	ending	NNS
37060	1166	35	.	.	.
37060	1167	1	After	after	IN
37060	1167	2	having	have	VBG
37060	1167	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1167	4	finger	finger	NN
37060	1167	5	stabbed	stabbed	NNP
37060	1167	6	,	,	,
37060	1167	7	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1167	8	bright	bright	JJ
37060	1167	9	red	red	JJ
37060	1167	10	blood	blood	NN
37060	1167	11	squeezed	squeeze	VBN
37060	1167	12	onto	onto	IN
37060	1167	13	multiple	multiple	JJ
37060	1167	14	slides	slide	NNS
37060	1167	15	and	and	CC
37060	1167	16	in	in	IN
37060	1167	17	miniscule	miniscule	JJ
37060	1167	18	vials	vial	NNS
37060	1167	19	,	,	,
37060	1167	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1167	21	was	be	VBD
37060	1167	22	free	free	JJ
37060	1167	23	to	to	TO
37060	1167	24	take	take	VB
37060	1167	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1167	26	leave	leave	NN
37060	1167	27	.	.	.
37060	1168	1	As	as	IN
37060	1168	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1168	3	returned	return	VBD
37060	1168	4	to	to	IN
37060	1168	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1168	6	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1168	7	in	in	IN
37060	1168	8	the	the	DT
37060	1168	9	lobby	lobby	NN
37060	1168	10	,	,	,
37060	1168	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1168	12	found	find	VBD
37060	1168	13	the	the	DT
37060	1168	14	nearest	near	JJS
37060	1168	15	trash	trash	NN
37060	1168	16	receptacle	receptacle	NN
37060	1168	17	and	and	CC
37060	1168	18	disposed	dispose	VBD
37060	1168	19	of	of	IN
37060	1168	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1168	21	reeking	reeking	NN
37060	1168	22	,	,	,
37060	1168	23	alcohol	alcohol	NN
37060	1168	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	1168	25	doused	douse	VBN
37060	1168	26	bandages	bandage	NNS
37060	1168	27	;	;	:
37060	1168	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1168	29	disliked	dislike	VBD
37060	1168	30	the	the	DT
37060	1168	31	odor	odor	NN
37060	1168	32	for	for	IN
37060	1168	33	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1168	34	strangely	strangely	RB
37060	1168	35	lingering	linger	VBG
37060	1168	36	overtones	overtone	NNS
37060	1168	37	.	.	.
37060	1169	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1169	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1169	3	amazing	amazing	JJ
37060	1169	4	to	to	IN
37060	1169	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1169	6	that	that	IN
37060	1169	7	the	the	DT
37060	1169	8	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	1169	9	could	could	MD
37060	1169	10	draw	draw	VB
37060	1169	11	blood	blood	NN
37060	1169	12	hour	hour	NN
37060	1169	13	after	after	IN
37060	1169	14	hour	hour	NN
37060	1169	15	;	;	:
37060	1169	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1169	17	would	would	MD
37060	1169	18	detest	detest	VB
37060	1169	19	such	such	PDT
37060	1169	20	a	a	DT
37060	1169	21	job	job	NN
37060	1169	22	;	;	:
37060	1169	23	yet	yet	CC
37060	1169	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1169	25	was	be	VBD
37060	1169	26	comforting	comfort	VBG
37060	1169	27	that	that	IN
37060	1169	28	there	there	EX
37060	1169	29	were	be	VBD
37060	1169	30	those	those	DT
37060	1169	31	who	who	WP
37060	1169	32	could	could	MD
37060	1169	33	aid	aid	VB
37060	1169	34	humanity	humanity	NN
37060	1169	35	in	in	IN
37060	1169	36	such	such	JJ
37060	1169	37	ways	way	NNS
37060	1169	38	.	.	.
37060	1170	1	Walking	walk	VBG
37060	1170	2	to	to	IN
37060	1170	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1170	4	next	next	JJ
37060	1170	5	appointment	appointment	NN
37060	1170	6	,	,	,
37060	1170	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1170	8	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	1170	9	casually	casually	RB
37060	1170	10	whether	whether	IN
37060	1170	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1170	12	ever	ever	RB
37060	1170	13	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1170	14	like	like	IN
37060	1170	15	mosquitoes	mosquito	NNS
37060	1170	16	!	!	.
37060	1171	1	Holding	hold	VBG
37060	1171	2	the	the	DT
37060	1171	3	various	various	JJ
37060	1171	4	appointment	appointment	NN
37060	1171	5	cards	card	NNS
37060	1171	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1171	7	noted	note	VBD
37060	1171	8	that	that	IN
37060	1171	9	,	,	,
37060	1171	10	of	of	IN
37060	1171	11	the	the	DT
37060	1171	12	remaining	remain	VBG
37060	1171	13	tests	test	NNS
37060	1171	14	,	,	,
37060	1171	15	all	all	DT
37060	1171	16	were	be	VBD
37060	1171	17	X	X	NNS
37060	1171	18	-	-	NNS
37060	1171	19	rays	ray	NNS
37060	1171	20	except	except	IN
37060	1171	21	a	a	DT
37060	1171	22	suspicious	suspicious	JJ
37060	1171	23	card	card	NN
37060	1171	24	which	which	WDT
37060	1171	25	read	read	VBD
37060	1171	26	"	"	``
37060	1171	27	Bone	Bone	NNP
37060	1171	28	Marrow	Marrow	NNP
37060	1171	29	.	.	.
37060	1171	30	"	"	''
37060	1172	1	Marrow	Marrow	NNP
37060	1172	2	,	,	,
37060	1172	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1172	4	knew	know	VBD
37060	1172	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1172	6	located	locate	VBN
37060	1172	7	inside	inside	IN
37060	1172	8	the	the	DT
37060	1172	9	bone	bone	NN
37060	1172	10	,	,	,
37060	1172	11	and	and	CC
37060	1172	12	dreadful	dreadful	JJ
37060	1172	13	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	1172	14	danced	dance	VBD
37060	1172	15	nervously	nervously	RB
37060	1172	16	about	about	IN
37060	1172	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1172	18	brain	brain	NN
37060	1172	19	.	.	.
37060	1173	1	When	when	WRB
37060	1173	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1173	3	finally	finally	RB
37060	1173	4	reached	reach	VBD
37060	1173	5	the	the	DT
37060	1173	6	desk	desk	NN
37060	1173	7	behind	behind	IN
37060	1173	8	which	which	WDT
37060	1173	9	lurked	lurk	VBD
37060	1173	10	the	the	DT
37060	1173	11	mysterious	mysterious	JJ
37060	1173	12	and	and	CC
37060	1173	13	disconcerting	disconcerting	JJ
37060	1173	14	test	test	NN
37060	1173	15	,	,	,
37060	1173	16	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1173	17	found	find	VBD
37060	1173	18	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1173	19	amid	amid	IN
37060	1173	20	stately	stately	JJ
37060	1173	21	decor	decor	NN
37060	1173	22	,	,	,
37060	1173	23	closely	closely	RB
37060	1173	24	resembling	resemble	VBG
37060	1173	25	the	the	DT
37060	1173	26	impeccably	impeccably	RB
37060	1173	27	correct	correct	JJ
37060	1173	28	taste	taste	NN
37060	1173	29	of	of	IN
37060	1173	30	an	an	DT
37060	1173	31	Old	Old	NNP
37060	1173	32	English	english	JJ
37060	1173	33	library	library	NN
37060	1173	34	.	.	.
37060	1174	1	Hues	hue	NNS
37060	1174	2	of	of	IN
37060	1174	3	rich	rich	JJ
37060	1174	4	burgundies	burgundy	NNS
37060	1174	5	and	and	CC
37060	1174	6	browns	brown	NNS
37060	1174	7	,	,	,
37060	1174	8	accented	accent	VBN
37060	1174	9	by	by	IN
37060	1174	10	marble	marble	NN
37060	1174	11	floors	floor	NNS
37060	1174	12	and	and	CC
37060	1174	13	columns	column	NNS
37060	1174	14	,	,	,
37060	1174	15	marched	march	VBD
37060	1174	16	down	down	RP
37060	1174	17	shadowed	shadowed	NNP
37060	1174	18	,	,	,
37060	1174	19	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	1174	20	ominous	ominous	JJ
37060	1174	21	hallways	hallway	NNS
37060	1174	22	and	and	CC
37060	1174	23	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	1174	24	closed	closed	JJ
37060	1174	25	hardwood	hardwood	NN
37060	1174	26	doors	door	NNS
37060	1174	27	.	.	.
37060	1175	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1175	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1175	3	appropriate	appropriate	JJ
37060	1175	4	to	to	IN
37060	1175	5	whisper	whisper	NN
37060	1175	6	,	,	,
37060	1175	7	as	as	IN
37060	1175	8	even	even	RB
37060	1175	9	footsteps	footstep	NNS
37060	1175	10	echoed	echo	VBD
37060	1175	11	through	through	IN
37060	1175	12	the	the	DT
37060	1175	13	corridors	corridor	NNS
37060	1175	14	.	.	.
37060	1176	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1176	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1176	3	very	very	RB
37060	1176	4	ill	ill	JJ
37060	1176	5	at	at	IN
37060	1176	6	ease	ease	NN
37060	1176	7	.	.	.
37060	1177	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1177	2	name	name	NN
37060	1177	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1177	4	called	call	VBN
37060	1177	5	and	and	CC
37060	1177	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1177	7	hesitantly	hesitantly	RB
37060	1177	8	strode	stride	VBD
37060	1177	9	forward	forward	RB
37060	1177	10	,	,	,
37060	1177	11	accompanied	accompany	VBN
37060	1177	12	by	by	IN
37060	1177	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1177	14	mother	mother	NN
37060	1177	15	,	,	,
37060	1177	16	who	who	WP
37060	1177	17	was	be	VBD
37060	1177	18	actually	actually	RB
37060	1177	19	beckoned	beckon	VBN
37060	1177	20	to	to	TO
37060	1177	21	follow	follow	VB
37060	1177	22	.	.	.
37060	1178	1	"	"	``
37060	1178	2	The	the	DT
37060	1178	3	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1178	4	's	's	POS
37060	1178	5	real	real	RB
37060	1178	6	good	good	RB
37060	1178	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	1178	8	looking	look	VBG
37060	1178	9	,	,	,
37060	1178	10	"	"	''
37060	1178	11	the	the	DT
37060	1178	12	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1178	13	said	say	VBD
37060	1178	14	confidentially	confidentially	RB
37060	1178	15	.	.	.
37060	1179	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1179	2	did	do	VBD
37060	1179	3	n't	not	RB
37060	1179	4	really	really	RB
37060	1179	5	care	care	VB
37060	1179	6	;	;	:
37060	1179	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1179	8	was	be	VBD
37060	1179	9	far	far	RB
37060	1179	10	too	too	RB
37060	1179	11	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	1179	12	to	to	TO
37060	1179	13	be	be	VB
37060	1179	14	impressed	impressed	JJ
37060	1179	15	,	,	,
37060	1179	16	for	for	IN
37060	1179	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1179	18	knew	know	VBD
37060	1179	19	the	the	DT
37060	1179	20	test	test	NN
37060	1179	21	would	would	MD
37060	1179	22	be	be	VB
37060	1179	23	painful	painful	JJ
37060	1179	24	if	if	IN
37060	1179	25	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1179	26	wanted	want	VBD
37060	1179	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1179	28	mom	mom	NN
37060	1179	29	to	to	TO
37060	1179	30	come	come	VB
37060	1179	31	;	;	:
37060	1179	32	generally	generally	RB
37060	1179	33	speaking	speak	VBG
37060	1179	34	,	,	,
37060	1179	35	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1179	36	took	take	VBD
37060	1179	37	up	up	RP
37060	1179	38	too	too	RB
37060	1179	39	much	much	JJ
37060	1179	40	space	space	NN
37060	1179	41	if	if	IN
37060	1179	42	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1179	43	became	become	VBD
37060	1179	44	shadows	shadow	NNS
37060	1179	45	.	.	.
37060	1180	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	1180	2	,	,	,
37060	1180	3	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1180	4	can	can	MD
37060	1180	5	actually	actually	RB
37060	1180	6	impede	impede	VB
37060	1180	7	the	the	DT
37060	1180	8	efforts	effort	NNS
37060	1180	9	of	of	IN
37060	1180	10	the	the	DT
37060	1180	11	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1180	12	and	and	CC
37060	1180	13	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	1180	14	through	through	IN
37060	1180	15	outright	outright	JJ
37060	1180	16	intervention	intervention	NN
37060	1180	17	,	,	,
37060	1180	18	or	or	CC
37060	1180	19	,	,	,
37060	1180	20	due	due	IN
37060	1180	21	to	to	IN
37060	1180	22	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1180	23	presence	presence	NN
37060	1180	24	,	,	,
37060	1180	25	transform	transform	VB
37060	1180	26	even	even	RB
37060	1180	27	an	an	DT
37060	1180	28	adolescent	adolescent	JJ
37060	1180	29	back	back	RB
37060	1180	30	into	into	IN
37060	1180	31	a	a	DT
37060	1180	32	child	child	NN
37060	1180	33	.	.	.
37060	1181	1	The	the	DT
37060	1181	2	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1181	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1181	4	correct	correct	JJ
37060	1181	5	in	in	IN
37060	1181	6	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1181	7	analysis	analysis	NN
37060	1181	8	of	of	IN
37060	1181	9	the	the	DT
37060	1181	10	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1181	11	's	's	POS
37060	1181	12	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	1181	13	.	.	.
37060	1182	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1182	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1182	3	a	a	DT
37060	1182	4	young	young	JJ
37060	1182	5	man	man	NN
37060	1182	6	of	of	IN
37060	1182	7	Irish	irish	JJ
37060	1182	8	descent	descent	NN
37060	1182	9	who	who	WP
37060	1182	10	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	1182	11	with	with	IN
37060	1182	12	a	a	DT
37060	1182	13	delightful	delightful	JJ
37060	1182	14	brogue	brogue	NN
37060	1182	15	.	.	.
37060	1183	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1183	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1183	3	cordially	cordially	RB
37060	1183	4	greeted	greet	VBN
37060	1183	5	and	and	CC
37060	1183	6	then	then	RB
37060	1183	7	instructed	instruct	VBD
37060	1183	8	to	to	TO
37060	1183	9	lay	lay	VB
37060	1183	10	on	on	IN
37060	1183	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1183	12	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1183	13	;	;	:
37060	1183	14	the	the	DT
37060	1183	15	section	section	NN
37060	1183	16	from	from	IN
37060	1183	17	which	which	WDT
37060	1183	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1183	19	would	would	MD
37060	1183	20	extract	extract	VB
37060	1183	21	the	the	DT
37060	1183	22	marrow	marrow	NN
37060	1183	23	and	and	CC
37060	1183	24	a	a	DT
37060	1183	25	small	small	JJ
37060	1183	26	sampling	sampling	NN
37060	1183	27	of	of	IN
37060	1183	28	the	the	DT
37060	1183	29	bone	bone	NN
37060	1183	30	was	be	VBD
37060	1183	31	located	locate	VBN
37060	1183	32	somewhere	somewhere	RB
37060	1183	33	on	on	IN
37060	1183	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1183	35	back	back	NN
37060	1183	36	,	,	,
37060	1183	37	to	to	IN
37060	1183	38	one	one	CD
37060	1183	39	side	side	NN
37060	1183	40	and	and	CC
37060	1183	41	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	1183	42	above	above	IN
37060	1183	43	the	the	DT
37060	1183	44	buttocks	buttock	NNS
37060	1183	45	.	.	.
37060	1184	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1184	2	disliked	dislike	VBD
37060	1184	3	the	the	DT
37060	1184	4	process	process	NN
37060	1184	5	before	before	IN
37060	1184	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1184	7	commenced	commence	VBD
37060	1184	8	since	since	IN
37060	1184	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1184	10	was	be	VBD
37060	1184	11	unable	unable	JJ
37060	1184	12	to	to	TO
37060	1184	13	see	see	VB
37060	1184	14	what	what	WP
37060	1184	15	the	the	DT
37060	1184	16	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1184	17	was	be	VBD
37060	1184	18	going	go	VBG
37060	1184	19	to	to	TO
37060	1184	20	do	do	VB
37060	1184	21	;	;	:
37060	1184	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1184	23	helped	help	VBD
37060	1184	24	if	if	IN
37060	1184	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1184	26	was	be	VBD
37060	1184	27	aware	aware	JJ
37060	1184	28	of	of	IN
37060	1184	29	an	an	DT
37060	1184	30	imminent	imminent	JJ
37060	1184	31	jab	jab	NN
37060	1184	32	,	,	,
37060	1184	33	rather	rather	RB
37060	1184	34	than	than	IN
37060	1184	35	being	be	VBG
37060	1184	36	taken	take	VBN
37060	1184	37	by	by	IN
37060	1184	38	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	1184	39	.	.	.
37060	1185	1	In	in	IN
37060	1185	2	this	this	DT
37060	1185	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1185	4	had	have	VBD
37060	1185	5	no	no	DT
37060	1185	6	choice	choice	NN
37060	1185	7	,	,	,
37060	1185	8	however	however	RB
37060	1185	9	,	,	,
37060	1185	10	and	and	CC
37060	1185	11	the	the	DT
37060	1185	12	process	process	NN
37060	1185	13	began	begin	VBD
37060	1185	14	.	.	.
37060	1186	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	1186	2	stationed	station	VBD
37060	1186	3	herself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1186	4	near	near	IN
37060	1186	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1186	6	head	head	NN
37060	1186	7	,	,	,
37060	1186	8	over	over	IN
37060	1186	9	which	which	WDT
37060	1186	10	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1186	11	gazed	gaze	VBD
37060	1186	12	as	as	IN
37060	1186	13	the	the	DT
37060	1186	14	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1186	15	applied	apply	VBD
37060	1186	16	a	a	DT
37060	1186	17	local	local	JJ
37060	1186	18	anesthetic	anesthetic	NN
37060	1186	19	to	to	TO
37060	1186	20	deaden	deaden	NNP
37060	1186	21	the	the	DT
37060	1186	22	area	area	NN
37060	1186	23	.	.	.
37060	1187	1	"	"	``
37060	1187	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1187	3	must	must	MD
37060	1187	4	stay	stay	VB
37060	1187	5	very	very	RB
37060	1187	6	still	still	RB
37060	1187	7	,	,	,
37060	1187	8	"	"	''
37060	1187	9	someone	someone	NN
37060	1187	10	said	say	VBD
37060	1187	11	,	,	,
37060	1187	12	as	as	IN
37060	1187	13	the	the	DT
37060	1187	14	pain	pain	NN
37060	1187	15	crept	creep	VBD
37060	1187	16	from	from	IN
37060	1187	17	a	a	DT
37060	1187	18	mild	mild	JJ
37060	1187	19	ache	ache	NN
37060	1187	20	to	to	IN
37060	1187	21	a	a	DT
37060	1187	22	splitting	splitting	JJ
37060	1187	23	level	level	NN
37060	1187	24	.	.	.
37060	1188	1	Gritting	grit	VBG
37060	1188	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1188	3	teeth	tooth	NNS
37060	1188	4	,	,	,
37060	1188	5	silent	silent	JJ
37060	1188	6	tears	tear	NNS
37060	1188	7	welled	well	VBD
37060	1188	8	up	up	RP
37060	1188	9	in	in	IN
37060	1188	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1188	11	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1188	12	and	and	CC
37060	1188	13	fell	fall	VBD
37060	1188	14	;	;	,
37060	1188	15	with	with	IN
37060	1188	16	muscles	muscle	NNS
37060	1188	17	taut	taut	NNP
37060	1188	18	and	and	CC
37060	1188	19	rigid	rigid	JJ
37060	1188	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1188	21	clenched	clench	VBD
37060	1188	22	the	the	DT
37060	1188	23	upholstered	upholstered	JJ
37060	1188	24	table	table	NN
37060	1188	25	with	with	IN
37060	1188	26	a	a	DT
37060	1188	27	vise	vise	NN
37060	1188	28	-	-	HYPH
37060	1188	29	like	like	JJ
37060	1188	30	force	force	NN
37060	1188	31	until	until	IN
37060	1188	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1188	33	was	be	VBD
37060	1188	34	told	tell	VBN
37060	1188	35	that	that	IN
37060	1188	36	the	the	DT
37060	1188	37	brutal	brutal	JJ
37060	1188	38	pain	pain	NN
37060	1188	39	would	would	MD
37060	1188	40	come	come	VB
37060	1188	41	to	to	IN
37060	1188	42	an	an	DT
37060	1188	43	end	end	NN
37060	1188	44	.	.	.
37060	1189	1	The	the	DT
37060	1189	2	test	test	NN
37060	1189	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1189	4	over	over	RB
37060	1189	5	.	.	.
37060	1190	1	Relieved	Relieved	NNP
37060	1190	2	,	,	,
37060	1190	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1190	4	slid	slide	VBD
37060	1190	5	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1190	6	off	off	IN
37060	1190	7	the	the	DT
37060	1190	8	examination	examination	NN
37060	1190	9	table	table	NN
37060	1190	10	to	to	TO
37060	1190	11	pull	pull	VB
37060	1190	12	on	on	RP
37060	1190	13	and	and	CC
37060	1190	14	zip	zip	VB
37060	1190	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1190	16	pants	pant	NNS
37060	1190	17	;	;	:
37060	1190	18	the	the	DT
37060	1190	19	wound	wound	NN
37060	1190	20	throbbed	throb	VBD
37060	1190	21	at	at	IN
37060	1190	22	varying	vary	VBG
37060	1190	23	intervals	interval	NNS
37060	1190	24	above	above	IN
37060	1190	25	a	a	DT
37060	1190	26	constant	constant	JJ
37060	1190	27	,	,	,
37060	1190	28	underlying	underlying	JJ
37060	1190	29	ache	ache	NN
37060	1190	30	.	.	.
37060	1191	1	"	"	``
37060	1191	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1191	3	're	be	VBP
37060	1191	4	a	a	DT
37060	1191	5	very	very	RB
37060	1191	6	brave	brave	JJ
37060	1191	7	patient	patient	NN
37060	1191	8	,	,	,
37060	1191	9	"	"	''
37060	1191	10	the	the	DT
37060	1191	11	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1191	12	said	say	VBD
37060	1191	13	.	.	.
37060	1192	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1192	2	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	1192	3	knowing	know	VBG
37060	1192	4	that	that	IN
37060	1192	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1192	6	was	be	VBD
37060	1192	7	too	too	RB
37060	1192	8	cowardly	cowardly	RB
37060	1192	9	to	to	TO
37060	1192	10	undergo	undergo	VB
37060	1192	11	that	that	DT
37060	1192	12	type	type	NN
37060	1192	13	of	of	IN
37060	1192	14	hell	hell	NN
37060	1192	15	again	again	RB
37060	1192	16	,	,	,
37060	1192	17	for	for	IN
37060	1192	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1192	19	was	be	VBD
37060	1192	20	no	no	RB
37060	1192	21	longer	long	RBR
37060	1192	22	a	a	DT
37060	1192	23	mystery	mystery	NN
37060	1192	24	what	what	WP
37060	1192	25	the	the	DT
37060	1192	26	words	word	NNS
37060	1192	27	"	"	``
37060	1192	28	Bone	Bone	NNP
37060	1192	29	Marrow	Marrow	NNP
37060	1192	30	"	"	''
37060	1192	31	on	on	IN
37060	1192	32	an	an	DT
37060	1192	33	appointment	appointment	NN
37060	1192	34	card	card	NN
37060	1192	35	implied	imply	VBN
37060	1192	36	.	.	.
37060	1193	1	Before	before	IN
37060	1193	2	exiting	exit	VBG
37060	1193	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1193	4	asked	ask	VBD
37060	1193	5	the	the	DT
37060	1193	6	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1193	7	if	if	IN
37060	1193	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1193	9	had	have	VBD
37060	1193	10	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	1193	11	bones	bone	NNS
37060	1193	12	.	.	.
37060	1194	1	"	"	``
37060	1194	2	Yuv	Yuv	NNP
37060	1194	3	'	'	''
37060	1194	4	gut	gut	NN
37060	1194	5	fine	fine	JJ
37060	1194	6	bunes	bune	NNS
37060	1194	7	,	,	,
37060	1194	8	Laaren	Laaren	NNP
37060	1194	9	,	,	,
37060	1194	10	"	"	''
37060	1194	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1194	12	replied	reply	VBD
37060	1194	13	,	,	,
37060	1194	14	giving	give	VBG
37060	1194	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1194	16	an	an	DT
37060	1194	17	excellent	excellent	JJ
37060	1194	18	,	,	,
37060	1194	19	unforgettable	unforgettable	JJ
37060	1194	20	sample	sample	NN
37060	1194	21	of	of	IN
37060	1194	22	Irish	Irish	NNP
37060	1194	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	1194	24	flavored	flavor	VBN
37060	1194	25	English	English	NNP
37060	1194	26	.	.	.
37060	1195	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1195	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1195	3	to	to	TO
37060	1195	4	be	be	VB
37060	1195	5	a	a	DT
37060	1195	6	very	very	RB
37060	1195	7	amiable	amiable	JJ
37060	1195	8	man	man	NN
37060	1195	9	,	,	,
37060	1195	10	and	and	CC
37060	1195	11	,	,	,
37060	1195	12	now	now	RB
37060	1195	13	that	that	IN
37060	1195	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1195	15	was	be	VBD
37060	1195	16	turning	turn	VBG
37060	1195	17	to	to	TO
37060	1195	18	leave	leave	VB
37060	1195	19	,	,	,
37060	1195	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1195	21	was	be	VBD
37060	1195	22	better	well	RBR
37060	1195	23	able	able	JJ
37060	1195	24	to	to	TO
37060	1195	25	appreciate	appreciate	VB
37060	1195	26	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1195	27	undeniably	undeniably	RB
37060	1195	28	good	good	JJ
37060	1195	29	looks	look	NNS
37060	1195	30	.	.	.
37060	1196	1	For	for	IN
37060	1196	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1196	3	part	part	NN
37060	1196	4	,	,	,
37060	1196	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1196	6	was	be	VBD
37060	1196	7	sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	1196	8	that	that	IN
37060	1196	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1196	10	was	be	VBD
37060	1196	11	not	not	RB
37060	1196	12	an	an	DT
37060	1196	13	X	x	NN
37060	1196	14	-	-	NN
37060	1196	15	ray	ray	NN
37060	1196	16	technician	technician	NN
37060	1196	17	.	.	.
37060	1197	1	Whether	whether	IN
37060	1197	2	walking	walk	VBG
37060	1197	3	or	or	CC
37060	1197	4	sitting	sit	VBG
37060	1197	5	,	,	,
37060	1197	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1197	7	experienced	experience	VBD
37060	1197	8	twinges	twinge	NNS
37060	1197	9	of	of	IN
37060	1197	10	pain	pain	NN
37060	1197	11	,	,	,
37060	1197	12	a	a	DT
37060	1197	13	constant	constant	JJ
37060	1197	14	reminder	reminder	NN
37060	1197	15	of	of	IN
37060	1197	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1197	17	last	last	JJ
37060	1197	18	test	test	NN
37060	1197	19	of	of	IN
37060	1197	20	the	the	DT
37060	1197	21	day	day	NN
37060	1197	22	;	;	:
37060	1197	23	but	but	CC
37060	1197	24	that	that	DT
37060	1197	25	did	do	VBD
37060	1197	26	not	not	RB
37060	1197	27	hinder	hinder	VB
37060	1197	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1197	29	fascination	fascination	NN
37060	1197	30	for	for	IN
37060	1197	31	gift	gift	NN
37060	1197	32	shops	shop	NNS
37060	1197	33	,	,	,
37060	1197	34	and	and	CC
37060	1197	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1197	36	eagerly	eagerly	RB
37060	1197	37	plunged	plunge	VBD
37060	1197	38	out	out	IN
37060	1197	39	of	of	IN
37060	1197	40	the	the	DT
37060	1197	41	confines	confine	NNS
37060	1197	42	of	of	IN
37060	1197	43	the	the	DT
37060	1197	44	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	1197	45	walls	wall	NNS
37060	1197	46	to	to	IN
37060	1197	47	the	the	DT
37060	1197	48	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	1197	49	July	July	NNP
37060	1197	50	morning	morning	NN
37060	1197	51	.	.	.
37060	1198	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1198	2	were	be	VBD
37060	1198	3	famished	famish	VBN
37060	1198	4	,	,	,
37060	1198	5	as	as	IN
37060	1198	6	none	none	NN
37060	1198	7	of	of	IN
37060	1198	8	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1198	9	had	have	VBD
37060	1198	10	eaten	eat	VBN
37060	1198	11	due	due	IN
37060	1198	12	to	to	IN
37060	1198	13	the	the	DT
37060	1198	14	fact	fact	NN
37060	1198	15	that	that	IN
37060	1198	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1198	17	was	be	VBD
37060	1198	18	instructed	instruct	VBN
37060	1198	19	to	to	TO
37060	1198	20	have	have	VB
37060	1198	21	an	an	DT
37060	1198	22	empty	empty	JJ
37060	1198	23	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1198	24	for	for	IN
37060	1198	25	many	many	JJ
37060	1198	26	of	of	IN
37060	1198	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1198	28	tests	test	NNS
37060	1198	29	.	.	.
37060	1199	1	Since	since	IN
37060	1199	2	the	the	DT
37060	1199	3	next	next	JJ
37060	1199	4	few	few	JJ
37060	1199	5	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1199	6	belonged	belong	VBD
37060	1199	7	exclusively	exclusively	RB
37060	1199	8	to	to	IN
37060	1199	9	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1199	10	,	,	,
37060	1199	11	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1199	12	decided	decide	VBD
37060	1199	13	to	to	TO
37060	1199	14	eat	eat	VB
37060	1199	15	and	and	CC
37060	1199	16	then	then	RB
37060	1199	17	mill	mill	VB
37060	1199	18	about	about	IN
37060	1199	19	the	the	DT
37060	1199	20	stores	store	NNS
37060	1199	21	until	until	IN
37060	1199	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1199	23	was	be	VBD
37060	1199	24	time	time	NN
37060	1199	25	for	for	IN
37060	1199	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1199	27	mid	mid	JJ
37060	1199	28	-	-	JJ
37060	1199	29	afternoon	afternoon	JJ
37060	1199	30	consultation	consultation	NN
37060	1199	31	with	with	IN
37060	1199	32	the	the	DT
37060	1199	33	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1199	34	in	in	IN
37060	1199	35	charge	charge	NN
37060	1199	36	of	of	IN
37060	1199	37	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1199	38	case	case	NN
37060	1199	39	.	.	.
37060	1200	1	When	when	WRB
37060	1200	2	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1200	3	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	1200	4	of	of	IN
37060	1200	5	leisure	leisure	NN
37060	1200	6	had	have	VBD
37060	1200	7	come	come	VBN
37060	1200	8	to	to	IN
37060	1200	9	a	a	DT
37060	1200	10	close	close	NN
37060	1200	11	,	,	,
37060	1200	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1200	13	made	make	VBD
37060	1200	14	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1200	15	way	way	NN
37060	1200	16	to	to	IN
37060	1200	17	the	the	DT
37060	1200	18	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	1200	19	building	building	NN
37060	1200	20	and	and	CC
37060	1200	21	took	take	VBD
37060	1200	22	the	the	DT
37060	1200	23	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	1200	24	to	to	IN
37060	1200	25	the	the	DT
37060	1200	26	designated	designate	VBN
37060	1200	27	floor	floor	NN
37060	1200	28	.	.	.
37060	1201	1	By	by	IN
37060	1201	2	now	now	RB
37060	1201	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1201	4	were	be	VBD
37060	1201	5	quite	quite	RB
37060	1201	6	used	use	VBN
37060	1201	7	to	to	IN
37060	1201	8	waiting	wait	VBG
37060	1201	9	,	,	,
37060	1201	10	and	and	CC
37060	1201	11	after	after	IN
37060	1201	12	registering	register	VBG
37060	1201	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1201	14	name	name	NN
37060	1201	15	at	at	IN
37060	1201	16	the	the	DT
37060	1201	17	front	front	JJ
37060	1201	18	desk	desk	NN
37060	1201	19	,	,	,
37060	1201	20	seated	seat	VBD
37060	1201	21	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1201	22	in	in	IN
37060	1201	23	the	the	DT
37060	1201	24	expansive	expansive	JJ
37060	1201	25	lobby	lobby	NN
37060	1201	26	.	.	.
37060	1202	1	The	the	DT
37060	1202	2	test	test	NN
37060	1202	3	results	result	NNS
37060	1202	4	would	would	MD
37060	1202	5	have	have	VB
37060	1202	6	been	be	VBN
37060	1202	7	scrutinized	scrutinize	VBN
37060	1202	8	and	and	CC
37060	1202	9	second	second	JJ
37060	1202	10	opinions	opinion	NNS
37060	1202	11	heard	hear	VBD
37060	1202	12	.	.	.
37060	1203	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1203	2	now	now	RB
37060	1203	3	awaited	await	VBD
37060	1203	4	the	the	DT
37060	1203	5	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1203	6	,	,	,
37060	1203	7	and	and	CC
37060	1203	8	,	,	,
37060	1203	9	in	in	IN
37060	1203	10	certain	certain	JJ
37060	1203	11	respects	respect	NNS
37060	1203	12	,	,	,
37060	1203	13	the	the	DT
37060	1203	14	future	future	NN
37060	1203	15	;	;	:
37060	1203	16	each	each	DT
37060	1203	17	of	of	IN
37060	1203	18	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1203	19	sat	sit	VBD
37060	1203	20	in	in	IN
37060	1203	21	silence	silence	NN
37060	1203	22	,	,	,
37060	1203	23	nurturing	nurture	VBG
37060	1203	24	one	one	PRP
37060	1203	25	's	's	POS
37060	1203	26	own	own	JJ
37060	1203	27	worries	worry	NNS
37060	1203	28	,	,	,
37060	1203	29	until	until	IN
37060	1203	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1203	31	name	name	NN
37060	1203	32	was	be	VBD
37060	1203	33	announced	announce	VBN
37060	1203	34	.	.	.
37060	1204	1	The	the	DT
37060	1204	2	three	three	CD
37060	1204	3	of	of	IN
37060	1204	4	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1204	5	rose	rise	VBD
37060	1204	6	in	in	IN
37060	1204	7	haphazard	haphazard	NNP
37060	1204	8	unison	unison	NNP
37060	1204	9	,	,	,
37060	1204	10	glad	glad	JJ
37060	1204	11	to	to	TO
37060	1204	12	have	have	VB
37060	1204	13	a	a	DT
37060	1204	14	reason	reason	NN
37060	1204	15	for	for	IN
37060	1204	16	shifting	shift	VBG
37060	1204	17	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1204	18	position	position	NN
37060	1204	19	,	,	,
37060	1204	20	and	and	CC
37060	1204	21	were	be	VBD
37060	1204	22	guided	guide	VBN
37060	1204	23	down	down	RP
37060	1204	24	a	a	DT
37060	1204	25	hallway	hallway	NN
37060	1204	26	to	to	IN
37060	1204	27	a	a	DT
37060	1204	28	private	private	JJ
37060	1204	29	room	room	NN
37060	1204	30	.	.	.
37060	1205	1	Again	again	RB
37060	1205	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1205	3	awaited	await	VBD
37060	1205	4	the	the	DT
37060	1205	5	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1205	6	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	1205	7	,	,	,
37060	1205	8	yet	yet	CC
37060	1205	9	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1205	10	more	more	RBR
37060	1205	11	inclined	inclined	JJ
37060	1205	12	to	to	TO
37060	1205	13	engage	engage	VB
37060	1205	14	in	in	IN
37060	1205	15	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	1205	16	now	now	RB
37060	1205	17	that	that	IN
37060	1205	18	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1205	19	were	be	VBD
37060	1205	20	removed	remove	VBN
37060	1205	21	from	from	IN
37060	1205	22	the	the	DT
37060	1205	23	stifling	stifle	VBG
37060	1205	24	quiet	quiet	NN
37060	1205	25	of	of	IN
37060	1205	26	the	the	DT
37060	1205	27	lobby	lobby	NN
37060	1205	28	.	.	.
37060	1206	1	Finally	finally	RB
37060	1206	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1206	3	heard	hear	VBD
37060	1206	4	footsteps	footstep	NNS
37060	1206	5	outside	outside	IN
37060	1206	6	the	the	DT
37060	1206	7	door	door	NN
37060	1206	8	.	.	.
37060	1207	1	The	the	DT
37060	1207	2	feet	foot	NNS
37060	1207	3	paused	pause	VBD
37060	1207	4	,	,	,
37060	1207	5	while	while	IN
37060	1207	6	a	a	DT
37060	1207	7	faintly	faintly	RB
37060	1207	8	audible	audible	JJ
37060	1207	9	rustling	rustling	NN
37060	1207	10	of	of	IN
37060	1207	11	papers	paper	NNS
37060	1207	12	issued	issue	VBN
37060	1207	13	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	1207	14	the	the	DT
37060	1207	15	closed	close	VBN
37060	1207	16	door	door	NN
37060	1207	17	.	.	.
37060	1208	1	Silence	silence	NN
37060	1208	2	again	again	RB
37060	1208	3	.	.	.
37060	1209	1	Then	then	RB
37060	1209	2	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	1209	3	,	,	,
37060	1209	4	as	as	IN
37060	1209	5	if	if	IN
37060	1209	6	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	1209	7	had	have	VBD
37060	1209	8	been	be	VBN
37060	1209	9	washed	wash	VBN
37060	1209	10	away	away	RB
37060	1209	11	,	,	,
37060	1209	12	the	the	DT
37060	1209	13	door	door	NN
37060	1209	14	knob	knob	NN
37060	1209	15	turned	turn	VBD
37060	1209	16	and	and	CC
37060	1209	17	a	a	DT
37060	1209	18	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1209	19	burst	burst	VBN
37060	1209	20	into	into	IN
37060	1209	21	the	the	DT
37060	1209	22	room	room	NN
37060	1209	23	,	,	,
37060	1209	24	extending	extend	VBG
37060	1209	25	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1209	26	hand	hand	NN
37060	1209	27	to	to	IN
37060	1209	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1209	29	father	father	NN
37060	1209	30	and	and	CC
37060	1209	31	offering	offer	VBG
37060	1209	32	a	a	DT
37060	1209	33	friendly	friendly	JJ
37060	1209	34	"	"	``
37060	1209	35	hello	hello	UH
37060	1209	36	!	!	.
37060	1209	37	"	"	''
37060	1210	1	to	to	IN
37060	1210	2	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1210	3	.	.	.
37060	1211	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1211	2	all	all	DT
37060	1211	3	stood	stand	VBD
37060	1211	4	;	;	:
37060	1211	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1211	6	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	1211	7	.	.	.
37060	1212	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1212	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1212	3	no	no	DT
37060	1212	4	fear	fear	NN
37060	1212	5	of	of	IN
37060	1212	6	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1212	7	;	;	:
37060	1212	8	the	the	DT
37060	1212	9	fear	fear	NN
37060	1212	10	stemmed	stem	VBD
37060	1212	11	from	from	IN
37060	1212	12	that	that	DT
37060	1212	13	which	which	WDT
37060	1212	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1212	15	knew	know	VBD
37060	1212	16	,	,	,
37060	1212	17	and	and	CC
37060	1212	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1212	19	the	the	DT
37060	1212	20	patient	patient	NN
37060	1212	21	,	,	,
37060	1212	22	as	as	RB
37060	1212	23	yet	yet	RB
37060	1212	24	,	,	,
37060	1212	25	did	do	VBD
37060	1212	26	not	not	RB
37060	1212	27	.	.	.
37060	1213	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1213	2	seated	seat	VBD
37060	1213	3	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1213	4	once	once	RB
37060	1213	5	again	again	RB
37060	1213	6	,	,	,
37060	1213	7	and	and	CC
37060	1213	8	the	the	DT
37060	1213	9	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1213	10	began	begin	VBD
37060	1213	11	questioning	question	VBG
37060	1213	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1213	13	about	about	IN
37060	1213	14	the	the	DT
37060	1213	15	way	way	NN
37060	1213	16	in	in	IN
37060	1213	17	which	which	WDT
37060	1213	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1213	19	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1213	20	,	,	,
37060	1213	21	physically	physically	RB
37060	1213	22	.	.	.
37060	1214	1	To	to	IN
37060	1214	2	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	1214	3	all	all	DT
37060	1214	4	of	of	IN
37060	1214	5	the	the	DT
37060	1214	6	disconcerting	disconcert	VBG
37060	1214	7	questions	question	NNS
37060	1214	8	,	,	,
37060	1214	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1214	10	replied	reply	VBD
37060	1214	11	in	in	IN
37060	1214	12	a	a	DT
37060	1214	13	positive	positive	JJ
37060	1214	14	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	1214	15	,	,	,
37060	1214	16	which	which	WDT
37060	1214	17	to	to	IN
37060	1214	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1214	19	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1214	20	was	be	VBD
37060	1214	21	a	a	DT
37060	1214	22	"	"	``
37060	1214	23	good	good	JJ
37060	1214	24	sign	sign	NN
37060	1214	25	"	"	''
37060	1214	26	and	and	CC
37060	1214	27	indicated	indicate	VBD
37060	1214	28	that	that	IN
37060	1214	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1214	30	health	health	NN
37060	1214	31	problem	problem	NN
37060	1214	32	"	"	``
37060	1214	33	could	could	MD
37060	1214	34	n't	not	RB
37060	1214	35	be	be	VB
37060	1214	36	that	that	RB
37060	1214	37	serious	serious	JJ
37060	1214	38	if	if	IN
37060	1214	39	everything	everything	NN
37060	1214	40	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1214	41	so	so	RB
37060	1214	42	promising	promising	JJ
37060	1214	43	.	.	.
37060	1214	44	"	"	''
37060	1215	1	Then	then	RB
37060	1215	2	the	the	DT
37060	1215	3	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1215	4	asked	ask	VBD
37060	1215	5	the	the	DT
37060	1215	6	color	color	NN
37060	1215	7	of	of	IN
37060	1215	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1215	9	bowel	bowel	NN
37060	1215	10	movements	movement	NNS
37060	1215	11	.	.	.
37060	1216	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1216	2	started	start	VBD
37060	1216	3	to	to	TO
37060	1216	4	laugh	laugh	VB
37060	1216	5	.	.	.
37060	1217	1	"	"	``
37060	1217	2	Brown	brown	JJ
37060	1217	3	.	.	.
37060	1217	4	"	"	''
37060	1218	1	"	"	``
37060	1218	2	But	but	CC
37060	1218	3	what	what	WP
37060	1218	4	color	color	NN
37060	1218	5	brown	brown	JJ
37060	1218	6	?	?	.
37060	1218	7	"	"	''
37060	1219	1	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1219	2	persisted	persist	VBD
37060	1219	3	.	.	.
37060	1220	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1220	2	laughed	laugh	VBD
37060	1220	3	some	some	DT
37060	1220	4	more	more	RBR
37060	1220	5	;	;	:
37060	1220	6	turning	turn	VBG
37060	1220	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1220	8	face	face	NN
37060	1220	9	to	to	IN
37060	1220	10	the	the	DT
37060	1220	11	floor	floor	NN
37060	1220	12	,	,	,
37060	1220	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1220	14	noticed	notice	VBD
37060	1220	15	that	that	IN
37060	1220	16	the	the	DT
37060	1220	17	tiles	tile	NNS
37060	1220	18	ranged	range	VBD
37060	1220	19	in	in	IN
37060	1220	20	color	color	NN
37060	1220	21	from	from	IN
37060	1220	22	yellow	yellow	NN
37060	1220	23	to	to	IN
37060	1220	24	the	the	DT
37060	1220	25	deepest	deep	JJS
37060	1220	26	brown	brown	NN
37060	1220	27	,	,	,
37060	1220	28	and	and	CC
37060	1220	29	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	1220	30	if	if	IN
37060	1220	31	the	the	DT
37060	1220	32	staff	staff	NN
37060	1220	33	had	have	VBD
37060	1220	34	requested	request	VBN
37060	1220	35	that	that	IN
37060	1220	36	particular	particular	JJ
37060	1220	37	tile	tile	NN
37060	1220	38	for	for	IN
37060	1220	39	the	the	DT
37060	1220	40	express	express	JJ
37060	1220	41	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	1220	42	of	of	IN
37060	1220	43	color	color	NN
37060	1220	44	clarification	clarification	NN
37060	1220	45	.	.	.
37060	1221	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1221	2	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	1221	3	,	,	,
37060	1221	4	and	and	CC
37060	1221	5	selected	select	VBD
37060	1221	6	a	a	DT
37060	1221	7	nice	nice	JJ
37060	1221	8	,	,	,
37060	1221	9	warm	warm	JJ
37060	1221	10	brown	brown	NNP
37060	1221	11	.	.	.
37060	1222	1	"	"	``
37060	1222	2	That	that	DT
37060	1222	3	looks	look	VBZ
37060	1222	4	about	about	IN
37060	1222	5	right	right	JJ
37060	1222	6	.	.	.
37060	1222	7	"	"	''
37060	1223	1	Then	then	RB
37060	1223	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1223	3	inquired	inquire	VBD
37060	1223	4	whether	whether	IN
37060	1223	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1223	6	stools	stool	NNS
37060	1223	7	had	have	VBD
37060	1223	8	ever	ever	RB
37060	1223	9	been	be	VBN
37060	1223	10	black	black	JJ
37060	1223	11	.	.	.
37060	1224	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1224	2	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1224	3	flew	fly	VBD
37060	1224	4	open	open	JJ
37060	1224	5	.	.	.
37060	1225	1	"	"	``
37060	1225	2	BLACK	BLACK	NNP
37060	1225	3	?	?	.
37060	1225	4	!	!	.
37060	1225	5	!	!	.
37060	1225	6	"	"	''
37060	1226	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1226	2	lost	lose	VBD
37060	1226	3	control	control	NN
37060	1226	4	...	...	:
37060	1226	5	to	to	IN
37060	1226	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1226	7	this	this	DT
37060	1226	8	was	be	VBD
37060	1226	9	a	a	DT
37060	1226	10	horrendous	horrendous	JJ
37060	1226	11	joke	joke	NN
37060	1226	12	.	.	.
37060	1227	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1227	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1227	3	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1227	4	answer	answer	NN
37060	1227	5	,	,	,
37060	1227	6	and	and	CC
37060	1227	7	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	1227	8	scribbled	scribble	VBD
37060	1227	9	"	"	``
37060	1227	10	no	no	UH
37060	1227	11	"	"	''
37060	1227	12	on	on	IN
37060	1227	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1227	14	note	note	NN
37060	1227	15	paper	paper	NN
37060	1227	16	.	.	.
37060	1228	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1228	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1228	3	having	have	VBG
37060	1228	4	a	a	DT
37060	1228	5	grand	grand	JJ
37060	1228	6	time	time	NN
37060	1228	7	,	,	,
37060	1228	8	under	under	IN
37060	1228	9	the	the	DT
37060	1228	10	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	1228	11	.	.	.
37060	1229	1	After	after	IN
37060	1229	2	the	the	DT
37060	1229	3	question	question	NN
37060	1229	4	and	and	CC
37060	1229	5	answer	answer	NN
37060	1229	6	session	session	NN
37060	1229	7	ceased	cease	VBN
37060	1229	8	,	,	,
37060	1229	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1229	10	was	be	VBD
37060	1229	11	instructed	instruct	VBN
37060	1229	12	to	to	TO
37060	1229	13	lay	lay	VB
37060	1229	14	on	on	IN
37060	1229	15	the	the	DT
37060	1229	16	table	table	NN
37060	1229	17	;	;	:
37060	1229	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1229	19	wished	wish	VBD
37060	1229	20	to	to	TO
37060	1229	21	take	take	VB
37060	1229	22	a	a	DT
37060	1229	23	look	look	NN
37060	1229	24	at	at	IN
37060	1229	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1229	26	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1229	27	region	region	NN
37060	1229	28	.	.	.
37060	1230	1	Applying	apply	VBG
37060	1230	2	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	1230	3	to	to	IN
37060	1230	4	various	various	JJ
37060	1230	5	areas	area	NNS
37060	1230	6	,	,	,
37060	1230	7	and	and	CC
37060	1230	8	gently	gently	RB
37060	1230	9	tapping	tap	VBG
37060	1230	10	others	other	NNS
37060	1230	11	,	,	,
37060	1230	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1230	13	asked	ask	VBD
37060	1230	14	if	if	IN
37060	1230	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1230	16	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1230	17	any	any	DT
37060	1230	18	pain	pain	NN
37060	1230	19	.	.	.
37060	1231	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1231	2	did	do	VBD
37060	1231	3	not	not	RB
37060	1231	4	,	,	,
37060	1231	5	so	so	RB
37060	1231	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1231	7	invited	invite	VBD
37060	1231	8	other	other	JJ
37060	1231	9	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1231	10	into	into	IN
37060	1231	11	the	the	DT
37060	1231	12	room	room	NN
37060	1231	13	,	,	,
37060	1231	14	creating	create	VBG
37060	1231	15	a	a	DT
37060	1231	16	troupe	troupe	NN
37060	1231	17	of	of	IN
37060	1231	18	seven	seven	CD
37060	1231	19	in	in	IN
37060	1231	20	all	all	DT
37060	1231	21	,	,	,
37060	1231	22	who	who	WP
37060	1231	23	took	take	VBD
37060	1231	24	turns	turn	NNS
37060	1231	25	prodding	prod	VBG
37060	1231	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1231	27	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1231	28	,	,	,
37060	1231	29	and	and	CC
37060	1231	30	in	in	IN
37060	1231	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1231	32	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	1231	33	,	,	,
37060	1231	34	tickling	tickle	VBG
37060	1231	35	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1231	36	to	to	IN
37060	1231	37	death	death	NN
37060	1231	38	.	.	.
37060	1232	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1232	2	flinched	flinch	VBD
37060	1232	3	as	as	IN
37060	1232	4	each	each	DT
37060	1232	5	new	new	JJ
37060	1232	6	hand	hand	NN
37060	1232	7	poked	poke	VBD
37060	1232	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1232	9	bare	bare	JJ
37060	1232	10	flesh	flesh	NN
37060	1232	11	,	,	,
37060	1232	12	and	and	CC
37060	1232	13	embarrassed	embarrass	VBD
37060	1232	14	,	,	,
37060	1232	15	tried	try	VBD
37060	1232	16	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	1232	17	to	to	TO
37060	1232	18	control	control	VB
37060	1232	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1232	20	convulsive	convulsive	NN
37060	1232	21	muscles	muscle	NNS
37060	1232	22	and	and	CC
37060	1232	23	fits	fit	NNS
37060	1232	24	of	of	IN
37060	1232	25	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	1232	26	.	.	.
37060	1233	1	When	when	WRB
37060	1233	2	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1233	3	had	have	VBD
37060	1233	4	seen	see	VBN
37060	1233	5	,	,	,
37060	1233	6	or	or	CC
37060	1233	7	in	in	IN
37060	1233	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1233	9	case	case	NN
37060	1233	10	,	,	,
37060	1233	11	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1233	12	enough	enough	RB
37060	1233	13	,	,	,
37060	1233	14	the	the	DT
37060	1233	15	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1233	16	filed	file	VBD
37060	1233	17	out	out	IN
37060	1233	18	of	of	IN
37060	1233	19	the	the	DT
37060	1233	20	room	room	NN
37060	1233	21	to	to	TO
37060	1233	22	"	"	``
37060	1233	23	gossip	gossip	VB
37060	1233	24	"	"	''
37060	1233	25	about	about	IN
37060	1233	26	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1233	27	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	1233	28	earshot	earshot	NN
37060	1233	29	.	.	.
37060	1234	1	Eventually	eventually	RB
37060	1234	2	the	the	DT
37060	1234	3	first	first	JJ
37060	1234	4	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1234	5	reappeared	reappear	VBD
37060	1234	6	and	and	CC
37060	1234	7	began	begin	VBD
37060	1234	8	to	to	TO
37060	1234	9	divulge	divulge	VB
37060	1234	10	the	the	DT
37060	1234	11	conclusions	conclusion	NNS
37060	1234	12	rendered	render	VBN
37060	1234	13	through	through	IN
37060	1234	14	the	the	DT
37060	1234	15	tests	test	NNS
37060	1234	16	and	and	CC
37060	1234	17	consultation	consultation	NN
37060	1234	18	.	.	.
37060	1235	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1235	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1235	3	clear	clear	JJ
37060	1235	4	that	that	IN
37060	1235	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1235	6	had	have	VBD
37060	1235	7	a	a	DT
37060	1235	8	large	large	JJ
37060	1235	9	abdominal	abdominal	JJ
37060	1235	10	mass	mass	NN
37060	1235	11	in	in	IN
37060	1235	12	the	the	DT
37060	1235	13	vicinity	vicinity	NN
37060	1235	14	of	of	IN
37060	1235	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1235	16	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1235	17	,	,	,
37060	1235	18	yet	yet	CC
37060	1235	19	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1235	20	composition	composition	NN
37060	1235	21	was	be	VBD
37060	1235	22	uncertain	uncertain	JJ
37060	1235	23	,	,	,
37060	1235	24	and	and	CC
37060	1235	25	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1235	26	would	would	MD
37060	1235	27	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	1235	28	offer	offer	VB
37060	1235	29	no	no	DT
37060	1235	30	statement	statement	NN
37060	1235	31	either	either	DT
37060	1235	32	way	way	NN
37060	1235	33	as	as	IN
37060	1235	34	to	to	IN
37060	1235	35	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1235	36	being	be	VBG
37060	1235	37	cancerous	cancerous	JJ
37060	1235	38	or	or	CC
37060	1235	39	benign	benign	JJ
37060	1235	40	.	.	.
37060	1236	1	The	the	DT
37060	1236	2	bone	bone	NN
37060	1236	3	marrow	marrow	NN
37060	1236	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1236	5	unaffected	unaffected	JJ
37060	1236	6	and	and	CC
37060	1236	7	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	1236	8	,	,	,
37060	1236	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1236	10	blood	blood	NN
37060	1236	11	count	count	NN
37060	1236	12	was	be	VBD
37060	1236	13	good	good	JJ
37060	1236	14	,	,	,
37060	1236	15	and	and	CC
37060	1236	16	the	the	DT
37060	1236	17	chest	chest	NN
37060	1236	18	X	x	NN
37060	1236	19	-	-	NN
37060	1236	20	ray	ray	NNP
37060	1236	21	showed	show	VBD
37060	1236	22	no	no	DT
37060	1236	23	signs	sign	NNS
37060	1236	24	of	of	IN
37060	1236	25	abnormalcy	abnormalcy	NN
37060	1236	26	.	.	.
37060	1237	1	Aside	aside	RB
37060	1237	2	from	from	IN
37060	1237	3	the	the	DT
37060	1237	4	mass	mass	NN
37060	1237	5	,	,	,
37060	1237	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1237	7	had	have	VBD
37060	1237	8	every	every	DT
37060	1237	9	reason	reason	NN
37060	1237	10	to	to	TO
37060	1237	11	believe	believe	VB
37060	1237	12	in	in	IN
37060	1237	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1237	14	health	health	NN
37060	1237	15	as	as	IN
37060	1237	16	a	a	DT
37060	1237	17	matter	matter	NN
37060	1237	18	of	of	IN
37060	1237	19	fact	fact	NN
37060	1237	20	.	.	.
37060	1238	1	The	the	DT
37060	1238	2	mass	mass	NN
37060	1238	3	would	would	MD
37060	1238	4	have	have	VB
37060	1238	5	to	to	TO
37060	1238	6	be	be	VB
37060	1238	7	removed	remove	VBN
37060	1238	8	;	;	:
37060	1238	9	that	that	IN
37060	1238	10	,	,	,
37060	1238	11	also	also	RB
37060	1238	12	,	,	,
37060	1238	13	was	be	VBD
37060	1238	14	a	a	DT
37060	1238	15	matter	matter	NN
37060	1238	16	of	of	IN
37060	1238	17	fact	fact	NN
37060	1238	18	.	.	.
37060	1239	1	An	an	DT
37060	1239	2	operation	operation	NN
37060	1239	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1239	4	inevitable	inevitable	JJ
37060	1239	5	.	.	.
37060	1240	1	Since	since	IN
37060	1240	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1240	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1240	4	the	the	DT
37060	1240	5	beginning	beginning	NN
37060	1240	6	of	of	IN
37060	1240	7	the	the	DT
37060	1240	8	weekend	weekend	NN
37060	1240	9	,	,	,
37060	1240	10	however	however	RB
37060	1240	11	,	,	,
37060	1240	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1240	13	would	would	MD
37060	1240	14	not	not	RB
37060	1240	15	be	be	VB
37060	1240	16	admitted	admit	VBN
37060	1240	17	into	into	IN
37060	1240	18	the	the	DT
37060	1240	19	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1240	20	until	until	IN
37060	1240	21	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	1240	22	evening	evening	NN
37060	1240	23	.	.	.
37060	1241	1	Monday	Monday	NNP
37060	1241	2	morning	morning	NN
37060	1241	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1241	4	would	would	MD
37060	1241	5	undergo	undergo	VB
37060	1241	6	an	an	DT
37060	1241	7	arteriogram	arteriogram	NNP
37060	1241	8	to	to	TO
37060	1241	9	chart	chart	VB
37060	1241	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1241	11	veins	vein	NNS
37060	1241	12	in	in	IN
37060	1241	13	preparation	preparation	NN
37060	1241	14	for	for	IN
37060	1241	15	surgery	surgery	NN
37060	1241	16	,	,	,
37060	1241	17	and	and	CC
37060	1241	18	the	the	DT
37060	1241	19	following	follow	VBG
37060	1241	20	day	day	NN
37060	1241	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1241	22	would	would	MD
37060	1241	23	find	find	VB
37060	1241	24	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1241	25	in	in	IN
37060	1241	26	the	the	DT
37060	1241	27	operating	operating	NN
37060	1241	28	room	room	NN
37060	1241	29	.	.	.
37060	1242	1	Relieved	relieve	VBN
37060	1242	2	that	that	IN
37060	1242	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1242	4	had	have	VBD
37060	1242	5	two	two	CD
37060	1242	6	days	day	NNS
37060	1242	7	of	of	IN
37060	1242	8	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	1242	9	before	before	IN
37060	1242	10	having	have	VBG
37060	1242	11	to	to	TO
37060	1242	12	exist	exist	VB
37060	1242	13	in	in	IN
37060	1242	14	the	the	DT
37060	1242	15	confines	confine	NNS
37060	1242	16	of	of	IN
37060	1242	17	a	a	DT
37060	1242	18	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1242	19	,	,	,
37060	1242	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1242	21	found	find	VBD
37060	1242	22	the	the	DT
37060	1242	23	arrangement	arrangement	NN
37060	1242	24	as	as	RB
37060	1242	25	agreeable	agreeable	JJ
37060	1242	26	as	as	IN
37060	1242	27	the	the	DT
37060	1242	28	situation	situation	NN
37060	1242	29	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	1242	30	,	,	,
37060	1242	31	and	and	CC
37060	1242	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1242	33	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1242	34	and	and	CC
37060	1242	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1242	36	determined	determine	VBD
37060	1242	37	to	to	TO
37060	1242	38	make	make	VB
37060	1242	39	the	the	DT
37060	1242	40	most	most	JJS
37060	1242	41	of	of	IN
37060	1242	42	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1242	43	!	!	.
37060	1243	1	The	the	DT
37060	1243	2	only	only	JJ
37060	1243	3	hindrance	hindrance	NN
37060	1243	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1243	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1243	6	obliged	oblige	VBN
37060	1243	7	to	to	TO
37060	1243	8	endure	endure	VB
37060	1243	9	was	be	VBD
37060	1243	10	the	the	DT
37060	1243	11	weekend	weekend	NN
37060	1243	12	urine	urine	NN
37060	1243	13	sample	sample	NN
37060	1243	14	,	,	,
37060	1243	15	which	which	WDT
37060	1243	16	stated	state	VBD
37060	1243	17	that	that	IN
37060	1243	18	the	the	DT
37060	1243	19	bounty	bounty	NN
37060	1243	20	of	of	IN
37060	1243	21	each	each	DT
37060	1243	22	trip	trip	NN
37060	1243	23	to	to	IN
37060	1243	24	the	the	DT
37060	1243	25	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	1243	26	had	have	VBD
37060	1243	27	to	to	TO
37060	1243	28	be	be	VB
37060	1243	29	collected	collect	VBN
37060	1243	30	,	,	,
37060	1243	31	rather	rather	RB
37060	1243	32	than	than	IN
37060	1243	33	flushed	flush	VBN
37060	1243	34	away	away	RB
37060	1243	35	.	.	.
37060	1244	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1244	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1244	3	given	give	VBN
37060	1244	4	a	a	DT
37060	1244	5	large	large	JJ
37060	1244	6	plastic	plastic	NN
37060	1244	7	canister	canister	NN
37060	1244	8	,	,	,
37060	1244	9	a	a	DT
37060	1244	10	small	small	JJ
37060	1244	11	cup	cup	NN
37060	1244	12	and	and	CC
37060	1244	13	a	a	DT
37060	1244	14	handy	handy	RB
37060	1244	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	1244	16	dandy	dandy	JJ
37060	1244	17	green	green	JJ
37060	1244	18	tote	tote	NN
37060	1244	19	bag	bag	NN
37060	1244	20	in	in	IN
37060	1244	21	which	which	WDT
37060	1244	22	to	to	TO
37060	1244	23	stow	stow	VB
37060	1244	24	the	the	DT
37060	1244	25	former	former	JJ
37060	1244	26	for	for	IN
37060	1244	27	reasons	reason	NNS
37060	1244	28	of	of	IN
37060	1244	29	discretion	discretion	NN
37060	1244	30	.	.	.
37060	1245	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1245	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1245	3	embarrassed	embarrassed	JJ
37060	1245	4	at	at	IN
37060	1245	5	the	the	DT
37060	1245	6	prospect	prospect	NN
37060	1245	7	of	of	IN
37060	1245	8	hauling	haul	VBG
37060	1245	9	the	the	DT
37060	1245	10	green	green	JJ
37060	1245	11	tote	tote	NN
37060	1245	12	everywhere	everywhere	RB
37060	1245	13	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	1245	14	the	the	DT
37060	1245	15	weekend	weekend	NN
37060	1245	16	,	,	,
37060	1245	17	but	but	CC
37060	1245	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1245	19	dear	dear	JJ
37060	1245	20	mom	mom	NN
37060	1245	21	volunteered	volunteer	VBD
37060	1245	22	without	without	IN
37060	1245	23	a	a	DT
37060	1245	24	single	single	JJ
37060	1245	25	flicker	flicker	NN
37060	1245	26	of	of	IN
37060	1245	27	disgust	disgust	NN
37060	1245	28	,	,	,
37060	1245	29	and	and	CC
37060	1245	30	shouldered	shoulder	VBD
37060	1245	31	the	the	DT
37060	1245	32	responsibility	responsibility	NN
37060	1245	33	just	just	RB
37060	1245	34	as	as	RB
37060	1245	35	easily	easily	RB
37060	1245	36	as	as	IN
37060	1245	37	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1245	38	would	would	MD
37060	1245	39	have	have	VB
37060	1245	40	taken	take	VBN
37060	1245	41	the	the	DT
37060	1245	42	smallest	small	JJS
37060	1245	43	piece	piece	NN
37060	1245	44	of	of	IN
37060	1245	45	cake	cake	NN
37060	1245	46	or	or	CC
37060	1245	47	the	the	DT
37060	1245	48	burnt	burn	VBN
37060	1245	49	piece	piece	NN
37060	1245	50	of	of	IN
37060	1245	51	toast	toast	NN
37060	1245	52	.	.	.
37060	1246	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1246	2	really	really	RB
37060	1246	3	need	need	VBP
37060	1246	4	not	not	RB
37060	1246	5	have	have	VB
37060	1246	6	worried	worry	VBN
37060	1246	7	,	,	,
37060	1246	8	however	however	RB
37060	1246	9	,	,	,
37060	1246	10	for	for	IN
37060	1246	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1246	12	was	be	VBD
37060	1246	13	not	not	RB
37060	1246	14	alone	alone	JJ
37060	1246	15	in	in	IN
37060	1246	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1246	17	strange	strange	JJ
37060	1246	18	occupation	occupation	NN
37060	1246	19	.	.	.
37060	1247	1	Dotted	dot	VBN
37060	1247	2	here	here	RB
37060	1247	3	and	and	CC
37060	1247	4	there	there	RB
37060	1247	5	,	,	,
37060	1247	6	as	as	IN
37060	1247	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1247	8	traveled	travel	VBD
37060	1247	9	about	about	IN
37060	1247	10	the	the	DT
37060	1247	11	parks	park	NNS
37060	1247	12	and	and	CC
37060	1247	13	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	1247	14	malls	mall	NNS
37060	1247	15	,	,	,
37060	1247	16	were	be	VBD
37060	1247	17	similar	similar	JJ
37060	1247	18	green	green	JJ
37060	1247	19	tote	tote	NN
37060	1247	20	bags	bag	NNS
37060	1247	21	borne	bear	VBN
37060	1247	22	by	by	IN
37060	1247	23	smug	smug	JJ
37060	1247	24	faced	faced	JJ
37060	1247	25	patients	patient	NNS
37060	1247	26	,	,	,
37060	1247	27	or	or	CC
37060	1247	28	conversely	conversely	RB
37060	1247	29	,	,	,
37060	1247	30	those	those	DT
37060	1247	31	who	who	WP
37060	1247	32	would	would	MD
37060	1247	33	recognize	recognize	VB
37060	1247	34	the	the	DT
37060	1247	35	kinship	kinship	NN
37060	1247	36	and	and	CC
37060	1247	37	smile	smile	VB
37060	1247	38	knowingly	knowingly	RB
37060	1247	39	.	.	.
37060	1248	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1248	2	soon	soon	RB
37060	1248	3	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	1248	4	that	that	IN
37060	1248	5	,	,	,
37060	1248	6	actually	actually	RB
37060	1248	7	,	,	,
37060	1248	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1248	9	might	may	MD
37060	1248	10	have	have	VB
37060	1248	11	carried	carry	VBN
37060	1248	12	the	the	DT
37060	1248	13	tote	tote	NN
37060	1248	14	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1248	15	,	,	,
37060	1248	16	for	for	IN
37060	1248	17	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	1248	18	who	who	WP
37060	1248	19	was	be	VBD
37060	1248	20	familiar	familiar	JJ
37060	1248	21	with	with	IN
37060	1248	22	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1248	23	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	1248	24	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1248	25	to	to	TO
37060	1248	26	know	know	VB
37060	1248	27	that	that	IN
37060	1248	28	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1248	29	truly	truly	RB
37060	1248	30	belonged	belong	VBD
37060	1248	31	to	to	IN
37060	1248	32	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1248	33	;	;	:
37060	1248	34	teenage	teenage	JJ
37060	1248	35	self	self	NN
37060	1248	36	-	-	HYPH
37060	1248	37	consciousness	consciousness	NN
37060	1248	38	is	be	VBZ
37060	1248	39	alien	alien	JJ
37060	1248	40	to	to	IN
37060	1248	41	no	no	DT
37060	1248	42	one	one	NN
37060	1248	43	,	,	,
37060	1248	44	and	and	CC
37060	1248	45	remembered	remember	VBN
37060	1248	46	by	by	RB
37060	1248	47	all	all	DT
37060	1248	48	.	.	.
37060	1249	1	The	the	DT
37060	1249	2	weekend	weekend	NN
37060	1249	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1249	4	memorable	memorable	JJ
37060	1249	5	.	.	.
37060	1250	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1250	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	1250	3	to	to	TO
37060	1250	4	take	take	VB
37060	1250	5	in	in	RP
37060	1250	6	the	the	DT
37060	1250	7	landscape	landscape	NN
37060	1250	8	as	as	IN
37060	1250	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1250	10	walked	walk	VBD
37060	1250	11	freely	freely	RB
37060	1250	12	under	under	IN
37060	1250	13	the	the	DT
37060	1250	14	mid	mid	JJ
37060	1250	15	-	-	NN
37060	1250	16	summer	summer	JJ
37060	1250	17	sky	sky	NN
37060	1250	18	.	.	.
37060	1251	1	The	the	DT
37060	1251	2	Canadian	canadian	JJ
37060	1251	3	geese	goose	NNS
37060	1251	4	were	be	VBD
37060	1251	5	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	1251	6	on	on	IN
37060	1251	7	the	the	DT
37060	1251	8	shores	shore	NNS
37060	1251	9	of	of	IN
37060	1251	10	a	a	DT
37060	1251	11	small	small	JJ
37060	1251	12	lake	lake	NN
37060	1251	13	,	,	,
37060	1251	14	and	and	CC
37060	1251	15	had	have	VBD
37060	1251	16	grown	grow	VBN
37060	1251	17	haughty	haughty	JJ
37060	1251	18	from	from	IN
37060	1251	19	delicacies	delicacy	NNS
37060	1251	20	thrown	throw	VBN
37060	1251	21	to	to	IN
37060	1251	22	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1251	23	by	by	IN
37060	1251	24	passers	passer	NNS
37060	1251	25	-	-	HYPH
37060	1251	26	by	by	RB
37060	1251	27	;	;	:
37060	1251	28	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1251	29	pecked	peck	VBD
37060	1251	30	with	with	IN
37060	1251	31	idle	idle	JJ
37060	1251	32	disinterest	disinterest	NN
37060	1251	33	at	at	IN
37060	1251	34	the	the	DT
37060	1251	35	corn	corn	NN
37060	1251	36	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1251	37	placed	place	VBD
37060	1251	38	on	on	IN
37060	1251	39	the	the	DT
37060	1251	40	ground	ground	NN
37060	1251	41	for	for	IN
37060	1251	42	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1251	43	inspection	inspection	NN
37060	1251	44	.	.	.
37060	1252	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1252	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1252	3	developed	develop	VBN
37060	1252	4	a	a	DT
37060	1252	5	taste	taste	NN
37060	1252	6	for	for	IN
37060	1252	7	the	the	DT
37060	1252	8	refined	refined	JJ
37060	1252	9	;	;	:
37060	1252	10	mere	mere	JJ
37060	1252	11	corn	corn	NN
37060	1252	12	would	would	MD
37060	1252	13	no	no	RB
37060	1252	14	longer	long	RBR
37060	1252	15	suffice	suffice	VB
37060	1252	16	.	.	.
37060	1253	1	Though	though	IN
37060	1253	2	the	the	DT
37060	1253	3	geese	geese	NNPS
37060	1253	4	were	be	VBD
37060	1253	5	considered	consider	VBN
37060	1253	6	tame	tame	JJ
37060	1253	7	by	by	IN
37060	1253	8	most	most	JJS
37060	1253	9	standards	standard	NNS
37060	1253	10	,	,	,
37060	1253	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1253	12	yet	yet	RB
37060	1253	13	held	hold	VBD
37060	1253	14	a	a	DT
37060	1253	15	firm	firm	JJ
37060	1253	16	bond	bond	NN
37060	1253	17	to	to	IN
37060	1253	18	the	the	DT
37060	1253	19	wild	wild	NN
37060	1253	20	which	which	WDT
37060	1253	21	no	no	DT
37060	1253	22	human	human	JJ
37060	1253	23	bribery	bribery	NN
37060	1253	24	could	could	MD
37060	1253	25	erase	erase	VB
37060	1253	26	.	.	.
37060	1254	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1254	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1254	3	drawn	draw	VBN
37060	1254	4	to	to	IN
37060	1254	5	this	this	DT
37060	1254	6	quality	quality	NN
37060	1254	7	,	,	,
37060	1254	8	for	for	IN
37060	1254	9	in	in	IN
37060	1254	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1254	11	willowy	willowy	JJ
37060	1254	12	black	black	JJ
37060	1254	13	necks	neck	NNS
37060	1254	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1254	15	saw	see	VBD
37060	1254	16	the	the	DT
37060	1254	17	northern	northern	JJ
37060	1254	18	wilderness	wilderness	NN
37060	1254	19	and	and	CC
37060	1254	20	inevitable	inevitable	JJ
37060	1254	21	flight	flight	NN
37060	1254	22	;	;	:
37060	1254	23	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1254	24	were	be	VBD
37060	1254	25	not	not	RB
37060	1254	26	prisoners	prisoner	NNS
37060	1254	27	of	of	IN
37060	1254	28	the	the	DT
37060	1254	29	city	city	NN
37060	1254	30	,	,	,
37060	1254	31	but	but	CC
37060	1254	32	came	come	VBD
37060	1254	33	and	and	CC
37060	1254	34	later	later	RB
37060	1254	35	departed	depart	VBD
37060	1254	36	through	through	IN
37060	1254	37	a	a	DT
37060	1254	38	will	will	NN
37060	1254	39	of	of	IN
37060	1254	40	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1254	41	own	own	JJ
37060	1254	42	.	.	.
37060	1255	1	Unlike	unlike	IN
37060	1255	2	the	the	DT
37060	1255	3	lazy	lazy	JJ
37060	1255	4	human	human	NN
37060	1255	5	who	who	WP
37060	1255	6	clings	cling	VBZ
37060	1255	7	fiercely	fiercely	RB
37060	1255	8	to	to	IN
37060	1255	9	a	a	DT
37060	1255	10	generous	generous	JJ
37060	1255	11	hand	hand	NN
37060	1255	12	,	,	,
37060	1255	13	the	the	DT
37060	1255	14	geese	geese	NNPS
37060	1255	15	were	be	VBD
37060	1255	16	drawn	draw	VBN
37060	1255	17	in	in	RB
37060	1255	18	,	,	,
37060	1255	19	but	but	CC
37060	1255	20	then	then	RB
37060	1255	21	drifted	drift	VBD
37060	1255	22	away	away	RB
37060	1255	23	to	to	IN
37060	1255	24	distant	distant	JJ
37060	1255	25	shores	shore	NNS
37060	1255	26	where	where	WRB
37060	1255	27	life	life	NN
37060	1255	28	was	be	VBD
37060	1255	29	hard	hard	JJ
37060	1255	30	,	,	,
37060	1255	31	yet	yet	CC
37060	1255	32	sweeter	sweet	JJR
37060	1255	33	still	still	RB
37060	1255	34	than	than	IN
37060	1255	35	risking	risk	VBG
37060	1255	36	to	to	IN
37060	1255	37	the	the	DT
37060	1255	38	malicious	malicious	JJ
37060	1255	39	child	child	NN
37060	1255	40	a	a	DT
37060	1255	41	twisted	twisted	JJ
37060	1255	42	neck	neck	NN
37060	1255	43	for	for	IN
37060	1255	44	scraps	scrap	NNS
37060	1255	45	of	of	IN
37060	1255	46	bread	bread	NN
37060	1255	47	.	.	.
37060	1256	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1256	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1256	3	been	be	VBN
37060	1256	4	said	say	VBN
37060	1256	5	that	that	IN
37060	1256	6	nature	nature	NN
37060	1256	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	1256	8	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	1256	9	;	;	:
37060	1256	10	no	no	UH
37060	1256	11	,	,	,
37060	1256	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1256	13	thought	think	VBD
37060	1256	14	,	,	,
37060	1256	15	only	only	RB
37060	1256	16	people	people	NNS
37060	1256	17	are	be	VBP
37060	1256	18	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	1256	19	,	,	,
37060	1256	20	for	for	IN
37060	1256	21	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1256	22	alone	alone	RB
37060	1256	23	can	can	MD
37060	1256	24	pervert	pervert	VB
37060	1256	25	that	that	IN
37060	1256	26	which	which	WDT
37060	1256	27	by	by	IN
37060	1256	28	nature	nature	NN
37060	1256	29	's	's	POS
37060	1256	30	intent	intent	NN
37060	1256	31	was	be	VBD
37060	1256	32	beneficial	beneficial	JJ
37060	1256	33	in	in	IN
37060	1256	34	moderation	moderation	NN
37060	1256	35	.	.	.
37060	1257	1	Food	food	NN
37060	1257	2	,	,	,
37060	1257	3	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	1257	4	,	,	,
37060	1257	5	death	death	NN
37060	1257	6	...	...	:
37060	1257	7	man	man	NN
37060	1257	8	could	could	MD
37060	1257	9	leave	leave	VB
37060	1257	10	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1257	11	alone	alone	JJ
37060	1257	12	.	.	.
37060	1258	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1258	2	turned	turn	VBD
37060	1258	3	away	away	RB
37060	1258	4	from	from	IN
37060	1258	5	the	the	DT
37060	1258	6	geese	geese	NNPS
37060	1258	7	,	,	,
37060	1258	8	which	which	WDT
37060	1258	9	were	be	VBD
37060	1258	10	milling	mill	VBG
37060	1258	11	about	about	IN
37060	1258	12	and	and	CC
37060	1258	13	shifting	shift	VBG
37060	1258	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1258	15	weight	weight	NN
37060	1258	16	,	,	,
37060	1258	17	first	first	RB
37060	1258	18	balancing	balance	VBG
37060	1258	19	on	on	IN
37060	1258	20	one	one	CD
37060	1258	21	leg	leg	NN
37060	1258	22	,	,	,
37060	1258	23	then	then	RB
37060	1258	24	the	the	DT
37060	1258	25	other	other	JJ
37060	1258	26	,	,	,
37060	1258	27	vigilant	vigilant	JJ
37060	1258	28	yet	yet	CC
37060	1258	29	restful	restful	JJ
37060	1258	30	.	.	.
37060	1259	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1259	2	carried	carry	VBD
37060	1259	3	the	the	DT
37060	1259	4	tranquil	tranquil	JJ
37060	1259	5	image	image	NN
37060	1259	6	with	with	IN
37060	1259	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1259	8	,	,	,
37060	1259	9	and	and	CC
37060	1259	10	return	return	VB
37060	1259	11	to	to	IN
37060	1259	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1259	13	still	still	RB
37060	1259	14	.	.	.
37060	1260	1	Eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1260	2	focused	focus	VBD
37060	1260	3	through	through	IN
37060	1260	4	the	the	DT
37060	1260	5	glass	glass	NN
37060	1260	6	of	of	IN
37060	1260	7	the	the	DT
37060	1260	8	car	car	NN
37060	1260	9	window	window	NN
37060	1260	10	,	,	,
37060	1260	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1260	12	stirred	stir	VBD
37060	1260	13	as	as	IN
37060	1260	14	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1260	15	turned	turn	VBD
37060	1260	16	the	the	DT
37060	1260	17	key	key	NN
37060	1260	18	of	of	IN
37060	1260	19	the	the	DT
37060	1260	20	ignition	ignition	NN
37060	1260	21	and	and	CC
37060	1260	22	the	the	DT
37060	1260	23	car	car	NN
37060	1260	24	moved	move	VBD
37060	1260	25	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	1260	26	forward	forward	RB
37060	1260	27	.	.	.
37060	1261	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1261	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1261	3	evening	evening	NN
37060	1261	4	and	and	CC
37060	1261	5	the	the	DT
37060	1261	6	lake	lake	NN
37060	1261	7	began	begin	VBD
37060	1261	8	to	to	TO
37060	1261	9	fade	fade	VB
37060	1261	10	into	into	IN
37060	1261	11	an	an	DT
37060	1261	12	obscure	obscure	JJ
37060	1261	13	haze	haze	NN
37060	1261	14	;	;	:
37060	1261	15	the	the	DT
37060	1261	16	hum	hum	NN
37060	1261	17	of	of	IN
37060	1261	18	the	the	DT
37060	1261	19	engine	engine	NN
37060	1261	20	gently	gently	RB
37060	1261	21	brought	bring	VBD
37060	1261	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1261	23	mind	mind	NN
37060	1261	24	to	to	IN
37060	1261	25	the	the	DT
37060	1261	26	present	present	NN
37060	1261	27	and	and	CC
37060	1261	28	the	the	DT
37060	1261	29	distractions	distraction	NNS
37060	1261	30	thereof	thereof	RB
37060	1261	31	.	.	.
37060	1262	1	The	the	DT
37060	1262	2	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	1262	3	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	1262	4	melted	melt	VBD
37060	1262	5	away	away	RP
37060	1262	6	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	1262	7	the	the	DT
37060	1262	8	city	city	NN
37060	1262	9	lights	light	NNS
37060	1262	10	,	,	,
37060	1262	11	and	and	CC
37060	1262	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1262	13	awoke	awake	VBD
37060	1262	14	to	to	IN
37060	1262	15	the	the	DT
37060	1262	16	startling	startling	JJ
37060	1262	17	realization	realization	NN
37060	1262	18	that	that	WDT
37060	1262	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1262	20	was	be	VBD
37060	1262	21	hungry	hungry	JJ
37060	1262	22	.	.	.
37060	1263	1	Under	under	IN
37060	1263	2	the	the	DT
37060	1263	3	glaring	glaring	JJ
37060	1263	4	neon	neon	NN
37060	1263	5	lights	light	NNS
37060	1263	6	,	,	,
37060	1263	7	one	one	PRP
37060	1263	8	can	can	MD
37060	1263	9	not	not	RB
37060	1263	10	long	long	RB
37060	1263	11	remain	remain	VB
37060	1263	12	apart	apart	RB
37060	1263	13	from	from	IN
37060	1263	14	the	the	DT
37060	1263	15	harshness	harshness	NN
37060	1263	16	of	of	IN
37060	1263	17	the	the	DT
37060	1263	18	city	city	NN
37060	1263	19	;	;	:
37060	1263	20	neon	neon	NN
37060	1263	21	lights	light	NNS
37060	1263	22	invade	invade	VBP
37060	1263	23	one	one	CD
37060	1263	24	's	's	POS
37060	1263	25	senses	sense	NNS
37060	1263	26	and	and	CC
37060	1263	27	disrupt	disrupt	VB
37060	1263	28	one	one	PRP
37060	1263	29	's	's	POS
37060	1263	30	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	1263	31	.	.	.
37060	1264	1	Saturday	Saturday	NNP
37060	1264	2	morning	morning	NN
37060	1264	3	,	,	,
37060	1264	4	after	after	IN
37060	1264	5	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	1264	6	,	,	,
37060	1264	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1264	8	decided	decide	VBD
37060	1264	9	to	to	TO
37060	1264	10	find	find	VB
37060	1264	11	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1264	12	way	way	NN
37060	1264	13	to	to	IN
37060	1264	14	a	a	DT
37060	1264	15	small	small	JJ
37060	1264	16	town	town	NN
37060	1264	17	nearby	nearby	RB
37060	1264	18	that	that	WDT
37060	1264	19	was	be	VBD
37060	1264	20	holding	hold	VBG
37060	1264	21	a	a	DT
37060	1264	22	summer	summer	NN
37060	1264	23	festival	festival	NN
37060	1264	24	;	;	:
37060	1264	25	once	once	RB
37060	1264	26	there	there	RB
37060	1264	27	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1264	28	saw	see	VBD
37060	1264	29	booths	booth	NNS
37060	1264	30	and	and	CC
37060	1264	31	tables	table	NNS
37060	1264	32	housing	housing	NN
37060	1264	33	various	various	JJ
37060	1264	34	crafts	craft	NNS
37060	1264	35	or	or	CC
37060	1264	36	topics	topic	NNS
37060	1264	37	of	of	IN
37060	1264	38	interest	interest	NN
37060	1264	39	,	,	,
37060	1264	40	as	as	RB
37060	1264	41	well	well	RB
37060	1264	42	as	as	IN
37060	1264	43	food	food	NN
37060	1264	44	and	and	CC
37060	1264	45	drink	drink	NN
37060	1264	46	.	.	.
37060	1265	1	Weaving	weave	VBG
37060	1265	2	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1265	3	way	way	NN
37060	1265	4	through	through	IN
37060	1265	5	the	the	DT
37060	1265	6	smiling	smiling	JJ
37060	1265	7	,	,	,
37060	1265	8	jovial	jovial	JJ
37060	1265	9	faces	face	NNS
37060	1265	10	,	,	,
37060	1265	11	time	time	NN
37060	1265	12	slipped	slip	VBD
37060	1265	13	casually	casually	RB
37060	1265	14	by	by	RB
37060	1265	15	.	.	.
37060	1266	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	1266	2	purchased	purchase	VBD
37060	1266	3	a	a	DT
37060	1266	4	rooster	rooster	NN
37060	1266	5	made	make	VBD
37060	1266	6	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	1266	7	of	of	IN
37060	1266	8	dried	dry	VBN
37060	1266	9	seeds	seed	NNS
37060	1266	10	,	,	,
37060	1266	11	while	while	IN
37060	1266	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1266	13	inspected	inspect	VBD
37060	1266	14	the	the	DT
37060	1266	15	tables	table	NNS
37060	1266	16	of	of	IN
37060	1266	17	antiques	antique	NNS
37060	1266	18	.	.	.
37060	1267	1	Nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1267	2	sparked	spark	VBD
37060	1267	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1267	4	interest	interest	NN
37060	1267	5	enough	enough	RB
37060	1267	6	to	to	TO
37060	1267	7	pry	pry	VB
37060	1267	8	into	into	IN
37060	1267	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1267	10	wallet	wallet	NN
37060	1267	11	,	,	,
37060	1267	12	so	so	CC
37060	1267	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1267	14	quietly	quietly	RB
37060	1267	15	moved	move	VBD
37060	1267	16	on	on	RB
37060	1267	17	.	.	.
37060	1268	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1268	2	decided	decide	VBD
37060	1268	3	to	to	TO
37060	1268	4	await	await	VB
37060	1268	5	the	the	DT
37060	1268	6	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	1268	7	parade	parade	NN
37060	1268	8	,	,	,
37060	1268	9	in	in	IN
37060	1268	10	which	which	WDT
37060	1268	11	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1268	12	B.	B.	NNP
37060	1268	13	of	of	IN
37060	1268	14	yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	1268	15	's	's	POS
37060	1268	16	consultation	consultation	NN
37060	1268	17	said	say	VBD
37060	1268	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1268	19	would	would	MD
37060	1268	20	appear	appear	VB
37060	1268	21	,	,	,
37060	1268	22	playing	play	VBG
37060	1268	23	an	an	DT
37060	1268	24	instrument	instrument	NN
37060	1268	25	in	in	IN
37060	1268	26	the	the	DT
37060	1268	27	band	band	NN
37060	1268	28	.	.	.
37060	1269	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1269	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1269	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1269	4	who	who	WP
37060	1269	5	had	have	VBD
37060	1269	6	informed	inform	VBN
37060	1269	7	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1269	8	of	of	IN
37060	1269	9	the	the	DT
37060	1269	10	small	small	JJ
37060	1269	11	town	town	NN
37060	1269	12	festival	festival	NN
37060	1269	13	,	,	,
37060	1269	14	and	and	CC
37060	1269	15	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1269	16	could	could	MD
37060	1269	17	not	not	RB
37060	1269	18	help	help	VB
37060	1269	19	but	but	CC
37060	1269	20	wonder	wonder	VB
37060	1269	21	if	if	IN
37060	1269	22	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1269	23	would	would	MD
37060	1269	24	recognize	recognize	VB
37060	1269	25	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1269	26	in	in	IN
37060	1269	27	a	a	DT
37060	1269	28	red	red	JJ
37060	1269	29	jacket	jacket	NN
37060	1269	30	and	and	CC
37060	1269	31	cap	cap	NN
37060	1269	32	.	.	.
37060	1270	1	The	the	DT
37060	1270	2	band	band	NN
37060	1270	3	members	member	NNS
37060	1270	4	were	be	VBD
37060	1270	5	seated	seat	VBN
37060	1270	6	in	in	IN
37060	1270	7	trucks	truck	NNS
37060	1270	8	;	;	,
37060	1270	9	blowing	blow	VBG
37060	1270	10	earnestly	earnestly	RB
37060	1270	11	into	into	IN
37060	1270	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1270	13	instruments	instrument	NNS
37060	1270	14	,	,	,
37060	1270	15	the	the	DT
37060	1270	16	musicians	musician	NNS
37060	1270	17	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1270	18	sparkled	sparkle	VBD
37060	1270	19	behind	behind	RB
37060	1270	20	puffed	puff	VBN
37060	1270	21	up	up	RP
37060	1270	22	cheeks	cheek	NNS
37060	1270	23	.	.	.
37060	1271	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1271	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1271	3	no	no	DT
37060	1271	4	use	use	NN
37060	1271	5	;	;	:
37060	1271	6	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1271	7	all	all	DT
37060	1271	8	looked	look	VBD
37060	1271	9	like	like	IN
37060	1271	10	perfect	perfect	JJ
37060	1271	11	images	image	NNS
37060	1271	12	of	of	IN
37060	1271	13	each	each	DT
37060	1271	14	other	other	JJ
37060	1271	15	.	.	.
37060	1272	1	Still	still	RB
37060	1272	2	quite	quite	RB
37060	1272	3	early	early	RB
37060	1272	4	in	in	IN
37060	1272	5	the	the	DT
37060	1272	6	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	1272	7	,	,	,
37060	1272	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1272	9	concluded	conclude	VBD
37060	1272	10	that	that	IN
37060	1272	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1272	12	would	would	MD
37060	1272	13	be	be	VB
37060	1272	14	nice	nice	JJ
37060	1272	15	to	to	TO
37060	1272	16	find	find	VB
37060	1272	17	a	a	DT
37060	1272	18	park	park	NN
37060	1272	19	which	which	WDT
37060	1272	20	was	be	VBD
37060	1272	21	in	in	IN
37060	1272	22	the	the	DT
37060	1272	23	area	area	NN
37060	1272	24	,	,	,
37060	1272	25	and	and	CC
37060	1272	26	had	have	VBD
37060	1272	27	no	no	DT
37060	1272	28	difficulty	difficulty	NN
37060	1272	29	in	in	IN
37060	1272	30	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1272	31	pursuit	pursuit	NN
37060	1272	32	,	,	,
37060	1272	33	for	for	IN
37060	1272	34	the	the	DT
37060	1272	35	road	road	NN
37060	1272	36	signs	sign	NNS
37060	1272	37	were	be	VBD
37060	1272	38	plentiful	plentiful	JJ
37060	1272	39	and	and	CC
37060	1272	40	doubtlessly	doubtlessly	RB
37060	1272	41	placed	place	VBN
37060	1272	42	out	out	IN
37060	1272	43	of	of	IN
37060	1272	44	respect	respect	NN
37060	1272	45	for	for	IN
37060	1272	46	the	the	DT
37060	1272	47	patient	patient	NN
37060	1272	48	-	-	HYPH
37060	1272	49	tourist	tourist	NN
37060	1272	50	.	.	.
37060	1273	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1273	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1273	3	a	a	DT
37060	1273	4	gorgeous	gorgeous	JJ
37060	1273	5	day	day	NN
37060	1273	6	.	.	.
37060	1274	1	The	the	DT
37060	1274	2	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	1274	3	were	be	VBD
37060	1274	4	emerald	emerald	NN
37060	1274	5	green	green	JJ
37060	1274	6	and	and	CC
37060	1274	7	at	at	IN
37060	1274	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1274	9	foremost	foremost	JJ
37060	1274	10	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	1274	11	;	;	:
37060	1274	12	strong	strong	JJ
37060	1274	13	and	and	CC
37060	1274	14	pliant	pliant	JJ
37060	1274	15	from	from	IN
37060	1274	16	spring	spring	NN
37060	1274	17	's	's	POS
37060	1274	18	ample	ample	JJ
37060	1274	19	rain	rain	NN
37060	1274	20	,	,	,
37060	1274	21	and	and	CC
37060	1274	22	not	not	RB
37060	1274	23	yet	yet	RB
37060	1274	24	touched	touch	VBN
37060	1274	25	by	by	IN
37060	1274	26	the	the	DT
37060	1274	27	autumnal	autumnal	JJ
37060	1274	28	sun	sun	NN
37060	1274	29	...	...	:
37060	1274	30	the	the	DT
37060	1274	31	drying	dry	VBG
37060	1274	32	kiln	kiln	NN
37060	1274	33	,	,	,
37060	1274	34	the	the	DT
37060	1274	35	blistering	blistering	NN
37060	1274	36	gaze	gaze	NN
37060	1274	37	which	which	WDT
37060	1274	38	ages	age	VBZ
37060	1274	39	all	all	DT
37060	1274	40	.	.	.
37060	1275	1	The	the	DT
37060	1275	2	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	1275	3	swayed	sway	VBN
37060	1275	4	in	in	IN
37060	1275	5	the	the	DT
37060	1275	6	wind	wind	NN
37060	1275	7	,	,	,
37060	1275	8	playing	play	VBG
37060	1275	9	with	with	IN
37060	1275	10	the	the	DT
37060	1275	11	rays	ray	NNS
37060	1275	12	of	of	IN
37060	1275	13	sunlight	sunlight	NN
37060	1275	14	which	which	WDT
37060	1275	15	danced	dance	VBD
37060	1275	16	in	in	IN
37060	1275	17	countless	countless	JJ
37060	1275	18	patterns	pattern	NNS
37060	1275	19	on	on	IN
37060	1275	20	the	the	DT
37060	1275	21	ground	ground	NN
37060	1275	22	.	.	.
37060	1276	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	1276	2	the	the	DT
37060	1276	3	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	1276	4	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	1276	5	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1276	6	every	every	DT
37060	1276	7	step	step	NN
37060	1276	8	,	,	,
37060	1276	9	none	none	NN
37060	1276	10	of	of	IN
37060	1276	11	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1276	12	could	could	MD
37060	1276	13	forget	forget	VB
37060	1276	14	the	the	DT
37060	1276	15	reason	reason	NN
37060	1276	16	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1276	17	came	come	VBD
37060	1276	18	to	to	IN
37060	1276	19	the	the	DT
37060	1276	20	park	park	NN
37060	1276	21	;	;	:
37060	1276	22	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1276	23	came	come	VBD
37060	1276	24	,	,	,
37060	1276	25	of	of	IN
37060	1276	26	course	course	NN
37060	1276	27	,	,	,
37060	1276	28	to	to	TO
37060	1276	29	forget	forget	VB
37060	1276	30	.	.	.
37060	1277	1	The	the	DT
37060	1277	2	business	business	NN
37060	1277	3	of	of	IN
37060	1277	4	forgetting	forget	VBG
37060	1277	5	,	,	,
37060	1277	6	however	however	RB
37060	1277	7	,	,	,
37060	1277	8	meets	meet	VBZ
37060	1277	9	with	with	IN
37060	1277	10	few	few	JJ
37060	1277	11	actual	actual	JJ
37060	1277	12	successes	success	NNS
37060	1277	13	;	;	:
37060	1277	14	the	the	DT
37060	1277	15	more	more	JJR
37060	1277	16	one	one	CD
37060	1277	17	attempts	attempt	VBZ
37060	1277	18	to	to	TO
37060	1277	19	forget	forget	VB
37060	1277	20	,	,	,
37060	1277	21	the	the	DT
37060	1277	22	less	less	RBR
37060	1277	23	likely	likely	JJ
37060	1277	24	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1277	25	is	be	VBZ
37060	1277	26	to	to	TO
37060	1277	27	accomplish	accomplish	VB
37060	1277	28	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1277	29	goal	goal	NN
37060	1277	30	;	;	:
37060	1277	31	but	but	CC
37060	1277	32	in	in	IN
37060	1277	33	trying	try	VBG
37060	1277	34	the	the	DT
37060	1277	35	object	object	NN
37060	1277	36	of	of	IN
37060	1277	37	one	one	NN
37060	1277	38	's	's	POS
37060	1277	39	trial	trial	NN
37060	1277	40	forever	forever	RB
37060	1277	41	torments	torment	VBZ
37060	1277	42	the	the	DT
37060	1277	43	mind	mind	NN
37060	1277	44	.	.	.
37060	1278	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1278	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	1278	3	better	well	JJR
37060	1278	4	to	to	TO
37060	1278	5	let	let	VB
37060	1278	6	the	the	DT
37060	1278	7	job	job	NN
37060	1278	8	of	of	IN
37060	1278	9	"	"	``
37060	1278	10	forgetting	forget	VBG
37060	1278	11	"	"	''
37060	1278	12	take	take	VB
37060	1278	13	care	care	NN
37060	1278	14	of	of	IN
37060	1278	15	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1278	16	.	.	.
37060	1279	1	That	that	DT
37060	1279	2	evening	evening	NN
37060	1279	3	,	,	,
37060	1279	4	following	follow	VBG
37060	1279	5	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1279	6	meal	meal	NN
37060	1279	7	,	,	,
37060	1279	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1279	9	decided	decide	VBD
37060	1279	10	a	a	DT
37060	1279	11	movie	movie	NN
37060	1279	12	would	would	MD
37060	1279	13	create	create	VB
37060	1279	14	an	an	DT
37060	1279	15	exciting	exciting	JJ
37060	1279	16	climax	climax	NN
37060	1279	17	to	to	IN
37060	1279	18	the	the	DT
37060	1279	19	day	day	NN
37060	1279	20	,	,	,
37060	1279	21	especially	especially	RB
37060	1279	22	since	since	IN
37060	1279	23	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1279	24	hotel	hotel	NN
37060	1279	25	room	room	NN
37060	1279	26	boasted	boast	VBD
37060	1279	27	no	no	DT
37060	1279	28	TV	tv	NN
37060	1279	29	.	.	.
37060	1280	1	The	the	DT
37060	1280	2	movie	movie	NN
37060	1280	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	1280	4	house	house	NN
37060	1280	5	featured	feature	VBD
37060	1280	6	"	"	``
37060	1280	7	Jaws	Jaws	NNP
37060	1280	8	"	"	''
37060	1280	9	and	and	CC
37060	1280	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1280	11	eagerly	eagerly	RB
37060	1280	12	bounced	bounce	VBD
37060	1280	13	down	down	RP
37060	1280	14	the	the	DT
37060	1280	15	aisle	aisle	NN
37060	1280	16	and	and	CC
37060	1280	17	selected	select	VBD
37060	1280	18	a	a	DT
37060	1280	19	seat	seat	NN
37060	1280	20	fairly	fairly	RB
37060	1280	21	close	close	JJ
37060	1280	22	to	to	IN
37060	1280	23	the	the	DT
37060	1280	24	screen	screen	NN
37060	1280	25	.	.	.
37060	1281	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1281	2	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1281	3	found	find	VBD
37060	1281	4	two	two	CD
37060	1281	5	more	more	JJR
37060	1281	6	agreeable	agreeable	JJ
37060	1281	7	seats	seat	NNS
37060	1281	8	toward	toward	IN
37060	1281	9	the	the	DT
37060	1281	10	rear	rear	NN
37060	1281	11	.	.	.
37060	1282	1	As	as	IN
37060	1282	2	the	the	DT
37060	1282	3	theater	theater	NN
37060	1282	4	began	begin	VBD
37060	1282	5	to	to	TO
37060	1282	6	fill	fill	VB
37060	1282	7	,	,	,
37060	1282	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1282	9	glanced	glance	VBD
37060	1282	10	about	about	IN
37060	1282	11	nervously	nervously	RB
37060	1282	12	,	,	,
37060	1282	13	hoping	hope	VBG
37060	1282	14	wildly	wildly	RB
37060	1282	15	that	that	IN
37060	1282	16	no	no	DT
37060	1282	17	one	one	NN
37060	1282	18	with	with	IN
37060	1282	19	a	a	DT
37060	1282	20	spherical	spherical	JJ
37060	1282	21	or	or	CC
37060	1282	22	bee	bee	JJ
37060	1282	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	1282	24	hive	hive	JJ
37060	1282	25	-	-	HYPH
37060	1282	26	shaped	shape	VBN
37060	1282	27	hair	hair	NN
37060	1282	28	style	style	NN
37060	1282	29	would	would	MD
37060	1282	30	seat	seat	VB
37060	1282	31	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1282	32	directly	directly	RB
37060	1282	33	before	before	IN
37060	1282	34	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1282	35	.	.	.
37060	1283	1	With	with	IN
37060	1283	2	good	good	JJ
37060	1283	3	fortune	fortune	NN
37060	1283	4	on	on	IN
37060	1283	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1283	6	side	side	NN
37060	1283	7	,	,	,
37060	1283	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1283	9	breathed	breathe	VBD
37060	1283	10	a	a	DT
37060	1283	11	sigh	sigh	NN
37060	1283	12	of	of	IN
37060	1283	13	relief	relief	NN
37060	1283	14	as	as	IN
37060	1283	15	the	the	DT
37060	1283	16	lights	light	NNS
37060	1283	17	were	be	VBD
37060	1283	18	dimmed	dim	VBN
37060	1283	19	and	and	CC
37060	1283	20	the	the	DT
37060	1283	21	curtain	curtain	NN
37060	1283	22	slid	slide	VBD
37060	1283	23	aside	aside	RB
37060	1283	24	.	.	.
37060	1284	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1284	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1284	3	landed	land	VBN
37060	1284	4	an	an	DT
37060	1284	5	excellent	excellent	JJ
37060	1284	6	seat	seat	NN
37060	1284	7	;	;	:
37060	1284	8	the	the	DT
37060	1284	9	story	story	NN
37060	1284	10	drew	draw	VBD
37060	1284	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1284	12	in	in	RP
37060	1284	13	,	,	,
37060	1284	14	as	as	IN
37060	1284	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1284	16	senses	sense	NNS
37060	1284	17	were	be	VBD
37060	1284	18	unimpaired	unimpaired	JJ
37060	1284	19	,	,	,
37060	1284	20	and	and	CC
37060	1284	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1284	22	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	1284	23	left	leave	VBD
37060	1284	24	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	1284	25	,	,	,
37060	1284	26	and	and	CC
37060	1284	27	hospitals	hospital	NNS
37060	1284	28	behind	behind	RB
37060	1284	29	to	to	TO
37060	1284	30	immerse	immerse	VB
37060	1284	31	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1284	32	in	in	IN
37060	1284	33	the	the	DT
37060	1284	34	image	image	NN
37060	1284	35	captured	capture	VBN
37060	1284	36	through	through	IN
37060	1284	37	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1284	38	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1284	39	.	.	.
37060	1285	1	The	the	DT
37060	1285	2	movie	movie	NN
37060	1285	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1285	4	horrifying	horrifying	JJ
37060	1285	5	;	;	:
37060	1285	6	the	the	DT
37060	1285	7	people	people	NNS
37060	1285	8	in	in	IN
37060	1285	9	the	the	DT
37060	1285	10	audience	audience	NN
37060	1285	11	screamed	scream	VBD
37060	1285	12	and	and	CC
37060	1285	13	jumped	jump	VBD
37060	1285	14	in	in	IN
37060	1285	15	unison	unison	NNP
37060	1285	16	.	.	.
37060	1286	1	As	as	IN
37060	1286	2	the	the	DT
37060	1286	3	actors	actor	NNS
37060	1286	4	pursued	pursue	VBD
37060	1286	5	the	the	DT
37060	1286	6	vicious	vicious	JJ
37060	1286	7	shark	shark	NN
37060	1286	8	,	,	,
37060	1286	9	and	and	CC
37060	1286	10	more	more	RBR
37060	1286	11	unsuspecting	unsuspecting	JJ
37060	1286	12	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	1286	13	fell	fall	VBD
37060	1286	14	prey	prey	VB
37060	1286	15	to	to	IN
37060	1286	16	the	the	DT
37060	1286	17	maniacal	maniacal	JJ
37060	1286	18	monster	monster	NN
37060	1286	19	,	,	,
37060	1286	20	one	one	CD
37060	1286	21	began	begin	VBD
37060	1286	22	to	to	TO
37060	1286	23	feel	feel	VB
37060	1286	24	helplessly	helplessly	RB
37060	1286	25	self	self	NN
37060	1286	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	1286	27	protective	protective	JJ
37060	1286	28	,	,	,
37060	1286	29	as	as	IN
37060	1286	30	if	if	IN
37060	1286	31	caught	catch	VBN
37060	1286	32	unaware	unaware	JJ
37060	1286	33	,	,	,
37060	1286	34	one	one	PRP
37060	1286	35	might	may	MD
37060	1286	36	be	be	VB
37060	1286	37	torn	tear	VBN
37060	1286	38	limb	limb	NN
37060	1286	39	from	from	IN
37060	1286	40	limb	limb	NN
37060	1286	41	.	.	.
37060	1287	1	Then	then	RB
37060	1287	2	,	,	,
37060	1287	3	in	in	IN
37060	1287	4	a	a	DT
37060	1287	5	brutally	brutally	RB
37060	1287	6	raging	rage	VBG
37060	1287	7	climax	climax	NN
37060	1287	8	,	,	,
37060	1287	9	the	the	DT
37060	1287	10	shark	shark	NN
37060	1287	11	was	be	VBD
37060	1287	12	overthrown	overthrow	VBN
37060	1287	13	,	,	,
37060	1287	14	and	and	CC
37060	1287	15	a	a	DT
37060	1287	16	tumultuous	tumultuous	JJ
37060	1287	17	sigh	sigh	NN
37060	1287	18	escaped	escape	VBD
37060	1287	19	from	from	IN
37060	1287	20	the	the	DT
37060	1287	21	lips	lip	NNS
37060	1287	22	of	of	IN
37060	1287	23	on	on	IN
37060	1287	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	1287	25	lookers	looker	NNS
37060	1287	26	;	;	:
37060	1287	27	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	1287	28	was	be	VBD
37060	1287	29	safe	safe	JJ
37060	1287	30	at	at	IN
37060	1287	31	last	last	JJ
37060	1287	32	.	.	.
37060	1288	1	When	when	WRB
37060	1288	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1288	3	rose	rise	VBD
37060	1288	4	from	from	IN
37060	1288	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1288	6	seat	seat	NN
37060	1288	7	to	to	TO
37060	1288	8	file	file	VB
37060	1288	9	out	out	IN
37060	1288	10	of	of	IN
37060	1288	11	the	the	DT
37060	1288	12	building	building	NN
37060	1288	13	,	,	,
37060	1288	14	reality	reality	NN
37060	1288	15	slapped	slap	VBD
37060	1288	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1288	17	face	face	NN
37060	1288	18	.	.	.
37060	1289	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1289	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1289	3	not	not	RB
37060	1289	4	in	in	IN
37060	1289	5	Moline	Moline	NNP
37060	1289	6	,	,	,
37060	1289	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1289	8	was	be	VBD
37060	1289	9	in	in	IN
37060	1289	10	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	1289	11	.	.	.
37060	1290	1	Tomorrow	tomorrow	NN
37060	1290	2	night	night	NN
37060	1290	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1290	4	would	would	MD
37060	1290	5	admit	admit	VB
37060	1290	6	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1290	7	into	into	IN
37060	1290	8	the	the	DT
37060	1290	9	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1290	10	,	,	,
37060	1290	11	and	and	CC
37060	1290	12	Monday	Monday	NNP
37060	1290	13	would	would	MD
37060	1290	14	be	be	VB
37060	1290	15	inescapable	inescapable	JJ
37060	1290	16	;	;	:
37060	1290	17	by	by	IN
37060	1290	18	Tuesday	Tuesday	NNP
37060	1290	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1290	20	would	would	MD
37060	1290	21	sleep	sleep	VB
37060	1290	22	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	1290	23	the	the	DT
37060	1290	24	surgeon	surgeon	NN
37060	1290	25	's	's	POS
37060	1290	26	blade	blade	NN
37060	1290	27	and	and	CC
37060	1290	28	awake	awake	JJ
37060	1290	29	to	to	IN
37060	1290	30	the	the	DT
37060	1290	31	answers	answer	NNS
37060	1290	32	of	of	IN
37060	1290	33	unfulfilled	unfulfilled	JJ
37060	1290	34	questions	question	NNS
37060	1290	35	.	.	.
37060	1291	1	Yet	yet	CC
37060	1291	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1291	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1291	4	pleased	pleased	JJ
37060	1291	5	that	that	IN
37060	1291	6	,	,	,
37060	1291	7	for	for	IN
37060	1291	8	two	two	CD
37060	1291	9	long	long	JJ
37060	1291	10	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1291	11	,	,	,
37060	1291	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1291	13	had	have	VBD
37060	1291	14	,	,	,
37060	1291	15	without	without	IN
37060	1291	16	prompting	prompting	NN
37060	1291	17	,	,	,
37060	1291	18	laid	lay	VBD
37060	1291	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1291	20	worries	worry	NNS
37060	1291	21	aside	aside	RB
37060	1291	22	;	;	:
37060	1291	23	forgetting	forget	VBG
37060	1291	24	was	be	VBD
37060	1291	25	a	a	DT
37060	1291	26	business	business	NN
37060	1291	27	best	well	RBS
37060	1291	28	left	leave	VBN
37060	1291	29	unto	unto	IN
37060	1291	30	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1291	31	.	.	.
37060	1292	1	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	1292	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1292	3	spent	spend	VBN
37060	1292	4	musing	muse	VBG
37060	1292	5	through	through	IN
37060	1292	6	shops	shop	NNS
37060	1292	7	in	in	IN
37060	1292	8	the	the	DT
37060	1292	9	local	local	JJ
37060	1292	10	mall	mall	NN
37060	1292	11	.	.	.
37060	1293	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1293	2	delighted	delight	VBD
37060	1293	3	upon	upon	IN
37060	1293	4	finding	find	VBG
37060	1293	5	several	several	JJ
37060	1293	6	pairs	pair	NNS
37060	1293	7	of	of	IN
37060	1293	8	pants	pant	NNS
37060	1293	9	and	and	CC
37060	1293	10	two	two	CD
37060	1293	11	knit	knit	NNP
37060	1293	12	shirts	shirt	NNS
37060	1293	13	;	;	:
37060	1293	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1293	15	was	be	VBD
37060	1293	16	a	a	DT
37060	1293	17	chore	chore	NN
37060	1293	18	to	to	TO
37060	1293	19	fit	fit	VB
37060	1293	20	clothes	clothe	NNS
37060	1293	21	,	,	,
37060	1293	22	since	since	IN
37060	1293	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1293	24	was	be	VBD
37060	1293	25	tall	tall	JJ
37060	1293	26	and	and	CC
37060	1293	27	,	,	,
37060	1293	28	admittedly	admittedly	RB
37060	1293	29	,	,	,
37060	1293	30	too	too	RB
37060	1293	31	thin	thin	JJ
37060	1293	32	.	.	.
37060	1294	1	So	so	RB
37060	1294	2	happy	happy	JJ
37060	1294	3	with	with	IN
37060	1294	4	the	the	DT
37060	1294	5	new	new	JJ
37060	1294	6	purchases	purchase	NNS
37060	1294	7	was	be	VBD
37060	1294	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1294	9	that	that	WDT
37060	1294	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1294	11	asked	ask	VBD
37060	1294	12	the	the	DT
37060	1294	13	clerk	clerk	NN
37060	1294	14	to	to	TO
37060	1294	15	remove	remove	VB
37060	1294	16	the	the	DT
37060	1294	17	tags	tag	NNS
37060	1294	18	on	on	IN
37060	1294	19	two	two	CD
37060	1294	20	articles	article	NNS
37060	1294	21	and	and	CC
37060	1294	22	reappeared	reappear	VBD
37060	1294	23	from	from	IN
37060	1294	24	the	the	DT
37060	1294	25	dressing	dressing	NN
37060	1294	26	room	room	NN
37060	1294	27	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	1294	28	very	very	RB
37060	1294	29	much	much	RB
37060	1294	30	in	in	IN
37060	1294	31	style	style	NN
37060	1294	32	.	.	.
37060	1295	1	In	in	IN
37060	1295	2	another	another	DT
37060	1295	3	store	store	NN
37060	1295	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1295	5	spied	spy	VBD
37060	1295	6	a	a	DT
37060	1295	7	purse	purse	NN
37060	1295	8	that	that	WDT
37060	1295	9	looked	look	VBD
37060	1295	10	nice	nice	JJ
37060	1295	11	,	,	,
37060	1295	12	but	but	CC
37060	1295	13	cost	cost	VBD
37060	1295	14	fairly	fairly	RB
37060	1295	15	little	little	JJ
37060	1295	16	.	.	.
37060	1296	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1296	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	1296	3	down	down	RP
37060	1296	4	disgustingly	disgustingly	RB
37060	1296	5	at	at	IN
37060	1296	6	the	the	DT
37060	1296	7	worn	worn	JJ
37060	1296	8	bag	bag	NN
37060	1296	9	which	which	WDT
37060	1296	10	dangled	dangle	VBD
37060	1296	11	lifelessly	lifelessly	RB
37060	1296	12	at	at	IN
37060	1296	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1296	14	hip	hip	NN
37060	1296	15	,	,	,
37060	1296	16	and	and	CC
37060	1296	17	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1296	18	the	the	DT
37060	1296	19	purse	purse	NN
37060	1296	20	would	would	MD
37060	1296	21	be	be	VB
37060	1296	22	a	a	DT
37060	1296	23	worthwhile	worthwhile	JJ
37060	1296	24	expenditure	expenditure	NN
37060	1296	25	.	.	.
37060	1297	1	Digging	dig	VBG
37060	1297	2	into	into	IN
37060	1297	3	the	the	DT
37060	1297	4	old	old	JJ
37060	1297	5	one	one	CD
37060	1297	6	for	for	IN
37060	1297	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1297	8	money	money	NN
37060	1297	9	,	,	,
37060	1297	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1297	11	finally	finally	RB
37060	1297	12	extracted	extract	VBD
37060	1297	13	a	a	DT
37060	1297	14	disintegrating	disintegrate	VBG
37060	1297	15	leather	leather	NN
37060	1297	16	wallet	wallet	NN
37060	1297	17	;	;	:
37060	1297	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1297	19	's	be	VBZ
37060	1297	20	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	1297	21	so	so	RB
37060	1297	22	shocked	shock	VBD
37060	1297	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1297	24	mom	mom	NN
37060	1297	25	that	that	IN
37060	1297	26	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1297	27	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	1297	28	offered	offer	VBD
37060	1297	29	to	to	TO
37060	1297	30	buy	buy	VB
37060	1297	31	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1297	32	another	another	DT
37060	1297	33	.	.	.
37060	1298	1	Generously	generously	RB
37060	1298	2	outfitted	outfit	VBN
37060	1298	3	,	,	,
37060	1298	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1298	5	dismissed	dismiss	VBD
37060	1298	6	the	the	DT
37060	1298	7	mall	mall	NN
37060	1298	8	with	with	IN
37060	1298	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1298	10	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1298	11	for	for	IN
37060	1298	12	the	the	DT
37060	1298	13	more	more	RBR
37060	1298	14	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	1298	15	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	1298	16	of	of	IN
37060	1298	17	the	the	DT
37060	1298	18	city	city	NN
37060	1298	19	park	park	NN
37060	1298	20	.	.	.
37060	1299	1	The	the	DT
37060	1299	2	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	1299	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1299	4	disappearing	disappear	VBG
37060	1299	5	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	1299	6	,	,	,
37060	1299	7	and	and	CC
37060	1299	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1299	9	no	no	RB
37060	1299	10	longer	long	RBR
37060	1299	11	tried	try	VBD
37060	1299	12	to	to	TO
37060	1299	13	rid	rid	VB
37060	1299	14	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1299	15	minds	mind	NNS
37060	1299	16	of	of	IN
37060	1299	17	distressing	distress	VBG
37060	1299	18	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	1299	19	,	,	,
37060	1299	20	for	for	IN
37060	1299	21	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1299	22	were	be	VBD
37060	1299	23	altogether	altogether	RB
37060	1299	24	too	too	RB
37060	1299	25	prevalent	prevalent	JJ
37060	1299	26	to	to	TO
37060	1299	27	wish	wish	VB
37060	1299	28	away	away	RP
37060	1299	29	.	.	.
37060	1300	1	Strolling	stroll	VBG
37060	1300	2	through	through	IN
37060	1300	3	the	the	DT
37060	1300	4	grass	grass	NN
37060	1300	5	,	,	,
37060	1300	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1300	7	did	do	VBD
37060	1300	8	not	not	RB
37060	1300	9	often	often	RB
37060	1300	10	speak	speak	VB
37060	1300	11	;	;	:
37060	1300	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1300	13	merely	merely	RB
37060	1300	14	waited	wait	VBD
37060	1300	15	for	for	IN
37060	1300	16	evening	evening	NN
37060	1300	17	to	to	TO
37060	1300	18	descend	descend	VB
37060	1300	19	.	.	.
37060	1301	1	There	there	EX
37060	1301	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	1301	3	always	always	RB
37060	1301	4	too	too	RB
37060	1301	5	much	much	JJ
37060	1301	6	time	time	NN
37060	1301	7	before	before	IN
37060	1301	8	an	an	DT
37060	1301	9	unpleasant	unpleasant	JJ
37060	1301	10	event	event	NN
37060	1301	11	;	;	:
37060	1301	12	too	too	RB
37060	1301	13	much	much	JJ
37060	1301	14	,	,	,
37060	1301	15	yet	yet	CC
37060	1301	16	not	not	RB
37060	1301	17	near	near	IN
37060	1301	18	enough	enough	JJ
37060	1301	19	.	.	.
37060	1302	1	The	the	DT
37060	1302	2	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	1302	3	stalled	stall	VBD
37060	1302	4	...	...	:
37060	1302	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1302	6	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1302	7	never	never	RB
37060	1302	8	to	to	TO
37060	1302	9	end	end	VB
37060	1302	10	...	...	NFP
37060	1302	11	and	and	CC
37060	1302	12	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1302	13	conscious	conscious	JJ
37060	1302	14	minds	mind	NNS
37060	1302	15	sustained	sustain	VBD
37060	1302	16	heavy	heavy	JJ
37060	1302	17	blows	blow	NNS
37060	1302	18	.	.	.
37060	1303	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1303	2	walked	walk	VBD
37060	1303	3	near	near	IN
37060	1303	4	the	the	DT
37060	1303	5	lake	lake	NN
37060	1303	6	,	,	,
37060	1303	7	where	where	WRB
37060	1303	8	geese	geese	JJ
37060	1303	9	stood	stand	VBD
37060	1303	10	craning	crane	VBG
37060	1303	11	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1303	12	necks	neck	NNS
37060	1303	13	and	and	CC
37060	1303	14	bickering	bickering	NN
37060	1303	15	among	among	IN
37060	1303	16	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1303	17	.	.	.
37060	1304	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1304	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	1304	3	away	away	RB
37060	1304	4	;	;	:
37060	1304	5	the	the	DT
37060	1304	6	sight	sight	NN
37060	1304	7	offered	offer	VBD
37060	1304	8	little	little	JJ
37060	1304	9	solace	solace	NN
37060	1304	10	to	to	IN
37060	1304	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1304	12	restless	restless	JJ
37060	1304	13	mind	mind	NN
37060	1304	14	.	.	.
37060	1305	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1305	2	longed	long	VBD
37060	1305	3	,	,	,
37060	1305	4	almost	almost	RB
37060	1305	5	,	,	,
37060	1305	6	to	to	TO
37060	1305	7	fling	fling	VB
37060	1305	8	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1305	9	upon	upon	IN
37060	1305	10	the	the	DT
37060	1305	11	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1305	12	steps	step	NNS
37060	1305	13	if	if	IN
37060	1305	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1305	15	could	could	MD
37060	1305	16	but	but	CC
37060	1305	17	in	in	IN
37060	1305	18	that	that	DT
37060	1305	19	way	way	NN
37060	1305	20	escape	escape	VB
37060	1305	21	the	the	DT
37060	1305	22	awful	awful	JJ
37060	1305	23	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	1305	24	...	...	:
37060	1305	25	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	1305	26	...	...	:
37060	1305	27	waiting	wait	VBG
37060	1305	28	.	.	.
37060	1306	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1306	2	glanced	glance	VBD
37060	1306	3	at	at	IN
37060	1306	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1306	5	watch	watch	NN
37060	1306	6	;	;	:
37060	1306	7	five	five	CD
37060	1306	8	o'clock	o'clock	NN
37060	1306	9	,	,	,
37060	1306	10	suppertime	suppertime	NN
37060	1306	11	.	.	.
37060	1307	1	Eating	eat	VBG
37060	1307	2	;	;	:
37060	1307	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1307	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1307	5	something	something	NN
37060	1307	6	to	to	TO
37060	1307	7	do	do	VB
37060	1307	8	,	,	,
37060	1307	9	so	so	RB
37060	1307	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1307	11	welcomed	welcome	VBD
37060	1307	12	the	the	DT
37060	1307	13	thought	thought	NN
37060	1307	14	wholeheartedly	wholeheartedly	RB
37060	1307	15	.	.	.
37060	1308	1	Our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1308	2	therapy	therapy	NN
37060	1308	3	consisted	consist	VBD
37060	1308	4	of	of	IN
37060	1308	5	such	such	JJ
37060	1308	6	occupations	occupation	NNS
37060	1308	7	;	;	:
37060	1308	8	as	as	RB
37060	1308	9	long	long	RB
37060	1308	10	as	as	IN
37060	1308	11	one	one	CD
37060	1308	12	remained	remain	VBD
37060	1308	13	busy	busy	JJ
37060	1308	14	,	,	,
37060	1308	15	the	the	DT
37060	1308	16	job	job	NN
37060	1308	17	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1308	18	mattered	matter	VBD
37060	1308	19	little	little	JJ
37060	1308	20	.	.	.
37060	1309	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	1309	2	,	,	,
37060	1309	3	the	the	DT
37060	1309	4	main	main	JJ
37060	1309	5	objective	objective	NN
37060	1309	6	of	of	IN
37060	1309	7	the	the	DT
37060	1309	8	hour	hour	NN
37060	1309	9	encircled	encircle	VBD
37060	1309	10	the	the	DT
37060	1309	11	procuring	procuring	NN
37060	1309	12	of	of	IN
37060	1309	13	sustenance	sustenance	NN
37060	1309	14	.	.	.
37060	1310	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1310	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	1310	3	that	that	IN
37060	1310	4	the	the	DT
37060	1310	5	meal	meal	NN
37060	1310	6	that	that	DT
37060	1310	7	evening	evening	NN
37060	1310	8	would	would	MD
37060	1310	9	be	be	VB
37060	1310	10	the	the	DT
37060	1310	11	last	last	JJ
37060	1310	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1310	13	would	would	MD
37060	1310	14	share	share	VB
37060	1310	15	with	with	IN
37060	1310	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1310	17	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1310	18	for	for	IN
37060	1310	19	several	several	JJ
37060	1310	20	days	day	NNS
37060	1310	21	,	,	,
37060	1310	22	yet	yet	CC
37060	1310	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1310	24	no	no	RB
37060	1310	25	longer	longer	RB
37060	1310	26	remember	remember	VBP
37060	1310	27	what	what	WP
37060	1310	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1310	29	ordered	order	VBD
37060	1310	30	or	or	CC
37060	1310	31	if	if	IN
37060	1310	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1310	33	ate	eat	VBD
37060	1310	34	well	well	RB
37060	1310	35	.	.	.
37060	1311	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1311	2	recall	recall	VBP
37060	1311	3	only	only	RB
37060	1311	4	that	that	IN
37060	1311	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1311	6	had	have	VBD
37060	1311	7	been	be	VBN
37060	1311	8	told	tell	VBN
37060	1311	9	to	to	TO
37060	1311	10	finish	finish	VB
37060	1311	11	eating	eat	VBG
37060	1311	12	before	before	IN
37060	1311	13	a	a	DT
37060	1311	14	certain	certain	JJ
37060	1311	15	hour	hour	NN
37060	1311	16	,	,	,
37060	1311	17	so	so	IN
37060	1311	18	that	that	IN
37060	1311	19	the	the	DT
37060	1311	20	following	follow	VBG
37060	1311	21	morning	morning	NN
37060	1311	22	the	the	DT
37060	1311	23	test	test	NN
37060	1311	24	could	could	MD
37060	1311	25	begin	begin	VB
37060	1311	26	early	early	RB
37060	1311	27	;	;	:
37060	1311	28	under	under	IN
37060	1311	29	the	the	DT
37060	1311	30	strict	strict	JJ
37060	1311	31	instructions	instruction	NNS
37060	1311	32	,	,	,
37060	1311	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1311	34	lamented	lament	VBD
37060	1311	35	that	that	IN
37060	1311	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1311	37	would	would	MD
37060	1311	38	not	not	RB
37060	1311	39	be	be	VB
37060	1311	40	able	able	JJ
37060	1311	41	to	to	TO
37060	1311	42	partake	partake	VB
37060	1311	43	of	of	IN
37060	1311	44	the	the	DT
37060	1311	45	customary	customary	JJ
37060	1311	46	late	late	JJ
37060	1311	47	-	-	HYPH
37060	1311	48	night	night	NN
37060	1311	49	snack	snack	NN
37060	1311	50	.	.	.
37060	1312	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1312	2	did	do	VBD
37060	1312	3	not	not	RB
37060	1312	4	linger	linger	VB
37060	1312	5	over	over	IN
37060	1312	6	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1312	7	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	1312	8	plates	plate	NNS
37060	1312	9	.	.	.
37060	1313	1	The	the	DT
37060	1313	2	tension	tension	NN
37060	1313	3	had	have	VBD
37060	1313	4	become	become	VBN
37060	1313	5	too	too	RB
37060	1313	6	great	great	JJ
37060	1313	7	;	;	:
37060	1313	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1313	9	wanted	want	VBD
37060	1313	10	the	the	DT
37060	1313	11	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1313	12	to	to	TO
37060	1313	13	be	be	VB
37060	1313	14	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1313	15	next	next	JJ
37060	1313	16	destination	destination	NN
37060	1313	17	.	.	.
37060	1314	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1314	2	carried	carry	VBD
37060	1314	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1314	4	few	few	JJ
37060	1314	5	belongings	belonging	NNS
37060	1314	6	for	for	IN
37060	1314	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1314	8	needed	need	VBD
37060	1314	9	no	no	DT
37060	1314	10	suitcase	suitcase	NN
37060	1314	11	;	;	:
37060	1314	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1314	13	underwear	underwear	NN
37060	1314	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1314	15	stuffed	stuff	VBD
37060	1314	16	in	in	IN
37060	1314	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1314	18	purse	purse	NN
37060	1314	19	.	.	.
37060	1315	1	PAGE	PAGE	NNP
37060	1315	2	49	49	CD
37060	1315	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	1315	4	10	10	CD
37060	1315	5	Preparation	Preparation	NNP
37060	1315	6	and	and	CC
37060	1315	7	Surgery	Surgery	NNP
37060	1315	8	"	"	''
37060	1315	9	If	if	IN
37060	1315	10	only	only	RB
37060	1315	11	one	one	CD
37060	1315	12	did	do	VBD
37060	1315	13	not	not	RB
37060	1315	14	have	have	VB
37060	1315	15	to	to	TO
37060	1315	16	think	think	VB
37060	1315	17	during	during	IN
37060	1315	18	the	the	DT
37060	1315	19	long	long	JJ
37060	1315	20	periods	period	NNS
37060	1315	21	of	of	IN
37060	1315	22	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	1315	23	and	and	CC
37060	1315	24	ignorance	ignorance	NN
37060	1315	25	,	,	,
37060	1315	26	and	and	CC
37060	1315	27	could	could	MD
37060	1315	28	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	1315	29	benumb	benumb	VB
37060	1315	30	the	the	DT
37060	1315	31	senses	sense	NNS
37060	1315	32	until	until	IN
37060	1315	33	the	the	DT
37060	1315	34	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1315	35	of	of	IN
37060	1315	36	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	1315	37	had	have	VBD
37060	1315	38	passed	pass	VBN
37060	1315	39	!	!	.
37060	1315	40	"	"	''
37060	1316	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	1316	2	TEN	TEN	NNP
37060	1316	3	Preparation	Preparation	NNP
37060	1316	4	and	and	CC
37060	1316	5	Surgery	Surgery	NNP
37060	1316	6	At	at	IN
37060	1316	7	the	the	DT
37060	1316	8	admissions	admission	NNS
37060	1316	9	office	office	NN
37060	1316	10	,	,	,
37060	1316	11	forms	form	NNS
37060	1316	12	were	be	VBD
37060	1316	13	completed	complete	VBN
37060	1316	14	;	;	:
37060	1316	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1316	16	was	be	VBD
37060	1316	17	much	much	RB
37060	1316	18	more	more	RBR
37060	1316	19	complicated	complicated	JJ
37060	1316	20	than	than	IN
37060	1316	21	registering	register	VBG
37060	1316	22	for	for	IN
37060	1316	23	a	a	DT
37060	1316	24	motel	motel	NN
37060	1316	25	room	room	NN
37060	1316	26	.	.	.
37060	1317	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1317	2	sat	sit	VBD
37060	1317	3	nearby	nearby	RB
37060	1317	4	,	,	,
37060	1317	5	watching	watch	VBG
37060	1317	6	the	the	DT
37060	1317	7	wearisome	wearisome	NN
37060	1317	8	process	process	NN
37060	1317	9	.	.	.
37060	1318	1	There	there	EX
37060	1318	2	were	be	VBD
37060	1318	3	no	no	DT
37060	1318	4	rooms	room	NNS
37060	1318	5	in	in	IN
37060	1318	6	the	the	DT
37060	1318	7	pediatrics	pediatric	NNS
37060	1318	8	ward	ward	RB
37060	1318	9	.	.	.
37060	1319	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1319	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1319	3	led	lead	VBN
37060	1319	4	to	to	IN
37060	1319	5	a	a	DT
37060	1319	6	room	room	NN
37060	1319	7	which	which	WDT
37060	1319	8	was	be	VBD
37060	1319	9	quite	quite	RB
37060	1319	10	old	old	JJ
37060	1319	11	and	and	CC
37060	1319	12	depressing	depressing	JJ
37060	1319	13	,	,	,
37060	1319	14	and	and	CC
37060	1319	15	found	find	VBD
37060	1319	16	to	to	IN
37060	1319	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1319	18	disgust	disgust	NN
37060	1319	19	that	that	IN
37060	1319	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1319	21	roommate	roommate	NN
37060	1319	22	smoked	smoke	VBD
37060	1319	23	.	.	.
37060	1320	1	"	"	``
37060	1320	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1320	3	hope	hope	VBP
37060	1320	4	this	this	DT
37060	1320	5	does	do	VBZ
37060	1320	6	n't	not	RB
37060	1320	7	bother	bother	VB
37060	1320	8	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1320	9	,	,	,
37060	1320	10	"	"	''
37060	1320	11	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1320	12	said	say	VBD
37060	1320	13	motioning	motion	VBG
37060	1320	14	to	to	IN
37060	1320	15	the	the	DT
37060	1320	16	hand	hand	NN
37060	1320	17	that	that	WDT
37060	1320	18	held	hold	VBD
37060	1320	19	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1320	20	cigarette	cigarette	NN
37060	1320	21	.	.	.
37060	1321	1	What	what	WP
37060	1321	2	did	do	VBD
37060	1321	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1321	4	matter	matter	RB
37060	1321	5	,	,	,
37060	1321	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1321	7	thought	think	VBD
37060	1321	8	;	;	:
37060	1321	9	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1321	10	would	would	MD
37060	1321	11	continue	continue	VB
37060	1321	12	smoking	smoke	VBG
37060	1321	13	regardless	regardless	RB
37060	1321	14	of	of	IN
37060	1321	15	the	the	DT
37060	1321	16	way	way	NN
37060	1321	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1321	18	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1321	19	about	about	IN
37060	1321	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1321	21	.	.	.
37060	1322	1	From	from	IN
37060	1322	2	experience	experience	NN
37060	1322	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1322	4	had	have	VBD
37060	1322	5	learned	learn	VBN
37060	1322	6	that	that	IN
37060	1322	7	,	,	,
37060	1322	8	although	although	IN
37060	1322	9	many	many	JJ
37060	1322	10	people	people	NNS
37060	1322	11	who	who	WP
37060	1322	12	fostered	foster	VBD
37060	1322	13	bad	bad	JJ
37060	1322	14	habits	habit	NNS
37060	1322	15	did	do	VBD
37060	1322	16	not	not	RB
37060	1322	17	want	want	VB
37060	1322	18	to	to	TO
37060	1322	19	be	be	VB
37060	1322	20	overly	overly	RB
37060	1322	21	offensive	offensive	JJ
37060	1322	22	,	,	,
37060	1322	23	most	most	RBS
37060	1322	24	never	never	RB
37060	1322	25	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	1322	26	enough	enough	JJ
37060	1322	27	genuine	genuine	JJ
37060	1322	28	concern	concern	NN
37060	1322	29	for	for	IN
37060	1322	30	another	another	DT
37060	1322	31	individual	individual	NN
37060	1322	32	to	to	TO
37060	1322	33	refrain	refrain	VB
37060	1322	34	from	from	IN
37060	1322	35	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1322	36	habit	habit	NN
37060	1322	37	.	.	.
37060	1323	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1323	2	waved	wave	VBD
37060	1323	3	off	off	IN
37060	1323	4	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1323	5	question	question	NN
37060	1323	6	,	,	,
37060	1323	7	and	and	CC
37060	1323	8	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	1323	9	for	for	IN
37060	1323	10	adequate	adequate	JJ
37060	1323	11	ventilation	ventilation	NN
37060	1323	12	.	.	.
37060	1324	1	Is	be	VBZ
37060	1324	2	this	this	DT
37060	1324	3	the	the	DT
37060	1324	4	bittersweet	bittersweet	JJ
37060	1324	5	price	price	NN
37060	1324	6	for	for	IN
37060	1324	7	societal	societal	JJ
37060	1324	8	living	living	NN
37060	1324	9	?	?	.
37060	1325	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1325	2	few	few	JJ
37060	1325	3	belongings	belonging	NNS
37060	1325	4	were	be	VBD
37060	1325	5	stowed	stow	VBN
37060	1325	6	in	in	IN
37060	1325	7	a	a	DT
37060	1325	8	closet	closet	NN
37060	1325	9	,	,	,
37060	1325	10	then	then	RB
37060	1325	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1325	12	went	go	VBD
37060	1325	13	back	back	RB
37060	1325	14	to	to	IN
37060	1325	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1325	16	bed	bed	NN
37060	1325	17	and	and	CC
37060	1325	18	sat	sit	VBD
37060	1325	19	on	on	IN
37060	1325	20	the	the	DT
37060	1325	21	edge	edge	NN
37060	1325	22	of	of	IN
37060	1325	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1325	24	,	,	,
37060	1325	25	uncertain	uncertain	JJ
37060	1325	26	of	of	IN
37060	1325	27	what	what	WP
37060	1325	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1325	29	was	be	VBD
37060	1325	30	supposed	suppose	VBN
37060	1325	31	to	to	TO
37060	1325	32	do	do	VB
37060	1325	33	;	;	:
37060	1325	34	during	during	IN
37060	1325	35	these	these	DT
37060	1325	36	periods	period	NNS
37060	1325	37	of	of	IN
37060	1325	38	anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	1325	39	,	,	,
37060	1325	40	had	have	VBD
37060	1325	41	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1325	42	been	be	VBN
37060	1325	43	a	a	DT
37060	1325	44	smoker	smoker	NN
37060	1325	45	,	,	,
37060	1325	46	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1325	47	might	may	MD
37060	1325	48	have	have	VB
37060	1325	49	lit	light	VBN
37060	1325	50	up	up	RP
37060	1325	51	.	.	.
37060	1326	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1326	2	did	do	VBD
37060	1326	3	not	not	RB
37060	1326	4	wish	wish	VB
37060	1326	5	to	to	TO
37060	1326	6	spend	spend	VB
37060	1326	7	the	the	DT
37060	1326	8	night	night	NN
37060	1326	9	there	there	RB
37060	1326	10	;	;	:
37060	1326	11	anxiety	anxiety	NN
37060	1326	12	clawed	claw	VBD
37060	1326	13	at	at	IN
37060	1326	14	the	the	DT
37060	1326	15	walls	wall	NNS
37060	1326	16	of	of	IN
37060	1326	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1326	18	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1326	19	.	.	.
37060	1327	1	Through	through	IN
37060	1327	2	the	the	DT
37060	1327	3	window	window	NN
37060	1327	4	across	across	IN
37060	1327	5	the	the	DT
37060	1327	6	room	room	NN
37060	1327	7	,	,	,
37060	1327	8	city	city	NN
37060	1327	9	lights	light	NNS
37060	1327	10	twinkled	twinkle	VBD
37060	1327	11	like	like	IN
37060	1327	12	hundreds	hundred	NNS
37060	1327	13	of	of	IN
37060	1327	14	stars	star	NNS
37060	1327	15	which	which	WDT
37060	1327	16	had	have	VBD
37060	1327	17	been	be	VBN
37060	1327	18	hurled	hurl	VBN
37060	1327	19	to	to	IN
37060	1327	20	the	the	DT
37060	1327	21	earth	earth	NN
37060	1327	22	,	,	,
37060	1327	23	spreading	spread	VBG
37060	1327	24	toward	toward	IN
37060	1327	25	the	the	DT
37060	1327	26	horizon	horizon	NN
37060	1327	27	in	in	IN
37060	1327	28	a	a	DT
37060	1327	29	grid	grid	NN
37060	1327	30	-	-	HYPH
37060	1327	31	work	work	NN
37060	1327	32	of	of	IN
37060	1327	33	interesting	interesting	JJ
37060	1327	34	lines	line	NNS
37060	1327	35	.	.	.
37060	1328	1	Soon	soon	RB
37060	1328	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1328	3	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1328	4	would	would	MD
37060	1328	5	return	return	VB
37060	1328	6	to	to	IN
37060	1328	7	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1328	8	hotel	hotel	NN
37060	1328	9	;	;	:
37060	1328	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1328	11	almost	almost	RB
37060	1328	12	wished	wish	VBD
37060	1328	13	that	that	IN
37060	1328	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1328	15	would	would	MD
37060	1328	16	leave	leave	VB
37060	1328	17	,	,	,
37060	1328	18	so	so	CC
37060	1328	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1328	20	could	could	MD
37060	1328	21	adjust	adjust	VB
37060	1328	22	to	to	IN
37060	1328	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1328	24	new	new	JJ
37060	1328	25	surroundings	surrounding	NNS
37060	1328	26	,	,	,
37060	1328	27	for	for	IN
37060	1328	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1328	29	would	would	MD
37060	1328	30	face	face	VB
37060	1328	31	tomorrow	tomorrow	NN
37060	1328	32	's	's	POS
37060	1328	33	test	test	NN
37060	1328	34	,	,	,
37060	1328	35	and	and	CC
37060	1328	36	the	the	DT
37060	1328	37	following	follow	VBG
37060	1328	38	operation	operation	NN
37060	1328	39	;	;	:
37060	1328	40	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1328	41	had	have	VBD
37060	1328	42	to	to	TO
37060	1328	43	find	find	VB
37060	1328	44	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	1328	45	within	within	IN
37060	1328	46	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1328	47	.	.	.
37060	1329	1	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1329	2	and	and	CC
37060	1329	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1329	4	kissed	kiss	VBD
37060	1329	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1329	6	goodnight	goodnight	NN
37060	1329	7	,	,	,
37060	1329	8	amid	amid	IN
37060	1329	9	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1329	10	internal	internal	JJ
37060	1329	11	struggle	struggle	NN
37060	1329	12	toward	toward	IN
37060	1329	13	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	1329	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1329	15	little	little	JJ
37060	1329	16	girl	girl	NN
37060	1329	17	in	in	IN
37060	1329	18	the	the	DT
37060	1329	19	hands	hand	NNS
37060	1329	20	of	of	IN
37060	1329	21	strangers	stranger	NNS
37060	1329	22	.	.	.
37060	1330	1	Once	once	IN
37060	1330	2	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1330	3	had	have	VBD
37060	1330	4	gone	go	VBN
37060	1330	5	,	,	,
37060	1330	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1330	7	nervousness	nervousness	NN
37060	1330	8	began	begin	VBD
37060	1330	9	to	to	TO
37060	1330	10	subside	subside	VB
37060	1330	11	;	;	:
37060	1330	12	anxiety	anxiety	NN
37060	1330	13	breeds	breed	VBZ
37060	1330	14	anxiety	anxiety	NN
37060	1330	15	,	,	,
37060	1330	16	and	and	CC
37060	1330	17	lacking	lack	VBG
37060	1330	18	two	two	CD
37060	1330	19	generators	generator	NNS
37060	1330	20	,	,	,
37060	1330	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1330	22	now	now	RB
37060	1330	23	bore	bear	VBD
37060	1330	24	only	only	RB
37060	1330	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1330	26	own	own	JJ
37060	1330	27	.	.	.
37060	1331	1	Seeing	see	VBG
37060	1331	2	that	that	IN
37060	1331	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1331	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1331	5	quite	quite	RB
37060	1331	6	alone	alone	JJ
37060	1331	7	,	,	,
37060	1331	8	a	a	DT
37060	1331	9	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1331	10	entered	enter	VBD
37060	1331	11	the	the	DT
37060	1331	12	room	room	NN
37060	1331	13	bearing	bear	VBG
37060	1331	14	the	the	DT
37060	1331	15	essentials	essential	NNS
37060	1331	16	of	of	IN
37060	1331	17	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1331	18	life	life	NN
37060	1331	19	,	,	,
37060	1331	20	issuing	issue	VBG
37060	1331	21	to	to	IN
37060	1331	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1331	23	a	a	DT
37060	1331	24	gown	gown	JJ
37060	1331	25	,	,	,
37060	1331	26	and	and	CC
37060	1331	27	placing	place	VBG
37060	1331	28	kleenex	kleenex	NNP
37060	1331	29	tissues	tissue	NNS
37060	1331	30	and	and	CC
37060	1331	31	a	a	DT
37060	1331	32	thermometer	thermometer	NN
37060	1331	33	and	and	CC
37060	1331	34	styrofoam	styrofoam	NN
37060	1331	35	water	water	NN
37060	1331	36	pitcher	pitcher	NN
37060	1331	37	on	on	IN
37060	1331	38	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1331	39	nightstand	nightstand	NN
37060	1331	40	.	.	.
37060	1332	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1332	2	routinely	routinely	RB
37060	1332	3	popped	pop	VBD
37060	1332	4	the	the	DT
37060	1332	5	thermometer	thermometer	NN
37060	1332	6	into	into	IN
37060	1332	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1332	8	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	1332	9	and	and	CC
37060	1332	10	took	take	VBD
37060	1332	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1332	12	blood	blood	NN
37060	1332	13	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	1332	14	and	and	CC
37060	1332	15	pulse	pulse	NN
37060	1332	16	rate	rate	NN
37060	1332	17	;	;	,
37060	1332	18	removing	remove	VBG
37060	1332	19	the	the	DT
37060	1332	20	thermometer	thermometer	NN
37060	1332	21	from	from	IN
37060	1332	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1332	23	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	1332	24	,	,	,
37060	1332	25	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1332	26	glanced	glance	VBD
37060	1332	27	at	at	IN
37060	1332	28	the	the	DT
37060	1332	29	reading	reading	NN
37060	1332	30	and	and	CC
37060	1332	31	made	make	VBD
37060	1332	32	notations	notation	NNS
37060	1332	33	for	for	IN
37060	1332	34	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1332	35	file	file	NN
37060	1332	36	.	.	.
37060	1333	1	Before	before	IN
37060	1333	2	bidding	bid	VBG
37060	1333	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1333	4	goodnight	goodnight	NN
37060	1333	5	,	,	,
37060	1333	6	the	the	DT
37060	1333	7	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1333	8	reminded	remind	VBD
37060	1333	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1333	10	that	that	IN
37060	1333	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1333	12	should	should	MD
37060	1333	13	eat	eat	VB
37060	1333	14	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1333	15	,	,	,
37060	1333	16	nor	nor	CC
37060	1333	17	should	should	MD
37060	1333	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1333	19	drink	drink	VB
37060	1333	20	water	water	NN
37060	1333	21	after	after	IN
37060	1333	22	6	6	CD
37060	1333	23	a.m.	a.m.	NN
37060	1333	24	the	the	DT
37060	1333	25	next	next	JJ
37060	1333	26	morning	morning	NN
37060	1333	27	;	;	:
37060	1333	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1333	29	nodded	nod	VBD
37060	1333	30	in	in	IN
37060	1333	31	comprehensive	comprehensive	JJ
37060	1333	32	agreement	agreement	NN
37060	1333	33	,	,	,
37060	1333	34	and	and	CC
37060	1333	35	climbed	climb	VBD
37060	1333	36	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	1333	37	the	the	DT
37060	1333	38	sheets	sheet	NNS
37060	1333	39	to	to	TO
37060	1333	40	stare	stare	VB
37060	1333	41	at	at	IN
37060	1333	42	the	the	DT
37060	1333	43	ceiling	ceiling	NN
37060	1333	44	.	.	.
37060	1334	1	At	at	IN
37060	1334	2	first	first	RB
37060	1334	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1334	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1334	5	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	1334	6	to	to	TO
37060	1334	7	dispel	dispel	VB
37060	1334	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1334	9	restless	restless	JJ
37060	1334	10	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	1334	11	,	,	,
37060	1334	12	and	and	CC
37060	1334	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1334	14	fought	fight	VBD
37060	1334	15	to	to	TO
37060	1334	16	find	find	VB
37060	1334	17	a	a	DT
37060	1334	18	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	1334	19	position	position	NN
37060	1334	20	amongst	amongst	IN
37060	1334	21	the	the	DT
37060	1334	22	stiff	stiff	JJ
37060	1334	23	sheets	sheet	NNS
37060	1334	24	and	and	CC
37060	1334	25	unfamiliar	unfamiliar	JJ
37060	1334	26	pillow	pillow	NN
37060	1334	27	.	.	.
37060	1335	1	Yet	yet	CC
37060	1335	2	at	at	IN
37060	1335	3	some	some	DT
37060	1335	4	unknown	unknown	JJ
37060	1335	5	point	point	NN
37060	1335	6	in	in	IN
37060	1335	7	time	time	NN
37060	1335	8	,	,	,
37060	1335	9	disquietude	disquietude	NNP
37060	1335	10	was	be	VBD
37060	1335	11	overruled	overrule	VBN
37060	1335	12	by	by	IN
37060	1335	13	fatigue	fatigue	NN
37060	1335	14	,	,	,
37060	1335	15	and	and	CC
37060	1335	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1335	17	was	be	VBD
37060	1335	18	claimed	claim	VBN
37060	1335	19	by	by	IN
37060	1335	20	the	the	DT
37060	1335	21	obscure	obscure	JJ
37060	1335	22	world	world	NN
37060	1335	23	where	where	WRB
37060	1335	24	conscious	conscious	JJ
37060	1335	25	and	and	CC
37060	1335	26	unconscious	unconscious	JJ
37060	1335	27	thought	thought	NN
37060	1335	28	are	be	VBP
37060	1335	29	united	unite	VBN
37060	1335	30	as	as	IN
37060	1335	31	one	one	CD
37060	1335	32	.	.	.
37060	1336	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1336	2	drifted	drift	VBD
37060	1336	3	into	into	IN
37060	1336	4	a	a	DT
37060	1336	5	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	1336	6	,	,	,
37060	1336	7	untormented	untormented	JJ
37060	1336	8	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	1336	9	.	.	.
37060	1337	1	In	in	IN
37060	1337	2	the	the	DT
37060	1337	3	morning	morning	NN
37060	1337	4	,	,	,
37060	1337	5	quite	quite	RB
37060	1337	6	soon	soon	RB
37060	1337	7	after	after	IN
37060	1337	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1337	9	had	have	VBD
37060	1337	10	been	be	VBN
37060	1337	11	awakened	awaken	VBN
37060	1337	12	a	a	DT
37060	1337	13	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1337	14	administered	administer	VBD
37060	1337	15	a	a	DT
37060	1337	16	relaxant	relaxant	NN
37060	1337	17	which	which	WDT
37060	1337	18	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	1337	19	chased	chase	VBD
37060	1337	20	away	away	RP
37060	1337	21	negative	negative	JJ
37060	1337	22	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	1337	23	that	that	WDT
37060	1337	24	would	would	MD
37060	1337	25	have	have	VB
37060	1337	26	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	1337	27	clogged	clog	VBN
37060	1337	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1337	29	mind	mind	NN
37060	1337	30	.	.	.
37060	1338	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1338	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1338	3	blissfully	blissfully	RB
37060	1338	4	content	content	JJ
37060	1338	5	and	and	CC
37060	1338	6	agreeable	agreeable	JJ
37060	1338	7	as	as	IN
37060	1338	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1338	9	senses	sense	NNS
37060	1338	10	numbed	numb	VBD
37060	1338	11	and	and	CC
37060	1338	12	were	be	VBD
37060	1338	13	encircled	encircle	VBN
37060	1338	14	by	by	IN
37060	1338	15	an	an	DT
37060	1338	16	unearthly	unearthly	JJ
37060	1338	17	calm	calm	NN
37060	1338	18	.	.	.
37060	1339	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1339	2	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	1339	3	dreamily	dreamily	RB
37060	1339	4	as	as	IN
37060	1339	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1339	6	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1339	7	descended	descend	VBD
37060	1339	8	upon	upon	IN
37060	1339	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1339	10	heavenly	heavenly	JJ
37060	1339	11	state	state	NN
37060	1339	12	of	of	IN
37060	1339	13	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	1339	14	,	,	,
37060	1339	15	speaking	speak	VBG
37060	1339	16	and	and	CC
37060	1339	17	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	1339	18	words	word	NNS
37060	1339	19	which	which	WDT
37060	1339	20	sounded	sound	VBD
37060	1339	21	distant	distant	JJ
37060	1339	22	and	and	CC
37060	1339	23	muted	muted	JJ
37060	1339	24	,	,	,
37060	1339	25	as	as	IN
37060	1339	26	those	those	DT
37060	1339	27	heard	hear	VBN
37060	1339	28	by	by	IN
37060	1339	29	one	one	CD
37060	1339	30	while	while	IN
37060	1339	31	swimming	swim	VBG
37060	1339	32	underwater	underwater	RB
37060	1339	33	,	,	,
37060	1339	34	or	or	CC
37060	1339	35	standing	stand	VBG
37060	1339	36	behind	behind	IN
37060	1339	37	a	a	DT
37060	1339	38	heavy	heavy	JJ
37060	1339	39	door	door	NN
37060	1339	40	.	.	.
37060	1340	1	Two	two	CD
37060	1340	2	interns	intern	NNS
37060	1340	3	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	1340	4	,	,	,
37060	1340	5	wheeling	wheel	VBG
37060	1340	6	a	a	DT
37060	1340	7	cart	cart	NN
37060	1340	8	intended	intend	VBN
37060	1340	9	for	for	IN
37060	1340	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1340	11	transport	transport	NN
37060	1340	12	to	to	IN
37060	1340	13	places	place	NNS
37060	1340	14	unknown	unknown	JJ
37060	1340	15	.	.	.
37060	1341	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1341	2	skillfully	skillfully	RB
37060	1341	3	guided	guide	VBD
37060	1341	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1341	5	past	past	IN
37060	1341	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1341	7	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1341	8	with	with	IN
37060	1341	9	minimal	minimal	JJ
37060	1341	10	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	1341	11	,	,	,
37060	1341	12	and	and	CC
37060	1341	13	easily	easily	RB
37060	1341	14	hoisted	hoist	VBD
37060	1341	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1341	16	from	from	IN
37060	1341	17	the	the	DT
37060	1341	18	bed	bed	NN
37060	1341	19	onto	onto	IN
37060	1341	20	the	the	DT
37060	1341	21	unquestionably	unquestionably	RB
37060	1341	22	hard	hard	JJ
37060	1341	23	surface	surface	NN
37060	1341	24	.	.	.
37060	1342	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1342	2	waved	wave	VBD
37060	1342	3	goodby	goodby	NN
37060	1342	4	to	to	IN
37060	1342	5	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1342	6	and	and	CC
37060	1342	7	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1342	8	,	,	,
37060	1342	9	who	who	WP
37060	1342	10	stood	stand	VBD
37060	1342	11	dubiously	dubiously	RB
37060	1342	12	watching	watch	VBG
37060	1342	13	as	as	IN
37060	1342	14	the	the	DT
37060	1342	15	men	man	NNS
37060	1342	16	wordlessly	wordlessly	RB
37060	1342	17	rolled	roll	VBD
37060	1342	18	the	the	DT
37060	1342	19	stretcher	stretcher	NN
37060	1342	20	down	down	IN
37060	1342	21	the	the	DT
37060	1342	22	hall	hall	NN
37060	1342	23	,	,	,
37060	1342	24	and	and	CC
37060	1342	25	finally	finally	RB
37060	1342	26	,	,	,
37060	1342	27	after	after	IN
37060	1342	28	a	a	DT
37060	1342	29	fair	fair	JJ
37060	1342	30	amount	amount	NN
37060	1342	31	of	of	IN
37060	1342	32	travel	travel	NN
37060	1342	33	,	,	,
37060	1342	34	found	find	VBD
37060	1342	35	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1342	36	in	in	IN
37060	1342	37	an	an	DT
37060	1342	38	expansive	expansive	JJ
37060	1342	39	room	room	NN
37060	1342	40	,	,	,
37060	1342	41	surrounded	surround	VBN
37060	1342	42	by	by	IN
37060	1342	43	gauges	gauge	NNS
37060	1342	44	and	and	CC
37060	1342	45	meters	meter	NNS
37060	1342	46	by	by	IN
37060	1342	47	which	which	WDT
37060	1342	48	a	a	DT
37060	1342	49	staff	staff	NN
37060	1342	50	of	of	IN
37060	1342	51	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1342	52	and	and	CC
37060	1342	53	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	1342	54	stood	stand	VBD
37060	1342	55	awaiting	await	VBG
37060	1342	56	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1342	57	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	1342	58	.	.	.
37060	1343	1	The	the	DT
37060	1343	2	room	room	NN
37060	1343	3	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1343	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1343	5	rather	rather	RB
37060	1343	6	dark	dark	JJ
37060	1343	7	,	,	,
37060	1343	8	which	which	WDT
37060	1343	9	blended	blend	VBD
37060	1343	10	fittingly	fittingly	RB
37060	1343	11	with	with	IN
37060	1343	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1343	13	semi	semi	JJ
37060	1343	14	-	-	NN
37060	1343	15	consciousness	consciousness	NN
37060	1343	16	.	.	.
37060	1344	1	While	while	IN
37060	1344	2	the	the	DT
37060	1344	3	staff	staff	NN
37060	1344	4	worked	work	VBD
37060	1344	5	about	about	IN
37060	1344	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1344	7	,	,	,
37060	1344	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1344	9	remained	remain	VBD
37060	1344	10	awake	awake	JJ
37060	1344	11	although	although	IN
37060	1344	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1344	13	body	body	NN
37060	1344	14	was	be	VBD
37060	1344	15	as	as	RB
37060	1344	16	limp	limp	JJ
37060	1344	17	and	and	CC
37060	1344	18	motionless	motionless	JJ
37060	1344	19	as	as	IN
37060	1344	20	one	one	CD
37060	1344	21	in	in	IN
37060	1344	22	a	a	DT
37060	1344	23	coma	coma	NN
37060	1344	24	.	.	.
37060	1345	1	The	the	DT
37060	1345	2	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1345	3	injected	inject	VBD
37060	1345	4	a	a	DT
37060	1345	5	liquid	liquid	JJ
37060	1345	6	dye	dye	NN
37060	1345	7	into	into	IN
37060	1345	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1345	9	vein	vein	NN
37060	1345	10	,	,	,
37060	1345	11	watching	watch	VBG
37060	1345	12	a	a	DT
37060	1345	13	monitor	monitor	NN
37060	1345	14	as	as	IN
37060	1345	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1345	16	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	1345	17	spread	spread	VBD
37060	1345	18	from	from	IN
37060	1345	19	the	the	DT
37060	1345	20	point	point	NN
37060	1345	21	of	of	IN
37060	1345	22	entry	entry	NN
37060	1345	23	at	at	IN
37060	1345	24	the	the	DT
37060	1345	25	union	union	NN
37060	1345	26	of	of	IN
37060	1345	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1345	28	leg	leg	NN
37060	1345	29	and	and	CC
37060	1345	30	trunk	trunk	NN
37060	1345	31	,	,	,
37060	1345	32	and	and	CC
37060	1345	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1345	34	began	begin	VBD
37060	1345	35	to	to	TO
37060	1345	36	feel	feel	VB
37060	1345	37	weaker	weak	JJR
37060	1345	38	still	still	RB
37060	1345	39	.	.	.
37060	1346	1	With	with	IN
37060	1346	2	markers	marker	NNS
37060	1346	3	,	,	,
37060	1346	4	the	the	DT
37060	1346	5	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1346	6	charted	chart	VBD
37060	1346	7	a	a	DT
37060	1346	8	map	map	NN
37060	1346	9	on	on	IN
37060	1346	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1346	11	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1346	12	under	under	IN
37060	1346	13	the	the	DT
37060	1346	14	beam	beam	NN
37060	1346	15	of	of	IN
37060	1346	16	a	a	DT
37060	1346	17	spotlight	spotlight	NN
37060	1346	18	;	;	:
37060	1346	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1346	20	looked	look	VBD
37060	1346	21	on	on	IN
37060	1346	22	maintaining	maintain	VBG
37060	1346	23	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	1346	24	through	through	IN
37060	1346	25	a	a	DT
37060	1346	26	power	power	NN
37060	1346	27	that	that	WDT
37060	1346	28	no	no	RB
37060	1346	29	longer	long	RBR
37060	1346	30	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1346	31	to	to	TO
37060	1346	32	be	be	VB
37060	1346	33	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1346	34	own	own	JJ
37060	1346	35	.	.	.
37060	1347	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1347	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1347	3	crazy	crazy	JJ
37060	1347	4	that	that	IN
37060	1347	5	people	people	NNS
37060	1347	6	concerned	concern	VBD
37060	1347	7	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1347	8	about	about	IN
37060	1347	9	death	death	NN
37060	1347	10	;	;	:
37060	1347	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1347	12	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1347	13	more	more	JJR
37060	1347	14	than	than	IN
37060	1347	15	half	half	JJ
37060	1347	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	1347	17	way	way	NN
37060	1347	18	there	there	RB
37060	1347	19	;	;	:
37060	1347	20	whether	whether	IN
37060	1347	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1347	22	drifted	drift	VBD
37060	1347	23	closer	close	RBR
37060	1347	24	to	to	IN
37060	1347	25	life	life	NN
37060	1347	26	or	or	CC
37060	1347	27	to	to	IN
37060	1347	28	death	death	NN
37060	1347	29	made	make	VBN
37060	1347	30	no	no	DT
37060	1347	31	difference	difference	NN
37060	1347	32	to	to	IN
37060	1347	33	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1347	34	,	,	,
37060	1347	35	then	then	RB
37060	1347	36	,	,	,
37060	1347	37	for	for	IN
37060	1347	38	in	in	IN
37060	1347	39	all	all	DT
37060	1347	40	things	thing	NNS
37060	1347	41	existed	exist	VBD
37060	1347	42	only	only	RB
37060	1347	43	tranquility	tranquility	NN
37060	1347	44	...	...	:
37060	1347	45	and	and	CC
37060	1347	46	that	that	DT
37060	1347	47	blissful	blissful	JJ
37060	1347	48	unearthly	unearthly	JJ
37060	1347	49	calm	calm	NN
37060	1347	50	.	.	.
37060	1348	1	Gravity	Gravity	NNP
37060	1348	2	tied	tie	VBD
37060	1348	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1348	4	to	to	IN
37060	1348	5	the	the	DT
37060	1348	6	bed	bed	NN
37060	1348	7	,	,	,
37060	1348	8	and	and	CC
37060	1348	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1348	10	laid	lay	VBD
37060	1348	11	like	like	IN
37060	1348	12	a	a	DT
37060	1348	13	dead	dead	JJ
37060	1348	14	thing	thing	NN
37060	1348	15	,	,	,
37060	1348	16	bound	bind	VBN
37060	1348	17	by	by	IN
37060	1348	18	an	an	DT
37060	1348	19	invisible	invisible	JJ
37060	1348	20	,	,	,
37060	1348	21	unyielding	unyielding	JJ
37060	1348	22	weight	weight	NN
37060	1348	23	.	.	.
37060	1349	1	All	all	DT
37060	1349	2	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	1349	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1349	4	slept	sleep	VBD
37060	1349	5	,	,	,
37060	1349	6	and	and	CC
37060	1349	7	into	into	IN
37060	1349	8	the	the	DT
37060	1349	9	deepest	deep	JJS
37060	1349	10	night	night	NN
37060	1349	11	;	;	:
37060	1349	12	morning	morning	NN
37060	1349	13	came	come	VBD
37060	1349	14	,	,	,
37060	1349	15	Tuesday	Tuesday	NNP
37060	1349	16	morning	morning	NN
37060	1349	17	,	,	,
37060	1349	18	but	but	CC
37060	1349	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1349	20	knew	know	VBD
37060	1349	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1349	22	not	not	RB
37060	1349	23	.	.	.
37060	1350	1	Though	though	IN
37060	1350	2	numbered	numbered	JJ
37060	1350	3	words	word	NNS
37060	1350	4	to	to	IN
37060	1350	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1350	6	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1350	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1350	8	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	1350	9	,	,	,
37060	1350	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1350	11	can	can	MD
37060	1350	12	recall	recall	VB
37060	1350	13	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1350	14	.	.	.
37060	1351	1	In	in	IN
37060	1351	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1351	3	mind	mind	NN
37060	1351	4	's	's	POS
37060	1351	5	hoard	hoard	NN
37060	1351	6	of	of	IN
37060	1351	7	memories	memory	NNS
37060	1351	8	,	,	,
37060	1351	9	that	that	DT
37060	1351	10	morning	morning	NN
37060	1351	11	never	never	RB
37060	1351	12	dawned	dawn	VBD
37060	1351	13	before	before	IN
37060	1351	14	these	these	DT
37060	1351	15	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1351	16	.	.	.
37060	1352	1	For	for	IN
37060	1352	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1352	3	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1352	4	,	,	,
37060	1352	5	Monday	Monday	NNP
37060	1352	6	,	,	,
37060	1352	7	the	the	DT
37060	1352	8	day	day	NN
37060	1352	9	of	of	IN
37060	1352	10	the	the	DT
37060	1352	11	arteriogram	arteriogram	NNP
37060	1352	12	,	,	,
37060	1352	13	was	be	VBD
37060	1352	14	spent	spend	VBN
37060	1352	15	primarily	primarily	RB
37060	1352	16	in	in	IN
37060	1352	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1352	18	room	room	NN
37060	1352	19	.	.	.
37060	1353	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1353	2	did	do	VBD
37060	1353	3	little	little	JJ
37060	1353	4	but	but	CC
37060	1353	5	watch	watch	VB
37060	1353	6	in	in	IN
37060	1353	7	silence	silence	NN
37060	1353	8	as	as	IN
37060	1353	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1353	10	slept	sleep	VBD
37060	1353	11	,	,	,
37060	1353	12	breathing	breathe	VBG
37060	1353	13	quietly	quietly	RB
37060	1353	14	as	as	IN
37060	1353	15	dream	dream	NN
37060	1353	16	after	after	IN
37060	1353	17	dream	dream	NN
37060	1353	18	filtered	filter	VBN
37060	1353	19	through	through	IN
37060	1353	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1353	21	subconscious	subconscious	JJ
37060	1353	22	mind	mind	NN
37060	1353	23	.	.	.
37060	1354	1	Aside	aside	RB
37060	1354	2	from	from	IN
37060	1354	3	mealtimes	mealtime	NNS
37060	1354	4	and	and	CC
37060	1354	5	occasional	occasional	JJ
37060	1354	6	strolls	stroll	NNS
37060	1354	7	to	to	TO
37060	1354	8	exercise	exercise	VB
37060	1354	9	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1354	10	legs	leg	NNS
37060	1354	11	,	,	,
37060	1354	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1354	13	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1354	14	remained	remain	VBD
37060	1354	15	near	near	IN
37060	1354	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1354	17	bed	bed	NN
37060	1354	18	until	until	IN
37060	1354	19	the	the	DT
37060	1354	20	ripe	ripe	JJ
37060	1354	21	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1354	22	of	of	IN
37060	1354	23	the	the	DT
37060	1354	24	evening	evening	NN
37060	1354	25	.	.	.
37060	1355	1	Near	near	IN
37060	1355	2	8	8	CD
37060	1355	3	p.m.	p.m.	NN
37060	1356	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	1356	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1356	3	paged	page	VBN
37060	1356	4	on	on	IN
37060	1356	5	the	the	DT
37060	1356	6	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1356	7	intercom	intercom	NN
37060	1356	8	.	.	.
37060	1357	1	Receiving	receive	VBG
37060	1357	2	the	the	DT
37060	1357	3	phone	phone	NN
37060	1357	4	at	at	IN
37060	1357	5	the	the	DT
37060	1357	6	Nurses	Nurses	NNP
37060	1357	7	Station	Station	NNP
37060	1357	8	,	,	,
37060	1357	9	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1357	10	found	find	VBD
37060	1357	11	herself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1357	12	conversing	converse	VBG
37060	1357	13	with	with	IN
37060	1357	14	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1357	15	T.	T.	NNP
37060	1357	16	,	,	,
37060	1357	17	the	the	DT
37060	1357	18	surgeon	surgeon	NN
37060	1357	19	who	who	WP
37060	1357	20	would	would	MD
37060	1357	21	lead	lead	VB
37060	1357	22	a	a	DT
37060	1357	23	team	team	NN
37060	1357	24	scheduled	schedule	VBN
37060	1357	25	for	for	IN
37060	1357	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1357	27	case	case	NN
37060	1357	28	the	the	DT
37060	1357	29	following	follow	VBG
37060	1357	30	day	day	NN
37060	1357	31	.	.	.
37060	1358	1	The	the	DT
37060	1358	2	operation	operation	NN
37060	1358	3	would	would	MD
37060	1358	4	be	be	VB
37060	1358	5	of	of	IN
37060	1358	6	great	great	JJ
37060	1358	7	consequence	consequence	NN
37060	1358	8	,	,	,
37060	1358	9	and	and	CC
37060	1358	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1358	11	wished	wish	VBD
37060	1358	12	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1358	13	to	to	TO
37060	1358	14	fully	fully	RB
37060	1358	15	acknowledge	acknowledge	VB
37060	1358	16	that	that	DT
37060	1358	17	fact	fact	NN
37060	1358	18	before	before	IN
37060	1358	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1358	20	commenced	commence	VBD
37060	1358	21	;	;	:
37060	1358	22	to	to	IN
37060	1358	23	all	all	DT
37060	1358	24	operations	operation	NNS
37060	1358	25	,	,	,
37060	1358	26	a	a	DT
37060	1358	27	risk	risk	NN
37060	1358	28	was	be	VBD
37060	1358	29	involved	involve	VBN
37060	1358	30	,	,	,
37060	1358	31	and	and	CC
37060	1358	32	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	1358	33	the	the	DT
37060	1358	34	seriousness	seriousness	NN
37060	1358	35	of	of	IN
37060	1358	36	the	the	DT
37060	1358	37	situation	situation	NN
37060	1358	38	was	be	VBD
37060	1358	39	of	of	IN
37060	1358	40	utmost	utmost	JJ
37060	1358	41	importance	importance	NN
37060	1358	42	.	.	.
37060	1359	1	Since	since	IN
37060	1359	2	the	the	DT
37060	1359	3	mass	mass	NN
37060	1359	4	had	have	VBD
37060	1359	5	so	so	RB
37060	1359	6	thoroughly	thoroughly	RB
37060	1359	7	encroached	encroach	VBN
37060	1359	8	upon	upon	IN
37060	1359	9	the	the	DT
37060	1359	10	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1359	11	,	,	,
37060	1359	12	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1359	13	would	would	MD
37060	1359	14	have	have	VB
37060	1359	15	to	to	TO
37060	1359	16	remove	remove	VB
37060	1359	17	most	most	JJS
37060	1359	18	of	of	IN
37060	1359	19	the	the	DT
37060	1359	20	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1359	21	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1359	22	,	,	,
37060	1359	23	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	1359	24	reducing	reduce	VBG
37060	1359	25	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1359	26	overall	overall	JJ
37060	1359	27	size	size	NN
37060	1359	28	considerably	considerably	RB
37060	1359	29	;	;	,
37060	1359	30	though	though	IN
37060	1359	31	the	the	DT
37060	1359	32	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1359	33	would	would	MD
37060	1359	34	stretch	stretch	VB
37060	1359	35	with	with	IN
37060	1359	36	time	time	NN
37060	1359	37	,	,	,
37060	1359	38	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1359	39	would	would	MD
37060	1359	40	never	never	RB
37060	1359	41	return	return	VB
37060	1359	42	to	to	IN
37060	1359	43	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1359	44	original	original	JJ
37060	1359	45	size	size	NN
37060	1359	46	.	.	.
37060	1360	1	The	the	DT
37060	1360	2	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	1360	3	came	come	VBD
37060	1360	4	to	to	IN
37060	1360	5	a	a	DT
37060	1360	6	close	close	NN
37060	1360	7	.	.	.
37060	1361	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1361	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1361	3	awful	awful	JJ
37060	1361	4	that	that	IN
37060	1361	5	a	a	DT
37060	1361	6	young	young	JJ
37060	1361	7	girl	girl	NN
37060	1361	8	,	,	,
37060	1361	9	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1361	10	's	's	POS
37060	1361	11	little	little	JJ
37060	1361	12	girl	girl	NN
37060	1361	13	,	,	,
37060	1361	14	should	should	MD
37060	1361	15	have	have	VB
37060	1361	16	to	to	TO
37060	1361	17	endure	endure	VB
37060	1361	18	so	so	RB
37060	1361	19	much	much	RB
37060	1361	20	,	,	,
37060	1361	21	so	so	RB
37060	1361	22	massive	massive	JJ
37060	1361	23	an	an	DT
37060	1361	24	operation	operation	NN
37060	1361	25	.	.	.
37060	1362	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1362	2	returned	return	VBD
37060	1362	3	to	to	IN
37060	1362	4	the	the	DT
37060	1362	5	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1362	6	room	room	NN
37060	1362	7	where	where	WRB
37060	1362	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1362	9	still	still	RB
37060	1362	10	breathed	breathe	VBD
37060	1362	11	steadily	steadily	RB
37060	1362	12	in	in	IN
37060	1362	13	a	a	DT
37060	1362	14	tranquil	tranquil	NN
37060	1362	15	repose	repose	RB
37060	1362	16	;	;	:
37060	1362	17	while	while	IN
37060	1362	18	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1362	19	received	receive	VBD
37060	1362	20	the	the	DT
37060	1362	21	portents	portent	NNS
37060	1362	22	of	of	IN
37060	1362	23	the	the	DT
37060	1362	24	previous	previous	JJ
37060	1362	25	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	1362	26	,	,	,
37060	1362	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1362	28	was	be	VBD
37060	1362	29	adrift	adrift	JJ
37060	1362	30	on	on	IN
37060	1362	31	a	a	DT
37060	1362	32	sea	sea	NN
37060	1362	33	bereft	bereft	NN
37060	1362	34	of	of	IN
37060	1362	35	anxiety	anxiety	NN
37060	1362	36	or	or	CC
37060	1362	37	pain	pain	NN
37060	1362	38	,	,	,
37060	1362	39	and	and	CC
37060	1362	40	ignorant	ignorant	JJ
37060	1362	41	of	of	IN
37060	1362	42	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1362	43	anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	1362	44	,	,	,
37060	1362	45	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1362	46	did	do	VBD
37060	1362	47	not	not	RB
37060	1362	48	stir	stir	VB
37060	1362	49	when	when	WRB
37060	1362	50	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1362	51	stood	stand	VBD
37060	1362	52	to	to	TO
37060	1362	53	return	return	VB
37060	1362	54	to	to	IN
37060	1362	55	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1362	56	hotel	hotel	NN
37060	1362	57	.	.	.
37060	1363	1	The	the	DT
37060	1363	2	day	day	NN
37060	1363	3	of	of	IN
37060	1363	4	the	the	DT
37060	1363	5	operation	operation	NN
37060	1363	6	had	have	VBD
37060	1363	7	dawned	dawn	VBN
37060	1363	8	amid	amid	IN
37060	1363	9	countless	countless	JJ
37060	1363	10	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1363	11	of	of	IN
37060	1363	12	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	1363	13	,	,	,
37060	1363	14	yet	yet	CC
37060	1363	15	the	the	DT
37060	1363	16	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	1363	17	for	for	IN
37060	1363	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1363	19	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1363	20	had	have	VBD
37060	1363	21	not	not	RB
37060	1363	22	ended	end	VBN
37060	1363	23	;	;	:
37060	1363	24	the	the	DT
37060	1363	25	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	1363	26	would	would	MD
37060	1363	27	drag	drag	VB
37060	1363	28	while	while	IN
37060	1363	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1363	30	laid	lay	VBD
37060	1363	31	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	1363	32	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1363	33	sight	sight	NN
37060	1363	34	,	,	,
37060	1363	35	and	and	CC
37060	1363	36	a	a	DT
37060	1363	37	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1363	38	kindly	kindly	RB
37060	1363	39	advised	advise	VBD
37060	1363	40	that	that	IN
37060	1363	41	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1363	42	leave	leave	VBP
37060	1363	43	the	the	DT
37060	1363	44	building	building	NN
37060	1363	45	,	,	,
37060	1363	46	for	for	IN
37060	1363	47	the	the	DT
37060	1363	48	operation	operation	NN
37060	1363	49	would	would	MD
37060	1363	50	most	most	RBS
37060	1363	51	surely	surely	RB
37060	1363	52	prove	prove	VB
37060	1363	53	quite	quite	RB
37060	1363	54	lengthy	lengthy	JJ
37060	1363	55	,	,	,
37060	1363	56	and	and	CC
37060	1363	57	the	the	DT
37060	1363	58	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1363	59	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	1363	60	had	have	VBD
37060	1363	61	less	less	JJR
37060	1363	62	to	to	TO
37060	1363	63	offer	offer	VB
37060	1363	64	than	than	IN
37060	1363	65	did	do	VBD
37060	1363	66	the	the	DT
37060	1363	67	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	1363	68	of	of	IN
37060	1363	69	the	the	DT
37060	1363	70	nearby	nearby	JJ
37060	1363	71	sanctuary	sanctuary	NN
37060	1363	72	on	on	IN
37060	1363	73	the	the	DT
37060	1363	74	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1363	75	grounds	ground	NNS
37060	1363	76	.	.	.
37060	1364	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1364	2	nodded	nod	VBD
37060	1364	3	,	,	,
37060	1364	4	numbly	numbly	RB
37060	1364	5	deciding	decide	VBG
37060	1364	6	to	to	TO
37060	1364	7	try	try	VB
37060	1364	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1364	9	remedy	remedy	NN
37060	1364	10	for	for	IN
37060	1364	11	over	over	IN
37060	1364	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	1364	13	wrought	wrought	NN
37060	1364	14	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1364	15	.	.	.
37060	1365	1	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1365	2	and	and	CC
37060	1365	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1365	4	found	find	VBD
37060	1365	5	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1365	6	way	way	NN
37060	1365	7	to	to	IN
37060	1365	8	the	the	DT
37060	1365	9	garden	garden	NN
37060	1365	10	,	,	,
37060	1365	11	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1365	12	legs	leg	NNS
37060	1365	13	propelling	propel	VBG
37060	1365	14	leaden	leaden	JJ
37060	1365	15	bodies	body	NNS
37060	1365	16	through	through	IN
37060	1365	17	some	some	DT
37060	1365	18	distant	distant	JJ
37060	1365	19	,	,	,
37060	1365	20	unknown	unknown	JJ
37060	1365	21	source	source	NN
37060	1365	22	of	of	IN
37060	1365	23	power	power	NN
37060	1365	24	.	.	.
37060	1366	1	Ambling	amble	VBG
37060	1366	2	through	through	IN
37060	1366	3	the	the	DT
37060	1366	4	sunlit	sunlit	NN
37060	1366	5	passages	passage	NNS
37060	1366	6	like	like	IN
37060	1366	7	automatons	automaton	NNS
37060	1366	8	,	,	,
37060	1366	9	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1366	10	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1366	11	would	would	MD
37060	1366	12	focus	focus	VB
37060	1366	13	,	,	,
37060	1366	14	yet	yet	CC
37060	1366	15	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1366	16	did	do	VBD
37060	1366	17	not	not	RB
37060	1366	18	see	see	VB
37060	1366	19	.	.	.
37060	1367	1	Finally	finally	RB
37060	1367	2	disposing	dispose	VBG
37060	1367	3	of	of	IN
37060	1367	4	the	the	DT
37060	1367	5	useless	useless	JJ
37060	1367	6	suggestion	suggestion	NN
37060	1367	7	,	,	,
37060	1367	8	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1367	9	checked	check	VBD
37060	1367	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1367	11	course	course	NN
37060	1367	12	and	and	CC
37060	1367	13	wheeled	wheel	VBD
37060	1367	14	around	around	RB
37060	1367	15	to	to	TO
37060	1367	16	return	return	VB
37060	1367	17	to	to	IN
37060	1367	18	the	the	DT
37060	1367	19	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1367	20	once	once	RB
37060	1367	21	more	more	RBR
37060	1367	22	.	.	.
37060	1368	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1368	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1368	3	compelled	compel	VBN
37060	1368	4	to	to	TO
37060	1368	5	be	be	VB
37060	1368	6	nearby	nearby	RB
37060	1368	7	,	,	,
37060	1368	8	even	even	RB
37060	1368	9	though	though	IN
37060	1368	10	there	there	EX
37060	1368	11	was	be	VBD
37060	1368	12	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1368	13	with	with	IN
37060	1368	14	which	which	WDT
37060	1368	15	to	to	TO
37060	1368	16	occupy	occupy	VB
37060	1368	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1368	18	senses	sense	NNS
37060	1368	19	;	;	:
37060	1368	20	the	the	DT
37060	1368	21	operation	operation	NN
37060	1368	22	so	so	RB
37060	1368	23	filled	fill	VBD
37060	1368	24	the	the	DT
37060	1368	25	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	1368	26	of	of	IN
37060	1368	27	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1368	28	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	1368	29	that	that	WDT
37060	1368	30	no	no	DT
37060	1368	31	other	other	JJ
37060	1368	32	form	form	NN
37060	1368	33	of	of	IN
37060	1368	34	diversion	diversion	NN
37060	1368	35	was	be	VBD
37060	1368	36	required	require	VBN
37060	1368	37	.	.	.
37060	1369	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1369	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1369	3	in	in	IN
37060	1369	4	surgery	surgery	NN
37060	1369	5	for	for	IN
37060	1369	6	six	six	CD
37060	1369	7	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1369	8	.	.	.
37060	1370	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1370	2	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1370	3	were	be	VBD
37060	1370	4	anxious	anxious	JJ
37060	1370	5	,	,	,
37060	1370	6	at	at	IN
37060	1370	7	times	time	NNS
37060	1370	8	pacing	pace	VBG
37060	1370	9	the	the	DT
37060	1370	10	hallways	hallway	NNS
37060	1370	11	,	,	,
37060	1370	12	and	and	CC
37060	1370	13	then	then	RB
37060	1370	14	sitting	sit	VBG
37060	1370	15	once	once	RB
37060	1370	16	again	again	RB
37060	1370	17	;	;	:
37060	1370	18	despite	despite	IN
37060	1370	19	the	the	DT
37060	1370	20	voluminous	voluminous	JJ
37060	1370	21	weight	weight	NN
37060	1370	22	which	which	WDT
37060	1370	23	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1370	24	to	to	TO
37060	1370	25	claim	claim	VB
37060	1370	26	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1370	27	energy	energy	NN
37060	1370	28	and	and	CC
37060	1370	29	tax	tax	VB
37060	1370	30	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1370	31	very	very	JJ
37060	1370	32	soul	soul	NN
37060	1370	33	,	,	,
37060	1370	34	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1370	35	were	be	VBD
37060	1370	36	always	always	RB
37060	1370	37	watchful	watchful	JJ
37060	1370	38	,	,	,
37060	1370	39	ready	ready	JJ
37060	1370	40	to	to	TO
37060	1370	41	receive	receive	VB
37060	1370	42	any	any	DT
37060	1370	43	news	news	NN
37060	1370	44	of	of	IN
37060	1370	45	the	the	DT
37060	1370	46	progress	progress	NN
37060	1370	47	from	from	IN
37060	1370	48	the	the	DT
37060	1370	49	operating	operating	NN
37060	1370	50	room	room	NN
37060	1370	51	.	.	.
37060	1371	1	Staring	stare	VBG
37060	1371	2	dismally	dismally	RB
37060	1371	3	at	at	IN
37060	1371	4	the	the	DT
37060	1371	5	various	various	JJ
37060	1371	6	activities	activity	NNS
37060	1371	7	that	that	WDT
37060	1371	8	were	be	VBD
37060	1371	9	going	go	VBG
37060	1371	10	on	on	RP
37060	1371	11	about	about	IN
37060	1371	12	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1371	13	,	,	,
37060	1371	14	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1371	15	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	1371	16	noticed	notice	VBD
37060	1371	17	two	two	CD
37060	1371	18	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	1371	19	wheeling	wheel	VBG
37060	1371	20	a	a	DT
37060	1371	21	cart	cart	NN
37060	1371	22	past	past	IN
37060	1371	23	the	the	DT
37060	1371	24	lounge	lounge	NN
37060	1371	25	where	where	WRB
37060	1371	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1371	27	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1371	28	were	be	VBD
37060	1371	29	seated	seat	VBN
37060	1371	30	.	.	.
37060	1372	1	"	"	``
37060	1372	2	Those	those	DT
37060	1372	3	are	be	VBP
37060	1372	4	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	1372	5	's	's	POS
37060	1372	6	things	thing	NNS
37060	1372	7	!	!	.
37060	1372	8	"	"	''
37060	1373	1	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1373	2	exclaimed	exclaim	VBD
37060	1373	3	;	;	:
37060	1373	4	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	1373	5	overwhelmed	overwhelm	VBN
37060	1373	6	by	by	IN
37060	1373	7	the	the	DT
37060	1373	8	thought	thought	NN
37060	1373	9	that	that	WDT
37060	1373	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1373	11	had	have	VBD
37060	1373	12	died	die	VBN
37060	1373	13	,	,	,
37060	1373	14	and	and	CC
37060	1373	15	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1373	16	were	be	VBD
37060	1373	17	removing	remove	VBG
37060	1373	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1373	19	personal	personal	JJ
37060	1373	20	effects	effect	NNS
37060	1373	21	from	from	IN
37060	1373	22	the	the	DT
37060	1373	23	room	room	NN
37060	1373	24	.	.	.
37060	1374	1	On	on	IN
37060	1374	2	rubber	rubber	NN
37060	1374	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	1374	4	like	like	JJ
37060	1374	5	legs	leg	NNS
37060	1374	6	,	,	,
37060	1374	7	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1374	8	raced	race	VBD
37060	1374	9	down	down	RP
37060	1374	10	the	the	DT
37060	1374	11	hall	hall	NN
37060	1374	12	,	,	,
37060	1374	13	adrenalin	adrenalin	NNP
37060	1374	14	giving	give	VBG
37060	1374	15	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1374	16	energy	energy	NN
37060	1374	17	which	which	WDT
37060	1374	18	seconds	second	VBZ
37060	1374	19	ago	ago	RB
37060	1374	20	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1374	21	had	have	VBD
37060	1374	22	not	not	RB
37060	1374	23	possessed	possess	VBN
37060	1374	24	.	.	.
37060	1375	1	Rushing	rush	VBG
37060	1375	2	up	up	IN
37060	1375	3	to	to	IN
37060	1375	4	the	the	DT
37060	1375	5	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	1375	6	,	,	,
37060	1375	7	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1375	8	again	again	RB
37060	1375	9	cried	cry	VBD
37060	1375	10	out	out	RP
37060	1375	11	,	,	,
37060	1375	12	"	"	``
37060	1375	13	Those	those	DT
37060	1375	14	are	be	VBP
37060	1375	15	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	1375	16	's	's	POS
37060	1375	17	things	thing	NNS
37060	1375	18	!	!	.
37060	1375	19	"	"	''
37060	1376	1	displaying	display	VBG
37060	1376	2	fully	fully	RB
37060	1376	3	the	the	DT
37060	1376	4	horror	horror	NN
37060	1376	5	of	of	IN
37060	1376	6	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1376	7	panic	panic	NN
37060	1376	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	1376	9	stricken	stricken	VBN
37060	1376	10	assumptions	assumption	NNS
37060	1376	11	.	.	.
37060	1377	1	"	"	``
37060	1377	2	Oh	oh	UH
37060	1377	3	.	.	.
37060	1378	1	.	.	.
37060	1379	1	.	.	.
37060	1379	2	"	"	''
37060	1380	1	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1380	2	replied	reply	VBD
37060	1380	3	"	"	``
37060	1380	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1380	5	're	be	VBP
37060	1380	6	so	so	RB
37060	1380	7	sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	1380	8	!	!	.
37060	1381	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1381	2	never	never	RB
37060	1381	3	would	would	MD
37060	1381	4	have	have	VB
37060	1381	5	moved	move	VBN
37060	1381	6	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1381	7	things	thing	NNS
37060	1381	8	without	without	IN
37060	1381	9	telling	tell	VBG
37060	1381	10	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1381	11	first	first	RB
37060	1381	12	if	if	IN
37060	1381	13	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1381	14	knew	know	VBD
37060	1381	15	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1381	16	were	be	VBD
37060	1381	17	sitting	sit	VBG
37060	1381	18	there	there	RB
37060	1381	19	.	.	.
37060	1382	1	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1382	2	see	see	VBP
37060	1382	3	,	,	,
37060	1382	4	a	a	DT
37060	1382	5	room	room	NN
37060	1382	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	1382	7	vacant	vacant	JJ
37060	1382	8	in	in	IN
37060	1382	9	the	the	DT
37060	1382	10	pediatrics	pediatric	NNS
37060	1382	11	ward	ward	NNP
37060	1382	12	,	,	,
37060	1382	13	and	and	CC
37060	1382	14	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1382	15	're	be	VBP
37060	1382	16	taking	take	VBG
37060	1382	17	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1382	18	things	thing	NNS
37060	1382	19	down	down	RB
37060	1382	20	there	there	RB
37060	1382	21	.	.	.
37060	1382	22	"	"	''
37060	1383	1	The	the	DT
37060	1383	2	explanation	explanation	NN
37060	1383	3	heralded	herald	VBD
37060	1383	4	unspeakable	unspeakable	JJ
37060	1383	5	relief	relief	NN
37060	1383	6	,	,	,
37060	1383	7	and	and	CC
37060	1383	8	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1383	9	returned	return	VBD
37060	1383	10	to	to	IN
37060	1383	11	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1383	12	seat	seat	NN
37060	1383	13	,	,	,
37060	1383	14	an	an	DT
37060	1383	15	older	old	JJR
37060	1383	16	but	but	CC
37060	1383	17	less	less	RBR
37060	1383	18	fearful	fearful	JJ
37060	1383	19	woman	woman	NN
37060	1383	20	.	.	.
37060	1384	1	Resuming	resume	VBG
37060	1384	2	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1384	3	stationary	stationary	JJ
37060	1384	4	poses	pose	NNS
37060	1384	5	,	,	,
37060	1384	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1384	7	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1384	8	waited	wait	VBD
37060	1384	9	,	,	,
37060	1384	10	each	each	DT
37060	1384	11	fostering	foster	VBG
37060	1384	12	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	1384	13	of	of	IN
37060	1384	14	dread	dread	NN
37060	1384	15	and	and	CC
37060	1384	16	flickers	flicker	NNS
37060	1384	17	of	of	IN
37060	1384	18	hope	hope	NN
37060	1384	19	.	.	.
37060	1385	1	If	if	IN
37060	1385	2	only	only	RB
37060	1385	3	one	one	CD
37060	1385	4	did	do	VBD
37060	1385	5	not	not	RB
37060	1385	6	have	have	VB
37060	1385	7	to	to	TO
37060	1385	8	think	think	VB
37060	1385	9	during	during	IN
37060	1385	10	the	the	DT
37060	1385	11	long	long	JJ
37060	1385	12	periods	period	NNS
37060	1385	13	of	of	IN
37060	1385	14	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	1385	15	and	and	CC
37060	1385	16	ignorance	ignorance	NN
37060	1385	17	,	,	,
37060	1385	18	and	and	CC
37060	1385	19	could	could	MD
37060	1385	20	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	1385	21	benumb	benumb	VB
37060	1385	22	the	the	DT
37060	1385	23	senses	sense	NNS
37060	1385	24	until	until	IN
37060	1385	25	the	the	DT
37060	1385	26	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1385	27	of	of	IN
37060	1385	28	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	1385	29	had	have	VBD
37060	1385	30	passed	pass	VBN
37060	1385	31	!	!	.
37060	1386	1	The	the	DT
37060	1386	2	truth	truth	NN
37060	1386	3	can	can	MD
37060	1386	4	burn	burn	VB
37060	1386	5	the	the	DT
37060	1386	6	heart	heart	NN
37060	1386	7	like	like	IN
37060	1386	8	a	a	DT
37060	1386	9	smouldering	smoulder	VBG
37060	1386	10	ember	ember	NN
37060	1386	11	touched	touch	VBD
37060	1386	12	lightly	lightly	RB
37060	1386	13	to	to	IN
37060	1386	14	the	the	DT
37060	1386	15	flesh	flesh	NN
37060	1386	16	,	,	,
37060	1386	17	but	but	CC
37060	1386	18	waiting	wait	VBG
37060	1386	19	.	.	.
37060	1387	1	.	.	.
37060	1388	1	.waiting	.waiting	NNP
37060	1388	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	1388	3	the	the	DT
37060	1388	4	relentless	relentless	JJ
37060	1388	5	torture	torture	NN
37060	1388	6	of	of	IN
37060	1388	7	unseen	unseen	JJ
37060	1388	8	phantoms	phantom	NNS
37060	1388	9	,	,	,
37060	1388	10	made	make	VBD
37060	1388	11	more	more	RBR
37060	1388	12	hideous	hideous	JJ
37060	1388	13	through	through	IN
37060	1388	14	one	one	NN
37060	1388	15	's	's	POS
37060	1388	16	blindness	blindness	NN
37060	1388	17	as	as	IN
37060	1388	18	the	the	DT
37060	1388	19	seconds	second	NNS
37060	1388	20	slink	slink	VBP
37060	1388	21	by	by	RB
37060	1388	22	,	,	,
37060	1388	23	without	without	IN
37060	1388	24	an	an	DT
37060	1388	25	end	end	NN
37060	1388	26	.	.	.
37060	1389	1	A	a	DT
37060	1389	2	door	door	NN
37060	1389	3	opened	open	VBD
37060	1389	4	,	,	,
37060	1389	5	and	and	CC
37060	1389	6	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1389	7	T.	T.	NNP
37060	1389	8	strode	strode	VB
37060	1389	9	toward	toward	IN
37060	1389	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1389	11	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1389	12	,	,	,
37060	1389	13	who	who	WP
37060	1389	14	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	1389	15	rose	rise	VBD
37060	1389	16	,	,	,
37060	1389	17	brimming	brim	VBG
37060	1389	18	with	with	IN
37060	1389	19	questions	question	NNS
37060	1389	20	.	.	.
37060	1390	1	The	the	DT
37060	1390	2	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1390	3	ushered	usher	VBD
37060	1390	4	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1390	5	into	into	IN
37060	1390	6	a	a	DT
37060	1390	7	conference	conference	NN
37060	1390	8	room	room	NN
37060	1390	9	,	,	,
37060	1390	10	and	and	CC
37060	1390	11	closed	close	VBD
37060	1390	12	the	the	DT
37060	1390	13	door	door	NN
37060	1390	14	behind	behind	IN
37060	1390	15	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1390	16	.	.	.
37060	1391	1	Already	already	RB
37060	1391	2	present	present	JJ
37060	1391	3	were	be	VBD
37060	1391	4	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1391	5	M.	M.	NNP
37060	1391	6	and	and	CC
37060	1391	7	W.	W.	NNP
37060	1391	8	who	who	WP
37060	1391	9	had	have	VBD
37060	1391	10	assisted	assist	VBN
37060	1391	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1391	12	with	with	IN
37060	1391	13	the	the	DT
37060	1391	14	operation	operation	NN
37060	1391	15	.	.	.
37060	1392	1	The	the	DT
37060	1392	2	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1392	3	said	say	VBD
37060	1392	4	that	that	IN
37060	1392	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1392	6	was	be	VBD
37060	1392	7	in	in	IN
37060	1392	8	the	the	DT
37060	1392	9	Intensive	Intensive	NNP
37060	1392	10	Care	Care	NNP
37060	1392	11	Unit	Unit	NNP
37060	1392	12	,	,	,
37060	1392	13	and	and	CC
37060	1392	14	would	would	MD
37060	1392	15	remain	remain	VB
37060	1392	16	there	there	RB
37060	1392	17	for	for	IN
37060	1392	18	several	several	JJ
37060	1392	19	days	day	NNS
37060	1392	20	until	until	IN
37060	1392	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1392	22	condition	condition	NN
37060	1392	23	had	have	VBD
37060	1392	24	stabilized	stabilize	VBN
37060	1392	25	and	and	CC
37060	1392	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1392	27	had	have	VBD
37060	1392	28	regained	regain	VBN
37060	1392	29	some	some	DT
37060	1392	30	strength	strength	NN
37060	1392	31	.	.	.
37060	1393	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1393	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1393	3	been	be	VBN
37060	1393	4	a	a	DT
37060	1393	5	long	long	JJ
37060	1393	6	and	and	CC
37060	1393	7	grueling	grueling	JJ
37060	1393	8	operation	operation	NN
37060	1393	9	;	;	:
37060	1393	10	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1393	11	T.	T.	NNP
37060	1393	12	confessed	confess	VBD
37060	1393	13	that	that	IN
37060	1393	14	when	when	WRB
37060	1393	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1393	16	first	first	RB
37060	1393	17	looked	look	VBD
37060	1393	18	at	at	IN
37060	1393	19	the	the	DT
37060	1393	20	incredible	incredible	JJ
37060	1393	21	mass	mass	NN
37060	1393	22	in	in	IN
37060	1393	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1393	24	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1393	25	,	,	,
37060	1393	26	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1393	27	did	do	VBD
37060	1393	28	not	not	RB
37060	1393	29	believe	believe	VB
37060	1393	30	that	that	IN
37060	1393	31	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1393	32	would	would	MD
37060	1393	33	be	be	VB
37060	1393	34	able	able	JJ
37060	1393	35	to	to	TO
37060	1393	36	remove	remove	VB
37060	1393	37	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1393	38	.	.	.
37060	1394	1	The	the	DT
37060	1394	2	growth	growth	NN
37060	1394	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1394	4	cancerous	cancerous	JJ
37060	1394	5	and	and	CC
37060	1394	6	severely	severely	RB
37060	1394	7	advanced	advanced	JJ
37060	1394	8	;	;	:
37060	1394	9	having	have	VBG
37060	1394	10	one	one	CD
37060	1394	11	baseball	baseball	NN
37060	1394	12	sized	sized	JJ
37060	1394	13	tumor	tumor	NN
37060	1394	14	and	and	CC
37060	1394	15	several	several	JJ
37060	1394	16	smaller	small	JJR
37060	1394	17	ones	one	NNS
37060	1394	18	in	in	IN
37060	1394	19	the	the	DT
37060	1394	20	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1394	21	,	,	,
37060	1394	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1394	23	had	have	VBD
37060	1394	24	begun	begin	VBN
37060	1394	25	fingering	finger	VBG
37060	1394	26	into	into	IN
37060	1394	27	the	the	DT
37060	1394	28	pancreas	pancrea	NNS
37060	1394	29	as	as	RB
37060	1394	30	well	well	RB
37060	1394	31	.	.	.
37060	1395	1	Nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	1395	2	,	,	,
37060	1395	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1395	4	decided	decide	VBD
37060	1395	5	to	to	TO
37060	1395	6	work	work	VB
37060	1395	7	,	,	,
37060	1395	8	the	the	DT
37060	1395	9	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	1395	10	fading	fade	VBG
37060	1395	11	into	into	IN
37060	1395	12	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1395	13	,	,	,
37060	1395	14	until	until	IN
37060	1395	15	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1395	16	degree	degree	NN
37060	1395	17	of	of	IN
37060	1395	18	progress	progress	NN
37060	1395	19	flooded	flood	VBD
37060	1395	20	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1395	21	with	with	IN
37060	1395	22	hope	hope	NN
37060	1395	23	.	.	.
37060	1396	1	By	by	IN
37060	1396	2	the	the	DT
37060	1396	3	time	time	NN
37060	1396	4	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1396	5	finished	finish	VBD
37060	1396	6	the	the	DT
37060	1396	7	operation	operation	NN
37060	1396	8	the	the	DT
37060	1396	9	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1396	10	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1396	11	quite	quite	RB
37060	1396	12	confident	confident	JJ
37060	1396	13	that	that	IN
37060	1396	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1396	15	had	have	VBD
37060	1396	16	removed	remove	VBN
37060	1396	17	the	the	DT
37060	1396	18	growth	growth	NN
37060	1396	19	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	1396	20	.	.	.
37060	1397	1	Understandably	understandably	RB
37060	1397	2	pleased	pleased	JJ
37060	1397	3	with	with	IN
37060	1397	4	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1397	5	efforts	effort	NNS
37060	1397	6	and	and	CC
37060	1397	7	apparent	apparent	JJ
37060	1397	8	success	success	NN
37060	1397	9	,	,	,
37060	1397	10	the	the	DT
37060	1397	11	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1397	12	continued	continue	VBD
37060	1397	13	to	to	TO
37060	1397	14	further	further	RB
37060	1397	15	explain	explain	VB
37060	1397	16	the	the	DT
37060	1397	17	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	1397	18	which	which	WDT
37060	1397	19	had	have	VBD
37060	1397	20	invaded	invade	VBN
37060	1397	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1397	22	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1397	23	.	.	.
37060	1398	1	The	the	DT
37060	1398	2	type	type	NN
37060	1398	3	that	that	WDT
37060	1398	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1398	5	had	have	VBD
37060	1398	6	developed	develop	VBN
37060	1398	7	was	be	VBD
37060	1398	8	called	call	VBN
37060	1398	9	a	a	DT
37060	1398	10	"	"	``
37060	1398	11	leiomyosarcoma	leiomyosarcoma	NN
37060	1398	12	,	,	,
37060	1398	13	"	"	''
37060	1398	14	which	which	WDT
37060	1398	15	was	be	VBD
37060	1398	16	considered	consider	VBN
37060	1398	17	a	a	DT
37060	1398	18	low	low	JJ
37060	1398	19	-	-	HYPH
37060	1398	20	grade	grade	NN
37060	1398	21	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	1398	22	and	and	CC
37060	1398	23	one	one	CD
37060	1398	24	quite	quite	RB
37060	1398	25	slow	slow	JJ
37060	1398	26	to	to	TO
37060	1398	27	spread	spread	VB
37060	1398	28	.	.	.
37060	1399	1	Ninety	ninety	CD
37060	1399	2	-	-	HYPH
37060	1399	3	eight	eight	CD
37060	1399	4	percent	percent	NN
37060	1399	5	of	of	IN
37060	1399	6	those	those	DT
37060	1399	7	having	have	VBG
37060	1399	8	that	that	DT
37060	1399	9	type	type	NN
37060	1399	10	of	of	IN
37060	1399	11	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	1399	12	were	be	VBD
37060	1399	13	cured	cure	VBN
37060	1399	14	simply	simply	RB
37060	1399	15	through	through	IN
37060	1399	16	an	an	DT
37060	1399	17	operation	operation	NN
37060	1399	18	alone	alone	RB
37060	1399	19	.	.	.
37060	1400	1	A	a	DT
37060	1400	2	factor	factor	NN
37060	1400	3	which	which	WDT
37060	1400	4	mystified	mystify	VBD
37060	1400	5	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1400	6	about	about	IN
37060	1400	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1400	8	case	case	NN
37060	1400	9	was	be	VBD
37060	1400	10	that	that	IN
37060	1400	11	most	most	JJS
37060	1400	12	leiomyosarcomas	leiomyosarcoma	NNS
37060	1400	13	occurred	occur	VBD
37060	1400	14	in	in	IN
37060	1400	15	older	old	JJR
37060	1400	16	women	woman	NNS
37060	1400	17	;	;	:
37060	1400	18	why	why	WRB
37060	1400	19	a	a	DT
37060	1400	20	young	young	JJ
37060	1400	21	girl	girl	NN
37060	1400	22	of	of	IN
37060	1400	23	13	13	CD
37060	1400	24	would	would	MD
37060	1400	25	produce	produce	VB
37060	1400	26	such	such	PDT
37060	1400	27	a	a	DT
37060	1400	28	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	1400	29	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1400	30	baffling	baffling	JJ
37060	1400	31	.	.	.
37060	1401	1	Visitation	visitation	NN
37060	1401	2	time	time	NN
37060	1401	3	in	in	IN
37060	1401	4	the	the	DT
37060	1401	5	ICU	ICU	NNP
37060	1401	6	was	be	VBD
37060	1401	7	strictly	strictly	RB
37060	1401	8	monitored	monitor	VBN
37060	1401	9	,	,	,
37060	1401	10	and	and	CC
37060	1401	11	limited	limit	VBN
37060	1401	12	to	to	IN
37060	1401	13	several	several	JJ
37060	1401	14	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	1401	15	out	out	IN
37060	1401	16	of	of	IN
37060	1401	17	each	each	DT
37060	1401	18	hour	hour	NN
37060	1401	19	.	.	.
37060	1402	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1402	2	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1402	3	were	be	VBD
37060	1402	4	anxious	anxious	JJ
37060	1402	5	to	to	TO
37060	1402	6	see	see	VB
37060	1402	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1402	8	,	,	,
37060	1402	9	however	however	RB
37060	1402	10	,	,	,
37060	1402	11	even	even	RB
37060	1402	12	if	if	IN
37060	1402	13	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1402	14	could	could	MD
37060	1402	15	not	not	RB
37060	1402	16	long	long	RB
37060	1402	17	remain	remain	VB
37060	1402	18	at	at	IN
37060	1402	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1402	20	side	side	NN
37060	1402	21	.	.	.
37060	1403	1	After	after	IN
37060	1403	2	the	the	DT
37060	1403	3	conference	conference	NN
37060	1403	4	had	have	VBD
37060	1403	5	ended	end	VBN
37060	1403	6	,	,	,
37060	1403	7	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1403	8	were	be	VBD
37060	1403	9	guided	guide	VBN
37060	1403	10	into	into	IN
37060	1403	11	the	the	DT
37060	1403	12	dimly	dimly	RB
37060	1403	13	lit	light	VBN
37060	1403	14	room	room	NN
37060	1403	15	which	which	WDT
37060	1403	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1403	17	shared	share	VBD
37060	1403	18	with	with	IN
37060	1403	19	others	other	NNS
37060	1403	20	demanding	demand	VBG
37060	1403	21	close	close	JJ
37060	1403	22	attention	attention	NN
37060	1403	23	.	.	.
37060	1404	1	Their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1404	2	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1404	3	were	be	VBD
37060	1404	4	greeted	greet	VBN
37060	1404	5	by	by	IN
37060	1404	6	an	an	DT
37060	1404	7	alien	alien	JJ
37060	1404	8	spectacle	spectacle	NN
37060	1404	9	,	,	,
37060	1404	10	quite	quite	RB
37060	1404	11	changed	change	VBD
37060	1404	12	from	from	IN
37060	1404	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1404	14	little	little	JJ
37060	1404	15	girl	girl	NN
37060	1404	16	who	who	WP
37060	1404	17	tromped	trompe	VBD
37060	1404	18	through	through	IN
37060	1404	19	the	the	DT
37060	1404	20	woods	wood	NNS
37060	1404	21	and	and	CC
37060	1404	22	gleefully	gleefully	RB
37060	1404	23	rode	ride	VBD
37060	1404	24	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1404	25	bicycle	bicycle	NN
37060	1404	26	.	.	.
37060	1405	1	A	a	DT
37060	1405	2	tube	tube	NN
37060	1405	3	exiting	exit	VBG
37060	1405	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1405	5	nose	nose	NN
37060	1405	6	was	be	VBD
37060	1405	7	attached	attach	VBN
37060	1405	8	to	to	IN
37060	1405	9	a	a	DT
37060	1405	10	machine	machine	NN
37060	1405	11	which	which	WDT
37060	1405	12	suctioned	suction	VBD
37060	1405	13	out	out	RP
37060	1405	14	the	the	DT
37060	1405	15	contents	content	NNS
37060	1405	16	(	(	-LRB-
37060	1405	17	acids	acid	NNS
37060	1405	18	,	,	,
37060	1405	19	fluids	fluid	NNS
37060	1405	20	,	,	,
37060	1405	21	etc	etc	FW
37060	1405	22	.	.	.
37060	1405	23	)	)	-RRB-
37060	1406	1	of	of	IN
37060	1406	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1406	3	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1406	4	while	while	IN
37060	1406	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1406	6	healed	heal	VBD
37060	1406	7	.	.	.
37060	1407	1	An	an	DT
37060	1407	2	intravenous	intravenous	JJ
37060	1407	3	bottle	bottle	NN
37060	1407	4	dripped	drip	VBD
37060	1407	5	some	some	DT
37060	1407	6	unknown	unknown	JJ
37060	1407	7	fluid	fluid	NN
37060	1407	8	through	through	IN
37060	1407	9	a	a	DT
37060	1407	10	long	long	JJ
37060	1407	11	tube	tube	NN
37060	1407	12	which	which	WDT
37060	1407	13	trailed	trail	VBD
37060	1407	14	down	down	RP
37060	1407	15	several	several	JJ
37060	1407	16	feet	foot	NNS
37060	1407	17	and	and	CC
37060	1407	18	then	then	RB
37060	1407	19	disappeared	disappear	VBD
37060	1407	20	under	under	IN
37060	1407	21	an	an	DT
37060	1407	22	ample	ample	JJ
37060	1407	23	wrapping	wrapping	NN
37060	1407	24	of	of	IN
37060	1407	25	cloth	cloth	NN
37060	1407	26	.	.	.
37060	1408	1	The	the	DT
37060	1408	2	incision	incision	NN
37060	1408	3	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1408	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1408	5	hidden	hide	VBN
37060	1408	6	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	1408	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1408	8	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1408	9	gown	gown	NN
37060	1408	10	,	,	,
37060	1408	11	a	a	DT
37060	1408	12	full	full	JJ
37060	1408	13	six	six	CD
37060	1408	14	inches	inch	NNS
37060	1408	15	in	in	IN
37060	1408	16	length	length	NN
37060	1408	17	.	.	.
37060	1409	1	Also	also	RB
37060	1409	2	concealed	conceal	VBN
37060	1409	3	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	1409	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1409	5	gown	gown	NN
37060	1409	6	was	be	VBD
37060	1409	7	a	a	DT
37060	1409	8	tube	tube	NN
37060	1409	9	connected	connect	VBN
37060	1409	10	to	to	IN
37060	1409	11	a	a	DT
37060	1409	12	small	small	JJ
37060	1409	13	bag	bag	NN
37060	1409	14	taped	tape	VBN
37060	1409	15	to	to	IN
37060	1409	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1409	17	skin	skin	NN
37060	1409	18	in	in	IN
37060	1409	19	which	which	WDT
37060	1409	20	the	the	DT
37060	1409	21	seepage	seepage	NN
37060	1409	22	near	near	IN
37060	1409	23	the	the	DT
37060	1409	24	wound	wound	NN
37060	1409	25	would	would	MD
37060	1409	26	accumulate	accumulate	VB
37060	1409	27	;	;	:
37060	1409	28	called	call	VBN
37060	1409	29	a	a	DT
37060	1409	30	"	"	``
37060	1409	31	drain	drain	NN
37060	1409	32	.	.	.
37060	1409	33	"	"	''
37060	1410	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1410	2	operated	operate	VBD
37060	1410	3	through	through	IN
37060	1410	4	gravity	gravity	NN
37060	1410	5	alone	alone	RB
37060	1410	6	.	.	.
37060	1411	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	1411	2	53	53	CD
37060	1411	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	1411	4	11	11	CD
37060	1411	5	Diagnosis	Diagnosis	NNP
37060	1411	6	and	and	CC
37060	1411	7	Recovery	Recovery	NNP
37060	1411	8	"	"	''
37060	1411	9	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1411	10	was	be	VBD
37060	1411	11	a	a	DT
37060	1411	12	word	word	NN
37060	1411	13	which	which	WDT
37060	1411	14	bit	bite	VBD
37060	1411	15	the	the	DT
37060	1411	16	tongue	tongue	NN
37060	1411	17	like	like	IN
37060	1411	18	the	the	DT
37060	1411	19	crab	crab	NN
37060	1411	20	for	for	IN
37060	1411	21	which	which	WDT
37060	1411	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1411	23	was	be	VBD
37060	1411	24	named	name	VBN
37060	1411	25	.	.	.
37060	1412	1	Cancer	cancer	NN
37060	1412	2	.	.	.
37060	1413	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1413	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1413	3	not	not	RB
37060	1413	4	a	a	DT
37060	1413	5	word	word	NN
37060	1413	6	which	which	WDT
37060	1413	7	rolled	roll	VBD
37060	1413	8	off	off	RP
37060	1413	9	the	the	DT
37060	1413	10	tongue	tongue	NN
37060	1413	11	,	,	,
37060	1413	12	and	and	CC
37060	1413	13	once	once	RB
37060	1413	14	in	in	IN
37060	1413	15	the	the	DT
37060	1413	16	air	air	NN
37060	1413	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1413	18	remained	remain	VBD
37060	1413	19	there	there	RB
37060	1413	20	.	.	.
37060	1414	1	.	.	.
37060	1415	1	.cancer	.cancer	NNP
37060	1415	2	maimed	maim	VBD
37060	1415	3	.	.	.
37060	1416	1	.	.	.
37060	1417	1	.cancer	.cancer	NNP
37060	1417	2	killed	kill	VBD
37060	1417	3	.	.	.
37060	1417	4	"	"	''
37060	1418	1	"	"	``
37060	1418	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1418	3	had	have	VBD
37060	1418	4	far	far	RB
37060	1418	5	too	too	RB
37060	1418	6	much	much	JJ
37060	1418	7	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	1418	8	and	and	CC
37060	1418	9	hope	hope	VBP
37060	1418	10	to	to	TO
37060	1418	11	fly	fly	VB
37060	1418	12	to	to	IN
37060	1418	13	the	the	DT
37060	1418	14	arms	arm	NNS
37060	1418	15	of	of	IN
37060	1418	16	despair	despair	NN
37060	1418	17	,	,	,
37060	1418	18	for	for	IN
37060	1418	19	in	in	IN
37060	1418	20	despair	despair	NN
37060	1418	21	,	,	,
37060	1418	22	one	one	PRP
37060	1418	23	finds	find	VBZ
37060	1418	24	no	no	DT
37060	1418	25	warmth	warmth	NN
37060	1418	26	or	or	CC
37060	1418	27	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	1418	28	.	.	.
37060	1418	29	"	"	''
37060	1419	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	1419	2	ELEVEN	ELEVEN	NNP
37060	1419	3	Diagnosis	Diagnosis	NNP
37060	1419	4	and	and	CC
37060	1419	5	Recovery	Recovery	NNP
37060	1419	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1419	7	opened	open	VBD
37060	1419	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1419	9	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1419	10	to	to	IN
37060	1419	11	a	a	DT
37060	1419	12	throbbing	throbbing	NN
37060	1419	13	pain	pain	NN
37060	1419	14	,	,	,
37060	1419	15	and	and	CC
37060	1419	16	saw	see	VBD
37060	1419	17	that	that	IN
37060	1419	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1419	19	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1419	20	were	be	VBD
37060	1419	21	standing	stand	VBG
37060	1419	22	nearby	nearby	RB
37060	1419	23	.	.	.
37060	1420	1	Blinking	blink	VBG
37060	1420	2	at	at	IN
37060	1420	3	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1420	4	idly	idly	RB
37060	1420	5	,	,	,
37060	1420	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1420	7	mom	mom	NN
37060	1420	8	inched	inch	VBD
37060	1420	9	closer	close	RBR
37060	1420	10	and	and	CC
37060	1420	11	ask	ask	VB
37060	1420	12	,	,	,
37060	1420	13	"	"	''
37060	1420	14	Honey	Honey	NNP
37060	1420	15	,	,	,
37060	1420	16	do	do	VBP
37060	1420	17	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1420	18	know	know	VB
37060	1420	19	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1420	20	?	?	.
37060	1420	21	"	"	''
37060	1421	1	Suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	1421	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1421	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1421	4	as	as	IN
37060	1421	5	if	if	IN
37060	1421	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1421	7	was	be	VBD
37060	1421	8	an	an	DT
37060	1421	9	actress	actress	NN
37060	1421	10	in	in	IN
37060	1421	11	some	some	DT
37060	1421	12	ridiculous	ridiculous	JJ
37060	1421	13	soap	soap	NN
37060	1421	14	opera	opera	NN
37060	1421	15	;	;	:
37060	1421	16	the	the	DT
37060	1421	17	elements	element	NNS
37060	1421	18	were	be	VBD
37060	1421	19	all	all	DT
37060	1421	20	there	there	RB
37060	1421	21	,	,	,
37060	1421	22	from	from	IN
37060	1421	23	the	the	DT
37060	1421	24	tragic	tragic	JJ
37060	1421	25	figure	figure	NN
37060	1421	26	of	of	IN
37060	1421	27	the	the	DT
37060	1421	28	patient	patient	NN
37060	1421	29	to	to	IN
37060	1421	30	the	the	DT
37060	1421	31	damp	damp	JJ
37060	1421	32	-	-	HYPH
37060	1421	33	eyed	eyed	JJ
37060	1421	34	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1421	35	.	.	.
37060	1422	1	Do	do	VBP
37060	1422	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1422	3	know	know	VB
37060	1422	4	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1422	5	,	,	,
37060	1422	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1422	7	thought	think	VBD
37060	1422	8	.	.	.
37060	1423	1	"	"	``
37060	1423	2	Of	of	RB
37060	1423	3	course	course	RB
37060	1423	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1423	5	know	know	VBP
37060	1423	6	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1423	7	!	!	.
37060	1423	8	"	"	''
37060	1424	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1424	2	spat	spit	VBD
37060	1424	3	the	the	DT
37060	1424	4	words	word	NNS
37060	1424	5	at	at	IN
37060	1424	6	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1424	7	in	in	IN
37060	1424	8	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	1424	9	rage	rage	NN
37060	1424	10	.	.	.
37060	1425	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1425	2	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	1425	3	at	at	IN
37060	1425	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1425	5	fighting	fighting	NN
37060	1425	6	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	1425	7	;	;	:
37060	1425	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1425	9	was	be	VBD
37060	1425	10	a	a	DT
37060	1425	11	good	good	JJ
37060	1425	12	sign	sign	NN
37060	1425	13	.	.	.
37060	1426	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	1426	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1426	3	been	be	VBN
37060	1426	4	too	too	RB
37060	1426	5	weak	weak	JJ
37060	1426	6	,	,	,
37060	1426	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1426	8	would	would	MD
37060	1426	9	have	have	VB
37060	1426	10	been	be	VBN
37060	1426	11	incapable	incapable	JJ
37060	1426	12	of	of	IN
37060	1426	13	such	such	PDT
37060	1426	14	an	an	DT
37060	1426	15	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	1426	16	outburst	outburst	NN
37060	1426	17	.	.	.
37060	1427	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1427	2	suffered	suffer	VBD
37060	1427	3	no	no	DT
37060	1427	4	delirium	delirium	NN
37060	1427	5	,	,	,
37060	1427	6	only	only	RB
37060	1427	7	intense	intense	JJ
37060	1427	8	pain	pain	NN
37060	1427	9	.	.	.
37060	1428	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1428	2	despised	despise	VBD
37060	1428	3	pain	pain	NN
37060	1428	4	,	,	,
37060	1428	5	but	but	CC
37060	1428	6	more	more	JJR
37060	1428	7	than	than	IN
37060	1428	8	that	that	DT
37060	1428	9	,	,	,
37060	1428	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1428	11	was	be	VBD
37060	1428	12	infuriated	infuriate	VBN
37060	1428	13	by	by	IN
37060	1428	14	phrases	phrase	NNS
37060	1428	15	which	which	WDT
37060	1428	16	at	at	IN
37060	1428	17	the	the	DT
37060	1428	18	time	time	NN
37060	1428	19	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1428	20	to	to	TO
37060	1428	21	be	be	VB
37060	1428	22	idiotic	idiotic	JJ
37060	1428	23	cliches	cliche	NNS
37060	1428	24	when	when	WRB
37060	1428	25	words	word	NNS
37060	1428	26	do	do	VBP
37060	1428	27	not	not	RB
37060	1428	28	easily	easily	RB
37060	1428	29	yield	yield	VB
37060	1428	30	to	to	IN
37060	1428	31	the	the	DT
37060	1428	32	tongue	tongue	NN
37060	1428	33	.	.	.
37060	1429	1	Not	not	RB
37060	1429	2	impeding	impede	VBG
37060	1429	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1429	4	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	1429	5	surfacing	surface	VBG
37060	1429	6	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	1429	7	,	,	,
37060	1429	8	another	another	DT
37060	1429	9	jolt	jolt	NN
37060	1429	10	of	of	IN
37060	1429	11	pain	pain	NN
37060	1429	12	opened	open	VBD
37060	1429	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1429	14	mind	mind	NN
37060	1429	15	.	.	.
37060	1430	1	"	"	``
37060	1430	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1430	3	wish	wish	VBP
37060	1430	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1430	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1430	6	dead	dead	JJ
37060	1430	7	!	!	.
37060	1430	8	"	"	''
37060	1431	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1431	2	ill	ill	RB
37060	1431	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	1431	4	chosen	choose	VBN
37060	1431	5	words	word	NNS
37060	1431	6	were	be	VBD
37060	1431	7	daggers	dagger	NNS
37060	1431	8	to	to	IN
37060	1431	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1431	10	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1431	11	,	,	,
37060	1431	12	whose	whose	WP$
37060	1431	13	faces	face	NNS
37060	1431	14	were	be	VBD
37060	1431	15	wrinkled	wrinkle	VBN
37060	1431	16	with	with	IN
37060	1431	17	pains	pain	NNS
37060	1431	18	of	of	IN
37060	1431	19	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1431	20	own	own	JJ
37060	1431	21	.	.	.
37060	1432	1	"	"	``
37060	1432	2	Do	do	VBP
37060	1432	3	n't	not	RB
37060	1432	4	say	say	VB
37060	1432	5	that	that	DT
37060	1432	6	,	,	,
37060	1432	7	honey	honey	NN
37060	1432	8	,	,	,
37060	1432	9	"	"	''
37060	1432	10	responded	respond	VBD
37060	1432	11	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1432	12	,	,	,
37060	1432	13	hurt	hurt	VBN
37060	1432	14	by	by	IN
37060	1432	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1432	16	instantaneous	instantaneous	JJ
37060	1432	17	verbal	verbal	JJ
37060	1432	18	combustion	combustion	NN
37060	1432	19	.	.	.
37060	1433	1	Speech	speech	NN
37060	1433	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	1433	3	something	something	NN
37060	1433	4	which	which	WDT
37060	1433	5	,	,	,
37060	1433	6	once	once	RB
37060	1433	7	flung	fling	VBD
37060	1433	8	into	into	IN
37060	1433	9	the	the	DT
37060	1433	10	air	air	NN
37060	1433	11	,	,	,
37060	1433	12	can	can	MD
37060	1433	13	not	not	RB
37060	1433	14	be	be	VB
37060	1433	15	repealed	repeal	VBN
37060	1433	16	;	;	:
37060	1433	17	language	language	NN
37060	1433	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	1433	19	a	a	DT
37060	1433	20	component	component	NN
37060	1433	21	of	of	IN
37060	1433	22	memories	memory	NNS
37060	1433	23	,	,	,
37060	1433	24	at	at	IN
37060	1433	25	times	time	NNS
37060	1433	26	forgotten	forget	VBN
37060	1433	27	,	,	,
37060	1433	28	but	but	CC
37060	1433	29	more	more	RBR
37060	1433	30	often	often	RB
37060	1433	31	returning	return	VBG
37060	1433	32	to	to	IN
37060	1433	33	the	the	DT
37060	1433	34	mind	mind	NN
37060	1433	35	.	.	.
37060	1434	1	So	so	RB
37060	1434	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1434	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1434	4	that	that	IN
37060	1434	5	the	the	DT
37060	1434	6	life	life	NN
37060	1434	7	of	of	IN
37060	1434	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1434	9	last	last	JJ
37060	1434	10	phrase	phrase	NN
37060	1434	11	during	during	IN
37060	1434	12	the	the	DT
37060	1434	13	visit	visit	NN
37060	1434	14	has	have	VBZ
37060	1434	15	not	not	RB
37060	1434	16	yet	yet	RB
37060	1434	17	reached	reach	VBN
37060	1434	18	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1434	19	end	end	NN
37060	1434	20	,	,	,
37060	1434	21	and	and	CC
37060	1434	22	lives	live	VBZ
37060	1434	23	still	still	RB
37060	1434	24	in	in	IN
37060	1434	25	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1434	26	recollections	recollection	NNS
37060	1434	27	,	,	,
37060	1434	28	a	a	DT
37060	1434	29	youthful	youthful	JJ
37060	1434	30	tongue	tongue	NN
37060	1434	31	which	which	WDT
37060	1434	32	dared	dare	VBD
37060	1434	33	to	to	TO
37060	1434	34	speak	speak	VB
37060	1434	35	of	of	IN
37060	1434	36	death	death	NN
37060	1434	37	,	,	,
37060	1434	38	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	1434	39	,	,	,
37060	1434	40	to	to	TO
37060	1434	41	welcome	welcome	VB
37060	1434	42	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1434	43	,	,	,
37060	1434	44	was	be	VBD
37060	1434	45	that	that	DT
37060	1434	46	which	which	WDT
37060	1434	47	emblazoned	emblazon	VBD
37060	1434	48	the	the	DT
37060	1434	49	imprint	imprint	NN
37060	1434	50	with	with	IN
37060	1434	51	such	such	JJ
37060	1434	52	permanence	permanence	NN
37060	1434	53	.	.	.
37060	1435	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1435	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1435	3	tired	tired	JJ
37060	1435	4	,	,	,
37060	1435	5	and	and	CC
37060	1435	6	after	after	IN
37060	1435	7	gratefully	gratefully	RB
37060	1435	8	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	1435	9	medication	medication	NN
37060	1435	10	to	to	TO
37060	1435	11	ease	ease	VB
37060	1435	12	the	the	DT
37060	1435	13	pain	pain	NN
37060	1435	14	,	,	,
37060	1435	15	sank	sink	VBD
37060	1435	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1435	17	head	head	NN
37060	1435	18	into	into	IN
37060	1435	19	the	the	DT
37060	1435	20	pillow	pillow	NN
37060	1435	21	.	.	.
37060	1436	1	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1436	2	and	and	CC
37060	1436	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1436	4	had	have	VBD
37060	1436	5	taken	take	VBN
37060	1436	6	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1436	7	leave	leave	NN
37060	1436	8	;	;	:
37060	1436	9	there	there	EX
37060	1436	10	was	be	VBD
37060	1436	11	not	not	RB
37060	1436	12	a	a	DT
37060	1436	13	great	great	JJ
37060	1436	14	desire	desire	NN
37060	1436	15	for	for	IN
37060	1436	16	small	small	JJ
37060	1436	17	talk	talk	NN
37060	1436	18	,	,	,
37060	1436	19	even	even	RB
37060	1436	20	if	if	IN
37060	1436	21	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1436	22	could	could	MD
37060	1436	23	have	have	VB
37060	1436	24	produced	produce	VBN
37060	1436	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1436	26	.	.	.
37060	1437	1	The	the	DT
37060	1437	2	following	follow	VBG
37060	1437	3	day	day	NN
37060	1437	4	found	find	VBD
37060	1437	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1437	6	in	in	IN
37060	1437	7	a	a	DT
37060	1437	8	much	much	RB
37060	1437	9	more	more	RBR
37060	1437	10	civilized	civilized	JJ
37060	1437	11	mood	mood	NN
37060	1437	12	.	.	.
37060	1438	1	All	all	DT
37060	1438	2	post	post	JJ
37060	1438	3	-	-	JJ
37060	1438	4	operative	operative	JJ
37060	1438	5	grogginess	grogginess	NN
37060	1438	6	had	have	VBD
37060	1438	7	long	long	RB
37060	1438	8	since	since	IN
37060	1438	9	disappeared	disappear	VBN
37060	1438	10	;	;	:
37060	1438	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1438	12	exhaustion	exhaustion	NN
37060	1438	13	resulted	result	VBD
37060	1438	14	only	only	RB
37060	1438	15	from	from	IN
37060	1438	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1438	17	body	body	NN
37060	1438	18	's	's	POS
37060	1438	19	mad	mad	JJ
37060	1438	20	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	1438	21	to	to	TO
37060	1438	22	heal	heal	VB
37060	1438	23	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1438	24	scars	scar	NNS
37060	1438	25	.	.	.
37060	1439	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1439	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1439	3	constantly	constantly	RB
37060	1439	4	under	under	IN
37060	1439	5	observation	observation	NN
37060	1439	6	,	,	,
37060	1439	7	and	and	CC
37060	1439	8	soon	soon	RB
37060	1439	9	adjusted	adjust	VBN
37060	1439	10	to	to	IN
37060	1439	11	the	the	DT
37060	1439	12	frequency	frequency	NN
37060	1439	13	of	of	IN
37060	1439	14	the	the	DT
37060	1439	15	temperature	temperature	NN
37060	1439	16	,	,	,
37060	1439	17	pulse	pulse	NN
37060	1439	18	and	and	CC
37060	1439	19	blood	blood	NN
37060	1439	20	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	1439	21	readings	reading	NNS
37060	1439	22	;	;	:
37060	1439	23	those	those	DT
37060	1439	24	simple	simple	JJ
37060	1439	25	matters	matter	NNS
37060	1439	26	were	be	VBD
37060	1439	27	not	not	RB
37060	1439	28	disruptions	disruption	NNS
37060	1439	29	at	at	RB
37060	1439	30	all	all	RB
37060	1439	31	.	.	.
37060	1440	1	In	in	IN
37060	1440	2	the	the	DT
37060	1440	3	morning	morning	NN
37060	1440	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1440	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1440	6	introduced	introduce	VBN
37060	1440	7	to	to	IN
37060	1440	8	the	the	DT
37060	1440	9	bedpan	bedpan	NN
37060	1440	10	,	,	,
37060	1440	11	and	and	CC
37060	1440	12	although	although	IN
37060	1440	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1440	14	ego	ego	NN
37060	1440	15	did	do	VBD
37060	1440	16	not	not	RB
37060	1440	17	merit	merit	VB
37060	1440	18	any	any	DT
37060	1440	19	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	1440	20	blow	blow	NN
37060	1440	21	,	,	,
37060	1440	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1440	23	found	find	VBD
37060	1440	24	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1440	25	further	far	RBR
37060	1440	26	humbled	humble	VBN
37060	1440	27	.	.	.
37060	1441	1	With	with	IN
37060	1441	2	a	a	DT
37060	1441	3	deplorable	deplorable	JJ
37060	1441	4	lack	lack	NN
37060	1441	5	of	of	IN
37060	1441	6	skill	skill	NN
37060	1441	7	,	,	,
37060	1441	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1441	9	managed	manage	VBD
37060	1441	10	to	to	TO
37060	1441	11	dampen	dampen	VB
37060	1441	12	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1441	13	and	and	CC
37060	1441	14	the	the	DT
37060	1441	15	bed	bed	NN
37060	1441	16	considerably	considerably	RB
37060	1441	17	;	;	:
37060	1441	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1441	19	was	be	VBD
37060	1441	20	miserable	miserable	JJ
37060	1441	21	.	.	.
37060	1442	1	Fortunately	fortunately	RB
37060	1442	2	,	,	,
37060	1442	3	in	in	IN
37060	1442	4	that	that	DT
37060	1442	5	respect	respect	NN
37060	1442	6	,	,	,
37060	1442	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1442	8	was	be	VBD
37060	1442	9	time	time	NN
37060	1442	10	to	to	TO
37060	1442	11	be	be	VB
37060	1442	12	weighed	weigh	VBN
37060	1442	13	,	,	,
37060	1442	14	and	and	CC
37060	1442	15	the	the	DT
37060	1442	16	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	1442	17	lifted	lift	VBD
37060	1442	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1442	19	onto	onto	IN
37060	1442	20	a	a	DT
37060	1442	21	table	table	NN
37060	1442	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	1442	23	like	like	JJ
37060	1442	24	scale	scale	NN
37060	1442	25	;	;	:
37060	1442	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1442	27	remained	remain	VBD
37060	1442	28	there	there	RB
37060	1442	29	until	until	IN
37060	1442	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1442	31	bed	bed	NN
37060	1442	32	had	have	VBD
37060	1442	33	been	be	VBN
37060	1442	34	prepared	prepare	VBN
37060	1442	35	anew	anew	RB
37060	1442	36	,	,	,
37060	1442	37	then	then	RB
37060	1442	38	was	be	VBD
37060	1442	39	happily	happily	RB
37060	1442	40	replaced	replace	VBN
37060	1442	41	despite	despite	IN
37060	1442	42	the	the	DT
37060	1442	43	agonizing	agonizing	JJ
37060	1442	44	trip	trip	NN
37060	1442	45	to	to	IN
37060	1442	46	and	and	CC
37060	1442	47	from	from	IN
37060	1442	48	the	the	DT
37060	1442	49	bed	bed	NN
37060	1442	50	.	.	.
37060	1443	1	Any	any	DT
37060	1443	2	extensive	extensive	JJ
37060	1443	3	movement	movement	NN
37060	1443	4	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1443	5	to	to	TO
37060	1443	6	evoke	evoke	VB
37060	1443	7	pain	pain	NN
37060	1443	8	,	,	,
37060	1443	9	and	and	CC
37060	1443	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1443	11	readily	readily	RB
37060	1443	12	understood	understand	VBD
37060	1443	13	the	the	DT
37060	1443	14	reason	reason	NN
37060	1443	15	for	for	IN
37060	1443	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1443	17	discomfort	discomfort	NN
37060	1443	18	when	when	WRB
37060	1443	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1443	20	was	be	VBD
37060	1443	21	bathed	bathe	VBN
37060	1443	22	.	.	.
37060	1444	1	In	in	IN
37060	1444	2	addition	addition	NN
37060	1444	3	to	to	IN
37060	1444	4	the	the	DT
37060	1444	5	regular	regular	JJ
37060	1444	6	routine	routine	NN
37060	1444	7	,	,	,
37060	1444	8	the	the	DT
37060	1444	9	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1444	10	also	also	RB
37060	1444	11	changed	change	VBD
37060	1444	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1444	13	bandages	bandage	NNS
37060	1444	14	.	.	.
37060	1445	1	Seeing	see	VBG
37060	1445	2	the	the	DT
37060	1445	3	incision	incision	NN
37060	1445	4	for	for	IN
37060	1445	5	the	the	DT
37060	1445	6	first	first	JJ
37060	1445	7	time	time	NN
37060	1445	8	,	,	,
37060	1445	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1445	10	gawked	gawk	VBD
37060	1445	11	in	in	IN
37060	1445	12	amazement	amazement	NN
37060	1445	13	,	,	,
37060	1445	14	thoroughly	thoroughly	RB
37060	1445	15	repulsed	repulse	VBD
37060	1445	16	.	.	.
37060	1446	1	The	the	DT
37060	1446	2	seams	seam	NNS
37060	1446	3	of	of	IN
37060	1446	4	the	the	DT
37060	1446	5	long	long	JJ
37060	1446	6	gash	gash	NN
37060	1446	7	rose	rise	VBD
37060	1446	8	above	above	IN
37060	1446	9	the	the	DT
37060	1446	10	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	1446	11	skin	skin	NN
37060	1446	12	,	,	,
37060	1446	13	and	and	CC
37060	1446	14	with	with	IN
37060	1446	15	the	the	DT
37060	1446	16	multitude	multitude	NN
37060	1446	17	of	of	IN
37060	1446	18	black	black	JJ
37060	1446	19	stitches	stitch	NNS
37060	1446	20	,	,	,
37060	1446	21	resembled	resemble	VBD
37060	1446	22	a	a	DT
37060	1446	23	rail	rail	NN
37060	1446	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	1446	25	road	road	NN
37060	1446	26	track	track	NN
37060	1446	27	.	.	.
37060	1447	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1447	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1447	3	to	to	IN
37060	1447	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1447	5	that	that	IN
37060	1447	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1447	7	would	would	MD
37060	1447	8	leave	leave	VB
37060	1447	9	a	a	DT
37060	1447	10	scar	scar	NN
37060	1447	11	of	of	IN
37060	1447	12	monstrous	monstrous	JJ
37060	1447	13	proportions	proportion	NNS
37060	1447	14	looking	look	VBG
37060	1447	15	,	,	,
37060	1447	16	at	at	IN
37060	1447	17	the	the	DT
37060	1447	18	time	time	NN
37060	1447	19	,	,	,
37060	1447	20	so	so	RB
37060	1447	21	hopelessly	hopelessly	RB
37060	1447	22	grotesque	grotesque	JJ
37060	1447	23	.	.	.
37060	1448	1	Then	then	RB
37060	1448	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1448	3	noticed	notice	VBD
37060	1448	4	the	the	DT
37060	1448	5	drain	drain	NN
37060	1448	6	located	locate	VBN
37060	1448	7	to	to	IN
37060	1448	8	the	the	DT
37060	1448	9	side	side	NN
37060	1448	10	of	of	IN
37060	1448	11	the	the	DT
37060	1448	12	incision	incision	NN
37060	1448	13	,	,	,
37060	1448	14	and	and	CC
37060	1448	15	was	be	VBD
37060	1448	16	shocked	shocked	JJ
37060	1448	17	to	to	TO
37060	1448	18	discover	discover	VB
37060	1448	19	that	that	IN
37060	1448	20	the	the	DT
37060	1448	21	soft	soft	JJ
37060	1448	22	rubber	rubber	NN
37060	1448	23	tube	tube	NN
37060	1448	24	extended	extend	VBN
37060	1448	25	to	to	IN
37060	1448	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1448	27	interior	interior	JJ
37060	1448	28	regions	region	NNS
37060	1448	29	through	through	IN
37060	1448	30	an	an	DT
37060	1448	31	open	open	JJ
37060	1448	32	slash	slash	NN
37060	1448	33	in	in	IN
37060	1448	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1448	35	side	side	NN
37060	1448	36	.	.	.
37060	1449	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1449	2	'd	'd	MD
37060	1449	3	not	not	RB
37060	1449	4	have	have	VB
37060	1449	5	thought	think	VBN
37060	1449	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1449	7	possible	possible	JJ
37060	1449	8	that	that	IN
37060	1449	9	one	one	PRP
37060	1449	10	could	could	MD
37060	1449	11	entertain	entertain	VB
37060	1449	12	such	such	PDT
37060	1449	13	an	an	DT
37060	1449	14	opening	opening	NN
37060	1449	15	without	without	IN
37060	1449	16	risking	risk	VBG
37060	1449	17	complete	complete	JJ
37060	1449	18	loss	loss	NN
37060	1449	19	of	of	IN
37060	1449	20	one	one	NN
37060	1449	21	's	's	POS
37060	1449	22	blood	blood	NN
37060	1449	23	.	.	.
37060	1450	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1450	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1450	3	learning	learn	VBG
37060	1450	4	new	new	JJ
37060	1450	5	biological	biological	JJ
37060	1450	6	facts	fact	NNS
37060	1450	7	with	with	IN
37060	1450	8	each	each	DT
37060	1450	9	passing	pass	VBG
37060	1450	10	hour	hour	NN
37060	1450	11	.	.	.
37060	1451	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1451	2	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1451	3	visited	visit	VBD
37060	1451	4	each	each	DT
37060	1451	5	hour	hour	NN
37060	1451	6	,	,	,
37060	1451	7	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	1451	8	speaking	speak	VBG
37060	1451	9	with	with	IN
37060	1451	10	the	the	DT
37060	1451	11	family	family	NN
37060	1451	12	members	member	NNS
37060	1451	13	of	of	IN
37060	1451	14	other	other	JJ
37060	1451	15	"	"	``
37060	1451	16	unfortunates	unfortunate	NNS
37060	1451	17	"	"	''
37060	1451	18	when	when	WRB
37060	1451	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1451	20	was	be	VBD
37060	1451	21	not	not	RB
37060	1451	22	awake	awake	JJ
37060	1451	23	.	.	.
37060	1452	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1452	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	1452	3	in	in	IN
37060	1452	4	the	the	DT
37060	1452	5	confines	confine	NNS
37060	1452	6	of	of	IN
37060	1452	7	a	a	DT
37060	1452	8	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1452	9	that	that	WDT
37060	1452	10	one	one	NN
37060	1452	11	learns	learn	VBZ
37060	1452	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1452	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	1452	14	not	not	RB
37060	1452	15	alone	alone	JJ
37060	1452	16	in	in	IN
37060	1452	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1452	18	pain	pain	NN
37060	1452	19	.	.	.
37060	1453	1	The	the	DT
37060	1453	2	boy	boy	NN
37060	1453	3	who	who	WP
37060	1453	4	laid	lay	VBD
37060	1453	5	in	in	IN
37060	1453	6	the	the	DT
37060	1453	7	bed	bed	NN
37060	1453	8	next	next	RB
37060	1453	9	to	to	IN
37060	1453	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1453	11	own	own	JJ
37060	1453	12	would	would	MD
37060	1453	13	literally	literally	RB
37060	1453	14	"	"	``
37060	1453	15	poop	poop	VB
37060	1453	16	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1453	17	out	out	RP
37060	1453	18	"	"	``
37060	1453	19	during	during	IN
37060	1453	20	a	a	DT
37060	1453	21	bowel	bowel	NN
37060	1453	22	movement	movement	NN
37060	1453	23	,	,	,
37060	1453	24	losing	lose	VBG
37060	1453	25	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1453	26	insides	inside	NNS
37060	1453	27	as	as	RB
37060	1453	28	well	well	RB
37060	1453	29	as	as	IN
37060	1453	30	the	the	DT
37060	1453	31	excrement	excrement	NN
37060	1453	32	,	,	,
37060	1453	33	while	while	IN
37060	1453	34	a	a	DT
37060	1453	35	child	child	NN
37060	1453	36	across	across	IN
37060	1453	37	the	the	DT
37060	1453	38	room	room	NN
37060	1453	39	had	have	VBD
37060	1453	40	a	a	DT
37060	1453	41	valve	valve	NN
37060	1453	42	on	on	IN
37060	1453	43	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1453	44	head	head	NN
37060	1453	45	which	which	WDT
37060	1453	46	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1453	47	could	could	MD
37060	1453	48	push	push	VB
37060	1453	49	when	when	WRB
37060	1453	50	water	water	NN
37060	1453	51	accumulated	accumulate	VBN
37060	1453	52	,	,	,
37060	1453	53	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	1453	54	releasing	release	VBG
37060	1453	55	the	the	DT
37060	1453	56	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	1453	57	and	and	CC
37060	1453	58	accompanying	accompany	VBG
37060	1453	59	pain	pain	NN
37060	1453	60	.	.	.
37060	1454	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1454	2	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	1454	3	how	how	WRB
37060	1454	4	those	those	DT
37060	1454	5	children	child	NNS
37060	1454	6	could	could	MD
37060	1454	7	ever	ever	RB
37060	1454	8	lead	lead	VB
37060	1454	9	normal	normal	JJ
37060	1454	10	lives	life	NNS
37060	1454	11	with	with	IN
37060	1454	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1454	13	present	present	JJ
37060	1454	14	situation	situation	NN
37060	1454	15	appearing	appear	VBG
37060	1454	16	so	so	RB
37060	1454	17	dismal	dismal	JJ
37060	1454	18	.	.	.
37060	1455	1	Although	although	IN
37060	1455	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1455	3	existed	exist	VBD
37060	1455	4	in	in	IN
37060	1455	5	the	the	DT
37060	1455	6	present	present	NN
37060	1455	7	,	,	,
37060	1455	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1455	9	lived	live	VBD
37060	1455	10	for	for	IN
37060	1455	11	the	the	DT
37060	1455	12	future	future	NN
37060	1455	13	and	and	CC
37060	1455	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1455	15	return	return	NN
37060	1455	16	home	home	RB
37060	1455	17	;	;	,
37060	1455	18	accepting	accept	VBG
37060	1455	19	each	each	DT
37060	1455	20	moment	moment	NN
37060	1455	21	,	,	,
37060	1455	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1455	23	fostered	foster	VBD
37060	1455	24	no	no	DT
37060	1455	25	suspicions	suspicion	NNS
37060	1455	26	that	that	WDT
37060	1455	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1455	28	would	would	MD
37060	1455	29	die	die	VB
37060	1455	30	,	,	,
37060	1455	31	having	have	VBG
37060	1455	32	tumors	tumor	NNS
37060	1455	33	removed	remove	VBN
37060	1455	34	;	;	:
37060	1455	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1455	36	knew	know	VBD
37060	1455	37	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1455	38	,	,	,
37060	1455	39	as	as	RB
37060	1455	40	yet	yet	RB
37060	1455	41	,	,	,
37060	1455	42	of	of	IN
37060	1455	43	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1455	44	tumors	tumor	NNS
37060	1455	45	being	be	VBG
37060	1455	46	cancerous	cancerous	JJ
37060	1455	47	,	,	,
37060	1455	48	for	for	IN
37060	1455	49	the	the	DT
37060	1455	50	grave	grave	JJ
37060	1455	51	seriousness	seriousness	NN
37060	1455	52	of	of	IN
37060	1455	53	the	the	DT
37060	1455	54	operation	operation	NN
37060	1455	55	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1455	56	gathered	gather	VBD
37060	1455	57	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	1455	58	,	,	,
37060	1455	59	as	as	IN
37060	1455	60	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1455	61	gained	gain	VBD
37060	1455	62	physical	physical	JJ
37060	1455	63	strength	strength	NN
37060	1455	64	,	,	,
37060	1455	65	since	since	IN
37060	1455	66	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	1455	67	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1455	68	never	never	RB
37060	1455	69	lacked	lack	VBD
37060	1455	70	.	.	.
37060	1456	1	The	the	DT
37060	1456	2	business	business	NN
37060	1456	3	of	of	IN
37060	1456	4	getting	get	VBG
37060	1456	5	better	well	JJR
37060	1456	6	was	be	VBD
37060	1456	7	simply	simply	RB
37060	1456	8	a	a	DT
37060	1456	9	matter	matter	NN
37060	1456	10	of	of	IN
37060	1456	11	time	time	NN
37060	1456	12	;	;	:
37060	1456	13	"	"	``
37060	1456	14	whether	whether	IN
37060	1456	15	or	or	CC
37060	1456	16	not	not	RB
37060	1456	17	"	"	``
37060	1456	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1456	19	would	would	MD
37060	1456	20	improve	improve	VB
37060	1456	21	did	do	VBD
37060	1456	22	not	not	RB
37060	1456	23	enter	enter	VB
37060	1456	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1456	25	mind	mind	NN
37060	1456	26	.	.	.
37060	1457	1	Feeling	feel	VBG
37060	1457	2	sick	sick	JJ
37060	1457	3	,	,	,
37060	1457	4	followed	follow	VBN
37060	1457	5	by	by	IN
37060	1457	6	recuperation	recuperation	NN
37060	1457	7	and	and	CC
37060	1457	8	health	health	NN
37060	1457	9	were	be	VBD
37060	1457	10	as	as	RB
37060	1457	11	inseparably	inseparably	RB
37060	1457	12	linked	link	VBN
37060	1457	13	as	as	IN
37060	1457	14	popcorn	popcorn	NN
37060	1457	15	and	and	CC
37060	1457	16	salt	salt	NN
37060	1457	17	.	.	.
37060	1458	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1458	2	always	always	RB
37060	1458	3	"	"	``
37060	1458	4	got	get	VBD
37060	1458	5	better	well	JJR
37060	1458	6	.	.	.
37060	1458	7	"	"	''
37060	1459	1	Later	later	RB
37060	1459	2	that	that	DT
37060	1459	3	evening	evening	NN
37060	1459	4	,	,	,
37060	1459	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1459	6	announced	announce	VBD
37060	1459	7	that	that	IN
37060	1459	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1459	9	had	have	VBD
37060	1459	10	to	to	TO
37060	1459	11	use	use	VB
37060	1459	12	the	the	DT
37060	1459	13	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	1459	14	.	.	.
37060	1460	1	After	after	IN
37060	1460	2	two	two	CD
37060	1460	3	subsequent	subsequent	JJ
37060	1460	4	failures	failure	NNS
37060	1460	5	earlier	early	RBR
37060	1460	6	in	in	IN
37060	1460	7	the	the	DT
37060	1460	8	day	day	NN
37060	1460	9	,	,	,
37060	1460	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1460	11	rejected	reject	VBD
37060	1460	12	the	the	DT
37060	1460	13	bedpan	bedpan	NN
37060	1460	14	with	with	IN
37060	1460	15	obstinance	obstinance	NN
37060	1460	16	;	;	:
37060	1460	17	the	the	DT
37060	1460	18	contraption	contraption	NN
37060	1460	19	was	be	VBD
37060	1460	20	immodest	immodest	JJ
37060	1460	21	and	and	CC
37060	1460	22	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	1460	23	to	to	TO
37060	1460	24	operate	operate	VB
37060	1460	25	without	without	IN
37060	1460	26	the	the	DT
37060	1460	27	patient	patient	JJ
37060	1460	28	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	1460	29	horribly	horribly	RB
37060	1460	30	unclean	unclean	JJ
37060	1460	31	.	.	.
37060	1461	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	1461	2	,	,	,
37060	1461	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1461	4	preferred	prefer	VBD
37060	1461	5	a	a	DT
37060	1461	6	dry	dry	JJ
37060	1461	7	bed	bed	NN
37060	1461	8	to	to	IN
37060	1461	9	a	a	DT
37060	1461	10	wet	wet	JJ
37060	1461	11	one	one	NN
37060	1461	12	,	,	,
37060	1461	13	and	and	CC
37060	1461	14	having	have	VBG
37060	1461	15	twice	twice	RB
37060	1461	16	illustrated	illustrate	VBN
37060	1461	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1461	18	inadequacy	inadequacy	NN
37060	1461	19	for	for	IN
37060	1461	20	the	the	DT
37060	1461	21	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	1461	22	,	,	,
37060	1461	23	who	who	WP
37060	1461	24	then	then	RB
37060	1461	25	had	have	VBD
37060	1461	26	the	the	DT
37060	1461	27	extra	extra	JJ
37060	1461	28	chore	chore	NN
37060	1461	29	of	of	IN
37060	1461	30	changing	change	VBG
37060	1461	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1461	32	bed	bed	NN
37060	1461	33	,	,	,
37060	1461	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1461	35	found	find	VBD
37060	1461	36	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1461	37	more	more	RBR
37060	1461	38	than	than	IN
37060	1461	39	agreeable	agreeable	JJ
37060	1461	40	toward	toward	IN
37060	1461	41	the	the	DT
37060	1461	42	idea	idea	NN
37060	1461	43	of	of	IN
37060	1461	44	escorting	escort	VBG
37060	1461	45	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1461	46	to	to	IN
37060	1461	47	the	the	DT
37060	1461	48	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	1461	49	.	.	.
37060	1462	1	As	as	IN
37060	1462	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1462	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1462	4	helped	help	VBN
37060	1462	5	to	to	IN
37060	1462	6	a	a	DT
37060	1462	7	sitting	sit	VBG
37060	1462	8	position	position	NN
37060	1462	9	,	,	,
37060	1462	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1462	11	mom	mom	NN
37060	1462	12	looked	look	VBD
37060	1462	13	on	on	RP
37060	1462	14	in	in	IN
37060	1462	15	unconcealed	unconcealed	JJ
37060	1462	16	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	1462	17	,	,	,
37060	1462	18	thinking	think	VBG
37060	1462	19	that	that	IN
37060	1462	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1462	21	would	would	MD
37060	1462	22	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	1462	23	cry	cry	VB
37060	1462	24	out	out	RP
37060	1462	25	in	in	IN
37060	1462	26	pain	pain	NN
37060	1462	27	.	.	.
37060	1463	1	With	with	IN
37060	1463	2	an	an	DT
37060	1463	3	inquiring	inquire	VBG
37060	1463	4	glance	glance	NN
37060	1463	5	at	at	IN
37060	1463	6	one	one	CD
37060	1463	7	of	of	IN
37060	1463	8	the	the	DT
37060	1463	9	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1463	10	,	,	,
37060	1463	11	who	who	WP
37060	1463	12	happened	happen	VBD
37060	1463	13	to	to	TO
37060	1463	14	be	be	VB
37060	1463	15	making	make	VBG
37060	1463	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1463	17	rounds	round	NNS
37060	1463	18	,	,	,
37060	1463	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1463	20	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	1463	21	proudly	proudly	RB
37060	1463	22	and	and	CC
37060	1463	23	explained	explain	VBD
37060	1463	24	that	that	IN
37060	1463	25	,	,	,
37060	1463	26	although	although	IN
37060	1463	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1463	28	was	be	VBD
37060	1463	29	more	more	RBR
37060	1463	30	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	1463	31	,	,	,
37060	1463	32	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1463	33	had	have	VBD
37060	1463	34	worked	work	VBN
37060	1463	35	around	around	IN
37060	1463	36	the	the	DT
37060	1463	37	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1463	38	muscles	muscle	NNS
37060	1463	39	during	during	IN
37060	1463	40	the	the	DT
37060	1463	41	surgery	surgery	NN
37060	1463	42	,	,	,
37060	1463	43	rather	rather	RB
37060	1463	44	than	than	IN
37060	1463	45	severing	sever	VBG
37060	1463	46	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1463	47	.	.	.
37060	1464	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	1464	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1464	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1464	4	spared	spare	VBN
37060	1464	5	the	the	DT
37060	1464	6	excruciating	excruciating	JJ
37060	1464	7	pain	pain	NN
37060	1464	8	which	which	WDT
37060	1464	9	further	further	RB
37060	1464	10	cutting	cutting	NN
37060	1464	11	would	would	MD
37060	1464	12	have	have	VB
37060	1464	13	wrought	work	VBN
37060	1464	14	.	.	.
37060	1465	1	The	the	DT
37060	1465	2	adventure	adventure	NN
37060	1465	3	across	across	IN
37060	1465	4	the	the	DT
37060	1465	5	room	room	NN
37060	1465	6	was	be	VBD
37060	1465	7	a	a	DT
37060	1465	8	success	success	NN
37060	1465	9	,	,	,
37060	1465	10	and	and	CC
37060	1465	11	from	from	IN
37060	1465	12	that	that	DT
37060	1465	13	triumphant	triumphant	JJ
37060	1465	14	hour	hour	NN
37060	1465	15	,	,	,
37060	1465	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1465	17	no	no	RB
37060	1465	18	longer	long	RBR
37060	1465	19	necessitated	necessitate	VBD
37060	1465	20	a	a	DT
37060	1465	21	bed	bed	NN
37060	1465	22	pan	pan	NN
37060	1465	23	;	;	:
37060	1465	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1465	25	had	have	VBD
37060	1465	26	secured	secure	VBN
37060	1465	27	a	a	DT
37060	1465	28	far	far	RB
37060	1465	29	better	well	JJR
37060	1465	30	means	mean	NNS
37060	1465	31	of	of	IN
37060	1465	32	relief	relief	NN
37060	1465	33	.	.	.
37060	1466	1	Although	although	IN
37060	1466	2	most	most	JJS
37060	1466	3	of	of	IN
37060	1466	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1466	5	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1466	6	spent	spend	VBN
37060	1466	7	in	in	IN
37060	1466	8	ICU	ICU	NNP
37060	1466	9	consisted	consist	VBD
37060	1466	10	solely	solely	RB
37060	1466	11	of	of	IN
37060	1466	12	rest	rest	NN
37060	1466	13	,	,	,
37060	1466	14	there	there	EX
37060	1466	15	were	be	VBD
37060	1466	16	those	those	DT
37060	1466	17	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	1466	18	of	of	IN
37060	1466	19	each	each	DT
37060	1466	20	day	day	NN
37060	1466	21	which	which	WDT
37060	1466	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1466	23	learned	learn	VBD
37060	1466	24	to	to	IN
37060	1466	25	abhor	abhor	VB
37060	1466	26	.	.	.
37060	1467	1	The	the	DT
37060	1467	2	most	most	RBS
37060	1467	3	objectionable	objectionable	JJ
37060	1467	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1467	5	the	the	DT
37060	1467	6	routine	routine	NN
37060	1467	7	of	of	IN
37060	1467	8	pounding	pound	VBG
37060	1467	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1467	10	back	back	NN
37060	1467	11	,	,	,
37060	1467	12	enacted	enact	VBN
37060	1467	13	by	by	IN
37060	1467	14	one	one	CD
37060	1467	15	of	of	IN
37060	1467	16	the	the	DT
37060	1467	17	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1467	18	staff	staff	NN
37060	1467	19	,	,	,
37060	1467	20	to	to	TO
37060	1467	21	insure	insure	VB
37060	1467	22	that	that	IN
37060	1467	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1467	24	would	would	MD
37060	1467	25	not	not	RB
37060	1467	26	accumulate	accumulate	VB
37060	1467	27	fluid	fluid	NN
37060	1467	28	in	in	IN
37060	1467	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1467	30	lungs	lung	NNS
37060	1467	31	.	.	.
37060	1468	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1468	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1468	3	an	an	DT
37060	1468	4	obligatory	obligatory	JJ
37060	1468	5	function	function	NN
37060	1468	6	,	,	,
37060	1468	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1468	8	realized	realize	VBD
37060	1468	9	,	,	,
37060	1468	10	yet	yet	CC
37060	1468	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1468	12	hurt	hurt	VBD
37060	1468	13	dreadfully	dreadfully	RB
37060	1468	14	.	.	.
37060	1469	1	As	as	IN
37060	1469	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1469	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1469	4	instructed	instruct	VBN
37060	1469	5	to	to	TO
37060	1469	6	lay	lay	VB
37060	1469	7	on	on	IN
37060	1469	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1469	9	side	side	NN
37060	1469	10	,	,	,
37060	1469	11	the	the	DT
37060	1469	12	ruthless	ruthless	JJ
37060	1469	13	process	process	NN
37060	1469	14	would	would	MD
37060	1469	15	begin	begin	VB
37060	1469	16	,	,	,
37060	1469	17	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	1469	18	releasing	release	VBG
37060	1469	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1469	20	protests	protest	NNS
37060	1469	21	as	as	RB
37060	1469	22	well	well	RB
37060	1469	23	.	.	.
37060	1470	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1470	2	remember	remember	VBP
37060	1470	3	that	that	IN
37060	1470	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1470	5	would	would	MD
37060	1470	6	beg	beg	VB
37060	1470	7	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1470	8	to	to	TO
37060	1470	9	stop	stop	VB
37060	1470	10	;	;	:
37060	1470	11	angry	angry	JJ
37060	1470	12	that	that	IN
37060	1470	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1470	14	had	have	VBD
37060	1470	15	to	to	TO
37060	1470	16	endure	endure	VB
37060	1470	17	such	such	JJ
37060	1470	18	hostile	hostile	JJ
37060	1470	19	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	1470	20	;	;	:
37060	1470	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1470	22	feared	fear	VBD
37060	1470	23	that	that	IN
37060	1470	24	the	the	DT
37060	1470	25	incision	incision	NN
37060	1470	26	would	would	MD
37060	1470	27	burst	burst	VB
37060	1470	28	open	open	JJ
37060	1470	29	midway	midway	NN
37060	1470	30	through	through	IN
37060	1470	31	the	the	DT
37060	1470	32	ordeal	ordeal	NN
37060	1470	33	,	,	,
37060	1470	34	spilling	spill	VBG
37060	1470	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1470	36	organs	organ	NNS
37060	1470	37	onto	onto	IN
37060	1470	38	the	the	DT
37060	1470	39	bed	bed	NN
37060	1470	40	sheets	sheet	NNS
37060	1470	41	;	;	:
37060	1470	42	that	that	DT
37060	1470	43	frightful	frightful	JJ
37060	1470	44	thought	thought	NN
37060	1470	45	never	never	RB
37060	1470	46	materialized	materialize	VBD
37060	1470	47	.	.	.
37060	1471	1	After	after	IN
37060	1471	2	a	a	DT
37060	1471	3	week	week	NN
37060	1471	4	of	of	IN
37060	1471	5	this	this	DT
37060	1471	6	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1471	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	1471	8	wrenching	wrench	VBG
37060	1471	9	routine	routine	NN
37060	1471	10	,	,	,
37060	1471	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1471	12	was	be	VBD
37060	1471	13	given	give	VBN
37060	1471	14	a	a	DT
37060	1471	15	contraption	contraption	NN
37060	1471	16	which	which	WDT
37060	1471	17	was	be	VBD
37060	1471	18	composed	compose	VBN
37060	1471	19	of	of	IN
37060	1471	20	two	two	CD
37060	1471	21	bottles	bottle	NNS
37060	1471	22	,	,	,
37060	1471	23	connected	connect	VBN
37060	1471	24	by	by	IN
37060	1471	25	four	four	CD
37060	1471	26	plastic	plastic	NN
37060	1471	27	tubes	tube	NNS
37060	1471	28	,	,	,
37060	1471	29	two	two	CD
37060	1471	30	of	of	IN
37060	1471	31	which	which	WDT
37060	1471	32	were	be	VBD
37060	1471	33	mouthpieces	mouthpiece	NNS
37060	1471	34	.	.	.
37060	1472	1	One	one	CD
37060	1472	2	bottle	bottle	NN
37060	1472	3	contained	contain	VBD
37060	1472	4	a	a	DT
37060	1472	5	blue	blue	JJ
37060	1472	6	solution	solution	NN
37060	1472	7	,	,	,
37060	1472	8	while	while	IN
37060	1472	9	the	the	DT
37060	1472	10	other	other	JJ
37060	1472	11	was	be	VBD
37060	1472	12	completely	completely	RB
37060	1472	13	empty	empty	JJ
37060	1472	14	.	.	.
37060	1473	1	This	this	DT
37060	1473	2	,	,	,
37060	1473	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1473	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1473	5	told	tell	VBN
37060	1473	6	,	,	,
37060	1473	7	would	would	MD
37060	1473	8	be	be	VB
37060	1473	9	a	a	DT
37060	1473	10	substitute	substitute	NN
37060	1473	11	for	for	IN
37060	1473	12	the	the	DT
37060	1473	13	back	back	NN
37060	1473	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	1473	15	pounding	pounding	NN
37060	1473	16	if	if	IN
37060	1473	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1473	18	would	would	MD
37060	1473	19	promise	promise	VB
37060	1473	20	to	to	TO
37060	1473	21	use	use	VB
37060	1473	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1473	23	often	often	RB
37060	1473	24	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	1473	25	the	the	DT
37060	1473	26	day	day	NN
37060	1473	27	.	.	.
37060	1474	1	The	the	DT
37060	1474	2	object	object	NN
37060	1474	3	of	of	IN
37060	1474	4	the	the	DT
37060	1474	5	device	device	NN
37060	1474	6	was	be	VBD
37060	1474	7	to	to	TO
37060	1474	8	blow	blow	VB
37060	1474	9	through	through	IN
37060	1474	10	one	one	CD
37060	1474	11	mouthpiece	mouthpiece	NN
37060	1474	12	with	with	IN
37060	1474	13	sufficient	sufficient	JJ
37060	1474	14	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	1474	15	as	as	IN
37060	1474	16	to	to	TO
37060	1474	17	transfer	transfer	VB
37060	1474	18	the	the	DT
37060	1474	19	contents	content	NNS
37060	1474	20	of	of	IN
37060	1474	21	the	the	DT
37060	1474	22	full	full	JJ
37060	1474	23	bottle	bottle	NN
37060	1474	24	into	into	IN
37060	1474	25	the	the	DT
37060	1474	26	empty	empty	JJ
37060	1474	27	one	one	NN
37060	1474	28	.	.	.
37060	1475	1	Then	then	RB
37060	1475	2	,	,	,
37060	1475	3	once	once	RB
37060	1475	4	completed	complete	VBN
37060	1475	5	,	,	,
37060	1475	6	one	one	PRP
37060	1475	7	would	would	MD
37060	1475	8	take	take	VB
37060	1475	9	up	up	RP
37060	1475	10	the	the	DT
37060	1475	11	alternate	alternate	JJ
37060	1475	12	mouthpiece	mouthpiece	NN
37060	1475	13	and	and	CC
37060	1475	14	repeat	repeat	VB
37060	1475	15	the	the	DT
37060	1475	16	process	process	NN
37060	1475	17	to	to	TO
37060	1475	18	return	return	VB
37060	1475	19	the	the	DT
37060	1475	20	fluid	fluid	NN
37060	1475	21	to	to	IN
37060	1475	22	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1475	23	original	original	JJ
37060	1475	24	canister	canister	NN
37060	1475	25	.	.	.
37060	1476	1	Even	even	RB
37060	1476	2	though	though	IN
37060	1476	3	this	this	DT
37060	1476	4	procedure	procedure	NN
37060	1476	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1476	6	rather	rather	RB
37060	1476	7	slow	slow	JJ
37060	1476	8	from	from	IN
37060	1476	9	the	the	DT
37060	1476	10	outset	outset	NN
37060	1476	11	,	,	,
37060	1476	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1476	13	welcomed	welcome	VBD
37060	1476	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1476	15	if	if	IN
37060	1476	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1476	17	would	would	MD
37060	1476	18	spare	spare	VB
37060	1476	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1476	20	incision	incision	NN
37060	1476	21	the	the	DT
37060	1476	22	pain	pain	NN
37060	1476	23	which	which	WDT
37060	1476	24	resulted	result	VBD
37060	1476	25	from	from	IN
37060	1476	26	the	the	DT
37060	1476	27	blows	blow	NNS
37060	1476	28	to	to	IN
37060	1476	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1476	30	back	back	NN
37060	1476	31	.	.	.
37060	1477	1	Among	among	IN
37060	1477	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1477	3	other	other	JJ
37060	1477	4	daily	daily	JJ
37060	1477	5	routines	routine	NNS
37060	1477	6	were	be	VBD
37060	1477	7	shots	shot	NNS
37060	1477	8	,	,	,
37060	1477	9	administered	administer	VBD
37060	1477	10	twice	twice	RB
37060	1477	11	to	to	IN
37060	1477	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1477	13	thigh	thigh	NN
37060	1477	14	,	,	,
37060	1477	15	and	and	CC
37060	1477	16	the	the	DT
37060	1477	17	blood	blood	NN
37060	1477	18	profile	profile	NN
37060	1477	19	,	,	,
37060	1477	20	in	in	IN
37060	1477	21	which	which	WDT
37060	1477	22	blood	blood	NN
37060	1477	23	was	be	VBD
37060	1477	24	drawn	draw	VBN
37060	1477	25	in	in	IN
37060	1477	26	the	the	DT
37060	1477	27	morning	morning	NN
37060	1477	28	.	.	.
37060	1478	1	Those	those	DT
37060	1478	2	who	who	WP
37060	1478	3	drew	draw	VBD
37060	1478	4	blood	blood	NN
37060	1478	5	were	be	VBD
37060	1478	6	quite	quite	RB
37060	1478	7	practiced	practice	VBN
37060	1478	8	in	in	IN
37060	1478	9	that	that	DT
37060	1478	10	area	area	NN
37060	1478	11	and	and	CC
37060	1478	12	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	1478	13	created	create	VBD
37060	1478	14	any	any	DT
37060	1478	15	unpleasant	unpleasant	JJ
37060	1478	16	moments	moment	NNS
37060	1478	17	;	;	:
37060	1478	18	when	when	WRB
37060	1478	19	the	the	DT
37060	1478	20	veins	vein	NNS
37060	1478	21	in	in	IN
37060	1478	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1478	23	arms	arm	NNS
37060	1478	24	became	become	VBD
37060	1478	25	uncooperative	uncooperative	JJ
37060	1478	26	through	through	IN
37060	1478	27	constant	constant	JJ
37060	1478	28	use	use	NN
37060	1478	29	,	,	,
37060	1478	30	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1478	31	faces	face	NNS
37060	1478	32	did	do	VBD
37060	1478	33	not	not	RB
37060	1478	34	waver	waver	VB
37060	1478	35	in	in	IN
37060	1478	36	protest	protest	NN
37060	1478	37	at	at	IN
37060	1478	38	the	the	DT
37060	1478	39	thought	thought	NN
37060	1478	40	of	of	IN
37060	1478	41	probing	probe	VBG
37060	1478	42	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1478	43	feet	foot	NNS
37060	1478	44	or	or	CC
37060	1478	45	ankles	ankle	NNS
37060	1478	46	,	,	,
37060	1478	47	which	which	WDT
37060	1478	48	were	be	VBD
37060	1478	49	in	in	IN
37060	1478	50	better	well	JJR
37060	1478	51	condition	condition	NN
37060	1478	52	and	and	CC
37060	1478	53	actually	actually	RB
37060	1478	54	quite	quite	RB
37060	1478	55	accessible	accessible	JJ
37060	1478	56	.	.	.
37060	1479	1	On	on	IN
37060	1479	2	Friday	Friday	NNP
37060	1479	3	,	,	,
37060	1479	4	the	the	DT
37060	1479	5	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1479	6	which	which	WDT
37060	1479	7	had	have	VBD
37060	1479	8	been	be	VBN
37060	1479	9	in	in	IN
37060	1479	10	position	position	NN
37060	1479	11	since	since	IN
37060	1479	12	Tuesday	Tuesday	NNP
37060	1479	13	began	begin	VBD
37060	1479	14	to	to	TO
37060	1479	15	infiltrate	infiltrate	VB
37060	1479	16	,	,	,
37060	1479	17	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	1479	18	the	the	DT
37060	1479	19	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1479	20	solution	solution	NN
37060	1479	21	no	no	RB
37060	1479	22	longer	long	RBR
37060	1479	23	ran	run	VBD
37060	1479	24	only	only	RB
37060	1479	25	into	into	IN
37060	1479	26	the	the	DT
37060	1479	27	vein	vein	NN
37060	1479	28	,	,	,
37060	1479	29	but	but	CC
37060	1479	30	into	into	IN
37060	1479	31	the	the	DT
37060	1479	32	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	1479	33	tissue	tissue	NN
37060	1479	34	as	as	RB
37060	1479	35	well	well	RB
37060	1479	36	.	.	.
37060	1480	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1480	2	hand	hand	NN
37060	1480	3	started	start	VBD
37060	1480	4	to	to	TO
37060	1480	5	puff	puff	VB
37060	1480	6	,	,	,
37060	1480	7	swelling	swell	VBG
37060	1480	8	into	into	IN
37060	1480	9	a	a	DT
37060	1480	10	spectacle	spectacle	NN
37060	1480	11	which	which	WDT
37060	1480	12	was	be	VBD
37060	1480	13	twice	twice	PDT
37060	1480	14	the	the	DT
37060	1480	15	size	size	NN
37060	1480	16	of	of	IN
37060	1480	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1480	18	other	other	JJ
37060	1480	19	;	;	:
37060	1480	20	with	with	IN
37060	1480	21	all	all	DT
37060	1480	22	of	of	IN
37060	1480	23	the	the	DT
37060	1480	24	misdirected	misdirect	VBN
37060	1480	25	solution	solution	NN
37060	1480	26	seeping	seep	VBG
37060	1480	27	into	into	IN
37060	1480	28	the	the	DT
37060	1480	29	tissues	tissue	NNS
37060	1480	30	,	,	,
37060	1480	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1480	32	also	also	RB
37060	1480	33	began	begin	VBD
37060	1480	34	to	to	TO
37060	1480	35	feel	feel	VB
37060	1480	36	an	an	DT
37060	1480	37	annoying	annoying	JJ
37060	1480	38	tightness	tightness	NN
37060	1480	39	which	which	WDT
37060	1480	40	pained	pain	VBD
37060	1480	41	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1480	42	when	when	WRB
37060	1480	43	touched	touch	VBD
37060	1480	44	.	.	.
37060	1481	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1481	2	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	1481	3	that	that	IN
37060	1481	4	something	something	NN
37060	1481	5	would	would	MD
37060	1481	6	be	be	VB
37060	1481	7	done	do	VBN
37060	1481	8	to	to	TO
37060	1481	9	alleviate	alleviate	VB
37060	1481	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1481	11	discomfort	discomfort	NN
37060	1481	12	,	,	,
37060	1481	13	without	without	IN
37060	1481	14	the	the	DT
37060	1481	15	expense	expense	NN
37060	1481	16	of	of	IN
37060	1481	17	additional	additional	JJ
37060	1481	18	anguish	anguish	NN
37060	1481	19	,	,	,
37060	1481	20	for	for	IN
37060	1481	21	at	at	IN
37060	1481	22	times	time	NNS
37060	1481	23	,	,	,
37060	1481	24	a	a	DT
37060	1481	25	remedy	remedy	NN
37060	1481	26	invited	invite	VBD
37060	1481	27	unforeseen	unforeseen	JJ
37060	1481	28	unpleasantries	unpleasantrie	NNS
37060	1481	29	greater	great	JJR
37060	1481	30	than	than	IN
37060	1481	31	the	the	DT
37060	1481	32	one	one	NN
37060	1481	33	with	with	IN
37060	1481	34	which	which	WDT
37060	1481	35	a	a	DT
37060	1481	36	patient	patient	NN
37060	1481	37	was	be	VBD
37060	1481	38	currently	currently	RB
37060	1481	39	battling	battle	VBG
37060	1481	40	.	.	.
37060	1482	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1482	2	W.	W.	NNP
37060	1482	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1482	4	called	call	VBN
37060	1482	5	in	in	IN
37060	1482	6	the	the	DT
37060	1482	7	room	room	NN
37060	1482	8	to	to	TO
37060	1482	9	start	start	VB
37060	1482	10	a	a	DT
37060	1482	11	new	new	JJ
37060	1482	12	IV	iv	NN
37060	1482	13	in	in	IN
37060	1482	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1482	15	other	other	JJ
37060	1482	16	hand	hand	NN
37060	1482	17	.	.	.
37060	1483	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1483	2	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	1483	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1483	4	would	would	MD
37060	1483	5	not	not	RB
37060	1483	6	be	be	VB
37060	1483	7	an	an	DT
37060	1483	8	ordeal	ordeal	NN
37060	1483	9	,	,	,
37060	1483	10	and	and	CC
37060	1483	11	remained	remain	VBD
37060	1483	12	silent	silent	JJ
37060	1483	13	as	as	IN
37060	1483	14	the	the	DT
37060	1483	15	probing	probing	NN
37060	1483	16	began	begin	VBD
37060	1483	17	.	.	.
37060	1484	1	Aiming	aim	VBG
37060	1484	2	for	for	IN
37060	1484	3	a	a	DT
37060	1484	4	vein	vein	NN
37060	1484	5	,	,	,
37060	1484	6	the	the	DT
37060	1484	7	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1484	8	edged	edge	VBD
37060	1484	9	the	the	DT
37060	1484	10	needle	needle	NN
37060	1484	11	through	through	IN
37060	1484	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1484	13	skin	skin	NN
37060	1484	14	and	and	CC
37060	1484	15	missing	miss	VBG
37060	1484	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1484	17	target	target	NN
37060	1484	18	,	,	,
37060	1484	19	attempted	attempt	VBD
37060	1484	20	to	to	TO
37060	1484	21	strike	strike	VB
37060	1484	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1484	23	again	again	RB
37060	1484	24	and	and	CC
37060	1484	25	again	again	RB
37060	1484	26	by	by	IN
37060	1484	27	manipulating	manipulate	VBG
37060	1484	28	the	the	DT
37060	1484	29	direction	direction	NN
37060	1484	30	of	of	IN
37060	1484	31	the	the	DT
37060	1484	32	needle	needle	NN
37060	1484	33	.	.	.
37060	1485	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1485	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	1485	3	on	on	RP
37060	1485	4	,	,	,
37060	1485	5	wincing	wince	VBG
37060	1485	6	,	,	,
37060	1485	7	trying	try	VBG
37060	1485	8	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	1485	9	not	not	RB
37060	1485	10	to	to	TO
37060	1485	11	think	think	VB
37060	1485	12	at	at	RB
37060	1485	13	all	all	RB
37060	1485	14	.	.	.
37060	1486	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1486	2	method	method	NN
37060	1486	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1486	4	not	not	RB
37060	1486	5	succeeding	succeed	VBG
37060	1486	6	,	,	,
37060	1486	7	and	and	CC
37060	1486	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1486	9	withdrew	withdraw	VBD
37060	1486	10	the	the	DT
37060	1486	11	needle	needle	NN
37060	1486	12	to	to	TO
37060	1486	13	make	make	VB
37060	1486	14	ready	ready	JJ
37060	1486	15	to	to	TO
37060	1486	16	try	try	VB
37060	1486	17	another	another	DT
37060	1486	18	vein	vein	NN
37060	1486	19	.	.	.
37060	1487	1	Shifting	shift	VBG
37060	1487	2	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1487	3	position	position	NN
37060	1487	4	,	,	,
37060	1487	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1487	6	pierced	pierce	VBD
37060	1487	7	through	through	IN
37060	1487	8	the	the	DT
37060	1487	9	flesh	flesh	NN
37060	1487	10	,	,	,
37060	1487	11	striving	strive	VBG
37060	1487	12	for	for	IN
37060	1487	13	another	another	DT
37060	1487	14	site	site	NN
37060	1487	15	.	.	.
37060	1488	1	The	the	DT
37060	1488	2	vein	vein	NN
37060	1488	3	rolled	roll	VBD
37060	1488	4	about	about	RB
37060	1488	5	,	,	,
37060	1488	6	eluding	elude	VBG
37060	1488	7	the	the	DT
37060	1488	8	valid	valid	JJ
37060	1488	9	efforts	effort	NNS
37060	1488	10	of	of	IN
37060	1488	11	the	the	DT
37060	1488	12	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1488	13	,	,	,
37060	1488	14	and	and	CC
37060	1488	15	once	once	RB
37060	1488	16	again	again	RB
37060	1488	17	,	,	,
37060	1488	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1488	19	pulled	pull	VBD
37060	1488	20	the	the	DT
37060	1488	21	point	point	NN
37060	1488	22	from	from	IN
37060	1488	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1488	24	hand	hand	NN
37060	1488	25	to	to	IN
37060	1488	26	ready	ready	VB
37060	1488	27	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1488	28	for	for	IN
37060	1488	29	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1488	30	third	third	JJ
37060	1488	31	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	1488	32	.	.	.
37060	1489	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1489	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1489	3	holding	hold	VBG
37060	1489	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1489	5	breath	breath	NN
37060	1489	6	,	,	,
37060	1489	7	uncertain	uncertain	JJ
37060	1489	8	how	how	WRB
37060	1489	9	long	long	RB
37060	1489	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1489	11	could	could	MD
37060	1489	12	withstand	withstand	VB
37060	1489	13	the	the	DT
37060	1489	14	slow	slow	JJ
37060	1489	15	,	,	,
37060	1489	16	methodical	methodical	JJ
37060	1489	17	jabbing	jabbing	NN
37060	1489	18	.	.	.
37060	1490	1	The	the	DT
37060	1490	2	needle	needle	NN
37060	1490	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1490	4	again	again	RB
37060	1490	5	thrust	thrust	VBN
37060	1490	6	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	1490	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1490	8	flesh	flesh	NN
37060	1490	9	,	,	,
37060	1490	10	poking	poke	VBG
37060	1490	11	back	back	RB
37060	1490	12	and	and	CC
37060	1490	13	forth	forth	RB
37060	1490	14	as	as	IN
37060	1490	15	each	each	DT
37060	1490	16	try	try	NN
37060	1490	17	was	be	VBD
37060	1490	18	foiled	foiled	JJ
37060	1490	19	;	;	:
37060	1490	20	in	in	IN
37060	1490	21	exasperation	exasperation	NN
37060	1490	22	,	,	,
37060	1490	23	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1490	24	W.	W.	NNP
37060	1490	25	pulled	pull	VBD
37060	1490	26	the	the	DT
37060	1490	27	needle	needle	NN
37060	1490	28	from	from	IN
37060	1490	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1490	30	hand	hand	NN
37060	1490	31	,	,	,
37060	1490	32	stating	state	VBG
37060	1490	33	resolutely	resolutely	RB
37060	1490	34	,	,	,
37060	1490	35	"	"	``
37060	1490	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1490	37	'm	be	VBP
37060	1490	38	not	not	RB
37060	1490	39	going	go	VBG
37060	1490	40	to	to	TO
37060	1490	41	hurt	hurt	VB
37060	1490	42	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1490	43	again	again	RB
37060	1490	44	!	!	.
37060	1490	45	"	"	''
37060	1491	1	and	and	CC
37060	1491	2	fled	flee	VBD
37060	1491	3	the	the	DT
37060	1491	4	ward	ward	NN
37060	1491	5	in	in	IN
37060	1491	6	search	search	NN
37060	1491	7	of	of	IN
37060	1491	8	another	another	DT
37060	1491	9	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1491	10	to	to	TO
37060	1491	11	fill	fill	VB
37060	1491	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1491	13	duty	duty	NN
37060	1491	14	.	.	.
37060	1492	1	Several	several	JJ
37060	1492	2	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	1492	3	passed	pass	VBD
37060	1492	4	,	,	,
37060	1492	5	and	and	CC
37060	1492	6	then	then	RB
37060	1492	7	a	a	DT
37060	1492	8	bearded	bearded	JJ
37060	1492	9	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1492	10	strode	stride	VBD
37060	1492	11	toward	toward	IN
37060	1492	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1492	13	bed	bed	NN
37060	1492	14	,	,	,
37060	1492	15	introducing	introduce	VBG
37060	1492	16	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1492	17	as	as	IN
37060	1492	18	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1492	19	A.	A.	NNP
37060	1492	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1492	21	greeted	greet	VBD
37060	1492	22	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1492	23	politely	politely	RB
37060	1492	24	,	,	,
37060	1492	25	though	though	IN
37060	1492	26	quite	quite	RB
37060	1492	27	wary	wary	JJ
37060	1492	28	,	,	,
37060	1492	29	now	now	RB
37060	1492	30	,	,	,
37060	1492	31	at	at	IN
37060	1492	32	the	the	DT
37060	1492	33	prospect	prospect	NN
37060	1492	34	of	of	IN
37060	1492	35	having	have	VBG
37060	1492	36	to	to	TO
37060	1492	37	possibly	possibly	RB
37060	1492	38	relive	relive	VB
37060	1492	39	the	the	DT
37060	1492	40	previous	previous	JJ
37060	1492	41	experience	experience	NN
37060	1492	42	.	.	.
37060	1493	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1493	2	fears	fear	NNS
37060	1493	3	were	be	VBD
37060	1493	4	groundless	groundless	JJ
37060	1493	5	,	,	,
37060	1493	6	however	however	RB
37060	1493	7	,	,	,
37060	1493	8	for	for	IN
37060	1493	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1493	10	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	1493	11	guided	guide	VBD
37060	1493	12	the	the	DT
37060	1493	13	needle	needle	NN
37060	1493	14	into	into	IN
37060	1493	15	a	a	DT
37060	1493	16	vein	vein	NN
37060	1493	17	and	and	CC
37060	1493	18	wrapped	wrap	VBD
37060	1493	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1493	20	hand	hand	NN
37060	1493	21	to	to	TO
37060	1493	22	secure	secure	VB
37060	1493	23	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1493	24	position	position	NN
37060	1493	25	.	.	.
37060	1494	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1494	2	thanked	thank	VBD
37060	1494	3	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1494	4	gratefully	gratefully	RB
37060	1494	5	,	,	,
37060	1494	6	branding	brand	VBG
37060	1494	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1494	8	face	face	NN
37060	1494	9	and	and	CC
37060	1494	10	name	name	VB
37060	1494	11	into	into	IN
37060	1494	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1494	13	memory	memory	NN
37060	1494	14	.	.	.
37060	1495	1	The	the	DT
37060	1495	2	following	follow	VBG
37060	1495	3	day	day	NN
37060	1495	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1495	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1495	6	transferred	transfer	VBN
37060	1495	7	to	to	IN
37060	1495	8	the	the	DT
37060	1495	9	pediatrics	pediatric	NNS
37060	1495	10	ward	ward	NNP
37060	1495	11	,	,	,
37060	1495	12	no	no	RB
37060	1495	13	longer	longer	RB
37060	1495	14	requiring	require	VBG
37060	1495	15	constant	constant	JJ
37060	1495	16	observation	observation	NN
37060	1495	17	.	.	.
37060	1496	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1496	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1496	3	a	a	DT
37060	1496	4	pleasing	pleasing	JJ
37060	1496	5	change	change	NN
37060	1496	6	;	;	:
37060	1496	7	the	the	DT
37060	1496	8	rooms	room	NNS
37060	1496	9	were	be	VBD
37060	1496	10	light	light	JJ
37060	1496	11	and	and	CC
37060	1496	12	cheerful	cheerful	JJ
37060	1496	13	in	in	IN
37060	1496	14	comparison	comparison	NN
37060	1496	15	to	to	IN
37060	1496	16	the	the	DT
37060	1496	17	ICU	ICU	NNP
37060	1496	18	,	,	,
37060	1496	19	and	and	CC
37060	1496	20	the	the	DT
37060	1496	21	hallways	hallway	NNS
37060	1496	22	were	be	VBD
37060	1496	23	brightly	brightly	RB
37060	1496	24	painted	paint	VBN
37060	1496	25	,	,	,
37060	1496	26	having	have	VBG
37060	1496	27	here	here	RB
37060	1496	28	and	and	CC
37060	1496	29	there	there	RB
37060	1496	30	,	,	,
37060	1496	31	small	small	JJ
37060	1496	32	lounges	lounge	NNS
37060	1496	33	for	for	IN
37060	1496	34	the	the	DT
37060	1496	35	benefit	benefit	NN
37060	1496	36	of	of	IN
37060	1496	37	both	both	PDT
37060	1496	38	the	the	DT
37060	1496	39	young	young	JJ
37060	1496	40	patients	patient	NNS
37060	1496	41	and	and	CC
37060	1496	42	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1496	43	families	family	NNS
37060	1496	44	.	.	.
37060	1497	1	The	the	DT
37060	1497	2	room	room	NN
37060	1497	3	boasted	boast	VBD
37060	1497	4	a	a	DT
37060	1497	5	TV	tv	NN
37060	1497	6	,	,	,
37060	1497	7	which	which	WDT
37060	1497	8	,	,	,
37060	1497	9	after	after	IN
37060	1497	10	four	four	CD
37060	1497	11	days	day	NNS
37060	1497	12	of	of	IN
37060	1497	13	silence	silence	NN
37060	1497	14	,	,	,
37060	1497	15	was	be	VBD
37060	1497	16	welcome	welcome	JJ
37060	1497	17	entertainment	entertainment	NN
37060	1497	18	.	.	.
37060	1498	1	As	as	IN
37060	1498	2	an	an	DT
37060	1498	3	added	add	VBN
37060	1498	4	bonus	bonus	NN
37060	1498	5	,	,	,
37060	1498	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1498	7	was	be	VBD
37060	1498	8	now	now	RB
37060	1498	9	able	able	JJ
37060	1498	10	to	to	TO
37060	1498	11	receive	receive	VB
37060	1498	12	mail	mail	NN
37060	1498	13	,	,	,
37060	1498	14	as	as	RB
37060	1498	15	well	well	RB
37060	1498	16	as	as	IN
37060	1498	17	several	several	JJ
37060	1498	18	lovely	lovely	JJ
37060	1498	19	flower	flower	NN
37060	1498	20	arrangements	arrangement	NNS
37060	1498	21	,	,	,
37060	1498	22	which	which	WDT
37060	1498	23	had	have	VBD
37060	1498	24	not	not	RB
37060	1498	25	been	be	VBN
37060	1498	26	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	1498	27	in	in	IN
37060	1498	28	the	the	DT
37060	1498	29	unit	unit	NN
37060	1498	30	,	,	,
37060	1498	31	and	and	CC
37060	1498	32	as	as	IN
37060	1498	33	a	a	DT
37060	1498	34	result	result	NN
37060	1498	35	,	,	,
37060	1498	36	spent	spend	VBD
37060	1498	37	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1498	38	first	first	JJ
37060	1498	39	days	day	NNS
37060	1498	40	at	at	IN
37060	1498	41	the	the	DT
37060	1498	42	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1498	43	's	's	POS
37060	1498	44	station	station	NN
37060	1498	45	.	.	.
37060	1499	1	The	the	DT
37060	1499	2	flowers	flower	NNS
37060	1499	3	and	and	CC
37060	1499	4	plants	plant	NNS
37060	1499	5	brought	bring	VBD
37060	1499	6	life	life	NN
37060	1499	7	and	and	CC
37060	1499	8	color	color	NN
37060	1499	9	to	to	IN
37060	1499	10	the	the	DT
37060	1499	11	room	room	NN
37060	1499	12	's	's	POS
37060	1499	13	overall	overall	JJ
37060	1499	14	whiteness	whiteness	NN
37060	1499	15	,	,	,
37060	1499	16	and	and	CC
37060	1499	17	reminded	remind	VBD
37060	1499	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1499	19	of	of	IN
37060	1499	20	the	the	DT
37060	1499	21	genuine	genuine	JJ
37060	1499	22	concern	concern	NN
37060	1499	23	which	which	WDT
37060	1499	24	,	,	,
37060	1499	25	initially	initially	RB
37060	1499	26	,	,	,
37060	1499	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1499	28	had	have	VBD
37060	1499	29	been	be	VBN
37060	1499	30	too	too	RB
37060	1499	31	alienated	alienated	JJ
37060	1499	32	by	by	IN
37060	1499	33	pain	pain	NN
37060	1499	34	to	to	TO
37060	1499	35	realize	realize	VB
37060	1499	36	.	.	.
37060	1500	1	The	the	DT
37060	1500	2	most	most	RBS
37060	1500	3	important	important	JJ
37060	1500	4	part	part	NN
37060	1500	5	of	of	IN
37060	1500	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1500	7	day	day	NN
37060	1500	8	was	be	VBD
37060	1500	9	the	the	DT
37060	1500	10	mail	mail	NN
37060	1500	11	delivery	delivery	NN
37060	1500	12	;	;	:
37060	1500	13	the	the	DT
37060	1500	14	majority	majority	NN
37060	1500	15	of	of	IN
37060	1500	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1500	17	cards	card	NNS
37060	1500	18	and	and	CC
37060	1500	19	letters	letter	NNS
37060	1500	20	came	come	VBD
37060	1500	21	from	from	IN
37060	1500	22	members	member	NNS
37060	1500	23	of	of	IN
37060	1500	24	the	the	DT
37060	1500	25	church	church	NN
37060	1500	26	and	and	CC
37060	1500	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1500	28	family	family	NN
37060	1500	29	.	.	.
37060	1501	1	The	the	DT
37060	1501	2	church	church	NN
37060	1501	3	response	response	NN
37060	1501	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1501	5	utterly	utterly	RB
37060	1501	6	amazing	amazing	JJ
37060	1501	7	,	,	,
37060	1501	8	and	and	CC
37060	1501	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1501	10	days	day	NNS
37060	1501	11	would	would	MD
37060	1501	12	have	have	VB
37060	1501	13	proven	prove	VBN
37060	1501	14	quite	quite	RB
37060	1501	15	dreary	dreary	JJ
37060	1501	16	had	have	VBD
37060	1501	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1501	18	not	not	RB
37060	1501	19	been	be	VBN
37060	1501	20	for	for	IN
37060	1501	21	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1501	22	continuous	continuous	JJ
37060	1501	23	demonstration	demonstration	NN
37060	1501	24	of	of	IN
37060	1501	25	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	1501	26	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	1501	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1501	28	condition	condition	NN
37060	1501	29	.	.	.
37060	1502	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1502	2	learned	learn	VBD
37060	1502	3	the	the	DT
37060	1502	4	full	full	JJ
37060	1502	5	story	story	NN
37060	1502	6	behind	behind	IN
37060	1502	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1502	8	operation	operation	NN
37060	1502	9	after	after	IN
37060	1502	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1502	11	transferral	transferral	NN
37060	1502	12	to	to	IN
37060	1502	13	pediatrics	pediatric	NNS
37060	1502	14	.	.	.
37060	1503	1	"	"	``
37060	1503	2	A	a	DT
37060	1503	3	base	base	NN
37060	1503	4	-	-	HYPH
37060	1503	5	ball	ball	NN
37060	1503	6	sized	sized	JJ
37060	1503	7	tumor	tumor	NN
37060	1503	8	.	.	.
37060	1504	1	.	.	.
37060	1505	1	.	.	.
37060	1506	1	,	,	,
37060	1506	2	"	"	``
37060	1506	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1506	4	marveled	marvel	VBD
37060	1506	5	.	.	.
37060	1507	1	"	"	``
37060	1507	2	Did	do	VBD
37060	1507	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1507	4	keep	keep	VB
37060	1507	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1507	6	?	?	.
37060	1507	7	"	"	''
37060	1508	1	Mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1508	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1508	3	a	a	DT
37060	1508	4	question	question	NN
37060	1508	5	spurred	spur	VBN
37060	1508	6	by	by	IN
37060	1508	7	outright	outright	JJ
37060	1508	8	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	1508	9	and	and	CC
37060	1508	10	wonder	wonder	NN
37060	1508	11	.	.	.
37060	1509	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1509	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1509	3	no	no	DT
37060	1509	4	real	real	JJ
37060	1509	5	desire	desire	NN
37060	1509	6	to	to	TO
37060	1509	7	see	see	VB
37060	1509	8	the	the	DT
37060	1509	9	ugly	ugly	JJ
37060	1509	10	mass	mass	NN
37060	1509	11	.	.	.
37060	1510	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1510	2	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	1510	3	how	how	WRB
37060	1510	4	the	the	DT
37060	1510	5	various	various	JJ
37060	1510	6	organs	organ	NNS
37060	1510	7	looked	look	VBD
37060	1510	8	floating	float	VBG
37060	1510	9	in	in	IN
37060	1510	10	a	a	DT
37060	1510	11	pool	pool	NN
37060	1510	12	of	of	IN
37060	1510	13	formaldehyde	formaldehyde	NN
37060	1510	14	on	on	IN
37060	1510	15	the	the	DT
37060	1510	16	shelves	shelf	NNS
37060	1510	17	of	of	IN
37060	1510	18	the	the	DT
37060	1510	19	biology	biology	NN
37060	1510	20	room	room	NN
37060	1510	21	,	,	,
37060	1510	22	and	and	CC
37060	1510	23	shuddered	shudder	VBD
37060	1510	24	,	,	,
37060	1510	25	not	not	RB
37060	1510	26	caring	care	VBG
37060	1510	27	to	to	TO
37060	1510	28	see	see	VB
37060	1510	29	something	something	NN
37060	1510	30	which	which	WDT
37060	1510	31	was	be	VBD
37060	1510	32	,	,	,
37060	1510	33	most	most	RBS
37060	1510	34	likely	likely	JJ
37060	1510	35	,	,	,
37060	1510	36	far	far	RB
37060	1510	37	more	more	RBR
37060	1510	38	grotesque	grotesque	NN
37060	1510	39	to	to	IN
37060	1510	40	the	the	DT
37060	1510	41	eye	eye	NN
37060	1510	42	.	.	.
37060	1511	1	"	"	``
37060	1511	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1511	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1511	4	a	a	DT
37060	1511	5	low	low	JJ
37060	1511	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	1511	7	grade	grade	NN
37060	1511	8	form	form	NN
37060	1511	9	of	of	IN
37060	1511	10	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	1511	11	,	,	,
37060	1511	12	"	"	``
37060	1511	13	Mom	mom	NN
37060	1511	14	continued	continue	VBD
37060	1511	15	,	,	,
37060	1511	16	"	"	``
37060	1511	17	but	but	CC
37060	1511	18	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1511	19	feel	feel	VBP
37060	1511	20	quite	quite	RB
37060	1511	21	sure	sure	JJ
37060	1511	22	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1511	23	got	get	VBD
37060	1511	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1511	25	all	all	DT
37060	1511	26	.	.	.
37060	1512	1	.	.	.
37060	1513	1	.	.	.
37060	1513	2	"	"	''
37060	1514	1	"	"	``
37060	1514	2	Quite	quite	RB
37060	1514	3	sure	sure	RB
37060	1514	4	.	.	.
37060	1515	1	.	.	.
37060	1516	1	.	.	.
37060	1516	2	"	"	''
37060	1517	1	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1517	2	mind	mind	NN
37060	1517	3	echoed	echo	VBD
37060	1517	4	.	.	.
37060	1518	1	Somehow	somehow	RB
37060	1518	2	that	that	DT
37060	1518	3	did	do	VBD
37060	1518	4	not	not	RB
37060	1518	5	seem	seem	VB
37060	1518	6	proof	proof	JJ
37060	1518	7	enough	enough	RB
37060	1518	8	.	.	.
37060	1519	1	Cancer	cancer	NN
37060	1519	2	.	.	.
37060	1520	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1520	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1520	3	heard	hear	VBN
37060	1520	4	of	of	IN
37060	1520	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1520	6	before	before	RB
37060	1520	7	,	,	,
37060	1520	8	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	1520	9	had	have	VBD
37060	1520	10	.	.	.
37060	1521	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1521	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1521	3	a	a	DT
37060	1521	4	word	word	NN
37060	1521	5	which	which	WDT
37060	1521	6	bit	bite	VBD
37060	1521	7	the	the	DT
37060	1521	8	tongue	tongue	NN
37060	1521	9	like	like	IN
37060	1521	10	the	the	DT
37060	1521	11	crab	crab	NN
37060	1521	12	for	for	IN
37060	1521	13	which	which	WDT
37060	1521	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1521	15	was	be	VBD
37060	1521	16	named	name	VBN
37060	1521	17	.	.	.
37060	1522	1	Cancer	cancer	NN
37060	1522	2	.	.	.
37060	1523	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1523	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1523	3	not	not	RB
37060	1523	4	a	a	DT
37060	1523	5	word	word	NN
37060	1523	6	which	which	WDT
37060	1523	7	rolled	roll	VBD
37060	1523	8	off	off	RP
37060	1523	9	the	the	DT
37060	1523	10	tongue	tongue	NN
37060	1523	11	,	,	,
37060	1523	12	and	and	CC
37060	1523	13	once	once	RB
37060	1523	14	in	in	IN
37060	1523	15	the	the	DT
37060	1523	16	air	air	NN
37060	1523	17	,	,	,
37060	1523	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1523	19	remained	remain	VBD
37060	1523	20	there	there	RB
37060	1523	21	,	,	,
37060	1523	22	like	like	IN
37060	1523	23	the	the	DT
37060	1523	24	seeds	seed	NNS
37060	1523	25	of	of	IN
37060	1523	26	a	a	DT
37060	1523	27	ghastly	ghastly	RB
37060	1523	28	plague	plague	NN
37060	1523	29	which	which	WDT
37060	1523	30	was	be	VBD
37060	1523	31	feared	fear	VBN
37060	1523	32	with	with	IN
37060	1523	33	revulsion	revulsion	NN
37060	1523	34	.	.	.
37060	1524	1	Cancer	cancer	NN
37060	1524	2	maimed	maim	VBD
37060	1524	3	.	.	.
37060	1525	1	Cancer	cancer	NN
37060	1525	2	killed	kill	VBN
37060	1525	3	.	.	.
37060	1526	1	Slowly	slowly	RB
37060	1526	2	,	,	,
37060	1526	3	almost	almost	RB
37060	1526	4	imperceptibly	imperceptibly	RB
37060	1526	5	,	,	,
37060	1526	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1526	7	drank	drink	VBD
37060	1526	8	in	in	IN
37060	1526	9	the	the	DT
37060	1526	10	magnitude	magnitude	NN
37060	1526	11	of	of	IN
37060	1526	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1526	13	hospitalization	hospitalization	NN
37060	1526	14	and	and	CC
37060	1526	15	the	the	DT
37060	1526	16	many	many	JJ
37060	1526	17	implications	implication	NNS
37060	1526	18	of	of	IN
37060	1526	19	having	have	VBG
37060	1526	20	reared	rear	VBN
37060	1526	21	such	such	PDT
37060	1526	22	a	a	DT
37060	1526	23	growth	growth	NN
37060	1526	24	in	in	IN
37060	1526	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1526	26	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1526	27	.	.	.
37060	1527	1	Although	although	IN
37060	1527	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1527	3	progress	progress	NN
37060	1527	4	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	1527	5	good	good	JJ
37060	1527	6	and	and	CC
37060	1527	7	the	the	DT
37060	1527	8	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1527	9	believed	believe	VBD
37060	1527	10	in	in	IN
37060	1527	11	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1527	12	operative	operative	JJ
37060	1527	13	finesse	finesse	NN
37060	1527	14	with	with	IN
37060	1527	15	pride	pride	NN
37060	1527	16	and	and	CC
37060	1527	17	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	1527	18	,	,	,
37060	1527	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1527	20	could	could	MD
37060	1527	21	not	not	RB
37060	1527	22	embrace	embrace	VB
37060	1527	23	the	the	DT
37060	1527	24	idea	idea	NN
37060	1527	25	of	of	IN
37060	1527	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1527	27	health	health	NN
37060	1527	28	as	as	IN
37060	1527	29	a	a	DT
37060	1527	30	steadfast	steadfast	JJ
37060	1527	31	quality	quality	NN
37060	1527	32	;	;	:
37060	1527	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1527	34	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	1527	35	an	an	DT
37060	1527	36	elusive	elusive	JJ
37060	1527	37	disquietude	disquietude	NN
37060	1527	38	in	in	IN
37060	1527	39	the	the	DT
37060	1527	40	recesses	recess	NNS
37060	1527	41	of	of	IN
37060	1527	42	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1527	43	mind	mind	NN
37060	1527	44	which	which	WDT
37060	1527	45	would	would	MD
37060	1527	46	sound	sound	VB
37060	1527	47	an	an	DT
37060	1527	48	alarm	alarm	NN
37060	1527	49	and	and	CC
37060	1527	50	shield	shield	VB
37060	1527	51	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1527	52	heart	heart	NN
37060	1527	53	from	from	IN
37060	1527	54	the	the	DT
37060	1527	55	brutal	brutal	JJ
37060	1527	56	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	1527	57	of	of	IN
37060	1527	58	having	have	VBG
37060	1527	59	placed	place	VBN
37060	1527	60	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1527	61	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	1527	62	in	in	IN
37060	1527	63	an	an	DT
37060	1527	64	unattainable	unattainable	JJ
37060	1527	65	void	void	NN
37060	1527	66	.	.	.
37060	1528	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1528	2	voiceless	voiceless	JJ
37060	1528	3	apprehension	apprehension	NN
37060	1528	4	would	would	MD
37060	1528	5	create	create	VB
37060	1528	6	no	no	DT
37060	1528	7	problem	problem	NN
37060	1528	8	,	,	,
37060	1528	9	housed	house	VBD
37060	1528	10	as	as	IN
37060	1528	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1528	12	was	be	VBD
37060	1528	13	,	,	,
37060	1528	14	in	in	IN
37060	1528	15	the	the	DT
37060	1528	16	back	back	NN
37060	1528	17	of	of	IN
37060	1528	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1528	19	mind	mind	NN
37060	1528	20	;	;	,
37060	1528	21	remaining	remain	VBG
37060	1528	22	mute	mute	NN
37060	1528	23	,	,	,
37060	1528	24	except	except	IN
37060	1528	25	unto	unto	IN
37060	1528	26	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1528	27	,	,	,
37060	1528	28	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1528	29	would	would	MD
37060	1528	30	hinder	hinder	VB
37060	1528	31	no	no	DT
37060	1528	32	one	one	NN
37060	1528	33	's	's	POS
37060	1528	34	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	1528	35	should	should	MD
37060	1528	36	the	the	DT
37060	1528	37	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1528	38	's	's	POS
37060	1528	39	certainty	certainty	NN
37060	1528	40	and	and	CC
37060	1528	41	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	1528	42	's	's	POS
37060	1528	43	hopes	hope	NNS
37060	1528	44	materialize	materialize	NN
37060	1528	45	,	,	,
37060	1528	46	least	least	JJS
37060	1528	47	of	of	IN
37060	1528	48	all	all	DT
37060	1528	49	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1528	50	own	own	JJ
37060	1528	51	.	.	.
37060	1529	1	A	a	DT
37060	1529	2	positive	positive	JJ
37060	1529	3	result	result	NN
37060	1529	4	contrary	contrary	JJ
37060	1529	5	to	to	IN
37060	1529	6	one	one	PRP
37060	1529	7	's	's	POS
37060	1529	8	innermost	innermost	NN
37060	1529	9	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	1529	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	1529	11	a	a	DT
37060	1529	12	most	most	RBS
37060	1529	13	precious	precious	JJ
37060	1529	14	one	one	NN
37060	1529	15	,	,	,
37060	1529	16	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	1529	17	.	.	.
37060	1530	1	The	the	DT
37060	1530	2	days	day	NNS
37060	1530	3	passed	pass	VBD
37060	1530	4	within	within	IN
37060	1530	5	the	the	DT
37060	1530	6	exacting	exact	VBG
37060	1530	7	boundaries	boundary	NNS
37060	1530	8	of	of	IN
37060	1530	9	the	the	DT
37060	1530	10	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1530	11	routine	routine	NN
37060	1530	12	.	.	.
37060	1531	1	Each	each	DT
37060	1531	2	morning	morning	NN
37060	1531	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1531	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1531	5	weighed	weigh	VBN
37060	1531	6	,	,	,
37060	1531	7	given	give	VBN
37060	1531	8	a	a	DT
37060	1531	9	shot	shot	NN
37060	1531	10	in	in	IN
37060	1531	11	the	the	DT
37060	1531	12	thigh	thigh	NN
37060	1531	13	,	,	,
37060	1531	14	and	and	CC
37060	1531	15	then	then	RB
37060	1531	16	held	hold	VBD
37060	1531	17	a	a	DT
37060	1531	18	thermometer	thermometer	NN
37060	1531	19	firmly	firmly	RB
37060	1531	20	between	between	IN
37060	1531	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1531	22	lips	lip	NNS
37060	1531	23	while	while	IN
37060	1531	24	the	the	DT
37060	1531	25	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1531	26	took	take	VBD
37060	1531	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1531	28	pulse	pulse	NN
37060	1531	29	and	and	CC
37060	1531	30	blood	blood	NN
37060	1531	31	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	1531	32	readings	reading	NNS
37060	1531	33	.	.	.
37060	1532	1	The	the	DT
37060	1532	2	drain	drain	NN
37060	1532	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1532	4	checked	check	VBN
37060	1532	5	and	and	CC
37060	1532	6	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	1532	7	emptied	empty	VBN
37060	1532	8	,	,	,
37060	1532	9	as	as	IN
37060	1532	10	was	be	VBD
37060	1532	11	the	the	DT
37060	1532	12	canister	canister	NN
37060	1532	13	into	into	IN
37060	1532	14	which	which	WDT
37060	1532	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1532	16	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1532	17	contents	content	NNS
37060	1532	18	were	be	VBD
37060	1532	19	suctioned	suction	VBN
37060	1532	20	.	.	.
37060	1533	1	Several	several	JJ
37060	1533	2	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1533	3	later	later	RB
37060	1533	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1533	5	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1533	6	would	would	MD
37060	1533	7	arrive	arrive	VB
37060	1533	8	after	after	IN
37060	1533	9	eating	eat	VBG
37060	1533	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1533	11	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	1533	12	.	.	.
37060	1534	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1534	2	talked	talk	VBD
37060	1534	3	a	a	DT
37060	1534	4	little	little	JJ
37060	1534	5	,	,	,
37060	1534	6	and	and	CC
37060	1534	7	then	then	RB
37060	1534	8	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1534	9	would	would	MD
37060	1534	10	stroll	stroll	VB
37060	1534	11	casually	casually	RB
37060	1534	12	out	out	IN
37060	1534	13	of	of	IN
37060	1534	14	the	the	DT
37060	1534	15	room	room	NN
37060	1534	16	while	while	IN
37060	1534	17	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1534	18	helped	help	VBD
37060	1534	19	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1534	20	to	to	IN
37060	1534	21	bathe	bathe	VB
37060	1534	22	.	.	.
37060	1535	1	One	one	CD
37060	1535	2	of	of	IN
37060	1535	3	the	the	DT
37060	1535	4	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1535	5	made	make	VBD
37060	1535	6	a	a	DT
37060	1535	7	morning	morning	NN
37060	1535	8	visit	visit	NN
37060	1535	9	between	between	IN
37060	1535	10	8:00	8:00	CD
37060	1535	11	and	and	CC
37060	1535	12	10:00	10:00	CD
37060	1535	13	;	;	:
37060	1535	14	usually	usually	RB
37060	1535	15	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1535	16	W.	W.	NNP
37060	1535	17	or	or	CC
37060	1535	18	M.	M.	NNP
37060	1535	19	were	be	VBD
37060	1535	20	assigned	assign	VBN
37060	1535	21	to	to	IN
37060	1535	22	the	the	DT
37060	1535	23	daily	daily	JJ
37060	1535	24	rounds	round	NNS
37060	1535	25	,	,	,
37060	1535	26	although	although	IN
37060	1535	27	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1535	28	T.	T.	NNP
37060	1535	29	did	do	VBD
37060	1535	30	occasionally	occasionally	RB
37060	1535	31	stop	stop	VB
37060	1535	32	to	to	TO
37060	1535	33	examine	examine	VB
37060	1535	34	the	the	DT
37060	1535	35	scar	scar	NN
37060	1535	36	and	and	CC
37060	1535	37	inquire	inquire	VB
37060	1535	38	about	about	IN
37060	1535	39	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1535	40	general	general	JJ
37060	1535	41	health	health	NN
37060	1535	42	.	.	.
37060	1536	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1536	2	mattered	matter	VBD
37060	1536	3	little	little	JJ
37060	1536	4	who	who	WP
37060	1536	5	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	1536	6	in	in	RP
37060	1536	7	;	;	:
37060	1536	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1536	9	liked	like	VBD
37060	1536	10	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1536	11	all	all	DT
37060	1536	12	for	for	IN
37060	1536	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1536	14	various	various	JJ
37060	1536	15	qualities	quality	NNS
37060	1536	16	.	.	.
37060	1537	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1537	2	T.	T.	NNP
37060	1537	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1537	4	strong	strong	JJ
37060	1537	5	,	,	,
37060	1537	6	yet	yet	CC
37060	1537	7	compassionate	compassionate	JJ
37060	1537	8	;	;	:
37060	1537	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1537	10	understood	understand	VBD
37060	1537	11	and	and	CC
37060	1537	12	empathized	empathize	VBD
37060	1537	13	with	with	IN
37060	1537	14	the	the	DT
37060	1537	15	concerned	concerned	JJ
37060	1537	16	patients	patient	NNS
37060	1537	17	and	and	CC
37060	1537	18	family	family	NN
37060	1537	19	members	member	NNS
37060	1537	20	,	,	,
37060	1537	21	utilizing	utilize	VBG
37060	1537	22	tact	tact	NN
37060	1537	23	and	and	CC
37060	1537	24	well	well	RB
37060	1537	25	-	-	HYPH
37060	1537	26	chosen	choose	VBN
37060	1537	27	words	word	NNS
37060	1537	28	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	1537	29	all	all	DT
37060	1537	30	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	1537	31	.	.	.
37060	1538	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1538	2	made	make	VBD
37060	1538	3	the	the	DT
37060	1538	4	patient	patient	NN
37060	1538	5	feel	feel	VB
37060	1538	6	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	1538	7	,	,	,
37060	1538	8	in	in	IN
37060	1538	9	good	good	JJ
37060	1538	10	hands	hand	NNS
37060	1538	11	;	;	:
37060	1538	12	if	if	IN
37060	1538	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1538	14	did	do	VBD
37060	1538	15	not	not	RB
37060	1538	16	feel	feel	VB
37060	1538	17	for	for	IN
37060	1538	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1538	19	patients	patient	NNS
37060	1538	20	,	,	,
37060	1538	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1538	22	made	make	VBD
37060	1538	23	a	a	DT
37060	1538	24	fine	fine	JJ
37060	1538	25	performance	performance	NN
37060	1538	26	.	.	.
37060	1539	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1539	2	M.	M.	NNP
37060	1539	3	reminded	remind	VBD
37060	1539	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1539	5	of	of	IN
37060	1539	6	one	one	CD
37060	1539	7	of	of	IN
37060	1539	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1539	9	cousins	cousin	NNS
37060	1539	10	,	,	,
37060	1539	11	with	with	IN
37060	1539	12	dark	dark	JJ
37060	1539	13	hair	hair	NN
37060	1539	14	and	and	CC
37060	1539	15	kind	kind	JJ
37060	1539	16	,	,	,
37060	1539	17	dark	dark	JJ
37060	1539	18	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1539	19	which	which	WDT
37060	1539	20	were	be	VBD
37060	1539	21	a	a	DT
37060	1539	22	compliment	compliment	NN
37060	1539	23	to	to	IN
37060	1539	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1539	25	character	character	NN
37060	1539	26	.	.	.
37060	1540	1	Younger	young	JJR
37060	1540	2	than	than	IN
37060	1540	3	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1540	4	T.	T.	NNP
37060	1540	5	,	,	,
37060	1540	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1540	7	was	be	VBD
37060	1540	8	efficient	efficient	JJ
37060	1540	9	but	but	CC
37060	1540	10	gentle	gentle	JJ
37060	1540	11	in	in	IN
37060	1540	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1540	13	work	work	NN
37060	1540	14	,	,	,
37060	1540	15	and	and	CC
37060	1540	16	had	have	VBD
37060	1540	17	an	an	DT
37060	1540	18	easy	easy	JJ
37060	1540	19	personality	personality	NN
37060	1540	20	which	which	WDT
37060	1540	21	won	win	VBD
37060	1540	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1540	23	trust	trust	NN
37060	1540	24	and	and	CC
37060	1540	25	admiration	admiration	NN
37060	1540	26	.	.	.
37060	1541	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1541	2	W.	W.	NNP
37060	1541	3	had	have	VBD
37060	1541	4	a	a	DT
37060	1541	5	character	character	NN
37060	1541	6	quite	quite	RB
37060	1541	7	separate	separate	JJ
37060	1541	8	from	from	IN
37060	1541	9	the	the	DT
37060	1541	10	other	other	JJ
37060	1541	11	two	two	CD
37060	1541	12	,	,	,
37060	1541	13	which	which	WDT
37060	1541	14	demanded	demand	VBD
37060	1541	15	time	time	NN
37060	1541	16	to	to	TO
37060	1541	17	appreciate	appreciate	VB
37060	1541	18	.	.	.
37060	1542	1	W.	W.	NNP
37060	1542	2	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	1542	3	an	an	DT
37060	1542	4	incredible	incredible	JJ
37060	1542	5	air	air	NN
37060	1542	6	of	of	IN
37060	1542	7	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	1542	8	almost	almost	RB
37060	1542	9	akin	akin	JJ
37060	1542	10	to	to	IN
37060	1542	11	haughtiness	haughtiness	NN
37060	1542	12	,	,	,
37060	1542	13	which	which	WDT
37060	1542	14	made	make	VBD
37060	1542	15	any	any	DT
37060	1542	16	failure	failure	NN
37060	1542	17	a	a	DT
37060	1542	18	black	black	JJ
37060	1542	19	eye	eye	NN
37060	1542	20	.	.	.
37060	1543	1	There	there	EX
37060	1543	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1543	3	an	an	DT
37060	1543	4	inexplicable	inexplicable	JJ
37060	1543	5	humor	humor	NN
37060	1543	6	to	to	IN
37060	1543	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1543	8	manner	manner	NN
37060	1543	9	,	,	,
37060	1543	10	however	however	RB
37060	1543	11	,	,	,
37060	1543	12	which	which	WDT
37060	1543	13	redeemed	redeem	VBD
37060	1543	14	brusque	brusque	NN
37060	1543	15	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	1543	16	,	,	,
37060	1543	17	for	for	IN
37060	1543	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1543	19	was	be	VBD
37060	1543	20	not	not	RB
37060	1543	21	too	too	RB
37060	1543	22	proud	proud	JJ
37060	1543	23	to	to	TO
37060	1543	24	,	,	,
37060	1543	25	in	in	IN
37060	1543	26	some	some	DT
37060	1543	27	way	way	NN
37060	1543	28	,	,	,
37060	1543	29	admit	admit	VBP
37060	1543	30	defeat	defeat	NN
37060	1543	31	.	.	.
37060	1544	1	A	a	DT
37060	1544	2	few	few	JJ
37060	1544	3	days	day	NNS
37060	1544	4	after	after	IN
37060	1544	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1544	6	transferral	transferral	NN
37060	1544	7	to	to	IN
37060	1544	8	the	the	DT
37060	1544	9	semi	semi	JJ
37060	1544	10	-	-	JJ
37060	1544	11	private	private	JJ
37060	1544	12	room	room	NN
37060	1544	13	,	,	,
37060	1544	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1544	15	decided	decide	VBD
37060	1544	16	that	that	IN
37060	1544	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1544	18	was	be	VBD
37060	1544	19	time	time	NN
37060	1544	20	to	to	TO
37060	1544	21	remedy	remedy	VB
37060	1544	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1544	23	poor	poor	JJ
37060	1544	24	vision	vision	NN
37060	1544	25	and	and	CC
37060	1544	26	insert	insert	VB
37060	1544	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1544	28	contact	contact	NN
37060	1544	29	lenses	lense	NNS
37060	1544	30	.	.	.
37060	1545	1	An	an	DT
37060	1545	2	occasional	occasional	JJ
37060	1545	3	lens	lens	NN
37060	1545	4	wearer	wearer	NN
37060	1545	5	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1545	6	,	,	,
37060	1545	7	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1545	8	W.	W.	NNP
37060	1545	9	proclaimed	proclaim	VBD
37060	1545	10	that	that	IN
37060	1545	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1545	12	would	would	MD
37060	1545	13	never	never	RB
37060	1545	14	be	be	VB
37060	1545	15	able	able	JJ
37060	1545	16	to	to	TO
37060	1545	17	wear	wear	VB
37060	1545	18	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1545	19	for	for	IN
37060	1545	20	the	the	DT
37060	1545	21	entire	entire	JJ
37060	1545	22	day	day	NN
37060	1545	23	after	after	IN
37060	1545	24	not	not	RB
37060	1545	25	having	have	VBG
37060	1545	26	inserted	insert	VBN
37060	1545	27	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1545	28	for	for	IN
37060	1545	29	over	over	IN
37060	1545	30	a	a	DT
37060	1545	31	week	week	NN
37060	1545	32	's	's	POS
37060	1545	33	time	time	NN
37060	1545	34	.	.	.
37060	1546	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1546	2	shrugged	shrug	VBD
37060	1546	3	,	,	,
37060	1546	4	saying	say	VBG
37060	1546	5	that	that	IN
37060	1546	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1546	7	was	be	VBD
37060	1546	8	still	still	RB
37060	1546	9	going	go	VBG
37060	1546	10	to	to	TO
37060	1546	11	try	try	VB
37060	1546	12	,	,	,
37060	1546	13	as	as	IN
37060	1546	14	W.	W.	NNP
37060	1546	15	dismissed	dismiss	VBD
37060	1546	16	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1546	17	from	from	IN
37060	1546	18	the	the	DT
37060	1546	19	room	room	NN
37060	1546	20	.	.	.
37060	1547	1	With	with	IN
37060	1547	2	an	an	DT
37060	1547	3	IV	iv	NN
37060	1547	4	in	in	IN
37060	1547	5	one	one	CD
37060	1547	6	hand	hand	NN
37060	1547	7	,	,	,
37060	1547	8	and	and	CC
37060	1547	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1547	10	other	other	JJ
37060	1547	11	free	free	JJ
37060	1547	12	,	,	,
37060	1547	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1547	14	manipulated	manipulate	VBD
37060	1547	15	the	the	DT
37060	1547	16	bottles	bottle	NNS
37060	1547	17	of	of	IN
37060	1547	18	solution	solution	NN
37060	1547	19	and	and	CC
37060	1547	20	the	the	DT
37060	1547	21	contacts	contact	NNS
37060	1547	22	until	until	IN
37060	1547	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1547	24	succeeded	succeed	VBD
37060	1547	25	in	in	IN
37060	1547	26	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1547	27	insertion	insertion	NN
37060	1547	28	.	.	.
37060	1548	1	Pleased	please	VBN
37060	1548	2	that	that	IN
37060	1548	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1548	4	had	have	VBD
37060	1548	5	accomplished	accomplish	VBN
37060	1548	6	the	the	DT
37060	1548	7	feat	feat	NN
37060	1548	8	,	,	,
37060	1548	9	one	one	CD
37060	1548	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	1548	11	handed	handed	JJ
37060	1548	12	,	,	,
37060	1548	13	for	for	IN
37060	1548	14	all	all	DT
37060	1548	15	practical	practical	JJ
37060	1548	16	purposes	purpose	NNS
37060	1548	17	,	,	,
37060	1548	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1548	19	sat	sit	VBD
37060	1548	20	back	back	RB
37060	1548	21	in	in	IN
37060	1548	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1548	23	bed	bed	NN
37060	1548	24	and	and	CC
37060	1548	25	delighted	delight	VBD
37060	1548	26	in	in	IN
37060	1548	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1548	28	ability	ability	NN
37060	1548	29	to	to	TO
37060	1548	30	"	"	``
37060	1548	31	see	see	VB
37060	1548	32	"	"	''
37060	1548	33	once	once	RB
37060	1548	34	again	again	RB
37060	1548	35	.	.	.
37060	1549	1	The	the	DT
37060	1549	2	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	1549	3	'	'	POS
37060	1549	4	faces	face	NNS
37060	1549	5	were	be	VBD
37060	1549	6	recognizable	recognizable	JJ
37060	1549	7	at	at	IN
37060	1549	8	a	a	DT
37060	1549	9	distance	distance	NN
37060	1549	10	,	,	,
37060	1549	11	the	the	DT
37060	1549	12	TV	tv	NN
37060	1549	13	shows	show	NNS
37060	1549	14	gained	gain	VBD
37060	1549	15	the	the	DT
37060	1549	16	added	add	VBN
37060	1549	17	impact	impact	NN
37060	1549	18	of	of	IN
37060	1549	19	facial	facial	JJ
37060	1549	20	expressions	expression	NNS
37060	1549	21	and	and	CC
37060	1549	22	the	the	DT
37060	1549	23	flower	flower	NN
37060	1549	24	arrangements	arrangement	NNS
37060	1549	25	stood	stand	VBD
37060	1549	26	against	against	IN
37060	1549	27	the	the	DT
37060	1549	28	wall	wall	NN
37060	1549	29	with	with	IN
37060	1549	30	a	a	DT
37060	1549	31	new	new	JJ
37060	1549	32	clarity	clarity	NN
37060	1549	33	.	.	.
37060	1550	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1550	2	could	could	MD
37060	1550	3	even	even	RB
37060	1550	4	peer	peer	VB
37060	1550	5	from	from	IN
37060	1550	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1550	7	window	window	NN
37060	1550	8	and	and	CC
37060	1550	9	watch	watch	VB
37060	1550	10	the	the	DT
37060	1550	11	pedestrians	pedestrian	NNS
37060	1550	12	milling	mill	VBG
37060	1550	13	about	about	IN
37060	1550	14	in	in	IN
37060	1550	15	front	front	NN
37060	1550	16	of	of	IN
37060	1550	17	the	the	DT
37060	1550	18	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1550	19	steps	step	NNS
37060	1550	20	and	and	CC
37060	1550	21	the	the	DT
37060	1550	22	fluid	fluid	JJ
37060	1550	23	movement	movement	NN
37060	1550	24	of	of	IN
37060	1550	25	the	the	DT
37060	1550	26	traffic	traffic	NN
37060	1550	27	through	through	IN
37060	1550	28	the	the	DT
37060	1550	29	streets	street	NNS
37060	1550	30	.	.	.
37060	1551	1	At	at	IN
37060	1551	2	night	night	NN
37060	1551	3	,	,	,
37060	1551	4	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1551	5	W.	W.	NNP
37060	1551	6	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	1551	7	again	again	RB
37060	1551	8	.	.	.
37060	1552	1	"	"	``
37060	1552	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1552	3	'm	be	VBP
37060	1552	4	wearing	wear	VBG
37060	1552	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1552	6	contacts	contact	NNS
37060	1552	7	,	,	,
37060	1552	8	"	"	``
37060	1552	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1552	10	told	tell	VBD
37060	1552	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1552	12	with	with	IN
37060	1552	13	a	a	DT
37060	1552	14	smile	smile	NN
37060	1552	15	.	.	.
37060	1553	1	"	"	``
37060	1553	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1553	3	wore	wear	VBD
37060	1553	4	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1553	5	all	all	DT
37060	1553	6	day	day	NN
37060	1553	7	?	?	.
37060	1553	8	.	.	.
37060	1553	9	"	"	''
37060	1554	1	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1554	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	1554	3	,	,	,
37060	1554	4	rather	rather	RB
37060	1554	5	awestruck	awestruck	JJ
37060	1554	6	.	.	.
37060	1555	1	"	"	``
37060	1555	2	Yeh	Yeh	NNP
37060	1555	3	,	,	,
37060	1555	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1555	5	did	do	VBD
37060	1555	6	!	!	.
37060	1555	7	"	"	''
37060	1556	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1556	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1556	3	speechless	speechless	JJ
37060	1556	4	,	,	,
37060	1556	5	shaking	shake	VBG
37060	1556	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1556	7	head	head	NN
37060	1556	8	in	in	IN
37060	1556	9	disbelief	disbelief	NN
37060	1556	10	as	as	IN
37060	1556	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1556	12	walked	walk	VBD
37060	1556	13	out	out	IN
37060	1556	14	of	of	IN
37060	1556	15	the	the	DT
37060	1556	16	door	door	NN
37060	1556	17	.	.	.
37060	1557	1	When	when	WRB
37060	1557	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1557	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1557	4	alone	alone	JJ
37060	1557	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1557	6	marveled	marvel	VBD
37060	1557	7	at	at	IN
37060	1557	8	the	the	DT
37060	1557	9	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	1557	10	of	of	IN
37060	1557	11	the	the	DT
37060	1557	12	city	city	NN
37060	1557	13	lights	light	NNS
37060	1557	14	,	,	,
37060	1557	15	which	which	WDT
37060	1557	16	had	have	VBD
37060	1557	17	only	only	RB
37060	1557	18	yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	1557	19	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1557	20	a	a	DT
37060	1557	21	hazy	hazy	JJ
37060	1557	22	melding	melding	NN
37060	1557	23	of	of	IN
37060	1557	24	fluorescent	fluorescent	NN
37060	1557	25	tubing	tubing	NN
37060	1557	26	,	,	,
37060	1557	27	stretching	stretch	VBG
37060	1557	28	toward	toward	IN
37060	1557	29	an	an	DT
37060	1557	30	unknown	unknown	JJ
37060	1557	31	obscurity	obscurity	NN
37060	1557	32	;	;	:
37060	1557	33	the	the	DT
37060	1557	34	lights	light	NNS
37060	1557	35	became	become	VBD
37060	1557	36	sharp	sharp	JJ
37060	1557	37	points	point	NNS
37060	1557	38	of	of	IN
37060	1557	39	white	white	JJ
37060	1557	40	before	before	IN
37060	1557	41	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1557	42	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1557	43	,	,	,
37060	1557	44	mingled	mingle	VBD
37060	1557	45	now	now	RB
37060	1557	46	and	and	CC
37060	1557	47	again	again	RB
37060	1557	48	with	with	IN
37060	1557	49	the	the	DT
37060	1557	50	red	red	JJ
37060	1557	51	flash	flash	NN
37060	1557	52	of	of	IN
37060	1557	53	a	a	DT
37060	1557	54	car	car	NN
37060	1557	55	's	's	POS
37060	1557	56	tail	tail	NN
37060	1557	57	lights	light	NNS
37060	1557	58	or	or	CC
37060	1557	59	the	the	DT
37060	1557	60	green	green	JJ
37060	1557	61	glow	glow	NN
37060	1557	62	of	of	IN
37060	1557	63	a	a	DT
37060	1557	64	traffic	traffic	NN
37060	1557	65	signal	signal	NN
37060	1557	66	.	.	.
37060	1558	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1558	2	stared	stare	VBD
37060	1558	3	out	out	RP
37060	1558	4	the	the	DT
37060	1558	5	window	window	NN
37060	1558	6	,	,	,
37060	1558	7	picturing	picture	VBG
37060	1558	8	the	the	DT
37060	1558	9	night	night	NN
37060	1558	10	in	in	IN
37060	1558	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1558	12	mind	mind	NN
37060	1558	13	,	,	,
37060	1558	14	wishing	wish	VBG
37060	1558	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1558	16	was	be	VBD
37060	1558	17	bound	bind	VBN
37060	1558	18	northward	northward	RB
37060	1558	19	in	in	IN
37060	1558	20	one	one	CD
37060	1558	21	of	of	IN
37060	1558	22	the	the	DT
37060	1558	23	streaming	streaming	NN
37060	1558	24	points	point	NNS
37060	1558	25	of	of	IN
37060	1558	26	light	light	NN
37060	1558	27	.	.	.
37060	1559	1	As	as	IN
37060	1559	2	the	the	DT
37060	1559	3	traffic	traffic	NN
37060	1559	4	raced	race	VBN
37060	1559	5	by	by	IN
37060	1559	6	,	,	,
37060	1559	7	lost	lose	VBN
37060	1559	8	,	,	,
37060	1559	9	finally	finally	RB
37060	1559	10	in	in	IN
37060	1559	11	the	the	DT
37060	1559	12	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	1559	13	,	,	,
37060	1559	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1559	15	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	1559	16	if	if	IN
37060	1559	17	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1559	18	knew	know	VBD
37060	1559	19	how	how	WRB
37060	1559	20	lucky	lucky	JJ
37060	1559	21	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1559	22	were	be	VBD
37060	1559	23	,	,	,
37060	1559	24	OUT	out	RB
37060	1559	25	THERE	there	RB
37060	1559	26	;	;	:
37060	1559	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1559	28	really	really	RB
37060	1559	29	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	1559	30	if	if	IN
37060	1559	31	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1559	32	knew	know	VBD
37060	1559	33	.	.	.
37060	1560	1	.	.	.
37060	1561	1	.	.	.
37060	1562	1	With	with	IN
37060	1562	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1562	3	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1562	4	on	on	IN
37060	1562	5	a	a	DT
37060	1562	6	slow	slow	JJ
37060	1562	7	route	route	NN
37060	1562	8	to	to	IN
37060	1562	9	recovery	recovery	NN
37060	1562	10	,	,	,
37060	1562	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1562	12	had	have	VBD
37060	1562	13	not	not	RB
37060	1562	14	eaten	eat	VBN
37060	1562	15	for	for	IN
37060	1562	16	many	many	JJ
37060	1562	17	days	day	NNS
37060	1562	18	,	,	,
37060	1562	19	nor	nor	CC
37060	1562	20	would	would	MD
37060	1562	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1562	22	hope	hope	VB
37060	1562	23	to	to	TO
37060	1562	24	eat	eat	VB
37060	1562	25	for	for	IN
37060	1562	26	many	many	JJ
37060	1562	27	more	more	JJR
37060	1562	28	.	.	.
37060	1563	1	The	the	DT
37060	1563	2	pancreas	pancrea	NNS
37060	1563	3	needed	need	VBD
37060	1563	4	to	to	TO
37060	1563	5	heal	heal	VB
37060	1563	6	as	as	RB
37060	1563	7	well	well	RB
37060	1563	8	,	,	,
37060	1563	9	and	and	CC
37060	1563	10	the	the	DT
37060	1563	11	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1563	12	would	would	MD
37060	1563	13	not	not	RB
37060	1563	14	allow	allow	VB
37060	1563	15	food	food	NN
37060	1563	16	to	to	TO
37060	1563	17	pass	pass	VB
37060	1563	18	through	through	RP
37060	1563	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1563	20	lips	lip	NNS
37060	1563	21	until	until	IN
37060	1563	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1563	23	had	have	VBD
37060	1563	24	shown	show	VBN
37060	1563	25	signs	sign	NNS
37060	1563	26	of	of	IN
37060	1563	27	improvement	improvement	NN
37060	1563	28	.	.	.
37060	1564	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1564	2	did	do	VBD
37060	1564	3	not	not	RB
37060	1564	4	have	have	VB
37060	1564	5	a	a	DT
37060	1564	6	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	1564	7	tray	tray	NN
37060	1564	8	to	to	TO
37060	1564	9	look	look	VB
37060	1564	10	forward	forward	RB
37060	1564	11	to	to	IN
37060	1564	12	each	each	DT
37060	1564	13	morning	morning	NN
37060	1564	14	,	,	,
37060	1564	15	so	so	RB
37060	1564	16	after	after	IN
37060	1564	17	one	one	CD
37060	1564	18	of	of	IN
37060	1564	19	the	the	DT
37060	1564	20	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1564	21	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	1564	22	by	by	RP
37060	1564	23	,	,	,
37060	1564	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1564	25	would	would	MD
37060	1564	26	roll	roll	VB
37060	1564	27	off	off	RP
37060	1564	28	the	the	DT
37060	1564	29	bed	bed	NN
37060	1564	30	,	,	,
37060	1564	31	and	and	CC
37060	1564	32	,	,	,
37060	1564	33	escorted	escort	VBN
37060	1564	34	by	by	IN
37060	1564	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1564	36	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1564	37	,	,	,
37060	1564	38	walk	walk	VB
37060	1564	39	down	down	IN
37060	1564	40	the	the	DT
37060	1564	41	halls	hall	NNS
37060	1564	42	,	,	,
37060	1564	43	leaning	lean	VBG
37060	1564	44	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	1564	45	from	from	IN
37060	1564	46	the	the	DT
37060	1564	47	tightness	tightness	NN
37060	1564	48	of	of	IN
37060	1564	49	the	the	DT
37060	1564	50	incision	incision	NN
37060	1564	51	and	and	CC
37060	1564	52	grasping	grasp	VBG
37060	1564	53	the	the	DT
37060	1564	54	pole	pole	NN
37060	1564	55	on	on	IN
37060	1564	56	which	which	WDT
37060	1564	57	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1564	58	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1564	59	hung	hang	VBD
37060	1564	60	suspended	suspend	VBD
37060	1564	61	,	,	,
37060	1564	62	still	still	RB
37060	1564	63	dripping	drip	VBG
37060	1564	64	a	a	DT
37060	1564	65	tasteless	tasteless	JJ
37060	1564	66	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	1564	67	into	into	IN
37060	1564	68	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1564	69	vein	vein	NN
37060	1564	70	.	.	.
37060	1565	1	During	during	IN
37060	1565	2	these	these	DT
37060	1565	3	strolls	stroll	NNS
37060	1565	4	,	,	,
37060	1565	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1565	6	"	"	``
37060	1565	7	nose	nose	NN
37060	1565	8	hose	hose	NN
37060	1565	9	"	"	''
37060	1565	10	was	be	VBD
37060	1565	11	detached	detach	VBN
37060	1565	12	from	from	IN
37060	1565	13	the	the	DT
37060	1565	14	suction	suction	NN
37060	1565	15	mechanism	mechanism	NN
37060	1565	16	and	and	CC
37060	1565	17	clipped	clip	VBD
37060	1565	18	to	to	IN
37060	1565	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1565	20	gown	gown	NN
37060	1565	21	like	like	IN
37060	1565	22	a	a	DT
37060	1565	23	hideous	hideous	JJ
37060	1565	24	corsage	corsage	NN
37060	1565	25	.	.	.
37060	1566	1	At	at	IN
37060	1566	2	first	first	RB
37060	1566	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1566	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1566	5	embarrassed	embarrassed	JJ
37060	1566	6	by	by	IN
37060	1566	7	the	the	DT
37060	1566	8	decidedly	decidedly	RB
37060	1566	9	gruesome	gruesome	JJ
37060	1566	10	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	1566	11	of	of	IN
37060	1566	12	the	the	DT
37060	1566	13	hose	hose	NN
37060	1566	14	,	,	,
37060	1566	15	filled	fill	VBN
37060	1566	16	as	as	IN
37060	1566	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1566	18	was	be	VBD
37060	1566	19	,	,	,
37060	1566	20	with	with	IN
37060	1566	21	mucous	mucous	NN
37060	1566	22	and	and	CC
37060	1566	23	blood	blood	NN
37060	1566	24	,	,	,
37060	1566	25	but	but	CC
37060	1566	26	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	1566	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1566	28	grew	grow	VBD
37060	1566	29	accustomed	accustom	VBN
37060	1566	30	to	to	IN
37060	1566	31	the	the	DT
37060	1566	32	people	people	NNS
37060	1566	33	on	on	IN
37060	1566	34	the	the	DT
37060	1566	35	floor	floor	NN
37060	1566	36	and	and	CC
37060	1566	37	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	1566	38	,	,	,
37060	1566	39	also	also	RB
37060	1566	40	,	,	,
37060	1566	41	that	that	IN
37060	1566	42	others	other	NNS
37060	1566	43	wore	wear	VBD
37060	1566	44	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1566	45	unusual	unusual	JJ
37060	1566	46	apparatus	apparatus	NN
37060	1566	47	as	as	RB
37060	1566	48	well	well	RB
37060	1566	49	.	.	.
37060	1567	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	1567	2	misery	misery	NN
37060	1567	3	does	do	VBZ
37060	1567	4	not	not	RB
37060	1567	5	love	love	VB
37060	1567	6	company	company	NN
37060	1567	7	as	as	RB
37060	1567	8	much	much	RB
37060	1567	9	as	as	IN
37060	1567	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1567	11	loves	love	VBZ
37060	1567	12	compassion	compassion	NN
37060	1567	13	and	and	CC
37060	1567	14	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	1567	15	.	.	.
37060	1568	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	1568	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1568	3	would	would	MD
37060	1568	4	skirt	skirt	VB
37060	1568	5	the	the	DT
37060	1568	6	corridors	corridor	NNS
37060	1568	7	in	in	IN
37060	1568	8	both	both	DT
37060	1568	9	directions	direction	NNS
37060	1568	10	,	,	,
37060	1568	11	heading	head	VBG
37060	1568	12	"	"	``
37060	1568	13	right	right	JJ
37060	1568	14	"	"	''
37060	1568	15	toward	toward	IN
37060	1568	16	the	the	DT
37060	1568	17	craft	craft	NN
37060	1568	18	room	room	NN
37060	1568	19	,	,	,
37060	1568	20	or	or	CC
37060	1568	21	"	"	``
37060	1568	22	left	leave	VBN
37060	1568	23	"	"	''
37060	1568	24	which	which	WDT
37060	1568	25	lead	lead	VBP
37060	1568	26	to	to	IN
37060	1568	27	the	the	DT
37060	1568	28	canteens	canteen	NNS
37060	1568	29	.	.	.
37060	1569	1	Usually	usually	RB
37060	1569	2	taking	take	VBG
37060	1569	3	a	a	DT
37060	1569	4	left	left	JJ
37060	1569	5	turn	turn	NN
37060	1569	6	out	out	IN
37060	1569	7	of	of	IN
37060	1569	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1569	9	room	room	NN
37060	1569	10	,	,	,
37060	1569	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1569	12	would	would	MD
37060	1569	13	amble	amble	VB
37060	1569	14	down	down	RP
37060	1569	15	the	the	DT
37060	1569	16	hall	hall	NN
37060	1569	17	to	to	TO
37060	1569	18	contemplate	contemplate	VB
37060	1569	19	the	the	DT
37060	1569	20	vast	vast	JJ
37060	1569	21	selection	selection	NN
37060	1569	22	of	of	IN
37060	1569	23	cold	cold	JJ
37060	1569	24	sandwiches	sandwich	NNS
37060	1569	25	,	,	,
37060	1569	26	snacks	snack	NNS
37060	1569	27	and	and	CC
37060	1569	28	candy	candy	NN
37060	1569	29	which	which	WDT
37060	1569	30	could	could	MD
37060	1569	31	be	be	VB
37060	1569	32	had	have	VBN
37060	1569	33	simply	simply	RB
37060	1569	34	through	through	IN
37060	1569	35	feeding	feed	VBG
37060	1569	36	one	one	PRP
37060	1569	37	's	's	POS
37060	1569	38	pocket	pocket	NN
37060	1569	39	change	change	NN
37060	1569	40	into	into	IN
37060	1569	41	the	the	DT
37060	1569	42	coin	coin	NN
37060	1569	43	slots	slot	NNS
37060	1569	44	.	.	.
37060	1570	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1570	2	stood	stand	VBD
37060	1570	3	wistfully	wistfully	RB
37060	1570	4	before	before	IN
37060	1570	5	the	the	DT
37060	1570	6	machines	machine	NNS
37060	1570	7	,	,	,
37060	1570	8	pointing	point	VBG
37060	1570	9	out	out	RP
37060	1570	10	to	to	IN
37060	1570	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1570	12	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1570	13	what	what	WP
37060	1570	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1570	15	would	would	MD
37060	1570	16	choose	choose	VB
37060	1570	17	when	when	WRB
37060	1570	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1570	19	could	could	MD
37060	1570	20	eat	eat	VB
37060	1570	21	food	food	NN
37060	1570	22	again	again	RB
37060	1570	23	.	.	.
37060	1571	1	Although	although	IN
37060	1571	2	the	the	DT
37060	1571	3	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1571	4	suction	suction	NN
37060	1571	5	prevented	prevent	VBD
37060	1571	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1571	7	from	from	IN
37060	1571	8	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	1571	9	hunger	hunger	NN
37060	1571	10	pangs	pang	NNS
37060	1571	11	,	,	,
37060	1571	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1571	13	was	be	VBD
37060	1571	14	the	the	DT
37060	1571	15	taste	taste	NN
37060	1571	16	of	of	IN
37060	1571	17	food	food	NN
37060	1571	18	that	that	WDT
37060	1571	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1571	20	so	so	RB
37060	1571	21	horribly	horribly	RB
37060	1571	22	missed	miss	VBD
37060	1571	23	.	.	.
37060	1572	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	1572	2	,	,	,
37060	1572	3	mealtime	mealtime	NN
37060	1572	4	broke	break	VBD
37060	1572	5	the	the	DT
37060	1572	6	monotony	monotony	NN
37060	1572	7	of	of	IN
37060	1572	8	a	a	DT
37060	1572	9	bland	bland	JJ
37060	1572	10	routine	routine	NN
37060	1572	11	;	;	:
37060	1572	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1572	13	was	be	VBD
37060	1572	14	something	something	NN
37060	1572	15	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	1572	16	to	to	TO
37060	1572	17	do	do	VB
37060	1572	18	,	,	,
37060	1572	19	exercising	exercise	VBG
37060	1572	20	the	the	DT
37060	1572	21	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	1572	22	.	.	.
37060	1573	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1573	2	disturbed	disturb	VBD
37060	1573	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1573	4	to	to	TO
37060	1573	5	see	see	VB
37060	1573	6	someone	someone	NN
37060	1573	7	jawing	jaw	VBG
37060	1573	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1573	9	food	food	NN
37060	1573	10	disinterestedly	disinterestedly	RB
37060	1573	11	or	or	CC
37060	1573	12	poking	poke	VBG
37060	1573	13	at	at	IN
37060	1573	14	a	a	DT
37060	1573	15	meal	meal	NN
37060	1573	16	which	which	WDT
37060	1573	17	,	,	,
37060	1573	18	in	in	IN
37060	1573	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1573	20	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	1573	21	,	,	,
37060	1573	22	lacked	lack	VBD
37060	1573	23	aesthetic	aesthetic	JJ
37060	1573	24	appeal	appeal	NN
37060	1573	25	.	.	.
37060	1574	1	Meal	meal	NN
37060	1574	2	trays	tray	NNS
37060	1574	3	would	would	MD
37060	1574	4	often	often	RB
37060	1574	5	be	be	VB
37060	1574	6	returned	return	VBN
37060	1574	7	sporting	sport	VBG
37060	1574	8	a	a	DT
37060	1574	9	delectable	delectable	JJ
37060	1574	10	piece	piece	NN
37060	1574	11	of	of	IN
37060	1574	12	dessert	dessert	NN
37060	1574	13	or	or	CC
37060	1574	14	fruit	fruit	NN
37060	1574	15	;	;	:
37060	1574	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1574	17	would	would	MD
37060	1574	18	peer	peer	VB
37060	1574	19	at	at	IN
37060	1574	20	the	the	DT
37060	1574	21	specimens	specimen	NNS
37060	1574	22	,	,	,
37060	1574	23	sighing	sigh	VBG
37060	1574	24	that	that	IN
37060	1574	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1574	26	could	could	MD
37060	1574	27	not	not	RB
37060	1574	28	save	save	VB
37060	1574	29	the	the	DT
37060	1574	30	morsel	morsel	NN
37060	1574	31	from	from	IN
37060	1574	32	the	the	DT
37060	1574	33	trash	trash	NN
37060	1574	34	heap	heap	NN
37060	1574	35	.	.	.
37060	1575	1	Food	food	NN
37060	1575	2	became	become	VBD
37060	1575	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1575	4	favorite	favorite	JJ
37060	1575	5	mind	mind	NN
37060	1575	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	1575	7	game	game	NN
37060	1575	8	as	as	IN
37060	1575	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1575	10	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1575	11	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	1575	12	healed	heal	VBD
37060	1575	13	.	.	.
37060	1576	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1576	2	pursued	pursue	VBD
37060	1576	3	the	the	DT
37060	1576	4	canteen	canteen	NN
37060	1576	5	route	route	NN
37060	1576	6	quite	quite	RB
37060	1576	7	frequently	frequently	RB
37060	1576	8	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	1576	9	the	the	DT
37060	1576	10	day	day	NN
37060	1576	11	,	,	,
37060	1576	12	and	and	CC
37060	1576	13	each	each	DT
37060	1576	14	time	time	NN
37060	1576	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1576	16	would	would	MD
37060	1576	17	gaze	gaze	VB
37060	1576	18	at	at	IN
37060	1576	19	the	the	DT
37060	1576	20	treats	treat	NNS
37060	1576	21	,	,	,
37060	1576	22	yearning	yearn	VBG
37060	1576	23	for	for	IN
37060	1576	24	a	a	DT
37060	1576	25	taste	taste	NN
37060	1576	26	of	of	IN
37060	1576	27	something	something	NN
37060	1576	28	.	.	.
37060	1577	1	.	.	.
37060	1578	1	.	.	.
37060	1579	1	anything	anything	NN
37060	1579	2	.	.	.
37060	1580	1	.	.	.
37060	1581	1	.besides	.besides	NFP
37060	1581	2	the	the	DT
37060	1581	3	mint	mint	NN
37060	1581	4	of	of	IN
37060	1581	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1581	6	toothpaste	toothpaste	NN
37060	1581	7	.	.	.
37060	1582	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1582	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1582	3	not	not	RB
37060	1582	4	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	1582	5	to	to	TO
37060	1582	6	swallow	swallow	VB
37060	1582	7	food	food	NN
37060	1582	8	or	or	CC
37060	1582	9	liquid	liquid	NN
37060	1582	10	of	of	IN
37060	1582	11	any	any	DT
37060	1582	12	kind	kind	NN
37060	1582	13	;	;	:
37060	1582	14	even	even	RB
37060	1582	15	water	water	NN
37060	1582	16	was	be	VBD
37060	1582	17	forbidden	forbid	VBN
37060	1582	18	.	.	.
37060	1583	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1583	2	throat	throat	NN
37060	1583	3	became	become	VBD
37060	1583	4	dry	dry	JJ
37060	1583	5	,	,	,
37060	1583	6	despite	despite	IN
37060	1583	7	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1583	8	occasional	occasional	JJ
37060	1583	9	rinsing	rinsing	NN
37060	1583	10	,	,	,
37060	1583	11	and	and	CC
37060	1583	12	the	the	DT
37060	1583	13	tube	tube	NN
37060	1583	14	which	which	WDT
37060	1583	15	ran	run	VBD
37060	1583	16	from	from	IN
37060	1583	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1583	18	nose	nose	NN
37060	1583	19	to	to	IN
37060	1583	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1583	21	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1583	22	only	only	RB
37060	1583	23	hindered	hinder	VBD
37060	1583	24	the	the	DT
37060	1583	25	situation	situation	NN
37060	1583	26	.	.	.
37060	1584	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1584	2	decided	decide	VBD
37060	1584	3	to	to	TO
37060	1584	4	test	test	VB
37060	1584	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1584	6	luck	luck	NN
37060	1584	7	and	and	CC
37060	1584	8	ask	ask	VB
37060	1584	9	for	for	IN
37060	1584	10	ice	ice	NN
37060	1584	11	,	,	,
37060	1584	12	reasoning	reason	VBG
37060	1584	13	that	that	IN
37060	1584	14	the	the	DT
37060	1584	15	excessive	excessive	JJ
37060	1584	16	coldness	coldness	NN
37060	1584	17	might	may	MD
37060	1584	18	aid	aid	VB
37060	1584	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1584	20	throat	throat	NN
37060	1584	21	to	to	IN
37060	1584	22	a	a	DT
37060	1584	23	degree	degree	NN
37060	1584	24	,	,	,
37060	1584	25	even	even	RB
37060	1584	26	though	though	IN
37060	1584	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1584	28	could	could	MD
37060	1584	29	not	not	RB
37060	1584	30	actually	actually	RB
37060	1584	31	swallow	swallow	VB
37060	1584	32	any	any	DT
37060	1584	33	of	of	IN
37060	1584	34	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1584	35	.	.	.
37060	1585	1	Since	since	IN
37060	1585	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1585	3	saliva	saliva	NN
37060	1585	4	would	would	MD
37060	1585	5	become	become	VB
37060	1585	6	frigid	frigid	RB
37060	1585	7	through	through	IN
37060	1585	8	the	the	DT
37060	1585	9	presence	presence	NN
37060	1585	10	of	of	IN
37060	1585	11	the	the	DT
37060	1585	12	ice	ice	NN
37060	1585	13	,	,	,
37060	1585	14	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	1585	15	the	the	DT
37060	1585	16	throat	throat	NN
37060	1585	17	would	would	MD
37060	1585	18	benefit	benefit	VB
37060	1585	19	from	from	IN
37060	1585	20	the	the	DT
37060	1585	21	slight	slight	JJ
37060	1585	22	trickling	trickling	NN
37060	1585	23	of	of	IN
37060	1585	24	cold	cold	JJ
37060	1585	25	moisture	moisture	NN
37060	1585	26	.	.	.
37060	1586	1	To	to	IN
37060	1586	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1586	3	amazement	amazement	NN
37060	1586	4	,	,	,
37060	1586	5	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1586	6	agreed	agree	VBD
37060	1586	7	to	to	TO
37060	1586	8	give	give	VB
37060	1586	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1586	10	a	a	DT
37060	1586	11	glass	glass	NN
37060	1586	12	of	of	IN
37060	1586	13	ice	ice	NN
37060	1586	14	chips	chip	NNS
37060	1586	15	at	at	IN
37060	1586	16	various	various	JJ
37060	1586	17	intervals	interval	NNS
37060	1586	18	through	through	IN
37060	1586	19	the	the	DT
37060	1586	20	day	day	NN
37060	1586	21	providing	provide	VBG
37060	1586	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1586	23	would	would	MD
37060	1586	24	only	only	RB
37060	1586	25	chew	chew	VB
37060	1586	26	the	the	DT
37060	1586	27	ice	ice	NN
37060	1586	28	,	,	,
37060	1586	29	and	and	CC
37060	1586	30	then	then	RB
37060	1586	31	spit	spit	VBD
37060	1586	32	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1586	33	into	into	IN
37060	1586	34	a	a	DT
37060	1586	35	metal	metal	NN
37060	1586	36	bowl	bowl	NN
37060	1586	37	for	for	IN
37060	1586	38	that	that	DT
37060	1586	39	specific	specific	JJ
37060	1586	40	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	1586	41	;	;	:
37060	1586	42	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1586	43	shook	shake	VBD
37060	1586	44	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1586	45	head	head	NN
37060	1586	46	"	"	''
37060	1586	47	yes	yes	UH
37060	1586	48	"	"	''
37060	1586	49	in	in	IN
37060	1586	50	vigorous	vigorous	JJ
37060	1586	51	excitement	excitement	NN
37060	1586	52	at	at	IN
37060	1586	53	the	the	DT
37060	1586	54	proposal	proposal	NN
37060	1586	55	.	.	.
37060	1587	1	In	in	IN
37060	1587	2	time	time	NN
37060	1587	3	,	,	,
37060	1587	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1587	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1587	6	even	even	RB
37060	1587	7	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	1587	8	to	to	TO
37060	1587	9	swallow	swallow	VB
37060	1587	10	one	one	CD
37060	1587	11	or	or	CC
37060	1587	12	two	two	CD
37060	1587	13	teaspoonsful	teaspoonsful	NN
37060	1587	14	of	of	IN
37060	1587	15	ice	ice	NN
37060	1587	16	each	each	DT
37060	1587	17	time	time	NN
37060	1587	18	.	.	.
37060	1588	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1588	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1588	3	a	a	DT
37060	1588	4	small	small	JJ
37060	1588	5	,	,	,
37060	1588	6	but	but	CC
37060	1588	7	significant	significant	JJ
37060	1588	8	favor	favor	NN
37060	1588	9	,	,	,
37060	1588	10	for	for	IN
37060	1588	11	which	which	WDT
37060	1588	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1588	13	was	be	VBD
37060	1588	14	exceedingly	exceedingly	RB
37060	1588	15	grateful	grateful	JJ
37060	1588	16	.	.	.
37060	1589	1	As	as	IN
37060	1589	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1589	3	improved	improve	VBD
37060	1589	4	,	,	,
37060	1589	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1589	6	sought	seek	VBD
37060	1589	7	other	other	JJ
37060	1589	8	forms	form	NNS
37060	1589	9	of	of	IN
37060	1589	10	entertainment	entertainment	NN
37060	1589	11	aside	aside	RB
37060	1589	12	from	from	IN
37060	1589	13	watching	watch	VBG
37060	1589	14	television	television	NN
37060	1589	15	,	,	,
37060	1589	16	which	which	WDT
37060	1589	17	included	include	VBD
37060	1589	18	the	the	DT
37060	1589	19	use	use	NN
37060	1589	20	of	of	IN
37060	1589	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1589	22	hands	hand	NNS
37060	1589	23	.	.	.
37060	1590	1	In	in	IN
37060	1590	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1590	3	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	1590	4	,	,	,
37060	1590	5	the	the	DT
37060	1590	6	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1590	7	craft	craft	NN
37060	1590	8	room	room	NN
37060	1590	9	was	be	VBD
37060	1590	10	an	an	DT
37060	1590	11	ingenious	ingenious	JJ
37060	1590	12	installment	installment	NN
37060	1590	13	.	.	.
37060	1591	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1591	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1591	3	always	always	RB
37060	1591	4	loved	love	VBN
37060	1591	5	art	art	NN
37060	1591	6	,	,	,
37060	1591	7	and	and	CC
37060	1591	8	in	in	IN
37060	1591	9	that	that	DT
37060	1591	10	room	room	NN
37060	1591	11	,	,	,
37060	1591	12	one	one	PRP
37060	1591	13	could	could	MD
37060	1591	14	purchase	purchase	VB
37060	1591	15	various	various	JJ
37060	1591	16	kits	kit	NNS
37060	1591	17	which	which	WDT
37060	1591	18	were	be	VBD
37060	1591	19	self	self	NN
37060	1591	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	1591	21	contained	contain	VBN
37060	1591	22	,	,	,
37060	1591	23	having	have	VBG
37060	1591	24	all	all	PDT
37060	1591	25	the	the	DT
37060	1591	26	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	1591	27	tools	tool	NNS
37060	1591	28	and	and	CC
37060	1591	29	materials	material	NNS
37060	1591	30	,	,	,
37060	1591	31	for	for	IN
37060	1591	32	a	a	DT
37060	1591	33	minimal	minimal	JJ
37060	1591	34	price	price	NN
37060	1591	35	.	.	.
37060	1592	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1592	2	took	take	VBD
37060	1592	3	no	no	DT
37060	1592	4	time	time	NN
37060	1592	5	at	at	RB
37060	1592	6	all	all	RB
37060	1592	7	before	before	IN
37060	1592	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1592	9	had	have	VBD
37060	1592	10	selected	select	VBN
37060	1592	11	two	two	CD
37060	1592	12	kits	kit	NNS
37060	1592	13	,	,	,
37060	1592	14	and	and	CC
37060	1592	15	dispatched	dispatch	VBD
37060	1592	16	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1592	17	to	to	IN
37060	1592	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1592	19	room	room	NN
37060	1592	20	to	to	TO
37060	1592	21	begin	begin	VB
37060	1592	22	the	the	DT
37060	1592	23	projects	project	NNS
37060	1592	24	.	.	.
37060	1593	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1593	2	also	also	RB
37060	1593	3	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	1593	4	drawing	draw	VBG
37060	1593	5	,	,	,
37060	1593	6	and	and	CC
37060	1593	7	having	have	VBG
37060	1593	8	remembered	remember	VBN
37060	1593	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1593	10	sketch	sketch	NN
37060	1593	11	book	book	NN
37060	1593	12	from	from	IN
37060	1593	13	home	home	NN
37060	1593	14	,	,	,
37060	1593	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1593	16	made	make	VBD
37060	1593	17	several	several	JJ
37060	1593	18	drawings	drawing	NNS
37060	1593	19	from	from	IN
37060	1593	20	the	the	DT
37060	1593	21	items	item	NNS
37060	1593	22	in	in	IN
37060	1593	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1593	24	room	room	NN
37060	1593	25	and	and	CC
37060	1593	26	the	the	DT
37060	1593	27	objects	object	NNS
37060	1593	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1593	29	saw	see	VBD
37060	1593	30	in	in	IN
37060	1593	31	magazines	magazine	NNS
37060	1593	32	.	.	.
37060	1594	1	When	when	WRB
37060	1594	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1594	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1594	4	not	not	RB
37060	1594	5	involved	involve	VBN
37060	1594	6	with	with	IN
37060	1594	7	drawing	drawing	NN
37060	1594	8	,	,	,
37060	1594	9	however	however	RB
37060	1594	10	,	,	,
37060	1594	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1594	12	lusted	lust	VBD
37060	1594	13	at	at	IN
37060	1594	14	the	the	DT
37060	1594	15	food	food	NN
37060	1594	16	photographs	photograph	NNS
37060	1594	17	and	and	CC
37060	1594	18	greedily	greedily	RB
37060	1594	19	read	read	VB
37060	1594	20	each	each	DT
37060	1594	21	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	1594	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	1594	23	watering	watering	NN
37060	1594	24	recipe	recipe	NN
37060	1594	25	.	.	.
37060	1595	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1595	2	must	must	MD
37060	1595	3	have	have	VB
37060	1595	4	seemed	seem	VBN
37060	1595	5	a	a	DT
37060	1595	6	curious	curious	JJ
37060	1595	7	endeavor	endeavor	NN
37060	1595	8	,	,	,
37060	1595	9	for	for	IN
37060	1595	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1595	11	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1595	12	would	would	MD
37060	1595	13	watch	watch	VB
37060	1595	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1595	15	in	in	IN
37060	1595	16	good	good	JJ
37060	1595	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	1595	18	natured	natured	JJ
37060	1595	19	humor	humor	NN
37060	1595	20	as	as	IN
37060	1595	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1595	22	sat	sit	VBD
37060	1595	23	enthralled	enthral	VBD
37060	1595	24	,	,	,
37060	1595	25	a	a	DT
37060	1595	26	mere	mere	JJ
37060	1595	27	twig	twig	NN
37060	1595	28	propped	prop	VBN
37060	1595	29	between	between	IN
37060	1595	30	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	1595	31	pillows	pillow	NNS
37060	1595	32	,	,	,
37060	1595	33	lingering	linger	VBG
37060	1595	34	over	over	IN
37060	1595	35	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	1595	36	as	as	IN
37060	1595	37	if	if	IN
37060	1595	38	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1595	39	was	be	VBD
37060	1595	40	haunted	haunt	VBN
37060	1595	41	by	by	IN
37060	1595	42	food	food	NN
37060	1595	43	's	's	POS
37060	1595	44	memory	memory	NN
37060	1595	45	.	.	.
37060	1596	1	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1596	2	and	and	CC
37060	1596	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1596	4	would	would	MD
37060	1596	5	eat	eat	VB
37060	1596	6	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	1596	7	outside	outside	IN
37060	1596	8	of	of	IN
37060	1596	9	the	the	DT
37060	1596	10	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1596	11	,	,	,
37060	1596	12	and	and	CC
37060	1596	13	often	often	RB
37060	1596	14	walked	walk	VBD
37060	1596	15	about	about	RB
37060	1596	16	afterward	afterward	RB
37060	1596	17	to	to	TO
37060	1596	18	exercise	exercise	VB
37060	1596	19	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1596	20	stiff	stiff	JJ
37060	1596	21	limbs	limb	NNS
37060	1596	22	.	.	.
37060	1597	1	Neither	neither	DT
37060	1597	2	of	of	IN
37060	1597	3	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1597	4	were	be	VBD
37060	1597	5	idle	idle	JJ
37060	1597	6	folk	folk	NN
37060	1597	7	,	,	,
37060	1597	8	and	and	CC
37060	1597	9	the	the	DT
37060	1597	10	long	long	JJ
37060	1597	11	,	,	,
37060	1597	12	exhaustive	exhaustive	JJ
37060	1597	13	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1597	14	spent	spend	VBN
37060	1597	15	with	with	IN
37060	1597	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1597	17	were	be	VBD
37060	1597	18	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	1597	19	for	for	IN
37060	1597	20	that	that	DT
37060	1597	21	reason	reason	NN
37060	1597	22	,	,	,
37060	1597	23	as	as	RB
37060	1597	24	well	well	RB
37060	1597	25	as	as	IN
37060	1597	26	many	many	JJ
37060	1597	27	,	,	,
37060	1597	28	more	more	RBR
37060	1597	29	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	1597	30	ones	one	NNS
37060	1597	31	.	.	.
37060	1598	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1598	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1598	3	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	1598	4	that	that	IN
37060	1598	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1598	6	happened	happen	VBD
37060	1598	7	to	to	TO
37060	1598	8	be	be	VB
37060	1598	9	hospitalized	hospitalize	VBN
37060	1598	10	during	during	IN
37060	1598	11	August	August	NNP
37060	1598	12	,	,	,
37060	1598	13	for	for	IN
37060	1598	14	the	the	DT
37060	1598	15	weather	weather	NN
37060	1598	16	was	be	VBD
37060	1598	17	fine	fine	JJ
37060	1598	18	and	and	CC
37060	1598	19	conducive	conducive	JJ
37060	1598	20	to	to	IN
37060	1598	21	jaunts	jaunt	NNS
37060	1598	22	through	through	IN
37060	1598	23	a	a	DT
37060	1598	24	park	park	NN
37060	1598	25	or	or	CC
37060	1598	26	the	the	DT
37060	1598	27	city	city	NN
37060	1598	28	streets	street	NNS
37060	1598	29	.	.	.
37060	1599	1	A	a	DT
37060	1599	2	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	1599	3	mall	mall	NN
37060	1599	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1599	5	located	locate	VBN
37060	1599	6	in	in	IN
37060	1599	7	the	the	DT
37060	1599	8	area	area	NN
37060	1599	9	,	,	,
37060	1599	10	and	and	CC
37060	1599	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1599	12	would	would	MD
37060	1599	13	often	often	RB
37060	1599	14	stop	stop	VB
37060	1599	15	there	there	RB
37060	1599	16	to	to	TO
37060	1599	17	buy	buy	VB
37060	1599	18	a	a	DT
37060	1599	19	small	small	JJ
37060	1599	20	gift	gift	NN
37060	1599	21	,	,	,
37060	1599	22	which	which	WDT
37060	1599	23	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1599	24	would	would	MD
37060	1599	25	present	present	VB
37060	1599	26	to	to	IN
37060	1599	27	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1599	28	upon	upon	IN
37060	1599	29	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1599	30	return	return	NN
37060	1599	31	.	.	.
37060	1600	1	As	as	IN
37060	1600	2	the	the	DT
37060	1600	3	weeks	week	NNS
37060	1600	4	progressed	progress	VBD
37060	1600	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1600	6	had	have	VBD
37060	1600	7	collected	collect	VBN
37060	1600	8	a	a	DT
37060	1600	9	menagerie	menagerie	NN
37060	1600	10	of	of	IN
37060	1600	11	small	small	JJ
37060	1600	12	clay	clay	NN
37060	1600	13	animals	animal	NNS
37060	1600	14	which	which	WDT
37060	1600	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1600	16	displayed	display	VBD
37060	1600	17	on	on	IN
37060	1600	18	a	a	DT
37060	1600	19	nearby	nearby	JJ
37060	1600	20	nightstand	nightstand	NN
37060	1600	21	;	;	:
37060	1600	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1600	23	was	be	VBD
37060	1600	24	affection	affection	NN
37060	1600	25	made	make	VBN
37060	1600	26	visible	visible	JJ
37060	1600	27	.	.	.
37060	1601	1	When	when	WRB
37060	1601	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1601	3	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1601	4	were	be	VBD
37060	1601	5	gone	go	VBN
37060	1601	6	,	,	,
37060	1601	7	the	the	DT
37060	1601	8	treasures	treasure	NNS
37060	1601	9	were	be	VBD
37060	1601	10	a	a	DT
37060	1601	11	reminder	reminder	NN
37060	1601	12	of	of	IN
37060	1601	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1601	14	love	love	NN
37060	1601	15	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	1601	16	the	the	DT
37060	1601	17	night	night	NN
37060	1601	18	;	;	:
37060	1601	19	staring	stare	VBG
37060	1601	20	vacantly	vacantly	RB
37060	1601	21	out	out	IN
37060	1601	22	the	the	DT
37060	1601	23	window	window	NN
37060	1601	24	,	,	,
37060	1601	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1601	26	knew	know	VBD
37060	1601	27	that	that	IN
37060	1601	28	despite	despite	IN
37060	1601	29	the	the	DT
37060	1601	30	impersonal	impersonal	JJ
37060	1601	31	glare	glare	NN
37060	1601	32	of	of	IN
37060	1601	33	the	the	DT
37060	1601	34	city	city	NN
37060	1601	35	lights	light	NNS
37060	1601	36	below	below	RB
37060	1601	37	,	,	,
37060	1601	38	two	two	CD
37060	1601	39	of	of	IN
37060	1601	40	the	the	DT
37060	1601	41	people	people	NNS
37060	1601	42	out	out	RB
37060	1601	43	there	there	RB
37060	1601	44	cared	care	VBD
37060	1601	45	for	for	IN
37060	1601	46	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1601	47	.	.	.
37060	1602	1	Mail	mail	NN
37060	1602	2	delivery	delivery	NN
37060	1602	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1602	4	an	an	DT
37060	1602	5	exalted	exalted	JJ
37060	1602	6	highlight	highlight	NN
37060	1602	7	of	of	IN
37060	1602	8	the	the	DT
37060	1602	9	day	day	NN
37060	1602	10	,	,	,
37060	1602	11	arriving	arrive	VBG
37060	1602	12	sometime	sometime	RB
37060	1602	13	after	after	IN
37060	1602	14	the	the	DT
37060	1602	15	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	1602	16	hour	hour	NN
37060	1602	17	.	.	.
37060	1603	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1603	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1603	3	always	always	RB
37060	1603	4	loved	love	VBN
37060	1603	5	mail	mail	NN
37060	1603	6	,	,	,
37060	1603	7	yet	yet	CC
37060	1603	8	this	this	DT
37060	1603	9	lavish	lavish	JJ
37060	1603	10	assortment	assortment	NN
37060	1603	11	of	of	IN
37060	1603	12	cards	card	NNS
37060	1603	13	and	and	CC
37060	1603	14	letters	letter	NNS
37060	1603	15	was	be	VBD
37060	1603	16	a	a	DT
37060	1603	17	recipe	recipe	NN
37060	1603	18	for	for	IN
37060	1603	19	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	1603	20	,	,	,
37060	1603	21	and	and	CC
37060	1603	22	helped	help	VBD
37060	1603	23	to	to	TO
37060	1603	24	alleviate	alleviate	VB
37060	1603	25	the	the	DT
37060	1603	26	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	1603	27	of	of	IN
37060	1603	28	not	not	RB
37060	1603	29	having	have	VBG
37060	1603	30	received	receive	VBN
37060	1603	31	a	a	DT
37060	1603	32	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	1603	33	tray	tray	NN
37060	1603	34	.	.	.
37060	1604	1	The	the	DT
37060	1604	2	opening	opening	NN
37060	1604	3	of	of	IN
37060	1604	4	mail	mail	NN
37060	1604	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1604	6	a	a	DT
37060	1604	7	tremendous	tremendous	JJ
37060	1604	8	pastime	pastime	NN
37060	1604	9	,	,	,
37060	1604	10	bringing	bring	VBG
37060	1604	11	rhyme	rhyme	NNS
37060	1604	12	and	and	CC
37060	1604	13	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	1604	14	to	to	IN
37060	1604	15	the	the	DT
37060	1604	16	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	1604	17	.	.	.
37060	1605	1	After	after	IN
37060	1605	2	reading	read	VBG
37060	1605	3	the	the	DT
37060	1605	4	cards	card	NNS
37060	1605	5	,	,	,
37060	1605	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1605	7	would	would	MD
37060	1605	8	reread	reread	VB
37060	1605	9	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1605	10	,	,	,
37060	1605	11	picturing	picture	VBG
37060	1605	12	the	the	DT
37060	1605	13	individual	individual	NN
37060	1605	14	or	or	CC
37060	1605	15	family	family	NN
37060	1605	16	who	who	WP
37060	1605	17	took	take	VBD
37060	1605	18	the	the	DT
37060	1605	19	time	time	NN
37060	1605	20	to	to	TO
37060	1605	21	send	send	VB
37060	1605	22	the	the	DT
37060	1605	23	cards	card	NNS
37060	1605	24	.	.	.
37060	1606	1	The	the	DT
37060	1606	2	familiar	familiar	JJ
37060	1606	3	names	name	NNS
37060	1606	4	written	write	VBN
37060	1606	5	at	at	IN
37060	1606	6	the	the	DT
37060	1606	7	bottom	bottom	NN
37060	1606	8	of	of	IN
37060	1606	9	a	a	DT
37060	1606	10	card	card	NN
37060	1606	11	or	or	CC
37060	1606	12	note	note	VB
37060	1606	13	conjured	conjured	JJ
37060	1606	14	images	image	NNS
37060	1606	15	of	of	IN
37060	1606	16	home	home	NN
37060	1606	17	...	...	:
37060	1606	18	and	and	CC
37060	1606	19	of	of	IN
37060	1606	20	friends	friend	NNS
37060	1606	21	,	,	,
37060	1606	22	which	which	WDT
37060	1606	23	instilled	instill	VBD
37060	1606	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1606	25	parent	parent	NN
37060	1606	26	's	's	POS
37060	1606	27	day	day	NN
37060	1606	28	with	with	IN
37060	1606	29	warmth	warmth	NN
37060	1606	30	,	,	,
37060	1606	31	even	even	RB
37060	1606	32	as	as	IN
37060	1606	33	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1606	34	had	have	VBD
37060	1606	35	enlightened	enlighten	VBN
37060	1606	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1606	37	own	own	JJ
37060	1606	38	.	.	.
37060	1607	1	Two	two	CD
37060	1607	2	weeks	week	NNS
37060	1607	3	had	have	VBD
37060	1607	4	passed	pass	VBN
37060	1607	5	since	since	IN
37060	1607	6	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1607	7	A.	A.	NNP
37060	1607	8	had	have	VBD
37060	1607	9	started	start	VBN
37060	1607	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1607	11	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1607	12	in	in	IN
37060	1607	13	the	the	DT
37060	1607	14	ICU	ICU	NNP
37060	1607	15	when	when	WRB
37060	1607	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1607	17	began	begin	VBD
37060	1607	18	to	to	TO
37060	1607	19	infiltrate	infiltrate	VB
37060	1607	20	.	.	.
37060	1608	1	Hating	hate	VBG
37060	1608	2	to	to	TO
37060	1608	3	remove	remove	VB
37060	1608	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1608	5	,	,	,
37060	1608	6	the	the	DT
37060	1608	7	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	1608	8	would	would	MD
37060	1608	9	fiddle	fiddle	VB
37060	1608	10	with	with	IN
37060	1608	11	the	the	DT
37060	1608	12	needle	needle	NN
37060	1608	13	's	's	POS
37060	1608	14	position	position	NN
37060	1608	15	,	,	,
37060	1608	16	pushing	push	VBG
37060	1608	17	or	or	CC
37060	1608	18	pulling	pull	VBG
37060	1608	19	,	,	,
37060	1608	20	and	and	CC
37060	1608	21	try	try	VB
37060	1608	22	to	to	TO
37060	1608	23	ignore	ignore	VB
37060	1608	24	the	the	DT
37060	1608	25	fact	fact	NN
37060	1608	26	that	that	IN
37060	1608	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1608	28	,	,	,
37060	1608	29	like	like	IN
37060	1608	30	all	all	DT
37060	1608	31	good	good	JJ
37060	1608	32	things	thing	NNS
37060	1608	33	,	,	,
37060	1608	34	must	must	MD
37060	1608	35	come	come	VB
37060	1608	36	to	to	IN
37060	1608	37	an	an	DT
37060	1608	38	end	end	NN
37060	1608	39	.	.	.
37060	1609	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1609	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	1609	3	to	to	TO
37060	1609	4	bear	bear	VB
37060	1609	5	up	up	RP
37060	1609	6	to	to	IN
37060	1609	7	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1609	8	failure	failure	NN
37060	1609	9	,	,	,
37060	1609	10	but	but	CC
37060	1609	11	also	also	RB
37060	1609	12	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	1609	13	wildly	wildly	RB
37060	1609	14	that	that	IN
37060	1609	15	the	the	DT
37060	1609	16	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1609	17	would	would	MD
37060	1609	18	function	function	VB
37060	1609	19	for	for	IN
37060	1609	20	one	one	CD
37060	1609	21	.	.	.
37060	1610	1	.	.	.
37060	1611	1	.more	.more	NFP
37060	1611	2	.	.	.
37060	1612	1	.	.	.
37060	1613	1	.day	.day	NFP
37060	1613	2	.	.	.
37060	1614	1	The	the	DT
37060	1614	2	trials	trial	NNS
37060	1614	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1614	4	had	have	VBD
37060	1614	5	endured	endure	VBN
37060	1614	6	before	before	IN
37060	1614	7	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1615	1	A.	A.	NNP
37060	1616	1	's	's	POS
37060	1616	2	success	success	NN
37060	1616	3	were	be	VBD
37060	1616	4	still	still	RB
37060	1616	5	fresh	fresh	JJ
37060	1616	6	in	in	IN
37060	1616	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1616	8	memory	memory	NN
37060	1616	9	.	.	.
37060	1617	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	1617	2	repeated	repeat	VBN
37060	1617	3	attempts	attempt	NNS
37060	1617	4	to	to	TO
37060	1617	5	save	save	VB
37060	1617	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1617	7	two	two	CD
37060	1617	8	week	week	NN
37060	1617	9	old	old	JJ
37060	1617	10	ally	ally	NN
37060	1617	11	,	,	,
37060	1617	12	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1617	13	rapid	rapid	JJ
37060	1617	14	failure	failure	NN
37060	1617	15	demanded	demand	VBD
37060	1617	16	attention	attention	NN
37060	1617	17	as	as	IN
37060	1617	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1617	19	hand	hand	NN
37060	1617	20	swelled	swell	VBD
37060	1617	21	like	like	IN
37060	1617	22	a	a	DT
37060	1617	23	balloon	balloon	NN
37060	1617	24	and	and	CC
37060	1617	25	the	the	DT
37060	1617	26	vein	vein	NN
37060	1617	27	in	in	IN
37060	1617	28	which	which	WDT
37060	1617	29	the	the	DT
37060	1617	30	needle	needle	NN
37060	1617	31	resided	reside	VBD
37060	1617	32	stung	stung	NN
37060	1617	33	intensely	intensely	RB
37060	1617	34	;	;	:
37060	1617	35	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1617	36	could	could	MD
37060	1617	37	no	no	RB
37060	1617	38	longer	longer	RB
37060	1617	39	remain	remain	VB
37060	1617	40	unnoticed	unnoticed	JJ
37060	1617	41	in	in	IN
37060	1617	42	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1617	43	distorted	distorted	JJ
37060	1617	44	hand	hand	NN
37060	1617	45	.	.	.
37060	1618	1	The	the	DT
37060	1618	2	needle	needle	NN
37060	1618	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1618	4	pulled	pull	VBN
37060	1618	5	,	,	,
37060	1618	6	and	and	CC
37060	1618	7	the	the	DT
37060	1618	8	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	1618	9	went	go	VBD
37060	1618	10	in	in	IN
37060	1618	11	search	search	NN
37060	1618	12	of	of	IN
37060	1618	13	a	a	DT
37060	1618	14	willing	willing	JJ
37060	1618	15	person	person	NN
37060	1618	16	to	to	TO
37060	1618	17	"	"	``
37060	1618	18	install	install	VB
37060	1618	19	"	"	''
37060	1618	20	another	another	DT
37060	1618	21	.	.	.
37060	1619	1	As	as	IN
37060	1619	2	a	a	DT
37060	1619	3	replacement	replacement	NN
37060	1619	4	for	for	IN
37060	1619	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1619	6	duo	duo	NN
37060	1619	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	1619	8	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	1619	9	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1619	10	,	,	,
37060	1619	11	which	which	WDT
37060	1619	12	dripped	drip	VBD
37060	1619	13	nourishment	nourishment	NN
37060	1619	14	as	as	RB
37060	1619	15	well	well	RB
37060	1619	16	as	as	IN
37060	1619	17	an	an	DT
37060	1619	18	anti	anti	JJ
37060	1619	19	-	-	JJ
37060	1619	20	infection	infection	JJ
37060	1619	21	drug	drug	NN
37060	1619	22	into	into	IN
37060	1619	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1619	24	system	system	NN
37060	1619	25	,	,	,
37060	1619	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1619	27	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	1619	28	found	find	VBD
37060	1619	29	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1619	30	with	with	IN
37060	1619	31	an	an	DT
37060	1619	32	IV	iv	NN
37060	1619	33	in	in	IN
37060	1619	34	both	both	DT
37060	1619	35	arms	arm	NNS
37060	1619	36	,	,	,
37060	1619	37	one	one	CD
37060	1619	38	for	for	IN
37060	1619	39	each	each	DT
37060	1619	40	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	1619	41	,	,	,
37060	1619	42	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	1619	43	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1619	44	hands	hand	NNS
37060	1619	45	virtually	virtually	RB
37060	1619	46	immobile	immobile	JJ
37060	1619	47	and	and	CC
37060	1619	48	completely	completely	RB
37060	1619	49	useless	useless	JJ
37060	1619	50	for	for	IN
37060	1619	51	any	any	DT
37060	1619	52	sort	sort	NN
37060	1619	53	of	of	IN
37060	1619	54	craft	craft	NN
37060	1619	55	that	that	WDT
37060	1619	56	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1619	57	might	may	MD
37060	1619	58	have	have	VB
37060	1619	59	desired	desire	VBN
37060	1619	60	to	to	TO
37060	1619	61	undertake	undertake	VB
37060	1619	62	.	.	.
37060	1620	1	This	this	DT
37060	1620	2	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	1620	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1620	4	a	a	DT
37060	1620	5	lousy	lousy	JJ
37060	1620	6	state	state	NN
37060	1620	7	of	of	IN
37060	1620	8	affairs	affair	NNS
37060	1620	9	,	,	,
37060	1620	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1620	11	thought	think	VBD
37060	1620	12	,	,	,
37060	1620	13	contemplating	contemplate	VBG
37060	1620	14	the	the	DT
37060	1620	15	television	television	NN
37060	1620	16	rather	rather	RB
37060	1620	17	sullenly	sullenly	RB
37060	1620	18	amid	amid	IN
37060	1620	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1620	20	twisted	twisted	JJ
37060	1620	21	array	array	NN
37060	1620	22	of	of	IN
37060	1620	23	tubes	tube	NNS
37060	1620	24	.	.	.
37060	1621	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1621	2	W.	W.	NNP
37060	1621	3	entered	enter	VBD
37060	1621	4	the	the	DT
37060	1621	5	room	room	NN
37060	1621	6	holding	hold	VBG
37060	1621	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1621	8	clipboard	clipboard	NN
37060	1621	9	and	and	CC
37060	1621	10	beheld	beheld	VB
37060	1621	11	the	the	DT
37060	1621	12	new	new	JJ
37060	1621	13	entanglement	entanglement	NN
37060	1621	14	which	which	WDT
37060	1621	15	extended	extend	VBD
37060	1621	16	into	into	IN
37060	1621	17	both	both	DT
37060	1621	18	arms	arm	NNS
37060	1621	19	.	.	.
37060	1622	1	"	"	``
37060	1622	2	Well	well	UH
37060	1622	3	,	,	,
37060	1622	4	looks	look	VBZ
37060	1622	5	like	like	IN
37060	1622	6	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1622	7	wo	will	MD
37060	1622	8	n't	not	RB
37060	1622	9	be	be	VB
37060	1622	10	putting	put	VBG
37060	1622	11	in	in	RP
37060	1622	12	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1622	13	contacts	contact	NNS
37060	1622	14	tomorrow	tomorrow	NN
37060	1622	15	.	.	.
37060	1622	16	"	"	''
37060	1623	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1623	2	thought	think	VBD
37060	1623	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1623	4	detected	detect	VBD
37060	1623	5	a	a	DT
37060	1623	6	note	note	NN
37060	1623	7	of	of	IN
37060	1623	8	triumphant	triumphant	NN
37060	1623	9	glee	glee	NN
37060	1623	10	in	in	IN
37060	1623	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1623	12	voice	voice	NN
37060	1623	13	.	.	.
37060	1624	1	"	"	``
37060	1624	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1624	3	do	do	VBP
37060	1624	4	n't	not	RB
37060	1624	5	know	know	VB
37060	1624	6	.	.	.
37060	1625	1	.	.	.
37060	1626	1	.	.	.
37060	1626	2	"	"	''
37060	1627	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1627	2	answered	answer	VBD
37060	1627	3	,	,	,
37060	1627	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1627	5	voice	voice	NN
37060	1627	6	trailing	trail	VBG
37060	1627	7	off	off	RP
37060	1627	8	into	into	IN
37060	1627	9	nothingness	nothingness	NN
37060	1627	10	;	;	:
37060	1627	11	the	the	DT
37060	1627	12	new	new	JJ
37060	1627	13	day	day	NN
37060	1627	14	would	would	MD
37060	1627	15	reveal	reveal	VB
37060	1627	16	what	what	WP
37060	1627	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1627	18	could	could	MD
37060	1627	19	and	and	CC
37060	1627	20	could	could	MD
37060	1627	21	not	not	RB
37060	1627	22	do	do	VB
37060	1627	23	.	.	.
37060	1628	1	With	with	IN
37060	1628	2	the	the	DT
37060	1628	3	dawn	dawn	NN
37060	1628	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1628	5	found	find	VBD
37060	1628	6	that	that	IN
37060	1628	7	many	many	JJ
37060	1628	8	things	thing	NNS
37060	1628	9	were	be	VBD
37060	1628	10	considerably	considerably	RB
37060	1628	11	more	more	RBR
37060	1628	12	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	1628	13	to	to	TO
37060	1628	14	accomplish	accomplish	VB
37060	1628	15	.	.	.
37060	1629	1	After	after	IN
37060	1629	2	bathing	bathe	VBG
37060	1629	3	,	,	,
37060	1629	4	with	with	IN
37060	1629	5	Mom	mom	NN
37060	1629	6	's	's	POS
37060	1629	7	assistance	assistance	NN
37060	1629	8	,	,	,
37060	1629	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1629	10	succeeded	succeed	VBD
37060	1629	11	in	in	IN
37060	1629	12	the	the	DT
37060	1629	13	insertion	insertion	NN
37060	1629	14	of	of	IN
37060	1629	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1629	16	contacts	contact	NNS
37060	1629	17	,	,	,
37060	1629	18	however	however	RB
37060	1629	19	,	,	,
37060	1629	20	even	even	RB
37060	1629	21	though	though	IN
37060	1629	22	the	the	DT
37060	1629	23	process	process	NN
37060	1629	24	required	require	VBD
37060	1629	25	more	more	JJR
37060	1629	26	time	time	NN
37060	1629	27	and	and	CC
37060	1629	28	effort	effort	NN
37060	1629	29	than	than	IN
37060	1629	30	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1629	31	had	have	VBD
37060	1629	32	previously	previously	RB
37060	1629	33	.	.	.
37060	1630	1	Shortly	shortly	RB
37060	1630	2	thereafter	thereafter	RB
37060	1630	3	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1630	4	W.	W.	NNP
37060	1630	5	pranced	prance	VBD
37060	1630	6	into	into	IN
37060	1630	7	the	the	DT
37060	1630	8	room	room	NN
37060	1630	9	.	.	.
37060	1631	1	"	"	``
37060	1631	2	Hi	hi	UH
37060	1631	3	!	!	.
37060	1631	4	"	"	''
37060	1632	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1632	2	said	say	VBD
37060	1632	3	cheerfully	cheerfully	RB
37060	1632	4	,	,	,
37060	1632	5	eyeing	eye	VBG
37060	1632	6	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1632	7	with	with	IN
37060	1632	8	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	1632	9	mirth	mirth	NNP
37060	1632	10	and	and	CC
37060	1632	11	unaccountably	unaccountably	RB
37060	1632	12	good	good	JJ
37060	1632	13	spirits	spirit	NNS
37060	1632	14	.	.	.
37060	1633	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1633	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	1633	3	at	at	IN
37060	1633	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1633	5	from	from	IN
37060	1633	6	behind	behind	IN
37060	1633	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1633	8	clipboard	clipboard	NN
37060	1633	9	.	.	.
37060	1634	1	"	"	``
37060	1634	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1634	3	put	put	VBD
37060	1634	4	'em	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1634	5	in	in	RP
37060	1634	6	!	!	.
37060	1634	7	"	"	''
37060	1635	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1635	2	gazed	gaze	VBD
37060	1635	3	at	at	IN
37060	1635	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1635	5	with	with	IN
37060	1635	6	dumbfounded	dumbfounded	JJ
37060	1635	7	astonishment	astonishment	NN
37060	1635	8	and	and	CC
37060	1635	9	self	self	NN
37060	1635	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	1635	11	consciously	consciously	RB
37060	1635	12	adjusted	adjust	VBD
37060	1635	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1635	14	glasses	glass	NNS
37060	1635	15	.	.	.
37060	1636	1	"	"	``
37060	1636	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1636	3	did	do	VBD
37060	1636	4	n't	not	RB
37060	1636	5	think	think	VB
37060	1636	6	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1636	7	could	could	MD
37060	1636	8	possibly	possibly	RB
37060	1636	9	do	do	VB
37060	1636	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1636	11	with	with	IN
37060	1636	12	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1636	13	's	's	POS
37060	1636	14	in	in	IN
37060	1636	15	both	both	DT
37060	1636	16	arms	arm	NNS
37060	1636	17	.	.	.
37060	1637	1	.	.	.
37060	1638	1	.	.	.
37060	1638	2	"	"	''
37060	1639	1	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1639	2	said	say	VBD
37060	1639	3	,	,	,
37060	1639	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1639	5	voice	voice	NN
37060	1639	6	shedding	shed	VBG
37060	1639	7	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1639	8	tone	tone	NN
37060	1639	9	of	of	IN
37060	1639	10	superiority	superiority	NN
37060	1639	11	and	and	CC
37060	1639	12	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	1639	13	.	.	.
37060	1640	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1640	2	grinned	grin	VBD
37060	1640	3	at	at	IN
37060	1640	4	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1640	5	widely	widely	RB
37060	1640	6	from	from	IN
37060	1640	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1640	8	bed	bed	NN
37060	1640	9	.	.	.
37060	1641	1	The	the	DT
37060	1641	2	following	follow	VBG
37060	1641	3	day	day	NN
37060	1641	4	,	,	,
37060	1641	5	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1641	6	W.	W.	NNP
37060	1641	7	wore	wear	VBD
37060	1641	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1641	9	contacts	contact	NNS
37060	1641	10	.	.	.
37060	1642	1	After	after	IN
37060	1642	2	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1642	3	W.	W.	NNP
37060	1642	4	had	have	VBD
37060	1642	5	departed	depart	VBN
37060	1642	6	,	,	,
37060	1642	7	blinking	blink	VBG
37060	1642	8	with	with	IN
37060	1642	9	stolid	stolid	JJ
37060	1642	10	determination	determination	NN
37060	1642	11	due	due	IN
37060	1642	12	to	to	IN
37060	1642	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1642	14	brave	brave	JJ
37060	1642	15	and	and	CC
37060	1642	16	noble	noble	JJ
37060	1642	17	undertaking	undertaking	NN
37060	1642	18	,	,	,
37060	1642	19	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1642	20	T.	T.	NNP
37060	1642	21	paid	pay	VBD
37060	1642	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1642	23	a	a	DT
37060	1642	24	visit	visit	NN
37060	1642	25	.	.	.
37060	1643	1	Asking	ask	VBG
37060	1643	2	about	about	IN
37060	1643	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1643	4	condition	condition	NN
37060	1643	5	,	,	,
37060	1643	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1643	7	could	could	MD
37060	1643	8	not	not	RB
37060	1643	9	refrain	refrain	VB
37060	1643	10	from	from	IN
37060	1643	11	lamenting	lament	VBG
37060	1643	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1643	13	lack	lack	NN
37060	1643	14	of	of	IN
37060	1643	15	mobility	mobility	NN
37060	1643	16	;	;	:
37060	1643	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1643	18	no	no	RB
37060	1643	19	longer	long	RBR
37060	1643	20	was	be	VBD
37060	1643	21	able	able	JJ
37060	1643	22	to	to	TO
37060	1643	23	draw	draw	VB
37060	1643	24	or	or	CC
37060	1643	25	take	take	VB
37060	1643	26	up	up	RP
37060	1643	27	a	a	DT
37060	1643	28	craft	craft	NN
37060	1643	29	,	,	,
37060	1643	30	among	among	IN
37060	1643	31	other	other	JJ
37060	1643	32	difficulties	difficulty	NNS
37060	1643	33	.	.	.
37060	1644	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1644	2	easily	easily	RB
37060	1644	3	perceived	perceive	VBD
37060	1644	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1644	5	frustration	frustration	NN
37060	1644	6	and	and	CC
37060	1644	7	proclaimed	proclaim	VBD
37060	1644	8	,	,	,
37060	1644	9	"	"	``
37060	1644	10	Well	well	UH
37060	1644	11	then	then	RB
37060	1644	12	,	,	,
37060	1644	13	this	this	DT
37060	1644	14	wo	will	MD
37060	1644	15	n't	not	RB
37060	1644	16	do	do	VB
37060	1644	17	!	!	.
37060	1644	18	"	"	''
37060	1645	1	and	and	CC
37060	1645	2	made	make	VBD
37060	1645	3	plans	plan	NNS
37060	1645	4	for	for	IN
37060	1645	5	an	an	DT
37060	1645	6	alternate	alternate	JJ
37060	1645	7	solution	solution	NN
37060	1645	8	;	;	:
37060	1645	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1645	10	beamed	beam	VBD
37060	1645	11	with	with	IN
37060	1645	12	joy	joy	NN
37060	1645	13	to	to	TO
37060	1645	14	think	think	VB
37060	1645	15	that	that	IN
37060	1645	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1645	17	would	would	MD
37060	1645	18	be	be	VB
37060	1645	19	able	able	JJ
37060	1645	20	to	to	TO
37060	1645	21	resume	resume	VB
37060	1645	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1645	23	former	former	JJ
37060	1645	24	activities	activity	NNS
37060	1645	25	.	.	.
37060	1646	1	That	that	DT
37060	1646	2	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	1646	3	,	,	,
37060	1646	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1646	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1646	6	greeted	greet	VBN
37060	1646	7	by	by	IN
37060	1646	8	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1646	9	M.	M.	NNP
37060	1646	10	who	who	WP
37060	1646	11	had	have	VBD
37060	1646	12	received	receive	VBN
37060	1646	13	instructions	instruction	NNS
37060	1646	14	to	to	TO
37060	1646	15	replace	replace	VB
37060	1646	16	one	one	CD
37060	1646	17	of	of	IN
37060	1646	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1646	19	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1646	20	's	's	POS
37060	1646	21	to	to	IN
37060	1646	22	a	a	DT
37060	1646	23	vein	vein	NN
37060	1646	24	located	locate	VBN
37060	1646	25	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	1646	26	below	below	IN
37060	1646	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1646	28	neck	neck	NN
37060	1646	29	,	,	,
37060	1646	30	which	which	WDT
37060	1646	31	would	would	MD
37060	1646	32	be	be	VB
37060	1646	33	a	a	DT
37060	1646	34	more	more	RBR
37060	1646	35	permanent	permanent	JJ
37060	1646	36	,	,	,
37060	1646	37	as	as	RB
37060	1646	38	well	well	RB
37060	1646	39	as	as	IN
37060	1646	40	a	a	DT
37060	1646	41	more	more	RBR
37060	1646	42	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	1646	43	position	position	NN
37060	1646	44	.	.	.
37060	1647	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1647	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	1647	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1647	4	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1647	5	to	to	TO
37060	1647	6	leave	leave	VB
37060	1647	7	the	the	DT
37060	1647	8	room	room	NN
37060	1647	9	;	;	:
37060	1647	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1647	11	began	begin	VBD
37060	1647	12	to	to	TO
37060	1647	13	panic	panic	VB
37060	1647	14	!	!	.
37060	1648	1	If	if	IN
37060	1648	2	the	the	DT
37060	1648	3	insertion	insertion	NN
37060	1648	4	of	of	IN
37060	1648	5	the	the	DT
37060	1648	6	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1648	7	was	be	VBD
37060	1648	8	going	go	VBG
37060	1648	9	to	to	TO
37060	1648	10	create	create	VB
37060	1648	11	a	a	DT
37060	1648	12	lot	lot	NN
37060	1648	13	of	of	IN
37060	1648	14	pain	pain	NN
37060	1648	15	,	,	,
37060	1648	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1648	17	wanted	want	VBD
37060	1648	18	no	no	DT
37060	1648	19	part	part	NN
37060	1648	20	of	of	IN
37060	1648	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1648	22	.	.	.
37060	1649	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1649	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1649	3	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	1649	4	stricken	stricken	VBN
37060	1649	5	with	with	IN
37060	1649	6	fear	fear	NN
37060	1649	7	,	,	,
37060	1649	8	as	as	IN
37060	1649	9	if	if	IN
37060	1649	10	all	all	DT
37060	1649	11	of	of	IN
37060	1649	12	the	the	DT
37060	1649	13	events	event	NNS
37060	1649	14	of	of	IN
37060	1649	15	the	the	DT
37060	1649	16	past	past	JJ
37060	1649	17	weeks	week	NNS
37060	1649	18	were	be	VBD
37060	1649	19	thrust	thrust	VBN
37060	1649	20	upon	upon	IN
37060	1649	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1649	22	at	at	IN
37060	1649	23	once	once	RB
37060	1649	24	.	.	.
37060	1650	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1650	2	could	could	MD
37060	1650	3	bear	bear	VB
37060	1650	4	no	no	DT
37060	1650	5	more	more	JJR
37060	1650	6	,	,	,
37060	1650	7	and	and	CC
37060	1650	8	tears	tear	NNS
37060	1650	9	welled	well	VBD
37060	1650	10	up	up	RP
37060	1650	11	in	in	IN
37060	1650	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1650	13	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1650	14	in	in	IN
37060	1650	15	apprehension	apprehension	NN
37060	1650	16	for	for	IN
37060	1650	17	the	the	DT
37060	1650	18	relatively	relatively	RB
37060	1650	19	simple	simple	JJ
37060	1650	20	procedure	procedure	NN
37060	1650	21	;	;	:
37060	1650	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1650	23	had	have	VBD
37060	1650	24	already	already	RB
37060	1650	25	withstood	withstand	VBN
37060	1650	26	much	much	RB
37060	1650	27	worse	bad	JJR
37060	1650	28	,	,	,
37060	1650	29	yet	yet	CC
37060	1650	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1650	31	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	1650	32	limit	limit	NN
37060	1650	33	had	have	VBD
37060	1650	34	been	be	VBN
37060	1650	35	reached	reach	VBN
37060	1650	36	.	.	.
37060	1651	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1651	2	sat	sit	VBD
37060	1651	3	,	,	,
37060	1651	4	set	set	VBN
37060	1651	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	1651	6	eyed	eyed	JJ
37060	1651	7	,	,	,
37060	1651	8	while	while	IN
37060	1651	9	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1651	10	M.	M.	NNP
37060	1651	11	set	set	VBD
37060	1651	12	to	to	IN
37060	1651	13	work	work	VB
37060	1651	14	.	.	.
37060	1652	1	Trying	try	VBG
37060	1652	2	to	to	TO
37060	1652	3	anticipate	anticipate	VB
37060	1652	4	a	a	DT
37060	1652	5	stab	stab	NN
37060	1652	6	of	of	IN
37060	1652	7	pain	pain	NN
37060	1652	8	,	,	,
37060	1652	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1652	10	watched	watch	VBD
37060	1652	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1652	12	nervously	nervously	RB
37060	1652	13	as	as	IN
37060	1652	14	the	the	DT
37060	1652	15	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	1652	16	sailed	sail	VBD
37060	1652	17	by	by	IN
37060	1652	18	.	.	.
37060	1653	1	"	"	``
37060	1653	2	There	there	RB
37060	1653	3	,	,	,
37060	1653	4	"	"	''
37060	1653	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1653	6	said	say	VBD
37060	1653	7	,	,	,
37060	1653	8	leaning	lean	VBG
37060	1653	9	away	away	RB
37060	1653	10	from	from	IN
37060	1653	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1653	12	.	.	.
37060	1654	1	"	"	``
37060	1654	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1654	3	're	be	VBP
37060	1654	4	not	not	RB
37060	1654	5	done	do	VBN
37060	1654	6	,	,	,
37060	1654	7	are	be	VBP
37060	1654	8	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1654	9	?	?	.
37060	1654	10	"	"	''
37060	1655	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1655	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	1655	3	,	,	,
37060	1655	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	1655	5	certain	certain	JJ
37060	1655	6	that	that	IN
37060	1655	7	the	the	DT
37060	1655	8	worst	bad	JJS
37060	1655	9	was	be	VBD
37060	1655	10	yet	yet	RB
37060	1655	11	to	to	TO
37060	1655	12	come	come	VB
37060	1655	13	,	,	,
37060	1655	14	for	for	IN
37060	1655	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1655	16	had	have	VBD
37060	1655	17	felt	feel	VBN
37060	1655	18	no	no	DT
37060	1655	19	urge	urge	NN
37060	1655	20	whatsoever	whatsoever	RB
37060	1655	21	to	to	TO
37060	1655	22	flinch	flinch	VB
37060	1655	23	or	or	CC
37060	1655	24	grit	grit	VB
37060	1655	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1655	26	teeth	tooth	NNS
37060	1655	27	;	;	:
37060	1655	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1655	29	had	have	VBD
37060	1655	30	felt	feel	VBN
37060	1655	31	no	no	DT
37060	1655	32	sensation	sensation	NN
37060	1655	33	at	at	RB
37060	1655	34	all	all	RB
37060	1655	35	.	.	.
37060	1656	1	"	"	``
37060	1656	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1656	3	'm	be	VBP
37060	1656	4	all	all	RB
37060	1656	5	finished	finish	VBN
37060	1656	6	,	,	,
37060	1656	7	"	"	''
37060	1656	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1656	9	said	say	VBD
37060	1656	10	with	with	IN
37060	1656	11	a	a	DT
37060	1656	12	smile	smile	NN
37060	1656	13	.	.	.
37060	1657	1	"	"	``
37060	1657	2	But	but	CC
37060	1657	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1657	4	did	do	VBD
37060	1657	5	n't	not	RB
37060	1657	6	hurt	hurt	VB
37060	1657	7	at	at	RB
37060	1657	8	all	all	RB
37060	1657	9	!	!	.
37060	1657	10	"	"	''
37060	1658	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1658	2	said	say	VBD
37060	1658	3	incredulously	incredulously	RB
37060	1658	4	,	,	,
37060	1658	5	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	1658	6	wanting	want	VBG
37060	1658	7	to	to	TO
37060	1658	8	hug	hug	VB
37060	1658	9	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1658	10	.	.	.
37060	1659	1	"	"	``
37060	1659	2	Like	like	IN
37060	1659	3	,	,	,
37060	1659	4	"	"	''
37060	1659	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1659	6	said	say	VBD
37060	1659	7	,	,	,
37060	1659	8	"	"	``
37060	1659	9	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	1659	10	people	people	NNS
37060	1659	11	feel	feel	VBP
37060	1659	12	pain	pain	NN
37060	1659	13	,	,	,
37060	1659	14	and	and	CC
37060	1659	15	other	other	JJ
37060	1659	16	times	time	NNS
37060	1659	17	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1659	18	do	do	VBP
37060	1659	19	n't	not	RB
37060	1659	20	.	.	.
37060	1659	21	"	"	''
37060	1660	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1660	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	1660	3	at	at	IN
37060	1660	4	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1660	5	in	in	IN
37060	1660	6	admiration	admiration	NN
37060	1660	7	.	.	.
37060	1661	1	After	after	IN
37060	1661	2	the	the	DT
37060	1661	3	episode	episode	NN
37060	1661	4	with	with	IN
37060	1661	5	the	the	DT
37060	1661	6	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1661	7	,	,	,
37060	1661	8	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1661	9	M.	M.	NNP
37060	1661	10	won	win	VBD
37060	1661	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1661	12	undiluted	undiluted	JJ
37060	1661	13	and	and	CC
37060	1661	14	devoted	devoted	JJ
37060	1661	15	trust	trust	NN
37060	1661	16	;	;	:
37060	1661	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1661	18	was	be	VBD
37060	1661	19	the	the	DT
37060	1661	20	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1661	21	who	who	WP
37060	1661	22	actually	actually	RB
37060	1661	23	performed	perform	VBD
37060	1661	24	the	the	DT
37060	1661	25	bulk	bulk	NN
37060	1661	26	of	of	IN
37060	1661	27	the	the	DT
37060	1661	28	work	work	NN
37060	1661	29	load	load	NN
37060	1661	30	in	in	IN
37060	1661	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1661	32	case	case	NN
37060	1661	33	,	,	,
37060	1661	34	and	and	CC
37060	1661	35	as	as	IN
37060	1661	36	the	the	DT
37060	1661	37	weeks	week	NNS
37060	1661	38	passed	pass	VBD
37060	1661	39	,	,	,
37060	1661	40	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1661	41	knew	know	VBD
37060	1661	42	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1661	43	was	be	VBD
37060	1661	44	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1661	45	who	who	WP
37060	1661	46	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1661	47	would	would	MD
37060	1661	48	miss	miss	VB
37060	1661	49	,	,	,
37060	1661	50	more	more	JJR
37060	1661	51	than	than	IN
37060	1661	52	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	1661	53	,	,	,
37060	1661	54	when	when	WRB
37060	1661	55	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1661	56	had	have	VBD
37060	1661	57	shed	shed	VBN
37060	1661	58	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1661	59	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1661	60	gown	gown	JJ
37060	1661	61	for	for	IN
37060	1661	62	street	street	NN
37060	1661	63	attire	attire	NN
37060	1661	64	.	.	.
37060	1662	1	Whereas	whereas	IN
37060	1662	2	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1662	3	T.	T.	NNP
37060	1662	4	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1662	5	rather	rather	RB
37060	1662	6	like	like	IN
37060	1662	7	a	a	DT
37060	1662	8	paternal	paternal	JJ
37060	1662	9	figure	figure	NN
37060	1662	10	,	,	,
37060	1662	11	and	and	CC
37060	1662	12	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1662	13	W.	W.	NNP
37060	1662	14	a	a	DT
37060	1662	15	sibling	sible	VBG
37060	1662	16	rival	rival	NN
37060	1662	17	,	,	,
37060	1662	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1662	19	came	come	VBD
37060	1662	20	to	to	TO
37060	1662	21	look	look	VB
37060	1662	22	upon	upon	IN
37060	1662	23	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1662	24	M.	M.	NNP
37060	1662	25	as	as	IN
37060	1662	26	a	a	DT
37060	1662	27	friend	friend	NN
37060	1662	28	.	.	.
37060	1663	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1663	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1663	3	a	a	DT
37060	1663	4	shame	shame	NN
37060	1663	5	,	,	,
37060	1663	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1663	7	thought	think	VBD
37060	1663	8	,	,	,
37060	1663	9	that	that	IN
37060	1663	10	some	some	DT
37060	1663	11	patients	patient	NNS
37060	1663	12	never	never	RB
37060	1663	13	regard	regard	VBP
37060	1663	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1663	15	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1663	16	as	as	IN
37060	1663	17	a	a	DT
37060	1663	18	human	human	JJ
37060	1663	19	being	being	NN
37060	1663	20	,	,	,
37060	1663	21	seeing	see	VBG
37060	1663	22	only	only	RB
37060	1663	23	the	the	DT
37060	1663	24	suit	suit	NN
37060	1663	25	or	or	CC
37060	1663	26	white	white	JJ
37060	1663	27	jacket	jacket	NN
37060	1663	28	and	and	CC
37060	1663	29	ignoring	ignore	VBG
37060	1663	30	the	the	DT
37060	1663	31	features	feature	NNS
37060	1663	32	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	1663	33	.	.	.
37060	1664	1	As	as	IN
37060	1664	2	the	the	DT
37060	1664	3	days	day	NNS
37060	1664	4	wore	wear	VBD
37060	1664	5	on	on	RB
37060	1664	6	,	,	,
37060	1664	7	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	1664	8	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1664	9	to	to	TO
37060	1664	10	have	have	VB
37060	1664	11	become	become	VBN
37060	1664	12	a	a	DT
37060	1664	13	permanent	permanent	JJ
37060	1664	14	fixture	fixture	NN
37060	1664	15	,	,	,
37060	1664	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1664	17	developed	develop	VBD
37060	1664	18	a	a	DT
37060	1664	19	friendly	friendly	JJ
37060	1664	20	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	1664	21	with	with	IN
37060	1664	22	one	one	CD
37060	1664	23	of	of	IN
37060	1664	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1664	25	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	1664	26	roommates	roommate	NNS
37060	1664	27	.	.	.
37060	1665	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1665	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1665	3	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	1665	4	older	old	JJR
37060	1665	5	than	than	IN
37060	1665	6	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1665	7	,	,	,
37060	1665	8	fifteen	fifteen	CD
37060	1665	9	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	1665	10	,	,	,
37060	1665	11	and	and	CC
37060	1665	12	had	have	VBD
37060	1665	13	come	come	VBN
37060	1665	14	to	to	IN
37060	1665	15	the	the	DT
37060	1665	16	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	1665	17	from	from	IN
37060	1665	18	a	a	DT
37060	1665	19	southern	southern	JJ
37060	1665	20	state	state	NN
37060	1665	21	.	.	.
37060	1666	1	As	as	IN
37060	1666	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1666	3	rattled	rattle	VBD
37060	1666	4	on	on	RP
37060	1666	5	,	,	,
37060	1666	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1666	7	found	find	VBD
37060	1666	8	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1666	9	unintentionally	unintentionally	RB
37060	1666	10	mimicking	mimic	VBG
37060	1666	11	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1666	12	accent	accent	NN
37060	1666	13	,	,	,
37060	1666	14	as	as	IN
37060	1666	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1666	16	often	often	RB
37060	1666	17	would	would	MD
37060	1666	18	do	do	VB
37060	1666	19	when	when	WRB
37060	1666	20	engaged	engage	VBN
37060	1666	21	in	in	IN
37060	1666	22	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	1666	23	with	with	IN
37060	1666	24	one	one	CD
37060	1666	25	boasting	boast	VBG
37060	1666	26	a	a	DT
37060	1666	27	heavy	heavy	JJ
37060	1666	28	accent	accent	NN
37060	1666	29	.	.	.
37060	1667	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1667	2	always	always	RB
37060	1667	3	tried	try	VBD
37060	1667	4	to	to	TO
37060	1667	5	control	control	VB
37060	1667	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1667	7	propensity	propensity	NN
37060	1667	8	,	,	,
37060	1667	9	and	and	CC
37060	1667	10	succeeded	succeed	VBD
37060	1667	11	when	when	WRB
37060	1667	12	speaking	speak	VBG
37060	1667	13	to	to	IN
37060	1667	14	someone	someone	NN
37060	1667	15	else	else	RB
37060	1667	16	,	,	,
37060	1667	17	yet	yet	RB
37060	1667	18	to	to	IN
37060	1667	19	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1667	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1667	21	would	would	MD
37060	1667	22	inevitably	inevitably	RB
37060	1667	23	twang	twang	VB
37060	1667	24	the	the	DT
37060	1667	25	words	word	NNS
37060	1667	26	off	off	IN
37060	1667	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1667	28	tongue	tongue	NN
37060	1667	29	with	with	IN
37060	1667	30	a	a	DT
37060	1667	31	hint	hint	NN
37060	1667	32	of	of	IN
37060	1667	33	a	a	DT
37060	1667	34	southern	southern	JJ
37060	1667	35	drawl	drawl	NN
37060	1667	36	;	;	:
37060	1667	37	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1667	38	did	do	VBD
37060	1667	39	not	not	RB
37060	1667	40	appear	appear	VB
37060	1667	41	to	to	TO
37060	1667	42	notice	notice	VB
37060	1667	43	,	,	,
37060	1667	44	however	however	RB
37060	1667	45	,	,	,
37060	1667	46	and	and	CC
37060	1667	47	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1667	48	am	be	VBP
37060	1667	49	sure	sure	JJ
37060	1667	50	that	that	IN
37060	1667	51	if	if	IN
37060	1667	52	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1667	53	had	have	VBD
37060	1667	54	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1667	55	would	would	MD
37060	1667	56	not	not	RB
37060	1667	57	have	have	VB
37060	1667	58	been	be	VBN
37060	1667	59	insulted	insult	VBN
37060	1667	60	.	.	.
37060	1668	1	Julie	Julie	NNP
37060	1668	2	resided	reside	VBD
37060	1668	3	across	across	IN
37060	1668	4	the	the	DT
37060	1668	5	room	room	NN
37060	1668	6	for	for	IN
37060	1668	7	more	more	JJR
37060	1668	8	days	day	NNS
37060	1668	9	than	than	IN
37060	1668	10	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	1668	11	else	else	RB
37060	1668	12	,	,	,
37060	1668	13	for	for	IN
37060	1668	14	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1668	15	condition	condition	NN
37060	1668	16	quite	quite	RB
37060	1668	17	perplexed	perplex	VBD
37060	1668	18	the	the	DT
37060	1668	19	physicians	physician	NNS
37060	1668	20	.	.	.
37060	1669	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1669	2	,	,	,
37060	1669	3	as	as	RB
37060	1669	4	well	well	RB
37060	1669	5	as	as	IN
37060	1669	6	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1669	7	entire	entire	JJ
37060	1669	8	family	family	NN
37060	1669	9	,	,	,
37060	1669	10	suffered	suffer	VBN
37060	1669	11	from	from	IN
37060	1669	12	acute	acute	JJ
37060	1669	13	fatigue	fatigue	NN
37060	1669	14	;	;	:
37060	1669	15	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	1669	16	the	the	DT
37060	1669	17	better	well	JJR
37060	1669	18	portion	portion	NN
37060	1669	19	of	of	IN
37060	1669	20	the	the	DT
37060	1669	21	day	day	NN
37060	1669	22	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1669	23	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1669	24	sleepy	sleepy	JJ
37060	1669	25	,	,	,
37060	1669	26	and	and	CC
37060	1669	27	could	could	MD
37060	1669	28	nap	nap	VB
37060	1669	29	at	at	IN
37060	1669	30	any	any	DT
37060	1669	31	time	time	NN
37060	1669	32	the	the	DT
37060	1669	33	order	order	NN
37060	1669	34	was	be	VBD
37060	1669	35	given	give	VBN
37060	1669	36	.	.	.
37060	1670	1	Eventually	eventually	RB
37060	1670	2	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1670	3	released	release	VBD
37060	1670	4	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1670	5	from	from	IN
37060	1670	6	the	the	DT
37060	1670	7	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1670	8	's	's	POS
37060	1670	9	care	care	NN
37060	1670	10	,	,	,
37060	1670	11	unable	unable	JJ
37060	1670	12	to	to	TO
37060	1670	13	pinpoint	pinpoint	VB
37060	1670	14	the	the	DT
37060	1670	15	problem	problem	NN
37060	1670	16	after	after	IN
37060	1670	17	countless	countless	JJ
37060	1670	18	tests	test	NNS
37060	1670	19	,	,	,
37060	1670	20	both	both	DT
37060	1670	21	mental	mental	JJ
37060	1670	22	and	and	CC
37060	1670	23	physical	physical	JJ
37060	1670	24	.	.	.
37060	1671	1	Julie	Julie	NNP
37060	1671	2	accompanied	accompany	VBD
37060	1671	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1671	4	on	on	IN
37060	1671	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1671	6	trips	trip	NNS
37060	1671	7	through	through	IN
37060	1671	8	the	the	DT
37060	1671	9	halls	hall	NNS
37060	1671	10	,	,	,
37060	1671	11	and	and	CC
37060	1671	12	grew	grow	VBD
37060	1671	13	accustomed	accustomed	JJ
37060	1671	14	to	to	IN
37060	1671	15	standing	stand	VBG
37060	1671	16	beside	beside	IN
37060	1671	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1671	18	as	as	IN
37060	1671	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1671	20	stared	stare	VBD
37060	1671	21	dreamily	dreamily	RB
37060	1671	22	at	at	IN
37060	1671	23	the	the	DT
37060	1671	24	canteens	canteen	NNS
37060	1671	25	.	.	.
37060	1672	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1672	2	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	1672	3	helped	help	VBD
37060	1672	4	to	to	TO
37060	1672	5	stave	stave	VB
37060	1672	6	off	off	RP
37060	1672	7	monotony	monotony	NN
37060	1672	8	as	as	IN
37060	1672	9	the	the	DT
37060	1672	10	month	month	NN
37060	1672	11	of	of	IN
37060	1672	12	August	August	NNP
37060	1672	13	limped	limp	VBN
37060	1672	14	along	along	RB
37060	1672	15	.	.	.
37060	1673	1	Even	even	RB
37060	1673	2	after	after	IN
37060	1673	3	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1673	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1673	5	dismissed	dismiss	VBN
37060	1673	6	,	,	,
37060	1673	7	Julie	Julie	NNP
37060	1673	8	still	still	RB
37060	1673	9	came	come	VBD
37060	1673	10	to	to	TO
37060	1673	11	visit	visit	VB
37060	1673	12	,	,	,
37060	1673	13	as	as	IN
37060	1673	14	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1673	15	was	be	VBD
37060	1673	16	staying	stay	VBG
37060	1673	17	in	in	IN
37060	1673	18	the	the	DT
37060	1673	19	city	city	NN
37060	1673	20	while	while	IN
37060	1673	21	tests	test	NNS
37060	1673	22	on	on	IN
37060	1673	23	other	other	JJ
37060	1673	24	family	family	NN
37060	1673	25	members	member	NNS
37060	1673	26	were	be	VBD
37060	1673	27	run	run	VBN
37060	1673	28	.	.	.
37060	1674	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	1674	2	there	there	EX
37060	1674	3	were	be	VBD
37060	1674	4	those	those	DT
37060	1674	5	who	who	WP
37060	1674	6	were	be	VBD
37060	1674	7	lonely	lonely	JJ
37060	1674	8	in	in	IN
37060	1674	9	the	the	DT
37060	1674	10	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1674	11	,	,	,
37060	1674	12	yet	yet	CC
37060	1674	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1674	14	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	1674	15	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1674	16	so	so	IN
37060	1674	17	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1674	18	.	.	.
37060	1675	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	1675	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1675	3	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1675	4	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	1675	5	the	the	DT
37060	1675	6	majority	majority	NN
37060	1675	7	of	of	IN
37060	1675	8	the	the	DT
37060	1675	9	day	day	NN
37060	1675	10	,	,	,
37060	1675	11	augmented	augment	VBN
37060	1675	12	by	by	IN
37060	1675	13	patients	patient	NNS
37060	1675	14	that	that	IN
37060	1675	15	one	one	PRP
37060	1675	16	would	would	MD
37060	1675	17	inevitably	inevitably	RB
37060	1675	18	begin	begin	VB
37060	1675	19	to	to	TO
37060	1675	20	recognize	recognize	VB
37060	1675	21	and	and	CC
37060	1675	22	the	the	DT
37060	1675	23	friendly	friendly	JJ
37060	1675	24	staff	staff	NN
37060	1675	25	of	of	IN
37060	1675	26	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1675	27	and	and	CC
37060	1675	28	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	1675	29	,	,	,
37060	1675	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1675	31	lacked	lack	VBD
37060	1675	32	no	no	DT
37060	1675	33	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	1675	34	.	.	.
37060	1676	1	The	the	DT
37060	1676	2	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1676	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1676	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	1676	5	populous	populous	JJ
37060	1676	6	.	.	.
37060	1677	1	At	at	IN
37060	1677	2	night	night	NN
37060	1677	3	though	though	RB
37060	1677	4	,	,	,
37060	1677	5	when	when	WRB
37060	1677	6	the	the	DT
37060	1677	7	bustle	bustle	NN
37060	1677	8	of	of	IN
37060	1677	9	the	the	DT
37060	1677	10	day	day	NN
37060	1677	11	had	have	VBD
37060	1677	12	diminished	diminish	VBN
37060	1677	13	and	and	CC
37060	1677	14	the	the	DT
37060	1677	15	corridors	corridor	NNS
37060	1677	16	fell	fall	VBD
37060	1677	17	silent	silent	JJ
37060	1677	18	except	except	IN
37060	1677	19	for	for	IN
37060	1677	20	the	the	DT
37060	1677	21	rumbling	rumbling	NN
37060	1677	22	of	of	IN
37060	1677	23	an	an	DT
37060	1677	24	occasional	occasional	JJ
37060	1677	25	cart	cart	NN
37060	1677	26	,	,	,
37060	1677	27	and	and	CC
37060	1677	28	the	the	DT
37060	1677	29	muffled	muffle	VBN
37060	1677	30	steps	step	NNS
37060	1677	31	of	of	IN
37060	1677	32	the	the	DT
37060	1677	33	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	1677	34	performing	perform	VBG
37060	1677	35	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1677	36	nightly	nightly	JJ
37060	1677	37	rituals	ritual	NNS
37060	1677	38	or	or	CC
37060	1677	39	answering	answer	VBG
37060	1677	40	a	a	DT
37060	1677	41	patient	patient	NN
37060	1677	42	's	's	POS
37060	1677	43	light	light	NN
37060	1677	44	,	,	,
37060	1677	45	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1677	46	would	would	MD
37060	1677	47	often	often	RB
37060	1677	48	lay	lay	VB
37060	1677	49	awake	awake	JJ
37060	1677	50	and	and	CC
37060	1677	51	think	think	VB
37060	1677	52	of	of	IN
37060	1677	53	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1677	54	home	home	NN
37060	1677	55	far	far	RB
37060	1677	56	away	away	RB
37060	1677	57	or	or	CC
37060	1677	58	watch	watch	VB
37060	1677	59	the	the	DT
37060	1677	60	people	people	NNS
37060	1677	61	hurrying	hurry	VBG
37060	1677	62	along	along	IN
37060	1677	63	the	the	DT
37060	1677	64	sidewalk	sidewalk	NN
37060	1677	65	below	below	IN
37060	1677	66	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1677	67	window	window	NN
37060	1677	68	,	,	,
37060	1677	69	disappearing	disappear	VBG
37060	1677	70	into	into	IN
37060	1677	71	a	a	DT
37060	1677	72	car	car	NN
37060	1677	73	or	or	CC
37060	1677	74	stepping	step	VBG
37060	1677	75	from	from	IN
37060	1677	76	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	1677	77	a	a	DT
37060	1677	78	street	street	NN
37060	1677	79	lamp	lamp	NN
37060	1677	80	into	into	IN
37060	1677	81	a	a	DT
37060	1677	82	pool	pool	NN
37060	1677	83	of	of	IN
37060	1677	84	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	1677	85	.	.	.
37060	1678	1	How	how	WRB
37060	1678	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1678	3	longed	long	VBD
37060	1678	4	to	to	TO
37060	1678	5	be	be	VB
37060	1678	6	out	out	RB
37060	1678	7	there	there	RB
37060	1678	8	.	.	.
37060	1679	1	.	.	.
37060	1680	1	.	.	.
37060	1681	1	to	to	TO
37060	1681	2	feel	feel	VB
37060	1681	3	the	the	DT
37060	1681	4	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	1681	5	,	,	,
37060	1681	6	cool	cool	JJ
37060	1681	7	on	on	IN
37060	1681	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1681	9	face	face	NN
37060	1681	10	,	,	,
37060	1681	11	and	and	CC
37060	1681	12	hear	hear	VB
37060	1681	13	the	the	DT
37060	1681	14	faint	faint	JJ
37060	1681	15	scraping	scraping	NN
37060	1681	16	of	of	IN
37060	1681	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1681	18	footsteps	footstep	NNS
37060	1681	19	resounding	resound	VBG
37060	1681	20	on	on	IN
37060	1681	21	the	the	DT
37060	1681	22	cement	cement	NN
37060	1681	23	sidewalk	sidewalk	NN
37060	1681	24	.	.	.
37060	1682	1	.	.	.
37060	1683	1	.	.	.
37060	1684	1	All	all	DT
37060	1684	2	other	other	JJ
37060	1684	3	desires	desire	NNS
37060	1684	4	were	be	VBD
37060	1684	5	overshadowed	overshadow	VBN
37060	1684	6	by	by	IN
37060	1684	7	the	the	DT
37060	1684	8	wish	wish	NN
37060	1684	9	to	to	TO
37060	1684	10	be	be	VB
37060	1684	11	free	free	JJ
37060	1684	12	,	,	,
37060	1684	13	to	to	TO
37060	1684	14	live	live	VB
37060	1684	15	as	as	IN
37060	1684	16	one	one	CD
37060	1684	17	was	be	VBD
37060	1684	18	intended	intend	VBN
37060	1684	19	to	to	TO
37060	1684	20	live	live	VB
37060	1684	21	,	,	,
37060	1684	22	unhampered	unhampere	VBN
37060	1684	23	by	by	IN
37060	1684	24	tubes	tube	NNS
37060	1684	25	and	and	CC
37060	1684	26	needles	needle	NNS
37060	1684	27	;	;	:
37060	1684	28	once	once	IN
37060	1684	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1684	30	was	be	VBD
37060	1684	31	released	release	VBN
37060	1684	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1684	33	wanted	want	VBD
37060	1684	34	never	never	RB
37060	1684	35	to	to	TO
37060	1684	36	return	return	VB
37060	1684	37	.	.	.
37060	1685	1	Evening	evening	NN
37060	1685	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1685	3	often	often	RB
37060	1685	4	characterized	characterize	VBN
37060	1685	5	by	by	IN
37060	1685	6	a	a	DT
37060	1685	7	slight	slight	JJ
37060	1685	8	melancholy	melancholy	NN
37060	1685	9	,	,	,
37060	1685	10	a	a	DT
37060	1685	11	stab	stab	NN
37060	1685	12	of	of	IN
37060	1685	13	homesickness	homesickness	NN
37060	1685	14	,	,	,
37060	1685	15	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	1685	16	;	;	:
37060	1685	17	yet	yet	CC
37060	1685	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1685	19	knew	know	VBD
37060	1685	20	that	that	DT
37060	1685	21	mourning	mourn	VBG
37060	1685	22	for	for	IN
37060	1685	23	that	that	DT
37060	1685	24	which	which	WDT
37060	1685	25	one	one	NN
37060	1685	26	does	do	VBZ
37060	1685	27	not	not	RB
37060	1685	28	have	have	VB
37060	1685	29	was	be	VBD
37060	1685	30	a	a	DT
37060	1685	31	pointless	pointless	JJ
37060	1685	32	,	,	,
37060	1685	33	self	self	NN
37060	1685	34	-	-	HYPH
37060	1685	35	destructive	destructive	JJ
37060	1685	36	endeavor	endeavor	NN
37060	1685	37	,	,	,
37060	1685	38	and	and	CC
37060	1685	39	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1685	40	would	would	MD
37060	1685	41	focus	focus	VB
37060	1685	42	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1685	43	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1685	44	on	on	IN
37060	1685	45	the	the	DT
37060	1685	46	present	present	NN
37060	1685	47	,	,	,
37060	1685	48	resolutely	resolutely	RB
37060	1685	49	determined	determined	JJ
37060	1685	50	to	to	TO
37060	1685	51	face	face	VB
37060	1685	52	each	each	DT
37060	1685	53	challenge	challenge	NN
37060	1685	54	as	as	RB
37060	1685	55	courageously	courageously	RB
37060	1685	56	as	as	IN
37060	1685	57	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1685	58	possibly	possibly	RB
37060	1685	59	could	could	MD
37060	1685	60	.	.	.
37060	1686	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1686	2	welcomed	welcome	VBD
37060	1686	3	each	each	DT
37060	1686	4	new	new	JJ
37060	1686	5	dawn	dawn	NN
37060	1686	6	,	,	,
37060	1686	7	thinking	think	VBG
37060	1686	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1686	9	to	to	TO
37060	1686	10	be	be	VB
37060	1686	11	the	the	DT
37060	1686	12	start	start	NN
37060	1686	13	of	of	IN
37060	1686	14	one	one	CD
37060	1686	15	less	less	JJR
37060	1686	16	day	day	NN
37060	1686	17	in	in	IN
37060	1686	18	the	the	DT
37060	1686	19	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1686	20	.	.	.
37060	1687	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1687	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1687	3	used	use	VBN
37060	1687	4	to	to	IN
37060	1687	5	the	the	DT
37060	1687	6	routine	routine	NN
37060	1687	7	now	now	RB
37060	1687	8	,	,	,
37060	1687	9	every	every	DT
37060	1687	10	aspect	aspect	NN
37060	1687	11	a	a	DT
37060	1687	12	natural	natural	JJ
37060	1687	13	part	part	NN
37060	1687	14	of	of	IN
37060	1687	15	this	this	DT
37060	1687	16	temporary	temporary	JJ
37060	1687	17	form	form	NN
37060	1687	18	of	of	IN
37060	1687	19	reality	reality	NN
37060	1687	20	.	.	.
37060	1688	1	One	one	CD
37060	1688	2	day	day	NN
37060	1688	3	,	,	,
37060	1688	4	for	for	IN
37060	1688	5	amusement	amusement	NN
37060	1688	6	,	,	,
37060	1688	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1688	8	decided	decide	VBD
37060	1688	9	to	to	TO
37060	1688	10	count	count	VB
37060	1688	11	the	the	DT
37060	1688	12	pinprick	pinprick	NN
37060	1688	13	holes	hole	NNS
37060	1688	14	on	on	IN
37060	1688	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1688	16	thigh	thigh	NN
37060	1688	17	,	,	,
37060	1688	18	which	which	WDT
37060	1688	19	attested	attest	VBD
37060	1688	20	to	to	IN
37060	1688	21	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1688	22	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	1688	23	a	a	DT
37060	1688	24	ritualistic	ritualistic	JJ
37060	1688	25	shot	shot	NN
37060	1688	26	both	both	CC
37060	1688	27	morning	morning	NN
37060	1688	28	and	and	CC
37060	1688	29	night	night	NN
37060	1688	30	;	;	:
37060	1688	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1688	32	came	come	VBD
37060	1688	33	up	up	RP
37060	1688	34	with	with	IN
37060	1688	35	a	a	DT
37060	1688	36	total	total	NN
37060	1688	37	of	of	IN
37060	1688	38	32	32	CD
37060	1688	39	in	in	IN
37060	1688	40	one	one	CD
37060	1688	41	leg	leg	NN
37060	1688	42	alone	alone	RB
37060	1688	43	,	,	,
37060	1688	44	equalling	equal	VBG
37060	1688	45	16	16	CD
37060	1688	46	days	day	NNS
37060	1688	47	.	.	.
37060	1689	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1689	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1689	3	no	no	DT
37060	1689	4	great	great	JJ
37060	1689	5	wonder	wonder	NN
37060	1689	6	that	that	IN
37060	1689	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1689	8	muscles	muscle	NNS
37060	1689	9	were	be	VBD
37060	1689	10	rather	rather	RB
37060	1689	11	stiff	stiff	JJ
37060	1689	12	and	and	CC
37060	1689	13	inflexible	inflexible	JJ
37060	1689	14	for	for	IN
37060	1689	15	this	this	DT
37060	1689	16	was	be	VBD
37060	1689	17	quite	quite	RB
37060	1689	18	separate	separate	JJ
37060	1689	19	from	from	IN
37060	1689	20	acupuncture	acupuncture	NN
37060	1689	21	,	,	,
37060	1689	22	especially	especially	RB
37060	1689	23	on	on	IN
37060	1689	24	the	the	DT
37060	1689	25	few	few	JJ
37060	1689	26	occasions	occasion	NNS
37060	1689	27	when	when	WRB
37060	1689	28	the	the	DT
37060	1689	29	needle	needle	NN
37060	1689	30	was	be	VBD
37060	1689	31	a	a	DT
37060	1689	32	trifle	trifle	NN
37060	1689	33	dull	dull	JJ
37060	1689	34	.	.	.
37060	1690	1	Every	every	DT
37060	1690	2	day	day	NN
37060	1690	3	one	one	CD
37060	1690	4	of	of	IN
37060	1690	5	the	the	DT
37060	1690	6	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1690	7	would	would	MD
37060	1690	8	call	call	VB
37060	1690	9	on	on	IN
37060	1690	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1690	11	,	,	,
37060	1690	12	asking	ask	VBG
37060	1690	13	how	how	WRB
37060	1690	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1690	15	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1690	16	.	.	.
37060	1691	1	"	"	``
37060	1691	2	Fine	Fine	NNP
37060	1691	3	"	"	''
37060	1691	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1691	5	always	always	RB
37060	1691	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1691	7	automatic	automatic	JJ
37060	1691	8	response	response	NN
37060	1691	9	;	;	:
37060	1691	10	but	but	CC
37060	1691	11	for	for	IN
37060	1691	12	the	the	DT
37060	1691	13	tube	tube	NN
37060	1691	14	in	in	IN
37060	1691	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1691	16	nose	nose	NN
37060	1691	17	and	and	CC
37060	1691	18	no	no	DT
37060	1691	19	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	1691	20	tray	tray	NN
37060	1691	21	to	to	TO
37060	1691	22	look	look	VB
37060	1691	23	forward	forward	RB
37060	1691	24	to	to	IN
37060	1691	25	,	,	,
37060	1691	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1691	27	had	have	VBD
37060	1691	28	no	no	DT
37060	1691	29	complaints	complaint	NNS
37060	1691	30	.	.	.
37060	1692	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1692	2	incision	incision	NN
37060	1692	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1692	4	healing	heal	VBG
37060	1692	5	quite	quite	RB
37060	1692	6	well	well	RB
37060	1692	7	,	,	,
37060	1692	8	and	and	CC
37060	1692	9	with	with	IN
37060	1692	10	the	the	DT
37060	1692	11	new	new	JJ
37060	1692	12	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1692	13	,	,	,
37060	1692	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1692	15	was	be	VBD
37060	1692	16	relatively	relatively	RB
37060	1692	17	capable	capable	JJ
37060	1692	18	of	of	IN
37060	1692	19	anything	anything	NN
37060	1692	20	,	,	,
37060	1692	21	within	within	IN
37060	1692	22	reason	reason	NN
37060	1692	23	,	,	,
37060	1692	24	of	of	IN
37060	1692	25	course	course	NN
37060	1692	26	.	.	.
37060	1693	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1693	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1693	3	becoming	become	VBG
37060	1693	4	stronger	strong	JJR
37060	1693	5	,	,	,
37060	1693	6	and	and	CC
37060	1693	7	oddly	oddly	RB
37060	1693	8	enough	enough	JJ
37060	1693	9	,	,	,
37060	1693	10	gaining	gain	VBG
37060	1693	11	weight	weight	NN
37060	1693	12	.	.	.
37060	1694	1	This	this	DT
37060	1694	2	latter	latter	JJ
37060	1694	3	fact	fact	NN
37060	1694	4	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1694	5	to	to	TO
37060	1694	6	please	please	VB
37060	1694	7	the	the	DT
37060	1694	8	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1694	9	and	and	CC
37060	1694	10	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1694	11	would	would	MD
37060	1694	12	smile	smile	VB
37060	1694	13	,	,	,
37060	1694	14	saying	say	VBG
37060	1694	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1694	16	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1694	17	solution	solution	NN
37060	1694	18	was	be	VBD
37060	1694	19	like	like	IN
37060	1694	20	eating	eat	VBG
37060	1694	21	a	a	DT
37060	1694	22	steak	steak	NN
37060	1694	23	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	1694	24	each	each	DT
37060	1694	25	evening	evening	NN
37060	1694	26	.	.	.
37060	1695	1	"	"	``
37060	1695	2	No	no	DT
37060	1695	3	offense	offense	NN
37060	1695	4	"	"	''
37060	1695	5	.	.	.
37060	1696	1	.	.	.
37060	1697	1	.	.	.
37060	1698	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1698	2	said	say	VBD
37060	1698	3	,	,	,
37060	1698	4	"	"	``
37060	1698	5	but	but	CC
37060	1698	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1698	7	'd	'd	MD
37060	1698	8	rather	rather	RB
37060	1698	9	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	1698	10	the	the	DT
37060	1698	11	traditional	traditional	JJ
37060	1698	12	kind	kind	NN
37060	1698	13	!	!	.
37060	1698	14	"	"	''
37060	1699	1	All	all	DT
37060	1699	2	of	of	RB
37060	1699	3	a	a	RB
37060	1699	4	sudden	sudden	JJ
37060	1699	5	,	,	,
37060	1699	6	amid	amid	IN
37060	1699	7	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1699	8	daily	daily	JJ
37060	1699	9	pre	pre	JJ
37060	1699	10	-	-	JJ
37060	1699	11	rehearsed	rehearsed	JJ
37060	1699	12	set	set	NN
37060	1699	13	of	of	IN
37060	1699	14	questions	question	NNS
37060	1699	15	,	,	,
37060	1699	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1699	17	was	be	VBD
37060	1699	18	asked	ask	VBN
37060	1699	19	whether	whether	IN
37060	1699	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1699	21	experienced	experience	VBD
37060	1699	22	any	any	DT
37060	1699	23	gas	gas	NN
37060	1699	24	.	.	.
37060	1700	1	"	"	``
37060	1700	2	A	a	DT
37060	1700	3	little	little	JJ
37060	1700	4	,	,	,
37060	1700	5	"	"	''
37060	1700	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1700	7	said	say	VBD
37060	1700	8	amusedly	amusedly	RB
37060	1700	9	.	.	.
37060	1701	1	"	"	``
37060	1701	2	What	what	WP
37060	1701	3	about	about	IN
37060	1701	4	a	a	DT
37060	1701	5	bowel	bowel	NN
37060	1701	6	movement	movement	NN
37060	1701	7	?	?	.
37060	1701	8	"	"	''
37060	1702	1	Somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	1702	2	aghast	aghast	JJ
37060	1702	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1702	4	looked	look	VBD
37060	1702	5	at	at	IN
37060	1702	6	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1702	7	and	and	CC
37060	1702	8	replied	reply	VBD
37060	1702	9	that	that	IN
37060	1702	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1702	11	had	have	VBD
37060	1702	12	not	not	RB
37060	1702	13	;	;	:
37060	1702	14	"	"	``
37060	1702	15	Why	why	WRB
37060	1702	16	?	?	.
37060	1702	17	"	"	''
37060	1703	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1703	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	1703	3	,	,	,
37060	1703	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	1703	5	perplexed	perplexed	JJ
37060	1703	6	.	.	.
37060	1704	1	"	"	``
37060	1704	2	Well	well	UH
37060	1704	3	,	,	,
37060	1704	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1704	5	see	see	VBP
37060	1704	6	,	,	,
37060	1704	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1704	8	do	do	VBP
37060	1704	9	n't	not	RB
37060	1704	10	want	want	VB
37060	1704	11	to	to	TO
37060	1704	12	start	start	VB
37060	1704	13	feeding	feed	VBG
37060	1704	14	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1704	15	until	until	IN
37060	1704	16	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1704	17	know	know	VBP
37060	1704	18	the	the	DT
37060	1704	19	system	system	NN
37060	1704	20	is	be	VBZ
37060	1704	21	functioning	function	VBG
37060	1704	22	properly	properly	RB
37060	1704	23	.	.	.
37060	1704	24	"	"	''
37060	1705	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1705	2	raised	raise	VBD
37060	1705	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1705	4	eyebrows	eyebrow	NNS
37060	1705	5	and	and	CC
37060	1705	6	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	1705	7	where	where	WRB
37060	1705	8	in	in	IN
37060	1705	9	the	the	DT
37060	1705	10	world	world	NN
37060	1705	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1705	12	thought	think	VBD
37060	1705	13	a	a	DT
37060	1705	14	bowel	bowel	NN
37060	1705	15	movement	movement	NN
37060	1705	16	would	would	MD
37060	1705	17	come	come	VB
37060	1705	18	from	from	IN
37060	1705	19	;	;	:
37060	1705	20	admittedly	admittedly	RB
37060	1705	21	,	,	,
37060	1705	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1705	23	devoured	devour	VBD
37060	1705	24	the	the	DT
37060	1705	25	thought	thought	NN
37060	1705	26	of	of	IN
37060	1705	27	food	food	NN
37060	1705	28	daily	daily	RB
37060	1705	29	,	,	,
37060	1705	30	but	but	CC
37060	1705	31	that	that	DT
37060	1705	32	would	would	MD
37060	1705	33	produce	produce	VB
37060	1705	34	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1705	35	of	of	IN
37060	1705	36	interest	interest	NN
37060	1705	37	to	to	IN
37060	1705	38	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1705	39	.	.	.
37060	1706	1	"	"	``
37060	1706	2	How	how	WRB
37060	1706	3	am	be	VBP
37060	1706	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1706	5	supposed	suppose	VBD
37060	1706	6	to	to	TO
37060	1706	7	go	go	VB
37060	1706	8	if	if	IN
37060	1706	9	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1706	10	do	do	VBP
37060	1706	11	n't	not	RB
37060	1706	12	feed	feed	VB
37060	1706	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1706	14	first	first	RB
37060	1706	15	?	?	.
37060	1706	16	"	"	''
37060	1707	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1707	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	1707	3	.	.	.
37060	1708	1	"	"	``
37060	1708	2	Other	other	JJ
37060	1708	3	people	people	NNS
37060	1708	4	move	move	VBP
37060	1708	5	regularly	regularly	RB
37060	1708	6	who	who	WP
37060	1708	7	are	be	VBP
37060	1708	8	on	on	IN
37060	1708	9	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1708	10	's	's	POS
37060	1708	11	,	,	,
37060	1708	12	"	"	''
37060	1708	13	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1708	14	said	say	VBD
37060	1708	15	.	.	.
37060	1709	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1709	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	1709	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1709	4	had	have	VBD
37060	1709	5	a	a	DT
37060	1709	6	problem	problem	NN
37060	1709	7	on	on	IN
37060	1709	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1709	9	hands	hand	NNS
37060	1709	10	.	.	.
37060	1710	1	If	if	IN
37060	1710	2	other	other	JJ
37060	1710	3	people	people	NNS
37060	1710	4	generally	generally	RB
37060	1710	5	"	"	``
37060	1710	6	went	go	VBD
37060	1710	7	"	"	''
37060	1710	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1710	9	meant	mean	VBD
37060	1710	10	that	that	IN
37060	1710	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1710	12	probably	probably	RB
37060	1710	13	would	would	MD
37060	1710	14	not	not	RB
37060	1710	15	;	;	:
37060	1710	16	in	in	IN
37060	1710	17	a	a	DT
37060	1710	18	world	world	NN
37060	1710	19	of	of	IN
37060	1710	20	rules	rule	NNS
37060	1710	21	,	,	,
37060	1710	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1710	23	was	be	VBD
37060	1710	24	often	often	RB
37060	1710	25	the	the	DT
37060	1710	26	exception	exception	NN
37060	1710	27	.	.	.
37060	1711	1	There	there	EX
37060	1711	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1711	3	no	no	DT
37060	1711	4	rhyme	rhyme	NNS
37060	1711	5	or	or	CC
37060	1711	6	reason	reason	NN
37060	1711	7	to	to	IN
37060	1711	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1711	9	physiology	physiology	NN
37060	1711	10	.	.	.
37060	1712	1	What	what	WP
37060	1712	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1712	3	"	"	``
37060	1712	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1712	5	"	"	''
37060	1712	6	.	.	.
37060	1713	1	.	.	.
37060	1714	1	.	.	.
37060	1715	1	for	for	IN
37060	1715	2	example	example	NN
37060	1715	3	,	,	,
37060	1715	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1715	5	always	always	RB
37060	1715	6	sneezed	sneeze	VBD
37060	1715	7	in	in	IN
37060	1715	8	threes	three	NNS
37060	1715	9	.	.	.
37060	1716	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1716	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1716	3	a	a	DT
37060	1716	4	simple	simple	JJ
37060	1716	5	fact	fact	NN
37060	1716	6	.	.	.
37060	1717	1	"	"	``
37060	1717	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1717	3	have	have	VBP
37060	1717	4	to	to	TO
37060	1717	5	go	go	VB
37060	1717	6	before	before	IN
37060	1717	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1717	8	get	get	VBP
37060	1717	9	to	to	TO
37060	1717	10	eat	eat	VB
37060	1717	11	...	...	:
37060	1717	12	oh	oh	UH
37060	1717	13	great	great	JJ
37060	1717	14	!	!	.
37060	1717	15	"	"	''
37060	1718	1	.	.	.
37060	1719	1	.	.	.
37060	1720	1	.	.	.
37060	1721	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1721	2	may	may	MD
37060	1721	3	never	never	RB
37060	1721	4	eat	eat	VB
37060	1721	5	again	again	RB
37060	1721	6	,	,	,
37060	1721	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1721	8	thought	think	VBD
37060	1721	9	dejectedly	dejectedly	RB
37060	1721	10	.	.	.
37060	1722	1	For	for	IN
37060	1722	2	the	the	DT
37060	1722	3	next	next	JJ
37060	1722	4	few	few	JJ
37060	1722	5	days	day	NNS
37060	1722	6	the	the	DT
37060	1722	7	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1722	8	would	would	MD
37060	1722	9	ask	ask	VB
37060	1722	10	if	if	IN
37060	1722	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1722	12	'd	have	VBD
37060	1722	13	had	have	VBD
37060	1722	14	a	a	DT
37060	1722	15	bowel	bowel	NN
37060	1722	16	movement	movement	NN
37060	1722	17	.	.	.
37060	1723	1	"	"	``
37060	1723	2	Nope	nope	UH
37060	1723	3	.	.	.
37060	1723	4	"	"	''
37060	1724	1	"	"	``
37060	1724	2	Any	any	DT
37060	1724	3	gas	gas	NN
37060	1724	4	?	?	.
37060	1724	5	"	"	''
37060	1725	1	"	"	``
37060	1725	2	A	a	DT
37060	1725	3	little	little	JJ
37060	1725	4	.	.	.
37060	1725	5	"	"	''
37060	1726	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1726	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	1726	3	to	to	TO
37060	1726	4	surmise	surmise	VB
37060	1726	5	how	how	WRB
37060	1726	6	long	long	RB
37060	1726	7	this	this	DT
37060	1726	8	would	would	MD
37060	1726	9	have	have	VB
37060	1726	10	to	to	TO
37060	1726	11	continue	continue	VB
37060	1726	12	,	,	,
37060	1726	13	and	and	CC
37060	1726	14	began	begin	VBD
37060	1726	15	to	to	TO
37060	1726	16	use	use	VB
37060	1726	17	the	the	DT
37060	1726	18	little	little	JJ
37060	1726	19	persuasive	persuasive	JJ
37060	1726	20	ability	ability	NN
37060	1726	21	which	which	WDT
37060	1726	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1726	23	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	1726	24	.	.	.
37060	1727	1	"	"	``
37060	1727	2	How	how	WRB
37060	1727	3	about	about	IN
37060	1727	4	feeding	feed	VBG
37060	1727	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1727	6	something	something	NN
37060	1727	7	...	...	:
37060	1727	8	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1727	9	'll	will	MD
37060	1727	10	get	get	VB
37060	1727	11	what	what	WP
37060	1727	12	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1727	13	're	be	VBP
37060	1727	14	after	after	IN
37060	1727	15	!	!	.
37060	1727	16	"	"	''
37060	1728	1	Well	well	UH
37060	1728	2	,	,	,
37060	1728	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1728	4	did	do	VBD
37060	1728	5	n't	not	RB
37060	1728	6	know	know	VB
37060	1728	7	.	.	.
37060	1729	1	As	as	IN
37060	1729	2	the	the	DT
37060	1729	3	days	day	NNS
37060	1729	4	progressed	progress	VBN
37060	1729	5	,	,	,
37060	1729	6	fruitless	fruitless	JJ
37060	1729	7	in	in	IN
37060	1729	8	respect	respect	NN
37060	1729	9	to	to	IN
37060	1729	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1729	11	tall	tall	JJ
37060	1729	12	order	order	NN
37060	1729	13	,	,	,
37060	1729	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1729	15	began	begin	VBD
37060	1729	16	to	to	TO
37060	1729	17	soften	soften	VB
37060	1729	18	.	.	.
37060	1730	1	"	"	``
37060	1730	2	Any	any	DT
37060	1730	3	B	B	NNP
37060	1730	4	M	m	NN
37060	1730	5	yet	yet	RB
37060	1730	6	?	?	.
37060	1730	7	"	"	''
37060	1731	1	"	"	``
37060	1731	2	Nope	nope	UH
37060	1731	3	!	!	.
37060	1731	4	"	"	''
37060	1732	1	"	"	``
37060	1732	2	Gas	gas	NN
37060	1732	3	?	?	.
37060	1732	4	"	"	''
37060	1733	1	"	"	``
37060	1733	2	A	a	DT
37060	1733	3	little	little	JJ
37060	1733	4	.	.	.
37060	1734	1	.	.	.
37060	1735	1	.	.	.
37060	1736	1	how	how	WRB
37060	1736	2	about	about	IN
37060	1736	3	some	some	DT
37060	1736	4	food	food	NN
37060	1736	5	?	?	.
37060	1736	6	"	"	''
37060	1737	1	"	"	``
37060	1737	2	Well	well	UH
37060	1737	3	,	,	,
37060	1737	4	everything	everything	NN
37060	1737	5	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	1737	6	to	to	TO
37060	1737	7	be	be	VB
37060	1737	8	healing	heal	VBG
37060	1737	9	well	well	RB
37060	1737	10	.	.	.
37060	1738	1	.	.	.
37060	1739	1	.	.	.
37060	1740	1	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1740	2	'll	will	MD
37060	1740	3	see	see	VB
37060	1740	4	.	.	.
37060	1741	1	.	.	.
37060	1742	1	.	.	.
37060	1742	2	"	"	''
37060	1743	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1743	2	sat	sit	VBD
37060	1743	3	back	back	RB
37060	1743	4	in	in	IN
37060	1743	5	bed	bed	NN
37060	1743	6	,	,	,
37060	1743	7	thinking	think	VBG
37060	1743	8	that	that	IN
37060	1743	9	maybe	maybe	RB
37060	1743	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1743	11	would	would	MD
37060	1743	12	eat	eat	VB
37060	1743	13	again	again	RB
37060	1743	14	after	after	RB
37060	1743	15	all	all	RB
37060	1743	16	.	.	.
37060	1744	1	With	with	IN
37060	1744	2	the	the	DT
37060	1744	3	new	new	JJ
37060	1744	4	school	school	NN
37060	1744	5	year	year	NN
37060	1744	6	close	close	JJ
37060	1744	7	at	at	IN
37060	1744	8	hand	hand	NN
37060	1744	9	,	,	,
37060	1744	10	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1744	11	began	begin	VBD
37060	1744	12	to	to	TO
37060	1744	13	think	think	VB
37060	1744	14	about	about	IN
37060	1744	15	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1744	16	kindergarten	kindergarten	NN
37060	1744	17	:	:	:
37060	1744	18	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1744	19	room	room	NN
37060	1744	20	at	at	IN
37060	1744	21	school	school	NN
37060	1744	22	was	be	VBD
37060	1744	23	disheveled	disheveled	JJ
37060	1744	24	and	and	CC
37060	1744	25	barren	barren	JJ
37060	1744	26	;	;	:
37060	1744	27	still	still	RB
37060	1744	28	wearing	wear	VBG
37060	1744	29	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1744	30	stark	stark	JJ
37060	1744	31	summer	summer	NN
37060	1744	32	time	time	NN
37060	1744	33	guise	guise	NN
37060	1744	34	.	.	.
37060	1745	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1745	2	would	would	MD
37060	1745	3	have	have	VB
37060	1745	4	to	to	TO
37060	1745	5	restore	restore	VB
37060	1745	6	order	order	NN
37060	1745	7	to	to	IN
37060	1745	8	the	the	DT
37060	1745	9	chaotic	chaotic	JJ
37060	1745	10	array	array	NN
37060	1745	11	of	of	IN
37060	1745	12	boxes	box	NNS
37060	1745	13	and	and	CC
37060	1745	14	create	create	VB
37060	1745	15	an	an	DT
37060	1745	16	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	1745	17	of	of	IN
37060	1745	18	warmth	warmth	NN
37060	1745	19	and	and	CC
37060	1745	20	welcome	welcome	NN
37060	1745	21	for	for	IN
37060	1745	22	the	the	DT
37060	1745	23	children	child	NNS
37060	1745	24	who	who	WP
37060	1745	25	would	would	MD
37060	1745	26	soon	soon	RB
37060	1745	27	fill	fill	VB
37060	1745	28	the	the	DT
37060	1745	29	room	room	NN
37060	1745	30	with	with	IN
37060	1745	31	energetic	energetic	JJ
37060	1745	32	enthusiasm	enthusiasm	NN
37060	1745	33	;	;	:
37060	1745	34	Mom	mom	NN
37060	1745	35	needed	need	VBD
37060	1745	36	to	to	TO
37060	1745	37	return	return	VB
37060	1745	38	to	to	IN
37060	1745	39	Moline	Moline	NNP
37060	1745	40	.	.	.
37060	1746	1	A	a	DT
37060	1746	2	plane	plane	NN
37060	1746	3	reservation	reservation	NN
37060	1746	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1746	5	booked	book	VBN
37060	1746	6	,	,	,
37060	1746	7	and	and	CC
37060	1746	8	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1746	9	drove	drive	VBD
37060	1746	10	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1746	11	to	to	IN
37060	1746	12	the	the	DT
37060	1746	13	airport	airport	NN
37060	1746	14	with	with	IN
37060	1746	15	the	the	DT
37060	1746	16	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	1746	17	that	that	IN
37060	1746	18	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1746	19	would	would	MD
37060	1746	20	fly	fly	VB
37060	1746	21	back	back	RB
37060	1746	22	to	to	IN
37060	1746	23	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	1746	24	on	on	IN
37060	1746	25	the	the	DT
37060	1746	26	coming	come	VBG
37060	1746	27	weekend	weekend	NN
37060	1746	28	.	.	.
37060	1747	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1747	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1747	3	different	different	JJ
37060	1747	4	with	with	IN
37060	1747	5	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1747	6	gone	go	VBN
37060	1747	7	,	,	,
37060	1747	8	more	more	RBR
37060	1747	9	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	1747	10	,	,	,
37060	1747	11	understandably	understandably	RB
37060	1747	12	,	,	,
37060	1747	13	yet	yet	CC
37060	1747	14	the	the	DT
37060	1747	15	difference	difference	NN
37060	1747	16	extended	extend	VBN
37060	1747	17	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	1747	18	all	all	PDT
37060	1747	19	those	those	DT
37060	1747	20	of	of	IN
37060	1747	21	the	the	DT
37060	1747	22	physical	physical	JJ
37060	1747	23	nature	nature	NN
37060	1747	24	.	.	.
37060	1748	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	1748	2	there	there	EX
37060	1748	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	1748	4	an	an	DT
37060	1748	5	instinctual	instinctual	JJ
37060	1748	6	essence	essence	NN
37060	1748	7	within	within	IN
37060	1748	8	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1748	9	,	,	,
37060	1748	10	as	as	IN
37060	1748	11	humans	human	NNS
37060	1748	12	,	,	,
37060	1748	13	which	which	WDT
37060	1748	14	desire	desire	VBP
37060	1748	15	maternal	maternal	JJ
37060	1748	16	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	1748	17	in	in	IN
37060	1748	18	times	time	NNS
37060	1748	19	of	of	IN
37060	1748	20	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	1748	21	turbulence	turbulence	NN
37060	1748	22	or	or	CC
37060	1748	23	physical	physical	JJ
37060	1748	24	weakness	weakness	NN
37060	1748	25	.	.	.
37060	1749	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1749	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	1749	3	unfair	unfair	JJ
37060	1749	4	to	to	IN
37060	1749	5	fathers	father	NNS
37060	1749	6	who	who	WP
37060	1749	7	love	love	VBP
37060	1749	8	,	,	,
37060	1749	9	and	and	CC
37060	1749	10	are	be	VBP
37060	1749	11	loved	love	VBN
37060	1749	12	deeply	deeply	RB
37060	1749	13	in	in	IN
37060	1749	14	return	return	NN
37060	1749	15	,	,	,
37060	1749	16	but	but	CC
37060	1749	17	the	the	DT
37060	1749	18	mother	mother	NN
37060	1749	19	,	,	,
37060	1749	20	the	the	DT
37060	1749	21	protectress	protectress	NN
37060	1749	22	and	and	CC
37060	1749	23	shrine	shrine	NN
37060	1749	24	of	of	IN
37060	1749	25	life	life	NN
37060	1749	26	,	,	,
37060	1749	27	shall	shall	MD
37060	1749	28	always	always	RB
37060	1749	29	be	be	VB
37060	1749	30	the	the	DT
37060	1749	31	sustaining	sustaining	JJ
37060	1749	32	end	end	NN
37060	1749	33	of	of	IN
37060	1749	34	the	the	DT
37060	1749	35	cord	cord	NN
37060	1749	36	which	which	WDT
37060	1749	37	had	have	VBD
37060	1749	38	bound	bind	VBN
37060	1749	39	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1749	40	child	child	NN
37060	1749	41	to	to	TO
37060	1749	42	existence	existence	VB
37060	1749	43	.	.	.
37060	1750	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1750	2	,	,	,
37060	1750	3	also	also	RB
37060	1750	4	,	,	,
37060	1750	5	experienced	experience	VBD
37060	1750	6	a	a	DT
37060	1750	7	void	void	NN
37060	1750	8	in	in	IN
37060	1750	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1750	10	day	day	NN
37060	1750	11	with	with	IN
37060	1750	12	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1750	13	at	at	IN
37060	1750	14	home	home	NN
37060	1750	15	.	.	.
37060	1751	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	1751	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1751	3	to	to	TO
37060	1751	4	have	have	VB
37060	1751	5	a	a	DT
37060	1751	6	calming	calm	VBG
37060	1751	7	effect	effect	NN
37060	1751	8	upon	upon	IN
37060	1751	9	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1751	10	,	,	,
37060	1751	11	and	and	CC
37060	1751	12	coupled	couple	VBN
37060	1751	13	with	with	IN
37060	1751	14	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1751	15	innate	innate	JJ
37060	1751	16	optimism	optimism	NN
37060	1751	17	,	,	,
37060	1751	18	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1751	19	presence	presence	NN
37060	1751	20	buffered	buffer	VBD
37060	1751	21	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1751	22	reactive	reactive	JJ
37060	1751	23	temperament	temperament	NN
37060	1751	24	.	.	.
37060	1752	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1752	2	worried	worry	VBD
37060	1752	3	about	about	IN
37060	1752	4	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1752	5	;	;	:
37060	1752	6	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	1752	7	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1752	8	always	always	RB
37060	1752	9	to	to	TO
37060	1752	10	have	have	VB
37060	1752	11	something	something	NN
37060	1752	12	to	to	TO
37060	1752	13	divert	divert	VB
37060	1752	14	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1752	15	attention	attention	NN
37060	1752	16	,	,	,
37060	1752	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1752	18	had	have	VBD
37060	1752	19	only	only	RB
37060	1752	20	the	the	DT
37060	1752	21	daily	daily	JJ
37060	1752	22	newspaper	newspaper	NN
37060	1752	23	,	,	,
37060	1752	24	occasional	occasional	JJ
37060	1752	25	stints	stint	NNS
37060	1752	26	in	in	IN
37060	1752	27	front	front	NN
37060	1752	28	of	of	IN
37060	1752	29	the	the	DT
37060	1752	30	television	television	NN
37060	1752	31	,	,	,
37060	1752	32	and	and	CC
37060	1752	33	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1752	34	frequent	frequent	JJ
37060	1752	35	strolls	stroll	NNS
37060	1752	36	through	through	IN
37060	1752	37	the	the	DT
37060	1752	38	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1752	39	corridors	corridor	NNS
37060	1752	40	.	.	.
37060	1753	1	Apart	apart	RB
37060	1753	2	from	from	IN
37060	1753	3	the	the	DT
37060	1753	4	routine	routine	NN
37060	1753	5	of	of	IN
37060	1753	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1753	7	job	job	NN
37060	1753	8	,	,	,
37060	1753	9	and	and	CC
37060	1753	10	the	the	DT
37060	1753	11	countless	countless	JJ
37060	1753	12	repairs	repair	NNS
37060	1753	13	of	of	IN
37060	1753	14	a	a	DT
37060	1753	15	home	home	NN
37060	1753	16	and	and	CC
37060	1753	17	car	car	NN
37060	1753	18	,	,	,
37060	1753	19	and	and	CC
37060	1753	20	now	now	RB
37060	1753	21	stripped	strip	VBN
37060	1753	22	of	of	IN
37060	1753	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1753	24	wife	wife	NN
37060	1753	25	and	and	CC
37060	1753	26	companion	companion	NN
37060	1753	27	as	as	RB
37060	1753	28	well	well	RB
37060	1753	29	,	,	,
37060	1753	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1753	31	could	could	MD
37060	1753	32	easily	easily	RB
37060	1753	33	understand	understand	VB
37060	1753	34	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1753	35	restlessness	restlessness	NN
37060	1753	36	.	.	.
37060	1754	1	With	with	IN
37060	1754	2	the	the	DT
37060	1754	3	noon	noon	NN
37060	1754	4	hour	hour	NN
37060	1754	5	,	,	,
37060	1754	6	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1754	7	would	would	MD
37060	1754	8	take	take	VB
37060	1754	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1754	10	leave	leave	NN
37060	1754	11	of	of	IN
37060	1754	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1754	13	,	,	,
37060	1754	14	and	and	CC
37060	1754	15	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	1754	16	in	in	IN
37060	1754	17	a	a	DT
37060	1754	18	nearby	nearby	JJ
37060	1754	19	cafe	cafe	NN
37060	1754	20	.	.	.
37060	1755	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1755	2	soon	soon	RB
37060	1755	3	found	find	VBD
37060	1755	4	a	a	DT
37060	1755	5	favorite	favorite	JJ
37060	1755	6	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	1755	7	,	,	,
37060	1755	8	which	which	WDT
37060	1755	9	served	serve	VBD
37060	1755	10	freshly	freshly	RB
37060	1755	11	baked	bake	VBN
37060	1755	12	pies	pie	NNS
37060	1755	13	daily	daily	RB
37060	1755	14	;	;	:
37060	1755	15	this	this	DT
37060	1755	16	treat	treat	NN
37060	1755	17	was	be	VBD
37060	1755	18	better	better	RB
37060	1755	19	eaten	eat	VBN
37060	1755	20	at	at	IN
37060	1755	21	noon	noon	NN
37060	1755	22	,	,	,
37060	1755	23	for	for	IN
37060	1755	24	procrastination	procrastination	NN
37060	1755	25	resulted	result	VBD
37060	1755	26	in	in	IN
37060	1755	27	thorough	thorough	JJ
37060	1755	28	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	1755	29	.	.	.
37060	1756	1	.	.	.
37060	1757	1	.	.	.
37060	1758	1	often	often	RB
37060	1758	2	all	all	PDT
37060	1758	3	the	the	DT
37060	1758	4	pie	pie	NN
37060	1758	5	would	would	MD
37060	1758	6	be	be	VB
37060	1758	7	gone	go	VBN
37060	1758	8	by	by	IN
37060	1758	9	the	the	DT
37060	1758	10	time	time	NN
37060	1758	11	the	the	DT
37060	1758	12	thought	thought	NN
37060	1758	13	of	of	IN
37060	1758	14	supper	supper	NN
37060	1758	15	struck	strike	VBD
37060	1758	16	a	a	DT
37060	1758	17	pleasing	pleasing	JJ
37060	1758	18	note	note	NN
37060	1758	19	in	in	IN
37060	1758	20	one	one	NN
37060	1758	21	's	's	POS
37060	1758	22	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1758	23	.	.	.
37060	1759	1	When	when	WRB
37060	1759	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1759	3	had	have	VBD
37060	1759	4	finished	finish	VBN
37060	1759	5	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	1759	6	,	,	,
37060	1759	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1759	8	next	next	JJ
37060	1759	9	priority	priority	NN
37060	1759	10	was	be	VBD
37060	1759	11	a	a	DT
37060	1759	12	walk	walk	NN
37060	1759	13	,	,	,
37060	1759	14	which	which	WDT
37060	1759	15	grew	grow	VBD
37060	1759	16	quite	quite	RB
37060	1759	17	lengthy	lengthy	JJ
37060	1759	18	on	on	IN
37060	1759	19	certain	certain	JJ
37060	1759	20	days	day	NNS
37060	1759	21	;	;	:
37060	1759	22	this	this	DT
37060	1759	23	was	be	VBD
37060	1759	24	an	an	DT
37060	1759	25	indulgence	indulgence	NN
37060	1759	26	which	which	WDT
37060	1759	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1759	28	never	never	RB
37060	1759	29	thought	think	VBD
37060	1759	30	to	to	TO
37060	1759	31	impede	impede	VB
37060	1759	32	or	or	CC
37060	1759	33	discourage	discourage	VB
37060	1759	34	,	,	,
37060	1759	35	for	for	IN
37060	1759	36	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1759	37	needed	need	VBD
37060	1759	38	a	a	DT
37060	1759	39	reprieve	reprieve	NN
37060	1759	40	from	from	IN
37060	1759	41	anxiety	anxiety	NN
37060	1759	42	much	much	RB
37060	1759	43	more	more	JJR
37060	1759	44	than	than	IN
37060	1759	45	I.	I.	NNP
37060	1760	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1760	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1760	3	always	always	RB
37060	1760	4	a	a	DT
37060	1760	5	great	great	JJ
37060	1760	6	exasperation	exasperation	NN
37060	1760	7	to	to	IN
37060	1760	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1760	9	when	when	WRB
37060	1760	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1760	11	would	would	MD
37060	1760	12	see	see	VB
37060	1760	13	a	a	DT
37060	1760	14	patient	patient	NN
37060	1760	15	,	,	,
37060	1760	16	whether	whether	IN
37060	1760	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1760	18	was	be	VBD
37060	1760	19	a	a	DT
37060	1760	20	child	child	NN
37060	1760	21	or	or	CC
37060	1760	22	an	an	DT
37060	1760	23	adult	adult	NN
37060	1760	24	,	,	,
37060	1760	25	deny	deny	VB
37060	1760	26	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1760	27	family	family	NN
37060	1760	28	members	member	NNS
37060	1760	29	of	of	IN
37060	1760	30	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1760	31	need	need	NN
37060	1760	32	for	for	IN
37060	1760	33	space	space	NN
37060	1760	34	and	and	CC
37060	1760	35	a	a	DT
37060	1760	36	sense	sense	NN
37060	1760	37	of	of	IN
37060	1760	38	normalcy	normalcy	NN
37060	1760	39	.	.	.
37060	1761	1	Simply	simply	RB
37060	1761	2	because	because	IN
37060	1761	3	a	a	DT
37060	1761	4	patient	patient	NN
37060	1761	5	feels	feel	VBZ
37060	1761	6	caged	cage	VBN
37060	1761	7	by	by	IN
37060	1761	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1761	9	hospitalization	hospitalization	NN
37060	1761	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	1761	11	no	no	DT
37060	1761	12	reason	reason	NN
37060	1761	13	to	to	TO
37060	1761	14	expect	expect	VB
37060	1761	15	a	a	DT
37060	1761	16	constant	constant	JJ
37060	1761	17	bedside	bedside	NN
37060	1761	18	companion	companion	NN
37060	1761	19	,	,	,
37060	1761	20	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	1761	21	imprisoning	imprison	VBG
37060	1761	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1761	23	loved	love	VBN
37060	1761	24	one	one	NN
37060	1761	25	with	with	IN
37060	1761	26	a	a	DT
37060	1761	27	greater	great	JJR
37060	1761	28	sentence	sentence	NN
37060	1761	29	than	than	IN
37060	1761	30	that	that	DT
37060	1761	31	on	on	IN
37060	1761	32	which	which	WDT
37060	1761	33	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1761	34	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1761	35	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1761	36	imposed	impose	VBN
37060	1761	37	;	;	:
37060	1761	38	the	the	DT
37060	1761	39	patient	patient	NN
37060	1761	40	is	be	VBZ
37060	1761	41	better	well	RBR
37060	1761	42	able	able	JJ
37060	1761	43	to	to	TO
37060	1761	44	withstand	withstand	VB
37060	1761	45	the	the	DT
37060	1761	46	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1761	47	of	of	IN
37060	1761	48	boredom	boredom	NN
37060	1761	49	,	,	,
37060	1761	50	for	for	IN
37060	1761	51	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1761	52	is	be	VBZ
37060	1761	53	ill	ill	JJ
37060	1761	54	,	,	,
37060	1761	55	but	but	CC
37060	1761	56	the	the	DT
37060	1761	57	relative	relative	NN
37060	1761	58	,	,	,
37060	1761	59	having	have	VBG
37060	1761	60	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1761	61	usual	usual	JJ
37060	1761	62	amount	amount	NN
37060	1761	63	of	of	IN
37060	1761	64	energy	energy	NN
37060	1761	65	can	can	MD
37060	1761	66	not	not	RB
37060	1761	67	bear	bear	VB
37060	1761	68	the	the	DT
37060	1761	69	strain	strain	NN
37060	1761	70	of	of	IN
37060	1761	71	worry	worry	NN
37060	1761	72	coupled	couple	VBN
37060	1761	73	with	with	IN
37060	1761	74	a	a	DT
37060	1761	75	patient	patient	NN
37060	1761	76	's	's	POS
37060	1761	77	demand	demand	NN
37060	1761	78	for	for	IN
37060	1761	79	vigilance	vigilance	NN
37060	1761	80	.	.	.
37060	1762	1	Occasional	occasional	JJ
37060	1762	2	loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	1762	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	1762	4	far	far	RB
37060	1762	5	easier	easy	JJR
37060	1762	6	to	to	TO
37060	1762	7	overcome	overcome	VB
37060	1762	8	than	than	IN
37060	1762	9	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	1762	10	fatigue	fatigue	NN
37060	1762	11	.	.	.
37060	1763	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1763	2	entertained	entertain	VBD
37060	1763	3	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1763	4	when	when	WRB
37060	1763	5	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1763	6	was	be	VBD
37060	1763	7	on	on	IN
37060	1763	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1763	9	walk	walk	NN
37060	1763	10	;	;	:
37060	1763	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1763	12	was	be	VBD
37060	1763	13	easy	easy	JJ
37060	1763	14	to	to	TO
37060	1763	15	do	do	VB
37060	1763	16	.	.	.
37060	1764	1	Often	often	RB
37060	1764	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1764	3	daydreamed	daydream	VBD
37060	1764	4	in	in	IN
37060	1764	5	the	the	DT
37060	1764	6	midst	midst	NN
37060	1764	7	of	of	IN
37060	1764	8	a	a	DT
37060	1764	9	television	television	NN
37060	1764	10	program	program	NN
37060	1764	11	,	,	,
37060	1764	12	or	or	CC
37060	1764	13	stared	stare	VBD
37060	1764	14	at	at	IN
37060	1764	15	the	the	DT
37060	1764	16	pages	page	NNS
37060	1764	17	of	of	IN
37060	1764	18	a	a	DT
37060	1764	19	magazine	magazine	NN
37060	1764	20	,	,	,
37060	1764	21	never	never	RB
37060	1764	22	having	have	VBG
37060	1764	23	read	read	VBN
37060	1764	24	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1764	25	at	at	RB
37060	1764	26	all	all	RB
37060	1764	27	.	.	.
37060	1765	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1765	2	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	1765	3	read	read	VBD
37060	1765	4	magazines	magazine	NNS
37060	1765	5	,	,	,
37060	1765	6	although	although	IN
37060	1765	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1765	8	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	1765	9	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1765	10	heartily	heartily	RB
37060	1765	11	;	;	:
37060	1765	12	most	most	JJS
37060	1765	13	of	of	IN
37060	1765	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1765	15	appeal	appeal	NN
37060	1765	16	derived	derive	VBN
37060	1765	17	from	from	IN
37060	1765	18	the	the	DT
37060	1765	19	photos	photo	NNS
37060	1765	20	,	,	,
37060	1765	21	imprinting	imprint	VBG
37060	1765	22	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1765	23	in	in	IN
37060	1765	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1765	25	mind	mind	NN
37060	1765	26	and	and	CC
37060	1765	27	drawing	draw	VBG
37060	1765	28	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1765	29	of	of	IN
37060	1765	30	fantasy	fantasy	NN
37060	1765	31	from	from	IN
37060	1765	32	the	the	DT
37060	1765	33	images	image	NNS
37060	1765	34	alone	alone	RB
37060	1765	35	.	.	.
37060	1766	1	After	after	IN
37060	1766	2	the	the	DT
37060	1766	3	passage	passage	NN
37060	1766	4	of	of	IN
37060	1766	5	two	two	CD
37060	1766	6	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1766	7	or	or	CC
37060	1766	8	more	more	JJR
37060	1766	9	,	,	,
37060	1766	10	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1766	11	would	would	MD
37060	1766	12	return	return	VB
37060	1766	13	,	,	,
37060	1766	14	faithfully	faithfully	RB
37060	1766	15	maintaining	maintain	VBG
37060	1766	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1766	17	daily	daily	JJ
37060	1766	18	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	1766	19	.	.	.
37060	1767	1	The	the	DT
37060	1767	2	gift	gift	NN
37060	1767	3	would	would	MD
37060	1767	4	be	be	VB
37060	1767	5	placed	place	VBN
37060	1767	6	among	among	IN
37060	1767	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1767	8	other	other	JJ
37060	1767	9	treasures	treasure	NNS
37060	1767	10	to	to	TO
37060	1767	11	be	be	VB
37060	1767	12	enjoyed	enjoy	VBN
37060	1767	13	and	and	CC
37060	1767	14	to	to	TO
37060	1767	15	become	become	VB
37060	1767	16	part	part	NN
37060	1767	17	of	of	IN
37060	1767	18	the	the	DT
37060	1767	19	memory	memory	NN
37060	1767	20	which	which	WDT
37060	1767	21	was	be	VBD
37060	1767	22	already	already	RB
37060	1767	23	forming	form	VBG
37060	1767	24	in	in	IN
37060	1767	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1767	26	brain	brain	NN
37060	1767	27	.	.	.
37060	1768	1	The	the	DT
37060	1768	2	mail	mail	NN
37060	1768	3	had	have	VBD
37060	1768	4	arrived	arrive	VBN
37060	1768	5	,	,	,
37060	1768	6	and	and	CC
37060	1768	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1768	8	would	would	MD
37060	1768	9	look	look	VB
37060	1768	10	through	through	IN
37060	1768	11	the	the	DT
37060	1768	12	cards	card	NNS
37060	1768	13	,	,	,
37060	1768	14	reading	read	VBG
37060	1768	15	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	1768	16	the	the	DT
37060	1768	17	message	message	NN
37060	1768	18	or	or	CC
37060	1768	19	poem	poem	NN
37060	1768	20	,	,	,
37060	1768	21	then	then	RB
37060	1768	22	flipping	flip	VBG
37060	1768	23	to	to	IN
37060	1768	24	the	the	DT
37060	1768	25	front	front	NN
37060	1768	26	of	of	IN
37060	1768	27	the	the	DT
37060	1768	28	card	card	NN
37060	1768	29	once	once	RB
37060	1768	30	again	again	RB
37060	1768	31	.	.	.
37060	1769	1	"	"	``
37060	1769	2	That	that	DT
37060	1769	3	's	be	VBZ
37060	1769	4	nice	nice	JJ
37060	1769	5	,	,	,
37060	1769	6	"	"	''
37060	1769	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1769	8	would	would	MD
37060	1769	9	say	say	VB
37060	1769	10	,	,	,
37060	1769	11	and	and	CC
37060	1769	12	pick	pick	VB
37060	1769	13	up	up	RP
37060	1769	14	another	another	DT
37060	1769	15	to	to	TO
37060	1769	16	read	read	VB
37060	1769	17	.	.	.
37060	1770	1	Dear	dear	JJ
37060	1770	2	'	'	''
37060	1770	3	ol	old	JJ
37060	1770	4	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1770	5	,	,	,
37060	1770	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1770	7	loved	love	VBD
37060	1770	8	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1770	9	so	so	RB
37060	1770	10	.	.	.
37060	1771	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1771	2	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	1771	3	why	why	WRB
37060	1771	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1771	5	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1771	6	more	more	RBR
37060	1771	7	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	1771	8	to	to	TO
37060	1771	9	let	let	VB
37060	1771	10	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1771	11	know	know	VB
37060	1771	12	;	;	:
37060	1771	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1771	14	had	have	VBD
37060	1771	15	no	no	DT
37060	1771	16	need	need	NN
37060	1771	17	to	to	TO
37060	1771	18	fear	fear	VB
37060	1771	19	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1771	20	,	,	,
37060	1771	21	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1771	22	brusque	brusque	NN
37060	1771	23	overtones	overtone	NNS
37060	1771	24	were	be	VBD
37060	1771	25	not	not	RB
37060	1771	26	always	always	RB
37060	1771	27	the	the	DT
37060	1771	28	fruit	fruit	NN
37060	1771	29	of	of	IN
37060	1771	30	anger	anger	NN
37060	1771	31	as	as	RB
37060	1771	32	much	much	RB
37060	1771	33	as	as	IN
37060	1771	34	despair	despair	NN
37060	1771	35	.	.	.
37060	1772	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1772	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	1772	3	that	that	IN
37060	1772	4	when	when	WRB
37060	1772	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1772	6	hugged	hug	VBD
37060	1772	7	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1772	8	,	,	,
37060	1772	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1772	10	heart	heart	NN
37060	1772	11	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	1772	12	burst	burst	VBD
37060	1772	13	,	,	,
37060	1772	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1772	15	was	be	VBD
37060	1772	16	no	no	DT
37060	1772	17	cold	cold	JJ
37060	1772	18	,	,	,
37060	1772	19	indifferent	indifferent	JJ
37060	1772	20	demeanor	demeanor	NN
37060	1772	21	.	.	.
37060	1773	1	.	.	.
37060	1774	1	.	.	.
37060	1775	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1775	2	's	's	POS
37060	1775	3	heart	heart	NN
37060	1775	4	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	1775	5	the	the	DT
37060	1775	6	hardness	hardness	NN
37060	1775	7	of	of	IN
37060	1775	8	an	an	DT
37060	1775	9	eggshell	eggshell	NN
37060	1775	10	.	.	.
37060	1776	1	The	the	DT
37060	1776	2	remainder	remainder	NN
37060	1776	3	of	of	IN
37060	1776	4	the	the	DT
37060	1776	5	day	day	NN
37060	1776	6	would	would	MD
37060	1776	7	pass	pass	VB
37060	1776	8	according	accord	VBG
37060	1776	9	to	to	IN
37060	1776	10	routine	routine	NN
37060	1776	11	.	.	.
37060	1777	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1777	2	took	take	VBD
37060	1777	3	walks	walk	NNS
37060	1777	4	through	through	IN
37060	1777	5	the	the	DT
37060	1777	6	halls	hall	NNS
37060	1777	7	,	,	,
37060	1777	8	longer	long	RBR
37060	1777	9	now	now	RB
37060	1777	10	that	that	IN
37060	1777	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1777	12	was	be	VBD
37060	1777	13	gaining	gain	VBG
37060	1777	14	endurance	endurance	NN
37060	1777	15	,	,	,
37060	1777	16	and	and	CC
37060	1777	17	began	begin	VBD
37060	1777	18	to	to	TO
37060	1777	19	trod	trod	VB
37060	1777	20	on	on	IN
37060	1777	21	unfamiliar	unfamiliar	JJ
37060	1777	22	ground	ground	NN
37060	1777	23	,	,	,
37060	1777	24	past	past	IN
37060	1777	25	dimly	dimly	RB
37060	1777	26	illuminated	illuminate	VBN
37060	1777	27	passages	passage	NNS
37060	1777	28	and	and	CC
37060	1777	29	ancient	ancient	JJ
37060	1777	30	,	,	,
37060	1777	31	rather	rather	RB
37060	1777	32	ominous	ominous	JJ
37060	1777	33	corridors	corridor	NNS
37060	1777	34	which	which	WDT
37060	1777	35	had	have	VBD
37060	1777	36	never	never	RB
37060	1777	37	worn	wear	VBN
37060	1777	38	a	a	DT
37060	1777	39	bright	bright	JJ
37060	1777	40	splash	splash	NN
37060	1777	41	of	of	IN
37060	1777	42	paint	paint	NN
37060	1777	43	.	.	.
37060	1778	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1778	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1778	3	depressing	depressing	JJ
37060	1778	4	and	and	CC
37060	1778	5	almost	almost	RB
37060	1778	6	scary	scary	JJ
37060	1778	7	in	in	IN
37060	1778	8	these	these	DT
37060	1778	9	foreboding	foreboding	JJ
37060	1778	10	extremities	extremity	NNS
37060	1778	11	of	of	IN
37060	1778	12	the	the	DT
37060	1778	13	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1778	14	,	,	,
37060	1778	15	and	and	CC
37060	1778	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1778	17	was	be	VBD
37060	1778	18	glad	glad	JJ
37060	1778	19	for	for	IN
37060	1778	20	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1778	21	's	's	POS
37060	1778	22	company	company	NN
37060	1778	23	.	.	.
37060	1779	1	On	on	IN
37060	1779	2	one	one	CD
37060	1779	3	particularly	particularly	RB
37060	1779	4	memorable	memorable	JJ
37060	1779	5	excursion	excursion	NN
37060	1779	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1779	7	had	have	VBD
37060	1779	8	reached	reach	VBN
37060	1779	9	the	the	DT
37060	1779	10	end	end	NN
37060	1779	11	of	of	IN
37060	1779	12	the	the	DT
37060	1779	13	lengthy	lengthy	JJ
37060	1779	14	,	,	,
37060	1779	15	darkened	darken	VBD
37060	1779	16	corridor	corridor	NNP
37060	1779	17	and	and	CC
37060	1779	18	stumbled	stumble	VBD
37060	1779	19	upon	upon	IN
37060	1779	20	a	a	DT
37060	1779	21	window	window	NN
37060	1779	22	,	,	,
37060	1779	23	situated	situate	VBN
37060	1779	24	next	next	RB
37060	1779	25	to	to	IN
37060	1779	26	the	the	DT
37060	1779	27	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	1779	28	,	,	,
37060	1779	29	which	which	WDT
37060	1779	30	faced	face	VBD
37060	1779	31	the	the	DT
37060	1779	32	pediatrics	pediatric	NNS
37060	1779	33	ward	ward	RB
37060	1779	34	from	from	IN
37060	1779	35	whence	whence	NN
37060	1779	36	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1779	37	had	have	VBD
37060	1779	38	come	come	VBN
37060	1779	39	.	.	.
37060	1780	1	As	as	IN
37060	1780	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1780	3	were	be	VBD
37060	1780	4	surveying	survey	VBG
37060	1780	5	the	the	DT
37060	1780	6	scene	scene	NN
37060	1780	7	,	,	,
37060	1780	8	the	the	DT
37060	1780	9	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	1780	10	door	door	NN
37060	1780	11	opened	open	VBD
37060	1780	12	,	,	,
37060	1780	13	and	and	CC
37060	1780	14	a	a	DT
37060	1780	15	woman	woman	NN
37060	1780	16	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	1780	17	,	,	,
37060	1780	18	clad	clothe	VBN
37060	1780	19	in	in	IN
37060	1780	20	a	a	DT
37060	1780	21	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1780	22	gown	gown	NN
37060	1780	23	,	,	,
37060	1780	24	whose	whose	WP$
37060	1780	25	visage	visage	NN
37060	1780	26	shocked	shock	VBD
37060	1780	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1780	28	young	young	JJ
37060	1780	29	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1780	30	;	;	:
37060	1780	31	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1780	32	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1780	33	bore	bear	VBD
37060	1780	34	the	the	DT
37060	1780	35	sign	sign	NN
37060	1780	36	of	of	IN
37060	1780	37	a	a	DT
37060	1780	38	failing	fail	VBG
37060	1780	39	anatomy	anatomy	NN
37060	1780	40	,	,	,
37060	1780	41	jaundiced	jaundice	VBN
37060	1780	42	to	to	IN
37060	1780	43	such	such	PDT
37060	1780	44	a	a	DT
37060	1780	45	degree	degree	NN
37060	1780	46	that	that	IN
37060	1780	47	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1780	48	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1780	49	to	to	TO
37060	1780	50	have	have	VB
37060	1780	51	the	the	DT
37060	1780	52	uncanny	uncanny	JJ
37060	1780	53	glow	glow	NN
37060	1780	54	of	of	IN
37060	1780	55	a	a	DT
37060	1780	56	neon	neon	NN
37060	1780	57	sign	sign	NN
37060	1780	58	.	.	.
37060	1781	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1781	2	carried	carry	VBD
37060	1781	3	on	on	IN
37060	1781	4	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1781	5	face	face	NN
37060	1781	6	an	an	DT
37060	1781	7	indisposition	indisposition	NN
37060	1781	8	to	to	TO
37060	1781	9	speak	speak	VB
37060	1781	10	;	;	:
37060	1781	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1781	12	turned	turn	VBD
37060	1781	13	away	away	RB
37060	1781	14	,	,	,
37060	1781	15	but	but	CC
37060	1781	16	not	not	RB
37060	1781	17	with	with	IN
37060	1781	18	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	1781	19	haste	haste	NN
37060	1781	20	,	,	,
37060	1781	21	trying	try	VBG
37060	1781	22	to	to	TO
37060	1781	23	feign	feign	VB
37060	1781	24	a	a	DT
37060	1781	25	degree	degree	NN
37060	1781	26	of	of	IN
37060	1781	27	casual	casual	JJ
37060	1781	28	preoccupation	preoccupation	NN
37060	1781	29	toward	toward	IN
37060	1781	30	the	the	DT
37060	1781	31	window	window	NN
37060	1781	32	as	as	IN
37060	1781	33	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1781	34	moved	move	VBD
37060	1781	35	into	into	IN
37060	1781	36	the	the	DT
37060	1781	37	hallway	hallway	NN
37060	1781	38	.	.	.
37060	1782	1	The	the	DT
37060	1782	2	whites	white	NNS
37060	1782	3	of	of	IN
37060	1782	4	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1782	5	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1782	6	,	,	,
37060	1782	7	yellow	yellow	JJ
37060	1782	8	as	as	IN
37060	1782	9	buttercups	buttercup	NNS
37060	1782	10	,	,	,
37060	1782	11	were	be	VBD
37060	1782	12	entrenched	entrench	VBN
37060	1782	13	into	into	IN
37060	1782	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1782	15	memory	memory	NN
37060	1782	16	,	,	,
37060	1782	17	haunting	haunt	VBG
37060	1782	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1782	19	after	after	IN
37060	1782	20	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1782	21	disappeared	disappear	VBD
37060	1782	22	around	around	IN
37060	1782	23	the	the	DT
37060	1782	24	corner	corner	NN
37060	1782	25	.	.	.
37060	1783	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	1783	2	sights	sight	NNS
37060	1783	3	were	be	VBD
37060	1783	4	not	not	RB
37060	1783	5	alien	alien	JJ
37060	1783	6	to	to	IN
37060	1783	7	the	the	DT
37060	1783	8	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1783	9	or	or	CC
37060	1783	10	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	1783	11	buildings	building	NNS
37060	1783	12	yet	yet	RB
37060	1783	13	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1783	14	could	could	MD
37060	1783	15	not	not	RB
37060	1783	16	pass	pass	VB
37060	1783	17	one	one	PRP
37060	1783	18	's	's	POS
37060	1783	19	notice	notice	NN
37060	1783	20	without	without	IN
37060	1783	21	delivering	deliver	VBG
37060	1783	22	a	a	DT
37060	1783	23	jolt	jolt	NN
37060	1783	24	of	of	IN
37060	1783	25	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	1783	26	,	,	,
37060	1783	27	of	of	IN
37060	1783	28	pity	pity	NN
37060	1783	29	for	for	IN
37060	1783	30	the	the	DT
37060	1783	31	individual	individual	NN
37060	1783	32	whose	whose	WP$
37060	1783	33	grasp	grasp	NN
37060	1783	34	on	on	IN
37060	1783	35	mortality	mortality	NN
37060	1783	36	was	be	VBD
37060	1783	37	waning	wane	VBG
37060	1783	38	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	1783	39	humanity	humanity	NN
37060	1783	40	's	's	POS
37060	1783	41	unsettled	unsettled	JJ
37060	1783	42	gaze	gaze	NN
37060	1783	43	.	.	.
37060	1784	1	Somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	1784	2	disturbed	disturbed	JJ
37060	1784	3	after	after	IN
37060	1784	4	encountering	encounter	VBG
37060	1784	5	the	the	DT
37060	1784	6	unusual	unusual	JJ
37060	1784	7	pair	pair	NN
37060	1784	8	of	of	IN
37060	1784	9	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1784	10	,	,	,
37060	1784	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1784	12	was	be	VBD
37060	1784	13	content	content	JJ
37060	1784	14	to	to	TO
37060	1784	15	return	return	VB
37060	1784	16	to	to	IN
37060	1784	17	the	the	DT
37060	1784	18	comparative	comparative	JJ
37060	1784	19	gaiety	gaiety	NN
37060	1784	20	of	of	IN
37060	1784	21	the	the	DT
37060	1784	22	children	child	NNS
37060	1784	23	's	's	POS
37060	1784	24	ward	ward	NN
37060	1784	25	.	.	.
37060	1785	1	Giving	give	VBG
37060	1785	2	up	up	RP
37060	1785	3	the	the	DT
37060	1785	4	desolate	desolate	JJ
37060	1785	5	sea	sea	NN
37060	1785	6	of	of	IN
37060	1785	7	green	green	NNP
37060	1785	8	wherefrom	wherefrom	NNP
37060	1785	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1785	10	had	have	VBD
37060	1785	11	emerged	emerge	VBN
37060	1785	12	,	,	,
37060	1785	13	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1785	14	were	be	VBD
37060	1785	15	received	receive	VBN
37060	1785	16	by	by	IN
37060	1785	17	a	a	DT
37060	1785	18	conglomeration	conglomeration	NN
37060	1785	19	of	of	IN
37060	1785	20	lights	light	NNS
37060	1785	21	which	which	WDT
37060	1785	22	imparted	impart	VBD
37060	1785	23	to	to	IN
37060	1785	24	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1785	25	an	an	DT
37060	1785	26	aura	aura	NN
37060	1785	27	of	of	IN
37060	1785	28	welcome	welcome	NN
37060	1785	29	and	and	CC
37060	1785	30	flooded	flood	VBD
37060	1785	31	the	the	DT
37060	1785	32	ward	ward	NN
37060	1785	33	with	with	IN
37060	1785	34	a	a	DT
37060	1785	35	sense	sense	NN
37060	1785	36	of	of	IN
37060	1785	37	security	security	NN
37060	1785	38	.	.	.
37060	1786	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1786	2	remained	remain	VBD
37060	1786	3	with	with	IN
37060	1786	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1786	5	until	until	IN
37060	1786	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1786	7	supper	supper	NN
37060	1786	8	hour	hour	NN
37060	1786	9	,	,	,
37060	1786	10	at	at	IN
37060	1786	11	which	which	WDT
37060	1786	12	time	time	NN
37060	1786	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1786	14	would	would	MD
37060	1786	15	again	again	RB
37060	1786	16	be	be	VB
37060	1786	17	transported	transport	VBN
37060	1786	18	into	into	IN
37060	1786	19	the	the	DT
37060	1786	20	functioning	function	VBG
37060	1786	21	world	world	NN
37060	1786	22	,	,	,
37060	1786	23	where	where	WRB
37060	1786	24	normalcy	normalcy	NN
37060	1786	25	,	,	,
37060	1786	26	rather	rather	RB
37060	1786	27	than	than	IN
37060	1786	28	malaise	malaise	NN
37060	1786	29	,	,	,
37060	1786	30	reigned	reign	VBD
37060	1786	31	complete	complete	JJ
37060	1786	32	.	.	.
37060	1787	1	Following	follow	VBG
37060	1787	2	supper	supper	NN
37060	1787	3	,	,	,
37060	1787	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1787	5	again	again	RB
37060	1787	6	returned	return	VBD
37060	1787	7	to	to	IN
37060	1787	8	the	the	DT
37060	1787	9	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1787	10	;	;	:
37060	1787	11	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1787	12	evening	evening	NN
37060	1787	13	was	be	VBD
37060	1787	14	generally	generally	RB
37060	1787	15	spent	spend	VBN
37060	1787	16	in	in	IN
37060	1787	17	front	front	NN
37060	1787	18	of	of	IN
37060	1787	19	the	the	DT
37060	1787	20	television	television	NN
37060	1787	21	,	,	,
37060	1787	22	taking	take	VBG
37060	1787	23	in	in	RP
37060	1787	24	what	what	WDT
37060	1787	25	entertainment	entertainment	NN
37060	1787	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1787	27	had	have	VBD
37060	1787	28	to	to	TO
37060	1787	29	offer	offer	VB
37060	1787	30	,	,	,
37060	1787	31	and	and	CC
37060	1787	32	then	then	RB
37060	1787	33	between	between	IN
37060	1787	34	the	the	DT
37060	1787	35	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1787	36	of	of	IN
37060	1787	37	8:00	8:00	CD
37060	1787	38	and	and	CC
37060	1787	39	9:00	9:00	CD
37060	1787	40	o'clock	o'clock	NN
37060	1787	41	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1787	42	kissed	kiss	VBD
37060	1787	43	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1787	44	good	good	JJ
37060	1787	45	-	-	HYPH
37060	1787	46	night	night	NN
37060	1787	47	,	,	,
37060	1787	48	and	and	CC
37060	1787	49	walked	walk	VBD
37060	1787	50	to	to	IN
37060	1787	51	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1787	52	motel	motel	NN
37060	1787	53	,	,	,
37060	1787	54	located	locate	VBN
37060	1787	55	in	in	IN
37060	1787	56	the	the	DT
37060	1787	57	immediate	immediate	JJ
37060	1787	58	proximity	proximity	NN
37060	1787	59	of	of	IN
37060	1787	60	the	the	DT
37060	1787	61	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1787	62	.	.	.
37060	1788	1	On	on	IN
37060	1788	2	the	the	DT
37060	1788	3	eve	eve	NN
37060	1788	4	of	of	IN
37060	1788	5	Labor	Labor	NNP
37060	1788	6	Day	Day	NNP
37060	1788	7	weekend	weekend	NN
37060	1788	8	,	,	,
37060	1788	9	Mom	mom	NN
37060	1788	10	flew	fly	VBD
37060	1788	11	back	back	RB
37060	1788	12	to	to	IN
37060	1788	13	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	1788	14	,	,	,
37060	1788	15	and	and	CC
37060	1788	16	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1788	17	left	leave	VBD
37060	1788	18	for	for	IN
37060	1788	19	the	the	DT
37060	1788	20	airport	airport	NN
37060	1788	21	soon	soon	RB
37060	1788	22	after	after	IN
37060	1788	23	eating	eat	VBG
37060	1788	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1788	25	last	last	JJ
37060	1788	26	meal	meal	NN
37060	1788	27	of	of	IN
37060	1788	28	the	the	DT
37060	1788	29	day	day	NN
37060	1788	30	.	.	.
37060	1789	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1789	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1789	3	always	always	RB
37060	1789	4	punctual	punctual	JJ
37060	1789	5	,	,	,
37060	1789	6	preferring	prefer	VBG
37060	1789	7	to	to	TO
37060	1789	8	wait	wait	VB
37060	1789	9	several	several	JJ
37060	1789	10	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1789	11	at	at	IN
37060	1789	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1789	13	destination	destination	NN
37060	1789	14	rather	rather	RB
37060	1789	15	than	than	IN
37060	1789	16	lounge	lounge	VB
37060	1789	17	about	about	IN
37060	1789	18	at	at	IN
37060	1789	19	the	the	DT
37060	1789	20	home	home	NN
37060	1789	21	base	base	NN
37060	1789	22	until	until	IN
37060	1789	23	the	the	DT
37060	1789	24	last	last	JJ
37060	1789	25	minute	minute	NN
37060	1789	26	lest	lest	IN
37060	1789	27	one	one	CD
37060	1789	28	of	of	IN
37060	1789	29	a	a	DT
37060	1789	30	hundred	hundred	CD
37060	1789	31	mishaps	mishap	NNS
37060	1789	32	occurred	occur	VBD
37060	1789	33	.	.	.
37060	1790	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	1790	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1790	3	the	the	DT
37060	1790	4	scenario	scenario	NN
37060	1790	5	depicting	depict	VBG
37060	1790	6	that	that	DT
37060	1790	7	evening	evening	NN
37060	1790	8	,	,	,
37060	1790	9	and	and	CC
37060	1790	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1790	11	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1790	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1790	13	could	could	MD
37060	1790	14	look	look	VB
37060	1790	15	forward	forward	RB
37060	1790	16	to	to	IN
37060	1790	17	a	a	DT
37060	1790	18	night	night	NN
37060	1790	19	bordering	border	VBG
37060	1790	20	on	on	IN
37060	1790	21	the	the	DT
37060	1790	22	exact	exact	JJ
37060	1790	23	characteristics	characteristic	NNS
37060	1790	24	of	of	IN
37060	1790	25	the	the	DT
37060	1790	26	one	one	NN
37060	1790	27	before	before	RB
37060	1790	28	,	,	,
37060	1790	29	distinguished	distinguish	VBN
37060	1790	30	only	only	RB
37060	1790	31	by	by	IN
37060	1790	32	the	the	DT
37060	1790	33	fact	fact	NN
37060	1790	34	that	that	IN
37060	1790	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1790	36	father	father	NN
37060	1790	37	was	be	VBD
37060	1790	38	absent	absent	JJ
37060	1790	39	.	.	.
37060	1791	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1791	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1791	3	observed	observe	VBN
37060	1791	4	a	a	DT
37060	1791	5	fair	fair	JJ
37060	1791	6	amount	amount	NN
37060	1791	7	of	of	IN
37060	1791	8	television	television	NN
37060	1791	9	when	when	WRB
37060	1791	10	the	the	DT
37060	1791	11	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1791	12	entered	enter	VBD
37060	1791	13	to	to	TO
37060	1791	14	read	read	VB
37060	1791	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1791	16	vital	vital	JJ
37060	1791	17	statistics	statistic	NNS
37060	1791	18	and	and	CC
37060	1791	19	administer	administer	VB
37060	1791	20	the	the	DT
37060	1791	21	nightly	nightly	JJ
37060	1791	22	shot	shoot	VBN
37060	1791	23	to	to	IN
37060	1791	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1791	25	thigh	thigh	NN
37060	1791	26	.	.	.
37060	1792	1	Feeling	feel	VBG
37060	1792	2	also	also	RB
37060	1792	3	that	that	IN
37060	1792	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1792	5	needed	need	VBD
37060	1792	6	to	to	TO
37060	1792	7	utilize	utilize	VB
37060	1792	8	the	the	DT
37060	1792	9	facilities	facility	NNS
37060	1792	10	,	,	,
37060	1792	11	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1792	12	escorted	escort	VBD
37060	1792	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1792	14	to	to	IN
37060	1792	15	the	the	DT
37060	1792	16	door	door	NN
37060	1792	17	of	of	IN
37060	1792	18	the	the	DT
37060	1792	19	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	1792	20	,	,	,
37060	1792	21	pushing	push	VBG
37060	1792	22	the	the	DT
37060	1792	23	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1792	24	pole	pole	NN
37060	1792	25	beside	beside	IN
37060	1792	26	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1792	27	.	.	.
37060	1793	1	Suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	1793	2	the	the	DT
37060	1793	3	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1793	4	tube	tube	NN
37060	1793	5	swung	swing	VBD
37060	1793	6	out	out	RP
37060	1793	7	before	before	IN
37060	1793	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1793	9	,	,	,
37060	1793	10	dangling	dangle	VBG
37060	1793	11	crazily	crazily	RB
37060	1793	12	like	like	IN
37060	1793	13	a	a	DT
37060	1793	14	wind	wind	NN
37060	1793	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	1793	16	blown	blow	VBN
37060	1793	17	vine	vine	NN
37060	1793	18	;	;	:
37060	1793	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1793	20	had	have	VBD
37060	1793	21	become	become	VBN
37060	1793	22	detached	detach	VBN
37060	1793	23	from	from	IN
37060	1793	24	the	the	DT
37060	1793	25	"	"	``
37060	1793	26	socket	socket	NN
37060	1793	27	"	"	''
37060	1793	28	which	which	WDT
37060	1793	29	protruded	protrude	VBD
37060	1793	30	from	from	IN
37060	1793	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1793	32	skin	skin	NN
37060	1793	33	.	.	.
37060	1794	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1794	2	saw	see	VBD
37060	1794	3	no	no	DT
37060	1794	4	cause	cause	NN
37060	1794	5	for	for	IN
37060	1794	6	alarm	alarm	NN
37060	1794	7	,	,	,
37060	1794	8	yet	yet	CC
37060	1794	9	the	the	DT
37060	1794	10	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1794	11	wheeled	wheel	VBD
37060	1794	12	and	and	CC
37060	1794	13	darted	dart	VBD
37060	1794	14	up	up	RP
37060	1794	15	the	the	DT
37060	1794	16	hall	hall	NN
37060	1794	17	,	,	,
37060	1794	18	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	1794	19	the	the	DT
37060	1794	20	muffled	muffle	VBN
37060	1794	21	remnants	remnant	NNS
37060	1794	22	of	of	IN
37060	1794	23	an	an	DT
37060	1794	24	explanatory	explanatory	JJ
37060	1794	25	reason	reason	NN
37060	1794	26	for	for	IN
37060	1794	27	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1794	28	flight	flight	NN
37060	1794	29	,	,	,
37060	1794	30	to	to	IN
37060	1794	31	the	the	DT
37060	1794	32	effect	effect	NN
37060	1794	33	,	,	,
37060	1794	34	"	"	``
37060	1794	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1794	36	'm	be	VBP
37060	1794	37	going	go	VBG
37060	1794	38	for	for	IN
37060	1794	39	a	a	DT
37060	1794	40	syringe	syringe	NN
37060	1794	41	.	.	.
37060	1795	1	.	.	.
37060	1796	1	.	.	.
37060	1796	2	"	"	''
37060	1797	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1797	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1797	3	n't	not	RB
37060	1797	4	seen	see	VBN
37060	1797	5	the	the	DT
37060	1797	6	tube	tube	NN
37060	1797	7	touch	touch	VB
37060	1797	8	the	the	DT
37060	1797	9	floor	floor	NN
37060	1797	10	,	,	,
37060	1797	11	although	although	IN
37060	1797	12	contamination	contamination	NN
37060	1797	13	was	be	VBD
37060	1797	14	the	the	DT
37060	1797	15	cause	cause	NN
37060	1797	16	of	of	IN
37060	1797	17	the	the	DT
37060	1797	18	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1797	19	's	's	POS
37060	1797	20	anxiety	anxiety	NN
37060	1797	21	;	;	:
37060	1797	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1797	23	decided	decide	VBD
37060	1797	24	to	to	TO
37060	1797	25	stand	stand	VB
37060	1797	26	at	at	IN
37060	1797	27	the	the	DT
37060	1797	28	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	1797	29	door	door	NN
37060	1797	30	and	and	CC
37060	1797	31	await	await	VB
37060	1797	32	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1797	33	return	return	NN
37060	1797	34	.	.	.
37060	1798	1	No	no	RB
37060	1798	2	sooner	soon	RBR
37060	1798	3	had	have	VBD
37060	1798	4	a	a	DT
37060	1798	5	minute	minute	NN
37060	1798	6	passed	pass	VBN
37060	1798	7	when	when	WRB
37060	1798	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1798	9	body	body	NN
37060	1798	10	took	take	VBD
37060	1798	11	on	on	RP
37060	1798	12	a	a	DT
37060	1798	13	strange	strange	JJ
37060	1798	14	weakness	weakness	NN
37060	1798	15	.	.	.
37060	1799	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1799	2	head	head	NN
37060	1799	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1799	4	heavy	heavy	JJ
37060	1799	5	and	and	CC
37060	1799	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1799	7	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1799	8	were	be	VBD
37060	1799	9	oddly	oddly	RB
37060	1799	10	rebelling	rebel	VBG
37060	1799	11	toward	toward	IN
37060	1799	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1799	13	desire	desire	NN
37060	1799	14	to	to	TO
37060	1799	15	focus	focus	VB
37060	1799	16	clearly	clearly	RB
37060	1799	17	;	;	:
37060	1799	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1799	19	knew	know	VBD
37060	1799	20	if	if	IN
37060	1799	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1799	22	did	do	VBD
37060	1799	23	not	not	RB
37060	1799	24	sit	sit	VB
37060	1799	25	down	down	RP
37060	1799	26	,	,	,
37060	1799	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1799	28	would	would	MD
37060	1799	29	fall	fall	VB
37060	1799	30	presently	presently	RB
37060	1799	31	,	,	,
37060	1799	32	so	so	RB
37060	1799	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1799	34	leaned	lean	VBD
37060	1799	35	against	against	IN
37060	1799	36	the	the	DT
37060	1799	37	wall	wall	NN
37060	1799	38	and	and	CC
37060	1799	39	slid	slide	VBD
37060	1799	40	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	1799	41	to	to	IN
37060	1799	42	the	the	DT
37060	1799	43	floor	floor	NN
37060	1799	44	.	.	.
37060	1800	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1800	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1800	3	gained	gain	VBN
37060	1800	4	a	a	DT
37060	1800	5	sitting	sit	VBG
37060	1800	6	position	position	NN
37060	1800	7	,	,	,
37060	1800	8	yet	yet	RB
37060	1800	9	,	,	,
37060	1800	10	that	that	IN
37060	1800	11	too	too	RB
37060	1800	12	,	,	,
37060	1800	13	was	be	VBD
37060	1800	14	being	be	VBG
37060	1800	15	drawn	draw	VBN
37060	1800	16	from	from	IN
37060	1800	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1800	18	capabilities	capability	NNS
37060	1800	19	;	;	:
37060	1800	20	a	a	DT
37060	1800	21	determined	determined	JJ
37060	1800	22	force	force	NN
37060	1800	23	beckoned	beckon	VBD
37060	1800	24	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1800	25	toward	toward	IN
37060	1800	26	the	the	DT
37060	1800	27	floor	floor	NN
37060	1800	28	and	and	CC
37060	1800	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1800	30	sunk	sink	VBD
37060	1800	31	resignedly	resignedly	RB
37060	1800	32	down	down	RB
37060	1800	33	,	,	,
37060	1800	34	unafraid	unafraid	JJ
37060	1800	35	and	and	CC
37060	1800	36	rather	rather	RB
37060	1800	37	indifferent	indifferent	JJ
37060	1800	38	,	,	,
37060	1800	39	as	as	IN
37060	1800	40	a	a	DT
37060	1800	41	ship	ship	NN
37060	1800	42	,	,	,
37060	1800	43	torn	tear	VBN
37060	1800	44	and	and	CC
37060	1800	45	buffeted	buffet	VBN
37060	1800	46	,	,	,
37060	1800	47	would	would	MD
37060	1800	48	relinquish	relinquish	VB
37060	1800	49	herself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1800	50	to	to	IN
37060	1800	51	the	the	DT
37060	1800	52	fathoms	fathom	NNS
37060	1800	53	of	of	IN
37060	1800	54	a	a	DT
37060	1800	55	gaping	gape	VBG
37060	1800	56	sea	sea	NN
37060	1800	57	.	.	.
37060	1801	1	As	as	IN
37060	1801	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1801	3	body	body	NN
37060	1801	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1801	5	ushered	usher	VBN
37060	1801	6	to	to	IN
37060	1801	7	the	the	DT
37060	1801	8	tile	tile	NN
37060	1801	9	,	,	,
37060	1801	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1801	11	glanced	glance	VBD
37060	1801	12	helplessly	helplessly	RB
37060	1801	13	out	out	RB
37060	1801	14	into	into	IN
37060	1801	15	the	the	DT
37060	1801	16	hallway	hallway	NN
37060	1801	17	and	and	CC
37060	1801	18	caught	catch	VBD
37060	1801	19	the	the	DT
37060	1801	20	eye	eye	NN
37060	1801	21	of	of	IN
37060	1801	22	a	a	DT
37060	1801	23	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1801	24	,	,	,
37060	1801	25	unknown	unknown	JJ
37060	1801	26	to	to	IN
37060	1801	27	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1801	28	,	,	,
37060	1801	29	who	who	WP
37060	1801	30	was	be	VBD
37060	1801	31	walking	walk	VBG
37060	1801	32	briskly	briskly	RB
37060	1801	33	past	past	RB
37060	1801	34	through	through	IN
37060	1801	35	the	the	DT
37060	1801	36	untouched	untouched	JJ
37060	1801	37	silence	silence	NN
37060	1801	38	of	of	IN
37060	1801	39	the	the	DT
37060	1801	40	ward	ward	NN
37060	1801	41	.	.	.
37060	1802	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1802	2	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	1802	3	abruptly	abruptly	RB
37060	1802	4	,	,	,
37060	1802	5	eyeing	eye	VBG
37060	1802	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1802	7	with	with	IN
37060	1802	8	marked	mark	VBN
37060	1802	9	curiosity	curiosity	NN
37060	1802	10	and	and	CC
37060	1802	11	asked	ask	VBN
37060	1802	12	"	"	``
37060	1802	13	Do	do	VBP
37060	1802	14	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1802	15	need	need	VB
37060	1802	16	some	some	DT
37060	1802	17	help	help	NN
37060	1802	18	?	?	.
37060	1802	19	"	"	''
37060	1803	1	"	"	``
37060	1803	2	Uh	uh	UH
37060	1803	3	,	,	,
37060	1803	4	yeh	yeh	NNP
37060	1803	5	"	"	``
37060	1803	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1803	7	said	say	VBD
37060	1803	8	,	,	,
37060	1803	9	thinking	think	VBG
37060	1803	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1803	11	could	could	MD
37060	1803	12	,	,	,
37060	1803	13	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	1803	14	,	,	,
37060	1803	15	use	use	VB
37060	1803	16	some	some	DT
37060	1803	17	assistance	assistance	NN
37060	1803	18	.	.	.
37060	1804	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1804	2	struck	strike	VBD
37060	1804	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1804	4	as	as	RB
37060	1804	5	incredibly	incredibly	RB
37060	1804	6	humorous	humorous	JJ
37060	1804	7	,	,	,
37060	1804	8	even	even	RB
37060	1804	9	though	though	IN
37060	1804	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1804	11	was	be	VBD
37060	1804	12	not	not	RB
37060	1804	13	fully	fully	RB
37060	1804	14	able	able	JJ
37060	1804	15	to	to	TO
37060	1804	16	exercise	exercise	VB
37060	1804	17	or	or	CC
37060	1804	18	convey	convey	VB
37060	1804	19	the	the	DT
37060	1804	20	entirety	entirety	NN
37060	1804	21	of	of	IN
37060	1804	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1804	23	comic	comic	JJ
37060	1804	24	faculty	faculty	NN
37060	1804	25	at	at	IN
37060	1804	26	the	the	DT
37060	1804	27	time	time	NN
37060	1804	28	.	.	.
37060	1805	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1805	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	1805	3	what	what	WP
37060	1805	4	had	have	VBD
37060	1805	5	happened	happen	VBN
37060	1805	6	and	and	CC
37060	1805	7	why	why	WRB
37060	1805	8	the	the	DT
37060	1805	9	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1805	10	had	have	VBD
37060	1805	11	left	leave	VBN
37060	1805	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1805	13	;	;	:
37060	1805	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1805	15	told	tell	VBD
37060	1805	16	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1805	17	,	,	,
37060	1805	18	for	for	IN
37060	1805	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1805	20	mentality	mentality	NN
37060	1805	21	,	,	,
37060	1805	22	though	though	IN
37060	1805	23	buffered	buffer	VBN
37060	1805	24	,	,	,
37060	1805	25	was	be	VBD
37060	1805	26	intact	intact	JJ
37060	1805	27	.	.	.
37060	1806	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1806	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	1806	3	to	to	TO
37060	1806	4	know	know	VB
37060	1806	5	if	if	IN
37060	1806	6	the	the	DT
37060	1806	7	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1806	8	had	have	VBD
37060	1806	9	touched	touch	VBN
37060	1806	10	the	the	DT
37060	1806	11	ground	ground	NN
37060	1806	12	.	.	.
37060	1807	1	As	as	IN
37060	1807	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1807	3	did	do	VBD
37060	1807	4	not	not	RB
37060	1807	5	believe	believe	VB
37060	1807	6	that	that	IN
37060	1807	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1807	8	had	have	VBD
37060	1807	9	,	,	,
37060	1807	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1807	11	gave	give	VBD
37060	1807	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1807	13	a	a	DT
37060	1807	14	swift	swift	JJ
37060	1807	15	,	,	,
37060	1807	16	cursory	cursory	JJ
37060	1807	17	inspection	inspection	NN
37060	1807	18	and	and	CC
37060	1807	19	plugged	plug	VBD
37060	1807	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1807	21	back	back	RB
37060	1807	22	into	into	IN
37060	1807	23	the	the	DT
37060	1807	24	socket	socket	NN
37060	1807	25	.	.	.
37060	1808	1	By	by	IN
37060	1808	2	then	then	RB
37060	1808	3	the	the	DT
37060	1808	4	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1808	5	had	have	VBD
37060	1808	6	returned	return	VBN
37060	1808	7	and	and	CC
37060	1808	8	was	be	VBD
37060	1808	9	instructed	instruct	VBN
37060	1808	10	to	to	TO
37060	1808	11	round	round	VB
37060	1808	12	up	up	RP
37060	1808	13	several	several	JJ
37060	1808	14	others	other	NNS
37060	1808	15	;	;	:
37060	1808	16	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1808	17	had	have	VBD
37060	1808	18	to	to	TO
37060	1808	19	carry	carry	VB
37060	1808	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1808	21	back	back	RB
37060	1808	22	to	to	IN
37060	1808	23	bed	bed	NN
37060	1808	24	,	,	,
37060	1808	25	as	as	IN
37060	1808	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1808	27	legs	leg	NNS
37060	1808	28	were	be	VBD
37060	1808	29	rubberized	rubberize	VBN
37060	1808	30	and	and	CC
37060	1808	31	altogether	altogether	RB
37060	1808	32	useless	useless	JJ
37060	1808	33	.	.	.
37060	1809	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1809	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1809	3	as	as	IN
37060	1809	4	if	if	IN
37060	1809	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1809	6	had	have	VBD
37060	1809	7	entertained	entertain	VBN
37060	1809	8	a	a	DT
37060	1809	9	drunken	drunken	VBN
37060	1809	10	stupor	stupor	NN
37060	1809	11	within	within	IN
37060	1809	12	the	the	DT
37060	1809	13	passage	passage	NN
37060	1809	14	of	of	IN
37060	1809	15	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	1809	16	,	,	,
37060	1809	17	and	and	CC
37060	1809	18	without	without	IN
37060	1809	19	having	have	VBG
37060	1809	20	passed	pass	VBN
37060	1809	21	a	a	DT
37060	1809	22	glass	glass	NN
37060	1809	23	to	to	IN
37060	1809	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1809	25	lips	lip	NNS
37060	1809	26	.	.	.
37060	1810	1	The	the	DT
37060	1810	2	episode	episode	NN
37060	1810	3	must	must	MD
37060	1810	4	have	have	VB
37060	1810	5	resulted	result	VBN
37060	1810	6	from	from	IN
37060	1810	7	the	the	DT
37060	1810	8	rapid	rapid	JJ
37060	1810	9	denial	denial	NN
37060	1810	10	of	of	IN
37060	1810	11	the	the	DT
37060	1810	12	solution	solution	NN
37060	1810	13	to	to	IN
37060	1810	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1810	15	system	system	NN
37060	1810	16	;	;	:
37060	1810	17	since	since	IN
37060	1810	18	the	the	DT
37060	1810	19	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1810	20	dripped	drip	VBD
37060	1810	21	steadily	steadily	RB
37060	1810	22	into	into	IN
37060	1810	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1810	24	veins	vein	NNS
37060	1810	25	,	,	,
37060	1810	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1810	27	body	body	NN
37060	1810	28	reacted	react	VBD
37060	1810	29	to	to	IN
37060	1810	30	the	the	DT
37060	1810	31	change	change	NN
37060	1810	32	as	as	IN
37060	1810	33	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1810	34	would	would	MD
37060	1810	35	any	any	DT
37060	1810	36	shock	shock	NN
37060	1810	37	.	.	.
37060	1811	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	1811	2	,	,	,
37060	1811	3	the	the	DT
37060	1811	4	fact	fact	NN
37060	1811	5	that	that	IN
37060	1811	6	the	the	DT
37060	1811	7	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1811	8	was	be	VBD
37060	1811	9	so	so	RB
37060	1811	10	near	near	JJ
37060	1811	11	to	to	IN
37060	1811	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1811	13	heart	heart	NN
37060	1811	14	,	,	,
37060	1811	15	and	and	CC
37060	1811	16	the	the	DT
37060	1811	17	realization	realization	NN
37060	1811	18	that	that	WDT
37060	1811	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1811	20	was	be	VBD
37060	1811	21	standing	stand	VBG
37060	1811	22	when	when	WRB
37060	1811	23	the	the	DT
37060	1811	24	incident	incident	NN
37060	1811	25	occurred	occur	VBD
37060	1811	26	,	,	,
37060	1811	27	both	both	DT
37060	1811	28	render	render	VBP
37060	1811	29	the	the	DT
37060	1811	30	semi	semi	JJ
37060	1811	31	-	-	JJ
37060	1811	32	faint	faint	JJ
37060	1811	33	more	more	RBR
37060	1811	34	understandable	understandable	JJ
37060	1811	35	.	.	.
37060	1812	1	At	at	IN
37060	1812	2	any	any	DT
37060	1812	3	rate	rate	NN
37060	1812	4	,	,	,
37060	1812	5	the	the	DT
37060	1812	6	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1812	7	and	and	CC
37060	1812	8	several	several	JJ
37060	1812	9	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	1812	10	flitted	flit	VBN
37060	1812	11	about	about	IN
37060	1812	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1812	13	until	until	IN
37060	1812	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1812	15	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1812	16	quite	quite	RB
37060	1812	17	satisfied	satisfied	JJ
37060	1812	18	that	that	IN
37060	1812	19	the	the	DT
37060	1812	20	better	well	JJR
37060	1812	21	part	part	NN
37060	1812	22	of	of	IN
37060	1812	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1812	24	siege	siege	NN
37060	1812	25	had	have	VBD
37060	1812	26	ended	end	VBN
37060	1812	27	;	;	:
37060	1812	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1812	29	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	1812	30	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	1812	31	how	how	WRB
37060	1812	32	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	1812	33	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1812	34	was	be	VBD
37060	1812	35	that	that	IN
37060	1812	36	the	the	DT
37060	1812	37	stated	state	VBN
37060	1812	38	occurrence	occurrence	NN
37060	1812	39	happened	happen	VBD
37060	1812	40	during	during	IN
37060	1812	41	the	the	DT
37060	1812	42	absence	absence	NN
37060	1812	43	of	of	IN
37060	1812	44	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1812	45	father	father	NN
37060	1812	46	.	.	.
37060	1813	1	"	"	``
37060	1813	2	Well	well	UH
37060	1813	3	,	,	,
37060	1813	4	"	"	''
37060	1813	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1813	6	thought	think	VBD
37060	1813	7	lazily	lazily	RB
37060	1813	8	,	,	,
37060	1813	9	"	"	``
37060	1813	10	miracles	miracle	NNS
37060	1813	11	do	do	VBP
37060	1813	12	happen	happen	VB
37060	1813	13	;	;	:
37060	1813	14	or	or	CC
37060	1813	15	,	,	,
37060	1813	16	at	at	IN
37060	1813	17	least	least	JJS
37060	1813	18	,	,	,
37060	1813	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1813	20	luck	luck	NN
37060	1813	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	1813	22	n't	not	RB
37060	1813	23	all	all	RB
37060	1813	24	bad	bad	JJ
37060	1813	25	!	!	.
37060	1813	26	"	"	''
37060	1814	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1814	2	,	,	,
37060	1814	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1814	4	knew	know	VBD
37060	1814	5	,	,	,
37060	1814	6	would	would	MD
37060	1814	7	not	not	RB
37060	1814	8	have	have	VB
37060	1814	9	reacted	react	VBN
37060	1814	10	with	with	IN
37060	1814	11	the	the	DT
37060	1814	12	lack	lack	NN
37060	1814	13	of	of	IN
37060	1814	14	agitation	agitation	NN
37060	1814	15	that	that	WDT
37060	1814	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1814	17	had	have	VBD
37060	1814	18	portrayed	portray	VBN
37060	1814	19	toward	toward	IN
37060	1814	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1814	21	rendezvous	rendezvous	NN
37060	1814	22	with	with	IN
37060	1814	23	the	the	DT
37060	1814	24	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1814	25	floor	floor	NN
37060	1814	26	,	,	,
37060	1814	27	and	and	CC
37060	1814	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1814	29	was	be	VBD
37060	1814	30	extremely	extremely	RB
37060	1814	31	grateful	grateful	JJ
37060	1814	32	that	that	IN
37060	1814	33	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1814	34	did	do	VBD
37060	1814	35	not	not	RB
37060	1814	36	have	have	VB
37060	1814	37	to	to	TO
37060	1814	38	witness	witness	VB
37060	1814	39	the	the	DT
37060	1814	40	affair	affair	NN
37060	1814	41	.	.	.
37060	1815	1	While	while	IN
37060	1815	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1815	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1815	4	musing	muse	VBG
37060	1815	5	upon	upon	IN
37060	1815	6	the	the	DT
37060	1815	7	above	above	JJ
37060	1815	8	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	1815	9	,	,	,
37060	1815	10	the	the	DT
37060	1815	11	telephone	telephone	NN
37060	1815	12	's	's	POS
37060	1815	13	harsh	harsh	JJ
37060	1815	14	ring	ring	NN
37060	1815	15	clamored	clamor	VBD
37060	1815	16	to	to	TO
37060	1815	17	be	be	VB
37060	1815	18	received	receive	VBN
37060	1815	19	.	.	.
37060	1816	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1816	2	laid	lay	VBD
37060	1816	3	in	in	IN
37060	1816	4	bed	bed	NN
37060	1816	5	,	,	,
37060	1816	6	still	still	RB
37060	1816	7	awash	awash	JJ
37060	1816	8	in	in	IN
37060	1816	9	a	a	DT
37060	1816	10	sea	sea	NN
37060	1816	11	of	of	IN
37060	1816	12	partial	partial	JJ
37060	1816	13	coherence	coherence	NN
37060	1816	14	,	,	,
37060	1816	15	allowing	allow	VBG
37060	1816	16	the	the	DT
37060	1816	17	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1816	18	to	to	TO
37060	1816	19	answer	answer	VB
37060	1816	20	the	the	DT
37060	1816	21	call	call	NN
37060	1816	22	.	.	.
37060	1817	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1817	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1817	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1817	4	oldest	old	JJS
37060	1817	5	brother	brother	NN
37060	1817	6	,	,	,
37060	1817	7	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	1817	8	;	;	:
37060	1817	9	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	1817	10	dazed	dazed	JJ
37060	1817	11	,	,	,
37060	1817	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1817	13	grasped	grasp	VBD
37060	1817	14	the	the	DT
37060	1817	15	phone	phone	NN
37060	1817	16	and	and	CC
37060	1817	17	attempted	attempt	VBD
37060	1817	18	to	to	TO
37060	1817	19	carry	carry	VB
37060	1817	20	on	on	RP
37060	1817	21	an	an	DT
37060	1817	22	intelligent	intelligent	JJ
37060	1817	23	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	1817	24	,	,	,
37060	1817	25	explaining	explain	VBG
37060	1817	26	that	that	IN
37060	1817	27	which	which	WDT
37060	1817	28	had	have	VBD
37060	1817	29	transpired	transpire	VBN
37060	1817	30	directly	directly	RB
37060	1817	31	preceding	precede	VBG
37060	1817	32	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1817	33	call	call	NN
37060	1817	34	.	.	.
37060	1818	1	Once	once	IN
37060	1818	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1818	3	replaced	replace	VBD
37060	1818	4	the	the	DT
37060	1818	5	receiver	receiver	NN
37060	1818	6	,	,	,
37060	1818	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1818	8	collapsed	collapse	VBD
37060	1818	9	again	again	RB
37060	1818	10	into	into	IN
37060	1818	11	the	the	DT
37060	1818	12	bed	bed	NN
37060	1818	13	's	's	POS
37060	1818	14	rigidity	rigidity	NN
37060	1818	15	,	,	,
37060	1818	16	perceiving	perceive	VBG
37060	1818	17	that	that	IN
37060	1818	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1818	19	former	former	JJ
37060	1818	20	energy	energy	NN
37060	1818	21	,	,	,
37060	1818	22	absorbed	absorb	VBN
37060	1818	23	into	into	IN
37060	1818	24	another	another	DT
37060	1818	25	sphere	sphere	NN
37060	1818	26	of	of	IN
37060	1818	27	existence	existence	NN
37060	1818	28	,	,	,
37060	1818	29	had	have	VBD
37060	1818	30	not	not	RB
37060	1818	31	been	be	VBN
37060	1818	32	repleted	replete	VBN
37060	1818	33	.	.	.
37060	1819	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1819	2	strength	strength	NN
37060	1819	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1819	4	of	of	IN
37060	1819	5	no	no	DT
37060	1819	6	consequence	consequence	NN
37060	1819	7	however	however	RB
37060	1819	8	;	;	:
37060	1819	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1819	10	had	have	VBD
37060	1819	11	grown	grow	VBN
37060	1819	12	late	late	RB
37060	1819	13	,	,	,
37060	1819	14	the	the	DT
37060	1819	15	plane	plane	NN
37060	1819	16	's	's	POS
37060	1819	17	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	1819	18	was	be	VBD
37060	1819	19	delayed	delay	VBN
37060	1819	20	,	,	,
37060	1819	21	and	and	CC
37060	1819	22	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1819	23	was	be	VBD
37060	1819	24	required	require	VBN
37060	1819	25	of	of	IN
37060	1819	26	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1819	27	except	except	IN
37060	1819	28	to	to	TO
37060	1819	29	wait	wait	VB
37060	1819	30	for	for	IN
37060	1819	31	the	the	DT
37060	1819	32	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	1819	33	of	of	IN
37060	1819	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1819	35	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1819	36	;	;	:
37060	1819	37	waiting	wait	VBG
37060	1819	38	was	be	VBD
37060	1819	39	something	something	NN
37060	1819	40	to	to	TO
37060	1819	41	which	which	WDT
37060	1819	42	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1819	43	was	be	VBD
37060	1819	44	now	now	RB
37060	1819	45	accustomed	accustom	VBN
37060	1819	46	.	.	.
37060	1820	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1820	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1820	3	good	good	JJ
37060	1820	4	to	to	TO
37060	1820	5	see	see	VB
37060	1820	6	Mom	mom	NN
37060	1820	7	again	again	RB
37060	1820	8	;	;	:
37060	1820	9	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1820	10	drove	drive	VBD
37060	1820	11	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1820	12	to	to	IN
37060	1820	13	the	the	DT
37060	1820	14	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1820	15	albeit	albeit	IN
37060	1820	16	the	the	DT
37060	1820	17	fact	fact	NN
37060	1820	18	that	that	IN
37060	1820	19	visiting	visit	VBG
37060	1820	20	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1820	21	had	have	VBD
37060	1820	22	long	long	RB
37060	1820	23	since	since	IN
37060	1820	24	elapsed	elapse	VBN
37060	1820	25	;	;	:
37060	1820	26	in	in	IN
37060	1820	27	the	the	DT
37060	1820	28	pediatrics	pediatric	NNS
37060	1820	29	ward	ward	NNP
37060	1820	30	,	,	,
37060	1820	31	such	such	JJ
37060	1820	32	rules	rule	NNS
37060	1820	33	were	be	VBD
37060	1820	34	often	often	RB
37060	1820	35	relaxed	relax	VBN
37060	1820	36	or	or	CC
37060	1820	37	ignored	ignore	VBN
37060	1820	38	for	for	IN
37060	1820	39	the	the	DT
37060	1820	40	benefit	benefit	NN
37060	1820	41	of	of	IN
37060	1820	42	the	the	DT
37060	1820	43	family	family	NN
37060	1820	44	,	,	,
37060	1820	45	and	and	CC
37060	1820	46	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1820	47	was	be	VBD
37060	1820	48	not	not	RB
37060	1820	49	an	an	DT
37060	1820	50	uncommon	uncommon	JJ
37060	1820	51	sight	sight	NN
37060	1820	52	to	to	TO
37060	1820	53	observe	observe	VB
37060	1820	54	a	a	DT
37060	1820	55	parent	parent	NN
37060	1820	56	slumped	slump	VBD
37060	1820	57	in	in	IN
37060	1820	58	a	a	DT
37060	1820	59	corner	corner	NN
37060	1820	60	chair	chair	NN
37060	1820	61	,	,	,
37060	1820	62	stealing	steal	VBG
37060	1820	63	what	what	WDT
37060	1820	64	replenishment	replenishment	NN
37060	1820	65	the	the	DT
37060	1820	66	cramped	cramp	VBN
37060	1820	67	,	,	,
37060	1820	68	make	make	VBP
37060	1820	69	shift	shift	NN
37060	1820	70	bed	bed	NN
37060	1820	71	would	would	MD
37060	1820	72	afford	afford	VB
37060	1820	73	.	.	.
37060	1821	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1821	2	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1821	3	did	do	VBD
37060	1821	4	not	not	RB
37060	1821	5	tarry	tarry	VB
37060	1821	6	in	in	IN
37060	1821	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1821	8	room	room	NN
37060	1821	9	that	that	DT
37060	1821	10	night	night	NN
37060	1821	11	,	,	,
37060	1821	12	as	as	IN
37060	1821	13	the	the	DT
37060	1821	14	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	1821	15	marched	march	VBD
37060	1821	16	heedlessly	heedlessly	RB
37060	1821	17	onward	onward	RB
37060	1821	18	and	and	CC
37060	1821	19	the	the	DT
37060	1821	20	night	night	NN
37060	1821	21	aged	age	VBN
37060	1821	22	before	before	IN
37060	1821	23	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1821	24	.	.	.
37060	1822	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1822	2	reviewed	review	VBD
37060	1822	3	for	for	IN
37060	1822	4	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1822	5	the	the	DT
37060	1822	6	main	main	JJ
37060	1822	7	excitement	excitement	NN
37060	1822	8	of	of	IN
37060	1822	9	the	the	DT
37060	1822	10	evening	evening	NN
37060	1822	11	,	,	,
37060	1822	12	briefly	briefly	RB
37060	1822	13	filling	fill	VBG
37060	1822	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1822	15	inquiries	inquiry	NNS
37060	1822	16	and	and	CC
37060	1822	17	in	in	IN
37060	1822	18	return	return	NN
37060	1822	19	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	1822	20	a	a	DT
37060	1822	21	small	small	JJ
37060	1822	22	dose	dose	NN
37060	1822	23	of	of	IN
37060	1822	24	chit	chit	NN
37060	1822	25	-	-	HYPH
37060	1822	26	chat	chat	NN
37060	1822	27	for	for	IN
37060	1822	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1822	29	own	own	JJ
37060	1822	30	reflectance	reflectance	NN
37060	1822	31	.	.	.
37060	1823	1	As	as	IN
37060	1823	2	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1823	3	bid	bid	VBD
37060	1823	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1823	5	goodnight	goodnight	NN
37060	1823	6	,	,	,
37060	1823	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1823	8	knew	know	VBD
37060	1823	9	that	that	IN
37060	1823	10	tomorrow	tomorrow	NN
37060	1823	11	would	would	MD
37060	1823	12	be	be	VB
37060	1823	13	merrier	merrier	NN
37060	1823	14	for	for	IN
37060	1823	15	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	1823	16	;	;	:
37060	1823	17	the	the	DT
37060	1823	18	main	main	JJ
37060	1823	19	family	family	NN
37060	1823	20	unit	unit	NN
37060	1823	21	had	have	VBD
37060	1823	22	been	be	VBN
37060	1823	23	reunited	reunite	VBN
37060	1823	24	.	.	.
37060	1824	1	Parents	parent	NNS
37060	1824	2	are	be	VBP
37060	1824	3	the	the	DT
37060	1824	4	foot	foot	NN
37060	1824	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	1824	6	holds	hold	NNS
37060	1824	7	and	and	CC
37060	1824	8	building	building	NN
37060	1824	9	blocks	block	NNS
37060	1824	10	that	that	WDT
37060	1824	11	sustain	sustain	VBP
37060	1824	12	the	the	DT
37060	1824	13	growing	grow	VBG
37060	1824	14	youth	youth	NN
37060	1824	15	;	;	:
37060	1824	16	while	while	IN
37060	1824	17	other	other	JJ
37060	1824	18	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	1824	19	may	may	MD
37060	1824	20	very	very	RB
37060	1824	21	well	well	RB
37060	1824	22	flavor	flavor	VB
37060	1824	23	the	the	DT
37060	1824	24	insights	insight	NNS
37060	1824	25	and	and	CC
37060	1824	26	spice	spice	VB
37060	1824	27	the	the	DT
37060	1824	28	outlooks	outlook	NNS
37060	1824	29	of	of	IN
37060	1824	30	a	a	DT
37060	1824	31	maturing	mature	VBG
37060	1824	32	mind	mind	NN
37060	1824	33	,	,	,
37060	1824	34	the	the	DT
37060	1824	35	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1824	36	yet	yet	CC
37060	1824	37	possess	possess	VBP
37060	1824	38	the	the	DT
37060	1824	39	solid	solid	JJ
37060	1824	40	,	,	,
37060	1824	41	nurturing	nurture	VBG
37060	1824	42	ingredient	ingredient	NN
37060	1824	43	...	...	:
37060	1824	44	stability	stability	NN
37060	1824	45	...	...	:
37060	1824	46	to	to	TO
37060	1824	47	which	which	WDT
37060	1824	48	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1824	49	can	can	MD
37060	1824	50	,	,	,
37060	1824	51	and	and	CC
37060	1824	52	will	will	MD
37060	1824	53	,	,	,
37060	1824	54	turn	turn	VB
37060	1824	55	in	in	RP
37060	1824	56	trying	try	VBG
37060	1824	57	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1824	58	.	.	.
37060	1825	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1825	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	1825	3	that	that	IN
37060	1825	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1825	5	would	would	MD
37060	1825	6	forever	forever	RB
37060	1825	7	be	be	VB
37060	1825	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1825	9	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1825	10	'	'	POS
37060	1825	11	little	little	JJ
37060	1825	12	girl	girl	NN
37060	1825	13	;	;	:
37060	1825	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1825	15	was	be	VBD
37060	1825	16	of	of	IN
37060	1825	17	no	no	DT
37060	1825	18	consequence	consequence	NN
37060	1825	19	that	that	IN
37060	1825	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1825	21	would	would	MD
37060	1825	22	age	age	VB
37060	1825	23	into	into	IN
37060	1825	24	adulthood	adulthood	NN
37060	1825	25	;	;	:
37060	1825	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1825	27	would	would	MD
37060	1825	28	always	always	RB
37060	1825	29	be	be	VB
37060	1825	30	a	a	DT
37060	1825	31	fruit	fruit	NN
37060	1825	32	of	of	IN
37060	1825	33	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1825	34	existence	existence	NN
37060	1825	35	,	,	,
37060	1825	36	and	and	CC
37060	1825	37	while	while	IN
37060	1825	38	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1825	39	all	all	DT
37060	1825	40	had	have	VBD
37060	1825	41	possession	possession	NN
37060	1825	42	of	of	IN
37060	1825	43	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1825	44	senses	sense	NNS
37060	1825	45	and	and	CC
37060	1825	46	general	general	JJ
37060	1825	47	mentality	mentality	NN
37060	1825	48	,	,	,
37060	1825	49	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1825	50	would	would	MD
37060	1825	51	,	,	,
37060	1825	52	as	as	IN
37060	1825	53	would	would	MD
37060	1825	54	all	all	DT
37060	1825	55	of	of	IN
37060	1825	56	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1825	57	siblings	sibling	NNS
37060	1825	58	,	,	,
37060	1825	59	return	return	VBP
37060	1825	60	to	to	IN
37060	1825	61	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1825	62	sheltering	shelter	VBG
37060	1825	63	arms	arm	NNS
37060	1825	64	in	in	IN
37060	1825	65	fear	fear	NN
37060	1825	66	,	,	,
37060	1825	67	in	in	IN
37060	1825	68	pain	pain	NN
37060	1825	69	,	,	,
37060	1825	70	and	and	CC
37060	1825	71	in	in	IN
37060	1825	72	turmoil	turmoil	NN
37060	1825	73	.	.	.
37060	1826	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	1826	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1826	3	the	the	DT
37060	1826	4	nature	nature	NN
37060	1826	5	of	of	IN
37060	1826	6	the	the	DT
37060	1826	7	bond	bond	NN
37060	1826	8	of	of	IN
37060	1826	9	father	father	NN
37060	1826	10	and	and	CC
37060	1826	11	mother	mother	NN
37060	1826	12	to	to	IN
37060	1826	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1826	14	children	child	NNS
37060	1826	15	,	,	,
37060	1826	16	creating	create	VBG
37060	1826	17	a	a	DT
37060	1826	18	debt	debt	NN
37060	1826	19	which	which	WDT
37060	1826	20	can	can	MD
37060	1826	21	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	1826	22	be	be	VB
37060	1826	23	repaid	repay	VBN
37060	1826	24	.	.	.
37060	1827	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1827	2	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	1827	3	that	that	IN
37060	1827	4	,	,	,
37060	1827	5	in	in	IN
37060	1827	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1827	7	small	small	JJ
37060	1827	8	way	way	NN
37060	1827	9	,	,	,
37060	1827	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1827	11	could	could	MD
37060	1827	12	give	give	VB
37060	1827	13	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1827	14	strength	strength	NN
37060	1827	15	and	and	CC
37060	1827	16	answer	answer	VB
37060	1827	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1827	18	needs	need	NNS
37060	1827	19	,	,	,
37060	1827	20	and	and	CC
37060	1827	21	prove	prove	VB
37060	1827	22	to	to	TO
37060	1827	23	be	be	VB
37060	1827	24	an	an	DT
37060	1827	25	enrichment	enrichment	NN
37060	1827	26	to	to	IN
37060	1827	27	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1827	28	lives	life	NNS
37060	1827	29	.	.	.
37060	1828	1	The	the	DT
37060	1828	2	weekend	weekend	NN
37060	1828	3	passed	pass	VBD
37060	1828	4	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	1828	5	,	,	,
37060	1828	6	but	but	CC
37060	1828	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1828	8	was	be	VBD
37060	1828	9	appreciated	appreciate	VBN
37060	1828	10	by	by	IN
37060	1828	11	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	1828	12	.	.	.
37060	1829	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	1829	2	,	,	,
37060	1829	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1829	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1829	5	clear	clear	JJ
37060	1829	6	,	,	,
37060	1829	7	had	have	VBD
37060	1829	8	to	to	TO
37060	1829	9	return	return	VB
37060	1829	10	to	to	IN
37060	1829	11	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1829	12	children	child	NNS
37060	1829	13	;	;	:
37060	1829	14	though	though	IN
37060	1829	15	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1829	16	were	be	VBD
37060	1829	17	,	,	,
37060	1829	18	as	as	RB
37060	1829	19	yet	yet	RB
37060	1829	20	,	,	,
37060	1829	21	names	name	NNS
37060	1829	22	without	without	IN
37060	1829	23	faces	face	NNS
37060	1829	24	,	,	,
37060	1829	25	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1829	26	obligations	obligation	NNS
37060	1829	27	as	as	IN
37060	1829	28	a	a	DT
37060	1829	29	kindergarten	kindergarten	NN
37060	1829	30	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	1829	31	existed	exist	VBD
37060	1829	32	with	with	IN
37060	1829	33	more	more	JJR
37060	1829	34	prominence	prominence	NN
37060	1829	35	than	than	IN
37060	1829	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1829	37	health	health	NN
37060	1829	38	situation	situation	NN
37060	1829	39	;	;	:
37060	1829	40	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1829	41	was	be	VBD
37060	1829	42	out	out	IN
37060	1829	43	of	of	IN
37060	1829	44	danger	danger	NN
37060	1829	45	,	,	,
37060	1829	46	and	and	CC
37060	1829	47	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1829	48	recovery	recovery	NN
37060	1829	49	was	be	VBD
37060	1829	50	ripening	ripen	VBG
37060	1829	51	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	1829	52	;	;	:
37060	1829	53	soon	soon	RB
37060	1829	54	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1829	55	would	would	MD
37060	1829	56	be	be	VB
37060	1829	57	released	release	VBN
37060	1829	58	from	from	IN
37060	1829	59	the	the	DT
37060	1829	60	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1829	61	and	and	CC
37060	1829	62	live	live	VBP
37060	1829	63	once	once	RB
37060	1829	64	more	more	JJR
37060	1829	65	.	.	.
37060	1830	1	Three	three	CD
37060	1830	2	weeks	week	NNS
37060	1830	3	had	have	VBD
37060	1830	4	elapsed	elapse	VBN
37060	1830	5	,	,	,
37060	1830	6	and	and	CC
37060	1830	7	still	still	RB
37060	1830	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1830	9	had	have	VBD
37060	1830	10	tasted	taste	VBN
37060	1830	11	no	no	DT
37060	1830	12	food	food	NN
37060	1830	13	,	,	,
37060	1830	14	nor	nor	CC
37060	1830	15	had	have	VBD
37060	1830	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1830	17	swallowed	swallow	VBN
37060	1830	18	a	a	DT
37060	1830	19	mouthful	mouthful	NN
37060	1830	20	of	of	IN
37060	1830	21	water	water	NN
37060	1830	22	.	.	.
37060	1831	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1831	2	yearning	yearning	NN
37060	1831	3	for	for	IN
37060	1831	4	the	the	DT
37060	1831	5	sensory	sensory	JJ
37060	1831	6	delight	delight	NN
37060	1831	7	of	of	IN
37060	1831	8	harboring	harbor	VBG
37060	1831	9	various	various	JJ
37060	1831	10	flavors	flavor	NNS
37060	1831	11	and	and	CC
37060	1831	12	textures	texture	NNS
37060	1831	13	in	in	IN
37060	1831	14	the	the	DT
37060	1831	15	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	1831	16	and	and	CC
37060	1831	17	intermingling	intermingle	VBG
37060	1831	18	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1831	19	with	with	IN
37060	1831	20	cool	cool	JJ
37060	1831	21	draughts	draught	NNS
37060	1831	22	of	of	IN
37060	1831	23	liquid	liquid	JJ
37060	1831	24	refreshment	refreshment	NN
37060	1831	25	had	have	VBD
37060	1831	26	not	not	RB
37060	1831	27	abated	abate	VBN
37060	1831	28	;	;	:
37060	1831	29	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	1831	30	,	,	,
37060	1831	31	if	if	IN
37060	1831	32	the	the	DT
37060	1831	33	truth	truth	NN
37060	1831	34	must	must	MD
37060	1831	35	reveal	reveal	VB
37060	1831	36	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1831	37	,	,	,
37060	1831	38	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1831	39	exalted	exalt	VBD
37060	1831	40	the	the	DT
37060	1831	41	characteristics	characteristic	NNS
37060	1831	42	of	of	IN
37060	1831	43	mere	mere	JJ
37060	1831	44	sustenance	sustenance	NN
37060	1831	45	to	to	IN
37060	1831	46	magnanimous	magnanimous	JJ
37060	1831	47	proportions	proportion	NNS
37060	1831	48	,	,	,
37060	1831	49	certain	certain	JJ
37060	1831	50	that	that	IN
37060	1831	51	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1831	52	would	would	MD
37060	1831	53	heartily	heartily	RB
37060	1831	54	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	1831	55	food	food	NN
37060	1831	56	of	of	IN
37060	1831	57	the	the	DT
37060	1831	58	most	most	RBS
37060	1831	59	modest	modest	JJ
37060	1831	60	preparation	preparation	NN
37060	1831	61	;	;	:
37060	1831	62	dishes	dish	NNS
37060	1831	63	which	which	WDT
37060	1831	64	had	have	VBD
37060	1831	65	formerly	formerly	RB
37060	1831	66	sobered	sober	VBN
37060	1831	67	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1831	68	features	feature	NNS
37060	1831	69	and	and	CC
37060	1831	70	impaired	impair	VBD
37060	1831	71	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1831	72	appetite	appetite	NN
37060	1831	73	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1831	74	fancied	fancy	VBD
37060	1831	75	inviting	inviting	NN
37060	1831	76	and	and	CC
37060	1831	77	delicious	delicious	JJ
37060	1831	78	.	.	.
37060	1832	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1832	2	exuberant	exuberant	JJ
37060	1832	3	preoccupation	preoccupation	NN
37060	1832	4	with	with	IN
37060	1832	5	food	food	NN
37060	1832	6	was	be	VBD
37060	1832	7	alien	alien	JJ
37060	1832	8	to	to	IN
37060	1832	9	no	no	DT
37060	1832	10	one	one	NN
37060	1832	11	.	.	.
37060	1833	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1833	2	would	would	MD
37060	1833	3	sit	sit	VB
37060	1833	4	in	in	IN
37060	1833	5	bed	bed	NN
37060	1833	6	,	,	,
37060	1833	7	cutting	cut	VBG
37060	1833	8	recipes	recipe	NNS
37060	1833	9	and	and	CC
37060	1833	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1833	11	corresponding	corresponding	JJ
37060	1833	12	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	1833	13	from	from	IN
37060	1833	14	women	woman	NNS
37060	1833	15	's	's	POS
37060	1833	16	magazines	magazine	NNS
37060	1833	17	then	then	RB
37060	1833	18	,	,	,
37060	1833	19	in	in	IN
37060	1833	20	turn	turn	NN
37060	1833	21	,	,	,
37060	1833	22	would	would	MD
37060	1833	23	glue	glue	VB
37060	1833	24	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1833	25	to	to	IN
37060	1833	26	recipe	recipe	VB
37060	1833	27	cards	card	NNS
37060	1833	28	,	,	,
37060	1833	29	as	as	IN
37060	1833	30	the	the	DT
37060	1833	31	tasteless	tasteless	JJ
37060	1833	32	weeks	week	NNS
37060	1833	33	began	begin	VBD
37060	1833	34	and	and	CC
37060	1833	35	ended	end	VBD
37060	1833	36	.	.	.
37060	1834	1	One	one	PRP
37060	1834	2	might	may	MD
37060	1834	3	have	have	VB
37060	1834	4	thought	think	VBN
37060	1834	5	that	that	IN
37060	1834	6	food	food	NN
37060	1834	7	would	would	MD
37060	1834	8	have	have	VB
37060	1834	9	been	be	VBN
37060	1834	10	a	a	DT
37060	1834	11	vexation	vexation	NN
37060	1834	12	to	to	IN
37060	1834	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1834	14	mind	mind	NN
37060	1834	15	,	,	,
37060	1834	16	yet	yet	CC
37060	1834	17	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	1834	18	never	never	RB
37060	1834	19	inflicted	inflict	VBD
37060	1834	20	pain	pain	NN
37060	1834	21	upon	upon	IN
37060	1834	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1834	23	heart	heart	NN
37060	1834	24	,	,	,
37060	1834	25	and	and	CC
37060	1834	26	because	because	IN
37060	1834	27	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1834	28	were	be	VBD
37060	1834	29	figments	figment	NNS
37060	1834	30	of	of	IN
37060	1834	31	imagination	imagination	NN
37060	1834	32	,	,	,
37060	1834	33	mere	mere	JJ
37060	1834	34	mental	mental	JJ
37060	1834	35	sketches	sketch	NNS
37060	1834	36	,	,	,
37060	1834	37	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1834	38	failure	failure	NN
37060	1834	39	in	in	IN
37060	1834	40	existence	existence	NN
37060	1834	41	caused	cause	VBD
37060	1834	42	no	no	DT
37060	1834	43	dilemma	dilemma	NN
37060	1834	44	;	;	:
37060	1834	45	only	only	RB
37060	1834	46	,	,	,
37060	1834	47	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	1834	48	,	,	,
37060	1834	49	mild	mild	JJ
37060	1834	50	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	1834	51	.	.	.
37060	1835	1	The	the	DT
37060	1835	2	daily	daily	JJ
37060	1835	3	visits	visit	NNS
37060	1835	4	by	by	IN
37060	1835	5	the	the	DT
37060	1835	6	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1835	7	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1835	8	to	to	TO
37060	1835	9	meld	meld	VB
37060	1835	10	together	together	RB
37060	1835	11	,	,	,
37060	1835	12	echoing	echo	VBG
37060	1835	13	the	the	DT
37060	1835	14	remarks	remark	NNS
37060	1835	15	and	and	CC
37060	1835	16	questions	question	NNS
37060	1835	17	of	of	IN
37060	1835	18	the	the	DT
37060	1835	19	previous	previous	JJ
37060	1835	20	day	day	NN
37060	1835	21	.	.	.
37060	1836	1	"	"	``
37060	1836	2	Any	any	DT
37060	1836	3	bowel	bowel	NN
37060	1836	4	movement	movement	NN
37060	1836	5	yet	yet	RB
37060	1836	6	?	?	.
37060	1836	7	"	"	''
37060	1837	1	"	"	``
37060	1837	2	No	no	UH
37060	1837	3	.	.	.
37060	1837	4	"	"	''
37060	1838	1	"	"	``
37060	1838	2	Gas	gas	NN
37060	1838	3	?	?	.
37060	1838	4	"	"	''
37060	1839	1	"	"	``
37060	1839	2	A	a	DT
37060	1839	3	little	little	JJ
37060	1839	4	.	.	.
37060	1839	5	"	"	''
37060	1840	1	The	the	DT
37060	1840	2	questions	question	NNS
37060	1840	3	had	have	VBD
37060	1840	4	taken	take	VBN
37060	1840	5	on	on	IN
37060	1840	6	the	the	DT
37060	1840	7	pure	pure	JJ
37060	1840	8	monotony	monotony	NN
37060	1840	9	of	of	IN
37060	1840	10	a	a	DT
37060	1840	11	scratched	scratch	VBN
37060	1840	12	record	record	NN
37060	1840	13	which	which	WDT
37060	1840	14	played	play	VBD
37060	1840	15	the	the	DT
37060	1840	16	identical	identical	JJ
37060	1840	17	phrase	phrase	NN
37060	1840	18	over	over	RB
37060	1840	19	and	and	CC
37060	1840	20	over	over	RB
37060	1840	21	,	,	,
37060	1840	22	into	into	IN
37060	1840	23	oblivion	oblivion	NN
37060	1840	24	.	.	.
37060	1841	1	How	how	WRB
37060	1841	2	many	many	JJ
37060	1841	3	days	day	NNS
37060	1841	4	,	,	,
37060	1841	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1841	6	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	1841	7	,	,	,
37060	1841	8	would	would	MD
37060	1841	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1841	10	ears	ear	NNS
37060	1841	11	endure	endure	VB
37060	1841	12	the	the	DT
37060	1841	13	repetition	repetition	NN
37060	1841	14	before	before	IN
37060	1841	15	the	the	DT
37060	1841	16	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1841	17	were	be	VBD
37060	1841	18	assured	assure	VBN
37060	1841	19	of	of	IN
37060	1841	20	the	the	DT
37060	1841	21	normalcy	normalcy	NN
37060	1841	22	of	of	IN
37060	1841	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1841	24	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1841	25	and	and	CC
37060	1841	26	pancreas	pancrea	NNS
37060	1841	27	?	?	.
37060	1842	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1842	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	1842	3	to	to	TO
37060	1842	4	close	close	VB
37060	1842	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1842	6	mind	mind	NN
37060	1842	7	to	to	IN
37060	1842	8	distressing	distress	VBG
37060	1842	9	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	1842	10	;	;	:
37060	1842	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1842	12	knew	know	VBD
37060	1842	13	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1842	14	of	of	IN
37060	1842	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1842	16	physical	physical	JJ
37060	1842	17	condition	condition	NN
37060	1842	18	and	and	CC
37060	1842	19	through	through	IN
37060	1842	20	the	the	DT
37060	1842	21	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1842	22	's	's	POS
37060	1842	23	restrictions	restriction	NNS
37060	1842	24	,	,	,
37060	1842	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1842	26	would	would	MD
37060	1842	27	return	return	VB
37060	1842	28	to	to	IN
37060	1842	29	health	health	NN
37060	1842	30	;	;	:
37060	1842	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1842	32	had	have	VBD
37060	1842	33	far	far	RB
37060	1842	34	too	too	RB
37060	1842	35	much	much	JJ
37060	1842	36	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	1842	37	and	and	CC
37060	1842	38	hope	hope	VBP
37060	1842	39	to	to	TO
37060	1842	40	fly	fly	VB
37060	1842	41	to	to	IN
37060	1842	42	the	the	DT
37060	1842	43	arms	arm	NNS
37060	1842	44	of	of	IN
37060	1842	45	despair	despair	NN
37060	1842	46	,	,	,
37060	1842	47	for	for	IN
37060	1842	48	in	in	IN
37060	1842	49	despair	despair	NN
37060	1842	50	one	one	NN
37060	1842	51	finds	find	VBZ
37060	1842	52	no	no	DT
37060	1842	53	warmth	warmth	NN
37060	1842	54	or	or	CC
37060	1842	55	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	1842	56	.	.	.
37060	1843	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	1843	2	passed	pass	VBN
37060	1843	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1843	4	third	third	JJ
37060	1843	5	week	week	NN
37060	1843	6	in	in	IN
37060	1843	7	the	the	DT
37060	1843	8	confines	confine	NNS
37060	1843	9	of	of	IN
37060	1843	10	the	the	DT
37060	1843	11	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1843	12	,	,	,
37060	1843	13	the	the	DT
37060	1843	14	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1843	15	finally	finally	RB
37060	1843	16	concluded	conclude	VBD
37060	1843	17	that	that	IN
37060	1843	18	the	the	DT
37060	1843	19	signs	sign	NNS
37060	1843	20	were	be	VBD
37060	1843	21	such	such	JJ
37060	1843	22	that	that	IN
37060	1843	23	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1843	24	could	could	MD
37060	1843	25	risk	risk	VB
37060	1843	26	the	the	DT
37060	1843	27	removal	removal	NN
37060	1843	28	of	of	IN
37060	1843	29	the	the	DT
37060	1843	30	nose	nose	NN
37060	1843	31	tube	tube	NN
37060	1843	32	and	and	CC
37060	1843	33	allow	allow	VB
37060	1843	34	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1843	35	to	to	TO
37060	1843	36	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	1843	37	test	test	VB
37060	1843	38	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1843	39	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1843	40	's	's	POS
37060	1843	41	endurance	endurance	NN
37060	1843	42	and	and	CC
37060	1843	43	tolerance	tolerance	NN
37060	1843	44	of	of	IN
37060	1843	45	a	a	DT
37060	1843	46	liquid	liquid	JJ
37060	1843	47	diet	diet	NN
37060	1843	48	.	.	.
37060	1844	1	The	the	DT
37060	1844	2	prospect	prospect	NN
37060	1844	3	elated	elate	VBD
37060	1844	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1844	5	,	,	,
37060	1844	6	and	and	CC
37060	1844	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1844	8	promised	promise	VBD
37060	1844	9	to	to	TO
37060	1844	10	abide	abide	VB
37060	1844	11	by	by	IN
37060	1844	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1844	13	cautious	cautious	JJ
37060	1844	14	instructions	instruction	NNS
37060	1844	15	.	.	.
37060	1845	1	Removing	remove	VBG
37060	1845	2	the	the	DT
37060	1845	3	tube	tube	NN
37060	1845	4	which	which	WDT
37060	1845	5	issued	issue	VBD
37060	1845	6	from	from	IN
37060	1845	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1845	8	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1845	9	through	through	IN
37060	1845	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1845	11	nose	nose	NN
37060	1845	12	was	be	VBD
37060	1845	13	no	no	DT
37060	1845	14	major	major	JJ
37060	1845	15	operation	operation	NN
37060	1845	16	;	;	:
37060	1845	17	before	before	IN
37060	1845	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1845	19	had	have	VBD
37060	1845	20	enough	enough	JJ
37060	1845	21	time	time	NN
37060	1845	22	to	to	TO
37060	1845	23	be	be	VB
37060	1845	24	scared	scare	VBN
37060	1845	25	,	,	,
37060	1845	26	the	the	DT
37060	1845	27	tube	tube	NN
37060	1845	28	was	be	VBD
37060	1845	29	out	out	RB
37060	1845	30	and	and	CC
37060	1845	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1845	32	nose	nose	NN
37060	1845	33	,	,	,
37060	1845	34	clear	clear	JJ
37060	1845	35	.	.	.
37060	1846	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1846	2	M.	M.	NNP
37060	1846	3	said	say	VBD
37060	1846	4	that	that	IN
37060	1846	5	the	the	DT
37060	1846	6	tube	tube	NN
37060	1846	7	would	would	MD
37060	1846	8	have	have	VB
37060	1846	9	to	to	TO
37060	1846	10	be	be	VB
37060	1846	11	analyzed	analyze	VBN
37060	1846	12	for	for	IN
37060	1846	13	bacteria	bacteria	NNS
37060	1846	14	in	in	IN
37060	1846	15	the	the	DT
37060	1846	16	laboratory	laboratory	NN
37060	1846	17	and	and	CC
37060	1846	18	,	,	,
37060	1846	19	at	at	IN
37060	1846	20	the	the	DT
37060	1846	21	sight	sight	NN
37060	1846	22	of	of	IN
37060	1846	23	the	the	DT
37060	1846	24	grisly	grisly	JJ
37060	1846	25	thing	thing	NN
37060	1846	26	,	,	,
37060	1846	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1846	28	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	1846	29	pitied	pity	VBD
37060	1846	30	the	the	DT
37060	1846	31	individual	individual	NN
37060	1846	32	who	who	WP
37060	1846	33	would	would	MD
37060	1846	34	be	be	VB
37060	1846	35	assigned	assign	VBN
37060	1846	36	to	to	IN
37060	1846	37	the	the	DT
37060	1846	38	horrid	horrid	NN
37060	1846	39	occupation	occupation	NN
37060	1846	40	.	.	.
37060	1847	1	Turning	turn	VBG
37060	1847	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1847	3	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	1847	4	inward	inward	RB
37060	1847	5	,	,	,
37060	1847	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1847	7	found	find	VBD
37060	1847	8	that	that	IN
37060	1847	9	,	,	,
37060	1847	10	other	other	JJ
37060	1847	11	than	than	IN
37060	1847	12	a	a	DT
37060	1847	13	soreness	soreness	NN
37060	1847	14	of	of	IN
37060	1847	15	the	the	DT
37060	1847	16	throat	throat	NN
37060	1847	17	,	,	,
37060	1847	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1847	19	had	have	VBD
37060	1847	20	no	no	DT
37060	1847	21	complaints	complaint	NNS
37060	1847	22	to	to	TO
37060	1847	23	offer	offer	VB
37060	1847	24	;	;	:
37060	1847	25	to	to	TO
37060	1847	26	be	be	VB
37060	1847	27	free	free	JJ
37060	1847	28	of	of	IN
37060	1847	29	the	the	DT
37060	1847	30	tube	tube	NN
37060	1847	31	improved	improve	VBD
37060	1847	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1847	33	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	1847	34	and	and	CC
37060	1847	35	heralded	herald	VBD
37060	1847	36	the	the	DT
37060	1847	37	commencement	commencement	NN
37060	1847	38	of	of	IN
37060	1847	39	food	food	NN
37060	1847	40	into	into	IN
37060	1847	41	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1847	42	daily	daily	JJ
37060	1847	43	routine	routine	NN
37060	1847	44	.	.	.
37060	1848	1	The	the	DT
37060	1848	2	first	first	JJ
37060	1848	3	sampling	sampling	NN
37060	1848	4	of	of	IN
37060	1848	5	liquid	liquid	JJ
37060	1848	6	sustenance	sustenance	NN
37060	1848	7	proved	prove	VBN
37060	1848	8	to	to	TO
37060	1848	9	be	be	VB
37060	1848	10	a	a	DT
37060	1848	11	shadow	shadow	NN
37060	1848	12	of	of	IN
37060	1848	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1848	14	expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	1848	15	.	.	.
37060	1849	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1849	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1849	3	served	serve	VBN
37060	1849	4	bouillon	bouillon	NNP
37060	1849	5	broth	broth	NN
37060	1849	6	and	and	CC
37060	1849	7	green	green	JJ
37060	1849	8	tea	tea	NN
37060	1849	9	,	,	,
37060	1849	10	both	both	DT
37060	1849	11	of	of	IN
37060	1849	12	which	which	WDT
37060	1849	13	hardly	hardly	RB
37060	1849	14	satisfied	satisfy	VBD
37060	1849	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1849	16	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1849	17	's	's	POS
37060	1849	18	desire	desire	NN
37060	1849	19	;	;	:
37060	1849	20	the	the	DT
37060	1849	21	broth	broth	NN
37060	1849	22	was	be	VBD
37060	1849	23	intolerably	intolerably	RB
37060	1849	24	salty	salty	JJ
37060	1849	25	to	to	IN
37060	1849	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1849	27	unused	unused	JJ
37060	1849	28	tastebuds	tastebud	NNS
37060	1849	29	and	and	CC
37060	1849	30	the	the	DT
37060	1849	31	tea	tea	NN
37060	1849	32	unfamiliar	unfamiliar	NN
37060	1849	33	.	.	.
37060	1850	1	Nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	1850	2	,	,	,
37060	1850	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1850	4	consumed	consume	VBD
37060	1850	5	a	a	DT
37060	1850	6	fair	fair	JJ
37060	1850	7	amount	amount	NN
37060	1850	8	of	of	IN
37060	1850	9	each	each	DT
37060	1850	10	simply	simply	RB
37060	1850	11	as	as	IN
37060	1850	12	a	a	DT
37060	1850	13	reminder	reminder	NN
37060	1850	14	that	that	IN
37060	1850	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1850	16	was	be	VBD
37060	1850	17	licensed	license	VBN
37060	1850	18	to	to	TO
37060	1850	19	function	function	VB
37060	1850	20	as	as	IN
37060	1850	21	any	any	DT
37060	1850	22	other	other	JJ
37060	1850	23	human	human	NN
37060	1850	24	,	,	,
37060	1850	25	eating	eating	NN
37060	1850	26	and	and	CC
37060	1850	27	drinking	drink	VBG
37060	1850	28	as	as	IN
37060	1850	29	a	a	DT
37060	1850	30	matter	matter	NN
37060	1850	31	of	of	IN
37060	1850	32	course	course	NN
37060	1850	33	.	.	.
37060	1851	1	Within	within	IN
37060	1851	2	24	24	CD
37060	1851	3	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1851	4	after	after	IN
37060	1851	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1851	6	first	first	JJ
37060	1851	7	ingestion	ingestion	NN
37060	1851	8	of	of	IN
37060	1851	9	liquid	liquid	JJ
37060	1851	10	food	food	NN
37060	1851	11	,	,	,
37060	1851	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1851	13	proclaimed	proclaim	VBD
37060	1851	14	that	that	IN
37060	1851	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1851	16	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1851	17	an	an	DT
37060	1851	18	urge	urge	NN
37060	1851	19	to	to	TO
37060	1851	20	go	go	VB
37060	1851	21	to	to	IN
37060	1851	22	the	the	DT
37060	1851	23	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	1851	24	.	.	.
37060	1852	1	The	the	DT
37060	1852	2	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1852	3	excitedly	excitedly	RB
37060	1852	4	told	tell	VBD
37060	1852	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1852	6	not	not	RB
37060	1852	7	to	to	TO
37060	1852	8	flush	flush	VB
37060	1852	9	the	the	DT
37060	1852	10	bowel	bowel	NN
37060	1852	11	movement	movement	NN
37060	1852	12	until	until	IN
37060	1852	13	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1852	14	had	have	VBD
37060	1852	15	inspected	inspect	VBN
37060	1852	16	the	the	DT
37060	1852	17	stool	stool	NN
37060	1852	18	;	;	:
37060	1852	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1852	20	was	be	VBD
37060	1852	21	to	to	TO
37060	1852	22	be	be	VB
37060	1852	23	a	a	DT
37060	1852	24	clearly	clearly	RB
37060	1852	25	monumental	monumental	JJ
37060	1852	26	event	event	NN
37060	1852	27	!	!	.
37060	1853	1	After	after	IN
37060	1853	2	having	have	VBG
37060	1853	3	proudly	proudly	RB
37060	1853	4	enacted	enact	VBN
37060	1853	5	the	the	DT
37060	1853	6	endeavor	endeavor	NN
37060	1853	7	of	of	IN
37060	1853	8	which	which	WDT
37060	1853	9	the	the	DT
37060	1853	10	absence	absence	NN
37060	1853	11	had	have	VBD
37060	1853	12	,	,	,
37060	1853	13	for	for	IN
37060	1853	14	weeks	week	NNS
37060	1853	15	,	,	,
37060	1853	16	instilled	instill	VBN
37060	1853	17	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	1853	18	qualms	qualm	NNS
37060	1853	19	into	into	IN
37060	1853	20	the	the	DT
37060	1853	21	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1853	22	'	'	POS
37060	1853	23	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	1853	24	,	,	,
37060	1853	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1853	26	emerged	emerge	VBD
37060	1853	27	from	from	IN
37060	1853	28	the	the	DT
37060	1853	29	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	1853	30	;	;	:
37060	1853	31	the	the	DT
37060	1853	32	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1853	33	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	1853	34	surveyed	survey	VBD
37060	1853	35	the	the	DT
37060	1853	36	matter	matter	NN
37060	1853	37	,	,	,
37060	1853	38	simultaneously	simultaneously	RB
37060	1853	39	taking	take	VBG
37060	1853	40	notes	note	NNS
37060	1853	41	.	.	.
37060	1854	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1854	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1854	3	as	as	IN
37060	1854	4	if	if	IN
37060	1854	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1854	6	was	be	VBD
37060	1854	7	a	a	DT
37060	1854	8	hen	hen	NN
37060	1854	9	who	who	WP
37060	1854	10	had	have	VBD
37060	1854	11	laid	lay	VBN
37060	1854	12	a	a	DT
37060	1854	13	golden	golden	JJ
37060	1854	14	egg	egg	NN
37060	1854	15	,	,	,
37060	1854	16	except	except	IN
37060	1854	17	for	for	IN
37060	1854	18	the	the	DT
37060	1854	19	humbling	humble	VBG
37060	1854	20	fact	fact	NN
37060	1854	21	that	that	IN
37060	1854	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1854	23	offering	offering	NN
37060	1854	24	was	be	VBD
37060	1854	25	soon	soon	RB
37060	1854	26	flushed	flush	VBN
37060	1854	27	from	from	IN
37060	1854	28	view	view	NN
37060	1854	29	.	.	.
37060	1855	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1855	2	greeted	greet	VBD
37060	1855	3	the	the	DT
37060	1855	4	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1855	5	that	that	DT
37060	1855	6	day	day	NN
37060	1855	7	with	with	IN
37060	1855	8	an	an	DT
37060	1855	9	unusually	unusually	RB
37060	1855	10	wide	wide	JJ
37060	1855	11	smile	smile	NN
37060	1855	12	,	,	,
37060	1855	13	knowing	know	VBG
37060	1855	14	that	that	IN
37060	1855	15	when	when	WRB
37060	1855	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1855	17	asked	ask	VBD
37060	1855	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1855	19	well	well	RB
37060	1855	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	1855	21	rehearsed	rehearse	VBN
37060	1855	22	question	question	NN
37060	1855	23	,	,	,
37060	1855	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1855	25	would	would	MD
37060	1855	26	be	be	VB
37060	1855	27	able	able	JJ
37060	1855	28	to	to	TO
37060	1855	29	answer	answer	VB
37060	1855	30	in	in	IN
37060	1855	31	the	the	DT
37060	1855	32	affirmative	affirmative	JJ
37060	1855	33	;	;	:
37060	1855	34	however	however	RB
37060	1855	35	,	,	,
37060	1855	36	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1855	37	had	have	VBD
37060	1855	38	already	already	RB
37060	1855	39	received	receive	VBN
37060	1855	40	the	the	DT
37060	1855	41	news	news	NN
37060	1855	42	by	by	IN
37060	1855	43	way	way	NN
37060	1855	44	of	of	IN
37060	1855	45	the	the	DT
37060	1855	46	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	1855	47	's	's	POS
37060	1855	48	chart	chart	NN
37060	1855	49	,	,	,
37060	1855	50	and	and	CC
37060	1855	51	beamed	beam	VBN
37060	1855	52	with	with	IN
37060	1855	53	apparent	apparent	JJ
37060	1855	54	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	1855	55	.	.	.
37060	1856	1	"	"	``
37060	1856	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1856	3	had	have	VBD
37060	1856	4	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1856	5	worried	worry	VBN
37060	1856	6	for	for	IN
37060	1856	7	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	1856	8	there	there	RB
37060	1856	9	,	,	,
37060	1856	10	"	"	''
37060	1856	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1856	12	said	say	VBD
37060	1856	13	.	.	.
37060	1857	1	"	"	``
37060	1857	2	Well	well	UH
37060	1857	3	,	,	,
37060	1857	4	"	"	''
37060	1857	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1857	6	countered	counter	VBD
37060	1857	7	,	,	,
37060	1857	8	"	"	``
37060	1857	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1857	10	told	tell	VBD
37060	1857	11	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1857	12	that	that	IN
37060	1857	13	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1857	14	would	would	MD
37060	1857	15	get	get	VB
37060	1857	16	what	what	WP
37060	1857	17	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1857	18	wanted	want	VBD
37060	1857	19	if	if	IN
37060	1857	20	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1857	21	fed	feed	VBD
37060	1857	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1857	23	.	.	.
37060	1857	24	"	"	''
37060	1858	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1858	2	sat	sit	VBD
37060	1858	3	upright	upright	RB
37060	1858	4	in	in	IN
37060	1858	5	bed	bed	NN
37060	1858	6	,	,	,
37060	1858	7	grinning	grin	VBG
37060	1858	8	tight	tight	NN
37060	1858	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	1858	10	lipped	lipped	JJ
37060	1858	11	and	and	CC
37060	1858	12	amused	amuse	VBN
37060	1858	13	by	by	IN
37060	1858	14	the	the	DT
37060	1858	15	sheer	sheer	JJ
37060	1858	16	commonality	commonality	NN
37060	1858	17	of	of	IN
37060	1858	18	the	the	DT
37060	1858	19	entire	entire	JJ
37060	1858	20	situation	situation	NN
37060	1858	21	;	;	:
37060	1858	22	only	only	RB
37060	1858	23	in	in	IN
37060	1858	24	a	a	DT
37060	1858	25	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1858	26	would	would	MD
37060	1858	27	one	one	PRP
37060	1858	28	find	find	VB
37060	1858	29	so	so	RB
37060	1858	30	many	many	JJ
37060	1858	31	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	1858	32	whose	whose	WP$
37060	1858	33	good	good	JJ
37060	1858	34	tidings	tiding	NNS
37060	1858	35	could	could	MD
37060	1858	36	be	be	VB
37060	1858	37	realized	realize	VBN
37060	1858	38	through	through	IN
37060	1858	39	such	such	JJ
37060	1858	40	unlikely	unlikely	JJ
37060	1858	41	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	1858	42	of	of	IN
37060	1858	43	life	life	NN
37060	1858	44	.	.	.
37060	1859	1	Actually	actually	RB
37060	1859	2	,	,	,
37060	1859	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1859	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1859	5	rather	rather	RB
37060	1859	6	refreshing	refreshing	JJ
37060	1859	7	;	;	:
37060	1859	8	if	if	IN
37060	1859	9	the	the	DT
37060	1859	10	bulk	bulk	NN
37060	1859	11	of	of	IN
37060	1859	12	society	society	NN
37060	1859	13	could	could	MD
37060	1859	14	gather	gather	VB
37060	1859	15	contentment	contentment	NN
37060	1859	16	from	from	IN
37060	1859	17	such	such	JJ
37060	1859	18	normal	normal	JJ
37060	1859	19	functions	function	NNS
37060	1859	20	,	,	,
37060	1859	21	such	such	JJ
37060	1859	22	simple	simple	JJ
37060	1859	23	pleasures	pleasure	NNS
37060	1859	24	,	,	,
37060	1859	25	what	what	WDT
37060	1859	26	an	an	DT
37060	1859	27	unassuming	unassuming	JJ
37060	1859	28	,	,	,
37060	1859	29	peaceful	peaceful	JJ
37060	1859	30	world	world	NN
37060	1859	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1859	32	would	would	MD
37060	1859	33	be	be	VB
37060	1859	34	.	.	.
37060	1860	1	With	with	IN
37060	1860	2	the	the	DT
37060	1860	3	advent	advent	NN
37060	1860	4	of	of	IN
37060	1860	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1860	6	ability	ability	NN
37060	1860	7	to	to	TO
37060	1860	8	utilize	utilize	VB
37060	1860	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1860	10	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1860	11	,	,	,
37060	1860	12	came	come	VBD
37060	1860	13	other	other	JJ
37060	1860	14	surprises	surprise	NNS
37060	1860	15	which	which	WDT
37060	1860	16	were	be	VBD
37060	1860	17	beneficial	beneficial	JJ
37060	1860	18	to	to	IN
37060	1860	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1860	20	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	1860	21	,	,	,
37060	1860	22	if	if	IN
37060	1860	23	not	not	RB
37060	1860	24	also	also	RB
37060	1860	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1860	26	thighs	thigh	NNS
37060	1860	27	;	;	:
37060	1860	28	instead	instead	RB
37060	1860	29	of	of	IN
37060	1860	30	morning	morning	NN
37060	1860	31	and	and	CC
37060	1860	32	evening	evening	NN
37060	1860	33	shots	shot	NNS
37060	1860	34	,	,	,
37060	1860	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1860	36	could	could	MD
37060	1860	37	now	now	RB
37060	1860	38	receive	receive	VB
37060	1860	39	medication	medication	NN
37060	1860	40	orally	orally	RB
37060	1860	41	,	,	,
37060	1860	42	thus	thus	RB
37060	1860	43	sparing	spare	VBG
37060	1860	44	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1860	45	legs	leg	NNS
37060	1860	46	further	further	RB
37060	1860	47	abuse	abuse	NN
37060	1860	48	.	.	.
37060	1861	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1861	2	W.	W.	NNP
37060	1861	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1861	4	assigned	assign	VBN
37060	1861	5	to	to	TO
37060	1861	6	prescribe	prescribe	VB
37060	1861	7	the	the	DT
37060	1861	8	medication	medication	NN
37060	1861	9	replacing	replace	VBG
37060	1861	10	the	the	DT
37060	1861	11	shots	shot	NNS
37060	1861	12	;	;	:
37060	1861	13	when	when	WRB
37060	1861	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1861	15	told	tell	VBD
37060	1861	16	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1861	17	that	that	IN
37060	1861	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1861	19	was	be	VBD
37060	1861	20	unable	unable	JJ
37060	1861	21	to	to	TO
37060	1861	22	take	take	VB
37060	1861	23	pills	pill	NNS
37060	1861	24	,	,	,
37060	1861	25	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1861	26	studied	study	VBD
37060	1861	27	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1861	28	from	from	IN
37060	1861	29	behind	behind	IN
37060	1861	30	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1861	31	clipboard	clipboard	NN
37060	1861	32	,	,	,
37060	1861	33	and	and	CC
37060	1861	34	a	a	DT
37060	1861	35	wry	wry	NN
37060	1861	36	smile	smile	NN
37060	1861	37	spread	spread	NN
37060	1861	38	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	1861	39	across	across	IN
37060	1861	40	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1861	41	lips	lip	NNS
37060	1861	42	.	.	.
37060	1862	1	"	"	``
37060	1862	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1862	3	ca	can	MD
37060	1862	4	n't	not	RB
37060	1862	5	swallow	swallow	VB
37060	1862	6	pills	pill	NNS
37060	1862	7	?	?	.
37060	1862	8	"	"	''
37060	1863	1	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1863	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	1863	3	.	.	.
37060	1864	1	"	"	``
37060	1864	2	No	no	UH
37060	1864	3	.	.	.
37060	1864	4	"	"	''
37060	1865	1	was	be	VBD
37060	1865	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1865	3	firm	firm	JJ
37060	1865	4	reply	reply	NN
37060	1865	5	.	.	.
37060	1866	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1866	2	dad	dad	NN
37060	1866	3	,	,	,
37060	1866	4	who	who	WP
37060	1866	5	had	have	VBD
37060	1866	6	been	be	VBN
37060	1866	7	observing	observe	VBG
37060	1866	8	the	the	DT
37060	1866	9	entire	entire	JJ
37060	1866	10	scene	scene	NN
37060	1866	11	unfold	unfold	NN
37060	1866	12	,	,	,
37060	1866	13	queried	query	VBD
37060	1866	14	,	,	,
37060	1866	15	"	"	``
37060	1866	16	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	1866	17	,	,	,
37060	1866	18	after	after	RB
37060	1866	19	all	all	DT
37060	1866	20	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1866	21	've	have	VB
37060	1866	22	been	be	VBN
37060	1866	23	through	through	IN
37060	1866	24	,	,	,
37060	1866	25	that	that	DT
37060	1866	26	would	would	MD
37060	1866	27	be	be	VB
37060	1866	28	easy	easy	JJ
37060	1866	29	!	!	.
37060	1866	30	"	"	''
37060	1867	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1867	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1867	3	of	of	IN
37060	1867	4	no	no	DT
37060	1867	5	consequence	consequence	NN
37060	1867	6	to	to	IN
37060	1867	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1867	8	how	how	WRB
37060	1867	9	"	"	``
37060	1867	10	easy	easy	JJ
37060	1867	11	"	"	''
37060	1867	12	swallowing	swallow	VBG
37060	1867	13	a	a	DT
37060	1867	14	pill	pill	NN
37060	1867	15	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1867	16	to	to	IN
37060	1867	17	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1867	18	.	.	.
37060	1868	1	.	.	.
37060	1869	1	.	.	.
37060	1870	1	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1870	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1870	3	unnatural	unnatural	JJ
37060	1870	4	.	.	.
37060	1871	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1871	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1871	3	no	no	DT
37060	1871	4	intention	intention	NN
37060	1871	5	of	of	IN
37060	1871	6	trying	try	VBG
37060	1871	7	,	,	,
37060	1871	8	especially	especially	RB
37060	1871	9	after	after	RB
37060	1871	10	all	all	RB
37060	1871	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1871	12	had	have	VBD
37060	1871	13	been	be	VBN
37060	1871	14	through	through	RB
37060	1871	15	.	.	.
37060	1872	1	Thinking	think	VBG
37060	1872	2	an	an	DT
37060	1872	3	injection	injection	NN
37060	1872	4	of	of	IN
37060	1872	5	fundamental	fundamental	JJ
37060	1872	6	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	1872	7	or	or	CC
37060	1872	8	embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	1872	9	would	would	MD
37060	1872	10	make	make	VB
37060	1872	11	more	more	RBR
37060	1872	12	pliable	pliable	JJ
37060	1872	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1872	14	stiff	stiff	JJ
37060	1872	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	1872	16	willed	willed	JJ
37060	1872	17	stance	stance	NN
37060	1872	18	,	,	,
37060	1872	19	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1872	20	W.	W.	NNP
37060	1872	21	raised	raise	VBD
37060	1872	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1872	23	eyebrows	eyebrow	NNS
37060	1872	24	and	and	CC
37060	1872	25	said	say	VBD
37060	1872	26	mockingly	mockingly	RB
37060	1872	27	,	,	,
37060	1872	28	"	"	``
37060	1872	29	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1872	30	three	three	CD
37060	1872	31	year	year	NN
37060	1872	32	old	old	JJ
37060	1872	33	can	can	MD
37060	1872	34	swallow	swallow	VB
37060	1872	35	pills	pill	NNS
37060	1872	36	.	.	.
37060	1872	37	"	"	''
37060	1873	1	Surely	surely	RB
37060	1873	2	such	such	PDT
37060	1873	3	an	an	DT
37060	1873	4	assertion	assertion	NN
37060	1873	5	by	by	IN
37060	1873	6	a	a	DT
37060	1873	7	proud	proud	JJ
37060	1873	8	father	father	NN
37060	1873	9	of	of	IN
37060	1873	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1873	11	youngster	youngster	NN
37060	1873	12	's	's	POS
37060	1873	13	amazing	amazing	JJ
37060	1873	14	feat	feat	NN
37060	1873	15	would	would	MD
37060	1873	16	be	be	VB
37060	1873	17	a	a	DT
37060	1873	18	sufficient	sufficient	JJ
37060	1873	19	reason	reason	NN
37060	1873	20	to	to	TO
37060	1873	21	shame	shame	VB
37060	1873	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1873	23	into	into	IN
37060	1873	24	taking	take	VBG
37060	1873	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1873	26	medicine	medicine	NN
37060	1873	27	.	.	.
37060	1874	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1874	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	1874	3	at	at	IN
37060	1874	4	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1874	5	undaunted	undaunte	VBD
37060	1874	6	and	and	CC
37060	1874	7	unimpressed	unimpressed	JJ
37060	1874	8	.	.	.
37060	1875	1	"	"	``
37060	1875	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1875	3	ca	can	MD
37060	1875	4	n't	not	RB
37060	1875	5	swallow	swallow	VB
37060	1875	6	pills	pill	NNS
37060	1875	7	.	.	.
37060	1875	8	"	"	''
37060	1876	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	1876	2	remembering	remember	VBG
37060	1876	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1876	4	success	success	NN
37060	1876	5	at	at	IN
37060	1876	6	wearing	wear	VBG
37060	1876	7	contacts	contact	NNS
37060	1876	8	all	all	DT
37060	1876	9	day	day	NN
37060	1876	10	,	,	,
37060	1876	11	despite	despite	IN
37060	1876	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1876	13	positivity	positivity	NN
37060	1876	14	that	that	WDT
37060	1876	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1876	16	could	could	MD
37060	1876	17	never	never	RB
37060	1876	18	insert	insert	VB
37060	1876	19	the	the	DT
37060	1876	20	lenses	lense	NNS
37060	1876	21	,	,	,
37060	1876	22	let	let	VB
37060	1876	23	alone	alone	RB
37060	1876	24	wear	wear	VB
37060	1876	25	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1876	26	for	for	IN
37060	1876	27	the	the	DT
37060	1876	28	period	period	NN
37060	1876	29	of	of	IN
37060	1876	30	more	more	JJR
37060	1876	31	than	than	IN
37060	1876	32	several	several	JJ
37060	1876	33	hours	hour	NNS
37060	1876	34	,	,	,
37060	1876	35	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1876	36	nodded	nod	VBD
37060	1876	37	and	and	CC
37060	1876	38	selected	select	VBD
37060	1876	39	an	an	DT
37060	1876	40	alternative	alternative	NN
37060	1876	41	to	to	IN
37060	1876	42	pills	pill	NNS
37060	1876	43	.	.	.
37060	1877	1	The	the	DT
37060	1877	2	art	art	NN
37060	1877	3	of	of	IN
37060	1877	4	negative	negative	JJ
37060	1877	5	and	and	CC
37060	1877	6	positive	positive	JJ
37060	1877	7	persuasion	persuasion	NN
37060	1877	8	had	have	VBD
37060	1877	9	little	little	JJ
37060	1877	10	effect	effect	NN
37060	1877	11	on	on	IN
37060	1877	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1877	13	if	if	IN
37060	1877	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1877	15	had	have	VBD
37060	1877	16	full	full	JJ
37060	1877	17	reign	reign	NN
37060	1877	18	over	over	IN
37060	1877	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1877	20	senses	sense	NNS
37060	1877	21	.	.	.
37060	1878	1	Eyeing	eye	VBG
37060	1878	2	each	each	DT
37060	1878	3	other	other	JJ
37060	1878	4	like	like	IN
37060	1878	5	rivals	rival	NNS
37060	1878	6	,	,	,
37060	1878	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1878	8	broke	break	VBD
37060	1878	9	into	into	IN
37060	1878	10	good	good	RB
37060	1878	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	1878	12	humored	humored	JJ
37060	1878	13	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	1878	14	as	as	IN
37060	1878	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1878	16	turned	turn	VBD
37060	1878	17	to	to	TO
37060	1878	18	leave	leave	VB
37060	1878	19	.	.	.
37060	1879	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	1879	2	one	one	PRP
37060	1879	3	's	's	POS
37060	1879	4	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	1879	5	and	and	CC
37060	1879	6	aspirations	aspiration	NNS
37060	1879	7	bring	bring	VBP
37060	1879	8	more	more	JJR
37060	1879	9	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	1879	10	than	than	IN
37060	1879	11	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1879	12	fulfillment	fulfillment	NN
37060	1879	13	in	in	IN
37060	1879	14	reality	reality	NN
37060	1879	15	.	.	.
37060	1880	1	Many	many	JJ
37060	1880	2	,	,	,
37060	1880	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1880	4	am	be	VBP
37060	1880	5	sure	sure	JJ
37060	1880	6	,	,	,
37060	1880	7	have	have	VBP
37060	1880	8	waited	wait	VBN
37060	1880	9	in	in	IN
37060	1880	10	gleeful	gleeful	JJ
37060	1880	11	anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	1880	12	for	for	IN
37060	1880	13	a	a	DT
37060	1880	14	certain	certain	JJ
37060	1880	15	event	event	NN
37060	1880	16	to	to	TO
37060	1880	17	take	take	VB
37060	1880	18	place	place	NN
37060	1880	19	,	,	,
37060	1880	20	only	only	RB
37060	1880	21	to	to	TO
37060	1880	22	feel	feel	VB
37060	1880	23	acute	acute	JJ
37060	1880	24	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	1880	25	when	when	WRB
37060	1880	26	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1880	27	enactment	enactment	NN
37060	1880	28	failed	fail	VBD
37060	1880	29	to	to	TO
37060	1880	30	bring	bring	VB
37060	1880	31	forth	forth	RB
37060	1880	32	one	one	PRP
37060	1880	33	's	's	POS
37060	1880	34	expectant	expectant	JJ
37060	1880	35	jubilation	jubilation	NN
37060	1880	36	;	;	:
37060	1880	37	such	such	JJ
37060	1880	38	was	be	VBD
37060	1880	39	the	the	DT
37060	1880	40	case	case	NN
37060	1880	41	with	with	IN
37060	1880	42	the	the	DT
37060	1880	43	ambrosiac	ambrosiac	NN
37060	1880	44	manifestations	manifestation	NNS
37060	1880	45	which	which	WDT
37060	1880	46	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1880	47	had	have	VBD
37060	1880	48	bestowed	bestow	VBN
37060	1880	49	upon	upon	IN
37060	1880	50	food	food	NN
37060	1880	51	,	,	,
37060	1880	52	and	and	CC
37060	1880	53	the	the	DT
37060	1880	54	effect	effect	NN
37060	1880	55	which	which	WDT
37060	1880	56	said	say	VBD
37060	1880	57	food	food	NN
37060	1880	58	wrought	work	VBD
37060	1880	59	upon	upon	IN
37060	1880	60	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1880	61	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1880	62	.	.	.
37060	1881	1	To	to	TO
37060	1881	2	explain	explain	VB
37060	1881	3	further	further	RB
37060	1881	4	,	,	,
37060	1881	5	eating	eat	VBG
37060	1881	6	brought	bring	VBN
37060	1881	7	about	about	RP
37060	1881	8	nauseousness	nauseousness	NN
37060	1881	9	;	;	:
37060	1881	10	this	this	DT
37060	1881	11	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	1881	12	substantially	substantially	RB
37060	1881	13	daunted	daunt	VBD
37060	1881	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1881	15	adoration	adoration	NN
37060	1881	16	for	for	IN
37060	1881	17	food	food	NN
37060	1881	18	,	,	,
37060	1881	19	and	and	CC
37060	1881	20	putting	put	VBG
37060	1881	21	away	away	RB
37060	1881	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1881	23	recipes	recipe	NNS
37060	1881	24	,	,	,
37060	1881	25	turned	turn	VBD
37060	1881	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1881	27	attentions	attention	NNS
37060	1881	28	to	to	IN
37060	1881	29	other	other	JJ
37060	1881	30	,	,	,
37060	1881	31	less	less	RBR
37060	1881	32	torturous	torturous	JJ
37060	1881	33	joys	joy	NNS
37060	1881	34	of	of	IN
37060	1881	35	life	life	NN
37060	1881	36	.	.	.
37060	1882	1	Eating	eating	NN
37060	1882	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1882	3	eyed	eye	VBN
37060	1882	4	with	with	IN
37060	1882	5	sharp	sharp	JJ
37060	1882	6	suspicion	suspicion	NN
37060	1882	7	;	;	:
37060	1882	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1882	9	was	be	VBD
37060	1882	10	told	tell	VBN
37060	1882	11	that	that	IN
37060	1882	12	,	,	,
37060	1882	13	since	since	IN
37060	1882	14	three	three	CD
37060	1882	15	quarters	quarter	NNS
37060	1882	16	of	of	IN
37060	1882	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1882	18	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1882	19	was	be	VBD
37060	1882	20	gone	go	VBN
37060	1882	21	,	,	,
37060	1882	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1882	23	could	could	MD
37060	1882	24	expect	expect	VB
37060	1882	25	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	1882	26	following	follow	VBG
37060	1882	27	meals	meal	NNS
37060	1882	28	and	and	CC
37060	1882	29	,	,	,
37060	1882	30	because	because	IN
37060	1882	31	of	of	IN
37060	1882	32	the	the	DT
37060	1882	33	small	small	JJ
37060	1882	34	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	1882	35	,	,	,
37060	1882	36	should	should	MD
37060	1882	37	feed	feed	VB
37060	1882	38	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1882	39	often	often	RB
37060	1882	40	.	.	.
37060	1883	1	As	as	IN
37060	1883	2	a	a	DT
37060	1883	3	result	result	NN
37060	1883	4	,	,	,
37060	1883	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1883	6	would	would	MD
37060	1883	7	eat	eat	VB
37060	1883	8	a	a	DT
37060	1883	9	small	small	JJ
37060	1883	10	amount	amount	NN
37060	1883	11	,	,	,
37060	1883	12	become	become	VBP
37060	1883	13	nauseous	nauseous	JJ
37060	1883	14	,	,	,
37060	1883	15	recover	recover	NN
37060	1883	16	,	,	,
37060	1883	17	only	only	RB
37060	1883	18	to	to	TO
37060	1883	19	discover	discover	VB
37060	1883	20	that	that	IN
37060	1883	21	another	another	DT
37060	1883	22	tray	tray	NN
37060	1883	23	of	of	IN
37060	1883	24	food	food	NN
37060	1883	25	was	be	VBD
37060	1883	26	being	be	VBG
37060	1883	27	placed	place	VBN
37060	1883	28	in	in	IN
37060	1883	29	front	front	NN
37060	1883	30	of	of	IN
37060	1883	31	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1883	32	.	.	.
37060	1884	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1884	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1884	3	to	to	TO
37060	1884	4	force	force	VB
37060	1884	5	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1884	6	to	to	TO
37060	1884	7	eat	eat	VB
37060	1884	8	;	;	:
37060	1884	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1884	10	was	be	VBD
37060	1884	11	a	a	DT
37060	1884	12	chore	chore	NN
37060	1884	13	to	to	TO
37060	1884	14	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	1884	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1884	16	existence	existence	NN
37060	1884	17	,	,	,
37060	1884	18	not	not	RB
37060	1884	19	a	a	DT
37060	1884	20	delight	delight	NN
37060	1884	21	,	,	,
37060	1884	22	as	as	IN
37060	1884	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1884	24	had	have	VBD
37060	1884	25	earlier	early	RBR
37060	1884	26	supposed	suppose	VBN
37060	1884	27	.	.	.
37060	1885	1	Another	another	DT
37060	1885	2	curiosity	curiosity	NN
37060	1885	3	which	which	WDT
37060	1885	4	stemmed	stem	VBD
37060	1885	5	from	from	IN
37060	1885	6	eating	eat	VBG
37060	1885	7	was	be	VBD
37060	1885	8	noticed	notice	VBN
37060	1885	9	after	after	IN
37060	1885	10	the	the	DT
37060	1885	11	initial	initial	JJ
37060	1885	12	bite	bite	NN
37060	1885	13	of	of	IN
37060	1885	14	jello	jello	NNP
37060	1885	15	;	;	:
37060	1885	16	oddly	oddly	RB
37060	1885	17	,	,	,
37060	1885	18	jello	jello	NNP
37060	1885	19	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1885	20	to	to	TO
37060	1885	21	"	"	``
37060	1885	22	stick	stick	VB
37060	1885	23	"	"	''
37060	1885	24	at	at	IN
37060	1885	25	the	the	DT
37060	1885	26	point	point	NN
37060	1885	27	of	of	IN
37060	1885	28	entry	entry	NN
37060	1885	29	to	to	IN
37060	1885	30	the	the	DT
37060	1885	31	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1885	32	,	,	,
37060	1885	33	then	then	RB
37060	1885	34	,	,	,
37060	1885	35	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	1885	36	,	,	,
37060	1885	37	pass	pass	VB
37060	1885	38	down	down	RP
37060	1885	39	into	into	IN
37060	1885	40	the	the	DT
37060	1885	41	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1885	42	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1885	43	.	.	.
37060	1886	1	Never	never	RB
37060	1886	2	having	have	VBG
37060	1886	3	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	1886	4	this	this	DT
37060	1886	5	sensation	sensation	NN
37060	1886	6	before	before	IN
37060	1886	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1886	8	operation	operation	NN
37060	1886	9	,	,	,
37060	1886	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1886	11	mentioned	mention	VBD
37060	1886	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1886	13	to	to	IN
37060	1886	14	the	the	DT
37060	1886	15	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1886	16	.	.	.
37060	1887	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1887	2	were	be	VBD
37060	1887	3	unconcerned	unconcerned	JJ
37060	1887	4	,	,	,
37060	1887	5	and	and	CC
37060	1887	6	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1887	7	that	that	IN
37060	1887	8	any	any	DT
37060	1887	9	difficulty	difficulty	NN
37060	1887	10	would	would	MD
37060	1887	11	soon	soon	RB
37060	1887	12	repair	repair	VB
37060	1887	13	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1887	14	.	.	.
37060	1888	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1888	2	nodded	nod	VBD
37060	1888	3	,	,	,
37060	1888	4	wondering	wonder	VBG
37060	1888	5	if	if	IN
37060	1888	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1888	7	would	would	MD
37060	1888	8	,	,	,
37060	1888	9	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	1888	10	,	,	,
37060	1888	11	recover	recover	VB
37060	1888	12	on	on	IN
37060	1888	13	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1888	14	own	own	JJ
37060	1888	15	.	.	.
37060	1889	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1889	2	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	1889	3	the	the	DT
37060	1889	4	tender	tender	NN
37060	1889	5	lump	lump	NN
37060	1889	6	which	which	WDT
37060	1889	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1889	8	head	head	NN
37060	1889	9	had	have	VBD
37060	1889	10	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	1889	11	sustained	sustain	VBN
37060	1889	12	during	during	IN
37060	1889	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1889	14	lapse	lapse	NN
37060	1889	15	of	of	IN
37060	1889	16	unconsciousness	unconsciousness	NN
37060	1889	17	in	in	IN
37060	1889	18	the	the	DT
37060	1889	19	operating	operating	NN
37060	1889	20	room	room	NN
37060	1889	21	.	.	.
37060	1890	1	Five	five	CD
37060	1890	2	days	day	NNS
37060	1890	3	later	later	RB
37060	1890	4	,	,	,
37060	1890	5	approximately	approximately	RB
37060	1890	6	all	all	DT
37060	1890	7	of	of	IN
37060	1890	8	the	the	DT
37060	1890	9	hair	hair	NN
37060	1890	10	in	in	IN
37060	1890	11	the	the	DT
37060	1890	12	scalp	scalp	NN
37060	1890	13	which	which	WDT
37060	1890	14	grew	grow	VBD
37060	1890	15	within	within	IN
37060	1890	16	the	the	DT
37060	1890	17	sore	sore	JJ
37060	1890	18	region	region	NN
37060	1890	19	fell	fall	VBD
37060	1890	20	out	out	RB
37060	1890	21	,	,	,
37060	1890	22	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	1890	23	a	a	DT
37060	1890	24	temporary	temporary	JJ
37060	1890	25	oval	oval	NN
37060	1890	26	bald	bald	JJ
37060	1890	27	spot	spot	NN
37060	1890	28	on	on	IN
37060	1890	29	the	the	DT
37060	1890	30	back	back	NN
37060	1890	31	of	of	IN
37060	1890	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1890	33	head	head	NN
37060	1890	34	.	.	.
37060	1891	1	When	when	WRB
37060	1891	2	asked	ask	VBN
37060	1891	3	about	about	IN
37060	1891	4	this	this	DT
37060	1891	5	curiosity	curiosity	NN
37060	1891	6	the	the	DT
37060	1891	7	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1891	8	were	be	VBD
37060	1891	9	mute	mute	JJ
37060	1891	10	.	.	.
37060	1892	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	1892	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1892	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1892	4	the	the	DT
37060	1892	5	result	result	NN
37060	1892	6	of	of	IN
37060	1892	7	an	an	DT
37060	1892	8	operating	operating	NN
37060	1892	9	room	room	NN
37060	1892	10	panic	panic	NN
37060	1892	11	;	;	:
37060	1892	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1892	13	could	could	MD
37060	1892	14	understand	understand	VB
37060	1892	15	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1892	16	silence	silence	NN
37060	1892	17	amid	amid	IN
37060	1892	18	such	such	JJ
37060	1892	19	societal	societal	JJ
37060	1892	20	leaches	leach	NNS
37060	1892	21	as	as	IN
37060	1892	22	lawyers	lawyer	NNS
37060	1892	23	and	and	CC
37060	1892	24	"	"	``
37060	1892	25	lawsuit	lawsuit	NN
37060	1892	26	"	"	''
37060	1892	27	seekers	seeker	NNS
37060	1892	28	.	.	.
37060	1893	1	The	the	DT
37060	1893	2	lump	lump	NN
37060	1893	3	would	would	MD
37060	1893	4	be	be	VB
37060	1893	5	a	a	DT
37060	1893	6	mystery	mystery	NN
37060	1893	7	.	.	.
37060	1894	1	Because	because	IN
37060	1894	2	the	the	DT
37060	1894	3	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1894	4	offered	offer	VBD
37060	1894	5	no	no	DT
37060	1894	6	clues	clue	NNS
37060	1894	7	as	as	IN
37060	1894	8	to	to	IN
37060	1894	9	the	the	DT
37060	1894	10	cause	cause	NN
37060	1894	11	of	of	IN
37060	1894	12	the	the	DT
37060	1894	13	"	"	``
37060	1894	14	sticking	stick	VBG
37060	1894	15	"	"	''
37060	1894	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1894	17	managed	manage	VBD
37060	1894	18	to	to	TO
37060	1894	19	concoct	concoct	VB
37060	1894	20	several	several	JJ
37060	1894	21	of	of	IN
37060	1894	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1894	23	own	own	JJ
37060	1894	24	;	;	:
37060	1894	25	one	one	CD
37060	1894	26	possibility	possibility	NN
37060	1894	27	was	be	VBD
37060	1894	28	that	that	IN
37060	1894	29	the	the	DT
37060	1894	30	valve	valve	NN
37060	1894	31	between	between	IN
37060	1894	32	the	the	DT
37060	1894	33	esophagus	esophagus	NN
37060	1894	34	and	and	CC
37060	1894	35	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1894	36	,	,	,
37060	1894	37	known	know	VBN
37060	1894	38	as	as	IN
37060	1894	39	the	the	DT
37060	1894	40	cardiac	cardiac	JJ
37060	1894	41	sphincter	sphincter	NN
37060	1894	42	,	,	,
37060	1894	43	sustained	sustain	VBD
37060	1894	44	damage	damage	NN
37060	1894	45	in	in	IN
37060	1894	46	the	the	DT
37060	1894	47	operation	operation	NN
37060	1894	48	or	or	CC
37060	1894	49	through	through	IN
37060	1894	50	the	the	DT
37060	1894	51	long	long	JJ
37060	1894	52	-	-	HYPH
37060	1894	53	term	term	NN
37060	1894	54	presence	presence	NN
37060	1894	55	of	of	IN
37060	1894	56	the	the	DT
37060	1894	57	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1894	58	to	to	TO
37060	1894	59	nose	nose	NN
37060	1894	60	tube	tube	NN
37060	1894	61	;	;	:
37060	1894	62	or	or	CC
37060	1894	63	,	,	,
37060	1894	64	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1894	65	thought	think	VBD
37060	1894	66	,	,	,
37060	1894	67	the	the	DT
37060	1894	68	muscles	muscle	NNS
37060	1894	69	within	within	IN
37060	1894	70	the	the	DT
37060	1894	71	esophagus	esophagus	NN
37060	1894	72	,	,	,
37060	1894	73	which	which	WDT
37060	1894	74	push	push	VBP
37060	1894	75	food	food	NN
37060	1894	76	toward	toward	IN
37060	1894	77	the	the	DT
37060	1894	78	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1894	79	in	in	IN
37060	1894	80	swallowing	swallow	VBG
37060	1894	81	,	,	,
37060	1894	82	were	be	VBD
37060	1894	83	not	not	RB
37060	1894	84	functioning	function	VBG
37060	1894	85	properly	properly	RB
37060	1894	86	.	.	.
37060	1895	1	The	the	DT
37060	1895	2	actual	actual	JJ
37060	1895	3	reason	reason	NN
37060	1895	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1895	5	never	never	RB
37060	1895	6	drawn	draw	VBN
37060	1895	7	from	from	IN
37060	1895	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1895	9	inquiries	inquiry	NNS
37060	1895	10	,	,	,
37060	1895	11	and	and	CC
37060	1895	12	to	to	IN
37060	1895	13	the	the	DT
37060	1895	14	present	present	NN
37060	1895	15	,	,	,
37060	1895	16	the	the	DT
37060	1895	17	sensation	sensation	NN
37060	1895	18	creates	create	VBZ
37060	1895	19	some	some	DT
37060	1895	20	difficulty	difficulty	NN
37060	1895	21	;	;	:
37060	1895	22	yet	yet	CC
37060	1895	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1895	24	,	,	,
37060	1895	25	like	like	IN
37060	1895	26	the	the	DT
37060	1895	27	other	other	JJ
37060	1895	28	questions	question	NNS
37060	1895	29	,	,	,
37060	1895	30	shall	shall	MD
37060	1895	31	always	always	RB
37060	1895	32	remain	remain	VB
37060	1895	33	a	a	DT
37060	1895	34	mystery	mystery	NN
37060	1895	35	.	.	.
37060	1896	1	With	with	IN
37060	1896	2	each	each	DT
37060	1896	3	day	day	NN
37060	1896	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1896	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1896	6	given	give	VBN
37060	1896	7	more	more	JJR
37060	1896	8	freedoms	freedom	NNS
37060	1896	9	;	;	:
37060	1896	10	the	the	DT
37060	1896	11	IV	IV	NNP
37060	1896	12	was	be	VBD
37060	1896	13	removed	remove	VBN
37060	1896	14	,	,	,
37060	1896	15	and	and	CC
37060	1896	16	the	the	DT
37060	1896	17	cumbersome	cumbersome	JJ
37060	1896	18	pole	pole	NN
37060	1896	19	escorted	escort	VBD
37060	1896	20	to	to	IN
37060	1896	21	the	the	DT
37060	1896	22	supply	supply	NN
37060	1896	23	room	room	NN
37060	1896	24	;	;	:
37060	1896	25	walks	walk	VBZ
37060	1896	26	increased	increase	VBD
37060	1896	27	in	in	IN
37060	1896	28	number	number	NN
37060	1896	29	and	and	CC
37060	1896	30	duration	duration	NN
37060	1896	31	as	as	IN
37060	1896	32	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1896	33	were	be	VBD
37060	1896	34	now	now	RB
37060	1896	35	unhampered	unhampere	VBN
37060	1896	36	by	by	IN
37060	1896	37	either	either	DT
37060	1896	38	tube	tube	NN
37060	1896	39	or	or	CC
37060	1896	40	pole	pole	NN
37060	1896	41	.	.	.
37060	1897	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1897	2	diet	diet	NN
37060	1897	3	improved	improve	VBD
37060	1897	4	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	1897	5	,	,	,
37060	1897	6	from	from	IN
37060	1897	7	liquids	liquid	NNS
37060	1897	8	to	to	IN
37060	1897	9	strained	strained	JJ
37060	1897	10	liquids	liquid	NNS
37060	1897	11	,	,	,
37060	1897	12	to	to	IN
37060	1897	13	soft	soft	JJ
37060	1897	14	foods	food	NNS
37060	1897	15	,	,	,
37060	1897	16	and	and	CC
37060	1897	17	finally	finally	RB
37060	1897	18	to	to	IN
37060	1897	19	a	a	DT
37060	1897	20	regular	regular	JJ
37060	1897	21	diet	diet	NN
37060	1897	22	,	,	,
37060	1897	23	and	and	CC
37060	1897	24	albeit	albeit	IN
37060	1897	25	the	the	DT
37060	1897	26	fact	fact	NN
37060	1897	27	that	that	IN
37060	1897	28	food	food	NN
37060	1897	29	was	be	VBD
37060	1897	30	no	no	RB
37060	1897	31	longer	long	RBR
37060	1897	32	a	a	DT
37060	1897	33	blissful	blissful	JJ
37060	1897	34	thought	thought	NN
37060	1897	35	,	,	,
37060	1897	36	the	the	DT
37060	1897	37	small	small	JJ
37060	1897	38	and	and	CC
37060	1897	39	frequent	frequent	JJ
37060	1897	40	meals	meal	NNS
37060	1897	41	were	be	VBD
37060	1897	42	a	a	DT
37060	1897	43	source	source	NN
37060	1897	44	of	of	IN
37060	1897	45	entertainment	entertainment	NN
37060	1897	46	and	and	CC
37060	1897	47	added	add	VBD
37060	1897	48	sparkle	sparkle	NN
37060	1897	49	to	to	IN
37060	1897	50	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1897	51	day	day	NN
37060	1897	52	.	.	.
37060	1898	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	1898	2	gastro	gastro	JJ
37060	1898	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	1898	4	intestinal	intestinal	JJ
37060	1898	5	difficulties	difficulty	NNS
37060	1898	6	,	,	,
37060	1898	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1898	8	endured	endure	VBD
37060	1898	9	the	the	DT
37060	1898	10	final	final	JJ
37060	1898	11	days	day	NNS
37060	1898	12	in	in	IN
37060	1898	13	the	the	DT
37060	1898	14	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1898	15	with	with	IN
37060	1898	16	a	a	DT
37060	1898	17	new	new	JJ
37060	1898	18	strength	strength	NN
37060	1898	19	;	;	:
37060	1898	20	because	because	IN
37060	1898	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1898	22	was	be	VBD
37060	1898	23	eating	eat	VBG
37060	1898	24	and	and	CC
37060	1898	25	sustaining	sustain	VBG
37060	1898	26	nourishment	nourishment	NN
37060	1898	27	through	through	IN
37060	1898	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1898	29	natural	natural	JJ
37060	1898	30	means	mean	NNS
37060	1898	31	,	,	,
37060	1898	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1898	33	knew	know	VBD
37060	1898	34	the	the	DT
37060	1898	35	heavy	heavy	JJ
37060	1898	36	burden	burden	NN
37060	1898	37	of	of	IN
37060	1898	38	a	a	DT
37060	1898	39	long	long	JJ
37060	1898	40	recovery	recovery	NN
37060	1898	41	was	be	VBD
37060	1898	42	loosing	loose	VBG
37060	1898	43	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1898	44	from	from	IN
37060	1898	45	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1898	46	shoulders	shoulder	NNS
37060	1898	47	;	;	:
37060	1898	48	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1898	49	had	have	VBD
37060	1898	50	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	1898	51	reached	reach	VBN
37060	1898	52	the	the	DT
37060	1898	53	summit	summit	NN
37060	1898	54	of	of	IN
37060	1898	55	self	self	NN
37060	1898	56	-	-	HYPH
37060	1898	57	restoration	restoration	NN
37060	1898	58	after	after	IN
37060	1898	59	physical	physical	JJ
37060	1898	60	toil	toil	NN
37060	1898	61	and	and	CC
37060	1898	62	mental	mental	JJ
37060	1898	63	strain	strain	NN
37060	1898	64	.	.	.
37060	1899	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1899	2	personality	personality	NN
37060	1899	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1899	4	refreshed	refresh	VBN
37060	1899	5	by	by	IN
37060	1899	6	the	the	DT
37060	1899	7	small	small	JJ
37060	1899	8	delights	delight	NNS
37060	1899	9	which	which	WDT
37060	1899	10	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1899	11	to	to	TO
37060	1899	12	grow	grow	VB
37060	1899	13	unchecked	unchecked	JJ
37060	1899	14	in	in	IN
37060	1899	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1899	16	miniature	miniature	JJ
37060	1899	17	world	world	NN
37060	1899	18	;	;	:
37060	1899	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1899	20	loved	love	VBD
37060	1899	21	to	to	TO
37060	1899	22	sit	sit	VB
37060	1899	23	outside	outside	RB
37060	1899	24	on	on	IN
37060	1899	25	the	the	DT
37060	1899	26	roof	roof	NN
37060	1899	27	-	-	HYPH
37060	1899	28	top	top	JJ
37060	1899	29	"	"	``
37060	1899	30	patio	patio	NN
37060	1899	31	"	"	''
37060	1899	32	of	of	IN
37060	1899	33	the	the	DT
37060	1899	34	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1899	35	and	and	CC
37060	1899	36	feel	feel	VBP
37060	1899	37	the	the	DT
37060	1899	38	warm	warm	JJ
37060	1899	39	sun	sun	NN
37060	1899	40	and	and	CC
37060	1899	41	summer	summer	NN
37060	1899	42	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	1899	43	touch	touch	NN
37060	1899	44	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1899	45	face	face	NN
37060	1899	46	,	,	,
37060	1899	47	while	while	IN
37060	1899	48	at	at	IN
37060	1899	49	night	night	NN
37060	1899	50	the	the	DT
37060	1899	51	distant	distant	JJ
37060	1899	52	lights	light	NNS
37060	1899	53	of	of	IN
37060	1899	54	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	1899	55	glittered	glitter	VBD
37060	1899	56	and	and	CC
37060	1899	57	shed	shed	VBD
37060	1899	58	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1899	59	baleful	baleful	JJ
37060	1899	60	remorse	remorse	NN
37060	1899	61	before	before	IN
37060	1899	62	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1899	63	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	1899	64	;	;	:
37060	1899	65	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1899	66	were	be	VBD
37060	1899	67	tempting	tempt	VBG
37060	1899	68	jewels	jewel	NNS
37060	1899	69	no	no	RB
37060	1899	70	more	more	RBR
37060	1899	71	,	,	,
37060	1899	72	but	but	CC
37060	1899	73	sweet	sweet	JJ
37060	1899	74	reminders	reminder	NNS
37060	1899	75	that	that	IN
37060	1899	76	at	at	IN
37060	1899	77	the	the	DT
37060	1899	78	week	week	NN
37060	1899	79	's	's	POS
37060	1899	80	end	end	NN
37060	1899	81	,	,	,
37060	1899	82	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1899	83	could	could	MD
37060	1899	84	stand	stand	VB
37060	1899	85	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	1899	86	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1899	87	steady	steady	JJ
37060	1899	88	glow	glow	NN
37060	1899	89	.	.	.
37060	1900	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1900	2	no	no	RB
37060	1900	3	longer	long	RBR
37060	1900	4	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1900	5	imprisoned	imprison	VBN
37060	1900	6	,	,	,
37060	1900	7	an	an	DT
37060	1900	8	outsider	outsider	NN
37060	1900	9	to	to	IN
37060	1900	10	the	the	DT
37060	1900	11	stream	stream	NN
37060	1900	12	of	of	IN
37060	1900	13	life	life	NN
37060	1900	14	.	.	.
37060	1901	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1901	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1901	3	a	a	DT
37060	1901	4	part	part	NN
37060	1901	5	of	of	IN
37060	1901	6	humanity	humanity	NN
37060	1901	7	,	,	,
37060	1901	8	an	an	DT
37060	1901	9	element	element	NN
37060	1901	10	of	of	IN
37060	1901	11	nature	nature	NN
37060	1901	12	,	,	,
37060	1901	13	a	a	DT
37060	1901	14	working	work	VBG
37060	1901	15	vessel	vessel	NN
37060	1901	16	of	of	IN
37060	1901	17	creation	creation	NN
37060	1901	18	.	.	.
37060	1902	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1902	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1902	3	not	not	RB
37060	1902	4	constrained	constrain	VBN
37060	1902	5	.	.	.
37060	1903	1	If	if	IN
37060	1903	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1903	3	so	so	RB
37060	1903	4	desired	desire	VBD
37060	1903	5	,	,	,
37060	1903	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1903	7	could	could	MD
37060	1903	8	dress	dress	VB
37060	1903	9	in	in	IN
37060	1903	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1903	11	civilian	civilian	JJ
37060	1903	12	clothes	clothe	NNS
37060	1903	13	and	and	CC
37060	1903	14	disappear	disappear	VB
37060	1903	15	through	through	IN
37060	1903	16	the	the	DT
37060	1903	17	yawning	yawn	VBG
37060	1903	18	doors	door	NNS
37060	1903	19	of	of	IN
37060	1903	20	the	the	DT
37060	1903	21	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	1903	22	,	,	,
37060	1903	23	to	to	TO
37060	1903	24	be	be	VB
37060	1903	25	lost	lose	VBN
37060	1903	26	in	in	IN
37060	1903	27	a	a	DT
37060	1903	28	sea	sea	NN
37060	1903	29	of	of	IN
37060	1903	30	unknown	unknown	JJ
37060	1903	31	personalities	personality	NNS
37060	1903	32	,	,	,
37060	1903	33	and	and	CC
37060	1903	34	unfamiliar	unfamiliar	JJ
37060	1903	35	faces	face	NNS
37060	1903	36	.	.	.
37060	1904	1	The	the	DT
37060	1904	2	idea	idea	NN
37060	1904	3	of	of	IN
37060	1904	4	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	1904	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1904	6	a	a	DT
37060	1904	7	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	1904	8	to	to	IN
37060	1904	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1904	10	last	last	JJ
37060	1904	11	days	day	NNS
37060	1904	12	of	of	IN
37060	1904	13	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1904	14	existence	existence	NN
37060	1904	15	,	,	,
37060	1904	16	for	for	IN
37060	1904	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1904	18	was	be	VBD
37060	1904	19	attainable	attainable	JJ
37060	1904	20	;	;	:
37060	1904	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1904	22	had	have	VBD
37060	1904	23	but	but	CC
37060	1904	24	to	to	TO
37060	1904	25	discard	discard	VB
37060	1904	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1904	27	gown	gown	NN
37060	1904	28	,	,	,
37060	1904	29	don	don	VB
37060	1904	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1904	31	clothes	clothe	NNS
37060	1904	32	,	,	,
37060	1904	33	and	and	CC
37060	1904	34	flee	flee	NNP
37060	1904	35	.	.	.
37060	1905	1	.	.	.
37060	1906	1	.	.	.
37060	1907	1	and	and	CC
37060	1907	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1907	3	would	would	MD
37060	1907	4	be	be	VB
37060	1907	5	mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1907	6	.	.	.
37060	1908	1	True	true	JJ
37060	1908	2	bondage	bondage	NN
37060	1908	3	,	,	,
37060	1908	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1908	5	found	find	VBD
37060	1908	6	,	,	,
37060	1908	7	existed	exist	VBD
37060	1908	8	only	only	RB
37060	1908	9	in	in	IN
37060	1908	10	the	the	DT
37060	1908	11	mind	mind	NN
37060	1908	12	and	and	CC
37060	1908	13	the	the	DT
37060	1908	14	way	way	NN
37060	1908	15	in	in	IN
37060	1908	16	which	which	WDT
37060	1908	17	one	one	NN
37060	1908	18	perceived	perceive	VBD
37060	1908	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1908	20	world	world	NN
37060	1908	21	;	;	,
37060	1908	22	for	for	IN
37060	1908	23	whether	whether	IN
37060	1908	24	restricted	restrict	VBN
37060	1908	25	under	under	IN
37060	1908	26	lock	lock	NN
37060	1908	27	and	and	CC
37060	1908	28	key	key	NN
37060	1908	29	or	or	CC
37060	1908	30	lack	lack	NN
37060	1908	31	of	of	IN
37060	1908	32	health	health	NN
37060	1908	33	,	,	,
37060	1908	34	the	the	DT
37060	1908	35	mind	mind	NN
37060	1908	36	is	be	VBZ
37060	1908	37	still	still	RB
37060	1908	38	capable	capable	JJ
37060	1908	39	of	of	IN
37060	1908	40	limitless	limitless	JJ
37060	1908	41	meanderings	meandering	NNS
37060	1908	42	if	if	IN
37060	1908	43	one	one	CD
37060	1908	44	but	but	CC
37060	1908	45	remains	remain	VBZ
37060	1908	46	open	open	JJ
37060	1908	47	to	to	IN
37060	1908	48	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1908	49	and	and	CC
37060	1908	50	is	be	VBZ
37060	1908	51	aware	aware	JJ
37060	1908	52	of	of	IN
37060	1908	53	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1908	54	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	1908	55	.	.	.
37060	1909	1	On	on	IN
37060	1909	2	the	the	DT
37060	1909	3	day	day	NN
37060	1909	4	of	of	IN
37060	1909	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1909	6	departure	departure	NN
37060	1909	7	,	,	,
37060	1909	8	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1909	9	T.	T.	NNP
37060	1909	10	dropped	drop	VBD
37060	1909	11	in	in	RB
37060	1909	12	to	to	TO
37060	1909	13	remove	remove	VB
37060	1909	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1909	15	stitches	stitch	NNS
37060	1909	16	.	.	.
37060	1910	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	1910	2	because	because	IN
37060	1910	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1910	4	was	be	VBD
37060	1910	5	the	the	DT
37060	1910	6	primary	primary	JJ
37060	1910	7	surgeon	surgeon	NN
37060	1910	8	,	,	,
37060	1910	9	this	this	DT
37060	1910	10	finalization	finalization	NN
37060	1910	11	was	be	VBD
37060	1910	12	reserved	reserve	VBN
37060	1910	13	for	for	IN
37060	1910	14	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1910	15	as	as	IN
37060	1910	16	the	the	DT
37060	1910	17	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	1910	18	service	service	NN
37060	1910	19	and	and	CC
37060	1910	20	last	last	JJ
37060	1910	21	detail	detail	NN
37060	1910	22	of	of	IN
37060	1910	23	the	the	DT
37060	1910	24	operation	operation	NN
37060	1910	25	.	.	.
37060	1911	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1911	2	watched	watch	VBD
37060	1911	3	while	while	IN
37060	1911	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1911	5	snipped	snip	VBD
37060	1911	6	the	the	DT
37060	1911	7	threads	thread	NNS
37060	1911	8	,	,	,
37060	1911	9	and	and	CC
37060	1911	10	tugged	tug	VBD
37060	1911	11	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1911	12	from	from	IN
37060	1911	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1911	14	month	month	NN
37060	1911	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	1911	16	long	long	JJ
37060	1911	17	residency	residency	NN
37060	1911	18	,	,	,
37060	1911	19	some	some	DT
37060	1911	20	willing	willing	JJ
37060	1911	21	to	to	TO
37060	1911	22	give	give	VB
37060	1911	23	up	up	RP
37060	1911	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1911	25	hold	hold	NN
37060	1911	26	,	,	,
37060	1911	27	others	other	NNS
37060	1911	28	wrestling	wrestle	VBG
37060	1911	29	rebelliously	rebelliously	RB
37060	1911	30	with	with	IN
37060	1911	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1911	32	skin	skin	NN
37060	1911	33	.	.	.
37060	1912	1	Here	here	RB
37060	1912	2	and	and	CC
37060	1912	3	there	there	RB
37060	1912	4	,	,	,
37060	1912	5	pinprick	pinprick	NN
37060	1912	6	points	point	NNS
37060	1912	7	of	of	IN
37060	1912	8	blood	blood	NN
37060	1912	9	surfaced	surface	VBD
37060	1912	10	along	along	IN
37060	1912	11	the	the	DT
37060	1912	12	scar	scar	NN
37060	1912	13	,	,	,
37060	1912	14	active	active	JJ
37060	1912	15	protests	protest	NNS
37060	1912	16	of	of	IN
37060	1912	17	dislodged	dislodge	VBN
37060	1912	18	threads	thread	NNS
37060	1912	19	,	,	,
37060	1912	20	which	which	WDT
37060	1912	21	shined	shine	VBD
37060	1912	22	conspicuously	conspicuously	RB
37060	1912	23	beside	beside	IN
37060	1912	24	the	the	DT
37060	1912	25	ruddy	ruddy	NN
37060	1912	26	incision	incision	NN
37060	1912	27	.	.	.
37060	1913	1	Though	though	IN
37060	1913	2	alarming	alarm	VBG
37060	1913	3	in	in	IN
37060	1913	4	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1913	5	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	1913	6	,	,	,
37060	1913	7	the	the	DT
37060	1913	8	skin	skin	NN
37060	1913	9	would	would	MD
37060	1913	10	one	one	CD
37060	1913	11	day	day	NN
37060	1913	12	recover	recover	VB
37060	1913	13	from	from	IN
37060	1913	14	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1913	15	trauma	trauma	NN
37060	1913	16	and	and	CC
37060	1913	17	time	time	NN
37060	1913	18	would	would	MD
37060	1913	19	fade	fade	VB
37060	1913	20	the	the	DT
37060	1913	21	scar	scar	NN
37060	1913	22	;	;	:
37060	1913	23	already	already	RB
37060	1913	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1913	25	showed	show	VBD
37060	1913	26	signs	sign	NNS
37060	1913	27	of	of	IN
37060	1913	28	rapid	rapid	JJ
37060	1913	29	healing	healing	NN
37060	1913	30	,	,	,
37060	1913	31	itching	itch	VBG
37060	1913	32	uncontrollably	uncontrollably	RB
37060	1913	33	,	,	,
37060	1913	34	as	as	IN
37060	1913	35	with	with	IN
37060	1913	36	a	a	DT
37060	1913	37	vengeance	vengeance	NN
37060	1913	38	;	;	:
37060	1913	39	the	the	DT
37060	1913	40	soreness	soreness	NN
37060	1913	41	diminished	diminish	VBD
37060	1913	42	,	,	,
37060	1913	43	and	and	CC
37060	1913	44	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1913	45	could	could	MD
37060	1913	46	stand	stand	VB
37060	1913	47	upright	upright	JJ
37060	1913	48	with	with	IN
37060	1913	49	little	little	JJ
37060	1913	50	pain	pain	NN
37060	1913	51	or	or	CC
37060	1913	52	stiffness	stiffness	NN
37060	1913	53	.	.	.
37060	1914	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1914	2	T.	T.	NNP
37060	1914	3	always	always	RB
37060	1914	4	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	1914	5	to	to	TO
37060	1914	6	share	share	VB
37060	1914	7	in	in	IN
37060	1914	8	one	one	NN
37060	1914	9	's	's	POS
37060	1914	10	concerns	concern	NNS
37060	1914	11	as	as	RB
37060	1914	12	well	well	RB
37060	1914	13	as	as	IN
37060	1914	14	one	one	NN
37060	1914	15	's	's	POS
37060	1914	16	joys	joy	NNS
37060	1914	17	;	;	:
37060	1914	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1914	19	was	be	VBD
37060	1914	20	evident	evident	JJ
37060	1914	21	that	that	IN
37060	1914	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1914	23	departure	departure	NN
37060	1914	24	and	and	CC
37060	1914	25	good	good	JJ
37060	1914	26	progress	progress	NN
37060	1914	27	pleased	please	VBD
37060	1914	28	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1914	29	.	.	.
37060	1915	1	Other	other	JJ
37060	1915	2	than	than	IN
37060	1915	3	a	a	DT
37060	1915	4	slight	slight	JJ
37060	1915	5	loss	loss	NN
37060	1915	6	of	of	IN
37060	1915	7	weight	weight	NN
37060	1915	8	after	after	IN
37060	1915	9	returning	return	VBG
37060	1915	10	to	to	IN
37060	1915	11	food	food	NN
37060	1915	12	,	,	,
37060	1915	13	which	which	WDT
37060	1915	14	was	be	VBD
37060	1915	15	to	to	TO
37060	1915	16	be	be	VB
37060	1915	17	expected	expect	VBN
37060	1915	18	,	,	,
37060	1915	19	given	give	VBN
37060	1915	20	the	the	DT
37060	1915	21	side	side	JJ
37060	1915	22	effect	effect	NN
37060	1915	23	of	of	IN
37060	1915	24	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	1915	25	,	,	,
37060	1915	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1915	27	demonstrated	demonstrate	VBD
37060	1915	28	every	every	DT
37060	1915	29	sign	sign	NN
37060	1915	30	which	which	WDT
37060	1915	31	indicated	indicate	VBD
37060	1915	32	a	a	DT
37060	1915	33	splendid	splendid	JJ
37060	1915	34	recovery	recovery	NN
37060	1915	35	was	be	VBD
37060	1915	36	well	well	RB
37060	1915	37	underway	underway	JJ
37060	1915	38	.	.	.
37060	1916	1	Later	later	RB
37060	1916	2	in	in	IN
37060	1916	3	the	the	DT
37060	1916	4	morning	morning	NN
37060	1916	5	,	,	,
37060	1916	6	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1916	7	M.	M.	NNP
37060	1916	8	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	1916	9	to	to	TO
37060	1916	10	remove	remove	VB
37060	1916	11	the	the	DT
37060	1916	12	drain	drain	NN
37060	1916	13	in	in	IN
37060	1916	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1916	15	side	side	NN
37060	1916	16	.	.	.
37060	1917	1	The	the	DT
37060	1917	2	procedure	procedure	NN
37060	1917	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1917	4	little	little	RB
37060	1917	5	more	more	JJR
37060	1917	6	than	than	IN
37060	1917	7	a	a	DT
37060	1917	8	strange	strange	JJ
37060	1917	9	tugging	tugging	NN
37060	1917	10	and	and	CC
37060	1917	11	the	the	DT
37060	1917	12	length	length	NN
37060	1917	13	of	of	IN
37060	1917	14	flexible	flexible	JJ
37060	1917	15	rubber	rubber	NN
37060	1917	16	was	be	VBD
37060	1917	17	discarded	discard	VBN
37060	1917	18	.	.	.
37060	1918	1	A	a	DT
37060	1918	2	stitch	stitch	NN
37060	1918	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1918	4	also	also	RB
37060	1918	5	removed	remove	VBN
37060	1918	6	,	,	,
37060	1918	7	and	and	CC
37060	1918	8	the	the	DT
37060	1918	9	business	business	NN
37060	1918	10	was	be	VBD
37060	1918	11	finished	finish	VBN
37060	1918	12	with	with	IN
37060	1918	13	the	the	DT
37060	1918	14	placement	placement	NN
37060	1918	15	of	of	IN
37060	1918	16	a	a	DT
37060	1918	17	gauze	gauze	NN
37060	1918	18	patch	patch	NN
37060	1918	19	.	.	.
37060	1919	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1919	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1919	3	quite	quite	RB
37060	1919	4	satisfied	satisfied	JJ
37060	1919	5	and	and	CC
37060	1919	6	ready	ready	JJ
37060	1919	7	to	to	TO
37060	1919	8	leave	leave	VB
37060	1919	9	.	.	.
37060	1920	1	The	the	DT
37060	1920	2	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1920	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1920	4	would	would	MD
37060	1920	5	see	see	VB
37060	1920	6	the	the	DT
37060	1920	7	following	follow	VBG
37060	1920	8	day	day	NN
37060	1920	9	at	at	IN
37060	1920	10	the	the	DT
37060	1920	11	consultation	consultation	NN
37060	1920	12	in	in	IN
37060	1920	13	the	the	DT
37060	1920	14	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	1920	15	building	building	NN
37060	1920	16	,	,	,
37060	1920	17	but	but	CC
37060	1920	18	to	to	IN
37060	1920	19	the	the	DT
37060	1920	20	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	1920	21	,	,	,
37060	1920	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1920	23	gave	give	VBD
37060	1920	24	a	a	DT
37060	1920	25	word	word	NN
37060	1920	26	of	of	IN
37060	1920	27	farewell	farewell	NN
37060	1920	28	.	.	.
37060	1921	1	In	in	IN
37060	1921	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1921	3	own	own	JJ
37060	1921	4	way	way	NN
37060	1921	5	,	,	,
37060	1921	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1921	7	would	would	MD
37060	1921	8	miss	miss	VB
37060	1921	9	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1921	10	,	,	,
37060	1921	11	for	for	IN
37060	1921	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1921	13	had	have	VBD
37060	1921	14	grown	grow	VBN
37060	1921	15	to	to	TO
37060	1921	16	know	know	VB
37060	1921	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1921	18	various	various	JJ
37060	1921	19	personalities	personality	NNS
37060	1921	20	;	;	:
37060	1921	21	but	but	CC
37060	1921	22	though	though	IN
37060	1921	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1921	24	was	be	VBD
37060	1921	25	grateful	grateful	JJ
37060	1921	26	for	for	IN
37060	1921	27	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1921	28	services	service	NNS
37060	1921	29	,	,	,
37060	1921	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1921	31	would	would	MD
37060	1921	32	not	not	RB
37060	1921	33	pine	pine	VB
37060	1921	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1921	35	station	station	NN
37060	1921	36	in	in	IN
37060	1921	37	the	the	DT
37060	1921	38	pediatrics	pediatric	NNS
37060	1921	39	ward	ward	RB
37060	1921	40	.	.	.
37060	1922	1	.	.	.
37060	1923	1	.	.	.
37060	1924	1	even	even	RB
37060	1924	2	the	the	DT
37060	1924	3	stale	stale	JJ
37060	1924	4	,	,	,
37060	1924	5	smoky	smoky	JJ
37060	1924	6	scent	scent	NN
37060	1924	7	of	of	IN
37060	1924	8	a	a	DT
37060	1924	9	motel	motel	NN
37060	1924	10	room	room	NN
37060	1924	11	was	be	VBD
37060	1924	12	a	a	DT
37060	1924	13	better	well	JJR
37060	1924	14	place	place	NN
37060	1924	15	to	to	TO
37060	1924	16	spend	spend	VB
37060	1924	17	the	the	DT
37060	1924	18	night	night	NN
37060	1924	19	.	.	.
37060	1925	1	Gathering	gather	VBG
37060	1925	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1925	3	belongings	belonging	NNS
37060	1925	4	,	,	,
37060	1925	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1925	6	began	begin	VBD
37060	1925	7	the	the	DT
37060	1925	8	walk	walk	NN
37060	1925	9	to	to	IN
37060	1925	10	the	the	DT
37060	1925	11	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	1925	12	with	with	IN
37060	1925	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1925	14	father	father	NN
37060	1925	15	,	,	,
37060	1925	16	beaming	beam	VBG
37060	1925	17	happily	happily	RB
37060	1925	18	at	at	IN
37060	1925	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1925	20	long	long	RB
37060	1925	21	-	-	HYPH
37060	1925	22	awaited	await	VBN
37060	1925	23	descent	descent	NN
37060	1925	24	into	into	IN
37060	1925	25	the	the	DT
37060	1925	26	real	real	JJ
37060	1925	27	world	world	NN
37060	1925	28	.	.	.
37060	1926	1	"	"	``
37060	1926	2	Come	come	VB
37060	1926	3	back	back	RB
37060	1926	4	and	and	CC
37060	1926	5	see	see	VB
37060	1926	6	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1926	7	!	!	.
37060	1926	8	"	"	''
37060	1927	1	shouted	shout	VBD
37060	1927	2	the	the	DT
37060	1927	3	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	1927	4	.	.	.
37060	1928	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1928	2	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	1928	3	.	.	.
37060	1929	1	"	"	``
37060	1929	2	Okay	okay	UH
37060	1929	3	!	!	.
37060	1929	4	"	"	''
37060	1930	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1930	2	said	say	VBD
37060	1930	3	mechanically	mechanically	RB
37060	1930	4	;	;	:
37060	1930	5	although	although	IN
37060	1930	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1930	7	was	be	VBD
37060	1930	8	not	not	RB
37060	1930	9	intentionally	intentionally	RB
37060	1930	10	insincere	insincere	JJ
37060	1930	11	,	,	,
37060	1930	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1930	13	knew	know	VBD
37060	1930	14	that	that	IN
37060	1930	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1930	16	would	would	MD
37060	1930	17	never	never	RB
37060	1930	18	return	return	VB
37060	1930	19	.	.	.
37060	1931	1	Once	once	IN
37060	1931	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1931	3	quitted	quit	VBD
37060	1931	4	an	an	DT
37060	1931	5	institution	institution	NN
37060	1931	6	or	or	CC
37060	1931	7	a	a	DT
37060	1931	8	segment	segment	NN
37060	1931	9	on	on	IN
37060	1931	10	life	life	NN
37060	1931	11	's	's	POS
37060	1931	12	chain	chain	NN
37060	1931	13	of	of	IN
37060	1931	14	events	event	NNS
37060	1931	15	,	,	,
37060	1931	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1931	17	never	never	RB
37060	1931	18	retraced	retrace	VBD
37060	1931	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1931	20	steps	step	NNS
37060	1931	21	.	.	.
37060	1932	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1932	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	1932	3	not	not	RB
37060	1932	4	so	so	RB
37060	1932	5	much	much	JJ
37060	1932	6	to	to	IN
37060	1932	7	the	the	DT
37060	1932	8	future	future	NN
37060	1932	9	as	as	IN
37060	1932	10	to	to	IN
37060	1932	11	the	the	DT
37060	1932	12	present	present	NN
37060	1932	13	,	,	,
37060	1932	14	and	and	CC
37060	1932	15	in	in	IN
37060	1932	16	the	the	DT
37060	1932	17	present	present	NN
37060	1932	18	,	,	,
37060	1932	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1932	20	wished	wish	VBD
37060	1932	21	to	to	TO
37060	1932	22	live	live	VB
37060	1932	23	.	.	.
37060	1933	1	As	as	IN
37060	1933	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1933	3	stepped	step	VBD
37060	1933	4	into	into	IN
37060	1933	5	the	the	DT
37060	1933	6	morning	morning	NN
37060	1933	7	sun	sun	NN
37060	1933	8	,	,	,
37060	1933	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1933	10	tried	try	VBD
37060	1933	11	to	to	TO
37060	1933	12	inhale	inhale	VB
37060	1933	13	the	the	DT
37060	1933	14	freshness	freshness	NN
37060	1933	15	,	,	,
37060	1933	16	gaze	gaze	NN
37060	1933	17	upon	upon	IN
37060	1933	18	the	the	DT
37060	1933	19	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	1933	20	and	and	CC
37060	1933	21	listen	listen	VB
37060	1933	22	to	to	IN
37060	1933	23	the	the	DT
37060	1933	24	sounds	sound	NNS
37060	1933	25	;	;	:
37060	1933	26	life	life	NN
37060	1933	27	swelled	swell	VBD
37060	1933	28	about	about	IN
37060	1933	29	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1933	30	,	,	,
37060	1933	31	too	too	RB
37060	1933	32	immense	immense	JJ
37060	1933	33	to	to	TO
37060	1933	34	take	take	VB
37060	1933	35	in	in	RP
37060	1933	36	at	at	IN
37060	1933	37	one	one	CD
37060	1933	38	moment	moment	NN
37060	1933	39	.	.	.
37060	1934	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1934	2	spirits	spirit	NNS
37060	1934	3	were	be	VBD
37060	1934	4	frothing	froth	VBG
37060	1934	5	with	with	IN
37060	1934	6	excitement	excitement	NN
37060	1934	7	at	at	IN
37060	1934	8	each	each	DT
37060	1934	9	successive	successive	JJ
37060	1934	10	stride	stride	NN
37060	1934	11	along	along	IN
37060	1934	12	the	the	DT
37060	1934	13	pavement	pavement	NN
37060	1934	14	as	as	IN
37060	1934	15	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1934	16	paced	pace	VBD
37060	1934	17	toward	toward	IN
37060	1934	18	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1934	19	motel	motel	NN
37060	1934	20	;	;	:
37060	1934	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1934	22	was	be	VBD
37060	1934	23	a	a	DT
37060	1934	24	Big	Big	NNP
37060	1934	25	Day	day	NN
37060	1934	26	.	.	.
37060	1935	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1935	2	rested	rest	VBD
37060	1935	3	briefly	briefly	RB
37060	1935	4	in	in	IN
37060	1935	5	the	the	DT
37060	1935	6	motel	motel	NN
37060	1935	7	room	room	NN
37060	1935	8	and	and	CC
37060	1935	9	then	then	RB
37060	1935	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1935	11	decided	decide	VBD
37060	1935	12	to	to	TO
37060	1935	13	drive	drive	VB
37060	1935	14	around	around	IN
37060	1935	15	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	1935	16	so	so	IN
37060	1935	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1935	18	could	could	MD
37060	1935	19	see	see	VB
37060	1935	20	for	for	IN
37060	1935	21	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1935	22	some	some	DT
37060	1935	23	of	of	IN
37060	1935	24	the	the	DT
37060	1935	25	places	place	NNS
37060	1935	26	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1935	27	had	have	VBD
37060	1935	28	visited	visit	VBN
37060	1935	29	on	on	IN
37060	1935	30	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1935	31	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	1935	32	strolls	stroll	NNS
37060	1935	33	.	.	.
37060	1936	1	Many	many	JJ
37060	1936	2	of	of	IN
37060	1936	3	the	the	DT
37060	1936	4	streets	street	NNS
37060	1936	5	were	be	VBD
37060	1936	6	lovely	lovely	JJ
37060	1936	7	,	,	,
37060	1936	8	bordered	border	VBN
37060	1936	9	with	with	IN
37060	1936	10	trees	tree	NNS
37060	1936	11	which	which	WDT
37060	1936	12	grew	grow	VBD
37060	1936	13	from	from	IN
37060	1936	14	scrupulously	scrupulously	RB
37060	1936	15	trimmed	trim	VBN
37060	1936	16	lawns	lawn	NNS
37060	1936	17	.	.	.
37060	1937	1	The	the	DT
37060	1937	2	houses	house	NNS
37060	1937	3	behind	behind	IN
37060	1937	4	the	the	DT
37060	1937	5	green	green	JJ
37060	1937	6	lawns	lawn	NNS
37060	1937	7	and	and	CC
37060	1937	8	sculptured	sculptured	JJ
37060	1937	9	shrubs	shrub	NNS
37060	1937	10	loomed	loom	VBN
37060	1937	11	with	with	IN
37060	1937	12	magnificence	magnificence	NN
37060	1937	13	and	and	CC
37060	1937	14	grandeur	grandeur	NN
37060	1937	15	;	;	,
37060	1937	16	some	some	DT
37060	1937	17	displayed	display	VBD
37060	1937	18	vast	vast	JJ
37060	1937	19	entry	entry	NN
37060	1937	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	1937	21	ways	way	NNS
37060	1937	22	while	while	IN
37060	1937	23	others	other	NNS
37060	1937	24	boasted	boast	VBD
37060	1937	25	fine	fine	JJ
37060	1937	26	masonry	masonry	NN
37060	1937	27	and	and	CC
37060	1937	28	stonework	stonework	NN
37060	1937	29	.	.	.
37060	1938	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1938	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1938	3	little	little	JJ
37060	1938	4	doubt	doubt	NN
37060	1938	5	but	but	CC
37060	1938	6	that	that	IN
37060	1938	7	these	these	DT
37060	1938	8	were	be	VBD
37060	1938	9	the	the	DT
37060	1938	10	homes	home	NNS
37060	1938	11	of	of	IN
37060	1938	12	surgeons	surgeon	NNS
37060	1938	13	,	,	,
37060	1938	14	businessmen	businessman	NNS
37060	1938	15	and	and	CC
37060	1938	16	prominent	prominent	JJ
37060	1938	17	city	city	NN
37060	1938	18	personnel	personnel	NNS
37060	1938	19	.	.	.
37060	1939	1	The	the	DT
37060	1939	2	outward	outward	JJ
37060	1939	3	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	1939	4	of	of	IN
37060	1939	5	the	the	DT
37060	1939	6	homes	home	NNS
37060	1939	7	showed	show	VBD
37060	1939	8	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1939	9	but	but	IN
37060	1939	10	orderliness	orderliness	JJ
37060	1939	11	and	and	CC
37060	1939	12	tranquility	tranquility	NN
37060	1939	13	,	,	,
37060	1939	14	yet	yet	CC
37060	1939	15	for	for	IN
37060	1939	16	all	all	DT
37060	1939	17	of	of	IN
37060	1939	18	the	the	DT
37060	1939	19	pervasive	pervasive	JJ
37060	1939	20	greenery	greenery	NN
37060	1939	21	,	,	,
37060	1939	22	the	the	DT
37060	1939	23	scene	scene	NN
37060	1939	24	lacked	lack	VBD
37060	1939	25	a	a	DT
37060	1939	26	sense	sense	NN
37060	1939	27	of	of	IN
37060	1939	28	life	life	NN
37060	1939	29	;	;	:
37060	1939	30	no	no	DT
37060	1939	31	one	one	NN
37060	1939	32	peered	peer	VBD
37060	1939	33	through	through	IN
37060	1939	34	the	the	DT
37060	1939	35	windows	window	NNS
37060	1939	36	,	,	,
37060	1939	37	no	no	DT
37060	1939	38	boy	boy	NN
37060	1939	39	clad	clothe	VBN
37060	1939	40	in	in	IN
37060	1939	41	cut	cut	VBN
37060	1939	42	-	-	HYPH
37060	1939	43	off	off	RP
37060	1939	44	jeans	jean	NNS
37060	1939	45	mowed	mow	VBD
37060	1939	46	the	the	DT
37060	1939	47	grass	grass	NN
37060	1939	48	,	,	,
37060	1939	49	no	no	DT
37060	1939	50	children	child	NNS
37060	1939	51	played	play	VBD
37060	1939	52	on	on	IN
37060	1939	53	the	the	DT
37060	1939	54	clean	clean	JJ
37060	1939	55	-	-	HYPH
37060	1939	56	swept	sweep	VBN
37060	1939	57	-	-	HYPH
37060	1939	58	steps	step	NNS
37060	1939	59	,	,	,
37060	1939	60	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1939	61	moved	move	VBN
37060	1939	62	but	but	CC
37060	1939	63	the	the	DT
37060	1939	64	trees	tree	NNS
37060	1939	65	in	in	IN
37060	1939	66	the	the	DT
37060	1939	67	wind	wind	NN
37060	1939	68	.	.	.
37060	1940	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1940	2	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	1940	3	on	on	IN
37060	1940	4	the	the	DT
37060	1940	5	sight	sight	NN
37060	1940	6	dismally	dismally	RB
37060	1940	7	.	.	.
37060	1941	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	1941	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1941	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1941	4	considered	consider	VBN
37060	1941	5	improper	improper	JJ
37060	1941	6	to	to	TO
37060	1941	7	be	be	VB
37060	1941	8	"	"	``
37060	1941	9	seen	see	VBN
37060	1941	10	"	"	''
37060	1941	11	outdoors	outdoors	RB
37060	1941	12	;	;	:
37060	1941	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1941	14	lamented	lament	VBD
37060	1941	15	the	the	DT
37060	1941	16	plight	plight	NN
37060	1941	17	of	of	IN
37060	1941	18	some	some	DT
37060	1941	19	people	people	NNS
37060	1941	20	,	,	,
37060	1941	21	for	for	IN
37060	1941	22	whom	whom	WP
37060	1941	23	natural	natural	JJ
37060	1941	24	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	1941	25	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1941	26	not	not	RB
37060	1941	27	a	a	DT
37060	1941	28	thing	thing	NN
37060	1941	29	to	to	TO
37060	1941	30	be	be	VB
37060	1941	31	enjoyed	enjoy	VBN
37060	1941	32	,	,	,
37060	1941	33	but	but	CC
37060	1941	34	merely	merely	RB
37060	1941	35	a	a	DT
37060	1941	36	device	device	NN
37060	1941	37	by	by	IN
37060	1941	38	which	which	WDT
37060	1941	39	one	one	NN
37060	1941	40	's	's	POS
37060	1941	41	wealth	wealth	NN
37060	1941	42	could	could	MD
37060	1941	43	be	be	VB
37060	1941	44	measured	measure	VBN
37060	1941	45	,	,	,
37060	1941	46	something	something	NN
37060	1941	47	tangible	tangible	JJ
37060	1941	48	,	,	,
37060	1941	49	something	something	NN
37060	1941	50	which	which	WDT
37060	1941	51	could	could	MD
37060	1941	52	be	be	VB
37060	1941	53	had	have	VBN
37060	1941	54	.	.	.
37060	1942	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1942	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1942	3	once	once	RB
37060	1942	4	heard	hear	VBN
37060	1942	5	that	that	IN
37060	1942	6	through	through	IN
37060	1942	7	riches	rich	NNS
37060	1942	8	one	one	PRP
37060	1942	9	might	may	MD
37060	1942	10	be	be	VB
37060	1942	11	free	free	JJ
37060	1942	12	;	;	:
37060	1942	13	yet	yet	CC
37060	1942	14	that	that	DT
37060	1942	15	which	which	WDT
37060	1942	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1942	17	saw	see	VBD
37060	1942	18	in	in	IN
37060	1942	19	these	these	DT
37060	1942	20	streets	street	NNS
37060	1942	21	was	be	VBD
37060	1942	22	bondage	bondage	JJ
37060	1942	23	of	of	IN
37060	1942	24	the	the	DT
37060	1942	25	most	most	RBS
37060	1942	26	pitiable	pitiable	JJ
37060	1942	27	sort	sort	NN
37060	1942	28	,	,	,
37060	1942	29	for	for	IN
37060	1942	30	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1942	31	was	be	VBD
37060	1942	32	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	1942	33	self	self	NN
37060	1942	34	-	-	HYPH
37060	1942	35	imposed	impose	VBN
37060	1942	36	.	.	.
37060	1943	1	Restrictions	restriction	NNS
37060	1943	2	and	and	CC
37060	1943	3	social	social	JJ
37060	1943	4	codes	code	NNS
37060	1943	5	made	make	VBN
37060	1943	6	by	by	IN
37060	1943	7	and	and	CC
37060	1943	8	for	for	IN
37060	1943	9	the	the	DT
37060	1943	10	elite	elite	NNS
37060	1943	11	were	be	VBD
37060	1943	12	gladly	gladly	RB
37060	1943	13	followed	follow	VBN
37060	1943	14	,	,	,
37060	1943	15	and	and	CC
37060	1943	16	those	those	DT
37060	1943	17	who	who	WP
37060	1943	18	bent	bend	VBD
37060	1943	19	under	under	IN
37060	1943	20	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1943	21	weight	weight	NN
37060	1943	22	,	,	,
37060	1943	23	stooped	stoop	VBN
37060	1943	24	willingly	willingly	RB
37060	1943	25	.	.	.
37060	1944	1	Conformity	conformity	NN
37060	1944	2	can	can	MD
37060	1944	3	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	1944	4	overshadow	overshadow	VB
37060	1944	5	the	the	DT
37060	1944	6	individual	individual	NN
37060	1944	7	,	,	,
37060	1944	8	rendering	render	VBG
37060	1944	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1944	10	former	former	JJ
37060	1944	11	joys	joy	NNS
37060	1944	12	meaningless	meaningless	JJ
37060	1944	13	,	,	,
37060	1944	14	if	if	IN
37060	1944	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1944	16	desires	desire	VBZ
37060	1944	17	to	to	TO
37060	1944	18	exist	exist	VB
37060	1944	19	amid	amid	IN
37060	1944	20	prefabricated	prefabricate	VBN
37060	1944	21	expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	1944	22	as	as	IN
37060	1944	23	determined	determine	VBN
37060	1944	24	by	by	IN
37060	1944	25	status	status	NN
37060	1944	26	rather	rather	RB
37060	1944	27	than	than	IN
37060	1944	28	true	true	JJ
37060	1944	29	values	value	NNS
37060	1944	30	.	.	.
37060	1945	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	1945	2	are	be	VBP
37060	1945	3	the	the	DT
37060	1945	4	hazards	hazard	NNS
37060	1945	5	of	of	IN
37060	1945	6	social	social	JJ
37060	1945	7	living	living	NN
37060	1945	8	;	;	:
37060	1945	9	personally	personally	RB
37060	1945	10	,	,	,
37060	1945	11	however	however	RB
37060	1945	12	,	,	,
37060	1945	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1945	14	would	would	MD
37060	1945	15	rather	rather	RB
37060	1945	16	sit	sit	VB
37060	1945	17	on	on	IN
37060	1945	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1945	19	front	front	JJ
37060	1945	20	steps	step	NNS
37060	1945	21	and	and	CC
37060	1945	22	wave	wave	VBP
37060	1945	23	at	at	IN
37060	1945	24	passersby	passersby	NNP
37060	1945	25	.	.	.
37060	1946	1	Then	then	RB
37060	1946	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1946	3	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	1946	4	;	;	:
37060	1946	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1946	6	was	be	VBD
37060	1946	7	noon	noon	NN
37060	1946	8	,	,	,
37060	1946	9	a	a	DT
37060	1946	10	September	September	NNP
37060	1946	11	weekday	weekday	NN
37060	1946	12	.	.	.
37060	1947	1	.	.	.
37060	1948	1	.	.	.
37060	1949	1	the	the	DT
37060	1949	2	children	child	NNS
37060	1949	3	were	be	VBD
37060	1949	4	in	in	IN
37060	1949	5	school	school	NN
37060	1949	6	,	,	,
37060	1949	7	the	the	DT
37060	1949	8	parents	parent	NNS
37060	1949	9	at	at	IN
37060	1949	10	work	work	NN
37060	1949	11	,	,	,
37060	1949	12	and	and	CC
37060	1949	13	youngsters	youngster	NNS
37060	1949	14	were	be	VBD
37060	1949	15	most	most	RBS
37060	1949	16	likely	likely	RB
37060	1949	17	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	1949	18	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1949	19	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	1949	20	.	.	.
37060	1950	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1950	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1950	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1950	4	who	who	WP
37060	1950	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1950	6	an	an	DT
37060	1950	7	alien	alien	JJ
37060	1950	8	spectacle	spectacle	NN
37060	1950	9	,	,	,
37060	1950	10	not	not	RB
37060	1950	11	the	the	DT
37060	1950	12	streets	street	NNS
37060	1950	13	through	through	IN
37060	1950	14	which	which	WDT
37060	1950	15	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1950	16	were	be	VBD
37060	1950	17	driving	drive	VBG
37060	1950	18	;	;	,
37060	1950	19	had	have	VBD
37060	1950	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1950	21	not	not	RB
37060	1950	22	been	be	VBN
37060	1950	23	for	for	IN
37060	1950	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1950	25	hospitalization	hospitalization	NN
37060	1950	26	,	,	,
37060	1950	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1950	28	,	,	,
37060	1950	29	too	too	RB
37060	1950	30	,	,	,
37060	1950	31	would	would	MD
37060	1950	32	have	have	VB
37060	1950	33	been	be	VBN
37060	1950	34	seated	seat	VBN
37060	1950	35	amongst	amongst	IN
37060	1950	36	a	a	DT
37060	1950	37	classroom	classroom	NN
37060	1950	38	of	of	IN
37060	1950	39	students	student	NNS
37060	1950	40	,	,	,
37060	1950	41	and	and	CC
37060	1950	42	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1950	43	at	at	IN
37060	1950	44	work	work	NN
37060	1950	45	.	.	.
37060	1951	1	Again	again	RB
37060	1951	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1951	3	mused	muse	VBD
37060	1951	4	over	over	IN
37060	1951	5	the	the	DT
37060	1951	6	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	1951	7	sights	sight	NNS
37060	1951	8	.	.	.
37060	1952	1	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	1952	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1952	3	had	have	VBD
37060	1952	4	simply	simply	RB
37060	1952	5	come	come	VBN
37060	1952	6	at	at	IN
37060	1952	7	the	the	DT
37060	1952	8	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	1952	9	time	time	NN
37060	1952	10	;	;	:
37060	1952	11	every	every	DT
37060	1952	12	street	street	NN
37060	1952	13	can	can	MD
37060	1952	14	seem	seem	VB
37060	1952	15	deserted	desert	VBN
37060	1952	16	.	.	.
37060	1953	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1953	2	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	1953	3	that	that	IN
37060	1953	4	these	these	DT
37060	1953	5	lawns	lawn	NNS
37060	1953	6	were	be	VBD
37060	1953	7	loved	love	VBN
37060	1953	8	as	as	IN
37060	1953	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1953	10	loved	love	VBD
37060	1953	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1953	12	own	own	JJ
37060	1953	13	.	.	.
37060	1954	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1954	2	roved	rove	VBD
37060	1954	3	about	about	IN
37060	1954	4	the	the	DT
37060	1954	5	city	city	NN
37060	1954	6	,	,	,
37060	1954	7	finally	finally	RB
37060	1954	8	stopping	stop	VBG
37060	1954	9	at	at	IN
37060	1954	10	an	an	DT
37060	1954	11	outdoor	outdoor	JJ
37060	1954	12	mall	mall	NN
37060	1954	13	which	which	WDT
37060	1954	14	extended	extend	VBD
37060	1954	15	far	far	RB
37060	1954	16	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	1954	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1954	18	ability	ability	NN
37060	1954	19	to	to	TO
37060	1954	20	traverse	traverse	VB
37060	1954	21	.	.	.
37060	1955	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1955	2	and	and	CC
37060	1955	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1955	4	entered	enter	VBD
37060	1955	5	only	only	RB
37060	1955	6	several	several	JJ
37060	1955	7	shops	shop	NNS
37060	1955	8	which	which	WDT
37060	1955	9	contained	contain	VBD
37060	1955	10	the	the	DT
37060	1955	11	novelty	novelty	NN
37060	1955	12	items	item	NNS
37060	1955	13	that	that	WDT
37060	1955	14	had	have	VBD
37060	1955	15	served	serve	VBN
37060	1955	16	as	as	IN
37060	1955	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1955	18	daily	daily	JJ
37060	1955	19	surprises	surprise	NNS
37060	1955	20	while	while	IN
37060	1955	21	residing	reside	VBG
37060	1955	22	in	in	IN
37060	1955	23	the	the	DT
37060	1955	24	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1955	25	.	.	.
37060	1956	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1956	2	tired	tire	VBD
37060	1956	3	easily	easily	RB
37060	1956	4	,	,	,
37060	1956	5	however	however	RB
37060	1956	6	,	,	,
37060	1956	7	so	so	RB
37060	1956	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1956	9	found	find	VBD
37060	1956	10	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1956	11	way	way	NN
37060	1956	12	to	to	IN
37060	1956	13	the	the	DT
37060	1956	14	motel	motel	NN
37060	1956	15	once	once	RB
37060	1956	16	more	more	RBR
37060	1956	17	.	.	.
37060	1957	1	The	the	DT
37060	1957	2	lodging	lodging	NN
37060	1957	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1957	4	plain	plain	JJ
37060	1957	5	,	,	,
37060	1957	6	but	but	CC
37060	1957	7	serviceable	serviceable	JJ
37060	1957	8	and	and	CC
37060	1957	9	clean	clean	JJ
37060	1957	10	.	.	.
37060	1958	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1958	2	bed	bed	NN
37060	1958	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1958	4	commodious	commodious	JJ
37060	1958	5	,	,	,
37060	1958	6	compared	compare	VBN
37060	1958	7	to	to	IN
37060	1958	8	that	that	DT
37060	1958	9	which	which	WDT
37060	1958	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1958	11	had	have	VBD
37060	1958	12	occupied	occupy	VBN
37060	1958	13	for	for	IN
37060	1958	14	the	the	DT
37060	1958	15	past	past	JJ
37060	1958	16	month	month	NN
37060	1958	17	;	;	:
37060	1958	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1958	19	boasted	boast	VBD
37060	1958	20	a	a	DT
37060	1958	21	built	build	VBN
37060	1958	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	1958	23	in	in	RP
37060	1958	24	massage	massage	NN
37060	1958	25	mechanism	mechanism	NN
37060	1958	26	,	,	,
37060	1958	27	which	which	WDT
37060	1958	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1958	29	tried	try	VBD
37060	1958	30	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	1958	31	,	,	,
37060	1958	32	and	and	CC
37060	1958	33	later	later	RB
37060	1958	34	regarded	regard	VBD
37060	1958	35	as	as	IN
37060	1958	36	a	a	DT
37060	1958	37	waste	waste	NN
37060	1958	38	of	of	IN
37060	1958	39	both	both	DT
37060	1958	40	time	time	NN
37060	1958	41	and	and	CC
37060	1958	42	money	money	NN
37060	1958	43	.	.	.
37060	1959	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1959	2	was	be	VBD
37060	1959	3	amusing	amusing	JJ
37060	1959	4	,	,	,
37060	1959	5	however	however	RB
37060	1959	6	,	,	,
37060	1959	7	shaking	shake	VBG
37060	1959	8	vigorously	vigorously	RB
37060	1959	9	,	,	,
37060	1959	10	for	for	IN
37060	1959	11	about	about	RB
37060	1959	12	three	three	CD
37060	1959	13	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	1959	14	,	,	,
37060	1959	15	like	like	IN
37060	1959	16	a	a	DT
37060	1959	17	belly	belly	NN
37060	1959	18	of	of	IN
37060	1959	19	a	a	DT
37060	1959	20	rotund	rotund	JJ
37060	1959	21	man	man	NN
37060	1959	22	engaged	engage	VBN
37060	1959	23	in	in	IN
37060	1959	24	hearty	hearty	JJ
37060	1959	25	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	1959	26	.	.	.
37060	1960	1	As	as	IN
37060	1960	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1960	3	unloosed	unloose	VBD
37060	1960	4	the	the	DT
37060	1960	5	bedspread	bedspread	NN
37060	1960	6	from	from	IN
37060	1960	7	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1960	8	clutch	clutch	NN
37060	1960	9	around	around	IN
37060	1960	10	the	the	DT
37060	1960	11	pillows	pillow	NNS
37060	1960	12	,	,	,
37060	1960	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1960	14	noticed	notice	VBD
37060	1960	15	that	that	IN
37060	1960	16	the	the	DT
37060	1960	17	pillows	pillow	NNS
37060	1960	18	rustled	rustle	VBD
37060	1960	19	when	when	WRB
37060	1960	20	touched	touch	VBN
37060	1960	21	;	;	:
37060	1960	22	inspecting	inspect	VBG
37060	1960	23	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1960	24	further	further	RB
37060	1960	25	,	,	,
37060	1960	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1960	27	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	1960	28	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1960	29	were	be	VBD
37060	1960	30	encased	encase	VBN
37060	1960	31	protectively	protectively	RB
37060	1960	32	in	in	IN
37060	1960	33	plastic	plastic	NN
37060	1960	34	.	.	.
37060	1961	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1961	2	eyebrows	eyebrow	NNS
37060	1961	3	arched	arch	VBD
37060	1961	4	quizzically	quizzically	RB
37060	1961	5	at	at	IN
37060	1961	6	the	the	DT
37060	1961	7	sight	sight	NN
37060	1961	8	,	,	,
37060	1961	9	yet	yet	CC
37060	1961	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1961	11	said	say	VBD
37060	1961	12	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	1961	13	;	;	:
37060	1961	14	there	there	EX
37060	1961	15	must	must	MD
37060	1961	16	be	be	VB
37060	1961	17	a	a	DT
37060	1961	18	reason	reason	NN
37060	1961	19	why	why	WRB
37060	1961	20	the	the	DT
37060	1961	21	management	management	NN
37060	1961	22	was	be	VBD
37060	1961	23	disposed	disposed	JJ
37060	1961	24	to	to	TO
37060	1961	25	do	do	VB
37060	1961	26	this	this	DT
37060	1961	27	,	,	,
37060	1961	28	but	but	CC
37060	1961	29	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1961	30	mattered	matter	VBD
37060	1961	31	little	little	JJ
37060	1961	32	to	to	IN
37060	1961	33	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1961	34	at	at	IN
37060	1961	35	the	the	DT
37060	1961	36	moment	moment	NN
37060	1961	37	.	.	.
37060	1962	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1962	2	wished	wish	VBD
37060	1962	3	to	to	TO
37060	1962	4	rest	rest	VB
37060	1962	5	,	,	,
37060	1962	6	and	and	CC
37060	1962	7	until	until	IN
37060	1962	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1962	9	was	be	VBD
37060	1962	10	time	time	NN
37060	1962	11	for	for	IN
37060	1962	12	supper	supper	NN
37060	1962	13	,	,	,
37060	1962	14	discarded	discard	VBN
37060	1962	15	all	all	DT
37060	1962	16	conscious	conscious	JJ
37060	1962	17	thought	thought	NN
37060	1962	18	and	and	CC
37060	1962	19	drifted	drift	VBD
37060	1962	20	into	into	IN
37060	1962	21	a	a	DT
37060	1962	22	peaceful	peaceful	JJ
37060	1962	23	repose	repose	NN
37060	1962	24	.	.	.
37060	1963	1	In	in	IN
37060	1963	2	keeping	keep	VBG
37060	1963	3	with	with	IN
37060	1963	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1963	5	redesigned	redesign	VBN
37060	1963	6	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1963	7	,	,	,
37060	1963	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1963	9	ate	eat	VBD
37060	1963	10	a	a	DT
37060	1963	11	small	small	JJ
37060	1963	12	meal	meal	NN
37060	1963	13	at	at	IN
37060	1963	14	supper	supper	NN
37060	1963	15	time	time	NN
37060	1963	16	.	.	.
37060	1964	1	Before	before	IN
37060	1964	2	setting	set	VBG
37060	1964	3	back	back	RB
37060	1964	4	to	to	IN
37060	1964	5	the	the	DT
37060	1964	6	motel	motel	NN
37060	1964	7	for	for	IN
37060	1964	8	the	the	DT
37060	1964	9	evening	evening	NN
37060	1964	10	,	,	,
37060	1964	11	though	though	RB
37060	1964	12	,	,	,
37060	1964	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1964	14	decided	decide	VBD
37060	1964	15	that	that	IN
37060	1964	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1964	17	might	may	MD
37060	1964	18	be	be	VB
37060	1964	19	fun	fun	JJ
37060	1964	20	to	to	TO
37060	1964	21	sample	sample	VB
37060	1964	22	one	one	CD
37060	1964	23	of	of	IN
37060	1964	24	the	the	DT
37060	1964	25	famous	famous	JJ
37060	1964	26	pies	pie	NNS
37060	1964	27	that	that	WDT
37060	1964	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1964	29	dad	dad	NN
37060	1964	30	had	have	VBD
37060	1964	31	been	be	VBN
37060	1964	32	enjoying	enjoy	VBG
37060	1964	33	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	1964	34	the	the	DT
37060	1964	35	month	month	NN
37060	1964	36	,	,	,
37060	1964	37	so	so	RB
37060	1964	38	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1964	39	turned	turn	VBD
37060	1964	40	into	into	IN
37060	1964	41	the	the	DT
37060	1964	42	cafe	cafe	NN
37060	1964	43	,	,	,
37060	1964	44	and	and	CC
37060	1964	45	luckily	luckily	RB
37060	1964	46	,	,	,
37060	1964	47	spied	spy	VBD
37060	1964	48	several	several	JJ
37060	1964	49	pieces	piece	NNS
37060	1964	50	that	that	WDT
37060	1964	51	still	still	RB
37060	1964	52	lurked	lurk	VBD
37060	1964	53	in	in	IN
37060	1964	54	the	the	DT
37060	1964	55	pie	pie	NN
37060	1964	56	cabinet	cabinet	NN
37060	1964	57	.	.	.
37060	1965	1	A	a	DT
37060	1965	2	slice	slice	NN
37060	1965	3	of	of	IN
37060	1965	4	apple	apple	NN
37060	1965	5	pie	pie	NN
37060	1965	6	caught	catch	VBD
37060	1965	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1965	8	fancy	fancy	NN
37060	1965	9	,	,	,
37060	1965	10	and	and	CC
37060	1965	11	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1965	12	selected	select	VBD
37060	1965	13	another	another	DT
37060	1965	14	.	.	.
37060	1966	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1966	2	had	have	VBD
37060	1966	3	not	not	RB
37060	1966	4	bent	bend	VBN
37060	1966	5	the	the	DT
37060	1966	6	truth	truth	NN
37060	1966	7	;	;	:
37060	1966	8	the	the	DT
37060	1966	9	pie	pie	NN
37060	1966	10	was	be	VBD
37060	1966	11	delicious	delicious	JJ
37060	1966	12	,	,	,
37060	1966	13	and	and	CC
37060	1966	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1966	15	unhesitatingly	unhesitatingly	RB
37060	1966	16	devoured	devour	VBD
37060	1966	17	the	the	DT
37060	1966	18	entire	entire	JJ
37060	1966	19	piece	piece	NN
37060	1966	20	.	.	.
37060	1967	1	Once	once	RB
37060	1967	2	returned	return	VBD
37060	1967	3	to	to	IN
37060	1967	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1967	5	motel	motel	NN
37060	1967	6	,	,	,
37060	1967	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1967	8	began	begin	VBD
37060	1967	9	to	to	TO
37060	1967	10	note	note	VB
37060	1967	11	the	the	DT
37060	1967	12	uneasy	uneasy	JJ
37060	1967	13	qualms	qualm	NNS
37060	1967	14	of	of	IN
37060	1967	15	an	an	DT
37060	1967	16	upset	upset	JJ
37060	1967	17	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1967	18	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	1967	19	gaining	gain	VBG
37060	1967	20	momentum	momentum	NN
37060	1967	21	.	.	.
37060	1968	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1968	2	decided	decide	VBD
37060	1968	3	to	to	TO
37060	1968	4	lay	lay	VB
37060	1968	5	down	down	RP
37060	1968	6	,	,	,
37060	1968	7	incubating	incubate	VBG
37060	1968	8	the	the	DT
37060	1968	9	nauseousness	nauseousness	NN
37060	1968	10	until	until	IN
37060	1968	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1968	12	had	have	VBD
37060	1968	13	transformed	transform	VBN
37060	1968	14	into	into	IN
37060	1968	15	an	an	DT
37060	1968	16	unquenchable	unquenchable	JJ
37060	1968	17	,	,	,
37060	1968	18	relentless	relentless	JJ
37060	1968	19	monster	monster	NN
37060	1968	20	.	.	.
37060	1969	1	Before	before	IN
37060	1969	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1969	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1969	4	able	able	JJ
37060	1969	5	to	to	TO
37060	1969	6	run	run	VB
37060	1969	7	,	,	,
37060	1969	8	or	or	CC
37060	1969	9	even	even	RB
37060	1969	10	think	think	VB
37060	1969	11	to	to	TO
37060	1969	12	run	run	VB
37060	1969	13	,	,	,
37060	1969	14	the	the	DT
37060	1969	15	beast	beast	NN
37060	1969	16	gave	give	VBD
37060	1969	17	a	a	DT
37060	1969	18	mighty	mighty	JJ
37060	1969	19	heave	heave	NN
37060	1969	20	and	and	CC
37060	1969	21	unloosed	unloose	VBD
37060	1969	22	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1969	23	hold	hold	NN
37060	1969	24	on	on	IN
37060	1969	25	the	the	DT
37060	1969	26	contents	content	NNS
37060	1969	27	of	of	IN
37060	1969	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1969	29	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1969	30	.	.	.
37060	1970	1	Apple	apple	NN
37060	1970	2	pie	pie	NN
37060	1970	3	.	.	.
37060	1971	1	The	the	DT
37060	1971	2	reason	reason	NN
37060	1971	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1971	4	now	now	RB
37060	1971	5	quite	quite	RB
37060	1971	6	evident	evident	JJ
37060	1971	7	for	for	IN
37060	1971	8	the	the	DT
37060	1971	9	necessity	necessity	NN
37060	1971	10	of	of	IN
37060	1971	11	the	the	DT
37060	1971	12	plastic	plastic	NN
37060	1971	13	pillow	pillow	NN
37060	1971	14	covers	cover	VBZ
37060	1971	15	.	.	.
37060	1972	1	Apple	apple	NN
37060	1972	2	pie	pie	NN
37060	1972	3	in	in	IN
37060	1972	4	reverse	reverse	NN
37060	1972	5	was	be	VBD
37060	1972	6	a	a	DT
37060	1972	7	sight	sight	NN
37060	1972	8	most	most	RBS
37060	1972	9	gruesome	gruesome	JJ
37060	1972	10	.	.	.
37060	1973	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1973	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	1973	3	once	once	RB
37060	1973	4	more	more	JJR
37060	1973	5	at	at	IN
37060	1973	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1973	7	pillow	pillow	NN
37060	1973	8	,	,	,
37060	1973	9	a	a	DT
37060	1973	10	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	1973	11	move	move	NN
37060	1973	12	,	,	,
37060	1973	13	and	and	CC
37060	1973	14	bolted	bolt	VBN
37060	1973	15	for	for	IN
37060	1973	16	the	the	DT
37060	1973	17	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	1973	18	as	as	IN
37060	1973	19	the	the	DT
37060	1973	20	beast	beast	NN
37060	1973	21	ventilated	ventilate	VBD
37060	1973	22	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1973	23	frustrations	frustration	NNS
37060	1973	24	a	a	DT
37060	1973	25	second	second	JJ
37060	1973	26	time	time	NN
37060	1973	27	by	by	IN
37060	1973	28	bellowing	bellow	VBG
37060	1973	29	vehemently	vehemently	RB
37060	1973	30	into	into	IN
37060	1973	31	the	the	DT
37060	1973	32	porcelain	porcelain	NN
37060	1973	33	bowl	bowl	NN
37060	1973	34	.	.	.
37060	1974	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1974	2	do	do	VBP
37060	1974	3	n't	not	RB
37060	1974	4	blame	blame	VB
37060	1974	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1974	6	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	1974	7	for	for	IN
37060	1974	8	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1974	9	mammoth	mammoth	JJ
37060	1974	10	revolt	revolt	NN
37060	1974	11	;	;	:
37060	1974	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1974	13	had	have	VBD
37060	1974	14	not	not	RB
37060	1974	15	needed	need	VBN
37060	1974	16	to	to	TO
37060	1974	17	function	function	VB
37060	1974	18	at	at	RB
37060	1974	19	all	all	RB
37060	1974	20	for	for	IN
37060	1974	21	well	well	RB
37060	1974	22	over	over	IN
37060	1974	23	three	three	CD
37060	1974	24	weeks	week	NNS
37060	1974	25	,	,	,
37060	1974	26	and	and	CC
37060	1974	27	then	then	RB
37060	1974	28	,	,	,
37060	1974	29	after	after	IN
37060	1974	30	a	a	DT
37060	1974	31	mere	mere	JJ
37060	1974	32	five	five	CD
37060	1974	33	days	day	NNS
37060	1974	34	of	of	IN
37060	1974	35	work	work	NN
37060	1974	36	,	,	,
37060	1974	37	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1974	38	received	receive	VBD
37060	1974	39	an	an	DT
37060	1974	40	entire	entire	JJ
37060	1974	41	slice	slice	NN
37060	1974	42	of	of	IN
37060	1974	43	rich	rich	JJ
37060	1974	44	apple	apple	NN
37060	1974	45	pie	pie	NN
37060	1974	46	.	.	.
37060	1975	1	Not	not	RB
37060	1975	2	pleased	pleased	JJ
37060	1975	3	,	,	,
37060	1975	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1975	5	decided	decide	VBD
37060	1975	6	to	to	TO
37060	1975	7	send	send	VB
37060	1975	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1975	9	back	back	RB
37060	1975	10	.	.	.
37060	1976	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	1976	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1976	3	Big	Big	NNP
37060	1976	4	Day	Day	NNP
37060	1976	5	ended	end	VBD
37060	1976	6	on	on	IN
37060	1976	7	a	a	DT
37060	1976	8	rather	rather	RB
37060	1976	9	sour	sour	JJ
37060	1976	10	note	note	NN
37060	1976	11	;	;	:
37060	1976	12	but	but	CC
37060	1976	13	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	1976	14	sweetness	sweetness	NN
37060	1976	15	,	,	,
37060	1976	16	tempered	temper	VBD
37060	1976	17	,	,	,
37060	1976	18	forms	form	VBZ
37060	1976	19	the	the	DT
37060	1976	20	groundwork	groundwork	NN
37060	1976	21	of	of	IN
37060	1976	22	memories	memory	NNS
37060	1976	23	far	far	RB
37060	1976	24	stronger	strong	JJR
37060	1976	25	than	than	IN
37060	1976	26	those	those	DT
37060	1976	27	composed	compose	VBN
37060	1976	28	solely	solely	RB
37060	1976	29	of	of	IN
37060	1976	30	sugar	sugar	NN
37060	1976	31	and	and	CC
37060	1976	32	honey	honey	NN
37060	1976	33	.	.	.
37060	1977	1	PAGE	PAGE	NNP
37060	1977	2	70	70	CD
37060	1977	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	1977	4	12	12	CD
37060	1977	5	Chemotherapy	Chemotherapy	NNP
37060	1977	6	"	"	''
37060	1977	7	Uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	1977	8	wielded	wield	VBD
37060	1977	9	mighty	mighty	JJ
37060	1977	10	weapons	weapon	NNS
37060	1977	11	and	and	CC
37060	1977	12	sharp	sharp	JJ
37060	1977	13	words	word	NNS
37060	1977	14	.	.	.
37060	1978	1	What	what	WP
37060	1978	2	IF	if	IN
37060	1978	3	.	.	.
37060	1979	1	.	.	.
37060	1980	1	.was	.was	NFP
37060	1980	2	too	too	RB
37060	1980	3	persuasive	persuasive	JJ
37060	1980	4	to	to	TO
37060	1980	5	warrant	warrant	VB
37060	1980	6	refusal	refusal	NN
37060	1980	7	.	.	.
37060	1980	8	"	"	''
37060	1981	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	1981	2	TWELVE	TWELVE	NNP
37060	1981	3	Chemotherapy	Chemotherapy	NNP
37060	1981	4	With	with	IN
37060	1981	5	the	the	DT
37060	1981	6	new	new	JJ
37060	1981	7	day	day	NN
37060	1981	8	,	,	,
37060	1981	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1981	10	was	be	VBD
37060	1981	11	more	more	RBR
37060	1981	12	cautious	cautious	JJ
37060	1981	13	in	in	IN
37060	1981	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1981	15	choices	choice	NNS
37060	1981	16	of	of	IN
37060	1981	17	food	food	NN
37060	1981	18	.	.	.
37060	1982	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1982	2	breakfasted	breakfast	VBD
37060	1982	3	,	,	,
37060	1982	4	then	then	RB
37060	1982	5	lunched	lunch	VBD
37060	1982	6	,	,	,
37060	1982	7	milling	mill	VBG
37060	1982	8	about	about	IN
37060	1982	9	the	the	DT
37060	1982	10	city	city	NN
37060	1982	11	until	until	IN
37060	1982	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1982	13	was	be	VBD
37060	1982	14	time	time	NN
37060	1982	15	for	for	IN
37060	1982	16	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1982	17	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	1982	18	consultation	consultation	NN
37060	1982	19	.	.	.
37060	1983	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1983	2	were	be	VBD
37060	1983	3	to	to	TO
37060	1983	4	meet	meet	VB
37060	1983	5	with	with	IN
37060	1983	6	a	a	DT
37060	1983	7	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	1983	8	E.	E.	NNP
37060	1983	9	,	,	,
37060	1983	10	an	an	DT
37060	1983	11	oncologist	oncologist	NN
37060	1983	12	who	who	WP
37060	1983	13	specialized	specialize	VBD
37060	1983	14	in	in	IN
37060	1983	15	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	1983	16	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	1983	17	;	;	:
37060	1983	18	the	the	DT
37060	1983	19	surgeons	surgeon	NNS
37060	1983	20	would	would	MD
37060	1983	21	also	also	RB
37060	1983	22	attend	attend	VB
37060	1983	23	.	.	.
37060	1984	1	Playing	play	VBG
37060	1984	2	the	the	DT
37060	1984	3	usual	usual	JJ
37060	1984	4	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	1984	5	game	game	NN
37060	1984	6	,	,	,
37060	1984	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1984	8	sat	sit	VBD
37060	1984	9	first	first	RB
37060	1984	10	in	in	IN
37060	1984	11	the	the	DT
37060	1984	12	lobby	lobby	NN
37060	1984	13	,	,	,
37060	1984	14	and	and	CC
37060	1984	15	after	after	IN
37060	1984	16	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1984	17	names	name	NNS
37060	1984	18	were	be	VBD
37060	1984	19	called	call	VBN
37060	1984	20	,	,	,
37060	1984	21	found	find	VBD
37060	1984	22	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1984	23	in	in	IN
37060	1984	24	a	a	DT
37060	1984	25	room	room	NN
37060	1984	26	similar	similar	JJ
37060	1984	27	to	to	IN
37060	1984	28	that	that	DT
37060	1984	29	in	in	IN
37060	1984	30	which	which	WDT
37060	1984	31	the	the	DT
37060	1984	32	initial	initial	JJ
37060	1984	33	pre	pre	JJ
37060	1984	34	-	-	JJ
37060	1984	35	operative	operative	JJ
37060	1984	36	consultation	consultation	NN
37060	1984	37	had	have	VBD
37060	1984	38	taken	take	VBN
37060	1984	39	place	place	NN
37060	1984	40	.	.	.
37060	1985	1	Neither	neither	CC
37060	1985	2	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1985	3	nor	nor	CC
37060	1985	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1985	5	knew	know	VBD
37060	1985	6	what	what	WP
37060	1985	7	this	this	DT
37060	1985	8	meeting	meeting	NN
37060	1985	9	would	would	MD
37060	1985	10	portend	portend	VB
37060	1985	11	;	;	:
37060	1985	12	yet	yet	CC
37060	1985	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1985	14	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1985	15	that	that	IN
37060	1985	16	,	,	,
37060	1985	17	although	although	IN
37060	1985	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1985	19	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	1985	20	stay	stay	NN
37060	1985	21	had	have	VBD
37060	1985	22	reached	reach	VBN
37060	1985	23	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1985	24	end	end	NN
37060	1985	25	,	,	,
37060	1985	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1985	27	wings	wing	NNS
37060	1985	28	were	be	VBD
37060	1985	29	clipped	clip	VBN
37060	1985	30	,	,	,
37060	1985	31	unfit	unfit	JJ
37060	1985	32	for	for	IN
37060	1985	33	flight	flight	NN
37060	1985	34	.	.	.
37060	1986	1	There	there	EX
37060	1986	2	would	would	MD
37060	1986	3	be	be	VB
37060	1986	4	more	more	JJR
37060	1986	5	trials	trial	NNS
37060	1986	6	,	,	,
37060	1986	7	and	and	CC
37060	1986	8	more	more	JJR
37060	1986	9	obligations	obligation	NNS
37060	1986	10	;	;	:
37060	1986	11	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	1986	12	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1986	13	to	to	TO
37060	1986	14	breed	breed	VB
37060	1986	15	obligation	obligation	NN
37060	1986	16	,	,	,
37060	1986	17	for	for	IN
37060	1986	18	to	to	IN
37060	1986	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1986	20	,	,	,
37060	1986	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1986	22	was	be	VBD
37060	1986	23	unextricably	unextricably	RB
37060	1986	24	bound	bind	VBN
37060	1986	25	.	.	.
37060	1987	1	Muffled	muffled	JJ
37060	1987	2	steps	step	NNS
37060	1987	3	were	be	VBD
37060	1987	4	heard	hear	VBN
37060	1987	5	outside	outside	IN
37060	1987	6	the	the	DT
37060	1987	7	door	door	NN
37060	1987	8	,	,	,
37060	1987	9	and	and	CC
37060	1987	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1987	11	had	have	VBD
37060	1987	12	a	a	DT
37060	1987	13	slight	slight	JJ
37060	1987	14	sensation	sensation	NN
37060	1987	15	of	of	IN
37060	1987	16	de	de	NNP
37060	1987	17	ja	ja	NNP
37060	1987	18	vu	vu	NNP
37060	1987	19	.	.	.
37060	1988	1	Then	then	RB
37060	1988	2	the	the	DT
37060	1988	3	door	door	NN
37060	1988	4	burst	burst	VBD
37060	1988	5	open	open	JJ
37060	1988	6	,	,	,
37060	1988	7	and	and	CC
37060	1988	8	a	a	DT
37060	1988	9	tall	tall	JJ
37060	1988	10	man	man	NN
37060	1988	11	entered	enter	VBD
37060	1988	12	,	,	,
37060	1988	13	booming	boom	VBG
37060	1988	14	a	a	DT
37060	1988	15	friendly	friendly	JJ
37060	1988	16	"	"	``
37060	1988	17	hello	hello	NN
37060	1988	18	"	"	''
37060	1988	19	to	to	IN
37060	1988	20	both	both	DT
37060	1988	21	of	of	IN
37060	1988	22	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1988	23	.	.	.
37060	1989	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1989	2	all	all	DT
37060	1989	3	shook	shake	VBD
37060	1989	4	hands	hand	NNS
37060	1989	5	and	and	CC
37060	1989	6	seated	seat	VBD
37060	1989	7	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1989	8	;	;	:
37060	1989	9	soon	soon	RB
37060	1989	10	afterward	afterward	RB
37060	1989	11	,	,	,
37060	1989	12	the	the	DT
37060	1989	13	three	three	CD
37060	1989	14	surgeons	surgeon	NNS
37060	1989	15	,	,	,
37060	1989	16	Drs	Drs	NNP
37060	1989	17	.	.	.
37060	1990	1	T.	T.	NNP
37060	1990	2	M.	M.	NNP
37060	1990	3	and	and	CC
37060	1990	4	W.	W.	NNP
37060	1990	5	,	,	,
37060	1990	6	entered	enter	VBD
37060	1990	7	as	as	RB
37060	1990	8	well	well	RB
37060	1990	9	as	as	IN
37060	1990	10	a	a	DT
37060	1990	11	young	young	JJ
37060	1990	12	smiling	smile	VBG
37060	1990	13	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1990	14	who	who	WP
37060	1990	15	was	be	VBD
37060	1990	16	there	there	RB
37060	1990	17	simply	simply	RB
37060	1990	18	to	to	TO
37060	1990	19	observe	observe	VB
37060	1990	20	.	.	.
37060	1991	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1991	2	rose	rise	VBD
37060	1991	3	again	again	RB
37060	1991	4	to	to	TO
37060	1991	5	greet	greet	VB
37060	1991	6	the	the	DT
37060	1991	7	new	new	JJ
37060	1991	8	comers	comer	NNS
37060	1991	9	.	.	.
37060	1992	1	As	as	IN
37060	1992	2	the	the	DT
37060	1992	3	pleasantries	pleasantry	NNS
37060	1992	4	died	die	VBD
37060	1992	5	away	away	RB
37060	1992	6	,	,	,
37060	1992	7	the	the	DT
37060	1992	8	business	business	NN
37060	1992	9	of	of	IN
37060	1992	10	the	the	DT
37060	1992	11	meeting	meeting	NN
37060	1992	12	came	come	VBD
37060	1992	13	to	to	IN
37060	1992	14	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1992	15	attention	attention	NN
37060	1992	16	.	.	.
37060	1993	1	Because	because	IN
37060	1993	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1993	3	tumor	tumor	NN
37060	1993	4	had	have	VBD
37060	1993	5	been	be	VBN
37060	1993	6	cancerous	cancerous	JJ
37060	1993	7	,	,	,
37060	1993	8	there	there	EX
37060	1993	9	was	be	VBD
37060	1993	10	naturally	naturally	RB
37060	1993	11	the	the	DT
37060	1993	12	question	question	NN
37060	1993	13	of	of	IN
37060	1993	14	whether	whether	IN
37060	1993	15	surgery	surgery	NN
37060	1993	16	alone	alone	RB
37060	1993	17	had	have	VBD
37060	1993	18	been	be	VBN
37060	1993	19	action	action	NN
37060	1993	20	enough	enough	RB
37060	1993	21	to	to	TO
37060	1993	22	free	free	VB
37060	1993	23	the	the	DT
37060	1993	24	entire	entire	JJ
37060	1993	25	cellular	cellular	JJ
37060	1993	26	structure	structure	NN
37060	1993	27	from	from	IN
37060	1993	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1993	29	body	body	NN
37060	1993	30	.	.	.
37060	1994	1	As	as	RB
37060	1994	2	far	far	RB
37060	1994	3	as	as	IN
37060	1994	4	the	the	DT
37060	1994	5	surgeons	surgeon	NNS
37060	1994	6	could	could	MD
37060	1994	7	recognize	recognize	VB
37060	1994	8	,	,	,
37060	1994	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1994	10	had	have	VBD
37060	1994	11	removed	remove	VBN
37060	1994	12	all	all	DT
37060	1994	13	cancerous	cancerous	JJ
37060	1994	14	cells	cell	NNS
37060	1994	15	,	,	,
37060	1994	16	but	but	CC
37060	1994	17	since	since	IN
37060	1994	18	cells	cell	NNS
37060	1994	19	can	can	MD
37060	1994	20	not	not	RB
37060	1994	21	be	be	VB
37060	1994	22	seen	see	VBN
37060	1994	23	by	by	IN
37060	1994	24	the	the	DT
37060	1994	25	naked	naked	JJ
37060	1994	26	eye	eye	NN
37060	1994	27	,	,	,
37060	1994	28	the	the	DT
37060	1994	29	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	1994	30	's	's	POS
37060	1994	31	supposition	supposition	NN
37060	1994	32	could	could	MD
37060	1994	33	possibly	possibly	RB
37060	1994	34	have	have	VB
37060	1994	35	been	be	VBN
37060	1994	36	incorrect	incorrect	JJ
37060	1994	37	;	;	:
37060	1994	38	for	for	IN
37060	1994	39	this	this	DT
37060	1994	40	reason	reason	NN
37060	1994	41	the	the	DT
37060	1994	42	meeting	meeting	NN
37060	1994	43	was	be	VBD
37060	1994	44	called	call	VBN
37060	1994	45	to	to	TO
37060	1994	46	determine	determine	VB
37060	1994	47	the	the	DT
37060	1994	48	next	next	JJ
37060	1994	49	course	course	NN
37060	1994	50	of	of	IN
37060	1994	51	action	action	NN
37060	1994	52	.	.	.
37060	1995	1	Since	since	IN
37060	1995	2	mine	mine	NN
37060	1995	3	was	be	VBD
37060	1995	4	a	a	DT
37060	1995	5	rather	rather	RB
37060	1995	6	unusual	unusual	JJ
37060	1995	7	case	case	NN
37060	1995	8	,	,	,
37060	1995	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1995	10	felt	feel	VBD
37060	1995	11	at	at	IN
37060	1995	12	a	a	DT
37060	1995	13	complete	complete	JJ
37060	1995	14	loss	loss	NN
37060	1995	15	as	as	IN
37060	1995	16	to	to	IN
37060	1995	17	the	the	DT
37060	1995	18	route	route	NN
37060	1995	19	which	which	WDT
37060	1995	20	should	should	MD
37060	1995	21	be	be	VB
37060	1995	22	taken	take	VBN
37060	1995	23	,	,	,
37060	1995	24	and	and	CC
37060	1995	25	having	have	VBG
37060	1995	26	stated	state	VBN
37060	1995	27	several	several	JJ
37060	1995	28	options	option	NNS
37060	1995	29	decided	decide	VBD
37060	1995	30	to	to	TO
37060	1995	31	privately	privately	RB
37060	1995	32	confer	confer	VB
37060	1995	33	the	the	DT
37060	1995	34	matter	matter	NN
37060	1995	35	.	.	.
37060	1996	1	The	the	DT
37060	1996	2	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	1996	3	filed	file	VBD
37060	1996	4	out	out	IN
37060	1996	5	of	of	IN
37060	1996	6	the	the	DT
37060	1996	7	room	room	NN
37060	1996	8	.	.	.
37060	1997	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	1997	2	and	and	CC
37060	1997	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	1997	4	looked	look	VBD
37060	1997	5	at	at	IN
37060	1997	6	one	one	CD
37060	1997	7	another	another	DT
37060	1997	8	.	.	.
37060	1998	1	The	the	DT
37060	1998	2	whole	whole	JJ
37060	1998	3	situation	situation	NN
37060	1998	4	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	1998	5	ridiculous	ridiculous	JJ
37060	1998	6	.	.	.
37060	1999	1	The	the	DT
37060	1999	2	surgeons	surgeon	NNS
37060	1999	3	were	be	VBD
37060	1999	4	"	"	``
37060	1999	5	certain	certain	JJ
37060	1999	6	"	"	''
37060	1999	7	yet	yet	CC
37060	1999	8	the	the	DT
37060	1999	9	state	state	NN
37060	1999	10	of	of	IN
37060	1999	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	1999	12	health	health	NN
37060	1999	13	was	be	VBD
37060	1999	14	rendered	render	VBN
37060	1999	15	"	"	``
37060	1999	16	uncertain	uncertain	JJ
37060	1999	17	"	"	''
37060	1999	18	by	by	IN
37060	1999	19	the	the	DT
37060	1999	20	presence	presence	NN
37060	1999	21	of	of	IN
37060	1999	22	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	1999	23	.	.	.
37060	2000	1	One	one	CD
37060	2000	2	word	word	NN
37060	2000	3	,	,	,
37060	2000	4	and	and	CC
37060	2000	5	yet	yet	RB
37060	2000	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2000	7	made	make	VBD
37060	2000	8	such	such	PDT
37060	2000	9	a	a	DT
37060	2000	10	difference	difference	NN
37060	2000	11	;	;	:
37060	2000	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2000	13	was	be	VBD
37060	2000	14	almost	almost	RB
37060	2000	15	mathematical	mathematical	JJ
37060	2000	16	;	;	:
37060	2000	17	just	just	RB
37060	2000	18	as	as	RB
37060	2000	19	surely	surely	RB
37060	2000	20	as	as	IN
37060	2000	21	positive	positive	JJ
37060	2000	22	and	and	CC
37060	2000	23	negative	negative	JJ
37060	2000	24	numbers	number	NNS
37060	2000	25	,	,	,
37060	2000	26	multiplied	multiply	VBN
37060	2000	27	,	,	,
37060	2000	28	equalled	equal	VBD
37060	2000	29	a	a	DT
37060	2000	30	negative	negative	JJ
37060	2000	31	response	response	NN
37060	2000	32	,	,	,
37060	2000	33	certainty	certainty	NN
37060	2000	34	coupled	couple	VBN
37060	2000	35	with	with	IN
37060	2000	36	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	2000	37	yielded	yield	VBN
37060	2000	38	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	2000	39	.	.	.
37060	2001	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	2001	2	,	,	,
37060	2001	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2001	4	began	begin	VBD
37060	2001	5	to	to	TO
37060	2001	6	feel	feel	VB
37060	2001	7	like	like	IN
37060	2001	8	a	a	DT
37060	2001	9	subject	subject	NN
37060	2001	10	,	,	,
37060	2001	11	someone	someone	NN
37060	2001	12	against	against	IN
37060	2001	13	whom	whom	WP
37060	2001	14	plots	plot	NNS
37060	2001	15	were	be	VBD
37060	2001	16	devised	devise	VBN
37060	2001	17	;	;	:
37060	2001	18	there	there	EX
37060	2001	19	was	be	VBD
37060	2001	20	to	to	TO
37060	2001	21	be	be	VB
37060	2001	22	no	no	DT
37060	2001	23	specific	specific	JJ
37060	2001	24	method	method	NN
37060	2001	25	,	,	,
37060	2001	26	no	no	DT
37060	2001	27	scientific	scientific	JJ
37060	2001	28	plan	plan	NN
37060	2001	29	in	in	IN
37060	2001	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2001	31	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	2001	32	.	.	.
37060	2002	1	.	.	.
37060	2003	1	.	.	.
37060	2004	1	and	and	CC
37060	2004	2	while	while	IN
37060	2004	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2004	4	reserved	reserve	VBD
37060	2004	5	faith	faith	NN
37060	2004	6	in	in	IN
37060	2004	7	the	the	DT
37060	2004	8	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	2004	9	,	,	,
37060	2004	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2004	11	knew	know	VBD
37060	2004	12	that	that	IN
37060	2004	13	an	an	DT
37060	2004	14	end	end	NN
37060	2004	15	had	have	VBD
37060	2004	16	been	be	VBN
37060	2004	17	reached	reach	VBN
37060	2004	18	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	2004	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2004	20	self	self	NN
37060	2004	21	-	-	HYPH
37060	2004	22	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	2004	23	was	be	VBD
37060	2004	24	worth	worth	JJ
37060	2004	25	just	just	RB
37060	2004	26	as	as	RB
37060	2004	27	much	much	JJ
37060	2004	28	to	to	IN
37060	2004	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2004	30	well	well	NN
37060	2004	31	-	-	HYPH
37060	2004	32	being	being	NN
37060	2004	33	,	,	,
37060	2004	34	if	if	IN
37060	2004	35	not	not	RB
37060	2004	36	more	more	JJR
37060	2004	37	.	.	.
37060	2005	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2005	2	the	the	DT
37060	2005	3	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	2005	4	returned	return	VBD
37060	2005	5	,	,	,
37060	2005	6	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2005	7	confessed	confess	VBD
37060	2005	8	that	that	IN
37060	2005	9	,	,	,
37060	2005	10	although	although	IN
37060	2005	11	a	a	DT
37060	2005	12	decision	decision	NN
37060	2005	13	had	have	VBD
37060	2005	14	been	be	VBN
37060	2005	15	determined	determine	VBN
37060	2005	16	,	,	,
37060	2005	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2005	18	means	mean	NNS
37060	2005	19	of	of	IN
37060	2005	20	arriving	arrive	VBG
37060	2005	21	at	at	IN
37060	2005	22	said	say	VBD
37060	2005	23	decision	decision	NN
37060	2005	24	was	be	VBD
37060	2005	25	quite	quite	RB
37060	2005	26	simplistic	simplistic	JJ
37060	2005	27	and	and	CC
37060	2005	28	utterly	utterly	RB
37060	2005	29	devoid	devoid	JJ
37060	2005	30	of	of	IN
37060	2005	31	calculation	calculation	NN
37060	2005	32	.	.	.
37060	2006	1	The	the	DT
37060	2006	2	decision	decision	NN
37060	2006	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2006	4	literally	literally	RB
37060	2006	5	pulled	pull	VBN
37060	2006	6	from	from	IN
37060	2006	7	a	a	DT
37060	2006	8	hat	hat	NN
37060	2006	9	,	,	,
37060	2006	10	producing	produce	VBG
37060	2006	11	a	a	DT
37060	2006	12	solution	solution	NN
37060	2006	13	which	which	WDT
37060	2006	14	read	read	VBD
37060	2006	15	,	,	,
37060	2006	16	"	"	''
37060	2006	17	Chemotherapy	Chemotherapy	NNP
37060	2006	18	,	,	,
37060	2006	19	"	"	''
37060	2006	20	and	and	CC
37060	2006	21	to	to	TO
37060	2006	22	which	which	WDT
37060	2006	23	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2006	24	would	would	MD
37060	2006	25	adhere	adhere	VB
37060	2006	26	unless	unless	IN
37060	2006	27	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2006	28	wishes	wish	NNS
37060	2006	29	were	be	VBD
37060	2006	30	opposed	opposed	JJ
37060	2006	31	to	to	IN
37060	2006	32	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2006	33	.	.	.
37060	2007	1	At	at	IN
37060	2007	2	this	this	DT
37060	2007	3	point	point	NN
37060	2007	4	,	,	,
37060	2007	5	the	the	DT
37060	2007	6	surgeons	surgeon	NNS
37060	2007	7	took	take	VBD
37060	2007	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2007	9	leave	leave	NN
37060	2007	10	of	of	IN
37060	2007	11	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2007	12	,	,	,
37060	2007	13	and	and	CC
37060	2007	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2007	15	voiced	voice	VBD
37060	2007	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2007	17	farewells	farewell	NNS
37060	2007	18	;	;	:
37060	2007	19	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2007	20	disappeared	disappear	VBD
37060	2007	21	into	into	IN
37060	2007	22	the	the	DT
37060	2007	23	hallway	hallway	NN
37060	2007	24	,	,	,
37060	2007	25	and	and	CC
37060	2007	26	the	the	DT
37060	2007	27	door	door	NN
37060	2007	28	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	2007	29	drifted	drift	VBD
37060	2007	30	back	back	RB
37060	2007	31	,	,	,
37060	2007	32	to	to	TO
37060	2007	33	close	close	VB
37060	2007	34	silently	silently	RB
37060	2007	35	and	and	CC
37060	2007	36	blot	blot	VB
37060	2007	37	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2007	38	retreating	retreat	VBG
37060	2007	39	footsteps	footstep	NNS
37060	2007	40	.	.	.
37060	2008	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2008	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2008	3	strange	strange	JJ
37060	2008	4	that	that	IN
37060	2008	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2008	6	should	should	MD
37060	2008	7	never	never	RB
37060	2008	8	see	see	VB
37060	2008	9	these	these	DT
37060	2008	10	men	man	NNS
37060	2008	11	again	again	RB
37060	2008	12	when	when	WRB
37060	2008	13	,	,	,
37060	2008	14	for	for	IN
37060	2008	15	a	a	DT
37060	2008	16	month	month	NN
37060	2008	17	,	,	,
37060	2008	18	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2008	19	were	be	VBD
37060	2008	20	daily	daily	JJ
37060	2008	21	visitors	visitor	NNS
37060	2008	22	and	and	CC
37060	2008	23	trusted	trust	VBN
37060	2008	24	allies	ally	NNS
37060	2008	25	.	.	.
37060	2009	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2009	2	were	be	VBD
37060	2009	3	now	now	RB
37060	2009	4	alone	alone	JJ
37060	2009	5	with	with	IN
37060	2009	6	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	2009	7	E.	E.	NNP
37060	2009	8	and	and	CC
37060	2009	9	the	the	DT
37060	2009	10	silent	silent	JJ
37060	2009	11	,	,	,
37060	2009	12	smiling	smile	VBG
37060	2009	13	observer	observer	NN
37060	2009	14	.	.	.
37060	2010	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	2010	2	E.	E.	NNP
37060	2010	3	explained	explain	VBD
37060	2010	4	the	the	DT
37060	2010	5	situation	situation	NN
37060	2010	6	which	which	WDT
37060	2010	7	had	have	VBD
37060	2010	8	formulated	formulate	VBN
37060	2010	9	,	,	,
37060	2010	10	defining	define	VBG
37060	2010	11	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	2010	12	as	as	IN
37060	2010	13	a	a	DT
37060	2010	14	means	means	NN
37060	2010	15	by	by	IN
37060	2010	16	which	which	WDT
37060	2010	17	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2010	18	was	be	VBD
37060	2010	19	cured	cure	VBN
37060	2010	20	,	,	,
37060	2010	21	sweeping	sweep	VBG
37060	2010	22	any	any	DT
37060	2010	23	and	and	CC
37060	2010	24	all	all	DT
37060	2010	25	lingering	linger	VBG
37060	2010	26	cells	cell	NNS
37060	2010	27	from	from	IN
37060	2010	28	the	the	DT
37060	2010	29	body	body	NN
37060	2010	30	with	with	IN
37060	2010	31	a	a	DT
37060	2010	32	deadly	deadly	JJ
37060	2010	33	blow	blow	NN
37060	2010	34	.	.	.
37060	2011	1	In	in	IN
37060	2011	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2011	3	case	case	NN
37060	2011	4	,	,	,
37060	2011	5	the	the	DT
37060	2011	6	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	2011	7	was	be	VBD
37060	2011	8	viewed	view	VBN
37060	2011	9	simply	simply	RB
37060	2011	10	as	as	IN
37060	2011	11	a	a	DT
37060	2011	12	protective	protective	JJ
37060	2011	13	measure	measure	NN
37060	2011	14	,	,	,
37060	2011	15	a	a	DT
37060	2011	16	guarantee	guarantee	NN
37060	2011	17	,	,	,
37060	2011	18	that	that	IN
37060	2011	19	all	all	DT
37060	2011	20	cancerous	cancerous	JJ
37060	2011	21	cells	cell	NNS
37060	2011	22	were	be	VBD
37060	2011	23	wiped	wipe	VBN
37060	2011	24	out	out	RP
37060	2011	25	;	;	,
37060	2011	26	given	give	VBN
37060	2011	27	such	such	PDT
37060	2011	28	a	a	DT
37060	2011	29	characteristic	characteristic	JJ
37060	2011	30	,	,	,
37060	2011	31	especially	especially	RB
37060	2011	32	when	when	WRB
37060	2011	33	considering	consider	VBG
37060	2011	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2011	35	previously	previously	RB
37060	2011	36	mentioned	mention	VBN
37060	2011	37	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	2011	38	,	,	,
37060	2011	39	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2011	40	was	be	VBD
37060	2011	41	already	already	RB
37060	2011	42	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	2011	43	to	to	IN
37060	2011	44	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2011	45	that	that	IN
37060	2011	46	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2011	47	would	would	MD
37060	2011	48	not	not	RB
37060	2011	49	refuse	refuse	VB
37060	2011	50	the	the	DT
37060	2011	51	proposal	proposal	NN
37060	2011	52	.	.	.
37060	2012	1	As	as	IN
37060	2012	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2012	3	sat	sit	VBD
37060	2012	4	motionless	motionless	JJ
37060	2012	5	to	to	TO
37060	2012	6	hear	hear	VB
37060	2012	7	the	the	DT
37060	2012	8	rest	rest	NN
37060	2012	9	of	of	IN
37060	2012	10	the	the	DT
37060	2012	11	definition	definition	NN
37060	2012	12	,	,	,
37060	2012	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2012	14	became	become	VBD
37060	2012	15	aware	aware	JJ
37060	2012	16	of	of	IN
37060	2012	17	the	the	DT
37060	2012	18	observing	observe	VBG
37060	2012	19	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	2012	20	whose	whose	WP$
37060	2012	21	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2012	22	were	be	VBD
37060	2012	23	riveted	rivet	VBN
37060	2012	24	to	to	IN
37060	2012	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2012	26	face	face	NN
37060	2012	27	with	with	IN
37060	2012	28	an	an	DT
37060	2012	29	uncanny	uncanny	JJ
37060	2012	30	,	,	,
37060	2012	31	relentless	relentless	JJ
37060	2012	32	fascination	fascination	NN
37060	2012	33	,	,	,
37060	2012	34	while	while	IN
37060	2012	35	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2012	36	lips	lip	NNS
37060	2012	37	remained	remain	VBD
37060	2012	38	curled	curled	JJ
37060	2012	39	in	in	IN
37060	2012	40	an	an	DT
37060	2012	41	unwavering	unwavering	JJ
37060	2012	42	smile	smile	NN
37060	2012	43	;	;	:
37060	2012	44	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2012	45	mattered	matter	VBD
37060	2012	46	little	little	JJ
37060	2012	47	where	where	WRB
37060	2012	48	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2012	49	would	would	MD
37060	2012	50	place	place	VB
37060	2012	51	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2012	52	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2012	53	,	,	,
37060	2012	54	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2012	55	gaze	gaze	NN
37060	2012	56	feasted	feast	VBD
37060	2012	57	on	on	IN
37060	2012	58	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2012	59	features	feature	NNS
37060	2012	60	,	,	,
37060	2012	61	ingesting	ingest	VBG
37060	2012	62	hungrily	hungrily	RB
37060	2012	63	every	every	DT
37060	2012	64	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	2012	65	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2012	66	countenance	countenance	NN
37060	2012	67	displayed	display	VBD
37060	2012	68	.	.	.
37060	2013	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2013	2	listened	listen	VBD
37060	2013	3	half	half	RB
37060	2013	4	-	-	HYPH
37060	2013	5	heartedly	heartedly	RB
37060	2013	6	to	to	IN
37060	2013	7	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	2013	8	E.	E.	NNP
37060	2013	9	's	's	POS
37060	2013	10	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	2013	11	;	;	:
37060	2013	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2013	13	explained	explain	VBD
37060	2013	14	that	that	IN
37060	2013	15	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	2013	16	would	would	MD
37060	2013	17	be	be	VB
37060	2013	18	paid	pay	VBN
37060	2013	19	through	through	IN
37060	2013	20	the	the	DT
37060	2013	21	research	research	NN
37060	2013	22	funding	funding	NN
37060	2013	23	since	since	IN
37060	2013	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2013	25	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2013	26	was	be	VBD
37060	2013	27	a	a	DT
37060	2013	28	rarity	rarity	NN
37060	2013	29	,	,	,
37060	2013	30	and	and	CC
37060	2013	31	would	would	MD
37060	2013	32	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	2013	33	place	place	VB
37060	2013	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2013	35	family	family	NN
37060	2013	36	under	under	IN
37060	2013	37	no	no	DT
37060	2013	38	financial	financial	JJ
37060	2013	39	burden	burden	NN
37060	2013	40	.	.	.
37060	2014	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2014	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2014	3	nice	nice	JJ
37060	2014	4	that	that	IN
37060	2014	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2014	6	experimental	experimental	JJ
37060	2014	7	therapy	therapy	NN
37060	2014	8	would	would	MD
37060	2014	9	be	be	VB
37060	2014	10	no	no	DT
37060	2014	11	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2014	12	on	on	IN
37060	2014	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2014	14	parent	parent	NN
37060	2014	15	's	's	POS
37060	2014	16	bank	bank	NN
37060	2014	17	account	account	NN
37060	2014	18	,	,	,
37060	2014	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2014	20	thought	think	VBD
37060	2014	21	dimly	dimly	RB
37060	2014	22	;	;	:
37060	2014	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2014	24	concentration	concentration	NN
37060	2014	25	was	be	VBD
37060	2014	26	withering	wither	VBG
37060	2014	27	under	under	IN
37060	2014	28	the	the	DT
37060	2014	29	infernal	infernal	JJ
37060	2014	30	scrutiny	scrutiny	NN
37060	2014	31	of	of	IN
37060	2014	32	the	the	DT
37060	2014	33	observer	observer	NN
37060	2014	34	's	's	POS
37060	2014	35	beaming	beam	VBG
37060	2014	36	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2014	37	and	and	CC
37060	2014	38	steadfast	steadfast	JJ
37060	2014	39	smile	smile	NN
37060	2014	40	,	,	,
37060	2014	41	for	for	CC
37060	2014	42	there	there	EX
37060	2014	43	was	be	VBD
37060	2014	44	no	no	DT
37060	2014	45	benevolence	benevolence	NN
37060	2014	46	in	in	IN
37060	2014	47	that	that	DT
37060	2014	48	plaster	plaster	NN
37060	2014	49	-	-	HYPH
37060	2014	50	cast	cast	VBN
37060	2014	51	smile	smile	NN
37060	2014	52	,	,	,
37060	2014	53	only	only	RB
37060	2014	54	a	a	DT
37060	2014	55	keen	keen	JJ
37060	2014	56	desire	desire	NN
37060	2014	57	to	to	TO
37060	2014	58	devour	devour	VB
37060	2014	59	one	one	PRP
37060	2014	60	's	's	POS
37060	2014	61	expressions	expression	NNS
37060	2014	62	;	;	:
37060	2014	63	and	and	CC
37060	2014	64	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2014	65	knew	know	VBD
37060	2014	66	that	that	IN
37060	2014	67	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2014	68	waited	wait	VBD
37060	2014	69	for	for	IN
37060	2014	70	a	a	DT
37060	2014	71	certain	certain	JJ
37060	2014	72	look	look	NN
37060	2014	73	,	,	,
37060	2014	74	a	a	DT
37060	2014	75	show	show	NN
37060	2014	76	of	of	IN
37060	2014	77	anguish	anguish	NN
37060	2014	78	,	,	,
37060	2014	79	an	an	DT
37060	2014	80	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	2014	81	outburst	outburst	NN
37060	2014	82	.	.	.
37060	2015	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	2015	2	E.	E.	NNP
37060	2015	3	continued	continue	VBD
37060	2015	4	.	.	.
37060	2016	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2016	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2016	3	explaining	explain	VBG
37060	2016	4	the	the	DT
37060	2016	5	ways	way	NNS
37060	2016	6	in	in	IN
37060	2016	7	which	which	WDT
37060	2016	8	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	2016	9	affected	affect	VBD
37060	2016	10	the	the	DT
37060	2016	11	patient	patient	NN
37060	2016	12	.	.	.
37060	2017	1	Something	something	NN
37060	2017	2	within	within	IN
37060	2017	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2017	4	did	do	VBD
37060	2017	5	not	not	RB
37060	2017	6	want	want	VB
37060	2017	7	to	to	TO
37060	2017	8	hear	hear	VB
37060	2017	9	what	what	WP
37060	2017	10	would	would	MD
37060	2017	11	happen	happen	VB
37060	2017	12	,	,	,
37060	2017	13	yet	yet	CC
37060	2017	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2017	15	mind	mind	NN
37060	2017	16	took	take	VBD
37060	2017	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2017	18	in	in	RP
37060	2017	19	;	;	:
37060	2017	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2017	21	would	would	MD
37060	2017	22	feel	feel	VB
37060	2017	23	sick	sick	JJ
37060	2017	24	,	,	,
37060	2017	25	nauseous	nauseous	JJ
37060	2017	26	,	,	,
37060	2017	27	weak	weak	JJ
37060	2017	28	.	.	.
37060	2018	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2018	2	would	would	MD
37060	2018	3	be	be	VB
37060	2018	4	susceptible	susceptible	JJ
37060	2018	5	to	to	IN
37060	2018	6	infections	infection	NNS
37060	2018	7	and	and	CC
37060	2018	8	viruses	virus	NNS
37060	2018	9	...	...	.
37060	2019	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2019	2	would	would	MD
37060	2019	3	be	be	VB
37060	2019	4	afflicted	afflict	VBN
37060	2019	5	with	with	IN
37060	2019	6	occasional	occasional	JJ
37060	2019	7	aching	aching	NN
37060	2019	8	...	...	.
37060	2020	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2020	2	would	would	MD
37060	2020	3	lose	lose	VB
37060	2020	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2020	5	hair	hair	NN
37060	2020	6	...	...	.
37060	2021	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2021	2	could	could	MD
37060	2021	3	die	die	VB
37060	2021	4	.	.	.
37060	2022	1	Tears	tear	NNS
37060	2022	2	,	,	,
37060	2022	3	unbidden	unbidden	NNP
37060	2022	4	,	,	,
37060	2022	5	welled	well	VBD
37060	2022	6	up	up	RP
37060	2022	7	in	in	IN
37060	2022	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2022	9	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2022	10	so	so	RB
37060	2022	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2022	12	tried	try	VBD
37060	2022	13	furiously	furiously	RB
37060	2022	14	to	to	TO
37060	2022	15	will	will	VB
37060	2022	16	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2022	17	away	away	RB
37060	2022	18	;	;	:
37060	2022	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2022	20	did	do	VBD
37060	2022	21	not	not	RB
37060	2022	22	want	want	VB
37060	2022	23	to	to	TO
37060	2022	24	cry	cry	VB
37060	2022	25	in	in	IN
37060	2022	26	front	front	NN
37060	2022	27	of	of	IN
37060	2022	28	those	those	DT
37060	2022	29	lidless	lidless	JJ
37060	2022	30	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2022	31	.	.	.
37060	2023	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2023	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2023	3	rude	rude	JJ
37060	2023	4	,	,	,
37060	2023	5	callous	callous	JJ
37060	2023	6	,	,	,
37060	2023	7	to	to	TO
37060	2023	8	stare	stare	VB
37060	2023	9	so	so	RB
37060	2023	10	unflinchingly	unflinchingly	RB
37060	2023	11	as	as	IN
37060	2023	12	another	another	DT
37060	2023	13	's	's	POS
37060	2023	14	future	future	NN
37060	2023	15	was	be	VBD
37060	2023	16	verbalized	verbalize	VBN
37060	2023	17	and	and	CC
37060	2023	18	deftly	deftly	RB
37060	2023	19	illustrated	illustrate	VBN
37060	2023	20	by	by	IN
37060	2023	21	a	a	DT
37060	2023	22	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	2023	23	who	who	WP
37060	2023	24	knew	know	VBD
37060	2023	25	all	all	DT
37060	2023	26	of	of	IN
37060	2023	27	the	the	DT
37060	2023	28	hideous	hideous	JJ
37060	2023	29	cruelties	cruelty	NNS
37060	2023	30	of	of	IN
37060	2023	31	which	which	WDT
37060	2023	32	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	2023	33	was	be	VBD
37060	2023	34	capable	capable	JJ
37060	2023	35	.	.	.
37060	2024	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	2024	2	E.	E.	NNP
37060	2024	3	passed	pass	VBD
37060	2024	4	a	a	DT
37060	2024	5	form	form	NN
37060	2024	6	to	to	IN
37060	2024	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2024	8	father	father	NN
37060	2024	9	,	,	,
37060	2024	10	instructing	instruct	VBG
37060	2024	11	that	that	IN
37060	2024	12	both	both	CC
37060	2024	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2024	14	and	and	CC
37060	2024	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2024	16	read	read	VBP
37060	2024	17	carefully	carefully	RB
37060	2024	18	,	,	,
37060	2024	19	and	and	CC
37060	2024	20	sign	sign	VB
37060	2024	21	if	if	IN
37060	2024	22	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2024	23	were	be	VBD
37060	2024	24	in	in	IN
37060	2024	25	agreement	agreement	NN
37060	2024	26	to	to	IN
37060	2024	27	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2024	28	statements	statement	NNS
37060	2024	29	;	;	:
37060	2024	30	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2024	31	obligations	obligation	NNS
37060	2024	32	,	,	,
37060	2024	33	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2024	34	obligations	obligation	NNS
37060	2024	35	,	,	,
37060	2024	36	etc	etc	FW
37060	2024	37	.	.	FW
37060	2024	38	,	,	,
37060	2024	39	etc	etc	FW
37060	2024	40	.	.	FW
37060	2024	41	,	,	,
37060	2024	42	etc	etc	FW
37060	2024	43	.	.	.
37060	2025	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2025	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2025	3	staring	stare	VBG
37060	2025	4	at	at	IN
37060	2025	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2025	6	knees	knee	NNS
37060	2025	7	,	,	,
37060	2025	8	fighting	fight	VBG
37060	2025	9	tears	tear	NNS
37060	2025	10	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	2025	11	.	.	.
37060	2026	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2026	2	head	head	NN
37060	2026	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2026	4	bowed	bow	VBN
37060	2026	5	low	low	RB
37060	2026	6	to	to	TO
37060	2026	7	escape	escape	VB
37060	2026	8	the	the	DT
37060	2026	9	face	face	NN
37060	2026	10	which	which	WDT
37060	2026	11	would	would	MD
37060	2026	12	not	not	RB
37060	2026	13	leave	leave	VB
37060	2026	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2026	15	own	own	JJ
37060	2026	16	,	,	,
37060	2026	17	which	which	WDT
37060	2026	18	granted	grant	VBD
37060	2026	19	no	no	DT
37060	2026	20	peace	peace	NN
37060	2026	21	or	or	CC
37060	2026	22	meditation	meditation	NN
37060	2026	23	.	.	.
37060	2027	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2027	2	balanced	balance	VBD
37060	2027	3	the	the	DT
37060	2027	4	paper	paper	NN
37060	2027	5	on	on	IN
37060	2027	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2027	7	knees	knee	NNS
37060	2027	8	and	and	CC
37060	2027	9	signed	sign	VBD
37060	2027	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2027	11	name	name	NN
37060	2027	12	with	with	IN
37060	2027	13	confident	confident	JJ
37060	2027	14	strokes	stroke	NNS
37060	2027	15	;	;	:
37060	2027	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2027	17	passed	pass	VBD
37060	2027	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2027	19	to	to	IN
37060	2027	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2027	21	.	.	.
37060	2028	1	"	"	``
37060	2028	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2028	3	can	can	MD
37060	2028	4	read	read	VB
37060	2028	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2028	6	first	first	RB
37060	2028	7	,	,	,
37060	2028	8	"	"	''
37060	2028	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2028	10	said	say	VBD
37060	2028	11	.	.	.
37060	2029	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2029	2	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2029	3	were	be	VBD
37060	2029	4	a	a	DT
37060	2029	5	haze	haze	NN
37060	2029	6	which	which	WDT
37060	2029	7	saw	see	VBD
37060	2029	8	through	through	IN
37060	2029	9	the	the	DT
37060	2029	10	page	page	NN
37060	2029	11	.	.	.
37060	2030	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2030	2	did	do	VBD
37060	2030	3	not	not	RB
37060	2030	4	need	need	VB
37060	2030	5	to	to	TO
37060	2030	6	read	read	VB
37060	2030	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2030	8	,	,	,
37060	2030	9	for	for	IN
37060	2030	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2030	11	knew	know	VBD
37060	2030	12	what	what	WP
37060	2030	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2030	14	had	have	VBD
37060	2030	15	to	to	TO
37060	2030	16	do	do	VB
37060	2030	17	;	;	:
37060	2030	18	knowing	know	VBG
37060	2030	19	,	,	,
37060	2030	20	however	however	RB
37060	2030	21	,	,	,
37060	2030	22	made	make	VBD
37060	2030	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2030	24	no	no	RB
37060	2030	25	easier	easy	JJR
37060	2030	26	.	.	.
37060	2031	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2031	2	signed	sign	VBD
37060	2031	3	without	without	IN
37060	2031	4	thinking	thinking	NN
37060	2031	5	,	,	,
37060	2031	6	without	without	IN
37060	2031	7	reading	read	VBG
37060	2031	8	one	one	CD
37060	2031	9	word	word	NN
37060	2031	10	.	.	.
37060	2032	1	The	the	DT
37060	2032	2	observer	observer	NN
37060	2032	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2032	4	grinning	grin	VBG
37060	2032	5	widely	widely	RB
37060	2032	6	now	now	RB
37060	2032	7	,	,	,
37060	2032	8	a	a	DT
37060	2032	9	sadistic	sadistic	JJ
37060	2032	10	glimmer	glimmer	NN
37060	2032	11	of	of	IN
37060	2032	12	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	2032	13	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2032	14	to	to	TO
37060	2032	15	sparkle	sparkle	VB
37060	2032	16	in	in	IN
37060	2032	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2032	18	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2032	19	;	;	:
37060	2032	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2032	21	did	do	VBD
37060	2032	22	not	not	RB
37060	2032	23	have	have	VB
37060	2032	24	to	to	TO
37060	2032	25	look	look	VB
37060	2032	26	at	at	IN
37060	2032	27	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2032	28	directly	directly	RB
37060	2032	29	;	;	:
37060	2032	30	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2032	31	luminous	luminous	JJ
37060	2032	32	frame	frame	NN
37060	2032	33	of	of	IN
37060	2032	34	mind	mind	NN
37060	2032	35	pierced	pierce	VBD
37060	2032	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2032	37	unseeing	unseeing	NN
37060	2032	38	stare	stare	NN
37060	2032	39	.	.	.
37060	2033	1	Tears	tear	NNS
37060	2033	2	shone	shine	VBD
37060	2033	3	on	on	IN
37060	2033	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2033	5	face	face	NN
37060	2033	6	.	.	.
37060	2034	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2034	2	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	2034	3	bitterly	bitterly	RB
37060	2034	4	if	if	IN
37060	2034	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2034	6	performance	performance	NN
37060	2034	7	had	have	VBD
37060	2034	8	satisfied	satisfy	VBN
37060	2034	9	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2034	10	.	.	.
37060	2035	1	To	to	TO
37060	2035	2	conclude	conclude	VB
37060	2035	3	the	the	DT
37060	2035	4	business	business	NN
37060	2035	5	of	of	IN
37060	2035	6	the	the	DT
37060	2035	7	hour	hour	NN
37060	2035	8	,	,	,
37060	2035	9	a	a	DT
37060	2035	10	date	date	NN
37060	2035	11	was	be	VBD
37060	2035	12	determined	determine	VBN
37060	2035	13	for	for	IN
37060	2035	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2035	15	return	return	NN
37060	2035	16	to	to	IN
37060	2035	17	the	the	DT
37060	2035	18	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	2035	19	;	;	:
37060	2035	20	the	the	DT
37060	2035	21	commencement	commencement	NN
37060	2035	22	of	of	IN
37060	2035	23	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	2035	24	was	be	VBD
37060	2035	25	two	two	CD
37060	2035	26	short	short	JJ
37060	2035	27	weeks	week	NNS
37060	2035	28	from	from	IN
37060	2035	29	the	the	DT
37060	2035	30	present	present	NN
37060	2035	31	,	,	,
37060	2035	32	and	and	CC
37060	2035	33	time	time	NN
37060	2035	34	would	would	MD
37060	2035	35	not	not	RB
37060	2035	36	slow	slow	VB
37060	2035	37	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2035	38	tempo	tempo	NN
37060	2035	39	for	for	IN
37060	2035	40	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2035	41	.	.	.
37060	2036	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2036	2	would	would	MD
37060	2036	3	have	have	VB
37060	2036	4	to	to	TO
37060	2036	5	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	2036	6	those	those	DT
37060	2036	7	days	day	NNS
37060	2036	8	while	while	IN
37060	2036	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2036	10	was	be	VBD
37060	2036	11	able	able	JJ
37060	2036	12	.	.	.
37060	2037	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	2037	2	E.	E.	NNP
37060	2037	3	stood	stand	VBD
37060	2037	4	,	,	,
37060	2037	5	signifying	signify	VBG
37060	2037	6	that	that	IN
37060	2037	7	the	the	DT
37060	2037	8	meeting	meeting	NN
37060	2037	9	,	,	,
37060	2037	10	and	and	CC
37060	2037	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2037	12	time	time	NN
37060	2037	13	,	,	,
37060	2037	14	had	have	VBD
37060	2037	15	reached	reach	VBN
37060	2037	16	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2037	17	duration	duration	NN
37060	2037	18	;	;	:
37060	2037	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2037	20	bid	bid	VBD
37060	2037	21	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2037	22	a	a	DT
37060	2037	23	respectful	respectful	JJ
37060	2037	24	good	good	NN
37060	2037	25	-	-	HYPH
37060	2037	26	bye	bye	NN
37060	2037	27	and	and	CC
37060	2037	28	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2037	29	ushered	usher	VBD
37060	2037	30	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2037	31	abominable	abominable	JJ
37060	2037	32	side	side	NN
37060	2037	33	-	-	HYPH
37060	2037	34	kick	kick	NN
37060	2037	35	out	out	IN
37060	2037	36	of	of	IN
37060	2037	37	the	the	DT
37060	2037	38	door	door	NN
37060	2037	39	.	.	.
37060	2038	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2038	2	and	and	CC
37060	2038	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2038	4	gathered	gather	VBD
37060	2038	5	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2038	6	belongings	belonging	NNS
37060	2038	7	and	and	CC
37060	2038	8	departed	depart	VBD
37060	2038	9	in	in	IN
37060	2038	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2038	11	wake	wake	NN
37060	2038	12	,	,	,
37060	2038	13	walking	walk	VBG
37060	2038	14	toward	toward	IN
37060	2038	15	the	the	DT
37060	2038	16	lobby	lobby	NN
37060	2038	17	.	.	.
37060	2039	1	Climbing	climb	VBG
37060	2039	2	in	in	IN
37060	2039	3	the	the	DT
37060	2039	4	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	2039	5	,	,	,
37060	2039	6	descending	descend	VBG
37060	2039	7	to	to	IN
37060	2039	8	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2039	9	floor	floor	NN
37060	2039	10	,	,	,
37060	2039	11	climbing	climb	VBG
37060	2039	12	out	out	IN
37060	2039	13	of	of	IN
37060	2039	14	the	the	DT
37060	2039	15	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	2039	16	,	,	,
37060	2039	17	walking	walk	VBG
37060	2039	18	to	to	IN
37060	2039	19	the	the	DT
37060	2039	20	car	car	NN
37060	2039	21	...	...	:
37060	2039	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2039	23	all	all	DT
37060	2039	24	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2039	25	mechanical	mechanical	JJ
37060	2039	26	.	.	.
37060	2040	1	While	while	IN
37060	2040	2	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2040	3	bodies	body	NNS
37060	2040	4	glided	glide	VBD
37060	2040	5	toward	toward	IN
37060	2040	6	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2040	7	car	car	NN
37060	2040	8	,	,	,
37060	2040	9	self	self	NN
37060	2040	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	2040	11	propelled	propel	VBN
37060	2040	12	,	,	,
37060	2040	13	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2040	14	decided	decide	VBD
37060	2040	15	to	to	TO
37060	2040	16	leave	leave	VB
37060	2040	17	the	the	DT
37060	2040	18	town	town	NN
37060	2040	19	that	that	DT
37060	2040	20	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	2040	21	.	.	.
37060	2041	1	Somehow	somehow	RB
37060	2041	2	,	,	,
37060	2041	3	the	the	DT
37060	2041	4	future	future	NN
37060	2041	5	demanded	demand	VBD
37060	2041	6	that	that	IN
37060	2041	7	the	the	DT
37060	2041	8	need	need	NN
37060	2041	9	to	to	TO
37060	2041	10	go	go	VB
37060	2041	11	home	home	RB
37060	2041	12	be	be	VB
37060	2041	13	satisfied	satisfied	JJ
37060	2041	14	.	.	.
37060	2042	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2042	2	went	go	VBD
37060	2042	3	.	.	.
37060	2043	1	The	the	DT
37060	2043	2	September	September	NNP
37060	2043	3	sun	sun	NN
37060	2043	4	crept	creep	VBD
37060	2043	5	low	low	JJ
37060	2043	6	,	,	,
37060	2043	7	tempting	tempt	VBG
37060	2043	8	winter	winter	NN
37060	2043	9	as	as	IN
37060	2043	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2043	11	reclined	recline	VBD
37060	2043	12	toward	toward	IN
37060	2043	13	the	the	DT
37060	2043	14	western	western	JJ
37060	2043	15	horizon	horizon	NN
37060	2043	16	.	.	.
37060	2044	1	After	after	IN
37060	2044	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2044	3	had	have	VBD
37060	2044	4	left	leave	VBN
37060	2044	5	the	the	DT
37060	2044	6	city	city	NN
37060	2044	7	behind	behind	IN
37060	2044	8	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2044	9	,	,	,
37060	2044	10	and	and	CC
37060	2044	11	found	find	VBD
37060	2044	12	the	the	DT
37060	2044	13	route	route	NN
37060	2044	14	which	which	WDT
37060	2044	15	would	would	MD
37060	2044	16	lead	lead	VB
37060	2044	17	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2044	18	weary	weary	JJ
37060	2044	19	travelers	traveler	NNS
37060	2044	20	home	home	RB
37060	2044	21	,	,	,
37060	2044	22	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2044	23	broke	break	VBD
37060	2044	24	the	the	DT
37060	2044	25	silence	silence	NN
37060	2044	26	of	of	IN
37060	2044	27	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2044	28	brooding	brood	VBG
37060	2044	29	minds	mind	NNS
37060	2044	30	.	.	.
37060	2045	1	"	"	``
37060	2045	2	Would	Would	MD
37060	2045	3	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2045	4	have	have	VB
37060	2045	5	been	be	VBN
37060	2045	6	satisfied	satisfy	VBN
37060	2045	7	with	with	IN
37060	2045	8	just	just	RB
37060	2045	9	the	the	DT
37060	2045	10	operation	operation	NN
37060	2045	11	?	?	.
37060	2046	1	Would	Would	MD
37060	2046	2	that	that	DT
37060	2046	3	have	have	VB
37060	2046	4	been	be	VBN
37060	2046	5	enough	enough	JJ
37060	2046	6	?	?	.
37060	2046	7	"	"	''
37060	2047	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2047	2	shook	shake	VBD
37060	2047	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2047	4	head	head	NN
37060	2047	5	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	2047	6	back	back	RB
37060	2047	7	and	and	CC
37060	2047	8	forth	forth	RB
37060	2047	9	,	,	,
37060	2047	10	sitting	sit	VBG
37060	2047	11	quietly	quietly	RB
37060	2047	12	and	and	CC
37060	2047	13	gazing	gaze	VBG
37060	2047	14	as	as	IN
37060	2047	15	the	the	DT
37060	2047	16	pavement	pavement	NN
37060	2047	17	was	be	VBD
37060	2047	18	consumed	consume	VBN
37060	2047	19	by	by	IN
37060	2047	20	the	the	DT
37060	2047	21	miles	mile	NNS
37060	2047	22	.	.	.
37060	2048	1	"	"	``
37060	2048	2	No	no	UH
37060	2048	3	...	...	:
37060	2048	4	"	"	''
37060	2048	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2048	6	said	say	VBD
37060	2048	7	,	,	,
37060	2048	8	faintly	faintly	RB
37060	2048	9	echoing	echo	VBG
37060	2048	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2048	11	mute	mute	JJ
37060	2048	12	reply	reply	NN
37060	2048	13	.	.	.
37060	2049	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2049	2	drove	drive	VBD
37060	2049	3	on	on	RB
37060	2049	4	,	,	,
37060	2049	5	into	into	IN
37060	2049	6	the	the	DT
37060	2049	7	fading	fade	VBG
37060	2049	8	light	light	NN
37060	2049	9	.	.	.
37060	2050	1	Uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	2050	2	rode	ride	VBD
37060	2050	3	with	with	IN
37060	2050	4	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2050	5	;	;	:
37060	2050	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2050	7	was	be	VBD
37060	2050	8	the	the	DT
37060	2050	9	impetus	impetus	NN
37060	2050	10	which	which	WDT
37060	2050	11	quailed	quail	VBD
37060	2050	12	for	for	IN
37060	2050	13	insurance	insurance	NN
37060	2050	14	,	,	,
37060	2050	15	taunting	taunt	VBG
37060	2050	16	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2050	17	future	future	JJ
37060	2050	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	2050	19	bent	bent	JJ
37060	2050	20	minds	mind	NNS
37060	2050	21	with	with	IN
37060	2050	22	doom	doom	NN
37060	2050	23	and	and	CC
37060	2050	24	dread	dread	NN
37060	2050	25	.	.	.
37060	2051	1	Uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	2051	2	wielded	wield	VBD
37060	2051	3	mighty	mighty	JJ
37060	2051	4	weapons	weapon	NNS
37060	2051	5	and	and	CC
37060	2051	6	sharp	sharp	JJ
37060	2051	7	words	word	NNS
37060	2051	8	.	.	.
37060	2052	1	"	"	``
37060	2052	2	What	what	WP
37060	2052	3	if	if	IN
37060	2052	4	...	...	NFP
37060	2052	5	"	"	''
37060	2052	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2052	7	too	too	RB
37060	2052	8	persuasive	persuasive	JJ
37060	2052	9	to	to	TO
37060	2052	10	warrant	warrant	VB
37060	2052	11	refusal	refusal	NN
37060	2052	12	.	.	.
37060	2053	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2053	2	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	2053	3	in	in	IN
37060	2053	4	Moline	Moline	NNP
37060	2053	5	long	long	RB
37060	2053	6	after	after	IN
37060	2053	7	sunset	sunset	NN
37060	2053	8	;	;	:
37060	2053	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2053	10	was	be	VBD
37060	2053	11	a	a	DT
37060	2053	12	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	2053	13	sight	sight	NN
37060	2053	14	,	,	,
37060	2053	15	crossing	cross	VBG
37060	2053	16	the	the	DT
37060	2053	17	Mississippi	Mississippi	NNP
37060	2053	18	,	,	,
37060	2053	19	for	for	IN
37060	2053	20	the	the	DT
37060	2053	21	river	river	NN
37060	2053	22	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	2053	23	the	the	DT
37060	2053	24	street	street	NN
37060	2053	25	lights	light	NNS
37060	2053	26	in	in	IN
37060	2053	27	a	a	DT
37060	2053	28	profusion	profusion	NN
37060	2053	29	of	of	IN
37060	2053	30	multi	multi	JJ
37060	2053	31	-	-	JJ
37060	2053	32	faceted	faceted	JJ
37060	2053	33	bands	band	NNS
37060	2053	34	which	which	WDT
37060	2053	35	sparkled	sparkle	VBD
37060	2053	36	like	like	IN
37060	2053	37	a	a	DT
37060	2053	38	king	king	NN
37060	2053	39	's	's	POS
37060	2053	40	hoard	hoard	NN
37060	2053	41	of	of	IN
37060	2053	42	precious	precious	JJ
37060	2053	43	jewels	jewel	NNS
37060	2053	44	.	.	.
37060	2054	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2054	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2054	3	a	a	DT
37060	2054	4	warm	warm	JJ
37060	2054	5	welcome	welcome	NN
37060	2054	6	,	,	,
37060	2054	7	though	though	IN
37060	2054	8	few	few	JJ
37060	2054	9	people	people	NNS
37060	2054	10	were	be	VBD
37060	2054	11	stirring	stir	VBG
37060	2054	12	,	,	,
37060	2054	13	and	and	CC
37060	2054	14	those	those	DT
37060	2054	15	that	that	WDT
37060	2054	16	stirred	stir	VBD
37060	2054	17	knew	know	VBD
37060	2054	18	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2054	19	not	not	RB
37060	2054	20	.	.	.
37060	2055	1	That	that	IN
37060	2055	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2055	3	knew	know	VBD
37060	2055	4	the	the	DT
37060	2055	5	land	land	NN
37060	2055	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2055	7	enough	enough	JJ
37060	2055	8	.	.	.
37060	2056	1	The	the	DT
37060	2056	2	streets	street	NNS
37060	2056	3	on	on	IN
37060	2056	4	which	which	WDT
37060	2056	5	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2056	6	drove	drive	VBD
37060	2056	7	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2056	8	like	like	IN
37060	2056	9	old	old	JJ
37060	2056	10	friends	friend	NNS
37060	2056	11	,	,	,
37060	2056	12	unchanged	unchanged	JJ
37060	2056	13	,	,	,
37060	2056	14	and	and	CC
37060	2056	15	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	2056	16	dearer	dear	JJR
37060	2056	17	to	to	IN
37060	2056	18	the	the	DT
37060	2056	19	heart	heart	NN
37060	2056	20	after	after	IN
37060	2056	21	the	the	DT
37060	2056	22	extended	extended	JJ
37060	2056	23	absence	absence	NN
37060	2056	24	;	;	:
37060	2056	25	Fourth	Fourth	NNP
37060	2056	26	Avenue	Avenue	NNP
37060	2056	27	,	,	,
37060	2056	28	whose	whose	WP$
37060	2056	29	narrow	narrow	JJ
37060	2056	30	confines	confine	NNS
37060	2056	31	should	should	MD
37060	2056	32	never	never	RB
37060	2056	33	have	have	VB
37060	2056	34	known	know	VBN
37060	2056	35	four	four	CD
37060	2056	36	lanes	lane	NNS
37060	2056	37	of	of	IN
37060	2056	38	traffic	traffic	NN
37060	2056	39	;	;	:
37060	2056	40	53rd	53rd	NNP
37060	2056	41	St.	St.	NNP
37060	2056	42	,	,	,
37060	2056	43	which	which	WDT
37060	2056	44	boasted	boast	VBD
37060	2056	45	one	one	CD
37060	2056	46	of	of	IN
37060	2056	47	the	the	DT
37060	2056	48	few	few	JJ
37060	2056	49	brick	brick	NN
37060	2056	50	surfaces	surface	NNS
37060	2056	51	still	still	RB
37060	2056	52	in	in	IN
37060	2056	53	use	use	NN
37060	2056	54	;	;	:
37060	2056	55	and	and	CC
37060	2056	56	7th	7th	NNP
37060	2056	57	Ave	Ave	NNP
37060	2056	58	....	....	NFP
37060	2056	59	the	the	DT
37060	2056	60	corner	corner	NN
37060	2056	61	mail	mail	NN
37060	2056	62	box	box	NN
37060	2056	63	,	,	,
37060	2056	64	the	the	DT
37060	2056	65	parallel	parallel	JJ
37060	2056	66	rows	row	NNS
37060	2056	67	of	of	IN
37060	2056	68	houses	house	NNS
37060	2056	69	,	,	,
37060	2056	70	and	and	CC
37060	2056	71	finally	finally	RB
37060	2056	72	,	,	,
37060	2056	73	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2056	74	gravel	gravel	NN
37060	2056	75	driveway	driveway	NN
37060	2056	76	....	....	NFP
37060	2056	77	home	home	NN
37060	2056	78	.	.	.
37060	2057	1	As	as	IN
37060	2057	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2057	3	neared	near	VBD
37060	2057	4	the	the	DT
37060	2057	5	end	end	NN
37060	2057	6	of	of	IN
37060	2057	7	the	the	DT
37060	2057	8	avenue	avenue	NN
37060	2057	9	,	,	,
37060	2057	10	the	the	DT
37060	2057	11	headlights	headlight	NNS
37060	2057	12	caught	catch	VBD
37060	2057	13	a	a	DT
37060	2057	14	curious	curious	JJ
37060	2057	15	banner	banner	NN
37060	2057	16	of	of	IN
37060	2057	17	white	white	JJ
37060	2057	18	which	which	WDT
37060	2057	19	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	2057	20	to	to	TO
37060	2057	21	stretch	stretch	VB
37060	2057	22	over	over	IN
37060	2057	23	the	the	DT
37060	2057	24	entire	entire	JJ
37060	2057	25	drive	drive	NN
37060	2057	26	.	.	.
37060	2058	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2058	2	approached	approach	VBD
37060	2058	3	and	and	CC
37060	2058	4	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	2058	5	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	2058	6	a	a	DT
37060	2058	7	sign	sign	NN
37060	2058	8	which	which	WDT
37060	2058	9	read	read	VBP
37060	2058	10	,	,	,
37060	2058	11	"	"	``
37060	2058	12	Welcome	Welcome	NNP
37060	2058	13	Home	Home	NNP
37060	2058	14	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	2058	15	,	,	,
37060	2058	16	"	"	''
37060	2058	17	professionally	professionally	RB
37060	2058	18	lettered	letter	VBN
37060	2058	19	in	in	IN
37060	2058	20	blue	blue	JJ
37060	2058	21	and	and	CC
37060	2058	22	red	red	NN
37060	2058	23	;	;	:
37060	2058	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2058	25	was	be	VBD
37060	2058	26	the	the	DT
37060	2058	27	work	work	NN
37060	2058	28	of	of	IN
37060	2058	29	John	John	NNP
37060	2058	30	Moore	Moore	NNP
37060	2058	31	,	,	,
37060	2058	32	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	2058	33	's	's	POS
37060	2058	34	father	father	NN
37060	2058	35	.	.	.
37060	2059	1	Welcome	welcome	VBP
37060	2059	2	home	home	NN
37060	2059	3	?	?	.
37060	2059	4	...	...	.
37060	2060	1	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	2060	2	,	,	,
37060	2060	3	yes	yes	UH
37060	2060	4	!	!	.
37060	2061	1	The	the	DT
37060	2061	2	following	follow	VBG
37060	2061	3	days	day	NNS
37060	2061	4	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2061	5	a	a	DT
37060	2061	6	continual	continual	JJ
37060	2061	7	welcome	welcome	NN
37060	2061	8	;	;	:
37060	2061	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2061	10	aunt	aunt	NN
37060	2061	11	made	make	VBD
37060	2061	12	some	some	DT
37060	2061	13	of	of	IN
37060	2061	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2061	15	favorite	favorite	JJ
37060	2061	16	rice	rice	NN
37060	2061	17	pudding	pudding	NN
37060	2061	18	,	,	,
37060	2061	19	neighbors	neighbor	NNS
37060	2061	20	dropped	drop	VBD
37060	2061	21	in	in	RB
37060	2061	22	,	,	,
37060	2061	23	friends	friend	NNS
37060	2061	24	visited	visit	VBD
37060	2061	25	...	...	NFP
37060	2061	26	and	and	CC
37060	2061	27	to	to	IN
37060	2061	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2061	29	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	2061	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2061	31	received	receive	VBD
37060	2061	32	more	more	JJR
37060	2061	33	cards	card	NNS
37060	2061	34	in	in	IN
37060	2061	35	the	the	DT
37060	2061	36	mail	mail	NN
37060	2061	37	.	.	.
37060	2062	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2062	2	busied	busy	VBD
37060	2062	3	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2062	4	writing	write	VBG
37060	2062	5	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	2062	6	notes	note	NNS
37060	2062	7	expressing	express	VBG
37060	2062	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2062	9	gratitude	gratitude	NN
37060	2062	10	for	for	IN
37060	2062	11	all	all	PDT
37060	2062	12	the	the	DT
37060	2062	13	demonstrations	demonstration	NNS
37060	2062	14	of	of	IN
37060	2062	15	concern	concern	NN
37060	2062	16	which	which	WDT
37060	2062	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2062	18	had	have	VBD
37060	2062	19	received	receive	VBN
37060	2062	20	as	as	RB
37060	2062	21	well	well	RB
37060	2062	22	as	as	IN
37060	2062	23	a	a	DT
37060	2062	24	note	note	NN
37060	2062	25	of	of	IN
37060	2062	26	appreciation	appreciation	NN
37060	2062	27	which	which	WDT
37060	2062	28	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	2062	29	in	in	IN
37060	2062	30	the	the	DT
37060	2062	31	church	church	NN
37060	2062	32	bulletin	bulletin	NN
37060	2062	33	in	in	IN
37060	2062	34	reference	reference	NN
37060	2062	35	to	to	IN
37060	2062	36	all	all	PDT
37060	2062	37	the	the	DT
37060	2062	38	cards	card	NNS
37060	2062	39	sent	send	VBN
37060	2062	40	to	to	IN
37060	2062	41	the	the	DT
37060	2062	42	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	2062	43	;	;	:
37060	2062	44	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2062	45	was	be	VBD
37060	2062	46	a	a	DT
37060	2062	47	job	job	NN
37060	2062	48	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2062	49	viewed	view	VBD
37060	2062	50	seriously	seriously	RB
37060	2062	51	,	,	,
37060	2062	52	because	because	IN
37060	2062	53	no	no	DT
37060	2062	54	one	one	NN
37060	2062	55	had	have	VBD
37060	2062	56	been	be	VBN
37060	2062	57	obligated	obligate	VBN
37060	2062	58	to	to	TO
37060	2062	59	do	do	VB
37060	2062	60	anything	anything	NN
37060	2062	61	for	for	IN
37060	2062	62	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2062	63	.	.	.
37060	2063	1	Just	just	RB
37060	2063	2	as	as	IN
37060	2063	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2063	4	was	be	VBD
37060	2063	5	doused	douse	VBN
37060	2063	6	with	with	IN
37060	2063	7	affection	affection	NN
37060	2063	8	,	,	,
37060	2063	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2063	10	might	may	MD
37060	2063	11	have	have	VB
37060	2063	12	been	be	VBN
37060	2063	13	completely	completely	RB
37060	2063	14	ignored	ignore	VBN
37060	2063	15	;	;	:
37060	2063	16	thus	thus	RB
37060	2063	17	,	,	,
37060	2063	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2063	19	believe	believe	VBP
37060	2063	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2063	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	2063	22	of	of	IN
37060	2063	23	the	the	DT
37060	2063	24	utmost	utmost	JJ
37060	2063	25	importance	importance	NN
37060	2063	26	to	to	TO
37060	2063	27	acknowledge	acknowledge	VB
37060	2063	28	another	another	DT
37060	2063	29	's	's	POS
37060	2063	30	selfless	selfless	JJ
37060	2063	31	expenditures	expenditure	NNS
37060	2063	32	,	,	,
37060	2063	33	whether	whether	IN
37060	2063	34	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2063	35	value	value	NN
37060	2063	36	be	be	VB
37060	2063	37	measured	measure	VBN
37060	2063	38	in	in	IN
37060	2063	39	hours	hour	NNS
37060	2063	40	or	or	CC
37060	2063	41	coins	coin	NNS
37060	2063	42	.	.	.
37060	2064	1	To	to	TO
37060	2064	2	turn	turn	VB
37060	2064	3	one	one	PRP
37060	2064	4	's	's	POS
37060	2064	5	back	back	RB
37060	2064	6	upon	upon	IN
37060	2064	7	the	the	DT
37060	2064	8	kindness	kindness	NN
37060	2064	9	and	and	CC
37060	2064	10	concern	concern	NN
37060	2064	11	of	of	IN
37060	2064	12	others	other	NNS
37060	2064	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	2064	14	a	a	DT
37060	2064	15	silent	silent	JJ
37060	2064	16	,	,	,
37060	2064	17	but	but	CC
37060	2064	18	effective	effective	JJ
37060	2064	19	voice	voice	NN
37060	2064	20	which	which	WDT
37060	2064	21	speaks	speak	VBZ
37060	2064	22	of	of	IN
37060	2064	23	one	one	PRP
37060	2064	24	's	's	POS
37060	2064	25	own	own	JJ
37060	2064	26	innate	innate	NN
37060	2064	27	selfishness	selfishness	NN
37060	2064	28	and	and	CC
37060	2064	29	dearth	dearth	NN
37060	2064	30	of	of	IN
37060	2064	31	love	love	NN
37060	2064	32	,	,	,
37060	2064	33	for	for	IN
37060	2064	34	although	although	IN
37060	2064	35	giving	give	VBG
37060	2064	36	should	should	MD
37060	2064	37	be	be	VB
37060	2064	38	a	a	DT
37060	2064	39	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	2064	40	unto	unto	IN
37060	2064	41	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2064	42	,	,	,
37060	2064	43	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2064	44	is	be	VBZ
37060	2064	45	a	a	DT
37060	2064	46	human	human	JJ
37060	2064	47	propensity	propensity	NN
37060	2064	48	to	to	TO
37060	2064	49	seek	seek	VB
37060	2064	50	further	further	JJ
37060	2064	51	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	2064	52	from	from	IN
37060	2064	53	the	the	DT
37060	2064	54	fact	fact	NN
37060	2064	55	of	of	IN
37060	2064	56	the	the	DT
37060	2064	57	recipient	recipient	NN
37060	2064	58	,	,	,
37060	2064	59	and	and	CC
37060	2064	60	if	if	IN
37060	2064	61	the	the	DT
37060	2064	62	latter	latter	JJ
37060	2064	63	remains	remain	VBZ
37060	2064	64	expressionless	expressionless	JJ
37060	2064	65	and	and	CC
37060	2064	66	verbally	verbally	RB
37060	2064	67	dense	dense	JJ
37060	2064	68	,	,	,
37060	2064	69	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2064	70	denies	deny	VBZ
37060	2064	71	the	the	DT
37060	2064	72	giver	giver	NN
37060	2064	73	of	of	IN
37060	2064	74	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2064	75	utmost	utmost	JJ
37060	2064	76	joy	joy	NN
37060	2064	77	.	.	.
37060	2065	1	Giving	give	VBG
37060	2065	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	2065	3	more	more	JJR
37060	2065	4	than	than	IN
37060	2065	5	simply	simply	RB
37060	2065	6	the	the	DT
37060	2065	7	ability	ability	NN
37060	2065	8	to	to	TO
37060	2065	9	spend	spend	VB
37060	2065	10	money	money	NN
37060	2065	11	;	;	:
37060	2065	12	the	the	DT
37060	2065	13	ungracious	ungracious	JJ
37060	2065	14	and	and	CC
37060	2065	15	ill	ill	JJ
37060	2065	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	2065	17	mannered	mannered	JJ
37060	2065	18	are	be	VBP
37060	2065	19	often	often	RB
37060	2065	20	unaware	unaware	JJ
37060	2065	21	,	,	,
37060	2065	22	or	or	CC
37060	2065	23	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	2065	24	more	more	RBR
37060	2065	25	accurately	accurately	RB
37060	2065	26	stated	state	VBN
37060	2065	27	,	,	,
37060	2065	28	heedless	heedless	JJ
37060	2065	29	of	of	IN
37060	2065	30	this	this	DT
37060	2065	31	fact	fact	NN
37060	2065	32	.	.	.
37060	2066	1	School	school	NN
37060	2066	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2066	3	already	already	RB
37060	2066	4	in	in	IN
37060	2066	5	session	session	NN
37060	2066	6	when	when	WRB
37060	2066	7	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2066	8	and	and	CC
37060	2066	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2066	10	returned	return	VBD
37060	2066	11	home	home	RB
37060	2066	12	from	from	IN
37060	2066	13	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	2066	14	and	and	CC
37060	2066	15	although	although	IN
37060	2066	16	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2066	17	and	and	CC
37060	2066	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2066	19	went	go	VBD
37060	2066	20	to	to	TO
37060	2066	21	work	work	VB
37060	2066	22	regularly	regularly	RB
37060	2066	23	,	,	,
37060	2066	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2066	25	refrained	refrain	VBD
37060	2066	26	from	from	IN
37060	2066	27	going	go	VBG
37060	2066	28	to	to	IN
37060	2066	29	classes	class	NNS
37060	2066	30	for	for	IN
37060	2066	31	several	several	JJ
37060	2066	32	more	more	JJR
37060	2066	33	days	day	NNS
37060	2066	34	.	.	.
37060	2067	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2067	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2067	3	still	still	RB
37060	2067	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	2067	5	weak	weak	JJ
37060	2067	6	from	from	IN
37060	2067	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2067	8	operation	operation	NN
37060	2067	9	and	and	CC
37060	2067	10	related	related	JJ
37060	2067	11	weight	weight	NN
37060	2067	12	loss	loss	NN
37060	2067	13	,	,	,
37060	2067	14	and	and	CC
37060	2067	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2067	16	stamina	stamina	NN
37060	2067	17	and	and	CC
37060	2067	18	endurance	endurance	NN
37060	2067	19	were	be	VBD
37060	2067	20	a	a	DT
37060	2067	21	mockery	mockery	NN
37060	2067	22	to	to	IN
37060	2067	23	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2067	24	former	former	JJ
37060	2067	25	capabilities	capability	NNS
37060	2067	26	,	,	,
37060	2067	27	but	but	CC
37060	2067	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2067	29	underlying	underlying	JJ
37060	2067	30	strength	strength	NN
37060	2067	31	helped	help	VBD
37060	2067	32	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2067	33	overcome	overcome	VB
37060	2067	34	all	all	DT
37060	2067	35	of	of	IN
37060	2067	36	the	the	DT
37060	2067	37	obstacles	obstacle	NNS
37060	2067	38	which	which	WDT
37060	2067	39	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2067	40	had	have	VBD
37060	2067	41	hurdled	hurdle	VBN
37060	2067	42	,	,	,
37060	2067	43	as	as	IN
37060	2067	44	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2067	45	would	would	MD
37060	2067	46	similarly	similarly	RB
37060	2067	47	allow	allow	VB
37060	2067	48	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2067	49	to	to	TO
37060	2067	50	master	master	VB
37060	2067	51	those	those	DT
37060	2067	52	which	which	WDT
37060	2067	53	lay	lie	VBD
37060	2067	54	ahead	ahead	RB
37060	2067	55	.	.	.
37060	2068	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2068	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2068	3	strong	strong	JJ
37060	2068	4	;	;	:
37060	2068	5	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2068	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2068	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2068	8	solitary	solitary	JJ
37060	2068	9	barrier	barrier	NN
37060	2068	10	to	to	IN
37060	2068	11	a	a	DT
37060	2068	12	clean	clean	JJ
37060	2068	13	slate	slate	NN
37060	2068	14	of	of	IN
37060	2068	15	health	health	NN
37060	2068	16	.	.	.
37060	2069	1	Returning	return	VBG
37060	2069	2	to	to	IN
37060	2069	3	school	school	NN
37060	2069	4	,	,	,
37060	2069	5	which	which	WDT
37060	2069	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2069	7	always	always	RB
37060	2069	8	a	a	DT
37060	2069	9	nerve	nerve	NN
37060	2069	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	2069	11	wracking	wrack	VBG
37060	2069	12	experience	experience	NN
37060	2069	13	for	for	IN
37060	2069	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2069	15	,	,	,
37060	2069	16	was	be	VBD
37060	2069	17	further	further	RB
37060	2069	18	complicated	complicate	VBN
37060	2069	19	that	that	DT
37060	2069	20	year	year	NN
37060	2069	21	by	by	IN
37060	2069	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2069	23	late	late	JJ
37060	2069	24	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	2069	25	;	;	:
37060	2069	26	moreover	moreover	RB
37060	2069	27	,	,	,
37060	2069	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2069	29	health	health	NN
37060	2069	30	dictated	dictate	VBD
37060	2069	31	that	that	IN
37060	2069	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2069	33	use	use	VBP
37060	2069	34	the	the	DT
37060	2069	35	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	2069	36	instead	instead	RB
37060	2069	37	of	of	IN
37060	2069	38	the	the	DT
37060	2069	39	stairs	stair	NNS
37060	2069	40	,	,	,
37060	2069	41	an	an	DT
37060	2069	42	instruction	instruction	NN
37060	2069	43	which	which	WDT
37060	2069	44	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2069	45	abhorred	abhor	VBD
37060	2069	46	because	because	IN
37060	2069	47	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2069	48	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2069	49	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2069	50	to	to	TO
37060	2069	51	be	be	VB
37060	2069	52	a	a	DT
37060	2069	53	spectacle	spectacle	NN
37060	2069	54	.	.	.
37060	2070	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	2070	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2070	3	personality	personality	NN
37060	2070	4	enjoyed	enjoy	VBN
37060	2070	5	ladles	ladle	NNS
37060	2070	6	full	full	JJ
37060	2070	7	of	of	IN
37060	2070	8	attention	attention	NN
37060	2070	9	,	,	,
37060	2070	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2070	11	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	2070	12	would	would	MD
37060	2070	13	have	have	VB
37060	2070	14	been	be	VBN
37060	2070	15	that	that	DT
37060	2070	16	of	of	IN
37060	2070	17	pure	pure	JJ
37060	2070	18	delight	delight	NN
37060	2070	19	,	,	,
37060	2070	20	for	for	IN
37060	2070	21	in	in	IN
37060	2070	22	addition	addition	NN
37060	2070	23	to	to	IN
37060	2070	24	utilizing	utilize	VBG
37060	2070	25	the	the	DT
37060	2070	26	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	2070	27	,	,	,
37060	2070	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2070	29	was	be	VBD
37060	2070	30	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	2070	31	to	to	TO
37060	2070	32	select	select	VB
37060	2070	33	a	a	DT
37060	2070	34	friend	friend	NN
37060	2070	35	to	to	TO
37060	2070	36	carry	carry	VB
37060	2070	37	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2070	38	books	book	NNS
37060	2070	39	,	,	,
37060	2070	40	and	and	CC
37060	2070	41	together	together	RB
37060	2070	42	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2070	43	would	would	MD
37060	2070	44	leave	leave	VB
37060	2070	45	the	the	DT
37060	2070	46	classes	class	NNS
37060	2070	47	early	early	RB
37060	2070	48	to	to	TO
37060	2070	49	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	2070	50	the	the	DT
37060	2070	51	jam	jam	NN
37060	2070	52	of	of	IN
37060	2070	53	hallway	hallway	NNP
37060	2070	54	traffic	traffic	NN
37060	2070	55	.	.	.
37060	2071	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2071	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2071	3	also	also	RB
37060	2071	4	instructed	instruct	VBN
37060	2071	5	to	to	TO
37060	2071	6	come	come	VB
37060	2071	7	to	to	IN
37060	2071	8	the	the	DT
37060	2071	9	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2071	10	's	's	POS
37060	2071	11	office	office	NN
37060	2071	12	to	to	TO
37060	2071	13	eat	eat	VB
37060	2071	14	a	a	DT
37060	2071	15	morning	morning	NN
37060	2071	16	and	and	CC
37060	2071	17	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	2071	18	snack	snack	NN
37060	2071	19	,	,	,
37060	2071	20	as	as	RB
37060	2071	21	well	well	RB
37060	2071	22	as	as	IN
37060	2071	23	to	to	TO
37060	2071	24	rest	rest	VB
37060	2071	25	during	during	IN
37060	2071	26	the	the	DT
37060	2071	27	physical	physical	JJ
37060	2071	28	education	education	NN
37060	2071	29	period	period	NN
37060	2071	30	.	.	.
37060	2072	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2072	2	characteristically	characteristically	RB
37060	2072	3	despised	despise	VBD
37060	2072	4	being	be	VBG
37060	2072	5	singled	single	VBN
37060	2072	6	out	out	RP
37060	2072	7	from	from	IN
37060	2072	8	the	the	DT
37060	2072	9	crowd	crowd	NN
37060	2072	10	in	in	IN
37060	2072	11	such	such	PDT
37060	2072	12	a	a	DT
37060	2072	13	way	way	NN
37060	2072	14	that	that	WDT
37060	2072	15	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	2072	16	's	's	POS
37060	2072	17	attention	attention	NN
37060	2072	18	was	be	VBD
37060	2072	19	momentarily	momentarily	RB
37060	2072	20	turned	turn	VBN
37060	2072	21	on	on	RP
37060	2072	22	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2072	23	.	.	.
37060	2073	1	This	this	DT
37060	2073	2	time	time	NN
37060	2073	3	,	,	,
37060	2073	4	however	however	RB
37060	2073	5	,	,	,
37060	2073	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2073	7	could	could	MD
37060	2073	8	not	not	RB
37060	2073	9	be	be	VB
37060	2073	10	avoided	avoid	VBN
37060	2073	11	,	,	,
37060	2073	12	and	and	CC
37060	2073	13	with	with	IN
37060	2073	14	a	a	DT
37060	2073	15	plea	plea	NN
37060	2073	16	for	for	IN
37060	2073	17	inner	inner	JJ
37060	2073	18	fortitude	fortitude	NN
37060	2073	19	to	to	IN
37060	2073	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2073	21	mind	mind	NN
37060	2073	22	,	,	,
37060	2073	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2073	24	followed	follow	VBD
37060	2073	25	all	all	DT
37060	2073	26	of	of	IN
37060	2073	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2073	28	directions	direction	NNS
37060	2073	29	obediently	obediently	RB
37060	2073	30	.	.	.
37060	2074	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2074	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2074	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2074	4	able	able	JJ
37060	2074	5	to	to	TO
37060	2074	6	forget	forget	VB
37060	2074	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2074	8	embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	2074	9	,	,	,
37060	2074	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2074	11	was	be	VBD
37060	2074	12	quite	quite	RB
37060	2074	13	grateful	grateful	JJ
37060	2074	14	for	for	IN
37060	2074	15	the	the	DT
37060	2074	16	special	special	JJ
37060	2074	17	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	2074	18	which	which	WDT
37060	2074	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2074	20	was	be	VBD
37060	2074	21	given	give	VBN
37060	2074	22	.	.	.
37060	2075	1	As	as	IN
37060	2075	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2075	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2075	4	,	,	,
37060	2075	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2075	6	attended	attend	VBD
37060	2075	7	school	school	NN
37060	2075	8	only	only	RB
37060	2075	9	three	three	CD
37060	2075	10	days	day	NNS
37060	2075	11	,	,	,
37060	2075	12	but	but	CC
37060	2075	13	in	in	IN
37060	2075	14	that	that	DT
37060	2075	15	time	time	NN
37060	2075	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2075	17	reacquainted	reacquaint	VBD
37060	2075	18	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2075	19	with	with	IN
37060	2075	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2075	21	schoolmates	schoolmate	NNS
37060	2075	22	and	and	CC
37060	2075	23	was	be	VBD
37060	2075	24	readily	readily	RB
37060	2075	25	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	2075	26	in	in	IN
37060	2075	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2075	28	former	former	JJ
37060	2075	29	circle	circle	NN
37060	2075	30	of	of	IN
37060	2075	31	friends	friend	NNS
37060	2075	32	.	.	.
37060	2076	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2076	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2076	3	unused	unused	JJ
37060	2076	4	to	to	IN
37060	2076	5	such	such	JJ
37060	2076	6	attention	attention	NN
37060	2076	7	which	which	WDT
37060	2076	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2076	9	late	late	JJ
37060	2076	10	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	2076	11	and	and	CC
37060	2076	12	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	2076	13	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2076	14	to	to	TO
37060	2076	15	evoke	evoke	VB
37060	2076	16	,	,	,
37060	2076	17	yet	yet	CC
37060	2076	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2076	19	was	be	VBD
37060	2076	20	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	2076	21	,	,	,
37060	2076	22	just	just	RB
37060	2076	23	the	the	DT
37060	2076	24	same	same	JJ
37060	2076	25	.	.	.
37060	2077	1	A	a	DT
37060	2077	2	memory	memory	NN
37060	2077	3	which	which	WDT
37060	2077	4	surfaces	surface	VBZ
37060	2077	5	in	in	IN
37060	2077	6	connection	connection	NN
37060	2077	7	with	with	IN
37060	2077	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2077	9	few	few	JJ
37060	2077	10	days	day	NNS
37060	2077	11	of	of	IN
37060	2077	12	school	school	NN
37060	2077	13	was	be	VBD
37060	2077	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2077	15	guarded	guard	VBN
37060	2077	16	reservations	reservation	NNS
37060	2077	17	toward	toward	IN
37060	2077	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2077	19	appointed	appoint	VBN
37060	2077	20	English	English	NNP
37060	2077	21	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	2077	22	whose	whose	WP$
37060	2077	23	innate	innate	VBP
37060	2077	24	haughtiness	haughtiness	NN
37060	2077	25	took	take	VBD
37060	2077	26	on	on	RP
37060	2077	27	the	the	DT
37060	2077	28	unfriendly	unfriendly	JJ
37060	2077	29	guise	guise	NN
37060	2077	30	of	of	IN
37060	2077	31	derisive	derisive	JJ
37060	2077	32	sarcasm	sarcasm	NN
37060	2077	33	when	when	WRB
37060	2077	34	one	one	CD
37060	2077	35	of	of	IN
37060	2077	36	the	the	DT
37060	2077	37	less	less	RBR
37060	2077	38	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	2077	39	students	student	NNS
37060	2077	40	directed	direct	VBD
37060	2077	41	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2077	42	attention	attention	NN
37060	2077	43	.	.	.
37060	2078	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2078	2	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	2078	3	the	the	DT
37060	2078	4	reprimand	reprimand	NN
37060	2078	5	to	to	IN
37060	2078	6	an	an	DT
37060	2078	7	excess	excess	NN
37060	2078	8	which	which	WDT
37060	2078	9	was	be	VBD
37060	2078	10	unprofessional	unprofessional	JJ
37060	2078	11	and	and	CC
37060	2078	12	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	2078	13	reason	reason	NN
37060	2078	14	,	,	,
37060	2078	15	as	as	IN
37060	2078	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2078	17	would	would	MD
37060	2078	18	rend	rend	VB
37060	2078	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2078	20	subject	subject	NN
37060	2078	21	before	before	IN
37060	2078	22	the	the	DT
37060	2078	23	other	other	JJ
37060	2078	24	student	student	NN
37060	2078	25	's	's	POS
37060	2078	26	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2078	27	to	to	TO
37060	2078	28	gain	gain	VB
37060	2078	29	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2078	30	general	general	JJ
37060	2078	31	humor	humor	NN
37060	2078	32	,	,	,
37060	2078	33	and	and	CC
37060	2078	34	camaraderie	camaraderie	NNP
37060	2078	35	.	.	.
37060	2079	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2079	2	would	would	MD
37060	2079	3	sit	sit	VB
37060	2079	4	quietly	quietly	RB
37060	2079	5	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	2079	6	the	the	DT
37060	2079	7	class	class	NN
37060	2079	8	,	,	,
37060	2079	9	listening	listen	VBG
37060	2079	10	carefully	carefully	RB
37060	2079	11	to	to	IN
37060	2079	12	the	the	DT
37060	2079	13	lesson	lesson	NN
37060	2079	14	lest	l	JJS
37060	2079	15	through	through	IN
37060	2079	16	inattentiveness	inattentiveness	NN
37060	2079	17	,	,	,
37060	2079	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2079	19	be	be	VBP
37060	2079	20	attacked	attack	VBN
37060	2079	21	by	by	IN
37060	2079	22	the	the	DT
37060	2079	23	ruthless	ruthless	JJ
37060	2079	24	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	2079	25	and	and	CC
37060	2079	26	then	then	RB
37060	2079	27	breathe	breathe	VB
37060	2079	28	a	a	DT
37060	2079	29	great	great	JJ
37060	2079	30	sigh	sigh	NN
37060	2079	31	of	of	IN
37060	2079	32	relief	relief	NN
37060	2079	33	when	when	WRB
37060	2079	34	the	the	DT
37060	2079	35	clock	clock	NN
37060	2079	36	read	read	VBD
37060	2079	37	five	five	CD
37060	2079	38	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	2079	39	before	before	IN
37060	2079	40	the	the	DT
37060	2079	41	bell	bell	NN
37060	2079	42	.	.	.
37060	2080	1	Very	very	RB
37060	2080	2	few	few	JJ
37060	2080	3	memories	memory	NNS
37060	2080	4	formed	form	VBN
37060	2080	5	during	during	IN
37060	2080	6	the	the	DT
37060	2080	7	three	three	CD
37060	2080	8	days	day	NNS
37060	2080	9	of	of	IN
37060	2080	10	school	school	NN
37060	2080	11	,	,	,
37060	2080	12	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	2080	13	none	none	NN
37060	2080	14	which	which	WDT
37060	2080	15	dealt	deal	VBD
37060	2080	16	with	with	IN
37060	2080	17	curriculum	curriculum	NN
37060	2080	18	or	or	CC
37060	2080	19	activities	activity	NNS
37060	2080	20	;	;	:
37060	2080	21	those	those	DT
37060	2080	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2080	23	described	describe	VBD
37060	2080	24	were	be	VBD
37060	2080	25	pinpoints	pinpoint	NNS
37060	2080	26	of	of	IN
37060	2080	27	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	2080	28	,	,	,
37060	2080	29	of	of	IN
37060	2080	30	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	2080	31	,	,	,
37060	2080	32	rather	rather	RB
37060	2080	33	than	than	IN
37060	2080	34	events	event	NNS
37060	2080	35	that	that	WDT
37060	2080	36	were	be	VBD
37060	2080	37	special	special	JJ
37060	2080	38	unto	unto	IN
37060	2080	39	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2080	40	.	.	.
37060	2081	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	2081	2	,	,	,
37060	2081	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2081	4	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	2081	5	,	,	,
37060	2081	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	2081	7	the	the	DT
37060	2081	8	manner	manner	NN
37060	2081	9	of	of	IN
37060	2081	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2081	11	existence	existence	NN
37060	2081	12	;	;	,
37060	2081	13	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	2081	14	and	and	CC
37060	2081	15	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	2081	16	compose	compose	JJ
37060	2081	17	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2081	18	;	;	:
37060	2081	19	events	event	NNS
37060	2081	20	simply	simply	RB
37060	2081	21	form	form	VBP
37060	2081	22	the	the	DT
37060	2081	23	backdrop	backdrop	NN
37060	2081	24	against	against	IN
37060	2081	25	which	which	WDT
37060	2081	26	,	,	,
37060	2081	27	while	while	IN
37060	2081	28	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2081	29	remains	remain	VBZ
37060	2081	30	intact	intact	JJ
37060	2081	31	,	,	,
37060	2081	32	memories	memory	NNS
37060	2081	33	are	be	VBP
37060	2081	34	viewed	view	VBN
37060	2081	35	.	.	.
37060	2082	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2082	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2082	3	a	a	DT
37060	2082	4	Friday	Friday	NNP
37060	2082	5	evening	evening	NN
37060	2082	6	when	when	WRB
37060	2082	7	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2082	8	,	,	,
37060	2082	9	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2082	10	and	and	CC
37060	2082	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2082	12	set	set	VBD
37060	2082	13	out	out	RP
37060	2082	14	to	to	IN
37060	2082	15	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	2082	16	again	again	RB
37060	2082	17	.	.	.
37060	2083	1	Because	because	IN
37060	2083	2	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2083	3	had	have	VBD
37060	2083	4	already	already	RB
37060	2083	5	taken	take	VBN
37060	2083	6	many	many	JJ
37060	2083	7	days	day	NNS
37060	2083	8	off	off	IN
37060	2083	9	work	work	NN
37060	2083	10	,	,	,
37060	2083	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2083	12	would	would	MD
37060	2083	13	only	only	RB
37060	2083	14	drive	drive	VB
37060	2083	15	up	up	RP
37060	2083	16	to	to	IN
37060	2083	17	the	the	DT
37060	2083	18	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	2083	19	with	with	IN
37060	2083	20	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2083	21	and	and	CC
37060	2083	22	then	then	RB
37060	2083	23	catch	catch	VB
37060	2083	24	a	a	DT
37060	2083	25	return	return	NN
37060	2083	26	flight	flight	NN
37060	2083	27	into	into	IN
37060	2083	28	the	the	DT
37060	2083	29	Moline	Moline	NNP
37060	2083	30	airport	airport	NN
37060	2083	31	on	on	IN
37060	2083	32	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	2083	33	;	;	:
37060	2083	34	the	the	DT
37060	2083	35	shop	shop	NN
37060	2083	36	rules	rule	NNS
37060	2083	37	had	have	VBD
37060	2083	38	been	be	VBN
37060	2083	39	relaxed	relax	VBN
37060	2083	40	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2083	41	when	when	WRB
37060	2083	42	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2083	43	had	have	VBD
37060	2083	44	surgery	surgery	NN
37060	2083	45	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2083	46	for	for	IN
37060	2083	47	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2083	48	's	's	POS
37060	2083	49	benefit	benefit	NN
37060	2083	50	,	,	,
37060	2083	51	and	and	CC
37060	2083	52	as	as	RB
37060	2083	53	grim	grim	JJ
37060	2083	54	as	as	IN
37060	2083	55	the	the	DT
37060	2083	56	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	2083	57	were	be	VBD
37060	2083	58	,	,	,
37060	2083	59	the	the	DT
37060	2083	60	boss	boss	NN
37060	2083	61	could	could	MD
37060	2083	62	not	not	RB
37060	2083	63	abide	abide	VB
37060	2083	64	the	the	DT
37060	2083	65	thought	thought	NN
37060	2083	66	of	of	IN
37060	2083	67	sending	send	VBG
37060	2083	68	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2083	69	forms	form	NNS
37060	2083	70	to	to	TO
37060	2083	71	complete	complete	VB
37060	2083	72	to	to	TO
37060	2083	73	satisfy	satisfy	VB
37060	2083	74	the	the	DT
37060	2083	75	company	company	NN
37060	2083	76	,	,	,
37060	2083	77	especially	especially	RB
37060	2083	78	considering	consider	VBG
37060	2083	79	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2083	80	flawless	flawless	JJ
37060	2083	81	work	work	NN
37060	2083	82	record	record	NN
37060	2083	83	.	.	.
37060	2084	1	Nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	2084	2	,	,	,
37060	2084	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2084	4	had	have	VBD
37060	2084	5	been	be	VBN
37060	2084	6	over	over	IN
37060	2084	7	a	a	DT
37060	2084	8	month	month	NN
37060	2084	9	,	,	,
37060	2084	10	and	and	CC
37060	2084	11	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2084	12	could	could	MD
37060	2084	13	not	not	RB
37060	2084	14	expect	expect	VB
37060	2084	15	to	to	TO
37060	2084	16	take	take	VB
37060	2084	17	more	more	JJR
37060	2084	18	days	day	NNS
37060	2084	19	without	without	IN
37060	2084	20	giving	give	VBG
37060	2084	21	a	a	DT
37060	2084	22	formal	formal	JJ
37060	2084	23	written	write	VBN
37060	2084	24	explanation	explanation	NN
37060	2084	25	and	and	CC
37060	2084	26	statement	statement	NN
37060	2084	27	of	of	IN
37060	2084	28	intent	intent	NN
37060	2084	29	as	as	RB
37060	2084	30	well	well	RB
37060	2084	31	;	;	:
37060	2084	32	with	with	IN
37060	2084	33	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2084	34	's	's	POS
37060	2084	35	vast	vast	JJ
37060	2084	36	accumulation	accumulation	NN
37060	2084	37	of	of	IN
37060	2084	38	sick	sick	JJ
37060	2084	39	days	day	NNS
37060	2084	40	,	,	,
37060	2084	41	there	there	EX
37060	2084	42	was	be	VBD
37060	2084	43	no	no	DT
37060	2084	44	need	need	NN
37060	2084	45	for	for	IN
37060	2084	46	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2084	47	father	father	NN
37060	2084	48	to	to	TO
37060	2084	49	remain	remain	VB
37060	2084	50	during	during	IN
37060	2084	51	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2084	52	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	2084	53	.	.	.
37060	2085	1	The	the	DT
37060	2085	2	hour	hour	NN
37060	2085	3	of	of	IN
37060	2085	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2085	5	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	2085	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2085	7	quite	quite	RB
37060	2085	8	late	late	JJ
37060	2085	9	,	,	,
37060	2085	10	but	but	CC
37060	2085	11	since	since	IN
37060	2085	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2085	13	had	have	VBD
37060	2085	14	two	two	CD
37060	2085	15	weeks	week	NNS
37060	2085	16	to	to	TO
37060	2085	17	plan	plan	VB
37060	2085	18	the	the	DT
37060	2085	19	trip	trip	NN
37060	2085	20	,	,	,
37060	2085	21	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2085	22	had	have	VBD
37060	2085	23	the	the	DT
37060	2085	24	foresight	foresight	NN
37060	2085	25	to	to	TO
37060	2085	26	make	make	VB
37060	2085	27	reservations	reservation	NNS
37060	2085	28	at	at	IN
37060	2085	29	a	a	DT
37060	2085	30	nicely	nicely	RB
37060	2085	31	furnished	furnish	VBN
37060	2085	32	motel	motel	NN
37060	2085	33	rather	rather	RB
37060	2085	34	than	than	IN
37060	2085	35	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	2085	36	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2085	37	luck	luck	NN
37060	2085	38	to	to	TO
37060	2085	39	chance	chance	VB
37060	2085	40	.	.	.
37060	2086	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2086	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2086	3	a	a	DT
37060	2086	4	marvelous	marvelous	JJ
37060	2086	5	improvement	improvement	NN
37060	2086	6	from	from	IN
37060	2086	7	the	the	DT
37060	2086	8	motel	motel	NN
37060	2086	9	of	of	IN
37060	2086	10	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2086	11	initial	initial	JJ
37060	2086	12	excursion	excursion	NN
37060	2086	13	,	,	,
37060	2086	14	having	have	VBG
37060	2086	15	individual	individual	JJ
37060	2086	16	bathrooms	bathroom	NNS
37060	2086	17	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2086	18	instead	instead	RB
37060	2086	19	of	of	IN
37060	2086	20	one	one	CD
37060	2086	21	down	down	IN
37060	2086	22	the	the	DT
37060	2086	23	hall	hall	NN
37060	2086	24	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2086	25	and	and	CC
37060	2086	26	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	2086	27	facilities	facility	NNS
37060	2086	28	which	which	WDT
37060	2086	29	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2086	30	would	would	MD
37060	2086	31	use	use	VB
37060	2086	32	later	later	RB
37060	2086	33	.	.	.
37060	2087	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2087	2	indulged	indulge	VBD
37060	2087	3	in	in	IN
37060	2087	4	sightseeing	sightseeing	NN
37060	2087	5	and	and	CC
37060	2087	6	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	2087	7	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	2087	8	the	the	DT
37060	2087	9	weekend	weekend	NN
37060	2087	10	until	until	IN
37060	2087	11	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2087	12	's	's	POS
37060	2087	13	departure	departure	NN
37060	2087	14	,	,	,
37060	2087	15	lending	lend	VBG
37060	2087	16	to	to	IN
37060	2087	17	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2087	18	time	time	NN
37060	2087	19	the	the	DT
37060	2087	20	best	good	JJS
37060	2087	21	possible	possible	JJ
37060	2087	22	sense	sense	NN
37060	2087	23	of	of	IN
37060	2087	24	normalcy	normalcy	NN
37060	2087	25	by	by	IN
37060	2087	26	pursuing	pursue	VBG
37060	2087	27	the	the	DT
37060	2087	28	activities	activity	NNS
37060	2087	29	which	which	WDT
37060	2087	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2087	31	found	find	VBD
37060	2087	32	most	most	RBS
37060	2087	33	enjoyable	enjoyable	JJ
37060	2087	34	.	.	.
37060	2088	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2088	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2088	3	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	2088	4	to	to	TO
37060	2088	5	forget	forget	VB
37060	2088	6	the	the	DT
37060	2088	7	promise	promise	NN
37060	2088	8	of	of	IN
37060	2088	9	Monday	Monday	NNP
37060	2088	10	's	's	POS
37060	2088	11	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	2088	12	,	,	,
37060	2088	13	however	however	RB
37060	2088	14	,	,	,
37060	2088	15	and	and	CC
37060	2088	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2088	17	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2088	18	to	to	IN
37060	2088	19	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2088	20	that	that	IN
37060	2088	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2088	22	was	be	VBD
37060	2088	23	followed	follow	VBN
37060	2088	24	by	by	IN
37060	2088	25	a	a	DT
37060	2088	26	haunting	haunt	VBG
37060	2088	27	shadow	shadow	NN
37060	2088	28	of	of	IN
37060	2088	29	unrest	unrest	NN
37060	2088	30	,	,	,
37060	2088	31	while	while	IN
37060	2088	32	before	before	IN
37060	2088	33	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2088	34	,	,	,
37060	2088	35	ticking	tick	VBG
37060	2088	36	loudly	loudly	RB
37060	2088	37	,	,	,
37060	2088	38	was	be	VBD
37060	2088	39	ever	ever	RB
37060	2088	40	the	the	DT
37060	2088	41	face	face	NN
37060	2088	42	of	of	IN
37060	2088	43	a	a	DT
37060	2088	44	clock	clock	NN
37060	2088	45	.	.	.
37060	2089	1	Too	too	RB
37060	2089	2	soon	soon	RB
37060	2089	3	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	2089	4	came	come	VBD
37060	2089	5	and	and	CC
37060	2089	6	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2089	7	and	and	CC
37060	2089	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2089	9	watched	watch	VBD
37060	2089	10	as	as	IN
37060	2089	11	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2089	12	's	's	POS
37060	2089	13	plane	plane	NN
37060	2089	14	taxied	taxi	VBD
37060	2089	15	down	down	IN
37060	2089	16	the	the	DT
37060	2089	17	runway	runway	NN
37060	2089	18	,	,	,
37060	2089	19	turned	turn	VBD
37060	2089	20	and	and	CC
37060	2089	21	scorched	scorch	VBD
37060	2089	22	a	a	DT
37060	2089	23	misty	misty	JJ
37060	2089	24	path	path	NN
37060	2089	25	into	into	IN
37060	2089	26	the	the	DT
37060	2089	27	blue	blue	JJ
37060	2089	28	sky	sky	NN
37060	2089	29	.	.	.
37060	2090	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2090	2	drove	drive	VBD
37060	2090	3	back	back	RB
37060	2090	4	to	to	IN
37060	2090	5	the	the	DT
37060	2090	6	city	city	NN
37060	2090	7	,	,	,
37060	2090	8	stopping	stop	VBG
37060	2090	9	to	to	TO
37060	2090	10	buy	buy	VB
37060	2090	11	groceries	grocery	NNS
37060	2090	12	to	to	TO
37060	2090	13	outfit	outfit	VB
37060	2090	14	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2090	15	kitchenette	kitchenette	NN
37060	2090	16	,	,	,
37060	2090	17	and	and	CC
37060	2090	18	then	then	RB
37060	2090	19	arranging	arrange	VBG
37060	2090	20	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2090	21	in	in	IN
37060	2090	22	the	the	DT
37060	2090	23	cabinets	cabinet	NNS
37060	2090	24	of	of	IN
37060	2090	25	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2090	26	temporary	temporary	JJ
37060	2090	27	home	home	NN
37060	2090	28	before	before	IN
37060	2090	29	seeking	seek	VBG
37060	2090	30	a	a	DT
37060	2090	31	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	2090	32	for	for	IN
37060	2090	33	the	the	DT
37060	2090	34	evening	evening	NN
37060	2090	35	meal	meal	NN
37060	2090	36	.	.	.
37060	2091	1	The	the	DT
37060	2091	2	so	so	RB
37060	2091	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	2091	4	called	call	VBN
37060	2091	5	"	"	``
37060	2091	6	last	last	JJ
37060	2091	7	supper	supper	NN
37060	2091	8	,	,	,
37060	2091	9	"	"	``
37060	2091	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2091	11	last	last	JJ
37060	2091	12	meals	meal	NNS
37060	2091	13	taken	take	VBN
37060	2091	14	before	before	RB
37060	2091	15	all	all	DT
37060	2091	16	eating	eat	VBG
37060	2091	17	had	have	VBD
37060	2091	18	to	to	TO
37060	2091	19	cease	cease	VB
37060	2091	20	to	to	TO
37060	2091	21	comply	comply	VB
37060	2091	22	with	with	IN
37060	2091	23	the	the	DT
37060	2091	24	demands	demand	NNS
37060	2091	25	of	of	IN
37060	2091	26	the	the	DT
37060	2091	27	morning	morning	NN
37060	2091	28	blood	blood	NN
37060	2091	29	test	test	NN
37060	2091	30	,	,	,
37060	2091	31	were	be	VBD
37060	2091	32	traditionally	traditionally	RB
37060	2091	33	grand	grand	JJ
37060	2091	34	affairs	affair	NNS
37060	2091	35	.	.	.
37060	2092	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2092	2	ate	eat	VBD
37060	2092	3	whatever	whatever	WDT
37060	2092	4	struck	strike	VBD
37060	2092	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2092	6	taste	taste	NN
37060	2092	7	bud	bud	NN
37060	2092	8	's	's	POS
37060	2092	9	fancy	fancy	NN
37060	2092	10	,	,	,
37060	2092	11	which	which	WDT
37060	2092	12	in	in	IN
37060	2092	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2092	14	case	case	NN
37060	2092	15	,	,	,
37060	2092	16	was	be	VBD
37060	2092	17	always	always	RB
37060	2092	18	a	a	DT
37060	2092	19	chicken	chicken	NN
37060	2092	20	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	2092	21	.	.	.
37060	2093	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2093	2	doted	dote	VBD
37060	2093	3	on	on	IN
37060	2093	4	fried	fry	VBN
37060	2093	5	chicken	chicken	NN
37060	2093	6	to	to	IN
37060	2093	7	such	such	PDT
37060	2093	8	an	an	DT
37060	2093	9	extent	extent	NN
37060	2093	10	,	,	,
37060	2093	11	ordering	order	VBG
37060	2093	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2093	13	on	on	IN
37060	2093	14	every	every	DT
37060	2093	15	occasion	occasion	NN
37060	2093	16	in	in	IN
37060	2093	17	which	which	WDT
37060	2093	18	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2093	19	ate	eat	VBD
37060	2093	20	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	2093	21	at	at	IN
37060	2093	22	a	a	DT
37060	2093	23	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	2093	24	,	,	,
37060	2093	25	that	that	IN
37060	2093	26	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2093	27	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	2093	28	blamed	blame	VBD
37060	2093	29	"	"	``
37060	2093	30	chicken	chicken	NN
37060	2093	31	"	"	''
37060	2093	32	as	as	IN
37060	2093	33	the	the	DT
37060	2093	34	culprit	culprit	NN
37060	2093	35	behind	behind	IN
37060	2093	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2093	37	development	development	NN
37060	2093	38	of	of	IN
37060	2093	39	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2093	40	.	.	.
37060	2094	1	Although	although	IN
37060	2094	2	the	the	DT
37060	2094	3	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	2094	4	assured	assure	VBD
37060	2094	5	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2094	6	that	that	IN
37060	2094	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2094	8	love	love	NN
37060	2094	9	affair	affair	NN
37060	2094	10	with	with	IN
37060	2094	11	fried	fried	JJ
37060	2094	12	chicken	chicken	NN
37060	2094	13	had	have	VBD
37060	2094	14	played	play	VBN
37060	2094	15	no	no	DT
37060	2094	16	part	part	NN
37060	2094	17	in	in	IN
37060	2094	18	germinating	germinate	VBG
37060	2094	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2094	20	disease	disease	NN
37060	2094	21	,	,	,
37060	2094	22	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2094	23	still	still	RB
37060	2094	24	"	"	``
37060	2094	25	hated	hate	VBD
37060	2094	26	the	the	DT
37060	2094	27	stuff	stuff	NN
37060	2094	28	"	"	''
37060	2094	29	;	;	:
37060	2094	30	as	as	IN
37060	2094	31	with	with	IN
37060	2094	32	all	all	RB
37060	2094	33	unreasonable	unreasonable	JJ
37060	2094	34	,	,	,
37060	2094	35	unexplainable	unexplainable	JJ
37060	2094	36	,	,	,
37060	2094	37	occurrences	occurrence	VBZ
37060	2094	38	the	the	DT
37060	2094	39	desire	desire	NN
37060	2094	40	to	to	TO
37060	2094	41	find	find	VB
37060	2094	42	a	a	DT
37060	2094	43	reason	reason	NN
37060	2094	44	is	be	VBZ
37060	2094	45	a	a	DT
37060	2094	46	fiery	fiery	JJ
37060	2094	47	quest	quest	NN
37060	2094	48	,	,	,
37060	2094	49	which	which	WDT
37060	2094	50	unfortunately	unfortunately	RB
37060	2094	51	is	be	VBZ
37060	2094	52	not	not	RB
37060	2094	53	extinguished	extinguish	VBN
37060	2094	54	by	by	IN
37060	2094	55	merely	merely	RB
37060	2094	56	pointing	point	VBG
37060	2094	57	one	one	PRP
37060	2094	58	's	's	POS
37060	2094	59	finger	finger	NN
37060	2094	60	of	of	IN
37060	2094	61	blame	blame	NN
37060	2094	62	on	on	IN
37060	2094	63	a	a	DT
37060	2094	64	subject	subject	NN
37060	2094	65	.	.	.
37060	2095	1	Only	only	RB
37060	2095	2	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	2095	3	can	can	MD
37060	2095	4	wash	wash	VB
37060	2095	5	away	away	RB
37060	2095	6	the	the	DT
37060	2095	7	flames	flame	NNS
37060	2095	8	born	bear	VBN
37060	2095	9	of	of	IN
37060	2095	10	despair	despair	NN
37060	2095	11	.	.	.
37060	2096	1	The	the	DT
37060	2096	2	morning	morning	NN
37060	2096	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2096	4	fine	fine	JJ
37060	2096	5	,	,	,
37060	2096	6	with	with	IN
37060	2096	7	the	the	DT
37060	2096	8	exception	exception	NN
37060	2096	9	of	of	IN
37060	2096	10	the	the	DT
37060	2096	11	knots	knot	NNS
37060	2096	12	in	in	IN
37060	2096	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2096	14	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2096	15	.	.	.
37060	2097	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2097	2	drove	drive	VBD
37060	2097	3	to	to	IN
37060	2097	4	the	the	DT
37060	2097	5	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	2097	6	buildings	building	NNS
37060	2097	7	,	,	,
37060	2097	8	finally	finally	RB
37060	2097	9	parking	park	VBG
37060	2097	10	in	in	IN
37060	2097	11	the	the	DT
37060	2097	12	Damon	Damon	NNP
37060	2097	13	car	car	NN
37060	2097	14	ramp	ramp	NN
37060	2097	15	.	.	.
37060	2098	1	From	from	IN
37060	2098	2	the	the	DT
37060	2098	3	garage	garage	NN
37060	2098	4	,	,	,
37060	2098	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2098	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2098	7	easy	easy	JJ
37060	2098	8	to	to	TO
37060	2098	9	get	get	VB
37060	2098	10	to	to	IN
37060	2098	11	the	the	DT
37060	2098	12	various	various	JJ
37060	2098	13	buildings	building	NNS
37060	2098	14	,	,	,
37060	2098	15	as	as	IN
37060	2098	16	an	an	DT
37060	2098	17	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	2098	18	ran	run	VBD
37060	2098	19	directly	directly	RB
37060	2098	20	into	into	IN
37060	2098	21	the	the	DT
37060	2098	22	subway	subway	NN
37060	2098	23	system	system	NN
37060	2098	24	of	of	IN
37060	2098	25	the	the	DT
37060	2098	26	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	2098	27	.	.	.
37060	2099	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2099	2	the	the	DT
37060	2099	3	doors	door	NNS
37060	2099	4	of	of	IN
37060	2099	5	the	the	DT
37060	2099	6	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	2099	7	parted	part	VBD
37060	2099	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2099	9	no	no	RB
37060	2099	10	longer	long	RBR
37060	2099	11	needed	need	VBD
37060	2099	12	to	to	TO
37060	2099	13	pause	pause	VB
37060	2099	14	to	to	TO
37060	2099	15	read	read	VB
37060	2099	16	the	the	DT
37060	2099	17	informative	informative	JJ
37060	2099	18	signs	sign	NNS
37060	2099	19	posted	post	VBN
37060	2099	20	on	on	IN
37060	2099	21	the	the	DT
37060	2099	22	facing	face	VBG
37060	2099	23	subway	subway	NN
37060	2099	24	wall	wall	NN
37060	2099	25	;	;	:
37060	2099	26	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2099	27	were	be	VBD
37060	2099	28	acquainted	acquaint	VBN
37060	2099	29	with	with	IN
37060	2099	30	the	the	DT
37060	2099	31	network	network	NN
37060	2099	32	of	of	IN
37060	2099	33	intersecting	intersect	VBG
37060	2099	34	lines	line	NNS
37060	2099	35	and	and	CC
37060	2099	36	headed	head	VBD
37060	2099	37	right	right	JJ
37060	2099	38	,	,	,
37060	2099	39	through	through	IN
37060	2099	40	glass	glass	NN
37060	2099	41	doors	door	NNS
37060	2099	42	and	and	CC
37060	2099	43	followed	follow	VBD
37060	2099	44	the	the	DT
37060	2099	45	aging	aging	NN
37060	2099	46	,	,	,
37060	2099	47	dimly	dimly	RB
37060	2099	48	lit	light	VBN
37060	2099	49	corridor	corridor	NNP
37060	2099	50	until	until	IN
37060	2099	51	,	,	,
37060	2099	52	a	a	DT
37060	2099	53	block	block	NN
37060	2099	54	or	or	CC
37060	2099	55	so	so	RB
37060	2099	56	down	down	RB
37060	2099	57	,	,	,
37060	2099	58	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2099	59	met	meet	VBD
37060	2099	60	with	with	IN
37060	2099	61	the	the	DT
37060	2099	62	fastidious	fastidious	JJ
37060	2099	63	decor	decor	NN
37060	2099	64	of	of	IN
37060	2099	65	the	the	DT
37060	2099	66	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	2099	67	building	building	NN
37060	2099	68	.	.	.
37060	2100	1	Still	still	RB
37060	2100	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2100	3	maintained	maintain	VBD
37060	2100	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2100	5	course	course	NN
37060	2100	6	,	,	,
37060	2100	7	past	past	IN
37060	2100	8	a	a	DT
37060	2100	9	fleet	fleet	NN
37060	2100	10	of	of	IN
37060	2100	11	elevators	elevator	NNS
37060	2100	12	and	and	CC
37060	2100	13	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2100	14	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	2100	15	patrons	patron	NNS
37060	2100	16	,	,	,
37060	2100	17	a	a	DT
37060	2100	18	pharmacy	pharmacy	NN
37060	2100	19	and	and	CC
37060	2100	20	bookstore	bookstore	NN
37060	2100	21	,	,	,
37060	2100	22	and	and	CC
37060	2100	23	a	a	DT
37060	2100	24	corridor	corridor	NN
37060	2100	25	which	which	WDT
37060	2100	26	sloped	slope	VBD
37060	2100	27	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	2100	28	upward	upward	RB
37060	2100	29	leading	lead	VBG
37060	2100	30	to	to	IN
37060	2100	31	the	the	DT
37060	2100	32	Plummer	Plummer	NNP
37060	2100	33	Building	Building	NNP
37060	2100	34	;	;	:
37060	2100	35	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2100	36	covered	cover	VBD
37060	2100	37	more	more	JJR
37060	2100	38	ground	ground	NN
37060	2100	39	skirting	skirt	VBG
37060	2100	40	a	a	DT
37060	2100	41	hallway	hallway	NN
37060	2100	42	which	which	WDT
37060	2100	43	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	2100	44	a	a	DT
37060	2100	45	brief	brief	JJ
37060	2100	46	glimpse	glimpse	NN
37060	2100	47	of	of	IN
37060	2100	48	sunshine	sunshine	NN
37060	2100	49	through	through	IN
37060	2100	50	vertical	vertical	JJ
37060	2100	51	windows	window	NNS
37060	2100	52	in	in	IN
37060	2100	53	the	the	DT
37060	2100	54	wall	wall	NN
37060	2100	55	,	,	,
37060	2100	56	and	and	CC
37060	2100	57	plants	plant	NNS
37060	2100	58	began	begin	VBD
37060	2100	59	to	to	TO
37060	2100	60	appear	appear	VB
37060	2100	61	,	,	,
37060	2100	62	growing	grow	VBG
37060	2100	63	fiercely	fiercely	RB
37060	2100	64	toward	toward	IN
37060	2100	65	the	the	DT
37060	2100	66	light	light	NN
37060	2100	67	.	.	.
37060	2101	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2101	2	were	be	VBD
37060	2101	3	scattered	scatter	VBN
37060	2101	4	in	in	IN
37060	2101	5	artistically	artistically	RB
37060	2101	6	positioned	position	VBN
37060	2101	7	containers	container	NNS
37060	2101	8	,	,	,
37060	2101	9	guarding	guard	VBG
37060	2101	10	the	the	DT
37060	2101	11	final	final	JJ
37060	2101	12	corridor	corridor	NN
37060	2101	13	which	which	WDT
37060	2101	14	led	lead	VBD
37060	2101	15	to	to	IN
37060	2101	16	the	the	DT
37060	2101	17	Hilton	Hilton	NNP
37060	2101	18	Building	Building	NNP
37060	2101	19	in	in	IN
37060	2101	20	a	a	DT
37060	2101	21	stately	stately	JJ
37060	2101	22	,	,	,
37060	2101	23	yet	yet	CC
37060	2101	24	beautifully	beautifully	RB
37060	2101	25	satisfying	satisfy	VBG
37060	2101	26	manner	manner	NN
37060	2101	27	.	.	.
37060	2102	1	The	the	DT
37060	2102	2	Hilton	Hilton	NNP
37060	2102	3	Building	Building	NNP
37060	2102	4	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2102	5	had	have	VBD
37060	2102	6	even	even	RB
37060	2102	7	more	more	JJR
37060	2102	8	plants	plant	NNS
37060	2102	9	in	in	IN
37060	2102	10	the	the	DT
37060	2102	11	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	2102	12	room	room	NN
37060	2102	13	of	of	IN
37060	2102	14	Desk	Desk	NNP
37060	2102	15	C	C	NNP
37060	2102	16	;	;	:
37060	2102	17	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	2102	18	some	some	DT
37060	2102	19	of	of	IN
37060	2102	20	which	which	WDT
37060	2102	21	were	be	VBD
37060	2102	22	better	well	RBR
37060	2102	23	described	describe	VBN
37060	2102	24	as	as	IN
37060	2102	25	trees	tree	NNS
37060	2102	26	,	,	,
37060	2102	27	noting	note	VBG
37060	2102	28	the	the	DT
37060	2102	29	vigor	vigor	NN
37060	2102	30	with	with	IN
37060	2102	31	which	which	WDT
37060	2102	32	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2102	33	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2102	34	to	to	TO
37060	2102	35	soar	soar	VB
37060	2102	36	skyward	skyward	RB
37060	2102	37	.	.	.
37060	2103	1	If	if	IN
37060	2103	2	only	only	RB
37060	2103	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2103	4	had	have	VBD
37060	2103	5	such	such	JJ
37060	2103	6	luck	luck	NN
37060	2103	7	with	with	IN
37060	2103	8	plants	plant	NNS
37060	2103	9	,	,	,
37060	2103	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2103	11	thought	think	VBD
37060	2103	12	,	,	,
37060	2103	13	seating	seat	VBG
37060	2103	14	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2103	15	on	on	IN
37060	2103	16	a	a	DT
37060	2103	17	fiery	fiery	JJ
37060	2103	18	orange	orange	JJ
37060	2103	19	chair	chair	NN
37060	2103	20	.	.	.
37060	2104	1	Blood	blood	NN
37060	2104	2	tests	test	NNS
37060	2104	3	were	be	VBD
37060	2104	4	n't	not	RB
37060	2104	5	so	so	RB
37060	2104	6	bad	bad	JJ
37060	2104	7	,	,	,
37060	2104	8	unless	unless	IN
37060	2104	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2104	10	vein	vein	NN
37060	2104	11	did	do	VBD
37060	2104	12	n't	not	RB
37060	2104	13	want	want	VB
37060	2104	14	to	to	TO
37060	2104	15	cooperate	cooperate	VB
37060	2104	16	,	,	,
37060	2104	17	in	in	IN
37060	2104	18	which	which	WDT
37060	2104	19	case	case	NN
37060	2104	20	,	,	,
37060	2104	21	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2104	22	fell	fall	VBD
37060	2104	23	into	into	IN
37060	2104	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2104	25	"	"	``
37060	2104	26	tolerable	tolerable	JJ
37060	2104	27	"	"	''
37060	2104	28	category	category	NN
37060	2104	29	;	;	:
37060	2104	30	although	although	IN
37060	2104	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2104	32	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	2104	33	uttered	utter	VBD
37060	2104	34	a	a	DT
37060	2104	35	word	word	NN
37060	2104	36	,	,	,
37060	2104	37	pain	pain	NN
37060	2104	38	did	do	VBD
37060	2104	39	not	not	RB
37060	2104	40	thrill	thrill	VB
37060	2104	41	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2104	42	and	and	CC
37060	2104	43	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2104	44	suspected	suspect	VBD
37060	2104	45	that	that	IN
37060	2104	46	,	,	,
37060	2104	47	underneath	underneath	IN
37060	2104	48	the	the	DT
37060	2104	49	person	person	NN
37060	2104	50	labeled	label	VBN
37060	2104	51	"	"	``
37060	2104	52	a	a	DT
37060	2104	53	brave	brave	JJ
37060	2104	54	little	little	JJ
37060	2104	55	girl	girl	NN
37060	2104	56	"	"	''
37060	2104	57	was	be	VBD
37060	2104	58	a	a	DT
37060	2104	59	very	very	RB
37060	2104	60	yellow	yellow	JJ
37060	2104	61	human	human	JJ
37060	2104	62	being	being	NN
37060	2104	63	.	.	.
37060	2105	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2105	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	2105	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2105	4	would	would	MD
37060	2105	5	not	not	RB
37060	2105	6	alter	alter	VB
37060	2105	7	a	a	DT
37060	2105	8	thing	thing	NN
37060	2105	9	if	if	IN
37060	2105	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2105	11	professed	profess	VBD
37060	2105	12	to	to	IN
37060	2105	13	being	be	VBG
37060	2105	14	"	"	``
37060	2105	15	lemon	lemon	NN
37060	2105	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	2105	17	yellow	yellow	JJ
37060	2105	18	"	"	''
37060	2105	19	;	;	:
37060	2105	20	life	life	NN
37060	2105	21	coexisted	coexist	VBN
37060	2105	22	with	with	IN
37060	2105	23	pain	pain	NN
37060	2105	24	,	,	,
37060	2105	25	and	and	CC
37060	2105	26	if	if	IN
37060	2105	27	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2105	28	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2105	29	pain	pain	NN
37060	2105	30	,	,	,
37060	2105	31	well	well	UH
37060	2105	32	,	,	,
37060	2105	33	that	that	WDT
37060	2105	34	was	be	VBD
37060	2105	35	life	life	NN
37060	2105	36	...	...	:
37060	2105	37	but	but	CC
37060	2105	38	if	if	IN
37060	2105	39	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2105	40	did	do	VBD
37060	2105	41	n't	not	RB
37060	2105	42	,	,	,
37060	2105	43	chances	chance	NNS
37060	2105	44	were	be	VBD
37060	2105	45	,	,	,
37060	2105	46	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2105	47	were	be	VBD
37060	2105	48	dead	dead	JJ
37060	2105	49	.	.	.
37060	2106	1	Everything	everything	NN
37060	2106	2	had	have	VBD
37060	2106	3	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2106	4	alternative	alternative	NN
37060	2106	5	,	,	,
37060	2106	6	and	and	CC
37060	2106	7	considering	consider	VBG
37060	2106	8	the	the	DT
37060	2106	9	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	2106	10	riding	ride	VBG
37060	2106	11	piggyback	piggyback	NN
37060	2106	12	on	on	IN
37060	2106	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2106	14	shoulders	shoulder	NNS
37060	2106	15	,	,	,
37060	2106	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2106	17	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2106	18	that	that	IN
37060	2106	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2106	20	had	have	VBD
37060	2106	21	only	only	RB
37060	2106	22	one	one	CD
37060	2106	23	route	route	NN
37060	2106	24	to	to	TO
37060	2106	25	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	2106	26	,	,	,
37060	2106	27	even	even	RB
37060	2106	28	if	if	IN
37060	2106	29	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2106	30	included	include	VBD
37060	2106	31	pain	pain	NN
37060	2106	32	.	.	.
37060	2107	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2107	2	did	do	VBD
37060	2107	3	n't	not	RB
37060	2107	4	consciously	consciously	RB
37060	2107	5	think	think	VB
37060	2107	6	about	about	IN
37060	2107	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2107	8	future	future	NN
37060	2107	9	,	,	,
37060	2107	10	despite	despite	IN
37060	2107	11	the	the	DT
37060	2107	12	promise	promise	NN
37060	2107	13	of	of	IN
37060	2107	14	a	a	DT
37060	2107	15	cure	cure	NN
37060	2107	16	after	after	IN
37060	2107	17	the	the	DT
37060	2107	18	siege	siege	NN
37060	2107	19	,	,	,
37060	2107	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2107	21	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2107	22	more	more	RBR
37060	2107	23	appropriate	appropriate	JJ
37060	2107	24	to	to	TO
37060	2107	25	dream	dream	VB
37060	2107	26	and	and	CC
37060	2107	27	take	take	VB
37060	2107	28	each	each	DT
37060	2107	29	blow	blow	NN
37060	2107	30	of	of	IN
37060	2107	31	reality	reality	NN
37060	2107	32	as	as	IN
37060	2107	33	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2107	34	was	be	VBD
37060	2107	35	dealt	deal	VBN
37060	2107	36	,	,	,
37060	2107	37	without	without	IN
37060	2107	38	thinking	think	VBG
37060	2107	39	at	at	RB
37060	2107	40	all	all	RB
37060	2107	41	.	.	.
37060	2108	1	The	the	DT
37060	2108	2	blood	blood	NN
37060	2108	3	test	test	NN
37060	2108	4	accomplished	accomplish	VBN
37060	2108	5	,	,	,
37060	2108	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2108	7	left	leave	VBD
37060	2108	8	the	the	DT
37060	2108	9	brightly	brightly	RB
37060	2108	10	painted	paint	VBN
37060	2108	11	,	,	,
37060	2108	12	plant	plant	NN
37060	2108	13	infested	infest	VBD
37060	2108	14	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	2108	15	room	room	NN
37060	2108	16	and	and	CC
37060	2108	17	retraced	retrace	VBD
37060	2108	18	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2108	19	steps	step	NNS
37060	2108	20	to	to	IN
37060	2108	21	the	the	DT
37060	2108	22	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	2108	23	building	building	NN
37060	2108	24	,	,	,
37060	2108	25	at	at	IN
37060	2108	26	which	which	WDT
37060	2108	27	point	point	NN
37060	2108	28	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2108	29	milled	mill	VBD
37060	2108	30	about	about	IN
37060	2108	31	the	the	DT
37060	2108	32	elevators	elevator	NNS
37060	2108	33	until	until	IN
37060	2108	34	finding	find	VBG
37060	2108	35	one	one	CD
37060	2108	36	which	which	WDT
37060	2108	37	was	be	VBD
37060	2108	38	not	not	RB
37060	2108	39	already	already	RB
37060	2108	40	protesting	protest	VBG
37060	2108	41	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2108	42	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	2108	43	.	.	.
37060	2109	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2109	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2109	3	a	a	DT
37060	2109	4	busy	busy	JJ
37060	2109	5	place	place	NN
37060	2109	6	.	.	.
37060	2110	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2110	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2110	3	reached	reach	VBD
37060	2110	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2110	5	floor	floor	NN
37060	2110	6	,	,	,
37060	2110	7	excusing	excuse	VBG
37060	2110	8	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2110	9	around	around	IN
37060	2110	10	those	those	DT
37060	2110	11	who	who	WP
37060	2110	12	had	have	VBD
37060	2110	13	packed	pack	VBN
37060	2110	14	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2110	15	tightly	tightly	RB
37060	2110	16	in	in	IN
37060	2110	17	the	the	DT
37060	2110	18	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	2110	19	rather	rather	RB
37060	2110	20	than	than	IN
37060	2110	21	opting	opt	VBG
37060	2110	22	for	for	IN
37060	2110	23	another	another	DT
37060	2110	24	"	"	``
37060	2110	25	flight	flight	NN
37060	2110	26	,	,	,
37060	2110	27	"	"	''
37060	2110	28	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2110	29	found	find	VBD
37060	2110	30	an	an	DT
37060	2110	31	excess	excess	NN
37060	2110	32	of	of	IN
37060	2110	33	space	space	NN
37060	2110	34	in	in	IN
37060	2110	35	the	the	DT
37060	2110	36	form	form	NN
37060	2110	37	of	of	IN
37060	2110	38	an	an	DT
37060	2110	39	immense	immense	JJ
37060	2110	40	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	2110	41	room	room	NN
37060	2110	42	.	.	.
37060	2111	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2111	2	had	have	VBD
37060	2111	3	the	the	DT
37060	2111	4	snob	snob	JJ
37060	2111	5	appeal	appeal	NN
37060	2111	6	of	of	IN
37060	2111	7	a	a	DT
37060	2111	8	library	library	NN
37060	2111	9	;	;	:
37060	2111	10	no	no	DT
37060	2111	11	one	one	NN
37060	2111	12	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	2111	13	,	,	,
37060	2111	14	and	and	CC
37060	2111	15	few	few	JJ
37060	2111	16	looked	look	VBD
37060	2111	17	up	up	RP
37060	2111	18	from	from	IN
37060	2111	19	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2111	20	magazines	magazine	NNS
37060	2111	21	except	except	IN
37060	2111	22	when	when	WRB
37060	2111	23	the	the	DT
37060	2111	24	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2111	25	would	would	MD
37060	2111	26	stand	stand	VB
37060	2111	27	by	by	IN
37060	2111	28	the	the	DT
37060	2111	29	front	front	JJ
37060	2111	30	desk	desk	NN
37060	2111	31	to	to	TO
37060	2111	32	read	read	VB
37060	2111	33	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2111	34	list	list	NN
37060	2111	35	of	of	IN
37060	2111	36	names	name	NNS
37060	2111	37	,	,	,
37060	2111	38	after	after	IN
37060	2111	39	which	which	WDT
37060	2111	40	,	,	,
37060	2111	41	a	a	DT
37060	2111	42	slight	slight	JJ
37060	2111	43	transformation	transformation	NN
37060	2111	44	of	of	IN
37060	2111	45	the	the	DT
37060	2111	46	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	2111	47	room	room	NN
37060	2111	48	would	would	MD
37060	2111	49	take	take	VB
37060	2111	50	place	place	NN
37060	2111	51	as	as	IN
37060	2111	52	the	the	DT
37060	2111	53	selected	select	VBN
37060	2111	54	patients	patient	NNS
37060	2111	55	strode	stride	VBD
37060	2111	56	up	up	RP
37060	2111	57	to	to	IN
37060	2111	58	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2111	59	.	.	.
37060	2112	1	Within	within	IN
37060	2112	2	seconds	second	NNS
37060	2112	3	,	,	,
37060	2112	4	the	the	DT
37060	2112	5	room	room	NN
37060	2112	6	again	again	RB
37060	2112	7	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	2112	8	studious	studious	JJ
37060	2112	9	tranquility	tranquility	NN
37060	2112	10	and	and	CC
37060	2112	11	heads	head	NNS
37060	2112	12	sank	sink	VBD
37060	2112	13	below	below	IN
37060	2112	14	the	the	DT
37060	2112	15	horizon	horizon	NN
37060	2112	16	of	of	IN
37060	2112	17	newspapers	newspaper	NNS
37060	2112	18	or	or	CC
37060	2112	19	books	book	NNS
37060	2112	20	.	.	.
37060	2113	1	In	in	IN
37060	2113	2	certain	certain	JJ
37060	2113	3	situations	situation	NNS
37060	2113	4	humans	human	NNS
37060	2113	5	were	be	VBD
37060	2113	6	so	so	RB
37060	2113	7	predictable	predictable	JJ
37060	2113	8	.	.	.
37060	2114	1	Here	here	RB
37060	2114	2	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2114	3	were	be	VBD
37060	2114	4	so	so	RB
37060	2114	5	reserved	reserved	JJ
37060	2114	6	,	,	,
37060	2114	7	so	so	RB
37060	2114	8	introverted	introverted	JJ
37060	2114	9	,	,	,
37060	2114	10	so	so	RB
37060	2114	11	unapproachable	unapproachable	JJ
37060	2114	12	that	that	IN
37060	2114	13	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	2114	14	were	be	VBD
37060	2114	15	left	leave	VBN
37060	2114	16	untaken	untaken	JJ
37060	2114	17	simply	simply	RB
37060	2114	18	because	because	IN
37060	2114	19	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2114	20	were	be	VBD
37060	2114	21	not	not	RB
37060	2114	22	seen	see	VBN
37060	2114	23	;	;	:
37060	2114	24	if	if	IN
37060	2114	25	one	one	CD
37060	2114	26	existed	exist	VBD
37060	2114	27	in	in	IN
37060	2114	28	such	such	PDT
37060	2114	29	a	a	DT
37060	2114	30	location	location	NN
37060	2114	31	,	,	,
37060	2114	32	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2114	33	would	would	MD
37060	2114	34	believe	believe	VB
37060	2114	35	that	that	IN
37060	2114	36	cordiality	cordiality	NN
37060	2114	37	was	be	VBD
37060	2114	38	dead	dead	JJ
37060	2114	39	,	,	,
37060	2114	40	severed	sever	VBN
37060	2114	41	from	from	IN
37060	2114	42	the	the	DT
37060	2114	43	world	world	NN
37060	2114	44	.	.	.
37060	2115	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2115	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	2115	3	around	around	RB
37060	2115	4	and	and	CC
37060	2115	5	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	2115	6	whether	whether	IN
37060	2115	7	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	2115	8	would	would	MD
37060	2115	9	change	change	VB
37060	2115	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2115	11	disinterested	disintereste	VBN
37060	2115	12	stare	stare	NN
37060	2115	13	if	if	IN
37060	2115	14	a	a	DT
37060	2115	15	loud	loud	JJ
37060	2115	16	sneeze	sneeze	NN
37060	2115	17	issued	issue	VBN
37060	2115	18	forth	forth	RB
37060	2115	19	.	.	.
37060	2116	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2116	2	doubted	doubt	VBD
37060	2116	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2116	4	.	.	.
37060	2117	1	And	and	CC
37060	2117	2	with	with	IN
37060	2117	3	that	that	DT
37060	2117	4	,	,	,
37060	2117	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2117	6	name	name	NN
37060	2117	7	was	be	VBD
37060	2117	8	called	call	VBN
37060	2117	9	.	.	.
37060	2118	1	Forming	form	VBG
37060	2118	2	a	a	DT
37060	2118	3	troupe	troupe	NN
37060	2118	4	of	of	IN
37060	2118	5	several	several	JJ
37060	2118	6	people	people	NNS
37060	2118	7	the	the	DT
37060	2118	8	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2118	9	escorted	escort	VBD
37060	2118	10	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2118	11	to	to	IN
37060	2118	12	individual	individual	JJ
37060	2118	13	dressing	dressing	NN
37060	2118	14	compartments	compartment	NNS
37060	2118	15	and	and	CC
37060	2118	16	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2118	17	were	be	VBD
37060	2118	18	issued	issue	VBN
37060	2118	19	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	2118	20	gowns	gown	NNS
37060	2118	21	.	.	.
37060	2119	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2119	2	had	have	VBD
37060	2119	3	been	be	VBN
37060	2119	4	instructed	instruct	VBN
37060	2119	5	to	to	IN
37060	2119	6	undress	undress	NN
37060	2119	7	to	to	IN
37060	2119	8	the	the	DT
37060	2119	9	waist	waist	NN
37060	2119	10	only	only	RB
37060	2119	11	,	,	,
37060	2119	12	since	since	IN
37060	2119	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2119	14	test	test	NN
37060	2119	15	was	be	VBD
37060	2119	16	a	a	DT
37060	2119	17	chest	chest	NN
37060	2119	18	X	x	NN
37060	2119	19	-	-	NN
37060	2119	20	ray	ray	NN
37060	2119	21	,	,	,
37060	2119	22	and	and	CC
37060	2119	23	then	then	RB
37060	2119	24	wait	wait	VB
37060	2119	25	in	in	IN
37060	2119	26	the	the	DT
37060	2119	27	claustrophobic	claustrophobic	JJ
37060	2119	28	booth	booth	NN
37060	2119	29	until	until	IN
37060	2119	30	further	further	JJ
37060	2119	31	notice	notice	NN
37060	2119	32	.	.	.
37060	2120	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2120	2	finally	finally	RB
37060	2120	3	unlatched	unlatche	VBD
37060	2120	4	the	the	DT
37060	2120	5	door	door	NN
37060	2120	6	and	and	CC
37060	2120	7	sat	sit	VBD
37060	2120	8	in	in	IN
37060	2120	9	the	the	DT
37060	2120	10	corner	corner	NN
37060	2120	11	seat	seat	NN
37060	2120	12	of	of	IN
37060	2120	13	the	the	DT
37060	2120	14	booth	booth	NN
37060	2120	15	with	with	IN
37060	2120	16	the	the	DT
37060	2120	17	door	door	NN
37060	2120	18	agape	agape	NN
37060	2120	19	,	,	,
37060	2120	20	however	however	RB
37060	2120	21	,	,	,
37060	2120	22	disliking	dislike	VBG
37060	2120	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2120	24	inability	inability	NN
37060	2120	25	to	to	TO
37060	2120	26	see	see	VB
37060	2120	27	the	the	DT
37060	2120	28	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2120	29	should	should	MD
37060	2120	30	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2120	31	have	have	VB
37060	2120	32	happened	happen	VBN
37060	2120	33	by	by	IN
37060	2120	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2120	35	door	door	NN
37060	2120	36	;	;	:
37060	2120	37	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2120	38	did	do	VBD
37060	2120	39	not	not	RB
37060	2120	40	wish	wish	VB
37060	2120	41	to	to	TO
37060	2120	42	be	be	VB
37060	2120	43	forgotten	forget	VBN
37060	2120	44	in	in	IN
37060	2120	45	the	the	DT
37060	2120	46	maze	maze	NN
37060	2120	47	of	of	IN
37060	2120	48	hallways	hallways	NNP
37060	2120	49	and	and	CC
37060	2120	50	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2120	51	more	more	RBR
37060	2120	52	secure	secure	JJ
37060	2120	53	with	with	IN
37060	2120	54	a	a	DT
37060	2120	55	view	view	NN
37060	2120	56	.	.	.
37060	2121	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2121	2	had	have	VBD
37060	2121	3	to	to	TO
37060	2121	4	know	know	VB
37060	2121	5	"	"	``
37060	2121	6	what	what	WP
37060	2121	7	was	be	VBD
37060	2121	8	going	go	VBG
37060	2121	9	on	on	RP
37060	2121	10	"	"	''
37060	2121	11	;	;	:
37060	2121	12	blindness	blindness	NN
37060	2121	13	would	would	MD
37060	2121	14	be	be	VB
37060	2121	15	paranoia	paranoia	NN
37060	2121	16	in	in	IN
37060	2121	17	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2121	18	highest	high	JJS
37060	2121	19	form	form	NN
37060	2121	20	for	for	IN
37060	2121	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2121	22	.	.	.
37060	2122	1	Finally	finally	RB
37060	2122	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2122	3	name	name	NN
37060	2122	4	was	be	VBD
37060	2122	5	called	call	VBN
37060	2122	6	and	and	CC
37060	2122	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2122	8	popped	pop	VBD
37060	2122	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2122	10	head	head	NN
37060	2122	11	inquiringly	inquiringly	RB
37060	2122	12	out	out	IN
37060	2122	13	of	of	IN
37060	2122	14	the	the	DT
37060	2122	15	door	door	NN
37060	2122	16	,	,	,
37060	2122	17	hoping	hope	VBG
37060	2122	18	that	that	IN
37060	2122	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2122	20	could	could	MD
37060	2122	21	attach	attach	VB
37060	2122	22	a	a	DT
37060	2122	23	face	face	NN
37060	2122	24	to	to	IN
37060	2122	25	the	the	DT
37060	2122	26	voice	voice	NN
37060	2122	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2122	28	'd	have	VBD
37060	2122	29	heard	hear	VBN
37060	2122	30	.	.	.
37060	2123	1	A	a	DT
37060	2123	2	technician	technician	NN
37060	2123	3	in	in	IN
37060	2123	4	a	a	DT
37060	2123	5	blue	blue	JJ
37060	2123	6	jumpsuit	jumpsuit	NN
37060	2123	7	was	be	VBD
37060	2123	8	waiting	wait	VBG
37060	2123	9	in	in	IN
37060	2123	10	the	the	DT
37060	2123	11	intersecting	intersect	VBG
37060	2123	12	hallway	hallway	NN
37060	2123	13	,	,	,
37060	2123	14	and	and	CC
37060	2123	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2123	16	followed	follow	VBD
37060	2123	17	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2123	18	to	to	IN
37060	2123	19	a	a	DT
37060	2123	20	bench	bench	NN
37060	2123	21	where	where	WRB
37060	2123	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2123	23	sat	sit	VBD
37060	2123	24	until	until	IN
37060	2123	25	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2123	26	were	be	VBD
37060	2123	27	ready	ready	JJ
37060	2123	28	to	to	TO
37060	2123	29	take	take	VB
37060	2123	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2123	31	X	x	NN
37060	2123	32	-	-	NN
37060	2123	33	ray	ray	NN
37060	2123	34	.	.	.
37060	2124	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2124	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2124	3	such	such	PDT
37060	2124	4	a	a	DT
37060	2124	5	dismal	dismal	JJ
37060	2124	6	place	place	NN
37060	2124	7	;	;	:
37060	2124	8	there	there	EX
37060	2124	9	were	be	VBD
37060	2124	10	so	so	RB
37060	2124	11	many	many	JJ
37060	2124	12	doors	door	NNS
37060	2124	13	,	,	,
37060	2124	14	and	and	CC
37060	2124	15	so	so	RB
37060	2124	16	few	few	JJ
37060	2124	17	lights	light	NNS
37060	2124	18	.	.	.
37060	2125	1	A	a	DT
37060	2125	2	door	door	NN
37060	2125	3	whipped	whip	VBD
37060	2125	4	open	open	JJ
37060	2125	5	.	.	.
37060	2126	1	"	"	``
37060	2126	2	Lauren	lauren	VB
37060	2126	3	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	2126	4	?	?	.
37060	2126	5	"	"	''
37060	2127	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2127	2	stood	stand	VBD
37060	2127	3	up	up	RP
37060	2127	4	and	and	CC
37060	2127	5	filed	file	VBD
37060	2127	6	after	after	IN
37060	2127	7	the	the	DT
37060	2127	8	woman	woman	NN
37060	2127	9	who	who	WP
37060	2127	10	led	lead	VBD
37060	2127	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2127	12	into	into	IN
37060	2127	13	a	a	DT
37060	2127	14	dreary	dreary	JJ
37060	2127	15	room	room	NN
37060	2127	16	that	that	WDT
37060	2127	17	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	2127	18	reminded	remind	VBD
37060	2127	19	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2127	20	of	of	IN
37060	2127	21	a	a	DT
37060	2127	22	bomb	bomb	NN
37060	2127	23	shelter	shelter	NN
37060	2127	24	.	.	.
37060	2128	1	"	"	``
37060	2128	2	Put	put	VB
37060	2128	3	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2128	4	chin	chin	NN
37060	2128	5	against	against	IN
37060	2128	6	the	the	DT
37060	2128	7	bar	bar	NN
37060	2128	8	,	,	,
37060	2128	9	here	here	RB
37060	2128	10	,	,	,
37060	2128	11	shoulders	shoulder	NNS
37060	2128	12	forward	forward	RB
37060	2128	13	,	,	,
37060	2128	14	and	and	CC
37060	2128	15	take	take	VB
37060	2128	16	a	a	DT
37060	2128	17	deep	deep	JJ
37060	2128	18	breath	breath	NN
37060	2128	19	.	.	.
37060	2128	20	"	"	''
37060	2129	1	at	at	IN
37060	2129	2	which	which	WDT
37060	2129	3	point	point	NN
37060	2129	4	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2129	5	ran	run	VBD
37060	2129	6	behind	behind	IN
37060	2129	7	a	a	DT
37060	2129	8	heavy	heavy	JJ
37060	2129	9	wall	wall	NN
37060	2129	10	and	and	CC
37060	2129	11	peered	peer	VBD
37060	2129	12	out	out	RP
37060	2129	13	at	at	IN
37060	2129	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2129	15	,	,	,
37060	2129	16	continuing	continue	VBG
37060	2129	17	,	,	,
37060	2129	18	"	"	``
37060	2129	19	hold	hold	VB
37060	2129	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2129	21	now	now	RB
37060	2129	22	...	...	NFP
37060	2129	23	hold	hold	VB
37060	2129	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2129	25	"	"	``
37060	2129	26	Click	click	VB
37060	2129	27	!	!	.
37060	2130	1	Rumble	rumble	VB
37060	2130	2	!	!	.
37060	2131	1	"	"	``
37060	2131	2	Keep	keep	VB
37060	2131	3	holding	hold	VBG
37060	2131	4	...	...	:
37060	2131	5	"	"	''
37060	2131	6	The	the	DT
37060	2131	7	machine	machine	NN
37060	2131	8	silenced	silence	VBD
37060	2131	9	,	,	,
37060	2131	10	rendering	render	VBG
37060	2131	11	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2131	12	five	five	CD
37060	2131	13	photographs	photograph	NNS
37060	2131	14	of	of	IN
37060	2131	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2131	16	lung	lung	NN
37060	2131	17	onto	onto	IN
37060	2131	18	the	the	DT
37060	2131	19	X	x	NN
37060	2131	20	-	-	NN
37060	2131	21	ray	ray	NN
37060	2131	22	plate	plate	NN
37060	2131	23	.	.	.
37060	2132	1	"	"	``
37060	2132	2	Breathe	breathe	VB
37060	2132	3	....	....	NFP
37060	2132	4	"	"	''
37060	2132	5	The	the	DT
37060	2132	6	woman	woman	NN
37060	2132	7	was	be	VBD
37060	2132	8	so	so	RB
37060	2132	9	businesslike	businesslike	JJ
37060	2132	10	;	;	:
37060	2132	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2132	12	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	2132	13	how	how	WRB
37060	2132	14	often	often	RB
37060	2132	15	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2132	16	repeated	repeat	VBD
37060	2132	17	those	those	DT
37060	2132	18	words	word	NNS
37060	2132	19	...	...	.
37060	2133	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2133	2	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	2133	3	if	if	IN
37060	2133	4	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2133	5	said	say	VBD
37060	2133	6	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2133	7	in	in	IN
37060	2133	8	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2133	9	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	2133	10	.	.	.
37060	2134	1	"	"	``
37060	2134	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2134	3	can	can	MD
37060	2134	4	go	go	VB
37060	2134	5	get	get	VB
37060	2134	6	dressed	dressed	JJ
37060	2134	7	,	,	,
37060	2134	8	but	but	CC
37060	2134	9	do	do	VB
37060	2134	10	n't	not	RB
37060	2134	11	leave	leave	VB
37060	2134	12	the	the	DT
37060	2134	13	dressing	dressing	NN
37060	2134	14	room	room	NN
37060	2134	15	.	.	.
37060	2134	16	"	"	''
37060	2135	1	"	"	``
37060	2135	2	Okay	okay	UH
37060	2135	3	,	,	,
37060	2135	4	"	"	''
37060	2135	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2135	6	answered	answer	VBD
37060	2135	7	.	.	.
37060	2136	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2136	2	stepped	step	VBD
37060	2136	3	reluctantly	reluctantly	RB
37060	2136	4	from	from	IN
37060	2136	5	the	the	DT
37060	2136	6	armored	armored	JJ
37060	2136	7	room	room	NN
37060	2136	8	,	,	,
37060	2136	9	unsure	unsure	JJ
37060	2136	10	which	which	WDT
37060	2136	11	direction	direction	VBP
37060	2136	12	the	the	DT
37060	2136	13	room	room	NN
37060	2136	14	was	be	VBD
37060	2136	15	,	,	,
37060	2136	16	and	and	CC
37060	2136	17	throwing	throw	VBG
37060	2136	18	caution	caution	NN
37060	2136	19	to	to	IN
37060	2136	20	the	the	DT
37060	2136	21	wind	wind	NN
37060	2136	22	ambled	amble	VBN
37060	2136	23	to	to	IN
37060	2136	24	the	the	DT
37060	2136	25	left	left	NN
37060	2136	26	,	,	,
37060	2136	27	and	and	CC
37060	2136	28	then	then	RB
37060	2136	29	to	to	IN
37060	2136	30	the	the	DT
37060	2136	31	right	right	NN
37060	2136	32	,	,	,
37060	2136	33	and	and	CC
37060	2136	34	amazingly	amazingly	RB
37060	2136	35	,	,	,
37060	2136	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2136	37	found	find	VBD
37060	2136	38	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2136	39	room	room	NN
37060	2136	40	.	.	.
37060	2137	1	What	what	WP
37060	2137	2	if	if	IN
37060	2137	3	the	the	DT
37060	2137	4	door	door	NN
37060	2137	5	wo	will	MD
37060	2137	6	n't	not	RB
37060	2137	7	unlock	unlock	VB
37060	2137	8	?	?	.
37060	2138	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2138	2	thought	think	VBD
37060	2138	3	,	,	,
37060	2138	4	appraising	appraise	VBG
37060	2138	5	the	the	DT
37060	2138	6	space	space	NN
37060	2138	7	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	2138	8	the	the	DT
37060	2138	9	door	door	NN
37060	2138	10	and	and	CC
37060	2138	11	floor	floor	NN
37060	2138	12	;	;	:
37060	2138	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2138	14	did	do	VBD
37060	2138	15	not	not	RB
37060	2138	16	have	have	VB
37060	2138	17	the	the	DT
37060	2138	18	best	good	JJS
37060	2138	19	luck	luck	NN
37060	2138	20	with	with	IN
37060	2138	21	locks	lock	NNS
37060	2138	22	,	,	,
37060	2138	23	and	and	CC
37060	2138	24	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	2138	25	many	many	PDT
37060	2138	26	a	a	DT
37060	2138	27	time	time	NN
37060	2138	28	when	when	WRB
37060	2138	29	,	,	,
37060	2138	30	on	on	IN
37060	2138	31	a	a	DT
37060	2138	32	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	2138	33	,	,	,
37060	2138	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2138	35	could	could	MD
37060	2138	36	not	not	RB
37060	2138	37	succeed	succeed	VB
37060	2138	38	in	in	IN
37060	2138	39	entering	enter	VBG
37060	2138	40	the	the	DT
37060	2138	41	motel	motel	NN
37060	2138	42	room	room	NN
37060	2138	43	after	after	IN
37060	2138	44	scouting	scout	VBG
37060	2138	45	for	for	IN
37060	2138	46	a	a	DT
37060	2138	47	can	can	NN
37060	2138	48	of	of	IN
37060	2138	49	pop	pop	NN
37060	2138	50	.	.	.
37060	2139	1	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2139	2	or	or	CC
37060	2139	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2139	4	would	would	MD
37060	2139	5	always	always	RB
37060	2139	6	let	let	VB
37060	2139	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2139	8	in	in	RP
37060	2139	9	from	from	IN
37060	2139	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2139	11	side	side	NN
37060	2139	12	of	of	IN
37060	2139	13	the	the	DT
37060	2139	14	door	door	NN
37060	2139	15	,	,	,
37060	2139	16	while	while	IN
37060	2139	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2139	18	was	be	VBD
37060	2139	19	still	still	RB
37060	2139	20	fumbling	fumble	VBG
37060	2139	21	with	with	IN
37060	2139	22	the	the	DT
37060	2139	23	key	key	NN
37060	2139	24	.	.	.
37060	2140	1	The	the	DT
37060	2140	2	door	door	NN
37060	2140	3	opened	open	VBD
37060	2140	4	easily	easily	RB
37060	2140	5	and	and	CC
37060	2140	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2140	7	signed	sign	VBD
37060	2140	8	with	with	IN
37060	2140	9	relief	relief	NN
37060	2140	10	;	;	:
37060	2140	11	from	from	IN
37060	2140	12	the	the	DT
37060	2140	13	inside	inside	NN
37060	2140	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2140	15	latched	latch	VBD
37060	2140	16	the	the	DT
37060	2140	17	door	door	NN
37060	2140	18	,	,	,
37060	2140	19	still	still	RB
37060	2140	20	wary	wary	JJ
37060	2140	21	of	of	IN
37060	2140	22	the	the	DT
37060	2140	23	lock	lock	NN
37060	2140	24	and	and	CC
37060	2140	25	key	key	NN
37060	2140	26	,	,	,
37060	2140	27	and	and	CC
37060	2140	28	proceeded	proceed	VBD
37060	2140	29	to	to	TO
37060	2140	30	dress	dress	VB
37060	2140	31	.	.	.
37060	2141	1	Several	several	JJ
37060	2141	2	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	2141	3	passed	pass	VBD
37060	2141	4	,	,	,
37060	2141	5	then	then	RB
37060	2141	6	a	a	DT
37060	2141	7	click	click	NN
37060	2141	8	from	from	IN
37060	2141	9	the	the	DT
37060	2141	10	loud	loud	JJ
37060	2141	11	speaker	speaker	NN
37060	2141	12	broke	break	VBD
37060	2141	13	the	the	DT
37060	2141	14	silence	silence	NN
37060	2141	15	.	.	.
37060	2142	1	"	"	``
37060	2142	2	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	2142	3	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	2142	4	...	...	:
37060	2142	5	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2142	6	are	be	VBP
37060	2142	7	free	free	JJ
37060	2142	8	to	to	TO
37060	2142	9	go	go	VB
37060	2142	10	.	.	.
37060	2142	11	"	"	''
37060	2143	1	In	in	IN
37060	2143	2	other	other	JJ
37060	2143	3	words	word	NNS
37060	2143	4	,	,	,
37060	2143	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2143	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2143	7	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	2143	8	time	time	NN
37060	2143	9	and	and	CC
37060	2143	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2143	11	galloped	gallop	VBD
37060	2143	12	from	from	IN
37060	2143	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2143	14	booth	booth	NN
37060	2143	15	like	like	IN
37060	2143	16	a	a	DT
37060	2143	17	horse	horse	NN
37060	2143	18	from	from	IN
37060	2143	19	the	the	DT
37060	2143	20	starting	start	VBG
37060	2143	21	gate	gate	NN
37060	2143	22	of	of	IN
37060	2143	23	a	a	DT
37060	2143	24	race	race	NN
37060	2143	25	.	.	.
37060	2144	1	Hungry	hungry	JJ
37060	2144	2	though	though	IN
37060	2144	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2144	4	was	be	VBD
37060	2144	5	,	,	,
37060	2144	6	when	when	WRB
37060	2144	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2144	8	seriously	seriously	RB
37060	2144	9	began	begin	VBD
37060	2144	10	to	to	TO
37060	2144	11	attack	attack	VB
37060	2144	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2144	13	plate	plate	NN
37060	2144	14	,	,	,
37060	2144	15	nervousness	nervousness	NN
37060	2144	16	uttered	utter	VBD
37060	2144	17	a	a	DT
37060	2144	18	complaint	complaint	NN
37060	2144	19	which	which	WDT
37060	2144	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2144	21	was	be	VBD
37060	2144	22	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	2144	23	obliged	oblige	VBN
37060	2144	24	to	to	TO
37060	2144	25	acknowledge	acknowledge	VB
37060	2144	26	;	;	:
37060	2144	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2144	28	was	be	VBD
37060	2144	29	just	just	RB
37060	2144	30	as	as	RB
37060	2144	31	well	well	RB
37060	2144	32	;	;	:
37060	2144	33	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2144	34	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2144	35	was	be	VBD
37060	2144	36	not	not	RB
37060	2144	37	adjusting	adjust	VBG
37060	2144	38	to	to	IN
37060	2144	39	the	the	DT
37060	2144	40	idea	idea	NN
37060	2144	41	that	that	IN
37060	2144	42	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2144	43	had	have	VBD
37060	2144	44	to	to	TO
37060	2144	45	get	get	VB
37060	2144	46	back	back	RB
37060	2144	47	to	to	IN
37060	2144	48	work	work	NN
37060	2144	49	,	,	,
37060	2144	50	and	and	CC
37060	2144	51	strongly	strongly	RB
37060	2144	52	repulsed	repulse	VBD
37060	2144	53	a	a	DT
37060	2144	54	large	large	JJ
37060	2144	55	meal	meal	NN
37060	2144	56	.	.	.
37060	2145	1	Even	even	RB
37060	2145	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2145	3	small	small	JJ
37060	2145	4	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	2145	5	conjured	conjure	VBD
37060	2145	6	rebellion	rebellion	NN
37060	2145	7	and	and	CC
37060	2145	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2145	9	sat	sit	VBD
37060	2145	10	on	on	IN
37060	2145	11	the	the	DT
37060	2145	12	edge	edge	NN
37060	2145	13	of	of	IN
37060	2145	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2145	15	chair	chair	NN
37060	2145	16	,	,	,
37060	2145	17	sweating	sweating	NN
37060	2145	18	and	and	CC
37060	2145	19	quite	quite	RB
37060	2145	20	nauseated	nauseate	VBN
37060	2145	21	,	,	,
37060	2145	22	while	while	IN
37060	2145	23	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2145	24	finished	finish	VBD
37060	2145	25	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2145	26	plate	plate	NN
37060	2145	27	of	of	IN
37060	2145	28	food	food	NN
37060	2145	29	.	.	.
37060	2146	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2146	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	2146	3	not	not	RB
37060	2146	4	to	to	TO
37060	2146	5	watch	watch	VB
37060	2146	6	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2146	7	eat	eat	VB
37060	2146	8	;	;	:
37060	2146	9	the	the	DT
37060	2146	10	sight	sight	NN
37060	2146	11	of	of	IN
37060	2146	12	food	food	NN
37060	2146	13	,	,	,
37060	2146	14	the	the	DT
37060	2146	15	smell	smell	NN
37060	2146	16	of	of	IN
37060	2146	17	food	food	NN
37060	2146	18	...	...	:
37060	2146	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2146	20	was	be	VBD
37060	2146	21	everywhere	everywhere	RB
37060	2146	22	when	when	WRB
37060	2146	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2146	24	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2146	25	sick	sick	JJ
37060	2146	26	.	.	.
37060	2147	1	Leaving	leave	VBG
37060	2147	2	the	the	DT
37060	2147	3	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	2147	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2147	5	found	find	VBD
37060	2147	6	the	the	DT
37060	2147	7	fresh	fresh	JJ
37060	2147	8	air	air	NN
37060	2147	9	to	to	TO
37060	2147	10	be	be	VB
37060	2147	11	a	a	DT
37060	2147	12	measurable	measurable	JJ
37060	2147	13	improvement	improvement	NN
37060	2147	14	;	;	:
37060	2147	15	at	at	IN
37060	2147	16	last	last	JJ
37060	2147	17	,	,	,
37060	2147	18	when	when	WRB
37060	2147	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2147	20	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	2147	21	subsided	subside	VBD
37060	2147	22	,	,	,
37060	2147	23	the	the	DT
37060	2147	24	visions	vision	NNS
37060	2147	25	of	of	IN
37060	2147	26	food	food	NN
37060	2147	27	danced	dance	VBN
37060	2147	28	from	from	IN
37060	2147	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2147	30	mind	mind	NN
37060	2147	31	and	and	CC
37060	2147	32	haunted	haunt	VBD
37060	2147	33	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2147	34	no	no	RB
37060	2147	35	more	more	RBR
37060	2147	36	.	.	.
37060	2148	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2148	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2148	3	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	2148	4	outside	outside	RB
37060	2148	5	;	;	:
37060	2148	6	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	2148	7	was	be	VBD
37060	2148	8	reaching	reach	VBG
37060	2148	9	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2148	10	peak	peak	NN
37060	2148	11	of	of	IN
37060	2148	12	glory	glory	NN
37060	2148	13	in	in	IN
37060	2148	14	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	2148	15	and	and	CC
37060	2148	16	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2148	17	and	and	CC
37060	2148	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2148	19	poked	poke	VBD
37060	2148	20	about	about	IN
37060	2148	21	the	the	DT
37060	2148	22	streets	street	NNS
37060	2148	23	,	,	,
37060	2148	24	waiting	wait	VBG
37060	2148	25	for	for	IN
37060	2148	26	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2148	27	early	early	JJ
37060	2148	28	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	2148	29	appointment	appointment	NN
37060	2148	30	at	at	IN
37060	2148	31	the	the	DT
37060	2148	32	Curie	Curie	NNP
37060	2148	33	Pavilion	Pavilion	NNP
37060	2148	34	.	.	.
37060	2149	1	There	there	EX
37060	2149	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2149	3	a	a	DT
37060	2149	4	slight	slight	JJ
37060	2149	5	chill	chill	NN
37060	2149	6	in	in	IN
37060	2149	7	the	the	DT
37060	2149	8	air	air	NN
37060	2149	9	,	,	,
37060	2149	10	despite	despite	IN
37060	2149	11	the	the	DT
37060	2149	12	ample	ample	JJ
37060	2149	13	sunshine	sunshine	NN
37060	2149	14	and	and	CC
37060	2149	15	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2149	16	light	light	JJ
37060	2149	17	coats	coat	NNS
37060	2149	18	provided	provide	VBD
37060	2149	19	the	the	DT
37060	2149	20	warmth	warmth	NN
37060	2149	21	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2149	22	needed	need	VBD
37060	2149	23	as	as	IN
37060	2149	24	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2149	25	kicked	kick	VBD
37060	2149	26	through	through	IN
37060	2149	27	the	the	DT
37060	2149	28	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	2149	29	.	.	.
37060	2150	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2150	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2150	3	always	always	RB
37060	2150	4	cooler	cool	JJR
37060	2150	5	than	than	IN
37060	2150	6	in	in	IN
37060	2150	7	Moline	Moline	NNP
37060	2150	8	,	,	,
37060	2150	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2150	10	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2150	11	;	;	:
37060	2150	12	fall	fall	VB
37060	2150	13	had	have	VBD
37060	2150	14	not	not	RB
37060	2150	15	quite	quite	RB
37060	2150	16	arrived	arrive	VBN
37060	2150	17	at	at	IN
37060	2150	18	home	home	NN
37060	2150	19	.	.	.
37060	2151	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2151	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2151	3	glad	glad	JJ
37060	2151	4	;	;	:
37060	2151	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2151	6	did	do	VBD
37060	2151	7	n't	not	RB
37060	2151	8	want	want	VB
37060	2151	9	to	to	TO
37060	2151	10	miss	miss	VB
37060	2151	11	the	the	DT
37060	2151	12	color	color	NN
37060	2151	13	of	of	IN
37060	2151	14	the	the	DT
37060	2151	15	oaks	oak	NNS
37060	2151	16	,	,	,
37060	2151	17	the	the	DT
37060	2151	18	acorns	acorn	NNS
37060	2151	19	and	and	CC
37060	2151	20	the	the	DT
37060	2151	21	busy	busy	JJ
37060	2151	22	squirrels	squirrel	NNS
37060	2151	23	around	around	IN
37060	2151	24	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2151	25	woods	wood	NNS
37060	2151	26	either	either	RB
37060	2151	27	;	;	:
37060	2151	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2151	29	wanted	want	VBD
37060	2151	30	to	to	TO
37060	2151	31	take	take	VB
37060	2151	32	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2151	33	in	in	RP
37060	2151	34	,	,	,
37060	2151	35	to	to	TO
37060	2151	36	wrap	wrap	VB
37060	2151	37	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2151	38	vision	vision	NN
37060	2151	39	in	in	IN
37060	2151	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2151	41	memory	memory	NN
37060	2151	42	so	so	IN
37060	2151	43	that	that	IN
37060	2151	44	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2151	45	could	could	MD
37060	2151	46	never	never	RB
37060	2151	47	be	be	VB
37060	2151	48	erased	erase	VBN
37060	2151	49	...	...	:
37060	2151	50	autumn	autumn	VB
37060	2151	51	at	at	IN
37060	2151	52	home	home	NN
37060	2151	53	...	...	:
37060	2151	54	would	would	MD
37060	2151	55	have	have	VB
37060	2151	56	to	to	TO
37060	2151	57	wait	wait	VB
37060	2151	58	another	another	DT
37060	2151	59	five	five	CD
37060	2151	60	days	day	NNS
37060	2151	61	.	.	.
37060	2152	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2152	2	watched	watch	VBD
37060	2152	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2152	4	with	with	IN
37060	2152	5	feigned	feigned	JJ
37060	2152	6	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	2152	7	;	;	:
37060	2152	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2152	9	looked	look	VBD
37060	2152	10	at	at	IN
37060	2152	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2152	12	hair	hair	NN
37060	2152	13	,	,	,
37060	2152	14	a	a	DT
37060	2152	15	flowing	flow	VBG
37060	2152	16	,	,	,
37060	2152	17	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	2152	18	mass	mass	NN
37060	2152	19	of	of	IN
37060	2152	20	gold	gold	NN
37060	2152	21	which	which	WDT
37060	2152	22	cascaded	cascade	VBD
37060	2152	23	about	about	IN
37060	2152	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2152	25	shoulders	shoulder	NNS
37060	2152	26	,	,	,
37060	2152	27	and	and	CC
37060	2152	28	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2152	29	sickened	sickened	JJ
37060	2152	30	that	that	IN
37060	2152	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2152	32	would	would	MD
37060	2152	33	soon	soon	RB
37060	2152	34	be	be	VB
37060	2152	35	replaced	replace	VBN
37060	2152	36	by	by	IN
37060	2152	37	a	a	DT
37060	2152	38	wig	wig	NN
37060	2152	39	.	.	.
37060	2153	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2153	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	2153	3	that	that	IN
37060	2153	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2153	5	hair	hair	NN
37060	2153	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2153	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2153	8	foremost	foremost	JJ
37060	2153	9	joy	joy	NN
37060	2153	10	in	in	IN
37060	2153	11	the	the	DT
37060	2153	12	spectrum	spectrum	NN
37060	2153	13	of	of	IN
37060	2153	14	physical	physical	JJ
37060	2153	15	traits	trait	NNS
37060	2153	16	and	and	CC
37060	2153	17	would	would	MD
37060	2153	18	be	be	VB
37060	2153	19	a	a	DT
37060	2153	20	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	2153	21	loss	loss	NN
37060	2153	22	.	.	.
37060	2154	1	Hair	hair	NN
37060	2154	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	2154	3	vanity	vanity	NN
37060	2154	4	,	,	,
37060	2154	5	to	to	TO
37060	2154	6	be	be	VB
37060	2154	7	sure	sure	JJ
37060	2154	8	,	,	,
37060	2154	9	yet	yet	RB
37060	2154	10	that	that	IN
37060	2154	11	observation	observation	NN
37060	2154	12	counts	count	VBZ
37060	2154	13	little	little	JJ
37060	2154	14	to	to	IN
37060	2154	15	the	the	DT
37060	2154	16	individual	individual	NN
37060	2154	17	who	who	WP
37060	2154	18	must	must	MD
37060	2154	19	bear	bear	VB
37060	2154	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2154	21	bald	bald	JJ
37060	2154	22	reality	reality	NN
37060	2154	23	with	with	IN
37060	2154	24	courage	courage	NN
37060	2154	25	.	.	.
37060	2155	1	Appearance	appearance	NN
37060	2155	2	does	do	VBZ
37060	2155	3	not	not	RB
37060	2155	4	make	make	VB
37060	2155	5	the	the	DT
37060	2155	6	person	person	NN
37060	2155	7	,	,	,
37060	2155	8	but	but	CC
37060	2155	9	to	to	TO
37060	2155	10	say	say	VB
37060	2155	11	that	that	IN
37060	2155	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2155	13	does	do	VBZ
37060	2155	14	not	not	RB
37060	2155	15	matter	matter	VB
37060	2155	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	2155	17	a	a	DT
37060	2155	18	falsity	falsity	NN
37060	2155	19	.	.	.
37060	2156	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2156	2	had	have	VBD
37060	2156	3	remembered	remember	VBN
37060	2156	4	to	to	TO
37060	2156	5	take	take	VB
37060	2156	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2156	7	camera	camera	NN
37060	2156	8	,	,	,
37060	2156	9	a	a	DT
37060	2156	10	small	small	JJ
37060	2156	11	instamatic	instamatic	NN
37060	2156	12	,	,	,
37060	2156	13	which	which	WDT
37060	2156	14	was	be	VBD
37060	2156	15	an	an	DT
37060	2156	16	early	early	JJ
37060	2156	17	summer	summer	NN
37060	2156	18	purchase	purchase	NN
37060	2156	19	and	and	CC
37060	2156	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2156	21	latest	late	JJS
37060	2156	22	,	,	,
37060	2156	23	greatest	great	JJS
37060	2156	24	hobby	hobby	NN
37060	2156	25	.	.	.
37060	2157	1	At	at	IN
37060	2157	2	various	various	JJ
37060	2157	3	intervals	interval	NNS
37060	2157	4	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2157	5	would	would	MD
37060	2157	6	snatch	snatch	VB
37060	2157	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2157	8	from	from	IN
37060	2157	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2157	10	hand	hand	NN
37060	2157	11	and	and	CC
37060	2157	12	position	position	VB
37060	2157	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2157	14	in	in	IN
37060	2157	15	front	front	NN
37060	2157	16	of	of	IN
37060	2157	17	a	a	DT
37060	2157	18	glorious	glorious	JJ
37060	2157	19	tree	tree	NN
37060	2157	20	or	or	CC
37060	2157	21	upon	upon	IN
37060	2157	22	a	a	DT
37060	2157	23	rock	rock	NN
37060	2157	24	,	,	,
37060	2157	25	capturing	capture	VBG
37060	2157	26	the	the	DT
37060	2157	27	moment	moment	NN
37060	2157	28	with	with	IN
37060	2157	29	a	a	DT
37060	2157	30	click	click	NN
37060	2157	31	and	and	CC
37060	2157	32	a	a	DT
37060	2157	33	smile	smile	NN
37060	2157	34	.	.	.
37060	2158	1	Later	later	RBR
37060	2158	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2158	3	would	would	MD
37060	2158	4	look	look	VB
37060	2158	5	at	at	IN
37060	2158	6	the	the	DT
37060	2158	7	photos	photo	NNS
37060	2158	8	and	and	CC
37060	2158	9	the	the	DT
37060	2158	10	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	2158	11	,	,	,
37060	2158	12	yet	yet	CC
37060	2158	13	remember	remember	VBP
37060	2158	14	the	the	DT
37060	2158	15	trauma	trauma	NN
37060	2158	16	of	of	IN
37060	2158	17	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2158	18	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	2158	19	;	;	:
37060	2158	20	the	the	DT
37060	2158	21	deceptive	deceptive	JJ
37060	2158	22	faces	face	NNS
37060	2158	23	in	in	IN
37060	2158	24	the	the	DT
37060	2158	25	photos	photo	NNS
37060	2158	26	did	do	VBD
37060	2158	27	not	not	RB
37060	2158	28	fool	fool	VB
37060	2158	29	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2158	30	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2158	31	,	,	,
37060	2158	32	though	though	IN
37060	2158	33	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2158	34	painted	paint	VBD
37060	2158	35	appeal	appeal	NN
37060	2158	36	in	in	IN
37060	2158	37	the	the	DT
37060	2158	38	visual	visual	JJ
37060	2158	39	world	world	NN
37060	2158	40	.	.	.
37060	2159	1	The	the	DT
37060	2159	2	hair	hair	NN
37060	2159	3	,	,	,
37060	2159	4	the	the	DT
37060	2159	5	glow	glow	NN
37060	2159	6	,	,	,
37060	2159	7	the	the	DT
37060	2159	8	newly	newly	RB
37060	2159	9	gained	gain	VBN
37060	2159	10	energy	energy	NN
37060	2159	11	...	...	:
37060	2159	12	all	all	DT
37060	2159	13	would	would	MD
37060	2159	14	be	be	VB
37060	2159	15	changed	change	VBN
37060	2159	16	by	by	IN
37060	2159	17	the	the	DT
37060	2159	18	time	time	NN
37060	2159	19	the	the	DT
37060	2159	20	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	2159	21	were	be	VBD
37060	2159	22	developed	develop	VBN
37060	2159	23	;	;	:
37060	2159	24	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2159	25	would	would	MD
37060	2159	26	be	be	VB
37060	2159	27	seeing	see	VBG
37060	2159	28	the	the	DT
37060	2159	29	past	past	NN
37060	2159	30	and	and	CC
37060	2159	31	,	,	,
37060	2159	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2159	33	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2159	34	,	,	,
37060	2159	35	by	by	IN
37060	2159	36	that	that	DT
37060	2159	37	time	time	NN
37060	2159	38	,	,	,
37060	2159	39	the	the	DT
37060	2159	40	past	past	NN
37060	2159	41	would	would	MD
37060	2159	42	prove	prove	VB
37060	2159	43	a	a	DT
37060	2159	44	better	well	JJR
37060	2159	45	reality	reality	NN
37060	2159	46	than	than	IN
37060	2159	47	the	the	DT
37060	2159	48	present	present	NN
37060	2159	49	.	.	.
37060	2160	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2160	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2160	3	time	time	NN
37060	2160	4	to	to	TO
37060	2160	5	go	go	VB
37060	2160	6	back	back	RB
37060	2160	7	to	to	IN
37060	2160	8	the	the	DT
37060	2160	9	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	2160	10	.	.	.
37060	2161	1	Curie	Curie	NNP
37060	2161	2	Pavilion	Pavilion	NNP
37060	2161	3	,	,	,
37060	2161	4	a	a	DT
37060	2161	5	cylindrical	cylindrical	JJ
37060	2161	6	building	building	NN
37060	2161	7	from	from	IN
37060	2161	8	the	the	DT
37060	2161	9	perspective	perspective	NN
37060	2161	10	of	of	IN
37060	2161	11	an	an	DT
37060	2161	12	outsider	outsider	NN
37060	2161	13	,	,	,
37060	2161	14	was	be	VBD
37060	2161	15	located	locate	VBN
37060	2161	16	near	near	IN
37060	2161	17	the	the	DT
37060	2161	18	Damon	Damon	NNP
37060	2161	19	parking	parking	NN
37060	2161	20	ramp	ramp	NN
37060	2161	21	,	,	,
37060	2161	22	and	and	CC
37060	2161	23	across	across	IN
37060	2161	24	the	the	DT
37060	2161	25	street	street	NN
37060	2161	26	from	from	IN
37060	2161	27	the	the	DT
37060	2161	28	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	2161	29	building	building	NN
37060	2161	30	.	.	.
37060	2162	1	Actually	actually	RB
37060	2162	2	,	,	,
37060	2162	3	from	from	IN
37060	2162	4	the	the	DT
37060	2162	5	street	street	NN
37060	2162	6	view	view	NN
37060	2162	7	,	,	,
37060	2162	8	Curie	Curie	NNP
37060	2162	9	was	be	VBD
37060	2162	10	only	only	RB
37060	2162	11	a	a	DT
37060	2162	12	glassed	glass	VBN
37060	2162	13	in	in	IN
37060	2162	14	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	2162	15	.	.	.
37060	2163	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2163	2	entered	enter	VBD
37060	2163	3	the	the	DT
37060	2163	4	curious	curious	JJ
37060	2163	5	building	building	NN
37060	2163	6	and	and	CC
37060	2163	7	pushed	push	VBD
37060	2163	8	the	the	DT
37060	2163	9	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	2163	10	button	button	NN
37060	2163	11	;	;	:
37060	2163	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2163	13	had	have	VBD
37060	2163	14	no	no	DT
37060	2163	15	choice	choice	NN
37060	2163	16	of	of	IN
37060	2163	17	destinations	destination	NNS
37060	2163	18	;	;	:
37060	2163	19	the	the	DT
37060	2163	20	only	only	JJ
37060	2163	21	way	way	NN
37060	2163	22	to	to	TO
37060	2163	23	go	go	VB
37060	2163	24	was	be	VBD
37060	2163	25	"	"	``
37060	2163	26	down	down	RB
37060	2163	27	.	.	.
37060	2163	28	"	"	''
37060	2164	1	Once	once	RB
37060	2164	2	below	below	IN
37060	2164	3	ground	ground	NN
37060	2164	4	,	,	,
37060	2164	5	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2164	6	emerged	emerge	VBD
37060	2164	7	from	from	IN
37060	2164	8	the	the	DT
37060	2164	9	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	2164	10	and	and	CC
37060	2164	11	plunged	plunge	VBD
37060	2164	12	through	through	IN
37060	2164	13	a	a	DT
37060	2164	14	set	set	NN
37060	2164	15	of	of	IN
37060	2164	16	heavy	heavy	JJ
37060	2164	17	glass	glass	NN
37060	2164	18	doors	door	NNS
37060	2164	19	into	into	IN
37060	2164	20	a	a	DT
37060	2164	21	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	2164	22	room	room	NN
37060	2164	23	.	.	.
37060	2165	1	A	a	DT
37060	2165	2	bust	bust	NN
37060	2165	3	of	of	IN
37060	2165	4	Madame	Madame	NNP
37060	2165	5	Curie	Curie	NNP
37060	2165	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2165	7	observing	observe	VBG
37060	2165	8	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2165	9	flock	flock	NN
37060	2165	10	of	of	IN
37060	2165	11	patients	patient	NNS
37060	2165	12	from	from	IN
37060	2165	13	one	one	CD
37060	2165	14	side	side	NN
37060	2165	15	of	of	IN
37060	2165	16	the	the	DT
37060	2165	17	room	room	NN
37060	2165	18	.	.	.
37060	2166	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2166	2	strode	strode	VBP
37060	2166	3	up	up	RP
37060	2166	4	to	to	IN
37060	2166	5	the	the	DT
37060	2166	6	desk	desk	NN
37060	2166	7	,	,	,
37060	2166	8	relinquished	relinquish	VBD
37060	2166	9	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2166	10	appointment	appointment	NN
37060	2166	11	card	card	NN
37060	2166	12	and	and	CC
37060	2166	13	took	take	VBD
37060	2166	14	a	a	DT
37060	2166	15	seat	seat	NN
37060	2166	16	.	.	.
37060	2167	1	The	the	DT
37060	2167	2	people	people	NNS
37060	2167	3	were	be	VBD
37060	2167	4	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	2167	5	and	and	CC
37060	2167	6	grim	grim	JJ
37060	2167	7	;	;	:
37060	2167	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2167	9	was	be	VBD
37060	2167	10	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	2167	11	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	2167	12	to	to	TO
37060	2167	13	discern	discern	VB
37060	2167	14	the	the	DT
37060	2167	15	patient	patient	NN
37060	2167	16	from	from	IN
37060	2167	17	the	the	DT
37060	2167	18	relative	relative	NN
37060	2167	19	in	in	IN
37060	2167	20	the	the	DT
37060	2167	21	unhappy	unhappy	JJ
37060	2167	22	place	place	NN
37060	2167	23	;	;	:
37060	2167	24	worry	worry	NN
37060	2167	25	pervaded	pervade	VBD
37060	2167	26	the	the	DT
37060	2167	27	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	2167	28	.	.	.
37060	2168	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2168	2	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	2168	3	what	what	WDT
37060	2168	4	sort	sort	NN
37060	2168	5	of	of	IN
37060	2168	6	fate	fate	NN
37060	2168	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2168	8	had	have	VBD
37060	2168	9	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	2168	10	for	for	IN
37060	2168	11	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2168	12	;	;	:
37060	2168	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2168	14	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	2168	15	what	what	WP
37060	2168	16	joy	joy	NN
37060	2168	17	could	could	MD
37060	2168	18	possibly	possibly	RB
37060	2168	19	exist	exist	VB
37060	2168	20	for	for	IN
37060	2168	21	these	these	DT
37060	2168	22	people	people	NNS
37060	2168	23	,	,	,
37060	2168	24	what	what	WP
37060	2168	25	hardships	hardship	NNS
37060	2168	26	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2168	27	had	have	VBD
37060	2168	28	endured	endure	VBN
37060	2168	29	,	,	,
37060	2168	30	what	what	WP
37060	2168	31	expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	2168	32	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2168	33	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	2168	34	.	.	.
37060	2169	1	"	"	``
37060	2169	2	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	2169	3	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	2169	4	?	?	.
37060	2169	5	...	...	:
37060	2169	6	"	"	''
37060	2170	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2170	2	approached	approach	VBD
37060	2170	3	the	the	DT
37060	2170	4	desk	desk	NN
37060	2170	5	;	;	:
37060	2170	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2170	7	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	2170	8	to	to	TO
37060	2170	9	break	break	VB
37060	2170	10	the	the	DT
37060	2170	11	tension	tension	NN
37060	2170	12	,	,	,
37060	2170	13	to	to	TO
37060	2170	14	soften	soften	VB
37060	2170	15	the	the	DT
37060	2170	16	blow	blow	NN
37060	2170	17	.	.	.
37060	2171	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2171	2	followed	follow	VBD
37060	2171	3	the	the	DT
37060	2171	4	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2171	5	into	into	IN
37060	2171	6	a	a	DT
37060	2171	7	room	room	NN
37060	2171	8	and	and	CC
37060	2171	9	were	be	VBD
37060	2171	10	told	tell	VBN
37060	2171	11	that	that	IN
37060	2171	12	the	the	DT
37060	2171	13	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	2171	14	would	would	MD
37060	2171	15	be	be	VB
37060	2171	16	around	around	RB
37060	2171	17	shortly	shortly	RB
37060	2171	18	.	.	.
37060	2172	1	Everything	everything	NN
37060	2172	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2172	3	white	white	JJ
37060	2172	4	or	or	CC
37060	2172	5	polished	polished	JJ
37060	2172	6	chrome	chrome	NN
37060	2172	7	.	.	.
37060	2173	1	Sterile	sterile	JJ
37060	2173	2	.	.	.
37060	2174	1	Antiseptic	Antiseptic	NNP
37060	2174	2	.	.	.
37060	2175	1	Professional	Professional	NNP
37060	2175	2	.	.	.
37060	2176	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2176	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2176	3	seated	seat	VBN
37060	2176	4	on	on	IN
37060	2176	5	the	the	DT
37060	2176	6	examining	examine	VBG
37060	2176	7	table	table	NN
37060	2176	8	,	,	,
37060	2176	9	swinging	swinge	VBG
37060	2176	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2176	11	legs	leg	NNS
37060	2176	12	,	,	,
37060	2176	13	when	when	WRB
37060	2176	14	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	2176	15	E.	E.	NNP
37060	2176	16	strolled	stroll	VBD
37060	2176	17	in	in	IN
37060	2176	18	the	the	DT
37060	2176	19	room	room	NN
37060	2176	20	.	.	.
37060	2177	1	"	"	``
37060	2177	2	Hello	hello	UH
37060	2177	3	,	,	,
37060	2177	4	Lorn	Lorn	NNP
37060	2177	5	"	"	''
37060	2177	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2177	7	drawled	drawl	VBD
37060	2177	8	,	,	,
37060	2177	9	"	"	''
37060	2177	10	Mrs.	Mrs.	NNP
37060	2177	11	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	2177	12	...	...	:
37060	2177	13	"	"	``
37060	2177	14	nodding	nod	VBG
37060	2177	15	to	to	IN
37060	2177	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2177	17	mom	mom	NN
37060	2177	18	.	.	.
37060	2178	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2178	2	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	2178	3	with	with	IN
37060	2178	4	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2178	5	for	for	IN
37060	2178	6	a	a	DT
37060	2178	7	brief	brief	JJ
37060	2178	8	period	period	NN
37060	2178	9	,	,	,
37060	2178	10	asking	ask	VBG
37060	2178	11	about	about	IN
37060	2178	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2178	13	health	health	NN
37060	2178	14	and	and	CC
37060	2178	15	referring	refer	VBG
37060	2178	16	to	to	IN
37060	2178	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2178	18	clipboard	clipboard	NN
37060	2178	19	of	of	IN
37060	2178	20	papers	paper	NNS
37060	2178	21	to	to	TO
37060	2178	22	tell	tell	VB
37060	2178	23	of	of	IN
37060	2178	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2178	25	"	"	``
37060	2178	26	good	good	JJ
37060	2178	27	"	"	''
37060	2178	28	blood	blood	NN
37060	2178	29	test	test	NN
37060	2178	30	results	result	NNS
37060	2178	31	.	.	.
37060	2179	1	Everything	everything	NN
37060	2179	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2179	3	to	to	TO
37060	2179	4	be	be	VB
37060	2179	5	in	in	IN
37060	2179	6	order	order	NN
37060	2179	7	.	.	.
37060	2180	1	"	"	``
37060	2180	2	Well	well	UH
37060	2180	3	...	...	NFP
37060	2180	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2180	5	'll	will	MD
37060	2180	6	get	get	VB
37060	2180	7	a	a	DT
37060	2180	8	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2180	9	in	in	IN
37060	2180	10	here	here	RB
37060	2180	11	to	to	TO
37060	2180	12	get	get	VB
37060	2180	13	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2180	14	IV	IV	NNP
37060	2180	15	started	start	VBD
37060	2180	16	,	,	,
37060	2180	17	and	and	CC
37060	2180	18	then	then	RB
37060	2180	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2180	20	'll	will	MD
37060	2180	21	see	see	VB
37060	2180	22	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2180	23	again	again	RB
37060	2180	24	tomorrow	tomorrow	NN
37060	2180	25	morning	morning	NN
37060	2180	26	.	.	.
37060	2180	27	"	"	''
37060	2181	1	"	"	``
37060	2181	2	All	all	RB
37060	2181	3	right	right	RB
37060	2181	4	,	,	,
37060	2181	5	"	"	''
37060	2181	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2181	7	said	say	VBD
37060	2181	8	.	.	.
37060	2182	1	As	as	IN
37060	2182	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2182	3	had	have	VBD
37060	2182	4	promised	promise	VBN
37060	2182	5	,	,	,
37060	2182	6	a	a	DT
37060	2182	7	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2182	8	came	come	VBD
37060	2182	9	in	in	RB
37060	2182	10	,	,	,
37060	2182	11	shutting	shut	VBG
37060	2182	12	the	the	DT
37060	2182	13	door	door	NN
37060	2182	14	behind	behind	IN
37060	2182	15	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2182	16	,	,	,
37060	2182	17	and	and	CC
37060	2182	18	produced	produce	VBD
37060	2182	19	a	a	DT
37060	2182	20	syringe	syringe	NN
37060	2182	21	.	.	.
37060	2183	1	"	"	``
37060	2183	2	This	this	DT
37060	2183	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	2183	4	a	a	DT
37060	2183	5	shot	shot	NN
37060	2183	6	to	to	TO
37060	2183	7	help	help	VB
37060	2183	8	keep	keep	VB
37060	2183	9	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2183	10	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	2183	11	down	down	IN
37060	2183	12	a	a	DT
37060	2183	13	bit	bit	NN
37060	2183	14	,	,	,
37060	2183	15	"	"	''
37060	2183	16	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2183	17	said	say	VBD
37060	2183	18	,	,	,
37060	2183	19	motioning	motion	VBG
37060	2183	20	for	for	IN
37060	2183	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2183	22	to	to	TO
37060	2183	23	unclasp	unclasp	VB
37060	2183	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2183	25	pants	pant	NNS
37060	2183	26	and	and	CC
37060	2183	27	bend	bend	VB
37060	2183	28	over	over	RP
37060	2183	29	.	.	.
37060	2184	1	What	what	WDT
37060	2184	2	a	a	DT
37060	2184	3	mosquito	mosquito	JJ
37060	2184	4	bite	bite	NN
37060	2184	5	,	,	,
37060	2184	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2184	7	thought	think	VBD
37060	2184	8	,	,	,
37060	2184	9	pulling	pull	VBG
37060	2184	10	up	up	RP
37060	2184	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2184	12	pants	pant	NNS
37060	2184	13	.	.	.
37060	2185	1	Shortly	shortly	RB
37060	2185	2	afterward	afterward	RB
37060	2185	3	another	another	DT
37060	2185	4	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2185	5	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	2185	6	bearing	bear	VBG
37060	2185	7	IV	IV	NNP
37060	2185	8	solution	solution	NN
37060	2185	9	,	,	,
37060	2185	10	tubes	tube	NNS
37060	2185	11	,	,	,
37060	2185	12	syringes	syrinx	NNS
37060	2185	13	,	,	,
37060	2185	14	needles	needle	NNS
37060	2185	15	...	...	:
37060	2185	16	the	the	DT
37060	2185	17	works	work	NNS
37060	2185	18	.	.	.
37060	2186	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2186	2	laid	lay	VBD
37060	2186	3	down	down	RP
37060	2186	4	as	as	IN
37060	2186	5	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2186	6	strapped	strap	VBD
37060	2186	7	a	a	DT
37060	2186	8	tourniquet	tourniquet	NN
37060	2186	9	around	around	IN
37060	2186	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2186	11	arm	arm	NN
37060	2186	12	and	and	CC
37060	2186	13	began	begin	VBD
37060	2186	14	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2186	15	search	search	NN
37060	2186	16	for	for	IN
37060	2186	17	a	a	DT
37060	2186	18	vein	vein	NN
37060	2186	19	.	.	.
37060	2187	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2187	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2187	3	a	a	DT
37060	2187	4	slow	slow	JJ
37060	2187	5	,	,	,
37060	2187	6	meticulous	meticulous	JJ
37060	2187	7	search	search	NN
37060	2187	8	,	,	,
37060	2187	9	which	which	WDT
37060	2187	10	necessitated	necessitate	VBD
37060	2187	11	a	a	DT
37060	2187	12	smaller	small	JJR
37060	2187	13	needle	needle	NN
37060	2187	14	;	;	:
37060	2187	15	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2187	16	knew	know	VBD
37060	2187	17	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2187	18	would	would	MD
37060	2187	19	never	never	RB
37060	2187	20	probe	probe	VB
37060	2187	21	the	the	DT
37060	2187	22	large	large	JJ
37060	2187	23	one	one	NN
37060	2187	24	into	into	IN
37060	2187	25	any	any	DT
37060	2187	26	of	of	IN
37060	2187	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2187	28	poor	poor	JJ
37060	2187	29	,	,	,
37060	2187	30	tiny	tiny	JJ
37060	2187	31	veins	vein	NNS
37060	2187	32	.	.	.
37060	2188	1	The	the	DT
37060	2188	2	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2188	3	opened	open	VBD
37060	2188	4	a	a	DT
37060	2188	5	drawer	drawer	NN
37060	2188	6	,	,	,
37060	2188	7	producing	produce	VBG
37060	2188	8	a	a	DT
37060	2188	9	needle	needle	NN
37060	2188	10	which	which	WDT
37060	2188	11	had	have	VBD
37060	2188	12	plastic	plastic	JJ
37060	2188	13	tabs	tab	NNS
37060	2188	14	on	on	IN
37060	2188	15	either	either	DT
37060	2188	16	side	side	NN
37060	2188	17	of	of	IN
37060	2188	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2188	19	;	;	:
37060	2188	20	"	"	``
37060	2188	21	This	this	DT
37060	2188	22	is	be	VBZ
37060	2188	23	called	call	VBN
37060	2188	24	a	a	DT
37060	2188	25	butterfly	butterfly	NN
37060	2188	26	needle	needle	NN
37060	2188	27	,	,	,
37060	2188	28	"	"	''
37060	2188	29	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2188	30	told	tell	VBD
37060	2188	31	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2188	32	.	.	.
37060	2189	1	"	"	``
37060	2189	2	Butterfly	butterfly	NN
37060	2189	3	...	...	:
37060	2189	4	"	"	''
37060	2189	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2189	6	echoed	echo	VBD
37060	2189	7	,	,	,
37060	2189	8	peering	peer	VBG
37060	2189	9	gratefully	gratefully	RB
37060	2189	10	at	at	IN
37060	2189	11	the	the	DT
37060	2189	12	tiny	tiny	JJ
37060	2189	13	needle	needle	NN
37060	2189	14	with	with	IN
37060	2189	15	plastic	plastic	JJ
37060	2189	16	wings	wing	NNS
37060	2189	17	.	.	.
37060	2190	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2190	2	drew	draw	VBD
37060	2190	3	the	the	DT
37060	2190	4	tourniquet	tourniquet	NN
37060	2190	5	tightly	tightly	RB
37060	2190	6	about	about	IN
37060	2190	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2190	8	arm	arm	NN
37060	2190	9	once	once	RB
37060	2190	10	again	again	RB
37060	2190	11	,	,	,
37060	2190	12	this	this	DT
37060	2190	13	time	time	NN
37060	2190	14	hastily	hastily	RB
37060	2190	15	securing	secure	VBG
37060	2190	16	a	a	DT
37060	2190	17	usable	usable	JJ
37060	2190	18	vein	vein	NN
37060	2190	19	and	and	CC
37060	2190	20	taping	tape	VBG
37060	2190	21	the	the	DT
37060	2190	22	needle	needle	NN
37060	2190	23	in	in	IN
37060	2190	24	place	place	NN
37060	2190	25	;	;	,
37060	2190	26	wasting	waste	VBG
37060	2190	27	no	no	DT
37060	2190	28	time	time	NN
37060	2190	29	,	,	,
37060	2190	30	the	the	DT
37060	2190	31	IV	IV	NNP
37060	2190	32	bag	bag	NN
37060	2190	33	of	of	IN
37060	2190	34	solution	solution	NN
37060	2190	35	was	be	VBD
37060	2190	36	hung	hang	VBN
37060	2190	37	from	from	IN
37060	2190	38	a	a	DT
37060	2190	39	pole	pole	NN
37060	2190	40	above	above	IN
37060	2190	41	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2190	42	head	head	NN
37060	2190	43	,	,	,
37060	2190	44	into	into	IN
37060	2190	45	which	which	WDT
37060	2190	46	a	a	DT
37060	2190	47	syringe	syringe	NN
37060	2190	48	was	be	VBD
37060	2190	49	emptied	empty	VBN
37060	2190	50	and	and	CC
37060	2190	51	consequently	consequently	RB
37060	2190	52	diluted	dilute	VBN
37060	2190	53	.	.	.
37060	2191	1	Immediately	immediately	RB
37060	2191	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2191	3	began	begin	VBD
37060	2191	4	to	to	TO
37060	2191	5	taste	taste	VB
37060	2191	6	the	the	DT
37060	2191	7	liquid	liquid	NN
37060	2191	8	running	run	VBG
37060	2191	9	through	through	IN
37060	2191	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2191	11	vein	vein	NN
37060	2191	12	,	,	,
37060	2191	13	but	but	CC
37060	2191	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2191	15	subdued	subdue	VBD
37060	2191	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2191	17	discontent	discontent	NN
37060	2191	18	,	,	,
37060	2191	19	hoping	hope	VBG
37060	2191	20	that	that	IN
37060	2191	21	the	the	DT
37060	2191	22	sensation	sensation	NN
37060	2191	23	would	would	MD
37060	2191	24	disappear	disappear	VB
37060	2191	25	;	;	:
37060	2191	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2191	27	did	do	VBD
37060	2191	28	not	not	RB
37060	2191	29	,	,	,
37060	2191	30	however	however	RB
37060	2191	31	,	,	,
37060	2191	32	until	until	IN
37060	2191	33	the	the	DT
37060	2191	34	drug	drug	NN
37060	2191	35	had	have	VBD
37060	2191	36	filtered	filter	VBN
37060	2191	37	into	into	IN
37060	2191	38	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2191	39	system	system	NN
37060	2191	40	completely	completely	RB
37060	2191	41	.	.	.
37060	2192	1	As	as	IN
37060	2192	2	the	the	DT
37060	2192	3	bag	bag	NN
37060	2192	4	of	of	IN
37060	2192	5	solution	solution	NN
37060	2192	6	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	2192	7	coursed	course	VBD
37060	2192	8	through	through	IN
37060	2192	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2192	10	veins	vein	NNS
37060	2192	11	,	,	,
37060	2192	12	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	2192	13	,	,	,
37060	2192	14	due	due	IN
37060	2192	15	to	to	IN
37060	2192	16	the	the	DT
37060	2192	17	small	small	JJ
37060	2192	18	size	size	NN
37060	2192	19	of	of	IN
37060	2192	20	the	the	DT
37060	2192	21	needle	needle	NN
37060	2192	22	,	,	,
37060	2192	23	the	the	DT
37060	2192	24	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2192	25	re	re	VBD
37060	2192	26	-	-	VBD
37060	2192	27	entered	enter	VBD
37060	2192	28	the	the	DT
37060	2192	29	room	room	NN
37060	2192	30	to	to	TO
37060	2192	31	watch	watch	VB
37060	2192	32	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2192	33	progress	progress	NN
37060	2192	34	.	.	.
37060	2193	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2193	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2193	3	had	have	VBD
37060	2193	4	emptied	empty	VBN
37060	2193	5	,	,	,
37060	2193	6	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2193	7	raised	raise	VBD
37060	2193	8	the	the	DT
37060	2193	9	bag	bag	NN
37060	2193	10	from	from	IN
37060	2193	11	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2193	12	pole	pole	NN
37060	2193	13	,	,	,
37060	2193	14	removed	remove	VBD
37060	2193	15	the	the	DT
37060	2193	16	tube	tube	NN
37060	2193	17	connected	connect	VBN
37060	2193	18	to	to	IN
37060	2193	19	the	the	DT
37060	2193	20	needle	needle	NN
37060	2193	21	in	in	IN
37060	2193	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2193	23	arm	arm	NN
37060	2193	24	and	and	CC
37060	2193	25	opened	open	VBD
37060	2193	26	two	two	CD
37060	2193	27	syringes	syrinx	NNS
37060	2193	28	;	;	:
37060	2193	29	hooking	hook	VBG
37060	2193	30	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2193	31	,	,	,
37060	2193	32	one	one	CD
37060	2193	33	at	at	IN
37060	2193	34	a	a	DT
37060	2193	35	time	time	NN
37060	2193	36	,	,	,
37060	2193	37	into	into	IN
37060	2193	38	the	the	DT
37060	2193	39	butterfly	butterfly	NN
37060	2193	40	unit	unit	NN
37060	2193	41	,	,	,
37060	2193	42	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2193	43	squeezed	squeeze	VBD
37060	2193	44	the	the	DT
37060	2193	45	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	2193	46	from	from	IN
37060	2193	47	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2193	48	containers	container	NNS
37060	2193	49	.	.	.
37060	2194	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2194	2	vein	vein	NN
37060	2194	3	which	which	WDT
37060	2194	4	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	2194	5	the	the	DT
37060	2194	6	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	2194	7	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2194	8	icy	icy	NN
37060	2194	9	,	,	,
37060	2194	10	as	as	IN
37060	2194	11	if	if	IN
37060	2194	12	a	a	DT
37060	2194	13	frigid	frigid	JJ
37060	2194	14	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	2194	15	had	have	VBD
37060	2194	16	been	be	VBN
37060	2194	17	directed	direct	VBN
37060	2194	18	on	on	IN
37060	2194	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2194	20	hand	hand	NN
37060	2194	21	from	from	IN
37060	2194	22	an	an	DT
37060	2194	23	internal	internal	JJ
37060	2194	24	source	source	NN
37060	2194	25	;	;	:
37060	2194	26	an	an	DT
37060	2194	27	involuntary	involuntary	JJ
37060	2194	28	shudder	shudder	NN
37060	2194	29	passed	pass	VBD
37060	2194	30	through	through	IN
37060	2194	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2194	32	body	body	NN
37060	2194	33	.	.	.
37060	2195	1	"	"	``
37060	2195	2	Okay	okay	UH
37060	2195	3	...	...	NFP
37060	2195	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2195	5	're	be	VBP
37060	2195	6	all	all	RB
37060	2195	7	finished	finish	VBN
37060	2195	8	,	,	,
37060	2195	9	"	"	''
37060	2195	10	the	the	DT
37060	2195	11	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2195	12	said	say	VBD
37060	2195	13	,	,	,
37060	2195	14	smiling	smile	VBG
37060	2195	15	widely	widely	RB
37060	2195	16	.	.	.
37060	2196	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2196	2	pulled	pull	VBD
37060	2196	3	the	the	DT
37060	2196	4	needle	needle	NN
37060	2196	5	swiftly	swiftly	RB
37060	2196	6	from	from	IN
37060	2196	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2196	8	hand	hand	NN
37060	2196	9	,	,	,
37060	2196	10	pressing	press	VBG
37060	2196	11	a	a	DT
37060	2196	12	square	square	NN
37060	2196	13	of	of	IN
37060	2196	14	alcohol	alcohol	NN
37060	2196	15	saturated	saturate	VBD
37060	2196	16	gauze	gauze	NN
37060	2196	17	to	to	IN
37060	2196	18	the	the	DT
37060	2196	19	arm	arm	NN
37060	2196	20	,	,	,
37060	2196	21	then	then	RB
37060	2196	22	wrapping	wrap	VBG
37060	2196	23	more	more	JJR
37060	2196	24	gauze	gauze	NN
37060	2196	25	tightly	tightly	RB
37060	2196	26	around	around	IN
37060	2196	27	the	the	DT
37060	2196	28	needle	needle	NN
37060	2196	29	"	"	``
37060	2196	30	wound	wound	NN
37060	2196	31	"	"	''
37060	2196	32	to	to	TO
37060	2196	33	prevent	prevent	VB
37060	2196	34	further	further	JJ
37060	2196	35	bleeding	bleeding	NN
37060	2196	36	.	.	.
37060	2197	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2197	2	found	find	VBD
37060	2197	3	that	that	IN
37060	2197	4	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	2197	5	applied	apply	VBN
37060	2197	6	to	to	IN
37060	2197	7	the	the	DT
37060	2197	8	area	area	NN
37060	2197	9	helped	help	VBD
37060	2197	10	immeasurably	immeasurably	RB
37060	2197	11	to	to	TO
37060	2197	12	ward	ward	VB
37060	2197	13	off	off	RP
37060	2197	14	bruises	bruise	NNS
37060	2197	15	and	and	CC
37060	2197	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2197	17	would	would	MD
37060	2197	18	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	2197	19	often	often	RB
37060	2197	20	hold	hold	VB
37060	2197	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2197	22	hand	hand	NN
37060	2197	23	or	or	CC
37060	2197	24	arm	arm	NN
37060	2197	25	in	in	IN
37060	2197	26	a	a	DT
37060	2197	27	vice	vice	NN
37060	2197	28	-	-	HYPH
37060	2197	29	like	like	JJ
37060	2197	30	grip	grip	NN
37060	2197	31	for	for	IN
37060	2197	32	several	several	JJ
37060	2197	33	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	2197	34	after	after	IN
37060	2197	35	a	a	DT
37060	2197	36	needle	needle	NN
37060	2197	37	had	have	VBD
37060	2197	38	been	be	VBN
37060	2197	39	removed	remove	VBN
37060	2197	40	,	,	,
37060	2197	41	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	2197	42	lessening	lessen	VBG
37060	2197	43	the	the	DT
37060	2197	44	chances	chance	NNS
37060	2197	45	of	of	IN
37060	2197	46	a	a	DT
37060	2197	47	gruesome	gruesome	JJ
37060	2197	48	bruise	bruise	NN
37060	2197	49	and	and	CC
37060	2197	50	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2197	51	accompanying	accompanying	JJ
37060	2197	52	discomfort	discomfort	NN
37060	2197	53	.	.	.
37060	2198	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	2198	2	,	,	,
37060	2198	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2198	4	held	hold	VBD
37060	2198	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2198	6	hand	hand	NN
37060	2198	7	tightly	tightly	RB
37060	2198	8	with	with	IN
37060	2198	9	the	the	DT
37060	2198	10	other	other	JJ
37060	2198	11	and	and	CC
37060	2198	12	slid	slide	VBD
37060	2198	13	off	off	IN
37060	2198	14	the	the	DT
37060	2198	15	table	table	NN
37060	2198	16	as	as	IN
37060	2198	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2198	18	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2198	19	stood	stand	VBD
37060	2198	20	to	to	TO
37060	2198	21	leave	leave	VB
37060	2198	22	.	.	.
37060	2199	1	"	"	``
37060	2199	2	What	what	WP
37060	2199	3	are	be	VBP
37060	2199	4	those	those	DT
37060	2199	5	?	?	.
37060	2199	6	"	"	''
37060	2200	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2200	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	2200	3	the	the	DT
37060	2200	4	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2200	5	,	,	,
37060	2200	6	pointing	point	VBG
37060	2200	7	to	to	IN
37060	2200	8	two	two	CD
37060	2200	9	white	white	JJ
37060	2200	10	canisters	canister	NNS
37060	2200	11	made	make	VBN
37060	2200	12	of	of	IN
37060	2200	13	cardboard	cardboard	NN
37060	2200	14	.	.	.
37060	2201	1	"	"	``
37060	2201	2	Those	those	DT
37060	2201	3	are	be	VBP
37060	2201	4	in	in	IN
37060	2201	5	case	case	NN
37060	2201	6	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2201	7	get	get	VBP
37060	2201	8	sick	sick	JJ
37060	2201	9	...	...	:
37060	2201	10	do	do	VBP
37060	2201	11	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2201	12	want	want	VB
37060	2201	13	to	to	TO
37060	2201	14	take	take	VB
37060	2201	15	one	one	NN
37060	2201	16	with	with	IN
37060	2201	17	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2201	18	?	?	.
37060	2201	19	"	"	''
37060	2202	1	"	"	``
37060	2202	2	No	no	UH
37060	2202	3	...	...	NFP
37060	2203	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2203	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	2203	3	okay	okay	JJ
37060	2203	4	so	so	RB
37060	2203	5	far	far	RB
37060	2203	6	.	.	.
37060	2204	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2204	2	'll	will	MD
37060	2204	3	see	see	VB
37060	2204	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2204	5	tomorrow	tomorrow	NN
37060	2204	6	,	,	,
37060	2204	7	"	"	``
37060	2204	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2204	9	replied	reply	VBD
37060	2204	10	,	,	,
37060	2204	11	happy	happy	JJ
37060	2204	12	that	that	IN
37060	2204	13	one	one	CD
37060	2204	14	injection	injection	NN
37060	2204	15	was	be	VBD
37060	2204	16	over	over	RB
37060	2204	17	,	,	,
37060	2204	18	yet	yet	CC
37060	2204	19	realizing	realize	VBG
37060	2204	20	the	the	DT
37060	2204	21	fight	fight	NN
37060	2204	22	had	have	VBD
37060	2204	23	just	just	RB
37060	2204	24	begun	begin	VBN
37060	2204	25	for	for	IN
37060	2204	26	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2204	27	.	.	.
37060	2205	1	Cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2205	2	invited	invite	VBD
37060	2205	3	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	2205	4	battlegrounds	battleground	NNS
37060	2205	5	and	and	CC
37060	2205	6	INCALCULABLE	incalculable	NN
37060	2205	7	wars	war	NNS
37060	2205	8	.	.	.
37060	2206	1	Researchers	researcher	NNS
37060	2206	2	were	be	VBD
37060	2206	3	plagued	plague	VBN
37060	2206	4	by	by	IN
37060	2206	5	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2206	6	hope	hope	NN
37060	2206	7	to	to	TO
37060	2206	8	unmask	unmask	VB
37060	2206	9	the	the	DT
37060	2206	10	potion	potion	NN
37060	2206	11	which	which	WDT
37060	2206	12	would	would	MD
37060	2206	13	be	be	VB
37060	2206	14	the	the	DT
37060	2206	15	cure	cure	NN
37060	2206	16	,	,	,
37060	2206	17	the	the	DT
37060	2206	18	precious	precious	JJ
37060	2206	19	liquid	liquid	NN
37060	2206	20	or	or	CC
37060	2206	21	pill	pill	NN
37060	2206	22	which	which	WDT
37060	2206	23	would	would	MD
37060	2206	24	purge	purge	VB
37060	2206	25	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2206	26	from	from	IN
37060	2206	27	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2206	28	bodies	body	NNS
37060	2206	29	and	and	CC
37060	2206	30	crush	crush	VB
37060	2206	31	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2206	32	memory	memory	NN
37060	2206	33	forever	forever	RB
37060	2206	34	.	.	.
37060	2207	1	Doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	2207	2	invested	invest	VBD
37060	2207	3	time	time	NN
37060	2207	4	and	and	CC
37060	2207	5	energy	energy	NN
37060	2207	6	to	to	TO
37060	2207	7	diagnose	diagnose	VB
37060	2207	8	the	the	DT
37060	2207	9	most	most	RBS
37060	2207	10	beneficial	beneficial	JJ
37060	2207	11	methods	method	NNS
37060	2207	12	of	of	IN
37060	2207	13	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	2207	14	,	,	,
37060	2207	15	prescribing	prescribe	VBG
37060	2207	16	the	the	DT
37060	2207	17	horrifying	horrifying	JJ
37060	2207	18	potent	potent	JJ
37060	2207	19	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	2207	20	to	to	IN
37060	2207	21	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2207	22	patients	patient	NNS
37060	2207	23	while	while	IN
37060	2207	24	promising	promise	VBG
37060	2207	25	better	well	JJR
37060	2207	26	days	day	NNS
37060	2207	27	to	to	TO
37060	2207	28	come	come	VB
37060	2207	29	.	.	.
37060	2208	1	And	and	CC
37060	2208	2	the	the	DT
37060	2208	3	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	2208	4	were	be	VBD
37060	2208	5	great	great	JJ
37060	2208	6	.	.	.
37060	2209	1	Many	many	JJ
37060	2209	2	of	of	IN
37060	2209	3	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2209	4	were	be	VBD
37060	2209	5	quite	quite	RB
37060	2209	6	young	young	JJ
37060	2209	7	,	,	,
37060	2209	8	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	2209	9	girls	girl	NNS
37060	2209	10	.	.	.
37060	2210	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2210	2	did	do	VBD
37060	2210	3	n't	not	RB
37060	2210	4	seem	seem	VB
37060	2210	5	to	to	TO
37060	2210	6	mind	mind	VB
37060	2210	7	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2210	8	daily	daily	JJ
37060	2210	9	business	business	NN
37060	2210	10	of	of	IN
37060	2210	11	poking	poke	VBG
37060	2210	12	and	and	CC
37060	2210	13	jabbing	jabbing	NN
37060	2210	14	,	,	,
37060	2210	15	despite	despite	IN
37060	2210	16	the	the	DT
37060	2210	17	occasional	occasional	JJ
37060	2210	18	"	"	``
37060	2210	19	wailers	wailer	NNS
37060	2210	20	"	"	''
37060	2210	21	which	which	WDT
37060	2210	22	could	could	MD
37060	2210	23	be	be	VB
37060	2210	24	heard	hear	VBN
37060	2210	25	,	,	,
37060	2210	26	protesting	protest	VBG
37060	2210	27	the	the	DT
37060	2210	28	needle	needle	NN
37060	2210	29	prick	prick	NN
37060	2210	30	or	or	CC
37060	2210	31	the	the	DT
37060	2210	32	mere	mere	JJ
37060	2210	33	thought	thought	NN
37060	2210	34	of	of	IN
37060	2210	35	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2210	36	,	,	,
37060	2210	37	from	from	IN
37060	2210	38	somewhere	somewhere	RB
37060	2210	39	down	down	IN
37060	2210	40	the	the	DT
37060	2210	41	hall	hall	NN
37060	2210	42	.	.	.
37060	2211	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2211	2	walked	walk	VBD
37060	2211	3	about	about	RB
37060	2211	4	,	,	,
37060	2211	5	wearing	wear	VBG
37060	2211	6	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	2211	7	,	,	,
37060	2211	8	genuine	genuine	JJ
37060	2211	9	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	2211	10	,	,	,
37060	2211	11	as	as	IN
37060	2211	12	if	if	IN
37060	2211	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2211	14	appointment	appointment	NN
37060	2211	15	in	in	IN
37060	2211	16	life	life	NN
37060	2211	17	was	be	VBD
37060	2211	18	a	a	DT
37060	2211	19	joyful	joyful	JJ
37060	2211	20	one	one	NN
37060	2211	21	;	;	:
37060	2211	22	dealing	deal	VBG
37060	2211	23	out	out	RP
37060	2211	24	poison	poison	NN
37060	2211	25	with	with	IN
37060	2211	26	a	a	DT
37060	2211	27	steady	steady	JJ
37060	2211	28	hand	hand	NN
37060	2211	29	,	,	,
37060	2211	30	trusting	trust	VBG
37060	2211	31	unquestionably	unquestionably	RB
37060	2211	32	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2211	33	supposed	suppose	VBN
37060	2211	34	ulterior	ulterior	JJ
37060	2211	35	motive	motive	NN
37060	2211	36	of	of	IN
37060	2211	37	killing	kill	VBG
37060	2211	38	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2211	39	cells	cell	NNS
37060	2211	40	and	and	CC
37060	2211	41	saving	save	VBG
37060	2211	42	lives	life	NNS
37060	2211	43	.	.	.
37060	2212	1	And	and	CC
37060	2212	2	yet	yet	RB
37060	2212	3	,	,	,
37060	2212	4	battered	batter	VBN
37060	2212	5	lives	life	NNS
37060	2212	6	were	be	VBD
37060	2212	7	everywhere	everywhere	RB
37060	2212	8	,	,	,
37060	2212	9	scaling	scale	VBG
37060	2212	10	all	all	DT
37060	2212	11	age	age	NN
37060	2212	12	groups	group	NNS
37060	2212	13	,	,	,
37060	2212	14	races	race	NNS
37060	2212	15	and	and	CC
37060	2212	16	religions	religion	NNS
37060	2212	17	,	,	,
37060	2212	18	for	for	IN
37060	2212	19	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2212	20	knew	know	VBD
37060	2212	21	no	no	DT
37060	2212	22	barrier	barrier	NN
37060	2212	23	and	and	CC
37060	2212	24	bore	bear	VBD
37060	2212	25	no	no	DT
37060	2212	26	prejudice	prejudice	NN
37060	2212	27	;	;	:
37060	2212	28	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2212	29	took	take	VBD
37060	2212	30	the	the	DT
37060	2212	31	weak	weak	JJ
37060	2212	32	the	the	DT
37060	2212	33	strong	strong	JJ
37060	2212	34	,	,	,
37060	2212	35	the	the	DT
37060	2212	36	indifferent	indifferent	NN
37060	2212	37	,	,	,
37060	2212	38	the	the	DT
37060	2212	39	proud	proud	JJ
37060	2212	40	,	,	,
37060	2212	41	the	the	DT
37060	2212	42	cheerful	cheerful	JJ
37060	2212	43	,	,	,
37060	2212	44	the	the	DT
37060	2212	45	embittered	embittered	JJ
37060	2212	46	...	...	NFP
37060	2212	47	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2212	48	took	take	VBD
37060	2212	49	all	all	DT
37060	2212	50	,	,	,
37060	2212	51	greedily	greedily	RB
37060	2212	52	,	,	,
37060	2212	53	in	in	IN
37060	2212	54	an	an	DT
37060	2212	55	unquenchable	unquenchable	JJ
37060	2212	56	hunger	hunger	NN
37060	2212	57	.	.	.
37060	2213	1	Some	some	DT
37060	2213	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2213	3	took	take	VBD
37060	2213	4	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	2213	5	,	,	,
37060	2213	6	savoring	savor	VBG
37060	2213	7	each	each	DT
37060	2213	8	minute	minute	NN
37060	2213	9	,	,	,
37060	2213	10	while	while	IN
37060	2213	11	others	other	NNS
37060	2213	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2213	13	consumed	consume	VBD
37060	2213	14	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	2213	15	,	,	,
37060	2213	16	stealing	steal	VBG
37060	2213	17	life	life	NN
37060	2213	18	with	with	IN
37060	2213	19	a	a	DT
37060	2213	20	voracious	voracious	JJ
37060	2213	21	appetite	appetite	NN
37060	2213	22	;	;	:
37060	2213	23	still	still	RB
37060	2213	24	others	other	NNS
37060	2213	25	,	,	,
37060	2213	26	a	a	DT
37060	2213	27	paltry	paltry	NN
37060	2213	28	few	few	JJ
37060	2213	29	,	,	,
37060	2213	30	were	be	VBD
37060	2213	31	ignored	ignore	VBN
37060	2213	32	and	and	CC
37060	2213	33	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	2213	34	to	to	TO
37060	2213	35	linger	linger	VB
37060	2213	36	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	2213	37	on	on	IN
37060	2213	38	earth	earth	NN
37060	2213	39	,	,	,
37060	2213	40	facing	face	VBG
37060	2213	41	the	the	DT
37060	2213	42	question	question	NN
37060	2213	43	of	of	IN
37060	2213	44	death	death	NN
37060	2213	45	while	while	IN
37060	2213	46	embracing	embrace	VBG
37060	2213	47	the	the	DT
37060	2213	48	essence	essence	NN
37060	2213	49	of	of	IN
37060	2213	50	life	life	NN
37060	2213	51	,	,	,
37060	2213	52	until	until	IN
37060	2213	53	another	another	DT
37060	2213	54	hand	hand	NN
37060	2213	55	embalmed	embalm	VBD
37060	2213	56	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2213	57	existence	existence	NN
37060	2213	58	.	.	.
37060	2214	1	Cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2214	2	searched	search	VBD
37060	2214	3	for	for	IN
37060	2214	4	one	one	PRP
37060	2214	5	's	's	POS
37060	2214	6	true	true	JJ
37060	2214	7	friends	friend	NNS
37060	2214	8	;	;	:
37060	2214	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2214	10	could	could	MD
37060	2214	11	bolster	bolster	VB
37060	2214	12	some	some	DT
37060	2214	13	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	2214	14	and	and	CC
37060	2214	15	destroy	destroy	VB
37060	2214	16	or	or	CC
37060	2214	17	alienate	alienate	VB
37060	2214	18	others	other	NNS
37060	2214	19	,	,	,
37060	2214	20	for	for	IN
37060	2214	21	the	the	DT
37060	2214	22	word	word	NN
37060	2214	23	was	be	VBD
37060	2214	24	as	as	RB
37060	2214	25	malignant	malignant	JJ
37060	2214	26	as	as	IN
37060	2214	27	the	the	DT
37060	2214	28	disease	disease	NN
37060	2214	29	and	and	CC
37060	2214	30	struck	strike	VBD
37060	2214	31	fear	fear	NN
37060	2214	32	in	in	IN
37060	2214	33	the	the	DT
37060	2214	34	stoutest	stout	JJS
37060	2214	35	minds	mind	NNS
37060	2214	36	and	and	CC
37060	2214	37	the	the	DT
37060	2214	38	truest	true	JJS
37060	2214	39	hearts	heart	NNS
37060	2214	40	.	.	.
37060	2215	1	Its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2215	2	scars	scar	NNS
37060	2215	3	were	be	VBD
37060	2215	4	inflicted	inflict	VBN
37060	2215	5	on	on	IN
37060	2215	6	the	the	DT
37060	2215	7	patient	patient	NN
37060	2215	8	,	,	,
37060	2215	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2215	10	relatives	relative	NNS
37060	2215	11	,	,	,
37060	2215	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2215	13	friends	friend	NNS
37060	2215	14	...	...	NFP
37060	2215	15	and	and	CC
37060	2215	16	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2215	17	wounds	wound	NNS
37060	2215	18	were	be	VBD
37060	2215	19	deep	deep	JJ
37060	2215	20	,	,	,
37060	2215	21	blackened	blacken	VBN
37060	2215	22	by	by	IN
37060	2215	23	the	the	DT
37060	2215	24	apprehension	apprehension	NN
37060	2215	25	of	of	IN
37060	2215	26	death	death	NN
37060	2215	27	;	;	:
37060	2215	28	a	a	DT
37060	2215	29	will	will	NN
37060	2215	30	to	to	TO
37060	2215	31	survive	survive	VB
37060	2215	32	could	could	MD
37060	2215	33	challenge	challenge	VB
37060	2215	34	the	the	DT
37060	2215	35	meek	meek	NN
37060	2215	36	while	while	IN
37060	2215	37	the	the	DT
37060	2215	38	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	2215	39	humility	humility	NN
37060	2215	40	scoffed	scoff	VBD
37060	2215	41	at	at	IN
37060	2215	42	another	another	DT
37060	2215	43	's	's	POS
37060	2215	44	pride	pride	NN
37060	2215	45	until	until	IN
37060	2215	46	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2215	47	bent	bend	VBD
37060	2215	48	into	into	IN
37060	2215	49	humble	humble	JJ
37060	2215	50	disquietude	disquietude	NN
37060	2215	51	.	.	.
37060	2216	1	Inner	inner	JJ
37060	2216	2	wars	war	NNS
37060	2216	3	evoked	evoke	VBD
37060	2216	4	change	change	NN
37060	2216	5	;	;	:
37060	2216	6	in	in	IN
37060	2216	7	this	this	DT
37060	2216	8	area	area	NN
37060	2216	9	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2216	10	posed	pose	VBD
37060	2216	11	great	great	JJ
37060	2216	12	opportunities	opportunity	NNS
37060	2216	13	,	,	,
37060	2216	14	for	for	IN
37060	2216	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2216	16	was	be	VBD
37060	2216	17	the	the	DT
37060	2216	18	pirate	pirate	NN
37060	2216	19	of	of	IN
37060	2216	20	both	both	DT
37060	2216	21	time	time	NN
37060	2216	22	and	and	CC
37060	2216	23	the	the	DT
37060	2216	24	quality	quality	NN
37060	2216	25	of	of	IN
37060	2216	26	life	life	NN
37060	2216	27	,	,	,
37060	2216	28	and	and	CC
37060	2216	29	if	if	IN
37060	2216	30	one	one	PRP
37060	2216	31	neglected	neglect	VBD
37060	2216	32	to	to	TO
37060	2216	33	acknowledge	acknowledge	VB
37060	2216	34	these	these	DT
37060	2216	35	as	as	IN
37060	2216	36	life	life	NN
37060	2216	37	's	's	POS
37060	2216	38	greatest	great	JJS
37060	2216	39	assets	asset	NNS
37060	2216	40	,	,	,
37060	2216	41	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2216	42	was	be	VBD
37060	2216	43	living	live	VBG
37060	2216	44	valueless	valueless	JJ
37060	2216	45	and	and	CC
37060	2216	46	blind	blind	JJ
37060	2216	47	;	;	:
37060	2216	48	money	money	NN
37060	2216	49	,	,	,
37060	2216	50	power	power	NN
37060	2216	51	,	,	,
37060	2216	52	prestige	prestige	NN
37060	2216	53	...	...	:
37060	2216	54	vanity	vanity	NN
37060	2216	55	...	...	NFP
37060	2216	56	were	be	VBD
37060	2216	57	rendered	render	VBN
37060	2216	58	obsolete	obsolete	JJ
37060	2216	59	worries	worry	NNS
37060	2216	60	or	or	CC
37060	2216	61	gained	gain	VBD
37060	2216	62	a	a	DT
37060	2216	63	new	new	JJ
37060	2216	64	perspective	perspective	NN
37060	2216	65	for	for	IN
37060	2216	66	those	those	DT
37060	2216	67	who	who	WP
37060	2216	68	saw	see	VBD
37060	2216	69	the	the	DT
37060	2216	70	need	need	NN
37060	2216	71	to	to	TO
37060	2216	72	change	change	VB
37060	2216	73	and	and	CC
37060	2216	74	courageously	courageously	RB
37060	2216	75	sought	seek	VBD
37060	2216	76	that	that	DT
37060	2216	77	end	end	NN
37060	2216	78	,	,	,
37060	2216	79	whether	whether	IN
37060	2216	80	through	through	IN
37060	2216	81	insight	insight	NN
37060	2216	82	or	or	CC
37060	2216	83	the	the	DT
37060	2216	84	forced	force	VBN
37060	2216	85	enlightenment	enlightenment	NN
37060	2216	86	of	of	IN
37060	2216	87	unavoidable	unavoidable	JJ
37060	2216	88	death	death	NN
37060	2216	89	.	.	.
37060	2217	1	Secure	secure	VB
37060	2217	2	in	in	IN
37060	2217	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2217	4	values	value	NNS
37060	2217	5	,	,	,
37060	2217	6	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2217	7	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2217	8	could	could	MD
37060	2217	9	not	not	RB
37060	2217	10	crush	crush	VB
37060	2217	11	or	or	CC
37060	2217	12	debilitate	debilitate	VB
37060	2217	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2217	14	inner	inner	JJ
37060	2217	15	self	self	NN
37060	2217	16	;	;	:
37060	2217	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2217	18	clarified	clarify	VBD
37060	2217	19	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2217	20	,	,	,
37060	2217	21	bringing	bring	VBG
37060	2217	22	forth	forth	RP
37060	2217	23	both	both	DT
37060	2217	24	fortitude	fortitude	NN
37060	2217	25	and	and	CC
37060	2217	26	frailty	frailty	NN
37060	2217	27	,	,	,
37060	2217	28	defining	define	VBG
37060	2217	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2217	30	character	character	NN
37060	2217	31	;	;	:
37060	2217	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2217	33	was	be	VBD
37060	2217	34	who	who	WP
37060	2217	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2217	36	always	always	RB
37060	2217	37	had	have	VBD
37060	2217	38	been	be	VBN
37060	2217	39	,	,	,
37060	2217	40	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	2217	41	enlarged	enlarged	JJ
37060	2217	42	and	and	CC
37060	2217	43	with	with	IN
37060	2217	44	a	a	DT
37060	2217	45	keener	keen	JJR
37060	2217	46	sense	sense	NN
37060	2217	47	of	of	IN
37060	2217	48	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	2217	49	.	.	.
37060	2218	1	The	the	DT
37060	2218	2	physical	physical	JJ
37060	2218	3	battle	battle	NN
37060	2218	4	with	with	IN
37060	2218	5	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2218	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	2218	7	enough	enough	JJ
37060	2218	8	without	without	IN
37060	2218	9	also	also	RB
37060	2218	10	having	have	VBG
37060	2218	11	to	to	TO
37060	2218	12	struggle	struggle	VB
37060	2218	13	to	to	TO
37060	2218	14	regain	regain	VB
37060	2218	15	or	or	CC
37060	2218	16	develop	develop	VB
37060	2218	17	one	one	PRP
37060	2218	18	's	's	POS
37060	2218	19	values	value	NNS
37060	2218	20	and	and	CC
37060	2218	21	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	2218	22	;	;	:
37060	2218	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2218	24	was	be	VBD
37060	2218	25	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	2218	26	,	,	,
37060	2218	27	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	2218	28	,	,	,
37060	2218	29	to	to	TO
37060	2218	30	be	be	VB
37060	2218	31	packing	pack	VBG
37060	2218	32	the	the	DT
37060	2218	33	right	right	JJ
37060	2218	34	ammunition	ammunition	NN
37060	2218	35	to	to	IN
37060	2218	36	the	the	DT
37060	2218	37	front	front	JJ
37060	2218	38	line	line	NN
37060	2218	39	of	of	IN
37060	2218	40	battle	battle	NN
37060	2218	41	.	.	.
37060	2219	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2219	2	dismissed	dismiss	VBD
37060	2219	3	Curie	Curie	NNP
37060	2219	4	and	and	CC
37060	2219	5	the	the	DT
37060	2219	6	subway	subway	NN
37060	2219	7	,	,	,
37060	2219	8	ascending	ascend	VBG
37060	2219	9	to	to	IN
37060	2219	10	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2219	11	car	car	NN
37060	2219	12	's	's	POS
37060	2219	13	level	level	NN
37060	2219	14	in	in	IN
37060	2219	15	the	the	DT
37060	2219	16	parking	parking	NN
37060	2219	17	ramp	ramp	NN
37060	2219	18	.	.	.
37060	2220	1	The	the	DT
37060	2220	2	sun	sun	NN
37060	2220	3	shone	shine	VBD
37060	2220	4	brightly	brightly	RB
37060	2220	5	through	through	IN
37060	2220	6	the	the	DT
37060	2220	7	ramp	ramp	NN
37060	2220	8	's	's	POS
37060	2220	9	open	open	JJ
37060	2220	10	construction	construction	NN
37060	2220	11	of	of	IN
37060	2220	12	cement	cement	NN
37060	2220	13	and	and	CC
37060	2220	14	steel	steel	NN
37060	2220	15	.	.	.
37060	2221	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2221	2	squinted	squint	VBD
37060	2221	3	instinctively	instinctively	RB
37060	2221	4	and	and	CC
37060	2221	5	turned	turn	VBD
37060	2221	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2221	7	head	head	NN
37060	2221	8	away	away	RB
37060	2221	9	.	.	.
37060	2222	1	Once	once	IN
37060	2222	2	in	in	IN
37060	2222	3	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2222	4	kitchenette	kitchenette	NN
37060	2222	5	,	,	,
37060	2222	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2222	7	turned	turn	VBD
37060	2222	8	on	on	RP
37060	2222	9	the	the	DT
37060	2222	10	T.V.	T.V.	NNP
37060	2223	1	and	and	CC
37060	2223	2	stretched	stretch	VBD
37060	2223	3	out	out	RP
37060	2223	4	on	on	IN
37060	2223	5	the	the	DT
37060	2223	6	couch	couch	NN
37060	2223	7	.	.	.
37060	2224	1	The	the	DT
37060	2224	2	drapes	drape	NNS
37060	2224	3	were	be	VBD
37060	2224	4	drawn	draw	VBN
37060	2224	5	shut	shut	VBN
37060	2224	6	and	and	CC
37060	2224	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2224	8	preferred	prefer	VBD
37060	2224	9	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2224	10	to	to	TO
37060	2224	11	remain	remain	VB
37060	2224	12	so	so	RB
37060	2224	13	;	;	:
37060	2224	14	natural	natural	JJ
37060	2224	15	light	light	NN
37060	2224	16	never	never	RB
37060	2224	17	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2224	18	to	to	TO
37060	2224	19	enhance	enhance	VB
37060	2224	20	the	the	DT
37060	2224	21	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	2224	22	of	of	IN
37060	2224	23	a	a	DT
37060	2224	24	motel	motel	NN
37060	2224	25	room	room	NN
37060	2224	26	and	and	CC
37060	2224	27	lent	lend	VBD
37060	2224	28	the	the	DT
37060	2224	29	furniture	furniture	NN
37060	2224	30	and	and	CC
37060	2224	31	other	other	JJ
37060	2224	32	appointments	appointment	NNS
37060	2224	33	a	a	DT
37060	2224	34	rather	rather	RB
37060	2224	35	brash	brash	JJ
37060	2224	36	,	,	,
37060	2224	37	gaudy	gaudy	NNP
37060	2224	38	flavor	flavor	NNP
37060	2224	39	.	.	.
37060	2225	1	Light	light	NN
37060	2225	2	brought	bring	VBD
37060	2225	3	forth	forth	RB
37060	2225	4	defects	defect	NNS
37060	2225	5	with	with	IN
37060	2225	6	indisputable	indisputable	JJ
37060	2225	7	accuracy	accuracy	NN
37060	2225	8	;	;	,
37060	2225	9	as	as	IN
37060	2225	10	the	the	DT
37060	2225	11	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	2225	12	flowed	flow	VBD
37060	2225	13	through	through	IN
37060	2225	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2225	15	body	body	NN
37060	2225	16	,	,	,
37060	2225	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2225	18	knew	know	VBD
37060	2225	19	that	that	IN
37060	2225	20	the	the	DT
37060	2225	21	awaited	await	VBN
37060	2225	22	irregularities	irregularity	NNS
37060	2225	23	of	of	IN
37060	2225	24	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	2225	25	would	would	MD
37060	2225	26	soon	soon	RB
37060	2225	27	parade	parade	VB
37060	2225	28	victorious	victorious	JJ
37060	2225	29	and	and	CC
37060	2225	30	unabashed	unabashed	JJ
37060	2225	31	about	about	IN
37060	2225	32	the	the	DT
37060	2225	33	domicile	domicile	NN
37060	2225	34	,	,	,
37060	2225	35	and	and	CC
37060	2225	36	out	out	IN
37060	2225	37	of	of	IN
37060	2225	38	sheer	sheer	JJ
37060	2225	39	discord	discord	NN
37060	2225	40	,	,	,
37060	2225	41	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2225	42	too	too	RB
37060	2225	43	,	,	,
37060	2225	44	would	would	MD
37060	2225	45	shun	shun	VB
37060	2225	46	the	the	DT
37060	2225	47	sun	sun	NN
37060	2225	48	's	's	POS
37060	2225	49	scathing	scathe	VBG
37060	2225	50	glance	glance	NN
37060	2225	51	.	.	.
37060	2226	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2226	2	only	only	JJ
37060	2226	3	wish	wish	NN
37060	2226	4	was	be	VBD
37060	2226	5	to	to	TO
37060	2226	6	blend	blend	VB
37060	2226	7	into	into	IN
37060	2226	8	the	the	DT
37060	2226	9	shadows	shadow	NNS
37060	2226	10	and	and	CC
37060	2226	11	lie	lie	VB
37060	2226	12	completely	completely	RB
37060	2226	13	unobserved	unobserved	JJ
37060	2226	14	.	.	.
37060	2227	1	The	the	DT
37060	2227	2	TV	tv	NN
37060	2227	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2227	4	,	,	,
37060	2227	5	at	at	IN
37060	2227	6	once	once	RB
37060	2227	7	,	,	,
37060	2227	8	a	a	DT
37060	2227	9	blaring	blare	VBG
37060	2227	10	disturbance	disturbance	NN
37060	2227	11	and	and	CC
37060	2227	12	a	a	DT
37060	2227	13	welcome	welcome	JJ
37060	2227	14	distraction	distraction	NN
37060	2227	15	.	.	.
37060	2228	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2228	2	helped	help	VBD
37060	2228	3	pass	pass	VB
37060	2228	4	the	the	DT
37060	2228	5	time	time	NN
37060	2228	6	,	,	,
37060	2228	7	but	but	CC
37060	2228	8	also	also	RB
37060	2228	9	reminded	remind	VBD
37060	2228	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2228	11	of	of	IN
37060	2228	12	the	the	DT
37060	2228	13	slow	slow	JJ
37060	2228	14	rate	rate	NN
37060	2228	15	at	at	IN
37060	2228	16	which	which	WDT
37060	2228	17	time	time	NN
37060	2228	18	was	be	VBD
37060	2228	19	drifting	drift	VBG
37060	2228	20	away	away	RB
37060	2228	21	.	.	.
37060	2229	1	Between	between	IN
37060	2229	2	soap	soap	NN
37060	2229	3	operas	opera	NNS
37060	2229	4	and	and	CC
37060	2229	5	game	game	NN
37060	2229	6	shows	show	NNS
37060	2229	7	,	,	,
37060	2229	8	advertisements	advertisement	NNS
37060	2229	9	about	about	IN
37060	2229	10	detergent	detergent	NN
37060	2229	11	that	that	WDT
37060	2229	12	actually	actually	RB
37060	2229	13	conditioned	condition	VBD
37060	2229	14	one	one	CD
37060	2229	15	's	's	POS
37060	2229	16	hands	hand	NNS
37060	2229	17	,	,	,
37060	2229	18	and	and	CC
37060	2229	19	gasoline	gasoline	NN
37060	2229	20	;	;	:
37060	2229	21	"	"	``
37060	2229	22	Ping	ping	NN
37060	2229	23	,	,	,
37060	2229	24	ping	ping	NN
37060	2229	25	,	,	,
37060	2229	26	ping	ping	NN
37060	2229	27	,	,	,
37060	2229	28	Leonard	Leonard	NNP
37060	2229	29	...	...	NFP
37060	2229	30	"	"	``
37060	2229	31	filled	fill	VBD
37060	2229	32	the	the	DT
37060	2229	33	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	2229	34	.	.	.
37060	2230	1	Suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	2230	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2230	3	realized	realize	VBD
37060	2230	4	that	that	IN
37060	2230	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2230	6	first	first	JJ
37060	2230	7	post	post	JJ
37060	2230	8	-	-	JJ
37060	2230	9	treatment	treatment	JJ
37060	2230	10	symptom	symptom	NN
37060	2230	11	was	be	VBD
37060	2230	12	beginning	begin	VBG
37060	2230	13	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2230	14	onslaught	onslaught	NN
37060	2230	15	.	.	.
37060	2231	1	Nausea	nausea	NN
37060	2231	2	woke	wake	VBD
37060	2231	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2231	4	deadened	deadened	JJ
37060	2231	5	senses	sense	NNS
37060	2231	6	and	and	CC
37060	2231	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2231	8	sat	sit	VBD
37060	2231	9	up	up	RP
37060	2231	10	,	,	,
37060	2231	11	nervously	nervously	RB
37060	2231	12	alert	alert	JJ
37060	2231	13	,	,	,
37060	2231	14	trying	try	VBG
37060	2231	15	to	to	TO
37060	2231	16	decide	decide	VB
37060	2231	17	whether	whether	IN
37060	2231	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2231	19	should	should	MD
37060	2231	20	make	make	VB
37060	2231	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2231	22	painful	painful	JJ
37060	2231	23	exodus	exodus	NN
37060	2231	24	to	to	IN
37060	2231	25	the	the	DT
37060	2231	26	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	2231	27	or	or	CC
37060	2231	28	stay	stay	VB
37060	2231	29	seated	seated	JJ
37060	2231	30	on	on	IN
37060	2231	31	the	the	DT
37060	2231	32	sofa	sofa	NN
37060	2231	33	a	a	DT
37060	2231	34	brief	brief	NN
37060	2231	35	while	while	NN
37060	2231	36	longer	longer	RB
37060	2231	37	;	;	:
37060	2231	38	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	2231	39	the	the	DT
37060	2231	40	mere	mere	JJ
37060	2231	41	sight	sight	NN
37060	2231	42	of	of	IN
37060	2231	43	a	a	DT
37060	2231	44	gaping	gape	VBG
37060	2231	45	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	2231	46	bowl	bowl	NN
37060	2231	47	was	be	VBD
37060	2231	48	enough	enough	JJ
37060	2231	49	to	to	TO
37060	2231	50	prompt	prompt	VB
37060	2231	51	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2231	52	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	2231	53	to	to	TO
37060	2231	54	overflow	overflow	VB
37060	2231	55	,	,	,
37060	2231	56	and	and	CC
37060	2231	57	picturing	picture	VBG
37060	2231	58	the	the	DT
37060	2231	59	sight	sight	NN
37060	2231	60	in	in	IN
37060	2231	61	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2231	62	mind	mind	NN
37060	2231	63	,	,	,
37060	2231	64	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2231	65	decided	decide	VBD
37060	2231	66	to	to	TO
37060	2231	67	put	put	VB
37060	2231	68	off	off	RP
37060	2231	69	the	the	DT
37060	2231	70	inevitable	inevitable	JJ
37060	2231	71	until	until	IN
37060	2231	72	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2231	73	was	be	VBD
37060	2231	74	certain	certain	JJ
37060	2231	75	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2231	76	could	could	MD
37060	2231	77	wait	wait	VB
37060	2231	78	no	no	RB
37060	2231	79	more	more	JJR
37060	2231	80	.	.	.
37060	2232	1	As	as	IN
37060	2232	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2232	3	happened	happen	VBD
37060	2232	4	,	,	,
37060	2232	5	within	within	IN
37060	2232	6	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	2232	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2232	8	could	could	MD
37060	2232	9	wait	wait	VB
37060	2232	10	no	no	RB
37060	2232	11	more	more	RBR
37060	2232	12	and	and	CC
37060	2232	13	ran	run	VBD
37060	2232	14	headlong	headlong	RB
37060	2232	15	for	for	IN
37060	2232	16	the	the	DT
37060	2232	17	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	2232	18	,	,	,
37060	2232	19	emptying	empty	VBG
37060	2232	20	what	what	WP
37060	2232	21	little	little	RB
37060	2232	22	remained	remain	VBD
37060	2232	23	in	in	IN
37060	2232	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2232	25	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2232	26	from	from	IN
37060	2232	27	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	2232	28	into	into	IN
37060	2232	29	the	the	DT
37060	2232	30	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	2232	31	's	's	POS
37060	2232	32	wide	wide	JJ
37060	2232	33	jowls	jowl	NNS
37060	2232	34	;	;	:
37060	2232	35	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2232	36	was	be	VBD
37060	2232	37	a	a	DT
37060	2232	38	small	small	JJ
37060	2232	39	offering	offering	NN
37060	2232	40	,	,	,
37060	2232	41	yet	yet	CC
37060	2232	42	peering	peer	VBG
37060	2232	43	at	at	IN
37060	2232	44	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2232	45	wrenched	wrench	VBD
37060	2232	46	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2232	47	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2232	48	's	's	POS
37060	2232	49	deepest	deep	JJS
37060	2232	50	confines	confine	NNS
37060	2232	51	and	and	CC
37060	2232	52	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2232	53	vomited	vomit	VBD
37060	2232	54	again	again	RB
37060	2232	55	and	and	CC
37060	2232	56	again	again	RB
37060	2232	57	,	,	,
37060	2232	58	flushing	flush	VBG
37060	2232	59	the	the	DT
37060	2232	60	awful	awful	JJ
37060	2232	61	stuff	stuff	NN
37060	2232	62	from	from	IN
37060	2232	63	view	view	NN
37060	2232	64	.	.	.
37060	2233	1	Relaxing	relax	VBG
37060	2233	2	as	as	IN
37060	2233	3	best	best	RB
37060	2233	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2233	5	could	could	MD
37060	2233	6	,	,	,
37060	2233	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2233	8	exhaled	exhale	VBD
37060	2233	9	and	and	CC
37060	2233	10	sunk	sink	VBN
37060	2233	11	back	back	RB
37060	2233	12	on	on	IN
37060	2233	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2233	14	haunches	haunch	NNS
37060	2233	15	,	,	,
37060	2233	16	then	then	RB
37060	2233	17	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	2233	18	shifted	shift	VBD
37060	2233	19	until	until	IN
37060	2233	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2233	21	legs	leg	NNS
37060	2233	22	were	be	VBD
37060	2233	23	crossed	cross	VBN
37060	2233	24	.	.	.
37060	2234	1	Resting	rest	VBG
37060	2234	2	one	one	CD
37060	2234	3	elbow	elbow	NN
37060	2234	4	on	on	IN
37060	2234	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2234	6	knee	knee	NN
37060	2234	7	,	,	,
37060	2234	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2234	9	cupped	cup	VBD
37060	2234	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2234	11	hand	hand	NN
37060	2234	12	under	under	IN
37060	2234	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2234	14	chin	chin	NN
37060	2234	15	and	and	CC
37060	2234	16	listed	list	VBD
37060	2234	17	to	to	IN
37060	2234	18	the	the	DT
37060	2234	19	right	right	NN
37060	2234	20	.	.	.
37060	2235	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2235	2	stood	stand	VBD
37060	2235	3	outside	outside	IN
37060	2235	4	the	the	DT
37060	2235	5	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	2235	6	door	door	NN
37060	2235	7	,	,	,
37060	2235	8	worried	worried	JJ
37060	2235	9	and	and	CC
37060	2235	10	helpless	helpless	JJ
37060	2235	11	.	.	.
37060	2236	1	"	"	``
37060	2236	2	Can	Can	MD
37060	2236	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2236	4	help	help	VB
37060	2236	5	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2236	6	?	?	.
37060	2236	7	"	"	''
37060	2237	1	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2237	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	2237	3	cautiously	cautiously	RB
37060	2237	4	.	.	.
37060	2238	1	"	"	``
37060	2238	2	No	no	UH
37060	2238	3	"	"	''
37060	2238	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2238	5	said	say	VBD
37060	2238	6	into	into	IN
37060	2238	7	the	the	DT
37060	2238	8	palm	palm	NN
37060	2238	9	of	of	IN
37060	2238	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2238	11	hand	hand	NN
37060	2238	12	,	,	,
37060	2238	13	not	not	RB
37060	2238	14	wanting	want	VBG
37060	2238	15	to	to	TO
37060	2238	16	move	move	VB
37060	2238	17	,	,	,
37060	2238	18	knowing	know	VBG
37060	2238	19	the	the	DT
37060	2238	20	surges	surge	NNS
37060	2238	21	within	within	IN
37060	2238	22	had	have	VBD
37060	2238	23	just	just	RB
37060	2238	24	begun	begin	VBN
37060	2238	25	.	.	.
37060	2239	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2239	2	brought	bring	VBD
37060	2239	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2239	4	a	a	DT
37060	2239	5	glass	glass	NN
37060	2239	6	half	half	RB
37060	2239	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	2239	8	filled	fill	VBN
37060	2239	9	with	with	IN
37060	2239	10	7-Up	7-up	CD
37060	2239	11	,	,	,
37060	2239	12	which	which	WDT
37060	2239	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2239	14	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	2239	15	gratefully	gratefully	RB
37060	2239	16	.	.	.
37060	2240	1	The	the	DT
37060	2240	2	putrid	putrid	JJ
37060	2240	3	taste	taste	NN
37060	2240	4	in	in	IN
37060	2240	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2240	6	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	2240	7	was	be	VBD
37060	2240	8	masked	mask	VBN
37060	2240	9	after	after	IN
37060	2240	10	bathing	bathe	VBG
37060	2240	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2240	12	in	in	IN
37060	2240	13	soda	soda	NN
37060	2240	14	,	,	,
37060	2240	15	yet	yet	CC
37060	2240	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2240	17	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2240	18	did	do	VBD
37060	2240	19	not	not	RB
37060	2240	20	allow	allow	VB
37060	2240	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2240	22	to	to	TO
37060	2240	23	be	be	VB
37060	2240	24	digested	digest	VBN
37060	2240	25	,	,	,
37060	2240	26	and	and	CC
37060	2240	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2240	28	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	2240	29	relinquished	relinquish	VBD
37060	2240	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2240	31	meager	meager	NNP
37060	2240	32	sampling	sampling	NN
37060	2240	33	to	to	IN
37060	2240	34	the	the	DT
37060	2240	35	stool	stool	NN
37060	2240	36	.	.	.
37060	2241	1	Water	water	NN
37060	2241	2	affected	affect	VBD
37060	2241	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2241	4	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2241	5	in	in	IN
37060	2241	6	the	the	DT
37060	2241	7	same	same	JJ
37060	2241	8	way	way	NN
37060	2241	9	;	;	:
37060	2241	10	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	2241	11	was	be	VBD
37060	2241	12	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	2241	13	.	.	.
37060	2242	1	Soon	soon	RB
37060	2242	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2242	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2242	4	retching	retch	VBG
37060	2242	5	violently	violently	RB
37060	2242	6	and	and	CC
37060	2242	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2242	8	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2242	9	,	,	,
37060	2242	10	long	long	RB
37060	2242	11	since	since	IN
37060	2242	12	devoid	devoid	JJ
37060	2242	13	of	of	IN
37060	2242	14	all	all	DT
37060	2242	15	possible	possible	JJ
37060	2242	16	contents	content	NNS
37060	2242	17	,	,	,
37060	2242	18	began	begin	VBD
37060	2242	19	hurling	hurl	VBG
37060	2242	20	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2242	21	digestive	digestive	JJ
37060	2242	22	acids	acid	NNS
37060	2242	23	up	up	IN
37060	2242	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2242	25	throat	throat	NN
37060	2242	26	,	,	,
37060	2242	27	followed	follow	VBN
37060	2242	28	by	by	IN
37060	2242	29	bile	bile	NN
37060	2242	30	,	,	,
37060	2242	31	bitter	bitter	JJ
37060	2242	32	and	and	CC
37060	2242	33	green	green	JJ
37060	2242	34	,	,	,
37060	2242	35	which	which	WDT
37060	2242	36	burned	burn	VBD
37060	2242	37	like	like	IN
37060	2242	38	fire	fire	NN
37060	2242	39	.	.	.
37060	2243	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2243	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2243	3	to	to	IN
37060	2243	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2243	5	that	that	IN
37060	2243	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2243	7	would	would	MD
37060	2243	8	turn	turn	VB
37060	2243	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2243	10	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2243	11	inside	inside	RB
37060	2243	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	2243	13	out	out	NN
37060	2243	14	or	or	CC
37060	2243	15	vomit	vomit	VB
37060	2243	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2243	17	intestines	intestine	NNS
37060	2243	18	if	if	IN
37060	2243	19	the	the	DT
37060	2243	20	battle	battle	NN
37060	2243	21	did	do	VBD
37060	2243	22	not	not	RB
37060	2243	23	end	end	VB
37060	2243	24	.	.	.
37060	2244	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2244	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2244	3	poisoned	poison	VBN
37060	2244	4	,	,	,
37060	2244	5	as	as	IN
37060	2244	6	if	if	IN
37060	2244	7	every	every	DT
37060	2244	8	living	live	VBG
37060	2244	9	cell	cell	NN
37060	2244	10	was	be	VBD
37060	2244	11	fighting	fight	VBG
37060	2244	12	to	to	TO
37060	2244	13	live	live	VB
37060	2244	14	and	and	CC
37060	2244	15	dispose	dispose	VB
37060	2244	16	of	of	IN
37060	2244	17	the	the	DT
37060	2244	18	vicious	vicious	JJ
37060	2244	19	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	2244	20	which	which	WDT
37060	2244	21	were	be	VBD
37060	2244	22	entrapped	entrap	VBN
37060	2244	23	in	in	IN
37060	2244	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2244	25	veins	vein	NNS
37060	2244	26	.	.	.
37060	2245	1	Until	until	IN
37060	2245	2	9:00	9:00	CD
37060	2245	3	p.m.	p.m.	NN
37060	2245	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2245	5	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2245	6	raged	rage	VBD
37060	2245	7	,	,	,
37060	2245	8	while	while	IN
37060	2245	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2245	10	bleated	bleat	VBD
37060	2245	11	and	and	CC
37060	2245	12	hacked	hack	VBD
37060	2245	13	loudly	loudly	RB
37060	2245	14	,	,	,
37060	2245	15	uncontrollably	uncontrollably	RB
37060	2245	16	,	,	,
37060	2245	17	wracked	wrack	VBN
37060	2245	18	by	by	IN
37060	2245	19	the	the	DT
37060	2245	20	seething	seethe	VBG
37060	2245	21	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	2245	22	of	of	IN
37060	2245	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2245	24	body	body	NN
37060	2245	25	's	's	POS
37060	2245	26	turbid	turbid	JJ
37060	2245	27	rebellion	rebellion	NN
37060	2245	28	.	.	.
37060	2246	1	Then	then	RB
37060	2246	2	as	as	IN
37060	2246	3	if	if	IN
37060	2246	4	the	the	DT
37060	2246	5	effects	effect	NNS
37060	2246	6	of	of	IN
37060	2246	7	the	the	DT
37060	2246	8	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	2246	9	had	have	VBD
37060	2246	10	ceased	cease	VBN
37060	2246	11	warring	war	VBG
37060	2246	12	against	against	IN
37060	2246	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2246	14	,	,	,
37060	2246	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2246	16	was	be	VBD
37060	2246	17	able	able	JJ
37060	2246	18	to	to	TO
37060	2246	19	safely	safely	RB
37060	2246	20	withdraw	withdraw	VB
37060	2246	21	from	from	IN
37060	2246	22	the	the	DT
37060	2246	23	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	2246	24	and	and	CC
37060	2246	25	fall	fall	VB
37060	2246	26	into	into	IN
37060	2246	27	the	the	DT
37060	2246	28	enveloping	envelop	VBG
37060	2246	29	softness	softness	NN
37060	2246	30	of	of	IN
37060	2246	31	the	the	DT
37060	2246	32	couch	couch	NN
37060	2246	33	.	.	.
37060	2247	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2247	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2247	3	exhausted	exhausted	JJ
37060	2247	4	,	,	,
37060	2247	5	and	and	CC
37060	2247	6	extremely	extremely	RB
37060	2247	7	wretched	wretched	JJ
37060	2247	8	and	and	CC
37060	2247	9	demeaned	demean	VBN
37060	2247	10	;	;	:
37060	2247	11	such	such	JJ
37060	2247	12	futility	futility	NN
37060	2247	13	,	,	,
37060	2247	14	such	such	JJ
37060	2247	15	utter	utter	JJ
37060	2247	16	vulnerability	vulnerability	NN
37060	2247	17	,	,	,
37060	2247	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2247	19	had	have	VBD
37060	2247	20	never	never	RB
37060	2247	21	before	before	IN
37060	2247	22	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	2247	23	.	.	.
37060	2248	1	To	to	TO
37060	2248	2	think	think	VB
37060	2248	3	that	that	IN
37060	2248	4	this	this	DT
37060	2248	5	abuse	abuse	NN
37060	2248	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2248	7	welcomed	welcome	VBN
37060	2248	8	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2248	9	an	an	DT
37060	2248	10	incredible	incredible	JJ
37060	2248	11	madness	madness	NN
37060	2248	12	,	,	,
37060	2248	13	especially	especially	RB
37060	2248	14	with	with	IN
37060	2248	15	the	the	DT
37060	2248	16	voice	voice	NN
37060	2248	17	echoing	echoing	NN
37060	2248	18	,	,	,
37060	2248	19	"	"	``
37060	2248	20	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2248	21	's	be	VBZ
37060	2248	22	for	for	IN
37060	2248	23	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2248	24	own	own	JJ
37060	2248	25	good	good	NN
37060	2248	26	!	!	.
37060	2248	27	"	"	''
37060	2249	1	in	in	IN
37060	2249	2	the	the	DT
37060	2249	3	back	back	NN
37060	2249	4	of	of	IN
37060	2249	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2249	6	mind	mind	NN
37060	2249	7	.	.	.
37060	2250	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2250	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2250	3	able	able	JJ
37060	2250	4	to	to	TO
37060	2250	5	eat	eat	VB
37060	2250	6	a	a	DT
37060	2250	7	hard	hard	RB
37060	2250	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	2250	9	boiled	boil	VBN
37060	2250	10	egg	egg	NN
37060	2250	11	before	before	IN
37060	2250	12	going	go	VBG
37060	2250	13	to	to	IN
37060	2250	14	bed	bed	NN
37060	2250	15	,	,	,
37060	2250	16	which	which	WDT
37060	2250	17	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2250	18	gladly	gladly	RB
37060	2250	19	prepared	prepare	VBD
37060	2250	20	.	.	.
37060	2251	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2251	2	face	face	NN
37060	2251	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2251	4	drawn	draw	VBN
37060	2251	5	into	into	IN
37060	2251	6	symmetrical	symmetrical	JJ
37060	2251	7	lines	line	NNS
37060	2251	8	of	of	IN
37060	2251	9	pure	pure	JJ
37060	2251	10	sympathy	sympathy	NN
37060	2251	11	which	which	WDT
37060	2251	12	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2251	13	could	could	MD
37060	2251	14	not	not	RB
37060	2251	15	conceal	conceal	VB
37060	2251	16	,	,	,
37060	2251	17	and	and	CC
37060	2251	18	was	be	VBD
37060	2251	19	distraught	distraught	JJ
37060	2251	20	because	because	IN
37060	2251	21	of	of	IN
37060	2251	22	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2251	23	inability	inability	NN
37060	2251	24	to	to	TO
37060	2251	25	alleviate	alleviate	VB
37060	2251	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2251	27	misery	misery	NN
37060	2251	28	;	;	:
37060	2251	29	although	although	IN
37060	2251	30	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2251	31	could	could	MD
37060	2251	32	not	not	RB
37060	2251	33	share	share	VB
37060	2251	34	the	the	DT
37060	2251	35	physical	physical	JJ
37060	2251	36	burden	burden	NN
37060	2251	37	with	with	IN
37060	2251	38	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2251	39	,	,	,
37060	2251	40	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2251	41	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2251	42	that	that	IN
37060	2251	43	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2251	44	bore	bear	VBD
37060	2251	45	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	2251	46	pain	pain	NN
37060	2251	47	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	2251	48	that	that	DT
37060	2251	49	which	which	WDT
37060	2251	50	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2251	51	took	take	VBD
37060	2251	52	upon	upon	RP
37060	2251	53	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2251	54	brow	brow	NN
37060	2251	55	.	.	.
37060	2252	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2252	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	2252	3	always	always	RB
37060	2252	4	to	to	TO
37060	2252	5	do	do	VB
37060	2252	6	"	"	``
37060	2252	7	more	more	JJR
37060	2252	8	,	,	,
37060	2252	9	"	"	''
37060	2252	10	yet	yet	CC
37060	2252	11	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2252	12	presence	presence	NN
37060	2252	13	alone	alone	RB
37060	2252	14	was	be	VBD
37060	2252	15	,	,	,
37060	2252	16	for	for	IN
37060	2252	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2252	18	,	,	,
37060	2252	19	more	more	JJR
37060	2252	20	than	than	IN
37060	2252	21	enough	enough	JJ
37060	2252	22	.	.	.
37060	2253	1	The	the	DT
37060	2253	2	following	following	JJ
37060	2253	3	morning	morning	NN
37060	2253	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2253	5	ate	eat	VBD
37060	2253	6	no	no	DT
37060	2253	7	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	2253	8	,	,	,
37060	2253	9	considering	consider	VBG
37060	2253	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2253	11	would	would	MD
37060	2253	12	be	be	VB
37060	2253	13	an	an	DT
37060	2253	14	imminent	imminent	JJ
37060	2253	15	folly	folly	NN
37060	2253	16	so	so	RB
37060	2253	17	soon	soon	RB
37060	2253	18	before	before	IN
37060	2253	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2253	20	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	2253	21	was	be	VBD
37060	2253	22	administered	administer	VBN
37060	2253	23	.	.	.
37060	2254	1	Instead	instead	RB
37060	2254	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2254	3	got	get	VBD
37060	2254	4	dressed	dress	VBN
37060	2254	5	and	and	CC
37060	2254	6	flipped	flip	VBD
37060	2254	7	on	on	IN
37060	2254	8	the	the	DT
37060	2254	9	set	set	NN
37060	2254	10	to	to	TO
37060	2254	11	stare	stare	VB
37060	2254	12	at	at	IN
37060	2254	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2254	14	blankly	blankly	RB
37060	2254	15	while	while	IN
37060	2254	16	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2254	17	crunched	crunch	VBD
37060	2254	18	delicately	delicately	RB
37060	2254	19	through	through	IN
37060	2254	20	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2254	21	bowl	bowl	NN
37060	2254	22	of	of	IN
37060	2254	23	corn	corn	NN
37060	2254	24	flakes	flake	NNS
37060	2254	25	.	.	.
37060	2255	1	The	the	DT
37060	2255	2	toaster	toaster	NN
37060	2255	3	coughed	cough	VBD
37060	2255	4	up	up	RP
37060	2255	5	a	a	DT
37060	2255	6	piece	piece	NN
37060	2255	7	of	of	IN
37060	2255	8	toast	toast	NN
37060	2255	9	.	.	.
37060	2256	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2256	2	rose	rise	VBD
37060	2256	3	to	to	TO
37060	2256	4	fetch	fetch	VB
37060	2256	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2256	6	from	from	IN
37060	2256	7	the	the	DT
37060	2256	8	machine	machine	NN
37060	2256	9	,	,	,
37060	2256	10	buttering	butter	VBG
37060	2256	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2256	12	as	as	IN
37060	2256	13	the	the	DT
37060	2256	14	scent	scent	NN
37060	2256	15	assailed	assail	VBD
37060	2256	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2256	17	nostrils	nostril	NNS
37060	2256	18	.	.	.
37060	2257	1	"	"	``
37060	2257	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2257	3	wish	wish	VBP
37060	2257	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2257	5	could	could	MD
37060	2257	6	eat	eat	VB
37060	2257	7	something	something	NN
37060	2257	8	,	,	,
37060	2257	9	honey	honey	NN
37060	2257	10	,	,	,
37060	2257	11	"	"	''
37060	2257	12	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2257	13	said	say	VBD
37060	2257	14	,	,	,
37060	2257	15	reluctantly	reluctantly	RB
37060	2257	16	biting	bite	VBG
37060	2257	17	into	into	IN
37060	2257	18	the	the	DT
37060	2257	19	buttered	butter	VBN
37060	2257	20	slice	slice	NN
37060	2257	21	.	.	.
37060	2258	1	"	"	``
37060	2258	2	Yeh	Yeh	NNP
37060	2258	3	...	...	:
37060	2258	4	"	"	``
37060	2258	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2258	6	dreamed	dream	VBD
37060	2258	7	idly	idly	RB
37060	2258	8	for	for	IN
37060	2258	9	a	a	DT
37060	2258	10	second	second	NN
37060	2258	11	,	,	,
37060	2258	12	then	then	RB
37060	2258	13	replied	reply	VBD
37060	2258	14	,	,	,
37060	2258	15	"	"	``
37060	2258	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2258	17	better	well	RBR
37060	2258	18	not	not	RB
37060	2258	19	though	though	RB
37060	2258	20	.	.	.
37060	2258	21	"	"	''
37060	2259	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2259	2	did	do	VBD
37060	2259	3	n't	not	RB
37060	2259	4	want	want	VB
37060	2259	5	to	to	TO
37060	2259	6	make	make	VB
37060	2259	7	a	a	DT
37060	2259	8	public	public	JJ
37060	2259	9	spectacle	spectacle	NN
37060	2259	10	of	of	IN
37060	2259	11	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2259	12	should	should	MD
37060	2259	13	the	the	DT
37060	2259	14	anti	anti	JJ
37060	2259	15	-	-	JJ
37060	2259	16	nausea	nausea	JJ
37060	2259	17	shot	shoot	VBD
37060	2259	18	not	not	RB
37060	2259	19	take	take	VB
37060	2259	20	effect	effect	NN
37060	2259	21	.	.	.
37060	2260	1	Our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2260	2	motel	motel	NN
37060	2260	3	had	have	VBD
37060	2260	4	a	a	DT
37060	2260	5	courtesy	courtesy	JJ
37060	2260	6	car	car	NN
37060	2260	7	service	service	NN
37060	2260	8	which	which	WDT
37060	2260	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2260	10	decided	decide	VBD
37060	2260	11	to	to	TO
37060	2260	12	use	use	VB
37060	2260	13	;	;	:
37060	2260	14	by	by	IN
37060	2260	15	notifying	notify	VBG
37060	2260	16	the	the	DT
37060	2260	17	main	main	JJ
37060	2260	18	desk	desk	NN
37060	2260	19	in	in	IN
37060	2260	20	advance	advance	NN
37060	2260	21	,	,	,
37060	2260	22	the	the	DT
37060	2260	23	service	service	NN
37060	2260	24	was	be	VBD
37060	2260	25	almost	almost	RB
37060	2260	26	always	always	RB
37060	2260	27	available	available	JJ
37060	2260	28	when	when	WRB
37060	2260	29	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2260	30	needed	need	VBD
37060	2260	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2260	32	,	,	,
37060	2260	33	free	free	JJ
37060	2260	34	of	of	IN
37060	2260	35	charge	charge	NN
37060	2260	36	.	.	.
37060	2261	1	The	the	DT
37060	2261	2	motel	motel	NN
37060	2261	3	had	have	VBD
37060	2261	4	both	both	CC
37060	2261	5	a	a	DT
37060	2261	6	car	car	NN
37060	2261	7	and	and	CC
37060	2261	8	a	a	DT
37060	2261	9	van	van	NN
37060	2261	10	,	,	,
37060	2261	11	although	although	IN
37060	2261	12	generally	generally	RB
37060	2261	13	the	the	DT
37060	2261	14	van	van	NNP
37060	2261	15	toted	tote	VBD
37060	2261	16	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2261	17	to	to	IN
37060	2261	18	the	the	DT
37060	2261	19	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	2261	20	and	and	CC
37060	2261	21	back	back	RB
37060	2261	22	again	again	RB
37060	2261	23	;	;	:
37060	2261	24	thus	thus	RB
37060	2261	25	,	,	,
37060	2261	26	hastening	hasten	VBG
37060	2261	27	to	to	IN
37060	2261	28	the	the	DT
37060	2261	29	lobby	lobby	NN
37060	2261	30	,	,	,
37060	2261	31	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2261	32	caught	catch	VBD
37060	2261	33	the	the	DT
37060	2261	34	van	van	NNP
37060	2261	35	as	as	IN
37060	2261	36	other	other	JJ
37060	2261	37	passengers	passenger	NNS
37060	2261	38	hoisted	hoist	VBD
37060	2261	39	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2261	40	into	into	IN
37060	2261	41	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2261	42	seats	seat	NNS
37060	2261	43	.	.	.
37060	2262	1	The	the	DT
37060	2262	2	van	van	NNP
37060	2262	3	droned	drone	VBD
37060	2262	4	into	into	IN
37060	2262	5	motion	motion	NN
37060	2262	6	,	,	,
37060	2262	7	taking	take	VBG
37060	2262	8	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2262	9	past	past	JJ
37060	2262	10	residential	residential	JJ
37060	2262	11	streets	street	NNS
37060	2262	12	and	and	CC
37060	2262	13	avenues	avenue	NNS
37060	2262	14	until	until	IN
37060	2262	15	the	the	DT
37060	2262	16	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	2262	17	buildings	building	NNS
37060	2262	18	grew	grow	VBD
37060	2262	19	above	above	IN
37060	2262	20	the	the	DT
37060	2262	21	trees	tree	NNS
37060	2262	22	with	with	IN
37060	2262	23	an	an	DT
37060	2262	24	air	air	NN
37060	2262	25	of	of	IN
37060	2262	26	infinite	infinite	JJ
37060	2262	27	superiority	superiority	NN
37060	2262	28	.	.	.
37060	2263	1	Pulling	pull	VBG
37060	2263	2	in	in	IN
37060	2263	3	front	front	NN
37060	2263	4	of	of	IN
37060	2263	5	the	the	DT
37060	2263	6	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	2263	7	building	building	NN
37060	2263	8	,	,	,
37060	2263	9	the	the	DT
37060	2263	10	driver	driver	NN
37060	2263	11	coasted	coast	VBD
37060	2263	12	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	2263	13	forward	forward	RB
37060	2263	14	,	,	,
37060	2263	15	awaiting	await	VBG
37060	2263	16	the	the	DT
37060	2263	17	closest	close	JJS
37060	2263	18	parking	parking	NN
37060	2263	19	place	place	NN
37060	2263	20	,	,	,
37060	2263	21	and	and	CC
37060	2263	22	finally	finally	RB
37060	2263	23	plunged	plunge	VBD
37060	2263	24	toward	toward	IN
37060	2263	25	the	the	DT
37060	2263	26	curb	curb	NN
37060	2263	27	as	as	IN
37060	2263	28	a	a	DT
37060	2263	29	taxi	taxi	NN
37060	2263	30	drove	drive	VBD
37060	2263	31	away	away	RB
37060	2263	32	;	;	:
37060	2263	33	then	then	RB
37060	2263	34	,	,	,
37060	2263	35	braking	brake	VBG
37060	2263	36	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	2263	37	,	,	,
37060	2263	38	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2263	39	opened	open	VBD
37060	2263	40	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2263	41	door	door	NN
37060	2263	42	the	the	DT
37060	2263	43	moment	moment	NN
37060	2263	44	the	the	DT
37060	2263	45	van	van	NNP
37060	2263	46	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	2263	47	and	and	CC
37060	2263	48	dashed	dash	VBD
37060	2263	49	to	to	TO
37060	2263	50	unclasp	unclasp	VB
37060	2263	51	the	the	DT
37060	2263	52	sliding	slide	VBG
37060	2263	53	door	door	NN
37060	2263	54	.	.	.
37060	2264	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2264	2	stood	stand	VBD
37060	2264	3	,	,	,
37060	2264	4	each	each	DT
37060	2264	5	clumsily	clumsily	RB
37060	2264	6	jumping	jump	VBG
37060	2264	7	to	to	IN
37060	2264	8	the	the	DT
37060	2264	9	curb	curb	NN
37060	2264	10	as	as	IN
37060	2264	11	the	the	DT
37060	2264	12	driver	driver	NN
37060	2264	13	supportingly	supportingly	RB
37060	2264	14	grasped	grasp	VBD
37060	2264	15	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2264	16	arm	arm	NN
37060	2264	17	.	.	.
37060	2265	1	The	the	DT
37060	2265	2	door	door	NN
37060	2265	3	rolled	roll	VBD
37060	2265	4	shut	shut	VBN
37060	2265	5	with	with	IN
37060	2265	6	a	a	DT
37060	2265	7	bang	bang	NN
37060	2265	8	.	.	.
37060	2266	1	"	"	``
37060	2266	2	See	see	VB
37060	2266	3	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2266	4	later	later	RB
37060	2266	5	,	,	,
37060	2266	6	"	"	``
37060	2266	7	the	the	DT
37060	2266	8	driver	driver	NN
37060	2266	9	remarked	remark	VBD
37060	2266	10	as	as	IN
37060	2266	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2266	12	swung	swing	VBD
37060	2266	13	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2266	14	into	into	IN
37060	2266	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2266	16	seat	seat	NN
37060	2266	17	.	.	.
37060	2267	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2267	2	entered	enter	VBD
37060	2267	3	the	the	DT
37060	2267	4	gray	gray	JJ
37060	2267	5	marble	marble	NN
37060	2267	6	building	building	NN
37060	2267	7	and	and	CC
37060	2267	8	wove	wove	VB
37060	2267	9	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2267	10	way	way	NN
37060	2267	11	through	through	IN
37060	2267	12	the	the	DT
37060	2267	13	mass	mass	NN
37060	2267	14	of	of	IN
37060	2267	15	people	people	NNS
37060	2267	16	to	to	IN
37060	2267	17	the	the	DT
37060	2267	18	elevators	elevator	NNS
37060	2267	19	.	.	.
37060	2268	1	After	after	IN
37060	2268	2	watching	watch	VBG
37060	2268	3	and	and	CC
37060	2268	4	waiting	wait	VBG
37060	2268	5	several	several	JJ
37060	2268	6	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	2268	7	,	,	,
37060	2268	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2268	9	finally	finally	RB
37060	2268	10	found	find	VBD
37060	2268	11	an	an	DT
37060	2268	12	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	2268	13	which	which	WDT
37060	2268	14	could	could	MD
37060	2268	15	be	be	VB
37060	2268	16	persuaded	persuade	VBN
37060	2268	17	to	to	TO
37060	2268	18	take	take	VB
37060	2268	19	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2268	20	down	down	RP
37060	2268	21	to	to	IN
37060	2268	22	the	the	DT
37060	2268	23	subway	subway	NN
37060	2268	24	level	level	NN
37060	2268	25	;	;	:
37060	2268	26	in	in	IN
37060	2268	27	a	a	DT
37060	2268	28	building	building	NN
37060	2268	29	with	with	IN
37060	2268	30	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	2268	31	20	20	CD
37060	2268	32	floors	floor	NNS
37060	2268	33	,	,	,
37060	2268	34	most	most	JJS
37060	2268	35	people	people	NNS
37060	2268	36	,	,	,
37060	2268	37	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2268	38	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2268	39	,	,	,
37060	2268	40	desired	desire	VBN
37060	2268	41	to	to	TO
37060	2268	42	travel	travel	VB
37060	2268	43	up	up	RP
37060	2268	44	from	from	IN
37060	2268	45	the	the	DT
37060	2268	46	main	main	JJ
37060	2268	47	lobby	lobby	NN
37060	2268	48	.	.	.
37060	2269	1	The	the	DT
37060	2269	2	traffic	traffic	NN
37060	2269	3	dwindled	dwindle	VBD
37060	2269	4	as	as	IN
37060	2269	5	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2269	6	approached	approach	VBD
37060	2269	7	Curie	Curie	NNP
37060	2269	8	.	.	.
37060	2270	1	A	a	DT
37060	2270	2	long	long	JJ
37060	2270	3	subway	subway	NN
37060	2270	4	tunnel	tunnel	NN
37060	2270	5	connected	connect	VBD
37060	2270	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2270	7	to	to	IN
37060	2270	8	the	the	DT
37060	2270	9	mainstream	mainstream	NN
37060	2270	10	of	of	IN
37060	2270	11	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	2270	12	activity	activity	NN
37060	2270	13	,	,	,
37060	2270	14	yet	yet	CC
37060	2270	15	Curie	Curie	NNP
37060	2270	16	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2270	17	was	be	VBD
37060	2270	18	singularly	singularly	RB
37060	2270	19	remote	remote	JJ
37060	2270	20	from	from	IN
37060	2270	21	all	all	RB
37060	2270	22	else	else	RB
37060	2270	23	,	,	,
37060	2270	24	as	as	IN
37060	2270	25	if	if	IN
37060	2270	26	,	,	,
37060	2270	27	being	be	VBG
37060	2270	28	the	the	DT
37060	2270	29	nucleus	nucleus	NN
37060	2270	30	of	of	IN
37060	2270	31	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2270	32	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	2270	33	and	and	CC
37060	2270	34	related	related	JJ
37060	2270	35	disorders	disorder	NNS
37060	2270	36	,	,	,
37060	2270	37	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2270	38	was	be	VBD
37060	2270	39	purposely	purposely	RB
37060	2270	40	kept	keep	VBN
37060	2270	41	at	at	IN
37060	2270	42	a	a	DT
37060	2270	43	safe	safe	JJ
37060	2270	44	distance	distance	NN
37060	2270	45	.	.	.
37060	2271	1	Following	follow	VBG
37060	2271	2	the	the	DT
37060	2271	3	dim	dim	JJ
37060	2271	4	corridor	corridor	NN
37060	2271	5	to	to	IN
37060	2271	6	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2271	7	end	end	NN
37060	2271	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2271	9	met	meet	VBD
37060	2271	10	with	with	IN
37060	2271	11	a	a	DT
37060	2271	12	set	set	NN
37060	2271	13	of	of	IN
37060	2271	14	glass	glass	NN
37060	2271	15	doors	door	NNS
37060	2271	16	and	and	CC
37060	2271	17	admitted	admit	VBD
37060	2271	18	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2271	19	into	into	IN
37060	2271	20	the	the	DT
37060	2271	21	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	2271	22	room	room	NN
37060	2271	23	.	.	.
37060	2272	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2272	2	sat	sit	VBD
37060	2272	3	down	down	RP
37060	2272	4	,	,	,
37060	2272	5	drained	drain	VBN
37060	2272	6	of	of	IN
37060	2272	7	energy	energy	NN
37060	2272	8	;	;	:
37060	2272	9	the	the	DT
37060	2272	10	room	room	NN
37060	2272	11	had	have	VBD
37060	2272	12	not	not	RB
37060	2272	13	changed	change	VBN
37060	2272	14	,	,	,
37060	2272	15	yet	yet	CC
37060	2272	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2272	17	had	have	VBD
37060	2272	18	.	.	.
37060	2273	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2273	2	no	no	RB
37060	2273	3	longer	longer	RB
37060	2273	4	wore	wear	VBD
37060	2273	5	the	the	DT
37060	2273	6	smile	smile	NN
37060	2273	7	of	of	IN
37060	2273	8	agitated	agitate	VBN
37060	2273	9	insecurity	insecurity	NN
37060	2273	10	and	and	CC
37060	2273	11	ignorance	ignorance	NN
37060	2273	12	of	of	IN
37060	2273	13	the	the	DT
37060	2273	14	previous	previous	JJ
37060	2273	15	day	day	NN
37060	2273	16	.	.	.
37060	2274	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2274	2	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	2274	3	were	be	VBD
37060	2274	4	only	only	RB
37060	2274	5	for	for	IN
37060	2274	6	people	people	NNS
37060	2274	7	whose	whose	WP$
37060	2274	8	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2274	9	met	meet	VBD
37060	2274	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2274	11	own	own	JJ
37060	2274	12	in	in	IN
37060	2274	13	a	a	DT
37060	2274	14	chance	chance	NN
37060	2274	15	union	union	NN
37060	2274	16	.	.	.
37060	2275	1	While	while	IN
37060	2275	2	Madame	Madame	NNP
37060	2275	3	Curie	Curie	NNP
37060	2275	4	looked	look	VBD
37060	2275	5	over	over	IN
37060	2275	6	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2275	7	patients	patient	NNS
37060	2275	8	,	,	,
37060	2275	9	the	the	DT
37060	2275	10	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	2275	11	body	body	NN
37060	2275	12	of	of	IN
37060	2275	13	radiation	radiation	NN
37060	2275	14	or	or	CC
37060	2275	15	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	2275	16	,	,	,
37060	2275	17	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2275	18	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2275	19	to	to	IN
37060	2275	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2275	21	a	a	DT
37060	2275	22	menace	menace	NN
37060	2275	23	of	of	IN
37060	2275	24	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	2275	25	though	though	IN
37060	2275	26	carved	carve	VBN
37060	2275	27	of	of	IN
37060	2275	28	stone	stone	NN
37060	2275	29	,	,	,
37060	2275	30	for	for	IN
37060	2275	31	upon	upon	IN
37060	2275	32	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2275	33	death	death	NN
37060	2275	34	,	,	,
37060	2275	35	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2275	36	bequeathed	bequeath	VBD
37060	2275	37	no	no	DT
37060	2275	38	true	true	JJ
37060	2275	39	wealth	wealth	NN
37060	2275	40	...	...	NFP
37060	2275	41	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2275	42	offering	offering	NN
37060	2275	43	bore	bear	VBD
37060	2275	44	a	a	DT
37060	2275	45	great	great	JJ
37060	2275	46	price	price	NN
37060	2275	47	for	for	IN
37060	2275	48	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2275	49	recipients	recipient	NNS
37060	2275	50	.	.	.
37060	2276	1	Indeed	indeed	RB
37060	2276	2	,	,	,
37060	2276	3	some	some	DT
37060	2276	4	"	"	``
37060	2276	5	beneficiaries	beneficiary	NNS
37060	2276	6	"	"	''
37060	2276	7	paid	pay	VBN
37060	2276	8	with	with	IN
37060	2276	9	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2276	10	lives	life	NNS
37060	2276	11	upon	upon	IN
37060	2276	12	receipt	receipt	NN
37060	2276	13	of	of	IN
37060	2276	14	Curie	Curie	NNP
37060	2276	15	's	's	POS
37060	2276	16	great	great	JJ
37060	2276	17	gift	gift	NN
37060	2276	18	.	.	.
37060	2277	1	"	"	``
37060	2277	2	But	but	CC
37060	2277	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2277	4	's	be	VBZ
37060	2277	5	for	for	IN
37060	2277	6	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2277	7	own	own	JJ
37060	2277	8	good	good	NN
37060	2277	9	,	,	,
37060	2277	10	"	"	''
37060	2277	11	the	the	DT
37060	2277	12	voice	voice	NN
37060	2277	13	echoed	echo	VBD
37060	2277	14	,	,	,
37060	2277	15	pushing	push	VBG
37060	2277	16	madness	madness	NN
37060	2277	17	aside	aside	RB
37060	2277	18	.	.	.
37060	2278	1	If	if	IN
37060	2278	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2278	3	did	do	VBD
37060	2278	4	not	not	RB
37060	2278	5	believe	believe	VB
37060	2278	6	the	the	DT
37060	2278	7	voice	voice	NN
37060	2278	8	,	,	,
37060	2278	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2278	10	heeded	heed	VBD
37060	2278	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2278	12	;	;	:
37060	2278	13	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	2278	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2278	15	formed	form	VBD
37060	2278	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2278	17	sole	sole	JJ
37060	2278	18	resolve	resolve	NN
37060	2278	19	to	to	TO
37060	2278	20	continue	continue	VB
37060	2278	21	,	,	,
37060	2278	22	and	and	CC
37060	2278	23	to	to	TO
37060	2278	24	endure	endure	VB
37060	2278	25	.	.	.
37060	2279	1	Once	once	RB
37060	2279	2	inside	inside	IN
37060	2279	3	a	a	DT
37060	2279	4	private	private	JJ
37060	2279	5	room	room	NN
37060	2279	6	,	,	,
37060	2279	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2279	8	anti	anti	JJ
37060	2279	9	-	-	JJ
37060	2279	10	nausea	nausea	JJ
37060	2279	11	shot	shot	NN
37060	2279	12	was	be	VBD
37060	2279	13	administered	administer	VBN
37060	2279	14	,	,	,
37060	2279	15	followed	follow	VBN
37060	2279	16	by	by	IN
37060	2279	17	the	the	DT
37060	2279	18	injection	injection	NN
37060	2279	19	of	of	IN
37060	2279	20	therapeutic	therapeutic	JJ
37060	2279	21	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	2279	22	.	.	.
37060	2280	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	2280	2	E.	E.	NNP
37060	2280	3	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	2280	4	only	only	RB
37060	2280	5	momentarily	momentarily	RB
37060	2280	6	,	,	,
37060	2280	7	yet	yet	CC
37060	2280	8	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2280	9	followed	follow	VBD
37060	2280	10	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2280	11	out	out	IN
37060	2280	12	of	of	IN
37060	2280	13	the	the	DT
37060	2280	14	room	room	NN
37060	2280	15	to	to	TO
37060	2280	16	question	question	VB
37060	2280	17	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2280	18	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	2280	19	earshot	earshot	NN
37060	2280	20	.	.	.
37060	2281	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2281	2	later	later	RB
37060	2281	3	learned	learn	VBD
37060	2281	4	that	that	IN
37060	2281	5	,	,	,
37060	2281	6	tormented	torment	VBN
37060	2281	7	of	of	IN
37060	2281	8	heart	heart	NN
37060	2281	9	,	,	,
37060	2281	10	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2281	11	had	have	VBD
37060	2281	12	asked	ask	VBN
37060	2281	13	the	the	DT
37060	2281	14	oncologist	oncologist	NN
37060	2281	15	if	if	IN
37060	2281	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2281	17	thought	think	VBD
37060	2281	18	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2281	19	should	should	MD
37060	2281	20	quit	quit	VB
37060	2281	21	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2281	22	job	job	NN
37060	2281	23	to	to	TO
37060	2281	24	stay	stay	VB
37060	2281	25	home	home	RB
37060	2281	26	and	and	CC
37060	2281	27	care	care	VB
37060	2281	28	for	for	IN
37060	2281	29	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2281	30	.	.	.
37060	2282	1	"	"	``
37060	2282	2	By	by	IN
37060	2282	3	no	no	DT
37060	2282	4	means	means	NN
37060	2282	5	!	!	.
37060	2282	6	"	"	''
37060	2283	1	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2283	2	answered	answer	VBD
37060	2283	3	directly	directly	RB
37060	2283	4	.	.	.
37060	2284	1	"	"	``
37060	2284	2	Quitting	quit	VBG
37060	2284	3	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2284	4	job	job	NN
37060	2284	5	of	of	IN
37060	2284	6	teaching	teaching	NN
37060	2284	7	might	may	MD
37060	2284	8	make	make	VB
37060	2284	9	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	2284	10	think	think	VB
37060	2284	11	that	that	IN
37060	2284	12	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2284	13	have	have	VBP
37060	2284	14	given	give	VBN
37060	2284	15	up	up	RP
37060	2284	16	hope	hope	NN
37060	2284	17	.	.	.
37060	2285	1	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2285	2	must	must	MD
37060	2285	3	continue	continue	VB
37060	2285	4	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2285	5	lives	life	NNS
37060	2285	6	as	as	RB
37060	2285	7	normally	normally	RB
37060	2285	8	as	as	IN
37060	2285	9	possible	possible	JJ
37060	2285	10	.	.	.
37060	2285	11	"	"	''
37060	2286	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2286	2	nodded	nod	VBD
37060	2286	3	with	with	IN
37060	2286	4	renewed	renew	VBN
37060	2286	5	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	2286	6	and	and	CC
37060	2286	7	re	re	NNS
37060	2286	8	-	-	VBD
37060	2286	9	entered	enter	VBD
37060	2286	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2286	11	room	room	NN
37060	2286	12	.	.	.
37060	2287	1	The	the	DT
37060	2287	2	IV	IV	NNP
37060	2287	3	had	have	VBD
37060	2287	4	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	2287	5	run	run	VBN
37060	2287	6	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2287	7	course	course	NN
37060	2287	8	,	,	,
37060	2287	9	and	and	CC
37060	2287	10	the	the	DT
37060	2287	11	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2287	12	stood	stand	VBD
37060	2287	13	by	by	IN
37060	2287	14	,	,	,
37060	2287	15	ready	ready	JJ
37060	2287	16	to	to	TO
37060	2287	17	remove	remove	VB
37060	2287	18	the	the	DT
37060	2287	19	needle	needle	NN
37060	2287	20	as	as	RB
37060	2287	21	soon	soon	RB
37060	2287	22	as	as	IN
37060	2287	23	the	the	DT
37060	2287	24	solution	solution	NN
37060	2287	25	had	have	VBD
37060	2287	26	emptied	empty	VBN
37060	2287	27	into	into	IN
37060	2287	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2287	29	veins	vein	NNS
37060	2287	30	.	.	.
37060	2288	1	"	"	``
37060	2288	2	Is	be	VBZ
37060	2288	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2288	4	okay	okay	JJ
37060	2288	5	if	if	IN
37060	2288	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2288	7	take	take	VBP
37060	2288	8	one	one	CD
37060	2288	9	of	of	IN
37060	2288	10	those	those	DT
37060	2288	11	?	?	.
37060	2288	12	"	"	''
37060	2289	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2289	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	2289	3	,	,	,
37060	2289	4	pointing	point	VBG
37060	2289	5	to	to	IN
37060	2289	6	the	the	DT
37060	2289	7	white	white	JJ
37060	2289	8	canisters	canister	NNS
37060	2289	9	aligned	align	VBN
37060	2289	10	neatly	neatly	RB
37060	2289	11	on	on	IN
37060	2289	12	top	top	NN
37060	2289	13	of	of	IN
37060	2289	14	the	the	DT
37060	2289	15	counter	counter	NN
37060	2289	16	.	.	.
37060	2290	1	"	"	``
37060	2290	2	Sure	sure	UH
37060	2290	3	,	,	,
37060	2290	4	"	"	''
37060	2290	5	the	the	DT
37060	2290	6	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2290	7	replied	reply	VBD
37060	2290	8	,	,	,
37060	2290	9	handing	hand	VBG
37060	2290	10	one	one	CD
37060	2290	11	to	to	IN
37060	2290	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2290	13	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2290	14	.	.	.
37060	2291	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2291	2	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2291	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2291	4	already	already	RB
37060	2291	5	plotting	plot	VBG
37060	2291	6	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2291	7	rebellion	rebellion	NN
37060	2291	8	,	,	,
37060	2291	9	and	and	CC
37060	2291	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2291	11	wanted	want	VBD
37060	2291	12	some	some	DT
37060	2291	13	security	security	NN
37060	2291	14	should	should	MD
37060	2291	15	an	an	DT
37060	2291	16	impulse	impulse	NN
37060	2291	17	overthrow	overthrow	VB
37060	2291	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2291	19	will	will	NN
37060	2291	20	before	before	IN
37060	2291	21	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2291	22	returned	return	VBD
37060	2291	23	to	to	IN
37060	2291	24	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2291	25	motel	motel	NN
37060	2291	26	.	.	.
37060	2292	1	As	as	RB
37060	2292	2	long	long	RB
37060	2292	3	as	as	IN
37060	2292	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2292	5	did	do	VBD
37060	2292	6	not	not	RB
37060	2292	7	involve	involve	VB
37060	2292	8	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2292	9	in	in	IN
37060	2292	10	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	2292	11	,	,	,
37060	2292	12	and	and	CC
37060	2292	13	inhaled	inhale	VBD
37060	2292	14	only	only	RB
37060	2292	15	short	short	JJ
37060	2292	16	breaths	breath	NNS
37060	2292	17	of	of	IN
37060	2292	18	air	air	NN
37060	2292	19	,	,	,
37060	2292	20	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	2292	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2292	22	qualms	qualm	NNS
37060	2292	23	would	would	MD
37060	2292	24	subside	subside	VB
37060	2292	25	.	.	.
37060	2293	1	"	"	``
37060	2293	2	There	there	RB
37060	2293	3	...	...	:
37060	2293	4	all	all	DT
37060	2293	5	done	do	VBN
37060	2293	6	,	,	,
37060	2293	7	"	"	''
37060	2293	8	the	the	DT
37060	2293	9	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2293	10	proclaimed	proclaim	VBD
37060	2293	11	,	,	,
37060	2293	12	wrapping	wrap	VBG
37060	2293	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2293	14	hand	hand	NN
37060	2293	15	in	in	IN
37060	2293	16	gauze	gauze	NN
37060	2293	17	.	.	.
37060	2294	1	"	"	``
37060	2294	2	Bye	bye	VB
37060	2294	3	,	,	,
37060	2294	4	"	"	''
37060	2294	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2294	6	said	say	VBD
37060	2294	7	grabbing	grab	VBG
37060	2294	8	the	the	DT
37060	2294	9	bandaged	bandage	VBN
37060	2294	10	hand	hand	NN
37060	2294	11	tightly	tightly	RB
37060	2294	12	;	;	:
37060	2294	13	"	"	``
37060	2294	14	See	see	VB
37060	2294	15	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2294	16	tomorrow	tomorrow	NN
37060	2294	17	.	.	.
37060	2294	18	"	"	''
37060	2295	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2295	2	and	and	CC
37060	2295	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2295	4	traced	trace	VBD
37060	2295	5	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2295	6	earlier	early	JJR
37060	2295	7	footsteps	footstep	NNS
37060	2295	8	back	back	RB
37060	2295	9	to	to	IN
37060	2295	10	the	the	DT
37060	2295	11	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	2295	12	building	building	NN
37060	2295	13	and	and	CC
37060	2295	14	there	there	RB
37060	2295	15	phoned	phone	VBD
37060	2295	16	the	the	DT
37060	2295	17	motel	motel	NN
37060	2295	18	.	.	.
37060	2296	1	Several	several	JJ
37060	2296	2	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	2296	3	passed	pass	VBD
37060	2296	4	,	,	,
37060	2296	5	then	then	RB
37060	2296	6	the	the	DT
37060	2296	7	courtesy	courtesy	NN
37060	2296	8	van	van	NNP
37060	2296	9	rolled	roll	VBD
37060	2296	10	up	up	RP
37060	2296	11	to	to	IN
37060	2296	12	the	the	DT
37060	2296	13	front	front	JJ
37060	2296	14	doors	door	NNS
37060	2296	15	.	.	.
37060	2297	1	A	a	DT
37060	2297	2	doorman	doorman	NN
37060	2297	3	issued	issue	VBD
37060	2297	4	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2297	5	out	out	IN
37060	2297	6	of	of	IN
37060	2297	7	the	the	DT
37060	2297	8	building	building	NN
37060	2297	9	with	with	IN
37060	2297	10	a	a	DT
37060	2297	11	friendly	friendly	JJ
37060	2297	12	,	,	,
37060	2297	13	"	"	``
37060	2297	14	Have	have	VB
37060	2297	15	a	a	DT
37060	2297	16	nice	nice	JJ
37060	2297	17	day	day	NN
37060	2297	18	,	,	,
37060	2297	19	now	now	RB
37060	2297	20	.	.	.
37060	2297	21	"	"	''
37060	2298	1	That	that	DT
37060	2298	2	man	man	NN
37060	2298	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2298	4	the	the	DT
37060	2298	5	epitome	epitome	NN
37060	2298	6	of	of	IN
37060	2298	7	flamboyance	flamboyance	NN
37060	2298	8	;	;	:
37060	2298	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2298	10	struck	strike	VBD
37060	2298	11	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	2298	12	as	as	IN
37060	2298	13	a	a	DT
37060	2298	14	neighbor	neighbor	NN
37060	2298	15	rather	rather	RB
37060	2298	16	than	than	IN
37060	2298	17	a	a	DT
37060	2298	18	stranger	stranger	NN
37060	2298	19	.	.	.
37060	2299	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2299	2	must	must	MD
37060	2299	3	have	have	VB
37060	2299	4	loved	love	VBN
37060	2299	5	people	people	NNS
37060	2299	6	,	,	,
37060	2299	7	for	for	IN
37060	2299	8	people	people	NNS
37060	2299	9	were	be	VBD
37060	2299	10	the	the	DT
37060	2299	11	essential	essential	JJ
37060	2299	12	ingredient	ingredient	NN
37060	2299	13	in	in	IN
37060	2299	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2299	15	position	position	NN
37060	2299	16	at	at	IN
37060	2299	17	the	the	DT
37060	2299	18	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	2299	19	.	.	.
37060	2300	1	A	a	DT
37060	2300	2	genuine	genuine	JJ
37060	2300	3	smile	smile	NN
37060	2300	4	,	,	,
37060	2300	5	a	a	DT
37060	2300	6	fresh	fresh	JJ
37060	2300	7	hello	hello	NN
37060	2300	8	;	;	:
37060	2300	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2300	10	too	too	RB
37060	2300	11	,	,	,
37060	2300	12	doled	dole	VBD
37060	2300	13	out	out	RP
37060	2300	14	medicine	medicine	NN
37060	2300	15	,	,	,
37060	2300	16	and	and	CC
37060	2300	17	maybe	maybe	RB
37060	2300	18	helped	help	VBD
37060	2300	19	to	to	TO
37060	2300	20	ease	ease	VB
37060	2300	21	a	a	DT
37060	2300	22	few	few	JJ
37060	2300	23	aching	ache	VBG
37060	2300	24	hearts	heart	NNS
37060	2300	25	.	.	.
37060	2301	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2301	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2301	3	grateful	grateful	JJ
37060	2301	4	to	to	TO
37060	2301	5	be	be	VB
37060	2301	6	able	able	JJ
37060	2301	7	to	to	TO
37060	2301	8	collapse	collapse	VB
37060	2301	9	upon	upon	IN
37060	2301	10	the	the	DT
37060	2301	11	couch	couch	NN
37060	2301	12	and	and	CC
37060	2301	13	watch	watch	VB
37060	2301	14	the	the	DT
37060	2301	15	T.V.	T.V.	NNP
37060	2302	1	from	from	IN
37060	2302	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2302	3	prone	prone	JJ
37060	2302	4	position	position	NN
37060	2302	5	;	;	:
37060	2302	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2302	7	took	take	VBD
37060	2302	8	no	no	DT
37060	2302	9	interest	interest	NN
37060	2302	10	in	in	IN
37060	2302	11	books	book	NNS
37060	2302	12	or	or	CC
37060	2302	13	crafts	craft	NNS
37060	2302	14	,	,	,
37060	2302	15	for	for	IN
37060	2302	16	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2302	17	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2302	18	too	too	RB
37060	2302	19	taxing	taxing	JJ
37060	2302	20	and	and	CC
37060	2302	21	exhaustive	exhaustive	JJ
37060	2302	22	in	in	IN
37060	2302	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2302	24	condition	condition	NN
37060	2302	25	.	.	.
37060	2303	1	Rest	rest	NN
37060	2303	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2303	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2303	4	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	2303	5	between	between	IN
37060	2303	6	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	2303	7	and	and	CC
37060	2303	8	weakness	weakness	NN
37060	2303	9	;	;	:
37060	2303	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2303	11	welcomed	welcome	VBD
37060	2303	12	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	2303	13	more	more	JJR
37060	2303	14	than	than	IN
37060	2303	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2303	16	welcomed	welcome	VBD
37060	2303	17	the	the	DT
37060	2303	18	thought	thought	NN
37060	2303	19	of	of	IN
37060	2303	20	quiet	quiet	NNP
37060	2303	21	repose	repose	NNP
37060	2303	22	.	.	.
37060	2304	1	As	as	IN
37060	2304	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2304	3	laid	lay	VBD
37060	2304	4	on	on	IN
37060	2304	5	the	the	DT
37060	2304	6	couch	couch	NN
37060	2304	7	,	,	,
37060	2304	8	the	the	DT
37060	2304	9	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	2304	10	peeled	peel	VBD
37060	2304	11	away	away	RB
37060	2304	12	,	,	,
37060	2304	13	passing	pass	VBG
37060	2304	14	much	much	RB
37060	2304	15	as	as	IN
37060	2304	16	Monday	Monday	NNP
37060	2304	17	had	have	VBD
37060	2304	18	done	do	VBN
37060	2304	19	.	.	.
37060	2305	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2305	2	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	2305	3	occurred	occur	VBD
37060	2305	4	to	to	IN
37060	2305	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2305	6	that	that	IN
37060	2305	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2305	8	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2305	9	tense	tense	JJ
37060	2305	10	,	,	,
37060	2305	11	especially	especially	RB
37060	2305	12	in	in	IN
37060	2305	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2305	14	jaw	jaw	NN
37060	2305	15	,	,	,
37060	2305	16	and	and	CC
37060	2305	17	curious	curious	JJ
37060	2305	18	,	,	,
37060	2305	19	sat	sit	VBD
37060	2305	20	up	up	RP
37060	2305	21	to	to	TO
37060	2305	22	work	work	VB
37060	2305	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2305	24	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	2305	25	.	.	.
37060	2306	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2306	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2306	3	not	not	RB
37060	2306	4	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	2306	5	,	,	,
37060	2306	6	nor	nor	CC
37060	2306	7	had	have	VBD
37060	2306	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2306	9	need	need	VBP
37060	2306	10	to	to	TO
37060	2306	11	be	be	VB
37060	2306	12	,	,	,
37060	2306	13	yet	yet	CC
37060	2306	14	the	the	DT
37060	2306	15	jaw	jaw	NN
37060	2306	16	clamped	clamp	VBD
37060	2306	17	tighter	tight	JJR
37060	2306	18	still	still	RB
37060	2306	19	.	.	.
37060	2307	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2307	2	placed	place	VBD
37060	2307	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2307	4	hand	hand	NN
37060	2307	5	on	on	IN
37060	2307	6	either	either	DT
37060	2307	7	side	side	NN
37060	2307	8	of	of	IN
37060	2307	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2307	10	face	face	NN
37060	2307	11	to	to	TO
37060	2307	12	gently	gently	RB
37060	2307	13	knead	knead	VB
37060	2307	14	the	the	DT
37060	2307	15	apparently	apparently	RB
37060	2307	16	cramped	cramp	VBN
37060	2307	17	muscles	muscle	NNS
37060	2307	18	.	.	.
37060	2308	1	"	"	``
37060	2308	2	This	this	DT
37060	2308	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	2308	4	crazy	crazy	JJ
37060	2308	5	,	,	,
37060	2308	6	"	"	''
37060	2308	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2308	8	thought	think	VBD
37060	2308	9	.	.	.
37060	2309	1	"	"	``
37060	2309	2	A	a	DT
37060	2309	3	Charlie	Charlie	NNP
37060	2309	4	horse	horse	NN
37060	2309	5	in	in	IN
37060	2309	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2309	7	face	face	NN
37060	2309	8	!	!	.
37060	2309	9	"	"	''
37060	2310	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2310	2	rose	rise	VBD
37060	2310	3	from	from	IN
37060	2310	4	the	the	DT
37060	2310	5	sofa	sofa	NN
37060	2310	6	,	,	,
37060	2310	7	searching	search	VBG
37060	2310	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2310	9	mind	mind	NN
37060	2310	10	for	for	IN
37060	2310	11	a	a	DT
37060	2310	12	reasonable	reasonable	JJ
37060	2310	13	solution	solution	NN
37060	2310	14	to	to	IN
37060	2310	15	this	this	DT
37060	2310	16	dilemma	dilemma	NN
37060	2310	17	.	.	.
37060	2311	1	"	"	``
37060	2311	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2311	3	'll	will	MD
37060	2311	4	brush	brush	VB
37060	2311	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2311	6	teeth	tooth	NNS
37060	2311	7	...	...	.
37060	2311	8	"	"	``
37060	2311	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2311	10	flew	fly	VBD
37060	2311	11	into	into	IN
37060	2311	12	the	the	DT
37060	2311	13	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	2311	14	,	,	,
37060	2311	15	squeezing	squeeze	VBG
37060	2311	16	paste	paste	NN
37060	2311	17	on	on	IN
37060	2311	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2311	19	brush	brush	NN
37060	2311	20	,	,	,
37060	2311	21	and	and	CC
37060	2311	22	began	begin	VBD
37060	2311	23	to	to	TO
37060	2311	24	scrub	scrub	VB
37060	2311	25	viciously	viciously	RB
37060	2311	26	.	.	.
37060	2312	1	Nothing	nothing	NN
37060	2312	2	improved	improve	VBD
37060	2312	3	.	.	.
37060	2313	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2313	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	2313	3	at	at	IN
37060	2313	4	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2313	5	in	in	IN
37060	2313	6	the	the	DT
37060	2313	7	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	2313	8	just	just	RB
37060	2313	9	as	as	IN
37060	2313	10	a	a	DT
37060	2313	11	transformation	transformation	NN
37060	2313	12	took	take	VBD
37060	2313	13	place	place	NN
37060	2313	14	.	.	.
37060	2314	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	2314	2	no	no	DT
37060	2314	3	control	control	NN
37060	2314	4	over	over	IN
37060	2314	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2314	6	jaw	jaw	NN
37060	2314	7	,	,	,
37060	2314	8	the	the	DT
37060	2314	9	bottom	bottom	NN
37060	2314	10	row	row	NN
37060	2314	11	of	of	IN
37060	2314	12	teeth	tooth	NNS
37060	2314	13	pulled	pull	VBD
37060	2314	14	to	to	IN
37060	2314	15	the	the	DT
37060	2314	16	left	left	NN
37060	2314	17	,	,	,
37060	2314	18	straining	strain	VBG
37060	2314	19	against	against	IN
37060	2314	20	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2314	21	natural	natural	JJ
37060	2314	22	alignment	alignment	NN
37060	2314	23	and	and	CC
37060	2314	24	audibly	audibly	RB
37060	2314	25	cracking	crack	VBG
37060	2314	26	as	as	IN
37060	2314	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2314	28	contorted	contort	VBD
37060	2314	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2314	30	entire	entire	JJ
37060	2314	31	face	face	NN
37060	2314	32	.	.	.
37060	2315	1	"	"	``
37060	2315	2	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2315	3	...	...	NFP
37060	2316	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2316	2	think	think	VBP
37060	2316	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2316	4	've	have	VB
37060	2316	5	got	get	VBN
37060	2316	6	a	a	DT
37060	2316	7	problem	problem	NN
37060	2316	8	.	.	.
37060	2316	9	"	"	''
37060	2317	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2317	2	came	come	VBD
37060	2317	3	and	and	CC
37060	2317	4	looked	look	VBD
37060	2317	5	at	at	IN
37060	2317	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2317	7	,	,	,
37060	2317	8	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2317	9	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2317	10	widening	widen	VBG
37060	2317	11	at	at	IN
37060	2317	12	the	the	DT
37060	2317	13	spectacle	spectacle	NN
37060	2317	14	before	before	IN
37060	2317	15	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2317	16	.	.	.
37060	2318	1	"	"	``
37060	2318	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2318	3	ca	can	MD
37060	2318	4	n't	not	RB
37060	2318	5	control	control	VB
37060	2318	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2318	7	jaw	jaw	NN
37060	2318	8	"	"	''
37060	2318	9	;	;	:
37060	2318	10	the	the	DT
37060	2318	11	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	2318	12	statement	statement	NN
37060	2318	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2318	14	blurted	blurt	VBD
37060	2318	15	out	out	IN
37060	2318	16	of	of	IN
37060	2318	17	the	the	DT
37060	2318	18	side	side	NN
37060	2318	19	of	of	IN
37060	2318	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2318	21	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	2318	22	made	make	VBD
37060	2318	23	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2318	24	envision	envision	VB
37060	2318	25	the	the	DT
37060	2318	26	only	only	JJ
37060	2318	27	possible	possible	JJ
37060	2318	28	cause	cause	NN
37060	2318	29	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2318	30	could	could	MD
37060	2318	31	ascertain	ascertain	VB
37060	2318	32	;	;	:
37060	2318	33	LOCKJAW	LOCKJAW	NNP
37060	2318	34	.	.	.
37060	2319	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2319	2	dialed	dial	VBD
37060	2319	3	the	the	DT
37060	2319	4	motel	motel	NN
37060	2319	5	's	's	POS
37060	2319	6	front	front	JJ
37060	2319	7	desk	desk	NN
37060	2319	8	,	,	,
37060	2319	9	stating	state	VBG
37060	2319	10	firmly	firmly	RB
37060	2319	11	that	that	IN
37060	2319	12	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2319	13	little	little	JJ
37060	2319	14	girl	girl	NN
37060	2319	15	had	have	VBD
37060	2319	16	to	to	TO
37060	2319	17	be	be	VB
37060	2319	18	driven	drive	VBN
37060	2319	19	to	to	IN
37060	2319	20	Emergency	Emergency	NNP
37060	2319	21	right	right	RB
37060	2319	22	away	away	RB
37060	2319	23	,	,	,
37060	2319	24	then	then	RB
37060	2319	25	grabbing	grab	VBG
37060	2319	26	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2319	27	purse	purse	NN
37060	2319	28	,	,	,
37060	2319	29	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2319	30	only	only	JJ
37060	2319	31	essential	essential	JJ
37060	2319	32	,	,	,
37060	2319	33	pushed	push	VBD
37060	2319	34	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2319	35	out	out	IN
37060	2319	36	of	of	IN
37060	2319	37	the	the	DT
37060	2319	38	door	door	NN
37060	2319	39	.	.	.
37060	2320	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2320	2	ran	run	VBD
37060	2320	3	to	to	IN
37060	2320	4	the	the	DT
37060	2320	5	lobby	lobby	NN
37060	2320	6	where	where	WRB
37060	2320	7	a	a	DT
37060	2320	8	driver	driver	NN
37060	2320	9	was	be	VBD
37060	2320	10	ready	ready	JJ
37060	2320	11	and	and	CC
37060	2320	12	waiting	wait	VBG
37060	2320	13	.	.	.
37060	2321	1	"	"	``
37060	2321	2	How	how	WRB
37060	2321	3	embarrassing	embarrassing	JJ
37060	2321	4	,	,	,
37060	2321	5	"	"	''
37060	2321	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2321	7	thought	think	VBD
37060	2321	8	,	,	,
37060	2321	9	looking	look	VBG
37060	2321	10	down	down	RP
37060	2321	11	to	to	TO
37060	2321	12	shield	shield	VB
37060	2321	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2321	14	face	face	NN
37060	2321	15	from	from	IN
37060	2321	16	view	view	NN
37060	2321	17	.	.	.
37060	2322	1	"	"	``
37060	2322	2	A	a	DT
37060	2322	3	pimple	pimple	NN
37060	2322	4	on	on	IN
37060	2322	5	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2322	6	face	face	NN
37060	2322	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	2322	8	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	2322	9	!	!	.
37060	2322	10	"	"	''
37060	2323	1	Scrambling	scramble	VBG
37060	2323	2	into	into	IN
37060	2323	3	the	the	DT
37060	2323	4	car	car	NN
37060	2323	5	,	,	,
37060	2323	6	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2323	7	transit	transit	NN
37060	2323	8	was	be	VBD
37060	2323	9	soon	soon	RB
37060	2323	10	in	in	IN
37060	2323	11	progress	progress	NN
37060	2323	12	.	.	.
37060	2324	1	Meanwhile	meanwhile	RB
37060	2324	2	,	,	,
37060	2324	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2324	4	jaw	jaw	NN
37060	2324	5	had	have	VBD
37060	2324	6	taken	take	VBN
37060	2324	7	on	on	IN
37060	2324	8	a	a	DT
37060	2324	9	personality	personality	NN
37060	2324	10	of	of	IN
37060	2324	11	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2324	12	own	own	JJ
37060	2324	13	.	.	.
37060	2325	1	As	as	IN
37060	2325	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2325	3	had	have	VBD
37060	2325	4	formerly	formerly	RB
37060	2325	5	brought	bring	VBN
37060	2325	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2325	7	bottom	bottom	JJ
37060	2325	8	teeth	tooth	NNS
37060	2325	9	to	to	IN
37060	2325	10	the	the	DT
37060	2325	11	left	left	NN
37060	2325	12	,	,	,
37060	2325	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2325	14	now	now	RB
37060	2325	15	forced	force	VBD
37060	2325	16	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2325	17	way	way	NN
37060	2325	18	to	to	IN
37060	2325	19	the	the	DT
37060	2325	20	right	right	NN
37060	2325	21	.	.	.
37060	2326	1	Not	not	RB
37060	2326	2	content	content	JJ
37060	2326	3	,	,	,
37060	2326	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2326	5	again	again	RB
37060	2326	6	pushed	push	VBD
37060	2326	7	to	to	IN
37060	2326	8	the	the	DT
37060	2326	9	left	left	NN
37060	2326	10	.	.	.
37060	2327	1	This	this	DT
37060	2327	2	continued	continue	VBD
37060	2327	3	all	all	PDT
37060	2327	4	the	the	DT
37060	2327	5	way	way	NN
37060	2327	6	en	en	IN
37060	2327	7	route	route	NN
37060	2327	8	to	to	IN
37060	2327	9	the	the	DT
37060	2327	10	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	2327	11	,	,	,
37060	2327	12	while	while	IN
37060	2327	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2327	14	was	be	VBD
37060	2327	15	wondering	wonder	VBG
37060	2327	16	if	if	IN
37060	2327	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2327	18	had	have	VBD
37060	2327	19	come	come	VBN
37060	2327	20	in	in	IN
37060	2327	21	contact	contact	NN
37060	2327	22	with	with	IN
37060	2327	23	a	a	DT
37060	2327	24	contaminated	contaminate	VBN
37060	2327	25	needle	needle	NN
37060	2327	26	and	and	CC
37060	2327	27	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2327	28	calculated	calculate	VBD
37060	2327	29	how	how	WRB
37060	2327	30	soon	soon	RB
37060	2327	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2327	32	would	would	MD
37060	2327	33	die	die	VB
37060	2327	34	!	!	.
37060	2328	1	Once	once	IN
37060	2328	2	at	at	IN
37060	2328	3	the	the	DT
37060	2328	4	Emergency	Emergency	NNP
37060	2328	5	unit	unit	NN
37060	2328	6	,	,	,
37060	2328	7	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2328	8	tried	try	VBD
37060	2328	9	to	to	TO
37060	2328	10	give	give	VB
37060	2328	11	the	the	DT
37060	2328	12	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	2328	13	and	and	CC
37060	2328	14	nurses	nurse	VBZ
37060	2328	15	a	a	DT
37060	2328	16	coherent	coherent	JJ
37060	2328	17	explanation	explanation	NN
37060	2328	18	of	of	IN
37060	2328	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2328	20	situation	situation	NN
37060	2328	21	as	as	IN
37060	2328	22	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2328	23	saw	see	VBD
37060	2328	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2328	25	happen	happen	VB
37060	2328	26	,	,	,
37060	2328	27	as	as	RB
37060	2328	28	well	well	RB
37060	2328	29	as	as	IN
37060	2328	30	to	to	TO
37060	2328	31	alert	alert	VB
37060	2328	32	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2328	33	to	to	IN
37060	2328	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2328	35	enlistment	enlistment	NN
37060	2328	36	in	in	IN
37060	2328	37	the	the	DT
37060	2328	38	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	2328	39	program	program	NN
37060	2328	40	,	,	,
37060	2328	41	while	while	IN
37060	2328	42	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2328	43	stared	stare	VBD
37060	2328	44	at	at	IN
37060	2328	45	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2328	46	with	with	IN
37060	2328	47	disbelief	disbelief	NN
37060	2328	48	.	.	.
37060	2329	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2329	2	nodded	nod	VBD
37060	2329	3	in	in	IN
37060	2329	4	response	response	NN
37060	2329	5	to	to	IN
37060	2329	6	the	the	DT
37060	2329	7	information	information	NN
37060	2329	8	,	,	,
37060	2329	9	then	then	RB
37060	2329	10	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	2329	11	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2329	12	to	to	TO
37060	2329	13	sit	sit	VB
37060	2329	14	in	in	IN
37060	2329	15	a	a	DT
37060	2329	16	room	room	NN
37060	2329	17	by	by	IN
37060	2329	18	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2329	19	.	.	.
37060	2330	1	A	a	DT
37060	2330	2	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2330	3	came	come	VBD
37060	2330	4	to	to	IN
37060	2330	5	the	the	DT
37060	2330	6	door	door	NN
37060	2330	7	,	,	,
37060	2330	8	briefly	briefly	RB
37060	2330	9	surveying	survey	VBG
37060	2330	10	the	the	DT
37060	2330	11	scene	scene	NN
37060	2330	12	,	,	,
37060	2330	13	and	and	CC
37060	2330	14	wordlessly	wordlessly	RB
37060	2330	15	departed	depart	VBN
37060	2330	16	.	.	.
37060	2331	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2331	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	2331	3	questioningly	questioningly	RB
37060	2331	4	at	at	IN
37060	2331	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2331	6	mom	mom	NN
37060	2331	7	who	who	WP
37060	2331	8	shrugged	shrug	VBD
37060	2331	9	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2331	10	shoulders	shoulder	NNS
37060	2331	11	;	;	:
37060	2331	12	"	"	``
37060	2331	13	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	2331	14	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2331	15	had	have	VBD
37060	2331	16	the	the	DT
37060	2331	17	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	2331	18	room	room	NN
37060	2331	19	...	...	:
37060	2331	20	"	"	``
37060	2331	21	The	the	DT
37060	2331	22	time	time	NN
37060	2331	23	crept	creep	VBD
37060	2331	24	by	by	RP
37060	2331	25	while	while	IN
37060	2331	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2331	27	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	2331	28	humored	humor	VBD
37060	2331	29	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2331	30	with	with	IN
37060	2331	31	further	further	JJ
37060	2331	32	acrobatics	acrobatic	NNS
37060	2331	33	.	.	.
37060	2332	1	Bored	bored	JJ
37060	2332	2	with	with	IN
37060	2332	3	the	the	DT
37060	2332	4	lurch	lurch	NN
37060	2332	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	2332	6	to	to	IN
37060	2332	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	2332	8	the	the	DT
37060	2332	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	2332	10	right	right	JJ
37060	2332	11	,	,	,
37060	2332	12	lurch	lurch	NN
37060	2332	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	2332	14	to	to	IN
37060	2332	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	2332	16	the	the	DT
37060	2332	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	2332	18	left	left	JJ
37060	2332	19	routine	routine	NN
37060	2332	20	,	,	,
37060	2332	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2332	22	opened	open	VBD
37060	2332	23	wide	wide	JJ
37060	2332	24	,	,	,
37060	2332	25	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	2332	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2332	27	greatest	great	JJS
37060	2332	28	expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	2332	29	,	,	,
37060	2332	30	and	and	CC
37060	2332	31	remained	remain	VBD
37060	2332	32	thus	thus	RB
37060	2332	33	for	for	IN
37060	2332	34	several	several	JJ
37060	2332	35	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	2332	36	.	.	.
37060	2333	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2333	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2333	3	lucky	lucky	JJ
37060	2333	4	that	that	IN
37060	2333	5	there	there	EX
37060	2333	6	were	be	VBD
37060	2333	7	no	no	DT
37060	2333	8	flies	fly	NNS
37060	2333	9	buzzing	buzz	VBG
37060	2333	10	about	about	IN
37060	2333	11	;	;	:
37060	2333	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2333	13	could	could	MD
37060	2333	14	not	not	RB
37060	2333	15	have	have	VB
37060	2333	16	impeded	impede	VBN
37060	2333	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2333	18	entry	entry	NN
37060	2333	19	except	except	IN
37060	2333	20	with	with	IN
37060	2333	21	a	a	DT
37060	2333	22	rapid	rapid	JJ
37060	2333	23	flick	flick	NN
37060	2333	24	of	of	IN
37060	2333	25	the	the	DT
37060	2333	26	hand	hand	NN
37060	2333	27	.	.	.
37060	2334	1	A	a	DT
37060	2334	2	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2334	3	looked	look	VBD
37060	2334	4	in	in	RP
37060	2334	5	,	,	,
37060	2334	6	then	then	RB
37060	2334	7	darted	dart	VBD
37060	2334	8	away	away	RB
37060	2334	9	.	.	.
37060	2335	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2335	2	sat	sit	VBD
37060	2335	3	beside	beside	IN
37060	2335	4	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2335	5	,	,	,
37060	2335	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2335	7	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	2335	8	poised	poise	VBN
37060	2335	9	in	in	IN
37060	2335	10	the	the	DT
37060	2335	11	shape	shape	NN
37060	2335	12	of	of	IN
37060	2335	13	a	a	DT
37060	2335	14	horrendous	horrendous	JJ
37060	2335	15	yawn	yawn	NN
37060	2335	16	and	and	CC
37060	2335	17	began	begin	VBD
37060	2335	18	to	to	TO
37060	2335	19	see	see	VB
37060	2335	20	the	the	DT
37060	2335	21	humor	humor	NN
37060	2335	22	in	in	IN
37060	2335	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2335	24	predicament	predicament	NN
37060	2335	25	.	.	.
37060	2336	1	Open	open	JJ
37060	2336	2	mouthed	mouthed	NN
37060	2336	3	,	,	,
37060	2336	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2336	5	was	be	VBD
37060	2336	6	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	2336	7	to	to	TO
37060	2336	8	smile	smile	VB
37060	2336	9	,	,	,
37060	2336	10	but	but	CC
37060	2336	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2336	12	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2336	13	began	begin	VBD
37060	2336	14	to	to	TO
37060	2336	15	glisten	glisten	VB
37060	2336	16	and	and	CC
37060	2336	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2336	18	let	let	VBD
37060	2336	19	go	go	VB
37060	2336	20	of	of	IN
37060	2336	21	a	a	DT
37060	2336	22	gutteral	gutteral	JJ
37060	2336	23	"	"	``
37060	2336	24	haw	haw	NN
37060	2336	25	...	...	NFP
37060	2336	26	haw	haw	UH
37060	2336	27	...	...	NFP
37060	2336	28	haw	haw	UH
37060	2336	29	.	.	.
37060	2336	30	"	"	''
37060	2337	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2337	2	must	must	MD
37060	2337	3	look	look	VB
37060	2337	4	like	like	IN
37060	2337	5	"	"	``
37060	2337	6	Surprise	surprise	NN
37060	2337	7	,	,	,
37060	2337	8	"	"	''
37060	2337	9	impersonated	impersonate	VBN
37060	2337	10	,	,	,
37060	2337	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2337	12	thought	think	VBD
37060	2337	13	,	,	,
37060	2337	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2337	15	amusement	amusement	NN
37060	2337	16	gaining	gain	VBG
37060	2337	17	momentum	momentum	NN
37060	2337	18	.	.	.
37060	2338	1	Another	another	DT
37060	2338	2	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2338	3	stuck	stick	VBD
37060	2338	4	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2338	5	head	head	NN
37060	2338	6	inside	inside	IN
37060	2338	7	the	the	DT
37060	2338	8	room	room	NN
37060	2338	9	.	.	.
37060	2339	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2339	2	glanced	glance	VBD
37060	2339	3	at	at	IN
37060	2339	4	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2339	5	and	and	CC
37060	2339	6	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2339	7	too	too	RB
37060	2339	8	,	,	,
37060	2339	9	sped	speed	VBD
37060	2339	10	away	away	RB
37060	2339	11	.	.	.
37060	2340	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2340	2	grew	grow	VBD
37060	2340	3	angry	angry	JJ
37060	2340	4	;	;	:
37060	2340	5	no	no	DT
37060	2340	6	one	one	NN
37060	2340	7	helped	help	VBD
37060	2340	8	,	,	,
37060	2340	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2340	10	just	just	RB
37060	2340	11	came	come	VBD
37060	2340	12	to	to	TO
37060	2340	13	see	see	VB
37060	2340	14	the	the	DT
37060	2340	15	spectacle	spectacle	NN
37060	2340	16	.	.	.
37060	2341	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2341	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2341	3	a	a	DT
37060	2341	4	side	side	NN
37060	2341	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	2341	6	show	show	NN
37060	2341	7	and	and	CC
37060	2341	8	could	could	MD
37060	2341	9	almost	almost	RB
37060	2341	10	hear	hear	VB
37060	2341	11	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2341	12	talking	talk	VBG
37060	2341	13	excitedly	excitedly	RB
37060	2341	14	among	among	IN
37060	2341	15	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2341	16	...	...	:
37060	2341	17	"	"	``
37060	2341	18	Boy	boy	UH
37060	2341	19	,	,	,
37060	2341	20	that	that	DT
37060	2341	21	hit	hit	VBD
37060	2341	22	and	and	CC
37060	2341	23	run	run	VBN
37060	2341	24	was	be	VBD
37060	2341	25	sure	sure	RB
37060	2341	26	gruesome	gruesome	JJ
37060	2341	27	,	,	,
37060	2341	28	was	be	VBD
37060	2341	29	n't	not	RB
37060	2341	30	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2341	31	?	?	.
37060	2341	32	"	"	''
37060	2342	1	"	"	``
37060	2342	2	Yeh	Yeh	NNP
37060	2342	3	,	,	,
37060	2342	4	but	but	CC
37060	2342	5	did	do	VBD
37060	2342	6	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2342	7	get	get	VB
37060	2342	8	a	a	DT
37060	2342	9	load	load	NN
37060	2342	10	of	of	IN
37060	2342	11	that	that	DT
37060	2342	12	kid	kid	NN
37060	2342	13	in	in	IN
37060	2342	14	2C	2c	NN
37060	2342	15	?	?	.
37060	2342	16	"	"	''
37060	2343	1	"	"	``
37060	2343	2	Ha	ha	UH
37060	2343	3	Ha	ha	UH
37060	2343	4	Ha	ha	UH
37060	2343	5	Ha	ha	UH
37060	2343	6	.	.	.
37060	2343	7	"	"	''
37060	2344	1	So	so	RB
37060	2344	2	far	far	RB
37060	2344	3	most	most	JJS
37060	2344	4	of	of	IN
37060	2344	5	the	the	DT
37060	2344	6	"	"	``
37060	2344	7	peepers	peeper	NNS
37060	2344	8	"	"	''
37060	2344	9	only	only	RB
37060	2344	10	saw	see	VBD
37060	2344	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2344	12	profile	profile	NN
37060	2344	13	.	.	.
37060	2345	1	"	"	``
37060	2345	2	Hey	hey	UH
37060	2345	3	,	,	,
37060	2345	4	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2345	5	,	,	,
37060	2345	6	"	"	''
37060	2345	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2345	8	said	say	VBD
37060	2345	9	,	,	,
37060	2345	10	throwing	throw	VBG
37060	2345	11	the	the	DT
37060	2345	12	words	word	NNS
37060	2345	13	carefully	carefully	RB
37060	2345	14	,	,	,
37060	2345	15	"	"	``
37060	2345	16	The	the	DT
37060	2345	17	next	next	JJ
37060	2345	18	time	time	NN
37060	2345	19	someone	someone	NN
37060	2345	20	comes	come	VBZ
37060	2345	21	to	to	IN
37060	2345	22	the	the	DT
37060	2345	23	door	door	NN
37060	2345	24	to	to	TO
37060	2345	25	look	look	VB
37060	2345	26	,	,	,
37060	2345	27	how'bout	how'bout	UH
37060	2345	28	if	if	IN
37060	2345	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2345	30	give	give	VBP
37060	2345	31	'em	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2345	32	a	a	DT
37060	2345	33	full	full	JJ
37060	2345	34	frontal	frontal	JJ
37060	2345	35	view	view	NN
37060	2345	36	?	?	.
37060	2345	37	"	"	''
37060	2346	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2346	2	turned	turn	VBD
37060	2346	3	to	to	TO
37060	2346	4	look	look	VB
37060	2346	5	at	at	IN
37060	2346	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2346	7	as	as	IN
37060	2346	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2346	9	yawn	yawn	NN
37060	2346	10	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	2346	11	relaxed	relax	VBD
37060	2346	12	to	to	TO
37060	2346	13	facilitate	facilitate	VB
37060	2346	14	yet	yet	RB
37060	2346	15	another	another	DT
37060	2346	16	position	position	NN
37060	2346	17	.	.	.
37060	2347	1	This	this	DT
37060	2347	2	time	time	NN
37060	2347	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2347	4	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	2347	5	puckered	pucker	VBD
37060	2347	6	to	to	TO
37060	2347	7	form	form	VB
37060	2347	8	a	a	DT
37060	2347	9	tight	tight	JJ
37060	2347	10	"	"	``
37060	2347	11	O.	o.	NN
37060	2347	12	"	"	''
37060	2348	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2348	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	2348	3	at	at	IN
37060	2348	4	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2348	5	whose	whose	WP$
37060	2348	6	worry	worry	NN
37060	2348	7	was	be	VBD
37060	2348	8	finally	finally	RB
37060	2348	9	overruled	overrule	VBN
37060	2348	10	by	by	IN
37060	2348	11	humor	humor	NN
37060	2348	12	,	,	,
37060	2348	13	and	and	CC
37060	2348	14	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2348	15	burst	burst	VBD
37060	2348	16	out	out	RP
37060	2348	17	laughing	laugh	VBG
37060	2348	18	.	.	.
37060	2349	1	"	"	``
37060	2349	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2349	3	'm	be	VBP
37060	2349	4	sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	2349	5	,	,	,
37060	2349	6	"	"	''
37060	2349	7	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2349	8	said	say	VBD
37060	2349	9	,	,	,
37060	2349	10	"	"	``
37060	2349	11	but	but	CC
37060	2349	12	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2349	13	look	look	VBP
37060	2349	14	so	so	RB
37060	2349	15	funny	funny	JJ
37060	2349	16	...	...	:
37060	2349	17	"	"	``
37060	2349	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2349	19	did	do	VBD
37060	2349	20	n't	not	RB
37060	2349	21	mind	mind	VB
37060	2349	22	,	,	,
37060	2349	23	for	for	IN
37060	2349	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2349	25	was	be	VBD
37060	2349	26	laughing	laugh	VBG
37060	2349	27	heartily	heartily	RB
37060	2349	28	now	now	RB
37060	2349	29	,	,	,
37060	2349	30	issuing	issue	VBG
37060	2349	31	strange	strange	JJ
37060	2349	32	"	"	``
37060	2349	33	hoo	hoo	JJ
37060	2349	34	hoo	hoo	NNP
37060	2349	35	hoos	hoo	NNS
37060	2349	36	"	"	''
37060	2349	37	into	into	IN
37060	2349	38	the	the	DT
37060	2349	39	room	room	NN
37060	2349	40	through	through	IN
37060	2349	41	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2349	42	tunneled	tunneled	JJ
37060	2349	43	lips	lip	NNS
37060	2349	44	.	.	.
37060	2350	1	"	"	``
37060	2350	2	Here	here	RB
37060	2350	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2350	4	are	be	VBP
37060	2350	5	,	,	,
37060	2350	6	"	"	``
37060	2350	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2350	8	thought	think	VBD
37060	2350	9	,	,	,
37060	2350	10	"	"	''
37060	2350	11	laughing	laugh	VBG
37060	2350	12	like	like	IN
37060	2350	13	lunatics	lunatic	NNS
37060	2350	14	,	,	,
37060	2350	15	when	when	WRB
37060	2350	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2350	17	might	may	MD
37060	2350	18	have	have	VB
37060	2350	19	Lockjaw	Lockjaw	NNP
37060	2350	20	!	!	.
37060	2350	21	"	"	''
37060	2351	1	The	the	DT
37060	2351	2	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	2351	3	,	,	,
37060	2351	4	however	however	RB
37060	2351	5	,	,	,
37060	2351	6	did	do	VBD
37060	2351	7	n't	not	RB
37060	2351	8	appear	appear	VB
37060	2351	9	to	to	TO
37060	2351	10	be	be	VB
37060	2351	11	concerned	concern	VBN
37060	2351	12	,	,	,
37060	2351	13	for	for	CC
37060	2351	14	there	there	EX
37060	2351	15	was	be	VBD
37060	2351	16	still	still	RB
37060	2351	17	no	no	DT
37060	2351	18	word	word	NN
37060	2351	19	or	or	CC
37060	2351	20	antidote	antidote	NN
37060	2351	21	,	,	,
37060	2351	22	and	and	CC
37060	2351	23	an	an	DT
37060	2351	24	hour	hour	NN
37060	2351	25	or	or	CC
37060	2351	26	more	more	JJR
37060	2351	27	had	have	VBD
37060	2351	28	elapsed	elapse	VBN
37060	2351	29	.	.	.
37060	2352	1	All	all	DT
37060	2352	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2352	3	desired	desire	VBD
37060	2352	4	was	be	VBD
37060	2352	5	an	an	DT
37060	2352	6	ounce	ounce	NN
37060	2352	7	of	of	IN
37060	2352	8	relief	relief	NN
37060	2352	9	;	;	:
37060	2352	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2352	11	jaw	jaw	NN
37060	2352	12	was	be	VBD
37060	2352	13	incredibly	incredibly	RB
37060	2352	14	sore	sore	JJ
37060	2352	15	from	from	IN
37060	2352	16	the	the	DT
37060	2352	17	forced	force	VBN
37060	2352	18	contractions	contraction	NNS
37060	2352	19	,	,	,
37060	2352	20	and	and	CC
37060	2352	21	a	a	DT
37060	2352	22	pain	pain	NN
37060	2352	23	pill	pill	NN
37060	2352	24	would	would	MD
37060	2352	25	have	have	VB
37060	2352	26	brought	bring	VBN
37060	2352	27	immense	immense	JJ
37060	2352	28	satisfaction	satisfaction	NN
37060	2352	29	,	,	,
37060	2352	30	yet	yet	CC
37060	2352	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2352	32	could	could	MD
37060	2352	33	merely	merely	RB
37060	2352	34	wait	wait	VB
37060	2352	35	,	,	,
37060	2352	36	and	and	CC
37060	2352	37	try	try	VB
37060	2352	38	to	to	TO
37060	2352	39	relax	relax	VB
37060	2352	40	.	.	.
37060	2353	1	Finally	finally	RB
37060	2353	2	after	after	IN
37060	2353	3	countless	countless	JJ
37060	2353	4	repetitions	repetition	NNS
37060	2353	5	of	of	IN
37060	2353	6	rights	right	NNS
37060	2353	7	,	,	,
37060	2353	8	lefts	left	NNS
37060	2353	9	,	,	,
37060	2353	10	ooohs	ooohs	NNP
37060	2353	11	and	and	CC
37060	2353	12	ahhhs	ahhhs	NNP
37060	2353	13	,	,	,
37060	2353	14	a	a	DT
37060	2353	15	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	2353	16	strolled	stroll	VBN
37060	2353	17	in	in	IN
37060	2353	18	the	the	DT
37060	2353	19	room	room	NN
37060	2353	20	with	with	IN
37060	2353	21	a	a	DT
37060	2353	22	red	red	JJ
37060	2353	23	liquid	liquid	NN
37060	2353	24	.	.	.
37060	2354	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2354	2	had	have	VBD
37060	2354	3	,	,	,
37060	2354	4	by	by	IN
37060	2354	5	then	then	RB
37060	2354	6	,	,	,
37060	2354	7	given	give	VBN
37060	2354	8	up	up	RP
37060	2354	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2354	10	idea	idea	NN
37060	2354	11	that	that	IN
37060	2354	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2354	13	had	have	VBD
37060	2354	14	contracted	contract	VBN
37060	2354	15	lockjaw	lockjaw	NN
37060	2354	16	and	and	CC
37060	2354	17	looked	look	VBD
37060	2354	18	hopefully	hopefully	RB
37060	2354	19	toward	toward	IN
37060	2354	20	the	the	DT
37060	2354	21	man	man	NN
37060	2354	22	as	as	IN
37060	2354	23	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2354	24	approached	approach	VBD
37060	2354	25	.	.	.
37060	2355	1	The	the	DT
37060	2355	2	contractions	contraction	NNS
37060	2355	3	had	have	VBD
37060	2355	4	slowed	slow	VBN
37060	2355	5	in	in	IN
37060	2355	6	frequency	frequency	NN
37060	2355	7	as	as	IN
37060	2355	8	the	the	DT
37060	2355	9	hours	hour	NNS
37060	2355	10	passed	pass	VBD
37060	2355	11	,	,	,
37060	2355	12	yet	yet	CC
37060	2355	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2355	14	mind	mind	NN
37060	2355	15	still	still	RB
37060	2355	16	begged	beg	VBD
37060	2355	17	for	for	IN
37060	2355	18	relief	relief	NN
37060	2355	19	.	.	.
37060	2356	1	"	"	``
37060	2356	2	Well	well	UH
37060	2356	3	,	,	,
37060	2356	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2356	5	finally	finally	RB
37060	2356	6	figured	figure	VBD
37060	2356	7	out	out	RP
37060	2356	8	that	that	IN
37060	2356	9	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2356	10	muscle	muscle	NN
37060	2356	11	spasms	spasm	NNS
37060	2356	12	were	be	VBD
37060	2356	13	the	the	DT
37060	2356	14	result	result	NN
37060	2356	15	of	of	IN
37060	2356	16	the	the	DT
37060	2356	17	anti	anti	JJ
37060	2356	18	-	-	JJ
37060	2356	19	nausea	nausea	JJ
37060	2356	20	drug	drug	NN
37060	2356	21	that	that	WDT
37060	2356	22	had	have	VBD
37060	2356	23	been	be	VBN
37060	2356	24	administered	administer	VBN
37060	2356	25	to	to	IN
37060	2356	26	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2356	27	;	;	:
37060	2356	28	drink	drink	VB
37060	2356	29	this	this	DT
37060	2356	30	and	and	CC
37060	2356	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2356	32	'm	be	VBP
37060	2356	33	sure	sure	JJ
37060	2356	34	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2356	35	will	will	MD
37060	2356	36	not	not	RB
37060	2356	37	have	have	VB
37060	2356	38	any	any	DT
37060	2356	39	more	more	JJR
37060	2356	40	problems	problem	NNS
37060	2356	41	...	...	NFP
37060	2356	42	just	just	RB
37060	2356	43	do	do	VBP
37060	2356	44	n't	not	RB
37060	2356	45	let	let	VB
37060	2356	46	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2356	47	give	give	VB
37060	2356	48	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2356	49	any	any	DT
37060	2356	50	more	more	JJR
37060	2356	51	of	of	IN
37060	2356	52	those	those	DT
37060	2356	53	shots	shot	NNS
37060	2356	54	!	!	.
37060	2356	55	"	"	''
37060	2357	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2357	2	took	take	VBD
37060	2357	3	the	the	DT
37060	2357	4	red	red	JJ
37060	2357	5	liquid	liquid	NN
37060	2357	6	and	and	CC
37060	2357	7	drank	drink	VBD
37060	2357	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2357	9	down	down	RP
37060	2357	10	;	;	:
37060	2357	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2357	12	burned	burn	VBD
37060	2357	13	like	like	IN
37060	2357	14	fire	fire	NN
37060	2357	15	.	.	.
37060	2358	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2358	2	thought	think	VBD
37060	2358	3	of	of	IN
37060	2358	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2358	5	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2358	6	,	,	,
37060	2358	7	hoping	hope	VBG
37060	2358	8	that	that	IN
37060	2358	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2358	10	draught	draught	NN
37060	2358	11	would	would	MD
37060	2358	12	not	not	RB
37060	2358	13	infuriate	infuriate	VB
37060	2358	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2358	15	to	to	IN
37060	2358	16	the	the	DT
37060	2358	17	point	point	NN
37060	2358	18	of	of	IN
37060	2358	19	plotting	plot	VBG
37060	2358	20	a	a	DT
37060	2358	21	revolt	revolt	NN
37060	2358	22	;	;	:
37060	2358	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2358	24	had	have	VBD
37060	2358	25	been	be	VBN
37060	2358	26	lucky	lucky	JJ
37060	2358	27	through	through	IN
37060	2358	28	the	the	DT
37060	2358	29	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	2358	30	,	,	,
37060	2358	31	having	have	VBG
37060	2358	32	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	2358	33	no	no	DT
37060	2358	34	symptoms	symptom	NNS
37060	2358	35	of	of	IN
37060	2358	36	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	2358	37	during	during	IN
37060	2358	38	the	the	DT
37060	2358	39	facial	facial	JJ
37060	2358	40	contortions	contortion	NNS
37060	2358	41	.	.	.
37060	2359	1	Reflecting	reflect	VBG
37060	2359	2	upon	upon	IN
37060	2359	3	this	this	DT
37060	2359	4	favorable	favorable	JJ
37060	2359	5	aspect	aspect	NN
37060	2359	6	,	,	,
37060	2359	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2359	8	realized	realize	VBD
37060	2359	9	the	the	DT
37060	2359	10	hours	hour	NNS
37060	2359	11	could	could	MD
37060	2359	12	have	have	VB
37060	2359	13	proven	prove	VBN
37060	2359	14	much	much	RB
37060	2359	15	worse	bad	JJR
37060	2359	16	,	,	,
37060	2359	17	and	and	CC
37060	2359	18	was	be	VBD
37060	2359	19	relieved	relieve	VBN
37060	2359	20	that	that	IN
37060	2359	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2359	22	had	have	VBD
37060	2359	23	ignored	ignore	VBN
37060	2359	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2359	25	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2359	26	's	's	POS
37060	2359	27	plea	plea	NN
37060	2359	28	for	for	IN
37060	2359	29	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	2359	30	.	.	.
37060	2360	1	The	the	DT
37060	2360	2	following	following	JJ
37060	2360	3	morning	morning	NN
37060	2360	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2360	5	departed	depart	VBD
37060	2360	6	for	for	IN
37060	2360	7	Curie	Curie	NNP
37060	2360	8	with	with	IN
37060	2360	9	an	an	DT
37060	2360	10	aching	ache	VBG
37060	2360	11	jaw	jaw	NN
37060	2360	12	;	;	:
37060	2360	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2360	14	was	be	VBD
37060	2360	15	minutely	minutely	RB
37060	2360	16	reminiscent	reminiscent	JJ
37060	2360	17	of	of	IN
37060	2360	18	the	the	DT
37060	2360	19	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	2360	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2360	21	would	would	MD
37060	2360	22	acquire	acquire	VB
37060	2360	23	after	after	IN
37060	2360	24	chewing	chew	VBG
37060	2360	25	a	a	DT
37060	2360	26	large	large	JJ
37060	2360	27	wad	wad	NN
37060	2360	28	of	of	IN
37060	2360	29	bubble	bubble	NN
37060	2360	30	gum	gum	NN
37060	2360	31	.	.	.
37060	2361	1	Once	once	RB
37060	2361	2	at	at	IN
37060	2361	3	Curie	Curie	NNP
37060	2361	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2361	5	promptly	promptly	RB
37060	2361	6	notified	notify	VBD
37060	2361	7	the	the	DT
37060	2361	8	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	2361	9	and	and	CC
37060	2361	10	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	2361	11	E.	E.	NNP
37060	2361	12	of	of	IN
37060	2361	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2361	14	unusual	unusual	JJ
37060	2361	15	episode	episode	NN
37060	2361	16	of	of	IN
37060	2361	17	the	the	DT
37060	2361	18	previous	previous	JJ
37060	2361	19	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	2361	20	.	.	.
37060	2362	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	2362	2	E.	E.	NNP
37060	2362	3	nodded	nod	VBD
37060	2362	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2362	5	head	head	NN
37060	2362	6	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	2362	7	,	,	,
37060	2362	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2362	9	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	2362	10	working	work	VBG
37060	2362	11	nervously	nervously	RB
37060	2362	12	.	.	.
37060	2363	1	"	"	``
37060	2363	2	That	that	DT
37060	2363	3	drug	drug	NN
37060	2363	4	will	will	MD
37060	2363	5	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	2363	6	have	have	VB
37060	2363	7	that	that	DT
37060	2363	8	effect	effect	NN
37060	2363	9	on	on	IN
37060	2363	10	patients	patient	NNS
37060	2363	11	,	,	,
37060	2363	12	but	but	CC
37060	2363	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2363	14	happens	happen	VBZ
37060	2363	15	so	so	RB
37060	2363	16	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	2363	17	,	,	,
37060	2363	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2363	19	did	do	VBD
37060	2363	20	n't	not	RB
37060	2363	21	want	want	VB
37060	2363	22	to	to	TO
37060	2363	23	mention	mention	VB
37060	2363	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2363	25	to	to	IN
37060	2363	26	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2363	27	.	.	.
37060	2363	28	"	"	''
37060	2364	1	"	"	``
37060	2364	2	Gee	gee	NN
37060	2364	3	,	,	,
37060	2364	4	thanks	thank	NNS
37060	2364	5	,	,	,
37060	2364	6	"	"	''
37060	2364	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2364	8	mused	muse	VBD
37060	2364	9	,	,	,
37060	2364	10	silently	silently	RB
37060	2364	11	.	.	.
37060	2365	1	Personally	personally	RB
37060	2365	2	,	,	,
37060	2365	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2365	4	would	would	MD
37060	2365	5	have	have	VB
37060	2365	6	liked	like	VBN
37060	2365	7	to	to	TO
37060	2365	8	know	know	VB
37060	2365	9	all	all	PDT
37060	2365	10	the	the	DT
37060	2365	11	facts	fact	NNS
37060	2365	12	.	.	.
37060	2366	1	"	"	``
37060	2366	2	Oh	oh	UH
37060	2366	3	,	,	,
37060	2366	4	well	well	UH
37060	2366	5	,	,	,
37060	2366	6	"	"	''
37060	2366	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2366	8	thought	think	VBD
37060	2366	9	,	,	,
37060	2366	10	"	"	``
37060	2366	11	maybe	maybe	RB
37060	2366	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2366	13	was	be	VBD
37060	2366	14	no	no	DT
37060	2366	15	big	big	JJ
37060	2366	16	deal	deal	NN
37060	2366	17	,	,	,
37060	2366	18	but	but	CC
37060	2366	19	to	to	IN
37060	2366	20	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2366	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2366	22	was	be	VBD
37060	2366	23	worth	worth	JJ
37060	2366	24	a	a	DT
37060	2366	25	good	good	JJ
37060	2366	26	scare	scare	NN
37060	2366	27	and	and	CC
37060	2366	28	a	a	DT
37060	2366	29	couple	couple	NN
37060	2366	30	of	of	IN
37060	2366	31	laughs	laugh	NNS
37060	2366	32	.	.	.
37060	2366	33	"	"	''
37060	2367	1	A	a	DT
37060	2367	2	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2367	3	came	come	VBD
37060	2367	4	in	in	RP
37060	2367	5	and	and	CC
37060	2367	6	shut	shut	VBD
37060	2367	7	the	the	DT
37060	2367	8	door	door	NN
37060	2367	9	,	,	,
37060	2367	10	instructing	instruct	VBG
37060	2367	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2367	12	to	to	TO
37060	2367	13	drop	drop	VB
37060	2367	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2367	15	pants	pant	NNS
37060	2367	16	.	.	.
37060	2368	1	"	"	``
37060	2368	2	But	but	CC
37060	2368	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2368	4	'm	be	VBP
37060	2368	5	not	not	RB
37060	2368	6	supposed	suppose	VBN
37060	2368	7	to	to	TO
37060	2368	8	have	have	VB
37060	2368	9	shots	shot	NNS
37060	2368	10	any	any	DT
37060	2368	11	more	more	RBR
37060	2368	12	,	,	,
37060	2368	13	"	"	''
37060	2368	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2368	15	protested	protest	VBD
37060	2368	16	.	.	.
37060	2369	1	"	"	``
37060	2369	2	This	this	DT
37060	2369	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	2369	4	n't	not	RB
37060	2369	5	a	a	DT
37060	2369	6	shot	shot	NN
37060	2369	7	,	,	,
37060	2369	8	"	"	''
37060	2369	9	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2369	10	said	say	VBD
37060	2369	11	.	.	.
37060	2370	1	"	"	``
37060	2370	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2370	3	's	be	VBZ
37060	2370	4	a	a	DT
37060	2370	5	suppository	suppository	NN
37060	2370	6	...	...	:
37060	2370	7	for	for	IN
37060	2370	8	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	2370	9	,	,	,
37060	2370	10	"	"	''
37060	2370	11	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2370	12	added	add	VBD
37060	2370	13	.	.	.
37060	2371	1	"	"	``
37060	2371	2	Oh	oh	UH
37060	2371	3	!	!	.
37060	2371	4	"	"	''
37060	2372	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2372	2	swallowed	swallow	VBD
37060	2372	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2372	4	distaste	distaste	NN
37060	2372	5	for	for	IN
37060	2372	6	the	the	DT
37060	2372	7	idea	idea	NN
37060	2372	8	,	,	,
37060	2372	9	dropped	drop	VBD
37060	2372	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2372	11	pants	pant	NNS
37060	2372	12	,	,	,
37060	2372	13	bent	bent	JJ
37060	2372	14	over	over	RP
37060	2372	15	and	and	CC
37060	2372	16	took	take	VBD
37060	2372	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2372	18	medicine	medicine	NN
37060	2372	19	.	.	.
37060	2373	1	By	by	IN
37060	2373	2	the	the	DT
37060	2373	3	end	end	NN
37060	2373	4	of	of	IN
37060	2373	5	the	the	DT
37060	2373	6	week	week	NN
37060	2373	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2373	8	were	be	VBD
37060	2373	9	fairly	fairly	RB
37060	2373	10	used	use	VBN
37060	2373	11	to	to	IN
37060	2373	12	the	the	DT
37060	2373	13	routine	routine	NN
37060	2373	14	.	.	.
37060	2374	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2374	2	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	2374	3	that	that	IN
37060	2374	4	the	the	DT
37060	2374	5	driver	driver	NN
37060	2374	6	of	of	IN
37060	2374	7	the	the	DT
37060	2374	8	courtesy	courtesy	JJ
37060	2374	9	car	car	NN
37060	2374	10	would	would	MD
37060	2374	11	let	let	VB
37060	2374	12	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2374	13	out	out	RP
37060	2374	14	and	and	CC
37060	2374	15	pick	pick	VB
37060	2374	16	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2374	17	up	up	RP
37060	2374	18	in	in	IN
37060	2374	19	front	front	NN
37060	2374	20	of	of	IN
37060	2374	21	Curie	Curie	NNP
37060	2374	22	,	,	,
37060	2374	23	which	which	WDT
37060	2374	24	saved	save	VBD
37060	2374	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2374	26	energy	energy	NN
37060	2374	27	.	.	.
37060	2375	1	For	for	IN
37060	2375	2	security	security	NN
37060	2375	3	,	,	,
37060	2375	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2375	5	learned	learn	VBD
37060	2375	6	to	to	TO
37060	2375	7	carry	carry	VB
37060	2375	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2375	9	white	white	JJ
37060	2375	10	cardboard	cardboard	NN
37060	2375	11	"	"	''
37060	2375	12	barf	barf	NN
37060	2375	13	bucket	bucket	NN
37060	2375	14	"	"	''
37060	2375	15	to	to	IN
37060	2375	16	and	and	CC
37060	2375	17	from	from	IN
37060	2375	18	Curie	Curie	NNP
37060	2375	19	.	.	.
37060	2376	1	Unless	unless	IN
37060	2376	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2376	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2376	4	lucky	lucky	JJ
37060	2376	5	,	,	,
37060	2376	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2376	7	would	would	MD
37060	2376	8	throw	throw	VB
37060	2376	9	up	up	RP
37060	2376	10	all	all	DT
37060	2376	11	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	2376	12	and	and	CC
37060	2376	13	into	into	IN
37060	2376	14	the	the	DT
37060	2376	15	evening	evening	NN
37060	2376	16	;	;	:
37060	2376	17	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2376	18	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	2376	19	devised	devise	VBD
37060	2376	20	a	a	DT
37060	2376	21	way	way	NN
37060	2376	22	to	to	TO
37060	2376	23	make	make	VB
37060	2376	24	the	the	DT
37060	2376	25	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	2376	26	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	2376	27	by	by	IN
37060	2376	28	spreading	spread	VBG
37060	2376	29	a	a	DT
37060	2376	30	towel	towel	NN
37060	2376	31	on	on	IN
37060	2376	32	the	the	DT
37060	2376	33	floor	floor	NN
37060	2376	34	and	and	CC
37060	2376	35	placing	place	VBG
37060	2376	36	a	a	DT
37060	2376	37	pillow	pillow	NN
37060	2376	38	nearby	nearby	RB
37060	2376	39	on	on	IN
37060	2376	40	which	which	WDT
37060	2376	41	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2376	42	could	could	MD
37060	2376	43	lay	lay	VB
37060	2376	44	between	between	IN
37060	2376	45	seiges	seige	NNS
37060	2376	46	.	.	.
37060	2377	1	Near	near	IN
37060	2377	2	8:00	8:00	CD
37060	2377	3	p.m.	p.m.	NN
37060	2378	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2378	2	could	could	MD
37060	2378	3	usually	usually	RB
37060	2378	4	eat	eat	VB
37060	2378	5	an	an	DT
37060	2378	6	egg	egg	NN
37060	2378	7	,	,	,
37060	2378	8	toast	toast	NN
37060	2378	9	or	or	CC
37060	2378	10	a	a	DT
37060	2378	11	potato	potato	NN
37060	2378	12	.	.	.
37060	2379	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2379	2	helped	help	VBD
37060	2379	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2379	4	clean	clean	VB
37060	2379	5	up	up	RP
37060	2379	6	and	and	CC
37060	2379	7	dress	dress	VB
37060	2379	8	for	for	IN
37060	2379	9	bed	bed	NN
37060	2379	10	,	,	,
37060	2379	11	then	then	RB
37060	2379	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2379	13	would	would	MD
37060	2379	14	attempt	attempt	VB
37060	2379	15	to	to	TO
37060	2379	16	sleep	sleep	VB
37060	2379	17	until	until	IN
37060	2379	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2379	19	had	have	VBD
37060	2379	20	to	to	TO
37060	2379	21	wake	wake	VB
37060	2379	22	and	and	CC
37060	2379	23	repeat	repeat	VB
37060	2379	24	the	the	DT
37060	2379	25	process	process	NN
37060	2379	26	.	.	.
37060	2380	1	After	after	IN
37060	2380	2	the	the	DT
37060	2380	3	fifth	fifth	JJ
37060	2380	4	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	2380	5	,	,	,
37060	2380	6	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	2380	7	E.	E.	NNP
37060	2380	8	came	come	VBD
37060	2380	9	into	into	IN
37060	2380	10	the	the	DT
37060	2380	11	room	room	NN
37060	2380	12	to	to	TO
37060	2380	13	set	set	VB
37060	2380	14	up	up	RP
37060	2380	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2380	16	next	next	JJ
37060	2380	17	date	date	NN
37060	2380	18	for	for	IN
37060	2380	19	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	2380	20	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	2380	21	.	.	.
37060	2381	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2381	2	particular	particular	JJ
37060	2381	3	schedule	schedule	NN
37060	2381	4	was	be	VBD
37060	2381	5	to	to	TO
37060	2381	6	appear	appear	VB
37060	2381	7	approximately	approximately	RB
37060	2381	8	every	every	DT
37060	2381	9	six	six	CD
37060	2381	10	weeks	week	NNS
37060	2381	11	for	for	IN
37060	2381	12	five	five	CD
37060	2381	13	days	day	NNS
37060	2381	14	of	of	IN
37060	2381	15	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	2381	16	;	;	:
37060	2381	17	each	each	DT
37060	2381	18	patient	patient	NN
37060	2381	19	had	have	VBD
37060	2381	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2381	21	own	own	JJ
37060	2381	22	ritual	ritual	NN
37060	2381	23	in	in	IN
37060	2381	24	which	which	WDT
37060	2381	25	the	the	DT
37060	2381	26	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	2381	27	and	and	CC
37060	2381	28	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2381	29	dosage	dosage	NN
37060	2381	30	,	,	,
37060	2381	31	as	as	RB
37060	2381	32	well	well	RB
37060	2381	33	as	as	IN
37060	2381	34	the	the	DT
37060	2381	35	duration	duration	NN
37060	2381	36	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2381	37	were	be	VBD
37060	2381	38	received	receive	VBN
37060	2381	39	,	,	,
37060	2381	40	were	be	VBD
37060	2381	41	as	as	RB
37060	2381	42	uniquely	uniquely	RB
37060	2381	43	determined	determined	JJ
37060	2381	44	as	as	IN
37060	2381	45	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2381	46	type	type	NN
37060	2381	47	of	of	IN
37060	2381	48	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2381	49	and	and	CC
37060	2381	50	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2381	51	extent	extent	NN
37060	2381	52	.	.	.
37060	2382	1	Chemotherapy	Chemotherapy	NNP
37060	2382	2	incurred	incur	VBD
37060	2382	3	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	2382	4	variables	variable	NNS
37060	2382	5	,	,	,
37060	2382	6	and	and	CC
37060	2382	7	the	the	DT
37060	2382	8	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	2382	9	depended	depend	VBD
37060	2382	10	on	on	IN
37060	2382	11	the	the	DT
37060	2382	12	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	2382	13	administered	administer	VBN
37060	2382	14	and	and	CC
37060	2382	15	the	the	DT
37060	2382	16	condition	condition	NN
37060	2382	17	of	of	IN
37060	2382	18	the	the	DT
37060	2382	19	patient	patient	NN
37060	2382	20	.	.	.
37060	2383	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2383	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2383	3	amazed	amazed	JJ
37060	2383	4	to	to	TO
37060	2383	5	discover	discover	VB
37060	2383	6	that	that	IN
37060	2383	7	some	some	DT
37060	2383	8	recipients	recipient	NNS
37060	2383	9	did	do	VBD
37060	2383	10	not	not	RB
37060	2383	11	lose	lose	VB
37060	2383	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2383	13	hair	hair	NN
37060	2383	14	or	or	CC
37060	2383	15	become	become	VB
37060	2383	16	nauseous	nauseous	JJ
37060	2383	17	in	in	IN
37060	2383	18	the	the	DT
37060	2383	19	least	least	JJS
37060	2383	20	.	.	.
37060	2384	1	Some	some	DT
37060	2384	2	even	even	RB
37060	2384	3	gained	gain	VBD
37060	2384	4	weight	weight	NN
37060	2384	5	and	and	CC
37060	2384	6	carried	carry	VBN
37060	2384	7	on	on	IN
37060	2384	8	relatively	relatively	RB
37060	2384	9	normal	normal	JJ
37060	2384	10	lives	life	NNS
37060	2384	11	,	,	,
37060	2384	12	working	work	VBG
37060	2384	13	and	and	CC
37060	2384	14	attending	attend	VBG
37060	2384	15	social	social	JJ
37060	2384	16	functions	function	NNS
37060	2384	17	,	,	,
37060	2384	18	and	and	CC
37060	2384	19	basically	basically	RB
37060	2384	20	thrilled	thrill	VBD
37060	2384	21	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2384	22	were	be	VBD
37060	2384	23	alive	alive	JJ
37060	2384	24	;	;	:
37060	2384	25	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2384	26	complained	complain	VBD
37060	2384	27	only	only	RB
37060	2384	28	of	of	IN
37060	2384	29	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2384	30	excessive	excessive	JJ
37060	2384	31	rendezvous	rendezvous	NN
37060	2384	32	with	with	IN
37060	2384	33	needles	needle	NNS
37060	2384	34	.	.	.
37060	2385	1	Although	although	IN
37060	2385	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2385	3	effects	effect	NNS
37060	2385	4	were	be	VBD
37060	2385	5	far	far	RB
37060	2385	6	from	from	IN
37060	2385	7	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	2385	8	,	,	,
37060	2385	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2385	10	was	be	VBD
37060	2385	11	relieved	relieve	VBN
37060	2385	12	that	that	IN
37060	2385	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2385	14	was	be	VBD
37060	2385	15	able	able	JJ
37060	2385	16	to	to	TO
37060	2385	17	receive	receive	VB
37060	2385	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2385	19	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	2385	20	at	at	IN
37060	2385	21	Curie	Curie	NNP
37060	2385	22	as	as	IN
37060	2385	23	an	an	DT
37060	2385	24	out	out	JJ
37060	2385	25	-	-	HYPH
37060	2385	26	patient	patient	NN
37060	2385	27	;	;	:
37060	2385	28	free	free	JJ
37060	2385	29	from	from	IN
37060	2385	30	the	the	DT
37060	2385	31	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	2385	32	.	.	.
37060	2386	1	One	one	CD
37060	2386	2	's	's	POS
37060	2386	3	morale	morale	NN
37060	2386	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	2386	5	better	well	RBR
37060	2386	6	maintained	maintain	VBN
37060	2386	7	,	,	,
37060	2386	8	even	even	RB
37060	2386	9	if	if	IN
37060	2386	10	the	the	DT
37060	2386	11	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	2386	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	2386	13	felt	feel	VBN
37060	2386	14	upon	upon	IN
37060	2386	15	one	one	PRP
37060	2386	16	's	's	POS
37060	2386	17	face	face	NN
37060	2386	18	only	only	RB
37060	2386	19	to	to	IN
37060	2386	20	and	and	CC
37060	2386	21	from	from	IN
37060	2386	22	the	the	DT
37060	2386	23	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	2386	24	.	.	.
37060	2387	1	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	2387	2	E.	E.	NNP
37060	2387	3	and	and	CC
37060	2387	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2387	5	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2387	6	conferred	confer	VBD
37060	2387	7	over	over	IN
37060	2387	8	a	a	DT
37060	2387	9	calendar	calendar	NN
37060	2387	10	,	,	,
37060	2387	11	finally	finally	RB
37060	2387	12	agreeing	agree	VBG
37060	2387	13	upon	upon	IN
37060	2387	14	a	a	DT
37060	2387	15	date	date	NN
37060	2387	16	lying	lie	VBG
37060	2387	17	within	within	IN
37060	2387	18	the	the	DT
37060	2387	19	six	six	CD
37060	2387	20	week	week	NN
37060	2387	21	bounds	bound	NNS
37060	2387	22	.	.	.
37060	2388	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2388	2	would	would	MD
37060	2388	3	receive	receive	VB
37060	2388	4	a	a	DT
37060	2388	5	packet	packet	NN
37060	2388	6	containing	contain	VBG
37060	2388	7	specific	specific	JJ
37060	2388	8	appointment	appointment	NN
37060	2388	9	times	time	NNS
37060	2388	10	in	in	IN
37060	2388	11	the	the	DT
37060	2388	12	mail	mail	NN
37060	2388	13	shortly	shortly	RB
37060	2388	14	before	before	IN
37060	2388	15	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2388	16	next	next	JJ
37060	2388	17	visit	visit	NN
37060	2388	18	.	.	.
37060	2389	1	The	the	DT
37060	2389	2	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	2389	3	returned	return	VBD
37060	2389	4	to	to	IN
37060	2389	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2389	6	room	room	NN
37060	2389	7	as	as	IN
37060	2389	8	the	the	DT
37060	2389	9	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2389	10	was	be	VBD
37060	2389	11	wrapping	wrap	VBG
37060	2389	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2389	13	hand	hand	NN
37060	2389	14	.	.	.
37060	2390	1	After	after	IN
37060	2390	2	exchanging	exchange	VBG
37060	2390	3	a	a	DT
37060	2390	4	few	few	JJ
37060	2390	5	pleasantries	pleasantry	NNS
37060	2390	6	of	of	IN
37060	2390	7	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	2390	8	,	,	,
37060	2390	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2390	10	sobered	sober	VBD
37060	2390	11	and	and	CC
37060	2390	12	said	say	VBD
37060	2390	13	,	,	,
37060	2390	14	"	"	``
37060	2390	15	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2390	16	'll	will	MD
37060	2390	17	have	have	VB
37060	2390	18	to	to	TO
37060	2390	19	buy	buy	VB
37060	2390	20	a	a	DT
37060	2390	21	wig	wig	NN
37060	2390	22	as	as	RB
37060	2390	23	soon	soon	RB
37060	2390	24	as	as	IN
37060	2390	25	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2390	26	can	can	MD
37060	2390	27	once	once	IN
37060	2390	28	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2390	29	are	be	VBP
37060	2390	30	home	home	NN
37060	2390	31	...	...	:
37060	2390	32	"	"	''
37060	2390	33	Hair	hair	NN
37060	2390	34	loss	loss	NN
37060	2390	35	would	would	MD
37060	2390	36	not	not	RB
37060	2390	37	be	be	VB
37060	2390	38	a	a	DT
37060	2390	39	gradual	gradual	JJ
37060	2390	40	affair	affair	NN
37060	2390	41	after	after	IN
37060	2390	42	having	have	VBG
37060	2390	43	such	such	PDT
37060	2390	44	a	a	DT
37060	2390	45	drug	drug	NN
37060	2390	46	and	and	CC
37060	2390	47	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2390	48	warning	warning	NN
37060	2390	49	was	be	VBD
37060	2390	50	not	not	RB
37060	2390	51	intended	intend	VBN
37060	2390	52	to	to	TO
37060	2390	53	be	be	VB
37060	2390	54	brushed	brush	VBN
37060	2390	55	off	off	RP
37060	2390	56	;	;	:
37060	2390	57	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2390	58	nodded	nod	VBD
37060	2390	59	that	that	IN
37060	2390	60	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2390	61	would	would	MD
37060	2390	62	comply	comply	VB
37060	2390	63	.	.	.
37060	2391	1	"	"	``
37060	2391	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2391	3	'll	will	MD
37060	2391	4	see	see	VB
37060	2391	5	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2391	6	in	in	IN
37060	2391	7	six	six	CD
37060	2391	8	weeks	week	NNS
37060	2391	9	then	then	RB
37060	2391	10	,	,	,
37060	2391	11	"	"	''
37060	2391	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2391	13	drawled	drawl	VBD
37060	2391	14	,	,	,
37060	2391	15	and	and	CC
37060	2391	16	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	2391	17	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2391	18	to	to	TO
37060	2391	19	depart	depart	VB
37060	2391	20	from	from	IN
37060	2391	21	the	the	DT
37060	2391	22	room	room	NN
37060	2391	23	at	at	IN
37060	2391	24	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2391	25	leisure	leisure	NN
37060	2391	26	.	.	.
37060	2392	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2392	2	took	take	VBD
37060	2392	3	another	another	DT
37060	2392	4	white	white	JJ
37060	2392	5	canister	canister	NN
37060	2392	6	from	from	IN
37060	2392	7	the	the	DT
37060	2392	8	counter	counter	NN
37060	2392	9	top	top	NN
37060	2392	10	and	and	CC
37060	2392	11	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2392	12	stepped	step	VBD
37060	2392	13	from	from	IN
37060	2392	14	the	the	DT
37060	2392	15	cubicle	cubicle	NN
37060	2392	16	.	.	.
37060	2393	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2393	2	had	have	VBD
37060	2393	3	already	already	RB
37060	2393	4	stowed	stow	VBN
37060	2393	5	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2393	6	bags	bag	NNS
37060	2393	7	in	in	IN
37060	2393	8	the	the	DT
37060	2393	9	car	car	NN
37060	2393	10	for	for	IN
37060	2393	11	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2393	12	departure	departure	NN
37060	2393	13	,	,	,
37060	2393	14	so	so	CC
37060	2393	15	upon	upon	IN
37060	2393	16	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2393	17	return	return	NN
37060	2393	18	to	to	IN
37060	2393	19	the	the	DT
37060	2393	20	motel	motel	NN
37060	2393	21	,	,	,
37060	2393	22	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2393	23	merely	merely	RB
37060	2393	24	inspected	inspect	VBD
37060	2393	25	the	the	DT
37060	2393	26	room	room	NN
37060	2393	27	once	once	RB
37060	2393	28	more	more	RBR
37060	2393	29	for	for	IN
37060	2393	30	articles	article	NNS
37060	2393	31	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2393	32	might	may	MD
37060	2393	33	have	have	VB
37060	2393	34	overlooked	overlook	VBN
37060	2393	35	and	and	CC
37060	2393	36	then	then	RB
37060	2393	37	made	make	VBD
37060	2393	38	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2393	39	way	way	NN
37060	2393	40	to	to	IN
37060	2393	41	the	the	DT
37060	2393	42	car	car	NN
37060	2393	43	for	for	IN
37060	2393	44	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2393	45	homeward	homeward	NN
37060	2393	46	journey	journey	NN
37060	2393	47	.	.	.
37060	2394	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2394	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2394	3	seated	seat	VBN
37060	2394	4	beside	beside	IN
37060	2394	5	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2394	6	,	,	,
37060	2394	7	outfitted	outfit	VBN
37060	2394	8	with	with	IN
37060	2394	9	two	two	CD
37060	2394	10	white	white	JJ
37060	2394	11	canisters	canister	NNS
37060	2394	12	,	,	,
37060	2394	13	while	while	IN
37060	2394	14	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2394	15	packed	pack	VBD
37060	2394	16	a	a	DT
37060	2394	17	sack	sack	NN
37060	2394	18	of	of	IN
37060	2394	19	apples	apple	NNS
37060	2394	20	as	as	IN
37060	2394	21	an	an	DT
37060	2394	22	energy	energy	NN
37060	2394	23	booster	booster	NN
37060	2394	24	through	through	IN
37060	2394	25	the	the	DT
37060	2394	26	seven	seven	CD
37060	2394	27	hour	hour	NN
37060	2394	28	drive	drive	NN
37060	2394	29	.	.	.
37060	2395	1	Knowing	know	VBG
37060	2395	2	that	that	IN
37060	2395	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2395	4	would	would	MD
37060	2395	5	soon	soon	RB
37060	2395	6	be	be	VB
37060	2395	7	wrapped	wrap	VBN
37060	2395	8	in	in	IN
37060	2395	9	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2395	10	own	own	JJ
37060	2395	11	blankets	blanket	NNS
37060	2395	12	improved	improve	VBD
37060	2395	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2395	14	spirits	spirit	NNS
37060	2395	15	to	to	IN
37060	2395	16	a	a	DT
37060	2395	17	great	great	JJ
37060	2395	18	degree	degree	NN
37060	2395	19	,	,	,
37060	2395	20	despite	despite	IN
37060	2395	21	haphazard	haphazard	NN
37060	2395	22	retching	retch	VBG
37060	2395	23	sprees	spree	NNS
37060	2395	24	and	and	CC
37060	2395	25	pervasive	pervasive	JJ
37060	2395	26	weakness	weakness	NN
37060	2395	27	.	.	.
37060	2396	1	Toward	toward	IN
37060	2396	2	evening	evening	NN
37060	2396	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2396	4	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	2396	5	subsided	subside	VBD
37060	2396	6	.	.	.
37060	2397	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2397	2	pulled	pull	VBD
37060	2397	3	into	into	IN
37060	2397	4	a	a	DT
37060	2397	5	rest	rest	NN
37060	2397	6	stop	stop	NN
37060	2397	7	and	and	CC
37060	2397	8	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2397	9	stretched	stretch	VBD
37060	2397	10	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2397	11	legs	leg	NNS
37060	2397	12	.	.	.
37060	2398	1	The	the	DT
37060	2398	2	sun	sun	NN
37060	2398	3	hung	hang	VBD
37060	2398	4	low	low	RB
37060	2398	5	in	in	IN
37060	2398	6	the	the	DT
37060	2398	7	sky	sky	NN
37060	2398	8	,	,	,
37060	2398	9	undecided	undecide	VBD
37060	2398	10	as	as	IN
37060	2398	11	to	to	IN
37060	2398	12	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2398	13	course	course	NN
37060	2398	14	,	,	,
37060	2398	15	casting	cast	VBG
37060	2398	16	shadows	shadow	NNS
37060	2398	17	from	from	IN
37060	2398	18	the	the	DT
37060	2398	19	nearby	nearby	JJ
37060	2398	20	benches	bench	NNS
37060	2398	21	and	and	CC
37060	2398	22	trees	tree	NNS
37060	2398	23	.	.	.
37060	2399	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2399	2	watched	watch	VBD
37060	2399	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2399	4	mom	mom	NN
37060	2399	5	as	as	IN
37060	2399	6	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2399	7	walked	walk	VBD
37060	2399	8	about	about	RB
37060	2399	9	,	,	,
37060	2399	10	surveying	survey	VBG
37060	2399	11	the	the	DT
37060	2399	12	fields	field	NNS
37060	2399	13	under	under	IN
37060	2399	14	the	the	DT
37060	2399	15	suspended	suspend	VBN
37060	2399	16	ball	ball	NN
37060	2399	17	of	of	IN
37060	2399	18	fire	fire	NN
37060	2399	19	,	,	,
37060	2399	20	and	and	CC
37060	2399	21	then	then	RB
37060	2399	22	strolled	stroll	VBD
37060	2399	23	back	back	RB
37060	2399	24	to	to	IN
37060	2399	25	the	the	DT
37060	2399	26	car	car	NN
37060	2399	27	.	.	.
37060	2400	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2400	2	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	2400	3	seized	seize	VBD
37060	2400	4	upon	upon	IN
37060	2400	5	an	an	DT
37060	2400	6	idea	idea	NN
37060	2400	7	and	and	CC
37060	2400	8	opened	open	VBD
37060	2400	9	the	the	DT
37060	2400	10	trunk	trunk	NN
37060	2400	11	,	,	,
37060	2400	12	removing	remove	VBG
37060	2400	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2400	14	camera	camera	NN
37060	2400	15	from	from	IN
37060	2400	16	one	one	CD
37060	2400	17	of	of	IN
37060	2400	18	the	the	DT
37060	2400	19	bags	bag	NNS
37060	2400	20	.	.	.
37060	2401	1	"	"	``
37060	2401	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2401	3	want	want	VBP
37060	2401	4	to	to	TO
37060	2401	5	take	take	VB
37060	2401	6	a	a	DT
37060	2401	7	picture	picture	NN
37060	2401	8	of	of	IN
37060	2401	9	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2401	10	...	...	:
37060	2401	11	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2401	12	hair	hair	NN
37060	2401	13	's	's	POS
37060	2401	14	so	so	RB
37060	2401	15	shiny	shiny	JJ
37060	2401	16	.	.	.
37060	2401	17	"	"	''
37060	2402	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2402	2	positioned	position	VBD
37060	2402	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2402	4	on	on	IN
37060	2402	5	a	a	DT
37060	2402	6	rock	rock	NN
37060	2402	7	and	and	CC
37060	2402	8	captured	capture	VBN
37060	2402	9	on	on	IN
37060	2402	10	film	film	NN
37060	2402	11	a	a	DT
37060	2402	12	being	be	VBG
37060	2402	13	ready	ready	JJ
37060	2402	14	to	to	TO
37060	2402	15	metamorphacize	metamorphacize	VB
37060	2402	16	;	;	:
37060	2402	17	the	the	DT
37060	2402	18	changes	change	NNS
37060	2402	19	had	have	VBD
37060	2402	20	already	already	RB
37060	2402	21	begun	begin	VBN
37060	2402	22	internally	internally	RB
37060	2402	23	,	,	,
37060	2402	24	for	for	IN
37060	2402	25	bereft	bereft	NN
37060	2402	26	of	of	IN
37060	2402	27	energy	energy	NN
37060	2402	28	,	,	,
37060	2402	29	no	no	DT
37060	2402	30	smile	smile	NN
37060	2402	31	escaped	escape	VBD
37060	2402	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2402	33	ashen	ashen	NN
37060	2402	34	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2402	35	or	or	CC
37060	2402	36	crossed	cross	VBD
37060	2402	37	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2402	38	weary	weary	JJ
37060	2402	39	face	face	NN
37060	2402	40	.	.	.
37060	2403	1	Soon	soon	RB
37060	2403	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2403	3	hair	hair	NN
37060	2403	4	,	,	,
37060	2403	5	shining	shine	VBG
37060	2403	6	in	in	IN
37060	2403	7	the	the	DT
37060	2403	8	sun	sun	NN
37060	2403	9	's	's	POS
37060	2403	10	slanted	slanted	JJ
37060	2403	11	rays	ray	NNS
37060	2403	12	,	,	,
37060	2403	13	would	would	MD
37060	2403	14	be	be	VB
37060	2403	15	gone	go	VBN
37060	2403	16	,	,	,
37060	2403	17	too	too	RB
37060	2403	18	.	.	.
37060	2404	1	Lives	life	NNS
37060	2404	2	change	change	VBP
37060	2404	3	not	not	RB
37060	2404	4	only	only	RB
37060	2404	5	by	by	IN
37060	2404	6	days	day	NNS
37060	2404	7	,	,	,
37060	2404	8	but	but	CC
37060	2404	9	by	by	IN
37060	2404	10	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	2404	11	as	as	RB
37060	2404	12	well	well	RB
37060	2404	13	.	.	.
37060	2405	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2405	2	slid	slide	VBD
37060	2405	3	off	off	IN
37060	2405	4	the	the	DT
37060	2405	5	rock	rock	NN
37060	2405	6	and	and	CC
37060	2405	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2405	8	climbed	climb	VBD
37060	2405	9	into	into	IN
37060	2405	10	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2405	11	car	car	NN
37060	2405	12	once	once	RB
37060	2405	13	again	again	RB
37060	2405	14	;	;	:
37060	2405	15	by	by	IN
37060	2405	16	late	late	JJ
37060	2405	17	evening	evening	NN
37060	2405	18	the	the	DT
37060	2405	19	streets	street	NNS
37060	2405	20	of	of	IN
37060	2405	21	Moline	Moline	NNP
37060	2405	22	were	be	VBD
37060	2405	23	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	2405	24	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2405	25	.	.	.
37060	2406	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2406	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2406	3	good	good	JJ
37060	2406	4	to	to	TO
37060	2406	5	be	be	VB
37060	2406	6	home	home	RB
37060	2406	7	.	.	.
37060	2407	1	Apart	apart	RB
37060	2407	2	from	from	IN
37060	2407	3	the	the	DT
37060	2407	4	presence	presence	NN
37060	2407	5	of	of	IN
37060	2407	6	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	2407	7	,	,	,
37060	2407	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2407	9	was	be	VBD
37060	2407	10	able	able	JJ
37060	2407	11	to	to	TO
37060	2407	12	eat	eat	VB
37060	2407	13	tremendously	tremendously	RB
37060	2407	14	for	for	IN
37060	2407	15	the	the	DT
37060	2407	16	first	first	JJ
37060	2407	17	few	few	JJ
37060	2407	18	days	day	NNS
37060	2407	19	.	.	.
37060	2408	1	The	the	DT
37060	2408	2	grayness	grayness	NN
37060	2408	3	in	in	IN
37060	2408	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2408	5	complexion	complexion	NN
37060	2408	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2408	7	fanned	fan	VBN
37060	2408	8	into	into	IN
37060	2408	9	a	a	DT
37060	2408	10	spark	spark	NN
37060	2408	11	,	,	,
37060	2408	12	and	and	CC
37060	2408	13	the	the	DT
37060	2408	14	return	return	NN
37060	2408	15	of	of	IN
37060	2408	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2408	17	smile	smile	NN
37060	2408	18	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2408	19	which	which	WDT
37060	2408	20	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2408	21	to	to	TO
37060	2408	22	parallel	parallel	VB
37060	2408	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2408	24	homecoming	homecoming	NN
37060	2408	25	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2408	26	added	add	VBD
37060	2408	27	a	a	DT
37060	2408	28	small	small	JJ
37060	2408	29	glow	glow	NN
37060	2408	30	to	to	IN
37060	2408	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2408	32	features	feature	NNS
37060	2408	33	.	.	.
37060	2409	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2409	2	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2409	3	muscles	muscle	NNS
37060	2409	4	,	,	,
37060	2409	5	which	which	WDT
37060	2409	6	had	have	VBD
37060	2409	7	for	for	IN
37060	2409	8	five	five	CD
37060	2409	9	days	day	NNS
37060	2409	10	,	,	,
37060	2409	11	been	be	VBN
37060	2409	12	exceedingly	exceedingly	RB
37060	2409	13	over	over	RB
37060	2409	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	2409	15	worked	work	VBN
37060	2409	16	,	,	,
37060	2409	17	gave	give	VBD
37060	2409	18	up	up	RP
37060	2409	19	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2409	20	tenderness	tenderness	NN
37060	2409	21	,	,	,
37060	2409	22	and	and	CC
37060	2409	23	the	the	DT
37060	2409	24	needle	needle	NN
37060	2409	25	marks	mark	NNS
37060	2409	26	disappeared	disappear	VBD
37060	2409	27	.	.	.
37060	2410	1	For	for	IN
37060	2410	2	two	two	CD
37060	2410	3	and	and	CC
37060	2410	4	a	a	DT
37060	2410	5	half	half	NN
37060	2410	6	days	day	NNS
37060	2410	7	life	life	NN
37060	2410	8	leaned	lean	VBD
37060	2410	9	toward	toward	IN
37060	2410	10	normalcy	normalcy	NN
37060	2410	11	.	.	.
37060	2411	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2411	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2411	3	a	a	DT
37060	2411	4	ridiculous	ridiculous	JJ
37060	2411	5	idea	idea	NN
37060	2411	6	to	to	TO
37060	2411	7	purchase	purchase	VB
37060	2411	8	a	a	DT
37060	2411	9	wig	wig	NN
37060	2411	10	;	;	:
37060	2411	11	as	as	RB
37060	2411	12	yet	yet	RB
37060	2411	13	,	,	,
37060	2411	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2411	15	hair	hair	NN
37060	2411	16	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	2411	17	fully	fully	RB
37060	2411	18	intact	intact	JJ
37060	2411	19	.	.	.
37060	2412	1	The	the	DT
37060	2412	2	weather	weather	NN
37060	2412	3	had	have	VBD
37060	2412	4	been	be	VBN
37060	2412	5	magnificent	magnificent	JJ
37060	2412	6	upon	upon	IN
37060	2412	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2412	8	return	return	NN
37060	2412	9	,	,	,
37060	2412	10	with	with	IN
37060	2412	11	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	2412	12	's	's	POS
37060	2412	13	splendor	splendor	NN
37060	2412	14	at	at	IN
37060	2412	15	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2412	16	peak	peak	NN
37060	2412	17	.	.	.
37060	2413	1	The	the	DT
37060	2413	2	skies	sky	NNS
37060	2413	3	were	be	VBD
37060	2413	4	flawlessly	flawlessly	RB
37060	2413	5	blue	blue	JJ
37060	2413	6	,	,	,
37060	2413	7	the	the	DT
37060	2413	8	deep	deep	JJ
37060	2413	9	sapphire	sapphire	NN
37060	2413	10	blue	blue	NN
37060	2413	11	of	of	IN
37060	2413	12	mountain	mountain	NN
37060	2413	13	lakes	lake	NNS
37060	2413	14	,	,	,
37060	2413	15	and	and	CC
37060	2413	16	the	the	DT
37060	2413	17	oak	oak	NN
37060	2413	18	trees	tree	NNS
37060	2413	19	sent	send	VBD
37060	2413	20	down	down	RP
37060	2413	21	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2413	22	wealth	wealth	NN
37060	2413	23	of	of	IN
37060	2413	24	acorns	acorn	NNS
37060	2413	25	,	,	,
37060	2413	26	grown	grow	VBN
37060	2413	27	ripe	ripe	JJ
37060	2413	28	in	in	IN
37060	2413	29	the	the	DT
37060	2413	30	heat	heat	NN
37060	2413	31	of	of	IN
37060	2413	32	long	long	JJ
37060	2413	33	sunny	sunny	JJ
37060	2413	34	days	day	NNS
37060	2413	35	.	.	.
37060	2414	1	The	the	DT
37060	2414	2	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	2414	3	were	be	VBD
37060	2414	4	yellow	yellow	JJ
37060	2414	5	,	,	,
37060	2414	6	golden	golden	JJ
37060	2414	7	and	and	CC
37060	2414	8	red	red	JJ
37060	2414	9	...	...	:
37060	2414	10	the	the	DT
37060	2414	11	harvest	harvest	NN
37060	2414	12	was	be	VBD
37060	2414	13	being	be	VBG
37060	2414	14	gathered	gather	VBN
37060	2414	15	from	from	IN
37060	2414	16	the	the	DT
37060	2414	17	fields	field	NNS
37060	2414	18	,	,	,
37060	2414	19	and	and	CC
37060	2414	20	gourds	gourd	NNS
37060	2414	21	were	be	VBD
37060	2414	22	pulled	pull	VBN
37060	2414	23	from	from	IN
37060	2414	24	the	the	DT
37060	2414	25	vines	vine	NNS
37060	2414	26	.	.	.
37060	2415	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2415	2	rested	rest	VBD
37060	2415	3	in	in	IN
37060	2415	4	a	a	DT
37060	2415	5	lawn	lawn	NN
37060	2415	6	chair	chair	NN
37060	2415	7	on	on	IN
37060	2415	8	the	the	DT
37060	2415	9	carpet	carpet	NN
37060	2415	10	of	of	IN
37060	2415	11	grass	grass	NN
37060	2415	12	,	,	,
37060	2415	13	while	while	IN
37060	2415	14	the	the	DT
37060	2415	15	northern	northern	JJ
37060	2415	16	breezes	breeze	NNS
37060	2415	17	cooled	cool	VBD
37060	2415	18	the	the	DT
37060	2415	19	sun	sun	NN
37060	2415	20	's	's	POS
37060	2415	21	touch	touch	NN
37060	2415	22	on	on	IN
37060	2415	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2415	24	face	face	NN
37060	2415	25	and	and	CC
37060	2415	26	wafted	waft	VBD
37060	2415	27	through	through	IN
37060	2415	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2415	29	hair	hair	NN
37060	2415	30	.	.	.
37060	2416	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2416	2	ran	run	VBD
37060	2416	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2416	4	fingers	finger	NNS
37060	2416	5	through	through	IN
37060	2416	6	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2416	7	length	length	NN
37060	2416	8	;	;	:
37060	2416	9	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	2416	10	the	the	DT
37060	2416	11	resistance	resistance	NN
37060	2416	12	of	of	IN
37060	2416	13	a	a	DT
37060	2416	14	snarl	snarl	NN
37060	2416	15	,	,	,
37060	2416	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2416	17	applied	apply	VBD
37060	2416	18	more	more	JJR
37060	2416	19	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	2416	20	.	.	.
37060	2417	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2417	2	loosened	loosen	VBD
37060	2417	3	and	and	CC
37060	2417	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2417	5	glanced	glance	VBD
37060	2417	6	at	at	IN
37060	2417	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2417	8	hand	hand	NN
37060	2417	9	with	with	IN
37060	2417	10	the	the	DT
37060	2417	11	dull	dull	JJ
37060	2417	12	realization	realization	NN
37060	2417	13	that	that	WDT
37060	2417	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2417	15	was	be	VBD
37060	2417	16	losing	lose	VBG
37060	2417	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2417	18	hair	hair	NN
37060	2417	19	.	.	.
37060	2418	1	Inter	inter	JJ
37060	2418	2	-	-	JJ
37060	2418	3	woven	weave	VBN
37060	2418	4	between	between	IN
37060	2418	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2418	6	fingers	finger	NNS
37060	2418	7	were	be	VBD
37060	2418	8	countless	countless	JJ
37060	2418	9	strands	strand	NNS
37060	2418	10	of	of	IN
37060	2418	11	golden	golden	JJ
37060	2418	12	brown	brown	NNP
37060	2418	13	.	.	.
37060	2419	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2419	2	opened	open	VBD
37060	2419	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2419	4	palm	palm	NN
37060	2419	5	to	to	IN
37060	2419	6	the	the	DT
37060	2419	7	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	2419	8	and	and	CC
37060	2419	9	let	let	VB
37060	2419	10	the	the	DT
37060	2419	11	winds	wind	NNS
37060	2419	12	scatter	scatter	VB
37060	2419	13	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2419	14	on	on	IN
37060	2419	15	the	the	DT
37060	2419	16	ground	ground	NN
37060	2419	17	.	.	.
37060	2420	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2420	2	gathered	gather	VBD
37060	2420	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2420	4	hair	hair	NN
37060	2420	5	together	together	RB
37060	2420	6	,	,	,
37060	2420	7	draping	drape	VBG
37060	2420	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2420	9	over	over	IN
37060	2420	10	one	one	CD
37060	2420	11	shoulder	shoulder	NN
37060	2420	12	,	,	,
37060	2420	13	and	and	CC
37060	2420	14	inadvertently	inadvertently	RB
37060	2420	15	harvested	harvest	VBD
37060	2420	16	another	another	DT
37060	2420	17	golden	golden	JJ
37060	2420	18	handful	handful	NN
37060	2420	19	.	.	.
37060	2421	1	"	"	``
37060	2421	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2421	3	's	be	VBZ
37060	2421	4	happening	happen	VBG
37060	2421	5	,	,	,
37060	2421	6	"	"	``
37060	2421	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2421	8	thought	think	VBD
37060	2421	9	.	.	.
37060	2422	1	Rising	rise	VBG
37060	2422	2	from	from	IN
37060	2422	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2422	4	chair	chair	NN
37060	2422	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2422	6	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	2422	7	climbed	climb	VBD
37060	2422	8	up	up	RB
37060	2422	9	three	three	CD
37060	2422	10	cement	cement	NN
37060	2422	11	steps	step	NNS
37060	2422	12	and	and	CC
37060	2422	13	entered	enter	VBD
37060	2422	14	through	through	IN
37060	2422	15	the	the	DT
37060	2422	16	front	front	JJ
37060	2422	17	door	door	NN
37060	2422	18	,	,	,
37060	2422	19	then	then	RB
37060	2422	20	threaded	thread	VBD
37060	2422	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2422	22	way	way	NN
37060	2422	23	to	to	IN
37060	2422	24	the	the	DT
37060	2422	25	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	2422	26	.	.	.
37060	2423	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2423	2	hair	hair	NN
37060	2423	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2423	4	detaching	detach	VBG
37060	2423	5	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2423	6	from	from	IN
37060	2423	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2423	8	scalp	scalp	NN
37060	2423	9	as	as	IN
37060	2423	10	if	if	IN
37060	2423	11	embarking	embark	VBG
37060	2423	12	on	on	IN
37060	2423	13	a	a	DT
37060	2423	14	massive	massive	JJ
37060	2423	15	exodus	exodus	NN
37060	2423	16	to	to	IN
37060	2423	17	some	some	DT
37060	2423	18	other	other	JJ
37060	2423	19	destination	destination	NN
37060	2423	20	.	.	.
37060	2424	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2424	2	opened	open	VBD
37060	2424	3	the	the	DT
37060	2424	4	medicine	medicine	NN
37060	2424	5	cabinet	cabinet	NN
37060	2424	6	and	and	CC
37060	2424	7	extracted	extract	VBD
37060	2424	8	a	a	DT
37060	2424	9	comb	comb	NN
37060	2424	10	,	,	,
37060	2424	11	thinking	think	VBG
37060	2424	12	that	that	IN
37060	2424	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2424	14	would	would	MD
37060	2424	15	remove	remove	VB
37060	2424	16	the	the	DT
37060	2424	17	loose	loose	JJ
37060	2424	18	shafts	shaft	NNS
37060	2424	19	of	of	IN
37060	2424	20	hair	hair	NN
37060	2424	21	to	to	TO
37060	2424	22	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	2424	23	snags	snag	NNS
37060	2424	24	and	and	CC
37060	2424	25	major	major	JJ
37060	2424	26	entanglement	entanglement	NN
37060	2424	27	.	.	.
37060	2425	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2425	2	combed	comb	VBD
37060	2425	3	,	,	,
37060	2425	4	peering	peer	VBG
37060	2425	5	into	into	IN
37060	2425	6	the	the	DT
37060	2425	7	glass	glass	NN
37060	2425	8	before	before	IN
37060	2425	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2425	10	and	and	CC
37060	2425	11	looked	look	VBD
37060	2425	12	on	on	RP
37060	2425	13	helplessly	helplessly	RB
37060	2425	14	as	as	IN
37060	2425	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2425	16	scalp	scalp	NN
37060	2425	17	began	begin	VBD
37060	2425	18	to	to	TO
37060	2425	19	take	take	VB
37060	2425	20	shape	shape	NN
37060	2425	21	between	between	IN
37060	2425	22	the	the	DT
37060	2425	23	strands	strand	NNS
37060	2425	24	of	of	IN
37060	2425	25	hair	hair	NN
37060	2425	26	,	,	,
37060	2425	27	and	and	CC
37060	2425	28	a	a	DT
37060	2425	29	circular	circular	JJ
37060	2425	30	bald	bald	JJ
37060	2425	31	spot	spot	NN
37060	2425	32	formed	form	VBN
37060	2425	33	on	on	IN
37060	2425	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2425	35	crown	crown	NN
37060	2425	36	.	.	.
37060	2426	1	Setting	set	VBG
37060	2426	2	the	the	DT
37060	2426	3	comb	comb	NN
37060	2426	4	on	on	IN
37060	2426	5	the	the	DT
37060	2426	6	sink	sink	NN
37060	2426	7	's	's	POS
37060	2426	8	porcelain	porcelain	NN
37060	2426	9	edge	edge	NN
37060	2426	10	,	,	,
37060	2426	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2426	12	turned	turn	VBD
37060	2426	13	from	from	IN
37060	2426	14	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2426	15	to	to	TO
37060	2426	16	find	find	VB
37060	2426	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2426	18	parents	parent	NNS
37060	2426	19	,	,	,
37060	2426	20	who	who	WP
37060	2426	21	were	be	VBD
37060	2426	22	busy	busy	JJ
37060	2426	23	outside	outside	RB
37060	2426	24	.	.	.
37060	2427	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2427	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2427	3	sickened	sicken	VBN
37060	2427	4	at	at	IN
37060	2427	5	the	the	DT
37060	2427	6	horrifyingly	horrifyingly	RB
37060	2427	7	malevolent	malevolent	JJ
37060	2427	8	blow	blow	NN
37060	2427	9	which	which	WDT
37060	2427	10	the	the	DT
37060	2427	11	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	2427	12	had	have	VBD
37060	2427	13	bestowed	bestow	VBN
37060	2427	14	on	on	IN
37060	2427	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2427	16	,	,	,
37060	2427	17	but	but	CC
37060	2427	18	there	there	EX
37060	2427	19	was	be	VBD
37060	2427	20	little	little	JJ
37060	2427	21	to	to	TO
37060	2427	22	be	be	VB
37060	2427	23	said	say	VBN
37060	2427	24	,	,	,
37060	2427	25	and	and	CC
37060	2427	26	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	2427	27	to	to	TO
37060	2427	28	be	be	VB
37060	2427	29	done	do	VBN
37060	2427	30	.	.	.
37060	2428	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2428	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2428	3	no	no	DT
37060	2428	4	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	2428	5	,	,	,
37060	2428	6	yet	yet	CC
37060	2428	7	the	the	DT
37060	2428	8	reality	reality	NN
37060	2428	9	shocked	shock	VBD
37060	2428	10	the	the	DT
37060	2428	11	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2428	12	and	and	CC
37060	2428	13	afflicted	afflict	VBD
37060	2428	14	the	the	DT
37060	2428	15	heart	heart	NN
37060	2428	16	with	with	IN
37060	2428	17	pity	pity	NN
37060	2428	18	.	.	.
37060	2429	1	Feeling	feel	VBG
37060	2429	2	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	2429	3	removed	remove	VBN
37060	2429	4	from	from	IN
37060	2429	5	the	the	DT
37060	2429	6	situation	situation	NN
37060	2429	7	,	,	,
37060	2429	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2429	9	decided	decide	VBD
37060	2429	10	to	to	TO
37060	2429	11	save	save	VB
37060	2429	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2429	13	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2429	14	further	further	JJ
37060	2429	15	anguish	anguish	NN
37060	2429	16	and	and	CC
37060	2429	17	re	re	NNS
37060	2429	18	-	-	VBD
37060	2429	19	entered	enter	VBD
37060	2429	20	the	the	DT
37060	2429	21	house	house	NN
37060	2429	22	,	,	,
37060	2429	23	taking	take	VBG
37060	2429	24	a	a	DT
37060	2429	25	seat	seat	NN
37060	2429	26	in	in	IN
37060	2429	27	the	the	DT
37060	2429	28	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	2429	29	.	.	.
37060	2430	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2430	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2430	3	not	not	RB
37060	2430	4	particularly	particularly	RB
37060	2430	5	sad	sad	JJ
37060	2430	6	,	,	,
37060	2430	7	nor	nor	CC
37060	2430	8	was	be	VBD
37060	2430	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2430	10	angry	angry	JJ
37060	2430	11	or	or	CC
37060	2430	12	embittered	embitter	VBD
37060	2430	13	;	;	:
37060	2430	14	instead	instead	RB
37060	2430	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2430	16	was	be	VBD
37060	2430	17	entranced	entrance	VBN
37060	2430	18	,	,	,
37060	2430	19	and	and	CC
37060	2430	20	oddly	oddly	RB
37060	2430	21	fascinated	fascinate	VBN
37060	2430	22	by	by	IN
37060	2430	23	the	the	DT
37060	2430	24	sudden	sudden	JJ
37060	2430	25	change	change	NN
37060	2430	26	in	in	IN
37060	2430	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2430	28	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	2430	29	.	.	.
37060	2431	1	Reminded	remind	VBN
37060	2431	2	of	of	IN
37060	2431	3	a	a	DT
37060	2431	4	certain	certain	JJ
37060	2431	5	tree	tree	NN
37060	2431	6	which	which	WDT
37060	2431	7	,	,	,
37060	2431	8	in	in	IN
37060	2431	9	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	2431	10	,	,	,
37060	2431	11	boasts	boast	VBZ
37060	2431	12	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2431	13	splendor	splendor	NN
37060	2431	14	for	for	IN
37060	2431	15	many	many	JJ
37060	2431	16	days	day	NNS
37060	2431	17	and	and	CC
37060	2431	18	then	then	RB
37060	2431	19	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	2431	20	abandons	abandon	VBZ
37060	2431	21	each	each	DT
37060	2431	22	of	of	IN
37060	2431	23	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2431	24	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	2431	25	almost	almost	RB
37060	2431	26	simultaneously	simultaneously	RB
37060	2431	27	,	,	,
37060	2431	28	creating	create	VBG
37060	2431	29	a	a	DT
37060	2431	30	barren	barren	JJ
37060	2431	31	mass	mass	NN
37060	2431	32	of	of	IN
37060	2431	33	timber	timber	NN
37060	2431	34	in	in	IN
37060	2431	35	one	one	CD
37060	2431	36	day	day	NN
37060	2431	37	;	;	:
37060	2431	38	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2431	39	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2431	40	certain	certain	JJ
37060	2431	41	that	that	IN
37060	2431	42	all	all	DT
37060	2431	43	of	of	IN
37060	2431	44	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2431	45	hair	hair	NN
37060	2431	46	would	would	MD
37060	2431	47	fall	fall	VB
37060	2431	48	out	out	RP
37060	2431	49	by	by	IN
37060	2431	50	evening	evening	NN
37060	2431	51	;	;	:
37060	2431	52	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2431	53	had	have	VBD
37060	2431	54	never	never	RB
37060	2431	55	dreamed	dream	VBN
37060	2431	56	such	such	PDT
37060	2431	57	a	a	DT
37060	2431	58	transformation	transformation	NN
37060	2431	59	could	could	MD
37060	2431	60	occur	occur	VB
37060	2431	61	.	.	.
37060	2432	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2432	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2432	3	happening	happen	VBG
37060	2432	4	so	so	RB
37060	2432	5	fast	fast	RB
37060	2432	6	.	.	.
37060	2433	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2433	2	came	come	VBD
37060	2433	3	into	into	IN
37060	2433	4	the	the	DT
37060	2433	5	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	2433	6	and	and	CC
37060	2433	7	studied	study	VBD
37060	2433	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2433	9	with	with	IN
37060	2433	10	shadowed	shadowed	JJ
37060	2433	11	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2433	12	.	.	.
37060	2434	1	Within	within	IN
37060	2434	2	two	two	CD
37060	2434	3	hours	hour	NNS
37060	2434	4	,	,	,
37060	2434	5	the	the	DT
37060	2434	6	shine	shine	NN
37060	2434	7	of	of	IN
37060	2434	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2434	9	hair	hair	NN
37060	2434	10	had	have	VBD
37060	2434	11	been	be	VBN
37060	2434	12	replaced	replace	VBN
37060	2434	13	by	by	IN
37060	2434	14	a	a	DT
37060	2434	15	deadness	deadness	NN
37060	2434	16	,	,	,
37060	2434	17	a	a	DT
37060	2434	18	gray	gray	JJ
37060	2434	19	lifelessness	lifelessness	NN
37060	2434	20	,	,	,
37060	2434	21	which	which	WDT
37060	2434	22	prevailed	prevail	VBD
37060	2434	23	over	over	IN
37060	2434	24	both	both	CC
37060	2434	25	the	the	DT
37060	2434	26	detached	detached	JJ
37060	2434	27	and	and	CC
37060	2434	28	sagging	sag	VBG
37060	2434	29	strands	strand	NNS
37060	2434	30	of	of	IN
37060	2434	31	hair	hair	NN
37060	2434	32	as	as	RB
37060	2434	33	well	well	RB
37060	2434	34	as	as	IN
37060	2434	35	the	the	DT
37060	2434	36	healthier	healthy	JJR
37060	2434	37	group	group	NN
37060	2434	38	whose	whose	WP$
37060	2434	39	roots	root	NNS
37060	2434	40	as	as	IN
37060	2434	41	yet	yet	RB
37060	2434	42	remained	remain	VBD
37060	2434	43	firmly	firmly	RB
37060	2434	44	implanted	implant	VBN
37060	2434	45	in	in	IN
37060	2434	46	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2434	47	polluted	polluted	JJ
37060	2434	48	ground	ground	NN
37060	2434	49	.	.	.
37060	2435	1	The	the	DT
37060	2435	2	invisible	invisible	JJ
37060	2435	3	reaper	reaper	NN
37060	2435	4	moved	move	VBD
37060	2435	5	stealthily	stealthily	RB
37060	2435	6	through	through	IN
37060	2435	7	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2435	8	crop	crop	NN
37060	2435	9	,	,	,
37060	2435	10	mowing	mow	VBG
37060	2435	11	random	random	JJ
37060	2435	12	stalks	stalk	NNS
37060	2435	13	with	with	IN
37060	2435	14	a	a	DT
37060	2435	15	keen	keen	RB
37060	2435	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	2435	17	edged	edged	JJ
37060	2435	18	blade	blade	NN
37060	2435	19	and	and	CC
37060	2435	20	littering	litter	VBG
37060	2435	21	the	the	DT
37060	2435	22	malignant	malignant	JJ
37060	2435	23	,	,	,
37060	2435	24	gray	gray	JJ
37060	2435	25	harvest	harvest	NN
37060	2435	26	aimlessly	aimlessly	RB
37060	2435	27	and	and	CC
37060	2435	28	chaotically	chaotically	RB
37060	2435	29	above	above	IN
37060	2435	30	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2435	31	once	once	RB
37060	2435	32	-	-	HYPH
37060	2435	33	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	2435	34	roots	root	NNS
37060	2435	35	.	.	.
37060	2436	1	The	the	DT
37060	2436	2	sheared	shear	VBN
37060	2436	3	strands	strand	NNS
37060	2436	4	slid	slide	VBD
37060	2436	5	down	down	IN
37060	2436	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2436	7	head	head	NN
37060	2436	8	,	,	,
37060	2436	9	and	and	CC
37060	2436	10	converged	converge	VBN
37060	2436	11	into	into	IN
37060	2436	12	a	a	DT
37060	2436	13	heavily	heavily	RB
37060	2436	14	inter	inter	JJ
37060	2436	15	-	-	JJ
37060	2436	16	woven	weave	VBN
37060	2436	17	mass	mass	NN
37060	2436	18	of	of	IN
37060	2436	19	hair	hair	NN
37060	2436	20	at	at	IN
37060	2436	21	the	the	DT
37060	2436	22	nape	nape	NN
37060	2436	23	of	of	IN
37060	2436	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2436	25	neck	neck	NN
37060	2436	26	.	.	.
37060	2437	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2437	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2437	3	matted	mat	VBN
37060	2437	4	and	and	CC
37060	2437	5	thatched	thatch	VBN
37060	2437	6	,	,	,
37060	2437	7	the	the	DT
37060	2437	8	dead	dead	NN
37060	2437	9	clogged	clog	VBN
37060	2437	10	with	with	IN
37060	2437	11	the	the	DT
37060	2437	12	dead	dead	JJ
37060	2437	13	and	and	CC
37060	2437	14	dying	die	VBG
37060	2437	15	.	.	.
37060	2438	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2438	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2438	3	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	2438	4	to	to	TO
37060	2438	5	restore	restore	VB
37060	2438	6	order	order	NN
37060	2438	7	with	with	IN
37060	2438	8	a	a	DT
37060	2438	9	comb	comb	NN
37060	2438	10	;	;	:
37060	2438	11	the	the	DT
37060	2438	12	only	only	JJ
37060	2438	13	hope	hope	NN
37060	2438	14	rested	rest	VBN
37060	2438	15	in	in	IN
37060	2438	16	the	the	DT
37060	2438	17	jaws	jaw	NNS
37060	2438	18	of	of	IN
37060	2438	19	a	a	DT
37060	2438	20	pair	pair	NN
37060	2438	21	of	of	IN
37060	2438	22	scissors	scissor	NNS
37060	2438	23	.	.	.
37060	2439	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2439	2	took	take	VBD
37060	2439	3	the	the	DT
37060	2439	4	clotted	clot	VBN
37060	2439	5	mass	mass	NN
37060	2439	6	in	in	IN
37060	2439	7	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2439	8	hands	hand	NNS
37060	2439	9	and	and	CC
37060	2439	10	clipped	clip	VBD
37060	2439	11	the	the	DT
37060	2439	12	length	length	NN
37060	2439	13	to	to	IN
37060	2439	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2439	15	shoulders	shoulder	NNS
37060	2439	16	,	,	,
37060	2439	17	discarding	discard	VBG
37060	2439	18	the	the	DT
37060	2439	19	ashen	ashen	NN
37060	2439	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	2439	21	gold	gold	NN
37060	2439	22	into	into	IN
37060	2439	23	the	the	DT
37060	2439	24	waste	waste	NN
37060	2439	25	basket	basket	NN
37060	2439	26	.	.	.
37060	2440	1	"	"	``
37060	2440	2	Hair	hair	NN
37060	2440	3	could	could	MD
37060	2440	4	n't	not	RB
37060	2440	5	be	be	VB
37060	2440	6	dead	dead	JJ
37060	2440	7	,	,	,
37060	2440	8	"	"	``
37060	2440	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2440	10	thought,"but	thought,"but	VBP
37060	2440	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2440	12	have	have	VBP
37060	2440	13	just	just	RB
37060	2440	14	witnessed	witness	VBN
37060	2440	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2440	16	die	die	VB
37060	2440	17	.	.	.
37060	2440	18	"	"	''
37060	2441	1	Why	why	WRB
37060	2441	2	else	else	RB
37060	2441	3	would	would	MD
37060	2441	4	hair	hair	NN
37060	2441	5	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	2441	6	lose	lose	VB
37060	2441	7	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2441	8	shine	shine	NN
37060	2441	9	and	and	CC
37060	2441	10	lapse	lapse	VB
37060	2441	11	into	into	IN
37060	2441	12	a	a	DT
37060	2441	13	gray	gray	NN
37060	2441	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	2441	15	sheened	sheene	VBN
37060	2441	16	,	,	,
37060	2441	17	death	death	NN
37060	2441	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	2441	19	like	like	JJ
37060	2441	20	shadow	shadow	NN
37060	2441	21	?	?	.
37060	2442	1	Cut	cut	NN
37060	2442	2	hair	hair	NN
37060	2442	3	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	2442	4	life	life	NN
37060	2442	5	;	;	:
37060	2442	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2442	7	hair	hair	NN
37060	2442	8	had	have	VBD
37060	2442	9	been	be	VBN
37060	2442	10	poisoned	poison	VBN
37060	2442	11	,	,	,
37060	2442	12	robbed	rob	VBN
37060	2442	13	of	of	IN
37060	2442	14	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2442	15	shine	shine	NN
37060	2442	16	.	.	.
37060	2443	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2443	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2443	3	different	different	JJ
37060	2443	4	than	than	IN
37060	2443	5	the	the	DT
37060	2443	6	curl	curl	NN
37060	2443	7	pressed	press	VBN
37060	2443	8	between	between	IN
37060	2443	9	the	the	DT
37060	2443	10	pages	page	NNS
37060	2443	11	of	of	IN
37060	2443	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2443	13	childhood	childhood	NN
37060	2443	14	memories	memory	NNS
37060	2443	15	;	;	:
37060	2443	16	no	no	DT
37060	2443	17	book	book	NN
37060	2443	18	wanted	want	VBD
37060	2443	19	these	these	DT
37060	2443	20	lifeless	lifeless	JJ
37060	2443	21	strands	strand	NNS
37060	2443	22	,	,	,
37060	2443	23	nor	nor	CC
37060	2443	24	would	would	MD
37060	2443	25	any	any	DT
37060	2443	26	memory	memory	NN
37060	2443	27	desire	desire	NN
37060	2443	28	to	to	TO
37060	2443	29	recall	recall	VB
37060	2443	30	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2443	31	.	.	.
37060	2444	1	After	after	IN
37060	2444	2	supper	supper	NN
37060	2444	3	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2444	4	and	and	CC
37060	2444	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2444	6	dashed	dash	VBD
37060	2444	7	to	to	IN
37060	2444	8	the	the	DT
37060	2444	9	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	2444	10	center	center	NN
37060	2444	11	to	to	TO
37060	2444	12	look	look	VB
37060	2444	13	for	for	IN
37060	2444	14	an	an	DT
37060	2444	15	appropriate	appropriate	JJ
37060	2444	16	wig	wig	NN
37060	2444	17	.	.	.
37060	2445	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2445	2	wore	wear	VBD
37060	2445	3	a	a	DT
37060	2445	4	handkerchief	handkerchief	NN
37060	2445	5	about	about	IN
37060	2445	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2445	7	head	head	NN
37060	2445	8	in	in	IN
37060	2445	9	an	an	DT
37060	2445	10	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	2445	11	to	to	TO
37060	2445	12	conceal	conceal	VB
37060	2445	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2445	14	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	2445	15	balding	balding	JJ
37060	2445	16	scalp	scalp	NNP
37060	2445	17	,	,	,
37060	2445	18	for	for	IN
37060	2445	19	baldness	baldness	NN
37060	2445	20	was	be	VBD
37060	2445	21	not	not	RB
37060	2445	22	as	as	RB
37060	2445	23	easily	easily	RB
37060	2445	24	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	2445	25	in	in	IN
37060	2445	26	a	a	DT
37060	2445	27	girl	girl	NN
37060	2445	28	as	as	IN
37060	2445	29	in	in	IN
37060	2445	30	a	a	DT
37060	2445	31	boy	boy	NN
37060	2445	32	;	;	:
37060	2445	33	some	some	DT
37060	2445	34	men	man	NNS
37060	2445	35	shaved	shave	VBD
37060	2445	36	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2445	37	heads	head	NNS
37060	2445	38	at	at	IN
37060	2445	39	the	the	DT
37060	2445	40	onslaught	onslaught	NN
37060	2445	41	of	of	IN
37060	2445	42	summer	summer	NN
37060	2445	43	heat	heat	NN
37060	2445	44	;	;	:
37060	2445	45	while	while	IN
37060	2445	46	others	other	NNS
37060	2445	47	did	do	VBD
37060	2445	48	likewise	likewise	RB
37060	2445	49	for	for	IN
37060	2445	50	sports	sport	NNS
37060	2445	51	.	.	.
37060	2446	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2446	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2446	3	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	2446	4	at	at	IN
37060	2446	5	the	the	DT
37060	2446	6	wig	wig	NNP
37060	2446	7	department	department	NNP
37060	2446	8	,	,	,
37060	2446	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2446	10	was	be	VBD
37060	2446	11	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	2446	12	that	that	IN
37060	2446	13	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2446	14	had	have	VBD
37060	2446	15	waited	wait	VBN
37060	2446	16	too	too	RB
37060	2446	17	long	long	JJ
37060	2446	18	.	.	.
37060	2447	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2447	2	selected	select	VBD
37060	2447	3	several	several	JJ
37060	2447	4	styles	style	NNS
37060	2447	5	that	that	WDT
37060	2447	6	appealed	appeal	VBD
37060	2447	7	to	to	IN
37060	2447	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2447	9	,	,	,
37060	2447	10	and	and	CC
37060	2447	11	removed	remove	VBD
37060	2447	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2447	13	scarf	scarf	NN
37060	2447	14	,	,	,
37060	2447	15	to	to	TO
37060	2447	16	sit	sit	VB
37060	2447	17	self	self	NN
37060	2447	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	2447	19	consciously	consciously	RB
37060	2447	20	before	before	IN
37060	2447	21	the	the	DT
37060	2447	22	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	2447	23	as	as	IN
37060	2447	24	the	the	DT
37060	2447	25	customers	customer	NNS
37060	2447	26	filed	file	VBD
37060	2447	27	past	past	NN
37060	2447	28	.	.	.
37060	2448	1	Some	some	DT
37060	2448	2	glanced	glance	VBD
37060	2448	3	curiously	curiously	RB
37060	2448	4	at	at	IN
37060	2448	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2448	6	,	,	,
37060	2448	7	wondering	wonder	VBG
37060	2448	8	about	about	IN
37060	2448	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2448	10	noticeable	noticeable	JJ
37060	2448	11	sparsity	sparsity	NN
37060	2448	12	of	of	IN
37060	2448	13	hair	hair	NN
37060	2448	14	;	;	:
37060	2448	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2448	16	now	now	RB
37060	2448	17	had	have	VBD
37060	2448	18	sympathetically	sympathetically	RB
37060	2448	19	few	few	JJ
37060	2448	20	hairs	hair	NNS
37060	2448	21	left	leave	VBN
37060	2448	22	,	,	,
37060	2448	23	and	and	CC
37060	2448	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2448	25	part	part	NN
37060	2448	26	revealed	reveal	VBD
37060	2448	27	an	an	DT
37060	2448	28	inch	inch	NN
37060	2448	29	-	-	HYPH
37060	2448	30	wide	wide	JJ
37060	2448	31	swath	swath	NN
37060	2448	32	of	of	IN
37060	2448	33	white	white	JJ
37060	2448	34	skin	skin	NN
37060	2448	35	.	.	.
37060	2449	1	Donning	don	VBG
37060	2449	2	a	a	DT
37060	2449	3	wig	wig	NN
37060	2449	4	,	,	,
37060	2449	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2449	6	studied	study	VBD
37060	2449	7	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2449	8	with	with	IN
37060	2449	9	amusement	amusement	NN
37060	2449	10	.	.	.
37060	2450	1	The	the	DT
37060	2450	2	wig	wig	NN
37060	2450	3	had	have	VBD
37060	2450	4	so	so	RB
37060	2450	5	much	much	JJ
37060	2450	6	hair	hair	NN
37060	2450	7	.	.	.
37060	2451	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2451	2	never	never	RB
37060	2451	3	had	have	VBD
37060	2451	4	that	that	DT
37060	2451	5	much	much	JJ
37060	2451	6	hair	hair	NN
37060	2451	7	.	.	.
37060	2452	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2452	2	lifted	lift	VBD
37060	2452	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2452	4	off	off	RP
37060	2452	5	,	,	,
37060	2452	6	replacing	replace	VBG
37060	2452	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2452	8	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	2452	9	with	with	IN
37060	2452	10	another	another	DT
37060	2452	11	and	and	CC
37060	2452	12	adjusting	adjust	VBG
37060	2452	13	the	the	DT
37060	2452	14	new	new	JJ
37060	2452	15	one	one	NN
37060	2452	16	back	back	NN
37060	2452	17	and	and	CC
37060	2452	18	forth	forth	RB
37060	2452	19	.	.	.
37060	2453	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2453	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	2453	3	something	something	NN
37060	2453	4	which	which	WDT
37060	2453	5	was	be	VBD
37060	2453	6	as	as	RB
37060	2453	7	modest	modest	JJ
37060	2453	8	and	and	CC
37060	2453	9	natural	natural	JJ
37060	2453	10	as	as	IN
37060	2453	11	possible	possible	JJ
37060	2453	12	.	.	.
37060	2454	1	Why	why	WRB
37060	2454	2	did	do	VBD
37060	2454	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2454	4	all	all	DT
37060	2454	5	have	have	VBP
37060	2454	6	so	so	RB
37060	2454	7	much	much	JJ
37060	2454	8	hair	hair	NN
37060	2454	9	?	?	.
37060	2455	1	This	this	DT
37060	2455	2	one	one	NN
37060	2455	3	stood	stand	VBD
37060	2455	4	two	two	CD
37060	2455	5	inches	inch	NNS
37060	2455	6	off	off	IN
37060	2455	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2455	8	head	head	NN
37060	2455	9	;	;	:
37060	2455	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2455	11	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2455	12	like	like	IN
37060	2455	13	a	a	DT
37060	2455	14	hat	hat	NN
37060	2455	15	.	.	.
37060	2456	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2456	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	2456	3	another	another	DT
37060	2456	4	.	.	.
37060	2457	1	Not	not	RB
37060	2457	2	bad	bad	JJ
37060	2457	3	.	.	.
37060	2458	1	How	how	WRB
37060	2458	2	about	about	IN
37060	2458	3	a	a	DT
37060	2458	4	blond	blond	JJ
37060	2458	5	one	one	NN
37060	2458	6	?	?	.
37060	2459	1	Well	well	UH
37060	2459	2	,	,	,
37060	2459	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2459	4	was	be	VBD
37060	2459	5	worth	worth	JJ
37060	2459	6	a	a	DT
37060	2459	7	chuckle	chuckle	NN
37060	2459	8	or	or	CC
37060	2459	9	two	two	CD
37060	2459	10	.	.	.
37060	2460	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2460	2	finally	finally	RB
37060	2460	3	decided	decide	VBD
37060	2460	4	on	on	IN
37060	2460	5	a	a	DT
37060	2460	6	shoulder	shoulder	NN
37060	2460	7	length	length	NN
37060	2460	8	wig	wig	NN
37060	2460	9	which	which	WDT
37060	2460	10	sported	sport	VBD
37060	2460	11	bangs	bang	NNS
37060	2460	12	and	and	CC
37060	2460	13	a	a	DT
37060	2460	14	slight	slight	JJ
37060	2460	15	curl	curl	NN
37060	2460	16	.	.	.
37060	2461	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2461	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2461	3	promptly	promptly	RB
37060	2461	4	boxed	box	VBN
37060	2461	5	while	while	IN
37060	2461	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2461	7	replaced	replace	VBD
37060	2461	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2461	9	handkerchief	handkerchief	NN
37060	2461	10	around	around	IN
37060	2461	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2461	12	head	head	NN
37060	2461	13	.	.	.
37060	2462	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2462	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2462	3	n't	not	RB
37060	2462	4	bald	bald	JJ
37060	2462	5	...	...	:
37060	2462	6	yet	yet	RB
37060	2462	7	.	.	.
37060	2463	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2463	2	'd	'd	MD
37060	2463	3	have	have	VB
37060	2463	4	plenty	plenty	NN
37060	2463	5	of	of	IN
37060	2463	6	time	time	NN
37060	2463	7	to	to	TO
37060	2463	8	wear	wear	VB
37060	2463	9	the	the	DT
37060	2463	10	wig	wig	NN
37060	2463	11	.	.	.
37060	2464	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2464	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2464	3	a	a	DT
37060	2464	4	relief	relief	NN
37060	2464	5	to	to	TO
37060	2464	6	escape	escape	VB
37060	2464	7	the	the	DT
37060	2464	8	peopled	people	VBN
37060	2464	9	store	store	NN
37060	2464	10	.	.	.
37060	2465	1	The	the	DT
37060	2465	2	wig	wig	NN
37060	2465	3	would	would	MD
37060	2465	4	prove	prove	VB
37060	2465	5	to	to	TO
37060	2465	6	be	be	VB
37060	2465	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2465	8	ally	ally	NN
37060	2465	9	and	and	CC
37060	2465	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2465	11	foe	foe	NN
37060	2465	12	in	in	IN
37060	2465	13	the	the	DT
37060	2465	14	months	month	NNS
37060	2465	15	ahead	ahead	RB
37060	2465	16	,	,	,
37060	2465	17	being	be	VBG
37060	2465	18	both	both	CC
37060	2465	19	a	a	DT
37060	2465	20	concealment	concealment	NN
37060	2465	21	of	of	IN
37060	2465	22	the	the	DT
37060	2465	23	truth	truth	NN
37060	2465	24	and	and	CC
37060	2465	25	an	an	DT
37060	2465	26	object	object	NN
37060	2465	27	of	of	IN
37060	2465	28	mockery	mockery	NN
37060	2465	29	and	and	CC
37060	2465	30	bewilderment	bewilderment	NN
37060	2465	31	.	.	.
37060	2466	1	The	the	DT
37060	2466	2	next	next	JJ
37060	2466	3	morning	morning	NN
37060	2466	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2466	5	woke	wake	VBD
37060	2466	6	to	to	TO
37060	2466	7	find	find	VB
37060	2466	8	hair	hair	NN
37060	2466	9	on	on	IN
37060	2466	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2466	11	pillow	pillow	NN
37060	2466	12	,	,	,
37060	2466	13	and	and	CC
37060	2466	14	rising	rise	VBG
37060	2466	15	to	to	TO
37060	2466	16	look	look	VB
37060	2466	17	at	at	IN
37060	2466	18	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2466	19	in	in	IN
37060	2466	20	the	the	DT
37060	2466	21	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	2466	22	,	,	,
37060	2466	23	saw	see	VBD
37060	2466	24	plainly	plainly	RB
37060	2466	25	that	that	IN
37060	2466	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2466	27	could	could	MD
37060	2466	28	consider	consider	VB
37060	2466	29	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2466	30	bald	bald	JJ
37060	2466	31	.	.	.
37060	2467	1	No	no	DT
37060	2467	2	hair	hair	NN
37060	2467	3	remained	remain	VBD
37060	2467	4	except	except	IN
37060	2467	5	for	for	IN
37060	2467	6	a	a	DT
37060	2467	7	few	few	JJ
37060	2467	8	stubborn	stubborn	JJ
37060	2467	9	wisps	wisp	NNS
37060	2467	10	which	which	WDT
37060	2467	11	clung	cling	VBD
37060	2467	12	fiercely	fiercely	RB
37060	2467	13	to	to	IN
37060	2467	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2467	15	scalp	scalp	NN
37060	2467	16	like	like	IN
37060	2467	17	December	December	NNP
37060	2467	18	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	2467	19	that	that	WDT
37060	2467	20	refuse	refuse	VBP
37060	2467	21	to	to	TO
37060	2467	22	fall	fall	VB
37060	2467	23	even	even	RB
37060	2467	24	after	after	IN
37060	2467	25	winter	winter	NN
37060	2467	26	's	's	POS
37060	2467	27	icy	icy	NN
37060	2467	28	blasts	blast	NNS
37060	2467	29	.	.	.
37060	2468	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2468	2	lashes	lash	NNS
37060	2468	3	,	,	,
37060	2468	4	brows	brow	VBZ
37060	2468	5	...	...	:
37060	2468	6	everything	everything	NN
37060	2468	7	...	...	NFP
37060	2468	8	had	have	VBD
37060	2468	9	been	be	VBN
37060	2468	10	depopulated	depopulate	VBN
37060	2468	11	.	.	.
37060	2469	1	The	the	DT
37060	2469	2	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	2469	3	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2469	4	to	to	TO
37060	2469	5	reflect	reflect	VB
37060	2469	6	incredible	incredible	JJ
37060	2469	7	youth	youth	NN
37060	2469	8	and	and	CC
37060	2469	9	fragility	fragility	NN
37060	2469	10	.	.	.
37060	2470	1	Painfully	painfully	RB
37060	2470	2	thin	thin	JJ
37060	2470	3	and	and	CC
37060	2470	4	hairless	hairless	NN
37060	2470	5	,	,	,
37060	2470	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2470	7	resembled	resemble	VBD
37060	2470	8	the	the	DT
37060	2470	9	gaunt	gaunt	NN
37060	2470	10	and	and	CC
37060	2470	11	disciplined	discipline	VBD
37060	2470	12	Buddhist	Buddhist	NNP
37060	2470	13	student	student	NN
37060	2470	14	.	.	.
37060	2471	1	Withdrawing	withdraw	VBG
37060	2471	2	from	from	IN
37060	2471	3	the	the	DT
37060	2471	4	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	2471	5	,	,	,
37060	2471	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2471	7	went	go	VBD
37060	2471	8	in	in	IN
37060	2471	9	search	search	NN
37060	2471	10	of	of	IN
37060	2471	11	a	a	DT
37060	2471	12	pair	pair	NN
37060	2471	13	of	of	IN
37060	2471	14	scissors	scissor	NNS
37060	2471	15	to	to	TO
37060	2471	16	bob	bob	NNP
37060	2471	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2471	18	wisps	wisp	NNS
37060	2471	19	to	to	IN
37060	2471	20	a	a	DT
37060	2471	21	more	more	RBR
37060	2471	22	reasonable	reasonable	JJ
37060	2471	23	length	length	NN
37060	2471	24	of	of	IN
37060	2471	25	one	one	CD
37060	2471	26	inch	inch	NN
37060	2471	27	,	,	,
37060	2471	28	then	then	RB
37060	2471	29	took	take	VBD
37060	2471	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2471	31	wig	wig	NN
37060	2471	32	from	from	IN
37060	2471	33	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2471	34	styrofoam	styrofoam	JJ
37060	2471	35	head	head	NN
37060	2471	36	and	and	CC
37060	2471	37	placed	place	VBD
37060	2471	38	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2471	39	on	on	IN
37060	2471	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2471	41	own	own	JJ
37060	2471	42	.	.	.
37060	2472	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2472	2	peered	peer	VBD
37060	2472	3	at	at	IN
37060	2472	4	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2472	5	with	with	IN
37060	2472	6	disgust	disgust	NN
37060	2472	7	;	;	:
37060	2472	8	"	"	``
37060	2472	9	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2472	10	could	could	MD
37060	2472	11	n't	not	RB
37060	2472	12	be	be	VB
37060	2472	13	much	much	RB
37060	2472	14	worse	bad	JJR
37060	2472	15	,	,	,
37060	2472	16	"	"	''
37060	2472	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2472	18	thought	think	VBD
37060	2472	19	,	,	,
37060	2472	20	and	and	CC
37060	2472	21	headed	head	VBD
37060	2472	22	toward	toward	IN
37060	2472	23	the	the	DT
37060	2472	24	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	2472	25	for	for	IN
37060	2472	26	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	2472	27	.	.	.
37060	2473	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	2473	2	87	87	CD
37060	2473	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	2473	4	13	13	CD
37060	2473	5	Year	Year	NNP
37060	2473	6	at	at	IN
37060	2473	7	Home	Home	NNP
37060	2473	8	and	and	CC
37060	2473	9	Diary	Diary	NNP
37060	2473	10	"	"	''
37060	2473	11	Chemotherapy	Chemotherapy	NNP
37060	2473	12	ravaged	ravage	VBD
37060	2473	13	the	the	DT
37060	2473	14	body	body	NN
37060	2473	15	and	and	CC
37060	2473	16	tainted	taint	VBD
37060	2473	17	the	the	DT
37060	2473	18	mind	mind	NN
37060	2473	19	just	just	RB
37060	2473	20	as	as	IN
37060	2473	21	the	the	DT
37060	2473	22	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2473	23	against	against	IN
37060	2473	24	which	which	WDT
37060	2473	25	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2473	26	debilitating	debilitate	VBG
37060	2473	27	powers	power	NNS
37060	2473	28	were	be	VBD
37060	2473	29	supposedly	supposedly	RB
37060	2473	30	aimed	aim	VBN
37060	2473	31	.	.	.
37060	2473	32	"	"	''
37060	2474	1	CHAPTER	chapter	NN
37060	2474	2	THIRTEEN	THIRTEEN	VBD
37060	2474	3	Year	Year	NNP
37060	2474	4	At	at	IN
37060	2474	5	Home	Home	NNP
37060	2474	6	And	and	CC
37060	2474	7	Diary	Diary	NNP
37060	2474	8	Due	Due	NNP
37060	2474	9	to	to	IN
37060	2474	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2474	11	poor	poor	JJ
37060	2474	12	and	and	CC
37060	2474	13	unreliable	unreliable	JJ
37060	2474	14	health	health	NN
37060	2474	15	,	,	,
37060	2474	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2474	17	never	never	RB
37060	2474	18	re	re	VBP
37060	2474	19	-	-	VBD
37060	2474	20	entered	enter	VBN
37060	2474	21	junior	junior	JJ
37060	2474	22	high	high	JJ
37060	2474	23	;	;	:
37060	2474	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2474	25	would	would	MD
37060	2474	26	have	have	VB
37060	2474	27	been	be	VBN
37060	2474	28	both	both	DT
37060	2474	29	risky	risky	JJ
37060	2474	30	and	and	CC
37060	2474	31	impractical	impractical	JJ
37060	2474	32	.	.	.
37060	2475	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2475	2	would	would	MD
37060	2475	3	have	have	VB
37060	2475	4	forever	forever	RB
37060	2475	5	been	be	VBN
37060	2475	6	involved	involve	VBN
37060	2475	7	with	with	IN
37060	2475	8	past	past	JJ
37060	2475	9	homework	homework	NN
37060	2475	10	because	because	IN
37060	2475	11	of	of	IN
37060	2475	12	frequent	frequent	JJ
37060	2475	13	absenteeism	absenteeism	NN
37060	2475	14	,	,	,
37060	2475	15	as	as	RB
37060	2475	16	well	well	RB
37060	2475	17	as	as	IN
37060	2475	18	further	further	RB
37060	2475	19	depleting	deplete	VBG
37060	2475	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2475	21	energy	energy	NN
37060	2475	22	level	level	NN
37060	2475	23	through	through	IN
37060	2475	24	normal	normal	JJ
37060	2475	25	,	,	,
37060	2475	26	daily	daily	JJ
37060	2475	27	activities	activity	NNS
37060	2475	28	.	.	.
37060	2476	1	Individuals	individual	NNS
37060	2476	2	having	have	VBG
37060	2476	3	good	good	JJ
37060	2476	4	health	health	NN
37060	2476	5	were	be	VBD
37060	2476	6	often	often	RB
37060	2476	7	taxed	tax	VBN
37060	2476	8	at	at	IN
37060	2476	9	the	the	DT
37060	2476	10	day	day	NN
37060	2476	11	's	's	POS
37060	2476	12	end	end	NN
37060	2476	13	;	;	:
37060	2476	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2476	15	knew	know	VBD
37060	2476	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2476	17	could	could	MD
37060	2476	18	not	not	RB
37060	2476	19	have	have	VB
37060	2476	20	kept	keep	VBN
37060	2476	21	the	the	DT
37060	2476	22	steady	steady	JJ
37060	2476	23	pace	pace	NN
37060	2476	24	that	that	DT
37060	2476	25	school	school	NN
37060	2476	26	demanded	demand	VBD
37060	2476	27	of	of	IN
37060	2476	28	those	those	DT
37060	2476	29	desiring	desire	VBG
37060	2476	30	to	to	TO
37060	2476	31	succeed	succeed	VB
37060	2476	32	.	.	.
37060	2477	1	Standing	stand	VBG
37060	2477	2	5	5	CD
37060	2477	3	ft	ft	NN
37060	2477	4	.	.	NNP
37060	2477	5	,	,	,
37060	2477	6	8	8	CD
37060	2477	7	ins	in	NNS
37060	2477	8	.	.	.
37060	2478	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2478	2	weighed	weigh	VBD
37060	2478	3	,	,	,
37060	2478	4	at	at	IN
37060	2478	5	times	time	NNS
37060	2478	6	as	as	RB
37060	2478	7	little	little	JJ
37060	2478	8	as	as	IN
37060	2478	9	75	75	CD
37060	2478	10	pounds	pound	NNS
37060	2478	11	.	.	.
37060	2479	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2479	2	eating	eating	NN
37060	2479	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2479	4	sporadic	sporadic	JJ
37060	2479	5	;	;	:
37060	2479	6	on	on	IN
37060	2479	7	certain	certain	JJ
37060	2479	8	days	day	NNS
37060	2479	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2479	10	would	would	MD
37060	2479	11	n't	not	RB
37060	2479	12	recall	recall	VB
37060	2479	13	having	have	VBG
37060	2479	14	eaten	eat	VBN
37060	2479	15	at	at	RB
37060	2479	16	all	all	RB
37060	2479	17	.	.	.
37060	2480	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2480	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2480	3	did	do	VBD
37060	2480	4	eat	eat	VB
37060	2480	5	,	,	,
37060	2480	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2480	7	nauseousness	nauseousness	NN
37060	2480	8	would	would	MD
37060	2480	9	span	span	VB
37060	2480	10	20	20	CD
37060	2480	11	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	2480	12	to	to	IN
37060	2480	13	several	several	JJ
37060	2480	14	hours	hour	NNS
37060	2480	15	.	.	.
37060	2481	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	2481	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2481	3	only	only	JJ
37060	2481	4	relief	relief	NN
37060	2481	5	would	would	MD
37060	2481	6	come	come	VB
37060	2481	7	after	after	IN
37060	2481	8	vomiting	vomit	VBG
37060	2481	9	,	,	,
37060	2481	10	although	although	IN
37060	2481	11	that	that	DT
37060	2481	12	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2481	13	a	a	DT
37060	2481	14	rather	rather	RB
37060	2481	15	drastic	drastic	JJ
37060	2481	16	and	and	CC
37060	2481	17	unpleasant	unpleasant	JJ
37060	2481	18	measure	measure	NN
37060	2481	19	,	,	,
37060	2481	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2481	21	found	find	VBD
37060	2481	22	this	this	DT
37060	2481	23	voluntary	voluntary	JJ
37060	2481	24	vomiting	vomiting	NN
37060	2481	25	to	to	TO
37060	2481	26	be	be	VB
37060	2481	27	more	more	RBR
37060	2481	28	agreeable	agreeable	JJ
37060	2481	29	than	than	IN
37060	2481	30	sitting	sit	VBG
37060	2481	31	motionless	motionless	RB
37060	2481	32	in	in	IN
37060	2481	33	a	a	DT
37060	2481	34	chair	chair	NN
37060	2481	35	for	for	IN
37060	2481	36	the	the	DT
37060	2481	37	entire	entire	JJ
37060	2481	38	evening	evening	NN
37060	2481	39	to	to	TO
37060	2481	40	humor	humor	VB
37060	2481	41	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2481	42	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2481	43	,	,	,
37060	2481	44	when	when	WRB
37060	2481	45	the	the	DT
37060	2481	46	eventual	eventual	JJ
37060	2481	47	result	result	NN
37060	2481	48	was	be	VBD
37060	2481	49	to	to	TO
37060	2481	50	be	be	VB
37060	2481	51	the	the	DT
37060	2481	52	same	same	JJ
37060	2481	53	anyway	anyway	RB
37060	2481	54	.	.	.
37060	2482	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2482	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2482	3	soon	soon	RB
37060	2482	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	2482	5	practiced	practice	VBN
37060	2482	6	at	at	IN
37060	2482	7	manipulating	manipulate	VBG
37060	2482	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2482	9	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2482	10	,	,	,
37060	2482	11	as	as	RB
37060	2482	12	well	well	RB
37060	2482	13	as	as	IN
37060	2482	14	determining	determine	VBG
37060	2482	15	whether	whether	IN
37060	2482	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2482	17	nauseousness	nauseousness	NN
37060	2482	18	would	would	MD
37060	2482	19	irreversibly	irreversibly	RB
37060	2482	20	result	result	VB
37060	2482	21	in	in	IN
37060	2482	22	oral	oral	JJ
37060	2482	23	elimination	elimination	NN
37060	2482	24	or	or	CC
37060	2482	25	if	if	IN
37060	2482	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2482	27	would	would	MD
37060	2482	28	finally	finally	RB
37060	2482	29	subside	subside	VB
37060	2482	30	without	without	IN
37060	2482	31	an	an	DT
37060	2482	32	event	event	NN
37060	2482	33	.	.	.
37060	2483	1	Ideally	ideally	RB
37060	2483	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2483	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2483	4	to	to	TO
37060	2483	5	eat	eat	VB
37060	2483	6	several	several	JJ
37060	2483	7	small	small	JJ
37060	2483	8	meals	meal	NNS
37060	2483	9	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	2483	10	the	the	DT
37060	2483	11	passage	passage	NN
37060	2483	12	of	of	IN
37060	2483	13	the	the	DT
37060	2483	14	day	day	NN
37060	2483	15	;	;	:
37060	2483	16	this	this	DT
37060	2483	17	would	would	MD
37060	2483	18	better	better	RB
37060	2483	19	allow	allow	VB
37060	2483	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2483	21	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2483	22	to	to	TO
37060	2483	23	process	process	VB
37060	2483	24	food	food	NN
37060	2483	25	,	,	,
37060	2483	26	as	as	RB
37060	2483	27	well	well	RB
37060	2483	28	as	as	IN
37060	2483	29	give	give	VB
37060	2483	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2483	31	body	body	NN
37060	2483	32	the	the	DT
37060	2483	33	sustaining	sustain	VBG
37060	2483	34	energy	energy	NN
37060	2483	35	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2483	36	so	so	RB
37060	2483	37	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	2483	38	needed	need	VBN
37060	2483	39	.	.	.
37060	2484	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2484	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2484	3	not	not	RB
37060	2484	4	overly	overly	RB
37060	2484	5	thrilled	thrilled	JJ
37060	2484	6	at	at	IN
37060	2484	7	this	this	DT
37060	2484	8	proposition	proposition	NN
37060	2484	9	,	,	,
37060	2484	10	as	as	IN
37060	2484	11	eating	eat	VBG
37060	2484	12	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2484	13	only	only	RB
37060	2484	14	an	an	DT
37060	2484	15	open	open	JJ
37060	2484	16	invitation	invitation	NN
37060	2484	17	to	to	IN
37060	2484	18	sickness	sickness	NN
37060	2484	19	and	and	CC
37060	2484	20	discomfort	discomfort	JJ
37060	2484	21	.	.	.
37060	2485	1	To	to	TO
37060	2485	2	facilitate	facilitate	VB
37060	2485	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2485	4	obedience	obedience	NN
37060	2485	5	to	to	IN
37060	2485	6	a	a	DT
37060	2485	7	greater	great	JJR
37060	2485	8	degree	degree	NN
37060	2485	9	,	,	,
37060	2485	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2485	11	dad	dad	NN
37060	2485	12	offered	offer	VBD
37060	2485	13	a	a	DT
37060	2485	14	monetary	monetary	JJ
37060	2485	15	reward	reward	NN
37060	2485	16	for	for	IN
37060	2485	17	drinking	drink	VBG
37060	2485	18	a	a	DT
37060	2485	19	quart	quart	NN
37060	2485	20	of	of	IN
37060	2485	21	milk	milk	NN
37060	2485	22	each	each	DT
37060	2485	23	day	day	NN
37060	2485	24	.	.	.
37060	2486	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2486	2	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	2486	3	the	the	DT
37060	2486	4	offer	offer	NN
37060	2486	5	,	,	,
37060	2486	6	yet	yet	CC
37060	2486	7	remained	remain	VBD
37060	2486	8	wary	wary	JJ
37060	2486	9	of	of	IN
37060	2486	10	food	food	NN
37060	2486	11	.	.	.
37060	2487	1	Although	although	IN
37060	2487	2	there	there	EX
37060	2487	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2487	4	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	2487	5	which	which	WDT
37060	2487	6	did	do	VBD
37060	2487	7	not	not	RB
37060	2487	8	,	,	,
37060	2487	9	at	at	IN
37060	2487	10	one	one	CD
37060	2487	11	time	time	NN
37060	2487	12	or	or	CC
37060	2487	13	another	another	DT
37060	2487	14	,	,	,
37060	2487	15	turn	turn	VB
37060	2487	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2487	17	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2487	18	,	,	,
37060	2487	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2487	20	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	2487	21	that	that	IN
37060	2487	22	certain	certain	JJ
37060	2487	23	foods	food	NNS
37060	2487	24	disagreed	disagree	VBD
37060	2487	25	less	less	JJR
37060	2487	26	than	than	IN
37060	2487	27	others	other	NNS
37060	2487	28	.	.	.
37060	2488	1	One	one	CD
37060	2488	2	of	of	IN
37060	2488	3	the	the	DT
37060	2488	4	"	"	``
37060	2488	5	sure	sure	JJ
37060	2488	6	things	thing	NNS
37060	2488	7	"	"	''
37060	2488	8	was	be	VBD
37060	2488	9	bread	bread	NN
37060	2488	10	...	...	:
37060	2488	11	the	the	DT
37060	2488	12	more	more	RBR
37060	2488	13	refined	refined	JJ
37060	2488	14	,	,	,
37060	2488	15	the	the	DT
37060	2488	16	better	well	JJR
37060	2488	17	.	.	.
37060	2489	1	So	so	RB
37060	2489	2	called	call	VBN
37060	2489	3	"	"	``
37060	2489	4	health	health	NN
37060	2489	5	foods	food	NNS
37060	2489	6	"	"	''
37060	2489	7	were	be	VBD
37060	2489	8	always	always	RB
37060	2489	9	a	a	DT
37060	2489	10	mistake	mistake	NN
37060	2489	11	,	,	,
37060	2489	12	as	as	IN
37060	2489	13	were	be	VBD
37060	2489	14	foods	food	NNS
37060	2489	15	rich	rich	JJ
37060	2489	16	in	in	IN
37060	2489	17	fat	fat	NN
37060	2489	18	or	or	CC
37060	2489	19	sugar	sugar	NN
37060	2489	20	,	,	,
37060	2489	21	such	such	JJ
37060	2489	22	as	as	IN
37060	2489	23	salads	salad	NNS
37060	2489	24	tossed	toss	VBD
37060	2489	25	with	with	IN
37060	2489	26	mayonnaise	mayonnaise	NN
37060	2489	27	or	or	CC
37060	2489	28	pies	pie	NNS
37060	2489	29	of	of	IN
37060	2489	30	any	any	DT
37060	2489	31	concoction	concoction	NN
37060	2489	32	.	.	.
37060	2490	1	Oddly	oddly	RB
37060	2490	2	enough	enough	RB
37060	2490	3	,	,	,
37060	2490	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2490	5	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2490	6	to	to	TO
37060	2490	7	be	be	VB
37060	2490	8	able	able	JJ
37060	2490	9	to	to	TO
37060	2490	10	eat	eat	VB
37060	2490	11	cake	cake	NN
37060	2490	12	;	;	:
37060	2490	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2490	14	determined	determine	VBD
37060	2490	15	that	that	IN
37060	2490	16	this	this	DT
37060	2490	17	was	be	VBD
37060	2490	18	due	due	JJ
37060	2490	19	to	to	IN
37060	2490	20	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2490	21	bread	bread	NN
37060	2490	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	2490	23	like	like	JJ
37060	2490	24	consistency	consistency	NN
37060	2490	25	.	.	.
37060	2491	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	2491	2	other	other	JJ
37060	2491	3	successes	success	NNS
37060	2491	4	such	such	JJ
37060	2491	5	as	as	IN
37060	2491	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2491	7	aptitude	aptitude	NN
37060	2491	8	for	for	IN
37060	2491	9	chocolate	chocolate	NN
37060	2491	10	,	,	,
37060	2491	11	were	be	VBD
37060	2491	12	based	base	VBN
37060	2491	13	more	more	RBR
37060	2491	14	on	on	IN
37060	2491	15	luck	luck	NN
37060	2491	16	than	than	IN
37060	2491	17	digestibility	digestibility	NN
37060	2491	18	,	,	,
37060	2491	19	yet	yet	CC
37060	2491	20	chocolate	chocolate	NN
37060	2491	21	was	be	VBD
37060	2491	22	eaten	eat	VBN
37060	2491	23	quite	quite	RB
37060	2491	24	frequently	frequently	RB
37060	2491	25	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	2491	26	the	the	DT
37060	2491	27	year	year	NN
37060	2491	28	in	in	IN
37060	2491	29	which	which	WDT
37060	2491	30	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	2491	31	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	2491	32	were	be	VBD
37060	2491	33	administered	administer	VBN
37060	2491	34	.	.	.
37060	2492	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2492	2	eating	eat	VBG
37060	2492	3	habits	habit	NNS
37060	2492	4	and	and	CC
37060	2492	5	general	general	JJ
37060	2492	6	health	health	NN
37060	2492	7	depended	depend	VBD
37060	2492	8	on	on	IN
37060	2492	9	the	the	DT
37060	2492	10	schedule	schedule	NN
37060	2492	11	of	of	IN
37060	2492	12	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	2492	13	.	.	.
37060	2493	1	Directly	directly	RB
37060	2493	2	following	follow	VBG
37060	2493	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2493	4	last	last	JJ
37060	2493	5	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	2493	6	in	in	IN
37060	2493	7	the	the	DT
37060	2493	8	five	five	CD
37060	2493	9	day	day	NN
37060	2493	10	series	series	NN
37060	2493	11	,	,	,
37060	2493	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2493	13	could	could	MD
37060	2493	14	eat	eat	VB
37060	2493	15	voraciously	voraciously	RB
37060	2493	16	,	,	,
37060	2493	17	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2493	18	or	or	CC
37060	2493	19	so	so	RB
37060	2493	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2493	21	thought	think	VBD
37060	2493	22	in	in	IN
37060	2493	23	comparison	comparison	NN
37060	2493	24	to	to	IN
37060	2493	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2493	26	usual	usual	JJ
37060	2493	27	appetite	appetite	NN
37060	2493	28	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2493	29	.	.	.
37060	2494	1	Then	then	RB
37060	2494	2	,	,	,
37060	2494	3	after	after	IN
37060	2494	4	three	three	CD
37060	2494	5	or	or	CC
37060	2494	6	four	four	CD
37060	2494	7	days	day	NNS
37060	2494	8	,	,	,
37060	2494	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2494	10	would	would	MD
37060	2494	11	again	again	RB
37060	2494	12	return	return	VB
37060	2494	13	to	to	IN
37060	2494	14	"	"	``
37060	2494	15	normal	normal	JJ
37060	2494	16	,	,	,
37060	2494	17	"	"	''
37060	2494	18	fostering	foster	VBG
37060	2494	19	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	2494	20	after	after	IN
37060	2494	21	each	each	DT
37060	2494	22	morsel	morsel	NN
37060	2494	23	of	of	IN
37060	2494	24	food	food	NN
37060	2494	25	.	.	.
37060	2495	1	Needless	needless	JJ
37060	2495	2	to	to	TO
37060	2495	3	say	say	VB
37060	2495	4	,	,	,
37060	2495	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2495	6	lust	lust	NN
37060	2495	7	for	for	IN
37060	2495	8	food	food	NN
37060	2495	9	disintegrated	disintegrate	VBN
37060	2495	10	upon	upon	IN
37060	2495	11	the	the	DT
37060	2495	12	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	2495	13	of	of	IN
37060	2495	14	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	2495	15	and	and	CC
37060	2495	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2495	17	had	have	VBD
37060	2495	18	to	to	TO
37060	2495	19	force	force	VB
37060	2495	20	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2495	21	to	to	TO
37060	2495	22	eat	eat	VB
37060	2495	23	,	,	,
37060	2495	24	which	which	WDT
37060	2495	25	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	2495	26	became	become	VBD
37060	2495	27	tiresome	tiresome	JJ
37060	2495	28	,	,	,
37060	2495	29	for	for	IN
37060	2495	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2495	31	realized	realize	VBD
37060	2495	32	that	that	IN
37060	2495	33	only	only	RB
37060	2495	34	sheer	sheer	JJ
37060	2495	35	luck	luck	NN
37060	2495	36	would	would	MD
37060	2495	37	save	save	VB
37060	2495	38	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2495	39	from	from	IN
37060	2495	40	sickness	sickness	NN
37060	2495	41	.	.	.
37060	2496	1	Furthermore	furthermore	RB
37060	2496	2	,	,	,
37060	2496	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2496	4	actually	actually	RB
37060	2496	5	became	become	VBD
37060	2496	6	weary	weary	JJ
37060	2496	7	after	after	IN
37060	2496	8	a	a	DT
37060	2496	9	meal	meal	NN
37060	2496	10	accompanied	accompany	VBN
37060	2496	11	by	by	IN
37060	2496	12	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	2496	13	complaints	complaint	NNS
37060	2496	14	;	;	:
37060	2496	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2496	16	body	body	NN
37060	2496	17	,	,	,
37060	2496	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2496	19	rationalized	rationalize	VBD
37060	2496	20	,	,	,
37060	2496	21	was	be	VBD
37060	2496	22	trying	try	VBG
37060	2496	23	to	to	TO
37060	2496	24	relax	relax	VB
37060	2496	25	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2496	26	to	to	TO
37060	2496	27	dispose	dispose	VB
37060	2496	28	of	of	IN
37060	2496	29	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	2496	30	,	,	,
37060	2496	31	or	or	CC
37060	2496	32	the	the	DT
37060	2496	33	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	2496	34	caused	cause	VBD
37060	2496	35	such	such	JJ
37060	2496	36	inner	inner	JJ
37060	2496	37	chaos	chaos	NN
37060	2496	38	that	that	IN
37060	2496	39	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2496	40	body	body	NN
37060	2496	41	wore	wear	VBD
37060	2496	42	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2496	43	out	out	RP
37060	2496	44	during	during	IN
37060	2496	45	the	the	DT
37060	2496	46	conflict	conflict	NN
37060	2496	47	.	.	.
37060	2497	1	Soon	soon	RB
37060	2497	2	after	after	IN
37060	2497	3	the	the	DT
37060	2497	4	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	2497	5	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	2497	6	had	have	VBD
37060	2497	7	commenced	commence	VBN
37060	2497	8	,	,	,
37060	2497	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2497	10	sister	sister	NN
37060	2497	11	offered	offer	VBD
37060	2497	12	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2497	13	assistance	assistance	NN
37060	2497	14	with	with	IN
37060	2497	15	the	the	DT
37060	2497	16	latest	late	JJS
37060	2497	17	family	family	NN
37060	2497	18	concern	concern	NN
37060	2497	19	and	and	CC
37060	2497	20	expressed	express	VBD
37060	2497	21	interest	interest	NN
37060	2497	22	in	in	IN
37060	2497	23	monitoring	monitor	VBG
37060	2497	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2497	25	progress	progress	NN
37060	2497	26	and	and	CC
37060	2497	27	general	general	JJ
37060	2497	28	state	state	NN
37060	2497	29	of	of	IN
37060	2497	30	health	health	NNP
37060	2497	31	.	.	.
37060	2498	1	Through	through	IN
37060	2498	2	mutual	mutual	JJ
37060	2498	3	agreement	agreement	NN
37060	2498	4	,	,	,
37060	2498	5	a	a	DT
37060	2498	6	plan	plan	NN
37060	2498	7	materialized	materialize	VBN
37060	2498	8	in	in	IN
37060	2498	9	which	which	WDT
37060	2498	10	,	,	,
37060	2498	11	on	on	IN
37060	2498	12	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2498	13	way	way	NN
37060	2498	14	home	home	RB
37060	2498	15	from	from	IN
37060	2498	16	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	2498	17	,	,	,
37060	2498	18	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2498	19	and	and	CC
37060	2498	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2498	21	should	should	MD
37060	2498	22	stop	stop	VB
37060	2498	23	at	at	IN
37060	2498	24	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	2498	25	's	's	POS
37060	2498	26	house	house	NN
37060	2498	27	after	after	IN
37060	2498	28	about	about	RB
37060	2498	29	five	five	CD
37060	2498	30	and	and	CC
37060	2498	31	a	a	DT
37060	2498	32	half	half	NN
37060	2498	33	hours	hour	NNS
37060	2498	34	of	of	IN
37060	2498	35	driving	driving	NN
37060	2498	36	,	,	,
37060	2498	37	where	where	WRB
37060	2498	38	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2498	39	would	would	MD
37060	2498	40	then	then	RB
37060	2498	41	remain	remain	VB
37060	2498	42	for	for	IN
37060	2498	43	three	three	CD
37060	2498	44	or	or	CC
37060	2498	45	four	four	CD
37060	2498	46	days	day	NNS
37060	2498	47	while	while	IN
37060	2498	48	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2498	49	parents	parent	NNS
37060	2498	50	were	be	VBD
37060	2498	51	at	at	IN
37060	2498	52	work	work	NN
37060	2498	53	.	.	.
37060	2499	1	In	in	IN
37060	2499	2	this	this	DT
37060	2499	3	way	way	NN
37060	2499	4	,	,	,
37060	2499	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2499	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2499	7	not	not	RB
37060	2499	8	alone	alone	JJ
37060	2499	9	when	when	WRB
37060	2499	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2499	11	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2499	12	the	the	DT
37060	2499	13	weakest	weak	JJS
37060	2499	14	,	,	,
37060	2499	15	and	and	CC
37060	2499	16	could	could	MD
37060	2499	17	easily	easily	RB
37060	2499	18	obtain	obtain	VB
37060	2499	19	help	help	NN
37060	2499	20	if	if	IN
37060	2499	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2499	22	needed	need	VBD
37060	2499	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2499	24	.	.	.
37060	2500	1	Saturday	Saturday	NNP
37060	2500	2	morning	morning	NN
37060	2500	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2500	4	parents	parent	NNS
37060	2500	5	would	would	MD
37060	2500	6	bring	bring	VB
37060	2500	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2500	8	home	home	RB
37060	2500	9	.	.	.
37060	2501	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2501	2	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	2501	3	the	the	DT
37060	2501	4	post	post	JJ
37060	2501	5	-	-	JJ
37060	2501	6	treatment	treatment	JJ
37060	2501	7	arrangement	arrangement	NN
37060	2501	8	,	,	,
37060	2501	9	for	for	IN
37060	2501	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2501	11	had	have	VBD
37060	2501	12	always	always	RB
37060	2501	13	liked	like	VBN
37060	2501	14	spending	spend	VBG
37060	2501	15	time	time	NN
37060	2501	16	with	with	IN
37060	2501	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2501	18	sister	sister	NN
37060	2501	19	and	and	CC
37060	2501	20	,	,	,
37060	2501	21	at	at	IN
37060	2501	22	a	a	DT
37060	2501	23	distance	distance	NN
37060	2501	24	of	of	IN
37060	2501	25	80	80	CD
37060	2501	26	miles	mile	NNS
37060	2501	27	,	,	,
37060	2501	28	few	few	JJ
37060	2501	29	were	be	VBD
37060	2501	30	the	the	DT
37060	2501	31	occasions	occasion	NNS
37060	2501	32	in	in	IN
37060	2501	33	which	which	WDT
37060	2501	34	this	this	DT
37060	2501	35	was	be	VBD
37060	2501	36	possible	possible	JJ
37060	2501	37	,	,	,
37060	2501	38	especially	especially	RB
37060	2501	39	since	since	IN
37060	2501	40	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2501	41	had	have	VBD
37060	2501	42	two	two	CD
37060	2501	43	young	young	JJ
37060	2501	44	children	child	NNS
37060	2501	45	and	and	CC
37060	2501	46	a	a	DT
37060	2501	47	home	home	NN
37060	2501	48	of	of	IN
37060	2501	49	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2501	50	own	own	JJ
37060	2501	51	to	to	TO
37060	2501	52	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	2501	53	.	.	.
37060	2502	1	Although	although	IN
37060	2502	2	the	the	DT
37060	2502	3	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	2502	4	under	under	IN
37060	2502	5	which	which	WDT
37060	2502	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2502	7	stayed	stay	VBD
37060	2502	8	with	with	IN
37060	2502	9	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2502	10	were	be	VBD
37060	2502	11	not	not	RB
37060	2502	12	the	the	DT
37060	2502	13	most	most	RBS
37060	2502	14	appealing	appealing	JJ
37060	2502	15	,	,	,
37060	2502	16	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2502	17	still	still	RB
37060	2502	18	found	find	VBD
37060	2502	19	time	time	NN
37060	2502	20	to	to	TO
37060	2502	21	shop	shop	VB
37060	2502	22	on	on	IN
37060	2502	23	good	good	JJ
37060	2502	24	days	day	NNS
37060	2502	25	or	or	CC
37060	2502	26	amuse	amuse	VB
37060	2502	27	each	each	DT
37060	2502	28	other	other	JJ
37060	2502	29	through	through	IN
37060	2502	30	the	the	DT
37060	2502	31	situations	situation	NNS
37060	2502	32	that	that	WDT
37060	2502	33	life	life	NN
37060	2502	34	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2502	35	readily	readily	RB
37060	2502	36	provided	provide	VBN
37060	2502	37	.	.	.
37060	2503	1	Several	several	JJ
37060	2503	2	most	most	RBS
37060	2503	3	unforgettable	unforgettable	JJ
37060	2503	4	hours	hour	NNS
37060	2503	5	were	be	VBD
37060	2503	6	spent	spend	VBN
37060	2503	7	laughing	laugh	VBG
37060	2503	8	hysterically	hysterically	RB
37060	2503	9	in	in	IN
37060	2503	10	front	front	NN
37060	2503	11	of	of	IN
37060	2503	12	the	the	DT
37060	2503	13	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	2503	14	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	2503	15	.	.	.
37060	2504	1	Since	since	IN
37060	2504	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2504	3	had	have	VBD
37060	2504	4	lost	lose	VBN
37060	2504	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2504	6	hair	hair	NN
37060	2504	7	,	,	,
37060	2504	8	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	2504	9	sewed	sew	VBD
37060	2504	10	two	two	CD
37060	2504	11	bonnets	bonnet	NNS
37060	2504	12	from	from	IN
37060	2504	13	scratch	scratch	NN
37060	2504	14	,	,	,
37060	2504	15	cutting	cut	VBG
37060	2504	16	circles	circle	NNS
37060	2504	17	of	of	IN
37060	2504	18	material	material	NN
37060	2504	19	and	and	CC
37060	2504	20	fitting	fitting	JJ
37060	2504	21	elastic	elastic	JJ
37060	2504	22	within	within	IN
37060	2504	23	the	the	DT
37060	2504	24	perimeter	perimeter	NN
37060	2504	25	,	,	,
37060	2504	26	to	to	TO
37060	2504	27	warm	warm	VB
37060	2504	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2504	29	head	head	NN
37060	2504	30	when	when	WRB
37060	2504	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2504	32	slept	sleep	VBD
37060	2504	33	or	or	CC
37060	2504	34	simply	simply	RB
37060	2504	35	did	do	VBD
37060	2504	36	not	not	RB
37060	2504	37	care	care	VB
37060	2504	38	to	to	TO
37060	2504	39	wear	wear	VB
37060	2504	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2504	41	wig	wig	NN
37060	2504	42	.	.	.
37060	2505	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	2505	2	no	no	DT
37060	2505	3	pattern	pattern	NN
37060	2505	4	from	from	IN
37060	2505	5	which	which	WDT
37060	2505	6	to	to	TO
37060	2505	7	judge	judge	VB
37060	2505	8	an	an	DT
37060	2505	9	appropriate	appropriate	JJ
37060	2505	10	size	size	NN
37060	2505	11	,	,	,
37060	2505	12	however	however	RB
37060	2505	13	,	,	,
37060	2505	14	the	the	DT
37060	2505	15	bonnet	bonnet	NN
37060	2505	16	was	be	VBD
37060	2505	17	large	large	JJ
37060	2505	18	enough	enough	RB
37060	2505	19	to	to	TO
37060	2505	20	conceal	conceal	VB
37060	2505	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2505	22	entire	entire	JJ
37060	2505	23	head	head	NN
37060	2505	24	;	;	:
37060	2505	25	trying	try	VBG
37060	2505	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2505	27	on	on	IN
37060	2505	28	evoked	evoke	VBN
37060	2505	29	immediate	immediate	JJ
37060	2505	30	wails	wail	NNS
37060	2505	31	of	of	IN
37060	2505	32	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	2505	33	from	from	IN
37060	2505	34	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2505	35	both	both	DT
37060	2505	36	.	.	.
37060	2506	1	Of	of	RB
37060	2506	2	course	course	RB
37060	2506	3	,	,	,
37060	2506	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2506	5	could	could	MD
37060	2506	6	not	not	RB
37060	2506	7	let	let	VB
37060	2506	8	the	the	DT
37060	2506	9	matter	matter	NN
37060	2506	10	rest	rest	NN
37060	2506	11	and	and	CC
37060	2506	12	continued	continue	VBD
37060	2506	13	with	with	IN
37060	2506	14	further	further	JJ
37060	2506	15	antics	antic	NNS
37060	2506	16	,	,	,
37060	2506	17	shoving	shove	VBG
37060	2506	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2506	19	over	over	IN
37060	2506	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2506	21	ears	ear	NNS
37060	2506	22	and	and	CC
37060	2506	23	acting	act	VBG
37060	2506	24	like	like	IN
37060	2506	25	an	an	DT
37060	2506	26	old	old	JJ
37060	2506	27	woman	woman	NN
37060	2506	28	who	who	WP
37060	2506	29	could	could	MD
37060	2506	30	n't	not	RB
37060	2506	31	hear	hear	VB
37060	2506	32	for	for	IN
37060	2506	33	the	the	DT
37060	2506	34	voluminosity	voluminosity	NN
37060	2506	35	of	of	IN
37060	2506	36	the	the	DT
37060	2506	37	hat	hat	NN
37060	2506	38	,	,	,
37060	2506	39	and	and	CC
37060	2506	40	then	then	RB
37060	2506	41	pulling	pull	VBG
37060	2506	42	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2506	43	over	over	IN
37060	2506	44	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2506	45	entire	entire	JJ
37060	2506	46	head	head	NN
37060	2506	47	with	with	IN
37060	2506	48	the	the	DT
37060	2506	49	elastic	elastic	JJ
37060	2506	50	about	about	IN
37060	2506	51	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2506	52	neck	neck	NN
37060	2506	53	and	and	CC
37060	2506	54	pronouncing	pronouncing	NN
37060	2506	55	that	that	WDT
37060	2506	56	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2506	57	was	be	VBD
37060	2506	58	a	a	DT
37060	2506	59	lollipop	lollipop	NN
37060	2506	60	.	.	.
37060	2507	1	Amid	amid	IN
37060	2507	2	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2507	3	slap	slap	JJ
37060	2507	4	-	-	HYPH
37060	2507	5	happy	happy	JJ
37060	2507	6	howls	howl	NNS
37060	2507	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2507	8	for	for	IN
37060	2507	9	the	the	DT
37060	2507	10	hour	hour	NN
37060	2507	11	was	be	VBD
37060	2507	12	late	late	JJ
37060	2507	13	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2507	14	,	,	,
37060	2507	15	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2507	16	husband	husband	NN
37060	2507	17	must	must	MD
37060	2507	18	have	have	VB
37060	2507	19	wondered	wonder	VBN
37060	2507	20	if	if	IN
37060	2507	21	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2507	22	had	have	VBD
37060	2507	23	lost	lose	VBN
37060	2507	24	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2507	25	minds	mind	NNS
37060	2507	26	;	;	:
37060	2507	27	moreover	moreover	RB
37060	2507	28	,	,	,
37060	2507	29	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2507	30	were	be	VBD
37060	2507	31	trying	try	VBG
37060	2507	32	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2507	33	best	good	JJS
37060	2507	34	to	to	TO
37060	2507	35	stifle	stifle	VB
37060	2507	36	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2507	37	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	2507	38	so	so	IN
37060	2507	39	as	as	IN
37060	2507	40	not	not	RB
37060	2507	41	to	to	TO
37060	2507	42	disturb	disturb	VB
37060	2507	43	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2507	44	sleeping	sleeping	NN
37060	2507	45	boys	boy	NNS
37060	2507	46	,	,	,
37060	2507	47	which	which	WDT
37060	2507	48	,	,	,
37060	2507	49	in	in	IN
37060	2507	50	such	such	PDT
37060	2507	51	a	a	DT
37060	2507	52	hopeless	hopeless	JJ
37060	2507	53	situation	situation	NN
37060	2507	54	,	,	,
37060	2507	55	only	only	RB
37060	2507	56	served	serve	VBD
37060	2507	57	to	to	TO
37060	2507	58	escalate	escalate	VB
37060	2507	59	the	the	DT
37060	2507	60	humor	humor	NN
37060	2507	61	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	2507	62	in	in	IN
37060	2507	63	the	the	DT
37060	2507	64	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	2507	65	.	.	.
37060	2508	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2508	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2508	3	able	able	JJ
37060	2508	4	to	to	TO
37060	2508	5	eat	eat	VB
37060	2508	6	ravenously	ravenously	RB
37060	2508	7	for	for	IN
37060	2508	8	three	three	CD
37060	2508	9	to	to	TO
37060	2508	10	four	four	CD
37060	2508	11	days	day	NNS
37060	2508	12	following	follow	VBG
37060	2508	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2508	14	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	2508	15	;	;	:
37060	2508	16	this	this	DT
37060	2508	17	meant	mean	VBD
37060	2508	18	,	,	,
37060	2508	19	of	of	IN
37060	2508	20	course	course	NN
37060	2508	21	,	,	,
37060	2508	22	that	that	IN
37060	2508	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2508	24	ate	eat	VBD
37060	2508	25	well	well	RB
37060	2508	26	until	until	IN
37060	2508	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2508	28	had	have	VBD
37060	2508	29	to	to	TO
37060	2508	30	return	return	VB
37060	2508	31	home	home	RB
37060	2508	32	,	,	,
37060	2508	33	by	by	IN
37060	2508	34	which	which	WDT
37060	2508	35	time	time	NN
37060	2508	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2508	37	body	body	NN
37060	2508	38	had	have	VBD
37060	2508	39	restored	restore	VBN
37060	2508	40	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2508	41	to	to	IN
37060	2508	42	a	a	DT
37060	2508	43	reasonable	reasonable	JJ
37060	2508	44	degree	degree	NN
37060	2508	45	and	and	CC
37060	2508	46	no	no	RB
37060	2508	47	longer	long	RBR
37060	2508	48	tolerated	tolerate	VBD
37060	2508	49	food	food	NN
37060	2508	50	to	to	IN
37060	2508	51	the	the	DT
37060	2508	52	extent	extent	NN
37060	2508	53	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2508	54	had	have	VBD
37060	2508	55	initially	initially	RB
37060	2508	56	.	.	.
37060	2509	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2509	2	soon	soon	RB
37060	2509	3	developed	develop	VBD
37060	2509	4	a	a	DT
37060	2509	5	complex	complex	NN
37060	2509	6	about	about	IN
37060	2509	7	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2509	8	cooking	cooking	NN
37060	2509	9	,	,	,
37060	2509	10	which	which	WDT
37060	2509	11	persisted	persist	VBD
37060	2509	12	until	until	IN
37060	2509	13	summer	summer	NN
37060	2509	14	when	when	WRB
37060	2509	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2509	16	went	go	VBD
37060	2509	17	directly	directly	RB
37060	2509	18	home	home	RB
37060	2509	19	after	after	IN
37060	2509	20	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	2509	21	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	2509	22	,	,	,
37060	2509	23	instead	instead	RB
37060	2509	24	of	of	IN
37060	2509	25	sojourning	sojourn	VBG
37060	2509	26	at	at	IN
37060	2509	27	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	2509	28	's	's	POS
37060	2509	29	,	,	,
37060	2509	30	and	and	CC
37060	2509	31	ate	eat	VBD
37060	2509	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2509	33	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2509	34	's	's	POS
37060	2509	35	culinary	culinary	JJ
37060	2509	36	offering	offering	NN
37060	2509	37	passionately	passionately	RB
37060	2509	38	.	.	.
37060	2510	1	Upon	upon	IN
37060	2510	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2510	3	return	return	NN
37060	2510	4	to	to	IN
37060	2510	5	Moline	Moline	NNP
37060	2510	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2510	7	had	have	VBD
37060	2510	8	to	to	TO
37060	2510	9	appear	appear	VB
37060	2510	10	at	at	IN
37060	2510	11	the	the	DT
37060	2510	12	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	2510	13	for	for	IN
37060	2510	14	weekly	weekly	JJ
37060	2510	15	blood	blood	NN
37060	2510	16	tests	test	NNS
37060	2510	17	to	to	TO
37060	2510	18	assure	assure	VB
37060	2510	19	that	that	IN
37060	2510	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2510	21	white	white	JJ
37060	2510	22	count	count	NN
37060	2510	23	was	be	VBD
37060	2510	24	not	not	RB
37060	2510	25	"	"	``
37060	2510	26	low	low	JJ
37060	2510	27	.	.	.
37060	2510	28	"	"	''
37060	2511	1	If	if	IN
37060	2511	2	the	the	DT
37060	2511	3	test	test	NN
37060	2511	4	results	result	NNS
37060	2511	5	were	be	VBD
37060	2511	6	unfavorable	unfavorable	JJ
37060	2511	7	,	,	,
37060	2511	8	however	however	RB
37060	2511	9	,	,	,
37060	2511	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2511	11	had	have	VBD
37060	2511	12	to	to	TO
37060	2511	13	have	have	VB
37060	2511	14	daily	daily	JJ
37060	2511	15	blood	blood	NN
37060	2511	16	tests	test	NNS
37060	2511	17	until	until	IN
37060	2511	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2511	19	count	count	NN
37060	2511	20	was	be	VBD
37060	2511	21	determined	determine	VBN
37060	2511	22	as	as	RB
37060	2511	23	normal	normal	JJ
37060	2511	24	again	again	RB
37060	2511	25	.	.	.
37060	2512	1	A	a	DT
37060	2512	2	low	low	JJ
37060	2512	3	white	white	JJ
37060	2512	4	cell	cell	NN
37060	2512	5	count	count	NN
37060	2512	6	paralleled	parallel	VBD
37060	2512	7	a	a	DT
37060	2512	8	higher	high	JJR
37060	2512	9	susceptibility	susceptibility	NN
37060	2512	10	to	to	IN
37060	2512	11	germs	germ	NNS
37060	2512	12	,	,	,
37060	2512	13	as	as	IN
37060	2512	14	the	the	DT
37060	2512	15	immune	immune	JJ
37060	2512	16	system	system	NN
37060	2512	17	did	do	VBD
37060	2512	18	not	not	RB
37060	2512	19	possess	possess	VB
37060	2512	20	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2512	21	usual	usual	JJ
37060	2512	22	fortitude	fortitude	NN
37060	2512	23	;	;	:
37060	2512	24	although	although	IN
37060	2512	25	,	,	,
37060	2512	26	physically	physically	RB
37060	2512	27	,	,	,
37060	2512	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2512	29	never	never	RB
37060	2512	30	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2512	31	any	any	DT
37060	2512	32	different	different	JJ
37060	2512	33	when	when	WRB
37060	2512	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2512	35	had	have	VBD
37060	2512	36	a	a	DT
37060	2512	37	low	low	JJ
37060	2512	38	white	white	JJ
37060	2512	39	count	count	NN
37060	2512	40	,	,	,
37060	2512	41	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	2512	42	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2512	43	paralleled	parallel	VBD
37060	2512	44	a	a	DT
37060	2512	45	fleeting	fleeting	JJ
37060	2512	46	cantankerousness	cantankerousness	NN
37060	2512	47	on	on	IN
37060	2512	48	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2512	49	part	part	NN
37060	2512	50	since	since	IN
37060	2512	51	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2512	52	was	be	VBD
37060	2512	53	not	not	RB
37060	2512	54	overly	overly	RB
37060	2512	55	thrilled	thrill	VBN
37060	2512	56	at	at	IN
37060	2512	57	the	the	DT
37060	2512	58	prospect	prospect	NN
37060	2512	59	of	of	IN
37060	2512	60	enduring	endure	VBG
37060	2512	61	more	more	JJR
37060	2512	62	needles	needle	NNS
37060	2512	63	.	.	.
37060	2513	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2513	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2513	3	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	2513	4	that	that	IN
37060	2513	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2513	6	never	never	RB
37060	2513	7	contracted	contract	VBD
37060	2513	8	any	any	DT
37060	2513	9	serious	serious	JJ
37060	2513	10	maladies	malady	NNS
37060	2513	11	;	;	:
37060	2513	12	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	2513	13	if	if	IN
37060	2513	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2513	15	had	have	VBD
37060	2513	16	been	be	VBN
37060	2513	17	plagued	plague	VBN
37060	2513	18	by	by	IN
37060	2513	19	viruses	virus	NNS
37060	2513	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2513	21	would	would	MD
37060	2513	22	not	not	RB
37060	2513	23	have	have	VB
37060	2513	24	viewed	view	VBN
37060	2513	25	the	the	DT
37060	2513	26	routine	routine	JJ
37060	2513	27	blood	blood	NN
37060	2513	28	tests	test	NNS
37060	2513	29	with	with	IN
37060	2513	30	such	such	JJ
37060	2513	31	disdainful	disdainful	JJ
37060	2513	32	inappreciation	inappreciation	NN
37060	2513	33	.	.	.
37060	2514	1	As	as	IN
37060	2514	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2514	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2514	4	,	,	,
37060	2514	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2514	6	only	only	JJ
37060	2514	7	health	health	NN
37060	2514	8	problem	problem	NN
37060	2514	9	was	be	VBD
37060	2514	10	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2514	11	;	;	:
37060	2514	12	all	all	DT
37060	2514	13	or	or	CC
37060	2514	14	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	2514	15	must	must	MD
37060	2514	16	have	have	VB
37060	2514	17	been	be	VBN
37060	2514	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2514	19	system	system	NN
37060	2514	20	's	's	POS
37060	2514	21	motto	motto	NN
37060	2514	22	.	.	.
37060	2515	1	One	one	CD
37060	2515	2	week	week	NN
37060	2515	3	before	before	IN
37060	2515	4	the	the	DT
37060	2515	5	next	next	JJ
37060	2515	6	series	series	NN
37060	2515	7	of	of	IN
37060	2515	8	injections	injection	NNS
37060	2515	9	,	,	,
37060	2515	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2515	11	would	would	MD
37060	2515	12	begin	begin	VB
37060	2515	13	to	to	TO
37060	2515	14	feel	feel	VB
37060	2515	15	better	well	JJR
37060	2515	16	.	.	.
37060	2516	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2516	2	appetite	appetite	NN
37060	2516	3	improved	improve	VBD
37060	2516	4	despite	despite	IN
37060	2516	5	the	the	DT
37060	2516	6	lingering	linger	VBG
37060	2516	7	after	after	IN
37060	2516	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	2516	9	affects	affect	NNS
37060	2516	10	,	,	,
37060	2516	11	and	and	CC
37060	2516	12	energy	energy	NN
37060	2516	13	was	be	VBD
37060	2516	14	on	on	IN
37060	2516	15	the	the	DT
37060	2516	16	rise	rise	NN
37060	2516	17	.	.	.
37060	2517	1	This	this	DT
37060	2517	2	period	period	NN
37060	2517	3	of	of	IN
37060	2517	4	time	time	NN
37060	2517	5	would	would	MD
37060	2517	6	have	have	VB
37060	2517	7	been	be	VBN
37060	2517	8	thoroughly	thoroughly	RB
37060	2517	9	enjoyed	enjoy	VBN
37060	2517	10	had	have	VBD
37060	2517	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2517	12	not	not	RB
37060	2517	13	been	be	VBN
37060	2517	14	for	for	IN
37060	2517	15	the	the	DT
37060	2517	16	upcoming	upcoming	JJ
37060	2517	17	event	event	NN
37060	2517	18	,	,	,
37060	2517	19	after	after	IN
37060	2517	20	which	which	WDT
37060	2517	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2517	22	improvements	improvement	NNS
37060	2517	23	would	would	MD
37060	2517	24	again	again	RB
37060	2517	25	run	run	VB
37060	2517	26	foul	foul	RB
37060	2517	27	.	.	.
37060	2518	1	The	the	DT
37060	2518	2	pretreatment	pretreatment	JJ
37060	2518	3	week	week	NN
37060	2518	4	was	be	VBD
37060	2518	5	also	also	RB
37060	2518	6	the	the	DT
37060	2518	7	time	time	NN
37060	2518	8	at	at	IN
37060	2518	9	which	which	WDT
37060	2518	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2518	11	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2518	12	most	most	RBS
37060	2518	13	able	able	JJ
37060	2518	14	to	to	TO
37060	2518	15	venture	venture	VB
37060	2518	16	out	out	IN
37060	2518	17	of	of	IN
37060	2518	18	the	the	DT
37060	2518	19	house	house	NN
37060	2518	20	,	,	,
37060	2518	21	and	and	CC
37060	2518	22	would	would	MD
37060	2518	23	accompany	accompany	VB
37060	2518	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2518	25	aunt	aunt	NN
37060	2518	26	or	or	CC
37060	2518	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2518	28	sister	sister	NN
37060	2518	29	-	-	HYPH
37060	2518	30	in	in	IN
37060	2518	31	-	-	HYPH
37060	2518	32	law	law	NN
37060	2518	33	on	on	IN
37060	2518	34	small	small	JJ
37060	2518	35	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	2518	36	sprees	spree	NNS
37060	2518	37	during	during	IN
37060	2518	38	the	the	DT
37060	2518	39	day	day	NN
37060	2518	40	.	.	.
37060	2519	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2519	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	2519	3	to	to	TO
37060	2519	4	feel	feel	VB
37060	2519	5	human	human	JJ
37060	2519	6	and	and	CC
37060	2519	7	part	part	NN
37060	2519	8	of	of	IN
37060	2519	9	society	society	NN
37060	2519	10	,	,	,
37060	2519	11	yet	yet	RB
37060	2519	12	as	as	IN
37060	2519	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2519	14	licked	lick	VBD
37060	2519	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2519	16	wounds	wound	NNS
37060	2519	17	,	,	,
37060	2519	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2519	19	could	could	MD
37060	2519	20	envision	envision	VB
37060	2519	21	the	the	DT
37060	2519	22	battlements	battlement	NNS
37060	2519	23	to	to	TO
37060	2519	24	which	which	WDT
37060	2519	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2519	26	would	would	MD
37060	2519	27	willingly	willingly	RB
37060	2519	28	march	march	VB
37060	2519	29	to	to	TO
37060	2519	30	surrender	surrender	VB
37060	2519	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2519	32	waxing	waxing	NN
37060	2519	33	health	health	NN
37060	2519	34	.	.	.
37060	2520	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	2520	2	frequent	frequent	JJ
37060	2520	3	bouts	bout	NNS
37060	2520	4	of	of	IN
37060	2520	5	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	2520	6	and	and	CC
37060	2520	7	marked	mark	VBD
37060	2520	8	fatigue	fatigue	NN
37060	2520	9	,	,	,
37060	2520	10	the	the	DT
37060	2520	11	foremost	foremost	JJ
37060	2520	12	reason	reason	NN
37060	2520	13	for	for	IN
37060	2520	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2520	15	absence	absence	NN
37060	2520	16	from	from	IN
37060	2520	17	school	school	NN
37060	2520	18	was	be	VBD
37060	2520	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2520	20	body	body	NN
37060	2520	21	's	's	POS
37060	2520	22	severely	severely	RB
37060	2520	23	depleted	deplete	VBN
37060	2520	24	immune	immune	JJ
37060	2520	25	system	system	NN
37060	2520	26	.	.	.
37060	2521	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2521	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2521	3	deemed	deem	VBN
37060	2521	4	more	more	RBR
37060	2521	5	sensible	sensible	JJ
37060	2521	6	to	to	TO
37060	2521	7	remain	remain	VB
37060	2521	8	apart	apart	RB
37060	2521	9	from	from	IN
37060	2521	10	the	the	DT
37060	2521	11	various	various	JJ
37060	2521	12	germs	germ	NNS
37060	2521	13	circulated	circulate	VBN
37060	2521	14	by	by	IN
37060	2521	15	the	the	DT
37060	2521	16	students	student	NNS
37060	2521	17	than	than	IN
37060	2521	18	to	to	TO
37060	2521	19	place	place	VB
37060	2521	20	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2521	21	in	in	IN
37060	2521	22	possible	possible	JJ
37060	2521	23	jeopardy	jeopardy	NN
37060	2521	24	by	by	IN
37060	2521	25	direct	direct	JJ
37060	2521	26	contact	contact	NN
37060	2521	27	.	.	.
37060	2522	1	Should	Should	MD
37060	2522	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2522	3	have	have	VB
37060	2522	4	sustained	sustain	VBN
37060	2522	5	a	a	DT
37060	2522	6	severe	severe	JJ
37060	2522	7	infection	infection	NN
37060	2522	8	,	,	,
37060	2522	9	the	the	DT
37060	2522	10	results	result	NNS
37060	2522	11	could	could	MD
37060	2522	12	have	have	VB
37060	2522	13	proven	prove	VBN
37060	2522	14	fatal	fatal	JJ
37060	2522	15	.	.	.
37060	2523	1	The	the	DT
37060	2523	2	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	2523	3	killed	kill	VBD
37060	2523	4	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	2523	5	cells	cell	NNS
37060	2523	6	as	as	RB
37060	2523	7	well	well	RB
37060	2523	8	as	as	IN
37060	2523	9	cancerous	cancerous	JJ
37060	2523	10	cells	cell	NNS
37060	2523	11	;	;	:
37060	2523	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2523	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	2523	14	a	a	DT
37060	2523	15	grave	grave	JJ
37060	2523	16	wonder	wonder	NN
37060	2523	17	that	that	IN
37060	2523	18	one	one	PRP
37060	2523	19	can	can	MD
37060	2523	20	withstand	withstand	VB
37060	2523	21	such	such	JJ
37060	2523	22	violent	violent	JJ
37060	2523	23	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	2523	24	.	.	.
37060	2524	1	After	after	IN
37060	2524	2	several	several	JJ
37060	2524	3	series	series	NN
37060	2524	4	of	of	IN
37060	2524	5	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	2524	6	,	,	,
37060	2524	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2524	8	recalled	recall	VBD
37060	2524	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2524	10	thought	thought	NN
37060	2524	11	which	which	WDT
37060	2524	12	viewed	view	VBD
37060	2524	13	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2524	14	as	as	IN
37060	2524	15	the	the	DT
37060	2524	16	enemy	enemy	NN
37060	2524	17	against	against	IN
37060	2524	18	which	which	WDT
37060	2524	19	many	many	JJ
37060	2524	20	wars	war	NNS
37060	2524	21	were	be	VBD
37060	2524	22	waged	wage	VBN
37060	2524	23	,	,	,
37060	2524	24	and	and	CC
37060	2524	25	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	2524	26	that	that	IN
37060	2524	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2524	28	analogy	analogy	NN
37060	2524	29	was	be	VBD
37060	2524	30	not	not	RB
37060	2524	31	complete	complete	JJ
37060	2524	32	.	.	.
37060	2525	1	Chemotherapy	Chemotherapy	NNP
37060	2525	2	ravaged	ravage	VBD
37060	2525	3	the	the	DT
37060	2525	4	body	body	NN
37060	2525	5	and	and	CC
37060	2525	6	tainted	taint	VBD
37060	2525	7	the	the	DT
37060	2525	8	mind	mind	NN
37060	2525	9	just	just	RB
37060	2525	10	as	as	IN
37060	2525	11	the	the	DT
37060	2525	12	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2525	13	against	against	IN
37060	2525	14	which	which	WDT
37060	2525	15	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2525	16	debilitating	debilitate	VBG
37060	2525	17	powers	power	NNS
37060	2525	18	were	be	VBD
37060	2525	19	supposedly	supposedly	RB
37060	2525	20	aimed	aim	VBN
37060	2525	21	.	.	.
37060	2526	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2526	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2526	3	that	that	IN
37060	2526	4	the	the	DT
37060	2526	5	war	war	NN
37060	2526	6	did	do	VBD
37060	2526	7	not	not	RB
37060	2526	8	exist	exist	VB
37060	2526	9	only	only	RB
37060	2526	10	between	between	IN
37060	2526	11	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2526	12	and	and	CC
37060	2526	13	the	the	DT
37060	2526	14	body	body	NN
37060	2526	15	,	,	,
37060	2526	16	for	for	CC
37060	2526	17	there	there	EX
37060	2526	18	was	be	VBD
37060	2526	19	also	also	RB
37060	2526	20	a	a	DT
37060	2526	21	constant	constant	JJ
37060	2526	22	struggle	struggle	NN
37060	2526	23	between	between	IN
37060	2526	24	the	the	DT
37060	2526	25	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	2526	26	and	and	CC
37060	2526	27	the	the	DT
37060	2526	28	body	body	NN
37060	2526	29	.	.	.
37060	2527	1	As	as	IN
37060	2527	2	the	the	DT
37060	2527	3	body	body	NN
37060	2527	4	fought	fight	VBD
37060	2527	5	for	for	IN
37060	2527	6	life	life	NN
37060	2527	7	,	,	,
37060	2527	8	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	2527	9	fought	fight	VBD
37060	2527	10	for	for	IN
37060	2527	11	death	death	NN
37060	2527	12	....	....	NFP
37060	2527	13	of	of	IN
37060	2527	14	this	this	DT
37060	2527	15	,	,	,
37060	2527	16	there	there	EX
37060	2527	17	was	be	VBD
37060	2527	18	little	little	JJ
37060	2527	19	doubt	doubt	NN
37060	2527	20	.	.	.
37060	2528	1	Yet	yet	CC
37060	2528	2	as	as	IN
37060	2528	3	for	for	IN
37060	2528	4	the	the	DT
37060	2528	5	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	2528	6	,	,	,
37060	2528	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2528	8	became	become	VBD
37060	2528	9	uncertain	uncertain	JJ
37060	2528	10	as	as	IN
37060	2528	11	to	to	IN
37060	2528	12	the	the	DT
37060	2528	13	side	side	NN
37060	2528	14	on	on	IN
37060	2528	15	which	which	WDT
37060	2528	16	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2528	17	actually	actually	RB
37060	2528	18	adhered	adhere	VBD
37060	2528	19	,	,	,
37060	2528	20	and	and	CC
37060	2528	21	the	the	DT
37060	2528	22	voice	voice	NN
37060	2528	23	murmuring	murmuring	NN
37060	2528	24	"	"	``
37060	2528	25	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2528	26	's	be	VBZ
37060	2528	27	for	for	IN
37060	2528	28	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2528	29	own	own	JJ
37060	2528	30	good	good	NN
37060	2528	31	"	"	''
37060	2528	32	became	become	VBD
37060	2528	33	an	an	DT
37060	2528	34	indifferent	indifferent	JJ
37060	2528	35	noise	noise	NN
37060	2528	36	at	at	IN
37060	2528	37	the	the	DT
37060	2528	38	base	base	NN
37060	2528	39	of	of	IN
37060	2528	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2528	41	consciousness	consciousness	NN
37060	2528	42	.	.	.
37060	2529	1	Although	although	IN
37060	2529	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2529	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2529	4	unable	unable	JJ
37060	2529	5	to	to	TO
37060	2529	6	return	return	VB
37060	2529	7	to	to	IN
37060	2529	8	Jr.	Jr.	NNP
37060	2529	9	High	High	NNP
37060	2529	10	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	2529	11	8th	8th	JJ
37060	2529	12	grade	grade	NN
37060	2529	13	,	,	,
37060	2529	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2529	15	soon	soon	RB
37060	2529	16	acquired	acquire	VBD
37060	2529	17	permission	permission	NN
37060	2529	18	to	to	TO
37060	2529	19	study	study	VB
37060	2529	20	at	at	IN
37060	2529	21	home	home	NN
37060	2529	22	under	under	IN
37060	2529	23	the	the	DT
37060	2529	24	instruction	instruction	NN
37060	2529	25	of	of	IN
37060	2529	26	a	a	DT
37060	2529	27	tutor	tutor	NN
37060	2529	28	,	,	,
37060	2529	29	and	and	CC
37060	2529	30	in	in	IN
37060	2529	31	this	this	DT
37060	2529	32	way	way	NN
37060	2529	33	,	,	,
37060	2529	34	maintained	maintain	VBD
37060	2529	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2529	36	level	level	NN
37060	2529	37	of	of	IN
37060	2529	38	educational	educational	JJ
37060	2529	39	curriculum	curriculum	NN
37060	2529	40	as	as	RB
37060	2529	41	well	well	RB
37060	2529	42	as	as	IN
37060	2529	43	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2529	44	status	status	NN
37060	2529	45	as	as	IN
37060	2529	46	a	a	DT
37060	2529	47	"	"	``
37060	2529	48	student	student	NN
37060	2529	49	.	.	.
37060	2529	50	"	"	''
37060	2530	1	Receiving	receive	VBG
37060	2530	2	instruction	instruction	NN
37060	2530	3	on	on	IN
37060	2530	4	a	a	DT
37060	2530	5	one	one	CD
37060	2530	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	2530	7	to	to	IN
37060	2530	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	2530	9	one	one	CD
37060	2530	10	basis	basis	NN
37060	2530	11	was	be	VBD
37060	2530	12	definitely	definitely	RB
37060	2530	13	one	one	CD
37060	2530	14	of	of	IN
37060	2530	15	the	the	DT
37060	2530	16	more	more	RBR
37060	2530	17	favorable	favorable	JJ
37060	2530	18	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	2530	19	of	of	IN
37060	2530	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2530	21	new	new	JJ
37060	2530	22	life	life	NN
37060	2530	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	2530	24	style	style	NN
37060	2530	25	.	.	.
37060	2531	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2531	2	fully	fully	RB
37060	2531	3	realized	realize	VBD
37060	2531	4	the	the	DT
37060	2531	5	impermanence	impermanence	NN
37060	2531	6	of	of	IN
37060	2531	7	this	this	DT
37060	2531	8	enjoyment	enjoyment	NN
37060	2531	9	;	;	:
37060	2531	10	upon	upon	IN
37060	2531	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2531	12	recovery	recovery	NN
37060	2531	13	,	,	,
37060	2531	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2531	15	would	would	MD
37060	2531	16	once	once	RB
37060	2531	17	again	again	RB
37060	2531	18	be	be	VB
37060	2531	19	hurled	hurl	VBN
37060	2531	20	amid	amid	IN
37060	2531	21	the	the	DT
37060	2531	22	mob	mob	NN
37060	2531	23	and	and	CC
37060	2531	24	mainstream	mainstream	NN
37060	2531	25	of	of	IN
37060	2531	26	society	society	NN
37060	2531	27	.	.	.
37060	2532	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2532	2	tutor	tutor	NN
37060	2532	3	,	,	,
37060	2532	4	Mrs.	Mrs.	NNP
37060	2532	5	Kruse	Kruse	NNP
37060	2532	6	,	,	,
37060	2532	7	was	be	VBD
37060	2532	8	assigned	assign	VBN
37060	2532	9	to	to	IN
37060	2532	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2532	11	for	for	IN
37060	2532	12	the	the	DT
37060	2532	13	entire	entire	JJ
37060	2532	14	year	year	NN
37060	2532	15	.	.	.
37060	2533	1	Together	together	RB
37060	2533	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2533	3	covered	cover	VBD
37060	2533	4	the	the	DT
37060	2533	5	realms	realm	NNS
37060	2533	6	of	of	IN
37060	2533	7	English	English	NNP
37060	2533	8	,	,	,
37060	2533	9	math	math	NN
37060	2533	10	,	,	,
37060	2533	11	social	social	JJ
37060	2533	12	studies	study	NNS
37060	2533	13	and	and	CC
37060	2533	14	science	science	NN
37060	2533	15	with	with	IN
37060	2533	16	the	the	DT
37060	2533	17	help	help	NN
37060	2533	18	of	of	IN
37060	2533	19	a	a	DT
37060	2533	20	collection	collection	NN
37060	2533	21	of	of	IN
37060	2533	22	text	text	NN
37060	2533	23	books	book	NNS
37060	2533	24	which	which	WDT
37060	2533	25	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2533	26	obtained	obtain	VBD
37060	2533	27	from	from	IN
37060	2533	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2533	29	"	"	``
37060	2533	30	would	would	MD
37060	2533	31	-	-	HYPH
37060	2533	32	have	have	VB
37060	2533	33	-	-	HYPH
37060	2533	34	been	be	VBN
37060	2533	35	-	-	HYPH
37060	2533	36	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	2533	37	.	.	.
37060	2533	38	"	"	''
37060	2534	1	Several	several	JJ
37060	2534	2	times	time	NNS
37060	2534	3	each	each	DT
37060	2534	4	week	week	NN
37060	2534	5	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2534	6	would	would	MD
37060	2534	7	stop	stop	VB
37060	2534	8	to	to	TO
37060	2534	9	teach	teach	VB
37060	2534	10	and	and	CC
37060	2534	11	collect	collect	VB
37060	2534	12	previous	previous	JJ
37060	2534	13	lessons	lesson	NNS
37060	2534	14	.	.	.
37060	2535	1	Since	since	IN
37060	2535	2	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2535	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2535	4	amiable	amiable	JJ
37060	2535	5	,	,	,
37060	2535	6	highly	highly	RB
37060	2535	7	intelligent	intelligent	JJ
37060	2535	8	and	and	CC
37060	2535	9	challenging	challenging	JJ
37060	2535	10	in	in	IN
37060	2535	11	nature	nature	NN
37060	2535	12	,	,	,
37060	2535	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2535	14	looked	look	VBD
37060	2535	15	forward	forward	RB
37060	2535	16	to	to	IN
37060	2535	17	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2535	18	visits	visit	NNS
37060	2535	19	;	;	:
37060	2535	20	the	the	DT
37060	2535	21	time	time	NN
37060	2535	22	always	always	RB
37060	2535	23	passed	pass	VBD
37060	2535	24	quite	quite	RB
37060	2535	25	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	2535	26	.	.	.
37060	2536	1	In	in	IN
37060	2536	2	addition	addition	NN
37060	2536	3	to	to	IN
37060	2536	4	prescribed	prescribe	VBN
37060	2536	5	lessons	lesson	NNS
37060	2536	6	,	,	,
37060	2536	7	Mrs.	Mrs.	NNP
37060	2536	8	Kruse	Kruse	NNP
37060	2536	9	suggested	suggest	VBD
37060	2536	10	reading	read	VBG
37060	2536	11	material	material	NN
37060	2536	12	which	which	WDT
37060	2536	13	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2536	14	deemed	deem	VBD
37060	2536	15	of	of	IN
37060	2536	16	interest	interest	NN
37060	2536	17	to	to	IN
37060	2536	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2536	19	,	,	,
37060	2536	20	and	and	CC
37060	2536	21	as	as	IN
37060	2536	22	a	a	DT
37060	2536	23	highlight	highlight	NN
37060	2536	24	to	to	IN
37060	2536	25	one	one	CD
37060	2536	26	of	of	IN
37060	2536	27	the	the	DT
37060	2536	28	social	social	JJ
37060	2536	29	studies	study	NNS
37060	2536	30	chapters	chapter	NNS
37060	2536	31	,	,	,
37060	2536	32	drove	drive	VBD
37060	2536	33	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2536	34	to	to	IN
37060	2536	35	a	a	DT
37060	2536	36	local	local	JJ
37060	2536	37	museum	museum	NN
37060	2536	38	.	.	.
37060	2537	1	The	the	DT
37060	2537	2	trip	trip	NN
37060	2537	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2537	4	a	a	DT
37060	2537	5	memorable	memorable	JJ
37060	2537	6	occasion	occasion	NN
37060	2537	7	,	,	,
37060	2537	8	if	if	IN
37060	2537	9	simply	simply	RB
37060	2537	10	due	due	IN
37060	2537	11	to	to	IN
37060	2537	12	the	the	DT
37060	2537	13	fact	fact	NN
37060	2537	14	that	that	IN
37060	2537	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2537	16	spent	spend	VBD
37060	2537	17	the	the	DT
37060	2537	18	majority	majority	NN
37060	2537	19	of	of	IN
37060	2537	20	the	the	DT
37060	2537	21	days	day	NNS
37060	2537	22	alone	alone	RB
37060	2537	23	and	and	CC
37060	2537	24	at	at	IN
37060	2537	25	home	home	NN
37060	2537	26	.	.	.
37060	2538	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2538	2	also	also	RB
37060	2538	3	demonstrated	demonstrate	VBD
37060	2538	4	interest	interest	NN
37060	2538	5	in	in	IN
37060	2538	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2538	7	extra	extra	JJ
37060	2538	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	2538	9	curricular	curricular	JJ
37060	2538	10	activities	activity	NNS
37060	2538	11	as	as	RB
37060	2538	12	well	well	RB
37060	2538	13	as	as	IN
37060	2538	14	the	the	DT
37060	2538	15	regular	regular	JJ
37060	2538	16	academic	academic	JJ
37060	2538	17	subjects	subject	NNS
37060	2538	18	;	;	:
37060	2538	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2538	20	would	would	MD
37060	2538	21	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	2538	22	show	show	VB
37060	2538	23	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2538	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2538	25	various	various	JJ
37060	2538	26	crafts	craft	NNS
37060	2538	27	and	and	CC
37060	2538	28	"	"	``
37060	2538	29	works	work	NNS
37060	2538	30	of	of	IN
37060	2538	31	art	art	NN
37060	2538	32	"	"	''
37060	2538	33	with	with	IN
37060	2538	34	which	which	WDT
37060	2538	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2538	36	involved	involve	VBD
37060	2538	37	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2538	38	to	to	TO
37060	2538	39	abort	abort	VB
37060	2538	40	any	any	DT
37060	2538	41	loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	2538	42	or	or	CC
37060	2538	43	dejection	dejection	NN
37060	2538	44	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2538	45	might	may	MD
37060	2538	46	have	have	VB
37060	2538	47	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	2538	48	encountered	encounter	VBN
37060	2538	49	had	have	VBD
37060	2538	50	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2538	51	not	not	RB
37060	2538	52	kept	keep	VBN
37060	2538	53	occupied	occupy	VBN
37060	2538	54	.	.	.
37060	2539	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2539	2	projects	project	NNS
37060	2539	3	included	include	VBD
37060	2539	4	anything	anything	NN
37060	2539	5	which	which	WDT
37060	2539	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2539	7	not	not	RB
37060	2539	8	overly	overly	RB
37060	2539	9	monotonous	monotonous	JJ
37060	2539	10	,	,	,
37060	2539	11	and	and	CC
37060	2539	12	time	time	NN
37060	2539	13	thus	thus	RB
37060	2539	14	spent	spend	VBN
37060	2539	15	would	would	MD
37060	2539	16	often	often	RB
37060	2539	17	encompass	encompass	VB
37060	2539	18	more	more	JJR
37060	2539	19	than	than	IN
37060	2539	20	one	one	CD
37060	2539	21	casual	casual	JJ
37060	2539	22	employment	employment	NN
37060	2539	23	to	to	TO
37060	2539	24	assure	assure	VB
37060	2539	25	that	that	IN
37060	2539	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2539	27	interest	interest	NN
37060	2539	28	would	would	MD
37060	2539	29	not	not	RB
37060	2539	30	shrivel	shrivel	VB
37060	2539	31	up	up	RP
37060	2539	32	and	and	CC
37060	2539	33	die	die	VB
37060	2539	34	before	before	IN
37060	2539	35	an	an	DT
37060	2539	36	object	object	NN
37060	2539	37	's	's	POS
37060	2539	38	completion	completion	NN
37060	2539	39	.	.	.
37060	2540	1	Occasionally	occasionally	RB
37060	2540	2	one	one	CD
37060	2540	3	of	of	IN
37060	2540	4	the	the	DT
37060	2540	5	lovely	lovely	JJ
37060	2540	6	ladies	lady	NNS
37060	2540	7	from	from	IN
37060	2540	8	church	church	NN
37060	2540	9	would	would	MD
37060	2540	10	include	include	VB
37060	2540	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2540	12	in	in	IN
37060	2540	13	crafts	crafts	NNP
37060	2540	14	,	,	,
37060	2540	15	and	and	CC
37060	2540	16	consequently	consequently	RB
37060	2540	17	,	,	,
37060	2540	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2540	19	turned	turn	VBD
37060	2540	20	out	out	RP
37060	2540	21	decoupaged	decoupage	VBN
37060	2540	22	eggs	egg	NNS
37060	2540	23	and	and	CC
37060	2540	24	quilted	quilted	JJ
37060	2540	25	pillows	pillow	NNS
37060	2540	26	by	by	IN
37060	2540	27	the	the	DT
37060	2540	28	number	number	NN
37060	2540	29	.	.	.
37060	2541	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2541	2	attempted	attempt	VBD
37060	2541	3	a	a	DT
37060	2541	4	painting	painting	NN
37060	2541	5	of	of	IN
37060	2541	6	a	a	DT
37060	2541	7	rural	rural	JJ
37060	2541	8	scene	scene	NN
37060	2541	9	,	,	,
37060	2541	10	and	and	CC
37060	2541	11	on	on	IN
37060	2541	12	other	other	JJ
37060	2541	13	days	day	NNS
37060	2541	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2541	15	would	would	MD
37060	2541	16	draw	draw	VB
37060	2541	17	,	,	,
37060	2541	18	sew	sew	VB
37060	2541	19	,	,	,
37060	2541	20	or	or	CC
37060	2541	21	macrame	macrame	NN
37060	2541	22	;	;	:
37060	2541	23	at	at	IN
37060	2541	24	times	time	NNS
37060	2541	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2541	26	would	would	MD
37060	2541	27	pinpoint	pinpoint	VB
37060	2541	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2541	29	interest	interest	NN
37060	2541	30	in	in	IN
37060	2541	31	the	the	DT
37060	2541	32	creation	creation	NN
37060	2541	33	of	of	IN
37060	2541	34	gifts	gift	NNS
37060	2541	35	and	and	CC
37060	2541	36	culinary	culinary	JJ
37060	2541	37	delights	delight	NNS
37060	2541	38	.	.	.
37060	2542	1	A	a	DT
37060	2542	2	prominent	prominent	JJ
37060	2542	3	aid	aid	NN
37060	2542	4	to	to	IN
37060	2542	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2542	6	artistic	artistic	JJ
37060	2542	7	whims	whim	NNS
37060	2542	8	came	come	VBD
37060	2542	9	to	to	IN
37060	2542	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2542	11	by	by	IN
37060	2542	12	way	way	NN
37060	2542	13	of	of	IN
37060	2542	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2542	15	father	father	NN
37060	2542	16	's	's	POS
37060	2542	17	love	love	NN
37060	2542	18	and	and	CC
37060	2542	19	craftsmanship	craftsmanship	NN
37060	2542	20	;	;	:
37060	2542	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2542	22	spent	spend	VBD
37060	2542	23	hours	hour	NNS
37060	2542	24	of	of	IN
37060	2542	25	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2542	26	spare	spare	JJ
37060	2542	27	time	time	NN
37060	2542	28	constructing	construct	VBG
37060	2542	29	a	a	DT
37060	2542	30	shadow	shadow	NN
37060	2542	31	box	box	NN
37060	2542	32	for	for	IN
37060	2542	33	miniature	miniature	JJ
37060	2542	34	arrangements	arrangement	NNS
37060	2542	35	.	.	.
37060	2543	1	Through	through	IN
37060	2543	2	the	the	DT
37060	2543	3	same	same	JJ
37060	2543	4	five	five	CD
37060	2543	5	days	day	NNS
37060	2543	6	,	,	,
37060	2543	7	during	during	IN
37060	2543	8	which	which	WDT
37060	2543	9	time	time	NN
37060	2543	10	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2543	11	and	and	CC
37060	2543	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2543	13	were	be	VBD
37060	2543	14	in	in	IN
37060	2543	15	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	2543	16	for	for	IN
37060	2543	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2543	18	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	2543	19	,	,	,
37060	2543	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2543	21	also	also	RB
37060	2543	22	repainted	repaint	VBD
37060	2543	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2543	24	bedroom	bedroom	NN
37060	2543	25	.	.	.
37060	2544	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2544	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2544	3	awestruck	awestruck	VBN
37060	2544	4	upon	upon	IN
37060	2544	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2544	6	return	return	NN
37060	2544	7	to	to	TO
37060	2544	8	think	think	VB
37060	2544	9	of	of	IN
37060	2544	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2544	11	feverish	feverish	JJ
37060	2544	12	,	,	,
37060	2544	13	love	love	NN
37060	2544	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	2544	15	wrought	wrought	NN
37060	2544	16	labors	labor	NNS
37060	2544	17	;	;	:
37060	2544	18	through	through	IN
37060	2544	19	work	work	NN
37060	2544	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2544	21	was	be	VBD
37060	2544	22	able	able	JJ
37060	2544	23	to	to	TO
37060	2544	24	ease	ease	VB
37060	2544	25	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2544	26	internal	internal	JJ
37060	2544	27	suffering	suffering	NN
37060	2544	28	which	which	WDT
37060	2544	29	accompanied	accompany	VBD
37060	2544	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2544	31	physical	physical	JJ
37060	2544	32	trials	trial	NNS
37060	2544	33	.	.	.
37060	2545	1	If	if	IN
37060	2545	2	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	2545	3	more	more	JJR
37060	2545	4	,	,	,
37060	2545	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2545	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2545	7	at	at	IN
37060	2545	8	least	least	JJS
37060	2545	9	DOING	do	VBG
37060	2545	10	SOMETHING	something	NN
37060	2545	11	,	,	,
37060	2545	12	which	which	WDT
37060	2545	13	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2545	14	to	to	TO
37060	2545	15	allay	allay	VB
37060	2545	16	one	one	CD
37060	2545	17	of	of	IN
37060	2545	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2545	19	foremost	foremost	JJ
37060	2545	20	grievances	grievance	NNS
37060	2545	21	toward	toward	IN
37060	2545	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2545	23	illness	illness	NN
37060	2545	24	in	in	IN
37060	2545	25	a	a	DT
37060	2545	26	temporary	temporary	JJ
37060	2545	27	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	2545	28	.	.	.
37060	2546	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2546	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2546	3	relieved	relieved	JJ
37060	2546	4	to	to	TO
37060	2546	5	stay	stay	VB
37060	2546	6	at	at	IN
37060	2546	7	home	home	NN
37060	2546	8	that	that	DT
37060	2546	9	year	year	NN
37060	2546	10	;	;	:
37060	2546	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2546	12	would	would	MD
37060	2546	13	have	have	VB
37060	2546	14	been	be	VBN
37060	2546	15	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	2546	16	to	to	TO
37060	2546	17	feel	feel	VB
37060	2546	18	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	2546	19	when	when	WRB
37060	2546	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2546	21	was	be	VBD
37060	2546	22	sporting	sport	VBG
37060	2546	23	a	a	DT
37060	2546	24	wig	wig	NN
37060	2546	25	.	.	.
37060	2547	1	At	at	IN
37060	2547	2	this	this	DT
37060	2547	3	age	age	NN
37060	2547	4	,	,	,
37060	2547	5	so	so	RB
37060	2547	6	many	many	JJ
37060	2547	7	kids	kid	NNS
37060	2547	8	allow	allow	VBP
37060	2547	9	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2547	10	to	to	TO
37060	2547	11	be	be	VB
37060	2547	12	governed	govern	VBN
37060	2547	13	by	by	IN
37060	2547	14	popular	popular	JJ
37060	2547	15	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	2547	16	,	,	,
37060	2547	17	whether	whether	IN
37060	2547	18	or	or	CC
37060	2547	19	not	not	RB
37060	2547	20	that	that	DT
37060	2547	21	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	2547	22	has	have	VBZ
37060	2547	23	been	be	VBN
37060	2547	24	justly	justly	RB
37060	2547	25	founded	found	VBN
37060	2547	26	.	.	.
37060	2548	1	One	one	CD
37060	2548	2	may	may	MD
37060	2548	3	be	be	VB
37060	2548	4	treated	treat	VBN
37060	2548	5	kindly	kindly	RB
37060	2548	6	only	only	RB
37060	2548	7	to	to	TO
37060	2548	8	be	be	VB
37060	2548	9	defaced	deface	VBN
37060	2548	10	later	later	RB
37060	2548	11	in	in	IN
37060	2548	12	private	private	JJ
37060	2548	13	discussions	discussion	NNS
37060	2548	14	.	.	.
37060	2549	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2549	2	fear	fear	NN
37060	2549	3	based	base	VBN
37060	2549	4	on	on	IN
37060	2549	5	one	one	PRP
37060	2549	6	's	's	POS
37060	2549	7	acceptability	acceptability	NN
37060	2549	8	governs	govern	VBZ
37060	2549	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2549	10	actions	action	NNS
37060	2549	11	,	,	,
37060	2549	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2549	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	2549	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2549	15	convictions	conviction	NNS
37060	2549	16	and	and	CC
37060	2549	17	conscience	conscience	NN
37060	2549	18	that	that	WDT
37060	2549	19	sustain	sustain	VBP
37060	2549	20	punishment	punishment	NN
37060	2549	21	.	.	.
37060	2550	1	While	while	IN
37060	2550	2	many	many	JJ
37060	2550	3	students	student	NNS
37060	2550	4	may	may	MD
37060	2550	5	have	have	VB
37060	2550	6	attempted	attempt	VBN
37060	2550	7	to	to	TO
37060	2550	8	understand	understand	VB
37060	2550	9	the	the	DT
37060	2550	10	unpleasantness	unpleasantness	NN
37060	2550	11	of	of	IN
37060	2550	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2550	13	situation	situation	NN
37060	2550	14	,	,	,
37060	2550	15	others	other	NNS
37060	2550	16	would	would	MD
37060	2550	17	have	have	VB
37060	2550	18	taunted	taunt	VBN
37060	2550	19	malicious	malicious	JJ
37060	2550	20	threats	threat	NNS
37060	2550	21	or	or	CC
37060	2550	22	voiced	voice	VBN
37060	2550	23	insensitive	insensitive	JJ
37060	2550	24	remarks	remark	NNS
37060	2550	25	;	;	:
37060	2550	26	physically	physically	RB
37060	2550	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2550	28	was	be	VBD
37060	2550	29	to	to	TO
37060	2550	30	weak	weak	JJ
37060	2550	31	to	to	TO
37060	2550	32	withstand	withstand	VB
37060	2550	33	such	such	JJ
37060	2550	34	cruelty	cruelty	NN
37060	2550	35	on	on	IN
37060	2550	36	a	a	DT
37060	2550	37	daily	daily	JJ
37060	2550	38	basis	basis	NN
37060	2550	39	.	.	.
37060	2551	1	That	that	DT
37060	2551	2	which	which	WDT
37060	2551	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2551	4	most	most	RBS
37060	2551	5	detested	detest	VBD
37060	2551	6	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	2551	7	the	the	DT
37060	2551	8	aspect	aspect	NN
37060	2551	9	of	of	IN
37060	2551	10	baldness	baldness	NN
37060	2551	11	was	be	VBD
37060	2551	12	the	the	DT
37060	2551	13	wig	wig	NN
37060	2551	14	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2551	15	,	,	,
37060	2551	16	for	for	IN
37060	2551	17	although	although	IN
37060	2551	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2551	19	was	be	VBD
37060	2551	20	grateful	grateful	JJ
37060	2551	21	for	for	IN
37060	2551	22	the	the	DT
37060	2551	23	mask	mask	NN
37060	2551	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2551	25	provided	provide	VBD
37060	2551	26	,	,	,
37060	2551	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2551	28	abhorred	abhor	VBD
37060	2551	29	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2551	30	artificiality	artificiality	NN
37060	2551	31	.	.	.
37060	2552	1	Wearing	wear	VBG
37060	2552	2	a	a	DT
37060	2552	3	wig	wig	NN
37060	2552	4	was	be	VBD
37060	2552	5	unnatural	unnatural	JJ
37060	2552	6	,	,	,
37060	2552	7	especially	especially	RB
37060	2552	8	at	at	IN
37060	2552	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2552	10	age	age	NN
37060	2552	11	.	.	.
37060	2553	1	People	People	NNS
37060	2553	2	failed	fail	VBD
37060	2553	3	to	to	TO
37060	2553	4	recognize	recognize	VB
37060	2553	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2553	6	.	.	.
37060	2554	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	2554	2	,	,	,
37060	2554	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2554	4	presented	present	VBD
37060	2554	5	inherent	inherent	JJ
37060	2554	6	problems	problem	NNS
37060	2554	7	of	of	IN
37060	2554	8	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2554	9	own	own	JJ
37060	2554	10	.	.	.
37060	2555	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2555	2	would	would	MD
37060	2555	3	shift	shift	VB
37060	2555	4	precariously	precariously	RB
37060	2555	5	in	in	IN
37060	2555	6	a	a	DT
37060	2555	7	stiff	stiff	JJ
37060	2555	8	wind	wind	NN
37060	2555	9	,	,	,
37060	2555	10	and	and	CC
37060	2555	11	a	a	DT
37060	2555	12	blustery	blustery	JJ
37060	2555	13	day	day	NN
37060	2555	14	brought	bring	VBD
37060	2555	15	visions	vision	NNS
37060	2555	16	of	of	IN
37060	2555	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2555	18	cartwheeling	cartwheel	VBG
37060	2555	19	tumbleweed	tumbleweed	NN
37060	2555	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	2555	21	style	style	NN
37060	2555	22	,	,	,
37060	2555	23	across	across	IN
37060	2555	24	a	a	DT
37060	2555	25	street	street	NN
37060	2555	26	.	.	.
37060	2556	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2556	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	2556	3	wearing	wear	VBG
37060	2556	4	headbands	headband	NNS
37060	2556	5	,	,	,
37060	2556	6	though	though	IN
37060	2556	7	definitely	definitely	RB
37060	2556	8	not	not	RB
37060	2556	9	in	in	IN
37060	2556	10	style	style	NN
37060	2556	11	,	,	,
37060	2556	12	simply	simply	RB
37060	2556	13	to	to	TO
37060	2556	14	assure	assure	VB
37060	2556	15	that	that	IN
37060	2556	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2556	17	remained	remain	VBD
37060	2556	18	atop	atop	IN
37060	2556	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2556	20	head	head	NN
37060	2556	21	.	.	.
37060	2557	1	Another	another	DT
37060	2557	2	dilemma	dilemma	NN
37060	2557	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2557	4	the	the	DT
37060	2557	5	well	well	RB
37060	2557	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	2557	7	meaning	mean	VBG
37060	2557	8	oldster	oldster	NN
37060	2557	9	who	who	WP
37060	2557	10	still	still	RB
37060	2557	11	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	2557	12	pulling	pull	VBG
37060	2557	13	a	a	DT
37060	2557	14	child	child	NN
37060	2557	15	's	's	POS
37060	2557	16	locks	lock	NNS
37060	2557	17	;	;	:
37060	2557	18	unaware	unaware	JJ
37060	2557	19	and	and	CC
37060	2557	20	full	full	JJ
37060	2557	21	of	of	IN
37060	2557	22	only	only	RB
37060	2557	23	good	good	JJ
37060	2557	24	intentions	intention	NNS
37060	2557	25	,	,	,
37060	2557	26	what	what	WP
37060	2557	27	would	would	MD
37060	2557	28	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2557	29	have	have	VB
37060	2557	30	thought	think	VBN
37060	2557	31	if	if	IN
37060	2557	32	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2557	33	teasing	teasing	JJ
37060	2557	34	gesture	gesture	NN
37060	2557	35	unveiled	unveil	VBD
37060	2557	36	the	the	DT
37060	2557	37	entirety	entirety	NN
37060	2557	38	of	of	IN
37060	2557	39	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2557	40	hairless	hairless	NN
37060	2557	41	skull	skull	NNP
37060	2557	42	?	?	.
37060	2558	1	The	the	DT
37060	2558	2	wig	wig	NN
37060	2558	3	,	,	,
37060	2558	4	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	2558	5	,	,	,
37060	2558	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2558	7	mainly	mainly	RB
37060	2558	8	a	a	DT
37060	2558	9	social	social	JJ
37060	2558	10	impairment	impairment	NN
37060	2558	11	,	,	,
37060	2558	12	for	for	IN
37060	2558	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2558	14	was	be	VBD
37060	2558	15	during	during	IN
37060	2558	16	group	group	NN
37060	2558	17	situations	situation	NNS
37060	2558	18	that	that	WDT
37060	2558	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2558	20	experienced	experience	VBD
37060	2558	21	the	the	DT
37060	2558	22	majority	majority	NN
37060	2558	23	of	of	IN
37060	2558	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2558	25	embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	2558	26	.	.	.
37060	2559	1	Aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	2559	2	which	which	WDT
37060	2559	3	aided	aid	VBD
37060	2559	4	social	social	JJ
37060	2559	5	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	2559	6	were	be	VBD
37060	2559	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2559	8	attitude	attitude	NN
37060	2559	9	and	and	CC
37060	2559	10	a	a	DT
37060	2559	11	light	light	JJ
37060	2559	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	2559	13	hearted	hearted	JJ
37060	2559	14	countenance	countenance	NN
37060	2559	15	.	.	.
37060	2560	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2560	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	2560	3	essentially	essentially	RB
37060	2560	4	one	one	PRP
37060	2560	5	's	's	POS
37060	2560	6	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	2560	7	that	that	WDT
37060	2560	8	opens	open	VBZ
37060	2560	9	the	the	DT
37060	2560	10	door	door	NN
37060	2560	11	to	to	IN
37060	2560	12	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	2560	13	and	and	CC
37060	2560	14	eventual	eventual	JJ
37060	2560	15	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	2560	16	;	;	:
37060	2560	17	and	and	CC
37060	2560	18	despite	despite	IN
37060	2560	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2560	20	different	different	JJ
37060	2560	21	visage	visage	NN
37060	2560	22	,	,	,
37060	2560	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2560	24	wished	wish	VBD
37060	2560	25	to	to	TO
37060	2560	26	remain	remain	VB
37060	2560	27	approachable	approachable	JJ
37060	2560	28	and	and	CC
37060	2560	29	self	self	NN
37060	2560	30	-	-	HYPH
37060	2560	31	secure	secure	JJ
37060	2560	32	with	with	IN
37060	2560	33	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2560	34	health	health	NN
37060	2560	35	problem	problem	NN
37060	2560	36	.	.	.
37060	2561	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2561	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	2561	3	to	to	TO
37060	2561	4	nurture	nurture	VB
37060	2561	5	realistic	realistic	JJ
37060	2561	6	,	,	,
37060	2561	7	yet	yet	CC
37060	2561	8	humorous	humorous	JJ
37060	2561	9	outlooks	outlook	NNS
37060	2561	10	toward	toward	IN
37060	2561	11	problems	problem	NNS
37060	2561	12	,	,	,
37060	2561	13	for	for	IN
37060	2561	14	a	a	DT
37060	2561	15	sickly	sickly	JJ
37060	2561	16	person	person	NN
37060	2561	17	wearing	wear	VBG
37060	2561	18	a	a	DT
37060	2561	19	smile	smile	NN
37060	2561	20	appears	appear	VBZ
37060	2561	21	more	more	RBR
37060	2561	22	inviting	inviting	JJ
37060	2561	23	to	to	IN
37060	2561	24	others	other	NNS
37060	2561	25	than	than	IN
37060	2561	26	one	one	NN
37060	2561	27	who	who	WP
37060	2561	28	shrinks	shrink	VBZ
37060	2561	29	within	within	IN
37060	2561	30	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2561	31	ailment	ailment	NN
37060	2561	32	while	while	IN
37060	2561	33	displaying	display	VBG
37060	2561	34	steadfast	steadfast	JJ
37060	2561	35	displeasure	displeasure	NN
37060	2561	36	for	for	IN
37060	2561	37	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2561	38	predicament	predicament	NN
37060	2561	39	upon	upon	IN
37060	2561	40	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2561	41	face	face	NN
37060	2561	42	.	.	.
37060	2562	1	If	if	IN
37060	2562	2	one	one	CD
37060	2562	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	2562	4	open	open	JJ
37060	2562	5	and	and	CC
37060	2562	6	jokes	joke	NNS
37060	2562	7	about	about	IN
37060	2562	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2562	9	health	health	NN
37060	2562	10	situation	situation	NN
37060	2562	11	,	,	,
37060	2562	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2562	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	2562	14	also	also	RB
37060	2562	15	less	less	RBR
37060	2562	16	apt	apt	JJ
37060	2562	17	to	to	IN
37060	2562	18	evoke	evoke	NNP
37060	2562	19	fear	fear	NN
37060	2562	20	and	and	CC
37060	2562	21	hesitant	hesitant	JJ
37060	2562	22	inquiries	inquiry	NNS
37060	2562	23	from	from	IN
37060	2562	24	friends	friend	NNS
37060	2562	25	,	,	,
37060	2562	26	and	and	CC
37060	2562	27	for	for	IN
37060	2562	28	that	that	DT
37060	2562	29	matter	matter	NN
37060	2562	30	mockery	mockery	RB
37060	2562	31	from	from	IN
37060	2562	32	the	the	DT
37060	2562	33	ignorant	ignorant	JJ
37060	2562	34	;	;	:
37060	2562	35	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2562	36	is	be	VBZ
37060	2562	37	no	no	DT
37060	2562	38	fun	fun	NN
37060	2562	39	to	to	TO
37060	2562	40	insult	insult	VB
37060	2562	41	an	an	DT
37060	2562	42	individual	individual	NN
37060	2562	43	who	who	WP
37060	2562	44	fully	fully	RB
37060	2562	45	accepts	accept	VBZ
37060	2562	46	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2562	47	and	and	CC
37060	2562	48	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2562	49	problem	problem	NN
37060	2562	50	,	,	,
37060	2562	51	for	for	IN
37060	2562	52	there	there	EX
37060	2562	53	is	be	VBZ
37060	2562	54	no	no	DT
37060	2562	55	fuel	fuel	NN
37060	2562	56	to	to	TO
37060	2562	57	evince	evince	VB
37060	2562	58	an	an	DT
37060	2562	59	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	2562	60	fire	fire	NN
37060	2562	61	.	.	.
37060	2563	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2563	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2563	3	totally	totally	RB
37060	2563	4	secure	secure	JJ
37060	2563	5	in	in	IN
37060	2563	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2563	7	baldness	baldness	NN
37060	2563	8	only	only	RB
37060	2563	9	with	with	IN
37060	2563	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2563	11	family	family	NN
37060	2563	12	and	and	CC
37060	2563	13	select	select	JJ
37060	2563	14	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	2563	15	who	who	WP
37060	2563	16	neither	neither	CC
37060	2563	17	balked	balk	VBD
37060	2563	18	nor	nor	CC
37060	2563	19	poked	poke	VBN
37060	2563	20	sadistic	sadistic	JJ
37060	2563	21	mirth	mirth	NN
37060	2563	22	at	at	IN
37060	2563	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2563	24	loss	loss	NN
37060	2563	25	.	.	.
37060	2564	1	The	the	DT
37060	2564	2	wig	wig	NN
37060	2564	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2564	4	worn	wear	VBN
37060	2564	5	on	on	IN
37060	2564	6	all	all	DT
37060	2564	7	social	social	JJ
37060	2564	8	outings	outing	NNS
37060	2564	9	,	,	,
37060	2564	10	of	of	IN
37060	2564	11	course	course	NN
37060	2564	12	,	,	,
37060	2564	13	just	just	RB
37060	2564	14	as	as	IN
37060	2564	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2564	16	was	be	VBD
37060	2564	17	generally	generally	RB
37060	2564	18	donned	don	VBN
37060	2564	19	at	at	IN
37060	2564	20	home	home	NN
37060	2564	21	as	as	RB
37060	2564	22	well	well	RB
37060	2564	23	.	.	.
37060	2565	1	Certain	certain	JJ
37060	2565	2	days	day	NNS
37060	2565	3	,	,	,
37060	2565	4	however	however	RB
37060	2565	5	,	,	,
37060	2565	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2565	7	elected	elect	VBD
37060	2565	8	to	to	TO
37060	2565	9	prance	prance	VB
37060	2565	10	through	through	IN
37060	2565	11	the	the	DT
37060	2565	12	house	house	NN
37060	2565	13	without	without	IN
37060	2565	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2565	15	;	;	:
37060	2565	16	the	the	DT
37060	2565	17	wig	wig	NN
37060	2565	18	was	be	VBD
37060	2565	19	tiresome	tiresome	JJ
37060	2565	20	and	and	CC
37060	2565	21	hot	hot	JJ
37060	2565	22	,	,	,
37060	2565	23	and	and	CC
37060	2565	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2565	25	head	head	NN
37060	2565	26	needed	need	VBD
37060	2565	27	to	to	TO
37060	2565	28	escape	escape	VB
37060	2565	29	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2565	30	smothering	smother	VBG
37060	2565	31	imprisonment	imprisonment	NN
37060	2565	32	during	during	IN
37060	2565	33	the	the	DT
37060	2565	34	day	day	NN
37060	2565	35	in	in	IN
37060	2565	36	addition	addition	NN
37060	2565	37	to	to	IN
37060	2565	38	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2565	39	nightly	nightly	JJ
37060	2565	40	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	2565	41	.	.	.
37060	2566	1	Happily	happily	RB
37060	2566	2	,	,	,
37060	2566	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2566	4	parents	parent	NNS
37060	2566	5	did	do	VBD
37060	2566	6	not	not	RB
37060	2566	7	seem	seem	VB
37060	2566	8	to	to	TO
37060	2566	9	mind	mind	VB
37060	2566	10	the	the	DT
37060	2566	11	sight	sight	NN
37060	2566	12	of	of	IN
37060	2566	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2566	14	head	head	NN
37060	2566	15	,	,	,
37060	2566	16	claiming	claim	VBG
37060	2566	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2566	18	was	be	VBD
37060	2566	19	"	"	``
37060	2566	20	kind	kind	RB
37060	2566	21	of	of	RB
37060	2566	22	cute	cute	JJ
37060	2566	23	"	"	''
37060	2566	24	;	;	:
37060	2566	25	a	a	DT
37060	2566	26	more	more	RBR
37060	2566	27	appropriate	appropriate	JJ
37060	2566	28	manner	manner	NN
37060	2566	29	of	of	IN
37060	2566	30	expressing	express	VBG
37060	2566	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2566	32	parents	parent	NNS
37060	2566	33	'	'	POS
37060	2566	34	view	view	NN
37060	2566	35	of	of	IN
37060	2566	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2566	37	loss	loss	NN
37060	2566	38	of	of	IN
37060	2566	39	hair	hair	NN
37060	2566	40	was	be	VBD
37060	2566	41	to	to	TO
37060	2566	42	say	say	VB
37060	2566	43	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2566	44	was	be	VBD
37060	2566	45	a	a	DT
37060	2566	46	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	2566	47	evil	evil	NN
37060	2566	48	which	which	WDT
37060	2566	49	had	have	VBD
37060	2566	50	been	be	VBN
37060	2566	51	part	part	NN
37060	2566	52	of	of	IN
37060	2566	53	the	the	DT
37060	2566	54	"	"	``
37060	2566	55	insurance	insurance	NN
37060	2566	56	plan	plan	NN
37060	2566	57	,	,	,
37060	2566	58	"	"	''
37060	2566	59	and	and	CC
37060	2566	60	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	2566	61	deemed	deem	VBD
37060	2566	62	as	as	RB
37060	2566	63	acceptable	acceptable	JJ
37060	2566	64	as	as	IN
37060	2566	65	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2566	66	could	could	MD
37060	2566	67	have	have	VB
37060	2566	68	been	be	VBN
37060	2566	69	under	under	IN
37060	2566	70	the	the	DT
37060	2566	71	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	2566	72	.	.	.
37060	2567	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2567	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2567	3	initially	initially	RB
37060	2567	4	amazed	amazed	JJ
37060	2567	5	that	that	IN
37060	2567	6	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2567	7	could	could	MD
37060	2567	8	love	love	VB
37060	2567	9	a	a	DT
37060	2567	10	child	child	NN
37060	2567	11	having	have	VBG
37060	2567	12	no	no	DT
37060	2567	13	hair	hair	NN
37060	2567	14	,	,	,
37060	2567	15	since	since	IN
37060	2567	16	appearances	appearance	NNS
37060	2567	17	rated	rate	VBN
37060	2567	18	so	so	RB
37060	2567	19	incredibly	incredibly	RB
37060	2567	20	high	high	JJ
37060	2567	21	on	on	IN
37060	2567	22	the	the	DT
37060	2567	23	scale	scale	NN
37060	2567	24	of	of	IN
37060	2567	25	societal	societal	JJ
37060	2567	26	importance	importance	NN
37060	2567	27	,	,	,
37060	2567	28	and	and	CC
37060	2567	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2567	30	best	good	JJS
37060	2567	31	feature	feature	NN
37060	2567	32	had	have	VBD
37060	2567	33	been	be	VBN
37060	2567	34	obliterated	obliterate	VBN
37060	2567	35	.	.	.
37060	2568	1	To	to	TO
37060	2568	2	think	think	VB
37060	2568	3	that	that	IN
37060	2568	4	people	people	NNS
37060	2568	5	found	find	VBD
37060	2568	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2568	7	tolerable	tolerable	JJ
37060	2568	8	and	and	CC
37060	2568	9	remained	remain	VBD
37060	2568	10	a	a	DT
37060	2568	11	loyal	loyal	JJ
37060	2568	12	friend	friend	NN
37060	2568	13	touched	touch	VBD
37060	2568	14	deeply	deeply	RB
37060	2568	15	upon	upon	IN
37060	2568	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2568	17	heart	heart	NN
37060	2568	18	.	.	.
37060	2569	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	2569	2	at	at	IN
37060	2569	3	home	home	NN
37060	2569	4	baldness	baldness	NN
37060	2569	5	posed	pose	VBD
37060	2569	6	no	no	DT
37060	2569	7	problem	problem	NN
37060	2569	8	for	for	IN
37060	2569	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2569	10	,	,	,
37060	2569	11	although	although	IN
37060	2569	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2569	13	would	would	MD
37060	2569	14	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	2569	15	hold	hold	VB
37060	2569	16	back	back	RB
37060	2569	17	tears	tear	NNS
37060	2569	18	when	when	WRB
37060	2569	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2569	20	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	2569	21	a	a	DT
37060	2569	22	long	long	JJ
37060	2569	23	strand	strand	NN
37060	2569	24	of	of	IN
37060	2569	25	hair	hair	NN
37060	2569	26	woven	weave	VBN
37060	2569	27	inside	inside	IN
37060	2569	28	a	a	DT
37060	2569	29	sweater	sweater	NN
37060	2569	30	or	or	CC
37060	2569	31	glanced	glance	VBN
37060	2569	32	at	at	IN
37060	2569	33	an	an	DT
37060	2569	34	old	old	JJ
37060	2569	35	photograph	photograph	NN
37060	2569	36	.	.	.
37060	2570	1	The	the	DT
37060	2570	2	image	image	NN
37060	2570	3	of	of	IN
37060	2570	4	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2570	5	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	2570	6	in	in	IN
37060	2570	7	the	the	DT
37060	2570	8	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	2570	9	contrasted	contrast	VBD
37060	2570	10	dreadfully	dreadfully	RB
37060	2570	11	with	with	IN
37060	2570	12	the	the	DT
37060	2570	13	girl	girl	NN
37060	2570	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2570	15	viewed	view	VBD
37060	2570	16	in	in	IN
37060	2570	17	the	the	DT
37060	2570	18	picture	picture	NN
37060	2570	19	albums	album	NNS
37060	2570	20	to	to	IN
37060	2570	21	such	such	PDT
37060	2570	22	an	an	DT
37060	2570	23	extent	extent	NN
37060	2570	24	that	that	WDT
37060	2570	25	physically	physically	RB
37060	2570	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2570	27	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2570	28	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2570	29	to	to	TO
37060	2570	30	be	be	VB
37060	2570	31	an	an	DT
37060	2570	32	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	2570	33	different	different	JJ
37060	2570	34	person	person	NN
37060	2570	35	.	.	.
37060	2571	1	Unfortunately	unfortunately	RB
37060	2571	2	,	,	,
37060	2571	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2571	4	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2571	5	less	less	JJR
37060	2571	6	of	of	IN
37060	2571	7	a	a	DT
37060	2571	8	person	person	NN
37060	2571	9	when	when	WRB
37060	2571	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2571	11	compared	compare	VBD
37060	2571	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2571	13	selves	self	NNS
37060	2571	14	,	,	,
37060	2571	15	past	past	JJ
37060	2571	16	to	to	TO
37060	2571	17	present	present	VB
37060	2571	18	;	;	:
37060	2571	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2571	20	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	2571	21	tried	try	VBD
37060	2571	22	to	to	TO
37060	2571	23	limit	limit	VB
37060	2571	24	these	these	DT
37060	2571	25	recollections	recollection	NNS
37060	2571	26	by	by	IN
37060	2571	27	keeping	keep	VBG
37060	2571	28	occupied	occupy	VBN
37060	2571	29	with	with	IN
37060	2571	30	crafts	craft	NNS
37060	2571	31	or	or	CC
37060	2571	32	other	other	JJ
37060	2571	33	mental	mental	JJ
37060	2571	34	detours	detour	NNS
37060	2571	35	from	from	IN
37060	2571	36	reality	reality	NN
37060	2571	37	.	.	.
37060	2572	1	By	by	IN
37060	2572	2	January	January	NNP
37060	2572	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2572	4	was	be	VBD
37060	2572	5	completely	completely	RB
37060	2572	6	used	use	VBN
37060	2572	7	to	to	IN
37060	2572	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2572	9	way	way	NN
37060	2572	10	of	of	IN
37060	2572	11	life	life	NN
37060	2572	12	.	.	.
37060	2573	1	There	there	EX
37060	2573	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2573	3	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	2573	4	to	to	TO
37060	2573	5	be	be	VB
37060	2573	6	had	have	VBN
37060	2573	7	in	in	IN
37060	2573	8	monotony	monotony	NN
37060	2573	9	and	and	CC
37060	2573	10	sameness	sameness	JJ
37060	2573	11	of	of	IN
37060	2573	12	routine	routine	JJ
37060	2573	13	,	,	,
37060	2573	14	and	and	CC
37060	2573	15	while	while	IN
37060	2573	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2573	17	would	would	MD
37060	2573	18	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	2573	19	feel	feel	VB
37060	2573	20	alienated	alienated	JJ
37060	2573	21	from	from	IN
37060	2573	22	society	society	NN
37060	2573	23	,	,	,
37060	2573	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2573	25	solitary	solitary	JJ
37060	2573	26	existence	existence	NN
37060	2573	27	provided	provide	VBD
37060	2573	28	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2573	29	with	with	IN
37060	2573	30	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	2573	31	security	security	NN
37060	2573	32	which	which	WDT
37060	2573	33	would	would	MD
37060	2573	34	not	not	RB
37060	2573	35	have	have	VB
37060	2573	36	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	2573	37	been	be	VBN
37060	2573	38	possible	possible	JJ
37060	2573	39	.	.	.
37060	2574	1	Each	each	DT
37060	2574	2	day	day	NN
37060	2574	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2574	4	very	very	RB
37060	2574	5	much	much	RB
37060	2574	6	like	like	IN
37060	2574	7	the	the	DT
37060	2574	8	next	next	JJ
37060	2574	9	,	,	,
37060	2574	10	and	and	CC
37060	2574	11	time	time	NN
37060	2574	12	melded	meld	VBD
37060	2574	13	the	the	DT
37060	2574	14	days	day	NNS
37060	2574	15	together	together	RB
37060	2574	16	into	into	IN
37060	2574	17	oblique	oblique	JJ
37060	2574	18	obscurity	obscurity	NN
37060	2574	19	.	.	.
37060	2575	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2575	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2575	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2575	4	not	not	RB
37060	2575	5	occupied	occupy	VBN
37060	2575	6	with	with	IN
37060	2575	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2575	8	lessons	lesson	NNS
37060	2575	9	or	or	CC
37060	2575	10	crafts	craft	NNS
37060	2575	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2575	12	would	would	MD
37060	2575	13	sit	sit	VB
37060	2575	14	,	,	,
37060	2575	15	allow	allow	VB
37060	2575	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2575	17	mind	mind	NN
37060	2575	18	to	to	TO
37060	2575	19	empty	empty	VB
37060	2575	20	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2575	21	of	of	IN
37060	2575	22	all	all	DT
37060	2575	23	thought	thought	NN
37060	2575	24	,	,	,
37060	2575	25	and	and	CC
37060	2575	26	then	then	RB
37060	2575	27	drift	drift	NNP
37060	2575	28	to	to	IN
37060	2575	29	other	other	JJ
37060	2575	30	places	place	NNS
37060	2575	31	,	,	,
37060	2575	32	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	2575	33	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2575	34	own	own	JJ
37060	2575	35	stunted	stunted	JJ
37060	2575	36	life	life	NN
37060	2575	37	,	,	,
37060	2575	38	and	and	CC
37060	2575	39	there	there	EX
37060	2575	40	catch	catch	VBP
37060	2575	41	a	a	DT
37060	2575	42	glimpse	glimpse	NN
37060	2575	43	of	of	IN
37060	2575	44	reality	reality	NN
37060	2575	45	as	as	IN
37060	2575	46	others	other	NNS
37060	2575	47	saw	see	VBD
37060	2575	48	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2575	49	to	to	TO
37060	2575	50	be	be	VB
37060	2575	51	.	.	.
37060	2576	1	Were	be	VBD
37060	2576	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2576	3	not	not	RB
37060	2576	4	for	for	IN
37060	2576	5	vivid	vivid	JJ
37060	2576	6	daydreams	daydream	NNS
37060	2576	7	,	,	,
37060	2576	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2576	9	year	year	NN
37060	2576	10	of	of	IN
37060	2576	11	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	2576	12	would	would	MD
37060	2576	13	have	have	VB
37060	2576	14	doubtlessly	doubtlessly	RB
37060	2576	15	provoked	provoke	VBN
37060	2576	16	more	more	RBR
37060	2576	17	duress	duress	JJ
37060	2576	18	,	,	,
37060	2576	19	yet	yet	RB
37060	2576	20	through	through	IN
37060	2576	21	fantasy	fantasy	NN
37060	2576	22	,	,	,
37060	2576	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2576	24	was	be	VBD
37060	2576	25	able	able	JJ
37060	2576	26	to	to	TO
37060	2576	27	surpass	surpass	VB
37060	2576	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2576	29	physical	physical	JJ
37060	2576	30	limitations	limitation	NNS
37060	2576	31	.	.	.
37060	2577	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	2577	2	,	,	,
37060	2577	3	while	while	IN
37060	2577	4	public	public	JJ
37060	2577	5	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	2577	6	would	would	MD
37060	2577	7	often	often	RB
37060	2577	8	degrade	degrade	VB
37060	2577	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2577	10	self	self	NN
37060	2577	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	2577	12	image	image	NN
37060	2577	13	,	,	,
37060	2577	14	thought	thought	NN
37060	2577	15	would	would	MD
37060	2577	16	instill	instill	VB
37060	2577	17	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	2577	18	in	in	IN
37060	2577	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2577	20	unseen	unseen	JJ
37060	2577	21	strengths	strength	NNS
37060	2577	22	.	.	.
37060	2578	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2578	2	found	find	VBD
37060	2578	3	that	that	IN
37060	2578	4	the	the	DT
37060	2578	5	mind	mind	NN
37060	2578	6	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	2578	7	more	more	JJR
37060	2578	8	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	2578	9	than	than	IN
37060	2578	10	any	any	DT
37060	2578	11	bodily	bodily	JJ
37060	2578	12	attribute	attribute	NN
37060	2578	13	,	,	,
37060	2578	14	no	no	RB
37060	2578	15	matter	matter	RB
37060	2578	16	how	how	WRB
37060	2578	17	brilliant	brilliant	JJ
37060	2578	18	the	the	DT
37060	2578	19	eye	eye	NN
37060	2578	20	might	may	MD
37060	2578	21	perceive	perceive	VB
37060	2578	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2578	23	to	to	TO
37060	2578	24	be	be	VB
37060	2578	25	.	.	.
37060	2579	1	If	if	IN
37060	2579	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2579	3	were	be	VBD
37060	2579	4	humanly	humanly	RB
37060	2579	5	possible	possible	JJ
37060	2579	6	to	to	TO
37060	2579	7	correct	correct	VB
37060	2579	8	physical	physical	JJ
37060	2579	9	shortcomings	shortcoming	NNS
37060	2579	10	,	,	,
37060	2579	11	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	2579	12	would	would	MD
37060	2579	13	mold	mold	VB
37060	2579	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2579	15	face	face	NN
37060	2579	16	and	and	CC
37060	2579	17	body	body	NN
37060	2579	18	into	into	IN
37060	2579	19	perfect	perfect	JJ
37060	2579	20	specimens	specimen	NNS
37060	2579	21	;	;	:
37060	2579	22	disease	disease	NN
37060	2579	23	could	could	MD
37060	2579	24	no	no	RB
37060	2579	25	longer	long	RBR
37060	2579	26	wreak	wreak	VB
37060	2579	27	havoc	havoc	NN
37060	2579	28	upon	upon	IN
37060	2579	29	one	one	PRP
37060	2579	30	's	's	POS
37060	2579	31	dimensions	dimension	NNS
37060	2579	32	or	or	CC
37060	2579	33	features	feature	NNS
37060	2579	34	,	,	,
37060	2579	35	and	and	CC
37060	2579	36	amputated	amputate	VBN
37060	2579	37	limbs	limb	NNS
37060	2579	38	would	would	MD
37060	2579	39	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	2579	40	be	be	VB
37060	2579	41	restored	restore	VBN
37060	2579	42	.	.	.
37060	2580	1	This	this	DT
37060	2580	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	2580	3	not	not	RB
37060	2580	4	life	life	NN
37060	2580	5	,	,	,
37060	2580	6	however	however	RB
37060	2580	7	.	.	.
37060	2581	1	No	no	DT
37060	2581	2	one	one	NN
37060	2581	3	chooses	choose	VBZ
37060	2581	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2581	5	personal	personal	JJ
37060	2581	6	characteristics	characteristic	NNS
37060	2581	7	or	or	CC
37060	2581	8	form	form	VB
37060	2581	9	any	any	DT
37060	2581	10	more	more	RBR
37060	2581	11	than	than	IN
37060	2581	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2581	13	chooses	choose	VBZ
37060	2581	14	to	to	TO
37060	2581	15	be	be	VB
37060	2581	16	born	bear	VBN
37060	2581	17	or	or	CC
37060	2581	18	die	die	VB
37060	2581	19	;	;	:
37060	2581	20	over	over	IN
37060	2581	21	one	one	CD
37060	2581	22	's	's	POS
37060	2581	23	features	feature	NNS
37060	2581	24	and	and	CC
37060	2581	25	time	time	NN
37060	2581	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	2581	27	ridden	ride	VBN
37060	2581	28	transformations	transformation	NNS
37060	2581	29	,	,	,
37060	2581	30	one	one	NN
37060	2581	31	exercises	exercise	VBZ
37060	2581	32	no	no	DT
37060	2581	33	choice	choice	NN
37060	2581	34	.	.	.
37060	2582	1	Although	although	IN
37060	2582	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2582	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2582	4	a	a	DT
37060	2582	5	loner	loner	NN
37060	2582	6	at	at	IN
37060	2582	7	heart	heart	NN
37060	2582	8	,	,	,
37060	2582	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2582	10	became	become	VBD
37060	2582	11	accustomed	accustomed	JJ
37060	2582	12	to	to	IN
37060	2582	13	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	2582	14	brief	brief	JJ
37060	2582	15	surges	surge	NNS
37060	2582	16	of	of	IN
37060	2582	17	loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	2582	18	when	when	WRB
37060	2582	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2582	20	would	would	MD
37060	2582	21	peer	peer	VB
37060	2582	22	from	from	IN
37060	2582	23	a	a	DT
37060	2582	24	window	window	NN
37060	2582	25	and	and	CC
37060	2582	26	observe	observe	VB
37060	2582	27	the	the	DT
37060	2582	28	activity	activity	NN
37060	2582	29	that	that	WDT
37060	2582	30	went	go	VBD
37060	2582	31	on	on	RP
37060	2582	32	in	in	IN
37060	2582	33	normal	normal	JJ
37060	2582	34	lives	life	NNS
37060	2582	35	.	.	.
37060	2583	1	To	to	TO
37060	2583	2	be	be	VB
37060	2583	3	able	able	JJ
37060	2583	4	to	to	TO
37060	2583	5	come	come	VB
37060	2583	6	and	and	CC
37060	2583	7	go	go	VB
37060	2583	8	,	,	,
37060	2583	9	unhindered	unhindered	JJ
37060	2583	10	by	by	IN
37060	2583	11	any	any	DT
37060	2583	12	physical	physical	JJ
37060	2583	13	dysfuntions	dysfuntion	NNS
37060	2583	14	,	,	,
37060	2583	15	must	must	MD
37060	2583	16	have	have	VB
37060	2583	17	been	be	VBN
37060	2583	18	pure	pure	JJ
37060	2583	19	joy	joy	NN
37060	2583	20	...	...	:
37060	2583	21	joy	joy	NN
37060	2583	22	which	which	WDT
37060	2583	23	the	the	DT
37060	2583	24	vast	vast	JJ
37060	2583	25	majority	majority	NN
37060	2583	26	of	of	IN
37060	2583	27	people	people	NNS
37060	2583	28	took	take	VBD
37060	2583	29	for	for	IN
37060	2583	30	granted	grant	VBN
37060	2583	31	.	.	.
37060	2584	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2584	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2584	3	a	a	DT
37060	2584	4	shame	shame	NN
37060	2584	5	that	that	WDT
37060	2584	6	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2584	7	did	do	VBD
37060	2584	8	not	not	RB
37060	2584	9	pause	pause	VB
37060	2584	10	for	for	IN
37060	2584	11	an	an	DT
37060	2584	12	instant	instant	NN
37060	2584	13	with	with	IN
37060	2584	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2584	15	bustle	bustle	NN
37060	2584	16	of	of	IN
37060	2584	17	plans	plan	NNS
37060	2584	18	and	and	CC
37060	2584	19	breathe	breathe	VBP
37060	2584	20	in	in	IN
37060	2584	21	the	the	DT
37060	2584	22	fresh	fresh	JJ
37060	2584	23	air	air	NN
37060	2584	24	of	of	IN
37060	2584	25	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2584	26	greatest	great	JJS
37060	2584	27	fortune	fortune	NN
37060	2584	28	,	,	,
37060	2584	29	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2584	30	health	health	NN
37060	2584	31	.	.	.
37060	2585	1	To	to	TO
37060	2585	2	think	think	VB
37060	2585	3	people	people	NNS
37060	2585	4	actually	actually	RB
37060	2585	5	worried	worry	VBD
37060	2585	6	about	about	IN
37060	2585	7	popularity	popularity	NN
37060	2585	8	,	,	,
37060	2585	9	or	or	CC
37060	2585	10	buying	buy	VBG
37060	2585	11	a	a	DT
37060	2585	12	certain	certain	JJ
37060	2585	13	brand	brand	NN
37060	2585	14	of	of	IN
37060	2585	15	blue	blue	JJ
37060	2585	16	jeans	jeans	NNPS
37060	2585	17	,	,	,
37060	2585	18	or	or	CC
37060	2585	19	getting	get	VBG
37060	2585	20	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2585	21	hair	hair	NN
37060	2585	22	cut	cut	VBN
37060	2585	23	one	one	CD
37060	2585	24	half	half	JJ
37060	2585	25	inch	inch	NN
37060	2585	26	too	too	RB
37060	2585	27	short	short	JJ
37060	2585	28	began	begin	VBD
37060	2585	29	to	to	TO
37060	2585	30	seem	seem	VB
37060	2585	31	utterly	utterly	RB
37060	2585	32	incredulous	incredulous	JJ
37060	2585	33	.	.	.
37060	2586	1	Those	those	DT
37060	2586	2	who	who	WP
37060	2586	3	doted	dote	VBD
37060	2586	4	on	on	IN
37060	2586	5	trivials	trivial	NNS
37060	2586	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2586	7	could	could	MD
37060	2586	8	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	2586	9	abide	abide	VB
37060	2586	10	,	,	,
37060	2586	11	but	but	CC
37060	2586	12	now	now	RB
37060	2586	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2586	14	had	have	VBD
37060	2586	15	to	to	TO
37060	2586	16	constrain	constrain	VB
37060	2586	17	fury	fury	NN
37060	2586	18	;	;	:
37060	2586	19	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	2586	20	instead	instead	RB
37060	2586	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2586	22	should	should	MD
37060	2586	23	have	have	VB
37060	2586	24	pitied	pity	VBN
37060	2586	25	those	those	DT
37060	2586	26	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	2586	27	who	who	WP
37060	2586	28	,	,	,
37060	2586	29	in	in	IN
37060	2586	30	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2586	31	selfishness	selfishness	NN
37060	2586	32	,	,	,
37060	2586	33	dwelled	dwell	VBD
37060	2586	34	only	only	RB
37060	2586	35	upon	upon	IN
37060	2586	36	that	that	DT
37060	2586	37	which	which	WDT
37060	2586	38	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2586	39	lacked	lack	VBD
37060	2586	40	rather	rather	RB
37060	2586	41	than	than	IN
37060	2586	42	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2586	43	well	well	NN
37060	2586	44	-	-	HYPH
37060	2586	45	being	being	NN
37060	2586	46	.	.	.
37060	2587	1	Though	though	IN
37060	2587	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2587	3	life	life	NN
37060	2587	4	at	at	IN
37060	2587	5	the	the	DT
37060	2587	6	time	time	NN
37060	2587	7	was	be	VBD
37060	2587	8	far	far	RB
37060	2587	9	from	from	IN
37060	2587	10	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	2587	11	,	,	,
37060	2587	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2587	13	still	still	RB
37060	2587	14	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2587	15	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2587	16	to	to	TO
37060	2587	17	be	be	VB
37060	2587	18	quite	quite	RB
37060	2587	19	lucky	lucky	JJ
37060	2587	20	;	;	:
37060	2587	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2587	22	had	have	VBD
37060	2587	23	witnessed	witness	VBN
37060	2587	24	at	at	IN
37060	2587	25	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	2587	26	Clinic	Clinic	NNP
37060	2587	27	various	various	JJ
37060	2587	28	gruesome	gruesome	JJ
37060	2587	29	and	and	CC
37060	2587	30	startling	startling	JJ
37060	2587	31	examples	example	NNS
37060	2587	32	of	of	IN
37060	2587	33	disease	disease	NN
37060	2587	34	...	...	NFP
37060	2587	35	one	one	CD
37060	2587	36	woman	woman	NN
37060	2587	37	's	's	POS
37060	2587	38	face	face	NN
37060	2587	39	was	be	VBD
37060	2587	40	riddled	riddled	JJ
37060	2587	41	with	with	IN
37060	2587	42	large	large	JJ
37060	2587	43	,	,	,
37060	2587	44	fleshy	fleshy	NN
37060	2587	45	bumps	bump	NNS
37060	2587	46	...	...	NFP
37060	2587	47	another	another	DT
37060	2587	48	woman	woman	NN
37060	2587	49	's	's	POS
37060	2587	50	unearthly	unearthly	RB
37060	2587	51	jaundiced	jaundice	VBN
37060	2587	52	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2587	53	clashed	clash	VBN
37060	2587	54	with	with	IN
37060	2587	55	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2587	56	dark	dark	JJ
37060	2587	57	complexion	complexion	NN
37060	2587	58	to	to	TO
37060	2587	59	bespeak	bespeak	VB
37060	2587	60	trouble	trouble	NN
37060	2587	61	within	within	IN
37060	2587	62	...	...	:
37060	2587	63	a	a	DT
37060	2587	64	pretty	pretty	RB
37060	2587	65	young	young	JJ
37060	2587	66	woman	woman	NN
37060	2587	67	with	with	IN
37060	2587	68	one	one	CD
37060	2587	69	leg	leg	NN
37060	2587	70	nimbly	nimbly	RB
37060	2587	71	propelled	propel	VBD
37060	2587	72	herself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2587	73	into	into	IN
37060	2587	74	the	the	DT
37060	2587	75	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	2587	76	,	,	,
37060	2587	77	smiling	smile	VBG
37060	2587	78	,	,	,
37060	2587	79	conspicuously	conspicuously	RB
37060	2587	80	contrasting	contrast	VBG
37060	2587	81	with	with	IN
37060	2587	82	the	the	DT
37060	2587	83	throngs	throng	NNS
37060	2587	84	of	of	IN
37060	2587	85	people	people	NNS
37060	2587	86	who	who	WP
37060	2587	87	walked	walk	VBD
37060	2587	88	about	about	RB
37060	2587	89	,	,	,
37060	2587	90	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2587	91	downcast	downcast	JJ
37060	2587	92	and	and	CC
37060	2587	93	dreary	dreary	JJ
37060	2587	94	,	,	,
37060	2587	95	searching	search	VBG
37060	2587	96	for	for	IN
37060	2587	97	the	the	DT
37060	2587	98	location	location	NN
37060	2587	99	of	of	IN
37060	2587	100	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2587	101	next	next	JJ
37060	2587	102	test	test	NN
37060	2587	103	or	or	CC
37060	2587	104	consultation	consultation	NN
37060	2587	105	.	.	.
37060	2588	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2588	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2588	3	a	a	DT
37060	2588	4	slight	slight	JJ
37060	2588	5	pang	pang	NN
37060	2588	6	of	of	IN
37060	2588	7	embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	2588	8	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	2588	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2588	10	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	2588	11	yet	yet	RB
37060	2588	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2588	13	was	be	VBD
37060	2588	14	grateful	grateful	JJ
37060	2588	15	to	to	TO
37060	2588	16	be	be	VB
37060	2588	17	spared	spare	VBN
37060	2588	18	the	the	DT
37060	2588	19	more	more	RBR
37060	2588	20	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	2588	21	discomfort	discomfort	NN
37060	2588	22	which	which	WDT
37060	2588	23	would	would	MD
37060	2588	24	have	have	VB
37060	2588	25	accompanied	accompany	VBN
37060	2588	26	drastic	drastic	JJ
37060	2588	27	,	,	,
37060	2588	28	irreversible	irreversible	JJ
37060	2588	29	abnormalities	abnormality	NNS
37060	2588	30	;	;	:
37060	2588	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2588	32	pain	pain	NN
37060	2588	33	would	would	MD
37060	2588	34	end	end	VB
37060	2588	35	,	,	,
37060	2588	36	and	and	CC
37060	2588	37	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2588	38	hair	hair	NN
37060	2588	39	would	would	MD
37060	2588	40	grow	grow	VB
37060	2588	41	back	back	RB
37060	2588	42	.	.	.
37060	2589	1	For	for	IN
37060	2589	2	the	the	DT
37060	2589	3	time	time	NN
37060	2589	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2589	5	had	have	VBD
37060	2589	6	only	only	RB
37060	2589	7	to	to	TO
37060	2589	8	live	live	VB
37060	2589	9	with	with	IN
37060	2589	10	and	and	CC
37060	2589	11	learn	learn	VB
37060	2589	12	from	from	IN
37060	2589	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2589	14	physical	physical	JJ
37060	2589	15	restraints	restraint	NNS
37060	2589	16	;	;	,
37060	2589	17	fostering	foster	VBG
37060	2589	18	jealousy	jealousy	NN
37060	2589	19	or	or	CC
37060	2589	20	bitterness	bitterness	NN
37060	2589	21	punishes	punish	VBZ
37060	2589	22	oneself	oneself	PRP
37060	2589	23	and	and	CC
37060	2589	24	further	far	RBR
37060	2589	25	mars	mar	VBZ
37060	2589	26	one	one	NN
37060	2589	27	's	's	POS
37060	2589	28	countenance	countenance	NN
37060	2589	29	.	.	.
37060	2590	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2590	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2590	3	found	find	VBD
37060	2590	4	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2590	5	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	2590	6	the	the	DT
37060	2590	7	gaze	gaze	NN
37060	2590	8	of	of	IN
37060	2590	9	one	one	CD
37060	2590	10	seeing	see	VBG
37060	2590	11	merely	merely	RB
37060	2590	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2590	13	features	feature	NNS
37060	2590	14	,	,	,
37060	2590	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2590	16	cringed	cringe	VBD
37060	2590	17	,	,	,
37060	2590	18	but	but	CC
37060	2590	19	then	then	RB
37060	2590	20	recalled	recall	VBD
37060	2590	21	who	who	WP
37060	2590	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2590	23	truly	truly	RB
37060	2590	24	was	be	VBD
37060	2590	25	...	...	:
37060	2590	26	and	and	CC
37060	2590	27	who	who	WP
37060	2590	28	no	no	DT
37060	2590	29	mask	mask	NN
37060	2590	30	could	could	MD
37060	2590	31	dominate	dominate	VB
37060	2590	32	.	.	.
37060	2591	1	During	during	IN
37060	2591	2	January	January	NNP
37060	2591	3	of	of	IN
37060	2591	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	2591	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2591	6	also	also	RB
37060	2591	7	began	begin	VBD
37060	2591	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2591	9	first	first	JJ
37060	2591	10	successful	successful	JJ
37060	2591	11	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	2591	12	at	at	IN
37060	2591	13	maintaining	maintain	VBG
37060	2591	14	a	a	DT
37060	2591	15	diary	diary	NN
37060	2591	16	.	.	.
37060	2592	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2592	2	wrote	write	VBD
37060	2592	3	faithfully	faithfully	RB
37060	2592	4	,	,	,
37060	2592	5	daily	daily	RB
37060	2592	6	inscribing	inscribe	VBG
37060	2592	7	the	the	DT
37060	2592	8	events	event	NNS
37060	2592	9	of	of	IN
37060	2592	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2592	11	life	life	NN
37060	2592	12	upon	upon	IN
37060	2592	13	the	the	DT
37060	2592	14	pages	page	NNS
37060	2592	15	of	of	IN
37060	2592	16	the	the	DT
37060	2592	17	small	small	JJ
37060	2592	18	book	book	NN
37060	2592	19	which	which	WDT
37060	2592	20	,	,	,
37060	2592	21	by	by	IN
37060	2592	22	the	the	DT
37060	2592	23	years	year	NNS
37060	2592	24	end	end	VBP
37060	2592	25	,	,	,
37060	2592	26	was	be	VBD
37060	2592	27	battered	batter	VBN
37060	2592	28	and	and	CC
37060	2592	29	torn	tear	VBN
37060	2592	30	with	with	IN
37060	2592	31	handling	handling	NN
37060	2592	32	,	,	,
37060	2592	33	for	for	IN
37060	2592	34	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2592	35	went	go	VBD
37060	2592	36	on	on	IN
37060	2592	37	every	every	DT
37060	2592	38	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	2592	39	excursion	excursion	NN
37060	2592	40	or	or	CC
37060	2592	41	other	other	JJ
37060	2592	42	journey	journey	NN
37060	2592	43	which	which	WDT
37060	2592	44	separated	separate	VBD
37060	2592	45	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2592	46	from	from	IN
37060	2592	47	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2592	48	home	home	NN
37060	2592	49	.	.	.
37060	2593	1	In	in	IN
37060	2593	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2593	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2593	4	described	describe	VBD
37060	2593	5	the	the	DT
37060	2593	6	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	2593	7	which	which	WDT
37060	2593	8	flavored	flavor	VBD
37060	2593	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2593	10	day	day	NN
37060	2593	11	;	;	:
37060	2593	12	what	what	WP
37060	2593	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2593	14	ate	eat	VBD
37060	2593	15	,	,	,
37060	2593	16	interesting	interesting	JJ
37060	2593	17	mail	mail	NN
37060	2593	18	,	,	,
37060	2593	19	homework	homework	NN
37060	2593	20	,	,	,
37060	2593	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2593	22	crafts	craft	NNS
37060	2593	23	,	,	,
37060	2593	24	and	and	CC
37060	2593	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2593	26	general	general	JJ
37060	2593	27	health	health	NN
37060	2593	28	.	.	.
37060	2594	1	Though	though	IN
37060	2594	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2594	3	did	do	VBD
37060	2594	4	not	not	RB
37060	2594	5	meticulously	meticulously	RB
37060	2594	6	describe	describe	VB
37060	2594	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2594	8	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	2594	9	,	,	,
37060	2594	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2594	11	can	can	MD
37060	2594	12	recall	recall	VB
37060	2594	13	the	the	DT
37060	2594	14	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	2594	15	which	which	WDT
37060	2594	16	surrounded	surround	VBD
37060	2594	17	various	various	JJ
37060	2594	18	entries	entry	NNS
37060	2594	19	,	,	,
37060	2594	20	whether	whether	IN
37060	2594	21	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2594	22	were	be	VBD
37060	2594	23	of	of	IN
37060	2594	24	selfishness	selfishness	NN
37060	2594	25	,	,	,
37060	2594	26	anger	anger	NN
37060	2594	27	,	,	,
37060	2594	28	fear	fear	NN
37060	2594	29	,	,	,
37060	2594	30	or	or	CC
37060	2594	31	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	2594	32	.	.	.
37060	2595	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	2595	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2595	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2595	4	initially	initially	RB
37060	2595	5	scared	scare	VBN
37060	2595	6	to	to	TO
37060	2595	7	vent	vent	VB
37060	2595	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2595	9	frustrations	frustration	NNS
37060	2595	10	lest	lest	IN
37060	2595	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2595	12	book	book	NN
37060	2595	13	be	be	VB
37060	2595	14	read	read	VBN
37060	2595	15	by	by	IN
37060	2595	16	searching	search	VBG
37060	2595	17	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2595	18	;	;	,
37060	2595	19	written	write	VBN
37060	2595	20	word	word	NN
37060	2595	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	2595	22	no	no	DT
37060	2595	23	longer	long	RBR
37060	2595	24	secret	secret	JJ
37060	2595	25	,	,	,
37060	2595	26	and	and	CC
37060	2595	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2595	28	trusted	trust	VBD
37060	2595	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2595	30	memory	memory	NN
37060	2595	31	far	far	RB
37060	2595	32	better	well	RBR
37060	2595	33	than	than	IN
37060	2595	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2595	35	hope	hope	NN
37060	2595	36	of	of	IN
37060	2595	37	privacy	privacy	NN
37060	2595	38	,	,	,
37060	2595	39	and	and	CC
37060	2595	40	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	2595	41	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	2595	42	indulged	indulge	VBN
37060	2595	43	in	in	IN
37060	2595	44	expressing	express	VBG
37060	2595	45	confidences	confidence	NNS
37060	2595	46	unless	unless	IN
37060	2595	47	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2595	48	were	be	VBD
37060	2595	49	of	of	IN
37060	2595	50	the	the	DT
37060	2595	51	positive	positive	JJ
37060	2595	52	sort	sort	NN
37060	2595	53	or	or	CC
37060	2595	54	so	so	RB
37060	2595	55	justifiable	justifiable	JJ
37060	2595	56	that	that	IN
37060	2595	57	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2595	58	truth	truth	NN
37060	2595	59	,	,	,
37060	2595	60	though	though	IN
37060	2595	61	poignant	poignant	NNP
37060	2595	62	,	,	,
37060	2595	63	could	could	MD
37060	2595	64	not	not	RB
37060	2595	65	have	have	VB
37060	2595	66	been	be	VBN
37060	2595	67	denied	deny	VBN
37060	2595	68	even	even	RB
37060	2595	69	by	by	IN
37060	2595	70	the	the	DT
37060	2595	71	subject	subject	NN
37060	2595	72	.	.	.
37060	2596	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	2596	2	4	4	CD
37060	2596	3	,	,	,
37060	2596	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	2596	5	...	...	.
37060	2597	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2597	2	got	get	VBD
37060	2597	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2597	4	make	make	NN
37060	2597	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	2597	6	up	up	NN
37060	2597	7	on	on	RB
37060	2597	8	...	...	:
37060	2597	9	went	go	VBD
37060	2597	10	to	to	IN
37060	2597	11	church	church	NN
37060	2597	12	,	,	,
37060	2597	13	then	then	RB
37060	2597	14	to	to	IN
37060	2597	15	a	a	DT
37060	2597	16	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	2597	17	.	.	.
37060	2598	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2598	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	2598	3	a	a	DT
37060	2598	4	real	real	RB
37060	2598	5	pretty	pretty	JJ
37060	2598	6	day	day	NN
37060	2598	7	outside	outside	RB
37060	2598	8	and	and	CC
37060	2598	9	the	the	DT
37060	2598	10	sun	sun	NN
37060	2598	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	2598	12	shining	shine	VBG
37060	2598	13	through	through	IN
37060	2598	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2598	15	windows	window	NNS
37060	2598	16	.	.	.
37060	2599	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2599	2	just	just	RB
37060	2599	3	love	love	VBP
37060	2599	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2599	5	room	room	NN
37060	2599	6	.	.	.
37060	2600	1	Today	today	NN
37060	2600	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2600	3	'm	be	VBP
37060	2600	4	going	go	VBG
37060	2600	5	to	to	TO
37060	2600	6	work	work	VB
37060	2600	7	on	on	IN
37060	2600	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2600	9	corduroy	corduroy	NN
37060	2600	10	purse	purse	NN
37060	2600	11	some	some	DT
37060	2600	12	more	more	RBR
37060	2600	13	.	.	.
37060	2601	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2601	2	do	do	VBP
37060	2601	3	n't	not	RB
37060	2601	4	like	like	VB
37060	2601	5	any	any	DT
37060	2601	6	boys	boy	NNS
37060	2601	7	and	and	CC
37060	2601	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2601	9	'm	be	VBP
37060	2601	10	glad	glad	JJ
37060	2601	11	of	of	IN
37060	2601	12	that	that	DT
37060	2601	13	.	.	.
37060	2602	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2602	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	2602	3	probably	probably	RB
37060	2602	4	weird	weird	JJ
37060	2602	5	not	not	RB
37060	2602	6	wanting	want	VBG
37060	2602	7	a	a	DT
37060	2602	8	boy	boy	NN
37060	2602	9	to	to	TO
37060	2602	10	"	"	``
37060	2602	11	go	go	VB
37060	2602	12	with	with	IN
37060	2602	13	"	"	''
37060	2602	14	but	but	CC
37060	2602	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2602	16	'm	be	VBP
37060	2602	17	not	not	RB
37060	2602	18	ready	ready	JJ
37060	2602	19	yet	yet	RB
37060	2602	20	.	.	.
37060	2603	1	After	after	RB
37060	2603	2	all	all	RB
37060	2603	3	,	,	,
37060	2603	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2603	5	'm	be	VBP
37060	2603	6	just	just	RB
37060	2603	7	14	14	CD
37060	2603	8	yrs	yrs	NN
37060	2603	9	.	.	.
37060	2604	1	old	old	JJ
37060	2604	2	.	.	.
37060	2605	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2605	2	2	2	CD
37060	2605	3	relatives	relative	NNS
37060	2605	4	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2605	5	came	come	VBD
37060	2605	6	over	over	RB
37060	2605	7	and	and	CC
37060	2605	8	had	have	VBD
37060	2605	9	supper	supper	NN
37060	2605	10	.	.	.
37060	2606	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2606	2	came	come	VBD
37060	2606	3	into	into	IN
37060	2606	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2606	5	room	room	NN
37060	2606	6	because	because	IN
37060	2606	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2606	8	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2606	9	sick	sick	JJ
37060	2606	10	.	.	.
37060	2607	1	Finished	finish	VBN
37060	2607	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2607	3	purse	purse	NN
37060	2607	4	...	...	:
37060	2607	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2607	6	feel	feel	VBP
37060	2607	7	better	well	JJR
37060	2607	8	now	now	RB
37060	2607	9	.	.	.
37060	2608	1	That	that	DT
37060	2608	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	2608	3	good	good	JJ
37060	2608	4	!	!	.
37060	2609	1	Throughout	throughout	IN
37060	2609	2	the	the	DT
37060	2609	3	diary	diary	NN
37060	2609	4	,	,	,
37060	2609	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2609	6	became	become	VBD
37060	2609	7	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	2609	8	that	that	IN
37060	2609	9	an	an	DT
37060	2609	10	internal	internal	JJ
37060	2609	11	struggle	struggle	NN
37060	2609	12	was	be	VBD
37060	2609	13	present	present	JJ
37060	2609	14	which	which	WDT
37060	2609	15	haunted	haunt	VBD
37060	2609	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2609	17	at	at	IN
37060	2609	18	the	the	DT
37060	2609	19	time	time	NN
37060	2609	20	and	and	CC
37060	2609	21	annoys	annoy	VBZ
37060	2609	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2609	23	at	at	IN
37060	2609	24	the	the	DT
37060	2609	25	present	present	NN
37060	2609	26	;	;	:
37060	2609	27	nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	2609	28	,	,	,
37060	2609	29	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2609	30	existed	exist	VBD
37060	2609	31	,	,	,
37060	2609	32	as	as	IN
37060	2609	33	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	2609	34	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2609	35	does	do	VBZ
37060	2609	36	within	within	IN
37060	2609	37	all	all	DT
37060	2609	38	youth	youth	NN
37060	2609	39	.	.	.
37060	2610	1	That	that	DT
37060	2610	2	to	to	TO
37060	2610	3	which	which	WDT
37060	2610	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2610	5	allude	allude	VBP
37060	2610	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	2610	7	the	the	DT
37060	2610	8	battle	battle	NN
37060	2610	9	between	between	IN
37060	2610	10	independence	independence	NN
37060	2610	11	and	and	CC
37060	2610	12	dependence	dependence	NN
37060	2610	13	,	,	,
37060	2610	14	the	the	DT
37060	2610	15	conflict	conflict	NN
37060	2610	16	waged	wage	VBN
37060	2610	17	by	by	IN
37060	2610	18	one	one	CD
37060	2610	19	mind	mind	NN
37060	2610	20	against	against	IN
37060	2610	21	two	two	CD
37060	2610	22	wills	will	NNS
37060	2610	23	;	;	:
37060	2610	24	that	that	DT
37060	2610	25	of	of	IN
37060	2610	26	the	the	DT
37060	2610	27	adult	adult	NN
37060	2610	28	and	and	CC
37060	2610	29	the	the	DT
37060	2610	30	child	child	NN
37060	2610	31	.	.	.
37060	2611	1	One	one	CD
37060	2611	2	of	of	IN
37060	2611	3	the	the	DT
37060	2611	4	most	most	RBS
37060	2611	5	prevalent	prevalent	JJ
37060	2611	6	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	2611	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2611	8	fostered	foster	VBD
37060	2611	9	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	2611	10	8th	8th	JJ
37060	2611	11	grade	grade	NN
37060	2611	12	was	be	VBD
37060	2611	13	insecurity	insecurity	NN
37060	2611	14	.	.	.
37060	2612	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2612	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2612	3	a	a	DT
37060	2612	4	by	by	NN
37060	2612	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	2612	6	product	product	NN
37060	2612	7	of	of	IN
37060	2612	8	sickness	sickness	NN
37060	2612	9	and	and	CC
37060	2612	10	frequent	frequent	JJ
37060	2612	11	aloneness	aloneness	NN
37060	2612	12	.	.	.
37060	2613	1	Desiring	desire	VBG
37060	2613	2	to	to	TO
37060	2613	3	live	live	VB
37060	2613	4	unnoticed	unnoticed	JJ
37060	2613	5	,	,	,
37060	2613	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2613	7	began	begin	VBD
37060	2613	8	to	to	TO
37060	2613	9	feel	feel	VB
37060	2613	10	guilty	guilty	JJ
37060	2613	11	about	about	IN
37060	2613	12	the	the	DT
37060	2613	13	kindnesses	kindness	NNS
37060	2613	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2613	15	received	receive	VBD
37060	2613	16	.	.	.
37060	2614	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2614	2	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	2614	3	whether	whether	IN
37060	2614	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2614	5	deserved	deserve	VBD
37060	2614	6	such	such	JJ
37060	2614	7	special	special	JJ
37060	2614	8	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	2614	9	;	;	:
37060	2614	10	when	when	WRB
37060	2614	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2614	12	voiced	voice	VBD
37060	2614	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2614	14	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	2614	15	to	to	IN
37060	2614	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2614	17	parents	parent	NNS
37060	2614	18	,	,	,
37060	2614	19	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2614	20	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	2614	21	pointed	point	VBD
37060	2614	22	out	out	RP
37060	2614	23	that	that	IN
37060	2614	24	people	people	NNS
37060	2614	25	wanted	want	VBD
37060	2614	26	to	to	TO
37060	2614	27	do	do	VB
37060	2614	28	things	thing	NNS
37060	2614	29	for	for	IN
37060	2614	30	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2614	31	since	since	IN
37060	2614	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2614	33	life	life	NN
37060	2614	34	was	be	VBD
37060	2614	35	tainted	taint	VBN
37060	2614	36	by	by	IN
37060	2614	37	an	an	DT
37060	2614	38	illness	illness	NN
37060	2614	39	.	.	.
37060	2615	1	"	"	``
37060	2615	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2615	3	do	do	VBP
37060	2615	4	n't	not	RB
37060	2615	5	have	have	VB
37060	2615	6	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2615	7	health	health	NN
37060	2615	8	,	,	,
37060	2615	9	and	and	CC
37060	2615	10	that	that	DT
37060	2615	11	's	be	VBZ
37060	2615	12	the	the	DT
37060	2615	13	greatest	great	JJS
37060	2615	14	wealth	wealth	NN
37060	2615	15	on	on	IN
37060	2615	16	earth	earth	NN
37060	2615	17	.	.	.
37060	2615	18	"	"	''
37060	2616	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2616	2	nodded	nod	VBD
37060	2616	3	at	at	IN
37060	2616	4	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2616	5	statement	statement	NN
37060	2616	6	,	,	,
37060	2616	7	yet	yet	CC
37060	2616	8	something	something	NN
37060	2616	9	still	still	RB
37060	2616	10	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2616	11	amiss	amiss	JJ
37060	2616	12	;	;	:
37060	2616	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2616	14	finally	finally	RB
37060	2616	15	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	2616	16	that	that	IN
37060	2616	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2616	18	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	2616	19	was	be	VBD
37060	2616	20	fueled	fuel	VBN
37060	2616	21	by	by	IN
37060	2616	22	jealous	jealous	JJ
37060	2616	23	acquaintances	acquaintance	NNS
37060	2616	24	that	that	WDT
37060	2616	25	rather	rather	RB
37060	2616	26	begrudged	begrudge	VBD
37060	2616	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2616	28	attentions	attention	NNS
37060	2616	29	.	.	.
37060	2617	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	2617	2	6	6	CD
37060	2617	3	,	,	,
37060	2617	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	2617	5	...	...	.
37060	2618	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2618	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	2618	3	trying	try	VBG
37060	2618	4	to	to	TO
37060	2618	5	"	"	``
37060	2618	6	use	use	VB
37060	2618	7	up	up	RP
37060	2618	8	"	"	''
37060	2618	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2618	10	cologne	cologne	NN
37060	2618	11	and	and	CC
37060	2618	12	perfume	perfume	NN
37060	2618	13	so	so	IN
37060	2618	14	everybody	everybody	NN
37060	2618	15	wo	will	MD
37060	2618	16	n't	not	RB
37060	2618	17	keep	keep	VB
37060	2618	18	saying	say	VBG
37060	2618	19	"	"	``
37060	2618	20	how	how	WRB
37060	2618	21	much	much	JJ
37060	2618	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2618	23	have	have	VBP
37060	2618	24	.	.	.
37060	2618	25	"	"	''
37060	2619	1	Another	another	DT
37060	2619	2	acquaintance	acquaintance	NN
37060	2619	3	would	would	MD
37060	2619	4	continually	continually	RB
37060	2619	5	quiz	quiz	VB
37060	2619	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2619	7	,	,	,
37060	2619	8	wondering	wonder	VBG
37060	2619	9	where	where	WRB
37060	2619	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2619	11	got	get	VBD
37060	2619	12	the	the	DT
37060	2619	13	money	money	NN
37060	2619	14	to	to	TO
37060	2619	15	buy	buy	VB
37060	2619	16	things	thing	NNS
37060	2619	17	as	as	IN
37060	2619	18	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2619	19	glanced	glance	VBD
37060	2619	20	around	around	IN
37060	2619	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2619	22	bedroom	bedroom	NN
37060	2619	23	.	.	.
37060	2620	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2620	2	allowance	allowance	NN
37060	2620	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2620	4	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	2620	5	,	,	,
37060	2620	6	to	to	TO
37060	2620	7	be	be	VB
37060	2620	8	certain	certain	JJ
37060	2620	9	,	,	,
37060	2620	10	especially	especially	RB
37060	2620	11	if	if	IN
37060	2620	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2620	13	drank	drink	VBD
37060	2620	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2620	15	quota	quota	NN
37060	2620	16	of	of	IN
37060	2620	17	milk	milk	NN
37060	2620	18	each	each	DT
37060	2620	19	day	day	NN
37060	2620	20	;	;	:
37060	2620	21	however	however	RB
37060	2620	22	,	,	,
37060	2620	23	the	the	DT
37060	2620	24	earnings	earning	NNS
37060	2620	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2620	26	acquired	acquire	VBD
37060	2620	27	were	be	VBD
37060	2620	28	determined	determine	VBN
37060	2620	29	by	by	IN
37060	2620	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2620	31	parents	parent	NNS
37060	2620	32	,	,	,
37060	2620	33	not	not	RB
37060	2620	34	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2620	35	,	,	,
37060	2620	36	and	and	CC
37060	2620	37	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2620	38	was	be	VBD
37060	2620	39	expected	expect	VBN
37060	2620	40	to	to	TO
37060	2620	41	use	use	VB
37060	2620	42	the	the	DT
37060	2620	43	money	money	NN
37060	2620	44	wisely	wisely	RB
37060	2620	45	.	.	.
37060	2621	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2621	2	often	often	RB
37060	2621	3	deposited	deposit	VBD
37060	2621	4	portions	portion	NNS
37060	2621	5	in	in	IN
37060	2621	6	the	the	DT
37060	2621	7	bank	bank	NN
37060	2621	8	,	,	,
37060	2621	9	saving	save	VBG
37060	2621	10	diligently	diligently	RB
37060	2621	11	for	for	IN
37060	2621	12	a	a	DT
37060	2621	13	nice	nice	JJ
37060	2621	14	purchase	purchase	NN
37060	2621	15	.	.	.
37060	2622	1	Otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	2622	2	,	,	,
37060	2622	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2622	4	funds	fund	NNS
37060	2622	5	were	be	VBD
37060	2622	6	transformed	transform	VBN
37060	2622	7	into	into	IN
37060	2622	8	stamps	stamp	NNS
37060	2622	9	for	for	IN
37060	2622	10	letters	letter	NNS
37060	2622	11	,	,	,
37060	2622	12	gifts	gift	NNS
37060	2622	13	,	,	,
37060	2622	14	appointments	appointment	NNS
37060	2622	15	for	for	IN
37060	2622	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2622	17	room	room	NN
37060	2622	18	,	,	,
37060	2622	19	or	or	CC
37060	2622	20	movie	movie	NN
37060	2622	21	tickets	ticket	NNS
37060	2622	22	.	.	.
37060	2623	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2623	2	did	do	VBD
37060	2623	3	n't	not	RB
37060	2623	4	feel	feel	VB
37060	2623	5	frivolous	frivolous	JJ
37060	2623	6	;	;	:
37060	2623	7	whereas	whereas	IN
37060	2623	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2623	9	was	be	VBD
37060	2623	10	given	give	VBN
37060	2623	11	an	an	DT
37060	2623	12	allowance	allowance	NN
37060	2623	13	,	,	,
37060	2623	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2623	15	friends	friend	NNS
37060	2623	16	had	have	VBD
37060	2623	17	to	to	TO
37060	2623	18	twist	twist	VB
37060	2623	19	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2623	20	parents	parent	NNS
37060	2623	21	arms	arm	NNS
37060	2623	22	for	for	IN
37060	2623	23	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2623	24	desires	desire	NNS
37060	2623	25	.	.	.
37060	2624	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2624	2	did	do	VBD
37060	2624	3	n't	not	RB
37060	2624	4	appear	appear	VB
37060	2624	5	to	to	IN
37060	2624	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2624	7	that	that	IN
37060	2624	8	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2624	9	were	be	VBD
37060	2624	10	deprived	deprive	VBN
37060	2624	11	.	.	.
37060	2625	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	2625	2	30	30	CD
37060	2625	3	,	,	,
37060	2625	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	2625	5	...	...	:
37060	2625	6	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	2625	7	,	,	,
37060	2625	8	Brad	Brad	NNP
37060	2625	9	and	and	CC
37060	2625	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2625	11	are	be	VBP
37060	2625	12	going	go	VBG
37060	2625	13	to	to	IN
37060	2625	14	the	the	DT
37060	2625	15	florists	florist	NNS
37060	2625	16	in	in	IN
37060	2625	17	a	a	DT
37060	2625	18	bit	bit	NN
37060	2625	19	.	.	.
37060	2626	1	Gosh	gosh	UH
37060	2626	2	just	just	RB
37060	2626	3	'cause	because	IN
37060	2626	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2626	5	talk	talk	VBP
37060	2626	6	about	about	IN
37060	2626	7	things	thing	NNS
37060	2626	8	that	that	WDT
37060	2626	9	would	would	MD
37060	2626	10	be	be	VB
37060	2626	11	neat	neat	JJ
37060	2626	12	to	to	TO
37060	2626	13	have	have	VB
37060	2626	14	,	,	,
37060	2626	15	and	and	CC
37060	2626	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2626	17	know	know	VBP
37060	2626	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2626	19	would	would	MD
37060	2626	20	not	not	RB
37060	2626	21	really	really	RB
37060	2626	22	want	want	VB
37060	2626	23	all	all	DT
37060	2626	24	of	of	IN
37060	2626	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2626	26	,	,	,
37060	2626	27	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	2626	28	says	say	VBZ
37060	2626	29	"	"	``
37060	2626	30	Boy	boy	UH
37060	2626	31	,	,	,
37060	2626	32	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2626	33	really	really	RB
37060	2626	34	have	have	VBP
37060	2626	35	a	a	DT
37060	2626	36	lot	lot	NN
37060	2626	37	more	more	JJR
37060	2626	38	things	thing	NNS
37060	2626	39	than	than	IN
37060	2626	40	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2626	41	ever	ever	RB
37060	2626	42	had	have	VBD
37060	2626	43	and	and	CC
37060	2626	44	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2626	45	know	know	VBP
37060	2626	46	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2626	47	have	have	VBP
37060	2626	48	to	to	TO
37060	2626	49	pay	pay	VB
37060	2626	50	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2626	51	back	back	RB
37060	2626	52	for	for	IN
37060	2626	53	these	these	DT
37060	2626	54	things	thing	NNS
37060	2626	55	.	.	.
37060	2627	1	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2627	2	have	have	VBP
37060	2627	3	more	more	JJR
37060	2627	4	than	than	IN
37060	2627	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2627	6	do	do	VBP
37060	2627	7	considering	consider	VBG
37060	2627	8	inflation	inflation	NN
37060	2627	9	.	.	.
37060	2627	10	"	"	''
37060	2628	1	Well	well	UH
37060	2628	2	,	,	,
37060	2628	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2628	4	had	have	VBD
37060	2628	5	known	know	VBN
37060	2628	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2628	7	was	be	VBD
37060	2628	8	'	'	``
37060	2628	9	gon	go	VBG
37060	2628	10	na	to	TO
37060	2628	11	pay	pay	VB
37060	2628	12	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2628	13	back	back	RB
37060	2628	14	even	even	RB
37060	2628	15	if	if	IN
37060	2628	16	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2628	17	wanted	want	VBD
37060	2628	18	to	to	TO
37060	2628	19	give	give	VB
37060	2628	20	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2628	21	to	to	IN
37060	2628	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2628	23	as	as	IN
37060	2628	24	gifts	gift	NNS
37060	2628	25	.	.	.
37060	2629	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	2629	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2629	3	wish	wish	VBP
37060	2629	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2629	5	was	be	VBD
37060	2629	6	starving	starve	VBG
37060	2629	7	and	and	CC
37060	2629	8	poor	poor	JJ
37060	2629	9	and	and	CC
37060	2629	10	everything	everything	NN
37060	2629	11	!	!	.
37060	2630	1	Coming	come	VBG
37060	2630	2	from	from	IN
37060	2630	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2630	4	sister	sister	NN
37060	2630	5	the	the	DT
37060	2630	6	statement	statement	NN
37060	2630	7	was	be	VBD
37060	2630	8	quite	quite	PDT
37060	2630	9	a	a	DT
37060	2630	10	shock	shock	NN
37060	2630	11	,	,	,
37060	2630	12	evoking	evoke	VBG
37060	2630	13	self	self	NN
37060	2630	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	2630	15	pitying	pity	VBG
37060	2630	16	sentiments	sentiment	NNS
37060	2630	17	from	from	IN
37060	2630	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2630	19	in	in	IN
37060	2630	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2630	21	last	last	JJ
37060	2630	22	sentences	sentence	NNS
37060	2630	23	,	,	,
37060	2630	24	which	which	WDT
37060	2630	25	now	now	RB
37060	2630	26	strike	strike	VBP
37060	2630	27	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2630	28	as	as	IN
37060	2630	29	a	a	DT
37060	2630	30	literary	literary	JJ
37060	2630	31	pout	pout	NN
37060	2630	32	of	of	IN
37060	2630	33	pure	pure	JJ
37060	2630	34	distress	distress	NN
37060	2630	35	.	.	.
37060	2631	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2631	2	had	have	VBD
37060	2631	3	always	always	RB
37060	2631	4	considered	consider	VBN
37060	2631	5	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	2631	6	as	as	IN
37060	2631	7	a	a	DT
37060	2631	8	statuesque	statuesque	NN
37060	2631	9	epitome	epitome	NN
37060	2631	10	of	of	IN
37060	2631	11	goodness	goodness	NN
37060	2631	12	,	,	,
37060	2631	13	incapable	incapable	JJ
37060	2631	14	of	of	IN
37060	2631	15	resentment	resentment	NN
37060	2631	16	of	of	IN
37060	2631	17	any	any	DT
37060	2631	18	kind	kind	NN
37060	2631	19	;	;	:
37060	2631	20	after	after	IN
37060	2631	21	the	the	DT
37060	2631	22	initial	initial	JJ
37060	2631	23	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	2631	24	had	have	VBD
37060	2631	25	worn	wear	VBN
37060	2631	26	off	off	RP
37060	2631	27	,	,	,
37060	2631	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2631	29	was	be	VBD
37060	2631	30	glad	glad	JJ
37060	2631	31	to	to	TO
37060	2631	32	know	know	VB
37060	2631	33	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2631	34	was	be	VBD
37060	2631	35	human	human	JJ
37060	2631	36	,	,	,
37060	2631	37	for	for	IN
37060	2631	38	maintaining	maintain	VBG
37060	2631	39	such	such	JJ
37060	2631	40	sanctity	sanctity	NN
37060	2631	41	24	24	CD
37060	2631	42	hours	hour	NNS
37060	2631	43	each	each	DT
37060	2631	44	day	day	NN
37060	2631	45	was	be	VBD
37060	2631	46	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	2631	47	.	.	.
37060	2632	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2632	2	learned	learn	VBD
37060	2632	3	during	during	IN
37060	2632	4	the	the	DT
37060	2632	5	year	year	NN
37060	2632	6	that	that	WDT
37060	2632	7	people	people	NNS
37060	2632	8	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2632	9	obligated	obligated	JJ
37060	2632	10	to	to	TO
37060	2632	11	be	be	VB
37060	2632	12	nice	nice	JJ
37060	2632	13	to	to	IN
37060	2632	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2632	15	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2632	16	and	and	CC
37060	2632	17	,	,	,
37060	2632	18	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	2632	19	,	,	,
37060	2632	20	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2632	21	wanted	want	VBD
37060	2632	22	to	to	TO
37060	2632	23	be	be	VB
37060	2632	24	nice	nice	JJ
37060	2632	25	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2632	26	because	because	IN
37060	2632	27	of	of	IN
37060	2632	28	the	the	DT
37060	2632	29	trials	trial	NNS
37060	2632	30	which	which	WDT
37060	2632	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2632	32	endured	endure	VBD
37060	2632	33	.	.	.
37060	2633	1	Since	since	IN
37060	2633	2	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2633	3	were	be	VBD
37060	2633	4	human	human	JJ
37060	2633	5	,	,	,
37060	2633	6	however	however	RB
37060	2633	7	,	,	,
37060	2633	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2633	9	jealousies	jealousy	NNS
37060	2633	10	and	and	CC
37060	2633	11	stored	stored	JJ
37060	2633	12	grievances	grievance	NNS
37060	2633	13	would	would	MD
37060	2633	14	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	2633	15	appear	appear	VB
37060	2633	16	in	in	IN
37060	2633	17	a	a	DT
37060	2633	18	choice	choice	NN
37060	2633	19	moment	moment	NN
37060	2633	20	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	2633	21	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2633	22	self	self	NN
37060	2633	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	2633	24	control	control	NN
37060	2633	25	was	be	VBD
37060	2633	26	at	at	IN
37060	2633	27	a	a	DT
37060	2633	28	low	low	JJ
37060	2633	29	ebb	ebb	NN
37060	2633	30	.	.	.
37060	2634	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2634	2	believe	believe	VBP
37060	2634	3	that	that	IN
37060	2634	4	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	2634	5	,	,	,
37060	2634	6	including	include	VBG
37060	2634	7	those	those	DT
37060	2634	8	having	have	VBG
37060	2634	9	well	well	RB
37060	2634	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	2634	11	aligned	align	VBN
37060	2634	12	values	value	NNS
37060	2634	13	,	,	,
37060	2634	14	possess	possess	VBP
37060	2634	15	a	a	DT
37060	2634	16	foremost	foremost	JJ
37060	2634	17	problem	problem	NN
37060	2634	18	which	which	WDT
37060	2634	19	,	,	,
37060	2634	20	despite	despite	IN
37060	2634	21	even	even	RB
37060	2634	22	the	the	DT
37060	2634	23	greatest	great	JJS
37060	2634	24	amenities	amenity	NNS
37060	2634	25	of	of	IN
37060	2634	26	good	good	JJ
37060	2634	27	health	health	NN
37060	2634	28	and	and	CC
37060	2634	29	even	even	RB
37060	2634	30	a	a	DT
37060	2634	31	loving	love	VBG
37060	2634	32	home	home	NN
37060	2634	33	,	,	,
37060	2634	34	can	can	MD
37060	2634	35	exist	exist	VB
37060	2634	36	within	within	IN
37060	2634	37	the	the	DT
37060	2634	38	minds	mind	NNS
37060	2634	39	of	of	IN
37060	2634	40	the	the	DT
37060	2634	41	most	most	RBS
37060	2634	42	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	2634	43	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	2634	44	;	;	:
37060	2634	45	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	2634	46	,	,	,
37060	2634	47	some	some	DT
37060	2634	48	people	people	NNS
37060	2634	49	are	be	VBP
37060	2634	50	ashamed	ashamed	JJ
37060	2634	51	of	of	IN
37060	2634	52	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2634	53	"	"	``
37060	2634	54	problems	problem	NNS
37060	2634	55	"	"	''
37060	2634	56	since	since	IN
37060	2634	57	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2634	58	appear	appear	VBP
37060	2634	59	so	so	RB
37060	2634	60	insignificant	insignificant	JJ
37060	2634	61	when	when	WRB
37060	2634	62	compared	compare	VBN
37060	2634	63	to	to	IN
37060	2634	64	those	those	DT
37060	2634	65	in	in	IN
37060	2634	66	other	other	JJ
37060	2634	67	lives	life	NNS
37060	2634	68	.	.	.
37060	2635	1	Nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	2635	2	,	,	,
37060	2635	3	the	the	DT
37060	2635	4	problem	problem	NN
37060	2635	5	lives	live	VBZ
37060	2635	6	within	within	IN
37060	2635	7	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2635	8	and	and	CC
37060	2635	9	causes	cause	VBZ
37060	2635	10	real	real	JJ
37060	2635	11	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	2635	12	duress	duress	NN
37060	2635	13	.	.	.
37060	2636	1	Returning	return	VBG
37060	2636	2	to	to	IN
37060	2636	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2636	4	observation	observation	NN
37060	2636	5	,	,	,
37060	2636	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2636	7	realized	realize	VBD
37060	2636	8	that	that	IN
37060	2636	9	people	people	NNS
37060	2636	10	who	who	WP
37060	2636	11	,	,	,
37060	2636	12	within	within	IN
37060	2636	13	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2636	14	,	,	,
37060	2636	15	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2636	16	that	that	IN
37060	2636	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2636	18	problems	problem	NNS
37060	2636	19	were	be	VBD
37060	2636	20	essentially	essentially	RB
37060	2636	21	greater	great	JJR
37060	2636	22	than	than	IN
37060	2636	23	theirs	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2636	24	,	,	,
37060	2636	25	still	still	RB
37060	2636	26	needed	need	VBN
37060	2636	27	to	to	TO
37060	2636	28	air	air	VB
37060	2636	29	those	those	DT
37060	2636	30	complaints	complaint	NNS
37060	2636	31	.	.	.
37060	2637	1	Feeling	feel	VBG
37060	2637	2	hindered	hinder	VBN
37060	2637	3	by	by	IN
37060	2637	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2637	5	,	,	,
37060	2637	6	to	to	IN
37060	2637	7	a	a	DT
37060	2637	8	certain	certain	JJ
37060	2637	9	extent	extent	NN
37060	2637	10	,	,	,
37060	2637	11	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2637	12	frustrations	frustration	NNS
37060	2637	13	would	would	MD
37060	2637	14	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	2637	15	be	be	VB
37060	2637	16	directed	direct	VBN
37060	2637	17	at	at	IN
37060	2637	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2637	19	while	while	IN
37060	2637	20	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2637	21	true	true	JJ
37060	2637	22	source	source	NN
37060	2637	23	of	of	IN
37060	2637	24	anger	anger	NN
37060	2637	25	remained	remain	VBD
37060	2637	26	unspoken	unspoken	JJ
37060	2637	27	.	.	.
37060	2638	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	2638	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2638	3	the	the	DT
37060	2638	4	case	case	NN
37060	2638	5	with	with	IN
37060	2638	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2638	7	sister	sister	NN
37060	2638	8	.	.	.
37060	2639	1	Following	follow	VBG
37060	2639	2	the	the	DT
37060	2639	3	small	small	JJ
37060	2639	4	episode	episode	NN
37060	2639	5	,	,	,
37060	2639	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2639	7	was	be	VBD
37060	2639	8	less	less	RBR
37060	2639	9	enthusiastic	enthusiastic	JJ
37060	2639	10	about	about	IN
37060	2639	11	revealing	reveal	VBG
37060	2639	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2639	13	catalog	catalog	NN
37060	2639	14	reveries	reverie	VBZ
37060	2639	15	,	,	,
37060	2639	16	yet	yet	CC
37060	2639	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2639	18	recovered	recover	VBD
37060	2639	19	fully	fully	RB
37060	2639	20	,	,	,
37060	2639	21	losing	lose	VBG
37060	2639	22	a	a	DT
37060	2639	23	goodly	goodly	JJ
37060	2639	24	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	2639	25	and	and	CC
37060	2639	26	gaining	gain	VBG
37060	2639	27	a	a	DT
37060	2639	28	fine	fine	JJ
37060	2639	29	sister	sister	NN
37060	2639	30	.	.	.
37060	2640	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2640	2	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	2640	3	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	2640	4	likes	like	VBZ
37060	2640	5	to	to	TO
37060	2640	6	receive	receive	VB
37060	2640	7	mail	mail	NN
37060	2640	8	,	,	,
37060	2640	9	especially	especially	RB
37060	2640	10	when	when	WRB
37060	2640	11	the	the	DT
37060	2640	12	mail	mail	NN
37060	2640	13	carrier	carrier	NN
37060	2640	14	leaves	leave	VBZ
37060	2640	15	a	a	DT
37060	2640	16	bundle	bundle	NN
37060	2640	17	composed	compose	VBN
37060	2640	18	of	of	IN
37060	2640	19	more	more	RBR
37060	2640	20	interesting	interesting	JJ
37060	2640	21	things	thing	NNS
37060	2640	22	than	than	IN
37060	2640	23	just	just	RB
37060	2640	24	bills	bill	NNS
37060	2640	25	.	.	.
37060	2641	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2641	2	love	love	NN
37060	2641	3	for	for	IN
37060	2641	4	mail	mail	NN
37060	2641	5	grew	grow	VBD
37060	2641	6	into	into	IN
37060	2641	7	an	an	DT
37060	2641	8	obsession	obsession	NN
37060	2641	9	while	while	IN
37060	2641	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2641	11	stayed	stay	VBD
37060	2641	12	home	home	RB
37060	2641	13	,	,	,
37060	2641	14	and	and	CC
37060	2641	15	many	many	JJ
37060	2641	16	days	day	NNS
37060	2641	17	found	find	VBD
37060	2641	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2641	19	impatiently	impatiently	RB
37060	2641	20	glued	glue	VBN
37060	2641	21	to	to	IN
37060	2641	22	the	the	DT
37060	2641	23	window	window	NN
37060	2641	24	,	,	,
37060	2641	25	glaring	glare	VBG
37060	2641	26	up	up	RP
37060	2641	27	the	the	DT
37060	2641	28	avenue	avenue	NN
37060	2641	29	when	when	WRB
37060	2641	30	a	a	DT
37060	2641	31	substitute	substitute	NN
37060	2641	32	carrier	carrier	NN
37060	2641	33	delayed	delay	VBD
37060	2641	34	the	the	DT
37060	2641	35	hour	hour	NN
37060	2641	36	of	of	IN
37060	2641	37	delivery	delivery	NN
37060	2641	38	.	.	.
37060	2642	1	Worse	bad	JJR
37060	2642	2	,	,	,
37060	2642	3	however	however	RB
37060	2642	4	,	,	,
37060	2642	5	than	than	IN
37060	2642	6	waiting	wait	VBG
37060	2642	7	for	for	IN
37060	2642	8	the	the	DT
37060	2642	9	mail	mail	NN
37060	2642	10	carrier	carrier	NN
37060	2642	11	was	be	VBD
37060	2642	12	when	when	WRB
37060	2642	13	the	the	DT
37060	2642	14	mail	mail	NN
37060	2642	15	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	2642	16	having	have	VBG
37060	2642	17	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	2642	18	addressed	address	VBD
37060	2642	19	,	,	,
37060	2642	20	or	or	CC
37060	2642	21	of	of	IN
37060	2642	22	interest	interest	NN
37060	2642	23	,	,	,
37060	2642	24	to	to	IN
37060	2642	25	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2642	26	;	;	:
37060	2642	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2642	28	was	be	VBD
37060	2642	29	not	not	RB
37060	2642	30	picky	picky	JJ
37060	2642	31	...	...	.
37060	2643	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2643	2	welcomed	welcome	VBD
37060	2643	3	even	even	RB
37060	2643	4	"	"	``
37060	2643	5	junk	junk	NN
37060	2643	6	mail	mail	NN
37060	2643	7	"	"	''
37060	2643	8	!	!	.
37060	2644	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	2644	2	31	31	CD
37060	2644	3	,	,	,
37060	2644	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	2644	5	...	...	.
37060	2645	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2645	2	woke	wake	VBD
37060	2645	3	up	up	RP
37060	2645	4	again	again	RB
37060	2645	5	,	,	,
37060	2645	6	which	which	WDT
37060	2645	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	2645	8	a	a	DT
37060	2645	9	miracle	miracle	NN
37060	2645	10	in	in	IN
37060	2645	11	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2645	12	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2645	13	followed	follow	VBN
37060	2645	14	by	by	IN
37060	2645	15	a	a	DT
37060	2645	16	dissertation	dissertation	NN
37060	2645	17	explaining	explain	VBG
37060	2645	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2645	19	plans	plan	NNS
37060	2645	20	for	for	IN
37060	2645	21	the	the	DT
37060	2645	22	day	day	NN
37060	2645	23	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2645	24	.	.	.
37060	2646	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2646	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2646	3	aware	aware	JJ
37060	2646	4	of	of	IN
37060	2646	5	the	the	DT
37060	2646	6	implications	implication	NNS
37060	2646	7	behind	behind	IN
37060	2646	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2646	9	sickness	sickness	NN
37060	2646	10	,	,	,
37060	2646	11	yet	yet	CC
37060	2646	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2646	13	do	do	VBP
37060	2646	14	not	not	RB
37060	2646	15	recall	recall	VB
37060	2646	16	having	have	VBG
37060	2646	17	believed	believe	VBN
37060	2646	18	that	that	IN
37060	2646	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2646	20	would	would	MD
37060	2646	21	die	die	VB
37060	2646	22	;	;	:
37060	2646	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2646	24	pain	pain	NN
37060	2646	25	was	be	VBD
37060	2646	26	of	of	IN
37060	2646	27	the	the	DT
37060	2646	28	temporary	temporary	JJ
37060	2646	29	kind	kind	NN
37060	2646	30	,	,	,
37060	2646	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2646	32	thought	think	VBD
37060	2646	33	,	,	,
37060	2646	34	and	and	CC
37060	2646	35	having	have	VBG
37060	2646	36	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	2646	37	in	in	IN
37060	2646	38	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2646	39	elders	elder	NNS
37060	2646	40	and	and	CC
37060	2646	41	those	those	DT
37060	2646	42	of	of	IN
37060	2646	43	the	the	DT
37060	2646	44	medical	medical	JJ
37060	2646	45	profession	profession	NN
37060	2646	46	,	,	,
37060	2646	47	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2646	48	certain	certain	JJ
37060	2646	49	that	that	IN
37060	2646	50	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2646	51	life	life	NN
37060	2646	52	was	be	VBD
37060	2646	53	not	not	RB
37060	2646	54	threatened	threaten	VBN
37060	2646	55	.	.	.
37060	2647	1	Death	death	NN
37060	2647	2	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2647	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2647	4	obscurity	obscurity	NN
37060	2647	5	,	,	,
37060	2647	6	and	and	CC
37060	2647	7	only	only	RB
37060	2647	8	took	take	VBD
37060	2647	9	on	on	RP
37060	2647	10	the	the	DT
37060	2647	11	characteristics	characteristic	NNS
37060	2647	12	of	of	IN
37060	2647	13	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	2647	14	slumber	slumber	NN
37060	2647	15	and	and	CC
37060	2647	16	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	2647	17	from	from	IN
37060	2647	18	pain	pain	NN
37060	2647	19	;	;	:
37060	2647	20	this	this	DT
37060	2647	21	image	image	NN
37060	2647	22	brought	bring	VBD
37060	2647	23	no	no	DT
37060	2647	24	fear	fear	NN
37060	2647	25	and	and	CC
37060	2647	26	occurred	occur	VBD
37060	2647	27	mainly	mainly	RB
37060	2647	28	in	in	IN
37060	2647	29	times	time	NNS
37060	2647	30	of	of	IN
37060	2647	31	physical	physical	JJ
37060	2647	32	discomfort	discomfort	NN
37060	2647	33	.	.	.
37060	2648	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2648	2	wished	wish	VBD
37060	2648	3	neither	neither	CC
37060	2648	4	to	to	TO
37060	2648	5	delude	delude	VB
37060	2648	6	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2648	7	about	about	IN
37060	2648	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2648	9	condition	condition	NN
37060	2648	10	nor	nor	CC
37060	2648	11	dwell	dwell	VB
37060	2648	12	upon	upon	IN
37060	2648	13	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2648	14	negative	negative	JJ
37060	2648	15	features	feature	NNS
37060	2648	16	;	;	:
37060	2648	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2648	18	statement	statement	NN
37060	2648	19	from	from	IN
37060	2648	20	the	the	DT
37060	2648	21	diary	diary	NN
37060	2648	22	illustrates	illustrate	VBZ
37060	2648	23	that	that	DT
37060	2648	24	attitude	attitude	NN
37060	2648	25	quite	quite	RB
37060	2648	26	well	well	RB
37060	2648	27	,	,	,
37060	2648	28	for	for	IN
37060	2648	29	,	,	,
37060	2648	30	although	although	IN
37060	2648	31	the	the	DT
37060	2648	32	sentence	sentence	NN
37060	2648	33	was	be	VBD
37060	2648	34	written	write	VBN
37060	2648	35	in	in	IN
37060	2648	36	light	light	NN
37060	2648	37	-	-	HYPH
37060	2648	38	hearted	hearted	JJ
37060	2648	39	jest	jest	NN
37060	2648	40	,	,	,
37060	2648	41	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2648	42	dry	dry	JJ
37060	2648	43	humor	humor	NN
37060	2648	44	depended	depend	VBD
37060	2648	45	,	,	,
37060	2648	46	as	as	IN
37060	2648	47	do	do	VB
37060	2648	48	all	all	DT
37060	2648	49	jokes	joke	NNS
37060	2648	50	,	,	,
37060	2648	51	on	on	IN
37060	2648	52	either	either	CC
37060	2648	53	an	an	DT
37060	2648	54	element	element	NN
37060	2648	55	of	of	IN
37060	2648	56	truth	truth	NN
37060	2648	57	,	,	,
37060	2648	58	an	an	DT
37060	2648	59	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	2648	60	to	to	TO
37060	2648	61	mask	mask	VB
37060	2648	62	seriousness	seriousness	NN
37060	2648	63	,	,	,
37060	2648	64	or	or	CC
37060	2648	65	sheer	sheer	JJ
37060	2648	66	incredibility	incredibility	NN
37060	2648	67	.	.	.
37060	2649	1	As	as	IN
37060	2649	2	the	the	DT
37060	2649	3	latter	latter	NN
37060	2649	4	was	be	VBD
37060	2649	5	not	not	RB
37060	2649	6	a	a	DT
37060	2649	7	factor	factor	NN
37060	2649	8	,	,	,
37060	2649	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2649	10	expression	expression	NN
37060	2649	11	was	be	VBD
37060	2649	12	a	a	DT
37060	2649	13	truthful	truthful	JJ
37060	2649	14	and	and	CC
37060	2649	15	simultaneous	simultaneous	JJ
37060	2649	16	outburst	outburst	NN
37060	2649	17	,	,	,
37060	2649	18	defining	define	VBG
37060	2649	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2649	20	life	life	NN
37060	2649	21	in	in	IN
37060	2649	22	a	a	DT
37060	2649	23	concise	concise	NN
37060	2649	24	and	and	CC
37060	2649	25	unobtrusive	unobtrusive	JJ
37060	2649	26	manner	manner	NN
37060	2649	27	;	;	:
37060	2649	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2649	29	was	be	VBD
37060	2649	30	not	not	RB
37060	2649	31	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	2649	32	that	that	DT
37060	2649	33	day	day	NN
37060	2649	34	,	,	,
37060	2649	35	but	but	CC
37060	2649	36	rather	rather	RB
37060	2649	37	,	,	,
37060	2649	38	honest	honest	JJ
37060	2649	39	in	in	IN
37060	2649	40	a	a	DT
37060	2649	41	wry	wry	NN
37060	2649	42	sort	sort	NN
37060	2649	43	of	of	IN
37060	2649	44	way	way	NN
37060	2649	45	.	.	.
37060	2650	1	Humor	humor	NN
37060	2650	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	2650	3	an	an	DT
37060	2650	4	asset	asset	NN
37060	2650	5	when	when	WRB
37060	2650	6	one	one	CD
37060	2650	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	2650	8	faced	face	VBN
37060	2650	9	with	with	IN
37060	2650	10	serious	serious	JJ
37060	2650	11	problems	problem	NNS
37060	2650	12	,	,	,
37060	2650	13	for	for	IN
37060	2650	14	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	2650	15	unleashes	unleash	VBZ
37060	2650	16	tension	tension	NN
37060	2650	17	,	,	,
37060	2650	18	like	like	IN
37060	2650	19	crying	crying	NN
37060	2650	20	,	,	,
37060	2650	21	which	which	WDT
37060	2650	22	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	2650	23	can	can	MD
37060	2650	24	become	become	VB
37060	2650	25	self	self	NN
37060	2650	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	2650	27	destructive	destructive	JJ
37060	2650	28	.	.	.
37060	2651	1	Laughter	laughter	NN
37060	2651	2	and	and	CC
37060	2651	3	tears	tear	NNS
37060	2651	4	are	be	VBP
37060	2651	5	closely	closely	RB
37060	2651	6	related	relate	VBN
37060	2651	7	,	,	,
37060	2651	8	as	as	IN
37060	2651	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	2651	10	evident	evident	JJ
37060	2651	11	in	in	IN
37060	2651	12	cases	case	NNS
37060	2651	13	of	of	IN
37060	2651	14	hysteria	hysteria	NN
37060	2651	15	or	or	CC
37060	2651	16	other	other	JJ
37060	2651	17	mental	mental	JJ
37060	2651	18	disorders	disorder	NNS
37060	2651	19	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	2651	20	the	the	DT
37060	2651	21	mind	mind	NN
37060	2651	22	no	no	RB
37060	2651	23	longer	long	RBR
37060	2651	24	effectively	effectively	RB
37060	2651	25	controls	control	VBZ
37060	2651	26	one	one	PRP
37060	2651	27	's	's	POS
37060	2651	28	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	2651	29	in	in	IN
37060	2651	30	the	the	DT
37060	2651	31	manner	manner	NN
37060	2651	32	which	which	WDT
37060	2651	33	society	society	NN
37060	2651	34	deems	deem	VBZ
37060	2651	35	proper	proper	JJ
37060	2651	36	for	for	IN
37060	2651	37	a	a	DT
37060	2651	38	particular	particular	JJ
37060	2651	39	occasion	occasion	NN
37060	2651	40	.	.	.
37060	2652	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2652	2	once	once	RB
37060	2652	3	related	relate	VBD
37060	2652	4	an	an	DT
37060	2652	5	incident	incident	NN
37060	2652	6	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	2652	7	Lynn	Lynn	NNP
37060	2652	8	,	,	,
37060	2652	9	who	who	WP
37060	2652	10	from	from	IN
37060	2652	11	birth	birth	NN
37060	2652	12	,	,	,
37060	2652	13	was	be	VBD
37060	2652	14	severely	severely	RB
37060	2652	15	cerebral	cerebral	JJ
37060	2652	16	palsied	palsy	VBN
37060	2652	17	;	;	:
37060	2652	18	strapped	strap	VBN
37060	2652	19	in	in	IN
37060	2652	20	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2652	21	high	high	JJ
37060	2652	22	chair	chair	NN
37060	2652	23	,	,	,
37060	2652	24	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2652	25	watched	watch	VBD
37060	2652	26	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2652	27	cry	cry	VB
37060	2652	28	over	over	IN
37060	2652	29	distressing	distress	VBG
37060	2652	30	news	news	NN
37060	2652	31	and	and	CC
37060	2652	32	in	in	IN
37060	2652	33	response	response	NN
37060	2652	34	,	,	,
37060	2652	35	began	begin	VBD
37060	2652	36	to	to	TO
37060	2652	37	laugh	laugh	VB
37060	2652	38	,	,	,
37060	2652	39	bespeaking	bespeak	VBG
37060	2652	40	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2652	41	inability	inability	NN
37060	2652	42	to	to	TO
37060	2652	43	react	react	VB
37060	2652	44	by	by	IN
37060	2652	45	shedding	shed	VBG
37060	2652	46	tears	tear	NNS
37060	2652	47	,	,	,
37060	2652	48	as	as	IN
37060	2652	49	would	would	MD
37060	2652	50	a	a	DT
37060	2652	51	normal	normal	JJ
37060	2652	52	child	child	NN
37060	2652	53	.	.	.
37060	2653	1	Generally	generally	RB
37060	2653	2	,	,	,
37060	2653	3	sadness	sadness	NN
37060	2653	4	evokes	evoke	VBZ
37060	2653	5	sadness	sadness	NN
37060	2653	6	.	.	.
37060	2654	1	There	there	EX
37060	2654	2	are	be	VBP
37060	2654	3	times	time	NNS
37060	2654	4	,	,	,
37060	2654	5	however	however	RB
37060	2654	6	,	,	,
37060	2654	7	when	when	WRB
37060	2654	8	grim	grim	JJ
37060	2654	9	situations	situation	NNS
37060	2654	10	accompanied	accompany	VBN
37060	2654	11	by	by	IN
37060	2654	12	humor	humor	NN
37060	2654	13	should	should	MD
37060	2654	14	not	not	RB
37060	2654	15	be	be	VB
37060	2654	16	looked	look	VBN
37060	2654	17	upon	upon	IN
37060	2654	18	as	as	IN
37060	2654	19	a	a	DT
37060	2654	20	"	"	``
37060	2654	21	sick	sick	JJ
37060	2654	22	"	"	''
37060	2654	23	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	2654	24	.	.	.
37060	2655	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2655	2	truly	truly	RB
37060	2655	3	believe	believe	VBP
37060	2655	4	that	that	IN
37060	2655	5	one	one	PRP
37060	2655	6	can	can	MD
37060	2655	7	find	find	VB
37060	2655	8	humor	humor	NN
37060	2655	9	in	in	IN
37060	2655	10	most	most	JJS
37060	2655	11	occurrences	occurrence	NNS
37060	2655	12	,	,	,
37060	2655	13	even	even	RB
37060	2655	14	some	some	DT
37060	2655	15	of	of	IN
37060	2655	16	the	the	DT
37060	2655	17	brutal	brutal	JJ
37060	2655	18	realities	reality	NNS
37060	2655	19	of	of	IN
37060	2655	20	life	life	NN
37060	2655	21	and	and	CC
37060	2655	22	death	death	NN
37060	2655	23	.	.	.
37060	2656	1	Ideally	ideally	RB
37060	2656	2	one	one	PRP
37060	2656	3	should	should	MD
37060	2656	4	find	find	VB
37060	2656	5	the	the	DT
37060	2656	6	utmost	utmost	JJ
37060	2656	7	humor	humor	NN
37060	2656	8	within	within	IN
37060	2656	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2656	10	own	own	JJ
37060	2656	11	life	life	NN
37060	2656	12	...	...	:
37060	2656	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2656	14	need	nee	MD
37060	2656	15	not	not	RB
37060	2656	16	search	search	VB
37060	2656	17	elsewhere	elsewhere	RB
37060	2656	18	;	;	,
37060	2656	19	to	to	TO
37060	2656	20	laugh	laugh	VB
37060	2656	21	at	at	IN
37060	2656	22	one	one	PRP
37060	2656	23	's	's	POS
37060	2656	24	own	own	JJ
37060	2656	25	problems	problem	NNS
37060	2656	26	divides	divide	VBZ
37060	2656	27	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2656	28	weight	weight	NN
37060	2656	29	significantly	significantly	RB
37060	2656	30	,	,	,
37060	2656	31	so	so	IN
37060	2656	32	that	that	IN
37060	2656	33	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2656	34	is	be	VBZ
37060	2656	35	unnecessary	unnecessary	JJ
37060	2656	36	to	to	IN
37060	2656	37	scoff	scoff	NNP
37060	2656	38	at	at	IN
37060	2656	39	another	another	DT
37060	2656	40	's	be	VBZ
37060	2656	41	ill	ill	JJ
37060	2656	42	fortune	fortune	NN
37060	2656	43	and	and	CC
37060	2656	44	place	place	VB
37060	2656	45	humorless	humorless	JJ
37060	2656	46	weight	weight	NN
37060	2656	47	upon	upon	IN
37060	2656	48	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2656	49	ample	ample	JJ
37060	2656	50	burden	burden	NN
37060	2656	51	.	.	.
37060	2657	1	Laughter	laughter	NN
37060	2657	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2657	3	not	not	RB
37060	2657	4	only	only	RB
37060	2657	5	for	for	IN
37060	2657	6	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2657	7	,	,	,
37060	2657	8	however	however	RB
37060	2657	9	,	,	,
37060	2657	10	for	for	IN
37060	2657	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2657	12	had	have	VBD
37060	2657	13	to	to	TO
37060	2657	14	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	2657	15	a	a	DT
37060	2657	16	degree	degree	NN
37060	2657	17	of	of	IN
37060	2657	18	humor	humor	NN
37060	2657	19	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	2657	20	both	both	CC
37060	2657	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2657	22	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	2657	23	and	and	CC
37060	2657	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2657	25	general	general	JJ
37060	2657	26	situation	situation	NN
37060	2657	27	,	,	,
37060	2657	28	spanning	span	VBG
37060	2657	29	isolation	isolation	NN
37060	2657	30	to	to	IN
37060	2657	31	body	body	NN
37060	2657	32	dysfunctions	dysfunction	NNS
37060	2657	33	,	,	,
37060	2657	34	to	to	TO
37060	2657	35	retain	retain	VB
37060	2657	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2657	37	normalcy	normalcy	NN
37060	2657	38	in	in	IN
37060	2657	39	the	the	DT
37060	2657	40	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2657	41	of	of	IN
37060	2657	42	those	those	DT
37060	2657	43	around	around	IN
37060	2657	44	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2657	45	.	.	.
37060	2658	1	Laughter	Laughter	NNP
37060	2658	2	makes	make	VBZ
37060	2658	3	an	an	DT
37060	2658	4	unpleasant	unpleasant	JJ
37060	2658	5	event	event	NN
37060	2658	6	more	more	RBR
37060	2658	7	acceptable	acceptable	JJ
37060	2658	8	despite	despite	IN
37060	2658	9	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2658	10	inherent	inherent	JJ
37060	2658	11	distastefulness	distastefulness	NN
37060	2658	12	;	;	:
37060	2658	13	even	even	RB
37060	2658	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2658	15	wig	wig	NN
37060	2658	16	afforded	afford	VBD
37060	2658	17	certain	certain	JJ
37060	2658	18	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	2658	19	with	with	IN
37060	2658	20	unbridled	unbridled	JJ
37060	2658	21	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	2658	22	when	when	WRB
37060	2658	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2658	24	would	would	MD
37060	2658	25	put	put	VB
37060	2658	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2658	27	on	on	IN
37060	2658	28	backwards	backwards	RB
37060	2658	29	and	and	CC
37060	2658	30	,	,	,
37060	2658	31	playing	play	VBG
37060	2658	32	a	a	DT
37060	2658	33	mock	mock	JJ
37060	2658	34	guitar	guitar	NN
37060	2658	35	,	,	,
37060	2658	36	pretend	pretend	VBP
37060	2658	37	to	to	TO
37060	2658	38	be	be	VB
37060	2658	39	a	a	DT
37060	2658	40	member	member	NN
37060	2658	41	of	of	IN
37060	2658	42	a	a	DT
37060	2658	43	rock	rock	NN
37060	2658	44	band	band	NN
37060	2658	45	.	.	.
37060	2659	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	2659	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2659	3	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	2659	4	to	to	IN
37060	2659	5	adversity	adversity	NN
37060	2659	6	brought	bring	VBD
37060	2659	7	a	a	DT
37060	2659	8	shadow	shadow	NN
37060	2659	9	of	of	IN
37060	2659	10	gloom	gloom	NN
37060	2659	11	over	over	IN
37060	2659	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2659	13	face	face	NN
37060	2659	14	and	and	CC
37060	2659	15	personality	personality	VB
37060	2659	16	the	the	DT
37060	2659	17	suffering	suffering	NN
37060	2659	18	endured	endure	VBN
37060	2659	19	by	by	IN
37060	2659	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2659	21	family	family	NN
37060	2659	22	and	and	CC
37060	2659	23	friends	friend	NNS
37060	2659	24	would	would	MD
37060	2659	25	have	have	VB
37060	2659	26	been	be	VBN
37060	2659	27	greatly	greatly	RB
37060	2659	28	multiplied	multiply	VBN
37060	2659	29	;	;	:
37060	2659	30	as	as	IN
37060	2659	31	a	a	DT
37060	2659	32	result	result	NN
37060	2659	33	,	,	,
37060	2659	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2659	35	isolation	isolation	NN
37060	2659	36	would	would	MD
37060	2659	37	have	have	VB
37060	2659	38	grown	grow	VBN
37060	2659	39	.	.	.
37060	2660	1	Depression	depression	NN
37060	2660	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	2660	3	as	as	RB
37060	2660	4	catching	catch	VBG
37060	2660	5	as	as	IN
37060	2660	6	humor	humor	NN
37060	2660	7	,	,	,
37060	2660	8	yet	yet	CC
37060	2660	9	unlike	unlike	IN
37060	2660	10	humor	humor	NN
37060	2660	11	,	,	,
37060	2660	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2660	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	2660	14	not	not	RB
37060	2660	15	sought	seek	VBN
37060	2660	16	and	and	CC
37060	2660	17	possesses	possess	VBZ
37060	2660	18	no	no	DT
37060	2660	19	magnetism	magnetism	NN
37060	2660	20	of	of	IN
37060	2660	21	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2660	22	.	.	.
37060	2661	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	2661	2	1	1	CD
37060	2661	3	,	,	,
37060	2661	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	2661	5	...	...	.
37060	2662	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2662	2	got	get	VBD
37060	2662	3	sick	sick	JJ
37060	2662	4	in	in	IN
37060	2662	5	the	the	DT
37060	2662	6	night	night	NN
37060	2662	7	last	last	JJ
37060	2662	8	night	night	NN
37060	2662	9	.	.	.
37060	2663	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2663	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2663	3	real	real	RB
37060	2663	4	cold	cold	JJ
37060	2663	5	,	,	,
37060	2663	6	then	then	RB
37060	2663	7	really	really	RB
37060	2663	8	super	super	RB
37060	2663	9	hot	hot	JJ
37060	2663	10	.	.	.
37060	2664	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2664	2	started	start	VBD
37060	2664	3	to	to	TO
37060	2664	4	make	make	VB
37060	2664	5	little	little	JJ
37060	2664	6	whines	whine	NNS
37060	2664	7	,	,	,
37060	2664	8	hoping	hope	VBG
37060	2664	9	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2664	10	or	or	CC
37060	2664	11	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2664	12	would	would	MD
37060	2664	13	hear	hear	VB
37060	2664	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2664	15	.	.	.
37060	2665	1	Finally	finally	RB
37060	2665	2	,	,	,
37060	2665	3	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2665	4	heard	hear	VBD
37060	2665	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2665	6	and	and	CC
37060	2665	7	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2665	8	came	come	VBD
37060	2665	9	to	to	TO
37060	2665	10	see	see	VB
37060	2665	11	what	what	WP
37060	2665	12	was	be	VBD
37060	2665	13	the	the	DT
37060	2665	14	matter	matter	NN
37060	2665	15	.	.	.
37060	2666	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2666	2	helped	help	VBD
37060	2666	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2666	4	get	get	VB
37060	2666	5	situated	situate	VBN
37060	2666	6	on	on	IN
37060	2666	7	the	the	DT
37060	2666	8	sofa	sofa	NN
37060	2666	9	.	.	.
37060	2667	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2667	2	slept	sleep	VBD
37060	2667	3	all	all	PDT
37060	2667	4	the	the	DT
37060	2667	5	rest	rest	NN
37060	2667	6	of	of	IN
37060	2667	7	the	the	DT
37060	2667	8	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2667	9	next	next	JJ
37060	2667	10	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2667	11	day	day	NN
37060	2667	12	.	.	.
37060	2668	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2668	2	ca	can	MD
37060	2668	3	n't	not	RB
37060	2668	4	remember	remember	VB
37060	2668	5	if	if	IN
37060	2668	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2668	7	even	even	RB
37060	2668	8	ate	eat	VBD
37060	2668	9	today	today	NN
37060	2668	10	at	at	RB
37060	2668	11	all	all	RB
37060	2668	12	.	.	.
37060	2669	1	All	all	DT
37060	2669	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2669	3	know	know	VBP
37060	2669	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	2669	5	that	that	IN
37060	2669	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2669	7	'm	be	VBP
37060	2669	8	having	have	VBG
37060	2669	9	super	sup	AFX
37060	2669	10	weird	weird	JJ
37060	2669	11	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	2669	12	all	all	DT
37060	2669	13	of	of	IN
37060	2669	14	the	the	DT
37060	2669	15	day	day	NN
37060	2669	16	.	.	.
37060	2670	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2670	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2670	3	mom	mom	NN
37060	2670	4	began	begin	VBD
37060	2670	5	to	to	TO
37060	2670	6	teach	teach	VB
37060	2670	7	,	,	,
37060	2670	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2670	9	remember	remember	VBP
37060	2670	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2670	11	jealousy	jealousy	NN
37060	2670	12	toward	toward	IN
37060	2670	13	the	the	DT
37060	2670	14	faceless	faceless	JJ
37060	2670	15	names	name	NNS
37060	2670	16	which	which	WDT
37060	2670	17	daily	daily	RB
37060	2670	18	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2670	19	brought	bring	VBD
37060	2670	20	home	home	RB
37060	2670	21	.	.	.
37060	2671	1	Conversation	conversation	NN
37060	2671	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2671	3	did	do	VBD
37060	2671	4	not	not	RB
37060	2671	5	mind	mind	VB
37060	2671	6	,	,	,
37060	2671	7	yet	yet	CC
37060	2671	8	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2671	9	employment	employment	NN
37060	2671	10	involved	involve	VBD
37060	2671	11	much	much	RB
37060	2671	12	more	more	JJR
37060	2671	13	than	than	IN
37060	2671	14	that	that	DT
37060	2671	15	.	.	.
37060	2672	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2672	2	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	2672	3	came	come	VBD
37060	2672	4	home	home	RB
37060	2672	5	quite	quite	RB
37060	2672	6	late	late	RB
37060	2672	7	,	,	,
37060	2672	8	and	and	CC
37060	2672	9	even	even	RB
37060	2672	10	after	after	IN
37060	2672	11	working	work	VBG
37060	2672	12	over	over	IN
37060	2672	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	2672	14	time	time	NN
37060	2672	15	at	at	IN
37060	2672	16	school	school	NN
37060	2672	17	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2672	18	managed	manage	VBD
37060	2672	19	to	to	TO
37060	2672	20	tote	tote	VB
37060	2672	21	further	further	JJ
37060	2672	22	work	work	VB
37060	2672	23	to	to	IN
37060	2672	24	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2672	25	house	house	NN
37060	2672	26	.	.	.
37060	2673	1	If	if	IN
37060	2673	2	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2673	3	asked	ask	VBD
37060	2673	4	for	for	IN
37060	2673	5	help	help	NN
37060	2673	6	,	,	,
37060	2673	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2673	8	would	would	MD
37060	2673	9	do	do	VB
37060	2673	10	so	so	RB
37060	2673	11	begrudgingly	begrudgingly	RB
37060	2673	12	,	,	,
37060	2673	13	knowing	know	VBG
37060	2673	14	that	that	IN
37060	2673	15	the	the	DT
37060	2673	16	time	time	NN
37060	2673	17	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2673	18	saved	save	VBD
37060	2673	19	by	by	IN
37060	2673	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2673	21	assistance	assistance	NN
37060	2673	22	would	would	MD
37060	2673	23	only	only	RB
37060	2673	24	spawn	spawn	VB
37060	2673	25	other	other	JJ
37060	2673	26	ideas	idea	NNS
37060	2673	27	from	from	IN
37060	2673	28	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2673	29	conscientiousness	conscientiousness	NN
37060	2673	30	.	.	.
37060	2674	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2674	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2674	3	no	no	RB
37060	2674	4	longer	long	RBR
37060	2674	5	wanted	want	VBD
37060	2674	6	a	a	DT
37060	2674	7	stuffed	stuff	VBN
37060	2674	8	animal	animal	NN
37060	2674	9	or	or	CC
37060	2674	10	toy	toy	NN
37060	2674	11	,	,	,
37060	2674	12	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2674	13	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	2674	14	rushed	rush	VBD
37060	2674	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2674	16	to	to	IN
37060	2674	17	school	school	NN
37060	2674	18	;	;	:
37060	2674	19	this	this	DT
37060	2674	20	was	be	VBD
37060	2674	21	a	a	DT
37060	2674	22	true	true	JJ
37060	2674	23	blow	blow	NN
37060	2674	24	,	,	,
37060	2674	25	for	for	IN
37060	2674	26	the	the	DT
37060	2674	27	kindergarteners	kindergartener	NNS
37060	2674	28	were	be	VBD
37060	2674	29	not	not	RB
37060	2674	30	only	only	RB
37060	2674	31	benefiting	benefit	VBG
37060	2674	32	from	from	IN
37060	2674	33	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2674	34	time	time	NN
37060	2674	35	at	at	IN
37060	2674	36	school	school	NN
37060	2674	37	and	and	CC
37060	2674	38	at	at	IN
37060	2674	39	home	home	NN
37060	2674	40	,	,	,
37060	2674	41	but	but	CC
37060	2674	42	were	be	VBD
37060	2674	43	now	now	RB
37060	2674	44	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	2674	45	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2674	46	old	old	JJ
37060	2674	47	and	and	CC
37060	2674	48	once	once	RB
37060	2674	49	-	-	HYPH
37060	2674	50	beloved	beloved	JJ
37060	2674	51	belongings	belonging	NNS
37060	2674	52	!	!	.
37060	2675	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2675	2	displeasure	displeasure	NN
37060	2675	3	voiced	voice	VBD
37060	2675	4	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2675	5	in	in	IN
37060	2675	6	a	a	DT
37060	2675	7	cantankerous	cantankerous	JJ
37060	2675	8	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	2675	9	as	as	IN
37060	2675	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2675	11	stewed	stew	VBD
37060	2675	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2675	13	over	over	RP
37060	2675	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	2675	15	all	all	DT
37060	2675	16	annoyance	annoyance	NN
37060	2675	17	for	for	IN
37060	2675	18	small	small	JJ
37060	2675	19	children	child	NNS
37060	2675	20	's	's	POS
37060	2675	21	propensities	propensity	NNS
37060	2675	22	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2675	23	irrationality	irrationality	NN
37060	2675	24	,	,	,
37060	2675	25	brazen	brazen	NN
37060	2675	26	and	and	CC
37060	2675	27	loud	loud	JJ
37060	2675	28	mouths	mouth	NNS
37060	2675	29	,	,	,
37060	2675	30	uncouth	uncouth	JJ
37060	2675	31	mannerisms	mannerism	NNS
37060	2675	32	,	,	,
37060	2675	33	and	and	CC
37060	2675	34	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2675	35	tendency	tendency	NN
37060	2675	36	toward	toward	IN
37060	2675	37	the	the	DT
37060	2675	38	profuse	profuse	NN
37060	2675	39	utilization	utilization	NN
37060	2675	40	of	of	IN
37060	2675	41	tears	tear	NNS
37060	2675	42	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2675	43	under	under	IN
37060	2675	44	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2675	45	nose	nose	NN
37060	2675	46	.	.	.
37060	2676	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2676	2	finally	finally	RB
37060	2676	3	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	2676	4	that	that	IN
37060	2676	5	,	,	,
37060	2676	6	no	no	RB
37060	2676	7	matter	matter	RB
37060	2676	8	how	how	WRB
37060	2676	9	truthful	truthful	JJ
37060	2676	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2676	11	statements	statement	NNS
37060	2676	12	had	have	VBD
37060	2676	13	been	be	VBN
37060	2676	14	,	,	,
37060	2676	15	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2676	16	found	find	VBD
37060	2676	17	a	a	DT
37060	2676	18	way	way	NN
37060	2676	19	to	to	TO
37060	2676	20	ricochet	ricochet	VB
37060	2676	21	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2676	22	back	back	RB
37060	2676	23	to	to	IN
37060	2676	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2676	25	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	2676	26	as	as	IN
37060	2676	27	a	a	DT
37060	2676	28	child	child	NN
37060	2676	29	.	.	.
37060	2677	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2677	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2677	3	sympathetic	sympathetic	JJ
37060	2677	4	,	,	,
37060	2677	5	for	for	IN
37060	2677	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2677	7	knew	know	VBD
37060	2677	8	that	that	IN
37060	2677	9	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2677	10	's	's	POS
37060	2677	11	attempts	attempt	NNS
37060	2677	12	to	to	TO
37060	2677	13	parallel	parallel	VB
37060	2677	14	one	one	PRP
37060	2677	15	's	's	POS
37060	2677	16	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	2677	17	to	to	IN
37060	2677	18	that	that	DT
37060	2677	19	which	which	WDT
37060	2677	20	one	one	NN
37060	2677	21	found	find	VBD
37060	2677	22	disfavorable	disfavorable	NN
37060	2677	23	in	in	IN
37060	2677	24	others	other	NNS
37060	2677	25	was	be	VBD
37060	2677	26	one	one	CD
37060	2677	27	of	of	IN
37060	2677	28	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2677	29	habits	habit	NNS
37060	2677	30	.	.	.
37060	2678	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2678	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	2678	3	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2678	4	whether	whether	IN
37060	2678	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2678	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2678	7	like	like	UH
37060	2678	8	"	"	``
37060	2678	9	this	this	DT
37060	2678	10	"	"	''
37060	2678	11	or	or	CC
37060	2678	12	like	like	IN
37060	2678	13	"	"	``
37060	2678	14	that	that	IN
37060	2678	15	,	,	,
37060	2678	16	"	"	''
37060	2678	17	illustrating	illustrate	VBG
37060	2678	18	for	for	IN
37060	2678	19	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2678	20	the	the	DT
37060	2678	21	exact	exact	JJ
37060	2678	22	scenario	scenario	NN
37060	2678	23	which	which	WDT
37060	2678	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2678	25	had	have	VBD
37060	2678	26	placed	place	VBN
37060	2678	27	before	before	IN
37060	2678	28	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2678	29	,	,	,
37060	2678	30	and	and	CC
37060	2678	31	often	often	RB
37060	2678	32	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2678	33	would	would	MD
37060	2678	34	say	say	VB
37060	2678	35	,	,	,
37060	2678	36	"	"	``
37060	2678	37	No	no	UH
37060	2678	38	,	,	,
37060	2678	39	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2678	40	did	do	VBD
37060	2678	41	n't	not	RB
37060	2678	42	do	do	VB
37060	2678	43	that	that	DT
37060	2678	44	...	...	NFP
37060	2678	45	or	or	CC
37060	2678	46	at	at	IN
37060	2678	47	least	least	JJS
37060	2678	48	not	not	RB
37060	2678	49	that	that	RB
37060	2678	50	bad	bad	JJ
37060	2678	51	.	.	.
37060	2678	52	"	"	''
37060	2679	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2679	2	only	only	RB
37060	2679	3	complained	complain	VBD
37060	2679	4	about	about	IN
37060	2679	5	those	those	DT
37060	2679	6	things	thing	NNS
37060	2679	7	which	which	WDT
37060	2679	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2679	9	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2679	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2679	11	had	have	VBD
37060	2679	12	not	not	RB
37060	2679	13	done	do	VBN
37060	2679	14	,	,	,
37060	2679	15	for	for	IN
37060	2679	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2679	17	could	could	MD
37060	2679	18	not	not	RB
37060	2679	19	condemn	condemn	VB
37060	2679	20	a	a	DT
37060	2679	21	road	road	NN
37060	2679	22	that	that	WDT
37060	2679	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2679	24	had	have	VBD
37060	2679	25	once	once	RB
37060	2679	26	walked	walk	VBN
37060	2679	27	as	as	IN
37060	2679	28	if	if	IN
37060	2679	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2679	30	feet	foot	NNS
37060	2679	31	had	have	VBD
37060	2679	32	never	never	RB
37060	2679	33	carried	carry	VBN
37060	2679	34	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2679	35	dust	dust	NN
37060	2679	36	.	.	.
37060	2680	1	Finally	finally	RB
37060	2680	2	,	,	,
37060	2680	3	in	in	IN
37060	2680	4	exasperation	exasperation	NN
37060	2680	5	,	,	,
37060	2680	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2680	7	decided	decide	VBD
37060	2680	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2680	9	war	war	NN
37060	2680	10	against	against	IN
37060	2680	11	the	the	DT
37060	2680	12	kindergarten	kindergarten	NN
37060	2680	13	children	child	NNS
37060	2680	14	should	should	MD
37060	2680	15	no	no	RB
37060	2680	16	longer	longer	RB
37060	2680	17	be	be	VB
37060	2680	18	verbalized	verbalize	VBN
37060	2680	19	.	.	.
37060	2681	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	2681	2	4	4	CD
37060	2681	3	,	,	,
37060	2681	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	2681	5	...	...	.
37060	2682	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2682	2	still	still	RB
37060	2682	3	have	have	VBP
37060	2682	4	the	the	DT
37060	2682	5	runs	run	NNS
37060	2682	6	,	,	,
37060	2682	7	but	but	CC
37060	2682	8	the	the	DT
37060	2682	9	tutor	tutor	NN
37060	2682	10	came	come	VBD
37060	2682	11	anyway	anyway	RB
37060	2682	12	.	.	.
37060	2683	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2683	2	did	do	VBD
37060	2683	3	n't	not	RB
37060	2683	4	have	have	VB
37060	2683	5	to	to	TO
37060	2683	6	go	go	VB
37060	2683	7	while	while	IN
37060	2683	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2683	9	was	be	VBD
37060	2683	10	here	here	RB
37060	2683	11	anyway	anyway	RB
37060	2683	12	!	!	.
37060	2684	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2684	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	2684	3	glad	glad	JJ
37060	2684	4	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2684	5	came	come	VBD
37060	2684	6	though	though	RB
37060	2684	7	,	,	,
37060	2684	8	because	because	IN
37060	2684	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2684	10	helps	help	VBZ
37060	2684	11	pass	pass	VB
37060	2684	12	the	the	DT
37060	2684	13	day	day	NN
37060	2684	14	a	a	DT
37060	2684	15	little	little	RB
37060	2684	16	better	well	JJR
37060	2684	17	.	.	.
37060	2685	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2685	2	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	2685	3	drinking	drink	VBG
37060	2685	4	the	the	DT
37060	2685	5	lemonade	lemonade	NN
37060	2685	6	as	as	IN
37060	2685	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2685	8	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	2685	9	to	to	TO
37060	2685	10	"	"	``
37060	2685	11	go	go	VB
37060	2685	12	right	right	RB
37060	2685	13	through	through	IN
37060	2685	14	"	"	``
37060	2685	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2685	16	.	.	.
37060	2686	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2686	2	made	make	VBD
37060	2686	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2686	4	diarrhea	diarrhea	NN
37060	2686	5	all	all	DT
37060	2686	6	foamy	foamy	JJ
37060	2686	7	and	and	CC
37060	2686	8	icky	icky	JJ
37060	2686	9	.	.	.
37060	2687	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2687	2	Not	not	RB
37060	2687	3	to	to	TO
37060	2687	4	mention	mention	VB
37060	2687	5	that	that	IN
37060	2687	6	the	the	DT
37060	2687	7	runs	run	NNS
37060	2687	8	are	be	VBP
37060	2687	9	n't	not	RB
37060	2687	10	icky	icky	JJ
37060	2687	11	and	and	CC
37060	2687	12	gross	gross	JJ
37060	2687	13	and	and	CC
37060	2687	14	all	all	DT
37060	2687	15	of	of	IN
37060	2687	16	that	that	DT
37060	2687	17	anyway	anyway	RB
37060	2687	18	!	!	.
37060	2687	19	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2688	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	2688	2	9	9	CD
37060	2688	3	,	,	,
37060	2688	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	2688	5	...	...	.
37060	2689	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2689	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	2689	3	sure	sure	RB
37060	2689	4	glad	glad	JJ
37060	2689	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2689	6	do	do	VBP
37060	2689	7	n't	not	RB
37060	2689	8	have	have	VB
37060	2689	9	the	the	DT
37060	2689	10	runs	run	NNS
37060	2689	11	anymore	anymore	RB
37060	2689	12	.	.	.
37060	2690	1	Tutor	tutor	NN
37060	2690	2	came	come	VBD
37060	2690	3	today	today	NN
37060	2690	4	.	.	.
37060	2691	1	After	after	IN
37060	2691	2	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2691	3	left	leave	VBD
37060	2691	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2691	5	wrote	write	VBD
37060	2691	6	2	2	CD
37060	2691	7	poems	poem	NNS
37060	2691	8	,	,	,
37060	2691	9	although	although	IN
37060	2691	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2691	11	still	still	RB
37060	2691	12	have	have	VBP
37060	2691	13	to	to	TO
37060	2691	14	do	do	VB
37060	2691	15	some	some	DT
37060	2691	16	changing	change	VBG
37060	2691	17	and	and	CC
37060	2691	18	correcting	correct	VBG
37060	2691	19	.	.	.
37060	2692	1	One	one	CD
37060	2692	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	2692	3	about	about	IN
37060	2692	4	food	food	NN
37060	2692	5	,	,	,
37060	2692	6	and	and	CC
37060	2692	7	the	the	DT
37060	2692	8	other	other	JJ
37060	2692	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	2692	10	about	about	IN
37060	2692	11	the	the	DT
37060	2692	12	bed	bed	NN
37060	2692	13	pans	pan	NNS
37060	2692	14	.	.	.
37060	2693	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2693	2	idea	idea	NN
37060	2693	3	of	of	IN
37060	2693	4	comic	comic	JJ
37060	2693	5	appeal	appeal	NN
37060	2693	6	found	find	VBD
37060	2693	7	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2693	8	way	way	NN
37060	2693	9	into	into	IN
37060	2693	10	the	the	DT
37060	2693	11	creative	creative	JJ
37060	2693	12	outlet	outlet	NN
37060	2693	13	of	of	IN
37060	2693	14	poetry	poetry	NN
37060	2693	15	.	.	.
37060	2694	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2694	2	figured	figure	VBD
37060	2694	3	that	that	IN
37060	2694	4	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	2694	5	could	could	MD
37060	2694	6	relate	relate	VB
37060	2694	7	to	to	IN
37060	2694	8	the	the	DT
37060	2694	9	nastiness	nastiness	NN
37060	2694	10	of	of	IN
37060	2694	11	having	have	VBG
37060	2694	12	to	to	TO
37060	2694	13	use	use	VB
37060	2694	14	a	a	DT
37060	2694	15	bed	bed	NN
37060	2694	16	pan	pan	NN
37060	2694	17	even	even	RB
37060	2694	18	if	if	IN
37060	2694	19	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2694	20	never	never	RB
37060	2694	21	had	have	VBD
37060	2694	22	the	the	DT
37060	2694	23	misfortune	misfortune	NN
37060	2694	24	to	to	TO
37060	2694	25	encounter	encounter	VB
37060	2694	26	one	one	CD
37060	2694	27	;	;	:
37060	2694	28	after	after	RB
37060	2694	29	all	all	RB
37060	2694	30	,	,	,
37060	2694	31	going	go	VBG
37060	2694	32	to	to	IN
37060	2694	33	the	the	DT
37060	2694	34	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	2694	35	was	be	VBD
37060	2694	36	funny	funny	JJ
37060	2694	37	,	,	,
37060	2694	38	if	if	IN
37060	2694	39	for	for	IN
37060	2694	40	no	no	DT
37060	2694	41	other	other	JJ
37060	2694	42	reason	reason	NN
37060	2694	43	than	than	IN
37060	2694	44	the	the	DT
37060	2694	45	fact	fact	NN
37060	2694	46	that	that	IN
37060	2694	47	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2694	48	brought	bring	VBD
37060	2694	49	humanity	humanity	NN
37060	2694	50	down	down	RP
37060	2694	51	to	to	IN
37060	2694	52	the	the	DT
37060	2694	53	elemental	elemental	JJ
37060	2694	54	functions	function	NNS
37060	2694	55	of	of	IN
37060	2694	56	the	the	DT
37060	2694	57	smallest	small	JJS
37060	2694	58	insect	insect	NN
37060	2694	59	.	.	.
37060	2695	1	No	no	DT
37060	2695	2	one	one	NN
37060	2695	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2695	4	above	above	IN
37060	2695	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2695	6	.	.	.
37060	2696	1	"	"	``
37060	2696	2	Diarrhea	Diarrhea	NNP
37060	2696	3	keeps	keep	VBZ
37060	2696	4	the	the	DT
37060	2696	5	world	world	NN
37060	2696	6	running	run	VBG
37060	2696	7	,	,	,
37060	2696	8	"	"	''
37060	2696	9	and	and	CC
37060	2696	10	as	as	RB
37060	2696	11	long	long	RB
37060	2696	12	as	as	IN
37060	2696	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2696	14	was	be	VBD
37060	2696	15	able	able	JJ
37060	2696	16	to	to	TO
37060	2696	17	keep	keep	VB
37060	2696	18	laughing	laugh	VBG
37060	2696	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2696	20	did	do	VBD
37060	2696	21	n't	not	RB
37060	2696	22	seem	seem	VB
37060	2696	23	so	so	RB
37060	2696	24	bad	bad	JJ
37060	2696	25	.	.	.
37060	2697	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2697	2	showed	show	VBD
37060	2697	3	two	two	CD
37060	2697	4	nonsense	nonsense	NN
37060	2697	5	poems	poem	NNS
37060	2697	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2697	7	had	have	VBD
37060	2697	8	written	write	VBN
37060	2697	9	to	to	IN
37060	2697	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2697	11	tutor	tutor	NN
37060	2697	12	;	;	:
37060	2697	13	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2697	14	rewarded	reward	VBD
37060	2697	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2697	16	with	with	IN
37060	2697	17	a	a	DT
37060	2697	18	smile	smile	NN
37060	2697	19	.	.	.
37060	2698	1	Neither	neither	DT
37060	2698	2	of	of	IN
37060	2698	3	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2698	4	mentioned	mention	VBD
37060	2698	5	submitting	submit	VBG
37060	2698	6	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2698	7	for	for	IN
37060	2698	8	the	the	DT
37060	2698	9	yearly	yearly	JJ
37060	2698	10	Junior	Junior	NNP
37060	2698	11	High	High	NNP
37060	2698	12	poetry	poetry	NN
37060	2698	13	collection	collection	NN
37060	2698	14	,	,	,
37060	2698	15	however	however	RB
37060	2698	16	.	.	.
37060	2699	1	After	after	IN
37060	2699	2	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2699	3	departed	depart	VBD
37060	2699	4	,	,	,
37060	2699	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2699	6	turned	turn	VBD
37060	2699	7	toward	toward	IN
37060	2699	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2699	9	lessons	lesson	NNS
37060	2699	10	.	.	.
37060	2700	1	Homework	homework	NN
37060	2700	2	.	.	.
37060	2701	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2701	2	held	hold	VBD
37060	2701	3	the	the	DT
37060	2701	4	word	word	NN
37060	2701	5	in	in	IN
37060	2701	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2701	7	mind	mind	NN
37060	2701	8	and	and	CC
37060	2701	9	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	2701	10	on	on	IN
37060	2701	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2701	12	life	life	NN
37060	2701	13	.	.	.
37060	2702	1	The	the	DT
37060	2702	2	word	word	NN
37060	2702	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2702	4	befitting	befitting	JJ
37060	2702	5	of	of	IN
37060	2702	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2702	7	study	study	NN
37060	2702	8	habits	habit	NNS
37060	2702	9	;	;	:
37060	2702	10	all	all	DT
37060	2702	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2702	12	work	work	NN
37060	2702	13	was	be	VBD
37060	2702	14	homework	homework	NN
37060	2702	15	this	this	DT
37060	2702	16	year	year	NN
37060	2702	17	.	.	.
37060	2703	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2703	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2703	3	're	be	VBP
37060	2703	4	In	in	IN
37060	2703	5	The	the	DT
37060	2703	6	Hospital	Hospital	NNP
37060	2703	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2703	8	say	say	VBP
37060	2703	9	this	this	DT
37060	2703	10	from	from	IN
37060	2703	11	experience	experience	NN
37060	2703	12	For	for	IN
37060	2703	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2703	14	know	know	VBP
37060	2703	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2703	16	's	be	VBZ
37060	2703	17	not	not	RB
37060	2703	18	much	much	JJ
37060	2703	19	fun	fun	NN
37060	2703	20	,	,	,
37060	2703	21	When	when	WRB
37060	2703	22	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2703	23	just	just	RB
37060	2703	24	got	get	VBD
37060	2703	25	ta	to	TO
37060	2703	26	use	use	VB
37060	2703	27	the	the	DT
37060	2703	28	facilities	facility	NNS
37060	2703	29	...	...	.
37060	2704	1	But	but	CC
37060	2704	2	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2704	3	ca	can	MD
37060	2704	4	n't	not	RB
37060	2704	5	get	get	VB
37060	2704	6	up	up	RP
37060	2704	7	to	to	TO
37060	2704	8	run	run	VB
37060	2704	9	!	!	.
37060	2705	1	There	there	EX
37060	2705	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	2705	3	a	a	DT
37060	2705	4	button	button	NN
37060	2705	5	that	that	WDT
37060	2705	6	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2705	7	push	push	VBP
37060	2705	8	for	for	IN
37060	2705	9	a	a	DT
37060	2705	10	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	2705	11	,	,	,
37060	2705	12	Located	Located	NNP
37060	2705	13	somewhere	somewhere	RB
37060	2705	14	near	near	IN
37060	2705	15	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2705	16	bed	bed	NN
37060	2705	17	,	,	,
37060	2705	18	Just	just	RB
37060	2705	19	hope	hope	VB
37060	2705	20	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2705	21	gets	get	VBZ
37060	2705	22	there	there	RB
37060	2705	23	in	in	IN
37060	2705	24	a	a	DT
37060	2705	25	hurry	hurry	NN
37060	2705	26	,	,	,
37060	2705	27	Or	or	CC
37060	2705	28	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2705	29	've	have	VB
37060	2705	30	really	really	RB
37060	2705	31	something	something	NN
37060	2705	32	to	to	TO
37060	2705	33	dread	dread	VB
37060	2705	34	.	.	.
37060	2706	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2706	2	'll	will	MD
37060	2706	3	pull	pull	VB
37060	2706	4	out	out	RP
37060	2706	5	something	something	NN
37060	2706	6	resembling	resemble	VBG
37060	2706	7	A	a	DT
37060	2706	8	well	well	RB
37060	2706	9	bent	bent	JJ
37060	2706	10	silver	silver	NN
37060	2706	11	can	can	MD
37060	2706	12	...	...	.
37060	2706	13	Now	now	RB
37060	2706	14	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2706	15	're	be	VBP
37060	2706	16	the	the	DT
37060	2706	17	center	center	NN
37060	2706	18	of	of	IN
37060	2706	19	attention	attention	NN
37060	2706	20	Seated	seat	VBN
37060	2706	21	on	on	IN
37060	2706	22	that	that	DT
37060	2706	23	cold	cold	JJ
37060	2706	24	bed	bed	NN
37060	2706	25	-	-	HYPH
37060	2706	26	pan	pan	NN
37060	2706	27	!	!	.
37060	2707	1	Different	different	JJ
37060	2707	2	Foods	food	NNS
37060	2707	3	For	for	IN
37060	2707	4	Different	different	JJ
37060	2707	5	Likes	like	NNS
37060	2707	6	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2707	7	's	be	VBZ
37060	2707	8	a	a	DT
37060	2707	9	funny	funny	JJ
37060	2707	10	thing	thing	NN
37060	2707	11	When	when	WRB
37060	2707	12	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2707	13	think	think	VBP
37060	2707	14	about	about	IN
37060	2707	15	foods	food	NNS
37060	2707	16	,	,	,
37060	2707	17	Some	some	DT
37060	2707	18	people	people	NNS
37060	2707	19	eat	eat	VBP
37060	2707	20	different	different	JJ
37060	2707	21	things	thing	NNS
37060	2707	22	To	to	TO
37060	2707	23	suit	suit	VB
37060	2707	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2707	25	changing	change	VBG
37060	2707	26	moods	mood	NNS
37060	2707	27	.	.	.
37060	2708	1	Kids	kid	NNS
37060	2708	2	usually	usually	RB
37060	2708	3	eat	eat	VBP
37060	2708	4	Just	just	RB
37060	2708	5	the	the	DT
37060	2708	6	things	thing	NNS
37060	2708	7	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2708	8	've	have	VB
37060	2708	9	always	always	RB
37060	2708	10	liked	like	VBN
37060	2708	11	,	,	,
37060	2708	12	While	while	IN
37060	2708	13	certain	certain	JJ
37060	2708	14	teens	teen	NNS
37060	2708	15	prefer	prefer	VBP
37060	2708	16	Only	only	RB
37060	2708	17	foods	food	NNS
37060	2708	18	that	that	WDT
37060	2708	19	have	have	VBP
37060	2708	20	been	be	VBN
37060	2708	21	spiked	spike	VBN
37060	2708	22	.	.	.
37060	2709	1	Chinese	Chinese	NNPS
37060	2709	2	sit	sit	VBP
37060	2709	3	on	on	IN
37060	2709	4	the	the	DT
37060	2709	5	floor	floor	NN
37060	2709	6	Eating	eat	VBG
37060	2709	7	egg	egg	NN
37060	2709	8	rolls	roll	NNS
37060	2709	9	and	and	CC
37060	2709	10	cooked	cooked	JJ
37060	2709	11	rice	rice	NN
37060	2709	12	;	;	:
37060	2709	13	But	but	CC
37060	2709	14	to	to	IN
37060	2709	15	the	the	DT
37060	2709	16	Spanish	Spanish	NNP
37060	2709	17	in	in	IN
37060	2709	18	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2709	19	wide	wide	RB
37060	2709	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	2709	21	brimmed	brim	VBN
37060	2709	22	hats	hat	NNS
37060	2709	23	,	,	,
37060	2709	24	Enchiladas	Enchiladas	NNP
37060	2709	25	are	be	VBP
37060	2709	26	quite	quite	RB
37060	2709	27	nice	nice	JJ
37060	2709	28	,	,	,
37060	2709	29	There	there	EX
37060	2709	30	's	be	VBZ
37060	2709	31	the	the	DT
37060	2709	32	cook	cook	NN
37060	2709	33	in	in	IN
37060	2709	34	fancy	fancy	JJ
37060	2709	35	restaurants	restaurant	NNS
37060	2709	36	Making	make	VBG
37060	2709	37	fine	fine	JJ
37060	2709	38	recipes	recipe	NNS
37060	2709	39	for	for	IN
37060	2709	40	"	"	``
37060	2709	41	Turtle	Turtle	NNP
37060	2709	42	Stew	Stew	NNP
37060	2709	43	"	"	''
37060	2709	44	And	and	CC
37060	2709	45	then	then	RB
37060	2709	46	there	there	EX
37060	2709	47	's	be	VBZ
37060	2709	48	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2709	49	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2709	50	at	at	IN
37060	2709	51	home	home	NN
37060	2709	52	,	,	,
37060	2709	53	Concocting	concoct	VBG
37060	2709	54	some	some	DT
37060	2709	55	famous	famous	JJ
37060	2709	56	"	"	``
37060	2709	57	Leftover	Leftover	NNP
37060	2709	58	Brew	Brew	NNP
37060	2709	59	.	.	.
37060	2709	60	"	"	''
37060	2710	1	There	there	EX
37060	2710	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	2710	3	that	that	DT
37060	2710	4	fat	fat	JJ
37060	2710	5	guy	guy	NN
37060	2710	6	going	go	VBG
37060	2710	7	to	to	IN
37060	2710	8	Bishops	bishop	NNS
37060	2710	9	,	,	,
37060	2710	10	To	to	TO
37060	2710	11	get	get	VB
37060	2710	12	Ambrosia	Ambrosia	NNP
37060	2710	13	Pie	Pie	NNP
37060	2710	14	just	just	RB
37060	2710	15	for	for	IN
37060	2710	16	fun	fun	NN
37060	2710	17	,	,	,
37060	2710	18	And	and	CC
37060	2710	19	the	the	DT
37060	2710	20	other	other	JJ
37060	2710	21	guy	guy	NN
37060	2710	22	going	go	VBG
37060	2710	23	to	to	IN
37060	2710	24	McDonalds	McDonalds	NNP
37060	2710	25	for	for	IN
37060	2710	26	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2710	27	Twoallbeefpattiesspecialsaucelettuse	Twoallbeefpattiesspecialsaucelettuse	NNP
37060	2710	28	cheesepicklesonion	cheesepicklesonion	NN
37060	2710	29	Onasesameseedbun	Onasesameseedbun	NNP
37060	2710	30	!	!	.
37060	2711	1	Now	now	RB
37060	2711	2	there	there	EX
37060	2711	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2711	4	Euell	Euell	NNP
37060	2711	5	Gibbons	Gibbons	NNPS
37060	2711	6	in	in	IN
37060	2711	7	the	the	DT
37060	2711	8	forest	forest	NN
37060	2711	9	,	,	,
37060	2711	10	Eating	eat	VBG
37060	2711	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2711	12	"	"	``
37060	2711	13	wild	wild	JJ
37060	2711	14	hickory	hickory	NN
37060	2711	15	nuts	nut	NNS
37060	2711	16	,	,	,
37060	2711	17	"	"	``
37060	2711	18	But	but	CC
37060	2711	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2711	20	heard	hear	VBD
37060	2711	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2711	22	had	have	VBD
37060	2711	23	an	an	DT
37060	2711	24	ulcer	ulcer	NN
37060	2711	25	,	,	,
37060	2711	26	And	and	CC
37060	2711	27	should	should	MD
37060	2711	28	have	have	VB
37060	2711	29	stuck	stick	VBN
37060	2711	30	with	with	IN
37060	2711	31	Pizza	Pizza	NNP
37060	2711	32	Huts	Huts	NNP
37060	2711	33	!	!	.
37060	2712	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2712	2	could	could	MD
37060	2712	3	go	go	VB
37060	2712	4	on	on	RP
37060	2712	5	and	and	CC
37060	2712	6	on	on	IN
37060	2712	7	About	about	IN
37060	2712	8	foods	food	NNS
37060	2712	9	,	,	,
37060	2712	10	drinks	drink	NNS
37060	2712	11	,	,	,
37060	2712	12	sweets	sweet	NNS
37060	2712	13	and	and	CC
37060	2712	14	such	such	JJ
37060	2712	15	,	,	,
37060	2712	16	But	but	CC
37060	2712	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2712	18	think	think	VBP
37060	2712	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2712	20	'd	have	VBD
37060	2712	21	better	better	RB
37060	2712	22	quit	quit	VB
37060	2712	23	now	now	RB
37060	2712	24	,	,	,
37060	2712	25	While	while	IN
37060	2712	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2712	27	still	still	RB
37060	2712	28	have	have	VBP
37060	2712	29	the	the	DT
37060	2712	30	"	"	``
37060	2712	31	rhyming	rhyme	VBG
37060	2712	32	touch	touch	NN
37060	2712	33	"	"	''
37060	2712	34	!	!	.
37060	2713	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	2713	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	2713	3	8th	8th	JJ
37060	2713	4	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	2713	5	February	February	NNP
37060	2713	6	of	of	IN
37060	2713	7	1976	1976	CD
37060	2713	8	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	2713	9	10	10	CD
37060	2713	10	,	,	,
37060	2713	11	1976	1976	CD
37060	2713	12	...	...	.
37060	2714	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2714	2	made	make	VBD
37060	2714	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2714	4	class	class	NN
37060	2714	5	a	a	DT
37060	2714	6	great	great	JJ
37060	2714	7	big	big	JJ
37060	2714	8	valentine	valentine	NN
37060	2714	9	out	out	IN
37060	2714	10	of	of	IN
37060	2714	11	poster	poster	NN
37060	2714	12	board	board	NN
37060	2714	13	.	.	.
37060	2715	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2715	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	2715	3	an	an	DT
37060	2715	4	owl	owl	NN
37060	2715	5	...	...	:
37060	2715	6	Whoo	Whoo	NNP
37060	2715	7	's	's	POS
37060	2715	8	wishing	wish	VBG
37060	2715	9	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2715	10	a	a	DT
37060	2715	11	Happy	Happy	NNP
37060	2715	12	Valentine	Valentine	NNP
37060	2715	13	's	's	POS
37060	2715	14	Day	Day	NNP
37060	2715	15	?	?	.
37060	2716	1	Me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2716	2	Youthful	youthful	JJ
37060	2716	3	love	love	NN
37060	2716	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	2716	5	,	,	,
37060	2716	6	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	2716	7	,	,	,
37060	2716	8	quite	quite	RB
37060	2716	9	intense	intense	JJ
37060	2716	10	.	.	.
37060	2717	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2717	2	bestowed	bestow	VBD
37060	2717	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2717	4	familial	familial	JJ
37060	2717	5	love	love	NN
37060	2717	6	upon	upon	IN
37060	2717	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2717	8	sister	sister	NN
37060	2717	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	2717	10	in	in	IN
37060	2717	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	2717	12	law	law	NN
37060	2717	13	,	,	,
37060	2717	14	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	2717	15	's	's	POS
37060	2717	16	wife	wife	NN
37060	2717	17	,	,	,
37060	2717	18	who	who	WP
37060	2717	19	also	also	RB
37060	2717	20	became	become	VBD
37060	2717	21	the	the	DT
37060	2717	22	companion	companion	NN
37060	2717	23	that	that	IN
37060	2717	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2717	25	mind	mind	NN
37060	2717	26	so	so	RB
37060	2717	27	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	2717	28	demanded	demand	VBN
37060	2717	29	.	.	.
37060	2718	1	In	in	IN
37060	2718	2	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2718	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2718	4	found	find	VBD
37060	2718	5	a	a	DT
37060	2718	6	depth	depth	NN
37060	2718	7	of	of	IN
37060	2718	8	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	2718	9	which	which	WDT
37060	2718	10	had	have	VBD
37060	2718	11	always	always	RB
37060	2718	12	eluded	elude	VBN
37060	2718	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2718	14	;	;	:
37060	2718	15	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	2718	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2718	17	needed	need	VBD
37060	2718	18	to	to	TO
37060	2718	19	grow	grow	VB
37060	2718	20	to	to	TO
37060	2718	21	understand	understand	VB
37060	2718	22	what	what	WP
37060	2718	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2718	24	sought	seek	VBD
37060	2718	25	.	.	.
37060	2719	1	Those	those	DT
37060	2719	2	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	2719	3	which	which	WDT
37060	2719	4	captured	capture	VBD
37060	2719	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2719	6	affection	affection	NN
37060	2719	7	were	be	VBD
37060	2719	8	mutuality	mutuality	NN
37060	2719	9	,	,	,
37060	2719	10	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	2719	11	and	and	CC
37060	2719	12	compatibility	compatibility	NN
37060	2719	13	which	which	WDT
37060	2719	14	required	require	VBD
37060	2719	15	no	no	DT
37060	2719	16	stimulus	stimulus	NN
37060	2719	17	to	to	IN
37060	2719	18	evoke	evoke	NNP
37060	2719	19	,	,	,
37060	2719	20	but	but	CC
37060	2719	21	evolved	evolve	VBD
37060	2719	22	through	through	IN
37060	2719	23	one	one	PRP
37060	2719	24	's	's	POS
37060	2719	25	inherent	inherent	JJ
37060	2719	26	,	,	,
37060	2719	27	natural	natural	JJ
37060	2719	28	character	character	NN
37060	2719	29	as	as	IN
37060	2719	30	demonstrated	demonstrate	VBD
37060	2719	31	to	to	IN
37060	2719	32	the	the	DT
37060	2719	33	other	other	JJ
37060	2719	34	.	.	.
37060	2720	1	Conversation	conversation	NN
37060	2720	2	traversed	traverse	VBD
37060	2720	3	the	the	DT
37060	2720	4	boundaries	boundary	NNS
37060	2720	5	of	of	IN
37060	2720	6	the	the	DT
37060	2720	7	menial	menial	JJ
37060	2720	8	and	and	CC
37060	2720	9	insignificant	insignificant	JJ
37060	2720	10	,	,	,
37060	2720	11	while	while	IN
37060	2720	12	activities	activity	NNS
37060	2720	13	were	be	VBD
37060	2720	14	relished	relish	VBN
37060	2720	15	simply	simply	RB
37060	2720	16	because	because	IN
37060	2720	17	of	of	IN
37060	2720	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2720	19	fondness	fondness	NN
37060	2720	20	for	for	IN
37060	2720	21	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2720	22	and	and	CC
37060	2720	23	,	,	,
37060	2720	24	of	of	IN
37060	2720	25	course	course	NN
37060	2720	26	,	,	,
37060	2720	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2720	28	brother	brother	NN
37060	2720	29	.	.	.
37060	2721	1	In	in	IN
37060	2721	2	addition	addition	NN
37060	2721	3	to	to	IN
37060	2721	4	the	the	DT
37060	2721	5	above	above	JJ
37060	2721	6	characteristics	characteristic	NNS
37060	2721	7	,	,	,
37060	2721	8	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	2721	9	and	and	CC
37060	2721	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2721	11	shared	share	VBD
37060	2721	12	common	common	JJ
37060	2721	13	interests	interest	NNS
37060	2721	14	in	in	IN
37060	2721	15	sewing	sewing	NN
37060	2721	16	,	,	,
37060	2721	17	drawing	drawing	NN
37060	2721	18	,	,	,
37060	2721	19	and	and	CC
37060	2721	20	outdoor	outdoor	JJ
37060	2721	21	activities	activity	NNS
37060	2721	22	;	;	:
37060	2721	23	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2721	24	were	be	VBD
37060	2721	25	also	also	RB
37060	2721	26	both	both	CC
37060	2721	27	thin	thin	RB
37060	2721	28	-	-	HYPH
37060	2721	29	limbed	limbed	JJ
37060	2721	30	,	,	,
37060	2721	31	and	and	CC
37060	2721	32	although	although	IN
37060	2721	33	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2721	34	had	have	VBD
37060	2721	35	gained	gain	VBN
37060	2721	36	weight	weight	NN
37060	2721	37	by	by	IN
37060	2721	38	the	the	DT
37060	2721	39	time	time	NN
37060	2721	40	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2721	41	knew	know	VBD
37060	2721	42	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2721	43	,	,	,
37060	2721	44	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2721	45	remained	remain	VBD
37060	2721	46	thin	thin	JJ
37060	2721	47	.	.	.
37060	2722	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2722	2	appreciated	appreciate	VBD
37060	2722	3	having	have	VBG
37060	2722	4	a	a	DT
37060	2722	5	person	person	NN
37060	2722	6	to	to	IN
37060	2722	7	whom	whom	WP
37060	2722	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2722	9	could	could	MD
37060	2722	10	unabashedly	unabashedly	RB
37060	2722	11	express	express	VB
37060	2722	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2722	13	indifference	indifference	NN
37060	2722	14	toward	toward	IN
37060	2722	15	food	food	NN
37060	2722	16	;	;	:
37060	2722	17	even	even	RB
37060	2722	18	before	before	IN
37060	2722	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2722	20	operation	operation	NN
37060	2722	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2722	22	viewed	view	VBD
37060	2722	23	mealtime	mealtime	NN
37060	2722	24	as	as	IN
37060	2722	25	a	a	DT
37060	2722	26	hassle	hassle	NN
37060	2722	27	and	and	CC
37060	2722	28	a	a	DT
37060	2722	29	must	must	NN
37060	2722	30	for	for	IN
37060	2722	31	survival	survival	NN
37060	2722	32	;	;	:
37060	2722	33	to	to	IN
37060	2722	34	this	this	DT
37060	2722	35	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2722	36	could	could	MD
37060	2722	37	sympathize	sympathize	VB
37060	2722	38	knowingly	knowingly	RB
37060	2722	39	.	.	.
37060	2723	1	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	2723	2	could	could	MD
37060	2723	3	also	also	RB
37060	2723	4	relate	relate	VB
37060	2723	5	to	to	IN
37060	2723	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2723	7	lack	lack	NN
37060	2723	8	of	of	IN
37060	2723	9	womanly	womanly	JJ
37060	2723	10	fat	fat	JJ
37060	2723	11	deposits	deposit	NNS
37060	2723	12	which	which	WDT
37060	2723	13	naturally	naturally	RB
37060	2723	14	accompanied	accompany	VBD
37060	2723	15	a	a	DT
37060	2723	16	thin	thin	JJ
37060	2723	17	stature	stature	NN
37060	2723	18	,	,	,
37060	2723	19	and	and	CC
37060	2723	20	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2723	21	swapped	swap	VBD
37060	2723	22	horror	horror	NN
37060	2723	23	stories	story	NNS
37060	2723	24	and	and	CC
37060	2723	25	lamentations	lamentation	NNS
37060	2723	26	about	about	IN
37060	2723	27	the	the	DT
37060	2723	28	tactless	tactless	NN
37060	2723	29	and	and	CC
37060	2723	30	mentally	mentally	RB
37060	2723	31	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2723	32	dispatched	dispatch	VBN
37060	2723	33	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2723	34	people	people	NNS
37060	2723	35	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2723	36	had	have	VBD
37060	2723	37	encountered	encounter	VBN
37060	2723	38	who	who	WP
37060	2723	39	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	2723	40	taunting	taunting	NN
37060	2723	41	at	at	IN
37060	2723	42	that	that	DT
37060	2723	43	which	which	WDT
37060	2723	44	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2723	45	figures	figure	NNS
37060	2723	46	still	still	RB
37060	2723	47	lacked	lack	VBN
37060	2723	48	.	.	.
37060	2724	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2724	2	generally	generally	RB
37060	2724	3	wrapped	wrap	VBD
37060	2724	4	up	up	RP
37060	2724	5	such	such	JJ
37060	2724	6	conversations	conversation	NNS
37060	2724	7	by	by	IN
37060	2724	8	admitting	admit	VBG
37060	2724	9	that	that	IN
37060	2724	10	thinness	thinness	NN
37060	2724	11	was	be	VBD
37060	2724	12	an	an	DT
37060	2724	13	advantage	advantage	NN
37060	2724	14	.	.	.
37060	2725	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2725	2	were	be	VBD
37060	2725	3	not	not	RB
37060	2725	4	hampered	hamper	VBN
37060	2725	5	in	in	IN
37060	2725	6	any	any	DT
37060	2725	7	way	way	NN
37060	2725	8	by	by	IN
37060	2725	9	excess	excess	JJ
37060	2725	10	baggage	baggage	NN
37060	2725	11	;	;	:
37060	2725	12	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	2725	13	flogged	flog	VBD
37060	2725	14	violently	violently	RB
37060	2725	15	if	if	IN
37060	2725	16	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2725	17	ran	run	VBD
37060	2725	18	,	,	,
37060	2725	19	nor	nor	CC
37060	2725	20	did	do	VBD
37060	2725	21	anything	anything	NN
37060	2725	22	cascade	cascade	VB
37060	2725	23	over	over	IN
37060	2725	24	the	the	DT
37060	2725	25	sides	side	NNS
37060	2725	26	of	of	IN
37060	2725	27	a	a	DT
37060	2725	28	chair	chair	NN
37060	2725	29	as	as	IN
37060	2725	30	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2725	31	sat	sit	VBD
37060	2725	32	.	.	.
37060	2726	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2726	2	could	could	MD
37060	2726	3	easily	easily	RB
37060	2726	4	see	see	VB
37060	2726	5	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2726	6	feet	foot	NNS
37060	2726	7	,	,	,
37060	2726	8	and	and	CC
37060	2726	9	were	be	VBD
37060	2726	10	confident	confident	JJ
37060	2726	11	that	that	IN
37060	2726	12	old	old	JJ
37060	2726	13	age	age	NN
37060	2726	14	would	would	MD
37060	2726	15	find	find	VB
37060	2726	16	few	few	JJ
37060	2726	17	sagging	sag	VBG
37060	2726	18	extremities	extremity	NNS
37060	2726	19	.	.	.
37060	2727	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	2727	2	were	be	VBD
37060	2727	3	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2727	4	consolations	consolation	NNS
37060	2727	5	.	.	.
37060	2728	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2728	2	relished	relish	VBD
37060	2728	3	the	the	DT
37060	2728	4	time	time	NN
37060	2728	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2728	6	spent	spend	VBD
37060	2728	7	in	in	IN
37060	2728	8	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	2728	9	's	's	POS
37060	2728	10	company	company	NN
37060	2728	11	;	;	:
37060	2728	12	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2728	13	helped	help	VBD
37060	2728	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2728	15	through	through	IN
37060	2728	16	the	the	DT
37060	2728	17	year	year	NN
37060	2728	18	of	of	IN
37060	2728	19	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	2728	20	by	by	IN
37060	2728	21	planning	plan	VBG
37060	2728	22	activities	activity	NNS
37060	2728	23	each	each	DT
37060	2728	24	week	week	NN
37060	2728	25	for	for	IN
37060	2728	26	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2728	27	to	to	TO
37060	2728	28	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	2728	29	such	such	JJ
37060	2728	30	as	as	IN
37060	2728	31	running	running	NN
37060	2728	32	errands	errand	NNS
37060	2728	33	and	and	CC
37060	2728	34	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	2728	35	.	.	.
37060	2729	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2729	2	most	most	RBS
37060	2729	3	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	2729	4	the	the	DT
37060	2729	5	invitations	invitation	NNS
37060	2729	6	to	to	TO
37060	2729	7	stay	stay	VB
37060	2729	8	over	over	IN
37060	2729	9	night	night	NN
37060	2729	10	at	at	IN
37060	2729	11	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	2729	12	and	and	CC
37060	2729	13	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	2729	14	's	's	POS
37060	2729	15	house	house	NN
37060	2729	16	,	,	,
37060	2729	17	for	for	IN
37060	2729	18	the	the	DT
37060	2729	19	best	good	JJS
37060	2729	20	entertainment	entertainment	NN
37060	2729	21	was	be	VBD
37060	2729	22	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	2729	23	.	.	.
37060	2730	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2730	2	loved	love	VBD
37060	2730	3	the	the	DT
37060	2730	4	casual	casual	JJ
37060	2730	5	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	2730	6	that	that	WDT
37060	2730	7	permeated	permeate	VBD
37060	2730	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2730	9	house	house	NN
37060	2730	10	,	,	,
37060	2730	11	for	for	IN
37060	2730	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2730	13	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2730	14	to	to	TO
37060	2730	15	whisper	whisper	VB
37060	2730	16	"	"	``
37060	2730	17	the	the	DT
37060	2730	18	simple	simple	JJ
37060	2730	19	pleasures	pleasure	NNS
37060	2730	20	are	be	VBP
37060	2730	21	the	the	DT
37060	2730	22	best	good	JJS
37060	2730	23	.	.	.
37060	2730	24	"	"	''
37060	2731	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2731	2	lived	live	VBD
37060	2731	3	quietly	quietly	RB
37060	2731	4	,	,	,
37060	2731	5	in	in	IN
37060	2731	6	a	a	DT
37060	2731	7	modest	modest	JJ
37060	2731	8	house	house	NN
37060	2731	9	,	,	,
37060	2731	10	feeding	feed	VBG
37060	2731	11	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2731	12	equally	equally	RB
37060	2731	13	modest	modest	JJ
37060	2731	14	income	income	NN
37060	2731	15	into	into	IN
37060	2731	16	house	house	NN
37060	2731	17	payments	payment	NNS
37060	2731	18	,	,	,
37060	2731	19	grocery	grocery	NN
37060	2731	20	bills	bill	NNS
37060	2731	21	and	and	CC
37060	2731	22	gasoline	gasoline	NN
37060	2731	23	for	for	IN
37060	2731	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2731	25	$	$	$
37060	2731	26	400	400	CD
37060	2731	27	Belvedere	belvedere	RB
37060	2731	28	.	.	.
37060	2732	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2732	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2732	3	a	a	DT
37060	2732	4	life	life	NN
37060	2732	5	which	which	WDT
37060	2732	6	yielded	yield	VBD
37060	2732	7	the	the	DT
37060	2732	8	serenity	serenity	NN
37060	2732	9	begotten	begotten	NN
37060	2732	10	of	of	IN
37060	2732	11	honesty	honesty	JJ
37060	2732	12	and	and	CC
37060	2732	13	hard	hard	JJ
37060	2732	14	work	work	NN
37060	2732	15	;	;	:
37060	2732	16	no	no	DT
37060	2732	17	phantoms	phantom	NNS
37060	2732	18	of	of	IN
37060	2732	19	debt	debt	NN
37060	2732	20	wailed	wail	VBN
37060	2732	21	in	in	IN
37060	2732	22	the	the	DT
37060	2732	23	late	late	JJ
37060	2732	24	hours	hour	NNS
37060	2732	25	of	of	IN
37060	2732	26	the	the	DT
37060	2732	27	day	day	NN
37060	2732	28	,	,	,
37060	2732	29	and	and	CC
37060	2732	30	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	2732	31	came	come	VBD
37060	2732	32	easily	easily	RB
37060	2732	33	.	.	.
37060	2733	1	Goals	goal	NNS
37060	2733	2	were	be	VBD
37060	2733	3	sighted	sight	VBN
37060	2733	4	,	,	,
37060	2733	5	then	then	RB
37060	2733	6	realized	realize	VBD
37060	2733	7	,	,	,
37060	2733	8	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	2733	9	,	,	,
37060	2733	10	one	one	CD
37060	2733	11	by	by	IN
37060	2733	12	one	one	CD
37060	2733	13	;	;	:
37060	2733	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2733	15	spent	spend	VBD
37060	2733	16	no	no	DT
37060	2733	17	money	money	NN
37060	2733	18	that	that	WDT
37060	2733	19	was	be	VBD
37060	2733	20	not	not	RB
37060	2733	21	yet	yet	RB
37060	2733	22	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2733	23	own	own	JJ
37060	2733	24	,	,	,
37060	2733	25	but	but	CC
37060	2733	26	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	2733	27	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	2733	28	to	to	TO
37060	2733	29	be	be	VB
37060	2733	30	wanting	want	VBG
37060	2733	31	in	in	IN
37060	2733	32	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2733	33	lives	life	NNS
37060	2733	34	.	.	.
37060	2734	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2734	2	admired	admire	VBD
37060	2734	3	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2734	4	way	way	NN
37060	2734	5	of	of	IN
37060	2734	6	life	life	NN
37060	2734	7	and	and	CC
37060	2734	8	wanted	want	VBD
37060	2734	9	to	to	IN
37060	2734	10	one	one	CD
37060	2734	11	day	day	NN
37060	2734	12	establish	establish	VB
37060	2734	13	a	a	DT
37060	2734	14	home	home	NN
37060	2734	15	based	base	VBN
37060	2734	16	on	on	IN
37060	2734	17	such	such	JJ
37060	2734	18	simplicity	simplicity	NN
37060	2734	19	and	and	CC
37060	2734	20	love	love	NN
37060	2734	21	.	.	.
37060	2735	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2735	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2735	3	stayed	stay	VBD
37060	2735	4	over	over	IN
37060	2735	5	night	night	NN
37060	2735	6	,	,	,
37060	2735	7	the	the	DT
37060	2735	8	living	living	NN
37060	2735	9	room	room	NN
37060	2735	10	couch	couch	NN
37060	2735	11	was	be	VBD
37060	2735	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2735	13	bed	bed	NN
37060	2735	14	.	.	.
37060	2736	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2736	2	faced	face	VBD
37060	2736	3	the	the	DT
37060	2736	4	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	2736	5	and	and	CC
37060	2736	6	in	in	IN
37060	2736	7	the	the	DT
37060	2736	8	morning	morning	NN
37060	2736	9	,	,	,
37060	2736	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2736	11	could	could	MD
37060	2736	12	survey	survey	VB
37060	2736	13	the	the	DT
37060	2736	14	pre	pre	JJ
37060	2736	15	-	-	JJ
37060	2736	16	dawn	dawn	JJ
37060	2736	17	preparation	preparation	NN
37060	2736	18	of	of	IN
37060	2736	19	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	2736	20	.	.	.
37060	2737	1	If	if	IN
37060	2737	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2737	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2737	4	a	a	DT
37060	2737	5	week	week	NN
37060	2737	6	day	day	NN
37060	2737	7	,	,	,
37060	2737	8	Norm	norm	NN
37060	2737	9	would	would	MD
37060	2737	10	appreciatively	appreciatively	RB
37060	2737	11	stuff	stuff	VB
37060	2737	12	three	three	CD
37060	2737	13	or	or	CC
37060	2737	14	four	four	CD
37060	2737	15	blueberry	blueberry	NN
37060	2737	16	muffins	muffin	NNS
37060	2737	17	down	down	IN
37060	2737	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2737	19	throat	throat	NN
37060	2737	20	and	and	CC
37060	2737	21	,	,	,
37060	2737	22	grabbing	grab	VBG
37060	2737	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2737	24	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	2737	25	bucket	bucket	NN
37060	2737	26	,	,	,
37060	2737	27	stride	stride	VB
37060	2737	28	out	out	RP
37060	2737	29	the	the	DT
37060	2737	30	door	door	NN
37060	2737	31	to	to	IN
37060	2737	32	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2737	33	motorcycle	motorcycle	NN
37060	2737	34	.	.	.
37060	2738	1	Weekends	weekend	NNS
37060	2738	2	provided	provide	VBD
37060	2738	3	a	a	DT
37060	2738	4	more	more	RBR
37060	2738	5	leisurely	leisurely	JJ
37060	2738	6	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	2738	7	schedule	schedule	NN
37060	2738	8	,	,	,
37060	2738	9	and	and	CC
37060	2738	10	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	2738	11	rose	rise	VBD
37060	2738	12	at	at	IN
37060	2738	13	generally	generally	RB
37060	2738	14	the	the	DT
37060	2738	15	same	same	JJ
37060	2738	16	time	time	NN
37060	2738	17	.	.	.
37060	2739	1	Often	often	RB
37060	2739	2	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	2739	3	fried	fried	JJ
37060	2739	4	pancakes	pancake	NNS
37060	2739	5	as	as	IN
37060	2739	6	the	the	DT
37060	2739	7	plates	plate	NNS
37060	2739	8	were	be	VBD
37060	2739	9	laid	lay	VBN
37060	2739	10	upon	upon	IN
37060	2739	11	the	the	DT
37060	2739	12	table	table	NN
37060	2739	13	and	and	CC
37060	2739	14	the	the	DT
37060	2739	15	powdered	powder	VBN
37060	2739	16	milk	milk	NN
37060	2739	17	,	,	,
37060	2739	18	butter	butter	NN
37060	2739	19	,	,	,
37060	2739	20	and	and	CC
37060	2739	21	a	a	DT
37060	2739	22	bottle	bottle	NN
37060	2739	23	of	of	IN
37060	2739	24	imitation	imitation	NN
37060	2739	25	maple	maple	NN
37060	2739	26	syrup	syrup	NN
37060	2739	27	were	be	VBD
37060	2739	28	extracted	extract	VBN
37060	2739	29	from	from	IN
37060	2739	30	the	the	DT
37060	2739	31	refrigerator	refrigerator	NN
37060	2739	32	.	.	.
37060	2740	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	2740	2	and	and	CC
37060	2740	3	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	2740	4	bought	buy	VBD
37060	2740	5	the	the	DT
37060	2740	6	least	least	JJS
37060	2740	7	expensive	expensive	JJ
37060	2740	8	items	item	NNS
37060	2740	9	at	at	IN
37060	2740	10	the	the	DT
37060	2740	11	grocery	grocery	NN
37060	2740	12	store	store	NN
37060	2740	13	,	,	,
37060	2740	14	which	which	WDT
37060	2740	15	included	include	VBD
37060	2740	16	the	the	DT
37060	2740	17	substitute	substitute	NN
37060	2740	18	for	for	IN
37060	2740	19	milk	milk	NN
37060	2740	20	and	and	CC
37060	2740	21	a	a	DT
37060	2740	22	cheap	cheap	JJ
37060	2740	23	brand	brand	NN
37060	2740	24	of	of	IN
37060	2740	25	syrup	syrup	NN
37060	2740	26	.	.	.
37060	2741	1	These	these	DT
37060	2741	2	two	two	CD
37060	2741	3	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	2741	4	of	of	IN
37060	2741	5	the	the	DT
37060	2741	6	simple	simple	JJ
37060	2741	7	life	life	NN
37060	2741	8	were	be	VBD
37060	2741	9	the	the	DT
37060	2741	10	only	only	JJ
37060	2741	11	ones	one	NNS
37060	2741	12	which	which	WDT
37060	2741	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2741	14	did	do	VBD
37060	2741	15	not	not	RB
37060	2741	16	find	find	VB
37060	2741	17	appealing	appealing	JJ
37060	2741	18	,	,	,
37060	2741	19	and	and	CC
37060	2741	20	vowed	vow	VBD
37060	2741	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2741	22	would	would	MD
37060	2741	23	always	always	RB
37060	2741	24	buy	buy	VB
37060	2741	25	fresh	fresh	JJ
37060	2741	26	milk	milk	NN
37060	2741	27	and	and	CC
37060	2741	28	decent	decent	JJ
37060	2741	29	syrup	syrup	NN
37060	2741	30	even	even	RB
37060	2741	31	though	though	IN
37060	2741	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2741	33	canned	canned	JJ
37060	2741	34	fruit	fruit	NN
37060	2741	35	would	would	MD
37060	2741	36	bear	bear	VB
37060	2741	37	a	a	DT
37060	2741	38	bargain	bargain	NN
37060	2741	39	label	label	NN
37060	2741	40	.	.	.
37060	2742	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2742	2	guessed	guess	VBD
37060	2742	3	every	every	DT
37060	2742	4	way	way	NN
37060	2742	5	of	of	IN
37060	2742	6	life	life	NN
37060	2742	7	had	have	VBD
37060	2742	8	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2742	9	flaws	flaw	NNS
37060	2742	10	.	.	.
37060	2743	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	2743	2	13	13	CD
37060	2743	3	,	,	,
37060	2743	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	2743	5	...	...	.
37060	2744	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2744	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	2744	3	Friday	Friday	NNP
37060	2744	4	the	the	DT
37060	2744	5	13th	13th	NN
37060	2744	6	...	...	:
37060	2744	7	watch	watch	VB
37060	2744	8	yourself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2744	9	today	today	NN
37060	2744	10	...	...	:
37060	2744	11	Do	do	VB
37060	2744	12	n't	not	RB
37060	2744	13	walk	walk	VB
37060	2744	14	under	under	IN
37060	2744	15	a	a	DT
37060	2744	16	ladder	ladder	NN
37060	2744	17	;	;	:
37060	2744	18	if	if	IN
37060	2744	19	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2744	20	see	see	VBP
37060	2744	21	a	a	DT
37060	2744	22	black	black	JJ
37060	2744	23	cat	cat	NN
37060	2744	24	,	,	,
37060	2744	25	walk	walk	VB
37060	2744	26	the	the	DT
37060	2744	27	other	other	JJ
37060	2744	28	way	way	NN
37060	2744	29	!	!	.
37060	2745	1	Only	only	RB
37060	2745	2	kidding	kid	VBG
37060	2745	3	!	!	.
37060	2746	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2746	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	2746	3	over	over	RB
37060	2746	4	at	at	IN
37060	2746	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	2746	6	's	's	POS
37060	2746	7	right	right	RB
37060	2746	8	now	now	RB
37060	2746	9	.	.	.
37060	2747	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2747	2	had	have	VBD
37060	2747	3	1	1	CD
37060	2747	4	egg	egg	NN
37060	2747	5	and	and	CC
37060	2747	6	3	3	CD
37060	2747	7	bran	bran	NN
37060	2747	8	muffins	muffin	NNS
37060	2747	9	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2747	10	pig	pig	NNP
37060	2747	11	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2747	12	.	.	.
37060	2748	1	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	2748	2	gave	give	VBD
37060	2748	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2748	4	4	4	CD
37060	2748	5	spoons	spoon	NNS
37060	2748	6	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2748	7	wooden	wooden	JJ
37060	2748	8	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2748	9	for	for	IN
37060	2748	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2748	11	hope	hope	NN
37060	2748	12	chest	chest	NN
37060	2748	13	,	,	,
37060	2748	14	that	that	IN
37060	2748	15	Norm	norm	NN
37060	2748	16	made	make	VBD
37060	2748	17	at	at	IN
37060	2748	18	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2748	19	work	work	NN
37060	2748	20	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2748	21	...	...	.
37060	2749	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2749	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	2749	3	real	real	RB
37060	2749	4	good	good	RB
37060	2749	5	this	this	DT
37060	2749	6	morning	morning	NN
37060	2749	7	.	.	.
37060	2750	1	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	2750	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2750	3	'll	will	MD
37060	2750	4	take	take	VB
37060	2750	5	a	a	DT
37060	2750	6	walk	walk	NN
37060	2750	7	!	!	.
37060	2751	1	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	2751	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2751	3	'll	will	MD
37060	2751	4	even	even	RB
37060	2751	5	take	take	VB
37060	2751	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2751	7	camera	camera	NN
37060	2751	8	and	and	CC
37060	2751	9	take	take	VB
37060	2751	10	some	some	DT
37060	2751	11	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	2751	12	.	.	.
37060	2752	1	Staying	stay	VBG
37060	2752	2	at	at	IN
37060	2752	3	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	2752	4	and	and	CC
37060	2752	5	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	2752	6	's	's	POS
37060	2752	7	house	house	NN
37060	2752	8	always	always	RB
37060	2752	9	put	put	VBD
37060	2752	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2752	11	in	in	IN
37060	2752	12	a	a	DT
37060	2752	13	good	good	JJ
37060	2752	14	mood	mood	NN
37060	2752	15	,	,	,
37060	2752	16	for	for	IN
37060	2752	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2752	18	was	be	VBD
37060	2752	19	with	with	IN
37060	2752	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2752	21	favorite	favorite	JJ
37060	2752	22	companions	companion	NNS
37060	2752	23	and	and	CC
37060	2752	24	most	most	RBS
37060	2752	25	important	important	JJ
37060	2752	26	,	,	,
37060	2752	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2752	28	was	be	VBD
37060	2752	29	understood	understand	VBN
37060	2752	30	.	.	.
37060	2753	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2753	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2753	3	so	so	RB
37060	2753	4	at	at	IN
37060	2753	5	ease	ease	NN
37060	2753	6	in	in	IN
37060	2753	7	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2753	8	company	company	NN
37060	2753	9	that	that	IN
37060	2753	10	,	,	,
37060	2753	11	amid	amid	IN
37060	2753	12	life	life	NN
37060	2753	13	's	's	POS
37060	2753	14	pain	pain	NN
37060	2753	15	and	and	CC
37060	2753	16	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	2753	17	,	,	,
37060	2753	18	living	living	NN
37060	2753	19	was	be	VBD
37060	2753	20	still	still	RB
37060	2753	21	worthwhile	worthwhile	JJ
37060	2753	22	.	.	.
37060	2754	1	Living	live	VBG
37060	2754	2	,	,	,
37060	2754	3	in	in	IN
37060	2754	4	fact	fact	NN
37060	2754	5	,	,	,
37060	2754	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2754	7	really	really	RB
37060	2754	8	great	great	JJ
37060	2754	9	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	2754	10	.	.	.
37060	2755	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	2755	2	14	14	CD
37060	2755	3	,	,	,
37060	2755	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	2755	5	...	...	:
37060	2755	6	M.	M.	NNP
37060	2755	7	and	and	CC
37060	2755	8	J.	J.	NNP
37060	2755	9	came	come	VBD
37060	2755	10	over	over	RP
37060	2755	11	today	today	NN
37060	2755	12	and	and	CC
37060	2755	13	gave	give	VBD
37060	2755	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2755	15	some	some	DT
37060	2755	16	valentines	valentine	NNS
37060	2755	17	from	from	IN
37060	2755	18	the	the	DT
37060	2755	19	class	class	NN
37060	2755	20	.	.	.
37060	2756	1	Then	then	RB
37060	2756	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2756	3	talked	talk	VBD
37060	2756	4	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	2756	5	.	.	.
37060	2757	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2757	2	went	go	VBD
37060	2757	3	to	to	TO
37060	2757	4	see	see	VB
37060	2757	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2757	6	a	a	DT
37060	2757	7	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2757	8	movie	movie	NN
37060	2757	9	...	...	:
37060	2758	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2758	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2758	3	real	real	RB
37060	2758	4	funny	funny	JJ
37060	2758	5	...	...	:
37060	2758	6	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	2758	7	17	17	CD
37060	2758	8	,	,	,
37060	2758	9	1976	1976	CD
37060	2758	10	...	...	:
37060	2758	11	Today	today	NN
37060	2758	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	2758	13	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2758	14	's	's	POS
37060	2758	15	birthday	birthday	NN
37060	2758	16	.	.	.
37060	2759	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2759	2	made	make	VBD
37060	2759	3	a	a	DT
37060	2759	4	card	card	NN
37060	2759	5	out	out	IN
37060	2759	6	of	of	IN
37060	2759	7	flannel	flannel	NN
37060	2759	8	,	,	,
37060	2759	9	but	but	CC
37060	2759	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2759	11	did	do	VBD
37060	2759	12	n't	not	RB
37060	2759	13	like	like	VB
37060	2759	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2759	15	,	,	,
37060	2759	16	so	so	RB
37060	2759	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2759	18	threw	throw	VBD
37060	2759	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2759	20	away	away	RB
37060	2759	21	.	.	.
37060	2760	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	2760	2	dug	dig	VBD
37060	2760	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2760	4	out	out	RP
37060	2760	5	when	when	WRB
37060	2760	6	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2760	7	came	come	VBD
37060	2760	8	home	home	RB
37060	2760	9	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2760	10	sad	sad	JJ
37060	2760	11	face	face	NN
37060	2760	12	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2760	13	.	.	.
37060	2761	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2761	2	made	make	VBD
37060	2761	3	another	another	DT
37060	2761	4	card	card	NN
37060	2761	5	out	out	IN
37060	2761	6	of	of	IN
37060	2761	7	a	a	DT
37060	2761	8	box	box	NN
37060	2761	9	.	.	.
37060	2762	1	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2762	2	'd	'd	MD
37060	2762	3	follow	follow	VB
37060	2762	4	the	the	DT
37060	2762	5	arrows	arrow	NNS
37060	2762	6	to	to	IN
37060	2762	7	each	each	DT
37060	2762	8	side	side	NN
37060	2762	9	of	of	IN
37060	2762	10	the	the	DT
37060	2762	11	box	box	NN
37060	2762	12	and	and	CC
37060	2762	13	each	each	DT
37060	2762	14	side	side	NN
37060	2762	15	had	have	VBD
37060	2762	16	a	a	DT
37060	2762	17	different	different	JJ
37060	2762	18	saying	saying	NN
37060	2762	19	on	on	IN
37060	2762	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2762	21	.	.	.
37060	2763	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2763	2	also	also	RB
37060	2763	3	made	make	VBD
37060	2763	4	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2763	5	some	some	DT
37060	2763	6	Rice	Rice	NNP
37060	2763	7	Krispie	Krispie	NNP
37060	2763	8	Treats	Treats	NNP
37060	2763	9	...	...	:
37060	2763	10	never	never	RB
37060	2763	11	again	again	RB
37060	2763	12	!	!	.
37060	2764	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2764	2	liked	like	VBD
37060	2764	3	'em	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2764	4	tho	tho	NN
37060	2764	5	'	'	''
37060	2764	6	...	...	.
37060	2765	1	Boy	boy	UH
37060	2765	2	,	,	,
37060	2765	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2765	4	were	be	VBD
37060	2765	5	like	like	IN
37060	2765	6	bricks	brick	NNS
37060	2765	7	!	!	.
37060	2766	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	2766	2	19	19	CD
37060	2766	3	,	,	,
37060	2766	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	2766	5	...	...	.
37060	2767	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2767	2	made	make	VBD
37060	2767	3	a	a	DT
37060	2767	4	jumper	jumper	NN
37060	2767	5	in	in	IN
37060	2767	6	5	5	CD
37060	2767	7	hours	hour	NNS
37060	2767	8	today	today	NN
37060	2767	9	.	.	.
37060	2768	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2768	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	2768	3	brown	brown	JJ
37060	2768	4	corduroy	corduroy	NN
37060	2768	5	,	,	,
37060	2768	6	bib	bib	VB
37060	2768	7	overall	overall	JJ
37060	2768	8	style	style	NN
37060	2768	9	and	and	CC
37060	2768	10	below	below	IN
37060	2768	11	the	the	DT
37060	2768	12	knees	knee	NNS
37060	2768	13	.	.	.
37060	2769	1	The	the	DT
37060	2769	2	suspenders	suspender	NNS
37060	2769	3	do	do	VBP
37060	2769	4	n't	not	RB
37060	2769	5	have	have	VB
37060	2769	6	clasps	clasp	NNS
37060	2769	7	,	,	,
37060	2769	8	but	but	CC
37060	2769	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2769	10	have	have	VBP
37060	2769	11	snaps	snap	NNS
37060	2769	12	instead	instead	RB
37060	2769	13	.	.	.
37060	2770	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2770	2	made	make	VBD
37060	2770	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2770	4	for	for	IN
37060	2770	5	the	the	DT
37060	2770	6	dance	dance	NN
37060	2770	7	Friday	Friday	NNP
37060	2770	8	.	.	.
37060	2771	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2771	2	would	would	MD
37060	2771	3	have	have	VB
37060	2771	4	liked	like	VBN
37060	2771	5	to	to	TO
37060	2771	6	make	make	VB
37060	2771	7	a	a	DT
37060	2771	8	hat	hat	NN
37060	2771	9	to	to	TO
37060	2771	10	go	go	VB
37060	2771	11	with	with	IN
37060	2771	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2771	13	,	,	,
37060	2771	14	but	but	CC
37060	2771	15	did	do	VBD
37060	2771	16	n't	not	RB
37060	2771	17	have	have	VB
37060	2771	18	enough	enough	JJ
37060	2771	19	material	material	NN
37060	2771	20	.	.	.
37060	2772	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2772	2	surprised	surprise	VBD
37060	2772	3	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2772	4	and	and	CC
37060	2772	5	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	2772	6	a	a	DT
37060	2772	7	lot	lot	NN
37060	2772	8	by	by	IN
37060	2772	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2772	10	.	.	.
37060	2773	1	See	see	VB
37060	2773	2	,	,	,
37060	2773	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2773	4	both	both	DT
37060	2773	5	had	have	VBD
37060	2773	6	gone	go	VBN
37060	2773	7	to	to	IN
37060	2773	8	meetings	meeting	NNS
37060	2773	9	,	,	,
37060	2773	10	so	so	CC
37060	2773	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2773	12	was	be	VBD
37060	2773	13	home	home	NN
37060	2773	14	by	by	IN
37060	2773	15	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2773	16	from	from	IN
37060	2773	17	7:30	7:30	CD
37060	2773	18	to	to	IN
37060	2773	19	9:00	9:00	CD
37060	2773	20	p.m.	p.m.	NN
37060	2773	21	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	2773	22	20	20	CD
37060	2773	23	1976	1976	CD
37060	2773	24	...	...	:
37060	2773	25	Today	today	NN
37060	2773	26	is	be	VBZ
37060	2773	27	the	the	DT
37060	2773	28	dance	dance	NN
37060	2773	29	!	!	.
37060	2774	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2774	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	2774	3	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	2774	4	!	!	.
37060	2775	1	11:56	11:56	CD
37060	2775	2	p.m.--I'm	p.m.--i'm	VBP
37060	2775	3	home	home	RB
37060	2775	4	from	from	IN
37060	2775	5	the	the	DT
37060	2775	6	dance	dance	NN
37060	2775	7	now	now	RB
37060	2775	8	.	.	.
37060	2776	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2776	2	got	get	VBD
37060	2776	3	home	home	RB
37060	2776	4	around	around	IN
37060	2776	5	10:45	10:45	CD
37060	2776	6	or	or	CC
37060	2776	7	so	so	RB
37060	2776	8	.	.	.
37060	2777	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2777	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2777	3	real	real	JJ
37060	2777	4	fun	fun	NN
37060	2777	5	.	.	.
37060	2778	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2778	2	danced	dance	VBD
37060	2778	3	with	with	IN
37060	2778	4	9	9	CD
37060	2778	5	boys	boy	NNS
37060	2778	6	;	;	:
37060	2778	7	one	one	CD
37060	2778	8	boy	boy	UH
37060	2778	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2778	10	danced	dance	VBD
37060	2778	11	with	with	IN
37060	2778	12	twice	twice	RB
37060	2778	13	.	.	.
37060	2779	1	One	one	CD
37060	2779	2	time	time	NN
37060	2779	3	,	,	,
37060	2779	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2779	5	was	be	VBD
37060	2779	6	5	5	CD
37060	2779	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2779	8	songs	song	NNS
37060	2779	9	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2779	10	straight	straight	RB
37060	2779	11	!	!	.
37060	2780	1	Boy	boy	UH
37060	2780	2	,	,	,
37060	2780	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2780	4	legs	leg	NNS
37060	2780	5	and	and	CC
37060	2780	6	feet	foot	NNS
37060	2780	7	ache	ache	JJ
37060	2780	8	.	.	.
37060	2781	1	After	after	IN
37060	2781	2	,	,	,
37060	2781	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2781	4	went	go	VBD
37060	2781	5	to	to	IN
37060	2781	6	Shakey	Shakey	NNP
37060	2781	7	's	's	POS
37060	2781	8	Pizza	Pizza	NNP
37060	2781	9	Parlor	Parlor	NNP
37060	2781	10	.	.	.
37060	2782	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2782	2	had	have	VBD
37060	2782	3	a	a	DT
37060	2782	4	lettuce	lettuce	NN
37060	2782	5	salad	salad	NN
37060	2782	6	for	for	IN
37060	2782	7	60	60	CD
37060	2782	8	cents	cent	NNS
37060	2782	9	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2782	10	one	one	CD
37060	2782	11	boy	boy	NN
37060	2782	12	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2782	13	asked	ask	VBD
37060	2782	14	about	about	RB
37060	2782	15	5	5	CD
37060	2782	16	kids	kid	NNS
37060	2782	17	for	for	IN
37060	2782	18	a	a	DT
37060	2782	19	dime	dime	NN
37060	2782	20	and	and	CC
37060	2782	21	when	when	WRB
37060	2782	22	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2782	23	asked	ask	VBD
37060	2782	24	what	what	WP
37060	2782	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2782	26	was	be	VBD
37060	2782	27	for	for	IN
37060	2782	28	,	,	,
37060	2782	29	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2782	30	said	say	VBD
37060	2782	31	,	,	,
37060	2782	32	"	"	``
37060	2782	33	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2782	34	's	be	VBZ
37060	2782	35	going	go	VBG
37060	2782	36	for	for	IN
37060	2782	37	a	a	DT
37060	2782	38	good	good	JJ
37060	2782	39	cause	cause	NN
37060	2782	40	.	.	.
37060	2782	41	"	"	''
37060	2783	1	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2783	2	know	know	VBP
37060	2783	3	what	what	WP
37060	2783	4	?	?	.
37060	2784	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2784	2	gave	give	VBD
37060	2784	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2784	4	to	to	IN
37060	2784	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2784	6	!	!	.
37060	2785	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2785	2	told	tell	VBD
37060	2785	3	'em	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2785	4	to	to	TO
37060	2785	5	take	take	VB
37060	2785	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2785	7	back	back	RB
37060	2785	8	,	,	,
37060	2785	9	but	but	CC
37060	2785	10	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2785	11	would	would	MD
37060	2785	12	n't	not	RB
37060	2785	13	,	,	,
37060	2785	14	and	and	CC
37060	2785	15	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2785	16	a	a	DT
37060	2785	17	girl	girl	NN
37060	2785	18	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2785	19	said	say	VBD
37060	2785	20	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2785	21	'd	'd	MD
37060	2785	22	be	be	VB
37060	2785	23	mad	mad	JJ
37060	2785	24	at	at	IN
37060	2785	25	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2785	26	if	if	IN
37060	2785	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2785	28	did	do	VBD
37060	2785	29	n't	not	RB
37060	2785	30	.	.	.
37060	2786	1	So	so	CC
37060	2786	2	,	,	,
37060	2786	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2786	4	'm	be	VBP
37060	2786	5	50	50	CD
37060	2786	6	cents	cent	NNS
37060	2786	7	richer	rich	JJR
37060	2786	8	,	,	,
37060	2786	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2786	10	think	think	VBP
37060	2786	11	the	the	DT
37060	2786	12	reason	reason	NN
37060	2786	13	that	that	WRB
37060	2786	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2786	15	danced	dance	VBD
37060	2786	16	so	so	RB
37060	2786	17	much	much	JJ
37060	2786	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	2786	19	because	because	IN
37060	2786	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2786	21	've	have	VB
37060	2786	22	been	be	VBN
37060	2786	23	gone	go	VBN
37060	2786	24	.	.	.
37060	2787	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2787	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2787	3	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	2787	4	to	to	IN
37060	2787	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2787	6	that	that	IN
37060	2787	7	some	some	DT
37060	2787	8	of	of	IN
37060	2787	9	the	the	DT
37060	2787	10	attention	attention	NN
37060	2787	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2787	12	had	have	VBD
37060	2787	13	received	receive	VBN
37060	2787	14	was	be	VBD
37060	2787	15	due	due	JJ
37060	2787	16	to	to	IN
37060	2787	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2787	18	illness	illness	NN
37060	2787	19	,	,	,
37060	2787	20	for	for	IN
37060	2787	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2787	22	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	2787	23	had	have	VBD
37060	2787	24	suffered	suffer	VBN
37060	2787	25	since	since	IN
37060	2787	26	7th	7th	JJ
37060	2787	27	grade	grade	NN
37060	2787	28	and	and	CC
37060	2787	29	popularity	popularity	NN
37060	2787	30	had	have	VBD
37060	2787	31	never	never	RB
37060	2787	32	been	be	VBN
37060	2787	33	a	a	DT
37060	2787	34	concern	concern	NN
37060	2787	35	of	of	IN
37060	2787	36	mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2787	37	.	.	.
37060	2788	1	Nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	2788	2	,	,	,
37060	2788	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2788	4	was	be	VBD
37060	2788	5	pleased	pleased	JJ
37060	2788	6	to	to	TO
37060	2788	7	have	have	VB
37060	2788	8	been	be	VBN
37060	2788	9	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	2788	10	by	by	IN
37060	2788	11	those	those	DT
37060	2788	12	with	with	IN
37060	2788	13	whom	whom	WP
37060	2788	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2788	15	had	have	VBD
37060	2788	16	always	always	RB
37060	2788	17	maintained	maintain	VBN
37060	2788	18	friendly	friendly	JJ
37060	2788	19	terms	term	NNS
37060	2788	20	.	.	.
37060	2789	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2789	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2789	3	common	common	JJ
37060	2789	4	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	2789	5	that	that	WDT
37060	2789	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2789	7	wore	wear	VBD
37060	2789	8	a	a	DT
37060	2789	9	wig	wig	NN
37060	2789	10	;	;	:
37060	2789	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2789	12	was	be	VBD
37060	2789	13	glad	glad	JJ
37060	2789	14	that	that	IN
37060	2789	15	no	no	DT
37060	2789	16	one	one	NN
37060	2789	17	stared	stare	VBD
37060	2789	18	or	or	CC
37060	2789	19	gawked	gawk	VBD
37060	2789	20	at	at	IN
37060	2789	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2789	22	with	with	IN
37060	2789	23	unnatural	unnatural	JJ
37060	2789	24	interest	interest	NN
37060	2789	25	;	;	:
37060	2789	26	some	some	DT
37060	2789	27	even	even	RB
37060	2789	28	said	say	VBD
37060	2789	29	that	that	IN
37060	2789	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2789	31	short	short	JJ
37060	2789	32	hair	hair	NN
37060	2789	33	looked	look	VBD
37060	2789	34	nice	nice	JJ
37060	2789	35	,	,	,
37060	2789	36	to	to	TO
37060	2789	37	which	which	WDT
37060	2789	38	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2789	39	would	would	MD
37060	2789	40	reply	reply	VB
37060	2789	41	with	with	IN
37060	2789	42	a	a	DT
37060	2789	43	word	word	NN
37060	2789	44	of	of	IN
37060	2789	45	appreciation	appreciation	NN
37060	2789	46	,	,	,
37060	2789	47	knowing	know	VBG
37060	2789	48	that	that	IN
37060	2789	49	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2789	50	could	could	MD
37060	2789	51	never	never	RB
37060	2789	52	believe	believe	VB
37060	2789	53	the	the	DT
37060	2789	54	statements	statement	NNS
37060	2789	55	,	,	,
37060	2789	56	despite	despite	IN
37060	2789	57	the	the	DT
37060	2789	58	good	good	JJ
37060	2789	59	intention	intention	NN
37060	2789	60	behind	behind	IN
37060	2789	61	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2789	62	.	.	.
37060	2790	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2790	2	had	have	VBD
37060	2790	3	explained	explain	VBN
37060	2790	4	the	the	DT
37060	2790	5	entire	entire	JJ
37060	2790	6	episode	episode	NN
37060	2790	7	to	to	IN
37060	2790	8	M.	M.	NNP
37060	2790	9	and	and	CC
37060	2790	10	J.	J.	NNP
37060	2790	11	when	when	WRB
37060	2790	12	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2790	13	visited	visit	VBD
37060	2790	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2790	15	on	on	IN
37060	2790	16	Valentine	Valentine	NNP
37060	2790	17	's	's	POS
37060	2790	18	Day	Day	NNP
37060	2790	19	,	,	,
37060	2790	20	telling	tell	VBG
37060	2790	21	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2790	22	that	that	IN
37060	2790	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2790	24	wished	wish	VBD
37060	2790	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2790	26	plight	plight	NN
37060	2790	27	to	to	TO
37060	2790	28	be	be	VB
37060	2790	29	honestly	honestly	RB
37060	2790	30	related	relate	VBN
37060	2790	31	to	to	IN
37060	2790	32	those	those	DT
37060	2790	33	of	of	IN
37060	2790	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2790	35	acquaintance	acquaintance	NN
37060	2790	36	,	,	,
37060	2790	37	for	for	IN
37060	2790	38	carrying	carry	VBG
37060	2790	39	such	such	PDT
37060	2790	40	a	a	DT
37060	2790	41	secret	secret	NN
37060	2790	42	would	would	MD
37060	2790	43	have	have	VB
37060	2790	44	been	be	VBN
37060	2790	45	like	like	IN
37060	2790	46	transporting	transport	VBG
37060	2790	47	a	a	DT
37060	2790	48	dandelion	dandelion	NN
37060	2790	49	seed	seed	NN
37060	2790	50	head	head	NN
37060	2790	51	on	on	IN
37060	2790	52	a	a	DT
37060	2790	53	windy	windy	JJ
37060	2790	54	day	day	NN
37060	2790	55	.	.	.
37060	2791	1	Seeds	seed	NNS
37060	2791	2	of	of	IN
37060	2791	3	both	both	DT
37060	2791	4	truth	truth	NN
37060	2791	5	and	and	CC
37060	2791	6	controversy	controversy	NN
37060	2791	7	would	would	MD
37060	2791	8	have	have	VB
37060	2791	9	flown	fly	VBN
37060	2791	10	everywhere	everywhere	RB
37060	2791	11	,	,	,
37060	2791	12	and	and	CC
37060	2791	13	deception	deception	NN
37060	2791	14	on	on	IN
37060	2791	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2791	16	behalf	behalf	NN
37060	2791	17	would	would	MD
37060	2791	18	only	only	RB
37060	2791	19	have	have	VB
37060	2791	20	served	serve	VBN
37060	2791	21	to	to	TO
37060	2791	22	germinate	germinate	VB
37060	2791	23	further	further	JJ
37060	2791	24	curiosity	curiosity	NN
37060	2791	25	.	.	.
37060	2792	1	The	the	DT
37060	2792	2	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	2792	3	at	at	IN
37060	2792	4	the	the	DT
37060	2792	5	dance	dance	NN
37060	2792	6	demonstrated	demonstrate	VBD
37060	2792	7	that	that	IN
37060	2792	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2792	9	had	have	VBD
37060	2792	10	not	not	RB
37060	2792	11	been	be	VBN
37060	2792	12	completely	completely	RB
37060	2792	13	forgotten	forget	VBN
37060	2792	14	in	in	IN
37060	2792	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2792	16	absence	absence	NN
37060	2792	17	,	,	,
37060	2792	18	although	although	IN
37060	2792	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2792	20	also	also	RB
37060	2792	21	served	serve	VBD
37060	2792	22	to	to	TO
37060	2792	23	amplify	amplify	VB
37060	2792	24	the	the	DT
37060	2792	25	unusual	unusual	JJ
37060	2792	26	nature	nature	NN
37060	2792	27	of	of	IN
37060	2792	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2792	29	current	current	JJ
37060	2792	30	way	way	NN
37060	2792	31	of	of	IN
37060	2792	32	life	life	NN
37060	2792	33	in	in	IN
37060	2792	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2792	35	own	own	JJ
37060	2792	36	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2792	37	.	.	.
37060	2793	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2793	2	lived	live	VBD
37060	2793	3	each	each	DT
37060	2793	4	day	day	NN
37060	2793	5	as	as	IN
37060	2793	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2793	7	presented	present	VBD
37060	2793	8	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2793	9	,	,	,
37060	2793	10	not	not	RB
37060	2793	11	dwelling	dwell	VBG
37060	2793	12	on	on	IN
37060	2793	13	dejection	dejection	NN
37060	2793	14	,	,	,
37060	2793	15	pain	pain	NN
37060	2793	16	,	,	,
37060	2793	17	or	or	CC
37060	2793	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2793	19	severance	severance	NN
37060	2793	20	from	from	IN
37060	2793	21	the	the	DT
37060	2793	22	rest	rest	NN
37060	2793	23	of	of	IN
37060	2793	24	the	the	DT
37060	2793	25	world	world	NN
37060	2793	26	.	.	.
37060	2794	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2794	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2794	3	dreamed	dream	VBD
37060	2794	4	,	,	,
37060	2794	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2794	6	did	do	VBD
37060	2794	7	not	not	RB
37060	2794	8	dream	dream	VB
37060	2794	9	of	of	IN
37060	2794	10	the	the	DT
37060	2794	11	past	past	NN
37060	2794	12	,	,	,
37060	2794	13	and	and	CC
37060	2794	14	was	be	VBD
37060	2794	15	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	2794	16	a	a	DT
37060	2794	17	trifle	trifle	NN
37060	2794	18	shocked	shock	VBN
37060	2794	19	at	at	IN
37060	2794	20	the	the	DT
37060	2794	21	difference	difference	NN
37060	2794	22	of	of	IN
37060	2794	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2794	24	days	day	NNS
37060	2794	25	to	to	IN
37060	2794	26	those	those	DT
37060	2794	27	of	of	IN
37060	2794	28	other	other	JJ
37060	2794	29	youth	youth	NN
37060	2794	30	.	.	.
37060	2795	1	Through	through	IN
37060	2795	2	the	the	DT
37060	2795	3	months	month	NNS
37060	2795	4	,	,	,
37060	2795	5	abnormalcy	abnormalcy	NNP
37060	2795	6	became	become	VBD
37060	2795	7	"	"	``
37060	2795	8	normal	normal	JJ
37060	2795	9	"	"	''
37060	2795	10	for	for	IN
37060	2795	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2795	12	;	;	:
37060	2795	13	and	and	CC
37060	2795	14	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	2795	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2795	16	was	be	VBD
37060	2795	17	beneficial	beneficial	JJ
37060	2795	18	that	that	IN
37060	2795	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2795	20	could	could	MD
37060	2795	21	think	think	VB
37060	2795	22	along	along	IN
37060	2795	23	those	those	DT
37060	2795	24	lines	line	NNS
37060	2795	25	,	,	,
37060	2795	26	for	for	IN
37060	2795	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2795	28	was	be	VBD
37060	2795	29	able	able	JJ
37060	2795	30	to	to	TO
37060	2795	31	adapt	adapt	VB
37060	2795	32	to	to	IN
37060	2795	33	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2795	34	situation	situation	NN
37060	2795	35	without	without	IN
37060	2795	36	undue	undue	JJ
37060	2795	37	frustration	frustration	NN
37060	2795	38	.	.	.
37060	2796	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2796	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	2796	3	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	2796	4	to	to	TO
37060	2796	5	live	live	VB
37060	2796	6	"	"	''
37060	2796	7	with	with	IN
37060	2796	8	"	"	``
37060	2796	9	something	something	NN
37060	2796	10	if	if	IN
37060	2796	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2796	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	2796	13	the	the	DT
37060	2796	14	source	source	NN
37060	2796	15	of	of	IN
37060	2796	16	continual	continual	JJ
37060	2796	17	mental	mental	JJ
37060	2796	18	torment	torment	NN
37060	2796	19	.	.	.
37060	2797	1	Aloneness	aloneness	NN
37060	2797	2	did	do	VBD
37060	2797	3	not	not	RB
37060	2797	4	parallel	parallel	VB
37060	2797	5	loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	2797	6	;	;	:
37060	2797	7	many	many	JJ
37060	2797	8	times	time	NNS
37060	2797	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2797	10	was	be	VBD
37060	2797	11	very	very	RB
37060	2797	12	happy	happy	JJ
37060	2797	13	that	that	IN
37060	2797	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2797	15	health	health	NN
37060	2797	16	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	2797	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2797	18	to	to	TO
37060	2797	19	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	2797	20	social	social	JJ
37060	2797	21	involvements	involvement	NNS
37060	2797	22	,	,	,
37060	2797	23	despite	despite	IN
37060	2797	24	the	the	DT
37060	2797	25	fact	fact	NN
37060	2797	26	that	that	IN
37060	2797	27	,	,	,
37060	2797	28	after	after	IN
37060	2797	29	too	too	RB
37060	2797	30	much	much	JJ
37060	2797	31	solitude	solitude	NN
37060	2797	32	,	,	,
37060	2797	33	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	2797	34	with	with	IN
37060	2797	35	others	other	NNS
37060	2797	36	became	become	VBD
37060	2797	37	increasingly	increasingly	RB
37060	2797	38	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	2797	39	.	.	.
37060	2798	1	People	People	NNS
37060	2798	2	were	be	VBD
37060	2798	3	very	very	RB
37060	2798	4	good	good	JJ
37060	2798	5	to	to	IN
37060	2798	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2798	7	during	during	IN
37060	2798	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2798	9	year	year	NN
37060	2798	10	of	of	IN
37060	2798	11	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	2798	12	,	,	,
37060	2798	13	and	and	CC
37060	2798	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2798	15	received	receive	VBD
37060	2798	16	attention	attention	NN
37060	2798	17	which	which	WDT
37060	2798	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2798	19	would	would	MD
37060	2798	20	not	not	RB
37060	2798	21	have	have	VB
37060	2798	22	enjoyed	enjoy	VBN
37060	2798	23	had	have	VBD
37060	2798	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2798	25	not	not	RB
37060	2798	26	been	be	VBN
37060	2798	27	for	for	IN
37060	2798	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2798	29	health	health	NN
37060	2798	30	problem	problem	NN
37060	2798	31	.	.	.
37060	2799	1	As	as	IN
37060	2799	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2799	3	mentioned	mention	VBD
37060	2799	4	previously	previously	RB
37060	2799	5	,	,	,
37060	2799	6	women	woman	NNS
37060	2799	7	from	from	IN
37060	2799	8	church	church	NN
37060	2799	9	would	would	MD
37060	2799	10	stop	stop	VB
37060	2799	11	by	by	IN
37060	2799	12	to	to	TO
37060	2799	13	visit	visit	VB
37060	2799	14	,	,	,
37060	2799	15	occasionally	occasionally	RB
37060	2799	16	bearing	bear	VBG
37060	2799	17	a	a	DT
37060	2799	18	plate	plate	NN
37060	2799	19	of	of	IN
37060	2799	20	cookies	cookie	NNS
37060	2799	21	or	or	CC
37060	2799	22	other	other	JJ
37060	2799	23	food	food	NN
37060	2799	24	which	which	WDT
37060	2799	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2799	26	found	find	VBD
37060	2799	27	appealing	appeal	VBG
37060	2799	28	,	,	,
37060	2799	29	or	or	CC
37060	2799	30	spend	spend	VB
37060	2799	31	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2799	32	time	time	NN
37060	2799	33	with	with	IN
37060	2799	34	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2799	35	making	make	VBG
37060	2799	36	crafts	craft	NNS
37060	2799	37	.	.	.
37060	2800	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2800	2	aunt	aunt	NN
37060	2800	3	who	who	WP
37060	2800	4	lived	live	VBD
37060	2800	5	next	next	JJ
37060	2800	6	door	door	NN
37060	2800	7	,	,	,
37060	2800	8	also	also	RB
37060	2800	9	dropped	drop	VBD
37060	2800	10	by	by	RB
37060	2800	11	,	,	,
37060	2800	12	or	or	CC
37060	2800	13	took	take	VBD
37060	2800	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2800	15	on	on	IN
37060	2800	16	small	small	JJ
37060	2800	17	outings	outing	NNS
37060	2800	18	,	,	,
37060	2800	19	as	as	IN
37060	2800	20	did	do	VBD
37060	2800	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2800	22	sister	sister	NN
37060	2800	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	2800	24	in	in	IN
37060	2800	25	-	-	HYPH
37060	2800	26	law	law	NN
37060	2800	27	,	,	,
37060	2800	28	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	2800	29	.	.	.
37060	2801	1	March	March	NNP
37060	2801	2	15	15	CD
37060	2801	3	,	,	,
37060	2801	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	2801	5	...	...	.
37060	2802	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2802	2	did	do	VBD
37060	2802	3	n't	not	RB
37060	2802	4	get	get	VB
37060	2802	5	any	any	DT
37060	2802	6	mail	mail	NN
37060	2802	7	today	today	NN
37060	2802	8	.	.	.
37060	2803	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2803	2	that	that	DT
37060	2803	3	happens	happen	VBZ
37060	2803	4	,	,	,
37060	2803	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2803	6	almost	almost	RB
37060	2803	7	ruins	ruin	VBZ
37060	2803	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2803	9	whole	whole	JJ
37060	2803	10	day	day	NN
37060	2803	11	.	.	.
37060	2804	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2804	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	2804	3	supposed	suppose	VBN
37060	2804	4	to	to	TO
37060	2804	5	get	get	VB
37060	2804	6	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2804	7	a	a	DT
37060	2804	8	long	long	JJ
37060	2804	9	listing	listing	NN
37060	2804	10	of	of	IN
37060	2804	11	expected	expected	JJ
37060	2804	12	mail	mail	NN
37060	2804	13	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2804	14	...	...	.
37060	2805	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2805	2	hope	hope	VBP
37060	2805	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2805	4	get	get	VBP
37060	2805	5	something	something	NN
37060	2805	6	tomorrow	tomorrow	NN
37060	2805	7	...	...	.
37060	2806	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2806	2	love	love	VBP
37060	2806	3	getting	get	VBG
37060	2806	4	mail	mail	NN
37060	2806	5	...	...	NFP
37060	2806	6	especially	especially	RB
37060	2806	7	packages	package	NNS
37060	2806	8	.	.	.
37060	2807	1	March	March	NNP
37060	2807	2	16	16	CD
37060	2807	3	,	,	,
37060	2807	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	2807	5	...	...	:
37060	2807	6	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2807	7	back	back	NN
37060	2807	8	really	really	RB
37060	2807	9	hurts	hurt	VBZ
37060	2807	10	today	today	NN
37060	2807	11	,	,	,
37060	2807	12	kinda	kinda	VB
37060	2807	13	all	all	RB
37060	2807	14	around	around	IN
37060	2807	15	the	the	DT
37060	2807	16	middle	middle	NN
37060	2807	17	.	.	.
37060	2808	1	No	no	DT
37060	2808	2	mail	mail	NN
37060	2808	3	came	come	VBD
37060	2808	4	today	today	NN
37060	2808	5	at	at	RB
37060	2808	6	all	all	RB
37060	2808	7	.	.	.
37060	2809	1	RATS	RATS	NNP
37060	2809	2	!	!	.
37060	2810	1	Some	some	DT
37060	2810	2	days	day	NNS
37060	2810	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2810	4	just	just	RB
37060	2810	5	feel	feel	VBP
37060	2810	6	like	like	IN
37060	2810	7	sitting	sit	VBG
37060	2810	8	down	down	RP
37060	2810	9	and	and	CC
37060	2810	10	bawling	bawl	VBG
37060	2810	11	when	when	WRB
37060	2810	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2810	13	do	do	VBP
37060	2810	14	n't	not	RB
37060	2810	15	get	get	VB
37060	2810	16	any	any	DT
37060	2810	17	packages	package	NNS
37060	2810	18	or	or	CC
37060	2810	19	letter	letter	NN
37060	2810	20	or	or	CC
37060	2810	21	anything	anything	NN
37060	2810	22	.	.	.
37060	2811	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2811	2	day	day	NN
37060	2811	3	hit	hit	VBD
37060	2811	4	a	a	DT
37060	2811	5	rock	rock	NN
37060	2811	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	2811	7	bottom	bottom	NN
37060	2811	8	low	low	NN
37060	2811	9	when	when	WRB
37060	2811	10	no	no	DT
37060	2811	11	mail	mail	NN
37060	2811	12	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	2811	13	,	,	,
37060	2811	14	but	but	CC
37060	2811	15	two	two	CD
37060	2811	16	days	day	NNS
37060	2811	17	in	in	IN
37060	2811	18	a	a	DT
37060	2811	19	row	row	NN
37060	2811	20	was	be	VBD
37060	2811	21	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	2811	22	insufferable	insufferable	JJ
37060	2811	23	.	.	.
37060	2812	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2812	2	wrote	write	VBD
37060	2812	3	to	to	IN
37060	2812	4	relatives	relative	NNS
37060	2812	5	,	,	,
37060	2812	6	two	two	CD
37060	2812	7	pen	pen	NN
37060	2812	8	pals	pal	NNS
37060	2812	9	,	,	,
37060	2812	10	and	and	CC
37060	2812	11	a	a	DT
37060	2812	12	girl	girl	NN
37060	2812	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2812	14	had	have	VBD
37060	2812	15	met	meet	VBN
37060	2812	16	in	in	IN
37060	2812	17	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	2812	18	,	,	,
37060	2812	19	Mn	Mn	NNP
37060	2812	20	;	;	:
37060	2812	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2812	22	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2812	23	incredible	incredible	JJ
37060	2812	24	that	that	IN
37060	2812	25	no	no	DT
37060	2812	26	one	one	PRP
37060	2812	27	would	would	MD
37060	2812	28	have	have	VB
37060	2812	29	written	write	VBN
37060	2812	30	and	and	CC
37060	2812	31	no	no	DT
37060	2812	32	catalog	catalog	NN
37060	2812	33	or	or	CC
37060	2812	34	advertisement	advertisement	NN
37060	2812	35	buffered	buffer	VBD
37060	2812	36	the	the	DT
37060	2812	37	disappointing	disappointing	JJ
37060	2812	38	sight	sight	NN
37060	2812	39	of	of	IN
37060	2812	40	the	the	DT
37060	2812	41	empty	empty	JJ
37060	2812	42	mailbox	mailbox	NN
37060	2812	43	.	.	.
37060	2813	1	This	this	DT
37060	2813	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2813	3	depression	depression	NN
37060	2813	4	in	in	IN
37060	2813	5	the	the	DT
37060	2813	6	life	life	NN
37060	2813	7	of	of	IN
37060	2813	8	a	a	DT
37060	2813	9	home	home	NN
37060	2813	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	2813	11	bound	bind	VBN
37060	2813	12	14	14	CD
37060	2813	13	year	year	NN
37060	2813	14	old	old	JJ
37060	2813	15	.	.	.
37060	2814	1	Several	several	JJ
37060	2814	2	months	month	NNS
37060	2814	3	later	later	RB
37060	2814	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2814	5	decided	decide	VBD
37060	2814	6	to	to	TO
37060	2814	7	remedy	remedy	VB
37060	2814	8	the	the	DT
37060	2814	9	depressing	depress	VBG
37060	2814	10	situation	situation	NN
37060	2814	11	by	by	IN
37060	2814	12	sending	send	VBG
37060	2814	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2814	14	name	name	NN
37060	2814	15	and	and	CC
37060	2814	16	photo	photo	NN
37060	2814	17	to	to	IN
37060	2814	18	a	a	DT
37060	2814	19	publication	publication	NN
37060	2814	20	produced	produce	VBN
37060	2814	21	by	by	IN
37060	2814	22	an	an	DT
37060	2814	23	insurance	insurance	NN
37060	2814	24	company	company	NN
37060	2814	25	which	which	WDT
37060	2814	26	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2814	27	received	receive	VBD
37060	2814	28	regularly	regularly	RB
37060	2814	29	.	.	.
37060	2815	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	2815	2	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2815	3	written	write	VBN
37060	2815	4	to	to	IN
37060	2815	5	two	two	CD
37060	2815	6	girls	girl	NNS
37060	2815	7	who	who	WP
37060	2815	8	had	have	VBD
37060	2815	9	appeared	appear	VBN
37060	2815	10	in	in	IN
37060	2815	11	the	the	DT
37060	2815	12	magazine	magazine	NN
37060	2815	13	,	,	,
37060	2815	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2815	15	figured	figure	VBD
37060	2815	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2815	17	should	should	MD
37060	2815	18	try	try	VB
37060	2815	19	to	to	TO
37060	2815	20	put	put	VB
37060	2815	21	an	an	DT
37060	2815	22	end	end	NN
37060	2815	23	to	to	IN
37060	2815	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2815	25	disgusting	disgusting	JJ
37060	2815	26	predicament	predicament	NN
37060	2815	27	since	since	IN
37060	2815	28	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2815	29	had	have	VBD
37060	2815	30	reported	report	VBN
37060	2815	31	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	2815	32	as	as	RB
37060	2815	33	many	many	JJ
37060	2815	34	as	as	IN
37060	2815	35	20	20	CD
37060	2815	36	-	-	HYPH
37060	2815	37	3O	3o	NN
37060	2815	38	letters	letter	NNS
37060	2815	39	.	.	.
37060	2816	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2816	2	described	describe	VBD
37060	2816	3	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2816	4	,	,	,
37060	2816	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2816	6	hobbies	hobby	NNS
37060	2816	7	and	and	CC
37060	2816	8	,	,	,
37060	2816	9	including	include	VBG
37060	2816	10	a	a	DT
37060	2816	11	7th	7th	JJ
37060	2816	12	grade	grade	NN
37060	2816	13	photograph	photograph	NN
37060	2816	14	,	,	,
37060	2816	15	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	2816	16	mailed	mail	VBD
37060	2816	17	the	the	DT
37060	2816	18	envelope	envelope	NN
37060	2816	19	.	.	.
37060	2817	1	March	March	NNP
37060	2817	2	19	19	CD
37060	2817	3	,	,	,
37060	2817	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	2817	5	...	...	.
37060	2818	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2818	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	2818	3	to	to	TO
37060	2818	4	go	go	VB
37060	2818	5	to	to	IN
37060	2818	6	Col	Col	NNP
37060	2818	7	.	.	NNP
37060	2818	8	with	with	IN
37060	2818	9	K.	K.	NNP
37060	2818	10	in	in	IN
37060	2818	11	the	the	DT
37060	2818	12	summer	summer	NN
37060	2818	13	and	and	CC
37060	2818	14	told	tell	VBD
37060	2818	15	dad	dad	NN
37060	2818	16	.	.	.
37060	2819	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2819	2	said	say	VBD
37060	2819	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2819	4	'd	'd	MD
37060	2819	5	not	not	RB
37060	2819	6	be	be	VB
37060	2819	7	able	able	JJ
37060	2819	8	to	to	TO
37060	2819	9	.	.	.
37060	2820	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2820	2	never	never	RB
37060	2820	3	get	get	VBP
37060	2820	4	to	to	TO
37060	2820	5	go	go	VB
37060	2820	6	anywhere	anywhere	RB
37060	2820	7	with	with	IN
37060	2820	8	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2820	9	.	.	.
37060	2821	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2821	2	told	tell	VBD
37060	2821	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2821	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2821	5	would	would	MD
37060	2821	6	n't	not	RB
37060	2821	7	go	go	VB
37060	2821	8	to	to	IN
37060	2821	9	Col	Col	NNP
37060	2821	10	.	.	NNP
37060	2821	11	this	this	DT
37060	2821	12	summer	summer	NN
37060	2821	13	if	if	IN
37060	2821	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2821	15	did	do	VBD
37060	2821	16	n't	not	RB
37060	2821	17	care	care	VB
37060	2821	18	to	to	TO
37060	2821	19	go	go	VB
37060	2821	20	with	with	IN
37060	2821	21	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2821	22	!	!	.
37060	2822	1	But	but	CC
37060	2822	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2822	3	do	do	VBP
37060	2822	4	!	!	.
37060	2823	1	Man	man	UH
37060	2823	2	!	!	.
37060	2824	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2824	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	2824	3	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	2824	4	!	!	.
37060	2825	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2825	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	2825	3	going	go	VBG
37060	2825	4	to	to	IN
37060	2825	5	bed	bed	NN
37060	2825	6	without	without	IN
37060	2825	7	telling	tell	VBG
37060	2825	8	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	2825	9	!	!	.
37060	2826	1	Without	without	IN
37060	2826	2	a	a	DT
37060	2826	3	question	question	NN
37060	2826	4	of	of	IN
37060	2826	5	doubt	doubt	NN
37060	2826	6	,	,	,
37060	2826	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2826	8	intended	intended	JJ
37060	2826	9	action	action	NN
37060	2826	10	described	describe	VBN
37060	2826	11	in	in	IN
37060	2826	12	the	the	DT
37060	2826	13	final	final	JJ
37060	2826	14	sentence	sentence	NN
37060	2826	15	had	have	VBD
37060	2826	16	no	no	DT
37060	2826	17	profound	profound	JJ
37060	2826	18	effect	effect	NN
37060	2826	19	on	on	IN
37060	2826	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2826	21	parents	parent	NNS
37060	2826	22	,	,	,
37060	2826	23	and	and	CC
37060	2826	24	if	if	IN
37060	2826	25	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	2826	26	lost	lose	VBD
37060	2826	27	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	2826	28	over	over	IN
37060	2826	29	the	the	DT
37060	2826	30	incident	incident	NN
37060	2826	31	,	,	,
37060	2826	32	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2826	33	was	be	VBD
37060	2826	34	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2826	35	.	.	.
37060	2827	1	Frustration	frustration	NN
37060	2827	2	marred	mar	VBD
37060	2827	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2827	4	rationality	rationality	NN
37060	2827	5	and	and	CC
37060	2827	6	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	2827	7	the	the	DT
37060	2827	8	childish	childish	JJ
37060	2827	9	presence	presence	NN
37060	2827	10	to	to	TO
37060	2827	11	dominate	dominate	VB
37060	2827	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2827	13	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	2827	14	and	and	CC
37060	2827	15	actions	action	NNS
37060	2827	16	.	.	.
37060	2828	1	Whereas	whereas	IN
37060	2828	2	the	the	DT
37060	2828	3	above	above	JJ
37060	2828	4	incident	incident	NN
37060	2828	5	hurt	hurt	VBN
37060	2828	6	only	only	RB
37060	2828	7	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2828	8	,	,	,
37060	2828	9	since	since	IN
37060	2828	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2828	11	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	2828	12	bedtime	bedtime	JJ
37060	2828	13	hugs	hug	NNS
37060	2828	14	anger	anger	NN
37060	2828	15	could	could	MD
37060	2828	16	also	also	RB
37060	2828	17	be	be	VB
37060	2828	18	directed	direct	VBN
37060	2828	19	out	out	RP
37060	2828	20	from	from	IN
37060	2828	21	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2828	22	.	.	.
37060	2829	1	One	one	CD
37060	2829	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	2829	3	born	bear	VBN
37060	2829	4	with	with	IN
37060	2829	5	a	a	DT
37060	2829	6	certain	certain	JJ
37060	2829	7	degree	degree	NN
37060	2829	8	of	of	IN
37060	2829	9	destructiveness	destructiveness	NN
37060	2829	10	,	,	,
37060	2829	11	for	for	IN
37060	2829	12	until	until	IN
37060	2829	13	a	a	DT
37060	2829	14	parent	parent	NN
37060	2829	15	guides	guide	VBZ
37060	2829	16	a	a	DT
37060	2829	17	child	child	NN
37060	2829	18	toward	toward	IN
37060	2829	19	the	the	DT
37060	2829	20	compassionate	compassionate	JJ
37060	2829	21	mode	mode	NN
37060	2829	22	of	of	IN
37060	2829	23	thought	thought	NN
37060	2829	24	which	which	WDT
37060	2829	25	society	society	NN
37060	2829	26	demands	demand	VBZ
37060	2829	27	,	,	,
37060	2829	28	and	and	CC
37060	2829	29	the	the	DT
37060	2829	30	child	child	NN
37060	2829	31	is	be	VBZ
37060	2829	32	mature	mature	JJ
37060	2829	33	enough	enough	RB
37060	2829	34	to	to	TO
37060	2829	35	follow	follow	VB
37060	2829	36	that	that	DT
37060	2829	37	direction	direction	NN
37060	2829	38	,	,	,
37060	2829	39	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2829	40	often	often	RB
37060	2829	41	exerts	exert	VBZ
37060	2829	42	damaging	damage	VBG
37060	2829	43	blows	blow	NNS
37060	2829	44	on	on	IN
37060	2829	45	inanimate	inanimate	JJ
37060	2829	46	objects	object	NNS
37060	2829	47	for	for	IN
37060	2829	48	no	no	DT
37060	2829	49	reason	reason	NN
37060	2829	50	and	and	CC
37060	2829	51	similarly	similarly	RB
37060	2829	52	provokes	provoke	VBZ
37060	2829	53	live	live	VBP
37060	2829	54	creatures	creature	NNS
37060	2829	55	over	over	IN
37060	2829	56	which	which	WDT
37060	2829	57	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2829	58	wields	wield	VBZ
37060	2829	59	superiority	superiority	NN
37060	2829	60	of	of	IN
37060	2829	61	size	size	NN
37060	2829	62	and	and	CC
37060	2829	63	strength	strength	NN
37060	2829	64	.	.	.
37060	2830	1	In	in	IN
37060	2830	2	grade	grade	NN
37060	2830	3	school	school	NN
37060	2830	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2830	5	would	would	MD
37060	2830	6	capture	capture	VB
37060	2830	7	daddy	daddy	JJ
37060	2830	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	2830	9	long	long	JJ
37060	2830	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	2830	11	legs	leg	NNS
37060	2830	12	and	and	CC
37060	2830	13	proceed	proceed	VBP
37060	2830	14	to	to	TO
37060	2830	15	amputate	amputate	VB
37060	2830	16	all	all	DT
37060	2830	17	of	of	IN
37060	2830	18	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2830	19	legs	leg	NNS
37060	2830	20	until	until	IN
37060	2830	21	the	the	DT
37060	2830	22	body	body	NN
37060	2830	23	was	be	VBD
37060	2830	24	but	but	CC
37060	2830	25	a	a	DT
37060	2830	26	helpless	helpless	JJ
37060	2830	27	dot	dot	NN
37060	2830	28	on	on	IN
37060	2830	29	the	the	DT
37060	2830	30	sidewalk	sidewalk	NN
37060	2830	31	surrounded	surround	VBN
37060	2830	32	by	by	IN
37060	2830	33	eight	eight	CD
37060	2830	34	spasmodically	spasmodically	RB
37060	2830	35	pulsating	pulsate	VBG
37060	2830	36	legs	leg	NNS
37060	2830	37	.	.	.
37060	2831	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2831	2	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	2831	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2831	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	2831	5	unnecessary	unnecessary	JJ
37060	2831	6	,	,	,
37060	2831	7	and	and	CC
37060	2831	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2831	9	finally	finally	RB
37060	2831	10	was	be	VBD
37060	2831	11	able	able	JJ
37060	2831	12	to	to	TO
37060	2831	13	see	see	VB
37060	2831	14	the	the	DT
37060	2831	15	brutality	brutality	NN
37060	2831	16	of	of	IN
37060	2831	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2831	18	deadly	deadly	JJ
37060	2831	19	surgery	surgery	NN
37060	2831	20	and	and	CC
37060	2831	21	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	2831	22	the	the	DT
37060	2831	23	bugs	bug	NNS
37060	2831	24	to	to	TO
37060	2831	25	pass	pass	VB
37060	2831	26	unhindered	unhindered	JJ
37060	2831	27	.	.	.
37060	2832	1	Similarly	similarly	RB
37060	2832	2	,	,	,
37060	2832	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2832	4	brothers	brother	NNS
37060	2832	5	used	use	VBD
37060	2832	6	to	to	TO
37060	2832	7	follow	follow	VB
37060	2832	8	ants	ant	NNS
37060	2832	9	with	with	IN
37060	2832	10	a	a	DT
37060	2832	11	magnifying	magnify	VBG
37060	2832	12	glass	glass	NN
37060	2832	13	,	,	,
37060	2832	14	directing	direct	VBG
37060	2832	15	the	the	DT
37060	2832	16	reflective	reflective	JJ
37060	2832	17	rays	ray	NNS
37060	2832	18	on	on	IN
37060	2832	19	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2832	20	small	small	JJ
37060	2832	21	bodies	body	NNS
37060	2832	22	until	until	IN
37060	2832	23	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2832	24	began	begin	VBD
37060	2832	25	to	to	TO
37060	2832	26	smoke	smoke	VB
37060	2832	27	,	,	,
37060	2832	28	whereupon	whereupon	IN
37060	2832	29	the	the	DT
37060	2832	30	ant	ant	NN
37060	2832	31	would	would	MD
37060	2832	32	collapse	collapse	VB
37060	2832	33	in	in	IN
37060	2832	34	a	a	DT
37060	2832	35	miniscule	miniscule	JJ
37060	2832	36	puff	puff	NN
37060	2832	37	of	of	IN
37060	2832	38	fire	fire	NN
37060	2832	39	.	.	.
37060	2833	1	Many	many	JJ
37060	2833	2	households	household	NNS
37060	2833	3	with	with	IN
37060	2833	4	dogs	dog	NNS
37060	2833	5	and	and	CC
37060	2833	6	cats	cat	NNS
37060	2833	7	bear	bear	VBP
37060	2833	8	the	the	DT
37060	2833	9	brunt	brunt	NN
37060	2833	10	of	of	IN
37060	2833	11	the	the	DT
37060	2833	12	human	human	JJ
37060	2833	13	inhabitants	inhabitant	NNS
37060	2833	14	'	'	POS
37060	2833	15	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	2833	16	.	.	.
37060	2834	1	Mistreatment	mistreatment	NN
37060	2834	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	2834	3	not	not	RB
37060	2834	4	uncommon	uncommon	JJ
37060	2834	5	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	2834	6	pets	pet	NNS
37060	2834	7	,	,	,
37060	2834	8	and	and	CC
37060	2834	9	ranges	range	VBZ
37060	2834	10	from	from	IN
37060	2834	11	overt	overt	JJ
37060	2834	12	bodily	bodily	JJ
37060	2834	13	punishment	punishment	NN
37060	2834	14	to	to	IN
37060	2834	15	the	the	DT
37060	2834	16	supposedly	supposedly	RB
37060	2834	17	innocent	innocent	JJ
37060	2834	18	teasing	teasing	NN
37060	2834	19	and	and	CC
37060	2834	20	frightening	frightening	JJ
37060	2834	21	of	of	IN
37060	2834	22	animals	animal	NNS
37060	2834	23	.	.	.
37060	2835	1	March	March	NNP
37060	2835	2	23	23	CD
37060	2835	3	1976	1976	CD
37060	2835	4	...	...	:
37060	2835	5	Gerb	Gerb	NNP
37060	2835	6	bit	bite	VBD
37060	2835	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2835	8	yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	2835	9	for	for	IN
37060	2835	10	no	no	DT
37060	2835	11	reason	reason	NN
37060	2835	12	at	at	RB
37060	2835	13	all	all	RB
37060	2835	14	,	,	,
37060	2835	15	so	so	RB
37060	2835	16	today	today	NN
37060	2835	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2835	18	got	get	VBD
37060	2835	19	even	even	RB
37060	2835	20	.	.	.
37060	2836	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2836	2	filled	fill	VBD
37060	2836	3	the	the	DT
37060	2836	4	tub	tub	NN
37060	2836	5	with	with	IN
37060	2836	6	three	three	CD
37060	2836	7	inches	inch	NNS
37060	2836	8	of	of	IN
37060	2836	9	water	water	NN
37060	2836	10	and	and	CC
37060	2836	11	put	put	VBD
37060	2836	12	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2836	13	on	on	IN
37060	2836	14	the	the	DT
37060	2836	15	edge	edge	NN
37060	2836	16	of	of	IN
37060	2836	17	the	the	DT
37060	2836	18	tub	tub	NN
37060	2836	19	.	.	.
37060	2837	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2837	2	fell	fall	VBD
37060	2837	3	in	in	RB
37060	2837	4	all	all	RB
37060	2837	5	by	by	IN
37060	2837	6	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2837	7	.	.	.
37060	2838	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2838	2	swam	swim	VBZ
37060	2838	3	a	a	DT
37060	2838	4	little	little	JJ
37060	2838	5	.	.	.
37060	2839	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2839	2	left	leave	VBD
37060	2839	3	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2839	4	in	in	RB
37060	2839	5	there	there	RB
37060	2839	6	a	a	DT
37060	2839	7	half	half	JJ
37060	2839	8	hour	hour	NN
37060	2839	9	...	...	.
37060	2840	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2840	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	2840	3	funny	funny	JJ
37060	2840	4	...	...	:
37060	2840	5	real	real	JJ
37060	2840	6	skinny	skinny	NN
37060	2840	7	...	...	:
37060	2840	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2840	9	really	really	RB
37060	2840	10	scared	scare	VBD
37060	2840	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2840	12	!	!	.
37060	2841	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2841	2	'll	will	MD
37060	2841	3	never	never	RB
37060	2841	4	do	do	VB
37060	2841	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2841	6	again	again	RB
37060	2841	7	though	though	RB
37060	2841	8	.	.	.
37060	2842	1	How	how	WRB
37060	2842	2	well	well	RB
37060	2842	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2842	4	remember	remember	VBP
37060	2842	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2842	6	reasoning	reasoning	NN
37060	2842	7	and	and	CC
37060	2842	8	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	2842	9	on	on	IN
37060	2842	10	that	that	DT
37060	2842	11	day	day	NN
37060	2842	12	.	.	.
37060	2843	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2843	2	gerbil	gerbil	NN
37060	2843	3	would	would	MD
37060	2843	4	never	never	RB
37060	2843	5	have	have	VB
37060	2843	6	known	know	VBN
37060	2843	7	why	why	WRB
37060	2843	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2843	9	was	be	VBD
37060	2843	10	treating	treat	VBG
37060	2843	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2843	12	in	in	IN
37060	2843	13	such	such	PDT
37060	2843	14	a	a	DT
37060	2843	15	mean	mean	JJ
37060	2843	16	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	2843	17	;	;	:
37060	2843	18	gerbils	gerbil	NNS
37060	2843	19	are	be	VBP
37060	2843	20	naturally	naturally	RB
37060	2843	21	active	active	JJ
37060	2843	22	,	,	,
37060	2843	23	and	and	CC
37060	2843	24	not	not	RB
37060	2843	25	desiring	desire	VBG
37060	2843	26	to	to	TO
37060	2843	27	be	be	VB
37060	2843	28	held	hold	VBN
37060	2843	29	,	,	,
37060	2843	30	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2843	31	bit	bite	VBD
37060	2843	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2843	33	finger	finger	NN
37060	2843	34	in	in	IN
37060	2843	35	agitation	agitation	NN
37060	2843	36	.	.	.
37060	2844	1	Realizing	realize	VBG
37060	2844	2	this	this	DT
37060	2844	3	,	,	,
37060	2844	4	yet	yet	CC
37060	2844	5	still	still	RB
37060	2844	6	frustrated	frustrated	JJ
37060	2844	7	,	,	,
37060	2844	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2844	9	decided	decide	VBD
37060	2844	10	to	to	TO
37060	2844	11	put	put	VB
37060	2844	12	some	some	DT
37060	2844	13	water	water	NN
37060	2844	14	in	in	IN
37060	2844	15	the	the	DT
37060	2844	16	tub	tub	NN
37060	2844	17	,	,	,
37060	2844	18	measuring	measure	VBG
37060	2844	19	three	three	CD
37060	2844	20	inches	inch	NNS
37060	2844	21	at	at	IN
37060	2844	22	the	the	DT
37060	2844	23	deepest	deep	JJS
37060	2844	24	slant	slant	NN
37060	2844	25	,	,	,
37060	2844	26	and	and	CC
37060	2844	27	put	put	VBD
37060	2844	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2844	29	gerbil	gerbil	NN
37060	2844	30	on	on	IN
37060	2844	31	the	the	DT
37060	2844	32	tub	tub	NN
37060	2844	33	's	's	POS
37060	2844	34	edge	edge	NN
37060	2844	35	,	,	,
37060	2844	36	knowing	know	VBG
37060	2844	37	full	full	JJ
37060	2844	38	well	well	RB
37060	2844	39	that	that	IN
37060	2844	40	the	the	DT
37060	2844	41	chance	chance	NN
37060	2844	42	of	of	IN
37060	2844	43	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2844	44	sliding	slide	VBG
37060	2844	45	into	into	IN
37060	2844	46	the	the	DT
37060	2844	47	slippery	slippery	JJ
37060	2844	48	interior	interior	NN
37060	2844	49	was	be	VBD
37060	2844	50	almost	almost	RB
37060	2844	51	certain	certain	JJ
37060	2844	52	;	;	:
37060	2844	53	thus	thus	RB
37060	2844	54	,	,	,
37060	2844	55	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2844	56	could	could	MD
37060	2844	57	take	take	VB
37060	2844	58	advantage	advantage	NN
37060	2844	59	of	of	IN
37060	2844	60	a	a	DT
37060	2844	61	sadistic	sadistic	JJ
37060	2844	62	need	need	NN
37060	2844	63	without	without	IN
37060	2844	64	actually	actually	RB
37060	2844	65	pushing	push	VBG
37060	2844	66	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2844	67	in	in	IN
37060	2844	68	the	the	DT
37060	2844	69	tub	tub	NN
37060	2844	70	or	or	CC
37060	2844	71	hurting	hurt	VBG
37060	2844	72	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2844	73	.	.	.
37060	2845	1	As	as	IN
37060	2845	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2845	3	watched	watch	VBD
37060	2845	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2845	5	progress	progress	NN
37060	2845	6	to	to	TO
37060	2845	7	assure	assure	VB
37060	2845	8	that	that	IN
37060	2845	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2845	10	was	be	VBD
37060	2845	11	in	in	IN
37060	2845	12	no	no	DT
37060	2845	13	danger	danger	NN
37060	2845	14	,	,	,
37060	2845	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2845	16	was	be	VBD
37060	2845	17	apparent	apparent	JJ
37060	2845	18	that	that	IN
37060	2845	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2845	20	disliked	dislike	VBD
37060	2845	21	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2845	22	situation	situation	NN
37060	2845	23	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	2845	24	,	,	,
37060	2845	25	for	for	IN
37060	2845	26	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2845	27	found	find	VBD
37060	2845	28	the	the	DT
37060	2845	29	highest	high	JJS
37060	2845	30	spot	spot	NN
37060	2845	31	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	2845	32	and	and	CC
37060	2845	33	remained	remain	VBD
37060	2845	34	there	there	RB
37060	2845	35	,	,	,
37060	2845	36	propped	prop	VBN
37060	2845	37	on	on	IN
37060	2845	38	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2845	39	hind	hind	JJ
37060	2845	40	legs	leg	NNS
37060	2845	41	,	,	,
37060	2845	42	craning	crane	VBG
37060	2845	43	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2845	44	head	head	NN
37060	2845	45	for	for	IN
37060	2845	46	a	a	DT
37060	2845	47	way	way	NN
37060	2845	48	up	up	IN
37060	2845	49	to	to	TO
37060	2845	50	more	more	RBR
37060	2845	51	hospitable	hospitable	JJ
37060	2845	52	surroundings	surrounding	NNS
37060	2845	53	.	.	.
37060	2846	1	After	after	IN
37060	2846	2	the	the	DT
37060	2846	3	time	time	NN
37060	2846	4	had	have	VBD
37060	2846	5	elapsed	elapse	VBN
37060	2846	6	,	,	,
37060	2846	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2846	8	lowered	lower	VBD
37060	2846	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2846	10	hand	hand	NN
37060	2846	11	into	into	IN
37060	2846	12	the	the	DT
37060	2846	13	tub	tub	NN
37060	2846	14	and	and	CC
37060	2846	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2846	16	gratefully	gratefully	RB
37060	2846	17	climbed	climb	VBD
37060	2846	18	into	into	IN
37060	2846	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2846	20	;	;	:
37060	2846	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2846	22	then	then	RB
37060	2846	23	raised	raise	VBD
37060	2846	24	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2846	25	up	up	RP
37060	2846	26	and	and	CC
37060	2846	27	gently	gently	RB
37060	2846	28	dried	dry	VBD
37060	2846	29	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2846	30	on	on	IN
37060	2846	31	a	a	DT
37060	2846	32	towel	towel	NN
37060	2846	33	.	.	.
37060	2847	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2847	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	2847	3	that	that	IN
37060	2847	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2847	5	liked	like	VBD
37060	2847	6	the	the	DT
37060	2847	7	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	2847	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2847	9	encountered	encounter	VBD
37060	2847	10	as	as	IN
37060	2847	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2847	12	pet	pet	NN
37060	2847	13	jumped	jump	VBD
37060	2847	14	into	into	IN
37060	2847	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2847	16	cupped	cupped	JJ
37060	2847	17	hands	hand	NNS
37060	2847	18	...	...	NFP
37060	2847	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2847	20	sought	seek	VBD
37060	2847	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2847	22	hands	hand	NNS
37060	2847	23	,	,	,
37060	2847	24	and	and	CC
37060	2847	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2847	26	offering	offering	NN
37060	2847	27	of	of	IN
37060	2847	28	care	care	NN
37060	2847	29	,	,	,
37060	2847	30	whereas	whereas	IN
37060	2847	31	the	the	DT
37060	2847	32	previous	previous	JJ
37060	2847	33	day	day	NN
37060	2847	34	,	,	,
37060	2847	35	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2847	36	repelled	repel	VBD
37060	2847	37	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2847	38	affections	affection	NNS
37060	2847	39	.	.	.
37060	2848	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2848	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2848	3	the	the	DT
37060	2848	4	childish	childish	JJ
37060	2848	5	need	need	NN
37060	2848	6	to	to	TO
37060	2848	7	possess	possess	VB
37060	2848	8	something	something	NN
37060	2848	9	's	's	POS
37060	2848	10	love	love	NN
37060	2848	11	;	;	:
37060	2848	12	if	if	IN
37060	2848	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2848	14	made	make	VBD
37060	2848	15	certain	certain	JJ
37060	2848	16	that	that	IN
37060	2848	17	the	the	DT
37060	2848	18	quality	quality	NN
37060	2848	19	of	of	IN
37060	2848	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2848	21	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	2848	22	was	be	VBD
37060	2848	23	poor	poor	JJ
37060	2848	24	,	,	,
37060	2848	25	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2848	26	would	would	MD
37060	2848	27	seek	seek	VB
37060	2848	28	out	out	RP
37060	2848	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2848	30	rescuing	rescuing	NN
37060	2848	31	presence	presence	NN
37060	2848	32	.	.	.
37060	2849	1	No	no	RB
37060	2849	2	matter	matter	RB
37060	2849	3	how	how	WRB
37060	2849	4	insignificant	insignificant	JJ
37060	2849	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2849	6	action	action	NN
37060	2849	7	might	may	MD
37060	2849	8	seem	seem	VB
37060	2849	9	in	in	IN
37060	2849	10	comparison	comparison	NN
37060	2849	11	to	to	IN
37060	2849	12	the	the	DT
37060	2849	13	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	2849	14	attacks	attack	NNS
37060	2849	15	waged	wage	VBN
37060	2849	16	upon	upon	IN
37060	2849	17	some	some	DT
37060	2849	18	pets	pet	NNS
37060	2849	19	,	,	,
37060	2849	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2849	21	feel	feel	VBP
37060	2849	22	ashamed	ashamed	JJ
37060	2849	23	that	that	IN
37060	2849	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2849	25	ever	ever	RB
37060	2849	26	needed	need	VBD
37060	2849	27	to	to	TO
37060	2849	28	boost	boost	VB
37060	2849	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2849	30	security	security	NN
37060	2849	31	through	through	IN
37060	2849	32	such	such	JJ
37060	2849	33	unfavorable	unfavorable	JJ
37060	2849	34	means	mean	NNS
37060	2849	35	.	.	.
37060	2850	1	Any	any	DT
37060	2850	2	mistreatment	mistreatment	NN
37060	2850	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	2850	4	unfortunate	unfortunate	JJ
37060	2850	5	,	,	,
37060	2850	6	but	but	CC
37060	2850	7	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	2850	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2850	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	2850	10	most	most	RBS
37060	2850	11	unfortunate	unfortunate	JJ
37060	2850	12	for	for	IN
37060	2850	13	that	that	DT
37060	2850	14	which	which	WDT
37060	2850	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2850	16	reveals	reveal	VBZ
37060	2850	17	about	about	IN
37060	2850	18	the	the	DT
37060	2850	19	human	human	NN
37060	2850	20	who	who	WP
37060	2850	21	lacks	lack	VBZ
37060	2850	22	the	the	DT
37060	2850	23	ability	ability	NN
37060	2850	24	to	to	TO
37060	2850	25	resist	resist	VB
37060	2850	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2850	27	.	.	.
37060	2851	1	Because	because	IN
37060	2851	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2851	3	spent	spend	VBD
37060	2851	4	so	so	RB
37060	2851	5	much	much	JJ
37060	2851	6	time	time	NN
37060	2851	7	alone	alone	RB
37060	2851	8	,	,	,
37060	2851	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2851	10	was	be	VBD
37060	2851	11	highly	highly	RB
37060	2851	12	aware	aware	JJ
37060	2851	13	of	of	IN
37060	2851	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2851	15	opposing	oppose	VBG
37060	2851	16	desires	desire	NNS
37060	2851	17	,	,	,
37060	2851	18	and	and	CC
37060	2851	19	the	the	DT
37060	2851	20	fact	fact	NN
37060	2851	21	that	that	IN
37060	2851	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2851	23	was	be	VBD
37060	2851	24	ill	ill	RB
37060	2851	25	augmented	augment	VBN
37060	2851	26	each	each	DT
37060	2851	27	in	in	IN
37060	2851	28	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2851	29	own	own	JJ
37060	2851	30	way	way	NN
37060	2851	31	.	.	.
37060	2852	1	During	during	IN
37060	2852	2	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	2852	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2852	4	wanted	want	VBD
37060	2852	5	no	no	DT
37060	2852	6	one	one	NN
37060	2852	7	to	to	TO
37060	2852	8	flutter	flutter	VB
37060	2852	9	nearby	nearby	RB
37060	2852	10	;	;	:
37060	2852	11	vomiting	vomiting	NN
37060	2852	12	was	be	VBD
37060	2852	13	a	a	DT
37060	2852	14	degrading	degrading	JJ
37060	2852	15	sort	sort	NN
37060	2852	16	of	of	IN
37060	2852	17	function	function	NN
37060	2852	18	for	for	IN
37060	2852	19	which	which	WDT
37060	2852	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2852	21	needed	need	VBD
37060	2852	22	no	no	DT
37060	2852	23	help	help	NN
37060	2852	24	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2852	25	as	as	IN
37060	2852	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2852	27	was	be	VBD
37060	2852	28	essentially	essentially	RB
37060	2852	29	involuntary	involuntary	JJ
37060	2852	30	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2852	31	and	and	CC
37060	2852	32	desired	desire	VBN
37060	2852	33	no	no	DT
37060	2852	34	spectators	spectator	NNS
37060	2852	35	.	.	.
37060	2853	1	At	at	IN
37060	2853	2	times	time	NNS
37060	2853	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2853	4	would	would	MD
37060	2853	5	not	not	RB
37060	2853	6	throw	throw	VB
37060	2853	7	up	up	RP
37060	2853	8	until	until	IN
37060	2853	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2853	10	was	be	VBD
37060	2853	11	certain	certain	JJ
37060	2853	12	that	that	IN
37060	2853	13	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	2853	14	was	be	VBD
37060	2853	15	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	2853	16	earshot	earshot	NN
37060	2853	17	.	.	.
37060	2854	1	However	however	RB
37060	2854	2	,	,	,
37060	2854	3	in	in	IN
37060	2854	4	the	the	DT
37060	2854	5	aftermath	aftermath	NN
37060	2854	6	of	of	IN
37060	2854	7	a	a	DT
37060	2854	8	vicious	vicious	JJ
37060	2854	9	siege	siege	NN
37060	2854	10	or	or	CC
37060	2854	11	a	a	DT
37060	2854	12	miserable	miserable	JJ
37060	2854	13	day	day	NN
37060	2854	14	,	,	,
37060	2854	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2854	16	welcomed	welcome	VBD
37060	2854	17	parental	parental	JJ
37060	2854	18	affection	affection	NN
37060	2854	19	,	,	,
37060	2854	20	and	and	CC
37060	2854	21	on	on	IN
37060	2854	22	occasion	occasion	NN
37060	2854	23	,	,	,
37060	2854	24	sought	seek	VBD
37060	2854	25	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2854	26	nurturing	nurturing	JJ
37060	2854	27	touch	touch	NN
37060	2854	28	.	.	.
37060	2855	1	This	this	DT
37060	2855	2	latter	latter	JJ
37060	2855	3	trait	trait	NN
37060	2855	4	proved	prove	VBD
37060	2855	5	to	to	IN
37060	2855	6	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2855	7	that	that	IN
37060	2855	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2855	9	was	be	VBD
37060	2855	10	not	not	RB
37060	2855	11	yet	yet	RB
37060	2855	12	as	as	IN
37060	2855	13	self	self	NN
37060	2855	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	2855	15	sufficient	sufficient	JJ
37060	2855	16	as	as	IN
37060	2855	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2855	18	would	would	MD
37060	2855	19	have	have	VB
37060	2855	20	liked	like	VBN
37060	2855	21	to	to	TO
37060	2855	22	be	be	VB
37060	2855	23	;	;	:
37060	2855	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2855	25	needed	need	VBD
37060	2855	26	mom	mom	NN
37060	2855	27	and	and	CC
37060	2855	28	dad	dad	NN
37060	2855	29	for	for	IN
37060	2855	30	more	more	JJR
37060	2855	31	than	than	IN
37060	2855	32	food	food	NN
37060	2855	33	and	and	CC
37060	2855	34	lodging	lodging	NN
37060	2855	35	purposes	purpose	NNS
37060	2855	36	,	,	,
37060	2855	37	for	for	IN
37060	2855	38	part	part	NN
37060	2855	39	of	of	IN
37060	2855	40	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2855	41	was	be	VBD
37060	2855	42	still	still	RB
37060	2855	43	very	very	RB
37060	2855	44	much	much	RB
37060	2855	45	a	a	DT
37060	2855	46	little	little	JJ
37060	2855	47	child	child	NN
37060	2855	48	and	and	CC
37060	2855	49	that	that	DT
37060	2855	50	fact	fact	NN
37060	2855	51	would	would	MD
37060	2855	52	not	not	RB
37060	2855	53	disappear	disappear	VB
37060	2855	54	through	through	IN
37060	2855	55	false	false	JJ
37060	2855	56	rationalization	rationalization	NN
37060	2855	57	on	on	IN
37060	2855	58	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2855	59	behalf	behalf	NN
37060	2855	60	.	.	.
37060	2856	1	Although	although	IN
37060	2856	2	the	the	DT
37060	2856	3	child	child	NN
37060	2856	4	that	that	WDT
37060	2856	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2856	6	saw	see	VBD
37060	2856	7	within	within	IN
37060	2856	8	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2856	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2856	10	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	2856	11	despised	despise	VBD
37060	2856	12	,	,	,
37060	2856	13	having	have	VBG
37060	2856	14	at	at	IN
37060	2856	15	least	least	JJS
37060	2856	16	fostered	foster	VBN
37060	2856	17	selfish	selfish	JJ
37060	2856	18	ideas	idea	NNS
37060	2856	19	if	if	IN
37060	2856	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2856	21	had	have	VBD
37060	2856	22	not	not	RB
37060	2856	23	also	also	RB
37060	2856	24	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	2856	25	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2856	26	to	to	TO
37060	2856	27	act	act	VB
37060	2856	28	upon	upon	IN
37060	2856	29	the	the	DT
37060	2856	30	childish	childish	JJ
37060	2856	31	whims	whim	NNS
37060	2856	32	,	,	,
37060	2856	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2856	34	was	be	VBD
37060	2856	35	glad	glad	JJ
37060	2856	36	to	to	TO
37060	2856	37	be	be	VB
37060	2856	38	able	able	JJ
37060	2856	39	to	to	TO
37060	2856	40	revert	revert	VB
37060	2856	41	to	to	IN
37060	2856	42	that	that	DT
37060	2856	43	being	be	VBG
37060	2856	44	in	in	IN
37060	2856	45	times	time	NNS
37060	2856	46	of	of	IN
37060	2856	47	physical	physical	JJ
37060	2856	48	weakness	weakness	NN
37060	2856	49	;	;	:
37060	2856	50	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	2856	51	,	,	,
37060	2856	52	however	however	RB
37060	2856	53	,	,	,
37060	2856	54	one	one	PRP
37060	2856	55	never	never	RB
37060	2856	56	outgrows	outgrow	VBZ
37060	2856	57	the	the	DT
37060	2856	58	need	need	NN
37060	2856	59	for	for	IN
37060	2856	60	a	a	DT
37060	2856	61	reassuring	reassuring	JJ
37060	2856	62	hug	hug	NN
37060	2856	63	,	,	,
37060	2856	64	and	and	CC
37060	2856	65	gentle	gentle	JJ
37060	2856	66	words	word	NNS
37060	2856	67	.	.	.
37060	2857	1	Most	Most	JJS
37060	2857	2	of	of	IN
37060	2857	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2857	4	visitors	visitor	NNS
37060	2857	5	were	be	VBD
37060	2857	6	adults	adult	NNS
37060	2857	7	.	.	.
37060	2858	1	This	this	DT
37060	2858	2	suited	suit	VBD
37060	2858	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2858	4	just	just	RB
37060	2858	5	fine	fine	RB
37060	2858	6	,	,	,
37060	2858	7	however	however	RB
37060	2858	8	,	,	,
37060	2858	9	for	for	IN
37060	2858	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2858	11	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2858	12	more	more	JJR
37060	2858	13	at	at	IN
37060	2858	14	ease	ease	NN
37060	2858	15	with	with	IN
37060	2858	16	people	people	NNS
37060	2858	17	who	who	WP
37060	2858	18	were	be	VBD
37060	2858	19	older	old	JJR
37060	2858	20	than	than	IN
37060	2858	21	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2858	22	.	.	.
37060	2859	1	With	with	IN
37060	2859	2	a	a	DT
37060	2859	3	few	few	JJ
37060	2859	4	exceptions	exception	NNS
37060	2859	5	,	,	,
37060	2859	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2859	7	generally	generally	RB
37060	2859	8	found	find	VBD
37060	2859	9	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2859	10	inhibited	inhibited	JJ
37060	2859	11	around	around	IN
37060	2859	12	youth	youth	NN
37060	2859	13	,	,	,
37060	2859	14	for	for	IN
37060	2859	15	acceptability	acceptability	NN
37060	2859	16	was	be	VBD
37060	2859	17	judged	judge	VBN
37060	2859	18	within	within	IN
37060	2859	19	narrow	narrow	JJ
37060	2859	20	and	and	CC
37060	2859	21	often	often	RB
37060	2859	22	unreasonable	unreasonable	JJ
37060	2859	23	bounds	bound	NNS
37060	2859	24	with	with	IN
37060	2859	25	which	which	WDT
37060	2859	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2859	27	did	do	VBD
37060	2859	28	not	not	RB
37060	2859	29	care	care	VB
37060	2859	30	to	to	IN
37060	2859	31	grapple	grapple	NNP
37060	2859	32	.	.	.
37060	2860	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	2860	2	,	,	,
37060	2860	3	because	because	IN
37060	2860	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2860	5	did	do	VBD
37060	2860	6	not	not	RB
37060	2860	7	have	have	VB
37060	2860	8	a	a	DT
37060	2860	9	particular	particular	JJ
37060	2860	10	crowd	crowd	NN
37060	2860	11	with	with	IN
37060	2860	12	whom	whom	WP
37060	2860	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2860	14	closely	closely	RB
37060	2860	15	associated	associate	VBD
37060	2860	16	,	,	,
37060	2860	17	preferring	prefer	VBG
37060	2860	18	to	to	IN
37060	2860	19	roam	roam	VB
37060	2860	20	with	with	IN
37060	2860	21	one	one	CD
37060	2860	22	individual	individual	NN
37060	2860	23	at	at	IN
37060	2860	24	a	a	DT
37060	2860	25	time	time	NN
37060	2860	26	,	,	,
37060	2860	27	group	group	NN
37060	2860	28	situations	situation	NNS
37060	2860	29	flooded	flood	VBD
37060	2860	30	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2860	31	with	with	IN
37060	2860	32	apprehension	apprehension	NN
37060	2860	33	.	.	.
37060	2861	1	One	one	CD
37060	2861	2	such	such	JJ
37060	2861	3	group	group	NN
37060	2861	4	was	be	VBD
37060	2861	5	church	church	NN
37060	2861	6	school	school	NN
37060	2861	7	.	.	.
37060	2862	1	Although	although	IN
37060	2862	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2862	3	truly	truly	RB
37060	2862	4	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	2862	5	the	the	DT
37060	2862	6	adults	adult	NNS
37060	2862	7	who	who	WP
37060	2862	8	attended	attend	VBD
37060	2862	9	the	the	DT
37060	2862	10	services	service	NNS
37060	2862	11	each	each	DT
37060	2862	12	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	2862	13	,	,	,
37060	2862	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2862	15	March	March	NNP
37060	2862	16	21	21	CD
37060	2862	17	entry	entry	NN
37060	2862	18	reads	read	VBZ
37060	2862	19	:	:	:
37060	2862	20	"	"	``
37060	2862	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2862	22	did	do	VBD
37060	2862	23	n't	not	RB
37060	2862	24	want	want	VB
37060	2862	25	to	to	TO
37060	2862	26	go	go	VB
37060	2862	27	to	to	IN
37060	2862	28	church	church	NN
37060	2862	29	"	"	''
37060	2862	30	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2862	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2862	32	really	really	RB
37060	2862	33	never	never	RB
37060	2862	34	like	like	VBP
37060	2862	35	to	to	TO
37060	2862	36	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2862	37	.	.	.
37060	2863	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2863	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2863	3	the	the	DT
37060	2863	4	heart	heart	NN
37060	2863	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	2863	6	felt	feel	VBN
37060	2863	7	sentiments	sentiment	NNS
37060	2863	8	of	of	IN
37060	2863	9	a	a	DT
37060	2863	10	rebellious	rebellious	JJ
37060	2863	11	youth	youth	NN
37060	2863	12	,	,	,
37060	2863	13	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	2863	14	,	,	,
37060	2863	15	who	who	WP
37060	2863	16	did	do	VBD
37060	2863	17	not	not	RB
37060	2863	18	wish	wish	VB
37060	2863	19	to	to	TO
37060	2863	20	sit	sit	VB
37060	2863	21	through	through	IN
37060	2863	22	an	an	DT
37060	2863	23	hour	hour	NN
37060	2863	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	2863	25	long	long	JJ
37060	2863	26	service	service	NN
37060	2863	27	,	,	,
37060	2863	28	yet	yet	CC
37060	2863	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2863	30	foremost	foremost	JJ
37060	2863	31	objection	objection	NN
37060	2863	32	surrounded	surround	VBD
37060	2863	33	the	the	DT
37060	2863	34	obligatory	obligatory	JJ
37060	2863	35	church	church	NN
37060	2863	36	school	school	NN
37060	2863	37	and	and	CC
37060	2863	38	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	2863	39	evening	evening	NN
37060	2863	40	MYF	MYF	NNP
37060	2863	41	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2863	42	Methodist	Methodist	NNP
37060	2863	43	Youth	Youth	NNP
37060	2863	44	Fellowship	Fellowship	NNP
37060	2863	45	;	;	:
37060	2863	46	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2863	47	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	2863	48	attended	attend	VBD
37060	2863	49	the	the	DT
37060	2863	50	MYF	MYF	NNP
37060	2863	51	meetings	meeting	NNS
37060	2863	52	during	during	IN
37060	2863	53	the	the	DT
37060	2863	54	administration	administration	NN
37060	2863	55	of	of	IN
37060	2863	56	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NNP
37060	2863	57	,	,	,
37060	2863	58	although	although	IN
37060	2863	59	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2863	60	parents	parent	NNS
37060	2863	61	had	have	VBD
37060	2863	62	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2863	63	begin	begin	VB
37060	2863	64	again	again	RB
37060	2863	65	after	after	IN
37060	2863	66	the	the	DT
37060	2863	67	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	2863	68	had	have	VBD
37060	2863	69	ceased	cease	VBN
37060	2863	70	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2863	71	.	.	.
37060	2864	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2864	2	attempted	attempt	VBD
37060	2864	3	to	to	TO
37060	2864	4	make	make	VB
37060	2864	5	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	2864	6	or	or	CC
37060	2864	7	listen	listen	VB
37060	2864	8	to	to	IN
37060	2864	9	those	those	DT
37060	2864	10	speaking	speak	VBG
37060	2864	11	nearby	nearby	RB
37060	2864	12	,	,	,
37060	2864	13	yet	yet	RB
37060	2864	14	could	could	MD
37060	2864	15	never	never	RB
37060	2864	16	include	include	VB
37060	2864	17	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2864	18	to	to	IN
37060	2864	19	an	an	DT
37060	2864	20	even	even	RB
37060	2864	21	modest	modest	JJ
37060	2864	22	degree	degree	NN
37060	2864	23	.	.	.
37060	2865	1	As	as	IN
37060	2865	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2865	3	approached	approach	VBD
37060	2865	4	a	a	DT
37060	2865	5	circular	circular	JJ
37060	2865	6	gathering	gathering	NN
37060	2865	7	of	of	IN
37060	2865	8	kids	kid	NNS
37060	2865	9	,	,	,
37060	2865	10	the	the	DT
37060	2865	11	circle	circle	NN
37060	2865	12	would	would	MD
37060	2865	13	never	never	RB
37060	2865	14	break	break	VB
37060	2865	15	or	or	CC
37060	2865	16	widen	widen	VB
37060	2865	17	to	to	TO
37060	2865	18	allow	allow	VB
37060	2865	19	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2865	20	to	to	TO
37060	2865	21	"	"	``
37060	2865	22	join	join	VB
37060	2865	23	in	in	RB
37060	2865	24	.	.	.
37060	2865	25	"	"	''
37060	2866	1	For	for	IN
37060	2866	2	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	2866	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2866	4	stood	stand	VBD
37060	2866	5	behind	behind	IN
37060	2866	6	the	the	DT
37060	2866	7	circle	circle	NN
37060	2866	8	of	of	IN
37060	2866	9	heads	head	NNS
37060	2866	10	,	,	,
37060	2866	11	smiling	smile	VBG
37060	2866	12	stupidly	stupidly	RB
37060	2866	13	at	at	IN
37060	2866	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2866	15	jokes	joke	NNS
37060	2866	16	and	and	CC
37060	2866	17	listening	listen	VBG
37060	2866	18	to	to	IN
37060	2866	19	the	the	DT
37060	2866	20	flood	flood	NN
37060	2866	21	of	of	IN
37060	2866	22	chatter	chatter	NN
37060	2866	23	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	2866	24	people	people	NNS
37060	2866	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2866	26	'd	'd	MD
37060	2866	27	never	never	RB
37060	2866	28	known	know	VBN
37060	2866	29	,	,	,
37060	2866	30	until	until	IN
37060	2866	31	the	the	DT
37060	2866	32	bell	bell	NNP
37060	2866	33	announced	announce	VBD
37060	2866	34	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2866	35	was	be	VBD
37060	2866	36	time	time	NN
37060	2866	37	to	to	TO
37060	2866	38	file	file	VB
37060	2866	39	to	to	IN
37060	2866	40	the	the	DT
37060	2866	41	classroom	classroom	NN
37060	2866	42	.	.	.
37060	2867	1	Eventually	eventually	RB
37060	2867	2	,	,	,
37060	2867	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2867	4	tired	tire	VBD
37060	2867	5	of	of	IN
37060	2867	6	the	the	DT
37060	2867	7	hopeless	hopeless	JJ
37060	2867	8	battle	battle	NN
37060	2867	9	and	and	CC
37060	2867	10	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	2867	11	with	with	IN
37060	2867	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2867	13	parents	parent	NNS
37060	2867	14	'	'	POS
37060	2867	15	friends	friend	NNS
37060	2867	16	or	or	CC
37060	2867	17	else	else	RB
37060	2867	18	made	make	VBD
37060	2867	19	an	an	DT
37060	2867	20	early	early	JJ
37060	2867	21	debut	debut	NN
37060	2867	22	in	in	IN
37060	2867	23	the	the	DT
37060	2867	24	empty	empty	JJ
37060	2867	25	church	church	NN
37060	2867	26	classroom	classroom	NN
37060	2867	27	and	and	CC
37060	2867	28	waited	wait	VBD
37060	2867	29	for	for	IN
37060	2867	30	the	the	DT
37060	2867	31	clock	clock	NN
37060	2867	32	to	to	TO
37060	2867	33	herald	herald	NNP
37060	2867	34	the	the	DT
37060	2867	35	beginning	beginning	NN
37060	2867	36	of	of	IN
37060	2867	37	the	the	DT
37060	2867	38	hour	hour	NN
37060	2867	39	in	in	IN
37060	2867	40	a	a	DT
37060	2867	41	less	less	RBR
37060	2867	42	humiliating	humiliating	JJ
37060	2867	43	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	2867	44	.	.	.
37060	2868	1	That	that	IN
37060	2868	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2868	3	did	do	VBD
37060	2868	4	not	not	RB
37060	2868	5	share	share	VB
37060	2868	6	common	common	JJ
37060	2868	7	friends	friend	NNS
37060	2868	8	with	with	IN
37060	2868	9	the	the	DT
37060	2868	10	church	church	NN
37060	2868	11	youth	youth	NN
37060	2868	12	was	be	VBD
37060	2868	13	complicated	complicate	VBN
37060	2868	14	further	further	RB
37060	2868	15	by	by	IN
37060	2868	16	the	the	DT
37060	2868	17	fact	fact	NN
37060	2868	18	that	that	IN
37060	2868	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2868	20	"	"	``
37060	2868	21	shyness	shyness	NN
37060	2868	22	"	"	''
37060	2868	23	grew	grow	VBD
37060	2868	24	when	when	WRB
37060	2868	25	ignored	ignore	VBN
37060	2868	26	.	.	.
37060	2869	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2869	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2869	3	found	find	VBD
37060	2869	4	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2869	5	in	in	IN
37060	2869	6	an	an	DT
37060	2869	7	awkward	awkward	JJ
37060	2869	8	situation	situation	NN
37060	2869	9	,	,	,
37060	2869	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2869	11	lost	lose	VBD
37060	2869	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2869	13	ability	ability	NN
37060	2869	14	to	to	TO
37060	2869	15	speak	speak	VB
37060	2869	16	quite	quite	RB
37060	2869	17	as	as	RB
37060	2869	18	effectively	effectively	RB
37060	2869	19	as	as	IN
37060	2869	20	if	if	IN
37060	2869	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2869	22	voice	voice	NN
37060	2869	23	box	box	NN
37060	2869	24	had	have	VBD
37060	2869	25	been	be	VBN
37060	2869	26	stolen	steal	VBN
37060	2869	27	.	.	.
37060	2870	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	2870	2	,	,	,
37060	2870	3	if	if	IN
37060	2870	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2870	5	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	2870	6	a	a	DT
37060	2870	7	word	word	NN
37060	2870	8	or	or	CC
37060	2870	9	two	two	CD
37060	2870	10	and	and	CC
37060	2870	11	was	be	VBD
37060	2870	12	left	leave	VBN
37060	2870	13	unanswered	unanswered	JJ
37060	2870	14	,	,	,
37060	2870	15	verbalization	verbalization	NN
37060	2870	16	became	become	VBD
37060	2870	17	increasingly	increasingly	RB
37060	2870	18	more	more	RBR
37060	2870	19	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	2870	20	until	until	IN
37060	2870	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2870	22	could	could	MD
37060	2870	23	not	not	RB
37060	2870	24	speak	speak	VB
37060	2870	25	if	if	IN
37060	2870	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2870	27	wanted	want	VBD
37060	2870	28	to	to	TO
37060	2870	29	do	do	VB
37060	2870	30	so	so	RB
37060	2870	31	.	.	.
37060	2871	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2871	2	recall	recall	VBP
37060	2871	3	an	an	DT
37060	2871	4	outing	outing	NN
37060	2871	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2871	6	or	or	CC
37060	2871	7	retreat	retreat	NN
37060	2871	8	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2871	9	on	on	IN
37060	2871	10	which	which	WDT
37060	2871	11	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2871	12	insisted	insist	VBD
37060	2871	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2871	14	go	go	VBP
37060	2871	15	,	,	,
37060	2871	16	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	2871	17	,	,	,
37060	2871	18	during	during	IN
37060	2871	19	a	a	DT
37060	2871	20	meeting	meeting	NN
37060	2871	21	to	to	IN
37060	2871	22	plan	plan	NN
37060	2871	23	activities	activity	NNS
37060	2871	24	,	,	,
37060	2871	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2871	26	suggestion	suggestion	NN
37060	2871	27	to	to	TO
37060	2871	28	go	go	VB
37060	2871	29	on	on	IN
37060	2871	30	a	a	DT
37060	2871	31	bike	bike	NN
37060	2871	32	excursion	excursion	NN
37060	2871	33	was	be	VBD
37060	2871	34	virtually	virtually	RB
37060	2871	35	eye	eye	NN
37060	2871	36	-	-	HYPH
37060	2871	37	balled	ball	VBN
37060	2871	38	off	off	IN
37060	2871	39	the	the	DT
37060	2871	40	list	list	NN
37060	2871	41	as	as	IN
37060	2871	42	if	if	IN
37060	2871	43	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2871	44	was	be	VBD
37060	2871	45	an	an	DT
37060	2871	46	incredibly	incredibly	RB
37060	2871	47	ridiculous	ridiculous	JJ
37060	2871	48	thing	thing	NN
37060	2871	49	to	to	TO
37060	2871	50	have	have	VB
37060	2871	51	mentioned	mention	VBN
37060	2871	52	.	.	.
37060	2872	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2872	2	swallowed	swallow	VBD
37060	2872	3	hard	hard	RB
37060	2872	4	,	,	,
37060	2872	5	and	and	CC
37060	2872	6	wished	wish	VBD
37060	2872	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2872	8	could	could	MD
37060	2872	9	melt	melt	VB
37060	2872	10	into	into	IN
37060	2872	11	the	the	DT
37060	2872	12	wood	wood	NN
37060	2872	13	of	of	IN
37060	2872	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2872	15	bench	bench	NN
37060	2872	16	.	.	.
37060	2873	1	Later	later	RB
37060	2873	2	in	in	IN
37060	2873	3	the	the	DT
37060	2873	4	meeting	meeting	NN
37060	2873	5	other	other	JJ
37060	2873	6	questions	question	NNS
37060	2873	7	were	be	VBD
37060	2873	8	tossed	toss	VBN
37060	2873	9	about	about	RB
37060	2873	10	and	and	CC
37060	2873	11	,	,	,
37060	2873	12	having	have	VBG
37060	2873	13	considered	consider	VBN
37060	2873	14	a	a	DT
37060	2873	15	likely	likely	JJ
37060	2873	16	answer	answer	NN
37060	2873	17	to	to	IN
37060	2873	18	one	one	CD
37060	2873	19	,	,	,
37060	2873	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2873	21	opened	open	VBD
37060	2873	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2873	23	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	2873	24	,	,	,
37060	2873	25	fully	fully	RB
37060	2873	26	intending	intend	VBG
37060	2873	27	to	to	TO
37060	2873	28	speak	speak	VB
37060	2873	29	,	,	,
37060	2873	30	but	but	CC
37060	2873	31	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	2873	32	would	would	MD
37060	2873	33	pass	pass	VB
37060	2873	34	through	through	IN
37060	2873	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2873	36	lips	lip	NNS
37060	2873	37	.	.	.
37060	2874	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2874	2	shut	shut	VBD
37060	2874	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2874	4	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	2874	5	again	again	RB
37060	2874	6	,	,	,
37060	2874	7	rather	rather	RB
37060	2874	8	shocked	shocked	JJ
37060	2874	9	,	,	,
37060	2874	10	yet	yet	CC
37060	2874	11	happy	happy	JJ
37060	2874	12	that	that	IN
37060	2874	13	no	no	DT
37060	2874	14	one	one	NN
37060	2874	15	had	have	VBD
37060	2874	16	seen	see	VBN
37060	2874	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2874	18	strange	strange	JJ
37060	2874	19	gesture	gesture	NN
37060	2874	20	.	.	.
37060	2875	1	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	2875	2	school	school	NN
37060	2875	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2875	4	not	not	RB
37060	2875	5	as	as	RB
37060	2875	6	bad	bad	JJ
37060	2875	7	as	as	IN
37060	2875	8	MYF	MYF	NNP
37060	2875	9	,	,	,
37060	2875	10	because	because	IN
37060	2875	11	of	of	IN
37060	2875	12	the	the	DT
37060	2875	13	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	2875	14	's	's	POS
37060	2875	15	presence	presence	NN
37060	2875	16	and	and	CC
37060	2875	17	the	the	DT
37060	2875	18	short	short	JJ
37060	2875	19	length	length	NN
37060	2875	20	of	of	IN
37060	2875	21	class	class	NN
37060	2875	22	.	.	.
37060	2876	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2876	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2876	3	sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	2876	4	for	for	IN
37060	2876	5	the	the	DT
37060	2876	6	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	2876	7	,	,	,
37060	2876	8	poor	poor	JJ
37060	2876	9	volunteers	volunteer	NNS
37060	2876	10	who	who	WP
37060	2876	11	offered	offer	VBD
37060	2876	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2876	13	services	service	NNS
37060	2876	14	each	each	DT
37060	2876	15	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	2876	16	morning	morning	NN
37060	2876	17	,	,	,
37060	2876	18	only	only	RB
37060	2876	19	to	to	TO
37060	2876	20	receive	receive	VB
37060	2876	21	inattentive	inattentive	JJ
37060	2876	22	abuse	abuse	NN
37060	2876	23	.	.	.
37060	2877	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2877	2	often	often	RB
37060	2877	3	wished	wish	VBD
37060	2877	4	that	that	IN
37060	2877	5	the	the	DT
37060	2877	6	minister	minister	NN
37060	2877	7	would	would	MD
37060	2877	8	have	have	VB
37060	2877	9	cancelled	cancel	VBN
37060	2877	10	church	church	NN
37060	2877	11	school	school	NN
37060	2877	12	for	for	IN
37060	2877	13	junior	junior	JJ
37060	2877	14	and	and	CC
37060	2877	15	senior	senior	JJ
37060	2877	16	high	high	JJ
37060	2877	17	,	,	,
37060	2877	18	and	and	CC
37060	2877	19	instead	instead	RB
37060	2877	20	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	2877	21	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2877	22	to	to	TO
37060	2877	23	talk	talk	VB
37060	2877	24	the	the	DT
37060	2877	25	hour	hour	NN
37060	2877	26	away	away	RB
37060	2877	27	,	,	,
37060	2877	28	since	since	IN
37060	2877	29	that	that	DT
37060	2877	30	is	be	VBZ
37060	2877	31	what	what	WP
37060	2877	32	happened	happen	VBD
37060	2877	33	anyway	anyway	RB
37060	2877	34	.	.	.
37060	2878	1	When	when	WRB
37060	2878	2	an	an	DT
37060	2878	3	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	2878	4	at	at	IN
37060	2878	5	discipline	discipline	NN
37060	2878	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2878	7	made	make	VBN
37060	2878	8	to	to	TO
37060	2878	9	silence	silence	VB
37060	2878	10	the	the	DT
37060	2878	11	noise	noise	NN
37060	2878	12	,	,	,
37060	2878	13	the	the	DT
37060	2878	14	discussion	discussion	NN
37060	2878	15	planned	plan	VBN
37060	2878	16	by	by	IN
37060	2878	17	the	the	DT
37060	2878	18	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	2878	19	would	would	MD
37060	2878	20	all	all	RB
37060	2878	21	but	but	RB
37060	2878	22	collapse	collapse	VB
37060	2878	23	and	and	CC
37060	2878	24	students	student	NNS
37060	2878	25	,	,	,
37060	2878	26	or	or	CC
37060	2878	27	at	at	IN
37060	2878	28	least	least	JJS
37060	2878	29	,	,	,
37060	2878	30	many	many	JJ
37060	2878	31	of	of	IN
37060	2878	32	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2878	33	,	,	,
37060	2878	34	would	would	MD
37060	2878	35	sit	sit	VB
37060	2878	36	despondently	despondently	RB
37060	2878	37	in	in	IN
37060	2878	38	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2878	39	seats	seat	NNS
37060	2878	40	,	,	,
37060	2878	41	with	with	IN
37060	2878	42	plaster	plaster	NN
37060	2878	43	-	-	HYPH
37060	2878	44	cast	cast	VBN
37060	2878	45	pouts	pout	NNS
37060	2878	46	on	on	IN
37060	2878	47	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2878	48	faces	face	NNS
37060	2878	49	,	,	,
37060	2878	50	and	and	CC
37060	2878	51	refuse	refuse	VBP
37060	2878	52	to	to	TO
37060	2878	53	answer	answer	VB
37060	2878	54	questions	question	NNS
37060	2878	55	unless	unless	IN
37060	2878	56	directly	directly	RB
37060	2878	57	asked	ask	VBN
37060	2878	58	.	.	.
37060	2879	1	Then	then	RB
37060	2879	2	the	the	DT
37060	2879	3	answer	answer	NN
37060	2879	4	was	be	VBD
37060	2879	5	generally	generally	RB
37060	2879	6	a	a	DT
37060	2879	7	curt	curt	NN
37060	2879	8	,	,	,
37060	2879	9	"	"	``
37060	2879	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2879	11	do	do	VBP
37060	2879	12	n't	not	RB
37060	2879	13	know	know	VB
37060	2879	14	"	"	``
37060	2879	15	followed	follow	VBN
37060	2879	16	by	by	IN
37060	2879	17	steamy	steamy	JJ
37060	2879	18	silence	silence	NN
37060	2879	19	.	.	.
37060	2880	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2880	2	wished	wish	VBD
37060	2880	3	that	that	IN
37060	2880	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2880	5	had	have	VBD
37060	2880	6	the	the	DT
37060	2880	7	clout	clout	NN
37060	2880	8	and	and	CC
37060	2880	9	the	the	DT
37060	2880	10	following	follow	VBG
37060	2880	11	to	to	TO
37060	2880	12	right	right	VB
37060	2880	13	these	these	DT
37060	2880	14	proceedings	proceeding	NNS
37060	2880	15	,	,	,
37060	2880	16	yet	yet	CC
37060	2880	17	a	a	DT
37060	2880	18	plea	plea	NN
37060	2880	19	on	on	IN
37060	2880	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2880	21	behalf	behalf	NN
37060	2880	22	would	would	MD
37060	2880	23	have	have	VB
37060	2880	24	been	be	VBN
37060	2880	25	unheard	unheard	JJ
37060	2880	26	or	or	CC
37060	2880	27	ignored	ignore	VBN
37060	2880	28	;	;	:
37060	2880	29	unless	unless	IN
37060	2880	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2880	31	barrier	barrier	NN
37060	2880	32	would	would	MD
37060	2880	33	permit	permit	VB
37060	2880	34	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2880	35	to	to	TO
37060	2880	36	enter	enter	VB
37060	2880	37	into	into	IN
37060	2880	38	the	the	DT
37060	2880	39	instructor	instructor	NN
37060	2880	40	's	's	POS
37060	2880	41	discussion	discussion	NN
37060	2880	42	and	and	CC
37060	2880	43	help	help	VB
37060	2880	44	in	in	IN
37060	2880	45	that	that	DT
37060	2880	46	meager	meager	JJ
37060	2880	47	way	way	NN
37060	2880	48	,	,	,
37060	2880	49	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2880	50	could	could	MD
37060	2880	51	do	do	VB
37060	2880	52	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	2880	53	to	to	TO
37060	2880	54	reinforce	reinforce	VB
37060	2880	55	the	the	DT
37060	2880	56	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	2880	57	's	's	POS
37060	2880	58	strength	strength	NN
37060	2880	59	except	except	IN
37060	2880	60	,	,	,
37060	2880	61	through	through	IN
37060	2880	62	silence	silence	NN
37060	2880	63	,	,	,
37060	2880	64	keep	keep	VB
37060	2880	65	the	the	DT
37060	2880	66	bedlam	bedlam	NN
37060	2880	67	at	at	IN
37060	2880	68	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2880	69	current	current	JJ
37060	2880	70	level	level	NN
37060	2880	71	.	.	.
37060	2881	1	Our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2881	2	church	church	NN
37060	2881	3	,	,	,
37060	2881	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2881	5	found	find	VBD
37060	2881	6	,	,	,
37060	2881	7	shared	share	VBD
37060	2881	8	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2881	9	problem	problem	NN
37060	2881	10	with	with	IN
37060	2881	11	other	other	JJ
37060	2881	12	denominations	denomination	NNS
37060	2881	13	.	.	.
37060	2882	1	March	March	NNP
37060	2882	2	24	24	CD
37060	2882	3	,	,	,
37060	2882	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	2882	5	...	...	NFP
37060	2882	6	wrote	write	VBD
37060	2882	7	another	another	DT
37060	2882	8	poem	poem	NN
37060	2882	9	about	about	IN
37060	2882	10	spring	spring	NN
37060	2882	11	...	...	:
37060	2882	12	really	really	RB
37060	2882	13	nice	nice	JJ
37060	2882	14	out	out	RP
37060	2882	15	today	today	NN
37060	2882	16	!	!	.
37060	2883	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2883	2	remember	remember	VBP
37060	2883	3	the	the	DT
37060	2883	4	day	day	NN
37060	2883	5	and	and	CC
37060	2883	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2883	7	inspired	inspire	VBN
37060	2883	8	to	to	TO
37060	2883	9	write	write	VB
37060	2883	10	about	about	IN
37060	2883	11	that	that	DT
37060	2883	12	which	which	WDT
37060	2883	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2883	14	saw	see	VBD
37060	2883	15	around	around	IN
37060	2883	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2883	17	.	.	.
37060	2884	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2884	2	carried	carry	VBD
37060	2884	3	a	a	DT
37060	2884	4	note	note	NN
37060	2884	5	pad	pad	NN
37060	2884	6	and	and	CC
37060	2884	7	pen	pen	VB
37060	2884	8	to	to	IN
37060	2884	9	the	the	DT
37060	2884	10	wood	wood	NN
37060	2884	11	pile	pile	NN
37060	2884	12	behind	behind	IN
37060	2884	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2884	14	house	house	NN
37060	2884	15	,	,	,
37060	2884	16	and	and	CC
37060	2884	17	taking	take	VBG
37060	2884	18	a	a	DT
37060	2884	19	seat	seat	NN
37060	2884	20	,	,	,
37060	2884	21	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	2884	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2884	23	pen	pen	NN
37060	2884	24	to	to	TO
37060	2884	25	drift	drift	VB
37060	2884	26	along	along	IN
37060	2884	27	with	with	IN
37060	2884	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2884	29	mood	mood	NN
37060	2884	30	.	.	.
37060	2885	1	As	as	IN
37060	2885	2	the	the	DT
37060	2885	3	sun	sun	NN
37060	2885	4	pelted	pelt	VBD
37060	2885	5	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2885	6	warm	warm	JJ
37060	2885	7	rays	ray	NNS
37060	2885	8	on	on	IN
37060	2885	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2885	10	back	back	NN
37060	2885	11	,	,	,
37060	2885	12	the	the	DT
37060	2885	13	world	world	NN
37060	2885	14	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2885	15	so	so	RB
37060	2885	16	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	2885	17	and	and	CC
37060	2885	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2885	19	heart	heart	NN
37060	2885	20	so	so	RB
37060	2885	21	full	full	JJ
37060	2885	22	of	of	IN
37060	2885	23	the	the	DT
37060	2885	24	world	world	NN
37060	2885	25	,	,	,
37060	2885	26	that	that	IN
37060	2885	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2885	28	had	have	VBD
37060	2885	29	to	to	TO
37060	2885	30	capture	capture	VB
37060	2885	31	the	the	DT
37060	2885	32	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	2885	33	forever	forever	RB
37060	2885	34	.	.	.
37060	2886	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2886	2	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	2886	3	no	no	DT
37060	2886	4	poet	poet	NN
37060	2886	5	's	's	POS
37060	2886	6	eloquence	eloquence	NN
37060	2886	7	at	at	IN
37060	2886	8	age	age	NN
37060	2886	9	14	14	CD
37060	2886	10	,	,	,
37060	2886	11	though	though	IN
37060	2886	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2886	13	did	do	VBD
37060	2886	14	seek	seek	VB
37060	2886	15	to	to	TO
37060	2886	16	express	express	VB
37060	2886	17	honesty	honesty	NN
37060	2886	18	and	and	CC
37060	2886	19	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	2886	20	in	in	IN
37060	2886	21	the	the	DT
37060	2886	22	written	write	VBN
37060	2886	23	word	word	NN
37060	2886	24	;	;	:
37060	2886	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2886	26	wished	wish	VBD
37060	2886	27	that	that	IN
37060	2886	28	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	2886	29	could	could	MD
37060	2886	30	see	see	VB
37060	2886	31	and	and	CC
37060	2886	32	feel	feel	VB
37060	2886	33	the	the	DT
37060	2886	34	life	life	NN
37060	2886	35	which	which	WDT
37060	2886	36	permeated	permeate	VBD
37060	2886	37	every	every	DT
37060	2886	38	puff	puff	NN
37060	2886	39	of	of	IN
37060	2886	40	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	2886	41	through	through	IN
37060	2886	42	the	the	DT
37060	2886	43	tight	tight	RB
37060	2886	44	-	-	HYPH
37060	2886	45	budded	bud	VBN
37060	2886	46	trees	tree	NNS
37060	2886	47	.	.	.
37060	2887	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2887	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2887	3	rather	rather	RB
37060	2887	4	guilty	guilty	JJ
37060	2887	5	that	that	IN
37060	2887	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2887	7	fostered	foster	VBD
37060	2887	8	such	such	JJ
37060	2887	9	ill	ill	JJ
37060	2887	10	fervor	fervor	NN
37060	2887	11	toward	toward	IN
37060	2887	12	going	go	VBG
37060	2887	13	to	to	IN
37060	2887	14	church	church	NN
37060	2887	15	and	and	CC
37060	2887	16	,	,	,
37060	2887	17	as	as	IN
37060	2887	18	a	a	DT
37060	2887	19	gesture	gesture	NN
37060	2887	20	of	of	IN
37060	2887	21	good	good	JJ
37060	2887	22	will	will	NN
37060	2887	23	,	,	,
37060	2887	24	sent	send	VBD
37060	2887	25	a	a	DT
37060	2887	26	copy	copy	NN
37060	2887	27	of	of	IN
37060	2887	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2887	29	poem	poem	NN
37060	2887	30	to	to	IN
37060	2887	31	the	the	DT
37060	2887	32	minister	minister	NN
37060	2887	33	.	.	.
37060	2888	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	2888	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2888	3	wished	wish	VBD
37060	2888	4	to	to	TO
37060	2888	5	ease	ease	VB
37060	2888	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2888	7	own	own	JJ
37060	2888	8	mind	mind	NN
37060	2888	9	against	against	IN
37060	2888	10	the	the	DT
37060	2888	11	suspicion	suspicion	NN
37060	2888	12	that	that	WDT
37060	2888	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2888	14	was	be	VBD
37060	2888	15	on	on	IN
37060	2888	16	a	a	DT
37060	2888	17	collision	collision	NN
37060	2888	18	course	course	NN
37060	2888	19	with	with	IN
37060	2888	20	atheism	atheism	NN
37060	2888	21	;	;	:
37060	2888	22	for	for	CC
37060	2888	23	although	although	IN
37060	2888	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2888	25	did	do	VBD
37060	2888	26	not	not	RB
37060	2888	27	feel	feel	VB
37060	2888	28	like	like	IN
37060	2888	29	a	a	DT
37060	2888	30	heathen	heathen	NN
37060	2888	31	,	,	,
37060	2888	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2888	33	was	be	VBD
37060	2888	34	terribly	terribly	RB
37060	2888	35	aware	aware	JJ
37060	2888	36	of	of	IN
37060	2888	37	a	a	DT
37060	2888	38	rift	rift	NN
37060	2888	39	between	between	IN
37060	2888	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2888	41	ideas	idea	NNS
37060	2888	42	and	and	CC
37060	2888	43	those	those	DT
37060	2888	44	preached	preach	VBN
37060	2888	45	in	in	IN
37060	2888	46	church	church	NN
37060	2888	47	;	;	:
37060	2888	48	some	some	DT
37060	2888	49	of	of	IN
37060	2888	50	the	the	DT
37060	2888	51	statements	statement	NNS
37060	2888	52	actually	actually	RB
37060	2888	53	filled	fill	VBD
37060	2888	54	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2888	55	with	with	IN
37060	2888	56	wrath	wrath	NN
37060	2888	57	;	;	:
37060	2888	58	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2888	59	searched	search	VBD
37060	2888	60	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2888	61	mind	mind	NN
37060	2888	62	for	for	IN
37060	2888	63	the	the	DT
37060	2888	64	cause	cause	NN
37060	2888	65	of	of	IN
37060	2888	66	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2888	67	annoying	annoying	JJ
37060	2888	68	fury	fury	NN
37060	2888	69	and	and	CC
37060	2888	70	,	,	,
37060	2888	71	years	year	NNS
37060	2888	72	later	later	RB
37060	2888	73	,	,	,
37060	2888	74	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2888	75	was	be	VBD
37060	2888	76	finally	finally	RB
37060	2888	77	able	able	JJ
37060	2888	78	to	to	TO
37060	2888	79	define	define	VB
37060	2888	80	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2888	81	religious	religious	JJ
37060	2888	82	belief	belief	NN
37060	2888	83	and	and	CC
37060	2888	84	be	be	VB
37060	2888	85	at	at	IN
37060	2888	86	peace	peace	NN
37060	2888	87	with	with	IN
37060	2888	88	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2888	89	.	.	.
37060	2889	1	To	to	TO
37060	2889	2	return	return	VB
37060	2889	3	to	to	IN
37060	2889	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2889	5	story	story	NN
37060	2889	6	,	,	,
37060	2889	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2889	8	mailed	mail	VBD
37060	2889	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2889	10	poem	poem	NN
37060	2889	11	and	and	CC
37060	2889	12	settled	settle	VBD
37060	2889	13	back	back	RP
37060	2889	14	to	to	TO
37060	2889	15	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	2889	16	the	the	DT
37060	2889	17	daily	daily	JJ
37060	2889	18	routine	routine	NN
37060	2889	19	.	.	.
37060	2890	1	One	one	CD
37060	2890	2	and	and	CC
37060	2890	3	a	a	DT
37060	2890	4	half	half	NN
37060	2890	5	weeks	week	NNS
37060	2890	6	passed	pass	VBN
37060	2890	7	,	,	,
37060	2890	8	finding	find	VBG
37060	2890	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2890	10	at	at	IN
37060	2890	11	church	church	NN
37060	2890	12	and	and	CC
37060	2890	13	longing	longing	NN
37060	2890	14	for	for	IN
37060	2890	15	an	an	DT
37060	2890	16	alternative	alternative	NN
37060	2890	17	.	.	.
37060	2891	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2891	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2891	3	miraculous	miraculous	JJ
37060	2891	4	,	,	,
37060	2891	5	for	for	IN
37060	2891	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2891	7	wish	wish	NN
37060	2891	8	came	come	VBD
37060	2891	9	true	true	JJ
37060	2891	10	.	.	.
37060	2892	1	Apr.	April	NNP
37060	2893	1	4	4	CD
37060	2893	2	,	,	,
37060	2893	3	1976	1976	CD
37060	2893	4	...	...	.
37060	2894	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2894	2	did	do	VBD
37060	2894	3	n't	not	RB
37060	2894	4	go	go	VB
37060	2894	5	to	to	IN
37060	2894	6	church	church	NN
37060	2894	7	because	because	IN
37060	2894	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2894	9	got	get	VBD
37060	2894	10	hungry	hungry	JJ
37060	2894	11	,	,	,
37060	2894	12	so	so	RB
37060	2894	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2894	14	went	go	VBD
37060	2894	15	with	with	IN
37060	2894	16	Les	Les	NNP
37060	2894	17	and	and	CC
37060	2894	18	Mrs.	Mrs.	NNP
37060	2894	19	K.	K.	NNP
37060	2894	20	to	to	IN
37060	2894	21	the	the	DT
37060	2894	22	Modernistic	Modernistic	NNP
37060	2894	23	Restaurant	Restaurant	NNP
37060	2894	24	.	.	.
37060	2895	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2895	2	had	have	VBD
37060	2895	3	2	2	CD
37060	2895	4	1/2	1/2	CD
37060	2895	5	pieces	piece	NNS
37060	2895	6	of	of	IN
37060	2895	7	French	french	JJ
37060	2895	8	toast	toast	NN
37060	2895	9	,	,	,
37060	2895	10	1	1	CD
37060	2895	11	sausage	sausage	NN
37060	2895	12	,	,	,
37060	2895	13	hot	hot	JJ
37060	2895	14	tea	tea	NN
37060	2895	15	.	.	.
37060	2896	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2896	2	wish	wish	VBP
37060	2896	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2896	4	'd	'd	MD
37060	2896	5	gone	go	VBN
37060	2896	6	to	to	TO
37060	2896	7	church	church	VB
37060	2896	8	tho	tho	NN
37060	2896	9	'	'	''
37060	2896	10	'cause	because	IN
37060	2896	11	Rev.	Rev.	NNP
37060	2897	1	Jones	Jones	NNP
37060	2897	2	read	read	VBD
37060	2897	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2897	4	poem	poem	NN
37060	2897	5	"	"	``
37060	2897	6	Spring	Spring	NNP
37060	2897	7	"	"	''
37060	2897	8	!	!	.
37060	2898	1	A	a	DT
37060	2898	2	lady	lady	NN
37060	2898	3	told	tell	VBD
37060	2898	4	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	2898	5	that	that	IN
37060	2898	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2898	7	should	should	MD
37060	2898	8	try	try	VB
37060	2898	9	to	to	TO
37060	2898	10	publish	publish	VB
37060	2898	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2898	12	!	!	.
37060	2899	1	Seven	seven	CD
37060	2899	2	others	other	NNS
37060	2899	3	commented	comment	VBD
37060	2899	4	on	on	IN
37060	2899	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2899	6	!	!	.
37060	2900	1	WOW	wow	UH
37060	2900	2	!	!	.
37060	2901	1	Ironic	ironic	JJ
37060	2901	2	,	,	,
37060	2901	3	life	life	NN
37060	2901	4	.	.	.
37060	2902	1	Besides	besides	IN
37060	2902	2	the	the	DT
37060	2902	3	honor	honor	NN
37060	2902	4	of	of	IN
37060	2902	5	having	have	VBG
37060	2902	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2902	7	poem	poem	NN
37060	2902	8	read	read	VBN
37060	2902	9	in	in	IN
37060	2902	10	church	church	NN
37060	2902	11	,	,	,
37060	2902	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2902	13	was	be	VBD
37060	2902	14	published	publish	VBN
37060	2902	15	in	in	IN
37060	2902	16	the	the	DT
37060	2902	17	weekly	weekly	JJ
37060	2902	18	church	church	NN
37060	2902	19	bulletin	bulletin	NN
37060	2902	20	since	since	IN
37060	2902	21	a	a	DT
37060	2902	22	number	number	NN
37060	2902	23	of	of	IN
37060	2902	24	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	2902	25	had	have	VBD
37060	2902	26	asked	ask	VBN
37060	2902	27	for	for	IN
37060	2902	28	a	a	DT
37060	2902	29	copy	copy	NN
37060	2902	30	of	of	IN
37060	2902	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2902	32	;	;	:
37060	2902	33	in	in	IN
37060	2902	34	the	the	DT
37060	2902	35	following	follow	VBG
37060	2902	36	weeks	week	NNS
37060	2902	37	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2902	38	was	be	VBD
37060	2902	39	sent	send	VBN
37060	2902	40	two	two	CD
37060	2902	41	thank	thank	VBP
37060	2902	42	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2902	43	notes	note	NNS
37060	2902	44	in	in	IN
37060	2902	45	the	the	DT
37060	2902	46	mail	mail	NN
37060	2902	47	for	for	IN
37060	2902	48	sharing	share	VBG
37060	2902	49	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2902	50	writing	writing	NN
37060	2902	51	with	with	IN
37060	2902	52	the	the	DT
37060	2902	53	church	church	NN
37060	2902	54	.	.	.
37060	2903	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2903	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2903	3	good	good	JJ
37060	2903	4	to	to	TO
37060	2903	5	know	know	VB
37060	2903	6	that	that	IN
37060	2903	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2903	8	efforts	effort	NNS
37060	2903	9	were	be	VBD
37060	2903	10	appreciated	appreciate	VBN
37060	2903	11	;	;	:
37060	2903	12	more	more	RBR
37060	2903	13	importantly	importantly	RB
37060	2903	14	,	,	,
37060	2903	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2903	16	prompted	prompt	VBD
37060	2903	17	people	people	NNS
37060	2903	18	to	to	TO
37060	2903	19	take	take	VB
37060	2903	20	a	a	DT
37060	2903	21	second	second	JJ
37060	2903	22	look	look	NN
37060	2903	23	at	at	IN
37060	2903	24	nature	nature	NN
37060	2903	25	's	's	POS
37060	2903	26	splendor	splendor	NN
37060	2903	27	.	.	.
37060	2904	1	Spring	spring	VB
37060	2904	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2904	3	's	be	VBZ
37060	2904	4	the	the	DT
37060	2904	5	beginning	beginning	NN
37060	2904	6	of	of	IN
37060	2904	7	Spring	spring	NN
37060	2904	8	,	,	,
37060	2904	9	And	and	CC
37060	2904	10	God	God	NNP
37060	2904	11	's	be	VBZ
37060	2904	12	in	in	IN
37060	2904	13	the	the	DT
37060	2904	14	air	air	NN
37060	2904	15	,	,	,
37060	2904	16	Not	not	RB
37060	2904	17	just	just	RB
37060	2904	18	in	in	IN
37060	2904	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2904	20	woods	wood	NNS
37060	2904	21	,	,	,
37060	2904	22	But	but	CC
37060	2904	23	everywhere	everywhere	RB
37060	2904	24	.	.	.
37060	2905	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2905	2	can	can	MD
37060	2905	3	feel	feel	VB
37060	2905	4	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2905	5	like	like	IN
37060	2905	6	the	the	DT
37060	2905	7	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	2905	8	As	as	IN
37060	2905	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2905	10	blows	blow	VBZ
37060	2905	11	on	on	IN
37060	2905	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2905	13	,	,	,
37060	2905	14	And	and	CC
37060	2905	15	so	so	RB
37060	2905	16	can	can	MD
37060	2905	17	the	the	DT
37060	2905	18	robin	robin	NN
37060	2905	19	,	,	,
37060	2905	20	the	the	DT
37060	2905	21	eagle	eagle	NNP
37060	2905	22	,	,	,
37060	2905	23	the	the	DT
37060	2905	24	bee	bee	NNP
37060	2905	25	.	.	.
37060	2906	1	And	and	CC
37060	2906	2	as	as	IN
37060	2906	3	the	the	DT
37060	2906	4	sun	sun	NN
37060	2906	5	's	's	POS
37060	2906	6	rays	ray	NNS
37060	2906	7	Beat	beat	VBP
37060	2906	8	down	down	RP
37060	2906	9	on	on	IN
37060	2906	10	the	the	DT
37060	2906	11	earth	earth	NN
37060	2906	12	The	the	DT
37060	2906	13	world	world	NN
37060	2906	14	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	2906	15	awakes	awake	VBZ
37060	2906	16	And	and	CC
37060	2906	17	is	be	VBZ
37060	2906	18	filled	fill	VBN
37060	2906	19	with	with	IN
37060	2906	20	new	new	JJ
37060	2906	21	birth	birth	NN
37060	2906	22	.	.	.
37060	2907	1	Under	under	IN
37060	2907	2	the	the	DT
37060	2907	3	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	2907	4	so	so	RB
37060	2907	5	dead	dead	JJ
37060	2907	6	and	and	CC
37060	2907	7	brown	brown	JJ
37060	2907	8	,	,	,
37060	2907	9	Sprouts	sprout	VBZ
37060	2907	10	a	a	DT
37060	2907	11	Spring	Spring	NNP
37060	2907	12	Beauty	Beauty	NNP
37060	2907	13	,	,	,
37060	2907	14	and	and	CC
37060	2907	15	life	life	NN
37060	2907	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	2907	17	found	find	VBN
37060	2907	18	.	.	.
37060	2908	1	Spring	spring	NN
37060	2908	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	2908	3	life	life	NN
37060	2908	4	...	...	:
37060	2908	5	Of	of	IN
37060	2908	6	this	this	DT
37060	2908	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2908	8	've	have	VB
37060	2908	9	no	no	RB
37060	2908	10	doubt	doubt	NN
37060	2908	11	,	,	,
37060	2908	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2908	13	feel	feel	VBP
37060	2908	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2908	15	'm	be	VBP
37060	2908	16	alive	alive	JJ
37060	2908	17	,	,	,
37060	2908	18	and	and	CC
37060	2908	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2908	20	want	want	VBP
37060	2908	21	to	to	TO
37060	2908	22	shout	shout	VB
37060	2908	23	!	!	.
37060	2909	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	2909	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	2909	3	8th	8th	JJ
37060	2909	4	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	2909	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2909	6	used	use	VBD
37060	2909	7	to	to	TO
37060	2909	8	sit	sit	VB
37060	2909	9	on	on	IN
37060	2909	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2909	11	front	front	JJ
37060	2909	12	steps	step	NNS
37060	2909	13	and	and	CC
37060	2909	14	watch	watch	VB
37060	2909	15	the	the	DT
37060	2909	16	storms	storm	NNS
37060	2909	17	approach	approach	NN
37060	2909	18	.	.	.
37060	2910	1	The	the	DT
37060	2910	2	sky	sky	NN
37060	2910	3	would	would	MD
37060	2910	4	turn	turn	VB
37060	2910	5	gray	gray	JJ
37060	2910	6	,	,	,
37060	2910	7	then	then	RB
37060	2910	8	dark	dark	JJ
37060	2910	9	,	,	,
37060	2910	10	inky	inky	JJ
37060	2910	11	blue	blue	JJ
37060	2910	12	as	as	IN
37060	2910	13	thunderheads	thunderhead	NNS
37060	2910	14	bearing	bear	VBG
37060	2910	15	rain	rain	NN
37060	2910	16	scouted	scout	VBD
37060	2910	17	a	a	DT
37060	2910	18	path	path	NN
37060	2910	19	above	above	IN
37060	2910	20	the	the	DT
37060	2910	21	tall	tall	JJ
37060	2910	22	oaks	oak	NNS
37060	2910	23	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	2910	24	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2910	25	house	house	NN
37060	2910	26	.	.	.
37060	2911	1	Lightning	lightning	NN
37060	2911	2	seared	sear	VBD
37060	2911	3	the	the	DT
37060	2911	4	murky	murky	NN
37060	2911	5	,	,	,
37060	2911	6	restless	restless	JJ
37060	2911	7	skies	sky	NNS
37060	2911	8	as	as	IN
37060	2911	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2911	10	peered	peer	VBD
37060	2911	11	into	into	IN
37060	2911	12	the	the	DT
37060	2911	13	dark	dark	JJ
37060	2911	14	abyss	abyss	NN
37060	2911	15	above	above	IN
37060	2911	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2911	17	,	,	,
37060	2911	18	and	and	CC
37060	2911	19	when	when	WRB
37060	2911	20	the	the	DT
37060	2911	21	storm	storm	NN
37060	2911	22	drew	draw	VBD
37060	2911	23	hauntingly	hauntingly	RB
37060	2911	24	near	near	RB
37060	2911	25	,	,	,
37060	2911	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2911	27	would	would	MD
37060	2911	28	relinquish	relinquish	VB
37060	2911	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2911	30	seat	seat	NN
37060	2911	31	for	for	IN
37060	2911	32	one	one	CD
37060	2911	33	inside	inside	IN
37060	2911	34	the	the	DT
37060	2911	35	house	house	NN
37060	2911	36	.	.	.
37060	2912	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2912	2	love	love	NN
37060	2912	3	of	of	IN
37060	2912	4	storms	storm	NNS
37060	2912	5	was	be	VBD
37060	2912	6	not	not	RB
37060	2912	7	blind	blind	JJ
37060	2912	8	love	love	NN
37060	2912	9	;	;	:
37060	2912	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2912	11	respected	respect	VBD
37060	2912	12	the	the	DT
37060	2912	13	power	power	NN
37060	2912	14	of	of	IN
37060	2912	15	nature	nature	NN
37060	2912	16	and	and	CC
37060	2912	17	maintained	maintain	VBD
37060	2912	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2912	19	distance	distance	NN
37060	2912	20	,	,	,
37060	2912	21	continuing	continue	VBG
37060	2912	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2912	23	vigilance	vigilance	NN
37060	2912	24	protected	protect	VBN
37060	2912	25	by	by	IN
37060	2912	26	four	four	CD
37060	2912	27	walls	wall	NNS
37060	2912	28	.	.	.
37060	2913	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2913	2	once	once	RB
37060	2913	3	witnessed	witness	VBD
37060	2913	4	the	the	DT
37060	2913	5	mauling	maul	VBG
37060	2913	6	destruction	destruction	NN
37060	2913	7	of	of	IN
37060	2913	8	a	a	DT
37060	2913	9	seemingly	seemingly	RB
37060	2913	10	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	2913	11	oak	oak	NN
37060	2913	12	as	as	IN
37060	2913	13	the	the	DT
37060	2913	14	wind	wind	NN
37060	2913	15	cracked	crack	VBD
37060	2913	16	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2913	17	trunk	trunk	NN
37060	2913	18	at	at	IN
37060	2913	19	20	20	CD
37060	2913	20	feet	foot	NNS
37060	2913	21	above	above	IN
37060	2913	22	the	the	DT
37060	2913	23	ground	ground	NN
37060	2913	24	and	and	CC
37060	2913	25	sent	send	VBD
37060	2913	26	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2913	27	entire	entire	JJ
37060	2913	28	upper	upper	JJ
37060	2913	29	portion	portion	NN
37060	2913	30	sprawling	sprawl	VBG
37060	2913	31	to	to	IN
37060	2913	32	the	the	DT
37060	2913	33	woodland	woodland	JJ
37060	2913	34	floor	floor	NN
37060	2913	35	.	.	.
37060	2914	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2914	2	gawked	gawk	VBD
37060	2914	3	in	in	IN
37060	2914	4	astonishment	astonishment	NN
37060	2914	5	and	and	CC
37060	2914	6	breathed	breathe	VBD
37060	2914	7	a	a	DT
37060	2914	8	sigh	sigh	NN
37060	2914	9	of	of	IN
37060	2914	10	relief	relief	NN
37060	2914	11	that	that	IN
37060	2914	12	the	the	DT
37060	2914	13	tree	tree	NN
37060	2914	14	had	have	VBD
37060	2914	15	not	not	RB
37060	2914	16	fallen	fall	VBN
37060	2914	17	in	in	IN
37060	2914	18	the	the	DT
37060	2914	19	direction	direction	NN
37060	2914	20	of	of	IN
37060	2914	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2914	22	aunt	aunt	NN
37060	2914	23	's	's	POS
37060	2914	24	home	home	NN
37060	2914	25	.	.	.
37060	2915	1	Wide	wide	JJ
37060	2915	2	-	-	HYPH
37060	2915	3	eyed	eyed	JJ
37060	2915	4	,	,	,
37060	2915	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2915	6	realized	realize	VBD
37060	2915	7	that	that	IN
37060	2915	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2915	9	hands	hand	NNS
37060	2915	10	were	be	VBD
37060	2915	11	shaking	shake	VBG
37060	2915	12	;	;	:
37060	2915	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2915	14	left	leave	VBD
37060	2915	15	the	the	DT
37060	2915	16	doorway	doorway	NN
37060	2915	17	and	and	CC
37060	2915	18	took	take	VBD
37060	2915	19	a	a	DT
37060	2915	20	seat	seat	NN
37060	2915	21	in	in	IN
37060	2915	22	the	the	DT
37060	2915	23	living	living	NN
37060	2915	24	room	room	NN
37060	2915	25	.	.	.
37060	2916	1	A	a	DT
37060	2916	2	Storm	storm	NN
37060	2916	3	In	in	IN
37060	2916	4	The	the	DT
37060	2916	5	Offing	off	VBG
37060	2916	6	Storm	storm	NN
37060	2916	7	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	2916	8	are	be	VBP
37060	2916	9	coming	come	VBG
37060	2916	10	,	,	,
37060	2916	11	The	the	DT
37060	2916	12	wind	wind	NN
37060	2916	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	2916	14	in	in	IN
37060	2916	15	wrath	wrath	NN
37060	2916	16	;	;	:
37060	2916	17	Soon	soon	RB
37060	2916	18	raindrops	raindrop	NNS
37060	2916	19	will	will	MD
37060	2916	20	penetrate	penetrate	VB
37060	2916	21	Everything	everything	NN
37060	2916	22	in	in	IN
37060	2916	23	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2916	24	path	path	NN
37060	2916	25	.	.	.
37060	2917	1	The	the	DT
37060	2917	2	sun	sun	NN
37060	2917	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	2917	4	still	still	RB
37060	2917	5	shining	shine	VBG
37060	2917	6	,	,	,
37060	2917	7	The	the	DT
37060	2917	8	birds	bird	NNS
37060	2917	9	,	,	,
37060	2917	10	still	still	RB
37060	2917	11	in	in	IN
37060	2917	12	chorus	chorus	NNP
37060	2917	13	...	...	.
37060	2918	1	But	but	CC
37060	2918	2	this	this	DT
37060	2918	3	will	will	MD
37060	2918	4	not	not	RB
37060	2918	5	last	last	VB
37060	2918	6	,	,	,
37060	2918	7	For	for	IN
37060	2918	8	a	a	DT
37060	2918	9	storm	storm	NN
37060	2918	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	2918	11	before	before	IN
37060	2918	12	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2918	13	.	.	.
37060	2919	1	The	the	DT
37060	2919	2	wind	wind	NN
37060	2919	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	2919	4	now	now	RB
37060	2919	5	lashing	lash	VBG
37060	2919	6	The	the	DT
37060	2919	7	trees	tree	NNS
37060	2919	8	without	without	IN
37060	2919	9	care	care	NN
37060	2919	10	,	,	,
37060	2919	11	And	and	CC
37060	2919	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2919	13	sap	sap	NN
37060	2919	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	2919	15	now	now	RB
37060	2919	16	flowing	flow	VBG
37060	2919	17	With	with	IN
37060	2919	18	each	each	DT
37060	2919	19	breath	breath	NN
37060	2919	20	of	of	IN
37060	2919	21	air	air	NN
37060	2919	22	.	.	.
37060	2920	1	The	the	DT
37060	2920	2	sun	sun	NN
37060	2920	3	's	's	POS
37060	2920	4	face	face	NN
37060	2920	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	2920	6	veiled	veil	VBN
37060	2920	7	With	with	IN
37060	2920	8	a	a	DT
37060	2920	9	blanket	blanket	NN
37060	2920	10	of	of	IN
37060	2920	11	gray	gray	NN
37060	2920	12	;	;	:
37060	2920	13	The	the	DT
37060	2920	14	heavens	heaven	NNS
37060	2920	15	break	break	VBP
37060	2920	16	open	open	JJ
37060	2920	17	,	,	,
37060	2920	18	And	and	CC
37060	2920	19	rain	rain	NN
37060	2920	20	fills	fill	VBZ
37060	2920	21	the	the	DT
37060	2920	22	day	day	NN
37060	2920	23	.	.	.
37060	2921	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	2921	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	2921	3	8th	8th	JJ
37060	2921	4	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	2921	5	Apr.	April	NNP
37060	2922	1	7	7	CD
37060	2922	2	,	,	,
37060	2922	3	1976	1976	CD
37060	2922	4	...	...	.
37060	2923	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2923	2	kinda	kinda	VBP
37060	2923	3	'	'	''
37060	2923	4	got	get	VBD
37060	2923	5	sick	sick	JJ
37060	2923	6	after	after	IN
37060	2923	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2923	8	ate	eat	VBD
37060	2923	9	the	the	DT
37060	2923	10	cream	cream	NN
37060	2923	11	of	of	IN
37060	2923	12	rice	rice	NN
37060	2923	13	so	so	RB
37060	2923	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2923	15	just	just	RB
37060	2923	16	read	read	VBP
37060	2923	17	more	more	JJR
37060	2923	18	of	of	IN
37060	2923	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2923	20	Science	Science	NNP
37060	2923	21	.	.	.
37060	2924	1	Then	then	RB
37060	2924	2	G.E.	G.E.	NNP
37060	2925	1	came	come	VBD
37060	2925	2	over	over	RB
37060	2925	3	and	and	CC
37060	2925	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2925	5	did	do	VBD
37060	2925	6	crafts	craft	NNS
37060	2925	7	.	.	.
37060	2926	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2926	2	made	make	VBD
37060	2926	3	a	a	DT
37060	2926	4	wishing	wish	VBG
37060	2926	5	well	well	RB
37060	2926	6	with	with	IN
37060	2926	7	clothespin	clothespin	NN
37060	2926	8	halves	half	NNS
37060	2926	9	glued	glue	VBN
37060	2926	10	on	on	RP
37060	2926	11	to	to	IN
37060	2926	12	a	a	DT
37060	2926	13	Gerber	Gerber	NNP
37060	2926	14	food	food	NN
37060	2926	15	jar	jar	NN
37060	2926	16	.	.	.
37060	2927	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2927	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	2927	3	neat	neat	JJ
37060	2927	4	.	.	.
37060	2928	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2928	2	even	even	RB
37060	2928	3	brought	bring	VBD
37060	2928	4	an	an	DT
37060	2928	5	African	african	JJ
37060	2928	6	violet	violet	NN
37060	2928	7	from	from	IN
37060	2928	8	Mrs.	Mrs.	NNP
37060	2928	9	O.	O.	NNP
37060	2928	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2928	11	also	also	RB
37060	2928	12	made	make	VBD
37060	2928	13	Easter	easter	NN
37060	2928	14	egg	egg	NN
37060	2928	15	decorations	decoration	NNS
37060	2928	16	from	from	IN
37060	2928	17	real	real	RB
37060	2928	18	blown	blow	VBN
37060	2928	19	out	out	RP
37060	2928	20	eggs	egg	NNS
37060	2928	21	covered	cover	VBN
37060	2928	22	with	with	IN
37060	2928	23	napkins	napkin	NNS
37060	2928	24	.	.	.
37060	2929	1	At	at	IN
37060	2929	2	2:00	2:00	CD
37060	2929	3	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	2929	4	and	and	CC
37060	2929	5	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2929	6	sister	sister	NN
37060	2929	7	picked	pick	VBD
37060	2929	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2929	9	up	up	RP
37060	2929	10	.	.	.
37060	2930	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2930	2	went	go	VBD
37060	2930	3	to	to	IN
37060	2930	4	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2930	5	the	the	DT
37060	2930	6	mall	mall	NN
37060	2930	7	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2930	8	for	for	IN
37060	2930	9	a	a	DT
37060	2930	10	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	2930	11	show	show	NN
37060	2930	12	...	...	:
37060	2930	13	was	be	VBD
37060	2930	14	n't	not	RB
37060	2930	15	much	much	JJ
37060	2930	16	fun	fun	NN
37060	2930	17	...	...	NFP
37060	2930	18	did	do	VBD
37060	2930	19	n't	not	RB
37060	2930	20	even	even	RB
37060	2930	21	get	get	VB
37060	2930	22	made	make	VBN
37060	2930	23	up	up	RP
37060	2930	24	!	!	.
37060	2930	25	...	...	.
37060	2931	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2931	2	got	get	VBD
37060	2931	3	to	to	TO
37060	2931	4	sign	sign	VB
37060	2931	5	up	up	RP
37060	2931	6	for	for	IN
37060	2931	7	free	free	JJ
37060	2931	8	samples	sample	NNS
37060	2931	9	though	though	RB
37060	2931	10	.	.	.
37060	2932	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2932	2	'll	will	MD
37060	2932	3	get	get	VB
37060	2932	4	some	some	DT
37060	2932	5	!	!	.
37060	2933	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2933	2	had	have	VBD
37060	2933	3	few	few	JJ
37060	2933	4	actual	actual	JJ
37060	2933	5	contacts	contact	NNS
37060	2933	6	with	with	IN
37060	2933	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2933	8	classmates	classmate	NNS
37060	2933	9	of	of	IN
37060	2933	10	7th	7th	JJ
37060	2933	11	grade	grade	NN
37060	2933	12	,	,	,
37060	2933	13	for	for	CC
37060	2933	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2933	15	shared	share	VBD
37060	2933	16	little	little	JJ
37060	2933	17	in	in	IN
37060	2933	18	common	common	NN
37060	2933	19	with	with	IN
37060	2933	20	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2933	21	faster	fast	RBR
37060	2933	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	2933	23	paced	pace	VBN
37060	2933	24	lifestyles	lifestyle	NNS
37060	2933	25	and	and	CC
37060	2933	26	the	the	DT
37060	2933	27	saying	saying	NN
37060	2933	28	,	,	,
37060	2933	29	"	"	``
37060	2933	30	out	out	IN
37060	2933	31	of	of	IN
37060	2933	32	sight	sight	NN
37060	2933	33	,	,	,
37060	2933	34	out	out	IN
37060	2933	35	of	of	IN
37060	2933	36	mind	mind	NN
37060	2933	37	"	"	``
37060	2933	38	carried	carry	VBD
37060	2933	39	a	a	DT
37060	2933	40	thick	thick	JJ
37060	2933	41	slice	slice	NN
37060	2933	42	of	of	IN
37060	2933	43	truthfulness	truthfulness	NN
37060	2933	44	.	.	.
37060	2934	1	To	to	TO
37060	2934	2	pass	pass	VB
37060	2934	3	the	the	DT
37060	2934	4	time	time	NN
37060	2934	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2934	6	often	often	RB
37060	2934	7	wrote	write	VBD
37060	2934	8	nonsensical	nonsensical	JJ
37060	2934	9	poems	poem	NNS
37060	2934	10	.	.	.
37060	2935	1	The	the	DT
37060	2935	2	old	old	JJ
37060	2935	3	west	west	NN
37060	2935	4	was	be	VBD
37060	2935	5	the	the	DT
37060	2935	6	brunt	brunt	NN
37060	2935	7	of	of	IN
37060	2935	8	one	one	CD
37060	2935	9	of	of	IN
37060	2935	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2935	11	endeavors	endeavor	NNS
37060	2935	12	...	...	.
37060	2936	1	Revenge	revenge	NN
37060	2936	2	Does	do	VBZ
37060	2936	3	n't	not	RB
37060	2936	4	Alus	alus	VB
37060	2936	5	Pay	pay	VB
37060	2936	6	!	!	.
37060	2937	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2937	2	AS	as	IN
37060	2937	3	told	tell	VBN
37060	2937	4	by	by	IN
37060	2937	5	an	an	DT
37060	2937	6	old	old	JJ
37060	2937	7	Mountain	Mountain	NNP
37060	2937	8	Man	Man	NNP
37060	2937	9	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2937	10	This	this	DT
37060	2937	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	2937	12	the	the	DT
37060	2937	13	story	story	NN
37060	2937	14	'bout	about	IN
37060	2937	15	a	a	DT
37060	2937	16	woman	woman	NN
37060	2937	17	named	name	VBN
37060	2937	18	Sue	Sue	NNP
37060	2937	19	;	;	:
37060	2937	20	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2937	21	man	man	NN
37060	2937	22	wuz	wuz	NN
37060	2937	23	kilt	kilt	VB
37060	2937	24	by	by	IN
37060	2937	25	Injuns	Injuns	NNP
37060	2937	26	...	...	NFP
37060	2937	27	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2937	28	fam	fam	CD
37060	2937	29	-	-	HYPH
37060	2937	30	Iy	Iy	NNP
37060	2937	31	,	,	,
37060	2937	32	too	too	RB
37060	2937	33	!	!	.
37060	2938	1	Now	now	RB
37060	2938	2	Sue	Sue	NNP
37060	2938	3	bore	bear	VBD
37060	2938	4	a	a	DT
37060	2938	5	grudge	grudge	NN
37060	2938	6	worse	bad	JJR
37060	2938	7	than	than	IN
37060	2938	8	most	most	JJS
37060	2938	9	could	could	MD
37060	2938	10	tell	tell	VB
37060	2938	11	,	,	,
37060	2938	12	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2938	13	'd	'd	MD
37060	2938	14	get	get	VB
37060	2938	15	revenge	revenge	NN
37060	2938	16	on	on	IN
37060	2938	17	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2938	18	redskins	redskin	NNS
37060	2938	19	if	if	IN
37060	2938	20	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2938	21	had	have	VBD
37060	2938	22	ta	ta	TO
37060	2938	23	go	go	VB
37060	2938	24	through	through	IN
37060	2938	25	hell	hell	NN
37060	2938	26	!	!	.
37060	2939	1	'	'	``
37060	2939	2	Ol	old	NNP
37060	2939	3	Sue	Sue	NNP
37060	2939	4	used	use	VBD
37060	2939	5	a	a	DT
37060	2939	6	lang	lang	NNP
37060	2939	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	2939	8	gwadge	gwadge	NN
37060	2939	9	that	that	WDT
37060	2939	10	stung	sting	VBD
37060	2939	11	just	just	RB
37060	2939	12	like	like	IN
37060	2939	13	a	a	DT
37060	2939	14	bee	bee	NN
37060	2939	15	,	,	,
37060	2939	16	And	and	CC
37060	2939	17	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2939	18	could	could	MD
37060	2939	19	draw	draw	VB
37060	2939	20	a	a	DT
37060	2939	21	pistol	pistol	NN
37060	2939	22	faster'n	faster'n	FW
37060	2939	23	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2939	24	could	could	MD
37060	2939	25	knock	knock	VB
37060	2939	26	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2939	27	knee	knee	NN
37060	2939	28	!	!	.
37060	2940	1	One	one	CD
37060	2940	2	day	day	NN
37060	2940	3	while	while	IN
37060	2940	4	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2940	5	wuz	wuz	VBD
37060	2940	6	lookin	lookin	NNP
37060	2940	7	'	'	POS
37060	2940	8	fer	fer	JJ
37060	2940	9	somethin'	something	NN
37060	2940	10	good	good	JJ
37060	2940	11	ta	ta	TO
37060	2940	12	eat	eat	VB
37060	2940	13	,	,	,
37060	2940	14	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2940	15	spied	spy	VBD
37060	2940	16	a	a	DT
37060	2940	17	group	group	NN
37060	2940	18	of	of	IN
37060	2940	19	footprints	footprint	NNS
37060	2940	20	,	,	,
37060	2940	21	made	make	VBN
37060	2940	22	by	by	IN
37060	2940	23	moccasined	moccasined	JJ
37060	2940	24	feet	foot	NNS
37060	2940	25	!	!	.
37060	2941	1	Sue	Sue	NNP
37060	2941	2	tracked	track	VBD
37060	2941	3	'em	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2941	4	'	'	''
37060	2941	5	til	til	IN
37060	2941	6	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2941	7	found	find	VBD
37060	2941	8	'em	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2941	9	near	near	IN
37060	2941	10	the	the	DT
37060	2941	11	river	river	NN
37060	2941	12	bank	bank	NN
37060	2941	13	,	,	,
37060	2941	14	And	and	CC
37060	2941	15	roped	rope	VBD
37060	2941	16	the	the	DT
37060	2941	17	neck	neck	NN
37060	2941	18	of	of	IN
37060	2941	19	one	one	CD
37060	2941	20	,	,	,
37060	2941	21	then	then	RB
37060	2941	22	gave	give	VBD
37060	2941	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2941	24	a	a	DT
37060	2941	25	yank	yank	NN
37060	2941	26	.	.	.
37060	2942	1	The	the	DT
37060	2942	2	minute	minute	NN
37060	2942	3	that	that	WDT
37060	2942	4	the	the	DT
37060	2942	5	others	other	NNS
37060	2942	6	heard	hear	VBD
37060	2942	7	the	the	DT
37060	2942	8	terble	terble	JJ
37060	2942	9	cry	cry	NN
37060	2942	10	,	,	,
37060	2942	11	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2942	12	gathered	gather	VBD
37060	2942	13	up	up	RP
37060	2942	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2942	15	weapons	weapon	NNS
37060	2942	16	and	and	CC
37060	2942	17	saw	see	VBD
37060	2942	18	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2942	19	by	by	RB
37060	2942	20	and	and	CC
37060	2942	21	by	by	RB
37060	2942	22	.	.	.
37060	2943	1	Well	well	UH
37060	2943	2	Sue	Sue	NNP
37060	2943	3	was	be	VBD
37060	2943	4	pretty	pretty	RB
37060	2943	5	crafty	crafty	JJ
37060	2943	6	,	,	,
37060	2943	7	but	but	CC
37060	2943	8	not	not	RB
37060	2943	9	as	as	RB
37060	2943	10	much	much	JJ
37060	2943	11	as	as	IN
37060	2943	12	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2943	13	,	,	,
37060	2943	14	For	for	IN
37060	2943	15	soon	soon	RB
37060	2943	16	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2943	17	turned	turn	VBD
37060	2943	18	and	and	CC
37060	2943	19	fled	flee	VBD
37060	2943	20	...	...	:
37060	2943	21	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2943	22	being	be	VBG
37060	2943	23	the	the	DT
37060	2943	24	prey	prey	NN
37060	2943	25	.	.	.
37060	2944	1	In	in	IN
37060	2944	2	an	an	DT
37060	2944	3	instant	instant	NN
37060	2944	4	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2944	5	were	be	VBD
37060	2944	6	on	on	IN
37060	2944	7	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2944	8	...	...	NFP
37060	2944	9	that	that	DT
37060	2944	10	poor	poor	JJ
37060	2944	11	,	,	,
37060	2944	12	devilish	devilish	JJ
37060	2944	13	Sue	Sue	NNP
37060	2944	14	,	,	,
37060	2944	15	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2944	16	did	do	VBD
37060	2944	17	not	not	RB
37060	2944	18	win	win	VB
37060	2944	19	the	the	DT
37060	2944	20	battle	battle	NN
37060	2944	21	,	,	,
37060	2944	22	for	for	IN
37060	2944	23	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2944	24	herself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2944	25	was	be	VBD
37060	2944	26	slew	slew	JJ
37060	2944	27	!	!	.
37060	2945	1	This	this	DT
37060	2945	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	2945	3	the	the	DT
37060	2945	4	way	way	NN
37060	2945	5	Sue	Sue	NNP
37060	2945	6	ended	end	VBD
37060	2945	7	,	,	,
37060	2945	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2945	9	may	may	MD
37060	2945	10	seem	seem	VB
37060	2945	11	sort	sort	RB
37060	2945	12	of	of	RB
37060	2945	13	cold	cold	JJ
37060	2945	14	,	,	,
37060	2945	15	But	but	CC
37060	2945	16	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2945	17	still	still	RB
37060	2945	18	lives	live	VBZ
37060	2945	19	in	in	IN
37060	2945	20	stories	story	NNS
37060	2945	21	that	that	WDT
37060	2945	22	many	many	JJ
37060	2945	23	folks	folk	NNS
37060	2945	24	have	have	VBP
37060	2945	25	told	tell	VBN
37060	2945	26	.	.	.
37060	2946	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	2946	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	2946	3	8th	8th	JJ
37060	2946	4	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	2946	5	Apr.	April	NNP
37060	2947	1	30	30	CD
37060	2947	2	,	,	,
37060	2947	3	1976	1976	CD
37060	2947	4	...	...	:
37060	2947	5	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	2947	6	Murrell	Murrell	NNP
37060	2947	7	's	's	POS
37060	2947	8	office	office	NN
37060	2947	9	called	call	VBD
37060	2947	10	and	and	CC
37060	2947	11	said	say	VBD
37060	2947	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2947	13	had	have	VBD
37060	2947	14	to	to	TO
37060	2947	15	get	get	VB
37060	2947	16	another	another	DT
37060	2947	17	blood	blood	NN
37060	2947	18	test	test	NN
37060	2947	19	because	because	IN
37060	2947	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2947	21	white	white	JJ
37060	2947	22	cells	cell	NNS
37060	2947	23	are	be	VBP
37060	2947	24	down	down	RB
37060	2947	25	.	.	.
37060	2948	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2948	2	've	have	VB
37060	2948	3	got	get	VBN
37060	2948	4	ta	to	TO
37060	2948	5	'	'	''
37060	2948	6	have	have	VB
37060	2948	7	one	one	CD
37060	2948	8	Sat	Sat	NNP
37060	2948	9	.	.	.
37060	2948	10	,	,	,
37060	2948	11	too	too	RB
37060	2948	12	.	.	.
37060	2949	1	For	for	IN
37060	2949	2	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	2949	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2949	4	was	be	VBD
37060	2949	5	saying	say	VBG
37060	2949	6	some	some	DT
37060	2949	7	unwriteable	unwriteable	JJ
37060	2949	8	things	thing	NNS
37060	2949	9	.	.	.
37060	2950	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2950	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2950	3	so	so	RB
37060	2950	4	upset	upset	JJ
37060	2950	5	.	.	.
37060	2951	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2951	2	could	could	MD
37060	2951	3	never	never	RB
37060	2951	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	2951	5	understand	understand	VB
37060	2951	6	why	why	WRB
37060	2951	7	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2951	8	wanted	want	VBD
37060	2951	9	to	to	TO
37060	2951	10	take	take	VB
37060	2951	11	more	more	JJR
37060	2951	12	blood	blood	NN
37060	2951	13	when	when	WRB
37060	2951	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2951	15	count	count	NN
37060	2951	16	was	be	VBD
37060	2951	17	down	down	RB
37060	2951	18	.	.	.
37060	2952	1	To	to	IN
37060	2952	2	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2952	3	,	,	,
37060	2952	4	that	that	WDT
37060	2952	5	made	make	VBD
37060	2952	6	little	little	JJ
37060	2952	7	sense	sense	NN
37060	2952	8	;	;	:
37060	2952	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2952	10	would	would	MD
37060	2952	11	have	have	VB
37060	2952	12	thought	think	VBN
37060	2952	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2952	14	should	should	MD
37060	2952	15	keep	keep	VB
37060	2952	16	all	all	DT
37060	2952	17	of	of	IN
37060	2952	18	the	the	DT
37060	2952	19	blood	blood	NN
37060	2952	20	cells	cell	NNS
37060	2952	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2952	22	could	could	MD
37060	2952	23	.	.	.
37060	2953	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2953	2	saw	see	VBD
37060	2953	3	enough	enough	JJ
37060	2953	4	of	of	IN
37060	2953	5	hospitals	hospital	NNS
37060	2953	6	to	to	TO
37060	2953	7	please	please	VB
37060	2953	8	a	a	DT
37060	2953	9	hypochondriac	hypochondriac	NN
37060	2953	10	;	;	:
37060	2953	11	further	further	JJ
37060	2953	12	contact	contact	NN
37060	2953	13	,	,	,
37060	2953	14	after	after	IN
37060	2953	15	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	2953	16	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	2953	17	,	,	,
37060	2953	18	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2953	19	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	2953	20	reason	reason	NN
37060	2953	21	.	.	.
37060	2954	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2954	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	2954	3	only	only	RB
37060	2954	4	to	to	TO
37060	2954	5	be	be	VB
37060	2954	6	left	leave	VBN
37060	2954	7	alone	alone	RB
37060	2954	8	;	;	:
37060	2954	9	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	2954	10	life	life	NN
37060	2954	11	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	2954	12	so	so	RB
37060	2954	13	unfair	unfair	JJ
37060	2954	14	.	.	.
37060	2955	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2955	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2955	3	quite	quite	RB
37060	2955	4	familiar	familiar	JJ
37060	2955	5	with	with	IN
37060	2955	6	needles	needle	NNS
37060	2955	7	by	by	IN
37060	2955	8	April	April	NNP
37060	2955	9	,	,	,
37060	2955	10	after	after	IN
37060	2955	11	having	have	VBG
37060	2955	12	received	receive	VBN
37060	2955	13	countless	countless	JJ
37060	2955	14	jabs	jab	NNS
37060	2955	15	and	and	CC
37060	2955	16	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	2955	17	as	as	IN
37060	2955	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2955	19	bruises	bruise	NNS
37060	2955	20	without	without	IN
37060	2955	21	complaint	complaint	NN
37060	2955	22	,	,	,
37060	2955	23	yet	yet	CC
37060	2955	24	orders	order	NNS
37060	2955	25	for	for	IN
37060	2955	26	additional	additional	JJ
37060	2955	27	blood	blood	NN
37060	2955	28	tests	test	NNS
37060	2955	29	effectively	effectively	RB
37060	2955	30	hindered	hinder	VBD
37060	2955	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2955	32	level	level	NN
37060	2955	33	of	of	IN
37060	2955	34	tolerance	tolerance	NN
37060	2955	35	.	.	.
37060	2956	1	Telling	tell	VBG
37060	2956	2	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2956	3	that	that	IN
37060	2956	4	,	,	,
37060	2956	5	"	"	``
37060	2956	6	blood	blood	NN
37060	2956	7	test	test	NN
37060	2956	8	were	be	VBD
37060	2956	9	no	no	DT
37060	2956	10	big	big	JJ
37060	2956	11	deal	deal	NN
37060	2956	12	after	after	RB
37060	2956	13	all	all	RB
37060	2956	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2956	15	'd	'd	MD
37060	2956	16	been	be	VBN
37060	2956	17	through	through	RB
37060	2956	18	,	,	,
37060	2956	19	"	"	``
37060	2956	20	would	would	MD
37060	2956	21	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	2956	22	suffice	suffice	VB
37060	2956	23	to	to	TO
37060	2956	24	relieve	relieve	VB
37060	2956	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2956	26	gripping	grip	VBG
37060	2956	27	tension	tension	NN
37060	2956	28	;	;	:
37060	2956	29	other	other	JJ
37060	2956	30	instances	instance	NNS
37060	2956	31	,	,	,
37060	2956	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2956	33	could	could	MD
37060	2956	34	say	say	VB
37060	2956	35	,	,	,
37060	2956	36	"	"	``
37060	2956	37	By	by	IN
37060	2956	38	now	now	RB
37060	2956	39	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2956	40	should	should	MD
37060	2956	41	be	be	VB
37060	2956	42	used	use	VBN
37060	2956	43	to	to	IN
37060	2956	44	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2956	45	,	,	,
37060	2956	46	"	"	''
37060	2956	47	and	and	CC
37060	2956	48	then	then	RB
37060	2956	49	go	go	VB
37060	2956	50	merrily	merrily	RB
37060	2956	51	on	on	IN
37060	2956	52	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2956	53	way	way	NN
37060	2956	54	.	.	.
37060	2957	1	There	there	EX
37060	2957	2	were	be	VBD
37060	2957	3	other	other	JJ
37060	2957	4	days	day	NNS
37060	2957	5	when	when	WRB
37060	2957	6	no	no	DT
37060	2957	7	rationalization	rationalization	NN
37060	2957	8	would	would	MD
37060	2957	9	console	console	VB
37060	2957	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2957	11	.	.	.
37060	2958	1	May	May	NNP
37060	2958	2	4	4	CD
37060	2958	3	,	,	,
37060	2958	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	2958	5	...	...	.
37060	2959	1	Looked	look	VBN
37060	2959	2	through	through	IN
37060	2959	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2959	4	catalogs	catalog	NNS
37060	2959	5	and	and	CC
37060	2959	6	dreamed	dream	VBN
37060	2959	7	...	...	.
37060	2960	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2960	2	loved	love	VBD
37060	2960	3	to	to	TO
37060	2960	4	dream	dream	VB
37060	2960	5	over	over	IN
37060	2960	6	catalogs	catalog	NNS
37060	2960	7	and	and	CC
37060	2960	8	fill	fill	VB
37060	2960	9	out	out	RP
37060	2960	10	order	order	NN
37060	2960	11	blanks	blank	NNS
37060	2960	12	,	,	,
37060	2960	13	as	as	IN
37060	2960	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2960	15	took	take	VBD
37060	2960	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2960	17	mind	mind	NN
37060	2960	18	from	from	IN
37060	2960	19	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	2960	20	and	and	CC
37060	2960	21	helped	help	VBD
37060	2960	22	pass	pass	VB
37060	2960	23	the	the	DT
37060	2960	24	time	time	NN
37060	2960	25	.	.	.
37060	2961	1	Often	often	RB
37060	2961	2	,	,	,
37060	2961	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2961	4	would	would	MD
37060	2961	5	actually	actually	RB
37060	2961	6	fill	fill	VB
37060	2961	7	out	out	RP
37060	2961	8	an	an	DT
37060	2961	9	order	order	NN
37060	2961	10	blank	blank	JJ
37060	2961	11	yet	yet	RB
37060	2961	12	never	never	RB
37060	2961	13	send	send	VB
37060	2961	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2961	15	;	;	:
37060	2961	16	catalogs	catalog	NNS
37060	2961	17	were	be	VBD
37060	2961	18	far	far	RB
37060	2961	19	more	more	RBR
37060	2961	20	entertaining	entertaining	JJ
37060	2961	21	than	than	IN
37060	2961	22	magazines	magazine	NNS
37060	2961	23	,	,	,
37060	2961	24	for	for	IN
37060	2961	25	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2961	26	were	be	VBD
37060	2961	27	composed	compose	VBN
37060	2961	28	almost	almost	RB
37060	2961	29	solely	solely	RB
37060	2961	30	of	of	IN
37060	2961	31	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	2961	32	.	.	.
37060	2962	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2962	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2962	3	amazed	amazed	JJ
37060	2962	4	that	that	IN
37060	2962	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2962	6	should	should	MD
37060	2962	7	be	be	VB
37060	2962	8	the	the	DT
37060	2962	9	subject	subject	NN
37060	2962	10	of	of	IN
37060	2962	11	jealous	jealous	JJ
37060	2962	12	resentment	resentment	NN
37060	2962	13	;	;	:
37060	2962	14	while	while	IN
37060	2962	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2962	16	was	be	VBD
37060	2962	17	home	home	NN
37060	2962	18	vomiting	vomiting	NN
37060	2962	19	,	,	,
37060	2962	20	or	or	CC
37060	2962	21	sitting	sit	VBG
37060	2962	22	hairless	hairless	NN
37060	2962	23	in	in	IN
37060	2962	24	front	front	NN
37060	2962	25	of	of	IN
37060	2962	26	the	the	DT
37060	2962	27	TV	tv	NN
37060	2962	28	,	,	,
37060	2962	29	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2962	30	could	could	MD
37060	2962	31	run	run	VB
37060	2962	32	about	about	IN
37060	2962	33	,	,	,
37060	2962	34	full	full	JJ
37060	2962	35	of	of	IN
37060	2962	36	energy	energy	NN
37060	2962	37	,	,	,
37060	2962	38	eat	eat	VB
37060	2962	39	a	a	DT
37060	2962	40	double	double	JJ
37060	2962	41	-	-	HYPH
37060	2962	42	scoop	scoop	NN
37060	2962	43	ice	ice	NN
37060	2962	44	cream	cream	NN
37060	2962	45	cone	cone	NN
37060	2962	46	without	without	IN
37060	2962	47	heaving	heave	VBG
37060	2962	48	the	the	DT
37060	2962	49	rest	rest	NN
37060	2962	50	of	of	IN
37060	2962	51	the	the	DT
37060	2962	52	night	night	NN
37060	2962	53	away	away	RB
37060	2962	54	,	,	,
37060	2962	55	and	and	CC
37060	2962	56	let	let	VB
37060	2962	57	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2962	58	hair	hair	NN
37060	2962	59	dry	dry	JJ
37060	2962	60	in	in	IN
37060	2962	61	front	front	NN
37060	2962	62	of	of	IN
37060	2962	63	the	the	DT
37060	2962	64	TV	tv	NN
37060	2962	65	.	.	.
37060	2963	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2963	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2963	3	not	not	RB
37060	2963	4	resentful	resentful	JJ
37060	2963	5	of	of	IN
37060	2963	6	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2963	7	life	life	NN
37060	2963	8	;	;	:
37060	2963	9	why	why	WRB
37060	2963	10	would	would	MD
37060	2963	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2963	12	resent	resent	VB
37060	2963	13	"	"	''
37060	2963	14	how	how	WRB
37060	2963	15	much	much	RB
37060	2963	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2963	17	had	have	VBD
37060	2963	18	"	"	''
37060	2963	19	?	?	.
37060	2964	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2964	2	continued	continue	VBD
37060	2964	3	to	to	TO
37060	2964	4	send	send	VB
37060	2964	5	for	for	IN
37060	2964	6	things	thing	NNS
37060	2964	7	,	,	,
37060	2964	8	loving	love	VBG
37060	2964	9	to	to	TO
37060	2964	10	receive	receive	VB
37060	2964	11	mail	mail	NN
37060	2964	12	.	.	.
37060	2965	1	Clippings	clipping	NNS
37060	2965	2	and	and	CC
37060	2965	3	advertisements	advertisement	NNS
37060	2965	4	for	for	IN
37060	2965	5	free	free	JJ
37060	2965	6	samples	sample	NNS
37060	2965	7	were	be	VBD
37060	2965	8	hoarded	hoard	VBN
37060	2965	9	and	and	CC
37060	2965	10	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	2965	11	posted	post	VBN
37060	2965	12	.	.	.
37060	2966	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2966	2	sent	send	VBD
37060	2966	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2966	4	name	name	NN
37060	2966	5	to	to	IN
37060	2966	6	a	a	DT
37060	2966	7	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	2966	8	club	club	NN
37060	2966	9	,	,	,
37060	2966	10	thinking	think	VBG
37060	2966	11	that	that	IN
37060	2966	12	the	the	DT
37060	2966	13	make	make	NN
37060	2966	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	2966	15	up	up	NN
37060	2966	16	would	would	MD
37060	2966	17	be	be	VB
37060	2966	18	of	of	IN
37060	2966	19	benefit	benefit	NN
37060	2966	20	to	to	IN
37060	2966	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2966	22	sallow	sallow	NN
37060	2966	23	complexion	complexion	NN
37060	2966	24	and	and	CC
37060	2966	25	also	also	RB
37060	2966	26	something	something	NN
37060	2966	27	to	to	TO
37060	2966	28	which	which	WDT
37060	2966	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2966	30	could	could	MD
37060	2966	31	look	look	VB
37060	2966	32	forward	forward	RB
37060	2966	33	each	each	DT
37060	2966	34	month	month	NN
37060	2966	35	;	;	:
37060	2966	36	to	to	IN
37060	2966	37	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2966	38	dismay	dismay	NN
37060	2966	39	,	,	,
37060	2966	40	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2966	41	received	receive	VBD
37060	2966	42	a	a	DT
37060	2966	43	letter	letter	NN
37060	2966	44	rejecting	reject	VBG
37060	2966	45	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2966	46	application	application	NN
37060	2966	47	and	and	CC
37060	2966	48	refunding	refund	VBG
37060	2966	49	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2966	50	money	money	NN
37060	2966	51	,	,	,
37060	2966	52	with	with	IN
37060	2966	53	an	an	DT
37060	2966	54	explanation	explanation	NN
37060	2966	55	that	that	WDT
37060	2966	56	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2966	57	was	be	VBD
37060	2966	58	too	too	RB
37060	2966	59	young	young	JJ
37060	2966	60	to	to	TO
37060	2966	61	belong	belong	VB
37060	2966	62	.	.	.
37060	2967	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2967	2	mom	mom	NN
37060	2967	3	promptly	promptly	RB
37060	2967	4	returned	return	VBD
37060	2967	5	the	the	DT
37060	2967	6	check	check	NN
37060	2967	7	,	,	,
37060	2967	8	accompanied	accompany	VBN
37060	2967	9	by	by	IN
37060	2967	10	a	a	DT
37060	2967	11	letter	letter	NN
37060	2967	12	explaining	explain	VBG
37060	2967	13	why	why	WRB
37060	2967	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2967	15	wished	wish	VBD
37060	2967	16	to	to	TO
37060	2967	17	belong	belong	VB
37060	2967	18	to	to	IN
37060	2967	19	the	the	DT
37060	2967	20	club	club	NN
37060	2967	21	.	.	.
37060	2968	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2968	2	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	2968	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2968	4	would	would	MD
37060	2968	5	understand	understand	VB
37060	2968	6	,	,	,
37060	2968	7	yet	yet	CC
37060	2968	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2968	9	response	response	NN
37060	2968	10	was	be	VBD
37060	2968	11	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	2968	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2968	13	greatest	great	JJS
37060	2968	14	expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	2968	15	,	,	,
37060	2968	16	for	for	IN
37060	2968	17	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2968	18	made	make	VBD
37060	2968	19	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2968	20	a	a	DT
37060	2968	21	V.I.P.	v.i.p.	NN
37060	2969	1	member	member	NN
37060	2969	2	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	2969	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2969	4	would	would	MD
37060	2969	5	receive	receive	VB
37060	2969	6	all	all	DT
37060	2969	7	cosmetics	cosmetic	NNS
37060	2969	8	free	free	JJ
37060	2969	9	of	of	IN
37060	2969	10	charge	charge	NN
37060	2969	11	.	.	.
37060	2970	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2970	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2970	3	ecstatic	ecstatic	JJ
37060	2970	4	that	that	IN
37060	2970	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2970	6	was	be	VBD
37060	2970	7	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	2970	8	to	to	TO
37060	2970	9	join	join	VB
37060	2970	10	;	;	:
37060	2970	11	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2970	12	additional	additional	JJ
37060	2970	13	favor	favor	NN
37060	2970	14	was	be	VBD
37060	2970	15	a	a	DT
37060	2970	16	true	true	JJ
37060	2970	17	gift	gift	NN
37060	2970	18	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	2970	19	,	,	,
37060	2970	20	and	and	CC
37060	2970	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2970	22	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	2970	23	mailed	mail	VBD
37060	2970	24	a	a	DT
37060	2970	25	letter	letter	NN
37060	2970	26	of	of	IN
37060	2970	27	gratitude	gratitude	NN
37060	2970	28	for	for	IN
37060	2970	29	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2970	30	uncommon	uncommon	JJ
37060	2970	31	generosity	generosity	NN
37060	2970	32	.	.	.
37060	2971	1	Aside	aside	RB
37060	2971	2	from	from	IN
37060	2971	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2971	4	family	family	NN
37060	2971	5	,	,	,
37060	2971	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2971	7	told	tell	VBD
37060	2971	8	no	no	DT
37060	2971	9	one	one	NN
37060	2971	10	of	of	IN
37060	2971	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2971	12	monthly	monthly	JJ
37060	2971	13	benefactor	benefactor	NN
37060	2971	14	,	,	,
37060	2971	15	for	for	IN
37060	2971	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2971	17	feared	fear	VBD
37060	2971	18	the	the	DT
37060	2971	19	partially	partially	RB
37060	2971	20	concealed	conceal	VBN
37060	2971	21	jealousy	jealousy	NN
37060	2971	22	which	which	WDT
37060	2971	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2971	24	had	have	VBD
37060	2971	25	already	already	RB
37060	2971	26	seen	see	VBN
37060	2971	27	too	too	RB
37060	2971	28	often	often	RB
37060	2971	29	.	.	.
37060	2972	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2972	2	disliked	dislike	VBD
37060	2972	3	having	have	VBG
37060	2972	4	to	to	TO
37060	2972	5	be	be	VB
37060	2972	6	secretive	secretive	JJ
37060	2972	7	,	,	,
37060	2972	8	yet	yet	CC
37060	2972	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2972	10	paranoia	paranoia	NN
37060	2972	11	ran	run	VBD
37060	2972	12	deep	deep	RB
37060	2972	13	and	and	CC
37060	2972	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2972	15	did	do	VBD
37060	2972	16	not	not	RB
37060	2972	17	wish	wish	VB
37060	2972	18	to	to	TO
37060	2972	19	stir	stir	VB
37060	2972	20	further	further	JJ
37060	2972	21	coals	coal	NNS
37060	2972	22	of	of	IN
37060	2972	23	bitterness	bitterness	NN
37060	2972	24	within	within	IN
37060	2972	25	others	other	NNS
37060	2972	26	.	.	.
37060	2973	1	May	May	NNP
37060	2973	2	6	6	CD
37060	2973	3	,	,	,
37060	2973	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	2973	5	...	...	.
37060	2974	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2974	2	wish	wish	VBP
37060	2974	3	the	the	DT
37060	2974	4	magazine	magazine	NN
37060	2974	5	would	would	MD
37060	2974	6	come	come	VB
37060	2974	7	soon	soon	RB
37060	2974	8	!	!	.
37060	2975	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2975	2	hope	hope	VBP
37060	2975	3	to	to	TO
37060	2975	4	get	get	VB
37060	2975	5	tons	ton	NNS
37060	2975	6	of	of	IN
37060	2975	7	pen	pen	NN
37060	2975	8	pals	pal	NNS
37060	2975	9	.	.	.
37060	2976	1	By	by	IN
37060	2976	2	the	the	DT
37060	2976	3	middle	middle	NN
37060	2976	4	of	of	IN
37060	2976	5	June	June	NNP
37060	2976	6	letters	letter	NNS
37060	2976	7	began	begin	VBD
37060	2976	8	to	to	TO
37060	2976	9	arrive	arrive	VB
37060	2976	10	from	from	IN
37060	2976	11	all	all	DT
37060	2976	12	parts	part	NNS
37060	2976	13	of	of	IN
37060	2976	14	the	the	DT
37060	2976	15	country	country	NN
37060	2976	16	.	.	.
37060	2977	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2977	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2977	3	ecstatic	ecstatic	JJ
37060	2977	4	,	,	,
37060	2977	5	and	and	CC
37060	2977	6	diligently	diligently	RB
37060	2977	7	wrote	write	VBD
37060	2977	8	correspondence	correspondence	NN
37060	2977	9	in	in	IN
37060	2977	10	return	return	NN
37060	2977	11	.	.	.
37060	2978	1	After	after	IN
37060	2978	2	a	a	DT
37060	2978	3	passage	passage	NN
37060	2978	4	of	of	IN
37060	2978	5	a	a	DT
37060	2978	6	month	month	NN
37060	2978	7	or	or	CC
37060	2978	8	more	more	JJR
37060	2978	9	,	,	,
37060	2978	10	the	the	DT
37060	2978	11	letters	letter	NNS
37060	2978	12	from	from	IN
37060	2978	13	new	new	JJ
37060	2978	14	pen	pen	NN
37060	2978	15	pals	pal	NNS
37060	2978	16	dwindled	dwindle	VBN
37060	2978	17	in	in	IN
37060	2978	18	number	number	NN
37060	2978	19	,	,	,
37060	2978	20	and	and	CC
37060	2978	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2978	22	was	be	VBD
37060	2978	23	able	able	JJ
37060	2978	24	to	to	TO
37060	2978	25	establish	establish	VB
37060	2978	26	firm	firm	JJ
37060	2978	27	postal	postal	JJ
37060	2978	28	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	2978	29	with	with	IN
37060	2978	30	many	many	JJ
37060	2978	31	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	2978	32	.	.	.
37060	2979	1	In	in	IN
37060	2979	2	all	all	DT
37060	2979	3	,	,	,
37060	2979	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2979	5	had	have	VBD
37060	2979	6	received	receive	VBN
37060	2979	7	over	over	IN
37060	2979	8	50	50	CD
37060	2979	9	letters	letter	NNS
37060	2979	10	;	;	:
37060	2979	11	and	and	CC
37060	2979	12	to	to	IN
37060	2979	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2979	14	agitation	agitation	NN
37060	2979	15	,	,	,
37060	2979	16	one	one	CD
37060	2979	17	phone	phone	NN
37060	2979	18	call	call	NN
37060	2979	19	from	from	IN
37060	2979	20	a	a	DT
37060	2979	21	nitwit	nitwit	NN
37060	2979	22	who	who	WP
37060	2979	23	claimed	claim	VBD
37060	2979	24	that	that	IN
37060	2979	25	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2979	26	wanted	want	VBD
37060	2979	27	to	to	TO
37060	2979	28	be	be	VB
37060	2979	29	a	a	DT
37060	2979	30	"	"	``
37060	2979	31	phone	phone	NN
37060	2979	32	pal	pal	NN
37060	2979	33	.	.	.
37060	2979	34	"	"	''
37060	2980	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	2980	2	NO	no	DT
37060	2980	3	thanks	thank	NNS
37060	2980	4	)	)	-RRB-
37060	2980	5	.	.	.
37060	2981	1	Although	although	IN
37060	2981	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2981	3	responded	respond	VBD
37060	2981	4	to	to	IN
37060	2981	5	all	all	DT
37060	2981	6	letters	letter	NNS
37060	2981	7	except	except	IN
37060	2981	8	one	one	CD
37060	2981	9	,	,	,
37060	2981	10	which	which	WDT
37060	2981	11	was	be	VBD
37060	2981	12	from	from	IN
37060	2981	13	a	a	DT
37060	2981	14	guy	guy	NN
37060	2981	15	desiring	desire	VBG
37060	2981	16	a	a	DT
37060	2981	17	full	full	JJ
37060	2981	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	2981	19	length	length	NN
37060	2981	20	photo	photo	NN
37060	2981	21	of	of	IN
37060	2981	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2981	23	in	in	IN
37060	2981	24	a	a	DT
37060	2981	25	bathing	bathing	NN
37060	2981	26	suit	suit	NN
37060	2981	27	or	or	CC
37060	2981	28	shorts	short	NNS
37060	2981	29	,	,	,
37060	2981	30	some	some	DT
37060	2981	31	never	never	RB
37060	2981	32	wrote	write	VBD
37060	2981	33	again	again	RB
37060	2981	34	or	or	CC
37060	2981	35	so	so	RB
37060	2981	36	infrequently	infrequently	RB
37060	2981	37	that	that	IN
37060	2981	38	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2981	39	was	be	VBD
37060	2981	40	uncertain	uncertain	JJ
37060	2981	41	who	who	WP
37060	2981	42	actually	actually	RB
37060	2981	43	lost	lose	VBD
37060	2981	44	interest	interest	NN
37060	2981	45	first	first	RB
37060	2981	46	.	.	.
37060	2982	1	However	however	RB
37060	2982	2	,	,	,
37060	2982	3	these	these	DT
37060	2982	4	partings	parting	NNS
37060	2982	5	did	do	VBD
37060	2982	6	not	not	RB
37060	2982	7	bother	bother	VB
37060	2982	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2982	9	since	since	IN
37060	2982	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2982	11	still	still	RB
37060	2982	12	wrote	write	VBD
37060	2982	13	regularly	regularly	RB
37060	2982	14	to	to	IN
37060	2982	15	over	over	IN
37060	2982	16	20	20	CD
37060	2982	17	people	people	NNS
37060	2982	18	and	and	CC
37060	2982	19	that	that	DT
37060	2982	20	number	number	NN
37060	2982	21	alone	alone	RB
37060	2982	22	kept	keep	VBD
37060	2982	23	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2982	24	running	run	VBG
37060	2982	25	to	to	IN
37060	2982	26	the	the	DT
37060	2982	27	post	post	NN
37060	2982	28	office	office	NN
37060	2982	29	for	for	IN
37060	2982	30	stamps	stamp	NNS
37060	2982	31	and	and	CC
37060	2982	32	buying	buy	VBG
37060	2982	33	paper	paper	NN
37060	2982	34	on	on	IN
37060	2982	35	a	a	DT
37060	2982	36	grand	grand	JJ
37060	2982	37	scale	scale	NN
37060	2982	38	.	.	.
37060	2983	1	The	the	DT
37060	2983	2	business	business	NN
37060	2983	3	of	of	IN
37060	2983	4	writing	write	VBG
37060	2983	5	letters	letter	NNS
37060	2983	6	became	become	VBD
37060	2983	7	an	an	DT
37060	2983	8	outlet	outlet	NN
37060	2983	9	for	for	IN
37060	2983	10	creativity	creativity	NN
37060	2983	11	and	and	CC
37060	2983	12	self	self	NN
37060	2983	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	2983	14	expression	expression	NN
37060	2983	15	which	which	WDT
37060	2983	16	,	,	,
37060	2983	17	at	at	IN
37060	2983	18	that	that	DT
37060	2983	19	point	point	NN
37060	2983	20	in	in	IN
37060	2983	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2983	22	life	life	NN
37060	2983	23	,	,	,
37060	2983	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2983	25	needed	need	VBD
37060	2983	26	very	very	RB
37060	2983	27	much	much	RB
37060	2983	28	.	.	.
37060	2984	1	While	while	IN
37060	2984	2	one	one	NN
37060	2984	3	's	's	POS
37060	2984	4	circle	circle	NN
37060	2984	5	of	of	IN
37060	2984	6	friends	friend	NNS
37060	2984	7	changed	change	VBD
37060	2984	8	with	with	IN
37060	2984	9	one	one	PRP
37060	2984	10	's	's	POS
37060	2984	11	interests	interest	NNS
37060	2984	12	and	and	CC
37060	2984	13	values	value	NNS
37060	2984	14	,	,	,
37060	2984	15	pen	pen	NN
37060	2984	16	pals	pal	NNS
37060	2984	17	were	be	VBD
37060	2984	18	sufficiently	sufficiently	RB
37060	2984	19	detached	detach	VBN
37060	2984	20	from	from	IN
37060	2984	21	the	the	DT
37060	2984	22	prejudices	prejudice	NNS
37060	2984	23	of	of	IN
37060	2984	24	the	the	DT
37060	2984	25	immediate	immediate	JJ
37060	2984	26	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	2984	27	and	and	CC
37060	2984	28	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	2984	29	became	become	VBD
37060	2984	30	friends	friend	NNS
37060	2984	31	at	at	IN
37060	2984	32	a	a	DT
37060	2984	33	safe	safe	JJ
37060	2984	34	distance	distance	NN
37060	2984	35	to	to	IN
37060	2984	36	whom	whom	WP
37060	2984	37	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	2984	38	could	could	MD
37060	2984	39	be	be	VB
37060	2984	40	written	write	VBN
37060	2984	41	without	without	IN
37060	2984	42	the	the	DT
37060	2984	43	usual	usual	JJ
37060	2984	44	fear	fear	NN
37060	2984	45	of	of	IN
37060	2984	46	confidentiality	confidentiality	NN
37060	2984	47	.	.	.
37060	2985	1	Actually	actually	RB
37060	2985	2	there	there	EX
37060	2985	3	were	be	VBD
37060	2985	4	only	only	RB
37060	2985	5	two	two	CD
37060	2985	6	or	or	CC
37060	2985	7	three	three	CD
37060	2985	8	pen	pen	NN
37060	2985	9	pals	pal	NNS
37060	2985	10	with	with	IN
37060	2985	11	whom	whom	WP
37060	2985	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2985	13	shared	share	VBD
37060	2985	14	any	any	DT
37060	2985	15	depth	depth	NN
37060	2985	16	,	,	,
37060	2985	17	for	for	IN
37060	2985	18	many	many	JJ
37060	2985	19	desired	desire	VBN
37060	2985	20	only	only	RB
37060	2985	21	to	to	TO
37060	2985	22	speak	speak	VB
37060	2985	23	about	about	IN
37060	2985	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2985	25	boyfriends	boyfriend	NNS
37060	2985	26	and	and	CC
37060	2985	27	favorite	favorite	JJ
37060	2985	28	things	thing	NNS
37060	2985	29	to	to	TO
37060	2985	30	eat	eat	VB
37060	2985	31	,	,	,
37060	2985	32	and	and	CC
37060	2985	33	refused	refuse	VBD
37060	2985	34	to	to	TO
37060	2985	35	rise	rise	VB
37060	2985	36	above	above	IN
37060	2985	37	the	the	DT
37060	2985	38	superficial	superficial	JJ
37060	2985	39	acquaintance	acquaintance	NN
37060	2985	40	afforded	afford	VBN
37060	2985	41	by	by	IN
37060	2985	42	one	one	CD
37060	2985	43	page	page	NN
37060	2985	44	letters	letter	NNS
37060	2985	45	and	and	CC
37060	2985	46	a	a	DT
37060	2985	47	15	15	CD
37060	2985	48	cent	cent	NN
37060	2985	49	stamp	stamp	NN
37060	2985	50	.	.	.
37060	2986	1	Expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	2986	2	and	and	CC
37060	2986	3	needs	need	VBZ
37060	2986	4	varied	varied	JJ
37060	2986	5	with	with	IN
37060	2986	6	these	these	DT
37060	2986	7	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	2986	8	,	,	,
37060	2986	9	just	just	RB
37060	2986	10	as	as	IN
37060	2986	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2986	12	did	do	VBD
37060	2986	13	within	within	IN
37060	2986	14	local	local	JJ
37060	2986	15	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	2986	16	.	.	.
37060	2987	1	Some	some	DT
37060	2987	2	needed	need	VBD
37060	2987	3	only	only	RB
37060	2987	4	a	a	DT
37060	2987	5	correspondent	correspondent	NN
37060	2987	6	and	and	CC
37060	2987	7	others	other	NNS
37060	2987	8	,	,	,
37060	2987	9	a	a	DT
37060	2987	10	confidant	confidant	NN
37060	2987	11	;	;	:
37060	2987	12	the	the	DT
37060	2987	13	duration	duration	NN
37060	2987	14	of	of	IN
37060	2987	15	mutual	mutual	JJ
37060	2987	16	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	2987	17	via	via	IN
37060	2987	18	post	post	NN
37060	2987	19	depended	depend	VBD
37060	2987	20	on	on	IN
37060	2987	21	the	the	DT
37060	2987	22	compatibility	compatibility	NN
37060	2987	23	of	of	IN
37060	2987	24	these	these	DT
37060	2987	25	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	2987	26	.	.	.
37060	2988	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2988	2	wrote	write	VBD
37060	2988	3	"	"	``
37060	2988	4	Definitions	definition	NNS
37060	2988	5	"	"	''
37060	2988	6	on	on	IN
37060	2988	7	May	May	NNP
37060	2988	8	10	10	CD
37060	2988	9	,	,	,
37060	2988	10	1976	1976	CD
37060	2988	11	;	;	:
37060	2988	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2988	13	captured	capture	VBD
37060	2988	14	a	a	DT
37060	2988	15	bit	bit	NN
37060	2988	16	more	more	JJR
37060	2988	17	introspection	introspection	NN
37060	2988	18	than	than	IN
37060	2988	19	some	some	DT
37060	2988	20	of	of	IN
37060	2988	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2988	22	writing	writing	NN
37060	2988	23	.	.	.
37060	2989	1	Definitions	definition	NNS
37060	2989	2	Dreams	Dreams	NNPS
37060	2989	3	are	be	VBP
37060	2989	4	like	like	IN
37060	2989	5	the	the	DT
37060	2989	6	eagle	eagle	NN
37060	2989	7	When	when	WRB
37060	2989	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2989	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	2989	10	in	in	IN
37060	2989	11	flight	flight	NN
37060	2989	12	,	,	,
37060	2989	13	Plummeting	plummet	VBG
37060	2989	14	down	down	RP
37060	2989	15	a	a	DT
37060	2989	16	mountainside	mountainside	NN
37060	2989	17	Or	or	CC
37060	2989	18	soaring	soar	VBG
37060	2989	19	out	out	IN
37060	2989	20	of	of	IN
37060	2989	21	sight	sight	NN
37060	2989	22	.	.	.
37060	2990	1	Success	success	NN
37060	2990	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	2990	3	like	like	IN
37060	2990	4	the	the	DT
37060	2990	5	sky	sky	NN
37060	2990	6	When	when	WRB
37060	2990	7	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	2990	8	roll	roll	VBP
37060	2990	9	away	away	RP
37060	2990	10	And	and	CC
37060	2990	11	beckon	beckon	VB
37060	2990	12	to	to	IN
37060	2990	13	the	the	DT
37060	2990	14	sun	sun	NN
37060	2990	15	To	to	TO
37060	2990	16	brighten	brighten	VB
37060	2990	17	up	up	RP
37060	2990	18	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2990	19	day	day	NN
37060	2990	20	.	.	.
37060	2991	1	Failure	failure	NN
37060	2991	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	2991	3	a	a	DT
37060	2991	4	shooting	shoot	VBG
37060	2991	5	star	star	NN
37060	2991	6	Which	which	WDT
37060	2991	7	hurls	hurl	VBZ
37060	2991	8	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2991	9	around	around	RP
37060	2991	10	And	and	CC
37060	2991	11	makes	make	VBZ
37060	2991	12	a	a	DT
37060	2991	13	crater	crater	NN
37060	2991	14	in	in	IN
37060	2991	15	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2991	16	heart	heart	NN
37060	2991	17	,	,	,
37060	2991	18	Crushing	crush	VBG
37060	2991	19	spirits	spirit	NNS
37060	2991	20	to	to	IN
37060	2991	21	the	the	DT
37060	2991	22	ground	ground	NN
37060	2991	23	.	.	.
37060	2992	1	Birth	birth	NN
37060	2992	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	2992	3	like	like	IN
37060	2992	4	a	a	DT
37060	2992	5	flower	flower	NN
37060	2992	6	As	as	IN
37060	2992	7	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2992	8	'	'	POS
37060	2992	9	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	2992	10	unfurl	unfurl	RB
37060	2992	11	,	,	,
37060	2992	12	Rendering	render	VBG
37060	2992	13	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2992	14	'	'	''
37060	2992	15	love	love	NN
37060	2992	16	for	for	IN
37060	2992	17	God	God	NNP
37060	2992	18	To	to	IN
37060	2992	19	city	city	NN
37060	2992	20	,	,	,
37060	2992	21	country	country	NN
37060	2992	22	,	,	,
37060	2992	23	world	world	NN
37060	2992	24	.	.	.
37060	2993	1	Death	death	NN
37060	2993	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	2993	3	like	like	IN
37060	2993	4	an	an	DT
37060	2993	5	endless	endless	JJ
37060	2993	6	night	night	NN
37060	2993	7	To	to	IN
37060	2993	8	those	those	DT
37060	2993	9	who	who	WP
37060	2993	10	do	do	VBP
37060	2993	11	n't	not	RB
37060	2993	12	believe	believe	VB
37060	2993	13	,	,	,
37060	2993	14	Cloaking	cloak	VBG
37060	2993	15	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2993	16	in	in	IN
37060	2993	17	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	2993	18	,	,	.
37060	2993	19	The	the	DT
37060	2993	20	old	old	JJ
37060	2993	21	to	to	IN
37060	2993	22	the	the	DT
37060	2993	23	naive	naive	JJ
37060	2993	24	.	.	.
37060	2994	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	2994	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	2994	3	9th	9th	JJ
37060	2994	4	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	2994	5	1976	1976	CD
37060	2994	6	May	May	NNP
37060	2994	7	16	16	CD
37060	2994	8	,	,	,
37060	2994	9	1976	1976	CD
37060	2994	10	...	...	.
37060	2995	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2995	2	went	go	VBD
37060	2995	3	to	to	IN
37060	2995	4	church	church	NN
37060	2995	5	with	with	IN
37060	2995	6	K	K	NNP
37060	2995	7	...	...	NFP
37060	2995	8	just	just	RB
37060	2995	9	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	2995	10	School	School	NNP
37060	2995	11	,	,	,
37060	2995	12	tho	tho	NN
37060	2995	13	'	'	''
37060	2995	14	...	...	:
37060	2995	15	Man	man	UH
37060	2995	16	,	,	,
37060	2995	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2995	18	thought	think	VBD
37060	2995	19	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2995	20	class	class	NN
37060	2995	21	did	do	VBD
37060	2995	22	n't	not	RB
37060	2995	23	pay	pay	VB
37060	2995	24	to	to	IN
37060	2995	25	much	much	JJ
37060	2995	26	attention	attention	NN
37060	2995	27	and	and	CC
37060	2995	28	those	those	DT
37060	2995	29	guys	guy	NNS
37060	2995	30	threw	throw	VBD
37060	2995	31	stuff	stuff	NN
37060	2995	32	,	,	,
37060	2995	33	wrecked	wreck	VBD
37060	2995	34	Bibles	bible	NNS
37060	2995	35	and	and	CC
37060	2995	36	everything	everything	NN
37060	2995	37	.	.	.
37060	2996	1	K.	K.	NNP
37060	2996	2	dropped	drop	VBD
37060	2996	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2996	4	home	home	RB
37060	2996	5	around	around	IN
37060	2996	6	noon	noon	NN
37060	2996	7	.	.	.
37060	2997	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2997	2	was	be	VBD
37060	2997	3	real	real	RB
37060	2997	4	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	2997	5	for	for	IN
37060	2997	6	some	some	DT
37060	2997	7	unknown	unknown	JJ
37060	2997	8	reason	reason	NN
37060	2997	9	.	.	.
37060	2998	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	2998	2	,	,	,
37060	2998	3	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	2998	4	School	School	NNP
37060	2998	5	was	be	VBD
37060	2998	6	a	a	DT
37060	2998	7	scene	scene	NN
37060	2998	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2998	9	loved	love	VBD
37060	2998	10	to	to	TO
37060	2998	11	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	2998	12	,	,	,
37060	2998	13	even	even	RB
37060	2998	14	in	in	IN
37060	2998	15	other	other	JJ
37060	2998	16	churches	church	NNS
37060	2998	17	.	.	.
37060	2999	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2999	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	2999	3	incredibly	incredibly	RB
37060	2999	4	guilty	guilty	JJ
37060	2999	5	that	that	IN
37060	2999	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2999	7	did	do	VBD
37060	2999	8	not	not	RB
37060	2999	9	have	have	VB
37060	2999	10	the	the	DT
37060	2999	11	fortitude	fortitude	NN
37060	2999	12	or	or	CC
37060	2999	13	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	2999	14	to	to	TO
37060	2999	15	deride	deride	VB
37060	2999	16	the	the	DT
37060	2999	17	callousness	callousness	NN
37060	2999	18	enacted	enact	VBN
37060	2999	19	by	by	IN
37060	2999	20	some	some	DT
37060	2999	21	of	of	IN
37060	2999	22	the	the	DT
37060	2999	23	kids	kid	NNS
37060	2999	24	;	;	:
37060	2999	25	since	since	IN
37060	2999	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2999	27	was	be	VBD
37060	2999	28	already	already	RB
37060	2999	29	miles	mile	NNS
37060	2999	30	from	from	IN
37060	2999	31	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2999	32	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	2999	33	,	,	,
37060	2999	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2999	35	should	should	MD
37060	2999	36	not	not	RB
37060	2999	37	have	have	VB
37060	2999	38	worried	worry	VBN
37060	2999	39	,	,	,
37060	2999	40	yet	yet	CC
37060	2999	41	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2999	42	wished	wish	VBD
37060	2999	43	to	to	TO
37060	2999	44	draw	draw	VB
37060	2999	45	no	no	DT
37060	2999	46	attention	attention	NN
37060	2999	47	to	to	IN
37060	2999	48	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	2999	49	,	,	,
37060	2999	50	especially	especially	RB
37060	2999	51	that	that	DT
37060	2999	52	of	of	IN
37060	2999	53	the	the	DT
37060	2999	54	negative	negative	JJ
37060	2999	55	sort	sort	NN
37060	2999	56	in	in	IN
37060	2999	57	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	2999	58	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	2999	59	.	.	.
37060	3000	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3000	2	internal	internal	JJ
37060	3000	3	suffering	suffering	NN
37060	3000	4	would	would	MD
37060	3000	5	then	then	RB
37060	3000	6	have	have	VB
37060	3000	7	been	be	VBN
37060	3000	8	much	much	RB
37060	3000	9	worse	bad	JJR
37060	3000	10	;	;	:
37060	3000	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3000	12	opted	opt	VBD
37060	3000	13	for	for	IN
37060	3000	14	alienation	alienation	NN
37060	3000	15	over	over	IN
37060	3000	16	derision	derision	NN
37060	3000	17	.	.	.
37060	3001	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3001	2	idea	idea	NN
37060	3001	3	of	of	IN
37060	3001	4	a	a	DT
37060	3001	5	"	"	``
37060	3001	6	religious	religious	JJ
37060	3001	7	lift	lift	NN
37060	3001	8	"	"	''
37060	3001	9	was	be	VBD
37060	3001	10	a	a	DT
37060	3001	11	sojourn	sojourn	NN
37060	3001	12	of	of	IN
37060	3001	13	solitude	solitude	NN
37060	3001	14	among	among	IN
37060	3001	15	the	the	DT
37060	3001	16	woodlands	woodland	NNS
37060	3001	17	.	.	.
37060	3002	1	For	for	IN
37060	3002	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3002	3	mom	mom	NN
37060	3002	4	and	and	CC
37060	3002	5	dad	dad	NN
37060	3002	6	,	,	,
37060	3002	7	though	though	RB
37060	3002	8	,	,	,
37060	3002	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3002	10	sickness	sickness	NN
37060	3002	11	created	create	VBD
37060	3002	12	tension	tension	NN
37060	3002	13	in	in	IN
37060	3002	14	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3002	15	.	.	.
37060	3003	1	Its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3003	2	presence	presence	NN
37060	3003	3	,	,	,
37060	3003	4	and	and	CC
37060	3003	5	the	the	DT
37060	3003	6	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	3003	7	,	,	,
37060	3003	8	hairlessness	hairlessness	JJ
37060	3003	9	,	,	,
37060	3003	10	and	and	CC
37060	3003	11	so	so	RB
37060	3003	12	forth	forth	RB
37060	3003	13	that	that	WDT
37060	3003	14	reminded	remind	VBD
37060	3003	15	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3003	16	of	of	IN
37060	3003	17	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3003	18	presence	presence	NN
37060	3003	19	dined	dine	VBD
37060	3003	20	voraciously	voraciously	RB
37060	3003	21	on	on	IN
37060	3003	22	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3003	23	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	3003	24	.	.	.
37060	3004	1	During	during	IN
37060	3004	2	the	the	DT
37060	3004	3	day	day	NN
37060	3004	4	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3004	5	both	both	DT
37060	3004	6	immersed	immerse	VBD
37060	3004	7	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3004	8	energies	energy	NNS
37060	3004	9	into	into	IN
37060	3004	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3004	11	jobs	job	NNS
37060	3004	12	;	;	:
37060	3004	13	exertion	exertion	NN
37060	3004	14	was	be	VBD
37060	3004	15	only	only	RB
37060	3004	16	a	a	DT
37060	3004	17	temporary	temporary	JJ
37060	3004	18	relief	relief	NN
37060	3004	19	,	,	,
37060	3004	20	however	however	RB
37060	3004	21	,	,	,
37060	3004	22	and	and	CC
37060	3004	23	years	year	NNS
37060	3004	24	later	later	RB
37060	3004	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3004	26	learned	learn	VBD
37060	3004	27	that	that	IN
37060	3004	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3004	29	mom	mom	NN
37060	3004	30	had	have	VBD
37060	3004	31	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	3004	32	let	let	VBN
37060	3004	33	out	out	RP
37060	3004	34	an	an	DT
37060	3004	35	involuntary	involuntary	JJ
37060	3004	36	sob	sob	NN
37060	3004	37	after	after	IN
37060	3004	38	the	the	DT
37060	3004	39	dismissal	dismissal	NN
37060	3004	40	of	of	IN
37060	3004	41	the	the	DT
37060	3004	42	kindergarteners	kindergartener	NNS
37060	3004	43	when	when	WRB
37060	3004	44	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3004	45	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	3004	46	encompassed	encompass	VBD
37060	3004	47	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3004	48	loss	loss	NN
37060	3004	49	of	of	IN
37060	3004	50	hair	hair	NN
37060	3004	51	.	.	.
37060	3005	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3005	2	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	3005	3	saw	see	VBD
37060	3005	4	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3005	5	anguish	anguish	NN
37060	3005	6	,	,	,
37060	3005	7	for	for	IN
37060	3005	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3005	9	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3005	10	that	that	IN
37060	3005	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3005	12	concealed	conceal	VBD
37060	3005	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3005	14	very	very	RB
37060	3005	15	well	well	RB
37060	3005	16	.	.	.
37060	3006	1	Occasionally	occasionally	RB
37060	3006	2	,	,	,
37060	3006	3	when	when	WRB
37060	3006	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3006	5	ran	run	VBD
37060	3006	6	over	over	RP
37060	3006	7	,	,	,
37060	3006	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3006	9	did	do	VBD
37060	3006	10	not	not	RB
37060	3006	11	know	know	VB
37060	3006	12	how	how	WRB
37060	3006	13	to	to	TO
37060	3006	14	react	react	VB
37060	3006	15	;	;	:
37060	3006	16	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3006	17	pain	pain	NN
37060	3006	18	caused	cause	VBD
37060	3006	19	pain	pain	NN
37060	3006	20	for	for	IN
37060	3006	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3006	22	.	.	.
37060	3007	1	May	May	NNP
37060	3007	2	22	22	CD
37060	3007	3	,	,	,
37060	3007	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	3007	5	...	...	.
37060	3008	1	Did	do	VBD
37060	3008	2	n't	not	RB
37060	3008	3	do	do	VB
37060	3008	4	much	much	RB
37060	3008	5	today	today	NN
37060	3008	6	.	.	.
37060	3009	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3009	2	dusted	dust	VBD
37060	3009	3	and	and	CC
37060	3009	4	then	then	RB
37060	3009	5	cleaned	clean	VBD
37060	3009	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3009	7	room	room	NN
37060	3009	8	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3009	9	and	and	CC
37060	3009	10	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3009	11	listened	listen	VBD
37060	3009	12	to	to	IN
37060	3009	13	records	record	NNS
37060	3009	14	.	.	.
37060	3010	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3010	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3010	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3010	4	sorta	sorta	NNP
37060	3010	5	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	3010	6	and	and	CC
37060	3010	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3010	8	guess	guess	VBP
37060	3010	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3010	10	made	make	VBD
37060	3010	11	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3010	12	depressed	depress	VBN
37060	3010	13	too	too	RB
37060	3010	14	,	,	,
37060	3010	15	because	because	IN
37060	3010	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3010	17	asked	ask	VBD
37060	3010	18	if	if	IN
37060	3010	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3010	20	was	be	VBD
37060	3010	21	OK	ok	JJ
37060	3010	22	to	to	TO
37060	3010	23	use	use	VB
37060	3010	24	the	the	DT
37060	3010	25	record	record	NN
37060	3010	26	player	player	NN
37060	3010	27	and	and	CC
37060	3010	28	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3010	29	said	say	VBD
37060	3010	30	"	"	``
37060	3010	31	sure	sure	UH
37060	3010	32	,	,	,
37060	3010	33	that	that	DT
37060	3010	34	's	be	VBZ
37060	3010	35	what	what	WP
37060	3010	36	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3010	37	's	be	VBZ
37060	3010	38	for	for	IN
37060	3010	39	.	.	.
37060	3011	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3011	2	always	always	RB
37060	3011	3	told	tell	VBD
37060	3011	4	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3011	5	that	that	DT
37060	3011	6	but	but	CC
37060	3011	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3011	8	'd	'd	MD
37060	3011	9	never	never	RB
37060	3011	10	use	use	VB
37060	3011	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3011	12	.	.	.
37060	3012	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3012	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	3012	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3012	4	just	just	RB
37060	3012	5	raised	raise	VBD
37060	3012	6	the	the	DT
37060	3012	7	whole	whole	JJ
37060	3012	8	bunch	bunch	NN
37060	3012	9	of	of	IN
37060	3012	10	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3012	11	kids	kid	NNS
37060	3012	12	wrong	wrong	RB
37060	3012	13	.	.	.
37060	3012	14	"	"	''
37060	3013	1	And	and	CC
37060	3013	2	then	then	RB
37060	3013	3	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3013	4	started	start	VBD
37060	3013	5	to	to	TO
37060	3013	6	cry	cry	VB
37060	3013	7	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3013	8	.	.	.
37060	3014	1	"	"	``
37060	3014	2	No	no	UH
37060	3014	3	,	,	,
37060	3014	4	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3014	5	,	,	,
37060	3014	6	"	"	''
37060	3014	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3014	8	thought	think	VBD
37060	3014	9	,	,	,
37060	3014	10	standing	stand	VBG
37060	3014	11	silently	silently	RB
37060	3014	12	in	in	IN
37060	3014	13	the	the	DT
37060	3014	14	doorway	doorway	NN
37060	3014	15	.	.	.
37060	3015	1	Depression	depression	NN
37060	3015	2	weighed	weigh	VBD
37060	3015	3	heavily	heavily	RB
37060	3015	4	on	on	IN
37060	3015	5	one	one	PRP
37060	3015	6	's	's	POS
37060	3015	7	self	self	NN
37060	3015	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	3015	9	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	3015	10	.	.	.
37060	3016	1	Luckily	luckily	RB
37060	3016	2	such	such	JJ
37060	3016	3	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	3016	4	within	within	IN
37060	3016	5	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3016	6	were	be	VBD
37060	3016	7	transitory	transitory	JJ
37060	3016	8	and	and	CC
37060	3016	9	soon	soon	RB
37060	3016	10	replaced	replace	VBN
37060	3016	11	by	by	IN
37060	3016	12	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3016	13	characteristically	characteristically	RB
37060	3016	14	positive	positive	JJ
37060	3016	15	attitude	attitude	NN
37060	3016	16	;	;	:
37060	3016	17	aside	aside	RB
37060	3016	18	from	from	IN
37060	3016	19	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3016	20	good	good	JJ
37060	3016	21	nature	nature	NN
37060	3016	22	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3016	23	did	do	VBD
37060	3016	24	not	not	RB
37060	3016	25	have	have	VB
37060	3016	26	time	time	NN
37060	3016	27	to	to	TO
37060	3016	28	be	be	VB
37060	3016	29	depressed	depress	VBN
37060	3016	30	,	,	,
37060	3016	31	for	for	IN
37060	3016	32	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3016	33	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	3016	34	had	have	VBD
37060	3016	35	time	time	NN
37060	3016	36	to	to	TO
37060	3016	37	sit	sit	VB
37060	3016	38	.	.	.
37060	3017	1	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	3017	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3017	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3017	4	just	just	RB
37060	3017	5	as	as	RB
37060	3017	6	well	well	RB
37060	3017	7	,	,	,
37060	3017	8	since	since	IN
37060	3017	9	there	there	EX
37060	3017	10	was	be	VBD
37060	3017	11	hardly	hardly	RB
37060	3017	12	a	a	DT
37060	3017	13	shortage	shortage	NN
37060	3017	14	of	of	IN
37060	3017	15	worries	worry	NNS
37060	3017	16	.	.	.
37060	3018	1	The	the	DT
37060	3018	2	time	time	NN
37060	3018	3	and	and	CC
37060	3018	4	energy	energy	NN
37060	3018	5	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3018	6	could	could	MD
37060	3018	7	expend	expend	VB
37060	3018	8	in	in	IN
37060	3018	9	worry	worry	NN
37060	3018	10	was	be	VBD
37060	3018	11	more	more	RBR
37060	3018	12	productively	productively	RB
37060	3018	13	spent	spend	VBN
37060	3018	14	mixing	mix	VBG
37060	3018	15	and	and	CC
37060	3018	16	baking	bake	VBG
37060	3018	17	a	a	DT
37060	3018	18	batch	batch	NN
37060	3018	19	of	of	IN
37060	3018	20	chocolate	chocolate	NN
37060	3018	21	chip	chip	NN
37060	3018	22	cookies	cookie	NNS
37060	3018	23	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3018	24	and	and	CC
37060	3018	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3018	26	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	3018	27	left	leave	VBD
37060	3018	28	a	a	DT
37060	3018	29	better	well	JJR
37060	3018	30	taste	taste	NN
37060	3018	31	in	in	IN
37060	3018	32	one	one	NN
37060	3018	33	's	's	POS
37060	3018	34	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	3018	35	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3018	36	.	.	.
37060	3019	1	Generally	generally	RB
37060	3019	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3019	3	visits	visit	NNS
37060	3019	4	to	to	IN
37060	3019	5	the	the	DT
37060	3019	6	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	3019	7	were	be	VBD
37060	3019	8	clearly	clearly	RB
37060	3019	9	punctuated	punctuate	VBN
37060	3019	10	within	within	IN
37060	3019	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3019	12	diary	diary	NN
37060	3019	13	;	;	:
37060	3019	14	in	in	IN
37060	3019	15	effect	effect	NN
37060	3019	16	,	,	,
37060	3019	17	five	five	CD
37060	3019	18	pages	page	NNS
37060	3019	19	were	be	VBD
37060	3019	20	barren	barren	JJ
37060	3019	21	of	of	IN
37060	3019	22	script	script	NN
37060	3019	23	except	except	IN
37060	3019	24	for	for	IN
37060	3019	25	a	a	DT
37060	3019	26	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	3019	27	scribbled	scribble	VBN
37060	3019	28	sad	sad	JJ
37060	3019	29	face	face	NN
37060	3019	30	,	,	,
37060	3019	31	each	each	DT
37060	3019	32	accompanied	accompany	VBN
37060	3019	33	by	by	IN
37060	3019	34	a	a	DT
37060	3019	35	concise	concise	JJ
37060	3019	36	four	four	CD
37060	3019	37	letter	letter	NN
37060	3019	38	word	word	NN
37060	3019	39	,	,	,
37060	3019	40	"	"	``
37060	3019	41	BLAH	BLAH	NNP
37060	3019	42	.	.	.
37060	3019	43	"	"	''
37060	3020	1	The	the	DT
37060	3020	2	text	text	NN
37060	3020	3	would	would	MD
37060	3020	4	resume	resume	VB
37060	3020	5	on	on	IN
37060	3020	6	the	the	DT
37060	3020	7	day	day	NN
37060	3020	8	following	follow	VBG
37060	3020	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3020	10	last	last	JJ
37060	3020	11	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	3020	12	.	.	.
37060	3021	1	Toward	toward	IN
37060	3021	2	the	the	DT
37060	3021	3	end	end	NN
37060	3021	4	of	of	IN
37060	3021	5	May	May	NNP
37060	3021	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3021	7	drove	drive	VBD
37060	3021	8	up	up	RP
37060	3021	9	to	to	IN
37060	3021	10	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	3021	11	Clinic	Clinic	NNP
37060	3021	12	for	for	IN
37060	3021	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3021	14	third	third	NN
37060	3021	15	to	to	IN
37060	3021	16	last	last	JJ
37060	3021	17	series	series	NN
37060	3021	18	of	of	IN
37060	3021	19	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	3021	20	.	.	.
37060	3022	1	May	May	NNP
37060	3022	2	26,1976	26,1976	NNP
37060	3022	3	...	...	.
37060	3022	4	Woke	wake	VBN
37060	3022	5	up	up	RP
37060	3022	6	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3022	7	DAAAA	DAAAA	NNP
37060	3022	8	!	!	.
37060	3022	9	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3023	1	had	have	VBD
37060	3023	2	X	x	NN
37060	3023	3	-	-	NN
37060	3023	4	ray	ray	NN
37060	3023	5	and	and	CC
37060	3023	6	blood	blood	NN
37060	3023	7	test	test	NN
37060	3023	8	.	.	.
37060	3024	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3024	2	took	take	VBD
37060	3024	3	so	so	RB
37060	3024	4	much	much	JJ
37060	3024	5	blood	blood	NN
37060	3024	6	that	that	WDT
37060	3024	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3024	8	got	get	VBD
37060	3024	9	sick	sick	JJ
37060	3024	10	to	to	IN
37060	3024	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3024	12	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	3024	13	and	and	CC
37060	3024	14	dizzy	dizzy	NN
37060	3024	15	.	.	.
37060	3025	1	When	when	WRB
37060	3025	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3025	3	got	get	VBD
37060	3025	4	to	to	IN
37060	3025	5	the	the	DT
37060	3025	6	"	"	``
37060	3025	7	finger	finger	NN
37060	3025	8	prick	prick	VB
37060	3025	9	place	place	NN
37060	3025	10	,	,	,
37060	3025	11	"	"	``
37060	3025	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3025	13	was	be	VBD
37060	3025	14	sobbing	sob	VBG
37060	3025	15	and	and	CC
37060	3025	16	crouching	crouch	VBG
37060	3025	17	over	over	RP
37060	3025	18	,	,	,
37060	3025	19	so	so	RB
37060	3025	20	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3025	21	took	take	VBD
37060	3025	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3025	23	in	in	IN
37060	3025	24	a	a	DT
37060	3025	25	room	room	NN
37060	3025	26	to	to	TO
37060	3025	27	lay	lay	VB
37060	3025	28	down	down	RP
37060	3025	29	.	.	.
37060	3026	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3026	2	cried	cry	VBD
37060	3026	3	in	in	IN
37060	3026	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3026	5	little	little	JJ
37060	3026	6	room	room	NN
37060	3026	7	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3026	8	put	put	VBD
37060	3026	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3026	10	in	in	RP
37060	3026	11	for	for	IN
37060	3026	12	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	3026	13	.	.	.
37060	3027	1	Then	then	RB
37060	3027	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3027	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3027	4	all	all	RB
37060	3027	5	right	right	JJ
37060	3027	6	...	...	.
37060	3028	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3028	2	pricked	prick	VBD
37060	3028	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3028	4	in	in	IN
37060	3028	5	that	that	DT
37060	3028	6	same	same	JJ
37060	3028	7	room	room	NN
37060	3028	8	!	!	.
37060	3029	1	Service	service	NN
37060	3029	2	!	!	.
37060	3030	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3030	2	remember	remember	VBP
37060	3030	3	that	that	DT
37060	3030	4	day	day	NN
37060	3030	5	very	very	RB
37060	3030	6	well	well	RB
37060	3030	7	.	.	.
37060	3031	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3031	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3031	3	that	that	IN
37060	3031	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3031	5	did	do	VBD
37060	3031	6	not	not	RB
37060	3031	7	feel	feel	VB
37060	3031	8	quite	quite	RB
37060	3031	9	right	right	JJ
37060	3031	10	as	as	IN
37060	3031	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3031	12	walked	walk	VBD
37060	3031	13	toward	toward	IN
37060	3031	14	the	the	DT
37060	3031	15	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	3031	16	room	room	NN
37060	3031	17	for	for	IN
37060	3031	18	the	the	DT
37060	3031	19	blood	blood	NN
37060	3031	20	test	test	NN
37060	3031	21	that	that	DT
37060	3031	22	morning	morning	NN
37060	3031	23	,	,	,
37060	3031	24	and	and	CC
37060	3031	25	once	once	IN
37060	3031	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3031	27	was	be	VBD
37060	3031	28	forced	force	VBN
37060	3031	29	to	to	TO
37060	3031	30	talk	talk	VB
37060	3031	31	,	,	,
37060	3031	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3031	33	realized	realize	VBD
37060	3031	34	how	how	WRB
37060	3031	35	displaced	displaced	JJ
37060	3031	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3031	37	senses	sense	NNS
37060	3031	38	were	be	VBD
37060	3031	39	,	,	,
37060	3031	40	for	for	IN
37060	3031	41	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3031	42	could	could	MD
37060	3031	43	not	not	RB
37060	3031	44	even	even	RB
37060	3031	45	answer	answer	VB
37060	3031	46	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3031	47	routine	routine	JJ
37060	3031	48	inquiries	inquiry	NNS
37060	3031	49	of	of	IN
37060	3031	50	cordiality	cordiality	NN
37060	3031	51	.	.	.
37060	3032	1	"	"	``
37060	3032	2	Take	take	VB
37060	3032	3	a	a	DT
37060	3032	4	seat	seat	NN
37060	3032	5	,	,	,
37060	3032	6	please	please	UH
37060	3032	7	;	;	:
37060	3032	8	make	make	VB
37060	3032	9	a	a	DT
37060	3032	10	fist	fist	NN
37060	3032	11	.	.	.
37060	3032	12	"	"	''
37060	3033	1	The	the	DT
37060	3033	2	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	3033	3	tied	tie	VBD
37060	3033	4	a	a	DT
37060	3033	5	rubber	rubber	NN
37060	3033	6	strap	strap	NN
37060	3033	7	tightly	tightly	RB
37060	3033	8	about	about	IN
37060	3033	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3033	10	arm	arm	NN
37060	3033	11	and	and	CC
37060	3033	12	began	begin	VBD
37060	3033	13	to	to	TO
37060	3033	14	search	search	VB
37060	3033	15	for	for	IN
37060	3033	16	a	a	DT
37060	3033	17	vein	vein	NN
37060	3033	18	.	.	.
37060	3034	1	"	"	``
37060	3034	2	Where	where	WRB
37060	3034	3	are	be	VBP
37060	3034	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3034	5	from	from	IN
37060	3034	6	?	?	.
37060	3034	7	"	"	''
37060	3035	1	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3035	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	3035	3	.	.	.
37060	3036	1	"	"	``
37060	3036	2	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	3036	3	Isaac	Isaac	NNP
37060	3036	4	...	...	:
37060	3036	5	"	"	``
37060	3036	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3036	7	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	3036	8	abruptly	abruptly	RB
37060	3036	9	,	,	,
37060	3036	10	looking	look	VBG
37060	3036	11	up	up	RP
37060	3036	12	at	at	IN
37060	3036	13	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3036	14	as	as	IN
37060	3036	15	embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	3036	16	painted	paint	VBD
37060	3036	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3036	18	face	face	NN
37060	3036	19	a	a	DT
37060	3036	20	brilliant	brilliant	JJ
37060	3036	21	hue	hue	NN
37060	3036	22	of	of	IN
37060	3036	23	red	red	NNP
37060	3036	24	.	.	.
37060	3037	1	Thinking	think	VBG
37060	3037	2	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3037	3	'll	will	MD
37060	3037	4	try	try	VB
37060	3037	5	another	another	DT
37060	3037	6	question	question	NN
37060	3037	7	,	,	,
37060	3037	8	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	3037	9	an	an	DT
37060	3037	10	easier	easy	JJR
37060	3037	11	one	one	NN
37060	3037	12	,	,	,
37060	3037	13	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3037	14	asked	ask	VBD
37060	3037	15	,	,	,
37060	3037	16	"	"	``
37060	3037	17	What	what	WP
37060	3037	18	's	be	VBZ
37060	3037	19	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3037	20	name	name	NN
37060	3037	21	,	,	,
37060	3037	22	huh	huh	JJ
37060	3037	23	?	?	.
37060	3037	24	"	"	''
37060	3038	1	To	to	TO
37060	3038	2	which	which	WDT
37060	3038	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3038	4	replied	reply	VBD
37060	3038	5	,	,	,
37060	3038	6	"	"	``
37060	3038	7	Moline	Moline	NNP
37060	3038	8	,	,	,
37060	3038	9	Illinois	Illinois	NNP
37060	3038	10	.	.	.
37060	3038	11	"	"	''
37060	3039	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3039	2	head	head	NN
37060	3039	3	began	begin	VBD
37060	3039	4	to	to	TO
37060	3039	5	spin	spin	VB
37060	3039	6	in	in	IN
37060	3039	7	confusion	confusion	NN
37060	3039	8	and	and	CC
37060	3039	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3039	10	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	3039	11	if	if	IN
37060	3039	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3039	13	was	be	VBD
37060	3039	14	going	go	VBG
37060	3039	15	mad	mad	JJ
37060	3039	16	.	.	.
37060	3040	1	"	"	``
37060	3040	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3040	3	'm	be	VBP
37060	3040	4	sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	3040	5	...	...	NFP
37060	3041	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3041	2	do	do	VBP
37060	3041	3	n't	not	RB
37060	3041	4	know	know	VB
37060	3041	5	what	what	WP
37060	3041	6	's	be	VBZ
37060	3041	7	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	3041	8	with	with	IN
37060	3041	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3041	10	today	today	NN
37060	3041	11	...	...	:
37060	3041	12	"	"	``
37060	3041	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3041	14	said	say	VBD
37060	3041	15	,	,	,
37060	3041	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3041	17	voice	voice	NN
37060	3041	18	trailing	trail	VBG
37060	3041	19	off	off	RP
37060	3041	20	as	as	IN
37060	3041	21	the	the	DT
37060	3041	22	dizziness	dizziness	NN
37060	3041	23	intensified	intensify	VBD
37060	3041	24	.	.	.
37060	3042	1	Nothing	nothing	NN
37060	3042	2	of	of	IN
37060	3042	3	this	this	DT
37060	3042	4	sort	sort	NN
37060	3042	5	had	have	VBD
37060	3042	6	ever	ever	RB
37060	3042	7	happened	happen	VBN
37060	3042	8	to	to	IN
37060	3042	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3042	10	.	.	.
37060	3043	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3043	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3043	3	extremely	extremely	RB
37060	3043	4	relieved	relieve	VBN
37060	3043	5	to	to	TO
37060	3043	6	exit	exit	VB
37060	3043	7	the	the	DT
37060	3043	8	vicinity	vicinity	NN
37060	3043	9	of	of	IN
37060	3043	10	the	the	DT
37060	3043	11	blood	blood	NN
37060	3043	12	test	test	NN
37060	3043	13	,	,	,
37060	3043	14	for	for	IN
37060	3043	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3043	16	despised	despise	VBD
37060	3043	17	losing	lose	VBG
37060	3043	18	control	control	NN
37060	3043	19	of	of	IN
37060	3043	20	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3043	21	in	in	IN
37060	3043	22	front	front	NN
37060	3043	23	of	of	IN
37060	3043	24	others	other	NNS
37060	3043	25	.	.	.
37060	3044	1	Feeling	feel	VBG
37060	3044	2	like	like	IN
37060	3044	3	an	an	DT
37060	3044	4	idiotic	idiotic	JJ
37060	3044	5	fool	fool	NN
37060	3044	6	,	,	,
37060	3044	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3044	8	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	3044	9	if	if	IN
37060	3044	10	the	the	DT
37060	3044	11	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	3044	12	thought	think	VBD
37060	3044	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3044	14	was	be	VBD
37060	3044	15	new	new	JJ
37060	3044	16	to	to	IN
37060	3044	17	the	the	DT
37060	3044	18	procedure	procedure	NN
37060	3044	19	,	,	,
37060	3044	20	or	or	CC
37060	3044	21	scared	scared	JJ
37060	3044	22	,	,	,
37060	3044	23	or	or	CC
37060	3044	24	squeamish	squeamish	JJ
37060	3044	25	...	...	.
37060	3045	1	The	the	DT
37060	3045	2	remaining	remaining	JJ
37060	3045	3	portion	portion	NN
37060	3045	4	of	of	IN
37060	3045	5	the	the	DT
37060	3045	6	day	day	NN
37060	3045	7	went	go	VBD
37060	3045	8	smoothly	smoothly	RB
37060	3045	9	after	after	IN
37060	3045	10	eating	eat	VBG
37060	3045	11	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	3045	12	.	.	.
37060	3046	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3046	2	and	and	CC
37060	3046	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3046	4	went	go	VBD
37060	3046	5	shopping	shop	VBG
37060	3046	6	after	after	IN
37060	3046	7	taking	take	VBG
37060	3046	8	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3046	9	to	to	IN
37060	3046	10	the	the	DT
37060	3046	11	airport	airport	NN
37060	3046	12	.	.	.
37060	3047	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3047	2	got	get	VBD
37060	3047	3	a	a	DT
37060	3047	4	new	new	JJ
37060	3047	5	wig	wig	NN
37060	3047	6	,	,	,
37060	3047	7	a	a	DT
37060	3047	8	brush	brush	NN
37060	3047	9	,	,	,
37060	3047	10	and	and	CC
37060	3047	11	wig	wig	VBD
37060	3047	12	shampoo	shampoo	NN
37060	3047	13	.	.	.
37060	3048	1	A	a	DT
37060	3048	2	new	new	JJ
37060	3048	3	wig	wig	NN
37060	3048	4	.	.	.
37060	3049	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3049	2	took	take	VBD
37060	3049	3	some	some	DT
37060	3049	4	persuading	persuading	NN
37060	3049	5	on	on	IN
37060	3049	6	the	the	DT
37060	3049	7	part	part	NN
37060	3049	8	of	of	IN
37060	3049	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3049	10	mom	mom	NN
37060	3049	11	,	,	,
37060	3049	12	but	but	CC
37060	3049	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3049	14	finally	finally	RB
37060	3049	15	agreed	agree	VBD
37060	3049	16	to	to	TO
37060	3049	17	try	try	VB
37060	3049	18	on	on	IN
37060	3049	19	some	some	DT
37060	3049	20	new	new	JJ
37060	3049	21	hairpieces	hairpiece	NNS
37060	3049	22	.	.	.
37060	3050	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3050	2	wig	wig	NN
37060	3050	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3050	4	beginning	begin	VBG
37060	3050	5	to	to	TO
37060	3050	6	show	show	VB
37060	3050	7	signs	sign	NNS
37060	3050	8	of	of	IN
37060	3050	9	wear	wear	NN
37060	3050	10	after	after	IN
37060	3050	11	constant	constant	JJ
37060	3050	12	daily	daily	JJ
37060	3050	13	use	use	NN
37060	3050	14	and	and	CC
37060	3050	15	,	,	,
37060	3050	16	admittedly	admittedly	RB
37060	3050	17	,	,	,
37060	3050	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3050	19	was	be	VBD
37060	3050	20	looking	look	VBG
37060	3050	21	rather	rather	RB
37060	3050	22	tacky	tacky	JJ
37060	3050	23	.	.	.
37060	3051	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	3051	2	these	these	DT
37060	3051	3	facts	fact	NNS
37060	3051	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3051	5	was	be	VBD
37060	3051	6	reluctant	reluctant	JJ
37060	3051	7	to	to	TO
37060	3051	8	go	go	VB
37060	3051	9	through	through	IN
37060	3051	10	the	the	DT
37060	3051	11	nerve	nerve	NN
37060	3051	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	3051	13	wracking	wrack	VBG
37060	3051	14	process	process	NN
37060	3051	15	again	again	RB
37060	3051	16	,	,	,
37060	3051	17	especially	especially	RB
37060	3051	18	since	since	IN
37060	3051	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3051	20	was	be	VBD
37060	3051	21	now	now	RB
37060	3051	22	completely	completely	RB
37060	3051	23	hairless	hairless	JJ
37060	3051	24	and	and	CC
37060	3051	25	found	find	VBD
37060	3051	26	the	the	DT
37060	3051	27	idea	idea	NN
37060	3051	28	of	of	IN
37060	3051	29	publicly	publicly	RB
37060	3051	30	displaying	display	VBG
37060	3051	31	that	that	DT
37060	3051	32	trait	trait	NN
37060	3051	33	in	in	IN
37060	3051	34	a	a	DT
37060	3051	35	department	department	NN
37060	3051	36	store	store	NN
37060	3051	37	utterly	utterly	RB
37060	3051	38	repulsive	repulsive	JJ
37060	3051	39	.	.	.
37060	3052	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3052	2	browsed	browse	VBD
37060	3052	3	through	through	IN
37060	3052	4	the	the	DT
37060	3052	5	maze	maze	NN
37060	3052	6	of	of	IN
37060	3052	7	styrofoam	styrofoam	NNP
37060	3052	8	heads	head	NNS
37060	3052	9	and	and	CC
37060	3052	10	many	many	JJ
37060	3052	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	3052	12	hued	hued	JJ
37060	3052	13	tresses	tress	NNS
37060	3052	14	until	until	IN
37060	3052	15	a	a	DT
37060	3052	16	sales	sale	NNS
37060	3052	17	lady	lady	NN
37060	3052	18	approached	approach	VBD
37060	3052	19	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3052	20	.	.	.
37060	3053	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3053	2	studied	study	VBD
37060	3053	3	the	the	DT
37060	3053	4	floor	floor	NN
37060	3053	5	intently	intently	RB
37060	3053	6	while	while	IN
37060	3053	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3053	8	mom	mom	NN
37060	3053	9	explained	explain	VBD
37060	3053	10	the	the	DT
37060	3053	11	color	color	NN
37060	3053	12	and	and	CC
37060	3053	13	styles	style	NNS
37060	3053	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3053	15	wished	wish	VBD
37060	3053	16	to	to	TO
37060	3053	17	try	try	VB
37060	3053	18	.	.	.
37060	3054	1	Immediately	immediately	RB
37060	3054	2	the	the	DT
37060	3054	3	lady	lady	NN
37060	3054	4	produced	produce	VBD
37060	3054	5	several	several	JJ
37060	3054	6	boxes	box	NNS
37060	3054	7	housing	housing	NN
37060	3054	8	clumps	clump	NNS
37060	3054	9	of	of	IN
37060	3054	10	curled	curl	VBN
37060	3054	11	hair	hair	NN
37060	3054	12	which	which	WDT
37060	3054	13	resembled	resemble	VBD
37060	3054	14	dead	dead	JJ
37060	3054	15	animals	animal	NNS
37060	3054	16	,	,	,
37060	3054	17	and	and	CC
37060	3054	18	motioned	motion	VBN
37060	3054	19	to	to	IN
37060	3054	20	the	the	DT
37060	3054	21	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	3054	22	.	.	.
37060	3055	1	"	"	``
37060	3055	2	Uh	uh	UH
37060	3055	3	...	...	:
37060	3055	4	"	"	''
37060	3055	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3055	6	stammered	stammer	VBD
37060	3055	7	,	,	,
37060	3055	8	trying	try	VBG
37060	3055	9	to	to	TO
37060	3055	10	muster	muster	VB
37060	3055	11	up	up	RP
37060	3055	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3055	13	courage	courage	NN
37060	3055	14	.	.	.
37060	3056	1	"	"	``
37060	3056	2	Could	Could	MD
37060	3056	3	...	...	:
37060	3056	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3056	5	...	...	:
37060	3056	6	try	try	VB
37060	3056	7	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3056	8	on	on	RP
37060	3056	9	in	in	IN
37060	3056	10	a	a	DT
37060	3056	11	dressing	dressing	NN
37060	3056	12	room	room	NN
37060	3056	13	or	or	CC
37060	3056	14	...	...	:
37060	3056	15	something	something	NN
37060	3056	16	?	?	.
37060	3057	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3057	2	take	take	VBP
37060	3057	3	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	3057	4	and	and	CC
37060	3057	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3057	6	...	...	:
37060	3057	7	do	do	VBP
37060	3057	8	n't	not	RB
37060	3057	9	have	have	VB
37060	3057	10	any	any	DT
37060	3057	11	hair	hair	NN
37060	3057	12	...	...	:
37060	3057	13	"	"	''
37060	3057	14	The	the	DT
37060	3057	15	woman	woman	NN
37060	3057	16	hardly	hardly	RB
37060	3057	17	flinched	flinch	VBD
37060	3057	18	.	.	.
37060	3058	1	"	"	``
37060	3058	2	Sure	sure	UH
37060	3058	3	,	,	,
37060	3058	4	go	go	VB
37060	3058	5	right	right	RB
37060	3058	6	over	over	RB
37060	3058	7	to	to	IN
37060	3058	8	woman	woman	NN
37060	3058	9	's	's	POS
37060	3058	10	apparel	apparel	NN
37060	3058	11	...	...	NFP
37060	3058	12	"	"	``
37060	3058	13	What	what	WP
37060	3058	14	a	a	DT
37060	3058	15	relief	relief	NN
37060	3058	16	!	!	.
37060	3059	1	Behind	behind	IN
37060	3059	2	the	the	DT
37060	3059	3	curtained	curtained	JJ
37060	3059	4	partition	partition	NN
37060	3059	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3059	6	shed	shed	VBD
37060	3059	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3059	8	relic	relic	NN
37060	3059	9	and	and	CC
37060	3059	10	,	,	,
37060	3059	11	standing	stand	VBG
37060	3059	12	before	before	IN
37060	3059	13	the	the	DT
37060	3059	14	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	3059	15	,	,	,
37060	3059	16	tried	try	VBD
37060	3059	17	one	one	CD
37060	3059	18	wig	wig	NN
37060	3059	19	after	after	IN
37060	3059	20	the	the	DT
37060	3059	21	other	other	JJ
37060	3059	22	.	.	.
37060	3060	1	"	"	``
37060	3060	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3060	3	swear	swear	VBP
37060	3060	4	,	,	,
37060	3060	5	nobody	nobody	NN
37060	3060	6	has	have	VBZ
37060	3060	7	this	this	DT
37060	3060	8	much	much	JJ
37060	3060	9	hair	hair	NN
37060	3060	10	!	!	.
37060	3060	11	"	"	''
37060	3061	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3061	2	exclaimed	exclaim	VBD
37060	3061	3	,	,	,
37060	3061	4	frustrated	frustrate	VBN
37060	3061	5	.	.	.
37060	3062	1	"	"	``
37060	3062	2	Think	think	VB
37060	3062	3	of	of	IN
37060	3062	4	the	the	DT
37060	3062	5	milk	milk	NN
37060	3062	6	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3062	7	'd	'd	MD
37060	3062	8	have	have	VB
37060	3062	9	to	to	TO
37060	3062	10	drink	drink	VB
37060	3062	11	to	to	TO
37060	3062	12	grow	grow	VB
37060	3062	13	hair	hair	NN
37060	3062	14	like	like	IN
37060	3062	15	this	this	DT
37060	3062	16	!	!	.
37060	3062	17	"	"	''
37060	3063	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3063	2	selected	select	VBD
37060	3063	3	a	a	DT
37060	3063	4	wig	wig	NN
37060	3063	5	which	which	WDT
37060	3063	6	closely	closely	RB
37060	3063	7	matched	match	VBD
37060	3063	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3063	9	old	old	JJ
37060	3063	10	one	one	CD
37060	3063	11	in	in	IN
37060	3063	12	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3063	13	younger	young	JJR
37060	3063	14	days	day	NNS
37060	3063	15	and	and	CC
37060	3063	16	vowed	vow	VBD
37060	3063	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3063	18	would	would	MD
37060	3063	19	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	3063	20	smash	smash	VB
37060	3063	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3063	22	down	down	RP
37060	3063	23	to	to	IN
37060	3063	24	the	the	DT
37060	3063	25	proportion	proportion	NN
37060	3063	26	of	of	IN
37060	3063	27	real	real	JJ
37060	3063	28	hair	hair	NN
37060	3063	29	.	.	.
37060	3064	1	Would	Would	MD
37060	3064	2	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3064	3	like	like	VB
37060	3064	4	to	to	TO
37060	3064	5	wear	wear	VB
37060	3064	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3064	7	?	?	.
37060	3064	8	"	"	''
37060	3065	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3065	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	3065	3	,	,	,
37060	3065	4	referring	refer	VBG
37060	3065	5	to	to	IN
37060	3065	6	the	the	DT
37060	3065	7	new	new	JJ
37060	3065	8	clump	clump	NN
37060	3065	9	of	of	IN
37060	3065	10	hair	hair	NN
37060	3065	11	slumped	slump	VBD
37060	3065	12	inanimately	inanimately	RB
37060	3065	13	over	over	IN
37060	3065	14	the	the	DT
37060	3065	15	edge	edge	NN
37060	3065	16	of	of	IN
37060	3065	17	the	the	DT
37060	3065	18	box	box	NN
37060	3065	19	.	.	.
37060	3066	1	"	"	``
37060	3066	2	No	no	DT
37060	3066	3	way	way	NN
37060	3066	4	,	,	,
37060	3066	5	"	"	``
37060	3066	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3066	7	plastered	plaster	VBD
37060	3066	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3066	9	tried	tried	JJ
37060	3066	10	and	and	CC
37060	3066	11	true	true	JJ
37060	3066	12	wig	wig	NN
37060	3066	13	on	on	IN
37060	3066	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3066	15	head	head	NN
37060	3066	16	and	and	CC
37060	3066	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3066	18	unhesitatingly	unhesitatingly	RB
37060	3066	19	fell	fall	VBD
37060	3066	20	into	into	IN
37060	3066	21	place	place	NN
37060	3066	22	,	,	,
37060	3066	23	conforming	conform	VBG
37060	3066	24	to	to	IN
37060	3066	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3066	26	head	head	NN
37060	3066	27	like	like	IN
37060	3066	28	an	an	DT
37060	3066	29	old	old	JJ
37060	3066	30	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3066	31	hat	hat	NN
37060	3066	32	.	.	.
37060	3067	1	The	the	DT
37060	3067	2	following	follow	VBG
37060	3067	3	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	3067	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3067	5	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	3067	6	began	begin	VBD
37060	3067	7	.	.	.
37060	3068	1	However	however	RB
37060	3068	2	,	,	,
37060	3068	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3068	4	received	receive	VBD
37060	3068	5	a	a	DT
37060	3068	6	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	3068	7	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	3068	8	by	by	IN
37060	3068	9	learning	learn	VBG
37060	3068	10	that	that	IN
37060	3068	11	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3068	12	could	could	MD
37060	3068	13	transport	transport	VB
37060	3068	14	the	the	DT
37060	3068	15	last	last	JJ
37060	3068	16	two	two	CD
37060	3068	17	days	day	NNS
37060	3068	18	worth	worth	JJ
37060	3068	19	of	of	IN
37060	3068	20	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	3068	21	home	home	RB
37060	3068	22	with	with	IN
37060	3068	23	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3068	24	and	and	CC
37060	3068	25	allow	allow	VB
37060	3068	26	the	the	DT
37060	3068	27	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	3068	28	to	to	TO
37060	3068	29	administer	administer	VB
37060	3068	30	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3068	31	to	to	IN
37060	3068	32	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3068	33	.	.	.
37060	3069	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	3069	2	,	,	,
37060	3069	3	after	after	IN
37060	3069	4	the	the	DT
37060	3069	5	third	third	JJ
37060	3069	6	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	3069	7	,	,	,
37060	3069	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3069	9	were	be	VBD
37060	3069	10	given	give	VBN
37060	3069	11	the	the	DT
37060	3069	12	expensive	expensive	JJ
37060	3069	13	vials	vial	NNS
37060	3069	14	of	of	IN
37060	3069	15	yellow	yellow	JJ
37060	3069	16	,	,	,
37060	3069	17	clear	clear	JJ
37060	3069	18	and	and	CC
37060	3069	19	ruby	ruby	JJ
37060	3069	20	red	red	JJ
37060	3069	21	liquid	liquid	NN
37060	3069	22	,	,	,
37060	3069	23	along	along	IN
37060	3069	24	with	with	IN
37060	3069	25	instructions	instruction	NNS
37060	3069	26	for	for	IN
37060	3069	27	the	the	DT
37060	3069	28	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	3069	29	,	,	,
37060	3069	30	and	and	CC
37060	3069	31	placed	place	VBD
37060	3069	32	the	the	DT
37060	3069	33	potent	potent	JJ
37060	3069	34	ammunition	ammunition	NN
37060	3069	35	in	in	IN
37060	3069	36	a	a	DT
37060	3069	37	cooler	cooler	NN
37060	3069	38	.	.	.
37060	3070	1	May	May	NNP
37060	3070	2	29	29	CD
37060	3070	3	,	,	,
37060	3070	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	3070	5	...	...	.
37060	3071	1	Took	Took	NNP
37060	3071	2	Chemotherapy	Chemotherapy	NNP
37060	3071	3	and	and	CC
37060	3071	4	headed	head	VBN
37060	3071	5	for	for	IN
37060	3071	6	home	home	NN
37060	3071	7	.	.	.
37060	3072	1	Got	get	VBD
37060	3072	2	home	home	RB
37060	3072	3	around	around	RB
37060	3072	4	3:00	3:00	CD
37060	3072	5	or	or	CC
37060	3072	6	4:00	4:00	CD
37060	3072	7	p.m.	p.m.	NN
37060	3072	8	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3072	9	TWO	two	CD
37060	3072	10	relatives	relative	NNS
37060	3072	11	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3072	12	were	be	VBD
37060	3072	13	already	already	RB
37060	3072	14	here	here	RB
37060	3072	15	.	.	.
37060	3073	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3073	2	one	one	NN
37060	3073	3	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3073	4	gave	give	VBD
37060	3073	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3073	6	a	a	DT
37060	3073	7	book	book	NN
37060	3073	8	on	on	IN
37060	3073	9	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	3073	10	...	...	NFP
37060	3073	11	maybe	maybe	RB
37060	3073	12	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3073	13	's	be	VBZ
37060	3073	14	trying	try	VBG
37060	3073	15	to	to	TO
37060	3073	16	tell	tell	VB
37060	3073	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3073	18	something	something	NN
37060	3073	19	!	!	.
37060	3074	1	HA	ha	UH
37060	3074	2	!	!	.
37060	3075	1	HA	ha	UH
37060	3075	2	!	!	.
37060	3076	1	May	May	NNP
37060	3076	2	30	30	CD
37060	3076	3	,	,	,
37060	3076	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	3076	5	...	...	NFP
37060	3076	6	Had	have	VBD
37060	3076	7	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	3076	8	at	at	IN
37060	3076	9	home	home	NN
37060	3076	10	.	.	.
37060	3077	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3077	2	took	take	VBD
37060	3077	3	a	a	DT
37060	3077	4	long	long	JJ
37060	3077	5	time	time	NN
37060	3077	6	to	to	TO
37060	3077	7	get	get	VB
37060	3077	8	all	all	DT
37060	3077	9	of	of	IN
37060	3077	10	the	the	DT
37060	3077	11	things	thing	NNS
37060	3077	12	situated	situate	VBN
37060	3077	13	.	.	.
37060	3078	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3078	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3078	3	injected	inject	VBN
37060	3078	4	,	,	,
37060	3078	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3078	6	threw	throw	VBD
37060	3078	7	up	up	RP
37060	3078	8	,	,	,
37060	3078	9	etc	etc	FW
37060	3078	10	.	.	FW
37060	3078	11	,	,	,
37060	3078	12	and	and	CC
37060	3078	13	then	then	RB
37060	3078	14	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3078	15	went	go	VBD
37060	3078	16	home	home	RB
37060	3078	17	.	.	.
37060	3079	1	May	May	NNP
37060	3079	2	31	31	CD
37060	3079	3	,	,	,
37060	3079	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	3079	5	...	...	NFP
37060	3079	6	Had	have	VBD
37060	3079	7	Chemo	Chemo	NNP
37060	3079	8	.	.	.
37060	3080	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3080	2	took	take	VBD
37060	3080	3	an	an	DT
37060	3080	4	awful	awful	JJ
37060	3080	5	long	long	JJ
37060	3080	6	time	time	NN
37060	3080	7	today	today	NN
37060	3080	8	.	.	.
37060	3081	1	Home	home	NN
37060	3081	2	.	.	.
37060	3082	1	Watched	watch	VBN
37060	3082	2	T.V.	T.V.	NNP
37060	3083	1	Chemotherapy	Chemotherapy	NNP
37060	3083	2	,	,	,
37060	3083	3	administered	administer	VBN
37060	3083	4	at	at	IN
37060	3083	5	home	home	NN
37060	3083	6	in	in	IN
37060	3083	7	Moline	Moline	NNP
37060	3083	8	was	be	VBD
37060	3083	9	an	an	DT
37060	3083	10	improvement	improvement	NN
37060	3083	11	which	which	WDT
37060	3083	12	boosted	boost	VBD
37060	3083	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3083	14	morale	morale	NN
37060	3083	15	.	.	.
37060	3084	1	For	for	IN
37060	3084	2	the	the	DT
37060	3084	3	first	first	JJ
37060	3084	4	time	time	NN
37060	3084	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3084	6	diary	diary	NN
37060	3084	7	entries	entry	NNS
37060	3084	8	did	do	VBD
37060	3084	9	not	not	RB
37060	3084	10	consist	consist	VB
37060	3084	11	merely	merely	RB
37060	3084	12	of	of	IN
37060	3084	13	sad	sad	JJ
37060	3084	14	faces	face	NNS
37060	3084	15	and	and	CC
37060	3084	16	hurriedly	hurriedly	RB
37060	3084	17	scrawled	scrawl	VBD
37060	3084	18	"	"	``
37060	3084	19	BLAH'S.	BLAH'S.	NNP
37060	3084	20	"	"	''
37060	3085	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3085	2	did	do	VBD
37060	3085	3	n't	not	RB
37060	3085	4	feel	feel	VB
37060	3085	5	"	"	``
37060	3085	6	good	good	JJ
37060	3085	7	,	,	,
37060	3085	8	"	"	''
37060	3085	9	but	but	CC
37060	3085	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3085	11	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3085	12	to	to	TO
37060	3085	13	feel	feel	VB
37060	3085	14	"	"	``
37060	3085	15	better	well	JJR
37060	3085	16	.	.	.
37060	3085	17	"	"	''
37060	3086	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3086	2	could	could	MD
37060	3086	3	breathe	breathe	VB
37060	3086	4	fresh	fresh	JJ
37060	3086	5	air	air	NN
37060	3086	6	instead	instead	RB
37060	3086	7	of	of	IN
37060	3086	8	the	the	DT
37060	3086	9	motel	motel	NN
37060	3086	10	's	's	POS
37060	3086	11	stale	stale	JJ
37060	3086	12	stagnancy	stagnancy	NN
37060	3086	13	of	of	IN
37060	3086	14	bygone	bygone	NNP
37060	3086	15	cigarette	cigarette	NN
37060	3086	16	ashes	ashe	NNS
37060	3086	17	.	.	.
37060	3087	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3087	2	could	could	MD
37060	3087	3	even	even	RB
37060	3087	4	throw	throw	VB
37060	3087	5	up	up	RP
37060	3087	6	in	in	IN
37060	3087	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3087	8	own	own	JJ
37060	3087	9	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	3087	10	.	.	.
37060	3088	1	Home	home	NN
37060	3088	2	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	3088	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3088	4	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	3088	5	a	a	DT
37060	3088	6	delight	delight	NN
37060	3088	7	.	.	.
37060	3089	1	June	June	NNP
37060	3089	2	2	2	CD
37060	3089	3	,	,	,
37060	3089	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	3089	5	...	...	.
37060	3090	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3090	2	got	get	VBD
37060	3090	3	sick	sick	JJ
37060	3090	4	tonite	tonite	NN
37060	3090	5	.	.	.
37060	3091	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3091	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	3091	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3091	4	's	be	VBZ
37060	3091	5	just	just	RB
37060	3091	6	the	the	DT
37060	3091	7	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	3091	8	doing	do	VBG
37060	3091	9	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3091	10	duty	duty	NN
37060	3091	11	!	!	.
37060	3092	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3092	2	made	make	VBD
37060	3092	3	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3092	4	barf	barf	NN
37060	3092	5	at	at	IN
37060	3092	6	10:00	10:00	CD
37060	3092	7	p.m.	p.m.	NN
37060	3093	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3093	2	should	should	MD
37060	3093	3	have	have	VB
37060	3093	4	barfed	barfed	NN
37060	3093	5	sooner	soon	RBR
37060	3093	6	.	.	.
37060	3094	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	3094	2	111	111	CD
37060	3094	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	3094	4	14	14	CD
37060	3094	5	Summer	summer	NN
37060	3094	6	1976	1976	CD
37060	3094	7	CHAPTER	chapter	NN
37060	3094	8	FOURTEEN	fourteen	JJ
37060	3094	9	Summer	summer	NN
37060	3094	10	1976	1976	CD
37060	3094	11	Summer	summer	NN
37060	3094	12	was	be	VBD
37060	3094	13	always	always	RB
37060	3094	14	a	a	DT
37060	3094	15	time	time	NN
37060	3094	16	of	of	IN
37060	3094	17	change	change	NN
37060	3094	18	,	,	,
37060	3094	19	and	and	CC
37060	3094	20	many	many	JJ
37060	3094	21	transformations	transformation	NNS
37060	3094	22	touched	touch	VBD
37060	3094	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3094	24	life	life	NN
37060	3094	25	with	with	IN
37060	3094	26	the	the	DT
37060	3094	27	coming	coming	NN
37060	3094	28	of	of	IN
37060	3094	29	the	the	DT
37060	3094	30	month	month	NN
37060	3094	31	of	of	IN
37060	3094	32	June	June	NNP
37060	3094	33	.	.	.
37060	3095	1	School	school	NN
37060	3095	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3095	3	out	out	IN
37060	3095	4	of	of	IN
37060	3095	5	session	session	NN
37060	3095	6	,	,	,
37060	3095	7	and	and	CC
37060	3095	8	consequently	consequently	RB
37060	3095	9	,	,	,
37060	3095	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3095	11	tutor	tutor	NN
37060	3095	12	's	's	POS
37060	3095	13	last	last	JJ
37060	3095	14	day	day	NN
37060	3095	15	was	be	VBD
37060	3095	16	the	the	DT
37060	3095	17	3rd	3rd	NN
37060	3095	18	;	;	:
37060	3095	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3095	20	now	now	RB
37060	3095	21	shared	share	VBD
37060	3095	22	more	more	RBR
37060	3095	23	in	in	IN
37060	3095	24	common	common	JJ
37060	3095	25	with	with	IN
37060	3095	26	the	the	DT
37060	3095	27	other	other	JJ
37060	3095	28	students	student	NNS
37060	3095	29	in	in	IN
37060	3095	30	that	that	DT
37060	3095	31	a	a	DT
37060	3095	32	three	three	CD
37060	3095	33	month	month	NN
37060	3095	34	recess	recess	NN
37060	3095	35	from	from	IN
37060	3095	36	education	education	NN
37060	3095	37	had	have	VBD
37060	3095	38	just	just	RB
37060	3095	39	begun	begin	VBN
37060	3095	40	,	,	,
37060	3095	41	and	and	CC
37060	3095	42	the	the	DT
37060	3095	43	fall	fall	NN
37060	3095	44	semester	semester	NN
37060	3095	45	would	would	MD
37060	3095	46	find	find	VB
37060	3095	47	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3095	48	,	,	,
37060	3095	49	like	like	IN
37060	3095	50	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3095	51	,	,	,
37060	3095	52	returning	return	VBG
37060	3095	53	to	to	IN
37060	3095	54	junior	junior	JJ
37060	3095	55	high	high	JJ
37060	3095	56	.	.	.
37060	3096	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3096	2	,	,	,
37060	3096	3	too	too	RB
37060	3096	4	,	,	,
37060	3096	5	closed	close	VBD
37060	3096	6	the	the	DT
37060	3096	7	door	door	NN
37060	3096	8	of	of	IN
37060	3096	9	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3096	10	Kindergarten	Kindergarten	NNP
37060	3096	11	classroom	classroom	NN
37060	3096	12	for	for	IN
37060	3096	13	the	the	DT
37060	3096	14	summer	summer	NN
37060	3096	15	,	,	,
37060	3096	16	although	although	IN
37060	3096	17	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3096	18	still	still	RB
37060	3096	19	persisted	persist	VBD
37060	3096	20	in	in	IN
37060	3096	21	pursuing	pursue	VBG
37060	3096	22	various	various	JJ
37060	3096	23	projects	project	NNS
37060	3096	24	which	which	WDT
37060	3096	25	related	relate	VBD
37060	3096	26	to	to	IN
37060	3096	27	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3096	28	employment	employment	NN
37060	3096	29	during	during	IN
37060	3096	30	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3096	31	free	free	JJ
37060	3096	32	time	time	NN
37060	3096	33	.	.	.
37060	3097	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3097	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3097	3	home	home	RB
37060	3097	4	,	,	,
37060	3097	5	however	however	RB
37060	3097	6	,	,	,
37060	3097	7	and	and	CC
37060	3097	8	that	that	DT
37060	3097	9	was	be	VBD
37060	3097	10	the	the	DT
37060	3097	11	most	most	RBS
37060	3097	12	important	important	JJ
37060	3097	13	thing	thing	NN
37060	3097	14	.	.	.
37060	3098	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3098	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3098	3	to	to	IN
37060	3098	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3098	5	that	that	DT
37060	3098	6	life	life	NN
37060	3098	7	was	be	VBD
37060	3098	8	returning	return	VBG
37060	3098	9	to	to	IN
37060	3098	10	normal	normal	JJ
37060	3098	11	and	and	CC
37060	3098	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3098	13	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3098	14	less	less	RBR
37060	3098	15	alienated	alienated	JJ
37060	3098	16	from	from	IN
37060	3098	17	society	society	NN
37060	3098	18	since	since	IN
37060	3098	19	there	there	EX
37060	3098	20	was	be	VBD
37060	3098	21	more	more	JJR
37060	3098	22	activity	activity	NN
37060	3098	23	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	3098	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3098	25	home	home	NN
37060	3098	26	.	.	.
37060	3099	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	3099	2	other	other	JJ
37060	3099	3	changes	change	NNS
37060	3099	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3099	5	still	still	RB
37060	3099	6	looked	look	VBD
37060	3099	7	forward	forward	RB
37060	3099	8	to	to	IN
37060	3099	9	mail	mail	NN
37060	3099	10	,	,	,
37060	3099	11	especially	especially	RB
37060	3099	12	with	with	IN
37060	3099	13	the	the	DT
37060	3099	14	advent	advent	NN
37060	3099	15	of	of	IN
37060	3099	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3099	17	subscription	subscription	NN
37060	3099	18	for	for	IN
37060	3099	19	pen	pen	NN
37060	3099	20	pals	pal	NNS
37060	3099	21	;	;	:
37060	3099	22	however	however	RB
37060	3099	23	,	,	,
37060	3099	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3099	25	also	also	RB
37060	3099	26	found	find	VBD
37060	3099	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3099	28	other	other	JJ
37060	3099	29	mailings	mailing	NNS
37060	3099	30	to	to	TO
37060	3099	31	be	be	VB
37060	3099	32	of	of	IN
37060	3099	33	great	great	JJ
37060	3099	34	interest	interest	NN
37060	3099	35	,	,	,
37060	3099	36	and	and	CC
37060	3099	37	appreciated	appreciate	VBD
37060	3099	38	each	each	DT
37060	3099	39	envelope	envelope	NN
37060	3099	40	with	with	IN
37060	3099	41	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3099	42	name	name	NN
37060	3099	43	on	on	IN
37060	3099	44	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3099	45	.	.	.
37060	3100	1	An	an	DT
37060	3100	2	advertisement	advertisement	NN
37060	3100	3	for	for	IN
37060	3100	4	the	the	DT
37060	3100	5	sale	sale	NN
37060	3100	6	of	of	IN
37060	3100	7	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	3100	8	cards	card	NNS
37060	3100	9	found	find	VBD
37060	3100	10	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3100	11	way	way	NN
37060	3100	12	into	into	IN
37060	3100	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3100	14	hands	hand	NNS
37060	3100	15	one	one	CD
37060	3100	16	morning	morning	NN
37060	3100	17	,	,	,
37060	3100	18	and	and	CC
37060	3100	19	after	after	IN
37060	3100	20	reading	read	VBG
37060	3100	21	all	all	DT
37060	3100	22	of	of	IN
37060	3100	23	the	the	DT
37060	3100	24	information	information	NN
37060	3100	25	,	,	,
37060	3100	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3100	27	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	3100	28	if	if	IN
37060	3100	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3100	30	should	should	MD
37060	3100	31	try	try	VB
37060	3100	32	to	to	TO
37060	3100	33	sell	sell	VB
37060	3100	34	the	the	DT
37060	3100	35	cards	card	NNS
37060	3100	36	door	door	NN
37060	3100	37	to	to	TO
37060	3100	38	door	door	VB
37060	3100	39	for	for	IN
37060	3100	40	added	add	VBN
37060	3100	41	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	3100	42	income	income	NN
37060	3100	43	.	.	.
37060	3101	1	As	as	IN
37060	3101	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3101	3	mulled	mull	VBD
37060	3101	4	over	over	IN
37060	3101	5	the	the	DT
37060	3101	6	idea	idea	NN
37060	3101	7	,	,	,
37060	3101	8	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	3101	9	noticed	notice	VBD
37060	3101	10	the	the	DT
37060	3101	11	pile	pile	NN
37060	3101	12	of	of	IN
37060	3101	13	literature	literature	NN
37060	3101	14	scattered	scatter	VBN
37060	3101	15	upon	upon	IN
37060	3101	16	the	the	DT
37060	3101	17	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	3101	18	table	table	NN
37060	3101	19	,	,	,
37060	3101	20	and	and	CC
37060	3101	21	briefing	brief	VBG
37060	3101	22	herself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3101	23	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	3101	24	,	,	,
37060	3101	25	proclaimed	proclaim	VBD
37060	3101	26	that	that	IN
37060	3101	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3101	28	would	would	MD
37060	3101	29	be	be	VB
37060	3101	30	a	a	DT
37060	3101	31	wonderful	wonderful	JJ
37060	3101	32	way	way	NN
37060	3101	33	to	to	TO
37060	3101	34	"	"	``
37060	3101	35	present	present	VB
37060	3101	36	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3101	37	to	to	IN
37060	3101	38	people	people	NNS
37060	3101	39	"	"	''
37060	3101	40	through	through	IN
37060	3101	41	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3101	42	own	own	JJ
37060	3101	43	initiative	initiative	NN
37060	3101	44	and	and	CC
37060	3101	45	heartily	heartily	RB
37060	3101	46	applauded	applaud	VBD
37060	3101	47	the	the	DT
37060	3101	48	idea	idea	NN
37060	3101	49	.	.	.
37060	3102	1	Several	several	JJ
37060	3102	2	days	day	NNS
37060	3102	3	of	of	IN
37060	3102	4	thought	thought	NN
37060	3102	5	ensued	ensue	VBN
37060	3102	6	before	before	IN
37060	3102	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3102	8	decided	decide	VBD
37060	3102	9	to	to	TO
37060	3102	10	sell	sell	VB
37060	3102	11	the	the	DT
37060	3102	12	cards	card	NNS
37060	3102	13	;	;	:
37060	3102	14	the	the	DT
37060	3102	15	profit	profit	NN
37060	3102	16	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	3102	17	cinched	cinch	VBD
37060	3102	18	the	the	DT
37060	3102	19	matter	matter	NN
37060	3102	20	,	,	,
37060	3102	21	overshadowing	overshadow	VBG
37060	3102	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3102	23	fear	fear	NN
37060	3102	24	of	of	IN
37060	3102	25	knocking	knock	VBG
37060	3102	26	on	on	IN
37060	3102	27	doors	door	NNS
37060	3102	28	and	and	CC
37060	3102	29	being	be	VBG
37060	3102	30	rejected	reject	VBN
37060	3102	31	by	by	IN
37060	3102	32	potential	potential	JJ
37060	3102	33	customers	customer	NNS
37060	3102	34	.	.	.
37060	3103	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3103	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3103	3	fun	fun	JJ
37060	3103	4	to	to	TO
37060	3103	5	see	see	VB
37060	3103	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3103	7	neighbors	neighbor	NNS
37060	3103	8	,	,	,
37060	3103	9	and	and	CC
37060	3103	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3103	11	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3103	12	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	3103	13	standing	stand	VBG
37060	3103	14	outside	outside	IN
37060	3103	15	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3103	16	doors	door	NNS
37060	3103	17	even	even	RB
37060	3103	18	if	if	IN
37060	3103	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3103	20	visit	visit	NN
37060	3103	21	was	be	VBD
37060	3103	22	basically	basically	RB
37060	3103	23	business	business	NN
37060	3103	24	related	relate	VBN
37060	3103	25	.	.	.
37060	3104	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3104	2	walked	walk	VBD
37060	3104	3	up	up	RB
37060	3104	4	and	and	CC
37060	3104	5	down	down	IN
37060	3104	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3104	7	block	block	NN
37060	3104	8	,	,	,
37060	3104	9	collecting	collect	VBG
37060	3104	10	orders	order	NNS
37060	3104	11	and	and	CC
37060	3104	12	trying	try	VBG
37060	3104	13	to	to	TO
37060	3104	14	gain	gain	VB
37060	3104	15	courage	courage	NN
37060	3104	16	through	through	IN
37060	3104	17	the	the	DT
37060	3104	18	sales	sale	NNS
37060	3104	19	which	which	WDT
37060	3104	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3104	21	had	have	VBD
37060	3104	22	already	already	RB
37060	3104	23	enlisted	enlist	VBN
37060	3104	24	,	,	,
37060	3104	25	for	for	IN
37060	3104	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3104	27	would	would	MD
37060	3104	28	soon	soon	RB
37060	3104	29	scout	scout	VB
37060	3104	30	further	further	JJ
37060	3104	31	territory	territory	NN
37060	3104	32	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	3104	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3104	34	knew	know	VBD
37060	3104	35	few	few	JJ
37060	3104	36	names	name	NNS
37060	3104	37	and	and	CC
37060	3104	38	equally	equally	RB
37060	3104	39	few	few	JJ
37060	3104	40	faces	face	NNS
37060	3104	41	.	.	.
37060	3105	1	As	as	IN
37060	3105	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3105	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3105	4	suspected	suspect	VBN
37060	3105	5	,	,	,
37060	3105	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3105	7	sales	sale	NNS
37060	3105	8	declined	decline	VBD
37060	3105	9	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	3105	10	once	once	IN
37060	3105	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3105	12	ventured	venture	VBD
37060	3105	13	outside	outside	RB
37060	3105	14	of	of	IN
37060	3105	15	the	the	DT
37060	3105	16	neighborhood	neighborhood	NN
37060	3105	17	,	,	,
37060	3105	18	and	and	CC
37060	3105	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3105	20	bravery	bravery	NN
37060	3105	21	and	and	CC
37060	3105	22	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	3105	23	departed	depart	VBD
37060	3105	24	"	"	``
37060	3105	25	en	en	FW
37060	3105	26	masse	masse	FW
37060	3105	27	.	.	.
37060	3105	28	"	"	''
37060	3106	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3106	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3106	3	detested	detest	VBN
37060	3106	4	trying	try	VBG
37060	3106	5	to	to	TO
37060	3106	6	sell	sell	VB
37060	3106	7	Girl	Girl	NNP
37060	3106	8	Scout	Scout	NNP
37060	3106	9	cookies	cookie	NNS
37060	3106	10	,	,	,
37060	3106	11	and	and	CC
37060	3106	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3106	13	strained	strain	VBD
37060	3106	14	to	to	TO
37060	3106	15	find	find	VB
37060	3106	16	a	a	DT
37060	3106	17	reason	reason	NN
37060	3106	18	why	why	WRB
37060	3106	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3106	20	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3106	21	that	that	IN
37060	3106	22	selling	sell	VBG
37060	3106	23	cards	card	NNS
37060	3106	24	would	would	MD
37060	3106	25	prove	prove	VB
37060	3106	26	to	to	TO
37060	3106	27	be	be	VB
37060	3106	28	any	any	RB
37060	3106	29	different	different	JJ
37060	3106	30	.	.	.
37060	3107	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3107	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3107	3	different	different	JJ
37060	3107	4	,	,	,
37060	3107	5	however	however	RB
37060	3107	6	,	,	,
37060	3107	7	because	because	IN
37060	3107	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3107	9	was	be	VBD
37060	3107	10	worse	bad	JJR
37060	3107	11	;	;	:
37060	3107	12	no	no	DT
37060	3107	13	one	one	NN
37060	3107	14	recognized	recognize	VBD
37060	3107	15	the	the	DT
37060	3107	16	company	company	NN
37060	3107	17	whose	whose	WP$
37060	3107	18	cards	card	NNS
37060	3107	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3107	20	was	be	VBD
37060	3107	21	attempting	attempt	VBG
37060	3107	22	to	to	TO
37060	3107	23	sell	sell	VB
37060	3107	24	,	,	,
37060	3107	25	and	and	CC
37060	3107	26	furthermore	furthermore	RB
37060	3107	27	,	,	,
37060	3107	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3107	29	had	have	VBD
37060	3107	30	to	to	TO
37060	3107	31	collect	collect	VB
37060	3107	32	the	the	DT
37060	3107	33	money	money	NN
37060	3107	34	and	and	CC
37060	3107	35	make	make	VB
37060	3107	36	the	the	DT
37060	3107	37	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	3107	38	change	change	NN
37060	3107	39	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3107	40	which	which	WDT
37060	3107	41	horrified	horrify	VBD
37060	3107	42	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3107	43	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3107	44	at	at	IN
37060	3107	45	the	the	DT
37060	3107	46	time	time	NN
37060	3107	47	of	of	IN
37060	3107	48	the	the	DT
37060	3107	49	order	order	NN
37060	3107	50	,	,	,
37060	3107	51	rather	rather	RB
37060	3107	52	than	than	IN
37060	3107	53	the	the	DT
37060	3107	54	delivery	delivery	NN
37060	3107	55	of	of	IN
37060	3107	56	the	the	DT
37060	3107	57	cards	card	NNS
37060	3107	58	.	.	.
37060	3108	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3108	2	soon	soon	RB
37060	3108	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3108	4	more	more	JJR
37060	3108	5	than	than	IN
37060	3108	6	enough	enough	JJ
37060	3108	7	refusals	refusal	NNS
37060	3108	8	to	to	TO
37060	3108	9	warrant	warrant	VB
37060	3108	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3108	11	dismissal	dismissal	NN
37060	3108	12	of	of	IN
37060	3108	13	any	any	DT
37060	3108	14	idea	idea	NN
37060	3108	15	of	of	IN
37060	3108	16	making	make	VBG
37060	3108	17	further	further	JJ
37060	3108	18	sales	sale	NNS
37060	3108	19	.	.	.
37060	3109	1	June	June	NNP
37060	3109	2	25	25	CD
37060	3109	3	,	,	,
37060	3109	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	3109	5	...	...	:
37060	3109	6	Got	get	VBD
37060	3109	7	dressed	dress	VBN
37060	3109	8	and	and	CC
37060	3109	9	went	go	VBD
37060	3109	10	out	out	RB
37060	3109	11	on	on	IN
37060	3109	12	53rd	53rd	JJ
37060	3109	13	St.	St.	NNP
37060	3109	14	selling	selling	NN
37060	3109	15	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3109	16	or	or	CC
37060	3109	17	trying	try	VBG
37060	3109	18	to	to	TO
37060	3109	19	sell	sell	VB
37060	3109	20	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3109	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3109	22	cards	card	NNS
37060	3109	23	.	.	.
37060	3110	1	No	no	DT
37060	3110	2	one	one	NN
37060	3110	3	bought	buy	VBD
37060	3110	4	a	a	DT
37060	3110	5	thing	thing	NN
37060	3110	6	.	.	.
37060	3111	1	A	a	DT
37060	3111	2	lot	lot	NN
37060	3111	3	of	of	IN
37060	3111	4	'em	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3111	5	gave	give	VBD
37060	3111	6	excuses	excuse	NNS
37060	3111	7	like	like	IN
37060	3111	8	,	,	,
37060	3111	9	"	"	``
37060	3111	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3111	11	just	just	RB
37060	3111	12	got	get	VBD
37060	3111	13	home	home	RB
37060	3111	14	from	from	IN
37060	3111	15	the	the	DT
37060	3111	16	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	3111	17	"	"	''
37060	3111	18	and	and	CC
37060	3111	19	"	"	``
37060	3111	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3111	21	buy	buy	VBP
37060	3111	22	from	from	IN
37060	3111	23	a	a	DT
37060	3111	24	girl	girl	NN
37060	3111	25	down	down	IN
37060	3111	26	the	the	DT
37060	3111	27	block	block	NN
37060	3111	28	and	and	CC
37060	3111	29	do	do	VBP
37060	3111	30	n't	not	RB
37060	3111	31	want	want	VB
37060	3111	32	to	to	TO
37060	3111	33	hurt	hurt	VB
37060	3111	34	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3111	35	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	3111	36	"	"	``
37060	3111	37	ETC	ETC	NNP
37060	3111	38	.	.	.
37060	3112	1	!	!	.
37060	3112	2	!	!	.
37060	3113	1	What	what	WP
37060	3113	2	do	do	VBP
37060	3113	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3113	4	think	think	VB
37060	3113	5	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3113	6	're	be	VBP
37060	3113	7	doing	do	VBG
37060	3113	8	to	to	IN
37060	3113	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3113	10	?	?	.
37060	3114	1	July	July	NNP
37060	3114	2	1	1	CD
37060	3114	3	,	,	,
37060	3114	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	3114	5	...	...	.
37060	3115	1	This	this	DT
37060	3115	2	week	week	NN
37060	3115	3	has	have	VBZ
37060	3115	4	seemed	seem	VBN
37060	3115	5	endless	endless	JJ
37060	3115	6	.	.	.
37060	3116	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3116	2	wake	wake	VBP
37060	3116	3	up	up	RP
37060	3116	4	and	and	CC
37060	3116	5	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	3116	6	says	say	VBZ
37060	3116	7	,	,	,
37060	3116	8	"	"	``
37060	3116	9	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3116	10	'd	'd	MD
37060	3116	11	better	better	RB
37060	3116	12	start	start	VB
37060	3116	13	selling	sell	VBG
37060	3116	14	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3116	15	cards	card	NNS
37060	3116	16	,	,	,
37060	3116	17	had	have	VBD
37060	3116	18	n't	not	RB
37060	3116	19	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3116	20	?	?	.
37060	3116	21	"	"	''
37060	3117	1	and	and	CC
37060	3117	2	so	so	RB
37060	3117	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3117	4	do	do	VBP
37060	3117	5	and	and	CC
37060	3117	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3117	7	come	come	VBP
37060	3117	8	back	back	RB
37060	3117	9	half	half	RB
37060	3117	10	zonked	zonke	VBN
37060	3117	11	and	and	CC
37060	3117	12	then	then	RB
37060	3117	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3117	14	do	do	VBP
37060	3117	15	some	some	DT
37060	3117	16	chores	chore	NNS
37060	3117	17	around	around	IN
37060	3117	18	the	the	DT
37060	3117	19	house	house	NN
37060	3117	20	and	and	CC
37060	3117	21	then	then	RB
37060	3117	22	write	write	VB
37060	3117	23	letters	letter	NNS
37060	3117	24	.	.	.
37060	3118	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3118	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	3118	3	real	real	RB
37060	3118	4	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	3118	5	...	...	.
37060	3119	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3119	2	did	do	VBD
37060	3119	3	n't	not	RB
37060	3119	4	sell	sell	VB
37060	3119	5	any	any	DT
37060	3119	6	cards	card	NNS
37060	3119	7	today	today	NN
37060	3119	8	.	.	.
37060	3120	1	.	.	.
37060	3121	1	.	.	.
37060	3122	1	did	do	VBD
37060	3122	2	n't	not	RB
37060	3122	3	feel	feel	VB
37060	3122	4	like	like	IN
37060	3122	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3122	6	.	.	.
37060	3123	1	After	after	IN
37060	3123	2	some	some	DT
37060	3123	3	persuading	persuading	NN
37060	3123	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3123	5	went	go	VBD
37060	3123	6	to	to	IN
37060	3123	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3123	8	the	the	DT
37060	3123	9	mall	mall	NN
37060	3123	10	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3123	11	with	with	IN
37060	3123	12	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3123	13	.	.	.
37060	3124	1	Ate	eat	VBD
37060	3124	2	supper	supper	NN
37060	3124	3	.	.	.
37060	3125	1	Did	do	VBD
37060	3125	2	dishes	dish	NNS
37060	3125	3	,	,	,
37060	3125	4	piano	piano	NN
37060	3125	5	,	,	,
37060	3125	6	wrote	write	VBD
37060	3125	7	letters	letter	NNS
37060	3125	8	...	...	NFP
37060	3125	9	the	the	DT
37060	3125	10	same	same	JJ
37060	3125	11	old	old	JJ
37060	3125	12	grind	grind	NN
37060	3125	13	!	!	.
37060	3126	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3126	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	3126	3	taking	take	VBG
37060	3126	4	a	a	DT
37060	3126	5	bath	bath	NN
37060	3126	6	and	and	CC
37060	3126	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3126	8	wish	wish	VBP
37060	3126	9	someone	someone	NN
37060	3126	10	would	would	MD
37060	3126	11	buy	buy	VB
37060	3126	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3126	13	some	some	DT
37060	3126	14	bath	bath	NN
37060	3126	15	oil	oil	NN
37060	3126	16	...	...	:
37060	3127	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3127	2	think	think	VBP
37060	3127	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3127	4	deserve	deserve	VBP
37060	3127	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3127	6	after	after	IN
37060	3127	7	this	this	DT
37060	3127	8	week	week	NN
37060	3127	9	!	!	.
37060	3128	1	July	July	NNP
37060	3128	2	3	3	CD
37060	3128	3	,	,	,
37060	3128	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	3128	5	...	...	.
37060	3129	1	Counted	count	VBD
37060	3129	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3129	3	money	money	NN
37060	3129	4	for	for	IN
37060	3129	5	Xmas	Xmas	NNP
37060	3129	6	cards	card	NNS
37060	3129	7	and	and	CC
37060	3129	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3129	9	came	come	VBD
37060	3129	10	out	out	RP
37060	3129	11	$	$	$
37060	3129	12	17.00	17.00	CD
37060	3129	13	short	short	JJ
37060	3129	14	.	.	.
37060	3130	1	After	after	IN
37060	3130	2	all	all	DT
37060	3130	3	that	that	DT
37060	3130	4	work	work	NN
37060	3130	5	!	!	.
37060	3131	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3131	2	cried	cry	VBD
37060	3131	3	for	for	IN
37060	3131	4	at	at	IN
37060	3131	5	least	least	JJS
37060	3131	6	a	a	DT
37060	3131	7	half	half	JJ
37060	3131	8	hour	hour	NN
37060	3131	9	.	.	.
37060	3132	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3132	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3132	3	really	really	RB
37060	3132	4	broke	break	VBN
37060	3132	5	up	up	RP
37060	3132	6	.	.	.
37060	3133	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3133	2	did	do	VBD
37060	3133	3	a	a	DT
37060	3133	4	lot	lot	NN
37060	3133	5	of	of	IN
37060	3133	6	change	change	NN
37060	3133	7	making	make	VBG
37060	3133	8	wrong	wrong	NN
37060	3133	9	.	.	.
37060	3134	1	Salesmanship	salesmanship	NN
37060	3134	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3134	3	definitely	definitely	RB
37060	3134	4	not	not	RB
37060	3134	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3134	6	station	station	NN
37060	3134	7	in	in	IN
37060	3134	8	life	life	NN
37060	3134	9	,	,	,
37060	3134	10	and	and	CC
37060	3134	11	not	not	RB
37060	3134	12	understanding	understand	VBG
37060	3134	13	how	how	WRB
37060	3134	14	to	to	TO
37060	3134	15	make	make	VB
37060	3134	16	change	change	NN
37060	3134	17	supported	support	VBN
37060	3134	18	that	that	DT
37060	3134	19	belief	belief	NN
37060	3134	20	.	.	.
37060	3135	1	If	if	IN
37060	3135	2	,	,	,
37060	3135	3	for	for	IN
37060	3135	4	each	each	DT
37060	3135	5	sale	sale	NN
37060	3135	6	of	of	IN
37060	3135	7	a	a	DT
37060	3135	8	$	$	$
37060	3135	9	4.95	4.95	CD
37060	3135	10	box	box	NN
37060	3135	11	of	of	IN
37060	3135	12	cards	card	NNS
37060	3135	13	,	,	,
37060	3135	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3135	15	was	be	VBD
37060	3135	16	given	give	VBN
37060	3135	17	a	a	DT
37060	3135	18	five	five	CD
37060	3135	19	dollar	dollar	NN
37060	3135	20	bill	bill	NN
37060	3135	21	,	,	,
37060	3135	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3135	23	notion	notion	NN
37060	3135	24	of	of	IN
37060	3135	25	making	make	VBG
37060	3135	26	change	change	NN
37060	3135	27	concluded	conclude	VBD
37060	3135	28	that	that	IN
37060	3135	29	,	,	,
37060	3135	30	since	since	IN
37060	3135	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3135	32	was	be	VBD
37060	3135	33	under	under	IN
37060	3135	34	five	five	CD
37060	3135	35	dollars	dollar	NNS
37060	3135	36	,	,	,
37060	3135	37	the	the	DT
37060	3135	38	person	person	NN
37060	3135	39	should	should	MD
37060	3135	40	receive	receive	VB
37060	3135	41	one	one	CD
37060	3135	42	dollar	dollar	NN
37060	3135	43	,	,	,
37060	3135	44	plus	plus	CC
37060	3135	45	five	five	CD
37060	3135	46	cents	cent	NNS
37060	3135	47	to	to	TO
37060	3135	48	bring	bring	VB
37060	3135	49	the	the	DT
37060	3135	50	95	95	CD
37060	3135	51	cents	cent	NNS
37060	3135	52	to	to	IN
37060	3135	53	a	a	DT
37060	3135	54	dollar	dollar	NN
37060	3135	55	.	.	.
37060	3136	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3136	2	only	only	JJ
37060	3136	3	salvation	salvation	NN
37060	3136	4	came	come	VBD
37060	3136	5	by	by	IN
37060	3136	6	way	way	NN
37060	3136	7	of	of	IN
37060	3136	8	checks	check	NNS
37060	3136	9	or	or	CC
37060	3136	10	a	a	DT
37060	3136	11	patron	patron	NN
37060	3136	12	telling	tell	VBG
37060	3136	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3136	14	the	the	DT
37060	3136	15	amount	amount	NN
37060	3136	16	of	of	IN
37060	3136	17	change	change	NN
37060	3136	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3136	19	was	be	VBD
37060	3136	20	due	due	JJ
37060	3136	21	;	;	:
37060	3136	22	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	3136	23	,	,	,
37060	3136	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3136	25	blunders	blunder	NNS
37060	3136	26	rampaged	rampage	VBD
37060	3136	27	unnoticed	unnoticed	JJ
37060	3136	28	,	,	,
37060	3136	29	or	or	CC
37060	3136	30	at	at	IN
37060	3136	31	least	least	JJS
37060	3136	32	,	,	,
37060	3136	33	unrevealed	unrevealed	JJ
37060	3136	34	.	.	.
37060	3137	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	3137	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3137	3	been	be	VBN
37060	3137	4	of	of	IN
37060	3137	5	stout	stout	JJ
37060	3137	6	health	health	NN
37060	3137	7	,	,	,
37060	3137	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3137	9	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	3137	10	would	would	MD
37060	3137	11	not	not	RB
37060	3137	12	have	have	VB
37060	3137	13	settled	settle	VBN
37060	3137	14	so	so	RB
37060	3137	15	deeply	deeply	RB
37060	3137	16	on	on	IN
37060	3137	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3137	18	heart	heart	NN
37060	3137	19	,	,	,
37060	3137	20	but	but	CC
37060	3137	21	the	the	DT
37060	3137	22	embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	3137	23	and	and	CC
37060	3137	24	mental	mental	JJ
37060	3137	25	fatigue	fatigue	NN
37060	3137	26	doubled	double	VBD
37060	3137	27	with	with	IN
37060	3137	28	the	the	DT
37060	3137	29	recollection	recollection	NN
37060	3137	30	of	of	IN
37060	3137	31	the	the	DT
37060	3137	32	energy	energy	NN
37060	3137	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3137	34	had	have	VBD
37060	3137	35	expended	expend	VBN
37060	3137	36	...	...	.
37060	3138	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3138	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3138	3	used	use	VBN
37060	3138	4	and	and	CC
37060	3138	5	humiliated	humiliate	VBN
37060	3138	6	"	"	``
37060	3138	7	after	after	RB
37060	3138	8	all	all	RB
37060	3138	9	that	that	DT
37060	3138	10	work	work	VBP
37060	3138	11	!	!	.
37060	3138	12	...	...	NFP
37060	3138	13	"	"	''
37060	3139	1	and	and	CC
37060	3139	2	the	the	DT
37060	3139	3	tears	tear	NNS
37060	3139	4	flowed	flow	VBD
37060	3139	5	unrestrained	unrestrained	JJ
37060	3139	6	.	.	.
37060	3140	1	Unasked	unasked	JJ
37060	3140	2	,	,	,
37060	3140	3	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	3140	4	and	and	CC
37060	3140	5	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3140	6	made	make	VBD
37060	3140	7	up	up	RP
37060	3140	8	the	the	DT
37060	3140	9	difference	difference	NN
37060	3140	10	in	in	IN
37060	3140	11	the	the	DT
37060	3140	12	end	end	NN
37060	3140	13	,	,	,
37060	3140	14	thus	thus	RB
37060	3140	15	rescuing	rescue	VBG
37060	3140	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3140	17	from	from	IN
37060	3140	18	the	the	DT
37060	3140	19	depths	depth	NNS
37060	3140	20	of	of	IN
37060	3140	21	self	self	NN
37060	3140	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	3140	23	wrought	wrought	JJ
37060	3140	24	despair	despair	NN
37060	3140	25	.	.	.
37060	3141	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3141	2	work	work	NN
37060	3141	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3141	4	not	not	RB
37060	3141	5	been	be	VBN
37060	3141	6	in	in	IN
37060	3141	7	vain	vain	JJ
37060	3141	8	after	after	RB
37060	3141	9	all	all	RB
37060	3141	10	.	.	.
37060	3142	1	July	July	NNP
37060	3142	2	29th	29th	NN
37060	3142	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3142	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3142	5	dad	dad	NN
37060	3142	6	's	's	POS
37060	3142	7	last	last	JJ
37060	3142	8	day	day	NN
37060	3142	9	of	of	IN
37060	3142	10	work	work	NN
37060	3142	11	as	as	IN
37060	3142	12	a	a	DT
37060	3142	13	tool	tool	NN
37060	3142	14	and	and	CC
37060	3142	15	die	die	VB
37060	3142	16	maker	maker	NN
37060	3142	17	at	at	IN
37060	3142	18	John	John	NNP
37060	3142	19	Deere	Deere	NNP
37060	3142	20	Industrial	Industrial	NNP
37060	3142	21	Equipment	Equipment	NNP
37060	3142	22	after	after	IN
37060	3142	23	17	17	CD
37060	3142	24	years	year	NNS
37060	3142	25	of	of	IN
37060	3142	26	service	service	NN
37060	3142	27	.	.	.
37060	3143	1	The	the	DT
37060	3143	2	following	follow	VBG
37060	3143	3	day	day	NN
37060	3143	4	,	,	,
37060	3143	5	a	a	DT
37060	3143	6	Friday	Friday	NNP
37060	3143	7	,	,	,
37060	3143	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3143	9	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	3143	10	at	at	IN
37060	3143	11	the	the	DT
37060	3143	12	shop	shop	NN
37060	3143	13	for	for	IN
37060	3143	14	a	a	DT
37060	3143	15	final	final	JJ
37060	3143	16	farewell	farewell	NN
37060	3143	17	.	.	.
37060	3144	1	Retirement	retirement	NN
37060	3144	2	for	for	IN
37060	3144	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3144	4	dad	dad	NN
37060	3144	5	was	be	VBD
37060	3144	6	a	a	DT
37060	3144	7	rather	rather	RB
37060	3144	8	melancholy	melancholy	JJ
37060	3144	9	affair	affair	NN
37060	3144	10	;	;	:
37060	3144	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3144	12	was	be	VBD
37060	3144	13	the	the	DT
37060	3144	14	end	end	NN
37060	3144	15	to	to	IN
37060	3144	16	an	an	DT
37060	3144	17	age	age	NN
37060	3144	18	,	,	,
37060	3144	19	and	and	CC
37060	3144	20	the	the	DT
37060	3144	21	commencement	commencement	NN
37060	3144	22	of	of	IN
37060	3144	23	a	a	DT
37060	3144	24	new	new	JJ
37060	3144	25	and	and	CC
37060	3144	26	different	different	JJ
37060	3144	27	lifestyle	lifestyle	NN
37060	3144	28	.	.	.
37060	3145	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3145	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3145	3	worked	work	VBN
37060	3145	4	since	since	IN
37060	3145	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3145	6	was	be	VBD
37060	3145	7	18	18	CD
37060	3145	8	years	year	NNS
37060	3145	9	old	old	JJ
37060	3145	10	with	with	IN
37060	3145	11	the	the	DT
37060	3145	12	idea	idea	NN
37060	3145	13	that	that	IN
37060	3145	14	work	work	NN
37060	3145	15	...	...	:
37060	3145	16	productiveness	productiveness	NN
37060	3145	17	...	...	:
37060	3145	18	paralleled	parallel	VBD
37060	3145	19	one	one	NN
37060	3145	20	's	's	POS
37060	3145	21	self	self	NN
37060	3145	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	3145	23	worth	worth	JJ
37060	3145	24	,	,	,
37060	3145	25	which	which	WDT
37060	3145	26	,	,	,
37060	3145	27	in	in	IN
37060	3145	28	a	a	DT
37060	3145	29	society	society	NN
37060	3145	30	that	that	WDT
37060	3145	31	is	be	VBZ
37060	3145	32	inter	inter	JJ
37060	3145	33	-	-	JJ
37060	3145	34	dependent	dependent	JJ
37060	3145	35	upon	upon	IN
37060	3145	36	each	each	DT
37060	3145	37	other	other	JJ
37060	3145	38	's	's	POS
37060	3145	39	conscientiousness	conscientiousness	NN
37060	3145	40	,	,	,
37060	3145	41	is	be	VBZ
37060	3145	42	quite	quite	RB
37060	3145	43	useful	useful	JJ
37060	3145	44	...	...	NFP
37060	3145	45	until	until	IN
37060	3145	46	a	a	DT
37060	3145	47	good	good	JJ
37060	3145	48	worker	worker	NN
37060	3145	49	retires	retire	NNS
37060	3145	50	and	and	CC
37060	3145	51	considers	consider	VBZ
37060	3145	52	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3145	53	to	to	TO
37060	3145	54	be	be	VB
37060	3145	55	of	of	IN
37060	3145	56	no	no	DT
37060	3145	57	more	more	JJR
37060	3145	58	importance	importance	NN
37060	3145	59	than	than	IN
37060	3145	60	a	a	DT
37060	3145	61	bald	bald	JJ
37060	3145	62	tire	tire	NN
37060	3145	63	.	.	.
37060	3146	1	A	a	DT
37060	3146	2	full	full	JJ
37060	3146	3	life	life	NN
37060	3146	4	of	of	IN
37060	3146	5	integrity	integrity	NN
37060	3146	6	on	on	IN
37060	3146	7	the	the	DT
37060	3146	8	job	job	NN
37060	3146	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	3146	10	all	all	DT
37060	3146	11	that	that	WDT
37060	3146	12	society	society	NN
37060	3146	13	requires	require	VBZ
37060	3146	14	of	of	IN
37060	3146	15	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	3146	16	;	;	:
37060	3146	17	retirement	retirement	NN
37060	3146	18	viewed	view	VBN
37060	3146	19	in	in	IN
37060	3146	20	this	this	DT
37060	3146	21	scope	scope	NN
37060	3146	22	is	be	VBZ
37060	3146	23	justly	justly	RB
37060	3146	24	earned	earn	VBN
37060	3146	25	.	.	.
37060	3147	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3147	2	's	's	POS
37060	3147	3	party	party	NN
37060	3147	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3147	5	an	an	DT
37060	3147	6	acknowledgement	acknowledgement	NN
37060	3147	7	of	of	IN
37060	3147	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3147	9	worth	worth	NN
37060	3147	10	to	to	IN
37060	3147	11	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3147	12	,	,	,
37060	3147	13	which	which	WDT
37060	3147	14	grew	grow	VBD
37060	3147	15	only	only	RB
37060	3147	16	greater	great	JJR
37060	3147	17	with	with	IN
37060	3147	18	the	the	DT
37060	3147	19	passing	passing	NN
37060	3147	20	of	of	IN
37060	3147	21	one	one	CD
37060	3147	22	year	year	NN
37060	3147	23	to	to	IN
37060	3147	24	the	the	DT
37060	3147	25	next	next	JJ
37060	3147	26	.	.	.
37060	3148	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3148	2	labors	labor	NNS
37060	3148	3	around	around	IN
37060	3148	4	the	the	DT
37060	3148	5	house	house	NN
37060	3148	6	amplified	amplify	VBD
37060	3148	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3148	8	presence	presence	NN
37060	3148	9	,	,	,
37060	3148	10	and	and	CC
37060	3148	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3148	12	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3148	13	that	that	IN
37060	3148	14	all	all	DT
37060	3148	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3148	16	did	do	VBD
37060	3148	17	for	for	IN
37060	3148	18	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3148	19	were	be	VBD
37060	3148	20	reflections	reflection	NNS
37060	3148	21	of	of	IN
37060	3148	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3148	23	love	love	NN
37060	3148	24	.	.	.
37060	3149	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3149	2	most	most	RBS
37060	3149	3	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	3149	4	did	do	VBD
37060	3149	5	not	not	RB
37060	3149	6	waste	waste	VB
37060	3149	7	away	away	RP
37060	3149	8	in	in	IN
37060	3149	9	front	front	NN
37060	3149	10	of	of	IN
37060	3149	11	the	the	DT
37060	3149	12	television	television	NN
37060	3149	13	or	or	CC
37060	3149	14	newspaper	newspaper	NN
37060	3149	15	in	in	IN
37060	3149	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3149	17	retirement	retirement	NN
37060	3149	18	;	;	:
37060	3149	19	work	work	NN
37060	3149	20	was	be	VBD
37060	3149	21	more	more	JJR
37060	3149	22	than	than	IN
37060	3149	23	ethical	ethical	JJ
37060	3149	24	...	...	:
37060	3149	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3149	26	was	be	VBD
37060	3149	27	a	a	DT
37060	3149	28	welcomed	welcome	VBN
37060	3149	29	pastime	pastime	NN
37060	3149	30	.	.	.
37060	3150	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3150	2	departed	depart	VBD
37060	3150	3	for	for	IN
37060	3150	4	Colorado	Colorado	NNP
37060	3150	5	the	the	DT
37060	3150	6	day	day	NN
37060	3150	7	following	follow	VBG
37060	3150	8	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3150	9	's	's	POS
37060	3150	10	retirement	retirement	NN
37060	3150	11	celebration	celebration	NN
37060	3150	12	,	,	,
37060	3150	13	and	and	CC
37060	3150	14	for	for	IN
37060	3150	15	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	3150	16	,	,	,
37060	3150	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3150	18	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3150	19	as	as	IN
37060	3150	20	if	if	IN
37060	3150	21	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	3150	22	of	of	IN
37060	3150	23	such	such	JJ
37060	3150	24	consequence	consequence	NN
37060	3150	25	had	have	VBD
37060	3150	26	occurred	occur	VBN
37060	3150	27	in	in	IN
37060	3150	28	the	the	DT
37060	3150	29	family	family	NN
37060	3150	30	.	.	.
37060	3151	1	Vacations	vacation	NNS
37060	3151	2	were	be	VBD
37060	3151	3	a	a	DT
37060	3151	4	summer	summer	NN
37060	3151	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	3151	6	time	time	NN
37060	3151	7	tradition	tradition	NN
37060	3151	8	which	which	WDT
37060	3151	9	,	,	,
37060	3151	10	that	that	DT
37060	3151	11	year	year	NN
37060	3151	12	,	,	,
37060	3151	13	meant	mean	VBD
37060	3151	14	a	a	DT
37060	3151	15	ten	ten	CD
37060	3151	16	day	day	NN
37060	3151	17	absence	absence	NN
37060	3151	18	from	from	IN
37060	3151	19	home	home	NN
37060	3151	20	while	while	IN
37060	3151	21	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3151	22	skirted	skirt	VBD
37060	3151	23	the	the	DT
37060	3151	24	southern	southern	JJ
37060	3151	25	Rocky	Rocky	NNP
37060	3151	26	Mountains	Mountains	NNPS
37060	3151	27	and	and	CC
37060	3151	28	climbed	climb	VBD
37060	3151	29	about	about	IN
37060	3151	30	ancient	ancient	JJ
37060	3151	31	Indian	indian	JJ
37060	3151	32	villages	village	NNS
37060	3151	33	,	,	,
37060	3151	34	nestled	nestle	VBN
37060	3151	35	under	under	IN
37060	3151	36	precipitous	precipitous	JJ
37060	3151	37	overhangs	overhang	NNS
37060	3151	38	in	in	IN
37060	3151	39	cliffs	cliff	NNS
37060	3151	40	.	.	.
37060	3152	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3152	2	eagerly	eagerly	RB
37060	3152	3	tested	test	VBD
37060	3152	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3152	5	new	new	JJ
37060	3152	6	camera	camera	NN
37060	3152	7	,	,	,
37060	3152	8	a	a	DT
37060	3152	9	purchase	purchase	NN
37060	3152	10	of	of	IN
37060	3152	11	several	several	JJ
37060	3152	12	weeks	week	NNS
37060	3152	13	earlier	early	RBR
37060	3152	14	and	and	CC
37060	3152	15	harvest	harvest	NN
37060	3152	16	of	of	IN
37060	3152	17	many	many	JJ
37060	3152	18	months	month	NNS
37060	3152	19	of	of	IN
37060	3152	20	saving	saving	NN
37060	3152	21	,	,	,
37060	3152	22	as	as	IN
37060	3152	23	each	each	DT
37060	3152	24	new	new	JJ
37060	3152	25	scene	scene	NN
37060	3152	26	presented	present	VBD
37060	3152	27	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3152	28	.	.	.
37060	3153	1	Initially	initially	RB
37060	3153	2	battling	battle	VBG
37060	3153	3	with	with	IN
37060	3153	4	the	the	DT
37060	3153	5	aperture	aperture	NN
37060	3153	6	and	and	CC
37060	3153	7	speed	speed	NN
37060	3153	8	controls	control	NNS
37060	3153	9	amid	amid	IN
37060	3153	10	haphazard	haphazard	NN
37060	3153	11	focusing	focus	VBG
37060	3153	12	,	,	,
37060	3153	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3153	14	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	3153	15	began	begin	VBD
37060	3153	16	to	to	TO
37060	3153	17	understand	understand	VB
37060	3153	18	the	the	DT
37060	3153	19	mechanics	mechanic	NNS
37060	3153	20	of	of	IN
37060	3153	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3153	22	machine	machine	NN
37060	3153	23	and	and	CC
37060	3153	24	concentrated	concentrate	VBD
37060	3153	25	on	on	IN
37060	3153	26	the	the	DT
37060	3153	27	actual	actual	JJ
37060	3153	28	making	making	NN
37060	3153	29	of	of	IN
37060	3153	30	photographs	photograph	NNS
37060	3153	31	.	.	.
37060	3154	1	Scenic	scenic	JJ
37060	3154	2	vistas	vista	NNS
37060	3154	3	and	and	CC
37060	3154	4	close	close	JJ
37060	3154	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	3154	6	ups	up	NNS
37060	3154	7	became	become	VBD
37060	3154	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3154	9	favorite	favorite	JJ
37060	3154	10	subjects	subject	NNS
37060	3154	11	,	,	,
37060	3154	12	since	since	IN
37060	3154	13	people	people	NNS
37060	3154	14	often	often	RB
37060	3154	15	cringed	cringe	VBD
37060	3154	16	at	at	IN
37060	3154	17	the	the	DT
37060	3154	18	sight	sight	NN
37060	3154	19	of	of	IN
37060	3154	20	a	a	DT
37060	3154	21	camera	camera	NN
37060	3154	22	and	and	CC
37060	3154	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3154	24	did	do	VBD
37060	3154	25	not	not	RB
37060	3154	26	desire	desire	VB
37060	3154	27	to	to	TO
37060	3154	28	fight	fight	VB
37060	3154	29	derision	derision	NN
37060	3154	30	with	with	IN
37060	3154	31	obstinance	obstinance	NN
37060	3154	32	;	;	:
37060	3154	33	flowers	flower	NNS
37060	3154	34	were	be	VBD
37060	3154	35	far	far	RB
37060	3154	36	more	more	RBR
37060	3154	37	cooperative	cooperative	JJ
37060	3154	38	,	,	,
37060	3154	39	especially	especially	RB
37060	3154	40	on	on	IN
37060	3154	41	a	a	DT
37060	3154	42	calm	calm	JJ
37060	3154	43	day	day	NN
37060	3154	44	.	.	.
37060	3155	1	A	a	DT
37060	3155	2	trip	trip	NN
37060	3155	3	from	from	IN
37060	3155	4	home	home	NN
37060	3155	5	always	always	RB
37060	3155	6	made	make	VBD
37060	3155	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3155	8	appreciate	appreciate	VB
37060	3155	9	the	the	DT
37060	3155	10	routine	routine	NN
37060	3155	11	which	which	WDT
37060	3155	12	was	be	VBD
37060	3155	13	temporarily	temporarily	RB
37060	3155	14	discarded	discard	VBN
37060	3155	15	.	.	.
37060	3156	1	As	as	IN
37060	3156	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3156	3	began	begin	VBD
37060	3156	4	to	to	TO
37060	3156	5	find	find	VB
37060	3156	6	eastbound	eastbound	JJ
37060	3156	7	routes	route	NNS
37060	3156	8	,	,	,
37060	3156	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3156	10	excitement	excitement	NN
37060	3156	11	rose	rise	VBD
37060	3156	12	almost	almost	RB
37060	3156	13	to	to	IN
37060	3156	14	the	the	DT
37060	3156	15	point	point	NN
37060	3156	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3156	17	had	have	VBD
37060	3156	18	reached	reach	VBN
37060	3156	19	upon	upon	IN
37060	3156	20	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3156	21	departure	departure	NN
37060	3156	22	;	;	:
37060	3156	23	and	and	CC
37060	3156	24	while	while	IN
37060	3156	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3156	26	was	be	VBD
37060	3156	27	happy	happy	JJ
37060	3156	28	that	that	IN
37060	3156	29	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3156	30	had	have	VBD
37060	3156	31	gone	go	VBN
37060	3156	32	west	west	RB
37060	3156	33	,	,	,
37060	3156	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3156	35	delighted	delight	VBD
37060	3156	36	in	in	IN
37060	3156	37	the	the	DT
37060	3156	38	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	3156	39	that	that	WDT
37060	3156	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3156	41	own	own	JJ
37060	3156	42	bed	bed	NN
37060	3156	43	was	be	VBD
37060	3156	44	hours	hour	NNS
37060	3156	45	away	away	RB
37060	3156	46	.	.	.
37060	3157	1	Shortly	shortly	RB
37060	3157	2	after	after	IN
37060	3157	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3157	4	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	3157	5	home	home	RB
37060	3157	6	,	,	,
37060	3157	7	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	3157	8	and	and	CC
37060	3157	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3157	10	had	have	VBD
37060	3157	11	to	to	TO
37060	3157	12	leave	leave	VB
37060	3157	13	for	for	IN
37060	3157	14	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	3157	15	Clinic	Clinic	NNP
37060	3157	16	.	.	.
37060	3158	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3158	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3158	3	planned	plan	VBN
37060	3158	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3158	5	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	3158	6	according	accord	VBG
37060	3158	7	to	to	IN
37060	3158	8	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3158	9	's	's	POS
37060	3158	10	retirement	retirement	NN
37060	3158	11	date	date	NN
37060	3158	12	and	and	CC
37060	3158	13	the	the	DT
37060	3158	14	latter	latter	JJ
37060	3158	15	portion	portion	NN
37060	3158	16	of	of	IN
37060	3158	17	time	time	NN
37060	3158	18	between	between	IN
37060	3158	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3158	20	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	3158	21	;	;	:
37060	3158	22	the	the	DT
37060	3158	23	close	close	JJ
37060	3158	24	proximity	proximity	NN
37060	3158	25	of	of	IN
37060	3158	26	the	the	DT
37060	3158	27	dates	date	NNS
37060	3158	28	made	make	VBD
37060	3158	29	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3158	30	adrenalin	adrenalin	NN
37060	3158	31	race	race	NN
37060	3158	32	,	,	,
37060	3158	33	yet	yet	CC
37060	3158	34	all	all	DT
37060	3158	35	appointments	appointment	NNS
37060	3158	36	were	be	VBD
37060	3158	37	easily	easily	RB
37060	3158	38	kept	keep	VBN
37060	3158	39	.	.	.
37060	3159	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3159	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3159	3	reached	reach	VBN
37060	3159	4	a	a	DT
37060	3159	5	turning	turning	NN
37060	3159	6	point	point	NN
37060	3159	7	,	,	,
37060	3159	8	for	for	IN
37060	3159	9	the	the	DT
37060	3159	10	series	series	NN
37060	3159	11	was	be	VBD
37060	3159	12	to	to	TO
37060	3159	13	be	be	VB
37060	3159	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3159	15	last	last	JJ
37060	3159	16	set	set	NN
37060	3159	17	of	of	IN
37060	3159	18	injections	injection	NNS
37060	3159	19	and	and	CC
37060	3159	20	miraculously	miraculously	RB
37060	3159	21	,	,	,
37060	3159	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3159	23	did	do	VBD
37060	3159	24	not	not	RB
37060	3159	25	feel	feel	VB
37060	3159	26	as	as	RB
37060	3159	27	nauseous	nauseous	JJ
37060	3159	28	as	as	IN
37060	3159	29	in	in	IN
37060	3159	30	the	the	DT
37060	3159	31	past	past	NN
37060	3159	32	.	.	.
37060	3160	1	After	after	IN
37060	3160	2	the	the	DT
37060	3160	3	second	second	JJ
37060	3160	4	day	day	NN
37060	3160	5	of	of	IN
37060	3160	6	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	3160	7	,	,	,
37060	3160	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3160	9	headed	head	VBD
37060	3160	10	home	home	RB
37060	3160	11	with	with	IN
37060	3160	12	the	the	DT
37060	3160	13	costly	costly	JJ
37060	3160	14	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	3160	15	.	.	.
37060	3161	1	With	with	IN
37060	3161	2	the	the	DT
37060	3161	3	final	final	JJ
37060	3161	4	three	three	CD
37060	3161	5	days	day	NNS
37060	3161	6	of	of	IN
37060	3161	7	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	3161	8	administered	administer	VBN
37060	3161	9	at	at	IN
37060	3161	10	home	home	NN
37060	3161	11	,	,	,
37060	3161	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3161	13	had	have	VBD
37060	3161	14	a	a	DT
37060	3161	15	better	well	JJR
37060	3161	16	selection	selection	NN
37060	3161	17	of	of	IN
37060	3161	18	appealing	appeal	VBG
37060	3161	19	foods	food	NNS
37060	3161	20	from	from	IN
37060	3161	21	which	which	WDT
37060	3161	22	to	to	TO
37060	3161	23	choose	choose	VB
37060	3161	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3161	25	infrequent	infrequent	JJ
37060	3161	26	snacks	snack	NNS
37060	3161	27	,	,	,
37060	3161	28	and	and	CC
37060	3161	29	found	find	VBD
37060	3161	30	popsicles	popsicle	NNS
37060	3161	31	to	to	TO
37060	3161	32	be	be	VB
37060	3161	33	a	a	DT
37060	3161	34	boon	boon	NN
37060	3161	35	to	to	IN
37060	3161	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3161	37	situation	situation	NN
37060	3161	38	;	;	:
37060	3161	39	each	each	DT
37060	3161	40	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	3161	41	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3161	42	returned	return	VBD
37060	3161	43	from	from	IN
37060	3161	44	the	the	DT
37060	3161	45	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	3161	46	's	's	POS
37060	3161	47	office	office	NN
37060	3161	48	and	and	CC
37060	3161	49	raided	raid	VBD
37060	3161	50	the	the	DT
37060	3161	51	refrigerator	refrigerator	NN
37060	3161	52	.	.	.
37060	3162	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3162	2	final	final	JJ
37060	3162	3	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	3162	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3162	5	administered	administer	VBN
37060	3162	6	on	on	IN
37060	3162	7	the	the	DT
37060	3162	8	20th	20th	NN
37060	3162	9	of	of	IN
37060	3162	10	August	August	NNP
37060	3162	11	,	,	,
37060	3162	12	and	and	CC
37060	3162	13	happened	happen	VBD
37060	3162	14	to	to	TO
37060	3162	15	be	be	VB
37060	3162	16	a	a	DT
37060	3162	17	memorable	memorable	JJ
37060	3162	18	affair	affair	NN
37060	3162	19	.	.	.
37060	3163	1	The	the	DT
37060	3163	2	drug	drug	NN
37060	3163	3	infiltrated	infiltrate	VBD
37060	3163	4	into	into	IN
37060	3163	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3163	6	arm	arm	NN
37060	3163	7	.	.	.
37060	3164	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3164	2	hurt	hurt	VBD
37060	3164	3	like	like	IN
37060	3164	4	crazy	crazy	JJ
37060	3164	5	.	.	.
37060	3165	1	The	the	DT
37060	3165	2	scarlet	scarlet	JJ
37060	3165	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	3165	4	hued	hued	JJ
37060	3165	5	drug	drug	NN
37060	3165	6	seeped	seep	VBD
37060	3165	7	onto	onto	IN
37060	3165	8	the	the	DT
37060	3165	9	flesh	flesh	NN
37060	3165	10	of	of	IN
37060	3165	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3165	12	hand	hand	NN
37060	3165	13	as	as	RB
37060	3165	14	well	well	RB
37060	3165	15	.	.	.
37060	3166	1	Once	once	IN
37060	3166	2	the	the	DT
37060	3166	3	feat	feat	NN
37060	3166	4	had	have	VBD
37060	3166	5	been	be	VBN
37060	3166	6	accomplished	accomplish	VBN
37060	3166	7	and	and	CC
37060	3166	8	the	the	DT
37060	3166	9	needle	needle	NN
37060	3166	10	withdrawn	withdraw	VBN
37060	3166	11	,	,	,
37060	3166	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3166	13	did	do	VBD
37060	3166	14	not	not	RB
37060	3166	15	stop	stop	VB
37060	3166	16	to	to	TO
37060	3166	17	wash	wash	VB
37060	3166	18	the	the	DT
37060	3166	19	red	red	JJ
37060	3166	20	drug	drug	NN
37060	3166	21	from	from	IN
37060	3166	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3166	23	hand	hand	NN
37060	3166	24	,	,	,
37060	3166	25	but	but	CC
37060	3166	26	exited	exit	VBD
37060	3166	27	gratefully	gratefully	RB
37060	3166	28	from	from	IN
37060	3166	29	the	the	DT
37060	3166	30	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	3166	31	's	's	POS
37060	3166	32	office	office	NN
37060	3166	33	to	to	IN
37060	3166	34	the	the	DT
37060	3166	35	summer	summer	NN
37060	3166	36	day	day	NN
37060	3166	37	outside	outside	RB
37060	3166	38	.	.	.
37060	3167	1	The	the	DT
37060	3167	2	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	3167	3	were	be	VBD
37060	3167	4	over	over	RB
37060	3167	5	!	!	.
37060	3168	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3168	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3168	3	hard	hard	JJ
37060	3168	4	to	to	TO
37060	3168	5	believe	believe	VB
37060	3168	6	!	!	.
37060	3169	1	Now	now	RB
37060	3169	2	"	"	``
37060	3169	3	the	the	DT
37060	3169	4	end	end	NN
37060	3169	5	"	"	''
37060	3169	6	was	be	VBD
37060	3169	7	reality	reality	NN
37060	3169	8	rather	rather	RB
37060	3169	9	than	than	IN
37060	3169	10	a	a	DT
37060	3169	11	fantastic	fantastic	JJ
37060	3169	12	dream	dream	NN
37060	3169	13	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	3169	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3169	15	ability	ability	NN
37060	3169	16	to	to	TO
37060	3169	17	reach	reach	VB
37060	3169	18	!	!	.
37060	3170	1	Once	once	RB
37060	3170	2	home	home	RB
37060	3170	3	,	,	,
37060	3170	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3170	5	tried	try	VBD
37060	3170	6	to	to	TO
37060	3170	7	wash	wash	VB
37060	3170	8	the	the	DT
37060	3170	9	red	red	JJ
37060	3170	10	stain	stain	NN
37060	3170	11	from	from	IN
37060	3170	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3170	13	hand	hand	NN
37060	3170	14	.	.	.
37060	3171	1	Curiously	curiously	RB
37060	3171	2	,	,	,
37060	3171	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3171	4	eluded	elude	VBD
37060	3171	5	the	the	DT
37060	3171	6	soap	soap	NN
37060	3171	7	and	and	CC
37060	3171	8	water	water	NN
37060	3171	9	;	;	:
37060	3171	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3171	11	stared	stare	VBD
37060	3171	12	at	at	IN
37060	3171	13	the	the	DT
37060	3171	14	spot	spot	NN
37060	3171	15	quizically	quizically	RB
37060	3171	16	,	,	,
37060	3171	17	wondering	wonder	VBG
37060	3171	18	when	when	WRB
37060	3171	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3171	20	would	would	MD
37060	3171	21	disappear	disappear	VB
37060	3171	22	.	.	.
37060	3172	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3172	2	never	never	RB
37060	3172	3	did	do	VBD
37060	3172	4	.	.	.
37060	3173	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	3173	2	114	114	CD
37060	3173	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	3173	4	15	15	CD
37060	3173	5	Return	return	NN
37060	3173	6	to	to	IN
37060	3173	7	School	School	NNP
37060	3173	8	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	3173	9	FIFTEEN	FIFTEEN	NNP
37060	3173	10	Return	return	NN
37060	3173	11	To	to	IN
37060	3173	12	School	School	NNP
37060	3173	13	August	August	NNP
37060	3173	14	21	21	CD
37060	3173	15	,	,	,
37060	3173	16	1976	1976	CD
37060	3173	17	...	...	NFP
37060	3173	18	got	get	VBD
37060	3173	19	sick	sick	JJ
37060	3173	20	.	.	.
37060	3174	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3174	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3174	3	around	around	RB
37060	3174	4	11:30	11:30	CD
37060	3174	5	p.m.	p.m.	NN
37060	3174	6	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3174	7	got	get	VBD
37060	3174	8	up	up	RP
37060	3174	9	and	and	CC
37060	3174	10	helped	help	VBD
37060	3174	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3174	12	.	.	.
37060	3175	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3175	2	barfed	barf	VBD
37060	3175	3	and	and	CC
37060	3175	4	then	then	RB
37060	3175	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3175	6	throat	throat	NN
37060	3175	7	burned	burn	VBD
37060	3175	8	.	.	.
37060	3176	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3176	2	never	never	RB
37060	3176	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3176	4	that	that	DT
37060	3176	5	before	before	RB
37060	3176	6	.	.	.
37060	3177	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3177	2	held	hold	VBD
37060	3177	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3177	4	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	3177	5	...	...	.
37060	3178	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3178	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	3178	3	the	the	DT
37060	3178	4	best	good	JJS
37060	3178	5	dad	dad	NN
37060	3178	6	in	in	IN
37060	3178	7	the	the	DT
37060	3178	8	world	world	NN
37060	3178	9	.	.	.
37060	3179	1	The	the	DT
37060	3179	2	end	end	NN
37060	3179	3	of	of	IN
37060	3179	4	the	the	DT
37060	3179	5	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	3179	6	did	do	VBD
37060	3179	7	not	not	RB
37060	3179	8	mean	mean	VB
37060	3179	9	that	that	IN
37060	3179	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3179	11	would	would	MD
37060	3179	12	no	no	RB
37060	3179	13	longer	long	RBR
37060	3179	14	become	become	VB
37060	3179	15	sick	sick	JJ
37060	3179	16	or	or	CC
37060	3179	17	weak	weak	JJ
37060	3179	18	,	,	,
37060	3179	19	and	and	CC
37060	3179	20	as	as	IN
37060	3179	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3179	22	prepared	prepare	VBD
37060	3179	23	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3179	24	to	to	TO
37060	3179	25	return	return	VB
37060	3179	26	to	to	IN
37060	3179	27	school	school	NN
37060	3179	28	,	,	,
37060	3179	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3179	30	knew	know	VBD
37060	3179	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3179	32	would	would	MD
37060	3179	33	not	not	RB
37060	3179	34	,	,	,
37060	3179	35	at	at	IN
37060	3179	36	first	first	RB
37060	3179	37	,	,	,
37060	3179	38	be	be	VB
37060	3179	39	an	an	DT
37060	3179	40	easy	easy	JJ
37060	3179	41	adjustment	adjustment	NN
37060	3179	42	.	.	.
37060	3180	1	The	the	DT
37060	3180	2	calendar	calendar	NN
37060	3180	3	did	do	VBD
37060	3180	4	not	not	RB
37060	3180	5	pause	pause	VB
37060	3180	6	for	for	IN
37060	3180	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3180	8	to	to	TO
37060	3180	9	gain	gain	VB
37060	3180	10	strength	strength	NN
37060	3180	11	,	,	,
37060	3180	12	however	however	RB
37060	3180	13	,	,	,
37060	3180	14	and	and	CC
37060	3180	15	five	five	CD
37060	3180	16	days	day	NNS
37060	3180	17	following	follow	VBG
37060	3180	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3180	19	final	final	JJ
37060	3180	20	injection	injection	NN
37060	3180	21	,	,	,
37060	3180	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3180	23	went	go	VBD
37060	3180	24	to	to	TO
37060	3180	25	register	register	VB
37060	3180	26	for	for	IN
37060	3180	27	fall	fall	NN
37060	3180	28	classes	class	NNS
37060	3180	29	.	.	.
37060	3181	1	The	the	DT
37060	3181	2	administrators	administrator	NNS
37060	3181	3	were	be	VBD
37060	3181	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	3181	5	understanding	understand	VBG
37060	3181	6	and	and	CC
37060	3181	7	tried	try	VBD
37060	3181	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3181	9	best	good	JJS
37060	3181	10	to	to	TO
37060	3181	11	ease	ease	VB
37060	3181	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3181	13	nervousness	nervousness	NN
37060	3181	14	,	,	,
37060	3181	15	making	make	VBG
37060	3181	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3181	17	clear	clear	JJ
37060	3181	18	that	that	IN
37060	3181	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3181	20	should	should	MD
37060	3181	21	come	come	VB
37060	3181	22	to	to	IN
37060	3181	23	the	the	DT
37060	3181	24	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	3181	25	's	's	POS
37060	3181	26	office	office	NN
37060	3181	27	for	for	IN
37060	3181	28	a	a	DT
37060	3181	29	daily	daily	JJ
37060	3181	30	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	3181	31	snack	snack	NN
37060	3181	32	and	and	CC
37060	3181	33	at	at	IN
37060	3181	34	any	any	DT
37060	3181	35	time	time	NN
37060	3181	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3181	37	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3181	38	ill	ill	JJ
37060	3181	39	.	.	.
37060	3182	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3182	2	would	would	MD
37060	3182	3	be	be	VB
37060	3182	4	excused	excuse	VBN
37060	3182	5	from	from	IN
37060	3182	6	physical	physical	JJ
37060	3182	7	education	education	NN
37060	3182	8	classes	class	NNS
37060	3182	9	through	through	IN
37060	3182	10	a	a	DT
37060	3182	11	note	note	NN
37060	3182	12	from	from	IN
37060	3182	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3182	14	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	3182	15	,	,	,
37060	3182	16	and	and	CC
37060	3182	17	spend	spend	VB
37060	3182	18	that	that	DT
37060	3182	19	hour	hour	NN
37060	3182	20	in	in	IN
37060	3182	21	the	the	DT
37060	3182	22	library	library	NN
37060	3182	23	.	.	.
37060	3183	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3183	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3183	3	encouraged	encouraged	JJ
37060	3183	4	to	to	TO
37060	3183	5	know	know	VB
37060	3183	6	that	that	IN
37060	3183	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3183	8	could	could	MD
37060	3183	9	escape	escape	VB
37060	3183	10	the	the	DT
37060	3183	11	horrors	horror	NNS
37060	3183	12	of	of	IN
37060	3183	13	P.E.	P.E.	NNP
37060	3183	14	,	,	,
37060	3183	15	especially	especially	RB
37060	3183	16	since	since	IN
37060	3183	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3183	18	had	have	VBD
37060	3183	19	to	to	TO
37060	3183	20	wear	wear	VB
37060	3183	21	a	a	DT
37060	3183	22	wig	wig	NN
37060	3183	23	and	and	CC
37060	3183	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3183	25	energy	energy	NN
37060	3183	26	level	level	NN
37060	3183	27	was	be	VBD
37060	3183	28	quite	quite	RB
37060	3183	29	below	below	RB
37060	3183	30	normal	normal	JJ
37060	3183	31	.	.	.
37060	3184	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	3184	2	the	the	DT
37060	3184	3	reinitiation	reinitiation	NN
37060	3184	4	into	into	IN
37060	3184	5	junior	junior	JJ
37060	3184	6	high	high	JJ
37060	3184	7	would	would	MD
37060	3184	8	not	not	RB
37060	3184	9	measure	measure	VB
37060	3184	10	up	up	RP
37060	3184	11	to	to	IN
37060	3184	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3184	13	fears	fear	NNS
37060	3184	14	,	,	,
37060	3184	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3184	16	thought	think	VBD
37060	3184	17	,	,	,
37060	3184	18	and	and	CC
37060	3184	19	went	go	VBD
37060	3184	20	home	home	RB
37060	3184	21	relieved	relieved	JJ
37060	3184	22	.	.	.
37060	3185	1	Five	five	CD
37060	3185	2	days	day	NNS
37060	3185	3	passed	pass	VBD
37060	3185	4	and	and	CC
37060	3185	5	the	the	DT
37060	3185	6	schools	school	NNS
37060	3185	7	opened	open	VBD
37060	3185	8	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	3185	9	the	the	DT
37060	3185	10	city	city	NN
37060	3185	11	.	.	.
37060	3186	1	August	August	NNP
37060	3186	2	30	30	CD
37060	3186	3	,	,	,
37060	3186	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	3186	5	...	...	:
37060	3186	6	Got	got	VB
37060	3186	7	up	up	RB
37060	3186	8	at	at	IN
37060	3186	9	6:30	6:30	CD
37060	3186	10	a.m.	a.m.	NN
37060	3186	11	and	and	CC
37060	3186	12	got	get	VBD
37060	3186	13	dressed	dress	VBN
37060	3186	14	.	.	.
37060	3187	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3187	2	ate	eat	VBD
37060	3187	3	some	some	DT
37060	3187	4	Cream	Cream	NNP
37060	3187	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	3187	6	of	of	IN
37060	3187	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	3187	8	Rice	rice	NN
37060	3187	9	,	,	,
37060	3187	10	but	but	CC
37060	3187	11	not	not	RB
37060	3187	12	much	much	JJ
37060	3187	13	since	since	IN
37060	3187	14	this	this	DT
37060	3187	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	3187	16	the	the	DT
37060	3187	17	first	first	JJ
37060	3187	18	day	day	NN
37060	3187	19	of	of	IN
37060	3187	20	school	school	NN
37060	3187	21	.	.	.
37060	3188	1	Left	leave	VBN
37060	3188	2	and	and	CC
37060	3188	3	picked	pick	VBD
37060	3188	4	up	up	RP
37060	3188	5	Kristi	Kristi	NNP
37060	3188	6	...	...	.
37060	3188	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3188	8	saw	see	VBD
37060	3188	9	some	some	DT
37060	3188	10	of	of	IN
37060	3188	11	the	the	DT
37060	3188	12	kids	kid	NNS
37060	3188	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3188	14	knew	know	VBD
37060	3188	15	and	and	CC
37060	3188	16	some	some	DT
37060	3188	17	did	do	VBD
37060	3188	18	n't	not	RB
37060	3188	19	recognize	recognize	VB
37060	3188	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3188	21	at	at	IN
37060	3188	22	first	first	RB
37060	3188	23	.	.	.
37060	3189	1	Went	go	VBD
37060	3189	2	to	to	IN
37060	3189	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3189	4	homeroom	homeroom	NN
37060	3189	5	and	and	CC
37060	3189	6	stayed	stay	VBD
37060	3189	7	there	there	RB
37060	3189	8	an	an	DT
37060	3189	9	hour	hour	NN
37060	3189	10	.	.	.
37060	3190	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3190	2	filled	fill	VBD
37060	3190	3	out	out	RP
37060	3190	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3190	5	schedules	schedule	NNS
37060	3190	6	and	and	CC
37060	3190	7	that	that	DT
37060	3190	8	's	be	VBZ
37060	3190	9	about	about	IN
37060	3190	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3190	11	.	.	.
37060	3191	1	August	August	NNP
37060	3191	2	31	31	CD
37060	3191	3	,	,	,
37060	3191	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	3191	5	...	...	:
37060	3191	6	Could	Could	MD
37060	3191	7	n't	not	RB
37060	3191	8	eat	eat	VB
37060	3191	9	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	3191	10	very	very	RB
37060	3191	11	well	well	RB
37060	3191	12	.	.	.
37060	3192	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3192	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3192	3	so	so	RB
37060	3192	4	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	3192	5	...	...	NFP
37060	3192	6	saw	see	VBD
37060	3192	7	Kristi	Kristi	NNP
37060	3192	8	after	after	IN
37060	3192	9	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3192	10	dropped	drop	VBD
37060	3192	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3192	12	off	off	RP
37060	3192	13	and	and	CC
37060	3192	14	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3192	15	talked	talk	VBD
37060	3192	16	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	3192	17	before	before	IN
37060	3192	18	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3192	19	had	have	VBD
37060	3192	20	to	to	TO
37060	3192	21	go	go	VB
37060	3192	22	in	in	IN
37060	3192	23	the	the	DT
37060	3192	24	classes	class	NNS
37060	3192	25	...	...	.
37060	3193	1	Some	some	DT
37060	3193	2	kids	kid	NNS
37060	3193	3	said	say	VBD
37060	3193	4	stuff	stuff	NN
37060	3193	5	about	about	IN
37060	3193	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3193	7	wig	wig	NN
37060	3193	8	.	.	.
37060	3194	1	A	a	DT
37060	3194	2	girl	girl	NN
37060	3194	3	just	just	RB
37060	3194	4	stared	stare	VBD
37060	3194	5	at	at	IN
37060	3194	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3194	7	head	head	NN
37060	3194	8	and	and	CC
37060	3194	9	a	a	DT
37060	3194	10	guy	guy	NN
37060	3194	11	behind	behind	IN
37060	3194	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3194	13	suggested	suggest	VBD
37060	3194	14	to	to	IN
37060	3194	15	another	another	DT
37060	3194	16	kid	kid	NN
37060	3194	17	to	to	TO
37060	3194	18	pull	pull	VB
37060	3194	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3194	20	off	off	RP
37060	3194	21	.	.	.
37060	3195	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3195	2	did	do	VBD
37060	3195	3	n't	not	RB
37060	3195	4	,	,	,
37060	3195	5	and	and	CC
37060	3195	6	thank	thank	VBP
37060	3195	7	God	God	NNP
37060	3195	8	!	!	.
37060	3196	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3196	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3196	3	pooped	poope	VBN
37060	3196	4	when	when	WRB
37060	3196	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3196	6	got	get	VBD
37060	3196	7	home	home	RB
37060	3196	8	.	.	.
37060	3197	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3197	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3197	3	upset	upset	JJ
37060	3197	4	,	,	,
37060	3197	5	too	too	RB
37060	3197	6	.	.	.
37060	3198	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3198	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3198	3	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	3198	4	to	to	TO
37060	3198	5	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	3198	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3198	7	courage	courage	NN
37060	3198	8	after	after	IN
37060	3198	9	hearing	hear	VBG
37060	3198	10	such	such	JJ
37060	3198	11	threats	threat	NNS
37060	3198	12	,	,	,
37060	3198	13	but	but	CC
37060	3198	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3198	15	knew	know	VBD
37060	3198	16	that	that	IN
37060	3198	17	if	if	IN
37060	3198	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3198	19	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	3198	20	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3198	21	to	to	IN
37060	3198	22	cower	cower	NN
37060	3198	23	in	in	IN
37060	3198	24	fear	fear	NN
37060	3198	25	before	before	IN
37060	3198	26	the	the	DT
37060	3198	27	aggressive	aggressive	JJ
37060	3198	28	words	word	NNS
37060	3198	29	,	,	,
37060	3198	30	the	the	DT
37060	3198	31	likelihood	likelihood	NN
37060	3198	32	of	of	IN
37060	3198	33	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3198	34	avoiding	avoid	VBG
37060	3198	35	further	further	JJ
37060	3198	36	taunts	taunt	NNS
37060	3198	37	would	would	MD
37060	3198	38	have	have	VB
37060	3198	39	been	be	VBN
37060	3198	40	reduced	reduce	VBN
37060	3198	41	.	.	.
37060	3199	1	That	that	DT
37060	3199	2	day	day	NN
37060	3199	3	,	,	,
37060	3199	4	without	without	IN
37060	3199	5	saying	say	VBG
37060	3199	6	a	a	DT
37060	3199	7	word	word	NN
37060	3199	8	,	,	,
37060	3199	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3199	10	turned	turn	VBD
37060	3199	11	a	a	DT
37060	3199	12	searing	searing	JJ
37060	3199	13	,	,	,
37060	3199	14	humorless	humorless	JJ
37060	3199	15	gaze	gaze	NN
37060	3199	16	upon	upon	IN
37060	3199	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3199	18	potential	potential	JJ
37060	3199	19	attackers	attacker	NNS
37060	3199	20	,	,	,
37060	3199	21	whose	whose	WP$
37060	3199	22	faces	face	NNS
37060	3199	23	were	be	VBD
37060	3199	24	forever	forever	RB
37060	3199	25	branded	brand	VBN
37060	3199	26	in	in	IN
37060	3199	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3199	28	memory	memory	NN
37060	3199	29	.	.	.
37060	3200	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3200	2	never	never	RB
37060	3200	3	followed	follow	VBD
37060	3200	4	through	through	RP
37060	3200	5	with	with	IN
37060	3200	6	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3200	7	suggestion	suggestion	NN
37060	3200	8	,	,	,
37060	3200	9	but	but	CC
37060	3200	10	if	if	IN
37060	3200	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3200	12	had	have	VBD
37060	3200	13	,	,	,
37060	3200	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3200	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	3200	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3200	17	belief	belief	NN
37060	3200	18	that	that	IN
37060	3200	19	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3200	20	would	would	MD
37060	3200	21	have	have	VB
37060	3200	22	sustained	sustain	VBN
37060	3200	23	more	more	JJR
37060	3200	24	astonishment	astonishment	NN
37060	3200	25	at	at	IN
37060	3200	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3200	27	hairlessness	hairlessness	NN
37060	3200	28	than	than	IN
37060	3200	29	was	be	VBD
37060	3200	30	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3200	31	intention	intention	NN
37060	3200	32	;	;	:
37060	3200	33	word	word	NN
37060	3200	34	of	of	IN
37060	3200	35	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	3200	36	transactions	transaction	NNS
37060	3200	37	possess	possess	VBP
37060	3200	38	little	little	JJ
37060	3200	39	accuracy	accuracy	NN
37060	3200	40	,	,	,
37060	3200	41	and	and	CC
37060	3200	42	some	some	DT
37060	3200	43	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	3200	44	,	,	,
37060	3200	45	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	3200	46	,	,	,
37060	3200	47	thought	think	VBD
37060	3200	48	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3200	49	wore	wear	VBD
37060	3200	50	a	a	DT
37060	3200	51	wig	wig	NN
37060	3200	52	over	over	IN
37060	3200	53	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3200	54	own	own	JJ
37060	3200	55	hair	hair	NN
37060	3200	56	for	for	IN
37060	3200	57	the	the	DT
37060	3200	58	fun	fun	NN
37060	3200	59	of	of	IN
37060	3200	60	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3200	61	.	.	.
37060	3201	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3201	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3201	3	few	few	JJ
37060	3201	4	problems	problem	NNS
37060	3201	5	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	3201	6	the	the	DT
37060	3201	7	wig	wig	NN
37060	3201	8	after	after	IN
37060	3201	9	the	the	DT
37060	3201	10	first	first	JJ
37060	3201	11	weeks	week	NNS
37060	3201	12	of	of	IN
37060	3201	13	school	school	NN
37060	3201	14	,	,	,
37060	3201	15	and	and	CC
37060	3201	16	the	the	DT
37060	3201	17	kids	kid	NNS
37060	3201	18	realized	realize	VBD
37060	3201	19	that	that	IN
37060	3201	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3201	21	was	be	VBD
37060	3201	22	not	not	RB
37060	3201	23	among	among	IN
37060	3201	24	the	the	DT
37060	3201	25	gregarious	gregarious	JJ
37060	3201	26	crowd	crowd	NN
37060	3201	27	,	,	,
37060	3201	28	who	who	WP
37060	3201	29	would	would	MD
37060	3201	30	adorn	adorn	VB
37060	3201	31	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3201	32	for	for	IN
37060	3201	33	amusement	amusement	NN
37060	3201	34	and	and	CC
37060	3201	35	attention	attention	NN
37060	3201	36	,	,	,
37060	3201	37	but	but	CC
37060	3201	38	rather	rather	RB
37060	3201	39	sported	sport	VBD
37060	3201	40	the	the	DT
37060	3201	41	hairpiece	hairpiece	NN
37060	3201	42	through	through	IN
37060	3201	43	necessity	necessity	NN
37060	3201	44	.	.	.
37060	3202	1	Although	although	IN
37060	3202	2	the	the	DT
37060	3202	3	"	"	``
37060	3202	4	necessity	necessity	NN
37060	3202	5	"	"	''
37060	3202	6	for	for	IN
37060	3202	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3202	8	wig	wig	NN
37060	3202	9	remained	remain	VBD
37060	3202	10	vague	vague	JJ
37060	3202	11	for	for	IN
37060	3202	12	certain	certain	JJ
37060	3202	13	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	3202	14	,	,	,
37060	3202	15	other	other	JJ
37060	3202	16	people	people	NNS
37060	3202	17	were	be	VBD
37060	3202	18	blatant	blatant	JJ
37060	3202	19	in	in	IN
37060	3202	20	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3202	21	curiosity	curiosity	NN
37060	3202	22	;	;	:
37060	3202	23	one	one	CD
37060	3202	24	such	such	JJ
37060	3202	25	individual	individual	NN
37060	3202	26	was	be	VBD
37060	3202	27	the	the	DT
37060	3202	28	girl	girl	NN
37060	3202	29	described	describe	VBN
37060	3202	30	as	as	IN
37060	3202	31	having	have	VBG
37060	3202	32	"	"	``
37060	3202	33	stared	stare	VBN
37060	3202	34	at	at	IN
37060	3202	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3202	36	head	head	NN
37060	3202	37	,	,	,
37060	3202	38	"	"	''
37060	3202	39	who	who	WP
37060	3202	40	wasted	waste	VBD
37060	3202	41	little	little	JJ
37060	3202	42	time	time	NN
37060	3202	43	before	before	IN
37060	3202	44	quizzing	quiz	VBG
37060	3202	45	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3202	46	whether	whether	IN
37060	3202	47	or	or	CC
37060	3202	48	not	not	RB
37060	3202	49	"	"	``
37060	3202	50	that	that	IN
37060	3202	51	"	"	``
37060	3202	52	was	be	VBD
37060	3202	53	"	"	``
37060	3202	54	a	a	DT
37060	3202	55	wig	wig	NN
37060	3202	56	.	.	.
37060	3202	57	"	"	''
37060	3203	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3203	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3203	3	almost	almost	RB
37060	3203	4	relieved	relieved	JJ
37060	3203	5	that	that	IN
37060	3203	6	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3203	7	was	be	VBD
37060	3203	8	bold	bold	JJ
37060	3203	9	enough	enough	RB
37060	3203	10	to	to	TO
37060	3203	11	ask	ask	VB
37060	3203	12	,	,	,
37060	3203	13	for	for	IN
37060	3203	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3203	15	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	3203	16	that	that	DT
37060	3203	17	,	,	,
37060	3203	18	once	once	IN
37060	3203	19	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3203	20	inquiry	inquiry	NN
37060	3203	21	had	have	VBD
37060	3203	22	been	be	VBN
37060	3203	23	satisfied	satisfied	JJ
37060	3203	24	,	,	,
37060	3203	25	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3203	26	would	would	MD
37060	3203	27	cast	cast	VB
37060	3203	28	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3203	29	annoying	annoying	JJ
37060	3203	30	gaze	gaze	NN
37060	3203	31	elsewhere	elsewhere	RB
37060	3203	32	.	.	.
37060	3204	1	Masking	mask	VBG
37060	3204	2	any	any	DT
37060	3204	3	embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	3204	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3204	5	might	may	MD
37060	3204	6	have	have	VB
37060	3204	7	felt	feel	VBN
37060	3204	8	,	,	,
37060	3204	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3204	10	looked	look	VBD
37060	3204	11	at	at	IN
37060	3204	12	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3204	13	directly	directly	RB
37060	3204	14	and	and	CC
37060	3204	15	admitted	admit	VBD
37060	3204	16	that	that	IN
37060	3204	17	,	,	,
37060	3204	18	yes	yes	UH
37060	3204	19	,	,	,
37060	3204	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3204	21	did	do	VBD
37060	3204	22	wear	wear	VB
37060	3204	23	a	a	DT
37060	3204	24	wig	wig	NN
37060	3204	25	,	,	,
37060	3204	26	and	and	CC
37060	3204	27	that	that	IN
37060	3204	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3204	29	had	have	VBD
37060	3204	30	to	to	TO
37060	3204	31	do	do	VB
37060	3204	32	so	so	RB
37060	3204	33	because	because	IN
37060	3204	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3204	35	'd	'd	MD
37060	3204	36	taken	take	VBN
37060	3204	37	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	3204	38	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	3204	39	for	for	IN
37060	3204	40	cancerous	cancerous	JJ
37060	3204	41	tumors	tumor	NNS
37060	3204	42	in	in	IN
37060	3204	43	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3204	44	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	3204	45	;	;	:
37060	3204	46	the	the	DT
37060	3204	47	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	3204	48	made	make	VBD
37060	3204	49	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3204	50	lose	lose	VB
37060	3204	51	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3204	52	hair	hair	NN
37060	3204	53	,	,	,
37060	3204	54	but	but	CC
37060	3204	55	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3204	56	would	would	MD
37060	3204	57	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	3204	58	return	return	VB
37060	3204	59	.	.	.
37060	3205	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3205	2	gaze	gaze	NN
37060	3205	3	softened	soften	VBD
37060	3205	4	,	,	,
37060	3205	5	and	and	CC
37060	3205	6	after	after	IN
37060	3205	7	assuring	assure	VBG
37060	3205	8	herself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3205	9	once	once	RB
37060	3205	10	again	again	RB
37060	3205	11	that	that	IN
37060	3205	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3205	13	hair	hair	NN
37060	3205	14	would	would	MD
37060	3205	15	grow	grow	VB
37060	3205	16	back	back	RB
37060	3205	17	,	,	,
37060	3205	18	turned	turn	VBD
37060	3205	19	around	around	RP
37060	3205	20	to	to	TO
37060	3205	21	face	face	VB
37060	3205	22	the	the	DT
37060	3205	23	front	front	NN
37060	3205	24	of	of	IN
37060	3205	25	the	the	DT
37060	3205	26	room	room	NN
37060	3205	27	.	.	.
37060	3206	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3206	2	heaved	heave	VBD
37060	3206	3	a	a	DT
37060	3206	4	sigh	sigh	NN
37060	3206	5	of	of	IN
37060	3206	6	relief	relief	NN
37060	3206	7	and	and	CC
37060	3206	8	applauded	applaud	VBD
37060	3206	9	the	the	DT
37060	3206	10	usefulness	usefulness	NN
37060	3206	11	of	of	IN
37060	3206	12	honesty	honesty	NN
37060	3206	13	.	.	.
37060	3207	1	As	as	IN
37060	3207	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3207	3	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	3207	4	upon	upon	IN
37060	3207	5	the	the	DT
37060	3207	6	various	various	JJ
37060	3207	7	traumas	trauma	NNS
37060	3207	8	associated	associate	VBN
37060	3207	9	with	with	IN
37060	3207	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3207	11	lack	lack	NN
37060	3207	12	of	of	IN
37060	3207	13	hair	hair	NN
37060	3207	14	,	,	,
37060	3207	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3207	16	was	be	VBD
37060	3207	17	amazed	amazed	JJ
37060	3207	18	at	at	IN
37060	3207	19	the	the	DT
37060	3207	20	power	power	NN
37060	3207	21	which	which	WDT
37060	3207	22	people	people	NNS
37060	3207	23	wield	wield	VBP
37060	3207	24	over	over	IN
37060	3207	25	the	the	DT
37060	3207	26	moods	mood	NNS
37060	3207	27	of	of	IN
37060	3207	28	others	other	NNS
37060	3207	29	whose	whose	WP$
37060	3207	30	lives	life	NNS
37060	3207	31	are	be	VBP
37060	3207	32	touched	touch	VBN
37060	3207	33	by	by	IN
37060	3207	34	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3207	35	kind	kind	NN
37060	3207	36	or	or	CC
37060	3207	37	abusive	abusive	JJ
37060	3207	38	words	word	NNS
37060	3207	39	or	or	CC
37060	3207	40	actions	action	NNS
37060	3207	41	.	.	.
37060	3208	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3208	2	cousin	cousin	NN
37060	3208	3	Gary	Gary	NNP
37060	3208	4	,	,	,
37060	3208	5	who	who	WP
37060	3208	6	lives	live	VBZ
37060	3208	7	next	next	JJ
37060	3208	8	door	door	NN
37060	3208	9	,	,	,
37060	3208	10	came	come	VBD
37060	3208	11	over	over	IN
37060	3208	12	one	one	CD
37060	3208	13	morning	morning	NN
37060	3208	14	before	before	IN
37060	3208	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3208	16	'd	'd	MD
37060	3208	17	donned	don	VBN
37060	3208	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3208	19	wig	wig	NN
37060	3208	20	,	,	,
37060	3208	21	yet	yet	CC
37060	3208	22	due	due	IN
37060	3208	23	to	to	IN
37060	3208	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3208	25	natural	natural	JJ
37060	3208	26	and	and	CC
37060	3208	27	inoffensive	inoffensive	JJ
37060	3208	28	attitude	attitude	NN
37060	3208	29	toward	toward	IN
37060	3208	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3208	31	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	3208	32	,	,	,
37060	3208	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3208	34	remarked	remark	VBD
37060	3208	35	in	in	IN
37060	3208	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3208	37	diary	diary	NN
37060	3208	38	that	that	IN
37060	3208	39	"	"	``
37060	3208	40	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3208	41	saw	see	VBD
37060	3208	42	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3208	43	while	while	IN
37060	3208	44	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3208	45	did	do	VBD
37060	3208	46	n't	not	RB
37060	3208	47	have	have	VB
37060	3208	48	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3208	49	wig	wig	NN
37060	3208	50	on	on	RP
37060	3208	51	,	,	,
37060	3208	52	but	but	CC
37060	3208	53	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3208	54	did	do	VBD
37060	3208	55	n't	not	RB
37060	3208	56	bother	bother	VB
37060	3208	57	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3208	58	too	too	RB
37060	3208	59	much	much	JJ
37060	3208	60	tho	tho	NN
37060	3208	61	.	.	.
37060	3208	62	"	"	''
37060	3209	1	How	how	WRB
37060	3209	2	different	different	JJ
37060	3209	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3209	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3209	5	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	3209	6	than	than	IN
37060	3209	7	that	that	DT
37060	3209	8	of	of	IN
37060	3209	9	another	another	DT
37060	3209	10	relative	relative	NN
37060	3209	11	who	who	WP
37060	3209	12	lives	live	VBZ
37060	3209	13	across	across	IN
37060	3209	14	the	the	DT
37060	3209	15	country	country	NN
37060	3209	16	;	;	:
37060	3209	17	this	this	DT
37060	3209	18	relative	relative	NN
37060	3209	19	derived	derive	VBD
37060	3209	20	immense	immense	JJ
37060	3209	21	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	3209	22	from	from	IN
37060	3209	23	forcible	forcible	JJ
37060	3209	24	,	,	,
37060	3209	25	obnoxious	obnoxious	JJ
37060	3209	26	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	3209	27	of	of	IN
37060	3209	28	children	child	NNS
37060	3209	29	,	,	,
37060	3209	30	over	over	IN
37060	3209	31	whom	whom	WP
37060	3209	32	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3209	33	reigned	reign	VBD
37060	3209	34	absolute	absolute	JJ
37060	3209	35	bodily	bodily	RB
37060	3209	36	control	control	NN
37060	3209	37	albeit	albeit	IN
37060	3209	38	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3209	39	distaste	distaste	NN
37060	3209	40	for	for	IN
37060	3209	41	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3209	42	repulsive	repulsive	JJ
37060	3209	43	presence	presence	NN
37060	3209	44	.	.	.
37060	3210	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3210	2	attracted	attract	VBD
37060	3210	3	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3210	4	sadistic	sadistic	JJ
37060	3210	5	attention	attention	NN
37060	3210	6	in	in	IN
37060	3210	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3210	8	later	later	JJ
37060	3210	9	visits	visit	NNS
37060	3210	10	since	since	IN
37060	3210	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3210	12	was	be	VBD
37060	3210	13	the	the	DT
37060	3210	14	youngest	young	JJS
37060	3210	15	of	of	IN
37060	3210	16	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3210	17	family	family	NN
37060	3210	18	,	,	,
37060	3210	19	and	and	CC
37060	3210	20	so	so	RB
37060	3210	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3210	22	was	be	VBD
37060	3210	23	that	that	DT
37060	3210	24	on	on	IN
37060	3210	25	one	one	CD
37060	3210	26	occasion	occasion	NN
37060	3210	27	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3210	28	grabbed	grab	VBD
37060	3210	29	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3210	30	in	in	IN
37060	3210	31	an	an	DT
37060	3210	32	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	3210	33	to	to	TO
37060	3210	34	make	make	VB
37060	3210	35	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3210	36	sit	sit	VB
37060	3210	37	on	on	IN
37060	3210	38	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3210	39	lap	lap	NN
37060	3210	40	,	,	,
37060	3210	41	and	and	CC
37060	3210	42	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3210	43	,	,	,
37060	3210	44	struggling	struggle	VBG
37060	3210	45	to	to	TO
37060	3210	46	free	free	VB
37060	3210	47	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3210	48	from	from	IN
37060	3210	49	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3210	50	vise	vise	NN
37060	3210	51	-	-	HYPH
37060	3210	52	like	like	JJ
37060	3210	53	grip	grip	NN
37060	3210	54	,	,	,
37060	3210	55	found	find	VBD
37060	3210	56	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3210	57	wrestled	wrestle	VBD
37060	3210	58	to	to	IN
37060	3210	59	the	the	DT
37060	3210	60	floor	floor	NN
37060	3210	61	,	,	,
37060	3210	62	pinned	pin	VBN
37060	3210	63	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	3210	64	the	the	DT
37060	3210	65	stench	stench	NN
37060	3210	66	of	of	IN
37060	3210	67	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3210	68	armpits	armpit	NNS
37060	3210	69	and	and	CC
37060	3210	70	unwholesome	unwholesome	NN
37060	3210	71	breath	breath	NN
37060	3210	72	.	.	.
37060	3211	1	The	the	DT
37060	3211	2	more	more	RBR
37060	3211	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3211	4	writhed	writhe	VBD
37060	3211	5	to	to	TO
37060	3211	6	flee	flee	VB
37060	3211	7	from	from	IN
37060	3211	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3211	9	ugly	ugly	JJ
37060	3211	10	imprisonment	imprisonment	NN
37060	3211	11	,	,	,
37060	3211	12	the	the	DT
37060	3211	13	more	more	RBR
37060	3211	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3211	15	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3211	16	to	to	TO
37060	3211	17	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	3211	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3211	19	power	power	NN
37060	3211	20	.	.	.
37060	3212	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3212	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	3212	3	around	around	RB
37060	3212	4	at	at	IN
37060	3212	5	the	the	DT
37060	3212	6	group	group	NN
37060	3212	7	of	of	IN
37060	3212	8	family	family	NN
37060	3212	9	members	member	NNS
37060	3212	10	who	who	WP
37060	3212	11	encircled	encircle	VBD
37060	3212	12	the	the	DT
37060	3212	13	living	living	NN
37060	3212	14	room	room	NN
37060	3212	15	,	,	,
37060	3212	16	but	but	CC
37060	3212	17	no	no	DT
37060	3212	18	one	one	NN
37060	3212	19	found	find	VBD
37060	3212	20	anything	anything	NN
37060	3212	21	amiss	amiss	JJ
37060	3212	22	in	in	IN
37060	3212	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3212	24	actions	action	NNS
37060	3212	25	,	,	,
37060	3212	26	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	3212	27	considering	consider	VBG
37060	3212	28	the	the	DT
37060	3212	29	scene	scene	NN
37060	3212	30	of	of	IN
37060	3212	31	no	no	DT
37060	3212	32	more	more	JJR
37060	3212	33	consequence	consequence	NN
37060	3212	34	than	than	IN
37060	3212	35	innocent	innocent	JJ
37060	3212	36	horseplay	horseplay	NN
37060	3212	37	.	.	.
37060	3213	1	But	but	CC
37060	3213	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3213	3	knew	know	VBD
37060	3213	4	better	well	RBR
37060	3213	5	;	;	:
37060	3213	6	this	this	DT
37060	3213	7	was	be	VBD
37060	3213	8	a	a	DT
37060	3213	9	man	man	NN
37060	3213	10	whose	whose	WP$
37060	3213	11	fixation	fixation	NN
37060	3213	12	for	for	IN
37060	3213	13	children	child	NNS
37060	3213	14	passed	pass	VBN
37060	3213	15	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	3213	16	benign	benign	JJ
37060	3213	17	teasing	teasing	NN
37060	3213	18	and	and	CC
37060	3213	19	friendly	friendly	JJ
37060	3213	20	adoration	adoration	NN
37060	3213	21	;	;	:
37060	3213	22	something	something	NN
37060	3213	23	in	in	IN
37060	3213	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3213	25	touch	touch	NN
37060	3213	26	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	3213	27	of	of	IN
37060	3213	28	an	an	DT
37060	3213	29	urge	urge	NN
37060	3213	30	to	to	TO
37060	3213	31	seize	seize	VB
37060	3213	32	and	and	CC
37060	3213	33	capture	capture	VB
37060	3213	34	,	,	,
37060	3213	35	to	to	TO
37060	3213	36	hurt	hurt	VB
37060	3213	37	and	and	CC
37060	3213	38	control	control	VB
37060	3213	39	...	...	NFP
37060	3213	40	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3213	41	touch	touch	NN
37060	3213	42	was	be	VBD
37060	3213	43	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	3213	44	.	.	.
37060	3214	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3214	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3214	3	able	able	JJ
37060	3214	4	to	to	TO
37060	3214	5	feel	feel	VB
37060	3214	6	that	that	IN
37060	3214	7	which	which	WDT
37060	3214	8	the	the	DT
37060	3214	9	attending	attend	VBG
37060	3214	10	adults	adult	NNS
37060	3214	11	could	could	MD
37060	3214	12	not	not	RB
37060	3214	13	possibly	possibly	RB
37060	3214	14	have	have	VB
37060	3214	15	seen	see	VBN
37060	3214	16	,	,	,
37060	3214	17	and	and	CC
37060	3214	18	every	every	DT
37060	3214	19	ounce	ounce	NN
37060	3214	20	of	of	IN
37060	3214	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3214	22	strength	strength	NN
37060	3214	23	resisted	resist	VBD
37060	3214	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3214	25	force	force	NN
37060	3214	26	.	.	.
37060	3215	1	Since	since	IN
37060	3215	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3215	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3215	4	late	late	JJ
37060	3215	5	in	in	IN
37060	3215	6	the	the	DT
37060	3215	7	evening	evening	NN
37060	3215	8	,	,	,
37060	3215	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3215	10	wore	wear	VBD
37060	3215	11	pajamas	pajama	NNS
37060	3215	12	and	and	CC
37060	3215	13	a	a	DT
37060	3215	14	bonnet	bonnet	NN
37060	3215	15	,	,	,
37060	3215	16	and	and	CC
37060	3215	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3215	18	strained	strain	VBD
37060	3215	19	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	3215	20	to	to	TO
37060	3215	21	assure	assure	VB
37060	3215	22	that	that	IN
37060	3215	23	the	the	DT
37060	3215	24	latter	latter	JJ
37060	3215	25	remained	remain	VBD
37060	3215	26	atop	atop	IN
37060	3215	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3215	28	head	head	NN
37060	3215	29	;	;	:
37060	3215	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3215	31	could	could	MD
37060	3215	32	not	not	RB
37060	3215	33	escape	escape	VB
37060	3215	34	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3215	35	paws	paw	NNS
37060	3215	36	,	,	,
37060	3215	37	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	3215	38	,	,	,
37060	3215	39	but	but	CC
37060	3215	40	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3215	41	had	have	VBD
37060	3215	42	resolved	resolve	VBN
37060	3215	43	that	that	IN
37060	3215	44	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3215	45	should	should	MD
37060	3215	46	not	not	RB
37060	3215	47	see	see	VB
37060	3215	48	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3215	49	baldness	baldness	NN
37060	3215	50	,	,	,
37060	3215	51	pulling	pull	VBG
37060	3215	52	the	the	DT
37060	3215	53	bonnet	bonnet	NN
37060	3215	54	closer	close	JJR
37060	3215	55	about	about	IN
37060	3215	56	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3215	57	head	head	NN
37060	3215	58	when	when	WRB
37060	3215	59	the	the	DT
37060	3215	60	chance	chance	NN
37060	3215	61	presented	present	VBD
37060	3215	62	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3215	63	.	.	.
37060	3216	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3216	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3216	3	that	that	IN
37060	3216	4	the	the	DT
37060	3216	5	struggle	struggle	NN
37060	3216	6	was	be	VBD
37060	3216	7	without	without	IN
37060	3216	8	an	an	DT
37060	3216	9	end	end	NN
37060	3216	10	.	.	.
37060	3217	1	Then	then	RB
37060	3217	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3217	3	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	3217	4	plucked	pluck	VBD
37060	3217	5	the	the	DT
37060	3217	6	shielding	shielding	NN
37060	3217	7	bonnet	bonnet	NN
37060	3217	8	from	from	IN
37060	3217	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3217	10	head	head	NN
37060	3217	11	.	.	.
37060	3218	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3218	2	action	action	NN
37060	3218	3	drained	drain	VBD
37060	3218	4	the	the	DT
37060	3218	5	fighting	fighting	NN
37060	3218	6	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	3218	7	from	from	IN
37060	3218	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3218	9	mind	mind	NN
37060	3218	10	and	and	CC
37060	3218	11	replaced	replace	VBD
37060	3218	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3218	13	with	with	IN
37060	3218	14	humiliation	humiliation	NN
37060	3218	15	.	.	.
37060	3219	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3219	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3219	3	as	as	IN
37060	3219	4	if	if	IN
37060	3219	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3219	6	dignity	dignity	NN
37060	3219	7	had	have	VBD
37060	3219	8	been	be	VBN
37060	3219	9	raped	rape	VBN
37060	3219	10	,	,	,
37060	3219	11	and	and	CC
37060	3219	12	sunk	sink	VBN
37060	3219	13	to	to	IN
37060	3219	14	the	the	DT
37060	3219	15	carpet	carpet	NN
37060	3219	16	in	in	IN
37060	3219	17	exhaustion	exhaustion	NN
37060	3219	18	.	.	.
37060	3220	1	A	a	DT
37060	3220	2	heavy	heavy	JJ
37060	3220	3	silence	silence	NN
37060	3220	4	draped	drape	VBD
37060	3220	5	the	the	DT
37060	3220	6	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	3220	7	in	in	IN
37060	3220	8	the	the	DT
37060	3220	9	room	room	NN
37060	3220	10	as	as	IN
37060	3220	11	all	all	DT
37060	3220	12	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3220	13	focused	focus	VBD
37060	3220	14	on	on	IN
37060	3220	15	the	the	DT
37060	3220	16	scene	scene	NN
37060	3220	17	before	before	IN
37060	3220	18	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3220	19	.	.	.
37060	3221	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3221	2	sister	sister	NN
37060	3221	3	's	's	POS
37060	3221	4	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3221	5	narrowed	narrow	VBD
37060	3221	6	sympathetically	sympathetically	RB
37060	3221	7	,	,	,
37060	3221	8	and	and	CC
37060	3221	9	the	the	DT
37060	3221	10	light	light	JJ
37060	3221	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	3221	12	heartedness	heartedness	NN
37060	3221	13	drained	drain	VBN
37060	3221	14	from	from	IN
37060	3221	15	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3221	16	voice	voice	NN
37060	3221	17	as	as	IN
37060	3221	18	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3221	19	uttered	utter	VBD
37060	3221	20	a	a	DT
37060	3221	21	long	long	JJ
37060	3221	22	,	,	,
37060	3221	23	descending	descend	VBG
37060	3221	24	"	"	``
37060	3221	25	Ohhhh	Ohhhh	NNP
37060	3221	26	!	!	.
37060	3221	27	"	"	''
37060	3221	28	...	...	.
37060	3222	1	and	and	CC
37060	3222	2	fell	fall	VBD
37060	3222	3	silent	silent	JJ
37060	3222	4	.	.	.
37060	3223	1	Considering	consider	VBG
37060	3223	2	the	the	DT
37060	3223	3	fun	fun	NN
37060	3223	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3223	5	over	over	RB
37060	3223	6	,	,	,
37060	3223	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3223	8	released	release	VBD
37060	3223	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3223	10	captive	captive	JJ
37060	3223	11	arms	arm	NNS
37060	3223	12	,	,	,
37060	3223	13	wearing	wear	VBG
37060	3223	14	a	a	DT
37060	3223	15	wide	wide	JJ
37060	3223	16	and	and	CC
37060	3223	17	sickening	sicken	VBG
37060	3223	18	grin	grin	NN
37060	3223	19	on	on	IN
37060	3223	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3223	21	face	face	NN
37060	3223	22	.	.	.
37060	3224	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3224	2	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	3224	3	rolled	roll	VBD
37060	3224	4	over	over	RB
37060	3224	5	without	without	IN
37060	3224	6	a	a	DT
37060	3224	7	word	word	NN
37060	3224	8	,	,	,
37060	3224	9	ran	run	VBD
37060	3224	10	from	from	IN
37060	3224	11	the	the	DT
37060	3224	12	room	room	NN
37060	3224	13	to	to	IN
37060	3224	14	the	the	DT
37060	3224	15	basement	basement	NN
37060	3224	16	,	,	,
37060	3224	17	where	where	WRB
37060	3224	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3224	19	hid	hide	VBD
37060	3224	20	behind	behind	IN
37060	3224	21	the	the	DT
37060	3224	22	sectional	sectional	JJ
37060	3224	23	couch	couch	NN
37060	3224	24	.	.	.
37060	3225	1	Clasping	clasp	VBG
37060	3225	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3225	3	bent	bent	JJ
37060	3225	4	knees	knee	NNS
37060	3225	5	in	in	IN
37060	3225	6	a	a	DT
37060	3225	7	tight	tight	JJ
37060	3225	8	hug	hug	NN
37060	3225	9	,	,	,
37060	3225	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3225	11	cried	cry	VBD
37060	3225	12	silent	silent	JJ
37060	3225	13	tears	tear	NNS
37060	3225	14	of	of	IN
37060	3225	15	rage	rage	NN
37060	3225	16	and	and	CC
37060	3225	17	degradation	degradation	NN
37060	3225	18	,	,	,
37060	3225	19	and	and	CC
37060	3225	20	stayed	stay	VBD
37060	3225	21	hunched	hunch	VBN
37060	3225	22	in	in	IN
37060	3225	23	the	the	DT
37060	3225	24	corner	corner	NN
37060	3225	25	for	for	IN
37060	3225	26	at	at	RB
37060	3225	27	least	least	JJS
37060	3225	28	ten	ten	CD
37060	3225	29	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	3225	30	.	.	.
37060	3226	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3226	2	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	3226	3	wildly	wildly	RB
37060	3226	4	that	that	IN
37060	3226	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3226	6	would	would	MD
37060	3226	7	not	not	RB
37060	3226	8	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	3226	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3226	10	,	,	,
37060	3226	11	and	and	CC
37060	3226	12	when	when	WRB
37060	3226	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3226	14	heard	hear	VBD
37060	3226	15	heavy	heavy	JJ
37060	3226	16	foot	foot	NN
37060	3226	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	3226	18	falls	fall	VBZ
37060	3226	19	on	on	IN
37060	3226	20	the	the	DT
37060	3226	21	upstairs	upstairs	JJ
37060	3226	22	landing	landing	NN
37060	3226	23	,	,	,
37060	3226	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3226	25	held	hold	VBD
37060	3226	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3226	27	breath	breath	NN
37060	3226	28	.	.	.
37060	3227	1	"	"	``
37060	3227	2	Bye	Bye	NNP
37060	3227	3	,	,	,
37060	3227	4	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	3227	5	.	.	.
37060	3227	6	"	"	''
37060	3228	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3228	2	words	word	NNS
37060	3228	3	assailed	assail	VBD
37060	3228	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3228	5	ears	ear	NNS
37060	3228	6	like	like	IN
37060	3228	7	fingernails	fingernail	NNS
37060	3228	8	grating	grate	VBG
37060	3228	9	across	across	IN
37060	3228	10	a	a	DT
37060	3228	11	chalkboard	chalkboard	NN
37060	3228	12	.	.	.
37060	3229	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3229	2	hated	hate	VBD
37060	3229	3	to	to	TO
37060	3229	4	reply	reply	VB
37060	3229	5	,	,	,
37060	3229	6	but	but	CC
37060	3229	7	feared	fear	VBD
37060	3229	8	that	that	IN
37060	3229	9	silence	silence	NN
37060	3229	10	on	on	IN
37060	3229	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3229	12	behalf	behalf	NN
37060	3229	13	would	would	MD
37060	3229	14	stir	stir	VB
37060	3229	15	a	a	DT
37060	3229	16	need	need	NN
37060	3229	17	in	in	IN
37060	3229	18	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3229	19	to	to	TO
37060	3229	20	"	"	``
37060	3229	21	seek	seek	VB
37060	3229	22	and	and	CC
37060	3229	23	find	find	VB
37060	3229	24	,	,	,
37060	3229	25	"	"	''
37060	3229	26	as	as	IN
37060	3229	27	if	if	IN
37060	3229	28	involved	involve	VBN
37060	3229	29	in	in	IN
37060	3229	30	some	some	DT
37060	3229	31	childish	childish	JJ
37060	3229	32	game	game	NN
37060	3229	33	;	;	:
37060	3229	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3229	35	gathered	gather	VBD
37060	3229	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3229	37	faculties	faculty	NNS
37060	3229	38	together	together	RB
37060	3229	39	and	and	CC
37060	3229	40	forced	force	VBD
37060	3229	41	a	a	DT
37060	3229	42	faint	faint	JJ
37060	3229	43	"	"	``
37060	3229	44	Bye	bye	NN
37060	3229	45	"	"	''
37060	3229	46	from	from	IN
37060	3229	47	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3229	48	lips	lip	NNS
37060	3229	49	.	.	.
37060	3230	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3230	2	did	do	VBD
37060	3230	3	not	not	RB
37060	3230	4	sound	sound	VB
37060	3230	5	enthused	enthuse	VBN
37060	3230	6	,	,	,
37060	3230	7	but	but	CC
37060	3230	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3230	9	produced	produce	VBD
37060	3230	10	the	the	DT
37060	3230	11	desired	desire	VBN
37060	3230	12	effect	effect	NN
37060	3230	13	.	.	.
37060	3231	1	The	the	DT
37060	3231	2	back	back	JJ
37060	3231	3	door	door	NN
37060	3231	4	closed	close	VBD
37060	3231	5	abruptly	abruptly	RB
37060	3231	6	and	and	CC
37060	3231	7	silence	silence	NN
37060	3231	8	followed	follow	VBD
37060	3231	9	.	.	.
37060	3232	1	As	as	IN
37060	3232	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3232	3	adjusted	adjust	VBD
37060	3232	4	to	to	IN
37060	3232	5	school	school	NN
37060	3232	6	,	,	,
37060	3232	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3232	8	became	become	VBD
37060	3232	9	more	more	RBR
37060	3232	10	outgoing	outgoing	JJ
37060	3232	11	,	,	,
37060	3232	12	reacquainting	reacquaint	VBG
37060	3232	13	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3232	14	with	with	IN
37060	3232	15	former	former	JJ
37060	3232	16	classmates	classmate	NNS
37060	3232	17	and	and	CC
37060	3232	18	introducing	introduce	VBG
37060	3232	19	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3232	20	to	to	IN
37060	3232	21	"	"	``
37060	3232	22	new	new	JJ
37060	3232	23	"	"	''
37060	3232	24	students	student	NNS
37060	3232	25	.	.	.
37060	3233	1	A	a	DT
37060	3233	2	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	3233	3	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	3233	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3233	5	to	to	TO
37060	3233	6	join	join	VB
37060	3233	7	the	the	DT
37060	3233	8	year	year	NN
37060	3233	9	book	book	NNP
37060	3233	10	committee	committee	NN
37060	3233	11	,	,	,
37060	3233	12	and	and	CC
37060	3233	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3233	14	was	be	VBD
37060	3233	15	selected	select	VBN
37060	3233	16	as	as	IN
37060	3233	17	one	one	CD
37060	3233	18	of	of	IN
37060	3233	19	three	three	CD
37060	3233	20	"	"	``
37060	3233	21	Art	art	NN
37060	3233	22	Editors	editor	NNS
37060	3233	23	.	.	.
37060	3233	24	"	"	''
37060	3234	1	School	school	NN
37060	3234	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3234	3	actually	actually	RB
37060	3234	4	beginning	begin	VBG
37060	3234	5	to	to	TO
37060	3234	6	be	be	VB
37060	3234	7	fun	fun	JJ
37060	3234	8	for	for	IN
37060	3234	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3234	10	,	,	,
37060	3234	11	and	and	CC
37060	3234	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3234	13	inhibitions	inhibition	NNS
37060	3234	14	were	be	VBD
37060	3234	15	swallowed	swallow	VBN
37060	3234	16	by	by	IN
37060	3234	17	enthusiasm	enthusiasm	NN
37060	3234	18	.	.	.
37060	3235	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3235	2	wig	wig	NN
37060	3235	3	,	,	,
37060	3235	4	though	though	IN
37060	3235	5	a	a	DT
37060	3235	6	constant	constant	JJ
37060	3235	7	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	3235	8	,	,	,
37060	3235	9	was	be	VBD
37060	3235	10	not	not	RB
37060	3235	11	a	a	DT
37060	3235	12	source	source	NN
37060	3235	13	of	of	IN
37060	3235	14	fear	fear	NN
37060	3235	15	and	and	CC
37060	3235	16	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	3235	17	,	,	,
37060	3235	18	though	though	IN
37060	3235	19	an	an	DT
37060	3235	20	inconvenience	inconvenience	NN
37060	3235	21	,	,	,
37060	3235	22	was	be	VBD
37060	3235	23	something	something	NN
37060	3235	24	with	with	IN
37060	3235	25	which	which	WDT
37060	3235	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3235	27	had	have	VBD
37060	3235	28	learned	learn	VBN
37060	3235	29	to	to	TO
37060	3235	30	live	live	VB
37060	3235	31	.	.	.
37060	3236	1	While	while	IN
37060	3236	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3236	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3236	4	not	not	RB
37060	3236	5	"	"	``
37060	3236	6	popular	popular	JJ
37060	3236	7	"	"	''
37060	3236	8	at	at	IN
37060	3236	9	school	school	NN
37060	3236	10	,	,	,
37060	3236	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3236	12	was	be	VBD
37060	3236	13	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	3236	14	and	and	CC
37060	3236	15	had	have	VBD
37060	3236	16	several	several	JJ
37060	3236	17	good	good	JJ
37060	3236	18	friends	friend	NNS
37060	3236	19	;	;	:
37060	3236	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3236	21	was	be	VBD
37060	3236	22	all	all	DT
37060	3236	23	that	that	WDT
37060	3236	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3236	25	had	have	VBD
37060	3236	26	ever	ever	RB
37060	3236	27	desired	desire	VBN
37060	3236	28	from	from	IN
37060	3236	29	social	social	JJ
37060	3236	30	groups	group	NNS
37060	3236	31	,	,	,
37060	3236	32	and	and	CC
37060	3236	33	was	be	VBD
37060	3236	34	as	as	RB
37060	3236	35	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	3236	36	as	as	IN
37060	3236	37	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3236	38	self	self	NN
37060	3236	39	-	-	HYPH
37060	3236	40	consciousness	consciousness	NN
37060	3236	41	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	3236	42	.	.	.
37060	3237	1	Because	because	IN
37060	3237	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3237	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3237	4	begun	begin	VBN
37060	3237	5	a	a	DT
37060	3237	6	new	new	JJ
37060	3237	7	year	year	NN
37060	3237	8	,	,	,
37060	3237	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3237	10	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3237	11	compelled	compel	VBD
37060	3237	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3237	13	to	to	TO
37060	3237	14	go	go	VB
37060	3237	15	to	to	IN
37060	3237	16	church	church	NN
37060	3237	17	and	and	CC
37060	3237	18	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3237	19	related	related	JJ
37060	3237	20	functions	function	NNS
37060	3237	21	as	as	RB
37060	3237	22	well	well	RB
37060	3237	23	.	.	.
37060	3238	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3238	2	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	3238	3	for	for	IN
37060	3238	4	the	the	DT
37060	3238	5	best	good	JJS
37060	3238	6	,	,	,
37060	3238	7	and	and	CC
37060	3238	8	for	for	IN
37060	3238	9	a	a	DT
37060	3238	10	brief	brief	JJ
37060	3238	11	time	time	NN
37060	3238	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3238	13	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3238	14	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	3238	15	attuned	attuned	JJ
37060	3238	16	to	to	IN
37060	3238	17	the	the	DT
37060	3238	18	group	group	NN
37060	3238	19	and	and	CC
37060	3238	20	attempted	attempt	VBD
37060	3238	21	to	to	TO
37060	3238	22	involve	involve	VB
37060	3238	23	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3238	24	in	in	IN
37060	3238	25	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	3238	26	.	.	.
37060	3239	1	As	as	IN
37060	3239	2	the	the	DT
37060	3239	3	year	year	NN
37060	3239	4	progressed	progress	VBD
37060	3239	5	,	,	,
37060	3239	6	however	however	RB
37060	3239	7	,	,	,
37060	3239	8	the	the	DT
37060	3239	9	tightly	tightly	RB
37060	3239	10	woven	weave	VBN
37060	3239	11	friendships	friendship	NNS
37060	3239	12	no	no	RB
37060	3239	13	longer	long	RBR
37060	3239	14	peered	peer	VBN
37060	3239	15	outside	outside	RB
37060	3239	16	of	of	IN
37060	3239	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3239	18	circle	circle	NN
37060	3239	19	,	,	,
37060	3239	20	and	and	CC
37060	3239	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3239	22	once	once	RB
37060	3239	23	again	again	RB
37060	3239	24	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3239	25	shunned	shunned	JJ
37060	3239	26	;	;	:
37060	3239	27	there	there	EX
37060	3239	28	were	be	VBD
37060	3239	29	several	several	JJ
37060	3239	30	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	3239	31	who	who	WP
37060	3239	32	were	be	VBD
37060	3239	33	always	always	RB
37060	3239	34	friendly	friendly	JJ
37060	3239	35	to	to	IN
37060	3239	36	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	3239	37	,	,	,
37060	3239	38	yet	yet	CC
37060	3239	39	without	without	IN
37060	3239	40	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3239	41	support	support	NN
37060	3239	42	,	,	,
37060	3239	43	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3239	44	alienation	alienation	NN
37060	3239	45	from	from	IN
37060	3239	46	the	the	DT
37060	3239	47	group	group	NN
37060	3239	48	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3239	49	as	as	IN
37060	3239	50	concrete	concrete	JJ
37060	3239	51	as	as	IN
37060	3239	52	the	the	DT
37060	3239	53	church	church	NN
37060	3239	54	's	's	POS
37060	3239	55	foundation	foundation	NN
37060	3239	56	.	.	.
37060	3240	1	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	3240	2	10	10	CD
37060	3240	3	,	,	,
37060	3240	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	3240	5	...	...	:
37060	3240	6	Church	Church	NNP
37060	3240	7	and	and	CC
37060	3240	8	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	3240	9	School	School	NNP
37060	3240	10	.	.	.
37060	3241	1	Felt	feel	VBD
37060	3241	2	really	really	RB
37060	3241	3	out	out	IN
37060	3241	4	of	of	IN
37060	3241	5	things	thing	NNS
37060	3241	6	.	.	.
37060	3242	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3242	2	almost	almost	RB
37060	3242	3	cried	cry	VBD
37060	3242	4	.	.	.
37060	3243	1	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	3243	2	28	28	CD
37060	3243	3	,	,	,
37060	3243	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	3243	5	...	...	:
37060	3243	6	Share	Share	NNP
37060	3243	7	Group	Group	NNP
37060	3243	8	tonite	tonite	NN
37060	3243	9	.	.	.
37060	3244	1	Only	only	RB
37060	3244	2	one	one	CD
37060	3244	3	person	person	NN
37060	3244	4	said	say	VBD
37060	3244	5	hi	hi	UH
37060	3244	6	to	to	IN
37060	3244	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3244	8	when	when	WRB
37060	3244	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3244	10	came	come	VBD
37060	3244	11	in	in	RP
37060	3244	12	.	.	.
37060	3245	1	Cried	cry	VBN
37060	3245	2	at	at	IN
37060	3245	3	home	home	NN
37060	3245	4	.	.	.
37060	3246	1	That	that	DT
37060	3246	2	which	which	WDT
37060	3246	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3246	4	found	find	VBD
37060	3246	5	most	most	RBS
37060	3246	6	distressing	distressing	JJ
37060	3246	7	was	be	VBD
37060	3246	8	the	the	DT
37060	3246	9	fact	fact	NN
37060	3246	10	that	that	IN
37060	3246	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3246	12	had	have	VBD
37060	3246	13	to	to	TO
37060	3246	14	be	be	VB
37060	3246	15	among	among	IN
37060	3246	16	people	people	NNS
37060	3246	17	who	who	WP
37060	3246	18	did	do	VBD
37060	3246	19	not	not	RB
37060	3246	20	care	care	VB
37060	3246	21	for	for	IN
37060	3246	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3246	23	company	company	NN
37060	3246	24	and	and	CC
37060	3246	25	simultaneously	simultaneously	RB
37060	3246	26	engender	engender	RBR
37060	3246	27	religious	religious	JJ
37060	3246	28	and	and	CC
37060	3246	29	meaningful	meaningful	JJ
37060	3246	30	growth	growth	NN
37060	3246	31	through	through	IN
37060	3246	32	this	this	DT
37060	3246	33	association	association	NN
37060	3246	34	and	and	CC
37060	3246	35	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	3246	36	.	.	.
37060	3247	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3247	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3247	3	being	be	VBG
37060	3247	4	asked	ask	VBD
37060	3247	5	to	to	TO
37060	3247	6	fulfill	fulfill	VB
37060	3247	7	an	an	DT
37060	3247	8	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	3247	9	dream	dream	NN
37060	3247	10	.	.	.
37060	3248	1	Religion	religion	NN
37060	3248	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3248	3	intended	intend	VBN
37060	3248	4	to	to	TO
37060	3248	5	be	be	VB
37060	3248	6	an	an	DT
37060	3248	7	uplifting	uplifting	JJ
37060	3248	8	experience	experience	NN
37060	3248	9	;	;	:
37060	3248	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3248	11	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3248	12	only	only	RB
37060	3248	13	emptiness	emptiness	NN
37060	3248	14	.	.	.
37060	3249	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3249	2	would	would	MD
37060	3249	3	be	be	VB
37060	3249	4	a	a	DT
37060	3249	5	long	long	JJ
37060	3249	6	and	and	CC
37060	3249	7	solitary	solitary	JJ
37060	3249	8	road	road	NN
37060	3249	9	,	,	,
37060	3249	10	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	3249	11	,	,	,
37060	3249	12	but	but	CC
37060	3249	13	fulfillment	fulfillment	NN
37060	3249	14	would	would	MD
37060	3249	15	come	come	VB
37060	3249	16	.	.	.
37060	3250	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3250	2	would	would	MD
37060	3250	3	side	side	VB
37060	3250	4	-	-	HYPH
37060	3250	5	step	step	VB
37060	3250	6	the	the	DT
37060	3250	7	busy	busy	JJ
37060	3250	8	highway	highway	NN
37060	3250	9	and	and	CC
37060	3250	10	seek	seek	VB
37060	3250	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3250	12	peace	peace	NN
37060	3250	13	alone	alone	RB
37060	3250	14	.	.	.
37060	3251	1	The	the	DT
37060	3251	2	changes	change	NNS
37060	3251	3	at	at	IN
37060	3251	4	home	home	NN
37060	3251	5	were	be	VBD
37060	3251	6	now	now	RB
37060	3251	7	quite	quite	RB
37060	3251	8	visible	visible	JJ
37060	3251	9	,	,	,
37060	3251	10	for	for	IN
37060	3251	11	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3251	12	had	have	VBD
37060	3251	13	transformed	transform	VBN
37060	3251	14	into	into	IN
37060	3251	15	an	an	DT
37060	3251	16	all	all	DT
37060	3251	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	3251	18	day	day	NN
37060	3251	19	phenomenon	phenomenon	NN
37060	3251	20	,	,	,
37060	3251	21	righting	right	VBG
37060	3251	22	wrongs	wrong	NNS
37060	3251	23	,	,	,
37060	3251	24	remodeling	remodeling	NN
37060	3251	25	and	and	CC
37060	3251	26	redecorating	redecorate	VBG
37060	3251	27	with	with	IN
37060	3251	28	such	such	JJ
37060	3251	29	diligence	diligence	NN
37060	3251	30	that	that	IN
37060	3251	31	,	,	,
37060	3251	32	to	to	TO
37060	3251	33	watch	watch	VB
37060	3251	34	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3251	35	,	,	,
37060	3251	36	one	one	PRP
37060	3251	37	might	may	MD
37060	3251	38	well	well	RB
37060	3251	39	have	have	VB
37060	3251	40	thought	think	VBN
37060	3251	41	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3251	42	employment	employment	NN
37060	3251	43	was	be	VBD
37060	3251	44	for	for	IN
37060	3251	45	pay	pay	NN
37060	3251	46	.	.	.
37060	3252	1	Throughout	throughout	IN
37060	3252	2	the	the	DT
37060	3252	3	week	week	NN
37060	3252	4	,	,	,
37060	3252	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3252	6	retrieved	retrieve	VBD
37060	3252	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3252	8	from	from	IN
37060	3252	9	school	school	NN
37060	3252	10	,	,	,
37060	3252	11	and	and	CC
37060	3252	12	often	often	RB
37060	3252	13	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3252	14	would	would	MD
37060	3252	15	stop	stop	VB
37060	3252	16	for	for	IN
37060	3252	17	a	a	DT
37060	3252	18	snack	snack	NN
37060	3252	19	,	,	,
37060	3252	20	browsing	browse	VBG
37060	3252	21	in	in	RP
37060	3252	22	shops	shop	NNS
37060	3252	23	afterwards	afterwards	RB
37060	3252	24	;	;	:
37060	3252	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3252	26	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	3252	27	these	these	DT
37060	3252	28	outings	outing	NNS
37060	3252	29	,	,	,
37060	3252	30	especially	especially	RB
37060	3252	31	after	after	IN
37060	3252	32	a	a	DT
37060	3252	33	wearing	wear	VBG
37060	3252	34	day	day	NN
37060	3252	35	.	.	.
37060	3253	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3253	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3253	3	now	now	RB
37060	3253	4	the	the	DT
37060	3253	5	one	one	NN
37060	3253	6	who	who	WP
37060	3253	7	received	receive	VBD
37060	3253	8	news	news	NN
37060	3253	9	while	while	IN
37060	3253	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3253	11	was	be	VBD
37060	3253	12	still	still	RB
37060	3253	13	fresh	fresh	JJ
37060	3253	14	,	,	,
37060	3253	15	gaining	gain	VBG
37060	3253	16	first	first	JJ
37060	3253	17	hand	hand	NN
37060	3253	18	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	3253	19	which	which	WDT
37060	3253	20	often	often	RB
37060	3253	21	a	a	DT
37060	3253	22	child	child	NN
37060	3253	23	would	would	MD
37060	3253	24	neglect	neglect	VB
37060	3253	25	to	to	TO
37060	3253	26	pass	pass	VB
37060	3253	27	on	on	RP
37060	3253	28	a	a	DT
37060	3253	29	second	second	JJ
37060	3253	30	time	time	NN
37060	3253	31	to	to	IN
37060	3253	32	a	a	DT
37060	3253	33	working	work	VBG
37060	3253	34	father	father	NN
37060	3253	35	;	;	:
37060	3253	36	with	with	IN
37060	3253	37	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3253	38	retirement	retirement	NN
37060	3253	39	,	,	,
37060	3253	40	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3253	41	was	be	VBD
37060	3253	42	especially	especially	RB
37060	3253	43	important	important	JJ
37060	3253	44	that	that	IN
37060	3253	45	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3253	46	did	do	VBD
37060	3253	47	not	not	RB
37060	3253	48	feel	feel	VB
37060	3253	49	cast	cast	VBN
37060	3253	50	out	out	IN
37060	3253	51	of	of	IN
37060	3253	52	the	the	DT
37060	3253	53	mainstream	mainstream	NN
37060	3253	54	.	.	.
37060	3254	1	Another	another	DT
37060	3254	2	visible	visible	JJ
37060	3254	3	change	change	NN
37060	3254	4	in	in	IN
37060	3254	5	the	the	DT
37060	3254	6	household	household	NN
37060	3254	7	was	be	VBD
37060	3254	8	the	the	DT
37060	3254	9	reappearance	reappearance	NN
37060	3254	10	of	of	IN
37060	3254	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3254	12	brother	brother	NN
37060	3254	13	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3254	14	,	,	,
37060	3254	15	who	who	WP
37060	3254	16	,	,	,
37060	3254	17	following	follow	VBG
37060	3254	18	the	the	DT
37060	3254	19	collapse	collapse	NN
37060	3254	20	of	of	IN
37060	3254	21	certain	certain	JJ
37060	3254	22	jobs	job	NNS
37060	3254	23	and	and	CC
37060	3254	24	aspirations	aspiration	NNS
37060	3254	25	in	in	IN
37060	3254	26	Chicago	Chicago	NNP
37060	3254	27	,	,	,
37060	3254	28	decided	decide	VBD
37060	3254	29	to	to	TO
37060	3254	30	come	come	VB
37060	3254	31	home	home	RB
37060	3254	32	to	to	IN
37060	3254	33	more	more	RBR
37060	3254	34	hospitable	hospitable	JJ
37060	3254	35	surroundings	surrounding	NNS
37060	3254	36	and	and	CC
37060	3254	37	search	search	VB
37060	3254	38	for	for	IN
37060	3254	39	employment	employment	NN
37060	3254	40	opportunities	opportunity	NNS
37060	3254	41	.	.	.
37060	3255	1	Although	although	IN
37060	3255	2	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3255	3	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3255	4	were	be	VBD
37060	3255	5	blackened	blacken	VBN
37060	3255	6	in	in	IN
37060	3255	7	the	the	DT
37060	3255	8	figurative	figurative	JJ
37060	3255	9	sense	sense	NN
37060	3255	10	,	,	,
37060	3255	11	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	3255	12	slowed	slow	VBD
37060	3255	13	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3255	14	down	down	RP
37060	3255	15	.	.	.
37060	3256	1	Each	each	DT
37060	3256	2	day	day	NN
37060	3256	3	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3256	4	feet	foot	NNS
37060	3256	5	scoured	scour	VBD
37060	3256	6	the	the	DT
37060	3256	7	cement	cement	NN
37060	3256	8	;	;	:
37060	3256	9	no	no	DT
37060	3256	10	door	door	NN
37060	3256	11	was	be	VBD
37060	3256	12	left	leave	VBN
37060	3256	13	unopened	unopened	JJ
37060	3256	14	.	.	.
37060	3257	1	If	if	IN
37060	3257	2	there	there	EX
37060	3257	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3257	4	a	a	DT
37060	3257	5	job	job	NN
37060	3257	6	to	to	TO
37060	3257	7	be	be	VB
37060	3257	8	had	have	VBN
37060	3257	9	in	in	IN
37060	3257	10	the	the	DT
37060	3257	11	area	area	NN
37060	3257	12	,	,	,
37060	3257	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3257	14	would	would	MD
37060	3257	15	find	find	VB
37060	3257	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3257	17	.	.	.
37060	3258	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3258	2	did	do	VBD
37060	3258	3	not	not	RB
37060	3258	4	take	take	VB
37060	3258	5	very	very	RB
37060	3258	6	long	long	RB
37060	3258	7	for	for	IN
37060	3258	8	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3258	9	's	's	POS
37060	3258	10	search	search	NN
37060	3258	11	to	to	TO
37060	3258	12	reach	reach	VB
37060	3258	13	an	an	DT
37060	3258	14	end	end	NN
37060	3258	15	,	,	,
37060	3258	16	and	and	CC
37060	3258	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3258	18	gladly	gladly	RB
37060	3258	19	left	leave	VBD
37060	3258	20	the	the	DT
37060	3258	21	"	"	``
37060	3258	22	street	street	NN
37060	3258	23	sweeping	sweeping	NN
37060	3258	24	"	"	''
37060	3258	25	to	to	IN
37060	3258	26	someone	someone	NN
37060	3258	27	else	else	RB
37060	3258	28	.	.	.
37060	3259	1	Working	work	VBG
37060	3259	2	for	for	IN
37060	3259	3	an	an	DT
37060	3259	4	elevator	elevator	NN
37060	3259	5	company	company	NN
37060	3259	6	,	,	,
37060	3259	7	as	as	IN
37060	3259	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3259	9	turned	turn	VBD
37060	3259	10	out	out	RP
37060	3259	11	,	,	,
37060	3259	12	did	do	VBD
37060	3259	13	not	not	RB
37060	3259	14	have	have	VB
37060	3259	15	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3259	16	ups	up	NNS
37060	3259	17	and	and	CC
37060	3259	18	down	down	RB
37060	3259	19	,	,	,
37060	3259	20	and	and	CC
37060	3259	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3259	22	brother	brother	NN
37060	3259	23	found	find	VBD
37060	3259	24	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3259	25	adequately	adequately	RB
37060	3259	26	employed	employ	VBN
37060	3259	27	in	in	IN
37060	3259	28	a	a	DT
37060	3259	29	stable	stable	JJ
37060	3259	30	firm	firm	NN
37060	3259	31	.	.	.
37060	3260	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3260	2	too	too	RB
37060	3260	3	reaped	reap	VBD
37060	3260	4	the	the	DT
37060	3260	5	benefits	benefit	NNS
37060	3260	6	of	of	IN
37060	3260	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3260	8	new	new	JJ
37060	3260	9	position	position	NN
37060	3260	10	when	when	WRB
37060	3260	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3260	12	took	take	VBD
37060	3260	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3260	14	to	to	IN
37060	3260	15	the	the	DT
37060	3260	16	company	company	NN
37060	3260	17	's	's	POS
37060	3260	18	annual	annual	JJ
37060	3260	19	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	3260	20	.	.	.
37060	3261	1	"	"	``
37060	3261	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3261	3	would	would	MD
37060	3261	4	n't	not	RB
37060	3261	5	believe	believe	VB
37060	3261	6	the	the	DT
37060	3261	7	size	size	NN
37060	3261	8	of	of	IN
37060	3261	9	the	the	DT
37060	3261	10	roast	roast	NN
37060	3261	11	and	and	CC
37060	3261	12	potato	potato	NN
37060	3261	13	!	!	.
37060	3261	14	"	"	''
37060	3262	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3262	2	raved	rave	VBD
37060	3262	3	in	in	IN
37060	3262	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3262	5	diary	diary	NN
37060	3262	6	;	;	:
37060	3262	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3262	8	was	be	VBD
37060	3262	9	duly	duly	RB
37060	3262	10	impressed	impressed	JJ
37060	3262	11	.	.	.
37060	3263	1	Meanwhile	meanwhile	RB
37060	3263	2	...	...	:
37060	3263	3	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	3263	4	17	17	CD
37060	3263	5	,	,	,
37060	3263	6	1976	1976	CD
37060	3263	7	...	...	.
37060	3264	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3264	2	and	and	CC
37060	3264	3	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3264	4	went	go	VBD
37060	3264	5	on	on	IN
37060	3264	6	a	a	DT
37060	3264	7	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	3264	8	.	.	.
37060	3265	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3265	2	may	may	MD
37060	3265	3	be	be	VB
37060	3265	4	gone	go	VBN
37060	3265	5	a	a	DT
37060	3265	6	month	month	NN
37060	3265	7	.	.	.
37060	3266	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3266	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	3266	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3266	4	quit	quit	VBP
37060	3266	5	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3266	6	jobs	job	NNS
37060	3266	7	!	!	.
37060	3267	1	At	at	IN
37060	3267	2	the	the	DT
37060	3267	3	time	time	NN
37060	3267	4	,	,	,
37060	3267	5	jobs	job	NNS
37060	3267	6	were	be	VBD
37060	3267	7	scarce	scarce	JJ
37060	3267	8	,	,	,
37060	3267	9	and	and	CC
37060	3267	10	most	most	JJS
37060	3267	11	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	3267	12	were	be	VBD
37060	3267	13	taking	take	VBG
37060	3267	14	precautions	precaution	NNS
37060	3267	15	to	to	TO
37060	3267	16	assure	assure	VB
37060	3267	17	that	that	IN
37060	3267	18	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3267	19	held	hold	VBD
37060	3267	20	secure	secure	JJ
37060	3267	21	positions	position	NNS
37060	3267	22	and	and	CC
37060	3267	23	did	do	VBD
37060	3267	24	not	not	RB
37060	3267	25	create	create	VB
37060	3267	26	any	any	DT
37060	3267	27	inconveniences	inconvenience	NNS
37060	3267	28	within	within	IN
37060	3267	29	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3267	30	company	company	NN
37060	3267	31	.	.	.
37060	3268	1	The	the	DT
37060	3268	2	sudden	sudden	JJ
37060	3268	3	flight	flight	NN
37060	3268	4	on	on	IN
37060	3268	5	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	3268	6	and	and	CC
37060	3268	7	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3268	8	's	's	POS
37060	3268	9	behalf	behalf	NN
37060	3268	10	was	be	VBD
37060	3268	11	a	a	DT
37060	3268	12	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	3268	13	and	and	CC
37060	3268	14	concern	concern	NN
37060	3268	15	to	to	IN
37060	3268	16	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3268	17	,	,	,
37060	3268	18	yet	yet	CC
37060	3268	19	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	3268	20	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	3268	21	to	to	TO
37060	3268	22	be	be	VB
37060	3268	23	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	3268	24	.	.	.
37060	3269	1	"	"	``
37060	3269	2	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	3269	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3269	4	are	be	VBP
37060	3269	5	taking	take	VBG
37060	3269	6	a	a	DT
37060	3269	7	honeymoon	honeymoon	NN
37060	3269	8	that	that	WDT
37060	3269	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	3269	10	three	three	CD
37060	3269	11	years	year	NNS
37060	3269	12	overdue	overdue	JJ
37060	3269	13	,	,	,
37060	3269	14	"	"	``
37060	3269	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3269	16	thought	think	VBD
37060	3269	17	,	,	,
37060	3269	18	and	and	CC
37060	3269	19	wiped	wipe	VBD
37060	3269	20	the	the	DT
37060	3269	21	cobwebs	cobwebs	NN
37060	3269	22	of	of	IN
37060	3269	23	apprehension	apprehension	NN
37060	3269	24	from	from	IN
37060	3269	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3269	26	mind	mind	NN
37060	3269	27	;	;	:
37060	3269	28	"	"	``
37060	3269	29	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3269	30	will	will	MD
37060	3269	31	sure	sure	RB
37060	3269	32	seem	seem	VB
37060	3269	33	strange	strange	JJ
37060	3269	34	without	without	IN
37060	3269	35	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3269	36	on	on	IN
37060	3269	37	Thanksgiving	Thanksgiving	NNP
37060	3269	38	,	,	,
37060	3269	39	though	though	RB
37060	3269	40	,	,	,
37060	3269	41	"	"	``
37060	3269	42	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3269	43	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	3269	44	drearily	drearily	RB
37060	3269	45	.	.	.
37060	3270	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3270	2	consultations	consultation	NNS
37060	3270	3	at	at	IN
37060	3270	4	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	3270	5	Clinic	Clinic	NNP
37060	3270	6	were	be	VBD
37060	3270	7	scheduled	schedule	VBN
37060	3270	8	every	every	DT
37060	3270	9	three	three	CD
37060	3270	10	months	month	NNS
37060	3270	11	for	for	IN
37060	3270	12	the	the	DT
37060	3270	13	first	first	JJ
37060	3270	14	year	year	NN
37060	3270	15	following	follow	VBG
37060	3270	16	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	3270	17	,	,	,
37060	3270	18	with	with	IN
37060	3270	19	the	the	DT
37060	3270	20	first	first	JJ
37060	3270	21	check	check	NN
37060	3270	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	3270	23	up	up	RP
37060	3270	24	falling	fall	VBG
37060	3270	25	one	one	CD
37060	3270	26	week	week	NN
37060	3270	27	before	before	IN
37060	3270	28	Thanksgiving	Thanksgiving	NNP
37060	3270	29	.	.	.
37060	3271	1	The	the	DT
37060	3271	2	blood	blood	NN
37060	3271	3	tests	test	NNS
37060	3271	4	and	and	CC
37060	3271	5	X	x	NN
37060	3271	6	-	-	NN
37060	3271	7	ray	ray	NNP
37060	3271	8	were	be	VBD
37060	3271	9	the	the	DT
37060	3271	10	only	only	JJ
37060	3271	11	tests	test	NNS
37060	3271	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3271	13	was	be	VBD
37060	3271	14	given	give	VBN
37060	3271	15	,	,	,
37060	3271	16	which	which	WDT
37060	3271	17	did	do	VBD
37060	3271	18	not	not	RB
37060	3271	19	seem	seem	VB
37060	3271	20	at	at	RB
37060	3271	21	all	all	RB
37060	3271	22	rigorous	rigorous	JJ
37060	3271	23	to	to	IN
37060	3271	24	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3271	25	.	.	.
37060	3272	1	Although	although	IN
37060	3272	2	blood	blood	NN
37060	3272	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3272	4	increasingly	increasingly	RB
37060	3272	5	more	more	RBR
37060	3272	6	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	3272	7	to	to	TO
37060	3272	8	extract	extract	VB
37060	3272	9	due	due	IN
37060	3272	10	to	to	IN
37060	3272	11	the	the	DT
37060	3272	12	scar	scar	NN
37060	3272	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	3272	14	tissue	tissue	NN
37060	3272	15	present	present	NN
37060	3272	16	in	in	IN
37060	3272	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3272	18	veins	vein	NNS
37060	3272	19	from	from	IN
37060	3272	20	the	the	DT
37060	3272	21	many	many	JJ
37060	3272	22	needles	needle	NNS
37060	3272	23	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3272	24	had	have	VBD
37060	3272	25	endured	endure	VBN
37060	3272	26	,	,	,
37060	3272	27	the	the	DT
37060	3272	28	blood	blood	NN
37060	3272	29	tests	test	NNS
37060	3272	30	were	be	VBD
37060	3272	31	not	not	RB
37060	3272	32	a	a	DT
37060	3272	33	threat	threat	NN
37060	3272	34	to	to	IN
37060	3272	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3272	36	well	well	NN
37060	3272	37	-	-	HYPH
37060	3272	38	being	being	NN
37060	3272	39	;	;	:
37060	3272	40	X	X	NNS
37060	3272	41	-	-	NNS
37060	3272	42	rays	ray	NNS
37060	3272	43	also	also	RB
37060	3272	44	,	,	,
37060	3272	45	were	be	VBD
37060	3272	46	painless	painless	JJ
37060	3272	47	.	.	.
37060	3273	1	In	in	IN
37060	3273	2	the	the	DT
37060	3273	3	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	3273	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3273	5	met	meet	VBD
37060	3273	6	with	with	IN
37060	3273	7	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	3273	8	E.	E.	NNP
37060	3273	9	for	for	IN
37060	3273	10	the	the	DT
37060	3273	11	consultation	consultation	NN
37060	3273	12	and	and	CC
37060	3273	13	found	find	VBD
37060	3273	14	that	that	IN
37060	3273	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3273	16	health	health	NN
37060	3273	17	was	be	VBD
37060	3273	18	perfectly	perfectly	RB
37060	3273	19	sound	sound	JJ
37060	3273	20	.	.	.
37060	3274	1	The	the	DT
37060	3274	2	only	only	JJ
37060	3274	3	concern	concern	NN
37060	3274	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3274	5	for	for	IN
37060	3274	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3274	7	lungs	lung	NNS
37060	3274	8	,	,	,
37060	3274	9	which	which	WDT
37060	3274	10	housed	house	VBD
37060	3274	11	a	a	DT
37060	3274	12	small	small	JJ
37060	3274	13	"	"	``
37060	3274	14	spot	spot	NN
37060	3274	15	"	"	''
37060	3274	16	of	of	IN
37060	3274	17	unknown	unknown	JJ
37060	3274	18	character	character	NN
37060	3274	19	;	;	:
37060	3274	20	this	this	DT
37060	3274	21	would	would	MD
37060	3274	22	be	be	VB
37060	3274	23	monitored	monitor	VBN
37060	3274	24	through	through	IN
37060	3274	25	X	X	NNS
37060	3274	26	-	-	NNS
37060	3274	27	rays	ray	NNS
37060	3274	28	the	the	DT
37060	3274	29	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	3274	30	explained	explain	VBD
37060	3274	31	,	,	,
37060	3274	32	and	and	CC
37060	3274	33	should	should	MD
37060	3274	34	cause	cause	VB
37060	3274	35	no	no	DT
37060	3274	36	worry	worry	NN
37060	3274	37	.	.	.
37060	3275	1	All	all	DT
37060	3275	2	signs	sign	NNS
37060	3275	3	were	be	VBD
37060	3275	4	favorable	favorable	JJ
37060	3275	5	;	;	:
37060	3275	6	the	the	DT
37060	3275	7	lungs	lung	NNS
37060	3275	8	would	would	MD
37060	3275	9	be	be	VB
37060	3275	10	watched	watch	VBN
37060	3275	11	as	as	IN
37060	3275	12	a	a	DT
37060	3275	13	precaution	precaution	NN
37060	3275	14	,	,	,
37060	3275	15	since	since	IN
37060	3275	16	those	those	DT
37060	3275	17	having	have	VBG
37060	3275	18	recurrences	recurrence	NNS
37060	3275	19	of	of	IN
37060	3275	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3275	21	type	type	NN
37060	3275	22	of	of	IN
37060	3275	23	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	3275	24	were	be	VBD
37060	3275	25	affected	affect	VBN
37060	3275	26	in	in	IN
37060	3275	27	the	the	DT
37060	3275	28	lungs	lung	NNS
37060	3275	29	.	.	.
37060	3276	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3276	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3276	3	pleased	pleased	JJ
37060	3276	4	with	with	IN
37060	3276	5	the	the	DT
37060	3276	6	outcome	outcome	NN
37060	3276	7	of	of	IN
37060	3276	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3276	9	tests	test	NNS
37060	3276	10	,	,	,
37060	3276	11	but	but	CC
37060	3276	12	did	do	VBD
37060	3276	13	not	not	RB
37060	3276	14	allow	allow	VB
37060	3276	15	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3276	16	to	to	TO
37060	3276	17	overflow	overflow	VB
37060	3276	18	with	with	IN
37060	3276	19	enthusiasm	enthusiasm	NN
37060	3276	20	.	.	.
37060	3277	1	"	"	``
37060	3277	2	Everything	Everything	NNP
37060	3277	3	's	's	POS
37060	3277	4	O.K.	O.K.	NNP
37060	3277	5	,	,	,
37060	3277	6	"	"	''
37060	3277	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3277	8	wrote	write	VBD
37060	3277	9	in	in	IN
37060	3277	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3277	11	diary	diary	NN
37060	3277	12	,	,	,
37060	3277	13	followed	follow	VBN
37060	3277	14	by	by	IN
37060	3277	15	a	a	DT
37060	3277	16	happy	happy	JJ
37060	3277	17	face	face	NN
37060	3277	18	;	;	:
37060	3277	19	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	3277	20	that	that	DT
37060	3277	21	,	,	,
37060	3277	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3277	23	preferred	prefer	VBD
37060	3277	24	not	not	RB
37060	3277	25	to	to	TO
37060	3277	26	think	think	VB
37060	3277	27	about	about	IN
37060	3277	28	health	health	NN
37060	3277	29	,	,	,
37060	3277	30	for	for	IN
37060	3277	31	exuberance	exuberance	NN
37060	3277	32	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3277	33	premature	premature	JJ
37060	3277	34	and	and	CC
37060	3277	35	inappropriate	inappropriate	JJ
37060	3277	36	.	.	.
37060	3278	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3278	2	and	and	CC
37060	3278	3	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3278	4	returned	return	VBD
37060	3278	5	in	in	IN
37060	3278	6	time	time	NN
37060	3278	7	for	for	IN
37060	3278	8	Thanksgiving	Thanksgiving	NNP
37060	3278	9	which	which	WDT
37060	3278	10	delighted	delight	VBD
37060	3278	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3278	12	no	no	DT
37060	3278	13	end	end	NN
37060	3278	14	.	.	.
37060	3279	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3279	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3279	3	been	be	VBN
37060	3279	4	absent	absent	JJ
37060	3279	5	less	less	JJR
37060	3279	6	than	than	IN
37060	3279	7	a	a	DT
37060	3279	8	week	week	NN
37060	3279	9	,	,	,
37060	3279	10	yet	yet	CC
37060	3279	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3279	12	spent	spend	VBD
37060	3279	13	little	little	JJ
37060	3279	14	time	time	NN
37060	3279	15	pondering	ponder	VBG
37060	3279	16	over	over	IN
37060	3279	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3279	18	formerly	formerly	RB
37060	3279	19	stated	state	VBN
37060	3279	20	intention	intention	NN
37060	3279	21	of	of	IN
37060	3279	22	taking	take	VBG
37060	3279	23	a	a	DT
37060	3279	24	month	month	NN
37060	3279	25	's	's	POS
37060	3279	26	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	3279	27	;	;	:
37060	3279	28	practicality	practicality	NN
37060	3279	29	was	be	VBD
37060	3279	30	probably	probably	RB
37060	3279	31	the	the	DT
37060	3279	32	reason	reason	NN
37060	3279	33	for	for	IN
37060	3279	34	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3279	35	hasty	hasty	JJ
37060	3279	36	reappearance	reappearance	NN
37060	3279	37	,	,	,
37060	3279	38	since	since	IN
37060	3279	39	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	3279	40	were	be	VBD
37060	3279	41	in	in	IN
37060	3279	42	ample	ample	JJ
37060	3279	43	supply	supply	NN
37060	3279	44	.	.	.
37060	3280	1	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3280	2	even	even	RB
37060	3280	3	called	call	VBD
37060	3280	4	to	to	TO
37060	3280	5	ask	ask	VB
37060	3280	6	what	what	WP
37060	3280	7	to	to	TO
37060	3280	8	bring	bring	VB
37060	3280	9	for	for	IN
37060	3280	10	the	the	DT
37060	3280	11	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	3280	12	,	,	,
37060	3280	13	and	and	CC
37060	3280	14	on	on	IN
37060	3280	15	the	the	DT
37060	3280	16	day	day	NN
37060	3280	17	of	of	IN
37060	3280	18	the	the	DT
37060	3280	19	feast	feast	NN
37060	3280	20	,	,	,
37060	3280	21	presented	present	VBD
37060	3280	22	a	a	DT
37060	3280	23	loaf	loaf	NN
37060	3280	24	of	of	IN
37060	3280	25	homemade	homemade	JJ
37060	3280	26	pumpkin	pumpkin	NN
37060	3280	27	bread	bread	NN
37060	3280	28	to	to	IN
37060	3280	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3280	30	mom	mom	NN
37060	3280	31	.	.	.
37060	3281	1	Everything	everything	NN
37060	3281	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3281	3	terrific	terrific	JJ
37060	3281	4	and	and	CC
37060	3281	5	consequently	consequently	RB
37060	3281	6	,	,	,
37060	3281	7	depression	depression	NN
37060	3281	8	on	on	IN
37060	3281	9	Thanksgiving	Thanksgiving	NNP
37060	3281	10	Day	Day	NNP
37060	3281	11	made	make	VBD
37060	3281	12	no	no	DT
37060	3281	13	sense	sense	NN
37060	3281	14	.	.	.
37060	3282	1	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	3282	2	25	25	CD
37060	3282	3	,	,	,
37060	3282	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	3282	5	...	...	:
37060	3282	6	Thanksgiving	Thanksgiving	NNP
37060	3282	7	.	.	.
37060	3283	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3283	2	really	really	RB
37060	3283	3	did	do	VBD
37060	3283	4	n't	not	RB
37060	3283	5	eat	eat	VB
37060	3283	6	too	too	RB
37060	3283	7	much	much	RB
37060	3283	8	,	,	,
37060	3283	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3283	10	could	could	MD
37060	3283	11	n't	not	RB
37060	3283	12	.	.	.
37060	3284	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3284	2	did	do	VBD
37060	3284	3	n't	not	RB
37060	3284	4	feel	feel	VB
37060	3284	5	too	too	RB
37060	3284	6	great	great	JJ
37060	3284	7	.	.	.
37060	3285	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3285	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3285	3	really	really	RB
37060	3285	4	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	3285	5	.	.	.
37060	3286	1	Went	go	VBD
37060	3286	2	outside	outside	RB
37060	3286	3	to	to	TO
37060	3286	4	shoot	shoot	VB
37060	3286	5	some	some	DT
37060	3286	6	arrows	arrow	NNS
37060	3286	7	.	.	.
37060	3287	1	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3287	2	came	come	VBD
37060	3287	3	out	out	RP
37060	3287	4	and	and	CC
37060	3287	5	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3287	6	had	have	VBD
37060	3287	7	a	a	DT
37060	3287	8	big	big	JJ
37060	3287	9	talk	talk	NN
37060	3287	10	about	about	IN
37060	3287	11	things	thing	NNS
37060	3287	12	...	...	.
37060	3288	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3288	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3288	3	becoming	become	VBG
37060	3288	4	more	more	RBR
37060	3288	5	susceptible	susceptible	JJ
37060	3288	6	to	to	IN
37060	3288	7	mood	mood	NN
37060	3288	8	fluctuation	fluctuation	NN
37060	3288	9	as	as	IN
37060	3288	10	the	the	DT
37060	3288	11	year	year	NN
37060	3288	12	wore	wear	VBD
37060	3288	13	away	away	RB
37060	3288	14	,	,	,
37060	3288	15	and	and	CC
37060	3288	16	knew	know	VBD
37060	3288	17	that	that	IN
37060	3288	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3288	19	depression	depression	NN
37060	3288	20	was	be	VBD
37060	3288	21	part	part	NN
37060	3288	22	of	of	IN
37060	3288	23	reaching	reach	VBG
37060	3288	24	adulthood	adulthood	NN
37060	3288	25	.	.	.
37060	3289	1	Every	every	DT
37060	3289	2	textbook	textbook	NN
37060	3289	3	revolving	revolve	VBG
37060	3289	4	around	around	IN
37060	3289	5	the	the	DT
37060	3289	6	subject	subject	NN
37060	3289	7	of	of	IN
37060	3289	8	health	health	NN
37060	3289	9	made	make	VBD
37060	3289	10	such	such	JJ
37060	3289	11	statements	statement	NNS
37060	3289	12	,	,	,
37060	3289	13	underlining	underline	VBG
37060	3289	14	the	the	DT
37060	3289	15	fact	fact	NN
37060	3289	16	that	that	IN
37060	3289	17	one	one	PRP
37060	3289	18	's	's	POS
37060	3289	19	teenage	teenage	JJ
37060	3289	20	years	year	NNS
37060	3289	21	were	be	VBD
37060	3289	22	often	often	RB
37060	3289	23	the	the	DT
37060	3289	24	most	most	RBS
37060	3289	25	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	3289	26	to	to	TO
37060	3289	27	bear	bear	VB
37060	3289	28	.	.	.
37060	3290	1	Instability	instability	NN
37060	3290	2	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	3290	3	to	to	TO
37060	3290	4	be	be	VB
37060	3290	5	the	the	DT
37060	3290	6	rule	rule	NN
37060	3290	7	rather	rather	RB
37060	3290	8	than	than	IN
37060	3290	9	the	the	DT
37060	3290	10	exception	exception	NN
37060	3290	11	as	as	IN
37060	3290	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3290	13	body	body	NN
37060	3290	14	and	and	CC
37060	3290	15	mind	mind	NN
37060	3290	16	secured	secure	VBN
37060	3290	17	various	various	JJ
37060	3290	18	realms	realm	NNS
37060	3290	19	of	of	IN
37060	3290	20	adulthood	adulthood	NN
37060	3290	21	yet	yet	RB
37060	3290	22	failed	fail	VBD
37060	3290	23	to	to	TO
37060	3290	24	grasp	grasp	VB
37060	3290	25	the	the	DT
37060	3290	26	elusive	elusive	JJ
37060	3290	27	wholeness	wholeness	NN
37060	3290	28	of	of	IN
37060	3290	29	maturity	maturity	NN
37060	3290	30	.	.	.
37060	3291	1	Moments	moment	NNS
37060	3291	2	of	of	IN
37060	3291	3	bliss	bliss	NN
37060	3291	4	could	could	MD
37060	3291	5	be	be	VB
37060	3291	6	attacked	attack	VBN
37060	3291	7	by	by	IN
37060	3291	8	the	the	DT
37060	3291	9	shadow	shadow	NN
37060	3291	10	of	of	IN
37060	3291	11	torment	torment	NN
37060	3291	12	and	and	CC
37060	3291	13	indecision	indecision	NN
37060	3291	14	.	.	.
37060	3292	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3292	2	wished	wish	VBD
37060	3292	3	to	to	TO
37060	3292	4	be	be	VB
37060	3292	5	the	the	DT
37060	3292	6	self	self	NN
37060	3292	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	3292	8	sufficient	sufficient	JJ
37060	3292	9	master	master	NN
37060	3292	10	of	of	IN
37060	3292	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3292	12	life	life	NN
37060	3292	13	,	,	,
37060	3292	14	yet	yet	CC
37060	3292	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3292	16	first	first	RB
37060	3292	17	needed	need	VBD
37060	3292	18	to	to	TO
37060	3292	19	define	define	VB
37060	3292	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3292	21	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	3292	22	and	and	CC
37060	3292	23	pinpoint	pinpoint	VB
37060	3292	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3292	25	destination	destination	NN
37060	3292	26	.	.	.
37060	3293	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3293	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	3293	3	to	to	TO
37060	3293	4	make	make	VB
37060	3293	5	headway	headway	NN
37060	3293	6	,	,	,
37060	3293	7	to	to	TO
37060	3293	8	abandon	abandon	VB
37060	3293	9	the	the	DT
37060	3293	10	circular	circular	JJ
37060	3293	11	path	path	NN
37060	3293	12	of	of	IN
37060	3293	13	dependence	dependence	NN
37060	3293	14	and	and	CC
37060	3293	15	strike	strike	VB
37060	3293	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3293	17	own	own	JJ
37060	3293	18	course	course	NN
37060	3293	19	through	through	IN
37060	3293	20	shaded	shaded	JJ
37060	3293	21	lairs	lair	NNS
37060	3293	22	of	of	IN
37060	3293	23	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	3293	24	.	.	.
37060	3294	1	One	one	CD
37060	3294	2	area	area	NN
37060	3294	3	in	in	IN
37060	3294	4	which	which	WDT
37060	3294	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3294	6	had	have	VBD
37060	3294	7	little	little	JJ
37060	3294	8	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	3294	9	about	about	IN
37060	3294	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3294	11	inevitable	inevitable	JJ
37060	3294	12	goal	goal	NN
37060	3294	13	was	be	VBD
37060	3294	14	the	the	DT
37060	3294	15	desire	desire	NN
37060	3294	16	for	for	IN
37060	3294	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3294	18	own	own	JJ
37060	3294	19	home	home	NN
37060	3294	20	.	.	.
37060	3295	1	Whenever	whenever	WRB
37060	3295	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3295	3	visited	visit	VBD
37060	3295	4	the	the	DT
37060	3295	5	homes	home	NNS
37060	3295	6	of	of	IN
37060	3295	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3295	8	sister	sister	NN
37060	3295	9	or	or	CC
37060	3295	10	brother	brother	NN
37060	3295	11	,	,	,
37060	3295	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3295	13	could	could	MD
37060	3295	14	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	3295	15	resist	resist	VB
37060	3295	16	a	a	DT
37060	3295	17	long	long	JJ
37060	3295	18	draught	draught	NN
37060	3295	19	of	of	IN
37060	3295	20	intoxicating	intoxicate	VBG
37060	3295	21	enthusiasm	enthusiasm	NN
37060	3295	22	from	from	IN
37060	3295	23	the	the	DT
37060	3295	24	stream	stream	NN
37060	3295	25	of	of	IN
37060	3295	26	ideas	idea	NNS
37060	3295	27	rampaging	rampage	VBG
37060	3295	28	wildly	wildly	RB
37060	3295	29	through	through	IN
37060	3295	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3295	31	head	head	NN
37060	3295	32	.	.	.
37060	3296	1	When	when	WRB
37060	3296	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3296	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3296	4	back	back	RB
37060	3296	5	in	in	IN
37060	3296	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3296	7	room	room	NN
37060	3296	8	again	again	RB
37060	3296	9	,	,	,
37060	3296	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3296	11	surveyed	survey	VBD
37060	3296	12	the	the	DT
37060	3296	13	purchases	purchase	NNS
37060	3296	14	which	which	WDT
37060	3296	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3296	16	had	have	VBD
37060	3296	17	made	make	VBN
37060	3296	18	through	through	IN
37060	3296	19	the	the	DT
37060	3296	20	years	year	NNS
37060	3296	21	and	and	CC
37060	3296	22	happily	happily	RB
37060	3296	23	applauded	applaud	VBD
37060	3296	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3296	25	preference	preference	NN
37060	3296	26	for	for	IN
37060	3296	27	mature	mature	JJ
37060	3296	28	objects	object	NNS
37060	3296	29	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3296	30	aside	aside	RB
37060	3296	31	from	from	IN
37060	3296	32	the	the	DT
37060	3296	33	stuffed	stuff	VBN
37060	3296	34	animals	animal	NNS
37060	3296	35	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3296	36	and	and	CC
37060	3296	37	considered	consider	VBN
37060	3296	38	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3296	39	to	to	TO
37060	3296	40	be	be	VB
37060	3296	41	well	well	RB
37060	3296	42	on	on	IN
37060	3296	43	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3296	44	way	way	NN
37060	3296	45	toward	toward	IN
37060	3296	46	furnishing	furnish	VBG
37060	3296	47	a	a	DT
37060	3296	48	place	place	NN
37060	3296	49	of	of	IN
37060	3296	50	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3296	51	own	own	JJ
37060	3296	52	.	.	.
37060	3297	1	Cogwheels	cogwheel	NNS
37060	3297	2	carrying	carry	VBG
37060	3297	3	new	new	JJ
37060	3297	4	and	and	CC
37060	3297	5	magnificent	magnificent	JJ
37060	3297	6	ideas	idea	NNS
37060	3297	7	continually	continually	RB
37060	3297	8	worked	work	VBD
37060	3297	9	within	within	IN
37060	3297	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3297	11	consciousness	consciousness	NN
37060	3297	12	and	and	CC
37060	3297	13	refused	refuse	VBD
37060	3297	14	to	to	TO
37060	3297	15	slow	slow	VB
37060	3297	16	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3297	17	relentless	relentless	JJ
37060	3297	18	pace	pace	NN
37060	3297	19	.	.	.
37060	3298	1	When	when	WRB
37060	3298	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3298	3	zest	zest	NN
37060	3298	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3298	5	aired	air	VBN
37060	3298	6	to	to	IN
37060	3298	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3298	8	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3298	9	,	,	,
37060	3298	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3298	11	reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	3298	12	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	3298	13	grated	grate	VBD
37060	3298	14	with	with	IN
37060	3298	15	the	the	DT
37060	3298	16	ceaseless	ceaseless	JJ
37060	3298	17	amblings	ambling	NNS
37060	3298	18	of	of	IN
37060	3298	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3298	20	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	3298	21	.	.	.
37060	3299	1	Trying	try	VBG
37060	3299	2	to	to	TO
37060	3299	3	illustrate	illustrate	VB
37060	3299	4	the	the	DT
37060	3299	5	fine	fine	JJ
37060	3299	6	proportions	proportion	NNS
37060	3299	7	of	of	IN
37060	3299	8	an	an	DT
37060	3299	9	idea	idea	NN
37060	3299	10	to	to	IN
37060	3299	11	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3299	12	was	be	VBD
37060	3299	13	like	like	IN
37060	3299	14	attempting	attempt	VBG
37060	3299	15	to	to	TO
37060	3299	16	open	open	VB
37060	3299	17	a	a	DT
37060	3299	18	rusty	rusty	JJ
37060	3299	19	lock	lock	NN
37060	3299	20	;	;	:
37060	3299	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3299	22	would	would	MD
37060	3299	23	surrender	surrender	VB
37060	3299	24	in	in	IN
37060	3299	25	frustration	frustration	NN
37060	3299	26	and	and	CC
37060	3299	27	prepare	prepare	VB
37060	3299	28	an	an	DT
37060	3299	29	alternative	alternative	JJ
37060	3299	30	route	route	NN
37060	3299	31	.	.	.
37060	3300	1	Dec.	December	NNP
37060	3300	2	27	27	CD
37060	3300	3	,	,	,
37060	3300	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	3300	5	...	...	.
37060	3301	1	Went	go	VBD
37060	3301	2	to	to	IN
37060	3301	3	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3301	4	the	the	DT
37060	3301	5	mall	mall	NN
37060	3301	6	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3301	7	with	with	IN
37060	3301	8	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3301	9	.	.	.
37060	3302	1	Looked	look	VBN
37060	3302	2	at	at	IN
37060	3302	3	china	china	NNP
37060	3302	4	.	.	.
37060	3303	1	Saw	see	VBD
37060	3303	2	one	one	CD
37060	3303	3	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3303	4	pattern	pattern	NN
37060	3303	5	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3303	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3303	7	liked	like	VBD
37060	3303	8	and	and	CC
37060	3303	9	wanted	want	VBD
37060	3303	10	to	to	TO
37060	3303	11	start	start	VB
37060	3303	12	a	a	DT
37060	3303	13	hope	hope	NN
37060	3303	14	chest	chest	NN
37060	3303	15	.	.	.
37060	3304	1	Told	Told	NNP
37060	3304	2	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3304	3	and	and	CC
37060	3304	4	of	of	RB
37060	3304	5	course	course	RB
37060	3304	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3304	7	did	do	VBD
37060	3304	8	n't	not	RB
37060	3304	9	approve	approve	VB
37060	3304	10	.	.	.
37060	3305	1	By	by	IN
37060	3305	2	the	the	DT
37060	3305	3	time	time	NN
37060	3305	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3305	5	am	be	VBP
37060	3305	6	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	3305	7	to	to	TO
37060	3305	8	get	get	VB
37060	3305	9	a	a	DT
37060	3305	10	set	set	NN
37060	3305	11	,	,	,
37060	3305	12	that	that	DT
37060	3305	13	design	design	NN
37060	3305	14	will	will	MD
37060	3305	15	be	be	VB
37060	3305	16	obsolete	obsolete	JJ
37060	3305	17	.	.	.
37060	3306	1	At	at	IN
37060	3306	2	fifteen	fifteen	CD
37060	3306	3	,	,	,
37060	3306	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3306	5	likes	like	NNS
37060	3306	6	and	and	CC
37060	3306	7	dislikes	dislike	NNS
37060	3306	8	were	be	VBD
37060	3306	9	well	well	RB
37060	3306	10	established	establish	VBN
37060	3306	11	,	,	,
37060	3306	12	and	and	CC
37060	3306	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3306	14	did	do	VBD
37060	3306	15	not	not	RB
37060	3306	16	fear	fear	VB
37060	3306	17	that	that	IN
37060	3306	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3306	19	would	would	MD
37060	3306	20	one	one	CD
37060	3306	21	day	day	NN
37060	3306	22	regret	regret	VB
37060	3306	23	the	the	DT
37060	3306	24	rustic	rustic	JJ
37060	3306	25	pattern	pattern	NN
37060	3306	26	which	which	WDT
37060	3306	27	caught	catch	VBD
37060	3306	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3306	29	eye	eye	NN
37060	3306	30	.	.	.
37060	3307	1	Never	never	RB
37060	3307	2	before	before	RB
37060	3307	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3307	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3307	5	seen	see	VBN
37060	3307	6	china	china	NNP
37060	3307	7	dishes	dish	NNS
37060	3307	8	that	that	WDT
37060	3307	9	meshed	mesh	VBD
37060	3307	10	with	with	IN
37060	3307	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3307	12	idea	idea	NN
37060	3307	13	of	of	IN
37060	3307	14	perfection	perfection	NN
37060	3307	15	,	,	,
37060	3307	16	and	and	CC
37060	3307	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3307	18	revolted	revolt	VBD
37060	3307	19	internally	internally	RB
37060	3307	20	when	when	WRB
37060	3307	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3307	22	proposition	proposition	NN
37060	3307	23	was	be	VBD
37060	3307	24	dashed	dash	VBN
37060	3307	25	.	.	.
37060	3308	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3308	2	dad	dad	NN
37060	3308	3	stood	stand	VBD
37060	3308	4	firm	firm	JJ
37060	3308	5	,	,	,
37060	3308	6	however	however	RB
37060	3308	7	,	,	,
37060	3308	8	saying	say	VBG
37060	3308	9	that	that	IN
37060	3308	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3308	11	was	be	VBD
37060	3308	12	pointless	pointless	JJ
37060	3308	13	to	to	TO
37060	3308	14	store	store	VB
37060	3308	15	dishes	dish	NNS
37060	3308	16	,	,	,
37060	3308	17	especially	especially	RB
37060	3308	18	at	at	IN
37060	3308	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3308	20	age	age	NN
37060	3308	21	;	;	:
37060	3308	22	and	and	CC
37060	3308	23	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3308	24	added	add	VBD
37060	3308	25	,	,	,
37060	3308	26	that	that	IN
37060	3308	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3308	28	may	may	MD
37060	3308	29	change	change	VB
37060	3308	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3308	31	mind	mind	NN
37060	3308	32	about	about	IN
37060	3308	33	the	the	DT
37060	3308	34	pattern	pattern	NN
37060	3308	35	and	and	CC
37060	3308	36	what	what	WP
37060	3308	37	a	a	DT
37060	3308	38	shame	shame	NN
37060	3308	39	that	that	WDT
37060	3308	40	would	would	MD
37060	3308	41	be	be	VB
37060	3308	42	after	after	IN
37060	3308	43	investing	invest	VBG
37060	3308	44	in	in	IN
37060	3308	45	an	an	DT
37060	3308	46	entire	entire	JJ
37060	3308	47	set	set	NN
37060	3308	48	of	of	IN
37060	3308	49	china	china	NNP
37060	3308	50	.	.	.
37060	3309	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3309	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	3309	3	the	the	DT
37060	3309	4	situation	situation	NN
37060	3309	5	was	be	VBD
37060	3309	6	hopeless	hopeless	JJ
37060	3309	7	.	.	.
37060	3310	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3310	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3310	3	been	be	VBN
37060	3310	4	through	through	IN
37060	3310	5	a	a	DT
37060	3310	6	great	great	JJ
37060	3310	7	deal	deal	NN
37060	3310	8	of	of	IN
37060	3310	9	pain	pain	NN
37060	3310	10	and	and	CC
37060	3310	11	discomfort	discomfort	NN
37060	3310	12	during	during	IN
37060	3310	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3310	14	year	year	NN
37060	3310	15	of	of	IN
37060	3310	16	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	3310	17	,	,	,
37060	3310	18	and	and	CC
37060	3310	19	quietly	quietly	RB
37060	3310	20	resolved	resolve	VBD
37060	3310	21	that	that	IN
37060	3310	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3310	23	would	would	MD
37060	3310	24	never	never	RB
37060	3310	25	be	be	VB
37060	3310	26	subjected	subject	VBN
37060	3310	27	to	to	IN
37060	3310	28	such	such	JJ
37060	3310	29	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	3310	30	again	again	RB
37060	3310	31	;	;	:
37060	3310	32	now	now	RB
37060	3310	33	,	,	,
37060	3310	34	in	in	IN
37060	3310	35	the	the	DT
37060	3310	36	transformation	transformation	NN
37060	3310	37	to	to	IN
37060	3310	38	adulthood	adulthood	NN
37060	3310	39	,	,	,
37060	3310	40	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3310	41	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3310	42	pain	pain	NN
37060	3310	43	and	and	CC
37060	3310	44	discomfort	discomfort	NN
37060	3310	45	of	of	IN
37060	3310	46	a	a	DT
37060	3310	47	different	different	JJ
37060	3310	48	incomparable	incomparable	JJ
37060	3310	49	variety	variety	NN
37060	3310	50	,	,	,
37060	3310	51	yet	yet	CC
37060	3310	52	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3310	53	pangs	pang	NNS
37060	3310	54	were	be	VBD
37060	3310	55	just	just	RB
37060	3310	56	as	as	RB
37060	3310	57	valid	valid	JJ
37060	3310	58	as	as	IN
37060	3310	59	those	those	DT
37060	3310	60	which	which	WDT
37060	3310	61	were	be	VBD
37060	3310	62	purely	purely	RB
37060	3310	63	physical	physical	JJ
37060	3310	64	in	in	IN
37060	3310	65	nature	nature	NN
37060	3310	66	.	.	.
37060	3311	1	While	while	IN
37060	3311	2	"	"	``
37060	3311	3	growing	grow	VBG
37060	3311	4	pains	pain	NNS
37060	3311	5	"	"	''
37060	3311	6	were	be	VBD
37060	3311	7	literally	literally	RB
37060	3311	8	a	a	DT
37060	3311	9	headache	headache	NN
37060	3311	10	,	,	,
37060	3311	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3311	12	came	come	VBD
37060	3311	13	to	to	TO
37060	3311	14	believe	believe	VB
37060	3311	15	that	that	IN
37060	3311	16	the	the	DT
37060	3311	17	term	term	NN
37060	3311	18	more	more	RBR
37060	3311	19	readily	readily	RB
37060	3311	20	applied	apply	VBN
37060	3311	21	to	to	IN
37060	3311	22	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	3311	23	stress	stress	NN
37060	3311	24	and	and	CC
37060	3311	25	frustration	frustration	NN
37060	3311	26	;	;	,
37060	3311	27	growing	grow	VBG
37060	3311	28	up	up	RP
37060	3311	29	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	3311	30	did	do	VBD
37060	3311	31	not	not	RB
37060	3311	32	boast	boast	VB
37060	3311	33	a	a	DT
37060	3311	34	red	red	JJ
37060	3311	35	carpet	carpet	NN
37060	3311	36	welcome	welcome	NN
37060	3311	37	.	.	.
37060	3312	1	Dec.	December	NNP
37060	3312	2	31	31	CD
37060	3312	3	,	,	,
37060	3312	4	1976	1976	CD
37060	3312	5	...	...	:
37060	3312	6	New	New	NNP
37060	3312	7	Year	Year	NNP
37060	3312	8	's	's	POS
37060	3312	9	Eve	Eve	NNP
37060	3312	10	.	.	.
37060	3313	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3313	2	spent	spend	VBD
37060	3313	3	most	most	JJS
37060	3313	4	of	of	IN
37060	3313	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3313	6	having	have	VBG
37060	3313	7	a	a	DT
37060	3313	8	migraine	migraine	JJ
37060	3313	9	headache	headache	NN
37060	3313	10	,	,	,
37060	3313	11	sweating	sweat	VBG
37060	3313	12	and	and	CC
37060	3313	13	throwing	throw	VBG
37060	3313	14	up	up	RP
37060	3313	15	.	.	.
37060	3314	1	FUN!	FUN!	NNP
37060	3314	2	..	..	.
37060	3314	3	The	the	DT
37060	3314	4	Isaacsons	Isaacsons	NNPS
37060	3314	5	and	and	CC
37060	3314	6	Nelsons	Nelsons	NNPS
37060	3314	7	were	be	VBD
37060	3314	8	here	here	RB
37060	3314	9	.	.	.
37060	3315	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3315	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	3315	3	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	3315	4	had	have	VBD
37060	3315	5	a	a	DT
37060	3315	6	pretty	pretty	RB
37060	3315	7	good	good	JJ
37060	3315	8	time	time	NN
37060	3315	9	.	.	.
37060	3316	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3316	2	sure	sure	RB
37060	3316	3	did	do	VBD
37060	3316	4	n't	not	RB
37060	3316	5	.	.	.
37060	3317	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	3317	2	119	119	CD
37060	3317	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	3317	4	16	16	CD
37060	3317	5	Divorce	Divorce	NNP
37060	3317	6	"	"	``
37060	3317	7	No	no	DT
37060	3317	8	one	one	NN
37060	3317	9	forgets	forget	VBZ
37060	3317	10	a	a	DT
37060	3317	11	past	past	JJ
37060	3317	12	hurt	hurt	NN
37060	3317	13	;	;	:
37060	3317	14	after	after	IN
37060	3317	15	a	a	DT
37060	3317	16	wound	wound	NN
37060	3317	17	heals	heal	NNS
37060	3317	18	,	,	,
37060	3317	19	scar	scar	JJ
37060	3317	20	tissue	tissue	NN
37060	3317	21	remains	remain	VBZ
37060	3317	22	as	as	IN
37060	3317	23	a	a	DT
37060	3317	24	subtle	subtle	JJ
37060	3317	25	reminder	reminder	NN
37060	3317	26	and	and	CC
37060	3317	27	effectively	effectively	RB
37060	3317	28	warns	warn	VBZ
37060	3317	29	the	the	DT
37060	3317	30	individual	individual	NN
37060	3317	31	against	against	IN
37060	3317	32	potential	potential	JJ
37060	3317	33	threats	threat	NNS
37060	3317	34	of	of	IN
37060	3317	35	a	a	DT
37060	3317	36	similar	similar	JJ
37060	3317	37	nature	nature	NN
37060	3317	38	.	.	.
37060	3317	39	"	"	''
37060	3318	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	3318	2	SIXTEEN	SIXTEEN	NNP
37060	3318	3	Divorce	Divorce	NNP
37060	3318	4	A	a	DT
37060	3318	5	new	new	JJ
37060	3318	6	year	year	NN
37060	3318	7	had	have	VBD
37060	3318	8	begun	begin	VBN
37060	3318	9	.	.	.
37060	3319	1	And	and	CC
37060	3319	2	on	on	IN
37060	3319	3	January	January	NNP
37060	3319	4	15	15	CD
37060	3319	5	,	,	,
37060	3319	6	1977	1977	CD
37060	3319	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3319	8	heard	hear	VBD
37060	3319	9	that	that	IN
37060	3319	10	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	3319	11	and	and	CC
37060	3319	12	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3319	13	's	's	POS
37060	3319	14	marriage	marriage	NN
37060	3319	15	had	have	VBD
37060	3319	16	culminated	culminate	VBN
37060	3319	17	in	in	IN
37060	3319	18	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3319	19	.	.	.
37060	3320	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3320	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3320	3	in	in	IN
37060	3320	4	the	the	DT
37060	3320	5	paper	paper	NN
37060	3320	6	,	,	,
37060	3320	7	but	but	CC
37060	3320	8	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	3320	9	and	and	CC
37060	3320	10	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3320	11	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	3320	12	read	read	VBD
37060	3320	13	the	the	DT
37060	3320	14	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3320	15	column	column	NN
37060	3320	16	;	;	:
37060	3320	17	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	3320	18	else	else	RB
37060	3320	19	knew	know	VBD
37060	3320	20	about	about	IN
37060	3320	21	the	the	DT
37060	3320	22	event	event	NN
37060	3320	23	several	several	JJ
37060	3320	24	days	day	NNS
37060	3320	25	before	before	IN
37060	3320	26	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3320	27	,	,	,
37060	3320	28	and	and	CC
37060	3320	29	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3320	30	only	only	RB
37060	3320	31	found	find	VBD
37060	3320	32	out	out	RP
37060	3320	33	through	through	IN
37060	3320	34	a	a	DT
37060	3320	35	Saturday	Saturday	NNP
37060	3320	36	morning	morning	NN
37060	3320	37	call	call	NN
37060	3320	38	from	from	IN
37060	3320	39	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3320	40	aunt	aunt	NN
37060	3320	41	who	who	WP
37060	3320	42	was	be	VBD
37060	3320	43	naturally	naturally	RB
37060	3320	44	surprised	surprised	JJ
37060	3320	45	to	to	TO
37060	3320	46	read	read	VB
37060	3320	47	the	the	DT
37060	3320	48	startling	startling	JJ
37060	3320	49	news	news	NN
37060	3320	50	.	.	.
37060	3321	1	When	when	WRB
37060	3321	2	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	3321	3	answered	answer	VBD
37060	3321	4	the	the	DT
37060	3321	5	phone	phone	NN
37060	3321	6	as	as	IN
37060	3321	7	if	if	IN
37060	3321	8	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	3321	9	had	have	VBD
37060	3321	10	happened	happen	VBN
37060	3321	11	,	,	,
37060	3321	12	and	and	CC
37060	3321	13	continued	continue	VBD
37060	3321	14	to	to	TO
37060	3321	15	act	act	VB
37060	3321	16	likewise	likewise	RB
37060	3321	17	after	after	IN
37060	3321	18	Margaret	Margaret	NNP
37060	3321	19	's	's	POS
37060	3321	20	inquiry	inquiry	NN
37060	3321	21	,	,	,
37060	3321	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3321	23	aunt	aunt	NN
37060	3321	24	knew	know	VBD
37060	3321	25	that	that	IN
37060	3321	26	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3321	27	was	be	VBD
37060	3321	28	ignorant	ignorant	JJ
37060	3321	29	of	of	IN
37060	3321	30	the	the	DT
37060	3321	31	entire	entire	JJ
37060	3321	32	episode	episode	NN
37060	3321	33	.	.	.
37060	3322	1	"	"	``
37060	3322	2	Oh	oh	UH
37060	3322	3	,	,	,
37060	3322	4	Muriel	Muriel	NNP
37060	3322	5	,	,	,
37060	3322	6	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3322	7	do	do	VBP
37060	3322	8	n't	not	RB
37060	3322	9	know	know	VB
37060	3322	10	.	.	.
37060	3323	1	.	.	.
37060	3324	1	.	.	.
37060	3324	2	"	"	''
37060	3325	1	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3325	2	gasped	gasp	VBD
37060	3325	3	over	over	IN
37060	3325	4	the	the	DT
37060	3325	5	telephone	telephone	NN
37060	3325	6	line	line	NN
37060	3325	7	,	,	,
37060	3325	8	and	and	CC
37060	3325	9	proceeded	proceed	VBD
37060	3325	10	to	to	TO
37060	3325	11	explain	explain	VB
37060	3325	12	that	that	IN
37060	3325	13	which	which	WDT
37060	3325	14	had	have	VBD
37060	3325	15	prompted	prompt	VBN
37060	3325	16	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3325	17	call	call	NN
37060	3325	18	.	.	.
37060	3326	1	"	"	``
37060	3326	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3326	3	'll	will	MD
37060	3326	4	call	call	VB
37060	3326	5	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3326	6	,	,	,
37060	3326	7	"	"	''
37060	3326	8	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3326	9	said	say	VBD
37060	3326	10	,	,	,
37060	3326	11	and	and	CC
37060	3326	12	promised	promise	VBD
37060	3326	13	to	to	TO
37060	3326	14	return	return	VB
37060	3326	15	with	with	IN
37060	3326	16	an	an	DT
37060	3326	17	explanation	explanation	NN
37060	3326	18	as	as	IN
37060	3326	19	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3326	20	hung	hang	VBD
37060	3326	21	up	up	RP
37060	3326	22	the	the	DT
37060	3326	23	phone	phone	NN
37060	3326	24	.	.	.
37060	3327	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3327	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3327	3	to	to	TO
37060	3327	4	be	be	VB
37060	3327	5	a	a	DT
37060	3327	6	mistake	mistake	NN
37060	3327	7	.	.	.
37060	3328	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3328	2	flew	fly	VBD
37060	3328	3	into	into	IN
37060	3328	4	the	the	DT
37060	3328	5	living	living	NN
37060	3328	6	room	room	NN
37060	3328	7	to	to	TO
37060	3328	8	scan	scan	VB
37060	3328	9	through	through	IN
37060	3328	10	the	the	DT
37060	3328	11	Tuesday	Tuesday	NNP
37060	3328	12	evening	evening	NN
37060	3328	13	paper	paper	NN
37060	3328	14	,	,	,
37060	3328	15	and	and	CC
37060	3328	16	adjusting	adjust	VBG
37060	3328	17	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3328	18	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3328	19	to	to	IN
37060	3328	20	the	the	DT
37060	3328	21	fine	fine	JJ
37060	3328	22	print	print	NN
37060	3328	23	,	,	,
37060	3328	24	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	3328	25	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3328	26	names	name	NNS
37060	3328	27	were	be	VBD
37060	3328	28	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	3328	29	listed	list	VBN
37060	3328	30	among	among	IN
37060	3328	31	the	the	DT
37060	3328	32	many	many	JJ
37060	3328	33	divorces	divorce	NNS
37060	3328	34	;	;	:
37060	3328	35	even	even	RB
37060	3328	36	the	the	DT
37060	3328	37	address	address	NN
37060	3328	38	was	be	VBD
37060	3328	39	correct	correct	JJ
37060	3328	40	.	.	.
37060	3329	1	Common	common	JJ
37060	3329	2	decency	decency	NN
37060	3329	3	should	should	MD
37060	3329	4	have	have	VB
37060	3329	5	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	3329	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3329	7	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3329	8	to	to	TO
37060	3329	9	be	be	VB
37060	3329	10	alerted	alert	VBN
37060	3329	11	before	before	IN
37060	3329	12	the	the	DT
37060	3329	13	rest	rest	NN
37060	3329	14	of	of	IN
37060	3329	15	the	the	DT
37060	3329	16	world	world	NN
37060	3329	17	;	;	:
37060	3329	18	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3329	19	pain	pain	NN
37060	3329	20	was	be	VBD
37060	3329	21	needless	needless	JJ
37060	3329	22	,	,	,
37060	3329	23	because	because	IN
37060	3329	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3329	25	could	could	MD
37060	3329	26	have	have	VB
37060	3329	27	been	be	VBN
37060	3329	28	avoided	avoid	VBN
37060	3329	29	.	.	.
37060	3330	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3330	2	stood	stand	VBD
37060	3330	3	,	,	,
37060	3330	4	headed	head	VBD
37060	3330	5	toward	toward	IN
37060	3330	6	the	the	DT
37060	3330	7	telephone	telephone	NN
37060	3330	8	,	,	,
37060	3330	9	and	and	CC
37060	3330	10	dialed	dial	VBD
37060	3330	11	mechanically	mechanically	RB
37060	3330	12	.	.	.
37060	3331	1	The	the	DT
37060	3331	2	phone	phone	NN
37060	3331	3	rang	ring	VBD
37060	3331	4	several	several	JJ
37060	3331	5	times	time	NNS
37060	3331	6	and	and	CC
37060	3331	7	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3331	8	answered	answer	VBD
37060	3331	9	with	with	IN
37060	3331	10	a	a	DT
37060	3331	11	cheerfulness	cheerfulness	NN
37060	3331	12	that	that	WDT
37060	3331	13	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3331	14	to	to	TO
37060	3331	15	mock	mock	VB
37060	3331	16	the	the	DT
37060	3331	17	magnitude	magnitude	NN
37060	3331	18	of	of	IN
37060	3331	19	the	the	DT
37060	3331	20	situation	situation	NN
37060	3331	21	which	which	WDT
37060	3331	22	had	have	VBD
37060	3331	23	just	just	RB
37060	3331	24	unfolded	unfold	VBN
37060	3331	25	.	.	.
37060	3332	1	Recovering	recovering	NN
37060	3332	2	,	,	,
37060	3332	3	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	3332	4	asked	ask	VBD
37060	3332	5	,	,	,
37060	3332	6	"	"	``
37060	3332	7	What	what	WP
37060	3332	8	happened	happen	VBD
37060	3332	9	?	?	.
37060	3332	10	...	...	.
37060	3333	1	the	the	DT
37060	3333	2	newspaper	newspaper	NN
37060	3333	3	...	...	:
37060	3333	4	"	"	``
37060	3333	5	Oh	oh	UH
37060	3333	6	that	that	DT
37060	3333	7	!	!	.
37060	3333	8	"	"	''
37060	3334	1	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3334	2	returned	return	VBD
37060	3334	3	,	,	,
37060	3334	4	"	"	``
37060	3334	5	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3334	6	just	just	RB
37060	3334	7	did	do	VBD
37060	3334	8	that	that	DT
37060	3334	9	for	for	IN
37060	3334	10	income	income	NN
37060	3334	11	tax	tax	NN
37060	3334	12	purposes	purpose	NNS
37060	3334	13	.	.	.
37060	3334	14	"	"	''
37060	3335	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3335	2	voice	voice	NN
37060	3335	3	echoed	echo	VBD
37060	3335	4	through	through	IN
37060	3335	5	a	a	DT
37060	3335	6	void	void	NN
37060	3335	7	across	across	IN
37060	3335	8	which	which	WDT
37060	3335	9	no	no	DT
37060	3335	10	bridge	bridge	NN
37060	3335	11	would	would	MD
37060	3335	12	ever	ever	RB
37060	3335	13	span	span	VB
37060	3335	14	,	,	,
37060	3335	15	hideously	hideously	RB
37060	3335	16	jovial	jovial	JJ
37060	3335	17	and	and	CC
37060	3335	18	self	self	NN
37060	3335	19	-	-	HYPH
37060	3335	20	satisfied	satisfied	JJ
37060	3335	21	with	with	IN
37060	3335	22	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3335	23	own	own	JJ
37060	3335	24	indifference	indifference	NN
37060	3335	25	toward	toward	IN
37060	3335	26	the	the	DT
37060	3335	27	institution	institution	NN
37060	3335	28	of	of	IN
37060	3335	29	marriage	marriage	NN
37060	3335	30	.	.	.
37060	3336	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3336	2	held	hold	VBD
37060	3336	3	the	the	DT
37060	3336	4	receiver	receiver	NN
37060	3336	5	to	to	IN
37060	3336	6	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3336	7	ear	ear	NN
37060	3336	8	in	in	IN
37060	3336	9	disbelief	disbelief	NN
37060	3336	10	,	,	,
37060	3336	11	momentarily	momentarily	RB
37060	3336	12	transfixed	transfix	VBN
37060	3336	13	by	by	IN
37060	3336	14	the	the	DT
37060	3336	15	flood	flood	NN
37060	3336	16	of	of	IN
37060	3336	17	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	3336	18	which	which	WDT
37060	3336	19	seethed	seethe	VBD
37060	3336	20	violently	violently	RB
37060	3336	21	within	within	IN
37060	3336	22	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3336	23	;	;	:
37060	3336	24	this	this	DT
37060	3336	25	was	be	VBD
37060	3336	26	no	no	DT
37060	3336	27	time	time	NN
37060	3336	28	for	for	IN
37060	3336	29	chatter	chatter	NN
37060	3336	30	.	.	.
37060	3337	1	"	"	``
37060	3337	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3337	3	'm	be	VBP
37060	3337	4	sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	3337	5	,	,	,
37060	3337	6	"	"	''
37060	3337	7	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3337	8	voice	voice	NN
37060	3337	9	broke	break	VBD
37060	3337	10	,	,	,
37060	3337	11	"	"	``
37060	3337	12	but	but	CC
37060	3337	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3337	14	just	just	RB
37060	3337	15	ca	can	MD
37060	3337	16	n't	not	RB
37060	3337	17	talk	talk	VB
37060	3337	18	now	now	RB
37060	3337	19	,	,	,
37060	3337	20	"	"	''
37060	3337	21	and	and	CC
37060	3337	22	hung	hang	VBD
37060	3337	23	up	up	RP
37060	3337	24	to	to	TO
37060	3337	25	restore	restore	VB
37060	3337	26	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3337	27	self	self	NN
37060	3337	28	-	-	HYPH
37060	3337	29	control	control	NN
37060	3337	30	.	.	.
37060	3338	1	Marriage	marriage	NN
37060	3338	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3338	3	one	one	CD
37060	3338	4	of	of	IN
37060	3338	5	the	the	DT
37060	3338	6	most	most	RBS
37060	3338	7	significant	significant	JJ
37060	3338	8	and	and	CC
37060	3338	9	meaningful	meaningful	JJ
37060	3338	10	vows	vow	NNS
37060	3338	11	in	in	IN
37060	3338	12	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	3338	13	's	's	POS
37060	3338	14	life	life	NN
37060	3338	15	,	,	,
37060	3338	16	pledging	pledge	VBG
37060	3338	17	steadfast	steadfast	JJ
37060	3338	18	love	love	NN
37060	3338	19	to	to	IN
37060	3338	20	one	one	PRP
37060	3338	21	's	's	POS
37060	3338	22	mate	mate	NN
37060	3338	23	until	until	IN
37060	3338	24	life	life	NN
37060	3338	25	's	's	POS
37060	3338	26	end	end	NN
37060	3338	27	.	.	.
37060	3339	1	Love	love	NN
37060	3339	2	and	and	CC
37060	3339	3	marriage	marriage	NN
37060	3339	4	were	be	VBD
37060	3339	5	inseparable	inseparable	JJ
37060	3339	6	;	;	:
37060	3339	7	apathy	apathy	RB
37060	3339	8	toward	toward	IN
37060	3339	9	one	one	PRP
37060	3339	10	would	would	MD
37060	3339	11	place	place	VB
37060	3339	12	the	the	DT
37060	3339	13	other	other	JJ
37060	3339	14	element	element	NN
37060	3339	15	in	in	IN
37060	3339	16	a	a	DT
37060	3339	17	similar	similar	JJ
37060	3339	18	light	light	NN
37060	3339	19	.	.	.
37060	3340	1	Marriage	marriage	NN
37060	3340	2	also	also	RB
37060	3340	3	stood	stand	VBD
37060	3340	4	for	for	IN
37060	3340	5	a	a	DT
37060	3340	6	wholesome	wholesome	JJ
37060	3340	7	sense	sense	NN
37060	3340	8	of	of	IN
37060	3340	9	permanence	permanence	NN
37060	3340	10	which	which	WDT
37060	3340	11	based	base	VBD
37060	3340	12	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3340	13	on	on	IN
37060	3340	14	a	a	DT
37060	3340	15	firm	firm	JJ
37060	3340	16	trust	trust	NN
37060	3340	17	in	in	IN
37060	3340	18	mutual	mutual	JJ
37060	3340	19	,	,	,
37060	3340	20	everlasting	everlasting	JJ
37060	3340	21	love	love	NN
37060	3340	22	.	.	.
37060	3341	1	Divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3341	2	did	do	VBD
37060	3341	3	not	not	RB
37060	3341	4	coincide	coincide	VB
37060	3341	5	with	with	IN
37060	3341	6	the	the	DT
37060	3341	7	presence	presence	NN
37060	3341	8	of	of	IN
37060	3341	9	love	love	NN
37060	3341	10	,	,	,
37060	3341	11	despite	despite	IN
37060	3341	12	the	the	DT
37060	3341	13	haughty	haughty	JJ
37060	3341	14	assertion	assertion	NN
37060	3341	15	by	by	IN
37060	3341	16	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3341	17	that	that	IN
37060	3341	18	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3341	19	's	's	POS
37060	3341	20	was	be	VBD
37060	3341	21	simply	simply	RB
37060	3341	22	a	a	DT
37060	3341	23	means	means	NN
37060	3341	24	of	of	IN
37060	3341	25	tax	tax	NN
37060	3341	26	evasion	evasion	NN
37060	3341	27	;	;	:
37060	3341	28	truth	truth	NN
37060	3341	29	was	be	VBD
37060	3341	30	insensitive	insensitive	JJ
37060	3341	31	to	to	IN
37060	3341	32	one	one	PRP
37060	3341	33	's	's	POS
37060	3341	34	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	3341	35	just	just	RB
37060	3341	36	as	as	IN
37060	3341	37	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3341	38	was	be	VBD
37060	3341	39	apathetic	apathetic	JJ
37060	3341	40	toward	toward	IN
37060	3341	41	love	love	NN
37060	3341	42	.	.	.
37060	3342	1	An	an	DT
37060	3342	2	ocean	ocean	NN
37060	3342	3	of	of	IN
37060	3342	4	speculation	speculation	NN
37060	3342	5	washed	wash	VBN
37060	3342	6	over	over	IN
37060	3342	7	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3342	8	house	house	NN
37060	3342	9	after	after	IN
37060	3342	10	the	the	DT
37060	3342	11	above	above	JJ
37060	3342	12	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	3342	13	had	have	VBD
37060	3342	14	been	be	VBN
37060	3342	15	gained	gain	VBN
37060	3342	16	,	,	,
37060	3342	17	and	and	CC
37060	3342	18	flooded	flood	VBD
37060	3342	19	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3342	20	minds	mind	NNS
37060	3342	21	with	with	IN
37060	3342	22	unanswered	unanswered	JJ
37060	3342	23	questions	question	NNS
37060	3342	24	.	.	.
37060	3343	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3343	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3343	3	not	not	RB
37060	3343	4	a	a	DT
37060	3343	5	general	general	JJ
37060	3343	6	practice	practice	NN
37060	3343	7	of	of	IN
37060	3343	8	the	the	DT
37060	3343	9	family	family	NN
37060	3343	10	to	to	TO
37060	3343	11	mistrust	mistrust	VB
37060	3343	12	that	that	DT
37060	3343	13	which	which	WDT
37060	3343	14	another	another	DT
37060	3343	15	individual	individual	NN
37060	3343	16	proclaimed	proclaim	VBD
37060	3343	17	to	to	TO
37060	3343	18	be	be	VB
37060	3343	19	true	true	JJ
37060	3343	20	;	;	:
37060	3343	21	deceit	deceit	NN
37060	3343	22	often	often	RB
37060	3343	23	wound	wound	VBP
37060	3343	24	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3343	25	fingers	finger	NNS
37060	3343	26	around	around	IN
37060	3343	27	the	the	DT
37060	3343	28	neck	neck	NN
37060	3343	29	of	of	IN
37060	3343	30	one	one	CD
37060	3343	31	given	give	VBN
37060	3343	32	to	to	IN
37060	3343	33	the	the	DT
37060	3343	34	preaching	preaching	NN
37060	3343	35	of	of	IN
37060	3343	36	lies	lie	NNS
37060	3343	37	,	,	,
37060	3343	38	and	and	CC
37060	3343	39	while	while	IN
37060	3343	40	strangulation	strangulation	NN
37060	3343	41	was	be	VBD
37060	3343	42	never	never	RB
37060	3343	43	the	the	DT
37060	3343	44	outcome	outcome	NN
37060	3343	45	,	,	,
37060	3343	46	the	the	DT
37060	3343	47	liar	liar	NN
37060	3343	48	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	3343	49	escaped	escape	VBD
37060	3343	50	the	the	DT
37060	3343	51	scene	scene	NN
37060	3343	52	unscathed	unscathed	JJ
37060	3343	53	.	.	.
37060	3344	1	Lying	lie	VBG
37060	3344	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3344	3	a	a	DT
37060	3344	4	nasty	nasty	JJ
37060	3344	5	way	way	NN
37060	3344	6	of	of	IN
37060	3344	7	accumulating	accumulating	NN
37060	3344	8	,	,	,
37060	3344	9	and	and	CC
37060	3344	10	once	once	IN
37060	3344	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3344	12	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	3344	13	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3344	14	mark	mark	NN
37060	3344	15	was	be	VBD
37060	3344	16	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	3344	17	to	to	TO
37060	3344	18	scour	scour	VB
37060	3344	19	away	away	RP
37060	3344	20	.	.	.
37060	3345	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3345	2	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	3345	3	candidly	candidly	RB
37060	3345	4	,	,	,
37060	3345	5	and	and	CC
37060	3345	6	expected	expect	VBD
37060	3345	7	similar	similar	JJ
37060	3345	8	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	3345	9	;	;	:
37060	3345	10	telling	tell	VBG
37060	3345	11	the	the	DT
37060	3345	12	truth	truth	NN
37060	3345	13	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3345	14	logical	logical	JJ
37060	3345	15	,	,	,
37060	3345	16	if	if	IN
37060	3345	17	not	not	RB
37060	3345	18	easier	easy	JJR
37060	3345	19	as	as	RB
37060	3345	20	well	well	RB
37060	3345	21	,	,	,
37060	3345	22	and	and	CC
37060	3345	23	deception	deception	NN
37060	3345	24	as	as	IN
37060	3345	25	a	a	DT
37060	3345	26	form	form	NN
37060	3345	27	of	of	IN
37060	3345	28	entertainment	entertainment	NN
37060	3345	29	was	be	VBD
37060	3345	30	neither	neither	CC
37060	3345	31	among	among	IN
37060	3345	32	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3345	33	habits	habit	NNS
37060	3345	34	nor	nor	CC
37060	3345	35	pleasures	pleasure	NNS
37060	3345	36	.	.	.
37060	3346	1	Our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3346	2	family	family	NN
37060	3346	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3346	4	gullible	gullible	JJ
37060	3346	5	,	,	,
37060	3346	6	yet	yet	CC
37060	3346	7	this	this	DT
37060	3346	8	susceptibility	susceptibility	NN
37060	3346	9	was	be	VBD
37060	3346	10	reigned	reign	VBN
37060	3346	11	to	to	IN
37060	3346	12	a	a	DT
37060	3346	13	certain	certain	JJ
37060	3346	14	degree	degree	NN
37060	3346	15	by	by	IN
37060	3346	16	common	common	JJ
37060	3346	17	sense	sense	NN
37060	3346	18	;	;	:
37060	3346	19	if	if	IN
37060	3346	20	something	something	NN
37060	3346	21	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3346	22	too	too	RB
37060	3346	23	incredible	incredible	JJ
37060	3346	24	,	,	,
37060	3346	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3346	26	was	be	VBD
37060	3346	27	generally	generally	RB
37060	3346	28	shelved	shelve	VBN
37060	3346	29	in	in	IN
37060	3346	30	the	the	DT
37060	3346	31	back	back	NN
37060	3346	32	of	of	IN
37060	3346	33	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3346	34	minds	mind	NNS
37060	3346	35	with	with	IN
37060	3346	36	overt	overt	JJ
37060	3346	37	skepticism	skepticism	NN
37060	3346	38	,	,	,
37060	3346	39	yet	yet	CC
37060	3346	40	outwardly	outwardly	RB
37060	3346	41	,	,	,
37060	3346	42	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3346	43	heads	head	NNS
37060	3346	44	would	would	MD
37060	3346	45	bob	bob	VB
37060	3346	46	up	up	RP
37060	3346	47	and	and	CC
37060	3346	48	down	down	RB
37060	3346	49	at	at	IN
37060	3346	50	the	the	DT
37060	3346	51	statement	statement	NN
37060	3346	52	in	in	IN
37060	3346	53	apparent	apparent	JJ
37060	3346	54	belief	belief	NN
37060	3346	55	.	.	.
37060	3347	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	3347	2	,	,	,
37060	3347	3	a	a	DT
37060	3347	4	liar	liar	NN
37060	3347	5	might	may	MD
37060	3347	6	have	have	VB
37060	3347	7	often	often	RB
37060	3347	8	perceived	perceive	VBN
37060	3347	9	that	that	IN
37060	3347	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3347	11	tall	tall	JJ
37060	3347	12	tale	tale	NN
37060	3347	13	was	be	VBD
37060	3347	14	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	3347	15	when	when	WRB
37060	3347	16	,	,	,
37060	3347	17	in	in	IN
37060	3347	18	truth	truth	NN
37060	3347	19	,	,	,
37060	3347	20	the	the	DT
37060	3347	21	whopper	whopper	NN
37060	3347	22	's	's	POS
37060	3347	23	falsity	falsity	NN
37060	3347	24	merely	merely	RB
37060	3347	25	was	be	VBD
37060	3347	26	not	not	RB
37060	3347	27	confronted	confront	VBN
37060	3347	28	.	.	.
37060	3348	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	3348	2	occurrences	occurrence	NNS
37060	3348	3	afforded	afford	VBD
37060	3348	4	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3348	5	with	with	IN
37060	3348	6	hours	hour	NNS
37060	3348	7	of	of	IN
37060	3348	8	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	3348	9	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	3348	10	or	or	CC
37060	3348	11	thoughtful	thoughtful	JJ
37060	3348	12	dissent	dissent	NN
37060	3348	13	once	once	RB
37060	3348	14	separated	separate	VBD
37060	3348	15	from	from	IN
37060	3348	16	the	the	DT
37060	3348	17	story	story	NN
37060	3348	18	teller	teller	NN
37060	3348	19	,	,	,
37060	3348	20	which	which	WDT
37060	3348	21	spared	spare	VBD
37060	3348	22	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3348	23	the	the	DT
37060	3348	24	embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	3348	25	of	of	IN
37060	3348	26	what	what	WP
37060	3348	27	could	could	MD
37060	3348	28	have	have	VB
37060	3348	29	resulted	result	VBN
37060	3348	30	from	from	IN
37060	3348	31	uproarious	uproarious	JJ
37060	3348	32	howls	howl	NNS
37060	3348	33	of	of	IN
37060	3348	34	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	3348	35	or	or	CC
37060	3348	36	fiery	fiery	JJ
37060	3348	37	discord	discord	NN
37060	3348	38	.	.	.
37060	3349	1	Divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3349	2	for	for	IN
37060	3349	3	income	income	NN
37060	3349	4	tax	tax	NN
37060	3349	5	purposes	purpose	NNS
37060	3349	6	?	?	.
37060	3350	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3350	2	translated	translate	VBD
37060	3350	3	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3350	4	's	's	POS
37060	3350	5	statement	statement	NN
37060	3350	6	as	as	IN
37060	3350	7	a	a	DT
37060	3350	8	distressing	distressing	JJ
37060	3350	9	,	,	,
37060	3350	10	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	3350	11	fact	fact	NN
37060	3350	12	;	;	:
37060	3350	13	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3350	14	,	,	,
37060	3350	15	however	however	RB
37060	3350	16	,	,	,
37060	3350	17	upon	upon	IN
37060	3350	18	hearing	hear	VBG
37060	3350	19	the	the	DT
37060	3350	20	supposed	suppose	VBN
37060	3350	21	reason	reason	NN
37060	3350	22	,	,	,
37060	3350	23	turned	turn	VBD
37060	3350	24	abruptly	abruptly	RB
37060	3350	25	and	and	CC
37060	3350	26	stampeded	stampede	VBD
37060	3350	27	out	out	IN
37060	3350	28	of	of	IN
37060	3350	29	the	the	DT
37060	3350	30	house	house	NN
37060	3350	31	with	with	IN
37060	3350	32	a	a	DT
37060	3350	33	throaty	throaty	NN
37060	3350	34	,	,	,
37060	3350	35	"	"	``
37060	3350	36	Bull	Bull	NNP
37060	3350	37	!	!	.
37060	3350	38	"	"	''
37060	3351	1	as	as	IN
37060	3351	2	the	the	DT
37060	3351	3	door	door	NN
37060	3351	4	slammed	slam	VBD
37060	3351	5	in	in	IN
37060	3351	6	protest	protest	NN
37060	3351	7	.	.	.
37060	3352	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3352	2	strong	strong	JJ
37060	3352	3	disbelief	disbelief	NN
37060	3352	4	modified	modify	VBD
37060	3352	5	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3352	6	belief	belief	NN
37060	3352	7	in	in	IN
37060	3352	8	a	a	DT
37060	3352	9	fleeting	fleeting	JJ
37060	3352	10	instant	instant	NN
37060	3352	11	,	,	,
37060	3352	12	and	and	CC
37060	3352	13	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	3352	14	's	's	POS
37060	3352	15	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3352	16	darkened	darken	VBN
37060	3352	17	with	with	IN
37060	3352	18	the	the	DT
37060	3352	19	remembrance	remembrance	NN
37060	3352	20	of	of	IN
37060	3352	21	shelved	shelved	JJ
37060	3352	22	glances	glance	NNS
37060	3352	23	and	and	CC
37060	3352	24	curt	curt	NN
37060	3352	25	remarks	remark	NNS
37060	3352	26	which	which	WDT
37060	3352	27	now	now	RB
37060	3352	28	took	take	VBD
37060	3352	29	on	on	RP
37060	3352	30	an	an	DT
37060	3352	31	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	3352	32	different	different	JJ
37060	3352	33	perspective	perspective	NN
37060	3352	34	.	.	.
37060	3353	1	There	there	EX
37060	3353	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3353	3	been	be	VBN
37060	3353	4	warning	warn	VBG
37060	3353	5	signs	sign	NNS
37060	3353	6	,	,	,
37060	3353	7	but	but	CC
37060	3353	8	since	since	IN
37060	3353	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3353	10	lacked	lack	VBD
37060	3353	11	the	the	DT
37060	3353	12	customary	customary	JJ
37060	3353	13	flashing	flash	VBG
37060	3353	14	lights	light	NNS
37060	3353	15	,	,	,
37060	3353	16	escaped	escape	VBD
37060	3353	17	notice	notice	NN
37060	3353	18	.	.	.
37060	3354	1	The	the	DT
37060	3354	2	thought	thought	NN
37060	3354	3	of	of	IN
37060	3354	4	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	3354	5	and	and	CC
37060	3354	6	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3354	7	's	's	POS
37060	3354	8	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3354	9	stunned	stun	VBD
37060	3354	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3354	11	.	.	.
37060	3355	1	Although	although	IN
37060	3355	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3355	3	disagreed	disagree	VBD
37060	3355	4	with	with	IN
37060	3355	5	the	the	DT
37060	3355	6	idea	idea	NN
37060	3355	7	of	of	IN
37060	3355	8	procuring	procure	VBG
37060	3355	9	a	a	DT
37060	3355	10	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3355	11	as	as	IN
37060	3355	12	a	a	DT
37060	3355	13	method	method	NN
37060	3355	14	of	of	IN
37060	3355	15	paying	pay	VBG
37060	3355	16	lesser	less	JJR
37060	3355	17	taxes	taxis	NNS
37060	3355	18	,	,	,
37060	3355	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3355	20	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	3355	21	for	for	IN
37060	3355	22	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3355	23	validity	validity	NN
37060	3355	24	.	.	.
37060	3356	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3356	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3356	3	no	no	DT
37060	3356	4	grievance	grievance	NN
37060	3356	5	against	against	IN
37060	3356	6	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3356	7	or	or	CC
37060	3356	8	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	3356	9	,	,	,
37060	3356	10	for	for	IN
37060	3356	11	personally	personally	RB
37060	3356	12	,	,	,
37060	3356	13	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3356	14	brought	bring	VBD
37060	3356	15	only	only	RB
37060	3356	16	joy	joy	NN
37060	3356	17	into	into	IN
37060	3356	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3356	19	life	life	NN
37060	3356	20	,	,	,
37060	3356	21	and	and	CC
37060	3356	22	if	if	IN
37060	3356	23	,	,	,
37060	3356	24	through	through	IN
37060	3356	25	the	the	DT
37060	3356	26	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3356	27	,	,	,
37060	3356	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3356	29	could	could	MD
37060	3356	30	expect	expect	VB
37060	3356	31	to	to	TO
37060	3356	32	lose	lose	VB
37060	3356	33	the	the	DT
37060	3356	34	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	3356	35	of	of	IN
37060	3356	36	one	one	CD
37060	3356	37	or	or	CC
37060	3356	38	both	both	DT
37060	3356	39	,	,	,
37060	3356	40	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3356	41	would	would	MD
37060	3356	42	feel	feel	VB
37060	3356	43	a	a	DT
37060	3356	44	great	great	JJ
37060	3356	45	sense	sense	NN
37060	3356	46	of	of	IN
37060	3356	47	loss	loss	NN
37060	3356	48	.	.	.
37060	3357	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3357	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	3357	3	to	to	TO
37060	3357	4	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	3357	5	the	the	DT
37060	3357	6	negative	negative	JJ
37060	3357	7	images	image	NNS
37060	3357	8	which	which	WDT
37060	3357	9	clouded	cloud	VBD
37060	3357	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3357	11	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3357	12	,	,	,
37060	3357	13	and	and	CC
37060	3357	14	with	with	IN
37060	3357	15	naive	naive	JJ
37060	3357	16	and	and	CC
37060	3357	17	hopeful	hopeful	JJ
37060	3357	18	rationalization	rationalization	NN
37060	3357	19	,	,	,
37060	3357	20	banished	banish	VBN
37060	3357	21	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3357	22	from	from	IN
37060	3357	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3357	24	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	3357	25	through	through	IN
37060	3357	26	the	the	DT
37060	3357	27	fact	fact	NN
37060	3357	28	that	that	IN
37060	3357	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3357	30	had	have	VBD
37060	3357	31	never	never	RB
37060	3357	32	witnessed	witness	VBN
37060	3357	33	arguments	argument	NNS
37060	3357	34	or	or	CC
37060	3357	35	any	any	DT
37060	3357	36	other	other	JJ
37060	3357	37	signs	sign	NNS
37060	3357	38	of	of	IN
37060	3357	39	marital	marital	JJ
37060	3357	40	instability	instability	NN
37060	3357	41	in	in	IN
37060	3357	42	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3357	43	presence	presence	NN
37060	3357	44	.	.	.
37060	3358	1	Of	of	RB
37060	3358	2	course	course	RB
37060	3358	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3358	4	saw	see	VBD
37060	3358	5	less	less	JJR
37060	3358	6	of	of	IN
37060	3358	7	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	3358	8	and	and	CC
37060	3358	9	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3358	10	with	with	IN
37060	3358	11	the	the	DT
37060	3358	12	beginning	beginning	NN
37060	3358	13	of	of	IN
37060	3358	14	ninth	ninth	JJ
37060	3358	15	grade	grade	NN
37060	3358	16	.	.	.
37060	3359	1	Time	time	NN
37060	3359	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3359	3	no	no	RB
37060	3359	4	longer	long	RBR
37060	3359	5	a	a	DT
37060	3359	6	surplus	surplus	NN
37060	3359	7	commodity	commodity	NN
37060	3359	8	,	,	,
37060	3359	9	for	for	IN
37060	3359	10	the	the	DT
37060	3359	11	homework	homework	NN
37060	3359	12	was	be	VBD
37060	3359	13	more	more	RBR
37060	3359	14	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	3359	15	and	and	CC
37060	3359	16	life	life	NN
37060	3359	17	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3359	18	to	to	TO
37060	3359	19	demand	demand	VB
37060	3359	20	more	more	JJR
37060	3359	21	of	of	IN
37060	3359	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3359	23	energy	energy	NN
37060	3359	24	.	.	.
37060	3360	1	Growing	grow	VBG
37060	3360	2	up	up	RP
37060	3360	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3360	4	hard	hard	JJ
37060	3360	5	;	;	:
37060	3360	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3360	7	could	could	MD
37060	3360	8	not	not	RB
37060	3360	9	hide	hide	VB
37060	3360	10	at	at	IN
37060	3360	11	home	home	NN
37060	3360	12	in	in	IN
37060	3360	13	a	a	DT
37060	3360	14	bay	bay	NN
37060	3360	15	of	of	IN
37060	3360	16	isolation	isolation	NN
37060	3360	17	,	,	,
37060	3360	18	and	and	CC
37060	3360	19	pray	pray	VB
37060	3360	20	that	that	IN
37060	3360	21	the	the	DT
37060	3360	22	world	world	NN
37060	3360	23	would	would	MD
37060	3360	24	pass	pass	VB
37060	3360	25	by	by	RB
37060	3360	26	without	without	IN
37060	3360	27	casting	cast	VBG
37060	3360	28	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3360	29	shadow	shadow	NN
37060	3360	30	on	on	IN
37060	3360	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3360	32	life	life	NN
37060	3360	33	.	.	.
37060	3361	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3361	2	could	could	MD
37060	3361	3	not	not	RB
37060	3361	4	cower	cower	VB
37060	3361	5	among	among	IN
37060	3361	6	shadows	shadow	NNS
37060	3361	7	;	;	:
37060	3361	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3361	9	had	have	VBD
37060	3361	10	to	to	TO
37060	3361	11	seek	seek	VB
37060	3361	12	the	the	DT
37060	3361	13	sun	sun	NN
37060	3361	14	...	...	NFP
37060	3361	15	even	even	RB
37060	3361	16	though	though	IN
37060	3361	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3361	18	was	be	VBD
37060	3361	19	often	often	RB
37060	3361	20	obscured	obscure	VBN
37060	3361	21	by	by	IN
37060	3361	22	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	3361	23	.	.	.
37060	3362	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3362	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3362	3	n't	not	RB
37060	3362	4	always	always	RB
37060	3362	5	easy	easy	JJ
37060	3362	6	to	to	TO
37060	3362	7	seek	seek	VB
37060	3362	8	the	the	DT
37060	3362	9	sun	sun	NN
37060	3362	10	,	,	,
37060	3362	11	especially	especially	RB
37060	3362	12	in	in	IN
37060	3362	13	the	the	DT
37060	3362	14	middle	middle	NN
37060	3362	15	of	of	IN
37060	3362	16	winter	winter	NN
37060	3362	17	,	,	,
37060	3362	18	and	and	CC
37060	3362	19	after	after	IN
37060	3362	20	a	a	DT
37060	3362	21	week	week	NN
37060	3362	22	of	of	IN
37060	3362	23	the	the	DT
37060	3362	24	flu	flu	NN
37060	3362	25	...	...	:
37060	3362	26	and	and	CC
37060	3362	27	a	a	DT
37060	3362	28	week	week	NN
37060	3362	29	of	of	IN
37060	3362	30	silence	silence	NN
37060	3362	31	following	follow	VBG
37060	3362	32	the	the	DT
37060	3362	33	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3362	34	.	.	.
37060	3363	1	Nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	3363	2	,	,	,
37060	3363	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3363	4	prepared	prepare	VBD
37060	3363	5	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3363	6	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	3363	7	for	for	IN
37060	3363	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3363	9	return	return	NN
37060	3363	10	to	to	IN
37060	3363	11	school	school	NN
37060	3363	12	.	.	.
37060	3364	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3364	2	recuperation	recuperation	NN
37060	3364	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3364	4	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	3364	5	complete	complete	JJ
37060	3364	6	.	.	.
37060	3365	1	Jan	Jan	NNP
37060	3365	2	19	19	CD
37060	3365	3	,	,	,
37060	3365	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	3365	5	...	...	:
37060	3365	6	Will	Will	MD
37060	3365	7	go	go	VB
37060	3365	8	to	to	IN
37060	3365	9	school	school	NN
37060	3365	10	tomorrow	tomorrow	NN
37060	3365	11	.	.	.
37060	3366	1	Hopefully	hopefully	RB
37060	3366	2	without	without	IN
37060	3366	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3366	4	wig	wig	NN
37060	3366	5	.	.	.
37060	3367	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3367	2	washed	wash	VBD
37060	3367	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3367	4	hair	hair	NN
37060	3367	5	and	and	CC
37060	3367	6	styled	style	VBD
37060	3367	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3367	8	,	,	,
37060	3367	9	and	and	CC
37060	3367	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3367	11	looks	look	VBZ
37060	3367	12	good	good	JJ
37060	3367	13	.	.	.
37060	3368	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3368	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3368	3	true	true	JJ
37060	3368	4	.	.	.
37060	3369	1	Everything	everything	NN
37060	3369	2	did	do	VBD
37060	3369	3	always	always	RB
37060	3369	4	happen	happen	VB
37060	3369	5	at	at	IN
37060	3369	6	once	once	RB
37060	3369	7	.	.	.
37060	3370	1	Actually	actually	RB
37060	3370	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3370	3	timing	timing	NN
37060	3370	4	could	could	MD
37060	3370	5	not	not	RB
37060	3370	6	have	have	VB
37060	3370	7	been	be	VBN
37060	3370	8	better	well	JJR
37060	3370	9	,	,	,
37060	3370	10	since	since	IN
37060	3370	11	a	a	DT
37060	3370	12	new	new	JJ
37060	3370	13	semester	semester	NN
37060	3370	14	had	have	VBD
37060	3370	15	begun	begin	VBN
37060	3370	16	and	and	CC
37060	3370	17	a	a	DT
37060	3370	18	new	new	JJ
37060	3370	19	array	array	NN
37060	3370	20	of	of	IN
37060	3370	21	faces	face	NNS
37060	3370	22	would	would	MD
37060	3370	23	meet	meet	VB
37060	3370	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3370	25	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3370	26	in	in	IN
37060	3370	27	the	the	DT
37060	3370	28	various	various	JJ
37060	3370	29	classes	class	NNS
37060	3370	30	upon	upon	IN
37060	3370	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3370	32	entry	entry	NN
37060	3370	33	;	;	:
37060	3370	34	furthermore	furthermore	RB
37060	3370	35	,	,	,
37060	3370	36	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3370	37	was	be	VBD
37060	3370	38	a	a	DT
37060	3370	39	blessing	blessing	NN
37060	3370	40	that	that	IN
37060	3370	41	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3370	42	had	have	VBD
37060	3370	43	caught	catch	VBN
37060	3370	44	a	a	DT
37060	3370	45	nasty	nasty	JJ
37060	3370	46	virus	virus	NN
37060	3370	47	,	,	,
37060	3370	48	for	for	IN
37060	3370	49	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3370	50	reappearance	reappearance	NN
37060	3370	51	would	would	MD
37060	3370	52	be	be	VB
37060	3370	53	buffered	buffer	VBN
37060	3370	54	by	by	IN
37060	3370	55	time	time	NN
37060	3370	56	and	and	CC
37060	3370	57	the	the	DT
37060	3370	58	impairment	impairment	NN
37060	3370	59	of	of	IN
37060	3370	60	facial	facial	JJ
37060	3370	61	recollection	recollection	NN
37060	3370	62	which	which	WDT
37060	3370	63	accompanies	accompany	VBZ
37060	3370	64	one	one	PRP
37060	3370	65	's	's	POS
37060	3370	66	absence	absence	NN
37060	3370	67	.	.	.
37060	3371	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3371	2	studied	study	VBD
37060	3371	3	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3371	4	relentlessly	relentlessly	RB
37060	3371	5	in	in	IN
37060	3371	6	the	the	DT
37060	3371	7	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	3371	8	.	.	.
37060	3372	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3372	2	hair	hair	NN
37060	3372	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3372	4	pixie	pixie	NN
37060	3372	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	3372	6	short	short	JJ
37060	3372	7	,	,	,
37060	3372	8	yet	yet	CC
37060	3372	9	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3372	10	feathered	feather	VBN
37060	3372	11	,	,	,
37060	3372	12	naturally	naturally	RB
37060	3372	13	layered	layer	VBN
37060	3372	14	style	style	NN
37060	3372	15	would	would	MD
37060	3372	16	be	be	VB
37060	3372	17	a	a	DT
37060	3372	18	less	less	RBR
37060	3372	19	disagreeable	disagreeable	JJ
37060	3372	20	look	look	NN
37060	3372	21	for	for	IN
37060	3372	22	one	one	CD
37060	3372	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3372	24	age	age	NN
37060	3372	25	.	.	.
37060	3373	1	A	a	DT
37060	3373	2	gray	gray	JJ
37060	3373	3	and	and	CC
37060	3373	4	lifeless	lifeless	JJ
37060	3373	5	cast	cast	NN
37060	3373	6	,	,	,
37060	3373	7	though	though	IN
37060	3373	8	dominated	dominate	VBN
37060	3373	9	by	by	IN
37060	3373	10	brown	brown	NNP
37060	3373	11	,	,	,
37060	3373	12	was	be	VBD
37060	3373	13	still	still	RB
37060	3373	14	visible	visible	JJ
37060	3373	15	in	in	IN
37060	3373	16	the	the	DT
37060	3373	17	persistent	persistent	JJ
37060	3373	18	outcrop	outcrop	NN
37060	3373	19	,	,	,
37060	3373	20	attesting	attest	VBG
37060	3373	21	to	to	IN
37060	3373	22	the	the	DT
37060	3373	23	cruelties	cruelty	NNS
37060	3373	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3373	25	had	have	VBD
37060	3373	26	known	know	VBN
37060	3373	27	before	before	IN
37060	3373	28	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3373	29	was	be	VBD
37060	3373	30	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	3373	31	to	to	TO
37060	3373	32	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	3373	33	life	life	NN
37060	3373	34	.	.	.
37060	3374	1	The	the	DT
37060	3374	2	next	next	JJ
37060	3374	3	morning	morning	NN
37060	3374	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3374	5	once	once	RB
37060	3374	6	again	again	RB
37060	3374	7	surveyed	survey	VBD
37060	3374	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3374	9	reflection	reflection	NN
37060	3374	10	.	.	.
37060	3375	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3375	2	would	would	MD
37060	3375	3	have	have	VB
37060	3375	4	been	be	VBN
37060	3375	5	so	so	RB
37060	3375	6	easy	easy	JJ
37060	3375	7	to	to	TO
37060	3375	8	allow	allow	VB
37060	3375	9	cowardice	cowardice	NN
37060	3375	10	to	to	TO
37060	3375	11	overpower	overpower	VB
37060	3375	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3375	13	intention	intention	NN
37060	3375	14	;	;	:
37060	3375	15	the	the	DT
37060	3375	16	wig	wig	NN
37060	3375	17	,	,	,
37060	3375	18	poised	poise	VBN
37060	3375	19	on	on	IN
37060	3375	20	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3375	21	styrofoam	styrofoam	JJ
37060	3375	22	head	head	NN
37060	3375	23	,	,	,
37060	3375	24	could	could	MD
37060	3375	25	either	either	CC
37060	3375	26	be	be	VB
37060	3375	27	part	part	NN
37060	3375	28	of	of	IN
37060	3375	29	the	the	DT
37060	3375	30	present	present	JJ
37060	3375	31	or	or	CC
37060	3375	32	part	part	NN
37060	3375	33	of	of	IN
37060	3375	34	the	the	DT
37060	3375	35	past	past	NN
37060	3375	36	.	.	.
37060	3376	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3376	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	3376	3	at	at	IN
37060	3376	4	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3376	5	in	in	IN
37060	3376	6	the	the	DT
37060	3376	7	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	3376	8	and	and	CC
37060	3376	9	ran	run	VBD
37060	3376	10	a	a	DT
37060	3376	11	comb	comb	NN
37060	3376	12	through	through	IN
37060	3376	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3376	14	hair	hair	NN
37060	3376	15	;	;	:
37060	3376	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3376	17	was	be	VBD
37060	3376	18	n't	not	RB
37060	3376	19	much	much	JJ
37060	3376	20	,	,	,
37060	3376	21	but	but	CC
37060	3376	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3376	23	was	be	VBD
37060	3376	24	mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3376	25	.	.	.
37060	3377	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3377	2	lowered	lower	VBD
37060	3377	3	the	the	DT
37060	3377	4	comb	comb	NN
37060	3377	5	and	and	CC
37060	3377	6	placed	place	VBD
37060	3377	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3377	8	on	on	IN
37060	3377	9	top	top	NN
37060	3377	10	of	of	IN
37060	3377	11	the	the	DT
37060	3377	12	vanity	vanity	NN
37060	3377	13	.	.	.
37060	3378	1	Taking	take	VBG
37060	3378	2	a	a	DT
37060	3378	3	deep	deep	JJ
37060	3378	4	breath	breath	NN
37060	3378	5	to	to	TO
37060	3378	6	ease	ease	VB
37060	3378	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3378	8	churning	churning	NN
37060	3378	9	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	3378	10	,	,	,
37060	3378	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3378	12	turned	turn	VBD
37060	3378	13	from	from	IN
37060	3378	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3378	15	reflection	reflection	NN
37060	3378	16	and	and	CC
37060	3378	17	permitted	permit	VBD
37060	3378	18	the	the	DT
37060	3378	19	wig	wig	NN
37060	3378	20	to	to	TO
37060	3378	21	become	become	VB
37060	3378	22	a	a	DT
37060	3378	23	remnant	remnant	NN
37060	3378	24	of	of	IN
37060	3378	25	history	history	NN
37060	3378	26	.	.	.
37060	3379	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	3379	2	20	20	CD
37060	3379	3	,	,	,
37060	3379	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	3379	5	...	...	.
37060	3380	1	Break	break	VB
37060	3380	2	through	through	RP
37060	3380	3	!	!	.
37060	3380	4	!	!	.
37060	3381	1	First	first	JJ
37060	3381	2	day	day	NN
37060	3381	3	in	in	IN
37060	3381	4	a	a	DT
37060	3381	5	year	year	NN
37060	3381	6	and	and	CC
37060	3381	7	four	four	CD
37060	3381	8	months	month	NNS
37060	3381	9	that	that	WDT
37060	3381	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3381	11	did	do	VBD
37060	3381	12	n't	not	RB
37060	3381	13	wear	wear	VB
37060	3381	14	a	a	DT
37060	3381	15	wig	wig	NN
37060	3381	16	to	to	IN
37060	3381	17	school	school	NN
37060	3381	18	or	or	CC
37060	3381	19	anywhere	anywhere	RB
37060	3381	20	.	.	.
37060	3382	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3382	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3382	3	so	so	RB
37060	3382	4	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	3382	5	when	when	WRB
37060	3382	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3382	7	went	go	VBD
37060	3382	8	to	to	IN
37060	3382	9	school	school	NN
37060	3382	10	.	.	.
37060	3383	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3383	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3383	3	like	like	IN
37060	3383	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3383	5	was	be	VBD
37060	3383	6	bald	bald	JJ
37060	3383	7	.	.	.
37060	3384	1	But	but	CC
37060	3384	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3384	3	got	get	VBD
37060	3384	4	a	a	DT
37060	3384	5	lot	lot	NN
37060	3384	6	of	of	IN
37060	3384	7	compliments	compliment	NNS
37060	3384	8	which	which	WDT
37060	3384	9	gave	give	VBD
37060	3384	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3384	11	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	3384	12	.	.	.
37060	3385	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3385	2	got	get	VBD
37060	3385	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3385	4	a	a	DT
37060	3385	5	set	set	NN
37060	3385	6	of	of	IN
37060	3385	7	four	four	CD
37060	3385	8	perfumes	perfume	NNS
37060	3385	9	to	to	TO
37060	3385	10	celebrate	celebrate	VB
37060	3385	11	.	.	.
37060	3386	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3386	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3386	3	quite	quite	PDT
37060	3386	4	a	a	DT
37060	3386	5	day	day	NN
37060	3386	6	.	.	.
37060	3387	1	When	when	WRB
37060	3387	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3387	3	said	say	VBD
37060	3387	4	"	"	``
37060	3387	5	hello	hello	UH
37060	3387	6	"	"	''
37060	3387	7	to	to	IN
37060	3387	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3387	9	friends	friend	NNS
37060	3387	10	in	in	IN
37060	3387	11	the	the	DT
37060	3387	12	hallway	hallway	NN
37060	3387	13	,	,	,
37060	3387	14	many	many	JJ
37060	3387	15	did	do	VBD
37060	3387	16	not	not	RB
37060	3387	17	recognize	recognize	VB
37060	3387	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3387	19	;	;	:
37060	3387	20	then	then	RB
37060	3387	21	after	after	IN
37060	3387	22	a	a	DT
37060	3387	23	brief	brief	JJ
37060	3387	24	delay	delay	NN
37060	3387	25	,	,	,
37060	3387	26	sudden	sudden	JJ
37060	3387	27	recognition	recognition	NN
37060	3387	28	would	would	MD
37060	3387	29	cause	cause	VB
37060	3387	30	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3387	31	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3387	32	to	to	TO
37060	3387	33	open	open	VB
37060	3387	34	wide	wide	RB
37060	3387	35	,	,	,
37060	3387	36	exploding	explode	VBG
37060	3387	37	like	like	IN
37060	3387	38	recoiling	recoil	VBG
37060	3387	39	window	window	NN
37060	3387	40	shades	shade	NNS
37060	3387	41	.	.	.
37060	3388	1	"	"	``
37060	3388	2	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	3388	3	.	.	.
37060	3389	1	.	.	.
37060	3390	1	.	.	.
37060	3391	1	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3391	2	own	own	JJ
37060	3391	3	hair	hair	NN
37060	3391	4	!	!	.
37060	3391	5	"	"	''
37060	3392	1	Others	other	NNS
37060	3392	2	who	who	WP
37060	3392	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3392	4	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	3392	5	missed	miss	VBN
37060	3392	6	aligning	align	VBG
37060	3392	7	the	the	DT
37060	3392	8	fact	fact	NN
37060	3392	9	that	that	IN
37060	3392	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3392	11	had	have	VBD
37060	3392	12	been	be	VBN
37060	3392	13	the	the	DT
37060	3392	14	girl	girl	NN
37060	3392	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	3392	16	with	with	IN
37060	3392	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	3392	18	the	the	DT
37060	3392	19	-	-	HYPH
37060	3392	20	wig	wig	NN
37060	3392	21	,	,	,
37060	3392	22	were	be	VBD
37060	3392	23	astonished	astonish	VBN
37060	3392	24	by	by	IN
37060	3392	25	the	the	DT
37060	3392	26	improvement	improvement	NN
37060	3392	27	and	and	CC
37060	3392	28	looked	look	VBD
37060	3392	29	at	at	IN
37060	3392	30	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3392	31	in	in	IN
37060	3392	32	a	a	DT
37060	3392	33	new	new	JJ
37060	3392	34	light	light	NN
37060	3392	35	.	.	.
37060	3393	1	Most	most	RBS
37060	3393	2	surprising	surprising	JJ
37060	3393	3	to	to	IN
37060	3393	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3393	5	,	,	,
37060	3393	6	however	however	RB
37060	3393	7	,	,	,
37060	3393	8	were	be	VBD
37060	3393	9	the	the	DT
37060	3393	10	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	3393	11	who	who	WP
37060	3393	12	remained	remain	VBD
37060	3393	13	unaware	unaware	JJ
37060	3393	14	of	of	IN
37060	3393	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3393	16	health	health	NN
37060	3393	17	problem	problem	NN
37060	3393	18	,	,	,
37060	3393	19	for	for	IN
37060	3393	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3393	21	had	have	VBD
37060	3393	22	assumed	assume	VBN
37060	3393	23	all	all	DT
37060	3393	24	of	of	IN
37060	3393	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3393	26	instructors	instructor	NNS
37060	3393	27	had	have	VBD
37060	3393	28	been	be	VBN
37060	3393	29	thus	thus	RB
37060	3393	30	enlightened	enlighten	VBN
37060	3393	31	.	.	.
37060	3394	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3394	2	civics	civic	NNS
37060	3394	3	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	3394	4	soon	soon	RB
37060	3394	5	proved	prove	VBD
37060	3394	6	that	that	IN
37060	3394	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3394	8	assumption	assumption	NN
37060	3394	9	was	be	VBD
37060	3394	10	incorrect	incorrect	JJ
37060	3394	11	,	,	,
37060	3394	12	however	however	RB
37060	3394	13	,	,	,
37060	3394	14	as	as	IN
37060	3394	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3394	16	looked	look	VBD
37060	3394	17	at	at	IN
37060	3394	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3394	19	and	and	CC
37060	3394	20	proclaimed	proclaim	VBD
37060	3394	21	,	,	,
37060	3394	22	"	"	``
37060	3394	23	Your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3394	24	hair	hair	NN
37060	3394	25	cut	cut	NN
37060	3394	26	is	be	VBZ
37060	3394	27	quite	quite	PDT
37060	3394	28	an	an	DT
37060	3394	29	improvement	improvement	NN
37060	3394	30	.	.	.
37060	3394	31	"	"	''
37060	3395	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3395	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	3395	3	at	at	IN
37060	3395	4	several	several	JJ
37060	3395	5	of	of	IN
37060	3395	6	the	the	DT
37060	3395	7	nearby	nearby	JJ
37060	3395	8	students	student	NNS
37060	3395	9	,	,	,
37060	3395	10	in	in	IN
37060	3395	11	whose	whose	WP$
37060	3395	12	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3395	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3395	14	caught	catch	VBD
37060	3395	15	a	a	DT
37060	3395	16	shared	shared	JJ
37060	3395	17	glimmer	glimmer	NN
37060	3395	18	of	of	IN
37060	3395	19	humor	humor	NN
37060	3395	20	.	.	.
37060	3396	1	"	"	``
37060	3396	2	Thank	thank	VBP
37060	3396	3	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3396	4	,	,	,
37060	3396	5	"	"	''
37060	3396	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3396	7	replied	reply	VBD
37060	3396	8	.	.	.
37060	3397	1	Still	still	RB
37060	3397	2	immersed	immerse	VBN
37060	3397	3	in	in	IN
37060	3397	4	self	self	NN
37060	3397	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	3397	6	consciousness	consciousness	NN
37060	3397	7	,	,	,
37060	3397	8	an	an	DT
37060	3397	9	explanation	explanation	NN
37060	3397	10	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3397	11	rather	rather	RB
37060	3397	12	pointless	pointless	JJ
37060	3397	13	,	,	,
37060	3397	14	yet	yet	CC
37060	3397	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3397	16	marveled	marvel	VBD
37060	3397	17	at	at	IN
37060	3397	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3397	19	apparent	apparent	JJ
37060	3397	20	belief	belief	NN
37060	3397	21	that	that	WDT
37060	3397	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3397	23	had	have	VBD
37060	3397	24	actually	actually	RB
37060	3397	25	chosen	choose	VBN
37060	3397	26	to	to	TO
37060	3397	27	wear	wear	VB
37060	3397	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3397	29	hair	hair	NN
37060	3397	30	in	in	IN
37060	3397	31	such	such	PDT
37060	3397	32	an	an	DT
37060	3397	33	unflattering	unflattering	JJ
37060	3397	34	manner	manner	NN
37060	3397	35	.	.	.
37060	3398	1	Some	some	DT
37060	3398	2	people	people	NNS
37060	3398	3	must	must	MD
37060	3398	4	have	have	VB
37060	3398	5	thought	think	VBN
37060	3398	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3398	7	had	have	VBD
37060	3398	8	a	a	DT
37060	3398	9	putrid	putrid	JJ
37060	3398	10	sense	sense	NN
37060	3398	11	of	of	IN
37060	3398	12	style	style	NN
37060	3398	13	.	.	.
37060	3399	1	The	the	DT
37060	3399	2	past	past	NN
37060	3399	3	,	,	,
37060	3399	4	however	however	RB
37060	3399	5	,	,	,
37060	3399	6	no	no	RB
37060	3399	7	longer	long	RBR
37060	3399	8	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3399	9	to	to	TO
37060	3399	10	matter	matter	VB
37060	3399	11	,	,	,
37060	3399	12	for	for	IN
37060	3399	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3399	14	was	be	VBD
37060	3399	15	kindled	kindle	VBN
37060	3399	16	in	in	IN
37060	3399	17	the	the	DT
37060	3399	18	fires	fire	NNS
37060	3399	19	of	of	IN
37060	3399	20	the	the	DT
37060	3399	21	present	present	NN
37060	3399	22	,	,	,
37060	3399	23	and	and	CC
37060	3399	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3399	25	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3399	26	incredibly	incredibly	RB
37060	3399	27	free	free	JJ
37060	3399	28	...	...	NFP
37060	3399	29	and	and	CC
37060	3399	30	irrepressibly	irrepressibly	RB
37060	3399	31	human	human	JJ
37060	3399	32	.	.	.
37060	3400	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3400	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3400	3	unreal	unreal	JJ
37060	3400	4	that	that	IN
37060	3400	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3400	6	had	have	VBD
37060	3400	7	been	be	VBN
37060	3400	8	dubious	dubious	JJ
37060	3400	9	about	about	IN
37060	3400	10	the	the	DT
37060	3400	11	decision	decision	NN
37060	3400	12	to	to	TO
37060	3400	13	put	put	VB
37060	3400	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3400	15	wig	wig	NN
37060	3400	16	to	to	IN
37060	3400	17	eternal	eternal	JJ
37060	3400	18	rest	rest	NN
37060	3400	19	,	,	,
37060	3400	20	especially	especially	RB
37060	3400	21	after	after	IN
37060	3400	22	the	the	DT
37060	3400	23	frightening	frightening	JJ
37060	3400	24	reception	reception	NN
37060	3400	25	to	to	TO
37060	3400	26	which	which	WDT
37060	3400	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3400	28	had	have	VBD
37060	3400	29	been	be	VBN
37060	3400	30	treated	treat	VBN
37060	3400	31	on	on	IN
37060	3400	32	that	that	DT
37060	3400	33	first	first	JJ
37060	3400	34	agonizing	agonizing	JJ
37060	3400	35	day	day	NN
37060	3400	36	of	of	IN
37060	3400	37	school	school	NN
37060	3400	38	in	in	IN
37060	3400	39	August	August	NNP
37060	3400	40	.	.	.
37060	3401	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3401	2	wig	wig	NN
37060	3401	3	caused	cause	VBD
37060	3401	4	pain	pain	NN
37060	3401	5	,	,	,
37060	3401	6	to	to	TO
37060	3401	7	be	be	VB
37060	3401	8	certain	certain	JJ
37060	3401	9	,	,	,
37060	3401	10	but	but	CC
37060	3401	11	without	without	IN
37060	3401	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3401	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3401	14	would	would	MD
37060	3401	15	have	have	VB
37060	3401	16	suffered	suffer	VBN
37060	3401	17	more	more	JJR
37060	3401	18	;	;	:
37060	3401	19	part	part	NN
37060	3401	20	of	of	IN
37060	3401	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3401	22	shrunk	shrunk	VB
37060	3401	23	behind	behind	IN
37060	3401	24	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3401	25	netted	net	VBN
37060	3401	26	structure	structure	NN
37060	3401	27	of	of	IN
37060	3401	28	synthetic	synthetic	JJ
37060	3401	29	hair	hair	NN
37060	3401	30	,	,	,
37060	3401	31	and	and	CC
37060	3401	32	even	even	RB
37060	3401	33	when	when	WRB
37060	3401	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3401	35	own	own	JJ
37060	3401	36	hair	hair	NN
37060	3401	37	was	be	VBD
37060	3401	38	ready	ready	JJ
37060	3401	39	to	to	TO
37060	3401	40	debut	debut	VB
37060	3401	41	in	in	IN
37060	3401	42	public	public	NN
37060	3401	43	,	,	,
37060	3401	44	the	the	DT
37060	3401	45	impending	impending	JJ
37060	3401	46	change	change	NN
37060	3401	47	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	3401	48	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3401	49	drastic	drastic	JJ
37060	3401	50	and	and	CC
37060	3401	51	was	be	VBD
37060	3401	52	accompanied	accompany	VBN
37060	3401	53	by	by	IN
37060	3401	54	fear	fear	NN
37060	3401	55	.	.	.
37060	3402	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3402	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3402	3	unprotected	unprotected	JJ
37060	3402	4	and	and	CC
37060	3402	5	vulnerable	vulnerable	JJ
37060	3402	6	without	without	IN
37060	3402	7	the	the	DT
37060	3402	8	wig	wig	NN
37060	3402	9	's	's	POS
37060	3402	10	weight	weight	NN
37060	3402	11	upon	upon	IN
37060	3402	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3402	13	head	head	NN
37060	3402	14	.	.	.
37060	3403	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3403	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3403	3	as	as	IN
37060	3403	4	if	if	IN
37060	3403	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3403	6	had	have	VBD
37060	3403	7	to	to	TO
37060	3403	8	relinquish	relinquish	VB
37060	3403	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3403	10	shield	shield	NN
37060	3403	11	and	and	CC
37060	3403	12	stand	stand	VB
37060	3403	13	alone	alone	JJ
37060	3403	14	and	and	CC
37060	3403	15	unmasked	unmasked	JJ
37060	3403	16	before	before	IN
37060	3403	17	the	the	DT
37060	3403	18	world	world	NN
37060	3403	19	's	's	POS
37060	3403	20	judgmental	judgmental	NNP
37060	3403	21	gaze	gaze	NN
37060	3403	22	.	.	.
37060	3404	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3404	2	fear	fear	NN
37060	3404	3	,	,	,
37060	3404	4	once	once	RB
37060	3404	5	overcome	overcome	NN
37060	3404	6	,	,	,
37060	3404	7	was	be	VBD
37060	3404	8	replaced	replace	VBN
37060	3404	9	with	with	IN
37060	3404	10	ecstasy	ecstasy	NN
37060	3404	11	.	.	.
37060	3405	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3405	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3405	3	undergone	undergo	VBN
37060	3405	4	a	a	DT
37060	3405	5	transformation	transformation	NN
37060	3405	6	--	--	:
37060	3405	7	a	a	DT
37060	3405	8	metamorphosis	metamorphosis	NN
37060	3405	9	--	--	:
37060	3405	10	which	which	WDT
37060	3405	11	was	be	VBD
37060	3405	12	amazing	amazing	JJ
37060	3405	13	.	.	.
37060	3406	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3406	2	courage	courage	NN
37060	3406	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3406	4	not	not	RB
37060	3406	5	failed	fail	VBN
37060	3406	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3406	7	,	,	,
37060	3406	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3406	9	had	have	VBD
37060	3406	10	buoyed	buoy	VBN
37060	3406	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3406	12	up	up	RP
37060	3406	13	;	;	,
37060	3406	14	now	now	RB
37060	3406	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3406	16	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	3406	17	the	the	DT
37060	3406	18	self	self	NN
37060	3406	19	-	-	HYPH
37060	3406	20	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	3406	21	to	to	TO
37060	3406	22	reflect	reflect	VB
37060	3406	23	formerly	formerly	RB
37060	3406	24	concealed	conceal	VBN
37060	3406	25	attributes	attribute	NNS
37060	3406	26	because	because	IN
37060	3406	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3406	28	no	no	RB
37060	3406	29	longer	long	RBR
37060	3406	30	detested	detest	VBD
37060	3406	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3406	32	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	3406	33	,	,	,
37060	3406	34	nor	nor	CC
37060	3406	35	did	do	VBD
37060	3406	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3406	37	have	have	VB
37060	3406	38	to	to	TO
37060	3406	39	deal	deal	VB
37060	3406	40	with	with	IN
37060	3406	41	the	the	DT
37060	3406	42	menacing	menacing	JJ
37060	3406	43	blows	blow	NNS
37060	3406	44	which	which	WDT
37060	3406	45	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3406	46	had	have	VBD
37060	3406	47	previously	previously	RB
37060	3406	48	evoked	evoke	VBN
37060	3406	49	.	.	.
37060	3407	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3407	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3407	3	initially	initially	RB
37060	3407	4	planned	plan	VBN
37060	3407	5	to	to	TO
37060	3407	6	dispose	dispose	VB
37060	3407	7	of	of	IN
37060	3407	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3407	9	two	two	CD
37060	3407	10	wigs	wig	NNS
37060	3407	11	in	in	IN
37060	3407	12	a	a	DT
37060	3407	13	stately	stately	JJ
37060	3407	14	burning	burning	NN
37060	3407	15	ceremony	ceremony	NN
37060	3407	16	behind	behind	IN
37060	3407	17	the	the	DT
37060	3407	18	house	house	NN
37060	3407	19	,	,	,
37060	3407	20	but	but	CC
37060	3407	21	after	after	IN
37060	3407	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3407	23	hair	hair	NN
37060	3407	24	returned	return	VBD
37060	3407	25	,	,	,
37060	3407	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3407	27	no	no	RB
37060	3407	28	longer	long	RBR
37060	3407	29	bore	bear	VBD
37060	3407	30	any	any	DT
37060	3407	31	ill	ill	JJ
37060	3407	32	will	will	NN
37060	3407	33	toward	toward	IN
37060	3407	34	the	the	DT
37060	3407	35	inanimate	inanimate	JJ
37060	3407	36	hair	hair	NN
37060	3407	37	pieces	piece	NNS
37060	3407	38	,	,	,
37060	3407	39	and	and	CC
37060	3407	40	ended	end	VBD
37060	3407	41	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3407	42	stay	stay	NN
37060	3407	43	at	at	IN
37060	3407	44	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3407	45	house	house	NN
37060	3407	46	by	by	IN
37060	3407	47	giving	give	VBG
37060	3407	48	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3407	49	to	to	IN
37060	3407	50	the	the	DT
37060	3407	51	Thrift	Thrift	NNP
37060	3407	52	Shop	Shop	NNP
37060	3407	53	.	.	.
37060	3408	1	In	in	IN
37060	3408	2	retrospect	retrospect	NN
37060	3408	3	,	,	,
37060	3408	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3408	5	knew	know	VBD
37060	3408	6	that	that	IN
37060	3408	7	the	the	DT
37060	3408	8	wigs	wig	NNS
37060	3408	9	were	be	VBD
37060	3408	10	great	great	JJ
37060	3408	11	allies	ally	NNS
37060	3408	12	and	and	CC
37060	3408	13	had	have	VBD
37060	3408	14	served	serve	VBN
37060	3408	15	faithfully	faithfully	RB
37060	3408	16	for	for	IN
37060	3408	17	many	many	JJ
37060	3408	18	grueling	grueling	JJ
37060	3408	19	months	month	NNS
37060	3408	20	.	.	.
37060	3409	1	Their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3409	2	malignancy	malignancy	NN
37060	3409	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3409	4	expired	expire	VBN
37060	3409	5	in	in	IN
37060	3409	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3409	7	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3409	8	,	,	,
37060	3409	9	for	for	IN
37060	3409	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3409	11	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3409	12	had	have	VBD
37060	3409	13	expanded	expand	VBN
37060	3409	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3409	15	vision	vision	NN
37060	3409	16	.	.	.
37060	3410	1	Through	through	IN
37060	3410	2	the	the	DT
37060	3410	3	years	year	NNS
37060	3410	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3410	5	came	come	VBD
37060	3410	6	to	to	TO
37060	3410	7	acknowledge	acknowledge	VB
37060	3410	8	that	that	IN
37060	3410	9	people	people	NNS
37060	3410	10	generally	generally	RB
37060	3410	11	have	have	VBP
37060	3410	12	a	a	DT
37060	3410	13	foremost	foremost	JJ
37060	3410	14	problem	problem	NN
37060	3410	15	over	over	IN
37060	3410	16	which	which	WDT
37060	3410	17	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3410	18	grieve	grieve	VBP
37060	3410	19	remorsefully	remorsefully	RB
37060	3410	20	;	;	:
37060	3410	21	if	if	IN
37060	3410	22	that	that	DT
37060	3410	23	problem	problem	NN
37060	3410	24	disappears	disappear	VBZ
37060	3410	25	,	,	,
37060	3410	26	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3410	27	lives	life	NNS
37060	3410	28	do	do	VBP
37060	3410	29	not	not	RB
37060	3410	30	long	long	RB
37060	3410	31	remain	remain	VB
37060	3410	32	blissful	blissful	JJ
37060	3410	33	ere	ere	RB
37060	3410	34	another	another	DT
37060	3410	35	problem	problem	NN
37060	3410	36	arises	arise	VBZ
37060	3410	37	to	to	IN
37060	3410	38	disturb	disturb	VB
37060	3410	39	and	and	CC
37060	3410	40	provoke	provoke	VB
37060	3410	41	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3410	42	happy	happy	JJ
37060	3410	43	state	state	NN
37060	3410	44	of	of	IN
37060	3410	45	mind	mind	NN
37060	3410	46	.	.	.
37060	3411	1	Often	often	RB
37060	3411	2	one	one	PRP
37060	3411	3	can	can	MD
37060	3411	4	determine	determine	VB
37060	3411	5	an	an	DT
37060	3411	6	individual	individual	NN
37060	3411	7	's	's	POS
37060	3411	8	quality	quality	NN
37060	3411	9	of	of	IN
37060	3411	10	life	life	NN
37060	3411	11	,	,	,
37060	3411	12	or	or	CC
37060	3411	13	the	the	DT
37060	3411	14	quality	quality	NN
37060	3411	15	of	of	IN
37060	3411	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3411	17	values	value	NNS
37060	3411	18	,	,	,
37060	3411	19	through	through	IN
37060	3411	20	the	the	DT
37060	3411	21	problem	problem	NN
37060	3411	22	to	to	TO
37060	3411	23	which	which	WDT
37060	3411	24	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3411	25	gives	give	VBZ
37060	3411	26	priority	priority	NN
37060	3411	27	.	.	.
37060	3412	1	Some	some	DT
37060	3412	2	people	people	NNS
37060	3412	3	,	,	,
37060	3412	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3412	5	believe	believe	VBP
37060	3412	6	,	,	,
37060	3412	7	have	have	VBP
37060	3412	8	little	little	RB
37060	3412	9	more	more	JJR
37060	3412	10	than	than	IN
37060	3412	11	what	what	WP
37060	3412	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3412	13	label	label	VBP
37060	3412	14	"	"	''
37060	3412	15	illegitimate	illegitimate	JJ
37060	3412	16	beefs	beefs	NNP
37060	3412	17	"	"	''
37060	3412	18	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3412	19	or	or	CC
37060	3412	20	insignificant	insignificant	JJ
37060	3412	21	and	and	CC
37060	3412	22	unfounded	unfounded	JJ
37060	3412	23	troubles	trouble	NNS
37060	3412	24	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3412	25	;	;	:
37060	3412	26	other	other	JJ
37060	3412	27	people	people	NNS
37060	3412	28	dabble	dabble	JJ
37060	3412	29	midway	midway	NN
37060	3412	30	between	between	IN
37060	3412	31	problems	problem	NNS
37060	3412	32	and	and	CC
37060	3412	33	trivials	trivial	NNS
37060	3412	34	,	,	,
37060	3412	35	or	or	CC
37060	3412	36	have	have	VBP
37060	3412	37	a	a	DT
37060	3412	38	flair	flair	NN
37060	3412	39	for	for	IN
37060	3412	40	creating	create	VBG
37060	3412	41	headaches	headache	NNS
37060	3412	42	through	through	IN
37060	3412	43	flaws	flaw	NNS
37060	3412	44	in	in	IN
37060	3412	45	the	the	DT
37060	3412	46	decisive	decisive	JJ
37060	3412	47	factors	factor	NNS
37060	3412	48	of	of	IN
37060	3412	49	life	life	NN
37060	3412	50	.	.	.
37060	3413	1	Personally	personally	RB
37060	3413	2	,	,	,
37060	3413	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3413	4	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3413	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3413	6	problems	problem	NNS
37060	3413	7	would	would	MD
37060	3413	8	no	no	RB
37060	3413	9	longer	longer	RB
37060	3413	10	include	include	VB
37060	3413	11	"	"	``
37060	3413	12	real	real	JJ
37060	3413	13	"	"	''
37060	3413	14	problems	problem	NNS
37060	3413	15	,	,	,
37060	3413	16	for	for	IN
37060	3413	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3413	18	health	health	NN
37060	3413	19	was	be	VBD
37060	3413	20	returning	return	VBG
37060	3413	21	.	.	.
37060	3414	1	Nausea	nausea	NN
37060	3414	2	after	after	IN
37060	3414	3	meals	meal	NNS
37060	3414	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3414	5	more	more	JJR
37060	3414	6	of	of	IN
37060	3414	7	an	an	DT
37060	3414	8	inconvenience	inconvenience	NN
37060	3414	9	than	than	IN
37060	3414	10	a	a	DT
37060	3414	11	problem	problem	NN
37060	3414	12	,	,	,
37060	3414	13	and	and	CC
37060	3414	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3414	15	was	be	VBD
37060	3414	16	the	the	DT
37060	3414	17	only	only	JJ
37060	3414	18	existing	exist	VBG
37060	3414	19	reminder	reminder	NN
37060	3414	20	,	,	,
37060	3414	21	aside	aside	RB
37060	3414	22	from	from	IN
37060	3414	23	operative	operative	JJ
37060	3414	24	scars	scar	NNS
37060	3414	25	,	,	,
37060	3414	26	that	that	WDT
37060	3414	27	attested	attest	VBD
37060	3414	28	to	to	IN
37060	3414	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3414	30	harrowing	harrowing	JJ
37060	3414	31	experiences	experience	NNS
37060	3414	32	of	of	IN
37060	3414	33	the	the	DT
37060	3414	34	past	past	JJ
37060	3414	35	year	year	NN
37060	3414	36	.	.	.
37060	3415	1	If	if	IN
37060	3415	2	boyfriends	boyfriend	NNS
37060	3415	3	and	and	CC
37060	3415	4	clothes	clothe	NNS
37060	3415	5	and	and	CC
37060	3415	6	hairstyles	hairstyle	NNS
37060	3415	7	were	be	VBD
37060	3415	8	to	to	TO
37060	3415	9	be	be	VB
37060	3415	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3415	11	only	only	JJ
37060	3415	12	future	future	JJ
37060	3415	13	problems	problem	NNS
37060	3415	14	,	,	,
37060	3415	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3415	16	figured	figure	VBD
37060	3415	17	that	that	IN
37060	3415	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3415	19	could	could	MD
37060	3415	20	go	go	VB
37060	3415	21	through	through	IN
37060	3415	22	life	life	NN
37060	3415	23	with	with	IN
37060	3415	24	few	few	JJ
37060	3415	25	ill	ill	RB
37060	3415	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	3415	27	spent	spend	VBN
37060	3415	28	tears	tear	NNS
37060	3415	29	.	.	.
37060	3416	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3416	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3416	3	no	no	DT
37060	3416	4	idea	idea	NN
37060	3416	5	that	that	IN
37060	3416	6	a	a	DT
37060	3416	7	major	major	JJ
37060	3416	8	bomb	bomb	NN
37060	3416	9	would	would	MD
37060	3416	10	drop	drop	VB
37060	3416	11	so	so	RB
37060	3416	12	soon	soon	RB
37060	3416	13	on	on	IN
37060	3416	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3416	15	newly	newly	RB
37060	3416	16	acquired	acquire	VBN
37060	3416	17	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	3416	18	.	.	.
37060	3417	1	Jan	Jan	NNP
37060	3417	2	31	31	CD
37060	3417	3	,	,	,
37060	3417	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	3417	5	...	...	.
37060	3418	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3418	2	called	call	VBD
37060	3418	3	and	and	CC
37060	3418	4	said	say	VBD
37060	3418	5	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3418	6	left	leave	VBD
37060	3418	7	.	.	.
37060	3419	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3419	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3419	3	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3419	4	and	and	CC
37060	3419	5	still	still	RB
37060	3419	6	am	be	VBP
37060	3419	7	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3419	8	hurt	hurt	VBN
37060	3419	9	.	.	.
37060	3420	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3420	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3420	3	a	a	DT
37060	3420	4	great	great	JJ
37060	3420	5	person	person	NN
37060	3420	6	to	to	TO
37060	3420	7	know	know	VB
37060	3420	8	and	and	CC
37060	3420	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3420	10	hurts	hurt	VBZ
37060	3420	11	to	to	TO
37060	3420	12	think	think	VB
37060	3420	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3420	14	'll	will	MD
37060	3420	15	never	never	RB
37060	3420	16	see	see	VB
37060	3420	17	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3420	18	again	again	RB
37060	3420	19	.	.	.
37060	3421	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3421	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	3421	3	sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	3421	4	for	for	IN
37060	3421	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3421	6	,	,	,
37060	3421	7	too	too	RB
37060	3421	8	.	.	.
37060	3422	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3422	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	3422	3	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3422	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3422	5	seeing	see	VBG
37060	3422	6	a	a	DT
37060	3422	7	guy	guy	NN
37060	3422	8	since	since	IN
37060	3422	9	summer	summer	NN
37060	3422	10	.	.	.
37060	3423	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3423	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	3423	3	just	just	RB
37060	3423	4	hard	hard	JJ
37060	3423	5	to	to	TO
37060	3423	6	take	take	VB
37060	3423	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3423	8	in	in	RP
37060	3423	9	.	.	.
37060	3424	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3424	2	came	come	VBD
37060	3424	3	over	over	RP
37060	3424	4	and	and	CC
37060	3424	5	watched	watch	VBD
37060	3424	6	T.V.	T.V.	NNP
37060	3425	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	3425	2	1	1	CD
37060	3425	3	,	,	,
37060	3425	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	3425	5	...	...	.
37060	3426	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3426	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	3426	3	coming	come	VBG
37060	3426	4	for	for	IN
37060	3426	5	supper	supper	NN
37060	3426	6	every	every	DT
37060	3426	7	day	day	NN
37060	3426	8	this	this	DT
37060	3426	9	week	week	NN
37060	3426	10	.	.	.
37060	3427	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3427	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	3427	3	glad	glad	JJ
37060	3427	4	.	.	.
37060	3428	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3428	2	think	think	VBP
37060	3428	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3428	4	will	will	MD
37060	3428	5	help	help	VB
37060	3428	6	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3428	7	a	a	DT
37060	3428	8	little	little	JJ
37060	3428	9	.	.	.
37060	3429	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3429	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3429	3	in	in	IN
37060	3429	4	the	the	DT
37060	3429	5	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	3429	6	when	when	WRB
37060	3429	7	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3429	8	called	call	VBD
37060	3429	9	,	,	,
37060	3429	10	and	and	CC
37060	3429	11	after	after	IN
37060	3429	12	hearing	hear	VBG
37060	3429	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3429	14	message	message	NN
37060	3429	15	from	from	IN
37060	3429	16	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	3429	17	,	,	,
37060	3429	18	curled	curl	VBD
37060	3429	19	up	up	RP
37060	3429	20	in	in	IN
37060	3429	21	one	one	CD
37060	3429	22	of	of	IN
37060	3429	23	the	the	DT
37060	3429	24	chairs	chair	NNS
37060	3429	25	and	and	CC
37060	3429	26	cried	cry	VBD
37060	3429	27	.	.	.
37060	3430	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3430	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3430	3	inevitable	inevitable	JJ
37060	3430	4	,	,	,
37060	3430	5	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	3430	6	,	,	,
37060	3430	7	but	but	CC
37060	3430	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3430	9	,	,	,
37060	3430	10	like	like	IN
37060	3430	11	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	3430	12	,	,	,
37060	3430	13	had	have	VBD
37060	3430	14	attempted	attempt	VBN
37060	3430	15	to	to	TO
37060	3430	16	impede	impede	VB
37060	3430	17	the	the	DT
37060	3430	18	unstoppable	unstoppable	JJ
37060	3430	19	through	through	IN
37060	3430	20	positive	positive	JJ
37060	3430	21	thought	thought	NN
37060	3430	22	.	.	.
37060	3431	1	Positive	positive	JJ
37060	3431	2	thought	thought	NN
37060	3431	3	,	,	,
37060	3431	4	however	however	RB
37060	3431	5	,	,	,
37060	3431	6	carries	carry	VBZ
37060	3431	7	no	no	DT
37060	3431	8	clout	clout	NN
37060	3431	9	with	with	IN
37060	3431	10	respect	respect	NN
37060	3431	11	to	to	IN
37060	3431	12	the	the	DT
37060	3431	13	alteration	alteration	NN
37060	3431	14	of	of	IN
37060	3431	15	another	another	DT
37060	3431	16	's	's	POS
37060	3431	17	ideas	idea	NNS
37060	3431	18	,	,	,
37060	3431	19	which	which	WDT
37060	3431	20	consequently	consequently	RB
37060	3431	21	,	,	,
37060	3431	22	had	have	VBD
37060	3431	23	already	already	RB
37060	3431	24	been	be	VBN
37060	3431	25	set	set	VBN
37060	3431	26	as	as	RB
37060	3431	27	solidly	solidly	RB
37060	3431	28	as	as	IN
37060	3431	29	if	if	IN
37060	3431	30	in	in	IN
37060	3431	31	cement	cement	NN
37060	3431	32	.	.	.
37060	3432	1	Gradually	gradually	RB
37060	3432	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3432	3	learned	learn	VBD
37060	3432	4	the	the	DT
37060	3432	5	tale	tale	NN
37060	3432	6	behind	behind	IN
37060	3432	7	the	the	DT
37060	3432	8	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3432	9	as	as	IN
37060	3432	10	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	3432	11	opened	open	VBD
37060	3432	12	up	up	RP
37060	3432	13	and	and	CC
37060	3432	14	shared	share	VBD
37060	3432	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3432	16	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	3432	17	burden	burden	NN
37060	3432	18	of	of	IN
37060	3432	19	the	the	DT
37060	3432	20	past	past	JJ
37060	3432	21	months	month	NNS
37060	3432	22	.	.	.
37060	3433	1	Because	because	IN
37060	3433	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3433	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3433	4	not	not	RB
37060	3433	5	a	a	DT
37060	3433	6	demonstrative	demonstrative	JJ
37060	3433	7	person	person	NN
37060	3433	8	and	and	CC
37060	3433	9	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	3433	10	having	have	VBG
37060	3433	11	time	time	NN
37060	3433	12	to	to	IN
37060	3433	13	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3433	14	,	,	,
37060	3433	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3433	16	was	be	VBD
37060	3433	17	rather	rather	RB
37060	3433	18	glad	glad	JJ
37060	3433	19	when	when	WRB
37060	3433	20	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3433	21	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	3433	22	asking	ask	VBG
37060	3433	23	to	to	TO
37060	3433	24	accompany	accompany	VB
37060	3433	25	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3433	26	on	on	IN
37060	3433	27	all	all	DT
37060	3433	28	of	of	IN
37060	3433	29	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3433	30	walks	walk	NNS
37060	3433	31	and	and	CC
37060	3433	32	motorcycle	motorcycle	NN
37060	3433	33	rides	ride	NNS
37060	3433	34	,	,	,
37060	3433	35	and	and	CC
37060	3433	36	through	through	IN
37060	3433	37	constant	constant	JJ
37060	3433	38	togetherness	togetherness	NN
37060	3433	39	,	,	,
37060	3433	40	needing	need	VBG
37060	3433	41	to	to	TO
37060	3433	42	assure	assure	VB
37060	3433	43	herself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3433	44	of	of	IN
37060	3433	45	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3433	46	love	love	NN
37060	3433	47	.	.	.
37060	3434	1	The	the	DT
37060	3434	2	marriage	marriage	NN
37060	3434	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3434	4	more	more	RBR
37060	3434	5	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	3434	6	and	and	CC
37060	3434	7	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	3434	8	to	to	TO
37060	3434	9	be	be	VB
37060	3434	10	evolving	evolve	VBG
37060	3434	11	toward	toward	IN
37060	3434	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3434	13	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	3434	14	;	;	:
37060	3434	15	stability	stability	NN
37060	3434	16	which	which	WDT
37060	3434	17	came	come	VBD
37060	3434	18	from	from	IN
37060	3434	19	the	the	DT
37060	3434	20	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	3434	21	and	and	CC
37060	3434	22	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	3434	23	of	of	IN
37060	3434	24	each	each	DT
37060	3434	25	other	other	JJ
37060	3434	26	.	.	.
37060	3435	1	Just	just	RB
37060	3435	2	as	as	IN
37060	3435	3	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3435	4	began	begin	VBD
37060	3435	5	to	to	TO
37060	3435	6	think	think	VB
37060	3435	7	of	of	IN
37060	3435	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3435	9	union	union	NN
37060	3435	10	as	as	IN
37060	3435	11	a	a	DT
37060	3435	12	terrific	terrific	JJ
37060	3435	13	success	success	NN
37060	3435	14	,	,	,
37060	3435	15	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3435	16	lost	lose	VBD
37060	3435	17	interest	interest	NN
37060	3435	18	.	.	.
37060	3436	1	The	the	DT
37060	3436	2	marriage	marriage	NN
37060	3436	3	,	,	,
37060	3436	4	for	for	IN
37060	3436	5	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3436	6	,	,	,
37060	3436	7	was	be	VBD
37060	3436	8	no	no	DT
37060	3436	9	longer	long	RBR
37060	3436	10	exciting	exciting	JJ
37060	3436	11	,	,	,
37060	3436	12	and	and	CC
37060	3436	13	when	when	WRB
37060	3436	14	the	the	DT
37060	3436	15	blood	blood	NN
37060	3436	16	failed	fail	VBD
37060	3436	17	to	to	TO
37060	3436	18	rush	rush	VB
37060	3436	19	to	to	IN
37060	3436	20	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3436	21	face	face	NN
37060	3436	22	upon	upon	IN
37060	3436	23	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3436	24	's	's	POS
37060	3436	25	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	3436	26	in	in	IN
37060	3436	27	a	a	DT
37060	3436	28	room	room	NN
37060	3436	29	,	,	,
37060	3436	30	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3436	31	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3436	32	that	that	IN
37060	3436	33	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3436	34	love	love	NN
37060	3436	35	had	have	VBD
37060	3436	36	expired	expire	VBN
37060	3436	37	.	.	.
37060	3437	1	Simplicity	simplicity	NN
37060	3437	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3437	3	not	not	RB
37060	3437	4	enough	enough	JJ
37060	3437	5	to	to	TO
37060	3437	6	keep	keep	VB
37060	3437	7	a	a	DT
37060	3437	8	constant	constant	JJ
37060	3437	9	fire	fire	NN
37060	3437	10	burning	burning	NN
37060	3437	11	,	,	,
37060	3437	12	nor	nor	CC
37060	3437	13	was	be	VBD
37060	3437	14	a	a	DT
37060	3437	15	man	man	NN
37060	3437	16	whose	whose	WP$
37060	3437	17	love	love	NN
37060	3437	18	for	for	IN
37060	3437	19	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3437	20	was	be	VBD
37060	3437	21	steadfast	steadfast	JJ
37060	3437	22	and	and	CC
37060	3437	23	true	true	JJ
37060	3437	24	.	.	.
37060	3438	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3438	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3438	3	a	a	DT
37060	3438	4	fascination	fascination	NN
37060	3438	5	for	for	IN
37060	3438	6	pursuing	pursue	VBG
37060	3438	7	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	3438	8	shady	shady	JJ
37060	3438	9	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	3438	10	of	of	IN
37060	3438	11	life	life	NN
37060	3438	12	,	,	,
37060	3438	13	and	and	CC
37060	3438	14	unfortunately	unfortunately	RB
37060	3438	15	,	,	,
37060	3438	16	an	an	DT
37060	3438	17	extra	extra	JJ
37060	3438	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	3438	19	marital	marital	JJ
37060	3438	20	romance	romance	NN
37060	3438	21	filled	fill	VBD
37060	3438	22	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3438	23	requirements	requirement	NNS
37060	3438	24	for	for	IN
37060	3438	25	excitement	excitement	NN
37060	3438	26	.	.	.
37060	3439	1	In	in	IN
37060	3439	2	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3439	3	own	own	JJ
37060	3439	4	way	way	NN
37060	3439	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3439	6	believe	believe	VBP
37060	3439	7	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3439	8	really	really	RB
37060	3439	9	loved	love	VBD
37060	3439	10	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3439	11	at	at	IN
37060	3439	12	first	first	RB
37060	3439	13	.	.	.
37060	3440	1	Hers	Hers	NNP
37060	3440	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3440	3	a	a	DT
37060	3440	4	semi	semi	JJ
37060	3440	5	-	-	JJ
37060	3440	6	possessive	possessive	JJ
37060	3440	7	,	,	,
37060	3440	8	urgent	urgent	JJ
37060	3440	9	sort	sort	NN
37060	3440	10	of	of	IN
37060	3440	11	love	love	NN
37060	3440	12	which	which	WDT
37060	3440	13	stemmed	stem	VBD
37060	3440	14	from	from	IN
37060	3440	15	an	an	DT
37060	3440	16	undeniable	undeniable	JJ
37060	3440	17	inferiority	inferiority	NN
37060	3440	18	complex	complex	NN
37060	3440	19	.	.	.
37060	3441	1	Never	never	RB
37060	3441	2	having	have	VBG
37060	3441	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3441	4	herself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3441	5	to	to	TO
37060	3441	6	be	be	VB
37060	3441	7	good	good	JJ
37060	3441	8	enough	enough	RB
37060	3441	9	for	for	IN
37060	3441	10	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	3441	11	,	,	,
37060	3441	12	the	the	DT
37060	3441	13	apparent	apparent	JJ
37060	3441	14	loss	loss	NN
37060	3441	15	of	of	IN
37060	3441	16	love	love	NN
37060	3441	17	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3441	18	romance	romance	NN
37060	3441	19	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3441	20	on	on	IN
37060	3441	21	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3441	22	behalf	behalf	NN
37060	3441	23	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3441	24	to	to	TO
37060	3441	25	echo	echo	VB
37060	3441	26	that	that	IN
37060	3441	27	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	3441	28	and	and	CC
37060	3441	29	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	3441	30	settled	settle	VBN
37060	3441	31	in	in	IN
37060	3441	32	to	to	TO
37060	3441	33	further	further	RB
37060	3441	34	subtract	subtract	VB
37060	3441	35	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3441	36	self	self	NN
37060	3441	37	image	image	NN
37060	3441	38	.	.	.
37060	3442	1	If	if	IN
37060	3442	2	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3442	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3442	4	been	be	VBN
37060	3442	5	abusive	abusive	JJ
37060	3442	6	,	,	,
37060	3442	7	unfaithful	unfaithful	JJ
37060	3442	8	,	,	,
37060	3442	9	or	or	CC
37060	3442	10	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	3442	11	intolerable	intolerable	JJ
37060	3442	12	,	,	,
37060	3442	13	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3442	14	failing	fail	VBG
37060	3442	15	love	love	NN
37060	3442	16	would	would	MD
37060	3442	17	have	have	VB
37060	3442	18	been	be	VBN
37060	3442	19	met	meet	VBN
37060	3442	20	with	with	IN
37060	3442	21	sympathy	sympathy	NN
37060	3442	22	,	,	,
37060	3442	23	however	however	RB
37060	3442	24	,	,	,
37060	3442	25	this	this	DT
37060	3442	26	was	be	VBD
37060	3442	27	not	not	RB
37060	3442	28	the	the	DT
37060	3442	29	case	case	NN
37060	3442	30	.	.	.
37060	3443	1	Because	because	IN
37060	3443	2	dying	die	VBG
37060	3443	3	love	love	NN
37060	3443	4	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	3443	5	badly	badly	RB
37060	3443	6	on	on	IN
37060	3443	7	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3443	8	,	,	,
37060	3443	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3443	10	was	be	VBD
37060	3443	11	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	3443	12	to	to	TO
37060	3443	13	procure	procure	VB
37060	3443	14	a	a	DT
37060	3443	15	reason	reason	NN
37060	3443	16	for	for	IN
37060	3443	17	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3443	18	affair	affair	NN
37060	3443	19	and	and	CC
37060	3443	20	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3443	21	sought	seek	VBD
37060	3443	22	to	to	TO
37060	3443	23	find	find	VB
37060	3443	24	fault	fault	NN
37060	3443	25	with	with	IN
37060	3443	26	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3443	27	.	.	.
37060	3444	1	As	as	IN
37060	3444	2	a	a	DT
37060	3444	3	result	result	NN
37060	3444	4	,	,	,
37060	3444	5	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3444	6	's	's	POS
37060	3444	7	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	3444	8	was	be	VBD
37060	3444	9	vented	vent	VBN
37060	3444	10	toward	toward	IN
37060	3444	11	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3444	12	with	with	IN
37060	3444	13	an	an	DT
37060	3444	14	argumentative	argumentative	JJ
37060	3444	15	guise	guise	NN
37060	3444	16	,	,	,
37060	3444	17	for	for	CC
37060	3444	18	if	if	IN
37060	3444	19	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3444	20	could	could	MD
37060	3444	21	tempt	tempt	VB
37060	3444	22	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3444	23	into	into	IN
37060	3444	24	a	a	DT
37060	3444	25	heated	heated	JJ
37060	3444	26	disagreement	disagreement	NN
37060	3444	27	,	,	,
37060	3444	28	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	3444	29	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3444	30	actions	action	NNS
37060	3444	31	could	could	MD
37060	3444	32	be	be	VB
37060	3444	33	better	well	RBR
37060	3444	34	justified	justify	VBN
37060	3444	35	.	.	.
37060	3445	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3445	2	,	,	,
37060	3445	3	however	however	RB
37060	3445	4	,	,	,
37060	3445	5	detested	detest	VBN
37060	3445	6	petty	petty	JJ
37060	3445	7	grievances	grievance	NNS
37060	3445	8	and	and	CC
37060	3445	9	refused	refuse	VBD
37060	3445	10	to	to	TO
37060	3445	11	take	take	VB
37060	3445	12	the	the	DT
37060	3445	13	bait	bait	NN
37060	3445	14	.	.	.
37060	3446	1	This	this	DT
37060	3446	2	only	only	RB
37060	3446	3	served	serve	VBD
37060	3446	4	to	to	TO
37060	3446	5	further	further	RB
37060	3446	6	infuriate	infuriate	VB
37060	3446	7	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3446	8	,	,	,
37060	3446	9	whose	whose	WP$
37060	3446	10	ammunition	ammunition	NN
37060	3446	11	had	have	VBD
37060	3446	12	been	be	VBN
37060	3446	13	dampened	dampen	VBN
37060	3446	14	substantially	substantially	RB
37060	3446	15	.	.	.
37060	3447	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3447	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3447	3	evident	evident	JJ
37060	3447	4	that	that	IN
37060	3447	5	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3447	6	strategic	strategic	JJ
37060	3447	7	moves	move	NNS
37060	3447	8	had	have	VBD
37060	3447	9	collapsed	collapse	VBN
37060	3447	10	.	.	.
37060	3448	1	Eventually	eventually	RB
37060	3448	2	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3448	3	informed	inform	VBD
37060	3448	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3448	5	brother	brother	NN
37060	3448	6	of	of	IN
37060	3448	7	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3448	8	affair	affair	NN
37060	3448	9	and	and	CC
37060	3448	10	said	say	VBD
37060	3448	11	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3448	12	wanted	want	VBD
37060	3448	13	a	a	DT
37060	3448	14	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3448	15	.	.	.
37060	3449	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3449	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3449	3	made	make	VBN
37060	3449	4	a	a	DT
37060	3449	5	lifetime	lifetime	NN
37060	3449	6	commitment	commitment	NN
37060	3449	7	which	which	WDT
37060	3449	8	,	,	,
37060	3449	9	until	until	IN
37060	3449	10	then	then	RB
37060	3449	11	,	,	,
37060	3449	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3449	13	thought	think	VBD
37060	3449	14	was	be	VBD
37060	3449	15	shared	share	VBN
37060	3449	16	.	.	.
37060	3450	1	The	the	DT
37060	3450	2	news	news	NN
37060	3450	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3450	4	more	more	JJR
37060	3450	5	than	than	IN
37060	3450	6	a	a	DT
37060	3450	7	slap	slap	NN
37060	3450	8	in	in	IN
37060	3450	9	the	the	DT
37060	3450	10	face	face	NN
37060	3450	11	,	,	,
37060	3450	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3450	13	seared	sear	VBD
37060	3450	14	the	the	DT
37060	3450	15	heart	heart	NN
37060	3450	16	and	and	CC
37060	3450	17	scorched	scorch	VBD
37060	3450	18	the	the	DT
37060	3450	19	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	3450	20	,	,	,
37060	3450	21	for	for	IN
37060	3450	22	trust	trust	NN
37060	3450	23	and	and	CC
37060	3450	24	love	love	NN
37060	3450	25	were	be	VBD
37060	3450	26	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	3450	27	,	,	,
37060	3450	28	unexplainably	unexplainably	RB
37060	3450	29	returned	return	VBN
37060	3450	30	as	as	IN
37060	3450	31	if	if	IN
37060	3450	32	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3450	33	were	be	VBD
37060	3450	34	mere	mere	JJ
37060	3450	35	misfits	misfit	NNS
37060	3450	36	,	,	,
37060	3450	37	insubstantial	insubstantial	JJ
37060	3450	38	and	and	CC
37060	3450	39	bereft	bereft	JJ
37060	3450	40	of	of	IN
37060	3450	41	meaning	meaning	NN
37060	3450	42	.	.	.
37060	3451	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3451	2	loved	love	VBD
37060	3451	3	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3451	4	;	;	:
37060	3451	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3451	6	wanted	want	VBD
37060	3451	7	no	no	DT
37060	3451	8	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3451	9	.	.	.
37060	3452	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3452	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	3452	3	only	only	RB
37060	3452	4	to	to	TO
37060	3452	5	forgive	forgive	VB
37060	3452	6	and	and	CC
37060	3452	7	start	start	VB
37060	3452	8	anew	anew	RB
37060	3452	9	,	,	,
37060	3452	10	and	and	CC
37060	3452	11	refused	refuse	VBD
37060	3452	12	to	to	TO
37060	3452	13	file	file	VB
37060	3452	14	any	any	DT
37060	3452	15	complaint	complaint	NN
37060	3452	16	against	against	IN
37060	3452	17	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3452	18	.	.	.
37060	3453	1	If	if	IN
37060	3453	2	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3453	3	wanted	want	VBD
37060	3453	4	a	a	DT
37060	3453	5	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3453	6	,	,	,
37060	3453	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3453	8	told	tell	VBD
37060	3453	9	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3453	10	,	,	,
37060	3453	11	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3453	12	would	would	MD
37060	3453	13	have	have	VB
37060	3453	14	to	to	TO
37060	3453	15	complete	complete	VB
37060	3453	16	the	the	DT
37060	3453	17	legal	legal	JJ
37060	3453	18	paperwork	paperwork	NN
37060	3453	19	;	;	:
37060	3453	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3453	21	wished	wish	VBD
37060	3453	22	no	no	DT
37060	3453	23	part	part	NN
37060	3453	24	of	of	IN
37060	3453	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3453	26	.	.	.
37060	3454	1	A	a	DT
37060	3454	2	final	final	JJ
37060	3454	3	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	3454	4	to	to	TO
37060	3454	5	save	save	VB
37060	3454	6	the	the	DT
37060	3454	7	marriage	marriage	NN
37060	3454	8	was	be	VBD
37060	3454	9	made	make	VBN
37060	3454	10	in	in	IN
37060	3454	11	November	November	NNP
37060	3454	12	,	,	,
37060	3454	13	which	which	WDT
37060	3454	14	explained	explain	VBD
37060	3454	15	the	the	DT
37060	3454	16	haphazard	haphazard	NN
37060	3454	17	flight	flight	NN
37060	3454	18	that	that	WDT
37060	3454	19	had	have	VBD
37060	3454	20	earlier	early	RBR
37060	3454	21	baffled	baffle	VBN
37060	3454	22	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3454	23	.	.	.
37060	3455	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3455	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3455	3	a	a	DT
37060	3455	4	miserable	miserable	JJ
37060	3455	5	mistake	mistake	NN
37060	3455	6	,	,	,
37060	3455	7	yet	yet	CC
37060	3455	8	one	one	CD
37060	3455	9	which	which	WDT
37060	3455	10	was	be	VBD
37060	3455	11	often	often	RB
37060	3455	12	enacted	enact	VBN
37060	3455	13	by	by	IN
37060	3455	14	desperate	desperate	JJ
37060	3455	15	mates	mate	NNS
37060	3455	16	who	who	WP
37060	3455	17	,	,	,
37060	3455	18	as	as	IN
37060	3455	19	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3455	20	,	,	,
37060	3455	21	thought	think	VBD
37060	3455	22	that	that	IN
37060	3455	23	a	a	DT
37060	3455	24	honeymoon	honeymoon	NN
37060	3455	25	would	would	MD
37060	3455	26	revive	revive	VB
37060	3455	27	faltering	falter	VBG
37060	3455	28	love	love	NN
37060	3455	29	.	.	.
37060	3456	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3456	2	returned	return	VBD
37060	3456	3	soon	soon	RB
37060	3456	4	after	after	IN
37060	3456	5	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3456	6	departure	departure	NN
37060	3456	7	and	and	CC
37060	3456	8	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3456	9	called	call	VBD
37060	3456	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3456	11	mom	mom	NN
37060	3456	12	to	to	TO
37060	3456	13	ask	ask	VB
37060	3456	14	if	if	IN
37060	3456	15	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3456	16	would	would	MD
37060	3456	17	be	be	VB
37060	3456	18	welcome	welcome	JJ
37060	3456	19	at	at	IN
37060	3456	20	the	the	DT
37060	3456	21	family	family	NN
37060	3456	22	Thanksgiving	Thanksgiving	NNP
37060	3456	23	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	3456	24	.	.	.
37060	3457	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3457	2	,	,	,
37060	3457	3	however	however	RB
37060	3457	4	,	,	,
37060	3457	5	was	be	VBD
37060	3457	6	the	the	DT
37060	3457	7	one	one	CD
37060	3457	8	who	who	WP
37060	3457	9	had	have	VBD
37060	3457	10	made	make	VBN
37060	3457	11	the	the	DT
37060	3457	12	pumpkin	pumpkin	NN
37060	3457	13	bread	bread	NN
37060	3457	14	.	.	.
37060	3458	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3458	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3458	3	not	not	RB
37060	3458	4	the	the	DT
37060	3458	5	image	image	NN
37060	3458	6	of	of	IN
37060	3458	7	perfection	perfection	NN
37060	3458	8	;	;	:
37060	3458	9	no	no	DT
37060	3458	10	one	one	PRP
37060	3458	11	could	could	MD
37060	3458	12	be	be	VB
37060	3458	13	flawless	flawless	JJ
37060	3458	14	in	in	IN
37060	3458	15	every	every	DT
37060	3458	16	sense	sense	NN
37060	3458	17	of	of	IN
37060	3458	18	the	the	DT
37060	3458	19	word	word	NN
37060	3458	20	and	and	CC
37060	3458	21	remain	remain	VB
37060	3458	22	a	a	DT
37060	3458	23	human	human	JJ
37060	3458	24	being	being	NN
37060	3458	25	.	.	.
37060	3459	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3459	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3459	3	unjust	unjust	JJ
37060	3459	4	,	,	,
37060	3459	5	however	however	RB
37060	3459	6	,	,	,
37060	3459	7	that	that	IN
37060	3459	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3459	9	had	have	VBD
37060	3459	10	to	to	TO
37060	3459	11	sign	sign	VB
37060	3459	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3459	13	name	name	NN
37060	3459	14	to	to	IN
37060	3459	15	a	a	DT
37060	3459	16	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3459	17	statement	statement	NN
37060	3459	18	which	which	WDT
37060	3459	19	was	be	VBD
37060	3459	20	composed	compose	VBN
37060	3459	21	of	of	IN
37060	3459	22	falsehoods	falsehood	NNS
37060	3459	23	;	;	:
37060	3459	24	at	at	IN
37060	3459	25	that	that	DT
37060	3459	26	time	time	NN
37060	3459	27	,	,	,
37060	3459	28	no	no	DT
37060	3459	29	-	-	HYPH
37060	3459	30	fault	fault	NN
37060	3459	31	divorces	divorce	NNS
37060	3459	32	could	could	MD
37060	3459	33	not	not	RB
37060	3459	34	be	be	VB
37060	3459	35	obtained	obtain	VBN
37060	3459	36	in	in	IN
37060	3459	37	Illinois	Illinois	NNP
37060	3459	38	,	,	,
37060	3459	39	and	and	CC
37060	3459	40	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3459	41	was	be	VBD
37060	3459	42	simply	simply	RB
37060	3459	43	assumed	assume	VBN
37060	3459	44	that	that	IN
37060	3459	45	the	the	DT
37060	3459	46	individual	individual	NN
37060	3459	47	who	who	WP
37060	3459	48	sought	seek	VBD
37060	3459	49	the	the	DT
37060	3459	50	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3459	51	was	be	VBD
37060	3459	52	the	the	DT
37060	3459	53	one	one	CD
37060	3459	54	who	who	WP
37060	3459	55	had	have	VBD
37060	3459	56	undergone	undergo	VBN
37060	3459	57	mental	mental	JJ
37060	3459	58	or	or	CC
37060	3459	59	physical	physical	JJ
37060	3459	60	injury	injury	NN
37060	3459	61	.	.	.
37060	3460	1	As	as	IN
37060	3460	2	if	if	IN
37060	3460	3	the	the	DT
37060	3460	4	court	court	NN
37060	3460	5	proceedings	proceeding	NNS
37060	3460	6	alone	alone	RB
37060	3460	7	were	be	VBD
37060	3460	8	not	not	RB
37060	3460	9	humiliating	humiliating	JJ
37060	3460	10	enough	enough	RB
37060	3460	11	,	,	,
37060	3460	12	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3460	13	continued	continue	VBD
37060	3460	14	to	to	TO
37060	3460	15	weave	weave	VB
37060	3460	16	a	a	DT
37060	3460	17	network	network	NN
37060	3460	18	of	of	IN
37060	3460	19	deception	deception	NN
37060	3460	20	around	around	IN
37060	3460	21	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3460	22	entire	entire	JJ
37060	3460	23	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	3460	24	which	which	WDT
37060	3460	25	touched	touch	VBD
37060	3460	26	family	family	NN
37060	3460	27	members	member	NNS
37060	3460	28	,	,	,
37060	3460	29	co	co	NNS
37060	3460	30	-	-	NNS
37060	3460	31	workers	worker	NNS
37060	3460	32	and	and	CC
37060	3460	33	friends	friend	NNS
37060	3460	34	.	.	.
37060	3461	1	A	a	DT
37060	3461	2	happy	happy	JJ
37060	3461	3	charade	charade	NN
37060	3461	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3461	5	displayed	display	VBN
37060	3461	6	for	for	IN
37060	3461	7	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3461	8	benefit	benefit	NN
37060	3461	9	,	,	,
37060	3461	10	complete	complete	JJ
37060	3461	11	with	with	IN
37060	3461	12	a	a	DT
37060	3461	13	story	story	NN
37060	3461	14	that	that	WDT
37060	3461	15	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3461	16	had	have	VBD
37060	3461	17	decided	decide	VBN
37060	3461	18	to	to	TO
37060	3461	19	take	take	VB
37060	3461	20	classes	class	NNS
37060	3461	21	at	at	IN
37060	3461	22	a	a	DT
37060	3461	23	local	local	JJ
37060	3461	24	college	college	NN
37060	3461	25	.	.	.
37060	3462	1	There	there	EX
37060	3462	2	were	be	VBD
37060	3462	3	no	no	DT
37060	3462	4	classes	class	NNS
37060	3462	5	,	,	,
37060	3462	6	of	of	IN
37060	3462	7	course	course	NN
37060	3462	8	,	,	,
37060	3462	9	although	although	IN
37060	3462	10	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3462	11	once	once	RB
37060	3462	12	shuttled	shuttle	VBD
37060	3462	13	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3462	14	to	to	IN
37060	3462	15	one	one	CD
37060	3462	16	,	,	,
37060	3462	17	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	3462	18	using	use	VBG
37060	3462	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3462	20	ignorance	ignorance	NN
37060	3462	21	and	and	CC
37060	3462	22	trust	trust	NN
37060	3462	23	to	to	TO
37060	3462	24	transform	transform	VB
37060	3462	25	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3462	26	and	and	CC
37060	3462	27	others	other	NNS
37060	3462	28	into	into	IN
37060	3462	29	fools	fool	NNS
37060	3462	30	.	.	.
37060	3463	1	After	after	IN
37060	3463	2	the	the	DT
37060	3463	3	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3463	4	had	have	VBD
37060	3463	5	been	be	VBN
37060	3463	6	finalized	finalize	VBN
37060	3463	7	,	,	,
37060	3463	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3463	9	remained	remain	VBD
37060	3463	10	living	live	VBG
37060	3463	11	in	in	IN
37060	3463	12	the	the	DT
37060	3463	13	same	same	JJ
37060	3463	14	house	house	NN
37060	3463	15	with	with	IN
37060	3463	16	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3463	17	for	for	IN
37060	3463	18	several	several	JJ
37060	3463	19	weeks	week	NNS
37060	3463	20	.	.	.
37060	3464	1	The	the	DT
37060	3464	2	magnanimous	magnanimous	JJ
37060	3464	3	proportions	proportion	NNS
37060	3464	4	of	of	IN
37060	3464	5	marital	marital	JJ
37060	3464	6	collapse	collapse	NN
37060	3464	7	had	have	VBD
37060	3464	8	reached	reach	VBN
37060	3464	9	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3464	10	ears	ear	NNS
37060	3464	11	,	,	,
37060	3464	12	but	but	CC
37060	3464	13	the	the	DT
37060	3464	14	full	full	JJ
37060	3464	15	story	story	NN
37060	3464	16	was	be	VBD
37060	3464	17	as	as	RB
37060	3464	18	yet	yet	RB
37060	3464	19	untold	untold	JJ
37060	3464	20	;	;	:
37060	3464	21	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3464	22	never	never	RB
37060	3464	23	knew	know	VBD
37060	3464	24	of	of	IN
37060	3464	25	the	the	DT
37060	3464	26	unpleasant	unpleasant	JJ
37060	3464	27	facets	facet	NNS
37060	3464	28	which	which	WDT
37060	3464	29	must	must	MD
37060	3464	30	have	have	VB
37060	3464	31	pervaded	pervade	VBN
37060	3464	32	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3464	33	last	last	JJ
37060	3464	34	days	day	NNS
37060	3464	35	in	in	IN
37060	3464	36	residence	residence	NN
37060	3464	37	.	.	.
37060	3465	1	The	the	DT
37060	3465	2	one	one	CD
37060	3465	3	shred	shre	VBD
37060	3465	4	which	which	WDT
37060	3465	5	bears	bear	VBZ
37060	3465	6	repeating	repeat	VBG
37060	3465	7	was	be	VBD
37060	3465	8	that	that	DT
37060	3465	9	on	on	IN
37060	3465	10	the	the	DT
37060	3465	11	final	final	JJ
37060	3465	12	day	day	NN
37060	3465	13	,	,	,
37060	3465	14	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3465	15	said	say	VBD
37060	3465	16	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3465	17	had	have	VBD
37060	3465	18	a	a	DT
37060	3465	19	sore	sore	JJ
37060	3465	20	throat	throat	NN
37060	3465	21	and	and	CC
37060	3465	22	would	would	MD
37060	3465	23	stay	stay	VB
37060	3465	24	home	home	RB
37060	3465	25	from	from	IN
37060	3465	26	work	work	NN
37060	3465	27	,	,	,
37060	3465	28	only	only	RB
37060	3465	29	to	to	TO
37060	3465	30	thread	thread	VB
37060	3465	31	another	another	DT
37060	3465	32	deceptive	deceptive	JJ
37060	3465	33	claim	claim	NN
37060	3465	34	into	into	IN
37060	3465	35	a	a	DT
37060	3465	36	tapestry	tapestry	NN
37060	3465	37	of	of	IN
37060	3465	38	lies	lie	NNS
37060	3465	39	when	when	WRB
37060	3465	40	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3465	41	,	,	,
37060	3465	42	with	with	IN
37060	3465	43	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3465	44	lover	lover	NN
37060	3465	45	's	's	POS
37060	3465	46	aid	aid	NN
37060	3465	47	,	,	,
37060	3465	48	moved	move	VBD
37060	3465	49	out	out	RB
37060	3465	50	during	during	IN
37060	3465	51	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	3465	52	's	's	POS
37060	3465	53	absence	absence	NN
37060	3465	54	.	.	.
37060	3466	1	Upon	upon	IN
37060	3466	2	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3466	3	return	return	NN
37060	3466	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3466	5	found	find	VBD
37060	3466	6	the	the	DT
37060	3466	7	house	house	NN
37060	3466	8	stripped	strip	VBN
37060	3466	9	of	of	IN
37060	3466	10	all	all	DT
37060	3466	11	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3466	12	possessions	possession	NNS
37060	3466	13	,	,	,
37060	3466	14	including	include	VBG
37060	3466	15	those	those	DT
37060	3466	16	stipulated	stipulate	VBN
37060	3466	17	in	in	IN
37060	3466	18	the	the	DT
37060	3466	19	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3466	20	document	document	NN
37060	3466	21	,	,	,
37060	3466	22	and	and	CC
37060	3466	23	the	the	DT
37060	3466	24	best	good	JJS
37060	3466	25	of	of	IN
37060	3466	26	the	the	DT
37060	3466	27	two	two	CD
37060	3466	28	cars	car	NNS
37060	3466	29	.	.	.
37060	3467	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3467	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3467	3	easier	easy	JJR
37060	3467	4	to	to	TO
37060	3467	5	deceive	deceive	VB
37060	3467	6	than	than	IN
37060	3467	7	to	to	TO
37060	3467	8	confront	confront	VB
37060	3467	9	;	;	:
37060	3467	10	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3467	11	was	be	VBD
37060	3467	12	never	never	RB
37060	3467	13	seen	see	VBN
37060	3467	14	again	again	RB
37060	3467	15	,	,	,
37060	3467	16	although	although	IN
37060	3467	17	a	a	DT
37060	3467	18	lone	lone	NN
37060	3467	19	belonging	belong	VBG
37060	3467	20	mistaken	mistaken	NN
37060	3467	21	for	for	IN
37060	3467	22	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3467	23	own	own	JJ
37060	3467	24	would	would	MD
37060	3467	25	occasionally	occasionally	RB
37060	3467	26	find	find	VB
37060	3467	27	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3467	28	way	way	NN
37060	3467	29	into	into	IN
37060	3467	30	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	3467	31	's	's	POS
37060	3467	32	mailbox	mailbox	NN
37060	3467	33	.	.	.
37060	3468	1	Things	thing	NNS
37060	3468	2	would	would	MD
37060	3468	3	similarly	similarly	RB
37060	3468	4	disappear	disappear	VB
37060	3468	5	without	without	IN
37060	3468	6	a	a	DT
37060	3468	7	word	word	NN
37060	3468	8	;	;	:
37060	3468	9	the	the	DT
37060	3468	10	dog	dog	NN
37060	3468	11	,	,	,
37060	3468	12	whose	whose	WP$
37060	3468	13	purchase	purchase	NN
37060	3468	14	was	be	VBD
37060	3468	15	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3468	16	's	's	POS
37060	3468	17	request	request	NN
37060	3468	18	,	,	,
37060	3468	19	had	have	VBD
37060	3468	20	not	not	RB
37060	3468	21	been	be	VBN
37060	3468	22	taken	take	VBN
37060	3468	23	in	in	IN
37060	3468	24	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3468	25	exodus	exodus	NN
37060	3468	26	from	from	IN
37060	3468	27	the	the	DT
37060	3468	28	house	house	NN
37060	3468	29	.	.	.
37060	3469	1	One	one	CD
37060	3469	2	evening	evening	NN
37060	3469	3	,	,	,
37060	3469	4	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3469	5	drove	drive	VBD
37060	3469	6	home	home	RB
37060	3469	7	to	to	TO
37060	3469	8	find	find	VB
37060	3469	9	the	the	DT
37060	3469	10	dog	dog	NN
37060	3469	11	missing	miss	VBG
37060	3469	12	.	.	.
37060	3470	1	After	after	IN
37060	3470	2	a	a	DT
37060	3470	3	rigorous	rigorous	JJ
37060	3470	4	search	search	NN
37060	3470	5	,	,	,
37060	3470	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3470	7	returned	return	VBD
37060	3470	8	home	home	RB
37060	3470	9	empty	empty	JJ
37060	3470	10	handed	handed	NNP
37060	3470	11	and	and	CC
37060	3470	12	without	without	IN
37060	3470	13	a	a	DT
37060	3470	14	clue	clue	NN
37060	3470	15	as	as	IN
37060	3470	16	to	to	IN
37060	3470	17	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3470	18	state	state	NN
37060	3470	19	or	or	CC
37060	3470	20	location	location	NN
37060	3470	21	,	,	,
37060	3470	22	only	only	RB
37060	3470	23	to	to	TO
37060	3470	24	receive	receive	VB
37060	3470	25	an	an	DT
37060	3470	26	explanation	explanation	NN
37060	3470	27	from	from	IN
37060	3470	28	a	a	DT
37060	3470	29	neighbor	neighbor	NN
37060	3470	30	that	that	WDT
37060	3470	31	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3470	32	had	have	VBD
37060	3470	33	fetched	fetch	VBN
37060	3470	34	the	the	DT
37060	3470	35	dog	dog	NN
37060	3470	36	earlier	early	RBR
37060	3470	37	in	in	IN
37060	3470	38	the	the	DT
37060	3470	39	day	day	NN
37060	3470	40	,	,	,
37060	3470	41	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	3470	42	no	no	DT
37060	3470	43	note	note	NN
37060	3470	44	of	of	IN
37060	3470	45	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3470	46	action	action	NN
37060	3470	47	.	.	.
37060	3471	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3471	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3471	3	never	never	RB
37060	3471	4	spoken	speak	VBN
37060	3471	5	to	to	IN
37060	3471	6	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	3471	7	during	during	IN
37060	3471	8	the	the	DT
37060	3471	9	trying	try	VBG
37060	3471	10	months	month	NNS
37060	3471	11	because	because	IN
37060	3471	12	,	,	,
37060	3471	13	in	in	IN
37060	3471	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3471	15	words	word	NNS
37060	3471	16	,	,	,
37060	3471	17	"	"	``
37060	3471	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3471	19	was	be	VBD
37060	3471	20	such	such	PDT
37060	3471	21	a	a	DT
37060	3471	22	mess	mess	NN
37060	3471	23	"	"	''
37060	3471	24	and	and	CC
37060	3471	25	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3471	26	did	do	VBD
37060	3471	27	n't	not	RB
37060	3471	28	wish	wish	VB
37060	3471	29	to	to	TO
37060	3471	30	involve	involve	VB
37060	3471	31	the	the	DT
37060	3471	32	family	family	NN
37060	3471	33	.	.	.
37060	3472	1	However	however	RB
37060	3472	2	,	,	,
37060	3472	3	the	the	DT
37060	3472	4	amount	amount	NN
37060	3472	5	of	of	IN
37060	3472	6	information	information	NN
37060	3472	7	that	that	WDT
37060	3472	8	had	have	VBD
37060	3472	9	been	be	VBN
37060	3472	10	gained	gain	VBN
37060	3472	11	afterward	afterward	RB
37060	3472	12	served	serve	VBN
37060	3472	13	to	to	TO
37060	3472	14	thoroughly	thoroughly	RB
37060	3472	15	enrage	enrage	VB
37060	3472	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3472	17	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3472	18	and	and	CC
37060	3472	19	soon	soon	RB
37060	3472	20	all	all	DT
37060	3472	21	of	of	IN
37060	3472	22	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3472	23	's	's	POS
37060	3472	24	good	good	JJ
37060	3472	25	traits	trait	NNS
37060	3472	26	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3472	27	to	to	TO
37060	3472	28	vanish	vanish	VB
37060	3472	29	from	from	IN
37060	3472	30	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3472	31	character	character	NN
37060	3472	32	slate	slate	NN
37060	3472	33	.	.	.
37060	3473	1	Through	through	IN
37060	3473	2	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3473	3	lies	lie	NNS
37060	3473	4	,	,	,
37060	3473	5	many	many	JJ
37060	3473	6	people	people	NNS
37060	3473	7	had	have	VBD
37060	3473	8	been	be	VBN
37060	3473	9	wronged	wrong	VBN
37060	3473	10	;	;	:
37060	3473	11	moreover	moreover	RB
37060	3473	12	,	,	,
37060	3473	13	the	the	DT
37060	3473	14	institution	institution	NN
37060	3473	15	of	of	IN
37060	3473	16	marriage	marriage	NN
37060	3473	17	had	have	VBD
37060	3473	18	been	be	VBN
37060	3473	19	mocked	mock	VBN
37060	3473	20	and	and	CC
37060	3473	21	defiled	defile	VBN
37060	3473	22	before	before	IN
37060	3473	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3473	24	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3473	25	,	,	,
37060	3473	26	which	which	WDT
37060	3473	27	further	further	RB
37060	3473	28	demeaned	demean	VBD
37060	3473	29	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3473	30	image	image	NN
37060	3473	31	in	in	IN
37060	3473	32	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3473	33	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3473	34	.	.	.
37060	3474	1	To	to	TO
37060	3474	2	have	have	VB
37060	3474	3	said	say	VBN
37060	3474	4	that	that	IN
37060	3474	5	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	3474	6	and	and	CC
37060	3474	7	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3474	8	were	be	VBD
37060	3474	9	angry	angry	JJ
37060	3474	10	would	would	MD
37060	3474	11	have	have	VB
37060	3474	12	been	be	VBN
37060	3474	13	a	a	DT
37060	3474	14	drastic	drastic	JJ
37060	3474	15	understatement	understatement	NN
37060	3474	16	.	.	.
37060	3475	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3475	2	,	,	,
37060	3475	3	too	too	RB
37060	3475	4	,	,	,
37060	3475	5	was	be	VBD
37060	3475	6	deeply	deeply	RB
37060	3475	7	hurt	hurt	VBN
37060	3475	8	,	,	,
37060	3475	9	and	and	CC
37060	3475	10	watched	watch	VBD
37060	3475	11	the	the	DT
37060	3475	12	various	various	JJ
37060	3475	13	pangs	pang	NNS
37060	3475	14	within	within	IN
37060	3475	15	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3475	16	as	as	IN
37060	3475	17	the	the	DT
37060	3475	18	realities	reality	NNS
37060	3475	19	of	of	IN
37060	3475	20	the	the	DT
37060	3475	21	matter	matter	NN
37060	3475	22	seeped	seep	VBD
37060	3475	23	into	into	IN
37060	3475	24	the	the	DT
37060	3475	25	crevasses	crevasse	NNS
37060	3475	26	of	of	IN
37060	3475	27	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3475	28	mind	mind	NN
37060	3475	29	.	.	.
37060	3476	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3476	2	ached	ache	VBD
37060	3476	3	for	for	IN
37060	3476	4	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3476	5	and	and	CC
37060	3476	6	for	for	IN
37060	3476	7	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3476	8	;	;	:
37060	3476	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3476	10	hurt	hurt	VBD
37060	3476	11	even	even	RB
37060	3476	12	for	for	IN
37060	3476	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3476	14	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3476	15	.	.	.
37060	3477	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3477	2	hurt	hurt	VBD
37060	3477	3	,	,	,
37060	3477	4	but	but	CC
37060	3477	5	was	be	VBD
37060	3477	6	not	not	RB
37060	3477	7	angry	angry	JJ
37060	3477	8	;	;	:
37060	3477	9	at	at	IN
37060	3477	10	first	first	RB
37060	3477	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3477	12	was	be	VBD
37060	3477	13	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	3477	14	for	for	IN
37060	3477	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3477	16	to	to	TO
37060	3477	17	understand	understand	VB
37060	3477	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3477	19	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3477	20	rage	rage	VB
37060	3477	21	,	,	,
37060	3477	22	because	because	IN
37060	3477	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3477	24	had	have	VBD
37060	3477	25	never	never	RB
37060	3477	26	seen	see	VBN
37060	3477	27	in	in	IN
37060	3477	28	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3477	29	the	the	DT
37060	3477	30	venomous	venomous	JJ
37060	3477	31	,	,	,
37060	3477	32	fork	fork	NN
37060	3477	33	-	-	HYPH
37060	3477	34	tongued	tongue	VBN
37060	3477	35	creature	creature	NN
37060	3477	36	to	to	TO
37060	3477	37	which	which	WDT
37060	3477	38	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3477	39	had	have	VBD
37060	3477	40	changed	change	VBN
37060	3477	41	in	in	IN
37060	3477	42	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3477	43	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3477	44	'	'	POS
37060	3477	45	minds	mind	NNS
37060	3477	46	.	.	.
37060	3478	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3478	2	disagreed	disagree	VBD
37060	3478	3	with	with	IN
37060	3478	4	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3478	5	actions	action	NNS
37060	3478	6	,	,	,
37060	3478	7	to	to	TO
37060	3478	8	be	be	VB
37060	3478	9	certain	certain	JJ
37060	3478	10	,	,	,
37060	3478	11	yet	yet	CC
37060	3478	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3478	13	knew	know	VBD
37060	3478	14	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3478	15	still	still	RB
37060	3478	16	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	3478	17	redeeming	redeeming	NN
37060	3478	18	and	and	CC
37060	3478	19	benevolent	benevolent	JJ
37060	3478	20	qualities	quality	NNS
37060	3478	21	which	which	WDT
37060	3478	22	had	have	VBD
37060	3478	23	made	make	VBN
37060	3478	24	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3478	25	so	so	RB
37060	3478	26	likeable	likeable	JJ
37060	3478	27	from	from	IN
37060	3478	28	the	the	DT
37060	3478	29	beginning	beginning	NN
37060	3478	30	.	.	.
37060	3479	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3479	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3479	3	to	to	IN
37060	3479	4	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3479	5	goodness	goodness	NN
37060	3479	6	that	that	IN
37060	3479	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3479	8	clung	clung	VBP
37060	3479	9	,	,	,
37060	3479	10	defending	defend	VBG
37060	3479	11	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3479	12	before	before	IN
37060	3479	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3479	14	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3479	15	with	with	IN
37060	3479	16	a	a	DT
37060	3479	17	vengeance	vengeance	NN
37060	3479	18	.	.	.
37060	3480	1	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3480	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3480	3	a	a	DT
37060	3480	4	sister	sister	NN
37060	3480	5	and	and	CC
37060	3480	6	a	a	DT
37060	3480	7	best	good	JJS
37060	3480	8	friend	friend	NN
37060	3480	9	to	to	IN
37060	3480	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3480	11	;	;	:
37060	3480	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3480	13	could	could	MD
37060	3480	14	not	not	RB
37060	3480	15	simply	simply	RB
37060	3480	16	stop	stop	VB
37060	3480	17	loving	love	VBG
37060	3480	18	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3480	19	.	.	.
37060	3481	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3481	2	attachment	attachment	NN
37060	3481	3	to	to	IN
37060	3481	4	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3481	5	was	be	VBD
37060	3481	6	deeply	deeply	RB
37060	3481	7	rooted	root	VBN
37060	3481	8	,	,	,
37060	3481	9	not	not	RB
37060	3481	10	merely	merely	RB
37060	3481	11	because	because	IN
37060	3481	12	of	of	IN
37060	3481	13	who	who	WP
37060	3481	14	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3481	15	was	be	VBD
37060	3481	16	to	to	IN
37060	3481	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3481	18	;	;	:
37060	3481	19	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3481	20	was	be	VBD
37060	3481	21	the	the	DT
37060	3481	22	first	first	JJ
37060	3481	23	person	person	NN
37060	3481	24	with	with	IN
37060	3481	25	whom	whom	WP
37060	3481	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3481	27	shared	share	VBD
37060	3481	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3481	29	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	3481	30	,	,	,
37060	3481	31	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	3481	32	creating	create	VBG
37060	3481	33	for	for	IN
37060	3481	34	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3481	35	a	a	DT
37060	3481	36	closeness	closeness	NN
37060	3481	37	which	which	WDT
37060	3481	38	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3481	39	had	have	VBD
37060	3481	40	never	never	RB
37060	3481	41	before	before	RB
37060	3481	42	encountered	encounter	VBN
37060	3481	43	.	.	.
37060	3482	1	For	for	IN
37060	3482	2	several	several	JJ
37060	3482	3	months	month	NNS
37060	3482	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3482	5	fantasized	fantasize	VBD
37060	3482	6	about	about	IN
37060	3482	7	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3482	8	,	,	,
37060	3482	9	hoping	hope	VBG
37060	3482	10	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3482	11	would	would	MD
37060	3482	12	call	call	VB
37060	3482	13	or	or	CC
37060	3482	14	write	write	VB
37060	3482	15	;	;	:
37060	3482	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3482	17	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	3482	18	if	if	IN
37060	3482	19	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3482	20	could	could	MD
37060	3482	21	secretly	secretly	RB
37060	3482	22	meet	meet	VB
37060	3482	23	and	and	CC
37060	3482	24	be	be	VB
37060	3482	25	able	able	JJ
37060	3482	26	to	to	TO
37060	3482	27	talk	talk	VB
37060	3482	28	,	,	,
37060	3482	29	or	or	CC
37060	3482	30	go	go	VB
37060	3482	31	places	place	NNS
37060	3482	32	together	together	RB
37060	3482	33	.	.	.
37060	3483	1	Gifts	gift	NNS
37060	3483	2	which	which	WDT
37060	3483	3	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3483	4	had	have	VBD
37060	3483	5	given	give	VBN
37060	3483	6	to	to	IN
37060	3483	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3483	8	became	become	VBD
37060	3483	9	treasures	treasure	NNS
37060	3483	10	,	,	,
37060	3483	11	breathing	breathe	VBG
37060	3483	12	life	life	NN
37060	3483	13	into	into	IN
37060	3483	14	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3483	15	memory	memory	NN
37060	3483	16	.	.	.
37060	3484	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3484	2	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3484	3	began	begin	VBD
37060	3484	4	to	to	TO
37060	3484	5	think	think	VB
37060	3484	6	that	that	IN
37060	3484	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3484	8	had	have	VBD
37060	3484	9	embellished	embellish	VBN
37060	3484	10	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3484	11	memory	memory	NN
37060	3484	12	with	with	IN
37060	3484	13	an	an	DT
37060	3484	14	aura	aura	NN
37060	3484	15	of	of	IN
37060	3484	16	idolatry	idolatry	NN
37060	3484	17	.	.	.
37060	3485	1	While	while	IN
37060	3485	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3485	3	did	do	VBD
37060	3485	4	not	not	RB
37060	3485	5	feel	feel	VB
37060	3485	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3485	7	had	have	VBD
37060	3485	8	placed	place	VBN
37060	3485	9	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3485	10	on	on	IN
37060	3485	11	a	a	DT
37060	3485	12	pedestal	pedestal	JJ
37060	3485	13	,	,	,
37060	3485	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3485	15	did	do	VBD
37060	3485	16	believe	believe	VB
37060	3485	17	that	that	IN
37060	3485	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3485	19	had	have	VBD
37060	3485	20	an	an	DT
37060	3485	21	obligation	obligation	NN
37060	3485	22	to	to	TO
37060	3485	23	uphold	uphold	VB
37060	3485	24	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3485	25	good	good	JJ
37060	3485	26	traits	trait	NNS
37060	3485	27	and	and	CC
37060	3485	28	hope	hope	VBP
37060	3485	29	something	something	NN
37060	3485	30	would	would	MD
37060	3485	31	happen	happen	VB
37060	3485	32	which	which	WDT
37060	3485	33	could	could	MD
37060	3485	34	reverse	reverse	VB
37060	3485	35	the	the	DT
37060	3485	36	damage	damage	NN
37060	3485	37	already	already	RB
37060	3485	38	done	do	VBN
37060	3485	39	.	.	.
37060	3486	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3486	2	scoured	scour	VBD
37060	3486	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3486	4	daily	daily	JJ
37060	3486	5	mail	mail	NN
37060	3486	6	with	with	IN
37060	3486	7	cautious	cautious	JJ
37060	3486	8	hope	hope	NN
37060	3486	9	,	,	,
37060	3486	10	thinking	think	VBG
37060	3486	11	"	"	``
37060	3486	12	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	3486	13	today	today	NN
37060	3486	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3486	15	'll	will	MD
37060	3486	16	hear	hear	VB
37060	3486	17	from	from	IN
37060	3486	18	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3486	19	"	"	''
37060	3486	20	;	;	:
37060	3486	21	yet	yet	CC
37060	3486	22	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	3486	23	came	come	VBD
37060	3486	24	of	of	IN
37060	3486	25	that	that	DT
37060	3486	26	hope	hope	NN
37060	3486	27	.	.	.
37060	3487	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3487	2	brother	brother	NN
37060	3487	3	,	,	,
37060	3487	4	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3487	5	,	,	,
37060	3487	6	was	be	VBD
37060	3487	7	the	the	DT
37060	3487	8	only	only	JJ
37060	3487	9	person	person	NN
37060	3487	10	to	to	TO
37060	3487	11	whom	whom	WP
37060	3487	12	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3487	13	corresponded	correspond	VBD
37060	3487	14	after	after	IN
37060	3487	15	the	the	DT
37060	3487	16	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3487	17	,	,	,
37060	3487	18	which	which	WDT
37060	3487	19	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	3487	20	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	3487	21	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3487	22	inability	inability	NN
37060	3487	23	to	to	TO
37060	3487	24	face	face	VB
37060	3487	25	those	those	DT
37060	3487	26	of	of	IN
37060	3487	27	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3487	28	who	who	WP
37060	3487	29	had	have	VBD
37060	3487	30	known	know	VBN
37060	3487	31	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3487	32	quite	quite	RB
37060	3487	33	well	well	RB
37060	3487	34	.	.	.
37060	3488	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3488	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3488	3	seen	see	VBN
37060	3488	4	comparatively	comparatively	RB
37060	3488	5	little	little	JJ
37060	3488	6	of	of	IN
37060	3488	7	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3488	8	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	3488	9	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3488	10	years	year	NNS
37060	3488	11	of	of	IN
37060	3488	12	married	married	JJ
37060	3488	13	life	life	NN
37060	3488	14	,	,	,
37060	3488	15	and	and	CC
37060	3488	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3488	17	was	be	VBD
37060	3488	18	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	3488	19	rather	rather	RB
37060	3488	20	curious	curious	JJ
37060	3488	21	that	that	IN
37060	3488	22	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3488	23	should	should	MD
37060	3488	24	choose	choose	VB
37060	3488	25	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3488	26	as	as	IN
37060	3488	27	the	the	DT
37060	3488	28	recipient	recipient	NN
37060	3488	29	of	of	IN
37060	3488	30	a	a	DT
37060	3488	31	note	note	NN
37060	3488	32	of	of	IN
37060	3488	33	explanation	explanation	NN
37060	3488	34	and	and	CC
37060	3488	35	regret	regret	NN
37060	3488	36	.	.	.
37060	3489	1	At	at	IN
37060	3489	2	any	any	DT
37060	3489	3	rate	rate	NN
37060	3489	4	,	,	,
37060	3489	5	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3489	6	stated	state	VBD
37060	3489	7	in	in	IN
37060	3489	8	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3489	9	letter	letter	NN
37060	3489	10	that	that	IN
37060	3489	11	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3489	12	could	could	MD
37060	3489	13	no	no	RB
37060	3489	14	longer	longer	RB
37060	3489	15	live	live	VB
37060	3489	16	with	with	IN
37060	3489	17	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3489	18	,	,	,
37060	3489	19	though	though	IN
37060	3489	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3489	21	had	have	VBD
37060	3489	22	been	be	VBN
37060	3489	23	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	3489	24	but	but	IN
37060	3489	25	a	a	DT
37060	3489	26	good	good	JJ
37060	3489	27	,	,	,
37060	3489	28	kind	kind	JJ
37060	3489	29	,	,	,
37060	3489	30	and	and	CC
37060	3489	31	loving	love	VBG
37060	3489	32	man	man	NN
37060	3489	33	;	;	:
37060	3489	34	further	further	RB
37060	3489	35	,	,	,
37060	3489	36	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3489	37	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	3489	38	that	that	IN
37060	3489	39	"	"	``
37060	3489	40	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3489	41	's	's	POS
37060	3489	42	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3489	43	"	"	``
37060	3489	44	would	would	MD
37060	3489	45	be	be	VB
37060	3489	46	open	open	JJ
37060	3489	47	-	-	HYPH
37060	3489	48	minded	minded	JJ
37060	3489	49	and	and	CC
37060	3489	50	welcome	welcome	VB
37060	3489	51	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3489	52	back	back	RB
37060	3489	53	into	into	IN
37060	3489	54	the	the	DT
37060	3489	55	family	family	NN
37060	3489	56	.	.	.
37060	3490	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3490	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3490	3	welcomed	welcome	VBN
37060	3490	4	into	into	IN
37060	3490	5	the	the	DT
37060	3490	6	family	family	NN
37060	3490	7	;	;	:
37060	3490	8	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	3490	9	,	,	,
37060	3490	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3490	11	welcome	welcome	NN
37060	3490	12	had	have	VBD
37060	3490	13	never	never	RB
37060	3490	14	worn	wear	VBN
37060	3490	15	thin	thin	JJ
37060	3490	16	,	,	,
37060	3490	17	despite	despite	IN
37060	3490	18	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3490	19	dearth	dearth	NN
37060	3490	20	of	of	IN
37060	3490	21	information	information	NN
37060	3490	22	and	and	CC
37060	3490	23	surplus	surplus	NN
37060	3490	24	of	of	IN
37060	3490	25	astonishment	astonishment	NN
37060	3490	26	to	to	TO
37060	3490	27	hear	hear	VB
37060	3490	28	of	of	IN
37060	3490	29	the	the	DT
37060	3490	30	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3490	31	.	.	.
37060	3491	1	Time	time	NN
37060	3491	2	and	and	CC
37060	3491	3	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	3491	4	opened	open	VBD
37060	3491	5	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3491	6	lidded	lidde	VBN
37060	3491	7	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3491	8	.	.	.
37060	3492	1	Finally	finally	RB
37060	3492	2	,	,	,
37060	3492	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3492	4	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	3492	5	the	the	DT
37060	3492	6	fact	fact	NN
37060	3492	7	that	that	IN
37060	3492	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3492	9	was	be	VBD
37060	3492	10	never	never	RB
37060	3492	11	going	go	VBG
37060	3492	12	to	to	TO
37060	3492	13	write	write	VB
37060	3492	14	,	,	,
37060	3492	15	that	that	IN
37060	3492	16	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3492	17	would	would	MD
37060	3492	18	never	never	RB
37060	3492	19	see	see	VB
37060	3492	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3492	21	real	real	JJ
37060	3492	22	hair	hair	NN
37060	3492	23	,	,	,
37060	3492	24	that	that	IN
37060	3492	25	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3492	26	was	be	VBD
37060	3492	27	as	as	RB
37060	3492	28	gone	go	VBN
37060	3492	29	for	for	IN
37060	3492	30	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3492	31	as	as	IN
37060	3492	32	if	if	IN
37060	3492	33	blown	blow	VBN
37060	3492	34	from	from	IN
37060	3492	35	the	the	DT
37060	3492	36	surface	surface	NN
37060	3492	37	of	of	IN
37060	3492	38	the	the	DT
37060	3492	39	earth	earth	NN
37060	3492	40	.	.	.
37060	3493	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3493	2	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	3493	3	,	,	,
37060	3493	4	also	also	RB
37060	3493	5	,	,	,
37060	3493	6	that	that	DT
37060	3493	7	simplicity	simplicity	NN
37060	3493	8	and	and	CC
37060	3493	9	love	love	NN
37060	3493	10	did	do	VBD
37060	3493	11	not	not	RB
37060	3493	12	fulfill	fulfill	VB
37060	3493	13	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3493	14	needs	need	NNS
37060	3493	15	and	and	CC
37060	3493	16	that	that	IN
37060	3493	17	supposedly	supposedly	RB
37060	3493	18	shared	share	VBD
37060	3493	19	goals	goal	NNS
37060	3493	20	,	,	,
37060	3493	21	including	include	VBG
37060	3493	22	frugality	frugality	NN
37060	3493	23	right	right	RB
37060	3493	24	down	down	IN
37060	3493	25	to	to	IN
37060	3493	26	the	the	DT
37060	3493	27	cheap	cheap	JJ
37060	3493	28	brand	brand	NN
37060	3493	29	of	of	IN
37060	3493	30	syrup	syrup	NN
37060	3493	31	,	,	,
37060	3493	32	were	be	VBD
37060	3493	33	a	a	DT
37060	3493	34	farce	farce	NN
37060	3493	35	.	.	.
37060	3494	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3494	2	perceived	perceive	VBD
37060	3494	3	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3494	4	to	to	TO
37060	3494	5	be	be	VB
37060	3494	6	the	the	DT
37060	3494	7	ideal	ideal	JJ
37060	3494	8	man	man	NN
37060	3494	9	,	,	,
37060	3494	10	or	or	CC
37060	3494	11	the	the	DT
37060	3494	12	closest	close	JJS
37060	3494	13	man	man	NN
37060	3494	14	thereto	thereto	NN
37060	3494	15	,	,	,
37060	3494	16	and	and	CC
37060	3494	17	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3494	18	that	that	IN
37060	3494	19	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3494	20	would	would	MD
37060	3494	21	later	later	RB
37060	3494	22	regret	regret	VB
37060	3494	23	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3494	24	hateful	hateful	JJ
37060	3494	25	actions	action	NNS
37060	3494	26	as	as	IN
37060	3494	27	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3494	28	had	have	VBD
37060	3494	29	regretted	regret	VBN
37060	3494	30	other	other	JJ
37060	3494	31	misguided	misguided	JJ
37060	3494	32	words	word	NNS
37060	3494	33	in	in	IN
37060	3494	34	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3494	35	youth	youth	NN
37060	3494	36	;	;	:
37060	3494	37	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3494	38	knew	know	VBD
37060	3494	39	that	that	IN
37060	3494	40	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3494	41	was	be	VBD
37060	3494	42	a	a	DT
37060	3494	43	loner	loner	NN
37060	3494	44	and	and	CC
37060	3494	45	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	3494	46	agoraphobic	agoraphobic	JJ
37060	3494	47	tendencies	tendency	NNS
37060	3494	48	....	....	NFP
37060	3494	49	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3494	50	knew	know	VBD
37060	3494	51	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3494	52	was	be	VBD
37060	3494	53	willing	willing	JJ
37060	3494	54	to	to	TO
37060	3494	55	work	work	VB
37060	3494	56	hard	hard	RB
37060	3494	57	for	for	IN
37060	3494	58	comparatively	comparatively	RB
37060	3494	59	small	small	JJ
37060	3494	60	rewards	reward	NNS
37060	3494	61	;	;	:
37060	3494	62	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3494	63	had	have	VBD
37060	3494	64	no	no	DT
37060	3494	65	hidden	hidden	JJ
37060	3494	66	vices	vice	NNS
37060	3494	67	or	or	CC
37060	3494	68	abusive	abusive	JJ
37060	3494	69	characteristics	characteristic	NNS
37060	3494	70	...	...	NFP
37060	3494	71	and	and	CC
37060	3494	72	though	though	IN
37060	3494	73	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3494	74	was	be	VBD
37060	3494	75	well	well	RB
37060	3494	76	built	build	VBN
37060	3494	77	and	and	CC
37060	3494	78	strong	strong	JJ
37060	3494	79	,	,	,
37060	3494	80	the	the	DT
37060	3494	81	similarity	similarity	NN
37060	3494	82	to	to	IN
37060	3494	83	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3494	84	ancestral	ancestral	JJ
37060	3494	85	Vikings	viking	NNS
37060	3494	86	ended	end	VBD
37060	3494	87	where	where	WRB
37060	3494	88	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3494	89	violence	violence	NN
37060	3494	90	began	begin	VBD
37060	3494	91	.	.	.
37060	3495	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3495	2	realized	realize	VBD
37060	3495	3	that	that	IN
37060	3495	4	while	while	IN
37060	3495	5	the	the	DT
37060	3495	6	kettle	kettle	NN
37060	3495	7	on	on	IN
37060	3495	8	the	the	DT
37060	3495	9	home	home	NN
37060	3495	10	hearth	hearth	NNP
37060	3495	11	boiled	boil	VBD
37060	3495	12	feverishly	feverishly	RB
37060	3495	13	,	,	,
37060	3495	14	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3495	15	love	love	NN
37060	3495	16	was	be	VBD
37060	3495	17	secure	secure	JJ
37060	3495	18	and	and	CC
37060	3495	19	untouchable	untouchable	JJ
37060	3495	20	,	,	,
37060	3495	21	but	but	CC
37060	3495	22	when	when	WRB
37060	3495	23	the	the	DT
37060	3495	24	fire	fire	NN
37060	3495	25	was	be	VBD
37060	3495	26	reduced	reduce	VBN
37060	3495	27	to	to	IN
37060	3495	28	coals	coal	NNS
37060	3495	29	and	and	CC
37060	3495	30	the	the	DT
37060	3495	31	kettle	kettle	NN
37060	3495	32	could	could	MD
37060	3495	33	be	be	VB
37060	3495	34	taken	take	VBN
37060	3495	35	from	from	IN
37060	3495	36	the	the	DT
37060	3495	37	hearth	hearth	NN
37060	3495	38	without	without	IN
37060	3495	39	scorching	scorch	VBG
37060	3495	40	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3495	41	hands	hand	NNS
37060	3495	42	,	,	,
37060	3495	43	love	love	NN
37060	3495	44	was	be	VBD
37060	3495	45	polluted	pollute	VBN
37060	3495	46	by	by	IN
37060	3495	47	commonality	commonality	NN
37060	3495	48	.	.	.
37060	3496	1	The	the	DT
37060	3496	2	need	need	NN
37060	3496	3	to	to	TO
37060	3496	4	search	search	VB
37060	3496	5	for	for	IN
37060	3496	6	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3496	7	lost	lose	VBN
37060	3496	8	flame	flame	NN
37060	3496	9	seized	seize	VBD
37060	3496	10	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3496	11	mind	mind	NN
37060	3496	12	,	,	,
37060	3496	13	yet	yet	CC
37060	3496	14	,	,	,
37060	3496	15	because	because	IN
37060	3496	16	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3496	17	knew	know	VBD
37060	3496	18	not	not	RB
37060	3496	19	what	what	WP
37060	3496	20	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3496	21	truly	truly	RB
37060	3496	22	sought	seek	VBD
37060	3496	23	,	,	,
37060	3496	24	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3496	25	search	search	NN
37060	3496	26	would	would	MD
37060	3496	27	continue	continue	VB
37060	3496	28	forever	forever	RB
37060	3496	29	,	,	,
37060	3496	30	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	3496	31	behind	behind	IN
37060	3496	32	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3496	33	an	an	DT
37060	3496	34	insubstantial	insubstantial	JJ
37060	3496	35	and	and	CC
37060	3496	36	endless	endless	JJ
37060	3496	37	heap	heap	NN
37060	3496	38	of	of	IN
37060	3496	39	charred	char	VBN
37060	3496	40	ashes	ashe	NNS
37060	3496	41	.	.	.
37060	3497	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3497	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3497	3	vastly	vastly	RB
37060	3497	4	overemphasized	overemphasize	VBN
37060	3497	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3497	6	importance	importance	NN
37060	3497	7	in	in	IN
37060	3497	8	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3497	9	's	's	POS
37060	3497	10	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3497	11	.	.	.
37060	3498	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3498	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3498	3	incredibly	incredibly	RB
37060	3498	4	humbling	humbling	JJ
37060	3498	5	to	to	TO
37060	3498	6	be	be	VB
37060	3498	7	rejected	reject	VBN
37060	3498	8	so	so	RB
37060	3498	9	completely	completely	RB
37060	3498	10	;	;	:
37060	3498	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3498	12	thought	think	VBD
37060	3498	13	of	of	IN
37060	3498	14	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3498	15	and	and	CC
37060	3498	16	how	how	WRB
37060	3498	17	much	much	RB
37060	3498	18	worse	bad	JJR
37060	3498	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3498	20	must	must	MD
37060	3498	21	have	have	VB
37060	3498	22	been	be	VBN
37060	3498	23	for	for	IN
37060	3498	24	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3498	25	.	.	.
37060	3499	1	Death	death	NN
37060	3499	2	and	and	CC
37060	3499	3	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3499	4	were	be	VBD
37060	3499	5	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	3499	6	similar	similar	JJ
37060	3499	7	,	,	,
37060	3499	8	yet	yet	CC
37060	3499	9	in	in	IN
37060	3499	10	some	some	DT
37060	3499	11	ways	way	NNS
37060	3499	12	,	,	,
37060	3499	13	the	the	DT
37060	3499	14	latter	latter	JJ
37060	3499	15	was	be	VBD
37060	3499	16	more	more	RBR
37060	3499	17	painful	painful	JJ
37060	3499	18	.	.	.
37060	3500	1	Divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3500	2	,	,	,
37060	3500	3	while	while	IN
37060	3500	4	lacking	lack	VBG
37060	3500	5	the	the	DT
37060	3500	6	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	3500	7	permanence	permanence	NN
37060	3500	8	of	of	IN
37060	3500	9	death	death	NN
37060	3500	10	,	,	,
37060	3500	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	3500	12	based	base	VBN
37060	3500	13	on	on	IN
37060	3500	14	the	the	DT
37060	3500	15	heart	heart	NN
37060	3500	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	3500	17	rending	rend	VBG
37060	3500	18	fact	fact	NN
37060	3500	19	that	that	IN
37060	3500	20	one	one	PRP
37060	3500	21	's	's	POS
37060	3500	22	love	love	NN
37060	3500	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	3500	24	no	no	RB
37060	3500	25	longer	long	RBR
37060	3500	26	enough	enough	RB
37060	3500	27	,	,	,
37060	3500	28	and	and	CC
37060	3500	29	that	that	IN
37060	3500	30	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3500	31	has	have	VBZ
37060	3500	32	been	be	VBN
37060	3500	33	left	leave	VBN
37060	3500	34	by	by	IN
37060	3500	35	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3500	36	mate	mate	NN
37060	3500	37	's	's	POS
37060	3500	38	choice	choice	NN
37060	3500	39	rather	rather	RB
37060	3500	40	than	than	IN
37060	3500	41	nature	nature	NN
37060	3500	42	's	's	POS
37060	3500	43	will	will	NN
37060	3500	44	and	and	CC
37060	3500	45	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	3500	46	.	.	.
37060	3501	1	Though	though	IN
37060	3501	2	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3501	3	love	love	NN
37060	3501	4	for	for	IN
37060	3501	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3501	6	had	have	VBD
37060	3501	7	vanished	vanish	VBN
37060	3501	8	with	with	IN
37060	3501	9	the	the	DT
37060	3501	10	disappearance	disappearance	NN
37060	3501	11	of	of	IN
37060	3501	12	heart	heart	NN
37060	3501	13	palpitations	palpitation	NNS
37060	3501	14	and	and	CC
37060	3501	15	romantic	romantic	JJ
37060	3501	16	excitement	excitement	NN
37060	3501	17	,	,	,
37060	3501	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3501	19	thought	think	VBD
37060	3501	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3501	21	deserved	deserve	VBD
37060	3501	22	at	at	IN
37060	3501	23	least	least	JJS
37060	3501	24	a	a	DT
37060	3501	25	letter	letter	NN
37060	3501	26	of	of	IN
37060	3501	27	farewell	farewell	NN
37060	3501	28	for	for	IN
37060	3501	29	all	all	DT
37060	3501	30	of	of	IN
37060	3501	31	the	the	DT
37060	3501	32	good	good	JJ
37060	3501	33	times	time	NNS
37060	3501	34	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3501	35	had	have	VBD
37060	3501	36	shared	share	VBN
37060	3501	37	.	.	.
37060	3502	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3502	2	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	3502	3	if	if	IN
37060	3502	4	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3502	5	had	have	VBD
37060	3502	6	merely	merely	RB
37060	3502	7	upheld	uphold	VBN
37060	3502	8	a	a	DT
37060	3502	9	charade	charade	NN
37060	3502	10	of	of	IN
37060	3502	11	good	good	JJ
37060	3502	12	humor	humor	NN
37060	3502	13	and	and	CC
37060	3502	14	enjoyment	enjoyment	NN
37060	3502	15	through	through	IN
37060	3502	16	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3502	17	excursions	excursion	NNS
37060	3502	18	;	;	:
37060	3502	19	yet	yet	CC
37060	3502	20	,	,	,
37060	3502	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3502	22	thought	think	VBD
37060	3502	23	,	,	,
37060	3502	24	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3502	25	would	would	MD
37060	3502	26	not	not	RB
37060	3502	27	have	have	VB
37060	3502	28	invited	invite	VBN
37060	3502	29	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3502	30	to	to	TO
37060	3502	31	share	share	VB
37060	3502	32	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3502	33	free	free	JJ
37060	3502	34	time	time	NN
37060	3502	35	if	if	IN
37060	3502	36	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3502	37	resented	resent	VBD
37060	3502	38	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3502	39	presence	presence	NN
37060	3502	40	.	.	.
37060	3503	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3503	2	takes	take	VBZ
37060	3503	3	many	many	JJ
37060	3503	4	hours	hour	NNS
37060	3503	5	to	to	TO
37060	3503	6	develop	develop	VB
37060	3503	7	a	a	DT
37060	3503	8	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	3503	9	,	,	,
37060	3503	10	and	and	CC
37060	3503	11	even	even	RB
37060	3503	12	so	so	RB
37060	3503	13	,	,	,
37060	3503	14	one	one	PRP
37060	3503	15	's	's	POS
37060	3503	16	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	3503	17	of	of	IN
37060	3503	18	the	the	DT
37060	3503	19	other	other	JJ
37060	3503	20	can	can	MD
37060	3503	21	never	never	RB
37060	3503	22	be	be	VB
37060	3503	23	complete	complete	JJ
37060	3503	24	.	.	.
37060	3504	1	While	while	IN
37060	3504	2	compatibility	compatibility	NN
37060	3504	3	opens	open	VBZ
37060	3504	4	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	3504	5	's	's	POS
37060	3504	6	door	door	NN
37060	3504	7	,	,	,
37060	3504	8	love	love	NN
37060	3504	9	and	and	CC
37060	3504	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3504	11	's	be	VBZ
37060	3504	12	by	by	NN
37060	3504	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	3504	14	products	product	NNS
37060	3504	15	,	,	,
37060	3504	16	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	3504	17	and	and	CC
37060	3504	18	honesty	honesty	NN
37060	3504	19	,	,	,
37060	3504	20	must	must	MD
37060	3504	21	co	co	VB
37060	3504	22	-	-	VB
37060	3504	23	exist	exist	VB
37060	3504	24	as	as	IN
37060	3504	25	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3504	26	sustaining	sustain	VBG
37060	3504	27	force	force	NN
37060	3504	28	;	;	,
37060	3504	29	lacking	lack	VBG
37060	3504	30	love	love	NN
37060	3504	31	,	,	,
37060	3504	32	growth	growth	NN
37060	3504	33	stagnates	stagnate	NNS
37060	3504	34	and	and	CC
37060	3504	35	generally	generally	RB
37060	3504	36	heralds	herald	VBZ
37060	3504	37	a	a	DT
37060	3504	38	hurtful	hurtful	JJ
37060	3504	39	parting	parting	NN
37060	3504	40	of	of	IN
37060	3504	41	the	the	DT
37060	3504	42	two	two	CD
37060	3504	43	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	3504	44	.	.	.
37060	3505	1	If	if	IN
37060	3505	2	love	love	NN
37060	3505	3	truly	truly	RB
37060	3505	4	exists	exist	VBZ
37060	3505	5	in	in	IN
37060	3505	6	one	one	NN
37060	3505	7	's	's	POS
37060	3505	8	mind	mind	NN
37060	3505	9	,	,	,
37060	3505	10	however	however	RB
37060	3505	11	,	,	,
37060	3505	12	the	the	DT
37060	3505	13	love	love	NN
37060	3505	14	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3505	15	can	can	MD
37060	3505	16	not	not	RB
37060	3505	17	cease	cease	VB
37060	3505	18	abruptly	abruptly	RB
37060	3505	19	even	even	RB
37060	3505	20	though	though	IN
37060	3505	21	the	the	DT
37060	3505	22	other	other	JJ
37060	3505	23	's	's	POS
37060	3505	24	actions	action	NNS
37060	3505	25	or	or	CC
37060	3505	26	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	3505	27	are	be	VBP
37060	3505	28	radically	radically	RB
37060	3505	29	contrary	contrary	JJ
37060	3505	30	to	to	IN
37060	3505	31	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3505	32	own	own	JJ
37060	3505	33	;	;	:
37060	3505	34	the	the	DT
37060	3505	35	beloved	beloved	JJ
37060	3505	36	part	part	NN
37060	3505	37	of	of	IN
37060	3505	38	the	the	DT
37060	3505	39	individual	individual	NN
37060	3505	40	still	still	RB
37060	3505	41	remains	remain	VBZ
37060	3505	42	,	,	,
37060	3505	43	residing	reside	VBG
37060	3505	44	side	side	NN
37060	3505	45	by	by	IN
37060	3505	46	side	side	NN
37060	3505	47	with	with	IN
37060	3505	48	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3505	49	formerly	formerly	RB
37060	3505	50	concealed	conceal	VBN
37060	3505	51	,	,	,
37060	3505	52	unsavory	unsavory	JJ
37060	3505	53	propensities	propensity	NNS
37060	3505	54	.	.	.
37060	3506	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3506	2	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	3506	3	of	of	IN
37060	3506	4	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3506	5	's	's	POS
37060	3506	6	entire	entire	JJ
37060	3506	7	personality	personality	NN
37060	3506	8	paralleled	parallel	VBD
37060	3506	9	extreme	extreme	JJ
37060	3506	10	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	3506	11	.	.	.
37060	3507	1	With	with	IN
37060	3507	2	no	no	DT
37060	3507	3	prompting	prompting	NN
37060	3507	4	from	from	IN
37060	3507	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3507	6	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3507	7	,	,	,
37060	3507	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3507	9	looked	look	VBD
37060	3507	10	upon	upon	IN
37060	3507	11	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3507	12	new	new	JJ
37060	3507	13	lifestyle	lifestyle	NN
37060	3507	14	and	and	CC
37060	3507	15	final	final	JJ
37060	3507	16	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	3507	17	with	with	IN
37060	3507	18	the	the	DT
37060	3507	19	family	family	NN
37060	3507	20	and	and	CC
37060	3507	21	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3507	22	as	as	IN
37060	3507	23	disagreeable	disagreeable	JJ
37060	3507	24	and	and	CC
37060	3507	25	despaired	despair	VBD
37060	3507	26	that	that	IN
37060	3507	27	the	the	DT
37060	3507	28	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	3507	29	would	would	MD
37060	3507	30	not	not	RB
37060	3507	31	have	have	VB
37060	3507	32	been	be	VBN
37060	3507	33	different	different	JJ
37060	3507	34	.	.	.
37060	3508	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3508	2	image	image	NN
37060	3508	3	,	,	,
37060	3508	4	though	though	IN
37060	3508	5	tainted	taint	VBN
37060	3508	6	,	,	,
37060	3508	7	never	never	RB
37060	3508	8	shattered	shatter	VBD
37060	3508	9	in	in	IN
37060	3508	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3508	11	mind	mind	NN
37060	3508	12	,	,	,
37060	3508	13	and	and	CC
37060	3508	14	for	for	IN
37060	3508	15	a	a	DT
37060	3508	16	time	time	NN
37060	3508	17	,	,	,
37060	3508	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3508	19	kept	keep	VBD
37060	3508	20	loving	love	VBG
37060	3508	21	...	...	NFP
37060	3508	22	and	and	CC
37060	3508	23	mourning	mourn	VBG
37060	3508	24	...	...	.
37060	3508	25	the	the	DT
37060	3508	26	person	person	NN
37060	3508	27	who	who	WP
37060	3508	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3508	29	had	have	VBD
37060	3508	30	believed	believe	VBN
37060	3508	31	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3508	32	to	to	TO
37060	3508	33	be	be	VB
37060	3508	34	.	.	.
37060	3509	1	Disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	3509	2	alone	alone	RB
37060	3509	3	could	could	MD
37060	3509	4	not	not	RB
37060	3509	5	eradicate	eradicate	VB
37060	3509	6	the	the	DT
37060	3509	7	lovely	lovely	JJ
37060	3509	8	memories	memory	NNS
37060	3509	9	spanning	span	VBG
37060	3509	10	three	three	CD
37060	3509	11	years	year	NNS
37060	3509	12	.	.	.
37060	3510	1	After	after	IN
37060	3510	2	suffering	suffer	VBG
37060	3510	3	a	a	DT
37060	3510	4	substantial	substantial	JJ
37060	3510	5	loss	loss	NN
37060	3510	6	,	,	,
37060	3510	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3510	8	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	3510	9	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	3510	10	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	3510	11	that	that	IN
37060	3510	12	a	a	DT
37060	3510	13	replacement	replacement	NN
37060	3510	14	of	of	IN
37060	3510	15	equal	equal	JJ
37060	3510	16	or	or	CC
37060	3510	17	greater	great	JJR
37060	3510	18	value	value	NN
37060	3510	19	could	could	MD
37060	3510	20	ever	ever	RB
37060	3510	21	be	be	VB
37060	3510	22	found	find	VBN
37060	3510	23	,	,	,
37060	3510	24	and	and	CC
37060	3510	25	attempts	attempt	NNS
37060	3510	26	to	to	TO
37060	3510	27	compare	compare	VB
37060	3510	28	the	the	DT
37060	3510	29	incomparable	incomparable	JJ
37060	3510	30	often	often	RB
37060	3510	31	end	end	VBP
37060	3510	32	in	in	IN
37060	3510	33	frustration	frustration	NN
37060	3510	34	.	.	.
37060	3511	1	If	if	IN
37060	3511	2	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	3511	3	pain	pain	NN
37060	3511	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	3511	5	not	not	RB
37060	3511	6	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	3511	7	to	to	TO
37060	3511	8	stagnate	stagnate	VB
37060	3511	9	within	within	IN
37060	3511	10	the	the	DT
37060	3511	11	inner	inner	JJ
37060	3511	12	being	being	NN
37060	3511	13	and	and	CC
37060	3511	14	clog	clog	VB
37060	3511	15	the	the	DT
37060	3511	16	mind	mind	NN
37060	3511	17	,	,	,
37060	3511	18	a	a	DT
37060	3511	19	person	person	NN
37060	3511	20	can	can	MD
37060	3511	21	be	be	VB
37060	3511	22	open	open	JJ
37060	3511	23	to	to	IN
37060	3511	24	others	other	NNS
37060	3511	25	without	without	IN
37060	3511	26	radiating	radiate	VBG
37060	3511	27	vulnerability	vulnerability	NN
37060	3511	28	.	.	.
37060	3512	1	No	no	DT
37060	3512	2	one	one	NN
37060	3512	3	forgets	forget	VBZ
37060	3512	4	a	a	DT
37060	3512	5	past	past	JJ
37060	3512	6	hurt	hurt	NN
37060	3512	7	;	;	:
37060	3512	8	after	after	IN
37060	3512	9	a	a	DT
37060	3512	10	wound	wound	NN
37060	3512	11	heals	heal	NNS
37060	3512	12	,	,	,
37060	3512	13	scar	scar	JJ
37060	3512	14	tissue	tissue	NN
37060	3512	15	remains	remain	VBZ
37060	3512	16	as	as	IN
37060	3512	17	a	a	DT
37060	3512	18	subtle	subtle	JJ
37060	3512	19	reminder	reminder	NN
37060	3512	20	and	and	CC
37060	3512	21	effectively	effectively	RB
37060	3512	22	warns	warn	VBZ
37060	3512	23	the	the	DT
37060	3512	24	individual	individual	NN
37060	3512	25	against	against	IN
37060	3512	26	potential	potential	JJ
37060	3512	27	threats	threat	NNS
37060	3512	28	of	of	IN
37060	3512	29	similar	similar	JJ
37060	3512	30	nature	nature	NN
37060	3512	31	.	.	.
37060	3513	1	Only	only	RB
37060	3513	2	a	a	DT
37060	3513	3	person	person	NN
37060	3513	4	lacking	lack	VBG
37060	3513	5	the	the	DT
37060	3513	6	will	will	NN
37060	3513	7	to	to	TO
37060	3513	8	overcome	overcome	VB
37060	3513	9	and	and	CC
37060	3513	10	grow	grow	VB
37060	3513	11	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	3513	12	past	past	JJ
37060	3513	13	anguish	anguish	NN
37060	3513	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	3513	15	truly	truly	RB
37060	3513	16	mortally	mortally	RB
37060	3513	17	wounded	wound	VBN
37060	3513	18	,	,	,
37060	3513	19	for	for	IN
37060	3513	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3513	21	wound	wound	NN
37060	3513	22	is	be	VBZ
37060	3513	23	not	not	RB
37060	3513	24	only	only	RB
37060	3513	25	self	self	NN
37060	3513	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	3513	27	inflicted	inflict	VBN
37060	3513	28	,	,	,
37060	3513	29	but	but	CC
37060	3513	30	also	also	RB
37060	3513	31	infested	infest	VBN
37060	3513	32	with	with	IN
37060	3513	33	litter	litt	JJR
37060	3513	34	long	long	RB
37060	3513	35	decayed	decay	VBN
37060	3513	36	.	.	.
37060	3514	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3514	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3514	3	to	to	TO
37060	3514	4	direct	direct	VB
37060	3514	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3514	6	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	3514	7	and	and	CC
37060	3514	8	energy	energy	NN
37060	3514	9	toward	toward	IN
37060	3514	10	positive	positive	JJ
37060	3514	11	elements	element	NNS
37060	3514	12	in	in	IN
37060	3514	13	life	life	NN
37060	3514	14	,	,	,
37060	3514	15	accepting	accept	VBG
37060	3514	16	the	the	DT
37060	3514	17	past	past	NN
37060	3514	18	and	and	CC
37060	3514	19	adapting	adapting	NN
37060	3514	20	to	to	IN
37060	3514	21	the	the	DT
37060	3514	22	present	present	NN
37060	3514	23	.	.	.
37060	3515	1	The	the	DT
37060	3515	2	future	future	NN
37060	3515	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3515	4	no	no	RB
37060	3515	5	longer	long	RBR
37060	3515	6	the	the	DT
37060	3515	7	shining	shine	VBG
37060	3515	8	star	star	NN
37060	3515	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3515	10	had	have	VBD
37060	3515	11	been	be	VBN
37060	3515	12	in	in	IN
37060	3515	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3515	14	childhood	childhood	NN
37060	3515	15	,	,	,
37060	3515	16	for	for	IN
37060	3515	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3515	18	was	be	VBD
37060	3515	19	uncertain	uncertain	JJ
37060	3515	20	and	and	CC
37060	3515	21	impenetrable	impenetrable	JJ
37060	3515	22	.	.	.
37060	3516	1	Short	short	JJ
37060	3516	2	-	-	HYPH
37060	3516	3	term	term	NN
37060	3516	4	goals	goal	NNS
37060	3516	5	were	be	VBD
37060	3516	6	more	more	RBR
37060	3516	7	easily	easily	RB
37060	3516	8	realized	realize	VBN
37060	3516	9	.	.	.
37060	3517	1	The	the	DT
37060	3517	2	future	future	NN
37060	3517	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3517	4	a	a	DT
37060	3517	5	nasty	nasty	JJ
37060	3517	6	habit	habit	NN
37060	3517	7	of	of	IN
37060	3517	8	rearranging	rearrange	VBG
37060	3517	9	one	one	PRP
37060	3517	10	's	's	POS
37060	3517	11	plans	plan	NNS
37060	3517	12	;	;	:
37060	3517	13	life	life	NN
37060	3517	14	changed	change	VBD
37060	3517	15	so	so	RB
37060	3517	16	fast	fast	RB
37060	3517	17	that	that	IN
37060	3517	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3517	19	left	leave	VBD
37060	3517	20	one	one	NN
37060	3517	21	groping	grope	VBG
37060	3517	22	for	for	IN
37060	3517	23	stability	stability	NN
37060	3517	24	as	as	IN
37060	3517	25	if	if	IN
37060	3517	26	spun	spin	VBD
37060	3517	27	furiously	furiously	RB
37060	3517	28	on	on	IN
37060	3517	29	the	the	DT
37060	3517	30	head	head	NN
37060	3517	31	of	of	IN
37060	3517	32	a	a	DT
37060	3517	33	top	top	NN
37060	3517	34	.	.	.
37060	3518	1	Disliking	dislike	VBG
37060	3518	2	such	such	JJ
37060	3518	3	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	3518	4	turbulence	turbulence	NN
37060	3518	5	,	,	,
37060	3518	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3518	7	tried	try	VBD
37060	3518	8	to	to	TO
37060	3518	9	buffer	buffer	VB
37060	3518	10	life	life	NN
37060	3518	11	's	's	POS
37060	3518	12	hurtful	hurtful	JJ
37060	3518	13	potential	potential	NN
37060	3518	14	by	by	IN
37060	3518	15	dealing	deal	VBG
37060	3518	16	with	with	IN
37060	3518	17	each	each	DT
37060	3518	18	day	day	NN
37060	3518	19	as	as	IN
37060	3518	20	the	the	DT
37060	3518	21	unique	unique	JJ
37060	3518	22	parcel	parcel	NN
37060	3518	23	of	of	IN
37060	3518	24	hours	hour	NNS
37060	3518	25	and	and	CC
37060	3518	26	events	event	NNS
37060	3518	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3518	28	proved	prove	VBD
37060	3518	29	to	to	TO
37060	3518	30	be	be	VB
37060	3518	31	.	.	.
37060	3519	1	Adaptability	adaptability	NN
37060	3519	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3519	3	definitely	definitely	RB
37060	3519	4	one	one	CD
37060	3519	5	of	of	IN
37060	3519	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3519	7	more	more	RBR
37060	3519	8	useful	useful	JJ
37060	3519	9	characteristics	characteristic	NNS
37060	3519	10	.	.	.
37060	3520	1	With	with	IN
37060	3520	2	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3520	3	's	's	POS
37060	3520	4	departure	departure	NN
37060	3520	5	,	,	,
37060	3520	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3520	7	had	have	VBD
37060	3520	8	not	not	RB
37060	3520	9	consciously	consciously	RB
37060	3520	10	determined	determined	JJ
37060	3520	11	to	to	TO
37060	3520	12	find	find	VB
37060	3520	13	a	a	DT
37060	3520	14	replacement	replacement	NN
37060	3520	15	for	for	IN
37060	3520	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3520	17	severed	severed	JJ
37060	3520	18	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	3520	19	attachment	attachment	NN
37060	3520	20	.	.	.
37060	3521	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3521	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	3521	3	such	such	JJ
37060	3521	4	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	3521	5	on	on	IN
37060	3521	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3521	7	behalf	behalf	NN
37060	3521	8	would	would	MD
37060	3521	9	not	not	RB
37060	3521	10	only	only	RB
37060	3521	11	have	have	VB
37060	3521	12	been	be	VBN
37060	3521	13	uncharacteristic	uncharacteristic	JJ
37060	3521	14	of	of	IN
37060	3521	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3521	16	but	but	CC
37060	3521	17	futile	futile	RB
37060	3521	18	as	as	RB
37060	3521	19	well	well	RB
37060	3521	20	;	;	:
37060	3521	21	people	people	NNS
37060	3521	22	were	be	VBD
37060	3521	23	not	not	RB
37060	3521	24	like	like	IN
37060	3521	25	spark	spark	NN
37060	3521	26	plugs	plug	NNS
37060	3521	27	.	.	.
37060	3522	1	However	however	RB
37060	3522	2	,	,	,
37060	3522	3	as	as	IN
37060	3522	4	the	the	DT
37060	3522	5	months	month	NNS
37060	3522	6	progressed	progress	VBN
37060	3522	7	,	,	,
37060	3522	8	the	the	DT
37060	3522	9	hole	hole	NN
37060	3522	10	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	3522	11	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	3522	12	's	's	POS
37060	3522	13	memory	memory	NN
37060	3522	14	resided	reside	VBD
37060	3522	15	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	3522	16	filled	fill	VBN
37060	3522	17	and	and	CC
37060	3522	18	was	be	VBD
37060	3522	19	replenished	replenish	VBN
37060	3522	20	,	,	,
37060	3522	21	just	just	RB
37060	3522	22	as	as	IN
37060	3522	23	a	a	DT
37060	3522	24	mined	mine	VBN
37060	3522	25	crater	crater	NN
37060	3522	26	will	will	MD
37060	3522	27	be	be	VB
37060	3522	28	reclaimed	reclaim	VBN
37060	3522	29	by	by	IN
37060	3522	30	nature	nature	NN
37060	3522	31	and	and	CC
37060	3522	32	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	3522	33	become	become	VB
37060	3522	34	a	a	DT
37060	3522	35	thing	thing	NN
37060	3522	36	of	of	IN
37060	3522	37	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	3522	38	rather	rather	RB
37060	3522	39	than	than	IN
37060	3522	40	an	an	DT
37060	3522	41	eternally	eternally	RB
37060	3522	42	gaping	gape	VBG
37060	3522	43	hole	hole	NN
37060	3522	44	of	of	IN
37060	3522	45	waste	waste	NN
37060	3522	46	.	.	.
37060	3523	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3523	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3523	3	filled	fill	VBN
37060	3523	4	with	with	IN
37060	3523	5	strength	strength	NN
37060	3523	6	and	and	CC
37060	3523	7	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	3523	8	from	from	IN
37060	3523	9	budding	bud	VBG
37060	3523	10	health	health	NN
37060	3523	11	and	and	CC
37060	3523	12	vitality	vitality	NN
37060	3523	13	;	;	:
37060	3523	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3523	15	was	be	VBD
37060	3523	16	filled	fill	VBN
37060	3523	17	with	with	IN
37060	3523	18	the	the	DT
37060	3523	19	undying	undye	VBG
37060	3523	20	love	love	NN
37060	3523	21	of	of	IN
37060	3523	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3523	23	family	family	NN
37060	3523	24	,	,	,
37060	3523	25	but	but	CC
37060	3523	26	more	more	RBR
37060	3523	27	than	than	IN
37060	3523	28	all	all	DT
37060	3523	29	else	else	RB
37060	3523	30	,	,	,
37060	3523	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3523	32	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	3523	33	that	that	IN
37060	3523	34	,	,	,
37060	3523	35	with	with	IN
37060	3523	36	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3523	37	,	,	,
37060	3523	38	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3523	39	had	have	VBD
37060	3523	40	in	in	IN
37060	3523	41	reality	reality	NN
37060	3523	42	,	,	,
37060	3523	43	lost	lose	VBD
37060	3523	44	virtually	virtually	RB
37060	3523	45	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	3523	46	.	.	.
37060	3524	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	3525	1	15	15	CD
37060	3525	2	,	,	,
37060	3525	3	1977	1977	CD
37060	3525	4	...	...	.
37060	3526	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3526	2	went	go	VBD
37060	3526	3	to	to	IN
37060	3526	4	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	3526	5	's	's	POS
37060	3526	6	house	house	NN
37060	3526	7	and	and	CC
37060	3526	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3526	9	made	make	VBD
37060	3526	10	blueberry	blueberry	NNP
37060	3526	11	pancakes	pancake	NNS
37060	3526	12	for	for	IN
37060	3526	13	supper	supper	NN
37060	3526	14	.	.	.
37060	3527	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3527	2	talked	talk	VBD
37060	3527	3	about	about	IN
37060	3527	4	a	a	DT
37060	3527	5	lot	lot	NN
37060	3527	6	of	of	IN
37060	3527	7	things	thing	NNS
37060	3527	8	.	.	.
37060	3528	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3528	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3528	3	a	a	DT
37060	3528	4	joy	joy	NN
37060	3528	5	to	to	TO
37060	3528	6	be	be	VB
37060	3528	7	invited	invite	VBN
37060	3528	8	to	to	IN
37060	3528	9	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	3528	10	's	's	POS
37060	3528	11	house	house	NN
37060	3528	12	.	.	.
37060	3529	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3529	2	did	do	VBD
37060	3529	3	not	not	RB
37060	3529	4	chafe	chafe	VB
37060	3529	5	each	each	DT
37060	3529	6	other	other	JJ
37060	3529	7	's	's	POS
37060	3529	8	nerves	nerve	NNS
37060	3529	9	;	;	:
37060	3529	10	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	3529	11	came	come	VBD
37060	3529	12	effortlessly	effortlessly	RB
37060	3529	13	,	,	,
37060	3529	14	yet	yet	CC
37060	3529	15	silence	silence	NN
37060	3529	16	was	be	VBD
37060	3529	17	no	no	DT
37060	3529	18	menace	menace	NN
37060	3529	19	.	.	.
37060	3530	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3530	2	took	take	VBD
37060	3530	3	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	3530	4	in	in	IN
37060	3530	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3530	6	neatly	neatly	RB
37060	3530	7	arranged	arrange	VBN
37060	3530	8	house	house	NN
37060	3530	9	and	and	CC
37060	3530	10	applauded	applaud	VBD
37060	3530	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3530	12	various	various	JJ
37060	3530	13	purchases	purchase	NNS
37060	3530	14	which	which	WDT
37060	3530	15	adorned	adorn	VBD
37060	3530	16	the	the	DT
37060	3530	17	walls	wall	NNS
37060	3530	18	or	or	CC
37060	3530	19	were	be	VBD
37060	3530	20	placed	place	VBN
37060	3530	21	about	about	IN
37060	3530	22	the	the	DT
37060	3530	23	rooms	room	NNS
37060	3530	24	.	.	.
37060	3531	1	With	with	IN
37060	3531	2	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3531	3	mind	mind	NN
37060	3531	4	bent	bend	VBN
37060	3531	5	on	on	IN
37060	3531	6	improvement	improvement	NN
37060	3531	7	,	,	,
37060	3531	8	the	the	DT
37060	3531	9	house	house	NN
37060	3531	10	mirrored	mirror	VBD
37060	3531	11	a	a	DT
37060	3531	12	flare	flare	NN
37060	3531	13	for	for	IN
37060	3531	14	design	design	NN
37060	3531	15	and	and	CC
37060	3531	16	decoration	decoration	NN
37060	3531	17	as	as	RB
37060	3531	18	well	well	RB
37060	3531	19	as	as	IN
37060	3531	20	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	3531	21	's	's	POS
37060	3531	22	character	character	NN
37060	3531	23	.	.	.
37060	3532	1	The	the	DT
37060	3532	2	living	living	NN
37060	3532	3	room	room	NN
37060	3532	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3532	5	a	a	DT
37060	3532	6	retreat	retreat	NN
37060	3532	7	of	of	IN
37060	3532	8	perpetual	perpetual	JJ
37060	3532	9	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	3532	10	,	,	,
37060	3532	11	of	of	IN
37060	3532	12	golden	golden	JJ
37060	3532	13	,	,	,
37060	3532	14	rust	rust	NN
37060	3532	15	and	and	CC
37060	3532	16	wood	wood	NN
37060	3532	17	,	,	,
37060	3532	18	of	of	IN
37060	3532	19	tranquility	tranquility	NN
37060	3532	20	and	and	CC
37060	3532	21	restiveness	restiveness	NN
37060	3532	22	.	.	.
37060	3533	1	To	to	TO
37060	3533	2	be	be	VB
37060	3533	3	at	at	IN
37060	3533	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3533	5	brother	brother	NN
37060	3533	6	's	's	POS
37060	3533	7	house	house	NN
37060	3533	8	was	be	VBD
37060	3533	9	to	to	TO
37060	3533	10	be	be	VB
37060	3533	11	at	at	IN
37060	3533	12	ease	ease	NN
37060	3533	13	,	,	,
37060	3533	14	and	and	CC
37060	3533	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3533	16	readily	readily	RB
37060	3533	17	welcomed	welcome	VBD
37060	3533	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3533	19	invitations	invitation	NNS
37060	3533	20	to	to	TO
37060	3533	21	visit	visit	VB
37060	3533	22	as	as	IN
37060	3533	23	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3533	24	became	become	VBD
37060	3533	25	more	more	RBR
37060	3533	26	frequent	frequent	JJ
37060	3533	27	.	.	.
37060	3534	1	As	as	IN
37060	3534	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3534	3	life	life	NN
37060	3534	4	took	take	VBD
37060	3534	5	on	on	RP
37060	3534	6	the	the	DT
37060	3534	7	complications	complication	NNS
37060	3534	8	which	which	WDT
37060	3534	9	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3534	10	interwoven	interwoven	JJ
37060	3534	11	with	with	IN
37060	3534	12	the	the	DT
37060	3534	13	stage	stage	NN
37060	3534	14	of	of	IN
37060	3534	15	adolescence	adolescence	NN
37060	3534	16	,	,	,
37060	3534	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3534	18	became	become	VBD
37060	3534	19	increasingly	increasingly	RB
37060	3534	20	aware	aware	JJ
37060	3534	21	of	of	IN
37060	3534	22	the	the	DT
37060	3534	23	necessity	necessity	NN
37060	3534	24	for	for	IN
37060	3534	25	peace	peace	NN
37060	3534	26	in	in	IN
37060	3534	27	existence	existence	NN
37060	3534	28	,	,	,
37060	3534	29	and	and	CC
37060	3534	30	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3534	31	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3534	32	to	to	TO
37060	3534	33	be	be	VB
37060	3534	34	extremely	extremely	RB
37060	3534	35	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	3534	36	to	to	TO
37060	3534	37	have	have	VB
37060	3534	38	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3534	39	as	as	IN
37060	3534	40	a	a	DT
37060	3534	41	valued	value	VBN
37060	3534	42	companion	companion	NN
37060	3534	43	.	.	.
37060	3535	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3535	2	frustrations	frustration	NNS
37060	3535	3	needed	need	VBD
37060	3535	4	verbal	verbal	JJ
37060	3535	5	release	release	NN
37060	3535	6	and	and	CC
37060	3535	7	an	an	DT
37060	3535	8	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	3535	9	listener	listener	NN
37060	3535	10	who	who	WP
37060	3535	11	was	be	VBD
37060	3535	12	sufficiently	sufficiently	RB
37060	3535	13	detached	detach	VBN
37060	3535	14	from	from	IN
37060	3535	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3535	16	daily	daily	JJ
37060	3535	17	routine	routine	NN
37060	3535	18	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3535	19	home	home	NN
37060	3535	20	,	,	,
37060	3535	21	school	school	NN
37060	3535	22	,	,	,
37060	3535	23	etc	etc	FW
37060	3535	24	.	.	.
37060	3535	25	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3536	1	to	to	TO
37060	3536	2	reply	reply	VB
37060	3536	3	in	in	RP
37060	3536	4	an	an	DT
37060	3536	5	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	3536	6	objective	objective	JJ
37060	3536	7	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	3536	8	.	.	.
37060	3537	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3537	2	became	become	VBD
37060	3537	3	evident	evident	JJ
37060	3537	4	that	that	IN
37060	3537	5	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	3537	6	and	and	CC
37060	3537	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3537	8	shared	share	VBD
37060	3537	9	a	a	DT
37060	3537	10	bond	bond	NN
37060	3537	11	which	which	WDT
37060	3537	12	reached	reach	VBD
37060	3537	13	deeper	deep	JJR
37060	3537	14	than	than	IN
37060	3537	15	an	an	DT
37060	3537	16	ordinary	ordinary	JJ
37060	3537	17	brother	brother	NN
37060	3537	18	/	/	SYM
37060	3537	19	sister	sister	NN
37060	3537	20	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	3537	21	,	,	,
37060	3537	22	for	for	IN
37060	3537	23	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	3537	24	and	and	CC
37060	3537	25	compatibility	compatibility	NN
37060	3537	26	was	be	VBD
37060	3537	27	the	the	DT
37060	3537	28	foundation	foundation	NN
37060	3537	29	from	from	IN
37060	3537	30	which	which	WDT
37060	3537	31	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3537	32	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	3537	33	grew	grow	VBD
37060	3537	34	.	.	.
37060	3538	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	3538	2	127	127	CD
37060	3538	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	3538	4	17	17	CD
37060	3538	5	Ninth	Ninth	NNP
37060	3538	6	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	3538	7	"	"	''
37060	3538	8	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3538	9	was	be	VBD
37060	3538	10	a	a	DT
37060	3538	11	note	note	NN
37060	3538	12	scribbled	scribble	VBN
37060	3538	13	on	on	IN
37060	3538	14	an	an	DT
37060	3538	15	intentionally	intentionally	RB
37060	3538	16	crumpled	crumple	VBN
37060	3538	17	piece	piece	NN
37060	3538	18	of	of	IN
37060	3538	19	paper	paper	NN
37060	3538	20	.	.	.
37060	3539	1	No	no	DT
37060	3539	2	purchased	purchase	VBN
37060	3539	3	card	card	NN
37060	3539	4	could	could	MD
37060	3539	5	have	have	VB
37060	3539	6	captured	capture	VBN
37060	3539	7	the	the	DT
37060	3539	8	essence	essence	NN
37060	3539	9	of	of	IN
37060	3539	10	that	that	DT
37060	3539	11	note	note	NN
37060	3539	12	,	,	,
37060	3539	13	or	or	CC
37060	3539	14	of	of	IN
37060	3539	15	the	the	DT
37060	3539	16	crumpled	crumple	VBN
37060	3539	17	course	course	NN
37060	3539	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3539	19	life	life	NN
37060	3539	20	must	must	MD
37060	3539	21	take	take	VB
37060	3539	22	.	.	.
37060	3539	23	"	"	''
37060	3540	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	3540	2	SEVENTEEN	SEVENTEEN	NNP
37060	3540	3	Ninth	Ninth	NNP
37060	3540	4	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	3540	5	Through	through	IN
37060	3540	6	the	the	DT
37060	3540	7	years	year	NNS
37060	3540	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3540	9	began	begin	VBD
37060	3540	10	to	to	TO
37060	3540	11	observe	observe	VB
37060	3540	12	the	the	DT
37060	3540	13	mannerisms	mannerism	NNS
37060	3540	14	and	and	CC
37060	3540	15	personalities	personality	NNS
37060	3540	16	around	around	IN
37060	3540	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3540	18	with	with	IN
37060	3540	19	fascination	fascination	NN
37060	3540	20	,	,	,
37060	3540	21	watching	watch	VBG
37060	3540	22	conflicts	conflict	NNS
37060	3540	23	with	with	IN
37060	3540	24	casual	casual	JJ
37060	3540	25	objectivity	objectivity	NN
37060	3540	26	as	as	IN
37060	3540	27	rivals	rival	NNS
37060	3540	28	floundered	flounder	VBN
37060	3540	29	in	in	IN
37060	3540	30	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3540	31	own	own	JJ
37060	3540	32	short	short	JJ
37060	3540	33	-	-	HYPH
37060	3540	34	sightedness	sightedness	NN
37060	3540	35	.	.	.
37060	3541	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3541	2	watched	watch	VBD
37060	3541	3	also	also	RB
37060	3541	4	,	,	,
37060	3541	5	as	as	IN
37060	3541	6	people	people	NNS
37060	3541	7	mocked	mock	VBD
37060	3541	8	the	the	DT
37060	3541	9	less	less	RBR
37060	3541	10	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	3541	11	,	,	,
37060	3541	12	who	who	WP
37060	3541	13	unknowingly	unknowingly	RB
37060	3541	14	attracted	attract	VBD
37060	3541	15	such	such	JJ
37060	3541	16	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	3541	17	like	like	IN
37060	3541	18	a	a	DT
37060	3541	19	magnet	magnet	NN
37060	3541	20	through	through	IN
37060	3541	21	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3541	22	own	own	JJ
37060	3541	23	erring	err	VBG
37060	3541	24	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	3541	25	or	or	CC
37060	3541	26	ungainly	ungainly	JJ
37060	3541	27	actions	action	NNS
37060	3541	28	.	.	.
37060	3542	1	Some	some	DT
37060	3542	2	people	people	NNS
37060	3542	3	were	be	VBD
37060	3542	4	simply	simply	RB
37060	3542	5	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	3542	6	to	to	TO
37060	3542	7	abide	abide	VB
37060	3542	8	;	;	:
37060	3542	9	often	often	RB
37060	3542	10	those	those	DT
37060	3542	11	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	3542	12	did	do	VBD
37060	3542	13	not	not	RB
37060	3542	14	even	even	RB
37060	3542	15	realize	realize	VB
37060	3542	16	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3542	17	high	high	JJ
37060	3542	18	"	"	``
37060	3542	19	avoidance	avoidance	NN
37060	3542	20	factor	factor	NN
37060	3542	21	"	"	''
37060	3542	22	despite	despite	IN
37060	3542	23	continual	continual	JJ
37060	3542	24	,	,	,
37060	3542	25	and	and	CC
37060	3542	26	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	3542	27	abrasive	abrasive	JJ
37060	3542	28	,	,	,
37060	3542	29	repulsion	repulsion	NN
37060	3542	30	.	.	.
37060	3543	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3543	2	observed	observe	VBD
37060	3543	3	the	the	DT
37060	3543	4	tensions	tension	NNS
37060	3543	5	between	between	IN
37060	3543	6	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3543	7	and	and	CC
37060	3543	8	children	child	NNS
37060	3543	9	as	as	IN
37060	3543	10	the	the	DT
37060	3543	11	latter	latter	NN
37060	3543	12	reached	reach	VBD
37060	3543	13	the	the	DT
37060	3543	14	restless	restless	JJ
37060	3543	15	age	age	NN
37060	3543	16	of	of	IN
37060	3543	17	rebellion	rebellion	NN
37060	3543	18	and	and	CC
37060	3543	19	need	need	NN
37060	3543	20	for	for	IN
37060	3543	21	individual	individual	JJ
37060	3543	22	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	3543	23	.	.	.
37060	3544	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3544	2	could	could	MD
37060	3544	3	understand	understand	VB
37060	3544	4	both	both	DT
37060	3544	5	sides	side	NNS
37060	3544	6	of	of	IN
37060	3544	7	many	many	JJ
37060	3544	8	arguments	argument	NNS
37060	3544	9	or	or	CC
37060	3544	10	confrontations	confrontation	NNS
37060	3544	11	,	,	,
37060	3544	12	and	and	CC
37060	3544	13	often	often	RB
37060	3544	14	empathized	empathize	VBD
37060	3544	15	with	with	IN
37060	3544	16	each	each	DT
37060	3544	17	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	3544	18	.	.	.
37060	3545	1	Through	through	IN
37060	3545	2	surveying	survey	VBG
37060	3545	3	the	the	DT
37060	3545	4	world	world	NN
37060	3545	5	from	from	IN
37060	3545	6	a	a	DT
37060	3545	7	distance	distance	NN
37060	3545	8	,	,	,
37060	3545	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3545	10	learned	learn	VBD
37060	3545	11	invaluable	invaluable	JJ
37060	3545	12	lessons	lesson	NNS
37060	3545	13	.	.	.
37060	3546	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3546	2	hoarded	hoard	VBD
37060	3546	3	reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	3546	4	to	to	IN
37060	3546	5	various	various	JJ
37060	3546	6	personalities	personality	NNS
37060	3546	7	and	and	CC
37060	3546	8	situations	situation	NNS
37060	3546	9	and	and	CC
37060	3546	10	studied	study	VBD
37060	3546	11	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3546	12	intently	intently	RB
37060	3546	13	in	in	IN
37060	3546	14	retrospect	retrospect	NN
37060	3546	15	.	.	.
37060	3547	1	In	in	IN
37060	3547	2	gathering	gather	VBG
37060	3547	3	such	such	JJ
37060	3547	4	information	information	NN
37060	3547	5	as	as	IN
37060	3547	6	human	human	JJ
37060	3547	7	responses	response	NNS
37060	3547	8	,	,	,
37060	3547	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3547	10	began	begin	VBD
37060	3547	11	to	to	TO
37060	3547	12	realize	realize	VB
37060	3547	13	why	why	WRB
37060	3547	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3547	15	disliked	dislike	VBD
37060	3547	16	certain	certain	JJ
37060	3547	17	people	people	NNS
37060	3547	18	and	and	CC
37060	3547	19	ways	way	NNS
37060	3547	20	of	of	IN
37060	3547	21	life	life	NN
37060	3547	22	,	,	,
37060	3547	23	whereas	whereas	IN
37060	3547	24	previously	previously	RB
37060	3547	25	,	,	,
37060	3547	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3547	27	had	have	VBD
37060	3547	28	merely	merely	RB
37060	3547	29	felt	feel	VBN
37060	3547	30	inexplainable	inexplainable	JJ
37060	3547	31	disgust	disgust	NN
37060	3547	32	or	or	CC
37060	3547	33	anger	anger	NN
37060	3547	34	.	.	.
37060	3548	1	More	More	JJR
37060	3548	2	than	than	IN
37060	3548	3	anything	anything	NN
37060	3548	4	,	,	,
37060	3548	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3548	6	learned	learn	VBD
37060	3548	7	that	that	IN
37060	3548	8	people	people	NNS
37060	3548	9	generally	generally	RB
37060	3548	10	did	do	VBD
37060	3548	11	what	what	WP
37060	3548	12	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3548	13	wished	wish	VBD
37060	3548	14	to	to	TO
37060	3548	15	do	do	VB
37060	3548	16	,	,	,
37060	3548	17	barring	bar	VBG
37060	3548	18	few	few	JJ
37060	3548	19	exceptions	exception	NNS
37060	3548	20	,	,	,
37060	3548	21	and	and	CC
37060	3548	22	true	true	JJ
37060	3548	23	kindness	kindness	NN
37060	3548	24	was	be	VBD
37060	3548	25	a	a	DT
37060	3548	26	rare	rare	JJ
37060	3548	27	commodity	commodity	NN
37060	3548	28	.	.	.
37060	3549	1	That	that	DT
37060	3549	2	which	which	WDT
37060	3549	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3549	4	saw	see	VBD
37060	3549	5	was	be	VBD
37060	3549	6	real	real	JJ
37060	3549	7	;	;	:
37060	3549	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3549	9	was	be	VBD
37060	3549	10	not	not	RB
37060	3549	11	an	an	DT
37060	3549	12	impressionistic	impressionistic	JJ
37060	3549	13	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	3549	14	of	of	IN
37060	3549	15	life	life	NN
37060	3549	16	,	,	,
37060	3549	17	for	for	IN
37060	3549	18	personal	personal	JJ
37060	3549	19	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	3549	20	could	could	MD
37060	3549	21	bring	bring	VB
37060	3549	22	dejection	dejection	NN
37060	3549	23	as	as	RB
37060	3549	24	well	well	RB
37060	3549	25	as	as	IN
37060	3549	26	elation	elation	NN
37060	3549	27	.	.	.
37060	3550	1	Far	far	RB
37060	3550	2	from	from	IN
37060	3550	3	being	be	VBG
37060	3550	4	cynical	cynical	JJ
37060	3550	5	,	,	,
37060	3550	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3550	7	came	come	VBD
37060	3550	8	to	to	TO
37060	3550	9	believe	believe	VB
37060	3550	10	one	one	CD
37060	3550	11	was	be	VBD
37060	3550	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3550	13	own	own	JJ
37060	3550	14	best	good	JJS
37060	3550	15	friend	friend	NN
37060	3550	16	.	.	.
37060	3551	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3551	2	remember	remember	VBP
37060	3551	3	that	that	IN
37060	3551	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3551	5	began	begin	VBD
37060	3551	6	to	to	TO
37060	3551	7	feel	feel	VB
37060	3551	8	sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	3551	9	for	for	IN
37060	3551	10	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3551	11	.	.	.
37060	3552	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3552	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3552	3	lonely	lonely	JJ
37060	3552	4	,	,	,
37060	3552	5	separated	separate	VBN
37060	3552	6	by	by	IN
37060	3552	7	a	a	DT
37060	3552	8	societal	societal	JJ
37060	3552	9	barrier	barrier	NN
37060	3552	10	which	which	WDT
37060	3552	11	was	be	VBD
37060	3552	12	invisible	invisible	JJ
37060	3552	13	to	to	IN
37060	3552	14	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3552	15	.	.	.
37060	3553	1	Unaware	unaware	JJ
37060	3553	2	of	of	IN
37060	3553	3	the	the	DT
37060	3553	4	reason	reason	NN
37060	3553	5	for	for	IN
37060	3553	6	this	this	DT
37060	3553	7	unseen	unseen	JJ
37060	3553	8	yet	yet	CC
37060	3553	9	impenetrable	impenetrable	JJ
37060	3553	10	wall	wall	NN
37060	3553	11	,	,	,
37060	3553	12	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3553	13	sought	seek	VBD
37060	3553	14	to	to	TO
37060	3553	15	find	find	VB
37060	3553	16	suitable	suitable	JJ
37060	3553	17	ways	way	NNS
37060	3553	18	around	around	IN
37060	3553	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3553	20	,	,	,
37060	3553	21	which	which	WDT
37060	3553	22	consequently	consequently	RB
37060	3553	23	resulted	result	VBD
37060	3553	24	in	in	IN
37060	3553	25	forming	form	VBG
37060	3553	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3553	27	most	most	RBS
37060	3553	28	pungent	pungent	JJ
37060	3553	29	memory	memory	NN
37060	3553	30	of	of	IN
37060	3553	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3553	32	oldest	old	JJS
37060	3553	33	brother	brother	NN
37060	3553	34	through	through	IN
37060	3553	35	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3553	36	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	3553	37	impact	impact	NN
37060	3553	38	on	on	IN
37060	3553	39	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3553	40	.	.	.
37060	3554	1	Although	although	IN
37060	3554	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3554	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3554	4	yet	yet	RB
37060	3554	5	in	in	IN
37060	3554	6	grade	grade	NN
37060	3554	7	school	school	NN
37060	3554	8	,	,	,
37060	3554	9	the	the	DT
37060	3554	10	incident	incident	NN
37060	3554	11	was	be	VBD
37060	3554	12	unforgettable	unforgettable	JJ
37060	3554	13	,	,	,
37060	3554	14	and	and	CC
37060	3554	15	forever	forever	RB
37060	3554	16	marked	mark	VBD
37060	3554	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3554	18	heart	heart	NN
37060	3554	19	.	.	.
37060	3555	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3555	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3555	3	a	a	DT
37060	3555	4	blustery	blustery	JJ
37060	3555	5	winter	winter	NN
37060	3555	6	evening	evening	NN
37060	3555	7	when	when	WRB
37060	3555	8	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	3555	9	and	and	CC
37060	3555	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3555	11	friend	friend	NN
37060	3555	12	were	be	VBD
37060	3555	13	preparing	prepare	VBG
37060	3555	14	to	to	TO
37060	3555	15	depart	depart	VB
37060	3555	16	for	for	IN
37060	3555	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3555	18	house	house	NN
37060	3555	19	.	.	.
37060	3556	1	With	with	IN
37060	3556	2	an	an	DT
37060	3556	3	air	air	NN
37060	3556	4	of	of	IN
37060	3556	5	determination	determination	NN
37060	3556	6	,	,	,
37060	3556	7	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3556	8	informed	inform	VBD
37060	3556	9	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3556	10	,	,	,
37060	3556	11	"	"	``
37060	3556	12	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3556	13	're	be	VBP
37060	3556	14	not	not	RB
37060	3556	15	getting	get	VBG
37060	3556	16	away	away	RB
37060	3556	17	from	from	IN
37060	3556	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3556	19	this	this	DT
37060	3556	20	time	time	NN
37060	3556	21	,	,	,
37060	3556	22	"	"	''
37060	3556	23	and	and	CC
37060	3556	24	set	set	VBN
37060	3556	25	about	about	IN
37060	3556	26	dressing	dress	VBG
37060	3556	27	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3556	28	to	to	TO
37060	3556	29	meet	meet	VB
37060	3556	30	the	the	DT
37060	3556	31	harsh	harsh	JJ
37060	3556	32	winter	winter	NN
37060	3556	33	chill	chill	NN
37060	3556	34	.	.	.
37060	3557	1	Meanwhile	meanwhile	RB
37060	3557	2	,	,	,
37060	3557	3	tired	tired	JJ
37060	3557	4	of	of	IN
37060	3557	5	waiting	wait	VBG
37060	3557	6	,	,	,
37060	3557	7	the	the	DT
37060	3557	8	two	two	CD
37060	3557	9	dismissed	dismiss	VBD
37060	3557	10	the	the	DT
37060	3557	11	scene	scene	NN
37060	3557	12	for	for	IN
37060	3557	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3557	14	destination	destination	NN
37060	3557	15	as	as	IN
37060	3557	16	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3557	17	continued	continue	VBD
37060	3557	18	to	to	TO
37060	3557	19	dress	dress	VB
37060	3557	20	.	.	.
37060	3558	1	Once	once	RB
37060	3558	2	fitted	fit	VBN
37060	3558	3	for	for	IN
37060	3558	4	the	the	DT
37060	3558	5	elements	element	NNS
37060	3558	6	,	,	,
37060	3558	7	clad	clothe	VBN
37060	3558	8	in	in	IN
37060	3558	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3558	10	orange	orange	JJ
37060	3558	11	snow	snow	NN
37060	3558	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	3558	13	suit	suit	NN
37060	3558	14	and	and	CC
37060	3558	15	boots	boot	NNS
37060	3558	16	,	,	,
37060	3558	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3558	18	trudged	trudge	VBD
37060	3558	19	up	up	RP
37060	3558	20	the	the	DT
37060	3558	21	silent	silent	JJ
37060	3558	22	,	,	,
37060	3558	23	snow	snow	NN
37060	3558	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	3558	25	blanketed	blanket	VBN
37060	3558	26	avenue	avenue	NNP
37060	3558	27	as	as	IN
37060	3558	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3558	29	watched	watch	VBD
37060	3558	30	through	through	IN
37060	3558	31	the	the	DT
37060	3558	32	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	3558	33	window	window	NN
37060	3558	34	.	.	.
37060	3559	1	Before	before	IN
37060	3559	2	reaching	reach	VBG
37060	3559	3	the	the	DT
37060	3559	4	house	house	NN
37060	3559	5	,	,	,
37060	3559	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3559	7	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	3559	8	and	and	CC
37060	3559	9	resolutely	resolutely	RB
37060	3559	10	turned	turn	VBD
37060	3559	11	toward	toward	IN
37060	3559	12	home	home	NN
37060	3559	13	,	,	,
37060	3559	14	not	not	RB
37060	3559	15	desiring	desire	VBG
37060	3559	16	to	to	TO
37060	3559	17	undergo	undergo	VB
37060	3559	18	further	further	JJ
37060	3559	19	pursuit	pursuit	NN
37060	3559	20	.	.	.
37060	3560	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3560	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3560	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3560	4	heart	heart	NN
37060	3560	5	break	break	VB
37060	3560	6	for	for	IN
37060	3560	7	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3560	8	as	as	IN
37060	3560	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3560	10	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3560	11	welled	well	VBD
37060	3560	12	up	up	RP
37060	3560	13	with	with	IN
37060	3560	14	tears	tear	NNS
37060	3560	15	.	.	.
37060	3561	1	How	how	WRB
37060	3561	2	lonely	lonely	JJ
37060	3561	3	the	the	DT
37060	3561	4	world	world	NN
37060	3561	5	could	could	MD
37060	3561	6	be	be	VB
37060	3561	7	!	!	.
37060	3562	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3562	2	decided	decide	VBD
37060	3562	3	in	in	IN
37060	3562	4	an	an	DT
37060	3562	5	instant	instant	NN
37060	3562	6	to	to	TO
37060	3562	7	meet	meet	VB
37060	3562	8	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3562	9	at	at	IN
37060	3562	10	the	the	DT
37060	3562	11	door	door	NN
37060	3562	12	,	,	,
37060	3562	13	clothed	clothe	VBN
37060	3562	14	in	in	IN
37060	3562	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3562	16	winter	winter	NN
37060	3562	17	coat	coat	NN
37060	3562	18	.	.	.
37060	3563	1	Together	together	RB
37060	3563	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3563	3	took	take	VBD
37060	3563	4	a	a	DT
37060	3563	5	long	long	JJ
37060	3563	6	walk	walk	NN
37060	3563	7	in	in	IN
37060	3563	8	the	the	DT
37060	3563	9	snow	snow	NN
37060	3563	10	,	,	,
37060	3563	11	heading	head	VBG
37060	3563	12	down	down	IN
37060	3563	13	a	a	DT
37060	3563	14	wooded	woode	VBN
37060	3563	15	path	path	NN
37060	3563	16	to	to	IN
37060	3563	17	the	the	DT
37060	3563	18	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	3563	19	street	street	NN
37060	3563	20	below	below	RB
37060	3563	21	.	.	.
37060	3564	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3564	2	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	3564	3	of	of	IN
37060	3564	4	many	many	JJ
37060	3564	5	things	thing	NNS
37060	3564	6	,	,	,
37060	3564	7	gently	gently	RB
37060	3564	8	laying	lay	VBG
37060	3564	9	the	the	DT
37060	3564	10	foundation	foundation	NN
37060	3564	11	for	for	IN
37060	3564	12	a	a	DT
37060	3564	13	night	night	NN
37060	3564	14	that	that	WDT
37060	3564	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3564	16	would	would	MD
37060	3564	17	never	never	RB
37060	3564	18	forget	forget	VB
37060	3564	19	.	.	.
37060	3565	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3565	2	believe	believe	VBP
37060	3565	3	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3565	4	stroll	stroll	NN
37060	3565	5	,	,	,
37060	3565	6	although	although	IN
37060	3565	7	spurred	spur	VBN
37060	3565	8	through	through	IN
37060	3565	9	loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	3565	10	,	,	,
37060	3565	11	was	be	VBD
37060	3565	12	the	the	DT
37060	3565	13	most	most	RBS
37060	3565	14	relaxing	relaxing	JJ
37060	3565	15	interlude	interlude	NN
37060	3565	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3565	17	have	have	VBP
37060	3565	18	ever	ever	RB
37060	3565	19	shared	share	VBN
37060	3565	20	with	with	IN
37060	3565	21	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3565	22	.	.	.
37060	3566	1	As	as	IN
37060	3566	2	time	time	NN
37060	3566	3	progressed	progress	VBD
37060	3566	4	,	,	,
37060	3566	5	the	the	DT
37060	3566	6	gap	gap	NN
37060	3566	7	between	between	IN
37060	3566	8	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3566	9	personalities	personality	NNS
37060	3566	10	widened	widen	VBD
37060	3566	11	.	.	.
37060	3567	1	When	when	WRB
37060	3567	2	engaged	engage	VBN
37060	3567	3	in	in	IN
37060	3567	4	a	a	DT
37060	3567	5	serious	serious	JJ
37060	3567	6	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	3567	7	,	,	,
37060	3567	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3567	9	found	find	VBD
37060	3567	10	the	the	DT
37060	3567	11	time	time	NN
37060	3567	12	thus	thus	RB
37060	3567	13	spent	spend	VBN
37060	3567	14	to	to	TO
37060	3567	15	be	be	VB
37060	3567	16	exhilarating	exhilarate	VBG
37060	3567	17	,	,	,
37060	3567	18	for	for	IN
37060	3567	19	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3567	20	's	's	POS
37060	3567	21	intelligence	intelligence	NN
37060	3567	22	was	be	VBD
37060	3567	23	of	of	IN
37060	3567	24	great	great	JJ
37060	3567	25	merit	merit	NN
37060	3567	26	;	;	:
37060	3567	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3567	28	was	be	VBD
37060	3567	29	increasingly	increasingly	RB
37060	3567	30	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	3567	31	,	,	,
37060	3567	32	however	however	RB
37060	3567	33	,	,	,
37060	3567	34	for	for	IN
37060	3567	35	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3567	36	to	to	TO
37060	3567	37	accompany	accompany	VB
37060	3567	38	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3567	39	to	to	IN
37060	3567	40	various	various	JJ
37060	3567	41	functions	function	NNS
37060	3567	42	as	as	IN
37060	3567	43	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3567	44	failed	fail	VBD
37060	3567	45	to	to	TO
37060	3567	46	understand	understand	VB
37060	3567	47	the	the	DT
37060	3567	48	reasoning	reasoning	NN
37060	3567	49	which	which	WDT
37060	3567	50	prompted	prompt	VBD
37060	3567	51	some	some	DT
37060	3567	52	of	of	IN
37060	3567	53	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3567	54	actions	action	NNS
37060	3567	55	and	and	CC
37060	3567	56	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	3567	57	.	.	.
37060	3568	1	Desiring	desire	VBG
37060	3568	2	to	to	TO
37060	3568	3	blend	blend	VB
37060	3568	4	with	with	IN
37060	3568	5	the	the	DT
37060	3568	6	crowd	crowd	NN
37060	3568	7	rather	rather	RB
37060	3568	8	than	than	IN
37060	3568	9	direct	direct	VB
37060	3568	10	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3568	11	attention	attention	NN
37060	3568	12	,	,	,
37060	3568	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3568	14	was	be	VBD
37060	3568	15	flushed	flush	VBN
37060	3568	16	with	with	IN
37060	3568	17	embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	3568	18	at	at	IN
37060	3568	19	any	any	DT
37060	3568	20	mannerism	mannerism	NN
37060	3568	21	which	which	WDT
37060	3568	22	was	be	VBD
37060	3568	23	apart	apart	RB
37060	3568	24	from	from	IN
37060	3568	25	the	the	DT
37060	3568	26	ordinary	ordinary	JJ
37060	3568	27	spectrum	spectrum	NN
37060	3568	28	of	of	IN
37060	3568	29	social	social	JJ
37060	3568	30	conduct	conduct	NN
37060	3568	31	as	as	IN
37060	3568	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3568	33	saw	see	VBD
37060	3568	34	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3568	35	to	to	TO
37060	3568	36	be	be	VB
37060	3568	37	.	.	.
37060	3569	1	Everyone	everyone	NN
37060	3569	2	views	view	VBZ
37060	3569	3	life	life	NN
37060	3569	4	through	through	IN
37060	3569	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3569	6	own	own	JJ
37060	3569	7	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3569	8	,	,	,
37060	3569	9	and	and	CC
37060	3569	10	although	although	IN
37060	3569	11	the	the	DT
37060	3569	12	ideas	idea	NNS
37060	3569	13	of	of	IN
37060	3569	14	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	3569	15	coincide	coincide	VBP
37060	3569	16	at	at	IN
37060	3569	17	various	various	JJ
37060	3569	18	points	point	NNS
37060	3569	19	,	,	,
37060	3569	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3569	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	3569	22	virtually	virtually	RB
37060	3569	23	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	3569	24	to	to	TO
37060	3569	25	assume	assume	VB
37060	3569	26	that	that	IN
37060	3569	27	which	which	WDT
37060	3569	28	is	be	VBZ
37060	3569	29	"	"	``
37060	3569	30	right	right	JJ
37060	3569	31	"	"	''
37060	3569	32	for	for	IN
37060	3569	33	someone	someone	NN
37060	3569	34	else	else	RB
37060	3569	35	at	at	IN
37060	3569	36	a	a	DT
37060	3569	37	given	give	VBN
37060	3569	38	point	point	NN
37060	3569	39	in	in	IN
37060	3569	40	time	time	NN
37060	3569	41	.	.	.
37060	3570	1	This	this	DT
37060	3570	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3570	3	another	another	DT
37060	3570	4	area	area	NN
37060	3570	5	in	in	IN
37060	3570	6	which	which	WDT
37060	3570	7	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3570	8	and	and	CC
37060	3570	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3570	10	differed	differ	VBD
37060	3570	11	considerably	considerably	RB
37060	3570	12	,	,	,
37060	3570	13	yet	yet	CC
37060	3570	14	here	here	RB
37060	3570	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3570	16	was	be	VBD
37060	3570	17	able	able	JJ
37060	3570	18	to	to	TO
37060	3570	19	comprehend	comprehend	VB
37060	3570	20	the	the	DT
37060	3570	21	motive	motive	NN
37060	3570	22	behind	behind	IN
37060	3570	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3570	24	good	good	JJ
37060	3570	25	intentions	intention	NNS
37060	3570	26	.	.	.
37060	3571	1	Because	because	IN
37060	3571	2	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3571	3	declined	decline	VBD
37060	3571	4	invitations	invitation	NNS
37060	3571	5	to	to	TO
37060	3571	6	attend	attend	VB
37060	3571	7	outings	outing	NNS
37060	3571	8	early	early	RB
37060	3571	9	in	in	IN
37060	3571	10	life	life	NN
37060	3571	11	,	,	,
37060	3571	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3571	13	later	later	RB
37060	3571	14	found	find	VBD
37060	3571	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3571	16	was	be	VBD
37060	3571	17	no	no	RB
37060	3571	18	longer	long	RBR
37060	3571	19	asked	ask	VBN
37060	3571	20	to	to	TO
37060	3571	21	join	join	VB
37060	3571	22	in	in	IN
37060	3571	23	a	a	DT
37060	3571	24	group	group	NN
37060	3571	25	's	's	POS
37060	3571	26	activities	activity	NNS
37060	3571	27	.	.	.
37060	3572	1	As	as	IN
37060	3572	2	a	a	DT
37060	3572	3	result	result	NN
37060	3572	4	,	,	,
37060	3572	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3572	6	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	3572	7	forced	force	VBD
37060	3572	8	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3572	9	to	to	TO
37060	3572	10	become	become	VB
37060	3572	11	involved	involved	JJ
37060	3572	12	in	in	IN
37060	3572	13	multiple	multiple	JJ
37060	3572	14	organizations	organization	NNS
37060	3572	15	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	3572	16	making	make	VBG
37060	3572	17	up	up	RP
37060	3572	18	for	for	IN
37060	3572	19	those	those	DT
37060	3572	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3572	21	had	have	VBD
37060	3572	22	missed	miss	VBN
37060	3572	23	;	;	:
37060	3572	24	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3572	25	evidently	evidently	RB
37060	3572	26	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	3572	27	the	the	DT
37060	3572	28	bustle	bustle	NN
37060	3572	29	of	of	IN
37060	3572	30	activity	activity	NN
37060	3572	31	which	which	WDT
37060	3572	32	the	the	DT
37060	3572	33	groups	group	NNS
37060	3572	34	provided	provide	VBD
37060	3572	35	,	,	,
37060	3572	36	and	and	CC
37060	3572	37	was	be	VBD
37060	3572	38	soon	soon	RB
37060	3572	39	absent	absent	JJ
37060	3572	40	from	from	IN
37060	3572	41	the	the	DT
37060	3572	42	house	house	NN
37060	3572	43	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	3572	44	every	every	DT
37060	3572	45	night	night	NN
37060	3572	46	.	.	.
37060	3573	1	When	when	WRB
37060	3573	2	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3573	3	saw	see	VBD
37060	3573	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3573	5	was	be	VBD
37060	3573	6	declining	decline	VBG
37060	3573	7	offers	offer	NNS
37060	3573	8	to	to	TO
37060	3573	9	attend	attend	VB
37060	3573	10	parties	party	NNS
37060	3573	11	or	or	CC
37060	3573	12	dances	dance	NNS
37060	3573	13	,	,	,
37060	3573	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3573	15	thought	think	VBD
37060	3573	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3573	17	was	be	VBD
37060	3573	18	following	follow	VBG
37060	3573	19	similar	similar	JJ
37060	3573	20	actions	action	NNS
37060	3573	21	which	which	WDT
37060	3573	22	had	have	VBD
37060	3573	23	introduced	introduce	VBN
37060	3573	24	alienation	alienation	NN
37060	3573	25	into	into	IN
37060	3573	26	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3573	27	life	life	NN
37060	3573	28	,	,	,
37060	3573	29	and	and	CC
37060	3573	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3573	31	would	would	MD
37060	3573	32	one	one	CD
37060	3573	33	day	day	NN
37060	3573	34	discover	discover	VB
37060	3573	35	that	that	IN
37060	3573	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3573	37	was	be	VBD
37060	3573	38	not	not	RB
37060	3573	39	only	only	RB
37060	3573	40	alone	alone	JJ
37060	3573	41	,	,	,
37060	3573	42	but	but	CC
37060	3573	43	lonely	lonely	JJ
37060	3573	44	.	.	.
37060	3574	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	3575	1	23	23	CD
37060	3575	2	,	,	,
37060	3575	3	1977	1977	CD
37060	3575	4	...	...	NFP
37060	3575	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3575	6	A	a	DT
37060	3575	7	boy	boy	NN
37060	3575	8	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3575	9	called	call	VBD
37060	3575	10	and	and	CC
37060	3575	11	asked	ask	VBD
37060	3575	12	if	if	IN
37060	3575	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3575	14	could	could	MD
37060	3575	15	go	go	VB
37060	3575	16	to	to	IN
37060	3575	17	the	the	DT
37060	3575	18	dance	dance	NN
37060	3575	19	at	at	IN
37060	3575	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3575	21	school	school	NN
37060	3575	22	.	.	.
37060	3576	1	When	when	WRB
37060	3576	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3576	3	called	call	VBD
37060	3576	4	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3576	5	back	back	RP
37060	3576	6	,	,	,
37060	3576	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3576	8	was	be	VBD
37060	3576	9	really	really	RB
37060	3576	10	discouraged	discouraged	JJ
37060	3576	11	and	and	CC
37060	3576	12	mad	mad	JJ
37060	3576	13	that	that	WDT
37060	3576	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3576	15	did	do	VBD
37060	3576	16	n't	not	RB
37060	3576	17	want	want	VB
37060	3576	18	to	to	TO
37060	3576	19	go	go	VB
37060	3576	20	.	.	.
37060	3577	1	But	but	CC
37060	3577	2	,	,	,
37060	3577	3	man	man	NN
37060	3577	4	,	,	,
37060	3577	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3577	6	's	be	VBZ
37060	3577	7	so	so	RB
37060	3577	8	gross	gross	JJ
37060	3577	9	!	!	.
37060	3578	1	Never	never	RB
37060	3578	2	ever	ever	RB
37060	3578	3	combs	comb	VBZ
37060	3578	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3578	5	hair	hair	NN
37060	3578	6	.	.	.
37060	3579	1	How	how	WRB
37060	3579	2	sick	sick	JJ
37060	3579	3	.	.	.
37060	3580	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3580	2	really	really	RB
37060	3580	3	lectured	lecture	VBD
37060	3580	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3580	5	on	on	IN
37060	3580	6	how	how	WRB
37060	3580	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3580	8	should	should	MD
37060	3580	9	go	go	VB
37060	3580	10	'cuz	because	IN
37060	3580	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3580	12	did	do	VBD
37060	3580	13	n't	not	RB
37060	3580	14	when	when	WRB
37060	3580	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3580	16	was	be	VBD
37060	3580	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3580	18	age	age	NN
37060	3580	19	,	,	,
37060	3580	20	but	but	CC
37060	3580	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3580	22	ca	can	MD
37060	3580	23	n't	not	RB
37060	3580	24	relive	relive	VB
37060	3580	25	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3580	26	life	life	NN
37060	3580	27	!	!	.
37060	3581	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3581	2	makes	make	VBZ
37060	3581	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3581	4	mad	mad	JJ
37060	3581	5	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	3581	6	.	.	.
37060	3582	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3582	2	pressured	pressure	VBD
37060	3582	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3582	4	to	to	TO
37060	3582	5	accept	accept	VB
37060	3582	6	these	these	DT
37060	3582	7	invitations	invitation	NNS
37060	3582	8	despite	despite	IN
37060	3582	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3582	10	reasons	reason	NNS
37060	3582	11	for	for	IN
37060	3582	12	desiring	desire	VBG
37060	3582	13	to	to	TO
37060	3582	14	stay	stay	VB
37060	3582	15	at	at	IN
37060	3582	16	home	home	NN
37060	3582	17	.	.	.
37060	3583	1	Consequently	consequently	RB
37060	3583	2	,	,	,
37060	3583	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3583	4	made	make	VBD
37060	3583	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3583	6	become	become	VB
37060	3583	7	leary	leary	JJ
37060	3583	8	to	to	TO
37060	3583	9	divulge	divulge	VB
37060	3583	10	any	any	DT
37060	3583	11	plans	plan	NNS
37060	3583	12	to	to	IN
37060	3583	13	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3583	14	for	for	IN
37060	3583	15	fear	fear	NN
37060	3583	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3583	17	would	would	MD
37060	3583	18	find	find	VB
37060	3583	19	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3583	20	in	in	IN
37060	3583	21	a	a	DT
37060	3583	22	situation	situation	NN
37060	3583	23	that	that	WDT
37060	3583	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3583	25	detested	detest	VBD
37060	3583	26	;	;	:
37060	3583	27	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3583	28	arguments	argument	NNS
37060	3583	29	were	be	VBD
37060	3583	30	fierce	fierce	JJ
37060	3583	31	and	and	CC
37060	3583	32	unyielding	unyielding	JJ
37060	3583	33	,	,	,
37060	3583	34	and	and	CC
37060	3583	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3583	36	sought	seek	VBD
37060	3583	37	to	to	TO
37060	3583	38	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	3583	39	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3583	40	whenever	whenever	WRB
37060	3583	41	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3583	42	could	could	MD
37060	3583	43	.	.	.
37060	3584	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	3584	2	,	,	,
37060	3584	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3584	4	wanted	want	VBD
37060	3584	5	to	to	TO
37060	3584	6	form	form	VB
37060	3584	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3584	8	own	own	JJ
37060	3584	9	decisions	decision	NNS
37060	3584	10	and	and	CC
37060	3584	11	began	begin	VBD
37060	3584	12	to	to	TO
37060	3584	13	resent	resent	VB
37060	3584	14	such	such	JJ
37060	3584	15	stubborn	stubborn	JJ
37060	3584	16	,	,	,
37060	3584	17	relentless	relentless	JJ
37060	3584	18	interference	interference	NN
37060	3584	19	.	.	.
37060	3585	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3585	2	believe	believe	VBP
37060	3585	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3585	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	3585	5	better	well	JJR
37060	3585	6	to	to	TO
37060	3585	7	"	"	``
37060	3585	8	let	let	VB
37060	3585	9	be	be	VB
37060	3585	10	"	"	''
37060	3585	11	than	than	IN
37060	3585	12	to	to	TO
37060	3585	13	stray	stray	VB
37060	3585	14	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	3585	15	one	one	NN
37060	3585	16	's	's	POS
37060	3585	17	bounds	bound	NNS
37060	3585	18	into	into	IN
37060	3585	19	the	the	DT
37060	3585	20	gray	gray	JJ
37060	3585	21	and	and	CC
37060	3585	22	scarred	scarred	JJ
37060	3585	23	battle	battle	NN
37060	3585	24	ground	ground	NN
37060	3585	25	where	where	WRB
37060	3585	26	individual	individual	JJ
37060	3585	27	decisions	decision	NNS
37060	3585	28	are	be	VBP
37060	3585	29	waged	wage	VBN
37060	3585	30	and	and	CC
37060	3585	31	won	win	VBN
37060	3585	32	;	;	:
37060	3585	33	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3585	34	is	be	VBZ
37060	3585	35	prudent	prudent	JJ
37060	3585	36	to	to	TO
37060	3585	37	counsel	counsel	VB
37060	3585	38	,	,	,
37060	3585	39	but	but	CC
37060	3585	40	never	never	RB
37060	3585	41	so	so	RB
37060	3585	42	to	to	TO
37060	3585	43	force	force	VB
37060	3585	44	.	.	.
37060	3586	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3586	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3586	3	unbelievably	unbelievably	RB
37060	3586	4	innovative	innovative	JJ
37060	3586	5	.	.	.
37060	3587	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3587	2	could	could	MD
37060	3587	3	construct	construct	VB
37060	3587	4	posters	poster	NNS
37060	3587	5	and	and	CC
37060	3587	6	cards	card	NNS
37060	3587	7	having	have	VBG
37060	3587	8	multiple	multiple	JJ
37060	3587	9	moving	move	VBG
37060	3587	10	parts	part	NNS
37060	3587	11	without	without	IN
37060	3587	12	losing	lose	VBG
37060	3587	13	any	any	DT
37060	3587	14	degree	degree	NN
37060	3587	15	of	of	IN
37060	3587	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3587	17	meticulous	meticulous	JJ
37060	3587	18	patience	patience	NN
37060	3587	19	.	.	.
37060	3588	1	The	the	DT
37060	3588	2	quality	quality	NN
37060	3588	3	of	of	IN
37060	3588	4	perseverance	perseverance	NN
37060	3588	5	was	be	VBD
37060	3588	6	a	a	DT
37060	3588	7	further	further	JJ
37060	3588	8	boon	boon	NN
37060	3588	9	to	to	IN
37060	3588	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3588	11	imaginative	imaginative	JJ
37060	3588	12	efforts	effort	NNS
37060	3588	13	,	,	,
37060	3588	14	and	and	CC
37060	3588	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3588	16	created	create	VBD
37060	3588	17	countless	countless	JJ
37060	3588	18	fascinating	fascinating	JJ
37060	3588	19	objects	object	NNS
37060	3588	20	dating	date	VBG
37060	3588	21	back	back	RB
37060	3588	22	to	to	IN
37060	3588	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3588	24	earliest	early	JJS
37060	3588	25	memories	memory	NNS
37060	3588	26	.	.	.
37060	3589	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3589	2	received	receive	VBD
37060	3589	3	a	a	DT
37060	3589	4	greeting	greeting	NN
37060	3589	5	from	from	IN
37060	3589	6	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3589	7	during	during	IN
37060	3589	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3589	9	long	long	JJ
37060	3589	10	stay	stay	NN
37060	3589	11	at	at	IN
37060	3589	12	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	3589	13	.	.	.
37060	3590	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3590	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3590	3	a	a	DT
37060	3590	4	note	note	NN
37060	3590	5	scribbled	scribble	VBN
37060	3590	6	on	on	IN
37060	3590	7	an	an	DT
37060	3590	8	intentionally	intentionally	RB
37060	3590	9	crumpled	crumple	VBN
37060	3590	10	piece	piece	NN
37060	3590	11	of	of	IN
37060	3590	12	paper	paper	NN
37060	3590	13	.	.	.
37060	3591	1	No	no	DT
37060	3591	2	purchased	purchase	VBN
37060	3591	3	card	card	NN
37060	3591	4	could	could	MD
37060	3591	5	have	have	VB
37060	3591	6	captured	capture	VBN
37060	3591	7	the	the	DT
37060	3591	8	essence	essence	NN
37060	3591	9	of	of	IN
37060	3591	10	that	that	DT
37060	3591	11	note	note	NN
37060	3591	12	,	,	,
37060	3591	13	or	or	CC
37060	3591	14	of	of	IN
37060	3591	15	the	the	DT
37060	3591	16	crumpled	crumple	VBN
37060	3591	17	course	course	NN
37060	3591	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3591	19	life	life	NN
37060	3591	20	must	must	MD
37060	3591	21	take	take	VB
37060	3591	22	.	.	.
37060	3592	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3592	2	always	always	RB
37060	3592	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3592	4	time	time	NN
37060	3592	5	to	to	TO
37060	3592	6	take	take	VB
37060	3592	7	a	a	DT
37060	3592	8	walk	walk	NN
37060	3592	9	or	or	CC
37060	3592	10	to	to	TO
37060	3592	11	play	play	VB
37060	3592	12	a	a	DT
37060	3592	13	game	game	NN
37060	3592	14	.	.	.
37060	3593	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3593	2	never	never	RB
37060	3593	3	forgot	forget	VBD
37060	3593	4	a	a	DT
37060	3593	5	birthday	birthday	NN
37060	3593	6	...	...	NFP
37060	3593	7	with	with	IN
37060	3593	8	gifts	gift	NNS
37060	3593	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3593	10	was	be	VBD
37060	3593	11	equally	equally	RB
37060	3593	12	creative	creative	JJ
37060	3593	13	.	.	.
37060	3594	1	One	one	CD
37060	3594	2	birthday	birthday	NN
37060	3594	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3594	4	received	receive	VBD
37060	3594	5	a	a	DT
37060	3594	6	huge	huge	JJ
37060	3594	7	balloon	balloon	NN
37060	3594	8	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3594	9	a	a	DT
37060	3594	10	factory	factory	NN
37060	3594	11	reject	reject	NN
37060	3594	12	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3594	13	which	which	WDT
37060	3594	14	was	be	VBD
37060	3594	15	a	a	DT
37060	3594	16	source	source	NN
37060	3594	17	of	of	IN
37060	3594	18	awe	awe	NN
37060	3594	19	and	and	CC
37060	3594	20	amazement	amazement	NN
37060	3594	21	for	for	IN
37060	3594	22	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3594	23	all	all	DT
37060	3594	24	.	.	.
37060	3595	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3595	2	filled	fill	VBD
37060	3595	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3595	4	with	with	IN
37060	3595	5	the	the	DT
37060	3595	6	exhaust	exhaust	JJ
37060	3595	7	end	end	NN
37060	3595	8	of	of	IN
37060	3595	9	the	the	DT
37060	3595	10	vacuum	vacuum	NN
37060	3595	11	cleaner	clean	JJR
37060	3595	12	since	since	IN
37060	3595	13	no	no	DT
37060	3595	14	one	one	NN
37060	3595	15	had	have	VBD
37060	3595	16	lungs	lung	NNS
37060	3595	17	with	with	IN
37060	3595	18	the	the	DT
37060	3595	19	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	3595	20	for	for	IN
37060	3595	21	inflating	inflate	VBG
37060	3595	22	that	that	DT
37060	3595	23	monstrous	monstrous	JJ
37060	3595	24	thing	thing	NN
37060	3595	25	.	.	.
37060	3596	1	Another	another	DT
37060	3596	2	year	year	NN
37060	3596	3	,	,	,
37060	3596	4	short	short	JJ
37060	3596	5	of	of	IN
37060	3596	6	funds	fund	NNS
37060	3596	7	but	but	CC
37060	3596	8	long	long	RB
37060	3596	9	on	on	IN
37060	3596	10	loving	love	VBG
37060	3596	11	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	3596	12	,	,	,
37060	3596	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3596	14	collected	collect	VBD
37060	3596	15	a	a	DT
37060	3596	16	wide	wide	JJ
37060	3596	17	sampling	sampling	NN
37060	3596	18	of	of	IN
37060	3596	19	floral	floral	JJ
37060	3596	20	and	and	CC
37060	3596	21	tree	tree	NN
37060	3596	22	seed	seed	NN
37060	3596	23	pods	pod	NNS
37060	3596	24	.	.	.
37060	3597	1	For	for	IN
37060	3597	2	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3597	3	,	,	,
37060	3597	4	that	that	DT
37060	3597	5	meant	mean	VBD
37060	3597	6	endless	endless	JJ
37060	3597	7	possibilities	possibility	NNS
37060	3597	8	in	in	IN
37060	3597	9	creating	create	VBG
37060	3597	10	.	.	.
37060	3598	1	Toward	toward	IN
37060	3598	2	the	the	DT
37060	3598	3	end	end	NN
37060	3598	4	of	of	IN
37060	3598	5	9th	9th	JJ
37060	3598	6	grade	grade	NN
37060	3598	7	,	,	,
37060	3598	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3598	9	had	have	VBD
37060	3598	10	gained	gain	VBN
37060	3598	11	a	a	DT
37060	3598	12	fair	fair	JJ
37060	3598	13	amount	amount	NN
37060	3598	14	of	of	IN
37060	3598	15	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	3598	16	.	.	.
37060	3599	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3599	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3599	3	amazed	amazed	JJ
37060	3599	4	to	to	TO
37060	3599	5	note	note	VB
37060	3599	6	the	the	DT
37060	3599	7	way	way	NN
37060	3599	8	in	in	IN
37060	3599	9	which	which	WDT
37060	3599	10	the	the	DT
37060	3599	11	improvements	improvement	NNS
37060	3599	12	in	in	IN
37060	3599	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3599	14	health	health	NN
37060	3599	15	and	and	CC
37060	3599	16	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	3599	17	affected	affect	VBD
37060	3599	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3599	19	self	self	NN
37060	3599	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	3599	21	worth	worth	JJ
37060	3599	22	;	;	:
37060	3599	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3599	24	no	no	RB
37060	3599	25	longer	long	RBR
37060	3599	26	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3599	27	like	like	IN
37060	3599	28	a	a	DT
37060	3599	29	helpless	helpless	JJ
37060	3599	30	child	child	NN
37060	3599	31	clinging	cling	VBG
37060	3599	32	to	to	IN
37060	3599	33	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3599	34	mother	mother	NN
37060	3599	35	's	's	POS
37060	3599	36	skirt	skirt	NN
37060	3599	37	or	or	CC
37060	3599	38	father	father	NNP
37060	3599	39	's	's	POS
37060	3599	40	pants	pant	NNS
37060	3599	41	leg	leg	NN
37060	3599	42	for	for	IN
37060	3599	43	protective	protective	JJ
37060	3599	44	solace	solace	NN
37060	3599	45	.	.	.
37060	3600	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3600	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3600	3	less	less	RBR
37060	3600	4	reserved	reserved	JJ
37060	3600	5	,	,	,
37060	3600	6	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	3600	7	that	that	IN
37060	3600	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3600	9	opinions	opinion	NNS
37060	3600	10	were	be	VBD
37060	3600	11	just	just	RB
37060	3600	12	as	as	RB
37060	3600	13	valuable	valuable	JJ
37060	3600	14	as	as	IN
37060	3600	15	those	those	DT
37060	3600	16	of	of	IN
37060	3600	17	others	other	NNS
37060	3600	18	,	,	,
37060	3600	19	and	and	CC
37060	3600	20	decisions	decision	NNS
37060	3600	21	,	,	,
37060	3600	22	though	though	IN
37060	3600	23	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	3600	24	tempered	temper	VBN
37060	3600	25	by	by	IN
37060	3600	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3600	27	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3600	28	,	,	,
37060	3600	29	belonged	belong	VBD
37060	3600	30	to	to	IN
37060	3600	31	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3600	32	.	.	.
37060	3601	1	Life	life	NN
37060	3601	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3601	3	not	not	RB
37060	3601	4	merely	merely	RB
37060	3601	5	passing	pass	VBG
37060	3601	6	by	by	RB
37060	3601	7	;	;	:
37060	3601	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3601	9	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	3601	10	both	both	CC
37060	3601	11	the	the	DT
37060	3601	12	ability	ability	NN
37060	3601	13	and	and	CC
37060	3601	14	the	the	DT
37060	3601	15	will	will	NN
37060	3601	16	to	to	TO
37060	3601	17	actively	actively	RB
37060	3601	18	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	3601	19	the	the	DT
37060	3601	20	means	mean	NNS
37060	3601	21	toward	toward	IN
37060	3601	22	a	a	DT
37060	3601	23	hopeful	hopeful	JJ
37060	3601	24	end	end	NN
37060	3601	25	.	.	.
37060	3602	1	The	the	DT
37060	3602	2	variables	variable	NNS
37060	3602	3	along	along	IN
37060	3602	4	the	the	DT
37060	3602	5	way	way	NN
37060	3602	6	would	would	MD
37060	3602	7	affect	affect	VB
37060	3602	8	the	the	DT
37060	3602	9	resulting	result	VBG
37060	3602	10	success	success	NN
37060	3602	11	or	or	CC
37060	3602	12	failure	failure	NN
37060	3602	13	,	,	,
37060	3602	14	but	but	CC
37060	3602	15	that	that	DT
37060	3602	16	,	,	,
37060	3602	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3602	18	knew	know	VBD
37060	3602	19	,	,	,
37060	3602	20	was	be	VBD
37060	3602	21	simply	simply	RB
37060	3602	22	a	a	DT
37060	3602	23	part	part	NN
37060	3602	24	of	of	IN
37060	3602	25	life	life	NN
37060	3602	26	's	's	POS
37060	3602	27	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	3602	28	.	.	.
37060	3603	1	Academically	academically	RB
37060	3603	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3603	3	improved	improve	VBD
37060	3603	4	as	as	IN
37060	3603	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3603	6	physical	physical	JJ
37060	3603	7	strength	strength	NN
37060	3603	8	increased	increase	VBD
37060	3603	9	.	.	.
37060	3604	1	In	in	IN
37060	3604	2	reflection	reflection	NN
37060	3604	3	,	,	,
37060	3604	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3604	5	was	be	VBD
37060	3604	6	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	3604	7	that	that	IN
37060	3604	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3604	9	tutor	tutor	NN
37060	3604	10	had	have	VBD
37060	3604	11	not	not	RB
37060	3604	12	over	over	RB
37060	3604	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	3604	14	taxed	tax	VBN
37060	3604	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3604	16	capabilities	capability	NNS
37060	3604	17	during	during	IN
37060	3604	18	the	the	DT
37060	3604	19	previous	previous	JJ
37060	3604	20	year	year	NN
37060	3604	21	;	;	:
37060	3604	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3604	23	was	be	VBD
37060	3604	24	grateful	grateful	JJ
37060	3604	25	that	that	IN
37060	3604	26	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3604	27	had	have	VBD
37060	3604	28	not	not	RB
37060	3604	29	,	,	,
37060	3604	30	for	for	IN
37060	3604	31	the	the	DT
37060	3604	32	nature	nature	NN
37060	3604	33	of	of	IN
37060	3604	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3604	35	illness	illness	NN
37060	3604	36	was	be	VBD
37060	3604	37	such	such	JJ
37060	3604	38	that	that	IN
37060	3604	39	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3604	40	was	be	VBD
37060	3604	41	forever	forever	RB
37060	3604	42	unsure	unsure	JJ
37060	3604	43	of	of	IN
37060	3604	44	the	the	DT
37060	3604	45	state	state	NN
37060	3604	46	of	of	IN
37060	3604	47	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3604	48	health	health	NN
37060	3604	49	.	.	.
37060	3605	1	Upon	upon	IN
37060	3605	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3605	3	reappearance	reappearance	NN
37060	3605	4	at	at	IN
37060	3605	5	school	school	NN
37060	3605	6	the	the	DT
37060	3605	7	extra	extra	JJ
37060	3605	8	effort	effort	NN
37060	3605	9	required	require	VBN
37060	3605	10	for	for	IN
37060	3605	11	9th	9th	JJ
37060	3605	12	grade	grade	NN
37060	3605	13	curriculum	curriculum	NN
37060	3605	14	initially	initially	RB
37060	3605	15	demanded	demand	VBD
37060	3605	16	more	more	JJR
37060	3605	17	of	of	IN
37060	3605	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3605	19	time	time	NN
37060	3605	20	and	and	CC
37060	3605	21	mental	mental	JJ
37060	3605	22	exertion	exertion	NN
37060	3605	23	;	;	:
37060	3605	24	when	when	WRB
37060	3605	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3605	26	finally	finally	RB
37060	3605	27	redeveloped	redevelop	VBD
37060	3605	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3605	29	listening	listening	NN
37060	3605	30	,	,	,
37060	3605	31	comprehension	comprehension	NN
37060	3605	32	and	and	CC
37060	3605	33	study	study	NN
37060	3605	34	techniques	technique	NNS
37060	3605	35	,	,	,
37060	3605	36	however	however	RB
37060	3605	37	,	,	,
37060	3605	38	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3605	39	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3605	40	less	less	RBR
37060	3605	41	hampered	hamper	VBN
37060	3605	42	by	by	IN
37060	3605	43	the	the	DT
37060	3605	44	work	work	NN
37060	3605	45	load	load	NN
37060	3605	46	.	.	.
37060	3606	1	In	in	IN
37060	3606	2	addition	addition	NN
37060	3606	3	to	to	IN
37060	3606	4	the	the	DT
37060	3606	5	basics	basic	NNS
37060	3606	6	,	,	,
37060	3606	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3606	8	was	be	VBD
37060	3606	9	able	able	JJ
37060	3606	10	to	to	TO
37060	3606	11	take	take	VB
37060	3606	12	a	a	DT
37060	3606	13	course	course	NN
37060	3606	14	in	in	IN
37060	3606	15	woodworking	woodworking	NN
37060	3606	16	.	.	.
37060	3607	1	Happily	happily	RB
37060	3607	2	,	,	,
37060	3607	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3607	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3607	5	not	not	RB
37060	3607	6	the	the	DT
37060	3607	7	only	only	JJ
37060	3607	8	girl	girl	NN
37060	3607	9	to	to	TO
37060	3607	10	have	have	VB
37060	3607	11	fostered	foster	VBN
37060	3607	12	such	such	PDT
37060	3607	13	a	a	DT
37060	3607	14	"	"	``
37060	3607	15	sexually	sexually	RB
37060	3607	16	uncharacteristic	uncharacteristic	JJ
37060	3607	17	"	"	''
37060	3607	18	whim	whim	NN
37060	3607	19	,	,	,
37060	3607	20	and	and	CC
37060	3607	21	the	the	DT
37060	3607	22	two	two	CD
37060	3607	23	of	of	IN
37060	3607	24	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3607	25	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3607	26	less	less	RBR
37060	3607	27	ridiculous	ridiculous	JJ
37060	3607	28	seated	seat	VBN
37060	3607	29	among	among	IN
37060	3607	30	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3607	31	masculine	masculine	NN
37060	3607	32	counterparts	counterpart	NNS
37060	3607	33	,	,	,
37060	3607	34	knowing	know	VBG
37060	3607	35	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3607	36	endeavor	endeavor	NN
37060	3607	37	was	be	VBD
37060	3607	38	not	not	RB
37060	3607	39	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	3607	40	foreign	foreign	JJ
37060	3607	41	to	to	IN
37060	3607	42	the	the	DT
37060	3607	43	minds	mind	NNS
37060	3607	44	of	of	IN
37060	3607	45	other	other	JJ
37060	3607	46	females	female	NNS
37060	3607	47	.	.	.
37060	3608	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3608	2	apprehension	apprehension	NN
37060	3608	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3608	4	unfounded	unfounded	JJ
37060	3608	5	,	,	,
37060	3608	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3608	7	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	3608	8	,	,	,
37060	3608	9	for	for	IN
37060	3608	10	in	in	IN
37060	3608	11	time	time	NN
37060	3608	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3608	13	saw	see	VBD
37060	3608	14	that	that	IN
37060	3608	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3608	16	work	work	NN
37060	3608	17	exceeded	exceed	VBD
37060	3608	18	that	that	DT
37060	3608	19	of	of	IN
37060	3608	20	many	many	JJ
37060	3608	21	of	of	IN
37060	3608	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3608	23	classmates	classmate	NNS
37060	3608	24	;	;	:
37060	3608	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3608	26	was	be	VBD
37060	3608	27	more	more	RBR
37060	3608	28	particular	particular	JJ
37060	3608	29	,	,	,
37060	3608	30	concerned	concerned	JJ
37060	3608	31	with	with	IN
37060	3608	32	the	the	DT
37060	3608	33	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	3608	34	of	of	IN
37060	3608	35	the	the	DT
37060	3608	36	finished	finished	JJ
37060	3608	37	product	product	NN
37060	3608	38	and	and	CC
37060	3608	39	willing	willing	JJ
37060	3608	40	to	to	TO
37060	3608	41	direct	direct	VB
37060	3608	42	effort	effort	NN
37060	3608	43	toward	toward	IN
37060	3608	44	the	the	DT
37060	3608	45	perfect	perfect	JJ
37060	3608	46	,	,	,
37060	3608	47	rather	rather	RB
37060	3608	48	than	than	IN
37060	3608	49	haphazard	haphazard	NN
37060	3608	50	,	,	,
37060	3608	51	completion	completion	NN
37060	3608	52	of	of	IN
37060	3608	53	a	a	DT
37060	3608	54	project	project	NN
37060	3608	55	.	.	.
37060	3609	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	3609	2	,	,	,
37060	3609	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3609	4	had	have	VBD
37060	3609	5	a	a	DT
37060	3609	6	natural	natural	JJ
37060	3609	7	love	love	NN
37060	3609	8	of	of	IN
37060	3609	9	wood	wood	NN
37060	3609	10	and	and	CC
37060	3609	11	wished	wish	VBD
37060	3609	12	to	to	TO
37060	3609	13	acquire	acquire	VB
37060	3609	14	certain	certain	JJ
37060	3609	15	skills	skill	NNS
37060	3609	16	therewith	therewith	NNP
37060	3609	17	,	,	,
37060	3609	18	reasoning	reason	VBG
37060	3609	19	that	that	IN
37060	3609	20	one	one	CD
37060	3609	21	day	day	NN
37060	3609	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3609	23	would	would	MD
37060	3609	24	rebuild	rebuild	VB
37060	3609	25	or	or	CC
37060	3609	26	at	at	IN
37060	3609	27	least	least	JJS
37060	3609	28	refinish	refinish	NN
37060	3609	29	antique	antique	JJ
37060	3609	30	pieces	piece	NNS
37060	3609	31	for	for	IN
37060	3609	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3609	33	own	own	JJ
37060	3609	34	home	home	NN
37060	3609	35	.	.	.
37060	3610	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3610	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3610	3	no	no	DT
37060	3610	4	advocate	advocate	NN
37060	3610	5	of	of	IN
37060	3610	6	women	woman	NNS
37060	3610	7	's	's	POS
37060	3610	8	liberation	liberation	NN
37060	3610	9	;	;	:
37060	3610	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3610	11	simply	simply	RB
37060	3610	12	found	find	VBD
37060	3610	13	interest	interest	NN
37060	3610	14	in	in	IN
37060	3610	15	many	many	JJ
37060	3610	16	activities	activity	NNS
37060	3610	17	and	and	CC
37060	3610	18	subjects	subject	NNS
37060	3610	19	.	.	.
37060	3611	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3611	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3611	3	to	to	TO
37060	3611	4	prove	prove	VB
37060	3611	5	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	3611	6	to	to	IN
37060	3611	7	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	3611	8	but	but	CC
37060	3611	9	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3611	10	.	.	.
37060	3612	1	After	after	IN
37060	3612	2	finishing	finish	VBG
37060	3612	3	a	a	DT
37060	3612	4	class	class	NN
37060	3612	5	project	project	NN
37060	3612	6	to	to	IN
37060	3612	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3612	8	satisfaction	satisfaction	NN
37060	3612	9	,	,	,
37060	3612	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3612	11	began	begin	VBD
37060	3612	12	earnestly	earnestly	RB
37060	3612	13	on	on	IN
37060	3612	14	a	a	DT
37060	3612	15	project	project	NN
37060	3612	16	of	of	IN
37060	3612	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3612	18	own	own	JJ
37060	3612	19	design	design	NN
37060	3612	20	.	.	.
37060	3613	1	That	that	DT
37060	3613	2	which	which	WDT
37060	3613	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3613	4	determined	determine	VBD
37060	3613	5	to	to	TO
37060	3613	6	make	make	VB
37060	3613	7	was	be	VBD
37060	3613	8	a	a	DT
37060	3613	9	cedar	cedar	NN
37060	3613	10	chest	chest	NN
37060	3613	11	,	,	,
37060	3613	12	and	and	CC
37060	3613	13	looked	look	VBD
37060	3613	14	on	on	RP
37060	3613	15	excitedly	excitedly	RB
37060	3613	16	as	as	IN
37060	3613	17	the	the	DT
37060	3613	18	instructor	instructor	NN
37060	3613	19	pulled	pull	VBD
37060	3613	20	a	a	DT
37060	3613	21	stack	stack	NN
37060	3613	22	of	of	IN
37060	3613	23	cedar	cedar	NN
37060	3613	24	boards	board	NNS
37060	3613	25	from	from	IN
37060	3613	26	the	the	DT
37060	3613	27	storage	storage	NN
37060	3613	28	closet	closet	NN
37060	3613	29	and	and	CC
37060	3613	30	placed	place	VBD
37060	3613	31	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3613	32	on	on	IN
37060	3613	33	one	one	CD
37060	3613	34	of	of	IN
37060	3613	35	the	the	DT
37060	3613	36	work	work	NN
37060	3613	37	tables	table	NNS
37060	3613	38	.	.	.
37060	3614	1	The	the	DT
37060	3614	2	first	first	JJ
37060	3614	3	course	course	NN
37060	3614	4	of	of	IN
37060	3614	5	action	action	NN
37060	3614	6	,	,	,
37060	3614	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3614	8	said	say	VBD
37060	3614	9	,	,	,
37060	3614	10	was	be	VBD
37060	3614	11	to	to	TO
37060	3614	12	glue	glue	VB
37060	3614	13	the	the	DT
37060	3614	14	smaller	small	JJR
37060	3614	15	boards	board	NNS
37060	3614	16	together	together	RB
37060	3614	17	,	,	,
37060	3614	18	after	after	IN
37060	3614	19	which	which	WDT
37060	3614	20	the	the	DT
37060	3614	21	uneven	uneven	JJ
37060	3614	22	width	width	NN
37060	3614	23	would	would	MD
37060	3614	24	be	be	VB
37060	3614	25	surgically	surgically	RB
37060	3614	26	altered	alter	VBN
37060	3614	27	in	in	IN
37060	3614	28	the	the	DT
37060	3614	29	planer	planer	NN
37060	3614	30	.	.	.
37060	3615	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3615	2	noticed	notice	VBD
37060	3615	3	several	several	JJ
37060	3615	4	imperfections	imperfection	NNS
37060	3615	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3615	6	worm	worm	NN
37060	3615	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	3615	8	eaten	eat	VBN
37060	3615	9	tunnels	tunnel	NNS
37060	3615	10	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3615	11	in	in	IN
37060	3615	12	certain	certain	JJ
37060	3615	13	boards	board	NNS
37060	3615	14	,	,	,
37060	3615	15	but	but	CC
37060	3615	16	the	the	DT
37060	3615	17	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	3615	18	was	be	VBD
37060	3615	19	unmoved	unmoved	JJ
37060	3615	20	.	.	.
37060	3616	1	"	"	``
37060	3616	2	Those	those	DT
37060	3616	3	can	can	MD
37060	3616	4	be	be	VB
37060	3616	5	filled	fill	VBN
37060	3616	6	with	with	IN
37060	3616	7	wood	wood	NN
37060	3616	8	filler	filler	NN
37060	3616	9	,	,	,
37060	3616	10	"	"	''
37060	3616	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3616	12	replied	reply	VBD
37060	3616	13	,	,	,
37060	3616	14	walking	walk	VBG
37060	3616	15	off	off	RP
37060	3616	16	.	.	.
37060	3617	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3617	2	gazed	gaze	VBD
37060	3617	3	after	after	IN
37060	3617	4	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3617	5	doubtfully	doubtfully	RB
37060	3617	6	wondering	wonder	VBG
37060	3617	7	how	how	WRB
37060	3617	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3617	9	could	could	MD
37060	3617	10	trust	trust	VB
37060	3617	11	a	a	DT
37060	3617	12	man	man	NN
37060	3617	13	who	who	WP
37060	3617	14	,	,	,
37060	3617	15	in	in	IN
37060	3617	16	one	one	CD
37060	3617	17	hour	hour	NN
37060	3617	18	,	,	,
37060	3617	19	had	have	VBD
37060	3617	20	to	to	TO
37060	3617	21	coach	coach	VB
37060	3617	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3617	23	25	25	CD
37060	3617	24	students	student	NNS
37060	3617	25	through	through	IN
37060	3617	26	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3617	27	25	25	CD
37060	3617	28	different	different	JJ
37060	3617	29	projects	project	NNS
37060	3617	30	.	.	.
37060	3618	1	Nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	3618	2	,	,	,
37060	3618	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3618	4	started	start	VBD
37060	3618	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3618	6	work	work	NN
37060	3618	7	,	,	,
37060	3618	8	trying	try	VBG
37060	3618	9	to	to	TO
37060	3618	10	envision	envision	VB
37060	3618	11	a	a	DT
37060	3618	12	lidded	lidde	VBN
37060	3618	13	box	box	NN
37060	3618	14	in	in	IN
37060	3618	15	the	the	DT
37060	3618	16	stack	stack	NN
37060	3618	17	of	of	IN
37060	3618	18	wood	wood	NN
37060	3618	19	which	which	WDT
37060	3618	20	had	have	VBD
37060	3618	21	probably	probably	RB
37060	3618	22	been	be	VBN
37060	3618	23	intended	intend	VBN
37060	3618	24	for	for	IN
37060	3618	25	a	a	DT
37060	3618	26	bonfire	bonfire	NN
37060	3618	27	.	.	.
37060	3619	1	Meanwhile	meanwhile	RB
37060	3619	2	,	,	,
37060	3619	3	other	other	JJ
37060	3619	4	school	school	NN
37060	3619	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	3619	6	related	relate	VBN
37060	3619	7	activities	activity	NNS
37060	3619	8	gathered	gather	VBD
37060	3619	9	momentum	momentum	NN
37060	3619	10	as	as	IN
37060	3619	11	the	the	DT
37060	3619	12	academic	academic	JJ
37060	3619	13	year	year	NN
37060	3619	14	drew	draw	VBD
37060	3619	15	ever	ever	RB
37060	3619	16	closer	close	RBR
37060	3619	17	to	to	IN
37060	3619	18	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3619	19	end	end	NN
37060	3619	20	.	.	.
37060	3620	1	As	as	IN
37060	3620	2	one	one	CD
37060	3620	3	of	of	IN
37060	3620	4	the	the	DT
37060	3620	5	art	art	NN
37060	3620	6	editors	editor	NNS
37060	3620	7	for	for	IN
37060	3620	8	the	the	DT
37060	3620	9	yearbook	yearbook	NN
37060	3620	10	,	,	,
37060	3620	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3620	12	was	be	VBD
37060	3620	13	instructed	instruct	VBN
37060	3620	14	to	to	TO
37060	3620	15	design	design	VB
37060	3620	16	several	several	JJ
37060	3620	17	covers	cover	NNS
37060	3620	18	for	for	IN
37060	3620	19	possible	possible	JJ
37060	3620	20	use	use	NN
37060	3620	21	.	.	.
37060	3621	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3621	2	effort	effort	NN
37060	3621	3	resulted	result	VBD
37060	3621	4	in	in	IN
37060	3621	5	developing	develop	VBG
37060	3621	6	four	four	CD
37060	3621	7	options	option	NNS
37060	3621	8	ranging	range	VBG
37060	3621	9	,	,	,
37060	3621	10	in	in	IN
37060	3621	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3621	12	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	3621	13	,	,	,
37060	3621	14	from	from	IN
37060	3621	15	"	"	``
37060	3621	16	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	3621	17	philosophical	philosophical	JJ
37060	3621	18	"	"	''
37060	3621	19	to	to	TO
37060	3621	20	"	"	``
37060	3621	21	cute	cute	VB
37060	3621	22	"	"	''
37060	3621	23	;	;	:
37060	3621	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3621	25	placed	place	VBD
37060	3621	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3621	27	endeavors	endeavor	NNS
37060	3621	28	on	on	IN
37060	3621	29	the	the	DT
37060	3621	30	desk	desk	NN
37060	3621	31	of	of	IN
37060	3621	32	the	the	DT
37060	3621	33	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	3621	34	whose	whose	WP$
37060	3621	35	spare	spare	JJ
37060	3621	36	time	time	NN
37060	3621	37	was	be	VBD
37060	3621	38	choked	choke	VBN
37060	3621	39	with	with	IN
37060	3621	40	yearbook	yearbook	NN
37060	3621	41	duties	duty	NNS
37060	3621	42	.	.	.
37060	3622	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3622	2	designs	design	NNS
37060	3622	3	would	would	MD
37060	3622	4	not	not	RB
37060	3622	5	necessarily	necessarily	RB
37060	3622	6	appear	appear	VB
37060	3622	7	on	on	IN
37060	3622	8	the	the	DT
37060	3622	9	yearbook	yearbook	NN
37060	3622	10	cover	cover	NN
37060	3622	11	,	,	,
37060	3622	12	but	but	CC
37060	3622	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3622	14	was	be	VBD
37060	3622	15	satisfied	satisfied	JJ
37060	3622	16	that	that	IN
37060	3622	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3622	18	had	have	VBD
37060	3622	19	succeeded	succeed	VBN
37060	3622	20	in	in	IN
37060	3622	21	creating	create	VBG
37060	3622	22	original	original	JJ
37060	3622	23	ideas	idea	NNS
37060	3622	24	.	.	.
37060	3623	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	3624	1	31	31	CD
37060	3624	2	,	,	,
37060	3624	3	1977	1977	CD
37060	3624	4	...	...	:
37060	3624	5	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3624	6	had	have	VBD
37060	3624	7	a	a	DT
37060	3624	8	band	band	NN
37060	3624	9	concert	concert	NN
37060	3624	10	in	in	IN
37060	3624	11	the	the	DT
37060	3624	12	aud	aud	NNP
37060	3624	13	.	.	.
37060	3625	1	and	and	CC
37060	3625	2	during	during	IN
37060	3625	3	the	the	DT
37060	3625	4	middle	middle	NN
37060	3625	5	,	,	,
37060	3625	6	Mr.	Mr.	NNP
37060	3625	7	C.	C.	NNP
37060	3625	8	got	get	VBD
37060	3625	9	up	up	RP
37060	3625	10	and	and	CC
37060	3625	11	read	read	VB
37060	3625	12	off	off	RP
37060	3625	13	the	the	DT
37060	3625	14	nominee	nominee	NN
37060	3625	15	for	for	IN
37060	3625	16	HALL	HALL	NNP
37060	3625	17	OF	of	IN
37060	3625	18	FAME	FAME	NNP
37060	3625	19	and	and	CC
37060	3625	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3625	21	was	be	VBD
37060	3625	22	one	one	CD
37060	3625	23	of	of	IN
37060	3625	24	'em	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3625	25	!	!	.
37060	3626	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3626	2	A	a	DT
37060	3626	3	friend	friend	NN
37060	3626	4	of	of	IN
37060	3626	5	mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3626	6	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3626	7	was	be	VBD
37060	3626	8	n't	not	RB
37060	3626	9	tho	tho	NN
37060	3626	10	,	,	,
37060	3626	11	and	and	CC
37060	3626	12	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3626	13	did	do	VBD
37060	3626	14	n't	not	RB
37060	3626	15	even	even	RB
37060	3626	16	congratulate	congratulate	VB
37060	3626	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3626	18	.	.	.
37060	3627	1	April	April	NNP
37060	3627	2	20	20	CD
37060	3627	3	,	,	,
37060	3627	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	3627	5	...	...	.
37060	3628	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3628	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3628	3	nominated	nominate	VBN
37060	3628	4	for	for	IN
37060	3628	5	American	American	NNP
37060	3628	6	Legion	Legion	NNP
37060	3628	7	!	!	.
37060	3629	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3629	2	did	do	VBD
37060	3629	3	n't	not	RB
37060	3629	4	really	really	RB
37060	3629	5	know	know	VB
37060	3629	6	'	'	''
37060	3629	7	til	til	NNP
37060	3629	8	homeroom	homeroom	NNP
37060	3629	9	,	,	,
37060	3629	10	when	when	WRB
37060	3629	11	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3629	12	were	be	VBD
37060	3629	13	to	to	TO
37060	3629	14	vote	vote	VB
37060	3629	15	on	on	IN
37060	3629	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3629	17	!	!	.
37060	3629	18	!	!	.
37060	3630	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3630	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3630	3	voted	vote	VBD
37060	3630	4	for	for	IN
37060	3630	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3630	6	!	!	.
37060	3630	7	!	!	.
37060	3630	8	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3631	1	There	there	EX
37060	3631	2	were	be	VBD
37060	3631	3	5	5	CD
37060	3631	4	boys	boy	NNS
37060	3631	5	and	and	CC
37060	3631	6	5	5	CD
37060	3631	7	girls	girl	NNS
37060	3631	8	altogether	altogether	RB
37060	3631	9	.	.	.
37060	3632	1	Mr.	Mr.	NNP
37060	3632	2	Cox	Cox	NNP
37060	3632	3	took	take	VBD
37060	3632	4	a	a	DT
37060	3632	5	photograph	photograph	NN
37060	3632	6	of	of	IN
37060	3632	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3632	8	for	for	IN
37060	3632	9	the	the	DT
37060	3632	10	special	special	JJ
37060	3632	11	American	American	NNP
37060	3632	12	Legion	Legion	NNP
37060	3632	13	section	section	NN
37060	3632	14	of	of	IN
37060	3632	15	the	the	DT
37060	3632	16	yearbook	yearbook	NN
37060	3632	17	so	so	IN
37060	3632	18	that	that	IN
37060	3632	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3632	20	grotesque	grotesque	NN
37060	3632	21	photo	photo	NN
37060	3632	22	,	,	,
37060	3632	23	taken	take	VBN
37060	3632	24	when	when	WRB
37060	3632	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3632	26	still	still	RB
37060	3632	27	had	have	VBD
37060	3632	28	no	no	DT
37060	3632	29	hair	hair	NN
37060	3632	30	,	,	,
37060	3632	31	would	would	MD
37060	3632	32	not	not	RB
37060	3632	33	,	,	,
37060	3632	34	at	at	IN
37060	3632	35	least	least	RBS
37060	3632	36	,	,	,
37060	3632	37	appear	appear	VB
37060	3632	38	in	in	IN
37060	3632	39	the	the	DT
37060	3632	40	separate	separate	JJ
37060	3632	41	section	section	NN
37060	3632	42	.	.	.
37060	3633	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3633	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3633	3	relieved	relieve	VBN
37060	3633	4	and	and	CC
37060	3633	5	quite	quite	RB
37060	3633	6	thankful	thankful	JJ
37060	3633	7	to	to	IN
37060	3633	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3633	9	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	3633	10	instructor	instructor	NN
37060	3633	11	.	.	.
37060	3634	1	April	April	NNP
37060	3634	2	21	21	CD
37060	3634	3	,	,	,
37060	3634	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	3634	5	...	...	:
37060	3634	6	Mr.	Mr.	NNP
37060	3634	7	C.	C.	NNP
37060	3634	8	said	say	VBD
37060	3634	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3634	10	design	design	NN
37060	3634	11	would	would	MD
37060	3634	12	be	be	VB
37060	3634	13	used	use	VBN
37060	3634	14	for	for	IN
37060	3634	15	the	the	DT
37060	3634	16	cover	cover	NN
37060	3634	17	of	of	IN
37060	3634	18	the	the	DT
37060	3634	19	yearbook	yearbook	NN
37060	3634	20	!	!	.
37060	3634	21	!	!	.
37060	3635	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	3635	2	all	all	DT
37060	3635	3	of	of	IN
37060	3635	4	the	the	DT
37060	3635	5	previous	previous	JJ
37060	3635	6	events	event	NNS
37060	3635	7	were	be	VBD
37060	3635	8	too	too	RB
37060	3635	9	much	much	JJ
37060	3635	10	for	for	IN
37060	3635	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3635	12	;	;	:
37060	3635	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3635	14	was	be	VBD
37060	3635	15	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	3635	16	ill	ill	JJ
37060	3635	17	with	with	IN
37060	3635	18	migraine	migraine	JJ
37060	3635	19	headaches	headache	NNS
37060	3635	20	in	in	IN
37060	3635	21	a	a	DT
37060	3635	22	manner	manner	NN
37060	3635	23	which	which	WDT
37060	3635	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3635	25	had	have	VBD
37060	3635	26	never	never	RB
37060	3635	27	before	before	RB
37060	3635	28	encountered	encounter	VBN
37060	3635	29	.	.	.
37060	3636	1	April	April	NNP
37060	3636	2	26	26	CD
37060	3636	3	,	,	,
37060	3636	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	3636	5	...	...	:
37060	3636	6	Got	get	VBD
37060	3636	7	a	a	DT
37060	3636	8	migraine	migraine	JJ
37060	3636	9	headache	headache	NN
37060	3636	10	at	at	IN
37060	3636	11	5th	5th	JJ
37060	3636	12	period	period	NN
37060	3636	13	.	.	.
37060	3637	1	Did	do	VBD
37060	3637	2	n't	not	RB
37060	3637	3	go	go	VB
37060	3637	4	home	home	RB
37060	3637	5	though	though	RB
37060	3637	6	.	.	.
37060	3638	1	Called	call	VBD
37060	3638	2	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3638	3	when	when	WRB
37060	3638	4	school	school	NN
37060	3638	5	let	let	VBD
37060	3638	6	out	out	RP
37060	3638	7	,	,	,
37060	3638	8	but	but	CC
37060	3638	9	there	there	EX
37060	3638	10	was	be	VBD
37060	3638	11	no	no	DT
37060	3638	12	answer	answer	NN
37060	3638	13	,	,	,
37060	3638	14	so	so	CC
37060	3638	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3638	16	had	have	VBD
37060	3638	17	to	to	TO
37060	3638	18	walk	walk	VB
37060	3638	19	home	home	RB
37060	3638	20	.	.	.
37060	3639	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3639	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3639	3	hard	hard	JJ
37060	3639	4	,	,	,
37060	3639	5	but	but	CC
37060	3639	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3639	7	made	make	VBD
37060	3639	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3639	9	.	.	.
37060	3640	1	April	April	NNP
37060	3640	2	27	27	CD
37060	3640	3	,	,	,
37060	3640	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	3640	5	...	...	:
37060	3640	6	At	at	IN
37060	3640	7	2nd	2nd	JJ
37060	3640	8	period	period	NN
37060	3640	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3640	10	got	get	VBD
37060	3640	11	another	another	DT
37060	3640	12	migraine	migraine	NN
37060	3640	13	.	.	.
37060	3641	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3641	2	took	take	VBD
37060	3641	3	a	a	DT
37060	3641	4	half	half	JJ
37060	3641	5	hour	hour	NN
37060	3641	6	to	to	TO
37060	3641	7	get	get	VB
37060	3641	8	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3641	9	'cuz	because	''
37060	3641	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3641	11	was	be	VBD
37060	3641	12	outside	outside	RB
37060	3641	13	.	.	.
37060	3642	1	Finally	finally	RB
37060	3642	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3642	3	got	get	VBD
37060	3642	4	home	home	RB
37060	3642	5	.	.	.
37060	3643	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3643	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3643	3	bad	bad	JJ
37060	3643	4	!	!	.
37060	3643	5	!	!	.
37060	3644	1	April	April	NNP
37060	3644	2	28	28	CD
37060	3644	3	,	,	,
37060	3644	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	3644	5	...	...	NFP
37060	3644	6	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3644	7	wo	will	MD
37060	3644	8	n't	not	RB
37060	3644	9	believe	believe	VB
37060	3644	10	this	this	DT
37060	3644	11	!	!	.
37060	3645	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3645	2	did	do	VBD
37060	3645	3	n't	not	RB
37060	3645	4	!	!	.
37060	3646	1	Well	well	UH
37060	3646	2	,	,	,
37060	3646	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3646	4	got	get	VBD
37060	3646	5	another	another	DT
37060	3646	6	migraine	migraine	NN
37060	3646	7	today	today	NN
37060	3646	8	right	right	RB
37060	3646	9	after	after	IN
37060	3646	10	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	3646	11	.	.	.
37060	3647	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3647	2	got	get	VBD
37060	3647	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3647	4	again	again	RB
37060	3647	5	.	.	.
37060	3648	1	Slept	sleep	VBN
37060	3648	2	most	most	RBS
37060	3648	3	all	all	DT
37060	3648	4	day	day	NN
37060	3648	5	.	.	.
37060	3649	1	After	after	IN
37060	3649	2	three	three	CD
37060	3649	3	days	day	NNS
37060	3649	4	of	of	IN
37060	3649	5	head	head	NN
37060	3649	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	3649	7	wrenching	wrench	VBG
37060	3649	8	,	,	,
37060	3649	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3649	10	decided	decide	VBD
37060	3649	11	to	to	TO
37060	3649	12	play	play	VB
37060	3649	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3649	14	safe	safe	JJ
37060	3649	15	and	and	CC
37060	3649	16	recuperate	recuperate	VBP
37060	3649	17	at	at	IN
37060	3649	18	home	home	NN
37060	3649	19	.	.	.
37060	3650	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3650	2	found	find	VBD
37060	3650	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3650	4	became	become	VBD
37060	3650	5	paranoid	paranoid	JJ
37060	3650	6	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	3650	7	the	the	DT
37060	3650	8	multiple	multiple	JJ
37060	3650	9	headaches	headache	NNS
37060	3650	10	,	,	,
37060	3650	11	and	and	CC
37060	3650	12	feared	fear	VBD
37060	3650	13	that	that	IN
37060	3650	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3650	15	worry	worry	NN
37060	3650	16	would	would	MD
37060	3650	17	result	result	VB
37060	3650	18	in	in	IN
37060	3650	19	more	more	JJR
37060	3650	20	pain	pain	NN
37060	3650	21	.	.	.
37060	3651	1	A	a	DT
37060	3651	2	week	week	NN
37060	3651	3	later	later	RB
37060	3651	4	.	.	.
37060	3652	1	May	May	NNP
37060	3652	2	5	5	CD
37060	3652	3	,	,	,
37060	3652	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	3652	5	...	...	:
37060	3652	6	Got	get	VBD
37060	3652	7	a	a	DT
37060	3652	8	migraine	migraine	NN
37060	3652	9	AGAIN	again	RB
37060	3652	10	!	!	.
37060	3652	11	!	!	.
37060	3652	12	!	!	.
37060	3652	13	!	!	.
37060	3652	14	!	!	.
37060	3652	15	...	...	.
37060	3653	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3653	2	got	get	VBD
37060	3653	3	a	a	DT
37060	3653	4	prescription	prescription	NN
37060	3653	5	for	for	IN
37060	3653	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3653	7	and	and	CC
37060	3653	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3653	9	said	say	VBD
37060	3653	10	to	to	TO
37060	3653	11	take	take	VB
37060	3653	12	two	two	CD
37060	3653	13	capsules	capsule	NNS
37060	3653	14	,	,	,
37060	3653	15	so	so	CC
37060	3653	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3653	17	did	do	VBD
37060	3653	18	and	and	CC
37060	3653	19	a	a	DT
37060	3653	20	half	half	JJ
37060	3653	21	hour	hour	NN
37060	3653	22	later	later	RB
37060	3653	23	,	,	,
37060	3653	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3653	25	got	get	VBD
37060	3653	26	all	all	RB
37060	3653	27	numb	numb	JJ
37060	3653	28	...	...	:
37060	3653	29	How	how	WRB
37060	3653	30	well	well	RB
37060	3653	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3653	32	recall	recall	VBP
37060	3653	33	that	that	DT
37060	3653	34	incident	incident	NN
37060	3653	35	.	.	.
37060	3654	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3654	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3654	3	seated	seat	VBN
37060	3654	4	at	at	IN
37060	3654	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3654	6	place	place	NN
37060	3654	7	at	at	IN
37060	3654	8	the	the	DT
37060	3654	9	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	3654	10	table	table	NN
37060	3654	11	after	after	IN
37060	3654	12	having	have	VBG
37060	3654	13	swallowed	swallow	VBN
37060	3654	14	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3654	15	miraculously	miraculously	RB
37060	3654	16	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3654	17	the	the	DT
37060	3654	18	pills	pill	NNS
37060	3654	19	,	,	,
37060	3654	20	when	when	WRB
37060	3654	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3654	22	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	3654	23	was	be	VBD
37060	3654	24	immersed	immerse	VBN
37060	3654	25	in	in	IN
37060	3654	26	a	a	DT
37060	3654	27	bath	bath	NN
37060	3654	28	of	of	IN
37060	3654	29	incredible	incredible	JJ
37060	3654	30	,	,	,
37060	3654	31	yet	yet	CC
37060	3654	32	unfounded	unfounded	JJ
37060	3654	33	hilarity	hilarity	NN
37060	3654	34	.	.	.
37060	3655	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3655	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	3655	3	to	to	TO
37060	3655	4	snicker	snicker	VB
37060	3655	5	,	,	,
37060	3655	6	then	then	RB
37060	3655	7	burst	burst	VB
37060	3655	8	into	into	IN
37060	3655	9	a	a	DT
37060	3655	10	cascade	cascade	NN
37060	3655	11	of	of	IN
37060	3655	12	inexplicable	inexplicable	JJ
37060	3655	13	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	3655	14	.	.	.
37060	3656	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3656	2	family	family	NN
37060	3656	3	looked	look	VBD
37060	3656	4	up	up	RP
37060	3656	5	from	from	IN
37060	3656	6	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3656	7	plates	plate	NNS
37060	3656	8	and	and	CC
37060	3656	9	,	,	,
37060	3656	10	because	because	IN
37060	3656	11	of	of	IN
37060	3656	12	humor	humor	NN
37060	3656	13	's	be	VBZ
37060	3656	14	rather	rather	RB
37060	3656	15	contagious	contagious	JJ
37060	3656	16	nature	nature	NN
37060	3656	17	,	,	,
37060	3656	18	broke	break	VBD
37060	3656	19	into	into	IN
37060	3656	20	bewildered	bewildered	JJ
37060	3656	21	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	3656	22	and	and	CC
37060	3656	23	tried	try	VBD
37060	3656	24	to	to	TO
37060	3656	25	detect	detect	VB
37060	3656	26	the	the	DT
37060	3656	27	source	source	NN
37060	3656	28	of	of	IN
37060	3656	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3656	30	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	3656	31	.	.	.
37060	3657	1	"	"	``
37060	3657	2	Really	really	RB
37060	3657	3	...	...	:
37060	3657	4	"	"	''
37060	3657	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3657	6	replied	reply	VBD
37060	3657	7	,	,	,
37060	3657	8	"	"	``
37060	3657	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3657	10	do	do	VBP
37060	3657	11	n't	not	RB
37060	3657	12	know	know	VB
37060	3657	13	why	why	WRB
37060	3657	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3657	15	'm	be	VBP
37060	3657	16	laughing	laugh	VBG
37060	3657	17	...	...	:
37060	3657	18	"	"	``
37060	3657	19	Then	then	RB
37060	3657	20	,	,	,
37060	3657	21	just	just	RB
37060	3657	22	as	as	RB
37060	3657	23	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	3657	24	as	as	IN
37060	3657	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3657	26	had	have	VBD
37060	3657	27	begun	begin	VBN
37060	3657	28	,	,	,
37060	3657	29	the	the	DT
37060	3657	30	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	3657	31	ceased	cease	VBD
37060	3657	32	and	and	CC
37060	3657	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3657	34	was	be	VBD
37060	3657	35	convulsed	convulse	VBN
37060	3657	36	in	in	IN
37060	3657	37	a	a	DT
37060	3657	38	fit	fit	NN
37060	3657	39	of	of	IN
37060	3657	40	tears	tear	NNS
37060	3657	41	.	.	.
37060	3658	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3658	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3658	3	embarrassing	embarrassing	JJ
37060	3658	4	to	to	IN
37060	3658	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3658	6	for	for	IN
37060	3658	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3658	8	had	have	VBD
37060	3658	9	no	no	DT
37060	3658	10	control	control	NN
37060	3658	11	over	over	IN
37060	3658	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3658	13	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	3658	14	,	,	,
37060	3658	15	and	and	CC
37060	3658	16	agitated	agitate	VBN
37060	3658	17	,	,	,
37060	3658	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3658	19	fled	flee	VBD
37060	3658	20	from	from	IN
37060	3658	21	the	the	DT
37060	3658	22	room	room	NN
37060	3658	23	.	.	.
37060	3659	1	At	at	IN
37060	3659	2	length	length	NN
37060	3659	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3659	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3659	5	able	able	JJ
37060	3659	6	to	to	TO
37060	3659	7	quench	quench	VB
37060	3659	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3659	9	strange	strange	JJ
37060	3659	10	and	and	CC
37060	3659	11	unbidden	unbidden	JJ
37060	3659	12	tears	tear	NNS
37060	3659	13	while	while	IN
37060	3659	14	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3659	15	sat	sit	VBD
37060	3659	16	beside	beside	IN
37060	3659	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3659	18	with	with	IN
37060	3659	19	a	a	DT
37060	3659	20	worried	worried	JJ
37060	3659	21	look	look	NN
37060	3659	22	on	on	IN
37060	3659	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3659	24	face	face	NN
37060	3659	25	.	.	.
37060	3660	1	Afterward	afterward	RB
37060	3660	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3660	3	marveled	marvel	VBD
37060	3660	4	at	at	IN
37060	3660	5	a	a	DT
37060	3660	6	drug	drug	NN
37060	3660	7	's	's	POS
37060	3660	8	ability	ability	NN
37060	3660	9	to	to	TO
37060	3660	10	produce	produce	VB
37060	3660	11	such	such	JJ
37060	3660	12	startling	startling	JJ
37060	3660	13	effects	effect	NNS
37060	3660	14	,	,	,
37060	3660	15	yet	yet	CC
37060	3660	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3660	17	was	be	VBD
37060	3660	18	equally	equally	RB
37060	3660	19	startled	startle	VBN
37060	3660	20	by	by	IN
37060	3660	21	the	the	DT
37060	3660	22	fact	fact	NN
37060	3660	23	that	that	IN
37060	3660	24	some	some	DT
37060	3660	25	people	people	NNS
37060	3660	26	knowingly	knowingly	RB
37060	3660	27	swallowed	swallow	VBD
37060	3660	28	pills	pill	NNS
37060	3660	29	to	to	TO
37060	3660	30	acquire	acquire	VB
37060	3660	31	mind	mind	NN
37060	3660	32	-	-	HYPH
37060	3660	33	altered	alter	VBN
37060	3660	34	states	state	NNS
37060	3660	35	of	of	IN
37060	3660	36	being	be	VBG
37060	3660	37	.	.	.
37060	3661	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	3661	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3661	3	not	not	RB
37060	3661	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3661	5	goal	goal	NN
37060	3661	6	in	in	IN
37060	3661	7	life	life	NN
37060	3661	8	;	;	:
37060	3661	9	self	self	NN
37060	3661	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	3661	11	control	control	NN
37060	3661	12	meant	mean	VBD
37060	3661	13	too	too	RB
37060	3661	14	much	much	JJ
37060	3661	15	to	to	IN
37060	3661	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3661	17	inner	inner	JJ
37060	3661	18	presence	presence	NN
37060	3661	19	to	to	TO
37060	3661	20	eradicate	eradicate	VB
37060	3661	21	reality	reality	NN
37060	3661	22	.	.	.
37060	3662	1	A	a	DT
37060	3662	2	week	week	NN
37060	3662	3	and	and	CC
37060	3662	4	a	a	DT
37060	3662	5	half	half	NN
37060	3662	6	later	later	RB
37060	3662	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3662	8	had	have	VBD
37060	3662	9	another	another	DT
37060	3662	10	migraine	migraine	NN
37060	3662	11	.	.	.
37060	3663	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3663	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3663	3	full	full	RB
37060	3663	4	-	-	HYPH
37060	3663	5	blown	blown	JJ
37060	3663	6	;	;	:
37060	3663	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3663	8	even	even	RB
37060	3663	9	had	have	VBD
37060	3663	10	to	to	TO
37060	3663	11	vomit	vomit	VB
37060	3663	12	.	.	.
37060	3664	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3664	2	did	do	VBD
37060	3664	3	n't	not	RB
37060	3664	4	,	,	,
37060	3664	5	however	however	RB
37060	3664	6	,	,	,
37060	3664	7	take	take	VB
37060	3664	8	another	another	DT
37060	3664	9	pill	pill	NN
37060	3664	10	.	.	.
37060	3665	1	Lack	lack	NN
37060	3665	2	of	of	IN
37060	3665	3	control	control	NN
37060	3665	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3665	5	much	much	RB
37060	3665	6	worse	bad	JJR
37060	3665	7	than	than	IN
37060	3665	8	the	the	DT
37060	3665	9	presence	presence	NN
37060	3665	10	of	of	IN
37060	3665	11	pain	pain	NN
37060	3665	12	.	.	.
37060	3666	1	May	May	NNP
37060	3666	2	18	18	CD
37060	3666	3	,	,	,
37060	3666	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	3666	5	...	...	:
37060	3666	6	School	school	NN
37060	3666	7	.	.	.
37060	3667	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3667	2	got	get	VBD
37060	3667	3	a	a	DT
37060	3667	4	trophy	trophy	NN
37060	3667	5	for	for	IN
37060	3667	6	doing	do	VBG
37060	3667	7	the	the	DT
37060	3667	8	Vision	Vision	NNP
37060	3667	9	cover	cover	NN
37060	3667	10	and	and	CC
37060	3667	11	also	also	RB
37060	3667	12	a	a	DT
37060	3667	13	certificate	certificate	NN
37060	3667	14	for	for	IN
37060	3667	15	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3667	16	submitting	submit	VBG
37060	3667	17	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3667	18	"	"	``
37060	3667	19	A	a	DT
37060	3667	20	Friend	friend	NN
37060	3667	21	"	"	''
37060	3667	22	in	in	IN
37060	3667	23	"	"	``
37060	3667	24	Accent	Accent	NNP
37060	3667	25	on	on	IN
37060	3667	26	Ink	ink	NN
37060	3667	27	.	.	.
37060	3667	28	"	"	''
37060	3668	1	Great	great	JJ
37060	3668	2	!	!	.
37060	3668	3	!	!	.
37060	3669	1	June	June	NNP
37060	3669	2	1	1	CD
37060	3669	3	,	,	,
37060	3669	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	3669	5	...	...	.
37060	3670	1	The	the	DT
37060	3670	2	9th	9th	JJ
37060	3670	3	graders	grader	NNS
37060	3670	4	got	get	VBD
37060	3670	5	yearbooks	yearbook	NNS
37060	3670	6	today	today	NN
37060	3670	7	.	.	.
37060	3671	1	Everyone	everyone	NN
37060	3671	2	liked	like	VBD
37060	3671	3	'em	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3671	4	...	...	:
37060	3671	5	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3671	6	got	get	VBD
37060	3671	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3671	8	and	and	CC
37060	3671	9	helped	help	VBD
37060	3671	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3671	11	take	take	VB
37060	3671	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3671	13	cedar	cedar	NN
37060	3671	14	chest	chest	NN
37060	3671	15	home	home	NN
37060	3671	16	.	.	.
37060	3672	1	June	June	NNP
37060	3672	2	2	2	CD
37060	3672	3	,	,	,
37060	3672	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	3672	5	...	...	:
37060	3672	6	Last	last	JJ
37060	3672	7	full	full	JJ
37060	3672	8	day	day	NN
37060	3672	9	!	!	.
37060	3672	10	!	!	.
37060	3673	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3673	2	signed	sign	VBD
37060	3673	3	yearbooks	yearbook	NNS
37060	3673	4	all	all	DT
37060	3673	5	day	day	NN
37060	3673	6	.	.	.
37060	3674	1	The	the	DT
37060	3674	2	last	last	JJ
37060	3674	3	day	day	NN
37060	3674	4	of	of	IN
37060	3674	5	school	school	NN
37060	3674	6	was	be	VBD
37060	3674	7	always	always	RB
37060	3674	8	fun	fun	JJ
37060	3674	9	.	.	.
37060	3675	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3675	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3675	3	a	a	DT
37060	3675	4	time	time	NN
37060	3675	5	for	for	IN
37060	3675	6	reflection	reflection	NN
37060	3675	7	and	and	CC
37060	3675	8	reliving	relive	VBG
37060	3675	9	past	past	JJ
37060	3675	10	events	event	NNS
37060	3675	11	,	,	,
37060	3675	12	and	and	CC
37060	3675	13	while	while	IN
37060	3675	14	in	in	IN
37060	3675	15	the	the	DT
37060	3675	16	midst	midst	NN
37060	3675	17	of	of	IN
37060	3675	18	such	such	JJ
37060	3675	19	activity	activity	NN
37060	3675	20	,	,	,
37060	3675	21	one	one	CD
37060	3675	22	classmate	classmate	NN
37060	3675	23	turned	turn	VBD
37060	3675	24	to	to	IN
37060	3675	25	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3675	26	and	and	CC
37060	3675	27	casually	casually	RB
37060	3675	28	asked	ask	VBD
37060	3675	29	,	,	,
37060	3675	30	"	"	``
37060	3675	31	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	3675	32	,	,	,
37060	3675	33	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3675	34	had	have	VBD
37060	3675	35	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	3675	36	,	,	,
37060	3675	37	did	do	VBD
37060	3675	38	n't	not	RB
37060	3675	39	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3675	40	?	?	.
37060	3675	41	"	"	''
37060	3676	1	"	"	``
37060	3676	2	Yes	yes	UH
37060	3676	3	,	,	,
37060	3676	4	"	"	''
37060	3676	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3676	6	replied	reply	VBD
37060	3676	7	,	,	,
37060	3676	8	and	and	CC
37060	3676	9	briefly	briefly	RB
37060	3676	10	related	relate	VBD
37060	3676	11	that	that	IN
37060	3676	12	which	which	WDT
37060	3676	13	had	have	VBD
37060	3676	14	occurred	occur	VBN
37060	3676	15	to	to	IN
37060	3676	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3676	17	,	,	,
37060	3676	18	including	include	VBG
37060	3676	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3676	20	loss	loss	NN
37060	3676	21	of	of	IN
37060	3676	22	hair	hair	NN
37060	3676	23	.	.	.
37060	3677	1	At	at	IN
37060	3677	2	one	one	CD
37060	3677	3	point	point	NN
37060	3677	4	in	in	IN
37060	3677	5	the	the	DT
37060	3677	6	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	3677	7	,	,	,
37060	3677	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3677	9	noticed	notice	VBD
37060	3677	10	the	the	DT
37060	3677	11	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	3677	12	staring	stare	VBG
37060	3677	13	widely	widely	RB
37060	3677	14	at	at	IN
37060	3677	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3677	16	,	,	,
37060	3677	17	as	as	IN
37060	3677	18	if	if	IN
37060	3677	19	in	in	IN
37060	3677	20	disbelief	disbelief	NN
37060	3677	21	.	.	.
37060	3678	1	"	"	``
37060	3678	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3678	3	look	look	VBP
37060	3678	4	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	3678	5	now	now	RB
37060	3678	6	,	,	,
37060	3678	7	"	"	''
37060	3678	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3678	9	face	face	NN
37060	3678	10	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3678	11	to	to	TO
37060	3678	12	say	say	VB
37060	3678	13	.	.	.
37060	3679	1	After	after	IN
37060	3679	2	the	the	DT
37060	3679	3	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	3679	4	turned	turn	VBD
37060	3679	5	to	to	IN
37060	3679	6	a	a	DT
37060	3679	7	different	different	JJ
37060	3679	8	subject	subject	NN
37060	3679	9	,	,	,
37060	3679	10	the	the	DT
37060	3679	11	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	3679	12	sat	sit	VBD
37060	3679	13	down	down	RP
37060	3679	14	on	on	IN
37060	3679	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3679	16	desk	desk	NN
37060	3679	17	and	and	CC
37060	3679	18	asked	ask	VBD
37060	3679	19	more	more	JJR
37060	3679	20	details	detail	NNS
37060	3679	21	of	of	IN
37060	3679	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3679	23	experience	experience	NN
37060	3679	24	.	.	.
37060	3680	1	Suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	3680	2	,	,	,
37060	3680	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3680	4	began	begin	VBD
37060	3680	5	lamenting	lament	VBG
37060	3680	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3680	7	marital	marital	JJ
37060	3680	8	difficulties	difficulty	NNS
37060	3680	9	and	and	CC
37060	3680	10	personal	personal	JJ
37060	3680	11	problems	problem	NNS
37060	3680	12	.	.	.
37060	3681	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3681	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3681	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3681	4	turn	turn	NN
37060	3681	5	to	to	TO
37060	3681	6	listen	listen	VB
37060	3681	7	in	in	IN
37060	3681	8	disbelief	disbelief	NN
37060	3681	9	;	;	:
37060	3681	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3681	11	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3681	12	odd	odd	JJ
37060	3681	13	to	to	TO
37060	3681	14	be	be	VB
37060	3681	15	selected	select	VBN
37060	3681	16	as	as	IN
37060	3681	17	a	a	DT
37060	3681	18	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	3681	19	's	's	POS
37060	3681	20	confidant	confidant	NN
37060	3681	21	.	.	.
37060	3682	1	Although	although	IN
37060	3682	2	aside	aside	RB
37060	3682	3	from	from	IN
37060	3682	4	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	3682	5	and	and	CC
37060	3682	6	student	student	NN
37060	3682	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3682	8	were	be	VBD
37060	3682	9	both	both	DT
37060	3682	10	human	human	JJ
37060	3682	11	beings	being	NNS
37060	3682	12	,	,	,
37060	3682	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3682	14	did	do	VBD
37060	3682	15	not	not	RB
37060	3682	16	feel	feel	VB
37060	3682	17	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	3682	18	with	with	IN
37060	3682	19	the	the	DT
37060	3682	20	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	3682	21	.	.	.
37060	3683	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3683	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	3683	3	to	to	TO
37060	3683	4	react	react	VB
37060	3683	5	as	as	IN
37060	3683	6	an	an	DT
37060	3683	7	unsurprised	unsurprised	JJ
37060	3683	8	,	,	,
37060	3683	9	objective	objective	JJ
37060	3683	10	listener	listener	NN
37060	3683	11	;	;	:
37060	3683	12	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	3683	13	having	have	VBG
37060	3683	14	been	be	VBN
37060	3683	15	subjected	subject	VBN
37060	3683	16	to	to	IN
37060	3683	17	pain	pain	NN
37060	3683	18	,	,	,
37060	3683	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3683	20	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3683	21	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	3683	22	and	and	CC
37060	3683	23	rather	rather	RB
37060	3683	24	compelled	compel	VBN
37060	3683	25	to	to	TO
37060	3683	26	tell	tell	VB
37060	3683	27	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3683	28	of	of	IN
37060	3683	29	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3683	30	own	own	JJ
37060	3683	31	.	.	.
37060	3684	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3684	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3684	3	something	something	NN
37060	3684	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3684	5	never	never	RB
37060	3684	6	forgot	forget	VBD
37060	3684	7	,	,	,
37060	3684	8	nor	nor	CC
37060	3684	9	did	do	VBD
37060	3684	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3684	11	encounter	encounter	VB
37060	3684	12	such	such	JJ
37060	3684	13	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	3684	14	again	again	RB
37060	3684	15	.	.	.
37060	3685	1	The	the	DT
37060	3685	2	end	end	NN
37060	3685	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3685	4	come	come	VBN
37060	3685	5	of	of	IN
37060	3685	6	what	what	WP
37060	3685	7	,	,	,
37060	3685	8	at	at	IN
37060	3685	9	first	first	RB
37060	3685	10	,	,	,
37060	3685	11	had	have	VBD
37060	3685	12	been	be	VBN
37060	3685	13	an	an	DT
37060	3685	14	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	3685	15	draining	drain	VBG
37060	3685	16	year	year	NN
37060	3685	17	.	.	.
37060	3686	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3686	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3686	3	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	3686	4	much	much	JJ
37060	3686	5	kindness	kindness	NN
37060	3686	6	and	and	CC
37060	3686	7	cruelty	cruelty	NN
37060	3686	8	,	,	,
37060	3686	9	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	3686	10	and	and	CC
37060	3686	11	pain	pain	NN
37060	3686	12	,	,	,
37060	3686	13	yet	yet	CC
37060	3686	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3686	15	persevered	persevere	VBD
37060	3686	16	through	through	IN
37060	3686	17	all	all	PDT
37060	3686	18	the	the	DT
37060	3686	19	trials	trial	NNS
37060	3686	20	and	and	CC
37060	3686	21	returned	return	VBD
37060	3686	22	all	all	DT
37060	3686	23	of	of	IN
37060	3686	24	the	the	DT
37060	3686	25	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	3686	26	...	...	:
37060	3686	27	and	and	CC
37060	3686	28	at	at	IN
37060	3686	29	last	last	JJ
37060	3686	30	,	,	,
37060	3686	31	the	the	DT
37060	3686	32	positive	positive	JJ
37060	3686	33	outweighed	outweigh	VBD
37060	3686	34	the	the	DT
37060	3686	35	negative	negative	NN
37060	3686	36	.	.	.
37060	3687	1	As	as	IN
37060	3687	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3687	3	left	leave	VBD
37060	3687	4	the	the	DT
37060	3687	5	hallways	hallway	NNS
37060	3687	6	of	of	IN
37060	3687	7	the	the	DT
37060	3687	8	junior	junior	JJ
37060	3687	9	high	high	JJ
37060	3687	10	school	school	NN
37060	3687	11	which	which	WDT
37060	3687	12	had	have	VBD
37060	3687	13	,	,	,
37060	3687	14	only	only	RB
37060	3687	15	three	three	CD
37060	3687	16	years	year	NNS
37060	3687	17	before	before	RB
37060	3687	18	,	,	,
37060	3687	19	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	3687	20	a	a	DT
37060	3687	21	massive	massive	JJ
37060	3687	22	array	array	NN
37060	3687	23	of	of	IN
37060	3687	24	corridors	corridor	NNS
37060	3687	25	,	,	,
37060	3687	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3687	27	welcomed	welcome	VBD
37060	3687	28	summer	summer	NN
37060	3687	29	with	with	IN
37060	3687	30	customary	customary	JJ
37060	3687	31	gladness	gladness	NN
37060	3687	32	and	and	CC
37060	3687	33	reveled	revel	VBD
37060	3687	34	in	in	IN
37060	3687	35	the	the	DT
37060	3687	36	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	3687	37	that	that	WDT
37060	3687	38	greeted	greet	VBD
37060	3687	39	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3687	40	steps	step	NNS
37060	3687	41	.	.	.
37060	3688	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3688	2	exit	exit	NN
37060	3688	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3688	4	not	not	RB
37060	3688	5	saluted	salute	VBN
37060	3688	6	with	with	IN
37060	3688	7	lengthy	lengthy	JJ
37060	3688	8	accomplishments	accomplishment	NNS
37060	3688	9	or	or	CC
37060	3688	10	popular	popular	JJ
37060	3688	11	admiration	admiration	NN
37060	3688	12	,	,	,
37060	3688	13	and	and	CC
37060	3688	14	that	that	DT
37060	3688	15	did	do	VBD
37060	3688	16	not	not	RB
37060	3688	17	mar	mar	VB
37060	3688	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3688	19	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	3688	20	;	;	:
37060	3688	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3688	22	cared	care	VBD
37060	3688	23	neither	neither	CC
37060	3688	24	for	for	IN
37060	3688	25	applause	applause	NN
37060	3688	26	nor	nor	CC
37060	3688	27	popularity	popularity	NN
37060	3688	28	.	.	.
37060	3689	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3689	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	3689	3	,	,	,
37060	3689	4	however	however	RB
37060	3689	5	,	,	,
37060	3689	6	that	that	IN
37060	3689	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3689	8	had	have	VBD
37060	3689	9	done	do	VBN
37060	3689	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3689	11	best	good	JJS
37060	3689	12	and	and	CC
37060	3689	13	touched	touch	VBD
37060	3689	14	several	several	JJ
37060	3689	15	lives	life	NNS
37060	3689	16	;	;	:
37060	3689	17	making	make	VBG
37060	3689	18	an	an	DT
37060	3689	19	indelible	indelible	JJ
37060	3689	20	impression	impression	NN
37060	3689	21	on	on	IN
37060	3689	22	someone	someone	NN
37060	3689	23	's	's	POS
37060	3689	24	mind	mind	NN
37060	3689	25	was	be	VBD
37060	3689	26	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	3689	27	the	the	DT
37060	3689	28	highest	high	JJS
37060	3689	29	of	of	IN
37060	3689	30	compliments	compliment	NNS
37060	3689	31	that	that	WDT
37060	3689	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3689	33	could	could	MD
37060	3689	34	have	have	VB
37060	3689	35	merited	merit	VBN
37060	3689	36	.	.	.
37060	3690	1	Directions	Directions	NNPS
37060	3690	2	Directions	direction	NNS
37060	3690	3	are	be	VBP
37060	3690	4	disturbing	disturb	VBG
37060	3690	5	,	,	,
37060	3690	6	At	at	IN
37060	3690	7	least	least	JJS
37060	3690	8	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3690	9	are	be	VBP
37060	3690	10	to	to	IN
37060	3690	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3690	12	,	,	,
37060	3690	13	How	how	WRB
37060	3690	14	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	3690	15	ever	ever	RB
37060	3690	16	follows	follow	VBZ
37060	3690	17	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3690	18	Is	be	VBZ
37060	3690	19	more	more	JJR
37060	3690	20	than	than	IN
37060	3690	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3690	22	can	can	MD
37060	3690	23	see	see	VB
37060	3690	24	.	.	.
37060	3691	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3691	2	say	say	VBP
37060	3691	3	to	to	TO
37060	3691	4	take	take	VB
37060	3691	5	notch	notch	NN
37060	3691	6	"	"	``
37060	3691	7	B	b	NN
37060	3691	8	"	"	''
37060	3691	9	And	and	CC
37060	3691	10	slide	slide	VB
37060	3691	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3691	12	into	into	IN
37060	3691	13	"	"	``
37060	3691	14	F	F	NNP
37060	3691	15	"	"	''
37060	3691	16	Or	or	CC
37060	3691	17	else	else	RB
37060	3691	18	to	to	TO
37060	3691	19	take	take	VB
37060	3691	20	the	the	DT
37060	3691	21	"	"	``
37060	3691	22	right	right	JJ
37060	3691	23	"	"	''
37060	3691	24	side	side	NN
37060	3691	25	And	and	CC
37060	3691	26	fold	fold	VB
37060	3691	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3691	28	to	to	IN
37060	3691	29	the	the	DT
37060	3691	30	"	"	``
37060	3691	31	left	left	NN
37060	3691	32	.	.	.
37060	3691	33	"	"	''
37060	3692	1	Then	then	RB
37060	3692	2	in	in	IN
37060	3692	3	opening	open	VBG
37060	3692	4	a	a	DT
37060	3692	5	band	band	NN
37060	3692	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	3692	7	aid	aid	NN
37060	3692	8	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3692	9	say	say	VBP
37060	3692	10	to	to	TO
37060	3692	11	pull	pull	VB
37060	3692	12	a	a	DT
37060	3692	13	string	string	NN
37060	3692	14	,	,	,
37060	3692	15	Well	well	UH
37060	3692	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3692	17	could	could	MD
37060	3692	18	pull	pull	VB
37060	3692	19	and	and	CC
37060	3692	20	pull	pull	VB
37060	3692	21	and	and	CC
37060	3692	22	pull	pull	VB
37060	3692	23	all	all	DT
37060	3692	24	day	day	NN
37060	3692	25	And	and	CC
37060	3692	26	never	never	RB
37060	3692	27	reach	reach	VB
37060	3692	28	the	the	DT
37060	3692	29	thing	thing	NN
37060	3692	30	.	.	.
37060	3693	1	And	and	CC
37060	3693	2	say	say	VB
37060	3693	3	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3693	4	want	want	VBP
37060	3693	5	some	some	DT
37060	3693	6	Pringles	pringle	NNS
37060	3693	7	,	,	,
37060	3693	8	Preferably	preferably	RB
37060	3693	9	for	for	IN
37060	3693	10	Brunch	Brunch	NNP
37060	3693	11	,	,	,
37060	3693	12	But	but	CC
37060	3693	13	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3693	14	could	could	MD
37060	3693	15	n't	not	RB
37060	3693	16	get	get	VB
37060	3693	17	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3693	18	open	open	JJ
37060	3693	19	Until	until	IN
37060	3693	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3693	21	's	be	VBZ
37060	3693	22	time	time	NN
37060	3693	23	for	for	IN
37060	3693	24	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	3693	25	!	!	.
37060	3694	1	Directions	direction	NNS
37060	3694	2	are	be	VBP
37060	3694	3	a	a	DT
37060	3694	4	problem	problem	NN
37060	3694	5	,	,	,
37060	3694	6	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3694	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3694	8	think	think	VBP
37060	3694	9	to	to	IN
37060	3694	10	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	3694	11	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3694	12	,	,	,
37060	3694	13	And	and	CC
37060	3694	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3694	15	's	be	VBZ
37060	3694	16	comforting	comfort	VBG
37060	3694	17	to	to	TO
37060	3694	18	know	know	VB
37060	3694	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3694	20	'm	be	VBP
37060	3694	21	not	not	RB
37060	3694	22	the	the	DT
37060	3694	23	only	only	JJ
37060	3694	24	one	one	CD
37060	3694	25	!	!	.
37060	3695	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	3695	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	3695	3	9th	9th	JJ
37060	3695	4	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	3695	5	PAGE	PAGE	NNP
37060	3695	6	133	133	CD
37060	3695	7	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	3695	8	18	18	CD
37060	3695	9	Summer	summer	NN
37060	3695	10	1977	1977	CD
37060	3695	11	"	"	``
37060	3695	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3695	13	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3695	14	as	as	IN
37060	3695	15	if	if	IN
37060	3695	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3695	17	heart	heart	NN
37060	3695	18	would	would	MD
37060	3695	19	burst	burst	VB
37060	3695	20	,	,	,
37060	3695	21	for	for	IN
37060	3695	22	never	never	RB
37060	3695	23	had	have	VBD
37060	3695	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3695	25	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	3695	26	such	such	JJ
37060	3695	27	profound	profound	JJ
37060	3695	28	closeness	closeness	NN
37060	3695	29	with	with	IN
37060	3695	30	nature	nature	NN
37060	3695	31	.	.	.
37060	3696	1	.	.	.
37060	3697	1	.	.	.
37060	3698	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3698	2	sense	sense	NN
37060	3698	3	of	of	IN
37060	3698	4	reality	reality	NN
37060	3698	5	had	have	VBD
37060	3698	6	heightened	heighten	VBN
37060	3698	7	and	and	CC
37060	3698	8	every	every	DT
37060	3698	9	inch	inch	NN
37060	3698	10	of	of	IN
37060	3698	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3698	12	body	body	NN
37060	3698	13	was	be	VBD
37060	3698	14	alive	alive	JJ
37060	3698	15	with	with	IN
37060	3698	16	incomparable	incomparable	JJ
37060	3698	17	sensations	sensation	NNS
37060	3698	18	.	.	.
37060	3698	19	"	"	''
37060	3699	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	3699	2	EIGHTEEN	EIGHTEEN	NNP
37060	3699	3	Summer	Summer	NNP
37060	3699	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	3699	5	The	the	DT
37060	3699	6	middle	middle	NN
37060	3699	7	of	of	IN
37060	3699	8	June	June	NNP
37060	3699	9	was	be	VBD
37060	3699	10	slated	slate	VBN
37060	3699	11	as	as	IN
37060	3699	12	the	the	DT
37060	3699	13	beginning	beginning	NN
37060	3699	14	of	of	IN
37060	3699	15	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3699	16	summer	summer	NN
37060	3699	17	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	3699	18	,	,	,
37060	3699	19	and	and	CC
37060	3699	20	on	on	IN
37060	3699	21	the	the	DT
37060	3699	22	15th	15th	NN
37060	3699	23	,	,	,
37060	3699	24	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3699	25	departed	depart	VBD
37060	3699	26	for	for	IN
37060	3699	27	Colorado	Colorado	NNP
37060	3699	28	.	.	.
37060	3700	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3700	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3700	3	a	a	DT
37060	3700	4	grand	grand	JJ
37060	3700	5	trip	trip	NN
37060	3700	6	,	,	,
37060	3700	7	for	for	IN
37060	3700	8	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3700	9	had	have	VBD
37060	3700	10	promised	promise	VBN
37060	3700	11	an	an	DT
37060	3700	12	extensive	extensive	JJ
37060	3700	13	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	3700	14	following	follow	VBG
37060	3700	15	the	the	DT
37060	3700	16	debilitating	debilitate	VBG
37060	3700	17	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	3700	18	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	3700	19	,	,	,
37060	3700	20	and	and	CC
37060	3700	21	told	tell	VBD
37060	3700	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3700	23	that	that	IN
37060	3700	24	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3700	25	would	would	MD
37060	3700	26	go	go	VB
37060	3700	27	anywhere	anywhere	RB
37060	3700	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3700	29	wished	wish	VBD
37060	3700	30	.	.	.
37060	3701	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3701	2	choice	choice	NN
37060	3701	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3701	4	not	not	RB
37060	3701	5	a	a	DT
37060	3701	6	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	3701	7	one	one	NN
37060	3701	8	;	;	:
37060	3701	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3701	10	had	have	VBD
37060	3701	11	always	always	RB
37060	3701	12	loved	love	VBN
37060	3701	13	the	the	DT
37060	3701	14	west	west	NN
37060	3701	15	and	and	CC
37060	3701	16	desired	desire	VBN
37060	3701	17	to	to	TO
37060	3701	18	see	see	VB
37060	3701	19	both	both	CC
37060	3701	20	"	"	``
37060	3701	21	old	old	JJ
37060	3701	22	sights	sight	NNS
37060	3701	23	"	"	''
37060	3701	24	and	and	CC
37060	3701	25	new	new	JJ
37060	3701	26	.	.	.
37060	3702	1	The	the	DT
37060	3702	2	resulting	result	VBG
37060	3702	3	journey	journey	NN
37060	3702	4	made	make	VBD
37060	3702	5	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3702	6	first	first	JJ
37060	3702	7	stop	stop	NN
37060	3702	8	in	in	IN
37060	3702	9	the	the	DT
37060	3702	10	Colorado	Colorado	NNP
37060	3702	11	Rocky	Rocky	NNP
37060	3702	12	Mountains	Mountains	NNPS
37060	3702	13	,	,	,
37060	3702	14	but	but	CC
37060	3702	15	since	since	IN
37060	3702	16	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3702	17	had	have	VBD
37060	3702	18	been	be	VBN
37060	3702	19	to	to	IN
37060	3702	20	the	the	DT
37060	3702	21	area	area	NN
37060	3702	22	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	3702	23	times	time	NNS
37060	3702	24	,	,	,
37060	3702	25	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3702	26	did	do	VBD
37060	3702	27	not	not	RB
37060	3702	28	tarry	tarry	VB
37060	3702	29	long	long	RB
37060	3702	30	;	;	:
37060	3702	31	the	the	DT
37060	3702	32	day	day	NN
37060	3702	33	after	after	IN
37060	3702	34	hiking	hike	VBG
37060	3702	35	up	up	RP
37060	3702	36	a	a	DT
37060	3702	37	small	small	JJ
37060	3702	38	hill	hill	NN
37060	3702	39	and	and	CC
37060	3702	40	splashing	splash	VBG
37060	3702	41	barefoot	barefoot	RB
37060	3702	42	in	in	IN
37060	3702	43	an	an	DT
37060	3702	44	icy	icy	NN
37060	3702	45	mountain	mountain	NN
37060	3702	46	stream	stream	NN
37060	3702	47	,	,	,
37060	3702	48	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3702	49	drove	drive	VBD
37060	3702	50	along	along	IN
37060	3702	51	Trail	Trail	NNP
37060	3702	52	Ridge	Ridge	NNP
37060	3702	53	Road	Road	NNP
37060	3702	54	and	and	CC
37060	3702	55	headed	head	VBD
37060	3702	56	north	north	RB
37060	3702	57	to	to	IN
37060	3702	58	the	the	DT
37060	3702	59	Tetons	Tetons	NNPS
37060	3702	60	and	and	CC
37060	3702	61	Yellowstone	Yellowstone	NNP
37060	3702	62	National	National	NNP
37060	3702	63	Park	Park	NNP
37060	3702	64	.	.	.
37060	3703	1	Yellowstone	Yellowstone	NNP
37060	3703	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3703	3	a	a	DT
37060	3703	4	source	source	NN
37060	3703	5	of	of	IN
37060	3703	6	much	much	JJ
37060	3703	7	fascination	fascination	NN
37060	3703	8	,	,	,
37060	3703	9	yet	yet	CC
37060	3703	10	prior	prior	RB
37060	3703	11	to	to	IN
37060	3703	12	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3703	13	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	3703	14	at	at	IN
37060	3703	15	the	the	DT
37060	3703	16	park	park	NN
37060	3703	17	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3703	18	,	,	,
37060	3703	19	a	a	DT
37060	3703	20	short	short	JJ
37060	3703	21	ramble	ramble	NN
37060	3703	22	in	in	IN
37060	3703	23	the	the	DT
37060	3703	24	roadside	roadside	JJ
37060	3703	25	brush	brush	NN
37060	3703	26	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3703	27	for	for	IN
37060	3703	28	the	the	DT
37060	3703	29	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	3703	30	of	of	IN
37060	3703	31	taking	take	VBG
37060	3703	32	a	a	DT
37060	3703	33	better	well	RBR
37060	3703	34	scenic	scenic	JJ
37060	3703	35	photograph	photograph	NN
37060	3703	36	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3703	37	led	lead	VBD
37060	3703	38	to	to	IN
37060	3703	39	the	the	DT
37060	3703	40	discovery	discovery	NN
37060	3703	41	of	of	IN
37060	3703	42	an	an	DT
37060	3703	43	entire	entire	JJ
37060	3703	44	moose	moose	NN
37060	3703	45	carcass	carcass	NN
37060	3703	46	.	.	.
37060	3704	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3704	2	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	3704	3	hoisted	hoist	VBD
37060	3704	4	the	the	DT
37060	3704	5	head	head	NN
37060	3704	6	into	into	IN
37060	3704	7	the	the	DT
37060	3704	8	air	air	NN
37060	3704	9	,	,	,
37060	3704	10	and	and	CC
37060	3704	11	positioned	position	VBD
37060	3704	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3704	13	before	before	IN
37060	3704	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3704	15	own	own	JJ
37060	3704	16	,	,	,
37060	3704	17	whereupon	whereupon	IN
37060	3704	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3704	19	mom	mom	NN
37060	3704	20	excitedly	excitedly	RB
37060	3704	21	captured	capture	VBD
37060	3704	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3704	23	lack	lack	NN
37060	3704	24	of	of	IN
37060	3704	25	respect	respect	NN
37060	3704	26	for	for	IN
37060	3704	27	the	the	DT
37060	3704	28	dead	dead	JJ
37060	3704	29	on	on	IN
37060	3704	30	film	film	NN
37060	3704	31	.	.	.
37060	3705	1	Unable	unable	JJ
37060	3705	2	to	to	TO
37060	3705	3	relinquish	relinquish	VB
37060	3705	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3705	5	antlered	antlere	VBN
37060	3705	6	scull	scull	NN
37060	3705	7	,	,	,
37060	3705	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3705	9	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3705	10	agreed	agree	VBD
37060	3705	11	to	to	TO
37060	3705	12	stow	stow	VB
37060	3705	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3705	14	in	in	IN
37060	3705	15	the	the	DT
37060	3705	16	trunk	trunk	NN
37060	3705	17	.	.	.
37060	3706	1	The	the	DT
37060	3706	2	weathered	weather	VBN
37060	3706	3	skull	skull	NN
37060	3706	4	had	have	VBD
37060	3706	5	been	be	VBN
37060	3706	6	callously	callously	RB
37060	3706	7	separated	separate	VBN
37060	3706	8	from	from	IN
37060	3706	9	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3706	10	body	body	NN
37060	3706	11	without	without	IN
37060	3706	12	last	last	JJ
37060	3706	13	rites	rite	NNS
37060	3706	14	or	or	CC
37060	3706	15	a	a	DT
37060	3706	16	solitary	solitary	JJ
37060	3706	17	tear	tear	NN
37060	3706	18	,	,	,
37060	3706	19	but	but	CC
37060	3706	20	,	,	,
37060	3706	21	driving	drive	VBG
37060	3706	22	from	from	IN
37060	3706	23	the	the	DT
37060	3706	24	area	area	NN
37060	3706	25	,	,	,
37060	3706	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3706	27	did	do	VBD
37060	3706	28	not	not	RB
37060	3706	29	really	really	RB
37060	3706	30	think	think	VB
37060	3706	31	the	the	DT
37060	3706	32	moose	moose	NN
37060	3706	33	would	would	MD
37060	3706	34	mind	mind	VB
37060	3706	35	.	.	.
37060	3707	1	The	the	DT
37060	3707	2	next	next	JJ
37060	3707	3	day	day	NN
37060	3707	4	,	,	,
37060	3707	5	after	after	IN
37060	3707	6	scouting	scout	VBG
37060	3707	7	past	past	JJ
37060	3707	8	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	3707	9	bubbling	bubbling	NN
37060	3707	10	geysers	geyser	NNS
37060	3707	11	,	,	,
37060	3707	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3707	13	bought	buy	VBD
37060	3707	14	a	a	DT
37060	3707	15	moose	moose	NN
37060	3707	16	charm	charm	NN
37060	3707	17	in	in	IN
37060	3707	18	a	a	DT
37060	3707	19	souvenir	souvenir	NN
37060	3707	20	shop	shop	NN
37060	3707	21	.	.	.
37060	3708	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3708	2	wished	wish	VBD
37060	3708	3	to	to	TO
37060	3708	4	commemorate	commemorate	VB
37060	3708	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3708	6	find	find	NN
37060	3708	7	of	of	IN
37060	3708	8	the	the	DT
37060	3708	9	previous	previous	JJ
37060	3708	10	day	day	NN
37060	3708	11	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3708	12	and	and	CC
37060	3708	13	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	3708	14	,	,	,
37060	3708	15	subconsciously	subconsciously	RB
37060	3708	16	placate	placate	VBP
37060	3708	17	the	the	DT
37060	3708	18	moose	moose	NN
37060	3708	19	's	's	POS
37060	3708	20	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	3708	21	if	if	IN
37060	3708	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3708	23	had	have	VBD
37060	3708	24	suffered	suffer	VBN
37060	3708	25	any	any	DT
37060	3708	26	ill	ill	RB
37060	3708	27	-	-	HYPH
37060	3708	28	will	will	NN
37060	3708	29	toward	toward	IN
37060	3708	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3708	31	action	action	NN
37060	3708	32	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3708	33	.	.	.
37060	3709	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3709	2	also	also	RB
37060	3709	3	decided	decide	VBD
37060	3709	4	to	to	TO
37060	3709	5	eat	eat	VB
37060	3709	6	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	3709	7	at	at	IN
37060	3709	8	that	that	DT
37060	3709	9	time	time	NN
37060	3709	10	since	since	IN
37060	3709	11	the	the	DT
37060	3709	12	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	3709	13	was	be	VBD
37060	3709	14	in	in	IN
37060	3709	15	close	close	JJ
37060	3709	16	proximity	proximity	NN
37060	3709	17	to	to	IN
37060	3709	18	the	the	DT
37060	3709	19	renowned	renowned	JJ
37060	3709	20	"	"	``
37060	3709	21	Old	old	JJ
37060	3709	22	Faithful	faithful	JJ
37060	3709	23	,	,	,
37060	3709	24	"	"	''
37060	3709	25	and	and	CC
37060	3709	26	being	be	VBG
37060	3709	27	so	so	RB
37060	3709	28	close	close	JJ
37060	3709	29	,	,	,
37060	3709	30	had	have	VBD
37060	3709	31	ample	ample	JJ
37060	3709	32	time	time	NN
37060	3709	33	to	to	TO
37060	3709	34	finish	finish	VB
37060	3709	35	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3709	36	food	food	NN
37060	3709	37	before	before	IN
37060	3709	38	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3709	39	again	again	RB
37060	3709	40	blew	blow	VBD
37060	3709	41	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3709	42	steam	steam	NN
37060	3709	43	skyward	skyward	NN
37060	3709	44	.	.	.
37060	3710	1	Lunch	lunch	NN
37060	3710	2	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	3710	3	soon	soon	RB
37060	3710	4	following	follow	VBG
37060	3710	5	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3710	6	order	order	NN
37060	3710	7	,	,	,
37060	3710	8	yet	yet	CC
37060	3710	9	time	time	NN
37060	3710	10	began	begin	VBD
37060	3710	11	to	to	TO
37060	3710	12	drift	drift	VB
37060	3710	13	away	away	RB
37060	3710	14	as	as	IN
37060	3710	15	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	3710	16	delved	delve	VBD
37060	3710	17	into	into	IN
37060	3710	18	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3710	19	mountainous	mountainous	JJ
37060	3710	20	chef	chef	NN
37060	3710	21	's	's	POS
37060	3710	22	salad	salad	NN
37060	3710	23	.	.	.
37060	3711	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3711	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3711	3	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	3711	4	that	that	IN
37060	3711	5	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3711	6	would	would	MD
37060	3711	7	miss	miss	VB
37060	3711	8	the	the	DT
37060	3711	9	eruption	eruption	NN
37060	3711	10	of	of	IN
37060	3711	11	Old	Old	NNP
37060	3711	12	Faithful	Faithful	NNP
37060	3711	13	if	if	IN
37060	3711	14	direct	direct	JJ
37060	3711	15	action	action	NN
37060	3711	16	was	be	VBD
37060	3711	17	not	not	RB
37060	3711	18	taken	take	VBN
37060	3711	19	;	;	:
37060	3711	20	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3711	21	and	and	CC
37060	3711	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3711	23	said	say	VBD
37060	3711	24	"	"	``
37060	3711	25	good	good	JJ
37060	3711	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	3711	27	bye	bye	NN
37060	3711	28	"	"	''
37060	3711	29	to	to	IN
37060	3711	30	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	3711	31	and	and	CC
37060	3711	32	dashed	dash	VBN
37060	3711	33	on	on	RP
37060	3711	34	to	to	IN
37060	3711	35	the	the	DT
37060	3711	36	extensive	extensive	JJ
37060	3711	37	patio	patio	NN
37060	3711	38	where	where	WRB
37060	3711	39	other	other	JJ
37060	3711	40	visitors	visitor	NNS
37060	3711	41	were	be	VBD
37060	3711	42	gathering	gather	VBG
37060	3711	43	.	.	.
37060	3712	1	Eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3712	2	were	be	VBD
37060	3712	3	riveted	rivet	VBN
37060	3712	4	on	on	IN
37060	3712	5	the	the	DT
37060	3712	6	strangely	strangely	RB
37060	3712	7	steaming	steam	VBG
37060	3712	8	mound	mound	NN
37060	3712	9	;	;	:
37060	3712	10	a	a	DT
37060	3712	11	few	few	JJ
37060	3712	12	men	man	NNS
37060	3712	13	checked	check	VBD
37060	3712	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3712	15	wrist	wrist	NN
37060	3712	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	3712	17	watches	watch	NNS
37060	3712	18	,	,	,
37060	3712	19	as	as	IN
37060	3712	20	if	if	IN
37060	3712	21	doubtful	doubtful	JJ
37060	3712	22	of	of	IN
37060	3712	23	the	the	DT
37060	3712	24	geyser	geyser	NN
37060	3712	25	's	's	POS
37060	3712	26	punctuality	punctuality	NN
37060	3712	27	.	.	.
37060	3713	1	No	no	DT
37060	3713	2	one	one	NN
37060	3713	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3713	4	disappointed	disappoint	VBN
37060	3713	5	.	.	.
37060	3714	1	Exactly	exactly	RB
37060	3714	2	one	one	CD
37060	3714	3	hour	hour	NN
37060	3714	4	after	after	IN
37060	3714	5	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3714	6	last	last	JJ
37060	3714	7	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	3714	8	,	,	,
37060	3714	9	a	a	DT
37060	3714	10	mad	mad	JJ
37060	3714	11	bubbling	bubbling	NN
37060	3714	12	issued	issue	VBN
37060	3714	13	from	from	IN
37060	3714	14	the	the	DT
37060	3714	15	previously	previously	RB
37060	3714	16	silent	silent	JJ
37060	3714	17	pit	pit	NN
37060	3714	18	and	and	CC
37060	3714	19	multiplied	multiply	VBD
37060	3714	20	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3714	21	violent	violent	JJ
37060	3714	22	surges	surge	NNS
37060	3714	23	until	until	IN
37060	3714	24	frothing	froth	VBG
37060	3714	25	liquid	liquid	NN
37060	3714	26	shot	shot	NN
37060	3714	27	into	into	IN
37060	3714	28	the	the	DT
37060	3714	29	sky	sky	NN
37060	3714	30	.	.	.
37060	3715	1	People	People	NNS
37060	3715	2	oohed	ooh	VBD
37060	3715	3	and	and	CC
37060	3715	4	ahhed	ahhe	VBD
37060	3715	5	and	and	CC
37060	3715	6	pointed	point	VBN
37060	3715	7	fingers	finger	NNS
37060	3715	8	.	.	.
37060	3716	1	Cameras	Cameras	NNP
37060	3716	2	clicked	click	VBD
37060	3716	3	furiously	furiously	RB
37060	3716	4	.	.	.
37060	3717	1	When	when	WRB
37060	3717	2	the	the	DT
37060	3717	3	show	show	NN
37060	3717	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3717	5	over	over	RB
37060	3717	6	,	,	,
37060	3717	7	the	the	DT
37060	3717	8	crowd	crowd	NN
37060	3717	9	disbursed	disburse	VBD
37060	3717	10	and	and	CC
37060	3717	11	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3717	12	and	and	CC
37060	3717	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3717	14	returned	return	VBD
37060	3717	15	to	to	IN
37060	3717	16	the	the	DT
37060	3717	17	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	3717	18	to	to	TO
37060	3717	19	fetch	fetch	VB
37060	3717	20	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3717	21	.	.	.
37060	3718	1	Fifteen	fifteen	CD
37060	3718	2	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	3718	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3718	4	elapsed	elapse	VBN
37060	3718	5	;	;	:
37060	3718	6	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3718	7	would	would	MD
37060	3718	8	probably	probably	RB
37060	3718	9	be	be	VB
37060	3718	10	waiting	wait	VBG
37060	3718	11	at	at	IN
37060	3718	12	an	an	DT
37060	3718	13	empty	empty	JJ
37060	3718	14	table	table	NN
37060	3718	15	,	,	,
37060	3718	16	nursing	nurse	VBG
37060	3718	17	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3718	18	glass	glass	NN
37060	3718	19	of	of	IN
37060	3718	20	water	water	NN
37060	3718	21	to	to	TO
37060	3718	22	alleviate	alleviate	VB
37060	3718	23	boredom	boredom	NN
37060	3718	24	and	and	CC
37060	3718	25	nervousness	nervousness	NN
37060	3718	26	.	.	.
37060	3719	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3719	2	turned	turn	VBD
37060	3719	3	into	into	IN
37060	3719	4	the	the	DT
37060	3719	5	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	3719	6	and	and	CC
37060	3719	7	could	could	MD
37060	3719	8	n't	not	RB
37060	3719	9	believe	believe	VB
37060	3719	10	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3719	11	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3719	12	.	.	.
37060	3720	1	There	there	EX
37060	3720	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3720	3	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3720	4	,	,	,
37060	3720	5	still	still	RB
37060	3720	6	poised	poise	VBD
37060	3720	7	over	over	IN
37060	3720	8	a	a	DT
37060	3720	9	fair	fair	JJ
37060	3720	10	amount	amount	NN
37060	3720	11	of	of	IN
37060	3720	12	salad	salad	NN
37060	3720	13	,	,	,
37060	3720	14	eating	eat	VBG
37060	3720	15	diligently	diligently	RB
37060	3720	16	;	;	:
37060	3720	17	"	"	``
37060	3720	18	the	the	DT
37060	3720	19	salad	salad	NN
37060	3720	20	would	would	MD
37060	3720	21	n't	not	RB
37060	3720	22	leave	leave	VB
37060	3720	23	,	,	,
37060	3720	24	"	"	''
37060	3720	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3720	26	thought	think	VBD
37060	3720	27	.	.	.
37060	3721	1	At	at	RB
37060	3721	2	least	least	RBS
37060	3721	3	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3721	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3721	5	n't	not	RB
37060	3721	6	bored	bore	VBN
37060	3721	7	during	during	IN
37060	3721	8	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3721	9	absence	absence	NN
37060	3721	10	.	.	.
37060	3722	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3722	2	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	3722	3	finished	finish	VBD
37060	3722	4	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3722	5	salad	salad	NN
37060	3722	6	and	and	CC
37060	3722	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3722	8	resumed	resume	VBD
37060	3722	9	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3722	10	sightseeing	sightseeing	NN
37060	3722	11	.	.	.
37060	3723	1	Yellowstone	Yellowstone	NNP
37060	3723	2	Park	Park	NNP
37060	3723	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3723	4	an	an	DT
37060	3723	5	intermingling	intermingling	NN
37060	3723	6	of	of	IN
37060	3723	7	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	3723	8	and	and	CC
37060	3723	9	oddity	oddity	NN
37060	3723	10	,	,	,
37060	3723	11	and	and	CC
37060	3723	12	as	as	IN
37060	3723	13	a	a	DT
37060	3723	14	result	result	NN
37060	3723	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3723	16	used	use	VBD
37060	3723	17	a	a	DT
37060	3723	18	fair	fair	JJ
37060	3723	19	amount	amount	NN
37060	3723	20	of	of	IN
37060	3723	21	film	film	NN
37060	3723	22	.	.	.
37060	3724	1	The	the	DT
37060	3724	2	animals	animal	NNS
37060	3724	3	,	,	,
37060	3724	4	though	though	IN
37060	3724	5	wild	wild	JJ
37060	3724	6	,	,	,
37060	3724	7	were	be	VBD
37060	3724	8	close	close	JJ
37060	3724	9	at	at	IN
37060	3724	10	hand	hand	NN
37060	3724	11	and	and	CC
37060	3724	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3724	13	was	be	VBD
37060	3724	14	able	able	JJ
37060	3724	15	to	to	TO
37060	3724	16	see	see	VB
37060	3724	17	buffalo	buffalo	NNP
37060	3724	18	and	and	CC
37060	3724	19	elk	elk	NNP
37060	3724	20	to	to	IN
37060	3724	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3724	22	fulfillment	fulfillment	NN
37060	3724	23	.	.	.
37060	3725	1	After	after	IN
37060	3725	2	two	two	CD
37060	3725	3	days	day	NNS
37060	3725	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3725	5	left	leave	VBD
37060	3725	6	the	the	DT
37060	3725	7	park	park	NN
37060	3725	8	and	and	CC
37060	3725	9	headed	head	VBD
37060	3725	10	into	into	IN
37060	3725	11	Montana	Montana	NNP
37060	3725	12	and	and	CC
37060	3725	13	Washington	Washington	NNP
37060	3725	14	,	,	,
37060	3725	15	stopping	stop	VBG
37060	3725	16	to	to	TO
37060	3725	17	see	see	VB
37060	3725	18	the	the	DT
37060	3725	19	Grand	Grand	NNP
37060	3725	20	Coulee	Coulee	NNP
37060	3725	21	Dam	Dam	NNP
37060	3725	22	for	for	IN
37060	3725	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3725	24	dad	dad	NN
37060	3725	25	's	's	POS
37060	3725	26	benefit	benefit	NN
37060	3725	27	.	.	.
37060	3726	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3726	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3726	3	not	not	RB
37060	3726	4	impressed	impressed	JJ
37060	3726	5	and	and	CC
37060	3726	6	did	do	VBD
37060	3726	7	not	not	RB
37060	3726	8	care	care	VB
37060	3726	9	to	to	TO
37060	3726	10	linger	linger	VB
37060	3726	11	over	over	IN
37060	3726	12	the	the	DT
37060	3726	13	massive	massive	JJ
37060	3726	14	system	system	NN
37060	3726	15	of	of	IN
37060	3726	16	water	water	NN
37060	3726	17	retention	retention	NN
37060	3726	18	,	,	,
37060	3726	19	yet	yet	CC
37060	3726	20	the	the	DT
37060	3726	21	trip	trip	NN
37060	3726	22	was	be	VBD
37060	3726	23	not	not	RB
37060	3726	24	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	3726	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3726	26	own	own	JJ
37060	3726	27	and	and	CC
37060	3726	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3726	29	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	3726	30	tried	try	VBD
37060	3726	31	to	to	TO
37060	3726	32	suppress	suppress	VB
37060	3726	33	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3726	34	disinterest	disinterest	NN
37060	3726	35	.	.	.
37060	3727	1	The	the	DT
37060	3727	2	following	follow	VBG
37060	3727	3	day	day	NN
37060	3727	4	proved	prove	VBD
37060	3727	5	more	more	RBR
37060	3727	6	to	to	IN
37060	3727	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3727	8	liking	liking	NN
37060	3727	9	as	as	IN
37060	3727	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3727	11	once	once	RB
37060	3727	12	again	again	RB
37060	3727	13	headed	head	VBD
37060	3727	14	into	into	IN
37060	3727	15	a	a	DT
37060	3727	16	park	park	NN
37060	3727	17	.	.	.
37060	3728	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3728	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3728	3	never	never	RB
37060	3728	4	before	before	RB
37060	3728	5	seen	see	VBN
37060	3728	6	Mt.	Mount	NNP
37060	3729	1	Rainier	Rainier	NNP
37060	3729	2	and	and	CC
37060	3729	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3729	4	truly	truly	RB
37060	3729	5	awed	awed	JJ
37060	3729	6	to	to	TO
37060	3729	7	view	view	VB
37060	3729	8	the	the	DT
37060	3729	9	spectacle	spectacle	NN
37060	3729	10	created	create	VBN
37060	3729	11	by	by	IN
37060	3729	12	the	the	DT
37060	3729	13	superior	superior	JJ
37060	3729	14	snow	snow	NN
37060	3729	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	3729	16	capped	cap	VBN
37060	3729	17	mountain	mountain	NN
37060	3729	18	.	.	.
37060	3730	1	Though	though	IN
37060	3730	2	surrounded	surround	VBN
37060	3730	3	by	by	IN
37060	3730	4	other	other	JJ
37060	3730	5	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	3730	6	and	and	CC
37060	3730	7	lushly	lushly	RB
37060	3730	8	forested	forest	VBD
37060	3730	9	valleys	valley	NNS
37060	3730	10	,	,	,
37060	3730	11	Mt.	Mount	NNP
37060	3731	1	Rainier	Rainier	NNP
37060	3731	2	dominated	dominate	VBD
37060	3731	3	one	one	PRP
37060	3731	4	's	's	POS
37060	3731	5	attention	attention	NN
37060	3731	6	like	like	IN
37060	3731	7	a	a	DT
37060	3731	8	bejeweled	bejewel	VBN
37060	3731	9	lady	lady	NN
37060	3731	10	among	among	IN
37060	3731	11	serfs	serf	NNS
37060	3731	12	.	.	.
37060	3732	1	June	June	NNP
37060	3732	2	23	23	CD
37060	3732	3	,	,	,
37060	3732	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	3732	5	...	...	.
37060	3733	1	Went	go	VBD
37060	3733	2	into	into	IN
37060	3733	3	Rainier	Rainier	NNP
37060	3733	4	.	.	.
37060	3734	1	At	at	IN
37060	3734	2	this	this	DT
37060	3734	3	one	one	CD
37060	3734	4	place	place	NN
37060	3734	5	this	this	DT
37060	3734	6	jay	jay	NN
37060	3734	7	would	would	MD
37060	3734	8	come	come	VB
37060	3734	9	down	down	RP
37060	3734	10	and	and	CC
37060	3734	11	take	take	VB
37060	3734	12	a	a	DT
37060	3734	13	peanut	peanut	NN
37060	3734	14	out	out	IN
37060	3734	15	of	of	IN
37060	3734	16	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3734	17	's	's	POS
37060	3734	18	hand	hand	NN
37060	3734	19	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3734	20	in	in	IN
37060	3734	21	mid	mid	NN
37060	3734	22	-	-	NN
37060	3734	23	air	air	NN
37060	3734	24	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3734	25	.	.	.
37060	3735	1	Went	go	VBD
37060	3735	2	to	to	IN
37060	3735	3	Paradise	Paradise	NNP
37060	3735	4	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3735	5	visitor	visitor	NNP
37060	3735	6	center	center	NNP
37060	3735	7	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3735	8	and	and	CC
37060	3735	9	hiked	hike	VBD
37060	3735	10	up	up	RP
37060	3735	11	near	near	IN
37060	3735	12	Mt.	Mount	NNP
37060	3736	1	Rainier	Rainier	NNP
37060	3736	2	.	.	.
37060	3737	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3737	2	never	never	RB
37060	3737	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3737	4	so	so	RB
37060	3737	5	good	good	JJ
37060	3737	6	in	in	IN
37060	3737	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3737	8	life	life	NN
37060	3737	9	.	.	.
37060	3738	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	3738	2	to	to	TO
37060	3738	3	walk	walk	VB
37060	3738	4	through	through	IN
37060	3738	5	snow	snow	NN
37060	3738	6	in	in	RB
37060	3738	7	around	around	IN
37060	3738	8	3	3	CD
37060	3738	9	-	-	SYM
37060	3738	10	5	5	CD
37060	3738	11	places	place	NNS
37060	3738	12	.	.	.
37060	3739	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3739	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3739	3	real	real	RB
37060	3739	4	neat	neat	JJ
37060	3739	5	.	.	.
37060	3740	1	The	the	DT
37060	3740	2	day	day	NN
37060	3740	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3740	4	the	the	DT
37060	3740	5	highlight	highlight	NN
37060	3740	6	of	of	IN
37060	3740	7	the	the	DT
37060	3740	8	entire	entire	JJ
37060	3740	9	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	3740	10	.	.	.
37060	3741	1	Separating	separate	VBG
37060	3741	2	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3741	3	from	from	IN
37060	3741	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3741	5	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3741	6	,	,	,
37060	3741	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3741	8	sped	speed	VBD
37060	3741	9	up	up	RP
37060	3741	10	the	the	DT
37060	3741	11	trail	trail	NN
37060	3741	12	,	,	,
37060	3741	13	spurred	spur	VBD
37060	3741	14	onward	onward	RB
37060	3741	15	through	through	IN
37060	3741	16	a	a	DT
37060	3741	17	boundless	boundless	JJ
37060	3741	18	source	source	NN
37060	3741	19	of	of	IN
37060	3741	20	energy	energy	NN
37060	3741	21	and	and	CC
37060	3741	22	excitement	excitement	NN
37060	3741	23	.	.	.
37060	3742	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3742	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3742	3	as	as	IN
37060	3742	4	if	if	IN
37060	3742	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3742	6	heart	heart	NN
37060	3742	7	would	would	MD
37060	3742	8	burst	burst	VB
37060	3742	9	,	,	,
37060	3742	10	for	for	IN
37060	3742	11	never	never	RB
37060	3742	12	had	have	VBD
37060	3742	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3742	14	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	3742	15	such	such	PDT
37060	3742	16	a	a	DT
37060	3742	17	profound	profound	JJ
37060	3742	18	closeness	closeness	NN
37060	3742	19	with	with	IN
37060	3742	20	nature	nature	NN
37060	3742	21	.	.	.
37060	3743	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3743	2	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	3743	3	the	the	DT
37060	3743	4	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	3743	5	,	,	,
37060	3743	6	but	but	CC
37060	3743	7	basked	bask	VBN
37060	3743	8	in	in	IN
37060	3743	9	the	the	DT
37060	3743	10	ecstasy	ecstasy	NN
37060	3743	11	which	which	WDT
37060	3743	12	swelled	swell	VBD
37060	3743	13	from	from	IN
37060	3743	14	within	within	IN
37060	3743	15	.	.	.
37060	3744	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3744	2	sense	sense	NN
37060	3744	3	of	of	IN
37060	3744	4	reality	reality	NN
37060	3744	5	had	have	VBD
37060	3744	6	heightened	heighten	VBN
37060	3744	7	and	and	CC
37060	3744	8	every	every	DT
37060	3744	9	inch	inch	NN
37060	3744	10	of	of	IN
37060	3744	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3744	12	body	body	NN
37060	3744	13	was	be	VBD
37060	3744	14	alive	alive	JJ
37060	3744	15	with	with	IN
37060	3744	16	incomparable	incomparable	JJ
37060	3744	17	sensations	sensation	NNS
37060	3744	18	.	.	.
37060	3745	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3745	2	listened	listen	VBD
37060	3745	3	to	to	IN
37060	3745	4	the	the	DT
37060	3745	5	world	world	NN
37060	3745	6	,	,	,
37060	3745	7	to	to	IN
37060	3745	8	the	the	DT
37060	3745	9	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	3745	10	tossing	toss	VBG
37060	3745	11	the	the	DT
37060	3745	12	fragrant	fragrant	JJ
37060	3745	13	pine	pine	NN
37060	3745	14	;	;	:
37060	3745	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3745	16	absorbed	absorb	VBD
37060	3745	17	every	every	DT
37060	3745	18	detail	detail	NN
37060	3745	19	and	and	CC
37060	3745	20	mourned	mourn	VBD
37060	3745	21	the	the	DT
37060	3745	22	journey	journey	NN
37060	3745	23	's	's	POS
37060	3745	24	end	end	NN
37060	3745	25	,	,	,
37060	3745	26	whereupon	whereupon	IN
37060	3745	27	the	the	DT
37060	3745	28	noise	noise	NN
37060	3745	29	and	and	CC
37060	3745	30	clutter	clutter	NN
37060	3745	31	of	of	IN
37060	3745	32	civilization	civilization	NN
37060	3745	33	would	would	MD
37060	3745	34	scour	scour	VB
37060	3745	35	away	away	RB
37060	3745	36	the	the	DT
37060	3745	37	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	3745	38	which	which	WDT
37060	3745	39	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3745	40	so	so	RB
37060	3745	41	desired	desire	VBD
37060	3745	42	to	to	IN
37060	3745	43	prolong	prolong	NNP
37060	3745	44	.	.	.
37060	3746	1	Seldom	Seldom	NNP
37060	3746	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3746	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3746	4	entranced	entrance	VBN
37060	3746	5	by	by	IN
37060	3746	6	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	3746	7	;	;	:
37060	3746	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3746	9	slowed	slow	VBD
37060	3746	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3746	11	pace	pace	NN
37060	3746	12	and	and	CC
37060	3746	13	then	then	RB
37060	3746	14	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	3746	15	to	to	TO
37060	3746	16	breathe	breathe	VB
37060	3746	17	a	a	DT
37060	3746	18	final	final	JJ
37060	3746	19	breath	breath	NN
37060	3746	20	of	of	IN
37060	3746	21	tranquility	tranquility	NN
37060	3746	22	before	before	IN
37060	3746	23	surrendering	surrender	VBG
37060	3746	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3746	25	blissful	blissful	JJ
37060	3746	26	state	state	NN
37060	3746	27	of	of	IN
37060	3746	28	mind	mind	NN
37060	3746	29	to	to	IN
37060	3746	30	the	the	DT
37060	3746	31	realm	realm	NN
37060	3746	32	of	of	IN
37060	3746	33	the	the	DT
37060	3746	34	ordinary	ordinary	JJ
37060	3746	35	.	.	.
37060	3747	1	Retracing	retrace	VBG
37060	3747	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3747	3	steps	step	NNS
37060	3747	4	,	,	,
37060	3747	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3747	6	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	3747	7	met	meet	VBD
37060	3747	8	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	3747	9	and	and	CC
37060	3747	10	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	3747	11	ascending	ascend	VBG
37060	3747	12	toward	toward	IN
37060	3747	13	the	the	DT
37060	3747	14	direction	direction	NN
37060	3747	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3747	16	had	have	VBD
37060	3747	17	climbed	climb	VBN
37060	3747	18	.	.	.
37060	3748	1	"	"	``
37060	3748	2	There	there	EX
37060	3748	3	's	be	VBZ
37060	3748	4	quite	quite	PDT
37060	3748	5	a	a	DT
37060	3748	6	bit	bit	NN
37060	3748	7	of	of	IN
37060	3748	8	snow	snow	NN
37060	3748	9	up	up	RB
37060	3748	10	there	there	RB
37060	3748	11	,	,	,
37060	3748	12	"	"	``
37060	3748	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3748	14	told	tell	VBD
37060	3748	15	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3748	16	.	.	.
37060	3749	1	Sporting	sport	VBG
37060	3749	2	only	only	RB
37060	3749	3	tennis	tennis	NN
37060	3749	4	shoes	shoe	NNS
37060	3749	5	and	and	CC
37060	3749	6	sweaters	sweater	NNS
37060	3749	7	,	,	,
37060	3749	8	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3749	9	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	3749	10	re	re	VBD
37060	3749	11	-	-	VBD
37060	3749	12	routed	route	VBD
37060	3749	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3749	14	steps	step	NNS
37060	3749	15	and	and	CC
37060	3749	16	chose	choose	VBD
37060	3749	17	a	a	DT
37060	3749	18	down	down	IN
37060	3749	19	-	-	HYPH
37060	3749	20	hill	hill	NN
37060	3749	21	trek	trek	NN
37060	3749	22	;	;	:
37060	3749	23	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3749	24	had	have	VBD
37060	3749	25	exercised	exercise	VBN
37060	3749	26	enough	enough	RB
37060	3749	27	for	for	IN
37060	3749	28	one	one	CD
37060	3749	29	day	day	NN
37060	3749	30	anyway	anyway	RB
37060	3749	31	.	.	.
37060	3750	1	The	the	DT
37060	3750	2	three	three	CD
37060	3750	3	of	of	IN
37060	3750	4	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3750	5	ambled	amble	VBD
37060	3750	6	down	down	RP
37060	3750	7	the	the	DT
37060	3750	8	mountain	mountain	NN
37060	3750	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	3750	10	side	side	NN
37060	3750	11	,	,	,
37060	3750	12	stopping	stop	VBG
37060	3750	13	once	once	RB
37060	3750	14	for	for	IN
37060	3750	15	a	a	DT
37060	3750	16	snowball	snowball	JJ
37060	3750	17	fight	fight	NN
37060	3750	18	which	which	WDT
37060	3750	19	could	could	MD
37060	3750	20	not	not	RB
37060	3750	21	be	be	VB
37060	3750	22	resisted	resist	VBN
37060	3750	23	.	.	.
37060	3751	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3751	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3751	3	amazing	amazing	JJ
37060	3751	4	how	how	WRB
37060	3751	5	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	3751	6	one	one	PRP
37060	3751	7	's	's	POS
37060	3751	8	mental	mental	JJ
37060	3751	9	state	state	NN
37060	3751	10	changed	change	VBN
37060	3751	11	with	with	IN
37060	3751	12	the	the	DT
37060	3751	13	introduction	introduction	NN
37060	3751	14	of	of	IN
37060	3751	15	various	various	JJ
37060	3751	16	sensations	sensation	NNS
37060	3751	17	or	or	CC
37060	3751	18	the	the	DT
37060	3751	19	presence	presence	NN
37060	3751	20	of	of	IN
37060	3751	21	other	other	JJ
37060	3751	22	people	people	NNS
37060	3751	23	.	.	.
37060	3752	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3752	2	previous	previous	JJ
37060	3752	3	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	3752	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3752	5	now	now	RB
37060	3752	6	only	only	RB
37060	3752	7	a	a	DT
37060	3752	8	memory	memory	NN
37060	3752	9	,	,	,
37060	3752	10	firmly	firmly	RB
37060	3752	11	implanted	implant	VBD
37060	3752	12	,	,	,
37060	3752	13	yet	yet	CC
37060	3752	14	miles	mile	NNS
37060	3752	15	from	from	IN
37060	3752	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3752	17	grasp	grasp	NN
37060	3752	18	.	.	.
37060	3753	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3753	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3753	3	a	a	DT
37060	3753	4	gem	gem	NN
37060	3753	5	,	,	,
37060	3753	6	secure	secure	JJ
37060	3753	7	in	in	IN
37060	3753	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3753	9	mind	mind	NN
37060	3753	10	,	,	,
37060	3753	11	and	and	CC
37060	3753	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3753	13	knew	know	VBD
37060	3753	14	that	that	IN
37060	3753	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3753	16	was	be	VBD
37060	3753	17	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	3753	18	wealthier	wealthy	JJR
37060	3753	19	than	than	IN
37060	3753	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3753	21	had	have	VBD
37060	3753	22	been	be	VBN
37060	3753	23	.	.	.
37060	3754	1	Two	two	CD
37060	3754	2	days	day	NNS
37060	3754	3	after	after	IN
37060	3754	4	Mt.	Mount	NNP
37060	3755	1	Rainier	Rainier	NNP
37060	3755	2	,	,	,
37060	3755	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3755	4	were	be	VBD
37060	3755	5	driving	drive	VBG
37060	3755	6	down	down	IN
37060	3755	7	the	the	DT
37060	3755	8	Oregon	Oregon	NNP
37060	3755	9	coastline	coastline	NN
37060	3755	10	.	.	.
37060	3756	1	At	at	IN
37060	3756	2	several	several	JJ
37060	3756	3	intervals	interval	NNS
37060	3756	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3756	5	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	3756	6	so	so	RB
37060	3756	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3756	8	could	could	MD
37060	3756	9	test	test	VB
37060	3756	10	the	the	DT
37060	3756	11	breakwater	breakwater	NN
37060	3756	12	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	3756	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3756	14	bare	bare	JJ
37060	3756	15	feet	foot	NNS
37060	3756	16	.	.	.
37060	3757	1	The	the	DT
37060	3757	2	shore	shore	NN
37060	3757	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3757	4	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	3757	5	,	,	,
37060	3757	6	despite	despite	IN
37060	3757	7	the	the	DT
37060	3757	8	gray	gray	JJ
37060	3757	9	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	3757	10	and	and	CC
37060	3757	11	ocean	ocean	NN
37060	3757	12	mist	mist	NN
37060	3757	13	that	that	WDT
37060	3757	14	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	3757	15	obscured	obscure	VBD
37060	3757	16	the	the	DT
37060	3757	17	farthest	farth	JJS
37060	3757	18	cliffs	cliff	NNS
37060	3757	19	from	from	IN
37060	3757	20	view	view	NN
37060	3757	21	.	.	.
37060	3758	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3758	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3758	3	to	to	TO
37060	3758	4	be	be	VB
37060	3758	5	walking	walk	VBG
37060	3758	6	in	in	IN
37060	3758	7	a	a	DT
37060	3758	8	colorless	colorless	JJ
37060	3758	9	world	world	NN
37060	3758	10	where	where	WRB
37060	3758	11	all	all	DT
37060	3758	12	things	thing	NNS
37060	3758	13	grew	grow	VBD
37060	3758	14	only	only	RB
37060	3758	15	darker	dark	JJR
37060	3758	16	or	or	CC
37060	3758	17	lighter	light	JJR
37060	3758	18	shades	shade	NNS
37060	3758	19	of	of	IN
37060	3758	20	silver	silver	NN
37060	3758	21	gray	gray	NNP
37060	3758	22	.	.	.
37060	3759	1	The	the	DT
37060	3759	2	water	water	NN
37060	3759	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3759	4	icy	icy	NN
37060	3759	5	and	and	CC
37060	3759	6	forbade	forbid	VBD
37060	3759	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3759	8	enter	enter	VB
37060	3759	9	;	;	:
37060	3759	10	even	even	RB
37060	3759	11	the	the	DT
37060	3759	12	foam	foam	NN
37060	3759	13	which	which	WDT
37060	3759	14	rushed	rush	VBD
37060	3759	15	up	up	RP
37060	3759	16	the	the	DT
37060	3759	17	sand	sand	NN
37060	3759	18	to	to	TO
37060	3759	19	enrobe	enrobe	VB
37060	3759	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3759	21	toes	toe	NNS
37060	3759	22	was	be	VBD
37060	3759	23	too	too	RB
37060	3759	24	frigid	frigid	JJ
37060	3759	25	to	to	TO
37060	3759	26	withstand	withstand	VB
37060	3759	27	,	,	,
37060	3759	28	and	and	CC
37060	3759	29	sent	send	VBD
37060	3759	30	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3759	31	sprinting	sprint	VBG
37060	3759	32	from	from	IN
37060	3759	33	the	the	DT
37060	3759	34	constant	constant	JJ
37060	3759	35	waves	wave	NNS
37060	3759	36	to	to	IN
37060	3759	37	higher	high	JJR
37060	3759	38	ground	ground	NN
37060	3759	39	.	.	.
37060	3760	1	The	the	DT
37060	3760	2	following	follow	VBG
37060	3760	3	day	day	NN
37060	3760	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3760	5	continued	continue	VBD
37060	3760	6	through	through	IN
37060	3760	7	Oregon	Oregon	NNP
37060	3760	8	to	to	IN
37060	3760	9	Crater	Crater	NNP
37060	3760	10	Lake	Lake	NNP
37060	3760	11	,	,	,
37060	3760	12	a	a	DT
37060	3760	13	magnificent	magnificent	JJ
37060	3760	14	sapphire	sapphire	NN
37060	3760	15	body	body	NN
37060	3760	16	of	of	IN
37060	3760	17	water	water	NN
37060	3760	18	which	which	WDT
37060	3760	19	left	leave	VBD
37060	3760	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3760	21	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3760	22	agape	agape	RB
37060	3760	23	;	;	:
37060	3760	24	then	then	RB
37060	3760	25	,	,	,
37060	3760	26	between	between	IN
37060	3760	27	destinations	destination	NNS
37060	3760	28	,	,	,
37060	3760	29	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3760	30	met	meet	VBD
37060	3760	31	a	a	DT
37060	3760	32	trucker	trucker	NN
37060	3760	33	who	who	WP
37060	3760	34	took	take	VBD
37060	3760	35	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3760	36	on	on	IN
37060	3760	37	one	one	CD
37060	3760	38	of	of	IN
37060	3760	39	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3760	40	lumber	lumber	NN
37060	3760	41	runs	run	VBZ
37060	3760	42	.	.	.
37060	3761	1	As	as	IN
37060	3761	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3761	3	mosied	mosie	VBD
37060	3761	4	down	down	RP
37060	3761	5	the	the	DT
37060	3761	6	long	long	JJ
37060	3761	7	state	state	NN
37060	3761	8	of	of	IN
37060	3761	9	California	California	NNP
37060	3761	10	,	,	,
37060	3761	11	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3761	12	toured	tour	VBD
37060	3761	13	a	a	DT
37060	3761	14	lumber	lumber	NN
37060	3761	15	company	company	NN
37060	3761	16	and	and	CC
37060	3761	17	then	then	RB
37060	3761	18	were	be	VBD
37060	3761	19	awed	awed	JJ
37060	3761	20	by	by	IN
37060	3761	21	the	the	DT
37060	3761	22	magnificent	magnificent	JJ
37060	3761	23	stands	stand	NNS
37060	3761	24	of	of	IN
37060	3761	25	Sequoia	Sequoia	NNP
37060	3761	26	Redwood	Redwood	NNP
37060	3761	27	trees	tree	NNS
37060	3761	28	which	which	WDT
37060	3761	29	soared	soar	VBD
37060	3761	30	above	above	IN
37060	3761	31	all	all	DT
37060	3761	32	else	else	RB
37060	3761	33	with	with	IN
37060	3761	34	an	an	DT
37060	3761	35	aura	aura	NN
37060	3761	36	of	of	IN
37060	3761	37	statuesque	statuesque	NNP
37060	3761	38	grandeur	grandeur	NNP
37060	3761	39	.	.	.
37060	3762	1	The	the	DT
37060	3762	2	giants	giant	NNS
37060	3762	3	were	be	VBD
37060	3762	4	some	some	DT
37060	3762	5	of	of	IN
37060	3762	6	the	the	DT
37060	3762	7	oldest	old	JJS
37060	3762	8	living	live	VBG
37060	3762	9	things	thing	NNS
37060	3762	10	on	on	IN
37060	3762	11	earth	earth	NN
37060	3762	12	,	,	,
37060	3762	13	and	and	CC
37060	3762	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3762	15	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3762	16	incredible	incredible	JJ
37060	3762	17	and	and	CC
37060	3762	18	obscene	obscene	JJ
37060	3762	19	that	that	IN
37060	3762	20	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	3762	21	should	should	MD
37060	3762	22	desire	desire	VB
37060	3762	23	to	to	TO
37060	3762	24	cut	cut	VB
37060	3762	25	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3762	26	down	down	RP
37060	3762	27	for	for	IN
37060	3762	28	timber	timber	NN
37060	3762	29	.	.	.
37060	3763	1	Compared	compare	VBN
37060	3763	2	to	to	IN
37060	3763	3	the	the	DT
37060	3763	4	trees	tree	NNS
37060	3763	5	,	,	,
37060	3763	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3763	7	life	life	NN
37060	3763	8	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3763	9	a	a	DT
37060	3763	10	mockery	mockery	NN
37060	3763	11	,	,	,
37060	3763	12	a	a	DT
37060	3763	13	dwarfed	dwarfed	JJ
37060	3763	14	and	and	CC
37060	3763	15	highly	highly	RB
37060	3763	16	insignificant	insignificant	JJ
37060	3763	17	thing	thing	NN
37060	3763	18	.	.	.
37060	3764	1	All	all	DT
37060	3764	2	did	do	VBD
37060	3764	3	not	not	RB
37060	3764	4	depreciate	depreciate	VB
37060	3764	5	with	with	IN
37060	3764	6	age	age	NN
37060	3764	7	.	.	.
37060	3765	1	Our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3765	2	stay	stay	NN
37060	3765	3	in	in	IN
37060	3765	4	Santa	Santa	NNP
37060	3765	5	Monica	Monica	NNP
37060	3765	6	encompassed	encompass	VBD
37060	3765	7	eight	eight	CD
37060	3765	8	nights	night	NNS
37060	3765	9	and	and	CC
37060	3765	10	as	as	IN
37060	3765	11	many	many	JJ
37060	3765	12	days	day	NNS
37060	3765	13	,	,	,
37060	3765	14	as	as	IN
37060	3765	15	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3765	16	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	3765	17	a	a	DT
37060	3765	18	variety	variety	NN
37060	3765	19	of	of	IN
37060	3765	20	sights	sight	NNS
37060	3765	21	.	.	.
37060	3766	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3766	2	stayed	stay	VBD
37060	3766	3	with	with	IN
37060	3766	4	relatives	relative	NNS
37060	3766	5	who	who	WP
37060	3766	6	knew	know	VBD
37060	3766	7	the	the	DT
37060	3766	8	area	area	NN
37060	3766	9	quite	quite	RB
37060	3766	10	well	well	RB
37060	3766	11	and	and	CC
37060	3766	12	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	3766	13	provided	provide	VBD
37060	3766	14	a	a	DT
37060	3766	15	guided	guide	VBN
37060	3766	16	tour	tour	NN
37060	3766	17	through	through	IN
37060	3766	18	some	some	DT
37060	3766	19	of	of	IN
37060	3766	20	the	the	DT
37060	3766	21	attractions	attraction	NNS
37060	3766	22	,	,	,
37060	3766	23	including	include	VBG
37060	3766	24	Universal	Universal	NNP
37060	3766	25	Studios	Studios	NNP
37060	3766	26	,	,	,
37060	3766	27	Huntington	Huntington	NNP
37060	3766	28	Gardens	Gardens	NNP
37060	3766	29	,	,	,
37060	3766	30	Will	Will	NNP
37060	3766	31	Roger	Roger	NNP
37060	3766	32	's	's	POS
37060	3766	33	Ranch	Ranch	NNP
37060	3766	34	,	,	,
37060	3766	35	and	and	CC
37060	3766	36	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	3766	37	mall	mall	NN
37060	3766	38	,	,	,
37060	3766	39	and	and	CC
37060	3766	40	of	of	IN
37060	3766	41	course	course	NN
37060	3766	42	,	,	,
37060	3766	43	Disneyland	Disneyland	NNP
37060	3766	44	.	.	.
37060	3767	1	No	no	DT
37060	3767	2	trip	trip	NN
37060	3767	3	to	to	IN
37060	3767	4	the	the	DT
37060	3767	5	west	west	NNP
37060	3767	6	coast	coast	NNP
37060	3767	7	would	would	MD
37060	3767	8	be	be	VB
37060	3767	9	complete	complete	JJ
37060	3767	10	without	without	IN
37060	3767	11	a	a	DT
37060	3767	12	jaunt	jaunt	NN
37060	3767	13	to	to	IN
37060	3767	14	the	the	DT
37060	3767	15	latter	latter	JJ
37060	3767	16	amusement	amusement	NN
37060	3767	17	park	park	NN
37060	3767	18	and	and	CC
37060	3767	19	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3767	20	made	make	VBD
37060	3767	21	ours	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3767	22	an	an	DT
37060	3767	23	all	all	DT
37060	3767	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	3767	25	day	day	NN
37060	3767	26	affair	affair	NN
37060	3767	27	.	.	.
37060	3768	1	On	on	IN
37060	3768	2	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3768	3	own	own	JJ
37060	3768	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3768	5	traveled	travel	VBD
37060	3768	6	to	to	IN
37060	3768	7	another	another	DT
37060	3768	8	amusement	amusement	NN
37060	3768	9	park	park	NN
37060	3768	10	,	,	,
37060	3768	11	Magic	Magic	NNP
37060	3768	12	Mountain	Mountain	NNP
37060	3768	13	,	,	,
37060	3768	14	which	which	WDT
37060	3768	15	boasted	boast	VBD
37060	3768	16	a	a	DT
37060	3768	17	vast	vast	JJ
37060	3768	18	array	array	NN
37060	3768	19	of	of	IN
37060	3768	20	rides	ride	NNS
37060	3768	21	better	well	RBR
37060	3768	22	suited	suited	JJ
37060	3768	23	to	to	IN
37060	3768	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3768	25	suicidal	suicidal	JJ
37060	3768	26	whims	whim	NNS
37060	3768	27	.	.	.
37060	3769	1	At	at	IN
37060	3769	2	the	the	DT
37060	3769	3	day	day	NN
37060	3769	4	's	's	POS
37060	3769	5	end	end	NN
37060	3769	6	,	,	,
37060	3769	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3769	8	dad	dad	NN
37060	3769	9	and	and	CC
37060	3769	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3769	11	had	have	VBD
37060	3769	12	been	be	VBN
37060	3769	13	whipped	whip	VBN
37060	3769	14	,	,	,
37060	3769	15	jolted	jolt	VBN
37060	3769	16	,	,	,
37060	3769	17	plunged	plunge	VBD
37060	3769	18	,	,	,
37060	3769	19	riveted	rivet	VBD
37060	3769	20	and	and	CC
37060	3769	21	lost	lose	VBD
37060	3769	22	as	as	RB
37060	3769	23	many	many	JJ
37060	3769	24	stomachs	stomach	NNS
37060	3769	25	as	as	IN
37060	3769	26	cats	cat	NNS
37060	3769	27	have	have	VBP
37060	3769	28	lives	life	NNS
37060	3769	29	to	to	TO
37060	3769	30	have	have	VB
37060	3769	31	satisfied	satisfy	VBN
37060	3769	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3769	33	boldest	bold	JJS
37060	3769	34	cravings	craving	NNS
37060	3769	35	for	for	IN
37060	3769	36	at	at	RB
37060	3769	37	least	least	JJS
37060	3769	38	a	a	DT
37060	3769	39	month	month	NN
37060	3769	40	.	.	.
37060	3770	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3770	2	,	,	,
37060	3770	3	as	as	IN
37060	3770	4	usual	usual	JJ
37060	3770	5	,	,	,
37060	3770	6	was	be	VBD
37060	3770	7	most	most	RBS
37060	3770	8	content	content	JJ
37060	3770	9	to	to	TO
37060	3770	10	sit	sit	VB
37060	3770	11	and	and	CC
37060	3770	12	watch	watch	VB
37060	3770	13	.	.	.
37060	3771	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	3771	2	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3771	3	indulged	indulge	VBN
37060	3771	4	in	in	IN
37060	3771	5	some	some	DT
37060	3771	6	of	of	IN
37060	3771	7	the	the	DT
37060	3771	8	wilder	wilder	NN
37060	3771	9	rides	ride	NNS
37060	3771	10	,	,	,
37060	3771	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3771	12	fear	fear	VBP
37060	3771	13	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3771	14	would	would	MD
37060	3771	15	have	have	VB
37060	3771	16	at	at	IN
37060	3771	17	best	good	JJS
37060	3771	18	,	,	,
37060	3771	19	suffered	suffer	VBN
37060	3771	20	from	from	IN
37060	3771	21	acute	acute	JJ
37060	3771	22	hoarseness	hoarseness	NN
37060	3771	23	and	and	CC
37060	3771	24	at	at	IN
37060	3771	25	worst	bad	JJS
37060	3771	26	,	,	,
37060	3771	27	been	be	VBN
37060	3771	28	carried	carry	VBN
37060	3771	29	from	from	IN
37060	3771	30	the	the	DT
37060	3771	31	park	park	NN
37060	3771	32	on	on	IN
37060	3771	33	a	a	DT
37060	3771	34	stretcher	stretcher	NN
37060	3771	35	.	.	.
37060	3772	1	Leaving	leave	VBG
37060	3772	2	California	California	NNP
37060	3772	3	,	,	,
37060	3772	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3772	5	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	3772	6	at	at	IN
37060	3772	7	one	one	CD
37060	3772	8	of	of	IN
37060	3772	9	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3772	10	famous	famous	JJ
37060	3772	11	"	"	``
37060	3772	12	Date	Date	NNP
37060	3772	13	Farms	Farms	NNPS
37060	3772	14	"	"	''
37060	3772	15	and	and	CC
37060	3772	16	to	to	IN
37060	3772	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3772	18	utter	utter	JJ
37060	3772	19	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	3772	20	,	,	,
37060	3772	21	saw	see	VBD
37060	3772	22	no	no	DT
37060	3772	23	date	date	NN
37060	3772	24	trees	tree	NNS
37060	3772	25	.	.	.
37060	3773	1	At	at	IN
37060	3773	2	least	least	JJS
37060	3773	3	the	the	DT
37060	3773	4	place	place	NN
37060	3773	5	did	do	VBD
37060	3773	6	not	not	RB
37060	3773	7	charge	charge	VB
37060	3773	8	admission	admission	NN
37060	3773	9	or	or	CC
37060	3773	10	try	try	VB
37060	3773	11	to	to	TO
37060	3773	12	plaster	plaster	VB
37060	3773	13	a	a	DT
37060	3773	14	revolting	revolt	VBG
37060	3773	15	bumper	bumper	NN
37060	3773	16	sticker	sticker	NN
37060	3773	17	on	on	IN
37060	3773	18	the	the	DT
37060	3773	19	car	car	NN
37060	3773	20	while	while	IN
37060	3773	21	shopping	shop	VBG
37060	3773	22	within	within	IN
37060	3773	23	the	the	DT
37060	3773	24	"	"	``
37060	3773	25	supermarket	supermarket	NN
37060	3773	26	.	.	.
37060	3773	27	"	"	''
37060	3774	1	Skirting	skirt	VBG
37060	3774	2	the	the	DT
37060	3774	3	southern	southern	JJ
37060	3774	4	route	route	NN
37060	3774	5	through	through	IN
37060	3774	6	Arizona	Arizona	NNP
37060	3774	7	on	on	IN
37060	3774	8	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3774	9	way	way	NN
37060	3774	10	home	home	RB
37060	3774	11	,	,	,
37060	3774	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3774	13	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	3774	14	the	the	DT
37060	3774	15	meaning	meaning	NN
37060	3774	16	of	of	IN
37060	3774	17	"	"	``
37060	3774	18	hot	hot	JJ
37060	3774	19	"	"	''
37060	3774	20	when	when	WRB
37060	3774	21	referring	refer	VBG
37060	3774	22	to	to	IN
37060	3774	23	weather	weather	NN
37060	3774	24	.	.	.
37060	3775	1	At	at	IN
37060	3775	2	112	112	CD
37060	3775	3	degrees	degree	NNS
37060	3775	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3775	5	was	be	VBD
37060	3775	6	extremely	extremely	RB
37060	3775	7	pleased	pleased	JJ
37060	3775	8	that	that	IN
37060	3775	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3775	10	had	have	VBD
37060	3775	11	an	an	DT
37060	3775	12	air	air	NN
37060	3775	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	3775	14	conditioned	condition	VBN
37060	3775	15	car	car	NN
37060	3775	16	;	;	:
37060	3775	17	ventures	venture	NNS
37060	3775	18	into	into	IN
37060	3775	19	the	the	DT
37060	3775	20	sunshine	sunshine	NN
37060	3775	21	were	be	VBD
37060	3775	22	like	like	IN
37060	3775	23	tiptoeing	tiptoe	VBG
37060	3775	24	through	through	IN
37060	3775	25	a	a	DT
37060	3775	26	blast	blast	NN
37060	3775	27	furnace	furnace	NN
37060	3775	28	.	.	.
37060	3776	1	Sweat	sweat	NN
37060	3776	2	dried	dry	VBN
37060	3776	3	on	on	IN
37060	3776	4	the	the	DT
37060	3776	5	face	face	NN
37060	3776	6	,	,	,
37060	3776	7	forming	form	VBG
37060	3776	8	a	a	DT
37060	3776	9	sticky	sticky	JJ
37060	3776	10	glaze	glaze	NN
37060	3776	11	with	with	IN
37060	3776	12	the	the	DT
37060	3776	13	dust	dust	NN
37060	3776	14	floating	float	VBG
37060	3776	15	on	on	IN
37060	3776	16	the	the	DT
37060	3776	17	hot	hot	JJ
37060	3776	18	air	air	NN
37060	3776	19	currents	current	NNS
37060	3776	20	.	.	.
37060	3777	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3777	2	would	would	MD
37060	3777	3	not	not	RB
37060	3777	4	have	have	VB
37060	3777	5	been	be	VBN
37060	3777	6	surprised	surprised	JJ
37060	3777	7	to	to	TO
37060	3777	8	see	see	VB
37060	3777	9	spit	spit	NN
37060	3777	10	dry	dry	JJ
37060	3777	11	before	before	IN
37060	3777	12	hitting	hit	VBG
37060	3777	13	the	the	DT
37060	3777	14	ground	ground	NN
37060	3777	15	.	.	.
37060	3778	1	Two	two	CD
37060	3778	2	days	day	NNS
37060	3778	3	into	into	IN
37060	3778	4	the	the	DT
37060	3778	5	blistering	blistering	NN
37060	3778	6	heat	heat	NN
37060	3778	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3778	8	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	3778	9	at	at	IN
37060	3778	10	White	White	NNP
37060	3778	11	Sands	Sands	NNPS
37060	3778	12	National	National	NNP
37060	3778	13	Monument	Monument	NNP
37060	3778	14	.	.	.
37060	3779	1	The	the	DT
37060	3779	2	sand	sand	NN
37060	3779	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3779	4	so	so	RB
37060	3779	5	blindingly	blindingly	RB
37060	3779	6	white	white	JJ
37060	3779	7	that	that	IN
37060	3779	8	attempts	attempt	VBZ
37060	3779	9	to	to	TO
37060	3779	10	gaze	gaze	VB
37060	3779	11	at	at	IN
37060	3779	12	the	the	DT
37060	3779	13	drifts	drift	NNS
37060	3779	14	without	without	IN
37060	3779	15	sun	sun	NN
37060	3779	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	3779	17	glasses	glass	NNS
37060	3779	18	were	be	VBD
37060	3779	19	hopeless	hopeless	JJ
37060	3779	20	endeavors	endeavor	NNS
37060	3779	21	.	.	.
37060	3780	1	On	on	IN
37060	3780	2	that	that	DT
37060	3780	3	particular	particular	JJ
37060	3780	4	day	day	NN
37060	3780	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3780	6	was	be	VBD
37060	3780	7	unable	unable	JJ
37060	3780	8	to	to	TO
37060	3780	9	walk	walk	VB
37060	3780	10	bare	bare	JJ
37060	3780	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	3780	12	foot	foot	NN
37060	3780	13	on	on	IN
37060	3780	14	the	the	DT
37060	3780	15	fine	fine	JJ
37060	3780	16	sand	sand	NN
37060	3780	17	due	due	IN
37060	3780	18	to	to	IN
37060	3780	19	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3780	20	scorching	scorch	VBG
37060	3780	21	heat	heat	NN
37060	3780	22	,	,	,
37060	3780	23	and	and	CC
37060	3780	24	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3780	25	finally	finally	RB
37060	3780	26	decided	decide	VBD
37060	3780	27	to	to	TO
37060	3780	28	duck	duck	VB
37060	3780	29	into	into	IN
37060	3780	30	the	the	DT
37060	3780	31	visitor	visitor	NN
37060	3780	32	center	center	NN
37060	3780	33	before	before	IN
37060	3780	34	shriveling	shrivel	VBG
37060	3780	35	into	into	IN
37060	3780	36	sun	sun	NN
37060	3780	37	-	-	HYPH
37060	3780	38	ripened	ripen	VBN
37060	3780	39	prunes	prune	NNS
37060	3780	40	.	.	.
37060	3781	1	The	the	DT
37060	3781	2	trip	trip	NN
37060	3781	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3781	4	nearing	near	VBG
37060	3781	5	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3781	6	end	end	NN
37060	3781	7	,	,	,
37060	3781	8	and	and	CC
37060	3781	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3781	10	looked	look	VBD
37060	3781	11	forward	forward	RB
37060	3781	12	to	to	IN
37060	3781	13	sleeping	sleep	VBG
37060	3781	14	in	in	IN
37060	3781	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3781	16	own	own	JJ
37060	3781	17	bed	bed	NN
37060	3781	18	and	and	CC
37060	3781	19	investigating	investigate	VBG
37060	3781	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3781	21	mail	mail	NN
37060	3781	22	.	.	.
37060	3782	1	Even	even	RB
37060	3782	2	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	3782	3	food	food	NN
37060	3782	4	lacked	lack	VBD
37060	3782	5	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3782	6	excitement	excitement	NN
37060	3782	7	as	as	IN
37060	3782	8	the	the	DT
37060	3782	9	days	day	NNS
37060	3782	10	progressed	progress	VBN
37060	3782	11	,	,	,
37060	3782	12	which	which	WDT
37060	3782	13	was	be	VBD
37060	3782	14	a	a	DT
37060	3782	15	definite	definite	JJ
37060	3782	16	sign	sign	NN
37060	3782	17	that	that	WDT
37060	3782	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3782	19	had	have	VBD
37060	3782	20	turned	turn	VBN
37060	3782	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3782	22	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	3782	23	toward	toward	IN
37060	3782	24	home	home	NN
37060	3782	25	.	.	.
37060	3783	1	There	there	EX
37060	3783	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3783	3	one	one	CD
37060	3783	4	notable	notable	JJ
37060	3783	5	exception	exception	NN
37060	3783	6	,	,	,
37060	3783	7	however	however	RB
37060	3783	8	.	.	.
37060	3784	1	July	July	NNP
37060	3784	2	11	11	CD
37060	3784	3	,	,	,
37060	3784	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	3784	5	...	...	.
37060	3785	1	Stayed	stay	VBN
37060	3785	2	at	at	IN
37060	3785	3	a	a	DT
37060	3785	4	real	real	JJ
37060	3785	5	neat	neat	JJ
37060	3785	6	motel	motel	NN
37060	3785	7	...	...	NFP
37060	3785	8	and	and	CC
37060	3785	9	ate	eat	VBD
37060	3785	10	at	at	IN
37060	3785	11	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3785	12	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	3785	13	.	.	.
37060	3786	1	Swam	Swam	NNP
37060	3786	2	for	for	IN
37060	3786	3	an	an	DT
37060	3786	4	hour	hour	NN
37060	3786	5	and	and	CC
37060	3786	6	half	half	NN
37060	3786	7	.	.	.
37060	3787	1	After	after	IN
37060	3787	2	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	3787	3	,	,	,
37060	3787	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3787	5	started	start	VBD
37060	3787	6	talking	talk	VBG
37060	3787	7	to	to	IN
37060	3787	8	a	a	DT
37060	3787	9	guy	guy	NN
37060	3787	10	in	in	IN
37060	3787	11	the	the	DT
37060	3787	12	pool	pool	NN
37060	3787	13	with	with	IN
37060	3787	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3787	15	.	.	.
37060	3788	1	After	after	IN
37060	3788	2	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	3788	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3788	4	saw	see	VBD
37060	3788	5	a	a	DT
37060	3788	6	drunk	drunk	JJ
37060	3788	7	guy	guy	NN
37060	3788	8	!	!	.
37060	3789	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3789	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3789	3	funny	funny	JJ
37060	3789	4	.	.	.
37060	3790	1	Then	then	RB
37060	3790	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3790	3	asked	ask	VBD
37060	3790	4	if	if	IN
37060	3790	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3790	6	wanted	want	VBD
37060	3790	7	something	something	NN
37060	3790	8	cold	cold	JJ
37060	3790	9	to	to	TO
37060	3790	10	drink	drink	VB
37060	3790	11	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3790	12	an	an	DT
37060	3790	13	RC	RC	NNP
37060	3790	14	COLA	COLA	NNP
37060	3790	15	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3790	16	.	.	.
37060	3791	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3791	2	talked	talk	VBD
37060	3791	3	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	3791	4	after	after	IN
37060	3791	5	and	and	CC
37060	3791	6	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	3791	7	made	make	VBD
37060	3791	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3791	9	come	come	VB
37060	3791	10	up	up	RP
37060	3791	11	finally	finally	RB
37060	3791	12	.	.	.
37060	3792	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	3792	2	a	a	DT
37060	3792	3	sad	sad	JJ
37060	3792	4	face	face	NN
37060	3792	5	)	)	-RRB-
37060	3792	6	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3792	7	was	be	VBD
37060	3792	8	from	from	IN
37060	3792	9	Dallas	Dallas	NNP
37060	3792	10	,	,	,
37060	3792	11	TX	TX	NNP
37060	3792	12	.	.	.
37060	3793	1	The	the	DT
37060	3793	2	evening	evening	NN
37060	3793	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3793	4	memorable	memorable	JJ
37060	3793	5	for	for	IN
37060	3793	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3793	7	mom	mom	NN
37060	3793	8	also	also	RB
37060	3793	9	,	,	,
37060	3793	10	who	who	WP
37060	3793	11	,	,	,
37060	3793	12	for	for	IN
37060	3793	13	a	a	DT
37060	3793	14	short	short	JJ
37060	3793	15	time	time	NN
37060	3793	16	observed	observe	VBD
37060	3793	17	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3793	18	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	3793	19	at	at	IN
37060	3793	20	a	a	DT
37060	3793	21	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	3793	22	distance	distance	NN
37060	3793	23	.	.	.
37060	3794	1	Since	since	IN
37060	3794	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3794	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3794	4	removed	remove	VBN
37060	3794	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3794	6	contacts	contact	NNS
37060	3794	7	for	for	IN
37060	3794	8	fear	fear	NN
37060	3794	9	of	of	IN
37060	3794	10	losing	lose	VBG
37060	3794	11	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3794	12	in	in	IN
37060	3794	13	the	the	DT
37060	3794	14	swimming	swimming	NN
37060	3794	15	pool	pool	NN
37060	3794	16	,	,	,
37060	3794	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3794	18	vision	vision	NN
37060	3794	19	was	be	VBD
37060	3794	20	rendered	render	VBN
37060	3794	21	useless	useless	JJ
37060	3794	22	with	with	IN
37060	3794	23	regard	regard	NN
37060	3794	24	to	to	IN
37060	3794	25	recognizing	recognize	VBG
37060	3794	26	faces	face	NNS
37060	3794	27	and	and	CC
37060	3794	28	perceiving	perceive	VBG
37060	3794	29	detail	detail	NN
37060	3794	30	at	at	IN
37060	3794	31	distances	distance	NNS
37060	3794	32	greater	great	JJR
37060	3794	33	than	than	IN
37060	3794	34	one	one	CD
37060	3794	35	foot	foot	NN
37060	3794	36	.	.	.
37060	3795	1	Therefore	therefore	RB
37060	3795	2	,	,	,
37060	3795	3	when	when	WRB
37060	3795	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3795	5	"	"	``
37060	3795	6	friend	friend	NN
37060	3795	7	"	"	''
37060	3795	8	excused	excuse	VBD
37060	3795	9	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3795	10	from	from	IN
37060	3795	11	the	the	DT
37060	3795	12	area	area	NN
37060	3795	13	,	,	,
37060	3795	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3795	15	sought	seek	VBD
37060	3795	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3795	17	mom	mom	NN
37060	3795	18	's	's	POS
37060	3795	19	visual	visual	JJ
37060	3795	20	acuteness	acuteness	NN
37060	3795	21	and	and	CC
37060	3795	22	asked	ask	VBD
37060	3795	23	cautiously	cautiously	RB
37060	3795	24	,	,	,
37060	3795	25	"	"	''
37060	3795	26	Mom	mom	NN
37060	3795	27	.	.	.
37060	3796	1	.	.	.
37060	3797	1	.	.	.
37060	3798	1	what	what	WP
37060	3798	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	3798	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3798	4	look	look	VB
37060	3798	5	like	like	IN
37060	3798	6	?	?	.
37060	3798	7	"	"	''
37060	3799	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3799	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3799	3	relieved	relieve	VBN
37060	3799	4	to	to	TO
37060	3799	5	discover	discover	VB
37060	3799	6	that	that	IN
37060	3799	7	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3799	8	found	find	VBD
37060	3799	9	the	the	DT
37060	3799	10	guy	guy	NN
37060	3799	11	attractive	attractive	JJ
37060	3799	12	,	,	,
37060	3799	13	and	and	CC
37060	3799	14	settled	settle	VBN
37060	3799	15	into	into	IN
37060	3799	16	a	a	DT
37060	3799	17	pool	pool	NN
37060	3799	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	3799	19	side	side	NN
37060	3799	20	chair	chair	NN
37060	3799	21	as	as	IN
37060	3799	22	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	3799	23	retired	retire	VBD
37060	3799	24	to	to	IN
37060	3799	25	the	the	DT
37060	3799	26	room	room	NN
37060	3799	27	,	,	,
37060	3799	28	noticeably	noticeably	RB
37060	3799	29	humored	humor	VBN
37060	3799	30	by	by	IN
37060	3799	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3799	32	inquiry	inquiry	NN
37060	3799	33	.	.	.
37060	3800	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	3800	2	brief	brief	JJ
37060	3800	3	encounters	encounter	NNS
37060	3800	4	augment	augment	VBD
37060	3800	5	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	3800	6	,	,	,
37060	3800	7	for	for	IN
37060	3800	8	therein	therein	RB
37060	3800	9	one	one	NN
37060	3800	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	3800	11	able	able	JJ
37060	3800	12	to	to	TO
37060	3800	13	discover	discover	VB
37060	3800	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3800	15	attractiveness	attractiveness	NN
37060	3800	16	to	to	IN
37060	3800	17	the	the	DT
37060	3800	18	opposite	opposite	JJ
37060	3800	19	sex	sex	NN
37060	3800	20	.	.	.
37060	3801	1	Ours	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3801	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3801	3	the	the	DT
37060	3801	4	type	type	NN
37060	3801	5	of	of	IN
37060	3801	6	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	3801	7	which	which	WDT
37060	3801	8	was	be	VBD
37060	3801	9	fleetingly	fleetingly	RB
37060	3801	10	romantic	romantic	JJ
37060	3801	11	,	,	,
37060	3801	12	yet	yet	CC
37060	3801	13	bereft	bereft	JJ
37060	3801	14	of	of	IN
37060	3801	15	expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	3801	16	;	;	:
37060	3801	17	each	each	DT
37060	3801	18	of	of	IN
37060	3801	19	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3801	20	knew	know	VBD
37060	3801	21	the	the	DT
37060	3801	22	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	3801	23	would	would	MD
37060	3801	24	last	last	VB
37060	3801	25	no	no	RB
37060	3801	26	more	more	JJR
37060	3801	27	than	than	IN
37060	3801	28	several	several	JJ
37060	3801	29	hours	hour	NNS
37060	3801	30	and	and	CC
37060	3801	31	end	end	VB
37060	3801	32	with	with	IN
37060	3801	33	a	a	DT
37060	3801	34	smile	smile	NN
37060	3801	35	and	and	CC
37060	3801	36	a	a	DT
37060	3801	37	reluctant	reluctant	JJ
37060	3801	38	farewell	farewell	NN
37060	3801	39	.	.	.
37060	3802	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3802	2	believe	believe	VBP
37060	3802	3	the	the	DT
37060	3802	4	intrinsic	intrinsic	JJ
37060	3802	5	briefness	briefness	NN
37060	3802	6	created	create	VBD
37060	3802	7	the	the	DT
37060	3802	8	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	3802	9	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	3802	10	,	,	,
37060	3802	11	for	for	IN
37060	3802	12	when	when	WRB
37060	3802	13	one	one	PRP
37060	3802	14	knows	know	VBZ
37060	3802	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3802	16	shall	shall	MD
37060	3802	17	never	never	RB
37060	3802	18	see	see	VB
37060	3802	19	someone	someone	NN
37060	3802	20	again	again	RB
37060	3802	21	,	,	,
37060	3802	22	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3802	23	leaves	leave	VBZ
37060	3802	24	behind	behind	IN
37060	3802	25	the	the	DT
37060	3802	26	fear	fear	NN
37060	3802	27	of	of	IN
37060	3802	28	peer	peer	NN
37060	3802	29	groups	group	NNS
37060	3802	30	and	and	CC
37060	3802	31	personality	personality	NN
37060	3802	32	changes	change	NNS
37060	3802	33	which	which	WDT
37060	3802	34	often	often	RB
37060	3802	35	accompany	accompany	VBP
37060	3802	36	a	a	DT
37060	3802	37	better	well	JJR
37060	3802	38	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	3802	39	of	of	IN
37060	3802	40	the	the	DT
37060	3802	41	other	other	JJ
37060	3802	42	.	.	.
37060	3803	1	The	the	DT
37060	3803	2	next	next	JJ
37060	3803	3	morning	morning	NN
37060	3803	4	when	when	WRB
37060	3803	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3803	6	recalled	recall	VBD
37060	3803	7	the	the	DT
37060	3803	8	previous	previous	JJ
37060	3803	9	evening	evening	NN
37060	3803	10	,	,	,
37060	3803	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3803	12	realized	realize	VBD
37060	3803	13	with	with	IN
37060	3803	14	horror	horror	NN
37060	3803	15	that	that	IN
37060	3803	16	if	if	IN
37060	3803	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3803	18	saw	see	VBD
37060	3803	19	the	the	DT
37060	3803	20	boy	boy	NN
37060	3803	21	,	,	,
37060	3803	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3803	23	would	would	MD
37060	3803	24	not	not	RB
37060	3803	25	recognize	recognize	VB
37060	3803	26	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3803	27	and	and	CC
37060	3803	28	hoped	hope	VBN
37060	3803	29	for	for	IN
37060	3803	30	a	a	DT
37060	3803	31	clean	clean	JJ
37060	3803	32	escape	escape	NN
37060	3803	33	from	from	IN
37060	3803	34	the	the	DT
37060	3803	35	motel	motel	NN
37060	3803	36	.	.	.
37060	3804	1	To	to	IN
37060	3804	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3804	3	relief	relief	NN
37060	3804	4	,	,	,
37060	3804	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3804	6	saw	see	VBD
37060	3804	7	no	no	DT
37060	3804	8	one	one	NN
37060	3804	9	who	who	WP
37060	3804	10	remotely	remotely	RB
37060	3804	11	resembled	resemble	VBD
37060	3804	12	a	a	DT
37060	3804	13	male	male	JJ
37060	3804	14	teenager	teenager	NN
37060	3804	15	,	,	,
37060	3804	16	and	and	CC
37060	3804	17	dismissed	dismiss	VBD
37060	3804	18	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3804	19	having	have	VBG
37060	3804	20	only	only	RB
37060	3804	21	faceless	faceless	JJ
37060	3804	22	memories	memory	NNS
37060	3804	23	of	of	IN
37060	3804	24	a	a	DT
37060	3804	25	pool	pool	NN
37060	3804	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	3804	27	side	side	NN
37060	3804	28	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	3804	29	and	and	CC
37060	3804	30	a	a	DT
37060	3804	31	cool	cool	JJ
37060	3804	32	RC	RC	NNP
37060	3804	33	Cola	Cola	NNP
37060	3804	34	.	.	.
37060	3805	1	The	the	DT
37060	3805	2	family	family	NN
37060	3805	3	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	3805	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3805	5	over	over	RB
37060	3805	6	after	after	IN
37060	3805	7	four	four	CD
37060	3805	8	weeks	week	NNS
37060	3805	9	,	,	,
37060	3805	10	and	and	CC
37060	3805	11	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3805	12	were	be	VBD
37060	3805	13	all	all	RB
37060	3805	14	glad	glad	JJ
37060	3805	15	to	to	TO
37060	3805	16	be	be	VB
37060	3805	17	home	home	RB
37060	3805	18	.	.	.
37060	3806	1	The	the	DT
37060	3806	2	trip	trip	NN
37060	3806	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3806	4	fun	fun	JJ
37060	3806	5	,	,	,
37060	3806	6	yet	yet	CC
37060	3806	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3806	8	served	serve	VBD
37060	3806	9	to	to	TO
37060	3806	10	strengthen	strengthen	VB
37060	3806	11	the	the	DT
37060	3806	12	heart	heart	NN
37060	3806	13	strings	string	NNS
37060	3806	14	attached	attach	VBN
37060	3806	15	to	to	IN
37060	3806	16	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3806	17	oak	oak	NN
37060	3806	18	trees	tree	NNS
37060	3806	19	and	and	CC
37060	3806	20	modest	modest	JJ
37060	3806	21	house	house	NN
37060	3806	22	,	,	,
37060	3806	23	and	and	CC
37060	3806	24	though	though	IN
37060	3806	25	familiarity	familiarity	NN
37060	3806	26	of	of	IN
37060	3806	27	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3806	28	was	be	VBD
37060	3806	29	not	not	RB
37060	3806	30	love	love	NN
37060	3806	31	,	,	,
37060	3806	32	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3806	33	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	3806	34	did	do	VBD
37060	3806	35	not	not	RB
37060	3806	36	subtract	subtract	VB
37060	3806	37	from	from	IN
37060	3806	38	love	love	NN
37060	3806	39	's	's	POS
37060	3806	40	essence	essence	NN
37060	3806	41	.	.	.
37060	3807	1	The	the	DT
37060	3807	2	remainder	remainder	NN
37060	3807	3	of	of	IN
37060	3807	4	the	the	DT
37060	3807	5	summer	summer	NN
37060	3807	6	was	be	VBD
37060	3807	7	spent	spend	VBN
37060	3807	8	in	in	IN
37060	3807	9	an	an	DT
37060	3807	10	easy	easy	JJ
37060	3807	11	,	,	,
37060	3807	12	enjoyable	enjoyable	JJ
37060	3807	13	manner	manner	NN
37060	3807	14	.	.	.
37060	3808	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3808	2	whiled	while	VBD
37060	3808	3	away	away	RB
37060	3808	4	the	the	DT
37060	3808	5	hours	hour	NNS
37060	3808	6	on	on	IN
37060	3808	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3808	8	bicycle	bicycle	NN
37060	3808	9	or	or	CC
37060	3808	10	indulged	indulge	VBN
37060	3808	11	in	in	IN
37060	3808	12	one	one	CD
37060	3808	13	of	of	IN
37060	3808	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3808	15	crafts	craft	NNS
37060	3808	16	;	;	:
37060	3808	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3808	18	met	meet	VBD
37060	3808	19	with	with	IN
37060	3808	20	friends	friend	NNS
37060	3808	21	from	from	IN
37060	3808	22	school	school	NN
37060	3808	23	,	,	,
37060	3808	24	and	and	CC
37060	3808	25	stayed	stay	VBD
37060	3808	26	at	at	IN
37060	3808	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3808	28	sister	sister	NN
37060	3808	29	's	's	POS
37060	3808	30	house	house	NN
37060	3808	31	for	for	IN
37060	3808	32	one	one	CD
37060	3808	33	week	week	NN
37060	3808	34	.	.	.
37060	3809	1	Junior	Junior	NNP
37060	3809	2	High	High	NNP
37060	3809	3	School	School	NNP
37060	3809	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3809	5	a	a	DT
37060	3809	6	memory	memory	NN
37060	3809	7	,	,	,
37060	3809	8	pasted	paste	VBN
37060	3809	9	between	between	IN
37060	3809	10	the	the	DT
37060	3809	11	pages	page	NNS
37060	3809	12	of	of	IN
37060	3809	13	a	a	DT
37060	3809	14	scrapbook	scrapbook	NN
37060	3809	15	.	.	.
37060	3810	1	Even	even	RB
37060	3810	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3810	3	unfinished	unfinished	JJ
37060	3810	4	cedar	cedar	NN
37060	3810	5	chest	chest	NN
37060	3810	6	had	have	VBD
37060	3810	7	,	,	,
37060	3810	8	by	by	IN
37060	3810	9	summer	summer	NN
37060	3810	10	's	's	POS
37060	3810	11	end	end	NN
37060	3810	12	,	,	,
37060	3810	13	found	find	VBD
37060	3810	14	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3810	15	way	way	NN
37060	3810	16	into	into	IN
37060	3810	17	the	the	DT
37060	3810	18	garage	garage	NN
37060	3810	19	attic	attic	NN
37060	3810	20	.	.	.
37060	3811	1	The	the	DT
37060	3811	2	last	last	JJ
37060	3811	3	days	day	NNS
37060	3811	4	of	of	IN
37060	3811	5	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	3811	6	melted	melt	VBN
37060	3811	7	under	under	IN
37060	3811	8	the	the	DT
37060	3811	9	hot	hot	JJ
37060	3811	10	August	August	NNP
37060	3811	11	sun	sun	NN
37060	3811	12	,	,	,
37060	3811	13	and	and	CC
37060	3811	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3811	15	began	begin	VBD
37060	3811	16	to	to	TO
37060	3811	17	wonder	wonder	VB
37060	3811	18	how	how	WRB
37060	3811	19	three	three	CD
37060	3811	20	months	month	NNS
37060	3811	21	could	could	MD
37060	3811	22	have	have	VB
37060	3811	23	escaped	escape	VBN
37060	3811	24	so	so	RB
37060	3811	25	soon	soon	RB
37060	3811	26	.	.	.
37060	3812	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3812	2	once	once	RB
37060	3812	3	again	again	RB
37060	3812	4	traveled	travel	VBD
37060	3812	5	to	to	IN
37060	3812	6	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	3812	7	Clinic	Clinic	NNP
37060	3812	8	and	and	CC
37060	3812	9	returned	return	VBN
37060	3812	10	with	with	IN
37060	3812	11	good	good	JJ
37060	3812	12	spirits	spirit	NNS
37060	3812	13	.	.	.
37060	3813	1	The	the	DT
37060	3813	2	latter	latter	JJ
37060	3813	3	part	part	NN
37060	3813	4	of	of	IN
37060	3813	5	the	the	DT
37060	3813	6	same	same	JJ
37060	3813	7	week	week	NN
37060	3813	8	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	3813	9	moved	move	VBD
37060	3813	10	to	to	IN
37060	3813	11	a	a	DT
37060	3813	12	distant	distant	JJ
37060	3813	13	Illinois	Illinois	NNP
37060	3813	14	town	town	NN
37060	3813	15	to	to	TO
37060	3813	16	accept	accept	VB
37060	3813	17	a	a	DT
37060	3813	18	position	position	NN
37060	3813	19	as	as	IN
37060	3813	20	a	a	DT
37060	3813	21	woodworking	woodworking	NN
37060	3813	22	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	3813	23	for	for	IN
37060	3813	24	ninth	ninth	JJ
37060	3813	25	grade	grade	NN
37060	3813	26	students	student	NNS
37060	3813	27	.	.	.
37060	3814	1	The	the	DT
37060	3814	2	wheel	wheel	NN
37060	3814	3	of	of	IN
37060	3814	4	change	change	NN
37060	3814	5	had	have	VBD
37060	3814	6	begun	begin	VBN
37060	3814	7	to	to	TO
37060	3814	8	turn	turn	VB
37060	3814	9	,	,	,
37060	3814	10	and	and	CC
37060	3814	11	"	"	``
37060	3814	12	home	home	NN
37060	3814	13	"	"	''
37060	3814	14	meant	mean	VBD
37060	3814	15	three	three	CD
37060	3814	16	people	people	NNS
37060	3814	17	instead	instead	RB
37060	3814	18	of	of	IN
37060	3814	19	four	four	CD
37060	3814	20	.	.	.
37060	3815	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	3815	2	137	137	CD
37060	3815	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	3815	4	19	19	CD
37060	3815	5	Tenth	Tenth	NNP
37060	3815	6	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	3815	7	CHAPTER	chapter	NN
37060	3815	8	NINETEEN	NINETEEN	NNP
37060	3815	9	Tenth	tenth	JJ
37060	3815	10	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	3815	11	There	there	EX
37060	3815	12	were	be	VBD
37060	3815	13	no	no	DT
37060	3815	14	miraculous	miraculous	JJ
37060	3815	15	suggestions	suggestion	NNS
37060	3815	16	,	,	,
37060	3815	17	books	book	NNS
37060	3815	18	,	,	,
37060	3815	19	pills	pill	NNS
37060	3815	20	or	or	CC
37060	3815	21	other	other	JJ
37060	3815	22	devices	device	NNS
37060	3815	23	which	which	WDT
37060	3815	24	could	could	MD
37060	3815	25	have	have	VB
37060	3815	26	properly	properly	RB
37060	3815	27	prepared	prepare	VBN
37060	3815	28	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3815	29	for	for	IN
37060	3815	30	the	the	DT
37060	3815	31	onset	onset	NN
37060	3815	32	of	of	IN
37060	3815	33	growing	grow	VBG
37060	3815	34	pains	pain	NNS
37060	3815	35	.	.	.
37060	3816	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3816	2	High	High	NNP
37060	3816	3	School	School	NNP
37060	3816	4	years	year	NNS
37060	3816	5	,	,	,
37060	3816	6	more	more	JJR
37060	3816	7	than	than	IN
37060	3816	8	any	any	DT
37060	3816	9	other	other	JJ
37060	3816	10	time	time	NN
37060	3816	11	in	in	IN
37060	3816	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3816	13	life	life	NN
37060	3816	14	,	,	,
37060	3816	15	proved	prove	VBD
37060	3816	16	to	to	TO
37060	3816	17	be	be	VB
37060	3816	18	the	the	DT
37060	3816	19	toughest	tough	JJS
37060	3816	20	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	3816	21	battleground	battleground	NN
37060	3816	22	.	.	.
37060	3817	1	As	as	IN
37060	3817	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3817	3	grew	grow	VBD
37060	3817	4	physically	physically	RB
37060	3817	5	,	,	,
37060	3817	6	mentally	mentally	RB
37060	3817	7	and	and	CC
37060	3817	8	socially	socially	RB
37060	3817	9	,	,	,
37060	3817	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3817	11	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	3817	12	were	be	VBD
37060	3817	13	constantly	constantly	RB
37060	3817	14	fluctuating	fluctuate	VBG
37060	3817	15	,	,	,
37060	3817	16	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	3817	17	creating	create	VBG
37060	3817	18	a	a	DT
37060	3817	19	finely	finely	RB
37060	3817	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	3817	21	honed	hone	VBN
37060	3817	22	,	,	,
37060	3817	23	razor	razor	NN
37060	3817	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	3817	25	sharp	sharp	JJ
37060	3817	26	edge	edge	NN
37060	3817	27	on	on	IN
37060	3817	28	which	which	WDT
37060	3817	29	all	all	DT
37060	3817	30	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	3817	31	was	be	VBD
37060	3817	32	carved	carve	VBN
37060	3817	33	into	into	IN
37060	3817	34	a	a	DT
37060	3817	35	deep	deep	JJ
37060	3817	36	and	and	CC
37060	3817	37	memorable	memorable	JJ
37060	3817	38	impression	impression	NN
37060	3817	39	in	in	IN
37060	3817	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3817	41	mind	mind	NN
37060	3817	42	.	.	.
37060	3818	1	Tenth	tenth	JJ
37060	3818	2	grade	grade	NN
37060	3818	3	came	come	VBD
37060	3818	4	as	as	IN
37060	3818	5	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	3818	6	of	of	IN
37060	3818	7	a	a	DT
37060	3818	8	shock	shock	NN
37060	3818	9	.	.	.
37060	3819	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3819	2	reminded	remind	VBD
37060	3819	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3819	4	of	of	IN
37060	3819	5	the	the	DT
37060	3819	6	terrors	terror	NNS
37060	3819	7	of	of	IN
37060	3819	8	seventh	seventh	JJ
37060	3819	9	grade	grade	NN
37060	3819	10	,	,	,
37060	3819	11	for	for	CC
37060	3819	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3819	13	had	have	VBD
37060	3819	14	a	a	DT
37060	3819	15	different	different	JJ
37060	3819	16	locker	locker	NN
37060	3819	17	,	,	,
37060	3819	18	an	an	DT
37060	3819	19	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	3819	20	foreign	foreign	JJ
37060	3819	21	building	building	NN
37060	3819	22	and	and	CC
37060	3819	23	a	a	DT
37060	3819	24	new	new	JJ
37060	3819	25	and	and	CC
37060	3819	26	larger	large	JJR
37060	3819	27	mass	mass	NN
37060	3819	28	of	of	IN
37060	3819	29	faces	face	NNS
37060	3819	30	to	to	TO
37060	3819	31	which	which	WDT
37060	3819	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3819	33	was	be	VBD
37060	3819	34	supposed	suppose	VBN
37060	3819	35	to	to	TO
37060	3819	36	become	become	VB
37060	3819	37	accustomed	accustomed	JJ
37060	3819	38	.	.	.
37060	3820	1	The	the	DT
37060	3820	2	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	3820	3	room	room	NN
37060	3820	4	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	3820	5	enormous	enormous	JJ
37060	3820	6	to	to	IN
37060	3820	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3820	8	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	3820	9	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	3820	10	,	,	,
37060	3820	11	and	and	CC
37060	3820	12	among	among	IN
37060	3820	13	the	the	DT
37060	3820	14	flood	flood	NN
37060	3820	15	of	of	IN
37060	3820	16	students	student	NNS
37060	3820	17	pressed	press	VBN
37060	3820	18	before	before	IN
37060	3820	19	the	the	DT
37060	3820	20	snack	snack	NN
37060	3820	21	counter	counter	NN
37060	3820	22	,	,	,
37060	3820	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3820	24	considered	consider	VBD
37060	3820	25	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3820	26	lucky	lucky	JJ
37060	3820	27	to	to	TO
37060	3820	28	have	have	VB
37060	3820	29	made	make	VBN
37060	3820	30	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3820	31	to	to	IN
37060	3820	32	the	the	DT
37060	3820	33	front	front	NN
37060	3820	34	to	to	IN
37060	3820	35	order	order	NN
37060	3820	36	.	.	.
37060	3821	1	Once	once	IN
37060	3821	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3821	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3821	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3821	5	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	3821	6	,	,	,
37060	3821	7	usually	usually	RB
37060	3821	8	a	a	DT
37060	3821	9	long	long	JJ
37060	3821	10	john	john	NNP
37060	3821	11	and	and	CC
37060	3821	12	orange	orange	NNP
37060	3821	13	drink	drink	NNP
37060	3821	14	,	,	,
37060	3821	15	in	in	IN
37060	3821	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3821	17	possession	possession	NN
37060	3821	18	,	,	,
37060	3821	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3821	20	turned	turn	VBD
37060	3821	21	reluctantly	reluctantly	RB
37060	3821	22	to	to	TO
37060	3821	23	search	search	VB
37060	3821	24	in	in	IN
37060	3821	25	desperation	desperation	NN
37060	3821	26	for	for	IN
37060	3821	27	a	a	DT
37060	3821	28	familiar	familiar	JJ
37060	3821	29	face	face	NN
37060	3821	30	with	with	IN
37060	3821	31	whom	whom	WP
37060	3821	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3821	33	could	could	MD
37060	3821	34	sit	sit	VB
37060	3821	35	and	and	CC
37060	3821	36	more	more	RBR
37060	3821	37	pleasantly	pleasantly	RB
37060	3821	38	pass	pass	VBP
37060	3821	39	the	the	DT
37060	3821	40	time	time	NN
37060	3821	41	.	.	.
37060	3822	1	If	if	IN
37060	3822	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3822	3	saw	see	VBD
37060	3822	4	no	no	DT
37060	3822	5	one	one	NN
37060	3822	6	,	,	,
37060	3822	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3822	8	would	would	MD
37060	3822	9	find	find	VB
37060	3822	10	a	a	DT
37060	3822	11	seat	seat	NN
37060	3822	12	apart	apart	RB
37060	3822	13	from	from	IN
37060	3822	14	the	the	DT
37060	3822	15	various	various	JJ
37060	3822	16	congregations	congregation	NNS
37060	3822	17	and	and	CC
37060	3822	18	open	open	VB
37060	3822	19	a	a	DT
37060	3822	20	book	book	NN
37060	3822	21	as	as	IN
37060	3822	22	if	if	IN
37060	3822	23	trying	try	VBG
37060	3822	24	to	to	TO
37060	3822	25	read	read	VB
37060	3822	26	.	.	.
37060	3823	1	While	while	IN
37060	3823	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3823	3	ingested	ingest	VBD
37060	3823	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3823	5	donuts	donut	NNS
37060	3823	6	the	the	DT
37060	3823	7	words	word	NNS
37060	3823	8	danced	dance	VBN
37060	3823	9	meaninglessly	meaninglessly	RB
37060	3823	10	across	across	IN
37060	3823	11	the	the	DT
37060	3823	12	page	page	NN
37060	3823	13	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	3823	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3823	15	unseeing	unseeing	JJ
37060	3823	16	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3823	17	;	;	:
37060	3823	18	insecurity	insecurity	NN
37060	3823	19	prevented	prevent	VBD
37060	3823	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3823	21	from	from	IN
37060	3823	22	attempting	attempt	VBG
37060	3823	23	to	to	TO
37060	3823	24	seek	seek	VB
37060	3823	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3823	26	acquaintances	acquaintance	NNS
37060	3823	27	just	just	RB
37060	3823	28	as	as	IN
37060	3823	29	pride	pride	NN
37060	3823	30	demanded	demand	VBD
37060	3823	31	that	that	IN
37060	3823	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3823	33	attention	attention	NN
37060	3823	34	be	be	VB
37060	3823	35	riveted	rivet	VBN
37060	3823	36	to	to	IN
37060	3823	37	a	a	DT
37060	3823	38	book	book	NN
37060	3823	39	.	.	.
37060	3824	1	The	the	DT
37060	3824	2	classes	class	NNS
37060	3824	3	were	be	VBD
37060	3824	4	not	not	RB
37060	3824	5	as	as	RB
37060	3824	6	distressing	distress	VBG
37060	3824	7	as	as	IN
37060	3824	8	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	3824	9	time	time	NN
37060	3824	10	,	,	,
37060	3824	11	with	with	IN
37060	3824	12	the	the	DT
37060	3824	13	possible	possible	JJ
37060	3824	14	exception	exception	NN
37060	3824	15	of	of	IN
37060	3824	16	physical	physical	JJ
37060	3824	17	education	education	NN
37060	3824	18	,	,	,
37060	3824	19	since	since	IN
37060	3824	20	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3824	21	were	be	VBD
37060	3824	22	governed	govern	VBN
37060	3824	23	by	by	IN
37060	3824	24	one	one	CD
37060	3824	25	's	's	POS
37060	3824	26	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	3824	27	rather	rather	RB
37060	3824	28	than	than	IN
37060	3824	29	oneself	oneself	PRP
37060	3824	30	and	and	CC
37060	3824	31	generally	generally	RB
37060	3824	32	did	do	VBD
37060	3824	33	not	not	RB
37060	3824	34	reflect	reflect	VB
37060	3824	35	complete	complete	JJ
37060	3824	36	anarchy	anarchy	NN
37060	3824	37	.	.	.
37060	3825	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3825	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3825	3	much	much	RB
37060	3825	4	more	more	RBR
37060	3825	5	relaxed	relaxed	JJ
37060	3825	6	in	in	IN
37060	3825	7	a	a	DT
37060	3825	8	routine	routine	JJ
37060	3825	9	setting	setting	NN
37060	3825	10	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	3825	11	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	3825	12	was	be	VBD
37060	3825	13	left	leave	VBN
37060	3825	14	to	to	TO
37060	3825	15	chance	chance	NN
37060	3825	16	;	;	:
37060	3825	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3825	18	had	have	VBD
37060	3825	19	no	no	DT
37060	3825	20	anxiety	anxiety	NN
37060	3825	21	toward	toward	IN
37060	3825	22	finding	find	VBG
37060	3825	23	a	a	DT
37060	3825	24	seat	seat	NN
37060	3825	25	,	,	,
37060	3825	26	since	since	IN
37060	3825	27	one	one	CD
37060	3825	28	's	's	POS
37060	3825	29	initial	initial	JJ
37060	3825	30	choice	choice	NN
37060	3825	31	usually	usually	RB
37060	3825	32	lasted	last	VBD
37060	3825	33	the	the	DT
37060	3825	34	entire	entire	JJ
37060	3825	35	semester	semester	NN
37060	3825	36	,	,	,
37060	3825	37	nor	nor	CC
37060	3825	38	was	be	VBD
37060	3825	39	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	3825	40	a	a	DT
37060	3825	41	worry	worry	NN
37060	3825	42	because	because	IN
37060	3825	43	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3825	44	was	be	VBD
37060	3825	45	not	not	RB
37060	3825	46	permitted	permit	VBN
37060	3825	47	after	after	IN
37060	3825	48	the	the	DT
37060	3825	49	beginning	beginning	NN
37060	3825	50	of	of	IN
37060	3825	51	class	class	NN
37060	3825	52	anyway	anyway	RB
37060	3825	53	,	,	,
37060	3825	54	and	and	CC
37060	3825	55	if	if	IN
37060	3825	56	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3825	57	failed	fail	VBD
37060	3825	58	to	to	TO
37060	3825	59	unearth	unearth	RB
37060	3825	60	rare	rare	JJ
37060	3825	61	gems	gem	NNS
37060	3825	62	of	of	IN
37060	3825	63	humor	humor	NN
37060	3825	64	,	,	,
37060	3825	65	silence	silence	NN
37060	3825	66	did	do	VBD
37060	3825	67	not	not	RB
37060	3825	68	endure	endure	VB
37060	3825	69	so	so	RB
37060	3825	70	far	far	RB
37060	3825	71	as	as	IN
37060	3825	72	to	to	TO
37060	3825	73	become	become	VB
37060	3825	74	embarrassing	embarrassing	JJ
37060	3825	75	.	.	.
37060	3826	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3826	2	disliked	dislike	VBD
37060	3826	3	negative	negative	JJ
37060	3826	4	attention	attention	NN
37060	3826	5	and	and	CC
37060	3826	6	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	3826	7	often	often	RB
37060	3826	8	neglected	neglect	VBD
37060	3826	9	to	to	TO
37060	3826	10	raise	raise	VB
37060	3826	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3826	12	hand	hand	NN
37060	3826	13	during	during	IN
37060	3826	14	class	class	NN
37060	3826	15	discussions	discussion	NNS
37060	3826	16	.	.	.
37060	3827	1	Of	of	RB
37060	3827	2	course	course	RB
37060	3827	3	,	,	,
37060	3827	4	if	if	IN
37060	3827	5	the	the	DT
37060	3827	6	truth	truth	NN
37060	3827	7	shall	shall	MD
37060	3827	8	be	be	VB
37060	3827	9	made	make	VBN
37060	3827	10	known	known	JJ
37060	3827	11	,	,	,
37060	3827	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3827	13	so	so	RB
37060	3827	14	despised	despise	VBD
37060	3827	15	directing	direct	VBG
37060	3827	16	another	another	DT
37060	3827	17	's	's	POS
37060	3827	18	gaze	gaze	NN
37060	3827	19	,	,	,
37060	3827	20	that	that	IN
37060	3827	21	virtually	virtually	RB
37060	3827	22	any	any	DT
37060	3827	23	attention	attention	NN
37060	3827	24	was	be	VBD
37060	3827	25	,	,	,
37060	3827	26	from	from	IN
37060	3827	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3827	28	point	point	NN
37060	3827	29	of	of	IN
37060	3827	30	view	view	NN
37060	3827	31	,	,	,
37060	3827	32	"	"	``
37060	3827	33	negative	negative	JJ
37060	3827	34	.	.	.
37060	3827	35	"	"	''
37060	3828	1	Therefore	therefore	RB
37060	3828	2	,	,	,
37060	3828	3	if	if	IN
37060	3828	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3828	5	raised	raise	VBD
37060	3828	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3828	7	hand	hand	NN
37060	3828	8	,	,	,
37060	3828	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3828	10	wished	wish	VBD
37060	3828	11	to	to	TO
37060	3828	12	be	be	VB
37060	3828	13	certain	certain	JJ
37060	3828	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3828	15	statement	statement	NN
37060	3828	16	was	be	VBD
37060	3828	17	correct	correct	JJ
37060	3828	18	and	and	CC
37060	3828	19	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	3828	20	went	go	VBD
37060	3828	21	as	as	RB
37060	3828	22	far	far	RB
37060	3828	23	as	as	IN
37060	3828	24	writing	write	VBG
37060	3828	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3828	26	answer	answer	NN
37060	3828	27	on	on	IN
37060	3828	28	paper	paper	NN
37060	3828	29	so	so	IN
37060	3828	30	that	that	IN
37060	3828	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3828	32	would	would	MD
37060	3828	33	not	not	RB
37060	3828	34	stumble	stumble	VB
37060	3828	35	on	on	IN
37060	3828	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3828	37	own	own	JJ
37060	3828	38	tongue	tongue	NN
37060	3828	39	,	,	,
37060	3828	40	as	as	IN
37060	3828	41	was	be	VBD
37060	3828	42	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3828	43	habit	habit	NN
37060	3828	44	in	in	IN
37060	3828	45	a	a	DT
37060	3828	46	stressful	stressful	JJ
37060	3828	47	situation	situation	NN
37060	3828	48	.	.	.
37060	3829	1	Another	another	DT
37060	3829	2	habit	habit	NN
37060	3829	3	,	,	,
37060	3829	4	however	however	RB
37060	3829	5	,	,	,
37060	3829	6	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	3829	7	impeded	impede	VBD
37060	3829	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3829	9	valiant	valiant	JJ
37060	3829	10	intentions	intention	NNS
37060	3829	11	.	.	.
37060	3830	1	That	that	IN
37060	3830	2	,	,	,
37060	3830	3	by	by	IN
37060	3830	4	name	name	NN
37060	3830	5	,	,	,
37060	3830	6	was	be	VBD
37060	3830	7	day	day	NN
37060	3830	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	3830	9	dreaming	dreaming	NN
37060	3830	10	.	.	.
37060	3831	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	3831	2	an	an	DT
37060	3831	3	innate	innate	JJ
37060	3831	4	stubbornness	stubbornness	NN
37060	3831	5	within	within	IN
37060	3831	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3831	7	,	,	,
37060	3831	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3831	9	would	would	MD
37060	3831	10	foster	foster	VB
37060	3831	11	ill	ill	RB
37060	3831	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	3831	13	will	will	NN
37060	3831	14	toward	toward	IN
37060	3831	15	subjects	subject	NNS
37060	3831	16	which	which	WDT
37060	3831	17	,	,	,
37060	3831	18	despite	despite	IN
37060	3831	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3831	20	greatest	great	JJS
37060	3831	21	effort	effort	NN
37060	3831	22	,	,	,
37060	3831	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3831	24	failed	fail	VBD
37060	3831	25	to	to	TO
37060	3831	26	grasp	grasp	VB
37060	3831	27	;	;	:
37060	3831	28	enter	enter	VB
37060	3831	29	,	,	,
37060	3831	30	day	day	NN
37060	3831	31	-	-	HYPH
37060	3831	32	dreaming	dreaming	NN
37060	3831	33	.	.	.
37060	3832	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	3832	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3832	3	the	the	DT
37060	3832	4	case	case	NN
37060	3832	5	with	with	IN
37060	3832	6	an	an	DT
37060	3832	7	"	"	``
37060	3832	8	Honors	Honors	NNP
37060	3832	9	English	English	NNP
37060	3832	10	"	"	''
37060	3832	11	class	class	NN
37060	3832	12	which	which	WDT
37060	3832	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3832	14	made	make	VBD
37060	3832	15	the	the	DT
37060	3832	16	mistake	mistake	NN
37060	3832	17	of	of	IN
37060	3832	18	accepting	accept	VBG
37060	3832	19	.	.	.
37060	3833	1	The	the	DT
37060	3833	2	class	class	NN
37060	3833	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3833	4	basically	basically	RB
37060	3833	5	the	the	DT
37060	3833	6	duplicate	duplicate	NN
37060	3833	7	of	of	IN
37060	3833	8	"	"	``
37060	3833	9	regular	regular	JJ
37060	3833	10	"	"	''
37060	3833	11	tenth	tenth	JJ
37060	3833	12	grade	grade	NN
37060	3833	13	English	English	NNP
37060	3833	14	but	but	CC
37060	3833	15	wielded	wield	VBD
37060	3833	16	a	a	DT
37060	3833	17	decidedly	decidedly	RB
37060	3833	18	tougher	tough	JJR
37060	3833	19	grading	grade	VBG
37060	3833	20	scale	scale	NN
37060	3833	21	and	and	CC
37060	3833	22	a	a	DT
37060	3833	23	faster	fast	JJR
37060	3833	24	pace	pace	NN
37060	3833	25	.	.	.
37060	3834	1	Only	only	RB
37060	3834	2	one	one	CD
37060	3834	3	of	of	IN
37060	3834	4	the	the	DT
37060	3834	5	three	three	CD
37060	3834	6	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	3834	7	who	who	WP
37060	3834	8	taught	teach	VBD
37060	3834	9	the	the	DT
37060	3834	10	over	over	RB
37060	3834	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	3834	12	sized	sized	JJ
37060	3834	13	class	class	NN
37060	3834	14	had	have	VBD
37060	3834	15	sensible	sensible	JJ
37060	3834	16	expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	3834	17	of	of	IN
37060	3834	18	the	the	DT
37060	3834	19	students	student	NNS
37060	3834	20	and	and	CC
37060	3834	21	a	a	DT
37060	3834	22	personality	personality	NN
37060	3834	23	which	which	WDT
37060	3834	24	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	3834	25	no	no	DT
37060	3834	26	favoritism	favoritism	NN
37060	3834	27	among	among	IN
37060	3834	28	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3834	29	subjects	subject	NNS
37060	3834	30	;	;	:
37060	3834	31	unfortunately	unfortunately	RB
37060	3834	32	,	,	,
37060	3834	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3834	34	was	be	VBD
37060	3834	35	lucky	lucky	JJ
37060	3834	36	enough	enough	RB
37060	3834	37	to	to	TO
37060	3834	38	study	study	VB
37060	3834	39	under	under	IN
37060	3834	40	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3834	41	guidance	guidance	NN
37060	3834	42	only	only	RB
37060	3834	43	the	the	DT
37060	3834	44	last	last	JJ
37060	3834	45	semester	semester	NN
37060	3834	46	.	.	.
37060	3835	1	The	the	DT
37060	3835	2	first	first	JJ
37060	3835	3	semester	semester	NN
37060	3835	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3835	5	fell	fall	VBD
37060	3835	6	under	under	IN
37060	3835	7	the	the	DT
37060	3835	8	instruction	instruction	NN
37060	3835	9	of	of	IN
37060	3835	10	one	one	CD
37060	3835	11	of	of	IN
37060	3835	12	the	the	DT
37060	3835	13	other	other	JJ
37060	3835	14	women	woman	NNS
37060	3835	15	;	;	:
37060	3835	16	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3835	17	was	be	VBD
37060	3835	18	single	single	JJ
37060	3835	19	,	,	,
37060	3835	20	opinionated	opinionated	JJ
37060	3835	21	and	and	CC
37060	3835	22	sharp	sharp	JJ
37060	3835	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	3835	24	tongued	tongued	JJ
37060	3835	25	,	,	,
37060	3835	26	and	and	CC
37060	3835	27	had	have	VBD
37060	3835	28	the	the	DT
37060	3835	29	habit	habit	NN
37060	3835	30	of	of	IN
37060	3835	31	dissecting	dissect	VBG
37060	3835	32	the	the	DT
37060	3835	33	least	least	JJS
37060	3835	34	complicated	complicate	VBN
37060	3835	35	story	story	NN
37060	3835	36	into	into	IN
37060	3835	37	shreds	shred	NNS
37060	3835	38	of	of	IN
37060	3835	39	symbolism	symbolism	NN
37060	3835	40	and	and	CC
37060	3835	41	hidden	hide	VBN
37060	3835	42	meaning	meaning	NN
37060	3835	43	which	which	WDT
37060	3835	44	would	would	MD
37060	3835	45	have	have	VB
37060	3835	46	amused	amuse	VBN
37060	3835	47	the	the	DT
37060	3835	48	authors	author	NNS
37060	3835	49	to	to	IN
37060	3835	50	no	no	DT
37060	3835	51	end	end	NN
37060	3835	52	had	have	VBD
37060	3835	53	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3835	54	been	be	VBN
37060	3835	55	alive	alive	JJ
37060	3835	56	to	to	TO
37060	3835	57	contest	contest	VB
37060	3835	58	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3835	59	brave	brave	JJ
37060	3835	60	statements	statement	NNS
37060	3835	61	.	.	.
37060	3836	1	The	the	DT
37060	3836	2	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	3836	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3836	4	no	no	DT
37060	3836	5	room	room	NN
37060	3836	6	for	for	IN
37060	3836	7	differing	differing	JJ
37060	3836	8	opinions	opinion	NNS
37060	3836	9	;	;	:
37060	3836	10	the	the	DT
37060	3836	11	only	only	JJ
37060	3836	12	way	way	NN
37060	3836	13	to	to	TO
37060	3836	14	succeed	succeed	VB
37060	3836	15	on	on	IN
37060	3836	16	tests	test	NNS
37060	3836	17	was	be	VBD
37060	3836	18	to	to	TO
37060	3836	19	regurgitate	regurgitate	VB
37060	3836	20	that	that	DT
37060	3836	21	which	which	WDT
37060	3836	22	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3836	23	had	have	VBD
37060	3836	24	proclaimed	proclaim	VBN
37060	3836	25	as	as	IN
37060	3836	26	having	have	VBG
37060	3836	27	relevancy	relevancy	NN
37060	3836	28	or	or	CC
37060	3836	29	truth	truth	NN
37060	3836	30	.	.	.
37060	3837	1	Reflecting	reflect	VBG
37060	3837	2	on	on	IN
37060	3837	3	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3837	4	marital	marital	JJ
37060	3837	5	status	status	NN
37060	3837	6	,	,	,
37060	3837	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3837	8	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	3837	9	understood	understand	VBD
37060	3837	10	.	.	.
37060	3838	1	Seated	seat	VBN
37060	3838	2	in	in	IN
37060	3838	3	English	English	NNP
37060	3838	4	class	class	NN
37060	3838	5	one	one	CD
37060	3838	6	day	day	NN
37060	3838	7	,	,	,
37060	3838	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3838	9	found	find	VBD
37060	3838	10	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3838	11	lured	lure	VBN
37060	3838	12	from	from	IN
37060	3838	13	the	the	DT
37060	3838	14	discussion	discussion	NN
37060	3838	15	momentarily	momentarily	RB
37060	3838	16	to	to	TO
37060	3838	17	exercise	exercise	VB
37060	3838	18	some	some	DT
37060	3838	19	uninvited	uninvited	JJ
37060	3838	20	thought	thought	NN
37060	3838	21	.	.	.
37060	3839	1	When	when	WRB
37060	3839	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3839	3	returned	return	VBD
37060	3839	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3839	5	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	3839	6	to	to	IN
37060	3839	7	the	the	DT
37060	3839	8	classroom	classroom	NN
37060	3839	9	the	the	DT
37060	3839	10	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	3839	11	was	be	VBD
37060	3839	12	looking	look	VBG
37060	3839	13	around	around	IN
37060	3839	14	the	the	DT
37060	3839	15	room	room	NN
37060	3839	16	for	for	IN
37060	3839	17	a	a	DT
37060	3839	18	volunteer	volunteer	NN
37060	3839	19	to	to	TO
37060	3839	20	answer	answer	VB
37060	3839	21	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3839	22	last	last	JJ
37060	3839	23	question	question	NN
37060	3839	24	.	.	.
37060	3840	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3840	2	decided	decide	VBD
37060	3840	3	to	to	TO
37060	3840	4	raise	raise	VB
37060	3840	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3840	6	arm	arm	NN
37060	3840	7	to	to	TO
37060	3840	8	reply	reply	VB
37060	3840	9	,	,	,
37060	3840	10	and	and	CC
37060	3840	11	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3840	12	nodded	nod	VBD
37060	3840	13	that	that	IN
37060	3840	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3840	15	should	should	MD
37060	3840	16	speak	speak	VB
37060	3840	17	.	.	.
37060	3841	1	After	after	IN
37060	3841	2	giving	give	VBG
37060	3841	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3841	4	answer	answer	NN
37060	3841	5	,	,	,
37060	3841	6	the	the	DT
37060	3841	7	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	3841	8	studied	study	VBD
37060	3841	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3841	10	indifferently	indifferently	RB
37060	3841	11	and	and	CC
37060	3841	12	remarked	remark	VBD
37060	3841	13	,	,	,
37060	3841	14	"	"	''
37060	3841	15	That	that	DT
37060	3841	16	answer	answer	NN
37060	3841	17	has	have	VBZ
37060	3841	18	already	already	RB
37060	3841	19	been	be	VBN
37060	3841	20	given	give	VBN
37060	3841	21	.	.	.
37060	3841	22	"	"	''
37060	3842	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3842	2	shifted	shift	VBD
37060	3842	3	uneasily	uneasily	RB
37060	3842	4	in	in	IN
37060	3842	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3842	6	chair	chair	NN
37060	3842	7	,	,	,
37060	3842	8	deciding	decide	VBG
37060	3842	9	to	to	TO
37060	3842	10	follow	follow	VB
37060	3842	11	the	the	DT
37060	3842	12	lesson	lesson	NN
37060	3842	13	more	more	RBR
37060	3842	14	closely	closely	RB
37060	3842	15	.	.	.
37060	3843	1	Several	several	JJ
37060	3843	2	questions	question	NNS
37060	3843	3	later	later	RB
37060	3843	4	,	,	,
37060	3843	5	another	another	DT
37060	3843	6	multiple	multiple	JJ
37060	3843	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	3843	8	answer	answer	NN
37060	3843	9	question	question	NN
37060	3843	10	was	be	VBD
37060	3843	11	presented	present	VBN
37060	3843	12	to	to	IN
37060	3843	13	the	the	DT
37060	3843	14	class	class	NN
37060	3843	15	.	.	.
37060	3844	1	Hands	hand	NNS
37060	3844	2	went	go	VBD
37060	3844	3	up	up	RP
37060	3844	4	around	around	IN
37060	3844	5	the	the	DT
37060	3844	6	room	room	NN
37060	3844	7	and	and	CC
37060	3844	8	answers	answer	NNS
37060	3844	9	rushed	rush	VBD
37060	3844	10	into	into	IN
37060	3844	11	the	the	DT
37060	3844	12	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	3844	13	's	's	POS
37060	3844	14	ears	ear	NNS
37060	3844	15	.	.	.
37060	3845	1	A	a	DT
37060	3845	2	favorite	favorite	JJ
37060	3845	3	student	student	NN
37060	3845	4	raised	raise	VBD
37060	3845	5	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3845	6	hand	hand	NN
37060	3845	7	to	to	TO
37060	3845	8	offer	offer	VB
37060	3845	9	a	a	DT
37060	3845	10	reply	reply	NN
37060	3845	11	,	,	,
37060	3845	12	and	and	CC
37060	3845	13	when	when	WRB
37060	3845	14	bidden	bidden	JJ
37060	3845	15	to	to	TO
37060	3845	16	speak	speak	VB
37060	3845	17	,	,	,
37060	3845	18	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3845	19	answer	answer	NN
37060	3845	20	was	be	VBD
37060	3845	21	a	a	DT
37060	3845	22	virtual	virtual	JJ
37060	3845	23	carbon	carbon	NN
37060	3845	24	copy	copy	NN
37060	3845	25	of	of	IN
37060	3845	26	the	the	DT
37060	3845	27	previous	previous	JJ
37060	3845	28	speaker	speaker	NN
37060	3845	29	's	's	POS
37060	3845	30	.	.	.
37060	3846	1	The	the	DT
37060	3846	2	instructor	instructor	NN
37060	3846	3	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	3846	4	at	at	IN
37060	3846	5	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3846	6	pleasantly	pleasantly	RB
37060	3846	7	.	.	.
37060	3847	1	"	"	``
37060	3847	2	That	that	DT
37060	3847	3	answer	answer	NN
37060	3847	4	has	have	VBZ
37060	3847	5	already	already	RB
37060	3847	6	been	be	VBN
37060	3847	7	mentioned	mention	VBN
37060	3847	8	,	,	,
37060	3847	9	however	however	RB
37060	3847	10	,	,	,
37060	3847	11	since	since	IN
37060	3847	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3847	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	3847	14	of	of	IN
37060	3847	15	such	such	JJ
37060	3847	16	consequence	consequence	NN
37060	3847	17	,	,	,
37060	3847	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3847	19	'm	be	VBP
37060	3847	20	glad	glad	JJ
37060	3847	21	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3847	22	repeated	repeat	VBD
37060	3847	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3847	24	.	.	.
37060	3847	25	"	"	''
37060	3848	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3848	2	stared	stare	VBD
37060	3848	3	in	in	IN
37060	3848	4	disbelief	disbelief	NN
37060	3848	5	and	and	CC
37060	3848	6	knew	know	VBD
37060	3848	7	that	that	IN
37060	3848	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3848	9	had	have	VBD
37060	3848	10	no	no	DT
37060	3848	11	hope	hope	NN
37060	3848	12	of	of	IN
37060	3848	13	winning	win	VBG
37060	3848	14	under	under	IN
37060	3848	15	conditions	condition	NNS
37060	3848	16	as	as	RB
37060	3848	17	deplorable	deplorable	JJ
37060	3848	18	as	as	IN
37060	3848	19	those	those	DT
37060	3848	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3848	21	had	have	VBD
37060	3848	22	just	just	RB
37060	3848	23	witnessed	witness	VBN
37060	3848	24	.	.	.
37060	3849	1	With	with	IN
37060	3849	2	the	the	DT
37060	3849	3	initiation	initiation	NN
37060	3849	4	into	into	IN
37060	3849	5	high	high	JJ
37060	3849	6	school	school	NN
37060	3849	7	,	,	,
37060	3849	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3849	9	decided	decide	VBD
37060	3849	10	to	to	TO
37060	3849	11	attempt	attempt	VB
37060	3849	12	a	a	DT
37060	3849	13	routine	routine	NN
37060	3849	14	as	as	IN
37060	3849	15	near	near	JJ
37060	3849	16	to	to	IN
37060	3849	17	normal	normal	JJ
37060	3849	18	as	as	IN
37060	3849	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3849	20	system	system	NN
37060	3849	21	would	would	MD
37060	3849	22	allow	allow	VB
37060	3849	23	.	.	.
37060	3850	1	The	the	DT
37060	3850	2	last	last	JJ
37060	3850	3	thing	thing	NN
37060	3850	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3850	5	desired	desire	VBD
37060	3850	6	was	be	VBD
37060	3850	7	a	a	DT
37060	3850	8	complication	complication	NN
37060	3850	9	which	which	WDT
37060	3850	10	would	would	MD
37060	3850	11	separate	separate	VB
37060	3850	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3850	13	from	from	IN
37060	3850	14	other	other	JJ
37060	3850	15	students	student	NNS
37060	3850	16	,	,	,
37060	3850	17	so	so	CC
37060	3850	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3850	19	elected	elect	VBD
37060	3850	20	to	to	TO
37060	3850	21	store	store	VB
37060	3850	22	cookies	cookie	NNS
37060	3850	23	in	in	IN
37060	3850	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3850	25	locker	locker	NN
37060	3850	26	to	to	TO
37060	3850	27	provide	provide	VB
37060	3850	28	the	the	DT
37060	3850	29	extra	extra	JJ
37060	3850	30	energy	energy	NN
37060	3850	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3850	32	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	3850	33	required	require	VBD
37060	3850	34	to	to	TO
37060	3850	35	alleviate	alleviate	VB
37060	3850	36	an	an	DT
37060	3850	37	infuriated	infuriate	VBN
37060	3850	38	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	3850	39	or	or	CC
37060	3850	40	an	an	DT
37060	3850	41	aching	ache	VBG
37060	3850	42	head	head	NN
37060	3850	43	between	between	IN
37060	3850	44	meals	meal	NNS
37060	3850	45	.	.	.
37060	3851	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3851	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	3851	3	to	to	TO
37060	3851	4	forego	forego	VB
37060	3851	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3851	6	snacks	snack	NNS
37060	3851	7	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	3851	8	,	,	,
37060	3851	9	but	but	CC
37060	3851	10	decided	decide	VBD
37060	3851	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3851	12	action	action	NN
37060	3851	13	was	be	VBD
37060	3851	14	unwise	unwise	JJ
37060	3851	15	after	after	IN
37060	3851	16	repeated	repeated	JJ
37060	3851	17	and	and	CC
37060	3851	18	quite	quite	RB
37060	3851	19	audible	audible	JJ
37060	3851	20	rumblings	rumbling	NNS
37060	3851	21	of	of	IN
37060	3851	22	ignored	ignore	VBN
37060	3851	23	hunger	hunger	NN
37060	3851	24	pangs	pang	NNS
37060	3851	25	during	during	IN
37060	3851	26	class	class	NN
37060	3851	27	.	.	.
37060	3852	1	Because	because	IN
37060	3852	2	the	the	DT
37060	3852	3	consumption	consumption	NN
37060	3852	4	of	of	IN
37060	3852	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3852	6	snack	snack	NN
37060	3852	7	would	would	MD
37060	3852	8	occasionally	occasionally	RB
37060	3852	9	swallow	swallow	VB
37060	3852	10	an	an	DT
37060	3852	11	extra	extra	JJ
37060	3852	12	minute	minute	NN
37060	3852	13	of	of	IN
37060	3852	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3852	15	time	time	NN
37060	3852	16	,	,	,
37060	3852	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3852	18	procured	procure	VBD
37060	3852	19	a	a	DT
37060	3852	20	note	note	NN
37060	3852	21	from	from	IN
37060	3852	22	the	the	DT
37060	3852	23	school	school	NN
37060	3852	24	administrator	administrator	NN
37060	3852	25	that	that	WDT
37060	3852	26	officially	officially	RB
37060	3852	27	excused	excuse	VBD
37060	3852	28	a	a	DT
37060	3852	29	late	late	JJ
37060	3852	30	entry	entry	NN
37060	3852	31	into	into	IN
37060	3852	32	class	class	NN
37060	3852	33	.	.	.
37060	3853	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3853	2	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	3853	3	needed	need	VBD
37060	3853	4	the	the	DT
37060	3853	5	note	note	NN
37060	3853	6	,	,	,
37060	3853	7	and	and	CC
37060	3853	8	the	the	DT
37060	3853	9	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	3853	10	knew	know	VBD
37060	3853	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3853	12	was	be	VBD
37060	3853	13	not	not	RB
37060	3853	14	the	the	DT
37060	3853	15	type	type	NN
37060	3853	16	to	to	TO
37060	3853	17	abuse	abuse	VB
37060	3853	18	such	such	PDT
37060	3853	19	a	a	DT
37060	3853	20	privilege	privilege	NN
37060	3853	21	;	;	:
37060	3853	22	the	the	DT
37060	3853	23	system	system	NN
37060	3853	24	worked	work	VBD
37060	3853	25	very	very	RB
37060	3853	26	well	well	RB
37060	3853	27	.	.	.
37060	3854	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3854	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3854	3	more	more	RBR
37060	3854	4	"	"	``
37060	3854	5	normal	normal	JJ
37060	3854	6	"	"	''
37060	3854	7	physically	physically	RB
37060	3854	8	than	than	IN
37060	3854	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3854	10	had	have	VBD
37060	3854	11	for	for	IN
37060	3854	12	many	many	JJ
37060	3854	13	months	month	NNS
37060	3854	14	,	,	,
37060	3854	15	and	and	CC
37060	3854	16	decided	decide	VBD
37060	3854	17	that	that	IN
37060	3854	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3854	19	should	should	MD
37060	3854	20	try	try	VB
37060	3854	21	to	to	TO
37060	3854	22	negotiate	negotiate	VB
37060	3854	23	a	a	DT
37060	3854	24	hated	hate	VBN
37060	3854	25	physical	physical	JJ
37060	3854	26	education	education	NN
37060	3854	27	class	class	NN
37060	3854	28	even	even	RB
37060	3854	29	though	though	IN
37060	3854	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3854	31	would	would	MD
37060	3854	32	not	not	RB
37060	3854	33	have	have	VB
37060	3854	34	had	have	VBN
37060	3854	35	to	to	TO
37060	3854	36	do	do	VB
37060	3854	37	so	so	RB
37060	3854	38	given	given	VB
37060	3854	39	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3854	40	health	health	NN
37060	3854	41	history	history	NN
37060	3854	42	.	.	.
37060	3855	1	Although	although	IN
37060	3855	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3855	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3855	4	tempting	tempting	JJ
37060	3855	5	to	to	TO
37060	3855	6	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	3855	7	the	the	DT
37060	3855	8	issue	issue	NN
37060	3855	9	altogether	altogether	RB
37060	3855	10	by	by	IN
37060	3855	11	procuring	procure	VBG
37060	3855	12	a	a	DT
37060	3855	13	medical	medical	JJ
37060	3855	14	excuse	excuse	NN
37060	3855	15	from	from	IN
37060	3855	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3855	17	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	3855	18	,	,	,
37060	3855	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3855	20	did	do	VBD
37060	3855	21	not	not	RB
37060	3855	22	wish	wish	VB
37060	3855	23	to	to	TO
37060	3855	24	invite	invite	VB
37060	3855	25	failure	failure	NN
37060	3855	26	through	through	IN
37060	3855	27	cowardice	cowardice	NN
37060	3855	28	on	on	IN
37060	3855	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3855	30	behalf	behalf	NN
37060	3855	31	.	.	.
37060	3856	1	Too	too	RB
37060	3856	2	often	often	RB
37060	3856	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3856	4	watched	watch	VBD
37060	3856	5	people	people	NNS
37060	3856	6	use	use	VBP
37060	3856	7	health	health	NN
37060	3856	8	problems	problem	NNS
37060	3856	9	to	to	TO
37060	3856	10	buffer	buffer	VB
37060	3856	11	a	a	DT
37060	3856	12	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	3856	13	situation	situation	NN
37060	3856	14	or	or	CC
37060	3856	15	create	create	VB
37060	3856	16	an	an	DT
37060	3856	17	unwarranted	unwarranted	JJ
37060	3856	18	advantage	advantage	NN
37060	3856	19	when	when	WRB
37060	3856	20	in	in	IN
37060	3856	21	actuality	actuality	NN
37060	3856	22	,	,	,
37060	3856	23	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3856	24	only	only	JJ
37060	3856	25	lameness	lameness	NN
37060	3856	26	was	be	VBD
37060	3856	27	the	the	DT
37060	3856	28	excuse	excuse	NN
37060	3856	29	which	which	WDT
37060	3856	30	formed	form	VBD
37060	3856	31	on	on	IN
37060	3856	32	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3856	33	lips	lip	NNS
37060	3856	34	.	.	.
37060	3857	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3857	2	progress	progress	NN
37060	3857	3	in	in	IN
37060	3857	4	physical	physical	JJ
37060	3857	5	education	education	NN
37060	3857	6	depended	depend	VBD
37060	3857	7	to	to	IN
37060	3857	8	a	a	DT
37060	3857	9	large	large	JJ
37060	3857	10	extent	extent	NN
37060	3857	11	on	on	IN
37060	3857	12	the	the	DT
37060	3857	13	progress	progress	NN
37060	3857	14	made	make	VBN
37060	3857	15	by	by	IN
37060	3857	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3857	17	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	3857	18	to	to	TO
37060	3857	19	digest	digest	VB
37060	3857	20	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3857	21	food	food	NN
37060	3857	22	.	.	.
37060	3858	1	If	if	IN
37060	3858	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3858	3	decided	decide	VBD
37060	3858	4	to	to	TO
37060	3858	5	cooperate	cooperate	VB
37060	3858	6	,	,	,
37060	3858	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3858	8	activity	activity	NN
37060	3858	9	was	be	VBD
37060	3858	10	in	in	IN
37060	3858	11	no	no	DT
37060	3858	12	way	way	NN
37060	3858	13	impeded	impede	VBN
37060	3858	14	.	.	.
37060	3859	1	However	however	RB
37060	3859	2	,	,	,
37060	3859	3	because	because	IN
37060	3859	4	of	of	IN
37060	3859	5	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3859	6	irregularity	irregularity	NN
37060	3859	7	,	,	,
37060	3859	8	such	such	JJ
37060	3859	9	cooperation	cooperation	NN
37060	3859	10	was	be	VBD
37060	3859	11	markedly	markedly	RB
37060	3859	12	infrequent	infrequent	JJ
37060	3859	13	and	and	CC
37060	3859	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3859	15	would	would	MD
37060	3859	16	often	often	RB
37060	3859	17	find	find	VB
37060	3859	18	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3859	19	uncomfortably	uncomfortably	RB
37060	3859	20	nauseous	nauseous	JJ
37060	3859	21	;	;	:
37060	3859	22	as	as	IN
37060	3859	23	the	the	DT
37060	3859	24	sports	sport	NNS
37060	3859	25	grew	grow	VBD
37060	3859	26	more	more	RBR
37060	3859	27	demanding	demanding	JJ
37060	3859	28	,	,	,
37060	3859	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3859	30	knew	know	VBD
37060	3859	31	that	that	IN
37060	3859	32	the	the	DT
37060	3859	33	class	class	NN
37060	3859	34	was	be	VBD
37060	3859	35	not	not	RB
37060	3859	36	going	go	VBG
37060	3859	37	to	to	TO
37060	3859	38	be	be	VB
37060	3859	39	acceptable	acceptable	JJ
37060	3859	40	.	.	.
37060	3860	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3860	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3860	3	of	of	IN
37060	3860	4	no	no	DT
37060	3860	5	value	value	NN
37060	3860	6	to	to	IN
37060	3860	7	the	the	DT
37060	3860	8	team	team	NN
37060	3860	9	if	if	IN
37060	3860	10	staving	stave	VBG
37060	3860	11	off	off	RP
37060	3860	12	the	the	DT
37060	3860	13	urge	urge	NN
37060	3860	14	to	to	TO
37060	3860	15	vomit	vomit	VB
37060	3860	16	,	,	,
37060	3860	17	and	and	CC
37060	3860	18	the	the	DT
37060	3860	19	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	3860	20	disbelieved	disbelieve	VBD
37060	3860	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3860	22	need	need	NN
37060	3860	23	to	to	TO
37060	3860	24	sit	sit	VB
37060	3860	25	quietly	quietly	RB
37060	3860	26	on	on	IN
37060	3860	27	the	the	DT
37060	3860	28	side	side	NN
37060	3860	29	lines	line	NNS
37060	3860	30	.	.	.
37060	3861	1	"	"	``
37060	3861	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3861	3	look	look	VBP
37060	3861	4	fine	fine	JJ
37060	3861	5	to	to	IN
37060	3861	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3861	7	,	,	,
37060	3861	8	"	"	''
37060	3861	9	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3861	10	appraisal	appraisal	NN
37060	3861	11	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3861	12	to	to	TO
37060	3861	13	say	say	VB
37060	3861	14	.	.	.
37060	3862	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3862	2	almost	almost	RB
37060	3862	3	wished	wish	VBD
37060	3862	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3862	5	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	3862	6	would	would	MD
37060	3862	7	yield	yield	VB
37060	3862	8	to	to	IN
37060	3862	9	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3862	10	sickness	sickness	NN
37060	3862	11	and	and	CC
37060	3862	12	give	give	VB
37060	3862	13	the	the	DT
37060	3862	14	doubting	doubt	VBG
37060	3862	15	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	3862	16	an	an	DT
37060	3862	17	eyeful	eyeful	NN
37060	3862	18	to	to	TO
37060	3862	19	cure	cure	VB
37060	3862	20	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3862	21	of	of	IN
37060	3862	22	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3862	23	disbelief	disbelief	NN
37060	3862	24	.	.	.
37060	3863	1	Eventually	eventually	RB
37060	3863	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3863	3	asked	ask	VBD
37060	3863	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3863	5	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	3863	6	to	to	TO
37060	3863	7	write	write	VB
37060	3863	8	a	a	DT
37060	3863	9	medical	medical	JJ
37060	3863	10	excuse	excuse	NN
37060	3863	11	for	for	IN
37060	3863	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3863	13	which	which	WDT
37060	3863	14	served	serve	VBD
37060	3863	15	to	to	TO
37060	3863	16	place	place	VB
37060	3863	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3863	18	in	in	IN
37060	3863	19	the	the	DT
37060	3863	20	library	library	NN
37060	3863	21	for	for	IN
37060	3863	22	"	"	``
37060	3863	23	study	study	NN
37060	3863	24	hall	hall	NNP
37060	3863	25	"	"	''
37060	3863	26	;	;	:
37060	3863	27	this	this	DT
37060	3863	28	arrangement	arrangement	NN
37060	3863	29	pleased	please	VBD
37060	3863	30	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3863	31	for	for	IN
37060	3863	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3863	33	was	be	VBD
37060	3863	34	then	then	RB
37060	3863	35	free	free	JJ
37060	3863	36	to	to	TO
37060	3863	37	study	study	VB
37060	3863	38	,	,	,
37060	3863	39	read	read	VB
37060	3863	40	,	,	,
37060	3863	41	or	or	CC
37060	3863	42	dream	dream	VB
37060	3863	43	as	as	IN
37060	3863	44	dictated	dictate	VBN
37060	3863	45	by	by	IN
37060	3863	46	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3863	47	mood	mood	NN
37060	3863	48	.	.	.
37060	3864	1	Physical	physical	JJ
37060	3864	2	activity	activity	NN
37060	3864	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3864	4	pursued	pursue	VBN
37060	3864	5	at	at	IN
37060	3864	6	home	home	NN
37060	3864	7	during	during	IN
37060	3864	8	periods	period	NNS
37060	3864	9	of	of	IN
37060	3864	10	good	good	JJ
37060	3864	11	health	health	NN
37060	3864	12	;	;	:
37060	3864	13	this	this	DT
37060	3864	14	was	be	VBD
37060	3864	15	no	no	DT
37060	3864	16	awkward	awkward	JJ
37060	3864	17	adjustment	adjustment	NN
37060	3864	18	since	since	IN
37060	3864	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3864	20	desired	desire	VBD
37060	3864	21	to	to	TO
37060	3864	22	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	3864	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3864	24	fitness	fitness	NN
37060	3864	25	,	,	,
37060	3864	26	and	and	CC
37060	3864	27	when	when	WRB
37060	3864	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3864	29	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3864	30	well	well	JJ
37060	3864	31	,	,	,
37060	3864	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3864	33	did	do	VBD
37060	3864	34	not	not	RB
37060	3864	35	spend	spend	VB
37060	3864	36	time	time	NN
37060	3864	37	slumped	slump	VBD
37060	3864	38	sluggishly	sluggishly	RB
37060	3864	39	in	in	IN
37060	3864	40	a	a	DT
37060	3864	41	chair	chair	NN
37060	3864	42	.	.	.
37060	3865	1	Seated	seat	VBN
37060	3865	2	in	in	IN
37060	3865	3	the	the	DT
37060	3865	4	library	library	NN
37060	3865	5	,	,	,
37060	3865	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3865	7	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	3865	8	gratefully	gratefully	RB
37060	3865	9	that	that	IN
37060	3865	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3865	11	had	have	VBD
37060	3865	12	not	not	RB
37060	3865	13	taken	take	VBN
37060	3865	14	any	any	DT
37060	3865	15	drastic	drastic	JJ
37060	3865	16	measures	measure	NNS
37060	3865	17	before	before	IN
37060	3865	18	securing	secure	VBG
37060	3865	19	the	the	DT
37060	3865	20	written	written	JJ
37060	3865	21	excuse	excuse	NN
37060	3865	22	;	;	:
37060	3865	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3865	24	also	also	RB
37060	3865	25	knew	know	VBD
37060	3865	26	that	that	IN
37060	3865	27	,	,	,
37060	3865	28	since	since	IN
37060	3865	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3865	30	was	be	VBD
37060	3865	31	no	no	DT
37060	3865	32	tyrant	tyrant	NN
37060	3865	33	,	,	,
37060	3865	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3865	35	probably	probably	RB
37060	3865	36	could	could	MD
37060	3865	37	not	not	RB
37060	3865	38	have	have	VB
37060	3865	39	given	give	VBN
37060	3865	40	such	such	PDT
37060	3865	41	a	a	DT
37060	3865	42	gruesome	gruesome	JJ
37060	3865	43	display	display	NN
37060	3865	44	even	even	RB
37060	3865	45	if	if	IN
37060	3865	46	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3865	47	had	have	VBD
37060	3865	48	been	be	VBN
37060	3865	49	a	a	DT
37060	3865	50	foremost	foremost	JJ
37060	3865	51	desire	desire	NN
37060	3865	52	.	.	.
37060	3866	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	3866	2	140	140	CD
37060	3866	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	3866	4	20	20	CD
37060	3866	5	Eleventh	Eleventh	NNP
37060	3866	6	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	3866	7	"	"	''
37060	3866	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3866	9	was	be	VBD
37060	3866	10	always	always	RB
37060	3866	11	reminded	remind	VBN
37060	3866	12	of	of	IN
37060	3866	13	a	a	DT
37060	3866	14	tea	tea	NN
37060	3866	15	kettle	kettle	NN
37060	3866	16	filled	fill	VBN
37060	3866	17	with	with	IN
37060	3866	18	boiling	boiling	NN
37060	3866	19	water	water	NN
37060	3866	20	which	which	WDT
37060	3866	21	had	have	VBD
37060	3866	22	to	to	TO
37060	3866	23	let	let	VB
37060	3866	24	off	off	RP
37060	3866	25	steam	steam	NN
37060	3866	26	or	or	CC
37060	3866	27	explode	explode	VB
37060	3866	28	;	;	:
37060	3866	29	had	have	VBD
37060	3866	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3866	31	been	be	VBN
37060	3866	32	unable	unable	JJ
37060	3866	33	to	to	TO
37060	3866	34	"	"	``
37060	3866	35	blow	blow	VB
37060	3866	36	-	-	HYPH
37060	3866	37	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3866	38	-	-	HYPH
37060	3866	39	out	out	RP
37060	3866	40	,	,	,
37060	3866	41	"	"	''
37060	3866	42	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3866	43	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	3866	44	would	would	MD
37060	3866	45	have	have	VB
37060	3866	46	strained	strain	VBN
37060	3866	47	violently	violently	RB
37060	3866	48	against	against	IN
37060	3866	49	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3866	50	being	being	NN
37060	3866	51	,	,	,
37060	3866	52	and	and	CC
37060	3866	53	while	while	IN
37060	3866	54	a	a	DT
37060	3866	55	shattered	shattered	JJ
37060	3866	56	teapot	teapot	NN
37060	3866	57	could	could	MD
37060	3866	58	be	be	VB
37060	3866	59	replaced	replace	VBN
37060	3866	60	,	,	,
37060	3866	61	sanity	sanity	NN
37060	3866	62	was	be	VBD
37060	3866	63	less	less	RBR
37060	3866	64	easily	easily	RB
37060	3866	65	restored	restore	VBN
37060	3866	66	.	.	.
37060	3866	67	"	"	''
37060	3867	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	3867	2	TWENTY	TWENTY	NNP
37060	3867	3	Eleventh	Eleventh	NNP
37060	3867	4	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	3867	5	Adolescence	Adolescence	NNP
37060	3867	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	3867	7	an	an	DT
37060	3867	8	explosive	explosive	JJ
37060	3867	9	age	age	NN
37060	3867	10	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	3867	11	change	change	NN
37060	3867	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	3867	13	an	an	DT
37060	3867	14	intrinsic	intrinsic	JJ
37060	3867	15	factor	factor	NN
37060	3867	16	.	.	.
37060	3868	1	One	one	CD
37060	3868	2	begins	begin	VBZ
37060	3868	3	to	to	TO
37060	3868	4	weigh	weigh	VB
37060	3868	5	the	the	DT
37060	3868	6	significance	significance	NN
37060	3868	7	of	of	IN
37060	3868	8	specific	specific	JJ
37060	3868	9	values	value	NNS
37060	3868	10	in	in	IN
37060	3868	11	an	an	DT
37060	3868	12	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	3868	13	to	to	TO
37060	3868	14	discover	discover	VB
37060	3868	15	which	which	WDT
37060	3868	16	values	value	NNS
37060	3868	17	shall	shall	MD
37060	3868	18	be	be	VB
37060	3868	19	given	give	VBN
37060	3868	20	foremost	foremost	JJ
37060	3868	21	importance	importance	NN
37060	3868	22	in	in	IN
37060	3868	23	life	life	NN
37060	3868	24	.	.	.
37060	3869	1	There	there	EX
37060	3869	2	are	be	VBP
37060	3869	3	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	3869	4	trials	trial	NNS
37060	3869	5	and	and	CC
37060	3869	6	errors	error	NNS
37060	3869	7	,	,	,
37060	3869	8	and	and	CC
37060	3869	9	many	many	JJ
37060	3869	10	lessons	lesson	NNS
37060	3869	11	are	be	VBP
37060	3869	12	learned	learn	VBN
37060	3869	13	through	through	IN
37060	3869	14	failure	failure	NN
37060	3869	15	or	or	CC
37060	3869	16	fear	fear	NN
37060	3869	17	.	.	.
37060	3870	1	An	an	DT
37060	3870	2	elder	elder	NN
37060	3870	3	's	's	POS
37060	3870	4	words	word	NNS
37060	3870	5	of	of	IN
37060	3870	6	wisdom	wisdom	NN
37060	3870	7	are	be	VBP
37060	3870	8	not	not	RB
37060	3870	9	always	always	RB
37060	3870	10	sufficient	sufficient	JJ
37060	3870	11	to	to	TO
37060	3870	12	curb	curb	VB
37060	3870	13	the	the	DT
37060	3870	14	pangs	pang	NNS
37060	3870	15	of	of	IN
37060	3870	16	rebellion	rebellion	NN
37060	3870	17	;	;	:
37060	3870	18	the	the	DT
37060	3870	19	youth	youth	NN
37060	3870	20	wishes	wish	VBZ
37060	3870	21	to	to	TO
37060	3870	22	use	use	VB
37060	3870	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3870	24	own	own	JJ
37060	3870	25	mind	mind	NN
37060	3870	26	to	to	TO
37060	3870	27	dictate	dictate	VB
37060	3870	28	that	that	IN
37060	3870	29	which	which	WDT
37060	3870	30	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3870	31	shall	shall	MD
37060	3870	32	experience	experience	VB
37060	3870	33	rather	rather	RB
37060	3870	34	than	than	IN
37060	3870	35	to	to	TO
37060	3870	36	live	live	VB
37060	3870	37	through	through	IN
37060	3870	38	the	the	DT
37060	3870	39	vision	vision	NN
37060	3870	40	of	of	IN
37060	3870	41	greater	great	JJR
37060	3870	42	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	3870	43	.	.	.
37060	3871	1	With	with	IN
37060	3871	2	the	the	DT
37060	3871	3	onset	onset	NN
37060	3871	4	of	of	IN
37060	3871	5	11th	11th	JJ
37060	3871	6	grade	grade	NN
37060	3871	7	,	,	,
37060	3871	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3871	9	had	have	VBD
37060	3871	10	gained	gain	VBN
37060	3871	11	enough	enough	JJ
37060	3871	12	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	3871	13	to	to	TO
37060	3871	14	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	3871	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3871	16	version	version	NN
37060	3871	17	of	of	IN
37060	3871	18	parental	parental	JJ
37060	3871	19	rebellion	rebellion	NN
37060	3871	20	which	which	WDT
37060	3871	21	,	,	,
37060	3871	22	compared	compare	VBN
37060	3871	23	to	to	IN
37060	3871	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3871	25	characteristic	characteristic	JJ
37060	3871	26	desire	desire	NN
37060	3871	27	to	to	TO
37060	3871	28	please	please	VB
37060	3871	29	and	and	CC
37060	3871	30	meld	meld	VB
37060	3871	31	,	,	,
37060	3871	32	baffled	baffle	VBN
37060	3871	33	and	and	CC
37060	3871	34	then	then	RB
37060	3871	35	concerned	concern	VBD
37060	3871	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3871	37	mom	mom	NN
37060	3871	38	and	and	CC
37060	3871	39	dad	dad	NN
37060	3871	40	.	.	.
37060	3872	1	Disputes	dispute	NNS
37060	3872	2	generally	generally	RB
37060	3872	3	centered	center	VBD
37060	3872	4	on	on	IN
37060	3872	5	minor	minor	JJ
37060	3872	6	details	detail	NNS
37060	3872	7	such	such	JJ
37060	3872	8	as	as	IN
37060	3872	9	curfew	curfew	NN
37060	3872	10	,	,	,
37060	3872	11	yet	yet	CC
37060	3872	12	progressed	progress	VBN
37060	3872	13	to	to	TO
37060	3872	14	include	include	VB
37060	3872	15	whose	whose	WP$
37060	3872	16	company	company	NN
37060	3872	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3872	18	could	could	MD
37060	3872	19	keep	keep	VB
37060	3872	20	and	and	CC
37060	3872	21	which	which	WDT
37060	3872	22	events	event	NNS
37060	3872	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3872	24	could	could	MD
37060	3872	25	attend	attend	VB
37060	3872	26	.	.	.
37060	3873	1	For	for	IN
37060	3873	2	the	the	DT
37060	3873	3	first	first	JJ
37060	3873	4	time	time	NN
37060	3873	5	in	in	IN
37060	3873	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3873	7	life	life	NN
37060	3873	8	,	,	,
37060	3873	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3873	10	was	be	VBD
37060	3873	11	trying	try	VBG
37060	3873	12	to	to	TO
37060	3873	13	make	make	VB
37060	3873	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3873	15	conflicting	conflicting	JJ
37060	3873	16	views	view	NNS
37060	3873	17	heard	hear	VBN
37060	3873	18	.	.	.
37060	3874	1	This	this	DT
37060	3874	2	measure	measure	NN
37060	3874	3	only	only	RB
37060	3874	4	created	create	VBD
37060	3874	5	misery	misery	NN
37060	3874	6	on	on	IN
37060	3874	7	all	all	DT
37060	3874	8	fronts	front	NNS
37060	3874	9	,	,	,
37060	3874	10	however	however	RB
37060	3874	11	,	,	,
37060	3874	12	because	because	IN
37060	3874	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3874	14	father	father	NN
37060	3874	15	did	do	VBD
37060	3874	16	not	not	RB
37060	3874	17	welcome	welcome	VB
37060	3874	18	variances	variance	NNS
37060	3874	19	of	of	IN
37060	3874	20	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	3874	21	.	.	.
37060	3875	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3875	2	never	never	RB
37060	3875	3	yelled	yell	VBD
37060	3875	4	in	in	IN
37060	3875	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3875	6	efforts	effort	NNS
37060	3875	7	to	to	TO
37060	3875	8	illustrate	illustrate	VB
37060	3875	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3875	10	views	view	NNS
37060	3875	11	,	,	,
37060	3875	12	for	for	IN
37060	3875	13	that	that	DT
37060	3875	14	would	would	MD
37060	3875	15	have	have	VB
37060	3875	16	proven	prove	VBN
37060	3875	17	disastrous	disastrous	JJ
37060	3875	18	;	;	:
37060	3875	19	but	but	CC
37060	3875	20	despite	despite	IN
37060	3875	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3875	22	steady	steady	JJ
37060	3875	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	3875	24	voiced	voiced	JJ
37060	3875	25	assertions	assertion	NNS
37060	3875	26	,	,	,
37060	3875	27	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	3875	28	became	become	VBD
37060	3875	29	more	more	RBR
37060	3875	30	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	3875	31	and	and	CC
37060	3875	32	rendered	render	VBN
37060	3875	33	the	the	DT
37060	3875	34	family	family	NN
37060	3875	35	bliss	bliss	NN
37060	3875	36	into	into	IN
37060	3875	37	a	a	DT
37060	3875	38	sort	sort	NN
37060	3875	39	of	of	IN
37060	3875	40	haphazard	haphazard	NN
37060	3875	41	time	time	NN
37060	3875	42	-	-	HYPH
37060	3875	43	bomb	bomb	NN
37060	3875	44	.	.	.
37060	3876	1	As	as	IN
37060	3876	2	a	a	DT
37060	3876	3	result	result	NN
37060	3876	4	,	,	,
37060	3876	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3876	6	began	begin	VBD
37060	3876	7	to	to	TO
37060	3876	8	foster	foster	VB
37060	3876	9	unwanted	unwanted	JJ
37060	3876	10	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	3876	11	of	of	IN
37060	3876	12	intolerance	intolerance	NN
37060	3876	13	toward	toward	IN
37060	3876	14	little	little	JJ
37060	3876	15	quirks	quirk	NNS
37060	3876	16	and	and	CC
37060	3876	17	mannerisms	mannerism	NNS
37060	3876	18	,	,	,
37060	3876	19	as	as	RB
37060	3876	20	often	often	RB
37060	3876	21	will	will	MD
37060	3876	22	accompany	accompany	VB
37060	3876	23	deeper	deep	JJR
37060	3876	24	grievances	grievance	NNS
37060	3876	25	and	and	CC
37060	3876	26	unsettled	unsettled	JJ
37060	3876	27	disputes	dispute	NNS
37060	3876	28	.	.	.
37060	3877	1	Instead	instead	RB
37060	3877	2	of	of	IN
37060	3877	3	accepting	accept	VBG
37060	3877	4	the	the	DT
37060	3877	5	gap	gap	NN
37060	3877	6	of	of	IN
37060	3877	7	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	3877	8	that	that	WDT
37060	3877	9	had	have	VBD
37060	3877	10	evolved	evolve	VBN
37060	3877	11	,	,	,
37060	3877	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3877	13	projected	project	VBD
37060	3877	14	the	the	DT
37060	3877	15	frustration	frustration	NN
37060	3877	16	which	which	WDT
37060	3877	17	came	come	VBD
37060	3877	18	from	from	IN
37060	3877	19	the	the	DT
37060	3877	20	impasse	impasse	NN
37060	3877	21	upon	upon	IN
37060	3877	22	petty	petty	JJ
37060	3877	23	outlets	outlet	NNS
37060	3877	24	.	.	.
37060	3878	1	The	the	DT
37060	3878	2	little	little	JJ
37060	3878	3	things	thing	NNS
37060	3878	4	ate	eat	VBD
37060	3878	5	at	at	IN
37060	3878	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3878	7	mind	mind	NN
37060	3878	8	and	and	CC
37060	3878	9	aggravated	aggravate	VBD
37060	3878	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3878	11	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	3878	12	all	all	DT
37060	3878	13	reason	reason	NN
37060	3878	14	;	;	:
37060	3878	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3878	16	despised	despise	VBD
37060	3878	17	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3878	18	for	for	IN
37060	3878	19	allowing	allow	VBG
37060	3878	20	such	such	JJ
37060	3878	21	inconsequential	inconsequential	JJ
37060	3878	22	details	detail	NNS
37060	3878	23	to	to	TO
37060	3878	24	taint	taint	VB
37060	3878	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3878	26	father	father	NN
37060	3878	27	's	's	POS
37060	3878	28	image	image	NN
37060	3878	29	or	or	CC
37060	3878	30	turn	turn	VB
37060	3878	31	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3878	32	from	from	IN
37060	3878	33	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3878	34	love	love	NN
37060	3878	35	.	.	.
37060	3879	1	With	with	IN
37060	3879	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3879	3	mom	mom	NN
37060	3879	4	,	,	,
37060	3879	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3879	6	was	be	VBD
37060	3879	7	different	different	JJ
37060	3879	8	.	.	.
37060	3880	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3880	2	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	3880	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3880	4	to	to	TO
37060	3880	5	voice	voice	VB
37060	3880	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3880	7	opinions	opinion	NNS
37060	3880	8	although	although	IN
37060	3880	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3880	10	differed	differ	VBD
37060	3880	11	from	from	IN
37060	3880	12	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3880	13	own	own	JJ
37060	3880	14	.	.	.
37060	3881	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	3881	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3881	3	plea	plea	NN
37060	3881	4	for	for	IN
37060	3881	5	"	"	``
37060	3881	6	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	3881	7	"	"	''
37060	3881	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3881	9	was	be	VBD
37060	3881	10	choked	choke	VBN
37060	3881	11	by	by	IN
37060	3881	12	the	the	DT
37060	3881	13	ambivalence	ambivalence	NN
37060	3881	14	of	of	IN
37060	3881	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3881	16	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	3881	17	.	.	.
37060	3882	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3882	2	longed	long	VBD
37060	3882	3	for	for	IN
37060	3882	4	choice	choice	NN
37060	3882	5	yet	yet	CC
37060	3882	6	craved	craved	JJ
37060	3882	7	intervention	intervention	NN
37060	3882	8	.	.	.
37060	3883	1	For	for	IN
37060	3883	2	example	example	NN
37060	3883	3	,	,	,
37060	3883	4	certain	certain	JJ
37060	3883	5	days	day	NNS
37060	3883	6	found	find	VBD
37060	3883	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3883	8	in	in	IN
37060	3883	9	an	an	DT
37060	3883	10	unexplainably	unexplainably	RB
37060	3883	11	aggressive	aggressive	JJ
37060	3883	12	state	state	NN
37060	3883	13	of	of	IN
37060	3883	14	mind	mind	NN
37060	3883	15	and	and	CC
37060	3883	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3883	17	anger	anger	NN
37060	3883	18	begged	beg	VBD
37060	3883	19	to	to	TO
37060	3883	20	be	be	VB
37060	3883	21	given	give	VBN
37060	3883	22	reign	reign	NN
37060	3883	23	over	over	IN
37060	3883	24	rationality	rationality	NN
37060	3883	25	.	.	.
37060	3884	1	So	so	RB
37060	3884	2	perturbed	perturbed	JJ
37060	3884	3	was	be	VBD
37060	3884	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3884	5	with	with	IN
37060	3884	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3884	7	inner	inner	JJ
37060	3884	8	turmoil	turmoil	NN
37060	3884	9	that	that	WDT
37060	3884	10	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	3884	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3884	12	wished	wish	VBD
37060	3884	13	to	to	TO
37060	3884	14	argue	argue	VB
37060	3884	15	for	for	IN
37060	3884	16	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3884	17	own	own	JJ
37060	3884	18	sake	sake	NN
37060	3884	19	,	,	,
37060	3884	20	creating	create	VBG
37060	3884	21	an	an	DT
37060	3884	22	issue	issue	NN
37060	3884	23	to	to	TO
37060	3884	24	banter	banter	VB
37060	3884	25	back	back	RB
37060	3884	26	and	and	CC
37060	3884	27	forth	forth	RB
37060	3884	28	like	like	IN
37060	3884	29	a	a	DT
37060	3884	30	volley	volley	NN
37060	3884	31	ball	ball	NN
37060	3884	32	;	;	:
37060	3884	33	other	other	JJ
37060	3884	34	times	time	NNS
37060	3884	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3884	36	wanted	want	VBD
37060	3884	37	mom	mom	NN
37060	3884	38	to	to	TO
37060	3884	39	say	say	VB
37060	3884	40	"	"	``
37060	3884	41	no	no	UH
37060	3884	42	"	"	''
37060	3884	43	and	and	CC
37060	3884	44	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	3884	45	settle	settle	VB
37060	3884	46	a	a	DT
37060	3884	47	dispute	dispute	NN
37060	3884	48	which	which	WDT
37060	3884	49	raged	rage	VBD
37060	3884	50	internally	internally	RB
37060	3884	51	,	,	,
37060	3884	52	for	for	IN
37060	3884	53	parental	parental	JJ
37060	3884	54	objections	objection	NNS
37060	3884	55	were	be	VBD
37060	3884	56	often	often	RB
37060	3884	57	weightier	weighty	JJR
37060	3884	58	and	and	CC
37060	3884	59	less	less	RBR
37060	3884	60	subject	subject	JJ
37060	3884	61	to	to	IN
37060	3884	62	contestation	contestation	NN
37060	3884	63	than	than	IN
37060	3884	64	were	be	VBD
37060	3884	65	personal	personal	JJ
37060	3884	66	decisions	decision	NNS
37060	3884	67	to	to	TO
37060	3884	68	forego	forego	VB
37060	3884	69	a	a	DT
37060	3884	70	particular	particular	JJ
37060	3884	71	event	event	NN
37060	3884	72	.	.	.
37060	3885	1	Of	of	RB
37060	3885	2	course	course	RB
37060	3885	3	,	,	,
37060	3885	4	there	there	EX
37060	3885	5	were	be	VBD
37060	3885	6	also	also	RB
37060	3885	7	those	those	DT
37060	3885	8	things	thing	NNS
37060	3885	9	which	which	WDT
37060	3885	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3885	11	desired	desire	VBD
37060	3885	12	to	to	TO
37060	3885	13	discuss	discuss	VB
37060	3885	14	,	,	,
37060	3885	15	yet	yet	CC
37060	3885	16	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3885	17	compelled	compel	VBN
37060	3885	18	to	to	TO
37060	3885	19	remain	remain	VB
37060	3885	20	hidden	hidden	JJ
37060	3885	21	from	from	IN
37060	3885	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3885	23	mom	mom	NN
37060	3885	24	;	;	:
37060	3885	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3885	26	knew	know	VBD
37060	3885	27	that	that	DT
37060	3885	28	to	to	TO
37060	3885	29	share	share	VB
37060	3885	30	certain	certain	JJ
37060	3885	31	instances	instance	NNS
37060	3885	32	would	would	MD
37060	3885	33	have	have	VB
37060	3885	34	jeopardized	jeopardize	VBN
37060	3885	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3885	36	ability	ability	NN
37060	3885	37	to	to	TO
37060	3885	38	see	see	VB
37060	3885	39	many	many	JJ
37060	3885	40	"	"	``
37060	3885	41	friends	friend	NNS
37060	3885	42	,	,	,
37060	3885	43	"	"	''
37060	3885	44	and	and	CC
37060	3885	45	although	although	IN
37060	3885	46	many	many	JJ
37060	3885	47	of	of	IN
37060	3885	48	those	those	DT
37060	3885	49	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	3885	50	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3885	51	later	later	RB
37060	3885	52	decided	decide	VBD
37060	3885	53	to	to	TO
37060	3885	54	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	3885	55	,	,	,
37060	3885	56	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3885	57	needed	need	VBD
37060	3885	58	to	to	TO
37060	3885	59	make	make	VB
37060	3885	60	the	the	DT
37060	3885	61	decision	decision	NN
37060	3885	62	on	on	IN
37060	3885	63	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3885	64	own	own	JJ
37060	3885	65	.	.	.
37060	3886	1	One	one	CD
37060	3886	2	person	person	NN
37060	3886	3	who	who	WP
37060	3886	4	understood	understand	VBD
37060	3886	5	was	be	VBD
37060	3886	6	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3886	7	.	.	.
37060	3887	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3887	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3887	3	not	not	RB
37060	3887	4	so	so	RB
37060	3887	5	long	long	RB
37060	3887	6	ago	ago	RB
37060	3887	7	that	that	IN
37060	3887	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3887	9	had	have	VBD
37060	3887	10	undergone	undergo	VBN
37060	3887	11	the	the	DT
37060	3887	12	need	need	NN
37060	3887	13	for	for	IN
37060	3887	14	independence	independence	NN
37060	3887	15	,	,	,
37060	3887	16	and	and	CC
37060	3887	17	sympathized	sympathize	VBN
37060	3887	18	with	with	IN
37060	3887	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3887	20	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	3887	21	over	over	RB
37060	3887	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	3887	23	blown	blow	VBN
37060	3887	24	grievances	grievance	NNS
37060	3887	25	.	.	.
37060	3888	1	When	when	WRB
37060	3888	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3888	3	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	3888	4	to	to	IN
37060	3888	5	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	3888	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3888	7	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3888	8	that	that	IN
37060	3888	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3888	10	"	"	``
37060	3888	11	problems	problem	NNS
37060	3888	12	"	"	''
37060	3888	13	dissipated	dissipate	VBN
37060	3888	14	into	into	IN
37060	3888	15	the	the	DT
37060	3888	16	wind	wind	NN
37060	3888	17	or	or	CC
37060	3888	18	became	become	VBD
37060	3888	19	so	so	RB
37060	3888	20	insignificant	insignificant	JJ
37060	3888	21	that	that	IN
37060	3888	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3888	23	could	could	MD
37060	3888	24	easily	easily	RB
37060	3888	25	bear	bear	VB
37060	3888	26	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3888	27	weight	weight	NN
37060	3888	28	.	.	.
37060	3889	1	The	the	DT
37060	3889	2	changes	change	NNS
37060	3889	3	in	in	IN
37060	3889	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3889	5	outlook	outlook	NN
37060	3889	6	and	and	CC
37060	3889	7	disposition	disposition	NN
37060	3889	8	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3889	9	only	only	RB
37060	3889	10	fleeting	fleeting	JJ
37060	3889	11	steps	step	NNS
37060	3889	12	to	to	IN
37060	3889	13	adulthood	adulthood	NN
37060	3889	14	,	,	,
37060	3889	15	rather	rather	RB
37060	3889	16	than	than	IN
37060	3889	17	imprisoning	imprison	VBG
37060	3889	18	hours	hour	NNS
37060	3889	19	.	.	.
37060	3890	1	In	in	IN
37060	3890	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3890	3	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3890	4	,	,	,
37060	3890	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3890	6	's	's	POS
37060	3890	7	life	life	NN
37060	3890	8	was	be	VBD
37060	3890	9	a	a	DT
37060	3890	10	reflection	reflection	NN
37060	3890	11	of	of	IN
37060	3890	12	perfect	perfect	JJ
37060	3890	13	balance	balance	NN
37060	3890	14	,	,	,
37060	3890	15	self	self	NN
37060	3890	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	3890	17	sufficiency	sufficiency	NN
37060	3890	18	and	and	CC
37060	3890	19	peace	peace	NN
37060	3890	20	of	of	IN
37060	3890	21	mind	mind	NN
37060	3890	22	.	.	.
37060	3891	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3891	2	longed	long	VBD
37060	3891	3	for	for	IN
37060	3891	4	the	the	DT
37060	3891	5	day	day	NN
37060	3891	6	when	when	WRB
37060	3891	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3891	8	too	too	RB
37060	3891	9	would	would	MD
37060	3891	10	be	be	VB
37060	3891	11	able	able	JJ
37060	3891	12	to	to	TO
37060	3891	13	own	own	VB
37060	3891	14	a	a	DT
37060	3891	15	house	house	NN
37060	3891	16	and	and	CC
37060	3891	17	make	make	VB
37060	3891	18	all	all	PDT
37060	3891	19	the	the	DT
37060	3891	20	choices	choice	NNS
37060	3891	21	that	that	WDT
37060	3891	22	were	be	VBD
37060	3891	23	his	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3891	24	.	.	.
37060	3892	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3892	2	dreamed	dream	VBD
37060	3892	3	of	of	IN
37060	3892	4	such	such	PDT
37060	3892	5	a	a	DT
37060	3892	6	life	life	NN
37060	3892	7	,	,	,
37060	3892	8	and	and	CC
37060	3892	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3892	10	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3892	11	incredible	incredible	JJ
37060	3892	12	that	that	IN
37060	3892	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3892	14	would	would	MD
37060	3892	15	ever	ever	RB
37060	3892	16	seek	seek	VB
37060	3892	17	an	an	DT
37060	3892	18	alternative	alternative	NN
37060	3892	19	.	.	.
37060	3893	1	Paradise	Paradise	NNP
37060	3893	2	,	,	,
37060	3893	3	however	however	RB
37060	3893	4	,	,	,
37060	3893	5	as	as	RB
37060	3893	6	well	well	RB
37060	3893	7	as	as	IN
37060	3893	8	prison	prison	NN
37060	3893	9	,	,	,
37060	3893	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	3893	11	in	in	IN
37060	3893	12	the	the	DT
37060	3893	13	eye	eye	NN
37060	3893	14	of	of	IN
37060	3893	15	the	the	DT
37060	3893	16	beholder	beholder	NN
37060	3893	17	.	.	.
37060	3894	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3894	2	no	no	RB
37060	3894	3	longer	long	RBR
37060	3894	4	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3894	5	of	of	IN
37060	3894	6	much	much	JJ
37060	3894	7	importance	importance	NN
37060	3894	8	.	.	.
37060	3895	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3895	2	could	could	MD
37060	3895	3	do	do	VB
37060	3895	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3895	5	,	,	,
37060	3895	6	and	and	CC
37060	3895	7	the	the	DT
37060	3895	8	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	3895	9	of	of	IN
37060	3895	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3895	11	initial	initial	JJ
37060	3895	12	success	success	NN
37060	3895	13	was	be	VBD
37060	3895	14	of	of	IN
37060	3895	15	more	more	JJR
37060	3895	16	worth	worth	JJ
37060	3895	17	than	than	IN
37060	3895	18	continued	continued	JJ
37060	3895	19	success	success	NN
37060	3895	20	.	.	.
37060	3896	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3896	2	decided	decide	VBD
37060	3896	3	to	to	TO
37060	3896	4	move	move	VB
37060	3896	5	home	home	RB
37060	3896	6	.	.	.
37060	3897	1	The	the	DT
37060	3897	2	divorce	divorce	NN
37060	3897	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3897	4	left	leave	VBN
37060	3897	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3897	6	brother	brother	NN
37060	3897	7	with	with	IN
37060	3897	8	half	half	NN
37060	3897	9	of	of	IN
37060	3897	10	a	a	DT
37060	3897	11	house	house	NN
37060	3897	12	and	and	CC
37060	3897	13	,	,	,
37060	3897	14	in	in	IN
37060	3897	15	certain	certain	JJ
37060	3897	16	respects	respect	NNS
37060	3897	17	,	,	,
37060	3897	18	half	half	NN
37060	3897	19	of	of	IN
37060	3897	20	a	a	DT
37060	3897	21	life	life	NN
37060	3897	22	.	.	.
37060	3898	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3898	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3898	3	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	3898	4	at	at	IN
37060	3898	5	the	the	DT
37060	3898	6	time	time	NN
37060	3898	7	to	to	TO
37060	3898	8	prove	prove	VB
37060	3898	9	to	to	IN
37060	3898	10	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3898	11	that	that	IN
37060	3898	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3898	13	could	could	MD
37060	3898	14	live	live	VB
37060	3898	15	alone	alone	RB
37060	3898	16	.	.	.
37060	3899	1	Therefore	therefore	RB
37060	3899	2	,	,	,
37060	3899	3	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3899	4	paid	pay	VBD
37060	3899	5	for	for	IN
37060	3899	6	a	a	DT
37060	3899	7	house	house	NN
37060	3899	8	and	and	CC
37060	3899	9	refurbished	refurbish	VBD
37060	3899	10	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3899	11	interior	interior	NN
37060	3899	12	;	;	:
37060	3899	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3899	14	performed	perform	VBD
37060	3899	15	all	all	DT
37060	3899	16	domestic	domestic	JJ
37060	3899	17	functions	function	NNS
37060	3899	18	while	while	IN
37060	3899	19	working	work	VBG
37060	3899	20	a	a	DT
37060	3899	21	40	40	CD
37060	3899	22	hour	hour	NN
37060	3899	23	week	week	NN
37060	3899	24	;	;	:
37060	3899	25	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3899	26	found	find	VBD
37060	3899	27	mental	mental	JJ
37060	3899	28	stimulation	stimulation	NN
37060	3899	29	through	through	IN
37060	3899	30	books	book	NNS
37060	3899	31	and	and	CC
37060	3899	32	occasional	occasional	JJ
37060	3899	33	personal	personal	JJ
37060	3899	34	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	3899	35	with	with	IN
37060	3899	36	friends	friend	NNS
37060	3899	37	.	.	.
37060	3900	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	3900	2	accomplishments	accomplishment	NNS
37060	3900	3	provided	provide	VBD
37060	3900	4	a	a	DT
37060	3900	5	sense	sense	NN
37060	3900	6	of	of	IN
37060	3900	7	satisfaction	satisfaction	NN
37060	3900	8	;	;	,
37060	3900	9	the	the	DT
37060	3900	10	gradual	gradual	JJ
37060	3900	11	rebuilding	rebuilding	NN
37060	3900	12	of	of	IN
37060	3900	13	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3900	14	's	's	POS
37060	3900	15	physical	physical	JJ
37060	3900	16	world	world	NN
37060	3900	17	complimented	compliment	VBD
37060	3900	18	the	the	DT
37060	3900	19	restoration	restoration	NN
37060	3900	20	taking	take	VBG
37060	3900	21	place	place	NN
37060	3900	22	within	within	IN
37060	3900	23	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3900	24	.	.	.
37060	3901	1	Once	once	IN
37060	3901	2	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3901	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3901	4	finalized	finalize	VBN
37060	3901	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3901	6	basic	basic	JJ
37060	3901	7	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	3901	8	in	in	IN
37060	3901	9	the	the	DT
37060	3901	10	material	material	JJ
37060	3901	11	sense	sense	NN
37060	3901	12	,	,	,
37060	3901	13	however	however	RB
37060	3901	14	,	,	,
37060	3901	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3901	16	grew	grow	VBD
37060	3901	17	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	3901	18	that	that	IN
37060	3901	19	the	the	DT
37060	3901	20	inner	inner	JJ
37060	3901	21	rebuilding	rebuilding	NN
37060	3901	22	which	which	WDT
37060	3901	23	still	still	RB
37060	3901	24	clamored	clamor	VBD
37060	3901	25	for	for	IN
37060	3901	26	completion	completion	NN
37060	3901	27	could	could	MD
37060	3901	28	not	not	RB
37060	3901	29	be	be	VB
37060	3901	30	done	do	VBN
37060	3901	31	alone	alone	RB
37060	3901	32	.	.	.
37060	3902	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3902	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3902	3	the	the	DT
37060	3902	4	sole	sole	JJ
37060	3902	5	spark	spark	NN
37060	3902	6	of	of	IN
37060	3902	7	life	life	NN
37060	3902	8	in	in	IN
37060	3902	9	a	a	DT
37060	3902	10	house	house	NN
37060	3902	11	from	from	IN
37060	3902	12	which	which	WDT
37060	3902	13	the	the	DT
37060	3902	14	cobwebs	cobwebs	NN
37060	3902	15	of	of	IN
37060	3902	16	deceit	deceit	NN
37060	3902	17	could	could	MD
37060	3902	18	never	never	RB
37060	3902	19	be	be	VB
37060	3902	20	wiped	wipe	VBN
37060	3902	21	.	.	.
37060	3903	1	But	but	CC
37060	3903	2	for	for	IN
37060	3903	3	an	an	DT
37060	3903	4	attic	attic	NN
37060	3903	5	full	full	JJ
37060	3903	6	of	of	IN
37060	3903	7	worn	wear	VBN
37060	3903	8	out	out	RP
37060	3903	9	memories	memory	NNS
37060	3903	10	,	,	,
37060	3903	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3903	12	was	be	VBD
37060	3903	13	an	an	DT
37060	3903	14	empty	empty	JJ
37060	3903	15	house	house	NN
37060	3903	16	.	.	.
37060	3904	1	Houses	house	NNS
37060	3904	2	,	,	,
37060	3904	3	of	of	IN
37060	3904	4	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3904	5	,	,	,
37060	3904	6	do	do	VBP
37060	3904	7	not	not	RB
37060	3904	8	indenture	indenture	VB
37060	3904	9	the	the	DT
37060	3904	10	heart	heart	NN
37060	3904	11	;	;	:
37060	3904	12	thus	thus	RB
37060	3904	13	,	,	,
37060	3904	14	without	without	IN
37060	3904	15	regret	regret	NN
37060	3904	16	or	or	CC
37060	3904	17	apology	apology	NN
37060	3904	18	,	,	,
37060	3904	19	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3904	20	came	come	VBD
37060	3904	21	home	home	RB
37060	3904	22	.	.	.
37060	3905	1	January	January	NNP
37060	3905	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3905	3	the	the	DT
37060	3905	4	coldest	cold	JJS
37060	3905	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3905	6	had	have	VBD
37060	3905	7	been	be	VBN
37060	3905	8	in	in	IN
37060	3905	9	years	year	NNS
37060	3905	10	,	,	,
37060	3905	11	or	or	CC
37060	3905	12	so	so	RB
37060	3905	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3905	14	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	3905	15	.	.	.
37060	3906	1	To	to	TO
37060	3906	2	brighten	brighten	VB
37060	3906	3	the	the	DT
37060	3906	4	blustery	blustery	JJ
37060	3906	5	evening	evening	NN
37060	3906	6	,	,	,
37060	3906	7	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3906	8	had	have	VBD
37060	3906	9	invited	invite	VBN
37060	3906	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3906	11	to	to	TO
37060	3906	12	share	share	VB
37060	3906	13	a	a	DT
37060	3906	14	pizza	pizza	NN
37060	3906	15	with	with	IN
37060	3906	16	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3906	17	at	at	IN
37060	3906	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3906	19	house	house	NN
37060	3906	20	.	.	.
37060	3907	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3907	2	gladly	gladly	RB
37060	3907	3	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	3907	4	the	the	DT
37060	3907	5	invitation	invitation	NN
37060	3907	6	and	and	CC
37060	3907	7	spent	spend	VBD
37060	3907	8	several	several	JJ
37060	3907	9	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	3907	10	hours	hour	NNS
37060	3907	11	staring	stare	VBG
37060	3907	12	at	at	IN
37060	3907	13	a	a	DT
37060	3907	14	lively	lively	JJ
37060	3907	15	fire	fire	NN
37060	3907	16	and	and	CC
37060	3907	17	talking	talking	NN
37060	3907	18	.	.	.
37060	3908	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3908	2	departed	depart	VBD
37060	3908	3	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	3908	4	very	very	RB
37060	3908	5	content	content	JJ
37060	3908	6	,	,	,
37060	3908	7	never	never	RB
37060	3908	8	suspecting	suspect	VBG
37060	3908	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3908	10	oppressive	oppressive	JJ
37060	3908	11	loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	3908	12	.	.	.
37060	3909	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3909	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3909	3	concealed	conceal	VBN
37060	3909	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3909	5	from	from	IN
37060	3909	6	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	3909	7	,	,	,
37060	3909	8	and	and	CC
37060	3909	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3909	10	came	come	VBD
37060	3909	11	as	as	IN
37060	3909	12	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	3909	13	of	of	IN
37060	3909	14	a	a	DT
37060	3909	15	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	3909	16	to	to	TO
37060	3909	17	see	see	VB
37060	3909	18	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3909	19	standing	stand	VBG
37060	3909	20	at	at	IN
37060	3909	21	the	the	DT
37060	3909	22	door	door	NN
37060	3909	23	so	so	RB
37060	3909	24	soon	soon	RB
37060	3909	25	after	after	IN
37060	3909	26	saying	say	VBG
37060	3909	27	good	good	JJ
37060	3909	28	-	-	HYPH
37060	3909	29	night	night	NN
37060	3909	30	;	;	:
37060	3909	31	loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	3909	32	pooled	pool	VBN
37060	3909	33	in	in	IN
37060	3909	34	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3909	35	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3909	36	and	and	CC
37060	3909	37	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3909	38	realized	realize	VBD
37060	3909	39	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3909	40	had	have	VBD
37060	3909	41	filtered	filter	VBN
37060	3909	42	deeper	deeply	RBR
37060	3909	43	than	than	IN
37060	3909	44	any	any	DT
37060	3909	45	cursory	cursory	JJ
37060	3909	46	glance	glance	NN
37060	3909	47	could	could	MD
37060	3909	48	have	have	VB
37060	3909	49	perceived	perceive	VBN
37060	3909	50	.	.	.
37060	3910	1	Personally	personally	RB
37060	3910	2	,	,	,
37060	3910	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3910	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3910	5	elated	elate	VBN
37060	3910	6	at	at	IN
37060	3910	7	the	the	DT
37060	3910	8	prospect	prospect	NN
37060	3910	9	of	of	IN
37060	3910	10	sharing	share	VBG
37060	3910	11	the	the	DT
37060	3910	12	upstairs	upstairs	NN
37060	3910	13	with	with	IN
37060	3910	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3910	15	brother	brother	NN
37060	3910	16	,	,	,
37060	3910	17	especially	especially	RB
37060	3910	18	if	if	IN
37060	3910	19	living	live	VBG
37060	3910	20	at	at	IN
37060	3910	21	home	home	NN
37060	3910	22	was	be	VBD
37060	3910	23	what	what	WP
37060	3910	24	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3910	25	truly	truly	RB
37060	3910	26	wished	wish	VBD
37060	3910	27	.	.	.
37060	3911	1	Several	several	JJ
37060	3911	2	years	year	NNS
37060	3911	3	earlier	early	RBR
37060	3911	4	the	the	DT
37060	3911	5	arrangement	arrangement	NN
37060	3911	6	would	would	MD
37060	3911	7	not	not	RB
37060	3911	8	have	have	VB
37060	3911	9	succeeded	succeed	VBN
37060	3911	10	;	;	:
37060	3911	11	then	then	RB
37060	3911	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3911	13	sought	seek	VBD
37060	3911	14	to	to	TO
37060	3911	15	free	free	VB
37060	3911	16	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3911	17	from	from	IN
37060	3911	18	the	the	DT
37060	3911	19	constraints	constraint	NNS
37060	3911	20	of	of	IN
37060	3911	21	youth	youth	NN
37060	3911	22	through	through	IN
37060	3911	23	establishing	establish	VBG
37060	3911	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3911	25	own	own	JJ
37060	3911	26	credibility	credibility	NN
37060	3911	27	as	as	IN
37060	3911	28	a	a	DT
37060	3911	29	functioning	functioning	JJ
37060	3911	30	part	part	NN
37060	3911	31	of	of	IN
37060	3911	32	society	society	NN
37060	3911	33	.	.	.
37060	3912	1	Now	now	RB
37060	3912	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3912	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3912	4	tasted	taste	VBN
37060	3912	5	life	life	NN
37060	3912	6	's	's	POS
37060	3912	7	offerings	offering	NNS
37060	3912	8	,	,	,
37060	3912	9	the	the	DT
37060	3912	10	sweet	sweet	JJ
37060	3912	11	and	and	CC
37060	3912	12	the	the	DT
37060	3912	13	bitter	bitter	JJ
37060	3912	14	,	,	,
37060	3912	15	and	and	CC
37060	3912	16	knew	know	VBD
37060	3912	17	that	that	IN
37060	3912	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3912	19	could	could	MD
37060	3912	20	alter	alter	VB
37060	3912	21	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3912	22	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	3912	23	through	through	IN
37060	3912	24	certain	certain	JJ
37060	3912	25	changes	change	NNS
37060	3912	26	on	on	IN
37060	3912	27	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3912	28	part	part	NN
37060	3912	29	.	.	.
37060	3913	1	Loneliness	Loneliness	NNP
37060	3913	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3913	3	one	one	CD
37060	3913	4	pain	pain	NN
37060	3913	5	which	which	WDT
37060	3913	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3913	7	had	have	VBD
37060	3913	8	the	the	DT
37060	3913	9	power	power	NN
37060	3913	10	to	to	TO
37060	3913	11	alleviate	alleviate	VB
37060	3913	12	;	;	:
37060	3913	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3913	14	return	return	NN
37060	3913	15	was	be	VBD
37060	3913	16	a	a	DT
37060	3913	17	matter	matter	NN
37060	3913	18	of	of	IN
37060	3913	19	choice	choice	NN
37060	3913	20	,	,	,
37060	3913	21	not	not	RB
37060	3913	22	defeat	defeat	VB
37060	3913	23	,	,	,
37060	3913	24	and	and	CC
37060	3913	25	with	with	IN
37060	3913	26	a	a	DT
37060	3913	27	clear	clear	JJ
37060	3913	28	conscience	conscience	NN
37060	3913	29	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	3913	30	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3913	31	desire	desire	NN
37060	3913	32	,	,	,
37060	3913	33	pursued	pursue	VBD
37060	3913	34	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3913	35	intent	intent	NN
37060	3913	36	.	.	.
37060	3914	1	After	after	IN
37060	3914	2	assuring	assure	VBG
37060	3914	3	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3914	4	welcome	welcome	NN
37060	3914	5	,	,	,
37060	3914	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3914	7	and	and	CC
37060	3914	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3914	9	drove	drive	VBD
37060	3914	10	to	to	IN
37060	3914	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3914	12	house	house	NN
37060	3914	13	so	so	IN
37060	3914	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3914	15	could	could	MD
37060	3914	16	secure	secure	VB
37060	3914	17	a	a	DT
37060	3914	18	parcel	parcel	NN
37060	3914	19	of	of	IN
37060	3914	20	clothing	clothing	NN
37060	3914	21	and	and	CC
37060	3914	22	other	other	JJ
37060	3914	23	necessities	necessity	NNS
37060	3914	24	for	for	IN
37060	3914	25	the	the	DT
37060	3914	26	night	night	NN
37060	3914	27	.	.	.
37060	3915	1	As	as	IN
37060	3915	2	one	one	CD
37060	3915	3	household	household	NN
37060	3915	4	began	begin	VBD
37060	3915	5	to	to	TO
37060	3915	6	dissolve	dissolve	VB
37060	3915	7	,	,	,
37060	3915	8	the	the	DT
37060	3915	9	family	family	NN
37060	3915	10	home	home	NN
37060	3915	11	eagerly	eagerly	RB
37060	3915	12	digested	digest	VBD
37060	3915	13	the	the	DT
37060	3915	14	other	other	JJ
37060	3915	15	's	's	POS
37060	3915	16	former	former	JJ
37060	3915	17	occupant	occupant	NN
37060	3915	18	and	and	CC
37060	3915	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3915	20	belongings	belonging	NNS
37060	3915	21	.	.	.
37060	3916	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3916	2	took	take	VBD
37060	3916	3	several	several	JJ
37060	3916	4	months	month	NNS
37060	3916	5	for	for	IN
37060	3916	6	Norm	norm	NN
37060	3916	7	's	's	POS
37060	3916	8	house	house	NN
37060	3916	9	and	and	CC
37060	3916	10	major	major	JJ
37060	3916	11	furnishings	furnishing	NNS
37060	3916	12	to	to	TO
37060	3916	13	be	be	VB
37060	3916	14	sold	sell	VBN
37060	3916	15	,	,	,
37060	3916	16	but	but	CC
37060	3916	17	those	those	DT
37060	3916	18	objects	object	NNS
37060	3916	19	that	that	WDT
37060	3916	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3916	21	wished	wish	VBD
37060	3916	22	to	to	TO
37060	3916	23	retain	retain	VB
37060	3916	24	were	be	VBD
37060	3916	25	loaded	load	VBN
37060	3916	26	unceremoniously	unceremoniously	RB
37060	3916	27	into	into	IN
37060	3916	28	sacks	sack	NNS
37060	3916	29	and	and	CC
37060	3916	30	stashed	stash	VBD
37060	3916	31	in	in	IN
37060	3916	32	the	the	DT
37060	3916	33	attic	attic	NN
37060	3916	34	or	or	CC
37060	3916	35	placed	place	VBD
37060	3916	36	hastily	hastily	RB
37060	3916	37	about	about	IN
37060	3916	38	various	various	JJ
37060	3916	39	parts	part	NNS
37060	3916	40	of	of	IN
37060	3916	41	the	the	DT
37060	3916	42	house	house	NN
37060	3916	43	.	.	.
37060	3917	1	A	a	DT
37060	3917	2	microwave	microwave	NN
37060	3917	3	found	find	VBD
37060	3917	4	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3917	5	station	station	NN
37060	3917	6	on	on	IN
37060	3917	7	the	the	DT
37060	3917	8	basement	basement	NN
37060	3917	9	counter	counter	NN
37060	3917	10	,	,	,
37060	3917	11	and	and	CC
37060	3917	12	shelving	shelve	VBG
37060	3917	13	provided	provide	VBN
37060	3917	14	a	a	DT
37060	3917	15	haven	haven	NN
37060	3917	16	for	for	IN
37060	3917	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3917	18	stereo	stereo	NN
37060	3917	19	equipment	equipment	NN
37060	3917	20	.	.	.
37060	3918	1	A	a	DT
37060	3918	2	handsome	handsome	JJ
37060	3918	3	recliner	recliner	NN
37060	3918	4	stole	steal	VBD
37060	3918	5	a	a	DT
37060	3918	6	living	living	NN
37060	3918	7	room	room	NN
37060	3918	8	corner	corner	NN
37060	3918	9	and	and	CC
37060	3918	10	became	become	VBD
37060	3918	11	known	know	VBN
37060	3918	12	as	as	IN
37060	3918	13	NORM	norm	NN
37060	3918	14	'S	's	POS
37060	3918	15	CHAIR	CHAIR	NNS
37060	3918	16	;	;	:
37060	3918	17	if	if	IN
37060	3918	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3918	19	entered	enter	VBD
37060	3918	20	the	the	DT
37060	3918	21	room	room	NN
37060	3918	22	to	to	TO
37060	3918	23	find	find	VB
37060	3918	24	HIS	his	PRP$
37060	3918	25	CHAIR	CHAIR	NNP
37060	3918	26	occupied	occupy	VBN
37060	3918	27	,	,	,
37060	3918	28	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3918	29	did	do	VBD
37060	3918	30	n't	not	RB
37060	3918	31	quite	quite	RB
37060	3918	32	know	know	VB
37060	3918	33	where	where	WRB
37060	3918	34	to	to	TO
37060	3918	35	sit	sit	VB
37060	3918	36	.	.	.
37060	3919	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3919	2	became	become	VBD
37060	3919	3	evident	evident	JJ
37060	3919	4	that	that	IN
37060	3919	5	this	this	DT
37060	3919	6	home	home	NN
37060	3919	7	was	be	VBD
37060	3919	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3919	9	home	home	NN
37060	3919	10	and	and	CC
37060	3919	11	,	,	,
37060	3919	12	with	with	IN
37060	3919	13	an	an	DT
37060	3919	14	ample	ample	JJ
37060	3919	15	dose	dose	NN
37060	3919	16	of	of	IN
37060	3919	17	personal	personal	JJ
37060	3919	18	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	3919	19	and	and	CC
37060	3919	20	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	3919	21	,	,	,
37060	3919	22	the	the	DT
37060	3919	23	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	3919	24	wounds	wound	NNS
37060	3919	25	had	have	VBD
37060	3919	26	begun	begin	VBN
37060	3919	27	to	to	TO
37060	3919	28	heal	heal	VB
37060	3919	29	.	.	.
37060	3920	1	School	school	NN
37060	3920	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3920	3	actually	actually	RB
37060	3920	4	fun	fun	JJ
37060	3920	5	for	for	IN
37060	3920	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3920	7	after	after	IN
37060	3920	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3920	9	tongue	tongue	NN
37060	3920	10	lost	lose	VBD
37060	3920	11	some	some	DT
37060	3920	12	of	of	IN
37060	3920	13	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3920	14	shy	shy	JJ
37060	3920	15	inhibitions	inhibition	NNS
37060	3920	16	and	and	CC
37060	3920	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3920	18	was	be	VBD
37060	3920	19	able	able	JJ
37060	3920	20	to	to	TO
37060	3920	21	joke	joke	VB
37060	3920	22	and	and	CC
37060	3920	23	carry	carry	VB
37060	3920	24	on	on	RP
37060	3920	25	conversations	conversation	NNS
37060	3920	26	before	before	IN
37060	3920	27	classes	class	NNS
37060	3920	28	.	.	.
37060	3921	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3921	2	joined	join	VBD
37060	3921	3	no	no	DT
37060	3921	4	extra	extra	JJ
37060	3921	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	3921	6	curricular	curricular	JJ
37060	3921	7	activities	activity	NNS
37060	3921	8	,	,	,
37060	3921	9	however	however	RB
37060	3921	10	,	,	,
37060	3921	11	since	since	IN
37060	3921	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3921	13	valued	value	VBD
37060	3921	14	free	free	JJ
37060	3921	15	time	time	NN
37060	3921	16	and	and	CC
37060	3921	17	generally	generally	RB
37060	3921	18	wished	wish	VBD
37060	3921	19	to	to	TO
37060	3921	20	go	go	VB
37060	3921	21	home	home	RB
37060	3921	22	or	or	CC
37060	3921	23	to	to	IN
37060	3921	24	a	a	DT
37060	3921	25	friend	friend	NN
37060	3921	26	's	's	POS
37060	3921	27	house	house	NN
37060	3921	28	directly	directly	RB
37060	3921	29	following	follow	VBG
37060	3921	30	school	school	NN
37060	3921	31	.	.	.
37060	3922	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	3922	2	,	,	,
37060	3922	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3922	4	entertained	entertain	VBD
37060	3922	5	the	the	DT
37060	3922	6	idea	idea	NN
37060	3922	7	of	of	IN
37060	3922	8	finding	find	VBG
37060	3922	9	a	a	DT
37060	3922	10	part	part	JJ
37060	3922	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	3922	12	time	time	NN
37060	3922	13	job	job	NN
37060	3922	14	,	,	,
37060	3922	15	and	and	CC
37060	3922	16	did	do	VBD
37060	3922	17	not	not	RB
37060	3922	18	wish	wish	VB
37060	3922	19	to	to	TO
37060	3922	20	spread	spread	VB
37060	3922	21	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3922	22	so	so	RB
37060	3922	23	thinly	thinly	RB
37060	3922	24	over	over	IN
37060	3922	25	those	those	DT
37060	3922	26	undertakings	undertaking	NNS
37060	3922	27	which	which	WDT
37060	3922	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3922	29	had	have	VBD
37060	3922	30	deemed	deem	VBN
37060	3922	31	to	to	TO
37060	3922	32	be	be	VB
37060	3922	33	worthy	worthy	JJ
37060	3922	34	of	of	IN
37060	3922	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3922	36	time	time	NN
37060	3922	37	;	;	:
37060	3922	38	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3922	39	was	be	VBD
37060	3922	40	still	still	RB
37060	3922	41	a	a	DT
37060	3922	42	perfectionist	perfectionist	NN
37060	3922	43	,	,	,
37060	3922	44	and	and	CC
37060	3922	45	that	that	DT
37060	3922	46	ruled	rule	VBD
37060	3922	47	even	even	RB
37060	3922	48	the	the	DT
37060	3922	49	most	most	RBS
37060	3922	50	rebellious	rebellious	JJ
37060	3922	51	of	of	IN
37060	3922	52	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3922	53	whims	whim	NNS
37060	3922	54	.	.	.
37060	3923	1	That	that	DT
37060	3923	2	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	3923	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3923	4	obtained	obtain	VBD
37060	3923	5	employment	employment	NN
37060	3923	6	at	at	IN
37060	3923	7	a	a	DT
37060	3923	8	fashionable	fashionable	JJ
37060	3923	9	store	store	NN
37060	3923	10	in	in	IN
37060	3923	11	a	a	DT
37060	3923	12	local	local	JJ
37060	3923	13	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	3923	14	mall	mall	NN
37060	3923	15	.	.	.
37060	3924	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3924	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3924	3	notably	notably	RB
37060	3924	4	excited	excite	VBN
37060	3924	5	since	since	IN
37060	3924	6	the	the	DT
37060	3924	7	job	job	NN
37060	3924	8	promised	promise	VBD
37060	3924	9	to	to	TO
37060	3924	10	be	be	VB
37060	3924	11	better	well	RBR
37060	3924	12	aligned	align	VBN
37060	3924	13	to	to	IN
37060	3924	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3924	15	interests	interest	NNS
37060	3924	16	than	than	IN
37060	3924	17	either	either	DT
37060	3924	18	of	of	IN
37060	3924	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3924	20	other	other	JJ
37060	3924	21	jobs	job	NNS
37060	3924	22	...	...	NFP
37060	3924	23	babysitting	babysitte	VBG
37060	3924	24	and	and	CC
37060	3924	25	a	a	DT
37060	3924	26	two	two	CD
37060	3924	27	week	week	NN
37060	3924	28	stint	stint	NN
37060	3924	29	at	at	IN
37060	3924	30	a	a	DT
37060	3924	31	fabric	fabric	NN
37060	3924	32	store	store	NN
37060	3924	33	.	.	.
37060	3925	1	The	the	DT
37060	3925	2	former	former	JJ
37060	3925	3	,	,	,
37060	3925	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3925	5	decided	decide	VBD
37060	3925	6	,	,	,
37060	3925	7	demanded	demand	VBD
37060	3925	8	too	too	RB
37060	3925	9	much	much	JJ
37060	3925	10	of	of	IN
37060	3925	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3925	12	tolerance	tolerance	NN
37060	3925	13	and	and	CC
37060	3925	14	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3925	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3925	16	should	should	MD
37060	3925	17	quit	quit	VB
37060	3925	18	before	before	IN
37060	3925	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3925	20	was	be	VBD
37060	3925	21	jailed	jail	VBN
37060	3925	22	for	for	IN
37060	3925	23	child	child	NN
37060	3925	24	abuse	abuse	NN
37060	3925	25	.	.	.
37060	3926	1	Actually	actually	RB
37060	3926	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3926	3	,	,	,
37060	3926	4	the	the	DT
37060	3926	5	sitter	sitter	NN
37060	3926	6	,	,	,
37060	3926	7	was	be	VBD
37060	3926	8	the	the	DT
37060	3926	9	abused	abused	JJ
37060	3926	10	party	party	NN
37060	3926	11	;	;	:
37060	3926	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3926	13	would	would	MD
37060	3926	14	return	return	VB
37060	3926	15	home	home	RB
37060	3926	16	after	after	IN
37060	3926	17	an	an	DT
37060	3926	18	evening	evening	NN
37060	3926	19	of	of	IN
37060	3926	20	utter	utter	JJ
37060	3926	21	turmoil	turmoil	NN
37060	3926	22	clenching	clench	VBG
37060	3926	23	three	three	CD
37060	3926	24	dollars	dollar	NNS
37060	3926	25	in	in	IN
37060	3926	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3926	27	hand	hand	NN
37060	3926	28	.	.	.
37060	3927	1	On	on	IN
37060	3927	2	the	the	DT
37060	3927	3	worst	bad	JJS
37060	3927	4	occasion	occasion	NN
37060	3927	5	,	,	,
37060	3927	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3927	7	was	be	VBD
37060	3927	8	to	to	TO
37060	3927	9	sit	sit	VB
37060	3927	10	for	for	IN
37060	3927	11	two	two	CD
37060	3927	12	children	child	NNS
37060	3927	13	at	at	IN
37060	3927	14	the	the	DT
37060	3927	15	end	end	NN
37060	3927	16	of	of	IN
37060	3927	17	the	the	DT
37060	3927	18	avenue	avenue	NN
37060	3927	19	.	.	.
37060	3928	1	Soon	soon	RB
37060	3928	2	after	after	IN
37060	3928	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3928	4	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	3928	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3928	6	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	3928	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3928	8	was	be	VBD
37060	3928	9	sitting	sit	VBG
37060	3928	10	for	for	IN
37060	3928	11	only	only	RB
37060	3928	12	one	one	CD
37060	3928	13	child	child	NN
37060	3928	14	;	;	:
37060	3928	15	the	the	DT
37060	3928	16	other	other	JJ
37060	3928	17	a	a	DT
37060	3928	18	monster	monster	NN
37060	3928	19	.	.	.
37060	3929	1	Inside	inside	IN
37060	3929	2	of	of	IN
37060	3929	3	three	three	CD
37060	3929	4	hours	hour	NNS
37060	3929	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3929	6	managed	manage	VBD
37060	3929	7	to	to	TO
37060	3929	8	reduce	reduce	VB
37060	3929	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3929	10	state	state	NN
37060	3929	11	of	of	IN
37060	3929	12	mind	mind	NN
37060	3929	13	to	to	IN
37060	3929	14	that	that	DT
37060	3929	15	of	of	IN
37060	3929	16	a	a	DT
37060	3929	17	murderess	murderess	NN
37060	3929	18	.	.	.
37060	3930	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3930	2	disobeyed	disobey	VBD
37060	3930	3	every	every	DT
37060	3930	4	request	request	NN
37060	3930	5	,	,	,
37060	3930	6	every	every	DT
37060	3930	7	order	order	NN
37060	3930	8	,	,	,
37060	3930	9	every	every	DT
37060	3930	10	threat	threat	NN
37060	3930	11	.	.	.
37060	3931	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3931	2	ignored	ignore	VBD
37060	3931	3	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3931	4	mother	mother	NN
37060	3931	5	's	's	POS
37060	3931	6	dictate	dictate	NN
37060	3931	7	that	that	IN
37060	3931	8	specified	specify	VBD
37060	3931	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3931	10	could	could	MD
37060	3931	11	eat	eat	VB
37060	3931	12	no	no	DT
37060	3931	13	more	more	JJR
37060	3931	14	than	than	IN
37060	3931	15	two	two	CD
37060	3931	16	candy	candy	NN
37060	3931	17	bars	bar	NNS
37060	3931	18	.	.	.
37060	3932	1	After	after	IN
37060	3932	2	consuming	consume	VBG
37060	3932	3	five	five	CD
37060	3932	4	,	,	,
37060	3932	5	the	the	DT
37060	3932	6	bag	bag	NN
37060	3932	7	of	of	IN
37060	3932	8	candy	candy	NN
37060	3932	9	went	go	VBD
37060	3932	10	on	on	IN
37060	3932	11	top	top	NN
37060	3932	12	of	of	IN
37060	3932	13	the	the	DT
37060	3932	14	refrigerator	refrigerator	NN
37060	3932	15	,	,	,
37060	3932	16	the	the	DT
37060	3932	17	sole	sole	JJ
37060	3932	18	place	place	NN
37060	3932	19	in	in	IN
37060	3932	20	the	the	DT
37060	3932	21	house	house	NN
37060	3932	22	which	which	WDT
37060	3932	23	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3932	24	was	be	VBD
37060	3932	25	unable	unable	JJ
37060	3932	26	to	to	TO
37060	3932	27	reach	reach	VB
37060	3932	28	.	.	.
37060	3933	1	The	the	DT
37060	3933	2	monster	monster	NN
37060	3933	3	,	,	,
37060	3933	4	outraged	outrage	VBN
37060	3933	5	,	,	,
37060	3933	6	then	then	RB
37060	3933	7	proceeded	proceed	VBD
37060	3933	8	to	to	TO
37060	3933	9	unshelf	unshelf	VB
37060	3933	10	every	every	DT
37060	3933	11	toy	toy	NN
37060	3933	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3933	13	owned	own	VBD
37060	3933	14	and	and	CC
37060	3933	15	move	move	VB
37060	3933	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3933	17	into	into	IN
37060	3933	18	the	the	DT
37060	3933	19	living	living	NN
37060	3933	20	room	room	NN
37060	3933	21	.	.	.
37060	3934	1	Afterward	afterward	RB
37060	3934	2	,	,	,
37060	3934	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3934	4	decided	decide	VBD
37060	3934	5	to	to	TO
37060	3934	6	hide	hide	VB
37060	3934	7	in	in	IN
37060	3934	8	the	the	DT
37060	3934	9	closet	closet	NN
37060	3934	10	.	.	.
37060	3935	1	For	for	IN
37060	3935	2	a	a	DT
37060	3935	3	brief	brief	JJ
37060	3935	4	moment	moment	NN
37060	3935	5	,	,	,
37060	3935	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3935	7	was	be	VBD
37060	3935	8	relieved	relieve	VBN
37060	3935	9	.	.	.
37060	3936	1	Seeing	see	VBG
37060	3936	2	this	this	DT
37060	3936	3	action	action	NN
37060	3936	4	had	have	VBD
37060	3936	5	an	an	DT
37060	3936	6	adverse	adverse	JJ
37060	3936	7	effect	effect	NN
37060	3936	8	on	on	IN
37060	3936	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3936	10	,	,	,
37060	3936	11	in	in	IN
37060	3936	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3936	13	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	3936	14	,	,	,
37060	3936	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3936	16	came	come	VBD
37060	3936	17	out	out	RP
37060	3936	18	,	,	,
37060	3936	19	wielding	wield	VBG
37060	3936	20	the	the	DT
37060	3936	21	vacuum	vacuum	NN
37060	3936	22	cleaner	cleaner	NN
37060	3936	23	,	,	,
37060	3936	24	and	and	CC
37060	3936	25	tore	tear	VBD
37060	3936	26	about	about	IN
37060	3936	27	the	the	DT
37060	3936	28	house	house	NN
37060	3936	29	like	like	IN
37060	3936	30	a	a	DT
37060	3936	31	wild	wild	JJ
37060	3936	32	thing	thing	NN
37060	3936	33	.	.	.
37060	3937	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3937	2	next	next	JJ
37060	3937	3	move	move	NN
37060	3937	4	,	,	,
37060	3937	5	unfortunately	unfortunately	RB
37060	3937	6	,	,	,
37060	3937	7	was	be	VBD
37060	3937	8	to	to	TO
37060	3937	9	raid	raid	VB
37060	3937	10	another	another	DT
37060	3937	11	closet	closet	NN
37060	3937	12	,	,	,
37060	3937	13	from	from	IN
37060	3937	14	which	which	WDT
37060	3937	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3937	16	carefully	carefully	RB
37060	3937	17	selected	select	VBD
37060	3937	18	a	a	DT
37060	3937	19	bag	bag	NN
37060	3937	20	of	of	IN
37060	3937	21	rubber	rubber	NN
37060	3937	22	bands	band	NNS
37060	3937	23	.	.	.
37060	3938	1	These	these	DT
37060	3938	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3938	3	pinged	ping	VBD
37060	3938	4	across	across	IN
37060	3938	5	the	the	DT
37060	3938	6	room	room	NN
37060	3938	7	,	,	,
37060	3938	8	firing	fire	VBG
37060	3938	9	joyously	joyously	RB
37060	3938	10	,	,	,
37060	3938	11	until	until	IN
37060	3938	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3938	13	impeded	impede	VBD
37060	3938	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3938	15	efforts	effort	NNS
37060	3938	16	.	.	.
37060	3939	1	The	the	DT
37060	3939	2	rubber	rubber	NN
37060	3939	3	bands	band	NNS
37060	3939	4	found	find	VBD
37060	3939	5	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3939	6	on	on	IN
37060	3939	7	the	the	DT
37060	3939	8	refrigerator	refrigerator	NN
37060	3939	9	.	.	.
37060	3940	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3940	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	3940	3	up	up	RP
37060	3940	4	.	.	.
37060	3941	1	Ten	ten	CD
37060	3941	2	o'clock	o'clock	NN
37060	3941	3	.	.	.
37060	3942	1	Unbelieveable	unbelieveable	JJ
37060	3942	2	.	.	.
37060	3943	1	The	the	DT
37060	3943	2	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3943	3	said	say	VBD
37060	3943	4	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3943	5	'd	'd	MD
37060	3943	6	be	be	VB
37060	3943	7	home	home	NN
37060	3943	8	"	"	``
37060	3943	9	around	around	IN
37060	3943	10	twelve	twelve	CD
37060	3943	11	.	.	.
37060	3943	12	"	"	''
37060	3944	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3944	2	took	take	VBD
37060	3944	3	a	a	DT
37060	3944	4	deep	deep	JJ
37060	3944	5	breath	breath	NN
37060	3944	6	and	and	CC
37060	3944	7	noticed	notice	VBD
37060	3944	8	the	the	DT
37060	3944	9	monster	monster	NN
37060	3944	10	was	be	VBD
37060	3944	11	cackling	cackle	VBG
37060	3944	12	from	from	IN
37060	3944	13	some	some	DT
37060	3944	14	unseen	unseen	JJ
37060	3944	15	location	location	NN
37060	3944	16	.	.	.
37060	3945	1	Deciding	decide	VBG
37060	3945	2	that	that	IN
37060	3945	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3945	4	should	should	MD
37060	3945	5	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	3945	6	the	the	DT
37060	3945	7	source	source	NN
37060	3945	8	of	of	IN
37060	3945	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3945	10	discontent	discontent	NN
37060	3945	11	,	,	,
37060	3945	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3945	13	finally	finally	RB
37060	3945	14	found	find	VBD
37060	3945	15	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3945	16	grinning	grin	VBG
37060	3945	17	widely	widely	RB
37060	3945	18	at	at	IN
37060	3945	19	the	the	DT
37060	3945	20	door	door	NN
37060	3945	21	of	of	IN
37060	3945	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3945	23	bedroom	bedroom	NN
37060	3945	24	.	.	.
37060	3946	1	"	"	``
37060	3946	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3946	3	let	let	VBP
37060	3946	4	the	the	DT
37060	3946	5	gerbils	gerbil	NNS
37060	3946	6	out	out	IN
37060	3946	7	of	of	IN
37060	3946	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3946	9	cage	cage	NN
37060	3946	10	,	,	,
37060	3946	11	"	"	''
37060	3946	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3946	13	announced	announce	VBD
37060	3946	14	proudly	proudly	RB
37060	3946	15	.	.	.
37060	3947	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3947	2	rolled	roll	VBD
37060	3947	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3947	4	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	3947	5	.	.	.
37060	3948	1	"	"	``
37060	3948	2	Terrific	terrific	JJ
37060	3948	3	,	,	,
37060	3948	4	"	"	''
37060	3948	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3948	6	replied	reply	VBD
37060	3948	7	,	,	,
37060	3948	8	lacking	lack	VBG
37060	3948	9	any	any	DT
37060	3948	10	enthusiasm	enthusiasm	NN
37060	3948	11	.	.	.
37060	3949	1	As	as	IN
37060	3949	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3949	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3949	4	a	a	DT
37060	3949	5	gerbil	gerbil	NN
37060	3949	6	,	,	,
37060	3949	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3949	8	was	be	VBD
37060	3949	9	not	not	RB
37060	3949	10	frightened	frighten	VBN
37060	3949	11	at	at	IN
37060	3949	12	the	the	DT
37060	3949	13	prospect	prospect	NN
37060	3949	14	of	of	IN
37060	3949	15	catching	catch	VBG
37060	3949	16	the	the	DT
37060	3949	17	rodents	rodent	NNS
37060	3949	18	,	,	,
37060	3949	19	but	but	CC
37060	3949	20	was	be	VBD
37060	3949	21	concerned	concern	VBN
37060	3949	22	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3949	23	might	may	MD
37060	3949	24	become	become	VB
37060	3949	25	lost	lose	VBN
37060	3949	26	in	in	IN
37060	3949	27	a	a	DT
37060	3949	28	couch	couch	NN
37060	3949	29	or	or	CC
37060	3949	30	any	any	DT
37060	3949	31	of	of	IN
37060	3949	32	the	the	DT
37060	3949	33	thousand	thousand	CD
37060	3949	34	other	other	JJ
37060	3949	35	places	place	NNS
37060	3949	36	a	a	DT
37060	3949	37	gerbil	gerbil	NN
37060	3949	38	could	could	MD
37060	3949	39	hide	hide	VB
37060	3949	40	.	.	.
37060	3950	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3950	2	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	3950	3	dropped	drop	VBD
37060	3950	4	to	to	IN
37060	3950	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3950	6	hands	hand	NNS
37060	3950	7	and	and	CC
37060	3950	8	knees	knee	NNS
37060	3950	9	,	,	,
37060	3950	10	knowing	know	VBG
37060	3950	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3950	12	generally	generally	RB
37060	3950	13	fled	flee	VBD
37060	3950	14	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	3950	15	the	the	DT
37060	3950	16	furniture	furniture	NN
37060	3950	17	,	,	,
37060	3950	18	and	and	CC
37060	3950	19	searched	search	VBD
37060	3950	20	the	the	DT
37060	3950	21	carpet	carpet	NN
37060	3950	22	for	for	IN
37060	3950	23	the	the	DT
37060	3950	24	tiny	tiny	JJ
37060	3950	25	animals	animal	NNS
37060	3950	26	.	.	.
37060	3951	1	Sure	sure	RB
37060	3951	2	enough	enough	RB
37060	3951	3	,	,	,
37060	3951	4	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3951	5	were	be	VBD
37060	3951	6	nervously	nervously	RB
37060	3951	7	enjoying	enjoy	VBG
37060	3951	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3951	9	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	3951	10	under	under	IN
37060	3951	11	the	the	DT
37060	3951	12	bed	bed	NN
37060	3951	13	's	's	POS
37060	3951	14	protective	protective	JJ
37060	3951	15	cover	cover	NN
37060	3951	16	.	.	.
37060	3952	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3952	2	succeeded	succeed	VBD
37060	3952	3	in	in	IN
37060	3952	4	flushing	flush	VBG
37060	3952	5	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3952	6	into	into	IN
37060	3952	7	the	the	DT
37060	3952	8	open	open	JJ
37060	3952	9	,	,	,
37060	3952	10	whereupon	whereupon	IN
37060	3952	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3952	12	were	be	VBD
37060	3952	13	promptly	promptly	RB
37060	3952	14	stripped	strip	VBN
37060	3952	15	of	of	IN
37060	3952	16	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3952	17	liberty	liberty	NN
37060	3952	18	and	and	CC
37060	3952	19	lifted	lift	VBN
37060	3952	20	,	,	,
37060	3952	21	by	by	IN
37060	3952	22	way	way	NN
37060	3952	23	of	of	IN
37060	3952	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3952	25	tails	tail	NNS
37060	3952	26	,	,	,
37060	3952	27	into	into	IN
37060	3952	28	the	the	DT
37060	3952	29	cage	cage	NN
37060	3952	30	.	.	.
37060	3953	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3953	2	turned	turn	VBD
37060	3953	3	out	out	RP
37060	3953	4	the	the	DT
37060	3953	5	light	light	NN
37060	3953	6	and	and	CC
37060	3953	7	marched	march	VBD
37060	3953	8	into	into	IN
37060	3953	9	the	the	DT
37060	3953	10	living	living	NN
37060	3953	11	room	room	NN
37060	3953	12	where	where	WRB
37060	3953	13	boy	boy	NN
37060	3953	14	monster	monster	NN
37060	3953	15	and	and	CC
37060	3953	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3953	17	sister	sister	NN
37060	3953	18	plotted	plot	VBD
37060	3953	19	against	against	IN
37060	3953	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3953	21	behind	behind	IN
37060	3953	22	suspicious	suspicious	JJ
37060	3953	23	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	3953	24	.	.	.
37060	3954	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3954	2	sat	sit	VBD
37060	3954	3	down	down	RP
37060	3954	4	and	and	CC
37060	3954	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3954	6	left	leave	VBD
37060	3954	7	the	the	DT
37060	3954	8	room	room	NN
37060	3954	9	;	;	:
37060	3954	10	not	not	RB
37060	3954	11	desiring	desire	VBG
37060	3954	12	to	to	TO
37060	3954	13	be	be	VB
37060	3954	14	surprised	surprised	JJ
37060	3954	15	,	,	,
37060	3954	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3954	17	followed	follow	VBD
37060	3954	18	,	,	,
37060	3954	19	entering	enter	VBG
37060	3954	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3954	21	room	room	NN
37060	3954	22	just	just	RB
37060	3954	23	as	as	IN
37060	3954	24	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3954	25	was	be	VBD
37060	3954	26	about	about	JJ
37060	3954	27	to	to	TO
37060	3954	28	unleash	unleash	VB
37060	3954	29	one	one	CD
37060	3954	30	of	of	IN
37060	3954	31	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3954	32	gerbils	gerbil	NNS
37060	3954	33	again	again	RB
37060	3954	34	.	.	.
37060	3955	1	"	"	``
37060	3955	2	No	no	UH
37060	3955	3	!	!	.
37060	3955	4	"	"	''
37060	3956	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3956	2	yelled	yell	VBD
37060	3956	3	.	.	.
37060	3957	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3957	2	disappeared	disappear	VBD
37060	3957	3	,	,	,
37060	3957	4	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	3957	5	the	the	DT
37060	3957	6	business	business	NN
37060	3957	7	of	of	IN
37060	3957	8	finding	find	VBG
37060	3957	9	the	the	DT
37060	3957	10	gerbil	gerbil	NN
37060	3957	11	to	to	IN
37060	3957	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3957	13	;	;	:
37060	3957	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3957	15	took	take	VBD
37060	3957	16	a	a	DT
37060	3957	17	bit	bit	NN
37060	3957	18	longer	long	RBR
37060	3957	19	this	this	DT
37060	3957	20	time	time	NN
37060	3957	21	because	because	IN
37060	3957	22	the	the	DT
37060	3957	23	mite	mite	NN
37060	3957	24	had	have	VBD
37060	3957	25	escaped	escape	VBN
37060	3957	26	to	to	IN
37060	3957	27	the	the	DT
37060	3957	28	master	master	NN
37060	3957	29	bedroom	bedroom	NN
37060	3957	30	before	before	IN
37060	3957	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3957	32	could	could	MD
37060	3957	33	detain	detain	VB
37060	3957	34	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3957	35	.	.	.
37060	3958	1	Once	once	IN
37060	3958	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3958	3	had	have	VBD
37060	3958	4	the	the	DT
37060	3958	5	animal	animal	NN
37060	3958	6	by	by	IN
37060	3958	7	the	the	DT
37060	3958	8	tail	tail	NN
37060	3958	9	,	,	,
37060	3958	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3958	11	returned	return	VBD
37060	3958	12	to	to	IN
37060	3958	13	the	the	DT
37060	3958	14	bedroom	bedroom	NN
37060	3958	15	in	in	IN
37060	3958	16	time	time	NN
37060	3958	17	to	to	TO
37060	3958	18	intercept	intercept	VB
37060	3958	19	the	the	DT
37060	3958	20	monster	monster	NN
37060	3958	21	's	's	POS
37060	3958	22	second	second	JJ
37060	3958	23	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	3958	24	to	to	TO
37060	3958	25	free	free	VB
37060	3958	26	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3958	27	other	other	JJ
37060	3958	28	gerbil	gerbil	NN
37060	3958	29	.	.	.
37060	3959	1	Determined	determine	VBN
37060	3959	2	that	that	IN
37060	3959	3	no	no	DT
37060	3959	4	more	more	JJR
37060	3959	5	searches	search	NNS
37060	3959	6	would	would	MD
37060	3959	7	take	take	VB
37060	3959	8	place	place	NN
37060	3959	9	that	that	DT
37060	3959	10	evening	evening	NN
37060	3959	11	,	,	,
37060	3959	12	the	the	DT
37060	3959	13	gerbil	gerbil	NN
37060	3959	14	cage	cage	NN
37060	3959	15	also	also	RB
37060	3959	16	decorated	decorate	VBD
37060	3959	17	the	the	DT
37060	3959	18	refrigerator	refrigerator	NN
37060	3959	19	top	top	NN
37060	3959	20	.	.	.
37060	3960	1	Of	of	RB
37060	3960	2	course	course	RB
37060	3960	3	,	,	,
37060	3960	4	bedtime	bedtime	NNP
37060	3960	5	was	be	VBD
37060	3960	6	a	a	DT
37060	3960	7	chore	chore	NN
37060	3960	8	in	in	IN
37060	3960	9	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3960	10	,	,	,
37060	3960	11	but	but	CC
37060	3960	12	one	one	CD
37060	3960	13	battle	battle	NN
37060	3960	14	which	which	WDT
37060	3960	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3960	16	was	be	VBD
37060	3960	17	determined	determined	JJ
37060	3960	18	to	to	TO
37060	3960	19	win	win	VB
37060	3960	20	.	.	.
37060	3961	1	Through	through	IN
37060	3961	2	a	a	DT
37060	3961	3	stroke	stroke	NN
37060	3961	4	of	of	IN
37060	3961	5	luck	luck	NN
37060	3961	6	or	or	CC
37060	3961	7	a	a	DT
37060	3961	8	dream	dream	NN
37060	3961	9	realized	realize	VBN
37060	3961	10	,	,	,
37060	3961	11	the	the	DT
37060	3961	12	two	two	CD
37060	3961	13	finally	finally	RB
37060	3961	14	went	go	VBD
37060	3961	15	to	to	IN
37060	3961	16	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	3961	17	,	,	,
37060	3961	18	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	3961	19	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3961	20	to	to	TO
37060	3961	21	blink	blink	VB
37060	3961	22	at	at	IN
37060	3961	23	the	the	DT
37060	3961	24	T.V.	T.V.	NNP
37060	3962	1	in	in	IN
37060	3962	2	a	a	DT
37060	3962	3	fatigued	fatigued	JJ
37060	3962	4	stupor	stupor	NN
37060	3962	5	until	until	IN
37060	3962	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3962	7	collapsed	collapse	VBD
37060	3962	8	on	on	IN
37060	3962	9	the	the	DT
37060	3962	10	couch	couch	NN
37060	3962	11	.	.	.
37060	3963	1	The	the	DT
37060	3963	2	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3963	3	returned	return	VBD
37060	3963	4	well	well	RB
37060	3963	5	after	after	IN
37060	3963	6	two	two	CD
37060	3963	7	o'clock	o'clock	NN
37060	3963	8	in	in	IN
37060	3963	9	the	the	DT
37060	3963	10	morning	morning	NN
37060	3963	11	to	to	TO
37060	3963	12	find	find	VB
37060	3963	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3963	14	slumped	slump	VBN
37060	3963	15	where	where	WRB
37060	3963	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3963	17	had	have	VBD
37060	3963	18	fallen	fall	VBN
37060	3963	19	several	several	JJ
37060	3963	20	hours	hour	NNS
37060	3963	21	earlier	early	RBR
37060	3963	22	;	;	:
37060	3963	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3963	24	had	have	VBD
37060	3963	25	earned	earn	VBN
37060	3963	26	the	the	DT
37060	3963	27	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	3963	28	,	,	,
37060	3963	29	especially	especially	RB
37060	3963	30	under	under	IN
37060	3963	31	the	the	DT
37060	3963	32	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	3963	33	that	that	WDT
37060	3963	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3963	35	endured	endure	VBD
37060	3963	36	.	.	.
37060	3964	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	3964	2	baby	baby	NN
37060	3964	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	3964	4	sat	sit	VBD
37060	3964	5	for	for	IN
37060	3964	6	over	over	IN
37060	3964	7	seven	seven	CD
37060	3964	8	hours	hour	NNS
37060	3964	9	,	,	,
37060	3964	10	on	on	IN
37060	3964	11	which	which	WDT
37060	3964	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3964	13	had	have	VBD
37060	3964	14	not	not	RB
37060	3964	15	counted	count	VBN
37060	3964	16	,	,	,
37060	3964	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3964	18	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3964	19	that	that	IN
37060	3964	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3964	21	brush	brush	NN
37060	3964	22	with	with	IN
37060	3964	23	insanity	insanity	NN
37060	3964	24	would	would	MD
37060	3964	25	be	be	VB
37060	3964	26	buffered	buffer	VBN
37060	3964	27	by	by	IN
37060	3964	28	a	a	DT
37060	3964	29	"	"	``
37060	3964	30	substantial	substantial	JJ
37060	3964	31	"	"	''
37060	3964	32	payment	payment	NN
37060	3964	33	.	.	.
37060	3965	1	The	the	DT
37060	3965	2	husband	husband	NN
37060	3965	3	handed	hand	VBD
37060	3965	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3965	5	some	some	DT
37060	3965	6	tightly	tightly	RB
37060	3965	7	folded	fold	VBN
37060	3965	8	bills	bill	NNS
37060	3965	9	and	and	CC
37060	3965	10	two	two	CD
37060	3965	11	quarters	quarter	NNS
37060	3965	12	as	as	IN
37060	3965	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3965	14	stepped	step	VBD
37060	3965	15	into	into	IN
37060	3965	16	the	the	DT
37060	3965	17	night	night	NN
37060	3965	18	air	air	NN
37060	3965	19	,	,	,
37060	3965	20	and	and	CC
37060	3965	21	by	by	IN
37060	3965	22	the	the	DT
37060	3965	23	feel	feel	NN
37060	3965	24	of	of	IN
37060	3965	25	the	the	DT
37060	3965	26	wad	wad	NN
37060	3965	27	,	,	,
37060	3965	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3965	29	trusted	trust	VBD
37060	3965	30	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3965	31	integrity	integrity	NN
37060	3965	32	and	and	CC
37060	3965	33	believed	believe	VBD
37060	3965	34	that	that	IN
37060	3965	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3965	36	effort	effort	NN
37060	3965	37	might	may	MD
37060	3965	38	have	have	VB
37060	3965	39	been	be	VBN
37060	3965	40	worthwhile	worthwhile	JJ
37060	3965	41	,	,	,
37060	3965	42	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	3965	43	.	.	.
37060	3966	1	The	the	DT
37060	3966	2	"	"	``
37060	3966	3	going	go	VBG
37060	3966	4	rate	rate	NN
37060	3966	5	"	"	''
37060	3966	6	was	be	VBD
37060	3966	7	at	at	RB
37060	3966	8	least	least	RBS
37060	3966	9	75	75	CD
37060	3966	10	cents	cent	NNS
37060	3966	11	per	per	IN
37060	3966	12	hour	hour	NN
37060	3966	13	,	,	,
37060	3966	14	with	with	IN
37060	3966	15	the	the	DT
37060	3966	16	rate	rate	NN
37060	3966	17	increasing	increase	VBG
37060	3966	18	to	to	IN
37060	3966	19	$	$	$
37060	3966	20	l.00	l.00	NN
37060	3966	21	or	or	CC
37060	3966	22	$	$	$
37060	3966	23	l.50	l.50	NNS
37060	3966	24	for	for	IN
37060	3966	25	every	every	DT
37060	3966	26	hour	hour	NN
37060	3966	27	past	past	IN
37060	3966	28	midnight	midnight	NN
37060	3966	29	.	.	.
37060	3967	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3967	2	calculated	calculate	VBD
37060	3967	3	in	in	IN
37060	3967	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3967	5	mind	mind	NN
37060	3967	6	as	as	IN
37060	3967	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3967	8	paced	pace	VBD
37060	3967	9	toward	toward	IN
37060	3967	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3967	11	house	house	NN
37060	3967	12	,	,	,
37060	3967	13	knowing	know	VBG
37060	3967	14	that	that	IN
37060	3967	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3967	16	had	have	VBD
37060	3967	17	been	be	VBN
37060	3967	18	gone	go	VBN
37060	3967	19	seven	seven	CD
37060	3967	20	and	and	CC
37060	3967	21	a	a	DT
37060	3967	22	half	half	NN
37060	3967	23	hours	hour	NNS
37060	3967	24	,	,	,
37060	3967	25	and	and	CC
37060	3967	26	turned	turn	VBD
37060	3967	27	the	the	DT
37060	3967	28	bills	bill	NNS
37060	3967	29	over	over	RP
37060	3967	30	in	in	IN
37060	3967	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3967	32	hand	hand	NN
37060	3967	33	with	with	IN
37060	3967	34	anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	3967	35	.	.	.
37060	3968	1	"	"	``
37060	3968	2	A	a	DT
37060	3968	3	five	five	CD
37060	3968	4	and	and	CC
37060	3968	5	maybe	maybe	RB
37060	3968	6	a	a	DT
37060	3968	7	couple	couple	NN
37060	3968	8	of	of	IN
37060	3968	9	ones	one	NNS
37060	3968	10	.	.	.
37060	3969	1	.	.	.
37060	3970	1	.	.	.
37060	3970	2	"	"	''
37060	3971	1	a	a	DT
37060	3971	2	thought	thought	NN
37060	3971	3	echoed	echo	VBD
37060	3971	4	.	.	.
37060	3972	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3972	2	opened	open	VBD
37060	3972	3	the	the	DT
37060	3972	4	door	door	NN
37060	3972	5	and	and	CC
37060	3972	6	entered	enter	VBD
37060	3972	7	,	,	,
37060	3972	8	removed	remove	VBN
37060	3972	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3972	10	shoes	shoe	NNS
37060	3972	11	,	,	,
37060	3972	12	and	and	CC
37060	3972	13	went	go	VBD
37060	3972	14	into	into	IN
37060	3972	15	the	the	DT
37060	3972	16	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	3972	17	to	to	TO
37060	3972	18	see	see	VB
37060	3972	19	what	what	WP
37060	3972	20	the	the	DT
37060	3972	21	light	light	NN
37060	3972	22	would	would	MD
37060	3972	23	reveal	reveal	VB
37060	3972	24	.	.	.
37060	3973	1	Unrolling	unroll	VBG
37060	3973	2	the	the	DT
37060	3973	3	bills	bill	NNS
37060	3973	4	reverently	reverently	RB
37060	3973	5	,	,	,
37060	3973	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3973	7	straightened	straighten	VBD
37060	3973	8	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3973	9	one	one	CD
37060	3973	10	by	by	IN
37060	3973	11	one	one	CD
37060	3973	12	and	and	CC
37060	3973	13	put	put	VBD
37060	3973	14	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3973	15	on	on	IN
37060	3973	16	the	the	DT
37060	3973	17	table	table	NN
37060	3973	18	.	.	.
37060	3974	1	One	one	CD
37060	3974	2	,	,	,
37060	3974	3	two	two	CD
37060	3974	4	,	,	,
37060	3974	5	three	three	CD
37060	3974	6	,	,	,
37060	3974	7	four	four	CD
37060	3974	8	dollars	dollar	NNS
37060	3974	9	.	.	.
37060	3975	1	.	.	.
37060	3976	1	.	.	.
37060	3977	1	and	and	CC
37060	3977	2	fifty	fifty	CD
37060	3977	3	cents	cent	NNS
37060	3977	4	.	.	.
37060	3978	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3978	2	stared	stare	VBD
37060	3978	3	silently	silently	RB
37060	3978	4	at	at	IN
37060	3978	5	the	the	DT
37060	3978	6	bills	bill	NNS
37060	3978	7	,	,	,
37060	3978	8	recalling	recall	VBG
37060	3978	9	that	that	IN
37060	3978	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3978	11	minimum	minimum	JJ
37060	3978	12	payment	payment	NN
37060	3978	13	should	should	MD
37060	3978	14	have	have	VB
37060	3978	15	been	be	VBN
37060	3978	16	$	$	$
37060	3978	17	5.75	5.75	CD
37060	3978	18	.	.	.
37060	3979	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3979	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3979	3	used	use	VBN
37060	3979	4	and	and	CC
37060	3979	5	cheated	cheat	VBN
37060	3979	6	,	,	,
37060	3979	7	and	and	CC
37060	3979	8	frankly	frankly	RB
37060	3979	9	,	,	,
37060	3979	10	quite	quite	RB
37060	3979	11	insulted	insulted	JJ
37060	3979	12	.	.	.
37060	3980	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3980	2	mom	mom	NN
37060	3980	3	,	,	,
37060	3980	4	too	too	RB
37060	3980	5	,	,	,
37060	3980	6	was	be	VBD
37060	3980	7	angry	angry	JJ
37060	3980	8	and	and	CC
37060	3980	9	said	say	VBD
37060	3980	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3980	11	should	should	MD
37060	3980	12	protest	protest	VB
37060	3980	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3980	14	under	under	NN
37060	3980	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	3980	16	payment	payment	NN
37060	3980	17	,	,	,
37060	3980	18	but	but	CC
37060	3980	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3980	20	was	be	VBD
37060	3980	21	afraid	afraid	JJ
37060	3980	22	to	to	TO
37060	3980	23	call	call	VB
37060	3980	24	"	"	``
37060	3980	25	grown	grow	VBN
37060	3980	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	3980	27	ups	up	NNS
37060	3980	28	"	"	''
37060	3980	29	and	and	CC
37060	3980	30	let	let	VB
37060	3980	31	the	the	DT
37060	3980	32	matter	matter	NN
37060	3980	33	drop	drop	VB
37060	3980	34	.	.	.
37060	3981	1	The	the	DT
37060	3981	2	following	follow	VBG
37060	3981	3	week	week	NN
37060	3981	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3981	5	received	receive	VBD
37060	3981	6	a	a	DT
37060	3981	7	phone	phone	NN
37060	3981	8	call	call	NN
37060	3981	9	from	from	IN
37060	3981	10	the	the	DT
37060	3981	11	mother	mother	NN
37060	3981	12	,	,	,
37060	3981	13	requesting	request	VBG
37060	3981	14	that	that	IN
37060	3981	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3981	16	baby	baby	VBP
37060	3981	17	-	-	:
37060	3981	18	sit	sit	VB
37060	3981	19	some	some	DT
37060	3981	20	night	night	NN
37060	3981	21	that	that	DT
37060	3981	22	week	week	NN
37060	3981	23	.	.	.
37060	3982	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3982	2	had	have	VBD
37060	3982	3	not	not	RB
37060	3982	4	honestly	honestly	RB
37060	3982	5	let	let	VB
37060	3982	6	the	the	DT
37060	3982	7	matter	matter	NN
37060	3982	8	drop	drop	VB
37060	3982	9	,	,	,
37060	3982	10	for	for	IN
37060	3982	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3982	12	had	have	VBD
37060	3982	13	festered	fester	VBN
37060	3982	14	in	in	IN
37060	3982	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3982	16	mind	mind	NN
37060	3982	17	since	since	IN
37060	3982	18	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3982	19	occurrence	occurrence	NN
37060	3982	20	,	,	,
37060	3982	21	and	and	CC
37060	3982	22	bid	bid	VBD
37060	3982	23	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3982	24	forego	forego	NNP
37060	3982	25	further	further	JJ
37060	3982	26	assignments	assignment	NNS
37060	3982	27	with	with	IN
37060	3982	28	that	that	DT
37060	3982	29	family	family	NN
37060	3982	30	.	.	.
37060	3983	1	"	"	``
37060	3983	2	No	no	UH
37060	3983	3	,	,	,
37060	3983	4	"	"	''
37060	3983	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3983	6	replied	reply	VBD
37060	3983	7	.	.	.
37060	3984	1	A	a	DT
37060	3984	2	hush	hush	JJ
37060	3984	3	ensued	ensued	NN
37060	3984	4	,	,	,
37060	3984	5	urging	urge	VBG
37060	3984	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3984	7	to	to	TO
37060	3984	8	explain	explain	VB
37060	3984	9	.	.	.
37060	3985	1	"	"	``
37060	3985	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3985	3	wo	will	MD
37060	3985	4	n't	not	RB
37060	3985	5	...	...	.
37060	3986	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3986	2	ca	can	MD
37060	3986	3	n't	not	RB
37060	3986	4	handle	handle	VB
37060	3986	5	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3986	6	kids	kid	NNS
37060	3986	7	.	.	.
37060	3986	8	"	"	''
37060	3987	1	In	in	IN
37060	3987	2	a	a	DT
37060	3987	3	diminutive	diminutive	JJ
37060	3987	4	tone	tone	NN
37060	3987	5	,	,	,
37060	3987	6	the	the	DT
37060	3987	7	woman	woman	NN
37060	3987	8	acknowledged	acknowledge	VBD
37060	3987	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3987	10	statement	statement	NN
37060	3987	11	and	and	CC
37060	3987	12	said	say	VBD
37060	3987	13	good	good	JJ
37060	3987	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	3987	15	bye	bye	NN
37060	3987	16	;	;	:
37060	3987	17	by	by	IN
37060	3987	18	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3987	19	response	response	NN
37060	3987	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3987	21	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	3987	22	felt	feel	VBD
37060	3987	23	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3987	24	had	have	VBD
37060	3987	25	just	just	RB
37060	3987	26	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	3987	27	de	de	NNP
37060	3987	28	ja	ja	NNP
37060	3987	29	vu	vu	NNP
37060	3987	30	.	.	.
37060	3988	1	In	in	IN
37060	3988	2	certain	certain	JJ
37060	3988	3	respects	respect	NNS
37060	3988	4	,	,	,
37060	3988	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3988	6	pitied	pity	VBD
37060	3988	7	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3988	8	,	,	,
37060	3988	9	and	and	CC
37060	3988	10	in	in	IN
37060	3988	11	others	other	NNS
37060	3988	12	,	,	,
37060	3988	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3988	14	pitied	pity	VBD
37060	3988	15	the	the	DT
37060	3988	16	children	child	NNS
37060	3988	17	.	.	.
37060	3989	1	The	the	DT
37060	3989	2	latter	latter	JJ
37060	3989	3	would	would	MD
37060	3989	4	one	one	CD
37060	3989	5	day	day	NN
37060	3989	6	rise	rise	VB
37060	3989	7	to	to	TO
37060	3989	8	discover	discover	VB
37060	3989	9	the	the	DT
37060	3989	10	world	world	NN
37060	3989	11	was	be	VBD
37060	3989	12	greater	great	JJR
37060	3989	13	than	than	IN
37060	3989	14	mother	mother	NN
37060	3989	15	's	's	POS
37060	3989	16	protective	protective	JJ
37060	3989	17	and	and	CC
37060	3989	18	generous	generous	JJ
37060	3989	19	arms	arm	NNS
37060	3989	20	could	could	MD
37060	3989	21	encompass	encompass	VB
37060	3989	22	.	.	.
37060	3990	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	3990	2	the	the	DT
37060	3990	3	former	former	JJ
37060	3990	4	would	would	MD
37060	3990	5	one	one	CD
37060	3990	6	day	day	NN
37060	3990	7	wonder	wonder	NN
37060	3990	8	why	why	WRB
37060	3990	9	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3990	10	had	have	VBD
37060	3990	11	treated	treat	VBN
37060	3990	12	"	"	``
37060	3990	13	no	no	UH
37060	3990	14	"	"	''
37060	3990	15	like	like	IN
37060	3990	16	a	a	DT
37060	3990	17	word	word	NN
37060	3990	18	from	from	IN
37060	3990	19	a	a	DT
37060	3990	20	foreign	foreign	JJ
37060	3990	21	language	language	NN
37060	3990	22	.	.	.
37060	3991	1	Deep	deep	RB
37060	3991	2	inside	inside	RB
37060	3991	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3991	4	believe	believe	VBP
37060	3991	5	that	that	IN
37060	3991	6	humans	human	NNS
37060	3991	7	desire	desire	VBP
37060	3991	8	a	a	DT
37060	3991	9	sense	sense	NN
37060	3991	10	of	of	IN
37060	3991	11	discipline	discipline	NN
37060	3991	12	from	from	IN
37060	3991	13	youth	youth	NN
37060	3991	14	;	;	,
37060	3991	15	guidance	guidance	NN
37060	3991	16	assures	assure	VBZ
37060	3991	17	a	a	DT
37060	3991	18	child	child	NN
37060	3991	19	that	that	WDT
37060	3991	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3991	21	guardians	guardian	NNS
37060	3991	22	care	care	VBP
37060	3991	23	about	about	IN
37060	3991	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3991	25	life	life	NN
37060	3991	26	enough	enough	RB
37060	3991	27	to	to	TO
37060	3991	28	intervene	intervene	VB
37060	3991	29	in	in	IN
37060	3991	30	areas	area	NNS
37060	3991	31	of	of	IN
37060	3991	32	possible	possible	JJ
37060	3991	33	danger	danger	NN
37060	3991	34	or	or	CC
37060	3991	35	misdirection	misdirection	NN
37060	3991	36	.	.	.
37060	3992	1	Discipline	discipline	NN
37060	3992	2	commands	command	VBZ
37060	3992	3	respect	respect	NN
37060	3992	4	toward	toward	IN
37060	3992	5	oneself	oneself	PRP
37060	3992	6	and	and	CC
37060	3992	7	others	other	NNS
37060	3992	8	because	because	IN
37060	3992	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3992	10	brings	bring	VBZ
37060	3992	11	order	order	NN
37060	3992	12	to	to	TO
37060	3992	13	chaos	chaos	VB
37060	3992	14	and	and	CC
37060	3992	15	reality	reality	NN
37060	3992	16	to	to	IN
37060	3992	17	life	life	NN
37060	3992	18	.	.	.
37060	3993	1	As	as	IN
37060	3993	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3993	3	grew	grow	VBD
37060	3993	4	and	and	CC
37060	3993	5	observed	observe	VBD
37060	3993	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3993	7	classmates	classmate	NNS
37060	3993	8	,	,	,
37060	3993	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3993	10	saw	see	VBD
37060	3993	11	those	those	DT
37060	3993	12	whose	whose	WP$
37060	3993	13	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3993	14	were	be	VBD
37060	3993	15	not	not	RB
37060	3993	16	restrictive	restrictive	JJ
37060	3993	17	often	often	RB
37060	3993	18	led	lead	VBN
37060	3993	19	sordid	sordid	NNP
37060	3993	20	lives	life	NNS
37060	3993	21	.	.	.
37060	3994	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3994	2	lied	lie	VBD
37060	3994	3	excessively	excessively	RB
37060	3994	4	or	or	CC
37060	3994	5	vulgarly	vulgarly	RB
37060	3994	6	splashed	splash	VBD
37060	3994	7	the	the	DT
37060	3994	8	truth	truth	NN
37060	3994	9	before	before	IN
37060	3994	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3994	11	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3994	12	to	to	TO
37060	3994	13	openly	openly	RB
37060	3994	14	wound	wound	VB
37060	3994	15	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3994	16	.	.	.
37060	3995	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3995	2	cringed	cringe	VBD
37060	3995	3	to	to	TO
37060	3995	4	see	see	VB
37060	3995	5	such	such	JJ
37060	3995	6	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	3995	7	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	3995	8	of	of	IN
37060	3995	9	good	good	JJ
37060	3995	10	people	people	NNS
37060	3995	11	,	,	,
37060	3995	12	for	for	IN
37060	3995	13	these	these	DT
37060	3995	14	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3995	15	had	have	VBD
37060	3995	16	never	never	RB
37060	3995	17	lived	live	VBN
37060	3995	18	lives	life	NNS
37060	3995	19	similar	similar	JJ
37060	3995	20	to	to	IN
37060	3995	21	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3995	22	child	child	NN
37060	3995	23	.	.	.
37060	3996	1	At	at	IN
37060	3996	2	first	first	RB
37060	3996	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3996	4	was	be	VBD
37060	3996	5	baffled	baffle	VBN
37060	3996	6	by	by	IN
37060	3996	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3996	8	classmates	classmate	NNS
37060	3996	9	'	'	POS
37060	3996	10	apparent	apparent	JJ
37060	3996	11	hate	hate	NN
37060	3996	12	for	for	IN
37060	3996	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3996	14	parents	parent	NNS
37060	3996	15	,	,	,
37060	3996	16	so	so	CC
37060	3996	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3996	18	compared	compare	VBD
37060	3996	19	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3996	20	lives	life	NNS
37060	3996	21	to	to	IN
37060	3996	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3996	23	own	own	JJ
37060	3996	24	and	and	CC
37060	3996	25	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	3996	26	that	that	IN
37060	3996	27	,	,	,
37060	3996	28	as	as	IN
37060	3996	29	children	child	NNS
37060	3996	30	,	,	,
37060	3996	31	tantrums	tantrum	NNS
37060	3996	32	and	and	CC
37060	3996	33	tears	tear	NNS
37060	3996	34	produced	produce	VBD
37060	3996	35	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3996	36	desires	desire	NNS
37060	3996	37	.	.	.
37060	3997	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3997	2	used	use	VBD
37060	3997	3	neither	neither	CC
37060	3997	4	,	,	,
37060	3997	5	for	for	IN
37060	3997	6	neither	neither	DT
37060	3997	7	would	would	MD
37060	3997	8	have	have	VB
37060	3997	9	proven	prove	VBN
37060	3997	10	effective	effective	JJ
37060	3997	11	;	;	:
37060	3997	12	"	"	``
37060	3997	13	no	no	UH
37060	3997	14	"	"	''
37060	3997	15	always	always	RB
37060	3997	16	meant	mean	VBN
37060	3997	17	"	"	``
37060	3997	18	no	no	UH
37060	3997	19	"	"	''
37060	3997	20	whether	whether	IN
37060	3997	21	referring	refer	VBG
37060	3997	22	to	to	IN
37060	3997	23	a	a	DT
37060	3997	24	request	request	NN
37060	3997	25	or	or	CC
37060	3997	26	given	give	VBN
37060	3997	27	as	as	IN
37060	3997	28	a	a	DT
37060	3997	29	disciplinary	disciplinary	JJ
37060	3997	30	expression	expression	NN
37060	3997	31	.	.	.
37060	3998	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3998	2	respected	respect	VBD
37060	3998	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3998	4	mom	mom	NN
37060	3998	5	and	and	CC
37060	3998	6	dad	dad	NN
37060	3998	7	's	's	POS
37060	3998	8	authority	authority	NN
37060	3998	9	,	,	,
37060	3998	10	which	which	WDT
37060	3998	11	consequently	consequently	RB
37060	3998	12	augmented	augment	VBD
37060	3998	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3998	14	love	love	NN
37060	3998	15	for	for	IN
37060	3998	16	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	3998	17	.	.	.
37060	3999	1	This	this	DT
37060	3999	2	was	be	VBD
37060	3999	3	essentially	essentially	RB
37060	3999	4	the	the	DT
37060	3999	5	differing	differ	VBG
37060	3999	6	factor	factor	NN
37060	3999	7	which	which	WDT
37060	3999	8	separated	separate	VBD
37060	3999	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3999	10	childhood	childhood	NN
37060	3999	11	from	from	IN
37060	3999	12	that	that	DT
37060	3999	13	of	of	IN
37060	3999	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	3999	15	friends	friend	NNS
37060	3999	16	.	.	.
37060	4000	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4000	2	concluded	conclude	VBD
37060	4000	3	that	that	IN
37060	4000	4	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4000	5	"	"	``
37060	4000	6	hate	hate	NN
37060	4000	7	"	"	''
37060	4000	8	evolved	evolve	VBN
37060	4000	9	from	from	IN
37060	4000	10	a	a	DT
37060	4000	11	lack	lack	NN
37060	4000	12	of	of	IN
37060	4000	13	respect	respect	NN
37060	4000	14	combined	combine	VBN
37060	4000	15	with	with	IN
37060	4000	16	the	the	DT
37060	4000	17	bitterness	bitterness	NN
37060	4000	18	of	of	IN
37060	4000	19	leading	lead	VBG
37060	4000	20	empty	empty	JJ
37060	4000	21	,	,	,
37060	4000	22	selfish	selfish	JJ
37060	4000	23	lives	life	NNS
37060	4000	24	;	;	:
37060	4000	25	instead	instead	RB
37060	4000	26	of	of	IN
37060	4000	27	searching	search	VBG
37060	4000	28	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4000	29	,	,	,
37060	4000	30	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4000	31	blamed	blame	VBD
37060	4000	32	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4000	33	parents	parent	NNS
37060	4000	34	for	for	IN
37060	4000	35	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4000	36	frustration	frustration	NN
37060	4000	37	.	.	.
37060	4001	1	The	the	DT
37060	4001	2	parents	parent	NNS
37060	4001	3	can	can	MD
37060	4001	4	not	not	RB
37060	4001	5	bear	bear	VB
37060	4001	6	the	the	DT
37060	4001	7	entire	entire	JJ
37060	4001	8	burden	burden	NN
37060	4001	9	,	,	,
37060	4001	10	however	however	RB
37060	4001	11	,	,	,
37060	4001	12	for	for	IN
37060	4001	13	each	each	DT
37060	4001	14	normal	normal	JJ
37060	4001	15	human	human	JJ
37060	4001	16	possesses	possess	VBZ
37060	4001	17	a	a	DT
37060	4001	18	mind	mind	NN
37060	4001	19	which	which	WDT
37060	4001	20	is	be	VBZ
37060	4001	21	quite	quite	RB
37060	4001	22	capable	capable	JJ
37060	4001	23	of	of	IN
37060	4001	24	inviting	invite	VBG
37060	4001	25	either	either	CC
37060	4001	26	positive	positive	JJ
37060	4001	27	or	or	CC
37060	4001	28	negative	negative	JJ
37060	4001	29	change	change	NN
37060	4001	30	into	into	IN
37060	4001	31	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4001	32	life	life	NN
37060	4001	33	.	.	.
37060	4002	1	Discipline	discipline	NN
37060	4002	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	4002	3	essential	essential	JJ
37060	4002	4	for	for	IN
37060	4002	5	the	the	DT
37060	4002	6	attainment	attainment	NN
37060	4002	7	of	of	IN
37060	4002	8	maturity	maturity	NN
37060	4002	9	,	,	,
37060	4002	10	and	and	CC
37060	4002	11	the	the	DT
37060	4002	12	sooner	soon	JJR
37060	4002	13	one	one	NN
37060	4002	14	encounters	encounter	VBZ
37060	4002	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4002	16	,	,	,
37060	4002	17	or	or	CC
37060	4002	18	becomes	become	VBZ
37060	4002	19	aware	aware	JJ
37060	4002	20	of	of	IN
37060	4002	21	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4002	22	necessity	necessity	NN
37060	4002	23	,	,	,
37060	4002	24	the	the	DT
37060	4002	25	sooner	soon	JJR
37060	4002	26	growth	growth	NN
37060	4002	27	can	can	MD
37060	4002	28	begin	begin	VB
37060	4002	29	.	.	.
37060	4003	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4003	2	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	4003	3	over	over	IN
37060	4003	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4003	5	current	current	JJ
37060	4003	6	wish	wish	NN
37060	4003	7	for	for	IN
37060	4003	8	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	4003	9	,	,	,
37060	4003	10	and	and	CC
37060	4003	11	was	be	VBD
37060	4003	12	silently	silently	RB
37060	4003	13	glad	glad	JJ
37060	4003	14	that	that	IN
37060	4003	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4003	16	parents	parent	NNS
37060	4003	17	had	have	VBD
37060	4003	18	always	always	RB
37060	4003	19	voiced	voice	VBN
37060	4003	20	appropriate	appropriate	JJ
37060	4003	21	objections	objection	NNS
37060	4003	22	toward	toward	IN
37060	4003	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4003	24	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	4003	25	doubtful	doubtful	JJ
37060	4003	26	intentions	intention	NNS
37060	4003	27	.	.	.
37060	4004	1	No	no	DT
37060	4004	2	one	one	NN
37060	4004	3	had	have	VBD
37060	4004	4	ever	ever	RB
37060	4004	5	labeled	label	VBN
37060	4004	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4004	7	a	a	DT
37060	4004	8	"	"	``
37060	4004	9	brat	brat	NN
37060	4004	10	,	,	,
37060	4004	11	"	"	''
37060	4004	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4004	13	mused	muse	VBD
37060	4004	14	with	with	IN
37060	4004	15	satisfaction	satisfaction	NN
37060	4004	16	,	,	,
37060	4004	17	so	so	CC
37060	4004	18	why	why	WRB
37060	4004	19	should	should	MD
37060	4004	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4004	21	babysit	babysit	VB
37060	4004	22	for	for	IN
37060	4004	23	other	other	JJ
37060	4004	24	people	people	NNS
37060	4004	25	's	's	POS
37060	4004	26	nightmares	nightmare	NNS
37060	4004	27	?	?	.
37060	4005	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4005	2	first	first	JJ
37060	4005	3	"	"	``
37060	4005	4	real	real	JJ
37060	4005	5	"	"	''
37060	4005	6	job	job	NN
37060	4005	7	,	,	,
37060	4005	8	for	for	IN
37060	4005	9	which	which	WDT
37060	4005	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4005	11	filled	fill	VBD
37060	4005	12	out	out	RP
37060	4005	13	an	an	DT
37060	4005	14	application	application	NN
37060	4005	15	,	,	,
37060	4005	16	was	be	VBD
37060	4005	17	as	as	IN
37060	4005	18	a	a	DT
37060	4005	19	clerk	clerk	NN
37060	4005	20	in	in	IN
37060	4005	21	a	a	DT
37060	4005	22	fabric	fabric	NN
37060	4005	23	store	store	NN
37060	4005	24	.	.	.
37060	4006	1	Since	since	IN
37060	4006	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4006	3	ex	ex	NN
37060	4006	4	-	-	NN
37060	4006	5	sister	sister	JJ
37060	4006	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	4006	7	in	in	IN
37060	4006	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	4006	9	law	law	NN
37060	4006	10	had	have	VBD
37060	4006	11	worked	work	VBN
37060	4006	12	there	there	RB
37060	4006	13	and	and	CC
37060	4006	14	because	because	IN
37060	4006	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4006	16	sewed	sew	VBD
37060	4006	17	occasionally	occasionally	RB
37060	4006	18	and	and	CC
37060	4006	19	purchased	purchase	VBN
37060	4006	20	goods	good	NNS
37060	4006	21	at	at	IN
37060	4006	22	the	the	DT
37060	4006	23	store	store	NN
37060	4006	24	,	,	,
37060	4006	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4006	26	viewed	view	VBD
37060	4006	27	the	the	DT
37060	4006	28	place	place	NN
37060	4006	29	as	as	IN
37060	4006	30	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	4006	31	of	of	IN
37060	4006	32	an	an	DT
37060	4006	33	old	old	JJ
37060	4006	34	friend	friend	NN
37060	4006	35	.	.	.
37060	4007	1	That	that	DT
37060	4007	2	fact	fact	NN
37060	4007	3	did	do	VBD
37060	4007	4	not	not	RB
37060	4007	5	abate	abate	VB
37060	4007	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4007	7	initial	initial	JJ
37060	4007	8	nervousness	nervousness	NN
37060	4007	9	,	,	,
37060	4007	10	however	however	RB
37060	4007	11	,	,	,
37060	4007	12	nor	nor	CC
37060	4007	13	did	do	VBD
37060	4007	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4007	15	serve	serve	VB
37060	4007	16	to	to	TO
37060	4007	17	reverse	reverse	VB
37060	4007	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4007	19	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	4007	20	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	4007	21	of	of	IN
37060	4007	22	the	the	DT
37060	4007	23	place	place	NN
37060	4007	24	once	once	IN
37060	4007	25	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4007	26	image	image	NN
37060	4007	27	had	have	VBD
37060	4007	28	steeped	steep	VBN
37060	4007	29	in	in	IN
37060	4007	30	a	a	DT
37060	4007	31	boiling	boiling	NN
37060	4007	32	pot	pot	NN
37060	4007	33	of	of	IN
37060	4007	34	reality	reality	NN
37060	4007	35	.	.	.
37060	4008	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4008	2	liked	like	VBD
37060	4008	3	people	people	NNS
37060	4008	4	,	,	,
37060	4008	5	but	but	CC
37060	4008	6	when	when	WRB
37060	4008	7	people	people	NNS
37060	4008	8	became	become	VBD
37060	4008	9	"	"	``
37060	4008	10	customers	customer	NNS
37060	4008	11	"	"	``
37060	4008	12	certain	certain	JJ
37060	4008	13	nasty	nasty	JJ
37060	4008	14	transformations	transformation	NNS
37060	4008	15	often	often	RB
37060	4008	16	took	take	VBD
37060	4008	17	place	place	NN
37060	4008	18	.	.	.
37060	4009	1	This	this	DT
37060	4009	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4009	3	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	4009	4	learned	learn	VBD
37060	4009	5	when	when	WRB
37060	4009	6	,	,	,
37060	4009	7	without	without	IN
37060	4009	8	ample	ample	JJ
37060	4009	9	training	training	NN
37060	4009	10	,	,	,
37060	4009	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4009	12	was	be	VBD
37060	4009	13	hurled	hurl	VBN
37060	4009	14	amid	amid	IN
37060	4009	15	a	a	DT
37060	4009	16	mob	mob	NN
37060	4009	17	of	of	IN
37060	4009	18	angry	angry	JJ
37060	4009	19	women	woman	NNS
37060	4009	20	who	who	WP
37060	4009	21	had	have	VBD
37060	4009	22	stampeded	stampede	VBN
37060	4009	23	into	into	IN
37060	4009	24	the	the	DT
37060	4009	25	store	store	NN
37060	4009	26	for	for	IN
37060	4009	27	the	the	DT
37060	4009	28	weekly	weekly	JJ
37060	4009	29	bargains	bargain	NNS
37060	4009	30	and	and	CC
37060	4009	31	expected	expect	VBD
37060	4009	32	rapid	rapid	JJ
37060	4009	33	service	service	NN
37060	4009	34	.	.	.
37060	4010	1	Once	once	IN
37060	4010	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4010	3	nerves	nerve	NNS
37060	4010	4	were	be	VBD
37060	4010	5	ruffled	ruffle	VBN
37060	4010	6	,	,	,
37060	4010	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4010	8	tottered	totter	VBD
37060	4010	9	precariously	precariously	RB
37060	4010	10	on	on	IN
37060	4010	11	the	the	DT
37060	4010	12	edge	edge	NN
37060	4010	13	of	of	IN
37060	4010	14	tears	tear	NNS
37060	4010	15	;	;	:
37060	4010	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4010	17	wished	wish	VBD
37060	4010	18	to	to	TO
37060	4010	19	please	please	VB
37060	4010	20	,	,	,
37060	4010	21	but	but	CC
37060	4010	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4010	23	conscientious	conscientious	JJ
37060	4010	24	attitude	attitude	NN
37060	4010	25	could	could	MD
37060	4010	26	not	not	RB
37060	4010	27	tolerate	tolerate	VB
37060	4010	28	overt	overt	JJ
37060	4010	29	customer	customer	NN
37060	4010	30	hostility	hostility	NN
37060	4010	31	when	when	WRB
37060	4010	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4010	33	was	be	VBD
37060	4010	34	doing	do	VBG
37060	4010	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4010	36	best	good	JJS
37060	4010	37	.	.	.
37060	4011	1	After	after	IN
37060	4011	2	the	the	DT
37060	4011	3	cyclone	cyclone	NN
37060	4011	4	dissipated	dissipate	VBD
37060	4011	5	,	,	,
37060	4011	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4011	7	would	would	MD
37060	4011	8	return	return	VB
37060	4011	9	bolts	bolt	NNS
37060	4011	10	of	of	IN
37060	4011	11	fabric	fabric	NN
37060	4011	12	to	to	IN
37060	4011	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4011	14	various	various	JJ
37060	4011	15	locations	location	NNS
37060	4011	16	;	;	:
37060	4011	17	if	if	IN
37060	4011	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4011	19	did	do	VBD
37060	4011	20	not	not	RB
37060	4011	21	know	know	VB
37060	4011	22	where	where	WRB
37060	4011	23	a	a	DT
37060	4011	24	certain	certain	JJ
37060	4011	25	type	type	NN
37060	4011	26	should	should	MD
37060	4011	27	be	be	VB
37060	4011	28	placed	place	VBN
37060	4011	29	,	,	,
37060	4011	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4011	31	asked	ask	VBD
37060	4011	32	for	for	IN
37060	4011	33	direction	direction	NN
37060	4011	34	.	.	.
37060	4012	1	Inquiry	Inquiry	NNP
37060	4012	2	,	,	,
37060	4012	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4012	4	reasoned	reason	VBD
37060	4012	5	,	,	,
37060	4012	6	was	be	VBD
37060	4012	7	better	well	JJR
37060	4012	8	than	than	IN
37060	4012	9	making	make	VBG
37060	4012	10	rash	rash	JJ
37060	4012	11	mistakes	mistake	NNS
37060	4012	12	.	.	.
37060	4013	1	This	this	DT
37060	4013	2	part	part	NN
37060	4013	3	of	of	IN
37060	4013	4	the	the	DT
37060	4013	5	job	job	NN
37060	4013	6	,	,	,
37060	4013	7	combined	combine	VBN
37060	4013	8	with	with	IN
37060	4013	9	cleaning	cleaning	NN
37060	4013	10	and	and	CC
37060	4013	11	general	general	NNP
37060	4013	12	upkeep	upkeep	NNP
37060	4013	13	,	,	,
37060	4013	14	became	become	VBD
37060	4013	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4013	16	favorite	favorite	JJ
37060	4013	17	as	as	IN
37060	4013	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4013	19	needed	need	VBD
37060	4013	20	not	not	RB
37060	4013	21	worry	worry	VB
37060	4013	22	about	about	IN
37060	4013	23	customer	customer	NN
37060	4013	24	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	4013	25	or	or	CC
37060	4013	26	managerial	managerial	JJ
37060	4013	27	displeasure	displeasure	NN
37060	4013	28	.	.	.
37060	4014	1	After	after	IN
37060	4014	2	two	two	CD
37060	4014	3	weeks	week	NNS
37060	4014	4	,	,	,
37060	4014	5	the	the	DT
37060	4014	6	manager	manager	NN
37060	4014	7	called	call	VBD
37060	4014	8	the	the	DT
37060	4014	9	three	three	CD
37060	4014	10	night	night	NN
37060	4014	11	employees	employee	NNS
37060	4014	12	to	to	IN
37060	4014	13	the	the	DT
37060	4014	14	counter	counter	NN
37060	4014	15	after	after	IN
37060	4014	16	closing	close	VBG
37060	4014	17	out	out	RP
37060	4014	18	the	the	DT
37060	4014	19	cash	cash	NN
37060	4014	20	register	register	NN
37060	4014	21	in	in	IN
37060	4014	22	order	order	NN
37060	4014	23	to	to	TO
37060	4014	24	voice	voice	VB
37060	4014	25	some	some	DT
37060	4014	26	complaints	complaint	NNS
37060	4014	27	.	.	.
37060	4015	1	Because	because	IN
37060	4015	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4015	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4015	4	the	the	DT
37060	4015	5	newest	new	JJS
37060	4015	6	employee	employee	NN
37060	4015	7	,	,	,
37060	4015	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4015	9	directed	direct	VBD
37060	4015	10	many	many	JJ
37060	4015	11	explicit	explicit	JJ
37060	4015	12	implications	implication	NNS
37060	4015	13	toward	toward	IN
37060	4015	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4015	15	,	,	,
37060	4015	16	essentially	essentially	RB
37060	4015	17	blaming	blame	VBG
37060	4015	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4015	19	for	for	IN
37060	4015	20	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	4015	21	misplaced	misplace	VBN
37060	4015	22	bolts	bolt	NNS
37060	4015	23	of	of	IN
37060	4015	24	material	material	NN
37060	4015	25	which	which	WDT
37060	4015	26	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4015	27	had	have	VBD
37060	4015	28	gathered	gather	VBN
37060	4015	29	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	4015	30	the	the	DT
37060	4015	31	store	store	NN
37060	4015	32	and	and	CC
37060	4015	33	brought	bring	VBD
37060	4015	34	to	to	IN
37060	4015	35	the	the	DT
37060	4015	36	counter	counter	NN
37060	4015	37	.	.	.
37060	4016	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4016	2	reported	report	VBD
37060	4016	3	,	,	,
37060	4016	4	also	also	RB
37060	4016	5	,	,	,
37060	4016	6	that	that	IN
37060	4016	7	the	the	DT
37060	4016	8	money	money	NN
37060	4016	9	in	in	IN
37060	4016	10	the	the	DT
37060	4016	11	register	register	NN
37060	4016	12	and	and	CC
37060	4016	13	the	the	DT
37060	4016	14	amount	amount	NN
37060	4016	15	dictated	dictate	VBN
37060	4016	16	by	by	IN
37060	4016	17	the	the	DT
37060	4016	18	receipts	receipt	NNS
37060	4016	19	did	do	VBD
37060	4016	20	not	not	RB
37060	4016	21	coincide	coincide	VB
37060	4016	22	;	;	:
37060	4016	23	"	"	``
37060	4016	24	someone	someone	NN
37060	4016	25	,	,	,
37060	4016	26	"	"	''
37060	4016	27	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4016	28	said	say	VBD
37060	4016	29	,	,	,
37060	4016	30	"	"	``
37060	4016	31	has	have	VBZ
37060	4016	32	been	be	VBN
37060	4016	33	short	short	JJ
37060	4016	34	changing	change	VBG
37060	4016	35	customers	customer	NNS
37060	4016	36	.	.	.
37060	4016	37	"	"	''
37060	4017	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4017	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	4017	3	at	at	IN
37060	4017	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4017	5	.	.	.
37060	4018	1	"	"	``
37060	4018	2	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	4018	3	,	,	,
37060	4018	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4018	5	've	have	VB
37060	4018	6	got	get	VBN
37060	4018	7	to	to	TO
37060	4018	8	be	be	VB
37060	4018	9	more	more	RBR
37060	4018	10	accurate	accurate	JJ
37060	4018	11	and	and	CC
37060	4018	12	speed	speed	VB
37060	4018	13	up	up	RP
37060	4018	14	.	.	.
37060	4018	15	"	"	''
37060	4019	1	When	when	WRB
37060	4019	2	the	the	DT
37060	4019	3	speech	speech	NN
37060	4019	4	was	be	VBD
37060	4019	5	over	over	RB
37060	4019	6	and	and	CC
37060	4019	7	the	the	DT
37060	4019	8	misplaced	misplace	VBN
37060	4019	9	cloth	cloth	NN
37060	4019	10	returned	return	VBD
37060	4019	11	,	,	,
37060	4019	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4019	13	all	all	DT
37060	4019	14	fled	flee	VBD
37060	4019	15	from	from	IN
37060	4019	16	the	the	DT
37060	4019	17	store	store	NN
37060	4019	18	;	;	:
37060	4019	19	company	company	NN
37060	4019	20	morale	morale	NN
37060	4019	21	,	,	,
37060	4019	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4019	23	previously	previously	RB
37060	4019	24	learned	learn	VBD
37060	4019	25	,	,	,
37060	4019	26	had	have	VBD
37060	4019	27	suffered	suffer	VBN
37060	4019	28	under	under	IN
37060	4019	29	this	this	DT
37060	4019	30	manager	manager	NN
37060	4019	31	.	.	.
37060	4020	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4020	2	reached	reach	VBD
37060	4020	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4020	4	car	car	NN
37060	4020	5	and	and	CC
37060	4020	6	,	,	,
37060	4020	7	once	once	RB
37060	4020	8	inside	inside	RB
37060	4020	9	,	,	,
37060	4020	10	let	let	VB
37060	4020	11	go	go	VB
37060	4020	12	of	of	IN
37060	4020	13	the	the	DT
37060	4020	14	frustrations	frustration	NNS
37060	4020	15	and	and	CC
37060	4020	16	hurt	hurt	VBD
37060	4020	17	that	that	WDT
37060	4020	18	had	have	VBD
37060	4020	19	multiplied	multiply	VBN
37060	4020	20	since	since	IN
37060	4020	21	the	the	DT
37060	4020	22	job	job	NN
37060	4020	23	began	begin	VBD
37060	4020	24	,	,	,
37060	4020	25	letting	let	VBG
37060	4020	26	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4020	27	cry	cry	VB
37060	4020	28	freely	freely	RB
37060	4020	29	,	,	,
37060	4020	30	without	without	IN
37060	4020	31	restraint	restraint	NN
37060	4020	32	.	.	.
37060	4021	1	The	the	DT
37060	4021	2	blame	blame	NN
37060	4021	3	,	,	,
37060	4021	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4021	5	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4021	6	,	,	,
37060	4021	7	was	be	VBD
37060	4021	8	unwarranted	unwarranted	JJ
37060	4021	9	.	.	.
37060	4022	1	The	the	DT
37060	4022	2	assistant	assistant	NN
37060	4022	3	manager	manager	NN
37060	4022	4	had	have	VBD
37060	4022	5	told	tell	VBD
37060	4022	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4022	7	earlier	early	RBR
37060	4022	8	that	that	DT
37060	4022	9	week	week	NN
37060	4022	10	that	that	IN
37060	4022	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4022	12	was	be	VBD
37060	4022	13	doing	do	VBG
37060	4022	14	fine	fine	RB
37060	4022	15	.	.	.
37060	4023	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4023	2	had	have	VBD
37060	4023	3	not	not	RB
37060	4023	4	been	be	VBN
37060	4023	5	responsible	responsible	JJ
37060	4023	6	for	for	IN
37060	4023	7	the	the	DT
37060	4023	8	misplaced	misplace	VBN
37060	4023	9	bolts	bolt	NNS
37060	4023	10	of	of	IN
37060	4023	11	cloth	cloth	NN
37060	4023	12	,	,	,
37060	4023	13	for	for	IN
37060	4023	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4023	15	'd	'd	MD
37060	4023	16	not	not	RB
37060	4023	17	seen	see	VBN
37060	4023	18	those	those	DT
37060	4023	19	particular	particular	JJ
37060	4023	20	patterns	pattern	NNS
37060	4023	21	that	that	DT
37060	4023	22	day	day	NN
37060	4023	23	;	;	:
37060	4023	24	a	a	DT
37060	4023	25	customer	customer	NN
37060	4023	26	could	could	MD
37060	4023	27	easily	easily	RB
37060	4023	28	have	have	VB
37060	4023	29	decided	decide	VBN
37060	4023	30	against	against	IN
37060	4023	31	the	the	DT
37060	4023	32	material	material	NN
37060	4023	33	and	and	CC
37060	4023	34	stashed	stash	VBD
37060	4023	35	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4023	36	in	in	IN
37060	4023	37	the	the	DT
37060	4023	38	nearest	near	JJS
37060	4023	39	rack	rack	NN
37060	4023	40	.	.	.
37060	4024	1	As	as	IN
37060	4024	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4024	3	thought	think	VBD
37060	4024	4	about	about	IN
37060	4024	5	the	the	DT
37060	4024	6	excess	excess	JJ
37060	4024	7	cash	cash	NN
37060	4024	8	,	,	,
37060	4024	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4024	10	recalled	recall	VBD
37060	4024	11	that	that	IN
37060	4024	12	,	,	,
37060	4024	13	in	in	IN
37060	4024	14	past	past	JJ
37060	4024	15	experiences	experience	NNS
37060	4024	16	of	of	IN
37060	4024	17	making	make	VBG
37060	4024	18	change	change	NN
37060	4024	19	,	,	,
37060	4024	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4024	21	classically	classically	RB
37060	4024	22	over	over	RB
37060	4024	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	4024	24	paid	pay	VBN
37060	4024	25	,	,	,
37060	4024	26	not	not	RB
37060	4024	27	under	under	RB
37060	4024	28	-	-	HYPH
37060	4024	29	paid	pay	VBD
37060	4024	30	the	the	DT
37060	4024	31	customer	customer	NN
37060	4024	32	,	,	,
37060	4024	33	which	which	WDT
37060	4024	34	would	would	MD
37060	4024	35	have	have	VB
37060	4024	36	resulted	result	VBN
37060	4024	37	in	in	IN
37060	4024	38	a	a	DT
37060	4024	39	loss	loss	NN
37060	4024	40	for	for	IN
37060	4024	41	the	the	DT
37060	4024	42	store	store	NN
37060	4024	43	.	.	.
37060	4025	1	While	while	IN
37060	4025	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4025	3	may	may	MD
37060	4025	4	have	have	VB
37060	4025	5	been	be	VBN
37060	4025	6	responsible	responsible	JJ
37060	4025	7	for	for	IN
37060	4025	8	some	some	DT
37060	4025	9	error	error	NN
37060	4025	10	,	,	,
37060	4025	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4025	12	believed	believe	VBD
37060	4025	13	that	that	IN
37060	4025	14	all	all	DT
37060	4025	15	complaints	complaint	NNS
37060	4025	16	could	could	MD
37060	4025	17	not	not	RB
37060	4025	18	lead	lead	VB
37060	4025	19	to	to	IN
37060	4025	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4025	21	.	.	.
37060	4026	1	For	for	IN
37060	4026	2	the	the	DT
37060	4026	3	sake	sake	NN
37060	4026	4	of	of	IN
37060	4026	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4026	6	nerves	nerve	NNS
37060	4026	7	,	,	,
37060	4026	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4026	9	decided	decide	VBD
37060	4026	10	to	to	TO
37060	4026	11	quit	quit	VB
37060	4026	12	the	the	DT
37060	4026	13	job	job	NN
37060	4026	14	.	.	.
37060	4027	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4027	2	dried	dry	VBD
37060	4027	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4027	4	tears	tear	NNS
37060	4027	5	,	,	,
37060	4027	6	drove	drive	VBD
37060	4027	7	out	out	IN
37060	4027	8	of	of	IN
37060	4027	9	the	the	DT
37060	4027	10	parking	parking	NN
37060	4027	11	lot	lot	NN
37060	4027	12	and	and	CC
37060	4027	13	headed	head	VBD
37060	4027	14	home	home	RB
37060	4027	15	,	,	,
37060	4027	16	where	where	WRB
37060	4027	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4027	18	then	then	RB
37060	4027	19	called	call	VBD
37060	4027	20	the	the	DT
37060	4027	21	store	store	NN
37060	4027	22	and	and	CC
37060	4027	23	told	tell	VBD
37060	4027	24	the	the	DT
37060	4027	25	manager	manager	NN
37060	4027	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4027	27	was	be	VBD
37060	4027	28	through	through	RB
37060	4027	29	.	.	.
37060	4028	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4028	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4028	3	better	well	JJR
37060	4028	4	than	than	IN
37060	4028	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4028	6	had	have	VBD
37060	4028	7	felt	feel	VBN
37060	4028	8	in	in	IN
37060	4028	9	two	two	CD
37060	4028	10	weeks	week	NNS
37060	4028	11	.	.	.
37060	4029	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4029	2	job	job	NN
37060	4029	3	at	at	IN
37060	4029	4	the	the	DT
37060	4029	5	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	4029	6	mall	mall	NN
37060	4029	7	was	be	VBD
37060	4029	8	a	a	DT
37060	4029	9	vast	vast	JJ
37060	4029	10	improvement	improvement	NN
37060	4029	11	.	.	.
37060	4030	1	Not	not	RB
37060	4030	2	only	only	RB
37060	4030	3	did	do	VBD
37060	4030	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4030	5	work	work	VB
37060	4030	6	for	for	IN
37060	4030	7	an	an	DT
37060	4030	8	amiable	amiable	JJ
37060	4030	9	manager	manager	NN
37060	4030	10	,	,	,
37060	4030	11	but	but	CC
37060	4030	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4030	13	did	do	VBD
37060	4030	14	not	not	RB
37060	4030	15	have	have	VB
37060	4030	16	to	to	TO
37060	4030	17	ring	ring	VB
37060	4030	18	up	up	RP
37060	4030	19	sales	sale	NNS
37060	4030	20	at	at	RB
37060	4030	21	all	all	RB
37060	4030	22	.	.	.
37060	4031	1	A	a	DT
37060	4031	2	cashier	cashier	NN
37060	4031	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4031	4	in	in	IN
37060	4031	5	charge	charge	NN
37060	4031	6	of	of	IN
37060	4031	7	that	that	DT
37060	4031	8	responsibility	responsibility	NN
37060	4031	9	.	.	.
37060	4032	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	4032	2	,	,	,
37060	4032	3	when	when	WRB
37060	4032	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4032	5	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	4032	6	learned	learn	VBD
37060	4032	7	to	to	TO
37060	4032	8	act	act	VB
37060	4032	9	as	as	IN
37060	4032	10	a	a	DT
37060	4032	11	replacement	replacement	NN
37060	4032	12	cashier	cashier	NN
37060	4032	13	,	,	,
37060	4032	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4032	15	had	have	VBD
37060	4032	16	no	no	DT
37060	4032	17	qualms	qualm	NNS
37060	4032	18	toward	toward	IN
37060	4032	19	making	make	VBG
37060	4032	20	change	change	NN
37060	4032	21	since	since	IN
37060	4032	22	the	the	DT
37060	4032	23	machine	machine	NN
37060	4032	24	instructed	instruct	VBD
37060	4032	25	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4032	26	"	"	``
37060	4032	27	how	how	WRB
37060	4032	28	much	much	RB
37060	4032	29	"	"	''
37060	4032	30	was	be	VBD
37060	4032	31	owed	owe	VBN
37060	4032	32	or	or	CC
37060	4032	33	received	receive	VBN
37060	4032	34	;	;	:
37060	4032	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4032	36	had	have	VBD
37060	4032	37	only	only	RB
37060	4032	38	to	to	TO
37060	4032	39	count	count	VB
37060	4032	40	the	the	DT
37060	4032	41	currency	currency	NN
37060	4032	42	.	.	.
37060	4033	1	Again	again	RB
37060	4033	2	,	,	,
37060	4033	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4033	4	favorite	favorite	JJ
37060	4033	5	part	part	NN
37060	4033	6	of	of	IN
37060	4033	7	the	the	DT
37060	4033	8	job	job	NN
37060	4033	9	dealt	deal	VBD
37060	4033	10	with	with	IN
37060	4033	11	the	the	DT
37060	4033	12	stock	stock	NN
37060	4033	13	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4033	14	,	,	,
37060	4033	15	rather	rather	RB
37060	4033	16	than	than	IN
37060	4033	17	the	the	DT
37060	4033	18	customers	customer	NNS
37060	4033	19	.	.	.
37060	4034	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4034	2	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	4034	3	helping	help	VBG
37060	4034	4	people	people	NNS
37060	4034	5	when	when	WRB
37060	4034	6	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4034	7	desired	desire	VBD
37060	4034	8	assistance	assistance	NN
37060	4034	9	,	,	,
37060	4034	10	yet	yet	CC
37060	4034	11	revolted	revolt	VBN
37060	4034	12	internally	internally	RB
37060	4034	13	against	against	IN
37060	4034	14	the	the	DT
37060	4034	15	thought	thought	NN
37060	4034	16	of	of	IN
37060	4034	17	administering	administer	VBG
37060	4034	18	high	high	JJ
37060	4034	19	key	key	JJ
37060	4034	20	sales	sale	NNS
37060	4034	21	pitches	pitch	NNS
37060	4034	22	to	to	IN
37060	4034	23	the	the	DT
37060	4034	24	public	public	NN
37060	4034	25	.	.	.
37060	4035	1	This	this	DT
37060	4035	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4035	3	the	the	DT
37060	4035	4	only	only	JJ
37060	4035	5	objectionable	objectionable	JJ
37060	4035	6	aspect	aspect	NN
37060	4035	7	of	of	IN
37060	4035	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4035	9	employment	employment	NN
37060	4035	10	at	at	IN
37060	4035	11	the	the	DT
37060	4035	12	store	store	NN
37060	4035	13	,	,	,
37060	4035	14	for	for	IN
37060	4035	15	occasionally	occasionally	RB
37060	4035	16	the	the	DT
37060	4035	17	manager	manager	NN
37060	4035	18	would	would	MD
37060	4035	19	encourage	encourage	VB
37060	4035	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4035	21	to	to	TO
37060	4035	22	be	be	VB
37060	4035	23	more	more	RBR
37060	4035	24	aggressive	aggressive	JJ
37060	4035	25	toward	toward	IN
37060	4035	26	customers	customer	NNS
37060	4035	27	and	and	CC
37060	4035	28	try	try	VB
37060	4035	29	to	to	TO
37060	4035	30	sell	sell	VB
37060	4035	31	merchandise	merchandise	NN
37060	4035	32	to	to	IN
37060	4035	33	those	those	DT
37060	4035	34	who	who	WP
37060	4035	35	had	have	VBD
37060	4035	36	no	no	DT
37060	4035	37	intention	intention	NN
37060	4035	38	of	of	IN
37060	4035	39	buying	buy	VBG
37060	4035	40	anything	anything	NN
37060	4035	41	.	.	.
37060	4036	1	Admittedly	admittedly	RB
37060	4036	2	,	,	,
37060	4036	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4036	4	would	would	MD
37060	4036	5	have	have	VB
37060	4036	6	preferred	prefer	VBN
37060	4036	7	to	to	TO
37060	4036	8	hide	hide	VB
37060	4036	9	behind	behind	IN
37060	4036	10	racks	rack	NNS
37060	4036	11	of	of	IN
37060	4036	12	sweaters	sweater	NNS
37060	4036	13	,	,	,
37060	4036	14	sizing	sizing	NN
37060	4036	15	and	and	CC
37060	4036	16	straightening	straightening	NN
37060	4036	17	,	,	,
37060	4036	18	than	than	IN
37060	4036	19	to	to	TO
37060	4036	20	approach	approach	VB
37060	4036	21	a	a	DT
37060	4036	22	stranger	stranger	NN
37060	4036	23	and	and	CC
37060	4036	24	ask	ask	VB
37060	4036	25	,	,	,
37060	4036	26	"	"	``
37060	4036	27	Could	Could	MD
37060	4036	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4036	29	interest	interest	VB
37060	4036	30	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4036	31	in	in	IN
37060	4036	32	a	a	DT
37060	4036	33	dress	dress	NN
37060	4036	34	today	today	NN
37060	4036	35	?	?	.
37060	4036	36	"	"	''
37060	4037	1	followed	follow	VBN
37060	4037	2	by	by	IN
37060	4037	3	a	a	DT
37060	4037	4	persuasive	persuasive	JJ
37060	4037	5	cascade	cascade	NN
37060	4037	6	of	of	IN
37060	4037	7	sweetness	sweetness	NN
37060	4037	8	and	and	CC
37060	4037	9	sales	sale	NNS
37060	4037	10	talk	talk	VBP
37060	4037	11	.	.	.
37060	4038	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	4038	2	tactics	tactic	NNS
37060	4038	3	never	never	RB
37060	4038	4	worked	work	VBD
37060	4038	5	for	for	IN
37060	4038	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4038	7	and	and	CC
37060	4038	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4038	9	found	find	VBD
37060	4038	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4038	11	sold	sell	VBD
37060	4038	12	more	more	RBR
37060	4038	13	through	through	IN
37060	4038	14	helpful	helpful	JJ
37060	4038	15	suggestions	suggestion	NNS
37060	4038	16	than	than	IN
37060	4038	17	flamboyant	flamboyant	JJ
37060	4038	18	appeals	appeal	NNS
37060	4038	19	.	.	.
37060	4039	1	Nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	4039	2	,	,	,
37060	4039	3	when	when	WRB
37060	4039	4	sales	sale	NNS
37060	4039	5	dropped	drop	VBD
37060	4039	6	after	after	IN
37060	4039	7	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	4039	8	at	at	IN
37060	4039	9	an	an	DT
37060	4039	10	alarming	alarming	JJ
37060	4039	11	rate	rate	NN
37060	4039	12	,	,	,
37060	4039	13	reflecting	reflect	VBG
37060	4039	14	the	the	DT
37060	4039	15	fact	fact	NN
37060	4039	16	that	that	IN
37060	4039	17	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	4039	18	's	's	POS
37060	4039	19	closets	closet	NNS
37060	4039	20	were	be	VBD
37060	4039	21	full	full	JJ
37060	4039	22	and	and	CC
37060	4039	23	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4039	24	wallets	wallet	NNS
37060	4039	25	empty	empty	JJ
37060	4039	26	,	,	,
37060	4039	27	only	only	RB
37060	4039	28	the	the	DT
37060	4039	29	best	good	JJS
37060	4039	30	sales	sale	NNS
37060	4039	31	people	people	NNS
37060	4039	32	were	be	VBD
37060	4039	33	given	give	VBN
37060	4039	34	enough	enough	JJ
37060	4039	35	hours	hour	NNS
37060	4039	36	to	to	TO
37060	4039	37	add	add	VB
37060	4039	38	up	up	RP
37060	4039	39	to	to	IN
37060	4039	40	a	a	DT
37060	4039	41	worthwhile	worthwhile	JJ
37060	4039	42	pay	pay	NN
37060	4039	43	check	check	NN
37060	4039	44	.	.	.
37060	4040	1	During	during	IN
37060	4040	2	this	this	DT
37060	4040	3	decline	decline	NN
37060	4040	4	,	,	,
37060	4040	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4040	6	spent	spend	VBD
37060	4040	7	most	most	JJS
37060	4040	8	of	of	IN
37060	4040	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4040	10	working	working	NN
37060	4040	11	hours	hour	NNS
37060	4040	12	in	in	IN
37060	4040	13	the	the	DT
37060	4040	14	storeroom	storeroom	NN
37060	4040	15	,	,	,
37060	4040	16	unloading	unloading	NN
37060	4040	17	and	and	CC
37060	4040	18	hanging	hang	VBG
37060	4040	19	new	new	JJ
37060	4040	20	merchandise	merchandise	NN
37060	4040	21	.	.	.
37060	4041	1	This	this	DT
37060	4041	2	suited	suit	VBD
37060	4041	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4041	4	perfectly	perfectly	RB
37060	4041	5	,	,	,
37060	4041	6	despite	despite	IN
37060	4041	7	the	the	DT
37060	4041	8	few	few	JJ
37060	4041	9	hours	hour	NNS
37060	4041	10	and	and	CC
37060	4041	11	accompanying	accompany	VBG
37060	4041	12	meager	meager	JJ
37060	4041	13	pay	pay	NN
37060	4041	14	;	;	:
37060	4041	15	if	if	IN
37060	4041	16	only	only	RB
37060	4041	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4041	18	could	could	MD
37060	4041	19	have	have	VB
37060	4041	20	found	find	VBN
37060	4041	21	a	a	DT
37060	4041	22	part	part	JJ
37060	4041	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	4041	24	time	time	NN
37060	4041	25	job	job	NN
37060	4041	26	dealing	deal	VBG
37060	4041	27	exclusively	exclusively	RB
37060	4041	28	with	with	IN
37060	4041	29	stock	stock	NN
37060	4041	30	work	work	NN
37060	4041	31	,	,	,
37060	4041	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4041	33	would	would	MD
37060	4041	34	have	have	VB
37060	4041	35	been	be	VBN
37060	4041	36	in	in	IN
37060	4041	37	a	a	DT
37060	4041	38	state	state	NN
37060	4041	39	of	of	IN
37060	4041	40	bliss	bliss	NN
37060	4041	41	,	,	,
37060	4041	42	able	able	JJ
37060	4041	43	to	to	TO
37060	4041	44	simultaneously	simultaneously	RB
37060	4041	45	work	work	VB
37060	4041	46	and	and	CC
37060	4041	47	think	think	VB
37060	4041	48	.	.	.
37060	4042	1	.	.	.
37060	4043	1	.	.	.
37060	4044	1	and	and	CC
37060	4044	2	be	be	VB
37060	4044	3	paid	pay	VBN
37060	4044	4	for	for	IN
37060	4044	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4044	6	time	time	NN
37060	4044	7	.	.	.
37060	4045	1	As	as	IN
37060	4045	2	the	the	DT
37060	4045	3	working	work	VBG
37060	4045	4	hours	hour	NNS
37060	4045	5	decreased	decrease	VBD
37060	4045	6	and	and	CC
37060	4045	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4045	8	found	find	VBD
37060	4045	9	that	that	IN
37060	4045	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4045	11	had	have	VBD
37060	4045	12	spare	spare	JJ
37060	4045	13	time	time	NN
37060	4045	14	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	4045	15	that	that	DT
37060	4045	16	which	which	WDT
37060	4045	17	was	be	VBD
37060	4045	18	required	require	VBN
37060	4045	19	to	to	TO
37060	4045	20	accomplish	accomplish	VB
37060	4045	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4045	22	homework	homework	NN
37060	4045	23	,	,	,
37060	4045	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4045	25	sought	seek	VBD
37060	4045	26	excuses	excuse	NNS
37060	4045	27	to	to	TO
37060	4045	28	obtain	obtain	VB
37060	4045	29	one	one	CD
37060	4045	30	of	of	IN
37060	4045	31	the	the	DT
37060	4045	32	cars	car	NNS
37060	4045	33	and	and	CC
37060	4045	34	escape	escape	VB
37060	4045	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4045	36	self	self	NN
37060	4045	37	-	-	HYPH
37060	4045	38	imposed	impose	VBN
37060	4045	39	prison	prison	NN
37060	4045	40	at	at	IN
37060	4045	41	home	home	NN
37060	4045	42	.	.	.
37060	4046	1	With	with	IN
37060	4046	2	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4046	3	or	or	CC
37060	4046	4	alone	alone	RB
37060	4046	5	,	,	,
37060	4046	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4046	7	would	would	MD
37060	4046	8	shop	shop	VB
37060	4046	9	,	,	,
37060	4046	10	run	run	VB
37060	4046	11	errands	errand	NNS
37060	4046	12	,	,	,
37060	4046	13	or	or	CC
37060	4046	14	simply	simply	RB
37060	4046	15	drive	drive	VB
37060	4046	16	around	around	IN
37060	4046	17	the	the	DT
37060	4046	18	city	city	NN
37060	4046	19	streets	street	NNS
37060	4046	20	.	.	.
37060	4047	1	The	the	DT
37060	4047	2	car	car	NN
37060	4047	3	became	become	VBD
37060	4047	4	a	a	DT
37060	4047	5	symbol	symbol	NN
37060	4047	6	of	of	IN
37060	4047	7	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	4047	8	and	and	CC
37060	4047	9	attainable	attainable	JJ
37060	4047	10	destinations	destination	NNS
37060	4047	11	,	,	,
37060	4047	12	an	an	DT
37060	4047	13	inanimate	inanimate	JJ
37060	4047	14	capsule	capsule	NN
37060	4047	15	devoid	devoid	NN
37060	4047	16	of	of	IN
37060	4047	17	judgemental	judgemental	JJ
37060	4047	18	constraints	constraint	NNS
37060	4047	19	.	.	.
37060	4048	1	In	in	IN
37060	4048	2	the	the	DT
37060	4048	3	car	car	NN
37060	4048	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4048	5	could	could	MD
37060	4048	6	whoop	whoop	VB
37060	4048	7	and	and	CC
37060	4048	8	holler	holler	VB
37060	4048	9	,	,	,
37060	4048	10	cry	cry	VB
37060	4048	11	or	or	CC
37060	4048	12	laugh	laugh	VB
37060	4048	13	;	;	:
37060	4048	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4048	15	could	could	MD
37060	4048	16	vent	vent	VB
37060	4048	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4048	18	exasperation	exasperation	NN
37060	4048	19	to	to	IN
37060	4048	20	the	the	DT
37060	4048	21	music	music	NN
37060	4048	22	on	on	IN
37060	4048	23	the	the	DT
37060	4048	24	radio	radio	NN
37060	4048	25	,	,	,
37060	4048	26	or	or	CC
37060	4048	27	wallow	wallow	VB
37060	4048	28	in	in	IN
37060	4048	29	a	a	DT
37060	4048	30	pool	pool	NN
37060	4048	31	of	of	IN
37060	4048	32	depression	depression	NN
37060	4048	33	without	without	IN
37060	4048	34	spreading	spread	VBG
37060	4048	35	the	the	DT
37060	4048	36	effect	effect	NN
37060	4048	37	upon	upon	IN
37060	4048	38	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	4048	39	else	else	RB
37060	4048	40	.	.	.
37060	4049	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4049	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4049	3	essentially	essentially	RB
37060	4049	4	adrift	adrift	JJ
37060	4049	5	on	on	IN
37060	4049	6	a	a	DT
37060	4049	7	sea	sea	NN
37060	4049	8	of	of	IN
37060	4049	9	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	4049	10	,	,	,
37060	4049	11	constantly	constantly	RB
37060	4049	12	hurled	hurl	VBN
37060	4049	13	from	from	IN
37060	4049	14	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	4049	15	to	to	IN
37060	4049	16	depression	depression	NN
37060	4049	17	and	and	CC
37060	4049	18	back	back	RB
37060	4049	19	again	again	RB
37060	4049	20	.	.	.
37060	4050	1	As	as	RB
37060	4050	2	contradictory	contradictory	JJ
37060	4050	3	as	as	IN
37060	4050	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4050	5	may	may	MD
37060	4050	6	sound	sound	VB
37060	4050	7	,	,	,
37060	4050	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4050	9	believe	believe	VBP
37060	4050	10	the	the	DT
37060	4050	11	instability	instability	NN
37060	4050	12	of	of	IN
37060	4050	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4050	14	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	4050	15	was	be	VBD
37060	4050	16	the	the	DT
37060	4050	17	element	element	NN
37060	4050	18	which	which	WDT
37060	4050	19	permitted	permit	VBD
37060	4050	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4050	21	to	to	TO
37060	4050	22	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	4050	23	overall	overall	JJ
37060	4050	24	sanity	sanity	NN
37060	4050	25	;	;	:
37060	4050	26	instability	instability	NN
37060	4050	27	was	be	VBD
37060	4050	28	one	one	CD
37060	4050	29	thing	thing	NN
37060	4050	30	on	on	IN
37060	4050	31	which	which	WDT
37060	4050	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4050	33	could	could	MD
37060	4050	34	depend	depend	VB
37060	4050	35	,	,	,
37060	4050	36	for	for	IN
37060	4050	37	no	no	DT
37060	4050	38	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	4050	39	seethed	seethe	VBN
37060	4050	40	within	within	IN
37060	4050	41	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4050	42	long	long	RB
37060	4050	43	enough	enough	RB
37060	4050	44	to	to	TO
37060	4050	45	create	create	VB
37060	4050	46	duress	duress	NN
37060	4050	47	of	of	IN
37060	4050	48	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4050	49	.	.	.
37060	4051	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4051	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	4051	3	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4051	4	,	,	,
37060	4051	5	"	"	``
37060	4051	6	Why	why	WRB
37060	4051	7	am	be	VBP
37060	4051	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4051	9	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	4051	10	?	?	.
37060	4051	11	"	"	''
37060	4052	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4052	2	had	have	VBD
37060	4052	3	no	no	DT
37060	4052	4	right	right	NN
37060	4052	5	to	to	TO
37060	4052	6	be	be	VB
37060	4052	7	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	4052	8	,	,	,
37060	4052	9	in	in	IN
37060	4052	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4052	11	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	4052	12	,	,	,
37060	4052	13	yet	yet	CC
37060	4052	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4052	15	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4052	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4052	17	had	have	VBD
37060	4052	18	no	no	DT
37060	4052	19	control	control	NN
37060	4052	20	over	over	IN
37060	4052	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4052	22	radical	radical	JJ
37060	4052	23	ups	up	NNS
37060	4052	24	and	and	CC
37060	4052	25	downs	down	NNS
37060	4052	26	.	.	.
37060	4053	1	"	"	``
37060	4053	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4053	3	'm	be	VBP
37060	4053	4	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	4053	5	for	for	IN
37060	4053	6	the	the	DT
37060	4053	7	most	most	JJS
37060	4053	8	part	part	NN
37060	4053	9	,	,	,
37060	4053	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4053	11	hair	hair	NN
37060	4053	12	has	have	VBZ
37060	4053	13	returned	return	VBN
37060	4053	14	,	,	,
37060	4053	15	thicker	thick	JJR
37060	4053	16	than	than	IN
37060	4053	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4053	18	was	be	VBD
37060	4053	19	previously	previously	RB
37060	4053	20	,	,	,
37060	4053	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4053	22	'm	be	VBP
37060	4053	23	doing	do	VBG
37060	4053	24	well	well	RB
37060	4053	25	in	in	IN
37060	4053	26	school	school	NN
37060	4053	27	and	and	CC
37060	4053	28	have	have	VBP
37060	4053	29	a	a	DT
37060	4053	30	few	few	JJ
37060	4053	31	people	people	NNS
37060	4053	32	to	to	TO
37060	4053	33	call	call	VB
37060	4053	34	'	'	``
37060	4053	35	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4053	36	'	'	''
37060	4053	37	.	.	.
37060	4054	1	.	.	.
37060	4055	1	.	.	.
37060	4056	1	so	so	CC
37060	4056	2	what	what	WP
37060	4056	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	4056	4	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	4056	5	?	?	.
37060	4056	6	"	"	''
37060	4057	1	Through	through	IN
37060	4057	2	that	that	DT
37060	4057	3	year	year	NN
37060	4057	4	the	the	DT
37060	4057	5	question	question	NN
37060	4057	6	remained	remain	VBD
37060	4057	7	hidden	hidden	JJ
37060	4057	8	in	in	IN
37060	4057	9	the	the	DT
37060	4057	10	back	back	NN
37060	4057	11	of	of	IN
37060	4057	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4057	13	mind	mind	NN
37060	4057	14	,	,	,
37060	4057	15	unanswered	unanswere	VBN
37060	4057	16	yet	yet	RB
37060	4057	17	unshakeable	unshakeable	JJ
37060	4057	18	.	.	.
37060	4058	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4058	2	continued	continue	VBD
37060	4058	3	to	to	TO
37060	4058	4	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	4058	5	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	4058	6	through	through	IN
37060	4058	7	a	a	DT
37060	4058	8	confused	confused	JJ
37060	4058	9	sense	sense	NN
37060	4058	10	of	of	IN
37060	4058	11	individualism	individualism	NN
37060	4058	12	and	and	CC
37060	4058	13	an	an	DT
37060	4058	14	uncharacteristic	uncharacteristic	JJ
37060	4058	15	flurry	flurry	NN
37060	4058	16	of	of	IN
37060	4058	17	activity	activity	NN
37060	4058	18	.	.	.
37060	4059	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4059	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4059	3	befuddled	befuddle	VBN
37060	4059	4	by	by	IN
37060	4059	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4059	6	own	own	JJ
37060	4059	7	ambivalence	ambivalence	NN
37060	4059	8	and	and	CC
37060	4059	9	,	,	,
37060	4059	10	to	to	TO
37060	4059	11	further	further	RB
37060	4059	12	harass	harass	VB
37060	4059	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4059	14	state	state	NN
37060	4059	15	of	of	IN
37060	4059	16	being	be	VBG
37060	4059	17	,	,	,
37060	4059	18	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	4059	19	the	the	DT
37060	4059	20	fluctuating	fluctuate	VBG
37060	4059	21	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	4059	22	of	of	IN
37060	4059	23	others	other	NNS
37060	4059	24	to	to	TO
37060	4059	25	work	work	VB
37060	4059	26	upon	upon	IN
37060	4059	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4059	28	mind	mind	NN
37060	4059	29	,	,	,
37060	4059	30	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	4059	31	creating	create	VBG
37060	4059	32	disturbances	disturbance	NNS
37060	4059	33	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	4059	34	all	all	DT
37060	4059	35	reason	reason	NN
37060	4059	36	.	.	.
37060	4060	1	To	to	IN
37060	4060	2	this	this	DT
37060	4060	3	end	end	NN
37060	4060	4	,	,	,
37060	4060	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4060	6	fancied	fancy	VBD
37060	4060	7	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4060	8	to	to	TO
37060	4060	9	be	be	VB
37060	4060	10	in	in	IN
37060	4060	11	love	love	NN
37060	4060	12	with	with	IN
37060	4060	13	a	a	DT
37060	4060	14	young	young	JJ
37060	4060	15	guy	guy	NN
37060	4060	16	with	with	IN
37060	4060	17	whom	whom	WP
37060	4060	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4060	19	had	have	VBD
37060	4060	20	become	become	VBN
37060	4060	21	acquainted	acquaint	VBN
37060	4060	22	through	through	IN
37060	4060	23	"	"	``
37060	4060	24	in	in	IN
37060	4060	25	-	-	HYPH
37060	4060	26	the	the	DT
37060	4060	27	-	-	HYPH
37060	4060	28	hall	hall	NN
37060	4060	29	"	"	''
37060	4060	30	pleasantries	pleasantry	NNS
37060	4060	31	and	and	CC
37060	4060	32	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	4060	33	.	.	.
37060	4061	1	After	after	IN
37060	4061	2	two	two	CD
37060	4061	3	"	"	``
37060	4061	4	dates	date	NNS
37060	4061	5	"	"	''
37060	4061	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4061	7	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	4061	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4061	9	could	could	MD
37060	4061	10	converse	converse	VB
37060	4061	11	remarkably	remarkably	RB
37060	4061	12	;	;	:
37060	4061	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4061	14	was	be	VBD
37060	4061	15	delighted	delight	VBN
37060	4061	16	by	by	IN
37060	4061	17	the	the	DT
37060	4061	18	apparent	apparent	JJ
37060	4061	19	honesty	honesty	NN
37060	4061	20	that	that	WDT
37060	4061	21	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4061	22	shared	share	VBD
37060	4061	23	and	and	CC
37060	4061	24	became	become	VBD
37060	4061	25	confident	confident	JJ
37060	4061	26	that	that	IN
37060	4061	27	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4061	28	's	's	POS
37060	4061	29	would	would	MD
37060	4061	30	prove	prove	VB
37060	4061	31	to	to	TO
37060	4061	32	be	be	VB
37060	4061	33	the	the	DT
37060	4061	34	romantic	romantic	JJ
37060	4061	35	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	4061	36	of	of	IN
37060	4061	37	the	the	DT
37060	4061	38	decade	decade	NN
37060	4061	39	.	.	.
37060	4062	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	4062	2	been	be	VBN
37060	4062	3	subjected	subject	VBN
37060	4062	4	to	to	IN
37060	4062	5	hurtful	hurtful	JJ
37060	4062	6	and	and	CC
37060	4062	7	unreasonable	unreasonable	JJ
37060	4062	8	endings	ending	NNS
37060	4062	9	of	of	IN
37060	4062	10	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	4062	11	,	,	,
37060	4062	12	however	however	RB
37060	4062	13	,	,	,
37060	4062	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4062	15	had	have	VBD
37060	4062	16	no	no	DT
37060	4062	17	intention	intention	NN
37060	4062	18	of	of	IN
37060	4062	19	placing	place	VBG
37060	4062	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4062	21	pride	pride	NN
37060	4062	22	in	in	IN
37060	4062	23	jeopardy	jeopardy	NN
37060	4062	24	through	through	IN
37060	4062	25	a	a	DT
37060	4062	26	display	display	NN
37060	4062	27	of	of	IN
37060	4062	28	groveling	grovel	VBG
37060	4062	29	affection	affection	NN
37060	4062	30	or	or	CC
37060	4062	31	stifling	stifle	VBG
37060	4062	32	promises	promise	NNS
37060	4062	33	.	.	.
37060	4063	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4063	2	told	tell	VBD
37060	4063	3	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4063	4	to	to	TO
37060	4063	5	subdue	subdue	VB
37060	4063	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4063	7	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	4063	8	and	and	CC
37060	4063	9	expect	expect	VBP
37060	4063	10	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	4063	11	,	,	,
37060	4063	12	yet	yet	RB
37060	4063	13	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	4063	14	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	4063	15	that	that	IN
37060	4063	16	the	the	DT
37060	4063	17	dominoes	domino	NNS
37060	4063	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4063	19	had	have	VBD
37060	4063	20	erected	erect	VBN
37060	4063	21	would	would	MD
37060	4063	22	fall	fall	VB
37060	4063	23	in	in	IN
37060	4063	24	the	the	DT
37060	4063	25	orderly	orderly	JJ
37060	4063	26	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	4063	27	that	that	WDT
37060	4063	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4063	29	forethought	forethought	JJ
37060	4063	30	deserved	deserved	NN
37060	4063	31	.	.	.
37060	4064	1	As	as	IN
37060	4064	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4064	3	happened	happen	VBD
37060	4064	4	,	,	,
37060	4064	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4064	6	"	"	``
37060	4064	7	dominoes	domino	NNS
37060	4064	8	"	"	''
37060	4064	9	fell	fall	VBD
37060	4064	10	in	in	IN
37060	4064	11	a	a	DT
37060	4064	12	manner	manner	NN
37060	4064	13	which	which	WDT
37060	4064	14	had	have	VBD
37060	4064	15	no	no	DT
37060	4064	16	sense	sense	NN
37060	4064	17	of	of	IN
37060	4064	18	order	order	NN
37060	4064	19	.	.	.
37060	4065	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4065	2	learned	learn	VBD
37060	4065	3	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	4065	4	that	that	IN
37060	4065	5	"	"	``
37060	4065	6	good	good	JJ
37060	4065	7	deserts	desert	NNS
37060	4065	8	"	"	''
37060	4065	9	had	have	VBD
37060	4065	10	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	4065	11	to	to	TO
37060	4065	12	do	do	VB
37060	4065	13	with	with	IN
37060	4065	14	the	the	DT
37060	4065	15	final	final	JJ
37060	4065	16	outcome	outcome	NN
37060	4065	17	of	of	IN
37060	4065	18	a	a	DT
37060	4065	19	situation	situation	NN
37060	4065	20	,	,	,
37060	4065	21	and	and	CC
37060	4065	22	even	even	RB
37060	4065	23	one	one	PRP
37060	4065	24	's	's	POS
37060	4065	25	offering	offering	NN
37060	4065	26	of	of	IN
37060	4065	27	platonic	platonic	JJ
37060	4065	28	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	4065	29	could	could	MD
37060	4065	30	be	be	VB
37060	4065	31	dealt	deal	VBN
37060	4065	32	a	a	DT
37060	4065	33	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	4065	34	blow	blow	NN
37060	4065	35	or	or	CC
37060	4065	36	be	be	VB
37060	4065	37	considered	consider	VBN
37060	4065	38	unacceptable	unacceptable	JJ
37060	4065	39	.	.	.
37060	4066	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	4066	2	these	these	DT
37060	4066	3	unwarranted	unwarranted	JJ
37060	4066	4	actions	action	NNS
37060	4066	5	against	against	IN
37060	4066	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4066	7	cautious	cautious	JJ
37060	4066	8	and	and	CC
37060	4066	9	understated	understated	JJ
37060	4066	10	affection	affection	NN
37060	4066	11	,	,	,
37060	4066	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4066	13	could	could	MD
37060	4066	14	not	not	RB
37060	4066	15	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	4066	16	cancel	cancel	VB
37060	4066	17	the	the	DT
37060	4066	18	heartfelt	heartfelt	JJ
37060	4066	19	wishes	wish	VBZ
37060	4066	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4066	21	mind	mind	NN
37060	4066	22	contained	contain	VBN
37060	4066	23	because	because	IN
37060	4066	24	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4066	25	continued	continue	VBD
37060	4066	26	,	,	,
37060	4066	27	at	at	IN
37060	4066	28	very	very	RB
37060	4066	29	sporadic	sporadic	JJ
37060	4066	30	intervals	interval	NNS
37060	4066	31	,	,	,
37060	4066	32	to	to	TO
37060	4066	33	encourage	encourage	VB
37060	4066	34	a	a	DT
37060	4066	35	romance	romance	NN
37060	4066	36	.	.	.
37060	4067	1	In	in	IN
37060	4067	2	no	no	DT
37060	4067	3	time	time	NN
37060	4067	4	at	at	RB
37060	4067	5	all	all	RB
37060	4067	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4067	7	was	be	VBD
37060	4067	8	thoroughly	thoroughly	RB
37060	4067	9	confused	confuse	VBN
37060	4067	10	as	as	IN
37060	4067	11	to	to	IN
37060	4067	12	the	the	DT
37060	4067	13	part	part	NN
37060	4067	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4067	15	played	play	VBD
37060	4067	16	and	and	CC
37060	4067	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4067	18	significance	significance	NN
37060	4067	19	in	in	IN
37060	4067	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4067	21	life	life	NN
37060	4067	22	.	.	.
37060	4068	1	On	on	IN
37060	4068	2	certain	certain	JJ
37060	4068	3	days	day	NNS
37060	4068	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4068	5	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	4068	6	to	to	IN
37060	4068	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4068	8	at	at	IN
37060	4068	9	school	school	NN
37060	4068	10	,	,	,
37060	4068	11	and	and	CC
37060	4068	12	other	other	JJ
37060	4068	13	days	day	NNS
37060	4068	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4068	15	was	be	VBD
37060	4068	16	ignored	ignore	VBN
37060	4068	17	or	or	CC
37060	4068	18	avoided	avoid	VBN
37060	4068	19	.	.	.
37060	4069	1	The	the	DT
37060	4069	2	same	same	JJ
37060	4069	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4069	4	true	true	JJ
37060	4069	5	pertaining	pertain	VBG
37060	4069	6	to	to	IN
37060	4069	7	encounters	encounter	NNS
37060	4069	8	outside	outside	RB
37060	4069	9	of	of	IN
37060	4069	10	school	school	NN
37060	4069	11	,	,	,
37060	4069	12	which	which	WDT
37060	4069	13	often	often	RB
37060	4069	14	resulted	result	VBD
37060	4069	15	through	through	IN
37060	4069	16	chance	chance	NN
37060	4069	17	rather	rather	RB
37060	4069	18	than	than	IN
37060	4069	19	a	a	DT
37060	4069	20	specific	specific	JJ
37060	4069	21	plan	plan	NN
37060	4069	22	.	.	.
37060	4070	1	Whether	whether	IN
37060	4070	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4070	3	would	would	MD
37060	4070	4	assume	assume	VB
37060	4070	5	a	a	DT
37060	4070	6	romantic	romantic	JJ
37060	4070	7	stance	stance	NN
37060	4070	8	or	or	CC
37060	4070	9	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	4070	10	a	a	DT
37060	4070	11	totally	totally	RB
37060	4070	12	platonic	platonic	JJ
37060	4070	13	guise	guise	NN
37060	4070	14	became	become	VBD
37060	4070	15	a	a	DT
37060	4070	16	valid	valid	JJ
37060	4070	17	mystery	mystery	NN
37060	4070	18	.	.	.
37060	4071	1	This	this	DT
37060	4071	2	infernal	infernal	JJ
37060	4071	3	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	4071	4	did	do	VBD
37060	4071	5	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	4071	6	to	to	TO
37060	4071	7	promote	promote	VB
37060	4071	8	self	self	NN
37060	4071	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	4071	10	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	4071	11	,	,	,
37060	4071	12	for	for	IN
37060	4071	13	within	within	IN
37060	4071	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4071	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4071	16	continually	continually	RB
37060	4071	17	questioned	question	VBD
37060	4071	18	the	the	DT
37060	4071	19	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	4071	20	of	of	IN
37060	4071	21	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4071	22	unpredictable	unpredictable	JJ
37060	4071	23	snubs	snub	NNS
37060	4071	24	;	;	:
37060	4071	25	was	be	VBD
37060	4071	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4071	27	too	too	RB
37060	4071	28	tall	tall	JJ
37060	4071	29	?	?	.
37060	4072	1	Did	do	VBD
37060	4072	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4072	3	embarrass	embarrass	VB
37060	4072	4	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4072	5	?	?	.
37060	4073	1	Was	be	VBD
37060	4073	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4073	3	not	not	RB
37060	4073	4	in	in	IN
37060	4073	5	the	the	DT
37060	4073	6	"	"	``
37060	4073	7	right	right	JJ
37060	4073	8	"	"	''
37060	4073	9	crowd	crowd	NN
37060	4073	10	?	?	.
37060	4074	1	Questions	question	NNS
37060	4074	2	,	,	,
37060	4074	3	unanswered	unanswere	VBN
37060	4074	4	,	,	,
37060	4074	5	riddled	riddle	VBD
37060	4074	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4074	7	mind	mind	NN
37060	4074	8	and	and	CC
37060	4074	9	shook	shake	VBD
37060	4074	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4074	11	heart	heart	NN
37060	4074	12	.	.	.
37060	4075	1	As	as	IN
37060	4075	2	the	the	DT
37060	4075	3	school	school	NN
37060	4075	4	year	year	NN
37060	4075	5	coasted	coast	VBD
37060	4075	6	along	along	RB
37060	4075	7	,	,	,
37060	4075	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4075	9	began	begin	VBD
37060	4075	10	to	to	TO
37060	4075	11	realize	realize	VB
37060	4075	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4075	13	could	could	MD
37060	4075	14	n't	not	RB
37060	4075	15	necessarily	necessarily	RB
37060	4075	16	take	take	VB
37060	4075	17	all	all	DT
37060	4075	18	of	of	IN
37060	4075	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4075	20	cold	cold	JJ
37060	4075	21	shouldered	shouldered	JJ
37060	4075	22	greetings	greeting	NNS
37060	4075	23	or	or	CC
37060	4075	24	lack	lack	NN
37060	4075	25	of	of	IN
37060	4075	26	acknowledgement	acknowledgement	NN
37060	4075	27	as	as	IN
37060	4075	28	personal	personal	JJ
37060	4075	29	digs	dig	NNS
37060	4075	30	against	against	IN
37060	4075	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4075	32	presence	presence	NN
37060	4075	33	.	.	.
37060	4076	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4076	2	had	have	VBD
37060	4076	3	problems	problem	NNS
37060	4076	4	of	of	IN
37060	4076	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4076	6	own	own	JJ
37060	4076	7	and	and	CC
37060	4076	8	moods	mood	NNS
37060	4076	9	of	of	IN
37060	4076	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4076	11	own	own	JJ
37060	4076	12	;	;	:
37060	4076	13	this	this	DT
37060	4076	14	revelation	revelation	NN
37060	4076	15	on	on	IN
37060	4076	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4076	17	behalf	behalf	NN
37060	4076	18	only	only	RB
37060	4076	19	gave	give	VBD
37060	4076	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4076	21	more	more	JJR
37060	4076	22	reasons	reason	NNS
37060	4076	23	to	to	TO
37060	4076	24	worry	worry	VB
37060	4076	25	and	and	CC
37060	4076	26	dwell	dwell	VB
37060	4076	27	on	on	IN
37060	4076	28	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4076	29	,	,	,
37060	4076	30	however	however	RB
37060	4076	31	.	.	.
37060	4077	1	No	no	RB
37060	4077	2	longer	long	RBR
37060	4077	3	did	do	VBD
37060	4077	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4077	5	cope	cope	VB
37060	4077	6	only	only	RB
37060	4077	7	with	with	IN
37060	4077	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4077	9	own	own	JJ
37060	4077	10	burdens	burden	NNS
37060	4077	11	,	,	,
37060	4077	12	but	but	CC
37060	4077	13	attempted	attempt	VBD
37060	4077	14	to	to	TO
37060	4077	15	share	share	VB
37060	4077	16	the	the	DT
37060	4077	17	pronounced	pronounced	JJ
37060	4077	18	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	4077	19	displayed	display	VBN
37060	4077	20	by	by	IN
37060	4077	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4077	22	"	"	``
37060	4077	23	flame	flame	NN
37060	4077	24	.	.	.
37060	4077	25	"	"	''
37060	4078	1	When	when	WRB
37060	4078	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4078	3	looked	look	VBD
37060	4078	4	melancholic	melancholic	JJ
37060	4078	5	,	,	,
37060	4078	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4078	7	too	too	RB
37060	4078	8	,	,	,
37060	4078	9	soon	soon	RB
37060	4078	10	adopted	adopt	VBD
37060	4078	11	the	the	DT
37060	4078	12	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	4078	13	for	for	IN
37060	4078	14	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4078	15	;	;	:
37060	4078	16	if	if	IN
37060	4078	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4078	18	was	be	VBD
37060	4078	19	happy	happy	JJ
37060	4078	20	,	,	,
37060	4078	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4078	22	could	could	MD
37060	4078	23	be	be	VB
37060	4078	24	happy	happy	JJ
37060	4078	25	.	.	.
37060	4079	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4079	2	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	4079	3	became	become	VBD
37060	4079	4	aware	aware	JJ
37060	4079	5	of	of	IN
37060	4079	6	the	the	DT
37060	4079	7	fact	fact	NN
37060	4079	8	that	that	IN
37060	4079	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4079	10	technique	technique	NN
37060	4079	11	was	be	VBD
37060	4079	12	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	4079	13	a	a	DT
37060	4079	14	lousy	lousy	JJ
37060	4079	15	one	one	NN
37060	4079	16	and	and	CC
37060	4079	17	the	the	DT
37060	4079	18	potential	potential	NN
37060	4079	19	for	for	IN
37060	4079	20	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	4079	21	was	be	VBD
37060	4079	22	quite	quite	RB
37060	4079	23	slim	slim	JJ
37060	4079	24	.	.	.
37060	4080	1	With	with	IN
37060	4080	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4080	3	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4080	4	having	have	VBG
37060	4080	5	only	only	JJ
37060	4080	6	mouths	mouth	NNS
37060	4080	7	,	,	,
37060	4080	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4080	9	ears	ear	NNS
37060	4080	10	plugged	plug	VBN
37060	4080	11	with	with	IN
37060	4080	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4080	13	own	own	JJ
37060	4080	14	concerns	concern	NNS
37060	4080	15	,	,	,
37060	4080	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4080	17	resorted	resort	VBD
37060	4080	18	to	to	IN
37060	4080	19	the	the	DT
37060	4080	20	written	write	VBN
37060	4080	21	expression	expression	NN
37060	4080	22	of	of	IN
37060	4080	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4080	24	personal	personal	JJ
37060	4080	25	pressures	pressure	NNS
37060	4080	26	.	.	.
37060	4081	1	Though	though	IN
37060	4081	2	the	the	DT
37060	4081	3	paper	paper	NN
37060	4081	4	could	could	MD
37060	4081	5	not	not	RB
37060	4081	6	respond	respond	VB
37060	4081	7	,	,	,
37060	4081	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4081	9	similarly	similarly	RB
37060	4081	10	could	could	MD
37060	4081	11	neither	neither	CC
37060	4081	12	judge	judge	VB
37060	4081	13	or	or	CC
37060	4081	14	reveal	reveal	VB
37060	4081	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4081	16	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	4081	17	sieges	siege	NNS
37060	4081	18	of	of	IN
37060	4081	19	ink	ink	NN
37060	4081	20	,	,	,
37060	4081	21	for	for	IN
37060	4081	22	the	the	DT
37060	4081	23	hurried	hurried	JJ
37060	4081	24	scrawls	scrawl	NNS
37060	4081	25	were	be	VBD
37060	4081	26	carefully	carefully	RB
37060	4081	27	concealed	conceal	VBN
37060	4081	28	.	.	.
37060	4082	1	In	in	IN
37060	4082	2	this	this	DT
37060	4082	3	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	4082	4	,	,	,
37060	4082	5	many	many	JJ
37060	4082	6	troubles	trouble	NNS
37060	4082	7	were	be	VBD
37060	4082	8	rationally	rationally	RB
37060	4082	9	resolved	resolve	VBN
37060	4082	10	;	;	:
37060	4082	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4082	12	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	4082	13	were	be	VBD
37060	4082	14	considerably	considerably	RB
37060	4082	15	less	less	RBR
37060	4082	16	hideous	hideous	JJ
37060	4082	17	when	when	WRB
37060	4082	18	viewed	view	VBN
37060	4082	19	as	as	IN
37060	4082	20	written	write	VBN
37060	4082	21	words	word	NNS
37060	4082	22	,	,	,
37060	4082	23	set	set	VBN
37060	4082	24	apart	apart	RB
37060	4082	25	from	from	IN
37060	4082	26	the	the	DT
37060	4082	27	mental	mental	JJ
37060	4082	28	clutter	clutter	NN
37060	4082	29	composed	compose	VBN
37060	4082	30	of	of	IN
37060	4082	31	both	both	CC
37060	4082	32	reasonable	reasonable	JJ
37060	4082	33	and	and	CC
37060	4082	34	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	4082	35	meanderings	meandering	NNS
37060	4082	36	.	.	.
37060	4083	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4083	2	could	could	MD
37060	4083	3	objectively	objectively	RB
37060	4083	4	scan	scan	VB
37060	4083	5	the	the	DT
37060	4083	6	bold	bold	JJ
37060	4083	7	sweeps	sweep	NNS
37060	4083	8	crossing	cross	VBG
37060	4083	9	page	page	NN
37060	4083	10	after	after	IN
37060	4083	11	page	page	NN
37060	4083	12	and	and	CC
37060	4083	13	discern	discern	VB
37060	4083	14	the	the	DT
37060	4083	15	real	real	JJ
37060	4083	16	from	from	IN
37060	4083	17	the	the	DT
37060	4083	18	imagined	imagine	VBN
37060	4083	19	...	...	:
37060	4083	20	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4083	21	deep	deep	RB
37060	4083	22	felt	feel	VBN
37060	4083	23	depression	depression	NN
37060	4083	24	carried	carry	VBN
37060	4083	25	through	through	RB
37060	4083	26	to	to	IN
37060	4083	27	today	today	NN
37060	4083	28	.	.	.
37060	4084	1	.	.	.
37060	4085	1	.	.	.
37060	4086	1	as	as	RB
37060	4086	2	well	well	RB
37060	4086	3	as	as	IN
37060	4086	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4086	5	bad	bad	JJ
37060	4086	6	luck	luck	NN
37060	4086	7	!	!	.
37060	4087	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4087	2	saw	see	VBD
37060	4087	3	D	d	NN
37060	4087	4	as	as	IN
37060	4087	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4087	6	was	be	VBD
37060	4087	7	coming	come	VBG
37060	4087	8	and	and	CC
37060	4087	9	was	be	VBD
37060	4087	10	n't	not	RB
37060	4087	11	extremely	extremely	RB
37060	4087	12	thrilled	thrill	VBN
37060	4087	13	,	,	,
37060	4087	14	which	which	WDT
37060	4087	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	4087	16	a	a	DT
37060	4087	17	shocker	shocker	NN
37060	4087	18	in	in	IN
37060	4087	19	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4087	20	;	;	:
37060	4087	21	and	and	CC
37060	4087	22	to	to	TO
37060	4087	23	top	top	VB
37060	4087	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4087	25	off	off	RP
37060	4087	26	,	,	,
37060	4087	27	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4087	28	barely	barely	RB
37060	4087	29	squeaked	squeak	VBD
37060	4087	30	out	out	RP
37060	4087	31	a	a	DT
37060	4087	32	"	"	``
37060	4087	33	Hi	hi	UH
37060	4087	34	"	"	''
37060	4087	35	to	to	IN
37060	4087	36	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4087	37	.	.	.
37060	4088	1	That	that	DT
37060	4088	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4088	3	n't	not	RB
37060	4088	4	too	too	RB
37060	4088	5	much	much	JJ
37060	4088	6	of	of	IN
37060	4088	7	a	a	DT
37060	4088	8	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	4088	9	,	,	,
37060	4088	10	because	because	IN
37060	4088	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4088	12	has	have	VBZ
37060	4088	13	been	be	VBN
37060	4088	14	known	know	VBN
37060	4088	15	to	to	TO
37060	4088	16	ignore	ignore	VB
37060	4088	17	a	a	DT
37060	4088	18	person	person	NN
37060	4088	19	.	.	.
37060	4089	1	.	.	.
37060	4090	1	.	.	.
37060	4091	1	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4091	2	,	,	,
37060	4091	3	for	for	IN
37060	4091	4	example	example	NN
37060	4091	5	.	.	.
37060	4092	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4092	2	must	must	MD
37060	4092	3	admit	admit	VB
37060	4092	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4092	5	'm	be	VBP
37060	4092	6	really	really	RB
37060	4092	7	not	not	RB
37060	4092	8	all	all	DT
37060	4092	9	here	here	RB
37060	4092	10	today	today	NN
37060	4092	11	.	.	.
37060	4093	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4093	2	just	just	RB
37060	4093	3	do	do	VBP
37060	4093	4	n't	not	RB
37060	4093	5	understand	understand	VB
37060	4093	6	what	what	WP
37060	4093	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	4093	8	going	go	VBG
37060	4093	9	on	on	RP
37060	4093	10	with	with	IN
37060	4093	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4093	12	.	.	.
37060	4094	1	One	one	CD
37060	4094	2	day	day	NN
37060	4094	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4094	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	4094	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4094	6	friend	friend	NN
37060	4094	7	and	and	CC
37060	4094	8	the	the	DT
37060	4094	9	next	next	JJ
37060	4094	10	,	,	,
37060	4094	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4094	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	4094	13	a	a	DT
37060	4094	14	stranger	stranger	NN
37060	4094	15	.	.	.
37060	4095	1	.	.	.
37060	4096	1	.	.	.
37060	4097	1	Oh	oh	UH
37060	4097	2	,	,	,
37060	4097	3	well	well	UH
37060	4097	4	,	,	,
37060	4097	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4097	6	can	can	MD
37060	4097	7	get	get	VB
37060	4097	8	so	so	RB
37060	4097	9	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	4097	10	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	4097	11	,	,	,
37060	4097	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4097	13	's	be	VBZ
37060	4097	14	not	not	RB
37060	4097	15	even	even	RB
37060	4097	16	funny	funny	JJ
37060	4097	17	!	!	.
37060	4098	1	The	the	DT
37060	4098	2	weird	weird	JJ
37060	4098	3	thing	thing	NN
37060	4098	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	4098	5	that	that	IN
37060	4098	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4098	7	'm	be	VBP
37060	4098	8	not	not	RB
37060	4098	9	especially	especially	RB
37060	4098	10	depressed	depress	VBN
37060	4098	11	today	today	NN
37060	4098	12	,	,	,
37060	4098	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4098	14	'm	be	VBP
37060	4098	15	just	just	RB
37060	4098	16	in	in	IN
37060	4098	17	a	a	DT
37060	4098	18	weird	weird	JJ
37060	4098	19	mood	mood	NN
37060	4098	20	.	.	.
37060	4099	1	.	.	.
37060	4100	1	.	.	.
37060	4101	1	When	when	WRB
37060	4101	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4101	3	got	get	VBD
37060	4101	4	home	home	NN
37060	4101	5	,	,	,
37060	4101	6	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	4101	7	got	get	VBD
37060	4101	8	mad	mad	JJ
37060	4101	9	because	because	IN
37060	4101	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4101	11	forgot	forget	VBD
37060	4101	12	to	to	TO
37060	4101	13	tell	tell	VB
37060	4101	14	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4101	15	about	about	IN
37060	4101	16	the	the	DT
37060	4101	17	PSAT	PSAT	NNP
37060	4101	18	test	test	NN
37060	4101	19	.	.	.
37060	4102	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4102	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	4102	3	about	about	RB
37060	4102	4	five	five	CD
37060	4102	5	different	different	JJ
37060	4102	6	times	time	NNS
37060	4102	7	why	why	WRB
37060	4102	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4102	9	did	do	VBD
37060	4102	10	n't	not	RB
37060	4102	11	let	let	VB
37060	4102	12	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4102	13	know	know	VB
37060	4102	14	.	.	.
37060	4103	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4103	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4103	3	so	so	RB
37060	4103	4	shocked	shocked	JJ
37060	4103	5	that	that	IN
37060	4103	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4103	7	went	go	VBD
37060	4103	8	outside	outside	RB
37060	4103	9	and	and	CC
37060	4103	10	climbed	climb	VBD
37060	4103	11	the	the	DT
37060	4103	12	big	big	JJ
37060	4103	13	pine	pine	NN
37060	4103	14	tree	tree	NN
37060	4103	15	.	.	.
37060	4104	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4104	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	4104	3	upset	upset	JJ
37060	4104	4	when	when	WRB
37060	4104	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4104	6	do	do	VBP
37060	4104	7	that	that	DT
37060	4104	8	...	...	NFP
37060	4104	9	especially	especially	RB
37060	4104	10	when	when	WRB
37060	4104	11	there	there	EX
37060	4104	12	are	be	VBP
37060	4104	13	no	no	DT
37060	4104	14	branches	branch	NNS
37060	4104	15	on	on	IN
37060	4104	16	the	the	DT
37060	4104	17	lower	low	JJR
37060	4104	18	half	half	NN
37060	4104	19	of	of	IN
37060	4104	20	the	the	DT
37060	4104	21	tree	tree	NN
37060	4104	22	,	,	,
37060	4104	23	and	and	CC
37060	4104	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4104	25	had	have	VBD
37060	4104	26	to	to	TO
37060	4104	27	jump	jump	VB
37060	4104	28	to	to	IN
37060	4104	29	the	the	DT
37060	4104	30	lowest	low	JJS
37060	4104	31	branch	branch	NN
37060	4104	32	!	!	.
37060	4105	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4105	2	got	get	VBD
37060	4105	3	in	in	IN
37060	4105	4	a	a	DT
37060	4105	5	better	well	JJR
37060	4105	6	mood	mood	NN
37060	4105	7	after	after	IN
37060	4105	8	awhile	awhile	JJ
37060	4105	9	,	,	,
37060	4105	10	but	but	CC
37060	4105	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4105	12	took	take	VBD
37060	4105	13	a	a	DT
37060	4105	14	bit	bit	NN
37060	4105	15	of	of	IN
37060	4105	16	psyching	psyche	VBG
37060	4105	17	on	on	IN
37060	4105	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4105	19	part	part	NN
37060	4105	20	!	!	.
37060	4106	1	Spring	spring	NN
37060	4106	2	1979	1979	CD
37060	4106	3	Walking	walk	VBG
37060	4106	4	down	down	IN
37060	4106	5	the	the	DT
37060	4106	6	wide	wide	JJ
37060	4106	7	highway	highway	NN
37060	4106	8	of	of	IN
37060	4106	9	life	life	NN
37060	4106	10	....	....	.
37060	4107	1	Happy	happy	JJ
37060	4107	2	,	,	,
37060	4107	3	but	but	CC
37060	4107	4	confused	confused	JJ
37060	4107	5	.	.	.
37060	4108	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4108	2	've	have	VB
37060	4108	3	noticed	notice	VBN
37060	4108	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4108	5	walking	walk	VBG
37060	4108	6	that	that	DT
37060	4108	7	highway	highway	NN
37060	4108	8	too	too	RB
37060	4108	9	,	,	,
37060	4108	10	And	and	CC
37060	4108	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4108	12	've	have	VB
37060	4108	13	often	often	RB
37060	4108	14	wondered	wonder	VBN
37060	4108	15	if	if	IN
37060	4108	16	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4108	17	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4108	18	the	the	DT
37060	4108	19	same	same	JJ
37060	4108	20	way	way	NN
37060	4108	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4108	22	do	do	VBP
37060	4108	23	...	...	:
37060	4108	24	And	and	CC
37060	4108	25	then	then	RB
37060	4108	26	one	one	CD
37060	4108	27	day	day	NN
37060	4108	28	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4108	29	came	come	VBD
37060	4108	30	to	to	IN
37060	4108	31	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4108	32	,	,	,
37060	4108	33	Smiling	Smiling	NNP
37060	4108	34	,	,	,
37060	4108	35	and	and	CC
37060	4108	36	holding	hold	VBG
37060	4108	37	out	out	RP
37060	4108	38	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4108	39	hand	hand	NN
37060	4108	40	in	in	IN
37060	4108	41	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	4108	42	.	.	.
37060	4109	1	Was	be	VBD
37060	4109	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4109	3	two	two	CD
37060	4109	4	weeks	week	NNS
37060	4109	5	?	?	.
37060	4110	1	Four	four	CD
37060	4110	2	?	?	.
37060	4111	1	The	the	DT
37060	4111	2	time	time	NN
37060	4111	3	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4111	4	to	to	TO
37060	4111	5	fly	fly	VB
37060	4111	6	past	past	IN
37060	4111	7	Whenever	whenever	WRB
37060	4111	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4111	9	was	be	VBD
37060	4111	10	by	by	IN
37060	4111	11	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4111	12	side	side	NN
37060	4111	13	.	.	.
37060	4112	1	With	with	IN
37060	4112	2	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4112	3	,	,	,
37060	4112	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4112	5	had	have	VBD
37060	4112	6	no	no	DT
37060	4112	7	fear	fear	NN
37060	4112	8	to	to	TO
37060	4112	9	reveal	reveal	VB
37060	4112	10	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4112	11	...	...	.
37060	4113	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4113	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4113	3	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	4113	4	and	and	CC
37060	4113	5	secure	secure	JJ
37060	4113	6	When	when	WRB
37060	4113	7	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4113	8	were	be	VBD
37060	4113	9	near	near	JJ
37060	4113	10	,	,	,
37060	4113	11	And	and	CC
37060	4113	12	thought	thought	NN
37060	4113	13	of	of	IN
37060	4113	14	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4113	15	constantly	constantly	RB
37060	4113	16	Whenever	whenever	WRB
37060	4113	17	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4113	18	were	be	VBD
37060	4113	19	away	away	RB
37060	4113	20	.	.	.
37060	4114	1	In	in	IN
37060	4114	2	addition	addition	NN
37060	4114	3	to	to	IN
37060	4114	4	hurried	hurried	JJ
37060	4114	5	prose	prose	NN
37060	4114	6	and	and	CC
37060	4114	7	diary	diary	NN
37060	4114	8	entries	entry	NNS
37060	4114	9	,	,	,
37060	4114	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4114	11	also	also	RB
37060	4114	12	began	begin	VBD
37060	4114	13	pinning	pin	VBG
37060	4114	14	down	down	RP
37060	4114	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4114	16	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	4114	17	in	in	IN
37060	4114	18	the	the	DT
37060	4114	19	form	form	NN
37060	4114	20	of	of	IN
37060	4114	21	poetry	poetry	NN
37060	4114	22	.	.	.
37060	4115	1	Within	within	IN
37060	4115	2	the	the	DT
37060	4115	3	poems	poem	NNS
37060	4115	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4115	5	could	could	MD
37060	4115	6	lament	lament	VB
37060	4115	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4115	8	confusion	confusion	NN
37060	4115	9	and	and	CC
37060	4115	10	aloneness	aloneness	NN
37060	4115	11	,	,	,
37060	4115	12	and	and	CC
37060	4115	13	the	the	DT
37060	4115	14	self	self	NN
37060	4115	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	4115	16	dependency	dependency	NN
37060	4115	17	which	which	WDT
37060	4115	18	had	have	VBD
37060	4115	19	become	become	VBN
37060	4115	20	threatened	threaten	VBN
37060	4115	21	by	by	IN
37060	4115	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4115	23	offering	offering	NN
37060	4115	24	of	of	IN
37060	4115	25	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	4115	26	and	and	CC
37060	4115	27	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4115	28	subsequent	subsequent	JJ
37060	4115	29	futility	futility	NN
37060	4115	30	.	.	.
37060	4116	1	Love	love	VB
37060	4116	2	Rollercoaster	Rollercoaster	NNP
37060	4116	3	Days	Days	NNPS
37060	4116	4	robed	robe	VBD
37060	4116	5	in	in	IN
37060	4116	6	silence	silence	NN
37060	4116	7	...	...	NFP
37060	4116	8	depressed	depress	VBN
37060	4116	9	for	for	IN
37060	4116	10	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	4116	11	,	,	,
37060	4116	12	Then	then	RB
37060	4116	13	turn	turn	VB
37060	4116	14	around	around	RP
37060	4116	15	with	with	IN
37060	4116	16	a	a	DT
37060	4116	17	flash	flash	NN
37060	4116	18	of	of	IN
37060	4116	19	a	a	DT
37060	4116	20	smile	smile	NN
37060	4116	21	.	.	.
37060	4117	1	Happy	happy	JJ
37060	4117	2	,	,	,
37060	4117	3	contented	contented	JJ
37060	4117	4	,	,	,
37060	4117	5	with	with	IN
37060	4117	6	work	work	NN
37060	4117	7	and	and	CC
37060	4117	8	with	with	IN
37060	4117	9	play	play	NN
37060	4117	10	,	,	,
37060	4117	11	Do	do	VB
37060	4117	12	n't	not	RB
37060	4117	13	get	get	VB
37060	4117	14	excited	excited	JJ
37060	4117	15	,	,	,
37060	4117	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4117	17	's	be	VBZ
37060	4117	18	only	only	RB
37060	4117	19	one	one	CD
37060	4117	20	day	day	NN
37060	4117	21	!	!	.
37060	4118	1	Tapping	tap	VBG
37060	4118	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4118	3	shoulder	shoulder	NN
37060	4118	4	,	,	,
37060	4118	5	"	"	''
37060	4118	6	HI	hi	UH
37060	4118	7	,	,	,
37060	4118	8	there	there	RB
37060	4118	9	!	!	.
37060	4118	10	"	"	''
37060	4119	1	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4119	2	said	say	VBD
37060	4119	3	,	,	,
37060	4119	4	One	one	CD
37060	4119	5	hour	hour	NN
37060	4119	6	later	later	RB
37060	4119	7	,	,	,
37060	4119	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4119	9	wish	wish	VBP
37060	4119	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4119	11	was	be	VBD
37060	4119	12	dead	dead	JJ
37060	4119	13	!	!	.
37060	4120	1	So	so	RB
37060	4120	2	much	much	JJ
37060	4120	3	confusion	confusion	NN
37060	4120	4	,	,	,
37060	4120	5	so	so	RB
37060	4120	6	little	little	JJ
37060	4120	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4120	8	know	know	VBP
37060	4120	9	,	,	,
37060	4120	10	Oh	oh	UH
37060	4120	11	!	!	.
37060	4121	1	To	to	TO
37060	4121	2	run	run	VB
37060	4121	3	and	and	CC
37060	4121	4	hide	hide	VB
37060	4121	5	...	...	:
37060	4121	6	to	to	TO
37060	4121	7	get	get	VB
37060	4121	8	up	up	RP
37060	4121	9	and	and	CC
37060	4121	10	go	go	VB
37060	4121	11	!	!	.
37060	4122	1	Age	age	NN
37060	4122	2	seventeen	seventeen	CD
37060	4122	3	and	and	CC
37060	4122	4	still	still	RB
37060	4122	5	the	the	DT
37060	4122	6	same	same	JJ
37060	4122	7	goal	goal	NN
37060	4122	8	.	.	.
37060	4123	1	Filling	fill	VBG
37060	4123	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4123	3	mind	mind	NN
37060	4123	4	,	,	,
37060	4123	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4123	6	body	body	NN
37060	4123	7	,	,	,
37060	4123	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4123	9	soul	soul	NN
37060	4123	10	.	.	.
37060	4124	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4124	2	love	love	NN
37060	4124	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	4124	4	something	something	NN
37060	4124	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4124	6	just	just	RB
37060	4124	7	ca	can	MD
37060	4124	8	n't	not	RB
37060	4124	9	ignore	ignore	VB
37060	4124	10	,	,	,
37060	4124	11	But	but	CC
37060	4124	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4124	13	'm	be	VBP
37060	4124	14	so	so	RB
37060	4124	15	tired	tired	JJ
37060	4124	16	...	...	.
37060	4124	17	Can	Can	MD
37060	4124	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4124	19	take	take	VB
37060	4124	20	any	any	DT
37060	4124	21	more	more	JJR
37060	4124	22	?	?	.
37060	4125	1	Depression	depression	NN
37060	4125	2	sets	set	VBZ
37060	4125	3	in	in	RP
37060	4125	4	like	like	UH
37060	4125	5	a	a	DT
37060	4125	6	cold	cold	JJ
37060	4125	7	,	,	,
37060	4125	8	dark	dark	JJ
37060	4125	9	stare	stare	NN
37060	4125	10	,	,	,
37060	4125	11	And	and	CC
37060	4125	12	spurs	spur	VBZ
37060	4125	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4125	14	asking	asking	NN
37060	4125	15	"	"	``
37060	4125	16	Why	why	WRB
37060	4125	17	do	do	VBP
37060	4125	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4125	19	care	care	VB
37060	4125	20	?	?	.
37060	4125	21	"	"	''
37060	4126	1	That	that	DT
37060	4126	2	question	question	NN
37060	4126	3	comes	come	VBZ
37060	4126	4	again	again	RB
37060	4126	5	and	and	CC
37060	4126	6	again	again	RB
37060	4126	7	...	...	.
37060	4126	8	Face	face	VB
37060	4126	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4126	10	kid	kid	NN
37060	4126	11	...	...	:
37060	4126	12	this	this	DT
37060	4126	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	4126	14	the	the	DT
37060	4126	15	battle	battle	NN
37060	4126	16	that	that	WDT
37060	4126	17	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4126	18	'll	will	MD
37060	4126	19	never	never	RB
37060	4126	20	win	win	VB
37060	4126	21	!	!	.
37060	4127	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	4127	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	4127	3	Spring	Spring	NNP
37060	4127	4	of	of	IN
37060	4127	5	1979	1979	CD
37060	4127	6	Love	Love	NNP
37060	4127	7	's	's	POS
37060	4127	8	Confusion	Confusion	NNP
37060	4127	9	Words	Words	NNPS
37060	4127	10	...	...	.
37060	4128	1	Interpreted	interpret	VBN
37060	4128	2	,	,	,
37060	4128	3	exaggerated	exaggerated	JJ
37060	4128	4	...	...	:
37060	4128	5	Glances	glance	NNS
37060	4128	6	...	...	:
37060	4128	7	Real	real	JJ
37060	4128	8	and	and	CC
37060	4128	9	imagined	imagine	VBN
37060	4128	10	...	...	.
37060	4129	1	Actions	action	NNS
37060	4129	2	performed	perform	VBD
37060	4129	3	to	to	TO
37060	4129	4	hurt	hurt	VB
37060	4129	5	,	,	,
37060	4129	6	To	to	TO
37060	4129	7	confuse	confuse	VB
37060	4129	8	,	,	,
37060	4129	9	to	to	TO
37060	4129	10	make	make	VB
37060	4129	11	happier	happy	JJR
37060	4129	12	Some	some	DT
37060	4129	13	stranger	stranger	NN
37060	4129	14	's	's	POS
37060	4129	15	day	day	NN
37060	4129	16	.	.	.
37060	4130	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4130	2	am	be	VBP
37060	4130	3	that	that	DT
37060	4130	4	stranger	stranger	NN
37060	4130	5	,	,	,
37060	4130	6	Jack	Jack	NNP
37060	4130	7	of	of	IN
37060	4130	8	many	many	JJ
37060	4130	9	trades	trade	NNS
37060	4130	10	.	.	.
37060	4131	1	A	a	DT
37060	4131	2	translator	translator	NN
37060	4131	3	,	,	,
37060	4131	4	Psychologist	Psychologist	NNP
37060	4131	5	,	,	,
37060	4131	6	Handyman	Handyman	NNP
37060	4131	7	,	,	,
37060	4131	8	all	all	RB
37060	4131	9	in	in	IN
37060	4131	10	one	one	CD
37060	4131	11	.	.	.
37060	4132	1	Like	like	IN
37060	4132	2	a	a	DT
37060	4132	3	stranger	stranger	NN
37060	4132	4	,	,	,
37060	4132	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4132	6	am	be	VBP
37060	4132	7	trying	try	VBG
37060	4132	8	to	to	TO
37060	4132	9	know	know	VB
37060	4132	10	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4132	11	.	.	.
37060	4133	1	Like	like	IN
37060	4133	2	a	a	DT
37060	4133	3	translator	translator	NN
37060	4133	4	,	,	,
37060	4133	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4133	6	am	be	VBP
37060	4133	7	trying	try	VBG
37060	4133	8	to	to	TO
37060	4133	9	understand	understand	VB
37060	4133	10	.	.	.
37060	4134	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	4134	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	4134	3	Spring	Spring	NNP
37060	4134	4	of	of	IN
37060	4134	5	1979	1979	CD
37060	4134	6	A	a	DT
37060	4134	7	Heart	Heart	NNP
37060	4134	8	Untaken	Untaken	NNP
37060	4134	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4134	10	gave	give	VBD
37060	4134	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4134	12	heart	heart	NN
37060	4134	13	away	away	RB
37060	4134	14	,	,	,
37060	4134	15	That	that	DT
37060	4134	16	's	be	VBZ
37060	4134	17	not	not	RB
37060	4134	18	easy	easy	JJ
37060	4134	19	,	,	,
37060	4134	20	No	no	UH
37060	4134	21	,	,	,
37060	4134	22	not	not	RB
37060	4134	23	at	at	RB
37060	4134	24	all	all	RB
37060	4134	25	.	.	.
37060	4135	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4135	2	am	be	VBP
37060	4135	3	...	...	NFP
37060	4135	4	dependent	dependent	JJ
37060	4135	5	...	...	:
37060	4135	6	On	on	IN
37060	4135	7	none	none	NN
37060	4135	8	other	other	JJ
37060	4135	9	than	than	IN
37060	4135	10	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4135	11	.	.	.
37060	4136	1	So	so	RB
37060	4136	2	why	why	WRB
37060	4136	3	then	then	RB
37060	4136	4	,	,	,
37060	4136	5	am	be	VBP
37060	4136	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4136	7	Still	still	RB
37060	4136	8	falling	fall	VBG
37060	4136	9	head	head	NN
37060	4136	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	4136	11	first	first	RB
37060	4136	12	Into	into	IN
37060	4136	13	a	a	DT
37060	4136	14	bottomless	bottomless	JJ
37060	4136	15	cavern	cavern	NN
37060	4136	16	?	?	.
37060	4137	1	Yes	yes	UH
37060	4137	2	,	,	,
37060	4137	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4137	4	gave	give	VBD
37060	4137	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4137	6	heart	heart	NN
37060	4137	7	away	away	RB
37060	4137	8	.	.	.
37060	4138	1	But	but	CC
37060	4138	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4138	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4138	4	left	leave	VBN
37060	4138	5	untaken	untaken	JJ
37060	4138	6	,	,	,
37060	4138	7	Blowing	blow	VBG
37060	4138	8	in	in	IN
37060	4138	9	the	the	DT
37060	4138	10	wind	wind	NN
37060	4138	11	.	.	.
37060	4139	1	How	how	WRB
37060	4139	2	can	can	MD
37060	4139	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4139	4	describe	describe	VB
37060	4139	5	The	the	DT
37060	4139	6	way	way	NN
37060	4139	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4139	8	feel	feel	VBP
37060	4139	9	?	?	.
37060	4140	1	There	there	EX
37060	4140	2	are	be	VBP
37060	4140	3	no	no	DT
37060	4140	4	words	word	NNS
37060	4140	5	To	to	TO
37060	4140	6	relate	relate	VB
37060	4140	7	the	the	DT
37060	4140	8	emptiness	emptiness	NN
37060	4140	9	And	and	CC
37060	4140	10	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	4140	11	Which	which	WDT
37060	4140	12	has	have	VBZ
37060	4140	13	prevailed	prevail	VBN
37060	4140	14	Upon	upon	IN
37060	4140	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4140	16	soul	soul	NN
37060	4140	17	...	...	.
37060	4140	18	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4140	19	entire	entire	JJ
37060	4140	20	being	being	NN
37060	4140	21	.	.	.
37060	4141	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4141	2	need	need	VBP
37060	4141	3	to	to	TO
37060	4141	4	be	be	VB
37060	4141	5	reconstructed	reconstruct	VBN
37060	4141	6	,	,	,
37060	4141	7	Rejuvenated	rejuvenated	JJ
37060	4141	8	...	...	NFP
37060	4141	9	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	4141	10	By	by	IN
37060	4141	11	those	those	DT
37060	4141	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4141	13	love	love	VBP
37060	4141	14	.	.	.
37060	4142	1	Is	be	VBZ
37060	4142	2	that	that	DT
37060	4142	3	asking	ask	VBG
37060	4142	4	too	too	RB
37060	4142	5	much	much	JJ
37060	4142	6	?	?	.
37060	4143	1	How	how	WRB
37060	4143	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	4143	3	one	one	CD
37060	4143	4	expected	expect	VBN
37060	4143	5	to	to	TO
37060	4143	6	live	live	VB
37060	4143	7	If	if	IN
37060	4143	8	no	no	DT
37060	4143	9	one	one	NN
37060	4143	10	will	will	MD
37060	4143	11	accept	accept	VB
37060	4143	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4143	13	love	love	NN
37060	4143	14	?	?	.
37060	4144	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4144	2	can	can	MD
37060	4144	3	not	not	RB
37060	4144	4	live	live	VB
37060	4144	5	...	...	.
37060	4145	1	Merely	merely	RB
37060	4145	2	exist	exist	VBP
37060	4145	3	.	.	.
37060	4146	1	Lauren	lauren	NN
37060	4146	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	4146	3	Spring	Spring	NNP
37060	4146	4	1979	1979	CD
37060	4146	5	Love	Love	NNP
37060	4146	6	Is	be	VBZ
37060	4146	7	Love	Love	NNP
37060	4146	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	4146	9	,	,	,
37060	4146	10	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4146	11	has	have	VBZ
37060	4146	12	no	no	DT
37060	4146	13	time	time	NN
37060	4146	14	,	,	,
37060	4146	15	No	no	DT
37060	4146	16	place	place	NN
37060	4146	17	.	.	.
37060	4147	1	When	when	WRB
37060	4147	2	there	there	EX
37060	4147	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	4147	4	love	love	NN
37060	4147	5	,	,	,
37060	4147	6	One	one	CD
37060	4147	7	knows	know	VBZ
37060	4147	8	;	;	:
37060	4147	9	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4147	10	can	can	MD
37060	4147	11	be	be	VB
37060	4147	12	felt	feel	VBN
37060	4147	13	in	in	IN
37060	4147	14	the	the	DT
37060	4147	15	air	air	NN
37060	4147	16	Like	like	IN
37060	4147	17	a	a	DT
37060	4147	18	cool	cool	JJ
37060	4147	19	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	4147	20	From	from	IN
37060	4147	21	calm	calm	JJ
37060	4147	22	seas	sea	NNS
37060	4147	23	.	.	.
37060	4148	1	Love	love	NN
37060	4148	2	can	can	MD
37060	4148	3	penetrate	penetrate	VB
37060	4148	4	The	the	DT
37060	4148	5	heart	heart	NN
37060	4148	6	Like	like	IN
37060	4148	7	a	a	DT
37060	4148	8	sword	sword	NN
37060	4148	9	;	;	:
37060	4148	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4148	11	can	can	MD
37060	4148	12	be	be	VB
37060	4148	13	painful	painful	JJ
37060	4148	14	,	,	,
37060	4148	15	And	and	CC
37060	4148	16	tear	tear	VB
37060	4148	17	one	one	CD
37060	4148	18	apart	apart	RB
37060	4148	19	Piece	Piece	NNP
37060	4148	20	by	by	IN
37060	4148	21	piece	piece	NN
37060	4148	22	Until	until	IN
37060	4148	23	one	one	CD
37060	4148	24	is	be	VBZ
37060	4148	25	only	only	RB
37060	4148	26	half	half	NN
37060	4148	27	Of	of	IN
37060	4148	28	what	what	WP
37060	4148	29	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4148	30	was	be	VBD
37060	4148	31	.	.	.
37060	4149	1	And	and	CC
37060	4149	2	yet	yet	RB
37060	4149	3	,	,	,
37060	4149	4	One	one	CD
37060	4149	5	hangs	hang	VBZ
37060	4149	6	on	on	IN
37060	4149	7	to	to	IN
37060	4149	8	the	the	DT
37060	4149	9	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	4149	10	,	,	,
37060	4149	11	Scared	scare	VBN
37060	4149	12	to	to	TO
37060	4149	13	go	go	VB
37060	4149	14	on	on	RP
37060	4149	15	But	but	CC
37060	4149	16	unwilling	unwilling	JJ
37060	4149	17	to	to	TO
37060	4149	18	let	let	VB
37060	4149	19	go	go	VB
37060	4149	20	.	.	.
37060	4150	1	Love	love	NN
37060	4150	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	4150	3	an	an	DT
37060	4150	4	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	4150	5	When	when	WRB
37060	4150	6	in	in	IN
37060	4150	7	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4150	8	truest	true	JJS
37060	4150	9	sense	sense	NN
37060	4150	10	Is	be	VBZ
37060	4150	11	stronger	strong	JJR
37060	4150	12	than	than	IN
37060	4150	13	steel	steel	NN
37060	4150	14	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4150	15	will	will	MD
37060	4150	16	not	not	RB
37060	4150	17	die	die	VB
37060	4150	18	Even	even	RB
37060	4150	19	after	after	IN
37060	4150	20	life	life	NN
37060	4150	21	.	.	.
37060	4151	1	Love	love	NN
37060	4151	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	4151	3	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	4151	4	,	,	,
37060	4151	5	A	a	DT
37060	4151	6	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	4151	7	Which	which	WDT
37060	4151	8	can	can	MD
37060	4151	9	not	not	RB
37060	4151	10	be	be	VB
37060	4151	11	matched	match	VBN
37060	4151	12	Or	or	CC
37060	4151	13	copied	copy	VBN
37060	4151	14	.	.	.
37060	4152	1	Love	love	NN
37060	4152	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	4152	3	.	.	.
37060	4153	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	4153	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	4153	3	1979	1979	CD
37060	4153	4	Searching	search	VBG
37060	4153	5	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4153	6	life	life	NN
37060	4153	7	...	...	.
37060	4154	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	4154	2	like	like	IN
37060	4154	3	a	a	DT
37060	4154	4	lovesong	lovesong	NN
37060	4154	5	;	;	,
37060	4154	6	Contented	content	VBN
37060	4154	7	with	with	IN
37060	4154	8	the	the	DT
37060	4154	9	little	little	JJ
37060	4154	10	things	thing	NNS
37060	4154	11	,	,	,
37060	4154	12	But	but	CC
37060	4154	13	forever	forever	RB
37060	4154	14	striving	strive	VBG
37060	4154	15	for	for	IN
37060	4154	16	the	the	DT
37060	4154	17	love	love	NN
37060	4154	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4154	19	feel	feel	VBP
37060	4154	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4154	21	missed	miss	VBD
37060	4154	22	somewhere	somewhere	RB
37060	4154	23	along	along	IN
37060	4154	24	the	the	DT
37060	4154	25	way	way	NN
37060	4154	26	.	.	.
37060	4155	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4155	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	4155	3	all	all	DT
37060	4155	4	so	so	RB
37060	4155	5	confusing	confusing	JJ
37060	4155	6	,	,	,
37060	4155	7	this	this	DT
37060	4155	8	.	.	.
37060	4156	1	Life	life	NN
37060	4156	2	...	...	NFP
37060	4156	3	so	so	RB
37060	4156	4	real	real	JJ
37060	4156	5	,	,	,
37060	4156	6	so	so	RB
37060	4156	7	complex	complex	JJ
37060	4156	8	.	.	.
37060	4157	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4157	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	4157	3	everchanging	everchange	VBG
37060	4157	4	,	,	,
37060	4157	5	and	and	CC
37060	4157	6	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	4157	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4157	8	lose	lose	VBP
37060	4157	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4157	10	way	way	NN
37060	4157	11	and	and	CC
37060	4157	12	stumble	stumble	NN
37060	4157	13	...	...	:
37060	4158	1	Always	always	RB
37060	4158	2	able	able	JJ
37060	4158	3	to	to	TO
37060	4158	4	get	get	VB
37060	4158	5	up	up	RP
37060	4158	6	once	once	RB
37060	4158	7	more	more	JJR
37060	4158	8	.	.	.
37060	4159	1	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	4159	2	one	one	CD
37060	4159	3	day	day	NN
37060	4159	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4159	5	'll	will	MD
37060	4159	6	not	not	RB
37060	4159	7	get	get	VB
37060	4159	8	up	up	RP
37060	4159	9	...	...	.
37060	4159	10	Just	just	RB
37060	4159	11	wait	wait	VB
37060	4159	12	until	until	IN
37060	4159	13	someone	someone	NN
37060	4159	14	picks	pick	VBZ
37060	4159	15	up	up	RP
37060	4159	16	the	the	DT
37060	4159	17	pieces	piece	NNS
37060	4159	18	.	.	.
37060	4160	1	But	but	CC
37060	4160	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4160	3	wait	wait	NN
37060	4160	4	will	will	MD
37060	4160	5	last	last	VB
37060	4160	6	'	'	''
37060	4160	7	til	til	IN
37060	4160	8	eternity	eternity	NN
37060	4160	9	,	,	,
37060	4160	10	For	for	IN
37060	4160	11	no	no	DT
37060	4160	12	one	one	NN
37060	4160	13	travels	travel	VBZ
37060	4160	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4160	15	path	path	NN
37060	4160	16	.	.	.
37060	4161	1	Alone	alone	RB
37060	4161	2	?	?	.
37060	4162	1	...	...	NFP
37060	4162	2	no	no	UH
37060	4162	3	.	.	.
37060	4163	1	Merely	merely	RB
37060	4163	2	unique	unique	JJ
37060	4163	3	...	...	:
37060	4163	4	one	one	CD
37060	4163	5	of	of	IN
37060	4163	6	a	a	DT
37060	4163	7	kind	kind	NN
37060	4163	8	.	.	.
37060	4164	1	Finding	find	VBG
37060	4164	2	a	a	DT
37060	4164	3	true	true	JJ
37060	4164	4	friend	friend	NN
37060	4164	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	4164	6	a	a	DT
37060	4164	7	search	search	NN
37060	4164	8	Not	not	RB
37060	4164	9	easily	easily	RB
37060	4164	10	fulfilled	fulfil	VBN
37060	4164	11	...	...	.
37060	4165	1	But	but	CC
37060	4165	2	then	then	RB
37060	4165	3	love	love	NN
37060	4165	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	4165	5	not	not	RB
37060	4165	6	a	a	DT
37060	4165	7	song	song	NN
37060	4165	8	easily	easily	RB
37060	4165	9	sung	sing	VBN
37060	4165	10	.	.	.
37060	4166	1	Love	love	NN
37060	4166	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	4166	3	serene	serene	JJ
37060	4166	4	and	and	CC
37060	4166	5	peaceful	peaceful	JJ
37060	4166	6	.	.	.
37060	4167	1	Love	love	NN
37060	4167	2	can	can	MD
37060	4167	3	make	make	VB
37060	4167	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4167	5	go	go	VB
37060	4167	6	bananas	banana	NNS
37060	4167	7	!	!	.
37060	4168	1	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	4168	2	...	...	:
37060	4168	3	love	love	NN
37060	4168	4	with	with	IN
37060	4168	5	a	a	DT
37060	4168	6	special	special	JJ
37060	4168	7	kind	kind	NN
37060	4168	8	of	of	IN
37060	4168	9	warmth	warmth	NN
37060	4168	10	.	.	.
37060	4169	1	Love	love	NN
37060	4169	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	4169	3	a	a	DT
37060	4169	4	joy	joy	NN
37060	4169	5	ride	ride	NN
37060	4169	6	!	!	.
37060	4170	1	Love	love	NN
37060	4170	2	...	...	:
37060	4170	3	the	the	DT
37060	4170	4	natural	natural	JJ
37060	4170	5	high	high	NN
37060	4170	6	.	.	.
37060	4171	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	4171	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	4171	3	April	April	NNP
37060	4171	4	17	17	CD
37060	4171	5	,	,	,
37060	4171	6	1979	1979	CD
37060	4171	7	As	as	IN
37060	4171	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4171	9	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	4171	10	on	on	IN
37060	4171	11	the	the	DT
37060	4171	12	words	word	NNS
37060	4171	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4171	14	had	have	VBD
37060	4171	15	written	write	VBN
37060	4171	16	,	,	,
37060	4171	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4171	18	perceived	perceive	VBD
37060	4171	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4171	20	had	have	VBD
37060	4171	21	turned	turn	VBN
37060	4171	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4171	23	back	back	NN
37060	4171	24	on	on	IN
37060	4171	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4171	26	greatest	great	JJS
37060	4171	27	ally	ally	NN
37060	4171	28	,	,	,
37060	4171	29	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4171	30	.	.	.
37060	4172	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4172	2	needed	need	VBD
37060	4172	3	to	to	TO
37060	4172	4	depend	depend	VB
37060	4172	5	on	on	IN
37060	4172	6	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4172	7	for	for	IN
37060	4172	8	strength	strength	NN
37060	4172	9	and	and	CC
37060	4172	10	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	4172	11	,	,	,
37060	4172	12	for	for	IN
37060	4172	13	a	a	DT
37060	4172	14	burden	burden	NN
37060	4172	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	4172	16	essentially	essentially	RB
37060	4172	17	one	one	PRP
37060	4172	18	's	's	POS
37060	4172	19	own	own	JJ
37060	4172	20	to	to	TO
37060	4172	21	bear	bear	VB
37060	4172	22	.	.	.
37060	4173	1	No	no	DT
37060	4173	2	amount	amount	NN
37060	4173	3	of	of	IN
37060	4173	4	sharing	sharing	NN
37060	4173	5	and	and	CC
37060	4173	6	communication	communication	NN
37060	4173	7	will	will	MD
37060	4173	8	take	take	VB
37060	4173	9	the	the	DT
37060	4173	10	place	place	NN
37060	4173	11	of	of	IN
37060	4173	12	one	one	CD
37060	4173	13	's	's	POS
37060	4173	14	personal	personal	JJ
37060	4173	15	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	4173	16	of	of	IN
37060	4173	17	a	a	DT
37060	4173	18	problem	problem	NN
37060	4173	19	;	;	:
37060	4173	20	a	a	DT
37060	4173	21	candle	candle	NN
37060	4173	22	can	can	MD
37060	4173	23	not	not	RB
37060	4173	24	illuminate	illuminate	VB
37060	4173	25	the	the	DT
37060	4173	26	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	4173	27	for	for	IN
37060	4173	28	one	one	CD
37060	4173	29	whose	whose	WP$
37060	4173	30	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	4173	31	remain	remain	VBP
37060	4173	32	closed	closed	JJ
37060	4173	33	.	.	.
37060	4174	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4174	2	reviewed	review	VBD
37060	4174	3	,	,	,
37060	4174	4	also	also	RB
37060	4174	5	,	,	,
37060	4174	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4174	7	diary	diary	JJ
37060	4174	8	entries	entry	NNS
37060	4174	9	of	of	IN
37060	4174	10	the	the	DT
37060	4174	11	months	month	NNS
37060	4174	12	passed	pass	VBN
37060	4174	13	.	.	.
37060	4175	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	4175	2	9	9	CD
37060	4175	3	,	,	,
37060	4175	4	1979	1979	CD
37060	4175	5	...	...	:
37060	4175	6	Friday	Friday	NNP
37060	4175	7	the	the	DT
37060	4175	8	ninth	ninth	JJ
37060	4175	9	...	...	:
37060	4175	10	what	what	WDT
37060	4175	11	a	a	DT
37060	4175	12	fantastic	fantastic	JJ
37060	4175	13	day	day	NN
37060	4175	14	!	!	.
37060	4176	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4176	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4176	3	terrific	terrific	JJ
37060	4176	4	.	.	.
37060	4177	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4177	2	talked	talk	VBD
37060	4177	3	to	to	IN
37060	4177	4	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4177	5	him)	him)	NNS
37060	4177	6	...	...	NFP
37060	4177	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4177	8	came	come	VBD
37060	4177	9	up	up	RP
37060	4177	10	to	to	IN
37060	4177	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4177	12	at	at	IN
37060	4177	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4177	14	locker	locker	NN
37060	4177	15	!	!	.
37060	4178	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4178	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4178	3	the	the	DT
37060	4178	4	one	one	NN
37060	4178	5	to	to	TO
37060	4178	6	say	say	VB
37060	4178	7	"	"	``
37060	4178	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4178	9	've	have	VB
37060	4178	10	got	get	VBN
37060	4178	11	ta	to	TO
37060	4178	12	go	go	VB
37060	4178	13	now	now	RB
37060	4178	14	.	.	.
37060	4178	15	"	"	''
37060	4179	1	Wheee	Wheee	NNP
37060	4179	2	!	!	.
37060	4180	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	4180	2	14	14	CD
37060	4180	3	,	,	,
37060	4180	4	1979	1979	CD
37060	4180	5	...	...	NFP
37060	4180	6	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4180	7	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4180	8	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4180	9	and	and	CC
37060	4180	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4180	11	talked	talk	VBD
37060	4180	12	.	.	.
37060	4181	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4181	2	said	say	VBD
37060	4181	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4181	4	was	be	VBD
37060	4181	5	going	go	VBG
37060	4181	6	to	to	TO
37060	4181	7	buy	buy	VB
37060	4181	8	a	a	DT
37060	4181	9	Valentine	Valentine	NNP
37060	4181	10	's	's	POS
37060	4181	11	Day	Day	NNP
37060	4181	12	card	card	NN
37060	4181	13	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4181	14	for	for	IN
37060	4181	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4181	16	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4181	17	but	but	CC
37060	4181	18	forgot	forget	VBD
37060	4181	19	!	!	.
37060	4182	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	4183	1	8	8	CD
37060	4183	2	,	,	,
37060	4183	3	1979	1979	CD
37060	4183	4	...	...	NFP
37060	4183	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4183	6	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4183	7	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4183	8	and	and	CC
37060	4183	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4183	10	may	may	MD
37060	4183	11	go	go	VB
37060	4183	12	to	to	IN
37060	4183	13	a	a	DT
37060	4183	14	movie	movie	NN
37060	4183	15	this	this	DT
37060	4183	16	week	week	NN
37060	4183	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	4183	18	end	end	NN
37060	4183	19	for	for	IN
37060	4183	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4183	21	birthday	birthday	NN
37060	4183	22	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4183	23	on	on	IN
37060	4183	24	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4183	25	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4183	26	.	.	.
37060	4184	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4184	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4184	3	a	a	DT
37060	4184	4	little	little	JJ
37060	4184	5	surprised	surprised	JJ
37060	4184	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4184	7	brought	bring	VBD
37060	4184	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4184	9	up	up	RP
37060	4184	10	!	!	.
37060	4185	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4185	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4185	3	in	in	IN
37060	4185	4	a	a	DT
37060	4185	5	great	great	JJ
37060	4185	6	mood	mood	NN
37060	4185	7	...	...	NFP
37060	4185	8	had	have	VBD
37060	4185	9	a	a	DT
37060	4185	10	great	great	JJ
37060	4185	11	day	day	NN
37060	4185	12	!	!	.
37060	4185	13	!	!	.
37060	4186	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	4187	1	14	14	CD
37060	4187	2	,	,	,
37060	4187	3	1979	1979	CD
37060	4187	4	...	...	NFP
37060	4187	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4187	6	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4187	7	's	be	VBZ
37060	4187	8	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4187	9	making	make	VBG
37060	4187	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4187	11	a	a	DT
37060	4187	12	point	point	NN
37060	4187	13	to	to	TO
37060	4187	14	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	4187	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4187	16	...	...	:
37060	4187	17	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	4187	18	new	new	JJ
37060	4187	19	though	though	RB
37060	4187	20	,	,	,
37060	4187	21	right	right	JJ
37060	4187	22	?	?	.
37060	4188	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	4189	1	29	29	CD
37060	4189	2	,	,	,
37060	4189	3	1979	1979	CD
37060	4189	4	...	...	.
37060	4190	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4190	2	talked	talk	VBD
37060	4190	3	to	to	IN
37060	4190	4	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4190	5	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4190	6	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4190	7	at	at	RB
37060	4190	8	least	least	RBS
37060	4190	9	five	five	CD
37060	4190	10	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	4190	11	straight	straight	RB
37060	4190	12	!	!	.
37060	4191	1	Apr.	April	NNP
37060	4192	1	19	19	CD
37060	4192	2	,	,	,
37060	4192	3	1979	1979	CD
37060	4192	4	...	...	.
37060	4193	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4193	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	4193	3	so	so	RB
37060	4193	4	down	down	RB
37060	4193	5	.	.	.
37060	4194	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4194	2	sure	sure	RB
37060	4194	3	wish	wish	VBP
37060	4194	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4194	5	could	could	MD
37060	4194	6	get	get	VB
37060	4194	7	out	out	IN
37060	4194	8	of	of	IN
37060	4194	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4194	10	!	!	.
37060	4195	1	This	this	DT
37060	4195	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	4195	3	a	a	DT
37060	4195	4	real	real	JJ
37060	4195	5	drag	drag	NN
37060	4195	6	.	.	.
37060	4196	1	Apr.	April	NNP
37060	4197	1	23	23	CD
37060	4197	2	,	,	,
37060	4197	3	1979	1979	CD
37060	4197	4	...	...	.
37060	4198	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4198	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4198	3	in	in	IN
37060	4198	4	such	such	PDT
37060	4198	5	a	a	DT
37060	4198	6	great	great	JJ
37060	4198	7	mood	mood	NN
37060	4198	8	today	today	NN
37060	4198	9	.	.	.
37060	4199	1	Nothing	nothing	NN
37060	4199	2	really	really	RB
37060	4199	3	happened	happen	VBD
37060	4199	4	though	though	RB
37060	4199	5	.	.	.
37060	4200	1	Ha	ha	UH
37060	4200	2	!	!	.
37060	4201	1	Oh	oh	UH
37060	4201	2	,	,	,
37060	4201	3	well	well	UH
37060	4201	4	.	.	.
37060	4202	1	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	4202	2	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4202	3	're	be	VBP
37060	4202	4	happier	happy	JJR
37060	4202	5	that	that	DT
37060	4202	6	way	way	NN
37060	4202	7	.	.	.
37060	4203	1	May	May	NNP
37060	4203	2	2	2	CD
37060	4203	3	,	,	,
37060	4203	4	1979	1979	CD
37060	4203	5	...	...	:
37060	4203	6	Cry	cry	VB
37060	4203	7	!	!	.
37060	4204	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4204	2	would	would	MD
37060	4204	3	feel	feel	VB
37060	4204	4	better	well	JJR
37060	4204	5	...	...	.
37060	4204	6	Bad	bad	JJ
37060	4204	7	day	day	NN
37060	4204	8	.	.	.
37060	4205	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4205	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4205	3	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	4205	4	most	most	JJS
37060	4205	5	of	of	IN
37060	4205	6	the	the	DT
37060	4205	7	time	time	NN
37060	4205	8	...	...	:
37060	4205	9	May	May	NNP
37060	4205	10	3	3	CD
37060	4205	11	,	,	,
37060	4205	12	1979	1979	CD
37060	4205	13	...	...	.
37060	4206	1	Talked	talk	VBN
37060	4206	2	to	to	IN
37060	4206	3	Dumbo	Dumbo	NNP
37060	4206	4	quite	quite	PDT
37060	4206	5	a	a	DT
37060	4206	6	bit	bit	NN
37060	4206	7	,	,	,
37060	4206	8	considering	consider	VBG
37060	4206	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4206	10	usually	usually	RB
37060	4206	11	can	can	MD
37060	4206	12	never	never	RB
37060	4206	13	talk	talk	VB
37060	4206	14	to	to	IN
37060	4206	15	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4206	16	!	!	.
37060	4207	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4207	2	do	do	VBP
37060	4207	3	n't	not	RB
37060	4207	4	know	know	VB
37060	4207	5	why	why	WRB
37060	4207	6	that	that	DT
37060	4207	7	makes	make	VBZ
37060	4207	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4207	9	so	so	RB
37060	4207	10	happy	happy	JJ
37060	4207	11	.	.	.
37060	4208	1	May	May	NNP
37060	4208	2	21	21	CD
37060	4208	3	,	,	,
37060	4208	4	1979	1979	CD
37060	4208	5	...	...	.
37060	4209	1	Pretty	pretty	JJ
37060	4209	2	good	good	JJ
37060	4209	3	day	day	NN
37060	4209	4	.	.	.
37060	4210	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4210	2	talked	talk	VBD
37060	4210	3	a	a	DT
37060	4210	4	TON	ton	NN
37060	4210	5	to	to	IN
37060	4210	6	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4210	7	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4210	8	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4210	9	.	.	.
37060	4211	1	Yippee	yippee	UH
37060	4211	2	!	!	.
37060	4212	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4212	2	said	say	VBD
37060	4212	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4212	4	saw	see	VBD
37060	4212	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4212	6	Friday	Friday	NNP
37060	4212	7	night	night	NN
37060	4212	8	on	on	IN
37060	4212	9	23rd	23rd	NNP
37060	4212	10	Avenue	Avenue	NNP
37060	4212	11	.	.	.
37060	4213	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4213	2	kept	keep	VBD
37060	4213	3	looking	look	VBG
37060	4213	4	at	at	IN
37060	4213	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4213	6	!	!	.
37060	4213	7	!	!	.
37060	4214	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4214	2	said	say	VBD
37060	4214	3	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4214	4	weekend	weekend	NN
37060	4214	5	was	be	VBD
37060	4214	6	n't	not	RB
37060	4214	7	that	that	RB
37060	4214	8	great	great	JJ
37060	4214	9	.	.	.
37060	4215	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4215	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	4215	3	that	that	DT
37060	4215	4	makes	make	VBZ
37060	4215	5	two	two	CD
37060	4215	6	of	of	IN
37060	4215	7	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4215	8	.	.	.
37060	4216	1	June	June	NNP
37060	4216	2	1	1	CD
37060	4216	3	,	,	,
37060	4216	4	1979	1979	CD
37060	4216	5	...	...	:
37060	4216	6	Last	last	JJ
37060	4216	7	month	month	NN
37060	4216	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4216	9	saw	see	VBD
37060	4216	10	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4216	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4216	12	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4216	13	once	once	RB
37060	4216	14	.	.	.
37060	4217	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4217	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4217	3	10	10	CD
37060	4217	4	days	day	NNS
37060	4217	5	between	between	IN
37060	4217	6	then	then	RB
37060	4217	7	and	and	CC
37060	4217	8	the	the	DT
37060	4217	9	time	time	NN
37060	4217	10	before	before	RB
37060	4217	11	.	.	.
37060	4218	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4218	2	hope	hope	VBP
37060	4218	3	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4218	4	never	never	RB
37060	4218	5	that	that	RB
37060	4218	6	long	long	RB
37060	4218	7	again	again	RB
37060	4218	8	,	,	,
37060	4218	9	although	although	IN
37060	4218	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4218	11	can	can	MD
37060	4218	12	handle	handle	VB
37060	4218	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4218	14	better	well	RBR
37060	4218	15	this	this	DT
37060	4218	16	time	time	NN
37060	4218	17	...	...	:
37060	4218	18	if	if	IN
37060	4218	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4218	20	works	work	VBZ
37060	4218	21	out	out	RP
37060	4218	22	to	to	TO
37060	4218	23	be	be	VB
37060	4218	24	that	that	DT
37060	4218	25	way	way	NN
37060	4218	26	.	.	.
37060	4219	1	June	June	NNP
37060	4219	2	16	16	CD
37060	4219	3	,	,	,
37060	4219	4	1979	1979	CD
37060	4219	5	...	...	:
37060	4219	6	At	at	IN
37060	4219	7	6:30	6:30	CD
37060	4219	8	D.	D.	NNP
37060	4219	9	got	get	VBD
37060	4219	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4219	11	and	and	CC
37060	4219	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4219	13	went	go	VBD
37060	4219	14	to	to	IN
37060	4219	15	Peterson	Peterson	NNP
37060	4219	16	Park	Park	NNP
37060	4219	17	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4219	18	because	because	IN
37060	4219	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4219	20	forgot	forget	VBD
37060	4219	21	to	to	TO
37060	4219	22	take	take	VB
37060	4219	23	money	money	NN
37060	4219	24	out	out	IN
37060	4219	25	of	of	IN
37060	4219	26	the	the	DT
37060	4219	27	bank	bank	NN
37060	4219	28	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4219	29	and	and	CC
37060	4219	30	played	play	VBD
37060	4219	31	frisbee	frisbee	NNP
37060	4219	32	and	and	CC
37060	4219	33	talked	talk	VBD
37060	4219	34	while	while	IN
37060	4219	35	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4219	36	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4219	37	friend	friend	NN
37060	4219	38	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4219	39	filled	fill	VBD
37060	4219	40	up	up	RP
37060	4219	41	the	the	DT
37060	4219	42	tires	tire	NNS
37060	4219	43	with	with	IN
37060	4219	44	air	air	NN
37060	4219	45	...	...	:
37060	4219	46	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4219	47	was	be	VBD
37060	4219	48	fun	fun	JJ
37060	4219	49	.	.	.
37060	4220	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4220	2	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4220	3	then	then	RB
37060	4220	4	took	take	VBD
37060	4220	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4220	6	home	home	RB
37060	4220	7	and	and	CC
37060	4220	8	went	go	VBD
37060	4220	9	to	to	IN
37060	4220	10	a	a	DT
37060	4220	11	party	party	NN
37060	4220	12	.	.	.
37060	4220	13	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4221	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4221	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	4221	3	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	4221	4	and	and	CC
37060	4221	5	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	4221	6	and	and	CC
37060	4221	7	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	4221	8	were	be	VBD
37060	4221	9	talking	talk	VBG
37060	4221	10	about	about	IN
37060	4221	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4221	12	...	...	:
37060	4221	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4221	14	did	do	VBD
37060	4221	15	n't	not	RB
37060	4221	16	go	go	VB
37060	4221	17	to	to	IN
37060	4221	18	the	the	DT
37060	4221	19	bank	bank	NN
37060	4221	20	and	and	CC
37060	4221	21	get	get	VB
37060	4221	22	some	some	DT
37060	4221	23	money	money	NN
37060	4221	24	even	even	RB
37060	4221	25	though	though	IN
37060	4221	26	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4221	27	knew	know	VBD
37060	4221	28	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4221	29	were	be	VBD
37060	4221	30	going	go	VBG
37060	4221	31	out	out	RP
37060	4221	32	that	that	DT
37060	4221	33	night	night	NN
37060	4221	34	.	.	.
37060	4222	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4222	2	told	tell	VBD
37060	4222	3	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4222	4	,	,	,
37060	4222	5	"	"	``
37060	4222	6	If	if	IN
37060	4222	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4222	8	knew	know	VBD
37060	4222	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4222	10	was	be	VBD
37060	4222	11	taking	take	VBG
37060	4222	12	a	a	DT
37060	4222	13	girl	girl	NN
37060	4222	14	out	out	RB
37060	4222	15	,	,	,
37060	4222	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4222	17	'd	'd	MD
37060	4222	18	make	make	VB
37060	4222	19	DAMN	DAMN	NNP
37060	4222	20	sure	sure	JJ
37060	4222	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4222	22	had	have	VBD
37060	4222	23	some	some	DT
37060	4222	24	money	money	NN
37060	4222	25	!	!	.
37060	4222	26	"	"	''
37060	4223	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4223	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4223	3	a	a	DT
37060	4223	4	little	little	JJ
37060	4223	5	mad	mad	JJ
37060	4223	6	.	.	.
37060	4224	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	4224	2	told	tell	VBD
37060	4224	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4224	4	that	that	DT
37060	4224	5	.	.	.
37060	4225	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4225	2	saw	see	VBD
37060	4225	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4225	4	infatuation	infatuation	NN
37060	4225	5	was	be	VBD
37060	4225	6	rather	rather	RB
37060	4225	7	pathetic	pathetic	JJ
37060	4225	8	.	.	.
37060	4226	1	Ours	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4226	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4226	3	an	an	DT
37060	4226	4	empty	empty	JJ
37060	4226	5	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	4226	6	,	,	,
37060	4226	7	devoid	devoid	JJ
37060	4226	8	of	of	IN
37060	4226	9	stability	stability	NN
37060	4226	10	in	in	IN
37060	4226	11	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4226	12	most	most	RBS
37060	4226	13	meager	meager	JJ
37060	4226	14	sense	sense	NN
37060	4226	15	.	.	.
37060	4227	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4227	2	recalled	recall	VBD
37060	4227	3	how	how	WRB
37060	4227	4	often	often	RB
37060	4227	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4227	6	intentions	intention	NNS
37060	4227	7	were	be	VBD
37060	4227	8	rejoined	rejoin	VBN
37060	4227	9	with	with	IN
37060	4227	10	apologetic	apologetic	JJ
37060	4227	11	excuses	excuse	NNS
37060	4227	12	when	when	WRB
37060	4227	13	those	those	DT
37060	4227	14	intentions	intention	NNS
37060	4227	15	were	be	VBD
37060	4227	16	waived	waive	VBN
37060	4227	17	to	to	TO
37060	4227	18	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	4227	19	other	other	JJ
37060	4227	20	activities	activity	NNS
37060	4227	21	in	in	IN
37060	4227	22	which	which	WDT
37060	4227	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4227	24	had	have	VBD
37060	4227	25	no	no	DT
37060	4227	26	part	part	NN
37060	4227	27	.	.	.
37060	4228	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	4228	2	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	4228	3	consumed	consume	VBN
37060	4228	4	trust	trust	NN
37060	4228	5	and	and	CC
37060	4228	6	debilitated	debilitate	VBN
37060	4228	7	affection	affection	NN
37060	4228	8	,	,	,
37060	4228	9	causing	cause	VBG
37060	4228	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4228	11	to	to	TO
37060	4228	12	turn	turn	VB
37060	4228	13	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	4228	14	from	from	IN
37060	4228	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4228	16	romantic	romantic	JJ
37060	4228	17	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	4228	18	and	and	CC
37060	4228	19	grasp	grasp	NN
37060	4228	20	reality	reality	NN
37060	4228	21	,	,	,
37060	4228	22	despite	despite	IN
37060	4228	23	the	the	DT
37060	4228	24	pain	pain	NN
37060	4228	25	that	that	IN
37060	4228	26	the	the	DT
37060	4228	27	action	action	NN
37060	4228	28	entailed	entail	VBD
37060	4228	29	;	;	:
37060	4228	30	self	self	NN
37060	4228	31	-	-	HYPH
37060	4228	32	deceit	deceit	NN
37060	4228	33	would	would	MD
37060	4228	34	only	only	RB
37060	4228	35	delay	delay	VB
37060	4228	36	the	the	DT
37060	4228	37	inevitable	inevitable	JJ
37060	4228	38	hurt	hurt	NN
37060	4228	39	that	that	IN
37060	4228	40	naturally	naturally	RB
37060	4228	41	accompanied	accompany	VBN
37060	4228	42	unfulfilled	unfulfilled	JJ
37060	4228	43	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	4228	44	.	.	.
37060	4229	1	With	with	IN
37060	4229	2	summer	summer	NN
37060	4229	3	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	4229	4	sunning	sun	VBG
37060	4229	5	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4229	6	on	on	IN
37060	4229	7	the	the	DT
37060	4229	8	doorstep	doorstep	NN
37060	4229	9	,	,	,
37060	4229	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4229	11	fostered	foster	VBD
37060	4229	12	no	no	DT
37060	4229	13	conscious	conscious	JJ
37060	4229	14	inclination	inclination	NN
37060	4229	15	to	to	TO
37060	4229	16	fret	fret	VB
37060	4229	17	over	over	IN
37060	4229	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4229	19	flickering	flickering	JJ
37060	4229	20	flame	flame	NN
37060	4229	21	;	;	:
37060	4229	22	too	too	RB
37060	4229	23	well	well	RB
37060	4229	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4229	25	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	4229	26	the	the	DT
37060	4229	27	previous	previous	JJ
37060	4229	28	summer	summer	NN
37060	4229	29	,	,	,
37060	4229	30	through	through	IN
37060	4229	31	which	which	WDT
37060	4229	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4229	33	mourned	mourn	VBD
37060	4229	34	the	the	DT
37060	4229	35	loss	loss	NN
37060	4229	36	of	of	IN
37060	4229	37	a	a	DT
37060	4229	38	different	different	JJ
37060	4229	39	guy	guy	NN
37060	4229	40	's	's	POS
37060	4229	41	attentions	attention	NNS
37060	4229	42	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4229	43	whose	whose	WP$
37060	4229	44	attentions	attention	NNS
37060	4229	45	,	,	,
37060	4229	46	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4229	47	might	may	MD
37060	4229	48	add	add	VB
37060	4229	49	,	,	,
37060	4229	50	were	be	VBD
37060	4229	51	the	the	DT
37060	4229	52	first	first	JJ
37060	4229	53	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4229	54	had	have	VBD
37060	4229	55	ever	ever	RB
37060	4229	56	received	receive	VBN
37060	4229	57	,	,	,
37060	4229	58	as	as	IN
37060	4229	59	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4229	60	was	be	VBD
37060	4229	61	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4229	62	first	first	JJ
37060	4229	63	actual	actual	JJ
37060	4229	64	date	date	NN
37060	4229	65	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4229	66	.	.	.
37060	4230	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4230	2	finally	finally	RB
37060	4230	3	realized	realize	VBD
37060	4230	4	,	,	,
37060	4230	5	after	after	IN
37060	4230	6	ruining	ruin	VBG
37060	4230	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4230	8	entire	entire	JJ
37060	4230	9	summer	summer	NN
37060	4230	10	,	,	,
37060	4230	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4230	12	was	be	VBD
37060	4230	13	the	the	DT
37060	4230	14	attention	attention	NN
37060	4230	15	,	,	,
37060	4230	16	not	not	RB
37060	4230	17	the	the	DT
37060	4230	18	guy	guy	NN
37060	4230	19	,	,	,
37060	4230	20	over	over	IN
37060	4230	21	which	which	WDT
37060	4230	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4230	23	lamented	lament	VBD
37060	4230	24	.	.	.
37060	4231	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4231	2	liked	like	VBD
37060	4231	3	knowing	know	VBG
37060	4231	4	that	that	IN
37060	4231	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4231	6	was	be	VBD
37060	4231	7	,	,	,
37060	4231	8	to	to	IN
37060	4231	9	an	an	DT
37060	4231	10	extent	extent	NN
37060	4231	11	,	,	,
37060	4231	12	desirable	desirable	JJ
37060	4231	13	and	and	CC
37060	4231	14	attractive	attractive	JJ
37060	4231	15	for	for	IN
37060	4231	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4231	17	feminine	feminine	JJ
37060	4231	18	qualities	quality	NNS
37060	4231	19	,	,	,
37060	4231	20	a	a	DT
37060	4231	21	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	4231	22	which	which	WDT
37060	4231	23	had	have	VBD
37060	4231	24	to	to	TO
37060	4231	25	come	come	VB
37060	4231	26	from	from	IN
37060	4231	27	sources	source	NNS
37060	4231	28	other	other	JJ
37060	4231	29	than	than	IN
37060	4231	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4231	31	mom	mom	NN
37060	4231	32	and	and	CC
37060	4231	33	dad	dad	NN
37060	4231	34	to	to	TO
37060	4231	35	seem	seem	VB
37060	4231	36	valid	valid	JJ
37060	4231	37	.	.	.
37060	4232	1	As	as	IN
37060	4232	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4232	3	no	no	RB
37060	4232	4	longer	long	RBR
37060	4232	5	required	require	VBD
37060	4232	6	a	a	DT
37060	4232	7	male	male	JJ
37060	4232	8	admirer	admirer	NN
37060	4232	9	to	to	TO
37060	4232	10	uphold	uphold	VB
37060	4232	11	or	or	CC
37060	4232	12	applaud	applaud	VB
37060	4232	13	various	various	JJ
37060	4232	14	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	4232	15	of	of	IN
37060	4232	16	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4232	17	to	to	TO
37060	4232	18	assure	assure	VB
37060	4232	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4232	20	adequacy	adequacy	NN
37060	4232	21	as	as	IN
37060	4232	22	a	a	DT
37060	4232	23	person	person	NN
37060	4232	24	,	,	,
37060	4232	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4232	26	looked	look	VBD
37060	4232	27	forward	forward	RB
37060	4232	28	to	to	IN
37060	4232	29	the	the	DT
37060	4232	30	upcoming	upcoming	JJ
37060	4232	31	months	month	NNS
37060	4232	32	with	with	IN
37060	4232	33	reminiscent	reminiscent	JJ
37060	4232	34	anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	4232	35	.	.	.
37060	4233	1	Among	among	IN
37060	4233	2	the	the	DT
37060	4233	3	various	various	JJ
37060	4233	4	events	event	NNS
37060	4233	5	of	of	IN
37060	4233	6	the	the	DT
37060	4233	7	summer	summer	NN
37060	4233	8	which	which	WDT
37060	4233	9	followed	follow	VBD
37060	4233	10	11th	11th	JJ
37060	4233	11	grade	grade	NN
37060	4233	12	was	be	VBD
37060	4233	13	the	the	DT
37060	4233	14	renewal	renewal	NN
37060	4233	15	of	of	IN
37060	4233	16	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	4233	17	between	between	IN
37060	4233	18	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	4233	19	,	,	,
37060	4233	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4233	21	next	next	JJ
37060	4233	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	4233	23	door	door	NN
37060	4233	24	neighbor	neighbor	NN
37060	4233	25	,	,	,
37060	4233	26	and	and	CC
37060	4233	27	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4233	28	.	.	.
37060	4234	1	Throughout	throughout	IN
37060	4234	2	junior	junior	JJ
37060	4234	3	high	high	JJ
37060	4234	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4234	5	meetings	meeting	NNS
37060	4234	6	had	have	VBD
37060	4234	7	been	be	VBN
37060	4234	8	markedly	markedly	RB
37060	4234	9	sparse	sparse	JJ
37060	4234	10	,	,	,
37060	4234	11	the	the	DT
37060	4234	12	result	result	NN
37060	4234	13	of	of	IN
37060	4234	14	differing	differ	VBG
37060	4234	15	circles	circle	NNS
37060	4234	16	of	of	IN
37060	4234	17	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4234	18	rather	rather	RB
37060	4234	19	than	than	IN
37060	4234	20	personal	personal	JJ
37060	4234	21	quarrels	quarrel	NNS
37060	4234	22	.	.	.
37060	4235	1	After	after	IN
37060	4235	2	several	several	JJ
37060	4235	3	brief	brief	JJ
37060	4235	4	conversations	conversation	NNS
37060	4235	5	,	,	,
37060	4235	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4235	7	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	4235	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4235	9	shared	share	VBD
37060	4235	10	common	common	JJ
37060	4235	11	interests	interest	NNS
37060	4235	12	which	which	WDT
37060	4235	13	could	could	MD
37060	4235	14	provide	provide	VB
37060	4235	15	the	the	DT
37060	4235	16	foundation	foundation	NN
37060	4235	17	for	for	IN
37060	4235	18	a	a	DT
37060	4235	19	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	4235	20	.	.	.
37060	4236	1	Our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4236	2	"	"	``
37060	4236	3	fellowship	fellowship	NN
37060	4236	4	"	"	''
37060	4236	5	introduced	introduce	VBD
37060	4236	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4236	7	to	to	IN
37060	4236	8	people	people	NNS
37060	4236	9	who	who	WP
37060	4236	10	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	4236	11	became	become	VBD
37060	4236	12	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4236	13	of	of	IN
37060	4236	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4236	15	own	own	JJ
37060	4236	16	,	,	,
37060	4236	17	and	and	CC
37060	4236	18	those	those	DT
37060	4236	19	from	from	IN
37060	4236	20	school	school	NN
37060	4236	21	with	with	IN
37060	4236	22	whom	whom	WP
37060	4236	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4236	24	had	have	VBD
37060	4236	25	previously	previously	RB
37060	4236	26	associated	associate	VBN
37060	4236	27	but	but	CC
37060	4236	28	drifted	drift	VBD
37060	4236	29	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	4236	30	toward	toward	IN
37060	4236	31	other	other	JJ
37060	4236	32	interests	interest	NNS
37060	4236	33	and	and	CC
37060	4236	34	destinations	destination	NNS
37060	4236	35	.	.	.
37060	4237	1	The	the	DT
37060	4237	2	new	new	JJ
37060	4237	3	introductions	introduction	NNS
37060	4237	4	included	include	VBD
37060	4237	5	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	4237	6	,	,	,
37060	4237	7	whose	whose	WP$
37060	4237	8	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	4237	9	colored	color	VBD
37060	4237	10	many	many	JJ
37060	4237	11	days	day	NNS
37060	4237	12	of	of	IN
37060	4237	13	the	the	DT
37060	4237	14	summer	summer	NN
37060	4237	15	and	and	CC
37060	4237	16	would	would	MD
37060	4237	17	later	later	RB
37060	4237	18	evolve	evolve	VB
37060	4237	19	into	into	IN
37060	4237	20	an	an	DT
37060	4237	21	extended	extended	JJ
37060	4237	22	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	4237	23	.	.	.
37060	4238	1	Looking	look	VBG
37060	4238	2	at	at	IN
37060	4238	3	the	the	DT
37060	4238	4	pages	page	NNS
37060	4238	5	of	of	IN
37060	4238	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4238	7	diary	diary	NN
37060	4238	8	,	,	,
37060	4238	9	the	the	DT
37060	4238	10	carefree	carefree	JJ
37060	4238	11	days	day	NNS
37060	4238	12	described	describe	VBN
37060	4238	13	therein	therein	RB
37060	4238	14	now	now	RB
37060	4238	15	seem	seem	VBP
37060	4238	16	to	to	TO
37060	4238	17	possess	possess	VB
37060	4238	18	a	a	DT
37060	4238	19	dream	dream	NN
37060	4238	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	4238	21	like	like	JJ
37060	4238	22	quality	quality	NN
37060	4238	23	;	;	:
37060	4238	24	the	the	DT
37060	4238	25	days	day	NNS
37060	4238	26	were	be	VBD
37060	4238	27	bundles	bundle	NNS
37060	4238	28	of	of	IN
37060	4238	29	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	4238	30	in	in	IN
37060	4238	31	which	which	WDT
37060	4238	32	only	only	RB
37060	4238	33	the	the	DT
37060	4238	34	present	present	NN
37060	4238	35	mattered	matter	VBD
37060	4238	36	.	.	.
37060	4239	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4239	2	did	do	VBD
37060	4239	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4239	4	chores	chore	NNS
37060	4239	5	and	and	CC
37060	4239	6	went	go	VBD
37060	4239	7	out	out	RP
37060	4239	8	with	with	IN
37060	4239	9	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4239	10	;	;	:
37060	4239	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4239	12	threw	throw	VBD
37060	4239	13	the	the	DT
37060	4239	14	frisbee	frisbee	NN
37060	4239	15	and	and	CC
37060	4239	16	played	play	VBN
37060	4239	17	miniature	miniature	JJ
37060	4239	18	golf	golf	NN
37060	4239	19	;	;	:
37060	4239	20	there	there	EX
37060	4239	21	were	be	VBD
37060	4239	22	picnics	picnic	NNS
37060	4239	23	and	and	CC
37060	4239	24	movies	movie	NNS
37060	4239	25	and	and	CC
37060	4239	26	light	light	JJ
37060	4239	27	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	4239	28	.	.	.
37060	4240	1	The	the	DT
37060	4240	2	whirlwind	whirlwind	NN
37060	4240	3	had	have	VBD
37060	4240	4	stabilized	stabilize	VBN
37060	4240	5	,	,	,
37060	4240	6	but	but	CC
37060	4240	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4240	8	had	have	VBD
37060	4240	9	n't	not	RB
37060	4240	10	slowed	slow	VBN
37060	4240	11	...	...	:
37060	4240	12	and	and	CC
37060	4240	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4240	14	did	do	VBD
37060	4240	15	not	not	RB
37060	4240	16	give	give	VB
37060	4240	17	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4240	18	time	time	NN
37060	4240	19	to	to	TO
37060	4240	20	think	think	VB
37060	4240	21	.	.	.
37060	4241	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4241	2	,	,	,
37060	4241	3	however	however	RB
37060	4241	4	,	,	,
37060	4241	5	provided	provide	VBD
37060	4241	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4241	7	with	with	IN
37060	4241	8	such	such	JJ
37060	4241	9	time	time	NN
37060	4241	10	.	.	.
37060	4242	1	When	when	WRB
37060	4242	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4242	3	spent	spend	VBD
37060	4242	4	several	several	JJ
37060	4242	5	hours	hour	NNS
37060	4242	6	together	together	RB
37060	4242	7	,	,	,
37060	4242	8	canoeing	canoe	VBG
37060	4242	9	,	,	,
37060	4242	10	hiking	hiking	NN
37060	4242	11	through	through	IN
37060	4242	12	wooded	woode	VBN
37060	4242	13	trails	trail	NNS
37060	4242	14	,	,	,
37060	4242	15	or	or	CC
37060	4242	16	lunching	lunch	VBG
37060	4242	17	near	near	IN
37060	4242	18	a	a	DT
37060	4242	19	winding	winding	NN
37060	4242	20	river	river	NN
37060	4242	21	,	,	,
37060	4242	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4242	23	was	be	VBD
37060	4242	24	unconscious	unconscious	JJ
37060	4242	25	of	of	IN
37060	4242	26	time	time	NN
37060	4242	27	.	.	.
37060	4243	1	An	an	DT
37060	4243	2	hour	hour	NN
37060	4243	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4243	4	not	not	RB
37060	4243	5	a	a	DT
37060	4243	6	hoard	hoard	NN
37060	4243	7	of	of	IN
37060	4243	8	60	60	CD
37060	4243	9	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	4243	10	crammed	cram	VBN
37060	4243	11	sardine	sardine	NN
37060	4243	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	4243	13	style	style	NN
37060	4243	14	into	into	IN
37060	4243	15	the	the	DT
37060	4243	16	face	face	NN
37060	4243	17	of	of	IN
37060	4243	18	a	a	DT
37060	4243	19	clock	clock	NN
37060	4243	20	.	.	.
37060	4244	1	Conversation	conversation	NN
37060	4244	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4244	3	a	a	DT
37060	4244	4	matter	matter	NN
37060	4244	5	of	of	IN
37060	4244	6	choice	choice	NN
37060	4244	7	rather	rather	RB
37060	4244	8	than	than	IN
37060	4244	9	obligation	obligation	NN
37060	4244	10	and	and	CC
37060	4244	11	an	an	DT
37060	4244	12	aura	aura	NN
37060	4244	13	of	of	IN
37060	4244	14	humor	humor	NN
37060	4244	15	pervaded	pervade	VBD
37060	4244	16	the	the	DT
37060	4244	17	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	4244	18	in	in	IN
37060	4244	19	which	which	WDT
37060	4244	20	jokes	joke	NNS
37060	4244	21	need	need	VBP
37060	4244	22	not	not	RB
37060	4244	23	be	be	VB
37060	4244	24	vocalized	vocalize	VBN
37060	4244	25	to	to	TO
37060	4244	26	be	be	VB
37060	4244	27	shared	share	VBN
37060	4244	28	and	and	CC
37060	4244	29	understood	understand	VBN
37060	4244	30	.	.	.
37060	4245	1	With	with	IN
37060	4245	2	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	4245	3	,	,	,
37060	4245	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4245	5	was	be	VBD
37060	4245	6	able	able	JJ
37060	4245	7	to	to	TO
37060	4245	8	find	find	VB
37060	4245	9	the	the	DT
37060	4245	10	peace	peace	NN
37060	4245	11	which	which	WDT
37060	4245	12	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4245	13	so	so	RB
37060	4245	14	elusive	elusive	JJ
37060	4245	15	in	in	IN
37060	4245	16	other	other	JJ
37060	4245	17	company	company	NN
37060	4245	18	,	,	,
37060	4245	19	and	and	CC
37060	4245	20	to	to	TO
37060	4245	21	revel	revel	VB
37060	4245	22	in	in	IN
37060	4245	23	the	the	DT
37060	4245	24	silence	silence	NN
37060	4245	25	that	that	IN
37060	4245	26	,	,	,
37060	4245	27	through	through	IN
37060	4245	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4245	29	lack	lack	NN
37060	4245	30	of	of	IN
37060	4245	31	assertiveness	assertiveness	NN
37060	4245	32	,	,	,
37060	4245	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4245	34	was	be	VBD
37060	4245	35	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	4245	36	unable	unable	JJ
37060	4245	37	to	to	TO
37060	4245	38	attain	attain	VB
37060	4245	39	.	.	.
37060	4246	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4246	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4246	3	whole	whole	JJ
37060	4246	4	in	in	IN
37060	4246	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4246	6	brother	brother	NN
37060	4246	7	's	's	POS
37060	4246	8	presence	presence	NN
37060	4246	9	rather	rather	RB
37060	4246	10	than	than	IN
37060	4246	11	a	a	DT
37060	4246	12	torn	torn	JJ
37060	4246	13	and	and	CC
37060	4246	14	fragmented	fragmented	JJ
37060	4246	15	person	person	NN
37060	4246	16	who	who	WP
37060	4246	17	cringed	cringe	VBD
37060	4246	18	under	under	IN
37060	4246	19	hostility	hostility	NN
37060	4246	20	,	,	,
37060	4246	21	watched	watch	VBD
37060	4246	22	silently	silently	RB
37060	4246	23	the	the	DT
37060	4246	24	destruction	destruction	NN
37060	4246	25	which	which	WDT
37060	4246	26	acquaintances	acquaintance	VBZ
37060	4246	27	wrought	work	VBD
37060	4246	28	upon	upon	IN
37060	4246	29	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4246	30	,	,	,
37060	4246	31	and	and	CC
37060	4246	32	melted	melt	VBN
37060	4246	33	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	4246	34	the	the	DT
37060	4246	35	persuasive	persuasive	JJ
37060	4246	36	tactics	tactic	NNS
37060	4246	37	used	use	VBD
37060	4246	38	to	to	TO
37060	4246	39	rob	rob	VB
37060	4246	40	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4246	41	of	of	IN
37060	4246	42	time	time	NN
37060	4246	43	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4246	44	did	do	VBD
37060	4246	45	not	not	RB
37060	4246	46	wish	wish	VB
37060	4246	47	to	to	TO
37060	4246	48	give	give	VB
37060	4246	49	.	.	.
37060	4247	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4247	2	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	4247	3	"	"	''
37060	4247	4	to	to	TO
37060	4247	5	"	"	``
37060	4247	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4247	7	and	and	CC
37060	4247	8	"	"	``
37060	4247	9	with	with	IN
37060	4247	10	"	"	``
37060	4247	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4247	12	,	,	,
37060	4247	13	but	but	CC
37060	4247	14	never	never	RB
37060	4247	15	"	"	``
37060	4247	16	at	at	IN
37060	4247	17	"	"	''
37060	4247	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4247	19	,	,	,
37060	4247	20	an	an	DT
37060	4247	21	aspect	aspect	NN
37060	4247	22	of	of	IN
37060	4247	23	togetherness	togetherness	NN
37060	4247	24	in	in	IN
37060	4247	25	which	which	WDT
37060	4247	26	other	other	JJ
37060	4247	27	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	4247	28	often	often	RB
37060	4247	29	failed	fail	VBD
37060	4247	30	;	;	:
37060	4247	31	thus	thus	RB
37060	4247	32	,	,	,
37060	4247	33	as	as	IN
37060	4247	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4247	35	segmented	segmented	JJ
37060	4247	36	self	self	NN
37060	4247	37	fell	fall	VBD
37060	4247	38	into	into	IN
37060	4247	39	entirety	entirety	NN
37060	4247	40	,	,	,
37060	4247	41	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4247	42	did	do	VBD
37060	4247	43	not	not	RB
37060	4247	44	take	take	VB
37060	4247	45	long	long	RB
37060	4247	46	before	before	IN
37060	4247	47	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4247	48	realized	realize	VBD
37060	4247	49	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4247	50	presence	presence	NN
37060	4247	51	was	be	VBD
37060	4247	52	prized	prize	VBN
37060	4247	53	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	4247	54	all	all	DT
37060	4247	55	others	other	NNS
37060	4247	56	.	.	.
37060	4248	1	At	at	IN
37060	4248	2	a	a	DT
37060	4248	3	time	time	NN
37060	4248	4	in	in	IN
37060	4248	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4248	6	life	life	NN
37060	4248	7	when	when	WRB
37060	4248	8	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	4248	9	stability	stability	NN
37060	4248	10	was	be	VBD
37060	4248	11	a	a	DT
37060	4248	12	rare	rare	JJ
37060	4248	13	commodity	commodity	NN
37060	4248	14	,	,	,
37060	4248	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4248	16	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4248	17	lucky	lucky	JJ
37060	4248	18	to	to	TO
37060	4248	19	have	have	VB
37060	4248	20	discovered	discover	VBN
37060	4248	21	the	the	DT
37060	4248	22	mutual	mutual	JJ
37060	4248	23	compatibility	compatibility	NN
37060	4248	24	which	which	WDT
37060	4248	25	grew	grow	VBD
37060	4248	26	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	4248	27	between	between	IN
37060	4248	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4248	29	brother	brother	NN
37060	4248	30	and	and	CC
37060	4248	31	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4248	32	;	;	:
37060	4248	33	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	4248	34	,	,	,
37060	4248	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4248	36	believe	believe	VBP
37060	4248	37	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4248	38	were	be	VBD
37060	4248	39	both	both	RB
37060	4248	40	lucky	lucky	JJ
37060	4248	41	.	.	.
37060	4249	1	Not	not	RB
37060	4249	2	often	often	RB
37060	4249	3	does	do	VBZ
37060	4249	4	one	one	CD
37060	4249	5	encounter	encounter	VB
37060	4249	6	an	an	DT
37060	4249	7	unassuming	unassuming	NN
37060	4249	8	yet	yet	CC
37060	4249	9	caring	care	VBG
37060	4249	10	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	4249	11	in	in	IN
37060	4249	12	which	which	WDT
37060	4249	13	no	no	DT
37060	4249	14	conditions	condition	NNS
37060	4249	15	or	or	CC
37060	4249	16	specific	specific	JJ
37060	4249	17	roles	role	NNS
37060	4249	18	exist	exist	VBP
37060	4249	19	to	to	TO
37060	4249	20	induce	induce	VB
37060	4249	21	friction	friction	NN
37060	4249	22	and	and	CC
37060	4249	23	jeopardize	jeopardize	NN
37060	4249	24	love	love	VB
37060	4249	25	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4249	26	;	;	:
37060	4249	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4249	28	was	be	VBD
37060	4249	29	a	a	DT
37060	4249	30	gift	gift	NN
37060	4249	31	that	that	WDT
37060	4249	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4249	33	appreciated	appreciate	VBD
37060	4249	34	more	more	JJR
37060	4249	35	as	as	IN
37060	4249	36	time	time	NN
37060	4249	37	passed	pass	VBD
37060	4249	38	,	,	,
37060	4249	39	yet	yet	CC
37060	4249	40	without	without	IN
37060	4249	41	hesitation	hesitation	NN
37060	4249	42	took	take	VBD
37060	4249	43	for	for	IN
37060	4249	44	granted	grant	VBN
37060	4249	45	,	,	,
37060	4249	46	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	4249	47	confident	confident	JJ
37060	4249	48	that	that	IN
37060	4249	49	,	,	,
37060	4249	50	as	as	IN
37060	4249	51	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4249	52	for	for	IN
37060	4249	53	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4249	54	,	,	,
37060	4249	55	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4249	56	brother	brother	NN
37060	4249	57	would	would	MD
37060	4249	58	always	always	RB
37060	4249	59	"	"	``
37060	4249	60	be	be	VB
37060	4249	61	there	there	RB
37060	4249	62	"	"	''
37060	4249	63	for	for	IN
37060	4249	64	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4249	65	,	,	,
37060	4249	66	a	a	DT
37060	4249	67	listener	listener	NN
37060	4249	68	,	,	,
37060	4249	69	friend	friend	NN
37060	4249	70	and	and	CC
37060	4249	71	companion	companion	NN
37060	4249	72	.	.	.
37060	4250	1	If	if	IN
37060	4250	2	only	only	RB
37060	4250	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4250	4	other	other	JJ
37060	4250	5	friendships	friendship	NNS
37060	4250	6	were	be	VBD
37060	4250	7	half	half	RB
37060	4250	8	as	as	RB
37060	4250	9	dependable	dependable	JJ
37060	4250	10	,	,	,
37060	4250	11	half	half	NN
37060	4250	12	as	as	IN
37060	4250	13	refreshing	refreshing	JJ
37060	4250	14	!	!	.
37060	4251	1	Although	although	IN
37060	4251	2	most	most	JJS
37060	4251	3	of	of	IN
37060	4251	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4251	5	plans	plan	NNS
37060	4251	6	were	be	VBD
37060	4251	7	slated	slate	VBN
37060	4251	8	for	for	IN
37060	4251	9	the	the	DT
37060	4251	10	weekend	weekend	NN
37060	4251	11	,	,	,
37060	4251	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4251	13	occasionally	occasionally	RB
37060	4251	14	took	take	VBD
37060	4251	15	several	several	JJ
37060	4251	16	hours	hour	NNS
37060	4251	17	of	of	IN
37060	4251	18	a	a	DT
37060	4251	19	week	week	NN
37060	4251	20	day	day	NN
37060	4251	21	evening	evening	NN
37060	4251	22	to	to	TO
37060	4251	23	go	go	VB
37060	4251	24	for	for	IN
37060	4251	25	a	a	DT
37060	4251	26	motorcycle	motorcycle	NN
37060	4251	27	ride	ride	NN
37060	4251	28	or	or	CC
37060	4251	29	take	take	VB
37060	4251	30	a	a	DT
37060	4251	31	long	long	JJ
37060	4251	32	walk	walk	NN
37060	4251	33	.	.	.
37060	4252	1	Walks	walk	NNS
37060	4252	2	were	be	VBD
37060	4252	3	especially	especially	RB
37060	4252	4	enjoyable	enjoyable	JJ
37060	4252	5	because	because	IN
37060	4252	6	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4252	7	often	often	RB
37060	4252	8	included	include	VBD
37060	4252	9	what	what	WP
37060	4252	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4252	11	labeled	label	VBD
37060	4252	12	"	"	``
37060	4252	13	blow	blow	NN
37060	4252	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	4252	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4252	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	4252	17	out	out	RP
37060	4252	18	conversations	conversation	NNS
37060	4252	19	,	,	,
37060	4252	20	"	"	''
37060	4252	21	which	which	WDT
37060	4252	22	were	be	VBD
37060	4252	23	comprised	comprise	VBN
37060	4252	24	of	of	IN
37060	4252	25	disturbing	disturb	VBG
37060	4252	26	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	4252	27	or	or	CC
37060	4252	28	events	event	NNS
37060	4252	29	that	that	WDT
37060	4252	30	generally	generally	RB
37060	4252	31	remained	remain	VBD
37060	4252	32	inaudible	inaudible	JJ
37060	4252	33	plagues	plague	NNS
37060	4252	34	.	.	.
37060	4253	1	Grievances	grievance	NNS
37060	4253	2	,	,	,
37060	4253	3	observations	observation	NNS
37060	4253	4	and	and	CC
37060	4253	5	complexes	complex	NNS
37060	4253	6	tumbled	tumble	VBD
37060	4253	7	forth	forth	RB
37060	4253	8	to	to	TO
37060	4253	9	be	be	VB
37060	4253	10	dissected	dissect	VBN
37060	4253	11	in	in	IN
37060	4253	12	a	a	DT
37060	4253	13	rational	rational	JJ
37060	4253	14	means	mean	NNS
37060	4253	15	by	by	IN
37060	4253	16	two	two	CD
37060	4253	17	brains	brain	NNS
37060	4253	18	rather	rather	RB
37060	4253	19	than	than	IN
37060	4253	20	one	one	CD
37060	4253	21	,	,	,
37060	4253	22	which	which	WDT
37060	4253	23	would	would	MD
37060	4253	24	hopefully	hopefully	RB
37060	4253	25	render	render	VB
37060	4253	26	a	a	DT
37060	4253	27	more	more	RBR
37060	4253	28	concise	concise	JJ
37060	4253	29	view	view	NN
37060	4253	30	of	of	IN
37060	4253	31	the	the	DT
37060	4253	32	idea	idea	NN
37060	4253	33	or	or	CC
37060	4253	34	problem	problem	NN
37060	4253	35	,	,	,
37060	4253	36	or	or	CC
37060	4253	37	dissolve	dissolve	VB
37060	4253	38	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4253	39	completely	completely	RB
37060	4253	40	.	.	.
37060	4254	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4254	2	also	also	RB
37060	4254	3	delved	delve	VBD
37060	4254	4	in	in	IN
37060	4254	5	areas	area	NNS
37060	4254	6	of	of	IN
37060	4254	7	questions	question	NNS
37060	4254	8	for	for	IN
37060	4254	9	which	which	WDT
37060	4254	10	there	there	EX
37060	4254	11	were	be	VBD
37060	4254	12	no	no	DT
37060	4254	13	answers	answer	NNS
37060	4254	14	,	,	,
37060	4254	15	posing	pose	VBG
37060	4254	16	inquiries	inquiry	NNS
37060	4254	17	for	for	IN
37060	4254	18	discussion	discussion	NN
37060	4254	19	rather	rather	RB
37060	4254	20	than	than	IN
37060	4254	21	for	for	IN
37060	4254	22	the	the	DT
37060	4254	23	solution	solution	NN
37060	4254	24	thereof	thereof	RB
37060	4254	25	.	.	.
37060	4255	1	After	after	IN
37060	4255	2	such	such	JJ
37060	4255	3	vigorous	vigorous	JJ
37060	4255	4	conversations	conversation	NNS
37060	4255	5	,	,	,
37060	4255	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4255	7	both	both	DT
37060	4255	8	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4255	9	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	4255	10	exhausted	exhausted	JJ
37060	4255	11	,	,	,
37060	4255	12	yet	yet	CC
37060	4255	13	relieved	relieve	VBN
37060	4255	14	just	just	RB
37060	4255	15	the	the	DT
37060	4255	16	same	same	JJ
37060	4255	17	.	.	.
37060	4256	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4256	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4256	3	always	always	RB
37060	4256	4	reminded	remind	VBN
37060	4256	5	of	of	IN
37060	4256	6	a	a	DT
37060	4256	7	tea	tea	NN
37060	4256	8	kettle	kettle	NN
37060	4256	9	filled	fill	VBN
37060	4256	10	with	with	IN
37060	4256	11	boiling	boiling	NN
37060	4256	12	water	water	NN
37060	4256	13	which	which	WDT
37060	4256	14	had	have	VBD
37060	4256	15	to	to	TO
37060	4256	16	let	let	VB
37060	4256	17	off	off	RP
37060	4256	18	steam	steam	NN
37060	4256	19	or	or	CC
37060	4256	20	explode	explode	VB
37060	4256	21	;	;	:
37060	4256	22	had	have	VBD
37060	4256	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4256	24	been	be	VBN
37060	4256	25	unable	unable	JJ
37060	4256	26	to	to	TO
37060	4256	27	"	"	``
37060	4256	28	blow	blow	VB
37060	4256	29	-	-	HYPH
37060	4256	30	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4256	31	-	-	HYPH
37060	4256	32	out	out	RP
37060	4256	33	,	,	,
37060	4256	34	"	"	''
37060	4256	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4256	36	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	4256	37	would	would	MD
37060	4256	38	have	have	VB
37060	4256	39	strained	strain	VBN
37060	4256	40	violently	violently	RB
37060	4256	41	against	against	IN
37060	4256	42	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4256	43	being	being	NN
37060	4256	44	,	,	,
37060	4256	45	and	and	CC
37060	4256	46	while	while	IN
37060	4256	47	a	a	DT
37060	4256	48	shattered	shatter	VBN
37060	4256	49	tea	tea	NN
37060	4256	50	-	-	HYPH
37060	4256	51	pot	pot	NN
37060	4256	52	could	could	MD
37060	4256	53	be	be	VB
37060	4256	54	replaced	replace	VBN
37060	4256	55	,	,	,
37060	4256	56	sanity	sanity	NN
37060	4256	57	was	be	VBD
37060	4256	58	less	less	RBR
37060	4256	59	easily	easily	RB
37060	4256	60	restored	restore	VBN
37060	4256	61	.	.	.
37060	4257	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4257	2	,	,	,
37060	4257	3	too	too	RB
37060	4257	4	,	,	,
37060	4257	5	expressed	express	VBD
37060	4257	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4257	7	gratitude	gratitude	NN
37060	4257	8	for	for	IN
37060	4257	9	the	the	DT
37060	4257	10	ability	ability	NN
37060	4257	11	to	to	TO
37060	4257	12	release	release	VB
37060	4257	13	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	4257	14	tension	tension	NN
37060	4257	15	through	through	IN
37060	4257	16	discussion	discussion	NN
37060	4257	17	.	.	.
37060	4258	1	Living	live	VBG
37060	4258	2	alone	alone	RB
37060	4258	3	had	have	VBD
37060	4258	4	provided	provide	VBN
37060	4258	5	ample	ample	JJ
37060	4258	6	time	time	NN
37060	4258	7	for	for	IN
37060	4258	8	solitude	solitude	NNP
37060	4258	9	and	and	CC
37060	4258	10	the	the	DT
37060	4258	11	perusal	perusal	NN
37060	4258	12	of	of	IN
37060	4258	13	philosophical	philosophical	JJ
37060	4258	14	writings	writing	NNS
37060	4258	15	,	,	,
37060	4258	16	but	but	CC
37060	4258	17	that	that	DT
37060	4258	18	aloneness	aloneness	NN
37060	4258	19	needed	need	VBN
37060	4258	20	to	to	TO
37060	4258	21	be	be	VB
37060	4258	22	buffered	buffer	VBN
37060	4258	23	by	by	IN
37060	4258	24	personal	personal	JJ
37060	4258	25	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	4258	26	.	.	.
37060	4259	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4259	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4259	3	an	an	DT
37060	4259	4	individual	individual	NN
37060	4259	5	who	who	WP
37060	4259	6	required	require	VBD
37060	4259	7	more	more	JJR
37060	4259	8	time	time	NN
37060	4259	9	alone	alone	RB
37060	4259	10	than	than	IN
37060	4259	11	did	do	VBD
37060	4259	12	most	most	JJS
37060	4259	13	people	people	NNS
37060	4259	14	,	,	,
37060	4259	15	yet	yet	CC
37060	4259	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4259	17	was	be	VBD
37060	4259	18	not	not	RB
37060	4259	19	an	an	DT
37060	4259	20	island	island	NN
37060	4259	21	,	,	,
37060	4259	22	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	4259	23	self	self	NN
37060	4259	24	dependent	dependent	JJ
37060	4259	25	and	and	CC
37060	4259	26	devoid	devoid	JJ
37060	4259	27	of	of	IN
37060	4259	28	the	the	DT
37060	4259	29	need	need	NN
37060	4259	30	for	for	IN
37060	4259	31	others	other	NNS
37060	4259	32	,	,	,
37060	4259	33	and	and	CC
37060	4259	34	though	though	IN
37060	4259	35	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4259	36	employment	employment	NN
37060	4259	37	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	4259	38	a	a	DT
37060	4259	39	degree	degree	NN
37060	4259	40	of	of	IN
37060	4259	41	social	social	JJ
37060	4259	42	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	4259	43	,	,	,
37060	4259	44	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4259	45	was	be	VBD
37060	4259	46	only	only	RB
37060	4259	47	the	the	DT
37060	4259	48	light	light	NN
37060	4259	49	-	-	HYPH
37060	4259	50	hearted	hearted	JJ
37060	4259	51	,	,	,
37060	4259	52	surface	surface	NN
37060	4259	53	variety	variety	NN
37060	4259	54	in	in	IN
37060	4259	55	which	which	WDT
37060	4259	56	"	"	``
37060	4259	57	closeness	closeness	NN
37060	4259	58	"	"	''
37060	4259	59	had	have	VBD
37060	4259	60	no	no	DT
37060	4259	61	part	part	NN
37060	4259	62	.	.	.
37060	4260	1	Our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4260	2	outings	outing	NNS
37060	4260	3	were	be	VBD
37060	4260	4	at	at	IN
37060	4260	5	once	once	RB
37060	4260	6	social	social	JJ
37060	4260	7	and	and	CC
37060	4260	8	personal	personal	JJ
37060	4260	9	,	,	,
37060	4260	10	depending	depend	VBG
37060	4260	11	upon	upon	IN
37060	4260	12	the	the	DT
37060	4260	13	present	present	JJ
37060	4260	14	need	need	NN
37060	4260	15	;	;	:
37060	4260	16	that	that	RB
37060	4260	17	is	is	RB
37060	4260	18	,	,	,
37060	4260	19	each	each	DT
37060	4260	20	meeting	meeting	NN
37060	4260	21	was	be	VBD
37060	4260	22	not	not	RB
37060	4260	23	wholly	wholly	RB
37060	4260	24	devoted	devoted	JJ
37060	4260	25	to	to	IN
37060	4260	26	serious	serious	JJ
37060	4260	27	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	4260	28	,	,	,
37060	4260	29	for	for	IN
37060	4260	30	that	that	DT
37060	4260	31	,	,	,
37060	4260	32	too	too	RB
37060	4260	33	,	,	,
37060	4260	34	would	would	MD
37060	4260	35	have	have	VB
37060	4260	36	become	become	VBN
37060	4260	37	wearisome	wearisome	NN
37060	4260	38	if	if	IN
37060	4260	39	depth	depth	NN
37060	4260	40	and	and	CC
37060	4260	41	meaning	meaning	NN
37060	4260	42	were	be	VBD
37060	4260	43	relentlessly	relentlessly	RB
37060	4260	44	sought	seek	VBN
37060	4260	45	.	.	.
37060	4261	1	Life	life	NN
37060	4261	2	truthfully	truthfully	RB
37060	4261	3	has	have	VBZ
37060	4261	4	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4261	5	burdens	burden	NNS
37060	4261	6	,	,	,
37060	4261	7	but	but	CC
37060	4261	8	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	4261	9	need	nee	MD
37060	4261	10	not	not	RB
37060	4261	11	be	be	VB
37060	4261	12	added	add	VBN
37060	4261	13	to	to	IN
37060	4261	14	the	the	DT
37060	4261	15	list	list	NN
37060	4261	16	;	;	:
37060	4261	17	all	all	DT
37060	4261	18	things	thing	NNS
37060	4261	19	,	,	,
37060	4261	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4261	21	believe	believe	VBP
37060	4261	22	,	,	,
37060	4261	23	must	must	MD
37060	4261	24	be	be	VB
37060	4261	25	tempered	temper	VBN
37060	4261	26	,	,	,
37060	4261	27	and	and	CC
37060	4261	28	lacking	lack	VBG
37060	4261	29	carefree	carefree	JJ
37060	4261	30	banter	banter	NN
37060	4261	31	and	and	CC
37060	4261	32	easy	easy	JJ
37060	4261	33	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	4261	34	,	,	,
37060	4261	35	life	life	NN
37060	4261	36	gains	gain	VBZ
37060	4261	37	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	4261	38	.	.	.
37060	4262	1	With	with	IN
37060	4262	2	a	a	DT
37060	4262	3	full	full	JJ
37060	4262	4	two	two	CD
37060	4262	5	months	month	NNS
37060	4262	6	of	of	IN
37060	4262	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4262	8	summer	summer	NN
37060	4262	9	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	4262	10	behind	behind	IN
37060	4262	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4262	12	,	,	,
37060	4262	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4262	14	was	be	VBD
37060	4262	15	looking	look	VBG
37060	4262	16	forward	forward	RB
37060	4262	17	to	to	IN
37060	4262	18	a	a	DT
37060	4262	19	three	three	CD
37060	4262	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	4262	21	week	week	NN
37060	4262	22	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	4262	23	in	in	IN
37060	4262	24	Syracuse	Syracuse	NNP
37060	4262	25	,	,	,
37060	4262	26	New	New	NNP
37060	4262	27	York	York	NNP
37060	4262	28	when	when	WRB
37060	4262	29	August	August	NNP
37060	4262	30	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	4262	31	.	.	.
37060	4263	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4263	2	would	would	MD
37060	4263	3	be	be	VB
37060	4263	4	spending	spend	VBG
37060	4263	5	time	time	NN
37060	4263	6	with	with	IN
37060	4263	7	Sherry	Sherry	NNP
37060	4263	8	,	,	,
37060	4263	9	a	a	DT
37060	4263	10	pen	pen	NN
37060	4263	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	4263	12	pal	pal	NN
37060	4263	13	who	who	WP
37060	4263	14	had	have	VBD
37060	4263	15	evolved	evolve	VBN
37060	4263	16	into	into	IN
37060	4263	17	a	a	DT
37060	4263	18	good	good	JJ
37060	4263	19	friend	friend	NN
37060	4263	20	through	through	IN
37060	4263	21	the	the	DT
37060	4263	22	exchange	exchange	NN
37060	4263	23	of	of	IN
37060	4263	24	letters	letter	NNS
37060	4263	25	.	.	.
37060	4264	1	The	the	DT
37060	4264	2	previous	previous	JJ
37060	4264	3	year	year	NN
37060	4264	4	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4264	5	had	have	VBD
37060	4264	6	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	4264	7	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4264	8	invitation	invitation	NN
37060	4264	9	to	to	TO
37060	4264	10	visit	visit	VB
37060	4264	11	Illinois	Illinois	NNP
37060	4264	12	and	and	CC
37060	4264	13	accompanied	accompany	VBD
37060	4264	14	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4264	15	on	on	IN
37060	4264	16	a	a	DT
37060	4264	17	week	week	NN
37060	4264	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	4264	19	long	long	JJ
37060	4264	20	trip	trip	NN
37060	4264	21	to	to	IN
37060	4264	22	the	the	DT
37060	4264	23	Colorado	Colorado	NNP
37060	4264	24	Rockies	Rockies	NNPS
37060	4264	25	.	.	.
37060	4265	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4265	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4265	3	now	now	RB
37060	4265	4	repaying	repay	VBG
37060	4265	5	the	the	DT
37060	4265	6	visit	visit	NN
37060	4265	7	.	.	.
37060	4266	1	Ours	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4266	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4266	3	a	a	DT
37060	4266	4	unique	unique	JJ
37060	4266	5	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	4266	6	,	,	,
37060	4266	7	but	but	CC
37060	4266	8	one	one	CD
37060	4266	9	that	that	WDT
37060	4266	10	was	be	VBD
37060	4266	11	understandably	understandably	RB
37060	4266	12	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	4266	13	.	.	.
37060	4267	1	Beginning	begin	VBG
37060	4267	2	as	as	IN
37060	4267	3	pen	pen	NN
37060	4267	4	-	-	HYPH
37060	4267	5	pals	pal	NNS
37060	4267	6	,	,	,
37060	4267	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4267	8	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	4267	9	noted	note	VBD
37060	4267	10	the	the	DT
37060	4267	11	potential	potential	NN
37060	4267	12	in	in	IN
37060	4267	13	each	each	DT
37060	4267	14	other	other	JJ
37060	4267	15	for	for	IN
37060	4267	16	the	the	DT
37060	4267	17	development	development	NN
37060	4267	18	of	of	IN
37060	4267	19	a	a	DT
37060	4267	20	lasting	lasting	JJ
37060	4267	21	closeness	closeness	NN
37060	4267	22	and	and	CC
37060	4267	23	a	a	DT
37060	4267	24	willingness	willingness	NN
37060	4267	25	to	to	TO
37060	4267	26	listen	listen	VB
37060	4267	27	;	;	:
37060	4267	28	these	these	DT
37060	4267	29	factors	factor	NNS
37060	4267	30	,	,	,
37060	4267	31	augmented	augment	VBN
37060	4267	32	further	further	RB
37060	4267	33	by	by	IN
37060	4267	34	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4267	35	great	great	JJ
37060	4267	36	need	need	NN
37060	4267	37	to	to	TO
37060	4267	38	be	be	VB
37060	4267	39	understood	understand	VBN
37060	4267	40	and	and	CC
37060	4267	41	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	4267	42	as	as	IN
37060	4267	43	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4267	44	were	be	VBD
37060	4267	45	,	,	,
37060	4267	46	provided	provide	VBN
37060	4267	47	a	a	DT
37060	4267	48	sturdy	sturdy	JJ
37060	4267	49	foundation	foundation	NN
37060	4267	50	for	for	IN
37060	4267	51	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	4267	52	.	.	.
37060	4268	1	Each	each	DT
37060	4268	2	letter	letter	NN
37060	4268	3	became	become	VBD
37060	4268	4	a	a	DT
37060	4268	5	prize	prize	NN
37060	4268	6	,	,	,
37060	4268	7	something	something	NN
37060	4268	8	regarded	regard	VBN
37060	4268	9	with	with	IN
37060	4268	10	zest	zest	NN
37060	4268	11	and	and	CC
37060	4268	12	anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	4268	13	,	,	,
37060	4268	14	for	for	IN
37060	4268	15	in	in	IN
37060	4268	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4268	17	would	would	MD
37060	4268	18	be	be	VB
37060	4268	19	heartfelt	heartfelt	JJ
37060	4268	20	troubles	trouble	NNS
37060	4268	21	or	or	CC
37060	4268	22	elation	elation	NN
37060	4268	23	,	,	,
37060	4268	24	and	and	CC
37060	4268	25	possible	possible	JJ
37060	4268	26	advice	advice	NN
37060	4268	27	or	or	CC
37060	4268	28	consolation	consolation	NN
37060	4268	29	in	in	IN
37060	4268	30	reference	reference	NN
37060	4268	31	to	to	IN
37060	4268	32	previous	previous	JJ
37060	4268	33	correspondence	correspondence	NN
37060	4268	34	.	.	.
37060	4269	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	4269	2	,	,	,
37060	4269	3	after	after	IN
37060	4269	4	two	two	CD
37060	4269	5	years	year	NNS
37060	4269	6	of	of	IN
37060	4269	7	personal	personal	JJ
37060	4269	8	disclosure	disclosure	NN
37060	4269	9	,	,	,
37060	4269	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4269	11	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4269	12	compelled	compel	VBN
37060	4269	13	to	to	TO
37060	4269	14	meet	meet	VB
37060	4269	15	each	each	DT
37060	4269	16	other	other	JJ
37060	4269	17	.	.	.
37060	4270	1	In	in	IN
37060	4270	2	retrospect	retrospect	NN
37060	4270	3	,	,	,
37060	4270	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4270	5	was	be	VBD
37060	4270	6	amazing	amazing	JJ
37060	4270	7	that	that	IN
37060	4270	8	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4270	9	parents	parent	NNS
37060	4270	10	had	have	VBD
37060	4270	11	given	give	VBN
37060	4270	12	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4270	13	permission	permission	NN
37060	4270	14	to	to	TO
37060	4270	15	accept	accept	VB
37060	4270	16	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4270	17	invitation	invitation	NN
37060	4270	18	.	.	.
37060	4271	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	4271	2	no	no	DT
37060	4271	3	clear	clear	JJ
37060	4271	4	picture	picture	NN
37060	4271	5	of	of	IN
37060	4271	6	who	who	WP
37060	4271	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4271	8	was	be	VBD
37060	4271	9	aside	aside	RB
37060	4271	10	from	from	IN
37060	4271	11	a	a	DT
37060	4271	12	grocery	grocery	NN
37060	4271	13	sack	sack	NN
37060	4271	14	full	full	JJ
37060	4271	15	of	of	IN
37060	4271	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4271	17	letters	letter	NNS
37060	4271	18	,	,	,
37060	4271	19	which	which	WDT
37060	4271	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4271	21	might	may	MD
37060	4271	22	add	add	VB
37060	4271	23	,	,	,
37060	4271	24	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4271	25	were	be	VBD
37060	4271	26	not	not	RB
37060	4271	27	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	4271	28	to	to	TO
37060	4271	29	read	read	VB
37060	4271	30	,	,	,
37060	4271	31	Sherry	Sherry	NNP
37060	4271	32	's	's	POS
37060	4271	33	trip	trip	NN
37060	4271	34	was	be	VBD
37060	4271	35	prefaced	preface	VBN
37060	4271	36	by	by	IN
37060	4271	37	a	a	DT
37060	4271	38	great	great	JJ
37060	4271	39	deal	deal	NN
37060	4271	40	of	of	IN
37060	4271	41	anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	4271	42	;	;	:
37060	4271	43	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4271	44	parents	parent	NNS
37060	4271	45	coached	coach	VBD
37060	4271	46	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4271	47	,	,	,
37060	4271	48	and	and	CC
37060	4271	49	a	a	DT
37060	4271	50	long	long	JJ
37060	4271	51	-	-	HYPH
37060	4271	52	necked	necked	JJ
37060	4271	53	neighbor	neighbor	NN
37060	4271	54	preached	preach	VBD
37060	4271	55	doom	doom	NN
37060	4271	56	and	and	CC
37060	4271	57	despair	despair	NN
37060	4271	58	,	,	,
37060	4271	59	while	while	IN
37060	4271	60	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4271	61	queried	query	VBD
37060	4271	62	about	about	IN
37060	4271	63	the	the	DT
37060	4271	64	need	need	NN
37060	4271	65	to	to	TO
37060	4271	66	visit	visit	VB
37060	4271	67	"	"	``
37060	4271	68	some	some	DT
37060	4271	69	hick	hick	JJ
37060	4271	70	girl	girl	NN
37060	4271	71	in	in	IN
37060	4271	72	the	the	DT
37060	4271	73	corn	corn	NN
37060	4271	74	fields	field	NNS
37060	4271	75	.	.	.
37060	4271	76	"	"	''
37060	4272	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4272	2	carried	carry	VBD
37060	4272	3	the	the	DT
37060	4272	4	anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	4272	5	with	with	IN
37060	4272	6	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4272	7	as	as	IN
37060	4272	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4272	9	approached	approach	VBD
37060	4272	10	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4272	11	airport	airport	NN
37060	4272	12	terminal	terminal	NN
37060	4272	13	;	;	:
37060	4272	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4272	15	was	be	VBD
37060	4272	16	inscribed	inscribe	VBN
37060	4272	17	on	on	IN
37060	4272	18	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4272	19	face	face	NN
37060	4272	20	next	next	RB
37060	4272	21	to	to	IN
37060	4272	22	the	the	DT
37060	4272	23	wary	wary	JJ
37060	4272	24	smile	smile	NN
37060	4272	25	and	and	CC
37060	4272	26	suspicious	suspicious	JJ
37060	4272	27	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	4272	28	.	.	.
37060	4273	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4273	2	,	,	,
37060	4273	3	too	too	RB
37060	4273	4	,	,	,
37060	4273	5	had	have	VBD
37060	4273	6	been	be	VBN
37060	4273	7	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	4273	8	,	,	,
37060	4273	9	but	but	CC
37060	4273	10	by	by	IN
37060	4273	11	the	the	DT
37060	4273	12	end	end	NN
37060	4273	13	of	of	IN
37060	4273	14	the	the	DT
37060	4273	15	day	day	NN
37060	4273	16	,	,	,
37060	4273	17	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4273	18	misgivings	misgiving	NNS
37060	4273	19	had	have	VBD
37060	4273	20	been	be	VBN
37060	4273	21	washed	wash	VBN
37060	4273	22	away	away	RP
37060	4273	23	by	by	IN
37060	4273	24	a	a	DT
37060	4273	25	flood	flood	NN
37060	4273	26	of	of	IN
37060	4273	27	chatter	chatter	NN
37060	4273	28	.	.	.
37060	4274	1	When	when	WRB
37060	4274	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4274	3	once	once	RB
37060	4274	4	again	again	RB
37060	4274	5	stood	stand	VBD
37060	4274	6	in	in	IN
37060	4274	7	the	the	DT
37060	4274	8	airport	airport	NN
37060	4274	9	terminal	terminal	NN
37060	4274	10	,	,	,
37060	4274	11	tears	tear	NNS
37060	4274	12	welled	well	VBD
37060	4274	13	up	up	RP
37060	4274	14	in	in	IN
37060	4274	15	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4274	16	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	4274	17	;	;	:
37060	4274	18	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4274	19	were	be	VBD
37060	4274	20	parting	part	VBG
37060	4274	21	not	not	RB
37060	4274	22	as	as	IN
37060	4274	23	pen	pen	NN
37060	4274	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	4274	25	pals	pal	NNS
37060	4274	26	,	,	,
37060	4274	27	but	but	CC
37060	4274	28	as	as	IN
37060	4274	29	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4274	30	.	.	.
37060	4275	1	The	the	DT
37060	4275	2	days	day	NNS
37060	4275	3	ahead	ahead	RB
37060	4275	4	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4275	5	a	a	DT
37060	4275	6	little	little	RB
37060	4275	7	more	more	RBR
37060	4275	8	empty	empty	JJ
37060	4275	9	because	because	IN
37060	4275	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4275	11	could	could	MD
37060	4275	12	share	share	VB
37060	4275	13	no	no	DT
37060	4275	14	more	more	JJR
37060	4275	15	time	time	NN
37060	4275	16	together	together	RB
37060	4275	17	.	.	.
37060	4276	1	As	as	IN
37060	4276	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4276	3	prepared	prepare	VBD
37060	4276	4	to	to	TO
37060	4276	5	fly	fly	VB
37060	4276	6	to	to	IN
37060	4276	7	New	New	NNP
37060	4276	8	York	York	NNP
37060	4276	9	,	,	,
37060	4276	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4276	11	fostered	foster	VBD
37060	4276	12	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	4276	13	qualms	qualm	NNS
37060	4276	14	,	,	,
37060	4276	15	yet	yet	CC
37060	4276	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4276	17	anxiety	anxiety	NN
37060	4276	18	did	do	VBD
37060	4276	19	not	not	RB
37060	4276	20	reflect	reflect	VB
37060	4276	21	upon	upon	IN
37060	4276	22	Sherry	Sherry	NNP
37060	4276	23	or	or	CC
37060	4276	24	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4276	25	home	home	NN
37060	4276	26	;	;	:
37060	4276	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4276	28	was	be	VBD
37060	4276	29	hoping	hope	VBG
37060	4276	30	wildly	wildly	RB
37060	4276	31	that	that	IN
37060	4276	32	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4276	33	would	would	MD
37060	4276	34	still	still	RB
37060	4276	35	"	"	``
37060	4276	36	get	get	VB
37060	4276	37	along	along	RP
37060	4276	38	.	.	.
37060	4276	39	"	"	''
37060	4277	1	Letters	letter	NNS
37060	4277	2	did	do	VBD
37060	4277	3	not	not	RB
37060	4277	4	fill	fill	VB
37060	4277	5	the	the	DT
37060	4277	6	gap	gap	NN
37060	4277	7	that	that	WDT
37060	4277	8	had	have	VBD
37060	4277	9	appeared	appear	VBN
37060	4277	10	after	after	IN
37060	4277	11	meeting	meet	VBG
37060	4277	12	Sherry	Sherry	NNP
37060	4277	13	;	;	:
37060	4277	14	before	before	IN
37060	4277	15	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4277	16	had	have	VBD
37060	4277	17	been	be	VBN
37060	4277	18	pen	pen	NN
37060	4277	19	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4277	20	,	,	,
37060	4277	21	but	but	CC
37060	4277	22	now	now	RB
37060	4277	23	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4277	24	were	be	VBD
37060	4277	25	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4277	26	who	who	WP
37060	4277	27	wrote	write	VBD
37060	4277	28	to	to	IN
37060	4277	29	each	each	DT
37060	4277	30	other	other	JJ
37060	4277	31	.	.	.
37060	4278	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4278	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4278	3	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	4278	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	4278	5	different	different	JJ
37060	4278	6	,	,	,
37060	4278	7	and	and	CC
37060	4278	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4278	9	was	be	VBD
37060	4278	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4278	11	who	who	WP
37060	4278	12	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4278	13	in	in	IN
37060	4278	14	need	need	NN
37060	4278	15	of	of	IN
37060	4278	16	a	a	DT
37060	4278	17	shield	shield	NN
37060	4278	18	.	.	.
37060	4279	1	Conversation	conversation	NN
37060	4279	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4279	3	slow	slow	JJ
37060	4279	4	at	at	IN
37060	4279	5	first	first	RB
37060	4279	6	,	,	,
37060	4279	7	with	with	IN
37060	4279	8	each	each	DT
37060	4279	9	of	of	IN
37060	4279	10	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4279	11	uncertain	uncertain	JJ
37060	4279	12	as	as	IN
37060	4279	13	to	to	IN
37060	4279	14	which	which	WDT
37060	4279	15	topics	topic	NNS
37060	4279	16	would	would	MD
37060	4279	17	spark	spark	VB
37060	4279	18	the	the	DT
37060	4279	19	most	most	JJS
37060	4279	20	interest	interest	NN
37060	4279	21	.	.	.
37060	4280	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4280	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	4280	3	to	to	TO
37060	4280	4	wonder	wonder	VB
37060	4280	5	if	if	IN
37060	4280	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4280	7	had	have	VBD
37060	4280	8	made	make	VBN
37060	4280	9	a	a	DT
37060	4280	10	mistake	mistake	NN
37060	4280	11	in	in	IN
37060	4280	12	coming	come	VBG
37060	4280	13	.	.	.
37060	4281	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4281	2	excitable	excitable	JJ
37060	4281	3	nature	nature	NN
37060	4281	4	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	4281	5	startled	startle	VBD
37060	4281	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4281	7	,	,	,
37060	4281	8	and	and	CC
37060	4281	9	when	when	WRB
37060	4281	10	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4281	11	told	tell	VBD
37060	4281	12	of	of	IN
37060	4281	13	incidents	incident	NNS
37060	4281	14	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	4281	15	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4281	16	had	have	VBD
37060	4281	17	screamed	scream	VBN
37060	4281	18	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4281	19	rage	rage	NN
37060	4281	20	at	at	IN
37060	4281	21	local	local	JJ
37060	4281	22	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4281	23	,	,	,
37060	4281	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4281	25	cringed	cringe	VBD
37060	4281	26	in	in	IN
37060	4281	27	silence	silence	NN
37060	4281	28	,	,	,
37060	4281	29	hoping	hope	VBG
37060	4281	30	that	that	IN
37060	4281	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4281	32	never	never	RB
37060	4281	33	would	would	MD
37060	4281	34	evoke	evoke	VB
37060	4281	35	such	such	JJ
37060	4281	36	fervor	fervor	NN
37060	4281	37	.	.	.
37060	4282	1	As	as	IN
37060	4282	2	the	the	DT
37060	4282	3	evening	evening	NN
37060	4282	4	crept	creep	VBD
37060	4282	5	away	away	RB
37060	4282	6	,	,	,
37060	4282	7	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4282	8	tongues	tongue	NNS
37060	4282	9	relaxed	relax	VBD
37060	4282	10	and	and	CC
37060	4282	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4282	12	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4282	13	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	4282	14	relieved	relieved	JJ
37060	4282	15	.	.	.
37060	4283	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4283	2	could	could	MD
37060	4283	3	be	be	VB
37060	4283	4	no	no	DT
37060	4283	5	one	one	NN
37060	4283	6	but	but	IN
37060	4283	7	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4283	8	,	,	,
37060	4283	9	and	and	CC
37060	4283	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4283	11	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4283	12	to	to	TO
37060	4283	13	feel	feel	VB
37060	4283	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4283	15	was	be	VBD
37060	4283	16	being	be	VBG
37060	4283	17	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	4283	18	;	;	:
37060	4283	19	within	within	IN
37060	4283	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4283	21	experienced	experience	VBD
37060	4283	22	a	a	DT
37060	4283	23	mental	mental	JJ
37060	4283	24	sigh	sigh	NN
37060	4283	25	of	of	IN
37060	4283	26	relief	relief	NN
37060	4283	27	.	.	.
37060	4284	1	Looking	look	VBG
37060	4284	2	at	at	IN
37060	4284	3	the	the	DT
37060	4284	4	clock	clock	NN
37060	4284	5	,	,	,
37060	4284	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4284	7	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	4284	8	the	the	DT
37060	4284	9	hour	hour	NN
37060	4284	10	was	be	VBD
37060	4284	11	near	near	IN
37060	4284	12	4:00	4:00	CD
37060	4284	13	a.m.	a.m.	NN
37060	4284	14	and	and	CC
37060	4284	15	thought	think	VBD
37060	4284	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4284	17	would	would	MD
37060	4284	18	be	be	VB
37060	4284	19	best	good	JJS
37060	4284	20	to	to	TO
37060	4284	21	go	go	VB
37060	4284	22	to	to	IN
37060	4284	23	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	4284	24	.	.	.
37060	4285	1	"	"	``
37060	4285	2	Before	before	IN
37060	4285	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4285	4	can	can	MD
37060	4285	5	do	do	VB
37060	4285	6	anything	anything	NN
37060	4285	7	tomorrow	tomorrow	NN
37060	4285	8	,	,	,
37060	4285	9	"	"	''
37060	4285	10	Sherry	Sherry	NNP
37060	4285	11	said	say	VBD
37060	4285	12	,	,	,
37060	4285	13	"	"	``
37060	4285	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4285	15	have	have	VBP
37060	4285	16	to	to	TO
37060	4285	17	pick	pick	VB
37060	4285	18	up	up	RP
37060	4285	19	the	the	DT
37060	4285	20	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	4285	21	and	and	CC
37060	4285	22	pick	pick	VB
37060	4285	23	up	up	RP
37060	4285	24	the	the	DT
37060	4285	25	living	living	NN
37060	4285	26	room	room	NN
37060	4285	27	.	.	.
37060	4286	1	.	.	.
37060	4287	1	.	.	.
37060	4287	2	"	"	''
37060	4288	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4288	2	snickered	snicker	VBD
37060	4288	3	and	and	CC
37060	4288	4	exclaimed	exclaim	VBD
37060	4288	5	,	,	,
37060	4288	6	"	"	``
37060	4288	7	Gee	gee	NN
37060	4288	8	.	.	.
37060	4289	1	.	.	.
37060	4290	1	.	.	.
37060	4291	1	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4291	2	must	must	MD
37060	4291	3	be	be	VB
37060	4291	4	strong	strong	JJ
37060	4291	5	!	!	.
37060	4291	6	"	"	''
37060	4292	1	Any	any	DT
37060	4292	2	remaining	remain	VBG
37060	4292	3	tension	tension	NN
37060	4292	4	broke	break	VBD
37060	4292	5	under	under	IN
37060	4292	6	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4292	7	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	4292	8	;	;	:
37060	4292	9	humor	humor	NN
37060	4292	10	worked	work	VBD
37060	4292	11	miracles	miracle	NNS
37060	4292	12	.	.	.
37060	4293	1	The	the	DT
37060	4293	2	following	follow	VBG
37060	4293	3	three	three	CD
37060	4293	4	weeks	week	NNS
37060	4293	5	passed	pass	VBN
37060	4293	6	in	in	IN
37060	4293	7	a	a	DT
37060	4293	8	flurry	flurry	NN
37060	4293	9	of	of	IN
37060	4293	10	activity	activity	NN
37060	4293	11	,	,	,
37060	4293	12	talk	talk	NN
37060	4293	13	and	and	CC
37060	4293	14	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	4293	15	.	.	.
37060	4294	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4294	2	fell	fall	VBD
37060	4294	3	into	into	IN
37060	4294	4	the	the	DT
37060	4294	5	role	role	NN
37060	4294	6	of	of	IN
37060	4294	7	second	second	JJ
37060	4294	8	daughter	daughter	NN
37060	4294	9	and	and	CC
37060	4294	10	was	be	VBD
37060	4294	11	pleased	pleased	JJ
37060	4294	12	that	that	IN
37060	4294	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4294	14	temporary	temporary	JJ
37060	4294	15	home	home	NN
37060	4294	16	proved	prove	VBD
37060	4294	17	so	so	RB
37060	4294	18	hospitable	hospitable	JJ
37060	4294	19	.	.	.
37060	4295	1	Whether	whether	IN
37060	4295	2	joking	joke	VBG
37060	4295	3	over	over	IN
37060	4295	4	evening	evening	NN
37060	4295	5	popcorn	popcorn	NN
37060	4295	6	or	or	CC
37060	4295	7	sudsy	sudsy	VB
37060	4295	8	dishwater	dishwater	NN
37060	4295	9	,	,	,
37060	4295	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4295	11	was	be	VBD
37060	4295	12	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	4295	13	that	that	IN
37060	4295	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4295	15	was	be	VBD
37060	4295	16	no	no	DT
37060	4295	17	guest	guest	NN
37060	4295	18	,	,	,
37060	4295	19	but	but	CC
37060	4295	20	a	a	DT
37060	4295	21	welcome	welcome	JJ
37060	4295	22	member	member	NN
37060	4295	23	of	of	IN
37060	4295	24	the	the	DT
37060	4295	25	tribe	tribe	NN
37060	4295	26	.	.	.
37060	4296	1	With	with	IN
37060	4296	2	Sherry	Sherry	NNP
37060	4296	3	and	and	CC
37060	4296	4	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4296	5	parents	parent	NNS
37060	4296	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4296	7	captured	capture	VBD
37060	4296	8	a	a	DT
37060	4296	9	lush	lush	JJ
37060	4296	10	glimpse	glimpse	NN
37060	4296	11	of	of	IN
37060	4296	12	the	the	DT
37060	4296	13	Niagara	Niagara	NNP
37060	4296	14	Falls	Falls	NNPS
37060	4296	15	;	;	:
37060	4296	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4296	17	also	also	RB
37060	4296	18	accompanied	accompany	VBD
37060	4296	19	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4296	20	on	on	IN
37060	4296	21	a	a	DT
37060	4296	22	company	company	NN
37060	4296	23	picnic	picnic	NN
37060	4296	24	and	and	CC
37060	4296	25	a	a	DT
37060	4296	26	family	family	NN
37060	4296	27	reunion	reunion	NN
37060	4296	28	.	.	.
37060	4297	1	Most	Most	JJS
37060	4297	2	of	of	IN
37060	4297	3	the	the	DT
37060	4297	4	time	time	NN
37060	4297	5	,	,	,
37060	4297	6	however	however	RB
37060	4297	7	,	,	,
37060	4297	8	Sherry	Sherry	NNP
37060	4297	9	and	and	CC
37060	4297	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4297	11	ran	run	VBD
37060	4297	12	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4297	13	own	own	JJ
37060	4297	14	agenda	agenda	NN
37060	4297	15	,	,	,
37060	4297	16	comprised	comprise	VBN
37060	4297	17	of	of	IN
37060	4297	18	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	4297	19	sprees	spree	NNS
37060	4297	20	,	,	,
37060	4297	21	hikes	hike	NNS
37060	4297	22	,	,	,
37060	4297	23	drives	drive	NNS
37060	4297	24	in	in	IN
37060	4297	25	the	the	DT
37060	4297	26	country	country	NN
37060	4297	27	,	,	,
37060	4297	28	movies	movie	NNS
37060	4297	29	,	,	,
37060	4297	30	and	and	CC
37060	4297	31	everything	everything	NN
37060	4297	32	else	else	RB
37060	4297	33	imaginable	imaginable	JJ
37060	4297	34	.	.	.
37060	4298	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4298	2	frequented	frequent	VBD
37060	4298	3	one	one	CD
37060	4298	4	particular	particular	JJ
37060	4298	5	pizza	pizza	NN
37060	4298	6	parlor	parlor	NN
37060	4298	7	with	with	IN
37060	4298	8	such	such	JJ
37060	4298	9	predictability	predictability	NN
37060	4298	10	that	that	IN
37060	4298	11	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4298	12	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	4298	13	was	be	VBD
37060	4298	14	greeted	greet	VBN
37060	4298	15	with	with	IN
37060	4298	16	quizzical	quizzical	JJ
37060	4298	17	stares	stare	NNS
37060	4298	18	.	.	.
37060	4299	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4299	2	also	also	RB
37060	4299	3	learned	learn	VBD
37060	4299	4	the	the	DT
37060	4299	5	horror	horror	NN
37060	4299	6	of	of	IN
37060	4299	7	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	4299	8	one	one	PRP
37060	4299	9	's	's	POS
37060	4299	10	car	car	NN
37060	4299	11	locked	lock	VBN
37060	4299	12	in	in	IN
37060	4299	13	a	a	DT
37060	4299	14	parking	parking	NN
37060	4299	15	garage	garage	NN
37060	4299	16	after	after	IN
37060	4299	17	midnight	midnight	NN
37060	4299	18	,	,	,
37060	4299	19	when	when	WRB
37060	4299	20	,	,	,
37060	4299	21	upon	upon	IN
37060	4299	22	returning	return	VBG
37060	4299	23	via	via	IN
37060	4299	24	bus	bus	NN
37060	4299	25	from	from	IN
37060	4299	26	the	the	DT
37060	4299	27	state	state	NN
37060	4299	28	fair	fair	NN
37060	4299	29	,	,	,
37060	4299	30	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4299	31	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	4299	32	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4299	33	had	have	VBD
37060	4299	34	been	be	VBN
37060	4299	35	misinformed	misinform	VBN
37060	4299	36	as	as	IN
37060	4299	37	to	to	IN
37060	4299	38	the	the	DT
37060	4299	39	supposed	suppose	VBN
37060	4299	40	24	24	CD
37060	4299	41	hour	hour	NN
37060	4299	42	status	status	NN
37060	4299	43	of	of	IN
37060	4299	44	the	the	DT
37060	4299	45	garage	garage	NN
37060	4299	46	;	;	:
37060	4299	47	though	though	IN
37060	4299	48	vandals	vandal	NNS
37060	4299	49	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	4299	50	work	work	VBP
37060	4299	51	in	in	IN
37060	4299	52	another	another	DT
37060	4299	53	's	's	POS
37060	4299	54	favor	favor	NN
37060	4299	55	,	,	,
37060	4299	56	a	a	DT
37060	4299	57	sawed	saw	VBN
37060	4299	58	-	-	HYPH
37060	4299	59	off	off	RP
37060	4299	60	portion	portion	NN
37060	4299	61	of	of	IN
37060	4299	62	a	a	DT
37060	4299	63	railing	railing	NN
37060	4299	64	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	4299	65	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	4299	66	from	from	IN
37060	4299	67	an	an	DT
37060	4299	68	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	4299	69	assured	assure	VBN
37060	4299	70	overnight	overnight	JJ
37060	4299	71	imprisonment	imprisonment	NN
37060	4299	72	,	,	,
37060	4299	73	which	which	WDT
37060	4299	74	,	,	,
37060	4299	75	in	in	IN
37060	4299	76	turn	turn	NN
37060	4299	77	,	,	,
37060	4299	78	would	would	MD
37060	4299	79	have	have	VB
37060	4299	80	left	leave	VBN
37060	4299	81	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4299	82	few	few	JJ
37060	4299	83	options	option	NNS
37060	4299	84	but	but	CC
37060	4299	85	to	to	TO
37060	4299	86	search	search	VB
37060	4299	87	for	for	IN
37060	4299	88	a	a	DT
37060	4299	89	phone	phone	NN
37060	4299	90	in	in	IN
37060	4299	91	some	some	DT
37060	4299	92	unlikely	unlikely	JJ
37060	4299	93	business	business	NN
37060	4299	94	establishment	establishment	NN
37060	4299	95	.	.	.
37060	4300	1	Leaving	leave	VBG
37060	4300	2	Syracuse	Syracuse	NNP
37060	4300	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4300	4	a	a	DT
37060	4300	5	melancholic	melancholic	JJ
37060	4300	6	affair	affair	NN
37060	4300	7	which	which	WDT
37060	4300	8	generated	generate	VBD
37060	4300	9	an	an	DT
37060	4300	10	inner	inner	JJ
37060	4300	11	sense	sense	NN
37060	4300	12	of	of	IN
37060	4300	13	solitude	solitude	NNP
37060	4300	14	and	and	CC
37060	4300	15	reminded	remind	VBD
37060	4300	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4300	17	that	that	IN
37060	4300	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4300	19	had	have	VBD
37060	4300	20	no	no	DT
37060	4300	21	close	close	JJ
37060	4300	22	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4300	23	of	of	IN
37060	4300	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4300	25	own	own	JJ
37060	4300	26	age	age	NN
37060	4300	27	and	and	CC
37060	4300	28	gender	gender	NN
37060	4300	29	at	at	IN
37060	4300	30	home	home	NN
37060	4300	31	.	.	.
37060	4301	1	Curious	curious	JJ
37060	4301	2	though	though	IN
37060	4301	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4301	4	may	may	MD
37060	4301	5	sound	sound	VB
37060	4301	6	,	,	,
37060	4301	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4301	8	also	also	RB
37060	4301	9	realized	realize	VBD
37060	4301	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4301	11	was	be	VBD
37060	4301	12	largely	largely	RB
37060	4301	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4301	14	fault	fault	NN
37060	4301	15	,	,	,
37060	4301	16	having	have	VBG
37060	4301	17	a	a	DT
37060	4301	18	high	high	JJ
37060	4301	19	intolerance	intolerance	NN
37060	4301	20	for	for	IN
37060	4301	21	mind	mind	NN
37060	4301	22	games	game	NNS
37060	4301	23	,	,	,
37060	4301	24	play	play	NN
37060	4301	25	-	-	HYPH
37060	4301	26	acting	acting	NN
37060	4301	27	,	,	,
37060	4301	28	and	and	CC
37060	4301	29	senseless	senseless	JJ
37060	4301	30	chatter	chatter	NN
37060	4301	31	.	.	.
37060	4302	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	4302	2	,	,	,
37060	4302	3	there	there	EX
37060	4302	4	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4302	5	to	to	TO
37060	4302	6	be	be	VB
37060	4302	7	no	no	DT
37060	4302	8	median	median	NN
37060	4302	9	between	between	IN
37060	4302	10	the	the	DT
37060	4302	11	judgmental	judgmental	NN
37060	4302	12	and	and	CC
37060	4302	13	the	the	DT
37060	4302	14	valueless	valueless	NN
37060	4302	15	.	.	.
37060	4303	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4303	2	could	could	MD
37060	4303	3	never	never	RB
37060	4303	4	tolerate	tolerate	VB
37060	4303	5	the	the	DT
37060	4303	6	former	former	JJ
37060	4303	7	group	group	NN
37060	4303	8	,	,	,
37060	4303	9	for	for	IN
37060	4303	10	no	no	DT
37060	4303	11	one	one	NN
37060	4303	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	4303	13	perfect	perfect	JJ
37060	4303	14	,	,	,
37060	4303	15	and	and	CC
37060	4303	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4303	17	was	be	VBD
37060	4303	18	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	4303	19	drawing	draw	VBG
37060	4303	20	away	away	RB
37060	4303	21	from	from	IN
37060	4303	22	the	the	DT
37060	4303	23	undauntable	undauntable	JJ
37060	4303	24	latter	latter	JJ
37060	4303	25	group	group	NN
37060	4303	26	.	.	.
37060	4304	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4304	2	had	have	VBD
37060	4304	3	the	the	DT
37060	4304	4	ideas	idea	NNS
37060	4304	5	about	about	IN
37060	4304	6	life	life	NN
37060	4304	7	which	which	WDT
37060	4304	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4304	9	would	would	MD
37060	4304	10	not	not	RB
37060	4304	11	allow	allow	VB
37060	4304	12	to	to	TO
37060	4304	13	be	be	VB
37060	4304	14	tainted	taint	VBN
37060	4304	15	through	through	IN
37060	4304	16	carelessness	carelessness	NN
37060	4304	17	or	or	CC
37060	4304	18	indiscretion	indiscretion	NN
37060	4304	19	;	;	,
37060	4304	20	certain	certain	JJ
37060	4304	21	forms	form	NNS
37060	4304	22	of	of	IN
37060	4304	23	filth	filth	NN
37060	4304	24	were	be	VBD
37060	4304	25	,	,	,
37060	4304	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4304	27	knew	know	VBD
37060	4304	28	,	,	,
37060	4304	29	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	4304	30	to	to	TO
37060	4304	31	wash	wash	VB
37060	4304	32	away	away	RB
37060	4304	33	.	.	.
37060	4305	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4305	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	4305	3	to	to	TO
37060	4305	4	wonder	wonder	VB
37060	4305	5	if	if	IN
37060	4305	6	one	one	PRP
37060	4305	7	's	's	POS
37060	4305	8	character	character	NN
37060	4305	9	could	could	MD
37060	4305	10	be	be	VB
37060	4305	11	defiled	defile	VBN
37060	4305	12	by	by	IN
37060	4305	13	mere	mere	NNP
37060	4305	14	association	association	NNP
37060	4305	15	.	.	.
37060	4306	1	.	.	.
37060	4307	1	.	.	.
37060	4308	1	and	and	CC
37060	4308	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4308	3	drifted	drift	VBD
37060	4308	4	further	further	RB
37060	4308	5	still	still	RB
37060	4308	6	from	from	IN
37060	4308	7	former	former	JJ
37060	4308	8	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4308	9	.	.	.
37060	4309	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4309	2	became	become	VBD
37060	4309	3	markedly	markedly	RB
37060	4309	4	outraged	outrage	VBN
37060	4309	5	at	at	IN
37060	4309	6	schoolmates	schoolmate	NNS
37060	4309	7	who	who	WP
37060	4309	8	acted	act	VBD
37060	4309	9	irresponsibly	irresponsibly	RB
37060	4309	10	and	and	CC
37060	4309	11	then	then	RB
37060	4309	12	decided	decide	VBD
37060	4309	13	that	that	IN
37060	4309	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4309	15	ear	ear	NN
37060	4309	16	was	be	VBD
37060	4309	17	the	the	DT
37060	4309	18	one	one	NN
37060	4309	19	upon	upon	IN
37060	4309	20	which	which	WDT
37060	4309	21	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4309	22	could	could	MD
37060	4309	23	hurl	hurl	VB
37060	4309	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4309	25	misadventurous	misadventurous	JJ
37060	4309	26	rot	rot	NN
37060	4309	27	.	.	.
37060	4310	1	Initially	initially	RB
37060	4310	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4310	3	listened	listen	VBD
37060	4310	4	in	in	IN
37060	4310	5	silence	silence	NN
37060	4310	6	,	,	,
37060	4310	7	disagreeing	disagree	VBG
37060	4310	8	with	with	IN
37060	4310	9	promiscuity	promiscuity	NN
37060	4310	10	and	and	CC
37060	4310	11	the	the	DT
37060	4310	12	like	like	JJ
37060	4310	13	,	,	,
37060	4310	14	yet	yet	CC
37060	4310	15	maintaining	maintain	VBG
37060	4310	16	a	a	DT
37060	4310	17	wall	wall	NN
37060	4310	18	of	of	IN
37060	4310	19	mute	mute	JJ
37060	4310	20	disapproval	disapproval	NN
37060	4310	21	so	so	IN
37060	4310	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4310	23	would	would	MD
37060	4310	24	not	not	RB
37060	4310	25	dampen	dampen	VB
37060	4310	26	the	the	DT
37060	4310	27	various	various	JJ
37060	4310	28	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	4310	29	.	.	.
37060	4311	1	One	one	CD
37060	4311	2	's	's	POS
37060	4311	3	sexuality	sexuality	NN
37060	4311	4	,	,	,
37060	4311	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4311	6	reasoned	reason	VBD
37060	4311	7	,	,	,
37060	4311	8	was	be	VBD
37060	4311	9	only	only	RB
37060	4311	10	a	a	DT
37060	4311	11	portion	portion	NN
37060	4311	12	of	of	IN
37060	4311	13	the	the	DT
37060	4311	14	individual	individual	NN
37060	4311	15	and	and	CC
37060	4311	16	need	need	VBP
37060	4311	17	not	not	RB
37060	4311	18	pollute	pollute	VB
37060	4311	19	the	the	DT
37060	4311	20	entire	entire	JJ
37060	4311	21	character	character	NN
37060	4311	22	.	.	.
37060	4312	1	Little	little	JJ
37060	4312	2	by	by	IN
37060	4312	3	little	little	JJ
37060	4312	4	,	,	,
37060	4312	5	however	however	RB
37060	4312	6	,	,	,
37060	4312	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4312	8	intolerance	intolerance	NN
37060	4312	9	toward	toward	IN
37060	4312	10	certain	certain	JJ
37060	4312	11	propensities	propensity	NNS
37060	4312	12	grew	grow	VBD
37060	4312	13	and	and	CC
37060	4312	14	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	4312	15	led	lead	VBD
37060	4312	16	to	to	IN
37060	4312	17	mutual	mutual	JJ
37060	4312	18	partings	parting	NNS
37060	4312	19	rather	rather	RB
37060	4312	20	than	than	IN
37060	4312	21	outright	outright	JJ
37060	4312	22	broken	broken	JJ
37060	4312	23	friendships	friendship	NNS
37060	4312	24	.	.	.
37060	4313	1	Some	some	DT
37060	4313	2	differences	difference	NNS
37060	4313	3	create	create	VBP
37060	4313	4	gaps	gap	NNS
37060	4313	5	,	,	,
37060	4313	6	and	and	CC
37060	4313	7	others	other	NNS
37060	4313	8	gulfs	gulf	VBZ
37060	4313	9	.	.	.
37060	4314	1	This	this	DT
37060	4314	2	change	change	NN
37060	4314	3	of	of	IN
37060	4314	4	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4314	5	produced	produce	VBD
37060	4314	6	a	a	DT
37060	4314	7	mellowing	mellowing	JJ
37060	4314	8	effect	effect	NN
37060	4314	9	on	on	IN
37060	4314	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4314	11	lifestyle	lifestyle	NN
37060	4314	12	which	which	WDT
37060	4314	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4314	14	not	not	RB
37060	4314	15	only	only	RB
37060	4314	16	needed	need	VBN
37060	4314	17	,	,	,
37060	4314	18	but	but	CC
37060	4314	19	desired	desire	VBD
37060	4314	20	,	,	,
37060	4314	21	and	and	CC
37060	4314	22	although	although	IN
37060	4314	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4314	24	indulged	indulge	VBD
37060	4314	25	in	in	IN
37060	4314	26	fewer	few	JJR
37060	4314	27	social	social	JJ
37060	4314	28	activities	activity	NNS
37060	4314	29	,	,	,
37060	4314	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4314	31	found	find	VBD
37060	4314	32	this	this	DT
37060	4314	33	new	new	JJ
37060	4314	34	aspect	aspect	NN
37060	4314	35	acceptable	acceptable	JJ
37060	4314	36	,	,	,
37060	4314	37	and	and	CC
37060	4314	38	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	4314	39	,	,	,
37060	4314	40	preferable	preferable	JJ
37060	4314	41	over	over	IN
37060	4314	42	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4314	43	past	past	NN
37060	4314	44	.	.	.
37060	4315	1	After	after	IN
37060	4315	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4315	3	realized	realize	VBD
37060	4315	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4315	5	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	4315	6	energy	energy	NN
37060	4315	7	was	be	VBD
37060	4315	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4315	9	mind	mind	NN
37060	4315	10	's	's	POS
37060	4315	11	plea	plea	NN
37060	4315	12	for	for	IN
37060	4315	13	help	help	NN
37060	4315	14	and	and	CC
37060	4315	15	change	change	NN
37060	4315	16	,	,	,
37060	4315	17	and	and	CC
37060	4315	18	continual	continual	JJ
37060	4315	19	activity	activity	NN
37060	4315	20	for	for	IN
37060	4315	21	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4315	22	own	own	JJ
37060	4315	23	sake	sake	NN
37060	4315	24	led	lead	VBN
37060	4315	25	only	only	RB
37060	4315	26	to	to	TO
37060	4315	27	emptiness	emptiness	VB
37060	4315	28	,	,	,
37060	4315	29	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4315	30	did	do	VBD
37060	4315	31	not	not	RB
37060	4315	32	take	take	VB
37060	4315	33	long	long	JJ
37060	4315	34	for	for	IN
37060	4315	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4315	36	"	"	``
37060	4315	37	rowdiness	rowdiness	NN
37060	4315	38	"	"	''
37060	4315	39	to	to	IN
37060	4315	40	wane	wane	NN
37060	4315	41	.	.	.
37060	4316	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4316	2	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	4316	3	without	without	IN
37060	4316	4	parental	parental	JJ
37060	4316	5	interference	interference	NN
37060	4316	6	that	that	IN
37060	4316	7	"	"	``
37060	4316	8	the	the	DT
37060	4316	9	wild	wild	JJ
37060	4316	10	side	side	NN
37060	4316	11	"	"	''
37060	4316	12	of	of	IN
37060	4316	13	life	life	NN
37060	4316	14	did	do	VBD
37060	4316	15	not	not	RB
37060	4316	16	conform	conform	VB
37060	4316	17	to	to	IN
37060	4316	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4316	19	concept	concept	NN
37060	4316	20	of	of	IN
37060	4316	21	what	what	WP
37060	4316	22	life	life	NN
37060	4316	23	should	should	MD
37060	4316	24	be	be	VB
37060	4316	25	;	;	:
37060	4316	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4316	27	cared	care	VBD
37060	4316	28	too	too	RB
37060	4316	29	much	much	JJ
37060	4316	30	for	for	IN
37060	4316	31	honesty	honesty	NN
37060	4316	32	in	in	IN
37060	4316	33	friendships	friendship	NNS
37060	4316	34	to	to	TO
37060	4316	35	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	4316	36	parties	party	NNS
37060	4316	37	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	4316	38	play	play	NN
37060	4316	39	-	-	HYPH
37060	4316	40	acting	acting	NN
37060	4316	41	was	be	VBD
37060	4316	42	a	a	DT
37060	4316	43	primary	primary	JJ
37060	4316	44	focus	focus	NN
37060	4316	45	.	.	.
37060	4317	1	The	the	DT
37060	4317	2	mere	mere	JJ
37060	4317	3	idea	idea	NN
37060	4317	4	of	of	IN
37060	4317	5	taking	take	VBG
37060	4317	6	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	4317	7	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4317	8	incredibly	incredibly	RB
37060	4317	9	idiotic	idiotic	JJ
37060	4317	10	and	and	CC
37060	4317	11	was	be	VBD
37060	4317	12	complicated	complicate	VBN
37060	4317	13	further	further	RB
37060	4317	14	by	by	IN
37060	4317	15	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4317	16	exorbitant	exorbitant	JJ
37060	4317	17	price	price	NN
37060	4317	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	4317	19	tag	tag	NN
37060	4317	20	and	and	CC
37060	4317	21	illegality	illegality	NN
37060	4317	22	;	;	:
37060	4317	23	the	the	DT
37060	4317	24	first	first	JJ
37060	4317	25	element	element	NN
37060	4317	26	staved	stave	VBD
37060	4317	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4317	28	urge	urge	NN
37060	4317	29	to	to	TO
37060	4317	30	experiment	experiment	VB
37060	4317	31	with	with	IN
37060	4317	32	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	4317	33	,	,	,
37060	4317	34	while	while	IN
37060	4317	35	the	the	DT
37060	4317	36	last	last	JJ
37060	4317	37	two	two	CD
37060	4317	38	set	set	NN
37060	4317	39	that	that	IN
37060	4317	40	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	4317	41	in	in	IN
37060	4317	42	cement	cement	NN
37060	4317	43	.	.	.
37060	4318	1	Toward	toward	IN
37060	4318	2	alcohol	alcohol	NN
37060	4318	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4318	4	fostered	foster	VBD
37060	4318	5	a	a	DT
37060	4318	6	friendly	friendly	JJ
37060	4318	7	regard	regard	NN
37060	4318	8	although	although	IN
37060	4318	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4318	10	despised	despise	VBD
37060	4318	11	immoderation	immoderation	NN
37060	4318	12	;	;	:
37060	4318	13	liquor	liquor	NN
37060	4318	14	could	could	MD
37060	4318	15	be	be	VB
37060	4318	16	enjoyed	enjoy	VBN
37060	4318	17	without	without	IN
37060	4318	18	partaking	partake	VBG
37060	4318	19	to	to	IN
37060	4318	20	excess	excess	NN
37060	4318	21	.	.	.
37060	4319	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4319	2	held	hold	VBD
37060	4319	3	little	little	JJ
37060	4319	4	respect	respect	NN
37060	4319	5	for	for	IN
37060	4319	6	those	those	DT
37060	4319	7	who	who	WP
37060	4319	8	required	require	VBD
37060	4319	9	intoxication	intoxication	NN
37060	4319	10	to	to	TO
37060	4319	11	have	have	VB
37060	4319	12	fun	fun	NN
37060	4319	13	and	and	CC
37060	4319	14	also	also	RB
37060	4319	15	disliked	dislike	VBD
37060	4319	16	seeing	see	VBG
37060	4319	17	an	an	DT
37060	4319	18	individual	individual	NN
37060	4319	19	's	's	POS
37060	4319	20	personality	personality	NN
37060	4319	21	change	change	NN
37060	4319	22	under	under	IN
37060	4319	23	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4319	24	influence	influence	NN
37060	4319	25	,	,	,
37060	4319	26	for	for	IN
37060	4319	27	in	in	IN
37060	4319	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4319	29	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	4319	30	,	,	,
37060	4319	31	such	such	JJ
37060	4319	32	revelations	revelation	NNS
37060	4319	33	demonstrated	demonstrate	VBD
37060	4319	34	a	a	DT
37060	4319	35	lack	lack	NN
37060	4319	36	of	of	IN
37060	4319	37	genuineness	genuineness	NN
37060	4319	38	of	of	IN
37060	4319	39	character	character	NN
37060	4319	40	when	when	WRB
37060	4319	41	sober	sober	JJ
37060	4319	42	.	.	.
37060	4320	1	Although	although	IN
37060	4320	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4320	3	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	4320	4	certain	certain	JJ
37060	4320	5	alcoholic	alcoholic	JJ
37060	4320	6	beverages	beverage	NNS
37060	4320	7	,	,	,
37060	4320	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4320	9	did	do	VBD
37060	4320	10	not	not	RB
37060	4320	11	matter	matter	VB
37060	4320	12	whether	whether	IN
37060	4320	13	or	or	CC
37060	4320	14	not	not	RB
37060	4320	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4320	16	drank	drink	VBD
37060	4320	17	;	;	:
37060	4320	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4320	19	was	be	VBD
37060	4320	20	crazy	crazy	JJ
37060	4320	21	enough	enough	RB
37060	4320	22	to	to	TO
37060	4320	23	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	4320	24	life	life	NN
37060	4320	25	and	and	CC
37060	4320	26	have	have	VBP
37060	4320	27	fun	fun	NN
37060	4320	28	without	without	IN
37060	4320	29	liquor	liquor	NN
37060	4320	30	,	,	,
37060	4320	31	and	and	CC
37060	4320	32	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4320	33	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	4320	34	was	be	VBD
37060	4320	35	less	less	RBR
37060	4320	36	expensive	expensive	JJ
37060	4320	37	.	.	.
37060	4321	1	For	for	IN
37060	4321	2	the	the	DT
37060	4321	3	most	most	JJS
37060	4321	4	part	part	NN
37060	4321	5	,	,	,
37060	4321	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4321	7	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4321	8	that	that	IN
37060	4321	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4321	10	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	4321	11	had	have	VBD
37060	4321	12	stabilized	stabilize	VBN
37060	4321	13	.	.	.
37060	4322	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4322	2	no	no	RB
37060	4322	3	longer	long	RBR
37060	4322	4	was	be	VBD
37060	4322	5	living	live	VBG
37060	4322	6	"	"	''
37060	4322	7	on	on	IN
37060	4322	8	the	the	DT
37060	4322	9	edge	edge	NN
37060	4322	10	,	,	,
37060	4322	11	"	"	''
37060	4322	12	squinting	squint	VBG
37060	4322	13	at	at	IN
37060	4322	14	brilliant	brilliant	JJ
37060	4322	15	sunlight	sunlight	NN
37060	4322	16	and	and	CC
37060	4322	17	then	then	RB
37060	4322	18	plunging	plunge	VBG
37060	4322	19	into	into	IN
37060	4322	20	gray	gray	JJ
37060	4322	21	storm	storm	NN
37060	4322	22	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	4322	23	;	;	:
37060	4322	24	nor	nor	CC
37060	4322	25	was	be	VBD
37060	4322	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4322	27	tough	tough	JJ
37060	4322	28	or	or	CC
37060	4322	29	immune	immune	JJ
37060	4322	30	to	to	IN
37060	4322	31	pain	pain	NN
37060	4322	32	.	.	.
37060	4323	1	Of	of	RB
37060	4323	2	course	course	RB
37060	4323	3	,	,	,
37060	4323	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4323	5	did	do	VBD
37060	4323	6	not	not	RB
37060	4323	7	wish	wish	VB
37060	4323	8	to	to	TO
37060	4323	9	become	become	VB
37060	4323	10	a	a	DT
37060	4323	11	robot	robot	NN
37060	4323	12	,	,	,
37060	4323	13	devoid	devoid	JJ
37060	4323	14	of	of	IN
37060	4323	15	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	4323	16	concern	concern	NN
37060	4323	17	,	,	,
37060	4323	18	yet	yet	CC
37060	4323	19	in	in	IN
37060	4323	20	certain	certain	JJ
37060	4323	21	instances	instance	NNS
37060	4323	22	,	,	,
37060	4323	23	a	a	DT
37060	4323	24	lack	lack	NN
37060	4323	25	of	of	IN
37060	4323	26	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	4323	27	would	would	MD
37060	4323	28	have	have	VB
37060	4323	29	been	be	VBN
37060	4323	30	welcome	welcome	JJ
37060	4323	31	.	.	.
37060	4324	1	Establishing	establish	VBG
37060	4324	2	a	a	DT
37060	4324	3	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	4324	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	4324	5	,	,	,
37060	4324	6	at	at	IN
37060	4324	7	best	good	JJS
37060	4324	8	,	,	,
37060	4324	9	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	4324	10	and	and	CC
37060	4324	11	at	at	IN
37060	4324	12	worst	worst	RBS
37060	4324	13	,	,	,
37060	4324	14	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	4324	15	.	.	.
37060	4325	1	Because	because	IN
37060	4325	2	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	4325	3	are	be	VBP
37060	4325	4	generally	generally	RB
37060	4325	5	of	of	IN
37060	4325	6	primary	primary	JJ
37060	4325	7	significance	significance	NN
37060	4325	8	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	4325	9	one	one	PRP
37060	4325	10	's	's	POS
37060	4325	11	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	4325	12	or	or	CC
37060	4325	13	lack	lack	NN
37060	4325	14	thereof	thereof	RB
37060	4325	15	,	,	,
37060	4325	16	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4325	17	are	be	VBP
37060	4325	18	elemental	elemental	JJ
37060	4325	19	to	to	IN
37060	4325	20	life	life	NN
37060	4325	21	.	.	.
37060	4326	1	Unfortunately	unfortunately	RB
37060	4326	2	,	,	,
37060	4326	3	there	there	EX
37060	4326	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	4326	5	no	no	DT
37060	4326	6	prescribed	prescribed	JJ
37060	4326	7	formula	formula	NN
37060	4326	8	pertaining	pertain	VBG
37060	4326	9	to	to	IN
37060	4326	10	flawless	flawless	JJ
37060	4326	11	success	success	NN
37060	4326	12	in	in	IN
37060	4326	13	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	4326	14	,	,	,
37060	4326	15	and	and	CC
37060	4326	16	one	one	NN
37060	4326	17	is	be	VBZ
37060	4326	18	left	leave	VBN
37060	4326	19	to	to	TO
37060	4326	20	mimic	mimic	VB
37060	4326	21	the	the	DT
37060	4326	22	designs	design	NNS
37060	4326	23	wrought	work	VBN
37060	4326	24	by	by	IN
37060	4326	25	others	other	NNS
37060	4326	26	or	or	CC
37060	4326	27	resort	resort	VB
37060	4326	28	to	to	IN
37060	4326	29	one	one	PRP
37060	4326	30	's	's	POS
37060	4326	31	own	own	JJ
37060	4326	32	intuition	intuition	NN
37060	4326	33	.	.	.
37060	4327	1	Without	without	IN
37060	4327	2	a	a	DT
37060	4327	3	doubt	doubt	NN
37060	4327	4	,	,	,
37060	4327	5	life	life	NN
37060	4327	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	4327	7	hard	hard	JJ
37060	4327	8	.	.	.
37060	4328	1	.	.	.
37060	4329	1	.	.	.
37060	4330	1	barring	bar	VBG
37060	4330	2	any	any	DT
37060	4330	3	drastic	drastic	JJ
37060	4330	4	handicaps	handicap	NNS
37060	4330	5	with	with	IN
37060	4330	6	which	which	WDT
37060	4330	7	one	one	NN
37060	4330	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	4330	9	born	bear	VBN
37060	4330	10	.	.	.
37060	4331	1	There	there	EX
37060	4331	2	are	be	VBP
37060	4331	3	those	those	DT
37060	4331	4	who	who	WP
37060	4331	5	yearn	yearn	VBP
37060	4331	6	for	for	IN
37060	4331	7	youth	youth	NN
37060	4331	8	and	and	CC
37060	4331	9	pine	pine	JJ
37060	4331	10	forgotten	forget	VBN
37060	4331	11	tatters	tatter	NNS
37060	4331	12	of	of	IN
37060	4331	13	memory	memory	NN
37060	4331	14	,	,	,
37060	4331	15	yet	yet	CC
37060	4331	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4331	17	would	would	MD
37060	4331	18	not	not	RB
37060	4331	19	choose	choose	VB
37060	4331	20	to	to	TO
37060	4331	21	relive	relive	VB
37060	4331	22	the	the	DT
37060	4331	23	pangs	pang	NNS
37060	4331	24	of	of	IN
37060	4331	25	childhood	childhood	NN
37060	4331	26	and	and	CC
37060	4331	27	relearn	relearn	VB
37060	4331	28	the	the	DT
37060	4331	29	expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	4331	30	of	of	IN
37060	4331	31	society	society	NN
37060	4331	32	.	.	.
37060	4332	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4332	2	recall	recall	VBP
37060	4332	3	too	too	RB
37060	4332	4	well	well	RB
37060	4332	5	the	the	DT
37060	4332	6	ill	ill	RB
37060	4332	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	4332	8	chosen	choose	VBN
37060	4332	9	words	word	NNS
37060	4332	10	which	which	WDT
37060	4332	11	sprang	spring	VBD
37060	4332	12	from	from	IN
37060	4332	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4332	14	tongue	tongue	NN
37060	4332	15	,	,	,
37060	4332	16	the	the	DT
37060	4332	17	unintended	unintended	JJ
37060	4332	18	regrets	regret	NNS
37060	4332	19	which	which	WDT
37060	4332	20	stemmed	stem	VBD
37060	4332	21	from	from	IN
37060	4332	22	an	an	DT
37060	4332	23	unimpeded	unimpeded	JJ
37060	4332	24	glance	glance	NN
37060	4332	25	or	or	CC
37060	4332	26	action	action	NN
37060	4332	27	,	,	,
37060	4332	28	and	and	CC
37060	4332	29	the	the	DT
37060	4332	30	troublesome	troublesome	JJ
37060	4332	31	problems	problem	NNS
37060	4332	32	whose	whose	WP$
37060	4332	33	solutions	solution	NNS
37060	4332	34	,	,	,
37060	4332	35	though	though	IN
37060	4332	36	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	4332	37	problems	problem	NNS
37060	4332	38	in	in	IN
37060	4332	39	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4332	40	,	,	,
37060	4332	41	would	would	MD
37060	4332	42	have	have	VB
37060	4332	43	been	be	VBN
37060	4332	44	solved	solve	VBN
37060	4332	45	likewise	likewise	RB
37060	4332	46	had	have	VBD
37060	4332	47	the	the	DT
37060	4332	48	identical	identical	JJ
37060	4332	49	factors	factor	NNS
37060	4332	50	been	be	VBN
37060	4332	51	presented	present	VBD
37060	4332	52	a	a	DT
37060	4332	53	second	second	JJ
37060	4332	54	time	time	NN
37060	4332	55	.	.	.
37060	4333	1	With	with	IN
37060	4333	2	regret	regret	NN
37060	4333	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4333	4	remember	remember	VBP
37060	4333	5	instances	instance	NNS
37060	4333	6	which	which	WDT
37060	4333	7	haunt	haunt	VBP
37060	4333	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4333	9	recollections	recollection	NNS
37060	4333	10	,	,	,
37060	4333	11	though	though	IN
37060	4333	12	long	long	RB
37060	4333	13	passed	pass	VBN
37060	4333	14	;	;	:
37060	4333	15	there	there	EX
37060	4333	16	was	be	VBD
37060	4333	17	a	a	DT
37060	4333	18	boy	boy	NN
37060	4333	19	in	in	IN
37060	4333	20	church	church	NN
37060	4333	21	who	who	WP
37060	4333	22	nervously	nervously	RB
37060	4333	23	asked	ask	VBD
37060	4333	24	if	if	IN
37060	4333	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4333	26	would	would	MD
37060	4333	27	be	be	VB
37060	4333	28	"	"	``
37060	4333	29	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4333	30	girl"	girl"	NNP
37060	4333	31	...	...	NFP
37060	4333	32	and	and	CC
37060	4333	33	through	through	IN
37060	4333	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4333	35	pitiful	pitiful	JJ
37060	4333	36	degree	degree	NN
37060	4333	37	of	of	IN
37060	4333	38	shyness	shyness	NN
37060	4333	39	,	,	,
37060	4333	40	never	never	RB
37060	4333	41	gave	give	VBD
37060	4333	42	a	a	DT
37060	4333	43	reply	reply	NN
37060	4333	44	;	;	:
37060	4333	45	and	and	CC
37060	4333	46	the	the	DT
37060	4333	47	homecoming	homecoming	NN
37060	4333	48	dance	dance	NN
37060	4333	49	,	,	,
37060	4333	50	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4333	51	first	first	JJ
37060	4333	52	and	and	CC
37060	4333	53	only	only	JJ
37060	4333	54	formal	formal	JJ
37060	4333	55	function	function	NN
37060	4333	56	,	,	,
37060	4333	57	in	in	IN
37060	4333	58	which	which	WDT
37060	4333	59	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4333	60	was	be	VBD
37060	4333	61	so	so	RB
37060	4333	62	utterly	utterly	RB
37060	4333	63	nerve	nerve	NN
37060	4333	64	-	-	HYPH
37060	4333	65	stricken	stricken	VBN
37060	4333	66	that	that	IN
37060	4333	67	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4333	68	was	be	VBD
37060	4333	69	unable	unable	JJ
37060	4333	70	to	to	TO
37060	4333	71	pin	pin	VB
37060	4333	72	the	the	DT
37060	4333	73	boutonniere	boutonniere	NN
37060	4333	74	on	on	IN
37060	4333	75	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4333	76	date	date	NN
37060	4333	77	,	,	,
37060	4333	78	to	to	TO
37060	4333	79	eat	eat	VB
37060	4333	80	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4333	81	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	4333	82	,	,	,
37060	4333	83	to	to	TO
37060	4333	84	speak	speak	VB
37060	4333	85	cordially	cordially	RB
37060	4333	86	on	on	RB
37060	4333	87	even	even	RB
37060	4333	88	the	the	DT
37060	4333	89	most	most	RBS
37060	4333	90	trivial	trivial	JJ
37060	4333	91	and	and	CC
37060	4333	92	insignificant	insignificant	JJ
37060	4333	93	subjects	subject	NNS
37060	4333	94	.	.	.
37060	4334	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4334	2	remember	remember	VBP
37060	4334	3	the	the	DT
37060	4334	4	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	4334	5	which	which	WDT
37060	4334	6	accompanied	accompany	VBD
37060	4334	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4334	8	first	first	JJ
37060	4334	9	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	4334	10	to	to	TO
37060	4334	11	secure	secure	VB
37060	4334	12	a	a	DT
37060	4334	13	"	"	``
37060	4334	14	date	date	NN
37060	4334	15	.	.	.
37060	4334	16	"	"	''
37060	4335	1	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	4335	2	27	27	CD
37060	4335	3	,	,	,
37060	4335	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	4335	5	...	...	.
37060	4336	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4336	2	want	want	VBP
37060	4336	3	to	to	TO
37060	4336	4	ask	ask	VB
37060	4336	5	Scott	Scott	NNP
37060	4336	6	to	to	TO
37060	4336	7	go	go	VB
37060	4336	8	on	on	IN
37060	4336	9	the	the	DT
37060	4336	10	hayrack	hayrack	NN
37060	4336	11	ride	ride	NN
37060	4336	12	.	.	.
37060	4337	1	Everyone	everyone	NN
37060	4337	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	4337	3	really	really	RB
37060	4337	4	pressuring	pressure	VBG
37060	4337	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4337	6	.	.	.
37060	4338	1	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	4338	2	28	28	CD
37060	4338	3	,	,	,
37060	4338	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	4338	5	...	...	.
37060	4339	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4339	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	4339	3	Scott	Scott	NNP
37060	4339	4	today	today	NN
37060	4339	5	...	...	.
37060	4339	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4339	7	followed	follow	VBD
37060	4339	8	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4339	9	to	to	IN
37060	4339	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4339	11	locker	locker	NN
37060	4339	12	and	and	CC
37060	4339	13	asked	ask	VBD
37060	4339	14	.	.	.
37060	4340	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4340	2	said	say	VBD
37060	4340	3	that	that	IN
37060	4340	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4340	5	was	be	VBD
37060	4340	6	having	have	VBG
37060	4340	7	one	one	CD
37060	4340	8	on	on	IN
37060	4340	9	the	the	DT
37060	4340	10	same	same	JJ
37060	4340	11	night	night	NN
37060	4340	12	and	and	CC
37060	4340	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4340	14	'd	'd	MD
37060	4340	15	let	let	VB
37060	4340	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4340	17	know	know	VB
37060	4340	18	.	.	.
37060	4341	1	Oh	oh	UH
37060	4341	2	,	,	,
37060	4341	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4341	4	sure	sure	RB
37060	4341	5	hope	hope	VBP
37060	4341	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4341	7	comes	come	VBZ
37060	4341	8	.	.	.
37060	4342	1	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	4342	2	30	30	CD
37060	4342	3	,	,	,
37060	4342	4	1977	1977	CD
37060	4342	5	...	...	NFP
37060	4342	6	Hayrack	Hayrack	NNP
37060	4342	7	was	be	VBD
37060	4342	8	tonight	tonight	NN
37060	4342	9	,	,	,
37060	4342	10	but	but	CC
37060	4342	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4342	12	did	do	VBD
37060	4342	13	n't	not	RB
37060	4342	14	go	go	VB
37060	4342	15	.	.	.
37060	4343	1	Scott	Scott	NNP
37060	4343	2	never	never	RB
37060	4343	3	even	even	RB
37060	4343	4	called	call	VBD
37060	4343	5	.	.	.
37060	4344	1	Filtering	filter	VBG
37060	4344	2	through	through	IN
37060	4344	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4344	4	memories	memory	NNS
37060	4344	5	are	be	VBP
37060	4344	6	also	also	RB
37060	4344	7	the	the	DT
37060	4344	8	times	time	NNS
37060	4344	9	in	in	IN
37060	4344	10	which	which	WDT
37060	4344	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4344	12	was	be	VBD
37060	4344	13	asked	ask	VBN
37060	4344	14	on	on	IN
37060	4344	15	a	a	DT
37060	4344	16	date	date	NN
37060	4344	17	and	and	CC
37060	4344	18	for	for	IN
37060	4344	19	reasons	reason	NNS
37060	4344	20	of	of	IN
37060	4344	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4344	22	own	own	JJ
37060	4344	23	,	,	,
37060	4344	24	chose	choose	VBD
37060	4344	25	to	to	TO
37060	4344	26	refuse	refuse	VB
37060	4344	27	the	the	DT
37060	4344	28	invitation	invitation	NN
37060	4344	29	.	.	.
37060	4345	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4345	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	4345	3	to	to	TO
37060	4345	4	say	say	VB
37060	4345	5	"	"	``
37060	4345	6	no	no	UH
37060	4345	7	"	"	''
37060	4345	8	without	without	IN
37060	4345	9	hurting	hurting	NN
37060	4345	10	,	,	,
37060	4345	11	for	for	IN
37060	4345	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4345	13	knew	know	VBD
37060	4345	14	how	how	WRB
37060	4345	15	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	4345	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4345	17	was	be	VBD
37060	4345	18	to	to	TO
37060	4345	19	pose	pose	VB
37060	4345	20	such	such	JJ
37060	4345	21	questions	question	NNS
37060	4345	22	,	,	,
37060	4345	23	and	and	CC
37060	4345	24	the	the	DT
37060	4345	25	way	way	NN
37060	4345	26	in	in	IN
37060	4345	27	which	which	WDT
37060	4345	28	a	a	DT
37060	4345	29	reply	reply	NN
37060	4345	30	was	be	VBD
37060	4345	31	given	give	VBN
37060	4345	32	could	could	MD
37060	4345	33	either	either	CC
37060	4345	34	demean	demean	NN
37060	4345	35	,	,	,
37060	4345	36	depress	depress	JJ
37060	4345	37	,	,	,
37060	4345	38	or	or	CC
37060	4345	39	simply	simply	RB
37060	4345	40	disappoint	disappoint	VB
37060	4345	41	.	.	.
37060	4346	1	Being	be	VBG
37060	4346	2	asked	ask	VBN
37060	4346	3	on	on	IN
37060	4346	4	a	a	DT
37060	4346	5	date	date	NN
37060	4346	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	4346	7	a	a	DT
37060	4346	8	compliment	compliment	NN
37060	4346	9	,	,	,
37060	4346	10	no	no	RB
37060	4346	11	matter	matter	RB
37060	4346	12	how	how	WRB
37060	4346	13	distastefully	distastefully	RB
37060	4346	14	one	one	PRP
37060	4346	15	might	may	MD
37060	4346	16	view	view	VB
37060	4346	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4346	18	"	"	``
37060	4346	19	suitor	suitor	NN
37060	4346	20	.	.	.
37060	4346	21	"	"	''
37060	4347	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4347	2	dating	date	VBG
37060	4347	3	career	career	NN
37060	4347	4	was	be	VBD
37060	4347	5	short	short	RB
37060	4347	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	4347	7	lived	live	VBN
37060	4347	8	,	,	,
37060	4347	9	as	as	IN
37060	4347	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4347	11	began	begin	VBD
37060	4347	12	to	to	TO
37060	4347	13	view	view	VB
37060	4347	14	romance	romance	NN
37060	4347	15	in	in	IN
37060	4347	16	a	a	DT
37060	4347	17	highly	highly	RB
37060	4347	18	cynical	cynical	JJ
37060	4347	19	manner	manner	NN
37060	4347	20	,	,	,
37060	4347	21	having	have	VBG
37060	4347	22	found	find	VBN
37060	4347	23	little	little	JJ
37060	4347	24	in	in	IN
37060	4347	25	the	the	DT
37060	4347	26	way	way	NN
37060	4347	27	of	of	IN
37060	4347	28	true	true	JJ
37060	4347	29	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	4347	30	while	while	IN
37060	4347	31	"	"	``
37060	4347	32	playing	play	VBG
37060	4347	33	the	the	DT
37060	4347	34	field	field	NN
37060	4347	35	.	.	.
37060	4347	36	"	"	''
37060	4348	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4348	2	had	have	VBD
37060	4348	3	difficulty	difficulty	NN
37060	4348	4	enough	enough	RB
37060	4348	5	when	when	WRB
37060	4348	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4348	7	dated	date	VBD
37060	4348	8	one	one	CD
37060	4348	9	person	person	NN
37060	4348	10	at	at	IN
37060	4348	11	a	a	DT
37060	4348	12	time	time	NN
37060	4348	13	.	.	.
37060	4349	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	4349	2	,	,	,
37060	4349	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4349	4	was	be	VBD
37060	4349	5	unable	unable	JJ
37060	4349	6	to	to	TO
37060	4349	7	bear	bear	VB
37060	4349	8	the	the	DT
37060	4349	9	pretense	pretense	NN
37060	4349	10	which	which	WDT
37060	4349	11	accompanied	accompany	VBD
37060	4349	12	romance	romance	NN
37060	4349	13	;	;	:
37060	4349	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4349	15	had	have	VBD
37060	4349	16	little	little	JJ
37060	4349	17	of	of	IN
37060	4349	18	the	the	DT
37060	4349	19	"	"	``
37060	4349	20	romantic	romantic	JJ
37060	4349	21	"	"	''
37060	4349	22	in	in	IN
37060	4349	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4349	24	personality	personality	NN
37060	4349	25	,	,	,
37060	4349	26	and	and	CC
37060	4349	27	if	if	IN
37060	4349	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4349	29	played	play	VBD
37060	4349	30	a	a	DT
37060	4349	31	farce	farce	NN
37060	4349	32	,	,	,
37060	4349	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4349	34	knew	know	VBD
37060	4349	35	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4349	36	would	would	MD
37060	4349	37	reveal	reveal	VB
37060	4349	38	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4349	39	in	in	IN
37060	4349	40	time	time	NN
37060	4349	41	.	.	.
37060	4350	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4350	2	would	would	MD
37060	4350	3	be	be	VB
37060	4350	4	more	more	RBR
37060	4350	5	appropriate	appropriate	JJ
37060	4350	6	,	,	,
37060	4350	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4350	8	resolved	resolve	VBD
37060	4350	9	,	,	,
37060	4350	10	to	to	TO
37060	4350	11	always	always	RB
37060	4350	12	be	be	VB
37060	4350	13	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4350	14	and	and	CC
37060	4350	15	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	4350	16	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	4350	17	a	a	DT
37060	4350	18	later	later	JJ
37060	4350	19	explanation	explanation	NN
37060	4350	20	of	of	IN
37060	4350	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4350	22	mistaken	mistaken	JJ
37060	4350	23	identity	identity	NN
37060	4350	24	.	.	.
37060	4351	1	With	with	IN
37060	4351	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4351	3	indifference	indifference	NN
37060	4351	4	toward	toward	IN
37060	4351	5	romance	romance	NN
37060	4351	6	came	come	VBD
37060	4351	7	an	an	DT
37060	4351	8	amplified	amplified	JJ
37060	4351	9	emphasis	emphasis	NN
37060	4351	10	on	on	IN
37060	4351	11	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	4351	12	,	,	,
37060	4351	13	for	for	IN
37060	4351	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4351	15	alone	alone	RB
37060	4351	16	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4351	17	real	real	JJ
37060	4351	18	.	.	.
37060	4352	1	Platonic	platonic	JJ
37060	4352	2	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	4352	3	had	have	VBD
37060	4352	4	no	no	DT
37060	4352	5	intrinsic	intrinsic	JJ
37060	4352	6	pressures	pressure	NNS
37060	4352	7	or	or	CC
37060	4352	8	expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	4352	9	such	such	JJ
37060	4352	10	as	as	IN
37060	4352	11	the	the	DT
37060	4352	12	obligatory	obligatory	JJ
37060	4352	13	kiss	kiss	NN
37060	4352	14	after	after	IN
37060	4352	15	a	a	DT
37060	4352	16	"	"	``
37060	4352	17	date	date	NN
37060	4352	18	"	"	''
37060	4352	19	;	;	:
37060	4352	20	a	a	DT
37060	4352	21	touch	touch	NN
37060	4352	22	,	,	,
37060	4352	23	if	if	IN
37060	4352	24	given	give	VBN
37060	4352	25	at	at	RB
37060	4352	26	all	all	RB
37060	4352	27	,	,	,
37060	4352	28	was	be	VBD
37060	4352	29	supportive	supportive	JJ
37060	4352	30	,	,	,
37060	4352	31	not	not	RB
37060	4352	32	demanding	demand	VBG
37060	4352	33	.	.	.
37060	4353	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4353	2	loved	love	VBD
37060	4353	3	talking	talk	VBG
37060	4353	4	with	with	IN
37060	4353	5	people	people	NNS
37060	4353	6	and	and	CC
37060	4353	7	tried	try	VBD
37060	4353	8	to	to	TO
37060	4353	9	treat	treat	VB
37060	4353	10	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	4353	11	in	in	IN
37060	4353	12	a	a	DT
37060	4353	13	like	like	JJ
37060	4353	14	manner	manner	NN
37060	4353	15	.	.	.
37060	4354	1	Most	Most	JJS
37060	4354	2	of	of	IN
37060	4354	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4354	4	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4354	5	were	be	VBD
37060	4354	6	of	of	IN
37060	4354	7	the	the	DT
37060	4354	8	male	male	JJ
37060	4354	9	gender	gender	NN
37060	4354	10	.	.	.
37060	4355	1	As	as	IN
37060	4355	2	always	always	RB
37060	4355	3	,	,	,
37060	4355	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4355	5	was	be	VBD
37060	4355	6	better	better	RB
37060	4355	7	understood	understand	VBN
37060	4355	8	and	and	CC
37060	4355	9	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	4355	10	for	for	IN
37060	4355	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4355	12	humor	humor	NN
37060	4355	13	by	by	IN
37060	4355	14	guys	guy	NNS
37060	4355	15	and	and	CC
37060	4355	16	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4355	17	more	more	RBR
37060	4355	18	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	4355	19	in	in	IN
37060	4355	20	such	such	JJ
37060	4355	21	company	company	NN
37060	4355	22	.	.	.
37060	4356	1	Generally	generally	RB
37060	4356	2	this	this	DT
37060	4356	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4356	4	no	no	DT
37060	4356	5	problem	problem	NN
37060	4356	6	,	,	,
37060	4356	7	however	however	RB
37060	4356	8	,	,	,
37060	4356	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4356	10	found	find	VBD
37060	4356	11	certain	certain	JJ
37060	4356	12	people	people	NNS
37060	4356	13	so	so	RB
37060	4356	14	delightful	delightful	JJ
37060	4356	15	that	that	IN
37060	4356	16	occasionally	occasionally	RB
37060	4356	17	one	one	CD
37060	4356	18	of	of	IN
37060	4356	19	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4356	20	would	would	MD
37060	4356	21	mistake	mistake	VB
37060	4356	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4356	23	enthusiasm	enthusiasm	NN
37060	4356	24	as	as	IN
37060	4356	25	being	be	VBG
37060	4356	26	more	more	JJR
37060	4356	27	than	than	IN
37060	4356	28	simply	simply	RB
37060	4356	29	platonic	platonic	JJ
37060	4356	30	in	in	IN
37060	4356	31	nature	nature	NN
37060	4356	32	,	,	,
37060	4356	33	and	and	CC
37060	4356	34	not	not	RB
37060	4356	35	desiring	desire	VBG
37060	4356	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4356	37	supposedly	supposedly	RB
37060	4356	38	romantic	romantic	JJ
37060	4356	39	inclinations	inclination	NNS
37060	4356	40	,	,	,
37060	4356	41	would	would	MD
37060	4356	42	begin	begin	VB
37060	4356	43	avoiding	avoid	VBG
37060	4356	44	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4356	45	.	.	.
37060	4357	1	Eventually	eventually	RB
37060	4357	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4357	3	would	would	MD
37060	4357	4	realize	realize	VB
37060	4357	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4357	6	had	have	VBD
37060	4357	7	indulged	indulge	VBN
37060	4357	8	in	in	IN
37060	4357	9	one	one	CD
37060	4357	10	too	too	RB
37060	4357	11	many	many	JJ
37060	4357	12	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	4357	13	or	or	CC
37060	4357	14	had	have	VBD
37060	4357	15	been	be	VBN
37060	4357	16	too	too	RB
37060	4357	17	energetically	energetically	RB
37060	4357	18	involved	involved	JJ
37060	4357	19	in	in	IN
37060	4357	20	the	the	DT
37060	4357	21	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	4357	22	,	,	,
37060	4357	23	and	and	CC
37060	4357	24	to	to	TO
37060	4357	25	solve	solve	VB
37060	4357	26	the	the	DT
37060	4357	27	misunderstanding	misunderstanding	NN
37060	4357	28	without	without	IN
37060	4357	29	damaging	damage	VBG
37060	4357	30	an	an	DT
37060	4357	31	ego	ego	NN
37060	4357	32	,	,	,
37060	4357	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4357	34	would	would	MD
37060	4357	35	ignore	ignore	VB
37060	4357	36	the	the	DT
37060	4357	37	individual	individual	NN
37060	4357	38	completely	completely	RB
37060	4357	39	for	for	IN
37060	4357	40	several	several	JJ
37060	4357	41	days	day	NNS
37060	4357	42	.	.	.
37060	4358	1	When	when	WRB
37060	4358	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4358	3	staccatoed	staccatoed	JJ
37060	4358	4	lack	lack	NN
37060	4358	5	of	of	IN
37060	4358	6	interest	interest	NN
37060	4358	7	toward	toward	IN
37060	4358	8	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4358	9	finally	finally	RB
37060	4358	10	obliterated	obliterate	VBD
37060	4358	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4358	12	illusion	illusion	NN
37060	4358	13	of	of	IN
37060	4358	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4358	15	deep	deep	JJ
37060	4358	16	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	4358	17	,	,	,
37060	4358	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4358	19	would	would	MD
37060	4358	20	resume	resume	VB
37060	4358	21	friendly	friendly	JJ
37060	4358	22	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	4358	23	.	.	.
37060	4359	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4359	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4359	3	a	a	DT
37060	4359	4	rather	rather	RB
37060	4359	5	humorous	humorous	JJ
37060	4359	6	chain	chain	NN
37060	4359	7	of	of	IN
37060	4359	8	events	event	NNS
37060	4359	9	,	,	,
37060	4359	10	but	but	CC
37060	4359	11	one	one	CD
37060	4359	12	that	that	WDT
37060	4359	13	yielded	yield	VBD
37060	4359	14	favorable	favorable	JJ
37060	4359	15	results	result	NNS
37060	4359	16	.	.	.
37060	4360	1	As	as	RB
37060	4360	2	long	long	RB
37060	4360	3	as	as	IN
37060	4360	4	misunderstandings	misunderstanding	NNS
37060	4360	5	are	be	VBP
37060	4360	6	possible	possible	JJ
37060	4360	7	,	,	,
37060	4360	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4360	9	find	find	VBP
37060	4360	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4360	11	comforting	comfort	VBG
37060	4360	12	to	to	TO
37060	4360	13	know	know	VB
37060	4360	14	that	that	IN
37060	4360	15	at	at	IN
37060	4360	16	least	least	JJS
37060	4360	17	some	some	DT
37060	4360	18	have	have	VBP
37060	4360	19	the	the	DT
37060	4360	20	potential	potential	NN
37060	4360	21	to	to	TO
37060	4360	22	be	be	VB
37060	4360	23	corrected	correct	VBN
37060	4360	24	with	with	IN
37060	4360	25	relative	relative	JJ
37060	4360	26	ease	ease	NN
37060	4360	27	.	.	.
37060	4361	1	Since	since	IN
37060	4361	2	stability	stability	NN
37060	4361	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4361	4	one	one	CD
37060	4361	5	of	of	IN
37060	4361	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4361	7	higher	high	JJR
37060	4361	8	prerogatives	prerogative	NNS
37060	4361	9	,	,	,
37060	4361	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4361	11	continued	continue	VBD
37060	4361	12	dating	date	VBG
37060	4361	13	one	one	CD
37060	4361	14	guy	guy	NN
37060	4361	15	rather	rather	RB
37060	4361	16	exclusively	exclusively	RB
37060	4361	17	,	,	,
37060	4361	18	especially	especially	RB
37060	4361	19	toward	toward	IN
37060	4361	20	the	the	DT
37060	4361	21	latter	latter	JJ
37060	4361	22	portion	portion	NN
37060	4361	23	of	of	IN
37060	4361	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4361	25	senior	senior	JJ
37060	4361	26	year	year	NN
37060	4361	27	.	.	.
37060	4362	1	However	however	RB
37060	4362	2	as	as	IN
37060	4362	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4362	4	bested	best	VBD
37060	4362	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4362	6	age	age	NN
37060	4362	7	by	by	IN
37060	4362	8	a	a	DT
37060	4362	9	year	year	NN
37060	4362	10	,	,	,
37060	4362	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4362	12	was	be	VBD
37060	4362	13	away	away	RB
37060	4362	14	at	at	IN
37060	4362	15	college	college	NN
37060	4362	16	,	,	,
37060	4362	17	coming	come	VBG
37060	4362	18	home	home	RB
37060	4362	19	only	only	RB
37060	4362	20	once	once	RB
37060	4362	21	each	each	DT
37060	4362	22	month	month	NN
37060	4362	23	.	.	.
37060	4363	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	4363	2	to	to	TO
37060	4363	3	reaquaint	reaquaint	VB
37060	4363	4	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4363	5	every	every	DT
37060	4363	6	visit	visit	NN
37060	4363	7	,	,	,
37060	4363	8	the	the	DT
37060	4363	9	resulting	result	VBG
37060	4363	10	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	4363	11	was	be	VBD
37060	4363	12	hard	hard	JJ
37060	4363	13	to	to	TO
37060	4363	14	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	4363	15	and	and	CC
37060	4363	16	wrought	work	VBD
37060	4363	17	havoc	havoc	NN
37060	4363	18	on	on	IN
37060	4363	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4363	20	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	4363	21	far	far	RB
37060	4363	22	more	more	RBR
37060	4363	23	than	than	IN
37060	4363	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4363	25	had	have	VBD
37060	4363	26	ever	ever	RB
37060	4363	27	expected	expect	VBN
37060	4363	28	.	.	.
37060	4364	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4364	2	see	see	VBP
37060	4364	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	4364	4	sawed	saw	VBN
37060	4364	5	between	between	IN
37060	4364	6	that	that	DT
37060	4364	7	which	which	WDT
37060	4364	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4364	9	desired	desire	VBD
37060	4364	10	the	the	DT
37060	4364	11	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	4364	12	to	to	TO
37060	4364	13	be	be	VB
37060	4364	14	and	and	CC
37060	4364	15	what	what	WP
37060	4364	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4364	17	was	be	VBD
37060	4364	18	.	.	.
37060	4365	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4365	2	battled	battle	VBD
37060	4365	3	between	between	IN
37060	4365	4	saving	save	VBG
37060	4365	5	the	the	DT
37060	4365	6	enjoyable	enjoyable	JJ
37060	4365	7	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	4365	8	at	at	IN
37060	4365	9	the	the	DT
37060	4365	10	expense	expense	NN
37060	4365	11	of	of	IN
37060	4365	12	an	an	DT
37060	4365	13	uncertain	uncertain	JJ
37060	4365	14	romance	romance	NN
37060	4365	15	.	.	.
37060	4366	1	Although	although	IN
37060	4366	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4366	3	cared	care	VBD
37060	4366	4	for	for	IN
37060	4366	5	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4366	6	,	,	,
37060	4366	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4366	8	was	be	VBD
37060	4366	9	not	not	RB
37060	4366	10	the	the	DT
37060	4366	11	type	type	NN
37060	4366	12	or	or	CC
37060	4366	13	degree	degree	NN
37060	4366	14	of	of	IN
37060	4366	15	caring	caring	NN
37060	4366	16	which	which	WDT
37060	4366	17	should	should	MD
37060	4366	18	have	have	VB
37060	4366	19	been	be	VBN
37060	4366	20	associated	associate	VBN
37060	4366	21	with	with	IN
37060	4366	22	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4366	23	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	4366	24	.	.	.
37060	4367	1	Therefore	therefore	RB
37060	4367	2	,	,	,
37060	4367	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4367	4	often	often	RB
37060	4367	5	asked	ask	VBD
37060	4367	6	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4367	7	the	the	DT
37060	4367	8	validity	validity	NN
37060	4367	9	of	of	IN
37060	4367	10	the	the	DT
37060	4367	11	entire	entire	JJ
37060	4367	12	affair	affair	NN
37060	4367	13	.	.	.
37060	4368	1	At	at	IN
37060	4368	2	times	time	NNS
37060	4368	3	the	the	DT
37060	4368	4	gulf	gulf	NNP
37060	4368	5	between	between	IN
37060	4368	6	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4368	7	was	be	VBD
37060	4368	8	so	so	RB
37060	4368	9	great	great	JJ
37060	4368	10	that	that	IN
37060	4368	11	distance	distance	NN
37060	4368	12	was	be	VBD
37060	4368	13	welcomed	welcome	VBN
37060	4368	14	because	because	IN
37060	4368	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4368	16	secured	secure	VBD
37060	4368	17	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4368	18	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	4368	19	.	.	.
37060	4369	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4369	2	did	do	VBD
37060	4369	3	not	not	RB
37060	4369	4	have	have	VB
37060	4369	5	the	the	DT
37060	4369	6	furtitude	furtitude	NN
37060	4369	7	to	to	TO
37060	4369	8	put	put	VB
37060	4369	9	an	an	DT
37060	4369	10	end	end	NN
37060	4369	11	to	to	IN
37060	4369	12	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4369	13	psychedelic	psychedelic	JJ
37060	4369	14	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	4369	15	,	,	,
37060	4369	16	for	for	IN
37060	4369	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4369	18	was	be	VBD
37060	4369	19	easily	easily	RB
37060	4369	20	cornered	corner	VBN
37060	4369	21	by	by	IN
37060	4369	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4369	23	overt	overt	JJ
37060	4369	24	persuasiveness	persuasiveness	NN
37060	4369	25	and	and	CC
37060	4369	26	flow	flow	NN
37060	4369	27	of	of	IN
37060	4369	28	rhetoric	rhetoric	NN
37060	4369	29	,	,	,
37060	4369	30	which	which	WDT
37060	4369	31	smothered	smother	VBD
37060	4369	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4369	33	ability	ability	NN
37060	4369	34	to	to	TO
37060	4369	35	think	think	VB
37060	4369	36	or	or	CC
37060	4369	37	listen	listen	VB
37060	4369	38	to	to	IN
37060	4369	39	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4369	40	.	.	.
37060	4370	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	4370	2	,	,	,
37060	4370	3	for	for	IN
37060	4370	4	better	well	JJR
37060	4370	5	or	or	CC
37060	4370	6	worse	bad	JJR
37060	4370	7	,	,	,
37060	4370	8	the	the	DT
37060	4370	9	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	4370	10	provided	provide	VBD
37060	4370	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4370	12	with	with	IN
37060	4370	13	a	a	DT
37060	4370	14	sense	sense	NN
37060	4370	15	of	of	IN
37060	4370	16	protection	protection	NN
37060	4370	17	and	and	CC
37060	4370	18	an	an	DT
37060	4370	19	excuse	excuse	NN
37060	4370	20	to	to	TO
37060	4370	21	refuse	refuse	VB
37060	4370	22	other	other	JJ
37060	4370	23	dates	date	NNS
37060	4370	24	.	.	.
37060	4371	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	4371	2	,	,	,
37060	4371	3	the	the	DT
37060	4371	4	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	4371	5	continued	continue	VBD
37060	4371	6	,	,	,
37060	4371	7	despite	despite	IN
37060	4371	8	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4371	9	flaws	flaw	NNS
37060	4371	10	,	,	,
37060	4371	11	interwoven	interwoven	JJ
37060	4371	12	with	with	IN
37060	4371	13	other	other	JJ
37060	4371	14	memories	memory	NNS
37060	4371	15	and	and	CC
37060	4371	16	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	4371	17	.	.	.
37060	4372	1	Holder	holder	NN
37060	4372	2	Of	of	IN
37060	4372	3	The	the	DT
37060	4372	4	Key	Key	NNP
37060	4372	5	Although	although	IN
37060	4372	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4372	7	love	love	VBP
37060	4372	8	being	be	VBG
37060	4372	9	at	at	IN
37060	4372	10	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4372	11	side	side	NN
37060	4372	12	,	,	,
37060	4372	13	There	there	EX
37060	4372	14	's	be	VBZ
37060	4372	15	still	still	RB
37060	4372	16	that	that	DT
37060	4372	17	part	part	NN
37060	4372	18	that	that	WDT
37060	4372	19	has	have	VBZ
37060	4372	20	to	to	TO
37060	4372	21	hide	hide	VB
37060	4372	22	For	for	IN
37060	4372	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4372	24	'm	be	VBP
37060	4372	25	shielding	shield	VBG
37060	4372	26	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4372	27	From	from	IN
37060	4372	28	a	a	DT
37060	4372	29	feared	fear	VBN
37060	4372	30	remorse	remorse	NN
37060	4372	31	Which	which	WDT
37060	4372	32	would	would	MD
37060	4372	33	erupt	erupt	VB
37060	4372	34	If	if	IN
37060	4372	35	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4372	36	love	love	NN
37060	4372	37	lost	lose	VBD
37060	4372	38	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4372	39	course	course	NN
37060	4372	40	...	...	.
37060	4372	41	Shipwrecked	shipwreck	VBN
37060	4372	42	and	and	CC
37060	4372	43	broken	break	VBN
37060	4372	44	On	on	IN
37060	4372	45	the	the	DT
37060	4372	46	craggy	craggy	NN
37060	4372	47	shore	shore	NN
37060	4372	48	,	,	,
37060	4372	49	"	"	``
37060	4372	50	Look	look	VB
37060	4372	51	...	...	NFP
37060	4372	52	accept	accept	VB
37060	4372	53	...	...	:
37060	4373	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4373	2	love	love	VBP
37060	4373	3	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4373	4	no	no	RB
37060	4373	5	more	more	RBR
37060	4373	6	!	!	.
37060	4373	7	"	"	''
37060	4374	1	Friendship	friendship	NN
37060	4374	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	4374	3	the	the	DT
37060	4374	4	only	only	JJ
37060	4374	5	key	key	NN
37060	4374	6	To	to	TO
37060	4374	7	loose	loose	VB
37060	4374	8	the	the	DT
37060	4374	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4374	10	that	that	WDT
37060	4374	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	4374	12	n't	not	RB
37060	4374	13	free	free	JJ
37060	4374	14	!	!	.
37060	4375	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4375	2	hold	hold	VBP
37060	4375	3	fast	fast	RB
37060	4375	4	to	to	IN
37060	4375	5	that	that	DT
37060	4375	6	sheer	sheer	JJ
37060	4375	7	control	control	NN
37060	4375	8	Which	which	WDT
37060	4375	9	forbids	forbid	VBZ
37060	4375	10	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	4375	11	to	to	TO
37060	4375	12	take	take	VB
37060	4375	13	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4375	14	toll	toll	NN
37060	4375	15	And	and	CC
37060	4375	16	tear	tear	VB
37060	4375	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4375	18	to	to	IN
37060	4375	19	shreds	shred	NNS
37060	4375	20	...	...	:
37060	4375	21	Leaving	leave	VBG
37060	4375	22	naught	naught	NN
37060	4375	23	but	but	CC
37060	4375	24	remnants	remnant	NNS
37060	4375	25	,	,	,
37060	4375	26	Nothing	nothing	NN
37060	4375	27	but	but	IN
37060	4375	28	threads	thread	VBZ
37060	4375	29	To	to	TO
37060	4375	30	blow	blow	VB
37060	4375	31	in	in	IN
37060	4375	32	the	the	DT
37060	4375	33	wind	wind	NN
37060	4375	34	Until	until	IN
37060	4375	35	one	one	CD
37060	4375	36	day	day	NN
37060	4375	37	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4375	38	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	4375	39	would	would	MD
37060	4375	40	lead	lead	VB
37060	4375	41	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4375	42	Ever	ever	RB
37060	4375	43	away	away	RB
37060	4375	44	...	...	:
37060	4375	45	Far	far	RB
37060	4375	46	from	from	IN
37060	4375	47	the	the	DT
37060	4375	48	lair	lair	NN
37060	4375	49	Of	of	IN
37060	4375	50	self	self	NN
37060	4375	51	-	-	HYPH
37060	4375	52	wrought	work	VBN
37060	4375	53	despair	despair	NN
37060	4375	54	.	.	.
37060	4376	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4376	2	'll	will	MD
37060	4376	3	build	build	VB
37060	4376	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4376	5	a	a	DT
37060	4376	6	fence	fence	NN
37060	4376	7	!	!	.
37060	4377	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4377	2	'll	will	MD
37060	4377	3	build	build	VB
37060	4377	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4377	5	a	a	DT
37060	4377	6	wall	wall	NN
37060	4377	7	!	!	.
37060	4377	8	...	...	.
37060	4378	1	A	a	DT
37060	4378	2	windowless	windowless	JJ
37060	4378	3	room	room	NN
37060	4378	4	That	that	WDT
37060	4378	5	's	be	VBZ
37060	4378	6	eleven	eleven	CD
37060	4378	7	feet	foot	NNS
37060	4378	8	tall	tall	JJ
37060	4378	9	!	!	.
37060	4379	1	And	and	CC
37060	4379	2	there	there	EX
37060	4379	3	shall	shall	MD
37060	4379	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4379	5	dwell	dwell	VB
37060	4379	6	,	,	,
37060	4379	7	A	a	DT
37060	4379	8	vacant	vacant	JJ
37060	4379	9	shell	shell	NN
37060	4379	10	...	...	.
37060	4380	1	The	the	DT
37060	4380	2	only	only	JJ
37060	4380	3	escape	escape	NN
37060	4380	4	From	from	IN
37060	4380	5	life	life	NN
37060	4380	6	's	's	POS
37060	4380	7	loving	love	VBG
37060	4380	8	hell	hell	NN
37060	4380	9	.	.	.
37060	4381	1	An	an	DT
37060	4381	2	existence	existence	NN
37060	4381	3	blind	blind	JJ
37060	4381	4	to	to	IN
37060	4381	5	reality	reality	NN
37060	4381	6	Is	be	VBZ
37060	4381	7	merely	merely	RB
37060	4381	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4381	9	mind	mind	NN
37060	4381	10	's	be	VBZ
37060	4381	11	chosen	choose	VBN
37060	4381	12	fantasy	fantasy	NN
37060	4381	13	Of	of	IN
37060	4381	14	what	what	WP
37060	4381	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4381	16	would	would	MD
37060	4381	17	become	become	VB
37060	4381	18	If	if	IN
37060	4381	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4381	20	should	should	MD
37060	4381	21	come	come	VB
37060	4381	22	undone	undone	JJ
37060	4381	23	.	.	.
37060	4382	1	Yet	yet	CC
37060	4382	2	,	,	,
37060	4382	3	in	in	IN
37060	4382	4	a	a	DT
37060	4382	5	sense	sense	NN
37060	4382	6	,	,	,
37060	4382	7	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4382	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	4382	9	real	real	JJ
37060	4382	10	and	and	CC
37060	4382	11	very	very	RB
37060	4382	12	true	true	JJ
37060	4382	13	...	...	.
37060	4383	1	In	in	IN
37060	4383	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4383	3	love	love	NN
37060	4383	4	for	for	IN
37060	4383	5	the	the	DT
37060	4383	6	world	world	NN
37060	4383	7	...	...	.
37060	4384	1	In	in	IN
37060	4384	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4384	3	love	love	NN
37060	4384	4	for	for	IN
37060	4384	5	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4384	6	...	...	.
37060	4385	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	4385	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4385	3	wish	wish	VBP
37060	4385	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4385	5	loved	love	VBD
37060	4385	6	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4385	7	more	more	RBR
37060	4385	8	...	...	.
37060	4386	1	But	but	CC
37060	4386	2	still	still	RB
37060	4386	3	clench	clench	VB
37060	4386	4	the	the	DT
37060	4386	5	key	key	NN
37060	4386	6	To	to	IN
37060	4386	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4386	8	heart	heart	NN
37060	4386	9	's	's	POS
37060	4386	10	door	door	NN
37060	4386	11	.	.	.
37060	4387	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	4387	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	4387	3	January	January	NNP
37060	4387	4	1980	1980	CD
37060	4387	5	Nonsense	nonsense	NN
37060	4387	6	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4387	7	was	be	VBD
37060	4387	8	only	only	RB
37060	4387	9	yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	4387	10	,	,	,
37060	4387	11	And	and	CC
37060	4387	12	hours	hour	NNS
37060	4387	13	before	before	RB
37060	4387	14	when	when	WRB
37060	4387	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4387	16	,	,	,
37060	4387	17	Without	without	IN
37060	4387	18	a	a	DT
37060	4387	19	thought	thought	NN
37060	4387	20	of	of	IN
37060	4387	21	calories	calorie	NNS
37060	4387	22	,	,	,
37060	4387	23	Had	have	VBD
37060	4387	24	baked	bake	VBN
37060	4387	25	a	a	DT
37060	4387	26	chocolate	chocolate	NN
37060	4387	27	pie	pie	NN
37060	4387	28	.	.	.
37060	4388	1	In	in	IN
37060	4388	2	reflecting	reflect	VBG
37060	4388	3	culinary	culinary	JJ
37060	4388	4	action	action	NN
37060	4388	5	,	,	,
37060	4388	6	Its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4388	7	value	value	NN
37060	4388	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4388	9	must	must	MD
37060	4388	10	assess	assess	VB
37060	4388	11	For	for	IN
37060	4388	12	in	in	IN
37060	4388	13	the	the	DT
37060	4388	14	act	act	NN
37060	4388	15	of	of	IN
37060	4388	16	doing	do	VBG
37060	4388	17	so	so	RB
37060	4388	18	,	,	,
37060	4388	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4388	20	created	create	VBD
37060	4388	21	quite	quite	PDT
37060	4388	22	a	a	DT
37060	4388	23	mess	mess	NN
37060	4388	24	!	!	.
37060	4389	1	Buying	buy	VBG
37060	4389	2	property	property	NN
37060	4389	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	4389	4	like	like	IN
37060	4389	5	peanut	peanut	NN
37060	4389	6	butter	butter	NN
37060	4389	7	on	on	IN
37060	4389	8	bread	bread	NN
37060	4389	9	...	...	.
37060	4390	1	The	the	DT
37060	4390	2	more	more	JJR
37060	4390	3	peanuts	peanut	NNS
37060	4390	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4390	5	've	have	VB
37060	4390	6	got	get	VBN
37060	4390	7	,	,	,
37060	4390	8	the	the	DT
37060	4390	9	better	well	JJR
37060	4390	10	the	the	DT
37060	4390	11	spread	spread	NN
37060	4390	12	.	.	.
37060	4391	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	4391	2	160	160	CD
37060	4391	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	4391	4	21	21	CD
37060	4391	5	Twelfth	Twelfth	NNP
37060	4391	6	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	4391	7	"	"	''
37060	4391	8	One	one	PRP
37060	4391	9	must	must	MD
37060	4391	10	like	like	VB
37060	4391	11	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4391	12	;	;	:
37060	4391	13	self	self	NN
37060	4391	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	4391	15	love	love	NN
37060	4391	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	4391	17	the	the	DT
37060	4391	18	core	core	NN
37060	4391	19	from	from	IN
37060	4391	20	which	which	WDT
37060	4391	21	all	all	DT
37060	4391	22	else	else	RB
37060	4391	23	grows	grow	VBZ
37060	4391	24	,	,	,
37060	4391	25	including	include	VBG
37060	4391	26	the	the	DT
37060	4391	27	ability	ability	NN
37060	4391	28	to	to	TO
37060	4391	29	give	give	VB
37060	4391	30	and	and	CC
37060	4391	31	to	to	TO
37060	4391	32	accept	accept	VB
37060	4391	33	.	.	.
37060	4391	34	"	"	''
37060	4392	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	4392	2	TWENTY	TWENTY	NNP
37060	4392	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	4392	4	ONE	ONE	NNP
37060	4392	5	Twelfth	Twelfth	NNP
37060	4392	6	Grade	Grade	NNP
37060	4392	7	At	at	IN
37060	4392	8	the	the	DT
37060	4392	9	onset	onset	NN
37060	4392	10	of	of	IN
37060	4392	11	12th	12th	JJ
37060	4392	12	grade	grade	NN
37060	4392	13	,	,	,
37060	4392	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4392	15	had	have	VBD
37060	4392	16	found	find	VBN
37060	4392	17	employment	employment	NN
37060	4392	18	at	at	IN
37060	4392	19	a	a	DT
37060	4392	20	large	large	JJ
37060	4392	21	department	department	NN
37060	4392	22	store	store	NN
37060	4392	23	where	where	WRB
37060	4392	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4392	25	worked	work	VBD
37060	4392	26	in	in	IN
37060	4392	27	ladies	lady	NNS
37060	4392	28	fashions	fashion	NNS
37060	4392	29	,	,	,
37060	4392	30	hanging	hang	VBG
37060	4392	31	merchandise	merchandise	NN
37060	4392	32	or	or	CC
37060	4392	33	ringing	ring	VBG
37060	4392	34	up	up	RP
37060	4392	35	sales	sale	NNS
37060	4392	36	on	on	IN
37060	4392	37	a	a	DT
37060	4392	38	computerized	computerized	JJ
37060	4392	39	register	register	NN
37060	4392	40	.	.	.
37060	4393	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4393	2	worked	work	VBD
37060	4393	3	hard	hard	RB
37060	4393	4	,	,	,
37060	4393	5	thinking	think	VBG
37060	4393	6	of	of	IN
37060	4393	7	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4393	8	as	as	IN
37060	4393	9	having	have	VBG
37060	4393	10	just	just	RB
37060	4393	11	one	one	CD
37060	4393	12	of	of	IN
37060	4393	13	many	many	JJ
37060	4393	14	thankless	thankless	JJ
37060	4393	15	jobs	job	NNS
37060	4393	16	in	in	IN
37060	4393	17	which	which	WDT
37060	4393	18	the	the	DT
37060	4393	19	"	"	``
37060	4393	20	reward	reward	NN
37060	4393	21	"	"	''
37060	4393	22	came	come	VBD
37060	4393	23	only	only	RB
37060	4393	24	via	via	IN
37060	4393	25	Friday	Friday	NNP
37060	4393	26	paychecks	paycheck	NNS
37060	4393	27	.	.	.
37060	4394	1	Yet	yet	CC
37060	4394	2	hard	hard	JJ
37060	4394	3	work	work	NN
37060	4394	4	did	do	VBD
37060	4394	5	pay	pay	VB
37060	4394	6	off	off	RP
37060	4394	7	,	,	,
37060	4394	8	and	and	CC
37060	4394	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4394	10	boss	boss	NN
37060	4394	11	had	have	VBD
37060	4394	12	,	,	,
37060	4394	13	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	4394	14	,	,	,
37060	4394	15	noticed	notice	VBN
37060	4394	16	.	.	.
37060	4395	1	A	a	DT
37060	4395	2	comment	comment	NN
37060	4395	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4395	4	had	have	VBD
37060	4395	5	written	write	VBN
37060	4395	6	in	in	IN
37060	4395	7	February	February	NNP
37060	4395	8	of	of	IN
37060	4395	9	1980	1980	CD
37060	4395	10	read	read	VBD
37060	4395	11	:	:	:
37060	4395	12	Pete	Pete	NNP
37060	4395	13	came	come	VBD
37060	4395	14	up	up	RP
37060	4395	15	to	to	IN
37060	4395	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4395	17	at	at	IN
37060	4395	18	work	work	NN
37060	4395	19	and	and	CC
37060	4395	20	said	say	VBD
37060	4395	21	,	,	,
37060	4395	22	"	"	``
37060	4395	23	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	4395	24	,	,	,
37060	4395	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4395	26	just	just	RB
37060	4395	27	want	want	VBP
37060	4395	28	to	to	TO
37060	4395	29	say	say	VB
37060	4395	30	that	that	IN
37060	4395	31	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4395	32	are	be	VBP
37060	4395	33	a	a	DT
37060	4395	34	super	super	JJ
37060	4395	35	gal	gal	NN
37060	4395	36	and	and	CC
37060	4395	37	a	a	DT
37060	4395	38	fine	fine	JJ
37060	4395	39	employee	employee	NN
37060	4395	40	.	.	.
37060	4395	41	"	"	''
37060	4396	1	The	the	DT
37060	4396	2	next	next	JJ
37060	4396	3	line	line	NN
37060	4396	4	,	,	,
37060	4396	5	written	write	VBN
37060	4396	6	as	as	IN
37060	4396	7	a	a	DT
37060	4396	8	matter	matter	NN
37060	4396	9	of	of	IN
37060	4396	10	fact	fact	NN
37060	4396	11	,	,	,
37060	4396	12	stated	state	VBD
37060	4396	13	:	:	:
37060	4396	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4396	15	had	have	VBD
37060	4396	16	a	a	DT
37060	4396	17	hernia	hernia	NN
37060	4396	18	.	.	.
37060	4397	1	Compliments	compliment	NNS
37060	4397	2	can	can	MD
37060	4397	3	come	come	VB
37060	4397	4	as	as	IN
37060	4397	5	a	a	DT
37060	4397	6	shock	shock	NN
37060	4397	7	when	when	WRB
37060	4397	8	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4397	9	are	be	VBP
37060	4397	10	not	not	RB
37060	4397	11	freely	freely	RB
37060	4397	12	given	give	VBN
37060	4397	13	,	,	,
37060	4397	14	but	but	CC
37060	4397	15	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	4397	16	that	that	DT
37060	4397	17	is	be	VBZ
37060	4397	18	when	when	WRB
37060	4397	19	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4397	20	mean	mean	VBP
37060	4397	21	the	the	DT
37060	4397	22	most	most	RBS
37060	4397	23	.	.	.
37060	4398	1	Three	three	CD
37060	4398	2	days	day	NNS
37060	4398	3	later	later	RBR
37060	4398	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4398	5	found	find	VBD
37060	4398	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4398	7	really	really	RB
37060	4398	8	meant	mean	VBD
37060	4398	9	the	the	DT
37060	4398	10	words	word	NNS
37060	4398	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4398	12	had	have	VBD
37060	4398	13	said	say	VBN
37060	4398	14	when	when	WRB
37060	4398	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4398	16	changed	change	VBD
37060	4398	17	the	the	DT
37060	4398	18	work	work	NN
37060	4398	19	schedule	schedule	NN
37060	4398	20	for	for	IN
37060	4398	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4398	22	so	so	IN
37060	4398	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4398	24	could	could	MD
37060	4398	25	go	go	VB
37060	4398	26	to	to	IN
37060	4398	27	Mexico	Mexico	NNP
37060	4398	28	over	over	IN
37060	4398	29	the	the	DT
37060	4398	30	week	week	NN
37060	4398	31	of	of	IN
37060	4398	32	spring	spring	NN
37060	4398	33	break	break	NN
37060	4398	34	.	.	.
37060	4399	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	4399	2	29	29	CD
37060	4399	3	,	,	,
37060	4399	4	1980	1980	CD
37060	4399	5	...	...	.
37060	4400	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4400	2	started	start	VBD
37060	4400	3	crying	cry	VBG
37060	4400	4	!	!	.
37060	4401	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4401	2	said	say	VBD
37060	4401	3	,	,	,
37060	4401	4	"	"	``
37060	4401	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4401	6	'll	will	MD
37060	4401	7	break	break	VB
37060	4401	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4401	9	back	back	NN
37060	4401	10	for	for	IN
37060	4401	11	someone	someone	NN
37060	4401	12	who	who	WP
37060	4401	13	's	be	VBZ
37060	4401	14	willing	willing	JJ
37060	4401	15	to	to	TO
37060	4401	16	break	break	VB
37060	4401	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4401	18	's	's	NN
37060	4401	19	for	for	IN
37060	4401	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4401	21	.	.	.
37060	4401	22	"	"	''
37060	4402	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4402	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4402	3	almost	almost	RB
37060	4402	4	more	more	JJR
37060	4402	5	praise	praise	NN
37060	4402	6	than	than	IN
37060	4402	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4402	8	could	could	MD
37060	4402	9	ingest	ingest	VB
37060	4402	10	in	in	IN
37060	4402	11	three	three	CD
37060	4402	12	days	day	NNS
37060	4402	13	.	.	.
37060	4403	1	Almost	almost	RB
37060	4403	2	,	,	,
37060	4403	3	but	but	CC
37060	4403	4	not	not	RB
37060	4403	5	quite	quite	RB
37060	4403	6	.	.	.
37060	4404	1	Mexico	Mexico	NNP
37060	4404	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4404	3	a	a	DT
37060	4404	4	sweet	sweet	JJ
37060	4404	5	memory	memory	NN
37060	4404	6	,	,	,
37060	4404	7	although	although	IN
37060	4404	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4404	9	would	would	MD
37060	4404	10	never	never	RB
37060	4404	11	choose	choose	VB
37060	4404	12	to	to	TO
37060	4404	13	travel	travel	VB
37060	4404	14	there	there	RB
37060	4404	15	again	again	RB
37060	4404	16	.	.	.
37060	4405	1	A	a	DT
37060	4405	2	gift	gift	NN
37060	4405	3	from	from	IN
37060	4405	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4405	5	parents	parent	NNS
37060	4405	6	after	after	IN
37060	4405	7	having	have	VBG
37060	4405	8	studied	study	VBN
37060	4405	9	Spanish	Spanish	NNP
37060	4405	10	for	for	IN
37060	4405	11	four	four	CD
37060	4405	12	years	year	NNS
37060	4405	13	,	,	,
37060	4405	14	the	the	DT
37060	4405	15	trip	trip	NN
37060	4405	16	was	be	VBD
37060	4405	17	educational	educational	JJ
37060	4405	18	as	as	RB
37060	4405	19	well	well	RB
37060	4405	20	as	as	IN
37060	4405	21	recreational	recreational	JJ
37060	4405	22	,	,	,
37060	4405	23	and	and	CC
37060	4405	24	also	also	RB
37060	4405	25	proved	prove	VBD
37060	4405	26	to	to	TO
37060	4405	27	be	be	VB
37060	4405	28	the	the	DT
37060	4405	29	most	most	RBS
37060	4405	30	enjoyable	enjoyable	JJ
37060	4405	31	group	group	NN
37060	4405	32	experience	experience	NN
37060	4405	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4405	34	had	have	VBD
37060	4405	35	ever	ever	RB
37060	4405	36	known	know	VBN
37060	4405	37	.	.	.
37060	4406	1	The	the	DT
37060	4406	2	tour	tour	NN
37060	4406	3	led	lead	VBN
37060	4406	4	by	by	IN
37060	4406	5	two	two	CD
37060	4406	6	high	high	JJ
37060	4406	7	school	school	NN
37060	4406	8	language	language	NN
37060	4406	9	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	4406	10	,	,	,
37060	4406	11	skirted	skirt	VBD
37060	4406	12	the	the	DT
37060	4406	13	less	less	RBR
37060	4406	14	wholesome	wholesome	JJ
37060	4406	15	neighborhoods	neighborhood	NNS
37060	4406	16	of	of	IN
37060	4406	17	Mexico	Mexico	NNP
37060	4406	18	City	City	NNP
37060	4406	19	for	for	IN
37060	4406	20	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4406	21	eye	eye	NN
37060	4406	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	4406	23	opening	open	VBG
37060	4406	24	benefit	benefit	NN
37060	4406	25	.	.	.
37060	4407	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4407	2	saw	see	VBD
37060	4407	3	rampant	rampant	JJ
37060	4407	4	filth	filth	NN
37060	4407	5	encircling	encircle	VBG
37060	4407	6	the	the	DT
37060	4407	7	street	street	NN
37060	4407	8	vendors	vendor	NNS
37060	4407	9	and	and	CC
37060	4407	10	gutters	gutter	NNS
37060	4407	11	which	which	WDT
37060	4407	12	ran	run	VBD
37060	4407	13	foul	foul	RB
37060	4407	14	with	with	IN
37060	4407	15	the	the	DT
37060	4407	16	discarded	discard	VBN
37060	4407	17	carvings	carving	NNS
37060	4407	18	of	of	IN
37060	4407	19	meat	meat	NN
37060	4407	20	markets	market	NNS
37060	4407	21	.	.	.
37060	4408	1	In	in	IN
37060	4408	2	such	such	JJ
37060	4408	3	areas	area	NNS
37060	4408	4	a	a	DT
37060	4408	5	rotten	rotten	JJ
37060	4408	6	stench	stench	NN
37060	4408	7	ruled	rule	VBD
37060	4408	8	over	over	IN
37060	4408	9	the	the	DT
37060	4408	10	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	4408	11	pervasive	pervasive	JJ
37060	4408	12	fumes	fume	NNS
37060	4408	13	of	of	IN
37060	4408	14	car	car	NN
37060	4408	15	exhausts	exhaust	VBZ
37060	4408	16	,	,	,
37060	4408	17	creating	create	VBG
37060	4408	18	what	what	WP
37060	4408	19	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4408	20	a	a	DT
37060	4408	21	playground	playground	NN
37060	4408	22	for	for	IN
37060	4408	23	the	the	DT
37060	4408	24	generation	generation	NN
37060	4408	25	of	of	IN
37060	4408	26	a	a	DT
37060	4408	27	killing	kill	VBG
37060	4408	28	plague	plague	NN
37060	4408	29	.	.	.
37060	4409	1	No	no	DT
37060	4409	2	one	one	NN
37060	4409	3	looked	look	VBD
37060	4409	4	surprised	surprised	JJ
37060	4409	5	as	as	IN
37060	4409	6	a	a	DT
37060	4409	7	man	man	NN
37060	4409	8	ran	run	VBD
37060	4409	9	half	half	RB
37060	4409	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	4409	11	clothed	clothe	VBN
37060	4409	12	through	through	IN
37060	4409	13	the	the	DT
37060	4409	14	crowd	crowd	NN
37060	4409	15	,	,	,
37060	4409	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4409	17	hair	hair	NN
37060	4409	18	a	a	DT
37060	4409	19	matted	mat	VBN
37060	4409	20	mass	mass	NN
37060	4409	21	which	which	WDT
37060	4409	22	could	could	MD
37060	4409	23	not	not	RB
37060	4409	24	conceal	conceal	VB
37060	4409	25	the	the	DT
37060	4409	26	madness	madness	NN
37060	4409	27	evident	evident	JJ
37060	4409	28	in	in	IN
37060	4409	29	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4409	30	wild	wild	JJ
37060	4409	31	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	4409	32	and	and	CC
37060	4409	33	hideous	hideous	JJ
37060	4409	34	grin	grin	NN
37060	4409	35	.	.	.
37060	4410	1	After	after	IN
37060	4410	2	such	such	JJ
37060	4410	3	sights	sight	NNS
37060	4410	4	,	,	,
37060	4410	5	a	a	DT
37060	4410	6	taxi	taxi	NN
37060	4410	7	would	would	MD
37060	4410	8	slash	slash	VB
37060	4410	9	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4410	10	way	way	NN
37060	4410	11	into	into	IN
37060	4410	12	the	the	DT
37060	4410	13	traffic	traffic	NN
37060	4410	14	and	and	CC
37060	4410	15	whisk	whisk	VB
37060	4410	16	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4410	17	away	away	RB
37060	4410	18	on	on	IN
37060	4410	19	a	a	DT
37060	4410	20	perilous	perilous	JJ
37060	4410	21	drive	drive	NN
37060	4410	22	to	to	IN
37060	4410	23	more	more	RBR
37060	4410	24	hospitable	hospitable	JJ
37060	4410	25	places	place	NNS
37060	4410	26	.	.	.
37060	4411	1	Busses	bus	NNS
37060	4411	2	would	would	MD
37060	4411	3	carry	carry	VB
37060	4411	4	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4411	5	to	to	IN
37060	4411	6	major	major	JJ
37060	4411	7	sights	sight	NNS
37060	4411	8	where	where	WRB
37060	4411	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4411	10	viewed	view	VBD
37060	4411	11	the	the	DT
37060	4411	12	country	country	NN
37060	4411	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	4411	14	side	side	NN
37060	4411	15	,	,	,
37060	4411	16	the	the	DT
37060	4411	17	pyramids	pyramid	NNS
37060	4411	18	,	,	,
37060	4411	19	and	and	CC
37060	4411	20	museum	museum	NN
37060	4411	21	artifacts	artifact	NNS
37060	4411	22	.	.	.
37060	4412	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4412	2	marveled	marvel	VBD
37060	4412	3	at	at	IN
37060	4412	4	the	the	DT
37060	4412	5	splendor	splendor	NN
37060	4412	6	of	of	IN
37060	4412	7	Catholic	catholic	JJ
37060	4412	8	churches	church	NNS
37060	4412	9	,	,	,
37060	4412	10	caressed	caress	VBN
37060	4412	11	by	by	IN
37060	4412	12	the	the	DT
37060	4412	13	many	many	JJ
37060	4412	14	offerings	offering	NNS
37060	4412	15	of	of	IN
37060	4412	16	peasants	peasant	NNS
37060	4412	17	whose	whose	WP$
37060	4412	18	coins	coin	NNS
37060	4412	19	beautified	beautify	VBD
37060	4412	20	the	the	DT
37060	4412	21	altars	altar	NNS
37060	4412	22	and	and	CC
37060	4412	23	columns	column	NNS
37060	4412	24	with	with	IN
37060	4412	25	gold	gold	NN
37060	4412	26	.	.	.
37060	4413	1	No	no	UH
37060	4413	2	where	where	WRB
37060	4413	3	else	else	RB
37060	4413	4	had	have	VBD
37060	4413	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4413	6	witnessed	witness	VBN
37060	4413	7	such	such	JJ
37060	4413	8	awesome	awesome	JJ
37060	4413	9	wealth	wealth	NN
37060	4413	10	amidst	amidst	IN
37060	4413	11	such	such	JJ
37060	4413	12	utter	utter	JJ
37060	4413	13	poverty	poverty	NN
37060	4413	14	.	.	.
37060	4414	1	One	one	CD
37060	4414	2	sight	sight	NN
37060	4414	3	which	which	WDT
37060	4414	4	seared	sear	VBD
37060	4414	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4414	6	memory	memory	NN
37060	4414	7	was	be	VBD
37060	4414	8	a	a	DT
37060	4414	9	church	church	NN
37060	4414	10	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	4414	11	a	a	DT
37060	4414	12	funeral	funeral	NN
37060	4414	13	was	be	VBD
37060	4414	14	taking	take	VBG
37060	4414	15	place	place	NN
37060	4414	16	.	.	.
37060	4415	1	Undaunted	undaunte	VBN
37060	4415	2	by	by	IN
37060	4415	3	the	the	DT
37060	4415	4	mourners	mourner	NNS
37060	4415	5	,	,	,
37060	4415	6	a	a	DT
37060	4415	7	Mexican	mexican	JJ
37060	4415	8	tour	tour	NN
37060	4415	9	guide	guide	NN
37060	4415	10	led	lead	VBD
37060	4415	11	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4415	12	through	through	IN
37060	4415	13	the	the	DT
37060	4415	14	church	church	NN
37060	4415	15	as	as	IN
37060	4415	16	if	if	IN
37060	4415	17	death	death	NN
37060	4415	18	and	and	CC
37060	4415	19	grief	grief	NN
37060	4415	20	were	be	VBD
37060	4415	21	impersonal	impersonal	JJ
37060	4415	22	matters	matter	NNS
37060	4415	23	,	,	,
37060	4415	24	unworthy	unworthy	JJ
37060	4415	25	of	of	IN
37060	4415	26	respect	respect	NN
37060	4415	27	.	.	.
37060	4416	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4416	2	hesitated	hesitate	VBD
37060	4416	3	at	at	IN
37060	4416	4	the	the	DT
37060	4416	5	doorway	doorway	NN
37060	4416	6	,	,	,
37060	4416	7	not	not	RB
37060	4416	8	wishing	wish	VBG
37060	4416	9	to	to	TO
37060	4416	10	enter	enter	VB
37060	4416	11	,	,	,
37060	4416	12	then	then	RB
37060	4416	13	realized	realize	VBD
37060	4416	14	that	that	IN
37060	4416	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4416	16	knew	know	VBD
37060	4416	17	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	4416	18	about	about	IN
37060	4416	19	the	the	DT
37060	4416	20	city	city	NN
37060	4416	21	and	and	CC
37060	4416	22	might	may	MD
37060	4416	23	find	find	VB
37060	4416	24	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4416	25	lost	lose	VBN
37060	4416	26	if	if	IN
37060	4416	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4416	28	did	do	VBD
37060	4416	29	not	not	RB
37060	4416	30	follow	follow	VB
37060	4416	31	.	.	.
37060	4417	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4417	2	narrowed	narrow	VBD
37060	4417	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4417	4	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	4417	5	in	in	IN
37060	4417	6	disgust	disgust	NN
37060	4417	7	for	for	IN
37060	4417	8	the	the	DT
37060	4417	9	awkward	awkward	JJ
37060	4417	10	situation	situation	NN
37060	4417	11	and	and	CC
37060	4417	12	,	,	,
37060	4417	13	head	head	NN
37060	4417	14	lowered	lower	VBN
37060	4417	15	in	in	IN
37060	4417	16	a	a	DT
37060	4417	17	token	token	NN
37060	4417	18	of	of	IN
37060	4417	19	sympathy	sympathy	NN
37060	4417	20	,	,	,
37060	4417	21	filed	file	VBD
37060	4417	22	quietly	quietly	RB
37060	4417	23	past	past	IN
37060	4417	24	the	the	DT
37060	4417	25	aisles	aisle	NNS
37060	4417	26	of	of	IN
37060	4417	27	darkly	darkly	NNP
37060	4417	28	clothed	clothe	VBN
37060	4417	29	mourners	mourner	NNS
37060	4417	30	.	.	.
37060	4418	1	No	no	DT
37060	4418	2	wonder	wonder	NN
37060	4418	3	people	people	NNS
37060	4418	4	hated	hate	VBD
37060	4418	5	tourists	tourist	NNS
37060	4418	6	;	;	:
37060	4418	7	the	the	DT
37060	4418	8	incident	incident	NN
37060	4418	9	could	could	MD
37060	4418	10	have	have	VB
37060	4418	11	been	be	VBN
37060	4418	12	avoided	avoid	VBN
37060	4418	13	altogether	altogether	RB
37060	4418	14	with	with	IN
37060	4418	15	a	a	DT
37060	4418	16	sensitive	sensitive	JJ
37060	4418	17	guide	guide	NN
37060	4418	18	.	.	.
37060	4419	1	Taxco	Taxco	NNP
37060	4419	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4419	3	the	the	DT
37060	4419	4	most	most	RBS
37060	4419	5	enchanting	enchanting	JJ
37060	4419	6	of	of	IN
37060	4419	7	the	the	DT
37060	4419	8	tour	tour	NN
37060	4419	9	's	's	POS
37060	4419	10	three	three	CD
37060	4419	11	cities	city	NNS
37060	4419	12	,	,	,
37060	4419	13	for	for	IN
37060	4419	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4419	15	facilitated	facilitate	VBD
37060	4419	16	a	a	DT
37060	4419	17	preserved	preserved	JJ
37060	4419	18	glimpse	glimpse	NN
37060	4419	19	of	of	IN
37060	4419	20	old	old	JJ
37060	4419	21	Mexico	Mexico	NNP
37060	4419	22	.	.	.
37060	4420	1	Here	here	RB
37060	4420	2	the	the	DT
37060	4420	3	streets	street	NNS
37060	4420	4	remained	remain	VBD
37060	4420	5	narrow	narrow	JJ
37060	4420	6	corridors	corridor	NNS
37060	4420	7	of	of	IN
37060	4420	8	brick	brick	NN
37060	4420	9	,	,	,
37060	4420	10	twined	twine	VBD
37060	4420	11	up	up	RP
37060	4420	12	and	and	CC
37060	4420	13	down	down	IN
37060	4420	14	the	the	DT
37060	4420	15	hillside	hillside	NN
37060	4420	16	between	between	IN
37060	4420	17	stucco	stucco	NN
37060	4420	18	buildings	building	NNS
37060	4420	19	like	like	IN
37060	4420	20	wildly	wildly	RB
37060	4420	21	frolicking	frolic	VBG
37060	4420	22	vines	vine	NNS
37060	4420	23	.	.	.
37060	4421	1	Palms	palm	NNS
37060	4421	2	soared	soar	VBD
37060	4421	3	toward	toward	IN
37060	4421	4	untainted	untainted	JJ
37060	4421	5	,	,	,
37060	4421	6	blue	blue	JJ
37060	4421	7	skies	sky	NNS
37060	4421	8	,	,	,
37060	4421	9	and	and	CC
37060	4421	10	red	red	JJ
37060	4421	11	tiled	tile	VBN
37060	4421	12	roofs	roof	NNS
37060	4421	13	basked	bask	VBN
37060	4421	14	in	in	IN
37060	4421	15	the	the	DT
37060	4421	16	warmth	warmth	NN
37060	4421	17	of	of	IN
37060	4421	18	the	the	DT
37060	4421	19	sun	sun	NN
37060	4421	20	.	.	.
37060	4422	1	Evening	evening	NN
37060	4422	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4422	3	an	an	DT
37060	4422	4	enchantment	enchantment	NN
37060	4422	5	,	,	,
37060	4422	6	a	a	DT
37060	4422	7	brief	brief	JJ
37060	4422	8	step	step	NN
37060	4422	9	into	into	IN
37060	4422	10	the	the	DT
37060	4422	11	past	past	NN
37060	4422	12	.	.	.
37060	4423	1	The	the	DT
37060	4423	2	stars	star	NNS
37060	4423	3	crept	creep	VBD
37060	4423	4	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	4423	5	from	from	IN
37060	4423	6	behind	behind	IN
37060	4423	7	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4423	8	sapphire	sapphire	NN
37060	4423	9	blanket	blanket	NN
37060	4423	10	as	as	IN
37060	4423	11	the	the	DT
37060	4423	12	sun	sun	NN
37060	4423	13	's	's	POS
37060	4423	14	last	last	JJ
37060	4423	15	rays	ray	NNS
37060	4423	16	set	set	VBN
37060	4423	17	on	on	IN
37060	4423	18	fire	fire	NN
37060	4423	19	the	the	DT
37060	4423	20	gleaming	gleaming	NN
37060	4423	21	dome	dome	NN
37060	4423	22	of	of	IN
37060	4423	23	a	a	DT
37060	4423	24	church	church	NN
37060	4423	25	.	.	.
37060	4424	1	As	as	IN
37060	4424	2	the	the	DT
37060	4424	3	night	night	NN
37060	4424	4	deepened	deepen	VBD
37060	4424	5	,	,	,
37060	4424	6	many	many	JJ
37060	4424	7	of	of	IN
37060	4424	8	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4424	9	made	make	VBD
37060	4424	10	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4424	11	way	way	NN
37060	4424	12	down	down	IN
37060	4424	13	to	to	IN
37060	4424	14	the	the	DT
37060	4424	15	main	main	JJ
37060	4424	16	street	street	NN
37060	4424	17	where	where	WRB
37060	4424	18	an	an	DT
37060	4424	19	Easter	Easter	NNP
37060	4424	20	procession	procession	NN
37060	4424	21	was	be	VBD
37060	4424	22	to	to	TO
37060	4424	23	be	be	VB
37060	4424	24	held	hold	VBN
37060	4424	25	.	.	.
37060	4425	1	There	there	RB
37060	4425	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4425	3	witnessed	witness	VBD
37060	4425	4	a	a	DT
37060	4425	5	reverent	reverent	JJ
37060	4425	6	celebration	celebration	NN
37060	4425	7	of	of	IN
37060	4425	8	faith	faith	NN
37060	4425	9	,	,	,
37060	4425	10	silently	silently	RB
37060	4425	11	watching	watch	VBG
37060	4425	12	a	a	DT
37060	4425	13	line	line	NN
37060	4425	14	of	of	IN
37060	4425	15	worshippers	worshipper	NNS
37060	4425	16	as	as	IN
37060	4425	17	each	each	DT
37060	4425	18	guarded	guard	VBD
37060	4425	19	a	a	DT
37060	4425	20	candle	candle	NN
37060	4425	21	,	,	,
37060	4425	22	sheltering	shelter	VBG
37060	4425	23	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4425	24	life	life	NN
37060	4425	25	as	as	IN
37060	4425	26	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4425	27	savior	savior	NNP
37060	4425	28	sheltered	shelter	VBD
37060	4425	29	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4425	30	lives	life	NNS
37060	4425	31	.	.	.
37060	4426	1	In	in	IN
37060	4426	2	a	a	DT
37060	4426	3	world	world	NN
37060	4426	4	of	of	IN
37060	4426	5	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	4426	6	,	,	,
37060	4426	7	these	these	DT
37060	4426	8	lovely	lovely	JJ
37060	4426	9	people	people	NNS
37060	4426	10	were	be	VBD
37060	4426	11	content	content	JJ
37060	4426	12	in	in	IN
37060	4426	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4426	14	faith	faith	NN
37060	4426	15	;	;	:
37060	4426	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4426	17	was	be	VBD
37060	4426	18	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	4426	19	,	,	,
37060	4426	20	but	but	CC
37060	4426	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4426	22	was	be	VBD
37060	4426	23	not	not	RB
37060	4426	24	for	for	IN
37060	4426	25	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	4426	26	.	.	.
37060	4427	1	The	the	DT
37060	4427	2	final	final	JJ
37060	4427	3	stop	stop	NN
37060	4427	4	of	of	IN
37060	4427	5	the	the	DT
37060	4427	6	tour	tour	NN
37060	4427	7	was	be	VBD
37060	4427	8	Acapulco	Acapulco	NNP
37060	4427	9	which	which	WDT
37060	4427	10	most	most	RBS
37060	4427	11	resembled	resemble	VBD
37060	4427	12	a	a	DT
37060	4427	13	city	city	NN
37060	4427	14	of	of	IN
37060	4427	15	the	the	DT
37060	4427	16	United	United	NNP
37060	4427	17	States	States	NNP
37060	4427	18	.	.	.
37060	4428	1	No	no	DT
37060	4428	2	one	one	NN
37060	4428	3	scoffed	scoff	VBD
37060	4428	4	or	or	CC
37060	4428	5	gestured	gesture	VBN
37060	4428	6	comically	comically	RB
37060	4428	7	in	in	IN
37060	4428	8	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4428	9	direction	direction	NN
37060	4428	10	at	at	IN
37060	4428	11	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4428	12	"	"	``
37060	4428	13	different	different	JJ
37060	4428	14	"	"	''
37060	4428	15	types	type	NNS
37060	4428	16	of	of	IN
37060	4428	17	apparel	apparel	NN
37060	4428	18	as	as	IN
37060	4428	19	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4428	20	had	have	VBD
37060	4428	21	done	do	VBN
37060	4428	22	in	in	IN
37060	4428	23	Mexico	Mexico	NNP
37060	4428	24	City	City	NNP
37060	4428	25	;	;	:
37060	4428	26	there	there	RB
37060	4428	27	,	,	,
37060	4428	28	slacks	slack	NNS
37060	4428	29	were	be	VBD
37060	4428	30	not	not	RB
37060	4428	31	considered	consider	VBN
37060	4428	32	proper	proper	JJ
37060	4428	33	attire	attire	NN
37060	4428	34	for	for	IN
37060	4428	35	women	woman	NNS
37060	4428	36	,	,	,
37060	4428	37	nor	nor	CC
37060	4428	38	were	be	VBD
37060	4428	39	shorts	short	NNS
37060	4428	40	for	for	IN
37060	4428	41	either	either	DT
37060	4428	42	gender	gender	NN
37060	4428	43	.	.	.
37060	4429	1	One	one	CD
37060	4429	2	episode	episode	NN
37060	4429	3	in	in	IN
37060	4429	4	the	the	DT
37060	4429	5	zoo	zoo	NN
37060	4429	6	made	make	VBD
37060	4429	7	all	all	DT
37060	4429	8	of	of	IN
37060	4429	9	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4429	10	smile	smile	VBP
37060	4429	11	when	when	WRB
37060	4429	12	a	a	DT
37060	4429	13	little	little	JJ
37060	4429	14	Mexican	mexican	JJ
37060	4429	15	child	child	NN
37060	4429	16	,	,	,
37060	4429	17	curious	curious	JJ
37060	4429	18	to	to	TO
37060	4429	19	see	see	VB
37060	4429	20	blond	blond	JJ
37060	4429	21	hair	hair	NN
37060	4429	22	on	on	IN
37060	4429	23	a	a	DT
37060	4429	24	pair	pair	NN
37060	4429	25	of	of	IN
37060	4429	26	man	man	NN
37060	4429	27	's	's	POS
37060	4429	28	legs	leg	NNS
37060	4429	29	,	,	,
37060	4429	30	walked	walk	VBD
37060	4429	31	up	up	RB
37060	4429	32	to	to	IN
37060	4429	33	one	one	CD
37060	4429	34	in	in	IN
37060	4429	35	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4429	36	party	party	NN
37060	4429	37	,	,	,
37060	4429	38	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4429	39	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4429	40	legs	leg	NNS
37060	4429	41	to	to	TO
37060	4429	42	determine	determine	VB
37060	4429	43	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4429	44	validity	validity	NN
37060	4429	45	,	,	,
37060	4429	46	and	and	CC
37060	4429	47	then	then	RB
37060	4429	48	gazed	gaze	VBD
37060	4429	49	up	up	RP
37060	4429	50	at	at	IN
37060	4429	51	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4429	52	wonderously	wonderously	RB
37060	4429	53	.	.	.
37060	4430	1	In	in	IN
37060	4430	2	Acapulco	Acapulco	NNP
37060	4430	3	white	white	JJ
37060	4430	4	skin	skin	NN
37060	4430	5	and	and	CC
37060	4430	6	blond	blond	JJ
37060	4430	7	hair	hair	NN
37060	4430	8	was	be	VBD
37060	4430	9	still	still	RB
37060	4430	10	the	the	DT
37060	4430	11	exception	exception	NN
37060	4430	12	,	,	,
37060	4430	13	yet	yet	CC
37060	4430	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4430	15	was	be	VBD
37060	4430	16	no	no	DT
37060	4430	17	spectacle	spectacle	NN
37060	4430	18	.	.	.
37060	4431	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	4431	2	,	,	,
37060	4431	3	shorts	short	NNS
37060	4431	4	and	and	CC
37060	4431	5	"	"	``
37060	4431	6	American	american	JJ
37060	4431	7	"	"	''
37060	4431	8	attire	attire	NN
37060	4431	9	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4431	10	to	to	TO
37060	4431	11	be	be	VB
37060	4431	12	the	the	DT
37060	4431	13	rule	rule	NN
37060	4431	14	,	,	,
37060	4431	15	which	which	WDT
37060	4431	16	made	make	VBD
37060	4431	17	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	4431	18	more	more	RBR
37060	4431	19	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	4431	20	.	.	.
37060	4432	1	Personally	personally	RB
37060	4432	2	,	,	,
37060	4432	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4432	4	wanted	want	VBD
37060	4432	5	to	to	TO
37060	4432	6	make	make	VB
37060	4432	7	a	a	DT
37060	4432	8	good	good	JJ
37060	4432	9	impression	impression	NN
37060	4432	10	or	or	CC
37060	4432	11	leave	leave	VB
37060	4432	12	none	none	NN
37060	4432	13	at	at	RB
37060	4432	14	all	all	RB
37060	4432	15	,	,	,
37060	4432	16	for	for	IN
37060	4432	17	when	when	WRB
37060	4432	18	traveling	travel	VBG
37060	4432	19	in	in	IN
37060	4432	20	a	a	DT
37060	4432	21	foreign	foreign	JJ
37060	4432	22	country	country	NN
37060	4432	23	,	,	,
37060	4432	24	one	one	PRP
37060	4432	25	may	may	MD
37060	4432	26	offend	offend	VB
37060	4432	27	without	without	IN
37060	4432	28	the	the	DT
37060	4432	29	slightest	slight	JJS
37060	4432	30	intention	intention	NN
37060	4432	31	;	;	,
37060	4432	32	custom	custom	NN
37060	4432	33	and	and	CC
37060	4432	34	language	language	NN
37060	4432	35	differences	difference	NNS
37060	4432	36	can	can	MD
37060	4432	37	create	create	VB
37060	4432	38	barriers	barrier	NNS
37060	4432	39	and	and	CC
37060	4432	40	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	4432	41	,	,	,
37060	4432	42	prejudice	prejudice	NN
37060	4432	43	.	.	.
37060	4433	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	4433	2	encountered	encounter	VBN
37060	4433	3	one	one	CD
37060	4433	4	"	"	``
37060	4433	5	bad	bad	JJ
37060	4433	6	egg	egg	NN
37060	4433	7	"	"	''
37060	4433	8	in	in	IN
37060	4433	9	a	a	DT
37060	4433	10	dozen	dozen	NN
37060	4433	11	,	,	,
37060	4433	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4433	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	4433	14	far	far	RB
37060	4433	15	less	less	RBR
37060	4433	16	involved	involved	JJ
37060	4433	17	to	to	TO
37060	4433	18	condemn	condemn	VB
37060	4433	19	the	the	DT
37060	4433	20	entire	entire	JJ
37060	4433	21	batch	batch	NN
37060	4433	22	rather	rather	RB
37060	4433	23	than	than	IN
37060	4433	24	to	to	TO
37060	4433	25	survey	survey	VB
37060	4433	26	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4433	27	as	as	IN
37060	4433	28	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	4433	29	;	;	:
37060	4433	30	certain	certain	JJ
37060	4433	31	people	people	NNS
37060	4433	32	are	be	VBP
37060	4433	33	more	more	RBR
37060	4433	34	prone	prone	JJ
37060	4433	35	to	to	IN
37060	4433	36	this	this	DT
37060	4433	37	attitude	attitude	NN
37060	4433	38	than	than	IN
37060	4433	39	others	other	NNS
37060	4433	40	.	.	.
37060	4434	1	This	this	DT
37060	4434	2	apparently	apparently	RB
37060	4434	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4434	4	the	the	DT
37060	4434	5	type	type	NN
37060	4434	6	of	of	IN
37060	4434	7	philosophy	philosophy	NN
37060	4434	8	which	which	WDT
37060	4434	9	ruled	rule	VBD
37060	4434	10	an	an	DT
37060	4434	11	unforgettable	unforgettable	JJ
37060	4434	12	ice	ice	NN
37060	4434	13	cream	cream	NN
37060	4434	14	parlor	parlor	NN
37060	4434	15	patriarch	patriarch	NN
37060	4434	16	,	,	,
37060	4434	17	for	for	IN
37060	4434	18	when	when	WRB
37060	4434	19	five	five	CD
37060	4434	20	of	of	IN
37060	4434	21	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4434	22	respectably	respectably	RB
37060	4434	23	waited	wait	VBD
37060	4434	24	to	to	TO
37060	4434	25	be	be	VB
37060	4434	26	served	serve	VBN
37060	4434	27	at	at	IN
37060	4434	28	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4434	29	busy	busy	JJ
37060	4434	30	establishment	establishment	NN
37060	4434	31	,	,	,
37060	4434	32	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4434	33	finally	finally	RB
37060	4434	34	realized	realize	VBD
37060	4434	35	that	that	IN
37060	4434	36	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4434	37	were	be	VBD
37060	4434	38	not	not	RB
37060	4434	39	being	be	VBG
37060	4434	40	overlooked	overlook	VBN
37060	4434	41	but	but	CC
37060	4434	42	ignored	ignore	VBN
37060	4434	43	.	.	.
37060	4435	1	The	the	DT
37060	4435	2	man	man	NN
37060	4435	3	sat	sit	VBD
37060	4435	4	motionless	motionless	RB
37060	4435	5	behind	behind	IN
37060	4435	6	the	the	DT
37060	4435	7	counter	counter	NN
37060	4435	8	with	with	IN
37060	4435	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4435	10	legs	leg	NNS
37060	4435	11	splayed	splay	VBN
37060	4435	12	widely	widely	RB
37060	4435	13	and	and	CC
37060	4435	14	arms	arm	NNS
37060	4435	15	folded	fold	VBN
37060	4435	16	on	on	IN
37060	4435	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4435	18	rotund	rotund	JJ
37060	4435	19	belly	belly	NN
37060	4435	20	,	,	,
37060	4435	21	intently	intently	RB
37060	4435	22	watching	watch	VBG
37060	4435	23	the	the	DT
37060	4435	24	progress	progress	NN
37060	4435	25	made	make	VBN
37060	4435	26	by	by	IN
37060	4435	27	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4435	28	employees	employee	NNS
37060	4435	29	until	until	IN
37060	4435	30	one	one	CD
37060	4435	31	waitress	waitress	NN
37060	4435	32	looked	look	VBD
37060	4435	33	at	at	IN
37060	4435	34	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4435	35	and	and	CC
37060	4435	36	inquired	inquire	VBD
37060	4435	37	with	with	IN
37060	4435	38	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4435	39	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	4435	40	.	.	.
37060	4436	1	"	"	``
37060	4436	2	Maria	Maria	NNP
37060	4436	3	!	!	.
37060	4436	4	"	"	''
37060	4437	1	The	the	DT
37060	4437	2	patriarch	patriarch	NN
37060	4437	3	spat	spit	VBD
37060	4437	4	the	the	DT
37060	4437	5	name	name	NN
37060	4437	6	with	with	IN
37060	4437	7	agitation	agitation	NN
37060	4437	8	.	.	.
37060	4438	1	"	"	``
37060	4438	2	No	no	UH
37060	4438	3	!	!	.
37060	4438	4	"	"	''
37060	4439	1	The	the	DT
37060	4439	2	girl	girl	NN
37060	4439	3	looked	look	VBD
37060	4439	4	down	down	RP
37060	4439	5	and	and	CC
37060	4439	6	sought	seek	VBD
37060	4439	7	another	another	DT
37060	4439	8	customer	customer	NN
37060	4439	9	.	.	.
37060	4440	1	This	this	DT
37060	4440	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4440	3	a	a	DT
37060	4440	4	new	new	JJ
37060	4440	5	experience	experience	NN
37060	4440	6	;	;	:
37060	4440	7	so	so	CC
37060	4440	8	deep	deep	JJ
37060	4440	9	was	be	VBD
37060	4440	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4440	11	hatred	hatred	NN
37060	4440	12	that	that	IN
37060	4440	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4440	14	overruled	overrule	VBD
37060	4440	15	the	the	DT
37060	4440	16	typical	typical	JJ
37060	4440	17	lust	lust	NN
37060	4440	18	for	for	IN
37060	4440	19	profit	profit	NN
37060	4440	20	.	.	.
37060	4441	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4441	2	turned	turn	VBD
37060	4441	3	from	from	IN
37060	4441	4	the	the	DT
37060	4441	5	counter	counter	NN
37060	4441	6	,	,	,
37060	4441	7	smiling	smile	VBG
37060	4441	8	at	at	IN
37060	4441	9	each	each	DT
37060	4441	10	other	other	JJ
37060	4441	11	.	.	.
37060	4442	1	Once	once	IN
37060	4442	2	outside	outside	IN
37060	4442	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4442	4	all	all	DT
37060	4442	5	shared	share	VBD
37060	4442	6	a	a	DT
37060	4442	7	hearty	hearty	JJ
37060	4442	8	laugh	laugh	NN
37060	4442	9	.	.	.
37060	4443	1	The	the	DT
37060	4443	2	stupidity	stupidity	NN
37060	4443	3	of	of	IN
37060	4443	4	the	the	DT
37060	4443	5	situation	situation	NN
37060	4443	6	was	be	VBD
37060	4443	7	incredible	incredible	JJ
37060	4443	8	to	to	IN
37060	4443	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4443	10	,	,	,
37060	4443	11	for	for	IN
37060	4443	12	not	not	RB
37060	4443	13	only	only	RB
37060	4443	14	had	have	VBD
37060	4443	15	the	the	DT
37060	4443	16	patriarch	patriarch	NN
37060	4443	17	's	's	POS
37060	4443	18	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	4443	19	to	to	TO
37060	4443	20	belittle	belittle	VB
37060	4443	21	and	and	CC
37060	4443	22	demean	demean	NNP
37060	4443	23	fail	fail	NNP
37060	4443	24	,	,	,
37060	4443	25	but	but	CC
37060	4443	26	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4443	27	had	have	VBD
37060	4443	28	also	also	RB
37060	4443	29	lost	lose	VBN
37060	4443	30	money	money	NN
37060	4443	31	.	.	.
37060	4444	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4444	2	pondered	ponder	VBD
37060	4444	3	the	the	DT
37060	4444	4	scenario	scenario	NN
37060	4444	5	,	,	,
37060	4444	6	asking	ask	VBG
37060	4444	7	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4444	8	why	why	WRB
37060	4444	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4444	10	did	do	VBD
37060	4444	11	not	not	RB
37060	4444	12	bother	bother	VB
37060	4444	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4444	14	,	,	,
37060	4444	15	and	and	CC
37060	4444	16	concluded	conclude	VBD
37060	4444	17	that	that	IN
37060	4444	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4444	19	was	be	VBD
37060	4444	20	because	because	IN
37060	4444	21	self	self	NN
37060	4444	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	4444	23	satisfaction	satisfaction	NN
37060	4444	24	was	be	VBD
37060	4444	25	of	of	IN
37060	4444	26	more	more	JJR
37060	4444	27	importance	importance	NN
37060	4444	28	to	to	IN
37060	4444	29	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4444	30	than	than	IN
37060	4444	31	the	the	DT
37060	4444	32	manner	manner	NN
37060	4444	33	in	in	IN
37060	4444	34	which	which	WDT
37060	4444	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4444	36	was	be	VBD
37060	4444	37	viewed	view	VBN
37060	4444	38	by	by	IN
37060	4444	39	others	other	NNS
37060	4444	40	.	.	.
37060	4445	1	One	one	PRP
37060	4445	2	must	must	MD
37060	4445	3	like	like	VB
37060	4445	4	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4445	5	;	;	:
37060	4445	6	self	self	NN
37060	4445	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	4445	8	love	love	NN
37060	4445	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	4445	10	the	the	DT
37060	4445	11	core	core	NN
37060	4445	12	from	from	IN
37060	4445	13	which	which	WDT
37060	4445	14	all	all	DT
37060	4445	15	else	else	RB
37060	4445	16	grows	grow	VBZ
37060	4445	17	,	,	,
37060	4445	18	including	include	VBG
37060	4445	19	the	the	DT
37060	4445	20	ability	ability	NN
37060	4445	21	to	to	TO
37060	4445	22	give	give	VB
37060	4445	23	and	and	CC
37060	4445	24	to	to	TO
37060	4445	25	accept	accept	VB
37060	4445	26	.	.	.
37060	4446	1	And	and	CC
37060	4446	2	,	,	,
37060	4446	3	in	in	IN
37060	4446	4	an	an	DT
37060	4446	5	ice	ice	NN
37060	4446	6	cream	cream	NN
37060	4446	7	parlor	parlor	NN
37060	4446	8	in	in	IN
37060	4446	9	Acapulco	Acapulco	NNP
37060	4446	10	,	,	,
37060	4446	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4446	12	found	find	VBD
37060	4446	13	that	that	IN
37060	4446	14	self	self	NN
37060	4446	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	4446	16	love	love	NN
37060	4446	17	is	be	VBZ
37060	4446	18	also	also	RB
37060	4446	19	the	the	DT
37060	4446	20	best	good	JJS
37060	4446	21	defense	defense	NN
37060	4446	22	.	.	.
37060	4447	1	Acapulco	Acapulco	NNP
37060	4447	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4447	3	the	the	DT
37060	4447	4	grand	grand	JJ
37060	4447	5	finale	finale	NN
37060	4447	6	of	of	IN
37060	4447	7	an	an	DT
37060	4447	8	exciting	exciting	JJ
37060	4447	9	week	week	NN
37060	4447	10	;	;	,
37060	4447	11	white	white	JJ
37060	4447	12	sand	sand	NN
37060	4447	13	beaches	beach	NNS
37060	4447	14	above	above	IN
37060	4447	15	a	a	DT
37060	4447	16	frothy	frothy	JJ
37060	4447	17	surf	surf	NN
37060	4447	18	,	,	,
37060	4447	19	cool	cool	JJ
37060	4447	20	draughts	draught	NNS
37060	4447	21	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	4447	22	rustling	rustle	VBG
37060	4447	23	palms	palm	NNS
37060	4447	24	,	,	,
37060	4447	25	tempting	tempt	VBG
37060	4447	26	meals	meal	NNS
37060	4447	27	and	and	CC
37060	4447	28	flea	flea	NN
37060	4447	29	market	market	NN
37060	4447	30	sprees	spree	NNS
37060	4447	31	,	,	,
37060	4447	32	and	and	CC
37060	4447	33	a	a	DT
37060	4447	34	special	special	JJ
37060	4447	35	evening	evening	NN
37060	4447	36	roving	rove	VBG
37060	4447	37	the	the	DT
37060	4447	38	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	4447	39	shoreline	shoreline	NN
37060	4447	40	after	after	IN
37060	4447	41	sunset	sunset	NN
37060	4447	42	.	.	.
37060	4448	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4448	2	all	all	DT
37060	4448	3	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4448	4	an	an	DT
37060	4448	5	incredible	incredible	JJ
37060	4448	6	fantasy	fantasy	NN
37060	4448	7	,	,	,
37060	4448	8	especially	especially	RB
37060	4448	9	in	in	IN
37060	4448	10	retrospect	retrospect	NN
37060	4448	11	,	,	,
37060	4448	12	having	have	VBG
37060	4448	13	spent	spend	VBN
37060	4448	14	a	a	DT
37060	4448	15	week	week	NN
37060	4448	16	apart	apart	RB
37060	4448	17	from	from	IN
37060	4448	18	familiarity	familiarity	NN
37060	4448	19	.	.	.
37060	4449	1	Only	only	RB
37060	4449	2	one	one	CD
37060	4449	3	aspect	aspect	NN
37060	4449	4	of	of	IN
37060	4449	5	the	the	DT
37060	4449	6	days	day	NNS
37060	4449	7	in	in	IN
37060	4449	8	Acapulco	Acapulco	NNP
37060	4449	9	could	could	MD
37060	4449	10	have	have	VB
37060	4449	11	been	be	VBN
37060	4449	12	channeled	channel	VBN
37060	4449	13	into	into	IN
37060	4449	14	a	a	DT
37060	4449	15	category	category	NN
37060	4449	16	other	other	JJ
37060	4449	17	than	than	IN
37060	4449	18	fantasy	fantasy	NN
37060	4449	19	;	;	:
37060	4449	20	after	after	IN
37060	4449	21	days	day	NNS
37060	4449	22	of	of	IN
37060	4449	23	careful	careful	JJ
37060	4449	24	food	food	NN
37060	4449	25	consumption	consumption	NN
37060	4449	26	,	,	,
37060	4449	27	the	the	DT
37060	4449	28	inevitable	inevitable	JJ
37060	4449	29	curse	curse	NN
37060	4449	30	of	of	IN
37060	4449	31	Montezuma	Montezuma	NNP
37060	4449	32	fell	fall	VBD
37060	4449	33	upon	upon	IN
37060	4449	34	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4449	35	.	.	.
37060	4450	1	Luckily	luckily	RB
37060	4450	2	,	,	,
37060	4450	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4450	4	was	be	VBD
37060	4450	5	not	not	RB
37060	4450	6	so	so	RB
37060	4450	7	horridly	horridly	RB
37060	4450	8	afflicted	afflict	VBN
37060	4450	9	that	that	IN
37060	4450	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4450	11	made	make	VBD
37060	4450	12	any	any	DT
37060	4450	13	appreciable	appreciable	JJ
37060	4450	14	difference	difference	NN
37060	4450	15	in	in	IN
37060	4450	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4450	17	plans	plan	NNS
37060	4450	18	;	;	:
37060	4450	19	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	4450	20	after	after	IN
37060	4450	21	so	so	RB
37060	4450	22	many	many	JJ
37060	4450	23	years	year	NNS
37060	4450	24	,	,	,
37060	4450	25	Montezuma	Montezuma	NNP
37060	4450	26	's	's	POS
37060	4450	27	need	need	NN
37060	4450	28	for	for	IN
37060	4450	29	revenge	revenge	NN
37060	4450	30	had	have	VBD
37060	4450	31	become	become	VBN
37060	4450	32	less	less	RBR
37060	4450	33	poignant	poignant	JJ
37060	4450	34	.	.	.
37060	4451	1	Or	or	CC
37060	4451	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4451	3	could	could	MD
37060	4451	4	have	have	VB
37060	4451	5	been	be	VBN
37060	4451	6	the	the	DT
37060	4451	7	Kaopectate	Kaopectate	NNP
37060	4451	8	.	.	.
37060	4452	1	Of	of	RB
37060	4452	2	course	course	RB
37060	4452	3	,	,	,
37060	4452	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4452	5	do	do	VBP
37060	4452	6	not	not	RB
37060	4452	7	support	support	VB
37060	4452	8	superstitious	superstitious	JJ
37060	4452	9	curses	curse	NNS
37060	4452	10	as	as	IN
37060	4452	11	being	be	VBG
37060	4452	12	the	the	DT
37060	4452	13	cause	cause	NN
37060	4452	14	.	.	.
37060	4453	1	.	.	.
37060	4454	1	.	.	.
37060	4455	1	but	but	CC
37060	4455	2	when	when	WRB
37060	4455	3	the	the	DT
37060	4455	4	affect	affect	NN
37060	4455	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	4455	6	of	of	IN
37060	4455	7	such	such	JJ
37060	4455	8	magnitude	magnitude	NN
37060	4455	9	,	,	,
37060	4455	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4455	11	bear	bear	VBP
37060	4455	12	arms	arm	NNS
37060	4455	13	to	to	TO
37060	4455	14	combat	combat	VB
37060	4455	15	the	the	DT
37060	4455	16	siege	siege	NN
37060	4455	17	.	.	.
37060	4456	1	On	on	IN
37060	4456	2	Easter	Easter	NNP
37060	4456	3	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	4456	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4456	5	boarded	board	VBD
37060	4456	6	a	a	DT
37060	4456	7	jet	jet	NN
37060	4456	8	and	and	CC
37060	4456	9	headed	head	VBN
37060	4456	10	for	for	IN
37060	4456	11	Chicago	Chicago	NNP
37060	4456	12	.	.	.
37060	4457	1	Between	between	IN
37060	4457	2	shifting	shift	VBG
37060	4457	3	positions	position	NNS
37060	4457	4	,	,	,
37060	4457	5	stretching	stretching	NN
37060	4457	6	,	,	,
37060	4457	7	peeps	peep	VBZ
37060	4457	8	out	out	IN
37060	4457	9	of	of	IN
37060	4457	10	the	the	DT
37060	4457	11	porthole	porthole	NN
37060	4457	12	windows	window	NNS
37060	4457	13	and	and	CC
37060	4457	14	in	in	IN
37060	4457	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	4457	16	flight	flight	NN
37060	4457	17	snacks	snack	NNS
37060	4457	18	,	,	,
37060	4457	19	the	the	DT
37060	4457	20	hours	hour	NNS
37060	4457	21	drifted	drift	VBD
37060	4457	22	past	past	RB
37060	4457	23	.	.	.
37060	4458	1	Somehow	somehow	RB
37060	4458	2	,	,	,
37060	4458	3	the	the	DT
37060	4458	4	holiday	holiday	NN
37060	4458	5	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4458	6	was	be	VBD
37060	4458	7	lost	lose	VBN
37060	4458	8	.	.	.
37060	4459	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4459	2	simply	simply	RB
37060	4459	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4459	4	not	not	RB
37060	4459	5	accustomed	accustom	VBN
37060	4459	6	to	to	IN
37060	4459	7	spending	spend	VBG
37060	4459	8	spring	spring	NN
37060	4459	9	break	break	NN
37060	4459	10	away	away	RB
37060	4459	11	from	from	IN
37060	4459	12	home	home	NN
37060	4459	13	,	,	,
37060	4459	14	let	let	VB
37060	4459	15	alone	alone	RB
37060	4459	16	Easter	easter	NN
37060	4459	17	in	in	IN
37060	4459	18	mid	mid	NN
37060	4459	19	-	-	NN
37060	4459	20	air	air	NN
37060	4459	21	.	.	.
37060	4460	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4460	2	reminded	remind	VBD
37060	4460	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4460	4	of	of	IN
37060	4460	5	the	the	DT
37060	4460	6	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	4460	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4460	8	family	family	NN
37060	4460	9	spent	spend	VBN
37060	4460	10	in	in	IN
37060	4460	11	Florida	Florida	NNP
37060	4460	12	;	;	:
37060	4460	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4460	14	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4460	15	cheated	cheat	VBN
37060	4460	16	even	even	RB
37060	4460	17	though	though	IN
37060	4460	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4460	19	had	have	VBD
37060	4460	20	fun	fun	NN
37060	4460	21	.	.	.
37060	4461	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4461	2	mild	mild	JJ
37060	4461	3	depression	depression	NN
37060	4461	4	left	leave	VBN
37060	4461	5	with	with	IN
37060	4461	6	the	the	DT
37060	4461	7	landing	landing	NN
37060	4461	8	in	in	IN
37060	4461	9	Chicago	Chicago	NNP
37060	4461	10	,	,	,
37060	4461	11	where	where	WRB
37060	4461	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4461	13	deplaned	deplane	VBD
37060	4461	14	and	and	CC
37060	4461	15	motored	motor	VBD
37060	4461	16	the	the	DT
37060	4461	17	remaining	remain	VBG
37060	4461	18	distance	distance	NN
37060	4461	19	.	.	.
37060	4462	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4462	2	met	meet	VBD
37060	4462	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4462	4	in	in	IN
37060	4462	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4462	6	old	old	JJ
37060	4462	7	Belvedere	Belvedere	NNP
37060	4462	8	.	.	.
37060	4463	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4463	2	and	and	CC
37060	4463	3	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4463	4	fish	fish	NN
37060	4463	5	car	car	NN
37060	4463	6	were	be	VBD
37060	4463	7	a	a	DT
37060	4463	8	welcome	welcome	JJ
37060	4463	9	sight	sight	NN
37060	4463	10	as	as	IN
37060	4463	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4463	12	stepped	step	VBD
37060	4463	13	into	into	IN
37060	4463	14	the	the	DT
37060	4463	15	frigid	frigid	JJ
37060	4463	16	air	air	NN
37060	4463	17	.	.	.
37060	4464	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4464	2	had	have	VBD
37060	4464	3	even	even	RB
37060	4464	4	snowed	snow	VBN
37060	4464	5	since	since	IN
37060	4464	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4464	7	was	be	VBD
37060	4464	8	last	last	JJ
37060	4464	9	home	home	NN
37060	4464	10	.	.	.
37060	4465	1	This	this	DT
37060	4465	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4465	3	reality	reality	NN
37060	4465	4	,	,	,
37060	4465	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4465	6	thought	think	VBD
37060	4465	7	with	with	IN
37060	4465	8	a	a	DT
37060	4465	9	smile	smile	NN
37060	4465	10	.	.	.
37060	4466	1	The	the	DT
37060	4466	2	trip	trip	NN
37060	4466	3	ended	end	VBD
37060	4466	4	as	as	RB
37060	4466	5	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	4466	6	as	as	IN
37060	4466	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4466	8	had	have	VBD
37060	4466	9	begun	begin	VBN
37060	4466	10	,	,	,
37060	4466	11	taken	take	VBN
37060	4466	12	in	in	IN
37060	4466	13	the	the	DT
37060	4466	14	wintry	wintry	NN
37060	4466	15	gusts	gust	NNS
37060	4466	16	and	and	CC
37060	4466	17	buried	bury	VBN
37060	4466	18	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	4466	19	the	the	DT
37060	4466	20	joy	joy	NN
37060	4466	21	of	of	IN
37060	4466	22	homecoming	homecoming	NN
37060	4466	23	.	.	.
37060	4467	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4467	2	watched	watch	VBD
37060	4467	3	the	the	DT
37060	4467	4	others	other	NNS
37060	4467	5	as	as	IN
37060	4467	6	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4467	7	turned	turn	VBD
37060	4467	8	and	and	CC
37060	4467	9	whirled	whirl	VBD
37060	4467	10	,	,	,
37060	4467	11	anxiously	anxiously	RB
37060	4467	12	seeking	seek	VBG
37060	4467	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4467	14	families	family	NNS
37060	4467	15	and	and	CC
37060	4467	16	securing	secure	VBG
37060	4467	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4467	18	luggage	luggage	NN
37060	4467	19	in	in	IN
37060	4467	20	a	a	DT
37060	4467	21	wild	wild	JJ
37060	4467	22	flurry	flurry	NN
37060	4467	23	of	of	IN
37060	4467	24	activity	activity	NN
37060	4467	25	.	.	.
37060	4468	1	This	this	DT
37060	4468	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4468	3	the	the	DT
37060	4468	4	world	world	NN
37060	4468	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4468	6	knew	know	VBD
37060	4468	7	;	;	:
37060	4468	8	Mexico	Mexico	NNP
37060	4468	9	was	be	VBD
37060	4468	10	far	far	RB
37060	4468	11	away	away	RB
37060	4468	12	,	,	,
37060	4468	13	and	and	CC
37060	4468	14	soon	soon	RB
37060	4468	15	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4468	16	memory	memory	NN
37060	4468	17	would	would	MD
37060	4468	18	be	be	VB
37060	4468	19	a	a	DT
37060	4468	20	distant	distant	JJ
37060	4468	21	,	,	,
37060	4468	22	clouded	clouded	JJ
37060	4468	23	image	image	NN
37060	4468	24	,	,	,
37060	4468	25	destined	destine	VBN
37060	4468	26	to	to	TO
37060	4468	27	share	share	VB
37060	4468	28	only	only	RB
37060	4468	29	the	the	DT
37060	4468	30	past	past	NN
37060	4468	31	.	.	.
37060	4469	1	For	for	IN
37060	4469	2	the	the	DT
37060	4469	3	present	present	NN
37060	4469	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4469	5	shared	share	VBD
37060	4469	6	the	the	DT
37060	4469	7	glowing	glow	VBG
37060	4469	8	impressions	impression	NNS
37060	4469	9	in	in	IN
37060	4469	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4469	11	mind	mind	NN
37060	4469	12	,	,	,
37060	4469	13	relating	relate	VBG
37060	4469	14	the	the	DT
37060	4469	15	vast	vast	JJ
37060	4469	16	differences	difference	NNS
37060	4469	17	amid	amid	IN
37060	4469	18	basic	basic	JJ
37060	4469	19	human	human	JJ
37060	4469	20	cohesiveness	cohesiveness	NN
37060	4469	21	.	.	.
37060	4470	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	4470	2	various	various	JJ
37060	4470	3	cultures	culture	NNS
37060	4470	4	,	,	,
37060	4470	5	people	people	NNS
37060	4470	6	remained	remain	VBD
37060	4470	7	relatively	relatively	RB
37060	4470	8	the	the	DT
37060	4470	9	same	same	JJ
37060	4470	10	;	;	:
37060	4470	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4470	12	thought	think	VBD
37060	4470	13	of	of	IN
37060	4470	14	the	the	DT
37060	4470	15	curiosity	curiosity	NN
37060	4470	16	of	of	IN
37060	4470	17	the	the	DT
37060	4470	18	child	child	NN
37060	4470	19	and	and	CC
37060	4470	20	the	the	DT
37060	4470	21	calculating	calculate	VBG
37060	4470	22	hatred	hatred	NN
37060	4470	23	of	of	IN
37060	4470	24	the	the	DT
37060	4470	25	patriarch	patriarch	NN
37060	4470	26	,	,	,
37060	4470	27	knowing	know	VBG
37060	4470	28	that	that	IN
37060	4470	29	such	such	JJ
37060	4470	30	people	people	NNS
37060	4470	31	existed	exist	VBD
37060	4470	32	in	in	IN
37060	4470	33	every	every	DT
37060	4470	34	city	city	NN
37060	4470	35	.	.	.
37060	4471	1	Well	well	UH
37060	4471	2	into	into	IN
37060	4471	3	the	the	DT
37060	4471	4	night	night	NN
37060	4471	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4471	6	rambled	ramble	VBD
37060	4471	7	excitedly	excitedly	RB
37060	4471	8	of	of	IN
37060	4471	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4471	10	experiences	experience	NNS
37060	4471	11	abroad	abroad	RB
37060	4471	12	,	,	,
37060	4471	13	content	content	NN
37060	4471	14	that	that	IN
37060	4471	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4471	16	was	be	VBD
37060	4471	17	home	home	RB
37060	4471	18	.	.	.
37060	4472	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4472	2	might	may	MD
37060	4472	3	fit	fit	VB
37060	4472	4	in	in	IN
37060	4472	5	many	many	JJ
37060	4472	6	places	place	NNS
37060	4472	7	,	,	,
37060	4472	8	but	but	CC
37060	4472	9	home	home	NN
37060	4472	10	was	be	VBD
37060	4472	11	where	where	WRB
37060	4472	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4472	13	belonged	belong	VBD
37060	4472	14	.	.	.
37060	4473	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4473	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4473	3	never	never	RB
37060	4473	4	much	much	JJ
37060	4473	5	of	of	IN
37060	4473	6	a	a	DT
37060	4473	7	romantic	romantic	NN
37060	4473	8	.	.	.
37060	4474	1	There	there	EX
37060	4474	2	were	be	VBD
37060	4474	3	inside	inside	RB
37060	4474	4	of	of	IN
37060	4474	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4474	6	,	,	,
37060	4474	7	however	however	RB
37060	4474	8	,	,	,
37060	4474	9	pieces	piece	NNS
37060	4474	10	of	of	IN
37060	4474	11	idealistic	idealistic	JJ
37060	4474	12	images	image	NNS
37060	4474	13	which	which	WDT
37060	4474	14	,	,	,
37060	4474	15	due	due	IN
37060	4474	16	to	to	IN
37060	4474	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4474	18	inconsistency	inconsistency	NN
37060	4474	19	with	with	IN
37060	4474	20	reality	reality	NN
37060	4474	21	,	,	,
37060	4474	22	provoked	provoke	VBD
37060	4474	23	great	great	JJ
37060	4474	24	surges	surge	NNS
37060	4474	25	of	of	IN
37060	4474	26	duress	duress	NN
37060	4474	27	.	.	.
37060	4475	1	These	these	DT
37060	4475	2	mental	mental	JJ
37060	4475	3	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	4475	4	,	,	,
37060	4475	5	depicting	depict	VBG
37060	4475	6	that	that	IN
37060	4475	7	which	which	WDT
37060	4475	8	"	"	``
37060	4475	9	should	should	MD
37060	4475	10	be	be	VB
37060	4475	11	,	,	,
37060	4475	12	"	"	``
37060	4475	13	stuck	stick	VBN
37060	4475	14	in	in	IN
37060	4475	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4475	16	mind	mind	NN
37060	4475	17	and	and	CC
37060	4475	18	festered	fester	VBD
37060	4475	19	there	there	RB
37060	4475	20	.	.	.
37060	4476	1	Whether	whether	IN
37060	4476	2	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4476	3	were	be	VBD
37060	4476	4	derived	derive	VBN
37060	4476	5	of	of	IN
37060	4476	6	societal	societal	JJ
37060	4476	7	suggestions	suggestion	NNS
37060	4476	8	or	or	CC
37060	4476	9	secret	secret	JJ
37060	4476	10	aspirations	aspiration	NNS
37060	4476	11	of	of	IN
37060	4476	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4476	13	own	own	JJ
37060	4476	14	concoction	concoction	NN
37060	4476	15	,	,	,
37060	4476	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4476	17	could	could	MD
37060	4476	18	not	not	RB
37060	4476	19	tell	tell	VB
37060	4476	20	,	,	,
37060	4476	21	yet	yet	CC
37060	4476	22	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4476	23	were	be	VBD
37060	4476	24	infuriating	infuriate	VBG
37060	4476	25	,	,	,
37060	4476	26	whatever	whatever	WDT
37060	4476	27	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4476	28	origin	origin	NN
37060	4476	29	might	may	MD
37060	4476	30	have	have	VB
37060	4476	31	been	be	VBN
37060	4476	32	,	,	,
37060	4476	33	because	because	IN
37060	4476	34	of	of	IN
37060	4476	35	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4476	36	unattainable	unattainable	JJ
37060	4476	37	quality	quality	NN
37060	4476	38	.	.	.
37060	4477	1	The	the	DT
37060	4477	2	latter	latter	JJ
37060	4477	3	part	part	NN
37060	4477	4	of	of	IN
37060	4477	5	12th	12th	JJ
37060	4477	6	grade	grade	NN
37060	4477	7	was	be	VBD
37060	4477	8	infiltrated	infiltrate	VBN
37060	4477	9	by	by	IN
37060	4477	10	such	such	JJ
37060	4477	11	lofty	lofty	JJ
37060	4477	12	ideals	ideal	NNS
37060	4477	13	,	,	,
37060	4477	14	and	and	CC
37060	4477	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4477	16	had	have	VBD
37060	4477	17	to	to	TO
37060	4477	18	watch	watch	VB
37060	4477	19	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4477	20	closely	closely	RB
37060	4477	21	to	to	TO
37060	4477	22	make	make	VB
37060	4477	23	certain	certain	JJ
37060	4477	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4477	25	did	do	VBD
37060	4477	26	not	not	RB
37060	4477	27	begin	begin	VB
37060	4477	28	to	to	TO
37060	4477	29	play	play	VB
37060	4477	30	a	a	DT
37060	4477	31	role	role	NN
37060	4477	32	other	other	JJ
37060	4477	33	than	than	IN
37060	4477	34	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4477	35	.	.	.
37060	4478	1	"	"	``
37060	4478	2	One	one	PRP
37060	4478	3	's	's	POS
37060	4478	4	senior	senior	JJ
37060	4478	5	year	year	NN
37060	4478	6	,	,	,
37060	4478	7	"	"	''
37060	4478	8	stated	state	VBD
37060	4478	9	the	the	DT
37060	4478	10	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	4478	11	,	,	,
37060	4478	12	"	"	``
37060	4478	13	should	should	MD
37060	4478	14	be	be	VB
37060	4478	15	a	a	DT
37060	4478	16	celebration	celebration	NN
37060	4478	17	of	of	IN
37060	4478	18	the	the	DT
37060	4478	19	past	past	NN
37060	4478	20	and	and	CC
37060	4478	21	the	the	DT
37060	4478	22	future	future	NN
37060	4478	23	;	;	:
37060	4478	24	one	one	PRP
37060	4478	25	's	's	POS
37060	4478	26	days	day	NNS
37060	4478	27	should	should	MD
37060	4478	28	be	be	VB
37060	4478	29	filled	fill	VBN
37060	4478	30	with	with	IN
37060	4478	31	blissful	blissful	JJ
37060	4478	32	fun	fun	NN
37060	4478	33	and	and	CC
37060	4478	34	one	one	NN
37060	4478	35	's	's	POS
37060	4478	36	company	company	NN
37060	4478	37	should	should	MD
37060	4478	38	include	include	VB
37060	4478	39	the	the	DT
37060	4478	40	steadfast	steadfast	JJ
37060	4478	41	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4478	42	made	make	VBN
37060	4478	43	through	through	IN
37060	4478	44	the	the	DT
37060	4478	45	course	course	NN
37060	4478	46	of	of	IN
37060	4478	47	the	the	DT
37060	4478	48	years	year	NNS
37060	4478	49	.	.	.
37060	4478	50	"	"	''
37060	4479	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4479	2	observed	observe	VBD
37060	4479	3	classmates	classmate	NNS
37060	4479	4	and	and	CC
37060	4479	5	for	for	IN
37060	4479	6	some	some	DT
37060	4479	7	,	,	,
37060	4479	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4479	9	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	4479	10	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4479	11	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4479	12	reality	reality	NN
37060	4479	13	.	.	.
37060	4480	1	Deep	deep	RB
37060	4480	2	inside	inside	RB
37060	4480	3	of	of	IN
37060	4480	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4480	5	,	,	,
37060	4480	6	however	however	RB
37060	4480	7	,	,	,
37060	4480	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4480	9	knew	know	VBD
37060	4480	10	that	that	IN
37060	4480	11	,	,	,
37060	4480	12	in	in	IN
37060	4480	13	reference	reference	NN
37060	4480	14	to	to	IN
37060	4480	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4480	16	life	life	NN
37060	4480	17	,	,	,
37060	4480	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4480	19	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	4480	20	was	be	VBD
37060	4480	21	a	a	DT
37060	4480	22	sinking	sink	VBG
37060	4480	23	ship	ship	NN
37060	4480	24	.	.	.
37060	4481	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4481	2	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	4481	3	perfectionistic	perfectionistic	JJ
37060	4481	4	qualities	quality	NNS
37060	4481	5	but	but	CC
37060	4481	6	lacked	lack	VBD
37060	4481	7	the	the	DT
37060	4481	8	ambition	ambition	NN
37060	4481	9	and	and	CC
37060	4481	10	the	the	DT
37060	4481	11	need	need	NN
37060	4481	12	to	to	TO
37060	4481	13	acquire	acquire	VB
37060	4481	14	awards	award	NNS
37060	4481	15	.	.	.
37060	4482	1	For	for	IN
37060	4482	2	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4482	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4482	4	wanted	want	VBD
37060	4482	5	to	to	TO
37060	4482	6	succeed	succeed	VB
37060	4482	7	.	.	.
37060	4483	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4483	2	did	do	VBD
37060	4483	3	not	not	RB
37060	4483	4	,	,	,
37060	4483	5	however	however	RB
37060	4483	6	,	,	,
37060	4483	7	have	have	VBP
37060	4483	8	to	to	TO
37060	4483	9	be	be	VB
37060	4483	10	the	the	DT
37060	4483	11	best	good	JJS
37060	4483	12	;	;	:
37060	4483	13	depending	depend	VBG
37060	4483	14	on	on	IN
37060	4483	15	so	so	RB
37060	4483	16	many	many	JJ
37060	4483	17	variables	variable	NNS
37060	4483	18	,	,	,
37060	4483	19	who	who	WP
37060	4483	20	could	could	MD
37060	4483	21	determine	determine	VB
37060	4483	22	what	what	WP
37060	4483	23	was	be	VBD
37060	4483	24	"	"	``
37060	4483	25	best	good	JJS
37060	4483	26	"	"	''
37060	4483	27	?	?	.
37060	4484	1	Idly	idly	RB
37060	4484	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4484	3	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	4484	4	on	on	IN
37060	4484	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4484	6	achievements	achievement	NNS
37060	4484	7	:	:	:
37060	4484	8	two	two	CD
37060	4484	9	year	year	NN
37060	4484	10	member	member	NN
37060	4484	11	of	of	IN
37060	4484	12	the	the	DT
37060	4484	13	National	National	NNP
37060	4484	14	Honor	Honor	NNP
37060	4484	15	Society	Society	NNP
37060	4484	16	,	,	,
37060	4484	17	member	member	NN
37060	4484	18	of	of	IN
37060	4484	19	the	the	DT
37060	4484	20	Spanish	Spanish	NNP
37060	4484	21	Honor	Honor	NNP
37060	4484	22	Society	Society	NNP
37060	4484	23	,	,	,
37060	4484	24	and	and	CC
37060	4484	25	placed	place	VBD
37060	4484	26	second	second	RB
37060	4484	27	in	in	IN
37060	4484	28	the	the	DT
37060	4484	29	school	school	NN
37060	4484	30	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4484	31	after	after	IN
37060	4484	32	a	a	DT
37060	4484	33	native	native	JJ
37060	4484	34	speaker	speaker	NN
37060	4484	35	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4484	36	for	for	IN
37060	4484	37	a	a	DT
37060	4484	38	National	National	NNP
37060	4484	39	Spanish	Spanish	NNP
37060	4484	40	Exam	Exam	NNP
37060	4484	41	,	,	,
37060	4484	42	for	for	IN
37060	4484	43	which	which	WDT
37060	4484	44	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4484	45	received	receive	VBD
37060	4484	46	a	a	DT
37060	4484	47	Spanish	spanish	JJ
37060	4484	48	Dictionary	Dictionary	NNP
37060	4484	49	.	.	.
37060	4485	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4485	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4485	3	not	not	RB
37060	4485	4	a	a	DT
37060	4485	5	lengthy	lengthy	JJ
37060	4485	6	or	or	CC
37060	4485	7	conspicuous	conspicuous	JJ
37060	4485	8	list	list	NN
37060	4485	9	,	,	,
37060	4485	10	but	but	CC
37060	4485	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4485	12	was	be	VBD
37060	4485	13	satisfied	satisfied	JJ
37060	4485	14	.	.	.
37060	4486	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4486	2	could	could	MD
37060	4486	3	never	never	RB
37060	4486	4	live	live	VB
37060	4486	5	up	up	RP
37060	4486	6	to	to	IN
37060	4486	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4486	8	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	4486	9	because	because	IN
37060	4486	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4486	11	disliked	dislike	VBD
37060	4486	12	public	public	JJ
37060	4486	13	display	display	NN
37060	4486	14	;	;	:
37060	4486	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4486	16	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4486	17	that	that	IN
37060	4486	18	accepting	accept	VBG
37060	4486	19	recognition	recognition	NN
37060	4486	20	would	would	MD
37060	4486	21	direct	direct	VB
37060	4486	22	undue	undue	JJ
37060	4486	23	attention	attention	NN
37060	4486	24	and	and	CC
37060	4486	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4486	26	would	would	MD
37060	4486	27	be	be	VB
37060	4486	28	placed	place	VBN
37060	4486	29	on	on	IN
37060	4486	30	trial	trial	NN
37060	4486	31	.	.	.
37060	4487	1	Within	within	IN
37060	4487	2	the	the	DT
37060	4487	3	realm	realm	NN
37060	4487	4	of	of	IN
37060	4487	5	intelligence	intelligence	NN
37060	4487	6	,	,	,
37060	4487	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4487	8	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4487	9	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4487	10	to	to	TO
37060	4487	11	be	be	VB
37060	4487	12	quite	quite	RB
37060	4487	13	small	small	JJ
37060	4487	14	;	;	:
37060	4487	15	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	4487	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	4487	17	infinitous	infinitous	JJ
37060	4487	18	,	,	,
37060	4487	19	and	and	CC
37060	4487	20	to	to	TO
37060	4487	21	claim	claim	VB
37060	4487	22	praise	praise	NN
37060	4487	23	for	for	IN
37060	4487	24	assimilating	assimilate	VBG
37060	4487	25	such	such	PDT
37060	4487	26	a	a	DT
37060	4487	27	minute	minute	NN
37060	4487	28	portion	portion	NN
37060	4487	29	as	as	IN
37060	4487	30	was	be	VBD
37060	4487	31	encased	encase	VBN
37060	4487	32	in	in	IN
37060	4487	33	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4487	34	mind	mind	NN
37060	4487	35	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4487	36	unfit	unfit	JJ
37060	4487	37	.	.	.
37060	4488	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4488	2	reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	4488	3	,	,	,
37060	4488	4	or	or	CC
37060	4488	5	lack	lack	NN
37060	4488	6	thereof	thereof	RB
37060	4488	7	,	,	,
37060	4488	8	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	4488	9	academic	academic	JJ
37060	4488	10	achievement	achievement	NN
37060	4488	11	were	be	VBD
37060	4488	12	greeted	greet	VBN
37060	4488	13	by	by	IN
37060	4488	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4488	15	mom	mom	NN
37060	4488	16	and	and	CC
37060	4488	17	dad	dad	NN
37060	4488	18	with	with	IN
37060	4488	19	a	a	DT
37060	4488	20	degree	degree	NN
37060	4488	21	of	of	IN
37060	4488	22	chagrin	chagrin	NNP
37060	4488	23	and	and	CC
37060	4488	24	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	4488	25	.	.	.
37060	4489	1	A	a	DT
37060	4489	2	child	child	NN
37060	4489	3	's	's	POS
37060	4489	4	success	success	NN
37060	4489	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	4489	6	a	a	DT
37060	4489	7	good	good	JJ
37060	4489	8	reflection	reflection	NN
37060	4489	9	on	on	IN
37060	4489	10	the	the	DT
37060	4489	11	parents	parent	NNS
37060	4489	12	;	;	:
37060	4489	13	thus	thus	RB
37060	4489	14	,	,	,
37060	4489	15	when	when	WRB
37060	4489	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4489	17	failed	fail	VBD
37060	4489	18	to	to	TO
37060	4489	19	pose	pose	VB
37060	4489	20	for	for	IN
37060	4489	21	the	the	DT
37060	4489	22	yearbook	yearbook	NN
37060	4489	23	photos	photo	NNS
37060	4489	24	which	which	WDT
37060	4489	25	honored	honor	VBD
37060	4489	26	Society	Society	NNP
37060	4489	27	members	member	NNS
37060	4489	28	as	as	IN
37060	4489	29	a	a	DT
37060	4489	30	group	group	NN
37060	4489	31	,	,	,
37060	4489	32	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4489	33	despaired	despair	VBD
37060	4489	34	that	that	IN
37060	4489	35	the	the	DT
37060	4489	36	anonymity	anonymity	NN
37060	4489	37	of	of	IN
37060	4489	38	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4489	39	accomplishments	accomplishment	NNS
37060	4489	40	would	would	MD
37060	4489	41	hurl	hurl	VB
37060	4489	42	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4489	43	into	into	IN
37060	4489	44	oblivion	oblivion	NN
37060	4489	45	.	.	.
37060	4490	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	4490	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4490	3	seen	see	VBN
37060	4490	4	through	through	IN
37060	4490	5	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4490	6	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	4490	7	the	the	DT
37060	4490	8	importance	importance	NN
37060	4490	9	of	of	IN
37060	4490	10	recognition	recognition	NN
37060	4490	11	,	,	,
37060	4490	12	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	4490	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4490	14	would	would	MD
37060	4490	15	have	have	VB
37060	4490	16	remained	remain	VBN
37060	4490	17	after	after	IN
37060	4490	18	school	school	NN
37060	4490	19	and	and	CC
37060	4490	20	posed	pose	VBD
37060	4490	21	for	for	IN
37060	4490	22	posterity	posterity	NN
37060	4490	23	.	.	.
37060	4491	1	.	.	.
37060	4492	1	.	.	.
37060	4493	1	and	and	CC
37060	4493	2	for	for	IN
37060	4493	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4493	4	parents	parent	NNS
37060	4493	5	.	.	.
37060	4494	1	"	"	``
37060	4494	2	Blissful	blissful	JJ
37060	4494	3	fun	fun	NN
37060	4494	4	"	"	''
37060	4494	5	was	be	VBD
37060	4494	6	yet	yet	RB
37060	4494	7	another	another	DT
37060	4494	8	part	part	NN
37060	4494	9	of	of	IN
37060	4494	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4494	11	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	4494	12	which	which	WDT
37060	4494	13	had	have	VBD
37060	4494	14	no	no	DT
37060	4494	15	parallel	parallel	NN
37060	4494	16	to	to	IN
37060	4494	17	reality	reality	NN
37060	4494	18	.	.	.
37060	4495	1	Fun	Fun	NNP
37060	4495	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4495	3	not	not	RB
37060	4495	4	a	a	DT
37060	4495	5	given	give	VBN
37060	4495	6	property	property	NN
37060	4495	7	of	of	IN
37060	4495	8	one	one	PRP
37060	4495	9	's	's	POS
37060	4495	10	senior	senior	JJ
37060	4495	11	year	year	NN
37060	4495	12	,	,	,
37060	4495	13	a	a	DT
37060	4495	14	mindless	mindless	JJ
37060	4495	15	embellishment	embellishment	NN
37060	4495	16	punctuating	punctuate	VBG
37060	4495	17	the	the	DT
37060	4495	18	culmination	culmination	NN
37060	4495	19	of	of	IN
37060	4495	20	twelve	twelve	CD
37060	4495	21	years	year	NNS
37060	4495	22	of	of	IN
37060	4495	23	public	public	JJ
37060	4495	24	education	education	NN
37060	4495	25	.	.	.
37060	4496	1	Instead	instead	RB
37060	4496	2	,	,	,
37060	4496	3	fun	fun	NN
37060	4496	4	was	be	VBD
37060	4496	5	a	a	DT
37060	4496	6	state	state	NN
37060	4496	7	of	of	IN
37060	4496	8	mind	mind	NN
37060	4496	9	,	,	,
37060	4496	10	quite	quite	RB
37060	4496	11	dependent	dependent	JJ
37060	4496	12	upon	upon	IN
37060	4496	13	one	one	PRP
37060	4496	14	's	's	POS
37060	4496	15	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	4496	16	for	for	IN
37060	4496	17	having	have	VBG
37060	4496	18	fun	fun	NN
37060	4496	19	.	.	.
37060	4497	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4497	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4497	3	imperative	imperative	JJ
37060	4497	4	to	to	TO
37060	4497	5	possess	possess	VB
37060	4497	6	creativity	creativity	NN
37060	4497	7	,	,	,
37060	4497	8	openness	openness	NN
37060	4497	9	and	and	CC
37060	4497	10	fearlessness	fearlessness	NN
37060	4497	11	toward	toward	IN
37060	4497	12	work	work	NN
37060	4497	13	;	;	,
37060	4497	14	bored	bored	JJ
37060	4497	15	people	people	NNS
37060	4497	16	were	be	VBD
37060	4497	17	often	often	RB
37060	4497	18	simply	simply	RB
37060	4497	19	lazy	lazy	JJ
37060	4497	20	.	.	.
37060	4498	1	Fun	Fun	NNP
37060	4498	2	,	,	,
37060	4498	3	a	a	DT
37060	4498	4	highly	highly	RB
37060	4498	5	personal	personal	JJ
37060	4498	6	noun	noun	NN
37060	4498	7	,	,	,
37060	4498	8	too	too	RB
37060	4498	9	often	often	RB
37060	4498	10	was	be	VBD
37060	4498	11	used	use	VBN
37060	4498	12	generically	generically	RB
37060	4498	13	,	,	,
37060	4498	14	which	which	WDT
37060	4498	15	led	lead	VBD
37060	4498	16	to	to	IN
37060	4498	17	overrating	overrate	VBG
37060	4498	18	certain	certain	JJ
37060	4498	19	pastimes	pastime	NNS
37060	4498	20	and	and	CC
37060	4498	21	berating	berate	VBG
37060	4498	22	others	other	NNS
37060	4498	23	.	.	.
37060	4499	1	The	the	DT
37060	4499	2	result	result	NN
37060	4499	3	,	,	,
37060	4499	4	of	of	IN
37060	4499	5	course	course	NN
37060	4499	6	,	,	,
37060	4499	7	was	be	VBD
37060	4499	8	either	either	CC
37060	4499	9	harrowing	harrowing	JJ
37060	4499	10	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	4499	11	,	,	,
37060	4499	12	or	or	CC
37060	4499	13	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	4499	14	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	4499	15	,	,	,
37060	4499	16	depending	depend	VBG
37060	4499	17	on	on	IN
37060	4499	18	one	one	PRP
37060	4499	19	's	's	POS
37060	4499	20	particular	particular	JJ
37060	4499	21	luck	luck	NN
37060	4499	22	.	.	.
37060	4500	1	There	there	EX
37060	4500	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4500	3	also	also	RB
37060	4500	4	the	the	DT
37060	4500	5	possibility	possibility	NN
37060	4500	6	that	that	IN
37060	4500	7	one	one	PRP
37060	4500	8	could	could	MD
37060	4500	9	fake	fake	VB
37060	4500	10	the	the	DT
37060	4500	11	role	role	NN
37060	4500	12	of	of	IN
37060	4500	13	having	have	VBG
37060	4500	14	fun	fun	NN
37060	4500	15	merely	merely	RB
37060	4500	16	because	because	IN
37060	4500	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4500	18	was	be	VBD
37060	4500	19	the	the	DT
37060	4500	20	appropriate	appropriate	JJ
37060	4500	21	response	response	NN
37060	4500	22	;	;	:
37060	4500	23	this	this	DT
37060	4500	24	,	,	,
37060	4500	25	more	more	JJR
37060	4500	26	than	than	IN
37060	4500	27	any	any	DT
37060	4500	28	other	other	JJ
37060	4500	29	aspect	aspect	NN
37060	4500	30	of	of	IN
37060	4500	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4500	32	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	4500	33	,	,	,
37060	4500	34	ensnared	ensnare	VBD
37060	4500	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4500	36	sense	sense	NN
37060	4500	37	of	of	IN
37060	4500	38	reality	reality	NN
37060	4500	39	.	.	.
37060	4501	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4501	2	found	find	VBD
37060	4501	3	the	the	DT
37060	4501	4	power	power	NN
37060	4501	5	of	of	IN
37060	4501	6	suggestion	suggestion	NN
37060	4501	7	,	,	,
37060	4501	8	combined	combine	VBN
37060	4501	9	with	with	IN
37060	4501	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4501	11	mind	mind	NN
37060	4501	12	's	's	POS
37060	4501	13	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	4501	14	,	,	,
37060	4501	15	would	would	MD
37060	4501	16	let	let	VB
37060	4501	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4501	18	take	take	VB
37060	4501	19	part	part	NN
37060	4501	20	in	in	IN
37060	4501	21	an	an	DT
37060	4501	22	activity	activity	NN
37060	4501	23	,	,	,
37060	4501	24	pronounce	pronounce	NN
37060	4501	25	that	that	IN
37060	4501	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4501	27	had	have	VBD
37060	4501	28	enjoyed	enjoy	VBN
37060	4501	29	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4501	30	,	,	,
37060	4501	31	and	and	CC
37060	4501	32	continue	continue	VB
37060	4501	33	to	to	TO
37060	4501	34	believe	believe	VB
37060	4501	35	such	such	JJ
37060	4501	36	even	even	RB
37060	4501	37	after	after	IN
37060	4501	38	the	the	DT
37060	4501	39	experience	experience	NN
37060	4501	40	was	be	VBD
37060	4501	41	over	over	RB
37060	4501	42	;	;	:
37060	4501	43	then	then	RB
37060	4501	44	,	,	,
37060	4501	45	in	in	IN
37060	4501	46	later	later	JJ
37060	4501	47	reflection	reflection	NN
37060	4501	48	,	,	,
37060	4501	49	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4501	50	would	would	MD
37060	4501	51	realize	realize	VB
37060	4501	52	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4501	53	pretense	pretense	NN
37060	4501	54	and	and	CC
37060	4501	55	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	4501	56	why	why	WRB
37060	4501	57	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4501	58	had	have	VBD
37060	4501	59	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	4501	60	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4501	61	to	to	TO
37060	4501	62	adopt	adopt	VB
37060	4501	63	another	another	DT
37060	4501	64	's	's	POS
37060	4501	65	definition	definition	NN
37060	4501	66	of	of	IN
37060	4501	67	fun	fun	NN
37060	4501	68	rather	rather	RB
37060	4501	69	than	than	IN
37060	4501	70	pursuing	pursue	VBG
37060	4501	71	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4501	72	own	own	JJ
37060	4501	73	intuition	intuition	NN
37060	4501	74	.	.	.
37060	4502	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	4502	2	departures	departure	NNS
37060	4502	3	from	from	IN
37060	4502	4	rationality	rationality	NN
37060	4502	5	disturbed	disturb	VBD
37060	4502	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4502	7	,	,	,
37060	4502	8	particularly	particularly	RB
37060	4502	9	because	because	IN
37060	4502	10	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4502	11	were	be	VBD
37060	4502	12	uncharacteristic	uncharacteristic	JJ
37060	4502	13	;	;	:
37060	4502	14	while	while	IN
37060	4502	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4502	16	often	often	RB
37060	4502	17	sat	sit	VBD
37060	4502	18	steeped	steep	VBN
37060	4502	19	in	in	IN
37060	4502	20	thought	thought	NN
37060	4502	21	or	or	CC
37060	4502	22	immersed	immerse	VBN
37060	4502	23	in	in	IN
37060	4502	24	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	4502	25	,	,	,
37060	4502	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4502	27	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	4502	28	played	play	VBD
37060	4502	29	out	out	RP
37060	4502	30	those	those	DT
37060	4502	31	reflections	reflection	NNS
37060	4502	32	in	in	IN
37060	4502	33	the	the	DT
37060	4502	34	physical	physical	JJ
37060	4502	35	sense	sense	NN
37060	4502	36	.	.	.
37060	4503	1	Furthermore	furthermore	RB
37060	4503	2	,	,	,
37060	4503	3	play	play	NN
37060	4503	4	-	-	HYPH
37060	4503	5	acting	acting	NN
37060	4503	6	was	be	VBD
37060	4503	7	a	a	DT
37060	4503	8	nuisance	nuisance	NN
37060	4503	9	because	because	IN
37060	4503	10	when	when	WRB
37060	4503	11	such	such	JJ
37060	4503	12	activity	activity	NN
37060	4503	13	resulted	result	VBD
37060	4503	14	in	in	IN
37060	4503	15	emptiness	emptiness	NN
37060	4503	16	,	,	,
37060	4503	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4503	18	was	be	VBD
37060	4503	19	a	a	DT
37060	4503	20	sore	sore	JJ
37060	4503	21	waste	waste	NN
37060	4503	22	of	of	IN
37060	4503	23	time	time	NN
37060	4503	24	.	.	.
37060	4504	1	Free	free	JJ
37060	4504	2	time	time	NN
37060	4504	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4504	4	one	one	CD
37060	4504	5	commodity	commodity	NN
37060	4504	6	with	with	IN
37060	4504	7	which	which	WDT
37060	4504	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4504	9	was	be	VBD
37060	4504	10	rather	rather	RB
37060	4504	11	stingy	stingy	JJ
37060	4504	12	;	;	:
37060	4504	13	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	4504	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4504	15	tried	try	VBD
37060	4504	16	to	to	TO
37060	4504	17	be	be	VB
37060	4504	18	selective	selective	JJ
37060	4504	19	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	4504	20	how	how	WRB
37060	4504	21	the	the	DT
37060	4504	22	precious	precious	JJ
37060	4504	23	moments	moment	NNS
37060	4504	24	were	be	VBD
37060	4504	25	spent	spend	VBN
37060	4504	26	.	.	.
37060	4505	1	Even	even	RB
37060	4505	2	so	so	RB
37060	4505	3	,	,	,
37060	4505	4	mistakes	mistake	NNS
37060	4505	5	were	be	VBD
37060	4505	6	made	make	VBN
37060	4505	7	,	,	,
37060	4505	8	and	and	CC
37060	4505	9	less	less	RBR
37060	4505	10	favorable	favorable	JJ
37060	4505	11	outcomes	outcome	NNS
37060	4505	12	became	become	VBD
37060	4505	13	a	a	DT
37060	4505	14	source	source	NN
37060	4505	15	of	of	IN
37060	4505	16	bitter	bitter	JJ
37060	4505	17	resentment	resentment	NN
37060	4505	18	if	if	IN
37060	4505	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4505	20	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	4505	21	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4505	22	to	to	TO
37060	4505	23	stew	stew	VB
37060	4505	24	in	in	IN
37060	4505	25	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4505	26	memory	memory	NN
37060	4505	27	.	.	.
37060	4506	1	Finally	finally	RB
37060	4506	2	,	,	,
37060	4506	3	the	the	DT
37060	4506	4	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	4506	5	called	call	VBD
37060	4506	6	for	for	IN
37060	4506	7	"	"	``
37060	4506	8	steadfast	steadfast	JJ
37060	4506	9	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4506	10	,	,	,
37060	4506	11	"	"	''
37060	4506	12	created	create	VBN
37060	4506	13	through	through	IN
37060	4506	14	mutual	mutual	JJ
37060	4506	15	interests	interest	NNS
37060	4506	16	and	and	CC
37060	4506	17	communication	communication	NN
37060	4506	18	.	.	.
37060	4507	1	In	in	IN
37060	4507	2	reality	reality	NN
37060	4507	3	,	,	,
37060	4507	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4507	5	had	have	VBD
37060	4507	6	acquaintances	acquaintance	NNS
37060	4507	7	,	,	,
37060	4507	8	and	and	CC
37060	4507	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4507	10	had	have	VBD
37060	4507	11	what	what	WP
37060	4507	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4507	13	called	call	VBD
37060	4507	14	"	"	``
37060	4507	15	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4507	16	"	"	''
37060	4507	17	for	for	IN
37060	4507	18	lack	lack	NN
37060	4507	19	of	of	IN
37060	4507	20	a	a	DT
37060	4507	21	more	more	RBR
37060	4507	22	appropriate	appropriate	JJ
37060	4507	23	word	word	NN
37060	4507	24	.	.	.
37060	4508	1	With	with	IN
37060	4508	2	these	these	DT
37060	4508	3	classmates	classmate	NNS
37060	4508	4	,	,	,
37060	4508	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4508	6	often	often	RB
37060	4508	7	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4508	8	like	like	IN
37060	4508	9	a	a	DT
37060	4508	10	mother	mother	NN
37060	4508	11	,	,	,
37060	4508	12	a	a	DT
37060	4508	13	psychiatrist	psychiatrist	NN
37060	4508	14	,	,	,
37060	4508	15	or	or	CC
37060	4508	16	an	an	DT
37060	4508	17	impartial	impartial	JJ
37060	4508	18	listener	listener	NN
37060	4508	19	,	,	,
37060	4508	20	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	4508	21	detached	detach	VBN
37060	4508	22	from	from	IN
37060	4508	23	the	the	DT
37060	4508	24	situation	situation	NN
37060	4508	25	at	at	IN
37060	4508	26	hand	hand	NN
37060	4508	27	.	.	.
37060	4509	1	As	as	IN
37060	4509	2	the	the	DT
37060	4509	3	"	"	``
37060	4509	4	impartial	impartial	JJ
37060	4509	5	listener	listener	NN
37060	4509	6	"	"	''
37060	4509	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4509	8	lapsed	lapse	VBD
37060	4509	9	into	into	IN
37060	4509	10	a	a	DT
37060	4509	11	role	role	NN
37060	4509	12	such	such	JJ
37060	4509	13	as	as	IN
37060	4509	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4509	15	described	describe	VBD
37060	4509	16	earlier	early	RBR
37060	4509	17	;	;	:
37060	4509	18	if	if	IN
37060	4509	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4509	20	faced	face	VBD
37060	4509	21	unpalatable	unpalatable	JJ
37060	4509	22	situations	situation	NNS
37060	4509	23	or	or	CC
37060	4509	24	discussions	discussion	NNS
37060	4509	25	while	while	IN
37060	4509	26	on	on	IN
37060	4509	27	"	"	``
37060	4509	28	automatic	automatic	JJ
37060	4509	29	,	,	,
37060	4509	30	"	"	''
37060	4509	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4509	32	could	could	MD
37060	4509	33	then	then	RB
37060	4509	34	tolerate	tolerate	VB
37060	4509	35	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4509	36	without	without	IN
37060	4509	37	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	4509	38	undue	undue	JJ
37060	4509	39	frustration	frustration	NN
37060	4509	40	.	.	.
37060	4510	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4510	2	voiced	voice	VBD
37060	4510	3	no	no	DT
37060	4510	4	unsolicited	unsolicited	JJ
37060	4510	5	opinions	opinion	NNS
37060	4510	6	,	,	,
37060	4510	7	utilizing	utilize	VBG
37060	4510	8	silence	silence	NN
37060	4510	9	as	as	IN
37060	4510	10	a	a	DT
37060	4510	11	manner	manner	NN
37060	4510	12	of	of	IN
37060	4510	13	maintaining	maintain	VBG
37060	4510	14	peace	peace	NN
37060	4510	15	in	in	IN
37060	4510	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4510	17	world	world	NN
37060	4510	18	.	.	.
37060	4511	1	Thereby	thereby	RB
37060	4511	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4511	3	lost	lose	VBD
37060	4511	4	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	4511	5	...	...	:
37060	4511	6	nor	nor	CC
37060	4511	7	did	do	VBD
37060	4511	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4511	9	gain	gain	VB
37060	4511	10	.	.	.
37060	4512	1	As	as	IN
37060	4512	2	high	high	JJ
37060	4512	3	school	school	NN
37060	4512	4	drew	draw	VBD
37060	4512	5	to	to	IN
37060	4512	6	a	a	DT
37060	4512	7	close	close	NN
37060	4512	8	,	,	,
37060	4512	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4512	10	no	no	RB
37060	4512	11	longer	long	RBR
37060	4512	12	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4512	13	obliged	oblige	VBN
37060	4512	14	to	to	TO
37060	4512	15	analyze	analyze	VB
37060	4512	16	each	each	DT
37060	4512	17	moment	moment	NN
37060	4512	18	.	.	.
37060	4513	1	Soon	soon	RB
37060	4513	2	all	all	DT
37060	4513	3	would	would	MD
37060	4513	4	be	be	VB
37060	4513	5	different	different	JJ
37060	4513	6	.	.	.
37060	4514	1	The	the	DT
37060	4514	2	hallways	hallway	NNS
37060	4514	3	would	would	MD
37060	4514	4	echo	echo	VB
37060	4514	5	no	no	DT
37060	4514	6	sound	sound	NN
37060	4514	7	and	and	CC
37060	4514	8	store	store	VB
37060	4514	9	no	no	DT
37060	4514	10	memory	memory	NN
37060	4514	11	of	of	IN
37060	4514	12	those	those	DT
37060	4514	13	who	who	WP
37060	4514	14	had	have	VBD
37060	4514	15	passed	pass	VBN
37060	4514	16	.	.	.
37060	4515	1	Friends	friend	NNS
37060	4515	2	would	would	MD
37060	4515	3	be	be	VB
37060	4515	4	lost	lose	VBN
37060	4515	5	to	to	IN
37060	4515	6	each	each	DT
37060	4515	7	other	other	JJ
37060	4515	8	and	and	CC
37060	4515	9	acquaintances	acquaintance	NNS
37060	4515	10	would	would	MD
37060	4515	11	fade	fade	VB
37060	4515	12	like	like	IN
37060	4515	13	early	early	JJ
37060	4515	14	morning	morning	NN
37060	4515	15	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	4515	16	.	.	.
37060	4516	1	Achievements	achievement	NNS
37060	4516	2	would	would	MD
37060	4516	3	pave	pave	VB
37060	4516	4	the	the	DT
37060	4516	5	way	way	NN
37060	4516	6	toward	toward	IN
37060	4516	7	further	further	JJ
37060	4516	8	education	education	NN
37060	4516	9	,	,	,
37060	4516	10	jobs	job	NNS
37060	4516	11	,	,	,
37060	4516	12	or	or	CC
37060	4516	13	merely	merely	RB
37060	4516	14	attract	attract	VB
37060	4516	15	dust	dust	NN
37060	4516	16	on	on	IN
37060	4516	17	a	a	DT
37060	4516	18	chest	chest	NN
37060	4516	19	of	of	IN
37060	4516	20	drawers	drawer	NNS
37060	4516	21	,	,	,
37060	4516	22	remembering	remember	VBG
37060	4516	23	that	that	IN
37060	4516	24	which	which	WDT
37060	4516	25	no	no	RB
37060	4516	26	longer	long	RBR
37060	4516	27	existed	exist	VBD
37060	4516	28	.	.	.
37060	4517	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4517	2	had	have	VBD
37060	4517	3	enjoyed	enjoy	VBN
37060	4517	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4517	5	time	time	NN
37060	4517	6	in	in	IN
37060	4517	7	high	high	JJ
37060	4517	8	school	school	NN
37060	4517	9	as	as	IN
37060	4517	10	best	best	RB
37060	4517	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4517	12	could	could	MD
37060	4517	13	considering	consider	VBG
37060	4517	14	the	the	DT
37060	4517	15	topsy	topsy	JJ
37060	4517	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	4517	17	turvy	turvy	JJ
37060	4517	18	state	state	NN
37060	4517	19	of	of	IN
37060	4517	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4517	21	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	4517	22	.	.	.
37060	4518	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4518	2	had	have	VBD
37060	4518	3	met	meet	VBN
37060	4518	4	some	some	DT
37060	4518	5	fine	fine	JJ
37060	4518	6	people	people	NNS
37060	4518	7	and	and	CC
37060	4518	8	experienced	experience	VBD
37060	4518	9	some	some	DT
37060	4518	10	genuine	genuine	JJ
37060	4518	11	"	"	``
37060	4518	12	fun	fun	NN
37060	4518	13	.	.	.
37060	4518	14	"	"	''
37060	4519	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4519	2	achievements	achievement	NNS
37060	4519	3	were	be	VBD
37060	4519	4	satisfactory	satisfactory	JJ
37060	4519	5	and	and	CC
37060	4519	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4519	7	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4519	8	content	content	JJ
37060	4519	9	that	that	IN
37060	4519	10	graduation	graduation	NN
37060	4519	11	was	be	VBD
37060	4519	12	near	near	JJ
37060	4519	13	.	.	.
37060	4520	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4520	2	did	do	VBD
37060	4520	3	not	not	RB
37060	4520	4	wish	wish	VB
37060	4520	5	to	to	TO
37060	4520	6	relive	relive	VB
37060	4520	7	or	or	CC
37060	4520	8	prolong	prolong	NNP
37060	4520	9	high	high	JJ
37060	4520	10	school	school	NN
37060	4520	11	.	.	.
37060	4521	1	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	4521	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4521	3	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	4521	4	demanded	demand	VBD
37060	4521	5	too	too	RB
37060	4521	6	much	much	JJ
37060	4521	7	of	of	IN
37060	4521	8	life	life	NN
37060	4521	9	,	,	,
37060	4521	10	or	or	CC
37060	4521	11	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	4521	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4521	13	was	be	VBD
37060	4521	14	more	more	RBR
37060	4521	15	fully	fully	RB
37060	4521	16	accepting	accept	VBG
37060	4521	17	that	that	IN
37060	4521	18	one	one	NN
37060	4521	19	's	's	POS
37060	4521	20	ideal	ideal	JJ
37060	4521	21	vision	vision	NN
37060	4521	22	of	of	IN
37060	4521	23	life	life	NN
37060	4521	24	had	have	VBD
37060	4521	25	little	little	JJ
37060	4521	26	in	in	IN
37060	4521	27	common	common	JJ
37060	4521	28	with	with	IN
37060	4521	29	reality	reality	NN
37060	4521	30	.	.	.
37060	4522	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4522	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	4522	3	only	only	RB
37060	4522	4	that	that	IN
37060	4522	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4522	6	wished	wish	VBD
37060	4522	7	to	to	TO
37060	4522	8	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	4522	9	a	a	DT
37060	4522	10	life	life	NN
37060	4522	11	unfettered	unfettere	VBN
37060	4522	12	by	by	IN
37060	4522	13	those	those	DT
37060	4522	14	wistful	wistful	JJ
37060	4522	15	images	image	NNS
37060	4522	16	.	.	.
37060	4523	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4523	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4523	3	time	time	NN
37060	4523	4	for	for	IN
37060	4523	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4523	6	to	to	TO
37060	4523	7	begin	begin	VB
37060	4523	8	closing	close	VBG
37060	4523	9	one	one	CD
37060	4523	10	door	door	NN
37060	4523	11	.	.	.
37060	4524	1	After	after	IN
37060	4524	2	final	final	JJ
37060	4524	3	exams	exam	NNS
37060	4524	4	,	,	,
37060	4524	5	school	school	NN
37060	4524	6	was	be	VBD
37060	4524	7	recreational	recreational	JJ
37060	4524	8	rather	rather	RB
37060	4524	9	than	than	IN
37060	4524	10	educational	educational	JJ
37060	4524	11	.	.	.
37060	4525	1	The	the	DT
37060	4525	2	yearbooks	yearbook	NNS
37060	4525	3	were	be	VBD
37060	4525	4	distributed	distribute	VBN
37060	4525	5	and	and	CC
37060	4525	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4525	7	made	make	VBD
37060	4525	8	a	a	DT
37060	4525	9	point	point	NN
37060	4525	10	to	to	TO
37060	4525	11	sign	sign	VB
37060	4525	12	the	the	DT
37060	4525	13	annuals	annual	NNS
37060	4525	14	of	of	IN
37060	4525	15	those	those	DT
37060	4525	16	with	with	IN
37060	4525	17	whom	whom	WP
37060	4525	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4525	19	had	have	VBD
37060	4525	20	shared	share	VBN
37060	4525	21	memorable	memorable	JJ
37060	4525	22	occasions	occasion	NNS
37060	4525	23	or	or	CC
37060	4525	24	developed	develop	VBD
37060	4525	25	worthwhile	worthwhile	JJ
37060	4525	26	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	4525	27	.	.	.
37060	4526	1	For	for	IN
37060	4526	2	many	many	JJ
37060	4526	3	,	,	,
37060	4526	4	the	the	DT
37060	4526	5	message	message	NN
37060	4526	6	in	in	IN
37060	4526	7	the	the	DT
37060	4526	8	yearbook	yearbook	NN
37060	4526	9	was	be	VBD
37060	4526	10	a	a	DT
37060	4526	11	last	last	JJ
37060	4526	12	farewell	farewell	NN
37060	4526	13	.	.	.
37060	4527	1	Some	some	DT
37060	4527	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4527	3	would	would	MD
37060	4527	4	truly	truly	RB
37060	4527	5	miss	miss	VB
37060	4527	6	and	and	CC
37060	4527	7	remember	remember	VB
37060	4527	8	always	always	RB
37060	4527	9	,	,	,
37060	4527	10	even	even	RB
37060	4527	11	though	though	IN
37060	4527	12	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4527	13	were	be	VBD
37060	4527	14	not	not	RB
37060	4527	15	persons	person	NNS
37060	4527	16	who	who	WP
37060	4527	17	had	have	VBD
37060	4527	18	spent	spend	VBN
37060	4527	19	time	time	NN
37060	4527	20	with	with	IN
37060	4527	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4527	22	outside	outside	RB
37060	4527	23	of	of	IN
37060	4527	24	class	class	NN
37060	4527	25	.	.	.
37060	4528	1	Impressions	impression	NNS
37060	4528	2	were	be	VBD
37060	4528	3	a	a	DT
37060	4528	4	curious	curious	JJ
37060	4528	5	phenomena	phenomena	NN
37060	4528	6	.	.	.
37060	4529	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4529	2	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	4529	3	why	why	WRB
37060	4529	4	certain	certain	JJ
37060	4529	5	moments	moment	NNS
37060	4529	6	captured	capture	VBD
37060	4529	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4529	8	attention	attention	NN
37060	4529	9	.	.	.
37060	4530	1	.	.	.
37060	4531	1	.	.	.
37060	4532	1	the	the	DT
37060	4532	2	carnation	carnation	NN
37060	4532	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4532	4	received	receive	VBD
37060	4532	5	on	on	IN
37060	4532	6	"	"	``
37060	4532	7	flower	flower	NN
37060	4532	8	day	day	NN
37060	4532	9	"	"	''
37060	4532	10	from	from	IN
37060	4532	11	a	a	DT
37060	4532	12	junior	junior	NN
37060	4532	13	who	who	WP
37060	4532	14	had	have	VBD
37060	4532	15	taken	take	VBN
37060	4532	16	notice	notice	NN
37060	4532	17	of	of	IN
37060	4532	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4532	19	.	.	.
37060	4533	1	.	.	.
37060	4534	1	.	.	.
37060	4535	1	the	the	DT
37060	4535	2	penny	penny	NN
37060	4535	3	retrieved	retrieve	VBD
37060	4535	4	from	from	IN
37060	4535	5	the	the	DT
37060	4535	6	hallway	hallway	NN
37060	4535	7	which	which	WDT
37060	4535	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4535	9	Spanish	spanish	JJ
37060	4535	10	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	4535	11	handed	hand	VBD
37060	4535	12	to	to	IN
37060	4535	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4535	14	.	.	.
37060	4536	1	.	.	.
37060	4537	1	.	.	.
37060	4538	1	an	an	DT
37060	4538	2	inside	inside	JJ
37060	4538	3	joke	joke	NN
37060	4538	4	which	which	WDT
37060	4538	5	survived	survive	VBD
37060	4538	6	two	two	CD
37060	4538	7	years	year	NNS
37060	4538	8	.	.	.
37060	4539	1	.	.	.
37060	4540	1	.	.	.
37060	4541	1	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	4541	2	and	and	CC
37060	4541	3	humor	humor	NN
37060	4541	4	and	and	CC
37060	4541	5	craziness	craziness	NN
37060	4541	6	.	.	.
37060	4542	1	These	these	DT
37060	4542	2	were	be	VBD
37060	4542	3	the	the	DT
37060	4542	4	ingredients	ingredient	NNS
37060	4542	5	of	of	IN
37060	4542	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4542	7	foremost	foremost	JJ
37060	4542	8	impressions	impression	NNS
37060	4542	9	,	,	,
37060	4542	10	and	and	CC
37060	4542	11	the	the	DT
37060	4542	12	forerunners	forerunner	NNS
37060	4542	13	of	of	IN
37060	4542	14	memories	memory	NNS
37060	4542	15	;	;	:
37060	4542	16	these	these	DT
37060	4542	17	fragmented	fragmented	JJ
37060	4542	18	images	image	NNS
37060	4542	19	would	would	MD
37060	4542	20	survive	survive	VB
37060	4542	21	outside	outside	IN
37060	4542	22	the	the	DT
37060	4542	23	confines	confine	NNS
37060	4542	24	of	of	IN
37060	4542	25	the	the	DT
37060	4542	26	yearbook	yearbook	NN
37060	4542	27	,	,	,
37060	4542	28	and	and	CC
37060	4542	29	generate	generate	VB
37060	4542	30	fleeting	fleeting	JJ
37060	4542	31	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	4542	32	for	for	IN
37060	4542	33	years	year	NNS
37060	4542	34	to	to	TO
37060	4542	35	come	come	VB
37060	4542	36	.	.	.
37060	4543	1	Graduation	graduation	NN
37060	4543	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4543	3	no	no	RB
37060	4543	4	longer	long	RBR
37060	4543	5	the	the	DT
37060	4543	6	solemn	solemn	JJ
37060	4543	7	promenade	promenade	NN
37060	4543	8	of	of	IN
37060	4543	9	grace	grace	NN
37060	4543	10	and	and	CC
37060	4543	11	grandeur	grandeur	NN
37060	4543	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4543	13	had	have	VBD
37060	4543	14	once	once	RB
37060	4543	15	been	be	VBN
37060	4543	16	.	.	.
37060	4544	1	The	the	DT
37060	4544	2	classes	class	NNS
37060	4544	3	were	be	VBD
37060	4544	4	large	large	JJ
37060	4544	5	and	and	CC
37060	4544	6	impersonal	impersonal	JJ
37060	4544	7	,	,	,
37060	4544	8	and	and	CC
37060	4544	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4544	10	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4544	11	that	that	IN
37060	4544	12	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	4544	13	graduated	graduate	VBD
37060	4544	14	whether	whether	IN
37060	4544	15	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4544	16	earned	earn	VBD
37060	4544	17	the	the	DT
37060	4544	18	honor	honor	NN
37060	4544	19	or	or	CC
37060	4544	20	not	not	RB
37060	4544	21	;	;	:
37060	4544	22	a	a	DT
37060	4544	23	classic	classic	JJ
37060	4544	24	example	example	NN
37060	4544	25	testifying	testify	VBG
37060	4544	26	that	that	IN
37060	4544	27	,	,	,
37060	4544	28	where	where	WRB
37060	4544	29	there	there	EX
37060	4544	30	is	be	VBZ
37060	4544	31	plenty	plenty	NN
37060	4544	32	,	,	,
37060	4544	33	there	there	EX
37060	4544	34	is	be	VBZ
37060	4544	35	often	often	RB
37060	4544	36	little	little	JJ
37060	4544	37	gratitude	gratitude	NN
37060	4544	38	.	.	.
37060	4545	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4545	2	wore	wear	VBD
37060	4545	3	disposable	disposable	JJ
37060	4545	4	gowns	gown	NNS
37060	4545	5	and	and	CC
37060	4545	6	caps	cap	NNS
37060	4545	7	,	,	,
37060	4545	8	with	with	IN
37060	4545	9	the	the	DT
37060	4545	10	latter	latter	JJ
37060	4545	11	being	being	NN
37060	4545	12	so	so	RB
37060	4545	13	cheaply	cheaply	RB
37060	4545	14	constructed	construct	VBN
37060	4545	15	that	that	IN
37060	4545	16	all	all	DT
37060	4545	17	four	four	CD
37060	4545	18	corners	corner	NNS
37060	4545	19	hung	hang	VBD
37060	4545	20	down	down	RP
37060	4545	21	about	about	IN
37060	4545	22	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4545	23	heads	head	NNS
37060	4545	24	in	in	IN
37060	4545	25	a	a	DT
37060	4545	26	mockery	mockery	NN
37060	4545	27	of	of	IN
37060	4545	28	pomp	pomp	NN
37060	4545	29	and	and	CC
37060	4545	30	circumstance	circumstance	NN
37060	4545	31	,	,	,
37060	4545	32	creating	create	VBG
37060	4545	33	a	a	DT
37060	4545	34	group	group	NN
37060	4545	35	which	which	WDT
37060	4545	36	looked	look	VBD
37060	4545	37	like	like	IN
37060	4545	38	berobed	berobed	JJ
37060	4545	39	court	court	NN
37060	4545	40	jesters	jester	NNS
37060	4545	41	.	.	.
37060	4546	1	Due	due	IN
37060	4546	2	to	to	IN
37060	4546	3	the	the	DT
37060	4546	4	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	4546	5	of	of	IN
37060	4546	6	the	the	DT
37060	4546	7	previous	previous	JJ
37060	4546	8	graduating	graduating	NN
37060	4546	9	class	class	NN
37060	4546	10	,	,	,
37060	4546	11	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	4546	12	patrolled	patrol	VBD
37060	4546	13	the	the	DT
37060	4546	14	group	group	NN
37060	4546	15	to	to	TO
37060	4546	16	assure	assure	VB
37060	4546	17	no	no	DT
37060	4546	18	items	item	NNS
37060	4546	19	such	such	JJ
37060	4546	20	as	as	IN
37060	4546	21	frizbees	frizbee	NNS
37060	4546	22	,	,	,
37060	4546	23	squirt	squirt	NN
37060	4546	24	guns	gun	NNS
37060	4546	25	and	and	CC
37060	4546	26	bubble	bubble	NN
37060	4546	27	blowers	blower	NNS
37060	4546	28	made	make	VBD
37060	4546	29	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4546	30	into	into	IN
37060	4546	31	the	the	DT
37060	4546	32	field	field	NN
37060	4546	33	house	house	NN
37060	4546	34	.	.	.
37060	4547	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4547	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4547	3	relieved	relieve	VBN
37060	4547	4	;	;	:
37060	4547	5	while	while	IN
37060	4547	6	graduation	graduation	NN
37060	4547	7	had	have	VBD
37060	4547	8	lost	lose	VBN
37060	4547	9	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4547	10	magnificence	magnificence	NN
37060	4547	11	,	,	,
37060	4547	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4547	13	still	still	RB
37060	4547	14	did	do	VBD
37060	4547	15	not	not	RB
37060	4547	16	desire	desire	VB
37060	4547	17	to	to	TO
37060	4547	18	take	take	VB
37060	4547	19	part	part	NN
37060	4547	20	in	in	IN
37060	4547	21	a	a	DT
37060	4547	22	circus	circus	NN
37060	4547	23	.	.	.
37060	4548	1	Aside	aside	RB
37060	4548	2	from	from	IN
37060	4548	3	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4548	4	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	4548	5	,	,	,
37060	4548	6	the	the	DT
37060	4548	7	ceremony	ceremony	NN
37060	4548	8	was	be	VBD
37060	4548	9	fairly	fairly	RB
37060	4548	10	respectable	respectable	JJ
37060	4548	11	.	.	.
37060	4549	1	The	the	DT
37060	4549	2	various	various	JJ
37060	4549	3	speakers	speaker	NNS
37060	4549	4	neither	neither	CC
37060	4549	5	rushed	rush	VBD
37060	4549	6	nor	nor	CC
37060	4549	7	belabored	belabor	VBD
37060	4549	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4549	9	material	material	NN
37060	4549	10	.	.	.
37060	4550	1	Row	row	NN
37060	4550	2	by	by	IN
37060	4550	3	row	row	NN
37060	4550	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4550	5	stood	stand	VBD
37060	4550	6	to	to	TO
37060	4550	7	file	file	VB
37060	4550	8	toward	toward	IN
37060	4550	9	the	the	DT
37060	4550	10	stage	stage	NN
37060	4550	11	.	.	.
37060	4551	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4551	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4551	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4551	4	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	4551	5	pinch	pinch	NN
37060	4551	6	.	.	.
37060	4552	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4552	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4552	3	an	an	DT
37060	4552	4	orderly	orderly	JJ
37060	4552	5	system	system	NN
37060	4552	6	;	;	:
37060	4552	7	a	a	DT
37060	4552	8	name	name	NN
37060	4552	9	was	be	VBD
37060	4552	10	called	call	VBN
37060	4552	11	,	,	,
37060	4552	12	the	the	DT
37060	4552	13	diploma	diploma	NN
37060	4552	14	was	be	VBD
37060	4552	15	presented	present	VBN
37060	4552	16	,	,	,
37060	4552	17	then	then	RB
37060	4552	18	a	a	DT
37060	4552	19	hand	hand	NN
37060	4552	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	4552	21	shake	shake	NN
37060	4552	22	completed	complete	VBD
37060	4552	23	the	the	DT
37060	4552	24	scenario	scenario	NN
37060	4552	25	.	.	.
37060	4553	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4553	2	name	name	NN
37060	4553	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4553	4	called	call	VBN
37060	4553	5	.	.	.
37060	4554	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4554	2	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	4554	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4554	4	diploma	diploma	NN
37060	4554	5	,	,	,
37060	4554	6	smiling	smile	VBG
37060	4554	7	,	,	,
37060	4554	8	and	and	CC
37060	4554	9	proceeded	proceed	VBD
37060	4554	10	to	to	IN
37060	4554	11	the	the	DT
37060	4554	12	principal	principal	NN
37060	4554	13	to	to	TO
37060	4554	14	receive	receive	VB
37060	4554	15	a	a	DT
37060	4554	16	handshake	handshake	NN
37060	4554	17	.	.	.
37060	4555	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4555	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4555	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4555	4	moment	moment	NN
37060	4555	5	.	.	.
37060	4556	1	Then	then	RB
37060	4556	2	another	another	DT
37060	4556	3	name	name	NN
37060	4556	4	was	be	VBD
37060	4556	5	called	call	VBN
37060	4556	6	as	as	IN
37060	4556	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4556	8	paced	pace	VBD
37060	4556	9	down	down	RP
37060	4556	10	the	the	DT
37060	4556	11	center	center	JJ
37060	4556	12	aisle	aisle	NN
37060	4556	13	to	to	IN
37060	4556	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4556	15	seat	seat	NN
37060	4556	16	.	.	.
37060	4557	1	For	for	IN
37060	4557	2	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4557	3	,	,	,
37060	4557	4	all	all	DT
37060	4557	5	was	be	VBD
37060	4557	6	done	do	VBN
37060	4557	7	.	.	.
37060	4558	1	Another	another	DT
37060	4558	2	name	name	NN
37060	4558	3	echoed	echo	VBD
37060	4558	4	through	through	IN
37060	4558	5	the	the	DT
37060	4558	6	field	field	NN
37060	4558	7	house	house	NN
37060	4558	8	.	.	.
37060	4559	1	.	.	.
37060	4560	1	.	.	.
37060	4561	1	a	a	DT
37060	4561	2	moment	moment	NN
37060	4561	3	belonging	belong	VBG
37060	4561	4	to	to	IN
37060	4561	5	someone	someone	NN
37060	4561	6	else	else	RB
37060	4561	7	.	.	.
37060	4562	1	In	in	IN
37060	4562	2	the	the	DT
37060	4562	3	din	din	NN
37060	4562	4	and	and	CC
37060	4562	5	confusion	confusion	NN
37060	4562	6	following	follow	VBG
37060	4562	7	the	the	DT
37060	4562	8	ceremony	ceremony	NN
37060	4562	9	,	,	,
37060	4562	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4562	11	found	find	VBD
37060	4562	12	none	none	NN
37060	4562	13	of	of	IN
37060	4562	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4562	15	closer	close	JJR
37060	4562	16	acquaintances	acquaintance	NNS
37060	4562	17	.	.	.
37060	4563	1	The	the	DT
37060	4563	2	swarming	swarm	VBG
37060	4563	3	mob	mob	NN
37060	4563	4	whooped	whoop	VBD
37060	4563	5	joyously	joyously	RB
37060	4563	6	,	,	,
37060	4563	7	rallying	rally	VBG
37060	4563	8	about	about	IN
37060	4563	9	and	and	CC
37060	4563	10	shouting	shout	VBG
37060	4563	11	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4563	12	intended	intend	VBN
37060	4563	13	destinations	destination	NNS
37060	4563	14	.	.	.
37060	4564	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4564	2	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	4564	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4564	4	the	the	DT
37060	4564	5	aloneness	aloneness	NN
37060	4564	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4564	7	had	have	VBD
37060	4564	8	anticipated	anticipate	VBN
37060	4564	9	,	,	,
37060	4564	10	crashing	crash	VBG
37060	4564	11	down	down	RP
37060	4564	12	and	and	CC
37060	4564	13	separating	separate	VBG
37060	4564	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4564	15	from	from	IN
37060	4564	16	the	the	DT
37060	4564	17	flock	flock	NN
37060	4564	18	.	.	.
37060	4565	1	What	what	WP
37060	4565	2	,	,	,
37060	4565	3	for	for	IN
37060	4565	4	others	other	NNS
37060	4565	5	,	,	,
37060	4565	6	would	would	MD
37060	4565	7	come	come	VB
37060	4565	8	more	more	RBR
37060	4565	9	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	4565	10	but	but	CC
37060	4565	11	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	4565	12	more	more	RBR
37060	4565	13	painfully	painfully	RB
37060	4565	14	as	as	RB
37060	4565	15	well	well	RB
37060	4565	16	,	,	,
37060	4565	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4565	18	experienced	experience	VBD
37060	4565	19	in	in	IN
37060	4565	20	an	an	DT
37060	4565	21	instant	instant	NN
37060	4565	22	.	.	.
37060	4566	1	Such	such	PDT
37060	4566	2	a	a	DT
37060	4566	3	large	large	JJ
37060	4566	4	crowd	crowd	NN
37060	4566	5	,	,	,
37060	4566	6	and	and	CC
37060	4566	7	yet	yet	RB
37060	4566	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4566	9	knew	know	VBD
37060	4566	10	no	no	DT
37060	4566	11	one	one	NN
37060	4566	12	!	!	.
37060	4567	1	Indeed	indeed	RB
37060	4567	2	a	a	DT
37060	4567	3	door	door	NN
37060	4567	4	had	have	VBD
37060	4567	5	closed	close	VBN
37060	4567	6	.	.	.
37060	4568	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4568	2	gazed	gaze	VBD
37060	4568	3	at	at	IN
37060	4568	4	the	the	DT
37060	4568	5	crowd	crowd	NN
37060	4568	6	,	,	,
37060	4568	7	dejected	deject	VBN
37060	4568	8	and	and	CC
37060	4568	9	disappointed	disappointed	JJ
37060	4568	10	,	,	,
37060	4568	11	then	then	RB
37060	4568	12	resignedly	resignedly	RB
37060	4568	13	found	find	VBD
37060	4568	14	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	4568	15	.	.	.
37060	4569	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4569	2	had	have	VBD
37060	4569	3	planned	plan	VBN
37060	4569	4	to	to	TO
37060	4569	5	go	go	VB
37060	4569	6	out	out	RP
37060	4569	7	for	for	IN
37060	4569	8	pizza	pizza	NN
37060	4569	9	and	and	CC
37060	4569	10	"	"	``
37060	4569	11	hit	hit	VBD
37060	4569	12	a	a	DT
37060	4569	13	party	party	NN
37060	4569	14	,	,	,
37060	4569	15	"	"	''
37060	4569	16	but	but	CC
37060	4569	17	since	since	IN
37060	4569	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4569	19	had	have	VBD
37060	4569	20	learned	learn	VBN
37060	4569	21	of	of	IN
37060	4569	22	no	no	DT
37060	4569	23	parties	party	NNS
37060	4569	24	,	,	,
37060	4569	25	the	the	DT
37060	4569	26	latter	latter	JJ
37060	4569	27	would	would	MD
37060	4569	28	have	have	VB
37060	4569	29	to	to	TO
37060	4569	30	be	be	VB
37060	4569	31	replaced	replace	VBN
37060	4569	32	by	by	IN
37060	4569	33	a	a	DT
37060	4569	34	different	different	JJ
37060	4569	35	option	option	NN
37060	4569	36	.	.	.
37060	4570	1	"	"	``
37060	4570	2	So	so	RB
37060	4570	3	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4570	4	've	have	VB
37060	4570	5	grage	grage	NN
37060	4570	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	4570	7	ee	ee	JJ
37060	4570	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	4570	9	ated	ate	VBN
37060	4570	10	,	,	,
37060	4570	11	kid	kid	NN
37060	4570	12	,	,	,
37060	4570	13	"	"	''
37060	4570	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4570	15	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	4570	16	over	over	RP
37060	4570	17	at	at	IN
37060	4570	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4570	19	from	from	IN
37060	4570	20	the	the	DT
37060	4570	21	driver	driver	NN
37060	4570	22	's	's	POS
37060	4570	23	seat	seat	NN
37060	4570	24	.	.	.
37060	4571	1	"	"	``
37060	4571	2	Yeh	Yeh	NNP
37060	4571	3	.	.	.
37060	4572	1	.	.	.
37060	4573	1	.	.	.
37060	4573	2	"	"	''
37060	4574	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4574	2	replied	reply	VBD
37060	4574	3	,	,	,
37060	4574	4	trying	try	VBG
37060	4574	5	to	to	TO
37060	4574	6	hide	hide	VB
37060	4574	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4574	8	depression	depression	NN
37060	4574	9	.	.	.
37060	4575	1	"	"	``
37060	4575	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4575	3	are	be	VBP
37060	4575	4	supposed	suppose	VBN
37060	4575	5	to	to	TO
37060	4575	6	be	be	VB
37060	4575	7	having	have	VBG
37060	4575	8	fun	fun	NN
37060	4575	9	,	,	,
37060	4575	10	"	"	''
37060	4575	11	the	the	DT
37060	4575	12	remnants	remnant	NNS
37060	4575	13	of	of	IN
37060	4575	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4575	15	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	4575	16	entoned	entone	VBD
37060	4575	17	.	.	.
37060	4576	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4576	2	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	4576	3	and	and	CC
37060	4576	4	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	4576	5	light	light	NN
37060	4576	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	4576	7	heartedly	heartedly	RB
37060	4576	8	,	,	,
37060	4576	9	almost	almost	RB
37060	4576	10	in	in	IN
37060	4576	11	a	a	DT
37060	4576	12	reflex	reflex	JJ
37060	4576	13	action	action	NN
37060	4576	14	,	,	,
37060	4576	15	deriving	derive	VBG
37060	4576	16	solace	solace	NN
37060	4576	17	from	from	IN
37060	4576	18	the	the	DT
37060	4576	19	fact	fact	NN
37060	4576	20	that	that	IN
37060	4576	21	the	the	DT
37060	4576	22	night	night	NN
37060	4576	23	was	be	VBD
37060	4576	24	still	still	RB
37060	4576	25	young	young	JJ
37060	4576	26	.	.	.
37060	4577	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4577	2	drove	drive	VBD
37060	4577	3	to	to	IN
37060	4577	4	the	the	DT
37060	4577	5	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	4577	6	center	center	NN
37060	4577	7	which	which	WDT
37060	4577	8	housed	house	VBD
37060	4577	9	the	the	DT
37060	4577	10	pizza	pizza	NN
37060	4577	11	parlor	parlor	NN
37060	4577	12	,	,	,
37060	4577	13	noting	note	VBG
37060	4577	14	that	that	IN
37060	4577	15	a	a	DT
37060	4577	16	traveling	travel	VBG
37060	4577	17	carnival	carnival	NN
37060	4577	18	shared	share	VBD
37060	4577	19	the	the	DT
37060	4577	20	parking	parking	NN
37060	4577	21	lot	lot	NN
37060	4577	22	with	with	IN
37060	4577	23	the	the	DT
37060	4577	24	cars	car	NNS
37060	4577	25	.	.	.
37060	4578	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4578	2	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	4578	3	brightened	brighten	VBD
37060	4578	4	;	;	:
37060	4578	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4578	6	loved	love	VBD
37060	4578	7	those	those	DT
37060	4578	8	things	thing	NNS
37060	4578	9	.	.	.
37060	4579	1	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	4579	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	4579	3	at	at	IN
37060	4579	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4579	5	.	.	.
37060	4580	1	"	"	``
37060	4580	2	Let	let	VB
37060	4580	3	's	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4580	4	go	go	VB
37060	4580	5	on	on	IN
37060	4580	6	a	a	DT
37060	4580	7	few	few	JJ
37060	4580	8	rides	ride	NNS
37060	4580	9	before	before	IN
37060	4580	10	eating	eat	VBG
37060	4580	11	,	,	,
37060	4580	12	"	"	''
37060	4580	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4580	14	suggested	suggest	VBD
37060	4580	15	.	.	.
37060	4581	1	"	"	``
37060	4581	2	Well	well	UH
37060	4581	3	.	.	.
37060	4582	1	.	.	.
37060	4583	1	.	.	.
37060	4584	1	are	be	VBP
37060	4584	2	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4584	3	sure	sure	JJ
37060	4584	4	?	?	.
37060	4584	5	"	"	''
37060	4585	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4585	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	4585	3	.	.	.
37060	4586	1	"	"	``
37060	4586	2	Yeh	Yeh	NNP
37060	4586	3	!	!	.
37060	4586	4	!	!	.
37060	4587	1	Come	come	VB
37060	4587	2	on	on	RP
37060	4587	3	...	...	.
37060	4587	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4587	5	's	be	VBZ
37060	4587	6	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4587	7	big	big	JJ
37060	4587	8	night	night	NN
37060	4587	9	.	.	.
37060	4587	10	"	"	''
37060	4588	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4588	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	4588	3	at	at	IN
37060	4588	4	the	the	DT
37060	4588	5	vast	vast	JJ
37060	4588	6	array	array	NN
37060	4588	7	of	of	IN
37060	4588	8	neon	neon	NN
37060	4588	9	lights	light	NNS
37060	4588	10	which	which	WDT
37060	4588	11	blinked	blink	VBD
37060	4588	12	invitingly	invitingly	RB
37060	4588	13	,	,	,
37060	4588	14	trying	try	VBG
37060	4588	15	to	to	TO
37060	4588	16	decide	decide	VB
37060	4588	17	what	what	WP
37060	4588	18	to	to	TO
37060	4588	19	ride	ride	VB
37060	4588	20	first	first	RB
37060	4588	21	.	.	.
37060	4589	1	None	none	NN
37060	4589	2	of	of	IN
37060	4589	3	the	the	DT
37060	4589	4	rides	ride	NNS
37060	4589	5	were	be	VBD
37060	4589	6	particularly	particularly	RB
37060	4589	7	ferocious	ferocious	JJ
37060	4589	8	in	in	IN
37060	4589	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4589	10	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	4589	11	,	,	,
37060	4589	12	but	but	CC
37060	4589	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4589	14	settled	settle	VBD
37060	4589	15	for	for	IN
37060	4589	16	the	the	DT
37060	4589	17	tilt	tilt	VB
37060	4589	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	4589	19	a	a	DT
37060	4589	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	4589	21	whirl	whirl	NN
37060	4589	22	,	,	,
37060	4589	23	a	a	DT
37060	4589	24	ride	ride	NN
37060	4589	25	which	which	WDT
37060	4589	26	afforded	afford	VBD
37060	4589	27	a	a	DT
37060	4589	28	small	small	JJ
37060	4589	29	thrill	thrill	NN
37060	4589	30	.	.	.
37060	4590	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4590	2	seated	seat	VBD
37060	4590	3	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4590	4	inside	inside	IN
37060	4590	5	the	the	DT
37060	4590	6	semi	semi	JJ
37060	4590	7	-	-	JJ
37060	4590	8	circular	circular	JJ
37060	4590	9	capsule	capsule	NN
37060	4590	10	and	and	CC
37060	4590	11	the	the	DT
37060	4590	12	fun	fun	NN
37060	4590	13	began	begin	VBD
37060	4590	14	,	,	,
37060	4590	15	flailing	flail	VBG
37060	4590	16	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4590	17	clockwise	clockwise	NN
37060	4590	18	,	,	,
37060	4590	19	then	then	RB
37060	4590	20	counter	counter	NN
37060	4590	21	-	-	NN
37060	4590	22	clockwise	clockwise	NN
37060	4590	23	,	,	,
37060	4590	24	as	as	IN
37060	4590	25	the	the	DT
37060	4590	26	capsule	capsule	NN
37060	4590	27	raged	rage	VBD
37060	4590	28	up	up	RP
37060	4590	29	and	and	CC
37060	4590	30	down	down	RB
37060	4590	31	on	on	IN
37060	4590	32	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4590	33	track	track	NN
37060	4590	34	.	.	.
37060	4591	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4591	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4591	3	no	no	DT
37060	4591	4	generous	generous	JJ
37060	4591	5	ride	ride	NN
37060	4591	6	;	;	:
37060	4591	7	such	such	JJ
37060	4591	8	carnivals	carnival	NNS
37060	4591	9	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	4591	10	endow	endow	VBP
37060	4591	11	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4591	12	patrons	patron	NNS
37060	4591	13	with	with	IN
37060	4591	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4591	15	money	money	NN
37060	4591	16	's	's	POS
37060	4591	17	worth	worth	NN
37060	4591	18	.	.	.
37060	4592	1	The	the	DT
37060	4592	2	machine	machine	NN
37060	4592	3	grated	grate	VBD
37060	4592	4	and	and	CC
37060	4592	5	clanked	clank	VBN
37060	4592	6	to	to	IN
37060	4592	7	a	a	DT
37060	4592	8	halt	halt	NN
37060	4592	9	.	.	.
37060	4593	1	After	after	IN
37060	4593	2	exiting	exit	VBG
37060	4593	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4593	4	glanced	glance	VBD
37060	4593	5	at	at	IN
37060	4593	6	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	4593	7	,	,	,
37060	4593	8	who	who	WP
37060	4593	9	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	4593	10	rather	rather	RB
37060	4593	11	stricken	stricken	VBN
37060	4593	12	by	by	IN
37060	4593	13	the	the	DT
37060	4593	14	glassy	glassy	NN
37060	4593	15	gaze	gaze	NN
37060	4593	16	in	in	IN
37060	4593	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4593	18	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	4593	19	.	.	.
37060	4594	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4594	2	also	also	RB
37060	4594	3	burped	burp	VBD
37060	4594	4	repeatedly	repeatedly	RB
37060	4594	5	,	,	,
37060	4594	6	suggesting	suggest	VBG
37060	4594	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4594	8	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	4594	9	had	have	VBD
37060	4594	10	protested	protest	VBN
37060	4594	11	to	to	IN
37060	4594	12	the	the	DT
37060	4594	13	ride	ride	NN
37060	4594	14	.	.	.
37060	4595	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4595	2	almost	almost	RB
37060	4595	3	hated	hate	VBD
37060	4595	4	to	to	TO
37060	4595	5	ask	ask	VB
37060	4595	6	,	,	,
37060	4595	7	"	"	``
37060	4595	8	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4595	9	OK	ok	JJ
37060	4595	10	?	?	.
37060	4595	11	"	"	''
37060	4596	1	"	"	``
37060	4596	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4596	3	'll	will	MD
37060	4596	4	be	be	VB
37060	4596	5	all	all	RB
37060	4596	6	right	right	JJ
37060	4596	7	.	.	.
37060	4597	1	.	.	.
37060	4598	1	.	.	.
37060	4599	1	let	let	VB
37060	4599	2	's	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4599	3	just	just	RB
37060	4599	4	sit	sit	VB
37060	4599	5	down	down	RP
37060	4599	6	for	for	IN
37060	4599	7	awhile	awhile	NN
37060	4599	8	.	.	.
37060	4599	9	"	"	''
37060	4600	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4600	2	walked	walk	VBD
37060	4600	3	to	to	IN
37060	4600	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4600	5	car	car	NN
37060	4600	6	and	and	CC
37060	4600	7	leaned	lean	VBD
37060	4600	8	on	on	IN
37060	4600	9	the	the	DT
37060	4600	10	hatchback	hatchback	NN
37060	4600	11	.	.	.
37060	4601	1	Several	several	JJ
37060	4601	2	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	4601	3	passed	pass	VBD
37060	4601	4	and	and	CC
37060	4601	5	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	4601	6	returned	return	VBD
37060	4601	7	to	to	IN
37060	4601	8	normal	normal	JJ
37060	4601	9	.	.	.
37060	4602	1	"	"	``
37060	4602	2	Let	let	VB
37060	4602	3	's	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4602	4	go	go	VB
37060	4602	5	and	and	CC
37060	4602	6	eat	eat	VB
37060	4602	7	...	...	:
37060	4602	8	"	"	''
37060	4602	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4602	10	urged	urge	VBD
37060	4602	11	,	,	,
37060	4602	12	having	have	VBG
37060	4602	13	no	no	DT
37060	4602	14	desire	desire	NN
37060	4602	15	to	to	TO
37060	4602	16	witness	witness	VB
37060	4602	17	a	a	DT
37060	4602	18	repeat	repeat	NN
37060	4602	19	of	of	IN
37060	4602	20	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	4602	21	.	.	.
37060	4603	1	"	"	``
37060	4603	2	No	no	UH
37060	4603	3	,	,	,
37060	4603	4	no	no	UH
37060	4603	5	...	...	:
37060	4603	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4603	7	's	be	VBZ
37060	4603	8	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4603	9	night	night	NN
37060	4603	10	.	.	.
37060	4604	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4604	2	want	want	VBP
37060	4604	3	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4604	4	to	to	TO
37060	4604	5	have	have	VB
37060	4604	6	fun	fun	NN
37060	4604	7	.	.	.
37060	4605	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4605	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	4605	3	OK	ok	JJ
37060	4605	4	,	,	,
37060	4605	5	really	really	RB
37060	4605	6	.	.	.
37060	4605	7	"	"	''
37060	4606	1	"	"	``
37060	4606	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4606	3	do	do	VBP
37060	4606	4	n't	not	RB
37060	4606	5	know	know	VB
37060	4606	6	...	...	NFP
37060	4606	7	let	let	VB
37060	4606	8	's	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4606	9	just	just	RB
37060	4606	10	eat	eat	VB
37060	4606	11	,	,	,
37060	4606	12	"	"	''
37060	4606	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4606	14	replied	reply	VBD
37060	4606	15	.	.	.
37060	4607	1	More	More	JJR
37060	4607	2	persuasion	persuasion	NN
37060	4607	3	.	.	.
37060	4608	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4608	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4608	3	inevitable	inevitable	JJ
37060	4608	4	.	.	.
37060	4609	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4609	2	went	go	VBD
37060	4609	3	on	on	IN
37060	4609	4	another	another	DT
37060	4609	5	ride	ride	NN
37060	4609	6	.	.	.
37060	4610	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4610	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4610	3	similar	similar	JJ
37060	4610	4	to	to	IN
37060	4610	5	the	the	DT
37060	4610	6	first	first	JJ
37060	4610	7	,	,	,
37060	4610	8	throwing	throw	VBG
37060	4610	9	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4610	10	up	up	RP
37060	4610	11	and	and	CC
37060	4610	12	down	down	RB
37060	4610	13	in	in	IN
37060	4610	14	unison	unison	NNP
37060	4610	15	with	with	IN
37060	4610	16	the	the	DT
37060	4610	17	squall	squall	NN
37060	4610	18	of	of	IN
37060	4610	19	hydraulics	hydraulic	NNS
37060	4610	20	and	and	CC
37060	4610	21	blaring	blare	VBG
37060	4610	22	loony	loony	JJ
37060	4610	23	tunes	tune	NNS
37060	4610	24	.	.	.
37060	4611	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4611	2	ventured	venture	VBD
37060	4611	3	a	a	DT
37060	4611	4	look	look	NN
37060	4611	5	at	at	IN
37060	4611	6	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	4611	7	and	and	CC
37060	4611	8	swallowed	swallow	VBD
37060	4611	9	hard	hard	RB
37060	4611	10	.	.	.
37060	4612	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4612	2	greenish	greenish	JJ
37060	4612	3	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	4612	4	had	have	VBD
37060	4612	5	little	little	JJ
37060	4612	6	to	to	TO
37060	4612	7	do	do	VB
37060	4612	8	with	with	IN
37060	4612	9	the	the	DT
37060	4612	10	neon	neon	NN
37060	4612	11	lights	light	NNS
37060	4612	12	.	.	.
37060	4613	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4613	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	4613	3	to	to	TO
37060	4613	4	burp	burp	VB
37060	4613	5	once	once	RB
37060	4613	6	again	again	RB
37060	4613	7	as	as	IN
37060	4613	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4613	9	made	make	VBD
37060	4613	10	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4613	11	final	final	JJ
37060	4613	12	madcap	madcap	NN
37060	4613	13	spins	spin	NNS
37060	4613	14	and	and	CC
37060	4613	15	slowed	slow	VBD
37060	4613	16	to	to	IN
37060	4613	17	a	a	DT
37060	4613	18	stop	stop	NN
37060	4613	19	.	.	.
37060	4614	1	"	"	``
37060	4614	2	This	this	DT
37060	4614	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	4614	4	not	not	RB
37060	4614	5	good	good	JJ
37060	4614	6	,	,	,
37060	4614	7	"	"	''
37060	4614	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4614	9	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	4614	10	roared	roar	VBD
37060	4614	11	;	;	:
37060	4614	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4614	13	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4614	14	rather	rather	RB
37060	4614	15	frantic	frantic	JJ
37060	4614	16	;	;	:
37060	4614	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4614	18	honestly	honestly	RB
37060	4614	19	did	do	VBD
37060	4614	20	not	not	RB
37060	4614	21	wish	wish	VB
37060	4614	22	to	to	TO
37060	4614	23	think	think	VB
37060	4614	24	at	at	RB
37060	4614	25	all	all	RB
37060	4614	26	,	,	,
37060	4614	27	but	but	CC
37060	4614	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4614	29	mind	mind	NN
37060	4614	30	would	would	MD
37060	4614	31	not	not	RB
37060	4614	32	oblige	oblige	VB
37060	4614	33	.	.	.
37060	4615	1	While	while	IN
37060	4615	2	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	4615	3	such	such	JJ
37060	4615	4	as	as	IN
37060	4615	5	"	"	``
37060	4615	6	Oh	oh	UH
37060	4615	7	,	,	,
37060	4615	8	please	please	UH
37060	4615	9	,	,	,
37060	4615	10	no	no	UH
37060	4615	11	!	!	.
37060	4615	12	"	"	''
37060	4616	1	raced	race	VBN
37060	4616	2	through	through	IN
37060	4616	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4616	4	mind	mind	NN
37060	4616	5	,	,	,
37060	4616	6	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	4616	7	's	's	POS
37060	4616	8	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	4616	9	began	begin	VBD
37060	4616	10	venting	vent	VBG
37060	4616	11	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4616	12	frustration	frustration	NN
37060	4616	13	on	on	IN
37060	4616	14	the	the	DT
37060	4616	15	parking	parking	NN
37060	4616	16	lot	lot	NN
37060	4616	17	.	.	.
37060	4617	1	Not	not	RB
37060	4617	2	about	about	IN
37060	4617	3	to	to	TO
37060	4617	4	just	just	RB
37060	4617	5	stand	stand	VB
37060	4617	6	and	and	CC
37060	4617	7	watch	watch	VB
37060	4617	8	,	,	,
37060	4617	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4617	10	walked	walk	VBD
37060	4617	11	a	a	DT
37060	4617	12	few	few	JJ
37060	4617	13	paces	pace	NNS
37060	4617	14	behind	behind	IN
37060	4617	15	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4617	16	as	as	IN
37060	4617	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4617	18	made	make	VBD
37060	4617	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4617	20	way	way	NN
37060	4617	21	toward	toward	IN
37060	4617	22	the	the	DT
37060	4617	23	pizza	pizza	NN
37060	4617	24	parlor	parlor	NN
37060	4617	25	restroom	restroom	NN
37060	4617	26	where	where	WRB
37060	4617	27	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4617	28	could	could	MD
37060	4617	29	finish	finish	VB
37060	4617	30	the	the	DT
37060	4617	31	job	job	NN
37060	4617	32	.	.	.
37060	4618	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4618	2	disappeared	disappear	VBD
37060	4618	3	into	into	IN
37060	4618	4	the	the	DT
37060	4618	5	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	4618	6	and	and	CC
37060	4618	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4618	8	remained	remain	VBD
37060	4618	9	outside	outside	RB
37060	4618	10	,	,	,
37060	4618	11	leaning	lean	VBG
37060	4618	12	against	against	IN
37060	4618	13	the	the	DT
37060	4618	14	building	building	NN
37060	4618	15	while	while	IN
37060	4618	16	various	various	JJ
37060	4618	17	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	4618	18	seared	sear	VBD
37060	4618	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4618	20	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	4618	21	.	.	.
37060	4619	1	Embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	4619	2	,	,	,
37060	4619	3	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	4619	4	due	due	IN
37060	4619	5	to	to	IN
37060	4619	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4619	7	embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	4619	8	,	,	,
37060	4619	9	pity	pity	NN
37060	4619	10	...	...	:
37060	4619	11	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	4619	12	a	a	DT
37060	4619	13	swig	swig	NN
37060	4619	14	of	of	IN
37060	4619	15	self	self	NN
37060	4619	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	4619	17	pity	pity	NN
37060	4619	18	...	...	NFP
37060	4619	19	and	and	CC
37060	4619	20	anger	anger	NN
37060	4619	21	.	.	.
37060	4620	1	"	"	``
37060	4620	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4620	3	's	be	VBZ
37060	4620	4	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4620	5	big	big	JJ
37060	4620	6	night	night	NN
37060	4620	7	,	,	,
37060	4620	8	kid	kid	NN
37060	4620	9	.	.	.
37060	4620	10	"	"	''
37060	4621	1	Yeh	Yeh	NNP
37060	4621	2	.	.	.
37060	4622	1	Sure	sure	UH
37060	4622	2	.	.	.
37060	4623	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	4623	2	167	167	CD
37060	4623	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	4623	4	22	22	CD
37060	4623	5	Summer	summer	NN
37060	4623	6	1980	1980	CD
37060	4623	7	"	"	``
37060	4623	8	The	the	DT
37060	4623	9	Colorado	Colorado	NNP
37060	4623	10	Rocky	Rocky	NNP
37060	4623	11	Mountains	Mountains	NNPS
37060	4623	12	were	be	VBD
37060	4623	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4623	14	vision	vision	NN
37060	4623	15	of	of	IN
37060	4623	16	paradise	paradise	NNP
37060	4623	17	.	.	.
37060	4624	1	.	.	.
37060	4625	1	.I	.I	NFP
37060	4625	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4625	3	no	no	DT
37060	4625	4	spiritual	spiritual	JJ
37060	4625	5	rift	rift	NN
37060	4625	6	with	with	IN
37060	4625	7	the	the	DT
37060	4625	8	universe	universe	NN
37060	4625	9	and	and	CC
37060	4625	10	no	no	DT
37060	4625	11	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	4625	12	rift	rift	NN
37060	4625	13	with	with	IN
37060	4625	14	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4625	15	.	.	.
37060	4625	16	"	"	''
37060	4626	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	4626	2	TWENTY	TWENTY	NNP
37060	4626	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	4626	4	TWO	TWO	NNP
37060	4626	5	Summer	Summer	NNP
37060	4626	6	1980	1980	CD
37060	4626	7	Summertime	Summertime	NNP
37060	4626	8	was	be	VBD
37060	4626	9	no	no	RB
37060	4626	10	longer	long	RBR
37060	4626	11	the	the	DT
37060	4626	12	carefree	carefree	JJ
37060	4626	13	season	season	NN
37060	4626	14	of	of	IN
37060	4626	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4626	16	childhood	childhood	NN
37060	4626	17	years	year	NNS
37060	4626	18	.	.	.
37060	4627	1	In	in	IN
37060	4627	2	addition	addition	NN
37060	4627	3	to	to	IN
37060	4627	4	employment	employment	NN
37060	4627	5	,	,	,
37060	4627	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4627	7	broke	break	VBD
37060	4627	8	a	a	DT
37060	4627	9	once	once	RB
37060	4627	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	4627	11	solemn	solemn	JJ
37060	4627	12	vow	vow	NN
37060	4627	13	,	,	,
37060	4627	14	taken	take	VBN
37060	4627	15	in	in	RP
37060	4627	16	early	early	JJ
37060	4627	17	youth	youth	NN
37060	4627	18	,	,	,
37060	4627	19	that	that	DT
37060	4627	20	forbade	forbid	VBD
37060	4627	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4627	22	to	to	TO
37060	4627	23	enlist	enlist	VB
37060	4627	24	in	in	IN
37060	4627	25	summer	summer	NN
37060	4627	26	school	school	NN
37060	4627	27	.	.	.
37060	4628	1	Since	since	IN
37060	4628	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4628	3	planned	plan	VBD
37060	4628	4	to	to	TO
37060	4628	5	attend	attend	VB
37060	4628	6	the	the	DT
37060	4628	7	local	local	JJ
37060	4628	8	junior	junior	JJ
37060	4628	9	college	college	NN
37060	4628	10	in	in	IN
37060	4628	11	the	the	DT
37060	4628	12	fall	fall	NN
37060	4628	13	and	and	CC
37060	4628	14	Speech	Speech	NNP
37060	4628	15	101	101	CD
37060	4628	16	was	be	VBD
37060	4628	17	one	one	CD
37060	4628	18	of	of	IN
37060	4628	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4628	20	's	be	VBZ
37060	4628	21	graduation	graduation	NN
37060	4628	22	requirements	requirement	NNS
37060	4628	23	,	,	,
37060	4628	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4628	25	rationalized	rationalize	VBD
37060	4628	26	that	that	IN
37060	4628	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4628	28	should	should	MD
37060	4628	29	take	take	VB
37060	4628	30	the	the	DT
37060	4628	31	class	class	NN
37060	4628	32	before	before	RB
37060	4628	33	all	all	DT
37060	4628	34	else	else	RB
37060	4628	35	lest	l	JJS
37060	4628	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4628	37	died	die	VBD
37060	4628	38	of	of	IN
37060	4628	39	fright	fright	NN
37060	4628	40	during	during	IN
37060	4628	41	a	a	DT
37060	4628	42	presentation	presentation	NN
37060	4628	43	;	;	:
37060	4628	44	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4628	45	then	then	RB
37060	4628	46	would	would	MD
37060	4628	47	not	not	RB
37060	4628	48	have	have	VB
37060	4628	49	taken	take	VBN
37060	4628	50	all	all	DT
37060	4628	51	of	of	IN
37060	4628	52	the	the	DT
37060	4628	53	other	other	JJ
37060	4628	54	college	college	NN
37060	4628	55	courses	course	NNS
37060	4628	56	in	in	IN
37060	4628	57	vain	vain	JJ
37060	4628	58	.	.	.
37060	4629	1	Breaking	break	VBG
37060	4629	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4629	3	oath	oath	NN
37060	4629	4	for	for	IN
37060	4629	5	the	the	DT
37060	4629	6	sake	sake	NN
37060	4629	7	of	of	IN
37060	4629	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4629	9	life	life	NN
37060	4629	10	did	do	VBD
37060	4629	11	not	not	RB
37060	4629	12	seem	seem	VB
37060	4629	13	to	to	TO
37060	4629	14	be	be	VB
37060	4629	15	a	a	DT
37060	4629	16	frivolous	frivolous	JJ
37060	4629	17	decision	decision	NN
37060	4629	18	and	and	CC
37060	4629	19	,	,	,
37060	4629	20	in	in	IN
37060	4629	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4629	22	mind	mind	NN
37060	4629	23	,	,	,
37060	4629	24	undeniably	undeniably	RB
37060	4629	25	justified	justify	VBD
37060	4629	26	the	the	DT
37060	4629	27	class	class	NN
37060	4629	28	.	.	.
37060	4630	1	A	a	DT
37060	4630	2	second	second	JJ
37060	4630	3	reason	reason	NN
37060	4630	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4630	5	wished	wish	VBD
37060	4630	6	to	to	TO
37060	4630	7	take	take	VB
37060	4630	8	speech	speech	NN
37060	4630	9	through	through	IN
37060	4630	10	the	the	DT
37060	4630	11	summer	summer	NN
37060	4630	12	was	be	VBD
37060	4630	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4630	14	anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	4630	15	of	of	IN
37060	4630	16	smaller	small	JJR
37060	4630	17	classes	class	NNS
37060	4630	18	.	.	.
37060	4631	1	When	when	WRB
37060	4631	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4631	3	friend	friend	NN
37060	4631	4	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	4631	5	learned	learn	VBD
37060	4631	6	of	of	IN
37060	4631	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4631	8	plan	plan	NN
37060	4631	9	,	,	,
37060	4631	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4631	11	too	too	RB
37060	4631	12	decided	decide	VBD
37060	4631	13	to	to	TO
37060	4631	14	follow	follow	VB
37060	4631	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4631	16	lead	lead	NN
37060	4631	17	.	.	.
37060	4632	1	Unfortunately	unfortunately	RB
37060	4632	2	,	,	,
37060	4632	3	many	many	JJ
37060	4632	4	others	other	NNS
37060	4632	5	had	have	VBD
37060	4632	6	prescribed	prescribe	VBN
37060	4632	7	to	to	IN
37060	4632	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4632	9	line	line	NN
37060	4632	10	of	of	IN
37060	4632	11	thought	thought	NN
37060	4632	12	,	,	,
37060	4632	13	and	and	CC
37060	4632	14	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	4632	15	and	and	CC
37060	4632	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4632	17	found	find	VBD
37060	4632	18	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4632	19	class	class	NN
37060	4632	20	brimming	brim	VBG
37060	4632	21	with	with	IN
37060	4632	22	students	student	NNS
37060	4632	23	.	.	.
37060	4633	1	Actually	actually	RB
37060	4633	2	the	the	DT
37060	4633	3	class	class	NN
37060	4633	4	was	be	VBD
37060	4633	5	rather	rather	RB
37060	4633	6	fun	fun	JJ
37060	4633	7	,	,	,
37060	4633	8	especially	especially	RB
37060	4633	9	having	have	VBG
37060	4633	10	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	4633	11	as	as	IN
37060	4633	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4633	13	comrade	comrade	NN
37060	4633	14	.	.	.
37060	4634	1	Together	together	RB
37060	4634	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4634	3	endured	endure	VBD
37060	4634	4	the	the	DT
37060	4634	5	awkward	awkward	JJ
37060	4634	6	moments	moment	NNS
37060	4634	7	and	and	CC
37060	4634	8	embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	4634	9	and	and	CC
37060	4634	10	,	,	,
37060	4634	11	with	with	IN
37060	4634	12	sparkling	sparkling	JJ
37060	4634	13	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	4634	14	,	,	,
37060	4634	15	shared	share	VBD
37060	4634	16	the	the	DT
37060	4634	17	humor	humor	NN
37060	4634	18	begotten	begotten	VB
37060	4634	19	of	of	IN
37060	4634	20	nervousness	nervousness	NN
37060	4634	21	.	.	.
37060	4635	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4635	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	4635	3	on	on	RP
37060	4635	4	as	as	IN
37060	4635	5	the	the	DT
37060	4635	6	anxious	anxious	JJ
37060	4635	7	quirks	quirk	NNS
37060	4635	8	of	of	IN
37060	4635	9	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4635	10	classmates	classmate	NNS
37060	4635	11	became	become	VBD
37060	4635	12	personal	personal	JJ
37060	4635	13	trademarks	trademark	NNS
37060	4635	14	which	which	WDT
37060	4635	15	would	would	MD
37060	4635	16	either	either	CC
37060	4635	17	be	be	VB
37060	4635	18	overcome	overcome	VBN
37060	4635	19	in	in	IN
37060	4635	20	time	time	NN
37060	4635	21	or	or	CC
37060	4635	22	rage	rage	NN
37060	4635	23	without	without	IN
37060	4635	24	end	end	NN
37060	4635	25	.	.	.
37060	4636	1	Through	through	IN
37060	4636	2	the	the	DT
37060	4636	3	class	class	NN
37060	4636	4	,	,	,
37060	4636	5	whether	whether	IN
37060	4636	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4636	7	was	be	VBD
37060	4636	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4636	9	bombed	bomb	VBN
37060	4636	10	impromptu	impromptu	NN
37060	4636	11	on	on	IN
37060	4636	12	"	"	``
37060	4636	13	television	television	NN
37060	4636	14	,	,	,
37060	4636	15	"	"	''
37060	4636	16	or	or	CC
37060	4636	17	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	4636	18	's	's	POS
37060	4636	19	short	short	JJ
37060	4636	20	but	but	CC
37060	4636	21	memorable	memorable	JJ
37060	4636	22	sales	sale	NNS
37060	4636	23	pitch	pitch	NN
37060	4636	24	for	for	IN
37060	4636	25	"	"	``
37060	4636	26	Billy	Billy	NNP
37060	4636	27	Beer	Beer	NNP
37060	4636	28	,	,	,
37060	4636	29	"	"	''
37060	4636	30	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4636	31	afforded	afford	VBD
37060	4636	32	each	each	DT
37060	4636	33	other	other	JJ
37060	4636	34	an	an	DT
37060	4636	35	ample	ample	JJ
37060	4636	36	dose	dose	NN
37060	4636	37	of	of	IN
37060	4636	38	moral	moral	JJ
37060	4636	39	support	support	NN
37060	4636	40	,	,	,
37060	4636	41	not	not	RB
37060	4636	42	only	only	RB
37060	4636	43	surviving	survive	VBG
37060	4636	44	but	but	CC
37060	4636	45	succeeding	succeed	VBG
37060	4636	46	.	.	.
37060	4637	1	Again	again	RB
37060	4637	2	this	this	DT
37060	4637	3	year	year	NN
37060	4637	4	summer	summer	NN
37060	4637	5	was	be	VBD
37060	4637	6	a	a	DT
37060	4637	7	bit	bit	NN
37060	4637	8	of	of	IN
37060	4637	9	a	a	DT
37060	4637	10	whirlwind	whirlwind	NN
37060	4637	11	.	.	.
37060	4638	1	A	a	DT
37060	4638	2	date	date	NN
37060	4638	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	4638	4	book	book	NN
37060	4638	5	was	be	VBD
37060	4638	6	the	the	DT
37060	4638	7	only	only	JJ
37060	4638	8	record	record	NN
37060	4638	9	of	of	IN
37060	4638	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4638	11	daily	daily	JJ
37060	4638	12	accomplishments	accomplishment	NNS
37060	4638	13	,	,	,
37060	4638	14	for	for	IN
37060	4638	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4638	16	seemingly	seemingly	RB
37060	4638	17	had	have	VBD
37060	4638	18	no	no	DT
37060	4638	19	time	time	NN
37060	4638	20	to	to	TO
37060	4638	21	write	write	VB
37060	4638	22	lengthy	lengthy	JJ
37060	4638	23	descriptions	description	NNS
37060	4638	24	of	of	IN
37060	4638	25	the	the	DT
37060	4638	26	day	day	NN
37060	4638	27	's	's	POS
37060	4638	28	events	event	NNS
37060	4638	29	...	...	NFP
37060	4638	30	or	or	CC
37060	4638	31	more	more	RBR
37060	4638	32	accurately	accurately	RB
37060	4638	33	,	,	,
37060	4638	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4638	35	lacked	lack	VBD
37060	4638	36	the	the	DT
37060	4638	37	fortitude	fortitude	NN
37060	4638	38	to	to	TO
37060	4638	39	make	make	VB
37060	4638	40	time	time	NN
37060	4638	41	for	for	IN
37060	4638	42	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	4638	43	pursuits	pursuit	NNS
37060	4638	44	.	.	.
37060	4639	1	One	one	PRP
37060	4639	2	might	may	MD
37060	4639	3	have	have	VB
37060	4639	4	said	say	VBD
37060	4639	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4639	6	was	be	VBD
37060	4639	7	too	too	RB
37060	4639	8	busy	busy	JJ
37060	4639	9	to	to	TO
37060	4639	10	be	be	VB
37060	4639	11	unhappy	unhappy	JJ
37060	4639	12	,	,	,
37060	4639	13	but	but	CC
37060	4639	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4639	15	would	would	MD
37060	4639	16	not	not	RB
37060	4639	17	have	have	VB
37060	4639	18	been	be	VBN
37060	4639	19	quite	quite	RB
37060	4639	20	true	true	JJ
37060	4639	21	.	.	.
37060	4640	1	Nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	4640	2	,	,	,
37060	4640	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4640	4	date	date	NN
37060	4640	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	4640	6	book	book	NN
37060	4640	7	overflowed	overflow	VBD
37060	4640	8	.	.	.
37060	4641	1	June	June	NNP
37060	4641	2	8	8	CD
37060	4641	3	...	...	.
37060	4642	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4642	2	and	and	CC
37060	4642	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4642	4	went	go	VBD
37060	4642	5	sailing	sailing	NN
37060	4642	6	;	;	,
37060	4642	7	motorcycled	motorcycle	VBD
37060	4642	8	to	to	IN
37060	4642	9	Loud	Loud	NNP
37060	4642	10	Thunder	Thunder	NNP
37060	4642	11	.	.	.
37060	4643	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4643	2	had	have	VBD
37060	4643	3	pizza	pizza	NN
37060	4643	4	and	and	CC
37060	4643	5	beer	beer	NN
37060	4643	6	at	at	IN
37060	4643	7	the	the	DT
37060	4643	8	river	river	NN
37060	4643	9	.	.	.
37060	4644	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4644	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4644	3	nice	nice	JJ
37060	4644	4	.	.	.
37060	4645	1	20	20	CD
37060	4645	2	...	...	.
37060	4646	1	Went	go	VBD
37060	4646	2	to	to	IN
37060	4646	3	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	4646	4	's	's	POS
37060	4646	5	after	after	IN
37060	4646	6	work	work	NN
37060	4646	7	.	.	.
37060	4647	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4647	2	ate	eat	VBD
37060	4647	3	at	at	IN
37060	4647	4	Frank	Frank	NNP
37060	4647	5	's	's	POS
37060	4647	6	Pizza	Pizza	NNP
37060	4647	7	and	and	CC
37060	4647	8	then	then	RB
37060	4647	9	to	to	IN
37060	4647	10	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4647	11	a	a	DT
37060	4647	12	store	store	NN
37060	4647	13	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4647	14	Party	Party	NNP
37060	4647	15	at	at	IN
37060	4647	16	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	4647	17	's	's	POS
37060	4647	18	.	.	.
37060	4648	1	23	23	CD
37060	4648	2	...	...	SYM
37060	4648	3	40	40	CD
37060	4648	4	hours	hour	NNS
37060	4648	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4648	6	of	of	IN
37060	4648	7	work	work	NN
37060	4648	8	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4648	9	this	this	DT
37060	4648	10	week	week	NN
37060	4648	11	.	.	.
37060	4649	1	Think	think	VB
37060	4649	2	of	of	IN
37060	4649	3	the	the	DT
37060	4649	4	bucks	buck	NNS
37060	4649	5	...	...	NFP
37060	4649	6	26	26	CD
37060	4649	7	...	...	.
37060	4650	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4650	2	did	do	VBD
37060	4650	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4650	4	first	first	JJ
37060	4650	5	speech	speech	NN
37060	4650	6	...	...	:
37060	4650	7	got	get	VBD
37060	4650	8	an	an	DT
37060	4650	9	A	a	NN
37060	4650	10	!	!	.
37060	4651	1	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	4651	2	and	and	CC
37060	4651	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4651	4	went	go	VBD
37060	4651	5	out	out	RP
37060	4651	6	and	and	CC
37060	4651	7	ate	eat	VBD
37060	4651	8	ice	ice	NN
37060	4651	9	cream	cream	NN
37060	4651	10	afterwards	afterwards	RB
37060	4651	11	.	.	.
37060	4652	1	30	30	CD
37060	4652	2	...	...	:
37060	4652	3	After	after	IN
37060	4652	4	speech	speech	NN
37060	4652	5	,	,	,
37060	4652	6	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4652	7	and	and	CC
37060	4652	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4652	9	took	take	VBD
37060	4652	10	the	the	DT
37060	4652	11	BMW	BMW	NNP
37060	4652	12	to	to	IN
37060	4652	13	Galena	Galena	NNP
37060	4652	14	.	.	.
37060	4653	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4653	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4653	3	a	a	DT
37060	4653	4	terrific	terrific	JJ
37060	4653	5	day	day	NN
37060	4653	6	.	.	.
37060	4654	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4654	2	loved	love	VBD
37060	4654	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4654	4	.	.	.
37060	4655	1	July	July	NNP
37060	4655	2	3	3	CD
37060	4655	3	...	...	.
37060	4656	1	Speech	speech	NN
37060	4656	2	.	.	.
37060	4657	1	Work	work	NN
37060	4657	2	.	.	.
37060	4658	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	4658	2	and	and	CC
37060	4658	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4658	4	went	go	VBD
37060	4658	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4658	6	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	4658	7	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4658	8	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	4658	9	and	and	CC
37060	4658	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4658	11	went	go	VBD
37060	4658	12	to	to	IN
37060	4658	13	West	West	NNP
37060	4658	14	Lake	Lake	NNP
37060	4658	15	.	.	.
37060	4659	1	4	4	LS
37060	4659	2	...	...	:
37060	4659	3	Work	work	NN
37060	4659	4	.	.	.
37060	4660	1	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	4660	2	and	and	CC
37060	4660	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4660	4	went	go	VBD
37060	4660	5	to	to	IN
37060	4660	6	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4660	7	a	a	DT
37060	4660	8	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4660	9	nature	nature	NN
37060	4660	10	trail	trail	NN
37060	4660	11	and	and	CC
37060	4660	12	picnicked	picnic	VBD
37060	4660	13	,	,	,
37060	4660	14	then	then	RB
37060	4660	15	to	to	IN
37060	4660	16	the	the	DT
37060	4660	17	fireworks	firework	NNS
37060	4660	18	.	.	.
37060	4661	1	July	July	NNP
37060	4661	2	6	6	CD
37060	4661	3	...	...	.
37060	4662	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4662	2	and	and	CC
37060	4662	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4662	4	went	go	VBD
37060	4662	5	sailing	sail	VBG
37060	4662	6	on	on	IN
37060	4662	7	the	the	DT
37060	4662	8	Mississippi	Mississippi	NNP
37060	4662	9	.	.	.
37060	4663	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4663	2	lost	lose	VBD
37060	4663	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4663	4	straw	straw	NN
37060	4663	5	hat	hat	NN
37060	4663	6	.	.	.
37060	4664	1	After	after	IN
37060	4664	2	supper	supper	NN
37060	4664	3	,	,	,
37060	4664	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4664	5	took	take	VBD
37060	4664	6	off	off	RP
37060	4664	7	with	with	IN
37060	4664	8	the	the	DT
37060	4664	9	"	"	``
37060	4664	10	kicker	kicker	NN
37060	4664	11	"	"	''
37060	4664	12	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4664	13	Motor	Motor	NNP
37060	4664	14	for	for	IN
37060	4664	15	the	the	DT
37060	4664	16	canoe	canoe	NN
37060	4664	17	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4664	18	.	.	.
37060	4665	1	9	9	LS
37060	4665	2	....	....	.
37060	4665	3	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4665	4	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4665	5	boss	boss	NN
37060	4665	6	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4665	7	thought	think	VBD
37060	4665	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4665	9	was	be	VBD
37060	4665	10	lying	lie	VBG
37060	4665	11	when	when	WRB
37060	4665	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4665	13	called	call	VBD
37060	4665	14	in	in	IN
37060	4665	15	sick	sick	JJ
37060	4665	16	.	.	.
37060	4666	1	21	21	CD
37060	4666	2	...	...	.
37060	4667	1	Worked	work	VBN
37060	4667	2	on	on	IN
37060	4667	3	final	final	JJ
37060	4667	4	speech	speech	NN
37060	4667	5	.	.	.
37060	4668	1	Topic	topic	NN
37060	4668	2	:	:	:
37060	4668	3	Stress	stress	NN
37060	4668	4	.	.	.
37060	4669	1	29	29	CD
37060	4669	2	...	...	:
37060	4669	3	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	4669	4	wished	wish	VBD
37060	4669	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4669	6	well	well	RB
37060	4669	7	for	for	IN
37060	4669	8	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	4669	9	trip	trip	NN
37060	4669	10	.	.	.
37060	4670	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4670	2	and	and	CC
37060	4670	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4670	4	took	take	VBD
37060	4670	5	a	a	DT
37060	4670	6	long	long	JJ
37060	4670	7	walk	walk	NN
37060	4670	8	in	in	IN
37060	4670	9	Davenport	Davenport	NNP
37060	4670	10	.	.	.
37060	4671	1	30	30	CD
37060	4671	2	...	...	.
37060	4672	1	Packed	pack	VBN
37060	4672	2	suitcase	suitcase	NN
37060	4672	3	;	;	:
37060	4672	4	spent	spend	VBD
37060	4672	5	45	45	CD
37060	4672	6	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	4672	7	in	in	IN
37060	4672	8	the	the	DT
37060	4672	9	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	4672	10	...	...	NFP
37060	4672	11	left	leave	VBD
37060	4672	12	for	for	IN
37060	4672	13	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	4672	14	,	,	,
37060	4672	15	MN	MN	NNP
37060	4672	16	31	31	CD
37060	4672	17	...	...	:
37060	4672	18	Took	take	VBD
37060	4672	19	tests	test	NNS
37060	4672	20	...	...	.
37060	4673	1	shopped	shop	VBN
37060	4673	2	...	...	:
37060	4673	3	Mom	mom	NN
37060	4673	4	bought	buy	VBD
37060	4673	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4673	6	a	a	DT
37060	4673	7	pair	pair	NN
37060	4673	8	of	of	IN
37060	4673	9	jeans	jean	NNS
37060	4673	10	.	.	.
37060	4674	1	Swam	Swam	NNP
37060	4674	2	for	for	IN
37060	4674	3	1	1	CD
37060	4674	4	-	-	SYM
37060	4674	5	1/2	1/2	CD
37060	4674	6	hours	hour	NNS
37060	4674	7	.	.	.
37060	4675	1	Aug.	August	NNP
37060	4675	2	1	1	CD
37060	4675	3	...	...	.
37060	4676	1	Saw	see	VBD
37060	4676	2	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	4676	3	E.	E.	NNP
37060	4676	4	and	and	CC
37060	4676	5	left	leave	VBD
37060	4676	6	.	.	.
37060	4677	1	One	one	PRP
37060	4677	2	might	may	MD
37060	4677	3	have	have	VB
37060	4677	4	thought	think	VBN
37060	4677	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4677	6	would	would	MD
37060	4677	7	have	have	VB
37060	4677	8	elaborated	elaborate	VBN
37060	4677	9	further	further	RB
37060	4677	10	on	on	IN
37060	4677	11	the	the	DT
37060	4677	12	results	result	NNS
37060	4677	13	of	of	IN
37060	4677	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4677	15	examination	examination	NN
37060	4677	16	.	.	.
37060	4678	1	After	after	RB
37060	4678	2	all	all	RB
37060	4678	3	,	,	,
37060	4678	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4678	5	had	have	VBD
37060	4678	6	been	be	VBN
37060	4678	7	five	five	CD
37060	4678	8	years	year	NNS
37060	4678	9	since	since	IN
37060	4678	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4678	11	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	4678	12	operation	operation	NN
37060	4678	13	,	,	,
37060	4678	14	and	and	CC
37060	4678	15	this	this	DT
37060	4678	16	was	be	VBD
37060	4678	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4678	18	last	last	JJ
37060	4678	19	check	check	NN
37060	4678	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	4678	21	up	up	NN
37060	4678	22	,	,	,
37060	4678	23	the	the	DT
37060	4678	24	famous	famous	JJ
37060	4678	25	"	"	``
37060	4678	26	five	five	CD
37060	4678	27	years	year	NNS
37060	4678	28	and	and	CC
37060	4678	29	cured	cure	VBN
37060	4678	30	"	"	``
37060	4678	31	judgment	judgment	NN
37060	4678	32	used	use	VBN
37060	4678	33	by	by	IN
37060	4678	34	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	4678	35	experts	expert	NNS
37060	4678	36	.	.	.
37060	4679	1	However	however	RB
37060	4679	2	,	,	,
37060	4679	3	the	the	DT
37060	4679	4	trips	trip	NNS
37060	4679	5	had	have	VBD
37060	4679	6	almost	almost	RB
37060	4679	7	elevated	elevate	VBN
37060	4679	8	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4679	9	to	to	IN
37060	4679	10	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	4679	11	status	status	NN
37060	4679	12	due	due	IN
37060	4679	13	to	to	IN
37060	4679	14	the	the	DT
37060	4679	15	scenic	scenic	JJ
37060	4679	16	drive	drive	NN
37060	4679	17	and	and	CC
37060	4679	18	the	the	DT
37060	4679	19	chance	chance	NN
37060	4679	20	to	to	TO
37060	4679	21	swim	swim	VB
37060	4679	22	,	,	,
37060	4679	23	dine	dine	VB
37060	4679	24	out	out	RB
37060	4679	25	and	and	CC
37060	4679	26	shop	shop	VB
37060	4679	27	,	,	,
37060	4679	28	for	for	IN
37060	4679	29	the	the	DT
37060	4679	30	tests	test	NNS
37060	4679	31	were	be	VBD
37060	4679	32	familiar	familiar	JJ
37060	4679	33	and	and	CC
37060	4679	34	no	no	RB
37060	4679	35	worse	bad	JJR
37060	4679	36	than	than	IN
37060	4679	37	uncomfortable	uncomfortable	JJ
37060	4679	38	.	.	.
37060	4680	1	Of	of	IN
37060	4680	2	more	more	JJR
37060	4680	3	consequence	consequence	NN
37060	4680	4	,	,	,
37060	4680	5	though	though	RB
37060	4680	6	,	,	,
37060	4680	7	was	be	VBD
37060	4680	8	the	the	DT
37060	4680	9	fact	fact	NN
37060	4680	10	that	that	IN
37060	4680	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4680	12	did	do	VBD
37060	4680	13	not	not	RB
37060	4680	14	feel	feel	VB
37060	4680	15	the	the	DT
37060	4680	16	joyous	joyous	JJ
37060	4680	17	relief	relief	NN
37060	4680	18	that	that	WDT
37060	4680	19	should	should	MD
37060	4680	20	have	have	VB
37060	4680	21	come	come	VBN
37060	4680	22	with	with	IN
37060	4680	23	E.	E.	NNP
37060	4680	24	's	's	POS
37060	4680	25	clean	clean	JJ
37060	4680	26	bill	bill	NN
37060	4680	27	of	of	IN
37060	4680	28	health	health	NNP
37060	4680	29	;	;	:
37060	4680	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4680	31	happily	happily	RB
37060	4680	32	acknowledged	acknowledge	VBD
37060	4680	33	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4680	34	statement	statement	NN
37060	4680	35	,	,	,
37060	4680	36	"	"	``
37060	4680	37	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4680	38	would	would	MD
37060	4680	39	be	be	VB
37060	4680	40	more	more	RBR
37060	4680	41	apt	apt	JJ
37060	4680	42	to	to	TO
37060	4680	43	die	die	VB
37060	4680	44	on	on	IN
37060	4680	45	the	the	DT
37060	4680	46	highway	highway	NN
37060	4680	47	driving	drive	VBG
37060	4680	48	up	up	RP
37060	4680	49	here	here	RB
37060	4680	50	than	than	IN
37060	4680	51	to	to	TO
37060	4680	52	get	get	VB
37060	4680	53	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	4680	54	again	again	RB
37060	4680	55	,	,	,
37060	4680	56	"	"	''
37060	4680	57	but	but	CC
37060	4680	58	refused	refuse	VBD
37060	4680	59	to	to	TO
37060	4680	60	revel	revel	VB
37060	4680	61	in	in	IN
37060	4680	62	the	the	DT
37060	4680	63	news	news	NN
37060	4680	64	.	.	.
37060	4681	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4681	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4681	3	too	too	RB
37060	4681	4	good	good	JJ
37060	4681	5	,	,	,
37060	4681	6	and	and	CC
37060	4681	7	accepting	accept	VBG
37060	4681	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4681	9	as	as	IN
37060	4681	10	the	the	DT
37060	4681	11	irrefutable	irrefutable	JJ
37060	4681	12	truth	truth	NN
37060	4681	13	was	be	VBD
37060	4681	14	too	too	RB
37060	4681	15	risky	risky	JJ
37060	4681	16	.	.	.
37060	4682	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	4682	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4682	3	delighted	delighted	JJ
37060	4682	4	to	to	TO
37060	4682	5	hear	hear	VB
37060	4682	6	of	of	IN
37060	4682	7	the	the	DT
37060	4682	8	test	test	NN
37060	4682	9	results	result	NNS
37060	4682	10	,	,	,
37060	4682	11	but	but	CC
37060	4682	12	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4682	13	too	too	RB
37060	4682	14	,	,	,
37060	4682	15	held	hold	VBD
37060	4682	16	elation	elation	NN
37060	4682	17	in	in	IN
37060	4682	18	reserve	reserve	NN
37060	4682	19	.	.	.
37060	4683	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4683	2	did	do	VBD
37060	4683	3	not	not	RB
37060	4683	4	seem	seem	VB
37060	4683	5	credible	credible	JJ
37060	4683	6	that	that	IN
37060	4683	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4683	8	was	be	VBD
37060	4683	9	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	4683	10	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	4683	11	.	.	.
37060	4684	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4684	2	still	still	RB
37060	4684	3	grew	grow	VBD
37060	4684	4	nauseous	nauseous	JJ
37060	4684	5	after	after	IN
37060	4684	6	eating	eat	VBG
37060	4684	7	and	and	CC
37060	4684	8	experienced	experience	VBD
37060	4684	9	other	other	JJ
37060	4684	10	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	4684	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	4684	12	related	relate	VBN
37060	4684	13	disorders	disorder	NNS
37060	4684	14	such	such	JJ
37060	4684	15	as	as	IN
37060	4684	16	food	food	NN
37060	4684	17	"	"	``
37060	4684	18	Sticking	stick	VBG
37060	4684	19	"	"	''
37060	4684	20	above	above	IN
37060	4684	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4684	22	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	4684	23	and	and	CC
37060	4684	24	gastrointestinal	gastrointestinal	JJ
37060	4684	25	disturbances	disturbance	NNS
37060	4684	26	.	.	.
37060	4685	1	The	the	DT
37060	4685	2	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	4685	3	had	have	VBD
37060	4685	4	no	no	DT
37060	4685	5	concern	concern	NN
37060	4685	6	over	over	IN
37060	4685	7	these	these	DT
37060	4685	8	symptoms	symptom	NNS
37060	4685	9	.	.	.
37060	4686	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4686	2	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	4686	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4686	4	not	not	RB
37060	4686	5	what	what	WP
37060	4686	6	one	one	PRP
37060	4686	7	could	could	MD
37060	4686	8	label	label	VB
37060	4686	9	as	as	IN
37060	4686	10	"	"	``
37060	4686	11	normal	normal	JJ
37060	4686	12	"	"	''
37060	4686	13	;	;	:
37060	4686	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4686	15	was	be	VBD
37060	4686	16	reasonable	reasonable	JJ
37060	4686	17	to	to	TO
37060	4686	18	assume	assume	VB
37060	4686	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4686	20	would	would	MD
37060	4686	21	always	always	RB
37060	4686	22	encounter	encounter	VB
37060	4686	23	some	some	DT
37060	4686	24	problem	problem	NN
37060	4686	25	with	with	IN
37060	4686	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4686	27	.	.	.
37060	4687	1	Shrugging	shrug	VBG
37060	4687	2	off	off	RP
37060	4687	3	the	the	DT
37060	4687	4	nauseousness	nauseousness	NN
37060	4687	5	was	be	VBD
37060	4687	6	convenient	convenient	JJ
37060	4687	7	and	and	CC
37060	4687	8	logical	logical	JJ
37060	4687	9	.	.	.
37060	4688	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4688	2	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	4688	3	if	if	IN
37060	4688	4	skepticism	skepticism	NN
37060	4688	5	was	be	VBD
37060	4688	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4688	7	excuse	excuse	NN
37060	4688	8	to	to	TO
37060	4688	9	undermine	undermine	VB
37060	4688	10	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	4688	11	;	;	:
37060	4688	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4688	13	hated	hate	VBD
37060	4688	14	to	to	TO
37060	4688	15	think	think	VB
37060	4688	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4688	17	was	be	VBD
37060	4688	18	an	an	DT
37060	4688	19	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	4688	20	of	of	IN
37060	4688	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4688	22	own	own	JJ
37060	4688	23	invention	invention	NN
37060	4688	24	,	,	,
37060	4688	25	a	a	DT
37060	4688	26	manufactured	manufacture	VBN
37060	4688	27	impediment	impediment	NN
37060	4688	28	used	use	VBD
37060	4688	29	because	because	IN
37060	4688	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4688	31	did	do	VBD
37060	4688	32	not	not	RB
37060	4688	33	desire	desire	VB
37060	4688	34	to	to	TO
37060	4688	35	be	be	VB
37060	4688	36	happy	happy	JJ
37060	4688	37	.	.	.
37060	4689	1	No	no	UH
37060	4689	2	,	,	,
37060	4689	3	that	that	DT
37060	4689	4	could	could	MD
37060	4689	5	not	not	RB
37060	4689	6	be	be	VB
37060	4689	7	!	!	.
37060	4690	1	Emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	4690	2	reservation	reservation	NN
37060	4690	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4690	4	self	self	NN
37060	4690	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	4690	6	preservation	preservation	NN
37060	4690	7	at	at	IN
37060	4690	8	work	work	NN
37060	4690	9	.	.	.
37060	4691	1	.	.	.
37060	4692	1	.	.	.
37060	4693	1	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4693	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4693	3	security	security	NN
37060	4693	4	,	,	,
37060	4693	5	and	and	CC
37060	4693	6	the	the	DT
37060	4693	7	rejection	rejection	NN
37060	4693	8	of	of	IN
37060	4693	9	the	the	DT
37060	4693	10	thought	thought	NN
37060	4693	11	that	that	IN
37060	4693	12	health	health	NN
37060	4693	13	and	and	CC
37060	4693	14	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	4693	15	were	be	VBD
37060	4693	16	inseparable	inseparable	JJ
37060	4693	17	components	component	NNS
37060	4693	18	of	of	IN
37060	4693	19	living	living	NN
37060	4693	20	.	.	.
37060	4694	1	Summer	summer	NN
37060	4694	2	relaxation	relaxation	NN
37060	4694	3	generally	generally	RB
37060	4694	4	came	come	VBD
37060	4694	5	at	at	IN
37060	4694	6	irregular	irregular	JJ
37060	4694	7	intervals	interval	NNS
37060	4694	8	,	,	,
37060	4694	9	disguised	disguise	VBN
37060	4694	10	as	as	IN
37060	4694	11	hikes	hike	NNS
37060	4694	12	,	,	,
37060	4694	13	canoe	canoe	VB
37060	4694	14	trips	trip	NNS
37060	4694	15	and	and	CC
37060	4694	16	motorcycle	motorcycle	NN
37060	4694	17	rides	ride	NNS
37060	4694	18	with	with	IN
37060	4694	19	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4694	20	.	.	.
37060	4695	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4695	2	did	do	VBD
37060	4695	3	not	not	RB
37060	4695	4	find	find	VB
37060	4695	5	total	total	JJ
37060	4695	6	disengagement	disengagement	NN
37060	4695	7	from	from	IN
37060	4695	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4695	9	daily	daily	JJ
37060	4695	10	cares	care	NNS
37060	4695	11	until	until	IN
37060	4695	12	two	two	CD
37060	4695	13	thirds	third	NNS
37060	4695	14	of	of	IN
37060	4695	15	the	the	DT
37060	4695	16	season	season	NN
37060	4695	17	had	have	VBD
37060	4695	18	elapsed	elapse	VBN
37060	4695	19	.	.	.
37060	4696	1	A	a	DT
37060	4696	2	week	week	NN
37060	4696	3	's	's	POS
37060	4696	4	time	time	NN
37060	4696	5	was	be	VBD
37060	4696	6	not	not	RB
37060	4696	7	enough	enough	RB
37060	4696	8	by	by	IN
37060	4696	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4696	10	way	way	NN
37060	4696	11	of	of	IN
37060	4696	12	thinking	thinking	NN
37060	4696	13	,	,	,
37060	4696	14	but	but	CC
37060	4696	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4696	16	was	be	VBD
37060	4696	17	all	all	DT
37060	4696	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4696	19	had	have	VBD
37060	4696	20	been	be	VBN
37060	4696	21	given	give	VBN
37060	4696	22	;	;	:
37060	4696	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4696	24	was	be	VBD
37060	4696	25	better	well	JJR
37060	4696	26	to	to	TO
37060	4696	27	be	be	VB
37060	4696	28	satisfied	satisfied	JJ
37060	4696	29	with	with	IN
37060	4696	30	what	what	WP
37060	4696	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4696	32	had	have	VBD
37060	4696	33	than	than	IN
37060	4696	34	to	to	TO
37060	4696	35	waste	waste	VB
37060	4696	36	time	time	NN
37060	4696	37	bemoaning	bemoan	VBG
37060	4696	38	that	that	IN
37060	4696	39	which	which	WDT
37060	4696	40	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4696	41	did	do	VBD
37060	4696	42	not	not	RB
37060	4696	43	have	have	VB
37060	4696	44	.	.	.
37060	4697	1	This	this	DT
37060	4697	2	summer	summer	NN
37060	4697	3	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4697	4	and	and	CC
37060	4697	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4697	6	decided	decide	VBD
37060	4697	7	to	to	TO
37060	4697	8	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	4697	9	together	together	RB
37060	4697	10	.	.	.
37060	4698	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	4698	2	discovered	discover	VBN
37060	4698	3	that	that	IN
37060	4698	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4698	5	day	day	NN
37060	4698	6	trips	trip	NNS
37060	4698	7	went	go	VBD
37060	4698	8	smoothly	smoothly	RB
37060	4698	9	,	,	,
37060	4698	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4698	11	had	have	VBD
37060	4698	12	few	few	JJ
37060	4698	13	qualms	qualm	NNS
37060	4698	14	about	about	IN
37060	4698	15	spending	spend	VBG
37060	4698	16	a	a	DT
37060	4698	17	full	full	JJ
37060	4698	18	week	week	NN
37060	4698	19	exclusively	exclusively	RB
37060	4698	20	in	in	IN
37060	4698	21	each	each	DT
37060	4698	22	other	other	JJ
37060	4698	23	's	's	POS
37060	4698	24	company	company	NN
37060	4698	25	,	,	,
37060	4698	26	and	and	CC
37060	4698	27	with	with	IN
37060	4698	28	high	high	JJ
37060	4698	29	spirits	spirit	NNS
37060	4698	30	,	,	,
37060	4698	31	set	set	VBN
37060	4698	32	out	out	RP
37060	4698	33	at	at	IN
37060	4698	34	4:00	4:00	CD
37060	4698	35	on	on	IN
37060	4698	36	a	a	DT
37060	4698	37	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	4698	38	morning	morning	NN
37060	4698	39	,	,	,
37060	4698	40	bound	bind	VBN
37060	4698	41	for	for	IN
37060	4698	42	Colorado	Colorado	NNP
37060	4698	43	.	.	.
37060	4699	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4699	2	were	be	VBD
37060	4699	3	so	so	RB
37060	4699	4	psyched	psyched	JJ
37060	4699	5	about	about	IN
37060	4699	6	seeing	see	VBG
37060	4699	7	the	the	DT
37060	4699	8	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	4699	9	that	that	WDT
37060	4699	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4699	11	drove	drive	VBD
37060	4699	12	through	through	IN
37060	4699	13	the	the	DT
37060	4699	14	entire	entire	JJ
37060	4699	15	day	day	NN
37060	4699	16	and	and	CC
37060	4699	17	into	into	IN
37060	4699	18	the	the	DT
37060	4699	19	evening	evening	NN
37060	4699	20	.	.	.
37060	4700	1	When	when	WRB
37060	4700	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4700	3	finally	finally	RB
37060	4700	4	decided	decide	VBD
37060	4700	5	,	,	,
37060	4700	6	about	about	RB
37060	4700	7	7:30	7:30	CD
37060	4700	8	,	,	,
37060	4700	9	to	to	TO
37060	4700	10	find	find	VB
37060	4700	11	a	a	DT
37060	4700	12	motel	motel	NN
37060	4700	13	,	,	,
37060	4700	14	the	the	DT
37060	4700	15	choices	choice	NNS
37060	4700	16	were	be	VBD
37060	4700	17	"	"	``
37060	4700	18	limited	limit	VBN
37060	4700	19	"	"	''
37060	4700	20	to	to	IN
37060	4700	21	"	"	``
37060	4700	22	nonexistent	nonexistent	JJ
37060	4700	23	,	,	,
37060	4700	24	"	"	''
37060	4700	25	so	so	RB
37060	4700	26	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4700	27	forked	fork	VBD
37060	4700	28	out	out	RP
37060	4700	29	$	$	$
37060	4700	30	20.00	20.00	CD
37060	4700	31	for	for	IN
37060	4700	32	a	a	DT
37060	4700	33	ram	ram	NN
37060	4700	34	-	-	HYPH
37060	4700	35	shakle	shakle	NN
37060	4700	36	room	room	NN
37060	4700	37	.	.	.
37060	4701	1	Thinking	think	VBG
37060	4701	2	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4701	3	chance	chance	NN
37060	4701	4	of	of	IN
37060	4701	5	finding	find	VBG
37060	4701	6	a	a	DT
37060	4701	7	decent	decent	JJ
37060	4701	8	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	4701	9	would	would	MD
37060	4701	10	be	be	VB
37060	4701	11	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	4701	12	better	well	JJR
37060	4701	13	than	than	IN
37060	4701	14	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4701	15	luck	luck	NN
37060	4701	16	with	with	IN
37060	4701	17	motels	motel	NNS
37060	4701	18	,	,	,
37060	4701	19	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4701	20	tried	try	VBD
37060	4701	21	to	to	TO
37060	4701	22	locate	locate	VB
37060	4701	23	the	the	DT
37060	4701	24	town	town	NN
37060	4701	25	's	's	POS
37060	4701	26	business	business	NN
37060	4701	27	loop	loop	NN
37060	4701	28	.	.	.
37060	4702	1	After	after	IN
37060	4702	2	discovering	discover	VBG
37060	4702	3	the	the	DT
37060	4702	4	two	two	CD
37060	4702	5	traffic	traffic	NN
37060	4702	6	signals	signal	NNS
37060	4702	7	and	and	CC
37060	4702	8	skirting	skirt	VBG
37060	4702	9	the	the	DT
37060	4702	10	streets	street	NNS
37060	4702	11	in	in	IN
37060	4702	12	both	both	DT
37060	4702	13	directions	direction	NNS
37060	4702	14	,	,	,
37060	4702	15	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4702	16	gave	give	VBD
37060	4702	17	in	in	RP
37060	4702	18	to	to	IN
37060	4702	19	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4702	20	hunger	hunger	NN
37060	4702	21	and	and	CC
37060	4702	22	raided	raid	VBD
37060	4702	23	a	a	DT
37060	4702	24	7-Eleven	7-eleven	CD
37060	4702	25	,	,	,
37060	4702	26	which	which	WDT
37060	4702	27	would	would	MD
37060	4702	28	have	have	VB
37060	4702	29	been	be	VBN
37060	4702	30	closed	close	VBN
37060	4702	31	in	in	IN
37060	4702	32	fifteen	fifteen	CD
37060	4702	33	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	4702	34	.	.	.
37060	4703	1	Securing	secure	VBG
37060	4703	2	some	some	DT
37060	4703	3	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	4703	4	meat	meat	NN
37060	4703	5	,	,	,
37060	4703	6	milk	milk	NN
37060	4703	7	,	,	,
37060	4703	8	and	and	CC
37060	4703	9	a	a	DT
37060	4703	10	can	can	NN
37060	4703	11	of	of	IN
37060	4703	12	pork	pork	NN
37060	4703	13	and	and	CC
37060	4703	14	beans	bean	NNS
37060	4703	15	,	,	,
37060	4703	16	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4703	17	drove	drive	VBD
37060	4703	18	back	back	RB
37060	4703	19	to	to	IN
37060	4703	20	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4703	21	humble	humble	JJ
37060	4703	22	room	room	NN
37060	4703	23	,	,	,
37060	4703	24	intending	intend	VBG
37060	4703	25	to	to	TO
37060	4703	26	heat	heat	VB
37060	4703	27	the	the	DT
37060	4703	28	beans	bean	NNS
37060	4703	29	on	on	IN
37060	4703	30	a	a	DT
37060	4703	31	portable	portable	JJ
37060	4703	32	gas	gas	NN
37060	4703	33	stove	stove	NN
37060	4703	34	.	.	.
37060	4704	1	The	the	DT
37060	4704	2	gas	gas	NN
37060	4704	3	stove	stove	NN
37060	4704	4	would	would	MD
37060	4704	5	not	not	RB
37060	4704	6	light	light	VB
37060	4704	7	.	.	.
37060	4705	1	"	"	``
37060	4705	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4705	3	had	have	VBD
37060	4705	4	performed	perform	VBN
37060	4705	5	famously	famously	RB
37060	4705	6	at	at	IN
37060	4705	7	home	home	NN
37060	4705	8	,	,	,
37060	4705	9	"	"	''
37060	4705	10	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4705	11	insisted	insist	VBD
37060	4705	12	,	,	,
37060	4705	13	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	4705	14	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	4705	15	betrayed	betray	VBN
37060	4705	16	by	by	IN
37060	4705	17	the	the	DT
37060	4705	18	inanimate	inanimate	JJ
37060	4705	19	object	object	NN
37060	4705	20	sprawling	sprawl	VBG
37060	4705	21	before	before	IN
37060	4705	22	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4705	23	.	.	.
37060	4706	1	At	at	RB
37060	4706	2	least	least	RBS
37060	4706	3	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4706	4	choice	choice	NN
37060	4706	5	of	of	IN
37060	4706	6	food	food	NN
37060	4706	7	could	could	MD
37060	4706	8	be	be	VB
37060	4706	9	eaten	eat	VBN
37060	4706	10	cold	cold	JJ
37060	4706	11	.	.	.
37060	4707	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4707	2	picked	pick	VBD
37060	4707	3	up	up	RP
37060	4707	4	the	the	DT
37060	4707	5	can	can	NN
37060	4707	6	of	of	IN
37060	4707	7	beans	bean	NNS
37060	4707	8	and	and	CC
37060	4707	9	retrieved	retrieve	VBD
37060	4707	10	a	a	DT
37060	4707	11	can	can	MD
37060	4707	12	opener	opener	VB
37060	4707	13	from	from	IN
37060	4707	14	a	a	DT
37060	4707	15	sack	sack	NN
37060	4707	16	of	of	IN
37060	4707	17	utensils	utensil	NNS
37060	4707	18	,	,	,
37060	4707	19	clamping	clamp	VBG
37060	4707	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4707	21	on	on	IN
37060	4707	22	the	the	DT
37060	4707	23	can	can	MD
37060	4707	24	like	like	VB
37060	4707	25	a	a	DT
37060	4707	26	pro	pro	NN
37060	4707	27	.	.	.
37060	4708	1	The	the	DT
37060	4708	2	can	can	MD
37060	4708	3	galloped	gallop	VBD
37060	4708	4	'	'	``
37060	4708	5	round	round	NN
37060	4708	6	and	and	CC
37060	4708	7	'	'	''
37060	4708	8	round	round	NN
37060	4708	9	,	,	,
37060	4708	10	but	but	CC
37060	4708	11	failed	fail	VBD
37060	4708	12	to	to	TO
37060	4708	13	open	open	VB
37060	4708	14	.	.	.
37060	4709	1	Outraged	outrage	VBN
37060	4709	2	,	,	,
37060	4709	3	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4709	4	flew	fly	VBD
37060	4709	5	at	at	IN
37060	4709	6	the	the	DT
37060	4709	7	can	can	NN
37060	4709	8	with	with	IN
37060	4709	9	a	a	DT
37060	4709	10	metal	metal	NN
37060	4709	11	punch	punch	NN
37060	4709	12	,	,	,
37060	4709	13	flailing	flailing	NN
37060	4709	14	and	and	CC
37060	4709	15	prying	pry	VBG
37060	4709	16	with	with	IN
37060	4709	17	a	a	DT
37060	4709	18	vengeance	vengeance	NN
37060	4709	19	until	until	IN
37060	4709	20	a	a	DT
37060	4709	21	jagged	jagged	JJ
37060	4709	22	opening	opening	NN
37060	4709	23	would	would	MD
37060	4709	24	accommodate	accommodate	VB
37060	4709	25	a	a	DT
37060	4709	26	spoon	spoon	NN
37060	4709	27	.	.	.
37060	4710	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4710	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4710	3	not	not	RB
37060	4710	4	what	what	WP
37060	4710	5	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4710	6	had	have	VBD
37060	4710	7	in	in	IN
37060	4710	8	mind	mind	NN
37060	4710	9	,	,	,
37060	4710	10	but	but	CC
37060	4710	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4710	12	was	be	VBD
37060	4710	13	a	a	DT
37060	4710	14	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	4710	15	evening	evening	NN
37060	4710	16	in	in	IN
37060	4710	17	a	a	DT
37060	4710	18	small	small	JJ
37060	4710	19	town	town	NN
37060	4710	20	.	.	.
37060	4711	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4711	2	stayed	stay	VBD
37060	4711	3	up	up	RP
37060	4711	4	for	for	IN
37060	4711	5	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	4711	6	,	,	,
37060	4711	7	blinking	blink	VBG
37060	4711	8	at	at	IN
37060	4711	9	a	a	DT
37060	4711	10	show	show	NN
37060	4711	11	on	on	IN
37060	4711	12	television	television	NN
37060	4711	13	.	.	.
37060	4712	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4712	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4712	3	reasonably	reasonably	RB
37060	4712	4	content	content	JJ
37060	4712	5	,	,	,
37060	4712	6	but	but	CC
37060	4712	7	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4712	8	stole	steal	VBD
37060	4712	9	glances	glance	NNS
37060	4712	10	at	at	IN
37060	4712	11	the	the	DT
37060	4712	12	traitorous	traitorous	JJ
37060	4712	13	stove	stove	NN
37060	4712	14	ranging	range	VBG
37060	4712	15	from	from	IN
37060	4712	16	malice	malice	NN
37060	4712	17	to	to	IN
37060	4712	18	disbelief	disbelief	NN
37060	4712	19	.	.	.
37060	4713	1	"	"	``
37060	4713	2	Man	man	NN
37060	4713	3	!	!	.
37060	4713	4	"	"	''
37060	4714	1	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4714	2	kept	keep	VBD
37060	4714	3	repeating	repeat	VBG
37060	4714	4	,	,	,
37060	4714	5	"	"	''
37060	4714	6	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4714	7	worked	work	VBD
37060	4714	8	at	at	IN
37060	4714	9	home	home	NN
37060	4714	10	.	.	.
37060	4714	11	"	"	''
37060	4715	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4715	2	could	could	MD
37060	4715	3	n't	not	RB
37060	4715	4	help	help	VB
37060	4715	5	but	but	CC
37060	4715	6	smile	smile	VB
37060	4715	7	to	to	IN
37060	4715	8	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4715	9	;	;	:
37060	4715	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4715	11	demanded	demand	VBD
37060	4715	12	so	so	RB
37060	4715	13	little	little	JJ
37060	4715	14	of	of	IN
37060	4715	15	life	life	NN
37060	4715	16	,	,	,
37060	4715	17	but	but	CC
37060	4715	18	on	on	IN
37060	4715	19	that	that	DT
37060	4715	20	night	night	NN
37060	4715	21	,	,	,
37060	4715	22	even	even	RB
37060	4715	23	the	the	DT
37060	4715	24	smallest	small	JJS
37060	4715	25	favors	favor	NNS
37060	4715	26	had	have	VBD
37060	4715	27	been	be	VBN
37060	4715	28	denied	deny	VBN
37060	4715	29	.	.	.
37060	4716	1	"	"	``
37060	4716	2	Poor	poor	JJ
37060	4716	3	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4716	4	,	,	,
37060	4716	5	"	"	''
37060	4716	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4716	7	thought	think	VBD
37060	4716	8	.	.	.
37060	4717	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4717	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4717	3	more	more	RBR
37060	4717	4	discouraged	discouraged	JJ
37060	4717	5	than	than	IN
37060	4717	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4717	7	!	!	.
37060	4718	1	Aug.	August	NNP
37060	4718	2	4	4	CD
37060	4718	3	,	,	,
37060	4718	4	1980	1980	CD
37060	4718	5	...	...	:
37060	4718	6	Got	got	VBP
37060	4718	7	a	a	DT
37060	4718	8	great	great	JJ
37060	4718	9	little	little	JJ
37060	4718	10	kitchenette	kitchenette	NN
37060	4718	11	.	.	.
37060	4719	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4719	2	were	be	VBD
37060	4719	3	enthusiastic	enthusiastic	JJ
37060	4719	4	.	.	.
37060	4720	1	$	$	$
37060	4720	2	20	20	CD
37060	4720	3	per	per	IN
37060	4720	4	day	day	NN
37060	4720	5	or	or	CC
37060	4720	6	$	$	$
37060	4720	7	120	120	CD
37060	4720	8	per	per	IN
37060	4720	9	week	week	NN
37060	4720	10	bought	buy	VBD
37060	4720	11	a	a	DT
37060	4720	12	basement	basement	NN
37060	4720	13	level	level	NN
37060	4720	14	,	,	,
37060	4720	15	two	two	CD
37060	4720	16	room	room	NN
37060	4720	17	,	,	,
37060	4720	18	paneled	panel	VBD
37060	4720	19	unit	unit	NN
37060	4720	20	,	,	,
37060	4720	21	complete	complete	JJ
37060	4720	22	with	with	IN
37060	4720	23	garage	garage	NN
37060	4720	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	4720	25	sale	sale	NN
37060	4720	26	dishes	dish	NNS
37060	4720	27	and	and	CC
37060	4720	28	pans	pan	NNS
37060	4720	29	.	.	.
37060	4721	1	The	the	DT
37060	4721	2	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	4721	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4721	4	elevated	elevate	VBN
37060	4721	5	on	on	IN
37060	4721	6	a	a	DT
37060	4721	7	step	step	NN
37060	4721	8	to	to	TO
37060	4721	9	assure	assure	VB
37060	4721	10	that	that	IN
37060	4721	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4721	12	would	would	MD
37060	4721	13	flush	flush	VB
37060	4721	14	.	.	.
37060	4722	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4722	2	also	also	RB
37060	4722	3	boasted	boast	VBD
37060	4722	4	a	a	DT
37060	4722	5	relic	relic	JJ
37060	4722	6	radio	radio	NN
37060	4722	7	and	and	CC
37060	4722	8	a	a	DT
37060	4722	9	T.V.	T.V.	NNP
37060	4723	1	with	with	IN
37060	4723	2	poor	poor	JJ
37060	4723	3	reception	reception	NN
37060	4723	4	.	.	.
37060	4724	1	The	the	DT
37060	4724	2	best	good	JJS
37060	4724	3	things	thing	NNS
37060	4724	4	about	about	IN
37060	4724	5	the	the	DT
37060	4724	6	place	place	NN
37060	4724	7	,	,	,
37060	4724	8	though	though	RB
37060	4724	9	,	,	,
37060	4724	10	were	be	VBD
37060	4724	11	the	the	DT
37060	4724	12	river	river	NN
37060	4724	13	which	which	WDT
37060	4724	14	rushed	rush	VBD
37060	4724	15	several	several	JJ
37060	4724	16	yards	yard	NNS
37060	4724	17	from	from	IN
37060	4724	18	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4724	19	door	door	NN
37060	4724	20	and	and	CC
37060	4724	21	the	the	DT
37060	4724	22	ability	ability	NN
37060	4724	23	to	to	TO
37060	4724	24	procure	procure	VB
37060	4724	25	frozen	frozen	JJ
37060	4724	26	pizzas	pizza	NNS
37060	4724	27	from	from	IN
37060	4724	28	the	the	DT
37060	4724	29	friendly	friendly	JJ
37060	4724	30	owner	owner	NN
37060	4724	31	,	,	,
37060	4724	32	Marion	Marion	NNP
37060	4724	33	.	.	.
37060	4725	1	After	after	IN
37060	4725	2	a	a	DT
37060	4725	3	day	day	NN
37060	4725	4	of	of	IN
37060	4725	5	rigorous	rigorous	JJ
37060	4725	6	hiking	hiking	NN
37060	4725	7	,	,	,
37060	4725	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4725	9	would	would	MD
37060	4725	10	ask	ask	VB
37060	4725	11	Marion	Marion	NNP
37060	4725	12	to	to	TO
37060	4725	13	heat	heat	VB
37060	4725	14	a	a	DT
37060	4725	15	pizza	pizza	NN
37060	4725	16	and	and	CC
37060	4725	17	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4725	18	and	and	CC
37060	4725	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4725	20	would	would	MD
37060	4725	21	talk	talk	VB
37060	4725	22	until	until	IN
37060	4725	23	the	the	DT
37060	4725	24	pizza	pizza	NN
37060	4725	25	was	be	VBD
37060	4725	26	ready	ready	JJ
37060	4725	27	.	.	.
37060	4726	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4726	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4726	3	sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	4726	4	for	for	IN
37060	4726	5	Marion	Marion	NNP
37060	4726	6	.	.	.
37060	4727	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4727	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4727	3	a	a	DT
37060	4727	4	widow	widow	NN
37060	4727	5	who	who	WP
37060	4727	6	tried	try	VBD
37060	4727	7	to	to	TO
37060	4727	8	keep	keep	VB
37060	4727	9	the	the	DT
37060	4727	10	motel	motel	NN
37060	4727	11	intact	intact	JJ
37060	4727	12	for	for	IN
37060	4727	13	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4727	14	guests	guest	NNS
37060	4727	15	despite	despite	IN
37060	4727	16	rising	rise	VBG
37060	4727	17	costs	cost	NNS
37060	4727	18	and	and	CC
37060	4727	19	the	the	DT
37060	4727	20	continual	continual	JJ
37060	4727	21	threat	threat	NN
37060	4727	22	of	of	IN
37060	4727	23	delapidation	delapidation	NN
37060	4727	24	.	.	.
37060	4728	1	The	the	DT
37060	4728	2	place	place	NN
37060	4728	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4728	4	in	in	IN
37060	4728	5	disrepair	disrepair	NN
37060	4728	6	,	,	,
37060	4728	7	but	but	CC
37060	4728	8	having	have	VBG
37060	4728	9	little	little	JJ
37060	4728	10	help	help	NN
37060	4728	11	,	,	,
37060	4728	12	change	change	NN
37060	4728	13	was	be	VBD
37060	4728	14	more	more	JJR
37060	4728	15	of	of	IN
37060	4728	16	a	a	DT
37060	4728	17	dream	dream	NN
37060	4728	18	than	than	IN
37060	4728	19	a	a	DT
37060	4728	20	possibility	possibility	NN
37060	4728	21	.	.	.
37060	4729	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4729	2	had	have	VBD
37060	4729	3	endured	endure	VBN
37060	4729	4	hardship	hardship	NN
37060	4729	5	in	in	IN
37060	4729	6	life	life	NN
37060	4729	7	;	;	:
37060	4729	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4729	9	looked	look	VBD
37060	4729	10	poor	poor	JJ
37060	4729	11	,	,	,
37060	4729	12	but	but	CC
37060	4729	13	with	with	IN
37060	4729	14	dignity	dignity	NN
37060	4729	15	,	,	,
37060	4729	16	not	not	RB
37060	4729	17	despair	despair	JJ
37060	4729	18	.	.	.
37060	4730	1	Marion	Marion	NNP
37060	4730	2	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	4730	3	things	thing	NNS
37060	4730	4	in	in	IN
37060	4730	5	a	a	DT
37060	4730	6	manner	manner	NN
37060	4730	7	which	which	WDT
37060	4730	8	encouraged	encourage	VBD
37060	4730	9	trust	trust	NN
37060	4730	10	,	,	,
37060	4730	11	making	make	VBG
37060	4730	12	herself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4730	13	welcome	welcome	JJ
37060	4730	14	company	company	NN
37060	4730	15	and	and	CC
37060	4730	16	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4730	17	motel	motel	NN
37060	4730	18	a	a	DT
37060	4730	19	homey	homey	NN
37060	4730	20	place	place	NN
37060	4730	21	to	to	TO
37060	4730	22	stay	stay	VB
37060	4730	23	.	.	.
37060	4731	1	On	on	IN
37060	4731	2	one	one	CD
37060	4731	3	visit	visit	NN
37060	4731	4	,	,	,
37060	4731	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4731	6	happened	happen	VBD
37060	4731	7	to	to	TO
37060	4731	8	mention	mention	VB
37060	4731	9	that	that	IN
37060	4731	10	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4731	11	was	be	VBD
37060	4731	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4731	13	brother	brother	NN
37060	4731	14	.	.	.
37060	4732	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4732	2	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	4732	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4732	4	statement	statement	NN
37060	4732	5	with	with	IN
37060	4732	6	unparalleled	unparalleled	JJ
37060	4732	7	grace	grace	NN
37060	4732	8	,	,	,
37060	4732	9	although	although	IN
37060	4732	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4732	11	was	be	VBD
37060	4732	12	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	4732	13	by	by	IN
37060	4732	14	the	the	DT
37060	4732	15	glimmer	glimmer	NN
37060	4732	16	in	in	IN
37060	4732	17	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4732	18	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	4732	19	that	that	IN
37060	4732	20	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4732	21	did	do	VBD
37060	4732	22	not	not	RB
37060	4732	23	believe	believe	VB
37060	4732	24	a	a	DT
37060	4732	25	word	word	NN
37060	4732	26	;	;	:
37060	4732	27	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4732	28	had	have	VBD
37060	4732	29	seen	see	VBN
37060	4732	30	too	too	RB
37060	4732	31	much	much	JJ
37060	4732	32	to	to	TO
37060	4732	33	swallow	swallow	VB
37060	4732	34	that	that	DT
37060	4732	35	story	story	NN
37060	4732	36	.	.	.
37060	4733	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	4733	2	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	4733	3	to	to	TO
37060	4733	4	hide	hide	VB
37060	4733	5	or	or	CC
37060	4733	6	defend	defend	VB
37060	4733	7	,	,	,
37060	4733	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4733	9	let	let	VBD
37060	4733	10	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4733	11	believe	believe	VB
37060	4733	12	what	what	WP
37060	4733	13	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4733	14	would	would	MD
37060	4733	15	.	.	.
37060	4734	1	With	with	IN
37060	4734	2	or	or	CC
37060	4734	3	without	without	IN
37060	4734	4	proof	proof	NN
37060	4734	5	,	,	,
37060	4734	6	one	one	PRP
37060	4734	7	believes	believe	VBZ
37060	4734	8	what	what	WP
37060	4734	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4734	10	wants	want	VBZ
37060	4734	11	to	to	TO
37060	4734	12	believe	believe	VB
37060	4734	13	.	.	.
37060	4735	1	"	"	``
37060	4735	2	That	that	DT
37060	4735	3	's	be	VBZ
37060	4735	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4735	5	!	!	.
37060	4735	6	"	"	''
37060	4736	1	Relieved	relieve	VBN
37060	4736	2	of	of	IN
37060	4736	3	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4736	4	luggage	luggage	NN
37060	4736	5	,	,	,
37060	4736	6	the	the	DT
37060	4736	7	trunk	trunk	NN
37060	4736	8	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	4736	9	to	to	TO
37060	4736	10	have	have	VB
37060	4736	11	been	be	VBN
37060	4736	12	disemboweled	disembowel	VBN
37060	4736	13	.	.	.
37060	4737	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4737	2	slammed	slam	VBD
37060	4737	3	the	the	DT
37060	4737	4	lid	lid	NN
37060	4737	5	and	and	CC
37060	4737	6	turned	turn	VBD
37060	4737	7	around	around	RP
37060	4737	8	to	to	TO
37060	4737	9	see	see	VB
37060	4737	10	one	one	CD
37060	4737	11	of	of	IN
37060	4737	12	the	the	DT
37060	4737	13	other	other	JJ
37060	4737	14	guests	guest	NNS
37060	4737	15	intercept	intercept	VB
37060	4737	16	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4737	17	as	as	IN
37060	4737	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4737	19	strode	stride	VBD
37060	4737	20	toward	toward	IN
37060	4737	21	the	the	DT
37060	4737	22	car	car	NN
37060	4737	23	.	.	.
37060	4738	1	"	"	``
37060	4738	2	Hi	hi	UH
37060	4738	3	,	,	,
37060	4738	4	there	there	RB
37060	4738	5	,	,	,
37060	4738	6	"	"	''
37060	4738	7	the	the	DT
37060	4738	8	man	man	NN
37060	4738	9	bellowed	bellow	VBD
37060	4738	10	.	.	.
37060	4739	1	"	"	``
37060	4739	2	See	see	VB
37060	4739	3	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4739	4	've	have	VB
37060	4739	5	got	get	VBN
37060	4739	6	a	a	DT
37060	4739	7	Dodge	Dodge	NNP
37060	4739	8	Dart	Dart	NNP
37060	4739	9	,	,	,
37060	4739	10	too	too	RB
37060	4739	11	.	.	.
37060	4740	1	Got	got	UH
37060	4740	2	two	two	CD
37060	4740	3	of	of	IN
37060	4740	4	'em	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4740	5	at	at	IN
37060	4740	6	home	home	NN
37060	4740	7	.	.	.
37060	4741	1	Darn	darn	IN
37060	4741	2	things	thing	NNS
37060	4741	3	just	just	RB
37060	4741	4	wo	will	MD
37060	4741	5	n't	not	RB
37060	4741	6	wear	wear	VB
37060	4741	7	out	out	RP
37060	4741	8	...	...	NFP
37060	4741	9	"	"	``
37060	4741	10	Within	within	IN
37060	4741	11	the	the	DT
37060	4741	12	passage	passage	NN
37060	4741	13	of	of	IN
37060	4741	14	five	five	CD
37060	4741	15	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	4741	16	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4741	17	knew	know	VBD
37060	4741	18	more	more	RBR
37060	4741	19	about	about	IN
37060	4741	20	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4741	21	than	than	IN
37060	4741	22	either	either	DT
37060	4741	23	of	of	IN
37060	4741	24	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4741	25	cared	care	VBD
37060	4741	26	to	to	TO
37060	4741	27	know	know	VB
37060	4741	28	.	.	.
37060	4742	1	And	and	CC
37060	4742	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4742	3	had	have	VBD
37060	4742	4	n't	not	RB
37060	4742	5	even	even	RB
37060	4742	6	asked	ask	VBN
37060	4742	7	.	.	.
37060	4743	1	"	"	``
37060	4743	2	Come	come	VB
37060	4743	3	here	here	RB
37060	4743	4	every	every	DT
37060	4743	5	year	year	NN
37060	4743	6	,	,	,
37060	4743	7	"	"	''
37060	4743	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4743	9	stated	state	VBD
37060	4743	10	.	.	.
37060	4744	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4744	2	also	also	RB
37060	4744	3	learned	learn	VBD
37060	4744	4	the	the	DT
37060	4744	5	man	man	NN
37060	4744	6	delivered	deliver	VBD
37060	4744	7	mail	mail	NN
37060	4744	8	for	for	IN
37060	4744	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4744	10	bread	bread	NN
37060	4744	11	and	and	CC
37060	4744	12	butter	butter	NN
37060	4744	13	;	;	:
37060	4744	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4744	15	was	be	VBD
37060	4744	16	married	marry	VBN
37060	4744	17	and	and	CC
37060	4744	18	had	have	VBD
37060	4744	19	kids	kid	NNS
37060	4744	20	.	.	.
37060	4745	1	There	there	EX
37060	4745	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4745	3	something	something	NN
37060	4745	4	very	very	RB
37060	4745	5	unpleasant	unpleasant	JJ
37060	4745	6	about	about	IN
37060	4745	7	the	the	DT
37060	4745	8	man	man	NN
37060	4745	9	,	,	,
37060	4745	10	apart	apart	RB
37060	4745	11	from	from	IN
37060	4745	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4745	13	obnoxious	obnoxious	JJ
37060	4745	14	flow	flow	NN
37060	4745	15	of	of	IN
37060	4745	16	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	4745	17	.	.	.
37060	4746	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4746	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4746	3	the	the	DT
37060	4746	4	type	type	NN
37060	4746	5	of	of	IN
37060	4746	6	person	person	NN
37060	4746	7	who	who	WP
37060	4746	8	was	be	VBD
37060	4746	9	oblivious	oblivious	JJ
37060	4746	10	to	to	IN
37060	4746	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4746	12	own	own	JJ
37060	4746	13	abhorrant	abhorrant	JJ
37060	4746	14	characteristics	characteristic	NNS
37060	4746	15	,	,	,
37060	4746	16	a	a	DT
37060	4746	17	man	man	NN
37060	4746	18	who	who	WP
37060	4746	19	would	would	MD
37060	4746	20	drown	drown	VB
37060	4746	21	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4746	22	victim	victim	NN
37060	4746	23	unwittingly	unwittingly	RB
37060	4746	24	and	and	CC
37060	4746	25	not	not	RB
37060	4746	26	realize	realize	VB
37060	4746	27	that	that	IN
37060	4746	28	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4746	29	had	have	VBD
37060	4746	30	died	die	VBN
37060	4746	31	.	.	.
37060	4747	1	When	when	WRB
37060	4747	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4747	3	thought	think	VBD
37060	4747	4	the	the	DT
37060	4747	5	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	4747	6	could	could	MD
37060	4747	7	grow	grow	VB
37060	4747	8	no	no	RB
37060	4747	9	worse	bad	JJR
37060	4747	10	,	,	,
37060	4747	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4747	12	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	4747	13	took	take	VBD
37060	4747	14	on	on	RP
37060	4747	15	an	an	DT
37060	4747	16	eerie	eerie	JJ
37060	4747	17	glow	glow	NN
37060	4747	18	and	and	CC
37060	4747	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4747	20	related	relate	VBD
37060	4747	21	to	to	IN
37060	4747	22	Norm	norm	VB
37060	4747	23	the	the	DT
37060	4747	24	events	event	NNS
37060	4747	25	of	of	IN
37060	4747	26	one	one	CD
37060	4747	27	of	of	IN
37060	4747	28	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4747	29	past	past	JJ
37060	4747	30	vacations	vacation	NNS
37060	4747	31	,	,	,
37060	4747	32	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	4747	33	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4747	34	and	and	CC
37060	4747	35	several	several	JJ
37060	4747	36	relatives	relative	NNS
37060	4747	37	traveled	travel	VBD
37060	4747	38	to	to	IN
37060	4747	39	Montana	Montana	NNP
37060	4747	40	.	.	.
37060	4748	1	From	from	IN
37060	4748	2	a	a	DT
37060	4748	3	previous	previous	JJ
37060	4748	4	trip	trip	NN
37060	4748	5	,	,	,
37060	4748	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4748	7	knew	know	VBD
37060	4748	8	Montana	Montana	NNP
37060	4748	9	was	be	VBD
37060	4748	10	a	a	DT
37060	4748	11	state	state	NN
37060	4748	12	resplendent	resplendent	NN
37060	4748	13	with	with	IN
37060	4748	14	ground	ground	NN
37060	4748	15	squirrels	squirrel	NNS
37060	4748	16	,	,	,
37060	4748	17	and	and	CC
37060	4748	18	had	have	VBD
37060	4748	19	enjoyed	enjoy	VBN
37060	4748	20	feeding	feed	VBG
37060	4748	21	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4748	22	on	on	IN
37060	4748	23	one	one	CD
37060	4748	24	memorable	memorable	JJ
37060	4748	25	occasion	occasion	NN
37060	4748	26	.	.	.
37060	4749	1	The	the	DT
37060	4749	2	man	man	NN
37060	4749	3	,	,	,
37060	4749	4	however	however	RB
37060	4749	5	,	,	,
37060	4749	6	found	find	VBD
37060	4749	7	the	the	DT
37060	4749	8	animals	animal	NNS
37060	4749	9	satisfying	satisfy	VBG
37060	4749	10	for	for	IN
37060	4749	11	quite	quite	PDT
37060	4749	12	a	a	DT
37060	4749	13	different	different	JJ
37060	4749	14	reason	reason	NN
37060	4749	15	;	;	:
37060	4749	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4749	17	,	,	,
37060	4749	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4749	19	son	son	NN
37060	4749	20	and	and	CC
37060	4749	21	another	another	DT
37060	4749	22	man	man	NN
37060	4749	23	spent	spend	VBD
37060	4749	24	an	an	DT
37060	4749	25	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	4749	26	gunning	gun	VBG
37060	4749	27	down	down	RP
37060	4749	28	approximately	approximately	RB
37060	4749	29	400	400	CD
37060	4749	30	squirrels	squirrel	NNS
37060	4749	31	.	.	.
37060	4750	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4750	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4750	3	a	a	DT
37060	4750	4	lavish	lavish	JJ
37060	4750	5	affair	affair	NN
37060	4750	6	which	which	WDT
37060	4750	7	had	have	VBD
37060	4750	8	afforded	afford	VBN
37060	4750	9	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4750	10	pure	pure	JJ
37060	4750	11	delight	delight	NN
37060	4750	12	;	;	:
37060	4750	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4750	14	excitement	excitement	NN
37060	4750	15	over	over	IN
37060	4750	16	the	the	DT
37060	4750	17	reckless	reckless	JJ
37060	4750	18	slaughter	slaughter	NN
37060	4750	19	was	be	VBD
37060	4750	20	complete	complete	JJ
37060	4750	21	and	and	CC
37060	4750	22	shameless	shameless	JJ
37060	4750	23	.	.	.
37060	4751	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4751	2	had	have	VBD
37060	4751	3	done	do	VBN
37060	4751	4	some	some	DT
37060	4751	5	ranchers	rancher	NNS
37060	4751	6	a	a	DT
37060	4751	7	great	great	JJ
37060	4751	8	service	service	NN
37060	4751	9	,	,	,
37060	4751	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4751	11	raved	rave	VBD
37060	4751	12	.	.	.
37060	4752	1	As	as	IN
37060	4752	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4752	3	blasted	blast	VBD
37060	4752	4	away	away	RB
37060	4752	5	,	,	,
37060	4752	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4752	7	am	be	VBP
37060	4752	8	sure	sure	JJ
37060	4752	9	that	that	IN
37060	4752	10	service	service	NN
37060	4752	11	was	be	VBD
37060	4752	12	the	the	DT
37060	4752	13	last	last	JJ
37060	4752	14	thing	thing	NN
37060	4752	15	on	on	IN
37060	4752	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4752	17	mind	mind	NN
37060	4752	18	.	.	.
37060	4753	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4753	2	gritted	grit	VBD
37060	4753	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4753	4	teeth	tooth	NNS
37060	4753	5	,	,	,
37060	4753	6	glad	glad	JJ
37060	4753	7	that	that	IN
37060	4753	8	none	none	NN
37060	4753	9	of	of	IN
37060	4753	10	the	the	DT
37060	4753	11	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	4753	12	had	have	VBD
37060	4753	13	been	be	VBN
37060	4753	14	directed	direct	VBN
37060	4753	15	to	to	IN
37060	4753	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4753	17	,	,	,
37060	4753	18	while	while	IN
37060	4753	19	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4753	20	,	,	,
37060	4753	21	visibly	visibly	RB
37060	4753	22	unimpressed	unimpressed	JJ
37060	4753	23	and	and	CC
37060	4753	24	equally	equally	RB
37060	4753	25	disgusted	disgust	VBN
37060	4753	26	by	by	IN
37060	4753	27	the	the	DT
37060	4753	28	man	man	NN
37060	4753	29	,	,	,
37060	4753	30	inched	inch	VBD
37060	4753	31	toward	toward	IN
37060	4753	32	the	the	DT
37060	4753	33	car	car	NN
37060	4753	34	.	.	.
37060	4754	1	Fortunately	fortunately	RB
37060	4754	2	,	,	,
37060	4754	3	the	the	DT
37060	4754	4	man	man	NN
37060	4754	5	's	's	POS
37060	4754	6	wife	wife	NN
37060	4754	7	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	4754	8	from	from	IN
37060	4754	9	the	the	DT
37060	4754	10	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	4754	11	of	of	IN
37060	4754	12	a	a	DT
37060	4754	13	motel	motel	NN
37060	4754	14	room	room	NN
37060	4754	15	and	and	CC
37060	4754	16	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4754	17	were	be	VBD
37060	4754	18	spared	spare	VBN
37060	4754	19	further	further	JJ
37060	4754	20	discussion	discussion	NN
37060	4754	21	of	of	IN
37060	4754	22	the	the	DT
37060	4754	23	ground	ground	NN
37060	4754	24	squirrel	squirrel	NN
37060	4754	25	Armageddon	Armageddon	NNP
37060	4754	26	.	.	.
37060	4755	1	"	"	``
37060	4755	2	Be	be	VB
37060	4755	3	seein	seein	JJ
37060	4755	4	'	'	''
37060	4755	5	ya	ya	PRP
37060	4755	6	'	'	''
37060	4755	7	,	,	,
37060	4755	8	"	"	''
37060	4755	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4755	10	offered	offer	VBD
37060	4755	11	.	.	.
37060	4756	1	"	"	``
37060	4756	2	Yeh	Yeh	NNP
37060	4756	3	,	,	,
37060	4756	4	"	"	``
37060	4756	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4756	6	's	's	POS
37060	4756	7	tight	tight	JJ
37060	4756	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	4756	9	lipped	lipped	JJ
37060	4756	10	response	response	NN
37060	4756	11	almost	almost	RB
37060	4756	12	had	have	VBD
37060	4756	13	to	to	TO
37060	4756	14	be	be	VB
37060	4756	15	cranked	crank	VBN
37060	4756	16	from	from	IN
37060	4756	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4756	18	throat	throat	NN
37060	4756	19	.	.	.
37060	4757	1	Pulling	pull	VBG
37060	4757	2	from	from	IN
37060	4757	3	the	the	DT
37060	4757	4	motel	motel	NN
37060	4757	5	lot	lot	NN
37060	4757	6	was	be	VBD
37060	4757	7	a	a	DT
37060	4757	8	relief	relief	NN
37060	4757	9	.	.	.
37060	4758	1	"	"	``
37060	4758	2	Now	now	RB
37060	4758	3	there	there	EX
37060	4758	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	4758	5	a	a	DT
37060	4758	6	guy	guy	NN
37060	4758	7	who	who	WP
37060	4758	8	likes	like	VBZ
37060	4758	9	to	to	TO
37060	4758	10	kill	kill	VB
37060	4758	11	,	,	,
37060	4758	12	"	"	''
37060	4758	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4758	14	said	say	VBD
37060	4758	15	.	.	.
37060	4759	1	"	"	``
37060	4759	2	Yeh	Yeh	NNP
37060	4759	3	,	,	,
37060	4759	4	"	"	''
37060	4759	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4759	6	replied	reply	VBD
37060	4759	7	.	.	.
37060	4760	1	"	"	``
37060	4760	2	A	a	DT
37060	4760	3	good	good	JJ
37060	4760	4	ol'	old	JJ
37060	4760	5	boy	boy	NN
37060	4760	6	.	.	.
37060	4761	1	.	.	.
37060	4762	1	.	.	.
37060	4763	1	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	4763	2	like	like	IN
37060	4763	3	blowing	blow	VBG
37060	4763	4	up	up	RP
37060	4763	5	a	a	DT
37060	4763	6	few	few	JJ
37060	4763	7	rodents	rodent	NNS
37060	4763	8	on	on	IN
37060	4763	9	a	a	DT
37060	4763	10	weekend	weekend	NN
37060	4763	11	...	...	:
37060	4763	12	"	"	``
37060	4763	13	The	the	DT
37060	4763	14	sheer	sheer	JJ
37060	4763	15	number	number	NN
37060	4763	16	of	of	IN
37060	4763	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4763	18	kill	kill	NN
37060	4763	19	was	be	VBD
37060	4763	20	enough	enough	JJ
37060	4763	21	to	to	TO
37060	4763	22	astonish	astonish	VB
37060	4763	23	,	,	,
37060	4763	24	yet	yet	CC
37060	4763	25	more	more	RBR
37060	4763	26	disturbing	disturbing	JJ
37060	4763	27	was	be	VBD
37060	4763	28	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4763	29	unrestrainable	unrestrainable	JJ
37060	4763	30	enjoyment	enjoyment	NN
37060	4763	31	of	of	IN
37060	4763	32	the	the	DT
37060	4763	33	event	event	NN
37060	4763	34	.	.	.
37060	4764	1	There	there	EX
37060	4764	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4764	3	no	no	DT
37060	4764	4	nobility	nobility	NN
37060	4764	5	whatsoever	whatsoever	RB
37060	4764	6	in	in	IN
37060	4764	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4764	8	action	action	NN
37060	4764	9	,	,	,
37060	4764	10	for	for	IN
37060	4764	11	no	no	DT
37060	4764	12	one	one	NN
37060	4764	13	had	have	VBD
37060	4764	14	asked	ask	VBN
37060	4764	15	for	for	IN
37060	4764	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4764	17	assistance	assistance	NN
37060	4764	18	or	or	CC
37060	4764	19	solicited	solicit	VBD
37060	4764	20	a	a	DT
37060	4764	21	need	need	NN
37060	4764	22	for	for	IN
37060	4764	23	a	a	DT
37060	4764	24	specific	specific	JJ
37060	4764	25	harvest	harvest	NN
37060	4764	26	of	of	IN
37060	4764	27	the	the	DT
37060	4764	28	animals	animal	NNS
37060	4764	29	.	.	.
37060	4765	1	Certainly	certainly	RB
37060	4765	2	the	the	DT
37060	4765	3	grazing	grazing	NN
37060	4765	4	cattle	cattle	NNS
37060	4765	5	injured	injure	VBD
37060	4765	6	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4765	7	in	in	IN
37060	4765	8	rodent	rodent	NN
37060	4765	9	holes	hole	NNS
37060	4765	10	,	,	,
37060	4765	11	but	but	CC
37060	4765	12	killing	kill	VBG
37060	4765	13	aside	aside	RB
37060	4765	14	,	,	,
37060	4765	15	the	the	DT
37060	4765	16	man	man	NN
37060	4765	17	took	take	VBD
37060	4765	18	no	no	DT
37060	4765	19	interest	interest	NN
37060	4765	20	in	in	IN
37060	4765	21	filling	fill	VBG
37060	4765	22	the	the	DT
37060	4765	23	holes	hole	NNS
37060	4765	24	in	in	IN
37060	4765	25	the	the	DT
37060	4765	26	line	line	NN
37060	4765	27	of	of	IN
37060	4765	28	duty	duty	NN
37060	4765	29	.	.	.
37060	4766	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	4766	2	,	,	,
37060	4766	3	amid	amid	IN
37060	4766	4	hundreds	hundred	NNS
37060	4766	5	of	of	IN
37060	4766	6	bodies	body	NNS
37060	4766	7	,	,	,
37060	4766	8	the	the	DT
37060	4766	9	real	real	JJ
37060	4766	10	menace	menace	NN
37060	4766	11	remained	remain	VBD
37060	4766	12	.	.	.
37060	4767	1	In	in	IN
37060	4767	2	context	context	NN
37060	4767	3	of	of	IN
37060	4767	4	need	need	NN
37060	4767	5	,	,	,
37060	4767	6	hunting	hunting	NN
37060	4767	7	was	be	VBD
37060	4767	8	natural	natural	JJ
37060	4767	9	,	,	,
37060	4767	10	but	but	CC
37060	4767	11	when	when	WRB
37060	4767	12	utilized	utilize	VBN
37060	4767	13	as	as	IN
37060	4767	14	an	an	DT
37060	4767	15	outlet	outlet	NN
37060	4767	16	,	,	,
37060	4767	17	a	a	DT
37060	4767	18	fulfillment	fulfillment	NN
37060	4767	19	of	of	IN
37060	4767	20	the	the	DT
37060	4767	21	need	need	NN
37060	4767	22	to	to	TO
37060	4767	23	kill	kill	VB
37060	4767	24	for	for	IN
37060	4767	25	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4767	26	own	own	JJ
37060	4767	27	sake	sake	NN
37060	4767	28	,	,	,
37060	4767	29	hunting	hunting	NN
37060	4767	30	terrified	terrify	VBD
37060	4767	31	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4767	32	.	.	.
37060	4768	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4768	2	voiced	voice	VBD
37060	4768	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4768	4	sentiments	sentiment	NNS
37060	4768	5	to	to	IN
37060	4768	6	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4768	7	and	and	CC
37060	4768	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4768	9	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	4768	10	aloud	aloud	RB
37060	4768	11	about	about	IN
37060	4768	12	the	the	DT
37060	4768	13	possible	possible	JJ
37060	4768	14	outcome	outcome	NN
37060	4768	15	if	if	IN
37060	4768	16	no	no	DT
37060	4768	17	such	such	JJ
37060	4768	18	outlet	outlet	NN
37060	4768	19	was	be	VBD
37060	4768	20	available	available	JJ
37060	4768	21	.	.	.
37060	4769	1	How	how	WRB
37060	4769	2	would	would	MD
37060	4769	3	the	the	DT
37060	4769	4	killing	killing	NN
37060	4769	5	need	nee	MD
37060	4769	6	be	be	VB
37060	4769	7	vented	vent	VBN
37060	4769	8	?	?	.
37060	4770	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4770	2	drove	drive	VBD
37060	4770	3	into	into	IN
37060	4770	4	the	the	DT
37060	4770	5	park	park	NN
37060	4770	6	and	and	CC
37060	4770	7	experienced	experience	VBD
37060	4770	8	the	the	DT
37060	4770	9	reminiscent	reminiscent	JJ
37060	4770	10	awe	awe	NN
37060	4770	11	of	of	IN
37060	4770	12	the	the	DT
37060	4770	13	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	4770	14	.	.	.
37060	4771	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4771	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4771	3	unparalleled	unparalleled	JJ
37060	4771	4	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	4771	5	.	.	.
37060	4772	1	After	after	IN
37060	4772	2	twisting	twist	VBG
37060	4772	3	through	through	IN
37060	4772	4	the	the	DT
37060	4772	5	pines	pine	NNS
37060	4772	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4772	7	pulled	pull	VBD
37060	4772	8	off	off	RP
37060	4772	9	the	the	DT
37060	4772	10	road	road	NN
37060	4772	11	at	at	IN
37060	4772	12	a	a	DT
37060	4772	13	scenic	scenic	JJ
37060	4772	14	turn	turn	NN
37060	4772	15	off	off	RP
37060	4772	16	and	and	CC
37060	4772	17	roosted	roost	VBD
37060	4772	18	atop	atop	IN
37060	4772	19	a	a	DT
37060	4772	20	pile	pile	NN
37060	4772	21	of	of	IN
37060	4772	22	boulders	boulder	NNS
37060	4772	23	for	for	IN
37060	4772	24	the	the	DT
37060	4772	25	rest	rest	NN
37060	4772	26	of	of	IN
37060	4772	27	the	the	DT
37060	4772	28	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	4772	29	.	.	.
37060	4773	1	Occasionally	occasionally	RB
37060	4773	2	a	a	DT
37060	4773	3	timid	timid	JJ
37060	4773	4	chipmunk	chipmunk	NN
37060	4773	5	would	would	MD
37060	4773	6	appear	appear	VB
37060	4773	7	,	,	,
37060	4773	8	nervously	nervously	RB
37060	4773	9	twitching	twitch	VBG
37060	4773	10	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4773	11	tail	tail	NN
37060	4773	12	until	until	IN
37060	4773	13	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4773	14	presence	presence	NN
37060	4773	15	caused	cause	VBD
37060	4773	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4773	17	to	to	TO
37060	4773	18	scoot	scoot	VB
37060	4773	19	behind	behind	IN
37060	4773	20	a	a	DT
37060	4773	21	rock	rock	NN
37060	4773	22	or	or	CC
37060	4773	23	bush	bush	NNP
37060	4773	24	.	.	.
37060	4774	1	Once	once	RB
37060	4774	2	again	again	RB
37060	4774	3	,	,	,
37060	4774	4	the	the	DT
37060	4774	5	sadistic	sadistic	JJ
37060	4774	6	mailman	mailman	NN
37060	4774	7	crossed	cross	VBD
37060	4774	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4774	9	mind	mind	NN
37060	4774	10	,	,	,
37060	4774	11	and	and	CC
37060	4774	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4774	13	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	4774	14	how	how	WRB
37060	4774	15	the	the	DT
37060	4774	16	Colorado	Colorado	NNP
37060	4774	17	rodent	rodent	NN
37060	4774	18	population	population	NN
37060	4774	19	would	would	MD
37060	4774	20	fare	fare	VB
37060	4774	21	.	.	.
37060	4775	1	With	with	IN
37060	4775	2	luck	luck	NN
37060	4775	3	,	,	,
37060	4775	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4775	5	had	have	VBD
37060	4775	6	left	leave	VBN
37060	4775	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4775	8	arsenal	arsenal	NN
37060	4775	9	at	at	IN
37060	4775	10	home	home	NN
37060	4775	11	.	.	.
37060	4776	1	The	the	DT
37060	4776	2	Colorado	Colorado	NNP
37060	4776	3	Rocky	Rocky	NNP
37060	4776	4	Mountains	Mountains	NNPS
37060	4776	5	were	be	VBD
37060	4776	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4776	7	vision	vision	NN
37060	4776	8	of	of	IN
37060	4776	9	paradise	paradise	NNP
37060	4776	10	.	.	.
37060	4777	1	Their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4777	2	immense	immense	JJ
37060	4777	3	proportion	proportion	NN
37060	4777	4	,	,	,
37060	4777	5	viewed	view	VBN
37060	4777	6	against	against	IN
37060	4777	7	the	the	DT
37060	4777	8	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	4777	9	pines	pine	NNS
37060	4777	10	,	,	,
37060	4777	11	deluged	deluge	VBD
37060	4777	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4777	13	senses	sense	NNS
37060	4777	14	with	with	IN
37060	4777	15	an	an	DT
37060	4777	16	all	all	RB
37060	4777	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	4777	18	encompassing	encompass	VBG
37060	4777	19	wholeness	wholeness	NN
37060	4777	20	and	and	CC
37060	4777	21	an	an	DT
37060	4777	22	aura	aura	NN
37060	4777	23	of	of	IN
37060	4777	24	well	well	RB
37060	4777	25	-	-	HYPH
37060	4777	26	being	being	NN
37060	4777	27	.	.	.
37060	4778	1	No	no	DT
37060	4778	2	other	other	JJ
37060	4778	3	place	place	NN
37060	4778	4	produced	produce	VBD
37060	4778	5	such	such	PDT
37060	4778	6	an	an	DT
37060	4778	7	effect	effect	NN
37060	4778	8	within	within	IN
37060	4778	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4778	10	;	;	:
37060	4778	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4778	12	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4778	13	no	no	DT
37060	4778	14	spiritual	spiritual	JJ
37060	4778	15	rift	rift	NN
37060	4778	16	with	with	IN
37060	4778	17	the	the	DT
37060	4778	18	universe	universe	NN
37060	4778	19	and	and	CC
37060	4778	20	no	no	DT
37060	4778	21	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	4778	22	rift	rift	NN
37060	4778	23	with	with	IN
37060	4778	24	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4778	25	.	.	.
37060	4779	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4779	2	could	could	MD
37060	4779	3	not	not	RB
37060	4779	4	understand	understand	VB
37060	4779	5	the	the	DT
37060	4779	6	stop	stop	VB
37060	4779	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	4779	8	and	and	CC
37060	4779	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	4779	10	start	start	VB
37060	4779	11	tourists	tourist	NNS
37060	4779	12	who	who	WP
37060	4779	13	drove	drive	VBD
37060	4779	14	through	through	IN
37060	4779	15	the	the	DT
37060	4779	16	park	park	NN
37060	4779	17	simply	simply	RB
37060	4779	18	to	to	TO
37060	4779	19	justify	justify	VB
37060	4779	20	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4779	21	bumper	bumper	NN
37060	4779	22	stickers	sticker	NNS
37060	4779	23	;	;	:
37060	4779	24	or	or	CC
37060	4779	25	those	those	DT
37060	4779	26	who	who	WP
37060	4779	27	,	,	,
37060	4779	28	at	at	IN
37060	4779	29	a	a	DT
37060	4779	30	scenic	scenic	JJ
37060	4779	31	turn	turn	NN
37060	4779	32	off	off	RP
37060	4779	33	would	would	MD
37060	4779	34	jump	jump	VB
37060	4779	35	out	out	RP
37060	4779	36	,	,	,
37060	4779	37	peer	peer	VB
37060	4779	38	over	over	IN
37060	4779	39	the	the	DT
37060	4779	40	railing	railing	NN
37060	4779	41	and	and	CC
37060	4779	42	pronounce	pronounce	NN
37060	4779	43	,	,	,
37060	4779	44	"	"	``
37060	4779	45	Nothing	nothing	NN
37060	4779	46	special	special	JJ
37060	4779	47	here	here	RB
37060	4779	48	"	"	``
37060	4779	49	if	if	IN
37060	4779	50	there	there	EX
37060	4779	51	were	be	VBD
37060	4779	52	no	no	DT
37060	4779	53	chipmunks	chipmunk	NNS
37060	4779	54	to	to	TO
37060	4779	55	feed	feed	VB
37060	4779	56	.	.	.
37060	4780	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4780	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	4780	3	artificial	artificial	JJ
37060	4780	4	,	,	,
37060	4780	5	invented	invent	VBN
37060	4780	6	forms	form	NNS
37060	4780	7	of	of	IN
37060	4780	8	entertainment	entertainment	NN
37060	4780	9	.	.	.
37060	4781	1	If	if	IN
37060	4781	2	there	there	EX
37060	4781	3	were	be	VBD
37060	4781	4	no	no	DT
37060	4781	5	buttons	button	NNS
37060	4781	6	or	or	CC
37060	4781	7	knobs	knob	NNS
37060	4781	8	to	to	TO
37060	4781	9	pull	pull	VB
37060	4781	10	,	,	,
37060	4781	11	no	no	DT
37060	4781	12	tour	tour	NN
37060	4781	13	guide	guide	NN
37060	4781	14	,	,	,
37060	4781	15	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	4781	16	that	that	WDT
37060	4781	17	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	4781	18	to	to	IN
37060	4781	19	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4781	20	through	through	IN
37060	4781	21	a	a	DT
37060	4781	22	speaker	speaker	NN
37060	4781	23	or	or	CC
37060	4781	24	took	take	VBD
37060	4781	25	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4781	26	on	on	IN
37060	4781	27	a	a	DT
37060	4781	28	ride	ride	NN
37060	4781	29	,	,	,
37060	4781	30	the	the	DT
37060	4781	31	place	place	NN
37060	4781	32	had	have	VBD
37060	4781	33	no	no	DT
37060	4781	34	significance	significance	NN
37060	4781	35	.	.	.
37060	4782	1	Whirlwind	whirlwind	NN
37060	4782	2	tourists	tourist	NNS
37060	4782	3	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	4782	4	ventured	venture	VBD
37060	4782	5	onto	onto	IN
37060	4782	6	any	any	DT
37060	4782	7	of	of	IN
37060	4782	8	the	the	DT
37060	4782	9	trails	trail	NNS
37060	4782	10	,	,	,
37060	4782	11	or	or	CC
37060	4782	12	if	if	IN
37060	4782	13	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4782	14	did	do	VBD
37060	4782	15	,	,	,
37060	4782	16	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	4782	17	walked	walk	VBD
37060	4782	18	further	far	RBR
37060	4782	19	than	than	IN
37060	4782	20	one	one	CD
37060	4782	21	mile	mile	NN
37060	4782	22	.	.	.
37060	4783	1	Since	since	IN
37060	4783	2	all	all	DT
37060	4783	3	social	social	JJ
37060	4783	4	amenities	amenity	NNS
37060	4783	5	had	have	VBD
37060	4783	6	to	to	TO
37060	4783	7	be	be	VB
37060	4783	8	packed	pack	VBN
37060	4783	9	in	in	IN
37060	4783	10	,	,	,
37060	4783	11	few	few	JJ
37060	4783	12	sight	sight	NN
37060	4783	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	4783	14	seers	seer	NNS
37060	4783	15	prepared	prepare	VBD
37060	4783	16	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4783	17	for	for	IN
37060	4783	18	adversity	adversity	NN
37060	4783	19	of	of	IN
37060	4783	20	even	even	RB
37060	4783	21	the	the	DT
37060	4783	22	kindest	kindest	NN
37060	4783	23	temperament	temperament	NN
37060	4783	24	.	.	.
37060	4784	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4784	2	generally	generally	RB
37060	4784	3	had	have	VBD
37060	4784	4	no	no	DT
37060	4784	5	poncho	poncho	NN
37060	4784	6	,	,	,
37060	4784	7	wore	wear	VBD
37060	4784	8	heeled	heeled	JJ
37060	4784	9	shoes	shoe	NNS
37060	4784	10	or	or	CC
37060	4784	11	sandals	sandal	NNS
37060	4784	12	,	,	,
37060	4784	13	carried	carry	VBD
37060	4784	14	no	no	DT
37060	4784	15	energy	energy	NN
37060	4784	16	food	food	NN
37060	4784	17	,	,	,
37060	4784	18	and	and	CC
37060	4784	19	of	of	IN
37060	4784	20	course	course	NN
37060	4784	21	,	,	,
37060	4784	22	no	no	DT
37060	4784	23	water	water	NN
37060	4784	24	.	.	.
37060	4785	1	Once	once	IN
37060	4785	2	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4785	3	mistakes	mistake	NNS
37060	4785	4	were	be	VBD
37060	4785	5	evident	evident	JJ
37060	4785	6	,	,	,
37060	4785	7	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4785	8	wasted	waste	VBD
37060	4785	9	no	no	DT
37060	4785	10	time	time	NN
37060	4785	11	retracing	retrace	VBG
37060	4785	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4785	13	steps	step	NNS
37060	4785	14	,	,	,
37060	4785	15	trundling	trundle	VBG
37060	4785	16	down	down	RP
37060	4785	17	the	the	DT
37060	4785	18	trail	trail	NN
37060	4785	19	with	with	IN
37060	4785	20	parched	parched	JJ
37060	4785	21	mouths	mouth	NNS
37060	4785	22	agape	agape	RB
37060	4785	23	and	and	CC
37060	4785	24	pouting	pout	VBG
37060	4785	25	loudly	loudly	RB
37060	4785	26	for	for	IN
37060	4785	27	the	the	DT
37060	4785	28	lifestyle	lifestyle	NN
37060	4785	29	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4785	30	had	have	VBD
37060	4785	31	momentarily	momentarily	RB
37060	4785	32	misplaced	misplace	VBN
37060	4785	33	.	.	.
37060	4786	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4786	2	and	and	CC
37060	4786	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4786	4	generally	generally	RB
37060	4786	5	encountered	encounter	VBD
37060	4786	6	these	these	DT
37060	4786	7	people	people	NNS
37060	4786	8	on	on	IN
37060	4786	9	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4786	10	return	return	NN
37060	4786	11	from	from	IN
37060	4786	12	a	a	DT
37060	4786	13	long	long	JJ
37060	4786	14	hike	hike	NN
37060	4786	15	;	;	:
37060	4786	16	since	since	IN
37060	4786	17	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4786	18	trek	trek	NN
37060	4786	19	had	have	VBD
37060	4786	20	begun	begin	VBN
37060	4786	21	early	early	RB
37060	4786	22	in	in	IN
37060	4786	23	the	the	DT
37060	4786	24	morning	morning	NN
37060	4786	25	,	,	,
37060	4786	26	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4786	27	avoided	avoid	VBD
37060	4786	28	the	the	DT
37060	4786	29	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	4786	30	rain	rain	NN
37060	4786	31	and	and	CC
37060	4786	32	completed	complete	VBD
37060	4786	33	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4786	34	hike	hike	NN
37060	4786	35	long	long	RB
37060	4786	36	before	before	IN
37060	4786	37	the	the	DT
37060	4786	38	sun	sun	NN
37060	4786	39	dipped	dip	VBD
37060	4786	40	behind	behind	IN
37060	4786	41	the	the	DT
37060	4786	42	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	4786	43	,	,	,
37060	4786	44	washing	wash	VBG
37060	4786	45	the	the	DT
37060	4786	46	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	4786	47	land	land	NN
37060	4786	48	in	in	IN
37060	4786	49	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	4786	50	.	.	.
37060	4787	1	When	when	WRB
37060	4787	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4787	3	saw	see	VBD
37060	4787	4	a	a	DT
37060	4787	5	"	"	``
37060	4787	6	typical	typical	JJ
37060	4787	7	"	"	''
37060	4787	8	tourist	tourist	NN
37060	4787	9	attempting	attempt	VBG
37060	4787	10	a	a	DT
37060	4787	11	hike	hike	NN
37060	4787	12	while	while	IN
37060	4787	13	toting	tote	VBG
37060	4787	14	a	a	DT
37060	4787	15	radio	radio	NN
37060	4787	16	or	or	CC
37060	4787	17	blandly	blandly	RB
37060	4787	18	surveying	survey	VBG
37060	4787	19	the	the	DT
37060	4787	20	scenery	scenery	NN
37060	4787	21	,	,	,
37060	4787	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4787	23	realized	realize	VBD
37060	4787	24	how	how	WRB
37060	4787	25	different	different	JJ
37060	4787	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4787	27	was	be	VBD
37060	4787	28	...	...	:
37060	4787	29	and	and	CC
37060	4787	30	how	how	WRB
37060	4787	31	thankful	thankful	JJ
37060	4787	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4787	33	was	be	VBD
37060	4787	34	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	4787	35	the	the	DT
37060	4787	36	former	former	JJ
37060	4787	37	statement	statement	NN
37060	4787	38	.	.	.
37060	4788	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4788	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	4788	3	also	also	RB
37060	4788	4	,	,	,
37060	4788	5	that	that	IN
37060	4788	6	if	if	IN
37060	4788	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4788	8	were	be	VBD
37060	4788	9	not	not	RB
37060	4788	10	for	for	IN
37060	4788	11	the	the	DT
37060	4788	12	differences	difference	NNS
37060	4788	13	in	in	IN
37060	4788	14	people	people	NNS
37060	4788	15	,	,	,
37060	4788	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4788	17	could	could	MD
37060	4788	18	not	not	RB
37060	4788	19	revel	revel	VB
37060	4788	20	in	in	IN
37060	4788	21	the	the	DT
37060	4788	22	solitude	solitude	NN
37060	4788	23	that	that	WDT
37060	4788	24	was	be	VBD
37060	4788	25	mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4788	26	to	to	TO
37060	4788	27	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	4788	28	.	.	.
37060	4789	1	Our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4789	2	days	day	NNS
37060	4789	3	in	in	IN
37060	4789	4	the	the	DT
37060	4789	5	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	4789	6	were	be	VBD
37060	4789	7	excellent	excellent	JJ
37060	4789	8	.	.	.
37060	4790	1	The	the	DT
37060	4790	2	rain	rain	NN
37060	4790	3	never	never	RB
37060	4790	4	lingered	linger	VBD
37060	4790	5	,	,	,
37060	4790	6	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	4790	7	the	the	DT
37060	4790	8	nights	night	NNS
37060	4790	9	clear	clear	JJ
37060	4790	10	and	and	CC
37060	4790	11	cold	cold	JJ
37060	4790	12	.	.	.
37060	4791	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4791	2	often	often	RB
37060	4791	3	returned	return	VBD
37060	4791	4	to	to	IN
37060	4791	5	the	the	DT
37060	4791	6	park	park	NN
37060	4791	7	after	after	IN
37060	4791	8	supper	supper	NN
37060	4791	9	to	to	TO
37060	4791	10	drink	drink	VB
37060	4791	11	in	in	IN
37060	4791	12	the	the	DT
37060	4791	13	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	4791	14	and	and	CC
37060	4791	15	listen	listen	VB
37060	4791	16	to	to	IN
37060	4791	17	the	the	DT
37060	4791	18	wind	wind	NN
37060	4791	19	dance	dance	NN
37060	4791	20	in	in	IN
37060	4791	21	the	the	DT
37060	4791	22	pines	pine	NNS
37060	4791	23	.	.	.
37060	4792	1	Apart	apart	RB
37060	4792	2	from	from	IN
37060	4792	3	society	society	NN
37060	4792	4	,	,	,
37060	4792	5	but	but	CC
37060	4792	6	for	for	IN
37060	4792	7	an	an	DT
37060	4792	8	occasional	occasional	JJ
37060	4792	9	passing	pass	VBG
37060	4792	10	automobile	automobile	NN
37060	4792	11	,	,	,
37060	4792	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4792	13	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4792	14	delivered	deliver	VBN
37060	4792	15	,	,	,
37060	4792	16	not	not	RB
37060	4792	17	deprived	deprive	VBN
37060	4792	18	.	.	.
37060	4793	1	Cool	cool	JJ
37060	4793	2	winds	wind	NNS
37060	4793	3	swept	sweep	VBD
37060	4793	4	through	through	IN
37060	4793	5	the	the	DT
37060	4793	6	silhouetted	silhouetted	JJ
37060	4793	7	trees	tree	NNS
37060	4793	8	and	and	CC
37060	4793	9	curled	curl	VBN
37060	4793	10	between	between	IN
37060	4793	11	tight	tight	JJ
37060	4793	12	crevasses	crevasse	NNS
37060	4793	13	,	,	,
37060	4793	14	producing	produce	VBG
37060	4793	15	a	a	DT
37060	4793	16	melodious	melodious	JJ
37060	4793	17	rhythm	rhythm	NN
37060	4793	18	which	which	WDT
37060	4793	19	conjured	conjure	VBD
37060	4793	20	the	the	DT
37060	4793	21	impression	impression	NN
37060	4793	22	of	of	IN
37060	4793	23	silence	silence	NN
37060	4793	24	.	.	.
37060	4794	1	The	the	DT
37060	4794	2	noise	noise	NN
37060	4794	3	of	of	IN
37060	4794	4	society	society	NN
37060	4794	5	was	be	VBD
37060	4794	6	stilled	still	VBN
37060	4794	7	in	in	IN
37060	4794	8	tranquility	tranquility	NN
37060	4794	9	.	.	.
37060	4795	1	By	by	IN
37060	4795	2	daylight	daylight	NN
37060	4795	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4795	4	roamed	roam	VBD
37060	4795	5	the	the	DT
37060	4795	6	trails	trail	NNS
37060	4795	7	,	,	,
37060	4795	8	packing	pack	VBG
37060	4795	9	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4795	10	essentials	essential	NNS
37060	4795	11	and	and	CC
37060	4795	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4795	13	camera	camera	NN
37060	4795	14	.	.	.
37060	4796	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4796	2	never	never	RB
37060	4796	3	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	4796	4	to	to	TO
37060	4796	5	confine	confine	VB
37060	4796	6	the	the	DT
37060	4796	7	actual	actual	JJ
37060	4796	8	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	4796	9	of	of	IN
37060	4796	10	nature	nature	NN
37060	4796	11	on	on	IN
37060	4796	12	film	film	NN
37060	4796	13	,	,	,
37060	4796	14	but	but	CC
37060	4796	15	toted	tote	VBD
37060	4796	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4796	17	camera	camera	NN
37060	4796	18	as	as	IN
37060	4796	19	a	a	DT
37060	4796	20	pictorial	pictorial	JJ
37060	4796	21	diary	diary	NN
37060	4796	22	.	.	.
37060	4797	1	Photographs	photograph	NNS
37060	4797	2	had	have	VBD
37060	4797	3	become	become	VBN
37060	4797	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4797	5	favorite	favorite	JJ
37060	4797	6	souvenir	souvenir	NN
37060	4797	7	for	for	IN
37060	4797	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4797	9	dimensional	dimensional	JJ
37060	4797	10	forms	form	NNS
37060	4797	11	recalled	recall	VBD
37060	4797	12	statements	statement	NNS
37060	4797	13	attesting	attest	VBG
37060	4797	14	to	to	IN
37060	4797	15	one	one	PRP
37060	4797	16	's	's	POS
37060	4797	17	destination	destination	NN
37060	4797	18	...	...	NFP
37060	4797	19	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4797	20	were	be	VBD
37060	4797	21	almost	almost	RB
37060	4797	22	like	like	IN
37060	4797	23	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	4797	24	into	into	IN
37060	4797	25	the	the	DT
37060	4797	26	past	past	NN
37060	4797	27	.	.	.
37060	4798	1	Aug.	August	NNP
37060	4798	2	8	8	CD
37060	4798	3	,	,	,
37060	4798	4	1980	1980	CD
37060	4798	5	...	...	:
37060	4798	6	Sandbeach	Sandbeach	NNP
37060	4798	7	Lake	Lake	NNP
37060	4798	8	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4798	9	a	a	DT
37060	4798	10	4	4	CD
37060	4798	11	mile	mile	NN
37060	4798	12	hike	hike	NN
37060	4798	13	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4798	14	.	.	.
37060	4799	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4799	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4799	3	gorgeous	gorgeous	JJ
37060	4799	4	.	.	.
37060	4800	1	Got	Got	NNP
37060	4800	2	sunburned	sunburn	VBN
37060	4800	3	.	.	.
37060	4801	1	Felt	feel	VBN
37060	4801	2	great	great	JJ
37060	4801	3	...	...	:
37060	4801	4	not	not	RB
37060	4801	5	tired	tired	JJ
37060	4801	6	at	at	RB
37060	4801	7	all	all	RB
37060	4801	8	.	.	.
37060	4802	1	Our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4802	2	last	last	JJ
37060	4802	3	hike	hike	NN
37060	4802	4	was	be	VBD
37060	4802	5	to	to	IN
37060	4802	6	Sandbeach	Sandbeach	NNP
37060	4802	7	Lake	Lake	NNP
37060	4802	8	,	,	,
37060	4802	9	which	which	WDT
37060	4802	10	was	be	VBD
37060	4802	11	nestled	nestle	VBN
37060	4802	12	in	in	IN
37060	4802	13	the	the	DT
37060	4802	14	high	high	JJ
37060	4802	15	country	country	NN
37060	4802	16	at	at	IN
37060	4802	17	the	the	DT
37060	4802	18	end	end	NN
37060	4802	19	of	of	IN
37060	4802	20	a	a	DT
37060	4802	21	rigorous	rigorous	JJ
37060	4802	22	trail	trail	NN
37060	4802	23	.	.	.
37060	4803	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4803	2	label	label	VBP
37060	4803	3	the	the	DT
37060	4803	4	trail	trail	NN
37060	4803	5	in	in	IN
37060	4803	6	such	such	JJ
37060	4803	7	terms	term	NNS
37060	4803	8	because	because	IN
37060	4803	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4803	10	did	do	VBD
37060	4803	11	not	not	RB
37060	4803	12	simply	simply	RB
37060	4803	13	travel	travel	VB
37060	4803	14	upward	upward	RB
37060	4803	15	;	;	:
37060	4803	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4803	17	repeatedly	repeatedly	RB
37060	4803	18	involved	involve	VBD
37060	4803	19	many	many	JJ
37060	4803	20	declines	decline	NNS
37060	4803	21	as	as	RB
37060	4803	22	well	well	RB
37060	4803	23	,	,	,
37060	4803	24	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	4803	25	creating	create	VBG
37060	4803	26	a	a	DT
37060	4803	27	hike	hike	NN
37060	4803	28	which	which	WDT
37060	4803	29	was	be	VBD
37060	4803	30	as	as	RB
37060	4803	31	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	4803	32	upon	upon	IN
37060	4803	33	returning	return	VBG
37060	4803	34	as	as	IN
37060	4803	35	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4803	36	was	be	VBD
37060	4803	37	at	at	IN
37060	4803	38	the	the	DT
37060	4803	39	outset	outset	NN
37060	4803	40	.	.	.
37060	4804	1	However	however	RB
37060	4804	2	,	,	,
37060	4804	3	despite	despite	IN
37060	4804	4	the	the	DT
37060	4804	5	evils	evil	NNS
37060	4804	6	of	of	IN
37060	4804	7	the	the	DT
37060	4804	8	trail	trail	NN
37060	4804	9	,	,	,
37060	4804	10	the	the	DT
37060	4804	11	lake	lake	NN
37060	4804	12	was	be	VBD
37060	4804	13	a	a	DT
37060	4804	14	reward	reward	NN
37060	4804	15	more	more	JJR
37060	4804	16	than	than	IN
37060	4804	17	adequate	adequate	JJ
37060	4804	18	;	;	:
37060	4804	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4804	20	was	be	VBD
37060	4804	21	a	a	DT
37060	4804	22	rippling	ripple	VBG
37060	4804	23	sapphire	sapphire	NN
37060	4804	24	wonder	wonder	NN
37060	4804	25	clenched	clench	VBN
37060	4804	26	in	in	IN
37060	4804	27	the	the	DT
37060	4804	28	palm	palm	NN
37060	4804	29	of	of	IN
37060	4804	30	the	the	DT
37060	4804	31	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	4804	32	.	.	.
37060	4805	1	Its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4805	2	white	white	JJ
37060	4805	3	shore	shore	NN
37060	4805	4	-	-	HYPH
37060	4805	5	line	line	NN
37060	4805	6	was	be	VBD
37060	4805	7	hemmed	hem	VBN
37060	4805	8	by	by	IN
37060	4805	9	gnarled	gnarl	VBN
37060	4805	10	,	,	,
37060	4805	11	yet	yet	CC
37060	4805	12	dignified	dignified	JJ
37060	4805	13	pines	pine	NNS
37060	4805	14	,	,	,
37060	4805	15	while	while	IN
37060	4805	16	the	the	DT
37060	4805	17	cold	cold	JJ
37060	4805	18	and	and	CC
37060	4805	19	bloodless	bloodless	JJ
37060	4805	20	splendor	splendor	NN
37060	4805	21	of	of	IN
37060	4805	22	Long	Long	NNP
37060	4805	23	's	's	POS
37060	4805	24	Peak	Peak	NNP
37060	4805	25	presided	preside	VBD
37060	4805	26	over	over	IN
37060	4805	27	all	all	DT
37060	4805	28	things	thing	NNS
37060	4805	29	,	,	,
37060	4805	30	living	live	VBG
37060	4805	31	and	and	CC
37060	4805	32	inanimate	inanimate	VB
37060	4805	33	.	.	.
37060	4806	1	After	after	IN
37060	4806	2	reaching	reach	VBG
37060	4806	3	the	the	DT
37060	4806	4	lake	lake	NN
37060	4806	5	,	,	,
37060	4806	6	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4806	7	day	day	NN
37060	4806	8	was	be	VBD
37060	4806	9	spent	spend	VBN
37060	4806	10	lolling	loll	VBG
37060	4806	11	about	about	IN
37060	4806	12	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4806	13	perimeter	perimeter	NN
37060	4806	14	as	as	IN
37060	4806	15	a	a	DT
37060	4806	16	cool	cool	JJ
37060	4806	17	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	4806	18	modified	modify	VBD
37060	4806	19	the	the	DT
37060	4806	20	naked	naked	JJ
37060	4806	21	heat	heat	NN
37060	4806	22	of	of	IN
37060	4806	23	the	the	DT
37060	4806	24	sun	sun	NN
37060	4806	25	.	.	.
37060	4807	1	The	the	DT
37060	4807	2	place	place	NN
37060	4807	3	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4807	4	a	a	DT
37060	4807	5	virtually	virtually	RB
37060	4807	6	untouched	untouched	JJ
37060	4807	7	remnant	remnant	NN
37060	4807	8	of	of	IN
37060	4807	9	land	land	NN
37060	4807	10	;	;	:
37060	4807	11	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4807	12	assumed	assume	VBD
37060	4807	13	the	the	DT
37060	4807	14	lake	lake	NN
37060	4807	15	's	's	POS
37060	4807	16	crystal	crystal	NN
37060	4807	17	water	water	NN
37060	4807	18	was	be	VBD
37060	4807	19	no	no	RB
37060	4807	20	less	less	JJR
37060	4807	21	than	than	IN
37060	4807	22	pure	pure	JJ
37060	4807	23	and	and	CC
37060	4807	24	wholesome	wholesome	JJ
37060	4807	25	,	,	,
37060	4807	26	and	and	CC
37060	4807	27	without	without	IN
37060	4807	28	hesitation	hesitation	NN
37060	4807	29	,	,	,
37060	4807	30	drank	drank	VB
37060	4807	31	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4807	32	fill	fill	NN
37060	4807	33	.	.	.
37060	4808	1	As	as	IN
37060	4808	2	the	the	DT
37060	4808	3	numbingly	numbingly	RB
37060	4808	4	cold	cold	JJ
37060	4808	5	liquid	liquid	NN
37060	4808	6	ran	run	VBD
37060	4808	7	into	into	IN
37060	4808	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4808	9	cupped	cupped	JJ
37060	4808	10	hands	hand	NNS
37060	4808	11	,	,	,
37060	4808	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4808	13	brought	bring	VBD
37060	4808	14	back	back	RB
37060	4808	15	memories	memory	NNS
37060	4808	16	of	of	IN
37060	4808	17	mountain	mountain	NN
37060	4808	18	streams	stream	NNS
37060	4808	19	and	and	CC
37060	4808	20	the	the	DT
37060	4808	21	unspoiled	unspoiled	JJ
37060	4808	22	lakes	lake	NNS
37060	4808	23	of	of	IN
37060	4808	24	Minnesota	Minnesota	NNP
37060	4808	25	.	.	.
37060	4809	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	4809	2	draughts	draught	NNS
37060	4809	3	were	be	VBD
37060	4809	4	ambrosiac	ambrosiac	NNP
37060	4809	5	delights	delight	VBZ
37060	4809	6	.	.	.
37060	4810	1	When	when	WRB
37060	4810	2	the	the	DT
37060	4810	3	sun	sun	NN
37060	4810	4	began	begin	VBD
37060	4810	5	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4810	6	westward	westward	JJ
37060	4810	7	descent	descent	NN
37060	4810	8	,	,	,
37060	4810	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4810	10	regretfully	regretfully	RB
37060	4810	11	pulled	pull	VBD
37060	4810	12	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4810	13	from	from	IN
37060	4810	14	beside	beside	IN
37060	4810	15	the	the	DT
37060	4810	16	lake	lake	NN
37060	4810	17	and	and	CC
37060	4810	18	shouldered	shoulder	VBD
37060	4810	19	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4810	20	packs	pack	NNS
37060	4810	21	.	.	.
37060	4811	1	Both	both	DT
37060	4811	2	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	4811	3	and	and	CC
37060	4811	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4811	5	had	have	VBD
37060	4811	6	come	come	VBN
37060	4811	7	to	to	TO
37060	4811	8	view	view	VB
37060	4811	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4811	10	legs	leg	NNS
37060	4811	11	as	as	IN
37060	4811	12	unstoppable	unstoppable	JJ
37060	4811	13	,	,	,
37060	4811	14	but	but	CC
37060	4811	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4811	16	energy	energy	NN
37060	4811	17	level	level	NN
37060	4811	18	after	after	IN
37060	4811	19	such	such	PDT
37060	4811	20	a	a	DT
37060	4811	21	trek	trek	NN
37060	4811	22	was	be	VBD
37060	4811	23	a	a	DT
37060	4811	24	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	4811	25	.	.	.
37060	4812	1	As	as	IN
37060	4812	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4812	3	prepared	prepare	VBD
37060	4812	4	to	to	TO
37060	4812	5	rest	rest	VB
37060	4812	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4812	7	legs	leg	NNS
37060	4812	8	following	follow	VBG
37060	4812	9	supper	supper	NN
37060	4812	10	,	,	,
37060	4812	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4812	12	suppressed	suppress	VBD
37060	4812	13	a	a	DT
37060	4812	14	grin	grin	NN
37060	4812	15	and	and	CC
37060	4812	16	asked	ask	VBD
37060	4812	17	if	if	IN
37060	4812	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4812	19	would	would	MD
37060	4812	20	like	like	VB
37060	4812	21	to	to	TO
37060	4812	22	take	take	VB
37060	4812	23	another	another	DT
37060	4812	24	walk	walk	NN
37060	4812	25	.	.	.
37060	4813	1	"	"	``
37060	4813	2	Noooo	Noooo	NNP
37060	4813	3	.	.	.
37060	4814	1	.	.	.
37060	4815	1	.	.	.
37060	4815	2	"	"	''
37060	4816	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4816	2	moaned	moan	VBD
37060	4816	3	in	in	IN
37060	4816	4	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	4816	5	protest	protest	NN
37060	4816	6	"	"	``
37060	4816	7	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4816	8	've	have	VB
37060	4816	9	done	do	VBN
37060	4816	10	enough	enough	RB
37060	4816	11	,	,	,
37060	4816	12	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4816	13	dummy	dummy	VBP
37060	4816	14	,	,	,
37060	4816	15	"	"	''
37060	4816	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4816	17	asserted	assert	VBD
37060	4816	18	,	,	,
37060	4816	19	one	one	CD
37060	4816	20	eyebrow	eyebrow	NN
37060	4816	21	cocked	cock	VBD
37060	4816	22	above	above	IN
37060	4816	23	the	the	DT
37060	4816	24	other	other	JJ
37060	4816	25	.	.	.
37060	4817	1	"	"	``
37060	4817	2	OK	ok	UH
37060	4817	3	,	,	,
37060	4817	4	"	"	''
37060	4817	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4817	6	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	4817	7	,	,	,
37060	4817	8	having	have	VBG
37060	4817	9	received	receive	VBN
37060	4817	10	the	the	DT
37060	4817	11	expected	expected	JJ
37060	4817	12	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	4817	13	.	.	.
37060	4818	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4818	2	often	often	RB
37060	4818	3	bounced	bounce	VBD
37060	4818	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4818	5	known	know	VBN
37060	4818	6	foibles	foible	NNS
37060	4818	7	off	off	IN
37060	4818	8	each	each	DT
37060	4818	9	other	other	JJ
37060	4818	10	for	for	IN
37060	4818	11	the	the	DT
37060	4818	12	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	4818	13	of	of	IN
37060	4818	14	mutual	mutual	JJ
37060	4818	15	amusement	amusement	NN
37060	4818	16	.	.	.
37060	4819	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4819	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4819	3	not	not	RB
37060	4819	4	mad	mad	JJ
37060	4819	5	at	at	IN
37060	4819	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4819	7	suggestion	suggestion	NN
37060	4819	8	,	,	,
37060	4819	9	nor	nor	CC
37060	4819	10	did	do	VBD
37060	4819	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4819	12	think	think	VB
37060	4819	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4819	14	dumb	dumb	RB
37060	4819	15	;	;	:
37060	4819	16	consequently	consequently	RB
37060	4819	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4819	18	never	never	RB
37060	4819	19	expected	expect	VBD
37060	4819	20	an	an	DT
37060	4819	21	affirmative	affirmative	JJ
37060	4819	22	response	response	NN
37060	4819	23	and	and	CC
37060	4819	24	would	would	MD
37060	4819	25	not	not	RB
37060	4819	26	have	have	VB
37060	4819	27	pursued	pursue	VBN
37060	4819	28	the	the	DT
37060	4819	29	issue	issue	NN
37060	4819	30	because	because	IN
37060	4819	31	of	of	IN
37060	4819	32	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4819	33	illogical	illogical	JJ
37060	4819	34	quality	quality	NN
37060	4819	35	.	.	.
37060	4820	1	Besides	besides	RB
37060	4820	2	.	.	.
37060	4821	1	.	.	.
37060	4822	1	.	.	.
37060	4823	1	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4823	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4823	3	bigger	big	JJR
37060	4823	4	than	than	IN
37060	4823	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4823	6	.	.	.
37060	4824	1	Aug	Aug	NNP
37060	4824	2	8	8	CD
37060	4824	3	,	,	,
37060	4824	4	1980	1980	CD
37060	4824	5	...	...	.
37060	4825	1	Both	both	DT
37060	4825	2	of	of	IN
37060	4825	3	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4825	4	are	be	VBP
37060	4825	5	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	4825	6	sorta	sorta	JJ
37060	4825	7	'	'	''
37060	4825	8	sick	sick	JJ
37060	4825	9	.	.	.
37060	4826	1	Probably	probably	RB
37060	4826	2	from	from	IN
37060	4826	3	drinking	drink	VBG
37060	4826	4	lake	lake	NN
37060	4826	5	water	water	NN
37060	4826	6	yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	4826	7	.	.	.
37060	4827	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4827	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4827	3	a	a	DT
37060	4827	4	bitter	bitter	JJ
37060	4827	5	pill	pill	NN
37060	4827	6	,	,	,
37060	4827	7	but	but	CC
37060	4827	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4827	9	had	have	VBD
37060	4827	10	to	to	TO
37060	4827	11	be	be	VB
37060	4827	12	swallowed	swallow	VBN
37060	4827	13	.	.	.
37060	4828	1	The	the	DT
37060	4828	2	lake	lake	NN
37060	4828	3	must	must	MD
37060	4828	4	have	have	VB
37060	4828	5	been	be	VBN
37060	4828	6	the	the	DT
37060	4828	7	culprit	culprit	NN
37060	4828	8	.	.	.
37060	4829	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4829	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	4829	3	that	that	IN
37060	4829	4	pools	pool	NNS
37060	4829	5	of	of	IN
37060	4829	6	water	water	NN
37060	4829	7	were	be	VBD
37060	4829	8	more	more	RBR
37060	4829	9	questionable	questionable	JJ
37060	4829	10	drinking	drinking	NN
37060	4829	11	sources	source	NNS
37060	4829	12	,	,	,
37060	4829	13	but	but	CC
37060	4829	14	Sandbeach	Sandbeach	NNP
37060	4829	15	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	4829	16	pure	pure	JJ
37060	4829	17	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	4829	18	question	question	NN
37060	4829	19	.	.	.
37060	4830	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4830	2	would	would	MD
37060	4830	3	have	have	VB
37060	4830	4	been	be	VBN
37060	4830	5	easy	easy	JJ
37060	4830	6	to	to	TO
37060	4830	7	say	say	VB
37060	4830	8	"	"	``
37060	4830	9	Things	thing	NNS
37060	4830	10	just	just	RB
37060	4830	11	are	be	VBP
37060	4830	12	n't	not	RB
37060	4830	13	what	what	WP
37060	4830	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4830	15	used	use	VBD
37060	4830	16	to	to	TO
37060	4830	17	be	be	VB
37060	4830	18	,	,	,
37060	4830	19	"	"	''
37060	4830	20	but	but	CC
37060	4830	21	more	more	RBR
37060	4830	22	likely	likely	JJ
37060	4830	23	than	than	IN
37060	4830	24	not	not	RB
37060	4830	25	,	,	,
37060	4830	26	a	a	DT
37060	4830	27	passing	pass	VBG
37060	4830	28	animal	animal	NN
37060	4830	29	had	have	VBD
37060	4830	30	polluted	pollute	VBN
37060	4830	31	the	the	DT
37060	4830	32	water	water	NN
37060	4830	33	previous	previous	JJ
37060	4830	34	to	to	IN
37060	4830	35	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4830	36	consumption	consumption	NN
37060	4830	37	and	and	CC
37060	4830	38	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4830	39	were	be	VBD
37060	4830	40	victims	victim	NNS
37060	4830	41	of	of	IN
37060	4830	42	chance	chance	NN
37060	4830	43	.	.	.
37060	4831	1	By	by	IN
37060	4831	2	evening	evening	NN
37060	4831	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4831	4	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4831	5	much	much	RB
37060	4831	6	better	well	JJR
37060	4831	7	and	and	CC
37060	4831	8	prepared	prepare	VBD
37060	4831	9	the	the	DT
37060	4831	10	car	car	NN
37060	4831	11	for	for	IN
37060	4831	12	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4831	13	early	early	JJ
37060	4831	14	morning	morning	NN
37060	4831	15	departure	departure	NN
37060	4831	16	.	.	.
37060	4832	1	Before	before	IN
37060	4832	2	trying	try	VBG
37060	4832	3	to	to	TO
37060	4832	4	indulge	indulge	VB
37060	4832	5	in	in	IN
37060	4832	6	some	some	DT
37060	4832	7	restless	restless	JJ
37060	4832	8	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	4832	9	,	,	,
37060	4832	10	however	however	RB
37060	4832	11	,	,	,
37060	4832	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4832	13	drove	drive	VBD
37060	4832	14	to	to	IN
37060	4832	15	the	the	DT
37060	4832	16	park	park	NN
37060	4832	17	and	and	CC
37060	4832	18	made	make	VBD
37060	4832	19	a	a	DT
37060	4832	20	final	final	JJ
37060	4832	21	circuit	circuit	NN
37060	4832	22	of	of	IN
37060	4832	23	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4832	24	favorite	favorite	JJ
37060	4832	25	scenic	scenic	JJ
37060	4832	26	views	view	NNS
37060	4832	27	.	.	.
37060	4833	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4833	2	branded	brand	VBD
37060	4833	3	the	the	DT
37060	4833	4	magnificence	magnificence	NN
37060	4833	5	into	into	IN
37060	4833	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4833	7	mind	mind	NN
37060	4833	8	so	so	IN
37060	4833	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4833	10	could	could	MD
37060	4833	11	later	later	RB
37060	4833	12	return	return	VB
37060	4833	13	to	to	IN
37060	4833	14	the	the	DT
37060	4833	15	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	4833	16	in	in	IN
37060	4833	17	envisioned	envision	VBN
37060	4833	18	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	4833	19	.	.	.
37060	4834	1	At	at	IN
37060	4834	2	4:00	4:00	CD
37060	4834	3	in	in	IN
37060	4834	4	the	the	DT
37060	4834	5	morning	morning	NN
37060	4834	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4834	7	were	be	VBD
37060	4834	8	off	off	RB
37060	4834	9	,	,	,
37060	4834	10	drifting	drift	VBG
37060	4834	11	down	down	IN
37060	4834	12	the	the	DT
37060	4834	13	black	black	JJ
37060	4834	14	road	road	NN
37060	4834	15	which	which	WDT
37060	4834	16	wound	wind	VBD
37060	4834	17	silently	silently	RB
37060	4834	18	through	through	IN
37060	4834	19	the	the	DT
37060	4834	20	mountain	mountain	NN
37060	4834	21	pass	pass	NN
37060	4834	22	.	.	.
37060	4835	1	Above	above	IN
37060	4835	2	,	,	,
37060	4835	3	rocky	rocky	JJ
37060	4835	4	sentinels	sentinel	NNS
37060	4835	5	observed	observe	VBD
37060	4835	6	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4835	7	progress	progress	NN
37060	4835	8	,	,	,
37060	4835	9	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4835	10	formidable	formidable	JJ
37060	4835	11	figures	figure	NNS
37060	4835	12	etched	etch	VBD
37060	4835	13	against	against	IN
37060	4835	14	the	the	DT
37060	4835	15	dark	dark	JJ
37060	4835	16	mat	mat	NN
37060	4835	17	of	of	IN
37060	4835	18	the	the	DT
37060	4835	19	sky	sky	NN
37060	4835	20	.	.	.
37060	4836	1	As	as	IN
37060	4836	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4836	3	coasted	coast	VBD
37060	4836	4	deeper	deeply	RBR
37060	4836	5	into	into	IN
37060	4836	6	the	the	DT
37060	4836	7	rocky	rocky	NNP
37060	4836	8	crevasse	crevasse	NNP
37060	4836	9	,	,	,
37060	4836	10	the	the	DT
37060	4836	11	stars	star	NNS
37060	4836	12	receded	recede	VBD
37060	4836	13	into	into	IN
37060	4836	14	the	the	DT
37060	4836	15	morning	morning	NN
37060	4836	16	light	light	NN
37060	4836	17	,	,	,
37060	4836	18	bowing	bow	VBG
37060	4836	19	to	to	IN
37060	4836	20	the	the	DT
37060	4836	21	far	far	RB
37060	4836	22	greater	great	JJR
37060	4836	23	sun	sun	NN
37060	4836	24	which	which	WDT
37060	4836	25	sought	seek	VBD
37060	4836	26	dominion	dominion	NN
37060	4836	27	over	over	IN
37060	4836	28	the	the	DT
37060	4836	29	earth	earth	NN
37060	4836	30	and	and	CC
37060	4836	31	sky	sky	NN
37060	4836	32	.	.	.
37060	4837	1	With	with	IN
37060	4837	2	the	the	DT
37060	4837	3	coming	coming	NN
37060	4837	4	of	of	IN
37060	4837	5	dawn	dawn	NN
37060	4837	6	,	,	,
37060	4837	7	the	the	DT
37060	4837	8	spell	spell	NN
37060	4837	9	of	of	IN
37060	4837	10	silence	silence	NN
37060	4837	11	was	be	VBD
37060	4837	12	broken	break	VBN
37060	4837	13	.	.	.
37060	4838	1	and	and	CC
37060	4838	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4838	3	gained	gain	VBD
37060	4838	4	relatively	relatively	RB
37060	4838	5	flat	flat	JJ
37060	4838	6	land	land	NN
37060	4838	7	.	.	.
37060	4839	1	"	"	``
37060	4839	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4839	3	know	know	VBP
37060	4839	4	,	,	,
37060	4839	5	"	"	''
37060	4839	6	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4839	7	said	say	VBD
37060	4839	8	,	,	,
37060	4839	9	"	"	``
37060	4839	10	Once	once	IN
37060	4839	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4839	12	leave	leave	VBP
37060	4839	13	,	,	,
37060	4839	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4839	15	ca	can	MD
37060	4839	16	n't	not	RB
37060	4839	17	remember	remember	VB
37060	4839	18	what	what	WP
37060	4839	19	the	the	DT
37060	4839	20	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	4839	21	look	look	VBP
37060	4839	22	like	like	IN
37060	4839	23	;	;	:
37060	4839	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4839	25	just	just	RB
37060	4839	26	ca	can	MD
37060	4839	27	n't	not	RB
37060	4839	28	see	see	VB
37060	4839	29	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4839	30	in	in	IN
37060	4839	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4839	32	mind	mind	NN
37060	4839	33	.	.	.
37060	4839	34	"	"	''
37060	4840	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4840	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4840	3	glad	glad	JJ
37060	4840	4	that	that	IN
37060	4840	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4840	6	could	could	MD
37060	4840	7	;	;	:
37060	4840	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4840	9	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	4840	10	a	a	DT
37060	4840	11	hoard	hoard	NN
37060	4840	12	of	of	IN
37060	4840	13	images	image	NNS
37060	4840	14	for	for	IN
37060	4840	15	reflections	reflection	NNS
37060	4840	16	.	.	.
37060	4841	1	Unfortunately	unfortunately	RB
37060	4841	2	,	,	,
37060	4841	3	though	though	RB
37060	4841	4	,	,	,
37060	4841	5	mental	mental	JJ
37060	4841	6	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	4841	7	could	could	MD
37060	4841	8	not	not	RB
37060	4841	9	be	be	VB
37060	4841	10	shared	share	VBN
37060	4841	11	.	.	.
37060	4842	1	Aug.	August	NNP
37060	4842	2	9	9	CD
37060	4842	3	,	,	,
37060	4842	4	1980	1980	CD
37060	4842	5	...	...	.
37060	4843	1	Drove	drive	VBD
37060	4843	2	straight	straight	RB
37060	4843	3	back	back	RB
37060	4843	4	.	.	.
37060	4844	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4844	2	did	do	VBD
37060	4844	3	n't	not	RB
37060	4844	4	feel	feel	VB
37060	4844	5	good	good	JJ
37060	4844	6	.	.	.
37060	4845	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4845	2	helped	help	VBD
37060	4845	3	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4845	4	get	get	VB
37060	4845	5	downstairs	downstairs	RB
37060	4845	6	and	and	CC
37060	4845	7	all	all	DT
37060	4845	8	.	.	.
37060	4846	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4846	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4846	3	a	a	DT
37060	4846	4	long	long	JJ
37060	4846	5	shot	shot	NN
37060	4846	6	,	,	,
37060	4846	7	to	to	TO
37060	4846	8	be	be	VB
37060	4846	9	sure	sure	JJ
37060	4846	10	,	,	,
37060	4846	11	but	but	CC
37060	4846	12	by	by	IN
37060	4846	13	the	the	DT
37060	4846	14	time	time	NN
37060	4846	15	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4846	16	hit	hit	VBP
37060	4846	17	Des	Des	NNP
37060	4846	18	Moines	Moines	NNP
37060	4846	19	,	,	,
37060	4846	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4846	21	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4846	22	ridiculous	ridiculous	JJ
37060	4846	23	to	to	TO
37060	4846	24	check	check	VB
37060	4846	25	into	into	IN
37060	4846	26	a	a	DT
37060	4846	27	motel	motel	NN
37060	4846	28	when	when	WRB
37060	4846	29	home	home	NN
37060	4846	30	was	be	VBD
37060	4846	31	a	a	DT
37060	4846	32	mere	mere	JJ
37060	4846	33	four	four	CD
37060	4846	34	hours	hour	NNS
37060	4846	35	away	away	RB
37060	4846	36	.	.	.
37060	4847	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4847	2	kept	keep	VBD
37060	4847	3	driving	drive	VBG
37060	4847	4	.	.	.
37060	4848	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4848	2	rolled	roll	VBD
37060	4848	3	up	up	RP
37060	4848	4	to	to	IN
37060	4848	5	an	an	DT
37060	4848	6	empty	empty	JJ
37060	4848	7	house	house	NN
37060	4848	8	since	since	IN
37060	4848	9	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	4848	10	and	and	CC
37060	4848	11	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	4848	12	were	be	VBD
37060	4848	13	still	still	RB
37060	4848	14	on	on	IN
37060	4848	15	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	4848	16	.	.	.
37060	4849	1	Opening	open	VBG
37060	4849	2	the	the	DT
37060	4849	3	door	door	NN
37060	4849	4	a	a	DT
37060	4849	5	certain	certain	JJ
37060	4849	6	stagnancy	stagnancy	NN
37060	4849	7	assailed	assail	VBD
37060	4849	8	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4849	9	nostrils	nostril	NNS
37060	4849	10	,	,	,
37060	4849	11	proof	proof	NN
37060	4849	12	that	that	IN
37060	4849	13	no	no	DT
37060	4849	14	one	one	NN
37060	4849	15	had	have	VBD
37060	4849	16	disrupted	disrupt	VBN
37060	4849	17	the	the	DT
37060	4849	18	air	air	NN
37060	4849	19	for	for	IN
37060	4849	20	days	day	NNS
37060	4849	21	.	.	.
37060	4850	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4850	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4850	3	home	home	RB
37060	4850	4	,	,	,
37060	4850	5	nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	4850	6	,	,	,
37060	4850	7	and	and	CC
37060	4850	8	a	a	DT
37060	4850	9	few	few	JJ
37060	4850	10	brisk	brisk	JJ
37060	4850	11	passes	pass	NNS
37060	4850	12	and	and	CC
37060	4850	13	several	several	JJ
37060	4850	14	gusts	gust	NNS
37060	4850	15	of	of	IN
37060	4850	16	wind	wind	NN
37060	4850	17	sucked	suck	VBN
37060	4850	18	through	through	IN
37060	4850	19	the	the	DT
37060	4850	20	screen	screen	NN
37060	4850	21	windows	window	NNS
37060	4850	22	dissipated	dissipate	VBD
37060	4850	23	the	the	DT
37060	4850	24	stillness	stillness	NN
37060	4850	25	within	within	IN
37060	4850	26	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	4850	27	,	,	,
37060	4850	28	transforming	transform	VBG
37060	4850	29	the	the	DT
37060	4850	30	house	house	NN
37060	4850	31	into	into	IN
37060	4850	32	a	a	DT
37060	4850	33	breathing	breathing	NN
37060	4850	34	creature	creature	NN
37060	4850	35	once	once	RB
37060	4850	36	again	again	RB
37060	4850	37	.	.	.
37060	4851	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4851	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4851	3	happy	happy	JJ
37060	4851	4	to	to	TO
37060	4851	5	be	be	VB
37060	4851	6	home	home	RB
37060	4851	7	.	.	.
37060	4852	1	Upstairs	Upstairs	NNP
37060	4852	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4852	3	found	find	VBD
37060	4852	4	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4852	5	seated	seat	VBN
37060	4852	6	on	on	IN
37060	4852	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4852	8	bed	bed	NN
37060	4852	9	,	,	,
37060	4852	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4852	11	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	4852	12	unfocused	unfocused	JJ
37060	4852	13	and	and	CC
37060	4852	14	restless	restless	JJ
37060	4852	15	.	.	.
37060	4853	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4853	2	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	4853	3	and	and	CC
37060	4853	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4853	5	looked	look	VBD
37060	4853	6	up	up	RP
37060	4853	7	at	at	IN
37060	4853	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4853	9	.	.	.
37060	4854	1	"	"	``
37060	4854	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4854	3	feel	feel	VBP
37060	4854	4	strange	strange	JJ
37060	4854	5	.	.	.
37060	4855	1	.	.	.
37060	4856	1	.	.	.
37060	4857	1	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4857	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	4857	3	hard	hard	JJ
37060	4857	4	to	to	TO
37060	4857	5	describe	describe	VB
37060	4857	6	.	.	.
37060	4858	1	Nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	4858	2	and	and	CC
37060	4858	3	out	out	IN
37060	4858	4	of	of	IN
37060	4858	5	touch	touch	NN
37060	4858	6	.	.	.
37060	4858	7	"	"	''
37060	4859	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4859	2	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	4859	3	made	make	VBD
37060	4859	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4859	5	wish	wish	VB
37060	4859	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4859	7	could	could	MD
37060	4859	8	hold	hold	VB
37060	4859	9	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4859	10	,	,	,
37060	4859	11	shelter	shelter	VB
37060	4859	12	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4859	13	from	from	IN
37060	4859	14	some	some	DT
37060	4859	15	undefinable	undefinable	JJ
37060	4859	16	evil	evil	NN
37060	4859	17	.	.	.
37060	4860	1	When	when	WRB
37060	4860	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4860	3	asked	ask	VBD
37060	4860	4	if	if	IN
37060	4860	5	there	there	EX
37060	4860	6	was	be	VBD
37060	4860	7	anything	anything	NN
37060	4860	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4860	9	could	could	MD
37060	4860	10	do	do	VB
37060	4860	11	,	,	,
37060	4860	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4860	13	wanted	want	VBD
37060	4860	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4860	15	to	to	TO
37060	4860	16	stay	stay	VB
37060	4860	17	and	and	CC
37060	4860	18	talk	talk	VB
37060	4860	19	;	;	:
37060	4860	20	far	far	RB
37060	4860	21	more	more	RBR
37060	4860	22	than	than	IN
37060	4860	23	all	all	DT
37060	4860	24	else	else	RB
37060	4860	25	,	,	,
37060	4860	26	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4860	27	did	do	VBD
37060	4860	28	not	not	RB
37060	4860	29	want	want	VB
37060	4860	30	to	to	TO
37060	4860	31	be	be	VB
37060	4860	32	alone	alone	JJ
37060	4860	33	.	.	.
37060	4861	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4861	2	sat	sit	VBD
37060	4861	3	down	down	RP
37060	4861	4	on	on	IN
37060	4861	5	the	the	DT
37060	4861	6	twin	twin	JJ
37060	4861	7	bed	bed	NN
37060	4861	8	opposite	opposite	IN
37060	4861	9	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	4861	10	's	's	POS
37060	4861	11	;	;	:
37060	4861	12	later	later	RB
37060	4861	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4861	14	decided	decide	VBD
37060	4861	15	to	to	TO
37060	4861	16	watch	watch	VB
37060	4861	17	television	television	NN
37060	4861	18	,	,	,
37060	4861	19	so	so	CC
37060	4861	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4861	21	brought	bring	VBD
37060	4861	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4861	23	pillows	pillow	NNS
37060	4861	24	downstairs	downstairs	RB
37060	4861	25	and	and	CC
37060	4861	26	made	make	VBD
37060	4861	27	certain	certain	JJ
37060	4861	28	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4861	29	was	be	VBD
37060	4861	30	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	4861	31	.	.	.
37060	4862	1	After	after	IN
37060	4862	2	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	4862	3	,	,	,
37060	4862	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4862	5	announced	announce	VBD
37060	4862	6	that	that	IN
37060	4862	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4862	8	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4862	9	better	well	JJR
37060	4862	10	,	,	,
37060	4862	11	and	and	CC
37060	4862	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4862	13	rose	rise	VBD
37060	4862	14	to	to	TO
37060	4862	15	go	go	VB
37060	4862	16	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	4862	17	.	.	.
37060	4863	1	"	"	``
37060	4863	2	Thanks	thanks	UH
37060	4863	3	,	,	,
37060	4863	4	"	"	''
37060	4863	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4863	6	said	say	VBD
37060	4863	7	"	"	``
37060	4863	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4863	9	'll	will	MD
37060	4863	10	stay	stay	VB
37060	4863	11	up	up	RP
37060	4863	12	a	a	DT
37060	4863	13	little	little	RB
37060	4863	14	longer	long	RBR
37060	4863	15	.	.	.
37060	4863	16	"	"	''
37060	4864	1	"	"	``
37060	4864	2	Are	be	VBP
37060	4864	3	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4864	4	sure	sure	JJ
37060	4864	5	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4864	6	're	be	VBP
37060	4864	7	OK	ok	JJ
37060	4864	8	?	?	.
37060	4864	9	"	"	''
37060	4865	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4865	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	4865	3	.	.	.
37060	4866	1	"	"	``
37060	4866	2	Yeh	Yeh	NNP
37060	4866	3	.	.	.
37060	4867	1	.	.	.
37060	4868	1	.	.	.
37060	4868	2	"	"	''
37060	4869	1	The	the	DT
37060	4869	2	fear	fear	NN
37060	4869	3	and	and	CC
37060	4869	4	bewilderment	bewilderment	NN
37060	4869	5	had	have	VBD
37060	4869	6	gone	go	VBN
37060	4869	7	,	,	,
37060	4869	8	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	4869	9	a	a	DT
37060	4869	10	rather	rather	RB
37060	4869	11	placid	placid	JJ
37060	4869	12	figure	figure	NN
37060	4869	13	to	to	TO
37060	4869	14	stare	stare	VB
37060	4869	15	at	at	IN
37060	4869	16	the	the	DT
37060	4869	17	television	television	NN
37060	4869	18	.	.	.
37060	4870	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	4870	2	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4870	3	stature	stature	NN
37060	4870	4	,	,	,
37060	4870	5	there	there	EX
37060	4870	6	was	be	VBD
37060	4870	7	something	something	NN
37060	4870	8	about	about	IN
37060	4870	9	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4870	10	.	.	.
37060	4871	1	.	.	.
37060	4872	1	.	.	.
37060	4873	1	an	an	DT
37060	4873	2	innocence	innocence	NN
37060	4873	3	...	...	:
37060	4873	4	a	a	DT
37060	4873	5	vulnerability	vulnerability	NN
37060	4873	6	...	...	NFP
37060	4873	7	that	that	WDT
37060	4873	8	gave	give	VBD
37060	4873	9	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4873	10	a	a	DT
37060	4873	11	child	child	NN
37060	4873	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	4873	13	like	like	JJ
37060	4873	14	quality	quality	NN
37060	4873	15	;	;	:
37060	4873	16	and	and	CC
37060	4873	17	within	within	IN
37060	4873	18	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4873	19	,	,	,
37060	4873	20	something	something	NN
37060	4873	21	instinctual	instinctual	JJ
37060	4873	22	made	make	VBD
37060	4873	23	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4873	24	alert	alert	JJ
37060	4873	25	and	and	CC
37060	4873	26	watchful	watchful	JJ
37060	4873	27	of	of	IN
37060	4873	28	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4873	29	needs	need	NNS
37060	4873	30	.	.	.
37060	4874	1	Involuntarily	involuntarily	RB
37060	4874	2	,	,	,
37060	4874	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4874	4	always	always	RB
37060	4874	5	kept	keep	VBD
37060	4874	6	an	an	DT
37060	4874	7	ear	ear	NN
37060	4874	8	peeled	peel	VBN
37060	4874	9	for	for	IN
37060	4874	10	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4874	11	;	;	:
37060	4874	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4874	13	never	never	RB
37060	4874	14	asked	ask	VBD
37060	4874	15	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4874	16	"	"	``
37060	4874	17	why	why	WRB
37060	4874	18	"	"	''
37060	4874	19	and	and	CC
37060	4874	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4874	21	never	never	RB
37060	4874	22	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4874	23	to	to	TO
37060	4874	24	matter	matter	VB
37060	4874	25	.	.	.
37060	4875	1	Aug	Aug	NNP
37060	4875	2	15	15	CD
37060	4875	3	,	,	,
37060	4875	4	1980	1980	CD
37060	4875	5	...	...	.
37060	4876	1	Went	go	VBD
37060	4876	2	to	to	IN
37060	4876	3	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4876	4	the	the	DT
37060	4876	5	mall	mall	NN
37060	4876	6	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4876	7	with	with	IN
37060	4876	8	Mom	mom	NN
37060	4876	9	.	.	.
37060	4877	1	Got	Got	NNP
37060	4877	2	china	china	NNP
37060	4877	3	.	.	.
37060	4878	1	Before	before	IN
37060	4878	2	summer	summer	NN
37060	4878	3	's	's	POS
37060	4878	4	end	end	NN
37060	4878	5	,	,	,
37060	4878	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4878	7	was	be	VBD
37060	4878	8	able	able	JJ
37060	4878	9	to	to	TO
37060	4878	10	realize	realize	VB
37060	4878	11	a	a	DT
37060	4878	12	dream	dream	NN
37060	4878	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4878	14	had	have	VBD
37060	4878	15	maintained	maintain	VBN
37060	4878	16	since	since	IN
37060	4878	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4878	18	was	be	VBD
37060	4878	19	13	13	CD
37060	4878	20	years	year	NNS
37060	4878	21	old	old	JJ
37060	4878	22	;	;	:
37060	4878	23	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	4878	24	submitted	submit	VBD
37060	4878	25	to	to	IN
37060	4878	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4878	27	desire	desire	NN
37060	4878	28	to	to	TO
37060	4878	29	purchase	purchase	VB
37060	4878	30	a	a	DT
37060	4878	31	set	set	NN
37060	4878	32	of	of	IN
37060	4878	33	china	china	NNP
37060	4878	34	,	,	,
37060	4878	35	regardless	regardless	RB
37060	4878	36	of	of	IN
37060	4878	37	the	the	DT
37060	4878	38	fact	fact	NN
37060	4878	39	that	that	IN
37060	4878	40	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4878	41	would	would	MD
37060	4878	42	be	be	VB
37060	4878	43	in	in	IN
37060	4878	44	the	the	DT
37060	4878	45	attic	attic	NN
37060	4878	46	for	for	IN
37060	4878	47	at	at	RB
37060	4878	48	least	least	RBS
37060	4878	49	several	several	JJ
37060	4878	50	years	year	NNS
37060	4878	51	.	.	.
37060	4879	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4879	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4879	3	elated	elate	VBN
37060	4879	4	,	,	,
37060	4879	5	after	after	IN
37060	4879	6	five	five	CD
37060	4879	7	years	year	NNS
37060	4879	8	.	.	.
37060	4880	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4880	2	still	still	RB
37060	4880	3	liked	like	VBD
37060	4880	4	the	the	DT
37060	4880	5	same	same	JJ
37060	4880	6	pattern	pattern	NN
37060	4880	7	,	,	,
37060	4880	8	and	and	CC
37060	4880	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4880	10	simply	simply	RB
37060	4880	11	wanted	want	VBD
37060	4880	12	to	to	TO
37060	4880	13	buy	buy	VB
37060	4880	14	the	the	DT
37060	4880	15	pieces	piece	NNS
37060	4880	16	while	while	IN
37060	4880	17	the	the	DT
37060	4880	18	pattern	pattern	NN
37060	4880	19	was	be	VBD
37060	4880	20	readily	readily	RB
37060	4880	21	available	available	JJ
37060	4880	22	.	.	.
37060	4881	1	The	the	DT
37060	4881	2	rich	rich	JJ
37060	4881	3	,	,	,
37060	4881	4	coffee	coffee	NN
37060	4881	5	hued	hued	JJ
37060	4881	6	plates	plate	NNS
37060	4881	7	bordered	border	VBN
37060	4881	8	with	with	IN
37060	4881	9	muted	muted	JJ
37060	4881	10	gold	gold	NN
37060	4881	11	vines	vine	NNS
37060	4881	12	would	would	MD
37060	4881	13	one	one	CD
37060	4881	14	day	day	NN
37060	4881	15	bring	bring	VB
37060	4881	16	further	further	JJ
37060	4881	17	enjoyment	enjoyment	NN
37060	4881	18	to	to	IN
37060	4881	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4881	20	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	4881	21	table	table	NN
37060	4881	22	.	.	.
37060	4882	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4882	2	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	4882	3	when	when	WRB
37060	4882	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4882	5	would	would	MD
37060	4882	6	first	first	RB
37060	4882	7	use	use	VB
37060	4882	8	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4882	9	.	.	.
37060	4883	1	.	.	.
37060	4884	1	.	.	.
37060	4885	1	in	in	IN
37060	4885	2	an	an	DT
37060	4885	3	apartment	apartment	NN
37060	4885	4	,	,	,
37060	4885	5	to	to	TO
37060	4885	6	mark	mark	VB
37060	4885	7	the	the	DT
37060	4885	8	beginning	beginning	NN
37060	4885	9	of	of	IN
37060	4885	10	a	a	DT
37060	4885	11	new	new	JJ
37060	4885	12	job	job	NN
37060	4885	13	?	?	.
37060	4885	14	.	.	.
37060	4886	1	.	.	.
37060	4887	1	.	.	.
37060	4888	1	or	or	CC
37060	4888	2	in	in	IN
37060	4888	3	a	a	DT
37060	4888	4	house	house	NN
37060	4888	5	,	,	,
37060	4888	6	the	the	DT
37060	4888	7	first	first	JJ
37060	4888	8	meal	meal	NN
37060	4888	9	prepared	prepare	VBN
37060	4888	10	for	for	IN
37060	4888	11	a	a	DT
37060	4888	12	husband	husband	NN
37060	4888	13	.	.	.
37060	4889	1	.	.	.
37060	4890	1	.	.	.
37060	4891	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	4891	2	and	and	CC
37060	4891	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4891	4	carefully	carefully	RB
37060	4891	5	packed	pack	VBD
37060	4891	6	the	the	DT
37060	4891	7	dishes	dish	NNS
37060	4891	8	in	in	IN
37060	4891	9	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4891	10	boxes	box	NNS
37060	4891	11	and	and	CC
37060	4891	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4891	13	watched	watch	VBD
37060	4891	14	as	as	IN
37060	4891	15	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	4891	16	pushed	push	VBD
37060	4891	17	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4891	18	,	,	,
37060	4891	19	one	one	CD
37060	4891	20	by	by	IN
37060	4891	21	one	one	CD
37060	4891	22	,	,	,
37060	4891	23	into	into	IN
37060	4891	24	the	the	DT
37060	4891	25	depths	depth	NNS
37060	4891	26	of	of	IN
37060	4891	27	the	the	DT
37060	4891	28	attic	attic	NN
37060	4891	29	.	.	.
37060	4892	1	How	how	WRB
37060	4892	2	could	could	MD
37060	4892	3	such	such	PDT
37060	4892	4	a	a	DT
37060	4892	5	plan	plan	NN
37060	4892	6	be	be	VB
37060	4892	7	a	a	DT
37060	4892	8	mistake	mistake	NN
37060	4892	9	?	?	.
37060	4892	10	.	.	.
37060	4893	1	Aug.	August	NNP
37060	4893	2	22	22	CD
37060	4893	3	,	,	,
37060	4893	4	1980	1980	CD
37060	4893	5	...	...	:
37060	4893	6	Rehearsal	rehearsal	NN
37060	4893	7	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	4893	8	with	with	IN
37060	4893	9	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	4893	10	.	.	.
37060	4894	1	Mary	Mary	NNP
37060	4894	2	,	,	,
37060	4894	3	one	one	CD
37060	4894	4	of	of	IN
37060	4894	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4894	6	first	first	JJ
37060	4894	7	playmates	playmate	NNS
37060	4894	8	,	,	,
37060	4894	9	was	be	VBD
37060	4894	10	about	about	JJ
37060	4894	11	to	to	TO
37060	4894	12	be	be	VB
37060	4894	13	married	marry	VBN
37060	4894	14	.	.	.
37060	4895	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4895	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4895	3	no	no	DT
37060	4895	4	shock	shock	NN
37060	4895	5	,	,	,
37060	4895	6	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4895	7	had	have	VBD
37060	4895	8	dated	date	VBN
37060	4895	9	the	the	DT
37060	4895	10	same	same	JJ
37060	4895	11	young	young	JJ
37060	4895	12	man	man	NN
37060	4895	13	for	for	IN
37060	4895	14	eight	eight	CD
37060	4895	15	years	year	NNS
37060	4895	16	.	.	.
37060	4896	1	The	the	DT
37060	4896	2	only	only	JJ
37060	4896	3	comment	comment	NN
37060	4896	4	that	that	WDT
37060	4896	5	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4896	6	to	to	TO
37060	4896	7	abound	abound	VB
37060	4896	8	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	4896	9	the	the	DT
37060	4896	10	event	event	NN
37060	4896	11	was	be	VBD
37060	4896	12	,	,	,
37060	4896	13	"	"	``
37060	4896	14	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4896	15	's	be	VBZ
37060	4896	16	about	about	RB
37060	4896	17	time	time	NN
37060	4896	18	!	!	.
37060	4896	19	"	"	''
37060	4897	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4897	2	had	have	VBD
37060	4897	3	no	no	DT
37060	4897	4	qualms	qualm	NNS
37060	4897	5	toward	toward	IN
37060	4897	6	the	the	DT
37060	4897	7	success	success	NN
37060	4897	8	of	of	IN
37060	4897	9	the	the	DT
37060	4897	10	marriage	marriage	NN
37060	4897	11	,	,	,
37060	4897	12	for	for	IN
37060	4897	13	if	if	IN
37060	4897	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4897	15	had	have	VBD
37060	4897	16	not	not	RB
37060	4897	17	seen	see	VBN
37060	4897	18	the	the	DT
37060	4897	19	myriad	myriad	JJ
37060	4897	20	facets	facet	NNS
37060	4897	21	of	of	IN
37060	4897	22	each	each	DT
37060	4897	23	other	other	JJ
37060	4897	24	's	's	POS
37060	4897	25	personalities	personality	NNS
37060	4897	26	by	by	IN
37060	4897	27	now	now	RB
37060	4897	28	,	,	,
37060	4897	29	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4897	30	were	be	VBD
37060	4897	31	either	either	CC
37060	4897	32	blind	blind	JJ
37060	4897	33	,	,	,
37060	4897	34	deaf	deaf	JJ
37060	4897	35	and	and	CC
37060	4897	36	stupid	stupid	JJ
37060	4897	37	,	,	,
37060	4897	38	or	or	CC
37060	4897	39	extremely	extremely	RB
37060	4897	40	keen	keen	JJ
37060	4897	41	actors	actor	NNS
37060	4897	42	.	.	.
37060	4898	1	Personally	personally	RB
37060	4898	2	,	,	,
37060	4898	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4898	4	believed	believe	VBD
37060	4898	5	in	in	IN
37060	4898	6	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4898	7	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	4898	8	.	.	.
37060	4899	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4899	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	4899	3	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	4899	4	to	to	TO
37060	4899	5	accompany	accompany	VB
37060	4899	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4899	7	to	to	IN
37060	4899	8	the	the	DT
37060	4899	9	rehearsal	rehearsal	NN
37060	4899	10	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	4899	11	,	,	,
37060	4899	12	and	and	CC
37060	4899	13	to	to	IN
37060	4899	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4899	15	delight	delight	NN
37060	4899	16	,	,	,
37060	4899	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4899	18	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	4899	19	the	the	DT
37060	4899	20	invitation	invitation	NN
37060	4899	21	without	without	IN
37060	4899	22	hesitation	hesitation	NN
37060	4899	23	.	.	.
37060	4900	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4900	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4900	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4900	4	first	first	JJ
37060	4900	5	choice	choice	NN
37060	4900	6	and	and	CC
37060	4900	7	,	,	,
37060	4900	8	in	in	IN
37060	4900	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4900	10	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	4900	11	,	,	,
37060	4900	12	best	well	RBS
37060	4900	13	suited	suit	VBN
37060	4900	14	for	for	IN
37060	4900	15	the	the	DT
37060	4900	16	occasion	occasion	NN
37060	4900	17	.	.	.
37060	4901	1	Not	not	RB
37060	4901	2	only	only	RB
37060	4901	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4901	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4901	5	personable	personable	JJ
37060	4901	6	and	and	CC
37060	4901	7	well	well	RB
37060	4901	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	4901	9	dressed	dress	VBN
37060	4901	10	but	but	CC
37060	4901	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4901	12	knew	know	VBD
37060	4901	13	the	the	DT
37060	4901	14	bride	bride	NN
37060	4901	15	as	as	RB
37060	4901	16	well	well	RB
37060	4901	17	as	as	IN
37060	4901	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4901	19	did	do	VBD
37060	4901	20	and	and	CC
37060	4901	21	would	would	MD
37060	4901	22	have	have	VB
37060	4901	23	no	no	DT
37060	4901	24	difficulty	difficulty	NN
37060	4901	25	engaging	engage	VBG
37060	4901	26	in	in	IN
37060	4901	27	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	4901	28	with	with	IN
37060	4901	29	the	the	DT
37060	4901	30	other	other	JJ
37060	4901	31	guests	guest	NNS
37060	4901	32	.	.	.
37060	4902	1	Aug.	August	NNP
37060	4902	2	23	23	CD
37060	4902	3	,	,	,
37060	4902	4	1980	1980	CD
37060	4902	5	...	...	:
37060	4902	6	Mary	Mary	NNP
37060	4902	7	's	's	POS
37060	4902	8	wedding	wedding	NN
37060	4902	9	reception	reception	NN
37060	4902	10	'	'	''
37060	4902	11	til	til	IN
37060	4902	12	12:00	12:00	CD
37060	4902	13	.	.	.
37060	4903	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4903	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4903	3	a	a	DT
37060	4903	4	lovely	lovely	JJ
37060	4903	5	summer	summer	NN
37060	4903	6	evening	evening	NN
37060	4903	7	,	,	,
37060	4903	8	and	and	CC
37060	4903	9	as	as	IN
37060	4903	10	one	one	CD
37060	4903	11	of	of	IN
37060	4903	12	three	three	CD
37060	4903	13	bridesmaids	bridesmaid	NNS
37060	4903	14	,	,	,
37060	4903	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4903	16	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4903	17	elegant	elegant	JJ
37060	4903	18	strolling	stroll	VBG
37060	4903	19	down	down	IN
37060	4903	20	the	the	DT
37060	4903	21	aisle	aisle	NN
37060	4903	22	in	in	IN
37060	4903	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4903	24	peach	peach	JJ
37060	4903	25	gown	gown	JJ
37060	4903	26	and	and	CC
37060	4903	27	picture	picture	NN
37060	4903	28	hat	hat	NN
37060	4903	29	.	.	.
37060	4904	1	The	the	DT
37060	4904	2	wedding	wedding	NN
37060	4904	3	progressed	progress	VBD
37060	4904	4	smoothly	smoothly	RB
37060	4904	5	,	,	,
37060	4904	6	with	with	IN
37060	4904	7	no	no	DT
37060	4904	8	disruptive	disruptive	JJ
37060	4904	9	children	child	NNS
37060	4904	10	or	or	CC
37060	4904	11	sideshows	sideshow	NNS
37060	4904	12	,	,	,
37060	4904	13	thus	thus	RB
37060	4904	14	ending	end	VBG
37060	4904	15	a	a	DT
37060	4904	16	veritable	veritable	JJ
37060	4904	17	storybook	storybook	NN
37060	4904	18	romance	romance	NN
37060	4904	19	in	in	IN
37060	4904	20	the	the	DT
37060	4904	21	typical	typical	JJ
37060	4904	22	style	style	NN
37060	4904	23	.	.	.
37060	4905	1	Once	once	IN
37060	4905	2	the	the	DT
37060	4905	3	ceremony	ceremony	NN
37060	4905	4	was	be	VBD
37060	4905	5	over	over	RB
37060	4905	6	,	,	,
37060	4905	7	several	several	JJ
37060	4905	8	neighbors	neighbor	NNS
37060	4905	9	and	and	CC
37060	4905	10	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4905	11	remarked	remark	VBD
37060	4905	12	that	that	IN
37060	4905	13	,	,	,
37060	4905	14	dressed	dress	VBN
37060	4905	15	as	as	IN
37060	4905	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4905	17	was	be	VBD
37060	4905	18	,	,	,
37060	4905	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4905	20	looked	look	VBD
37060	4905	21	like	like	IN
37060	4905	22	a	a	DT
37060	4905	23	bride	bride	NN
37060	4905	24	;	;	:
37060	4905	25	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	4905	26	,	,	,
37060	4905	27	after	after	IN
37060	4905	28	such	such	JJ
37060	4905	29	processions	procession	NNS
37060	4905	30	,	,	,
37060	4905	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4905	32	could	could	MD
37060	4905	33	not	not	RB
37060	4905	34	deny	deny	VB
37060	4905	35	that	that	IN
37060	4905	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4905	37	heard	hear	VBD
37060	4905	38	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4905	39	own	own	JJ
37060	4905	40	imaginary	imaginary	JJ
37060	4905	41	wedding	wedding	NN
37060	4905	42	bells	bell	NNS
37060	4905	43	.	.	.
37060	4906	1	Situations	situation	NNS
37060	4906	2	like	like	IN
37060	4906	3	these	these	DT
37060	4906	4	were	be	VBD
37060	4906	5	a	a	DT
37060	4906	6	jaunt	jaunt	NN
37060	4906	7	from	from	IN
37060	4906	8	the	the	DT
37060	4906	9	ordinary	ordinary	JJ
37060	4906	10	,	,	,
37060	4906	11	and	and	CC
37060	4906	12	indulging	indulge	VBG
37060	4906	13	in	in	IN
37060	4906	14	a	a	DT
37060	4906	15	bit	bit	NN
37060	4906	16	of	of	IN
37060	4906	17	personal	personal	JJ
37060	4906	18	fantasy	fantasy	NN
37060	4906	19	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4906	20	a	a	DT
37060	4906	21	natural	natural	JJ
37060	4906	22	benefit	benefit	NN
37060	4906	23	.	.	.
37060	4907	1	At	at	IN
37060	4907	2	the	the	DT
37060	4907	3	reception	reception	NN
37060	4907	4	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	4907	5	and	and	CC
37060	4907	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4907	7	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	4907	8	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4907	9	on	on	IN
37060	4907	10	a	a	DT
37060	4907	11	grand	grand	JJ
37060	4907	12	scale	scale	NN
37060	4907	13	.	.	.
37060	4908	1	The	the	DT
37060	4908	2	food	food	NN
37060	4908	3	and	and	CC
37060	4908	4	drink	drink	NN
37060	4908	5	and	and	CC
37060	4908	6	dancing	dancing	NN
37060	4908	7	were	be	VBD
37060	4908	8	merriment	merriment	NN
37060	4908	9	of	of	IN
37060	4908	10	the	the	DT
37060	4908	11	finest	fine	JJS
37060	4908	12	proportion	proportion	NN
37060	4908	13	,	,	,
37060	4908	14	and	and	CC
37060	4908	15	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4908	16	hovered	hover	VBD
37060	4908	17	at	at	IN
37060	4908	18	each	each	DT
37060	4908	19	other	other	JJ
37060	4908	20	's	's	POS
37060	4908	21	side	side	NN
37060	4908	22	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	4908	23	the	the	DT
37060	4908	24	night	night	NN
37060	4908	25	.	.	.
37060	4909	1	Those	those	DT
37060	4909	2	who	who	WP
37060	4909	3	did	do	VBD
37060	4909	4	not	not	RB
37060	4909	5	know	know	VB
37060	4909	6	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4909	7	thought	think	VBD
37060	4909	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4909	9	were	be	VBD
37060	4909	10	married	married	JJ
37060	4909	11	,	,	,
37060	4909	12	and	and	CC
37060	4909	13	although	although	IN
37060	4909	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4909	15	over	over	IN
37060	4909	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	4909	17	step	step	VBP
37060	4909	18	the	the	DT
37060	4909	19	bounds	bound	NNS
37060	4909	20	of	of	IN
37060	4909	21	modesty	modesty	NNP
37060	4909	22	,	,	,
37060	4909	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4909	24	do	do	VBP
37060	4909	25	believe	believe	VB
37060	4909	26	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4909	27	made	make	VBD
37060	4909	28	a	a	DT
37060	4909	29	fine	fine	JJ
37060	4909	30	pair	pair	NN
37060	4909	31	.	.	.
37060	4910	1	After	after	IN
37060	4910	2	the	the	DT
37060	4910	3	celebration	celebration	NN
37060	4910	4	,	,	,
37060	4910	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4910	6	held	hold	VBD
37060	4910	7	more	more	JJR
37060	4910	8	memories	memory	NNS
37060	4910	9	to	to	TO
37060	4910	10	carefully	carefully	RB
37060	4910	11	tuck	tuck	VB
37060	4910	12	away	away	RB
37060	4910	13	.	.	.
37060	4911	1	Mary	Mary	NNP
37060	4911	2	would	would	MD
37060	4911	3	not	not	RB
37060	4911	4	be	be	VB
37060	4911	5	living	live	VBG
37060	4911	6	on	on	IN
37060	4911	7	7th	7th	NNP
37060	4911	8	Avenue	Avenue	NNP
37060	4911	9	any	any	DT
37060	4911	10	more	more	RBR
37060	4911	11	.	.	.
37060	4912	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4912	2	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	4912	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4912	4	a	a	DT
37060	4912	5	million	million	CD
37060	4912	6	miles	mile	NNS
37060	4912	7	from	from	IN
37060	4912	8	trikes	trike	NNS
37060	4912	9	and	and	CC
37060	4912	10	trinkets	trinket	NNS
37060	4912	11	and	and	CC
37060	4912	12	Barbie	Barbie	NNP
37060	4912	13	dolls	doll	NNS
37060	4912	14	.	.	.
37060	4913	1	PAGE	PAGE	NNP
37060	4913	2	175	175	CD
37060	4913	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	4913	4	23	23	CD
37060	4913	5	Black	Black	NNP
37060	4913	6	Hawk	Hawk	NNP
37060	4913	7	College	College	NNP
37060	4913	8	"	"	''
37060	4913	9	Change	Change	NNP
37060	4913	10	.	.	.
37060	4914	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4914	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4914	3	too	too	RB
37060	4914	4	simple	simple	JJ
37060	4914	5	to	to	TO
37060	4914	6	be	be	VB
37060	4914	7	the	the	DT
37060	4914	8	cure	cure	NN
37060	4914	9	for	for	IN
37060	4914	10	depression	depression	NN
37060	4914	11	;	;	:
37060	4914	12	nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	4914	13	,	,	,
37060	4914	14	a	a	DT
37060	4914	15	cure	cure	NN
37060	4914	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4914	17	was	be	VBD
37060	4914	18	.	.	.
37060	4914	19	"	"	''
37060	4915	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	4915	2	TWENTY	TWENTY	NNP
37060	4915	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	4915	4	THREE	three	CD
37060	4915	5	Black	Black	NNP
37060	4915	6	Hawk	Hawk	NNP
37060	4915	7	College	College	NNP
37060	4915	8	When	when	WRB
37060	4915	9	fall	fall	NN
37060	4915	10	classes	class	NNS
37060	4915	11	began	begin	VBD
37060	4915	12	at	at	IN
37060	4915	13	college	college	NN
37060	4915	14	and	and	CC
37060	4915	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4915	16	found	find	VBD
37060	4915	17	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4915	18	on	on	IN
37060	4915	19	the	the	DT
37060	4915	20	inside	inside	NN
37060	4915	21	looking	look	VBG
37060	4915	22	out	out	RB
37060	4915	23	,	,	,
37060	4915	24	time	time	NN
37060	4915	25	was	be	VBD
37060	4915	26	once	once	RB
37060	4915	27	again	again	RB
37060	4915	28	a	a	DT
37060	4915	29	rare	rare	JJ
37060	4915	30	gem	gem	NN
37060	4915	31	.	.	.
37060	4916	1	Balancing	balance	VBG
37060	4916	2	a	a	DT
37060	4916	3	full	full	JJ
37060	4916	4	load	load	NN
37060	4916	5	of	of	IN
37060	4916	6	study	study	NN
37060	4916	7	in	in	IN
37060	4916	8	one	one	CD
37060	4916	9	hand	hand	NN
37060	4916	10	and	and	CC
37060	4916	11	what	what	WP
37060	4916	12	had	have	VBD
37060	4916	13	evolved	evolve	VBN
37060	4916	14	into	into	IN
37060	4916	15	a	a	DT
37060	4916	16	hateful	hateful	JJ
37060	4916	17	job	job	NN
37060	4916	18	in	in	IN
37060	4916	19	the	the	DT
37060	4916	20	other	other	JJ
37060	4916	21	,	,	,
37060	4916	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4916	23	soon	soon	RB
37060	4916	24	found	find	VBD
37060	4916	25	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4916	26	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	4916	27	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	4916	28	all	all	DT
37060	4916	29	levels	level	NNS
37060	4916	30	of	of	IN
37060	4916	31	acceptability	acceptability	NN
37060	4916	32	.	.	.
37060	4917	1	Some	some	DT
37060	4917	2	people	people	NNS
37060	4917	3	thrived	thrive	VBD
37060	4917	4	on	on	IN
37060	4917	5	activity	activity	NN
37060	4917	6	,	,	,
37060	4917	7	and	and	CC
37060	4917	8	the	the	DT
37060	4917	9	more	more	JJR
37060	4917	10	deadlines	deadline	NNS
37060	4917	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4917	12	had	have	VBD
37060	4917	13	to	to	TO
37060	4917	14	meet	meet	VB
37060	4917	15	the	the	DT
37060	4917	16	better	well	JJR
37060	4917	17	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4917	18	performed	perform	VBD
37060	4917	19	.	.	.
37060	4918	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4918	2	did	do	VBD
37060	4918	3	not	not	RB
37060	4918	4	.	.	.
37060	4919	1	For	for	IN
37060	4919	2	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4919	3	,	,	,
37060	4919	4	school	school	NN
37060	4919	5	in	in	IN
37060	4919	6	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4919	7	expended	expend	VBD
37060	4919	8	plenty	plenty	NN
37060	4919	9	of	of	IN
37060	4919	10	effort	effort	NN
37060	4919	11	,	,	,
37060	4919	12	and	and	CC
37060	4919	13	with	with	IN
37060	4919	14	the	the	DT
37060	4919	15	added	add	VBN
37060	4919	16	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	4919	17	of	of	IN
37060	4919	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4919	19	job	job	NN
37060	4919	20	,	,	,
37060	4919	21	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	4919	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4919	23	now	now	RB
37060	4919	24	had	have	VBD
37060	4919	25	to	to	TO
37060	4919	26	work	work	VB
37060	4919	27	at	at	IN
37060	4919	28	a	a	DT
37060	4919	29	newly	newly	RB
37060	4919	30	installed	instal	VBN
37060	4919	31	,	,	,
37060	4919	32	central	central	NNP
37060	4919	33	cashier	cashier	NNP
37060	4919	34	island	island	NNP
37060	4919	35	,	,	,
37060	4919	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4919	37	watched	watch	VBD
37060	4919	38	helplessly	helplessly	RB
37060	4919	39	as	as	IN
37060	4919	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4919	41	sanity	sanity	NN
37060	4919	42	wore	wear	VBD
37060	4919	43	away	away	RB
37060	4919	44	.	.	.
37060	4920	1	The	the	DT
37060	4920	2	new	new	JJ
37060	4920	3	system	system	NN
37060	4920	4	was	be	VBD
37060	4920	5	chaotic	chaotic	JJ
37060	4920	6	and	and	CC
37060	4920	7	inefficient	inefficient	JJ
37060	4920	8	;	;	:
37060	4920	9	two	two	CD
37060	4920	10	cashiers	cashier	NNS
37060	4920	11	had	have	VBD
37060	4920	12	to	to	TO
37060	4920	13	meet	meet	VB
37060	4920	14	the	the	DT
37060	4920	15	demands	demand	NNS
37060	4920	16	of	of	IN
37060	4920	17	patrons	patron	NNS
37060	4920	18	who	who	WP
37060	4920	19	congregated	congregate	VBD
37060	4920	20	on	on	IN
37060	4920	21	all	all	DT
37060	4920	22	four	four	CD
37060	4920	23	sides	side	NNS
37060	4920	24	of	of	IN
37060	4920	25	the	the	DT
37060	4920	26	island	island	NN
37060	4920	27	.	.	.
37060	4921	1	There	there	EX
37060	4921	2	were	be	VBD
37060	4921	3	no	no	DT
37060	4921	4	numbers	number	NNS
37060	4921	5	or	or	CC
37060	4921	6	lines	line	NNS
37060	4921	7	to	to	TO
37060	4921	8	assure	assure	VB
37060	4921	9	that	that	IN
37060	4921	10	customers	customer	NNS
37060	4921	11	were	be	VBD
37060	4921	12	served	serve	VBN
37060	4921	13	at	at	IN
37060	4921	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4921	15	proper	proper	JJ
37060	4921	16	time	time	NN
37060	4921	17	,	,	,
37060	4921	18	and	and	CC
37060	4921	19	special	special	JJ
37060	4921	20	sales	sale	NNS
37060	4921	21	from	from	IN
37060	4921	22	the	the	DT
37060	4921	23	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	4921	24	departments	department	NNS
37060	4921	25	were	be	VBD
37060	4921	26	never	never	RB
37060	4921	27	clarified	clarify	VBN
37060	4921	28	to	to	IN
37060	4921	29	any	any	DT
37060	4921	30	reasonable	reasonable	JJ
37060	4921	31	extent	extent	NN
37060	4921	32	,	,	,
37060	4921	33	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	4921	34	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4921	35	to	to	TO
37060	4921	36	distinguish	distinguish	VB
37060	4921	37	"	"	``
37060	4921	38	bargains	bargain	NNS
37060	4921	39	"	"	''
37060	4921	40	through	through	IN
37060	4921	41	catalogued	catalogue	VBN
37060	4921	42	stock	stock	NN
37060	4921	43	numbers	number	NNS
37060	4921	44	and	and	CC
37060	4921	45	tips	tip	NNS
37060	4921	46	from	from	IN
37060	4921	47	the	the	DT
37060	4921	48	customer	customer	NN
37060	4921	49	.	.	.
37060	4922	1	Under	under	IN
37060	4922	2	such	such	JJ
37060	4922	3	slow	slow	JJ
37060	4922	4	procedures	procedure	NNS
37060	4922	5	,	,	,
37060	4922	6	anger	anger	NN
37060	4922	7	and	and	CC
37060	4922	8	pandemonium	pandemonium	NN
37060	4922	9	were	be	VBD
37060	4922	10	the	the	DT
37060	4922	11	routine	routine	JJ
37060	4922	12	terrors	terror	NNS
37060	4922	13	of	of	IN
37060	4922	14	employment	employment	NN
37060	4922	15	.	.	.
37060	4923	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4923	2	desire	desire	NN
37060	4923	3	to	to	TO
37060	4923	4	please	please	VB
37060	4923	5	was	be	VBD
37060	4923	6	a	a	DT
37060	4923	7	virtual	virtual	JJ
37060	4923	8	impossibility	impossibility	NN
37060	4923	9	.	.	.
37060	4924	1	To	to	IN
37060	4924	2	the	the	DT
37060	4924	3	public	public	NN
37060	4924	4	,	,	,
37060	4924	5	"	"	``
37060	4924	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4924	7	was	be	VBD
37060	4924	8	the	the	DT
37060	4924	9	store	store	NN
37060	4924	10	"	"	''
37060	4924	11	and	and	CC
37060	4924	12	any	any	DT
37060	4924	13	disagreeable	disagreeable	JJ
37060	4924	14	feature	feature	NN
37060	4924	15	of	of	IN
37060	4924	16	the	the	DT
37060	4924	17	store	store	NN
37060	4924	18	or	or	CC
37060	4924	19	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4924	20	policies	policy	NNS
37060	4924	21	were	be	VBD
37060	4924	22	doused	douse	VBN
37060	4924	23	on	on	IN
37060	4924	24	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4924	25	while	while	IN
37060	4924	26	the	the	DT
37060	4924	27	upper	upper	JJ
37060	4924	28	echelon	echelon	NNP
37060	4924	29	stood	stand	VBD
37060	4924	30	beaming	beam	VBG
37060	4924	31	at	at	IN
37060	4924	32	a	a	DT
37060	4924	33	safe	safe	JJ
37060	4924	34	distance	distance	NN
37060	4924	35	.	.	.
37060	4925	1	"	"	``
37060	4925	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4925	3	'll	will	MD
37060	4925	4	get	get	VB
37060	4925	5	used	used	JJ
37060	4925	6	to	to	IN
37060	4925	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4925	8	,	,	,
37060	4925	9	"	"	``
37060	4925	10	one	one	CD
37060	4925	11	particularly	particularly	RB
37060	4925	12	brash	brash	JJ
37060	4925	13	fellow	fellow	NN
37060	4925	14	would	would	MD
37060	4925	15	comment	comment	VB
37060	4925	16	as	as	IN
37060	4925	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4925	18	propped	prop	VBD
37060	4925	19	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4925	20	up	up	RP
37060	4925	21	on	on	IN
37060	4925	22	the	the	DT
37060	4925	23	counter	counter	NN
37060	4925	24	after	after	IN
37060	4925	25	a	a	DT
37060	4925	26	long	long	JJ
37060	4925	27	and	and	CC
37060	4925	28	grueling	grueling	JJ
37060	4925	29	siege	siege	NN
37060	4925	30	.	.	.
37060	4926	1	Then	then	RB
37060	4926	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4926	3	would	would	MD
37060	4926	4	spin	spin	VB
37060	4926	5	around	around	RB
37060	4926	6	and	and	CC
37060	4926	7	walk	walk	VB
37060	4926	8	leisurely	leisurely	RB
37060	4926	9	to	to	IN
37060	4926	10	the	the	DT
37060	4926	11	escalator	escalator	NN
37060	4926	12	while	while	IN
37060	4926	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4926	14	gritted	grit	VBD
37060	4926	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4926	16	teeth	tooth	NNS
37060	4926	17	in	in	IN
37060	4926	18	silence	silence	NN
37060	4926	19	.	.	.
37060	4927	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4927	2	am	be	VBP
37060	4927	3	sure	sure	JJ
37060	4927	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4927	5	was	be	VBD
37060	4927	6	responsible	responsible	JJ
37060	4927	7	for	for	IN
37060	4927	8	many	many	JJ
37060	4927	9	"	"	``
37060	4927	10	bitten	bitten	JJ
37060	4927	11	"	"	''
37060	4927	12	tongues	tongue	NNS
37060	4927	13	through	through	IN
37060	4927	14	the	the	DT
37060	4927	15	years	year	NNS
37060	4927	16	.	.	.
37060	4928	1	When	when	WRB
37060	4928	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4928	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4928	4	relieved	relieve	VBN
37060	4928	5	of	of	IN
37060	4928	6	cashier	cashier	NN
37060	4928	7	duty	duty	NN
37060	4928	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4928	9	nerves	nerve	NNS
37060	4928	10	were	be	VBD
37060	4928	11	as	as	RB
37060	4928	12	taut	taut	JJ
37060	4928	13	as	as	IN
37060	4928	14	a	a	DT
37060	4928	15	bow	bow	NN
37060	4928	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	4928	17	string	string	NN
37060	4928	18	,	,	,
37060	4928	19	and	and	CC
37060	4928	20	to	to	TO
37060	4928	21	dissipate	dissipate	VB
37060	4928	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4928	23	energy	energy	NN
37060	4928	24	,	,	,
37060	4928	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4928	26	would	would	MD
37060	4928	27	zing	ze	VBG
37060	4928	28	about	about	IN
37060	4928	29	the	the	DT
37060	4928	30	department	department	NN
37060	4928	31	like	like	IN
37060	4928	32	an	an	DT
37060	4928	33	arrow	arrow	NN
37060	4928	34	to	to	IN
37060	4928	35	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4928	36	target	target	NN
37060	4928	37	.	.	.
37060	4929	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4929	2	hung	hang	VBD
37060	4929	3	clothes	clothe	NNS
37060	4929	4	and	and	CC
37060	4929	5	arranged	arrange	VBD
37060	4929	6	the	the	DT
37060	4929	7	stock	stock	NN
37060	4929	8	with	with	IN
37060	4929	9	such	such	JJ
37060	4929	10	speed	speed	NN
37060	4929	11	that	that	WDT
37060	4929	12	an	an	DT
37060	4929	13	onlooker	onlooker	NN
37060	4929	14	might	may	MD
37060	4929	15	have	have	VB
37060	4929	16	thought	think	VBN
37060	4929	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4929	18	was	be	VBD
37060	4929	19	competing	compete	VBG
37060	4929	20	in	in	IN
37060	4929	21	a	a	DT
37060	4929	22	marathon	marathon	NN
37060	4929	23	.	.	.
37060	4930	1	Once	once	RB
37060	4930	2	home	home	RB
37060	4930	3	,	,	,
37060	4930	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4930	5	still	still	RB
37060	4930	6	could	could	MD
37060	4930	7	not	not	RB
37060	4930	8	relax	relax	VB
37060	4930	9	.	.	.
37060	4931	1	Homework	homework	NN
37060	4931	2	,	,	,
37060	4931	3	if	if	IN
37060	4931	4	any	any	DT
37060	4931	5	,	,	,
37060	4931	6	demanded	demand	VBD
37060	4931	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4931	8	thorough	thorough	JJ
37060	4931	9	attention	attention	NN
37060	4931	10	after	after	IN
37060	4931	11	work	work	NN
37060	4931	12	,	,	,
37060	4931	13	so	so	CC
37060	4931	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4931	15	would	would	MD
37060	4931	16	routinely	routinely	RB
37060	4931	17	plug	plug	VB
37060	4931	18	in	in	RP
37060	4931	19	the	the	DT
37060	4931	20	coffee	coffee	NN
37060	4931	21	maker	maker	NN
37060	4931	22	and	and	CC
37060	4931	23	brew	brew	VBD
37060	4931	24	twelve	twelve	CD
37060	4931	25	cups	cup	NNS
37060	4931	26	of	of	IN
37060	4931	27	caffeine	caffeine	NN
37060	4931	28	.	.	.
37060	4932	1	With	with	IN
37060	4932	2	a	a	DT
37060	4932	3	warm	warm	JJ
37060	4932	4	mug	mug	NN
37060	4932	5	in	in	IN
37060	4932	6	one	one	CD
37060	4932	7	hand	hand	NN
37060	4932	8	,	,	,
37060	4932	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4932	10	was	be	VBD
37060	4932	11	able	able	JJ
37060	4932	12	to	to	TO
37060	4932	13	perceive	perceive	VB
37060	4932	14	with	with	IN
37060	4932	15	intelligence	intelligence	NN
37060	4932	16	the	the	DT
37060	4932	17	content	content	NN
37060	4932	18	of	of	IN
37060	4932	19	books	book	NNS
37060	4932	20	and	and	CC
37060	4932	21	write	write	VB
37060	4932	22	themes	theme	NNS
37060	4932	23	which	which	WDT
37060	4932	24	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	4932	25	might	may	MD
37060	4932	26	have	have	VB
37060	4932	27	dissolved	dissolve	VBN
37060	4932	28	altogether	altogether	RB
37060	4932	29	through	through	IN
37060	4932	30	the	the	DT
37060	4932	31	debilitating	debilitate	VBG
37060	4932	32	numbness	numbness	NN
37060	4932	33	of	of	IN
37060	4932	34	fatigue	fatigue	NN
37060	4932	35	.	.	.
37060	4933	1	When	when	WRB
37060	4933	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4933	3	had	have	VBD
37060	4933	4	completed	complete	VBN
37060	4933	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4933	6	studies	study	NNS
37060	4933	7	to	to	IN
37060	4933	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4933	9	satisfaction	satisfaction	NN
37060	4933	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4933	11	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	4933	12	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4933	13	the	the	DT
37060	4933	14	liberty	liberty	NN
37060	4933	15	to	to	TO
37060	4933	16	prepare	prepare	VB
37060	4933	17	for	for	IN
37060	4933	18	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	4933	19	.	.	.
37060	4934	1	"	"	``
37060	4934	2	Going	go	VBG
37060	4934	3	to	to	TO
37060	4934	4	get	get	VB
37060	4934	5	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4934	6	four	four	CD
37060	4934	7	hours	hour	NNS
37060	4934	8	?	?	.
37060	4934	9	"	"	''
37060	4935	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4935	2	would	would	MD
37060	4935	3	tease	tease	VB
37060	4935	4	.	.	.
37060	4936	1	Actually	actually	RB
37060	4936	2	,	,	,
37060	4936	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4936	4	was	be	VBD
37060	4936	5	more	more	JJR
37060	4936	6	like	like	IN
37060	4936	7	six	six	CD
37060	4936	8	hours	hour	NNS
37060	4936	9	.	.	.
37060	4937	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4937	2	am	be	VBP
37060	4937	3	sure	sure	JJ
37060	4937	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4937	5	body	body	NN
37060	4937	6	would	would	MD
37060	4937	7	have	have	VB
37060	4937	8	preferred	prefer	VBN
37060	4937	9	eight	eight	CD
37060	4937	10	.	.	.
37060	4938	1	However	however	RB
37060	4938	2	,	,	,
37060	4938	3	the	the	DT
37060	4938	4	caffeine	caffeine	NN
37060	4938	5	had	have	VBD
37060	4938	6	the	the	DT
37060	4938	7	ability	ability	NN
37060	4938	8	to	to	TO
37060	4938	9	bluff	bluff	VB
37060	4938	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4938	11	body	body	NN
37060	4938	12	's	's	POS
37060	4938	13	requirements	requirement	NNS
37060	4938	14	and	and	CC
37060	4938	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4938	16	happened	happen	VBD
37060	4938	17	to	to	TO
37060	4938	18	need	need	VB
37060	4938	19	all	all	DT
37060	4938	20	of	of	IN
37060	4938	21	the	the	DT
37060	4938	22	waking	waking	NN
37060	4938	23	hours	hour	NNS
37060	4938	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4938	25	could	could	MD
37060	4938	26	reasonably	reasonably	RB
37060	4938	27	obtain	obtain	VB
37060	4938	28	.	.	.
37060	4939	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	4939	2	,	,	,
37060	4939	3	six	six	CD
37060	4939	4	hours	hour	NNS
37060	4939	5	of	of	IN
37060	4939	6	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	4939	7	plus	plus	CC
37060	4939	8	twelve	twelve	CD
37060	4939	9	cups	cup	NNS
37060	4939	10	of	of	IN
37060	4939	11	coffee	coffee	NN
37060	4939	12	equaled	equal	VBD
37060	4939	13	one	one	CD
37060	4939	14	day	day	NN
37060	4939	15	of	of	IN
37060	4939	16	maximum	maximum	JJ
37060	4939	17	level	level	NN
37060	4939	18	performance	performance	NN
37060	4939	19	.	.	.
37060	4940	1	Unfortunately	unfortunately	RB
37060	4940	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4940	3	failed	fail	VBD
37060	4940	4	to	to	TO
37060	4940	5	acknowledge	acknowledge	VB
37060	4940	6	the	the	DT
37060	4940	7	existence	existence	NN
37060	4940	8	of	of	IN
37060	4940	9	hidden	hidden	JJ
37060	4940	10	parts	part	NNS
37060	4940	11	of	of	IN
37060	4940	12	the	the	DT
37060	4940	13	equation	equation	NN
37060	4940	14	which	which	WDT
37060	4940	15	,	,	,
37060	4940	16	in	in	IN
37060	4940	17	reality	reality	NN
37060	4940	18	,	,	,
37060	4940	19	were	be	VBD
37060	4940	20	the	the	DT
37060	4940	21	most	most	RBS
37060	4940	22	important	important	JJ
37060	4940	23	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	4940	24	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4940	25	successful	successful	JJ
37060	4940	26	outcome	outcome	NN
37060	4940	27	.	.	.
37060	4941	1	One	one	PRP
37060	4941	2	could	could	MD
37060	4941	3	not	not	RB
37060	4941	4	give	give	VB
37060	4941	5	100	100	CD
37060	4941	6	percent	percent	NN
37060	4941	7	of	of	IN
37060	4941	8	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4941	9	toward	toward	IN
37060	4941	10	all	all	DT
37060	4941	11	areas	area	NNS
37060	4941	12	of	of	IN
37060	4941	13	demand	demand	NN
37060	4941	14	;	;	:
37060	4941	15	there	there	EX
37060	4941	16	would	would	MD
37060	4941	17	be	be	VB
37060	4941	18	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	4941	19	left	leave	VBN
37060	4941	20	.	.	.
37060	4942	1	Before	before	IN
37060	4942	2	realizing	realize	VBG
37060	4942	3	this	this	DT
37060	4942	4	concept	concept	NN
37060	4942	5	,	,	,
37060	4942	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4942	7	fell	fall	VBD
37060	4942	8	into	into	IN
37060	4942	9	the	the	DT
37060	4942	10	hole	hole	NN
37060	4942	11	that	that	WDT
37060	4942	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4942	13	had	have	VBD
37060	4942	14	been	be	VBN
37060	4942	15	so	so	RB
37060	4942	16	intent	intent	JJ
37060	4942	17	upon	upon	IN
37060	4942	18	digging	dig	VBG
37060	4942	19	;	;	:
37060	4942	20	having	have	VBG
37060	4942	21	depleted	deplete	VBN
37060	4942	22	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4942	23	,	,	,
37060	4942	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4942	25	stood	stand	VBD
37060	4942	26	alone	alone	JJ
37060	4942	27	at	at	IN
37060	4942	28	the	the	DT
37060	4942	29	bottom	bottom	NN
37060	4942	30	of	of	IN
37060	4942	31	the	the	DT
37060	4942	32	pit	pit	NN
37060	4942	33	.	.	.
37060	4943	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4943	2	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	4943	3	was	be	VBD
37060	4943	4	no	no	RB
37060	4943	5	longer	long	RBR
37060	4943	6	a	a	DT
37060	4943	7	staff	staff	NN
37060	4943	8	,	,	,
37060	4943	9	for	for	IN
37060	4943	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4943	11	had	have	VBD
37060	4943	12	crumbled	crumble	VBN
37060	4943	13	on	on	IN
37060	4943	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4943	15	way	way	NN
37060	4943	16	down	down	RB
37060	4943	17	.	.	.
37060	4944	1	Thereafter	thereafter	RB
37060	4944	2	,	,	,
37060	4944	3	little	little	JJ
37060	4944	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4944	5	did	do	VBD
37060	4944	6	was	be	VBD
37060	4944	7	worth	worth	JJ
37060	4944	8	any	any	DT
37060	4944	9	merit	merit	NN
37060	4944	10	;	;	:
37060	4944	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4944	12	should	should	MD
37060	4944	13	have	have	VB
37060	4944	14	been	be	VBN
37060	4944	15	better	well	JJR
37060	4944	16	.	.	.
37060	4945	1	Self	self	NN
37060	4945	2	-	-	HYPH
37060	4945	3	satisfaction	satisfaction	NN
37060	4945	4	was	be	VBD
37060	4945	5	almost	almost	RB
37060	4945	6	an	an	DT
37060	4945	7	impossibility	impossibility	NN
37060	4945	8	,	,	,
37060	4945	9	so	so	CC
37060	4945	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4945	11	tried	try	VBD
37060	4945	12	not	not	RB
37060	4945	13	to	to	TO
37060	4945	14	direct	direct	VB
37060	4945	15	notice	notice	NN
37060	4945	16	.	.	.
37060	4946	1	Even	even	RB
37060	4946	2	when	when	WRB
37060	4946	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4946	4	appraised	appraise	VBD
37060	4946	5	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4946	6	in	in	IN
37060	4946	7	the	the	DT
37060	4946	8	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	4946	9	,	,	,
37060	4946	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4946	11	saw	see	VBD
37060	4946	12	only	only	RB
37060	4946	13	pounds	pound	NNS
37060	4946	14	that	that	WDT
37060	4946	15	needed	need	VBD
37060	4946	16	not	not	RB
37060	4946	17	thrive	thrive	VB
37060	4946	18	on	on	IN
37060	4946	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4946	20	body	body	NN
37060	4946	21	.	.	.
37060	4947	1	Sept.	September	NNP
37060	4947	2	14	14	CD
37060	4947	3	,	,	,
37060	4947	4	1980	1980	CD
37060	4947	5	...	...	:
37060	4947	6	Work	work	NN
37060	4947	7	12	12	CD
37060	4947	8	-	-	SYM
37060	4947	9	4	4	CD
37060	4947	10	.	.	.
37060	4948	1	Not	not	RB
37060	4948	2	a	a	DT
37060	4948	3	bad	bad	JJ
37060	4948	4	day	day	NN
37060	4948	5	.	.	.
37060	4949	1	Pizza	pizza	NN
37060	4949	2	for	for	IN
37060	4949	3	supper	supper	NN
37060	4949	4	.	.	.
37060	4950	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4950	2	got	get	VBD
37060	4950	3	ta	to	TO
37060	4950	4	lose	lose	VB
37060	4950	5	more	more	JJR
37060	4950	6	weight	weight	NN
37060	4950	7	.	.	.
37060	4951	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4951	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4951	3	very	very	RB
37060	4951	4	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	4951	5	,	,	,
37060	4951	6	yet	yet	CC
37060	4951	7	so	so	RB
37060	4951	8	busy	busy	JJ
37060	4951	9	that	that	IN
37060	4951	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4951	11	depression	depression	NN
37060	4951	12	had	have	VBD
37060	4951	13	taken	take	VBN
37060	4951	14	on	on	IN
37060	4951	15	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	4951	16	nuances	nuance	NNS
37060	4951	17	of	of	IN
37060	4951	18	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4951	19	own	own	JJ
37060	4951	20	before	before	IN
37060	4951	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4951	22	took	take	VBD
37060	4951	23	the	the	DT
37060	4951	24	time	time	NN
37060	4951	25	to	to	TO
37060	4951	26	utilize	utilize	VB
37060	4951	27	objectivity	objectivity	NN
37060	4951	28	and	and	CC
37060	4951	29	see	see	VB
37060	4951	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4951	31	problem	problem	NN
37060	4951	32	.	.	.
37060	4952	1	Meanwhile	meanwhile	RB
37060	4952	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4952	3	had	have	VBD
37060	4952	4	erected	erect	VBN
37060	4952	5	many	many	JJ
37060	4952	6	of	of	IN
37060	4952	7	the	the	DT
37060	4952	8	building	building	NN
37060	4952	9	blocks	block	NNS
37060	4952	10	of	of	IN
37060	4952	11	an	an	DT
37060	4952	12	anorexic	anorexic	NN
37060	4952	13	;	;	:
37060	4952	14	though	though	IN
37060	4952	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4952	16	wished	wish	VBD
37060	4952	17	no	no	DT
37060	4952	18	attention	attention	NN
37060	4952	19	,	,	,
37060	4952	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4952	21	felt	feel	VBD
37060	4952	22	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	4952	23	"	"	``
37060	4952	24	small	small	JJ
37060	4952	25	"	"	''
37060	4952	26	and	and	CC
37060	4952	27	naturally	naturally	RB
37060	4952	28	turned	turn	VBD
37060	4952	29	to	to	IN
37060	4952	30	dieting	diet	VBG
37060	4952	31	as	as	IN
37060	4952	32	a	a	DT
37060	4952	33	means	means	NN
37060	4952	34	of	of	IN
37060	4952	35	attaining	attain	VBG
37060	4952	36	physical	physical	JJ
37060	4952	37	smallness	smallness	NN
37060	4952	38	.	.	.
37060	4953	1	What	what	WP
37060	4953	2	had	have	VBD
37060	4953	3	begun	begin	VBN
37060	4953	4	with	with	IN
37060	4953	5	scrutinizing	scrutinize	VBG
37060	4953	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4953	7	body	body	NN
37060	4953	8	before	before	IN
37060	4953	9	a	a	DT
37060	4953	10	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	4953	11	and	and	CC
37060	4953	12	weighing	weigh	VBG
37060	4953	13	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4953	14	at	at	IN
37060	4953	15	least	least	JJS
37060	4953	16	twice	twice	RB
37060	4953	17	a	a	DT
37060	4953	18	day	day	NN
37060	4953	19	blossomed	blossom	VBD
37060	4953	20	into	into	IN
37060	4953	21	an	an	DT
37060	4953	22	obsession	obsession	NN
37060	4953	23	.	.	.
37060	4954	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4954	2	became	become	VBD
37060	4954	3	an	an	DT
37060	4954	4	expert	expert	NN
37060	4954	5	on	on	IN
37060	4954	6	the	the	DT
37060	4954	7	subject	subject	NN
37060	4954	8	of	of	IN
37060	4954	9	calories	calorie	NNS
37060	4954	10	,	,	,
37060	4954	11	reading	read	VBG
37060	4954	12	every	every	DT
37060	4954	13	article	article	NN
37060	4954	14	and	and	CC
37060	4954	15	scanning	scanning	NN
37060	4954	16	every	every	DT
37060	4954	17	chart	chart	NN
37060	4954	18	to	to	TO
37060	4954	19	ascertain	ascertain	VB
37060	4954	20	that	that	IN
37060	4954	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4954	22	daily	daily	JJ
37060	4954	23	intake	intake	NN
37060	4954	24	of	of	IN
37060	4954	25	food	food	NN
37060	4954	26	never	never	RB
37060	4954	27	exceeded	exceed	VBD
37060	4954	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4954	29	minimum	minimum	JJ
37060	4954	30	requirement	requirement	NN
37060	4954	31	.	.	.
37060	4955	1	If	if	IN
37060	4955	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4955	3	ate	eat	VBD
37060	4955	4	too	too	RB
37060	4955	5	much	much	RB
37060	4955	6	,	,	,
37060	4955	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4955	8	turned	turn	VBD
37060	4955	9	to	to	TO
37060	4955	10	exercise	exercise	VB
37060	4955	11	as	as	IN
37060	4955	12	a	a	DT
37060	4955	13	partner	partner	NN
37060	4955	14	to	to	IN
37060	4955	15	dieting	diet	VBG
37060	4955	16	.	.	.
37060	4956	1	Indulging	indulge	VBG
37060	4956	2	in	in	IN
37060	4956	3	a	a	DT
37060	4956	4	late	late	JJ
37060	4956	5	night	night	NN
37060	4956	6	snack	snack	NN
37060	4956	7	would	would	MD
37060	4956	8	make	make	VB
37060	4956	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4956	10	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	4956	11	to	to	TO
37060	4956	12	burn	burn	VB
37060	4956	13	the	the	DT
37060	4956	14	calories	calorie	NNS
37060	4956	15	before	before	IN
37060	4956	16	bedtime	bedtime	NN
37060	4956	17	,	,	,
37060	4956	18	and	and	CC
37060	4956	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4956	20	would	would	MD
37060	4956	21	do	do	VB
37060	4956	22	45	45	CD
37060	4956	23	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	4956	24	of	of	IN
37060	4956	25	leg	leg	NN
37060	4956	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	4956	27	kicks	kick	NNS
37060	4956	28	and	and	CC
37060	4956	29	lifts	lift	NNS
37060	4956	30	to	to	TO
37060	4956	31	alleviate	alleviate	VB
37060	4956	32	the	the	DT
37060	4956	33	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	4956	34	of	of	IN
37060	4956	35	eating	eat	VBG
37060	4956	36	.	.	.
37060	4957	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4957	2	even	even	RB
37060	4957	3	encouraged	encourage	VBD
37060	4957	4	a	a	DT
37060	4957	5	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	4957	6	state	state	NN
37060	4957	7	within	within	IN
37060	4957	8	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4957	9	to	to	TO
37060	4957	10	burn	burn	VB
37060	4957	11	more	more	JJR
37060	4957	12	calories	calorie	NNS
37060	4957	13	at	at	IN
37060	4957	14	work	work	NN
37060	4957	15	.	.	.
37060	4958	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4958	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	4958	3	to	to	TO
37060	4958	4	view	view	VB
37060	4958	5	diet	diet	NNP
37060	4958	6	pop	pop	NN
37060	4958	7	and	and	CC
37060	4958	8	coffee	coffee	NN
37060	4958	9	as	as	IN
37060	4958	10	alternatives	alternative	NNS
37060	4958	11	to	to	IN
37060	4958	12	eating	eat	VBG
37060	4958	13	without	without	IN
37060	4958	14	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	4958	15	physically	physically	RB
37060	4958	16	deprived	deprive	VBN
37060	4958	17	.	.	.
37060	4959	1	The	the	DT
37060	4959	2	caffeine	caffeine	NN
37060	4959	3	helped	help	VBD
37060	4959	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4959	5	to	to	TO
37060	4959	6	retain	retain	VB
37060	4959	7	energy	energy	NN
37060	4959	8	without	without	IN
37060	4959	9	having	have	VBG
37060	4959	10	ingested	ingest	VBN
37060	4959	11	a	a	DT
37060	4959	12	bulk	bulk	NN
37060	4959	13	of	of	IN
37060	4959	14	calories	calorie	NNS
37060	4959	15	.	.	.
37060	4960	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4960	2	also	also	RB
37060	4960	3	lied	lie	VBD
37060	4960	4	to	to	TO
37060	4960	5	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	4960	6	eating	eat	VBG
37060	4960	7	.	.	.
37060	4961	1	If	if	IN
37060	4961	2	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	4961	3	told	tell	VBD
37060	4961	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4961	5	to	to	TO
37060	4961	6	take	take	VB
37060	4961	7	some	some	DT
37060	4961	8	meat	meat	NN
37060	4961	9	,	,	,
37060	4961	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4961	11	would	would	MD
37060	4961	12	say	say	VB
37060	4961	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4961	14	was	be	VBD
37060	4961	15	not	not	RB
37060	4961	16	hungry	hungry	JJ
37060	4961	17	and	and	CC
37060	4961	18	would	would	MD
37060	4961	19	eat	eat	VB
37060	4961	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4961	21	later	later	RB
37060	4961	22	.	.	.
37060	4962	1	Later	later	RB
37060	4962	2	,	,	,
37060	4962	3	of	of	IN
37060	4962	4	course	course	NN
37060	4962	5	,	,	,
37060	4962	6	never	never	RB
37060	4962	7	came	come	VBD
37060	4962	8	.	.	.
37060	4963	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4963	2	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	4963	3	accompanying	accompany	VBG
37060	4963	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4963	5	parents	parent	NNS
37060	4963	6	to	to	IN
37060	4963	7	restaurants	restaurant	NNS
37060	4963	8	to	to	TO
37060	4963	9	better	well	RBR
37060	4963	10	adhere	adhere	VB
37060	4963	11	to	to	IN
37060	4963	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4963	13	diet	diet	NN
37060	4963	14	plan	plan	NN
37060	4963	15	,	,	,
37060	4963	16	not	not	RB
37060	4963	17	trusting	trust	VBG
37060	4963	18	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4963	19	when	when	WRB
37060	4963	20	faced	face	VBN
37060	4963	21	with	with	IN
37060	4963	22	a	a	DT
37060	4963	23	tempting	tempting	JJ
37060	4963	24	menu	menu	NN
37060	4963	25	;	;	:
37060	4963	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4963	27	supper	supper	NN
37060	4963	28	would	would	MD
37060	4963	29	then	then	RB
37060	4963	30	consist	consist	VB
37060	4963	31	of	of	IN
37060	4963	32	a	a	DT
37060	4963	33	bowl	bowl	NN
37060	4963	34	of	of	IN
37060	4963	35	lettuce	lettuce	NN
37060	4963	36	and	and	CC
37060	4963	37	one	one	CD
37060	4963	38	half	half	NN
37060	4963	39	of	of	IN
37060	4963	40	a	a	DT
37060	4963	41	glass	glass	NN
37060	4963	42	of	of	IN
37060	4963	43	milk	milk	NN
37060	4963	44	.	.	.
37060	4964	1	When	when	WRB
37060	4964	2	the	the	DT
37060	4964	3	subject	subject	NN
37060	4964	4	of	of	IN
37060	4964	5	dieting	dieting	NN
37060	4964	6	became	become	VBD
37060	4964	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4964	8	favorite	favorite	JJ
37060	4964	9	topic	topic	NN
37060	4964	10	of	of	IN
37060	4964	11	discussion	discussion	NN
37060	4964	12	,	,	,
37060	4964	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4964	14	realized	realize	VBD
37060	4964	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4964	16	was	be	VBD
37060	4964	17	not	not	RB
37060	4964	18	simply	simply	RB
37060	4964	19	trying	try	VBG
37060	4964	20	to	to	TO
37060	4964	21	lose	lose	VB
37060	4964	22	weight	weight	NN
37060	4964	23	;	;	:
37060	4964	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4964	25	compulsive	compulsive	JJ
37060	4964	26	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	4964	27	did	do	VBD
37060	4964	28	not	not	RB
37060	4964	29	originate	originate	VB
37060	4964	30	from	from	IN
37060	4964	31	the	the	DT
37060	4964	32	thought	thought	NN
37060	4964	33	that	that	WDT
37060	4964	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4964	35	was	be	VBD
37060	4964	36	over	over	JJ
37060	4964	37	-	-	HYPH
37060	4964	38	weight	weight	NN
37060	4964	39	,	,	,
37060	4964	40	but	but	CC
37060	4964	41	rather	rather	RB
37060	4964	42	something	something	NN
37060	4964	43	far	far	RB
37060	4964	44	greater	great	JJR
37060	4964	45	that	that	IN
37060	4964	46	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4964	47	had	have	VBD
37060	4964	48	chosen	choose	VBN
37060	4964	49	to	to	TO
37060	4964	50	ignore	ignore	VB
37060	4964	51	.	.	.
37060	4965	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4965	2	studied	study	VBD
37060	4965	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4965	4	obsession	obsession	NN
37060	4965	5	and	and	CC
37060	4965	6	grew	grow	VBD
37060	4965	7	fascinated	fascinated	JJ
37060	4965	8	by	by	IN
37060	4965	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4965	10	.	.	.
37060	4966	1	Never	never	RB
37060	4966	2	before	before	RB
37060	4966	3	had	have	VBD
37060	4966	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4966	5	given	give	VBN
37060	4966	6	such	such	JJ
37060	4966	7	power	power	NN
37060	4966	8	to	to	IN
37060	4966	9	an	an	DT
37060	4966	10	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	4966	11	derived	derive	VBN
37060	4966	12	fixation	fixation	NN
37060	4966	13	(	(	-LRB-
37060	4966	14	except	except	IN
37060	4966	15	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	4966	16	picking	pick	VBG
37060	4966	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4966	18	nails	nail	NNS
37060	4966	19	into	into	IN
37060	4966	20	virtual	virtual	JJ
37060	4966	21	oblivion	oblivion	NN
37060	4966	22	;	;	:
37060	4966	23	that	that	IN
37060	4966	24	,	,	,
37060	4966	25	however	however	RB
37060	4966	26	,	,	,
37060	4966	27	was	be	VBD
37060	4966	28	a	a	DT
37060	4966	29	habit	habit	NN
37060	4966	30	,	,	,
37060	4966	31	not	not	RB
37060	4966	32	an	an	DT
37060	4966	33	obsession	obsession	NN
37060	4966	34	,	,	,
37060	4966	35	and	and	CC
37060	4966	36	had	have	VBD
37060	4966	37	no	no	DT
37060	4966	38	authority	authority	NN
37060	4966	39	over	over	IN
37060	4966	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4966	41	common	common	JJ
37060	4966	42	sense	sense	NN
37060	4966	43	)	)	-RRB-
37060	4966	44	.	.	.
37060	4967	1	After	after	IN
37060	4967	2	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4967	3	discovery	discovery	NN
37060	4967	4	,	,	,
37060	4967	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4967	6	looked	look	VBD
37060	4967	7	upon	upon	IN
37060	4967	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4967	9	fanatic	fanatic	JJ
37060	4967	10	dieting	dieting	NN
37060	4967	11	as	as	IN
37060	4967	12	a	a	DT
37060	4967	13	"	"	``
37060	4967	14	willful	willful	JJ
37060	4967	15	distortion	distortion	NN
37060	4967	16	of	of	IN
37060	4967	17	reality	reality	NN
37060	4967	18	,	,	,
37060	4967	19	"	"	''
37060	4967	20	for	for	IN
37060	4967	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4967	22	knew	know	VBD
37060	4967	23	what	what	WP
37060	4967	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4967	25	was	be	VBD
37060	4967	26	doing	do	VBG
37060	4967	27	.	.	.
37060	4968	1	As	as	IN
37060	4968	2	if	if	IN
37060	4968	3	toying	toy	VBG
37060	4968	4	with	with	IN
37060	4968	5	or	or	CC
37060	4968	6	testing	test	VBG
37060	4968	7	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4968	8	,	,	,
37060	4968	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4968	10	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	4968	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4968	12	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	4968	13	to	to	TO
37060	4968	14	"	"	``
37060	4968	15	feel	feel	VB
37060	4968	16	fat	fat	JJ
37060	4968	17	"	"	''
37060	4968	18	;	;	:
37060	4968	19	since	since	IN
37060	4968	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4968	21	was	be	VBD
37060	4968	22	aware	aware	JJ
37060	4968	23	of	of	IN
37060	4968	24	the	the	DT
37060	4968	25	irrational	irrational	JJ
37060	4968	26	view	view	NN
37060	4968	27	of	of	IN
37060	4968	28	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4968	29	,	,	,
37060	4968	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4968	31	perceived	perceive	VBD
37060	4968	32	that	that	IN
37060	4968	33	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4968	34	would	would	MD
37060	4968	35	not	not	RB
37060	4968	36	rule	rule	VB
37060	4968	37	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4968	38	and	and	CC
37060	4968	39	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4968	40	was	be	VBD
37060	4968	41	in	in	IN
37060	4968	42	no	no	DT
37060	4968	43	danger	danger	NN
37060	4968	44	.	.	.
37060	4969	1	Something	something	NN
37060	4969	2	within	within	IN
37060	4969	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4969	4	made	make	VBD
37060	4969	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4969	6	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	4969	7	to	to	TO
37060	4969	8	lose	lose	VB
37060	4969	9	control	control	NN
37060	4969	10	.	.	.
37060	4970	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4970	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4970	3	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	4970	4	;	;	:
37060	4970	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4970	6	was	be	VBD
37060	4970	7	able	able	JJ
37060	4970	8	to	to	TO
37060	4970	9	understand	understand	VB
37060	4970	10	,	,	,
37060	4970	11	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	4970	12	,	,	,
37060	4970	13	feel	feel	VB
37060	4970	14	the	the	DT
37060	4970	15	terror	terror	NN
37060	4970	16	of	of	IN
37060	4970	17	an	an	DT
37060	4970	18	addiction	addiction	NN
37060	4970	19	without	without	IN
37060	4970	20	personally	personally	RB
37060	4970	21	submitting	submit	VBG
37060	4970	22	to	to	IN
37060	4970	23	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4970	24	reign	reign	NN
37060	4970	25	.	.	.
37060	4971	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4971	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4971	3	curious	curious	JJ
37060	4971	4	to	to	TO
37060	4971	5	find	find	VB
37060	4971	6	the	the	DT
37060	4971	7	strength	strength	NN
37060	4971	8	of	of	IN
37060	4971	9	this	this	DT
37060	4971	10	radical	radical	JJ
37060	4971	11	self	self	NN
37060	4971	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	4971	13	perception	perception	NN
37060	4971	14	and	and	CC
37060	4971	15	how	how	WRB
37060	4971	16	long	long	JJ
37060	4971	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4971	18	rationality	rationality	NN
37060	4971	19	would	would	MD
37060	4971	20	tolerate	tolerate	VB
37060	4971	21	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4971	22	existence	existence	NN
37060	4971	23	,	,	,
37060	4971	24	as	as	IN
37060	4971	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4971	26	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	4971	27	affected	affect	VBD
37060	4971	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4971	29	life	life	NN
37060	4971	30	on	on	IN
37060	4971	31	a	a	DT
37060	4971	32	daily	daily	JJ
37060	4971	33	basis	basis	NN
37060	4971	34	.	.	.
37060	4972	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4972	2	happened	happen	VBD
37060	4972	3	that	that	IN
37060	4972	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4972	5	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	4972	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4972	7	diet	diet	NN
37060	4972	8	to	to	TO
37060	4972	9	carry	carry	VB
37060	4972	10	on	on	RP
37060	4972	11	until	until	IN
37060	4972	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4972	13	weighed	weigh	VBD
37060	4972	14	115	115	CD
37060	4972	15	pounds	pound	NNS
37060	4972	16	,	,	,
37060	4972	17	at	at	IN
37060	4972	18	which	which	WDT
37060	4972	19	point	point	NN
37060	4972	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4972	21	parents	parent	NNS
37060	4972	22	,	,	,
37060	4972	23	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4972	24	and	and	CC
37060	4972	25	several	several	JJ
37060	4972	26	friends	friend	NNS
37060	4972	27	were	be	VBD
37060	4972	28	truly	truly	RB
37060	4972	29	worried	worried	JJ
37060	4972	30	about	about	IN
37060	4972	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4972	32	thinness	thinness	NN
37060	4972	33	.	.	.
37060	4973	1	Crazy	crazy	JJ
37060	4973	2	though	though	IN
37060	4973	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4973	4	was	be	VBD
37060	4973	5	,	,	,
37060	4973	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4973	7	continued	continue	VBD
37060	4973	8	,	,	,
37060	4973	9	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	4973	10	speaking	speak	VBG
37060	4973	11	,	,	,
37060	4973	12	to	to	TO
37060	4973	13	view	view	VB
37060	4973	14	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4973	15	as	as	IN
37060	4973	16	overweight	overweight	JJ
37060	4973	17	;	;	:
37060	4973	18	rationally	rationally	RB
37060	4973	19	,	,	,
37060	4973	20	however	however	RB
37060	4973	21	,	,	,
37060	4973	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4973	23	knew	know	VBD
37060	4973	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4973	25	was	be	VBD
37060	4973	26	too	too	RB
37060	4973	27	thin	thin	JJ
37060	4973	28	,	,	,
37060	4973	29	and	and	CC
37060	4973	30	not	not	RB
37060	4973	31	desiring	desire	VBG
37060	4973	32	to	to	TO
37060	4973	33	be	be	VB
37060	4973	34	a	a	DT
37060	4973	35	source	source	NN
37060	4973	36	of	of	IN
37060	4973	37	concern	concern	NN
37060	4973	38	for	for	IN
37060	4973	39	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4973	40	loved	love	VBN
37060	4973	41	ones	one	NNS
37060	4973	42	,	,	,
37060	4973	43	decided	decide	VBD
37060	4973	44	the	the	DT
37060	4973	45	diet	diet	NN
37060	4973	46	had	have	VBD
37060	4973	47	proceeded	proceed	VBN
37060	4973	48	long	long	RB
37060	4973	49	enough	enough	RB
37060	4973	50	.	.	.
37060	4974	1	Yes	yes	UH
37060	4974	2	,	,	,
37060	4974	3	the	the	DT
37060	4974	4	diet	diet	NN
37060	4974	5	would	would	MD
37060	4974	6	come	come	VB
37060	4974	7	to	to	IN
37060	4974	8	a	a	DT
37060	4974	9	halt	halt	NN
37060	4974	10	.	.	.
37060	4975	1	However	however	RB
37060	4975	2	,	,	,
37060	4975	3	there	there	EX
37060	4975	4	would	would	MD
37060	4975	5	need	need	VB
37060	4975	6	to	to	TO
37060	4975	7	be	be	VB
37060	4975	8	additional	additional	JJ
37060	4975	9	changes	change	NNS
37060	4975	10	in	in	IN
37060	4975	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4975	12	lifestyle	lifestyle	NN
37060	4975	13	to	to	TO
37060	4975	14	combat	combat	VB
37060	4975	15	the	the	DT
37060	4975	16	underlying	underlie	VBG
37060	4975	17	problem	problem	NN
37060	4975	18	.	.	.
37060	4976	1	Because	because	IN
37060	4976	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4976	3	had	have	VBD
37060	4976	4	allotted	allot	VBN
37060	4976	5	ample	ample	JJ
37060	4976	6	time	time	NN
37060	4976	7	for	for	IN
37060	4976	8	self	self	NN
37060	4976	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	4976	10	observation	observation	NN
37060	4976	11	,	,	,
37060	4976	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4976	13	pin	pin	VBP
37060	4976	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	4976	15	pointed	point	VBD
37060	4976	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4976	17	problem	problem	NN
37060	4976	18	as	as	IN
37060	4976	19	having	have	VBG
37060	4976	20	stemmed	stem	VBN
37060	4976	21	from	from	IN
37060	4976	22	physical	physical	JJ
37060	4976	23	and	and	CC
37060	4976	24	mental	mental	JJ
37060	4976	25	exhaustion	exhaustion	NN
37060	4976	26	.	.	.
37060	4977	1	Also	also	RB
37060	4977	2	to	to	TO
37060	4977	3	blame	blame	VB
37060	4977	4	,	,	,
37060	4977	5	but	but	CC
37060	4977	6	initially	initially	RB
37060	4977	7	less	less	RBR
37060	4977	8	apparent	apparent	JJ
37060	4977	9	,	,	,
37060	4977	10	was	be	VBD
37060	4977	11	an	an	DT
37060	4977	12	evasive	evasive	JJ
37060	4977	13	need	need	NN
37060	4977	14	for	for	IN
37060	4977	15	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	4977	16	and	and	CC
37060	4977	17	personal	personal	JJ
37060	4977	18	time	time	NN
37060	4977	19	.	.	.
37060	4978	1	.	.	.
37060	4979	1	.	.	.
37060	4980	1	which	which	WDT
37060	4980	2	had	have	VBD
37060	4980	3	always	always	RB
37060	4980	4	eluded	elude	VBN
37060	4980	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4980	6	control	control	NN
37060	4980	7	.	.	.
37060	4981	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4981	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4981	3	trapped	trap	VBN
37060	4981	4	between	between	IN
37060	4981	5	asserting	assert	VBG
37060	4981	6	a	a	DT
37060	4981	7	nasty	nasty	JJ
37060	4981	8	declaration	declaration	NN
37060	4981	9	of	of	IN
37060	4981	10	independence	independence	NN
37060	4981	11	and	and	CC
37060	4981	12	submitting	submit	VBG
37060	4981	13	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	4981	14	to	to	IN
37060	4981	15	those	those	DT
37060	4981	16	who	who	WP
37060	4981	17	would	would	MD
37060	4981	18	rule	rule	VB
37060	4981	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4981	20	time	time	NN
37060	4981	21	;	;	:
37060	4981	22	total	total	JJ
37060	4981	23	conqueror	conqueror	NN
37060	4981	24	or	or	CC
37060	4981	25	total	total	JJ
37060	4981	26	prisoner	prisoner	NN
37060	4981	27	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	4981	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4981	29	only	only	JJ
37060	4981	30	alternatives	alternative	NNS
37060	4981	31	,	,	,
37060	4981	32	and	and	CC
37060	4981	33	disliking	dislike	VBG
37060	4981	34	both	both	DT
37060	4981	35	,	,	,
37060	4981	36	ignored	ignore	VBD
37060	4981	37	the	the	DT
37060	4981	38	issue	issue	NN
37060	4981	39	.	.	.
37060	4982	1	Returning	return	VBG
37060	4982	2	to	to	IN
37060	4982	3	the	the	DT
37060	4982	4	more	more	RBR
37060	4982	5	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	4982	6	realm	realm	NN
37060	4982	7	of	of	IN
37060	4982	8	change	change	NN
37060	4982	9	as	as	IN
37060	4982	10	dictated	dictate	VBN
37060	4982	11	by	by	IN
37060	4982	12	exhaustion	exhaustion	NN
37060	4982	13	,	,	,
37060	4982	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4982	15	first	first	JJ
37060	4982	16	act	act	NN
37060	4982	17	of	of	IN
37060	4982	18	healing	healing	NN
37060	4982	19	was	be	VBD
37060	4982	20	to	to	TO
37060	4982	21	quit	quit	VB
37060	4982	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4982	23	job	job	NN
37060	4982	24	.	.	.
37060	4983	1	The	the	DT
37060	4983	2	results	result	NNS
37060	4983	3	were	be	VBD
37060	4983	4	marvelous	marvelous	JJ
37060	4983	5	.	.	.
37060	4984	1	Even	even	RB
37060	4984	2	before	before	IN
37060	4984	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4984	4	was	be	VBD
37060	4984	5	actually	actually	RB
37060	4984	6	through	through	IN
37060	4984	7	working	work	VBG
37060	4984	8	at	at	IN
37060	4984	9	the	the	DT
37060	4984	10	store	store	NN
37060	4984	11	,	,	,
37060	4984	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4984	13	found	find	VBD
37060	4984	14	the	the	DT
37060	4984	15	strain	strain	NN
37060	4984	16	had	have	VBD
37060	4984	17	been	be	VBN
37060	4984	18	lifted	lift	VBN
37060	4984	19	from	from	IN
37060	4984	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4984	21	mind	mind	NN
37060	4984	22	.	.	.
37060	4985	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4985	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4985	3	flooded	flood	VBN
37060	4985	4	with	with	IN
37060	4985	5	relief	relief	NN
37060	4985	6	and	and	CC
37060	4985	7	realized	realize	VBD
37060	4985	8	that	that	IN
37060	4985	9	,	,	,
37060	4985	10	for	for	IN
37060	4985	11	months	month	NNS
37060	4985	12	,	,	,
37060	4985	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4985	14	had	have	VBD
37060	4985	15	not	not	RB
37060	4985	16	emanated	emanate	VBN
37060	4985	17	such	such	JJ
37060	4985	18	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	4985	19	.	.	.
37060	4986	1	Previously	previously	RB
37060	4986	2	,	,	,
37060	4986	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4986	4	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	4986	5	,	,	,
37060	4986	6	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	4986	7	only	only	RB
37060	4986	8	came	come	VBD
37060	4986	9	in	in	IN
37060	4986	10	the	the	DT
37060	4986	11	form	form	NN
37060	4986	12	of	of	IN
37060	4986	13	doing	do	VBG
37060	4986	14	something	something	NN
37060	4986	15	for	for	IN
37060	4986	16	someone	someone	NN
37060	4986	17	else	else	RB
37060	4986	18	.	.	.
37060	4987	1	Thinking	think	VBG
37060	4987	2	about	about	IN
37060	4987	3	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4987	4	brought	bring	VBD
37060	4987	5	a	a	DT
37060	4987	6	sense	sense	NN
37060	4987	7	of	of	IN
37060	4987	8	disgust	disgust	NN
37060	4987	9	and	and	CC
37060	4987	10	the	the	DT
37060	4987	11	need	need	NN
37060	4987	12	to	to	TO
37060	4987	13	deny	deny	VB
37060	4987	14	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4987	15	of	of	IN
37060	4987	16	life	life	NN
37060	4987	17	's	's	POS
37060	4987	18	pleasures	pleasure	NNS
37060	4987	19	.	.	.
37060	4988	1	The	the	DT
37060	4988	2	greatest	great	JJS
37060	4988	3	compliment	compliment	NN
37060	4988	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4988	5	could	could	MD
37060	4988	6	have	have	VB
37060	4988	7	been	be	VBN
37060	4988	8	given	give	VBN
37060	4988	9	at	at	IN
37060	4988	10	that	that	DT
37060	4988	11	time	time	NN
37060	4988	12	was	be	VBD
37060	4988	13	,	,	,
37060	4988	14	"	"	``
37060	4988	15	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4988	16	're	be	VBP
37060	4988	17	so	so	RB
37060	4988	18	skinny	skinny	JJ
37060	4988	19	!	!	.
37060	4988	20	"	"	''
37060	4989	1	If	if	IN
37060	4989	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4989	3	heard	hear	VBD
37060	4989	4	comments	comment	NNS
37060	4989	5	in	in	IN
37060	4989	6	just	just	RB
37060	4989	7	suggesting	suggest	VBG
37060	4989	8	that	that	IN
37060	4989	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4989	10	was	be	VBD
37060	4989	11	in	in	IN
37060	4989	12	any	any	DT
37060	4989	13	way	way	NN
37060	4989	14	overweight	overweight	NN
37060	4989	15	,	,	,
37060	4989	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4989	17	would	would	MD
37060	4989	18	still	still	RB
37060	4989	19	take	take	VB
37060	4989	20	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4989	21	seriously	seriously	RB
37060	4989	22	;	;	:
37060	4989	23	Norm	norm	NN
37060	4989	24	caught	catch	VBD
37060	4989	25	on	on	RP
37060	4989	26	to	to	IN
37060	4989	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4989	28	twisted	twisted	JJ
37060	4989	29	thinking	thinking	NN
37060	4989	30	and	and	CC
37060	4989	31	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	4989	32	began	begin	VBD
37060	4989	33	calling	call	VBG
37060	4989	34	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4989	35	"	"	``
37060	4989	36	Hair	hair	NN
37060	4989	37	-	-	HYPH
37060	4989	38	on	on	IN
37060	4989	39	-	-	HYPH
37060	4989	40	a	a	DT
37060	4989	41	-	-	HYPH
37060	4989	42	stick	stick	NN
37060	4989	43	.	.	.
37060	4989	44	"	"	''
37060	4990	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4990	2	was	be	VBD
37060	4990	3	a	a	DT
37060	4990	4	name	name	NN
37060	4990	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4990	6	loved	love	VBD
37060	4990	7	.	.	.
37060	4991	1	.	.	.
37060	4992	1	.	.	.
37060	4993	1	and	and	CC
37060	4993	2	one	one	CD
37060	4993	3	that	that	WDT
37060	4993	4	aged	age	VBN
37060	4993	5	with	with	IN
37060	4993	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4993	7	,	,	,
37060	4993	8	although	although	IN
37060	4993	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	4993	10	never	never	RB
37060	4993	11	again	again	RB
37060	4993	12	turned	turn	VBD
37060	4993	13	to	to	IN
37060	4993	14	such	such	JJ
37060	4993	15	destructive	destructive	JJ
37060	4993	16	means	mean	NNS
37060	4993	17	of	of	IN
37060	4993	18	abating	abate	VBG
37060	4993	19	depression	depression	NN
37060	4993	20	.	.	.
37060	4994	1	Ode	ode	IN
37060	4994	2	To	to	IN
37060	4994	3	The	the	DT
37060	4994	4	Furnace	Furnace	NNP
37060	4994	5	A	a	DT
37060	4994	6	groan	groan	NN
37060	4994	7	,	,	,
37060	4994	8	A	a	DT
37060	4994	9	rumble	rumble	JJ
37060	4994	10	,	,	,
37060	4994	11	Click	Click	NNP
37060	4994	12	!	!	.
37060	4995	1	Sputter	sputter	NN
37060	4995	2	!	!	.
37060	4995	3	...	...	.
37060	4996	1	Then	then	RB
37060	4996	2	...	...	NFP
37060	4996	3	pop	pop	NN
37060	4996	4	!	!	.
37060	4997	1	The	the	DT
37060	4997	2	furnace	furnace	NN
37060	4997	3	turned	turn	VBD
37060	4997	4	on	on	RP
37060	4997	5	,	,	,
37060	4997	6	But	but	CC
37060	4997	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	4997	8	heart	heart	NN
37060	4997	9	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	4997	10	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	4997	11	!	!	.
37060	4998	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	4998	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	4998	3	January	January	NNP
37060	4998	4	1981	1981	CD
37060	4998	5	Prey	Prey	NNP
37060	4998	6	The	the	DT
37060	4998	7	flight	flight	NN
37060	4998	8	Of	of	IN
37060	4998	9	the	the	DT
37060	4998	10	owl	owl	NN
37060	4998	11	...	...	:
37060	4998	12	Vise	vise	NN
37060	4998	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	4998	14	like	like	JJ
37060	4998	15	talons	talon	NNS
37060	4998	16	Stifle	Stifle	NNP
37060	4998	17	life	life	NN
37060	4998	18	...	...	.
37060	4999	1	The	the	DT
37060	4999	2	ceasing	ceasing	NN
37060	4999	3	of	of	IN
37060	4999	4	breath	breath	NN
37060	4999	5	.	.	.
37060	5000	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	5000	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	5000	3	January	January	NNP
37060	5000	4	1981	1981	CD
37060	5000	5	The	the	DT
37060	5000	6	Endless	Endless	NNP
37060	5000	7	Vigil	Vigil	NNP
37060	5000	8	Step	Step	NNP
37060	5000	9	carefully	carefully	RB
37060	5000	10	,	,	,
37060	5000	11	now	now	RB
37060	5000	12	,	,	,
37060	5000	13	For	for	IN
37060	5000	14	a	a	DT
37060	5000	15	house	house	NN
37060	5000	16	never	never	RB
37060	5000	17	sleeps	sleep	VBZ
37060	5000	18	;	;	:
37060	5000	19	Beware	beware	VB
37060	5000	20	of	of	IN
37060	5000	21	the	the	DT
37060	5000	22	hallway	hallway	NN
37060	5000	23	...	...	.
37060	5001	1	The	the	DT
37060	5001	2	second	second	JJ
37060	5001	3	plank	plank	NN
37060	5001	4	creaks	creak	VBZ
37060	5001	5	!	!	.
37060	5002	1	The	the	DT
37060	5002	2	stairs	stair	NNS
37060	5002	3	to	to	IN
37060	5002	4	the	the	DT
37060	5002	5	basement	basement	NN
37060	5002	6	Will	Will	MD
37060	5002	7	yawn	yawn	VB
37060	5002	8	in	in	IN
37060	5002	9	dismay	dismay	NN
37060	5002	10	At	at	IN
37060	5002	11	the	the	DT
37060	5002	12	touch	touch	NN
37060	5002	13	of	of	IN
37060	5002	14	a	a	DT
37060	5002	15	stranger	stranger	NN
37060	5002	16	Tiptoeing	tiptoe	VBG
37060	5002	17	away	away	RB
37060	5002	18	.	.	.
37060	5003	1	Hush!	hush!	LS
37060	5003	2	...	...	.
37060	5003	3	not	not	RB
37060	5003	4	a	a	DT
37060	5003	5	word	word	NN
37060	5003	6	Near	near	IN
37060	5003	7	the	the	DT
37060	5003	8	southern	southern	JJ
37060	5003	9	most	most	RBS
37060	5003	10	vent	vent	NN
37060	5003	11	...	...	.
37060	5003	12	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5003	13	On	on	IN
37060	5003	14	revealing	reveal	VBG
37060	5003	15	one	one	PRP
37060	5003	16	's	's	POS
37060	5003	17	presence	presence	NN
37060	5003	18	This	this	DT
37060	5003	19	house	house	NN
37060	5003	20	is	be	VBZ
37060	5003	21	bent	bent	JJ
37060	5003	22	!	!	.
37060	5003	23	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5004	1	For	for	IN
37060	5004	2	an	an	DT
37060	5004	3	echoing	echoing	JJ
37060	5004	4	message	message	NN
37060	5004	5	Will	Will	MD
37060	5004	6	rumble	rumble	VB
37060	5004	7	and	and	CC
37060	5004	8	shout	shout	VB
37060	5004	9	;	;	:
37060	5004	10	"	"	``
37060	5004	11	Someone	someone	NN
37060	5004	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	5004	13	here	here	RB
37060	5004	14	,	,	,
37060	5004	15	Of	of	IN
37060	5004	16	this	this	DT
37060	5004	17	there	there	EX
37060	5004	18	's	be	VBZ
37060	5004	19	no	no	DT
37060	5004	20	doubt	doubt	NN
37060	5004	21	!	!	.
37060	5004	22	"	"	''
37060	5005	1	Step	step	NN
37060	5005	2	carefully	carefully	RB
37060	5005	3	,	,	,
37060	5005	4	now	now	RB
37060	5005	5	,	,	,
37060	5005	6	For	for	IN
37060	5005	7	a	a	DT
37060	5005	8	house	house	NN
37060	5005	9	never	never	RB
37060	5005	10	sleeps	sleep	VBZ
37060	5005	11	...	...	.
37060	5006	1	Quietly	quietly	RB
37060	5006	2	whispering	whisper	VBG
37060	5006	3	,	,	,
37060	5006	4	A	a	DT
37060	5006	5	vigil	vigil	NN
37060	5006	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5006	7	keeps	keep	VBZ
37060	5006	8	.	.	.
37060	5007	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	5007	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	5007	3	January	January	NNP
37060	5007	4	27	27	CD
37060	5007	5	,	,	,
37060	5007	6	1981	1981	CD
37060	5007	7	Change	Change	NNP
37060	5007	8	.	.	.
37060	5008	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5008	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	5008	3	too	too	RB
37060	5008	4	simple	simple	JJ
37060	5008	5	to	to	TO
37060	5008	6	be	be	VB
37060	5008	7	the	the	DT
37060	5008	8	cure	cure	NN
37060	5008	9	for	for	IN
37060	5008	10	depression	depression	NN
37060	5008	11	;	;	:
37060	5008	12	nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	5008	13	,	,	,
37060	5008	14	a	a	DT
37060	5008	15	cure	cure	NN
37060	5008	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5008	17	was	be	VBD
37060	5008	18	.	.	.
37060	5009	1	Not	not	RB
37060	5009	2	all	all	DT
37060	5009	3	changes	change	NNS
37060	5009	4	would	would	MD
37060	5009	5	be	be	VB
37060	5009	6	as	as	RB
37060	5009	7	easy	easy	JJ
37060	5009	8	as	as	IN
37060	5009	9	quitting	quit	VBG
37060	5009	10	a	a	DT
37060	5009	11	job	job	NN
37060	5009	12	or	or	CC
37060	5009	13	dropping	drop	VBG
37060	5009	14	a	a	DT
37060	5009	15	class	class	NN
37060	5009	16	;	;	:
37060	5009	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5009	18	would	would	MD
37060	5009	19	not	not	RB
37060	5009	20	allow	allow	VB
37060	5009	21	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5009	22	to	to	TO
37060	5009	23	be	be	VB
37060	5009	24	fooled	fool	VBN
37060	5009	25	by	by	IN
37060	5009	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5009	27	relative	relative	JJ
37060	5009	28	success	success	NN
37060	5009	29	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	5009	30	the	the	DT
37060	5009	31	cessation	cessation	NN
37060	5009	32	of	of	IN
37060	5009	33	dieting	dieting	NN
37060	5009	34	.	.	.
37060	5010	1	Some	some	DT
37060	5010	2	changes	change	NNS
37060	5010	3	,	,	,
37060	5010	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5010	5	realized	realize	VBD
37060	5010	6	,	,	,
37060	5010	7	would	would	MD
37060	5010	8	hurt	hurt	VB
37060	5010	9	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5010	10	and	and	CC
37060	5010	11	others	other	NNS
37060	5010	12	,	,	,
37060	5010	13	and	and	CC
37060	5010	14	these	these	DT
37060	5010	15	were	be	VBD
37060	5010	16	the	the	DT
37060	5010	17	ones	one	NNS
37060	5010	18	that	that	WDT
37060	5010	19	would	would	MD
37060	5010	20	deal	deal	VB
37060	5010	21	with	with	IN
37060	5010	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5010	23	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	5010	24	.	.	.
37060	5011	1	.	.	.
37060	5012	1	.	.	.
37060	5013	1	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5013	2	time	time	NN
37060	5013	3	;	;	:
37060	5013	4	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5013	5	would	would	MD
37060	5013	6	be	be	VB
37060	5013	7	the	the	DT
37060	5013	8	most	most	RBS
37060	5013	9	important	important	JJ
37060	5013	10	changes	change	NNS
37060	5013	11	of	of	IN
37060	5013	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5013	13	life	life	NN
37060	5013	14	,	,	,
37060	5013	15	and	and	CC
37060	5013	16	to	to	TO
37060	5013	17	forever	forever	RB
37060	5013	18	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	5013	19	these	these	DT
37060	5013	20	would	would	MD
37060	5013	21	lock	lock	VB
37060	5013	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5013	23	in	in	IN
37060	5013	24	an	an	DT
37060	5013	25	unhappy	unhappy	JJ
37060	5013	26	state	state	NN
37060	5013	27	of	of	IN
37060	5013	28	being	be	VBG
37060	5013	29	.	.	.
37060	5014	1	One	one	CD
37060	5014	2	day	day	NN
37060	5014	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5014	4	knew	know	VBD
37060	5014	5	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5014	6	would	would	MD
37060	5014	7	be	be	VB
37060	5014	8	faced	face	VBN
37060	5014	9	,	,	,
37060	5014	10	for	for	IN
37060	5014	11	to	to	TO
37060	5014	12	deprive	deprive	VB
37060	5014	13	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5014	14	of	of	IN
37060	5014	15	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	5014	16	would	would	MD
37060	5014	17	be	be	VB
37060	5014	18	a	a	DT
37060	5014	19	deprivation	deprivation	NN
37060	5014	20	of	of	IN
37060	5014	21	growth	growth	NN
37060	5014	22	,	,	,
37060	5014	23	and	and	CC
37060	5014	24	life	life	NN
37060	5014	25	without	without	IN
37060	5014	26	growth	growth	NN
37060	5014	27	would	would	MD
37060	5014	28	be	be	VB
37060	5014	29	worse	bad	JJR
37060	5014	30	than	than	IN
37060	5014	31	death	death	NN
37060	5014	32	.	.	.
37060	5015	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	5015	2	,	,	,
37060	5015	3	before	before	IN
37060	5015	4	growth	growth	NN
37060	5015	5	's	's	POS
37060	5015	6	stagnation	stagnation	NN
37060	5015	7	,	,	,
37060	5015	8	change	change	NN
37060	5015	9	.	.	.
37060	5016	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	5017	1	15	15	CD
37060	5017	2	,	,	,
37060	5017	3	1981	1981	CD
37060	5017	4	...	...	.
37060	5018	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5018	2	can	can	MD
37060	5018	3	live	live	VB
37060	5018	4	,	,	,
37060	5018	5	love	love	VB
37060	5018	6	and	and	CC
37060	5018	7	laugh	laugh	VB
37060	5018	8	because	because	IN
37060	5018	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5018	10	have	have	VBP
37060	5018	11	known	know	VBN
37060	5018	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5018	13	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	5018	14	;	;	:
37060	5018	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5018	16	have	have	VBP
37060	5018	17	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	5018	18	ecstasy	ecstasy	NN
37060	5018	19	as	as	RB
37060	5018	20	well	well	RB
37060	5018	21	as	as	IN
37060	5018	22	depression	depression	NN
37060	5018	23	.	.	.
37060	5019	1	Serenity	Serenity	NNP
37060	5019	2	,	,	,
37060	5019	3	though	though	RB
37060	5019	4	,	,	,
37060	5019	5	lies	lie	VBZ
37060	5019	6	midway	midway	RB
37060	5019	7	between	between	IN
37060	5019	8	the	the	DT
37060	5019	9	high	high	JJ
37060	5019	10	and	and	CC
37060	5019	11	the	the	DT
37060	5019	12	low	low	JJ
37060	5019	13	.	.	.
37060	5020	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5020	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5020	3	staring	stare	VBG
37060	5020	4	thoughtfully	thoughtfully	RB
37060	5020	5	through	through	IN
37060	5020	6	the	the	DT
37060	5020	7	windshield	windshield	NN
37060	5020	8	.	.	.
37060	5021	1	"	"	``
37060	5021	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5021	3	think	think	VBP
37060	5021	4	maybe	maybe	RB
37060	5021	5	the	the	DT
37060	5021	6	reason	reason	NN
37060	5021	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5021	8	ca	can	MD
37060	5021	9	n't	not	RB
37060	5021	10	make	make	VB
37060	5021	11	decisions	decision	NNS
37060	5021	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	5021	13	because	because	IN
37060	5021	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5021	15	lack	lack	VBP
37060	5021	16	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	5021	17	,	,	,
37060	5021	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5021	19	guess	guess	VBP
37060	5021	20	.	.	.
37060	5021	21	"	"	''
37060	5022	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	5022	2	glanced	glance	VBD
37060	5022	3	over	over	RP
37060	5022	4	at	at	IN
37060	5022	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5022	6	from	from	IN
37060	5022	7	the	the	DT
37060	5022	8	driver	driver	NN
37060	5022	9	's	's	POS
37060	5022	10	seat	seat	NN
37060	5022	11	,	,	,
37060	5022	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5022	13	eyebrows	eyebrow	NNS
37060	5022	14	punctuating	punctuate	VBG
37060	5022	15	a	a	DT
37060	5022	16	look	look	NN
37060	5022	17	of	of	IN
37060	5022	18	disbelief	disbelief	NN
37060	5022	19	.	.	.
37060	5023	1	"	"	``
37060	5023	2	Man	man	NN
37060	5023	3	,	,	,
37060	5023	4	"	"	''
37060	5023	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5023	6	said	say	VBD
37060	5023	7	,	,	,
37060	5023	8	"	"	``
37060	5023	9	That	that	DT
37060	5023	10	's	be	VBZ
37060	5023	11	great	great	JJ
37060	5023	12	!	!	.
37060	5023	13	"	"	''
37060	5024	1	enjoying	enjoy	VBG
37060	5024	2	the	the	DT
37060	5024	3	moment	moment	NN
37060	5024	4	to	to	IN
37060	5024	5	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5024	6	fullest	full	JJS
37060	5024	7	.	.	.
37060	5025	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5025	2	statement	statement	NN
37060	5025	3	had	have	VBD
37060	5025	4	rolled	roll	VBN
37060	5025	5	from	from	IN
37060	5025	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5025	7	lips	lip	NNS
37060	5025	8	with	with	IN
37060	5025	9	unflinching	unflinche	VBG
37060	5025	10	honesty	honesty	NN
37060	5025	11	.	.	.
37060	5026	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5026	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5026	3	a	a	DT
37060	5026	4	gut	gut	NN
37060	5026	5	analysis	analysis	NN
37060	5026	6	,	,	,
37060	5026	7	a	a	DT
37060	5026	8	spontaneous	spontaneous	JJ
37060	5026	9	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	5026	10	that	that	WDT
37060	5026	11	could	could	MD
37060	5026	12	not	not	RB
37060	5026	13	be	be	VB
37060	5026	14	retracted	retract	VBN
37060	5026	15	once	once	RB
37060	5026	16	spun	spin	VBN
37060	5026	17	into	into	IN
37060	5026	18	words	word	NNS
37060	5026	19	.	.	.
37060	5027	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5027	2	shook	shake	VBD
37060	5027	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5027	4	head	head	NN
37060	5027	5	.	.	.
37060	5028	1	"	"	``
37060	5028	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5028	3	's	be	VBZ
37060	5028	4	pretty	pretty	RB
37060	5028	5	pathetic	pathetic	JJ
37060	5028	6	,	,	,
37060	5028	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	5028	8	n't	not	RB
37060	5028	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5028	10	?	?	.
37060	5028	11	"	"	''
37060	5029	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5029	2	laughed	laugh	VBD
37060	5029	3	.	.	.
37060	5030	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5030	2	became	become	VBD
37060	5030	3	the	the	DT
37060	5030	4	joke	joke	NN
37060	5030	5	of	of	IN
37060	5030	6	the	the	DT
37060	5030	7	month	month	NN
37060	5030	8	between	between	IN
37060	5030	9	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5030	10	,	,	,
37060	5030	11	made	make	VBD
37060	5030	12	more	more	RBR
37060	5030	13	humorous	humorous	JJ
37060	5030	14	by	by	IN
37060	5030	15	the	the	DT
37060	5030	16	fact	fact	NN
37060	5030	17	that	that	IN
37060	5030	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5030	19	was	be	VBD
37060	5030	20	true	true	JJ
37060	5030	21	.	.	.
37060	5031	1	For	for	IN
37060	5031	2	the	the	DT
37060	5031	3	most	most	JJS
37060	5031	4	part	part	NN
37060	5031	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5031	6	was	be	VBD
37060	5031	7	able	able	JJ
37060	5031	8	to	to	TO
37060	5031	9	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	5031	10	life	life	NN
37060	5031	11	after	after	IN
37060	5031	12	quitting	quit	VBG
37060	5031	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5031	14	job	job	NN
37060	5031	15	.	.	.
37060	5032	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5032	2	anorexic	anorexic	JJ
37060	5032	3	tendencies	tendency	NNS
37060	5032	4	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	5032	5	disappeared	disappear	VBD
37060	5032	6	and	and	CC
37060	5032	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5032	8	turned	turn	VBD
37060	5032	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5032	10	attention	attention	NN
37060	5032	11	away	away	RB
37060	5032	12	from	from	IN
37060	5032	13	food	food	NN
37060	5032	14	.	.	.
37060	5033	1	School	school	NN
37060	5033	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5033	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5033	4	only	only	JJ
37060	5033	5	real	real	JJ
37060	5033	6	obligation	obligation	NN
37060	5033	7	,	,	,
37060	5033	8	and	and	CC
37060	5033	9	though	though	IN
37060	5033	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5033	11	applied	apply	VBD
37060	5033	12	more	more	JJR
37060	5033	13	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	5033	14	to	to	IN
37060	5033	15	various	various	JJ
37060	5033	16	assignments	assignment	NNS
37060	5033	17	than	than	IN
37060	5033	18	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5033	19	was	be	VBD
37060	5033	20	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	5033	21	,	,	,
37060	5033	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5033	23	was	be	VBD
37060	5033	24	satisfied	satisfied	JJ
37060	5033	25	with	with	IN
37060	5033	26	the	the	DT
37060	5033	27	final	final	JJ
37060	5033	28	results	result	NNS
37060	5033	29	because	because	IN
37060	5033	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5033	31	knew	know	VBD
37060	5033	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5033	33	had	have	VBD
37060	5033	34	done	do	VBN
37060	5033	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5033	36	best	good	JJS
37060	5033	37	.	.	.
37060	5034	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5034	2	found	find	VBD
37060	5034	3	that	that	IN
37060	5034	4	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5034	5	subjects	subject	NNS
37060	5034	6	made	make	VBD
37060	5034	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5034	8	come	come	VB
37060	5034	9	alive	alive	JJ
37060	5034	10	with	with	IN
37060	5034	11	interest	interest	NN
37060	5034	12	,	,	,
37060	5034	13	and	and	CC
37060	5034	14	while	while	IN
37060	5034	15	self	self	NN
37060	5034	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	5034	17	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	5034	18	remained	remain	VBD
37060	5034	19	low	low	JJ
37060	5034	20	,	,	,
37060	5034	21	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	5034	22	in	in	IN
37060	5034	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5034	24	school	school	NN
37060	5034	25	work	work	NN
37060	5034	26	increased	increase	VBD
37060	5034	27	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	5034	28	.	.	.
37060	5035	1	Occasionally	occasionally	RB
37060	5035	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5035	3	dueled	duel	VBD
37060	5035	4	with	with	IN
37060	5035	5	guilty	guilty	JJ
37060	5035	6	qualms	qualm	NNS
37060	5035	7	when	when	WRB
37060	5035	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5035	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5035	10	indulging	indulge	VBG
37060	5035	11	in	in	IN
37060	5035	12	recreational	recreational	JJ
37060	5035	13	activities	activity	NNS
37060	5035	14	because	because	IN
37060	5035	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5035	16	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	5035	17	if	if	IN
37060	5035	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5035	19	had	have	VBD
37060	5035	20	studied	study	VBN
37060	5035	21	enough	enough	RB
37060	5035	22	.	.	.
37060	5036	1	Rhetorically	rhetorically	RB
37060	5036	2	speaking	speak	VBG
37060	5036	3	,	,	,
37060	5036	4	however	however	RB
37060	5036	5	,	,	,
37060	5036	6	by	by	IN
37060	5036	7	what	what	WDT
37060	5036	8	measure	measure	NN
37060	5036	9	and	and	CC
37060	5036	10	under	under	IN
37060	5036	11	whose	whose	WP$
37060	5036	12	authority	authority	NN
37060	5036	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	5036	14	"	"	``
37060	5036	15	enough	enough	JJ
37060	5036	16	"	"	''
37060	5036	17	determined	determined	JJ
37060	5036	18	?	?	.
37060	5037	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	5037	2	,	,	,
37060	5037	3	more	more	JJR
37060	5037	4	than	than	IN
37060	5037	5	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	5037	6	,	,	,
37060	5037	7	helped	help	VBD
37060	5037	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5037	9	to	to	TO
37060	5037	10	see	see	VB
37060	5037	11	the	the	DT
37060	5037	12	necessity	necessity	NN
37060	5037	13	of	of	IN
37060	5037	14	"	"	``
37060	5037	15	letting	let	VBG
37060	5037	16	go	go	VB
37060	5037	17	"	"	''
37060	5037	18	.	.	.
37060	5038	1	.	.	.
37060	5039	1	.	.	.
37060	5040	1	of	of	IN
37060	5040	2	saying	say	VBG
37060	5040	3	,	,	,
37060	5040	4	"	"	``
37060	5040	5	enough	enough	RB
37060	5040	6	!	!	.
37060	5040	7	"	"	''
37060	5041	1	and	and	CC
37060	5041	2	turning	turn	VBG
37060	5041	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5041	4	back	back	NN
37060	5041	5	.	.	.
37060	5042	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5042	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5042	3	little	little	JJ
37060	5042	4	obligation	obligation	NN
37060	5042	5	which	which	WDT
37060	5042	6	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	5042	7	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5042	8	to	to	TO
37060	5042	9	do	do	VB
37060	5042	10	as	as	IN
37060	5042	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5042	12	wished	wish	VBD
37060	5042	13	;	;	:
37060	5042	14	when	when	WRB
37060	5042	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5042	16	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5042	17	well	well	NN
37060	5042	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	5042	19	being	being	NN
37060	5042	20	was	be	VBD
37060	5042	21	at	at	IN
37060	5042	22	stake	stake	NN
37060	5042	23	,	,	,
37060	5042	24	few	few	JJ
37060	5042	25	people	people	NNS
37060	5042	26	could	could	MD
37060	5042	27	alter	alter	VB
37060	5042	28	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5042	29	stance	stance	NN
37060	5042	30	.	.	.
37060	5043	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5043	2	spent	spend	VBD
37060	5043	3	time	time	NN
37060	5043	4	as	as	IN
37060	5043	5	,	,	,
37060	5043	6	and	and	CC
37060	5043	7	with	with	IN
37060	5043	8	whom	whom	WP
37060	5043	9	,	,	,
37060	5043	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5043	11	desired	desire	VBD
37060	5043	12	.	.	.
37060	5044	1	If	if	IN
37060	5044	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5044	3	chose	choose	VBD
37060	5044	4	to	to	TO
37060	5044	5	be	be	VB
37060	5044	6	alone	alone	JJ
37060	5044	7	,	,	,
37060	5044	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5044	9	made	make	VBD
37060	5044	10	sure	sure	JJ
37060	5044	11	no	no	DT
37060	5044	12	one	one	NN
37060	5044	13	interfered	interfere	VBD
37060	5044	14	with	with	IN
37060	5044	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5044	16	intention	intention	NN
37060	5044	17	.	.	.
37060	5045	1	At	at	IN
37060	5045	2	times	times	NNP
37060	5045	3	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	5045	4	's	's	POS
37060	5045	5	reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	5045	6	unintentionally	unintentionally	RB
37060	5045	7	hurt	hurt	VBD
37060	5045	8	the	the	DT
37060	5045	9	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	5045	10	of	of	IN
37060	5045	11	others	other	NNS
37060	5045	12	,	,	,
37060	5045	13	yet	yet	CC
37060	5045	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5045	15	sanity	sanity	NN
37060	5045	16	remained	remain	VBD
37060	5045	17	intact	intact	JJ
37060	5045	18	;	;	:
37060	5045	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5045	20	knew	know	VBD
37060	5045	21	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5045	22	limits	limit	NNS
37060	5045	23	,	,	,
37060	5045	24	and	and	CC
37060	5045	25	made	make	VBD
37060	5045	26	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5045	27	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5045	28	were	be	VBD
37060	5045	29	never	never	RB
37060	5045	30	reached	reach	VBN
37060	5045	31	.	.	.
37060	5046	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5046	2	,	,	,
37060	5046	3	on	on	IN
37060	5046	4	the	the	DT
37060	5046	5	other	other	JJ
37060	5046	6	hand	hand	NN
37060	5046	7	,	,	,
37060	5046	8	would	would	MD
37060	5046	9	plow	plow	VB
37060	5046	10	headlong	headlong	RB
37060	5046	11	into	into	IN
37060	5046	12	a	a	DT
37060	5046	13	doubtful	doubtful	JJ
37060	5046	14	situation	situation	NN
37060	5046	15	at	at	IN
37060	5046	16	the	the	DT
37060	5046	17	expense	expense	NN
37060	5046	18	of	of	IN
37060	5046	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5046	20	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5046	21	well	well	NN
37060	5046	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	5046	23	being	being	NN
37060	5046	24	,	,	,
37060	5046	25	to	to	TO
37060	5046	26	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	5046	27	hurting	hurt	VBG
37060	5046	28	another	another	DT
37060	5046	29	individual	individual	NN
37060	5046	30	's	's	POS
37060	5046	31	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	5046	32	.	.	.
37060	5047	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5047	2	would	would	MD
37060	5047	3	endure	endure	VB
37060	5047	4	intolerable	intolerable	JJ
37060	5047	5	people	people	NNS
37060	5047	6	and	and	CC
37060	5047	7	ready	ready	JJ
37060	5047	8	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5047	9	for	for	IN
37060	5047	10	the	the	DT
37060	5047	11	asylum	asylum	NN
37060	5047	12	,	,	,
37060	5047	13	while	while	IN
37060	5047	14	the	the	DT
37060	5047	15	person	person	NN
37060	5047	16	rattled	rattle	VBD
37060	5047	17	on	on	RP
37060	5047	18	and	and	CC
37060	5047	19	thought	think	VBD
37060	5047	20	well	well	UH
37060	5047	21	of	of	IN
37060	5047	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5047	23	.	.	.
37060	5048	1	After	after	IN
37060	5048	2	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5048	3	or	or	CC
37060	5048	4	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5048	5	departure	departure	NN
37060	5048	6	,	,	,
37060	5048	7	Norm	norm	NN
37060	5048	8	would	would	MD
37060	5048	9	be	be	VB
37060	5048	10	responsible	responsible	JJ
37060	5048	11	for	for	IN
37060	5048	12	finding	find	VBG
37060	5048	13	a	a	DT
37060	5048	14	putty	putty	NN
37060	5048	15	knife	knife	NN
37060	5048	16	and	and	CC
37060	5048	17	scraping	scrape	VBG
37060	5048	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5048	19	off	off	IN
37060	5048	20	the	the	DT
37060	5048	21	ceiling	ceiling	NN
37060	5048	22	.	.	.
37060	5049	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5049	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5049	3	no	no	DT
37060	5049	4	secret	secret	NN
37060	5049	5	between	between	IN
37060	5049	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5049	7	and	and	CC
37060	5049	8	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5049	9	that	that	IN
37060	5049	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5049	11	despised	despise	VBD
37060	5049	12	a	a	DT
37060	5049	13	fight	fight	NN
37060	5049	14	.	.	.
37060	5050	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5050	2	controlled	control	VBD
37060	5050	3	anger	anger	NN
37060	5050	4	with	with	IN
37060	5050	5	a	a	DT
37060	5050	6	fervor	fervor	NN
37060	5050	7	,	,	,
37060	5050	8	frightened	frighten	VBD
37060	5050	9	that	that	IN
37060	5050	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5050	11	could	could	MD
37060	5050	12	not	not	RB
37060	5050	13	defend	defend	VB
37060	5050	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5050	15	position	position	NN
37060	5050	16	if	if	IN
37060	5050	17	the	the	DT
37060	5050	18	recipient	recipient	NN
37060	5050	19	of	of	IN
37060	5050	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5050	21	vehemence	vehemence	NN
37060	5050	22	chose	choose	VBD
37060	5050	23	to	to	TO
37060	5050	24	see	see	VB
37060	5050	25	red	red	NN
37060	5050	26	.	.	.
37060	5051	1	Quite	quite	RB
37060	5051	2	removed	remove	VBN
37060	5051	3	from	from	IN
37060	5051	4	anger	anger	NN
37060	5051	5	,	,	,
37060	5051	6	though	though	RB
37060	5051	7	,	,	,
37060	5051	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5051	9	could	could	MD
37060	5051	10	not	not	RB
37060	5051	11	even	even	RB
37060	5051	12	wage	wage	VB
37060	5051	13	a	a	DT
37060	5051	14	modest	modest	JJ
37060	5051	15	war	war	NN
37060	5051	16	against	against	IN
37060	5051	17	the	the	DT
37060	5051	18	persuasive	persuasive	JJ
37060	5051	19	tactics	tactic	NNS
37060	5051	20	of	of	IN
37060	5051	21	those	those	DT
37060	5051	22	who	who	WP
37060	5051	23	would	would	MD
37060	5051	24	pirate	pirate	VB
37060	5051	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5051	26	wish	wish	NN
37060	5051	27	for	for	IN
37060	5051	28	solitude	solitude	NNP
37060	5051	29	or	or	CC
37060	5051	30	guarantee	guarantee	VB
37060	5051	31	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5051	32	"	"	``
37060	5051	33	equal	equal	JJ
37060	5051	34	"	"	''
37060	5051	35	time	time	NN
37060	5051	36	in	in	IN
37060	5051	37	a	a	DT
37060	5051	38	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	5051	39	;	;	:
37060	5051	40	if	if	IN
37060	5051	41	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5051	42	was	be	VBD
37060	5051	43	not	not	RB
37060	5051	44	blessed	bless	VBN
37060	5051	45	with	with	IN
37060	5051	46	a	a	DT
37060	5051	47	fair	fair	JJ
37060	5051	48	companion	companion	NN
37060	5051	49	,	,	,
37060	5051	50	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5051	51	desire	desire	NN
37060	5051	52	to	to	TO
37060	5051	53	spend	spend	VB
37060	5051	54	time	time	NN
37060	5051	55	alone	alone	RB
37060	5051	56	was	be	VBD
37060	5051	57	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	5051	58	respected	respect	VBN
37060	5051	59	and	and	CC
37060	5051	60	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5051	61	views	view	NNS
37060	5051	62	were	be	VBD
37060	5051	63	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	5051	64	heard	hear	VBN
37060	5051	65	.	.	.
37060	5052	1	How	how	WRB
37060	5052	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5052	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5052	4	possible	possible	JJ
37060	5052	5	to	to	TO
37060	5052	6	say	say	VB
37060	5052	7	"	"	``
37060	5052	8	no	no	UH
37060	5052	9	"	"	''
37060	5052	10	without	without	IN
37060	5052	11	being	be	VBG
37060	5052	12	hounded	hound	VBN
37060	5052	13	until	until	IN
37060	5052	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5052	15	response	response	NN
37060	5052	16	was	be	VBD
37060	5052	17	"	"	``
37060	5052	18	yes	yes	UH
37060	5052	19	"	"	''
37060	5052	20	?	?	.
37060	5052	21	.	.	.
37060	5053	1	.	.	.
37060	5054	1	.or	.or	NFP
37060	5054	2	claim	claim	VBP
37060	5054	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5054	4	share	share	NN
37060	5054	5	of	of	IN
37060	5054	6	the	the	DT
37060	5054	7	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	5054	8	without	without	IN
37060	5054	9	rudely	rudely	RB
37060	5054	10	interrupting	interrupt	VBG
37060	5054	11	with	with	IN
37060	5054	12	,	,	,
37060	5054	13	"	"	``
37060	5054	14	shut	shut	VB
37060	5054	15	up	up	RP
37060	5054	16	!	!	.
37060	5054	17	"	"	''
37060	5054	18	?	?	.
37060	5054	19	...	...	.
37060	5055	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5055	2	hated	hate	VBD
37060	5055	3	to	to	TO
37060	5055	4	hurt	hurt	VB
37060	5055	5	people	people	NNS
37060	5055	6	;	;	:
37060	5055	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5055	8	once	once	RB
37060	5055	9	had	have	VBD
37060	5055	10	a	a	DT
37060	5055	11	hard	hard	JJ
37060	5055	12	time	time	NN
37060	5055	13	hanging	hang	VBG
37060	5055	14	up	up	RP
37060	5055	15	on	on	IN
37060	5055	16	a	a	DT
37060	5055	17	prank	prank	JJ
37060	5055	18	phone	phone	NN
37060	5055	19	call	call	NN
37060	5055	20	.	.	.
37060	5056	1	Nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	5056	2	,	,	,
37060	5056	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5056	4	knew	know	VBD
37060	5056	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5056	6	was	be	VBD
37060	5056	7	still	still	RB
37060	5056	8	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	5056	9	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	5056	10	,	,	,
37060	5056	11	and	and	CC
37060	5056	12	until	until	IN
37060	5056	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5056	14	was	be	VBD
37060	5056	15	able	able	JJ
37060	5056	16	to	to	TO
37060	5056	17	defeat	defeat	VB
37060	5056	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5056	19	lack	lack	NN
37060	5056	20	of	of	IN
37060	5056	21	aggression	aggression	NN
37060	5056	22	,	,	,
37060	5056	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5056	24	would	would	MD
37060	5056	25	continue	continue	VB
37060	5056	26	to	to	TO
37060	5056	27	be	be	VB
37060	5056	28	haunted	haunt	VBN
37060	5056	29	by	by	IN
37060	5056	30	the	the	DT
37060	5056	31	weakness	weakness	NN
37060	5056	32	and	and	CC
37060	5056	33	resent	resent	VB
37060	5056	34	those	those	DT
37060	5056	35	who	who	WP
37060	5056	36	dexterously	dexterously	RB
37060	5056	37	wielded	wield	VBD
37060	5056	38	the	the	DT
37060	5056	39	power	power	NN
37060	5056	40	of	of	IN
37060	5056	41	persuasion	persuasion	NN
37060	5056	42	over	over	IN
37060	5056	43	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5056	44	head	head	NN
37060	5056	45	.	.	.
37060	5057	1	During	during	IN
37060	5057	2	a	a	DT
37060	5057	3	sociology	sociology	NN
37060	5057	4	course	course	NN
37060	5057	5	based	base	VBN
37060	5057	6	on	on	IN
37060	5057	7	the	the	DT
37060	5057	8	family	family	NN
37060	5057	9	,	,	,
37060	5057	10	students	student	NNS
37060	5057	11	were	be	VBD
37060	5057	12	given	give	VBN
37060	5057	13	various	various	JJ
37060	5057	14	choices	choice	NNS
37060	5057	15	for	for	IN
37060	5057	16	extended	extended	JJ
37060	5057	17	study	study	NN
37060	5057	18	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	5057	19	those	those	DT
37060	5057	20	areas	area	NNS
37060	5057	21	covered	cover	VBN
37060	5057	22	in	in	IN
37060	5057	23	the	the	DT
37060	5057	24	classroom	classroom	NN
37060	5057	25	discussions	discussion	NNS
37060	5057	26	and	and	CC
37060	5057	27	book	book	NN
37060	5057	28	reading	reading	NN
37060	5057	29	.	.	.
37060	5058	1	Because	because	IN
37060	5058	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5058	3	loved	love	VBD
37060	5058	4	to	to	TO
37060	5058	5	write	write	VB
37060	5058	6	,	,	,
37060	5058	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5058	8	decided	decide	VBD
37060	5058	9	to	to	TO
37060	5058	10	keep	keep	VB
37060	5058	11	a	a	DT
37060	5058	12	journal	journal	NN
37060	5058	13	of	of	IN
37060	5058	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5058	15	personal	personal	JJ
37060	5058	16	views	view	NNS
37060	5058	17	on	on	IN
37060	5058	18	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	5058	19	.	.	.
37060	5059	1	As	as	IN
37060	5059	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5059	3	had	have	VBD
37060	5059	4	previously	previously	RB
37060	5059	5	discovered	discover	VBN
37060	5059	6	,	,	,
37060	5059	7	writing	writing	NN
37060	5059	8	helped	help	VBD
37060	5059	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5059	10	to	to	TO
37060	5059	11	clarify	clarify	VB
37060	5059	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5059	13	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	5059	14	in	in	IN
37060	5059	15	a	a	DT
37060	5059	16	logical	logical	JJ
37060	5059	17	and	and	CC
37060	5059	18	systematic	systematic	JJ
37060	5059	19	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	5059	20	;	;	:
37060	5059	21	knowing	know	VBG
37060	5059	22	this	this	DT
37060	5059	23	,	,	,
37060	5059	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5059	25	looked	look	VBD
37060	5059	26	upon	upon	IN
37060	5059	27	the	the	DT
37060	5059	28	assignment	assignment	NN
37060	5059	29	quite	quite	RB
37060	5059	30	favorably	favorably	RB
37060	5059	31	.	.	.
37060	5060	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5060	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5060	3	been	be	VBN
37060	5060	4	some	some	DT
37060	5060	5	time	time	NN
37060	5060	6	since	since	IN
37060	5060	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5060	8	had	have	VBD
37060	5060	9	last	last	RB
37060	5060	10	spilled	spill	VBN
37060	5060	11	the	the	DT
37060	5060	12	contents	content	NNS
37060	5060	13	of	of	IN
37060	5060	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5060	15	mind	mind	NN
37060	5060	16	onto	onto	IN
37060	5060	17	paper	paper	NN
37060	5060	18	,	,	,
37060	5060	19	and	and	CC
37060	5060	20	an	an	DT
37060	5060	21	assignment	assignment	NN
37060	5060	22	dictating	dictating	NN
37060	5060	23	that	that	WDT
37060	5060	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5060	25	do	do	VBP
37060	5060	26	so	so	RB
37060	5060	27	granted	grant	VBD
37060	5060	28	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5060	29	the	the	DT
37060	5060	30	time	time	NN
37060	5060	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5060	32	needed	need	VBD
37060	5060	33	to	to	TO
37060	5060	34	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	5060	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5060	36	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	5060	37	in	in	IN
37060	5060	38	depth	depth	NN
37060	5060	39	and	and	CC
37060	5060	40	reflect	reflect	VB
37060	5060	41	on	on	IN
37060	5060	42	personal	personal	JJ
37060	5060	43	experiences	experience	NNS
37060	5060	44	and	and	CC
37060	5060	45	observations	observation	NNS
37060	5060	46	.	.	.
37060	5061	1	This	this	DT
37060	5061	2	assignment	assignment	NN
37060	5061	3	would	would	MD
37060	5061	4	be	be	VB
37060	5061	5	no	no	DT
37060	5061	6	waste	waste	NN
37060	5061	7	of	of	IN
37060	5061	8	time	time	NN
37060	5061	9	.	.	.
37060	5062	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5062	2	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	5062	3	ventured	venture	VBD
37060	5062	4	anywhere	anywhere	RB
37060	5062	5	without	without	IN
37060	5062	6	a	a	DT
37060	5062	7	note	note	NN
37060	5062	8	pad	pad	NN
37060	5062	9	and	and	CC
37060	5062	10	pen	pen	VB
37060	5062	11	.	.	.
37060	5063	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5063	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5063	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5063	4	enlightened	enlighten	VBN
37060	5063	5	by	by	IN
37060	5063	6	relevant	relevant	JJ
37060	5063	7	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	5063	8	or	or	CC
37060	5063	9	glimpsed	glimpse	VBN
37060	5063	10	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	5063	11	that	that	WDT
37060	5063	12	pertained	pertain	VBD
37060	5063	13	to	to	IN
37060	5063	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5063	15	journal	journal	NN
37060	5063	16	entries	entry	NNS
37060	5063	17	,	,	,
37060	5063	18	the	the	DT
37060	5063	19	note	note	NN
37060	5063	20	pad	pad	NN
37060	5063	21	would	would	MD
37060	5063	22	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	5063	23	appear	appear	VB
37060	5063	24	and	and	CC
37060	5063	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5063	26	would	would	MD
37060	5063	27	scrawl	scrawl	VB
37060	5063	28	viciously	viciously	RB
37060	5063	29	until	until	IN
37060	5063	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5063	31	had	have	VBD
37060	5063	32	captured	capture	VBN
37060	5063	33	the	the	DT
37060	5063	34	idea	idea	NN
37060	5063	35	in	in	IN
37060	5063	36	permanent	permanent	JJ
37060	5063	37	ink	ink	NN
37060	5063	38	.	.	.
37060	5064	1	Soon	soon	RB
37060	5064	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5064	3	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	5064	4	a	a	DT
37060	5064	5	hoard	hoard	NN
37060	5064	6	of	of	IN
37060	5064	7	ideas	idea	NNS
37060	5064	8	and	and	CC
37060	5064	9	encapsulated	encapsulate	VBN
37060	5064	10	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	5064	11	which	which	WDT
37060	5064	12	would	would	MD
37060	5064	13	serve	serve	VB
37060	5064	14	to	to	TO
37060	5064	15	fuel	fuel	VB
37060	5064	16	the	the	DT
37060	5064	17	concepts	concept	NNS
37060	5064	18	expressed	express	VBN
37060	5064	19	in	in	IN
37060	5064	20	the	the	DT
37060	5064	21	journal	journal	NN
37060	5064	22	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5064	23	.	.	.
37060	5065	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	5065	2	181	181	CD
37060	5065	3	Essay	Essay	NNP
37060	5065	4	:	:	:
37060	5065	5	Views	view	NNS
37060	5065	6	on	on	IN
37060	5065	7	Choice	Choice	NNP
37060	5065	8	"	"	''
37060	5065	9	.	.	.
37060	5066	1	.	.	.
37060	5067	1	.	.	.
37060	5068	1	one	one	CD
37060	5068	2	's	's	POS
37060	5068	3	self	self	NN
37060	5068	4	can	can	MD
37060	5068	5	be	be	VB
37060	5068	6	either	either	CC
37060	5068	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5068	8	best	good	JJS
37060	5068	9	friend	friend	NN
37060	5068	10	or	or	CC
37060	5068	11	in	in	IN
37060	5068	12	selfishness	selfishness	NN
37060	5068	13	,	,	,
37060	5068	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5068	15	worst	bad	JJS
37060	5068	16	enemy	enemy	NN
37060	5068	17	.	.	.
37060	5068	18	"	"	''
37060	5069	1	VIEWS	VIEWS	NNP
37060	5069	2	ON	ON	NNP
37060	5069	3	CHOICE	choice	NN
37060	5069	4	The	the	DT
37060	5069	5	normal	normal	JJ
37060	5069	6	human	human	JJ
37060	5069	7	mind	mind	NN
37060	5069	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	5069	9	to	to	TO
37060	5069	10	be	be	VB
37060	5069	11	used	use	VBN
37060	5069	12	;	;	:
37060	5069	13	primarily	primarily	RB
37060	5069	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5069	15	allows	allow	VBZ
37060	5069	16	man	man	NN
37060	5069	17	to	to	TO
37060	5069	18	survive	survive	VB
37060	5069	19	.	.	.
37060	5070	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5070	2	then	then	RB
37060	5070	3	allows	allow	VBZ
37060	5070	4	an	an	DT
37060	5070	5	immense	immense	JJ
37060	5070	6	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	5070	7	for	for	IN
37060	5070	8	growth	growth	NN
37060	5070	9	,	,	,
37060	5070	10	and	and	CC
37060	5070	11	a	a	DT
37060	5070	12	definition	definition	NN
37060	5070	13	of	of	IN
37060	5070	14	values	value	NNS
37060	5070	15	toward	toward	IN
37060	5070	16	compatible	compatible	JJ
37060	5070	17	co	co	NN
37060	5070	18	-	-	NN
37060	5070	19	existence	existence	NN
37060	5070	20	.	.	.
37060	5071	1	A	a	DT
37060	5071	2	child	child	NN
37060	5071	3	grows	grow	VBZ
37060	5071	4	to	to	IN
37060	5071	5	adulthood	adulthood	NN
37060	5071	6	,	,	,
37060	5071	7	and	and	CC
37060	5071	8	similarly	similarly	RB
37060	5071	9	,	,	,
37060	5071	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5071	11	brain	brain	NN
37060	5071	12	and	and	CC
37060	5071	13	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	5071	14	are	be	VBP
37060	5071	15	able	able	JJ
37060	5071	16	to	to	TO
37060	5071	17	mature	mature	VB
37060	5071	18	;	;	:
37060	5071	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5071	20	can	can	MD
37060	5071	21	choose	choose	VB
37060	5071	22	between	between	IN
37060	5071	23	instinctual	instinctual	JJ
37060	5071	24	selfishness	selfishness	NN
37060	5071	25	or	or	CC
37060	5071	26	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	5071	27	to	to	TO
37060	5071	28	view	view	VB
37060	5071	29	life	life	NN
37060	5071	30	with	with	IN
37060	5071	31	a	a	DT
37060	5071	32	broader	broad	JJR
37060	5071	33	scope	scope	NN
37060	5071	34	,	,	,
37060	5071	35	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	5071	36	improving	improve	VBG
37060	5071	37	the	the	DT
37060	5071	38	world	world	NN
37060	5071	39	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5071	40	touches	touch	VBZ
37060	5071	41	by	by	IN
37060	5071	42	improving	improve	VBG
37060	5071	43	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5071	44	.	.	.
37060	5072	1	The	the	DT
37060	5072	2	more	more	JJR
37060	5072	3	the	the	DT
37060	5072	4	mind	mind	NN
37060	5072	5	grows	grow	VBZ
37060	5072	6	,	,	,
37060	5072	7	the	the	DT
37060	5072	8	more	more	RBR
37060	5072	9	humble	humble	JJ
37060	5072	10	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5072	11	"	"	``
37060	5072	12	master	master	NN
37060	5072	13	"	"	''
37060	5072	14	becomes	become	VBZ
37060	5072	15	,	,	,
37060	5072	16	for	for	IN
37060	5072	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5072	18	realizes	realize	VBZ
37060	5072	19	that	that	IN
37060	5072	20	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	5072	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	5072	22	infinity	infinity	NN
37060	5072	23	and	and	CC
37060	5072	24	infinity	infinity	NN
37060	5072	25	can	can	MD
37060	5072	26	not	not	RB
37060	5072	27	be	be	VB
37060	5072	28	encapsulated	encapsulate	VBN
37060	5072	29	in	in	IN
37060	5072	30	the	the	DT
37060	5072	31	human	human	JJ
37060	5072	32	brain	brain	NN
37060	5072	33	.	.	.
37060	5073	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5073	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5073	3	not	not	RB
37060	5073	4	enough	enough	JJ
37060	5073	5	to	to	TO
37060	5073	6	say	say	VB
37060	5073	7	simply	simply	RB
37060	5073	8	"	"	``
37060	5073	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5073	10	are	be	VBP
37060	5073	11	what	what	WP
37060	5073	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5073	13	are	be	VBP
37060	5073	14	,	,	,
37060	5073	15	"	"	''
37060	5073	16	for	for	IN
37060	5073	17	although	although	IN
37060	5073	18	there	there	EX
37060	5073	19	are	be	VBP
37060	5073	20	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5073	21	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	5073	22	of	of	IN
37060	5073	23	one	one	CD
37060	5073	24	's	's	POS
37060	5073	25	personality	personality	NN
37060	5073	26	which	which	WDT
37060	5073	27	,	,	,
37060	5073	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5073	29	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5073	30	,	,	,
37060	5073	31	are	be	VBP
37060	5073	32	unchangeable	unchangeable	JJ
37060	5073	33	,	,	,
37060	5073	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5073	35	must	must	MD
37060	5073	36	also	also	RB
37060	5073	37	believe	believe	VB
37060	5073	38	that	that	DT
37060	5073	39	man	man	NN
37060	5073	40	has	have	VBZ
37060	5073	41	a	a	DT
37060	5073	42	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5073	43	amount	amount	NN
37060	5073	44	of	of	IN
37060	5073	45	liberty	liberty	NN
37060	5073	46	over	over	IN
37060	5073	47	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5073	48	actions	action	NNS
37060	5073	49	;	;	:
37060	5073	50	yet	yet	CC
37060	5073	51	possessing	possess	VBG
37060	5073	52	that	that	IN
37060	5073	53	mental	mental	JJ
37060	5073	54	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	5073	55	,	,	,
37060	5073	56	man	man	NN
37060	5073	57	also	also	RB
37060	5073	58	is	be	VBZ
37060	5073	59	capable	capable	JJ
37060	5073	60	of	of	IN
37060	5073	61	perverting	pervert	VBG
37060	5073	62	both	both	CC
37060	5073	63	instinctual	instinctual	JJ
37060	5073	64	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	5073	65	and	and	CC
37060	5073	66	societal	societal	JJ
37060	5073	67	standards	standard	NNS
37060	5073	68	of	of	IN
37060	5073	69	conduct	conduct	NN
37060	5073	70	.	.	.
37060	5074	1	The	the	DT
37060	5074	2	ideas	idea	NNS
37060	5074	3	of	of	IN
37060	5074	4	right	right	NN
37060	5074	5	and	and	CC
37060	5074	6	wrong	wrong	NN
37060	5074	7	are	be	VBP
37060	5074	8	generally	generally	RB
37060	5074	9	clarified	clarify	VBN
37060	5074	10	for	for	IN
37060	5074	11	each	each	DT
37060	5074	12	person	person	NN
37060	5074	13	by	by	IN
37060	5074	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5074	15	elders	elder	NNS
37060	5074	16	when	when	WRB
37060	5074	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5074	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	5074	19	yet	yet	RB
37060	5074	20	quite	quite	RB
37060	5074	21	young	young	JJ
37060	5074	22	.	.	.
37060	5075	1	Even	even	RB
37060	5075	2	those	those	DT
37060	5075	3	with	with	IN
37060	5075	4	learning	learning	NN
37060	5075	5	disabilities	disability	NNS
37060	5075	6	and	and	CC
37060	5075	7	those	those	DT
37060	5075	8	who	who	WP
37060	5075	9	are	be	VBP
37060	5075	10	not	not	RB
37060	5075	11	severely	severely	RB
37060	5075	12	mentally	mentally	RB
37060	5075	13	retarded	retarded	JJ
37060	5075	14	have	have	VBP
37060	5075	15	the	the	DT
37060	5075	16	ability	ability	NN
37060	5075	17	to	to	TO
37060	5075	18	distinguish	distinguish	VB
37060	5075	19	between	between	IN
37060	5075	20	socially	socially	RB
37060	5075	21	defined	define	VBN
37060	5075	22	"	"	``
37060	5075	23	good	good	JJ
37060	5075	24	"	"	''
37060	5075	25	and	and	CC
37060	5075	26	"	"	``
37060	5075	27	bad	bad	JJ
37060	5075	28	"	"	''
37060	5075	29	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	5075	30	.	.	.
37060	5076	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5076	2	children	child	NNS
37060	5076	3	grow	grow	VBP
37060	5076	4	into	into	IN
37060	5076	5	adulthood	adulthood	NN
37060	5076	6	,	,	,
37060	5076	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5076	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	5076	9	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	5076	10	to	to	TO
37060	5076	11	view	view	VB
37060	5076	12	wrongdoing	wrongdoing	NN
37060	5076	13	as	as	RB
37060	5076	14	simply	simply	RB
37060	5076	15	"	"	``
37060	5076	16	bad	bad	JJ
37060	5076	17	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	5076	18	,	,	,
37060	5076	19	"	"	''
37060	5076	20	much	much	RB
37060	5076	21	less	less	JJR
37060	5076	22	"	"	``
37060	5076	23	acceptable	acceptable	JJ
37060	5076	24	"	"	''
37060	5076	25	;	;	:
37060	5076	26	one	one	PRP
37060	5076	27	has	have	VBZ
37060	5076	28	been	be	VBN
37060	5076	29	taught	teach	VBN
37060	5076	30	to	to	TO
37060	5076	31	think	think	VB
37060	5076	32	,	,	,
37060	5076	33	and	and	CC
37060	5076	34	then	then	RB
37060	5076	35	to	to	TO
37060	5076	36	act	act	VB
37060	5076	37	.	.	.
37060	5077	1	Even	even	RB
37060	5077	2	when	when	WRB
37060	5077	3	the	the	DT
37060	5077	4	environmental	environmental	JJ
37060	5077	5	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	5077	6	through	through	IN
37060	5077	7	one	one	NN
37060	5077	8	's	's	POS
37060	5077	9	youth	youth	NN
37060	5077	10	are	be	VBP
37060	5077	11	considered	consider	VBN
37060	5077	12	,	,	,
37060	5077	13	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	5077	14	the	the	DT
37060	5077	15	expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	5077	16	of	of	IN
37060	5077	17	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	5077	18	and	and	CC
37060	5077	19	conduct	conduct	NN
37060	5077	20	are	be	VBP
37060	5077	21	taught	teach	VBN
37060	5077	22	in	in	IN
37060	5077	23	the	the	DT
37060	5077	24	school	school	NN
37060	5077	25	;	;	:
37060	5077	26	the	the	DT
37060	5077	27	child	child	NN
37060	5077	28	can	can	MD
37060	5077	29	not	not	RB
37060	5077	30	say	say	VB
37060	5077	31	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5077	32	was	be	VBD
37060	5077	33	not	not	RB
37060	5077	34	aware	aware	JJ
37060	5077	35	of	of	IN
37060	5077	36	the	the	DT
37060	5077	37	societal	societal	JJ
37060	5077	38	rules	rule	NNS
37060	5077	39	,	,	,
37060	5077	40	despite	despite	IN
37060	5077	41	any	any	DT
37060	5077	42	lack	lack	NN
37060	5077	43	of	of	IN
37060	5077	44	respect	respect	NN
37060	5077	45	for	for	IN
37060	5077	46	those	those	DT
37060	5077	47	rules	rule	NNS
37060	5077	48	in	in	IN
37060	5077	49	the	the	DT
37060	5077	50	home	home	NN
37060	5077	51	.	.	.
37060	5078	1	Each	each	DT
37060	5078	2	individual	individual	NN
37060	5078	3	possesses	possess	VBZ
37060	5078	4	a	a	DT
37060	5078	5	mind	mind	NN
37060	5078	6	of	of	IN
37060	5078	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5078	8	own	own	JJ
37060	5078	9	;	;	:
37060	5078	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5078	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	5078	12	free	free	JJ
37060	5078	13	to	to	TO
37060	5078	14	act	act	VB
37060	5078	15	upon	upon	IN
37060	5078	16	or	or	CC
37060	5078	17	disregard	disregard	VB
37060	5078	18	negative	negative	JJ
37060	5078	19	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	5078	20	.	.	.
37060	5079	1	Saying	say	VBG
37060	5079	2	evil	evil	NN
37060	5079	3	occurred	occur	VBD
37060	5079	4	due	due	JJ
37060	5079	5	to	to	IN
37060	5079	6	environmental	environmental	JJ
37060	5079	7	pressures	pressure	NNS
37060	5079	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	5079	9	,	,	,
37060	5079	10	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5079	11	,	,	,
37060	5079	12	today	today	NN
37060	5079	13	's	's	POS
37060	5079	14	way	way	NN
37060	5079	15	of	of	IN
37060	5079	16	avoiding	avoid	VBG
37060	5079	17	the	the	DT
37060	5079	18	issue	issue	NN
37060	5079	19	of	of	IN
37060	5079	20	bad	bad	JJ
37060	5079	21	and	and	CC
37060	5079	22	good	good	JJ
37060	5079	23	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	5079	24	,	,	,
37060	5079	25	blaming	blame	VBG
37060	5079	26	life	life	NN
37060	5079	27	's	's	POS
37060	5079	28	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	5079	29	for	for	IN
37060	5079	30	immorality	immorality	NN
37060	5079	31	,	,	,
37060	5079	32	instead	instead	RB
37060	5079	33	of	of	IN
37060	5079	34	facing	face	VBG
37060	5079	35	the	the	DT
37060	5079	36	fact	fact	NN
37060	5079	37	that	that	IN
37060	5079	38	the	the	DT
37060	5079	39	person	person	NN
37060	5079	40	made	make	VBD
37060	5079	41	a	a	DT
37060	5079	42	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	5079	43	decision	decision	NN
37060	5079	44	of	of	IN
37060	5079	45	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5079	46	own	own	JJ
37060	5079	47	accord	accord	NN
37060	5079	48	.	.	.
37060	5080	1	Those	those	DT
37060	5080	2	who	who	WP
37060	5080	3	continually	continually	RB
37060	5080	4	blame	blame	VBP
37060	5080	5	other	other	JJ
37060	5080	6	people	people	NNS
37060	5080	7	and	and	CC
37060	5080	8	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	5080	9	for	for	IN
37060	5080	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5080	11	personality	personality	NN
37060	5080	12	disturbances	disturbance	NNS
37060	5080	13	gain	gain	VBP
37060	5080	14	little	little	JJ
37060	5080	15	respect	respect	NN
37060	5080	16	,	,	,
37060	5080	17	for	for	IN
37060	5080	18	one	one	PRP
37060	5080	19	can	can	MD
37060	5080	20	choose	choose	VB
37060	5080	21	with	with	IN
37060	5080	22	whom	whom	WP
37060	5080	23	and	and	CC
37060	5080	24	in	in	IN
37060	5080	25	what	what	WDT
37060	5080	26	manner	manner	NN
37060	5080	27	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5080	28	desires	desire	VBZ
37060	5080	29	to	to	TO
37060	5080	30	spend	spend	VB
37060	5080	31	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5080	32	time	time	NN
37060	5080	33	.	.	.
37060	5081	1	Exceptions	exception	NNS
37060	5081	2	shall	shall	MD
37060	5081	3	always	always	RB
37060	5081	4	exist	exist	VB
37060	5081	5	,	,	,
37060	5081	6	yet	yet	CC
37060	5081	7	often	often	RB
37060	5081	8	a	a	DT
37060	5081	9	grand	grand	JJ
37060	5081	10	problem	problem	NN
37060	5081	11	can	can	MD
37060	5081	12	be	be	VB
37060	5081	13	reduced	reduce	VBN
37060	5081	14	by	by	IN
37060	5081	15	making	make	VBG
37060	5081	16	select	select	JJ
37060	5081	17	changes	change	NNS
37060	5081	18	in	in	IN
37060	5081	19	one	one	NN
37060	5081	20	's	's	POS
37060	5081	21	life	life	NN
37060	5081	22	;	;	,
37060	5081	23	changes	change	NNS
37060	5081	24	such	such	JJ
37060	5081	25	as	as	IN
37060	5081	26	a	a	DT
37060	5081	27	transferal	transferal	NN
37060	5081	28	from	from	IN
37060	5081	29	a	a	DT
37060	5081	30	tough	tough	JJ
37060	5081	31	job	job	NN
37060	5081	32	situation	situation	NN
37060	5081	33	,	,	,
37060	5081	34	or	or	CC
37060	5081	35	the	the	DT
37060	5081	36	decision	decision	NN
37060	5081	37	to	to	TO
37060	5081	38	stop	stop	VB
37060	5081	39	interactions	interaction	NNS
37060	5081	40	with	with	IN
37060	5081	41	a	a	DT
37060	5081	42	"	"	``
37060	5081	43	friend	friend	NN
37060	5081	44	"	"	''
37060	5081	45	who	who	WP
37060	5081	46	truly	truly	RB
37060	5081	47	is	be	VBZ
37060	5081	48	not	not	RB
37060	5081	49	a	a	DT
37060	5081	50	friend	friend	NN
37060	5081	51	.	.	.
37060	5082	1	People	People	NNS
37060	5082	2	must	must	MD
37060	5082	3	be	be	VB
37060	5082	4	responsible	responsible	JJ
37060	5082	5	for	for	IN
37060	5082	6	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5082	7	own	own	JJ
37060	5082	8	actions	action	NNS
37060	5082	9	,	,	,
37060	5082	10	although	although	IN
37060	5082	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5082	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	5082	13	always	always	RB
37060	5082	14	easier	easy	JJR
37060	5082	15	to	to	TO
37060	5082	16	blame	blame	VB
37060	5082	17	,	,	,
37060	5082	18	to	to	TO
37060	5082	19	utilize	utilize	VB
37060	5082	20	a	a	DT
37060	5082	21	scapegoat	scapegoat	NN
37060	5082	22	.	.	.
37060	5083	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5083	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5083	3	virtual	virtual	JJ
37060	5083	4	music	music	NN
37060	5083	5	to	to	IN
37060	5083	6	the	the	DT
37060	5083	7	ears	ear	NNS
37060	5083	8	to	to	TO
37060	5083	9	hear	hear	VB
37060	5083	10	someone	someone	NN
37060	5083	11	in	in	IN
37060	5083	12	this	this	DT
37060	5083	13	age	age	NN
37060	5083	14	admit	admit	VBP
37060	5083	15	that	that	IN
37060	5083	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5083	17	has	have	VBZ
37060	5083	18	made	make	VBN
37060	5083	19	a	a	DT
37060	5083	20	mistake	mistake	NN
37060	5083	21	or	or	CC
37060	5083	22	has	have	VBZ
37060	5083	23	done	do	VBN
37060	5083	24	a	a	DT
37060	5083	25	grave	grave	JJ
37060	5083	26	disservice	disservice	NN
37060	5083	27	to	to	TO
37060	5083	28	humankind	humankind	VB
37060	5083	29	.	.	.
37060	5084	1	The	the	DT
37060	5084	2	environment	environment	NN
37060	5084	3	argument	argument	NN
37060	5084	4	robs	rob	VBZ
37060	5084	5	each	each	DT
37060	5084	6	person	person	NN
37060	5084	7	of	of	IN
37060	5084	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5084	9	individuality	individuality	NN
37060	5084	10	,	,	,
37060	5084	11	for	for	IN
37060	5084	12	if	if	IN
37060	5084	13	one	one	PRP
37060	5084	14	can	can	MD
37060	5084	15	not	not	RB
37060	5084	16	be	be	VB
37060	5084	17	punished	punish	VBN
37060	5084	18	for	for	IN
37060	5084	19	wrongdoing	wrongdoing	NN
37060	5084	20	then	then	RB
37060	5084	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5084	22	can	can	MD
37060	5084	23	not	not	RB
37060	5084	24	be	be	VB
37060	5084	25	applauded	applaud	VBN
37060	5084	26	for	for	IN
37060	5084	27	decent	decent	JJ
37060	5084	28	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	5084	29	.	.	.
37060	5085	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5085	2	would	would	MD
37060	5085	3	be	be	VB
37060	5085	4	as	as	IN
37060	5085	5	if	if	IN
37060	5085	6	one	one	CD
37060	5085	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5085	8	a	a	DT
37060	5085	9	robot	robot	NN
37060	5085	10	,	,	,
37060	5085	11	devoid	devoid	JJ
37060	5085	12	of	of	IN
37060	5085	13	character	character	NN
37060	5085	14	,	,	,
37060	5085	15	and	and	CC
37060	5085	16	stripped	stripped	NN
37060	5085	17	of	of	IN
37060	5085	18	choice	choice	NN
37060	5085	19	.	.	.
37060	5086	1	Furthermore	furthermore	RB
37060	5086	2	,	,	,
37060	5086	3	the	the	DT
37060	5086	4	fact	fact	NN
37060	5086	5	that	that	IN
37060	5086	6	two	two	CD
37060	5086	7	children	child	NNS
37060	5086	8	from	from	IN
37060	5086	9	the	the	DT
37060	5086	10	same	same	JJ
37060	5086	11	environment	environment	NN
37060	5086	12	,	,	,
37060	5086	13	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	5086	14	,	,	,
37060	5086	15	the	the	DT
37060	5086	16	same	same	JJ
37060	5086	17	home	home	NN
37060	5086	18	,	,	,
37060	5086	19	can	can	MD
37060	5086	20	grow	grow	VB
37060	5086	21	to	to	TO
37060	5086	22	be	be	VB
37060	5086	23	complete	complete	JJ
37060	5086	24	opposites	opposite	NNS
37060	5086	25	in	in	IN
37060	5086	26	character	character	NN
37060	5086	27	,	,	,
37060	5086	28	subtracts	subtract	VBZ
37060	5086	29	environmental	environmental	JJ
37060	5086	30	importance	importance	NN
37060	5086	31	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	5086	32	one	one	PRP
37060	5086	33	's	's	POS
37060	5086	34	disposition	disposition	NN
37060	5086	35	and	and	CC
37060	5086	36	life	life	NN
37060	5086	37	choices	choice	NNS
37060	5086	38	.	.	.
37060	5087	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5087	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5087	3	not	not	RB
37060	5087	4	so	so	RB
37060	5087	5	much	much	RB
37060	5087	6	the	the	DT
37060	5087	7	environment	environment	NN
37060	5087	8	as	as	IN
37060	5087	9	the	the	DT
37060	5087	10	manner	manner	NN
37060	5087	11	in	in	IN
37060	5087	12	which	which	WDT
37060	5087	13	one	one	NN
37060	5087	14	reacts	react	VBZ
37060	5087	15	to	to	IN
37060	5087	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5087	17	that	that	WDT
37060	5087	18	forms	form	VBZ
37060	5087	19	one	one	PRP
37060	5087	20	's	's	POS
37060	5087	21	personality	personality	NN
37060	5087	22	.	.	.
37060	5088	1	There	there	EX
37060	5088	2	are	be	VBP
37060	5088	3	countless	countless	JJ
37060	5088	4	choices	choice	NNS
37060	5088	5	in	in	IN
37060	5088	6	life	life	NN
37060	5088	7	;	;	:
37060	5088	8	whether	whether	IN
37060	5088	9	to	to	TO
37060	5088	10	lie	lie	VB
37060	5088	11	,	,	,
37060	5088	12	or	or	CC
37060	5088	13	tell	tell	VB
37060	5088	14	the	the	DT
37060	5088	15	truth	truth	NN
37060	5088	16	,	,	,
37060	5088	17	to	to	TO
37060	5088	18	cheat	cheat	VB
37060	5088	19	or	or	CC
37060	5088	20	be	be	VB
37060	5088	21	fair	fair	JJ
37060	5088	22	;	;	:
37060	5088	23	whether	whether	IN
37060	5088	24	to	to	TO
37060	5088	25	be	be	VB
37060	5088	26	unresponsive	unresponsive	JJ
37060	5088	27	or	or	CC
37060	5088	28	kind	kind	JJ
37060	5088	29	,	,	,
37060	5088	30	to	to	TO
37060	5088	31	give	give	VB
37060	5088	32	or	or	CC
37060	5088	33	,	,	,
37060	5088	34	like	like	IN
37060	5088	35	a	a	DT
37060	5088	36	child	child	NN
37060	5088	37	,	,	,
37060	5088	38	demand	demand	NN
37060	5088	39	constant	constant	JJ
37060	5088	40	nurturing	nurturing	NN
37060	5088	41	.	.	.
37060	5089	1	Then	then	RB
37060	5089	2	,	,	,
37060	5089	3	of	of	IN
37060	5089	4	course	course	NN
37060	5089	5	,	,	,
37060	5089	6	there	there	EX
37060	5089	7	are	be	VBP
37060	5089	8	degrees	degree	NNS
37060	5089	9	of	of	IN
37060	5089	10	tolerance	tolerance	NN
37060	5089	11	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	5089	12	the	the	DT
37060	5089	13	enactment	enactment	NN
37060	5089	14	of	of	IN
37060	5089	15	distasteful	distasteful	JJ
37060	5089	16	traits	trait	NNS
37060	5089	17	and	and	CC
37060	5089	18	illegal	illegal	JJ
37060	5089	19	practices	practice	NNS
37060	5089	20	.	.	.
37060	5090	1	While	while	IN
37060	5090	2	a	a	DT
37060	5090	3	minor	minor	NN
37060	5090	4	may	may	MD
37060	5090	5	snatch	snatch	VB
37060	5090	6	a	a	DT
37060	5090	7	bottle	bottle	NN
37060	5090	8	of	of	IN
37060	5090	9	liquor	liquor	NN
37060	5090	10	and	and	CC
37060	5090	11	proceed	proceed	VBP
37060	5090	12	to	to	TO
37060	5090	13	intoxicate	intoxicate	VB
37060	5090	14	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5090	15	in	in	IN
37060	5090	16	the	the	DT
37060	5090	17	woods	wood	NNS
37060	5090	18	behind	behind	IN
37060	5090	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5090	20	house	house	NN
37060	5090	21	,	,	,
37060	5090	22	an	an	DT
37060	5090	23	adult	adult	NN
37060	5090	24	can	can	MD
37060	5090	25	legally	legally	RB
37060	5090	26	indulge	indulge	VB
37060	5090	27	,	,	,
37060	5090	28	yet	yet	RB
37060	5090	29	will	will	MD
37060	5090	30	then	then	RB
37060	5090	31	climb	climb	VB
37060	5090	32	into	into	IN
37060	5090	33	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5090	34	car	car	NN
37060	5090	35	and	and	CC
37060	5090	36	drive	drive	VB
37060	5090	37	haphazardly	haphazardly	RB
37060	5090	38	to	to	IN
37060	5090	39	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5090	40	next	next	JJ
37060	5090	41	destination	destination	NN
37060	5090	42	;	;	:
37060	5090	43	an	an	DT
37060	5090	44	under	under	IN
37060	5090	45	-	-	HYPH
37060	5090	46	aged	aged	JJ
37060	5090	47	drinker	drinker	NN
37060	5090	48	,	,	,
37060	5090	49	and	and	CC
37060	5090	50	a	a	DT
37060	5090	51	drunk	drunk	JJ
37060	5090	52	driver	driver	NN
37060	5090	53	...	...	:
37060	5090	54	both	both	DT
37060	5090	55	are	be	VBP
37060	5090	56	illegal	illegal	JJ
37060	5090	57	,	,	,
37060	5090	58	but	but	CC
37060	5090	59	for	for	IN
37060	5090	60	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5090	61	there	there	EX
37060	5090	62	is	be	VBZ
37060	5090	63	no	no	DT
37060	5090	64	contest	contest	NN
37060	5090	65	as	as	IN
37060	5090	66	to	to	TO
37060	5090	67	which	which	WDT
37060	5090	68	is	be	VBZ
37060	5090	69	the	the	DT
37060	5090	70	worse	bad	JJR
37060	5090	71	offender	offender	NN
37060	5090	72	since	since	IN
37060	5090	73	the	the	DT
37060	5090	74	"	"	``
37060	5090	75	adult	adult	NN
37060	5090	76	"	"	''
37060	5090	77	drunk	drunk	JJ
37060	5090	78	is	be	VBZ
37060	5090	79	jeopardizing	jeopardize	VBG
37060	5090	80	lives	life	NNS
37060	5090	81	with	with	IN
37060	5090	82	each	each	DT
37060	5090	83	block	block	NN
37060	5090	84	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5090	85	passes	pass	VBZ
37060	5090	86	.	.	.
37060	5091	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5091	2	other	other	JJ
37060	5091	3	crimes	crime	NNS
37060	5091	4	are	be	VBP
37060	5091	5	committed	commit	VBN
37060	5091	6	,	,	,
37060	5091	7	such	such	JJ
37060	5091	8	as	as	IN
37060	5091	9	mass	mass	JJ
37060	5091	10	slayings	slaying	NNS
37060	5091	11	and	and	CC
37060	5091	12	violent	violent	JJ
37060	5091	13	attacks	attack	NNS
37060	5091	14	upon	upon	IN
37060	5091	15	innocent	innocent	JJ
37060	5091	16	victims	victim	NNS
37060	5091	17	,	,	,
37060	5091	18	insanity	insanity	NN
37060	5091	19	is	be	VBZ
37060	5091	20	often	often	RB
37060	5091	21	utilized	utilize	VBN
37060	5091	22	as	as	IN
37060	5091	23	a	a	DT
37060	5091	24	way	way	NN
37060	5091	25	to	to	TO
37060	5091	26	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	5091	27	severe	severe	JJ
37060	5091	28	punishment	punishment	NN
37060	5091	29	.	.	.
37060	5092	1	While	while	IN
37060	5092	2	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5092	3	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	5092	4	may	may	MD
37060	5092	5	well	well	RB
37060	5092	6	be	be	VB
37060	5092	7	apart	apart	RB
37060	5092	8	from	from	IN
37060	5092	9	reality	reality	NN
37060	5092	10	,	,	,
37060	5092	11	surely	surely	RB
37060	5092	12	not	not	RB
37060	5092	13	all	all	DT
37060	5092	14	of	of	IN
37060	5092	15	those	those	DT
37060	5092	16	who	who	WP
37060	5092	17	claim	claim	VBP
37060	5092	18	insanity	insanity	NN
37060	5092	19	are	be	VBP
37060	5092	20	,	,	,
37060	5092	21	for	for	IN
37060	5092	22	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5092	23	knew	know	VBD
37060	5092	24	exactly	exactly	RB
37060	5092	25	what	what	WP
37060	5092	26	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5092	27	did	do	VBD
37060	5092	28	,	,	,
37060	5092	29	as	as	RB
37060	5092	30	well	well	RB
37060	5092	31	as	as	IN
37060	5092	32	the	the	DT
37060	5092	33	implications	implication	NNS
37060	5092	34	and	and	CC
37060	5092	35	seriousness	seriousness	NN
37060	5092	36	of	of	IN
37060	5092	37	the	the	DT
37060	5092	38	crime	crime	NN
37060	5092	39	.	.	.
37060	5093	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5093	2	an	an	DT
37060	5093	3	apparently	apparently	RB
37060	5093	4	mentally	mentally	RB
37060	5093	5	intact	intact	JJ
37060	5093	6	adult	adult	NN
37060	5093	7	commits	commit	NNS
37060	5093	8	such	such	PDT
37060	5093	9	a	a	DT
37060	5093	10	brutal	brutal	JJ
37060	5093	11	violation	violation	NN
37060	5093	12	of	of	IN
37060	5093	13	the	the	DT
37060	5093	14	societal	societal	JJ
37060	5093	15	code	code	NN
37060	5093	16	of	of	IN
37060	5093	17	conduct	conduct	NN
37060	5093	18	,	,	,
37060	5093	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5093	20	is	be	VBZ
37060	5093	21	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	5093	22	to	to	TO
37060	5093	23	rationalize	rationalize	VB
37060	5093	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5093	25	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	5093	26	as	as	IN
37060	5093	27	acceptable	acceptable	JJ
37060	5093	28	by	by	IN
37060	5093	29	way	way	NN
37060	5093	30	of	of	IN
37060	5093	31	insanity	insanity	NN
37060	5093	32	;	;	:
37060	5093	33	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	5093	34	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5093	35	exercised	exercise	VBD
37060	5093	36	a	a	DT
37060	5093	37	choice	choice	NN
37060	5093	38	,	,	,
37060	5093	39	worsened	worsen	VBN
37060	5093	40	by	by	IN
37060	5093	41	the	the	DT
37060	5093	42	fact	fact	NN
37060	5093	43	that	that	IN
37060	5093	44	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5093	45	was	be	VBD
37060	5093	46	an	an	DT
37060	5093	47	adult	adult	NN
37060	5093	48	.	.	.
37060	5094	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5094	2	did	do	VBD
37060	5094	3	not	not	RB
37060	5094	4	use	use	VB
37060	5094	5	self	self	NN
37060	5094	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	5094	7	control	control	NN
37060	5094	8	;	;	:
37060	5094	9	though	though	IN
37060	5094	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5094	11	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5094	12	murderous	murderous	JJ
37060	5094	13	,	,	,
37060	5094	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5094	15	did	do	VBD
37060	5094	16	not	not	RB
37060	5094	17	have	have	VB
37060	5094	18	to	to	TO
37060	5094	19	act	act	VB
37060	5094	20	upon	upon	IN
37060	5094	21	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5094	22	impulse	impulse	NN
37060	5094	23	.	.	.
37060	5095	1	If	if	IN
37060	5095	2	an	an	DT
37060	5095	3	individual	individual	NN
37060	5095	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5095	5	bound	bind	VBN
37060	5095	6	inextricably	inextricably	RB
37060	5095	7	to	to	IN
37060	5095	8	a	a	DT
37060	5095	9	fore	fore	RB
37060	5095	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	5095	11	fated	fate	VBN
37060	5095	12	disposition	disposition	NN
37060	5095	13	by	by	IN
37060	5095	14	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5095	15	God	God	NNP
37060	5095	16	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5095	17	then	then	RB
37060	5095	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5095	19	actions	action	NNS
37060	5095	20	would	would	MD
37060	5095	21	prove	prove	VB
37060	5095	22	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	5095	23	as	as	IN
37060	5095	24	to	to	IN
37060	5095	25	the	the	DT
37060	5095	26	man	man	NN
37060	5095	27	's	's	POS
37060	5095	28	character	character	NN
37060	5095	29	...	...	NFP
37060	5095	30	that	that	RB
37060	5095	31	is	is	RB
37060	5095	32	,	,	,
37060	5095	33	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5095	34	inherent	inherent	JJ
37060	5095	35	ability	ability	NN
37060	5095	36	to	to	TO
37060	5095	37	choose	choose	VB
37060	5095	38	right	right	RB
37060	5095	39	over	over	IN
37060	5095	40	wrong	wrong	NN
37060	5095	41	.	.	.
37060	5096	1	If	if	IN
37060	5096	2	God	God	NNP
37060	5096	3	undertook	undertake	VBD
37060	5096	4	the	the	DT
37060	5096	5	creation	creation	NN
37060	5096	6	of	of	IN
37060	5096	7	a	a	DT
37060	5096	8	perfectly	perfectly	RB
37060	5096	9	"	"	``
37060	5096	10	good	good	JJ
37060	5096	11	man	man	NN
37060	5096	12	,	,	,
37060	5096	13	"	"	''
37060	5096	14	in	in	IN
37060	5096	15	so	so	RB
37060	5096	16	much	much	RB
37060	5096	17	that	that	IN
37060	5096	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5096	19	,	,	,
37060	5096	20	the	the	DT
37060	5096	21	man	man	NN
37060	5096	22	,	,	,
37060	5096	23	was	be	VBD
37060	5096	24	incapable	incapable	JJ
37060	5096	25	of	of	IN
37060	5096	26	doing	do	VBG
37060	5096	27	evil	evil	NN
37060	5096	28	,	,	,
37060	5096	29	the	the	DT
37060	5096	30	man	man	NN
37060	5096	31	could	could	MD
37060	5096	32	not	not	RB
37060	5096	33	receive	receive	VB
37060	5096	34	applause	applause	NN
37060	5096	35	for	for	IN
37060	5096	36	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5096	37	acts	act	NNS
37060	5096	38	of	of	IN
37060	5096	39	good	good	JJ
37060	5096	40	will	will	NN
37060	5096	41	because	because	IN
37060	5096	42	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5096	43	essentially	essentially	RB
37060	5096	44	had	have	VBD
37060	5096	45	no	no	DT
37060	5096	46	other	other	JJ
37060	5096	47	choice	choice	NN
37060	5096	48	.	.	.
37060	5097	1	In	in	IN
37060	5097	2	conversations	conversation	NNS
37060	5097	3	with	with	IN
37060	5097	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5097	5	father	father	NN
37060	5097	6	,	,	,
37060	5097	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5097	8	often	often	RB
37060	5097	9	offered	offer	VBD
37060	5097	10	an	an	DT
37060	5097	11	inquiry	inquiry	NN
37060	5097	12	for	for	IN
37060	5097	13	discussion	discussion	NN
37060	5097	14	as	as	IN
37060	5097	15	to	to	IN
37060	5097	16	which	which	WDT
37060	5097	17	man	man	NN
37060	5097	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	5097	19	essentially	essentially	RB
37060	5097	20	the	the	DT
37060	5097	21	"	"	``
37060	5097	22	better	well	JJR
37060	5097	23	"	"	''
37060	5097	24	of	of	IN
37060	5097	25	the	the	DT
37060	5097	26	following	follow	VBG
37060	5097	27	:	:	:
37060	5097	28	a	a	DT
37060	5097	29	non	non	JJ
37060	5097	30	-	-	JJ
37060	5097	31	drinker	drinker	JJ
37060	5097	32	who	who	WP
37060	5097	33	,	,	,
37060	5097	34	without	without	IN
37060	5097	35	the	the	DT
37060	5097	36	slightest	slight	JJS
37060	5097	37	twinge	twinge	NN
37060	5097	38	of	of	IN
37060	5097	39	anxiety	anxiety	NN
37060	5097	40	,	,	,
37060	5097	41	refuses	refuse	VBZ
37060	5097	42	a	a	DT
37060	5097	43	drink	drink	NN
37060	5097	44	,	,	,
37060	5097	45	or	or	CC
37060	5097	46	the	the	DT
37060	5097	47	alcoholic	alcoholic	NN
37060	5097	48	who	who	WP
37060	5097	49	,	,	,
37060	5097	50	fighting	fight	VBG
37060	5097	51	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	5097	52	,	,	,
37060	5097	53	also	also	RB
37060	5097	54	refuses	refuse	VBZ
37060	5097	55	a	a	DT
37060	5097	56	drink	drink	NN
37060	5097	57	as	as	IN
37060	5097	58	sweat	sweat	NN
37060	5097	59	forms	form	NNS
37060	5097	60	upon	upon	IN
37060	5097	61	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5097	62	brow	brow	NN
37060	5097	63	.	.	.
37060	5098	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5098	2	father	father	NN
37060	5098	3	could	could	MD
37060	5098	4	always	always	RB
37060	5098	5	come	come	VB
37060	5098	6	to	to	IN
37060	5098	7	the	the	DT
37060	5098	8	conclusion	conclusion	NN
37060	5098	9	that	that	IN
37060	5098	10	the	the	DT
37060	5098	11	non	non	JJ
37060	5098	12	-	-	NN
37060	5098	13	drinker	drinker	JJ
37060	5098	14	was	be	VBD
37060	5098	15	,	,	,
37060	5098	16	in	in	IN
37060	5098	17	essence	essence	NN
37060	5098	18	,	,	,
37060	5098	19	the	the	DT
37060	5098	20	weaker	weak	JJR
37060	5098	21	of	of	IN
37060	5098	22	the	the	DT
37060	5098	23	two	two	CD
37060	5098	24	described	describe	VBN
37060	5098	25	since	since	IN
37060	5098	26	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5098	27	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5098	28	no	no	DT
37060	5098	29	temptation	temptation	NN
37060	5098	30	in	in	IN
37060	5098	31	the	the	DT
37060	5098	32	first	first	JJ
37060	5098	33	place	place	NN
37060	5098	34	and	and	CC
37060	5098	35	could	could	MD
37060	5098	36	not	not	RB
37060	5098	37	be	be	VB
37060	5098	38	congratulated	congratulate	VBN
37060	5098	39	for	for	IN
37060	5098	40	a	a	DT
37060	5098	41	decision	decision	NN
37060	5098	42	which	which	WDT
37060	5098	43	created	create	VBD
37060	5098	44	no	no	DT
37060	5098	45	mental	mental	JJ
37060	5098	46	turmoil	turmoil	NN
37060	5098	47	.	.	.
37060	5099	1	The	the	DT
37060	5099	2	above	above	JJ
37060	5099	3	analogy	analogy	NN
37060	5099	4	could	could	MD
37060	5099	5	be	be	VB
37060	5099	6	substituted	substitute	VBN
37060	5099	7	in	in	IN
37060	5099	8	many	many	JJ
37060	5099	9	arenas	arena	NNS
37060	5099	10	of	of	IN
37060	5099	11	human	human	JJ
37060	5099	12	weakness	weakness	NN
37060	5099	13	.	.	.
37060	5100	1	Though	though	IN
37060	5100	2	the	the	DT
37060	5100	3	degree	degree	NN
37060	5100	4	of	of	IN
37060	5100	5	temptation	temptation	NN
37060	5100	6	toward	toward	IN
37060	5100	7	wrong	wrong	RB
37060	5100	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	5100	9	doing	do	VBG
37060	5100	10	varies	varie	NNS
37060	5100	11	among	among	IN
37060	5100	12	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5100	13	subjects	subject	NNS
37060	5100	14	,	,	,
37060	5100	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5100	16	believe	believe	VBP
37060	5100	17	the	the	DT
37060	5100	18	most	most	JJS
37060	5100	19	courage	courage	NN
37060	5100	20	and	and	CC
37060	5100	21	fortitude	fortitude	NN
37060	5100	22	of	of	IN
37060	5100	23	character	character	NN
37060	5100	24	is	be	VBZ
37060	5100	25	demonstrated	demonstrate	VBN
37060	5100	26	by	by	IN
37060	5100	27	those	those	DT
37060	5100	28	who	who	WP
37060	5100	29	are	be	VBP
37060	5100	30	able	able	JJ
37060	5100	31	to	to	TO
37060	5100	32	rule	rule	VB
37060	5100	33	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5100	34	impulses	impulse	NNS
37060	5100	35	and	and	CC
37060	5100	36	seek	seek	VB
37060	5100	37	the	the	DT
37060	5100	38	road	road	NN
37060	5100	39	of	of	IN
37060	5100	40	a	a	DT
37060	5100	41	clear	clear	JJ
37060	5100	42	conscience	conscience	NN
37060	5100	43	.	.	.
37060	5101	1	A	a	DT
37060	5101	2	battle	battle	NN
37060	5101	3	won	win	VBD
37060	5101	4	with	with	IN
37060	5101	5	oneself	oneself	PRP
37060	5101	6	against	against	IN
37060	5101	7	injustice	injustice	NN
37060	5101	8	will	will	MD
37060	5101	9	always	always	RB
37060	5101	10	remain	remain	VB
37060	5101	11	a	a	DT
37060	5101	12	noble	noble	JJ
37060	5101	13	endeavor	endeavor	NN
37060	5101	14	;	;	:
37060	5101	15	one	one	PRP
37060	5101	16	's	's	POS
37060	5101	17	self	self	NN
37060	5101	18	can	can	MD
37060	5101	19	be	be	VB
37060	5101	20	either	either	CC
37060	5101	21	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5101	22	best	good	JJS
37060	5101	23	friend	friend	NN
37060	5101	24	or	or	CC
37060	5101	25	in	in	IN
37060	5101	26	selfishness	selfishness	NN
37060	5101	27	,	,	,
37060	5101	28	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5101	29	worst	bad	JJS
37060	5101	30	enemy	enemy	NN
37060	5101	31	.	.	.
37060	5102	1	There	there	EX
37060	5102	2	are	be	VBP
37060	5102	3	times	time	NNS
37060	5102	4	in	in	IN
37060	5102	5	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	5102	6	's	's	POS
37060	5102	7	life	life	NN
37060	5102	8	when	when	WRB
37060	5102	9	two	two	CD
37060	5102	10	or	or	CC
37060	5102	11	more	more	JJR
37060	5102	12	choices	choice	NNS
37060	5102	13	present	present	VBP
37060	5102	14	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5102	15	for	for	IN
37060	5102	16	inspection	inspection	NN
37060	5102	17	;	;	:
37060	5102	18	and	and	CC
37060	5102	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5102	20	is	be	VBZ
37060	5102	21	not	not	RB
37060	5102	22	always	always	RB
37060	5102	23	easy	easy	JJ
37060	5102	24	to	to	TO
37060	5102	25	choose	choose	VB
37060	5102	26	the	the	DT
37060	5102	27	ethical	ethical	JJ
37060	5102	28	course	course	NN
37060	5102	29	of	of	IN
37060	5102	30	action	action	NN
37060	5102	31	,	,	,
37060	5102	32	yet	yet	CC
37060	5102	33	for	for	IN
37060	5102	34	those	those	DT
37060	5102	35	who	who	WP
37060	5102	36	are	be	VBP
37060	5102	37	mentally	mentally	RB
37060	5102	38	aware	aware	JJ
37060	5102	39	of	of	IN
37060	5102	40	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5102	41	and	and	CC
37060	5102	42	the	the	DT
37060	5102	43	people	people	NNS
37060	5102	44	who	who	WP
37060	5102	45	share	share	VBP
37060	5102	46	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5102	47	world	world	NN
37060	5102	48	,	,	,
37060	5102	49	there	there	EX
37060	5102	50	should	should	MD
37060	5102	51	ideally	ideally	RB
37060	5102	52	exist	exist	VB
37060	5102	53	only	only	RB
37060	5102	54	one	one	CD
37060	5102	55	choice	choice	NN
37060	5102	56	,	,	,
37060	5102	57	the	the	DT
37060	5102	58	benevolent	benevolent	JJ
37060	5102	59	choice	choice	NN
37060	5102	60	.	.	.
37060	5103	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5103	2	will	will	MD
37060	5103	3	never	never	RB
37060	5103	4	be	be	VB
37060	5103	5	possible	possible	JJ
37060	5103	6	for	for	IN
37060	5103	7	one	one	CD
37060	5103	8	human	human	NN
37060	5103	9	to	to	TO
37060	5103	10	completely	completely	RB
37060	5103	11	judge	judge	VB
37060	5103	12	another	another	DT
37060	5103	13	's	's	POS
37060	5103	14	character	character	NN
37060	5103	15	,	,	,
37060	5103	16	and	and	CC
37060	5103	17	likewise	likewise	RB
37060	5103	18	carry	carry	VB
37060	5103	19	out	out	RP
37060	5103	20	justice	justice	NN
37060	5103	21	on	on	IN
37060	5103	22	earth	earth	NN
37060	5103	23	.	.	.
37060	5104	1	Even	even	RB
37060	5104	2	if	if	IN
37060	5104	3	the	the	DT
37060	5104	4	committers	committer	NNS
37060	5104	5	of	of	IN
37060	5104	6	crimes	crime	NNS
37060	5104	7	are	be	VBP
37060	5104	8	punished	punish	VBN
37060	5104	9	,	,	,
37060	5104	10	justice	justice	NN
37060	5104	11	will	will	MD
37060	5104	12	not	not	RB
37060	5104	13	come	come	VB
37060	5104	14	to	to	IN
37060	5104	15	the	the	DT
37060	5104	16	victim	victim	NN
37060	5104	17	who	who	WP
37060	5104	18	suffered	suffer	VBD
37060	5104	19	the	the	DT
37060	5104	20	loss	loss	NN
37060	5104	21	or	or	CC
37060	5104	22	trauma	trauma	NN
37060	5104	23	.	.	.
37060	5105	1	The	the	DT
37060	5105	2	victim	victim	NN
37060	5105	3	's	's	POS
37060	5105	4	pain	pain	NN
37060	5105	5	can	can	MD
37060	5105	6	recede	recede	VB
37060	5105	7	,	,	,
37060	5105	8	but	but	CC
37060	5105	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5105	10	can	can	MD
37060	5105	11	not	not	RB
37060	5105	12	be	be	VB
37060	5105	13	washed	wash	VBN
37060	5105	14	away	away	RB
37060	5105	15	.	.	.
37060	5106	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5106	2	mother	mother	NN
37060	5106	3	told	tell	VBD
37060	5106	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5106	5	once	once	IN
37060	5106	6	that	that	IN
37060	5106	7	when	when	WRB
37060	5106	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5106	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5106	10	a	a	DT
37060	5106	11	little	little	JJ
37060	5106	12	girl	girl	NN
37060	5106	13	,	,	,
37060	5106	14	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5106	15	thought	think	VBD
37060	5106	16	God	God	NNP
37060	5106	17	would	would	MD
37060	5106	18	strike	strike	VB
37060	5106	19	down	down	RP
37060	5106	20	evil	evil	JJ
37060	5106	21	people	people	NNS
37060	5106	22	,	,	,
37060	5106	23	and	and	CC
37060	5106	24	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5106	25	would	would	MD
37060	5106	26	one	one	CD
37060	5106	27	day	day	NN
37060	5106	28	fall	fall	VB
37060	5106	29	over	over	RP
37060	5106	30	,	,	,
37060	5106	31	dead	dead	JJ
37060	5106	32	and	and	CC
37060	5106	33	benign	benign	JJ
37060	5106	34	.	.	.
37060	5107	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5107	2	did	do	VBD
37060	5107	3	not	not	RB
37060	5107	4	take	take	VB
37060	5107	5	long	long	RB
37060	5107	6	for	for	IN
37060	5107	7	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5107	8	young	young	JJ
37060	5107	9	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	5107	10	to	to	TO
37060	5107	11	see	see	VB
37060	5107	12	that	that	DT
37060	5107	13	life	life	NN
37060	5107	14	was	be	VBD
37060	5107	15	not	not	RB
37060	5107	16	that	that	DT
37060	5107	17	way	way	NN
37060	5107	18	.	.	.
37060	5108	1	However	however	RB
37060	5108	2	,	,	,
37060	5108	3	one	one	PRP
37060	5108	4	can	can	MD
37060	5108	5	,	,	,
37060	5108	6	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5108	7	,	,	,
37060	5108	8	derive	derive	VB
37060	5108	9	a	a	DT
37060	5108	10	small	small	JJ
37060	5108	11	amount	amount	NN
37060	5108	12	of	of	IN
37060	5108	13	satisfaction	satisfaction	NN
37060	5108	14	from	from	IN
37060	5108	15	hope	hope	NN
37060	5108	16	vested	vest	VBN
37060	5108	17	in	in	IN
37060	5108	18	"	"	``
37060	5108	19	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	5108	20	justice	justice	NN
37060	5108	21	"	"	''
37060	5108	22	and	and	CC
37060	5108	23	the	the	DT
37060	5108	24	idea	idea	NN
37060	5108	25	that	that	IN
37060	5108	26	a	a	DT
37060	5108	27	being	be	VBG
37060	5108	28	far	far	RB
37060	5108	29	greater	great	JJR
37060	5108	30	than	than	IN
37060	5108	31	the	the	DT
37060	5108	32	greatest	great	JJS
37060	5108	33	human	human	NN
37060	5108	34	is	be	VBZ
37060	5108	35	able	able	JJ
37060	5108	36	to	to	TO
37060	5108	37	detect	detect	VB
37060	5108	38	one	one	PRP
37060	5108	39	's	's	POS
37060	5108	40	truthfulness	truthfulness	NN
37060	5108	41	and	and	CC
37060	5108	42	the	the	DT
37060	5108	43	depth	depth	NN
37060	5108	44	of	of	IN
37060	5108	45	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5108	46	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	5108	47	of	of	IN
37060	5108	48	right	right	NN
37060	5108	49	and	and	CC
37060	5108	50	wrong	wrong	NN
37060	5108	51	.	.	.
37060	5109	1	PAGE	PAGE	NNP
37060	5109	2	183	183	CD
37060	5109	3	Essay	essay	NN
37060	5109	4	:	:	:
37060	5109	5	Views	view	NNS
37060	5109	6	on	on	IN
37060	5109	7	Awareness	Awareness	NNP
37060	5109	8	"	"	''
37060	5109	9	An	an	DT
37060	5109	10	individual	individual	NN
37060	5109	11	who	who	WP
37060	5109	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	5109	13	not	not	RB
37060	5109	14	one	one	CD
37060	5109	15	with	with	IN
37060	5109	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5109	17	inner	inner	JJ
37060	5109	18	core	core	NN
37060	5109	19	can	can	MD
37060	5109	20	not	not	RB
37060	5109	21	hope	hope	VB
37060	5109	22	to	to	TO
37060	5109	23	give	give	VB
37060	5109	24	of	of	IN
37060	5109	25	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5109	26	fully	fully	RB
37060	5109	27	,	,	,
37060	5109	28	for	for	IN
37060	5109	29	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5109	30	mind	mind	NN
37060	5109	31	encompasses	encompass	VBZ
37060	5109	32	only	only	RB
37060	5109	33	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5109	34	life	life	NN
37060	5109	35	,	,	,
37060	5109	36	and	and	CC
37060	5109	37	not	not	RB
37060	5109	38	life	life	VB
37060	5109	39	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5109	40	.	.	.
37060	5109	41	"	"	''
37060	5110	1	VIEWS	VIEWS	NNP
37060	5110	2	ON	on	IN
37060	5110	3	AWARENESS	AWARENESS	NNP
37060	5110	4	The	the	DT
37060	5110	5	inevitable	inevitable	JJ
37060	5110	6	passage	passage	NN
37060	5110	7	of	of	IN
37060	5110	8	time	time	NN
37060	5110	9	,	,	,
37060	5110	10	varying	vary	VBG
37060	5110	11	levels	level	NNS
37060	5110	12	of	of	IN
37060	5110	13	maturity	maturity	NN
37060	5110	14	,	,	,
37060	5110	15	and	and	CC
37060	5110	16	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5110	17	life	life	NN
37060	5110	18	experiences	experience	NNS
37060	5110	19	are	be	VBP
37060	5110	20	all	all	DT
37060	5110	21	elements	element	NNS
37060	5110	22	which	which	WDT
37060	5110	23	,	,	,
37060	5110	24	in	in	IN
37060	5110	25	part	part	NN
37060	5110	26	,	,	,
37060	5110	27	have	have	VBP
37060	5110	28	the	the	DT
37060	5110	29	power	power	NN
37060	5110	30	to	to	TO
37060	5110	31	change	change	VB
37060	5110	32	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5110	33	outlook	outlook	NN
37060	5110	34	on	on	IN
37060	5110	35	life	life	NN
37060	5110	36	and	and	CC
37060	5110	37	alter	alter	VB
37060	5110	38	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5110	39	personality	personality	NN
37060	5110	40	;	;	:
37060	5110	41	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5110	42	is	be	VBZ
37060	5110	43	yet	yet	RB
37060	5110	44	the	the	DT
37060	5110	45	mind	mind	NN
37060	5110	46	,	,	,
37060	5110	47	however	however	RB
37060	5110	48	,	,	,
37060	5110	49	which	which	WDT
37060	5110	50	fully	fully	RB
37060	5110	51	determines	determine	VBZ
37060	5110	52	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5110	53	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	5110	54	.	.	.
37060	5111	1	To	to	TO
37060	5111	2	illustrate	illustrate	VB
37060	5111	3	this	this	DT
37060	5111	4	point	point	NN
37060	5111	5	,	,	,
37060	5111	6	allow	allow	VB
37060	5111	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5111	8	to	to	TO
37060	5111	9	create	create	VB
37060	5111	10	the	the	DT
37060	5111	11	following	follow	VBG
37060	5111	12	scenario	scenario	NN
37060	5111	13	;	;	:
37060	5111	14	two	two	CD
37060	5111	15	women	woman	NNS
37060	5111	16	,	,	,
37060	5111	17	both	both	DT
37060	5111	18	of	of	IN
37060	5111	19	whom	whom	WP
37060	5111	20	enjoy	enjoy	VBP
37060	5111	21	a	a	DT
37060	5111	22	life	life	NN
37060	5111	23	of	of	IN
37060	5111	24	queenly	queenly	JJ
37060	5111	25	leisure	leisure	NN
37060	5111	26	,	,	,
37060	5111	27	are	be	VBP
37060	5111	28	one	one	CD
37060	5111	29	day	day	NN
37060	5111	30	forced	force	VBN
37060	5111	31	to	to	TO
37060	5111	32	face	face	VB
37060	5111	33	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5111	34	husbands	husband	NNS
37060	5111	35	'	'	POS
37060	5111	36	untimely	untimely	JJ
37060	5111	37	death	death	NN
37060	5111	38	,	,	,
37060	5111	39	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	5111	40	obliterating	obliterate	VBG
37060	5111	41	a	a	DT
37060	5111	42	prime	prime	JJ
37060	5111	43	factor	factor	NN
37060	5111	44	in	in	IN
37060	5111	45	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5111	46	story	story	NN
37060	5111	47	book	book	NN
37060	5111	48	existence	existence	NN
37060	5111	49	.	.	.
37060	5112	1	One	one	CD
37060	5112	2	woman	woman	NN
37060	5112	3	,	,	,
37060	5112	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	5112	5	distressed	distressed	JJ
37060	5112	6	,	,	,
37060	5112	7	solemnly	solemnly	RB
37060	5112	8	prepares	prepare	VBZ
37060	5112	9	for	for	IN
37060	5112	10	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5112	11	husband	husband	NN
37060	5112	12	's	's	POS
37060	5112	13	funeral	funeral	NN
37060	5112	14	arrangements	arrangement	NNS
37060	5112	15	.	.	.
37060	5113	1	After	after	IN
37060	5113	2	the	the	DT
37060	5113	3	initial	initial	JJ
37060	5113	4	shock	shock	NN
37060	5113	5	of	of	IN
37060	5113	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5113	7	sudden	sudden	JJ
37060	5113	8	departure	departure	NN
37060	5113	9	from	from	IN
37060	5113	10	the	the	DT
37060	5113	11	earth	earth	NN
37060	5113	12	,	,	,
37060	5113	13	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5113	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	5113	15	able	able	JJ
37060	5113	16	to	to	TO
37060	5113	17	settle	settle	VB
37060	5113	18	into	into	IN
37060	5113	19	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5113	20	daily	daily	JJ
37060	5113	21	routine	routine	NN
37060	5113	22	once	once	RB
37060	5113	23	again	again	RB
37060	5113	24	.	.	.
37060	5114	1	The	the	DT
37060	5114	2	other	other	JJ
37060	5114	3	woman	woman	NN
37060	5114	4	,	,	,
37060	5114	5	however	however	RB
37060	5114	6	,	,	,
37060	5114	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	5114	8	completely	completely	RB
37060	5114	9	unable	unable	JJ
37060	5114	10	to	to	TO
37060	5114	11	accept	accept	VB
37060	5114	12	the	the	DT
37060	5114	13	solid	solid	JJ
37060	5114	14	truth	truth	NN
37060	5114	15	that	that	WDT
37060	5114	16	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5114	17	husband	husband	NN
37060	5114	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	5114	19	dead	dead	JJ
37060	5114	20	.	.	.
37060	5115	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5115	2	pines	pine	VBZ
37060	5115	3	remorsefully	remorsefully	RB
37060	5115	4	through	through	IN
37060	5115	5	each	each	DT
37060	5115	6	day	day	NN
37060	5115	7	and	and	CC
37060	5115	8	wearies	weary	VBZ
37060	5115	9	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5115	10	friends	friend	NNS
37060	5115	11	with	with	IN
37060	5115	12	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5115	13	incessant	incessant	JJ
37060	5115	14	lamentations	lamentation	NNS
37060	5115	15	.	.	.
37060	5116	1	So	so	RB
37060	5116	2	obsessed	obsess	VBN
37060	5116	3	with	with	IN
37060	5116	4	the	the	DT
37060	5116	5	mourning	mourning	NN
37060	5116	6	of	of	IN
37060	5116	7	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5116	8	late	late	JJ
37060	5116	9	husband	husband	NN
37060	5116	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	5116	11	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5116	12	,	,	,
37060	5116	13	that	that	IN
37060	5116	14	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5116	15	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	5116	16	falls	fall	VBZ
37060	5116	17	into	into	IN
37060	5116	18	deep	deep	JJ
37060	5116	19	depression	depression	NN
37060	5116	20	and	and	CC
37060	5116	21	seeks	seek	VBZ
37060	5116	22	the	the	DT
37060	5116	23	aid	aid	NN
37060	5116	24	of	of	IN
37060	5116	25	a	a	DT
37060	5116	26	psychiatrist	psychiatrist	NN
37060	5116	27	.	.	.
37060	5117	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	5117	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5117	3	have	have	VBP
37060	5117	4	seen	see	VBN
37060	5117	5	two	two	CD
37060	5117	6	instances	instance	NNS
37060	5117	7	which	which	WDT
37060	5117	8	have	have	VBP
37060	5117	9	had	have	VBN
37060	5117	10	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	5117	11	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	5117	12	in	in	IN
37060	5117	13	common	common	JJ
37060	5117	14	,	,	,
37060	5117	15	yet	yet	CC
37060	5117	16	the	the	DT
37060	5117	17	manner	manner	NN
37060	5117	18	in	in	IN
37060	5117	19	which	which	WDT
37060	5117	20	the	the	DT
37060	5117	21	women	woman	NNS
37060	5117	22	reacted	react	VBD
37060	5117	23	to	to	IN
37060	5117	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5117	25	misfortune	misfortune	NN
37060	5117	26	was	be	VBD
37060	5117	27	markedly	markedly	RB
37060	5117	28	different	different	JJ
37060	5117	29	.	.	.
37060	5118	1	This	this	DT
37060	5118	2	leads	lead	VBZ
37060	5118	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5118	4	to	to	TO
37060	5118	5	believe	believe	VB
37060	5118	6	that	that	IN
37060	5118	7	an	an	DT
37060	5118	8	individual	individual	NN
37060	5118	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	5118	10	essentially	essentially	RB
37060	5118	11	who	who	WP
37060	5118	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5118	13	will	will	MD
37060	5118	14	ever	ever	RB
37060	5118	15	be	be	VB
37060	5118	16	at	at	IN
37060	5118	17	birth	birth	NN
37060	5118	18	,	,	,
37060	5118	19	excluding	exclude	VBG
37060	5118	20	,	,	,
37060	5118	21	of	of	IN
37060	5118	22	course	course	NN
37060	5118	23	,	,	,
37060	5118	24	those	those	DT
37060	5118	25	accidental	accidental	JJ
37060	5118	26	occurrences	occurrence	NNS
37060	5118	27	which	which	WDT
37060	5118	28	mar	mar	NNP
37060	5118	29	and	and	CC
37060	5118	30	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	5118	31	obliterate	obliterate	VBP
37060	5118	32	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5118	33	abilities	ability	NNS
37060	5118	34	of	of	IN
37060	5118	35	both	both	DT
37060	5118	36	mind	mind	NN
37060	5118	37	and	and	CC
37060	5118	38	body	body	NN
37060	5118	39	.	.	.
37060	5119	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	5119	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5119	3	belief	belief	NN
37060	5119	4	that	that	IN
37060	5119	5	a	a	DT
37060	5119	6	person	person	NN
37060	5119	7	will	will	MD
37060	5119	8	be	be	VB
37060	5119	9	essentially	essentially	RB
37060	5119	10	unchanged	unchanged	JJ
37060	5119	11	from	from	IN
37060	5119	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5119	13	mental	mental	JJ
37060	5119	14	and	and	CC
37060	5119	15	behavioral	behavioral	JJ
37060	5119	16	patterns	pattern	NNS
37060	5119	17	as	as	IN
37060	5119	18	determined	determine	VBN
37060	5119	19	at	at	IN
37060	5119	20	birth	birth	NN
37060	5119	21	,	,	,
37060	5119	22	there	there	EX
37060	5119	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	5119	24	within	within	IN
37060	5119	25	each	each	DT
37060	5119	26	individual	individual	JJ
37060	5119	27	a	a	DT
37060	5119	28	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5119	29	ability	ability	NN
37060	5119	30	to	to	TO
37060	5119	31	change	change	VB
37060	5119	32	;	;	:
37060	5119	33	however	however	RB
37060	5119	34	,	,	,
37060	5119	35	the	the	DT
37060	5119	36	potential	potential	NN
37060	5119	37	must	must	MD
37060	5119	38	be	be	VB
37060	5119	39	there	there	RB
37060	5119	40	.	.	.
37060	5120	1	One	one	PRP
37060	5120	2	can	can	MD
37060	5120	3	not	not	RB
37060	5120	4	become	become	VB
37060	5120	5	someone	someone	NN
37060	5120	6	or	or	CC
37060	5120	7	something	something	NN
37060	5120	8	for	for	IN
37060	5120	9	which	which	WDT
37060	5120	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5120	11	lacks	lack	VBZ
37060	5120	12	all	all	DT
37060	5120	13	foundation	foundation	NN
37060	5120	14	.	.	.
37060	5121	1	That	that	DT
37060	5121	2	which	which	WDT
37060	5121	3	allows	allow	VBZ
37060	5121	4	an	an	DT
37060	5121	5	individual	individual	NN
37060	5121	6	to	to	TO
37060	5121	7	overcome	overcome	VB
37060	5121	8	the	the	DT
37060	5121	9	reins	rein	NNS
37060	5121	10	of	of	IN
37060	5121	11	selfishness	selfishness	NN
37060	5121	12	and	and	CC
37060	5121	13	base	base	NN
37060	5121	14	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	5121	15	,	,	,
37060	5121	16	and	and	CC
37060	5121	17	to	to	TO
37060	5121	18	grow	grow	VB
37060	5121	19	toward	toward	IN
37060	5121	20	the	the	DT
37060	5121	21	best	good	JJS
37060	5121	22	image	image	NN
37060	5121	23	of	of	IN
37060	5121	24	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5121	25	is	be	VBZ
37060	5121	26	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	5121	27	.	.	.
37060	5122	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5122	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5122	3	the	the	DT
37060	5122	4	key	key	NN
37060	5122	5	to	to	TO
37060	5122	6	change	change	VB
37060	5122	7	and	and	CC
37060	5122	8	self	self	NN
37060	5122	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	5122	10	improvement	improvement	NN
37060	5122	11	,	,	,
37060	5122	12	and	and	CC
37060	5122	13	through	through	IN
37060	5122	14	these	these	DT
37060	5122	15	qualities	quality	NNS
37060	5122	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5122	17	believe	believe	VBP
37060	5122	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5122	19	also	also	RB
37060	5122	20	sets	set	VBZ
37060	5122	21	one	one	CD
37060	5122	22	free	free	JJ
37060	5122	23	.	.	.
37060	5123	1	Awareness	awareness	NN
37060	5123	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5123	3	not	not	RB
37060	5123	4	easily	easily	RB
37060	5123	5	given	give	VBN
37060	5123	6	to	to	IN
37060	5123	7	definition	definition	NN
37060	5123	8	,	,	,
37060	5123	9	having	have	VBG
37060	5123	10	so	so	RB
37060	5123	11	many	many	JJ
37060	5123	12	variables	variable	NNS
37060	5123	13	which	which	WDT
37060	5123	14	shroud	shroud	VBP
37060	5123	15	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5123	16	very	very	JJ
37060	5123	17	essence	essence	NN
37060	5123	18	in	in	IN
37060	5123	19	obscurity	obscurity	NN
37060	5123	20	.	.	.
37060	5124	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5124	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5124	3	more	more	JJR
37060	5124	4	than	than	IN
37060	5124	5	one	one	PRP
37060	5124	6	's	's	POS
37060	5124	7	perception	perception	NN
37060	5124	8	of	of	IN
37060	5124	9	the	the	DT
37060	5124	10	world	world	NN
37060	5124	11	;	;	:
37060	5124	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5124	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	5124	14	also	also	RB
37060	5124	15	the	the	DT
37060	5124	16	ability	ability	NN
37060	5124	17	of	of	IN
37060	5124	18	an	an	DT
37060	5124	19	individual	individual	NN
37060	5124	20	to	to	TO
37060	5124	21	view	view	VB
37060	5124	22	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5124	23	with	with	IN
37060	5124	24	objectivity	objectivity	NN
37060	5124	25	and	and	CC
37060	5124	26	in	in	IN
37060	5124	27	turn	turn	NN
37060	5124	28	,	,	,
37060	5124	29	understand	understand	VB
37060	5124	30	the	the	DT
37060	5124	31	way	way	NN
37060	5124	32	in	in	IN
37060	5124	33	which	which	WDT
37060	5124	34	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5124	35	is	be	VBZ
37060	5124	36	visualized	visualize	VBN
37060	5124	37	by	by	IN
37060	5124	38	others	other	NNS
37060	5124	39	;	;	:
37060	5124	40	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5124	41	is	be	VBZ
37060	5124	42	seeing	see	VBG
37060	5124	43	the	the	DT
37060	5124	44	world	world	NN
37060	5124	45	through	through	IN
37060	5124	46	an	an	DT
37060	5124	47	eagle	eagle	NN
37060	5124	48	's	's	POS
37060	5124	49	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	5124	50	,	,	,
37060	5124	51	and	and	CC
37060	5124	52	conducting	conduct	VBG
37060	5124	53	oneself	oneself	PRP
37060	5124	54	in	in	IN
37060	5124	55	such	such	PDT
37060	5124	56	a	a	DT
37060	5124	57	manner	manner	NN
37060	5124	58	as	as	IN
37060	5124	59	to	to	TO
37060	5124	60	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	5124	61	injuring	injure	VBG
37060	5124	62	humankind	humankind	NN
37060	5124	63	;	;	:
37060	5124	64	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5124	65	is	be	VBZ
37060	5124	66	demonstrating	demonstrate	VBG
37060	5124	67	respect	respect	NN
37060	5124	68	to	to	IN
37060	5124	69	one	one	PRP
37060	5124	70	's	's	POS
37060	5124	71	neighbors	neighbor	NNS
37060	5124	72	and	and	CC
37060	5124	73	associates	associate	NNS
37060	5124	74	in	in	IN
37060	5124	75	a	a	DT
37060	5124	76	way	way	NN
37060	5124	77	which	which	WDT
37060	5124	78	is	be	VBZ
37060	5124	79	conducive	conducive	JJ
37060	5124	80	to	to	IN
37060	5124	81	nature	nature	NN
37060	5124	82	's	's	POS
37060	5124	83	intent	intent	NN
37060	5124	84	and	and	CC
37060	5124	85	societal	societal	JJ
37060	5124	86	congeniality	congeniality	NN
37060	5124	87	.	.	.
37060	5125	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5125	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5125	3	the	the	DT
37060	5125	4	ability	ability	NN
37060	5125	5	to	to	TO
37060	5125	6	know	know	VB
37060	5125	7	when	when	WRB
37060	5125	8	the	the	DT
37060	5125	9	time	time	NN
37060	5125	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	5125	11	right	right	JJ
37060	5125	12	to	to	TO
37060	5125	13	voice	voice	VB
37060	5125	14	one	one	CD
37060	5125	15	's	's	POS
37060	5125	16	opinions	opinion	NNS
37060	5125	17	and	and	CC
37060	5125	18	when	when	WRB
37060	5125	19	,	,	,
37060	5125	20	also	also	RB
37060	5125	21	,	,	,
37060	5125	22	to	to	TO
37060	5125	23	remain	remain	VB
37060	5125	24	silent	silent	JJ
37060	5125	25	;	;	:
37060	5125	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5125	27	is	be	VBZ
37060	5125	28	restraining	restrain	VBG
37060	5125	29	habits	habit	NNS
37060	5125	30	in	in	IN
37060	5125	31	the	the	DT
37060	5125	32	presence	presence	NN
37060	5125	33	of	of	IN
37060	5125	34	others	other	NNS
37060	5125	35	which	which	WDT
37060	5125	36	are	be	VBP
37060	5125	37	discourteous	discourteous	JJ
37060	5125	38	or	or	CC
37060	5125	39	distracting	distracting	JJ
37060	5125	40	;	;	:
37060	5125	41	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5125	42	is	be	VBZ
37060	5125	43	conducting	conduct	VBG
37060	5125	44	oneself	oneself	PRP
37060	5125	45	in	in	IN
37060	5125	46	a	a	DT
37060	5125	47	manner	manner	NN
37060	5125	48	respectful	respectful	JJ
37060	5125	49	of	of	IN
37060	5125	50	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5125	51	and	and	CC
37060	5125	52	the	the	DT
37060	5125	53	whole	whole	NN
37060	5125	54	of	of	IN
37060	5125	55	society	society	NN
37060	5125	56	,	,	,
37060	5125	57	for	for	IN
37060	5125	58	without	without	IN
37060	5125	59	the	the	DT
37060	5125	60	benefit	benefit	NN
37060	5125	61	of	of	IN
37060	5125	62	the	the	DT
37060	5125	63	unselfish	unselfish	NN
37060	5125	64	,	,	,
37060	5125	65	the	the	DT
37060	5125	66	world	world	NN
37060	5125	67	could	could	MD
37060	5125	68	not	not	RB
37060	5125	69	exist	exist	VB
37060	5125	70	.	.	.
37060	5126	1	Unlike	unlike	IN
37060	5126	2	other	other	JJ
37060	5126	3	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	5126	4	of	of	IN
37060	5126	5	ability	ability	NN
37060	5126	6	,	,	,
37060	5126	7	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	5126	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	5126	9	not	not	RB
37060	5126	10	a	a	DT
37060	5126	11	factor	factor	NN
37060	5126	12	which	which	WDT
37060	5126	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	5126	14	easily	easily	RB
37060	5126	15	determined	determine	VBN
37060	5126	16	.	.	.
37060	5127	1	This	this	DT
37060	5127	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5127	3	so	so	RB
37060	5127	4	because	because	IN
37060	5127	5	there	there	EX
37060	5127	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	5127	7	no	no	DT
37060	5127	8	scale	scale	NN
37060	5127	9	by	by	IN
37060	5127	10	which	which	WDT
37060	5127	11	to	to	TO
37060	5127	12	calculate	calculate	VB
37060	5127	13	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	5127	14	as	as	IN
37060	5127	15	there	there	EX
37060	5127	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	5127	17	in	in	IN
37060	5127	18	dealing	deal	VBG
37060	5127	19	with	with	IN
37060	5127	20	educational	educational	JJ
37060	5127	21	acuteness	acuteness	NN
37060	5127	22	.	.	.
37060	5128	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	5128	2	,	,	,
37060	5128	3	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	5128	4	does	do	VBZ
37060	5128	5	not	not	RB
37060	5128	6	necessarily	necessarily	RB
37060	5128	7	reflect	reflect	VB
37060	5128	8	intelligence	intelligence	NN
37060	5128	9	;	;	:
37060	5128	10	one	one	PRP
37060	5128	11	can	can	MD
37060	5128	12	be	be	VB
37060	5128	13	extremely	extremely	RB
37060	5128	14	intelligent	intelligent	JJ
37060	5128	15	yet	yet	CC
37060	5128	16	possess	possess	VBP
37060	5128	17	no	no	DT
37060	5128	18	sensitivity	sensitivity	NN
37060	5128	19	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	5128	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5128	21	conduct	conduct	NN
37060	5128	22	.	.	.
37060	5129	1	To	to	TO
37060	5129	2	further	further	RB
37060	5129	3	add	add	VB
37060	5129	4	to	to	IN
37060	5129	5	the	the	DT
37060	5129	6	confusion	confusion	NN
37060	5129	7	,	,	,
37060	5129	8	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	5129	9	feels	feel	VBZ
37060	5129	10	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5129	11	to	to	TO
37060	5129	12	be	be	VB
37060	5129	13	aware	aware	JJ
37060	5129	14	of	of	IN
37060	5129	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5129	16	actions	action	NNS
37060	5129	17	;	;	:
37060	5129	18	while	while	IN
37060	5129	19	some	some	DT
37060	5129	20	undoubtedly	undoubtedly	RB
37060	5129	21	control	control	VBP
37060	5129	22	every	every	DT
37060	5129	23	aspect	aspect	NN
37060	5129	24	of	of	IN
37060	5129	25	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5129	26	personality	personality	NN
37060	5129	27	in	in	IN
37060	5129	28	public	public	JJ
37060	5129	29	situations	situation	NNS
37060	5129	30	,	,	,
37060	5129	31	others	other	NNS
37060	5129	32	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5129	33	as	as	IN
37060	5129	34	if	if	IN
37060	5129	35	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5129	36	are	be	VBP
37060	5129	37	perceptive	perceptive	JJ
37060	5129	38	,	,	,
37060	5129	39	but	but	CC
37060	5129	40	conduct	conduct	VB
37060	5129	41	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5129	42	rather	rather	RB
37060	5129	43	distastefully	distastefully	RB
37060	5129	44	in	in	IN
37060	5129	45	the	the	DT
37060	5129	46	midst	midst	NN
37060	5129	47	of	of	IN
37060	5129	48	others	other	NNS
37060	5129	49	.	.	.
37060	5130	1	Once	once	RB
37060	5130	2	alerted	alert	VBN
37060	5130	3	to	to	IN
37060	5130	4	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5130	5	actions	action	NNS
37060	5130	6	,	,	,
37060	5130	7	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5130	8	are	be	VBP
37060	5130	9	able	able	JJ
37060	5130	10	to	to	TO
37060	5130	11	alter	alter	VB
37060	5130	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5130	13	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	5130	14	.	.	.
37060	5131	1	Still	still	RB
37060	5131	2	others	other	NNS
37060	5131	3	continue	continue	VBP
37060	5131	4	to	to	TO
37060	5131	5	demonstrate	demonstrate	VB
37060	5131	6	highly	highly	RB
37060	5131	7	irregular	irregular	JJ
37060	5131	8	behavioral	behavioral	JJ
37060	5131	9	patterns	pattern	NNS
37060	5131	10	even	even	RB
37060	5131	11	after	after	IN
37060	5131	12	candid	candid	JJ
37060	5131	13	instruction	instruction	NN
37060	5131	14	,	,	,
37060	5131	15	for	for	IN
37060	5131	16	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5131	17	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5131	18	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5131	19	actions	action	NNS
37060	5131	20	are	be	VBP
37060	5131	21	in	in	IN
37060	5131	22	no	no	DT
37060	5131	23	way	way	NN
37060	5131	24	peculiar	peculiar	JJ
37060	5131	25	,	,	,
37060	5131	26	and	and	CC
37060	5131	27	are	be	VBP
37060	5131	28	not	not	RB
37060	5131	29	hesitant	hesitant	JJ
37060	5131	30	to	to	TO
37060	5131	31	say	say	VB
37060	5131	32	there	there	EX
37060	5131	33	is	be	VBZ
37060	5131	34	no	no	DT
37060	5131	35	reason	reason	NN
37060	5131	36	for	for	IN
37060	5131	37	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5131	38	to	to	TO
37060	5131	39	change	change	VB
37060	5131	40	.	.	.
37060	5132	1	Then	then	RB
37060	5132	2	,	,	,
37060	5132	3	of	of	IN
37060	5132	4	course	course	NN
37060	5132	5	,	,	,
37060	5132	6	the	the	DT
37060	5132	7	true	true	JJ
37060	5132	8	victims	victim	NNS
37060	5132	9	of	of	IN
37060	5132	10	insanity	insanity	NN
37060	5132	11	are	be	VBP
37060	5132	12	not	not	RB
37060	5132	13	responsible	responsible	JJ
37060	5132	14	for	for	IN
37060	5132	15	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5132	16	actions	action	NNS
37060	5132	17	,	,	,
37060	5132	18	for	for	IN
37060	5132	19	reality	reality	NN
37060	5132	20	has	have	VBZ
37060	5132	21	become	become	VBN
37060	5132	22	distorted	distorted	JJ
37060	5132	23	and	and	CC
37060	5132	24	vague	vague	JJ
37060	5132	25	;	;	:
37060	5132	26	the	the	DT
37060	5132	27	same	same	JJ
37060	5132	28	is	be	VBZ
37060	5132	29	true	true	JJ
37060	5132	30	of	of	IN
37060	5132	31	mentally	mentally	RB
37060	5132	32	retarded	retarded	JJ
37060	5132	33	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	5132	34	.	.	.
37060	5133	1	Just	just	RB
37060	5133	2	as	as	IN
37060	5133	3	every	every	DT
37060	5133	4	human	human	NN
37060	5133	5	being	being	NN
37060	5133	6	has	have	VBZ
37060	5133	7	mental	mental	JJ
37060	5133	8	and	and	CC
37060	5133	9	physical	physical	JJ
37060	5133	10	potentials	potential	NNS
37060	5133	11	,	,	,
37060	5133	12	so	so	CC
37060	5133	13	,	,	,
37060	5133	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5133	15	believe	believe	VBP
37060	5133	16	,	,	,
37060	5133	17	do	do	VBP
37060	5133	18	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5133	19	have	have	VB
37060	5133	20	an	an	DT
37060	5133	21	"	"	``
37060	5133	22	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	5133	23	potential	potential	NN
37060	5133	24	.	.	.
37060	5133	25	"	"	''
37060	5134	1	In	in	IN
37060	5134	2	all	all	DT
37060	5134	3	things	thing	NNS
37060	5134	4	there	there	EX
37060	5134	5	are	be	VBP
37060	5134	6	degrees	degree	NNS
37060	5134	7	of	of	IN
37060	5134	8	performance	performance	NN
37060	5134	9	and	and	CC
37060	5134	10	capabilities	capability	NNS
37060	5134	11	which	which	WDT
37060	5134	12	are	be	VBP
37060	5134	13	instilled	instill	VBN
37060	5134	14	within	within	IN
37060	5134	15	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5134	16	long	long	RB
37060	5134	17	before	before	IN
37060	5134	18	birth	birth	NN
37060	5134	19	;	;	:
37060	5134	20	these	these	DT
37060	5134	21	seeds	seed	NNS
37060	5134	22	can	can	MD
37060	5134	23	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	5134	24	lay	lay	VB
37060	5134	25	dormant	dormant	JJ
37060	5134	26	until	until	IN
37060	5134	27	,	,	,
37060	5134	28	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5134	29	,	,	,
37060	5134	30	the	the	DT
37060	5134	31	need	need	NN
37060	5134	32	arises	arise	VBZ
37060	5134	33	for	for	IN
37060	5134	34	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5134	35	use	use	NN
37060	5134	36	or	or	CC
37060	5134	37	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5134	38	are	be	VBP
37060	5134	39	,	,	,
37060	5134	40	in	in	IN
37060	5134	41	effect	effect	NN
37060	5134	42	,	,	,
37060	5134	43	stumbled	stumble	VBN
37060	5134	44	upon	upon	IN
37060	5134	45	by	by	IN
37060	5134	46	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5134	47	master	master	NN
37060	5134	48	.	.	.
37060	5135	1	Though	though	IN
37060	5135	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5135	3	may	may	MD
37060	5135	4	well	well	RB
37060	5135	5	attain	attain	VB
37060	5135	6	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5135	7	potential	potential	NN
37060	5135	8	in	in	IN
37060	5135	9	a	a	DT
37060	5135	10	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5135	11	area	area	NN
37060	5135	12	,	,	,
37060	5135	13	whether	whether	IN
37060	5135	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5135	15	be	be	VB
37060	5135	16	consciousness	consciousness	NN
37060	5135	17	toward	toward	IN
37060	5135	18	societal	societal	JJ
37060	5135	19	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	5135	20	or	or	CC
37060	5135	21	an	an	DT
37060	5135	22	inexplicable	inexplicable	JJ
37060	5135	23	hatred	hatred	NN
37060	5135	24	for	for	IN
37060	5135	25	the	the	DT
37060	5135	26	mathematical	mathematical	JJ
37060	5135	27	language	language	NN
37060	5135	28	,	,	,
37060	5135	29	there	there	EX
37060	5135	30	are	be	VBP
37060	5135	31	other	other	JJ
37060	5135	32	mental	mental	JJ
37060	5135	33	and	and	CC
37060	5135	34	physical	physical	JJ
37060	5135	35	arenas	arena	NNS
37060	5135	36	which	which	WDT
37060	5135	37	are	be	VBP
37060	5135	38	seemingly	seemingly	RB
37060	5135	39	boundless	boundless	JJ
37060	5135	40	in	in	IN
37060	5135	41	regard	regard	NN
37060	5135	42	to	to	IN
37060	5135	43	one	one	NN
37060	5135	44	's	's	POS
37060	5135	45	capabilities	capability	NNS
37060	5135	46	;	;	:
37060	5135	47	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5135	48	tend	tend	VBP
37060	5135	49	to	to	TO
37060	5135	50	think	think	VB
37060	5135	51	of	of	IN
37060	5135	52	these	these	DT
37060	5135	53	as	as	IN
37060	5135	54	one	one	CD
37060	5135	55	's	's	POS
37060	5135	56	"	"	``
37060	5135	57	natural	natural	JJ
37060	5135	58	gifts	gift	NNS
37060	5135	59	"	"	''
37060	5135	60	which	which	WDT
37060	5135	61	apparently	apparently	RB
37060	5135	62	grow	grow	VBP
37060	5135	63	with	with	IN
37060	5135	64	little	little	JJ
37060	5135	65	effort	effort	NN
37060	5135	66	on	on	IN
37060	5135	67	the	the	DT
37060	5135	68	part	part	NN
37060	5135	69	of	of	IN
37060	5135	70	the	the	DT
37060	5135	71	individual	individual	NN
37060	5135	72	thus	thus	RB
37060	5135	73	endowed	endow	VBD
37060	5135	74	.	.	.
37060	5136	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5136	2	are	be	VBP
37060	5136	3	not	not	RB
37060	5136	4	created	create	VBN
37060	5136	5	equal	equal	JJ
37060	5136	6	in	in	IN
37060	5136	7	the	the	DT
37060	5136	8	mental	mental	JJ
37060	5136	9	,	,	,
37060	5136	10	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5136	11	,	,	,
37060	5136	12	or	or	CC
37060	5136	13	physical	physical	JJ
37060	5136	14	sense	sense	NN
37060	5136	15	;	;	:
37060	5136	16	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5136	17	do	do	VBP
37060	5136	18	,	,	,
37060	5136	19	however	however	RB
37060	5136	20	,	,	,
37060	5136	21	excel	excel	VBP
37060	5136	22	in	in	IN
37060	5136	23	various	various	JJ
37060	5136	24	facets	facet	NNS
37060	5136	25	of	of	IN
37060	5136	26	each	each	DT
37060	5136	27	.	.	.
37060	5137	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	5137	2	,	,	,
37060	5137	3	while	while	IN
37060	5137	4	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5137	5	presence	presence	NN
37060	5137	6	alone	alone	RB
37060	5137	7	determines	determine	VBZ
37060	5137	8	if	if	IN
37060	5137	9	one	one	PRP
37060	5137	10	can	can	MD
37060	5137	11	change	change	VB
37060	5137	12	,	,	,
37060	5137	13	the	the	DT
37060	5137	14	amount	amount	NN
37060	5137	15	of	of	IN
37060	5137	16	one	one	NN
37060	5137	17	's	's	POS
37060	5137	18	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	5137	19	is	be	VBZ
37060	5137	20	the	the	DT
37060	5137	21	controlling	control	VBG
37060	5137	22	factor	factor	NN
37060	5137	23	of	of	IN
37060	5137	24	how	how	WRB
37060	5137	25	much	much	JJ
37060	5137	26	one	one	NN
37060	5137	27	can	can	MD
37060	5137	28	change	change	VB
37060	5137	29	.	.	.
37060	5138	1	Through	through	IN
37060	5138	2	observation	observation	NN
37060	5138	3	and	and	CC
37060	5138	4	extensive	extensive	JJ
37060	5138	5	thought	thought	NN
37060	5138	6	,	,	,
37060	5138	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5138	8	have	have	VBP
37060	5138	9	reached	reach	VBN
37060	5138	10	the	the	DT
37060	5138	11	conclusion	conclusion	NN
37060	5138	12	that	that	IN
37060	5138	13	any	any	DT
37060	5138	14	obsessive	obsessive	JJ
37060	5138	15	self	self	NN
37060	5138	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	5138	17	indulgence	indulgence	NN
37060	5138	18	or	or	CC
37060	5138	19	selfishness	selfishness	NN
37060	5138	20	is	be	VBZ
37060	5138	21	merely	merely	RB
37060	5138	22	a	a	DT
37060	5138	23	hollow	hollow	JJ
37060	5138	24	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	5138	25	by	by	IN
37060	5138	26	the	the	DT
37060	5138	27	individual	individual	NN
37060	5138	28	thus	thus	RB
37060	5138	29	incensed	incense	VBD
37060	5138	30	to	to	TO
37060	5138	31	fill	fill	VB
37060	5138	32	an	an	DT
37060	5138	33	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5138	34	void	void	NN
37060	5138	35	.	.	.
37060	5139	1	Self	self	NN
37060	5139	2	-	-	HYPH
37060	5139	3	love	love	NN
37060	5139	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	5139	5	quite	quite	RB
37060	5139	6	separate	separate	JJ
37060	5139	7	from	from	IN
37060	5139	8	self	self	NN
37060	5139	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	5139	10	infatuation	infatuation	NN
37060	5139	11	,	,	,
37060	5139	12	with	with	IN
37060	5139	13	the	the	DT
37060	5139	14	latter	latter	JJ
37060	5139	15	lacking	lack	VBG
37060	5139	16	all	all	DT
37060	5139	17	objectivity	objectivity	NN
37060	5139	18	in	in	IN
37060	5139	19	thinking	think	VBG
37060	5139	20	because	because	IN
37060	5139	21	all	all	DT
37060	5139	22	thought	thought	NN
37060	5139	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	5139	24	mirrored	mirror	VBN
37060	5139	25	toward	toward	IN
37060	5139	26	oneself	oneself	PRP
37060	5139	27	.	.	.
37060	5140	1	Selfishness	selfishness	NN
37060	5140	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5140	3	an	an	DT
37060	5140	4	insatiable	insatiable	JJ
37060	5140	5	hunger	hunger	NN
37060	5140	6	which	which	WDT
37060	5140	7	consumes	consume	VBZ
37060	5140	8	far	far	RB
37060	5140	9	too	too	RB
37060	5140	10	many	many	JJ
37060	5140	11	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	5140	12	;	;	:
37060	5140	13	as	as	IN
37060	5140	14	with	with	IN
37060	5140	15	all	all	DT
37060	5140	16	obsessive	obsessive	JJ
37060	5140	17	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	5140	18	,	,	,
37060	5140	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5140	20	feeds	feed	VBZ
37060	5140	21	upon	upon	IN
37060	5140	22	the	the	DT
37060	5140	23	imprisoned	imprison	VBN
37060	5140	24	mind	mind	NN
37060	5140	25	,	,	,
37060	5140	26	destroying	destroy	VBG
37060	5140	27	the	the	DT
37060	5140	28	love	love	NN
37060	5140	29	and	and	CC
37060	5140	30	replacing	replace	VBG
37060	5140	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5140	32	with	with	IN
37060	5140	33	malignant	malignant	JJ
37060	5140	34	desire	desire	NN
37060	5140	35	,	,	,
37060	5140	36	resulting	result	VBG
37060	5140	37	in	in	IN
37060	5140	38	no	no	DT
37060	5140	39	less	less	JJR
37060	5140	40	than	than	IN
37060	5140	41	hatred	hatred	NN
37060	5140	42	.	.	.
37060	5141	1	No	no	DT
37060	5141	2	one	one	NN
37060	5141	3	can	can	MD
37060	5141	4	read	read	VB
37060	5141	5	the	the	DT
37060	5141	6	mind	mind	NN
37060	5141	7	of	of	IN
37060	5141	8	another	another	DT
37060	5141	9	,	,	,
37060	5141	10	or	or	CC
37060	5141	11	delve	delve	VBN
37060	5141	12	therein	therein	RB
37060	5141	13	for	for	IN
37060	5141	14	the	the	DT
37060	5141	15	truthfulness	truthfulness	NN
37060	5141	16	of	of	IN
37060	5141	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5141	18	statements	statement	NNS
37060	5141	19	or	or	CC
37060	5141	20	actions	action	NNS
37060	5141	21	.	.	.
37060	5142	1	Only	only	RB
37060	5142	2	the	the	DT
37060	5142	3	individual	individual	NN
37060	5142	4	knows	know	VBZ
37060	5142	5	whether	whether	IN
37060	5142	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5142	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	5142	8	giving	give	VBG
37060	5142	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5142	10	best	good	JJS
37060	5142	11	or	or	CC
37060	5142	12	if	if	IN
37060	5142	13	selfishness	selfishness	NN
37060	5142	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	5142	15	the	the	DT
37060	5142	16	controlling	control	VBG
37060	5142	17	power	power	NN
37060	5142	18	behind	behind	IN
37060	5142	19	all	all	DT
37060	5142	20	deeds	deed	NNS
37060	5142	21	.	.	.
37060	5143	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5143	2	do	do	VBP
37060	5143	3	feel	feel	VB
37060	5143	4	,	,	,
37060	5143	5	however	however	RB
37060	5143	6	,	,	,
37060	5143	7	that	that	IN
37060	5143	8	one	one	NN
37060	5143	9	who	who	WP
37060	5143	10	displays	display	VBZ
37060	5143	11	a	a	DT
37060	5143	12	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	5143	13	of	of	IN
37060	5143	14	all	all	DT
37060	5143	15	restrictions	restriction	NNS
37060	5143	16	and	and	CC
37060	5143	17	codes	code	NNS
37060	5143	18	of	of	IN
37060	5143	19	conduct	conduct	NN
37060	5143	20	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	5143	21	another	another	DT
37060	5143	22	's	's	POS
37060	5143	23	rightful	rightful	JJ
37060	5143	24	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	5143	25	toward	toward	IN
37060	5143	26	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5143	27	is	be	VBZ
37060	5143	28	also	also	RB
37060	5143	29	capable	capable	JJ
37060	5143	30	of	of	IN
37060	5143	31	returning	return	VBG
37060	5143	32	respect	respect	NN
37060	5143	33	and	and	CC
37060	5143	34	cordiality	cordiality	NN
37060	5143	35	,	,	,
37060	5143	36	for	for	IN
37060	5143	37	obviously	obviously	RB
37060	5143	38	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5143	39	is	be	VBZ
37060	5143	40	aware	aware	JJ
37060	5143	41	of	of	IN
37060	5143	42	societal	societal	JJ
37060	5143	43	expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	5143	44	.	.	.
37060	5144	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5144	2	a	a	DT
37060	5144	3	person	person	NN
37060	5144	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	5144	5	aware	aware	JJ
37060	5144	6	of	of	IN
37060	5144	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5144	8	faults	fault	NNS
37060	5144	9	but	but	CC
37060	5144	10	makes	make	VBZ
37060	5144	11	no	no	DT
37060	5144	12	effort	effort	NN
37060	5144	13	to	to	TO
37060	5144	14	change	change	VB
37060	5144	15	,	,	,
37060	5144	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5144	17	is	be	VBZ
37060	5144	18	a	a	DT
37060	5144	19	leech	leech	NN
37060	5144	20	upon	upon	IN
37060	5144	21	society	society	NN
37060	5144	22	which	which	WDT
37060	5144	23	drains	drain	VBZ
37060	5144	24	others	other	NNS
37060	5144	25	of	of	IN
37060	5144	26	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5144	27	rightly	rightly	RB
37060	5144	28	earned	earn	VBN
37060	5144	29	freedoms	freedom	NNS
37060	5144	30	,	,	,
37060	5144	31	whether	whether	IN
37060	5144	32	as	as	RB
37060	5144	33	simple	simple	JJ
37060	5144	34	as	as	IN
37060	5144	35	desiring	desire	VBG
37060	5144	36	a	a	DT
37060	5144	37	yard	yard	NN
37060	5144	38	bereft	bereft	NN
37060	5144	39	of	of	IN
37060	5144	40	dog	dog	NN
37060	5144	41	litter	litter	NN
37060	5144	42	or	or	CC
37060	5144	43	the	the	DT
37060	5144	44	wish	wish	NN
37060	5144	45	for	for	IN
37060	5144	46	tranquillity	tranquillity	NN
37060	5144	47	,	,	,
37060	5144	48	or	or	CC
37060	5144	49	as	as	RB
37060	5144	50	significant	significant	JJ
37060	5144	51	as	as	IN
37060	5144	52	the	the	DT
37060	5144	53	right	right	NN
37060	5144	54	to	to	IN
37060	5144	55	security	security	NN
37060	5144	56	and	and	CC
37060	5144	57	peace	peace	NN
37060	5144	58	within	within	IN
37060	5144	59	the	the	DT
37060	5144	60	home	home	NN
37060	5144	61	.	.	.
37060	5145	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5145	2	who	who	WP
37060	5145	3	takes	take	VBZ
37060	5145	4	from	from	IN
37060	5145	5	society	society	NN
37060	5145	6	without	without	IN
37060	5145	7	returning	return	VBG
37060	5145	8	something	something	NN
37060	5145	9	of	of	IN
37060	5145	10	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5145	11	gains	gain	VBZ
37060	5145	12	the	the	DT
37060	5145	13	regard	regard	NN
37060	5145	14	of	of	IN
37060	5145	15	no	no	DT
37060	5145	16	one	one	NN
37060	5145	17	.	.	.
37060	5146	1	One	one	CD
37060	5146	2	determines	determine	VBZ
37060	5146	3	the	the	DT
37060	5146	4	way	way	NN
37060	5146	5	in	in	IN
37060	5146	6	which	which	WDT
37060	5146	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5146	8	shall	shall	MD
37060	5146	9	be	be	VB
37060	5146	10	treated	treat	VBN
37060	5146	11	by	by	IN
37060	5146	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5146	13	self	self	NN
37060	5146	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	5146	15	conduct	conduct	NN
37060	5146	16	;	;	:
37060	5146	17	respect	respect	NN
37060	5146	18	begets	beget	NNS
37060	5146	19	respect	respect	NN
37060	5146	20	.	.	.
37060	5147	1	The	the	DT
37060	5147	2	person	person	NN
37060	5147	3	who	who	WP
37060	5147	4	indulges	indulge	VBZ
37060	5147	5	in	in	IN
37060	5147	6	selfishness	selfishness	NN
37060	5147	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	5147	8	a	a	DT
37060	5147	9	most	most	RBS
37060	5147	10	distressing	distressing	JJ
37060	5147	11	companion	companion	NN
37060	5147	12	;	;	:
37060	5147	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5147	14	demands	demand	VBZ
37060	5147	15	rather	rather	RB
37060	5147	16	than	than	IN
37060	5147	17	asks	ask	VBZ
37060	5147	18	,	,	,
37060	5147	19	and	and	CC
37060	5147	20	will	will	MD
37060	5147	21	not	not	RB
37060	5147	22	take	take	VB
37060	5147	23	"	"	``
37060	5147	24	no	no	UH
37060	5147	25	"	"	''
37060	5147	26	for	for	IN
37060	5147	27	an	an	DT
37060	5147	28	answer	answer	NN
37060	5147	29	;	;	:
37060	5147	30	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5147	31	is	be	VBZ
37060	5147	32	opinionated	opinionated	JJ
37060	5147	33	and	and	CC
37060	5147	34	short	short	JJ
37060	5147	35	-	-	HYPH
37060	5147	36	sighted	sighted	JJ
37060	5147	37	,	,	,
37060	5147	38	seeing	see	VBG
37060	5147	39	only	only	RB
37060	5147	40	the	the	DT
37060	5147	41	effects	effect	NNS
37060	5147	42	a	a	DT
37060	5147	43	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5147	44	measure	measure	NN
37060	5147	45	will	will	MD
37060	5147	46	have	have	VB
37060	5147	47	upon	upon	IN
37060	5147	48	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5147	49	own	own	JJ
37060	5147	50	welfare	welfare	NN
37060	5147	51	;	;	:
37060	5147	52	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5147	53	feels	feel	VBZ
37060	5147	54	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5147	55	knows	know	VBZ
37060	5147	56	everything	everything	NN
37060	5147	57	,	,	,
37060	5147	58	and	and	CC
37060	5147	59	will	will	MD
37060	5147	60	be	be	VB
37060	5147	61	pleased	pleased	JJ
37060	5147	62	to	to	TO
37060	5147	63	fill	fill	VB
37060	5147	64	one	one	CD
37060	5147	65	in	in	RP
37060	5147	66	;	;	:
37060	5147	67	if	if	IN
37060	5147	68	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5147	69	listens	listen	VBZ
37060	5147	70	,	,	,
37060	5147	71	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5147	72	will	will	MD
37060	5147	73	misconstrue	misconstrue	VB
37060	5147	74	the	the	DT
37060	5147	75	information	information	NN
37060	5147	76	or	or	CC
37060	5147	77	turn	turn	VB
37060	5147	78	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5147	79	around	around	RP
37060	5147	80	to	to	TO
37060	5147	81	suit	suit	VB
37060	5147	82	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5147	83	.	.	.
37060	5148	1	One	one	CD
37060	5148	2	unwilling	unwilling	JJ
37060	5148	3	to	to	TO
37060	5148	4	change	change	VB
37060	5148	5	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5148	6	looks	look	VBZ
37060	5148	7	only	only	RB
37060	5148	8	to	to	IN
37060	5148	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5148	10	own	own	JJ
37060	5148	11	needs	need	NNS
37060	5148	12	;	;	:
37060	5148	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5148	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	5148	15	unable	unable	JJ
37060	5148	16	to	to	TO
37060	5148	17	release	release	VB
37060	5148	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5148	19	child	child	NN
37060	5148	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	5148	21	like	like	JJ
37060	5148	22	mentality	mentality	NN
37060	5148	23	for	for	IN
37060	5148	24	fear	fear	NN
37060	5148	25	that	that	IN
37060	5148	26	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5148	27	shall	shall	MD
37060	5148	28	not	not	RB
37060	5148	29	receive	receive	VB
37060	5148	30	"	"	``
37060	5148	31	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5148	32	share	share	NN
37060	5148	33	"	"	''
37060	5148	34	;	;	,
37060	5148	35	riding	ride	VBG
37060	5148	36	abreast	abreast	RB
37060	5148	37	of	of	IN
37060	5148	38	laziness	laziness	NN
37060	5148	39	,	,	,
37060	5148	40	rebellion	rebellion	NN
37060	5148	41	,	,	,
37060	5148	42	resentment	resentment	NN
37060	5148	43	,	,	,
37060	5148	44	or	or	CC
37060	5148	45	another	another	DT
37060	5148	46	usually	usually	RB
37060	5148	47	child	child	NN
37060	5148	48	-	-	HYPH
37060	5148	49	like	like	JJ
37060	5148	50	mode	mode	NN
37060	5148	51	of	of	IN
37060	5148	52	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	5148	53	,	,	,
37060	5148	54	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5148	55	locks	lock	VBZ
37060	5148	56	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5148	57	in	in	IN
37060	5148	58	a	a	DT
37060	5148	59	prison	prison	NN
37060	5148	60	which	which	WDT
37060	5148	61	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5148	62	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5148	63	built	build	VBD
37060	5148	64	.	.	.
37060	5149	1	Indeed	indeed	RB
37060	5149	2	,	,	,
37060	5149	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5149	4	would	would	MD
37060	5149	5	be	be	VB
37060	5149	6	pitied	pity	VBN
37060	5149	7	if	if	IN
37060	5149	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5149	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5149	10	not	not	RB
37060	5149	11	so	so	RB
37060	5149	12	abhorred	abhorred	JJ
37060	5149	13	;	;	:
37060	5149	14	yet	yet	CC
37060	5149	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5149	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	5149	17	unfair	unfair	JJ
37060	5149	18	to	to	TO
37060	5149	19	expect	expect	VB
37060	5149	20	a	a	DT
37060	5149	21	share	share	NN
37060	5149	22	of	of	IN
37060	5149	23	the	the	DT
37060	5149	24	harvest	harvest	NN
37060	5149	25	if	if	IN
37060	5149	26	one	one	PRP
37060	5149	27	has	have	VBZ
37060	5149	28	not	not	RB
37060	5149	29	also	also	RB
37060	5149	30	planted	plant	VBN
37060	5149	31	seed	seed	NN
37060	5149	32	in	in	IN
37060	5149	33	the	the	DT
37060	5149	34	field	field	NN
37060	5149	35	.	.	.
37060	5150	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	5150	2	instead	instead	RB
37060	5150	3	of	of	IN
37060	5150	4	attempting	attempt	VBG
37060	5150	5	to	to	TO
37060	5150	6	discover	discover	VB
37060	5150	7	the	the	DT
37060	5150	8	true	true	JJ
37060	5150	9	problem	problem	NN
37060	5150	10	behind	behind	IN
37060	5150	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5150	12	emptiness	emptiness	NN
37060	5150	13	,	,	,
37060	5150	14	the	the	DT
37060	5150	15	self	self	NN
37060	5150	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	5150	17	centered	center	VBN
37060	5150	18	individual	individual	NN
37060	5150	19	often	often	RB
37060	5150	20	ignores	ignore	VBZ
37060	5150	21	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5150	22	mind	mind	NN
37060	5150	23	's	's	POS
37060	5150	24	plea	plea	NN
37060	5150	25	for	for	IN
37060	5150	26	help	help	NN
37060	5150	27	and	and	CC
37060	5150	28	tries	try	VBZ
37060	5150	29	to	to	TO
37060	5150	30	fulfill	fulfill	VB
37060	5150	31	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5150	32	through	through	IN
37060	5150	33	that	that	DT
37060	5150	34	which	which	WDT
37060	5150	35	others	other	NNS
37060	5150	36	will	will	MD
37060	5150	37	give	give	VB
37060	5150	38	,	,	,
37060	5150	39	creating	create	VBG
37060	5150	40	a	a	DT
37060	5150	41	most	most	RBS
37060	5150	42	devastating	devastating	JJ
37060	5150	43	hindrance	hindrance	NN
37060	5150	44	toward	toward	IN
37060	5150	45	personal	personal	JJ
37060	5150	46	growth	growth	NN
37060	5150	47	.	.	.
37060	5151	1	One	one	PRP
37060	5151	2	must	must	MD
37060	5151	3	develop	develop	VB
37060	5151	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5151	5	mind	mind	NN
37060	5151	6	to	to	IN
37060	5151	7	the	the	DT
37060	5151	8	point	point	NN
37060	5151	9	that	that	IN
37060	5151	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5151	11	can	can	MD
37060	5151	12	love	love	VB
37060	5151	13	and	and	CC
37060	5151	14	accept	accept	VB
37060	5151	15	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5151	16	,	,	,
37060	5151	17	and	and	CC
37060	5151	18	regard	regard	VB
37060	5151	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5151	20	flaws	flaw	NNS
37060	5151	21	not	not	RB
37060	5151	22	as	as	RB
37060	5151	23	hopeless	hopeless	JJ
37060	5151	24	,	,	,
37060	5151	25	but	but	CC
37060	5151	26	rather	rather	RB
37060	5151	27	,	,	,
37060	5151	28	attributes	attribute	NNS
37060	5151	29	which	which	WDT
37060	5151	30	,	,	,
37060	5151	31	with	with	IN
37060	5151	32	growth	growth	NN
37060	5151	33	,	,	,
37060	5151	34	will	will	MD
37060	5151	35	be	be	VB
37060	5151	36	overcome	overcome	VBN
37060	5151	37	.	.	.
37060	5152	1	Only	only	RB
37060	5152	2	through	through	IN
37060	5152	3	undiluted	undiluted	JJ
37060	5152	4	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	5152	5	can	can	MD
37060	5152	6	one	one	PRP
37060	5152	7	develop	develop	VB
37060	5152	8	wholeness	wholeness	NN
37060	5152	9	of	of	IN
37060	5152	10	character	character	NN
37060	5152	11	.	.	.
37060	5153	1	An	an	DT
37060	5153	2	individual	individual	NN
37060	5153	3	who	who	WP
37060	5153	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	5153	5	not	not	RB
37060	5153	6	one	one	CD
37060	5153	7	with	with	IN
37060	5153	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5153	9	inner	inner	JJ
37060	5153	10	core	core	NN
37060	5153	11	can	can	MD
37060	5153	12	not	not	RB
37060	5153	13	hope	hope	VB
37060	5153	14	to	to	TO
37060	5153	15	give	give	VB
37060	5153	16	of	of	IN
37060	5153	17	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5153	18	fully	fully	RB
37060	5153	19	,	,	,
37060	5153	20	for	for	IN
37060	5153	21	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5153	22	mind	mind	NN
37060	5153	23	encompasses	encompass	VBZ
37060	5153	24	only	only	RB
37060	5153	25	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5153	26	life	life	NN
37060	5153	27	,	,	,
37060	5153	28	and	and	CC
37060	5153	29	not	not	RB
37060	5153	30	life	life	VB
37060	5153	31	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5153	32	.	.	.
37060	5154	1	While	while	IN
37060	5154	2	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	5154	3	allows	allow	VBZ
37060	5154	4	one	one	PRP
37060	5154	5	to	to	TO
37060	5154	6	discover	discover	VB
37060	5154	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5154	8	faults	fault	NNS
37060	5154	9	,	,	,
37060	5154	10	honesty	honesty	JJ
37060	5154	11	clarifies	clarify	VBZ
37060	5154	12	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5154	13	.	.	.
37060	5155	1	Looking	look	VBG
37060	5155	2	into	into	IN
37060	5155	3	one	one	PRP
37060	5155	4	's	's	POS
37060	5155	5	own	own	JJ
37060	5155	6	character	character	NN
37060	5155	7	can	can	MD
37060	5155	8	be	be	VB
37060	5155	9	unpleasant	unpleasant	JJ
37060	5155	10	and	and	CC
37060	5155	11	even	even	RB
37060	5155	12	distressing	distress	VBG
37060	5155	13	,	,	,
37060	5155	14	for	for	IN
37060	5155	15	there	there	EX
37060	5155	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	5155	17	no	no	DT
37060	5155	18	one	one	NN
37060	5155	19	who	who	WP
37060	5155	20	does	do	VBZ
37060	5155	21	not	not	RB
37060	5155	22	wish	wish	VB
37060	5155	23	to	to	TO
37060	5155	24	erase	erase	VB
37060	5155	25	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5155	26	mindless	mindless	JJ
37060	5155	27	inclinations	inclination	NNS
37060	5155	28	and	and	CC
37060	5155	29	base	base	NN
37060	5155	30	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	5155	31	from	from	IN
37060	5155	32	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5155	33	personality	personality	NN
37060	5155	34	slate	slate	NN
37060	5155	35	.	.	.
37060	5156	1	However	however	RB
37060	5156	2	,	,	,
37060	5156	3	without	without	IN
37060	5156	4	the	the	DT
37060	5156	5	initial	initial	JJ
37060	5156	6	realization	realization	NN
37060	5156	7	and	and	CC
37060	5156	8	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	5156	9	of	of	IN
37060	5156	10	such	such	JJ
37060	5156	11	faults	fault	NNS
37060	5156	12	,	,	,
37060	5156	13	no	no	DT
37060	5156	14	reversal	reversal	NN
37060	5156	15	shall	shall	MD
37060	5156	16	take	take	VB
37060	5156	17	place	place	NN
37060	5156	18	.	.	.
37060	5157	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5157	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5157	3	through	through	IN
37060	5157	4	these	these	DT
37060	5157	5	confessions	confession	NNS
37060	5157	6	to	to	IN
37060	5157	7	oneself	oneself	PRP
37060	5157	8	that	that	IN
37060	5157	9	one	one	NN
37060	5157	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	5157	11	able	able	JJ
37060	5157	12	to	to	TO
37060	5157	13	grow	grow	VB
37060	5157	14	and	and	CC
37060	5157	15	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	5157	16	change	change	VB
37060	5157	17	into	into	IN
37060	5157	18	a	a	DT
37060	5157	19	being	being	NN
37060	5157	20	more	more	RBR
37060	5157	21	worthy	worthy	JJ
37060	5157	22	of	of	IN
37060	5157	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5157	24	own	own	JJ
37060	5157	25	existence	existence	NN
37060	5157	26	in	in	IN
37060	5157	27	the	the	DT
37060	5157	28	realm	realm	NN
37060	5157	29	of	of	IN
37060	5157	30	nature	nature	NN
37060	5157	31	.	.	.
37060	5158	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5158	2	view	view	VBP
37060	5158	3	honesty	honesty	JJ
37060	5158	4	as	as	IN
37060	5158	5	a	a	DT
37060	5158	6	product	product	NN
37060	5158	7	of	of	IN
37060	5158	8	love	love	NN
37060	5158	9	.	.	.
37060	5159	1	Therefore	therefore	RB
37060	5159	2	,	,	,
37060	5159	3	honesty	honesty	NN
37060	5159	4	toward	toward	IN
37060	5159	5	oneself	oneself	PRP
37060	5159	6	must	must	MD
37060	5159	7	be	be	VB
37060	5159	8	of	of	IN
37060	5159	9	utmost	utmost	JJ
37060	5159	10	importance	importance	NN
37060	5159	11	in	in	IN
37060	5159	12	the	the	DT
37060	5159	13	development	development	NN
37060	5159	14	of	of	IN
37060	5159	15	self	self	NN
37060	5159	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	5159	17	love	love	NN
37060	5159	18	and	and	CC
37060	5159	19	the	the	DT
37060	5159	20	creation	creation	NN
37060	5159	21	of	of	IN
37060	5159	22	inner	inner	JJ
37060	5159	23	wholeness	wholeness	NN
37060	5159	24	.	.	.
37060	5160	1	In	in	IN
37060	5160	2	this	this	DT
37060	5160	3	scope	scope	NN
37060	5160	4	,	,	,
37060	5160	5	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5160	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5160	7	could	could	MD
37060	5160	8	be	be	VB
37060	5160	9	said	say	VBN
37060	5160	10	that	that	IN
37060	5160	11	irrationality	irrationality	NN
37060	5160	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	5160	13	an	an	DT
37060	5160	14	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	5160	15	to	to	TO
37060	5160	16	"	"	``
37060	5160	17	mask	mask	VB
37060	5160	18	"	"	''
37060	5160	19	selfishness	selfishness	NN
37060	5160	20	,	,	,
37060	5160	21	for	for	IN
37060	5160	22	few	few	JJ
37060	5160	23	who	who	WP
37060	5160	24	act	act	VBP
37060	5160	25	toward	toward	IN
37060	5160	26	the	the	DT
37060	5160	27	benefit	benefit	NN
37060	5160	28	of	of	IN
37060	5160	29	humanity	humanity	NN
37060	5160	30	will	will	MD
37060	5160	31	inflict	inflict	VB
37060	5160	32	upon	upon	IN
37060	5160	33	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5160	34	needless	needless	JJ
37060	5160	35	pain	pain	NN
37060	5160	36	.	.	.
37060	5161	1	For	for	IN
37060	5161	2	the	the	DT
37060	5161	3	most	most	JJS
37060	5161	4	part	part	NN
37060	5161	5	,	,	,
37060	5161	6	only	only	RB
37060	5161	7	thoughtlessness	thoughtlessness	NN
37060	5161	8	proves	prove	VBZ
37060	5161	9	injurious	injurious	JJ
37060	5161	10	to	to	IN
37060	5161	11	the	the	DT
37060	5161	12	masses	masse	NNS
37060	5161	13	.	.	.
37060	5162	1	Just	just	RB
37060	5162	2	as	as	IN
37060	5162	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5162	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	5162	5	important	important	JJ
37060	5162	6	to	to	TO
37060	5162	7	nurture	nurture	VB
37060	5162	8	one	one	PRP
37060	5162	9	's	's	POS
37060	5162	10	character	character	NN
37060	5162	11	,	,	,
37060	5162	12	so	so	RB
37060	5162	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	5162	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5162	15	imperative	imperative	JJ
37060	5162	16	to	to	TO
37060	5162	17	see	see	VB
37060	5162	18	the	the	DT
37060	5162	19	whole	whole	JJ
37060	5162	20	character	character	NN
37060	5162	21	and	and	CC
37060	5162	22	weed	weed	NN
37060	5162	23	from	from	IN
37060	5162	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5162	25	that	that	WDT
37060	5162	26	which	which	WDT
37060	5162	27	desires	desire	VBZ
37060	5162	28	to	to	TO
37060	5162	29	choke	choke	VB
37060	5162	30	and	and	CC
37060	5162	31	plague	plague	VB
37060	5162	32	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5162	33	life	life	NN
37060	5162	34	and	and	CC
37060	5162	35	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	5162	36	lives	life	NNS
37060	5162	37	.	.	.
37060	5163	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5163	2	believe	believe	VBP
37060	5163	3	that	that	IN
37060	5163	4	each	each	DT
37060	5163	5	individual	individual	JJ
37060	5163	6	desires	desire	NNS
37060	5163	7	to	to	TO
37060	5163	8	be	be	VB
37060	5163	9	liked	like	VBN
37060	5163	10	by	by	IN
37060	5163	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5163	12	fellow	fellow	JJ
37060	5163	13	man	man	NN
37060	5163	14	and	and	CC
37060	5163	15	have	have	VB
37060	5163	16	a	a	DT
37060	5163	17	sense	sense	NN
37060	5163	18	of	of	IN
37060	5163	19	"	"	``
37060	5163	20	belonging	belong	VBG
37060	5163	21	"	"	''
37060	5163	22	.	.	.
37060	5164	1	.	.	.
37060	5165	1	.	.	.
37060	5166	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5166	2	although	although	IN
37060	5166	3	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5166	4	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	5166	5	so	so	RB
37060	5166	6	desire	desire	VBP
37060	5166	7	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	5166	8	that	that	IN
37060	5166	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5166	10	succumb	succumb	VBD
37060	5166	11	to	to	IN
37060	5166	12	the	the	DT
37060	5166	13	notions	notion	NNS
37060	5166	14	of	of	IN
37060	5166	15	others	other	NNS
37060	5166	16	and	and	CC
37060	5166	17	rob	rob	VB
37060	5166	18	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5166	19	of	of	IN
37060	5166	20	a	a	DT
37060	5166	21	personality	personality	NN
37060	5166	22	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5166	23	.	.	.
37060	5167	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5167	2	want	want	VBP
37060	5167	3	to	to	TO
37060	5167	4	possess	possess	VB
37060	5167	5	a	a	DT
37060	5167	6	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	5167	7	of	of	IN
37060	5167	8	individuality	individuality	NN
37060	5167	9	,	,	,
37060	5167	10	and	and	CC
37060	5167	11	be	be	VB
37060	5167	12	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	5167	13	for	for	IN
37060	5167	14	who	who	WP
37060	5167	15	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5167	16	are	be	VBP
37060	5167	17	and	and	CC
37060	5167	18	wish	wish	VBP
37060	5167	19	to	to	TO
37060	5167	20	become	become	VB
37060	5167	21	.	.	.
37060	5168	1	Far	far	RB
37060	5168	2	from	from	IN
37060	5168	3	perfect	perfect	JJ
37060	5168	4	,	,	,
37060	5168	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5168	6	realize	realize	VBP
37060	5168	7	that	that	IN
37060	5168	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5168	9	could	could	MD
37060	5168	10	use	use	VB
37060	5168	11	an	an	DT
37060	5168	12	infinite	infinite	JJ
37060	5168	13	amount	amount	NN
37060	5168	14	of	of	IN
37060	5168	15	improvement	improvement	NN
37060	5168	16	within	within	IN
37060	5168	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5168	18	character	character	NN
37060	5168	19	,	,	,
37060	5168	20	and	and	CC
37060	5168	21	despite	despite	IN
37060	5168	22	the	the	DT
37060	5168	23	menacing	menacing	JJ
37060	5168	24	flaws	flaw	NNS
37060	5168	25	which	which	WDT
37060	5168	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5168	27	must	must	MD
37060	5168	28	face	face	VB
37060	5168	29	,	,	,
37060	5168	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5168	31	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5168	32	quite	quite	RB
37060	5168	33	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	5168	34	to	to	TO
37060	5168	35	be	be	VB
37060	5168	36	able	able	JJ
37060	5168	37	to	to	TO
37060	5168	38	acknowledge	acknowledge	VB
37060	5168	39	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5168	40	,	,	,
37060	5168	41	for	for	IN
37060	5168	42	without	without	IN
37060	5168	43	detection	detection	NN
37060	5168	44	,	,	,
37060	5168	45	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5168	46	could	could	MD
37060	5168	47	not	not	RB
37060	5168	48	be	be	VB
37060	5168	49	overcome	overcome	VBN
37060	5168	50	.	.	.
37060	5169	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5169	2	hope	hope	VBP
37060	5169	3	that	that	IN
37060	5169	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5169	5	will	will	MD
37060	5169	6	grow	grow	VB
37060	5169	7	in	in	IN
37060	5169	8	strength	strength	NN
37060	5169	9	and	and	CC
37060	5169	10	love	love	NN
37060	5169	11	until	until	IN
37060	5169	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5169	13	no	no	RB
37060	5169	14	longer	long	RBR
37060	5169	15	live	live	VBP
37060	5169	16	,	,	,
37060	5169	17	for	for	IN
37060	5169	18	when	when	WRB
37060	5169	19	inner	inner	JJ
37060	5169	20	growth	growth	NN
37060	5169	21	stagnates	stagnate	NNS
37060	5169	22	,	,	,
37060	5169	23	one	one	CD
37060	5169	24	essentially	essentially	RB
37060	5169	25	dies	die	VBZ
37060	5169	26	.	.	.
37060	5170	1	Soul	Soul	NNP
37060	5170	2	's	's	POS
37060	5170	3	Voyage	voyage	NN
37060	5170	4	Alone	alone	RB
37060	5170	5	,	,	,
37060	5170	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5170	7	observe	observe	VBP
37060	5170	8	In	in	IN
37060	5170	9	the	the	DT
37060	5170	10	eerie	eerie	NN
37060	5170	11	glow	glow	VB
37060	5170	12	The	the	DT
37060	5170	13	earth	earth	NN
37060	5170	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	5170	15	bound	bind	VBN
37060	5170	16	voyage	voyage	NN
37060	5170	17	Of	of	IN
37060	5170	18	falling	fall	VBG
37060	5170	19	snow	snow	NN
37060	5170	20	.	.	.
37060	5171	1	The	the	DT
37060	5171	2	trees	tree	NNS
37060	5171	3	are	be	VBP
37060	5171	4	all	all	RB
37060	5171	5	clad	clothe	VBN
37060	5171	6	In	in	IN
37060	5171	7	angelic	angelic	JJ
37060	5171	8	white	white	NN
37060	5171	9	...	...	.
37060	5172	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	5172	2	calm	calm	NN
37060	5172	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5172	4	find	find	VBP
37060	5172	5	On	on	IN
37060	5172	6	this	this	DT
37060	5172	7	midwinter	midwinter	NN
37060	5172	8	's	's	POS
37060	5172	9	night	night	NN
37060	5172	10	!	!	.
37060	5173	1	Framed	frame	VBN
37060	5173	2	by	by	IN
37060	5173	3	the	the	DT
37060	5173	4	door	door	NN
37060	5173	5	,	,	,
37060	5173	6	'	'	''
37060	5173	7	Twas	Twas	NNP
37060	5173	8	the	the	DT
37060	5173	9	picture	picture	NN
37060	5173	10	of	of	IN
37060	5173	11	peace	peace	NN
37060	5173	12	And	and	CC
37060	5173	13	earnestly	earnestly	RB
37060	5173	14	beckoned	beckon	VBD
37060	5173	15	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5173	16	soul	soul	NN
37060	5173	17	to	to	TO
37060	5173	18	release	release	VB
37060	5173	19	That	that	IN
37060	5173	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5173	21	might	may	MD
37060	5173	22	lose	lose	VB
37060	5173	23	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5173	24	In	in	IN
37060	5173	25	night	night	NN
37060	5173	26	's	's	POS
37060	5173	27	deepest	deep	JJS
37060	5173	28	confines	confine	NNS
37060	5173	29	,	,	,
37060	5173	30	Ne'er	Ne'er	NNP
37060	5173	31	to	to	TO
37060	5173	32	return	return	VB
37060	5173	33	To	to	IN
37060	5173	34	life	life	NN
37060	5173	35	's	's	POS
37060	5173	36	dismal	dismal	JJ
37060	5173	37	design	design	NN
37060	5173	38	.	.	.
37060	5174	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5174	2	heart	heart	NN
37060	5174	3	would	would	MD
37060	5174	4	not	not	RB
37060	5174	5	yearn	yearn	VB
37060	5174	6	,	,	,
37060	5174	7	Nor	nor	CC
37060	5174	8	would	would	MD
37060	5174	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5174	10	pine	pine	VB
37060	5174	11	For	for	IN
37060	5174	12	a	a	DT
37060	5174	13	life	life	NN
37060	5174	14	that	that	WDT
37060	5174	15	was	be	VBD
37060	5174	16	lost	lose	VBN
37060	5174	17	To	to	IN
37060	5174	18	one	one	CD
37060	5174	19	more	more	RBR
37060	5174	20	divine	divine	JJ
37060	5174	21	.	.	.
37060	5175	1	Ah	ah	UH
37060	5175	2	,	,	,
37060	5175	3	but	but	CC
37060	5175	4	alas	alas	UH
37060	5175	5	!	!	.
37060	5176	1	And	and	CC
37060	5176	2	how	how	WRB
37060	5176	3	the	the	DT
37060	5176	4	night	night	NN
37060	5176	5	flies	fly	VBZ
37060	5176	6	From	from	IN
37060	5176	7	dawn	dawn	NN
37060	5176	8	's	's	POS
37060	5176	9	icy	icy	NN
37060	5176	10	fingers	finger	NNS
37060	5176	11	And	and	CC
37060	5176	12	wind	wind	NN
37060	5176	13	's	's	POS
37060	5176	14	bitter	bitter	JJ
37060	5176	15	cries	cry	NNS
37060	5176	16	!	!	.
37060	5177	1	'	'	``
37060	5177	2	Twas	Twas	NNP
37060	5177	3	naught	naught	VBD
37060	5177	4	but	but	CC
37060	5177	5	a	a	DT
37060	5177	6	dream	dream	NN
37060	5177	7	:	:	:
37060	5177	8	The	the	DT
37060	5177	9	night	night	NN
37060	5177	10	gone	go	VBN
37060	5177	11	by	by	IN
37060	5177	12	When	when	WRB
37060	5177	13	moonbeam	moonbeam	NN
37060	5177	14	rays	ray	NNS
37060	5177	15	Kissed	kiss	VBD
37060	5177	16	snow	snow	NN
37060	5177	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	5177	18	drenched	drench	VBN
37060	5177	19	skies	sky	NNS
37060	5177	20	!	!	.
37060	5178	1	Ah	ah	UH
37060	5178	2	,	,	,
37060	5178	3	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	5178	4	memory	memory	NN
37060	5178	5	!	!	.
37060	5179	1	Disparaging	disparage	VBG
37060	5179	2	blow	blow	NN
37060	5179	3	!	!	.
37060	5180	1	For	for	IN
37060	5180	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5180	3	hopes	hope	NNS
37060	5180	4	are	be	VBP
37060	5180	5	consumed	consume	VBN
37060	5180	6	'	'	``
37060	5180	7	Neath	Neath	NNP
37060	5180	8	the	the	DT
37060	5180	9	deepening	deepen	VBG
37060	5180	10	snow	snow	NN
37060	5180	11	.	.	.
37060	5181	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	5181	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	5181	3	January	January	NNP
37060	5181	4	1981	1981	CD
37060	5181	5	PAGE	PAGE	NNP
37060	5181	6	187	187	CD
37060	5181	7	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	5181	8	24	24	CD
37060	5181	9	Interlude	Interlude	NNP
37060	5181	10	"	"	``
37060	5181	11	Owning	own	VBG
37060	5181	12	a	a	DT
37060	5181	13	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	5181	14	sense	sense	NN
37060	5181	15	of	of	IN
37060	5181	16	self	self	NN
37060	5181	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	5181	18	worth	worth	JJ
37060	5181	19	was	be	VBD
37060	5181	20	not	not	RB
37060	5181	21	immodesty	immodesty	JJ
37060	5181	22	but	but	CC
37060	5181	23	protection	protection	NN
37060	5181	24	against	against	IN
37060	5181	25	vulnerability	vulnerability	NN
37060	5181	26	.	.	.
37060	5181	27	"	"	''
37060	5182	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	5182	2	TWENTY	TWENTY	NNP
37060	5182	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	5182	4	FOUR	FOUR	NNP
37060	5182	5	Interlude	Interlude	NNP
37060	5182	6	Jan.--Feb	Jan.--Feb	NNP
37060	5182	7	.	.	.
37060	5182	8	1981	1981	CD
37060	5182	9	...	...	.
37060	5183	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5183	2	am	be	VBP
37060	5183	3	a	a	DT
37060	5183	4	loner	loner	NN
37060	5183	5	,	,	,
37060	5183	6	used	use	VBN
37060	5183	7	to	to	IN
37060	5183	8	spending	spend	VBG
37060	5183	9	time	time	NN
37060	5183	10	alone	alone	RB
37060	5183	11	...	...	.
37060	5184	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5184	2	dislike	dislike	VBP
37060	5184	3	a	a	DT
37060	5184	4	lot	lot	NN
37060	5184	5	of	of	IN
37060	5184	6	contact	contact	NN
37060	5184	7	...	...	:
37060	5185	1	....	....	NFP
37060	5185	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5185	3	am	be	VBP
37060	5185	4	a	a	DT
37060	5185	5	listener	listener	NN
37060	5185	6	,	,	,
37060	5185	7	although	although	IN
37060	5185	8	not	not	RB
37060	5185	9	always	always	RB
37060	5185	10	by	by	IN
37060	5185	11	choice	choice	NN
37060	5185	12	...	...	.
37060	5186	1	....	....	NFP
37060	5186	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5186	3	think	think	VBP
37060	5186	4	a	a	DT
37060	5186	5	lot	lot	NN
37060	5186	6	...	...	NFP
37060	5186	7	contemplate	contemplate	VB
37060	5186	8	life	life	NN
37060	5186	9	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5186	10	and	and	CC
37060	5186	11	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5186	12	death	death	NN
37060	5186	13	.	.	.
37060	5187	1	Is	be	VBZ
37060	5187	2	there	there	EX
37060	5187	3	such	such	PDT
37060	5187	4	a	a	DT
37060	5187	5	thing	thing	NN
37060	5187	6	as	as	IN
37060	5187	7	thinking	think	VBG
37060	5187	8	too	too	RB
37060	5187	9	much	much	RB
37060	5187	10	?	?	.
37060	5188	1	.	.	.
37060	5189	1	.	.	.
37060	5190	1	.I	.I	NFP
37060	5190	2	know	know	VB
37060	5190	3	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5190	4	through	through	IN
37060	5190	5	observations	observation	NNS
37060	5190	6	and	and	CC
37060	5190	7	experiences	experience	NNS
37060	5190	8	and	and	CC
37060	5190	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5190	10	writing	writing	NN
37060	5190	11	.	.	.
37060	5191	1	Writing	writing	NN
37060	5191	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5191	3	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	5191	4	the	the	DT
37060	5191	5	only	only	JJ
37060	5191	6	means	mean	NNS
37060	5191	7	through	through	IN
37060	5191	8	which	which	WDT
37060	5191	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5191	10	can	can	MD
37060	5191	11	express	express	VB
37060	5191	12	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5191	13	,	,	,
37060	5191	14	for	for	CC
37060	5191	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5191	16	found	find	VBD
37060	5191	17	that	that	IN
37060	5191	18	,	,	,
37060	5191	19	being	be	VBG
37060	5191	20	a	a	DT
37060	5191	21	listener	listener	NN
37060	5191	22	,	,	,
37060	5191	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5191	24	usually	usually	RB
37060	5191	25	help	help	VBP
37060	5191	26	people	people	NNS
37060	5191	27	more	more	JJR
37060	5191	28	than	than	IN
37060	5191	29	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5191	30	do	do	VBP
37060	5191	31	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5191	32	.	.	.
37060	5192	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5192	2	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5192	3	begin	begin	VBP
37060	5192	4	,	,	,
37060	5192	5	but	but	CC
37060	5192	6	more	more	RBR
37060	5192	7	often	often	RB
37060	5192	8	than	than	IN
37060	5192	9	not	not	RB
37060	5192	10	,	,	,
37060	5192	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5192	12	fail	fail	VBP
37060	5192	13	to	to	TO
37060	5192	14	say	say	VB
37060	5192	15	what	what	WP
37060	5192	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5192	17	set	set	VBD
37060	5192	18	out	out	RP
37060	5192	19	to	to	TO
37060	5192	20	say	say	VB
37060	5192	21	.	.	.
37060	5193	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5193	2	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	5193	3	if	if	IN
37060	5193	4	this	this	DT
37060	5193	5	makes	make	VBZ
37060	5193	6	good	good	JJ
37060	5193	7	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	5193	8	...	...	NFP
37060	5193	9	all	all	DT
37060	5193	10	ear	ear	NN
37060	5193	11	and	and	CC
37060	5193	12	no	no	DT
37060	5193	13	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	5193	14	.	.	.
37060	5194	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5194	2	But	but	CC
37060	5194	3	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5194	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5194	5	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5194	6	better	well	RBR
37060	5194	7	giving	give	VBG
37060	5194	8	than	than	IN
37060	5194	9	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	5194	10	.	.	.
37060	5195	1	...	...	:
37060	5195	2	One	one	PRP
37060	5195	3	must	must	MD
37060	5195	4	be	be	VB
37060	5195	5	receptive	receptive	JJ
37060	5195	6	,	,	,
37060	5195	7	or	or	CC
37060	5195	8	the	the	DT
37060	5195	9	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	5195	10	can	can	MD
37060	5195	11	not	not	RB
37060	5195	12	last	last	VB
37060	5195	13	.	.	.
37060	5196	1	...	...	:
37060	5196	2	The	the	DT
37060	5196	3	amount	amount	NN
37060	5196	4	one	one	NN
37060	5196	5	discloses	disclose	VBZ
37060	5196	6	about	about	IN
37060	5196	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5196	8	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5196	9	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5196	10	self	self	NN
37060	5196	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	5196	12	oftentimes	oftentimes	RB
37060	5196	13	parallel	parallel	JJ
37060	5196	14	to	to	IN
37060	5196	15	the	the	DT
37060	5196	16	amount	amount	NN
37060	5196	17	of	of	IN
37060	5196	18	attention	attention	NN
37060	5196	19	given	give	VBN
37060	5196	20	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5196	21	to	to	IN
37060	5196	22	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5196	23	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5196	24	by	by	IN
37060	5196	25	the	the	DT
37060	5196	26	partner	partner	NN
37060	5196	27	.	.	.
37060	5197	1	If	if	IN
37060	5197	2	one	one	PRP
37060	5197	3	listens	listen	VBZ
37060	5197	4	with	with	IN
37060	5197	5	the	the	DT
37060	5197	6	intensity	intensity	NN
37060	5197	7	of	of	IN
37060	5197	8	a	a	DT
37060	5197	9	brick	brick	NN
37060	5197	10	wall	wall	NN
37060	5197	11	,	,	,
37060	5197	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5197	13	naturally	naturally	RB
37060	5197	14	follows	follow	VBZ
37060	5197	15	that	that	IN
37060	5197	16	the	the	DT
37060	5197	17	other	other	JJ
37060	5197	18	will	will	MD
37060	5197	19	be	be	VB
37060	5197	20	less	less	RBR
37060	5197	21	likely	likely	JJ
37060	5197	22	to	to	TO
37060	5197	23	express	express	VB
37060	5197	24	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	5197	25	in	in	IN
37060	5197	26	other	other	JJ
37060	5197	27	situations	situation	NNS
37060	5197	28	...	...	.
37060	5197	29	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5197	30	feels	feel	VBZ
37060	5197	31	shut	shut	VBN
37060	5197	32	out	out	RP
37060	5197	33	.	.	.
37060	5198	1	...	...	:
37060	5198	2	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5198	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	5198	4	the	the	DT
37060	5198	5	chief	chief	JJ
37060	5198	6	voice	voice	NN
37060	5198	7	in	in	IN
37060	5198	8	the	the	DT
37060	5198	9	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	5198	10	.	.	.
37060	5199	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5199	2	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5199	3	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5199	4	says	say	VBZ
37060	5199	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5199	6	will	will	MD
37060	5199	7	listen	listen	VB
37060	5199	8	to	to	IN
37060	5199	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5199	10	,	,	,
37060	5199	11	but	but	CC
37060	5199	12	unless	unless	IN
37060	5199	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5199	14	talk	talk	VBP
37060	5199	15	in	in	IN
37060	5199	16	an	an	DT
37060	5199	17	unending	unending	JJ
37060	5199	18	flow	flow	NN
37060	5199	19	until	until	IN
37060	5199	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5199	21	'm	be	VBP
37060	5199	22	finished	finish	VBN
37060	5199	23	,	,	,
37060	5199	24	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5199	25	breaks	break	VBZ
37060	5199	26	in	in	RP
37060	5199	27	with	with	IN
37060	5199	28	a	a	DT
37060	5199	29	response	response	NN
37060	5199	30	and	and	CC
37060	5199	31	continues	continue	VBZ
37060	5199	32	to	to	TO
37060	5199	33	elaborate	elaborate	VB
37060	5199	34	upon	upon	IN
37060	5199	35	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5199	36	until	until	IN
37060	5199	37	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5199	38	have	have	VBP
37060	5199	39	virtually	virtually	RB
37060	5199	40	forgotten	forget	VBN
37060	5199	41	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5199	42	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	5199	43	.	.	.
37060	5200	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5200	2	have	have	VBP
37060	5200	3	found	find	VBN
37060	5200	4	short	short	JJ
37060	5200	5	,	,	,
37060	5200	6	powerful	powerful	JJ
37060	5200	7	phrases	phrase	NNS
37060	5200	8	the	the	DT
37060	5200	9	only	only	JJ
37060	5200	10	means	mean	VBZ
37060	5200	11	to	to	TO
37060	5200	12	convey	convey	VB
37060	5200	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5200	14	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	5200	15	at	at	IN
37060	5200	16	times	time	NNS
37060	5200	17	...	...	NFP
37060	5200	18	or	or	CC
37060	5200	19	reading	read	VBG
37060	5200	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5200	21	personal	personal	JJ
37060	5200	22	essays	essay	NNS
37060	5200	23	and	and	CC
37060	5200	24	poems	poem	NNS
37060	5200	25	to	to	IN
37060	5200	26	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5200	27	.	.	.
37060	5201	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	5201	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5201	3	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5201	4	small	small	JJ
37060	5201	5	.	.	.
37060	5202	1	.	.	.
37060	5203	1	.	.	.
37060	5204	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5204	2	am	be	VBP
37060	5204	3	unable	unable	JJ
37060	5204	4	to	to	TO
37060	5204	5	make	make	VB
37060	5204	6	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5204	7	heard	hear	VBN
37060	5204	8	.	.	.
37060	5205	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	5205	2	1981	1981	CD
37060	5205	3	...	...	.
37060	5206	1	Although	although	IN
37060	5206	2	a	a	DT
37060	5206	3	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	5206	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	5206	5	composed	compose	VBN
37060	5206	6	of	of	IN
37060	5206	7	a	a	DT
37060	5206	8	great	great	JJ
37060	5206	9	deal	deal	NN
37060	5206	10	of	of	IN
37060	5206	11	sharing	sharing	NN
37060	5206	12	and	and	CC
37060	5206	13	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	5206	14	,	,	,
37060	5206	15	the	the	DT
37060	5206	16	need	need	NN
37060	5206	17	for	for	IN
37060	5206	18	privacy	privacy	NN
37060	5206	19	must	must	MD
37060	5206	20	be	be	VB
37060	5206	21	respected	respect	VBN
37060	5206	22	.	.	.
37060	5207	1	Each	each	DT
37060	5207	2	individual	individual	JJ
37060	5207	3	needs	need	VBZ
37060	5207	4	to	to	TO
37060	5207	5	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	5207	6	a	a	DT
37060	5207	7	firmly	firmly	RB
37060	5207	8	established	establish	VBN
37060	5207	9	sense	sense	NN
37060	5207	10	of	of	IN
37060	5207	11	identity	identity	NN
37060	5207	12	to	to	TO
37060	5207	13	fully	fully	RB
37060	5207	14	give	give	VB
37060	5207	15	of	of	IN
37060	5207	16	that	that	DT
37060	5207	17	self	self	NN
37060	5207	18	.	.	.
37060	5208	1	Grow	grow	VB
37060	5208	2	side	side	NN
37060	5208	3	by	by	IN
37060	5208	4	side	side	NN
37060	5208	5	and	and	CC
37060	5208	6	learn	learn	VB
37060	5208	7	from	from	IN
37060	5208	8	each	each	DT
37060	5208	9	other	other	JJ
37060	5208	10	...	...	:
37060	5208	11	two	two	CD
37060	5208	12	vines	vine	NNS
37060	5208	13	can	can	MD
37060	5208	14	not	not	RB
37060	5208	15	grow	grow	VB
37060	5208	16	on	on	IN
37060	5208	17	one	one	CD
37060	5208	18	tree	tree	NN
37060	5208	19	lest	lest	IN
37060	5208	20	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5208	21	strangle	strangle	VBP
37060	5208	22	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5208	23	support	support	NN
37060	5208	24	and	and	CC
37060	5208	25	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	5208	26	,	,	,
37060	5208	27	each	each	DT
37060	5208	28	other	other	JJ
37060	5208	29	.	.	.
37060	5209	1	...	...	NFP
37060	5209	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5209	3	find	find	VBP
37060	5209	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5209	5	most	most	RBS
37060	5209	6	exciting	exciting	JJ
37060	5209	7	to	to	TO
37060	5209	8	discover	discover	VB
37060	5209	9	someone	someone	NN
37060	5209	10	and	and	CC
37060	5209	11	watch	watch	VB
37060	5209	12	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5209	13	grow	grow	VB
37060	5209	14	in	in	IN
37060	5209	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5209	16	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	5209	17	of	of	IN
37060	5209	18	life	life	NN
37060	5209	19	.	.	.
37060	5210	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5210	2	could	could	MD
37060	5210	3	not	not	RB
37060	5210	4	live	live	VB
37060	5210	5	with	with	IN
37060	5210	6	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5210	7	if	if	IN
37060	5210	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5210	9	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5210	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5210	11	was	be	VBD
37060	5210	12	purposely	purposely	RB
37060	5210	13	attempting	attempt	VBG
37060	5210	14	to	to	TO
37060	5210	15	mold	mold	VB
37060	5210	16	another	another	DT
37060	5210	17	individual	individual	NN
37060	5210	18	to	to	TO
37060	5210	19	fit	fit	VB
37060	5210	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5210	21	perception	perception	NN
37060	5210	22	of	of	IN
37060	5210	23	the	the	DT
37060	5210	24	"	"	``
37060	5210	25	ideal	ideal	JJ
37060	5210	26	mate	mate	NN
37060	5210	27	.	.	.
37060	5210	28	"	"	''
37060	5211	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5211	2	once	once	RB
37060	5211	3	told	tell	VBD
37060	5211	4	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5211	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5211	6	boyfriend	boyfriend	NN
37060	5211	7	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5211	8	that	that	IN
37060	5211	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5211	10	would	would	MD
37060	5211	11	rather	rather	RB
37060	5211	12	break	break	VB
37060	5211	13	up	up	RP
37060	5211	14	with	with	IN
37060	5211	15	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5211	16	than	than	IN
37060	5211	17	change	change	VB
37060	5211	18	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5211	19	,	,	,
37060	5211	20	for	for	IN
37060	5211	21	propensities	propensity	NNS
37060	5211	22	which	which	WDT
37060	5211	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5211	24	found	find	VBD
37060	5211	25	disturbing	disturbing	JJ
37060	5211	26	would	would	MD
37060	5211	27	be	be	VB
37060	5211	28	virtually	virtually	RB
37060	5211	29	non	non	JJ
37060	5211	30	-	-	JJ
37060	5211	31	existent	existent	NN
37060	5211	32	to	to	IN
37060	5211	33	someone	someone	NN
37060	5211	34	else	else	RB
37060	5211	35	.	.	.
37060	5212	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5212	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	5212	3	as	as	RB
37060	5212	4	much	much	JJ
37060	5212	5	of	of	IN
37060	5212	6	a	a	DT
37060	5212	7	right	right	NN
37060	5212	8	to	to	TO
37060	5212	9	live	live	VB
37060	5212	10	and	and	CC
37060	5212	11	love	love	VB
37060	5212	12	in	in	IN
37060	5212	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5212	14	own	own	JJ
37060	5212	15	way	way	NN
37060	5212	16	as	as	IN
37060	5212	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5212	18	have	have	VBP
37060	5212	19	.	.	.
37060	5213	1	...	...	:
37060	5213	2	The	the	DT
37060	5213	3	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	5213	4	which	which	WDT
37060	5213	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5213	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5213	7	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5213	8	and	and	CC
37060	5213	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5213	10	share	share	VBP
37060	5213	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	5213	12	invaluable	invaluable	JJ
37060	5213	13	and	and	CC
37060	5213	14	irreplaceable	irreplaceable	JJ
37060	5213	15	.	.	.
37060	5214	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5214	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5214	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	5214	4	because	because	IN
37060	5214	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5214	6	place	place	VBP
37060	5214	7	no	no	DT
37060	5214	8	supreme	supreme	JJ
37060	5214	9	importance	importance	NN
37060	5214	10	on	on	IN
37060	5214	11	romanticism	romanticism	NN
37060	5214	12	that	that	IN
37060	5214	13	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5214	14	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	5214	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	5214	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5214	17	deepest	deep	JJS
37060	5214	18	gratification	gratification	NN
37060	5214	19	.	.	.
37060	5215	1	In	in	IN
37060	5215	2	another	another	DT
37060	5215	3	composition	composition	NN
37060	5215	4	,	,	,
37060	5215	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5215	6	wrote	write	VBD
37060	5215	7	these	these	DT
37060	5215	8	words	word	NNS
37060	5215	9	:	:	:
37060	5215	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5215	11	look	look	VBP
37060	5215	12	not	not	RB
37060	5215	13	for	for	IN
37060	5215	14	the	the	DT
37060	5215	15	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	5215	16	because	because	IN
37060	5215	17	idealistic	idealistic	JJ
37060	5215	18	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	5215	19	are	be	VBP
37060	5215	20	often	often	RB
37060	5215	21	quite	quite	RB
37060	5215	22	disappointed	disappointed	JJ
37060	5215	23	when	when	WRB
37060	5215	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5215	25	"	"	``
37060	5215	26	key	key	NN
37060	5215	27	"	"	''
37060	5215	28	is	be	VBZ
37060	5215	29	ultimately	ultimately	RB
37060	5215	30	bigger	big	JJR
37060	5215	31	than	than	IN
37060	5215	32	the	the	DT
37060	5215	33	"	"	``
37060	5215	34	lock	lock	NN
37060	5215	35	.	.	.
37060	5215	36	"	"	''
37060	5216	1	Instead	instead	RB
37060	5216	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5216	3	give	give	VBP
37060	5216	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5216	5	best	good	JJS
37060	5216	6	and	and	CC
37060	5216	7	accept	accept	VB
37060	5216	8	life	life	NN
37060	5216	9	as	as	IN
37060	5216	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5216	11	comes	come	VBZ
37060	5216	12	.	.	.
37060	5217	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5217	2	concept	concept	NN
37060	5217	3	of	of	IN
37060	5217	4	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	5217	5	consists	consist	VBZ
37060	5217	6	of	of	IN
37060	5217	7	satisfying	satisfy	VBG
37060	5217	8	the	the	DT
37060	5217	9	mind	mind	NN
37060	5217	10	to	to	TO
37060	5217	11	achieve	achieve	VB
37060	5217	12	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5217	13	stability	stability	NN
37060	5217	14	.	.	.
37060	5218	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5218	2	try	try	VBP
37060	5218	3	to	to	TO
37060	5218	4	look	look	VB
37060	5218	5	to	to	IN
37060	5218	6	each	each	DT
37060	5218	7	day	day	NN
37060	5218	8	as	as	IN
37060	5218	9	another	another	DT
37060	5218	10	chance	chance	NN
37060	5218	11	to	to	TO
37060	5218	12	grow	grow	VB
37060	5218	13	in	in	IN
37060	5218	14	knowing	know	VBG
37060	5218	15	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5218	16	and	and	CC
37060	5218	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5218	18	world	world	NN
37060	5218	19	.	.	.
37060	5219	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5219	2	"	"	``
37060	5219	3	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	5219	4	"	"	''
37060	5219	5	would	would	MD
37060	5219	6	include	include	VB
37060	5219	7	a	a	DT
37060	5219	8	total	total	JJ
37060	5219	9	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	5219	10	of	of	IN
37060	5219	11	life	life	NN
37060	5219	12	and	and	CC
37060	5219	13	a	a	DT
37060	5219	14	perfection	perfection	NN
37060	5219	15	of	of	IN
37060	5219	16	love	love	NN
37060	5219	17	.	.	.
37060	5220	1	During	during	IN
37060	5220	2	that	that	DT
37060	5220	3	period	period	NN
37060	5220	4	of	of	IN
37060	5220	5	time	time	NN
37060	5220	6	,	,	,
37060	5220	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5220	8	also	also	RB
37060	5220	9	expressed	express	VBD
37060	5220	10	with	with	IN
37060	5220	11	morbid	morbid	NN
37060	5220	12	cynicism	cynicism	NN
37060	5220	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5220	14	inability	inability	NN
37060	5220	15	to	to	TO
37060	5220	16	dissuade	dissuade	VB
37060	5220	17	a	a	DT
37060	5220	18	friend	friend	NN
37060	5220	19	from	from	IN
37060	5220	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5220	21	use	use	NN
37060	5220	22	of	of	IN
37060	5220	23	marijuana	marijuana	NNP
37060	5220	24	.	.	.
37060	5221	1	The	the	DT
37060	5221	2	poem	poem	NN
37060	5221	3	,	,	,
37060	5221	4	although	although	IN
37060	5221	5	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	5221	6	disturbing	disturbing	JJ
37060	5221	7	,	,	,
37060	5221	8	projects	project	VBZ
37060	5221	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5221	10	hostility	hostility	NN
37060	5221	11	toward	toward	IN
37060	5221	12	a	a	DT
37060	5221	13	habit	habit	NN
37060	5221	14	which	which	WDT
37060	5221	15	claimed	claim	VBD
37060	5221	16	sufficient	sufficient	JJ
37060	5221	17	importance	importance	NN
37060	5221	18	that	that	IN
37060	5221	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5221	20	continued	continue	VBD
37060	5221	21	despite	despite	IN
37060	5221	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5221	23	open	open	JJ
37060	5221	24	concern	concern	NN
37060	5221	25	.	.	.
37060	5222	1	1981	1981	CD
37060	5222	2	Is	be	VBZ
37060	5222	3	life	life	NN
37060	5222	4	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5222	5	for	for	IN
37060	5222	6	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5222	7	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5222	8	So	so	RB
37060	5222	9	dull	dull	JJ
37060	5222	10	and	and	CC
37060	5222	11	meaningless	meaningless	JJ
37060	5222	12	....	....	.
37060	5222	13	Is	be	VBZ
37060	5222	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5222	15	so	so	RB
37060	5222	16	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	5222	17	to	to	TO
37060	5222	18	escape	escape	VB
37060	5222	19	,	,	,
37060	5222	20	To	to	TO
37060	5222	21	drift	drift	VB
37060	5222	22	from	from	IN
37060	5222	23	reality	reality	NN
37060	5222	24	,	,	,
37060	5222	25	To	to	TO
37060	5222	26	pull	pull	VB
37060	5222	27	away	away	RB
37060	5222	28	From	from	IN
37060	5222	29	summer	summer	NN
37060	5222	30	's	's	POS
37060	5222	31	soft	soft	JJ
37060	5222	32	and	and	CC
37060	5222	33	fragrant	fragrant	JJ
37060	5222	34	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	5222	35	,	,	,
37060	5222	36	And	and	CC
37060	5222	37	mold	mold	NN
37060	5222	38	into	into	IN
37060	5222	39	a	a	DT
37060	5222	40	being	being	NN
37060	5222	41	Which	which	WDT
37060	5222	42	is	be	VBZ
37060	5222	43	not	not	RB
37060	5222	44	yourself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5222	45	But	but	CC
37060	5222	46	rather	rather	RB
37060	5222	47	,	,	,
37060	5222	48	Some	some	DT
37060	5222	49	distorted	distort	VBD
37060	5222	50	orb	orb	NN
37060	5222	51	of	of	IN
37060	5222	52	existence	existence	NN
37060	5222	53	...	...	.
37060	5223	1	If	if	IN
37060	5223	2	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5223	3	so	so	RB
37060	5223	4	desire	desire	VBP
37060	5223	5	To	to	TO
37060	5223	6	kill	kill	VB
37060	5223	7	yourself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5223	8	,	,	,
37060	5223	9	Draw	draw	VB
37060	5223	10	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5223	11	plans	plan	NNS
37060	5223	12	...	...	.
37060	5224	1	Burn	burn	VB
37060	5224	2	the	the	DT
37060	5224	3	grass	grass	NN
37060	5224	4	...	...	:
37060	5224	5	Blow	blow	VB
37060	5224	6	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5224	7	charred	char	VBN
37060	5224	8	breath	breath	NN
37060	5224	9	Into	into	IN
37060	5224	10	the	the	DT
37060	5224	11	baggy	baggy	NN
37060	5224	12	...	...	:
37060	5224	13	And	and	CC
37060	5224	14	pop	pop	VB
37060	5224	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5224	16	.	.	.
37060	5225	1	Be	be	VB
37060	5225	2	daring	dare	VBG
37060	5225	3	.	.	.
37060	5226	1	Your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5226	2	loss	loss	NN
37060	5226	3	of	of	IN
37060	5226	4	life	life	NN
37060	5226	5	Seems	seem	VBZ
37060	5226	6	so	so	RB
37060	5226	7	indifferent	indifferent	JJ
37060	5226	8	.	.	.
37060	5227	1	Why	why	WRB
37060	5227	2	not	not	RB
37060	5227	3	go	go	VB
37060	5227	4	out	out	RP
37060	5227	5	with	with	IN
37060	5227	6	a	a	DT
37060	5227	7	roar	roar	NN
37060	5227	8	,	,	,
37060	5227	9	Like	like	IN
37060	5227	10	the	the	DT
37060	5227	11	coming	coming	NN
37060	5227	12	of	of	IN
37060	5227	13	March	March	NNP
37060	5227	14	,	,	,
37060	5227	15	Instead	instead	RB
37060	5227	16	of	of	IN
37060	5227	17	this	this	DT
37060	5227	18	infernal	infernal	NN
37060	5227	19	,	,	,
37060	5227	20	Everlasting	Everlasting	NNP
37060	5227	21	,	,	,
37060	5227	22	Torture	Torture	NNP
37060	5227	23	.	.	.
37060	5228	1	The	the	DT
37060	5228	2	suspense	suspense	NN
37060	5228	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	5228	4	killing	kill	VBG
37060	5228	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5228	6	,	,	,
37060	5228	7	And	and	CC
37060	5228	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5228	9	'm	be	VBP
37060	5228	10	ready	ready	JJ
37060	5228	11	for	for	IN
37060	5228	12	a	a	DT
37060	5228	13	good	good	JJ
37060	5228	14	show	show	NN
37060	5228	15	.	.	.
37060	5229	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5229	2	'll	will	MD
37060	5229	3	applaud	applaud	VB
37060	5229	4	...	...	.
37060	5230	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5230	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	5230	3	a	a	DT
37060	5230	4	good	good	JJ
37060	5230	5	and	and	CC
37060	5230	6	experienced	experienced	JJ
37060	5230	7	audience	audience	NN
37060	5230	8	.	.	.
37060	5231	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5231	2	'll	will	MD
37060	5231	3	be	be	VB
37060	5231	4	intent	intent	JJ
37060	5231	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5231	6	as	as	IN
37060	5231	7	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5231	8	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5231	9	On	on	IN
37060	5231	10	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5231	11	motive	motive	NN
37060	5231	12	.	.	.
37060	5232	1	Ca	can	MD
37060	5232	2	n't	not	RB
37060	5232	3	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5232	4	get	get	VB
37060	5232	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5232	6	over	over	RP
37060	5232	7	So	so	RB
37060	5232	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5232	9	can	can	MD
37060	5232	10	go	go	VB
37060	5232	11	home	home	RB
37060	5232	12	,	,	,
37060	5232	13	As	as	IN
37060	5232	14	usual	usual	JJ
37060	5232	15	,	,	,
37060	5232	16	And	and	CC
37060	5232	17	take	take	VB
37060	5232	18	off	off	RP
37060	5232	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5232	20	clothes	clothe	NNS
37060	5232	21	And	and	CC
37060	5232	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5232	23	make	make	NN
37060	5232	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	5232	25	up	up	NN
37060	5232	26	And	and	CC
37060	5232	27	roll	roll	VB
37060	5232	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5232	29	hair	hair	NN
37060	5232	30	...	...	.
37060	5233	1	So	so	IN
37060	5233	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5233	3	can	can	MD
37060	5233	4	play	play	VB
37060	5233	5	Bozo	Bozo	NNP
37060	5233	6	Tomorrow	Tomorrow	NNP
37060	5233	7	Tomorrow	Tomorrow	NNP
37060	5233	8	In	in	IN
37060	5233	9	the	the	DT
37060	5233	10	great	great	JJ
37060	5233	11	show	show	NN
37060	5233	12	Called	call	VBN
37060	5233	13	Life	life	NN
37060	5233	14	That	that	WDT
37060	5233	15	never	never	RB
37060	5233	16	ends	end	VBZ
37060	5233	17	Except	except	IN
37060	5233	18	for	for	IN
37060	5233	19	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5233	20	,	,	,
37060	5233	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5233	22	friend	friend	NN
37060	5233	23	.	.	.
37060	5234	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5234	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5234	3	evident	evident	JJ
37060	5234	4	in	in	IN
37060	5234	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5234	6	writing	writing	NN
37060	5234	7	that	that	WDT
37060	5234	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5234	9	harbored	harbor	VBD
37060	5234	10	discontent	discontent	NN
37060	5234	11	.	.	.
37060	5235	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5235	2	this	this	DT
37060	5235	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5235	4	because	because	IN
37060	5235	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5235	6	had	have	VBD
37060	5235	7	recognized	recognize	VBN
37060	5235	8	the	the	DT
37060	5235	9	elements	element	NNS
37060	5235	10	and	and	CC
37060	5235	11	images	image	NNS
37060	5235	12	of	of	IN
37060	5235	13	good	good	JJ
37060	5235	14	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	5235	15	.	.	.
37060	5236	1	In	in	IN
37060	5236	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5236	3	written	written	JJ
37060	5236	4	kaleidoscope	kaleidoscope	NN
37060	5236	5	,	,	,
37060	5236	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5236	7	contrasted	contrast	VBD
37060	5236	8	generalizations	generalization	NNS
37060	5236	9	with	with	IN
37060	5236	10	personal	personal	JJ
37060	5236	11	experiences	experience	NNS
37060	5236	12	;	;	:
37060	5236	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5236	14	was	be	VBD
37060	5236	15	aware	aware	JJ
37060	5236	16	of	of	IN
37060	5236	17	what	what	WP
37060	5236	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5236	19	wanted	want	VBD
37060	5236	20	in	in	IN
37060	5236	21	a	a	DT
37060	5236	22	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	5236	23	of	of	IN
37060	5236	24	romantic	romantic	JJ
37060	5236	25	nature	nature	NN
37060	5236	26	and	and	CC
37060	5236	27	knew	know	VBD
37060	5236	28	that	that	IN
37060	5236	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5236	30	current	current	JJ
37060	5236	31	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	5236	32	did	do	VBD
37060	5236	33	not	not	RB
37060	5236	34	have	have	VB
37060	5236	35	the	the	DT
37060	5236	36	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	5236	37	to	to	TO
37060	5236	38	fulfill	fulfill	VB
37060	5236	39	those	those	DT
37060	5236	40	characteristics	characteristic	NNS
37060	5236	41	.	.	.
37060	5237	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5237	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5237	3	been	be	VBN
37060	5237	4	trying	try	VBG
37060	5237	5	to	to	TO
37060	5237	6	forcibly	forcibly	RB
37060	5237	7	extract	extract	VB
37060	5237	8	romantic	romantic	JJ
37060	5237	9	inclinations	inclination	NNS
37060	5237	10	from	from	IN
37060	5237	11	within	within	IN
37060	5237	12	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5237	13	and	and	CC
37060	5237	14	adhere	adhere	VB
37060	5237	15	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5237	16	to	to	TO
37060	5237	17	primarily	primarily	RB
37060	5237	18	platonic	platonic	JJ
37060	5237	19	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	5237	20	.	.	.
37060	5238	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5238	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5238	3	not	not	RB
37060	5238	4	blind	blind	JJ
37060	5238	5	;	;	:
37060	5238	6	in	in	IN
37060	5238	7	the	the	DT
37060	5238	8	brilliant	brilliant	JJ
37060	5238	9	sunlight	sunlight	NN
37060	5238	10	,	,	,
37060	5238	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5238	12	had	have	VBD
37060	5238	13	seen	see	VBN
37060	5238	14	reality	reality	NN
37060	5238	15	,	,	,
37060	5238	16	but	but	CC
37060	5238	17	rather	rather	RB
37060	5238	18	than	than	IN
37060	5238	19	facing	face	VBG
37060	5238	20	the	the	DT
37060	5238	21	light	light	NN
37060	5238	22	or	or	CC
37060	5238	23	turning	turn	VBG
37060	5238	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5238	25	back	back	NN
37060	5238	26	,	,	,
37060	5238	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5238	28	had	have	VBD
37060	5238	29	simply	simply	RB
37060	5238	30	chosen	choose	VBN
37060	5238	31	to	to	TO
37060	5238	32	wear	wear	VB
37060	5238	33	sun	sun	NN
37060	5238	34	-	-	HYPH
37060	5238	35	glasses	glass	NNS
37060	5238	36	to	to	TO
37060	5238	37	cut	cut	VB
37060	5238	38	down	down	RP
37060	5238	39	the	the	DT
37060	5238	40	glare	glare	NN
37060	5238	41	.	.	.
37060	5239	1	For	for	IN
37060	5239	2	a	a	DT
37060	5239	3	time	time	NN
37060	5239	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5239	5	had	have	VBD
37060	5239	6	been	be	VBN
37060	5239	7	the	the	DT
37060	5239	8	easiest	easy	JJS
37060	5239	9	solution	solution	NN
37060	5239	10	;	;	:
37060	5239	11	now	now	RB
37060	5239	12	,	,	,
37060	5239	13	with	with	IN
37060	5239	14	a	a	DT
37060	5239	15	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5239	16	degree	degree	NN
37060	5239	17	of	of	IN
37060	5239	18	fear	fear	NN
37060	5239	19	,	,	,
37060	5239	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5239	21	knew	know	VBD
37060	5239	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5239	23	could	could	MD
37060	5239	24	no	no	RB
37060	5239	25	longer	longer	RB
37060	5239	26	deflect	deflect	VB
37060	5239	27	the	the	DT
37060	5239	28	truth	truth	NN
37060	5239	29	.	.	.
37060	5240	1	For	for	IN
37060	5240	2	several	several	JJ
37060	5240	3	months	month	NNS
37060	5240	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5240	5	continued	continue	VBD
37060	5240	6	to	to	TO
37060	5240	7	drift	drift	VB
37060	5240	8	along	along	RB
37060	5240	9	,	,	,
37060	5240	10	contemplating	contemplate	VBG
37060	5240	11	life	life	NN
37060	5240	12	's	's	POS
37060	5240	13	moments	moment	NNS
37060	5240	14	and	and	CC
37060	5240	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5240	16	reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	5240	17	to	to	IN
37060	5240	18	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5240	19	.	.	.
37060	5241	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5241	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5241	3	been	be	VBN
37060	5241	4	letting	let	VBG
37060	5241	5	life	life	NN
37060	5241	6	"	"	``
37060	5241	7	happen	happen	VB
37060	5241	8	"	"	''
37060	5241	9	without	without	IN
37060	5241	10	becoming	become	VBG
37060	5241	11	involved	involved	JJ
37060	5241	12	in	in	IN
37060	5241	13	the	the	DT
37060	5241	14	decisions	decision	NNS
37060	5241	15	that	that	WDT
37060	5241	16	were	be	VBD
37060	5241	17	at	at	IN
37060	5241	18	least	least	JJS
37060	5241	19	partially	partially	RB
37060	5241	20	mine	mine	NN
37060	5241	21	;	;	:
37060	5241	22	self	self	NN
37060	5241	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	5241	24	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	5241	25	had	have	VBD
37060	5241	26	withered	wither	VBN
37060	5241	27	,	,	,
37060	5241	28	robbing	rob	VBG
37060	5241	29	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5241	30	of	of	IN
37060	5241	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5241	32	voice	voice	NN
37060	5241	33	and	and	CC
37060	5241	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5241	35	ability	ability	NN
37060	5241	36	to	to	TO
37060	5241	37	decide	decide	VB
37060	5241	38	how	how	WRB
37060	5241	39	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5241	40	time	time	NN
37060	5241	41	would	would	MD
37060	5241	42	be	be	VB
37060	5241	43	spent	spend	VBN
37060	5241	44	.	.	.
37060	5242	1	Toward	toward	IN
37060	5242	2	the	the	DT
37060	5242	3	end	end	NN
37060	5242	4	of	of	IN
37060	5242	5	spring	spring	NN
37060	5242	6	,	,	,
37060	5242	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5242	8	personal	personal	JJ
37060	5242	9	analysis	analysis	NN
37060	5242	10	bloomed	bloom	VBD
37060	5242	11	;	;	:
37060	5242	12	although	although	IN
37060	5242	13	the	the	DT
37060	5242	14	flowers	flower	NNS
37060	5242	15	,	,	,
37060	5242	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5242	17	conclusions	conclusion	NNS
37060	5242	18	,	,	,
37060	5242	19	were	be	VBD
37060	5242	20	not	not	RB
37060	5242	21	delicate	delicate	JJ
37060	5242	22	things	thing	NNS
37060	5242	23	of	of	IN
37060	5242	24	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	5242	25	.	.	.
37060	5243	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5243	2	found	find	VBD
37060	5243	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5243	4	had	have	VBD
37060	5243	5	transformed	transform	VBN
37060	5243	6	into	into	IN
37060	5243	7	someone	someone	NN
37060	5243	8	who	who	WP
37060	5243	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5243	10	disliked	dislike	VBD
37060	5243	11	,	,	,
37060	5243	12	feeding	feed	VBG
37060	5243	13	on	on	IN
37060	5243	14	a	a	DT
37060	5243	15	tremendous	tremendous	JJ
37060	5243	16	wall	wall	NN
37060	5243	17	of	of	IN
37060	5243	18	resentment	resentment	NN
37060	5243	19	.	.	.
37060	5244	1	Since	since	IN
37060	5244	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5244	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5244	4	not	not	RB
37060	5244	5	strong	strong	JJ
37060	5244	6	enough	enough	RB
37060	5244	7	to	to	TO
37060	5244	8	simply	simply	RB
37060	5244	9	discontinue	discontinue	VB
37060	5244	10	the	the	DT
37060	5244	11	romance	romance	NN
37060	5244	12	,	,	,
37060	5244	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5244	14	began	begin	VBD
37060	5244	15	to	to	TO
37060	5244	16	create	create	VB
37060	5244	17	areas	area	NNS
37060	5244	18	of	of	IN
37060	5244	19	conflict	conflict	NN
37060	5244	20	,	,	,
37060	5244	21	tempting	tempt	VBG
37060	5244	22	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5244	23	to	to	TO
37060	5244	24	argue	argue	VB
37060	5244	25	or	or	CC
37060	5244	26	basting	baste	VBG
37060	5244	27	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5244	28	with	with	IN
37060	5244	29	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5244	30	faults	fault	NNS
37060	5244	31	.	.	.
37060	5245	1	Knowing	know	VBG
37060	5245	2	that	that	IN
37060	5245	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5245	4	generally	generally	RB
37060	5245	5	avoided	avoid	VBD
37060	5245	6	disagreements	disagreement	NNS
37060	5245	7	at	at	IN
37060	5245	8	all	all	DT
37060	5245	9	costs	cost	NNS
37060	5245	10	,	,	,
37060	5245	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5245	12	tactfully	tactfully	RB
37060	5245	13	asked	ask	VBD
37060	5245	14	questions	question	NNS
37060	5245	15	for	for	IN
37060	5245	16	the	the	DT
37060	5245	17	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	5245	18	of	of	IN
37060	5245	19	testing	test	VBG
37060	5245	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5245	21	genuiness	genuiness	NN
37060	5245	22	of	of	IN
37060	5245	23	character	character	NN
37060	5245	24	and	and	CC
37060	5245	25	individualism	individualism	NN
37060	5245	26	.	.	.
37060	5246	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5246	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	5246	3	to	to	TO
37060	5246	4	induce	induce	VB
37060	5246	5	friction	friction	NN
37060	5246	6	to	to	TO
37060	5246	7	see	see	VB
37060	5246	8	when	when	WRB
37060	5246	9	and	and	CC
37060	5246	10	if	if	IN
37060	5246	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5246	12	would	would	MD
37060	5246	13	take	take	VB
37060	5246	14	a	a	DT
37060	5246	15	stand	stand	NN
37060	5246	16	,	,	,
37060	5246	17	yet	yet	CC
37060	5246	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5246	19	never	never	RB
37060	5246	20	would	would	MD
37060	5246	21	.	.	.
37060	5247	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5247	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	5247	3	to	to	TO
37060	5247	4	wonder	wonder	VB
37060	5247	5	if	if	IN
37060	5247	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5247	7	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	5247	8	any	any	DT
37060	5247	9	opinions	opinion	NNS
37060	5247	10	of	of	IN
37060	5247	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5247	12	own	own	JJ
37060	5247	13	.	.	.
37060	5248	1	Needless	needless	JJ
37060	5248	2	to	to	TO
37060	5248	3	say	say	VB
37060	5248	4	,	,	,
37060	5248	5	the	the	DT
37060	5248	6	time	time	NN
37060	5248	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5248	8	spent	spend	VBD
37060	5248	9	together	together	RB
37060	5248	10	was	be	VBD
37060	5248	11	not	not	RB
37060	5248	12	joyous	joyous	JJ
37060	5248	13	for	for	IN
37060	5248	14	either	either	DT
37060	5248	15	of	of	IN
37060	5248	16	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5248	17	.	.	.
37060	5249	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5249	2	grew	grow	VBD
37060	5249	3	irritated	irritated	JJ
37060	5249	4	at	at	IN
37060	5249	5	little	little	JJ
37060	5249	6	eccentricities	eccentricity	NNS
37060	5249	7	and	and	CC
37060	5249	8	habits	habit	NNS
37060	5249	9	,	,	,
37060	5249	10	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	5249	11	with	with	IN
37060	5249	12	good	good	JJ
37060	5249	13	reason	reason	NN
37060	5249	14	,	,	,
37060	5249	15	and	and	CC
37060	5249	16	on	on	IN
37060	5249	17	other	other	JJ
37060	5249	18	occasions	occasion	NNS
37060	5249	19	,	,	,
37060	5249	20	without	without	IN
37060	5249	21	.	.	.
37060	5250	1	Even	even	RB
37060	5250	2	simple	simple	JJ
37060	5250	3	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	5250	4	,	,	,
37060	5250	5	which	which	WDT
37060	5250	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5250	7	had	have	VBD
37060	5250	8	once	once	RB
37060	5250	9	valued	value	VBN
37060	5250	10	,	,	,
37060	5250	11	became	become	VBD
37060	5250	12	a	a	DT
37060	5250	13	victim	victim	NN
37060	5250	14	of	of	IN
37060	5250	15	the	the	DT
37060	5250	16	blighted	blight	VBN
37060	5250	17	romance	romance	NN
37060	5250	18	;	;	:
37060	5250	19	as	as	IN
37060	5250	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5250	21	sought	seek	VBD
37060	5250	22	to	to	TO
37060	5250	23	do	do	VB
37060	5250	24	everything	everything	NN
37060	5250	25	in	in	IN
37060	5250	26	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5250	27	power	power	NN
37060	5250	28	to	to	TO
37060	5250	29	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	5250	30	the	the	DT
37060	5250	31	romance	romance	NN
37060	5250	32	,	,	,
37060	5250	33	stressing	stress	VBG
37060	5250	34	that	that	IN
37060	5250	35	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5250	36	problems	problem	NNS
37060	5250	37	would	would	MD
37060	5250	38	pass	pass	VB
37060	5250	39	,	,	,
37060	5250	40	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5250	41	strained	strain	VBD
37060	5250	42	violently	violently	RB
37060	5250	43	against	against	IN
37060	5250	44	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5250	45	intentions	intention	NNS
37060	5250	46	with	with	IN
37060	5250	47	the	the	DT
37060	5250	48	hope	hope	NN
37060	5250	49	that	that	IN
37060	5250	50	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5250	51	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	5250	52	could	could	MD
37060	5250	53	deflate	deflate	VB
37060	5250	54	to	to	IN
37060	5250	55	the	the	DT
37060	5250	56	status	status	NN
37060	5250	57	of	of	IN
37060	5250	58	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	5250	59	.	.	.
37060	5251	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5251	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5251	3	a	a	DT
37060	5251	4	battle	battle	NN
37060	5251	5	that	that	WDT
37060	5251	6	neither	neither	CC
37060	5251	7	wished	wish	VBD
37060	5251	8	to	to	TO
37060	5251	9	lose	lose	VB
37060	5251	10	and	and	CC
37060	5251	11	blazed	blaze	VBN
37060	5251	12	ever	ever	RB
37060	5251	13	more	more	RBR
37060	5251	14	intensely	intensely	RB
37060	5251	15	through	through	IN
37060	5251	16	the	the	DT
37060	5251	17	days	day	NNS
37060	5251	18	because	because	IN
37060	5251	19	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	5251	20	was	be	VBD
37060	5251	21	lost	lose	VBN
37060	5251	22	or	or	CC
37060	5251	23	gained	gain	VBN
37060	5251	24	.	.	.
37060	5252	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5252	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5252	3	unable	unable	JJ
37060	5252	4	to	to	TO
37060	5252	5	walk	walk	VB
37060	5252	6	away	away	RB
37060	5252	7	and	and	CC
37060	5252	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5252	9	refused	refuse	VBD
37060	5252	10	to	to	TO
37060	5252	11	shake	shake	VB
37060	5252	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5252	13	hand	hand	NN
37060	5252	14	.	.	.
37060	5253	1	There	there	EX
37060	5253	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5253	3	no	no	DT
37060	5253	4	room	room	NN
37060	5253	5	for	for	IN
37060	5253	6	compromise	compromise	NN
37060	5253	7	.	.	.
37060	5254	1	May	May	NNP
37060	5254	2	30	30	CD
37060	5254	3	,	,	,
37060	5254	4	1981	1981	CD
37060	5254	5	...	...	:
37060	5254	6	West	West	NNP
37060	5254	7	Lake	Lake	NNP
37060	5254	8	.	.	.
37060	5255	1	Doubtful	doubtful	JJ
37060	5255	2	...	...	NFP
37060	5255	3	thought	think	VBD
37060	5255	4	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5255	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5255	6	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5255	7	and	and	CC
37060	5255	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5255	9	might	may	MD
37060	5255	10	break	break	VB
37060	5255	11	up	up	RP
37060	5255	12	.	.	.
37060	5256	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5256	2	just	just	RB
37060	5256	3	sat	sit	VBD
37060	5256	4	on	on	IN
37060	5256	5	the	the	DT
37060	5256	6	blanket	blanket	NN
37060	5256	7	in	in	IN
37060	5256	8	silence	silence	NN
37060	5256	9	,	,	,
37060	5256	10	and	and	CC
37060	5256	11	then	then	RB
37060	5256	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5256	13	went	go	VBD
37060	5256	14	over	over	RB
37060	5256	15	and	and	CC
37060	5256	16	picked	pick	VBD
37060	5256	17	a	a	DT
37060	5256	18	wild	wild	JJ
37060	5256	19	rose	rose	NN
37060	5256	20	and	and	CC
37060	5256	21	brought	bring	VBD
37060	5256	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5256	23	back	back	RB
37060	5256	24	.	.	.
37060	5257	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5257	2	showed	show	VBD
37060	5257	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5257	4	to	to	IN
37060	5257	5	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5257	6	.	.	.
37060	5258	1	"	"	``
37060	5258	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5258	3	has	have	VBZ
37060	5258	4	thorns	thorn	NNS
37060	5258	5	,	,	,
37060	5258	6	"	"	''
37060	5258	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5258	8	said	say	VBD
37060	5258	9	.	.	.
37060	5259	1	"	"	``
37060	5259	2	Some	some	DT
37060	5259	3	of	of	IN
37060	5259	4	the	the	DT
37060	5259	5	prettiest	pretty	JJS
37060	5259	6	things	thing	NNS
37060	5259	7	have	have	VBP
37060	5259	8	thorns	thorn	NNS
37060	5259	9	,	,	,
37060	5259	10	"	"	''
37060	5259	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5259	12	replied	reply	VBD
37060	5259	13	.	.	.
37060	5260	1	"	"	``
37060	5260	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5260	3	know	know	VBP
37060	5260	4	.	.	.
37060	5260	5	"	"	''
37060	5261	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5261	2	squeezed	squeeze	VBD
37060	5261	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5261	4	hand	hand	NN
37060	5261	5	.	.	.
37060	5262	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5262	2	summer	summer	NN
37060	5262	3	came	come	VBD
37060	5262	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5262	5	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5262	6	the	the	DT
37060	5262	7	relief	relief	NN
37060	5262	8	of	of	IN
37060	5262	9	having	have	VBG
37060	5262	10	no	no	DT
37060	5262	11	obligations	obligation	NNS
37060	5262	12	.	.	.
37060	5263	1	Time	Time	NNP
37060	5263	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5263	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5263	4	own	own	JJ
37060	5263	5	,	,	,
37060	5263	6	logically	logically	RB
37060	5263	7	,	,	,
37060	5263	8	but	but	CC
37060	5263	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5263	10	had	have	VBD
37060	5263	11	to	to	TO
37060	5263	12	laugh	laugh	VB
37060	5263	13	at	at	IN
37060	5263	14	the	the	DT
37060	5263	15	thought	thought	NN
37060	5263	16	.	.	.
37060	5264	1	"	"	``
37060	5264	2	Who	who	WP
37060	5264	3	are	be	VBP
37060	5264	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5264	5	fooling	fool	VBG
37060	5264	6	?	?	.
37060	5264	7	"	"	''
37060	5265	1	a	a	DT
37060	5265	2	voice	voice	NN
37060	5265	3	cackled	cackle	VBD
37060	5265	4	from	from	IN
37060	5265	5	somewhere	somewhere	RB
37060	5265	6	.	.	.
37060	5266	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5266	2	mused	muse	VBD
37060	5266	3	for	for	IN
37060	5266	4	a	a	DT
37060	5266	5	second	second	NN
37060	5266	6	and	and	CC
37060	5266	7	then	then	RB
37060	5266	8	became	become	VBD
37060	5266	9	annoyed	annoyed	JJ
37060	5266	10	.	.	.
37060	5267	1	"	"	``
37060	5267	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5267	3	do	do	VBP
37060	5267	4	n't	not	RB
37060	5267	5	refuse	refuse	VB
37060	5267	6	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5267	7	calls	call	VBZ
37060	5267	8	and	and	CC
37060	5267	9	dates	date	NNS
37060	5267	10	,	,	,
37060	5267	11	because	because	IN
37060	5267	12	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5267	13	are	be	VBP
37060	5267	14	afraid	afraid	JJ
37060	5267	15	of	of	IN
37060	5267	16	hurting	hurt	VBG
37060	5267	17	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5267	18	,	,	,
37060	5267	19	yet	yet	RB
37060	5267	20	,	,	,
37060	5267	21	when	when	WRB
37060	5267	22	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5267	23	are	be	VBP
37060	5267	24	together	together	RB
37060	5267	25	,	,	,
37060	5267	26	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5267	27	display	display	VBP
37060	5267	28	few	few	JJ
37060	5267	29	loving	love	VBG
37060	5267	30	qualities	quality	NNS
37060	5267	31	!	!	.
37060	5267	32	"	"	''
37060	5268	1	By	by	IN
37060	5268	2	harboring	harbor	VBG
37060	5268	3	such	such	JJ
37060	5268	4	hostility	hostility	NN
37060	5268	5	,	,	,
37060	5268	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5268	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5268	8	hurting	hurt	VBG
37060	5268	9	both	both	DT
37060	5268	10	of	of	IN
37060	5268	11	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5268	12	.	.	.
37060	5269	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5269	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	5269	3	to	to	TO
37060	5269	4	realize	realize	VB
37060	5269	5	more	more	JJR
37060	5269	6	damage	damage	NN
37060	5269	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5269	8	done	do	VBN
37060	5269	9	through	through	IN
37060	5269	10	seeing	see	VBG
37060	5269	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5269	12	than	than	IN
37060	5269	13	if	if	IN
37060	5269	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5269	15	would	would	MD
37060	5269	16	collect	collect	VB
37060	5269	17	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5269	18	and	and	CC
37060	5269	19	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	5269	20	pull	pull	VB
37060	5269	21	away	away	RB
37060	5269	22	from	from	IN
37060	5269	23	the	the	DT
37060	5269	24	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	5269	25	.	.	.
37060	5270	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5270	2	did	do	VBD
37060	5270	3	not	not	RB
37060	5270	4	want	want	VB
37060	5270	5	to	to	TO
37060	5270	6	let	let	VB
37060	5270	7	go	go	VB
37060	5270	8	,	,	,
37060	5270	9	that	that	DT
37060	5270	10	was	be	VBD
37060	5270	11	a	a	DT
37060	5270	12	given	give	VBN
37060	5270	13	.	.	.
37060	5271	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5271	2	needed	need	VBD
37060	5271	3	more	more	JJR
37060	5271	4	time	time	NN
37060	5271	5	;	;	:
37060	5271	6	that	that	IN
37060	5271	7	too	too	RB
37060	5271	8	was	be	VBD
37060	5271	9	a	a	DT
37060	5271	10	given	give	VBN
37060	5271	11	.	.	.
37060	5272	1	In	in	IN
37060	5272	2	one	one	CD
37060	5272	3	last	last	JJ
37060	5272	4	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	5272	5	to	to	TO
37060	5272	6	stress	stress	VB
37060	5272	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5272	8	needs	need	NNS
37060	5272	9	,	,	,
37060	5272	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5272	11	asked	ask	VBD
37060	5272	12	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5272	13	to	to	TO
37060	5272	14	grant	grant	VB
37060	5272	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5272	16	three	three	CD
37060	5272	17	days	day	NNS
37060	5272	18	of	of	IN
37060	5272	19	complete	complete	JJ
37060	5272	20	solitude	solitude	NN
37060	5272	21	,	,	,
37060	5272	22	during	during	IN
37060	5272	23	which	which	WDT
37060	5272	24	time	time	NN
37060	5272	25	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5272	26	would	would	MD
37060	5272	27	not	not	RB
37060	5272	28	call	call	VB
37060	5272	29	or	or	CC
37060	5272	30	visit	visit	VB
37060	5272	31	;	;	:
37060	5272	32	after	after	IN
37060	5272	33	some	some	DT
37060	5272	34	argument	argument	NN
37060	5272	35	,	,	,
37060	5272	36	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5272	37	agreed	agree	VBD
37060	5272	38	.	.	.
37060	5273	1	Time	Time	NNP
37060	5273	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5273	3	a	a	DT
37060	5273	4	gift	gift	NN
37060	5273	5	,	,	,
37060	5273	6	and	and	CC
37060	5273	7	the	the	DT
37060	5273	8	first	first	JJ
37060	5273	9	and	and	CC
37060	5273	10	second	second	JJ
37060	5273	11	days	day	NNS
37060	5273	12	were	be	VBD
37060	5273	13	marvelous	marvelous	JJ
37060	5273	14	.	.	.
37060	5274	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5274	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5274	3	alone	alone	JJ
37060	5274	4	and	and	CC
37060	5274	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5274	6	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5274	7	wonderful	wonderful	JJ
37060	5274	8	.	.	.
37060	5275	1	The	the	DT
37060	5275	2	third	third	JJ
37060	5275	3	day	day	NN
37060	5275	4	,	,	,
37060	5275	5	however	however	RB
37060	5275	6	,	,	,
37060	5275	7	brought	bring	VBD
37060	5275	8	duress	duress	JJ
37060	5275	9	via	via	IN
37060	5275	10	the	the	DT
37060	5275	11	mail	mail	NN
37060	5275	12	;	;	:
37060	5275	13	unable	unable	JJ
37060	5275	14	to	to	TO
37060	5275	15	let	let	VB
37060	5275	16	go	go	VB
37060	5275	17	,	,	,
37060	5275	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5275	19	sent	send	VBD
37060	5275	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5275	21	a	a	DT
37060	5275	22	letter	letter	NN
37060	5275	23	.	.	.
37060	5276	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5276	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5276	3	decidedly	decidedly	RB
37060	5276	4	angry	angry	JJ
37060	5276	5	,	,	,
37060	5276	6	considering	consider	VBG
37060	5276	7	the	the	DT
37060	5276	8	letter	letter	NN
37060	5276	9	a	a	DT
37060	5276	10	breach	breach	NN
37060	5276	11	of	of	IN
37060	5276	12	promise	promise	NN
37060	5276	13	.	.	.
37060	5277	1	After	after	IN
37060	5277	2	all	all	DT
37060	5277	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5277	4	had	have	VBD
37060	5277	5	not	not	RB
37060	5277	6	asked	ask	VBN
37060	5277	7	for	for	IN
37060	5277	8	much	much	JJ
37060	5277	9	.	.	.
37060	5278	1	Three	three	CD
37060	5278	2	days	day	NNS
37060	5278	3	.	.	.
37060	5279	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5279	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5279	3	not	not	RB
37060	5279	4	seemed	seem	VBN
37060	5279	5	an	an	DT
37060	5279	6	unfair	unfair	JJ
37060	5279	7	request	request	NN
37060	5279	8	.	.	.
37060	5280	1	Disappointed	disappointed	JJ
37060	5280	2	,	,	,
37060	5280	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5280	4	folded	fold	VBD
37060	5280	5	the	the	DT
37060	5280	6	letter	letter	NN
37060	5280	7	and	and	CC
37060	5280	8	returned	return	VBD
37060	5280	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5280	10	to	to	IN
37060	5280	11	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5280	12	envelope	envelope	NN
37060	5280	13	.	.	.
37060	5281	1	Some	some	DT
37060	5281	2	things	thing	NNS
37060	5281	3	in	in	IN
37060	5281	4	life	life	NN
37060	5281	5	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	5281	6	so	so	RB
37060	5281	7	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	5281	8	.	.	.
37060	5282	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5282	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5282	3	ironic	ironic	JJ
37060	5282	4	that	that	IN
37060	5282	5	,	,	,
37060	5282	6	through	through	IN
37060	5282	7	various	various	JJ
37060	5282	8	ways	way	NNS
37060	5282	9	of	of	IN
37060	5282	10	caring	caring	NN
37060	5282	11	,	,	,
37060	5282	12	people	people	NNS
37060	5282	13	could	could	MD
37060	5282	14	hurt	hurt	VB
37060	5282	15	each	each	DT
37060	5282	16	other	other	JJ
37060	5282	17	so	so	RB
37060	5282	18	badly	badly	RB
37060	5282	19	.	.	.
37060	5283	1	The	the	DT
37060	5283	2	following	follow	VBG
37060	5283	3	events	event	NNS
37060	5283	4	changed	change	VBD
37060	5283	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5283	6	outlook	outlook	NN
37060	5283	7	on	on	IN
37060	5283	8	life	life	NN
37060	5283	9	toward	toward	IN
37060	5283	10	the	the	DT
37060	5283	11	positive	positive	JJ
37060	5283	12	,	,	,
37060	5283	13	which	which	WDT
37060	5283	14	at	at	IN
37060	5283	15	the	the	DT
37060	5283	16	time	time	NN
37060	5283	17	meant	mean	VBD
37060	5283	18	an	an	DT
37060	5283	19	improved	improved	JJ
37060	5283	20	self	self	NN
37060	5283	21	-	-	HYPH
37060	5283	22	image	image	NN
37060	5283	23	.	.	.
37060	5284	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5284	2	parents	parent	NNS
37060	5284	3	had	have	VBD
37060	5284	4	noted	note	VBN
37060	5284	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5284	6	lack	lack	NN
37060	5284	7	of	of	IN
37060	5284	8	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	5284	9	and	and	CC
37060	5284	10	perceived	perceive	VBD
37060	5284	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5284	12	was	be	VBD
37060	5284	13	a	a	DT
37060	5284	14	marked	marked	JJ
37060	5284	15	impediment	impediment	NN
37060	5284	16	.	.	.
37060	5285	1	Without	without	IN
37060	5285	2	an	an	DT
37060	5285	3	agreeable	agreeable	JJ
37060	5285	4	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	5285	5	of	of	IN
37060	5285	6	oneself	oneself	PRP
37060	5285	7	a	a	DT
37060	5285	8	person	person	NN
37060	5285	9	can	can	MD
37060	5285	10	not	not	RB
37060	5285	11	hope	hope	VB
37060	5285	12	to	to	TO
37060	5285	13	lead	lead	VB
37060	5285	14	a	a	DT
37060	5285	15	full	full	JJ
37060	5285	16	life	life	NN
37060	5285	17	;	;	:
37060	5285	18	fear	fear	NN
37060	5285	19	of	of	IN
37060	5285	20	failure	failure	NN
37060	5285	21	precedes	precede	NNS
37060	5285	22	and	and	CC
37060	5285	23	echoes	echo	NNS
37060	5285	24	every	every	DT
37060	5285	25	step	step	NN
37060	5285	26	,	,	,
37060	5285	27	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	5285	28	leading	lead	VBG
37060	5285	29	to	to	IN
37060	5285	30	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5285	31	immobilization	immobilization	NN
37060	5285	32	.	.	.
37060	5286	1	Out	out	IN
37060	5286	2	of	of	IN
37060	5286	3	exasperation	exasperation	NN
37060	5286	4	for	for	IN
37060	5286	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5286	6	warped	warped	JJ
37060	5286	7	self	self	NN
37060	5286	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	5286	9	image	image	NN
37060	5286	10	,	,	,
37060	5286	11	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	5286	12	took	take	VBD
37060	5286	13	matters	matter	NNS
37060	5286	14	into	into	IN
37060	5286	15	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5286	16	hands	hand	NNS
37060	5286	17	and	and	CC
37060	5286	18	enrolled	enrol	VBD
37060	5286	19	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5286	20	in	in	IN
37060	5286	21	a	a	DT
37060	5286	22	charm	charm	NN
37060	5286	23	class	class	NN
37060	5286	24	,	,	,
37060	5286	25	acting	act	VBG
37060	5286	26	upon	upon	IN
37060	5286	27	the	the	DT
37060	5286	28	theory	theory	NN
37060	5286	29	that	that	IN
37060	5286	30	a	a	DT
37060	5286	31	woman	woman	NN
37060	5286	32	's	's	POS
37060	5286	33	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	5286	34	was	be	VBD
37060	5286	35	directly	directly	RB
37060	5286	36	related	relate	VBN
37060	5286	37	to	to	IN
37060	5286	38	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5286	39	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	5286	40	.	.	.
37060	5287	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5287	2	objected	object	VBD
37060	5287	3	,	,	,
37060	5287	4	but	but	CC
37060	5287	5	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	5287	6	insisted	insist	VBD
37060	5287	7	that	that	IN
37060	5287	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5287	9	go	go	VBP
37060	5287	10	.	.	.
37060	5288	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	5288	2	,	,	,
37060	5288	3	with	with	IN
37060	5288	4	reluctant	reluctant	JJ
37060	5288	5	steps	step	NNS
37060	5288	6	and	and	CC
37060	5288	7	an	an	DT
37060	5288	8	uneasy	uneasy	JJ
37060	5288	9	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	5288	10	,	,	,
37060	5288	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5288	12	drove	drive	VBD
37060	5288	13	to	to	IN
37060	5288	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5288	15	first	first	JJ
37060	5288	16	class	class	NN
37060	5288	17	.	.	.
37060	5289	1	Students	student	NNS
37060	5289	2	were	be	VBD
37060	5289	3	challenged	challenge	VBN
37060	5289	4	to	to	TO
37060	5289	5	enhance	enhance	VB
37060	5289	6	unique	unique	JJ
37060	5289	7	features	feature	NNS
37060	5289	8	with	with	IN
37060	5289	9	which	which	WDT
37060	5289	10	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5289	11	were	be	VBD
37060	5289	12	born	bear	VBN
37060	5289	13	.	.	.
37060	5290	1	Rather	rather	RB
37060	5290	2	than	than	IN
37060	5290	3	criticizing	criticize	VBG
37060	5290	4	oneself	oneself	PRP
37060	5290	5	,	,	,
37060	5290	6	the	the	DT
37060	5290	7	emphasis	emphasis	NN
37060	5290	8	was	be	VBD
37060	5290	9	on	on	IN
37060	5290	10	improvement	improvement	NN
37060	5290	11	.	.	.
37060	5291	1	This	this	DT
37060	5291	2	involved	involve	VBD
37060	5291	3	a	a	DT
37060	5291	4	thorough	thorough	JJ
37060	5291	5	evaluation	evaluation	NN
37060	5291	6	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	5291	7	one	one	PRP
37060	5291	8	's	's	POS
37060	5291	9	traits	trait	NNS
37060	5291	10	were	be	VBD
37060	5291	11	honestly	honestly	RB
37060	5291	12	viewed	view	VBN
37060	5291	13	,	,	,
37060	5291	14	after	after	IN
37060	5291	15	which	which	WDT
37060	5291	16	a	a	DT
37060	5291	17	commentary	commentary	NN
37060	5291	18	was	be	VBD
37060	5291	19	meticulously	meticulously	RB
37060	5291	20	written	write	VBN
37060	5291	21	for	for	IN
37060	5291	22	the	the	DT
37060	5291	23	instructor	instructor	NN
37060	5291	24	.	.	.
37060	5292	1	Every	every	DT
37060	5292	2	student	student	NN
37060	5292	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5292	4	given	give	VBN
37060	5292	5	an	an	DT
37060	5292	6	individual	individual	JJ
37060	5292	7	make	make	VB
37060	5292	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	5292	9	up	up	RP
37060	5292	10	consultation	consultation	NN
37060	5292	11	,	,	,
37060	5292	12	and	and	CC
37060	5292	13	as	as	IN
37060	5292	14	a	a	DT
37060	5292	15	weekly	weekly	JJ
37060	5292	16	assignment	assignment	NN
37060	5292	17	,	,	,
37060	5292	18	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5292	19	were	be	VBD
37060	5292	20	to	to	TO
37060	5292	21	come	come	VB
37060	5292	22	to	to	IN
37060	5292	23	class	class	NN
37060	5292	24	wearing	wear	VBG
37060	5292	25	make	make	NN
37060	5292	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	5292	27	up	up	NN
37060	5292	28	and	and	CC
37060	5292	29	proper	proper	JJ
37060	5292	30	attire	attire	NN
37060	5292	31	.	.	.
37060	5293	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5293	2	learned	learn	VBD
37060	5293	3	the	the	DT
37060	5293	4	correct	correct	JJ
37060	5293	5	way	way	NN
37060	5293	6	to	to	TO
37060	5293	7	walk	walk	VB
37060	5293	8	,	,	,
37060	5293	9	sit	sit	VB
37060	5293	10	and	and	CC
37060	5293	11	gesture	gesture	VB
37060	5293	12	,	,	,
37060	5293	13	and	and	CC
37060	5293	14	were	be	VBD
37060	5293	15	instructed	instruct	VBN
37060	5293	16	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	5293	17	hair	hair	NN
37060	5293	18	care	care	NN
37060	5293	19	,	,	,
37060	5293	20	manicures	manicure	NNS
37060	5293	21	,	,	,
37060	5293	22	diets	diet	NNS
37060	5293	23	and	and	CC
37060	5293	24	exercise	exercise	NN
37060	5293	25	.	.	.
37060	5294	1	The	the	DT
37060	5294	2	most	most	RBS
37060	5294	3	beneficial	beneficial	JJ
37060	5294	4	aspect	aspect	NN
37060	5294	5	of	of	IN
37060	5294	6	the	the	DT
37060	5294	7	class	class	NN
37060	5294	8	from	from	IN
37060	5294	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5294	10	point	point	NN
37060	5294	11	of	of	IN
37060	5294	12	view	view	NN
37060	5294	13	was	be	VBD
37060	5294	14	learning	learn	VBG
37060	5294	15	.	.	.
37060	5295	1	.	.	.
37060	5296	1	.or	.or	NFP
37060	5296	2	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5296	3	simply	simply	RB
37060	5296	4	remembering	remember	VBG
37060	5296	5	.	.	.
37060	5297	1	.	.	.
37060	5298	1	.	.	.
37060	5299	1	that	that	IN
37060	5299	2	no	no	DT
37060	5299	3	one	one	NN
37060	5299	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5299	5	perfect	perfect	JJ
37060	5299	6	.	.	.
37060	5300	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	5300	2	,	,	,
37060	5300	3	vanity	vanity	NN
37060	5300	4	in	in	IN
37060	5300	5	carefully	carefully	RB
37060	5300	6	measured	measure	VBN
37060	5300	7	doses	dose	NNS
37060	5300	8	was	be	VBD
37060	5300	9	not	not	RB
37060	5300	10	frivolous	frivolous	JJ
37060	5300	11	;	;	:
37060	5300	12	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	5300	13	dealt	deal	VBD
37060	5300	14	more	more	RBR
37060	5300	15	with	with	IN
37060	5300	16	the	the	DT
37060	5300	17	ability	ability	NN
37060	5300	18	to	to	TO
37060	5300	19	project	project	VB
37060	5300	20	one	one	PRP
37060	5300	21	's	's	POS
37060	5300	22	inner	inner	JJ
37060	5300	23	self	self	NN
37060	5300	24	than	than	IN
37060	5300	25	painting	paint	VBG
37060	5300	26	and	and	CC
37060	5300	27	displaying	display	VBG
37060	5300	28	the	the	DT
37060	5300	29	surface	surface	NN
37060	5300	30	characteristics	characteristic	NNS
37060	5300	31	.	.	.
37060	5301	1	Though	though	IN
37060	5301	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5301	3	may	may	MD
37060	5301	4	sound	sound	VB
37060	5301	5	shallow	shallow	JJ
37060	5301	6	,	,	,
37060	5301	7	the	the	DT
37060	5301	8	compliments	compliment	NNS
37060	5301	9	which	which	WDT
37060	5301	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5301	11	received	receive	VBD
37060	5301	12	in	in	IN
37060	5301	13	class	class	NN
37060	5301	14	by	by	IN
37060	5301	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5301	16	instructor	instructor	NN
37060	5301	17	were	be	VBD
37060	5301	18	the	the	DT
37060	5301	19	stimuli	stimulus	NNS
37060	5301	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5301	21	needed	need	VBD
37060	5301	22	to	to	TO
37060	5301	23	reinforce	reinforce	VB
37060	5301	24	the	the	DT
37060	5301	25	image	image	NN
37060	5301	26	reflected	reflect	VBN
37060	5301	27	in	in	IN
37060	5301	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5301	29	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	5301	30	.	.	.
37060	5302	1	For	for	IN
37060	5302	2	the	the	DT
37060	5302	3	first	first	JJ
37060	5302	4	time	time	NN
37060	5302	5	in	in	IN
37060	5302	6	months	month	NNS
37060	5302	7	,	,	,
37060	5302	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5302	9	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5302	10	good	good	JJ
37060	5302	11	about	about	IN
37060	5302	12	who	who	WP
37060	5302	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5302	14	was	be	VBD
37060	5302	15	on	on	IN
37060	5302	16	the	the	DT
37060	5302	17	inside	inside	NN
37060	5302	18	,	,	,
37060	5302	19	even	even	RB
37060	5302	20	though	though	IN
37060	5302	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5302	22	had	have	VBD
37060	5302	23	to	to	TO
37060	5302	24	begin	begin	VB
37060	5302	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5302	26	"	"	``
37060	5302	27	renovation	renovation	NN
37060	5302	28	"	"	''
37060	5302	29	on	on	IN
37060	5302	30	the	the	DT
37060	5302	31	outside	outside	NN
37060	5302	32	.	.	.
37060	5303	1	Toward	toward	IN
37060	5303	2	the	the	DT
37060	5303	3	middle	middle	NN
37060	5303	4	of	of	IN
37060	5303	5	July	July	NNP
37060	5303	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5303	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5303	8	able	able	JJ
37060	5303	9	to	to	TO
37060	5303	10	escape	escape	VB
37060	5303	11	in	in	IN
37060	5303	12	every	every	DT
37060	5303	13	sense	sense	NN
37060	5303	14	of	of	IN
37060	5303	15	the	the	DT
37060	5303	16	word	word	NN
37060	5303	17	when	when	WRB
37060	5303	18	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	5303	19	and	and	CC
37060	5303	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5303	21	took	take	VBD
37060	5303	22	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5303	23	second	second	JJ
37060	5303	24	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	5303	25	together	together	RB
37060	5303	26	.	.	.
37060	5304	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5304	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	5304	3	the	the	DT
37060	5304	4	week	week	NN
37060	5304	5	would	would	MD
37060	5304	6	grant	grant	VB
37060	5304	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5304	8	time	time	NN
37060	5304	9	and	and	CC
37060	5304	10	distance	distance	NN
37060	5304	11	required	require	VBN
37060	5304	12	to	to	TO
37060	5304	13	objectively	objectively	RB
37060	5304	14	view	view	VB
37060	5304	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5304	16	troubled	troubled	JJ
37060	5304	17	"	"	``
37060	5304	18	romance	romance	NN
37060	5304	19	.	.	.
37060	5304	20	"	"	''
37060	5305	1	The	the	DT
37060	5305	2	trip	trip	NN
37060	5305	3	meant	mean	VBD
37060	5305	4	a	a	DT
37060	5305	5	chance	chance	NN
37060	5305	6	for	for	IN
37060	5305	7	both	both	CC
37060	5305	8	fun	fun	NN
37060	5305	9	and	and	CC
37060	5305	10	reflection	reflection	NN
37060	5305	11	.	.	.
37060	5306	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5306	2	stayed	stay	VBD
37060	5306	3	,	,	,
37060	5306	4	once	once	RB
37060	5306	5	again	again	RB
37060	5306	6	,	,	,
37060	5306	7	in	in	IN
37060	5306	8	the	the	DT
37060	5306	9	basement	basement	NN
37060	5306	10	level	level	NN
37060	5306	11	unit	unit	NN
37060	5306	12	of	of	IN
37060	5306	13	last	last	JJ
37060	5306	14	year	year	NN
37060	5306	15	's	's	POS
37060	5306	16	motel	motel	NN
37060	5306	17	.	.	.
37060	5307	1	Upon	upon	IN
37060	5307	2	entering	enter	VBG
37060	5307	3	,	,	,
37060	5307	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5307	5	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	5307	6	noted	note	VBD
37060	5307	7	that	that	IN
37060	5307	8	no	no	DT
37060	5307	9	changes	change	NNS
37060	5307	10	had	have	VBD
37060	5307	11	been	be	VBN
37060	5307	12	made	make	VBN
37060	5307	13	.	.	.
37060	5308	1	The	the	DT
37060	5308	2	same	same	JJ
37060	5308	3	relic	relic	NN
37060	5308	4	radio	radio	NN
37060	5308	5	still	still	RB
37060	5308	6	graced	grace	VBD
37060	5308	7	the	the	DT
37060	5308	8	dresser	dresser	NN
37060	5308	9	,	,	,
37060	5308	10	and	and	CC
37060	5308	11	the	the	DT
37060	5308	12	same	same	JJ
37060	5308	13	avocado	avocado	NNP
37060	5308	14	crushed	crush	VBD
37060	5308	15	velvet	velvet	NN
37060	5308	16	bedspread	bedspread	NN
37060	5308	17	sagged	sag	VBD
37060	5308	18	drearily	drearily	RB
37060	5308	19	to	to	TO
37060	5308	20	meet	meet	VB
37060	5308	21	the	the	DT
37060	5308	22	worn	worn	JJ
37060	5308	23	carpets	carpet	NNS
37060	5308	24	covering	cover	VBG
37060	5308	25	the	the	DT
37060	5308	26	floor	floor	NN
37060	5308	27	.	.	.
37060	5309	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5309	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5309	3	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	5309	4	a	a	DT
37060	5309	5	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	5309	6	sight	sight	NN
37060	5309	7	,	,	,
37060	5309	8	albeit	albeit	IN
37060	5309	9	the	the	DT
37060	5309	10	fact	fact	NN
37060	5309	11	that	that	IN
37060	5309	12	the	the	DT
37060	5309	13	place	place	NN
37060	5309	14	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	5309	15	needed	need	VBD
37060	5309	16	attention	attention	NN
37060	5309	17	;	;	:
37060	5309	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5309	19	guess	guess	VBP
37060	5309	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5309	21	was	be	VBD
37060	5309	22	like	like	IN
37060	5309	23	a	a	DT
37060	5309	24	worn	wear	VBN
37060	5309	25	out	out	RP
37060	5309	26	pair	pair	NN
37060	5309	27	of	of	IN
37060	5309	28	tennis	tennis	NN
37060	5309	29	shoes	shoe	NNS
37060	5309	30	,	,	,
37060	5309	31	ugly	ugly	JJ
37060	5309	32	yet	yet	CC
37060	5309	33	be	be	VB
37060	5309	34	-	-	HYPH
37060	5309	35	loved	love	VBN
37060	5309	36	for	for	IN
37060	5309	37	the	the	DT
37060	5309	38	sake	sake	NN
37060	5309	39	of	of	IN
37060	5309	40	the	the	DT
37060	5309	41	mileage	mileage	NN
37060	5309	42	and	and	CC
37060	5309	43	memories	memory	NNS
37060	5309	44	which	which	WDT
37060	5309	45	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5309	46	represented	represent	VBD
37060	5309	47	.	.	.
37060	5310	1	The	the	DT
37060	5310	2	following	follow	VBG
37060	5310	3	morning	morning	NN
37060	5310	4	,	,	,
37060	5310	5	as	as	IN
37060	5310	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5310	7	strode	strode	VBP
37060	5310	8	toward	toward	IN
37060	5310	9	the	the	DT
37060	5310	10	car	car	NN
37060	5310	11	,	,	,
37060	5310	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5310	13	truly	truly	RB
37060	5310	14	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5310	15	at	at	IN
37060	5310	16	home	home	NN
37060	5310	17	when	when	WRB
37060	5310	18	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5310	19	noticed	notice	VBD
37060	5310	20	the	the	DT
37060	5310	21	sadistic	sadistic	JJ
37060	5310	22	mailman	mailman	NN
37060	5310	23	of	of	IN
37060	5310	24	the	the	DT
37060	5310	25	previous	previous	JJ
37060	5310	26	year	year	NN
37060	5310	27	busily	busily	RB
37060	5310	28	engaged	engage	VBD
37060	5310	29	with	with	IN
37060	5310	30	Marion	Marion	NNP
37060	5310	31	.	.	.
37060	5311	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5311	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	5311	3	on	on	RP
37060	5311	4	with	with	IN
37060	5311	5	amazement	amazement	NN
37060	5311	6	.	.	.
37060	5312	1	The	the	DT
37060	5312	2	one	one	CD
37060	5312	3	undesirable	undesirable	JJ
37060	5312	4	factor	factor	NN
37060	5312	5	of	of	IN
37060	5312	6	last	last	JJ
37060	5312	7	year	year	NN
37060	5312	8	's	's	POS
37060	5312	9	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	5312	10	had	have	VBD
37060	5312	11	reappeared	reappear	VBN
37060	5312	12	!	!	.
37060	5313	1	Hoping	hope	VBG
37060	5313	2	to	to	TO
37060	5313	3	escape	escape	VB
37060	5313	4	recognition	recognition	NN
37060	5313	5	,	,	,
37060	5313	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5313	7	quietly	quietly	RB
37060	5313	8	loaded	load	VBD
37060	5313	9	the	the	DT
37060	5313	10	car	car	NN
37060	5313	11	while	while	IN
37060	5313	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5313	13	jawed	jaw	VBD
37060	5313	14	away	away	RB
37060	5313	15	,	,	,
37060	5313	16	absorbed	absorb	VBN
37060	5313	17	in	in	IN
37060	5313	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5313	19	story	story	NN
37060	5313	20	of	of	IN
37060	5313	21	the	the	DT
37060	5313	22	hour	hour	NN
37060	5313	23	.	.	.
37060	5314	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5314	2	might	may	MD
37060	5314	3	have	have	VB
37060	5314	4	slipped	slip	VBN
37060	5314	5	from	from	IN
37060	5314	6	the	the	DT
37060	5314	7	parking	parking	NN
37060	5314	8	lot	lot	NN
37060	5314	9	had	have	VBD
37060	5314	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5314	11	not	not	RB
37060	5314	12	been	be	VBN
37060	5314	13	for	for	IN
37060	5314	14	Marion	Marion	NNP
37060	5314	15	's	's	POS
37060	5314	16	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	5314	17	flicking	flick	VBG
37060	5314	18	repeatedly	repeatedly	RB
37060	5314	19	from	from	IN
37060	5314	20	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5314	21	to	to	IN
37060	5314	22	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5314	23	.	.	.
37060	5315	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5315	2	both	both	DT
37060	5315	3	had	have	VBD
37060	5315	4	one	one	CD
37060	5315	5	leg	leg	NN
37060	5315	6	in	in	IN
37060	5315	7	the	the	DT
37060	5315	8	car	car	NN
37060	5315	9	when	when	WRB
37060	5315	10	a	a	DT
37060	5315	11	huge	huge	JJ
37060	5315	12	bellow	bellow	NN
37060	5315	13	resounded	resound	VBD
37060	5315	14	from	from	IN
37060	5315	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5315	16	direction	direction	NN
37060	5315	17	.	.	.
37060	5316	1	"	"	``
37060	5316	2	Hey	hey	UH
37060	5316	3	!	!	.
37060	5317	1	Were	be	VBD
37060	5317	2	n't	not	RB
37060	5317	3	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5317	4	the	the	DT
37060	5317	5	folks	folk	NNS
37060	5317	6	with	with	IN
37060	5317	7	the	the	DT
37060	5317	8	Dart	Dart	NNP
37060	5317	9	?	?	.
37060	5317	10	"	"	''
37060	5318	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5318	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5318	3	as	as	IN
37060	5318	4	if	if	IN
37060	5318	5	responding	respond	VBG
37060	5318	6	with	with	IN
37060	5318	7	a	a	DT
37060	5318	8	"	"	``
37060	5318	9	yes	yes	UH
37060	5318	10	"	"	''
37060	5318	11	would	would	MD
37060	5318	12	be	be	VB
37060	5318	13	an	an	DT
37060	5318	14	admission	admission	NN
37060	5318	15	of	of	IN
37060	5318	16	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	5318	17	for	for	IN
37060	5318	18	some	some	DT
37060	5318	19	heinous	heinous	JJ
37060	5318	20	crime	crime	NN
37060	5318	21	.	.	.
37060	5319	1	"	"	``
37060	5319	2	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5319	3	were	be	VBD
37060	5319	4	the	the	DT
37060	5319	5	ones	one	NNS
37060	5319	6	!	!	.
37060	5319	7	"	"	''
37060	5320	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	5320	2	replied	reply	VBD
37060	5320	3	,	,	,
37060	5320	4	pulling	pull	VBG
37060	5320	5	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5320	6	into	into	IN
37060	5320	7	the	the	DT
37060	5320	8	protection	protection	NN
37060	5320	9	of	of	IN
37060	5320	10	the	the	DT
37060	5320	11	car	car	NN
37060	5320	12	and	and	CC
37060	5320	13	starting	start	VBG
37060	5320	14	the	the	DT
37060	5320	15	engine	engine	NN
37060	5320	16	.	.	.
37060	5321	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5321	2	brother	brother	NN
37060	5321	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5321	4	artfully	artfully	RB
37060	5321	5	combining	combine	VBG
37060	5321	6	politeness	politeness	NN
37060	5321	7	with	with	IN
37060	5321	8	perpetual	perpetual	JJ
37060	5321	9	motion	motion	NN
37060	5321	10	.	.	.
37060	5322	1	A	a	DT
37060	5322	2	brief	brief	JJ
37060	5322	3	exchange	exchange	NN
37060	5322	4	ensued	ensue	VBN
37060	5322	5	as	as	IN
37060	5322	6	the	the	DT
37060	5322	7	car	car	NN
37060	5322	8	rolled	roll	VBD
37060	5322	9	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	5322	10	backward	backward	RB
37060	5322	11	from	from	IN
37060	5322	12	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5322	13	parking	parking	NN
37060	5322	14	space	space	NN
37060	5322	15	,	,	,
37060	5322	16	then	then	RB
37060	5322	17	a	a	DT
37060	5322	18	shift	shift	NN
37060	5322	19	into	into	IN
37060	5322	20	low	low	JJ
37060	5322	21	gear	gear	NN
37060	5322	22	signaled	signal	VBD
37060	5322	23	that	that	IN
37060	5322	24	the	the	DT
37060	5322	25	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	5322	26	had	have	VBD
37060	5322	27	ended	end	VBN
37060	5322	28	.	.	.
37060	5323	1	"	"	``
37060	5323	2	Catch	catch	VB
37060	5323	3	ya	ya	PRP
37060	5323	4	later	later	RB
37060	5323	5	,	,	,
37060	5323	6	"	"	''
37060	5323	7	the	the	DT
37060	5323	8	man	man	NN
37060	5323	9	yelled	yell	VBD
37060	5323	10	after	after	IN
37060	5323	11	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5323	12	.	.	.
37060	5324	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5324	2	never	never	RB
37060	5324	3	did	do	VBD
37060	5324	4	.	.	.
37060	5325	1	Five	five	CD
37060	5325	2	days	day	NNS
37060	5325	3	dissolved	dissolve	VBN
37060	5325	4	,	,	,
37060	5325	5	one	one	CD
37060	5325	6	into	into	IN
37060	5325	7	the	the	DT
37060	5325	8	next	next	JJ
37060	5325	9	,	,	,
37060	5325	10	until	until	IN
37060	5325	11	the	the	DT
37060	5325	12	week	week	NN
37060	5325	13	's	's	POS
37060	5325	14	peaceful	peaceful	JJ
37060	5325	15	interlude	interlude	NN
37060	5325	16	came	come	VBD
37060	5325	17	to	to	IN
37060	5325	18	an	an	DT
37060	5325	19	end	end	NN
37060	5325	20	.	.	.
37060	5326	1	The	the	DT
37060	5326	2	time	time	NN
37060	5326	3	had	have	VBD
37060	5326	4	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	5326	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5326	6	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	5326	7	to	to	TO
37060	5326	8	rest	rest	VB
37060	5326	9	and	and	CC
37060	5326	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5326	11	mind	mind	NN
37060	5326	12	to	to	TO
37060	5326	13	clear	clear	VB
37060	5326	14	.	.	.
37060	5327	1	Questions	question	NNS
37060	5327	2	which	which	WDT
37060	5327	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5327	4	feared	fear	VBD
37060	5327	5	to	to	TO
37060	5327	6	answer	answer	VB
37060	5327	7	now	now	RB
37060	5327	8	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	5327	9	to	to	TO
37060	5327	10	have	have	VB
37060	5327	11	lost	lose	VBN
37060	5327	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5327	13	malignancy	malignancy	NN
37060	5327	14	,	,	,
37060	5327	15	and	and	CC
37060	5327	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5327	17	had	have	VBD
37060	5327	18	gathered	gather	VBN
37060	5327	19	the	the	DT
37060	5327	20	courage	courage	NN
37060	5327	21	to	to	TO
37060	5327	22	enact	enact	VB
37060	5327	23	the	the	DT
37060	5327	24	unsavory	unsavory	JJ
37060	5327	25	business	business	NN
37060	5327	26	of	of	IN
37060	5327	27	breaking	break	VBG
37060	5327	28	up	up	RP
37060	5327	29	.	.	.
37060	5328	1	Nothing	nothing	NN
37060	5328	2	would	would	MD
37060	5328	3	dissuade	dissuade	VB
37060	5328	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5328	5	;	;	:
37060	5328	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5328	7	decision	decision	NN
37060	5328	8	had	have	VBD
37060	5328	9	been	be	VBN
37060	5328	10	made	make	VBN
37060	5328	11	and	and	CC
37060	5328	12	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5328	13	certainty	certainty	NN
37060	5328	14	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5328	15	like	like	IN
37060	5328	16	the	the	DT
37060	5328	17	cool	cool	JJ
37060	5328	18	breezes	breeze	NNS
37060	5328	19	in	in	IN
37060	5328	20	which	which	WDT
37060	5328	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5328	22	had	have	VBD
37060	5328	23	been	be	VBN
37060	5328	24	developed	develop	VBN
37060	5328	25	.	.	.
37060	5329	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5329	2	came	come	VBD
37060	5329	3	home	home	RB
37060	5329	4	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	5329	5	revitalized	revitalize	VBN
37060	5329	6	and	and	CC
37060	5329	7	cleansed	cleanse	VBN
37060	5329	8	.	.	.
37060	5330	1	Nature	nature	NN
37060	5330	2	's	's	POS
37060	5330	3	splendor	splendor	NN
37060	5330	4	,	,	,
37060	5330	5	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	5330	6	's	's	POS
37060	5330	7	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	5330	8	and	and	CC
37060	5330	9	time	time	NN
37060	5330	10	to	to	TO
37060	5330	11	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	5330	12	for	for	IN
37060	5330	13	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5330	14	own	own	JJ
37060	5330	15	sake	sake	NN
37060	5330	16	;	;	:
37060	5330	17	these	these	DT
37060	5330	18	were	be	VBD
37060	5330	19	the	the	DT
37060	5330	20	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	5330	21	of	of	IN
37060	5330	22	life	life	NN
37060	5330	23	which	which	WDT
37060	5330	24	,	,	,
37060	5330	25	for	for	IN
37060	5330	26	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5330	27	,	,	,
37060	5330	28	made	make	VBD
37060	5330	29	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5330	30	uncomplicated	uncomplicated	JJ
37060	5330	31	and	and	CC
37060	5330	32	full	full	JJ
37060	5330	33	.	.	.
37060	5331	1	With	with	IN
37060	5331	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5331	3	decision	decision	NN
37060	5331	4	firmly	firmly	RB
37060	5331	5	planted	plant	VBD
37060	5331	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5331	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5331	8	a	a	DT
37060	5331	9	changed	change	VBN
37060	5331	10	individual	individual	NN
37060	5331	11	,	,	,
37060	5331	12	and	and	CC
37060	5331	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5331	14	was	be	VBD
37060	5331	15	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	5331	16	to	to	IN
37060	5331	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5331	18	boyfriend	boyfriend	NN
37060	5331	19	that	that	IN
37060	5331	20	the	the	DT
37060	5331	21	summer	summer	NN
37060	5331	22	would	would	MD
37060	5331	23	not	not	RB
37060	5331	24	bring	bring	VB
37060	5331	25	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5331	26	closer	close	RBR
37060	5331	27	together	together	RB
37060	5331	28	.	.	.
37060	5332	1	Confidence	confidence	NN
37060	5332	2	helped	help	VBD
37060	5332	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5332	4	to	to	TO
37060	5332	5	overcome	overcome	VB
37060	5332	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5332	7	heartiest	hearty	JJS
37060	5332	8	attempts	attempt	NNS
37060	5332	9	to	to	TO
37060	5332	10	reroute	reroute	VB
37060	5332	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5332	12	intentions	intention	NNS
37060	5332	13	or	or	CC
37060	5332	14	confuse	confuse	VB
37060	5332	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5332	16	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	5332	17	and	and	CC
37060	5332	18	within	within	IN
37060	5332	19	days	day	NNS
37060	5332	20	after	after	IN
37060	5332	21	returning	return	VBG
37060	5332	22	from	from	IN
37060	5332	23	Colorado	Colorado	NNP
37060	5332	24	,	,	,
37060	5332	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5332	26	did	do	VBD
37060	5332	27	what	what	WP
37060	5332	28	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5332	29	both	both	DT
37060	5332	30	knew	know	VBD
37060	5332	31	was	be	VBD
37060	5332	32	inevitable	inevitable	JJ
37060	5332	33	.	.	.
37060	5333	1	As	as	IN
37060	5333	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5333	3	parted	part	VBD
37060	5333	4	,	,	,
37060	5333	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5333	6	was	be	VBD
37060	5333	7	drowned	drown	VBN
37060	5333	8	in	in	IN
37060	5333	9	sorrow	sorrow	NN
37060	5333	10	.	.	.
37060	5334	1	.	.	.
37060	5335	1	.	.	.
37060	5336	1	for	for	IN
37060	5336	2	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5336	3	and	and	CC
37060	5336	4	for	for	IN
37060	5336	5	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5336	6	.	.	.
37060	5337	1	.	.	.
37060	5338	1	.	.	.
37060	5339	1	and	and	CC
37060	5339	2	although	although	IN
37060	5339	3	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	5339	4	helped	help	VBD
37060	5339	5	to	to	TO
37060	5339	6	dispatch	dispatch	VB
37060	5339	7	a	a	DT
37060	5339	8	prompt	prompt	JJ
37060	5339	9	conclusion	conclusion	NN
37060	5339	10	to	to	IN
37060	5339	11	a	a	DT
37060	5339	12	floundering	flounder	VBG
37060	5339	13	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	5339	14	,	,	,
37060	5339	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5339	16	did	do	VBD
37060	5339	17	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	5339	18	to	to	TO
37060	5339	19	absorb	absorb	VB
37060	5339	20	the	the	DT
37060	5339	21	pain	pain	NN
37060	5339	22	which	which	WDT
37060	5339	23	accompanied	accompany	VBD
37060	5339	24	such	such	PDT
37060	5339	25	an	an	DT
37060	5339	26	end	end	NN
37060	5339	27	.	.	.
37060	5340	1	Breaking	break	VBG
37060	5340	2	up	up	RP
37060	5340	3	hurt	hurt	NN
37060	5340	4	.	.	.
37060	5341	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5341	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5341	3	to	to	TO
37060	5341	4	hurt	hurt	VB
37060	5341	5	.	.	.
37060	5342	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5342	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	5342	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5342	4	had	have	VBD
37060	5342	5	done	do	VBN
37060	5342	6	the	the	DT
37060	5342	7	right	right	JJ
37060	5342	8	thing	thing	NN
37060	5342	9	;	;	:
37060	5342	10	like	like	IN
37060	5342	11	a	a	DT
37060	5342	12	canker	canker	NN
37060	5342	13	,	,	,
37060	5342	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5342	15	resentment	resentment	NN
37060	5342	16	festered	fester	VBD
37060	5342	17	when	when	WRB
37060	5342	18	in	in	IN
37060	5342	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5342	20	company	company	NN
37060	5342	21	.	.	.
37060	5343	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5343	2	finally	finally	RB
37060	5343	3	cared	care	VBD
37060	5343	4	enough	enough	RB
37060	5343	5	to	to	TO
37060	5343	6	let	let	VB
37060	5343	7	go	go	VB
37060	5343	8	.	.	.
37060	5344	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5344	2	remember	remember	VBP
37060	5344	3	that	that	DT
37060	5344	4	night	night	NN
37060	5344	5	so	so	RB
37060	5344	6	well	well	RB
37060	5344	7	.	.	.
37060	5345	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5345	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5345	3	stopped	stop	VBN
37060	5345	4	at	at	IN
37060	5345	5	a	a	DT
37060	5345	6	playground	playground	NN
37060	5345	7	to	to	TO
37060	5345	8	rest	rest	VB
37060	5345	9	on	on	IN
37060	5345	10	the	the	DT
37060	5345	11	swings	swing	NNS
37060	5345	12	after	after	IN
37060	5345	13	a	a	DT
37060	5345	14	bike	bike	NN
37060	5345	15	ride	ride	NN
37060	5345	16	.	.	.
37060	5346	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5346	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5346	3	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	5346	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	5346	5	detached	detach	VBN
37060	5346	6	and	and	CC
37060	5346	7	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	5346	8	very	very	RB
37060	5346	9	little	little	JJ
37060	5346	10	.	.	.
37060	5347	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5347	2	the	the	DT
37060	5347	3	summer	summer	NN
37060	5347	4	sun	sun	NN
37060	5347	5	drifted	drift	VBD
37060	5347	6	from	from	IN
37060	5347	7	view	view	NN
37060	5347	8	,	,	,
37060	5347	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5347	10	stood	stand	VBD
37060	5347	11	to	to	TO
37060	5347	12	mount	mount	VB
37060	5347	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5347	14	bike	bike	NN
37060	5347	15	,	,	,
37060	5347	16	and	and	CC
37060	5347	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5347	18	rose	rise	VBD
37060	5347	19	to	to	TO
37060	5347	20	receive	receive	VB
37060	5347	21	the	the	DT
37060	5347	22	customary	customary	JJ
37060	5347	23	good	good	JJ
37060	5347	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	5347	25	night	night	NN
37060	5347	26	kiss	kiss	NN
37060	5347	27	.	.	.
37060	5348	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5348	2	offered	offer	VBD
37060	5348	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5348	4	hand	hand	NN
37060	5348	5	as	as	IN
37060	5348	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5348	7	approached	approach	VBD
37060	5348	8	,	,	,
37060	5348	9	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	5348	10	no	no	DT
37060	5348	11	doubt	doubt	NN
37060	5348	12	that	that	IN
37060	5348	13	the	the	DT
37060	5348	14	romance	romance	NN
37060	5348	15	was	be	VBD
37060	5348	16	over	over	RB
37060	5348	17	,	,	,
37060	5348	18	but	but	CC
37060	5348	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5348	20	would	would	MD
37060	5348	21	not	not	RB
37060	5348	22	accept	accept	VB
37060	5348	23	a	a	DT
37060	5348	24	platonic	platonic	JJ
37060	5348	25	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	5348	26	.	.	.
37060	5349	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5349	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5349	3	not	not	RB
37060	5349	4	ready	ready	JJ
37060	5349	5	for	for	IN
37060	5349	6	that	that	DT
37060	5349	7	;	;	:
37060	5349	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5349	9	could	could	MD
37060	5349	10	understand	understand	VB
37060	5349	11	,	,	,
37060	5349	12	but	but	CC
37060	5349	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5349	14	would	would	MD
37060	5349	15	still	still	RB
37060	5349	16	miss	miss	VB
37060	5349	17	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5349	18	.	.	.
37060	5350	1	"	"	``
37060	5350	2	Well	well	UH
37060	5350	3	,	,	,
37060	5350	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5350	5	guess	guess	VBP
37060	5350	6	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5350	7	'll	will	MD
37060	5350	8	never	never	RB
37060	5350	9	see	see	VB
37060	5350	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5350	11	black	black	JJ
37060	5350	12	pants	pant	NNS
37060	5350	13	,	,	,
37060	5350	14	"	"	''
37060	5350	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5350	16	stated	state	VBD
37060	5350	17	,	,	,
37060	5350	18	reminding	remind	VBG
37060	5350	19	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5350	20	that	that	IN
37060	5350	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5350	22	and	and	CC
37060	5350	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5350	24	mother	mother	NN
37060	5350	25	had	have	VBD
37060	5350	26	gone	go	VBN
37060	5350	27	shopping	shop	VBG
37060	5350	28	earlier	early	RBR
37060	5350	29	that	that	DT
37060	5350	30	day	day	NN
37060	5350	31	.	.	.
37060	5351	1	Why	why	WRB
37060	5351	2	did	do	VBD
37060	5351	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5351	4	have	have	VB
37060	5351	5	to	to	TO
37060	5351	6	say	say	VB
37060	5351	7	that	that	DT
37060	5351	8	?	?	.
37060	5352	1	"	"	``
37060	5352	2	Never	never	RB
37060	5352	3	"	"	''
37060	5352	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5352	5	so	so	RB
37060	5352	6	permanent	permanent	JJ
37060	5352	7	.	.	.
37060	5353	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5353	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5353	3	tears	tear	NNS
37060	5353	4	well	well	RB
37060	5353	5	up	up	RB
37060	5353	6	in	in	IN
37060	5353	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5353	8	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	5353	9	and	and	CC
37060	5353	10	cloud	cloud	VB
37060	5353	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5353	12	vision	vision	NN
37060	5353	13	,	,	,
37060	5353	14	and	and	CC
37060	5353	15	pushing	push	VBG
37060	5353	16	off	off	RP
37060	5353	17	into	into	IN
37060	5353	18	the	the	DT
37060	5353	19	gathering	gathering	NN
37060	5353	20	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	5353	21	,	,	,
37060	5353	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5353	23	realized	realize	VBD
37060	5353	24	that	that	IN
37060	5353	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5353	26	may	may	MD
37060	5353	27	never	never	RB
37060	5353	28	see	see	VB
37060	5353	29	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5353	30	again	again	RB
37060	5353	31	.	.	.
37060	5354	1	For	for	IN
37060	5354	2	years	year	NNS
37060	5354	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5354	4	had	have	VBD
37060	5354	5	demanded	demand	VBN
37060	5354	6	much	much	JJ
37060	5354	7	of	of	IN
37060	5354	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5354	9	time	time	NN
37060	5354	10	;	;	:
37060	5354	11	now	now	RB
37060	5354	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5354	13	was	be	VBD
37060	5354	14	rejecting	reject	VBG
37060	5354	15	all	all	DT
37060	5354	16	of	of	IN
37060	5354	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5354	18	.	.	.
37060	5355	1	No	no	UH
37060	5355	2	,	,	,
37060	5355	3	there	there	EX
37060	5355	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5355	5	no	no	DT
37060	5355	6	compromise	compromise	NN
37060	5355	7	.	.	.
37060	5356	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5356	2	pedaled	pedal	VBD
37060	5356	3	home	home	RB
37060	5356	4	,	,	,
37060	5356	5	half	half	RB
37060	5356	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	5356	7	blinded	blinded	JJ
37060	5356	8	by	by	IN
37060	5356	9	tears	tear	NNS
37060	5356	10	,	,	,
37060	5356	11	then	then	RB
37060	5356	12	rushed	rush	VBD
37060	5356	13	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	5356	14	to	to	IN
37060	5356	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5356	16	room	room	NN
37060	5356	17	to	to	TO
37060	5356	18	hurl	hurl	VB
37060	5356	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5356	20	frustrations	frustration	NNS
37060	5356	21	onto	onto	IN
37060	5356	22	paper	paper	NN
37060	5356	23	.	.	.
37060	5357	1	Writing	writing	NN
37060	5357	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5357	3	the	the	DT
37060	5357	4	release	release	NN
37060	5357	5	that	that	WDT
37060	5357	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5357	7	needed	need	VBD
37060	5357	8	;	;	:
37060	5357	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5357	10	had	have	VBD
37060	5357	11	to	to	TO
37060	5357	12	ask	ask	VB
37060	5357	13	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5357	14	whether	whether	IN
37060	5357	15	or	or	CC
37060	5357	16	not	not	RB
37060	5357	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5357	18	had	have	VBD
37060	5357	19	done	do	VBN
37060	5357	20	the	the	DT
37060	5357	21	right	right	JJ
37060	5357	22	thing	thing	NN
37060	5357	23	.	.	.
37060	5358	1	Three	three	CD
37060	5358	2	pages	page	NNS
37060	5358	3	later	later	RB
37060	5358	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5358	5	was	be	VBD
37060	5358	6	satisfied	satisfied	JJ
37060	5358	7	that	that	IN
37060	5358	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5358	9	had	have	VBD
37060	5358	10	,	,	,
37060	5358	11	concluding	conclude	VBG
37060	5358	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5358	13	written	write	VBN
37060	5358	14	rampage	rampage	NN
37060	5358	15	with	with	IN
37060	5358	16	,	,	,
37060	5358	17	"	"	``
37060	5358	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5358	19	think	think	VBP
37060	5358	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5358	21	'll	will	MD
37060	5358	22	make	make	VB
37060	5358	23	some	some	DT
37060	5358	24	bran	bran	NN
37060	5358	25	muffins	muffin	NNS
37060	5358	26	.	.	.
37060	5358	27	"	"	''
37060	5359	1	The	the	DT
37060	5359	2	rest	rest	NN
37060	5359	3	of	of	IN
37060	5359	4	the	the	DT
37060	5359	5	summer	summer	NN
37060	5359	6	was	be	VBD
37060	5359	7	spent	spend	VBN
37060	5359	8	as	as	IN
37060	5359	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5359	10	wished	wish	VBD
37060	5359	11	,	,	,
37060	5359	12	and	and	CC
37060	5359	13	admittedly	admittedly	RB
37060	5359	14	took	take	VBD
37060	5359	15	a	a	DT
37060	5359	16	degree	degree	NN
37060	5359	17	of	of	IN
37060	5359	18	adjustment	adjustment	NN
37060	5359	19	on	on	IN
37060	5359	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5359	21	behalf	behalf	NN
37060	5359	22	.	.	.
37060	5360	1	Such	such	PDT
37060	5360	2	a	a	DT
37060	5360	3	wealth	wealth	NN
37060	5360	4	of	of	IN
37060	5360	5	time	time	NN
37060	5360	6	was	be	VBD
37060	5360	7	alien	alien	JJ
37060	5360	8	to	to	IN
37060	5360	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5360	10	.	.	.
37060	5361	1	As	as	IN
37060	5361	2	always	always	RB
37060	5361	3	,	,	,
37060	5361	4	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	5361	5	had	have	VBD
37060	5361	6	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5361	7	price	price	NN
37060	5361	8	.	.	.
37060	5362	1	Mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5362	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5362	3	lost	lose	VBN
37060	5362	4	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	5362	5	,	,	,
37060	5362	6	and	and	CC
37060	5362	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5362	8	did	do	VBD
37060	5362	9	experience	experience	VB
37060	5362	10	lonely	lonely	JJ
37060	5362	11	moments	moment	NNS
37060	5362	12	,	,	,
37060	5362	13	for	for	IN
37060	5362	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5362	15	had	have	VBD
37060	5362	16	been	be	VBN
37060	5362	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5362	18	principal	principal	JJ
37060	5362	19	friend	friend	NN
37060	5362	20	as	as	RB
37060	5362	21	well	well	RB
37060	5362	22	as	as	IN
37060	5362	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5362	24	boy	boy	NN
37060	5362	25	-	-	HYPH
37060	5362	26	friend	friend	NN
37060	5362	27	.	.	.
37060	5363	1	Generally	generally	RB
37060	5363	2	,	,	,
37060	5363	3	however	however	RB
37060	5363	4	,	,	,
37060	5363	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5363	6	remained	remain	VBD
37060	5363	7	content	content	JJ
37060	5363	8	with	with	IN
37060	5363	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5363	10	decision	decision	NN
37060	5363	11	.	.	.
37060	5364	1	Not	not	RB
37060	5364	2	only	only	RB
37060	5364	3	had	have	VBD
37060	5364	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5364	5	ability	ability	NN
37060	5364	6	to	to	TO
37060	5364	7	follow	follow	VB
37060	5364	8	through	through	RP
37060	5364	9	with	with	IN
37060	5364	10	an	an	DT
37060	5364	11	important	important	JJ
37060	5364	12	decision	decision	NN
37060	5364	13	multiplied	multiply	VBD
37060	5364	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5364	15	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	5364	16	,	,	,
37060	5364	17	but	but	CC
37060	5364	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5364	19	was	be	VBD
37060	5364	20	no	no	RB
37060	5364	21	longer	long	RBR
37060	5364	22	haunted	haunt	VBN
37060	5364	23	by	by	IN
37060	5364	24	the	the	DT
37060	5364	25	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	5364	26	that	that	WDT
37060	5364	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5364	28	was	be	VBD
37060	5364	29	hurting	hurt	VBG
37060	5364	30	another	another	DT
37060	5364	31	individual	individual	NN
37060	5364	32	or	or	CC
37060	5364	33	trying	try	VBG
37060	5364	34	to	to	TO
37060	5364	35	ply	ply	VB
37060	5364	36	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5364	37	into	into	IN
37060	5364	38	something	something	NN
37060	5364	39	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5364	40	was	be	VBD
37060	5364	41	not	not	RB
37060	5364	42	.	.	.
37060	5365	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	5365	2	,	,	,
37060	5365	3	as	as	IN
37060	5365	4	a	a	DT
37060	5365	5	loner	loner	NN
37060	5365	6	,	,	,
37060	5365	7	free	free	JJ
37060	5365	8	time	time	NN
37060	5365	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5365	10	most	most	RBS
37060	5365	11	often	often	RB
37060	5365	12	a	a	DT
37060	5365	13	luxury	luxury	NN
37060	5365	14	;	;	:
37060	5365	15	the	the	DT
37060	5365	16	rare	rare	JJ
37060	5365	17	occasions	occasion	NNS
37060	5365	18	of	of	IN
37060	5365	19	actual	actual	JJ
37060	5365	20	loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	5365	21	were	be	VBD
37060	5365	22	remedied	remedie	VBN
37060	5365	23	through	through	IN
37060	5365	24	the	the	DT
37060	5365	25	former	former	JJ
37060	5365	26	,	,	,
37060	5365	27	positive	positive	JJ
37060	5365	28	facets	facet	NNS
37060	5365	29	of	of	IN
37060	5365	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5365	31	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	5365	32	decision	decision	NN
37060	5365	33	.	.	.
37060	5366	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5366	2	excitedly	excitedly	RB
37060	5366	3	enrolled	enrol	VBD
37060	5366	4	in	in	IN
37060	5366	5	the	the	DT
37060	5366	6	charm	charm	NNP
37060	5366	7	school	school	NNP
37060	5366	8	's	's	POS
37060	5366	9	other	other	JJ
37060	5366	10	class	class	NN
37060	5366	11	,	,	,
37060	5366	12	which	which	WDT
37060	5366	13	taught	teach	VBD
37060	5366	14	the	the	DT
37060	5366	15	skills	skill	NNS
37060	5366	16	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	5366	17	for	for	IN
37060	5366	18	one	one	CD
37060	5366	19	to	to	TO
37060	5366	20	become	become	VB
37060	5366	21	a	a	DT
37060	5366	22	model	model	NN
37060	5366	23	.	.	.
37060	5367	1	Regardless	regardless	RB
37060	5367	2	of	of	IN
37060	5367	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5367	4	eventual	eventual	JJ
37060	5367	5	aspirations	aspiration	NNS
37060	5367	6	,	,	,
37060	5367	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5367	8	assumed	assume	VBD
37060	5367	9	that	that	IN
37060	5367	10	the	the	DT
37060	5367	11	class	class	NN
37060	5367	12	would	would	MD
37060	5367	13	prove	prove	VB
37060	5367	14	enjoyable	enjoyable	JJ
37060	5367	15	and	and	CC
37060	5367	16	fulfill	fulfill	VB
37060	5367	17	the	the	DT
37060	5367	18	educational	educational	JJ
37060	5367	19	side	side	NN
37060	5367	20	of	of	IN
37060	5367	21	a	a	DT
37060	5367	22	glamorous	glamorous	JJ
37060	5367	23	dream	dream	NN
37060	5367	24	.	.	.
37060	5368	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5368	2	intuition	intuition	NN
37060	5368	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5368	4	accurate	accurate	JJ
37060	5368	5	and	and	CC
37060	5368	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5368	7	loved	love	VBD
37060	5368	8	every	every	DT
37060	5368	9	minute	minute	NN
37060	5368	10	,	,	,
37060	5368	11	from	from	IN
37060	5368	12	performing	perform	VBG
37060	5368	13	turns	turn	NNS
37060	5368	14	and	and	CC
37060	5368	15	poses	pose	VBZ
37060	5368	16	to	to	IN
37060	5368	17	working	work	VBG
37060	5368	18	with	with	IN
37060	5368	19	a	a	DT
37060	5368	20	photographer	photographer	NN
37060	5368	21	for	for	IN
37060	5368	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5368	23	own	own	JJ
37060	5368	24	photo	photo	NN
37060	5368	25	session	session	NN
37060	5368	26	.	.	.
37060	5369	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5369	2	the	the	DT
37060	5369	3	class	class	NN
37060	5369	4	came	come	VBD
37060	5369	5	to	to	IN
37060	5369	6	an	an	DT
37060	5369	7	end	end	NN
37060	5369	8	,	,	,
37060	5369	9	the	the	DT
37060	5369	10	proprietor	proprietor	NN
37060	5369	11	invited	invite	VBD
37060	5369	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5369	13	to	to	IN
37060	5369	14	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5369	15	office	office	NN
37060	5369	16	and	and	CC
37060	5369	17	offered	offer	VBD
37060	5369	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5369	19	a	a	DT
37060	5369	20	cup	cup	NN
37060	5369	21	of	of	IN
37060	5369	22	coffee	coffee	NN
37060	5369	23	.	.	.
37060	5370	1	Saying	say	VBG
37060	5370	2	that	that	IN
37060	5370	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5370	4	showed	show	VBD
37060	5370	5	promising	promising	JJ
37060	5370	6	qualities	quality	NNS
37060	5370	7	,	,	,
37060	5370	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5370	9	bid	bid	VBD
37060	5370	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5370	11	sign	sign	VB
37060	5370	12	a	a	DT
37060	5370	13	contract	contract	NN
37060	5370	14	with	with	IN
37060	5370	15	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5370	16	firm	firm	NN
37060	5370	17	for	for	IN
37060	5370	18	local	local	JJ
37060	5370	19	modeling	modeling	NN
37060	5370	20	opportunities	opportunity	NNS
37060	5370	21	.	.	.
37060	5371	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5371	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5371	3	stunned	stun	VBN
37060	5371	4	.	.	.
37060	5372	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5372	2	portfolio	portfolio	NN
37060	5372	3	had	have	VBD
37060	5372	4	turned	turn	VBN
37060	5372	5	out	out	RP
37060	5372	6	quite	quite	RB
37060	5372	7	well	well	RB
37060	5372	8	and	and	CC
37060	5372	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5372	10	had	have	VBD
37060	5372	11	fostered	foster	VBN
37060	5372	12	little	little	JJ
37060	5372	13	anxiety	anxiety	NN
37060	5372	14	in	in	IN
37060	5372	15	the	the	DT
37060	5372	16	class	class	NN
37060	5372	17	,	,	,
37060	5372	18	yet	yet	CC
37060	5372	19	such	such	PDT
37060	5372	20	a	a	DT
37060	5372	21	display	display	NN
37060	5372	22	of	of	IN
37060	5372	23	high	high	JJ
37060	5372	24	regard	regard	NN
37060	5372	25	was	be	VBD
37060	5372	26	a	a	DT
37060	5372	27	powerful	powerful	JJ
37060	5372	28	and	and	CC
37060	5372	29	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	5372	30	shock	shock	NN
37060	5372	31	.	.	.
37060	5373	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5373	2	offer	offer	NN
37060	5373	3	bridged	bridge	VBD
37060	5373	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5373	5	loftiest	lofty	JJS
37060	5373	6	hopes	hope	NNS
37060	5373	7	and	and	CC
37060	5373	8	without	without	IN
37060	5373	9	hesitation	hesitation	NN
37060	5373	10	,	,	,
37060	5373	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5373	12	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	5373	13	the	the	DT
37060	5373	14	contract	contract	NN
37060	5373	15	.	.	.
37060	5374	1	If	if	IN
37060	5374	2	humans	human	NNS
37060	5374	3	could	could	MD
37060	5374	4	fly	fly	VB
37060	5374	5	,	,	,
37060	5374	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5374	7	surely	surely	RB
37060	5374	8	would	would	MD
37060	5374	9	have	have	VB
37060	5374	10	soared	soar	VBN
37060	5374	11	home	home	RB
37060	5374	12	that	that	DT
37060	5374	13	day	day	NN
37060	5374	14	.	.	.
37060	5375	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5375	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5375	3	so	so	RB
37060	5375	4	good	good	JJ
37060	5375	5	,	,	,
37060	5375	6	so	so	RB
37060	5375	7	whole	whole	JJ
37060	5375	8	.	.	.
37060	5376	1	There	there	EX
37060	5376	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5376	3	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	5376	4	that	that	WDT
37060	5376	5	could	could	MD
37060	5376	6	impede	impede	VB
37060	5376	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5376	8	sense	sense	NN
37060	5376	9	of	of	IN
37060	5376	10	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	5376	11	;	;	:
37060	5376	12	no	no	DT
37060	5376	13	one	one	PRP
37060	5376	14	would	would	MD
37060	5376	15	make	make	VB
37060	5376	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5376	17	decisions	decision	NNS
37060	5376	18	or	or	CC
37060	5376	19	steal	steal	VB
37060	5376	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5376	21	time	time	NN
37060	5376	22	.	.	.
37060	5377	1	Owning	own	VBG
37060	5377	2	a	a	DT
37060	5377	3	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	5377	4	sense	sense	NN
37060	5377	5	of	of	IN
37060	5377	6	self	self	NN
37060	5377	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	5377	8	worth	worth	JJ
37060	5377	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5377	10	not	not	RB
37060	5377	11	immodesty	immodesty	JJ
37060	5377	12	,	,	,
37060	5377	13	but	but	CC
37060	5377	14	protection	protection	NN
37060	5377	15	against	against	IN
37060	5377	16	vulnerability	vulnerability	NN
37060	5377	17	.	.	.
37060	5378	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5378	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	5378	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5378	4	could	could	MD
37060	5378	5	bestow	bestow	VB
37060	5378	6	kindness	kindness	NN
37060	5378	7	and	and	CC
37060	5378	8	still	still	RB
37060	5378	9	be	be	VB
37060	5378	10	shunned	shun	VBN
37060	5378	11	,	,	,
37060	5378	12	or	or	CC
37060	5378	13	honestly	honestly	RB
37060	5378	14	state	state	VB
37060	5378	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5378	16	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	5378	17	and	and	CC
37060	5378	18	draw	draw	VB
37060	5378	19	hateful	hateful	JJ
37060	5378	20	criticism	criticism	NN
37060	5378	21	.	.	.
37060	5379	1	The	the	DT
37060	5379	2	difference	difference	NN
37060	5379	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5379	4	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	5379	5	.	.	.
37060	5380	1	In	in	IN
37060	5380	2	many	many	JJ
37060	5380	3	ways	way	NNS
37060	5380	4	,	,	,
37060	5380	5	life	life	NN
37060	5380	6	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	5380	7	too	too	RB
37060	5380	8	good	good	JJ
37060	5380	9	to	to	TO
37060	5380	10	be	be	VB
37060	5380	11	true	true	JJ
37060	5380	12	...	...	:
37060	5380	13	too	too	RB
37060	5380	14	good	good	JJ
37060	5380	15	,	,	,
37060	5380	16	at	at	IN
37060	5380	17	least	least	JJS
37060	5380	18	,	,	,
37060	5380	19	for	for	IN
37060	5380	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5380	21	.	.	.
37060	5381	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5381	2	could	could	MD
37060	5381	3	not	not	RB
37060	5381	4	stop	stop	VB
37060	5381	5	suspicion	suspicion	NN
37060	5381	6	from	from	IN
37060	5381	7	seeping	seep	VBG
37060	5381	8	into	into	IN
37060	5381	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5381	10	mind	mind	NN
37060	5381	11	;	;	:
37060	5381	12	even	even	RB
37060	5381	13	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	5381	14	and	and	CC
37060	5381	15	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	5381	16	professed	profess	VBD
37060	5381	17	to	to	TO
37060	5381	18	be	be	VB
37060	5381	19	rather	rather	RB
37060	5381	20	leary	leary	JJ
37060	5381	21	toward	toward	IN
37060	5381	22	harboring	harbor	VBG
37060	5381	23	too	too	RB
37060	5381	24	much	much	JJ
37060	5381	25	optimism	optimism	NN
37060	5381	26	.	.	.
37060	5382	1	Unadulterated	unadulterated	JJ
37060	5382	2	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	5382	3	and	and	CC
37060	5382	4	good	good	JJ
37060	5382	5	luck	luck	NN
37060	5382	6	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	5382	7	in	in	IN
37060	5382	8	fleeting	fleeting	JJ
37060	5382	9	glimpses	glimpse	NNS
37060	5382	10	for	for	IN
37060	5382	11	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5382	12	family	family	NN
37060	5382	13	,	,	,
37060	5382	14	and	and	CC
37060	5382	15	to	to	TO
37060	5382	16	feel	feel	VB
37060	5382	17	differently	differently	RB
37060	5382	18	now	now	RB
37060	5382	19	was	be	VBD
37060	5382	20	too	too	RB
37060	5382	21	risky	risky	JJ
37060	5382	22	.	.	.
37060	5383	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5383	2	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	5383	3	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	5383	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5383	5	newly	newly	RB
37060	5383	6	acquired	acquire	VBN
37060	5383	7	good	good	JJ
37060	5383	8	fortune	fortune	NN
37060	5383	9	with	with	IN
37060	5383	10	humility	humility	NN
37060	5383	11	and	and	CC
37060	5383	12	wary	wary	JJ
37060	5383	13	disbelief	disbelief	NN
37060	5383	14	.	.	.
37060	5384	1	All	all	DT
37060	5384	2	good	good	JJ
37060	5384	3	things	thing	NNS
37060	5384	4	come	come	VBP
37060	5384	5	to	to	IN
37060	5384	6	an	an	DT
37060	5384	7	end	end	NN
37060	5384	8	,	,	,
37060	5384	9	and	and	CC
37060	5384	10	summer	summer	NN
37060	5384	11	's	's	POS
37060	5384	12	end	end	NN
37060	5384	13	paralleled	parallel	VBD
37060	5384	14	the	the	DT
37060	5384	15	beginning	beginning	NN
37060	5384	16	of	of	IN
37060	5384	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5384	18	second	second	JJ
37060	5384	19	year	year	NN
37060	5384	20	of	of	IN
37060	5384	21	college	college	NN
37060	5384	22	.	.	.
37060	5385	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5385	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5385	3	different	different	JJ
37060	5385	4	that	that	DT
37060	5385	5	year	year	NN
37060	5385	6	,	,	,
37060	5385	7	quite	quite	RB
37060	5385	8	ready	ready	JJ
37060	5385	9	to	to	TO
37060	5385	10	welcome	welcome	VB
37060	5385	11	new	new	JJ
37060	5385	12	opportunities	opportunity	NNS
37060	5385	13	.	.	.
37060	5386	1	Looking	look	VBG
37060	5386	2	back	back	RB
37060	5386	3	,	,	,
37060	5386	4	last	last	JJ
37060	5386	5	year	year	NN
37060	5386	6	's	's	POS
37060	5386	7	memories	memory	NNS
37060	5386	8	recalled	recall	VBD
37060	5386	9	a	a	DT
37060	5386	10	vision	vision	NN
37060	5386	11	of	of	IN
37060	5386	12	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5386	13	trying	try	VBG
37060	5386	14	to	to	TO
37060	5386	15	breathe	breathe	VB
37060	5386	16	through	through	IN
37060	5386	17	a	a	DT
37060	5386	18	plastic	plastic	JJ
37060	5386	19	bag	bag	NN
37060	5386	20	while	while	IN
37060	5386	21	striving	strive	VBG
37060	5386	22	to	to	TO
37060	5386	23	function	function	VB
37060	5386	24	like	like	IN
37060	5386	25	a	a	DT
37060	5386	26	normal	normal	JJ
37060	5386	27	human	human	JJ
37060	5386	28	being	being	NN
37060	5386	29	.	.	.
37060	5387	1	Now	now	RB
37060	5387	2	,	,	,
37060	5387	3	constrained	constrain	VBD
37060	5387	4	neither	neither	CC
37060	5387	5	by	by	IN
37060	5387	6	the	the	DT
37060	5387	7	depression	depression	NN
37060	5387	8	spawned	spawn	VBN
37060	5387	9	of	of	IN
37060	5387	10	unfaced	unfaced	JJ
37060	5387	11	problems	problem	NNS
37060	5387	12	or	or	CC
37060	5387	13	subdued	subdued	JJ
37060	5387	14	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	5387	15	,	,	,
37060	5387	16	the	the	DT
37060	5387	17	world	world	NN
37060	5387	18	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	5387	19	as	as	IN
37060	5387	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5387	21	should	should	MD
37060	5387	22	;	;	:
37060	5387	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5387	24	had	have	VBD
37060	5387	25	drawn	draw	VBN
37060	5387	26	out	out	RP
37060	5387	27	all	all	DT
37060	5387	28	of	of	IN
37060	5387	29	the	the	DT
37060	5387	30	hob	hob	NN
37060	5387	31	-	-	HYPH
37060	5387	32	goblins	goblin	VBZ
37060	5387	33	that	that	IN
37060	5387	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5387	35	mind	mind	NN
37060	5387	36	repressed	repress	VBD
37060	5387	37	,	,	,
37060	5387	38	and	and	CC
37060	5387	39	scourged	scourge	VBD
37060	5387	40	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5387	41	.	.	.
37060	5388	1	Several	several	JJ
37060	5388	2	weeks	week	NNS
37060	5388	3	into	into	IN
37060	5388	4	the	the	DT
37060	5388	5	fall	fall	NN
37060	5388	6	semester	semester	NN
37060	5388	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5388	8	received	receive	VBD
37060	5388	9	a	a	DT
37060	5388	10	letter	letter	NN
37060	5388	11	from	from	IN
37060	5388	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5388	13	ex	ex	NN
37060	5388	14	-	-	NN
37060	5388	15	boyfriend	boyfriend	NN
37060	5388	16	.	.	.
37060	5389	1	Briefly	briefly	RB
37060	5389	2	informative	informative	JJ
37060	5389	3	and	and	CC
37060	5389	4	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	5389	5	impersonal	impersonal	JJ
37060	5389	6	,	,	,
37060	5389	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5389	8	considered	consider	VBD
37060	5389	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5389	10	a	a	DT
37060	5389	11	peace	peace	NN
37060	5389	12	offering	offering	NN
37060	5389	13	and	and	CC
37060	5389	14	a	a	DT
37060	5389	15	suggestion	suggestion	NN
37060	5389	16	that	that	IN
37060	5389	17	mild	mild	JJ
37060	5389	18	relations	relation	NNS
37060	5389	19	could	could	MD
37060	5389	20	resume	resume	VB
37060	5389	21	between	between	IN
37060	5389	22	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5389	23	.	.	.
37060	5390	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5390	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5390	3	pleased	pleased	JJ
37060	5390	4	.	.	.
37060	5391	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5391	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	5391	3	each	each	DT
37060	5391	4	other	other	JJ
37060	5391	5	's	's	POS
37060	5391	6	likes	like	NNS
37060	5391	7	and	and	CC
37060	5391	8	dislikes	dislikes	NN
37060	5391	9	,	,	,
37060	5391	10	and	and	CC
37060	5391	11	had	have	VBD
37060	5391	12	spent	spend	VBN
37060	5391	13	many	many	JJ
37060	5391	14	recreational	recreational	JJ
37060	5391	15	hours	hour	NNS
37060	5391	16	together	together	RB
37060	5391	17	;	;	:
37060	5391	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5391	19	casual	casual	JJ
37060	5391	20	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	5391	21	would	would	MD
37060	5391	22	be	be	VB
37060	5391	23	a	a	DT
37060	5391	24	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	5391	25	addition	addition	NN
37060	5391	26	to	to	IN
37060	5391	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5391	28	good	good	JJ
37060	5391	29	luck	luck	NN
37060	5391	30	.	.	.
37060	5392	1	Deciding	decide	VBG
37060	5392	2	that	that	DT
37060	5392	3	enough	enough	JJ
37060	5392	4	time	time	NN
37060	5392	5	had	have	VBD
37060	5392	6	elapsed	elapse	VBN
37060	5392	7	since	since	IN
37060	5392	8	the	the	DT
37060	5392	9	rending	rending	NN
37060	5392	10	of	of	IN
37060	5392	11	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5392	12	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5392	13	ties	tie	NNS
37060	5392	14	,	,	,
37060	5392	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5392	16	wrote	write	VBD
37060	5392	17	back	back	RB
37060	5392	18	to	to	IN
37060	5392	19	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5392	20	,	,	,
37060	5392	21	honestly	honestly	RB
37060	5392	22	defining	define	VBG
37060	5392	23	the	the	DT
37060	5392	24	hurt	hurt	NN
37060	5392	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5392	26	had	have	VBD
37060	5392	27	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	5392	28	and	and	CC
37060	5392	29	how	how	WRB
37060	5392	30	hopeful	hopeful	JJ
37060	5392	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5392	32	had	have	VBD
37060	5392	33	been	be	VBN
37060	5392	34	that	that	IN
37060	5392	35	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5392	36	could	could	MD
37060	5392	37	one	one	CD
37060	5392	38	day	day	NN
37060	5392	39	be	be	VB
37060	5392	40	friends	friend	NNS
37060	5392	41	.	.	.
37060	5393	1	After	after	IN
37060	5393	2	posting	post	VBG
37060	5393	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5393	4	letter	letter	NN
37060	5393	5	,	,	,
37060	5393	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5393	7	heard	hear	VBD
37060	5393	8	from	from	IN
37060	5393	9	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5393	10	again	again	RB
37060	5393	11	,	,	,
37060	5393	12	almost	almost	RB
37060	5393	13	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	5393	14	;	;	:
37060	5393	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5393	16	exuberance	exuberance	NN
37060	5393	17	toward	toward	IN
37060	5393	18	restoring	restore	VBG
37060	5393	19	a	a	DT
37060	5393	20	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	5393	21	was	be	VBD
37060	5393	22	overwhelming	overwhelming	JJ
37060	5393	23	,	,	,
37060	5393	24	and	and	CC
37060	5393	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5393	26	was	be	VBD
37060	5393	27	plain	plain	JJ
37060	5393	28	that	that	IN
37060	5393	29	the	the	DT
37060	5393	30	direction	direction	NN
37060	5393	31	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5393	32	wished	wish	VBD
37060	5393	33	to	to	TO
37060	5393	34	take	take	VB
37060	5393	35	was	be	VBD
37060	5393	36	unlike	unlike	IN
37060	5393	37	that	that	DT
37060	5393	38	which	which	WDT
37060	5393	39	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5393	40	had	have	VBD
37060	5393	41	mapped	map	VBN
37060	5393	42	.	.	.
37060	5394	1	A	a	DT
37060	5394	2	definite	definite	JJ
37060	5394	3	knot	knot	NN
37060	5394	4	swelled	swell	VBD
37060	5394	5	in	in	IN
37060	5394	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5394	7	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	5394	8	;	;	:
37060	5394	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5394	10	did	do	VBD
37060	5394	11	not	not	RB
37060	5394	12	want	want	VB
37060	5394	13	to	to	TO
37060	5394	14	relive	relive	VB
37060	5394	15	that	that	IN
37060	5394	16	which	which	WDT
37060	5394	17	had	have	VBD
37060	5394	18	transpired	transpire	VBN
37060	5394	19	between	between	IN
37060	5394	20	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5394	21	when	when	WRB
37060	5394	22	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5394	23	were	be	VBD
37060	5394	24	last	last	JJ
37060	5394	25	together	together	RB
37060	5394	26	,	,	,
37060	5394	27	and	and	CC
37060	5394	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5394	29	nervously	nervously	RB
37060	5394	30	asked	ask	VBD
37060	5394	31	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5394	32	,	,	,
37060	5394	33	"	"	``
37060	5394	34	what	what	WP
37060	5394	35	have	have	VBP
37060	5394	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5394	37	done	do	VBN
37060	5394	38	?	?	.
37060	5394	39	"	"	''
37060	5395	1	In	in	IN
37060	5395	2	typical	typical	JJ
37060	5395	3	style	style	NN
37060	5395	4	,	,	,
37060	5395	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5395	6	suffered	suffer	VBD
37060	5395	7	for	for	IN
37060	5395	8	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	5395	9	,	,	,
37060	5395	10	drenching	drench	VBG
37060	5395	11	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5395	12	with	with	IN
37060	5395	13	worry	worry	NN
37060	5395	14	until	until	IN
37060	5395	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5395	16	sought	seek	VBD
37060	5395	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5395	18	notebook	notebook	NN
37060	5395	19	to	to	TO
37060	5395	20	disentangle	disentangle	VB
37060	5395	21	the	the	DT
37060	5395	22	hoard	hoard	NN
37060	5395	23	of	of	IN
37060	5395	24	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	5395	25	that	that	WDT
37060	5395	26	had	have	VBD
37060	5395	27	just	just	RB
37060	5395	28	constricted	constrict	VBN
37060	5395	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5395	30	rationality	rationality	NN
37060	5395	31	.	.	.
37060	5396	1	Aug.	August	NNP
37060	5396	2	5	5	CD
37060	5396	3	,	,	,
37060	5396	4	1981	1981	CD
37060	5396	5	...	...	:
37060	5396	6	Is	be	VBZ
37060	5396	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5396	8	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	5396	9	to	to	TO
37060	5396	10	have	have	VB
37060	5396	11	a	a	DT
37060	5396	12	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	5396	13	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	5396	14	one	one	CD
37060	5396	15	of	of	IN
37060	5396	16	the	the	DT
37060	5396	17	involved	involved	JJ
37060	5396	18	parties	party	NNS
37060	5396	19	is	be	VBZ
37060	5396	20	highly	highly	RB
37060	5396	21	romantically	romantically	RB
37060	5396	22	bound	bind	VBN
37060	5396	23	to	to	IN
37060	5396	24	the	the	DT
37060	5396	25	other	other	JJ
37060	5396	26	,	,	,
37060	5396	27	who	who	WP
37060	5396	28	is	be	VBZ
37060	5396	29	not	not	RB
37060	5396	30	?	?	.
37060	5397	1	.	.	.
37060	5398	1	.	.	.
37060	5399	1	.	.	.
37060	5400	1	Is	be	VBZ
37060	5400	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5400	3	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	5400	4	to	to	TO
37060	5400	5	relish	relish	VB
37060	5400	6	each	each	DT
37060	5400	7	other	other	JJ
37060	5400	8	's	's	POS
37060	5400	9	company	company	NN
37060	5400	10	,	,	,
37060	5400	11	ruled	rule	VBN
37060	5400	12	by	by	IN
37060	5400	13	the	the	DT
37060	5400	14	standards	standard	NNS
37060	5400	15	set	set	VBN
37060	5400	16	by	by	IN
37060	5400	17	the	the	DT
37060	5400	18	individual	individual	NN
37060	5400	19	who	who	WP
37060	5400	20	is	be	VBZ
37060	5400	21	not	not	RB
37060	5400	22	involved	involve	VBN
37060	5400	23	whole	whole	RB
37060	5400	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	5400	25	heartedly	heartedly	RB
37060	5400	26	?	?	.
37060	5401	1	All	all	DT
37060	5401	2	of	of	RB
37060	5401	3	a	a	RB
37060	5401	4	sudden	sudden	JJ
37060	5401	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5401	6	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5401	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5401	8	have	have	VBP
37060	5401	9	greatly	greatly	RB
37060	5401	10	wronged	wrong	VBN
37060	5401	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5401	12	by	by	IN
37060	5401	13	writing	write	VBG
37060	5401	14	back	back	RB
37060	5401	15	...	...	:
37060	5401	16	Is	be	VBZ
37060	5401	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5401	18	right	right	JJ
37060	5401	19	to	to	TO
37060	5401	20	call	call	VB
37060	5401	21	someone	someone	NN
37060	5401	22	to	to	TO
37060	5401	23	be	be	VB
37060	5401	24	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5401	25	friend	friend	NN
37060	5401	26	,	,	,
37060	5401	27	and	and	CC
37060	5401	28	date	date	VB
37060	5401	29	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5401	30	,	,	,
37060	5401	31	but	but	CC
37060	5401	32	constantly	constantly	RB
37060	5401	33	keep	keep	VB
37060	5401	34	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5401	35	at	at	IN
37060	5401	36	bay	bay	NN
37060	5401	37	?	?	.
37060	5402	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5402	2	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	5402	3	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5402	4	that	that	IN
37060	5402	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5402	6	am	be	VBP
37060	5402	7	the	the	DT
37060	5402	8	bait	bait	NN
37060	5402	9	and	and	CC
37060	5402	10	the	the	DT
37060	5402	11	holder	holder	NN
37060	5402	12	of	of	IN
37060	5402	13	the	the	DT
37060	5402	14	pole	pole	NN
37060	5402	15	,	,	,
37060	5402	16	while	while	IN
37060	5402	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5402	18	"	"	``
37060	5402	19	friend	friend	NN
37060	5402	20	"	"	''
37060	5402	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	5402	22	kept	keep	VBN
37060	5402	23	running	run	VBG
37060	5402	24	in	in	IN
37060	5402	25	pursuit	pursuit	NN
37060	5402	26	.	.	.
37060	5403	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5403	2	always	always	RB
37060	5403	3	helped	help	VBD
37060	5403	4	to	to	TO
37060	5403	5	see	see	VB
37060	5403	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5403	7	problems	problem	NNS
37060	5403	8	in	in	IN
37060	5403	9	the	the	DT
37060	5403	10	black	black	JJ
37060	5403	11	and	and	CC
37060	5403	12	white	white	JJ
37060	5403	13	form	form	NN
37060	5403	14	of	of	IN
37060	5403	15	ink	ink	NN
37060	5403	16	strokes	stroke	NNS
37060	5403	17	on	on	IN
37060	5403	18	paper	paper	NN
37060	5403	19	.	.	.
37060	5404	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5404	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5404	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5404	4	unrealistic	unrealistic	JJ
37060	5404	5	to	to	TO
37060	5404	6	believe	believe	VB
37060	5404	7	that	that	IN
37060	5404	8	two	two	CD
37060	5404	9	people	people	NNS
37060	5404	10	having	have	VBG
37060	5404	11	such	such	JJ
37060	5404	12	different	different	JJ
37060	5404	13	intentions	intention	NNS
37060	5404	14	could	could	MD
37060	5404	15	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	5404	16	a	a	DT
37060	5404	17	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	5404	18	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	5404	19	.	.	.
37060	5405	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5405	2	would	would	MD
37060	5405	3	not	not	RB
37060	5405	4	fret	fret	VB
37060	5405	5	about	about	IN
37060	5405	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5405	7	,	,	,
37060	5405	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5405	9	decided	decide	VBD
37060	5405	10	with	with	IN
37060	5405	11	determination	determination	NN
37060	5405	12	,	,	,
37060	5405	13	nor	nor	CC
37060	5405	14	would	would	MD
37060	5405	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5405	16	tolerate	tolerate	VB
37060	5405	17	a	a	DT
37060	5405	18	reenactment	reenactment	NN
37060	5405	19	of	of	IN
37060	5405	20	last	last	JJ
37060	5405	21	year	year	NN
37060	5405	22	's	's	POS
37060	5405	23	folly	folly	NN
37060	5405	24	.	.	.
37060	5406	1	As	as	RB
37060	5406	2	long	long	RB
37060	5406	3	as	as	IN
37060	5406	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5406	5	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	5406	6	that	that	IN
37060	5406	7	days	day	NNS
37060	5406	8	were	be	VBD
37060	5406	9	made	make	VBN
37060	5406	10	up	up	RP
37060	5406	11	of	of	IN
37060	5406	12	individual	individual	JJ
37060	5406	13	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	5406	14	,	,	,
37060	5406	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5406	16	had	have	VBD
37060	5406	17	no	no	DT
37060	5406	18	reason	reason	NN
37060	5406	19	to	to	TO
37060	5406	20	burden	burden	VB
37060	5406	21	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5406	22	with	with	IN
37060	5406	23	worry	worry	NN
37060	5406	24	over	over	IN
37060	5406	25	that	that	DT
37060	5406	26	which	which	WDT
37060	5406	27	had	have	VBD
37060	5406	28	not	not	RB
37060	5406	29	yet	yet	RB
37060	5406	30	come	come	VBN
37060	5406	31	to	to	TO
37060	5406	32	pass	pass	VB
37060	5406	33	.	.	.
37060	5407	1	If	if	IN
37060	5407	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5407	3	controlled	control	VBD
37060	5407	4	the	the	DT
37060	5407	5	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	5407	6	,	,	,
37060	5407	7	the	the	DT
37060	5407	8	hours	hour	NNS
37060	5407	9	,	,	,
37060	5407	10	days	day	NNS
37060	5407	11	and	and	CC
37060	5407	12	months	month	NNS
37060	5407	13	would	would	MD
37060	5407	14	surely	surely	RB
37060	5407	15	take	take	VB
37060	5407	16	care	care	NN
37060	5407	17	of	of	IN
37060	5407	18	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5407	19	and	and	CC
37060	5407	20	cause	cause	VB
37060	5407	21	no	no	DT
37060	5407	22	pain	pain	NN
37060	5407	23	,	,	,
37060	5407	24	for	for	IN
37060	5407	25	as	as	IN
37060	5407	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5407	27	had	have	VBD
37060	5407	28	written	write	VBN
37060	5407	29	in	in	IN
37060	5407	30	a	a	DT
37060	5407	31	journal	journal	NN
37060	5407	32	,	,	,
37060	5407	33	"	"	``
37060	5407	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5407	35	ca	can	MD
37060	5407	36	n't	not	RB
37060	5407	37	stand	stand	VB
37060	5407	38	to	to	TO
37060	5407	39	hurt	hurt	VB
37060	5407	40	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	5407	41	any	any	DT
37060	5407	42	more	more	RBR
37060	5407	43	.	.	.
37060	5407	44	"	"	''
37060	5408	1	Beginnings	beginning	NNS
37060	5408	2	and	and	CC
37060	5408	3	endings	ending	NNS
37060	5408	4	,	,	,
37060	5408	5	life	life	NN
37060	5408	6	changed	change	VBD
37060	5408	7	continually	continually	RB
37060	5408	8	under	under	IN
37060	5408	9	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5408	10	influence	influence	NN
37060	5408	11	.	.	.
37060	5409	1	Autumn	autumn	NN
37060	5409	2	1981	1981	CD
37060	5409	3	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	5409	4	rich	rich	JJ
37060	5409	5	and	and	CC
37060	5409	6	alluring	alluring	JJ
37060	5409	7	,	,	,
37060	5409	8	a	a	DT
37060	5409	9	virtual	virtual	JJ
37060	5409	10	invitation	invitation	NN
37060	5409	11	to	to	TO
37060	5409	12	walk	walk	VB
37060	5409	13	in	in	IN
37060	5409	14	the	the	DT
37060	5409	15	sun	sun	NN
37060	5409	16	.	.	.
37060	5410	1	In	in	IN
37060	5410	2	a	a	DT
37060	5410	3	diary	diary	JJ
37060	5410	4	entry	entry	NN
37060	5410	5	dated	date	VBD
37060	5410	6	over	over	IN
37060	5410	7	one	one	CD
37060	5410	8	year	year	NN
37060	5410	9	later	later	RB
37060	5410	10	,	,	,
37060	5410	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5410	12	memories	memory	NNS
37060	5410	13	of	of	IN
37060	5410	14	that	that	DT
37060	5410	15	time	time	NN
37060	5410	16	were	be	VBD
37060	5410	17	sweet	sweet	JJ
37060	5410	18	.	.	.
37060	5411	1	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	5411	2	3	3	CD
37060	5411	3	,	,	,
37060	5411	4	1982	1982	CD
37060	5411	5	...	...	:
37060	5411	6	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5411	7	life	life	NN
37060	5411	8	was	be	VBD
37060	5411	9	beginning	begin	VBG
37060	5411	10	to	to	TO
37060	5411	11	come	come	VB
37060	5411	12	alive	alive	JJ
37060	5411	13	...	...	:
37060	5411	14	From	from	IN
37060	5411	15	an	an	DT
37060	5411	16	experience	experience	NN
37060	5411	17	with	with	IN
37060	5411	18	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5411	19	five	five	CD
37060	5411	20	years	year	NNS
37060	5411	21	before	before	RB
37060	5411	22	,	,	,
37060	5411	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5411	24	was	be	VBD
37060	5411	25	given	give	VBN
37060	5411	26	a	a	DT
37060	5411	27	sharp	sharp	JJ
37060	5411	28	taste	taste	NN
37060	5411	29	of	of	IN
37060	5411	30	the	the	DT
37060	5411	31	harsh	harsh	JJ
37060	5411	32	brutality	brutality	NN
37060	5411	33	which	which	WDT
37060	5411	34	is	be	VBZ
37060	5411	35	an	an	DT
37060	5411	36	innate	innate	NN
37060	5411	37	,	,	,
37060	5411	38	but	but	CC
37060	5411	39	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	5411	40	overlooked	overlook	VBN
37060	5411	41	,	,	,
37060	5411	42	characteristic	characteristic	JJ
37060	5411	43	of	of	IN
37060	5411	44	life	life	NN
37060	5411	45	.	.	.
37060	5412	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5412	2	viewed	view	VBD
37060	5412	3	life	life	NN
37060	5412	4	as	as	IN
37060	5412	5	highly	highly	RB
37060	5412	6	impermanent	impermanent	NN
37060	5412	7	,	,	,
37060	5412	8	and	and	CC
37060	5412	9	believed	believe	VBD
37060	5412	10	that	that	IN
37060	5412	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5412	12	was	be	VBD
37060	5412	13	too	too	RB
37060	5412	14	short	short	JJ
37060	5412	15	to	to	TO
37060	5412	16	spend	spend	VB
37060	5412	17	one	one	PRP
37060	5412	18	's	's	POS
37060	5412	19	precious	precious	JJ
37060	5412	20	time	time	NN
37060	5412	21	playing	playing	NN
37060	5412	22	games	game	NNS
37060	5412	23	of	of	IN
37060	5412	24	popularity	popularity	NN
37060	5412	25	and	and	CC
37060	5412	26	prestige	prestige	NN
37060	5412	27	.	.	.
37060	5413	1	What	what	WP
37060	5413	2	mattered	matter	VBD
37060	5413	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5413	4	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	5413	5	...	...	NFP
37060	5413	6	experiencing	experience	VBG
37060	5413	7	...	...	:
37060	5413	8	life	life	NN
37060	5413	9	to	to	IN
37060	5413	10	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5413	11	fullest	full	JJS
37060	5413	12	without	without	IN
37060	5413	13	marring	mar	VBG
37060	5413	14	in	in	IN
37060	5413	15	any	any	DT
37060	5413	16	way	way	NN
37060	5413	17	the	the	DT
37060	5413	18	rest	rest	NN
37060	5413	19	of	of	IN
37060	5413	20	society	society	NN
37060	5413	21	.	.	.
37060	5414	1	Modeling	model	VBG
37060	5414	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5414	3	saw	see	VBD
37060	5414	4	as	as	IN
37060	5414	5	a	a	DT
37060	5414	6	potentially	potentially	RB
37060	5414	7	exhilarating	exhilarating	JJ
37060	5414	8	encounter	encounter	NN
37060	5414	9	,	,	,
37060	5414	10	which	which	WDT
37060	5414	11	,	,	,
37060	5414	12	like	like	IN
37060	5414	13	all	all	DT
37060	5414	14	facets	facet	NNS
37060	5414	15	of	of	IN
37060	5414	16	one	one	NN
37060	5414	17	's	's	POS
37060	5414	18	life	life	NN
37060	5414	19	,	,	,
37060	5414	20	would	would	MD
37060	5414	21	inevitably	inevitably	RB
37060	5414	22	come	come	VB
37060	5414	23	to	to	IN
37060	5414	24	an	an	DT
37060	5414	25	end	end	NN
37060	5414	26	.	.	.
37060	5415	1	Carrying	carry	VBG
37060	5415	2	this	this	DT
37060	5415	3	baggage	baggage	NN
37060	5415	4	of	of	IN
37060	5415	5	values	value	NNS
37060	5415	6	upon	upon	IN
37060	5415	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5415	8	shoulders	shoulder	NNS
37060	5415	9	,	,	,
37060	5415	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5415	11	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5415	12	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	5415	13	prepared	prepare	VBN
37060	5415	14	for	for	IN
37060	5415	15	success	success	NN
37060	5415	16	or	or	CC
37060	5415	17	failure	failure	NN
37060	5415	18	,	,	,
37060	5415	19	and	and	CC
37060	5415	20	intended	intend	VBD
37060	5415	21	to	to	TO
37060	5415	22	propel	propel	VB
37060	5415	23	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5415	24	toward	toward	IN
37060	5415	25	modeling	modeling	NN
37060	5415	26	at	at	IN
37060	5415	27	full	full	JJ
37060	5415	28	throttle	throttle	NN
37060	5415	29	.	.	.
37060	5416	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5416	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5416	3	no	no	DT
37060	5416	4	idea	idea	NN
37060	5416	5	that	that	IN
37060	5416	6	the	the	DT
37060	5416	7	end	end	NN
37060	5416	8	would	would	MD
37060	5416	9	so	so	RB
37060	5416	10	soon	soon	RB
37060	5416	11	be	be	VB
37060	5416	12	upon	upon	IN
37060	5416	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5416	14	...	...	:
37060	5417	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	5417	2	195	195	CD
37060	5417	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	5417	4	25	25	CD
37060	5417	5	Return	return	NN
37060	5417	6	of	of	IN
37060	5417	7	Cancer	Cancer	NNP
37060	5417	8	"	"	``
37060	5417	9	To	to	TO
37060	5417	10	reverse	reverse	VB
37060	5417	11	the	the	DT
37060	5417	12	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	5417	13	that	that	IN
37060	5417	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5417	15	was	be	VBD
37060	5417	16	the	the	DT
37060	5417	17	query	query	NN
37060	5417	18	in	in	IN
37060	5417	19	an	an	DT
37060	5417	20	unfair	unfair	JJ
37060	5417	21	hunt	hunt	NN
37060	5417	22	,	,	,
37060	5417	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5417	24	had	have	VBD
37060	5417	25	to	to	TO
37060	5417	26	establish	establish	VB
37060	5417	27	for	for	IN
37060	5417	28	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5417	29	that	that	WDT
37060	5417	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5417	31	had	have	VBD
37060	5417	32	complete	complete	JJ
37060	5417	33	control	control	NN
37060	5417	34	over	over	IN
37060	5417	35	the	the	DT
37060	5417	36	situation	situation	NN
37060	5417	37	.	.	.
37060	5417	38	"	"	''
37060	5418	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	5418	2	TWENTY	TWENTY	NNP
37060	5418	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	5418	4	FIVE	five	CD
37060	5418	5	Return	return	NN
37060	5418	6	of	of	IN
37060	5418	7	Cancer	Cancer	NNP
37060	5418	8	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5418	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5418	10	October	October	NNP
37060	5418	11	and	and	CC
37060	5418	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5418	13	classes	class	NNS
37060	5418	14	were	be	VBD
37060	5418	15	well	well	RB
37060	5418	16	under	under	IN
37060	5418	17	way	way	NN
37060	5418	18	.	.	.
37060	5419	1	Seated	seat	VBN
37060	5419	2	at	at	IN
37060	5419	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5419	4	favorite	favorite	JJ
37060	5419	5	table	table	NN
37060	5419	6	with	with	IN
37060	5419	7	books	book	NNS
37060	5419	8	and	and	CC
37060	5419	9	papers	paper	NNS
37060	5419	10	sprawled	sprawl	VBN
37060	5419	11	casually	casually	RB
37060	5419	12	about	about	RB
37060	5419	13	,	,	,
37060	5419	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5419	15	was	be	VBD
37060	5419	16	studying	study	VBG
37060	5419	17	for	for	IN
37060	5419	18	an	an	DT
37060	5419	19	exam	exam	NN
37060	5419	20	between	between	IN
37060	5419	21	frequent	frequent	JJ
37060	5419	22	sips	sip	NNS
37060	5419	23	of	of	IN
37060	5419	24	coffee	coffee	NN
37060	5419	25	and	and	CC
37060	5419	26	sight	sight	NN
37060	5419	27	-	-	HYPH
37060	5419	28	saving	save	VBG
37060	5419	29	glances	glance	NNS
37060	5419	30	around	around	IN
37060	5419	31	the	the	DT
37060	5419	32	room	room	NN
37060	5419	33	.	.	.
37060	5420	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5420	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	5420	3	down	down	RP
37060	5420	4	at	at	IN
37060	5420	5	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5420	6	and	and	CC
37060	5420	7	tried	try	VBD
37060	5420	8	not	not	RB
37060	5420	9	to	to	TO
37060	5420	10	think	think	VB
37060	5420	11	;	;	:
37060	5420	12	the	the	DT
37060	5420	13	striped	stripe	VBN
37060	5420	14	sweater	sweater	NN
37060	5420	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5420	16	wore	wear	VBD
37060	5420	17	readily	readily	RB
37060	5420	18	acknowledged	acknowledge	VBD
37060	5420	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5420	20	asymmetrical	asymmetrical	JJ
37060	5420	21	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	5420	22	,	,	,
37060	5420	23	even	even	RB
37060	5420	24	if	if	IN
37060	5420	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5420	26	did	do	VBD
37060	5420	27	not	not	RB
37060	5420	28	.	.	.
37060	5421	1	Whatever	whatever	WDT
37060	5421	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5421	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5421	4	had	have	VBN
37060	5421	5	not	not	RB
37060	5421	6	gone	go	VBN
37060	5421	7	away	away	RB
37060	5421	8	.	.	.
37060	5422	1	Several	several	JJ
37060	5422	2	days	day	NNS
37060	5422	3	earlier	early	RBR
37060	5422	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5422	5	had	have	VBD
37060	5422	6	noticed	notice	VBN
37060	5422	7	a	a	DT
37060	5422	8	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5422	9	lopsidedness	lopsidedness	NN
37060	5422	10	to	to	IN
37060	5422	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5422	12	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	5422	13	region	region	NN
37060	5422	14	,	,	,
37060	5422	15	but	but	CC
37060	5422	16	not	not	RB
37060	5422	17	desiring	desire	VBG
37060	5422	18	to	to	TO
37060	5422	19	worry	worry	VB
37060	5422	20	,	,	,
37060	5422	21	assured	assure	VBD
37060	5422	22	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5422	23	that	that	IN
37060	5422	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5422	25	was	be	VBD
37060	5422	26	"	"	``
37060	5422	27	indigestion	indigestion	NN
37060	5422	28	complicated	complicate	VBN
37060	5422	29	by	by	IN
37060	5422	30	gas	gas	NN
37060	5422	31	"	"	''
37060	5422	32	and	and	CC
37060	5422	33	would	would	MD
37060	5422	34	,	,	,
37060	5422	35	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	5422	36	,	,	,
37060	5422	37	"	"	``
37060	5422	38	pass	pass	VBP
37060	5422	39	.	.	.
37060	5422	40	"	"	''
37060	5423	1	The	the	DT
37060	5423	2	odd	odd	JJ
37060	5423	3	part	part	NN
37060	5423	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5423	5	that	that	IN
37060	5423	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5423	7	did	do	VBD
37060	5423	8	not	not	RB
37060	5423	9	pass	pass	VB
37060	5423	10	,	,	,
37060	5423	11	and	and	CC
37060	5423	12	staring	stare	VBG
37060	5423	13	down	down	RP
37060	5423	14	at	at	IN
37060	5423	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5423	16	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	5423	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5423	18	was	be	VBD
37060	5423	19	still	still	RB
37060	5423	20	readily	readily	RB
37060	5423	21	apparent	apparent	JJ
37060	5423	22	.	.	.
37060	5424	1	"	"	``
37060	5424	2	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	5424	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5424	4	've	have	VB
37060	5424	5	always	always	RB
37060	5424	6	been	be	VBN
37060	5424	7	like	like	IN
37060	5424	8	that	that	DT
37060	5424	9	,	,	,
37060	5424	10	"	"	``
37060	5424	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5424	12	told	tell	VBD
37060	5424	13	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5424	14	.	.	.
37060	5425	1	"	"	``
37060	5425	2	After	after	RB
37060	5425	3	all	all	RB
37060	5425	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5425	5	did	do	VBD
37060	5425	6	lose	lose	VB
37060	5425	7	three	three	CD
37060	5425	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	5425	9	fourths	fourth	NNS
37060	5425	10	of	of	IN
37060	5425	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5425	12	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	5425	13	.	.	.
37060	5425	14	"	"	''
37060	5426	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5426	2	must	must	MD
37060	5426	3	not	not	RB
37060	5426	4	have	have	VB
37060	5426	5	convinced	convince	VBN
37060	5426	6	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5426	7	,	,	,
37060	5426	8	however	however	RB
37060	5426	9	,	,	,
37060	5426	10	because	because	IN
37060	5426	11	when	when	WRB
37060	5426	12	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	5426	13	and	and	CC
37060	5426	14	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	5426	15	rumbled	rumble	VBD
37060	5426	16	down	down	RP
37060	5426	17	the	the	DT
37060	5426	18	stairs	stair	NNS
37060	5426	19	,	,	,
37060	5426	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5426	21	asked	ask	VBD
37060	5426	22	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5426	23	for	for	IN
37060	5426	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5426	25	opinions	opinion	NNS
37060	5426	26	.	.	.
37060	5427	1	As	as	IN
37060	5427	2	each	each	DT
37060	5427	3	took	take	VBD
37060	5427	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5427	5	turn	turn	NN
37060	5427	6	interpreting	interpret	VBG
37060	5427	7	the	the	DT
37060	5427	8	portents	portent	NNS
37060	5427	9	revealed	reveal	VBN
37060	5427	10	by	by	IN
37060	5427	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5427	12	striped	stripe	VBN
37060	5427	13	sweater	sweater	NN
37060	5427	14	,	,	,
37060	5427	15	the	the	DT
37060	5427	16	other	other	JJ
37060	5427	17	would	would	MD
37060	5427	18	say	say	VB
37060	5427	19	,	,	,
37060	5427	20	"	"	``
37060	5427	21	Call	call	VB
37060	5427	22	the	the	DT
37060	5427	23	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5427	24	if	if	IN
37060	5427	25	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5427	26	're	be	VBP
37060	5427	27	so	so	RB
37060	5427	28	worried	worried	JJ
37060	5427	29	.	.	.
37060	5427	30	"	"	''
37060	5428	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5428	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5428	3	to	to	TO
37060	5428	4	agree	agree	VB
37060	5428	5	that	that	IN
37060	5428	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5428	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5428	8	better	well	JJR
37060	5428	9	than	than	IN
37060	5428	10	speculation	speculation	NN
37060	5428	11	,	,	,
37060	5428	12	so	so	CC
37060	5428	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5428	14	picked	pick	VBD
37060	5428	15	up	up	RP
37060	5428	16	the	the	DT
37060	5428	17	phone	phone	NN
37060	5428	18	and	and	CC
37060	5428	19	dialed	dial	VBD
37060	5428	20	the	the	DT
37060	5428	21	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5428	22	's	's	POS
37060	5428	23	office	office	NN
37060	5428	24	.	.	.
37060	5429	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5429	2	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	5429	3	,	,	,
37060	5429	4	a	a	DT
37060	5429	5	brusque	brusque	NN
37060	5429	6	,	,	,
37060	5429	7	dominant	dominant	JJ
37060	5429	8	figure	figure	NN
37060	5429	9	,	,	,
37060	5429	10	answered	answer	VBN
37060	5429	11	.	.	.
37060	5430	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5430	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5430	3	always	always	RB
37060	5430	4	been	be	VBN
37060	5430	5	rather	rather	RB
37060	5430	6	overwhelmed	overwhelmed	JJ
37060	5430	7	by	by	IN
37060	5430	8	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5430	9	,	,	,
37060	5430	10	and	and	CC
37060	5430	11	in	in	IN
37060	5430	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5430	13	currently	currently	RB
37060	5430	14	agitated	agitate	VBN
37060	5430	15	frame	frame	NN
37060	5430	16	of	of	IN
37060	5430	17	mind	mind	NN
37060	5430	18	,	,	,
37060	5430	19	sputtered	sputter	VBD
37060	5430	20	out	out	RP
37060	5430	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5430	22	name	name	NN
37060	5430	23	and	and	CC
37060	5430	24	request	request	NN
37060	5430	25	as	as	IN
37060	5430	26	would	would	MD
37060	5430	27	an	an	DT
37060	5430	28	army	army	NN
37060	5430	29	private	private	JJ
37060	5430	30	to	to	IN
37060	5430	31	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5430	32	platoon	platoon	NN
37060	5430	33	drill	drill	NNP
37060	5430	34	sergeant	sergeant	NN
37060	5430	35	.	.	.
37060	5431	1	"	"	``
37060	5431	2	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	5431	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	5431	4	on	on	IN
37060	5431	5	vacation	vacation	NN
37060	5431	6	,	,	,
37060	5431	7	"	"	''
37060	5431	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5431	9	stated	state	VBD
37060	5431	10	.	.	.
37060	5432	1	"	"	``
37060	5432	2	Uh	uh	UH
37060	5432	3	,	,	,
37060	5432	4	could	could	MD
37060	5432	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5432	6	see	see	VB
37060	5432	7	the	the	DT
37060	5432	8	other	other	JJ
37060	5432	9	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5432	10	?	?	.
37060	5432	11	"	"	''
37060	5433	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5433	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	5433	3	as	as	IN
37060	5433	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5433	5	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5433	6	ball	ball	NN
37060	5433	7	of	of	IN
37060	5433	8	string	string	NN
37060	5433	9	unraveled	unravel	VBD
37060	5433	10	a	a	DT
37060	5433	11	bit	bit	NN
37060	5433	12	further	far	RBR
37060	5433	13	.	.	.
37060	5434	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5434	2	only	only	RB
37060	5434	3	wanted	want	VBD
37060	5434	4	to	to	TO
37060	5434	5	see	see	VB
37060	5434	6	a	a	DT
37060	5434	7	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5434	8	;	;	:
37060	5434	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5434	10	did	do	VBD
37060	5434	11	not	not	RB
37060	5434	12	matter	matter	VB
37060	5434	13	who	who	WP
37060	5434	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5434	15	saw	see	VBD
37060	5434	16	.	.	.
37060	5435	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5435	2	just	just	RB
37060	5435	3	had	have	VBD
37060	5435	4	to	to	TO
37060	5435	5	know	know	VB
37060	5435	6	that	that	IN
37060	5435	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5435	8	had	have	VBD
37060	5435	9	no	no	DT
37060	5435	10	physical	physical	JJ
37060	5435	11	problem	problem	NN
37060	5435	12	.	.	.
37060	5436	1	"	"	``
37060	5436	2	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	5436	3	,	,	,
37060	5436	4	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	5436	5	Clinic	Clinic	NNP
37060	5436	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	5436	7	where	where	WRB
37060	5436	8	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5436	9	should	should	MD
37060	5436	10	go	go	VB
37060	5436	11	.	.	.
37060	5436	12	"	"	''
37060	5437	1	"	"	``
37060	5437	2	But	but	CC
37060	5437	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5437	4	just	just	RB
37060	5437	5	wanted	want	VBD
37060	5437	6	someone	someone	NN
37060	5437	7	to	to	TO
37060	5437	8	take	take	VB
37060	5437	9	a	a	DT
37060	5437	10	look	look	NN
37060	5437	11	.	.	.
37060	5438	1	.	.	.
37060	5439	1	.	.	.
37060	5439	2	"	"	''
37060	5440	1	"	"	``
37060	5440	2	If	if	IN
37060	5440	3	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5440	4	have	have	VBP
37060	5440	5	a	a	DT
37060	5440	6	problem	problem	NN
37060	5440	7	,	,	,
37060	5440	8	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5440	9	should	should	MD
37060	5440	10	go	go	VB
37060	5440	11	to	to	IN
37060	5440	12	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	5440	13	...	...	:
37060	5440	14	"	"	''
37060	5440	15	"	"	``
37060	5440	16	But	but	CC
37060	5440	17	...	...	NFP
37060	5440	18	ca	can	MD
37060	5440	19	n't	not	RB
37060	5440	20	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5440	21	?	?	.
37060	5440	22	...	...	NFP
37060	5440	23	"	"	''
37060	5441	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5441	2	would	would	MD
37060	5441	3	not	not	RB
37060	5441	4	even	even	RB
37060	5441	5	schedule	schedule	VB
37060	5441	6	an	an	DT
37060	5441	7	appointment	appointment	NN
37060	5441	8	.	.	.
37060	5442	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5442	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5442	3	been	be	VBN
37060	5442	4	mildly	mildly	RB
37060	5442	5	concerned	concerned	JJ
37060	5442	6	about	about	IN
37060	5442	7	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5442	8	;	;	:
37060	5442	9	now	now	RB
37060	5442	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5442	11	was	be	VBD
37060	5442	12	in	in	IN
37060	5442	13	a	a	DT
37060	5442	14	state	state	NN
37060	5442	15	of	of	IN
37060	5442	16	mental	mental	JJ
37060	5442	17	pandemonium	pandemonium	NN
37060	5442	18	.	.	.
37060	5443	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5443	2	hung	hang	VBD
37060	5443	3	up	up	RP
37060	5443	4	the	the	DT
37060	5443	5	phone	phone	NN
37060	5443	6	as	as	IN
37060	5443	7	tears	tear	NNS
37060	5443	8	singed	singe	VBD
37060	5443	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5443	10	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	5443	11	and	and	CC
37060	5443	12	the	the	DT
37060	5443	13	lump	lump	NN
37060	5443	14	in	in	IN
37060	5443	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5443	16	throat	throat	NN
37060	5443	17	multiplied	multiply	VBD
37060	5443	18	to	to	TO
37060	5443	19	twice	twice	PDT
37060	5443	20	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5443	21	original	original	JJ
37060	5443	22	size	size	NN
37060	5443	23	.	.	.
37060	5444	1	The	the	DT
37060	5444	2	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	5444	3	's	's	POS
37060	5444	4	staunch	staunch	JJ
37060	5444	5	refusal	refusal	NN
37060	5444	6	to	to	TO
37060	5444	7	see	see	VB
37060	5444	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5444	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5444	10	like	like	IN
37060	5444	11	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	5444	12	an	an	DT
37060	5444	13	impromptu	impromptu	JJ
37060	5444	14	death	death	NN
37060	5444	15	sentence	sentence	NN
37060	5444	16	,	,	,
37060	5444	17	and	and	CC
37060	5444	18	implied	imply	VBD
37060	5444	19	that	that	DT
37060	5444	20	mine	mine	NN
37060	5444	21	was	be	VBD
37060	5444	22	most	most	RBS
37060	5444	23	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	5444	24	a	a	DT
37060	5444	25	problem	problem	NN
37060	5444	26	too	too	RB
37060	5444	27	great	great	JJ
37060	5444	28	for	for	IN
37060	5444	29	a	a	DT
37060	5444	30	family	family	NN
37060	5444	31	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5444	32	to	to	TO
37060	5444	33	handle	handle	VB
37060	5444	34	.	.	.
37060	5445	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5445	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5445	3	not	not	RB
37060	5445	4	prepared	prepare	VBN
37060	5445	5	for	for	IN
37060	5445	6	such	such	JJ
37060	5445	7	resistance	resistance	NN
37060	5445	8	and	and	CC
37060	5445	9	blunt	blunt	JJ
37060	5445	10	pessimism	pessimism	NN
37060	5445	11	,	,	,
37060	5445	12	but	but	CC
37060	5445	13	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5445	14	tact	tact	NN
37060	5445	15	and	and	CC
37060	5445	16	sympathy	sympathy	NN
37060	5445	17	were	be	VBD
37060	5445	18	only	only	RB
37060	5445	19	smoke	smoke	NN
37060	5445	20	screens	screen	NNS
37060	5445	21	when	when	WRB
37060	5445	22	one	one	PRP
37060	5445	23	's	's	POS
37060	5445	24	prospects	prospect	NNS
37060	5445	25	were	be	VBD
37060	5445	26	assumed	assume	VBN
37060	5445	27	to	to	TO
37060	5445	28	be	be	VB
37060	5445	29	dim	dim	JJ
37060	5445	30	.	.	.
37060	5446	1	The	the	DT
37060	5446	2	two	two	CD
37060	5446	3	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	5446	4	soothing	soothing	JJ
37060	5446	5	elements	element	NNS
37060	5446	6	surely	surely	RB
37060	5446	7	did	do	VBD
37060	5446	8	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	5446	9	to	to	TO
37060	5446	10	right	right	VB
37060	5446	11	a	a	DT
37060	5446	12	physical	physical	JJ
37060	5446	13	wrong	wrong	NN
37060	5446	14	;	;	:
37060	5446	15	maybe	maybe	RB
37060	5446	16	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5446	17	honestly	honestly	RB
37060	5446	18	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5446	19	that	that	IN
37060	5446	20	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5446	21	was	be	VBD
37060	5446	22	doing	do	VBG
37060	5446	23	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5446	24	a	a	DT
37060	5446	25	favor	favor	NN
37060	5446	26	.	.	.
37060	5447	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5447	2	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	5447	3	,	,	,
37060	5447	4	nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	5447	5	,	,	,
37060	5447	6	went	go	VBD
37060	5447	7	on	on	IN
37060	5447	8	the	the	DT
37060	5447	9	rampage	rampage	NN
37060	5447	10	after	after	IN
37060	5447	11	the	the	DT
37060	5447	12	startling	startling	JJ
37060	5447	13	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	5447	14	,	,	,
37060	5447	15	and	and	CC
37060	5447	16	in	in	IN
37060	5447	17	no	no	DT
37060	5447	18	shape	shape	NN
37060	5447	19	to	to	TO
37060	5447	20	make	make	VB
37060	5447	21	further	further	JJ
37060	5447	22	calls	call	NNS
37060	5447	23	,	,	,
37060	5447	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5447	25	gladly	gladly	RB
37060	5447	26	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	5447	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5447	28	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	5447	29	's	's	POS
37060	5447	30	offer	offer	NN
37060	5447	31	to	to	TO
37060	5447	32	call	call	VB
37060	5447	33	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	5447	34	Clinic	Clinic	NNP
37060	5447	35	for	for	IN
37060	5447	36	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5447	37	.	.	.
37060	5448	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5448	2	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	5448	3	phoned	phone	VBD
37060	5448	4	to	to	TO
37060	5448	5	schedule	schedule	VB
37060	5448	6	some	some	DT
37060	5448	7	tests	test	NNS
37060	5448	8	and	and	CC
37060	5448	9	a	a	DT
37060	5448	10	consultation	consultation	NN
37060	5448	11	with	with	IN
37060	5448	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5448	13	former	former	JJ
37060	5448	14	oncologist	oncologist	NN
37060	5448	15	;	;	:
37060	5448	16	only	only	RB
37060	5448	17	then	then	RB
37060	5448	18	did	do	VBD
37060	5448	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5448	20	frustration	frustration	NN
37060	5448	21	wane	wane	NN
37060	5448	22	.	.	.
37060	5449	1	Unconfirmed	unconfirmed	JJ
37060	5449	2	suspicions	suspicion	NNS
37060	5449	3	were	be	VBD
37060	5449	4	bad	bad	JJ
37060	5449	5	enough	enough	RB
37060	5449	6	without	without	IN
37060	5449	7	the	the	DT
37060	5449	8	additional	additional	JJ
37060	5449	9	terror	terror	NN
37060	5449	10	of	of	IN
37060	5449	11	being	be	VBG
37060	5449	12	denied	deny	VBN
37060	5449	13	a	a	DT
37060	5449	14	chance	chance	NN
37060	5449	15	to	to	TO
37060	5449	16	search	search	VB
37060	5449	17	for	for	IN
37060	5449	18	the	the	DT
37060	5449	19	truth	truth	NN
37060	5449	20	.	.	.
37060	5450	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5450	2	new	new	JJ
37060	5450	3	plans	plan	NNS
37060	5450	4	for	for	IN
37060	5450	5	the	the	DT
37060	5450	6	coming	come	VBG
37060	5450	7	weekend	weekend	NN
37060	5450	8	made	make	VBD
37060	5450	9	various	various	JJ
37060	5450	10	cancellations	cancellation	NNS
37060	5450	11	a	a	DT
37060	5450	12	necessity	necessity	NN
37060	5450	13	.	.	.
37060	5451	1	Apart	apart	RB
37060	5451	2	from	from	IN
37060	5451	3	school	school	NN
37060	5451	4	,	,	,
37060	5451	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5451	6	had	have	VBD
37060	5451	7	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	5451	8	an	an	DT
37060	5451	9	in	in	IN
37060	5451	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	5451	11	store	store	NN
37060	5451	12	promotional	promotional	NN
37060	5451	13	for	for	IN
37060	5451	14	cosmetics	cosmetic	NNS
37060	5451	15	through	through	IN
37060	5451	16	the	the	DT
37060	5451	17	modeling	modeling	JJ
37060	5451	18	agency	agency	NN
37060	5451	19	and	and	CC
37060	5451	20	also	also	RB
37060	5451	21	intended	intend	VBD
37060	5451	22	to	to	TO
37060	5451	23	visit	visit	VB
37060	5451	24	a	a	DT
37060	5451	25	friend	friend	NN
37060	5451	26	at	at	IN
37060	5451	27	college	college	NN
37060	5451	28	,	,	,
37060	5451	29	where	where	WRB
37060	5451	30	Halloween	Halloween	NNP
37060	5451	31	festivities	festivity	NNS
37060	5451	32	were	be	VBD
37060	5451	33	reportedly	reportedly	RB
37060	5451	34	quite	quite	RB
37060	5451	35	arresting	arrest	VBG
37060	5451	36	.	.	.
37060	5452	1	Re	Re	VBG
37060	5452	2	-	-	VBG
37060	5452	3	routing	route	VBG
37060	5452	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5452	5	plans	plan	NNS
37060	5452	6	was	be	VBD
37060	5452	7	a	a	DT
37060	5452	8	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	5452	9	,	,	,
37060	5452	10	but	but	CC
37060	5452	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5452	12	had	have	VBD
37060	5452	13	to	to	TO
37060	5452	14	ease	ease	VB
37060	5452	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5452	16	tormented	torment	VBN
37060	5452	17	mind	mind	NN
37060	5452	18	;	;	,
37060	5452	19	excitement	excitement	NN
37060	5452	20	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	5452	21	to	to	TO
37060	5452	22	be	be	VB
37060	5452	23	raining	rain	VBG
37060	5452	24	down	down	RP
37060	5452	25	on	on	IN
37060	5452	26	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5452	27	in	in	IN
37060	5452	28	buckets	bucket	NNS
37060	5452	29	,	,	,
37060	5452	30	and	and	CC
37060	5452	31	added	add	VBD
37060	5452	32	a	a	DT
37060	5452	33	different	different	JJ
37060	5452	34	aspect	aspect	NN
37060	5452	35	to	to	IN
37060	5452	36	the	the	DT
37060	5452	37	expression	expression	NN
37060	5452	38	"	"	``
37060	5452	39	when	when	WRB
37060	5452	40	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5452	41	rains	rain	VBZ
37060	5452	42	,	,	,
37060	5452	43	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5452	44	pours	pour	VBZ
37060	5452	45	.	.	.
37060	5452	46	"	"	''
37060	5453	1	The	the	DT
37060	5453	2	sense	sense	NN
37060	5453	3	of	of	IN
37060	5453	4	urgency	urgency	NN
37060	5453	5	which	which	WDT
37060	5453	6	had	have	VBD
37060	5453	7	initially	initially	RB
37060	5453	8	wrought	work	VBN
37060	5453	9	such	such	JJ
37060	5453	10	havoc	havoc	NN
37060	5453	11	upon	upon	IN
37060	5453	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5453	13	was	be	VBD
37060	5453	14	squelched	squelch	VBN
37060	5453	15	by	by	IN
37060	5453	16	the	the	DT
37060	5453	17	upcoming	upcoming	JJ
37060	5453	18	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	5453	19	appointments	appointment	NNS
37060	5453	20	,	,	,
37060	5453	21	and	and	CC
37060	5453	22	the	the	DT
37060	5453	23	week	week	NN
37060	5453	24	progressed	progress	VBN
37060	5453	25	without	without	IN
37060	5453	26	further	further	JJ
37060	5453	27	turmoil	turmoil	NN
37060	5453	28	on	on	IN
37060	5453	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5453	30	behalf	behalf	NN
37060	5453	31	.	.	.
37060	5454	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5454	2	Thursday	Thursday	NNP
37060	5454	3	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	5454	4	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	5454	5	and	and	CC
37060	5454	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5454	7	packed	pack	VBD
37060	5454	8	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5454	9	into	into	IN
37060	5454	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5454	11	car	car	NN
37060	5454	12	and	and	CC
37060	5454	13	rolled	roll	VBD
37060	5454	14	out	out	IN
37060	5454	15	of	of	IN
37060	5454	16	the	the	DT
37060	5454	17	driveway	driveway	NN
37060	5454	18	toward	toward	IN
37060	5454	19	the	the	DT
37060	5454	20	unknown	unknown	JJ
37060	5454	21	answers	answer	NNS
37060	5454	22	that	that	IN
37060	5454	23	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5454	24	sought	seek	VBD
37060	5454	25	to	to	TO
37060	5454	26	find	find	VB
37060	5454	27	.	.	.
37060	5455	1	For	for	IN
37060	5455	2	the	the	DT
37060	5455	3	first	first	JJ
37060	5455	4	time	time	NN
37060	5455	5	,	,	,
37060	5455	6	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	5455	7	and	and	CC
37060	5455	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5455	9	were	be	VBD
37060	5455	10	traveling	travel	VBG
37060	5455	11	to	to	IN
37060	5455	12	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	5455	13	on	on	IN
37060	5455	14	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5455	15	own	own	JJ
37060	5455	16	.	.	.
37060	5456	1	Because	because	IN
37060	5456	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5456	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5456	4	having	have	VBG
37060	5456	5	a	a	DT
37060	5456	6	routine	routine	JJ
37060	5456	7	set	set	NN
37060	5456	8	of	of	IN
37060	5456	9	tests	test	NNS
37060	5456	10	for	for	IN
37060	5456	11	a	a	DT
37060	5456	12	symptom	symptom	NN
37060	5456	13	that	that	WDT
37060	5456	14	,	,	,
37060	5456	15	as	as	RB
37060	5456	16	yet	yet	RB
37060	5456	17	,	,	,
37060	5456	18	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	5456	19	no	no	DT
37060	5456	20	form	form	NN
37060	5456	21	or	or	CC
37060	5456	22	definition	definition	NN
37060	5456	23	,	,	,
37060	5456	24	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	5456	25	was	be	VBD
37060	5456	26	going	go	VBG
37060	5456	27	to	to	TO
37060	5456	28	remain	remain	VB
37060	5456	29	at	at	IN
37060	5456	30	home	home	NN
37060	5456	31	and	and	CC
37060	5456	32	teach	teach	VB
37060	5456	33	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5456	34	kindergarten	kindergarten	NN
37060	5456	35	classes	class	NNS
37060	5456	36	.	.	.
37060	5457	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5457	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5457	3	no	no	DT
37060	5457	4	objection	objection	NN
37060	5457	5	to	to	IN
37060	5457	6	this	this	DT
37060	5457	7	,	,	,
37060	5457	8	since	since	IN
37060	5457	9	the	the	DT
37060	5457	10	entire	entire	JJ
37060	5457	11	trip	trip	NN
37060	5457	12	was	be	VBD
37060	5457	13	based	base	VBN
37060	5457	14	solely	solely	RB
37060	5457	15	on	on	IN
37060	5457	16	the	the	DT
37060	5457	17	paranoia	paranoia	NN
37060	5457	18	which	which	WDT
37060	5457	19	sprouted	sprout	VBD
37060	5457	20	after	after	IN
37060	5457	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5457	22	questionable	questionable	JJ
37060	5457	23	discovery	discovery	NN
37060	5457	24	,	,	,
37060	5457	25	and	and	CC
37060	5457	26	frankly	frankly	RB
37060	5457	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5457	28	was	be	VBD
37060	5457	29	beginning	begin	VBG
37060	5457	30	to	to	TO
37060	5457	31	feel	feel	VB
37060	5457	32	rather	rather	RB
37060	5457	33	foolish	foolish	JJ
37060	5457	34	for	for	IN
37060	5457	35	even	even	RB
37060	5457	36	mentioning	mention	VBG
37060	5457	37	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5457	38	,	,	,
37060	5457	39	let	let	VB
37060	5457	40	alone	alone	RB
37060	5457	41	pursuing	pursue	VBG
37060	5457	42	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5457	43	suspicions	suspicion	NNS
37060	5457	44	.	.	.
37060	5458	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5458	2	could	could	MD
37060	5458	3	be	be	VB
37060	5458	4	anything	anything	NN
37060	5458	5	.	.	.
37060	5459	1	.	.	.
37060	5460	1	.	.	.
37060	5461	1	or	or	CC
37060	5461	2	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	5461	3	at	at	RB
37060	5461	4	all	all	RB
37060	5461	5	.	.	.
37060	5462	1	"	"	``
37060	5462	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5462	3	's	be	VBZ
37060	5462	4	not	not	RB
37060	5462	5	stupid	stupid	JJ
37060	5462	6	if	if	IN
37060	5462	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5462	8	puts	put	VBZ
37060	5462	9	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5462	10	mind	mind	NN
37060	5462	11	at	at	IN
37060	5462	12	ease	ease	NN
37060	5462	13	,	,	,
37060	5462	14	"	"	''
37060	5462	15	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	5462	16	consoled	console	VBD
37060	5462	17	.	.	.
37060	5463	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5463	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5463	3	better	well	JJR
37060	5463	4	when	when	WRB
37060	5463	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5463	6	said	say	VBD
37060	5463	7	that	that	DT
37060	5463	8	.	.	.
37060	5464	1	The	the	DT
37060	5464	2	last	last	JJ
37060	5464	3	thing	thing	NN
37060	5464	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5464	5	wanted	want	VBD
37060	5464	6	to	to	TO
37060	5464	7	be	be	VB
37060	5464	8	was	be	VBD
37060	5464	9	a	a	DT
37060	5464	10	hypochondriac	hypochondriac	NN
37060	5464	11	.	.	.
37060	5465	1	The	the	DT
37060	5465	2	envelope	envelope	NN
37060	5465	3	of	of	IN
37060	5465	4	appointment	appointment	NN
37060	5465	5	cards	card	NNS
37060	5465	6	held	hold	VBD
37060	5465	7	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	5465	8	that	that	WDT
37060	5465	9	sounded	sound	VBD
37060	5465	10	catastrophic	catastrophic	JJ
37060	5465	11	.	.	.
37060	5466	1	There	there	EX
37060	5466	2	were	be	VBD
37060	5466	3	cards	card	NNS
37060	5466	4	labeled	label	VBN
37060	5466	5	"	"	``
37060	5466	6	blood	blood	NN
37060	5466	7	tests	test	NNS
37060	5466	8	"	"	''
37060	5466	9	and	and	CC
37060	5466	10	"	"	``
37060	5466	11	chest	chest	NN
37060	5466	12	X	x	NN
37060	5466	13	-	-	NN
37060	5466	14	ray	ray	NN
37060	5466	15	"	"	''
37060	5466	16	as	as	IN
37060	5466	17	usual	usual	JJ
37060	5466	18	,	,	,
37060	5466	19	and	and	CC
37060	5466	20	one	one	CD
37060	5466	21	card	card	NN
37060	5466	22	that	that	WDT
37060	5466	23	read	read	VBP
37060	5466	24	"	"	``
37060	5466	25	cat	cat	NN
37060	5466	26	scan	scan	JJ
37060	5466	27	,	,	,
37060	5466	28	"	"	''
37060	5466	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5466	30	stared	stare	VBD
37060	5466	31	at	at	IN
37060	5466	32	the	the	DT
37060	5466	33	last	last	JJ
37060	5466	34	card	card	NN
37060	5466	35	with	with	IN
37060	5466	36	latent	latent	NN
37060	5466	37	skepticism	skepticism	NN
37060	5466	38	.	.	.
37060	5467	1	The	the	DT
37060	5467	2	name	name	NN
37060	5467	3	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5467	4	held	hold	VBD
37060	5467	5	no	no	DT
37060	5467	6	malice	malice	NN
37060	5467	7	;	;	:
37060	5467	8	with	with	IN
37060	5467	9	luck	luck	NN
37060	5467	10	,	,	,
37060	5467	11	the	the	DT
37060	5467	12	test	test	NN
37060	5467	13	would	would	MD
37060	5467	14	prove	prove	VB
37060	5467	15	to	to	TO
37060	5467	16	be	be	VB
37060	5467	17	painless	painless	JJ
37060	5467	18	as	as	RB
37060	5467	19	well	well	RB
37060	5467	20	.	.	.
37060	5468	1	The	the	DT
37060	5468	2	cat	cat	NN
37060	5468	3	scan	scan	NN
37060	5468	4	,	,	,
37060	5468	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5468	6	later	later	RB
37060	5468	7	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	5468	8	,	,	,
37060	5468	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5468	10	another	another	DT
37060	5468	11	means	means	NN
37060	5468	12	of	of	IN
37060	5468	13	taking	take	VBG
37060	5468	14	an	an	DT
37060	5468	15	X	x	NN
37060	5468	16	-	-	NN
37060	5468	17	ray	ray	NN
37060	5468	18	,	,	,
37060	5468	19	and	and	CC
37060	5468	20	with	with	IN
37060	5468	21	this	this	DT
37060	5468	22	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	5468	23	,	,	,
37060	5468	24	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5468	25	sure	sure	JJ
37060	5468	26	that	that	IN
37060	5468	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5468	28	would	would	MD
37060	5468	29	live	live	VB
37060	5468	30	to	to	TO
37060	5468	31	tell	tell	VB
37060	5468	32	about	about	IN
37060	5468	33	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5468	34	.	.	.
37060	5469	1	As	as	IN
37060	5469	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5469	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5469	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5469	5	final	final	JJ
37060	5469	6	test	test	NN
37060	5469	7	,	,	,
37060	5469	8	however	however	RB
37060	5469	9	,	,	,
37060	5469	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5469	11	could	could	MD
37060	5469	12	not	not	RB
37060	5469	13	help	help	VB
37060	5469	14	but	but	CC
37060	5469	15	wonder	wonder	VB
37060	5469	16	if	if	IN
37060	5469	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5469	18	was	be	VBD
37060	5469	19	worse	bad	JJR
37060	5469	20	than	than	IN
37060	5469	21	the	the	DT
37060	5469	22	rest	rest	NN
37060	5469	23	;	;	:
37060	5469	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5469	25	had	have	VBD
37060	5469	26	noticed	notice	VBN
37060	5469	27	from	from	IN
37060	5469	28	previous	previous	JJ
37060	5469	29	experience	experience	NN
37060	5469	30	that	that	WDT
37060	5469	31	the	the	DT
37060	5469	32	more	more	RBR
37060	5469	33	detestable	detestable	JJ
37060	5469	34	prodding	prodding	NN
37060	5469	35	,	,	,
37060	5469	36	poking	poking	NN
37060	5469	37	and	and	CC
37060	5469	38	outright	outright	JJ
37060	5469	39	sampling	sampling	NN
37060	5469	40	of	of	IN
37060	5469	41	one	one	PRP
37060	5469	42	's	's	POS
37060	5469	43	body	body	NN
37060	5469	44	was	be	VBD
37060	5469	45	reserved	reserve	VBN
37060	5469	46	for	for	IN
37060	5469	47	last	last	JJ
37060	5469	48	,	,	,
37060	5469	49	which	which	WDT
37060	5469	50	was	be	VBD
37060	5469	51	appropriate	appropriate	JJ
37060	5469	52	,	,	,
37060	5469	53	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5469	54	,	,	,
37060	5469	55	since	since	IN
37060	5469	56	a	a	DT
37060	5469	57	main	main	JJ
37060	5469	58	event	event	NN
37060	5469	59	was	be	VBD
37060	5469	60	always	always	RB
37060	5469	61	the	the	DT
37060	5469	62	biggest	big	JJS
37060	5469	63	fight	fight	NN
37060	5469	64	.	.	.
37060	5470	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5470	2	sat	sit	VBD
37060	5470	3	in	in	IN
37060	5470	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5470	5	dressing	dressing	NN
37060	5470	6	room	room	NN
37060	5470	7	,	,	,
37060	5470	8	musing	muse	VBG
37060	5470	9	over	over	IN
37060	5470	10	the	the	DT
37060	5470	11	test	test	NN
37060	5470	12	's	's	POS
37060	5470	13	infinite	infinite	JJ
37060	5470	14	possibilities	possibility	NNS
37060	5470	15	until	until	IN
37060	5470	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5470	17	was	be	VBD
37060	5470	18	retrieved	retrieve	VBN
37060	5470	19	by	by	IN
37060	5470	20	one	one	CD
37060	5470	21	of	of	IN
37060	5470	22	the	the	DT
37060	5470	23	generically	generically	RB
37060	5470	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	5470	25	attired	attire	VBN
37060	5470	26	clinicians	clinician	NNS
37060	5470	27	and	and	CC
37060	5470	28	led	lead	VBD
37060	5470	29	through	through	IN
37060	5470	30	radiation	radiation	NN
37060	5470	31	wonderland	wonderland	NNP
37060	5470	32	to	to	IN
37060	5470	33	a	a	DT
37060	5470	34	room	room	NN
37060	5470	35	housing	housing	NN
37060	5470	36	a	a	DT
37060	5470	37	huge	huge	JJ
37060	5470	38	device	device	NN
37060	5470	39	.	.	.
37060	5471	1	A	a	DT
37060	5471	2	circular	circular	JJ
37060	5471	3	opening	opening	NN
37060	5471	4	in	in	IN
37060	5471	5	the	the	DT
37060	5471	6	machine	machine	NN
37060	5471	7	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	5471	8	to	to	TO
37060	5471	9	devour	devour	VB
37060	5471	10	the	the	DT
37060	5471	11	examination	examination	NN
37060	5471	12	table	table	NN
37060	5471	13	on	on	IN
37060	5471	14	which	which	WDT
37060	5471	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5471	16	was	be	VBD
37060	5471	17	instructed	instruct	VBN
37060	5471	18	to	to	TO
37060	5471	19	lay	lay	VB
37060	5471	20	.	.	.
37060	5472	1	This	this	DT
37060	5472	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5472	3	,	,	,
37060	5472	4	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	5472	5	,	,	,
37060	5472	6	something	something	NN
37060	5472	7	new	new	JJ
37060	5472	8	.	.	.
37060	5473	1	Once	once	RB
37060	5473	2	inside	inside	IN
37060	5473	3	the	the	DT
37060	5473	4	room	room	NN
37060	5473	5	,	,	,
37060	5473	6	the	the	DT
37060	5473	7	door	door	NN
37060	5473	8	closed	close	VBN
37060	5473	9	and	and	CC
37060	5473	10	the	the	DT
37060	5473	11	technicians	technician	NNS
37060	5473	12	scattered	scatter	VBN
37060	5473	13	.	.	.
37060	5474	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5474	2	watched	watch	VBD
37060	5474	3	from	from	IN
37060	5474	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5474	5	spot	spot	NN
37060	5474	6	on	on	IN
37060	5474	7	the	the	DT
37060	5474	8	rigid	rigid	JJ
37060	5474	9	table	table	NN
37060	5474	10	as	as	IN
37060	5474	11	some	some	DT
37060	5474	12	people	people	NNS
37060	5474	13	milled	mill	VBD
37060	5474	14	about	about	IN
37060	5474	15	the	the	DT
37060	5474	16	machine	machine	NN
37060	5474	17	and	and	CC
37060	5474	18	others	other	NNS
37060	5474	19	remained	remain	VBD
37060	5474	20	attentive	attentive	JJ
37060	5474	21	from	from	IN
37060	5474	22	behind	behind	IN
37060	5474	23	what	what	WP
37060	5474	24	resembled	resemble	VBD
37060	5474	25	a	a	DT
37060	5474	26	sportscaster	sportscaster	NN
37060	5474	27	's	's	POS
37060	5474	28	window	window	NN
37060	5474	29	.	.	.
37060	5475	1	One	one	CD
37060	5475	2	young	young	JJ
37060	5475	3	woman	woman	NN
37060	5475	4	began	begin	VBD
37060	5475	5	to	to	TO
37060	5475	6	prepare	prepare	VB
37060	5475	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5475	8	arm	arm	NN
37060	5475	9	for	for	IN
37060	5475	10	an	an	DT
37060	5475	11	injection	injection	NN
37060	5475	12	,	,	,
37060	5475	13	so	so	CC
37060	5475	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5475	15	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	5475	16	and	and	CC
37060	5475	17	seized	seize	VBD
37060	5475	18	the	the	DT
37060	5475	19	opportunity	opportunity	NN
37060	5475	20	to	to	TO
37060	5475	21	talk	talk	VB
37060	5475	22	.	.	.
37060	5476	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5476	2	always	always	RB
37060	5476	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5476	4	sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	5476	5	for	for	IN
37060	5476	6	the	the	DT
37060	5476	7	staff	staff	NN
37060	5476	8	at	at	IN
37060	5476	9	clinics	clinic	NNS
37060	5476	10	;	;	,
37060	5476	11	daily	daily	RB
37060	5476	12	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5476	13	received	receive	VBD
37060	5476	14	undeserved	undeserved	JJ
37060	5476	15	abuse	abuse	NN
37060	5476	16	from	from	IN
37060	5476	17	bitter	bitter	JJ
37060	5476	18	or	or	CC
37060	5476	19	frightened	frightened	JJ
37060	5476	20	patients	patient	NNS
37060	5476	21	,	,	,
37060	5476	22	as	as	RB
37060	5476	23	well	well	RB
37060	5476	24	as	as	IN
37060	5476	25	a	a	DT
37060	5476	26	significant	significant	JJ
37060	5476	27	amount	amount	NN
37060	5476	28	of	of	IN
37060	5476	29	mute	mute	JJ
37060	5476	30	apathy	apathy	NN
37060	5476	31	.	.	.
37060	5477	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5477	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	5477	3	to	to	TO
37060	5477	4	disprove	disprove	VB
37060	5477	5	the	the	DT
37060	5477	6	possible	possible	JJ
37060	5477	7	thought	thought	NN
37060	5477	8	that	that	IN
37060	5477	9	all	all	DT
37060	5477	10	patients	patient	NNS
37060	5477	11	had	have	VBD
37060	5477	12	the	the	DT
37060	5477	13	personality	personality	NN
37060	5477	14	of	of	IN
37060	5477	15	cold	cold	JJ
37060	5477	16	oatmeal	oatmeal	NN
37060	5477	17	.	.	.
37060	5478	1	.	.	.
37060	5479	1	.and	.and	NFP
37060	5479	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5479	3	wanted	want	VBD
37060	5479	4	to	to	TO
37060	5479	5	know	know	VB
37060	5479	6	just	just	RB
37060	5479	7	what	what	WP
37060	5479	8	the	the	DT
37060	5479	9	test	test	NN
37060	5479	10	would	would	MD
37060	5479	11	entail	entail	VB
37060	5479	12	.	.	.
37060	5480	1	"	"	``
37060	5480	2	Does	do	VBZ
37060	5480	3	that	that	DT
37060	5480	4	hurt	hurt	VB
37060	5480	5	?	?	.
37060	5480	6	"	"	''
37060	5481	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5481	2	motioned	motion	VBD
37060	5481	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5481	4	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	5481	5	at	at	IN
37060	5481	6	the	the	DT
37060	5481	7	machine	machine	NN
37060	5481	8	's	's	POS
37060	5481	9	jowl	jowl	NN
37060	5481	10	,	,	,
37060	5481	11	which	which	WDT
37060	5481	12	stood	stand	VBD
37060	5481	13	agape	agape	RB
37060	5481	14	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	5481	15	above	above	IN
37060	5481	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5481	17	body	body	NN
37060	5481	18	.	.	.
37060	5482	1	The	the	DT
37060	5482	2	woman	woman	NN
37060	5482	3	shook	shake	VBD
37060	5482	4	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5482	5	head	head	NN
37060	5482	6	and	and	CC
37060	5482	7	told	tell	VBD
37060	5482	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5482	9	to	to	TO
37060	5482	10	remain	remain	VB
37060	5482	11	very	very	RB
37060	5482	12	still	still	RB
37060	5482	13	as	as	IN
37060	5482	14	the	the	DT
37060	5482	15	final	final	JJ
37060	5482	16	adjustments	adjustment	NNS
37060	5482	17	were	be	VBD
37060	5482	18	made	make	VBN
37060	5482	19	.	.	.
37060	5483	1	"	"	``
37060	5483	2	Is	be	VBZ
37060	5483	3	this	this	DT
37060	5483	4	all	all	DT
37060	5483	5	there	there	EX
37060	5483	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	5483	7	to	to	IN
37060	5483	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5483	9	?	?	.
37060	5483	10	"	"	''
37060	5484	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5484	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	5484	3	,	,	,
37060	5484	4	referring	refer	VBG
37060	5484	5	this	this	DT
37060	5484	6	time	time	NN
37060	5484	7	to	to	IN
37060	5484	8	the	the	DT
37060	5484	9	injection	injection	NN
37060	5484	10	.	.	.
37060	5485	1	"	"	``
37060	5485	2	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	5485	3	a	a	DT
37060	5485	4	patient	patient	NN
37060	5485	5	has	have	VBZ
37060	5485	6	to	to	TO
37060	5485	7	have	have	VB
37060	5485	8	two	two	CD
37060	5485	9	types	type	NNS
37060	5485	10	of	of	IN
37060	5485	11	injections	injection	NNS
37060	5485	12	,	,	,
37060	5485	13	but	but	CC
37060	5485	14	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5485	15	probably	probably	RB
37060	5485	16	wo	will	MD
37060	5485	17	n't	not	RB
37060	5485	18	...	...	:
37060	5485	19	"	"	''
37060	5485	20	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5485	21	said	say	VBD
37060	5485	22	.	.	.
37060	5486	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5486	2	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	5486	3	tone	tone	NN
37060	5486	4	eased	ease	VBD
37060	5486	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5486	6	mind	mind	NN
37060	5486	7	and	and	CC
37060	5486	8	instilled	instill	VBN
37060	5486	9	trust	trust	NN
37060	5486	10	,	,	,
37060	5486	11	much	much	RB
37060	5486	12	like	like	IN
37060	5486	13	a	a	DT
37060	5486	14	friend	friend	NN
37060	5486	15	would	would	MD
37060	5486	16	have	have	VB
37060	5486	17	done	do	VBN
37060	5486	18	.	.	.
37060	5487	1	Suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	5487	2	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	5487	3	disappeared	disappear	VBD
37060	5487	4	to	to	IN
37060	5487	5	the	the	DT
37060	5487	6	observation	observation	NN
37060	5487	7	window	window	NN
37060	5487	8	and	and	CC
37060	5487	9	the	the	DT
37060	5487	10	lights	light	NNS
37060	5487	11	dimmed	dim	VBD
37060	5487	12	.	.	.
37060	5488	1	A	a	DT
37060	5488	2	series	series	NN
37060	5488	3	of	of	IN
37060	5488	4	instructions	instruction	NNS
37060	5488	5	were	be	VBD
37060	5488	6	broadcast	broadcast	VBN
37060	5488	7	from	from	IN
37060	5488	8	the	the	DT
37060	5488	9	window	window	NN
37060	5488	10	and	and	CC
37060	5488	11	then	then	RB
37060	5488	12	the	the	DT
37060	5488	13	machine	machine	NN
37060	5488	14	came	come	VBD
37060	5488	15	to	to	IN
37060	5488	16	life	life	NN
37060	5488	17	,	,	,
37060	5488	18	clicking	click	VBG
37060	5488	19	off	off	RP
37060	5488	20	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	5488	21	of	of	IN
37060	5488	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5488	23	insides	inside	NNS
37060	5488	24	as	as	IN
37060	5488	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5488	26	held	hold	VBD
37060	5488	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5488	28	breath	breath	NN
37060	5488	29	for	for	IN
37060	5488	30	dictated	dictated	JJ
37060	5488	31	intervals	interval	NNS
37060	5488	32	.	.	.
37060	5489	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5489	2	the	the	DT
37060	5489	3	lights	light	NNS
37060	5489	4	flashed	flash	VBD
37060	5489	5	on	on	IN
37060	5489	6	,	,	,
37060	5489	7	the	the	DT
37060	5489	8	woman	woman	NN
37060	5489	9	came	come	VBD
37060	5489	10	to	to	IN
37060	5489	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5489	12	side	side	NN
37060	5489	13	again	again	RB
37060	5489	14	.	.	.
37060	5490	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5490	2	told	tell	VBD
37060	5490	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5490	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5490	5	would	would	MD
37060	5490	6	take	take	VB
37060	5490	7	a	a	DT
37060	5490	8	few	few	JJ
37060	5490	9	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	5490	10	to	to	TO
37060	5490	11	know	know	VB
37060	5490	12	whether	whether	IN
37060	5490	13	or	or	CC
37060	5490	14	not	not	RB
37060	5490	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5490	16	X	X	NNS
37060	5490	17	-	-	NNS
37060	5490	18	rays	ray	NNS
37060	5490	19	were	be	VBD
37060	5490	20	satisfactory	satisfactory	JJ
37060	5490	21	,	,	,
37060	5490	22	so	so	RB
37060	5490	23	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5490	24	ventured	venture	VBD
37060	5490	25	into	into	IN
37060	5490	26	a	a	DT
37060	5490	27	trivial	trivial	JJ
37060	5490	28	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	5490	29	until	until	IN
37060	5490	30	the	the	DT
37060	5490	31	results	result	NNS
37060	5490	32	were	be	VBD
37060	5490	33	determined	determine	VBN
37060	5490	34	.	.	.
37060	5491	1	Activity	activity	NN
37060	5491	2	resumed	resume	VBD
37060	5491	3	shortly	shortly	RB
37060	5491	4	,	,	,
37060	5491	5	signaling	signal	VBG
37060	5491	6	that	that	IN
37060	5491	7	a	a	DT
37060	5491	8	verdict	verdict	NN
37060	5491	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5491	10	at	at	IN
37060	5491	11	hand	hand	NN
37060	5491	12	,	,	,
37060	5491	13	so	so	RB
37060	5491	14	the	the	DT
37060	5491	15	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	5491	16	departed	depart	VBD
37060	5491	17	,	,	,
37060	5491	18	only	only	RB
37060	5491	19	to	to	TO
37060	5491	20	return	return	VB
37060	5491	21	with	with	IN
37060	5491	22	an	an	DT
37060	5491	23	apologetic	apologetic	JJ
37060	5491	24	look	look	NN
37060	5491	25	on	on	IN
37060	5491	26	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5491	27	face	face	NN
37060	5491	28	and	and	CC
37060	5491	29	equipment	equipment	NN
37060	5491	30	for	for	IN
37060	5491	31	an	an	DT
37060	5491	32	IV	IV	NNP
37060	5491	33	in	in	IN
37060	5491	34	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5491	35	hand	hand	NN
37060	5491	36	.	.	.
37060	5492	1	"	"	``
37060	5492	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5492	3	'm	be	VBP
37060	5492	4	afraid	afraid	JJ
37060	5492	5	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5492	6	're	be	VBP
37060	5492	7	going	go	VBG
37060	5492	8	to	to	TO
37060	5492	9	need	need	VB
37060	5492	10	more	more	JJR
37060	5492	11	X	x	NN
37060	5492	12	-	-	NNS
37060	5492	13	rays	ray	NNS
37060	5492	14	,	,	,
37060	5492	15	"	"	''
37060	5492	16	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5492	17	said	say	VBD
37060	5492	18	.	.	.
37060	5493	1	"	"	``
37060	5493	2	The	the	DT
37060	5493	3	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5493	4	needs	need	VBZ
37060	5493	5	more	more	JJR
37060	5493	6	contrast	contrast	NN
37060	5493	7	.	.	.
37060	5493	8	"	"	''
37060	5494	1	Bad	bad	JJ
37060	5494	2	news	news	NN
37060	5494	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	5494	4	a	a	DT
37060	5494	5	strange	strange	JJ
37060	5494	6	concept	concept	NN
37060	5494	7	.	.	.
37060	5495	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5495	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5495	3	something	something	NN
37060	5495	4	one	one	CD
37060	5495	5	considers	consider	NNS
37060	5495	6	but	but	CC
37060	5495	7	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	5495	8	prepares	prepare	VBZ
37060	5495	9	for	for	IN
37060	5495	10	;	;	:
37060	5495	11	even	even	RB
37060	5495	12	life	life	NN
37060	5495	13	's	's	POS
37060	5495	14	most	most	RBS
37060	5495	15	inevitable	inevitable	JJ
37060	5495	16	pain	pain	NN
37060	5495	17	and	and	CC
37060	5495	18	indignities	indignity	NNS
37060	5495	19	are	be	VBP
37060	5495	20	not	not	RB
37060	5495	21	taken	take	VBN
37060	5495	22	personally	personally	RB
37060	5495	23	if	if	IN
37060	5495	24	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5495	25	remain	remain	VBP
37060	5495	26	hidden	hidden	JJ
37060	5495	27	from	from	IN
37060	5495	28	view	view	NN
37060	5495	29	.	.	.
37060	5496	1	Everyone	everyone	NN
37060	5496	2	knows	know	VBZ
37060	5496	3	that	that	IN
37060	5496	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5496	5	will	will	MD
37060	5496	6	age	age	VB
37060	5496	7	,	,	,
37060	5496	8	but	but	CC
37060	5496	9	until	until	IN
37060	5496	10	the	the	DT
37060	5496	11	strand	strand	NN
37060	5496	12	of	of	IN
37060	5496	13	gray	gray	JJ
37060	5496	14	or	or	CC
37060	5496	15	sun	sun	NN
37060	5496	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	5496	17	kissed	kiss	VBN
37060	5496	18	wrinkle	wrinkle	NN
37060	5496	19	appears	appear	NNS
37060	5496	20	,	,	,
37060	5496	21	aging	age	VBG
37060	5496	22	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5496	23	can	can	MD
37060	5496	24	be	be	VB
37060	5496	25	ignored	ignore	VBN
37060	5496	26	.	.	.
37060	5497	1	"	"	``
37060	5497	2	The	the	DT
37060	5497	3	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5497	4	needs	need	VBZ
37060	5497	5	more	more	JJR
37060	5497	6	contrast	contrast	NN
37060	5497	7	.	.	.
37060	5497	8	"	"	''
37060	5498	1	The	the	DT
37060	5498	2	statement	statement	NN
37060	5498	3	entered	enter	VBD
37060	5498	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5498	5	mind	mind	NN
37060	5498	6	and	and	CC
37060	5498	7	closed	close	VBD
37060	5498	8	a	a	DT
37060	5498	9	door	door	NN
37060	5498	10	.	.	.
37060	5499	1	Up	up	IN
37060	5499	2	to	to	IN
37060	5499	3	that	that	DT
37060	5499	4	moment	moment	NN
37060	5499	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5499	6	did	do	VBD
37060	5499	7	not	not	RB
37060	5499	8	know	know	VB
37060	5499	9	if	if	IN
37060	5499	10	anything	anything	NN
37060	5499	11	was	be	VBD
37060	5499	12	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	5499	13	.	.	.
37060	5500	1	Now	now	RB
37060	5500	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5500	3	knew	know	VBD
37060	5500	4	,	,	,
37060	5500	5	and	and	CC
37060	5500	6	like	like	IN
37060	5500	7	a	a	DT
37060	5500	8	30-year	30-year	CD
37060	5500	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	5500	10	old	old	JJ
37060	5500	11	who	who	WP
37060	5500	12	found	find	VBD
37060	5500	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5500	14	first	first	JJ
37060	5500	15	gray	gray	JJ
37060	5500	16	hair	hair	NN
37060	5500	17	,	,	,
37060	5500	18	was	be	VBD
37060	5500	19	not	not	RB
37060	5500	20	surprised	surprised	JJ
37060	5500	21	.	.	.
37060	5501	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5501	2	did	do	VBD
37060	5501	3	not	not	RB
37060	5501	4	live	live	VB
37060	5501	5	in	in	IN
37060	5501	6	fear	fear	NN
37060	5501	7	of	of	IN
37060	5501	8	losing	lose	VBG
37060	5501	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5501	10	health	health	NN
37060	5501	11	and	and	CC
37060	5501	12	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	5501	13	;	;	:
37060	5501	14	when	when	WRB
37060	5501	15	one	one	CD
37060	5501	16	deals	deal	VBZ
37060	5501	17	with	with	IN
37060	5501	18	each	each	DT
37060	5501	19	day	day	NN
37060	5501	20	,	,	,
37060	5501	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5501	22	needs	need	VBZ
37060	5501	23	not	not	RB
37060	5501	24	prepare	prepare	VB
37060	5501	25	.	.	.
37060	5502	1	.	.	.
37060	5503	1	.	.	.
37060	5504	1	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5504	2	needs	need	VBZ
37060	5504	3	only	only	RB
37060	5504	4	adjust	adjust	VB
37060	5504	5	.	.	.
37060	5505	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5505	2	returned	return	VBD
37060	5505	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5505	4	attention	attention	NN
37060	5505	5	to	to	IN
37060	5505	6	the	the	DT
37060	5505	7	needle	needle	NN
37060	5505	8	that	that	WDT
37060	5505	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5505	10	about	about	JJ
37060	5505	11	to	to	TO
37060	5505	12	be	be	VB
37060	5505	13	inserted	insert	VBN
37060	5505	14	into	into	IN
37060	5505	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5505	16	arm	arm	NN
37060	5505	17	.	.	.
37060	5506	1	"	"	``
37060	5506	2	Does	do	VBZ
37060	5506	3	that	that	DT
37060	5506	4	stuff	stuff	NN
37060	5506	5	have	have	VB
37060	5506	6	any	any	DT
37060	5506	7	effects	effect	NNS
37060	5506	8	?	?	.
37060	5506	9	"	"	''
37060	5507	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5507	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	5507	3	.	.	.
37060	5508	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5508	2	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	5508	3	at	at	IN
37060	5508	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5508	5	and	and	CC
37060	5508	6	hesitantly	hesitantly	RB
37060	5508	7	said	say	VBD
37060	5508	8	,	,	,
37060	5508	9	"	"	``
37060	5508	10	Well	well	UH
37060	5508	11	,	,	,
37060	5508	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5508	13	're	be	VBP
37060	5508	14	told	tell	VBN
37060	5508	15	not	not	RB
37060	5508	16	to	to	TO
37060	5508	17	mention	mention	VB
37060	5508	18	this	this	DT
37060	5508	19	,	,	,
37060	5508	20	but	but	CC
37060	5508	21	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	5508	22	patients	patient	NNS
37060	5508	23	say	say	VBP
37060	5508	24	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5508	25	can	can	MD
37060	5508	26	taste	taste	VB
37060	5508	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5508	28	and	and	CC
37060	5508	29	those	those	DT
37060	5508	30	who	who	WP
37060	5508	31	have	have	VBP
37060	5508	32	had	have	VBN
37060	5508	33	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	5508	34	are	be	VBP
37060	5508	35	psychologically	psychologically	RB
37060	5508	36	affected	affect	VBN
37060	5508	37	by	by	IN
37060	5508	38	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5508	39	and	and	CC
37060	5508	40	want	want	VBP
37060	5508	41	to	to	TO
37060	5508	42	vomit	vomit	VB
37060	5508	43	.	.	.
37060	5508	44	"	"	''
37060	5509	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5509	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	5509	3	what	what	WP
37060	5509	4	that	that	DT
37060	5509	5	meant	mean	VBD
37060	5509	6	,	,	,
37060	5509	7	and	and	CC
37060	5509	8	holding	hold	VBG
37060	5509	9	back	back	RP
37060	5509	10	a	a	DT
37060	5509	11	grimace	grimace	NN
37060	5509	12	of	of	IN
37060	5509	13	displeasure	displeasure	NN
37060	5509	14	,	,	,
37060	5509	15	said	say	VBD
37060	5509	16	that	that	IN
37060	5509	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5509	18	had	have	VBD
37060	5509	19	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	5509	20	the	the	DT
37060	5509	21	effect	effect	NN
37060	5509	22	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5509	23	described	describe	VBD
37060	5509	24	.	.	.
37060	5510	1	"	"	``
37060	5510	2	Thanks	thank	NNS
37060	5510	3	for	for	IN
37060	5510	4	telling	tell	VBG
37060	5510	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5510	6	,	,	,
37060	5510	7	"	"	``
37060	5510	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5510	9	continued	continue	VBD
37060	5510	10	.	.	.
37060	5511	1	"	"	``
37060	5511	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5511	3	hate	hate	VBP
37060	5511	4	not	not	RB
37060	5511	5	knowing	know	VBG
37060	5511	6	what	what	WP
37060	5511	7	to	to	TO
37060	5511	8	expect	expect	VB
37060	5511	9	.	.	.
37060	5511	10	"	"	''
37060	5512	1	If	if	IN
37060	5512	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5512	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5512	4	anticipating	anticipate	VBG
37060	5512	5	the	the	DT
37060	5512	6	worst	bad	JJS
37060	5512	7	,	,	,
37060	5512	8	the	the	DT
37060	5512	9	test	test	NN
37060	5512	10	's	's	POS
37060	5512	11	actual	actual	JJ
37060	5512	12	pain	pain	NN
37060	5512	13	and	and	CC
37060	5512	14	discomfort	discomfort	NN
37060	5512	15	did	do	VBD
37060	5512	16	not	not	RB
37060	5512	17	seem	seem	VB
37060	5512	18	so	so	RB
37060	5512	19	bad	bad	JJ
37060	5512	20	.	.	.
37060	5513	1	With	with	IN
37060	5513	2	the	the	DT
37060	5513	3	needle	needle	NN
37060	5513	4	in	in	IN
37060	5513	5	place	place	NN
37060	5513	6	,	,	,
37060	5513	7	the	the	DT
37060	5513	8	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	5513	9	turned	turn	VBD
37060	5513	10	to	to	IN
37060	5513	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5513	12	and	and	CC
37060	5513	13	said	say	VBD
37060	5513	14	,	,	,
37060	5513	15	"	"	``
37060	5513	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5513	17	hate	hate	VBP
37060	5513	18	to	to	TO
37060	5513	19	have	have	VB
37060	5513	20	to	to	TO
37060	5513	21	stick	stick	VB
37060	5513	22	needles	needle	NNS
37060	5513	23	into	into	IN
37060	5513	24	nice	nice	JJ
37060	5513	25	patients	patient	NNS
37060	5513	26	like	like	IN
37060	5513	27	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5513	28	.	.	.
37060	5513	29	"	"	''
37060	5514	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5514	2	the	the	DT
37060	5514	3	solution	solution	NN
37060	5514	4	began	begin	VBD
37060	5514	5	to	to	TO
37060	5514	6	drip	drip	VB
37060	5514	7	into	into	IN
37060	5514	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5514	9	system	system	NN
37060	5514	10	,	,	,
37060	5514	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5514	12	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5514	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5514	14	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	5514	15	perform	perform	VBP
37060	5514	16	an	an	DT
37060	5514	17	involuntary	involuntary	JJ
37060	5514	18	flip	flip	NN
37060	5514	19	-	-	HYPH
37060	5514	20	flop	flop	NN
37060	5514	21	.	.	.
37060	5515	1	The	the	DT
37060	5515	2	hateful	hateful	JJ
37060	5515	3	taste	taste	NN
37060	5515	4	and	and	CC
37060	5515	5	sensation	sensation	NN
37060	5515	6	had	have	VBD
37060	5515	7	not	not	RB
37060	5515	8	changed	change	VBN
37060	5515	9	and	and	CC
37060	5515	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5515	11	had	have	VBD
37060	5515	12	to	to	TO
37060	5515	13	wage	wage	VB
37060	5515	14	an	an	DT
37060	5515	15	intensely	intensely	RB
37060	5515	16	conscious	conscious	JJ
37060	5515	17	battle	battle	NN
37060	5515	18	against	against	IN
37060	5515	19	a	a	DT
37060	5515	20	powerful	powerful	JJ
37060	5515	21	urge	urge	NN
37060	5515	22	to	to	TO
37060	5515	23	gag	gag	VB
37060	5515	24	and	and	CC
37060	5515	25	rid	rid	VB
37060	5515	26	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5515	27	of	of	IN
37060	5515	28	the	the	DT
37060	5515	29	distasteful	distasteful	JJ
37060	5515	30	invader	invader	NN
37060	5515	31	.	.	.
37060	5516	1	After	after	IN
37060	5516	2	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	5516	3	a	a	DT
37060	5516	4	compliment	compliment	NN
37060	5516	5	such	such	JJ
37060	5516	6	as	as	IN
37060	5516	7	the	the	DT
37060	5516	8	one	one	NN
37060	5516	9	just	just	RB
37060	5516	10	given	give	VBN
37060	5516	11	to	to	IN
37060	5516	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5516	13	,	,	,
37060	5516	14	however	however	RB
37060	5516	15	,	,	,
37060	5516	16	vomiting	vomiting	NN
37060	5516	17	was	be	VBD
37060	5516	18	unthinkable	unthinkable	JJ
37060	5516	19	.	.	.
37060	5517	1	Once	once	RB
37060	5517	2	again	again	RB
37060	5517	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5517	4	found	find	VBD
37060	5517	5	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5517	6	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	5517	7	the	the	DT
37060	5517	8	scanning	scanning	NN
37060	5517	9	X	X	NNS
37060	5517	10	-	-	NNS
37060	5517	11	rays	ray	NNS
37060	5517	12	,	,	,
37060	5517	13	wondering	wonder	VBG
37060	5517	14	if	if	IN
37060	5517	15	the	the	DT
37060	5517	16	second	second	JJ
37060	5517	17	search	search	NN
37060	5517	18	would	would	MD
37060	5517	19	uncover	uncover	VB
37060	5517	20	any	any	DT
37060	5517	21	answers	answer	NNS
37060	5517	22	.	.	.
37060	5518	1	If	if	IN
37060	5518	2	so	so	RB
37060	5518	3	,	,	,
37060	5518	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5518	5	would	would	MD
37060	5518	6	be	be	VB
37060	5518	7	enlightened	enlighten	VBN
37060	5518	8	when	when	WRB
37060	5518	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5518	10	met	meet	VBD
37060	5518	11	with	with	IN
37060	5518	12	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	5518	13	E.	E.	NNP
37060	5518	14	The	the	DT
37060	5518	15	only	only	JJ
37060	5518	16	information	information	NN
37060	5518	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5518	18	was	be	VBD
37060	5518	19	able	able	JJ
37060	5518	20	to	to	TO
37060	5518	21	extract	extract	VB
37060	5518	22	from	from	IN
37060	5518	23	the	the	DT
37060	5518	24	consultation	consultation	NN
37060	5518	25	was	be	VBD
37060	5518	26	that	that	IN
37060	5518	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5518	28	had	have	VBD
37060	5518	29	an	an	DT
37060	5518	30	enlarged	enlarged	JJ
37060	5518	31	liver	liver	NN
37060	5518	32	.	.	.
37060	5519	1	"	"	``
37060	5519	2	An	an	DT
37060	5519	3	enlarged	enlarged	JJ
37060	5519	4	liver	liver	NN
37060	5519	5	?	?	.
37060	5519	6	"	"	''
37060	5520	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5520	2	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	5520	3	the	the	DT
37060	5520	4	words	word	NNS
37060	5520	5	with	with	IN
37060	5520	6	a	a	DT
37060	5520	7	hint	hint	NN
37060	5520	8	of	of	IN
37060	5520	9	amusement	amusement	NN
37060	5520	10	.	.	.
37060	5521	1	For	for	IN
37060	5521	2	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5521	3	this	this	DT
37060	5521	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5521	5	a	a	DT
37060	5521	6	great	great	JJ
37060	5521	7	curiosity	curiosity	NN
37060	5521	8	.	.	.
37060	5522	1	Liver	Liver	NNP
37060	5522	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5522	3	something	something	NN
37060	5522	4	most	most	JJS
37060	5522	5	people	people	NNS
37060	5522	6	refused	refuse	VBD
37060	5522	7	to	to	TO
37060	5522	8	eat	eat	VB
37060	5522	9	;	;	:
37060	5522	10	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	5522	11	that	that	DT
37060	5522	12	,	,	,
37060	5522	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5522	14	was	be	VBD
37060	5522	15	of	of	IN
37060	5522	16	little	little	JJ
37060	5522	17	importance	importance	NN
37060	5522	18	.	.	.
37060	5523	1	Apparently	apparently	RB
37060	5523	2	there	there	EX
37060	5523	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5523	4	much	much	JJ
37060	5523	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5523	6	did	do	VBD
37060	5523	7	not	not	RB
37060	5523	8	know	know	VB
37060	5523	9	about	about	IN
37060	5523	10	the	the	DT
37060	5523	11	body	body	NN
37060	5523	12	's	's	POS
37060	5523	13	dire	dire	JJ
37060	5523	14	necessity	necessity	NN
37060	5523	15	of	of	IN
37060	5523	16	the	the	DT
37060	5523	17	liver	liver	NN
37060	5523	18	,	,	,
37060	5523	19	but	but	CC
37060	5523	20	the	the	DT
37060	5523	21	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5523	22	said	say	VBD
37060	5523	23	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	5523	24	and	and	CC
37060	5523	25	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	5523	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5523	27	light	light	JJ
37060	5523	28	-	-	HYPH
37060	5523	29	hearted	hearted	JJ
37060	5523	30	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	5523	31	without	without	IN
37060	5523	32	comment	comment	NN
37060	5523	33	since	since	IN
37060	5523	34	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5523	35	was	be	VBD
37060	5523	36	unable	unable	JJ
37060	5523	37	to	to	TO
37060	5523	38	provide	provide	VB
37060	5523	39	further	further	JJ
37060	5523	40	information	information	NN
37060	5523	41	anyway	anyway	RB
37060	5523	42	.	.	.
37060	5524	1	Testing	testing	NN
37060	5524	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5524	3	proven	prove	VBN
37060	5524	4	inadequate	inadequate	JJ
37060	5524	5	;	;	:
37060	5524	6	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	5524	7	the	the	DT
37060	5524	8	enlargement	enlargement	NN
37060	5524	9	,	,	,
37060	5524	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5524	11	remained	remain	VBD
37060	5524	12	mute	mute	JJ
37060	5524	13	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	5524	14	the	the	DT
37060	5524	15	possible	possible	JJ
37060	5524	16	interpretations	interpretation	NNS
37060	5524	17	of	of	IN
37060	5524	18	the	the	DT
37060	5524	19	X	X	NNS
37060	5524	20	-	-	NNS
37060	5524	21	rays	ray	NNS
37060	5524	22	.	.	.
37060	5525	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5525	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5525	3	did	do	VBD
37060	5525	4	not	not	RB
37060	5525	5	wish	wish	VB
37060	5525	6	to	to	TO
37060	5525	7	instill	instill	VB
37060	5525	8	premature	premature	JJ
37060	5525	9	fear	fear	NN
37060	5525	10	by	by	IN
37060	5525	11	offering	offer	VBG
37060	5525	12	stab	stab	NN
37060	5525	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	5525	14	in	in	IN
37060	5525	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	5525	16	the	the	DT
37060	5525	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	5525	18	dark	dark	JJ
37060	5525	19	diagnoses	diagnosis	NNS
37060	5525	20	.	.	.
37060	5526	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5526	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5526	3	clear	clear	JJ
37060	5526	4	to	to	IN
37060	5526	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5526	6	that	that	IN
37060	5526	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5526	8	had	have	VBD
37060	5526	9	no	no	DT
37060	5526	10	option	option	NN
37060	5526	11	but	but	CC
37060	5526	12	pursuit	pursuit	NN
37060	5526	13	;	;	:
37060	5526	14	a	a	DT
37060	5526	15	liver	liver	NN
37060	5526	16	biopsy	biopsy	NN
37060	5526	17	,	,	,
37060	5526	18	scheduled	schedule	VBN
37060	5526	19	after	after	IN
37060	5526	20	the	the	DT
37060	5526	21	consultation	consultation	NN
37060	5526	22	,	,	,
37060	5526	23	would	would	MD
37060	5526	24	hopefully	hopefully	RB
37060	5526	25	solve	solve	VB
37060	5526	26	the	the	DT
37060	5526	27	mystery	mystery	NN
37060	5526	28	.	.	.
37060	5527	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5527	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5527	3	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	5527	4	.	.	.
37060	5528	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5528	2	anxiety	anxiety	NN
37060	5528	3	could	could	MD
37060	5528	4	not	not	RB
37060	5528	5	be	be	VB
37060	5528	6	shaken	shake	VBN
37060	5528	7	,	,	,
37060	5528	8	for	for	IN
37060	5528	9	the	the	DT
37060	5528	10	thought	thought	NN
37060	5528	11	of	of	IN
37060	5528	12	a	a	DT
37060	5528	13	biopsy	biopsy	NN
37060	5528	14	engendered	engender	VBD
37060	5528	15	memories	memory	NNS
37060	5528	16	of	of	IN
37060	5528	17	the	the	DT
37060	5528	18	bone	bone	NN
37060	5528	19	marrow	marrow	NNP
37060	5528	20	test	test	NN
37060	5528	21	,	,	,
37060	5528	22	a	a	DT
37060	5528	23	test	test	NN
37060	5528	24	which	which	WDT
37060	5528	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5528	26	vowed	vow	VBD
37060	5528	27	never	never	RB
37060	5528	28	to	to	TO
37060	5528	29	take	take	VB
37060	5528	30	again	again	RB
37060	5528	31	.	.	.
37060	5529	1	What	what	WDT
37060	5529	2	terror	terror	NN
37060	5529	3	had	have	VBD
37060	5529	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5529	5	willfully	willfully	RB
37060	5529	6	agreed	agree	VBN
37060	5529	7	to	to	TO
37060	5529	8	undergo	undergo	VB
37060	5529	9	this	this	DT
37060	5529	10	time	time	NN
37060	5529	11	?	?	.
37060	5530	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5530	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5530	3	a	a	DT
37060	5530	4	relief	relief	NN
37060	5530	5	to	to	TO
37060	5530	6	hear	hear	VB
37060	5530	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5530	8	name	name	NN
37060	5530	9	called	call	VBN
37060	5530	10	on	on	IN
37060	5530	11	the	the	DT
37060	5530	12	loud	loud	JJ
37060	5530	13	speaker	speaker	NN
37060	5530	14	;	;	:
37060	5530	15	the	the	DT
37060	5530	16	time	time	NN
37060	5530	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5530	18	'd	have	VBD
37060	5530	19	spent	spend	VBN
37060	5530	20	in	in	IN
37060	5530	21	the	the	DT
37060	5530	22	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	5530	23	room	room	NN
37060	5530	24	was	be	VBD
37060	5530	25	of	of	IN
37060	5530	26	no	no	DT
37060	5530	27	benefit	benefit	NN
37060	5530	28	to	to	IN
37060	5530	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5530	30	peace	peace	NN
37060	5530	31	of	of	IN
37060	5530	32	mind	mind	NN
37060	5530	33	.	.	.
37060	5531	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5531	2	could	could	MD
37060	5531	3	think	think	VB
37060	5531	4	of	of	IN
37060	5531	5	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	5531	6	else	else	RB
37060	5531	7	but	but	CC
37060	5531	8	unbridled	unbridled	JJ
37060	5531	9	pain	pain	NN
37060	5531	10	,	,	,
37060	5531	11	and	and	CC
37060	5531	12	mulling	mull	VBG
37060	5531	13	over	over	RP
37060	5531	14	such	such	JJ
37060	5531	15	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	5531	16	tended	tend	VBD
37060	5531	17	to	to	TO
37060	5531	18	have	have	VB
37060	5531	19	few	few	JJ
37060	5531	20	positive	positive	JJ
37060	5531	21	effects	effect	NNS
37060	5531	22	.	.	.
37060	5532	1	After	after	IN
37060	5532	2	disrobing	disrobe	VBG
37060	5532	3	and	and	CC
37060	5532	4	donning	don	VBG
37060	5532	5	a	a	DT
37060	5532	6	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5532	7	gown	gown	NN
37060	5532	8	,	,	,
37060	5532	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5532	10	was	be	VBD
37060	5532	11	led	lead	VBN
37060	5532	12	into	into	IN
37060	5532	13	a	a	DT
37060	5532	14	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	5532	15	room	room	NN
37060	5532	16	used	use	VBN
37060	5532	17	by	by	IN
37060	5532	18	other	other	JJ
37060	5532	19	patients	patient	NNS
37060	5532	20	and	and	CC
37060	5532	21	soon	soon	RB
37060	5532	22	began	begin	VBD
37060	5532	23	a	a	DT
37060	5532	24	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	5532	25	with	with	IN
37060	5532	26	an	an	DT
37060	5532	27	older	old	JJR
37060	5532	28	woman	woman	NN
37060	5532	29	who	who	WP
37060	5532	30	also	also	RB
37060	5532	31	had	have	VBD
37060	5532	32	an	an	DT
37060	5532	33	enlarged	enlarged	JJ
37060	5532	34	liver	liver	NN
37060	5532	35	.	.	.
37060	5533	1	Over	over	IN
37060	5533	2	the	the	DT
37060	5533	3	fact	fact	NN
37060	5533	4	that	that	IN
37060	5533	5	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5533	6	was	be	VBD
37060	5533	7	enlarged	enlarge	VBN
37060	5533	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5533	9	did	do	VBD
37060	5533	10	not	not	RB
37060	5533	11	argue	argue	VB
37060	5533	12	,	,	,
37060	5533	13	however	however	RB
37060	5533	14	,	,	,
37060	5533	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5533	16	could	could	MD
37060	5533	17	not	not	RB
37060	5533	18	resist	resist	VB
37060	5533	19	asking	ask	VBG
37060	5533	20	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5533	21	how	how	WRB
37060	5533	22	much	much	JJ
37060	5533	23	of	of	IN
37060	5533	24	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5533	25	enlargement	enlargement	NN
37060	5533	26	actually	actually	RB
37060	5533	27	had	have	VBD
37060	5533	28	to	to	TO
37060	5533	29	do	do	VB
37060	5533	30	with	with	IN
37060	5533	31	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5533	32	liver	liver	NN
37060	5533	33	.	.	.
37060	5534	1	Whether	whether	IN
37060	5534	2	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5534	3	mistake	mistake	NN
37060	5534	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5534	5	due	due	JJ
37060	5534	6	to	to	IN
37060	5534	7	self	self	NN
37060	5534	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	5534	9	deceit	deceit	NN
37060	5534	10	or	or	CC
37060	5534	11	a	a	DT
37060	5534	12	lack	lack	NN
37060	5534	13	of	of	IN
37060	5534	14	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	5534	15	did	do	VBD
37060	5534	16	not	not	RB
37060	5534	17	matter	matter	VB
37060	5534	18	;	;	:
37060	5534	19	concern	concern	NN
37060	5534	20	and	and	CC
37060	5534	21	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	5534	22	were	be	VBD
37060	5534	23	two	two	CD
37060	5534	24	elements	element	NNS
37060	5534	25	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5534	26	shared	share	VBD
37060	5534	27	,	,	,
37060	5534	28	and	and	CC
37060	5534	29	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5534	30	wished	wish	VBD
37060	5534	31	each	each	DT
37060	5534	32	other	other	JJ
37060	5534	33	luck	luck	NN
37060	5534	34	as	as	IN
37060	5534	35	a	a	DT
37060	5534	36	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	5534	37	ushered	usher	VBD
37060	5534	38	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5534	39	from	from	IN
37060	5534	40	the	the	DT
37060	5534	41	room	room	NN
37060	5534	42	.	.	.
37060	5535	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5535	2	spent	spend	VBD
37060	5535	3	a	a	DT
37060	5535	4	brief	brief	NN
37060	5535	5	while	while	IN
37060	5535	6	surveying	survey	VBG
37060	5535	7	the	the	DT
37060	5535	8	floor	floor	NN
37060	5535	9	before	before	IN
37060	5535	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5535	11	was	be	VBD
37060	5535	12	called	call	VBN
37060	5535	13	.	.	.
37060	5536	1	A	a	DT
37060	5536	2	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	5536	3	directed	direct	VBD
37060	5536	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5536	5	to	to	IN
37060	5536	6	a	a	DT
37060	5536	7	room	room	NN
37060	5536	8	and	and	CC
37060	5536	9	instructed	instruct	VBD
37060	5536	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5536	11	to	to	TO
37060	5536	12	lay	lay	VB
37060	5536	13	down	down	RP
37060	5536	14	on	on	IN
37060	5536	15	a	a	DT
37060	5536	16	hard	hard	JJ
37060	5536	17	examining	examining	NN
37060	5536	18	table	table	NN
37060	5536	19	,	,	,
37060	5536	20	whereupon	whereupon	IN
37060	5536	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5536	22	was	be	VBD
37060	5536	23	left	leave	VBN
37060	5536	24	in	in	IN
37060	5536	25	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	5536	26	for	for	IN
37060	5536	27	two	two	CD
37060	5536	28	hours	hour	NNS
37060	5536	29	before	before	IN
37060	5536	30	a	a	DT
37060	5536	31	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5536	32	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	5536	33	.	.	.
37060	5537	1	Meanwhile	meanwhile	RB
37060	5537	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5537	3	state	state	NN
37060	5537	4	of	of	IN
37060	5537	5	mind	mind	NN
37060	5537	6	deteriorated	deteriorate	VBD
37060	5537	7	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	5537	8	as	as	IN
37060	5537	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5537	10	listened	listen	VBD
37060	5537	11	to	to	IN
37060	5537	12	the	the	DT
37060	5537	13	sounds	sound	NNS
37060	5537	14	emanating	emanate	VBG
37060	5537	15	from	from	IN
37060	5537	16	the	the	DT
37060	5537	17	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	5537	18	rooms	room	NNS
37060	5537	19	.	.	.
37060	5538	1	Most	Most	JJS
37060	5538	2	were	be	VBD
37060	5538	3	only	only	RB
37060	5538	4	voices	voice	NNS
37060	5538	5	trailing	trail	VBG
37060	5538	6	off	off	RP
37060	5538	7	into	into	IN
37060	5538	8	the	the	DT
37060	5538	9	maze	maze	NN
37060	5538	10	of	of	IN
37060	5538	11	corridors	corridor	NNS
37060	5538	12	and	and	CC
37060	5538	13	finally	finally	RB
37060	5538	14	disappearing	disappear	VBG
37060	5538	15	behind	behind	IN
37060	5538	16	various	various	JJ
37060	5538	17	doors	door	NNS
37060	5538	18	of	of	IN
37060	5538	19	anonymity	anonymity	NN
37060	5538	20	.	.	.
37060	5539	1	However	however	RB
37060	5539	2	,	,	,
37060	5539	3	with	with	IN
37060	5539	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5539	5	mind	mind	NN
37060	5539	6	housing	house	VBG
37060	5539	7	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5539	8	unarrested	unarrested	JJ
37060	5539	9	and	and	CC
37060	5539	10	nameless	nameless	JJ
37060	5539	11	fears	fear	NNS
37060	5539	12	of	of	IN
37060	5539	13	the	the	DT
37060	5539	14	forth	forth	RB
37060	5539	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	5539	16	coming	come	VBG
37060	5539	17	biopsy	biopsy	NN
37060	5539	18	,	,	,
37060	5539	19	other	other	JJ
37060	5539	20	sounds	sound	NNS
37060	5539	21	were	be	VBD
37060	5539	22	transformed	transform	VBN
37060	5539	23	into	into	IN
37060	5539	24	horrendous	horrendous	JJ
37060	5539	25	tortures	torture	NNS
37060	5539	26	,	,	,
37060	5539	27	the	the	DT
37060	5539	28	likes	like	NNS
37060	5539	29	of	of	IN
37060	5539	30	which	which	WDT
37060	5539	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5539	32	would	would	MD
37060	5539	33	surely	surely	RB
37060	5539	34	undergo	undergo	VB
37060	5539	35	.	.	.
37060	5540	1	One	one	CD
37060	5540	2	such	such	JJ
37060	5540	3	fanciful	fanciful	JJ
37060	5540	4	flight	flight	NN
37060	5540	5	of	of	IN
37060	5540	6	imagination	imagination	NN
37060	5540	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5540	8	set	set	VBN
37060	5540	9	off	off	RP
37060	5540	10	by	by	IN
37060	5540	11	the	the	DT
37060	5540	12	unimpeded	unimpeded	JJ
37060	5540	13	verbalizations	verbalization	NNS
37060	5540	14	of	of	IN
37060	5540	15	an	an	DT
37060	5540	16	old	old	JJ
37060	5540	17	man	man	NN
37060	5540	18	whose	whose	WP$
37060	5540	19	room	room	NN
37060	5540	20	was	be	VBD
37060	5540	21	across	across	IN
37060	5540	22	the	the	DT
37060	5540	23	hall	hall	NN
37060	5540	24	from	from	IN
37060	5540	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5540	26	own	own	JJ
37060	5540	27	.	.	.
37060	5541	1	Since	since	IN
37060	5541	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5541	3	door	door	NN
37060	5541	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5541	5	propped	prop	VBN
37060	5541	6	open	open	JJ
37060	5541	7	,	,	,
37060	5541	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5541	9	had	have	VBD
37060	5541	10	noticed	notice	VBN
37060	5541	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5541	12	sitting	sit	VBG
37060	5541	13	in	in	IN
37060	5541	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5541	15	wheelchair	wheelchair	NN
37060	5541	16	and	and	CC
37060	5541	17	muttering	mutter	VBG
37060	5541	18	complaints	complaint	NNS
37060	5541	19	or	or	CC
37060	5541	20	idly	idly	RB
37060	5541	21	sucking	suck	VBG
37060	5541	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5541	23	gums	gum	NNS
37060	5541	24	.	.	.
37060	5542	1	Eventually	eventually	RB
37060	5542	2	the	the	DT
37060	5542	3	door	door	NN
37060	5542	4	closed	close	VBD
37060	5542	5	and	and	CC
37060	5542	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5542	7	tests	test	NNS
37060	5542	8	began	begin	VBD
37060	5542	9	,	,	,
37060	5542	10	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	5542	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5542	12	to	to	TO
37060	5542	13	interpret	interpret	VB
37060	5542	14	the	the	DT
37060	5542	15	activity	activity	NN
37060	5542	16	behind	behind	IN
37060	5542	17	the	the	DT
37060	5542	18	door	door	NN
37060	5542	19	through	through	IN
37060	5542	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5542	21	vocalizations	vocalization	NNS
37060	5542	22	.	.	.
37060	5543	1	There	there	EX
37060	5543	2	were	be	VBD
37060	5543	3	garbled	garble	VBN
37060	5543	4	grumblings	grumbling	NNS
37060	5543	5	,	,	,
37060	5543	6	which	which	WDT
37060	5543	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5543	8	had	have	VBD
37060	5543	9	expected	expect	VBN
37060	5543	10	,	,	,
37060	5543	11	but	but	CC
37060	5543	12	then	then	RB
37060	5543	13	groans	groans	NNPS
37060	5543	14	replaced	replace	VBD
37060	5543	15	words	word	NNS
37060	5543	16	and	and	CC
37060	5543	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5543	18	began	begin	VBD
37060	5543	19	to	to	TO
37060	5543	20	worry	worry	VB
37060	5543	21	.	.	.
37060	5544	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5544	2	were	be	VBD
37060	5544	3	awful	awful	JJ
37060	5544	4	.	.	.
37060	5545	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5545	2	were	be	VBD
37060	5545	3	the	the	DT
37060	5545	4	cries	cry	NNS
37060	5545	5	of	of	IN
37060	5545	6	horror	horror	NN
37060	5545	7	shows	show	NNS
37060	5545	8	and	and	CC
37060	5545	9	nightmares	nightmare	NNS
37060	5545	10	,	,	,
37060	5545	11	scaling	scale	VBG
37060	5545	12	a	a	DT
37060	5545	13	full	full	JJ
37060	5545	14	octave	octave	NN
37060	5545	15	and	and	CC
37060	5545	16	attaining	attain	VBG
37060	5545	17	a	a	DT
37060	5545	18	tonal	tonal	JJ
37060	5545	19	quality	quality	NN
37060	5545	20	which	which	WDT
37060	5545	21	rivaled	rival	VBD
37060	5545	22	professional	professional	JJ
37060	5545	23	sound	sound	JJ
37060	5545	24	effects	effect	NNS
37060	5545	25	.	.	.
37060	5546	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5546	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5546	3	impressed	impressed	JJ
37060	5546	4	;	;	:
37060	5546	5	so	so	RB
37060	5546	6	much	much	RB
37060	5546	7	,	,	,
37060	5546	8	in	in	IN
37060	5546	9	fact	fact	NN
37060	5546	10	,	,	,
37060	5546	11	that	that	IN
37060	5546	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5546	13	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	5546	14	had	have	VBD
37060	5546	15	managed	manage	VBN
37060	5546	16	to	to	TO
37060	5546	17	tie	tie	VB
37060	5546	18	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5546	19	into	into	IN
37060	5546	20	a	a	DT
37060	5546	21	perfect	perfect	JJ
37060	5546	22	knot	knot	NN
37060	5546	23	by	by	IN
37060	5546	24	the	the	DT
37060	5546	25	time	time	NN
37060	5546	26	the	the	DT
37060	5546	27	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5546	28	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	5546	29	.	.	.
37060	5547	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5547	2	appraised	appraise	VBD
37060	5547	3	the	the	DT
37060	5547	4	old	old	JJ
37060	5547	5	man	man	NN
37060	5547	6	's	's	POS
37060	5547	7	throaty	throaty	NN
37060	5547	8	outbursts	outburst	NNS
37060	5547	9	as	as	IN
37060	5547	10	the	the	DT
37060	5547	11	sound	sound	JJ
37060	5547	12	track	track	NN
37060	5547	13	to	to	IN
37060	5547	14	a	a	DT
37060	5547	15	liver	liver	NN
37060	5547	16	biopsy	biopsy	NN
37060	5547	17	.	.	.
37060	5548	1	Luckily	luckily	RB
37060	5548	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5548	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5548	4	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	5548	5	.	.	.
37060	5549	1	Whatever	whatever	WDT
37060	5549	2	were	be	VBD
37060	5549	3	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5549	4	trials	trial	NNS
37060	5549	5	,	,	,
37060	5549	6	whether	whether	IN
37060	5549	7	real	real	JJ
37060	5549	8	or	or	CC
37060	5549	9	imagined	imagine	VBN
37060	5549	10	,	,	,
37060	5549	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5549	12	prepared	prepare	VBD
37060	5549	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5549	14	for	for	IN
37060	5549	15	optimum	optimum	JJ
37060	5549	16	punishment	punishment	NN
37060	5549	17	,	,	,
37060	5549	18	to	to	TO
37060	5549	19	which	which	WDT
37060	5549	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5549	21	was	be	VBD
37060	5549	22	never	never	RB
37060	5549	23	exposed	expose	VBN
37060	5549	24	.	.	.
37060	5550	1	Although	although	IN
37060	5550	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5550	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5550	4	horrified	horrified	JJ
37060	5550	5	in	in	IN
37060	5550	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5550	7	solitude	solitude	NN
37060	5550	8	and	and	CC
37060	5550	9	misinformation	misinformation	NN
37060	5550	10	,	,	,
37060	5550	11	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5550	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5550	13	final	final	JJ
37060	5550	14	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	5550	15	of	of	IN
37060	5550	16	the	the	DT
37060	5550	17	test	test	NN
37060	5550	18	's	's	POS
37060	5550	19	severity	severity	NN
37060	5550	20	was	be	VBD
37060	5550	21	buffered	buffer	VBN
37060	5550	22	by	by	IN
37060	5550	23	the	the	DT
37060	5550	24	old	old	JJ
37060	5550	25	man	man	NN
37060	5550	26	's	's	POS
37060	5550	27	wailings	wailing	NNS
37060	5550	28	.	.	.
37060	5551	1	After	after	IN
37060	5551	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5551	3	long	long	JJ
37060	5551	4	wait	wait	NN
37060	5551	5	,	,	,
37060	5551	6	the	the	DT
37060	5551	7	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	5551	8	who	who	WP
37060	5551	9	had	have	VBD
37060	5551	10	initially	initially	RB
37060	5551	11	shown	show	VBN
37060	5551	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5551	13	to	to	IN
37060	5551	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5551	15	room	room	NN
37060	5551	16	entered	enter	VBD
37060	5551	17	,	,	,
37060	5551	18	and	and	CC
37060	5551	19	finding	find	VBG
37060	5551	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5551	21	lying	lie	VBG
37060	5551	22	in	in	IN
37060	5551	23	the	the	DT
37060	5551	24	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	5551	25	,	,	,
37060	5551	26	flicked	flick	VBN
37060	5551	27	on	on	IN
37060	5551	28	the	the	DT
37060	5551	29	lights	light	NNS
37060	5551	30	with	with	IN
37060	5551	31	a	a	DT
37060	5551	32	round	round	NN
37060	5551	33	of	of	IN
37060	5551	34	apologies	apology	NNS
37060	5551	35	.	.	.
37060	5552	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5552	2	explained	explain	VBD
37060	5552	3	the	the	DT
37060	5552	4	unreasonable	unreasonable	JJ
37060	5552	5	delay	delay	NN
37060	5552	6	was	be	VBD
37060	5552	7	due	due	JJ
37060	5552	8	to	to	IN
37060	5552	9	an	an	DT
37060	5552	10	inability	inability	NN
37060	5552	11	to	to	TO
37060	5552	12	obtain	obtain	VB
37060	5552	13	the	the	DT
37060	5552	14	CAT	CAT	NNP
37060	5552	15	SCAN	SCAN	NNP
37060	5552	16	X	X	NNP
37060	5552	17	-	-	NNS
37060	5552	18	rays	ray	NNS
37060	5552	19	.	.	.
37060	5553	1	Generally	generally	RB
37060	5553	2	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	5553	3	's	's	POS
37060	5553	4	system	system	NN
37060	5553	5	worked	work	VBD
37060	5553	6	quite	quite	RB
37060	5553	7	effectively	effectively	RB
37060	5553	8	.	.	.
37060	5554	1	Considering	consider	VBG
37060	5554	2	the	the	DT
37060	5554	3	large	large	JJ
37060	5554	4	scale	scale	NN
37060	5554	5	of	of	IN
37060	5554	6	the	the	DT
37060	5554	7	facility	facility	NN
37060	5554	8	,	,	,
37060	5554	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5554	10	was	be	VBD
37060	5554	11	amazed	amazed	JJ
37060	5554	12	that	that	IN
37060	5554	13	things	thing	NNS
37060	5554	14	ran	run	VBD
37060	5554	15	smoothly	smoothly	RB
37060	5554	16	at	at	RB
37060	5554	17	all	all	RB
37060	5554	18	.	.	.
37060	5555	1	The	the	DT
37060	5555	2	X	X	NNS
37060	5555	3	-	-	NNS
37060	5555	4	rays	ray	NNS
37060	5555	5	and	and	CC
37060	5555	6	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5555	7	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	5555	8	in	in	IN
37060	5555	9	unison	unison	NNP
37060	5555	10	and	and	CC
37060	5555	11	the	the	DT
37060	5555	12	test	test	NN
37060	5555	13	commenced	commence	VBD
37060	5555	14	after	after	IN
37060	5555	15	a	a	DT
37060	5555	16	brief	brief	JJ
37060	5555	17	series	series	NN
37060	5555	18	of	of	IN
37060	5555	19	questions	question	NNS
37060	5555	20	on	on	IN
37060	5555	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5555	22	part	part	NN
37060	5555	23	.	.	.
37060	5556	1	Naturally	naturally	RB
37060	5556	2	,	,	,
37060	5556	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5556	4	desired	desire	VBD
37060	5556	5	to	to	TO
37060	5556	6	know	know	VB
37060	5556	7	if	if	IN
37060	5556	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5556	9	would	would	MD
37060	5556	10	be	be	VB
37060	5556	11	painful	painful	JJ
37060	5556	12	and	and	CC
37060	5556	13	was	be	VBD
37060	5556	14	informed	inform	VBN
37060	5556	15	that	that	IN
37060	5556	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5556	17	"	"	``
37060	5556	18	could	could	MD
37060	5556	19	be	be	VB
37060	5556	20	.	.	.
37060	5556	21	"	"	''
37060	5557	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5557	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5557	3	then	then	RB
37060	5557	4	given	give	VBN
37060	5557	5	a	a	DT
37060	5557	6	local	local	JJ
37060	5557	7	anesthetic	anesthetic	JJ
37060	5557	8	and	and	CC
37060	5557	9	braced	brace	VBD
37060	5557	10	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5557	11	,	,	,
37060	5557	12	recalling	recall	VBG
37060	5557	13	that	that	IN
37060	5557	14	the	the	DT
37060	5557	15	pain	pain	NN
37060	5557	16	killer	killer	NN
37060	5557	17	did	do	VBD
37060	5557	18	little	little	JJ
37060	5557	19	during	during	IN
37060	5557	20	the	the	DT
37060	5557	21	bone	bone	NN
37060	5557	22	marrow	marrow	NN
37060	5557	23	test	test	NN
37060	5557	24	.	.	.
37060	5558	1	"	"	``
37060	5558	2	Did	do	VBD
37060	5558	3	that	that	DT
37060	5558	4	hurt	hurt	VB
37060	5558	5	?	?	.
37060	5558	6	"	"	''
37060	5559	1	the	the	DT
37060	5559	2	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5559	3	asked	ask	VBD
37060	5559	4	.	.	.
37060	5560	1	"	"	``
37060	5560	2	What	what	WP
37060	5560	3	do	do	VBP
37060	5560	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5560	5	mean	mean	VB
37060	5560	6	?	?	.
37060	5560	7	"	"	''
37060	5561	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5561	2	countered	counter	VBD
37060	5561	3	.	.	.
37060	5562	1	"	"	``
37060	5562	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5562	3	've	have	VB
37060	5562	4	taken	take	VBN
37060	5562	5	the	the	DT
37060	5562	6	biopsy	biopsy	NN
37060	5562	7	,	,	,
37060	5562	8	"	"	''
37060	5562	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5562	10	returned	return	VBD
37060	5562	11	.	.	.
37060	5563	1	"	"	``
37060	5563	2	What	what	WP
37060	5563	3	?	?	.
37060	5563	4	"	"	''
37060	5564	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5564	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5564	3	astounded	astounded	JJ
37060	5564	4	.	.	.
37060	5565	1	"	"	``
37060	5565	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5565	3	did	do	VBD
37060	5565	4	n't	not	RB
37060	5565	5	feel	feel	VB
37060	5565	6	anything	anything	NN
37060	5565	7	!	!	.
37060	5565	8	"	"	''
37060	5566	1	The	the	DT
37060	5566	2	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5566	3	instantaneously	instantaneously	RB
37060	5566	4	became	become	VBD
37060	5566	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5566	6	best	good	JJS
37060	5566	7	friend	friend	NN
37060	5566	8	.	.	.
37060	5567	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5567	2	remained	remain	VBD
37060	5567	3	on	on	IN
37060	5567	4	the	the	DT
37060	5567	5	table	table	NN
37060	5567	6	to	to	TO
37060	5567	7	await	await	VB
37060	5567	8	the	the	DT
37060	5567	9	results	result	NNS
37060	5567	10	of	of	IN
37060	5567	11	the	the	DT
37060	5567	12	biopsy	biopsy	NN
37060	5567	13	which	which	WDT
37060	5567	14	had	have	VBD
37060	5567	15	been	be	VBN
37060	5567	16	whisked	whisk	VBN
37060	5567	17	away	away	RB
37060	5567	18	to	to	IN
37060	5567	19	the	the	DT
37060	5567	20	laboratory	laboratory	NN
37060	5567	21	.	.	.
37060	5568	1	Since	since	IN
37060	5568	2	the	the	DT
37060	5568	3	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5568	4	had	have	VBD
37060	5568	5	to	to	TO
37060	5568	6	judge	judge	VB
37060	5568	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5568	8	targeted	targeted	JJ
37060	5568	9	area	area	NN
37060	5568	10	through	through	IN
37060	5568	11	the	the	DT
37060	5568	12	X	X	NNS
37060	5568	13	-	-	NNS
37060	5568	14	rays	ray	NNS
37060	5568	15	,	,	,
37060	5568	16	there	there	EX
37060	5568	17	was	be	VBD
37060	5568	18	no	no	DT
37060	5568	19	guarantee	guarantee	NN
37060	5568	20	that	that	IN
37060	5568	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5568	22	would	would	MD
37060	5568	23	hit	hit	VB
37060	5568	24	an	an	DT
37060	5568	25	affected	affect	VBN
37060	5568	26	portion	portion	NN
37060	5568	27	of	of	IN
37060	5568	28	the	the	DT
37060	5568	29	liver	liver	NN
37060	5568	30	;	;	:
37060	5568	31	if	if	IN
37060	5568	32	the	the	DT
37060	5568	33	lab	lab	NN
37060	5568	34	reported	report	VBD
37060	5568	35	finding	find	VBG
37060	5568	36	normal	normal	JJ
37060	5568	37	tissues	tissue	NNS
37060	5568	38	,	,	,
37060	5568	39	the	the	DT
37060	5568	40	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5568	41	would	would	MD
37060	5568	42	have	have	VB
37060	5568	43	to	to	TO
37060	5568	44	try	try	VB
37060	5568	45	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5568	46	luck	luck	NN
37060	5568	47	once	once	RB
37060	5568	48	more	more	RBR
37060	5568	49	.	.	.
37060	5569	1	As	as	IN
37060	5569	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5569	3	luck	luck	NN
37060	5569	4	would	would	MD
37060	5569	5	have	have	VB
37060	5569	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5569	7	,	,	,
37060	5569	8	another	another	DT
37060	5569	9	biopsy	biopsy	NN
37060	5569	10	had	have	VBD
37060	5569	11	to	to	TO
37060	5569	12	be	be	VB
37060	5569	13	taken	take	VBN
37060	5569	14	.	.	.
37060	5570	1	If	if	IN
37060	5570	2	that	that	DT
37060	5570	3	one	one	CD
37060	5570	4	failed	fail	VBD
37060	5570	5	to	to	TO
37060	5570	6	produce	produce	VB
37060	5570	7	answers	answer	NNS
37060	5570	8	,	,	,
37060	5570	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5570	10	condition	condition	NN
37060	5570	11	would	would	MD
37060	5570	12	have	have	VB
37060	5570	13	to	to	TO
37060	5570	14	be	be	VB
37060	5570	15	determined	determine	VBN
37060	5570	16	through	through	IN
37060	5570	17	alternate	alternate	JJ
37060	5570	18	means	mean	NNS
37060	5570	19	;	;	,
37060	5570	20	cutting	cut	VBG
37060	5570	21	into	into	IN
37060	5570	22	the	the	DT
37060	5570	23	liver	liver	NN
37060	5570	24	,	,	,
37060	5570	25	as	as	IN
37060	5570	26	in	in	IN
37060	5570	27	a	a	DT
37060	5570	28	biopsy	biopsy	NN
37060	5570	29	,	,	,
37060	5570	30	created	create	VBD
37060	5570	31	the	the	DT
37060	5570	32	risk	risk	NN
37060	5570	33	of	of	IN
37060	5570	34	hemorrhage	hemorrhage	NN
37060	5570	35	,	,	,
37060	5570	36	and	and	CC
37060	5570	37	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	5570	38	limited	limit	VBD
37060	5570	39	the	the	DT
37060	5570	40	number	number	NN
37060	5570	41	that	that	WDT
37060	5570	42	could	could	MD
37060	5570	43	be	be	VB
37060	5570	44	performed	perform	VBN
37060	5570	45	at	at	IN
37060	5570	46	one	one	CD
37060	5570	47	time	time	NN
37060	5570	48	to	to	IN
37060	5570	49	two	two	CD
37060	5570	50	biopsies	biopsy	NNS
37060	5570	51	.	.	.
37060	5571	1	The	the	DT
37060	5571	2	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5571	3	posted	post	VBD
37060	5571	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5571	5	X	X	NNS
37060	5571	6	-	-	NNS
37060	5571	7	rays	ray	NNS
37060	5571	8	on	on	IN
37060	5571	9	the	the	DT
37060	5571	10	light	light	JJ
37060	5571	11	box	box	NN
37060	5571	12	and	and	CC
37060	5571	13	studied	study	VBD
37060	5571	14	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5571	15	intently	intently	RB
37060	5571	16	.	.	.
37060	5572	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5572	2	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	5572	3	what	what	WDT
37060	5572	4	information	information	NN
37060	5572	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5572	6	drew	draw	VBD
37060	5572	7	from	from	IN
37060	5572	8	the	the	DT
37060	5572	9	strange	strange	JJ
37060	5572	10	transparencies	transparency	NNS
37060	5572	11	;	;	:
37060	5572	12	the	the	DT
37060	5572	13	X	X	NNS
37060	5572	14	-	-	NNS
37060	5572	15	rays	ray	NNS
37060	5572	16	told	tell	VBD
37060	5572	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5572	18	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	5572	19	at	at	RB
37060	5572	20	all	all	RB
37060	5572	21	.	.	.
37060	5573	1	If	if	IN
37060	5573	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5573	3	had	have	VBD
37060	5573	4	not	not	RB
37060	5573	5	known	know	VBN
37060	5573	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5573	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5573	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5573	9	liver	liver	NN
37060	5573	10	,	,	,
37060	5573	11	the	the	DT
37060	5573	12	mottled	mottle	VBN
37060	5573	13	shape	shape	NN
37060	5573	14	would	would	MD
37060	5573	15	have	have	VB
37060	5573	16	been	be	VBN
37060	5573	17	no	no	DT
37060	5573	18	more	more	JJR
37060	5573	19	than	than	IN
37060	5573	20	a	a	DT
37060	5573	21	nameless	nameless	JJ
37060	5573	22	abstraction	abstraction	NN
37060	5573	23	.	.	.
37060	5574	1	"	"	``
37060	5574	2	Are	be	VBP
37060	5574	3	livers	liver	NNS
37060	5574	4	supposed	suppose	VBN
37060	5574	5	to	to	TO
37060	5574	6	have	have	VB
37060	5574	7	spots	spot	NNS
37060	5574	8	?	?	.
37060	5574	9	"	"	''
37060	5575	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5575	2	queried	query	VBD
37060	5575	3	.	.	.
37060	5576	1	The	the	DT
37060	5576	2	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5576	3	shuffled	shuffle	VBD
37060	5576	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5576	5	feet	foot	NNS
37060	5576	6	for	for	IN
37060	5576	7	a	a	DT
37060	5576	8	few	few	JJ
37060	5576	9	seconds	second	NNS
37060	5576	10	,	,	,
37060	5576	11	then	then	RB
37060	5576	12	admitted	admit	VBD
37060	5576	13	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5576	14	did	do	VBD
37060	5576	15	not	not	RB
37060	5576	16	.	.	.
37060	5577	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5577	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	5577	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5577	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5577	5	a	a	DT
37060	5577	6	stupid	stupid	JJ
37060	5577	7	question	question	NN
37060	5577	8	,	,	,
37060	5577	9	especially	especially	RB
37060	5577	10	since	since	IN
37060	5577	11	the	the	DT
37060	5577	12	elusive	elusive	JJ
37060	5577	13	spots	spot	NNS
37060	5577	14	were	be	VBD
37060	5577	15	the	the	DT
37060	5577	16	intended	intended	JJ
37060	5577	17	targets	target	NNS
37060	5577	18	in	in	IN
37060	5577	19	the	the	DT
37060	5577	20	test	test	NN
37060	5577	21	,	,	,
37060	5577	22	but	but	CC
37060	5577	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5577	24	had	have	VBD
37060	5577	25	to	to	TO
37060	5577	26	know	know	VB
37060	5577	27	all	all	DT
37060	5577	28	of	of	IN
37060	5577	29	the	the	DT
37060	5577	30	available	available	JJ
37060	5577	31	facts	fact	NNS
37060	5577	32	.	.	.
37060	5578	1	The	the	DT
37060	5578	2	truth	truth	NN
37060	5578	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5578	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5578	5	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	5578	6	and	and	CC
37060	5578	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5578	8	ally	ally	NN
37060	5578	9	;	;	:
37060	5578	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5578	11	was	be	VBD
37060	5578	12	the	the	DT
37060	5578	13	cure	cure	NN
37060	5578	14	for	for	IN
37060	5578	15	fear	fear	NN
37060	5578	16	born	bear	VBN
37060	5578	17	of	of	IN
37060	5578	18	ignorance	ignorance	NN
37060	5578	19	.	.	.
37060	5579	1	The	the	DT
37060	5579	2	second	second	JJ
37060	5579	3	biopsy	biopsy	NN
37060	5579	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5579	5	also	also	RB
37060	5579	6	determined	determine	VBN
37060	5579	7	normal	normal	JJ
37060	5579	8	.	.	.
37060	5580	1	After	after	IN
37060	5580	2	the	the	DT
37060	5580	3	long	long	JJ
37060	5580	4	day	day	NN
37060	5580	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5580	6	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	5580	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5580	8	still	still	RB
37060	5580	9	limited	limit	VBN
37060	5580	10	to	to	IN
37060	5580	11	the	the	DT
37060	5580	12	fact	fact	NN
37060	5580	13	that	that	IN
37060	5580	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5580	15	liver	liver	NN
37060	5580	16	was	be	VBD
37060	5580	17	enlarged	enlarge	VBN
37060	5580	18	and	and	CC
37060	5580	19	spotted	spot	VBN
37060	5580	20	;	;	:
37060	5580	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5580	22	was	be	VBD
37060	5580	23	information	information	NN
37060	5580	24	,	,	,
37060	5580	25	but	but	CC
37060	5580	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5580	27	did	do	VBD
37060	5580	28	not	not	RB
37060	5580	29	satisfy	satisfy	VB
37060	5580	30	.	.	.
37060	5581	1	To	to	IN
37060	5581	2	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	5581	3	the	the	DT
37060	5581	4	normal	normal	JJ
37060	5581	5	tissues	tissue	NNS
37060	5581	6	found	find	VBN
37060	5581	7	in	in	IN
37060	5581	8	the	the	DT
37060	5581	9	biopsies	biopsy	NNS
37060	5581	10	were	be	VBD
37060	5581	11	good	good	JJ
37060	5581	12	news	news	NN
37060	5581	13	;	;	:
37060	5581	14	i.e.	i.e.	FW
37060	5581	15	,	,	,
37060	5581	16	if	if	IN
37060	5581	17	biopsies	biopsy	NNS
37060	5581	18	in	in	IN
37060	5581	19	two	two	CD
37060	5581	20	different	different	JJ
37060	5581	21	areas	area	NNS
37060	5581	22	were	be	VBD
37060	5581	23	clear	clear	JJ
37060	5581	24	,	,	,
37060	5581	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5581	26	could	could	MD
37060	5581	27	not	not	RB
37060	5581	28	be	be	VB
37060	5581	29	seriously	seriously	RB
37060	5581	30	afflicted	afflict	VBN
37060	5581	31	.	.	.
37060	5582	1	To	to	IN
37060	5582	2	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5582	3	,	,	,
37060	5582	4	however	however	RB
37060	5582	5	,	,	,
37060	5582	6	the	the	DT
37060	5582	7	findings	finding	NNS
37060	5582	8	punctuated	punctuate	VBD
37060	5582	9	the	the	DT
37060	5582	10	necessity	necessity	NN
37060	5582	11	for	for	IN
37060	5582	12	more	more	JJR
37060	5582	13	tests	test	NNS
37060	5582	14	and	and	CC
37060	5582	15	promised	promise	VBD
37060	5582	16	to	to	TO
37060	5582	17	prolong	prolong	VB
37060	5582	18	the	the	DT
37060	5582	19	unhappy	unhappy	JJ
37060	5582	20	state	state	NN
37060	5582	21	of	of	IN
37060	5582	22	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	5582	23	which	which	WDT
37060	5582	24	accompanied	accompany	VBD
37060	5582	25	a	a	DT
37060	5582	26	dearth	dearth	NN
37060	5582	27	of	of	IN
37060	5582	28	solid	solid	JJ
37060	5582	29	facts	fact	NNS
37060	5582	30	.	.	.
37060	5583	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	5583	2	,	,	,
37060	5583	3	as	as	IN
37060	5583	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5583	5	laid	lay	VBD
37060	5583	6	on	on	IN
37060	5583	7	a	a	DT
37060	5583	8	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5583	9	bed	bed	NN
37060	5583	10	waiting	wait	VBG
37060	5583	11	as	as	IN
37060	5583	12	instructed	instruct	VBN
37060	5583	13	for	for	IN
37060	5583	14	four	four	CD
37060	5583	15	hours	hour	NNS
37060	5583	16	to	to	TO
37060	5583	17	protect	protect	VB
37060	5583	18	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5583	19	from	from	IN
37060	5583	20	internal	internal	JJ
37060	5583	21	bleeding	bleeding	NN
37060	5583	22	,	,	,
37060	5583	23	and	and	CC
37060	5583	24	having	have	VBG
37060	5583	25	worried	worry	VBN
37060	5583	26	excessively	excessively	RB
37060	5583	27	and	and	CC
37060	5583	28	learned	learn	VBN
37060	5583	29	relatively	relatively	RB
37060	5583	30	little	little	JJ
37060	5583	31	from	from	IN
37060	5583	32	the	the	DT
37060	5583	33	former	former	JJ
37060	5583	34	expenditure	expenditure	NN
37060	5583	35	,	,	,
37060	5583	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5583	37	could	could	MD
37060	5583	38	not	not	RB
37060	5583	39	look	look	VB
37060	5583	40	upon	upon	IN
37060	5583	41	the	the	DT
37060	5583	42	day	day	NN
37060	5583	43	without	without	IN
37060	5583	44	thinking	think	VBG
37060	5583	45	of	of	IN
37060	5583	46	the	the	DT
37060	5583	47	expression	expression	NN
37060	5583	48	"	"	``
37060	5583	49	much	much	JJ
37060	5583	50	ado	ado	NN
37060	5583	51	about	about	IN
37060	5583	52	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	5583	53	.	.	.
37060	5583	54	"	"	''
37060	5584	1	Relatively	relatively	RB
37060	5584	2	little	little	JJ
37060	5584	3	testing	testing	NN
37060	5584	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5584	5	done	do	VBN
37060	5584	6	at	at	IN
37060	5584	7	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	5584	8	over	over	IN
37060	5584	9	the	the	DT
37060	5584	10	weekend	weekend	NN
37060	5584	11	,	,	,
37060	5584	12	so	so	RB
37060	5584	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5584	14	dad	dad	NN
37060	5584	15	and	and	CC
37060	5584	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5584	17	planned	plan	VBD
37060	5584	18	to	to	TO
37060	5584	19	go	go	VB
37060	5584	20	home	home	RB
37060	5584	21	for	for	IN
37060	5584	22	Halloween	Halloween	NNP
37060	5584	23	and	and	CC
37060	5584	24	two	two	CD
37060	5584	25	days	day	NNS
37060	5584	26	of	of	IN
37060	5584	27	normalcy	normalcy	NN
37060	5584	28	.	.	.
37060	5585	1	Because	because	IN
37060	5585	2	of	of	IN
37060	5585	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5585	4	biopsies	biopsy	NNS
37060	5585	5	,	,	,
37060	5585	6	however	however	RB
37060	5585	7	,	,	,
37060	5585	8	the	the	DT
37060	5585	9	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5585	10	recommended	recommend	VBD
37060	5585	11	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5585	12	remain	remain	VBP
37060	5585	13	in	in	IN
37060	5585	14	the	the	DT
37060	5585	15	city	city	NN
37060	5585	16	over	over	IN
37060	5585	17	night	night	NN
37060	5585	18	to	to	TO
37060	5585	19	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	5585	20	excessive	excessive	JJ
37060	5585	21	movement	movement	NN
37060	5585	22	and	and	CC
37060	5585	23	possible	possible	JJ
37060	5585	24	complications	complication	NNS
37060	5585	25	.	.	.
37060	5586	1	Homebound	Homebound	NNP
37060	5586	2	Saturday	Saturday	NNP
37060	5586	3	morning	morning	NN
37060	5586	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5586	5	planned	plan	VBD
37060	5586	6	to	to	TO
37060	5586	7	return	return	VB
37060	5586	8	to	to	IN
37060	5586	9	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	5586	10	on	on	IN
37060	5586	11	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	5586	12	evening	evening	NN
37060	5586	13	,	,	,
37060	5586	14	at	at	IN
37060	5586	15	which	which	WDT
37060	5586	16	time	time	NN
37060	5586	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5586	18	would	would	MD
37060	5586	19	be	be	VB
37060	5586	20	expected	expect	VBN
37060	5586	21	to	to	TO
37060	5586	22	check	check	VB
37060	5586	23	into	into	IN
37060	5586	24	the	the	DT
37060	5586	25	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5586	26	;	;	:
37060	5586	27	Monday	Monday	NNP
37060	5586	28	's	's	POS
37060	5586	29	agenda	agenda	NN
37060	5586	30	would	would	MD
37060	5586	31	include	include	VB
37060	5586	32	surgery	surgery	NN
37060	5586	33	.	.	.
37060	5587	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	5587	2	exhausted	exhaust	VBN
37060	5587	3	all	all	PDT
37060	5587	4	the	the	DT
37060	5587	5	other	other	JJ
37060	5587	6	less	less	RBR
37060	5587	7	radical	radical	JJ
37060	5587	8	options	option	NNS
37060	5587	9	,	,	,
37060	5587	10	an	an	DT
37060	5587	11	exploratory	exploratory	JJ
37060	5587	12	operation	operation	NN
37060	5587	13	was	be	VBD
37060	5587	14	the	the	DT
37060	5587	15	only	only	JJ
37060	5587	16	manner	manner	NN
37060	5587	17	available	available	JJ
37060	5587	18	to	to	TO
37060	5587	19	determine	determine	VB
37060	5587	20	the	the	DT
37060	5587	21	mystery	mystery	NN
37060	5587	22	concealed	conceal	VBN
37060	5587	23	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	5587	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5587	25	flesh	flesh	NN
37060	5587	26	.	.	.
37060	5588	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5588	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5588	3	glad	glad	JJ
37060	5588	4	to	to	TO
37060	5588	5	be	be	VB
37060	5588	6	home	home	RB
37060	5588	7	.	.	.
37060	5589	1	Holidays	holiday	NNS
37060	5589	2	were	be	VBD
37060	5589	3	made	make	VBN
37060	5589	4	to	to	TO
37060	5589	5	be	be	VB
37060	5589	6	spent	spend	VBN
37060	5589	7	at	at	IN
37060	5589	8	home	home	NN
37060	5589	9	,	,	,
37060	5589	10	in	in	IN
37060	5589	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5589	12	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	5589	13	,	,	,
37060	5589	14	and	and	CC
37060	5589	15	Halloween	Halloween	NNP
37060	5589	16	was	be	VBD
37060	5589	17	no	no	DT
37060	5589	18	exception	exception	NN
37060	5589	19	.	.	.
37060	5590	1	That	that	DT
37060	5590	2	weekend	weekend	NN
37060	5590	3	,	,	,
37060	5590	4	though	though	RB
37060	5590	5	,	,	,
37060	5590	6	was	be	VBD
37060	5590	7	especially	especially	RB
37060	5590	8	important	important	JJ
37060	5590	9	to	to	IN
37060	5590	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5590	11	.	.	.
37060	5591	1	Like	like	IN
37060	5591	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5591	3	trip	trip	NN
37060	5591	4	to	to	IN
37060	5591	5	Colorado	Colorado	NNP
37060	5591	6	before	before	IN
37060	5591	7	the	the	DT
37060	5591	8	operation	operation	NN
37060	5591	9	for	for	IN
37060	5591	10	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5591	11	,	,	,
37060	5591	12	coming	come	VBG
37060	5591	13	home	home	NN
37060	5591	14	was	be	VBD
37060	5591	15	quite	quite	RB
37060	5591	16	possibly	possibly	RB
37060	5591	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5591	18	last	last	JJ
37060	5591	19	taste	taste	NN
37060	5591	20	of	of	IN
37060	5591	21	the	the	DT
37060	5591	22	life	life	NN
37060	5591	23	which	which	WDT
37060	5591	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5591	25	had	have	VBD
37060	5591	26	lately	lately	RB
37060	5591	27	enjoyed	enjoy	VBN
37060	5591	28	;	;	:
37060	5591	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5591	30	needed	need	VBD
37060	5591	31	not	not	RB
37060	5591	32	kid	kid	VB
37060	5591	33	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5591	34	that	that	IN
37060	5591	35	the	the	DT
37060	5591	36	operation	operation	NN
37060	5591	37	's	's	POS
37060	5591	38	results	result	NNS
37060	5591	39	could	could	MD
37060	5591	40	change	change	VB
37060	5591	41	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5591	42	life	life	NN
37060	5591	43	in	in	IN
37060	5591	44	such	such	JJ
37060	5591	45	ways	way	NNS
37060	5591	46	that	that	IN
37060	5591	47	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5591	48	would	would	MD
37060	5591	49	never	never	RB
37060	5591	50	be	be	VB
37060	5591	51	the	the	DT
37060	5591	52	same	same	JJ
37060	5591	53	again	again	RB
37060	5591	54	.	.	.
37060	5592	1	The	the	DT
37060	5592	2	present	present	NN
37060	5592	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5592	4	all	all	DT
37060	5592	5	that	that	WDT
37060	5592	6	was	be	VBD
37060	5592	7	mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5592	8	,	,	,
37060	5592	9	and	and	CC
37060	5592	10	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	5592	11	was	be	VBD
37060	5592	12	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5592	13	but	but	CC
37060	5592	14	the	the	DT
37060	5592	15	few	few	JJ
37060	5592	16	hours	hour	NNS
37060	5592	17	of	of	IN
37060	5592	18	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	5592	19	sunshine	sunshine	NN
37060	5592	20	and	and	CC
37060	5592	21	jack	jack	NN
37060	5592	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	5592	23	o	o	NN
37060	5592	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	5592	25	lanterns	lantern	NNS
37060	5592	26	which	which	WDT
37060	5592	27	graced	grace	VBD
37060	5592	28	the	the	DT
37060	5592	29	days	day	NNS
37060	5592	30	.	.	.
37060	5593	1	Those	those	DT
37060	5593	2	were	be	VBD
37060	5593	3	the	the	DT
37060	5593	4	elements	element	NNS
37060	5593	5	which	which	WDT
37060	5593	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5593	7	embraced	embrace	VBD
37060	5593	8	with	with	IN
37060	5593	9	all	all	DT
37060	5593	10	of	of	IN
37060	5593	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5593	12	enthusiasm	enthusiasm	NN
37060	5593	13	until	until	IN
37060	5593	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5593	15	came	come	VBD
37060	5593	16	time	time	NN
37060	5593	17	to	to	TO
37060	5593	18	leave	leave	VB
37060	5593	19	for	for	IN
37060	5593	20	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	5593	21	.	.	.
37060	5594	1	The	the	DT
37060	5594	2	drive	drive	NN
37060	5594	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5594	4	memorable	memorable	JJ
37060	5594	5	for	for	IN
37060	5594	6	many	many	JJ
37060	5594	7	reasons	reason	NNS
37060	5594	8	.	.	.
37060	5595	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	5595	2	and	and	CC
37060	5595	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5595	4	were	be	VBD
37060	5595	5	,	,	,
37060	5595	6	once	once	RB
37060	5595	7	again	again	RB
37060	5595	8	,	,	,
37060	5595	9	traveling	travel	VBG
37060	5595	10	alone	alone	RB
37060	5595	11	to	to	IN
37060	5595	12	the	the	DT
37060	5595	13	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	5595	14	;	;	:
37060	5595	15	the	the	DT
37060	5595	16	three	three	CD
37060	5595	17	of	of	IN
37060	5595	18	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5595	19	would	would	MD
37060	5595	20	have	have	VB
37060	5595	21	gone	go	VBN
37060	5595	22	,	,	,
37060	5595	23	but	but	CC
37060	5595	24	since	since	IN
37060	5595	25	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	5595	26	had	have	VBD
37060	5595	27	employment	employment	NN
37060	5595	28	obligations	obligation	NNS
37060	5595	29	in	in	IN
37060	5595	30	the	the	DT
37060	5595	31	form	form	NN
37060	5595	32	of	of	IN
37060	5595	33	parent	parent	NN
37060	5595	34	/	/	SYM
37060	5595	35	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	5595	36	conferences	conference	NNS
37060	5595	37	,	,	,
37060	5595	38	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5595	39	decided	decide	VBD
37060	5595	40	,	,	,
37060	5595	41	for	for	IN
37060	5595	42	the	the	DT
37060	5595	43	parents	parent	NNS
37060	5595	44	benefit	benefit	VBP
37060	5595	45	,	,	,
37060	5595	46	to	to	TO
37060	5595	47	remain	remain	VB
37060	5595	48	at	at	IN
37060	5595	49	home	home	NN
37060	5595	50	.	.	.
37060	5596	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5596	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5596	3	the	the	DT
37060	5596	4	year	year	NN
37060	5596	5	's	's	POS
37060	5596	6	first	first	JJ
37060	5596	7	conference	conference	NN
37060	5596	8	and	and	CC
37060	5596	9	no	no	DT
37060	5596	10	one	one	PRP
37060	5596	11	could	could	MD
37060	5596	12	have	have	VB
37060	5596	13	substituted	substitute	VBN
37060	5596	14	.	.	.
37060	5597	1	With	with	IN
37060	5597	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5597	3	car	car	NN
37060	5597	4	's	's	POS
37060	5597	5	heater	heater	NN
37060	5597	6	useless	useless	JJ
37060	5597	7	,	,	,
37060	5597	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5597	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5597	10	also	also	RB
37060	5597	11	the	the	DT
37060	5597	12	first	first	JJ
37060	5597	13	time	time	NN
37060	5597	14	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5597	15	drove	drive	VBD
37060	5597	16	the	the	DT
37060	5597	17	truck	truck	NN
37060	5597	18	.	.	.
37060	5598	1	Because	because	IN
37060	5598	2	the	the	DT
37060	5598	3	truck	truck	NN
37060	5598	4	had	have	VBD
37060	5598	5	a	a	DT
37060	5598	6	manual	manual	JJ
37060	5598	7	transmission	transmission	NN
37060	5598	8	,	,	,
37060	5598	9	steering	steering	NN
37060	5598	10	and	and	CC
37060	5598	11	brakes	brake	NNS
37060	5598	12	,	,	,
37060	5598	13	and	and	CC
37060	5598	14	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	5598	15	's	's	POS
37060	5598	16	blood	blood	NN
37060	5598	17	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	5598	18	rose	rise	VBD
37060	5598	19	at	at	IN
37060	5598	20	the	the	DT
37060	5598	21	mere	mere	JJ
37060	5598	22	thought	thought	NN
37060	5598	23	of	of	IN
37060	5598	24	having	have	VBG
37060	5598	25	to	to	TO
37060	5598	26	drive	drive	VB
37060	5598	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5598	28	,	,	,
37060	5598	29	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5598	30	presumed	presume	VBD
37060	5598	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5598	32	would	would	MD
37060	5598	33	nullify	nullify	VB
37060	5598	34	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5598	35	nightmares	nightmare	NNS
37060	5598	36	if	if	IN
37060	5598	37	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5598	38	retained	retain	VBD
37060	5598	39	use	use	NN
37060	5598	40	of	of	IN
37060	5598	41	the	the	DT
37060	5598	42	family	family	NN
37060	5598	43	car	car	NN
37060	5598	44	.	.	.
37060	5599	1	Finally	finally	RB
37060	5599	2	,	,	,
37060	5599	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5599	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5599	5	the	the	DT
37060	5599	6	first	first	JJ
37060	5599	7	time	time	NN
37060	5599	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5599	9	had	have	VBD
37060	5599	10	ever	ever	RB
37060	5599	11	driven	drive	VBN
37060	5599	12	to	to	IN
37060	5599	13	the	the	DT
37060	5599	14	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	5599	15	by	by	IN
37060	5599	16	way	way	NN
37060	5599	17	of	of	IN
37060	5599	18	the	the	DT
37060	5599	19	prolific	prolific	JJ
37060	5599	20	back	back	JJ
37060	5599	21	roads	road	NNS
37060	5599	22	that	that	WDT
37060	5599	23	skirted	skirt	VBD
37060	5599	24	the	the	DT
37060	5599	25	northern	northern	JJ
37060	5599	26	farmland	farmland	NN
37060	5599	27	;	;	:
37060	5599	28	though	though	IN
37060	5599	29	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5599	30	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	5599	31	at	at	IN
37060	5599	32	various	various	JJ
37060	5599	33	intervals	interval	NNS
37060	5599	34	to	to	TO
37060	5599	35	assure	assure	VB
37060	5599	36	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5599	37	progress	progress	NN
37060	5599	38	,	,	,
37060	5599	39	only	only	RB
37060	5599	40	once	once	RB
37060	5599	41	did	do	VBD
37060	5599	42	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5599	43	find	find	VB
37060	5599	44	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5599	45	on	on	IN
37060	5599	46	the	the	DT
37060	5599	47	right	right	JJ
37060	5599	48	highway	highway	NN
37060	5599	49	traveling	travel	VBG
37060	5599	50	the	the	DT
37060	5599	51	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	5599	52	direction	direction	NN
37060	5599	53	.	.	.
37060	5600	1	All	all	DT
37060	5600	2	things	thing	NNS
37060	5600	3	considered	consider	VBN
37060	5600	4	,	,	,
37060	5600	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5600	6	made	make	VBD
37060	5600	7	an	an	DT
37060	5600	8	interesting	interesting	JJ
37060	5600	9	drive	drive	NN
37060	5600	10	,	,	,
37060	5600	11	and	and	CC
37060	5600	12	between	between	IN
37060	5600	13	eating	eat	VBG
37060	5600	14	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	5600	15	in	in	IN
37060	5600	16	a	a	DT
37060	5600	17	small	small	JJ
37060	5600	18	town	town	NN
37060	5600	19	and	and	CC
37060	5600	20	buying	buy	VBG
37060	5600	21	M	M	NNP
37060	5600	22	and	and	CC
37060	5600	23	M	M	NNP
37060	5600	24	's	's	POS
37060	5600	25	at	at	IN
37060	5600	26	a	a	DT
37060	5600	27	gas	gas	NN
37060	5600	28	station	station	NN
37060	5600	29	and	and	CC
37060	5600	30	watching	watch	VBG
37060	5600	31	Iowa	Iowa	NNP
37060	5600	32	's	's	POS
37060	5600	33	flat	flat	JJ
37060	5600	34	land	land	NN
37060	5600	35	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	5600	36	transform	transform	VBP
37060	5600	37	into	into	IN
37060	5600	38	the	the	DT
37060	5600	39	more	more	RBR
37060	5600	40	hilly	hilly	JJ
37060	5600	41	dairyland	dairyland	NN
37060	5600	42	of	of	IN
37060	5600	43	Wisconsin	Wisconsin	NNP
37060	5600	44	,	,	,
37060	5600	45	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5600	46	did	do	VBD
37060	5600	47	not	not	RB
37060	5600	48	burden	burden	VB
37060	5600	49	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5600	50	with	with	IN
37060	5600	51	the	the	DT
37060	5600	52	essence	essence	NN
37060	5600	53	of	of	IN
37060	5600	54	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5600	55	trip	trip	NN
37060	5600	56	;	;	:
37060	5600	57	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5600	58	found	find	VBD
37060	5600	59	more	more	JJR
37060	5600	60	importance	importance	NN
37060	5600	61	in	in	IN
37060	5600	62	enjoying	enjoy	VBG
37060	5600	63	the	the	DT
37060	5600	64	seven	seven	CD
37060	5600	65	hours	hour	NNS
37060	5600	66	than	than	IN
37060	5600	67	stewing	stew	VBG
37060	5600	68	in	in	IN
37060	5600	69	the	the	DT
37060	5600	70	ignorance	ignorance	NN
37060	5600	71	of	of	IN
37060	5600	72	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5600	73	health	health	NN
37060	5600	74	situation	situation	NN
37060	5600	75	.	.	.
37060	5601	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5601	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5601	3	reached	reach	VBD
37060	5601	4	the	the	DT
37060	5601	5	outskirts	outskirt	NNS
37060	5601	6	of	of	IN
37060	5601	7	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	5601	8	,	,	,
37060	5601	9	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	5601	10	pulled	pull	VBD
37060	5601	11	into	into	IN
37060	5601	12	a	a	DT
37060	5601	13	gas	gas	NN
37060	5601	14	station	station	NN
37060	5601	15	to	to	TO
37060	5601	16	fill	fill	VB
37060	5601	17	up	up	RP
37060	5601	18	the	the	DT
37060	5601	19	tank	tank	NN
37060	5601	20	and	and	CC
37060	5601	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5601	22	jumped	jump	VBD
37060	5601	23	out	out	IN
37060	5601	24	of	of	IN
37060	5601	25	the	the	DT
37060	5601	26	truck	truck	NN
37060	5601	27	for	for	IN
37060	5601	28	a	a	DT
37060	5601	29	stretch	stretch	NN
37060	5601	30	.	.	.
37060	5602	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5602	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5602	3	been	be	VBN
37060	5602	4	a	a	DT
37060	5602	5	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	5602	6	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	5602	7	day	day	NN
37060	5602	8	.	.	.
37060	5603	1	The	the	DT
37060	5603	2	buildings	building	NNS
37060	5603	3	now	now	RB
37060	5603	4	etched	etch	VBD
37060	5603	5	long	long	JJ
37060	5603	6	shadows	shadow	NNS
37060	5603	7	upon	upon	IN
37060	5603	8	the	the	DT
37060	5603	9	sunny	sunny	JJ
37060	5603	10	landscape	landscape	NN
37060	5603	11	;	;	:
37060	5603	12	soon	soon	RB
37060	5603	13	shadow	shadow	NN
37060	5603	14	would	would	MD
37060	5603	15	meet	meet	VB
37060	5603	16	shadow	shadow	NN
37060	5603	17	until	until	IN
37060	5603	18	all	all	DT
37060	5603	19	was	be	VBD
37060	5603	20	covered	cover	VBN
37060	5603	21	by	by	IN
37060	5603	22	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	5603	23	.	.	.
37060	5604	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5604	2	turned	turn	VBD
37060	5604	3	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	5604	4	to	to	TO
37060	5604	5	face	face	VB
37060	5604	6	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	5604	7	and	and	CC
37060	5604	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5604	9	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	5604	10	locked	lock	VBN
37060	5604	11	on	on	IN
37060	5604	12	the	the	DT
37060	5604	13	two	two	CD
37060	5604	14	familiar	familiar	JJ
37060	5604	15	buildings	building	NNS
37060	5604	16	which	which	WDT
37060	5604	17	towered	tower	VBD
37060	5604	18	above	above	IN
37060	5604	19	the	the	DT
37060	5604	20	city	city	NN
37060	5604	21	.	.	.
37060	5605	1	The	the	DT
37060	5605	2	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	5605	3	buildings	building	NNS
37060	5605	4	,	,	,
37060	5605	5	old	old	JJ
37060	5605	6	and	and	CC
37060	5605	7	new	new	JJ
37060	5605	8	,	,	,
37060	5605	9	represented	represent	VBD
37060	5605	10	an	an	DT
37060	5605	11	integrity	integrity	NN
37060	5605	12	in	in	IN
37060	5605	13	medicine	medicine	NN
37060	5605	14	which	which	WDT
37060	5605	15	commanded	command	VBD
37060	5605	16	respect	respect	NN
37060	5605	17	;	;	:
37060	5605	18	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5605	19	could	could	MD
37060	5605	20	bear	bear	VB
37060	5605	21	the	the	DT
37060	5605	22	happiest	happy	JJS
37060	5605	23	or	or	CC
37060	5605	24	the	the	DT
37060	5605	25	most	most	RBS
37060	5605	26	solemn	solemn	JJ
37060	5605	27	news	news	NN
37060	5605	28	,	,	,
37060	5605	29	and	and	CC
37060	5605	30	remain	remain	VBP
37060	5605	31	untouched	untouched	JJ
37060	5605	32	,	,	,
37060	5605	33	for	for	IN
37060	5605	34	in	in	IN
37060	5605	35	those	those	DT
37060	5605	36	two	two	CD
37060	5605	37	buildings	building	NNS
37060	5605	38	illness	illness	NN
37060	5605	39	and	and	CC
37060	5605	40	death	death	NN
37060	5605	41	were	be	VBD
37060	5605	42	more	more	RBR
37060	5605	43	commonplace	commonplace	JJ
37060	5605	44	than	than	IN
37060	5605	45	health	health	NN
37060	5605	46	.	.	.
37060	5606	1	Brothers	brother	NNS
37060	5606	2	of	of	IN
37060	5606	3	the	the	DT
37060	5606	4	same	same	JJ
37060	5606	5	mind	mind	NN
37060	5606	6	and	and	CC
37060	5606	7	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	5606	8	,	,	,
37060	5606	9	the	the	DT
37060	5606	10	buildings	building	NNS
37060	5606	11	formed	form	VBD
37060	5606	12	an	an	DT
37060	5606	13	entity	entity	NN
37060	5606	14	of	of	IN
37060	5606	15	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5606	16	,	,	,
37060	5606	17	daily	daily	JJ
37060	5606	18	inhaling	inhaling	NN
37060	5606	19	and	and	CC
37060	5606	20	exhaling	exhale	VBG
37060	5606	21	patients	patient	NNS
37060	5606	22	irregardless	irregardless	NN
37060	5606	23	of	of	IN
37060	5606	24	whether	whether	IN
37060	5606	25	the	the	DT
37060	5606	26	patients	patient	NNS
37060	5606	27	actually	actually	RB
37060	5606	28	survived	survive	VBD
37060	5606	29	.	.	.
37060	5607	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5607	2	took	take	VBD
37060	5607	3	a	a	DT
37060	5607	4	deep	deep	JJ
37060	5607	5	breath	breath	NN
37060	5607	6	to	to	TO
37060	5607	7	still	still	RB
37060	5607	8	the	the	DT
37060	5607	9	sudden	sudden	JJ
37060	5607	10	,	,	,
37060	5607	11	wrenching	wrench	VBG
37060	5607	12	nervousness	nervousness	NN
37060	5607	13	which	which	WDT
37060	5607	14	clenched	clench	VBD
37060	5607	15	the	the	DT
37060	5607	16	pit	pit	NN
37060	5607	17	of	of	IN
37060	5607	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5607	19	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	5607	20	.	.	.
37060	5608	1	The	the	DT
37060	5608	2	two	two	CD
37060	5608	3	buildings	building	NNS
37060	5608	4	defined	define	VBD
37060	5608	5	the	the	DT
37060	5608	6	reason	reason	NN
37060	5608	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5608	8	was	be	VBD
37060	5608	9	there	there	RB
37060	5608	10	even	even	RB
37060	5608	11	if	if	IN
37060	5608	12	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5608	13	,	,	,
37060	5608	14	as	as	RB
37060	5608	15	yet	yet	RB
37060	5608	16	,	,	,
37060	5608	17	gave	give	VBD
37060	5608	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5608	19	no	no	DT
37060	5608	20	real	real	JJ
37060	5608	21	answers	answer	NNS
37060	5608	22	.	.	.
37060	5609	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5609	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5609	3	then	then	RB
37060	5609	4	that	that	IN
37060	5609	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5609	6	joy	joy	NN
37060	5609	7	ride	ride	NN
37060	5609	8	ended	ended	JJ
37060	5609	9	and	and	CC
37060	5609	10	the	the	DT
37060	5609	11	unhappy	unhappy	JJ
37060	5609	12	reality	reality	NN
37060	5609	13	of	of	IN
37060	5609	14	retiring	retire	VBG
37060	5609	15	for	for	IN
37060	5609	16	the	the	DT
37060	5609	17	evening	evening	NN
37060	5609	18	in	in	IN
37060	5609	19	a	a	DT
37060	5609	20	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5609	21	room	room	NN
37060	5609	22	created	create	VBD
37060	5609	23	waves	wave	NNS
37060	5609	24	in	in	IN
37060	5609	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5609	26	mental	mental	JJ
37060	5609	27	calm	calm	NN
37060	5609	28	.	.	.
37060	5610	1	Even	even	RB
37060	5610	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5610	3	so	so	RB
37060	5610	4	-	-	HYPH
37060	5610	5	called	call	VBN
37060	5610	6	"	"	``
37060	5610	7	last	last	JJ
37060	5610	8	supper	supper	NN
37060	5610	9	"	"	''
37060	5610	10	was	be	VBD
37060	5610	11	clouded	cloud	VBN
37060	5610	12	by	by	IN
37060	5610	13	anxiety	anxiety	NN
37060	5610	14	.	.	.
37060	5611	1	One	one	CD
37060	5611	2	's	's	POS
37060	5611	3	natural	natural	JJ
37060	5611	4	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	5611	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	5611	6	to	to	TO
37060	5611	7	run	run	VB
37060	5611	8	from	from	IN
37060	5611	9	a	a	DT
37060	5611	10	threat	threat	NN
37060	5611	11	,	,	,
37060	5611	12	and	and	CC
37060	5611	13	to	to	TO
37060	5611	14	postpone	postpone	VB
37060	5611	15	less	less	JJR
37060	5611	16	palatable	palatable	JJ
37060	5611	17	situations	situation	NNS
37060	5611	18	as	as	RB
37060	5611	19	long	long	RB
37060	5611	20	as	as	IN
37060	5611	21	possible	possible	JJ
37060	5611	22	.	.	.
37060	5612	1	For	for	IN
37060	5612	2	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5612	3	,	,	,
37060	5612	4	however	however	RB
37060	5612	5	,	,	,
37060	5612	6	there	there	EX
37060	5612	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5612	8	always	always	RB
37060	5612	9	a	a	DT
37060	5612	10	point	point	NN
37060	5612	11	at	at	IN
37060	5612	12	which	which	WDT
37060	5612	13	flight	flight	NN
37060	5612	14	and	and	CC
37060	5612	15	postponement	postponement	NN
37060	5612	16	no	no	RB
37060	5612	17	longer	long	RBR
37060	5612	18	satisfied	satisfy	VBD
37060	5612	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5612	20	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5612	21	needs	need	NNS
37060	5612	22	,	,	,
37060	5612	23	but	but	CC
37060	5612	24	instead	instead	RB
37060	5612	25	created	create	VBN
37060	5612	26	agony	agony	NN
37060	5612	27	in	in	IN
37060	5612	28	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5612	29	own	own	JJ
37060	5612	30	right	right	NN
37060	5612	31	.	.	.
37060	5613	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5613	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5613	3	reached	reach	VBD
37060	5613	4	that	that	DT
37060	5613	5	summit	summit	NN
37060	5613	6	,	,	,
37060	5613	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5613	8	grew	grow	VBD
37060	5613	9	intensely	intensely	RB
37060	5613	10	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	5613	11	and	and	CC
37060	5613	12	within	within	IN
37060	5613	13	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	5613	14	made	make	VBD
37060	5613	15	a	a	DT
37060	5613	16	180	180	CD
37060	5613	17	degree	degree	NN
37060	5613	18	turn	turn	NN
37060	5613	19	which	which	WDT
37060	5613	20	boosted	boost	VBD
37060	5613	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5613	22	into	into	IN
37060	5613	23	an	an	DT
37060	5613	24	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	5613	25	different	different	JJ
37060	5613	26	mode	mode	NN
37060	5613	27	of	of	IN
37060	5613	28	thought	thought	NN
37060	5613	29	.	.	.
37060	5614	1	That	that	DT
37060	5614	2	which	which	WDT
37060	5614	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5614	4	had	have	VBD
37060	5614	5	fled	flee	VBN
37060	5614	6	,	,	,
37060	5614	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5614	8	sought	seek	VBD
37060	5614	9	,	,	,
37060	5614	10	and	and	CC
37060	5614	11	if	if	IN
37060	5614	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5614	13	was	be	VBD
37060	5614	14	denied	deny	VBN
37060	5614	15	the	the	DT
37060	5614	16	pursuit	pursuit	NN
37060	5614	17	of	of	IN
37060	5614	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5614	19	goal	goal	NN
37060	5614	20	,	,	,
37060	5614	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5614	22	would	would	MD
37060	5614	23	experience	experience	VB
37060	5614	24	an	an	DT
37060	5614	25	inner	inner	JJ
37060	5614	26	explosion	explosion	NN
37060	5614	27	of	of	IN
37060	5614	28	panic	panic	NN
37060	5614	29	.	.	.
37060	5615	1	To	to	TO
37060	5615	2	reverse	reverse	VB
37060	5615	3	the	the	DT
37060	5615	4	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	5615	5	that	that	IN
37060	5615	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5615	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5615	8	the	the	DT
37060	5615	9	quarry	quarry	NN
37060	5615	10	in	in	IN
37060	5615	11	an	an	DT
37060	5615	12	unfair	unfair	JJ
37060	5615	13	hunt	hunt	NN
37060	5615	14	,	,	,
37060	5615	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5615	16	had	have	VBD
37060	5615	17	to	to	TO
37060	5615	18	establish	establish	VB
37060	5615	19	for	for	IN
37060	5615	20	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5615	21	that	that	WDT
37060	5615	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5615	23	had	have	VBD
37060	5615	24	complete	complete	JJ
37060	5615	25	control	control	NN
37060	5615	26	over	over	IN
37060	5615	27	the	the	DT
37060	5615	28	situation	situation	NN
37060	5615	29	.	.	.
37060	5616	1	In	in	IN
37060	5616	2	effect	effect	NN
37060	5616	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5616	4	did	do	VBD
37060	5616	5	not	not	RB
37060	5616	6	"	"	``
37060	5616	7	give	give	VB
37060	5616	8	in	in	IN
37060	5616	9	"	"	''
37060	5616	10	or	or	CC
37060	5616	11	surrender	surrender	VB
37060	5616	12	to	to	IN
37060	5616	13	a	a	DT
37060	5616	14	stronger	strong	JJR
37060	5616	15	authority	authority	NN
37060	5616	16	;	;	:
37060	5616	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5616	18	flight	flight	NN
37060	5616	19	came	come	VBD
37060	5616	20	to	to	IN
37060	5616	21	an	an	DT
37060	5616	22	end	end	NN
37060	5616	23	through	through	IN
37060	5616	24	a	a	DT
37060	5616	25	deliberate	deliberate	JJ
37060	5616	26	,	,	,
37060	5616	27	conscious	conscious	JJ
37060	5616	28	decision	decision	NN
37060	5616	29	on	on	IN
37060	5616	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5616	31	behalf	behalf	NN
37060	5616	32	.	.	.
37060	5617	1	And	and	CC
37060	5617	2	so	so	RB
37060	5617	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5617	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5617	5	that	that	IN
37060	5617	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5617	7	finally	finally	RB
37060	5617	8	decided	decide	VBD
37060	5617	9	to	to	TO
37060	5617	10	check	check	VB
37060	5617	11	in	in	IN
37060	5617	12	to	to	IN
37060	5617	13	the	the	DT
37060	5617	14	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5617	15	and	and	CC
37060	5617	16	surrender	surrender	VB
37060	5617	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5617	18	body	body	NN
37060	5617	19	to	to	IN
37060	5617	20	a	a	DT
37060	5617	21	world	world	NN
37060	5617	22	of	of	IN
37060	5617	23	white	white	JJ
37060	5617	24	.	.	.
37060	5618	1	Once	once	IN
37060	5618	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5618	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5618	4	clad	clothe	VBN
37060	5618	5	in	in	IN
37060	5618	6	the	the	DT
37060	5618	7	gown	gown	JJ
37060	5618	8	,	,	,
37060	5618	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5618	10	identity	identity	NN
37060	5618	11	became	become	VBD
37060	5618	12	synonymous	synonymous	JJ
37060	5618	13	with	with	IN
37060	5618	14	scribbles	scribble	NNS
37060	5618	15	on	on	IN
37060	5618	16	a	a	DT
37060	5618	17	chart	chart	NN
37060	5618	18	,	,	,
37060	5618	19	and	and	CC
37060	5618	20	color	color	NN
37060	5618	21	,	,	,
37060	5618	22	the	the	DT
37060	5618	23	brilliance	brilliance	NN
37060	5618	24	of	of	IN
37060	5618	25	life	life	NN
37060	5618	26	on	on	IN
37060	5618	27	the	the	DT
37060	5618	28	outside	outside	NN
37060	5618	29	,	,	,
37060	5618	30	drained	drain	VBD
37060	5618	31	away	away	RB
37060	5618	32	.	.	.
37060	5619	1	Hospitals	hospital	NNS
37060	5619	2	robbed	rob	VBD
37060	5619	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5619	4	of	of	IN
37060	5619	5	something	something	NN
37060	5619	6	;	;	:
37060	5619	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5619	8	could	could	MD
37060	5619	9	be	be	VB
37060	5619	10	happy	happy	JJ
37060	5619	11	and	and	CC
37060	5619	12	possess	possess	VB
37060	5619	13	a	a	DT
37060	5619	14	positive	positive	JJ
37060	5619	15	outlook	outlook	NN
37060	5619	16	,	,	,
37060	5619	17	but	but	CC
37060	5619	18	the	the	DT
37060	5619	19	energy	energy	NN
37060	5619	20	and	and	CC
37060	5619	21	vitality	vitality	NN
37060	5619	22	of	of	IN
37060	5619	23	life	life	NN
37060	5619	24	was	be	VBD
37060	5619	25	inaccessible	inaccessible	JJ
37060	5619	26	.	.	.
37060	5620	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5620	2	this	this	DT
37060	5620	3	blandness	blandness	NN
37060	5620	4	in	in	IN
37060	5620	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5620	6	soul	soul	NN
37060	5620	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5620	8	a	a	DT
37060	5620	9	way	way	NN
37060	5620	10	of	of	IN
37060	5620	11	coping	cope	VBG
37060	5620	12	with	with	IN
37060	5620	13	adversity	adversity	NN
37060	5620	14	,	,	,
37060	5620	15	for	for	IN
37060	5620	16	if	if	IN
37060	5620	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5620	18	had	have	VBD
37060	5620	19	little	little	JJ
37060	5620	20	passion	passion	NN
37060	5620	21	from	from	IN
37060	5620	22	the	the	DT
37060	5620	23	outset	outset	NN
37060	5620	24	,	,	,
37060	5620	25	no	no	DT
37060	5620	26	ill	ill	JJ
37060	5620	27	tidings	tiding	NNS
37060	5620	28	could	could	MD
37060	5620	29	evoke	evoke	VB
37060	5620	30	a	a	DT
37060	5620	31	particularly	particularly	RB
37060	5620	32	heated	heated	JJ
37060	5620	33	or	or	CC
37060	5620	34	irrational	irrational	JJ
37060	5620	35	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	5620	36	.	.	.
37060	5621	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	5621	2	left	leave	VBD
37060	5621	3	relatively	relatively	RB
37060	5621	4	early	early	RB
37060	5621	5	for	for	IN
37060	5621	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5621	7	motel	motel	NN
37060	5621	8	,	,	,
37060	5621	9	or	or	CC
37060	5621	10	maybe	maybe	RB
37060	5621	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5621	12	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	5621	13	of	of	IN
37060	5621	14	isolation	isolation	NN
37060	5621	15	only	only	RB
37060	5621	16	made	make	VBD
37060	5621	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5621	18	seem	seem	VB
37060	5621	19	that	that	DT
37060	5621	20	way	way	NN
37060	5621	21	.	.	.
37060	5622	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	5622	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5622	3	been	be	VBN
37060	5622	4	able	able	JJ
37060	5622	5	,	,	,
37060	5622	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5622	7	would	would	MD
37060	5622	8	have	have	VB
37060	5622	9	left	leave	VBN
37060	5622	10	also	also	RB
37060	5622	11	;	;	:
37060	5622	12	sterile	sterile	JJ
37060	5622	13	atmospheres	atmosphere	NNS
37060	5622	14	are	be	VBP
37060	5622	15	rather	rather	RB
37060	5622	16	nerve	nerve	NN
37060	5622	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	5622	18	wracking	wracking	NN
37060	5622	19	,	,	,
37060	5622	20	and	and	CC
37060	5622	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5622	22	knew	know	VBD
37060	5622	23	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	5622	24	was	be	VBD
37060	5622	25	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	5622	26	enough	enough	RB
37060	5622	27	without	without	IN
37060	5622	28	the	the	DT
37060	5622	29	added	add	VBN
37060	5622	30	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	5622	31	of	of	IN
37060	5622	32	whiling	while	VBG
37060	5622	33	away	away	RB
37060	5622	34	the	the	DT
37060	5622	35	twilight	twilight	NN
37060	5622	36	hours	hour	NNS
37060	5622	37	in	in	IN
37060	5622	38	a	a	DT
37060	5622	39	cramped	cramp	VBN
37060	5622	40	four	four	CD
37060	5622	41	-	-	HYPH
37060	5622	42	bed	bed	NN
37060	5622	43	hospital	hospital	NNP
37060	5622	44	ward	ward	NNP
37060	5622	45	.	.	.
37060	5623	1	The	the	DT
37060	5623	2	room	room	NN
37060	5623	3	had	have	VBD
37060	5623	4	no	no	DT
37060	5623	5	T.V.	T.V.	NNP
37060	5624	1	so	so	RB
37060	5624	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5624	3	turned	turn	VBD
37060	5624	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5624	5	attention	attention	NN
37060	5624	6	toward	toward	IN
37060	5624	7	the	the	DT
37060	5624	8	window	window	NN
37060	5624	9	.	.	.
37060	5625	1	Tiny	tiny	JJ
37060	5625	2	dots	dot	NNS
37060	5625	3	marked	mark	VBD
37060	5625	4	streetlights	streetlight	NNS
37060	5625	5	and	and	CC
37060	5625	6	houses	house	NNS
37060	5625	7	,	,	,
37060	5625	8	but	but	CC
37060	5625	9	the	the	DT
37060	5625	10	vast	vast	JJ
37060	5625	11	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	5625	12	prevailed	prevail	VBD
37060	5625	13	over	over	IN
37060	5625	14	most	most	JJS
37060	5625	15	of	of	IN
37060	5625	16	the	the	DT
37060	5625	17	scene	scene	NN
37060	5625	18	,	,	,
37060	5625	19	creating	create	VBG
37060	5625	20	a	a	DT
37060	5625	21	solitude	solitude	NN
37060	5625	22	which	which	WDT
37060	5625	23	mirrored	mirror	VBD
37060	5625	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5625	25	own	own	JJ
37060	5625	26	.	.	.
37060	5626	1	During	during	IN
37060	5626	2	hours	hour	NNS
37060	5626	3	such	such	JJ
37060	5626	4	as	as	IN
37060	5626	5	those	those	DT
37060	5626	6	in	in	IN
37060	5626	7	the	the	DT
37060	5626	8	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5626	9	,	,	,
37060	5626	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5626	11	realized	realize	VBD
37060	5626	12	how	how	WRB
37060	5626	13	terribly	terribly	RB
37060	5626	14	insignificant	insignificant	JJ
37060	5626	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5626	16	was	be	VBD
37060	5626	17	as	as	RB
37060	5626	18	compared	compare	VBN
37060	5626	19	to	to	IN
37060	5626	20	the	the	DT
37060	5626	21	entire	entire	JJ
37060	5626	22	world	world	NN
37060	5626	23	.	.	.
37060	5627	1	A	a	DT
37060	5627	2	person	person	NN
37060	5627	3	could	could	MD
37060	5627	4	lose	lose	VB
37060	5627	5	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5627	6	in	in	IN
37060	5627	7	this	this	DT
37060	5627	8	world	world	NN
37060	5627	9	.	.	.
37060	5628	1	The	the	DT
37060	5628	2	morning	morning	NN
37060	5628	3	held	hold	VBD
37060	5628	4	no	no	DT
37060	5628	5	delights	delight	NNS
37060	5628	6	.	.	.
37060	5629	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5629	2	would	would	MD
37060	5629	3	not	not	RB
37060	5629	4	even	even	RB
37060	5629	5	receive	receive	VB
37060	5629	6	a	a	DT
37060	5629	7	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	5629	8	tray	tray	NN
37060	5629	9	.	.	.
37060	5630	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5630	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	5630	3	forward	forward	RB
37060	5630	4	only	only	RB
37060	5630	5	to	to	IN
37060	5630	6	a	a	DT
37060	5630	7	day	day	NN
37060	5630	8	of	of	IN
37060	5630	9	anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	5630	10	in	in	IN
37060	5630	11	which	which	WDT
37060	5630	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5630	13	was	be	VBD
37060	5630	14	fourth	fourth	JJ
37060	5630	15	in	in	IN
37060	5630	16	line	line	NN
37060	5630	17	to	to	TO
37060	5630	18	leave	leave	VB
37060	5630	19	for	for	IN
37060	5630	20	the	the	DT
37060	5630	21	operating	operating	NN
37060	5630	22	room	room	NN
37060	5630	23	.	.	.
37060	5631	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5631	2	could	could	MD
37060	5631	3	do	do	VB
37060	5631	4	little	little	JJ
37060	5631	5	but	but	CC
37060	5631	6	stare	stare	VB
37060	5631	7	at	at	IN
37060	5631	8	the	the	DT
37060	5631	9	walls	wall	NNS
37060	5631	10	and	and	CC
37060	5631	11	wait	wait	VB
37060	5631	12	for	for	IN
37060	5631	13	the	the	DT
37060	5631	14	morning	morning	NN
37060	5631	15	to	to	TO
37060	5631	16	ripen	ripen	VB
37060	5631	17	into	into	IN
37060	5631	18	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	5631	19	.	.	.
37060	5632	1	By	by	IN
37060	5632	2	mid	mid	NN
37060	5632	3	-	-	NN
37060	5632	4	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	5632	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5632	6	began	begin	VBD
37060	5632	7	to	to	TO
37060	5632	8	wonder	wonder	VB
37060	5632	9	if	if	IN
37060	5632	10	the	the	DT
37060	5632	11	operation	operation	NN
37060	5632	12	would	would	MD
37060	5632	13	be	be	VB
37060	5632	14	cancelled	cancel	VBN
37060	5632	15	due	due	IN
37060	5632	16	to	to	IN
37060	5632	17	the	the	DT
37060	5632	18	lack	lack	NN
37060	5632	19	of	of	IN
37060	5632	20	time	time	NN
37060	5632	21	,	,	,
37060	5632	22	but	but	CC
37060	5632	23	finally	finally	RB
37060	5632	24	several	several	JJ
37060	5632	25	people	people	NNS
37060	5632	26	retrieved	retrieve	VBD
37060	5632	27	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5632	28	,	,	,
37060	5632	29	whereupon	whereupon	IN
37060	5632	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5632	31	was	be	VBD
37060	5632	32	taken	take	VBN
37060	5632	33	through	through	IN
37060	5632	34	the	the	DT
37060	5632	35	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5632	36	corridors	corridor	NNS
37060	5632	37	on	on	IN
37060	5632	38	a	a	DT
37060	5632	39	gurney	gurney	NN
37060	5632	40	and	and	CC
37060	5632	41	given	give	VBN
37060	5632	42	a	a	DT
37060	5632	43	different	different	JJ
37060	5632	44	perspective	perspective	NN
37060	5632	45	of	of	IN
37060	5632	46	the	the	DT
37060	5632	47	building	building	NN
37060	5632	48	than	than	IN
37060	5632	49	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5632	50	was	be	VBD
37060	5632	51	accustomed	accustom	VBN
37060	5632	52	to	to	IN
37060	5632	53	seeing	see	VBG
37060	5632	54	.	.	.
37060	5633	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5633	2	Unlike	unlike	IN
37060	5633	3	some	some	DT
37060	5633	4	public	public	JJ
37060	5633	5	buildings	building	NNS
37060	5633	6	,	,	,
37060	5633	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5633	8	was	be	VBD
37060	5633	9	pleased	pleased	JJ
37060	5633	10	to	to	TO
37060	5633	11	note	note	VB
37060	5633	12	there	there	EX
37060	5633	13	were	be	VBD
37060	5633	14	no	no	DT
37060	5633	15	spit	spit	NN
37060	5633	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	5633	17	balls	ball	NNS
37060	5633	18	on	on	IN
37060	5633	19	the	the	DT
37060	5633	20	ceiling	ceiling	NN
37060	5633	21	.	.	.
37060	5633	22	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5634	1	Riding	ride	VBG
37060	5634	2	along	along	IN
37060	5634	3	the	the	DT
37060	5634	4	hallway	hallway	NN
37060	5634	5	,	,	,
37060	5634	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5634	7	also	also	RB
37060	5634	8	perceived	perceive	VBD
37060	5634	9	a	a	DT
37060	5634	10	difference	difference	NN
37060	5634	11	in	in	IN
37060	5634	12	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5634	13	.	.	.
37060	5635	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5635	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5635	3	in	in	IN
37060	5635	4	the	the	DT
37060	5635	5	spot	spot	NN
37060	5635	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	5635	7	light	light	NN
37060	5635	8	,	,	,
37060	5635	9	the	the	DT
37060	5635	10	main	main	JJ
37060	5635	11	attraction	attraction	NN
37060	5635	12	in	in	IN
37060	5635	13	a	a	DT
37060	5635	14	frightening	frightening	JJ
37060	5635	15	event	event	NN
37060	5635	16	.	.	.
37060	5636	1	.	.	.
37060	5637	1	.	.	.
37060	5638	1	and	and	CC
37060	5638	2	yet	yet	RB
37060	5638	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5638	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5638	5	not	not	RB
37060	5638	6	worried	worried	JJ
37060	5638	7	.	.	.
37060	5639	1	A	a	DT
37060	5639	2	relaxant	relaxant	NN
37060	5639	3	had	have	VBD
37060	5639	4	siphoned	siphon	VBN
37060	5639	5	off	off	RP
37060	5639	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5639	7	excess	excess	JJ
37060	5639	8	nervousness	nervousness	NN
37060	5639	9	and	and	CC
37060	5639	10	the	the	DT
37060	5639	11	remaining	remain	VBG
37060	5639	12	anxiety	anxiety	NN
37060	5639	13	drained	drain	VBD
37060	5639	14	away	away	RB
37060	5639	15	because	because	IN
37060	5639	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5639	17	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	5639	18	was	be	VBD
37060	5639	19	over	over	RB
37060	5639	20	.	.	.
37060	5640	1	In	in	IN
37060	5640	2	a	a	DT
37060	5640	3	partial	partial	JJ
37060	5640	4	dream	dream	NN
37060	5640	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	5640	6	state	state	NN
37060	5640	7	,	,	,
37060	5640	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5640	9	watched	watch	VBD
37060	5640	10	as	as	IN
37060	5640	11	blue	blue	JJ
37060	5640	12	frocked	frocked	JJ
37060	5640	13	workers	worker	NNS
37060	5640	14	rushed	rush	VBD
37060	5640	15	about	about	IN
37060	5640	16	,	,	,
37060	5640	17	preparing	prepare	VBG
37060	5640	18	for	for	IN
37060	5640	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5640	20	operation	operation	NN
37060	5640	21	until	until	IN
37060	5640	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5640	23	was	be	VBD
37060	5640	24	wheeled	wheel	VBN
37060	5640	25	into	into	IN
37060	5640	26	surgery	surgery	NN
37060	5640	27	.	.	.
37060	5641	1	There	there	RB
37060	5641	2	,	,	,
37060	5641	3	bright	bright	JJ
37060	5641	4	round	round	JJ
37060	5641	5	lights	light	NNS
37060	5641	6	shone	shine	VBD
37060	5641	7	overhead	overhead	RB
37060	5641	8	and	and	CC
37060	5641	9	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	5641	10	and	and	CC
37060	5641	11	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	5641	12	craned	crane	VBD
37060	5641	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5641	14	necks	neck	NNS
37060	5641	15	to	to	TO
37060	5641	16	see	see	VB
37060	5641	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5641	18	next	next	JJ
37060	5641	19	patient	patient	NN
37060	5641	20	.	.	.
37060	5642	1	"	"	``
37060	5642	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5642	3	're	be	VBP
37060	5642	4	going	go	VBG
37060	5642	5	to	to	TO
37060	5642	6	feel	feel	VB
37060	5642	7	a	a	DT
37060	5642	8	stick	stick	NN
37060	5642	9	,	,	,
37060	5642	10	"	"	''
37060	5642	11	the	the	DT
37060	5642	12	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	5642	13	warned	warn	VBD
37060	5642	14	.	.	.
37060	5643	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5643	2	watched	watch	VBD
37060	5643	3	as	as	IN
37060	5643	4	the	the	DT
37060	5643	5	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5643	6	placed	place	VBD
37060	5643	7	the	the	DT
37060	5643	8	needle	needle	NN
37060	5643	9	in	in	IN
37060	5643	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5643	11	vein	vein	NN
37060	5643	12	.	.	.
37060	5644	1	For	for	IN
37060	5644	2	the	the	DT
37060	5644	3	first	first	JJ
37060	5644	4	time	time	NN
37060	5644	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5644	6	was	be	VBD
37060	5644	7	aware	aware	JJ
37060	5644	8	of	of	IN
37060	5644	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5644	10	surroundings	surrounding	NNS
37060	5644	11	up	up	IN
37060	5644	12	to	to	IN
37060	5644	13	the	the	DT
37060	5644	14	moment	moment	NN
37060	5644	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5644	16	received	receive	VBD
37060	5644	17	anesthesia	anesthesia	NNP
37060	5644	18	,	,	,
37060	5644	19	and	and	CC
37060	5644	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5644	21	was	be	VBD
37060	5644	22	truly	truly	RB
37060	5644	23	an	an	DT
37060	5644	24	enjoyable	enjoyable	JJ
37060	5644	25	experience	experience	NN
37060	5644	26	.	.	.
37060	5645	1	The	the	DT
37060	5645	2	relaxant	relaxant	NN
37060	5645	3	had	have	VBD
37060	5645	4	full	full	JJ
37060	5645	5	control	control	NN
37060	5645	6	of	of	IN
37060	5645	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5645	8	,	,	,
37060	5645	9	and	and	CC
37060	5645	10	a	a	DT
37060	5645	11	loaded	loaded	JJ
37060	5645	12	gun	gun	NN
37060	5645	13	would	would	MD
37060	5645	14	not	not	RB
37060	5645	15	have	have	VB
37060	5645	16	evoked	evoke	VBN
37060	5645	17	duress	duress	JJ
37060	5645	18	.	.	.
37060	5646	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5646	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	5646	3	at	at	IN
37060	5646	4	the	the	DT
37060	5646	5	kind	kind	NN
37060	5646	6	and	and	CC
37060	5646	7	gentle	gentle	JJ
37060	5646	8	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	5646	9	and	and	CC
37060	5646	10	began	begin	VBD
37060	5646	11	to	to	TO
37060	5646	12	drift	drift	VB
37060	5646	13	away	away	RB
37060	5646	14	,	,	,
37060	5646	15	little	little	JJ
37060	5646	16	by	by	IN
37060	5646	17	little	little	JJ
37060	5646	18	,	,	,
37060	5646	19	until	until	IN
37060	5646	20	reality	reality	NN
37060	5646	21	faded	fade	VBN
37060	5646	22	and	and	CC
37060	5646	23	then	then	RB
37060	5646	24	plunged	plunge	VBD
37060	5646	25	into	into	IN
37060	5646	26	a	a	DT
37060	5646	27	sea	sea	NN
37060	5646	28	of	of	IN
37060	5646	29	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	5646	30	.	.	.
37060	5647	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5647	2	woke	wake	VBD
37060	5647	3	up	up	RP
37060	5647	4	in	in	IN
37060	5647	5	a	a	DT
37060	5647	6	ward	ward	NN
37060	5647	7	which	which	WDT
37060	5647	8	housed	house	VBD
37060	5647	9	three	three	CD
37060	5647	10	elderly	elderly	JJ
37060	5647	11	women	woman	NNS
37060	5647	12	.	.	.
37060	5648	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5648	2	bed	bed	NN
37060	5648	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5648	4	crammed	cram	VBN
37060	5648	5	in	in	IN
37060	5648	6	a	a	DT
37060	5648	7	corner	corner	NN
37060	5648	8	of	of	IN
37060	5648	9	the	the	DT
37060	5648	10	room	room	NN
37060	5648	11	with	with	IN
37060	5648	12	a	a	DT
37060	5648	13	curtain	curtain	NN
37060	5648	14	serving	serve	VBG
37060	5648	15	as	as	IN
37060	5648	16	the	the	DT
37060	5648	17	only	only	JJ
37060	5648	18	form	form	NN
37060	5648	19	of	of	IN
37060	5648	20	privacy	privacy	NN
37060	5648	21	;	;	:
37060	5648	22	from	from	IN
37060	5648	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5648	24	vantage	vantage	NN
37060	5648	25	point	point	NN
37060	5648	26	,	,	,
37060	5648	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5648	28	was	be	VBD
37060	5648	29	able	able	JJ
37060	5648	30	to	to	TO
37060	5648	31	view	view	VB
37060	5648	32	an	an	DT
37060	5648	33	extensive	extensive	JJ
37060	5648	34	portion	portion	NN
37060	5648	35	of	of	IN
37060	5648	36	the	the	DT
37060	5648	37	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5648	38	roof	roof	NN
37060	5648	39	through	through	IN
37060	5648	40	the	the	DT
37060	5648	41	window	window	NN
37060	5648	42	.	.	.
37060	5649	1	The	the	DT
37060	5649	2	first	first	JJ
37060	5649	3	person	person	NN
37060	5649	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5649	5	saw	see	VBD
37060	5649	6	was	be	VBD
37060	5649	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5649	8	father	father	NN
37060	5649	9	who	who	WP
37060	5649	10	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	5649	11	to	to	TO
37060	5649	12	be	be	VB
37060	5649	13	stricken	stricken	VBN
37060	5649	14	with	with	IN
37060	5649	15	concern	concern	NN
37060	5649	16	for	for	IN
37060	5649	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5649	18	condition	condition	NN
37060	5649	19	.	.	.
37060	5650	1	Immediately	immediately	RB
37060	5650	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5650	3	asked	ask	VBD
37060	5650	4	,	,	,
37060	5650	5	"	"	``
37060	5650	6	what	what	WP
37060	5650	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	5650	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5650	9	?	?	.
37060	5650	10	"	"	''
37060	5651	1	to	to	TO
37060	5651	2	which	which	WDT
37060	5651	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5651	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5651	5	given	give	VBN
37060	5651	6	a	a	DT
37060	5651	7	sober	sober	JJ
37060	5651	8	reply	reply	NN
37060	5651	9	of	of	IN
37060	5651	10	"	"	``
37060	5651	11	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5651	12	's	be	VBZ
37060	5651	13	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5651	14	again	again	RB
37060	5651	15	.	.	.
37060	5651	16	"	"	''
37060	5652	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5652	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5652	3	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	5652	4	for	for	IN
37060	5652	5	a	a	DT
37060	5652	6	moment	moment	NN
37060	5652	7	,	,	,
37060	5652	8	and	and	CC
37060	5652	9	then	then	RB
37060	5652	10	thought	think	VBD
37060	5652	11	dryly	dryly	NNP
37060	5652	12	,	,	,
37060	5652	13	"	"	``
37060	5652	14	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5652	15	figures	figure	VBZ
37060	5652	16	.	.	.
37060	5652	17	"	"	''
37060	5653	1	Reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	5653	2	to	to	IN
37060	5653	3	drastic	drastic	JJ
37060	5653	4	news	news	NN
37060	5653	5	are	be	VBP
37060	5653	6	manifold	manifold	JJ
37060	5653	7	and	and	CC
37060	5653	8	multicolored	multicolore	VBN
37060	5653	9	.	.	.
37060	5654	1	To	to	TO
37060	5654	2	say	say	VB
37060	5654	3	there	there	EX
37060	5654	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	5654	5	a	a	DT
37060	5654	6	specific	specific	JJ
37060	5654	7	process	process	NN
37060	5654	8	through	through	IN
37060	5654	9	which	which	WDT
37060	5654	10	each	each	DT
37060	5654	11	grief	grief	NN
37060	5654	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	5654	13	stricken	stricken	VBN
37060	5654	14	individual	individual	NN
37060	5654	15	shall	shall	MD
37060	5654	16	pass	pass	VB
37060	5654	17	parallels	parallel	NNS
37060	5654	18	the	the	DT
37060	5654	19	statement	statement	NN
37060	5654	20	that	that	IN
37060	5654	21	all	all	DT
37060	5654	22	people	people	NNS
37060	5654	23	look	look	VBP
37060	5654	24	alike	alike	RB
37060	5654	25	.	.	.
37060	5655	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5655	2	can	can	MD
37060	5655	3	not	not	RB
37060	5655	4	regard	regard	VB
37060	5655	5	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5655	6	turbulence	turbulence	NN
37060	5655	7	with	with	IN
37060	5655	8	simplicity	simplicity	NN
37060	5655	9	,	,	,
37060	5655	10	for	for	IN
37060	5655	11	each	each	DT
37060	5655	12	individual	individual	JJ
37060	5655	13	possesses	possess	VBZ
37060	5655	14	different	different	JJ
37060	5655	15	levels	level	NNS
37060	5655	16	of	of	IN
37060	5655	17	consciousness	consciousness	NN
37060	5655	18	,	,	,
37060	5655	19	or	or	CC
37060	5655	20	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	5655	21	,	,	,
37060	5655	22	which	which	WDT
37060	5655	23	likewise	likewise	RB
37060	5655	24	renders	render	VBZ
37060	5655	25	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5655	26	ability	ability	NN
37060	5655	27	to	to	TO
37060	5655	28	cope	cope	VB
37060	5655	29	with	with	IN
37060	5655	30	a	a	DT
37060	5655	31	given	give	VBN
37060	5655	32	situation	situation	NN
37060	5655	33	as	as	RB
37060	5655	34	singular	singular	JJ
37060	5655	35	as	as	IN
37060	5655	36	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5655	37	character	character	NN
37060	5655	38	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5655	39	.	.	.
37060	5656	1	Though	though	IN
37060	5656	2	one	one	CD
37060	5656	3	individual	individual	NN
37060	5656	4	's	's	POS
37060	5656	5	coping	coping	NN
37060	5656	6	strategies	strategy	NNS
37060	5656	7	may	may	MD
37060	5656	8	closely	closely	RB
37060	5656	9	resemble	resemble	VB
37060	5656	10	those	those	DT
37060	5656	11	of	of	IN
37060	5656	12	another	another	DT
37060	5656	13	,	,	,
37060	5656	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5656	15	still	still	RB
37060	5656	16	are	be	VBP
37060	5656	17	unique	unique	JJ
37060	5656	18	.	.	.
37060	5657	1	To	to	TO
37060	5657	2	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	5657	3	categorizing	categorize	VBG
37060	5657	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5657	5	will	will	MD
37060	5657	6	remark	remark	VB
37060	5657	7	upon	upon	IN
37060	5657	8	some	some	DT
37060	5657	9	of	of	IN
37060	5657	10	the	the	DT
37060	5657	11	various	various	JJ
37060	5657	12	reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	5657	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5657	14	have	have	VBP
37060	5657	15	encountered	encounter	VBN
37060	5657	16	,	,	,
37060	5657	17	including	include	VBG
37060	5657	18	those	those	DT
37060	5657	19	in	in	IN
37060	5657	20	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5657	21	,	,	,
37060	5657	22	family	family	NN
37060	5657	23	,	,	,
37060	5657	24	and	and	CC
37060	5657	25	friends	friend	NNS
37060	5657	26	as	as	IN
37060	5657	27	"	"	``
37060	5657	28	possible	possible	JJ
37060	5657	29	reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	5657	30	"	"	''
37060	5657	31	rather	rather	RB
37060	5657	32	than	than	IN
37060	5657	33	referring	refer	VBG
37060	5657	34	to	to	IN
37060	5657	35	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5657	36	as	as	IN
37060	5657	37	"	"	``
37060	5657	38	steps	step	NNS
37060	5657	39	"	"	''
37060	5657	40	and	and	CC
37060	5657	41	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	5657	42	applying	apply	VBG
37060	5657	43	on	on	IN
37060	5657	44	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5657	45	a	a	DT
37060	5657	46	more	more	RBR
37060	5657	47	definitive	definitive	JJ
37060	5657	48	and	and	CC
37060	5657	49	absolute	absolute	JJ
37060	5657	50	quality	quality	NN
37060	5657	51	.	.	.
37060	5658	1	While	while	IN
37060	5658	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5658	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	5658	4	possible	possible	JJ
37060	5658	5	for	for	IN
37060	5658	6	people	people	NNS
37060	5658	7	to	to	TO
37060	5658	8	experience	experience	VB
37060	5658	9	each	each	DT
37060	5658	10	"	"	``
37060	5658	11	possible	possible	JJ
37060	5658	12	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	5658	13	,	,	,
37060	5658	14	"	"	''
37060	5658	15	not	not	RB
37060	5658	16	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	5658	17	shall	shall	MD
37060	5658	18	.	.	.
37060	5659	1	If	if	IN
37060	5659	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5659	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5659	4	asked	ask	VBN
37060	5659	5	to	to	TO
37060	5659	6	name	name	VB
37060	5659	7	a	a	DT
37060	5659	8	frame	frame	NN
37060	5659	9	of	of	IN
37060	5659	10	mind	mind	NN
37060	5659	11	in	in	IN
37060	5659	12	which	which	WDT
37060	5659	13	one	one	PRP
37060	5659	14	can	can	MD
37060	5659	15	best	best	RB
37060	5659	16	cope	cope	VB
37060	5659	17	with	with	IN
37060	5659	18	adversity	adversity	NN
37060	5659	19	,	,	,
37060	5659	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5659	21	would	would	MD
37060	5659	22	unhesitatingly	unhesitatingly	RB
37060	5659	23	say	say	VB
37060	5659	24	,	,	,
37060	5659	25	"	"	''
37060	5659	26	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	5659	27	,	,	,
37060	5659	28	"	"	''
37060	5659	29	for	for	IN
37060	5659	30	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5659	31	is	be	VBZ
37060	5659	32	the	the	DT
37060	5659	33	most	most	RBS
37060	5659	34	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	5659	35	manner	manner	NN
37060	5659	36	of	of	IN
37060	5659	37	greeting	greeting	NN
37060	5659	38	and	and	CC
37060	5659	39	harboring	harbor	VBG
37060	5659	40	a	a	DT
37060	5659	41	potentially	potentially	RB
37060	5659	42	grim	grim	JJ
37060	5659	43	reality	reality	NN
37060	5659	44	.	.	.
37060	5660	1	Attaining	attain	VBG
37060	5660	2	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	5660	3	gives	give	VBZ
37060	5660	4	one	one	PRP
37060	5660	5	the	the	DT
37060	5660	6	ability	ability	NN
37060	5660	7	to	to	TO
37060	5660	8	objectively	objectively	RB
37060	5660	9	view	view	VB
37060	5660	10	the	the	DT
37060	5660	11	hardship	hardship	NN
37060	5660	12	and	and	CC
37060	5660	13	cope	cope	VB
37060	5660	14	,	,	,
37060	5660	15	in	in	IN
37060	5660	16	a	a	DT
37060	5660	17	very	very	RB
37060	5660	18	real	real	JJ
37060	5660	19	sense	sense	NN
37060	5660	20	,	,	,
37060	5660	21	with	with	IN
37060	5660	22	the	the	DT
37060	5660	23	final	final	JJ
37060	5660	24	outcome	outcome	NN
37060	5660	25	;	;	:
37060	5660	26	this	this	DT
37060	5660	27	means	mean	VBZ
37060	5660	28	there	there	EX
37060	5660	29	is	be	VBZ
37060	5660	30	no	no	RB
37060	5660	31	longer	long	RBR
37060	5660	32	a	a	DT
37060	5660	33	fight	fight	NN
37060	5660	34	for	for	IN
37060	5660	35	life	life	NN
37060	5660	36	,	,	,
37060	5660	37	but	but	CC
37060	5660	38	an	an	DT
37060	5660	39	enjoyment	enjoyment	NN
37060	5660	40	of	of	IN
37060	5660	41	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5660	42	.	.	.
37060	5661	1	There	there	EX
37060	5661	2	are	be	VBP
37060	5661	3	no	no	DT
37060	5661	4	more	more	JJR
37060	5661	5	bouts	bout	NNS
37060	5661	6	of	of	IN
37060	5661	7	pervasive	pervasive	JJ
37060	5661	8	anger	anger	NN
37060	5661	9	,	,	,
37060	5661	10	fear	fear	NN
37060	5661	11	,	,	,
37060	5661	12	or	or	CC
37060	5661	13	depression	depression	NN
37060	5661	14	;	;	:
37060	5661	15	when	when	WRB
37060	5661	16	these	these	DT
37060	5661	17	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	5661	18	do	do	VBP
37060	5661	19	occur	occur	VB
37060	5661	20	,	,	,
37060	5661	21	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5661	22	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	5661	23	pass	pass	VBP
37060	5661	24	as	as	IN
37060	5661	25	do	do	VBP
37060	5661	26	the	the	DT
37060	5661	27	tides	tide	NNS
37060	5661	28	of	of	IN
37060	5661	29	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	5661	30	in	in	IN
37060	5661	31	the	the	DT
37060	5661	32	healthiest	healthy	JJS
37060	5661	33	of	of	IN
37060	5661	34	people	people	NNS
37060	5661	35	.	.	.
37060	5662	1	The	the	DT
37060	5662	2	problem	problem	NN
37060	5662	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	5662	4	seen	see	VBN
37060	5662	5	and	and	CC
37060	5662	6	understood	understand	VBN
37060	5662	7	in	in	IN
37060	5662	8	realistic	realistic	JJ
37060	5662	9	terms	term	NNS
37060	5662	10	,	,	,
37060	5662	11	rather	rather	RB
37060	5662	12	than	than	IN
37060	5662	13	as	as	IN
37060	5662	14	a	a	DT
37060	5662	15	boogy	boogy	NN
37060	5662	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	5662	17	man	man	NN
37060	5662	18	in	in	IN
37060	5662	19	the	the	DT
37060	5662	20	night	night	NN
37060	5662	21	contesting	contest	VBG
37060	5662	22	for	for	IN
37060	5662	23	one	one	NN
37060	5662	24	's	's	POS
37060	5662	25	life	life	NN
37060	5662	26	.	.	.
37060	5663	1	There	there	EX
37060	5663	2	are	be	VBP
37060	5663	3	no	no	DT
37060	5663	4	more	more	RBR
37060	5663	5	superstitious	superstitious	JJ
37060	5663	6	pleas	plea	NNS
37060	5663	7	for	for	IN
37060	5663	8	help	help	NN
37060	5663	9	,	,	,
37060	5663	10	and	and	CC
37060	5663	11	while	while	IN
37060	5663	12	hope	hope	NN
37060	5663	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	5663	14	maintained	maintain	VBN
37060	5663	15	,	,	,
37060	5663	16	no	no	DT
37060	5663	17	more	more	JJR
37060	5663	18	does	do	VBZ
37060	5663	19	one	one	CD
37060	5663	20	cling	cling	VB
37060	5663	21	to	to	TO
37060	5663	22	blind	blind	VB
37060	5663	23	hope	hope	NN
37060	5663	24	.	.	.
37060	5664	1	Acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	5664	2	does	do	VBZ
37060	5664	3	not	not	RB
37060	5664	4	imply	imply	VB
37060	5664	5	that	that	IN
37060	5664	6	the	the	DT
37060	5664	7	individual	individual	NN
37060	5664	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	5664	9	happy	happy	JJ
37060	5664	10	with	with	IN
37060	5664	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5664	12	health	health	NN
37060	5664	13	disorder	disorder	NN
37060	5664	14	;	;	:
37060	5664	15	however	however	RB
37060	5664	16	,	,	,
37060	5664	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5664	18	does	do	VBZ
37060	5664	19	allow	allow	VB
37060	5664	20	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5664	21	to	to	TO
37060	5664	22	live	live	VB
37060	5664	23	in	in	IN
37060	5664	24	peace	peace	NN
37060	5664	25	and	and	CC
37060	5664	26	embrace	embrace	VB
37060	5664	27	those	those	DT
37060	5664	28	facets	facet	NNS
37060	5664	29	of	of	IN
37060	5664	30	life	life	NN
37060	5664	31	which	which	WDT
37060	5664	32	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5664	33	holds	hold	VBZ
37060	5664	34	meaningful	meaningful	JJ
37060	5664	35	.	.	.
37060	5665	1	Once	once	RB
37060	5665	2	enabled	enable	VBD
37060	5665	3	to	to	TO
37060	5665	4	accept	accept	VB
37060	5665	5	reality	reality	NN
37060	5665	6	,	,	,
37060	5665	7	the	the	DT
37060	5665	8	individual	individual	NN
37060	5665	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	5665	10	secure	secure	JJ
37060	5665	11	within	within	IN
37060	5665	12	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5665	13	and	and	CC
37060	5665	14	can	can	MD
37060	5665	15	similarly	similarly	RB
37060	5665	16	project	project	VB
37060	5665	17	that	that	IN
37060	5665	18	ease	ease	NN
37060	5665	19	upon	upon	IN
37060	5665	20	those	those	DT
37060	5665	21	who	who	WP
37060	5665	22	are	be	VBP
37060	5665	23	close	close	JJ
37060	5665	24	to	to	IN
37060	5665	25	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5665	26	.	.	.
37060	5666	1	Unfortunately	unfortunately	RB
37060	5666	2	there	there	EX
37060	5666	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	5666	4	no	no	DT
37060	5666	5	prescribed	prescribed	JJ
37060	5666	6	method	method	NN
37060	5666	7	of	of	IN
37060	5666	8	gaining	gain	VBG
37060	5666	9	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	5666	10	;	;	:
37060	5666	11	while	while	IN
37060	5666	12	some	some	DT
37060	5666	13	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	5666	14	can	can	MD
37060	5666	15	grasp	grasp	VB
37060	5666	16	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5666	17	difficulty	difficulty	NN
37060	5666	18	outright	outright	RB
37060	5666	19	and	and	CC
37060	5666	20	begin	begin	VB
37060	5666	21	to	to	TO
37060	5666	22	redefine	redefine	VB
37060	5666	23	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5666	24	lives	life	NNS
37060	5666	25	,	,	,
37060	5666	26	others	other	NNS
37060	5666	27	require	require	VBP
37060	5666	28	time	time	NN
37060	5666	29	to	to	TO
37060	5666	30	work	work	VB
37060	5666	31	through	through	IN
37060	5666	32	the	the	DT
37060	5666	33	various	various	JJ
37060	5666	34	stumbling	stumbling	NN
37060	5666	35	blocks	block	NNS
37060	5666	36	which	which	WDT
37060	5666	37	often	often	RB
37060	5666	38	accompany	accompany	VBP
37060	5666	39	trauma	trauma	NN
37060	5666	40	.	.	.
37060	5667	1	Still	still	RB
37060	5667	2	others	other	NNS
37060	5667	3	are	be	VBP
37060	5667	4	never	never	RB
37060	5667	5	able	able	JJ
37060	5667	6	to	to	TO
37060	5667	7	attain	attain	VB
37060	5667	8	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	5667	9	and	and	CC
37060	5667	10	die	die	VB
37060	5667	11	in	in	IN
37060	5667	12	turmoil	turmoil	NN
37060	5667	13	.	.	.
37060	5668	1	Two	two	CD
37060	5668	2	factors	factor	NNS
37060	5668	3	which	which	WDT
37060	5668	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5668	5	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5668	6	can	can	MD
37060	5668	7	greatly	greatly	RB
37060	5668	8	serve	serve	VB
37060	5668	9	toward	toward	IN
37060	5668	10	the	the	DT
37060	5668	11	goal	goal	NN
37060	5668	12	of	of	IN
37060	5668	13	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	5668	14	are	be	VBP
37060	5668	15	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	5668	16	and	and	CC
37060	5668	17	communication	communication	NN
37060	5668	18	.	.	.
37060	5669	1	One	one	CD
37060	5669	2	's	's	POS
37060	5669	3	reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	5669	4	can	can	MD
37060	5669	5	not	not	RB
37060	5669	6	be	be	VB
37060	5669	7	altered	alter	VBN
37060	5669	8	unless	unless	IN
37060	5669	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5669	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	5669	11	aware	aware	JJ
37060	5669	12	of	of	IN
37060	5669	13	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5669	14	;	;	:
37060	5669	15	once	once	RB
37060	5669	16	able	able	JJ
37060	5669	17	to	to	TO
37060	5669	18	note	note	VB
37060	5669	19	irrational	irrational	JJ
37060	5669	20	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	5669	21	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5669	22	such	such	JJ
37060	5669	23	as	as	IN
37060	5669	24	anger	anger	NN
37060	5669	25	directed	direct	VBN
37060	5669	26	toward	toward	IN
37060	5669	27	a	a	DT
37060	5669	28	wife	wife	NN
37060	5669	29	rather	rather	RB
37060	5669	30	than	than	IN
37060	5669	31	at	at	IN
37060	5669	32	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5669	33	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5669	34	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5669	35	can	can	MD
37060	5669	36	with	with	IN
37060	5669	37	time	time	NN
37060	5669	38	change	change	VB
37060	5669	39	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5669	40	actions	action	NNS
37060	5669	41	.	.	.
37060	5670	1	Communication	communication	NN
37060	5670	2	's	's	POS
37060	5670	3	effect	effect	NN
37060	5670	4	on	on	IN
37060	5670	5	adversity	adversity	NN
37060	5670	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	5670	7	that	that	DT
37060	5670	8	of	of	IN
37060	5670	9	purification	purification	NN
37060	5670	10	,	,	,
37060	5670	11	for	for	IN
37060	5670	12	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	5670	13	purges	purge	NNS
37060	5670	14	minds	mind	NNS
37060	5670	15	of	of	IN
37060	5670	16	fear	fear	NN
37060	5670	17	and	and	CC
37060	5670	18	lonliness	lonliness	JJ
37060	5670	19	and	and	CC
37060	5670	20	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	5670	21	filters	filter	VBZ
37060	5670	22	irrationality	irrationality	NN
37060	5670	23	from	from	IN
37060	5670	24	one	one	PRP
37060	5670	25	's	's	POS
37060	5670	26	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	5670	27	into	into	IN
37060	5670	28	non	non	JJ
37060	5670	29	-	-	NN
37060	5670	30	existence	existence	NN
37060	5670	31	.	.	.
37060	5671	1	In	in	IN
37060	5671	2	the	the	DT
37060	5671	3	following	follow	VBG
37060	5671	4	pages	page	NNS
37060	5671	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5671	6	hope	hope	VBP
37060	5671	7	to	to	TO
37060	5671	8	illustrate	illustrate	VB
37060	5671	9	the	the	DT
37060	5671	10	importance	importance	NN
37060	5671	11	of	of	IN
37060	5671	12	communication	communication	NN
37060	5671	13	and	and	CC
37060	5671	14	ironically	ironically	RB
37060	5671	15	,	,	,
37060	5671	16	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5671	17	,	,	,
37060	5671	18	the	the	DT
37060	5671	19	few	few	JJ
37060	5671	20	instances	instance	NNS
37060	5671	21	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	5671	22	communication	communication	NN
37060	5671	23	should	should	MD
37060	5671	24	be	be	VB
37060	5671	25	squelched	squelch	VBN
37060	5671	26	.	.	.
37060	5672	1	"	"	``
37060	5672	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5672	3	's	be	VBZ
37060	5672	4	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5672	5	again	again	RB
37060	5672	6	!	!	.
37060	5672	7	"	"	''
37060	5673	1	A	a	DT
37060	5673	2	mere	mere	JJ
37060	5673	3	three	three	CD
37060	5673	4	words	word	NNS
37060	5673	5	,	,	,
37060	5673	6	and	and	CC
37060	5673	7	yet	yet	RB
37060	5673	8	the	the	DT
37060	5673	9	impact	impact	NN
37060	5673	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	5673	11	great	great	JJ
37060	5673	12	,	,	,
37060	5673	13	and	and	CC
37060	5673	14	the	the	DT
37060	5673	15	repercussions	repercussion	NNS
37060	5673	16	greater	great	JJR
37060	5673	17	still	still	RB
37060	5673	18	.	.	.
37060	5674	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5674	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5674	3	strange	strange	JJ
37060	5674	4	,	,	,
37060	5674	5	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	5674	6	,	,	,
37060	5674	7	to	to	TO
37060	5674	8	think	think	VB
37060	5674	9	so	so	RB
37060	5674	10	few	few	JJ
37060	5674	11	words	word	NNS
37060	5674	12	could	could	MD
37060	5674	13	alter	alter	VB
37060	5674	14	the	the	DT
37060	5674	15	course	course	NN
37060	5674	16	of	of	IN
37060	5674	17	a	a	DT
37060	5674	18	life	life	NN
37060	5674	19	,	,	,
37060	5674	20	and	and	CC
37060	5674	21	profoundly	profoundly	RB
37060	5674	22	affect	affect	VB
37060	5674	23	countless	countless	JJ
37060	5674	24	others	other	NNS
37060	5674	25	;	;	:
37060	5674	26	yet	yet	CC
37060	5674	27	once	once	RB
37060	5674	28	imparted	impart	VBN
37060	5674	29	,	,	,
37060	5674	30	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	5674	31	give	give	VBP
37060	5674	32	way	way	NN
37060	5674	33	to	to	IN
37060	5674	34	reality	reality	NN
37060	5674	35	,	,	,
37060	5674	36	and	and	CC
37060	5674	37	agony	agony	NNP
37060	5674	38	can	can	MD
37060	5674	39	filter	filter	VB
37060	5674	40	deep	deep	RB
37060	5674	41	.	.	.
37060	5675	1	Plans	plan	NNS
37060	5675	2	once	once	RB
37060	5675	3	one	one	PRP
37060	5675	4	's	's	POS
37060	5675	5	own	own	JJ
37060	5675	6	must	must	MD
37060	5675	7	be	be	VB
37060	5675	8	fulfilled	fulfil	VBN
37060	5675	9	by	by	IN
37060	5675	10	another	another	DT
37060	5675	11	,	,	,
37060	5675	12	and	and	CC
37060	5675	13	the	the	DT
37060	5675	14	future	future	NN
37060	5675	15	in	in	IN
37060	5675	16	which	which	WDT
37060	5675	17	one	one	PRP
37060	5675	18	had	have	VBD
37060	5675	19	pictured	picture	VBN
37060	5675	20	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5675	21	,	,	,
37060	5675	22	shall	shall	MD
37060	5675	23	be	be	VB
37060	5675	24	clipped	clip	VBN
37060	5675	25	short	short	JJ
37060	5675	26	and	and	CC
37060	5675	27	uncertain	uncertain	JJ
37060	5675	28	.	.	.
37060	5676	1	Losing	lose	VBG
37060	5676	2	all	all	PDT
37060	5676	3	that	that	DT
37060	5676	4	one	one	NN
37060	5676	5	holds	hold	VBZ
37060	5676	6	dear	dear	NN
37060	5676	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	5676	8	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	5676	9	a	a	DT
37060	5676	10	kind	kind	NN
37060	5676	11	image	image	NN
37060	5676	12	,	,	,
37060	5676	13	for	for	IN
37060	5676	14	despite	despite	IN
37060	5676	15	religion	religion	NN
37060	5676	16	or	or	CC
37060	5676	17	a	a	DT
37060	5676	18	lack	lack	NN
37060	5676	19	thereof	thereof	RB
37060	5676	20	,	,	,
37060	5676	21	death	death	NN
37060	5676	22	is	be	VBZ
37060	5676	23	life	life	NN
37060	5676	24	's	's	POS
37060	5676	25	greatest	great	JJS
37060	5676	26	mystery	mystery	NN
37060	5676	27	,	,	,
37060	5676	28	as	as	IN
37060	5676	29	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5676	30	ever	ever	RB
37060	5676	31	shall	shall	MD
37060	5676	32	be	be	VB
37060	5676	33	.	.	.
37060	5677	1	The	the	DT
37060	5677	2	initial	initial	JJ
37060	5677	3	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	5677	4	to	to	IN
37060	5677	5	a	a	DT
37060	5677	6	terminal	terminal	JJ
37060	5677	7	illness	illness	NN
37060	5677	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	5677	9	often	often	RB
37060	5677	10	that	that	DT
37060	5677	11	of	of	IN
37060	5677	12	undiluted	undiluted	JJ
37060	5677	13	shock	shock	NN
37060	5677	14	,	,	,
37060	5677	15	especially	especially	RB
37060	5677	16	cases	case	NNS
37060	5677	17	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	5677	18	the	the	DT
37060	5677	19	patient	patient	NN
37060	5677	20	had	have	VBD
37060	5677	21	demonstrated	demonstrate	VBN
37060	5677	22	no	no	DT
37060	5677	23	drastic	drastic	JJ
37060	5677	24	changes	change	NNS
37060	5677	25	in	in	IN
37060	5677	26	health	health	NN
37060	5677	27	or	or	CC
37060	5677	28	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5677	29	no	no	DT
37060	5677	30	persistent	persistent	JJ
37060	5677	31	pain	pain	NN
37060	5677	32	.	.	.
37060	5678	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5678	2	the	the	DT
37060	5678	3	dismal	dismal	JJ
37060	5678	4	news	news	NN
37060	5678	5	was	be	VBD
37060	5678	6	revealed	reveal	VBN
37060	5678	7	after	after	IN
37060	5678	8	a	a	DT
37060	5678	9	slight	slight	JJ
37060	5678	10	,	,	,
37060	5678	11	but	but	CC
37060	5678	12	disconcerting	disconcert	VBG
37060	5678	13	health	health	NN
37060	5678	14	symptom	symptom	NN
37060	5678	15	;	;	:
37060	5678	16	the	the	DT
37060	5678	17	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5678	18	was	be	VBD
37060	5678	19	visited	visit	VBN
37060	5678	20	with	with	IN
37060	5678	21	hesitant	hesitant	JJ
37060	5678	22	anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	5678	23	,	,	,
37060	5678	24	with	with	IN
37060	5678	25	the	the	DT
37060	5678	26	hope	hope	NN
37060	5678	27	that	that	IN
37060	5678	28	the	the	DT
37060	5678	29	abdominal	abdominal	JJ
37060	5678	30	protrusion	protrusion	NN
37060	5678	31	was	be	VBD
37060	5678	32	only	only	RB
37060	5678	33	persistent	persistent	JJ
37060	5678	34	gas	gas	NN
37060	5678	35	,	,	,
37060	5678	36	or	or	CC
37060	5678	37	the	the	DT
37060	5678	38	cough	cough	NN
37060	5678	39	was	be	VBD
37060	5678	40	merely	merely	RB
37060	5678	41	the	the	DT
37060	5678	42	stubborn	stubborn	JJ
37060	5678	43	remnants	remnant	NNS
37060	5678	44	of	of	IN
37060	5678	45	last	last	JJ
37060	5678	46	winter	winter	NN
37060	5678	47	's	's	POS
37060	5678	48	cold	cold	NN
37060	5678	49	.	.	.
37060	5679	1	Although	although	IN
37060	5679	2	some	some	DT
37060	5679	3	poor	poor	JJ
37060	5679	4	souls	soul	NNS
37060	5679	5	can	can	MD
37060	5679	6	not	not	RB
37060	5679	7	release	release	VB
37060	5679	8	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5679	9	from	from	IN
37060	5679	10	the	the	DT
37060	5679	11	notion	notion	NN
37060	5679	12	that	that	IN
37060	5679	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5679	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	5679	15	"	"	``
37060	5679	16	only	only	RB
37060	5679	17	a	a	DT
37060	5679	18	mistake	mistake	NN
37060	5679	19	,	,	,
37060	5679	20	"	"	''
37060	5679	21	or	or	CC
37060	5679	22	"	"	``
37060	5679	23	a	a	DT
37060	5679	24	dream	dream	NN
37060	5679	25	,	,	,
37060	5679	26	"	"	``
37060	5679	27	most	most	JJS
37060	5679	28	individual	individual	NN
37060	5679	29	's	's	POS
37060	5679	30	stupification	stupification	NN
37060	5679	31	will	will	MD
37060	5679	32	subside	subside	VB
37060	5679	33	,	,	,
37060	5679	34	allowing	allow	VBG
37060	5679	35	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5679	36	to	to	TO
37060	5679	37	face	face	VB
37060	5679	38	up	up	RP
37060	5679	39	to	to	IN
37060	5679	40	the	the	DT
37060	5679	41	situation	situation	NN
37060	5679	42	and	and	CC
37060	5679	43	deal	deal	VB
37060	5679	44	with	with	IN
37060	5679	45	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5679	46	as	as	IN
37060	5679	47	a	a	DT
37060	5679	48	factual	factual	JJ
37060	5679	49	absolute	absolute	NN
37060	5679	50	.	.	.
37060	5680	1	Because	because	IN
37060	5680	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5680	3	had	have	VBD
37060	5680	4	sought	seek	VBN
37060	5680	5	an	an	DT
37060	5680	6	appointment	appointment	NN
37060	5680	7	with	with	IN
37060	5680	8	the	the	DT
37060	5680	9	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	5680	10	at	at	IN
37060	5680	11	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	5680	12	Clinic	Clinic	NNP
37060	5680	13	of	of	IN
37060	5680	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5680	15	own	own	JJ
37060	5680	16	accord	accord	NN
37060	5680	17	,	,	,
37060	5680	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5680	19	was	be	VBD
37060	5680	20	prepared	prepare	VBN
37060	5680	21	for	for	IN
37060	5680	22	any	any	DT
37060	5680	23	diagnosis	diagnosis	NN
37060	5680	24	which	which	WDT
37060	5680	25	the	the	DT
37060	5680	26	test	test	NN
37060	5680	27	results	result	NNS
37060	5680	28	would	would	MD
37060	5680	29	uncover	uncover	VB
37060	5680	30	.	.	.
37060	5681	1	Noting	note	VBG
37060	5681	2	that	that	IN
37060	5681	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5681	4	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	5681	5	region	region	NN
37060	5681	6	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	5681	7	lop	lop	NN
37060	5681	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	5681	9	sided	sided	JJ
37060	5681	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5681	11	knew	know	VBD
37060	5681	12	there	there	EX
37060	5681	13	was	be	VBD
37060	5681	14	something	something	NN
37060	5681	15	amiss	amiss	JJ
37060	5681	16	despite	despite	IN
37060	5681	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5681	18	seemingly	seemingly	RB
37060	5681	19	good	good	JJ
37060	5681	20	health	health	NN
37060	5681	21	;	;	:
37060	5681	22	thus	thus	RB
37060	5681	23	the	the	DT
37060	5681	24	result	result	NN
37060	5681	25	of	of	IN
37060	5681	26	the	the	DT
37060	5681	27	exploratory	exploratory	JJ
37060	5681	28	surgery	surgery	NN
37060	5681	29	was	be	VBD
37060	5681	30	disappointing	disappointing	JJ
37060	5681	31	,	,	,
37060	5681	32	but	but	CC
37060	5681	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5681	34	can	can	MD
37060	5681	35	not	not	RB
37060	5681	36	say	say	VB
37060	5681	37	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5681	38	was	be	VBD
37060	5681	39	a	a	DT
37060	5681	40	shock	shock	NN
37060	5681	41	.	.	.
37060	5682	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5682	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5682	3	no	no	DT
37060	5682	4	need	need	NN
37060	5682	5	to	to	TO
37060	5682	6	question	question	VB
37060	5682	7	the	the	DT
37060	5682	8	test	test	NN
37060	5682	9	results	result	NNS
37060	5682	10	or	or	CC
37060	5682	11	wildly	wildly	RB
37060	5682	12	seek	seek	VB
37060	5682	13	second	second	JJ
37060	5682	14	and	and	CC
37060	5682	15	third	third	JJ
37060	5682	16	opinions	opinion	NNS
37060	5682	17	.	.	.
37060	5683	1	Viewing	view	VBG
37060	5683	2	the	the	DT
37060	5683	3	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	5683	4	taken	take	VBN
37060	5683	5	by	by	IN
37060	5683	6	the	the	DT
37060	5683	7	CAT	CAT	NNP
37060	5683	8	Scan	Scan	NNP
37060	5683	9	of	of	IN
37060	5683	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5683	11	liver	liver	NN
37060	5683	12	,	,	,
37060	5683	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5683	14	had	have	VBD
37060	5683	15	nonchalantly	nonchalantly	RB
37060	5683	16	asked	ask	VBN
37060	5683	17	,	,	,
37060	5683	18	"	"	``
37060	5683	19	Are	be	VBP
37060	5683	20	there	there	EX
37060	5683	21	supposed	suppose	VBN
37060	5683	22	to	to	TO
37060	5683	23	be	be	VB
37060	5683	24	spots	spot	NNS
37060	5683	25	on	on	IN
37060	5683	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5683	27	like	like	IN
37060	5683	28	that	that	DT
37060	5683	29	?	?	.
37060	5683	30	"	"	''
37060	5684	1	Before	before	IN
37060	5684	2	the	the	DT
37060	5684	3	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5684	4	had	have	VBD
37060	5684	5	given	give	VBN
37060	5684	6	an	an	DT
37060	5684	7	answer	answer	NN
37060	5684	8	,	,	,
37060	5684	9	something	something	NN
37060	5684	10	within	within	IN
37060	5684	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5684	12	mind	mind	NN
37060	5684	13	yelled	yell	VBN
37060	5684	14	,	,	,
37060	5684	15	"	"	``
37060	5684	16	Of	of	RB
37060	5684	17	course	course	RB
37060	5684	18	not	not	RB
37060	5684	19	,	,	,
37060	5684	20	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5684	21	idiot	idiot	NN
37060	5684	22	!	!	.
37060	5684	23	"	"	''
37060	5685	1	The	the	DT
37060	5685	2	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5685	3	responded	respond	VBD
37060	5685	4	likewise	likewise	RB
37060	5685	5	,	,	,
37060	5685	6	although	although	IN
37060	5685	7	considerably	considerably	RB
37060	5685	8	less	less	RBR
37060	5685	9	profound	profound	JJ
37060	5685	10	.	.	.
37060	5686	1	That	that	DT
37060	5686	2	which	which	WDT
37060	5686	3	helped	help	VBD
37060	5686	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5686	5	deal	deal	VB
37060	5686	6	with	with	IN
37060	5686	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5686	8	verdict	verdict	NN
37060	5686	9	,	,	,
37060	5686	10	coupled	couple	VBN
37060	5686	11	with	with	IN
37060	5686	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5686	13	suspicion	suspicion	NN
37060	5686	14	that	that	IN
37060	5686	15	life	life	NN
37060	5686	16	,	,	,
37060	5686	17	for	for	IN
37060	5686	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5686	19	,	,	,
37060	5686	20	had	have	VBD
37060	5686	21	been	be	VBN
37060	5686	22	sailing	sail	VBG
37060	5686	23	along	along	IN
37060	5686	24	a	a	DT
37060	5686	25	bit	bit	NN
37060	5686	26	too	too	RB
37060	5686	27	smoothly	smoothly	RB
37060	5686	28	and	and	CC
37060	5686	29	the	the	DT
37060	5686	30	fact	fact	NN
37060	5686	31	that	that	IN
37060	5686	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5686	33	had	have	VBD
37060	5686	34	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5686	35	previously	previously	RB
37060	5686	36	,	,	,
37060	5686	37	was	be	VBD
37060	5686	38	an	an	DT
37060	5686	39	unusual	unusual	JJ
37060	5686	40	strength	strength	NN
37060	5686	41	to	to	TO
37060	5686	42	adapt	adapt	VB
37060	5686	43	to	to	IN
37060	5686	44	adverse	adverse	JJ
37060	5686	45	situations	situation	NNS
37060	5686	46	.	.	.
37060	5687	1	From	from	IN
37060	5687	2	early	early	JJ
37060	5687	3	in	in	IN
37060	5687	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5687	5	childhood	childhood	NN
37060	5687	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5687	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5687	8	able	able	JJ
37060	5687	9	to	to	TO
37060	5687	10	have	have	VB
37060	5687	11	the	the	DT
37060	5687	12	objectiveness	objectiveness	NN
37060	5687	13	to	to	TO
37060	5687	14	realize	realize	VB
37060	5687	15	that	that	IN
37060	5687	16	things	thing	NNS
37060	5687	17	do	do	VBP
37060	5687	18	n't	not	RB
37060	5687	19	always	always	RB
37060	5687	20	happen	happen	VB
37060	5687	21	to	to	IN
37060	5687	22	"	"	''
37060	5687	23	the	the	DT
37060	5687	24	other	other	JJ
37060	5687	25	guy	guy	NN
37060	5687	26	"	"	''
37060	5687	27	;	;	:
37060	5687	28	actually	actually	RB
37060	5687	29	,	,	,
37060	5687	30	if	if	IN
37060	5687	31	something	something	NN
37060	5687	32	could	could	MD
37060	5687	33	go	go	VB
37060	5687	34	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	5687	35	,	,	,
37060	5687	36	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5687	37	probably	probably	RB
37060	5687	38	would	would	MD
37060	5687	39	.	.	.
37060	5688	1	If	if	IN
37060	5688	2	there	there	EX
37060	5688	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5688	4	a	a	DT
37060	5688	5	log	log	NN
37060	5688	6	poised	poise	VBN
37060	5688	7	between	between	IN
37060	5688	8	two	two	CD
37060	5688	9	opposing	oppose	VBG
37060	5688	10	banks	bank	NNS
37060	5688	11	of	of	IN
37060	5688	12	the	the	DT
37060	5688	13	creek	creek	NN
37060	5688	14	,	,	,
37060	5688	15	the	the	DT
37060	5688	16	odds	odd	NNS
37060	5688	17	were	be	VBD
37060	5688	18	that	that	IN
37060	5688	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5688	20	would	would	MD
37060	5688	21	fall	fall	VB
37060	5688	22	off	off	IN
37060	5688	23	of	of	IN
37060	5688	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5688	25	in	in	IN
37060	5688	26	crossing	crossing	NN
37060	5688	27	.	.	.
37060	5689	1	In	in	IN
37060	5689	2	a	a	DT
37060	5689	3	world	world	NN
37060	5689	4	of	of	IN
37060	5689	5	"	"	``
37060	5689	6	other	other	JJ
37060	5689	7	guys	guy	NNS
37060	5689	8	"	"	``
37060	5689	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5689	10	was	be	VBD
37060	5689	11	just	just	RB
37060	5689	12	one	one	CD
37060	5689	13	,	,	,
37060	5689	14	yet	yet	CC
37060	5689	15	that	that	IN
37060	5689	16	in	in	IN
37060	5689	17	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5689	18	proved	prove	VBD
37060	5689	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5689	20	was	be	VBD
37060	5689	21	immune	immune	JJ
37060	5689	22	to	to	IN
37060	5689	23	no	no	DT
37060	5689	24	adversity	adversity	NN
37060	5689	25	.	.	.
37060	5690	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	5690	2	,	,	,
37060	5690	3	instead	instead	RB
37060	5690	4	of	of	IN
37060	5690	5	"	"	``
37060	5690	6	why	why	WRB
37060	5690	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5690	8	?	?	.
37060	5690	9	"	"	''
37060	5691	1	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5691	2	question	question	NN
37060	5691	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5691	4	generally	generally	RB
37060	5691	5	,	,	,
37060	5691	6	"	"	``
37060	5691	7	why	why	WRB
37060	5691	8	not	not	RB
37060	5691	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5691	10	?	?	.
37060	5691	11	"	"	''
37060	5692	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5692	2	happened	happen	VBD
37060	5692	3	to	to	TO
37060	5692	4	be	be	VB
37060	5692	5	one	one	CD
37060	5692	6	of	of	IN
37060	5692	7	the	the	DT
37060	5692	8	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5692	9	statistics	statistic	NNS
37060	5692	10	,	,	,
37060	5692	11	and	and	CC
37060	5692	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5692	13	was	be	VBD
37060	5692	14	far	far	RB
37060	5692	15	from	from	IN
37060	5692	16	alone	alone	JJ
37060	5692	17	in	in	IN
37060	5692	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5692	19	plight	plight	NN
37060	5692	20	.	.	.
37060	5693	1	Mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5693	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5693	3	no	no	DT
37060	5693	4	easy	easy	JJ
37060	5693	5	burden	burden	NN
37060	5693	6	,	,	,
37060	5693	7	yet	yet	CC
37060	5693	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5693	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5693	10	mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5693	11	to	to	TO
37060	5693	12	deal	deal	VB
37060	5693	13	with	with	IN
37060	5693	14	as	as	RB
37060	5693	15	best	best	RB
37060	5693	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5693	17	could	could	MD
37060	5693	18	;	;	:
37060	5693	19	wallowing	wallow	VBG
37060	5693	20	in	in	IN
37060	5693	21	a	a	DT
37060	5693	22	murky	murky	JJ
37060	5693	23	pool	pool	NN
37060	5693	24	of	of	IN
37060	5693	25	self	self	NN
37060	5693	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	5693	27	pity	pity	NN
37060	5693	28	would	would	MD
37060	5693	29	accomplish	accomplish	VB
37060	5693	30	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	5693	31	.	.	.
37060	5694	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5694	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5694	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5694	4	a	a	DT
37060	5694	5	wave	wave	NN
37060	5694	6	of	of	IN
37060	5694	7	pity	pity	NN
37060	5694	8	tempting	tempt	VBG
37060	5694	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5694	10	with	with	IN
37060	5694	11	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5694	12	utter	utter	JJ
37060	5694	13	worthlessness	worthlessness	NN
37060	5694	14	,	,	,
37060	5694	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5694	16	would	would	MD
37060	5694	17	accommodate	accommodate	VB
37060	5694	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5694	19	for	for	IN
37060	5694	20	a	a	DT
37060	5694	21	brief	brief	JJ
37060	5694	22	period	period	NN
37060	5694	23	and	and	CC
37060	5694	24	then	then	RB
37060	5694	25	cast	cast	VBD
37060	5694	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5694	27	away	away	RB
37060	5694	28	to	to	TO
37060	5694	29	pause	pause	VB
37060	5694	30	and	and	CC
37060	5694	31	reflect	reflect	VB
37060	5694	32	upon	upon	IN
37060	5694	33	those	those	DT
37060	5694	34	whose	whose	WP$
37060	5694	35	health	health	NN
37060	5694	36	involved	involve	VBD
37060	5694	37	more	more	JJR
37060	5694	38	horrid	horrid	NN
37060	5694	39	complications	complication	NNS
37060	5694	40	than	than	IN
37060	5694	41	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5694	42	own	own	JJ
37060	5694	43	.	.	.
37060	5695	1	In	in	IN
37060	5695	2	keeping	keep	VBG
37060	5695	3	with	with	IN
37060	5695	4	some	some	DT
37060	5695	5	individual	individual	NN
37060	5695	6	's	's	POS
37060	5695	7	idea	idea	NN
37060	5695	8	that	that	IN
37060	5695	9	everything	everything	NN
37060	5695	10	happens	happen	VBZ
37060	5695	11	to	to	IN
37060	5695	12	the	the	DT
37060	5695	13	other	other	JJ
37060	5695	14	guy	guy	NN
37060	5695	15	,	,	,
37060	5695	16	often	often	RB
37060	5695	17	the	the	DT
37060	5695	18	same	same	JJ
37060	5695	19	people	people	NNS
37060	5695	20	will	will	MD
37060	5695	21	feel	feel	VB
37060	5695	22	that	that	IN
37060	5695	23	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5695	24	are	be	VBP
37060	5695	25	alone	alone	JJ
37060	5695	26	in	in	IN
37060	5695	27	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5695	28	suffering	suffering	NN
37060	5695	29	.	.	.
37060	5696	1	The	the	DT
37060	5696	2	person	person	NN
37060	5696	3	who	who	WP
37060	5696	4	can	can	MD
37060	5696	5	not	not	RB
37060	5696	6	empty	empty	VB
37060	5696	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5696	8	mind	mind	NN
37060	5696	9	of	of	IN
37060	5696	10	envious	envious	JJ
37060	5696	11	jealousies	jealousy	NNS
37060	5696	12	toward	toward	IN
37060	5696	13	the	the	DT
37060	5696	14	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	5696	15	only	only	RB
37060	5696	16	further	further	JJ
37060	5696	17	torments	torment	NNS
37060	5696	18	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5696	19	,	,	,
37060	5696	20	and	and	CC
37060	5696	21	subtracts	subtract	NNS
37060	5696	22	from	from	IN
37060	5696	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5696	24	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	5696	25	for	for	IN
37060	5696	26	peacefulness	peacefulness	NN
37060	5696	27	.	.	.
37060	5697	1	Although	although	IN
37060	5697	2	those	those	DT
37060	5697	3	who	who	WP
37060	5697	4	yet	yet	RB
37060	5697	5	possess	possess	VBP
37060	5697	6	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5697	7	health	health	NN
37060	5697	8	should	should	MD
37060	5697	9	appreciate	appreciate	VB
37060	5697	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5697	11	,	,	,
37060	5697	12	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5697	13	should	should	MD
37060	5697	14	not	not	RB
37060	5697	15	be	be	VB
37060	5697	16	made	make	VBN
37060	5697	17	to	to	TO
37060	5697	18	feel	feel	VB
37060	5697	19	guilty	guilty	JJ
37060	5697	20	for	for	IN
37060	5697	21	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5697	22	fortune	fortune	NN
37060	5697	23	.	.	.
37060	5698	1	Every	every	DT
37060	5698	2	mortal	mortal	JJ
37060	5698	3	being	being	NN
37060	5698	4	will	will	MD
37060	5698	5	one	one	CD
37060	5698	6	day	day	NN
37060	5698	7	find	find	VB
37060	5698	8	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5698	9	confronted	confront	VBN
37060	5698	10	by	by	IN
37060	5698	11	life	life	NN
37060	5698	12	's	's	POS
37060	5698	13	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	5698	14	reality	reality	NN
37060	5698	15	,	,	,
37060	5698	16	death	death	NN
37060	5698	17	.	.	.
37060	5699	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5699	2	dad	dad	NN
37060	5699	3	,	,	,
37060	5699	4	characteristically	characteristically	RB
37060	5699	5	pessimistic	pessimistic	JJ
37060	5699	6	,	,	,
37060	5699	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5699	8	not	not	RB
37060	5699	9	overly	overly	RB
37060	5699	10	surprised	surprised	JJ
37060	5699	11	by	by	IN
37060	5699	12	the	the	DT
37060	5699	13	news	news	NN
37060	5699	14	that	that	IN
37060	5699	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5699	16	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5699	17	had	have	VBD
37060	5699	18	returned	return	VBN
37060	5699	19	.	.	.
37060	5700	1	After	after	RB
37060	5700	2	all	all	RB
37060	5700	3	,	,	,
37060	5700	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5700	5	was	be	VBD
37060	5700	6	quite	quite	RB
37060	5700	7	used	use	VBN
37060	5700	8	to	to	IN
37060	5700	9	bad	bad	JJ
37060	5700	10	news	news	NN
37060	5700	11	.	.	.
37060	5701	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5701	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5701	3	just	just	RB
37060	5701	4	one	one	CD
37060	5701	5	more	more	RBR
37060	5701	6	undeserved	undeserved	JJ
37060	5701	7	bombshell	bombshell	NN
37060	5701	8	to	to	TO
37060	5701	9	fall	fall	VB
37060	5701	10	upon	upon	IN
37060	5701	11	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5701	12	family	family	NN
37060	5701	13	.	.	.
37060	5702	1	One	one	PRP
37060	5702	2	might	may	MD
37060	5702	3	assume	assume	VB
37060	5702	4	that	that	IN
37060	5702	5	time	time	NN
37060	5702	6	and	and	CC
37060	5702	7	past	past	JJ
37060	5702	8	anguish	anguish	NN
37060	5702	9	would	would	MD
37060	5702	10	have	have	VB
37060	5702	11	provided	provide	VBN
37060	5702	12	a	a	DT
37060	5702	13	natural	natural	JJ
37060	5702	14	immunization	immunization	NN
37060	5702	15	to	to	IN
37060	5702	16	further	further	RB
37060	5702	17	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5702	18	rending	rending	NN
37060	5702	19	.	.	.
37060	5703	1	Still	still	RB
37060	5703	2	,	,	,
37060	5703	3	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	5703	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5703	5	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5703	6	the	the	DT
37060	5703	7	pain	pain	NN
37060	5703	8	;	;	:
37060	5703	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5703	10	saw	see	VBD
37060	5703	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5703	12	in	in	IN
37060	5703	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5703	14	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	5703	15	.	.	.
37060	5704	1	For	for	IN
37060	5704	2	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	5704	3	,	,	,
37060	5704	4	the	the	DT
37060	5704	5	news	news	NN
37060	5704	6	was	be	VBD
37060	5704	7	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5704	8	heartburn	heartburn	NN
37060	5704	9	and	and	CC
37060	5704	10	swept	sweep	VBD
37060	5704	11	like	like	IN
37060	5704	12	a	a	DT
37060	5704	13	roaring	roar	VBG
37060	5704	14	fire	fire	NN
37060	5704	15	through	through	IN
37060	5704	16	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5704	17	chest	chest	NN
37060	5704	18	.	.	.
37060	5705	1	After	after	IN
37060	5705	2	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	5705	3	phoned	phone	VBD
37060	5705	4	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5705	5	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5705	6	caught	catch	VBD
37060	5705	7	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5705	8	breath	breath	NN
37060	5705	9	,	,	,
37060	5705	10	walked	walk	VBD
37060	5705	11	to	to	IN
37060	5705	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5705	13	old	old	JJ
37060	5705	14	bedroom	bedroom	NN
37060	5705	15	and	and	CC
37060	5705	16	stood	stand	VBD
37060	5705	17	in	in	IN
37060	5705	18	the	the	DT
37060	5705	19	doorway	doorway	NN
37060	5705	20	for	for	IN
37060	5705	21	a	a	DT
37060	5705	22	long	long	JJ
37060	5705	23	while	while	NN
37060	5705	24	.	.	.
37060	5706	1	Then	then	RB
37060	5706	2	a	a	DT
37060	5706	3	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	5706	4	of	of	IN
37060	5706	5	anger	anger	NN
37060	5706	6	added	add	VBN
37060	5706	7	fuel	fuel	NN
37060	5706	8	to	to	IN
37060	5706	9	the	the	DT
37060	5706	10	fire	fire	NN
37060	5706	11	;	;	:
37060	5706	12	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5706	13	had	have	VBD
37060	5706	14	remained	remain	VBN
37060	5706	15	at	at	IN
37060	5706	16	home	home	NN
37060	5706	17	for	for	IN
37060	5706	18	conferences	conference	NNS
37060	5706	19	,	,	,
37060	5706	20	giving	give	VBG
37060	5706	21	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5706	22	time	time	NN
37060	5706	23	and	and	CC
37060	5706	24	effort	effort	NN
37060	5706	25	for	for	IN
37060	5706	26	the	the	DT
37060	5706	27	children	child	NNS
37060	5706	28	of	of	IN
37060	5706	29	other	other	JJ
37060	5706	30	parents	parent	NNS
37060	5706	31	,	,	,
37060	5706	32	yet	yet	CC
37060	5706	33	some	some	DT
37060	5706	34	never	never	RB
37060	5706	35	bothered	bother	VBN
37060	5706	36	to	to	TO
37060	5706	37	attend	attend	VB
37060	5706	38	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5706	39	scheduled	schedule	VBN
37060	5706	40	conferences	conference	NNS
37060	5706	41	.	.	.
37060	5707	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5707	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5707	3	been	be	VBN
37060	5707	4	a	a	DT
37060	5707	5	slap	slap	NN
37060	5707	6	in	in	IN
37060	5707	7	the	the	DT
37060	5707	8	face	face	NN
37060	5707	9	;	;	,
37060	5707	10	coupled	couple	VBN
37060	5707	11	with	with	IN
37060	5707	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5707	13	poor	poor	JJ
37060	5707	14	health	health	NN
37060	5707	15	report	report	NN
37060	5707	16	,	,	,
37060	5707	17	however	however	RB
37060	5707	18	,	,	,
37060	5707	19	Mom	mom	NN
37060	5707	20	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5707	21	victimized	victimize	VBN
37060	5707	22	,	,	,
37060	5707	23	as	as	IN
37060	5707	24	if	if	IN
37060	5707	25	by	by	IN
37060	5707	26	traitors	traitor	NNS
37060	5707	27	.	.	.
37060	5708	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5708	2	stayed	stay	VBD
37060	5708	3	home	home	RB
37060	5708	4	.	.	.
37060	5709	1	.	.	.
37060	5710	1	.	.	.
37060	5711	1	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5711	2	"	"	``
37060	5711	3	should	should	MD
37060	5711	4	"	"	``
37060	5711	5	have	have	VB
37060	5711	6	been	be	VBN
37060	5711	7	there	there	RB
37060	5711	8	.	.	.
37060	5712	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	5712	2	stared	stare	VBD
37060	5712	3	at	at	IN
37060	5712	4	the	the	DT
37060	5712	5	lime	lime	NN
37060	5712	6	green	green	JJ
37060	5712	7	walls	wall	NNS
37060	5712	8	through	through	IN
37060	5712	9	a	a	DT
37060	5712	10	transparent	transparent	JJ
37060	5712	11	screen	screen	NN
37060	5712	12	of	of	IN
37060	5712	13	tears	tear	NNS
37060	5712	14	and	and	CC
37060	5712	15	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	5712	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5712	17	as	as	IN
37060	5712	18	a	a	DT
37060	5712	19	little	little	JJ
37060	5712	20	girl	girl	NN
37060	5712	21	,	,	,
37060	5712	22	long	long	RB
37060	5712	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	5712	24	limbed	limbed	JJ
37060	5712	25	and	and	CC
37060	5712	26	skinny	skinny	JJ
37060	5712	27	.	.	.
37060	5713	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5713	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5713	3	happening	happen	VBG
37060	5713	4	again	again	RB
37060	5713	5	;	;	:
37060	5713	6	the	the	DT
37060	5713	7	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	5713	8	had	have	VBD
37060	5713	9	returned	return	VBN
37060	5713	10	to	to	TO
37060	5713	11	deal	deal	VB
37060	5713	12	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5713	13	final	final	JJ
37060	5713	14	blow	blow	NN
37060	5713	15	.	.	.
37060	5714	1	The	the	DT
37060	5714	2	pain	pain	NN
37060	5714	3	of	of	IN
37060	5714	4	reality	reality	NN
37060	5714	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	5714	6	not	not	RB
37060	5714	7	solely	solely	RB
37060	5714	8	one	one	PRP
37060	5714	9	's	's	POS
37060	5714	10	own	own	JJ
37060	5714	11	.	.	.
37060	5715	1	If	if	IN
37060	5715	2	an	an	DT
37060	5715	3	individual	individual	NN
37060	5715	4	's	's	POS
37060	5715	5	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	5715	6	with	with	IN
37060	5715	7	family	family	NN
37060	5715	8	members	member	NNS
37060	5715	9	and	and	CC
37060	5715	10	friends	friend	NNS
37060	5715	11	are	be	VBP
37060	5715	12	of	of	IN
37060	5715	13	foremost	foremost	JJ
37060	5715	14	importance	importance	NN
37060	5715	15	in	in	IN
37060	5715	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5715	17	life	life	NN
37060	5715	18	,	,	,
37060	5715	19	the	the	DT
37060	5715	20	news	news	NN
37060	5715	21	of	of	IN
37060	5715	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5715	23	illness	illness	NN
37060	5715	24	will	will	MD
37060	5715	25	have	have	VB
37060	5715	26	a	a	DT
37060	5715	27	profound	profound	JJ
37060	5715	28	effect	effect	NN
37060	5715	29	on	on	IN
37060	5715	30	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	5715	31	.	.	.
37060	5716	1	Their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5716	2	reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	5716	3	play	play	VBP
37060	5716	4	a	a	DT
37060	5716	5	significant	significant	JJ
37060	5716	6	role	role	NN
37060	5716	7	in	in	IN
37060	5716	8	determining	determine	VBG
37060	5716	9	the	the	DT
37060	5716	10	patient	patient	NN
37060	5716	11	's	's	POS
37060	5716	12	sense	sense	NN
37060	5716	13	of	of	IN
37060	5716	14	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5716	15	stability	stability	NN
37060	5716	16	and	and	CC
37060	5716	17	well	well	NN
37060	5716	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	5716	19	being	being	NN
37060	5716	20	;	;	:
37060	5716	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5716	22	must	must	MD
37060	5716	23	witness	witness	VB
37060	5716	24	the	the	DT
37060	5716	25	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5716	26	pain	pain	NN
37060	5716	27	felt	feel	VBN
37060	5716	28	by	by	IN
37060	5716	29	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5716	30	loved	love	VBN
37060	5716	31	ones	one	NNS
37060	5716	32	,	,	,
37060	5716	33	evident	evident	JJ
37060	5716	34	through	through	IN
37060	5716	35	tearful	tearful	JJ
37060	5716	36	outbursts	outburst	NNS
37060	5716	37	,	,	,
37060	5716	38	inappropriate	inappropriate	JJ
37060	5716	39	anger	anger	NN
37060	5716	40	,	,	,
37060	5716	41	or	or	CC
37060	5716	42	pervasive	pervasive	JJ
37060	5716	43	gloom	gloom	NN
37060	5716	44	,	,	,
37060	5716	45	as	as	IN
37060	5716	46	each	each	DT
37060	5716	47	person	person	NN
37060	5716	48	thinks	think	VBZ
37060	5716	49	of	of	IN
37060	5716	50	the	the	DT
37060	5716	51	future	future	NN
37060	5716	52	and	and	CC
37060	5716	53	the	the	DT
37060	5716	54	way	way	NN
37060	5716	55	in	in	IN
37060	5716	56	which	which	WDT
37060	5716	57	the	the	DT
37060	5716	58	loss	loss	NN
37060	5716	59	will	will	MD
37060	5716	60	affect	affect	VB
37060	5716	61	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5716	62	own	own	JJ
37060	5716	63	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	5716	64	.	.	.
37060	5717	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5717	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5717	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5717	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	5717	5	crucial	crucial	JJ
37060	5717	6	to	to	TO
37060	5717	7	share	share	VB
37060	5717	8	the	the	DT
37060	5717	9	internal	internal	JJ
37060	5717	10	suffering	suffering	NN
37060	5717	11	openly	openly	RB
37060	5717	12	and	and	CC
37060	5717	13	honestly	honestly	RB
37060	5717	14	between	between	IN
37060	5717	15	family	family	NN
37060	5717	16	and	and	CC
37060	5717	17	friends	friend	NNS
37060	5717	18	,	,	,
37060	5717	19	for	for	IN
37060	5717	20	a	a	DT
37060	5717	21	health	health	NN
37060	5717	22	difficulty	difficulty	NN
37060	5717	23	,	,	,
37060	5717	24	although	although	IN
37060	5717	25	borne	bear	VBN
37060	5717	26	by	by	IN
37060	5717	27	one	one	CD
37060	5717	28	,	,	,
37060	5717	29	is	be	VBZ
37060	5717	30	a	a	DT
37060	5717	31	burden	burden	NN
37060	5717	32	felt	feel	VBN
37060	5717	33	by	by	IN
37060	5717	34	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	5717	35	personally	personally	RB
37060	5717	36	involved	involved	JJ
37060	5717	37	.	.	.
37060	5718	1	Though	though	IN
37060	5718	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5718	3	had	have	VBD
37060	5718	4	prepared	prepare	VBN
37060	5718	5	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5718	6	for	for	IN
37060	5718	7	whatever	whatever	WDT
37060	5718	8	the	the	DT
37060	5718	9	outcome	outcome	NN
37060	5718	10	might	may	MD
37060	5718	11	have	have	VB
37060	5718	12	been	be	VBN
37060	5718	13	,	,	,
37060	5718	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5718	15	had	have	VBD
37060	5718	16	not	not	RB
37060	5718	17	been	be	VBN
37060	5718	18	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5718	19	that	that	IN
37060	5718	20	the	the	DT
37060	5718	21	enlargement	enlargement	NN
37060	5718	22	necessarily	necessarily	RB
37060	5718	23	predicted	predict	VBD
37060	5718	24	the	the	DT
37060	5718	25	presence	presence	NN
37060	5718	26	of	of	IN
37060	5718	27	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5718	28	.	.	.
37060	5719	1	There	there	EX
37060	5719	2	were	be	VBD
37060	5719	3	,	,	,
37060	5719	4	after	after	RB
37060	5719	5	all	all	RB
37060	5719	6	,	,	,
37060	5719	7	many	many	JJ
37060	5719	8	other	other	JJ
37060	5719	9	disorders	disorder	NNS
37060	5719	10	that	that	WDT
37060	5719	11	could	could	MD
37060	5719	12	cause	cause	VB
37060	5719	13	the	the	DT
37060	5719	14	liver	liver	NN
37060	5719	15	to	to	TO
37060	5719	16	enlarge	enlarge	NNP
37060	5719	17	.	.	.
37060	5720	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5720	2	haunting	haunting	NN
37060	5720	3	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	5720	4	that	that	IN
37060	5720	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5720	6	had	have	VBD
37060	5720	7	not	not	RB
37060	5720	8	overcome	overcome	VBN
37060	5720	9	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5720	10	was	be	VBD
37060	5720	11	now	now	RB
37060	5720	12	parallel	parallel	JJ
37060	5720	13	with	with	IN
37060	5720	14	reality	reality	NN
37060	5720	15	;	;	:
37060	5720	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5720	17	"	"	``
37060	5720	18	balloon	balloon	NN
37060	5720	19	of	of	IN
37060	5720	20	health	health	NN
37060	5720	21	"	"	''
37060	5720	22	was	be	VBD
37060	5720	23	beginning	begin	VBG
37060	5720	24	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5720	25	descent	descent	NN
37060	5720	26	.	.	.
37060	5721	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5721	2	focused	focus	VBD
37060	5721	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5721	4	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	5721	5	on	on	IN
37060	5721	6	three	three	CD
37060	5721	7	flower	flower	NN
37060	5721	8	arrangements	arrangement	NNS
37060	5721	9	which	which	WDT
37060	5721	10	were	be	VBD
37060	5721	11	blooming	bloom	VBG
37060	5721	12	profusely	profusely	RB
37060	5721	13	on	on	IN
37060	5721	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5721	15	nightstand	nightstand	NN
37060	5721	16	appearing	appearing	NN
37060	5721	17	,	,	,
37060	5721	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5721	19	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	5721	20	,	,	,
37060	5721	21	out	out	IN
37060	5721	22	of	of	IN
37060	5721	23	nowhere	nowhere	RB
37060	5721	24	.	.	.
37060	5722	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5722	2	formed	form	VBD
37060	5722	3	an	an	DT
37060	5722	4	odd	odd	JJ
37060	5722	5	contrast	contrast	NN
37060	5722	6	to	to	IN
37060	5722	7	the	the	DT
37060	5722	8	bleak	bleak	JJ
37060	5722	9	and	and	CC
37060	5722	10	antiseptic	antiseptic	JJ
37060	5722	11	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	5722	12	,	,	,
37060	5722	13	as	as	IN
37060	5722	14	if	if	IN
37060	5722	15	to	to	TO
37060	5722	16	say	say	VB
37060	5722	17	that	that	IN
37060	5722	18	life	life	NN
37060	5722	19	can	can	MD
37060	5722	20	continue	continue	VB
37060	5722	21	even	even	RB
37060	5722	22	in	in	IN
37060	5722	23	such	such	JJ
37060	5722	24	places	place	NNS
37060	5722	25	as	as	IN
37060	5722	26	hospitals	hospital	NNS
37060	5722	27	where	where	WRB
37060	5722	28	dim	dim	NNP
37060	5722	29	hopes	hope	NNS
37060	5722	30	and	and	CC
37060	5722	31	faltering	falter	VBG
37060	5722	32	heartbeats	heartbeat	NNS
37060	5722	33	evoke	evoke	VBP
37060	5722	34	a	a	DT
37060	5722	35	sense	sense	NN
37060	5722	36	of	of	IN
37060	5722	37	gloom	gloom	NN
37060	5722	38	which	which	WDT
37060	5722	39	permeates	permeate	VBZ
37060	5722	40	entire	entire	JJ
37060	5722	41	corridors	corridor	NNS
37060	5722	42	.	.	.
37060	5723	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5723	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	5723	3	to	to	TO
37060	5723	4	barrage	barrage	VB
37060	5723	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5723	6	father	father	NN
37060	5723	7	with	with	IN
37060	5723	8	questions	question	NNS
37060	5723	9	,	,	,
37060	5723	10	many	many	JJ
37060	5723	11	of	of	IN
37060	5723	12	which	which	WDT
37060	5723	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5723	14	was	be	VBD
37060	5723	15	unable	unable	JJ
37060	5723	16	to	to	TO
37060	5723	17	answer	answer	VB
37060	5723	18	since	since	IN
37060	5723	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5723	20	had	have	VBD
37060	5723	21	not	not	RB
37060	5723	22	yet	yet	RB
37060	5723	23	conversed	converse	VBN
37060	5723	24	with	with	IN
37060	5723	25	the	the	DT
37060	5723	26	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	5723	27	to	to	IN
37060	5723	28	any	any	DT
37060	5723	29	great	great	JJ
37060	5723	30	degree	degree	NN
37060	5723	31	.	.	.
37060	5724	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5724	2	could	could	MD
37060	5724	3	only	only	RB
37060	5724	4	tell	tell	VB
37060	5724	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5724	6	that	that	IN
37060	5724	7	the	the	DT
37060	5724	8	surgeon	surgeon	NN
37060	5724	9	opened	open	VBD
37060	5724	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5724	11	mid	mid	NN
37060	5724	12	-	-	NN
37060	5724	13	section	section	NN
37060	5724	14	and	and	CC
37060	5724	15	took	take	VBD
37060	5724	16	a	a	DT
37060	5724	17	biopsy	biopsy	NN
37060	5724	18	.	.	.
37060	5725	1	Seeing	see	VBG
37060	5725	2	that	that	IN
37060	5725	3	the	the	DT
37060	5725	4	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5725	5	was	be	VBD
37060	5725	6	widely	widely	RB
37060	5725	7	distributed	distribute	VBN
37060	5725	8	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	5725	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5725	10	liver	liver	NN
37060	5725	11	,	,	,
37060	5725	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5725	13	was	be	VBD
37060	5725	14	not	not	RB
37060	5725	15	able	able	JJ
37060	5725	16	to	to	TO
37060	5725	17	operate	operate	VB
37060	5725	18	and	and	CC
37060	5725	19	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	5725	20	sewed	sew	VBD
37060	5725	21	up	up	RP
37060	5725	22	the	the	DT
37060	5725	23	incision	incision	NN
37060	5725	24	with	with	IN
37060	5725	25	best	good	JJS
37060	5725	26	wishes	wish	NNS
37060	5725	27	.	.	.
37060	5726	1	Because	because	IN
37060	5726	2	the	the	DT
37060	5726	3	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5726	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5726	5	the	the	DT
37060	5726	6	same	same	JJ
37060	5726	7	type	type	NN
37060	5726	8	as	as	IN
37060	5726	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5726	10	'd	have	VBD
37060	5726	11	previously	previously	RB
37060	5726	12	contracted	contract	VBN
37060	5726	13	,	,	,
37060	5726	14	the	the	DT
37060	5726	15	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	5726	16	believed	believe	VBD
37060	5726	17	that	that	IN
37060	5726	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5726	19	had	have	VBD
37060	5726	20	never	never	RB
37060	5726	21	actually	actually	RB
37060	5726	22	disappeared	disappear	VBN
37060	5726	23	in	in	IN
37060	5726	24	the	the	DT
37060	5726	25	first	first	JJ
37060	5726	26	place	place	NN
37060	5726	27	,	,	,
37060	5726	28	and	and	CC
37060	5726	29	spread	spread	VBD
37060	5726	30	without	without	IN
37060	5726	31	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5726	32	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	5726	33	to	to	IN
37060	5726	34	the	the	DT
37060	5726	35	liver	liver	NN
37060	5726	36	.	.	.
37060	5727	1	This	this	DT
37060	5727	2	might	may	MD
37060	5727	3	have	have	VB
37060	5727	4	occurred	occur	VBN
37060	5727	5	at	at	IN
37060	5727	6	an	an	DT
37060	5727	7	early	early	JJ
37060	5727	8	age	age	NN
37060	5727	9	,	,	,
37060	5727	10	lying	lie	VBG
37060	5727	11	dormant	dormant	JJ
37060	5727	12	,	,	,
37060	5727	13	or	or	CC
37060	5727	14	more	more	RBR
37060	5727	15	probably	probably	RB
37060	5727	16	,	,	,
37060	5727	17	spreading	spread	VBG
37060	5727	18	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	5727	19	until	until	IN
37060	5727	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5727	21	had	have	VBD
37060	5727	22	touched	touch	VBN
37060	5727	23	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	5727	24	sites	site	NNS
37060	5727	25	.	.	.
37060	5728	1	Leiomyosarcomas	Leiomyosarcomas	NNP
37060	5728	2	,	,	,
37060	5728	3	presumably	presumably	RB
37060	5728	4	,	,	,
37060	5728	5	are	be	VBP
37060	5728	6	considered	consider	VBN
37060	5728	7	primarily	primarily	RB
37060	5728	8	"	"	``
37060	5728	9	older	old	JJR
37060	5728	10	women	woman	NNS
37060	5728	11	's	's	POS
37060	5728	12	cancers	cancer	NNS
37060	5728	13	"	"	''
37060	5728	14	which	which	WDT
37060	5728	15	may	may	MD
37060	5728	16	spread	spread	VB
37060	5728	17	to	to	IN
37060	5728	18	the	the	DT
37060	5728	19	lung	lung	NN
37060	5728	20	;	;	:
37060	5728	21	this	this	DT
37060	5728	22	baffled	baffle	VBD
37060	5728	23	the	the	DT
37060	5728	24	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	5728	25	to	to	IN
37060	5728	26	such	such	PDT
37060	5728	27	a	a	DT
37060	5728	28	degree	degree	NN
37060	5728	29	that	that	WDT
37060	5728	30	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5728	31	placed	place	VBD
37060	5728	32	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5728	33	on	on	IN
37060	5728	34	research	research	NN
37060	5728	35	after	after	IN
37060	5728	36	the	the	DT
37060	5728	37	initial	initial	JJ
37060	5728	38	bout	bout	NN
37060	5728	39	,	,	,
37060	5728	40	at	at	IN
37060	5728	41	age	age	NN
37060	5728	42	thirteen	thirteen	CD
37060	5728	43	.	.	.
37060	5729	1	To	to	TO
37060	5729	2	find	find	VB
37060	5729	3	that	that	IN
37060	5729	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5729	5	had	have	VBD
37060	5729	6	again	again	RB
37060	5729	7	defied	defy	VBN
37060	5729	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5729	9	previous	previous	JJ
37060	5729	10	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	5729	11	as	as	IN
37060	5729	12	to	to	IN
37060	5729	13	the	the	DT
37060	5729	14	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	5729	15	of	of	IN
37060	5729	16	the	the	DT
37060	5729	17	average	average	JJ
37060	5729	18	leiomyosarcoma	leiomyosarcoma	NN
37060	5729	19	,	,	,
37060	5729	20	recurring	recur	VBG
37060	5729	21	in	in	IN
37060	5729	22	the	the	DT
37060	5729	23	liver	liver	NN
37060	5729	24	without	without	IN
37060	5729	25	so	so	RB
37060	5729	26	much	much	RB
37060	5729	27	as	as	IN
37060	5729	28	a	a	DT
37060	5729	29	trace	trace	NN
37060	5729	30	in	in	IN
37060	5729	31	the	the	DT
37060	5729	32	lungs	lung	NNS
37060	5729	33	,	,	,
37060	5729	34	was	be	VBD
37060	5729	35	considered	consider	VBN
37060	5729	36	absolutely	absolutely	RB
37060	5729	37	mystifying	mystify	VBG
37060	5729	38	and	and	CC
37060	5729	39	unique	unique	JJ
37060	5729	40	.	.	.
37060	5730	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	5730	2	the	the	DT
37060	5730	3	uniqueness	uniqueness	NN
37060	5730	4	of	of	IN
37060	5730	5	the	the	DT
37060	5730	6	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5730	7	,	,	,
37060	5730	8	the	the	DT
37060	5730	9	fact	fact	NN
37060	5730	10	remained	remain	VBD
37060	5730	11	that	that	IN
37060	5730	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5730	13	was	be	VBD
37060	5730	14	a	a	DT
37060	5730	15	young	young	JJ
37060	5730	16	woman	woman	NN
37060	5730	17	with	with	IN
37060	5730	18	a	a	DT
37060	5730	19	dreaded	dreaded	JJ
37060	5730	20	disease	disease	NN
37060	5730	21	.	.	.
37060	5731	1	.	.	.
37060	5732	1	.	.	.
37060	5733	1	one	one	NN
37060	5733	2	that	that	WDT
37060	5733	3	had	have	VBD
37060	5733	4	supposedly	supposedly	RB
37060	5733	5	been	be	VBN
37060	5733	6	"	"	``
37060	5733	7	cured	cure	VBN
37060	5733	8	"	"	''
37060	5733	9	by	by	IN
37060	5733	10	the	the	DT
37060	5733	11	lengthy	lengthy	JJ
37060	5733	12	operation	operation	NN
37060	5733	13	and	and	CC
37060	5733	14	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	5733	15	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	5733	16	.	.	.
37060	5734	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5734	2	reflected	reflect	VBD
37060	5734	3	how	how	WRB
37060	5734	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5734	5	oncologist	oncologist	NN
37060	5734	6	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5734	7	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5734	8	specialist	specialist	NN
37060	5734	9	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5734	10	had	have	VBD
37060	5734	11	reassured	reassure	VBN
37060	5734	12	the	the	DT
37060	5734	13	permanence	permanence	NN
37060	5734	14	of	of	IN
37060	5734	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5734	16	cure	cure	NN
37060	5734	17	by	by	IN
37060	5734	18	saying	say	VBG
37060	5734	19	,	,	,
37060	5734	20	"	"	``
37060	5734	21	There	there	EX
37060	5734	22	is	be	VBZ
37060	5734	23	more	more	JJR
37060	5734	24	of	of	IN
37060	5734	25	a	a	DT
37060	5734	26	chance	chance	NN
37060	5734	27	of	of	IN
37060	5734	28	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5734	29	being	be	VBG
37060	5734	30	killed	kill	VBN
37060	5734	31	on	on	IN
37060	5734	32	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5734	33	drive	drive	NN
37060	5734	34	to	to	IN
37060	5734	35	the	the	DT
37060	5734	36	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	5734	37	than	than	IN
37060	5734	38	of	of	IN
37060	5734	39	having	have	VBG
37060	5734	40	a	a	DT
37060	5734	41	recurrence	recurrence	NN
37060	5734	42	of	of	IN
37060	5734	43	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5734	44	.	.	.
37060	5734	45	"	"	''
37060	5735	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5735	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5735	3	that	that	DT
37060	5735	4	sure	sure	JJ
37060	5735	5	.	.	.
37060	5736	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5736	2	do	do	VBP
37060	5736	3	not	not	RB
37060	5736	4	envy	envy	VB
37060	5736	5	the	the	DT
37060	5736	6	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	5736	7	.	.	.
37060	5737	1	Daily	daily	RB
37060	5737	2	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5737	3	encounter	encounter	VBP
37060	5737	4	sickness	sickness	NN
37060	5737	5	and	and	CC
37060	5737	6	health	health	NN
37060	5737	7	,	,	,
37060	5737	8	yet	yet	CC
37060	5737	9	are	be	VBP
37060	5737	10	limited	limited	JJ
37060	5737	11	in	in	IN
37060	5737	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5737	13	ability	ability	NN
37060	5737	14	to	to	TO
37060	5737	15	heal	heal	VB
37060	5737	16	and	and	CC
37060	5737	17	assure	assure	VB
37060	5737	18	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5737	19	patients	patient	NNS
37060	5737	20	of	of	IN
37060	5737	21	continual	continual	JJ
37060	5737	22	well	well	NN
37060	5737	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	5737	24	being	being	NN
37060	5737	25	.	.	.
37060	5738	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5738	2	are	be	VBP
37060	5738	3	accused	accuse	VBN
37060	5738	4	of	of	IN
37060	5738	5	being	be	VBG
37060	5738	6	incompetent	incompetent	JJ
37060	5738	7	when	when	WRB
37060	5738	8	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5738	9	can	can	MD
37060	5738	10	not	not	RB
37060	5738	11	act	act	VB
37060	5738	12	as	as	IN
37060	5738	13	God	God	NNP
37060	5738	14	.	.	.
37060	5739	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5739	2	are	be	VBP
37060	5739	3	assumed	assume	VBN
37060	5739	4	to	to	TO
37060	5739	5	be	be	VB
37060	5739	6	uncaring	uncare	VBG
37060	5739	7	and	and	CC
37060	5739	8	detached	detach	VBN
37060	5739	9	,	,	,
37060	5739	10	when	when	WRB
37060	5739	11	in	in	IN
37060	5739	12	all	all	DT
37060	5739	13	actuality	actuality	NN
37060	5739	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5739	15	would	would	MD
37060	5739	16	lose	lose	VB
37060	5739	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5739	18	sanity	sanity	NN
37060	5739	19	if	if	IN
37060	5739	20	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5739	21	were	be	VBD
37060	5739	22	subject	subject	JJ
37060	5739	23	to	to	IN
37060	5739	24	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	5739	25	react	react	VB
37060	5739	26	to	to	IN
37060	5739	27	each	each	DT
37060	5739	28	individual	individual	JJ
37060	5739	29	sadness	sadness	NN
37060	5739	30	.	.	.
37060	5740	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5740	2	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5740	3	deliver	deliver	VBP
37060	5740	4	the	the	DT
37060	5740	5	truth	truth	NN
37060	5740	6	to	to	IN
37060	5740	7	a	a	DT
37060	5740	8	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	5740	9	patient	patient	NN
37060	5740	10	,	,	,
37060	5740	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5740	12	are	be	VBP
37060	5740	13	often	often	RB
37060	5740	14	called	call	VBN
37060	5740	15	tactless	tactless	NN
37060	5740	16	.	.	.
37060	5741	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5741	2	are	be	VBP
37060	5741	3	blamed	blame	VBN
37060	5741	4	for	for	IN
37060	5741	5	finding	find	VBG
37060	5741	6	a	a	DT
37060	5741	7	health	health	NN
37060	5741	8	problem	problem	NN
37060	5741	9	and	and	CC
37060	5741	10	thus	thus	RB
37060	5741	11	disrupting	disrupt	VBG
37060	5741	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5741	13	patient	patient	NN
37060	5741	14	's	's	POS
37060	5741	15	happy	happy	JJ
37060	5741	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	5741	17	go	go	JJ
37060	5741	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	5741	19	lucky	lucky	JJ
37060	5741	20	lifestyle	lifestyle	NN
37060	5741	21	.	.	.
37060	5742	1	Personally	personally	RB
37060	5742	2	,	,	,
37060	5742	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5742	4	'm	be	VBP
37060	5742	5	content	content	JJ
37060	5742	6	with	with	IN
37060	5742	7	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	5742	8	and	and	CC
37060	5742	9	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5742	10	a	a	DT
37060	5742	11	need	need	NN
37060	5742	12	to	to	TO
37060	5742	13	demonstrate	demonstrate	VB
37060	5742	14	that	that	DT
37060	5742	15	gratefulness	gratefulness	NN
37060	5742	16	.	.	.
37060	5743	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5743	2	the	the	DT
37060	5743	3	surgeon	surgeon	NN
37060	5743	4	visited	visit	VBD
37060	5743	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5743	6	room	room	NN
37060	5743	7	after	after	IN
37060	5743	8	the	the	DT
37060	5743	9	operation	operation	NN
37060	5743	10	,	,	,
37060	5743	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5743	12	greeted	greet	VBD
37060	5743	13	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5743	14	with	with	IN
37060	5743	15	a	a	DT
37060	5743	16	smile	smile	NN
37060	5743	17	and	and	CC
37060	5743	18	attempted	attempt	VBD
37060	5743	19	to	to	TO
37060	5743	20	make	make	VB
37060	5743	21	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5743	22	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	5743	23	.	.	.
37060	5744	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5744	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	5744	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5744	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5744	5	n't	not	RB
37060	5744	6	easy	easy	JJ
37060	5744	7	to	to	TO
37060	5744	8	face	face	VB
37060	5744	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5744	10	;	;	:
37060	5744	11	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5744	12	looked	look	VBD
37060	5744	13	at	at	IN
37060	5744	14	each	each	DT
37060	5744	15	other	other	JJ
37060	5744	16	like	like	IN
37060	5744	17	old	old	JJ
37060	5744	18	friends	friend	NNS
37060	5744	19	and	and	CC
37060	5744	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5744	21	took	take	VBD
37060	5744	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5744	23	hand	hand	NN
37060	5744	24	in	in	IN
37060	5744	25	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5744	26	own	own	JJ
37060	5744	27	.	.	.
37060	5745	1	What	what	WP
37060	5745	2	could	could	MD
37060	5745	3	have	have	VB
37060	5745	4	been	be	VBN
37060	5745	5	said	say	VBN
37060	5745	6	that	that	DT
37060	5745	7	had	have	VBD
37060	5745	8	not	not	RB
37060	5745	9	already	already	RB
37060	5745	10	expressed	express	VBN
37060	5745	11	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5745	12	in	in	IN
37060	5745	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5745	14	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	5745	15	?	?	.
37060	5746	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5746	2	questioned	question	VBD
37060	5746	3	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	5746	4	Telander	Telander	NNP
37060	5746	5	about	about	IN
37060	5746	6	the	the	DT
37060	5746	7	various	various	JJ
37060	5746	8	specifics	specific	NNS
37060	5746	9	of	of	IN
37060	5746	10	the	the	DT
37060	5746	11	operation	operation	NN
37060	5746	12	,	,	,
37060	5746	13	and	and	CC
37060	5746	14	casually	casually	RB
37060	5746	15	inquired	inquire	VBD
37060	5746	16	as	as	IN
37060	5746	17	to	to	IN
37060	5746	18	the	the	DT
37060	5746	19	reason	reason	NN
37060	5746	20	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5746	21	did	do	VBD
37060	5746	22	not	not	RB
37060	5746	23	"	"	``
37060	5746	24	simply	simply	RB
37060	5746	25	rip	rip	VB
37060	5746	26	the	the	DT
37060	5746	27	sucker	sucker	NN
37060	5746	28	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5746	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5746	30	liver	liver	NN
37060	5746	31	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5746	32	out	out	RB
37060	5746	33	?	?	.
37060	5746	34	"	"	''
37060	5747	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5747	2	then	then	RB
37060	5747	3	informed	inform	VBD
37060	5747	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5747	5	that	that	IN
37060	5747	6	one	one	PRP
37060	5747	7	can	can	MD
37060	5747	8	not	not	RB
37060	5747	9	live	live	VB
37060	5747	10	without	without	IN
37060	5747	11	the	the	DT
37060	5747	12	organ	organ	NN
37060	5747	13	.	.	.
37060	5748	1	Slightly	slightly	RB
37060	5748	2	embarrassed	embarrassed	JJ
37060	5748	3	,	,	,
37060	5748	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5748	5	said	say	VBD
37060	5748	6	that	that	IN
37060	5748	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5748	8	had	have	VBD
37060	5748	9	never	never	RB
37060	5748	10	been	be	VBN
37060	5748	11	much	much	JJ
37060	5748	12	of	of	IN
37060	5748	13	a	a	DT
37060	5748	14	biology	biology	NN
37060	5748	15	student	student	NN
37060	5748	16	and	and	CC
37060	5748	17	continued	continue	VBD
37060	5748	18	with	with	IN
37060	5748	19	other	other	JJ
37060	5748	20	questions	question	NNS
37060	5748	21	.	.	.
37060	5749	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5749	2	truly	truly	RB
37060	5749	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5749	4	not	not	RB
37060	5749	5	aware	aware	JJ
37060	5749	6	that	that	IN
37060	5749	7	the	the	DT
37060	5749	8	liver	liver	NN
37060	5749	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5749	10	an	an	DT
37060	5749	11	organ	organ	NN
37060	5749	12	of	of	IN
37060	5749	13	such	such	JJ
37060	5749	14	consequence	consequence	NN
37060	5749	15	.	.	.
37060	5750	1	Although	although	IN
37060	5750	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5750	3	never	never	RB
37060	5750	4	encountered	encounter	VBD
37060	5750	5	Telander	Telander	NNP
37060	5750	6	again	again	RB
37060	5750	7	,	,	,
37060	5750	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5750	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5750	10	assigned	assign	VBN
37060	5750	11	to	to	IN
37060	5750	12	a	a	DT
37060	5750	13	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5750	14	who	who	WP
37060	5750	15	made	make	VBD
37060	5750	16	one	one	CD
37060	5750	17	or	or	CC
37060	5750	18	two	two	CD
37060	5750	19	rounds	round	NNS
37060	5750	20	daily	daily	RB
37060	5750	21	to	to	TO
37060	5750	22	note	note	VB
37060	5750	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5750	24	progress	progress	NN
37060	5750	25	.	.	.
37060	5751	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5751	2	bombarded	bombard	VBD
37060	5751	3	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5751	4	with	with	IN
37060	5751	5	any	any	DT
37060	5751	6	questions	question	NNS
37060	5751	7	which	which	WDT
37060	5751	8	happened	happen	VBD
37060	5751	9	to	to	TO
37060	5751	10	cross	cross	VB
37060	5751	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5751	12	mind	mind	NN
37060	5751	13	,	,	,
37060	5751	14	no	no	RB
37060	5751	15	matter	matter	RB
37060	5751	16	how	how	WRB
37060	5751	17	stupid	stupid	JJ
37060	5751	18	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5751	19	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	5751	20	.	.	.
37060	5752	1	Earnest	earnest	JJ
37060	5752	2	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	5752	3	between	between	IN
37060	5752	4	a	a	DT
37060	5752	5	patient	patient	NN
37060	5752	6	and	and	CC
37060	5752	7	those	those	DT
37060	5752	8	with	with	IN
37060	5752	9	whom	whom	WP
37060	5752	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5752	11	interacts	interact	VBZ
37060	5752	12	,	,	,
37060	5752	13	whether	whether	IN
37060	5752	14	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	5752	15	or	or	CC
37060	5752	16	family	family	NN
37060	5752	17	members	member	NNS
37060	5752	18	,	,	,
37060	5752	19	is	be	VBZ
37060	5752	20	a	a	DT
37060	5752	21	necessity	necessity	NN
37060	5752	22	.	.	.
37060	5753	1	Although	although	IN
37060	5753	2	the	the	DT
37060	5753	3	truth	truth	NN
37060	5753	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	5753	5	often	often	RB
37060	5753	6	painful	painful	JJ
37060	5753	7	and	and	CC
37060	5753	8	frightening	frightening	JJ
37060	5753	9	,	,	,
37060	5753	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5753	11	am	be	VBP
37060	5753	12	a	a	DT
37060	5753	13	faithful	faithful	JJ
37060	5753	14	advocate	advocate	NN
37060	5753	15	of	of	IN
37060	5753	16	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	5753	17	over	over	IN
37060	5753	18	ignorance	ignorance	NN
37060	5753	19	,	,	,
37060	5753	20	and	and	CC
37060	5753	21	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5753	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5753	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	5753	24	to	to	IN
37060	5753	25	one	one	PRP
37060	5753	26	's	's	POS
37060	5753	27	benefit	benefit	NN
37060	5753	28	if	if	IN
37060	5753	29	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5753	30	can	can	MD
37060	5753	31	receive	receive	VB
37060	5753	32	the	the	DT
37060	5753	33	news	news	NN
37060	5753	34	of	of	IN
37060	5753	35	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5753	36	illness	illness	NN
37060	5753	37	in	in	IN
37060	5753	38	a	a	DT
37060	5753	39	manner	manner	NN
37060	5753	40	which	which	WDT
37060	5753	41	is	be	VBZ
37060	5753	42	,	,	,
37060	5753	43	at	at	IN
37060	5753	44	once	once	RB
37060	5753	45	,	,	,
37060	5753	46	tactful	tactful	JJ
37060	5753	47	and	and	CC
37060	5753	48	concise	concise	NN
37060	5753	49	.	.	.
37060	5754	1	Rather	rather	RB
37060	5754	2	frequently	frequently	RB
37060	5754	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5754	4	have	have	VBP
37060	5754	5	heard	hear	VBN
37060	5754	6	accounts	account	NNS
37060	5754	7	of	of	IN
37060	5754	8	close	close	JJ
37060	5754	9	relatives	relative	NNS
37060	5754	10	of	of	IN
37060	5754	11	a	a	DT
37060	5754	12	terminally	terminally	RB
37060	5754	13	ill	ill	JJ
37060	5754	14	patient	patient	NN
37060	5754	15	begging	beg	VBG
37060	5754	16	the	the	DT
37060	5754	17	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5754	18	not	not	RB
37060	5754	19	to	to	TO
37060	5754	20	divulge	divulge	VB
37060	5754	21	the	the	DT
37060	5754	22	full	full	JJ
37060	5754	23	implications	implication	NNS
37060	5754	24	of	of	IN
37060	5754	25	the	the	DT
37060	5754	26	patient	patient	NN
37060	5754	27	's	's	POS
37060	5754	28	health	health	NN
37060	5754	29	.	.	.
37060	5755	1	The	the	DT
37060	5755	2	plea	plea	NN
37060	5755	3	,	,	,
37060	5755	4	usually	usually	RB
37060	5755	5	something	something	NN
37060	5755	6	to	to	IN
37060	5755	7	the	the	DT
37060	5755	8	effect	effect	NN
37060	5755	9	,	,	,
37060	5755	10	"	"	``
37060	5755	11	Oh	oh	UH
37060	5755	12	no	no	UH
37060	5755	13	,	,	,
37060	5755	14	Doctor	Doctor	NNP
37060	5755	15	,	,	,
37060	5755	16	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5755	17	ca	can	MD
37060	5755	18	n't	not	RB
37060	5755	19	tell	tell	VB
37060	5755	20	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5755	21	.	.	.
37060	5756	1	.	.	.
37060	5757	1	.	.	.
37060	5758	1	the	the	DT
37060	5758	2	truth	truth	NN
37060	5758	3	would	would	MD
37060	5758	4	kill	kill	VB
37060	5758	5	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5758	6	!	!	.
37060	5758	7	"	"	''
37060	5759	1	is	be	VBZ
37060	5759	2	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	5759	3	curious	curious	JJ
37060	5759	4	in	in	IN
37060	5759	5	the	the	DT
37060	5759	6	context	context	NN
37060	5759	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5759	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	5759	9	used	use	VBN
37060	5759	10	,	,	,
37060	5759	11	for	for	IN
37060	5759	12	doubtlessly	doubtlessly	RB
37060	5759	13	the	the	DT
37060	5759	14	patient	patient	NN
37060	5759	15	will	will	MD
37060	5759	16	die	die	VB
37060	5759	17	whether	whether	IN
37060	5759	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5759	19	knows	know	VBZ
37060	5759	20	all	all	DT
37060	5759	21	of	of	IN
37060	5759	22	the	the	DT
37060	5759	23	facts	fact	NNS
37060	5759	24	or	or	CC
37060	5759	25	not	not	RB
37060	5759	26	.	.	.
37060	5760	1	For	for	IN
37060	5760	2	those	those	DT
37060	5760	3	who	who	WP
37060	5760	4	doubt	doubt	VBP
37060	5760	5	the	the	DT
37060	5760	6	beneficiality	beneficiality	NN
37060	5760	7	of	of	IN
37060	5760	8	telling	tell	VBG
37060	5760	9	the	the	DT
37060	5760	10	truth	truth	NN
37060	5760	11	,	,	,
37060	5760	12	let	let	VB
37060	5760	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5760	14	further	further	RB
37060	5760	15	illustrate	illustrate	VB
37060	5760	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5760	17	assertion	assertion	NN
37060	5760	18	.	.	.
37060	5761	1	After	after	IN
37060	5761	2	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	5761	3	a	a	DT
37060	5761	4	clean	clean	JJ
37060	5761	5	bill	bill	NN
37060	5761	6	of	of	IN
37060	5761	7	health	health	NNP
37060	5761	8	,	,	,
37060	5761	9	a	a	DT
37060	5761	10	person	person	NN
37060	5761	11	who	who	WP
37060	5761	12	has	have	VBZ
37060	5761	13	,	,	,
37060	5761	14	unknowingly	unknowingly	RB
37060	5761	15	,	,	,
37060	5761	16	contracted	contract	VBD
37060	5761	17	leukemia	leukemia	NN
37060	5761	18	continues	continue	VBZ
37060	5761	19	with	with	IN
37060	5761	20	increasing	increase	VBG
37060	5761	21	difficulty	difficulty	NN
37060	5761	22	to	to	TO
37060	5761	23	do	do	VB
37060	5761	24	the	the	DT
37060	5761	25	activities	activity	NNS
37060	5761	26	which	which	WDT
37060	5761	27	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5761	28	formerly	formerly	RB
37060	5761	29	accomplished	accomplish	VBD
37060	5761	30	with	with	IN
37060	5761	31	ease	ease	NN
37060	5761	32	.	.	.
37060	5762	1	This	this	DT
37060	5762	2	individual	individual	NN
37060	5762	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	5762	4	not	not	RB
37060	5762	5	ignorant	ignorant	JJ
37060	5762	6	;	;	:
37060	5762	7	despite	despite	IN
37060	5762	8	any	any	DT
37060	5762	9	clever	clever	JJ
37060	5762	10	lies	lie	NNS
37060	5762	11	that	that	WDT
37060	5762	12	initially	initially	RB
37060	5762	13	might	may	MD
37060	5762	14	have	have	VB
37060	5762	15	given	give	VBN
37060	5762	16	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	5762	17	,	,	,
37060	5762	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5762	19	will	will	MD
37060	5762	20	be	be	VB
37060	5762	21	evident	evident	JJ
37060	5762	22	that	that	IN
37060	5762	23	something	something	NN
37060	5762	24	is	be	VBZ
37060	5762	25	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	5762	26	as	as	IN
37060	5762	27	symptoms	symptom	NNS
37060	5762	28	gain	gain	VBP
37060	5762	29	momentum	momentum	NN
37060	5762	30	.	.	.
37060	5763	1	Withholding	withholding	NN
37060	5763	2	information	information	NN
37060	5763	3	depletes	deplete	VBZ
37060	5763	4	the	the	DT
37060	5763	5	individual	individual	NN
37060	5763	6	's	's	POS
37060	5763	7	right	right	NN
37060	5763	8	to	to	TO
37060	5763	9	spend	spend	VB
37060	5763	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5763	11	time	time	NN
37060	5763	12	as	as	IN
37060	5763	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5763	14	wished	wish	VBD
37060	5763	15	and	and	CC
37060	5763	16	,	,	,
37060	5763	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5763	18	might	may	MD
37060	5763	19	add	add	VB
37060	5763	20	,	,	,
37060	5763	21	to	to	TO
37060	5763	22	work	work	VB
37060	5763	23	through	through	IN
37060	5763	24	the	the	DT
37060	5763	25	possible	possible	JJ
37060	5763	26	stress	stress	NN
37060	5763	27	that	that	WDT
37060	5763	28	is	be	VBZ
37060	5763	29	associated	associate	VBN
37060	5763	30	with	with	IN
37060	5763	31	such	such	JJ
37060	5763	32	devastating	devastating	JJ
37060	5763	33	blows	blow	NNS
37060	5763	34	.	.	.
37060	5764	1	The	the	DT
37060	5764	2	most	most	RBS
37060	5764	3	terrifying	terrifying	JJ
37060	5764	4	part	part	NN
37060	5764	5	of	of	IN
37060	5764	6	a	a	DT
37060	5764	7	horror	horror	NN
37060	5764	8	story	story	NN
37060	5764	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	5764	10	when	when	WRB
37060	5764	11	the	the	DT
37060	5764	12	killer	killer	NN
37060	5764	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	5764	14	yet	yet	RB
37060	5764	15	at	at	IN
37060	5764	16	large	large	JJ
37060	5764	17	,	,	,
37060	5764	18	faceless	faceless	JJ
37060	5764	19	and	and	CC
37060	5764	20	unknown	unknown	JJ
37060	5764	21	.	.	.
37060	5765	1	This	this	DT
37060	5765	2	general	general	JJ
37060	5765	3	prefix	prefix	NN
37060	5765	4	applies	apply	VBZ
37060	5765	5	to	to	IN
37060	5765	6	any	any	DT
37060	5765	7	fear	fear	NN
37060	5765	8	,	,	,
37060	5765	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5765	10	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5765	11	,	,	,
37060	5765	12	because	because	IN
37060	5765	13	once	once	IN
37060	5765	14	the	the	DT
37060	5765	15	unknown	unknown	NN
37060	5765	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	5765	17	brought	bring	VBN
37060	5765	18	into	into	IN
37060	5765	19	the	the	DT
37060	5765	20	light	light	NN
37060	5765	21	and	and	CC
37060	5765	22	understood	understand	VBD
37060	5765	23	,	,	,
37060	5765	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5765	25	can	can	MD
37060	5765	26	no	no	RB
37060	5765	27	longer	longer	RB
37060	5765	28	evoke	evoke	VB
37060	5765	29	the	the	DT
37060	5765	30	terror	terror	NN
37060	5765	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5765	32	had	have	VBD
37060	5765	33	when	when	WRB
37060	5765	34	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5765	35	rampaged	rampage	VBD
37060	5765	36	through	through	IN
37060	5765	37	the	the	DT
37060	5765	38	mind	mind	NN
37060	5765	39	as	as	IN
37060	5765	40	a	a	DT
37060	5765	41	veiled	veiled	JJ
37060	5765	42	monster	monster	NN
37060	5765	43	.	.	.
37060	5766	1	A	a	DT
37060	5766	2	person	person	NN
37060	5766	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	5766	4	not	not	RB
37060	5766	5	afraid	afraid	JJ
37060	5766	6	of	of	IN
37060	5766	7	the	the	DT
37060	5766	8	dark	dark	NN
37060	5766	9	,	,	,
37060	5766	10	but	but	CC
37060	5766	11	rather	rather	RB
37060	5766	12	,	,	,
37060	5766	13	what	what	WP
37060	5766	14	lies	lie	NNS
37060	5766	15	concealed	conceal	VBD
37060	5766	16	within	within	IN
37060	5766	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5766	18	.	.	.
37060	5767	1	Similarly	similarly	RB
37060	5767	2	,	,	,
37060	5767	3	illness	illness	NN
37060	5767	4	can	can	MD
37060	5767	5	evoke	evoke	VB
37060	5767	6	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	5767	7	of	of	IN
37060	5767	8	terror	terror	NN
37060	5767	9	as	as	IN
37060	5767	10	the	the	DT
37060	5767	11	body	body	NN
37060	5767	12	degenerates	degenerate	VBZ
37060	5767	13	before	before	IN
37060	5767	14	an	an	DT
37060	5767	15	unseen	unseen	JJ
37060	5767	16	attacker	attacker	NN
37060	5767	17	.	.	.
37060	5768	1	If	if	IN
37060	5768	2	a	a	DT
37060	5768	3	person	person	NN
37060	5768	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	5768	5	educated	educate	VBN
37060	5768	6	about	about	IN
37060	5768	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5768	8	illness	illness	NN
37060	5768	9	,	,	,
37060	5768	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5768	11	believe	believe	VBP
37060	5768	12	a	a	DT
37060	5768	13	great	great	JJ
37060	5768	14	deal	deal	NN
37060	5768	15	of	of	IN
37060	5768	16	trauma	trauma	NN
37060	5768	17	could	could	MD
37060	5768	18	be	be	VB
37060	5768	19	avoided	avoid	VBN
37060	5768	20	.	.	.
37060	5769	1	Instead	instead	RB
37060	5769	2	of	of	IN
37060	5769	3	presuppositions	presupposition	NNS
37060	5769	4	,	,	,
37060	5769	5	one	one	CD
37060	5769	6	had	have	VBD
37060	5769	7	facts	fact	NNS
37060	5769	8	,	,	,
37060	5769	9	and	and	CC
37060	5769	10	as	as	IN
37060	5769	11	in	in	IN
37060	5769	12	the	the	DT
37060	5769	13	horror	horror	NN
37060	5769	14	story	story	NN
37060	5769	15	,	,	,
37060	5769	16	once	once	RB
37060	5769	17	the	the	DT
37060	5769	18	killer	killer	NN
37060	5769	19	is	be	VBZ
37060	5769	20	recognized	recognize	VBN
37060	5769	21	,	,	,
37060	5769	22	the	the	DT
37060	5769	23	audience	audience	NN
37060	5769	24	is	be	VBZ
37060	5769	25	given	give	VBN
37060	5769	26	the	the	DT
37060	5769	27	hope	hope	NN
37060	5769	28	that	that	IN
37060	5769	29	the	the	DT
37060	5769	30	victim	victim	NN
37060	5769	31	will	will	MD
37060	5769	32	see	see	VB
37060	5769	33	and	and	CC
37060	5769	34	overcome	overcome	VB
37060	5769	35	the	the	DT
37060	5769	36	horrid	horrid	NN
37060	5769	37	pursuer	pursuer	NN
37060	5769	38	.	.	.
37060	5770	1	With	with	IN
37060	5770	2	regard	regard	NN
37060	5770	3	to	to	IN
37060	5770	4	the	the	DT
37060	5770	5	patient	patient	NN
37060	5770	6	,	,	,
37060	5770	7	this	this	DT
37060	5770	8	could	could	MD
37060	5770	9	mean	mean	VB
37060	5770	10	hope	hope	NN
37060	5770	11	instead	instead	RB
37060	5770	12	of	of	IN
37060	5770	13	futility	futility	NN
37060	5770	14	;	;	:
37060	5770	15	when	when	WRB
37060	5770	16	described	describe	VBN
37060	5770	17	symptoms	symptom	NNS
37060	5770	18	do	do	VBP
37060	5770	19	not	not	RB
37060	5770	20	appear	appear	VB
37060	5770	21	,	,	,
37060	5770	22	the	the	DT
37060	5770	23	patient	patient	NN
37060	5770	24	assures	assure	VBZ
37060	5770	25	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5770	26	of	of	IN
37060	5770	27	more	more	JJR
37060	5770	28	time	time	NN
37060	5770	29	to	to	TO
37060	5770	30	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	5770	31	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5770	32	redefined	redefine	VBN
37060	5770	33	life	life	NN
37060	5770	34	.	.	.
37060	5771	1	If	if	IN
37060	5771	2	a	a	DT
37060	5771	3	patient	patient	NN
37060	5771	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	5771	5	led	lead	VBN
37060	5771	6	to	to	TO
37060	5771	7	believe	believe	VB
37060	5771	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5771	9	life	life	NN
37060	5771	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	5771	11	far	far	RB
37060	5771	12	from	from	IN
37060	5771	13	ended	end	VBN
37060	5771	14	,	,	,
37060	5771	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5771	16	may	may	MD
37060	5771	17	put	put	VB
37060	5771	18	off	off	RP
37060	5771	19	preparations	preparation	NNS
37060	5771	20	for	for	IN
37060	5771	21	those	those	DT
37060	5771	22	who	who	WP
37060	5771	23	shall	shall	MD
37060	5771	24	survive	survive	VB
37060	5771	25	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5771	26	.	.	.
37060	5772	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5772	2	,	,	,
37060	5772	3	through	through	IN
37060	5772	4	misguidance	misguidance	NN
37060	5772	5	,	,	,
37060	5772	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5772	7	discovers	discover	VBZ
37060	5772	8	that	that	IN
37060	5772	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5772	10	no	no	RB
37060	5772	11	longer	longer	RB
37060	5772	12	has	have	VBZ
37060	5772	13	the	the	DT
37060	5772	14	time	time	NN
37060	5772	15	which	which	WDT
37060	5772	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5772	17	was	be	VBD
37060	5772	18	"	"	``
37060	5772	19	allotted	allot	VBN
37060	5772	20	,	,	,
37060	5772	21	"	"	''
37060	5772	22	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5772	23	may	may	MD
37060	5772	24	feel	feel	VB
37060	5772	25	frustrated	frustrated	JJ
37060	5772	26	and	and	CC
37060	5772	27	foster	foster	JJ
37060	5772	28	deep	deep	JJ
37060	5772	29	regrets	regret	NNS
37060	5772	30	.	.	.
37060	5773	1	Preparations	preparation	NNS
37060	5773	2	can	can	MD
37060	5773	3	not	not	RB
37060	5773	4	be	be	VB
37060	5773	5	made	make	VBN
37060	5773	6	without	without	IN
37060	5773	7	a	a	DT
37060	5773	8	previous	previous	JJ
37060	5773	9	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	5773	10	of	of	IN
37060	5773	11	one	one	NN
37060	5773	12	's	's	POS
37060	5773	13	illness	illness	NN
37060	5773	14	and	and	CC
37060	5773	15	should	should	MD
37060	5773	16	one	one	CD
37060	5773	17	fall	fall	VB
37060	5773	18	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	5773	19	into	into	IN
37060	5773	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5773	21	demise	demise	NN
37060	5773	22	,	,	,
37060	5773	23	there	there	EX
37060	5773	24	shall	shall	MD
37060	5773	25	be	be	VB
37060	5773	26	no	no	DT
37060	5773	27	time	time	NN
37060	5773	28	for	for	IN
37060	5773	29	the	the	DT
37060	5773	30	assumption	assumption	NN
37060	5773	31	of	of	IN
37060	5773	32	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5773	33	rightful	rightful	JJ
37060	5773	34	choices	choice	NNS
37060	5773	35	.	.	.
37060	5774	1	Many	many	JJ
37060	5774	2	people	people	NNS
37060	5774	3	have	have	VBP
37060	5774	4	confessed	confess	VBN
37060	5774	5	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5774	6	more	more	RBR
37060	5774	7	precious	precious	JJ
37060	5774	8	moments	moment	NNS
37060	5774	9	were	be	VBD
37060	5774	10	spent	spend	VBN
37060	5774	11	after	after	IN
37060	5774	12	the	the	DT
37060	5774	13	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	5774	14	of	of	IN
37060	5774	15	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5774	16	forthcoming	forthcoming	JJ
37060	5774	17	death	death	NN
37060	5774	18	.	.	.
37060	5775	1	Life	life	NN
37060	5775	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5775	3	lived	live	VBN
37060	5775	4	to	to	IN
37060	5775	5	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5775	6	fullest	full	JJS
37060	5775	7	,	,	,
37060	5775	8	since	since	IN
37060	5775	9	unimportant	unimportant	JJ
37060	5775	10	worries	worry	NNS
37060	5775	11	fell	fall	VBD
37060	5775	12	venomless	venomless	RB
37060	5775	13	before	before	IN
37060	5775	14	meaningful	meaningful	JJ
37060	5775	15	concerns	concern	NNS
37060	5775	16	.	.	.
37060	5776	1	There	there	EX
37060	5776	2	can	can	MD
37060	5776	3	be	be	VB
37060	5776	4	rediscovery	rediscovery	NN
37060	5776	5	of	of	IN
37060	5776	6	those	those	DT
37060	5776	7	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	5776	8	of	of	IN
37060	5776	9	life	life	NN
37060	5776	10	which	which	WDT
37060	5776	11	are	be	VBP
37060	5776	12	so	so	RB
37060	5776	13	easily	easily	RB
37060	5776	14	taken	take	VBN
37060	5776	15	for	for	IN
37060	5776	16	granted	grant	VBN
37060	5776	17	;	;	:
37060	5776	18	one	one	PRP
37060	5776	19	can	can	MD
37060	5776	20	relearn	relearn	VB
37060	5776	21	to	to	TO
37060	5776	22	see	see	VB
37060	5776	23	the	the	DT
37060	5776	24	world	world	NN
37060	5776	25	other	other	JJ
37060	5776	26	than	than	IN
37060	5776	27	through	through	IN
37060	5776	28	the	the	DT
37060	5776	29	tunnel	tunnel	NN
37060	5776	30	vision	vision	NN
37060	5776	31	of	of	IN
37060	5776	32	self	self	NN
37060	5776	33	-	-	HYPH
37060	5776	34	preoccupation	preoccupation	NN
37060	5776	35	.	.	.
37060	5777	1	Look	look	VB
37060	5777	2	up	up	RP
37060	5777	3	and	and	CC
37060	5777	4	drink	drink	VB
37060	5777	5	in	in	IN
37060	5777	6	the	the	DT
37060	5777	7	sight	sight	NN
37060	5777	8	of	of	IN
37060	5777	9	a	a	DT
37060	5777	10	star	star	NN
37060	5777	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	5777	12	filled	fill	VBN
37060	5777	13	night	night	NN
37060	5777	14	;	;	:
37060	5777	15	peruse	peruse	VB
37060	5777	16	the	the	DT
37060	5777	17	ground	ground	NN
37060	5777	18	for	for	IN
37060	5777	19	the	the	DT
37060	5777	20	tiniest	tiny	JJS
37060	5777	21	flowers	flower	NNS
37060	5777	22	,	,	,
37060	5777	23	and	and	CC
37060	5777	24	catch	catch	VB
37060	5777	25	and	and	CC
37060	5777	26	return	return	VB
37060	5777	27	a	a	DT
37060	5777	28	stranger	stranger	NN
37060	5777	29	's	's	POS
37060	5777	30	smile	smile	NN
37060	5777	31	.	.	.
37060	5778	1	Savor	savor	VB
37060	5778	2	the	the	DT
37060	5778	3	smell	smell	NN
37060	5778	4	of	of	IN
37060	5778	5	an	an	DT
37060	5778	6	orange	orange	NN
37060	5778	7	and	and	CC
37060	5778	8	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5778	9	the	the	DT
37060	5778	10	cool	cool	JJ
37060	5778	11	rain	rain	NN
37060	5778	12	pelt	pelt	NNS
37060	5778	13	upon	upon	IN
37060	5778	14	bare	bare	JJ
37060	5778	15	arms	arm	NNS
37060	5778	16	.	.	.
37060	5779	1	Often	often	RB
37060	5779	2	the	the	DT
37060	5779	3	most	most	RBS
37060	5779	4	elemental	elemental	JJ
37060	5779	5	of	of	IN
37060	5779	6	things	thing	NNS
37060	5779	7	bring	bring	VBP
37060	5779	8	the	the	DT
37060	5779	9	utmost	utmost	JJ
37060	5779	10	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	5779	11	.	.	.
37060	5780	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5780	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5780	3	only	only	RB
37060	5780	4	two	two	CD
37060	5780	5	objectives	objective	NNS
37060	5780	6	to	to	TO
37060	5780	7	accomplish	accomplish	VB
37060	5780	8	while	while	IN
37060	5780	9	in	in	IN
37060	5780	10	the	the	DT
37060	5780	11	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5780	12	;	;	:
37060	5780	13	education	education	NN
37060	5780	14	and	and	CC
37060	5780	15	recuperation	recuperation	NN
37060	5780	16	.	.	.
37060	5781	1	With	with	IN
37060	5781	2	regard	regard	NN
37060	5781	3	to	to	IN
37060	5781	4	the	the	DT
37060	5781	5	latter	latter	JJ
37060	5781	6	objective	objective	NN
37060	5781	7	,	,	,
37060	5781	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5781	9	pressured	pressure	VBD
37060	5781	10	the	the	DT
37060	5781	11	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5781	12	,	,	,
37060	5781	13	to	to	IN
37060	5781	14	a	a	DT
37060	5781	15	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5781	16	degree	degree	NN
37060	5781	17	,	,	,
37060	5781	18	to	to	TO
37060	5781	19	note	note	VB
37060	5781	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5781	21	rapid	rapid	JJ
37060	5781	22	rate	rate	NN
37060	5781	23	of	of	IN
37060	5781	24	recovery	recovery	NN
37060	5781	25	so	so	IN
37060	5781	26	that	that	IN
37060	5781	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5781	28	might	may	MD
37060	5781	29	be	be	VB
37060	5781	30	able	able	JJ
37060	5781	31	to	to	TO
37060	5781	32	sample	sample	VB
37060	5781	33	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5781	34	food	food	NN
37060	5781	35	.	.	.
37060	5782	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5782	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	5782	3	to	to	TO
37060	5782	4	make	make	VB
37060	5782	5	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5782	6	that	that	IN
37060	5782	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5782	8	ate	eat	VBD
37060	5782	9	solid	solid	JJ
37060	5782	10	food	food	NN
37060	5782	11	in	in	IN
37060	5782	12	days	day	NNS
37060	5782	13	,	,	,
37060	5782	14	not	not	RB
37060	5782	15	weeks	week	NNS
37060	5782	16	,	,	,
37060	5782	17	as	as	IN
37060	5782	18	had	have	VBD
37060	5782	19	been	be	VBN
37060	5782	20	the	the	DT
37060	5782	21	case	case	NN
37060	5782	22	on	on	IN
37060	5782	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5782	24	initial	initial	JJ
37060	5782	25	stay	stay	NN
37060	5782	26	at	at	IN
37060	5782	27	St.	St.	NNP
37060	5782	28	Mary	Mary	NNP
37060	5782	29	's	's	POS
37060	5782	30	.	.	.
37060	5783	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5783	2	body	body	NN
37060	5783	3	cooperated	cooperate	VBD
37060	5783	4	with	with	IN
37060	5783	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5783	6	scheme	scheme	NN
37060	5783	7	,	,	,
37060	5783	8	and	and	CC
37060	5783	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5783	10	was	be	VBD
37060	5783	11	soon	soon	RB
37060	5783	12	eating	eat	VBG
37060	5783	13	voraciously	voraciously	RB
37060	5783	14	.	.	.
37060	5784	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5784	2	did	do	VBD
37060	5784	3	n't	not	RB
37060	5784	4	care	care	VB
37060	5784	5	what	what	WP
37060	5784	6	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	5784	7	else	else	RB
37060	5784	8	said	say	VBD
37060	5784	9	...	...	.
37060	5785	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5785	2	thought	think	VBD
37060	5785	3	the	the	DT
37060	5785	4	food	food	NN
37060	5785	5	was	be	VBD
37060	5785	6	delicious	delicious	JJ
37060	5785	7	....	....	NFP
37060	5785	8	even	even	RB
37060	5785	9	though	though	IN
37060	5785	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5785	11	first	first	JJ
37060	5785	12	meals	meal	NNS
37060	5785	13	were	be	VBD
37060	5785	14	made	make	VBN
37060	5785	15	up	up	RP
37060	5785	16	of	of	IN
37060	5785	17	liquids	liquid	NNS
37060	5785	18	or	or	CC
37060	5785	19	soft	soft	JJ
37060	5785	20	food	food	NN
37060	5785	21	.	.	.
37060	5786	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5786	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5786	3	a	a	DT
37060	5786	4	joy	joy	NN
37060	5786	5	to	to	TO
37060	5786	6	be	be	VB
37060	5786	7	able	able	JJ
37060	5786	8	to	to	TO
37060	5786	9	eat	eat	VB
37060	5786	10	again	again	RB
37060	5786	11	,	,	,
37060	5786	12	and	and	CC
37060	5786	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5786	14	body	body	NN
37060	5786	15	was	be	VBD
37060	5786	16	in	in	IN
37060	5786	17	dire	dire	JJ
37060	5786	18	need	need	NN
37060	5786	19	of	of	IN
37060	5786	20	replenishment	replenishment	NN
37060	5786	21	;	;	:
37060	5786	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5786	23	was	be	VBD
37060	5786	24	never	never	RB
37060	5786	25	nauseous	nauseous	JJ
37060	5786	26	following	follow	VBG
37060	5786	27	a	a	DT
37060	5786	28	meal	meal	NN
37060	5786	29	...	...	:
37060	5786	30	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5786	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5786	32	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	5786	33	was	be	VBD
37060	5786	34	too	too	RB
37060	5786	35	starved	starve	VBN
37060	5786	36	to	to	TO
37060	5786	37	concern	concern	VB
37060	5786	38	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5786	39	with	with	IN
37060	5786	40	the	the	DT
37060	5786	41	extra	extra	JJ
37060	5786	42	energy	energy	NN
37060	5786	43	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5786	44	would	would	MD
37060	5786	45	have	have	VB
37060	5786	46	consumed	consume	VBN
37060	5786	47	in	in	IN
37060	5786	48	making	make	VBG
37060	5786	49	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5786	50	sick	sick	JJ
37060	5786	51	.	.	.
37060	5787	1	The	the	DT
37060	5787	2	ward	ward	NN
37060	5787	3	in	in	IN
37060	5787	4	which	which	WDT
37060	5787	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5787	6	was	be	VBD
37060	5787	7	recuperating	recuperate	VBG
37060	5787	8	was	be	VBD
37060	5787	9	rather	rather	RB
37060	5787	10	small	small	JJ
37060	5787	11	for	for	IN
37060	5787	12	the	the	DT
37060	5787	13	four	four	CD
37060	5787	14	of	of	IN
37060	5787	15	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5787	16	who	who	WP
37060	5787	17	slept	sleep	VBD
37060	5787	18	there	there	RB
37060	5787	19	,	,	,
37060	5787	20	and	and	CC
37060	5787	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5787	22	was	be	VBD
37060	5787	23	more	more	JJR
37060	5787	24	than	than	IN
37060	5787	25	exuberant	exuberant	JJ
37060	5787	26	upon	upon	IN
37060	5787	27	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	5787	28	the	the	DT
37060	5787	29	information	information	NN
37060	5787	30	that	that	WDT
37060	5787	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5787	32	would	would	MD
37060	5787	33	soon	soon	RB
37060	5787	34	be	be	VB
37060	5787	35	moved	move	VBN
37060	5787	36	to	to	IN
37060	5787	37	a	a	DT
37060	5787	38	semi	semi	JJ
37060	5787	39	-	-	JJ
37060	5787	40	private	private	JJ
37060	5787	41	room	room	NN
37060	5787	42	.	.	.
37060	5788	1	The	the	DT
37060	5788	2	ward	ward	NN
37060	5788	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5788	4	buzzing	buzz	VBG
37060	5788	5	constantly	constantly	RB
37060	5788	6	with	with	IN
37060	5788	7	activity	activity	NN
37060	5788	8	,	,	,
37060	5788	9	as	as	IN
37060	5788	10	the	the	DT
37060	5788	11	elderly	elderly	JJ
37060	5788	12	women	woman	NNS
37060	5788	13	were	be	VBD
37060	5788	14	given	give	VBN
37060	5788	15	various	various	JJ
37060	5788	16	medications	medication	NNS
37060	5788	17	,	,	,
37060	5788	18	mental	mental	JJ
37060	5788	19	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	5788	20	quizzes	quiz	VBZ
37060	5788	21	,	,	,
37060	5788	22	and	and	CC
37060	5788	23	frequent	frequent	JJ
37060	5788	24	visits	visit	NNS
37060	5788	25	by	by	IN
37060	5788	26	the	the	DT
37060	5788	27	physicians	physician	NNS
37060	5788	28	.	.	.
37060	5789	1	Visits	visit	NNS
37060	5789	2	by	by	IN
37060	5789	3	nurses	nurse	NNS
37060	5789	4	would	would	MD
37060	5789	5	occur	occur	VB
37060	5789	6	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	5789	7	the	the	DT
37060	5789	8	night	night	NN
37060	5789	9	and	and	CC
37060	5789	10	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	5789	11	afforded	afford	VBD
37060	5789	12	little	little	JJ
37060	5789	13	true	true	JJ
37060	5789	14	relaxation	relaxation	NN
37060	5789	15	.	.	.
37060	5790	1	Privacy	privacy	NN
37060	5790	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5790	3	also	also	RB
37060	5790	4	a	a	DT
37060	5790	5	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	5790	6	matter	matter	NN
37060	5790	7	,	,	,
37060	5790	8	since	since	IN
37060	5790	9	curtains	curtain	NNS
37060	5790	10	were	be	VBD
37060	5790	11	the	the	DT
37060	5790	12	only	only	JJ
37060	5790	13	form	form	NN
37060	5790	14	of	of	IN
37060	5790	15	separation	separation	NN
37060	5790	16	from	from	IN
37060	5790	17	the	the	DT
37060	5790	18	crowd	crowd	NN
37060	5790	19	;	;	:
37060	5790	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5790	21	often	often	RB
37060	5790	22	wished	wish	VBD
37060	5790	23	to	to	TO
37060	5790	24	speak	speak	VB
37060	5790	25	with	with	IN
37060	5790	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5790	27	father	father	NN
37060	5790	28	,	,	,
37060	5790	29	but	but	CC
37060	5790	30	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5790	31	undeniably	undeniably	RB
37060	5790	32	hindered	hinder	VBN
37060	5790	33	to	to	TO
37060	5790	34	do	do	VB
37060	5790	35	so	so	RB
37060	5790	36	,	,	,
37060	5790	37	as	as	IN
37060	5790	38	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5790	39	did	do	VBD
37060	5790	40	not	not	RB
37060	5790	41	wish	wish	VB
37060	5790	42	to	to	TO
37060	5790	43	evoke	evoke	VB
37060	5790	44	an	an	DT
37060	5790	45	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	5790	46	of	of	IN
37060	5790	47	secrecy	secrecy	NN
37060	5790	48	nor	nor	CC
37060	5790	49	did	do	VBD
37060	5790	50	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5790	51	want	want	VB
37060	5790	52	to	to	TO
37060	5790	53	impart	impart	VB
37060	5790	54	to	to	IN
37060	5790	55	the	the	DT
37060	5790	56	general	general	JJ
37060	5790	57	public	public	JJ
37060	5790	58	one	one	CD
37060	5790	59	of	of	IN
37060	5790	60	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5790	61	personal	personal	JJ
37060	5790	62	concerns	concern	NNS
37060	5790	63	of	of	IN
37060	5790	64	fear	fear	NN
37060	5790	65	.	.	.
37060	5791	1	Another	another	DT
37060	5791	2	observation	observation	NN
37060	5791	3	of	of	IN
37060	5791	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5791	5	surroundings	surrounding	NNS
37060	5791	6	,	,	,
37060	5791	7	which	which	WDT
37060	5791	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5791	9	might	may	MD
37060	5791	10	add	add	VB
37060	5791	11	,	,	,
37060	5791	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5791	13	found	find	VBD
37060	5791	14	more	more	RBR
37060	5791	15	humorous	humorous	JJ
37060	5791	16	than	than	IN
37060	5791	17	disturbing	disturbing	JJ
37060	5791	18	,	,	,
37060	5791	19	was	be	VBD
37060	5791	20	the	the	DT
37060	5791	21	fact	fact	NN
37060	5791	22	that	that	IN
37060	5791	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5791	24	roommates	roommate	NNS
37060	5791	25	doubtlessly	doubtlessly	RB
37060	5791	26	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5791	27	quite	quite	RB
37060	5791	28	at	at	IN
37060	5791	29	ease	ease	NN
37060	5791	30	due	due	IN
37060	5791	31	to	to	IN
37060	5791	32	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5791	33	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	5791	34	lack	lack	NN
37060	5791	35	of	of	IN
37060	5791	36	consideration	consideration	NN
37060	5791	37	for	for	IN
37060	5791	38	the	the	DT
37060	5791	39	more	more	RBR
37060	5791	40	lady	lady	NN
37060	5791	41	-	-	HYPH
37060	5791	42	like	like	JJ
37060	5791	43	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	5791	44	customary	customary	NN
37060	5791	45	in	in	IN
37060	5791	46	other	other	JJ
37060	5791	47	social	social	JJ
37060	5791	48	situations	situation	NNS
37060	5791	49	;	;	:
37060	5791	50	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5791	51	freely	freely	RB
37060	5791	52	gave	give	VBD
37060	5791	53	full	full	JJ
37060	5791	54	reign	reign	NN
37060	5791	55	to	to	IN
37060	5791	56	any	any	DT
37060	5791	57	of	of	IN
37060	5791	58	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	5791	59	gastro	gastro	JJ
37060	5791	60	-	-	HYPH
37060	5791	61	intestinal	intestinal	JJ
37060	5791	62	noises	noise	NNS
37060	5791	63	which	which	WDT
37060	5791	64	plagued	plague	VBD
37060	5791	65	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5791	66	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	5791	67	,	,	,
37060	5791	68	creating	create	VBG
37060	5791	69	a	a	DT
37060	5791	70	laughable	laughable	JJ
37060	5791	71	facet	facet	NN
37060	5791	72	of	of	IN
37060	5791	73	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5791	74	living	live	VBG
37060	5791	75	that	that	IN
37060	5791	76	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5791	77	few	few	JJ
37060	5791	78	would	would	MD
37060	5791	79	appreciate	appreciate	VB
37060	5791	80	.	.	.
37060	5792	1	True	true	JJ
37060	5792	2	to	to	IN
37060	5792	3	character	character	NN
37060	5792	4	,	,	,
37060	5792	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5792	6	tried	try	VBD
37060	5792	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5792	8	best	good	JJS
37060	5792	9	to	to	TO
37060	5792	10	squelch	squelch	VB
37060	5792	11	any	any	DT
37060	5792	12	roars	roar	NNS
37060	5792	13	of	of	IN
37060	5792	14	hilarity	hilarity	NN
37060	5792	15	and	and	CC
37060	5792	16	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	5792	17	the	the	DT
37060	5792	18	entire	entire	JJ
37060	5792	19	affair	affair	NN
37060	5792	20	silently	silently	RB
37060	5792	21	in	in	IN
37060	5792	22	the	the	DT
37060	5792	23	confines	confine	NNS
37060	5792	24	of	of	IN
37060	5792	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5792	26	corner	corner	NN
37060	5792	27	.	.	.
37060	5793	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5793	2	move	move	NN
37060	5793	3	to	to	IN
37060	5793	4	a	a	DT
37060	5793	5	semi	semi	JJ
37060	5793	6	-	-	JJ
37060	5793	7	private	private	JJ
37060	5793	8	room	room	NN
37060	5793	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5793	10	a	a	DT
37060	5793	11	remarkable	remarkable	JJ
37060	5793	12	improvement	improvement	NN
37060	5793	13	,	,	,
37060	5793	14	and	and	CC
37060	5793	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5793	16	found	find	VBD
37060	5793	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5793	18	roommate	roommate	NN
37060	5793	19	to	to	TO
37060	5793	20	be	be	VB
37060	5793	21	amiable	amiable	JJ
37060	5793	22	and	and	CC
37060	5793	23	very	very	RB
37060	5793	24	sensible	sensible	JJ
37060	5793	25	.	.	.
37060	5794	1	A	a	DT
37060	5794	2	middle	middle	JJ
37060	5794	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	5794	4	aged	aged	JJ
37060	5794	5	woman	woman	NN
37060	5794	6	,	,	,
37060	5794	7	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5794	8	was	be	VBD
37060	5794	9	hooked	hook	VBN
37060	5794	10	up	up	RP
37060	5794	11	to	to	IN
37060	5794	12	at	at	RB
37060	5794	13	least	least	RBS
37060	5794	14	two	two	CD
37060	5794	15	machines	machine	NNS
37060	5794	16	to	to	TO
37060	5794	17	drain	drain	VB
37060	5794	18	impurities	impurity	NNS
37060	5794	19	from	from	IN
37060	5794	20	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5794	21	system	system	NN
37060	5794	22	.	.	.
37060	5795	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5795	2	unpleasant	unpleasant	JJ
37060	5795	3	state	state	NN
37060	5795	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5795	5	further	further	RB
37060	5795	6	increased	increase	VBN
37060	5795	7	by	by	IN
37060	5795	8	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5795	9	husband	husband	NN
37060	5795	10	's	's	POS
37060	5795	11	bland	bland	NN
37060	5795	12	concern	concern	NN
37060	5795	13	;	;	:
37060	5795	14	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5795	15	was	be	VBD
37060	5795	16	alone	alone	JJ
37060	5795	17	at	at	IN
37060	5795	18	the	the	DT
37060	5795	19	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5795	20	,	,	,
37060	5795	21	which	which	WDT
37060	5795	22	was	be	VBD
37060	5795	23	made	make	VBN
37060	5795	24	even	even	RB
37060	5795	25	more	more	RBR
37060	5795	26	apparent	apparent	JJ
37060	5795	27	when	when	WRB
37060	5795	28	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5795	29	call	call	NN
37060	5795	30	to	to	IN
37060	5795	31	home	home	NN
37060	5795	32	spurred	spur	VBD
37060	5795	33	less	less	JJR
37060	5795	34	attention	attention	NN
37060	5795	35	than	than	IN
37060	5795	36	did	do	VBD
37060	5795	37	the	the	DT
37060	5795	38	football	football	NN
37060	5795	39	game	game	NN
37060	5795	40	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5795	41	husband	husband	NN
37060	5795	42	was	be	VBD
37060	5795	43	viewing	view	VBG
37060	5795	44	on	on	IN
37060	5795	45	the	the	DT
37060	5795	46	T.V.	T.V.	NNP
37060	5796	1	Although	although	IN
37060	5796	2	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5796	3	chuckled	chuckle	VBD
37060	5796	4	about	about	IN
37060	5796	5	the	the	DT
37060	5796	6	brief	brief	JJ
37060	5796	7	episode	episode	NN
37060	5796	8	,	,	,
37060	5796	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5796	10	am	be	VBP
37060	5796	11	sure	sure	JJ
37060	5796	12	the	the	DT
37060	5796	13	apathy	apathy	NN
37060	5796	14	on	on	IN
37060	5796	15	the	the	DT
37060	5796	16	other	other	JJ
37060	5796	17	end	end	NN
37060	5796	18	of	of	IN
37060	5796	19	the	the	DT
37060	5796	20	line	line	NN
37060	5796	21	must	must	MD
37060	5796	22	have	have	VB
37060	5796	23	hurt	hurt	VBN
37060	5796	24	.	.	.
37060	5797	1	Shortly	shortly	RB
37060	5797	2	after	after	IN
37060	5797	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5797	4	placement	placement	NN
37060	5797	5	in	in	IN
37060	5797	6	the	the	DT
37060	5797	7	room	room	NN
37060	5797	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5797	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5797	10	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	5797	11	to	to	TO
37060	5797	12	eat	eat	VB
37060	5797	13	"	"	``
37060	5797	14	regular	regular	JJ
37060	5797	15	"	"	''
37060	5797	16	food	food	NN
37060	5797	17	.	.	.
37060	5798	1	To	to	TO
37060	5798	2	be	be	VB
37060	5798	3	quite	quite	RB
37060	5798	4	candid	candid	JJ
37060	5798	5	,	,	,
37060	5798	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5798	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5798	8	elated	elate	VBN
37060	5798	9	upon	upon	IN
37060	5798	10	hearing	hear	VBG
37060	5798	11	the	the	DT
37060	5798	12	news	news	NN
37060	5798	13	and	and	CC
37060	5798	14	asked	ask	VBD
37060	5798	15	when	when	WRB
37060	5798	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5798	17	would	would	MD
37060	5798	18	be	be	VB
37060	5798	19	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	5798	20	the	the	DT
37060	5798	21	first	first	JJ
37060	5798	22	sampling	sampling	NN
37060	5798	23	of	of	IN
37060	5798	24	solid	solid	JJ
37060	5798	25	fare	fare	NN
37060	5798	26	.	.	.
37060	5799	1	Surprisingly	surprisingly	RB
37060	5799	2	,	,	,
37060	5799	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5799	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5799	5	able	able	JJ
37060	5799	6	to	to	TO
37060	5799	7	procure	procure	VB
37060	5799	8	a	a	DT
37060	5799	9	snack	snack	NN
37060	5799	10	that	that	DT
37060	5799	11	very	very	JJ
37060	5799	12	evening	evening	NN
37060	5799	13	and	and	CC
37060	5799	14	feasted	feast	VBD
37060	5799	15	royally	royally	RB
37060	5799	16	.	.	.
37060	5800	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5800	2	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	5800	3	cautioned	caution	VBD
37060	5800	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5800	5	,	,	,
37060	5800	6	not	not	RB
37060	5800	7	wanting	want	VBG
37060	5800	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5800	9	to	to	TO
37060	5800	10	have	have	VB
37060	5800	11	difficulties	difficulty	NNS
37060	5800	12	later	later	RB
37060	5800	13	with	with	IN
37060	5800	14	indigestion	indigestion	NN
37060	5800	15	,	,	,
37060	5800	16	yet	yet	CC
37060	5800	17	no	no	DT
37060	5800	18	such	such	JJ
37060	5800	19	ill	ill	JJ
37060	5800	20	consequences	consequence	NNS
37060	5800	21	occurred	occur	VBD
37060	5800	22	and	and	CC
37060	5800	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5800	24	contentedly	contentedly	RB
37060	5800	25	slept	sleep	VBD
37060	5800	26	the	the	DT
37060	5800	27	entire	entire	JJ
37060	5800	28	night	night	NN
37060	5800	29	.	.	.
37060	5801	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	5801	2	been	be	VBN
37060	5801	3	placed	place	VBN
37060	5801	4	on	on	IN
37060	5801	5	solid	solid	JJ
37060	5801	6	food	food	NN
37060	5801	7	,	,	,
37060	5801	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5801	9	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	5801	10	gained	gain	VBD
37060	5801	11	strength	strength	NN
37060	5801	12	and	and	CC
37060	5801	13	proceeded	proceed	VBD
37060	5801	14	to	to	TO
37060	5801	15	exercise	exercise	VB
37060	5801	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5801	17	body	body	NN
37060	5801	18	to	to	IN
37060	5801	19	further	further	JJ
37060	5801	20	aid	aid	NN
37060	5801	21	in	in	IN
37060	5801	22	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5801	23	full	full	JJ
37060	5801	24	recovery	recovery	NN
37060	5801	25	.	.	.
37060	5802	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5802	2	still	still	RB
37060	5802	3	tired	tire	VBD
37060	5802	4	easily	easily	RB
37060	5802	5	,	,	,
37060	5802	6	however	however	RB
37060	5802	7	,	,	,
37060	5802	8	and	and	CC
37060	5802	9	found	find	VBD
37060	5802	10	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5802	11	obliged	oblige	VBN
37060	5802	12	to	to	IN
37060	5802	13	nap	nap	NN
37060	5802	14	on	on	IN
37060	5802	15	a	a	DT
37060	5802	16	regular	regular	JJ
37060	5802	17	basis	basis	NN
37060	5802	18	;	;	:
37060	5802	19	in	in	IN
37060	5802	20	this	this	DT
37060	5802	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5802	22	have	have	VBP
37060	5802	23	always	always	RB
37060	5802	24	been	be	VBN
37060	5802	25	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	5802	26	.	.	.
37060	5803	1	.	.	.
37060	5804	1	.	.	.
37060	5805	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5805	2	have	have	VBP
37060	5805	3	an	an	DT
37060	5805	4	ability	ability	NN
37060	5805	5	to	to	TO
37060	5805	6	sleep	sleep	VB
37060	5805	7	despite	despite	IN
37060	5805	8	adversity	adversity	NN
37060	5805	9	.	.	.
37060	5806	1	Sleep	sleep	NN
37060	5806	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5806	3	the	the	DT
37060	5806	4	only	only	JJ
37060	5806	5	drugless	drugless	JJ
37060	5806	6	manner	manner	NN
37060	5806	7	in	in	IN
37060	5806	8	which	which	WDT
37060	5806	9	to	to	TO
37060	5806	10	temporarily	temporarily	RB
37060	5806	11	release	release	VB
37060	5806	12	oneself	oneself	PRP
37060	5806	13	from	from	IN
37060	5806	14	a	a	DT
37060	5806	15	troubled	troubled	JJ
37060	5806	16	mind	mind	NN
37060	5806	17	,	,	,
37060	5806	18	providing	provide	VBG
37060	5806	19	of	of	IN
37060	5806	20	course	course	NN
37060	5806	21	,	,	,
37060	5806	22	that	that	IN
37060	5806	23	the	the	DT
37060	5806	24	subconscious	subconscious	NN
37060	5806	25	does	do	VBZ
37060	5806	26	not	not	RB
37060	5806	27	wreak	wreak	VB
37060	5806	28	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5806	29	own	own	JJ
37060	5806	30	havoc	havoc	NN
37060	5806	31	through	through	IN
37060	5806	32	the	the	DT
37060	5806	33	presence	presence	NN
37060	5806	34	of	of	IN
37060	5806	35	nightmares	nightmare	NNS
37060	5806	36	.	.	.
37060	5807	1	The	the	DT
37060	5807	2	day	day	NN
37060	5807	3	came	come	VBD
37060	5807	4	that	that	IN
37060	5807	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5807	6	had	have	VBD
37060	5807	7	been	be	VBN
37060	5807	8	working	work	VBG
37060	5807	9	toward	toward	IN
37060	5807	10	with	with	IN
37060	5807	11	such	such	JJ
37060	5807	12	intensity	intensity	NN
37060	5807	13	and	and	CC
37060	5807	14	fortitude	fortitude	NN
37060	5807	15	of	of	IN
37060	5807	16	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	5807	17	.	.	.
37060	5808	1	.	.	.
37060	5809	1	.	.	.
37060	5810	1	that	that	IN
37060	5810	2	being	be	VBG
37060	5810	3	the	the	DT
37060	5810	4	day	day	NN
37060	5810	5	of	of	IN
37060	5810	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5810	7	release	release	NN
37060	5810	8	from	from	IN
37060	5810	9	the	the	DT
37060	5810	10	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5810	11	.	.	.
37060	5811	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5811	2	the	the	DT
37060	5811	3	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5811	4	made	make	VBD
37060	5811	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5811	6	morning	morning	NN
37060	5811	7	visit	visit	NN
37060	5811	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5811	9	informed	inform	VBD
37060	5811	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5811	11	that	that	IN
37060	5811	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5811	13	would	would	MD
37060	5811	14	be	be	VB
37060	5811	15	able	able	JJ
37060	5811	16	to	to	TO
37060	5811	17	depart	depart	VB
37060	5811	18	early	early	RB
37060	5811	19	the	the	DT
37060	5811	20	next	next	JJ
37060	5811	21	morning	morning	NN
37060	5811	22	.	.	.
37060	5812	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5812	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	5812	3	whether	whether	IN
37060	5812	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5812	5	would	would	MD
37060	5812	6	again	again	RB
37060	5812	7	see	see	VB
37060	5812	8	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	5812	9	E.	E.	NNP
37060	5812	10	before	before	IN
37060	5812	11	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	5812	12	,	,	,
37060	5812	13	and	and	CC
37060	5812	14	learned	learn	VBD
37060	5812	15	that	that	IN
37060	5812	16	a	a	DT
37060	5812	17	visit	visit	NN
37060	5812	18	was	be	VBD
37060	5812	19	in	in	IN
37060	5812	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5812	21	plans	plan	NNS
37060	5812	22	.	.	.
37060	5813	1	As	as	IN
37060	5813	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5813	3	happened	happen	VBD
37060	5813	4	,	,	,
37060	5813	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5813	6	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	5813	7	shortly	shortly	RB
37060	5813	8	,	,	,
37060	5813	9	and	and	CC
37060	5813	10	before	before	IN
37060	5813	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5813	12	father	father	NN
37060	5813	13	had	have	VBD
37060	5813	14	eaten	eat	VBN
37060	5813	15	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	5813	16	;	;	:
37060	5813	17	this	this	DT
37060	5813	18	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	5813	19	a	a	DT
37060	5813	20	one	one	CD
37060	5813	21	to	to	IN
37060	5813	22	one	one	CD
37060	5813	23	confrontation	confrontation	NN
37060	5813	24	which	which	WDT
37060	5813	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5813	26	truly	truly	RB
37060	5813	27	preferred	prefer	VBD
37060	5813	28	.	.	.
37060	5814	1	Whether	whether	IN
37060	5814	2	through	through	IN
37060	5814	3	avoidance	avoidance	NN
37060	5814	4	or	or	CC
37060	5814	5	mere	mere	JJ
37060	5814	6	circumstance	circumstance	NN
37060	5814	7	,	,	,
37060	5814	8	the	the	DT
37060	5814	9	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	5814	10	never	never	RB
37060	5814	11	paid	pay	VBD
37060	5814	12	any	any	DT
37060	5814	13	visits	visit	NNS
37060	5814	14	when	when	WRB
37060	5814	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5814	16	father	father	NN
37060	5814	17	was	be	VBD
37060	5814	18	present	present	JJ
37060	5814	19	.	.	.
37060	5815	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5815	2	would	would	MD
37060	5815	3	make	make	VB
37060	5815	4	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5815	5	daily	daily	JJ
37060	5815	6	rounds	round	NNS
37060	5815	7	early	early	RB
37060	5815	8	in	in	IN
37060	5815	9	the	the	DT
37060	5815	10	morning	morning	NN
37060	5815	11	,	,	,
37060	5815	12	long	long	RB
37060	5815	13	before	before	IN
37060	5815	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5815	15	had	have	VBD
37060	5815	16	arrived	arrive	VBN
37060	5815	17	,	,	,
37060	5815	18	or	or	CC
37060	5815	19	at	at	IN
37060	5815	20	night	night	NN
37060	5815	21	when	when	WRB
37060	5815	22	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5815	23	left	leave	VBD
37060	5815	24	for	for	IN
37060	5815	25	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5815	26	motel	motel	NN
37060	5815	27	.	.	.
37060	5816	1	This	this	DT
37060	5816	2	seeming	seeming	JJ
37060	5816	3	"	"	``
37060	5816	4	avoidance	avoidance	NN
37060	5816	5	"	"	''
37060	5816	6	could	could	MD
37060	5816	7	have	have	VB
37060	5816	8	been	be	VBN
37060	5816	9	due	due	JJ
37060	5816	10	to	to	IN
37060	5816	11	the	the	DT
37060	5816	12	fact	fact	NN
37060	5816	13	that	that	IN
37060	5816	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5816	15	was	be	VBD
37060	5816	16	no	no	RB
37060	5816	17	longer	long	JJR
37060	5816	18	of	of	IN
37060	5816	19	child	child	NN
37060	5816	20	status	status	NN
37060	5816	21	,	,	,
37060	5816	22	and	and	CC
37060	5816	23	the	the	DT
37060	5816	24	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	5816	25	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5816	26	that	that	IN
37060	5816	27	decisions	decision	NNS
37060	5816	28	should	should	MD
37060	5816	29	lie	lie	VB
37060	5816	30	heavily	heavily	RB
37060	5816	31	on	on	IN
37060	5816	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5816	33	behalf	behalf	NN
37060	5816	34	rather	rather	RB
37060	5816	35	than	than	IN
37060	5816	36	confusing	confusing	JJ
37060	5816	37	matters	matter	NNS
37060	5816	38	by	by	IN
37060	5816	39	including	include	VBG
37060	5816	40	the	the	DT
37060	5816	41	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	5816	42	wrought	wrought	JJ
37060	5816	43	inclinations	inclination	NNS
37060	5816	44	of	of	IN
37060	5816	45	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5816	46	relatives	relative	NNS
37060	5816	47	.	.	.
37060	5817	1	Personally	personally	RB
37060	5817	2	,	,	,
37060	5817	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5817	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5817	5	relieved	relieve	VBN
37060	5817	6	that	that	IN
37060	5817	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5817	8	was	be	VBD
37060	5817	9	able	able	JJ
37060	5817	10	to	to	TO
37060	5817	11	confront	confront	VB
37060	5817	12	the	the	DT
37060	5817	13	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	5817	14	alone	alone	RB
37060	5817	15	,	,	,
37060	5817	16	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	5817	17	allowing	allow	VBG
37060	5817	18	a	a	DT
37060	5817	19	fluid	fluid	JJ
37060	5817	20	question	question	NN
37060	5817	21	and	and	CC
37060	5817	22	answer	answer	NN
37060	5817	23	session	session	NN
37060	5817	24	,	,	,
37060	5817	25	uncomplicated	uncomplicate	VBN
37060	5817	26	by	by	IN
37060	5817	27	concerned	concerned	JJ
37060	5817	28	family	family	NN
37060	5817	29	members	member	NNS
37060	5817	30	who	who	WP
37060	5817	31	might	may	MD
37060	5817	32	have	have	VB
37060	5817	33	misunderstood	misunderstand	VBN
37060	5817	34	information	information	NN
37060	5817	35	,	,	,
37060	5817	36	or	or	CC
37060	5817	37	in	in	IN
37060	5817	38	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5817	39	excitement	excitement	NN
37060	5817	40	,	,	,
37060	5817	41	failed	fail	VBD
37060	5817	42	to	to	TO
37060	5817	43	hear	hear	VB
37060	5817	44	other	other	JJ
37060	5817	45	facts	fact	NNS
37060	5817	46	and	and	CC
37060	5817	47	necessitate	necessitate	VB
37060	5817	48	repetition	repetition	NN
37060	5817	49	;	;	:
37060	5817	50	these	these	DT
37060	5817	51	group	group	NN
37060	5817	52	encounters	encounter	NNS
37060	5817	53	are	be	VBP
37060	5817	54	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	5817	55	low	low	JJ
37060	5817	56	-	-	HYPH
37060	5817	57	key	key	NN
37060	5817	58	when	when	WRB
37060	5817	59	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5817	60	do	do	VBP
37060	5817	61	occur	occur	VB
37060	5817	62	,	,	,
37060	5817	63	and	and	CC
37060	5817	64	thus	thus	RB
37060	5817	65	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5817	66	found	find	VBD
37060	5817	67	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5817	68	ill	ill	RB
37060	5817	69	-	-	HYPH
37060	5817	70	prepared	prepare	VBN
37060	5817	71	to	to	TO
37060	5817	72	deal	deal	VB
37060	5817	73	with	with	IN
37060	5817	74	such	such	JJ
37060	5817	75	intense	intense	JJ
37060	5817	76	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	5817	77	while	while	IN
37060	5817	78	still	still	RB
37060	5817	79	drained	drain	VBD
37060	5817	80	from	from	IN
37060	5817	81	the	the	DT
37060	5817	82	operation	operation	NN
37060	5817	83	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5817	84	.	.	.
37060	5818	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5818	2	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	5818	3	E.	E.	NNP
37060	5818	4	entered	enter	VBD
37060	5818	5	the	the	DT
37060	5818	6	room	room	NN
37060	5818	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5818	8	had	have	VBD
37060	5818	9	prepared	prepare	VBN
37060	5818	10	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5818	11	for	for	IN
37060	5818	12	ingesting	ingest	VBG
37060	5818	13	a	a	DT
37060	5818	14	fair	fair	JJ
37060	5818	15	amount	amount	NN
37060	5818	16	of	of	IN
37060	5818	17	information	information	NN
37060	5818	18	and	and	CC
37060	5818	19	sat	sit	VBD
37060	5818	20	upright	upright	JJ
37060	5818	21	in	in	IN
37060	5818	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5818	23	bed	bed	NN
37060	5818	24	with	with	IN
37060	5818	25	a	a	DT
37060	5818	26	pad	pad	NN
37060	5818	27	of	of	IN
37060	5818	28	paper	paper	NN
37060	5818	29	and	and	CC
37060	5818	30	a	a	DT
37060	5818	31	pen	pen	NN
37060	5818	32	to	to	TO
37060	5818	33	capture	capture	VB
37060	5818	34	all	all	DT
37060	5818	35	that	that	WDT
37060	5818	36	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5818	37	was	be	VBD
37060	5818	38	about	about	JJ
37060	5818	39	to	to	TO
37060	5818	40	tell	tell	VB
37060	5818	41	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5818	42	.	.	.
37060	5819	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	5819	2	,	,	,
37060	5819	3	the	the	DT
37060	5819	4	days	day	NNS
37060	5819	5	which	which	WDT
37060	5819	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5819	7	had	have	VBD
37060	5819	8	just	just	RB
37060	5819	9	spent	spend	VBN
37060	5819	10	in	in	IN
37060	5819	11	the	the	DT
37060	5819	12	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5819	13	were	be	VBD
37060	5819	14	not	not	RB
37060	5819	15	simply	simply	RB
37060	5819	16	taken	take	VBN
37060	5819	17	up	up	RP
37060	5819	18	in	in	IN
37060	5819	19	leisure	leisure	NN
37060	5819	20	time	time	NN
37060	5819	21	activities	activity	NNS
37060	5819	22	such	such	JJ
37060	5819	23	as	as	IN
37060	5819	24	watching	watch	VBG
37060	5819	25	television	television	NN
37060	5819	26	or	or	CC
37060	5819	27	browsing	browse	VBG
37060	5819	28	through	through	IN
37060	5819	29	magazines	magazine	NNS
37060	5819	30	;	;	:
37060	5819	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5819	32	had	have	VBD
37060	5819	33	devoted	devote	VBN
37060	5819	34	a	a	DT
37060	5819	35	great	great	JJ
37060	5819	36	deal	deal	NN
37060	5819	37	of	of	IN
37060	5819	38	time	time	NN
37060	5819	39	to	to	IN
37060	5819	40	serious	serious	JJ
37060	5819	41	thought	thought	NN
37060	5819	42	.	.	.
37060	5820	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5820	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5820	3	that	that	IN
37060	5820	4	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	5820	5	has	have	VBZ
37060	5820	6	a	a	DT
37060	5820	7	limit	limit	NN
37060	5820	8	as	as	IN
37060	5820	9	to	to	IN
37060	5820	10	how	how	WRB
37060	5820	11	much	much	JJ
37060	5820	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5820	13	will	will	MD
37060	5820	14	endure	endure	VB
37060	5820	15	,	,	,
37060	5820	16	both	both	CC
37060	5820	17	in	in	IN
37060	5820	18	the	the	DT
37060	5820	19	physical	physical	JJ
37060	5820	20	and	and	CC
37060	5820	21	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5820	22	sense	sense	NN
37060	5820	23	.	.	.
37060	5821	1	Since	since	IN
37060	5821	2	physical	physical	JJ
37060	5821	3	well	well	NN
37060	5821	4	-	-	HYPH
37060	5821	5	being	being	NN
37060	5821	6	reflects	reflect	VBZ
37060	5821	7	one	one	PRP
37060	5821	8	's	's	POS
37060	5821	9	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5821	10	health	health	NN
37060	5821	11	and	and	CC
37060	5821	12	vice	vice	NN
37060	5821	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	5821	14	versa	versa	VBN
37060	5821	15	,	,	,
37060	5821	16	the	the	DT
37060	5821	17	body	body	NN
37060	5821	18	will	will	MD
37060	5821	19	set	set	VB
37060	5821	20	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5821	21	own	own	JJ
37060	5821	22	limitations	limitation	NNS
37060	5821	23	if	if	IN
37060	5821	24	one	one	CD
37060	5821	25	is	be	VBZ
37060	5821	26	but	but	CC
37060	5821	27	aware	aware	JJ
37060	5821	28	of	of	IN
37060	5821	29	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5821	30	,	,	,
37060	5821	31	and	and	CC
37060	5821	32	of	of	IN
37060	5821	33	course	course	NN
37060	5821	34	,	,	,
37060	5821	35	heeds	heed	VBZ
37060	5821	36	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5821	37	.	.	.
37060	5822	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5822	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5822	3	not	not	RB
37060	5822	4	living	live	VBG
37060	5822	5	,	,	,
37060	5822	6	but	but	CC
37060	5822	7	the	the	DT
37060	5822	8	quality	quality	NN
37060	5822	9	thereof	thereof	RB
37060	5822	10	,	,	,
37060	5822	11	which	which	WDT
37060	5822	12	for	for	IN
37060	5822	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5822	14	determines	determine	VBZ
37060	5822	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5822	16	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	5822	17	to	to	TO
37060	5822	18	endure	endure	VB
37060	5822	19	physical	physical	JJ
37060	5822	20	or	or	CC
37060	5822	21	mental	mental	JJ
37060	5822	22	pain	pain	NN
37060	5822	23	.	.	.
37060	5823	1	Life	life	NN
37060	5823	2	with	with	IN
37060	5823	3	excessive	excessive	JJ
37060	5823	4	pain	pain	NN
37060	5823	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	5823	6	merely	merely	RB
37060	5823	7	existence	existence	NN
37060	5823	8	,	,	,
37060	5823	9	and	and	CC
37060	5823	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5823	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	5823	12	precisely	precisely	RB
37060	5823	13	that	that	DT
37060	5823	14	mode	mode	NN
37060	5823	15	of	of	IN
37060	5823	16	existence	existence	NN
37060	5823	17	which	which	WDT
37060	5823	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5823	19	shall	shall	MD
37060	5823	20	always	always	RB
37060	5823	21	wish	wish	VB
37060	5823	22	to	to	TO
37060	5823	23	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	5823	24	.	.	.
37060	5824	1	Life	life	NN
37060	5824	2	for	for	IN
37060	5824	3	the	the	DT
37060	5824	4	sake	sake	NN
37060	5824	5	of	of	IN
37060	5824	6	life	life	NN
37060	5824	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	5824	8	merely	merely	RB
37060	5824	9	the	the	DT
37060	5824	10	fearful	fearful	JJ
37060	5824	11	abhorrance	abhorrance	NN
37060	5824	12	of	of	IN
37060	5824	13	death	death	NN
37060	5824	14	,	,	,
37060	5824	15	the	the	DT
37060	5824	16	final	final	JJ
37060	5824	17	cycle	cycle	NN
37060	5824	18	in	in	IN
37060	5824	19	earthly	earthly	JJ
37060	5824	20	existence	existence	NN
37060	5824	21	.	.	.
37060	5825	1	Undergoing	undergo	VBG
37060	5825	2	a	a	DT
37060	5825	3	full	full	JJ
37060	5825	4	year	year	NN
37060	5825	5	of	of	IN
37060	5825	6	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	5825	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5825	8	sufficient	sufficient	JJ
37060	5825	9	time	time	NN
37060	5825	10	for	for	IN
37060	5825	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5825	12	to	to	TO
37060	5825	13	grasp	grasp	VB
37060	5825	14	a	a	DT
37060	5825	15	clear	clear	JJ
37060	5825	16	idea	idea	NN
37060	5825	17	of	of	IN
37060	5825	18	the	the	DT
37060	5825	19	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	5825	20	and	and	CC
37060	5825	21	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5825	22	side	side	NN
37060	5825	23	effects	effect	NNS
37060	5825	24	.	.	.
37060	5826	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5826	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	5826	3	at	at	IN
37060	5826	4	14	14	CD
37060	5826	5	years	year	NNS
37060	5826	6	of	of	IN
37060	5826	7	age	age	NN
37060	5826	8	that	that	WDT
37060	5826	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5826	10	would	would	MD
37060	5826	11	never	never	RB
37060	5826	12	again	again	RB
37060	5826	13	be	be	VB
37060	5826	14	placed	place	VBN
37060	5826	15	under	under	IN
37060	5826	16	such	such	JJ
37060	5826	17	physical	physical	JJ
37060	5826	18	duress	duress	NN
37060	5826	19	;	;	:
37060	5826	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5826	21	knew	know	VBD
37060	5826	22	that	that	IN
37060	5826	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5826	24	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5826	25	health	health	NN
37060	5826	26	would	would	MD
37060	5826	27	be	be	VB
37060	5826	28	in	in	IN
37060	5826	29	turmoil	turmoil	NN
37060	5826	30	.	.	.
37060	5827	1	To	to	TO
37060	5827	2	once	once	RB
37060	5827	3	again	again	RB
37060	5827	4	attempt	attempt	VB
37060	5827	5	to	to	TO
37060	5827	6	prolong	prolong	VB
37060	5827	7	life	life	NN
37060	5827	8	through	through	IN
37060	5827	9	such	such	JJ
37060	5827	10	dreadful	dreadful	JJ
37060	5827	11	means	mean	NNS
37060	5827	12	would	would	MD
37060	5827	13	be	be	VB
37060	5827	14	a	a	DT
37060	5827	15	price	price	NN
37060	5827	16	too	too	RB
37060	5827	17	high	high	JJ
37060	5827	18	to	to	TO
37060	5827	19	justify	justify	VB
37060	5827	20	.	.	.
37060	5828	1	If	if	IN
37060	5828	2	one	one	PRP
37060	5828	3	can	can	MD
37060	5828	4	not	not	RB
37060	5828	5	say	say	VB
37060	5828	6	"	"	``
37060	5828	7	Enough	Enough	NNP
37060	5828	8	!	!	.
37060	5828	9	,	,	,
37060	5828	10	"	"	''
37060	5828	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5828	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	5828	13	reduced	reduce	VBN
37060	5828	14	to	to	IN
37060	5828	15	a	a	DT
37060	5828	16	mere	mere	JJ
37060	5828	17	shell	shell	NN
37060	5828	18	of	of	IN
37060	5828	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5828	20	former	former	JJ
37060	5828	21	self	self	NN
37060	5828	22	through	through	IN
37060	5828	23	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	5828	24	which	which	WDT
37060	5828	25	can	can	MD
37060	5828	26	not	not	RB
37060	5828	27	cure	cure	VB
37060	5828	28	;	;	:
37060	5828	29	the	the	DT
37060	5828	30	illness	illness	NN
37060	5828	31	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5828	32	is	be	VBZ
37060	5828	33	not	not	RB
37060	5828	34	so	so	RB
37060	5828	35	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	5828	36	.	.	.
37060	5829	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	5829	2	,	,	,
37060	5829	3	one	one	CD
37060	5829	4	who	who	WP
37060	5829	5	accepts	accept	VBZ
37060	5829	6	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	5829	7	without	without	IN
37060	5829	8	a	a	DT
37060	5829	9	hope	hope	NN
37060	5829	10	for	for	IN
37060	5829	11	a	a	DT
37060	5829	12	cure	cure	NN
37060	5829	13	dies	die	VBZ
37060	5829	14	in	in	IN
37060	5829	15	pain	pain	NN
37060	5829	16	multiplied	multiply	VBN
37060	5829	17	by	by	IN
37060	5829	18	the	the	DT
37060	5829	19	lack	lack	NN
37060	5829	20	of	of	IN
37060	5829	21	peace	peace	NN
37060	5829	22	which	which	WDT
37060	5829	23	reflectance	reflectance	NN
37060	5829	24	would	would	MD
37060	5829	25	have	have	VB
37060	5829	26	brought	bring	VBN
37060	5829	27	.	.	.
37060	5830	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5830	2	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5830	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5830	4	once	once	RB
37060	5830	5	again	again	RB
37060	5830	6	found	find	VBN
37060	5830	7	to	to	TO
37060	5830	8	be	be	VB
37060	5830	9	the	the	DT
37060	5830	10	culprit	culprit	NN
37060	5830	11	behind	behind	IN
37060	5830	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5830	13	distended	distended	JJ
37060	5830	14	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	5830	15	region	region	NN
37060	5830	16	,	,	,
37060	5830	17	the	the	DT
37060	5830	18	decision	decision	NN
37060	5830	19	whether	whether	IN
37060	5830	20	or	or	CC
37060	5830	21	not	not	RB
37060	5830	22	to	to	TO
37060	5830	23	accept	accept	VB
37060	5830	24	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	5830	25	was	be	VBD
37060	5830	26	virtually	virtually	RB
37060	5830	27	incontestable	incontestable	JJ
37060	5830	28	.	.	.
37060	5831	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5831	2	only	only	JJ
37060	5831	3	objective	objective	NN
37060	5831	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5831	5	to	to	TO
37060	5831	6	leave	leave	VB
37060	5831	7	the	the	DT
37060	5831	8	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5831	9	and	and	CC
37060	5831	10	return	return	VB
37060	5831	11	to	to	IN
37060	5831	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5831	13	redefined	redefined	JJ
37060	5831	14	life	life	NN
37060	5831	15	;	;	:
37060	5831	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5831	17	desired	desire	VBD
37060	5831	18	to	to	TO
37060	5831	19	regain	regain	VB
37060	5831	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5831	21	strength	strength	NN
37060	5831	22	before	before	IN
37060	5831	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5831	24	waned	wane	VBD
37060	5831	25	as	as	IN
37060	5831	26	a	a	DT
37060	5831	27	result	result	NN
37060	5831	28	of	of	IN
37060	5831	29	the	the	DT
37060	5831	30	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5831	31	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5831	32	,	,	,
37060	5831	33	and	and	CC
37060	5831	34	this	this	DT
37060	5831	35	was	be	VBD
37060	5831	36	possible	possible	JJ
37060	5831	37	only	only	RB
37060	5831	38	if	if	IN
37060	5831	39	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5831	40	had	have	VBD
37060	5831	41	no	no	DT
37060	5831	42	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	5831	43	.	.	.
37060	5832	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5832	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5832	3	that	that	IN
37060	5832	4	this	this	DT
37060	5832	5	was	be	VBD
37060	5832	6	the	the	DT
37060	5832	7	beginning	beginning	NN
37060	5832	8	of	of	IN
37060	5832	9	the	the	DT
37060	5832	10	end	end	NN
37060	5832	11	of	of	IN
37060	5832	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5832	13	life	life	NN
37060	5832	14	,	,	,
37060	5832	15	and	and	CC
37060	5832	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5832	17	did	do	VBD
37060	5832	18	not	not	RB
37060	5832	19	wish	wish	VB
37060	5832	20	to	to	TO
37060	5832	21	relinquish	relinquish	VB
37060	5832	22	any	any	DT
37060	5832	23	of	of	IN
37060	5832	24	that	that	DT
37060	5832	25	time	time	NN
37060	5832	26	toward	toward	IN
37060	5832	27	the	the	DT
37060	5832	28	pursuit	pursuit	NN
37060	5832	29	of	of	IN
37060	5832	30	impossibilities	impossibility	NNS
37060	5832	31	;	;	:
37060	5832	32	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	5832	33	is	be	VBZ
37060	5832	34	a	a	DT
37060	5832	35	poor	poor	JJ
37060	5832	36	word	word	NN
37060	5832	37	to	to	TO
37060	5832	38	bestow	bestow	VB
37060	5832	39	upon	upon	IN
37060	5832	40	an	an	DT
37060	5832	41	ineffective	ineffective	JJ
37060	5832	42	poison	poison	NN
37060	5832	43	which	which	WDT
37060	5832	44	would	would	MD
37060	5832	45	deplete	deplete	VB
37060	5832	46	life	life	NN
37060	5832	47	's	's	POS
37060	5832	48	quality	quality	NN
37060	5832	49	.	.	.
37060	5833	1	The	the	DT
37060	5833	2	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5833	3	wore	wear	VBD
37060	5833	4	a	a	DT
37060	5833	5	distinctly	distinctly	RB
37060	5833	6	business	business	NN
37060	5833	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	5833	8	like	like	JJ
37060	5833	9	air	air	NN
37060	5833	10	as	as	IN
37060	5833	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5833	12	proceeded	proceed	VBD
37060	5833	13	to	to	TO
37060	5833	14	explain	explain	VB
37060	5833	15	the	the	DT
37060	5833	16	details	detail	NNS
37060	5833	17	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	5833	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5833	19	general	general	JJ
37060	5833	20	state	state	NN
37060	5833	21	of	of	IN
37060	5833	22	health	health	NN
37060	5833	23	.	.	.
37060	5834	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5834	2	methodically	methodically	RB
37060	5834	3	wrote	write	VBD
37060	5834	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5834	5	words	word	NNS
37060	5834	6	on	on	IN
37060	5834	7	paper	paper	NN
37060	5834	8	so	so	IN
37060	5834	9	that	that	IN
37060	5834	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5834	11	would	would	MD
37060	5834	12	not	not	RB
37060	5834	13	forget	forget	VB
37060	5834	14	any	any	DT
37060	5834	15	relevant	relevant	JJ
37060	5834	16	details	detail	NNS
37060	5834	17	in	in	IN
37060	5834	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5834	19	later	later	JJ
37060	5834	20	discussions	discussion	NNS
37060	5834	21	with	with	IN
37060	5834	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5834	23	family	family	NN
37060	5834	24	and	and	CC
37060	5834	25	friends	friend	NNS
37060	5834	26	.	.	.
37060	5835	1	The	the	DT
37060	5835	2	available	available	JJ
37060	5835	3	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	5835	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5835	5	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	5835	6	,	,	,
37060	5835	7	and	and	CC
37060	5835	8	although	although	IN
37060	5835	9	there	there	EX
37060	5835	10	were	be	VBD
37060	5835	11	different	different	JJ
37060	5835	12	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	5835	13	in	in	IN
37060	5835	14	addition	addition	NN
37060	5835	15	to	to	IN
37060	5835	16	the	the	DT
37060	5835	17	former	former	JJ
37060	5835	18	lot	lot	NN
37060	5835	19	,	,	,
37060	5835	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5835	21	professed	profess	VBD
37060	5835	22	that	that	IN
37060	5835	23	none	none	NN
37060	5835	24	would	would	MD
37060	5835	25	actually	actually	RB
37060	5835	26	cure	cure	VB
37060	5835	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5835	28	type	type	NN
37060	5835	29	of	of	IN
37060	5835	30	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5835	31	.	.	.
37060	5836	1	The	the	DT
37060	5836	2	result	result	NN
37060	5836	3	of	of	IN
37060	5836	4	undergoing	undergo	VBG
37060	5836	5	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	5836	6	would	would	MD
37060	5836	7	be	be	VB
37060	5836	8	the	the	DT
37060	5836	9	temporary	temporary	JJ
37060	5836	10	shrinkage	shrinkage	NN
37060	5836	11	of	of	IN
37060	5836	12	the	the	DT
37060	5836	13	tumor	tumor	NN
37060	5836	14	,	,	,
37060	5836	15	with	with	IN
37060	5836	16	the	the	DT
37060	5836	17	hope	hope	NN
37060	5836	18	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5836	19	,	,	,
37060	5836	20	that	that	IN
37060	5836	21	a	a	DT
37060	5836	22	new	new	JJ
37060	5836	23	and	and	CC
37060	5836	24	promising	promising	JJ
37060	5836	25	drug	drug	NN
37060	5836	26	would	would	MD
37060	5836	27	be	be	VB
37060	5836	28	discovered	discover	VBN
37060	5836	29	in	in	IN
37060	5836	30	the	the	DT
37060	5836	31	near	near	JJ
37060	5836	32	future	future	NN
37060	5836	33	;	;	:
37060	5836	34	the	the	DT
37060	5836	35	side	side	NN
37060	5836	36	effects	effect	NNS
37060	5836	37	would	would	MD
37060	5836	38	echo	echo	VB
37060	5836	39	those	those	DT
37060	5836	40	which	which	WDT
37060	5836	41	had	have	VBD
37060	5836	42	so	so	RB
37060	5836	43	delighted	delight	VBN
37060	5836	44	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5836	45	on	on	IN
37060	5836	46	the	the	DT
37060	5836	47	previous	previous	JJ
37060	5836	48	encounter	encounter	NN
37060	5836	49	.	.	.
37060	5837	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5837	2	could	could	MD
37060	5837	3	not	not	RB
37060	5837	4	help	help	VB
37060	5837	5	but	but	CC
37060	5837	6	wonder	wonder	VB
37060	5837	7	if	if	IN
37060	5837	8	the	the	DT
37060	5837	9	time	time	NN
37060	5837	10	lost	lose	VBN
37060	5837	11	during	during	IN
37060	5837	12	the	the	DT
37060	5837	13	administration	administration	NN
37060	5837	14	of	of	IN
37060	5837	15	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	5837	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	5837	17	subtracted	subtract	VBN
37060	5837	18	from	from	IN
37060	5837	19	the	the	DT
37060	5837	20	days	day	NNS
37060	5837	21	which	which	WDT
37060	5837	22	one	one	CD
37060	5837	23	supposedly	supposedly	RB
37060	5837	24	gains	gain	VBZ
37060	5837	25	from	from	IN
37060	5837	26	having	have	VBG
37060	5837	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5837	28	.	.	.
37060	5838	1	Seeing	see	VBG
37060	5838	2	that	that	IN
37060	5838	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5838	4	was	be	VBD
37060	5838	5	not	not	RB
37060	5838	6	reacting	react	VBG
37060	5838	7	to	to	IN
37060	5838	8	the	the	DT
37060	5838	9	option	option	NN
37060	5838	10	of	of	IN
37060	5838	11	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	5838	12	with	with	IN
37060	5838	13	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	5838	14	of	of	IN
37060	5838	15	great	great	JJ
37060	5838	16	joy	joy	NN
37060	5838	17	and	and	CC
37060	5838	18	anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	5838	19	,	,	,
37060	5838	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5838	21	then	then	RB
37060	5838	22	turned	turn	VBD
37060	5838	23	to	to	IN
37060	5838	24	the	the	DT
37060	5838	25	more	more	RBR
37060	5838	26	sober	sober	JJ
37060	5838	27	issues	issue	NNS
37060	5838	28	of	of	IN
37060	5838	29	death	death	NN
37060	5838	30	via	via	IN
37060	5838	31	liver	liver	NN
37060	5838	32	encroachment	encroachment	NN
37060	5838	33	.	.	.
37060	5839	1	Listening	listen	VBG
37060	5839	2	attentively	attentively	RB
37060	5839	3	,	,	,
37060	5839	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5839	5	made	make	VBD
37060	5839	6	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5839	7	that	that	IN
37060	5839	8	all	all	DT
37060	5839	9	of	of	IN
37060	5839	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5839	11	questions	question	NNS
37060	5839	12	were	be	VBD
37060	5839	13	adequately	adequately	RB
37060	5839	14	answered	answer	VBN
37060	5839	15	before	before	IN
37060	5839	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5839	17	fled	flee	VBD
37060	5839	18	from	from	IN
37060	5839	19	the	the	DT
37060	5839	20	room	room	NN
37060	5839	21	.	.	.
37060	5840	1	Liver	liver	NN
37060	5840	2	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5840	3	,	,	,
37060	5840	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5840	5	said	say	VBD
37060	5840	6	,	,	,
37060	5840	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5840	8	usually	usually	RB
37060	5840	9	painless	painless	JJ
37060	5840	10	;	;	:
37060	5840	11	if	if	IN
37060	5840	12	pain	pain	NN
37060	5840	13	was	be	VBD
37060	5840	14	a	a	DT
37060	5840	15	factor	factor	NN
37060	5840	16	,	,	,
37060	5840	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5840	18	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5840	19	could	could	MD
37060	5840	20	prescribe	prescribe	VB
37060	5840	21	a	a	DT
37060	5840	22	remedy	remedy	NN
37060	5840	23	which	which	WDT
37060	5840	24	would	would	MD
37060	5840	25	lessen	lessen	VB
37060	5840	26	the	the	DT
37060	5840	27	discomfort	discomfort	NN
37060	5840	28	.	.	.
37060	5841	1	As	as	IN
37060	5841	2	the	the	DT
37060	5841	3	liver	liver	NN
37060	5841	4	dysfunctioned	dysfunctione	VBD
37060	5841	5	,	,	,
37060	5841	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5841	7	would	would	MD
37060	5841	8	lose	lose	VB
37060	5841	9	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5841	10	ability	ability	NN
37060	5841	11	to	to	TO
37060	5841	12	metabolize	metabolize	VB
37060	5841	13	body	body	NN
37060	5841	14	chemicals	chemical	NNS
37060	5841	15	;	;	:
37060	5841	16	unable	unable	JJ
37060	5841	17	to	to	TO
37060	5841	18	rid	rid	VB
37060	5841	19	the	the	DT
37060	5841	20	body	body	NN
37060	5841	21	of	of	IN
37060	5841	22	poisons	poison	NNS
37060	5841	23	,	,	,
37060	5841	24	lassitude	lassitude	NN
37060	5841	25	would	would	MD
37060	5841	26	set	set	VB
37060	5841	27	in	in	RP
37060	5841	28	while	while	IN
37060	5841	29	the	the	DT
37060	5841	30	appetite	appetite	NN
37060	5841	31	decreased	decrease	VBD
37060	5841	32	.	.	.
37060	5842	1	Finally	finally	RB
37060	5842	2	,	,	,
37060	5842	3	sleepiness	sleepiness	NN
37060	5842	4	would	would	MD
37060	5842	5	overcome	overcome	VB
37060	5842	6	any	any	DT
37060	5842	7	effort	effort	NN
37060	5842	8	to	to	TO
37060	5842	9	remain	remain	VB
37060	5842	10	awake	awake	JJ
37060	5842	11	and	and	CC
37060	5842	12	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	5842	13	result	result	VB
37060	5842	14	in	in	IN
37060	5842	15	a	a	DT
37060	5842	16	coma	coma	NN
37060	5842	17	until	until	IN
37060	5842	18	death	death	NN
37060	5842	19	.	.	.
37060	5843	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5843	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5843	3	sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	5843	4	for	for	IN
37060	5843	5	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	5843	6	E.	E.	NNP
37060	5843	7	as	as	IN
37060	5843	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5843	9	told	tell	VBD
37060	5843	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5843	11	these	these	DT
37060	5843	12	facts	fact	NNS
37060	5843	13	.	.	.
37060	5844	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5844	2	could	could	MD
37060	5844	3	tell	tell	VB
37060	5844	4	that	that	IN
37060	5844	5	this	this	DT
37060	5844	6	visit	visit	NN
37060	5844	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5844	8	extremely	extremely	RB
37060	5844	9	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	5844	10	for	for	IN
37060	5844	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5844	12	since	since	IN
37060	5844	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5844	14	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	5844	15	did	do	VBD
37060	5844	16	not	not	RB
37060	5844	17	often	often	RB
37060	5844	18	meet	meet	VB
37060	5844	19	with	with	IN
37060	5844	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5844	21	own	own	JJ
37060	5844	22	and	and	CC
37060	5844	23	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5844	24	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	5844	25	eager	eager	JJ
37060	5844	26	to	to	TO
37060	5844	27	sprint	sprint	VB
37060	5844	28	from	from	IN
37060	5844	29	the	the	DT
37060	5844	30	room	room	NN
37060	5844	31	.	.	.
37060	5845	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5845	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5845	3	been	be	VBN
37060	5845	4	a	a	DT
37060	5845	5	"	"	``
37060	5845	6	five	five	CD
37060	5845	7	years	year	NNS
37060	5845	8	and	and	CC
37060	5845	9	cured	cure	VBN
37060	5845	10	"	"	``
37060	5845	11	case	case	NN
37060	5845	12	;	;	:
37060	5845	13	the	the	DT
37060	5845	14	fifth	fifth	JJ
37060	5845	15	year	year	NN
37060	5845	16	after	after	IN
37060	5845	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5845	18	first	first	JJ
37060	5845	19	operation	operation	NN
37060	5845	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5845	21	dismissed	dismiss	VBD
37060	5845	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5845	23	with	with	IN
37060	5845	24	a	a	DT
37060	5845	25	clean	clean	JJ
37060	5845	26	bill	bill	NN
37060	5845	27	of	of	IN
37060	5845	28	health	health	NNP
37060	5845	29	.	.	.
37060	5846	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5846	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5846	3	given	give	VBN
37060	5846	4	each	each	DT
37060	5846	5	other	other	JJ
37060	5846	6	cordial	cordial	JJ
37060	5846	7	good	good	NN
37060	5846	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	5846	9	byes	bye	NNS
37060	5846	10	,	,	,
37060	5846	11	never	never	RB
37060	5846	12	thinking	think	VBG
37060	5846	13	the	the	DT
37060	5846	14	next	next	JJ
37060	5846	15	year	year	NN
37060	5846	16	would	would	MD
37060	5846	17	bring	bring	VB
37060	5846	18	such	such	JJ
37060	5846	19	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	5846	20	.	.	.
37060	5847	1	Before	before	IN
37060	5847	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5847	3	exited	exit	VBD
37060	5847	4	the	the	DT
37060	5847	5	room	room	NN
37060	5847	6	,	,	,
37060	5847	7	the	the	DT
37060	5847	8	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5847	9	restated	restate	VBD
37060	5847	10	that	that	IN
37060	5847	11	the	the	DT
37060	5847	12	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	5847	13	treatments	treatment	VBZ
37060	5847	14	should	should	MD
37060	5847	15	commence	commence	VB
37060	5847	16	within	within	IN
37060	5847	17	a	a	DT
37060	5847	18	month	month	NN
37060	5847	19	if	if	IN
37060	5847	20	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5847	21	were	be	VBD
37060	5847	22	desired	desire	VBN
37060	5847	23	,	,	,
37060	5847	24	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5847	25	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5847	26	way	way	NN
37060	5847	27	of	of	IN
37060	5847	28	punctuating	punctuate	VBG
37060	5847	29	the	the	DT
37060	5847	30	option	option	NN
37060	5847	31	which	which	WDT
37060	5847	32	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5847	33	knew	know	VBD
37060	5847	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5847	35	did	do	VBD
37060	5847	36	not	not	RB
37060	5847	37	wish	wish	VB
37060	5847	38	to	to	TO
37060	5847	39	take	take	VB
37060	5847	40	.	.	.
37060	5848	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5848	2	nodded	nod	VBD
37060	5848	3	in	in	IN
37060	5848	4	acknowledgement	acknowledgement	NN
37060	5848	5	.	.	.
37060	5849	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5849	2	must	must	MD
37060	5849	3	be	be	VB
37060	5849	4	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	5849	5	for	for	IN
37060	5849	6	a	a	DT
37060	5849	7	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5849	8	,	,	,
37060	5849	9	one	one	CD
37060	5849	10	whose	whose	WP$
37060	5849	11	profession	profession	NN
37060	5849	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	5849	13	that	that	DT
37060	5849	14	of	of	IN
37060	5849	15	helping	help	VBG
37060	5849	16	people	people	NNS
37060	5849	17	live	live	VB
37060	5849	18	,	,	,
37060	5849	19	to	to	TO
37060	5849	20	find	find	VB
37060	5849	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5849	22	is	be	VBZ
37060	5849	23	unable	unable	JJ
37060	5849	24	to	to	TO
37060	5849	25	offer	offer	VB
37060	5849	26	a	a	DT
37060	5849	27	cure	cure	NN
37060	5849	28	;	;	:
37060	5849	29	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5849	30	brings	bring	VBZ
37060	5849	31	to	to	IN
37060	5849	32	the	the	DT
37060	5849	33	surface	surface	NN
37060	5849	34	the	the	DT
37060	5849	35	fact	fact	NN
37060	5849	36	that	that	IN
37060	5849	37	medicine	medicine	NN
37060	5849	38	,	,	,
37060	5849	39	although	although	IN
37060	5849	40	miraculous	miraculous	JJ
37060	5849	41	in	in	IN
37060	5849	42	many	many	JJ
37060	5849	43	ways	way	NNS
37060	5849	44	,	,	,
37060	5849	45	is	be	VBZ
37060	5849	46	not	not	RB
37060	5849	47	omnipotent	omnipotent	JJ
37060	5849	48	.	.	.
37060	5850	1	Once	once	RB
37060	5850	2	again	again	RB
37060	5850	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5850	4	said	say	VBD
37060	5850	5	good	good	JJ
37060	5850	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	5850	7	bye	bye	UH
37060	5850	8	,	,	,
37060	5850	9	yet	yet	CC
37060	5850	10	this	this	DT
37060	5850	11	time	time	NN
37060	5850	12	,	,	,
37060	5850	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5850	14	knew	know	VBD
37060	5850	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5850	16	would	would	MD
37060	5850	17	be	be	VB
37060	5850	18	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5850	19	final	final	JJ
37060	5850	20	farewell	farewell	NN
37060	5850	21	.	.	.
37060	5851	1	One	one	CD
37060	5851	2	of	of	IN
37060	5851	3	the	the	DT
37060	5851	4	more	more	RBR
37060	5851	5	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	5851	6	tasks	task	NNS
37060	5851	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5851	8	had	have	VBD
37060	5851	9	to	to	TO
37060	5851	10	perform	perform	VB
37060	5851	11	was	be	VBD
37060	5851	12	expressing	express	VBG
37060	5851	13	to	to	IN
37060	5851	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5851	15	family	family	NN
37060	5851	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5851	17	wish	wish	NN
37060	5851	18	to	to	TO
37060	5851	19	forego	forego	JJ
37060	5851	20	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	5851	21	.	.	.
37060	5852	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5852	2	needed	need	VBD
37060	5852	3	to	to	TO
37060	5852	4	cling	cling	VB
37060	5852	5	to	to	IN
37060	5852	6	the	the	DT
37060	5852	7	hope	hope	NN
37060	5852	8	that	that	IN
37060	5852	9	there	there	EX
37060	5852	10	was	be	VBD
37060	5852	11	something	something	NN
37060	5852	12	to	to	TO
37060	5852	13	be	be	VB
37060	5852	14	done	do	VBN
37060	5852	15	for	for	IN
37060	5852	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5852	17	malady	malady	NN
37060	5852	18	,	,	,
37060	5852	19	and	and	CC
37060	5852	20	were	be	VBD
37060	5852	21	not	not	RB
37060	5852	22	pleased	pleased	JJ
37060	5852	23	upon	upon	IN
37060	5852	24	hearing	hear	VBG
37060	5852	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5852	26	steadfast	steadfast	JJ
37060	5852	27	rejection	rejection	NN
37060	5852	28	of	of	IN
37060	5852	29	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	5852	30	.	.	.
37060	5853	1	Since	since	IN
37060	5853	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5853	3	had	have	VBD
37060	5853	4	foreseen	foresee	VBN
37060	5853	5	,	,	,
37060	5853	6	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	5853	7	,	,	,
37060	5853	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5853	9	probable	probable	JJ
37060	5853	10	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	5853	11	,	,	,
37060	5853	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5853	13	was	be	VBD
37060	5853	14	prepared	prepare	VBN
37060	5853	15	for	for	IN
37060	5853	16	a	a	DT
37060	5853	17	lengthy	lengthy	JJ
37060	5853	18	duel	duel	NN
37060	5853	19	and	and	CC
37060	5853	20	had	have	VBD
37060	5853	21	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	5853	22	decided	decide	VBN
37060	5853	23	to	to	TO
37060	5853	24	write	write	VB
37060	5853	25	on	on	IN
37060	5853	26	paper	paper	NN
37060	5853	27	the	the	DT
37060	5853	28	key	key	JJ
37060	5853	29	directions	direction	NNS
37060	5853	30	that	that	WDT
37060	5853	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5853	32	wished	wish	VBD
37060	5853	33	the	the	DT
37060	5853	34	conversations	conversation	NNS
37060	5853	35	to	to	TO
37060	5853	36	follow	follow	VB
37060	5853	37	.	.	.
37060	5854	1	The	the	DT
37060	5854	2	two	two	CD
37060	5854	3	discourses	discourse	NNS
37060	5854	4	which	which	WDT
37060	5854	5	ensued	ensue	VBD
37060	5854	6	were	be	VBD
37060	5854	7	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5854	8	,	,	,
37060	5854	9	yet	yet	CC
37060	5854	10	controlled	control	VBN
37060	5854	11	.	.	.
37060	5855	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5855	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	5855	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5855	4	had	have	VBD
37060	5855	5	a	a	DT
37060	5855	6	weighty	weighty	JJ
37060	5855	7	task	task	NN
37060	5855	8	to	to	TO
37060	5855	9	perform	perform	VB
37060	5855	10	if	if	IN
37060	5855	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5855	12	was	be	VBD
37060	5855	13	to	to	TO
37060	5855	14	gently	gently	RB
37060	5855	15	but	but	CC
37060	5855	16	thoroughly	thoroughly	RB
37060	5855	17	bespeak	bespeak	VB
37060	5855	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5855	19	desires	desire	NNS
37060	5855	20	to	to	IN
37060	5855	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5855	22	worried	worried	JJ
37060	5855	23	father	father	NN
37060	5855	24	,	,	,
37060	5855	25	and	and	CC
37060	5855	26	later	later	RB
37060	5855	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5855	28	mother	mother	NN
37060	5855	29	and	and	CC
37060	5855	30	sister	sister	NN
37060	5855	31	,	,	,
37060	5855	32	and	and	CC
37060	5855	33	further	further	RB
37060	5855	34	persuade	persuade	VB
37060	5855	35	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5855	36	to	to	TO
37060	5855	37	accept	accept	VB
37060	5855	38	those	those	DT
37060	5855	39	decisions	decision	NNS
37060	5855	40	.	.	.
37060	5856	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5856	2	candidly	candidly	RB
37060	5856	3	explained	explain	VBD
37060	5856	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5856	5	repugnance	repugnance	NN
37060	5856	6	toward	toward	IN
37060	5856	7	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	5856	8	,	,	,
37060	5856	9	punctuated	punctuate	VBN
37060	5856	10	by	by	IN
37060	5856	11	the	the	DT
37060	5856	12	facts	fact	NNS
37060	5856	13	that	that	WDT
37060	5856	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5856	15	had	have	VBD
37060	5856	16	not	not	RB
37060	5856	17	worked	work	VBN
37060	5856	18	previously	previously	RB
37060	5856	19	and	and	CC
37060	5856	20	the	the	DT
37060	5856	21	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	5856	22	had	have	VBD
37060	5856	23	related	relate	VBN
37060	5856	24	that	that	IN
37060	5856	25	although	although	IN
37060	5856	26	there	there	EX
37060	5856	27	were	be	VBD
37060	5856	28	new	new	JJ
37060	5856	29	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	5856	30	,	,	,
37060	5856	31	none	none	NN
37060	5856	32	could	could	MD
37060	5856	33	cure	cure	VB
37060	5856	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5856	35	type	type	NN
37060	5856	36	of	of	IN
37060	5856	37	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5856	38	.	.	.
37060	5857	1	With	with	IN
37060	5857	2	all	all	DT
37060	5857	3	sincerity	sincerity	NN
37060	5857	4	,	,	,
37060	5857	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5857	6	said	say	VBD
37060	5857	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5857	8	did	do	VBD
37060	5857	9	not	not	RB
37060	5857	10	know	know	VB
37060	5857	11	how	how	WRB
37060	5857	12	long	long	JJ
37060	5857	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5857	14	life	life	NN
37060	5857	15	would	would	MD
37060	5857	16	prove	prove	VB
37060	5857	17	to	to	TO
37060	5857	18	be	be	VB
37060	5857	19	,	,	,
37060	5857	20	yet	yet	CC
37060	5857	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5857	22	wanted	want	VBD
37060	5857	23	to	to	TO
37060	5857	24	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	5857	25	a	a	DT
37060	5857	26	life	life	NN
37060	5857	27	of	of	IN
37060	5857	28	quality	quality	NN
37060	5857	29	,	,	,
37060	5857	30	for	for	IN
37060	5857	31	that	that	DT
37060	5857	32	best	good	JJS
37060	5857	33	equated	equate	VBD
37060	5857	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5857	35	idea	idea	NN
37060	5857	36	of	of	IN
37060	5857	37	what	what	WP
37060	5857	38	life	life	NN
37060	5857	39	should	should	MD
37060	5857	40	hold	hold	VB
37060	5857	41	for	for	IN
37060	5857	42	each	each	DT
37060	5857	43	individual	individual	NN
37060	5857	44	;	;	:
37060	5857	45	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5857	46	desired	desire	VBD
37060	5857	47	to	to	TO
37060	5857	48	own	own	VB
37060	5857	49	a	a	DT
37060	5857	50	sense	sense	NN
37060	5857	51	of	of	IN
37060	5857	52	peace	peace	NN
37060	5857	53	which	which	WDT
37060	5857	54	could	could	MD
37060	5857	55	never	never	RB
37060	5857	56	be	be	VB
37060	5857	57	attained	attain	VBN
37060	5857	58	if	if	IN
37060	5857	59	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5857	60	continually	continually	RB
37060	5857	61	chased	chase	VBD
37060	5857	62	the	the	DT
37060	5857	63	spectrum	spectrum	NN
37060	5857	64	of	of	IN
37060	5857	65	miracle	miracle	NN
37060	5857	66	cures	cure	NNS
37060	5857	67	so	so	RB
37060	5857	68	prevalent	prevalent	JJ
37060	5857	69	in	in	IN
37060	5857	70	a	a	DT
37060	5857	71	world	world	NN
37060	5857	72	whose	whose	WP$
37060	5857	73	main	main	JJ
37060	5857	74	objective	objective	NN
37060	5857	75	,	,	,
37060	5857	76	for	for	IN
37060	5857	77	many	many	JJ
37060	5857	78	,	,	,
37060	5857	79	is	be	VBZ
37060	5857	80	the	the	DT
37060	5857	81	procuring	procuring	NN
37060	5857	82	of	of	IN
37060	5857	83	wealth	wealth	NN
37060	5857	84	.	.	.
37060	5858	1	Time	Time	NNP
37060	5858	2	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5858	3	meant	mean	VBD
37060	5858	4	little	little	JJ
37060	5858	5	if	if	IN
37060	5858	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5858	7	did	do	VBD
37060	5858	8	not	not	RB
37060	5858	9	also	also	RB
37060	5858	10	have	have	VB
37060	5858	11	the	the	DT
37060	5858	12	amenity	amenity	NN
37060	5858	13	of	of	IN
37060	5858	14	joy	joy	NN
37060	5858	15	,	,	,
37060	5858	16	and	and	CC
37060	5858	17	in	in	IN
37060	5858	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5858	19	19	19	CD
37060	5858	20	years	year	NNS
37060	5858	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5858	22	had	have	VBD
37060	5858	23	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	5858	24	more	more	JJR
37060	5858	25	quality	quality	NN
37060	5858	26	than	than	IN
37060	5858	27	some	some	DT
37060	5858	28	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	5858	29	realize	realize	VBP
37060	5858	30	in	in	IN
37060	5858	31	a	a	DT
37060	5858	32	lifetime	lifetime	NN
37060	5858	33	of	of	IN
37060	5858	34	80	80	CD
37060	5858	35	years	year	NNS
37060	5858	36	;	;	:
37060	5858	37	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5858	38	stressed	stress	VBD
37060	5858	39	that	that	IN
37060	5858	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5858	41	family	family	NN
37060	5858	42	was	be	VBD
37060	5858	43	an	an	DT
37060	5858	44	important	important	JJ
37060	5858	45	part	part	NN
37060	5858	46	,	,	,
37060	5858	47	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	5858	48	,	,	,
37060	5858	49	and	and	CC
37060	5858	50	inherent	inherent	JJ
37060	5858	51	part	part	NN
37060	5858	52	of	of	IN
37060	5858	53	that	that	DT
37060	5858	54	quality	quality	NN
37060	5858	55	.	.	.
37060	5859	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5859	2	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	5859	3	that	that	IN
37060	5859	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5859	5	family	family	NN
37060	5859	6	would	would	MD
37060	5859	7	be	be	VB
37060	5859	8	satisfied	satisfied	JJ
37060	5859	9	with	with	IN
37060	5859	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5859	11	judgment	judgment	NN
37060	5859	12	,	,	,
37060	5859	13	although	although	IN
37060	5859	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5859	15	disapproval	disapproval	NN
37060	5859	16	would	would	MD
37060	5859	17	not	not	RB
37060	5859	18	have	have	VB
37060	5859	19	altered	alter	VBN
37060	5859	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5859	21	stance	stance	NN
37060	5859	22	;	;	:
37060	5859	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5859	24	feared	fear	VBD
37060	5859	25	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5859	26	would	would	MD
37060	5859	27	attempt	attempt	VB
37060	5859	28	to	to	TO
37060	5859	29	force	force	VB
37060	5859	30	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	5859	31	upon	upon	IN
37060	5859	32	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5859	33	through	through	IN
37060	5859	34	relentless	relentless	JJ
37060	5859	35	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	5859	36	and	and	CC
37060	5859	37	in	in	IN
37060	5859	38	so	so	RB
37060	5859	39	doing	do	VBG
37060	5859	40	,	,	,
37060	5859	41	make	make	VB
37060	5859	42	life	life	NN
37060	5859	43	at	at	IN
37060	5859	44	home	home	NN
37060	5859	45	unbearable	unbearable	JJ
37060	5859	46	.	.	.
37060	5860	1	This	this	DT
37060	5860	2	,	,	,
37060	5860	3	happily	happily	RB
37060	5860	4	,	,	,
37060	5860	5	was	be	VBD
37060	5860	6	not	not	RB
37060	5860	7	the	the	DT
37060	5860	8	case	case	NN
37060	5860	9	.	.	.
37060	5861	1	After	after	IN
37060	5861	2	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	5861	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5861	4	dissertation	dissertation	NN
37060	5861	5	,	,	,
37060	5861	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5861	7	father	father	NN
37060	5861	8	needed	need	VBD
37060	5861	9	time	time	NN
37060	5861	10	to	to	TO
37060	5861	11	think	think	VB
37060	5861	12	and	and	CC
37060	5861	13	sort	sort	VB
37060	5861	14	out	out	RP
37060	5861	15	the	the	DT
37060	5861	16	information	information	NN
37060	5861	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5861	18	had	have	VBD
37060	5861	19	just	just	RB
37060	5861	20	heard	hear	VBN
37060	5861	21	,	,	,
37060	5861	22	and	and	CC
37060	5861	23	decided	decide	VBD
37060	5861	24	to	to	TO
37060	5861	25	take	take	VB
37060	5861	26	a	a	DT
37060	5861	27	lengthy	lengthy	JJ
37060	5861	28	walk	walk	NN
37060	5861	29	into	into	IN
37060	5861	30	town	town	NN
37060	5861	31	for	for	IN
37060	5861	32	the	the	DT
37060	5861	33	duel	duel	JJ
37060	5861	34	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	5861	35	of	of	IN
37060	5861	36	eating	eat	VBG
37060	5861	37	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	5861	38	and	and	CC
37060	5861	39	trying	try	VBG
37060	5861	40	to	to	TO
37060	5861	41	digest	digest	VB
37060	5861	42	the	the	DT
37060	5861	43	disturbing	disturbing	JJ
37060	5861	44	truth	truth	NN
37060	5861	45	which	which	WDT
37060	5861	46	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5861	47	brought	bring	VBD
37060	5861	48	to	to	IN
37060	5861	49	the	the	DT
37060	5861	50	surface	surface	NN
37060	5861	51	;	;	:
37060	5861	52	mortality	mortality	NN
37060	5861	53	does	do	VBZ
37060	5861	54	not	not	RB
37060	5861	55	concern	concern	VB
37060	5861	56	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5861	57	only	only	RB
37060	5861	58	with	with	IN
37060	5861	59	the	the	DT
37060	5861	60	aged	age	VBN
37060	5861	61	.	.	.
37060	5862	1	While	while	IN
37060	5862	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5862	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5862	4	gone	go	VBN
37060	5862	5	,	,	,
37060	5862	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5862	7	replenished	replenish	VBD
37060	5862	8	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5862	9	with	with	IN
37060	5862	10	both	both	CC
37060	5862	11	food	food	NN
37060	5862	12	and	and	CC
37060	5862	13	rest	rest	NN
37060	5862	14	.	.	.
37060	5863	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5863	2	mother	mother	NN
37060	5863	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5863	4	to	to	TO
37060	5863	5	arrive	arrive	VB
37060	5863	6	in	in	IN
37060	5863	7	the	the	DT
37060	5863	8	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	5863	9	,	,	,
37060	5863	10	and	and	CC
37060	5863	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5863	12	fully	fully	RB
37060	5863	13	realized	realize	VBD
37060	5863	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5863	15	would	would	MD
37060	5863	16	have	have	VB
37060	5863	17	to	to	TO
37060	5863	18	repeat	repeat	VB
37060	5863	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5863	20	performance	performance	NN
37060	5863	21	for	for	IN
37060	5863	22	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5863	23	and	and	CC
37060	5863	24	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	5863	25	,	,	,
37060	5863	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5863	27	older	old	JJR
37060	5863	28	sister	sister	NN
37060	5863	29	.	.	.
37060	5864	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5864	2	wished	wish	VBD
37060	5864	3	to	to	TO
37060	5864	4	appear	appear	VB
37060	5864	5	as	as	RB
37060	5864	6	normal	normal	JJ
37060	5864	7	as	as	IN
37060	5864	8	possible	possible	JJ
37060	5864	9	.	.	.
37060	5865	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5865	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5865	3	curled	curl	VBN
37060	5865	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5865	5	hair	hair	NN
37060	5865	6	and	and	CC
37060	5865	7	applied	apply	VBD
37060	5865	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5865	9	usual	usual	JJ
37060	5865	10	dose	dose	NN
37060	5865	11	of	of	IN
37060	5865	12	eye	eye	NN
37060	5865	13	make	make	NN
37060	5865	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	5865	15	up	up	NN
37060	5865	16	to	to	TO
37060	5865	17	improve	improve	VB
37060	5865	18	any	any	DT
37060	5865	19	pallor	pallor	NN
37060	5865	20	which	which	WDT
37060	5865	21	might	may	MD
37060	5865	22	have	have	VB
37060	5865	23	been	be	VBN
37060	5865	24	visible	visible	JJ
37060	5865	25	due	due	IN
37060	5865	26	to	to	IN
37060	5865	27	the	the	DT
37060	5865	28	operation	operation	NN
37060	5865	29	;	;	:
37060	5865	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5865	31	did	do	VBD
37060	5865	32	not	not	RB
37060	5865	33	want	want	VB
37060	5865	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5865	35	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	5865	36	to	to	TO
37060	5865	37	evoke	evoke	VB
37060	5865	38	unnecessary	unnecessary	JJ
37060	5865	39	amounts	amount	NNS
37060	5865	40	of	of	IN
37060	5865	41	gloom	gloom	NN
37060	5865	42	or	or	CC
37060	5865	43	despair	despair	NN
37060	5865	44	.	.	.
37060	5866	1	Satisfied	satisfy	VBN
37060	5866	2	that	that	IN
37060	5866	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5866	4	had	have	VBD
37060	5866	5	done	do	VBN
37060	5866	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5866	7	best	good	JJS
37060	5866	8	to	to	TO
37060	5866	9	improve	improve	VB
37060	5866	10	upon	upon	IN
37060	5866	11	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5866	12	,	,	,
37060	5866	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5866	14	settled	settle	VBD
37060	5866	15	back	back	RP
37060	5866	16	in	in	IN
37060	5866	17	the	the	DT
37060	5866	18	bed	bed	NN
37060	5866	19	,	,	,
37060	5866	20	clad	clothe	VBN
37060	5866	21	in	in	IN
37060	5866	22	the	the	DT
37060	5866	23	glorious	glorious	JJ
37060	5866	24	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5866	25	garb	garb	NN
37060	5866	26	which	which	WDT
37060	5866	27	resembled	resemble	VBD
37060	5866	28	pillow	pillow	NN
37060	5866	29	ticking	tick	VBG
37060	5866	30	and	and	CC
37060	5866	31	decided	decide	VBD
37060	5866	32	that	that	IN
37060	5866	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5866	34	coordinated	coordinate	VBD
37060	5866	35	rather	rather	RB
37060	5866	36	nicely	nicely	RB
37060	5866	37	with	with	IN
37060	5866	38	the	the	DT
37060	5866	39	rest	rest	NN
37060	5866	40	of	of	IN
37060	5866	41	the	the	DT
37060	5866	42	decor	decor	NN
37060	5866	43	.	.	.
37060	5867	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5867	2	the	the	DT
37060	5867	3	entire	entire	JJ
37060	5867	4	group	group	NN
37060	5867	5	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	5867	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5867	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5867	8	already	already	RB
37060	5867	9	late	late	JJ
37060	5867	10	in	in	IN
37060	5867	11	the	the	DT
37060	5867	12	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	5867	13	.	.	.
37060	5868	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5868	2	father	father	NN
37060	5868	3	accompanied	accompany	VBD
37060	5868	4	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	5868	5	's	's	POS
37060	5868	6	family	family	NN
37060	5868	7	on	on	IN
37060	5868	8	a	a	DT
37060	5868	9	tour	tour	NN
37060	5868	10	of	of	IN
37060	5868	11	the	the	DT
37060	5868	12	area	area	NN
37060	5868	13	,	,	,
37060	5868	14	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	5868	15	only	only	RB
37060	5868	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5868	17	mother	mother	NN
37060	5868	18	and	and	CC
37060	5868	19	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	5868	20	to	to	TO
37060	5868	21	visit	visit	VB
37060	5868	22	with	with	IN
37060	5868	23	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5868	24	directly	directly	RB
37060	5868	25	.	.	.
37060	5869	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5869	2	noticed	notice	VBD
37060	5869	3	that	that	IN
37060	5869	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5869	5	mother	mother	NN
37060	5869	6	had	have	VBD
37060	5869	7	lost	lose	VBN
37060	5869	8	weight	weight	NN
37060	5869	9	,	,	,
37060	5869	10	underlining	underline	VBG
37060	5869	11	the	the	DT
37060	5869	12	worry	worry	NN
37060	5869	13	that	that	WDT
37060	5869	14	was	be	VBD
37060	5869	15	inscribed	inscribe	VBN
37060	5869	16	on	on	IN
37060	5869	17	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5869	18	face	face	NN
37060	5869	19	;	;	:
37060	5869	20	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	5869	21	's	's	POS
37060	5869	22	face	face	NN
37060	5869	23	echoed	echo	VBD
37060	5869	24	that	that	IN
37060	5869	25	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	5869	26	,	,	,
37060	5869	27	and	and	CC
37060	5869	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5869	29	knew	know	VBD
37060	5869	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5869	31	must	must	MD
37060	5869	32	speak	speak	VB
37060	5869	33	with	with	IN
37060	5869	34	care	care	NN
37060	5869	35	.	.	.
37060	5870	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5870	2	can	can	MD
37060	5870	3	be	be	VB
37060	5870	4	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	5870	5	to	to	TO
37060	5870	6	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	5870	7	mechanical	mechanical	JJ
37060	5870	8	speech	speech	NN
37060	5870	9	when	when	WRB
37060	5870	10	one	one	CD
37060	5870	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	5870	12	trying	try	VBG
37060	5870	13	to	to	TO
37060	5870	14	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	5870	15	control	control	NN
37060	5870	16	of	of	IN
37060	5870	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5870	18	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	5870	19	,	,	,
37060	5870	20	yet	yet	RB
37060	5870	21	to	to	TO
37060	5870	22	do	do	VB
37060	5870	23	so	so	RB
37060	5870	24	can	can	MD
37060	5870	25	prove	prove	VB
37060	5870	26	to	to	TO
37060	5870	27	be	be	VB
37060	5870	28	less	less	RBR
37060	5870	29	injurious	injurious	JJ
37060	5870	30	to	to	IN
37060	5870	31	the	the	DT
37060	5870	32	listeners	listener	NNS
37060	5870	33	if	if	IN
37060	5870	34	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5870	35	share	share	VBP
37060	5870	36	one	one	PRP
37060	5870	37	's	's	POS
37060	5870	38	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	5870	39	on	on	IN
37060	5870	40	the	the	DT
37060	5870	41	topic	topic	NN
37060	5870	42	being	be	VBG
37060	5870	43	discussed	discuss	VBN
37060	5870	44	.	.	.
37060	5871	1	Cold	cold	JJ
37060	5871	2	facts	fact	NNS
37060	5871	3	divulged	divulge	VBD
37060	5871	4	without	without	IN
37060	5871	5	the	the	DT
37060	5871	6	benefit	benefit	NN
37060	5871	7	of	of	IN
37060	5871	8	a	a	DT
37060	5871	9	warm	warm	JJ
37060	5871	10	heart	heart	NN
37060	5871	11	will	will	MD
37060	5871	12	only	only	RB
37060	5871	13	multiply	multiply	VB
37060	5871	14	the	the	DT
37060	5871	15	pain	pain	NN
37060	5871	16	;	;	:
37060	5871	17	there	there	EX
37060	5871	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	5871	19	no	no	DT
37060	5871	20	sense	sense	NN
37060	5871	21	in	in	IN
37060	5871	22	hurting	hurt	VBG
37060	5871	23	loved	love	VBN
37060	5871	24	ones	one	NNS
37060	5871	25	through	through	IN
37060	5871	26	callous	callous	JJ
37060	5871	27	explanations	explanation	NNS
37060	5871	28	.	.	.
37060	5872	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5872	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5872	3	with	with	IN
37060	5872	4	painful	painful	JJ
37060	5872	5	resignation	resignation	NN
37060	5872	6	that	that	IN
37060	5872	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5872	8	family	family	NN
37060	5872	9	members	member	NNS
37060	5872	10	then	then	RB
37060	5872	11	present	present	JJ
37060	5872	12	at	at	IN
37060	5872	13	the	the	DT
37060	5872	14	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5872	15	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	5872	16	the	the	DT
37060	5872	17	future	future	NN
37060	5872	18	which	which	WDT
37060	5872	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5872	20	so	so	RB
37060	5872	21	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	5872	22	needed	need	VBN
37060	5872	23	to	to	TO
37060	5872	24	control	control	VB
37060	5872	25	.	.	.
37060	5873	1	More	More	JJR
37060	5873	2	than	than	IN
37060	5873	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5873	4	resistance	resistance	NN
37060	5873	5	to	to	IN
37060	5873	6	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	5873	7	,	,	,
37060	5873	8	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5873	9	for	for	IN
37060	5873	10	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5873	11	too	too	RB
37060	5873	12	had	have	VBD
37060	5873	13	witnessed	witness	VBN
37060	5873	14	the	the	DT
37060	5873	15	drastic	drastic	JJ
37060	5873	16	effects	effect	NNS
37060	5873	17	which	which	WDT
37060	5873	18	are	be	VBP
37060	5873	19	inherent	inherent	JJ
37060	5873	20	characteristics	characteristic	NNS
37060	5873	21	of	of	IN
37060	5873	22	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	5873	23	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5873	24	the	the	DT
37060	5873	25	family	family	NN
37060	5873	26	was	be	VBD
37060	5873	27	besieged	besiege	VBN
37060	5873	28	by	by	IN
37060	5873	29	the	the	DT
37060	5873	30	inevitability	inevitability	NN
37060	5873	31	of	of	IN
37060	5873	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5873	33	death	death	NN
37060	5873	34	.	.	.
37060	5874	1	There	there	EX
37060	5874	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5874	3	now	now	RB
37060	5874	4	the	the	DT
37060	5874	5	real	real	JJ
37060	5874	6	possibility	possibility	NN
37060	5874	7	that	that	IN
37060	5874	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5874	9	would	would	MD
37060	5874	10	die	die	VB
37060	5874	11	long	long	RB
37060	5874	12	before	before	IN
37060	5874	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5874	14	parents	parent	NNS
37060	5874	15	,	,	,
37060	5874	16	and	and	CC
37060	5874	17	in	in	IN
37060	5874	18	this	this	DT
37060	5874	19	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5874	20	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5874	21	little	little	JJ
37060	5874	22	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	5874	23	for	for	IN
37060	5874	24	contentment	contentment	NN
37060	5874	25	.	.	.
37060	5875	1	At	at	IN
37060	5875	2	the	the	DT
37060	5875	3	close	close	NN
37060	5875	4	of	of	IN
37060	5875	5	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5875	6	discussions	discussion	NNS
37060	5875	7	,	,	,
37060	5875	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5875	9	believe	believe	VBP
37060	5875	10	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	5875	11	derived	derive	VBD
37060	5875	12	a	a	DT
37060	5875	13	handful	handful	NN
37060	5875	14	of	of	IN
37060	5875	15	solace	solace	NN
37060	5875	16	through	through	IN
37060	5875	17	the	the	DT
37060	5875	18	hope	hope	NN
37060	5875	19	that	that	IN
37060	5875	20	"	"	``
37060	5875	21	miracles	miracle	NNS
37060	5875	22	DO	do	VBP
37060	5875	23	happen	happen	VB
37060	5875	24	"	"	''
37060	5875	25	;	;	,
37060	5875	26	there	there	EX
37060	5875	27	were	be	VBD
37060	5875	28	reports	report	NNS
37060	5875	29	of	of	IN
37060	5875	30	complete	complete	JJ
37060	5875	31	remission	remission	NN
37060	5875	32	and	and	CC
37060	5875	33	cases	case	NNS
37060	5875	34	in	in	IN
37060	5875	35	which	which	WDT
37060	5875	36	the	the	DT
37060	5875	37	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5875	38	inexplicably	inexplicably	RB
37060	5875	39	vanished	vanish	VBD
37060	5875	40	,	,	,
37060	5875	41	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	5875	42	no	no	DT
37060	5875	43	trace	trace	NN
37060	5875	44	of	of	IN
37060	5875	45	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5875	46	former	former	JJ
37060	5875	47	habitation	habitation	NN
37060	5875	48	in	in	IN
37060	5875	49	the	the	DT
37060	5875	50	individual	individual	NN
37060	5875	51	's	's	POS
37060	5875	52	body	body	NN
37060	5875	53	.	.	.
37060	5876	1	Continuing	continue	VBG
37060	5876	2	research	research	NN
37060	5876	3	in	in	IN
37060	5876	4	the	the	DT
37060	5876	5	realm	realm	NN
37060	5876	6	of	of	IN
37060	5876	7	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5876	8	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	5876	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5876	10	also	also	RB
37060	5876	11	a	a	DT
37060	5876	12	source	source	NN
37060	5876	13	of	of	IN
37060	5876	14	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5876	15	sunshine	sunshine	NN
37060	5876	16	to	to	IN
37060	5876	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5876	18	family	family	NN
37060	5876	19	,	,	,
37060	5876	20	and	and	CC
37060	5876	21	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	5876	22	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	5876	23	to	to	TO
37060	5876	24	look	look	VB
37060	5876	25	toward	toward	IN
37060	5876	26	the	the	DT
37060	5876	27	homeward	homeward	NN
37060	5876	28	journey	journey	NN
37060	5876	29	with	with	IN
37060	5876	30	anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	5876	31	.	.	.
37060	5877	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5877	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5877	3	exhausted	exhausted	JJ
37060	5877	4	.	.	.
37060	5878	1	Though	though	IN
37060	5878	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5878	3	truly	truly	RB
37060	5878	4	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	5878	5	seeing	see	VBG
37060	5878	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5878	7	mother	mother	NN
37060	5878	8	and	and	CC
37060	5878	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5878	10	grateful	grateful	JJ
37060	5878	11	that	that	IN
37060	5878	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5878	13	sister	sister	NN
37060	5878	14	's	's	POS
37060	5878	15	family	family	NN
37060	5878	16	had	have	VBD
37060	5878	17	made	make	VBN
37060	5878	18	the	the	DT
37060	5878	19	time	time	NN
37060	5878	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	5878	21	consuming	consume	VBG
37060	5878	22	trip	trip	NN
37060	5878	23	,	,	,
37060	5878	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5878	25	was	be	VBD
37060	5878	26	happy	happy	JJ
37060	5878	27	to	to	TO
37060	5878	28	grant	grant	VB
37060	5878	29	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5878	30	leave	leave	NN
37060	5878	31	to	to	TO
37060	5878	32	partake	partake	VB
37060	5878	33	of	of	IN
37060	5878	34	supper	supper	NN
37060	5878	35	.	.	.
37060	5879	1	As	as	IN
37060	5879	2	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5879	3	departed	depart	VBD
37060	5879	4	,	,	,
37060	5879	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5879	6	sunk	sink	VBD
37060	5879	7	back	back	RB
37060	5879	8	into	into	IN
37060	5879	9	the	the	DT
37060	5879	10	bed	bed	NN
37060	5879	11	with	with	IN
37060	5879	12	a	a	DT
37060	5879	13	sigh	sigh	NN
37060	5879	14	of	of	IN
37060	5879	15	relief	relief	NN
37060	5879	16	.	.	.
37060	5880	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5880	2	had	have	VBD
37060	5880	3	been	be	VBN
37060	5880	4	quite	quite	PDT
37060	5880	5	a	a	DT
37060	5880	6	day	day	NN
37060	5880	7	...	...	:
37060	5880	8	and	and	CC
37060	5880	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5880	10	was	be	VBD
37060	5880	11	not	not	RB
37060	5880	12	over	over	RB
37060	5880	13	yet	yet	RB
37060	5880	14	.	.	.
37060	5881	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5881	2	attacked	attack	VBD
37060	5881	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5881	4	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	5881	5	tray	tray	NN
37060	5881	6	as	as	IN
37060	5881	7	if	if	IN
37060	5881	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5881	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5881	10	the	the	DT
37060	5881	11	only	only	JJ
37060	5881	12	food	food	NN
37060	5881	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5881	14	had	have	VBD
37060	5881	15	seen	see	VBN
37060	5881	16	in	in	IN
37060	5881	17	days	day	NNS
37060	5881	18	;	;	:
37060	5881	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5881	20	is	be	VBZ
37060	5881	21	amazing	amazing	JJ
37060	5881	22	how	how	WRB
37060	5881	23	an	an	DT
37060	5881	24	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5881	25	strain	strain	NN
37060	5881	26	can	can	MD
37060	5881	27	deplete	deplete	VB
37060	5881	28	one	one	PRP
37060	5881	29	's	's	POS
37060	5881	30	energy	energy	NN
37060	5881	31	as	as	RB
37060	5881	32	thoroughly	thoroughly	RB
37060	5881	33	as	as	IN
37060	5881	34	participating	participate	VBG
37060	5881	35	in	in	IN
37060	5881	36	a	a	DT
37060	5881	37	rigorous	rigorous	JJ
37060	5881	38	activity	activity	NN
37060	5881	39	.	.	.
37060	5882	1	While	while	IN
37060	5882	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5882	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5882	4	alone	alone	JJ
37060	5882	5	with	with	IN
37060	5882	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5882	7	roommate	roommate	NN
37060	5882	8	,	,	,
37060	5882	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5882	10	opened	open	VBD
37060	5882	11	the	the	DT
37060	5882	12	curtain	curtain	NN
37060	5882	13	which	which	WDT
37060	5882	14	separated	separate	VBD
37060	5882	15	the	the	DT
37060	5882	16	two	two	CD
37060	5882	17	halves	half	NNS
37060	5882	18	of	of	IN
37060	5882	19	the	the	DT
37060	5882	20	room	room	NN
37060	5882	21	so	so	IN
37060	5882	22	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5882	23	could	could	MD
37060	5882	24	talk	talk	VB
37060	5882	25	and	and	CC
37060	5882	26	feel	feel	VB
37060	5882	27	more	more	RBR
37060	5882	28	in	in	IN
37060	5882	29	tune	tune	NN
37060	5882	30	with	with	IN
37060	5882	31	the	the	DT
37060	5882	32	world	world	NN
37060	5882	33	.	.	.
37060	5883	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5883	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5883	3	extremely	extremely	RB
37060	5883	4	lucky	lucky	JJ
37060	5883	5	to	to	TO
37060	5883	6	have	have	VB
37060	5883	7	been	be	VBN
37060	5883	8	placed	place	VBN
37060	5883	9	with	with	IN
37060	5883	10	such	such	PDT
37060	5883	11	a	a	DT
37060	5883	12	personable	personable	JJ
37060	5883	13	lady	lady	NN
37060	5883	14	,	,	,
37060	5883	15	as	as	IN
37060	5883	16	television	television	NN
37060	5883	17	is	be	VBZ
37060	5883	18	a	a	DT
37060	5883	19	poor	poor	JJ
37060	5883	20	excuse	excuse	NN
37060	5883	21	for	for	IN
37060	5883	22	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	5883	23	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5883	24	unless	unless	IN
37060	5883	25	one	one	CD
37060	5883	26	is	be	VBZ
37060	5883	27	sharing	share	VBG
37060	5883	28	a	a	DT
37060	5883	29	room	room	NN
37060	5883	30	with	with	IN
37060	5883	31	an	an	DT
37060	5883	32	unpleasant	unpleasant	JJ
37060	5883	33	and	and	CC
37060	5883	34	irrational	irrational	JJ
37060	5883	35	whiner	whiner	NN
37060	5883	36	!	!	.
37060	5883	37	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5884	1	After	after	IN
37060	5884	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5884	3	family	family	NN
37060	5884	4	had	have	VBD
37060	5884	5	departed	depart	VBN
37060	5884	6	,	,	,
37060	5884	7	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5884	8	expressed	express	VBD
37060	5884	9	that	that	IN
37060	5884	10	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5884	11	had	have	VBD
37060	5884	12	been	be	VBN
37060	5884	13	rather	rather	RB
37060	5884	14	awed	awed	JJ
37060	5884	15	by	by	IN
37060	5884	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5884	17	duo	duo	NN
37060	5884	18	performances	performance	NNS
37060	5884	19	.	.	.
37060	5885	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5885	2	said	say	VBD
37060	5885	3	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5885	4	"	"	``
37060	5885	5	admired	admire	VBD
37060	5885	6	"	"	``
37060	5885	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5885	8	strength	strength	NN
37060	5885	9	and	and	CC
37060	5885	10	ability	ability	NN
37060	5885	11	to	to	TO
37060	5885	12	verbalize	verbalize	VB
37060	5885	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5885	14	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	5885	15	,	,	,
37060	5885	16	and	and	CC
37060	5885	17	although	although	IN
37060	5885	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5885	19	graciously	graciously	RB
37060	5885	20	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	5885	21	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5885	22	compliments	compliment	NNS
37060	5885	23	,	,	,
37060	5885	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5885	25	told	tell	VBD
37060	5885	26	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5885	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5885	28	had	have	VBD
37060	5885	29	been	be	VBN
37060	5885	30	a	a	DT
37060	5885	31	topic	topic	NN
37060	5885	32	about	about	IN
37060	5885	33	which	which	WDT
37060	5885	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5885	35	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5885	36	quite	quite	RB
37060	5885	37	strongly	strongly	RB
37060	5885	38	.	.	.
37060	5886	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5886	2	one	one	NN
37060	5886	3	's	's	POS
37060	5886	4	decision	decision	NN
37060	5886	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	5886	6	incontestable	incontestable	JJ
37060	5886	7	,	,	,
37060	5886	8	and	and	CC
37060	5886	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	5886	10	fueled	fuel	VBN
37060	5886	11	by	by	IN
37060	5886	12	past	past	JJ
37060	5886	13	experience	experience	NN
37060	5886	14	and	and	CC
37060	5886	15	anguish	anguish	NN
37060	5886	16	,	,	,
37060	5886	17	the	the	DT
37060	5886	18	future	future	NN
37060	5886	19	can	can	MD
37060	5886	20	quite	quite	RB
37060	5886	21	easily	easily	RB
37060	5886	22	be	be	VB
37060	5886	23	foreseen	foresee	VBN
37060	5886	24	.	.	.
37060	5887	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5887	2	believe	believe	VBP
37060	5887	3	that	that	IN
37060	5887	4	one	one	PRP
37060	5887	5	has	have	VBZ
37060	5887	6	made	make	VBN
37060	5887	7	the	the	DT
37060	5887	8	correct	correct	JJ
37060	5887	9	choice	choice	NN
37060	5887	10	if	if	IN
37060	5887	11	,	,	,
37060	5887	12	after	after	IN
37060	5887	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5887	14	decision	decision	NN
37060	5887	15	has	have	VBZ
37060	5887	16	been	be	VBN
37060	5887	17	voiced	voice	VBN
37060	5887	18	,	,	,
37060	5887	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5887	20	feels	feel	VBZ
37060	5887	21	an	an	DT
37060	5887	22	overall	overall	JJ
37060	5887	23	contentment	contentment	NN
37060	5887	24	and	and	CC
37060	5887	25	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	5887	26	from	from	IN
37060	5887	27	excessive	excessive	JJ
37060	5887	28	amounts	amount	NNS
37060	5887	29	of	of	IN
37060	5887	30	mental	mental	JJ
37060	5887	31	duress	duress	NN
37060	5887	32	.	.	.
37060	5888	1	Everyone	everyone	NN
37060	5888	2	must	must	MD
37060	5888	3	live	live	VB
37060	5888	4	with	with	IN
37060	5888	5	a	a	DT
37060	5888	6	patient	patient	NN
37060	5888	7	's	's	POS
37060	5888	8	choices	choice	NNS
37060	5888	9	,	,	,
37060	5888	10	but	but	CC
37060	5888	11	only	only	RB
37060	5888	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5888	13	dies	die	VBZ
37060	5888	14	with	with	IN
37060	5888	15	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5888	16	;	;	:
37060	5888	17	this	this	DT
37060	5888	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	5888	19	why	why	WRB
37060	5888	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5888	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	5888	22	crucial	crucial	JJ
37060	5888	23	for	for	IN
37060	5888	24	a	a	DT
37060	5888	25	patient	patient	NN
37060	5888	26	to	to	IN
37060	5888	27	voice	voice	NN
37060	5888	28	,	,	,
37060	5888	29	and	and	CC
37060	5888	30	the	the	DT
37060	5888	31	family	family	NN
37060	5888	32	to	to	TO
37060	5888	33	heed	heed	VB
37060	5888	34	,	,	,
37060	5888	35	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5888	36	personal	personal	JJ
37060	5888	37	opinions	opinion	NNS
37060	5888	38	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	5888	39	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5888	40	future	future	NN
37060	5888	41	.	.	.
37060	5889	1	Later	later	RB
37060	5889	2	that	that	DT
37060	5889	3	evening	evening	NN
37060	5889	4	the	the	DT
37060	5889	5	troop	troop	NN
37060	5889	6	returned	return	VBD
37060	5889	7	from	from	IN
37060	5889	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5889	9	meal	meal	NN
37060	5889	10	and	and	CC
37060	5889	11	converged	converge	VBN
37060	5889	12	on	on	IN
37060	5889	13	the	the	DT
37060	5889	14	room	room	NN
37060	5889	15	.	.	.
37060	5890	1	Since	since	IN
37060	5890	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5890	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5890	4	rather	rather	RB
37060	5890	5	small	small	JJ
37060	5890	6	to	to	TO
37060	5890	7	comfortably	comfortably	RB
37060	5890	8	house	house	VB
37060	5890	9	six	six	CD
37060	5890	10	visitors	visitor	NNS
37060	5890	11	on	on	IN
37060	5890	12	one	one	CD
37060	5890	13	side	side	NN
37060	5890	14	,	,	,
37060	5890	15	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5890	16	made	make	VBD
37060	5890	17	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5890	18	way	way	NN
37060	5890	19	into	into	IN
37060	5890	20	the	the	DT
37060	5890	21	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5890	22	corridors	corridor	NNS
37060	5890	23	to	to	TO
37060	5890	24	see	see	VB
37060	5890	25	those	those	DT
37060	5890	26	sights	sight	NNS
37060	5890	27	which	which	WDT
37060	5890	28	happenstance	happenstance	NN
37060	5890	29	would	would	MD
37060	5890	30	reveal	reveal	VB
37060	5890	31	.	.	.
37060	5891	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5891	2	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	5891	3	found	find	VBD
37060	5891	4	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5891	5	in	in	IN
37060	5891	6	a	a	DT
37060	5891	7	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	5891	8	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	5891	9	room	room	NN
37060	5891	10	which	which	WDT
37060	5891	11	boasted	boast	VBD
37060	5891	12	several	several	JJ
37060	5891	13	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	5891	14	and	and	CC
37060	5891	15	very	very	RB
37060	5891	16	accommodating	accommodating	JJ
37060	5891	17	couches	couch	NNS
37060	5891	18	,	,	,
37060	5891	19	as	as	RB
37060	5891	20	well	well	RB
37060	5891	21	as	as	IN
37060	5891	22	a	a	DT
37060	5891	23	few	few	JJ
37060	5891	24	tables	table	NNS
37060	5891	25	upon	upon	IN
37060	5891	26	which	which	WDT
37060	5891	27	the	the	DT
37060	5891	28	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	5891	29	fragments	fragment	NNS
37060	5891	30	of	of	IN
37060	5891	31	jigsaw	jigsaw	NN
37060	5891	32	puzzles	puzzle	NNS
37060	5891	33	were	be	VBD
37060	5891	34	scattered	scatter	VBN
37060	5891	35	.	.	.
37060	5892	1	At	at	IN
37060	5892	2	this	this	DT
37060	5892	3	point	point	NN
37060	5892	4	,	,	,
37060	5892	5	any	any	DT
37060	5892	6	form	form	NN
37060	5892	7	of	of	IN
37060	5892	8	diversion	diversion	NN
37060	5892	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5892	10	welcome	welcome	JJ
37060	5892	11	,	,	,
37060	5892	12	especially	especially	RB
37060	5892	13	for	for	IN
37060	5892	14	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	5892	15	's	's	POS
37060	5892	16	kids	kid	NNS
37060	5892	17	who	who	WP
37060	5892	18	doubtlessly	doubtlessly	RB
37060	5892	19	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5892	20	a	a	DT
37060	5892	21	trifle	trifle	NN
37060	5892	22	suffocated	suffocate	VBN
37060	5892	23	in	in	IN
37060	5892	24	an	an	DT
37060	5892	25	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	5892	26	where	where	WRB
37060	5892	27	everything	everything	NN
37060	5892	28	squeaked	squeak	VBD
37060	5892	29	with	with	IN
37060	5892	30	cleanliness	cleanliness	NN
37060	5892	31	and	and	CC
37060	5892	32	relentless	relentless	JJ
37060	5892	33	order	order	NN
37060	5892	34	;	;	:
37060	5892	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5892	36	'm	be	VBP
37060	5892	37	sure	sure	JJ
37060	5892	38	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5892	39	were	be	VBD
37060	5892	40	not	not	RB
37060	5892	41	the	the	DT
37060	5892	42	only	only	JJ
37060	5892	43	ones	one	NNS
37060	5892	44	who	who	WP
37060	5892	45	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5892	46	intimidated	intimidate	VBN
37060	5892	47	as	as	IN
37060	5892	48	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5892	49	passed	pass	VBD
37060	5892	50	through	through	IN
37060	5892	51	the	the	DT
37060	5892	52	marble	marble	NN
37060	5892	53	hallways	hallway	NNS
37060	5892	54	.	.	.
37060	5893	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5893	2	entertained	entertain	VBD
37060	5893	3	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5893	4	as	as	IN
37060	5893	5	best	best	RB
37060	5893	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5893	7	could	could	MD
37060	5893	8	,	,	,
37060	5893	9	electing	elect	VBG
37060	5893	10	to	to	TO
37060	5893	11	remain	remain	VB
37060	5893	12	in	in	IN
37060	5893	13	the	the	DT
37060	5893	14	vicinity	vicinity	NN
37060	5893	15	of	of	IN
37060	5893	16	the	the	DT
37060	5893	17	carpet	carpet	NN
37060	5893	18	and	and	CC
37060	5893	19	couches	couch	NNS
37060	5893	20	until	until	IN
37060	5893	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5893	22	was	be	VBD
37060	5893	23	time	time	NN
37060	5893	24	for	for	IN
37060	5893	25	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5893	26	to	to	TO
37060	5893	27	leave	leave	VB
37060	5893	28	.	.	.
37060	5894	1	Engaging	engage	VBG
37060	5894	2	in	in	IN
37060	5894	3	small	small	JJ
37060	5894	4	talk	talk	NN
37060	5894	5	and	and	CC
37060	5894	6	battling	battle	VBG
37060	5894	7	with	with	IN
37060	5894	8	the	the	DT
37060	5894	9	jigsaw	jigsaw	NN
37060	5894	10	puzzles	puzzle	NNS
37060	5894	11	until	until	IN
37060	5894	12	totally	totally	RB
37060	5894	13	infuriated	infuriate	VBD
37060	5894	14	at	at	IN
37060	5894	15	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5894	16	lack	lack	NN
37060	5894	17	of	of	IN
37060	5894	18	progress	progress	NN
37060	5894	19	,	,	,
37060	5894	20	the	the	DT
37060	5894	21	night	night	NN
37060	5894	22	fell	fall	VBD
37060	5894	23	away	away	RB
37060	5894	24	.	.	.
37060	5895	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5895	2	the	the	DT
37060	5895	3	visiting	visit	VBG
37060	5895	4	hours	hour	NNS
37060	5895	5	had	have	VBD
37060	5895	6	reached	reach	VBN
37060	5895	7	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5895	8	end	end	NN
37060	5895	9	,	,	,
37060	5895	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5895	11	parents	parent	NNS
37060	5895	12	and	and	CC
37060	5895	13	company	company	NN
37060	5895	14	bid	bid	VBD
37060	5895	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5895	16	good	good	JJ
37060	5895	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	5895	18	night	night	NN
37060	5895	19	and	and	CC
37060	5895	20	left	leave	VBD
37060	5895	21	memories	memory	NNS
37060	5895	22	of	of	IN
37060	5895	23	the	the	DT
37060	5895	24	day	day	NN
37060	5895	25	which	which	WDT
37060	5895	26	had	have	VBD
37060	5895	27	just	just	RB
37060	5895	28	elapsed	elapse	VBN
37060	5895	29	,	,	,
37060	5895	30	as	as	RB
37060	5895	31	well	well	RB
37060	5895	32	as	as	IN
37060	5895	33	renewed	renew	VBN
37060	5895	34	excitement	excitement	NN
37060	5895	35	for	for	IN
37060	5895	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5895	37	release	release	NN
37060	5895	38	from	from	IN
37060	5895	39	the	the	DT
37060	5895	40	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5895	41	.	.	.
37060	5896	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5896	2	reviewed	review	VBD
37060	5896	3	the	the	DT
37060	5896	4	day	day	NN
37060	5896	5	's	's	POS
37060	5896	6	events	event	NNS
37060	5896	7	as	as	IN
37060	5896	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5896	9	lay	lie	VBD
37060	5896	10	tucked	tuck	VBN
37060	5896	11	between	between	IN
37060	5896	12	crisp	crisp	JJ
37060	5896	13	sheets	sheet	NNS
37060	5896	14	and	and	CC
37060	5896	15	a	a	DT
37060	5896	16	mound	mound	NN
37060	5896	17	of	of	IN
37060	5896	18	pillows	pillow	NNS
37060	5896	19	;	;	:
37060	5896	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5896	21	had	have	VBD
37060	5896	22	been	be	VBN
37060	5896	23	an	an	DT
37060	5896	24	exhilarating	exhilarating	JJ
37060	5896	25	experience	experience	NN
37060	5896	26	,	,	,
37060	5896	27	yet	yet	CC
37060	5896	28	one	one	CD
37060	5896	29	that	that	WDT
37060	5896	30	brought	bring	VBD
37060	5896	31	little	little	JJ
37060	5896	32	actual	actual	JJ
37060	5896	33	joy	joy	NN
37060	5896	34	except	except	IN
37060	5896	35	the	the	DT
37060	5896	36	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	5896	37	that	that	WDT
37060	5896	38	one	one	PRP
37060	5896	39	has	have	VBZ
37060	5896	40	been	be	VBN
37060	5896	41	understood	understand	VBN
37060	5896	42	and	and	CC
37060	5896	43	has	have	VBZ
37060	5896	44	found	find	VBN
37060	5896	45	peace	peace	NN
37060	5896	46	with	with	IN
37060	5896	47	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5896	48	.	.	.
37060	5897	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5897	2	greeted	greet	VBD
37060	5897	3	the	the	DT
37060	5897	4	morning	morning	NN
37060	5897	5	with	with	IN
37060	5897	6	exuberance	exuberance	NN
37060	5897	7	,	,	,
37060	5897	8	and	and	CC
37060	5897	9	the	the	DT
37060	5897	10	physician	physician	NN
37060	5897	11	in	in	IN
37060	5897	12	a	a	DT
37060	5897	13	likewise	likewise	JJ
37060	5897	14	manner	manner	NN
37060	5897	15	;	;	:
37060	5897	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5897	17	was	be	VBD
37060	5897	18	as	as	IN
37060	5897	19	if	if	IN
37060	5897	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5897	21	radiated	radiate	VBD
37060	5897	22	undiluted	undiluted	JJ
37060	5897	23	joy	joy	NN
37060	5897	24	.	.	.
37060	5898	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5898	2	watched	watch	VBD
37060	5898	3	as	as	IN
37060	5898	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5898	5	methodically	methodically	RB
37060	5898	6	checked	check	VBD
37060	5898	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5898	8	lengthy	lengthy	JJ
37060	5898	9	incision	incision	NN
37060	5898	10	,	,	,
37060	5898	11	and	and	CC
37060	5898	12	then	then	RB
37060	5898	13	assured	assure	VBD
37060	5898	14	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5898	15	that	that	IN
37060	5898	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5898	17	felt	feel	VBD
37060	5898	18	fine	fine	JJ
37060	5898	19	when	when	WRB
37060	5898	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5898	21	quizzed	quiz	VBD
37060	5898	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5898	23	about	about	IN
37060	5898	24	various	various	JJ
37060	5898	25	details	detail	NNS
37060	5898	26	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	5898	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5898	28	general	general	JJ
37060	5898	29	recovery	recovery	NN
37060	5898	30	.	.	.
37060	5899	1	Well	well	UH
37060	5899	2	aware	aware	JJ
37060	5899	3	of	of	IN
37060	5899	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5899	5	excitement	excitement	NN
37060	5899	6	,	,	,
37060	5899	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5899	8	cleared	clear	VBD
37060	5899	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5899	10	passage	passage	NN
37060	5899	11	for	for	IN
37060	5899	12	dismissal	dismissal	NN
37060	5899	13	and	and	CC
37060	5899	14	had	have	VBD
37060	5899	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5899	16	sign	sign	VB
37060	5899	17	any	any	DT
37060	5899	18	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	5899	19	papers	paper	NNS
37060	5899	20	bearing	bear	VBG
37060	5899	21	witness	witness	NN
37060	5899	22	that	that	WDT
37060	5899	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5899	24	had	have	VBD
37060	5899	25	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	5899	26	left	leave	VBN
37060	5899	27	the	the	DT
37060	5899	28	ward	ward	NN
37060	5899	29	on	on	IN
37060	5899	30	that	that	DT
37060	5899	31	day	day	NN
37060	5899	32	.	.	.
37060	5900	1	As	as	IN
37060	5900	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5900	3	rattled	rattle	VBD
37060	5900	4	off	off	RP
37060	5900	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5900	6	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	5900	7	for	for	IN
37060	5900	8	going	go	VBG
37060	5900	9	home	home	RB
37060	5900	10	,	,	,
37060	5900	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5900	12	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	5900	13	,	,	,
37060	5900	14	knowing	know	VBG
37060	5900	15	the	the	DT
37060	5900	16	elation	elation	NN
37060	5900	17	was	be	VBD
37060	5900	18	no	no	DT
37060	5900	19	personal	personal	JJ
37060	5900	20	reflection	reflection	NN
37060	5900	21	on	on	IN
37060	5900	22	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5900	23	,	,	,
37060	5900	24	and	and	CC
37060	5900	25	said	say	VBD
37060	5900	26	,	,	,
37060	5900	27	"	"	``
37060	5900	28	Home	home	NN
37060	5900	29	's	be	VBZ
37060	5900	30	always	always	RB
37060	5900	31	the	the	DT
37060	5900	32	best	good	JJS
37060	5900	33	place	place	NN
37060	5900	34	to	to	TO
37060	5900	35	be	be	VB
37060	5900	36	.	.	.
37060	5900	37	"	"	''
37060	5901	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5901	2	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	5901	3	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	5901	4	,	,	,
37060	5901	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5901	6	attacked	attack	VBD
37060	5901	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5901	8	with	with	IN
37060	5901	9	customary	customary	JJ
37060	5901	10	glee	glee	NN
37060	5901	11	and	and	CC
37060	5901	12	then	then	RB
37060	5901	13	turned	turn	VBD
37060	5901	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5901	15	attention	attention	NN
37060	5901	16	to	to	IN
37060	5901	17	packing	packing	NN
37060	5901	18	.	.	.
37060	5902	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5902	2	also	also	RB
37060	5902	3	took	take	VBD
37060	5902	4	great	great	JJ
37060	5902	5	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	5902	6	in	in	IN
37060	5902	7	making	make	VBG
37060	5902	8	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5902	9	presentable	presentable	JJ
37060	5902	10	through	through	IN
37060	5902	11	the	the	DT
37060	5902	12	application	application	NN
37060	5902	13	of	of	IN
37060	5902	14	some	some	DT
37060	5902	15	eye	eye	NN
37060	5902	16	make	make	NN
37060	5902	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	5902	18	up	up	NN
37060	5902	19	and	and	CC
37060	5902	20	donning	don	VBG
37060	5902	21	civilian	civilian	JJ
37060	5902	22	clothes	clothe	NNS
37060	5902	23	;	;	:
37060	5902	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5902	25	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	5902	26	that	that	IN
37060	5902	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5902	28	release	release	NN
37060	5902	29	from	from	IN
37060	5902	30	the	the	DT
37060	5902	31	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5902	32	was	be	VBD
37060	5902	33	not	not	RB
37060	5902	34	final	final	JJ
37060	5902	35	until	until	IN
37060	5902	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5902	37	had	have	VBD
37060	5902	38	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5902	39	shoes	shoe	NNS
37060	5902	40	,	,	,
37060	5902	41	instead	instead	RB
37060	5902	42	of	of	IN
37060	5902	43	bedroom	bedroom	NN
37060	5902	44	slippers	slipper	NNS
37060	5902	45	,	,	,
37060	5902	46	on	on	IN
37060	5902	47	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5902	48	feet	foot	NNS
37060	5902	49	.	.	.
37060	5903	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5903	2	am	be	VBP
37060	5903	3	sure	sure	JJ
37060	5903	4	that	that	IN
37060	5903	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5903	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	5903	7	quite	quite	RB
37060	5903	8	psychological	psychological	JJ
37060	5903	9	,	,	,
37060	5903	10	but	but	CC
37060	5903	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5903	12	think	think	VBP
37060	5903	13	that	that	IN
37060	5903	14	white	white	JJ
37060	5903	15	smocks	smock	NNS
37060	5903	16	make	make	VBP
37060	5903	17	an	an	DT
37060	5903	18	individual	individual	JJ
37060	5903	19	feel	feel	VB
37060	5903	20	worse	bad	JJR
37060	5903	21	than	than	IN
37060	5903	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5903	23	physical	physical	JJ
37060	5903	24	health	health	NN
37060	5903	25	should	should	MD
37060	5903	26	dictate	dictate	VB
37060	5903	27	!	!	.
37060	5904	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5904	2	did	do	VBD
37060	5904	3	not	not	RB
37060	5904	4	wait	wait	VB
37060	5904	5	long	long	RB
37060	5904	6	before	before	IN
37060	5904	7	the	the	DT
37060	5904	8	family	family	NN
37060	5904	9	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	5904	10	and	and	CC
37060	5904	11	the	the	DT
37060	5904	12	time	time	NN
37060	5904	13	had	have	VBD
37060	5904	14	come	come	VBN
37060	5904	15	to	to	TO
37060	5904	16	be	be	VB
37060	5904	17	escorted	escort	VBN
37060	5904	18	from	from	IN
37060	5904	19	the	the	DT
37060	5904	20	building	building	NN
37060	5904	21	.	.	.
37060	5905	1	Amid	amid	IN
37060	5905	2	the	the	DT
37060	5905	3	rousing	rouse	VBG
37060	5905	4	excitement	excitement	NN
37060	5905	5	,	,	,
37060	5905	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5905	7	wished	wish	VBD
37060	5905	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5905	9	roommate	roommate	NN
37060	5905	10	a	a	DT
37060	5905	11	speedy	speedy	JJ
37060	5905	12	recovery	recovery	NN
37060	5905	13	and	and	CC
37060	5905	14	presented	present	VBD
37060	5905	15	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5905	16	with	with	IN
37060	5905	17	one	one	CD
37060	5905	18	of	of	IN
37060	5905	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5905	20	floral	floral	JJ
37060	5905	21	arrangements	arrangement	NNS
37060	5905	22	;	;	:
37060	5905	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5905	24	filled	fill	VBD
37060	5905	25	the	the	DT
37060	5905	26	space	space	NN
37060	5905	27	where	where	WRB
37060	5905	28	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5905	29	husband	husband	NN
37060	5905	30	's	's	POS
37060	5905	31	bouquet	bouquet	NN
37060	5905	32	should	should	MD
37060	5905	33	have	have	VB
37060	5905	34	stood	stand	VBN
37060	5905	35	.	.	.
37060	5906	1	Looking	look	VBG
37060	5906	2	back	back	RB
37060	5906	3	,	,	,
37060	5906	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5906	5	hope	hope	VBP
37060	5906	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5906	7	brought	bring	VBD
37060	5906	8	more	more	JJR
37060	5906	9	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	5906	10	than	than	IN
37060	5906	11	sorrowful	sorrowful	JJ
37060	5906	12	longing	longing	NN
37060	5906	13	for	for	IN
37060	5906	14	those	those	DT
37060	5906	15	unforgettable	unforgettable	JJ
37060	5906	16	considerations	consideration	NNS
37060	5906	17	which	which	WDT
37060	5906	18	were	be	VBD
37060	5906	19	never	never	RB
37060	5906	20	hers	hers	JJ
37060	5906	21	to	to	TO
37060	5906	22	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	5906	23	.	.	.
37060	5907	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5907	2	dismissal	dismissal	NN
37060	5907	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5907	4	something	something	NN
37060	5907	5	akin	akin	JJ
37060	5907	6	to	to	IN
37060	5907	7	a	a	DT
37060	5907	8	landmark	landmark	NN
37060	5907	9	affair	affair	NN
37060	5907	10	for	for	IN
37060	5907	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5907	12	.	.	.
37060	5908	1	Although	although	IN
37060	5908	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5908	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5908	4	in	in	IN
37060	5908	5	the	the	DT
37060	5908	6	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	5908	7	for	for	IN
37060	5908	8	only	only	RB
37060	5908	9	a	a	DT
37060	5908	10	week	week	NN
37060	5908	11	,	,	,
37060	5908	12	the	the	DT
37060	5908	13	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	5908	14	to	to	TO
37060	5908	15	walk	walk	VB
37060	5908	16	in	in	IN
37060	5908	17	the	the	DT
37060	5908	18	cold	cold	JJ
37060	5908	19	November	November	NNP
37060	5908	20	wind	wind	NN
37060	5908	21	embellished	embellish	VBD
37060	5908	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5908	23	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	5908	24	with	with	IN
37060	5908	25	a	a	DT
37060	5908	26	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	5908	27	of	of	IN
37060	5908	28	vitality	vitality	NN
37060	5908	29	.	.	.
37060	5909	1	Standing	stand	VBG
37060	5909	2	amid	amid	IN
37060	5909	3	the	the	DT
37060	5909	4	elements	element	NNS
37060	5909	5	of	of	IN
37060	5909	6	nature	nature	NN
37060	5909	7	,	,	,
37060	5909	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5909	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5909	10	not	not	RB
37060	5909	11	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	5909	12	for	for	IN
37060	5909	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5909	14	to	to	TO
37060	5909	15	accept	accept	VB
37060	5909	16	the	the	DT
37060	5909	17	cycle	cycle	NN
37060	5909	18	which	which	WDT
37060	5909	19	bonded	bond	VBD
37060	5909	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5909	21	existence	existence	NN
37060	5909	22	to	to	IN
37060	5909	23	all	all	DT
37060	5909	24	living	live	VBG
37060	5909	25	things	thing	NNS
37060	5909	26	.	.	.
37060	5910	1	To	to	TO
37060	5910	2	be	be	VB
37060	5910	3	consciously	consciously	RB
37060	5910	4	aware	aware	JJ
37060	5910	5	of	of	IN
37060	5910	6	life	life	NN
37060	5910	7	's	's	POS
37060	5910	8	complexities	complexity	NNS
37060	5910	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5910	10	living	live	VBG
37060	5910	11	in	in	IN
37060	5910	12	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5910	13	truest	true	JJS
37060	5910	14	sense	sense	NN
37060	5910	15	;	;	:
37060	5910	16	in	in	IN
37060	5910	17	life	life	NN
37060	5910	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	5910	19	both	both	DT
37060	5910	20	urgency	urgency	NN
37060	5910	21	and	and	CC
37060	5910	22	tranquility	tranquility	NN
37060	5910	23	,	,	,
37060	5910	24	yet	yet	CC
37060	5910	25	when	when	WRB
37060	5910	26	viewing	view	VBG
37060	5910	27	life	life	NN
37060	5910	28	as	as	IN
37060	5910	29	a	a	DT
37060	5910	30	whole	whole	NN
37060	5910	31	,	,	,
37060	5910	32	there	there	EX
37060	5910	33	is	be	VBZ
37060	5910	34	little	little	JJ
37060	5910	35	difference	difference	NN
37060	5910	36	between	between	IN
37060	5910	37	the	the	DT
37060	5910	38	two	two	CD
37060	5910	39	.	.	.
37060	5911	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	5911	2	the	the	DT
37060	5911	3	cycle	cycle	NN
37060	5911	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	5911	5	congruent	congruent	JJ
37060	5911	6	;	;	:
37060	5911	7	though	though	IN
37060	5911	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5911	9	changes	change	VBZ
37060	5911	10	,	,	,
37060	5911	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5911	12	remains	remain	VBZ
37060	5911	13	the	the	DT
37060	5911	14	same	same	JJ
37060	5911	15	.	.	.
37060	5912	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5912	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5912	3	in	in	IN
37060	5912	4	this	this	DT
37060	5912	5	state	state	NN
37060	5912	6	of	of	IN
37060	5912	7	mind	mind	NN
37060	5912	8	that	that	WDT
37060	5912	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5912	10	left	leave	VBD
37060	5912	11	Rochester	Rochester	NNP
37060	5912	12	,	,	,
37060	5912	13	Minnesota	Minnesota	NNP
37060	5912	14	.	.	.
37060	5913	1	Later	later	RB
37060	5913	2	that	that	DT
37060	5913	3	day	day	NN
37060	5913	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5913	5	was	be	VBD
37060	5913	6	welcomed	welcome	VBN
37060	5913	7	by	by	IN
37060	5913	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5913	9	brother	brother	NN
37060	5913	10	,	,	,
37060	5913	11	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	5913	12	,	,	,
37060	5913	13	who	who	WP
37060	5913	14	then	then	RB
37060	5913	15	received	receive	VBD
37060	5913	16	the	the	DT
37060	5913	17	"	"	``
37060	5913	18	news	news	NN
37060	5913	19	"	"	''
37060	5913	20	with	with	IN
37060	5913	21	the	the	DT
37060	5913	22	added	add	VBN
37060	5913	23	support	support	NN
37060	5913	24	of	of	IN
37060	5913	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5913	26	parents	parent	NNS
37060	5913	27	.	.	.
37060	5914	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5914	2	were	be	VBD
37060	5914	3	generally	generally	RB
37060	5914	4	in	in	IN
37060	5914	5	good	good	JJ
37060	5914	6	spirits	spirit	NNS
37060	5914	7	,	,	,
37060	5914	8	which	which	WDT
37060	5914	9	evoked	evoke	VBD
37060	5914	10	a	a	DT
37060	5914	11	rather	rather	RB
37060	5914	12	frustrated	frustrated	JJ
37060	5914	13	,	,	,
37060	5914	14	"	"	``
37060	5914	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5914	16	do	do	VBP
37060	5914	17	n't	not	RB
37060	5914	18	see	see	VB
37060	5914	19	what	what	WP
37060	5914	20	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5914	21	're	be	VBP
37060	5914	22	all	all	RB
37060	5914	23	so	so	RB
37060	5914	24	happy	happy	JJ
37060	5914	25	about	about	IN
37060	5914	26	!	!	.
37060	5914	27	"	"	''
37060	5915	1	assertion	assertion	NN
37060	5915	2	from	from	IN
37060	5915	3	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5915	4	;	;	:
37060	5915	5	that	that	IN
37060	5915	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5915	7	should	should	MD
37060	5915	8	be	be	VB
37060	5915	9	pleased	pleased	JJ
37060	5915	10	when	when	WRB
37060	5915	11	no	no	DT
37060	5915	12	remedy	remedy	NN
37060	5915	13	was	be	VBD
37060	5915	14	available	available	JJ
37060	5915	15	was	be	VBD
37060	5915	16	disconcerting	disconcert	VBG
37060	5915	17	.	.	.
37060	5916	1	.	.	.
37060	5917	1	.	.	.
37060	5918	1	with	with	IN
37060	5918	2	time	time	NN
37060	5918	3	,	,	,
37060	5918	4	however	however	RB
37060	5918	5	,	,	,
37060	5918	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5918	7	was	be	VBD
37060	5918	8	able	able	JJ
37060	5918	9	to	to	TO
37060	5918	10	understand	understand	VB
37060	5918	11	the	the	DT
37060	5918	12	importance	importance	NN
37060	5918	13	of	of	IN
37060	5918	14	quality	quality	NN
37060	5918	15	in	in	IN
37060	5918	16	life	life	NN
37060	5918	17	.	.	.
37060	5919	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5919	2	also	also	RB
37060	5919	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5919	4	one	one	CD
37060	5919	5	who	who	WP
37060	5919	6	did	do	VBD
37060	5919	7	not	not	RB
37060	5919	8	do	do	VB
37060	5919	9	those	those	DT
37060	5919	10	things	thing	NNS
37060	5919	11	which	which	WDT
37060	5919	12	would	would	MD
37060	5919	13	bring	bring	VB
37060	5919	14	turmoil	turmoil	NN
37060	5919	15	to	to	IN
37060	5919	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5919	17	life	life	NN
37060	5919	18	.	.	.
37060	5920	1	If	if	IN
37060	5920	2	one	one	CD
37060	5920	3	continually	continually	RB
37060	5920	4	succumbs	succumb	VBZ
37060	5920	5	to	to	IN
37060	5920	6	the	the	DT
37060	5920	7	notions	notion	NNS
37060	5920	8	and	and	CC
37060	5920	9	desires	desire	NNS
37060	5920	10	of	of	IN
37060	5920	11	others	other	NNS
37060	5920	12	,	,	,
37060	5920	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5920	14	own	own	JJ
37060	5920	15	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	5920	16	are	be	VBP
37060	5920	17	rendered	render	VBN
37060	5920	18	meaningless	meaningless	JJ
37060	5920	19	,	,	,
37060	5920	20	and	and	CC
37060	5920	21	likewise	likewise	RB
37060	5920	22	,	,	,
37060	5920	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	5920	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5920	25	existence	existence	NN
37060	5920	26	.	.	.
37060	5921	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	5921	2	212	212	CD
37060	5921	3	Essay	essay	NN
37060	5921	4	:	:	:
37060	5921	5	Suffering	suffer	VBG
37060	5921	6	SUFFERING	SUFFERING	NNP
37060	5921	7	Cancer	Cancer	NNP
37060	5921	8	,	,	,
37060	5921	9	or	or	CC
37060	5921	10	any	any	DT
37060	5921	11	debilitating	debilitate	VBG
37060	5921	12	injury	injury	NN
37060	5921	13	or	or	CC
37060	5921	14	illness	illness	NN
37060	5921	15	can	can	MD
37060	5921	16	not	not	RB
37060	5921	17	be	be	VB
37060	5921	18	viewed	view	VBN
37060	5921	19	as	as	IN
37060	5921	20	an	an	DT
37060	5921	21	act	act	NN
37060	5921	22	of	of	IN
37060	5921	23	God	God	NNP
37060	5921	24	which	which	WDT
37060	5921	25	is	be	VBZ
37060	5921	26	bestowed	bestow	VBN
37060	5921	27	upon	upon	IN
37060	5921	28	an	an	DT
37060	5921	29	unsuspecting	unsuspecting	JJ
37060	5921	30	public	public	NN
37060	5921	31	as	as	RB
37060	5921	32	randomly	randomly	RB
37060	5921	33	as	as	IN
37060	5921	34	winning	win	VBG
37060	5921	35	tickets	ticket	NNS
37060	5921	36	in	in	IN
37060	5921	37	a	a	DT
37060	5921	38	perverted	perverted	JJ
37060	5921	39	lottery	lottery	NN
37060	5921	40	.	.	.
37060	5922	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5922	2	reject	reject	VBP
37060	5922	3	the	the	DT
37060	5922	4	thought	thought	NN
37060	5922	5	that	that	WDT
37060	5922	6	any	any	DT
37060	5922	7	supreme	supreme	NNP
37060	5922	8	diety	diety	NNP
37060	5922	9	would	would	MD
37060	5922	10	choose	choose	VB
37060	5922	11	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5922	12	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	5922	13	to	to	TO
37060	5922	14	suffer	suffer	VB
37060	5922	15	and	and	CC
37060	5922	16	allow	allow	VB
37060	5922	17	others	other	NNS
37060	5922	18	to	to	TO
37060	5922	19	live	live	VB
37060	5922	20	peaceful	peaceful	JJ
37060	5922	21	and	and	CC
37060	5922	22	fulfilled	fulfil	VBD
37060	5922	23	lives	life	NNS
37060	5922	24	,	,	,
37060	5922	25	or	or	CC
37060	5922	26	through	through	IN
37060	5922	27	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5922	28	own	own	JJ
37060	5922	29	choice	choice	NN
37060	5922	30	,	,	,
37060	5922	31	aimless	aimless	JJ
37060	5922	32	,	,	,
37060	5922	33	meaningless	meaningless	JJ
37060	5922	34	lives	life	NNS
37060	5922	35	;	;	:
37060	5922	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5922	37	do	do	VBP
37060	5922	38	not	not	RB
37060	5922	39	feel	feel	VB
37060	5922	40	that	that	IN
37060	5922	41	a	a	DT
37060	5922	42	God	God	NNP
37060	5922	43	would	would	MD
37060	5922	44	thus	thus	RB
37060	5922	45	inflict	inflict	VB
37060	5922	46	an	an	DT
37060	5922	47	individual	individual	NN
37060	5922	48	either	either	CC
37060	5922	49	to	to	TO
37060	5922	50	punish	punish	VB
37060	5922	51	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5922	52	for	for	IN
37060	5922	53	wrong	wrong	NN
37060	5922	54	-	-	HYPH
37060	5922	55	doing	doing	NN
37060	5922	56	or	or	CC
37060	5922	57	through	through	IN
37060	5922	58	suffering	suffering	NN
37060	5922	59	,	,	,
37060	5922	60	make	make	VB
37060	5922	61	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5922	62	into	into	IN
37060	5922	63	a	a	DT
37060	5922	64	stronger	strong	JJR
37060	5922	65	human	human	NN
37060	5922	66	.	.	.
37060	5923	1	Though	though	IN
37060	5923	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5923	3	may	may	MD
37060	5923	4	be	be	VB
37060	5923	5	a	a	DT
37060	5923	6	consolation	consolation	NN
37060	5923	7	to	to	TO
37060	5923	8	believe	believe	VB
37060	5923	9	that	that	IN
37060	5923	10	suffering	suffering	NN
37060	5923	11	has	have	VBZ
37060	5923	12	a	a	DT
37060	5923	13	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	5923	14	,	,	,
37060	5923	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5923	16	believe	believe	VBP
37060	5923	17	that	that	IN
37060	5923	18	an	an	DT
37060	5923	19	individual	individual	NN
37060	5923	20	's	's	POS
37060	5923	21	pain	pain	NN
37060	5923	22	has	have	VBZ
37060	5923	23	no	no	DT
37060	5923	24	more	more	RBR
37060	5923	25	divine	divine	JJ
37060	5923	26	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	5923	27	than	than	IN
37060	5923	28	if	if	IN
37060	5923	29	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5923	30	'd	have	VBD
37060	5923	31	stubbed	stub	VBD
37060	5923	32	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5923	33	toe	toe	NN
37060	5923	34	.	.	.
37060	5924	1	While	while	IN
37060	5924	2	the	the	DT
37060	5924	3	mastery	mastery	NN
37060	5924	4	and	and	CC
37060	5924	5	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	5924	6	of	of	IN
37060	5924	7	ill	ill	JJ
37060	5924	8	fortune	fortune	NN
37060	5924	9	will	will	MD
37060	5924	10	make	make	VB
37060	5924	11	a	a	DT
37060	5924	12	person	person	NN
37060	5924	13	stronger	strong	JJR
37060	5924	14	,	,	,
37060	5924	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5924	16	would	would	MD
37060	5924	17	then	then	RB
37060	5924	18	seem	seem	VB
37060	5924	19	that	that	IN
37060	5924	20	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	5924	21	could	could	MD
37060	5924	22	benefit	benefit	VB
37060	5924	23	from	from	IN
37060	5924	24	grief	grief	NN
37060	5924	25	,	,	,
37060	5924	26	and	and	CC
37060	5924	27	God	God	NNP
37060	5924	28	would	would	MD
37060	5924	29	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	5924	30	assure	assure	VB
37060	5924	31	each	each	DT
37060	5924	32	person	person	NN
37060	5924	33	of	of	IN
37060	5924	34	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5924	35	parcel	parcel	NN
37060	5924	36	...	...	:
37060	5924	37	but	but	CC
37060	5924	38	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5924	39	does	do	VBZ
37060	5924	40	n't	not	RB
37060	5924	41	happen	happen	VB
37060	5924	42	that	that	DT
37060	5924	43	way	way	NN
37060	5924	44	.	.	.
37060	5925	1	Grief	grief	NN
37060	5925	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5925	3	part	part	NN
37060	5925	4	of	of	IN
37060	5925	5	existence	existence	NN
37060	5925	6	,	,	,
37060	5925	7	and	and	CC
37060	5925	8	while	while	IN
37060	5925	9	certain	certain	JJ
37060	5925	10	people	people	NNS
37060	5925	11	may	may	MD
37060	5925	12	have	have	VB
37060	5925	13	more	more	JJR
37060	5925	14	than	than	IN
37060	5925	15	"	"	``
37060	5925	16	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5925	17	share	share	NN
37060	5925	18	"	"	''
37060	5925	19	as	as	RB
37060	5925	20	far	far	RB
37060	5925	21	as	as	IN
37060	5925	22	statistical	statistical	JJ
37060	5925	23	averages	average	NNS
37060	5925	24	follow	follow	VBP
37060	5925	25	,	,	,
37060	5925	26	nature	nature	NN
37060	5925	27	does	do	VBZ
37060	5925	28	not	not	RB
37060	5925	29	operate	operate	VB
37060	5925	30	through	through	IN
37060	5925	31	calculated	calculated	JJ
37060	5925	32	averages	average	NNS
37060	5925	33	.	.	.
37060	5926	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5926	2	believe	believe	VBP
37060	5926	3	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5926	4	befalls	befall	VBZ
37060	5926	5	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	5926	6	just	just	RB
37060	5926	7	as	as	IN
37060	5926	8	blight	blight	NN
37060	5926	9	will	will	MD
37060	5926	10	infest	infest	VB
37060	5926	11	a	a	DT
37060	5926	12	perfectly	perfectly	RB
37060	5926	13	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	5926	14	tree	tree	NN
37060	5926	15	and	and	CC
37060	5926	16	cut	cut	VBD
37060	5926	17	short	short	JJ
37060	5926	18	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5926	19	life	life	NN
37060	5926	20	expectancy	expectancy	NN
37060	5926	21	.	.	.
37060	5927	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5927	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5927	3	interesting	interesting	JJ
37060	5927	4	to	to	IN
37060	5927	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5927	6	that	that	IN
37060	5927	7	many	many	JJ
37060	5927	8	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	5927	9	will	will	MD
37060	5927	10	always	always	RB
37060	5927	11	attempt	attempt	VB
37060	5927	12	to	to	TO
37060	5927	13	justify	justify	VB
37060	5927	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5927	15	illness	illness	NN
37060	5927	16	in	in	IN
37060	5927	17	such	such	JJ
37060	5927	18	manners	manner	NNS
37060	5927	19	in	in	IN
37060	5927	20	order	order	NN
37060	5927	21	to	to	TO
37060	5927	22	keep	keep	VB
37060	5927	23	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5927	24	faith	faith	NN
37060	5927	25	intact	intact	JJ
37060	5927	26	;	;	:
37060	5927	27	as	as	RB
37060	5927	28	far	far	RB
37060	5927	29	as	as	IN
37060	5927	30	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5927	31	are	be	VBP
37060	5927	32	concerned	concern	VBN
37060	5927	33	,	,	,
37060	5927	34	a	a	DT
37060	5927	35	loving	love	VBG
37060	5927	36	God	God	NNP
37060	5927	37	must	must	MD
37060	5927	38	have	have	VB
37060	5927	39	a	a	DT
37060	5927	40	reason	reason	NN
37060	5927	41	for	for	IN
37060	5927	42	doing	do	VBG
37060	5927	43	such	such	PDT
37060	5927	44	a	a	DT
37060	5927	45	thing	thing	NN
37060	5927	46	to	to	IN
37060	5927	47	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5927	48	.	.	.
37060	5928	1	People	People	NNS
37060	5928	2	have	have	VBP
37060	5928	3	forgotten	forget	VBN
37060	5928	4	that	that	IN
37060	5928	5	illness	illness	NN
37060	5928	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	5928	7	a	a	DT
37060	5928	8	part	part	NN
37060	5928	9	of	of	IN
37060	5928	10	life	life	NN
37060	5928	11	,	,	,
37060	5928	12	and	and	CC
37060	5928	13	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5928	14	more	more	RBR
37060	5928	15	prominent	prominent	JJ
37060	5928	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	5928	17	the	the	DT
37060	5928	18	fact	fact	NN
37060	5928	19	that	that	IN
37060	5928	20	many	many	JJ
37060	5928	21	refuse	refuse	VBP
37060	5928	22	to	to	TO
37060	5928	23	acknowledge	acknowledge	VB
37060	5928	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5928	25	own	own	JJ
37060	5928	26	mortality	mortality	NN
37060	5928	27	.	.	.
37060	5929	1	Just	just	RB
37060	5929	2	as	as	IN
37060	5929	3	illness	illness	NN
37060	5929	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	5929	5	an	an	DT
37060	5929	6	inherent	inherent	JJ
37060	5929	7	factor	factor	NN
37060	5929	8	in	in	IN
37060	5929	9	nature	nature	NN
37060	5929	10	's	be	VBZ
37060	5929	11	infinitely	infinitely	RB
37060	5929	12	complex	complex	JJ
37060	5929	13	cycle	cycle	NN
37060	5929	14	,	,	,
37060	5929	15	death	death	NN
37060	5929	16	also	also	RB
37060	5929	17	belongs	belong	VBZ
37060	5929	18	to	to	IN
37060	5929	19	the	the	DT
37060	5929	20	natural	natural	JJ
37060	5929	21	order	order	NN
37060	5929	22	of	of	IN
37060	5929	23	things	thing	NNS
37060	5929	24	.	.	.
37060	5930	1	"	"	``
37060	5930	2	God	God	NNP
37060	5930	3	will	will	MD
37060	5930	4	not	not	RB
37060	5930	5	give	give	VB
37060	5930	6	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5930	7	any	any	DT
37060	5930	8	more	more	JJR
37060	5930	9	than	than	IN
37060	5930	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5930	11	can	can	MD
37060	5930	12	bear	bear	VB
37060	5930	13	"	"	''
37060	5930	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	5930	15	also	also	RB
37060	5930	16	a	a	DT
37060	5930	17	disagreeable	disagreeable	JJ
37060	5930	18	reason	reason	NN
37060	5930	19	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5930	20	to	to	IN
37060	5930	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5930	22	way	way	NN
37060	5930	23	of	of	IN
37060	5930	24	thinking	thinking	NN
37060	5930	25	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5930	26	for	for	IN
37060	5930	27	explaining	explain	VBG
37060	5930	28	why	why	WRB
37060	5930	29	suffering	suffering	NN
37060	5930	30	is	be	VBZ
37060	5930	31	God	God	NNP
37060	5930	32	's	's	POS
37060	5930	33	gift	gift	NN
37060	5930	34	to	to	IN
37060	5930	35	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5930	36	.	.	.
37060	5931	1	Far	far	RB
37060	5931	2	too	too	RB
37060	5931	3	often	often	RB
37060	5931	4	,	,	,
37060	5931	5	the	the	DT
37060	5931	6	burden	burden	NN
37060	5931	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	5931	8	too	too	RB
37060	5931	9	hard	hard	JJ
37060	5931	10	to	to	TO
37060	5931	11	bear	bear	VB
37060	5931	12	and	and	CC
37060	5931	13	the	the	DT
37060	5931	14	person	person	NN
37060	5931	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	5931	16	unable	unable	JJ
37060	5931	17	to	to	TO
37060	5931	18	cope	cope	VB
37060	5931	19	,	,	,
37060	5931	20	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	5931	21	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5931	22	bitter	bitter	JJ
37060	5931	23	,	,	,
37060	5931	24	enraged	enraged	JJ
37060	5931	25	or	or	CC
37060	5931	26	even	even	RB
37060	5931	27	insane	insane	JJ
37060	5931	28	.	.	.
37060	5932	1	This	this	DT
37060	5932	2	can	can	MD
37060	5932	3	not	not	RB
37060	5932	4	be	be	VB
37060	5932	5	pigeonholed	pigeonhole	VBN
37060	5932	6	neatly	neatly	RB
37060	5932	7	as	as	IN
37060	5932	8	suffering	suffering	NN
37060	5932	9	which	which	WDT
37060	5932	10	was	be	VBD
37060	5932	11	to	to	IN
37060	5932	12	the	the	DT
37060	5932	13	benefit	benefit	NN
37060	5932	14	of	of	IN
37060	5932	15	the	the	DT
37060	5932	16	individual	individual	NN
37060	5932	17	...	...	:
37060	5932	18	or	or	CC
37060	5932	19	that	that	DT
37060	5932	20	which	which	WDT
37060	5932	21	was	be	VBD
37060	5932	22	"	"	``
37060	5932	23	no	no	RB
37060	5932	24	more	more	JJR
37060	5932	25	than	than	IN
37060	5932	26	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5932	27	could	could	MD
37060	5932	28	bear	bear	VB
37060	5932	29	.	.	.
37060	5932	30	"	"	''
37060	5933	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	5933	2	,	,	,
37060	5933	3	why	why	WRB
37060	5933	4	would	would	MD
37060	5933	5	a	a	DT
37060	5933	6	diety	diety	JJ
37060	5933	7	wish	wish	NN
37060	5933	8	to	to	TO
37060	5933	9	dole	dole	VB
37060	5933	10	out	out	RP
37060	5933	11	pain	pain	NN
37060	5933	12	to	to	IN
37060	5933	13	some	some	DT
37060	5933	14	simply	simply	RB
37060	5933	15	because	because	IN
37060	5933	16	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5933	17	could	could	MD
37060	5933	18	"	"	``
37060	5933	19	handle	handle	VB
37060	5933	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5933	21	"	"	''
37060	5933	22	while	while	IN
37060	5933	23	allowing	allow	VBG
37060	5933	24	others	other	NNS
37060	5933	25	to	to	TO
37060	5933	26	go	go	VB
37060	5933	27	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5933	28	merry	merry	JJ
37060	5933	29	way	way	NN
37060	5933	30	through	through	IN
37060	5933	31	life	life	NN
37060	5933	32	because	because	IN
37060	5933	33	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5933	34	would	would	MD
37060	5933	35	have	have	VB
37060	5933	36	"	"	``
37060	5933	37	cracked	crack	VBN
37060	5933	38	"	"	''
37060	5933	39	under	under	IN
37060	5933	40	the	the	DT
37060	5933	41	grief	grief	NN
37060	5933	42	?	?	.
37060	5934	1	The	the	DT
37060	5934	2	latter	latter	JJ
37060	5934	3	group	group	NN
37060	5934	4	may	may	MD
37060	5934	5	empathize	empathize	VB
37060	5934	6	with	with	IN
37060	5934	7	the	the	DT
37060	5934	8	former	former	JJ
37060	5934	9	lot	lot	NN
37060	5934	10	,	,	,
37060	5934	11	yet	yet	CC
37060	5934	12	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5934	13	can	can	MD
37060	5934	14	not	not	RB
37060	5934	15	"	"	``
37060	5934	16	enlarge	enlarge	VB
37060	5934	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5934	18	spiritual	spiritual	JJ
37060	5934	19	horizons	horizon	NNS
37060	5934	20	"	"	''
37060	5934	21	through	through	IN
37060	5934	22	observation	observation	NN
37060	5934	23	alone	alone	RB
37060	5934	24	.	.	.
37060	5935	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	5935	2	,	,	,
37060	5935	3	while	while	IN
37060	5935	4	the	the	DT
37060	5935	5	former	former	JJ
37060	5935	6	group	group	NN
37060	5935	7	grows	grow	VBZ
37060	5935	8	in	in	IN
37060	5935	9	insight	insight	NN
37060	5935	10	and	and	CC
37060	5935	11	reflection	reflection	NN
37060	5935	12	,	,	,
37060	5935	13	the	the	DT
37060	5935	14	latter	latter	JJ
37060	5935	15	enjoys	enjoy	VBZ
37060	5935	16	life	life	NN
37060	5935	17	's	's	POS
37060	5935	18	surface	surface	NN
37060	5935	19	values	value	NNS
37060	5935	20	and	and	CC
37060	5935	21	are	be	VBP
37060	5935	22	bereft	bereft	JJ
37060	5935	23	of	of	IN
37060	5935	24	the	the	DT
37060	5935	25	"	"	``
37060	5935	26	enjoyment	enjoyment	NN
37060	5935	27	"	"	''
37060	5935	28	which	which	WDT
37060	5935	29	true	true	JJ
37060	5935	30	suffering	suffering	NN
37060	5935	31	would	would	MD
37060	5935	32	bring	bring	VB
37060	5935	33	.	.	.
37060	5936	1	Who	who	WP
37060	5936	2	,	,	,
37060	5936	3	then	then	RB
37060	5936	4	,	,	,
37060	5936	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	5936	6	the	the	DT
37060	5936	7	better	well	JJR
37060	5936	8	off	off	RP
37060	5936	9	?	?	.
37060	5937	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	5937	2	213	213	CD
37060	5937	3	Essay	essay	NN
37060	5937	4	:	:	:
37060	5937	5	Quality	quality	NN
37060	5937	6	in	in	IN
37060	5937	7	Life	Life	NNP
37060	5937	8	QUALITY	QUALITY	NNP
37060	5937	9	IN	in	IN
37060	5937	10	LIFE	LIFE	NNP
37060	5937	11	Another	another	DT
37060	5937	12	aspect	aspect	NN
37060	5937	13	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	5937	14	religion	religion	NN
37060	5937	15	and	and	CC
37060	5937	16	death	death	NN
37060	5937	17	which	which	WDT
37060	5937	18	never	never	RB
37060	5937	19	ceases	cease	VBZ
37060	5937	20	to	to	TO
37060	5937	21	amaze	amaze	VB
37060	5937	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5937	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	5937	24	the	the	DT
37060	5937	25	devout	devout	JJ
37060	5937	26	Christian	Christian	NNP
37060	5937	27	who	who	WP
37060	5937	28	believes	believe	VBZ
37060	5937	29	that	that	IN
37060	5937	30	one	one	PRP
37060	5937	31	should	should	MD
37060	5937	32	strive	strive	VB
37060	5937	33	for	for	IN
37060	5937	34	every	every	DT
37060	5937	35	possible	possible	JJ
37060	5937	36	breath	breath	NN
37060	5937	37	'	'	''
37060	5937	38	til	til	IN
37060	5937	39	the	the	DT
37060	5937	40	end	end	NN
37060	5937	41	,	,	,
37060	5937	42	as	as	IN
37060	5937	43	if	if	IN
37060	5937	44	life	life	NN
37060	5937	45	for	for	IN
37060	5937	46	life	life	NN
37060	5937	47	's	's	POS
37060	5937	48	sake	sake	NN
37060	5937	49	is	be	VBZ
37060	5937	50	of	of	IN
37060	5937	51	foremost	foremost	JJ
37060	5937	52	importance	importance	NN
37060	5937	53	.	.	.
37060	5938	1	To	to	IN
37060	5938	2	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5938	3	,	,	,
37060	5938	4	this	this	DT
37060	5938	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	5938	6	saying	say	VBG
37060	5938	7	that	that	IN
37060	5938	8	heaven	heaven	NNP
37060	5938	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	5938	10	not	not	RB
37060	5938	11	as	as	RB
37060	5938	12	great	great	JJ
37060	5938	13	as	as	IN
37060	5938	14	proclaimed	proclaim	VBN
37060	5938	15	;	;	:
37060	5938	16	if	if	IN
37060	5938	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5938	18	faith	faith	NN
37060	5938	19	,	,	,
37060	5938	20	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	5938	21	,	,	,
37060	5938	22	is	be	VBZ
37060	5938	23	so	so	RB
37060	5938	24	steadfast	steadfast	JJ
37060	5938	25	and	and	CC
37060	5938	26	secure	secure	JJ
37060	5938	27	,	,	,
37060	5938	28	would	would	MD
37060	5938	29	not	not	RB
37060	5938	30	the	the	DT
37060	5938	31	proposition	proposition	NN
37060	5938	32	of	of	IN
37060	5938	33	the	the	DT
37060	5938	34	imminence	imminence	NN
37060	5938	35	of	of	IN
37060	5938	36	heaven	heaven	NNP
37060	5938	37	produce	produce	VB
37060	5938	38	more	more	JJR
37060	5938	39	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	5938	40	than	than	IN
37060	5938	41	that	that	DT
37060	5938	42	of	of	IN
37060	5938	43	another	another	DT
37060	5938	44	painful	painful	JJ
37060	5938	45	breath	breath	NN
37060	5938	46	of	of	IN
37060	5938	47	life	life	NN
37060	5938	48	?	?	.
37060	5939	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5939	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5939	3	that	that	IN
37060	5939	4	life	life	NN
37060	5939	5	must	must	MD
37060	5939	6	contain	contain	VB
37060	5939	7	an	an	DT
37060	5939	8	element	element	NN
37060	5939	9	of	of	IN
37060	5939	10	quality	quality	NN
37060	5939	11	to	to	TO
37060	5939	12	be	be	VB
37060	5939	13	worth	worth	JJ
37060	5939	14	the	the	DT
37060	5939	15	actual	actual	JJ
37060	5939	16	existence	existence	NN
37060	5939	17	.	.	.
37060	5940	1	To	to	IN
37060	5940	2	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5940	3	this	this	DT
37060	5940	4	would	would	MD
37060	5940	5	mean	mean	VB
37060	5940	6	wrapping	wrap	VBG
37060	5940	7	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5940	8	in	in	IN
37060	5940	9	thought	thought	NN
37060	5940	10	,	,	,
37060	5940	11	and	and	CC
37060	5940	12	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5940	13	,	,	,
37060	5940	14	subsequently	subsequently	RB
37060	5940	15	unleashing	unleash	VBG
37060	5940	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5940	17	hoard	hoard	NN
37060	5940	18	of	of	IN
37060	5940	19	mind	mind	NN
37060	5940	20	-	-	:
37060	5940	21	words	word	NNS
37060	5940	22	onto	onto	IN
37060	5940	23	paper	paper	NN
37060	5940	24	,	,	,
37060	5940	25	where	where	WRB
37060	5940	26	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5940	27	would	would	MD
37060	5940	28	then	then	RB
37060	5940	29	remain	remain	VB
37060	5940	30	for	for	IN
37060	5940	31	later	later	JJ
37060	5940	32	perusal	perusal	NN
37060	5940	33	.	.	.
37060	5941	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5941	2	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	5941	3	and	and	CC
37060	5941	4	sense	sense	NN
37060	5941	5	of	of	IN
37060	5941	6	self	self	NN
37060	5941	7	are	be	VBP
37060	5941	8	more	more	RBR
37060	5941	9	precious	precious	JJ
37060	5941	10	than	than	IN
37060	5941	11	any	any	DT
37060	5941	12	physical	physical	JJ
37060	5941	13	activity	activity	NN
37060	5941	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5941	15	might	may	MD
37060	5941	16	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	5941	17	,	,	,
37060	5941	18	or	or	CC
37060	5941	19	monetary	monetary	JJ
37060	5941	20	affluence	affluence	NN
37060	5941	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5941	22	might	may	MD
37060	5941	23	acquire	acquire	VB
37060	5941	24	.	.	.
37060	5942	1	This	this	DT
37060	5942	2	fact	fact	NN
37060	5942	3	may	may	MD
37060	5942	4	be	be	VB
37060	5942	5	the	the	DT
37060	5942	6	reason	reason	NN
37060	5942	7	why	why	WRB
37060	5942	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5942	9	am	be	VBP
37060	5942	10	content	content	JJ
37060	5942	11	despite	despite	IN
37060	5942	12	physical	physical	JJ
37060	5942	13	limitations	limitation	NNS
37060	5942	14	and	and	CC
37060	5942	15	inconveniences	inconvenience	NNS
37060	5942	16	and	and	CC
37060	5942	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5942	18	deformity	deformity	NN
37060	5942	19	in	in	IN
37060	5942	20	stature	stature	NN
37060	5942	21	.	.	.
37060	5943	1	Though	though	IN
37060	5943	2	if	if	IN
37060	5943	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5943	4	were	be	VBD
37060	5943	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5943	6	choice	choice	NN
37060	5943	7	,	,	,
37060	5943	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5943	9	would	would	MD
37060	5943	10	most	most	RBS
37060	5943	11	definitely	definitely	RB
37060	5943	12	elect	elect	VB
37060	5943	13	to	to	TO
37060	5943	14	be	be	VB
37060	5943	15	of	of	IN
37060	5943	16	stout	stout	JJ
37060	5943	17	health	health	NN
37060	5943	18	,	,	,
37060	5943	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5943	20	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5943	21	that	that	IN
37060	5943	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5943	23	am	be	VBP
37060	5943	24	yet	yet	RB
37060	5943	25	rich	rich	JJ
37060	5943	26	in	in	IN
37060	5943	27	the	the	DT
37060	5943	28	far	far	RB
37060	5943	29	greater	great	JJR
37060	5943	30	facets	facet	NNS
37060	5943	31	of	of	IN
37060	5943	32	character	character	NN
37060	5943	33	;	;	,
37060	5943	34	for	for	IN
37060	5943	35	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5943	36	is	be	VBZ
37060	5943	37	one	one	PRP
37060	5943	38	's	's	POS
37060	5943	39	mind	mind	NN
37060	5943	40	which	which	WDT
37060	5943	41	makes	make	VBZ
37060	5943	42	the	the	DT
37060	5943	43	person	person	NN
37060	5943	44	,	,	,
37060	5943	45	not	not	RB
37060	5943	46	the	the	DT
37060	5943	47	body	body	NN
37060	5943	48	.	.	.
37060	5944	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5944	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5944	3	see	see	VBP
37060	5944	4	one	one	NN
37060	5944	5	who	who	WP
37060	5944	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	5944	7	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	5944	8	,	,	,
37060	5944	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5944	10	do	do	VBP
37060	5944	11	n't	not	RB
37060	5944	12	envy	envy	VB
37060	5944	13	that	that	DT
37060	5944	14	person	person	NN
37060	5944	15	,	,	,
37060	5944	16	nor	nor	CC
37060	5944	17	do	do	VBP
37060	5944	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5944	19	feel	feel	VB
37060	5944	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5944	21	"	"	``
37060	5944	22	deserve	deserve	VBP
37060	5944	23	"	"	''
37060	5944	24	health	health	NN
37060	5944	25	more	more	JJR
37060	5944	26	than	than	IN
37060	5944	27	"	"	``
37060	5944	28	so	so	RB
37060	5944	29	and	and	CC
37060	5944	30	so	so	RB
37060	5944	31	"	"	''
37060	5944	32	who	who	WP
37060	5944	33	lives	live	VBZ
37060	5944	34	a	a	DT
37060	5944	35	wild	wild	JJ
37060	5944	36	life	life	NN
37060	5944	37	but	but	CC
37060	5944	38	remains	remain	VBZ
37060	5944	39	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	5944	40	.	.	.
37060	5945	1	In	in	IN
37060	5945	2	fact	fact	NN
37060	5945	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5945	4	would	would	MD
37060	5945	5	never	never	RB
37060	5945	6	trade	trade	VB
37060	5945	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5945	8	life	life	NN
37060	5945	9	for	for	IN
37060	5945	10	that	that	DT
37060	5945	11	of	of	IN
37060	5945	12	someone	someone	NN
37060	5945	13	else	else	RB
37060	5945	14	.	.	.
37060	5946	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5946	2	would	would	MD
37060	5946	3	still	still	RB
37060	5946	4	want	want	VB
37060	5946	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5946	6	mind	mind	NN
37060	5946	7	,	,	,
37060	5946	8	body	body	NN
37060	5946	9	and	and	CC
37060	5946	10	soul	soul	NN
37060	5946	11	.	.	.
37060	5947	1	While	while	IN
37060	5947	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5947	3	may	may	MD
37060	5947	4	detest	detest	VB
37060	5947	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5947	6	body	body	NN
37060	5947	7	's	's	POS
37060	5947	8	waning	waning	JJ
37060	5947	9	functions	function	NNS
37060	5947	10	,	,	,
37060	5947	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5947	12	would	would	MD
37060	5947	13	not	not	RB
37060	5947	14	care	care	VB
37060	5947	15	to	to	TO
37060	5947	16	live	live	VB
37060	5947	17	in	in	IN
37060	5947	18	another	another	DT
37060	5947	19	's	's	POS
37060	5947	20	body	body	NN
37060	5947	21	a	a	DT
37060	5947	22	life	life	NN
37060	5947	23	which	which	WDT
37060	5947	24	had	have	VBD
37060	5947	25	no	no	DT
37060	5947	26	meaning	meaning	NN
37060	5947	27	.	.	.
37060	5948	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	5948	2	,	,	,
37060	5948	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5948	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	5948	5	not	not	RB
37060	5948	6	possible	possible	JJ
37060	5948	7	to	to	TO
37060	5948	8	know	know	VB
37060	5948	9	the	the	DT
37060	5948	10	sorrow	sorrow	NN
37060	5948	11	which	which	WDT
37060	5948	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5948	13	might	may	MD
37060	5948	14	have	have	VB
37060	5948	15	borne	bear	VBN
37060	5948	16	,	,	,
37060	5948	17	or	or	CC
37060	5948	18	the	the	DT
37060	5948	19	gripping	gripping	NN
37060	5948	20	habits	habit	NNS
37060	5948	21	which	which	WDT
37060	5948	22	have	have	VBP
37060	5948	23	tortured	torture	VBN
37060	5948	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5948	25	mind	mind	NN
37060	5948	26	.	.	.
37060	5949	1	If	if	IN
37060	5949	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5949	3	've	have	VB
37060	5949	4	ever	ever	RB
37060	5949	5	envied	envy	VBN
37060	5949	6	a	a	DT
37060	5949	7	person	person	NN
37060	5949	8	,	,	,
37060	5949	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5949	10	was	be	VBD
37060	5949	11	only	only	RB
37060	5949	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5949	13	former	former	JJ
37060	5949	14	,	,	,
37060	5949	15	healthier	healthy	JJR
37060	5949	16	self	self	NN
37060	5949	17	.	.	.
37060	5950	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	5950	2	,	,	,
37060	5950	3	quality	quality	NN
37060	5950	4	of	of	IN
37060	5950	5	life	life	NN
37060	5950	6	reigns	reign	NNS
37060	5950	7	over	over	IN
37060	5950	8	the	the	DT
37060	5950	9	quantity	quantity	NN
37060	5950	10	of	of	IN
37060	5950	11	one	one	NN
37060	5950	12	's	's	POS
37060	5950	13	days	day	NNS
37060	5950	14	.	.	.
37060	5951	1	If	if	IN
37060	5951	2	one	one	PRP
37060	5951	3	has	have	VBZ
37060	5951	4	attained	attain	VBN
37060	5951	5	a	a	DT
37060	5951	6	level	level	NN
37060	5951	7	of	of	IN
37060	5951	8	consciousness	consciousness	NN
37060	5951	9	with	with	IN
37060	5951	10	which	which	WDT
37060	5951	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5951	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	5951	13	content	content	NN
37060	5951	14	despite	despite	IN
37060	5951	15	ill	ill	JJ
37060	5951	16	tidings	tiding	NNS
37060	5951	17	,	,	,
37060	5951	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5951	19	has	have	VBZ
37060	5951	20	reached	reach	VBN
37060	5951	21	a	a	DT
37060	5951	22	sense	sense	NN
37060	5951	23	of	of	IN
37060	5951	24	quality	quality	NN
37060	5951	25	in	in	IN
37060	5951	26	existence	existence	NN
37060	5951	27	,	,	,
37060	5951	28	no	no	DT
37060	5951	29	amount	amount	NN
37060	5951	30	of	of	IN
37060	5951	31	time	time	NN
37060	5951	32	will	will	MD
37060	5951	33	better	well	RBR
37060	5951	34	that	that	DT
37060	5951	35	which	which	WDT
37060	5951	36	only	only	RB
37060	5951	37	the	the	DT
37060	5951	38	mind	mind	NN
37060	5951	39	can	can	MD
37060	5951	40	attain	attain	VB
37060	5951	41	;	;	:
37060	5951	42	after	after	RB
37060	5951	43	all	all	RB
37060	5951	44	,	,	,
37060	5951	45	what	what	WP
37060	5951	46	is	be	VBZ
37060	5951	47	ordinary	ordinary	JJ
37060	5951	48	existence	existence	NN
37060	5951	49	but	but	CC
37060	5951	50	the	the	DT
37060	5951	51	pursuit	pursuit	NN
37060	5951	52	of	of	IN
37060	5951	53	aspirations	aspiration	NNS
37060	5951	54	which	which	WDT
37060	5951	55	shall	shall	MD
37060	5951	56	place	place	VB
37060	5951	57	shelter	shelter	NN
37060	5951	58	over	over	IN
37060	5951	59	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5951	60	heads	head	NNS
37060	5951	61	and	and	CC
37060	5951	62	feed	feed	VB
37060	5951	63	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5951	64	hungry	hungry	JJ
37060	5951	65	bodies	body	NNS
37060	5951	66	?	?	.
37060	5952	1	For	for	IN
37060	5952	2	one	one	CD
37060	5952	3	fostering	foster	VBG
37060	5952	4	a	a	DT
37060	5952	5	higher	high	JJR
37060	5952	6	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	5952	7	of	of	IN
37060	5952	8	life	life	NN
37060	5952	9	,	,	,
37060	5952	10	every	every	DT
37060	5952	11	day	day	NN
37060	5952	12	matters	matter	NNS
37060	5952	13	are	be	VBP
37060	5952	14	not	not	RB
37060	5952	15	a	a	DT
37060	5952	16	bore	bore	NN
37060	5952	17	or	or	CC
37060	5952	18	resentment	resentment	NN
37060	5952	19	;	;	:
37060	5952	20	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5952	21	are	be	VBP
37060	5952	22	inherent	inherent	JJ
37060	5952	23	facets	facet	NNS
37060	5952	24	of	of	IN
37060	5952	25	life	life	NN
37060	5952	26	which	which	WDT
37060	5952	27	easily	easily	RB
37060	5952	28	yield	yield	VBP
37060	5952	29	to	to	TO
37060	5952	30	accomplishment	accomplishment	VB
37060	5952	31	when	when	WRB
37060	5952	32	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5952	33	has	have	VBZ
37060	5952	34	been	be	VBN
37060	5952	35	acknowledged	acknowledge	VBN
37060	5952	36	by	by	IN
37060	5952	37	that	that	DT
37060	5952	38	individual	individual	NN
37060	5952	39	that	that	IN
37060	5952	40	there	there	EX
37060	5952	41	are	be	VBP
37060	5952	42	unseen	unseen	JJ
37060	5952	43	elements	element	NNS
37060	5952	44	far	far	RB
37060	5952	45	greater	great	JJR
37060	5952	46	than	than	IN
37060	5952	47	a	a	DT
37060	5952	48	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	5952	49	lifestyle	lifestyle	NN
37060	5952	50	which	which	WDT
37060	5952	51	renders	render	VBZ
37060	5952	52	life	life	NN
37060	5952	53	meaningful	meaningful	JJ
37060	5952	54	.	.	.
37060	5953	1	PAGE	PAGE	NNP
37060	5953	2	214	214	CD
37060	5953	3	Essay	essay	NN
37060	5953	4	:	:	:
37060	5953	5	Bargaining	Bargaining	NNP
37060	5953	6	and	and	CC
37060	5953	7	Prayer	Prayer	NNP
37060	5953	8	BARGAINING	BARGAINING	NNP
37060	5953	9	AND	and	CC
37060	5953	10	PRAYER	prayer	NN
37060	5953	11	The	the	DT
37060	5953	12	idea	idea	NN
37060	5953	13	of	of	IN
37060	5953	14	"	"	``
37060	5953	15	bargaining	bargaining	NN
37060	5953	16	"	"	''
37060	5953	17	for	for	IN
37060	5953	18	more	more	JJR
37060	5953	19	time	time	NN
37060	5953	20	never	never	RB
37060	5953	21	really	really	RB
37060	5953	22	occurred	occur	VBD
37060	5953	23	to	to	IN
37060	5953	24	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5953	25	,	,	,
37060	5953	26	although	although	IN
37060	5953	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5953	28	was	be	VBD
37060	5953	29	quite	quite	RB
37060	5953	30	aware	aware	JJ
37060	5953	31	that	that	IN
37060	5953	32	this	this	DT
37060	5953	33	type	type	NN
37060	5953	34	of	of	IN
37060	5953	35	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	5953	36	was	be	VBD
37060	5953	37	often	often	RB
37060	5953	38	enacted	enact	VBN
37060	5953	39	by	by	IN
37060	5953	40	an	an	DT
37060	5953	41	individual	individual	NN
37060	5953	42	whose	whose	WP$
37060	5953	43	life	life	NN
37060	5953	44	was	be	VBD
37060	5953	45	to	to	TO
37060	5953	46	be	be	VB
37060	5953	47	lessened	lessen	VBN
37060	5953	48	through	through	IN
37060	5953	49	physical	physical	JJ
37060	5953	50	incapacitation	incapacitation	NN
37060	5953	51	.	.	.
37060	5954	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5954	2	shall	shall	MD
37060	5954	3	always	always	RB
37060	5954	4	smile	smile	VB
37060	5954	5	to	to	TO
37060	5954	6	remember	remember	VB
37060	5954	7	the	the	DT
37060	5954	8	movie	movie	NN
37060	5954	9	"	"	``
37060	5954	10	The	the	DT
37060	5954	11	End	end	NN
37060	5954	12	,	,	,
37060	5954	13	"	"	''
37060	5954	14	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	5954	15	a	a	DT
37060	5954	16	terminally	terminally	RB
37060	5954	17	ill	ill	JJ
37060	5954	18	man	man	NN
37060	5954	19	determines	determine	VBZ
37060	5954	20	that	that	DT
37060	5954	21	suicide	suicide	NN
37060	5954	22	is	be	VBZ
37060	5954	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5954	24	only	only	JJ
37060	5954	25	hope	hope	NN
37060	5954	26	to	to	TO
37060	5954	27	retain	retain	VB
37060	5954	28	dignity	dignity	NN
37060	5954	29	in	in	IN
37060	5954	30	death	death	NN
37060	5954	31	;	;	:
37060	5954	32	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5954	33	tries	try	VBZ
37060	5954	34	countless	countless	JJ
37060	5954	35	measures	measure	NNS
37060	5954	36	to	to	TO
37060	5954	37	kill	kill	VB
37060	5954	38	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5954	39	,	,	,
37060	5954	40	all	all	DT
37060	5954	41	of	of	IN
37060	5954	42	which	which	WDT
37060	5954	43	fail	fail	VBP
37060	5954	44	due	due	IN
37060	5954	45	to	to	IN
37060	5954	46	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5954	47	haphazard	haphazard	NN
37060	5954	48	nature	nature	NN
37060	5954	49	.	.	.
37060	5955	1	Finally	finally	RB
37060	5955	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5955	3	swims	swim	VBZ
37060	5955	4	out	out	RP
37060	5955	5	to	to	IN
37060	5955	6	sea	sea	NN
37060	5955	7	in	in	IN
37060	5955	8	the	the	DT
37060	5955	9	hope	hope	NN
37060	5955	10	that	that	IN
37060	5955	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5955	12	will	will	MD
37060	5955	13	tire	tire	VB
37060	5955	14	and	and	CC
37060	5955	15	drown	drown	VB
37060	5955	16	,	,	,
37060	5955	17	but	but	CC
37060	5955	18	at	at	IN
37060	5955	19	the	the	DT
37060	5955	20	last	last	JJ
37060	5955	21	moment	moment	NN
37060	5955	22	,	,	,
37060	5955	23	decides	decide	VBZ
37060	5955	24	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5955	25	actually	actually	RB
37060	5955	26	wants	want	VBZ
37060	5955	27	to	to	TO
37060	5955	28	live	live	VB
37060	5955	29	and	and	CC
37060	5955	30	calls	call	NNS
37060	5955	31	upon	upon	IN
37060	5955	32	God	God	NNP
37060	5955	33	to	to	TO
37060	5955	34	give	give	VB
37060	5955	35	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5955	36	the	the	DT
37060	5955	37	strength	strength	NN
37060	5955	38	to	to	TO
37060	5955	39	swim	swim	VB
37060	5955	40	ashore	ashore	RB
37060	5955	41	,	,	,
37060	5955	42	tempting	tempt	VBG
37060	5955	43	God	God	NNP
37060	5955	44	with	with	IN
37060	5955	45	a	a	DT
37060	5955	46	50	50	CD
37060	5955	47	%	%	NN
37060	5955	48	pledge	pledge	NN
37060	5955	49	and	and	CC
37060	5955	50	regular	regular	JJ
37060	5955	51	attendance	attendance	NN
37060	5955	52	in	in	IN
37060	5955	53	church	church	NN
37060	5955	54	.	.	.
37060	5956	1	The	the	DT
37060	5956	2	movie	movie	NN
37060	5956	3	was	be	VBD
37060	5956	4	a	a	DT
37060	5956	5	humorous	humorous	JJ
37060	5956	6	comparison	comparison	NN
37060	5956	7	to	to	IN
37060	5956	8	the	the	DT
37060	5956	9	way	way	NN
37060	5956	10	in	in	IN
37060	5956	11	which	which	WDT
37060	5956	12	some	some	DT
37060	5956	13	people	people	NNS
37060	5956	14	truly	truly	RB
37060	5956	15	bargain	bargain	VBP
37060	5956	16	for	for	IN
37060	5956	17	more	more	JJR
37060	5956	18	time	time	NN
37060	5956	19	;	;	:
37060	5956	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5956	21	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5956	22	that	that	IN
37060	5956	23	this	this	DT
37060	5956	24	type	type	NN
37060	5956	25	of	of	IN
37060	5956	26	reasoning	reasoning	NN
37060	5956	27	can	can	MD
37060	5956	28	only	only	RB
37060	5956	29	injure	injure	VB
37060	5956	30	the	the	DT
37060	5956	31	individual	individual	NN
37060	5956	32	,	,	,
37060	5956	33	especially	especially	RB
37060	5956	34	if	if	IN
37060	5956	35	God	God	NNP
37060	5956	36	should	should	MD
37060	5956	37	"	"	``
37060	5956	38	reject	reject	VB
37060	5956	39	"	"	''
37060	5956	40	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5956	41	proposal	proposal	NN
37060	5956	42	through	through	IN
37060	5956	43	a	a	DT
37060	5956	44	worsening	worsening	NN
37060	5956	45	of	of	IN
37060	5956	46	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5956	47	condition	condition	NN
37060	5956	48	.	.	.
37060	5957	1	A	a	DT
37060	5957	2	healthier	healthy	JJR
37060	5957	3	alternative	alternative	NN
37060	5957	4	,	,	,
37060	5957	5	which	which	WDT
37060	5957	6	also	also	RB
37060	5957	7	allows	allow	VBZ
37060	5957	8	for	for	IN
37060	5957	9	the	the	DT
37060	5957	10	patient	patient	NN
37060	5957	11	to	to	TO
37060	5957	12	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	5957	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5957	14	religious	religious	JJ
37060	5957	15	stance	stance	NN
37060	5957	16	....	....	NFP
37060	5957	17	if	if	IN
37060	5957	18	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	5957	19	religion	religion	NN
37060	5957	20	is	be	VBZ
37060	5957	21	important	important	JJ
37060	5957	22	in	in	IN
37060	5957	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5957	24	life	life	NN
37060	5957	25	...	...	:
37060	5957	26	is	be	VBZ
37060	5957	27	to	to	TO
37060	5957	28	instead	instead	RB
37060	5957	29	"	"	``
37060	5957	30	hope	hope	VB
37060	5957	31	"	"	''
37060	5957	32	for	for	IN
37060	5957	33	a	a	DT
37060	5957	34	longer	long	JJR
37060	5957	35	life	life	NN
37060	5957	36	.	.	.
37060	5958	1	Hope	Hope	NNP
37060	5958	2	does	do	VBZ
37060	5958	3	not	not	RB
37060	5958	4	as	as	RB
37060	5958	5	easily	easily	RB
37060	5958	6	fall	fall	VB
37060	5958	7	into	into	IN
37060	5958	8	the	the	DT
37060	5958	9	realm	realm	NN
37060	5958	10	of	of	IN
37060	5958	11	religion	religion	NN
37060	5958	12	and	and	CC
37060	5958	13	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	5958	14	remains	remain	VBZ
37060	5958	15	a	a	DT
37060	5958	16	separate	separate	JJ
37060	5958	17	source	source	NN
37060	5958	18	of	of	IN
37060	5958	19	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5958	20	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	5958	21	;	;	:
37060	5958	22	there	there	EX
37060	5958	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	5958	24	no	no	DT
37060	5958	25	dependency	dependency	NN
37060	5958	26	upon	upon	IN
37060	5958	27	God	God	NNP
37060	5958	28	,	,	,
37060	5958	29	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	5958	30	or	or	CC
37060	5958	31	other	other	JJ
37060	5958	32	people	people	NNS
37060	5958	33	to	to	TO
37060	5958	34	cure	cure	VB
37060	5958	35	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5958	36	.	.	.
37060	5959	1	Given	give	VBN
37060	5959	2	the	the	DT
37060	5959	3	fact	fact	NN
37060	5959	4	that	that	IN
37060	5959	5	man	man	NN
37060	5959	6	was	be	VBD
37060	5959	7	blessed	bless	VBN
37060	5959	8	with	with	IN
37060	5959	9	a	a	DT
37060	5959	10	mind	mind	NN
37060	5959	11	of	of	IN
37060	5959	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5959	13	own	own	JJ
37060	5959	14	,	,	,
37060	5959	15	which	which	WDT
37060	5959	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	5959	17	essentially	essentially	RB
37060	5959	18	too	too	RB
37060	5959	19	complex	complex	JJ
37060	5959	20	for	for	IN
37060	5959	21	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5959	22	to	to	TO
37060	5959	23	understand	understand	VB
37060	5959	24	,	,	,
37060	5959	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5959	26	amazes	amaze	VBZ
37060	5959	27	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5959	28	that	that	IN
37060	5959	29	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5959	30	continues	continue	VBZ
37060	5959	31	to	to	TO
37060	5959	32	speak	speak	VB
37060	5959	33	of	of	IN
37060	5959	34	the	the	DT
37060	5959	35	mind	mind	NN
37060	5959	36	of	of	IN
37060	5959	37	God	God	NNP
37060	5959	38	as	as	IN
37060	5959	39	if	if	IN
37060	5959	40	bestowed	bestow	VBN
37060	5959	41	with	with	IN
37060	5959	42	acknowledgeable	acknowledgeable	JJ
37060	5959	43	characteristics	characteristic	NNS
37060	5959	44	,	,	,
37060	5959	45	abilities	ability	NNS
37060	5959	46	,	,	,
37060	5959	47	and	and	CC
37060	5959	48	functions	function	NNS
37060	5959	49	.	.	.
37060	5960	1	Often	often	RB
37060	5960	2	people	people	NNS
37060	5960	3	will	will	MD
37060	5960	4	say	say	VB
37060	5960	5	,	,	,
37060	5960	6	"	"	``
37060	5960	7	God	God	NNP
37060	5960	8	gives	give	VBZ
37060	5960	9	one	one	PRP
37060	5960	10	the	the	DT
37060	5960	11	strength	strength	NN
37060	5960	12	to	to	TO
37060	5960	13	bear	bear	VB
37060	5960	14	loss	loss	NN
37060	5960	15	...	...	:
37060	5960	16	pain	pain	NN
37060	5960	17	...	...	:
37060	5960	18	hardship	hardship	NN
37060	5960	19	...	...	.
37060	5961	1	etc	etc	FW
37060	5961	2	.	.	.
37060	5961	3	"	"	''
37060	5962	1	as	as	IN
37060	5962	2	if	if	IN
37060	5962	3	one	one	CD
37060	5962	4	bereft	bereft	NN
37060	5962	5	of	of	IN
37060	5962	6	inner	inner	JJ
37060	5962	7	fortitude	fortitude	NN
37060	5962	8	can	can	MD
37060	5962	9	expect	expect	VB
37060	5962	10	to	to	TO
37060	5962	11	be	be	VB
37060	5962	12	given	give	VBN
37060	5962	13	that	that	DT
37060	5962	14	gift	gift	NN
37060	5962	15	through	through	IN
37060	5962	16	prayer	prayer	NN
37060	5962	17	.	.	.
37060	5963	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5963	2	have	have	VBP
37060	5963	3	always	always	RB
37060	5963	4	believed	believe	VBN
37060	5963	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5963	6	to	to	TO
37060	5963	7	be	be	VB
37060	5963	8	more	more	RBR
37060	5963	9	fruitful	fruitful	JJ
37060	5963	10	to	to	TO
37060	5963	11	pray	pray	VB
37060	5963	12	for	for	IN
37060	5963	13	strength	strength	NN
37060	5963	14	rather	rather	RB
37060	5963	15	than	than	IN
37060	5963	16	a	a	DT
37060	5963	17	cure	cure	NN
37060	5963	18	when	when	WRB
37060	5963	19	faced	face	VBN
37060	5963	20	with	with	IN
37060	5963	21	terminal	terminal	JJ
37060	5963	22	ailments	ailment	NNS
37060	5963	23	.	.	.
37060	5964	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5964	2	do	do	VBP
37060	5964	3	not	not	RB
37060	5964	4	believe	believe	VB
37060	5964	5	that	that	IN
37060	5964	6	one	one	PRP
37060	5964	7	can	can	MD
37060	5964	8	"	"	``
37060	5964	9	lean	lean	VB
37060	5964	10	on	on	IN
37060	5964	11	"	"	``
37060	5964	12	God	God	NNP
37060	5964	13	and	and	CC
37060	5964	14	await	await	NNP
37060	5964	15	replenishment	replenishment	NN
37060	5964	16	,	,	,
37060	5964	17	since	since	IN
37060	5964	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5964	19	can	can	MD
37060	5964	20	not	not	RB
37060	5964	21	view	view	VB
37060	5964	22	the	the	DT
37060	5964	23	essence	essence	NN
37060	5964	24	of	of	IN
37060	5964	25	God	God	NNP
37060	5964	26	as	as	IN
37060	5964	27	a	a	DT
37060	5964	28	crutch	crutch	NN
37060	5964	29	or	or	CC
37060	5964	30	in	in	IN
37060	5964	31	any	any	DT
37060	5964	32	other	other	JJ
37060	5964	33	way	way	NN
37060	5964	34	which	which	WDT
37060	5964	35	would	would	MD
37060	5964	36	place	place	VB
37060	5964	37	Him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5964	38	outside	outside	RB
37060	5964	39	of	of	IN
37060	5964	40	one	one	NN
37060	5964	41	's	's	POS
37060	5964	42	self	self	NN
37060	5964	43	.	.	.
37060	5965	1	If	if	IN
37060	5965	2	God	God	NNP
37060	5965	3	resides	reside	VBZ
37060	5965	4	within	within	IN
37060	5965	5	an	an	DT
37060	5965	6	individual	individual	NN
37060	5965	7	,	,	,
37060	5965	8	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5965	9	can	can	MD
37060	5965	10	not	not	RB
37060	5965	11	be	be	VB
37060	5965	12	a	a	DT
37060	5965	13	crutch	crutch	NN
37060	5965	14	.	.	.
37060	5966	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	5966	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5966	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	5966	4	better	well	JJR
37060	5966	5	to	to	TO
37060	5966	6	say	say	VB
37060	5966	7	that	that	IN
37060	5966	8	one	one	NN
37060	5966	9	's	's	POS
37060	5966	10	belief	belief	NN
37060	5966	11	in	in	IN
37060	5966	12	God	God	NNP
37060	5966	13	gives	give	VBZ
37060	5966	14	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5966	15	strength	strength	NN
37060	5966	16	;	;	:
37060	5966	17	for	for	IN
37060	5966	18	if	if	IN
37060	5966	19	God	God	NNP
37060	5966	20	sent	send	VBD
37060	5966	21	strength	strength	NN
37060	5966	22	as	as	IN
37060	5966	23	an	an	DT
37060	5966	24	answer	answer	NN
37060	5966	25	to	to	IN
37060	5966	26	prayer	prayer	NN
37060	5966	27	desiring	desiring	NN
37060	5966	28	strength	strength	NN
37060	5966	29	,	,	,
37060	5966	30	why	why	WRB
37060	5966	31	do	do	VBP
37060	5966	32	not	not	RB
37060	5966	33	all	all	DT
37060	5966	34	people	people	NNS
37060	5966	35	receive	receive	VBP
37060	5966	36	the	the	DT
37060	5966	37	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	5966	38	of	of	IN
37060	5966	39	renewal	renewal	NN
37060	5966	40	?	?	.
37060	5967	1	Why	why	WRB
37060	5967	2	are	be	VBP
37060	5967	3	some	some	DT
37060	5967	4	left	leave	VBN
37060	5967	5	to	to	IN
37060	5967	6	insanity	insanity	NN
37060	5967	7	,	,	,
37060	5967	8	psychosomatic	psychosomatic	JJ
37060	5967	9	disorders	disorder	NNS
37060	5967	10	or	or	CC
37060	5967	11	neurotic	neurotic	JJ
37060	5967	12	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	5967	13	?	?	.
37060	5968	1	To	to	TO
37060	5968	2	credit	credit	VB
37060	5968	3	God	God	NNP
37060	5968	4	for	for	IN
37060	5968	5	one	one	NN
37060	5968	6	's	's	POS
37060	5968	7	strength	strength	NN
37060	5968	8	would	would	MD
37060	5968	9	only	only	RB
37060	5968	10	serve	serve	VB
37060	5968	11	to	to	TO
37060	5968	12	discredit	discredit	VB
37060	5968	13	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5968	14	"	"	``
37060	5968	15	unanswered	unanswered	JJ
37060	5968	16	"	"	''
37060	5968	17	prayers	prayer	NNS
37060	5968	18	,	,	,
37060	5968	19	as	as	IN
37060	5968	20	is	be	VBZ
37060	5968	21	the	the	DT
37060	5968	22	case	case	NN
37060	5968	23	with	with	IN
37060	5968	24	physical	physical	JJ
37060	5968	25	disorders	disorder	NNS
37060	5968	26	.	.	.
37060	5969	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5969	2	do	do	VBP
37060	5969	3	not	not	RB
37060	5969	4	believe	believe	VB
37060	5969	5	God	God	NNP
37060	5969	6	would	would	MD
37060	5969	7	endow	endow	VB
37060	5969	8	one	one	CD
37060	5969	9	with	with	IN
37060	5969	10	the	the	DT
37060	5969	11	fortitude	fortitude	NN
37060	5969	12	to	to	TO
37060	5969	13	deliver	deliver	VB
37060	5969	14	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5969	15	from	from	IN
37060	5969	16	anguish	anguish	NN
37060	5969	17	and	and	CC
37060	5969	18	neglect	neglect	VB
37060	5969	19	the	the	DT
37060	5969	20	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	5969	21	appeals	appeal	NNS
37060	5969	22	of	of	IN
37060	5969	23	others	other	NNS
37060	5969	24	.	.	.
37060	5970	1	Housing	housing	NN
37060	5970	2	such	such	JJ
37060	5970	3	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	5970	4	can	can	MD
37060	5970	5	be	be	VB
37060	5970	6	devastating	devastating	JJ
37060	5970	7	.	.	.
37060	5971	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5971	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	5971	3	one	one	PRP
37060	5971	4	's	's	POS
37060	5971	5	unrealistic	unrealistic	JJ
37060	5971	6	expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	5971	7	of	of	IN
37060	5971	8	God	God	NNP
37060	5971	9	that	that	WDT
37060	5971	10	can	can	MD
37060	5971	11	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	5971	12	create	create	VB
37060	5971	13	turmoil	turmoil	NN
37060	5971	14	for	for	IN
37060	5971	15	an	an	DT
37060	5971	16	individual	individual	NN
37060	5971	17	,	,	,
37060	5971	18	which	which	WDT
37060	5971	19	again	again	RB
37060	5971	20	may	may	MD
37060	5971	21	result	result	VB
37060	5971	22	from	from	IN
37060	5971	23	the	the	DT
37060	5971	24	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	5971	25	to	to	TO
37060	5971	26	personify	personify	VB
37060	5971	27	God	God	NNP
37060	5971	28	.	.	.
37060	5972	1	This	this	DT
37060	5972	2	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	5972	3	on	on	IN
37060	5972	4	the	the	DT
37060	5972	5	part	part	NN
37060	5972	6	of	of	IN
37060	5972	7	an	an	DT
37060	5972	8	individual	individual	NN
37060	5972	9	to	to	TO
37060	5972	10	personify	personify	VB
37060	5972	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5972	12	deity	deity	NN
37060	5972	13	often	often	RB
37060	5972	14	results	result	VBZ
37060	5972	15	from	from	IN
37060	5972	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5972	17	need	need	NN
37060	5972	18	to	to	TO
37060	5972	19	feel	feel	VB
37060	5972	20	guarded	guard	VBN
37060	5972	21	and	and	CC
37060	5972	22	loved	love	VBN
37060	5972	23	;	;	:
37060	5972	24	without	without	IN
37060	5972	25	family	family	NN
37060	5972	26	or	or	CC
37060	5972	27	friends	friend	NNS
37060	5972	28	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5972	29	can	can	MD
37060	5972	30	still	still	RB
37060	5972	31	have	have	VB
37060	5972	32	a	a	DT
37060	5972	33	heavenly	heavenly	JJ
37060	5972	34	father	father	NN
37060	5972	35	and	and	CC
37060	5972	36	thus	thus	RB
37060	5972	37	is	be	VBZ
37060	5972	38	not	not	RB
37060	5972	39	alone	alone	JJ
37060	5972	40	.	.	.
37060	5973	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5973	2	strength	strength	NN
37060	5973	3	comes	come	VBZ
37060	5973	4	from	from	IN
37060	5973	5	within	within	IN
37060	5973	6	,	,	,
37060	5973	7	and	and	CC
37060	5973	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	5973	9	augmented	augment	VBN
37060	5973	10	by	by	IN
37060	5973	11	loving	love	VBG
37060	5973	12	family	family	NN
37060	5973	13	members	member	NNS
37060	5973	14	.	.	.
37060	5974	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5974	2	tend	tend	VBP
37060	5974	3	to	to	TO
37060	5974	4	think	think	VB
37060	5974	5	,	,	,
37060	5974	6	rather	rather	RB
37060	5974	7	than	than	IN
37060	5974	8	to	to	TO
37060	5974	9	pray	pray	VB
37060	5974	10	,	,	,
37060	5974	11	for	for	CC
37060	5974	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5974	13	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5974	14	the	the	DT
37060	5974	15	unity	unity	NN
37060	5974	16	of	of	IN
37060	5974	17	all	all	DT
37060	5974	18	creation	creation	NN
37060	5974	19	is	be	VBZ
37060	5974	20	within	within	IN
37060	5974	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5974	22	and	and	CC
37060	5974	23	encompasses	encompass	VBZ
37060	5974	24	all	all	DT
37060	5974	25	things	thing	NNS
37060	5974	26	;	;	:
37060	5974	27	thus	thus	RB
37060	5974	28	even	even	RB
37060	5974	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5974	30	most	most	RBS
37060	5974	31	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	5974	32	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	5974	33	are	be	VBP
37060	5974	34	not	not	RB
37060	5974	35	spoken	speak	VBN
37060	5974	36	in	in	IN
37060	5974	37	emptiness	emptiness	NN
37060	5974	38	.	.	.
37060	5975	1	When	when	WRB
37060	5975	2	people	people	NNS
37060	5975	3	said	say	VBD
37060	5975	4	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5975	5	prayed	pray	VBD
37060	5975	6	for	for	IN
37060	5975	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5975	8	,	,	,
37060	5975	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5975	10	looked	look	VBD
37060	5975	11	at	at	IN
37060	5975	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5975	13	statement	statement	NN
37060	5975	14	as	as	IN
37060	5975	15	one	one	CD
37060	5975	16	of	of	IN
37060	5975	17	thoughtful	thoughtful	JJ
37060	5975	18	kindness	kindness	NN
37060	5975	19	because	because	IN
37060	5975	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5975	21	demonstrated	demonstrate	VBD
37060	5975	22	that	that	IN
37060	5975	23	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5975	24	cared	care	VBD
37060	5975	25	for	for	IN
37060	5975	26	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5975	27	and	and	CC
37060	5975	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5975	29	family	family	NN
37060	5975	30	.	.	.
37060	5976	1	Yet	yet	CC
37060	5976	2	within	within	RB
37060	5976	3	,	,	,
37060	5976	4	a	a	DT
37060	5976	5	voice	voice	NN
37060	5976	6	would	would	MD
37060	5976	7	scream	scream	VB
37060	5976	8	that	that	IN
37060	5976	9	praying	pray	VBG
37060	5976	10	for	for	IN
37060	5976	11	health	health	NN
37060	5976	12	misused	misuse	VBD
37060	5976	13	the	the	DT
37060	5976	14	idea	idea	NN
37060	5976	15	behind	behind	IN
37060	5976	16	prayer	prayer	NN
37060	5976	17	.	.	.
37060	5977	1	Although	although	IN
37060	5977	2	prayer	prayer	NN
37060	5977	3	means	mean	VBZ
37060	5977	4	vastly	vastly	RB
37060	5977	5	different	different	JJ
37060	5977	6	things	thing	NNS
37060	5977	7	to	to	IN
37060	5977	8	each	each	DT
37060	5977	9	individual	individual	NN
37060	5977	10	,	,	,
37060	5977	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5977	12	like	like	VBP
37060	5977	13	to	to	TO
37060	5977	14	think	think	VB
37060	5977	15	of	of	IN
37060	5977	16	prayer	prayer	NN
37060	5977	17	as	as	IN
37060	5977	18	a	a	DT
37060	5977	19	way	way	NN
37060	5977	20	of	of	IN
37060	5977	21	communing	communing	NN
37060	5977	22	with	with	IN
37060	5977	23	God	God	NNP
37060	5977	24	;	;	:
37060	5977	25	while	while	IN
37060	5977	26	there	there	EX
37060	5977	27	are	be	VBP
37060	5977	28	many	many	JJ
37060	5977	29	who	who	WP
37060	5977	30	ask	ask	VBP
37060	5977	31	God	God	NNP
37060	5977	32	for	for	IN
37060	5977	33	favors	favor	NNS
37060	5977	34	in	in	IN
37060	5977	35	prayer	prayer	NN
37060	5977	36	,	,	,
37060	5977	37	to	to	IN
37060	5977	38	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5977	39	this	this	DT
37060	5977	40	cheapens	cheapen	VBZ
37060	5977	41	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5977	42	.	.	.
37060	5978	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5978	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	5978	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5978	4	should	should	MD
37060	5978	5	be	be	VB
37060	5978	6	used	use	VBN
37060	5978	7	for	for	IN
37060	5978	8	the	the	DT
37060	5978	9	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	5978	10	of	of	IN
37060	5978	11	attaining	attain	VBG
37060	5978	12	oneness	oneness	NN
37060	5978	13	with	with	IN
37060	5978	14	the	the	DT
37060	5978	15	eternal	eternal	JJ
37060	5978	16	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	5978	17	and	and	CC
37060	5978	18	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	5978	19	more	more	JJR
37060	5978	20	,	,	,
37060	5978	21	unless	unless	IN
37060	5978	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5978	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	5978	24	to	to	TO
37060	5978	25	unify	unify	VB
37060	5978	26	one	one	NN
37060	5978	27	with	with	IN
37060	5978	28	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5978	29	and	and	CC
37060	5978	30	allow	allow	VB
37060	5978	31	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5978	32	to	to	TO
37060	5978	33	dismiss	dismiss	VB
37060	5978	34	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5978	35	selfishness	selfishness	NN
37060	5978	36	to	to	TO
37060	5978	37	think	think	VB
37060	5978	38	of	of	IN
37060	5978	39	and	and	CC
37060	5978	40	unite	unite	VB
37060	5978	41	with	with	IN
37060	5978	42	others	other	NNS
37060	5978	43	.	.	.
37060	5979	1	This	this	DT
37060	5979	2	well	well	RB
37060	5979	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	5979	4	known	know	VBN
37060	5979	5	quote	quote	NN
37060	5979	6	echoes	echo	NNS
37060	5979	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5979	8	sentiments	sentiment	NNS
37060	5979	9	:	:	:
37060	5979	10	"	"	``
37060	5979	11	God	God	NNP
37060	5979	12	,	,	,
37060	5979	13	grant	grant	VB
37060	5979	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5979	15	the	the	DT
37060	5979	16	serenity	serenity	NN
37060	5979	17	to	to	TO
37060	5979	18	accept	accept	VB
37060	5979	19	things	thing	NNS
37060	5979	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5979	21	can	can	MD
37060	5979	22	not	not	RB
37060	5979	23	change	change	VB
37060	5979	24	,	,	,
37060	5979	25	courage	courage	VB
37060	5979	26	to	to	TO
37060	5979	27	change	change	VB
37060	5979	28	those	those	DT
37060	5979	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5979	30	can	can	MD
37060	5979	31	,	,	,
37060	5979	32	and	and	CC
37060	5979	33	wisdom	wisdom	NN
37060	5979	34	to	to	TO
37060	5979	35	know	know	VB
37060	5979	36	the	the	DT
37060	5979	37	difference	difference	NN
37060	5979	38	.	.	.
37060	5979	39	"	"	''
37060	5980	1	To	to	TO
37060	5980	2	further	further	RB
37060	5980	3	elaborate	elaborate	VB
37060	5980	4	on	on	IN
37060	5980	5	the	the	DT
37060	5980	6	subject	subject	NN
37060	5980	7	,	,	,
37060	5980	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5980	9	would	would	MD
37060	5980	10	assume	assume	VB
37060	5980	11	that	that	IN
37060	5980	12	an	an	DT
37060	5980	13	individual	individual	NN
37060	5980	14	who	who	WP
37060	5980	15	divulged	divulge	VBD
37060	5980	16	in	in	IN
37060	5980	17	prayer	prayer	NN
37060	5980	18	such	such	PDT
37060	5980	19	a	a	DT
37060	5980	20	"	"	``
37060	5980	21	bargain	bargain	NN
37060	5980	22	"	"	''
37060	5980	23	would	would	MD
37060	5980	24	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	5980	25	feel	feel	VB
37060	5980	26	the	the	DT
37060	5980	27	shame	shame	NN
37060	5980	28	brought	bring	VBN
37060	5980	29	about	about	RP
37060	5980	30	by	by	IN
37060	5980	31	the	the	DT
37060	5980	32	realization	realization	NN
37060	5980	33	that	that	IN
37060	5980	34	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5980	35	would	would	MD
37060	5980	36	never	never	RB
37060	5980	37	have	have	VB
37060	5980	38	sought	seek	VBN
37060	5980	39	this	this	DT
37060	5980	40	plea	plea	NN
37060	5980	41	or	or	CC
37060	5980	42	offered	offer	VBD
37060	5980	43	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5980	44	humble	humble	JJ
37060	5980	45	services	service	NNS
37060	5980	46	had	have	VBD
37060	5980	47	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5980	48	not	not	RB
37060	5980	49	first	first	RB
37060	5980	50	been	be	VBN
37060	5980	51	stricken	stricken	VBN
37060	5980	52	by	by	IN
37060	5980	53	physical	physical	JJ
37060	5980	54	illness	illness	NN
37060	5980	55	.	.	.
37060	5981	1	Most	most	RBS
37060	5981	2	likely	likely	RB
37060	5981	3	the	the	DT
37060	5981	4	thought	thought	NN
37060	5981	5	would	would	MD
37060	5981	6	have	have	VB
37060	5981	7	never	never	RB
37060	5981	8	crossed	cross	VBN
37060	5981	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5981	10	mind	mind	NN
37060	5981	11	.	.	.
37060	5982	1	One	one	PRP
37060	5982	2	would	would	MD
37060	5982	3	think	think	VB
37060	5982	4	that	that	IN
37060	5982	5	the	the	DT
37060	5982	6	person	person	NN
37060	5982	7	would	would	MD
37060	5982	8	have	have	VB
37060	5982	9	waved	wave	VBN
37060	5982	10	God	God	NNP
37060	5982	11	's	's	POS
37060	5982	12	flag	flag	NN
37060	5982	13	in	in	IN
37060	5982	14	times	time	NNS
37060	5982	15	of	of	IN
37060	5982	16	health	health	NN
37060	5982	17	and	and	CC
37060	5982	18	prosperity	prosperity	NN
37060	5982	19	.	.	.
37060	5983	1	But	but	CC
37060	5983	2	,	,	,
37060	5983	3	as	as	IN
37060	5983	4	with	with	IN
37060	5983	5	the	the	DT
37060	5983	6	vast	vast	JJ
37060	5983	7	majority	majority	NN
37060	5983	8	of	of	IN
37060	5983	9	people	people	NNS
37060	5983	10	,	,	,
37060	5983	11	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	5983	12	of	of	IN
37060	5983	13	one	one	PRP
37060	5983	14	's	's	POS
37060	5983	15	own	own	JJ
37060	5983	16	death	death	NN
37060	5983	17	rarely	rarely	RB
37060	5983	18	occur	occur	VBP
37060	5983	19	to	to	IN
37060	5983	20	those	those	DT
37060	5983	21	caught	catch	VBN
37060	5983	22	up	up	RP
37060	5983	23	in	in	IN
37060	5983	24	the	the	DT
37060	5983	25	robust	robust	JJ
37060	5983	26	living	living	NN
37060	5983	27	of	of	IN
37060	5983	28	life	life	NN
37060	5983	29	.	.	.
37060	5984	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	5984	2	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	5984	3	can	can	MD
37060	5984	4	both	both	RB
37060	5984	5	evoke	evoke	VB
37060	5984	6	,	,	,
37060	5984	7	and	and	CC
37060	5984	8	be	be	VB
37060	5984	9	the	the	DT
37060	5984	10	product	product	NN
37060	5984	11	of	of	IN
37060	5984	12	,	,	,
37060	5984	13	promises	promise	VBZ
37060	5984	14	too	too	RB
37060	5984	15	great	great	JJ
37060	5984	16	to	to	TO
37060	5984	17	keep	keep	VB
37060	5984	18	.	.	.
37060	5985	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	5985	2	216	216	CD
37060	5985	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	5985	4	26	26	CD
37060	5985	5	Categories	Categories	NNPS
37060	5985	6	of	of	IN
37060	5985	7	Acceptance	Acceptance	NNP
37060	5985	8	"	"	``
37060	5985	9	Even	even	RB
37060	5985	10	the	the	DT
37060	5985	11	smallest	small	JJS
37060	5985	12	pleasures	pleasure	NNS
37060	5985	13	seem	seem	VBP
37060	5985	14	more	more	RBR
37060	5985	15	meaningful	meaningful	JJ
37060	5985	16	when	when	WRB
37060	5985	17	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5985	18	are	be	VBP
37060	5985	19	shared	share	VBN
37060	5985	20	,	,	,
37060	5985	21	while	while	IN
37060	5985	22	the	the	DT
37060	5985	23	tragic	tragic	JJ
37060	5985	24	moments	moment	NNS
37060	5985	25	are	be	VBP
37060	5985	26	buffered	buffer	VBN
37060	5985	27	by	by	IN
37060	5985	28	love	love	NN
37060	5985	29	.	.	.
37060	5985	30	"	"	''
37060	5986	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	5986	2	TWENTY	TWENTY	NNP
37060	5986	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	5986	4	SIX	SIX	NNP
37060	5986	5	Categories	Categories	NNPS
37060	5986	6	Of	of	IN
37060	5986	7	Acceptance	Acceptance	NNP
37060	5986	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5986	9	was	be	VBD
37060	5986	10	home	home	RB
37060	5986	11	once	once	RB
37060	5986	12	again	again	RB
37060	5986	13	,	,	,
37060	5986	14	and	and	CC
37060	5986	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5986	16	greatest	great	JJS
37060	5986	17	wish	wish	NN
37060	5986	18	had	have	VBD
37060	5986	19	been	be	VBN
37060	5986	20	realized	realize	VBN
37060	5986	21	.	.	.
37060	5987	1	Somehow	somehow	RB
37060	5987	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5987	3	thought	think	VBD
37060	5987	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5987	5	life	life	NN
37060	5987	6	would	would	MD
37060	5987	7	now	now	RB
37060	5987	8	be	be	VB
37060	5987	9	simplified	simplify	VBN
37060	5987	10	,	,	,
37060	5987	11	and	and	CC
37060	5987	12	that	that	IN
37060	5987	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5987	14	could	could	MD
37060	5987	15	wield	wield	VB
37060	5987	16	complete	complete	JJ
37060	5987	17	control	control	NN
37060	5987	18	over	over	IN
37060	5987	19	the	the	DT
37060	5987	20	ways	way	NNS
37060	5987	21	in	in	IN
37060	5987	22	which	which	WDT
37060	5987	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5987	24	desired	desire	VBD
37060	5987	25	to	to	TO
37060	5987	26	spend	spend	VB
37060	5987	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5987	28	time	time	NN
37060	5987	29	and	and	CC
37060	5987	30	conduct	conduct	VB
37060	5987	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5987	32	remaining	remain	VBG
37060	5987	33	life	life	NN
37060	5987	34	.	.	.
37060	5988	1	With	with	IN
37060	5988	2	something	something	NN
37060	5988	3	akin	akin	JJ
37060	5988	4	to	to	IN
37060	5988	5	fascination	fascination	NN
37060	5988	6	,	,	,
37060	5988	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5988	8	looked	look	VBD
37060	5988	9	at	at	IN
37060	5988	10	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5988	11	in	in	IN
37060	5988	12	the	the	DT
37060	5988	13	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	5988	14	and	and	CC
37060	5988	15	focused	focus	VBD
37060	5988	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5988	17	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	5988	18	on	on	IN
37060	5988	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5988	20	protruding	protrude	VBG
37060	5988	21	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	5988	22	region	region	NN
37060	5988	23	which	which	WDT
37060	5988	24	would	would	MD
37060	5988	25	one	one	CD
37060	5988	26	day	day	NN
37060	5988	27	be	be	VB
37060	5988	28	the	the	DT
37060	5988	29	cause	cause	NN
37060	5988	30	of	of	IN
37060	5988	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5988	32	death	death	NN
37060	5988	33	.	.	.
37060	5989	1	The	the	DT
37060	5989	2	subjects	subject	NNS
37060	5989	3	of	of	IN
37060	5989	4	death	death	NN
37060	5989	5	and	and	CC
37060	5989	6	other	other	JJ
37060	5989	7	intense	intense	JJ
37060	5989	8	,	,	,
37060	5989	9	wrenching	wrenching	JJ
37060	5989	10	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	5989	11	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	5989	12	a	a	DT
37060	5989	13	magnetism	magnetism	NN
37060	5989	14	which	which	WDT
37060	5989	15	had	have	VBD
37060	5989	16	always	always	RB
37060	5989	17	held	hold	VBN
37060	5989	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5989	19	spellbound	spellbound	NN
37060	5989	20	.	.	.
37060	5990	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5990	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5990	3	drawn	draw	VBN
37060	5990	4	to	to	IN
37060	5990	5	the	the	DT
37060	5990	6	startling	startling	JJ
37060	5990	7	views	view	NNS
37060	5990	8	of	of	IN
37060	5990	9	human	human	JJ
37060	5990	10	tragedy	tragedy	NN
37060	5990	11	in	in	IN
37060	5990	12	both	both	CC
37060	5990	13	literature	literature	NN
37060	5990	14	and	and	CC
37060	5990	15	art	art	NN
37060	5990	16	forms	form	NNS
37060	5990	17	;	;	:
37060	5990	18	a	a	DT
37060	5990	19	life	life	NN
37060	5990	20	tottering	totter	VBG
37060	5990	21	precariously	precariously	RB
37060	5990	22	on	on	IN
37060	5990	23	the	the	DT
37060	5990	24	edge	edge	NN
37060	5990	25	of	of	IN
37060	5990	26	sanity	sanity	NN
37060	5990	27	or	or	CC
37060	5990	28	mortality	mortality	NN
37060	5990	29	could	could	MD
37060	5990	30	offer	offer	VB
37060	5990	31	a	a	DT
37060	5990	32	glimpse	glimpse	NN
37060	5990	33	of	of	IN
37060	5990	34	the	the	DT
37060	5990	35	more	more	RBR
37060	5990	36	painful	painful	JJ
37060	5990	37	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	5990	38	of	of	IN
37060	5990	39	reality	reality	NN
37060	5990	40	which	which	WDT
37060	5990	41	many	many	JJ
37060	5990	42	often	often	RB
37060	5990	43	neglect	neglect	VBP
37060	5990	44	to	to	TO
37060	5990	45	acknowledge	acknowledge	VB
37060	5990	46	.	.	.
37060	5991	1	Images	image	NNS
37060	5991	2	which	which	WDT
37060	5991	3	accurately	accurately	RB
37060	5991	4	depicted	depict	VBD
37060	5991	5	the	the	DT
37060	5991	6	horror	horror	NN
37060	5991	7	of	of	IN
37060	5991	8	war	war	NN
37060	5991	9	or	or	CC
37060	5991	10	the	the	DT
37060	5991	11	anguish	anguish	NN
37060	5991	12	of	of	IN
37060	5991	13	a	a	DT
37060	5991	14	mother	mother	NN
37060	5991	15	of	of	IN
37060	5991	16	a	a	DT
37060	5991	17	stricken	stricken	VBN
37060	5991	18	child	child	NN
37060	5991	19	were	be	VBD
37060	5991	20	those	those	DT
37060	5991	21	which	which	WDT
37060	5991	22	captured	capture	VBD
37060	5991	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5991	24	attention	attention	NN
37060	5991	25	;	;	:
37060	5991	26	though	though	IN
37060	5991	27	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	5991	28	works	work	NNS
37060	5991	29	would	would	MD
37060	5991	30	please	please	VB
37060	5991	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5991	32	eye	eye	NN
37060	5991	33	,	,	,
37060	5991	34	only	only	RB
37060	5991	35	the	the	DT
37060	5991	36	gripping	grip	VBG
37060	5991	37	views	view	NNS
37060	5991	38	of	of	IN
37060	5991	39	life	life	NN
37060	5991	40	held	hold	VBD
37060	5991	41	the	the	DT
37060	5991	42	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	5991	43	to	to	TO
37060	5991	44	stir	stir	VB
37060	5991	45	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5991	46	senses	sense	NNS
37060	5991	47	.	.	.
37060	5992	1	The	the	DT
37060	5992	2	thought	thought	NN
37060	5992	3	that	that	WDT
37060	5992	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5992	5	now	now	RB
37060	5992	6	shared	share	VBD
37060	5992	7	a	a	DT
37060	5992	8	common	common	JJ
37060	5992	9	bond	bond	NN
37060	5992	10	with	with	IN
37060	5992	11	those	those	DT
37060	5992	12	gripping	grip	VBG
37060	5992	13	views	view	NNS
37060	5992	14	of	of	IN
37060	5992	15	existence	existence	NN
37060	5992	16	similarly	similarly	RB
37060	5992	17	held	hold	VBD
37060	5992	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5992	19	fascination	fascination	NN
37060	5992	20	.	.	.
37060	5993	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5993	2	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	5993	3	what	what	WP
37060	5993	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5993	5	family	family	NN
37060	5993	6	would	would	MD
37060	5993	7	undergo	undergo	VB
37060	5993	8	during	during	IN
37060	5993	9	the	the	DT
37060	5993	10	harsh	harsh	JJ
37060	5993	11	period	period	NN
37060	5993	12	following	follow	VBG
37060	5993	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5993	14	death	death	NN
37060	5993	15	;	;	:
37060	5993	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5993	17	pondered	ponder	VBD
37060	5993	18	whether	whether	IN
37060	5993	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5993	20	would	would	MD
37060	5993	21	see	see	VB
37060	5993	22	earthly	earthly	JJ
37060	5993	23	lives	life	NNS
37060	5993	24	when	when	WRB
37060	5993	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5993	26	no	no	RB
37060	5993	27	longer	long	RBR
37060	5993	28	was	be	VBD
37060	5993	29	part	part	NN
37060	5993	30	of	of	IN
37060	5993	31	the	the	DT
37060	5993	32	world	world	NN
37060	5993	33	.	.	.
37060	5994	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5994	2	spent	spend	VBD
37060	5994	3	lovely	lovely	JJ
37060	5994	4	afternoons	afternoon	NNS
37060	5994	5	in	in	IN
37060	5994	6	peaceful	peaceful	JJ
37060	5994	7	reflection	reflection	NN
37060	5994	8	,	,	,
37060	5994	9	drinking	drink	VBG
37060	5994	10	in	in	IN
37060	5994	11	the	the	DT
37060	5994	12	earth	earth	NN
37060	5994	13	's	's	POS
37060	5994	14	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	5994	15	to	to	TO
37060	5994	16	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	5994	17	retain	retain	VB
37060	5994	18	the	the	DT
37060	5994	19	days	day	NNS
37060	5994	20	as	as	IN
37060	5994	21	if	if	IN
37060	5994	22	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5994	23	were	be	VBD
37060	5994	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5994	25	last	last	JJ
37060	5994	26	.	.	.
37060	5995	1	Time	Time	NNP
37060	5995	2	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5995	3	lost	lose	VBD
37060	5995	4	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5995	5	importance	importance	NN
37060	5995	6	as	as	IN
37060	5995	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5995	8	embraced	embrace	VBD
37060	5995	9	the	the	DT
37060	5995	10	cycles	cycle	NNS
37060	5995	11	of	of	IN
37060	5995	12	nature	nature	NN
37060	5995	13	and	and	CC
37060	5995	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5995	15	own	own	JJ
37060	5995	16	life	life	NN
37060	5995	17	as	as	IN
37060	5995	18	one	one	CD
37060	5995	19	,	,	,
37060	5995	20	rather	rather	RB
37060	5995	21	than	than	IN
37060	5995	22	separate	separate	JJ
37060	5995	23	entities	entity	NNS
37060	5995	24	.	.	.
37060	5996	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5996	2	marveled	marvel	VBD
37060	5996	3	at	at	IN
37060	5996	4	the	the	DT
37060	5996	5	pitiable	pitiable	JJ
37060	5996	6	lack	lack	NN
37060	5996	7	of	of	IN
37060	5996	8	control	control	NN
37060	5996	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5996	10	,	,	,
37060	5996	11	as	as	IN
37060	5996	12	humans	human	NNS
37060	5996	13	,	,	,
37060	5996	14	have	have	VBP
37060	5996	15	over	over	IN
37060	5996	16	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5996	17	lives	life	NNS
37060	5996	18	;	;	:
37060	5996	19	after	after	IN
37060	5996	20	attempting	attempt	VBG
37060	5996	21	to	to	TO
37060	5996	22	rule	rule	VB
37060	5996	23	the	the	DT
37060	5996	24	world	world	NN
37060	5996	25	,	,	,
37060	5996	26	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5996	27	are	be	VBP
37060	5996	28	at	at	IN
37060	5996	29	last	last	JJ
37060	5996	30	brought	bring	VBD
37060	5996	31	to	to	IN
37060	5996	32	the	the	DT
37060	5996	33	level	level	NN
37060	5996	34	of	of	IN
37060	5996	35	all	all	DT
37060	5996	36	things	thing	NNS
37060	5996	37	through	through	IN
37060	5996	38	the	the	DT
37060	5996	39	element	element	NN
37060	5996	40	of	of	IN
37060	5996	41	mortality	mortality	NN
37060	5996	42	.	.	.
37060	5997	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5997	2	shared	share	VBD
37060	5997	3	a	a	DT
37060	5997	4	kinship	kinship	NN
37060	5997	5	with	with	IN
37060	5997	6	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	5997	7	following	follow	VBG
37060	5997	8	the	the	DT
37060	5997	9	rediscovery	rediscovery	NN
37060	5997	10	of	of	IN
37060	5997	11	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	5997	12	.	.	.
37060	5998	1	Like	like	IN
37060	5998	2	a	a	DT
37060	5998	3	tree	tree	NN
37060	5998	4	divested	divest	VBN
37060	5998	5	of	of	IN
37060	5998	6	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5998	7	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	5998	8	,	,	,
37060	5998	9	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5998	10	only	only	JJ
37060	5998	11	proof	proof	NN
37060	5998	12	that	that	IN
37060	5998	13	life	life	NN
37060	5998	14	yet	yet	RB
37060	5998	15	flourished	flourish	VBD
37060	5998	16	deep	deep	RB
37060	5998	17	within	within	RB
37060	5998	18	;	;	:
37060	5998	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5998	20	questioned	question	VBD
37060	5998	21	when	when	WRB
37060	5998	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	5998	23	color	color	NN
37060	5998	24	,	,	,
37060	5998	25	too	too	RB
37060	5998	26	,	,	,
37060	5998	27	would	would	MD
37060	5998	28	fade	fade	VB
37060	5998	29	,	,	,
37060	5998	30	rendering	render	VBG
37060	5998	31	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5998	32	helpless	helpless	JJ
37060	5998	33	against	against	IN
37060	5998	34	winter	winter	NN
37060	5998	35	's	's	POS
37060	5998	36	icy	icy	NNP
37060	5998	37	grasp	grasp	NNP
37060	5998	38	(	(	-LRB-
37060	5998	39	death	death	NN
37060	5998	40	)	)	-RRB-
37060	5998	41	.	.	.
37060	5999	1	Death	death	NN
37060	5999	2	was	be	VBD
37060	5999	3	no	no	DT
37060	5999	4	romantic	romantic	JJ
37060	5999	5	notion	notion	NN
37060	5999	6	which	which	WDT
37060	5999	7	smuggled	smuggle	VBD
37060	5999	8	lives	life	NNS
37060	5999	9	on	on	IN
37060	5999	10	moonlit	moonlit	JJ
37060	5999	11	nights	night	NNS
37060	5999	12	;	;	:
37060	5999	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	5999	14	was	be	VBD
37060	5999	15	merely	merely	RB
37060	5999	16	an	an	DT
37060	5999	17	endless	endless	JJ
37060	5999	18	cycle	cycle	NN
37060	5999	19	.	.	.
37060	6000	1	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	6000	2	1981	1981	CD
37060	6000	3	...	...	:
37060	6001	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6001	2	quieted	quiet	VBD
37060	6001	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6001	4	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	6001	5	and	and	CC
37060	6001	6	listened	listen	VBD
37060	6001	7	as	as	IN
37060	6001	8	a	a	DT
37060	6001	9	distinctly	distinctly	RB
37060	6001	10	familiar	familiar	JJ
37060	6001	11	echo	echo	NN
37060	6001	12	of	of	IN
37060	6001	13	sadness	sadness	NN
37060	6001	14	resounded	resound	VBN
37060	6001	15	in	in	IN
37060	6001	16	the	the	DT
37060	6001	17	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	6001	18	air	air	NN
37060	6001	19	.	.	.
37060	6002	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6002	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	6002	3	as	as	IN
37060	6002	4	if	if	IN
37060	6002	5	the	the	DT
37060	6002	6	old	old	JJ
37060	6002	7	tree	tree	NN
37060	6002	8	above	above	IN
37060	6002	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6002	10	was	be	VBD
37060	6002	11	attempting	attempt	VBG
37060	6002	12	a	a	DT
37060	6002	13	futile	futile	JJ
37060	6002	14	last	last	JJ
37060	6002	15	stand	stand	NN
37060	6002	16	in	in	IN
37060	6002	17	the	the	DT
37060	6002	18	face	face	NN
37060	6002	19	of	of	IN
37060	6002	20	the	the	DT
37060	6002	21	impending	impending	JJ
37060	6002	22	desolation	desolation	NN
37060	6002	23	of	of	IN
37060	6002	24	winter	winter	NN
37060	6002	25	.	.	.
37060	6003	1	A	a	DT
37060	6003	2	blast	blast	NN
37060	6003	3	of	of	IN
37060	6003	4	northerly	northerly	JJ
37060	6003	5	winds	wind	NNS
37060	6003	6	scattered	scatter	VBN
37060	6003	7	the	the	DT
37060	6003	8	furiously	furiously	RB
37060	6003	9	spinning	spin	VBG
37060	6003	10	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	6003	11	to	to	TO
37060	6003	12	form	form	VB
37060	6003	13	a	a	DT
37060	6003	14	semi	semi	JJ
37060	6003	15	-	-	JJ
37060	6003	16	circle	circle	JJ
37060	6003	17	about	about	IN
37060	6003	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6003	19	feet	foot	NNS
37060	6003	20	.	.	.
37060	6004	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6004	2	picked	pick	VBD
37060	6004	3	up	up	RP
37060	6004	4	the	the	DT
37060	6004	5	leaf	leaf	NN
37060	6004	6	,	,	,
37060	6004	7	noting	note	VBG
37060	6004	8	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6004	9	fragility	fragility	NN
37060	6004	10	as	as	IN
37060	6004	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6004	12	crumbled	crumble	VBD
37060	6004	13	under	under	IN
37060	6004	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6004	15	touch	touch	NN
37060	6004	16	.	.	.
37060	6005	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6005	2	realized	realize	VBD
37060	6005	3	that	that	IN
37060	6005	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6005	5	was	be	VBD
37060	6005	6	observing	observe	VBG
37060	6005	7	a	a	DT
37060	6005	8	change	change	NN
37060	6005	9	of	of	IN
37060	6005	10	seasons	season	NNS
37060	6005	11	in	in	IN
37060	6005	12	which	which	WDT
37060	6005	13	only	only	RB
37060	6005	14	brittle	brittle	JJ
37060	6005	15	remnants	remnant	NNS
37060	6005	16	of	of	IN
37060	6005	17	spring	spring	NN
37060	6005	18	remained	remain	VBD
37060	6005	19	to	to	TO
37060	6005	20	display	display	VB
37060	6005	21	that	that	DT
37060	6005	22	life	life	NN
37060	6005	23	had	have	VBD
37060	6005	24	actually	actually	RB
37060	6005	25	existed	exist	VBN
37060	6005	26	.	.	.
37060	6006	1	A	a	DT
37060	6006	2	gust	gust	NN
37060	6006	3	sent	send	VBD
37060	6006	4	the	the	DT
37060	6006	5	fragmented	fragmented	JJ
37060	6006	6	leaf	leaf	NN
37060	6006	7	to	to	TO
37060	6006	8	be	be	VB
37060	6006	9	buried	bury	VBN
37060	6006	10	unceremoniously	unceremoniously	RB
37060	6006	11	in	in	IN
37060	6006	12	the	the	DT
37060	6006	13	midst	midst	NN
37060	6006	14	of	of	IN
37060	6006	15	thousands	thousand	NNS
37060	6006	16	of	of	IN
37060	6006	17	other	other	JJ
37060	6006	18	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	6006	19	,	,	,
37060	6006	20	which	which	WDT
37060	6006	21	were	be	VBD
37060	6006	22	rustling	rustle	VBG
37060	6006	23	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6006	24	distaste	distaste	NN
37060	6006	25	for	for	IN
37060	6006	26	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6006	27	hapless	hapless	JJ
37060	6006	28	plight	plight	NN
37060	6006	29	.	.	.
37060	6007	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6007	2	watched	watch	VBD
37060	6007	3	several	several	JJ
37060	6007	4	more	more	JJR
37060	6007	5	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	6007	6	rattle	rattle	VBP
37060	6007	7	a	a	DT
37060	6007	8	loud	loud	JJ
37060	6007	9	protest	protest	NN
37060	6007	10	as	as	IN
37060	6007	11	the	the	DT
37060	6007	12	wind	wind	NN
37060	6007	13	determined	determine	VBD
37060	6007	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6007	15	fate	fate	NN
37060	6007	16	.	.	.
37060	6008	1	Another	another	DT
37060	6008	2	leaf	leaf	NN
37060	6008	3	,	,	,
37060	6008	4	one	one	CD
37060	6008	5	which	which	WDT
37060	6008	6	could	could	MD
37060	6008	7	easily	easily	RB
37060	6008	8	be	be	VB
37060	6008	9	labeled	label	VBN
37060	6008	10	as	as	IN
37060	6008	11	a	a	DT
37060	6008	12	spectacular	spectacular	JJ
37060	6008	13	tribute	tribute	NN
37060	6008	14	to	to	TO
37060	6008	15	nature	nature	VB
37060	6008	16	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6008	17	,	,	,
37060	6008	18	was	be	VBD
37060	6008	19	swaying	sway	VBG
37060	6008	20	gently	gently	RB
37060	6008	21	in	in	IN
37060	6008	22	the	the	DT
37060	6008	23	crisp	crisp	JJ
37060	6008	24	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	6008	25	.	.	.
37060	6009	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6009	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6009	3	different	different	JJ
37060	6009	4	from	from	IN
37060	6009	5	the	the	DT
37060	6009	6	other	other	JJ
37060	6009	7	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	6009	8	,	,	,
37060	6009	9	seemingly	seemingly	RB
37060	6009	10	unafraid	unafraid	JJ
37060	6009	11	of	of	IN
37060	6009	12	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6009	13	destiny	destiny	NN
37060	6009	14	.	.	.
37060	6010	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6010	2	continued	continue	VBD
37060	6010	3	to	to	TO
37060	6010	4	watch	watch	VB
37060	6010	5	until	until	IN
37060	6010	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6010	7	was	be	VBD
37060	6010	8	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	6010	9	delivered	deliver	VBN
37060	6010	10	to	to	IN
37060	6010	11	the	the	DT
37060	6010	12	ground	ground	NN
37060	6010	13	to	to	TO
37060	6010	14	rest	rest	VB
37060	6010	15	in	in	IN
37060	6010	16	silence	silence	NN
37060	6010	17	at	at	IN
37060	6010	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6010	19	feet	foot	NNS
37060	6010	20	.	.	.
37060	6011	1	That	that	DT
37060	6011	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6011	3	the	the	DT
37060	6011	4	way	way	NN
37060	6011	5	death	death	NN
37060	6011	6	was	be	VBD
37060	6011	7	intended	intend	VBN
37060	6011	8	to	to	TO
37060	6011	9	be	be	VB
37060	6011	10	,	,	,
37060	6011	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6011	12	thought	think	VBD
37060	6011	13	;	;	:
37060	6011	14	stealing	steal	VBG
37060	6011	15	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	6011	16	over	over	IN
37060	6011	17	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6011	18	prepared	prepared	JJ
37060	6011	19	and	and	CC
37060	6011	20	quietly	quietly	RB
37060	6011	21	waiting	wait	VBG
37060	6011	22	subject	subject	NN
37060	6011	23	,	,	,
37060	6011	24	death	death	NN
37060	6011	25	overcomes	overcome	VBZ
37060	6011	26	life	life	NN
37060	6011	27	with	with	IN
37060	6011	28	no	no	DT
37060	6011	29	struggle	struggle	NN
37060	6011	30	and	and	CC
37060	6011	31	no	no	DT
37060	6011	32	outcry	outcry	NN
37060	6011	33	.	.	.
37060	6012	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6012	2	sighed	sigh	VBD
37060	6012	3	and	and	CC
37060	6012	4	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	6012	5	when	when	WRB
37060	6012	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6012	7	,	,	,
37060	6012	8	too	too	RB
37060	6012	9	,	,	,
37060	6012	10	would	would	MD
37060	6012	11	be	be	VB
37060	6012	12	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	6012	13	the	the	DT
37060	6012	14	dried	dry	VBN
37060	6012	15	and	and	CC
37060	6012	16	decaying	decay	VBG
37060	6012	17	vestiges	vestige	NNS
37060	6012	18	of	of	IN
37060	6012	19	many	many	JJ
37060	6012	20	summers	summer	NNS
37060	6012	21	passed	pass	VBD
37060	6012	22	.	.	.
37060	6013	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6013	2	culminated	culminate	VBD
37060	6013	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6013	4	restful	restful	JJ
37060	6013	5	sojourn	sojourn	NN
37060	6013	6	amongst	amongst	IN
37060	6013	7	the	the	DT
37060	6013	8	colorful	colorful	JJ
37060	6013	9	show	show	NN
37060	6013	10	of	of	IN
37060	6013	11	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	6013	12	with	with	IN
37060	6013	13	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	6013	14	that	that	WDT
37060	6013	15	have	have	VBP
37060	6013	16	frequently	frequently	RB
37060	6013	17	entered	enter	VBN
37060	6013	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6013	19	consciousness	consciousness	NN
37060	6013	20	during	during	IN
37060	6013	21	reflective	reflective	JJ
37060	6013	22	intervals	interval	NNS
37060	6013	23	;	;	:
37060	6013	24	one	one	PRP
37060	6013	25	must	must	MD
37060	6013	26	first	first	RB
37060	6013	27	accept	accept	VB
37060	6013	28	death	death	NN
37060	6013	29	if	if	IN
37060	6013	30	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6013	31	is	be	VBZ
37060	6013	32	ever	ever	RB
37060	6013	33	to	to	TO
37060	6013	34	understand	understand	VB
37060	6013	35	life	life	NN
37060	6013	36	.	.	.
37060	6014	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6014	2	will	will	MD
37060	6014	3	never	never	RB
37060	6014	4	forget	forget	VB
37060	6014	5	an	an	DT
37060	6014	6	incident	incident	NN
37060	6014	7	which	which	WDT
37060	6014	8	occurred	occur	VBD
37060	6014	9	shortly	shortly	RB
37060	6014	10	after	after	IN
37060	6014	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6014	12	release	release	NN
37060	6014	13	from	from	IN
37060	6014	14	the	the	DT
37060	6014	15	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	6014	16	.	.	.
37060	6015	1	Seated	seat	VBN
37060	6015	2	in	in	IN
37060	6015	3	the	the	DT
37060	6015	4	middle	middle	NN
37060	6015	5	of	of	IN
37060	6015	6	the	the	DT
37060	6015	7	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	6015	8	mall	mall	NN
37060	6015	9	,	,	,
37060	6015	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6015	11	was	be	VBD
37060	6015	12	engaged	engage	VBN
37060	6015	13	in	in	IN
37060	6015	14	observing	observe	VBG
37060	6015	15	people	people	NNS
37060	6015	16	hurry	hurry	VBP
37060	6015	17	in	in	IN
37060	6015	18	and	and	CC
37060	6015	19	out	out	IN
37060	6015	20	of	of	IN
37060	6015	21	stores	store	NNS
37060	6015	22	,	,	,
37060	6015	23	and	and	CC
37060	6015	24	while	while	IN
37060	6015	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6015	26	face	face	NN
37060	6015	27	did	do	VBD
37060	6015	28	not	not	RB
37060	6015	29	radiate	radiate	VB
37060	6015	30	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	6015	31	of	of	IN
37060	6015	32	great	great	JJ
37060	6015	33	joy	joy	NN
37060	6015	34	and	and	CC
37060	6015	35	elation	elation	NN
37060	6015	36	,	,	,
37060	6015	37	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6015	38	did	do	VBD
37060	6015	39	not	not	RB
37060	6015	40	wear	wear	VB
37060	6015	41	a	a	DT
37060	6015	42	mask	mask	NN
37060	6015	43	of	of	IN
37060	6015	44	sorrow	sorrow	NN
37060	6015	45	either	either	RB
37060	6015	46	.	.	.
37060	6016	1	Just	just	RB
37060	6016	2	then	then	RB
37060	6016	3	,	,	,
37060	6016	4	a	a	DT
37060	6016	5	man	man	NN
37060	6016	6	happened	happen	VBN
37060	6016	7	by	by	IN
37060	6016	8	and	and	CC
37060	6016	9	remarked	remark	VBD
37060	6016	10	,	,	,
37060	6016	11	"	"	``
37060	6016	12	smile	smile	NN
37060	6016	13	,	,	,
37060	6016	14	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6016	15	're	be	VBP
37060	6016	16	not	not	RB
37060	6016	17	going	go	VBG
37060	6016	18	to	to	TO
37060	6016	19	die	die	VB
37060	6016	20	!	!	.
37060	6016	21	"	"	''
37060	6017	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6017	2	remember	remember	VBP
37060	6017	3	how	how	WRB
37060	6017	4	idiotic	idiotic	JJ
37060	6017	5	that	that	DT
37060	6017	6	phrase	phrase	NN
37060	6017	7	sounded	sound	VBD
37060	6017	8	to	to	IN
37060	6017	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6017	10	,	,	,
37060	6017	11	and	and	CC
37060	6017	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6017	13	left	leave	VBD
37060	6017	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6017	15	speechless	speechless	JJ
37060	6017	16	.	.	.
37060	6018	1	"	"	``
37060	6018	2	Yes	yes	UH
37060	6018	3	,	,	,
37060	6018	4	"	"	''
37060	6018	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6018	6	thought	think	VBD
37060	6018	7	,	,	,
37060	6018	8	"	"	``
37060	6018	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6018	10	shall	shall	MD
37060	6018	11	die	die	VB
37060	6018	12	.	.	.
37060	6019	1	.	.	.
37060	6020	1	.	.	.
37060	6021	1	and	and	CC
37060	6021	2	sooner	soon	RBR
37060	6021	3	than	than	IN
37060	6021	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6021	5	might	may	MD
37060	6021	6	suspect	suspect	VB
37060	6021	7	.	.	.
37060	6021	8	"	"	''
37060	6022	1	Everyone	everyone	NN
37060	6022	2	dies	die	VBZ
37060	6022	3	.	.	.
37060	6023	1	Quite	quite	RB
37060	6023	2	apart	apart	RB
37060	6023	3	from	from	IN
37060	6023	4	denying	deny	VBG
37060	6023	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6023	6	illness	illness	NN
37060	6023	7	,	,	,
37060	6023	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6023	9	found	find	VBD
37060	6023	10	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6023	11	quite	quite	RB
37060	6023	12	preoccupied	preoccupied	JJ
37060	6023	13	with	with	IN
37060	6023	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6023	15	,	,	,
37060	6023	16	and	and	CC
37060	6023	17	initially	initially	RB
37060	6023	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6023	19	was	be	VBD
37060	6023	20	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	6023	21	to	to	TO
37060	6023	22	carry	carry	VB
37060	6023	23	on	on	RP
37060	6023	24	in	in	IN
37060	6023	25	a	a	DT
37060	6023	26	"	"	``
37060	6023	27	normal	normal	JJ
37060	6023	28	"	"	''
37060	6023	29	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	6023	30	in	in	IN
37060	6023	31	the	the	DT
37060	6023	32	sense	sense	NN
37060	6023	33	that	that	IN
37060	6023	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6023	35	could	could	MD
37060	6023	36	not	not	RB
37060	6023	37	detach	detach	VB
37060	6023	38	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6023	39	mind	mind	NN
37060	6023	40	from	from	IN
37060	6023	41	the	the	DT
37060	6023	42	fact	fact	NN
37060	6023	43	that	that	IN
37060	6023	44	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6023	45	had	have	VBD
37060	6023	46	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6023	47	again	again	RB
37060	6023	48	.	.	.
37060	6024	1	After	after	IN
37060	6024	2	learning	learn	VBG
37060	6024	3	of	of	IN
37060	6024	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6024	5	recurrence	recurrence	NN
37060	6024	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6024	7	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	6024	8	began	begin	VBD
37060	6024	9	thinking	think	VBG
37060	6024	10	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	6024	11	such	such	JJ
37060	6024	12	as	as	IN
37060	6024	13	,	,	,
37060	6024	14	"	"	``
37060	6024	15	if	if	IN
37060	6024	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6024	17	subscribe	subscribe	VBP
37060	6024	18	to	to	IN
37060	6024	19	this	this	DT
37060	6024	20	magazine	magazine	NN
37060	6024	21	,	,	,
37060	6024	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6024	23	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	6024	24	whether	whether	IN
37060	6024	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6024	26	'll	will	MD
37060	6024	27	receive	receive	VB
37060	6024	28	all	all	DT
37060	6024	29	of	of	IN
37060	6024	30	the	the	DT
37060	6024	31	copies	copy	NNS
37060	6024	32	.	.	.
37060	6025	1	.	.	.
37060	6026	1	.	.	.
37060	6027	1	,	,	,
37060	6027	2	"	"	``
37060	6027	3	and	and	CC
37060	6027	4	while	while	IN
37060	6027	5	driving	drive	VBG
37060	6027	6	down	down	IN
37060	6027	7	the	the	DT
37060	6027	8	road	road	NN
37060	6027	9	,	,	,
37060	6027	10	"	"	``
37060	6027	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6027	12	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	6027	13	if	if	IN
37060	6027	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6027	15	'll	will	MD
37060	6027	16	ever	ever	RB
37060	6027	17	get	get	VB
37060	6027	18	a	a	DT
37060	6027	19	speeding	speeding	NN
37060	6027	20	ticket	ticket	NN
37060	6027	21	,	,	,
37060	6027	22	"	"	''
37060	6027	23	or	or	CC
37060	6027	24	when	when	WRB
37060	6027	25	in	in	IN
37060	6027	26	a	a	DT
37060	6027	27	pet	pet	JJ
37060	6027	28	shop	shop	NN
37060	6027	29	,	,	,
37060	6027	30	"	"	''
37060	6027	31	if	if	IN
37060	6027	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6027	33	got	get	VBD
37060	6027	34	a	a	DT
37060	6027	35	parrot	parrot	NN
37060	6027	36	,	,	,
37060	6027	37	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6027	38	would	would	MD
37060	6027	39	outlive	outlive	VB
37060	6027	40	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6027	41	.	.	.
37060	6027	42	"	"	''
37060	6028	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6028	2	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	6028	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6028	4	china	china	NNP
37060	6028	5	dishes	dish	NNS
37060	6028	6	and	and	CC
37060	6028	7	realized	realize	VBD
37060	6028	8	that	that	IN
37060	6028	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6028	10	dad	dad	NN
37060	6028	11	had	have	VBD
37060	6028	12	been	be	VBN
37060	6028	13	right	right	JJ
37060	6028	14	;	;	:
37060	6028	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6028	16	should	should	MD
37060	6028	17	never	never	RB
37060	6028	18	have	have	VB
37060	6028	19	purchased	purchase	VBN
37060	6028	20	something	something	NN
37060	6028	21	which	which	WDT
37060	6028	22	represented	represent	VBD
37060	6028	23	the	the	DT
37060	6028	24	future	future	NN
37060	6028	25	.	.	.
37060	6029	1	The	the	DT
37060	6029	2	future	future	NN
37060	6029	3	did	do	VBD
37060	6029	4	not	not	RB
37060	6029	5	belong	belong	VB
37060	6029	6	to	to	IN
37060	6029	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6029	8	.	.	.
37060	6030	1	.	.	.
37060	6031	1	.	.	.
37060	6032	1	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6032	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6032	3	dissolving	dissolve	VBG
37060	6032	4	before	before	IN
37060	6032	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6032	6	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	6032	7	.	.	.
37060	6033	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6033	2	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	6033	3	were	be	VBD
37060	6033	4	changing	change	VBG
37060	6033	5	out	out	IN
37060	6033	6	of	of	IN
37060	6033	7	necessity	necessity	NN
37060	6033	8	,	,	,
37060	6033	9	since	since	IN
37060	6033	10	most	most	JJS
37060	6033	11	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	6033	12	depended	depend	VBD
37060	6033	13	on	on	IN
37060	6033	14	time	time	NN
37060	6033	15	for	for	IN
37060	6033	16	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6033	17	fulfillment	fulfillment	NN
37060	6033	18	...	...	NFP
37060	6033	19	and	and	CC
37060	6033	20	time	time	NN
37060	6033	21	was	be	VBD
37060	6033	22	one	one	CD
37060	6033	23	amenity	amenity	NN
37060	6033	24	that	that	WDT
37060	6033	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6033	26	could	could	MD
37060	6033	27	not	not	RB
37060	6033	28	hope	hope	VB
37060	6033	29	to	to	TO
37060	6033	30	claim	claim	VB
37060	6033	31	.	.	.
37060	6034	1	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	6034	2	1981	1981	CD
37060	6034	3	...	...	:
37060	6035	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6035	2	dismissed	dismiss	VBD
37060	6035	3	modeling	model	VBG
37060	6035	4	altogether	altogether	RB
37060	6035	5	after	after	IN
37060	6035	6	appearing	appear	VBG
37060	6035	7	in	in	IN
37060	6035	8	a	a	DT
37060	6035	9	luncheon	luncheon	NN
37060	6035	10	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6035	11	style	style	NN
37060	6035	12	show	show	NN
37060	6035	13	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6035	14	,	,	,
37060	6035	15	which	which	WDT
37060	6035	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6035	17	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	6035	18	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	6035	19	.	.	.
37060	6036	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6036	2	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	6036	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6036	4	unable	unable	JJ
37060	6036	5	to	to	TO
37060	6036	6	accept	accept	VB
37060	6036	7	the	the	DT
37060	6036	8	demands	demand	NNS
37060	6036	9	of	of	IN
37060	6036	10	the	the	DT
37060	6036	11	career	career	NN
37060	6036	12	when	when	WRB
37060	6036	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6036	14	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6036	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6036	16	health	health	NN
37060	6036	17	situation	situation	NN
37060	6036	18	was	be	VBD
37060	6036	19	so	so	RB
37060	6036	20	uncertain	uncertain	JJ
37060	6036	21	and	and	CC
37060	6036	22	unreliable	unreliable	JJ
37060	6036	23	.	.	.
37060	6037	1	Admittedly	admittedly	RB
37060	6037	2	,	,	,
37060	6037	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6037	4	could	could	MD
37060	6037	5	have	have	VB
37060	6037	6	modeled	model	VBN
37060	6037	7	for	for	IN
37060	6037	8	a	a	DT
37060	6037	9	short	short	JJ
37060	6037	10	time	time	NN
37060	6037	11	.	.	.
37060	6038	1	Somehow	somehow	RB
37060	6038	2	,	,	,
37060	6038	3	though	though	RB
37060	6038	4	,	,	,
37060	6038	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6038	6	did	do	VBD
37060	6038	7	n't	not	RB
37060	6038	8	seem	seem	VB
37060	6038	9	important	important	JJ
37060	6038	10	any	any	DT
37060	6038	11	more	more	RBR
37060	6038	12	.	.	.
37060	6039	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6039	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6039	3	tired	tired	JJ
37060	6039	4	...	...	.
37060	6040	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6040	2	thought	think	VBD
37060	6040	3	of	of	IN
37060	6040	4	the	the	DT
37060	6040	5	teenager	teenager	NN
37060	6040	6	who	who	WP
37060	6040	7	had	have	VBD
37060	6040	8	a	a	DT
37060	6040	9	car	car	NN
37060	6040	10	,	,	,
37060	6040	11	yet	yet	CC
37060	6040	12	lacked	lack	VBD
37060	6040	13	the	the	DT
37060	6040	14	fuel	fuel	NN
37060	6040	15	to	to	TO
37060	6040	16	drive	drive	VB
37060	6040	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6040	18	.	.	.
37060	6041	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6041	2	speculated	speculate	VBD
37060	6041	3	as	as	IN
37060	6041	4	to	to	IN
37060	6041	5	whether	whether	IN
37060	6041	6	or	or	CC
37060	6041	7	not	not	RB
37060	6041	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6041	9	would	would	MD
37060	6041	10	witness	witness	VB
37060	6041	11	the	the	DT
37060	6041	12	spring	spring	NN
37060	6041	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	6041	14	time	time	NN
37060	6041	15	again	again	RB
37060	6041	16	,	,	,
37060	6041	17	and	and	CC
37060	6041	18	could	could	MD
37060	6041	19	not	not	RB
37060	6041	20	help	help	VB
37060	6041	21	but	but	CC
37060	6041	22	question	question	VB
37060	6041	23	absently	absently	RB
37060	6041	24	if	if	IN
37060	6041	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6041	26	20th	20th	JJ
37060	6041	27	birthday	birthday	NN
37060	6041	28	would	would	MD
37060	6041	29	prove	prove	VB
37060	6041	30	to	to	TO
37060	6041	31	be	be	VB
37060	6041	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6041	33	last	last	JJ
37060	6041	34	.	.	.
37060	6042	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6042	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6042	3	unable	unable	JJ
37060	6042	4	to	to	TO
37060	6042	5	release	release	VB
37060	6042	6	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6042	7	from	from	IN
37060	6042	8	the	the	DT
37060	6042	9	thought	thought	NN
37060	6042	10	of	of	IN
37060	6042	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6042	12	impending	impending	JJ
37060	6042	13	death	death	NN
37060	6042	14	;	;	:
37060	6042	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6042	16	was	be	VBD
37060	6042	17	n't	not	RB
37060	6042	18	simply	simply	RB
37060	6042	19	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	6042	20	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	6042	21	.	.	.
37060	6043	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6043	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6043	3	"	"	``
37060	6043	4	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	6043	5	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	6043	6	,	,	,
37060	6043	7	victim	victim	NN
37060	6043	8	of	of	IN
37060	6043	9	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6043	10	.	.	.
37060	6043	11	"	"	''
37060	6044	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6044	2	identified	identify	VBD
37060	6044	3	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6044	4	with	with	IN
37060	6044	5	the	the	DT
37060	6044	6	disease	disease	NN
37060	6044	7	and	and	CC
37060	6044	8	found	find	VBD
37060	6044	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6044	10	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	6044	11	encompassing	encompass	VBG
37060	6044	12	various	various	JJ
37060	6044	13	subjects	subject	NNS
37060	6044	14	with	with	IN
37060	6044	15	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6044	16	continually	continually	RB
37060	6044	17	in	in	IN
37060	6044	18	the	the	DT
37060	6044	19	back	back	NN
37060	6044	20	of	of	IN
37060	6044	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6044	22	mind	mind	NN
37060	6044	23	.	.	.
37060	6045	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6045	2	never	never	RB
37060	6045	3	denied	deny	VBD
37060	6045	4	the	the	DT
37060	6045	5	presence	presence	NN
37060	6045	6	of	of	IN
37060	6045	7	the	the	DT
37060	6045	8	disease	disease	NN
37060	6045	9	,	,	,
37060	6045	10	nor	nor	CC
37060	6045	11	did	do	VBD
37060	6045	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6045	13	wish	wish	VB
37060	6045	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6045	15	on	on	IN
37060	6045	16	someone	someone	NN
37060	6045	17	else	else	RB
37060	6045	18	,	,	,
37060	6045	19	and	and	CC
37060	6045	20	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6045	21	this	this	DT
37060	6045	22	is	be	VBZ
37060	6045	23	what	what	WP
37060	6045	24	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	6045	25	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6045	26	to	to	TO
37060	6045	27	bridge	bridge	VB
37060	6045	28	a	a	DT
37060	6045	29	period	period	NN
37060	6045	30	of	of	IN
37060	6045	31	gray	gray	JJ
37060	6045	32	disillusionment	disillusionment	NN
37060	6045	33	so	so	RB
37060	6045	34	common	common	JJ
37060	6045	35	in	in	IN
37060	6045	36	the	the	DT
37060	6045	37	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	6045	38	of	of	IN
37060	6045	39	solemn	solemn	JJ
37060	6045	40	news	news	NN
37060	6045	41	;	;	:
37060	6045	42	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6045	43	would	would	MD
37060	6045	44	much	much	RB
37060	6045	45	rather	rather	RB
37060	6045	46	face	face	VB
37060	6045	47	a	a	DT
37060	6045	48	heart	heart	NN
37060	6045	49	-	-	HYPH
37060	6045	50	rending	rend	VBG
37060	6045	51	truth	truth	NN
37060	6045	52	than	than	IN
37060	6045	53	to	to	TO
37060	6045	54	live	live	VB
37060	6045	55	amid	amid	IN
37060	6045	56	a	a	DT
37060	6045	57	cloud	cloud	NN
37060	6045	58	of	of	IN
37060	6045	59	fantasy	fantasy	NN
37060	6045	60	derived	derive	VBN
37060	6045	61	of	of	IN
37060	6045	62	the	the	DT
37060	6045	63	mind	mind	NN
37060	6045	64	.	.	.
37060	6046	1	Tumors	tumor	NNS
37060	6046	2	have	have	VBP
37060	6046	3	no	no	DT
37060	6046	4	conscience	conscience	NN
37060	6046	5	,	,	,
37060	6046	6	and	and	CC
37060	6046	7	no	no	DT
37060	6046	8	amount	amount	NN
37060	6046	9	of	of	IN
37060	6046	10	wishing	wish	VBG
37060	6046	11	,	,	,
37060	6046	12	cursing	cursing	NN
37060	6046	13	,	,	,
37060	6046	14	or	or	CC
37060	6046	15	bribery	bribery	NN
37060	6046	16	will	will	MD
37060	6046	17	cause	cause	VB
37060	6046	18	the	the	DT
37060	6046	19	disease	disease	NN
37060	6046	20	to	to	TO
37060	6046	21	disappear	disappear	VB
37060	6046	22	.	.	.
37060	6047	1	These	these	DT
37060	6047	2	mind	mind	NN
37060	6047	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	6047	4	games	game	NNS
37060	6047	5	will	will	MD
37060	6047	6	one	one	CD
37060	6047	7	day	day	NN
37060	6047	8	come	come	VB
37060	6047	9	to	to	IN
37060	6047	10	an	an	DT
37060	6047	11	abrupt	abrupt	JJ
37060	6047	12	,	,	,
37060	6047	13	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	6047	14	wrenching	wrenching	JJ
37060	6047	15	halt	halt	NN
37060	6047	16	or	or	CC
37060	6047	17	lead	lead	VB
37060	6047	18	to	to	IN
37060	6047	19	personality	personality	NN
37060	6047	20	disturbances	disturbance	NNS
37060	6047	21	if	if	IN
37060	6047	22	not	not	RB
37060	6047	23	corrected	correct	VBN
37060	6047	24	;	;	:
37060	6047	25	such	such	JJ
37060	6047	26	reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	6047	27	only	only	RB
37060	6047	28	injure	injure	VB
37060	6047	29	the	the	DT
37060	6047	30	individual	individual	NN
37060	6047	31	or	or	CC
37060	6047	32	those	those	DT
37060	6047	33	with	with	IN
37060	6047	34	whom	whom	WP
37060	6047	35	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6047	36	must	must	MD
37060	6047	37	associate	associate	VB
37060	6047	38	.	.	.
37060	6048	1	In	in	IN
37060	6048	2	coping	cope	VBG
37060	6048	3	with	with	IN
37060	6048	4	a	a	DT
37060	6048	5	weighty	weighty	JJ
37060	6048	6	truth	truth	NN
37060	6048	7	of	of	IN
37060	6048	8	such	such	JJ
37060	6048	9	magnitude	magnitude	NN
37060	6048	10	,	,	,
37060	6048	11	the	the	DT
37060	6048	12	family	family	NN
37060	6048	13	as	as	RB
37060	6048	14	well	well	RB
37060	6048	15	as	as	IN
37060	6048	16	the	the	DT
37060	6048	17	patient	patient	NN
37060	6048	18	,	,	,
37060	6048	19	will	will	MD
37060	6048	20	experience	experience	VB
37060	6048	21	various	various	JJ
37060	6048	22	and	and	CC
37060	6048	23	ever	ever	RB
37060	6048	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	6048	25	changing	change	VBG
37060	6048	26	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	6048	27	,	,	,
37060	6048	28	and	and	CC
37060	6048	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6048	30	believe	believe	VBP
37060	6048	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6048	32	is	be	VBZ
37060	6048	33	quite	quite	RB
37060	6048	34	important	important	JJ
37060	6048	35	that	that	IN
37060	6048	36	these	these	DT
37060	6048	37	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	6048	38	are	be	VBP
37060	6048	39	ventilated	ventilate	VBN
37060	6048	40	.	.	.
37060	6049	1	Simply	simply	RB
37060	6049	2	because	because	IN
37060	6049	3	the	the	DT
37060	6049	4	family	family	NN
37060	6049	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	6049	6	not	not	RB
37060	6049	7	afflicted	afflict	VBN
37060	6049	8	with	with	IN
37060	6049	9	the	the	DT
37060	6049	10	illness	illness	NN
37060	6049	11	does	do	VBZ
37060	6049	12	not	not	RB
37060	6049	13	mean	mean	VB
37060	6049	14	that	that	IN
37060	6049	15	the	the	DT
37060	6049	16	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	6049	17	are	be	VBP
37060	6049	18	immune	immune	JJ
37060	6049	19	to	to	IN
37060	6049	20	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6049	21	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	6049	22	nuances	nuance	NNS
37060	6049	23	.	.	.
37060	6050	1	In	in	IN
37060	6050	2	fact	fact	NN
37060	6050	3	,	,	,
37060	6050	4	the	the	DT
37060	6050	5	family	family	NN
37060	6050	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	6050	7	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	6050	8	the	the	DT
37060	6050	9	worse	bad	JJR
37060	6050	10	off	off	RP
37060	6050	11	;	;	:
37060	6050	12	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6050	13	essentially	essentially	RB
37060	6050	14	feel	feel	VBP
37060	6050	15	helpless	helpless	JJ
37060	6050	16	,	,	,
37060	6050	17	unable	unable	JJ
37060	6050	18	to	to	TO
37060	6050	19	ease	ease	VB
37060	6050	20	physical	physical	JJ
37060	6050	21	pain	pain	NN
37060	6050	22	or	or	CC
37060	6050	23	shield	shield	VB
37060	6050	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6050	25	loved	love	VBN
37060	6050	26	one	one	CD
37060	6050	27	from	from	IN
37060	6050	28	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6050	29	frightful	frightful	JJ
37060	6050	30	pursuer	pursuer	NN
37060	6050	31	.	.	.
37060	6051	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6051	2	the	the	DT
37060	6051	3	family	family	NN
37060	6051	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	6051	5	able	able	JJ
37060	6051	6	to	to	TO
37060	6051	7	openly	openly	RB
37060	6051	8	converse	converse	VB
37060	6051	9	on	on	IN
37060	6051	10	the	the	DT
37060	6051	11	topic	topic	NN
37060	6051	12	of	of	IN
37060	6051	13	the	the	DT
37060	6051	14	patient	patient	NN
37060	6051	15	's	's	POS
37060	6051	16	illness	illness	NN
37060	6051	17	and	and	CC
37060	6051	18	imminent	imminent	JJ
37060	6051	19	death	death	NN
37060	6051	20	,	,	,
37060	6051	21	the	the	DT
37060	6051	22	entire	entire	JJ
37060	6051	23	affair	affair	NN
37060	6051	24	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	6051	25	less	less	RBR
37060	6051	26	formidable	formidable	JJ
37060	6051	27	,	,	,
37060	6051	28	rather	rather	RB
37060	6051	29	like	like	IN
37060	6051	30	a	a	DT
37060	6051	31	beam	beam	NN
37060	6051	32	which	which	WDT
37060	6051	33	is	be	VBZ
37060	6051	34	directed	direct	VBN
37060	6051	35	upon	upon	IN
37060	6051	36	the	the	DT
37060	6051	37	unlit	unlit	JJ
37060	6051	38	recesses	recess	NNS
37060	6051	39	of	of	IN
37060	6051	40	a	a	DT
37060	6051	41	room	room	NN
37060	6051	42	,	,	,
37060	6051	43	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	6051	44	dispelling	dispel	VBG
37060	6051	45	the	the	DT
37060	6051	46	uncertainties	uncertainty	NNS
37060	6051	47	which	which	WDT
37060	6051	48	lay	lie	VBD
37060	6051	49	dormant	dormant	JJ
37060	6051	50	in	in	IN
37060	6051	51	the	the	DT
37060	6051	52	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	6051	53	.	.	.
37060	6052	1	Because	because	IN
37060	6052	2	there	there	EX
37060	6052	3	are	be	VBP
37060	6052	4	manifold	manifold	JJ
37060	6052	5	reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	6052	6	to	to	IN
37060	6052	7	adversity	adversity	NN
37060	6052	8	,	,	,
37060	6052	9	related	related	JJ
37060	6052	10	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	6052	11	will	will	MD
37060	6052	12	evolve	evolve	VB
37060	6052	13	at	at	IN
37060	6052	14	varying	vary	VBG
37060	6052	15	rates	rate	NNS
37060	6052	16	.	.	.
37060	6053	1	While	while	IN
37060	6053	2	some	some	DT
37060	6053	3	people	people	NNS
37060	6053	4	would	would	MD
37060	6053	5	be	be	VB
37060	6053	6	ready	ready	JJ
37060	6053	7	to	to	TO
37060	6053	8	speak	speak	VB
37060	6053	9	candidly	candidly	RB
37060	6053	10	after	after	IN
37060	6053	11	a	a	DT
37060	6053	12	brief	brief	JJ
37060	6053	13	time	time	NN
37060	6053	14	,	,	,
37060	6053	15	others	other	NNS
37060	6053	16	need	need	VBP
37060	6053	17	to	to	TO
37060	6053	18	ingest	ingest	VB
37060	6053	19	the	the	DT
37060	6053	20	situation	situation	NN
37060	6053	21	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	6053	22	and	and	CC
37060	6053	23	should	should	MD
37060	6053	24	not	not	RB
37060	6053	25	be	be	VB
37060	6053	26	pressed	press	VBN
37060	6053	27	into	into	IN
37060	6053	28	heavy	heavy	JJ
37060	6053	29	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	6053	30	directly	directly	RB
37060	6053	31	following	follow	VBG
37060	6053	32	a	a	DT
37060	6053	33	shock	shock	NN
37060	6053	34	.	.	.
37060	6054	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	6054	2	,	,	,
37060	6054	3	there	there	EX
37060	6054	4	exists	exist	VBZ
37060	6054	5	in	in	IN
37060	6054	6	most	most	JJS
37060	6054	7	humans	human	NNS
37060	6054	8	the	the	DT
37060	6054	9	great	great	JJ
37060	6054	10	need	need	NN
37060	6054	11	to	to	TO
37060	6054	12	face	face	VB
37060	6054	13	life	life	NN
37060	6054	14	's	's	POS
37060	6054	15	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	6054	16	with	with	IN
37060	6054	17	dignity	dignity	NN
37060	6054	18	and	and	CC
37060	6054	19	composure	composure	NN
37060	6054	20	and	and	CC
37060	6054	21	would	would	MD
37060	6054	22	not	not	RB
37060	6054	23	,	,	,
37060	6054	24	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	6054	25	,	,	,
37060	6054	26	relish	relish	VBP
37060	6054	27	a	a	DT
37060	6054	28	serious	serious	JJ
37060	6054	29	discussion	discussion	NN
37060	6054	30	until	until	IN
37060	6054	31	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6054	32	could	could	MD
37060	6054	33	do	do	VB
37060	6054	34	so	so	RB
37060	6054	35	without	without	IN
37060	6054	36	losing	lose	VBG
37060	6054	37	control	control	NN
37060	6054	38	of	of	IN
37060	6054	39	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6054	40	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	6054	41	and	and	CC
37060	6054	42	causing	cause	VBG
37060	6054	43	a	a	DT
37060	6054	44	tearful	tearful	JJ
37060	6054	45	scene	scene	NN
37060	6054	46	.	.	.
37060	6055	1	Although	although	IN
37060	6055	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6055	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	6055	4	unhealthy	unhealthy	JJ
37060	6055	5	to	to	TO
37060	6055	6	continually	continually	RB
37060	6055	7	dwell	dwell	VB
37060	6055	8	on	on	IN
37060	6055	9	the	the	DT
37060	6055	10	plight	plight	NN
37060	6055	11	of	of	IN
37060	6055	12	the	the	DT
37060	6055	13	family	family	NN
37060	6055	14	,	,	,
37060	6055	15	silence	silence	NN
37060	6055	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	6055	17	debilitating	debilitate	VBG
37060	6055	18	.	.	.
37060	6056	1	.	.	.
37060	6057	1	.	.	.
37060	6058	1	especially	especially	RB
37060	6058	2	if	if	IN
37060	6058	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6058	4	evolves	evolve	VBZ
37060	6058	5	through	through	IN
37060	6058	6	avoidance	avoidance	NN
37060	6058	7	of	of	IN
37060	6058	8	the	the	DT
37060	6058	9	problem	problem	NN
37060	6058	10	,	,	,
37060	6058	11	rather	rather	RB
37060	6058	12	than	than	IN
37060	6058	13	simply	simply	RB
37060	6058	14	the	the	DT
37060	6058	15	inability	inability	NN
37060	6058	16	to	to	TO
37060	6058	17	verbalize	verbalize	VB
37060	6058	18	one	one	PRP
37060	6058	19	's	's	POS
37060	6058	20	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	6058	21	.	.	.
37060	6059	1	True	true	JJ
37060	6059	2	coping	cope	VBG
37060	6059	3	deals	deal	NNS
37060	6059	4	with	with	IN
37060	6059	5	self	self	NN
37060	6059	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	6059	7	expression	expression	NN
37060	6059	8	,	,	,
37060	6059	9	not	not	RB
37060	6059	10	the	the	DT
37060	6059	11	clever	clever	JJ
37060	6059	12	avoidance	avoidance	NN
37060	6059	13	thereof	thereof	RB
37060	6059	14	.	.	.
37060	6060	1	One	one	PRP
37060	6060	2	should	should	MD
37060	6060	3	never	never	RB
37060	6060	4	attempt	attempt	VB
37060	6060	5	to	to	TO
37060	6060	6	stifle	stifle	VB
37060	6060	7	grief	grief	NN
37060	6060	8	,	,	,
37060	6060	9	for	for	IN
37060	6060	10	to	to	TO
37060	6060	11	do	do	VB
37060	6060	12	so	so	RB
37060	6060	13	will	will	MD
37060	6060	14	create	create	VB
37060	6060	15	unendurable	unendurable	JJ
37060	6060	16	stress	stress	NN
37060	6060	17	;	;	:
37060	6060	18	and	and	CC
37060	6060	19	what	what	WP
37060	6060	20	,	,	,
37060	6060	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6060	22	might	may	MD
37060	6060	23	add	add	VB
37060	6060	24	,	,	,
37060	6060	25	is	be	VBZ
37060	6060	26	so	so	RB
37060	6060	27	terrible	terrible	JJ
37060	6060	28	about	about	IN
37060	6060	29	venting	vent	VBG
37060	6060	30	one	one	PRP
37060	6060	31	's	's	POS
37060	6060	32	sorrow	sorrow	NN
37060	6060	33	in	in	IN
37060	6060	34	the	the	DT
37060	6060	35	form	form	NN
37060	6060	36	of	of	IN
37060	6060	37	tears	tear	NNS
37060	6060	38	,	,	,
37060	6060	39	when	when	WRB
37060	6060	40	the	the	DT
37060	6060	41	situation	situation	NN
37060	6060	42	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	6060	43	merits	merit	VBZ
37060	6060	44	that	that	IN
37060	6060	45	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	6060	46	?	?	.
37060	6061	1	Anger	anger	NN
37060	6061	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6061	3	an	an	DT
37060	6061	4	understandable	understandable	JJ
37060	6061	5	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	6061	6	to	to	IN
37060	6061	7	the	the	DT
37060	6061	8	discovery	discovery	NN
37060	6061	9	that	that	IN
37060	6061	10	one	one	NN
37060	6061	11	harbors	harbor	VBZ
37060	6061	12	a	a	DT
37060	6061	13	debilitating	debilitate	VBG
37060	6061	14	disease	disease	NN
37060	6061	15	,	,	,
37060	6061	16	for	for	IN
37060	6061	17	since	since	IN
37060	6061	18	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	6061	19	must	must	MD
37060	6061	20	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	6061	21	die	die	VB
37060	6061	22	,	,	,
37060	6061	23	surely	surely	RB
37060	6061	24	there	there	EX
37060	6061	25	are	be	VBP
37060	6061	26	more	more	RBR
37060	6061	27	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	6061	28	routes	route	NNS
37060	6061	29	toward	toward	IN
37060	6061	30	that	that	DT
37060	6061	31	destination	destination	NN
37060	6061	32	if	if	IN
37060	6061	33	given	give	VBN
37060	6061	34	the	the	DT
37060	6061	35	right	right	NN
37060	6061	36	to	to	TO
37060	6061	37	choose	choose	VB
37060	6061	38	.	.	.
37060	6062	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	6062	2	,	,	,
37060	6062	3	anger	anger	NN
37060	6062	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	6062	5	thought	think	VBN
37060	6062	6	to	to	TO
37060	6062	7	be	be	VB
37060	6062	8	a	a	DT
37060	6062	9	less	less	RBR
37060	6062	10	degrading	degrading	JJ
37060	6062	11	form	form	NN
37060	6062	12	of	of	IN
37060	6062	13	expressing	express	VBG
37060	6062	14	depression	depression	NN
37060	6062	15	.	.	.
37060	6063	1	No	no	DT
37060	6063	2	one	one	NN
37060	6063	3	wants	want	VBZ
37060	6063	4	to	to	TO
37060	6063	5	suffer	suffer	VB
37060	6063	6	or	or	CC
37060	6063	7	restrict	restrict	VB
37060	6063	8	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6063	9	in	in	IN
37060	6063	10	a	a	DT
37060	6063	11	manner	manner	NN
37060	6063	12	unnatural	unnatural	JJ
37060	6063	13	to	to	IN
37060	6063	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6063	15	lifestyle	lifestyle	NN
37060	6063	16	,	,	,
37060	6063	17	nor	nor	CC
37060	6063	18	lose	lose	VB
37060	6063	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6063	20	sense	sense	NN
37060	6063	21	of	of	IN
37060	6063	22	control	control	NN
37060	6063	23	,	,	,
37060	6063	24	no	no	RB
37060	6063	25	matter	matter	RB
37060	6063	26	how	how	WRB
37060	6063	27	much	much	RB
37060	6063	28	or	or	CC
37060	6063	29	little	little	JJ
37060	6063	30	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6063	31	actually	actually	RB
37060	6063	32	has	have	VBZ
37060	6063	33	.	.	.
37060	6064	1	If	if	IN
37060	6064	2	anger	anger	NN
37060	6064	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	6064	4	a	a	DT
37060	6064	5	prevalent	prevalent	JJ
37060	6064	6	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	6064	7	,	,	,
37060	6064	8	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6064	9	release	release	NN
37060	6064	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	6064	11	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	6064	12	;	;	:
37060	6064	13	yet	yet	CC
37060	6064	14	projecting	project	VBG
37060	6064	15	that	that	DT
37060	6064	16	anger	anger	NN
37060	6064	17	on	on	IN
37060	6064	18	undeserving	undeserve	VBG
37060	6064	19	family	family	NN
37060	6064	20	members	member	NNS
37060	6064	21	or	or	CC
37060	6064	22	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	6064	23	personnel	personnel	NNS
37060	6064	24	is	be	VBZ
37060	6064	25	unfair	unfair	JJ
37060	6064	26	.	.	.
37060	6065	1	Anger	anger	NN
37060	6065	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6065	3	counter	counter	JJ
37060	6065	4	-	-	NN
37060	6065	5	productive	productive	JJ
37060	6065	6	when	when	WRB
37060	6065	7	wrongly	wrongly	RB
37060	6065	8	displaced	displace	VBN
37060	6065	9	;	;	:
37060	6065	10	fanatical	fanatical	JJ
37060	6065	11	rage	rage	NN
37060	6065	12	and	and	CC
37060	6065	13	irate	irate	JJ
37060	6065	14	demands	demand	NNS
37060	6065	15	are	be	VBP
37060	6065	16	increasingly	increasingly	RB
37060	6065	17	ignored	ignore	VBN
37060	6065	18	and	and	CC
37060	6065	19	replaced	replace	VBN
37060	6065	20	by	by	IN
37060	6065	21	the	the	DT
37060	6065	22	unfortunate	unfortunate	JJ
37060	6065	23	avoidance	avoidance	NN
37060	6065	24	of	of	IN
37060	6065	25	the	the	DT
37060	6065	26	enraged	enrage	VBN
37060	6065	27	individual	individual	NN
37060	6065	28	.	.	.
37060	6066	1	No	no	DT
37060	6066	2	one	one	NN
37060	6066	3	can	can	MD
37060	6066	4	benefit	benefit	VB
37060	6066	5	from	from	IN
37060	6066	6	this	this	DT
37060	6066	7	chain	chain	NN
37060	6066	8	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	6066	9	.	.	.
37060	6067	1	An	an	DT
37060	6067	2	alternative	alternative	NN
37060	6067	3	which	which	WDT
37060	6067	4	could	could	MD
37060	6067	5	be	be	VB
37060	6067	6	used	use	VBN
37060	6067	7	by	by	IN
37060	6067	8	the	the	DT
37060	6067	9	patient	patient	NN
37060	6067	10	having	have	VBG
37060	6067	11	the	the	DT
37060	6067	12	objectivity	objectivity	NN
37060	6067	13	to	to	TO
37060	6067	14	discover	discover	VB
37060	6067	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6067	16	outward	outward	JJ
37060	6067	17	rage	rage	NN
37060	6067	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	6067	19	anger	anger	NN
37060	6067	20	expressed	express	VBD
37060	6067	21	through	through	IN
37060	6067	22	writing	writing	NN
37060	6067	23	or	or	CC
37060	6067	24	intelligent	intelligent	JJ
37060	6067	25	conversations	conversation	NNS
37060	6067	26	rather	rather	RB
37060	6067	27	than	than	IN
37060	6067	28	transforming	transform	VBG
37060	6067	29	the	the	DT
37060	6067	30	anger	anger	NN
37060	6067	31	into	into	IN
37060	6067	32	unfounded	unfounded	JJ
37060	6067	33	complaints	complaint	NNS
37060	6067	34	.	.	.
37060	6068	1	The	the	DT
37060	6068	2	problem	problem	NN
37060	6068	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	6068	4	not	not	RB
37060	6068	5	the	the	DT
37060	6068	6	unsmiling	unsmile	VBG
37060	6068	7	intern	intern	NN
37060	6068	8	,	,	,
37060	6068	9	or	or	CC
37060	6068	10	the	the	DT
37060	6068	11	wife	wife	NN
37060	6068	12	who	who	WP
37060	6068	13	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	6068	14	ten	ten	CD
37060	6068	15	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	6068	16	later	later	RB
37060	6068	17	than	than	IN
37060	6068	18	planned	plan	VBN
37060	6068	19	.	.	.
37060	6069	1	The	the	DT
37060	6069	2	problem	problem	NN
37060	6069	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	6069	4	health	health	NN
37060	6069	5	,	,	,
37060	6069	6	and	and	CC
37060	6069	7	if	if	IN
37060	6069	8	not	not	RB
37060	6069	9	dealt	deal	VBN
37060	6069	10	with	with	IN
37060	6069	11	,	,	,
37060	6069	12	attitude	attitude	NN
37060	6069	13	as	as	RB
37060	6069	14	well	well	RB
37060	6069	15	.	.	.
37060	6070	1	A	a	DT
37060	6070	2	reasonable	reasonable	JJ
37060	6070	3	exception	exception	NN
37060	6070	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	6070	5	when	when	WRB
37060	6070	6	the	the	DT
37060	6070	7	patient	patient	NN
37060	6070	8	's	's	POS
37060	6070	9	anger	anger	NN
37060	6070	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	6070	11	derived	derive	VBN
37060	6070	12	of	of	IN
37060	6070	13	pain	pain	NN
37060	6070	14	;	;	:
37060	6070	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6070	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	6070	17	virtually	virtually	RB
37060	6070	18	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	6070	19	to	to	TO
37060	6070	20	be	be	VB
37060	6070	21	civil	civil	JJ
37060	6070	22	if	if	IN
37060	6070	23	each	each	DT
37060	6070	24	breath	breath	NN
37060	6070	25	heralds	herald	VBZ
37060	6070	26	another	another	DT
37060	6070	27	moment	moment	NN
37060	6070	28	of	of	IN
37060	6070	29	severe	severe	JJ
37060	6070	30	physical	physical	JJ
37060	6070	31	anguish	anguish	NN
37060	6070	32	.	.	.
37060	6071	1	This	this	DT
37060	6071	2	belligerence	belligerence	NN
37060	6071	3	should	should	MD
37060	6071	4	not	not	RB
37060	6071	5	be	be	VB
37060	6071	6	taken	take	VBN
37060	6071	7	personally	personally	RB
37060	6071	8	by	by	IN
37060	6071	9	either	either	DT
37060	6071	10	relatives	relative	NNS
37060	6071	11	or	or	CC
37060	6071	12	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	6071	13	staff	staff	NN
37060	6071	14	,	,	,
37060	6071	15	nor	nor	CC
37060	6071	16	should	should	MD
37060	6071	17	the	the	DT
37060	6071	18	unfounded	unfounded	JJ
37060	6071	19	anger	anger	NN
37060	6071	20	described	describe	VBN
37060	6071	21	above	above	RB
37060	6071	22	be	be	VB
37060	6071	23	ingested	ingest	VBN
37060	6071	24	as	as	IN
37060	6071	25	relating	relate	VBG
37060	6071	26	to	to	IN
37060	6071	27	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6071	28	presence	presence	NN
37060	6071	29	or	or	CC
37060	6071	30	prescribed	prescribed	JJ
37060	6071	31	duties	duty	NNS
37060	6071	32	.	.	.
37060	6072	1	If	if	IN
37060	6072	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6072	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	6072	4	attention	attention	NN
37060	6072	5	the	the	DT
37060	6072	6	patient	patient	NN
37060	6072	7	needs	need	NNS
37060	6072	8	,	,	,
37060	6072	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6072	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	6072	11	more	more	RBR
37060	6072	12	likely	likely	JJ
37060	6072	13	to	to	TO
37060	6072	14	be	be	VB
37060	6072	15	given	give	VBN
37060	6072	16	if	if	IN
37060	6072	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6072	18	behaves	behave	VBZ
37060	6072	19	in	in	IN
37060	6072	20	a	a	DT
37060	6072	21	manner	manner	NN
37060	6072	22	deserving	deserving	NN
37060	6072	23	of	of	IN
37060	6072	24	amenity	amenity	NN
37060	6072	25	.	.	.
37060	6073	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6073	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6073	3	a	a	DT
37060	6073	4	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	6073	5	to	to	TO
37060	6073	6	be	be	VB
37060	6073	7	near	near	IN
37060	6073	8	a	a	DT
37060	6073	9	person	person	NN
37060	6073	10	who	who	WP
37060	6073	11	,	,	,
37060	6073	12	despite	despite	IN
37060	6073	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6073	14	personal	personal	JJ
37060	6073	15	problems	problem	NNS
37060	6073	16	,	,	,
37060	6073	17	can	can	MD
37060	6073	18	retain	retain	VB
37060	6073	19	humor	humor	NN
37060	6073	20	and	and	CC
37060	6073	21	conduct	conduct	VB
37060	6073	22	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6073	23	in	in	IN
37060	6073	24	a	a	DT
37060	6073	25	respectable	respectable	JJ
37060	6073	26	manner	manner	NN
37060	6073	27	.	.	.
37060	6074	1	If	if	IN
37060	6074	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6074	3	experience	experience	NN
37060	6074	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	6074	5	any	any	DT
37060	6074	6	indication	indication	NN
37060	6074	7	of	of	IN
37060	6074	8	the	the	DT
37060	6074	9	quality	quality	NN
37060	6074	10	of	of	IN
37060	6074	11	the	the	DT
37060	6074	12	residency	residency	NN
37060	6074	13	in	in	IN
37060	6074	14	hospitals	hospital	NNS
37060	6074	15	,	,	,
37060	6074	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6074	17	found	find	VBD
37060	6074	18	the	the	DT
37060	6074	19	staff	staff	NN
37060	6074	20	to	to	TO
37060	6074	21	be	be	VB
37060	6074	22	most	most	RBS
37060	6074	23	personable	personable	JJ
37060	6074	24	if	if	IN
37060	6074	25	treated	treat	VBN
37060	6074	26	likewise	likewise	RB
37060	6074	27	.	.	.
37060	6075	1	On	on	IN
37060	6075	2	the	the	DT
37060	6075	3	rare	rare	JJ
37060	6075	4	occasion	occasion	NN
37060	6075	5	that	that	IN
37060	6075	6	a	a	DT
37060	6075	7	patient	patient	NN
37060	6075	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	6075	9	forced	force	VBN
37060	6075	10	to	to	TO
37060	6075	11	abide	abide	VB
37060	6075	12	a	a	DT
37060	6075	13	hostile	hostile	JJ
37060	6075	14	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	6075	15	,	,	,
37060	6075	16	or	or	CC
37060	6075	17	one	one	CD
37060	6075	18	who	who	WP
37060	6075	19	refuses	refuse	VBZ
37060	6075	20	to	to	TO
37060	6075	21	believe	believe	VB
37060	6075	22	that	that	IN
37060	6075	23	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6075	24	is	be	VBZ
37060	6075	25	suffering	suffer	VBG
37060	6075	26	to	to	IN
37060	6075	27	the	the	DT
37060	6075	28	degree	degree	NN
37060	6075	29	that	that	IN
37060	6075	30	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6075	31	claims	claim	VBZ
37060	6075	32	,	,	,
37060	6075	33	a	a	DT
37060	6075	34	complaint	complaint	NN
37060	6075	35	is	be	VBZ
37060	6075	36	well	well	RB
37060	6075	37	within	within	IN
37060	6075	38	reason	reason	NN
37060	6075	39	.	.	.
37060	6076	1	One	one	CD
37060	6076	2	case	case	NN
37060	6076	3	in	in	IN
37060	6076	4	particular	particular	JJ
37060	6076	5	concerned	concern	VBD
37060	6076	6	an	an	DT
37060	6076	7	incontinent	incontinent	JJ
37060	6076	8	elderly	elderly	JJ
37060	6076	9	woman	woman	NN
37060	6076	10	who	who	WP
37060	6076	11	,	,	,
37060	6076	12	after	after	IN
37060	6076	13	an	an	DT
37060	6076	14	accident	accident	NN
37060	6076	15	over	over	IN
37060	6076	16	which	which	WDT
37060	6076	17	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6076	18	had	have	VBD
37060	6076	19	no	no	DT
37060	6076	20	control	control	NN
37060	6076	21	,	,	,
37060	6076	22	was	be	VBD
37060	6076	23	chastised	chastise	VBN
37060	6076	24	by	by	IN
37060	6076	25	a	a	DT
37060	6076	26	hostile	hostile	JJ
37060	6076	27	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	6076	28	,	,	,
37060	6076	29	resulting	result	VBG
37060	6076	30	in	in	IN
37060	6076	31	tears	tear	NNS
37060	6076	32	which	which	WDT
37060	6076	33	should	should	MD
37060	6076	34	never	never	RB
37060	6076	35	have	have	VB
37060	6076	36	been	be	VBN
37060	6076	37	provoked	provoke	VBN
37060	6076	38	.	.	.
37060	6077	1	A	a	DT
37060	6077	2	patient	patient	NN
37060	6077	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	6077	4	not	not	RB
37060	6077	5	paying	pay	VBG
37060	6077	6	for	for	IN
37060	6077	7	abuse	abuse	NN
37060	6077	8	;	;	:
37060	6077	9	moreover	moreover	RB
37060	6077	10	,	,	,
37060	6077	11	a	a	DT
37060	6077	12	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	6077	13	without	without	IN
37060	6077	14	patients	patient	NNS
37060	6077	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	6077	16	just	just	RB
37060	6077	17	a	a	DT
37060	6077	18	stone	stone	NN
37060	6077	19	building	building	NN
37060	6077	20	,	,	,
37060	6077	21	and	and	CC
37060	6077	22	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6077	23	personnel	personnel	NNS
37060	6077	24	is	be	VBZ
37060	6077	25	up	up	RB
37060	6077	26	for	for	IN
37060	6077	27	hire	hire	NN
37060	6077	28	.	.	.
37060	6078	1	Inflicting	inflict	VBG
37060	6078	2	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	6078	3	anguish	anguish	NN
37060	6078	4	has	have	VBZ
37060	6078	5	no	no	DT
37060	6078	6	place	place	NN
37060	6078	7	in	in	IN
37060	6078	8	the	the	DT
37060	6078	9	medical	medical	JJ
37060	6078	10	profession	profession	NN
37060	6078	11	.	.	.
37060	6079	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6079	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6079	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6079	4	frustrated	frustrated	JJ
37060	6079	5	by	by	IN
37060	6079	6	the	the	DT
37060	6079	7	constraints	constraint	NNS
37060	6079	8	which	which	WDT
37060	6079	9	resulted	result	VBD
37060	6079	10	from	from	IN
37060	6079	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6079	12	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6079	13	,	,	,
37060	6079	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6079	15	encountered	encounter	VBD
37060	6079	16	no	no	DT
37060	6079	17	pervasive	pervasive	JJ
37060	6079	18	or	or	CC
37060	6079	19	continual	continual	JJ
37060	6079	20	anger	anger	NN
37060	6079	21	.	.	.
37060	6080	1	Furthermore	furthermore	RB
37060	6080	2	,	,	,
37060	6080	3	the	the	DT
37060	6080	4	anger	anger	NN
37060	6080	5	was	be	VBD
37060	6080	6	targeted	target	VBN
37060	6080	7	at	at	IN
37060	6080	8	the	the	DT
37060	6080	9	source	source	NN
37060	6080	10	of	of	IN
37060	6080	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6080	12	inability	inability	NN
37060	6080	13	to	to	TO
37060	6080	14	function	function	VB
37060	6080	15	properly	properly	RB
37060	6080	16	,	,	,
37060	6080	17	rather	rather	RB
37060	6080	18	than	than	IN
37060	6080	19	projecting	project	VBG
37060	6080	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6080	21	toward	toward	IN
37060	6080	22	an	an	DT
37060	6080	23	innocent	innocent	JJ
37060	6080	24	companion	companion	NN
37060	6080	25	.	.	.
37060	6081	1	Mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6081	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6081	3	the	the	DT
37060	6081	4	self	self	NN
37060	6081	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	6081	6	contained	contain	VBN
37060	6081	7	anger	anger	NN
37060	6081	8	similar	similar	JJ
37060	6081	9	to	to	IN
37060	6081	10	that	that	DT
37060	6081	11	which	which	WDT
37060	6081	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6081	13	would	would	MD
37060	6081	14	feel	feel	VB
37060	6081	15	after	after	IN
37060	6081	16	entertaining	entertain	VBG
37060	6081	17	influenza	influenza	NN
37060	6081	18	for	for	IN
37060	6081	19	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	6081	20	a	a	DT
37060	6081	21	week	week	NN
37060	6081	22	;	;	:
37060	6081	23	weary	weary	JJ
37060	6081	24	of	of	IN
37060	6081	25	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6081	26	limiting	limit	VBG
37060	6081	27	effect	effect	NN
37060	6081	28	on	on	IN
37060	6081	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6081	30	mobility	mobility	NN
37060	6081	31	and	and	CC
37060	6081	32	general	general	JJ
37060	6081	33	well	well	NN
37060	6081	34	-	-	HYPH
37060	6081	35	being	being	NN
37060	6081	36	,	,	,
37060	6081	37	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6081	38	would	would	MD
37060	6081	39	hurl	hurl	VB
37060	6081	40	devastating	devastating	JJ
37060	6081	41	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	6081	42	inward	inward	RB
37060	6081	43	,	,	,
37060	6081	44	then	then	RB
37060	6081	45	later	later	RB
37060	6081	46	proceed	proceed	VB
37060	6081	47	to	to	TO
37060	6081	48	calm	calm	VB
37060	6081	49	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6081	50	cantankerous	cantankerous	JJ
37060	6081	51	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	6081	52	and	and	CC
37060	6081	53	await	await	VB
37060	6081	54	the	the	DT
37060	6081	55	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	6081	56	of	of	IN
37060	6081	57	health	health	NN
37060	6081	58	.	.	.
37060	6082	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6082	2	father	father	NN
37060	6082	3	held	hold	VBD
37060	6082	4	a	a	DT
37060	6082	5	rather	rather	RB
37060	6082	6	negative	negative	JJ
37060	6082	7	view	view	NN
37060	6082	8	of	of	IN
37060	6082	9	the	the	DT
37060	6082	10	possibility	possibility	NN
37060	6082	11	that	that	IN
37060	6082	12	good	good	NN
37060	6082	13	could	could	MD
37060	6082	14	prevail	prevail	VB
37060	6082	15	over	over	IN
37060	6082	16	evil	evil	NN
37060	6082	17	;	;	:
37060	6082	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6082	19	always	always	RB
37060	6082	20	expected	expect	VBD
37060	6082	21	the	the	DT
37060	6082	22	worst	bad	JJS
37060	6082	23	,	,	,
37060	6082	24	and	and	CC
37060	6082	25	often	often	RB
37060	6082	26	was	be	VBD
37060	6082	27	quite	quite	RB
37060	6082	28	right	right	JJ
37060	6082	29	in	in	IN
37060	6082	30	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6082	31	assumptions	assumption	NNS
37060	6082	32	.	.	.
37060	6083	1	Even	even	RB
37060	6083	2	so	so	RB
37060	6083	3	,	,	,
37060	6083	4	expectation	expectation	NN
37060	6083	5	does	do	VBZ
37060	6083	6	not	not	RB
37060	6083	7	cancel	cancel	VB
37060	6083	8	one	one	PRP
37060	6083	9	's	's	POS
37060	6083	10	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	6083	11	at	at	IN
37060	6083	12	having	have	VBG
37060	6083	13	supposed	suppose	VBN
37060	6083	14	correctly	correctly	RB
37060	6083	15	,	,	,
37060	6083	16	and	and	CC
37060	6083	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6083	18	broken	broken	JJ
37060	6083	19	heart	heart	NN
37060	6083	20	was	be	VBD
37060	6083	21	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	6083	22	.	.	.
37060	6084	1	A	a	DT
37060	6084	2	touching	touching	JJ
37060	6084	3	moment	moment	NN
37060	6084	4	in	in	IN
37060	6084	5	a	a	DT
37060	6084	6	movie	movie	NN
37060	6084	7	,	,	,
37060	6084	8	a	a	DT
37060	6084	9	poignant	poignant	JJ
37060	6084	10	verse	verse	NN
37060	6084	11	of	of	IN
37060	6084	12	song	song	NN
37060	6084	13	or	or	CC
37060	6084	14	the	the	DT
37060	6084	15	reading	reading	NN
37060	6084	16	of	of	IN
37060	6084	17	one	one	CD
37060	6084	18	of	of	IN
37060	6084	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6084	20	poems	poem	NNS
37060	6084	21	was	be	VBD
37060	6084	22	enough	enough	JJ
37060	6084	23	to	to	TO
37060	6084	24	send	send	VB
37060	6084	25	a	a	DT
37060	6084	26	tremor	tremor	NN
37060	6084	27	through	through	IN
37060	6084	28	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6084	29	voice	voice	NN
37060	6084	30	in	in	IN
37060	6084	31	a	a	DT
37060	6084	32	later	later	JJ
37060	6084	33	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	6084	34	to	to	TO
37060	6084	35	speak	speak	VB
37060	6084	36	.	.	.
37060	6085	1	Often	often	RB
37060	6085	2	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	6085	3	or	or	CC
37060	6085	4	angry	angry	JJ
37060	6085	5	,	,	,
37060	6085	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6085	7	was	be	VBD
37060	6085	8	tormented	torment	VBN
37060	6085	9	by	by	IN
37060	6085	10	the	the	DT
37060	6085	11	many	many	JJ
37060	6085	12	adversities	adversity	NNS
37060	6085	13	which	which	WDT
37060	6085	14	had	have	VBD
37060	6085	15	befallen	befall	VBN
37060	6085	16	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6085	17	family	family	NN
37060	6085	18	.	.	.
37060	6086	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6086	2	just	just	RB
37060	6086	3	did	do	VBD
37060	6086	4	n't	not	RB
37060	6086	5	seem	seem	VB
37060	6086	6	quite	quite	RB
37060	6086	7	right	right	JJ
37060	6086	8	that	that	IN
37060	6086	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6086	10	should	should	MD
37060	6086	11	have	have	VB
37060	6086	12	such	such	JJ
37060	6086	13	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	6086	14	burdens	burden	NNS
37060	6086	15	after	after	IN
37060	6086	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6086	17	had	have	VBD
37060	6086	18	lived	live	VBN
37060	6086	19	a	a	DT
37060	6086	20	morally	morally	RB
37060	6086	21	conscious	conscious	JJ
37060	6086	22	life	life	NN
37060	6086	23	;	;	:
37060	6086	24	others	other	NNS
37060	6086	25	,	,	,
37060	6086	26	lacking	lack	VBG
37060	6086	27	all	all	DT
37060	6086	28	sense	sense	NN
37060	6086	29	of	of	IN
37060	6086	30	moral	moral	JJ
37060	6086	31	responsibility	responsibility	NN
37060	6086	32	,	,	,
37060	6086	33	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	6086	34	to	to	TO
37060	6086	35	live	live	VB
37060	6086	36	long	long	JJ
37060	6086	37	and	and	CC
37060	6086	38	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	6086	39	lives	life	NNS
37060	6086	40	,	,	,
37060	6086	41	or	or	CC
37060	6086	42	died	die	VBD
37060	6086	43	simply	simply	RB
37060	6086	44	because	because	IN
37060	6086	45	of	of	IN
37060	6086	46	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6086	47	own	own	JJ
37060	6086	48	ignorance	ignorance	NN
37060	6086	49	and	and	CC
37060	6086	50	gluttonous	gluttonous	JJ
37060	6086	51	indulgences	indulgence	NNS
37060	6086	52	.	.	.
37060	6087	1	Hounded	hound	VBN
37060	6087	2	by	by	IN
37060	6087	3	such	such	JJ
37060	6087	4	sources	source	NNS
37060	6087	5	of	of	IN
37060	6087	6	resentment	resentment	NN
37060	6087	7	,	,	,
37060	6087	8	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	6087	9	was	be	VBD
37060	6087	10	gained	gain	VBN
37060	6087	11	,	,	,
37060	6087	12	then	then	RB
37060	6087	13	lost	lose	VBN
37060	6087	14	once	once	RB
37060	6087	15	again	again	RB
37060	6087	16	at	at	IN
37060	6087	17	varying	vary	VBG
37060	6087	18	intervals	interval	NNS
37060	6087	19	when	when	WRB
37060	6087	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6087	21	viewed	view	VBD
37060	6087	22	the	the	DT
37060	6087	23	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	6087	24	,	,	,
37060	6087	25	but	but	CC
37060	6087	26	empty	empty	JJ
37060	6087	27	lives	life	NNS
37060	6087	28	whose	whose	WP$
37060	6087	29	health	health	NN
37060	6087	30	,	,	,
37060	6087	31	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6087	32	thought	think	VBD
37060	6087	33	,	,	,
37060	6087	34	should	should	MD
37060	6087	35	have	have	VB
37060	6087	36	been	be	VBN
37060	6087	37	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6087	38	own	own	JJ
37060	6087	39	.	.	.
37060	6088	1	Aside	aside	RB
37060	6088	2	from	from	IN
37060	6088	3	the	the	DT
37060	6088	4	family	family	NN
37060	6088	5	,	,	,
37060	6088	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6088	7	dad	dad	NN
37060	6088	8	had	have	VBD
37060	6088	9	no	no	DT
37060	6088	10	confidant	confidant	NN
37060	6088	11	or	or	CC
37060	6088	12	close	close	JJ
37060	6088	13	friend	friend	NN
37060	6088	14	.	.	.
37060	6089	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6089	2	,	,	,
37060	6089	3	like	like	IN
37060	6089	4	many	many	JJ
37060	6089	5	members	member	NNS
37060	6089	6	of	of	IN
37060	6089	7	the	the	DT
37060	6089	8	family	family	NN
37060	6089	9	,	,	,
37060	6089	10	was	be	VBD
37060	6089	11	quite	quite	RB
37060	6089	12	self	self	NN
37060	6089	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	6089	14	sufficient	sufficient	JJ
37060	6089	15	.	.	.
37060	6090	1	Unfortunately	unfortunately	RB
37060	6090	2	,	,	,
37060	6090	3	one	one	PRP
37060	6090	4	's	's	POS
37060	6090	5	self	self	NN
37060	6090	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	6090	7	sufficiency	sufficiency	NN
37060	6090	8	,	,	,
37060	6090	9	displayed	display	VBN
37060	6090	10	in	in	IN
37060	6090	11	grave	grave	JJ
37060	6090	12	situations	situation	NNS
37060	6090	13	,	,	,
37060	6090	14	can	can	MD
37060	6090	15	discourage	discourage	VB
37060	6090	16	closeness	closeness	NN
37060	6090	17	,	,	,
37060	6090	18	whether	whether	IN
37060	6090	19	consciously	consciously	RB
37060	6090	20	or	or	CC
37060	6090	21	not	not	RB
37060	6090	22	.	.	.
37060	6091	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	6091	2	,	,	,
37060	6091	3	when	when	WRB
37060	6091	4	such	such	PDT
37060	6091	5	an	an	DT
37060	6091	6	individual	individual	NN
37060	6091	7	truly	truly	RB
37060	6091	8	desires	desire	VBZ
37060	6091	9	someone	someone	NN
37060	6091	10	to	to	TO
37060	6091	11	hear	hear	VB
37060	6091	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6091	13	concerns	concern	NNS
37060	6091	14	,	,	,
37060	6091	15	no	no	DT
37060	6091	16	one	one	NN
37060	6091	17	is	be	VBZ
37060	6091	18	near	near	JJ
37060	6091	19	enough	enough	JJ
37060	6091	20	to	to	TO
37060	6091	21	care	care	VB
37060	6091	22	.	.	.
37060	6092	1	Even	even	RB
37060	6092	2	persons	person	NNS
37060	6092	3	with	with	IN
37060	6092	4	whom	whom	WP
37060	6092	5	one	one	CD
37060	6092	6	had	have	VBD
37060	6092	7	worked	work	VBN
37060	6092	8	on	on	IN
37060	6092	9	a	a	DT
37060	6092	10	daily	daily	JJ
37060	6092	11	basis	basis	NN
37060	6092	12	can	can	MD
37060	6092	13	prove	prove	VB
37060	6092	14	to	to	TO
37060	6092	15	be	be	VB
37060	6092	16	unenthused	unenthused	JJ
37060	6092	17	listeners	listener	NNS
37060	6092	18	;	;	:
37060	6092	19	often	often	RB
37060	6092	20	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6092	21	association	association	NN
37060	6092	22	clearly	clearly	RB
37060	6092	23	ends	end	VBZ
37060	6092	24	within	within	IN
37060	6092	25	the	the	DT
37060	6092	26	confines	confine	NNS
37060	6092	27	of	of	IN
37060	6092	28	the	the	DT
37060	6092	29	job	job	NN
37060	6092	30	description	description	NN
37060	6092	31	.	.	.
37060	6093	1	Though	though	IN
37060	6093	2	not	not	RB
37060	6093	3	always	always	RB
37060	6093	4	apparent	apparent	JJ
37060	6093	5	,	,	,
37060	6093	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6093	7	dad	dad	NN
37060	6093	8	was	be	VBD
37060	6093	9	a	a	DT
37060	6093	10	highly	highly	RB
37060	6093	11	sensitive	sensitive	JJ
37060	6093	12	individual	individual	NN
37060	6093	13	.	.	.
37060	6094	1	An	an	DT
37060	6094	2	injustice	injustice	NN
37060	6094	3	or	or	CC
37060	6094	4	injury	injury	NN
37060	6094	5	persisted	persist	VBD
37060	6094	6	,	,	,
37060	6094	7	inflicting	inflict	VBG
37060	6094	8	pain	pain	NN
37060	6094	9	and	and	CC
37060	6094	10	stress	stress	NN
37060	6094	11	.	.	.
37060	6095	1	More	More	JJR
37060	6095	2	than	than	IN
37060	6095	3	anything	anything	NN
37060	6095	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6095	5	believe	believe	VBP
37060	6095	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6095	7	father	father	NN
37060	6095	8	needed	need	VBD
37060	6095	9	unsolicited	unsolicited	JJ
37060	6095	10	affection	affection	NN
37060	6095	11	and	and	CC
37060	6095	12	demonstrations	demonstration	NNS
37060	6095	13	of	of	IN
37060	6095	14	sympathy	sympathy	NN
37060	6095	15	;	;	:
37060	6095	16	lacking	lack	VBG
37060	6095	17	these	these	DT
37060	6095	18	,	,	,
37060	6095	19	especially	especially	RB
37060	6095	20	from	from	IN
37060	6095	21	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6095	22	co	co	NNS
37060	6095	23	-	-	NNS
37060	6095	24	workers	worker	NNS
37060	6095	25	,	,	,
37060	6095	26	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	6095	27	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6095	28	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6095	29	betrayed	betray	VBN
37060	6095	30	by	by	IN
37060	6095	31	the	the	DT
37060	6095	32	one	one	CD
37060	6095	33	group	group	NN
37060	6095	34	with	with	IN
37060	6095	35	whom	whom	WP
37060	6095	36	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6095	37	had	have	VBD
37060	6095	38	spent	spend	VBN
37060	6095	39	so	so	RB
37060	6095	40	much	much	JJ
37060	6095	41	of	of	IN
37060	6095	42	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6095	43	time	time	NN
37060	6095	44	.	.	.
37060	6096	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6096	2	could	could	MD
37060	6096	3	easily	easily	RB
37060	6096	4	have	have	VB
37060	6096	5	drowned	drown	VBN
37060	6096	6	in	in	IN
37060	6096	7	self	self	NN
37060	6096	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	6096	9	pity	pity	NN
37060	6096	10	,	,	,
37060	6096	11	for	for	IN
37060	6096	12	no	no	DT
37060	6096	13	one	one	NN
37060	6096	14	wished	wish	VBD
37060	6096	15	to	to	TO
37060	6096	16	help	help	VB
37060	6096	17	with	with	IN
37060	6096	18	the	the	DT
37060	6096	19	bailing	bailing	NN
37060	6096	20	out	out	IN
37060	6096	21	of	of	IN
37060	6096	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6096	23	broken	broken	JJ
37060	6096	24	heart	heart	NN
37060	6096	25	;	;	:
37060	6096	26	sorrow	sorrow	NN
37060	6096	27	was	be	VBD
37060	6096	28	like	like	IN
37060	6096	29	a	a	DT
37060	6096	30	hat	hat	NN
37060	6096	31	which	which	WDT
37060	6096	32	only	only	RB
37060	6096	33	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6096	34	could	could	MD
37060	6096	35	wear	wear	VB
37060	6096	36	.	.	.
37060	6097	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6097	2	father	father	NN
37060	6097	3	would	would	MD
37060	6097	4	,	,	,
37060	6097	5	on	on	IN
37060	6097	6	occasion	occasion	NN
37060	6097	7	,	,	,
37060	6097	8	mention	mention	VBP
37060	6097	9	that	that	IN
37060	6097	10	if	if	IN
37060	6097	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6097	12	had	have	VBD
37060	6097	13	not	not	RB
37060	6097	14	married	marry	VBN
37060	6097	15	,	,	,
37060	6097	16	or	or	CC
37060	6097	17	had	have	VBD
37060	6097	18	children	child	NNS
37060	6097	19	,	,	,
37060	6097	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6097	21	would	would	MD
37060	6097	22	not	not	RB
37060	6097	23	have	have	VB
37060	6097	24	had	have	VBN
37060	6097	25	to	to	TO
37060	6097	26	experience	experience	VB
37060	6097	27	the	the	DT
37060	6097	28	pain	pain	NN
37060	6097	29	of	of	IN
37060	6097	30	losing	lose	VBG
37060	6097	31	dear	dear	JJ
37060	6097	32	children	child	NNS
37060	6097	33	or	or	CC
37060	6097	34	seeing	see	VBG
37060	6097	35	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6097	36	riddled	riddled	JJ
37060	6097	37	with	with	IN
37060	6097	38	health	health	NN
37060	6097	39	disorders	disorder	NNS
37060	6097	40	.	.	.
37060	6098	1	Life	life	NN
37060	6098	2	without	without	IN
37060	6098	3	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	6098	4	grief	grief	NN
37060	6098	5	would	would	MD
37060	6098	6	be	be	VB
37060	6098	7	"	"	``
37060	6098	8	easier	easy	JJR
37060	6098	9	"	"	''
37060	6098	10	and	and	CC
37060	6098	11	more	more	RBR
37060	6098	12	stable	stable	JJ
37060	6098	13	,	,	,
37060	6098	14	yet	yet	RB
37060	6098	15	to	to	TO
37060	6098	16	shelter	shelter	VB
37060	6098	17	ones	one	NNS
37060	6098	18	self	self	NN
37060	6098	19	from	from	IN
37060	6098	20	close	close	JJ
37060	6098	21	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	6098	22	would	would	MD
37060	6098	23	also	also	RB
37060	6098	24	be	be	VB
37060	6098	25	an	an	DT
37060	6098	26	enormous	enormous	JJ
37060	6098	27	deprivation	deprivation	NN
37060	6098	28	;	;	:
37060	6098	29	love	love	NN
37060	6098	30	is	be	VBZ
37060	6098	31	the	the	DT
37060	6098	32	foremost	foremost	JJ
37060	6098	33	joy	joy	NN
37060	6098	34	of	of	IN
37060	6098	35	living	living	NN
37060	6098	36	,	,	,
37060	6098	37	and	and	CC
37060	6098	38	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6098	39	can	can	MD
37060	6098	40	not	not	RB
37060	6098	41	grow	grow	VB
37060	6098	42	through	through	IN
37060	6098	43	alienation	alienation	NN
37060	6098	44	from	from	IN
37060	6098	45	society	society	NN
37060	6098	46	.	.	.
37060	6099	1	Even	even	RB
37060	6099	2	the	the	DT
37060	6099	3	smallest	small	JJS
37060	6099	4	pleasures	pleasure	NNS
37060	6099	5	seem	seem	VBP
37060	6099	6	more	more	RBR
37060	6099	7	meaningful	meaningful	JJ
37060	6099	8	when	when	WRB
37060	6099	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6099	10	are	be	VBP
37060	6099	11	shared	share	VBN
37060	6099	12	,	,	,
37060	6099	13	while	while	IN
37060	6099	14	the	the	DT
37060	6099	15	tragic	tragic	JJ
37060	6099	16	moments	moment	NNS
37060	6099	17	are	be	VBP
37060	6099	18	buffered	buffer	VBN
37060	6099	19	by	by	IN
37060	6099	20	love	love	NN
37060	6099	21	.	.	.
37060	6100	1	To	to	TO
37060	6100	2	separate	separate	JJ
37060	6100	3	ones	one	NNS
37060	6100	4	self	self	NN
37060	6100	5	from	from	IN
37060	6100	6	affection	affection	NN
37060	6100	7	for	for	IN
37060	6100	8	others	other	NNS
37060	6100	9	denies	deny	VBZ
37060	6100	10	a	a	DT
37060	6100	11	virtuous	virtuous	JJ
37060	6100	12	human	human	JJ
37060	6100	13	potential	potential	NN
37060	6100	14	to	to	TO
37060	6100	15	develop	develop	VB
37060	6100	16	,	,	,
37060	6100	17	as	as	IN
37060	6100	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6100	19	simultaneously	simultaneously	RB
37060	6100	20	creates	create	VBZ
37060	6100	21	more	more	RBR
37060	6100	22	emptiness	emptiness	JJ
37060	6100	23	than	than	IN
37060	6100	24	that	that	DT
37060	6100	25	which	which	WDT
37060	6100	26	occurs	occur	VBZ
37060	6100	27	upon	upon	IN
37060	6100	28	the	the	DT
37060	6100	29	death	death	NN
37060	6100	30	of	of	IN
37060	6100	31	a	a	DT
37060	6100	32	loved	love	VBN
37060	6100	33	one	one	CD
37060	6100	34	;	;	:
37060	6100	35	the	the	DT
37060	6100	36	grief	grief	NN
37060	6100	37	-	-	HYPH
37060	6100	38	stricken	stricken	VBN
37060	6100	39	survivor	survivor	NN
37060	6100	40	has	have	VBZ
37060	6100	41	memories	memory	NNS
37060	6100	42	,	,	,
37060	6100	43	but	but	CC
37060	6100	44	the	the	DT
37060	6100	45	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	6100	46	hermit	hermit	NN
37060	6100	47	has	have	VBZ
37060	6100	48	only	only	RB
37060	6100	49	stability	stability	NN
37060	6100	50	.	.	.
37060	6101	1	There	there	EX
37060	6101	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6101	3	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	6101	4	,	,	,
37060	6101	5	a	a	DT
37060	6101	6	sacrifice	sacrifice	NN
37060	6101	7	for	for	IN
37060	6101	8	love	love	NN
37060	6101	9	.	.	.
37060	6102	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6102	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6102	3	one	one	CD
37060	6102	4	that	that	WDT
37060	6102	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6102	6	dad	dad	NN
37060	6102	7	was	be	VBD
37060	6102	8	willing	willing	JJ
37060	6102	9	to	to	TO
37060	6102	10	take	take	VB
37060	6102	11	.	.	.
37060	6103	1	In	in	IN
37060	6103	2	one	one	CD
37060	6103	3	of	of	IN
37060	6103	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6103	5	conversations	conversation	NNS
37060	6103	6	,	,	,
37060	6103	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6103	8	once	once	RB
37060	6103	9	asked	ask	VBD
37060	6103	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6103	11	father	father	NN
37060	6103	12	if	if	IN
37060	6103	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6103	14	thought	think	VBD
37060	6103	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6103	16	had	have	VBD
37060	6103	17	basically	basically	RB
37060	6103	18	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	6103	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6103	20	health	health	NN
37060	6103	21	disorder	disorder	NN
37060	6103	22	.	.	.
37060	6104	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6104	2	replied	reply	VBD
37060	6104	3	,	,	,
37060	6104	4	"	"	``
37060	6104	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6104	6	don"t	don"t	.
37060	6104	7	think	think	VBP
37060	6104	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6104	9	will	will	MD
37060	6104	10	ever	ever	RB
37060	6104	11	accept	accept	VB
37060	6104	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6104	13	,	,	,
37060	6104	14	because	because	IN
37060	6104	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6104	16	's	be	VBZ
37060	6104	17	not	not	RB
37060	6104	18	acceptable	acceptable	JJ
37060	6104	19	.	.	.
37060	6104	20	"	"	''
37060	6105	1	For	for	IN
37060	6105	2	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6105	3	part	part	NN
37060	6105	4	,	,	,
37060	6105	5	maybe	maybe	RB
37060	6105	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6105	7	just	just	RB
37060	6105	8	lives	live	VBZ
37060	6105	9	with	with	IN
37060	6105	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6105	11	.	.	.
37060	6106	1	What	what	WDT
37060	6106	2	other	other	JJ
37060	6106	3	choice	choice	NN
37060	6106	4	does	do	VBZ
37060	6106	5	one	one	PRP
37060	6106	6	have	have	VB
37060	6106	7	,	,	,
37060	6106	8	excluding	exclude	VBG
37060	6106	9	madness	madness	NN
37060	6106	10	or	or	CC
37060	6106	11	suicide	suicide	NN
37060	6106	12	,	,	,
37060	6106	13	but	but	CC
37060	6106	14	to	to	TO
37060	6106	15	live	live	VB
37060	6106	16	with	with	IN
37060	6106	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6106	18	?	?	.
37060	6107	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6107	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6107	3	just	just	RB
37060	6107	4	does	do	VBZ
37060	6107	5	n't	not	RB
37060	6107	6	mean	mean	VB
37060	6107	7	that	that	IN
37060	6107	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6107	9	has	have	VBZ
37060	6107	10	to	to	TO
37060	6107	11	like	like	VB
37060	6107	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6107	13	!	!	.
37060	6107	14	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6108	1	Guilt	guilt	NN
37060	6108	2	very	very	RB
37060	6108	3	often	often	RB
37060	6108	4	accompanies	accompany	VBZ
37060	6108	5	the	the	DT
37060	6108	6	illness	illness	NN
37060	6108	7	or	or	CC
37060	6108	8	death	death	NN
37060	6108	9	of	of	IN
37060	6108	10	a	a	DT
37060	6108	11	loved	love	VBN
37060	6108	12	one	one	NN
37060	6108	13	,	,	,
37060	6108	14	and	and	CC
37060	6108	15	can	can	MD
37060	6108	16	be	be	VB
37060	6108	17	released	release	VBN
37060	6108	18	through	through	IN
37060	6108	19	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	6108	20	.	.	.
37060	6109	1	The	the	DT
37060	6109	2	unfounded	unfounded	JJ
37060	6109	3	sort	sort	NN
37060	6109	4	,	,	,
37060	6109	5	stemming	stem	VBG
37060	6109	6	from	from	IN
37060	6109	7	regrets	regret	NNS
37060	6109	8	such	such	JJ
37060	6109	9	as	as	IN
37060	6109	10	a	a	DT
37060	6109	11	patient	patient	NN
37060	6109	12	's	's	POS
37060	6109	13	unfulfilled	unfulfilled	JJ
37060	6109	14	dream	dream	NN
37060	6109	15	which	which	WDT
37060	6109	16	the	the	DT
37060	6109	17	relative	relative	NN
37060	6109	18	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6109	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6109	20	impeded	impede	VBD
37060	6109	21	,	,	,
37060	6109	22	or	or	CC
37060	6109	23	a	a	DT
37060	6109	24	mother	mother	NN
37060	6109	25	's	's	POS
37060	6109	26	inability	inability	NN
37060	6109	27	to	to	TO
37060	6109	28	detect	detect	VB
37060	6109	29	subtle	subtle	JJ
37060	6109	30	changes	change	NNS
37060	6109	31	in	in	IN
37060	6109	32	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6109	33	child	child	NN
37060	6109	34	's	's	POS
37060	6109	35	health	health	NN
37060	6109	36	,	,	,
37060	6109	37	is	be	VBZ
37060	6109	38	a	a	DT
37060	6109	39	counterproductive	counterproductive	JJ
37060	6109	40	,	,	,
37060	6109	41	if	if	IN
37060	6109	42	not	not	RB
37060	6109	43	debilitating	debilitate	VBG
37060	6109	44	,	,	,
37060	6109	45	manner	manner	NN
37060	6109	46	of	of	IN
37060	6109	47	reacting	react	VBG
37060	6109	48	to	to	IN
37060	6109	49	the	the	DT
37060	6109	50	problem	problem	NN
37060	6109	51	.	.	.
37060	6110	1	These	these	DT
37060	6110	2	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	6110	3	are	be	VBP
37060	6110	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	6110	5	corrosive	corrosive	JJ
37060	6110	6	to	to	IN
37060	6110	7	the	the	DT
37060	6110	8	individual	individual	NN
37060	6110	9	,	,	,
37060	6110	10	and	and	CC
37060	6110	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6110	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	6110	13	important	important	JJ
37060	6110	14	that	that	IN
37060	6110	15	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6110	16	are	be	VBP
37060	6110	17	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	6110	18	corrected	correct	VBN
37060	6110	19	;	;	:
37060	6110	20	this	this	DT
37060	6110	21	can	can	MD
37060	6110	22	be	be	VB
37060	6110	23	done	do	VBN
37060	6110	24	through	through	IN
37060	6110	25	attentive	attentive	JJ
37060	6110	26	listening	listening	NN
37060	6110	27	and	and	CC
37060	6110	28	positive	positive	JJ
37060	6110	29	reinforcement	reinforcement	NN
37060	6110	30	.	.	.
37060	6111	1	After	after	IN
37060	6111	2	discovering	discover	VBG
37060	6111	3	the	the	DT
37060	6111	4	malignancy	malignancy	NN
37060	6111	5	in	in	IN
37060	6111	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6111	7	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	6111	8	,	,	,
37060	6111	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6111	10	mother	mother	NN
37060	6111	11	effectively	effectively	RB
37060	6111	12	chastised	chastise	VBD
37060	6111	13	herself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6111	14	by	by	IN
37060	6111	15	asserting	assert	VBG
37060	6111	16	that	that	IN
37060	6111	17	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6111	18	"	"	``
37060	6111	19	should	should	MD
37060	6111	20	have	have	VB
37060	6111	21	noticed	notice	VBN
37060	6111	22	that	that	IN
37060	6111	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6111	24	was	be	VBD
37060	6111	25	eating	eat	VBG
37060	6111	26	less	less	JJR
37060	6111	27	and	and	CC
37060	6111	28	getting	get	VBG
37060	6111	29	thinner	thin	JJR
37060	6111	30	.	.	.
37060	6111	31	"	"	''
37060	6112	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6112	2	held	hold	VBD
37060	6112	3	on	on	IN
37060	6112	4	to	to	IN
37060	6112	5	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6112	6	belief	belief	NN
37060	6112	7	while	while	IN
37060	6112	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6112	9	tried	try	VBD
37060	6112	10	to	to	TO
37060	6112	11	assure	assure	VB
37060	6112	12	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6112	13	that	that	IN
37060	6112	14	the	the	DT
37060	6112	15	extent	extent	NN
37060	6112	16	to	to	TO
37060	6112	17	which	which	WDT
37060	6112	18	the	the	DT
37060	6112	19	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6112	20	had	have	VBD
37060	6112	21	spread	spread	VBN
37060	6112	22	was	be	VBD
37060	6112	23	not	not	RB
37060	6112	24	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6112	25	fault	fault	NN
37060	6112	26	.	.	.
37060	6113	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6113	2	reminded	remind	VBD
37060	6113	3	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6113	4	that	that	IN
37060	6113	5	many	many	JJ
37060	6113	6	children	child	NNS
37060	6113	7	are	be	VBP
37060	6113	8	rather	rather	RB
37060	6113	9	lanky	lanky	JJ
37060	6113	10	and	and	CC
37060	6113	11	thin	thin	JJ
37060	6113	12	when	when	WRB
37060	6113	13	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6113	14	are	be	VBP
37060	6113	15	growing	grow	VBG
37060	6113	16	too	too	RB
37060	6113	17	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	6113	18	for	for	IN
37060	6113	19	any	any	DT
37060	6113	20	food	food	NN
37060	6113	21	which	which	WDT
37060	6113	22	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6113	23	eat	eat	VBP
37060	6113	24	to	to	TO
37060	6113	25	transform	transform	VB
37060	6113	26	into	into	IN
37060	6113	27	fat	fat	NN
37060	6113	28	;	;	:
37060	6113	29	the	the	DT
37060	6113	30	body	body	NN
37060	6113	31	needs	need	VBZ
37060	6113	32	the	the	DT
37060	6113	33	nourishment	nourishment	NN
37060	6113	34	to	to	TO
37060	6113	35	sustain	sustain	VB
37060	6113	36	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6113	37	,	,	,
37060	6113	38	and	and	CC
37060	6113	39	has	have	VBZ
37060	6113	40	no	no	DT
37060	6113	41	excess	excess	NN
37060	6113	42	for	for	IN
37060	6113	43	insulating	insulate	VBG
37060	6113	44	purposes	purpose	NNS
37060	6113	45	.	.	.
37060	6114	1	With	with	IN
37060	6114	2	time	time	NN
37060	6114	3	and	and	CC
37060	6114	4	reassurance	reassurance	NN
37060	6114	5	,	,	,
37060	6114	6	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6114	7	finally	finally	RB
37060	6114	8	dismissed	dismiss	VBD
37060	6114	9	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6114	10	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	6114	11	;	;	:
37060	6114	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6114	13	listened	listen	VBD
37060	6114	14	to	to	IN
37060	6114	15	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6114	16	statements	statement	NNS
37060	6114	17	,	,	,
37060	6114	18	returning	return	VBG
37060	6114	19	not	not	RB
37060	6114	20	with	with	IN
37060	6114	21	,	,	,
37060	6114	22	"	"	``
37060	6114	23	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6114	24	should	should	MD
37060	6114	25	n't	not	RB
37060	6114	26	feel	feel	VB
37060	6114	27	that	that	DT
37060	6114	28	way	way	NN
37060	6114	29	,	,	,
37060	6114	30	"	"	''
37060	6114	31	but	but	CC
37060	6114	32	with	with	IN
37060	6114	33	reasons	reason	NNS
37060	6114	34	which	which	WDT
37060	6114	35	effectively	effectively	RB
37060	6114	36	reinforced	reinforce	VBD
37060	6114	37	the	the	DT
37060	6114	38	pointlessness	pointlessness	NN
37060	6114	39	of	of	IN
37060	6114	40	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6114	41	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	6114	42	.	.	.
37060	6115	1	As	as	IN
37060	6115	2	with	with	IN
37060	6115	3	any	any	DT
37060	6115	4	invitation	invitation	NN
37060	6115	5	to	to	TO
37060	6115	6	change	change	VB
37060	6115	7	one	one	PRP
37060	6115	8	's	's	POS
37060	6115	9	outlook	outlook	NN
37060	6115	10	,	,	,
37060	6115	11	a	a	DT
37060	6115	12	person	person	NN
37060	6115	13	fostering	foster	VBG
37060	6115	14	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	6115	15	must	must	MD
37060	6115	16	be	be	VB
37060	6115	17	shown	show	VBN
37060	6115	18	why	why	WRB
37060	6115	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6115	20	view	view	NN
37060	6115	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	6115	22	unreasonable	unreasonable	JJ
37060	6115	23	and	and	CC
37060	6115	24	needs	need	VBZ
37060	6115	25	to	to	TO
37060	6115	26	be	be	VB
37060	6115	27	altered	alter	VBN
37060	6115	28	.	.	.
37060	6116	1	Statements	statement	NNS
37060	6116	2	such	such	JJ
37060	6116	3	as	as	IN
37060	6116	4	"	"	``
37060	6116	5	Do	do	VBP
37060	6116	6	n't	not	RB
37060	6116	7	feel	feel	VB
37060	6116	8	guilty	guilty	JJ
37060	6116	9	"	"	``
37060	6116	10	define	define	VB
37060	6116	11	the	the	DT
37060	6116	12	desired	desire	VBN
37060	6116	13	destination	destination	NN
37060	6116	14	,	,	,
37060	6116	15	but	but	CC
37060	6116	16	offer	offer	VBP
37060	6116	17	no	no	DT
37060	6116	18	direction	direction	NN
37060	6116	19	as	as	IN
37060	6116	20	to	to	IN
37060	6116	21	the	the	DT
37060	6116	22	means	mean	NNS
37060	6116	23	of	of	IN
37060	6116	24	attaining	attain	VBG
37060	6116	25	that	that	DT
37060	6116	26	goal	goal	NN
37060	6116	27	.	.	.
37060	6117	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6117	2	have	have	VBP
37060	6117	3	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	6117	4	wondered	wonder	VBN
37060	6117	5	whether	whether	IN
37060	6117	6	this	this	DT
37060	6117	7	type	type	NN
37060	6117	8	of	of	IN
37060	6117	9	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	6117	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	6117	11	not	not	RB
37060	6117	12	merely	merely	RB
37060	6117	13	a	a	DT
37060	6117	14	subconscious	subconscious	JJ
37060	6117	15	means	mean	NNS
37060	6117	16	of	of	IN
37060	6117	17	inflicting	inflict	VBG
37060	6117	18	punishment	punishment	NN
37060	6117	19	upon	upon	IN
37060	6117	20	ones	one	NNS
37060	6117	21	self	self	NN
37060	6117	22	in	in	IN
37060	6117	23	order	order	NN
37060	6117	24	to	to	TO
37060	6117	25	more	more	RBR
37060	6117	26	deeply	deeply	RB
37060	6117	27	share	share	VB
37060	6117	28	the	the	DT
37060	6117	29	pain	pain	NN
37060	6117	30	felt	feel	VBN
37060	6117	31	by	by	IN
37060	6117	32	the	the	DT
37060	6117	33	ill	ill	JJ
37060	6117	34	person	person	NN
37060	6117	35	.	.	.
37060	6118	1	Guilt	Guilt	NNP
37060	6118	2	which	which	WDT
37060	6118	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	6118	4	evoked	evoke	VBN
37060	6118	5	through	through	IN
37060	6118	6	hateful	hateful	JJ
37060	6118	7	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	6118	8	or	or	CC
37060	6118	9	malicious	malicious	JJ
37060	6118	10	wishes	wish	NNS
37060	6118	11	toward	toward	IN
37060	6118	12	the	the	DT
37060	6118	13	ill	ill	JJ
37060	6118	14	person	person	NN
37060	6118	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	6118	16	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	6118	17	more	more	RBR
37060	6118	18	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	6118	19	to	to	TO
37060	6118	20	manage	manage	VB
37060	6118	21	,	,	,
37060	6118	22	due	due	IN
37060	6118	23	to	to	IN
37060	6118	24	the	the	DT
37060	6118	25	fervor	fervor	NN
37060	6118	26	with	with	IN
37060	6118	27	which	which	WDT
37060	6118	28	the	the	DT
37060	6118	29	mental	mental	JJ
37060	6118	30	darts	dart	NNS
37060	6118	31	were	be	VBD
37060	6118	32	hurled	hurl	VBN
37060	6118	33	at	at	IN
37060	6118	34	the	the	DT
37060	6118	35	patient	patient	NN
37060	6118	36	before	before	IN
37060	6118	37	the	the	DT
37060	6118	38	onset	onset	NN
37060	6118	39	of	of	IN
37060	6118	40	illness	illness	NN
37060	6118	41	.	.	.
37060	6119	1	Abreast	abreast	IN
37060	6119	2	a	a	DT
37060	6119	3	wave	wave	NN
37060	6119	4	of	of	IN
37060	6119	5	superstition	superstition	NN
37060	6119	6	,	,	,
37060	6119	7	the	the	DT
37060	6119	8	guilty	guilty	JJ
37060	6119	9	party	party	NN
37060	6119	10	quietly	quietly	RB
37060	6119	11	blames	blame	VBZ
37060	6119	12	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6119	13	,	,	,
37060	6119	14	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	6119	15	responsible	responsible	JJ
37060	6119	16	for	for	IN
37060	6119	17	the	the	DT
37060	6119	18	evil	evil	NN
37060	6119	19	which	which	WDT
37060	6119	20	befell	befall	VBD
37060	6119	21	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6119	22	victim	victim	NN
37060	6119	23	.	.	.
37060	6120	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6120	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6120	3	important	important	JJ
37060	6120	4	for	for	IN
37060	6120	5	the	the	DT
37060	6120	6	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	6120	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	6120	8	stricken	stricken	VBN
37060	6120	9	individual	individual	NN
37060	6120	10	to	to	TO
37060	6120	11	realize	realize	VB
37060	6120	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6120	13	does	do	VBZ
37060	6120	14	not	not	RB
37060	6120	15	control	control	VB
37060	6120	16	the	the	DT
37060	6120	17	hands	hand	NNS
37060	6120	18	of	of	IN
37060	6120	19	fate	fate	NN
37060	6120	20	.	.	.
37060	6121	1	To	to	TO
37060	6121	2	further	far	RBR
37060	6121	3	complicate	complicate	VB
37060	6121	4	matters	matter	NNS
37060	6121	5	,	,	,
37060	6121	6	often	often	RB
37060	6121	7	the	the	DT
37060	6121	8	dying	die	VBG
37060	6121	9	or	or	CC
37060	6121	10	deceased	deceased	JJ
37060	6121	11	individual	individual	NN
37060	6121	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	6121	13	surrounded	surround	VBN
37060	6121	14	by	by	IN
37060	6121	15	an	an	DT
37060	6121	16	aura	aura	NN
37060	6121	17	of	of	IN
37060	6121	18	purity	purity	NN
37060	6121	19	,	,	,
37060	6121	20	and	and	CC
37060	6121	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6121	22	is	be	VBZ
37060	6121	23	deemed	deem	VBN
37060	6121	24	unfit	unfit	JJ
37060	6121	25	to	to	TO
37060	6121	26	denounce	denounce	VB
37060	6121	27	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6121	28	character	character	NN
37060	6121	29	despite	despite	IN
37060	6121	30	the	the	DT
37060	6121	31	validity	validity	NN
37060	6121	32	of	of	IN
37060	6121	33	the	the	DT
37060	6121	34	statements	statement	NNS
37060	6121	35	.	.	.
37060	6122	1	Though	though	IN
37060	6122	2	loss	loss	NN
37060	6122	3	makes	make	VBZ
37060	6122	4	memories	memory	NNS
37060	6122	5	all	all	PDT
37060	6122	6	the	the	DT
37060	6122	7	more	more	RBR
37060	6122	8	dear	dear	JJ
37060	6122	9	to	to	IN
37060	6122	10	the	the	DT
37060	6122	11	heart	heart	NN
37060	6122	12	,	,	,
37060	6122	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6122	14	feel	feel	VBP
37060	6122	15	that	that	IN
37060	6122	16	one	one	PRP
37060	6122	17	should	should	MD
37060	6122	18	not	not	RB
37060	6122	19	forget	forget	VB
37060	6122	20	that	that	IN
37060	6122	21	these	these	DT
37060	6122	22	people	people	NNS
37060	6122	23	,	,	,
37060	6122	24	sick	sick	JJ
37060	6122	25	though	though	IN
37060	6122	26	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6122	27	are	be	VBP
37060	6122	28	,	,	,
37060	6122	29	are	be	VBP
37060	6122	30	human	human	JJ
37060	6122	31	;	;	:
37060	6122	32	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6122	33	possess	possess	VBP
37060	6122	34	irksome	irksome	JJ
37060	6122	35	habits	habit	NNS
37060	6122	36	and	and	CC
37060	6122	37	have	have	VBP
37060	6122	38	made	make	VBN
37060	6122	39	foolish	foolish	JJ
37060	6122	40	mistakes	mistake	NNS
37060	6122	41	as	as	IN
37060	6122	42	does	do	VBZ
37060	6122	43	all	all	DT
37060	6122	44	humanity	humanity	NN
37060	6122	45	.	.	.
37060	6123	1	To	to	TO
37060	6123	2	elevate	elevate	VB
37060	6123	3	an	an	DT
37060	6123	4	individual	individual	NN
37060	6123	5	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	6123	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6123	7	former	former	JJ
37060	6123	8	limitations	limitation	NNS
37060	6123	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	6123	10	an	an	DT
37060	6123	11	open	open	JJ
37060	6123	12	invitation	invitation	NN
37060	6123	13	toward	toward	IN
37060	6123	14	the	the	DT
37060	6123	15	housing	housing	NN
37060	6123	16	of	of	IN
37060	6123	17	personal	personal	JJ
37060	6123	18	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	6123	19	,	,	,
37060	6123	20	since	since	IN
37060	6123	21	any	any	DT
37060	6123	22	negative	negative	JJ
37060	6123	23	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	6123	24	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	6123	25	the	the	DT
37060	6123	26	patient	patient	NN
37060	6123	27	will	will	MD
37060	6123	28	be	be	VB
37060	6123	29	thought	think	VBN
37060	6123	30	of	of	IN
37060	6123	31	as	as	IN
37060	6123	32	hostile	hostile	JJ
37060	6123	33	and	and	CC
37060	6123	34	unfounded	unfounded	JJ
37060	6123	35	;	;	:
37060	6123	36	one	one	PRP
37060	6123	37	is	be	VBZ
37060	6123	38	not	not	RB
37060	6123	39	only	only	RB
37060	6123	40	denying	deny	VBG
37060	6123	41	the	the	DT
37060	6123	42	disturbing	disturbing	JJ
37060	6123	43	propensities	propensity	NNS
37060	6123	44	of	of	IN
37060	6123	45	the	the	DT
37060	6123	46	patient	patient	NN
37060	6123	47	,	,	,
37060	6123	48	but	but	CC
37060	6123	49	also	also	RB
37060	6123	50	,	,	,
37060	6123	51	and	and	CC
37060	6123	52	more	more	RBR
37060	6123	53	important	important	JJ
37060	6123	54	,	,	,
37060	6123	55	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6123	56	is	be	VBZ
37060	6123	57	denying	deny	VBG
37060	6123	58	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6123	59	true	true	JJ
37060	6123	60	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	6123	61	,	,	,
37060	6123	62	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	6123	63	trapping	trap	VBG
37060	6123	64	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6123	65	.	.	.
37060	6124	1	In	in	IN
37060	6124	2	this	this	DT
37060	6124	3	scope	scope	NN
37060	6124	4	,	,	,
37060	6124	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6124	6	might	may	MD
37060	6124	7	add	add	VB
37060	6124	8	that	that	IN
37060	6124	9	elevating	elevate	VBG
37060	6124	10	a	a	DT
37060	6124	11	person	person	NN
37060	6124	12	who	who	WP
37060	6124	13	has	have	VBZ
37060	6124	14	not	not	RB
37060	6124	15	yet	yet	RB
37060	6124	16	died	die	VBN
37060	6124	17	can	can	MD
37060	6124	18	create	create	VB
37060	6124	19	an	an	DT
37060	6124	20	undesirable	undesirable	JJ
37060	6124	21	situation	situation	NN
37060	6124	22	for	for	IN
37060	6124	23	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6124	24	,	,	,
37060	6124	25	in	in	IN
37060	6124	26	that	that	IN
37060	6124	27	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6124	28	may	may	MD
37060	6124	29	feel	feel	VB
37060	6124	30	threatened	threaten	VBN
37060	6124	31	by	by	IN
37060	6124	32	this	this	DT
37060	6124	33	new	new	JJ
37060	6124	34	and	and	CC
37060	6124	35	unrealistic	unrealistic	JJ
37060	6124	36	public	public	JJ
37060	6124	37	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	6124	38	of	of	IN
37060	6124	39	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6124	40	which	which	WDT
37060	6124	41	,	,	,
37060	6124	42	consequently	consequently	RB
37060	6124	43	,	,	,
37060	6124	44	is	be	VBZ
37060	6124	45	greater	great	JJR
37060	6124	46	than	than	IN
37060	6124	47	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6124	48	is	be	VBZ
37060	6124	49	able	able	JJ
37060	6124	50	to	to	TO
37060	6124	51	uphold	uphold	VB
37060	6124	52	.	.	.
37060	6125	1	Another	another	DT
37060	6125	2	sort	sort	NN
37060	6125	3	of	of	IN
37060	6125	4	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	6125	5	,	,	,
37060	6125	6	planted	plant	VBN
37060	6125	7	by	by	IN
37060	6125	8	the	the	DT
37060	6125	9	patient	patient	NN
37060	6125	10	,	,	,
37060	6125	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	6125	12	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	6125	13	related	related	JJ
37060	6125	14	to	to	IN
37060	6125	15	the	the	DT
37060	6125	16	above	above	JJ
37060	6125	17	.	.	.
37060	6126	1	Although	although	IN
37060	6126	2	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	6126	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	6126	4	generally	generally	RB
37060	6126	5	thought	think	VBN
37060	6126	6	to	to	TO
37060	6126	7	be	be	VB
37060	6126	8	a	a	DT
37060	6126	9	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	6126	10	exchange	exchange	NN
37060	6126	11	between	between	IN
37060	6126	12	concerned	concerned	JJ
37060	6126	13	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	6126	14	,	,	,
37060	6126	15	there	there	EX
37060	6126	16	are	be	VBP
37060	6126	17	those	those	DT
37060	6126	18	who	who	WP
37060	6126	19	,	,	,
37060	6126	20	unfortunately	unfortunately	RB
37060	6126	21	,	,	,
37060	6126	22	take	take	VB
37060	6126	23	the	the	DT
37060	6126	24	business	business	NN
37060	6126	25	of	of	IN
37060	6126	26	sharing	share	VBG
37060	6126	27	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6126	28	health	health	NN
37060	6126	29	problem	problem	NN
37060	6126	30	wholeheartedly	wholeheartedly	RB
37060	6126	31	.	.	.
37060	6127	1	Applying	apply	VBG
37060	6127	2	no	no	DT
37060	6127	3	restrictions	restriction	NNS
37060	6127	4	on	on	IN
37060	6127	5	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6127	6	,	,	,
37060	6127	7	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6127	8	continually	continually	RB
37060	6127	9	voice	voice	VBP
37060	6127	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6127	11	complaints	complaint	NNS
37060	6127	12	until	until	IN
37060	6127	13	a	a	DT
37060	6127	14	situation	situation	NN
37060	6127	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	6127	16	created	create	VBN
37060	6127	17	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	6127	18	the	the	DT
37060	6127	19	complaints	complaint	NNS
37060	6127	20	are	be	VBP
37060	6127	21	more	more	JJR
37060	6127	22	of	of	IN
37060	6127	23	a	a	DT
37060	6127	24	burden	burden	NN
37060	6127	25	to	to	IN
37060	6127	26	the	the	DT
37060	6127	27	family	family	NN
37060	6127	28	than	than	IN
37060	6127	29	is	be	VBZ
37060	6127	30	the	the	DT
37060	6127	31	illness	illness	NN
37060	6127	32	.	.	.
37060	6128	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6128	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	6128	3	that	that	IN
37060	6128	4	reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	6128	5	such	such	JJ
37060	6128	6	as	as	IN
37060	6128	7	these	these	DT
37060	6128	8	on	on	IN
37060	6128	9	the	the	DT
37060	6128	10	part	part	NN
37060	6128	11	of	of	IN
37060	6128	12	the	the	DT
37060	6128	13	afflicted	afflict	VBN
37060	6128	14	are	be	VBP
37060	6128	15	unfair	unfair	JJ
37060	6128	16	and	and	CC
37060	6128	17	completely	completely	RB
37060	6128	18	selfish	selfish	JJ
37060	6128	19	.	.	.
37060	6129	1	Forcing	force	VBG
37060	6129	2	constant	constant	JJ
37060	6129	3	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	6129	4	of	of	IN
37060	6129	5	an	an	DT
37060	6129	6	illness	illness	NN
37060	6129	7	upon	upon	IN
37060	6129	8	a	a	DT
37060	6129	9	loved	love	VBN
37060	6129	10	one	one	CD
37060	6129	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	6129	12	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	6129	13	and	and	CC
37060	6129	14	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	6129	15	debilitating	debilitate	VBG
37060	6129	16	.	.	.
37060	6130	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6130	2	a	a	DT
37060	6130	3	situation	situation	NN
37060	6130	4	such	such	JJ
37060	6130	5	as	as	IN
37060	6130	6	the	the	DT
37060	6130	7	one	one	CD
37060	6130	8	described	describe	VBN
37060	6130	9	occurs	occur	VBZ
37060	6130	10	,	,	,
37060	6130	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6130	12	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	6130	13	whether	whether	IN
37060	6130	14	the	the	DT
37060	6130	15	patient	patient	NN
37060	6130	16	truly	truly	RB
37060	6130	17	loves	love	VBZ
37060	6130	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6130	19	"	"	``
37060	6130	20	subjects	subject	NNS
37060	6130	21	"	"	''
37060	6130	22	;	;	:
37060	6130	23	a	a	DT
37060	6130	24	caring	care	VBG
37060	6130	25	individual	individual	NN
37060	6130	26	would	would	MD
37060	6130	27	still	still	RB
37060	6130	28	want	want	VB
37060	6130	29	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6130	30	family	family	NN
37060	6130	31	to	to	TO
37060	6130	32	derive	derive	VB
37060	6130	33	joy	joy	NN
37060	6130	34	from	from	IN
37060	6130	35	living	live	VBG
37060	6130	36	despite	despite	IN
37060	6130	37	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6130	38	inability	inability	NN
37060	6130	39	to	to	TO
37060	6130	40	actively	actively	RB
37060	6130	41	take	take	VB
37060	6130	42	part	part	NN
37060	6130	43	.	.	.
37060	6131	1	Jealousy	jealousy	NN
37060	6131	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	6131	3	no	no	DT
37060	6131	4	place	place	NN
37060	6131	5	in	in	IN
37060	6131	6	love	love	NN
37060	6131	7	,	,	,
37060	6131	8	especially	especially	RB
37060	6131	9	when	when	WRB
37060	6131	10	a	a	DT
37060	6131	11	loving	love	VBG
37060	6131	12	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	6131	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	6131	14	placed	place	VBN
37060	6131	15	in	in	IN
37060	6131	16	jeopardy	jeopardy	NN
37060	6131	17	by	by	IN
37060	6131	18	the	the	DT
37060	6131	19	imminence	imminence	NN
37060	6131	20	of	of	IN
37060	6131	21	death	death	NN
37060	6131	22	.	.	.
37060	6132	1	A	a	DT
37060	6132	2	patient	patient	NN
37060	6132	3	's	's	POS
37060	6132	4	jealousy	jealousy	NN
37060	6132	5	can	can	MD
37060	6132	6	often	often	RB
37060	6132	7	promote	promote	VB
37060	6132	8	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	6132	9	;	;	:
37060	6132	10	ultimately	ultimately	RB
37060	6132	11	,	,	,
37060	6132	12	however	however	RB
37060	6132	13	,	,	,
37060	6132	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6132	15	begets	beget	VBZ
37060	6132	16	only	only	RB
37060	6132	17	resentment	resentment	NN
37060	6132	18	,	,	,
37060	6132	19	not	not	RB
37060	6132	20	true	true	JJ
37060	6132	21	love	love	NN
37060	6132	22	and	and	CC
37060	6132	23	devotion	devotion	NN
37060	6132	24	.	.	.
37060	6133	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6133	2	father	father	NN
37060	6133	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6133	4	acquainted	acquaint	VBN
37060	6133	5	with	with	IN
37060	6133	6	a	a	DT
37060	6133	7	man	man	NN
37060	6133	8	whose	whose	WP$
37060	6133	9	wife	wife	NN
37060	6133	10	was	be	VBD
37060	6133	11	a	a	DT
37060	6133	12	constant	constant	JJ
37060	6133	13	source	source	NN
37060	6133	14	of	of	IN
37060	6133	15	worry	worry	NN
37060	6133	16	.	.	.
37060	6134	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6134	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6134	3	what	what	WP
37060	6134	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6134	5	would	would	MD
37060	6134	6	call	call	VB
37060	6134	7	"	"	``
37060	6134	8	the	the	DT
37060	6134	9	delicate	delicate	JJ
37060	6134	10	type	type	NN
37060	6134	11	,	,	,
37060	6134	12	"	"	''
37060	6134	13	in	in	IN
37060	6134	14	need	need	NN
37060	6134	15	of	of	IN
37060	6134	16	constant	constant	JJ
37060	6134	17	attention	attention	NN
37060	6134	18	and	and	CC
37060	6134	19	sympathy	sympathy	NN
37060	6134	20	whether	whether	IN
37060	6134	21	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6134	22	truly	truly	RB
37060	6134	23	needed	need	VBD
37060	6134	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6134	25	or	or	CC
37060	6134	26	not	not	RB
37060	6134	27	.	.	.
37060	6135	1	The	the	DT
37060	6135	2	day	day	NN
37060	6135	3	finally	finally	RB
37060	6135	4	came	come	VBD
37060	6135	5	when	when	WRB
37060	6135	6	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6135	7	found	find	VBD
37060	6135	8	herself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6135	9	bedridden	bedridden	JJ
37060	6135	10	,	,	,
37060	6135	11	demonstrating	demonstrate	VBG
37060	6135	12	the	the	DT
37060	6135	13	symptoms	symptom	NNS
37060	6135	14	of	of	IN
37060	6135	15	an	an	DT
37060	6135	16	actual	actual	JJ
37060	6135	17	health	health	NN
37060	6135	18	disorder	disorder	NN
37060	6135	19	,	,	,
37060	6135	20	and	and	CC
37060	6135	21	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6135	22	personality	personality	NN
37060	6135	23	took	take	VBD
37060	6135	24	on	on	RP
37060	6135	25	the	the	DT
37060	6135	26	shrieking	shriek	VBG
37060	6135	27	demeanor	demeanor	NN
37060	6135	28	of	of	IN
37060	6135	29	an	an	DT
37060	6135	30	angry	angry	JJ
37060	6135	31	bird	bird	NN
37060	6135	32	.	.	.
37060	6136	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6136	2	expected	expect	VBD
37060	6136	3	constant	constant	JJ
37060	6136	4	nurturing	nurture	VBG
37060	6136	5	care	care	NN
37060	6136	6	from	from	IN
37060	6136	7	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6136	8	husband	husband	NN
37060	6136	9	,	,	,
37060	6136	10	yet	yet	CC
37060	6136	11	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	6136	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6136	13	did	do	VBD
37060	6136	14	would	would	MD
37060	6136	15	please	please	VB
37060	6136	16	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6136	17	.	.	.
37060	6137	1	After	after	IN
37060	6137	2	hounding	hound	VBG
37060	6137	3	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6137	4	relentlessly	relentlessly	RB
37060	6137	5	to	to	TO
37060	6137	6	pick	pick	VB
37060	6137	7	up	up	RP
37060	6137	8	an	an	DT
37060	6137	9	item	item	NN
37060	6137	10	at	at	IN
37060	6137	11	the	the	DT
37060	6137	12	store	store	NN
37060	6137	13	,	,	,
37060	6137	14	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6137	15	would	would	MD
37060	6137	16	be	be	VB
37060	6137	17	enraged	enrage	VBN
37060	6137	18	because	because	IN
37060	6137	19	of	of	IN
37060	6137	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6137	21	"	"	``
37060	6137	22	lengthy	lengthy	JJ
37060	6137	23	"	"	''
37060	6137	24	absence	absence	NN
37060	6137	25	.	.	.
37060	6138	1	Eventually	eventually	RB
37060	6138	2	the	the	DT
37060	6138	3	poor	poor	JJ
37060	6138	4	man	man	NN
37060	6138	5	agreed	agree	VBD
37060	6138	6	to	to	TO
37060	6138	7	place	place	VB
37060	6138	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6138	9	wife	wife	NN
37060	6138	10	in	in	IN
37060	6138	11	a	a	DT
37060	6138	12	rest	rest	NN
37060	6138	13	home	home	NN
37060	6138	14	in	in	IN
37060	6138	15	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6138	16	home	home	NN
37060	6138	17	town	town	NN
37060	6138	18	.	.	.
37060	6139	1	However	however	RB
37060	6139	2	,	,	,
37060	6139	3	through	through	IN
37060	6139	4	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6139	5	injection	injection	NN
37060	6139	6	of	of	IN
37060	6139	7	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	6139	8	,	,	,
37060	6139	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6139	10	still	still	RB
37060	6139	11	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6139	12	obliged	oblige	VBN
37060	6139	13	to	to	TO
37060	6139	14	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	6139	15	a	a	DT
37060	6139	16	daily	daily	JJ
37060	6139	17	vigil	vigil	NN
37060	6139	18	by	by	IN
37060	6139	19	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6139	20	side	side	NN
37060	6139	21	.	.	.
37060	6140	1	The	the	DT
37060	6140	2	man	man	NN
37060	6140	3	became	become	VBD
37060	6140	4	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	6140	5	and	and	CC
37060	6140	6	physically	physically	RB
37060	6140	7	exhausted	exhausted	JJ
37060	6140	8	,	,	,
37060	6140	9	and	and	CC
37060	6140	10	suffered	suffer	VBD
37060	6140	11	to	to	IN
37060	6140	12	such	such	PDT
37060	6140	13	an	an	DT
37060	6140	14	extent	extent	NN
37060	6140	15	that	that	IN
37060	6140	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6140	17	sanity	sanity	NN
37060	6140	18	was	be	VBD
37060	6140	19	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	6140	20	obliterated	obliterate	VBN
37060	6140	21	;	;	:
37060	6140	22	in	in	IN
37060	6140	23	tearful	tearful	JJ
37060	6140	24	,	,	,
37060	6140	25	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	6140	26	outbursts	outburst	NNS
37060	6140	27	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6140	28	would	would	MD
37060	6140	29	relate	relate	VB
37060	6140	30	the	the	DT
37060	6140	31	"	"	``
37060	6140	32	sad	sad	JJ
37060	6140	33	"	"	''
37060	6140	34	condition	condition	NN
37060	6140	35	of	of	IN
37060	6140	36	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6140	37	wife	wife	NN
37060	6140	38	,	,	,
37060	6140	39	and	and	CC
37060	6140	40	elaborate	elaborate	VB
37060	6140	41	in	in	IN
37060	6140	42	detail	detail	NN
37060	6140	43	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6140	44	conversations	conversation	NNS
37060	6140	45	and	and	CC
37060	6140	46	prayers	prayer	NNS
37060	6140	47	,	,	,
37060	6140	48	never	never	RB
37060	6140	49	thinking	think	VBG
37060	6140	50	that	that	IN
37060	6140	51	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6140	52	's	's	POS
37060	6140	53	was	be	VBD
37060	6140	54	a	a	DT
37060	6140	55	very	very	RB
37060	6140	56	disturbed	disturbed	JJ
37060	6140	57	mind	mind	NN
37060	6140	58	.	.	.
37060	6141	1	Bereft	Bereft	NNS
37060	6141	2	of	of	IN
37060	6141	3	any	any	DT
37060	6141	4	other	other	JJ
37060	6141	5	communicational	communicational	JJ
37060	6141	6	outlet	outlet	NN
37060	6141	7	or	or	CC
37060	6141	8	friendships	friendship	NNS
37060	6141	9	,	,	,
37060	6141	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6141	11	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	6141	12	the	the	DT
37060	6141	13	blame	blame	NN
37060	6141	14	for	for	IN
37060	6141	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6141	16	wife	wife	NN
37060	6141	17	's	's	POS
37060	6141	18	unhappiness	unhappiness	NN
37060	6141	19	.	.	.
37060	6142	1	In	in	IN
37060	6142	2	effect	effect	NN
37060	6142	3	,	,	,
37060	6142	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6142	5	was	be	VBD
37060	6142	6	starving	starve	VBG
37060	6142	7	for	for	IN
37060	6142	8	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	6142	9	and	and	CC
37060	6142	10	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	6142	11	support	support	NN
37060	6142	12	,	,	,
37060	6142	13	causing	cause	VBG
37060	6142	14	an	an	DT
37060	6142	15	irrational	irrational	JJ
37060	6142	16	view	view	NN
37060	6142	17	of	of	IN
37060	6142	18	reality	reality	NN
37060	6142	19	.	.	.
37060	6143	1	Although	although	IN
37060	6143	2	,	,	,
37060	6143	3	toward	toward	IN
37060	6143	4	the	the	DT
37060	6143	5	last	last	JJ
37060	6143	6	portion	portion	NN
37060	6143	7	of	of	IN
37060	6143	8	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6143	9	life	life	NN
37060	6143	10	,	,	,
37060	6143	11	the	the	DT
37060	6143	12	wife	wife	NN
37060	6143	13	was	be	VBD
37060	6143	14	mentally	mentally	RB
37060	6143	15	incompetent	incompetent	JJ
37060	6143	16	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	6143	17	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6143	18	nasty	nasty	JJ
37060	6143	19	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	6143	20	,	,	,
37060	6143	21	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6143	22	would	would	MD
37060	6143	23	have	have	VB
37060	6143	24	been	be	VBN
37060	6143	25	capable	capable	JJ
37060	6143	26	of	of	IN
37060	6143	27	changing	change	VBG
37060	6143	28	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6143	29	actions	action	NNS
37060	6143	30	earlier	early	RBR
37060	6143	31	in	in	IN
37060	6143	32	life	life	NN
37060	6143	33	,	,	,
37060	6143	34	yet	yet	RB
37060	6143	35	,	,	,
37060	6143	36	through	through	IN
37060	6143	37	a	a	DT
37060	6143	38	jealous	jealous	JJ
37060	6143	39	and	and	CC
37060	6143	40	self	self	NN
37060	6143	41	-	-	HYPH
37060	6143	42	centered	center	VBN
37060	6143	43	need	need	NN
37060	6143	44	,	,	,
37060	6143	45	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6143	46	obtained	obtain	VBD
37060	6143	47	a	a	DT
37060	6143	48	constant	constant	JJ
37060	6143	49	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	6143	50	of	of	IN
37060	6143	51	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6143	52	presence	presence	NN
37060	6143	53	by	by	IN
37060	6143	54	lamenting	lament	VBG
37060	6143	55	any	any	DT
37060	6143	56	flaw	flaw	NN
37060	6143	57	in	in	IN
37060	6143	58	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6143	59	well	well	JJ
37060	6143	60	being	being	NN
37060	6143	61	.	.	.
37060	6144	1	The	the	DT
37060	6144	2	husband	husband	NN
37060	6144	3	may	may	MD
37060	6144	4	have	have	VB
37060	6144	5	enjoyed	enjoy	VBN
37060	6144	6	the	the	DT
37060	6144	7	initial	initial	JJ
37060	6144	8	pampering	pampering	NN
37060	6144	9	as	as	IN
37060	6144	10	a	a	DT
37060	6144	11	means	means	NN
37060	6144	12	of	of	IN
37060	6144	13	elevating	elevate	VBG
37060	6144	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6144	15	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	6144	16	of	of	IN
37060	6144	17	self	self	NN
37060	6144	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	6144	19	worth	worth	JJ
37060	6144	20	;	;	:
37060	6144	21	here	here	RB
37060	6144	22	was	be	VBD
37060	6144	23	a	a	DT
37060	6144	24	woman	woman	NN
37060	6144	25	who	who	WP
37060	6144	26	needed	need	VBD
37060	6144	27	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6144	28	.	.	.
37060	6145	1	However	however	RB
37060	6145	2	,	,	,
37060	6145	3	as	as	IN
37060	6145	4	any	any	DT
37060	6145	5	excess	excess	NN
37060	6145	6	can	can	MD
37060	6145	7	be	be	VB
37060	6145	8	overwhelming	overwhelming	JJ
37060	6145	9	,	,	,
37060	6145	10	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6145	11	preoccupation	preoccupation	NN
37060	6145	12	for	for	IN
37060	6145	13	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	6145	14	was	be	VBD
37060	6145	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6145	16	final	final	JJ
37060	6145	17	undoing	undoing	NN
37060	6145	18	.	.	.
37060	6146	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	6146	2	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6146	3	thought	think	VBD
37060	6146	4	less	less	JJR
37060	6146	5	of	of	IN
37060	6146	6	herself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6146	7	and	and	CC
37060	6146	8	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	6146	9	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6146	10	the	the	DT
37060	6146	11	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	6146	12	to	to	TO
37060	6146	13	breathe	breathe	VB
37060	6146	14	,	,	,
37060	6146	15	the	the	DT
37060	6146	16	obsessive	obsessive	JJ
37060	6146	17	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	6146	18	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6146	19	strove	strove	VBP
37060	6146	20	to	to	TO
37060	6146	21	plant	plant	NN
37060	6146	22	would	would	MD
37060	6146	23	never	never	RB
37060	6146	24	have	have	VB
37060	6146	25	taken	take	VBN
37060	6146	26	root	root	NN
37060	6146	27	in	in	IN
37060	6146	28	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6146	29	mind	mind	NN
37060	6146	30	.	.	.
37060	6147	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6147	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6147	3	essential	essential	JJ
37060	6147	4	that	that	IN
37060	6147	5	the	the	DT
37060	6147	6	patient	patient	NN
37060	6147	7	allows	allow	VBZ
37060	6147	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6147	9	family	family	NN
37060	6147	10	to	to	TO
37060	6147	11	continue	continue	VB
37060	6147	12	in	in	IN
37060	6147	13	a	a	DT
37060	6147	14	"	"	``
37060	6147	15	normal	normal	JJ
37060	6147	16	"	"	''
37060	6147	17	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	6147	18	,	,	,
37060	6147	19	for	for	IN
37060	6147	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6147	21	must	must	MD
37060	6147	22	be	be	VB
37060	6147	23	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	6147	24	that	that	IN
37060	6147	25	there	there	EX
37060	6147	26	will	will	MD
37060	6147	27	be	be	VB
37060	6147	28	a	a	DT
37060	6147	29	time	time	NN
37060	6147	30	when	when	WRB
37060	6147	31	life	life	NN
37060	6147	32	must	must	MD
37060	6147	33	carry	carry	VB
37060	6147	34	on	on	RP
37060	6147	35	without	without	IN
37060	6147	36	the	the	DT
37060	6147	37	sick	sick	JJ
37060	6147	38	individual	individual	NN
37060	6147	39	.	.	.
37060	6148	1	This	this	DT
37060	6148	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6148	3	not	not	RB
37060	6148	4	to	to	TO
37060	6148	5	say	say	VB
37060	6148	6	that	that	IN
37060	6148	7	a	a	DT
37060	6148	8	husband	husband	NN
37060	6148	9	should	should	MD
37060	6148	10	start	start	VB
37060	6148	11	to	to	TO
37060	6148	12	seek	seek	VB
37060	6148	13	another	another	DT
37060	6148	14	mate	mate	NN
37060	6148	15	before	before	IN
37060	6148	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6148	17	wife	wife	NN
37060	6148	18	meets	meet	VBZ
37060	6148	19	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6148	20	demise	demise	NN
37060	6148	21	;	;	:
37060	6148	22	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	6148	23	of	of	IN
37060	6148	24	this	this	DT
37060	6148	25	nature	nature	NN
37060	6148	26	is	be	VBZ
37060	6148	27	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	6148	28	and	and	CC
37060	6148	29	,	,	,
37060	6148	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6148	31	believe	believe	VBP
37060	6148	32	,	,	,
37060	6148	33	says	say	VBZ
37060	6148	34	that	that	IN
37060	6148	35	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6148	36	wife	wife	NN
37060	6148	37	was	be	VBD
37060	6148	38	not	not	RB
37060	6148	39	loved	love	VBN
37060	6148	40	but	but	CC
37060	6148	41	only	only	RB
37060	6148	42	needed	need	VBN
37060	6148	43	for	for	IN
37060	6148	44	the	the	DT
37060	6148	45	beneficial	beneficial	JJ
37060	6148	46	comforts	comfort	NNS
37060	6148	47	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6148	48	could	could	MD
37060	6148	49	provide	provide	VB
37060	6148	50	.	.	.
37060	6149	1	However	however	RB
37060	6149	2	,	,	,
37060	6149	3	continuing	continue	VBG
37060	6149	4	attendance	attendance	NN
37060	6149	5	in	in	IN
37060	6149	6	a	a	DT
37060	6149	7	church	church	NN
37060	6149	8	,	,	,
37060	6149	9	or	or	CC
37060	6149	10	meeting	meet	VBG
37060	6149	11	with	with	IN
37060	6149	12	friends	friend	NNS
37060	6149	13	should	should	MD
37060	6149	14	in	in	IN
37060	6149	15	no	no	DT
37060	6149	16	way	way	NN
37060	6149	17	be	be	VB
37060	6149	18	thought	think	VBN
37060	6149	19	of	of	IN
37060	6149	20	as	as	RB
37060	6149	21	frivolous	frivolous	JJ
37060	6149	22	or	or	CC
37060	6149	23	forgetful	forgetful	JJ
37060	6149	24	of	of	IN
37060	6149	25	the	the	DT
37060	6149	26	sick	sick	JJ
37060	6149	27	,	,	,
37060	6149	28	but	but	CC
37060	6149	29	rather	rather	RB
37060	6149	30	as	as	IN
37060	6149	31	a	a	DT
37060	6149	32	form	form	NN
37060	6149	33	of	of	IN
37060	6149	34	therapy	therapy	NN
37060	6149	35	for	for	IN
37060	6149	36	the	the	DT
37060	6149	37	living	living	NN
37060	6149	38	.	.	.
37060	6150	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6150	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	6150	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6150	4	family	family	NN
37060	6150	5	to	to	TO
37060	6150	6	continue	continue	VB
37060	6150	7	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6150	8	current	current	JJ
37060	6150	9	lifestyle	lifestyle	NN
37060	6150	10	,	,	,
37060	6150	11	and	and	CC
37060	6150	12	for	for	IN
37060	6150	13	the	the	DT
37060	6150	14	most	most	JJS
37060	6150	15	part	part	NN
37060	6150	16	,	,	,
37060	6150	17	that	that	DT
37060	6150	18	was	be	VBD
37060	6150	19	no	no	DT
37060	6150	20	problem	problem	NN
37060	6150	21	.	.	.
37060	6151	1	However	however	RB
37060	6151	2	,	,	,
37060	6151	3	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	6151	4	continued	continue	VBD
37060	6151	5	to	to	TO
37060	6151	6	feel	feel	VB
37060	6151	7	guilty	guilty	JJ
37060	6151	8	about	about	IN
37060	6151	9	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6151	10	health	health	NN
37060	6151	11	and	and	CC
37060	6151	12	ability	ability	NN
37060	6151	13	to	to	TO
37060	6151	14	do	do	VB
37060	6151	15	anything	anything	NN
37060	6151	16	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6151	17	desired	desire	VBD
37060	6151	18	while	while	IN
37060	6151	19	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6151	20	young	young	JJ
37060	6151	21	daughter	daughter	NN
37060	6151	22	was	be	VBD
37060	6151	23	forced	force	VBN
37060	6151	24	to	to	TO
37060	6151	25	stay	stay	VB
37060	6151	26	home	home	RB
37060	6151	27	.	.	.
37060	6152	1	As	as	IN
37060	6152	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6152	3	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6152	4	progressed	progress	VBD
37060	6152	5	and	and	CC
37060	6152	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6152	7	did	do	VBD
37060	6152	8	less	less	JJR
37060	6152	9	in	in	IN
37060	6152	10	the	the	DT
37060	6152	11	social	social	JJ
37060	6152	12	realm	realm	NN
37060	6152	13	,	,	,
37060	6152	14	spending	spend	VBG
37060	6152	15	week	week	NN
37060	6152	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	6152	17	end	end	NN
37060	6152	18	nights	night	NNS
37060	6152	19	at	at	IN
37060	6152	20	home	home	NN
37060	6152	21	,	,	,
37060	6152	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6152	23	mother	mother	NN
37060	6152	24	became	become	VBD
37060	6152	25	concerned	concerned	JJ
37060	6152	26	about	about	IN
37060	6152	27	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	6152	28	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6152	29	alone	alone	JJ
37060	6152	30	when	when	WRB
37060	6152	31	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6152	32	went	go	VBD
37060	6152	33	on	on	IN
37060	6152	34	a	a	DT
37060	6152	35	small	small	JJ
37060	6152	36	excursion	excursion	NN
37060	6152	37	or	or	CC
37060	6152	38	nighttime	nighttime	NN
37060	6152	39	gatherings	gathering	NNS
37060	6152	40	;	;	:
37060	6152	41	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6152	42	worried	worry	VBD
37060	6152	43	that	that	IN
37060	6152	44	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6152	45	might	may	MD
37060	6152	46	be	be	VB
37060	6152	47	lonesome	lonesome	JJ
37060	6152	48	or	or	CC
37060	6152	49	scared	scared	JJ
37060	6152	50	,	,	,
37060	6152	51	or	or	CC
37060	6152	52	need	need	VB
37060	6152	53	help	help	NN
37060	6152	54	of	of	IN
37060	6152	55	some	some	DT
37060	6152	56	kind	kind	NN
37060	6152	57	.	.	.
37060	6153	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6153	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6153	3	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	6153	4	of	of	IN
37060	6153	5	a	a	DT
37060	6153	6	chore	chore	NN
37060	6153	7	to	to	TO
37060	6153	8	assure	assure	VB
37060	6153	9	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6153	10	that	that	IN
37060	6153	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6153	12	would	would	MD
37060	6153	13	be	be	VB
37060	6153	14	fine	fine	JJ
37060	6153	15	;	;	:
37060	6153	16	should	should	MD
37060	6153	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6153	18	be	be	VB
37060	6153	19	scared	scared	JJ
37060	6153	20	or	or	CC
37060	6153	21	lonesome	lonesome	JJ
37060	6153	22	,	,	,
37060	6153	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6153	24	would	would	MD
37060	6153	25	pass	pass	VB
37060	6153	26	,	,	,
37060	6153	27	and	and	CC
37060	6153	28	with	with	IN
37060	6153	29	regard	regard	NN
37060	6153	30	to	to	IN
37060	6153	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6153	32	health	health	NN
37060	6153	33	,	,	,
37060	6153	34	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6153	35	would	would	MD
37060	6153	36	be	be	VB
37060	6153	37	powerless	powerless	JJ
37060	6153	38	to	to	TO
37060	6153	39	aid	aid	VB
37060	6153	40	in	in	IN
37060	6153	41	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6153	42	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	6153	43	even	even	RB
37060	6153	44	if	if	IN
37060	6153	45	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6153	46	was	be	VBD
37060	6153	47	at	at	IN
37060	6153	48	home	home	NN
37060	6153	49	.	.	.
37060	6154	1	As	as	IN
37060	6154	2	a	a	DT
37060	6154	3	final	final	JJ
37060	6154	4	effort	effort	NN
37060	6154	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6154	6	confessed	confess	VBD
37060	6154	7	that	that	IN
37060	6154	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6154	9	truly	truly	RB
37060	6154	10	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	6154	11	being	be	VBG
37060	6154	12	alone	alone	JJ
37060	6154	13	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	6154	14	.	.	.
37060	6155	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6155	2	too	too	RB
37060	6155	3	needed	need	VBD
37060	6155	4	room	room	NN
37060	6155	5	to	to	TO
37060	6155	6	breathe	breathe	VB
37060	6155	7	,	,	,
37060	6155	8	to	to	TO
37060	6155	9	feel	feel	VB
37060	6155	10	that	that	IN
37060	6155	11	,	,	,
37060	6155	12	even	even	RB
37060	6155	13	with	with	IN
37060	6155	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6155	15	severe	severe	JJ
37060	6155	16	limitations	limitation	NNS
37060	6155	17	,	,	,
37060	6155	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6155	19	was	be	VBD
37060	6155	20	yet	yet	RB
37060	6155	21	in	in	IN
37060	6155	22	control	control	NN
37060	6155	23	of	of	IN
37060	6155	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6155	25	life	life	NN
37060	6155	26	.	.	.
37060	6156	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6156	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6156	3	important	important	JJ
37060	6156	4	that	that	IN
37060	6156	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6156	6	knew	know	VBD
37060	6156	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6156	8	could	could	MD
37060	6156	9	take	take	VB
37060	6156	10	care	care	NN
37060	6156	11	of	of	IN
37060	6156	12	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6156	13	if	if	IN
37060	6156	14	the	the	DT
37060	6156	15	need	need	NN
37060	6156	16	would	would	MD
37060	6156	17	arise	arise	VB
37060	6156	18	.	.	.
37060	6157	1	Guilt	Guilt	NNP
37060	6157	2	may	may	MD
37060	6157	3	derive	derive	VB
37060	6157	4	from	from	IN
37060	6157	5	actual	actual	JJ
37060	6157	6	wrong	wrong	NN
37060	6157	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	6157	8	doing	doing	NN
37060	6157	9	on	on	IN
37060	6157	10	the	the	DT
37060	6157	11	part	part	NN
37060	6157	12	of	of	IN
37060	6157	13	the	the	DT
37060	6157	14	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	6157	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	6157	16	ridden	ridden	JJ
37060	6157	17	as	as	RB
37060	6157	18	well	well	RB
37060	6157	19	as	as	IN
37060	6157	20	the	the	DT
37060	6157	21	causes	cause	NNS
37060	6157	22	described	describe	VBN
37060	6157	23	above	above	RB
37060	6157	24	.	.	.
37060	6158	1	Whether	whether	IN
37060	6158	2	spurred	spur	VBN
37060	6158	3	from	from	IN
37060	6158	4	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	6158	5	neglect	neglect	NN
37060	6158	6	,	,	,
37060	6158	7	mental	mental	JJ
37060	6158	8	abuse	abuse	NN
37060	6158	9	,	,	,
37060	6158	10	infidelity	infidelity	NN
37060	6158	11	,	,	,
37060	6158	12	or	or	CC
37060	6158	13	another	another	DT
37060	6158	14	source	source	NN
37060	6158	15	,	,	,
37060	6158	16	this	this	DT
37060	6158	17	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	6158	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	6158	19	the	the	DT
37060	6158	20	only	only	JJ
37060	6158	21	type	type	NN
37060	6158	22	which	which	WDT
37060	6158	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6158	24	feel	feel	VBP
37060	6158	25	is	be	VBZ
37060	6158	26	worthy	worthy	JJ
37060	6158	27	of	of	IN
37060	6158	28	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6158	29	keeper	keeper	NN
37060	6158	30	.	.	.
37060	6159	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6159	2	an	an	DT
37060	6159	3	individual	individual	JJ
37060	6159	4	knowingly	knowingly	RB
37060	6159	5	hurts	hurt	VBZ
37060	6159	6	another	another	DT
37060	6159	7	,	,	,
37060	6159	8	yet	yet	RB
37060	6159	9	makes	make	VBZ
37060	6159	10	no	no	DT
37060	6159	11	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	6159	12	to	to	TO
37060	6159	13	correct	correct	VB
37060	6159	14	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6159	15	,	,	,
37060	6159	16	the	the	DT
37060	6159	17	former	former	JJ
37060	6159	18	deserves	deserve	NNS
37060	6159	19	to	to	TO
37060	6159	20	feel	feel	VB
37060	6159	21	the	the	DT
37060	6159	22	grasp	grasp	NN
37060	6159	23	of	of	IN
37060	6159	24	pain	pain	NN
37060	6159	25	.	.	.
37060	6160	1	No	no	DT
37060	6160	2	apology	apology	NN
37060	6160	3	,	,	,
37060	6160	4	no	no	RB
37060	6160	5	matter	matter	RB
37060	6160	6	how	how	WRB
37060	6160	7	magnificent	magnificent	JJ
37060	6160	8	,	,	,
37060	6160	9	can	can	MD
37060	6160	10	take	take	VB
37060	6160	11	the	the	DT
37060	6160	12	place	place	NN
37060	6160	13	of	of	IN
37060	6160	14	past	past	JJ
37060	6160	15	injustice	injustice	NN
37060	6160	16	.	.	.
37060	6161	1	Therefore	therefore	RB
37060	6161	2	,	,	,
37060	6161	3	while	while	IN
37060	6161	4	the	the	DT
37060	6161	5	past	past	NN
37060	6161	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	6161	7	history	history	NN
37060	6161	8	,	,	,
37060	6161	9	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6161	10	these	these	DT
37060	6161	11	regrets	regret	NNS
37060	6161	12	can	can	MD
37060	6161	13	best	best	RB
37060	6161	14	be	be	VB
37060	6161	15	handled	handle	VBN
37060	6161	16	by	by	IN
37060	6161	17	a	a	DT
37060	6161	18	silent	silent	JJ
37060	6161	19	oath	oath	NN
37060	6161	20	to	to	TO
37060	6161	21	behave	behave	VB
37060	6161	22	differently	differently	RB
37060	6161	23	on	on	IN
37060	6161	24	future	future	JJ
37060	6161	25	occasions	occasion	NNS
37060	6161	26	.	.	.
37060	6162	1	The	the	DT
37060	6162	2	refusal	refusal	NN
37060	6162	3	of	of	IN
37060	6162	4	friends	friend	NNS
37060	6162	5	to	to	TO
37060	6162	6	face	face	VB
37060	6162	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6162	8	health	health	NN
37060	6162	9	situation	situation	NN
37060	6162	10	always	always	RB
37060	6162	11	brought	bring	VBD
37060	6162	12	about	about	RP
37060	6162	13	a	a	DT
37060	6162	14	keen	keen	JJ
37060	6162	15	sense	sense	NN
37060	6162	16	of	of	IN
37060	6162	17	frustration	frustration	NN
37060	6162	18	on	on	IN
37060	6162	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6162	20	behalf	behalf	NN
37060	6162	21	,	,	,
37060	6162	22	modified	modify	VBN
37060	6162	23	to	to	IN
37060	6162	24	a	a	DT
37060	6162	25	certain	certain	JJ
37060	6162	26	extent	extent	NN
37060	6162	27	by	by	IN
37060	6162	28	pity	pity	NN
37060	6162	29	.	.	.
37060	6163	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6163	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6163	3	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	6163	4	to	to	TO
37060	6163	5	attain	attain	VB
37060	6163	6	any	any	DT
37060	6163	7	depth	depth	NN
37060	6163	8	in	in	IN
37060	6163	9	such	such	JJ
37060	6163	10	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	6163	11	,	,	,
37060	6163	12	since	since	IN
37060	6163	13	continual	continual	JJ
37060	6163	14	avoidance	avoidance	NN
37060	6163	15	of	of	IN
37060	6163	16	reality	reality	NN
37060	6163	17	can	can	MD
37060	6163	18	not	not	RB
37060	6163	19	be	be	VB
37060	6163	20	upheld	uphold	VBN
37060	6163	21	.	.	.
37060	6164	1	One	one	CD
37060	6164	2	such	such	JJ
37060	6164	3	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	6164	4	,	,	,
37060	6164	5	in	in	IN
37060	6164	6	which	which	WDT
37060	6164	7	a	a	DT
37060	6164	8	friend	friend	NN
37060	6164	9	would	would	MD
37060	6164	10	not	not	RB
37060	6164	11	acknowledge	acknowledge	VB
37060	6164	12	the	the	DT
37060	6164	13	presence	presence	NN
37060	6164	14	of	of	IN
37060	6164	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6164	16	illness	illness	NN
37060	6164	17	,	,	,
37060	6164	18	was	be	VBD
37060	6164	19	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	6164	20	transformed	transform	VBN
37060	6164	21	into	into	IN
37060	6164	22	a	a	DT
37060	6164	23	virtual	virtual	JJ
37060	6164	24	charade	charade	NN
37060	6164	25	.	.	.
37060	6165	1	Conversations	conversation	NNS
37060	6165	2	revolved	revolve	VBD
37060	6165	3	solely	solely	RB
37060	6165	4	around	around	IN
37060	6165	5	trivial	trivial	JJ
37060	6165	6	matters	matter	NNS
37060	6165	7	or	or	CC
37060	6165	8	reminiscent	reminiscent	JJ
37060	6165	9	revelries	revelry	NNS
37060	6165	10	.	.	.
37060	6166	1	Discussions	discussion	NNS
37060	6166	2	of	of	IN
37060	6166	3	the	the	DT
37060	6166	4	present	present	NN
37060	6166	5	surrounded	surround	VBD
37060	6166	6	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6166	7	doings	doing	NNS
37060	6166	8	only	only	RB
37060	6166	9	,	,	,
37060	6166	10	for	for	IN
37060	6166	11	the	the	DT
37060	6166	12	least	least	JJS
37060	6166	13	hint	hint	NN
37060	6166	14	of	of	IN
37060	6166	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6166	16	illness	illness	NN
37060	6166	17	would	would	MD
37060	6166	18	leave	leave	VB
37060	6166	19	the	the	DT
37060	6166	20	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	6166	21	stunted	stunt	VBD
37060	6166	22	.	.	.
37060	6167	1	Because	because	IN
37060	6167	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6167	3	never	never	RB
37060	6167	4	cared	care	VBD
37060	6167	5	to	to	TO
37060	6167	6	dwell	dwell	VB
37060	6167	7	on	on	IN
37060	6167	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6167	9	ill	ill	JJ
37060	6167	10	health	health	NN
37060	6167	11	,	,	,
37060	6167	12	any	any	DT
37060	6167	13	remark	remark	NN
37060	6167	14	was	be	VBD
37060	6167	15	of	of	IN
37060	6167	16	the	the	DT
37060	6167	17	passing	pass	VBG
37060	6167	18	sort	sort	NN
37060	6167	19	,	,	,
37060	6167	20	yet	yet	CC
37060	6167	21	even	even	RB
37060	6167	22	these	these	DT
37060	6167	23	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	6167	24	too	too	RB
37060	6167	25	much	much	JJ
37060	6167	26	for	for	IN
37060	6167	27	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6167	28	to	to	TO
37060	6167	29	abide	abide	VB
37060	6167	30	.	.	.
37060	6168	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6168	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6168	3	as	as	IN
37060	6168	4	if	if	IN
37060	6168	5	the	the	DT
37060	6168	6	pre	pre	JJ
37060	6168	7	-	-	JJ
37060	6168	8	cancerous	cancerous	JJ
37060	6168	9	person	person	NN
37060	6168	10	was	be	VBD
37060	6168	11	the	the	DT
37060	6168	12	only	only	JJ
37060	6168	13	"	"	``
37060	6168	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6168	15	"	"	''
37060	6168	16	which	which	WDT
37060	6168	17	existed	exist	VBD
37060	6168	18	for	for	IN
37060	6168	19	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6168	20	;	;	:
37060	6168	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6168	22	entire	entire	JJ
37060	6168	23	self	self	NN
37060	6168	24	was	be	VBD
37060	6168	25	no	no	RB
37060	6168	26	longer	long	RBR
37060	6168	27	acceptable	acceptable	JJ
37060	6168	28	.	.	.
37060	6169	1	As	as	IN
37060	6169	2	no	no	DT
37060	6169	3	change	change	NN
37060	6169	4	occurred	occur	VBD
37060	6169	5	,	,	,
37060	6169	6	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6169	7	rendezvous	rendezvous	NN
37060	6169	8	became	become	VBD
37060	6169	9	less	less	RBR
37060	6169	10	and	and	CC
37060	6169	11	less	less	RBR
37060	6169	12	frequent	frequent	JJ
37060	6169	13	,	,	,
37060	6169	14	and	and	CC
37060	6169	15	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	6169	16	subsided	subside	VBD
37060	6169	17	altogether	altogether	RB
37060	6169	18	.	.	.
37060	6170	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6170	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6170	3	uncomfortable	uncomfortable	JJ
37060	6170	4	having	have	VBG
37060	6170	5	to	to	TO
37060	6170	6	hide	hide	VB
37060	6170	7	behind	behind	IN
37060	6170	8	a	a	DT
37060	6170	9	mask	mask	NN
37060	6170	10	of	of	IN
37060	6170	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6170	12	former	former	JJ
37060	6170	13	health	health	NN
37060	6170	14	for	for	IN
37060	6170	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6170	16	company	company	NN
37060	6170	17	to	to	TO
37060	6170	18	be	be	VB
37060	6170	19	tolerable	tolerable	JJ
37060	6170	20	;	;	:
37060	6170	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6170	22	was	be	VBD
37060	6170	23	better	well	JJR
37060	6170	24	to	to	TO
37060	6170	25	be	be	VB
37060	6170	26	alone	alone	JJ
37060	6170	27	.	.	.
37060	6171	1	Friendship	friendship	NN
37060	6171	2	must	must	MD
37060	6171	3	be	be	VB
37060	6171	4	built	build	VBN
37060	6171	5	upon	upon	IN
37060	6171	6	honesty	honesty	NN
37060	6171	7	if	if	IN
37060	6171	8	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6171	9	true	true	JJ
37060	6171	10	potential	potential	NN
37060	6171	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	6171	12	to	to	TO
37060	6171	13	be	be	VB
37060	6171	14	realized	realize	VBN
37060	6171	15	.	.	.
37060	6172	1	Frustrating	frustrate	VBG
37060	6172	2	to	to	IN
37060	6172	3	a	a	DT
37060	6172	4	lesser	less	JJR
37060	6172	5	degree	degree	NN
37060	6172	6	were	be	VBD
37060	6172	7	those	those	DT
37060	6172	8	who	who	WP
37060	6172	9	could	could	MD
37060	6172	10	withstand	withstand	VB
37060	6172	11	a	a	DT
37060	6172	12	cursory	cursory	JJ
37060	6172	13	mentioning	mention	VBG
37060	6172	14	of	of	IN
37060	6172	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6172	16	illness	illness	NN
37060	6172	17	,	,	,
37060	6172	18	but	but	CC
37060	6172	19	would	would	MD
37060	6172	20	then	then	RB
37060	6172	21	perform	perform	VB
37060	6172	22	a	a	DT
37060	6172	23	mental	mental	JJ
37060	6172	24	backflip	backflip	NN
37060	6172	25	and	and	CC
37060	6172	26	begin	begin	VB
37060	6172	27	discussing	discuss	VBG
37060	6172	28	another	another	DT
37060	6172	29	topic	topic	NN
37060	6172	30	as	as	IN
37060	6172	31	if	if	IN
37060	6172	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6172	33	had	have	VBD
37060	6172	34	no	no	DT
37060	6172	35	problem	problem	NN
37060	6172	36	at	at	RB
37060	6172	37	all	all	RB
37060	6172	38	.	.	.
37060	6173	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6173	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	6173	3	that	that	IN
37060	6173	4	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6173	5	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	6173	6	of	of	IN
37060	6173	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6173	8	health	health	NN
37060	6173	9	condition	condition	NN
37060	6173	10	was	be	VBD
37060	6173	11	not	not	RB
37060	6173	12	congruent	congruent	JJ
37060	6173	13	with	with	IN
37060	6173	14	the	the	DT
37060	6173	15	activities	activity	NNS
37060	6173	16	which	which	WDT
37060	6173	17	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6173	18	considered	consider	VBD
37060	6173	19	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6173	20	capable	capable	JJ
37060	6173	21	of	of	IN
37060	6173	22	negotiating	negotiate	VBG
37060	6173	23	.	.	.
37060	6174	1	Stifling	stifle	VBG
37060	6174	2	an	an	DT
37060	6174	3	open	open	JJ
37060	6174	4	-	-	HYPH
37060	6174	5	mouthed	mouthed	JJ
37060	6174	6	,	,	,
37060	6174	7	incredulous	incredulous	JJ
37060	6174	8	stare	stare	NN
37060	6174	9	,	,	,
37060	6174	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6174	11	would	would	MD
37060	6174	12	then	then	RB
37060	6174	13	attempt	attempt	VB
37060	6174	14	to	to	TO
37060	6174	15	explain	explain	VB
37060	6174	16	that	that	IN
37060	6174	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6174	18	was	be	VBD
37060	6174	19	unfit	unfit	JJ
37060	6174	20	for	for	IN
37060	6174	21	that	that	DT
37060	6174	22	particular	particular	JJ
37060	6174	23	suggestion	suggestion	NN
37060	6174	24	,	,	,
37060	6174	25	but	but	CC
37060	6174	26	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6174	27	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6174	28	could	could	MD
37060	6174	29	find	find	VB
37060	6174	30	a	a	DT
37060	6174	31	mutually	mutually	RB
37060	6174	32	agreeable	agreeable	JJ
37060	6174	33	alternative	alternative	NN
37060	6174	34	.	.	.
37060	6175	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6175	2	always	always	RB
37060	6175	3	tried	try	VBD
37060	6175	4	to	to	TO
37060	6175	5	coax	coax	VB
37060	6175	6	one	one	PRP
37060	6175	7	's	's	POS
37060	6175	8	realization	realization	NN
37060	6175	9	of	of	IN
37060	6175	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6175	11	health	health	NN
37060	6175	12	situation	situation	NN
37060	6175	13	,	,	,
37060	6175	14	rather	rather	RB
37060	6175	15	than	than	IN
37060	6175	16	attempting	attempt	VBG
37060	6175	17	to	to	TO
37060	6175	18	"	"	``
37060	6175	19	cram	cram	VB
37060	6175	20	"	"	''
37060	6175	21	the	the	DT
37060	6175	22	truth	truth	NN
37060	6175	23	down	down	IN
37060	6175	24	uncooperative	uncooperative	JJ
37060	6175	25	throats	throat	NNS
37060	6175	26	.	.	.
37060	6176	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6176	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6176	3	so	so	RB
37060	6176	4	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	6176	5	for	for	IN
37060	6176	6	society	society	NN
37060	6176	7	to	to	TO
37060	6176	8	abide	abide	VB
37060	6176	9	the	the	DT
37060	6176	10	thought	thought	NN
37060	6176	11	of	of	IN
37060	6176	12	terminal	terminal	JJ
37060	6176	13	illness	illness	NN
37060	6176	14	and	and	CC
37060	6176	15	death	death	NN
37060	6176	16	,	,	,
37060	6176	17	especially	especially	RB
37060	6176	18	in	in	IN
37060	6176	19	those	those	DT
37060	6176	20	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6176	21	love	love	VBP
37060	6176	22	,	,	,
37060	6176	23	and	and	CC
37060	6176	24	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	6176	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6176	26	is	be	VBZ
37060	6176	27	often	often	RB
37060	6176	28	ignored	ignore	VBN
37060	6176	29	in	in	IN
37060	6176	30	a	a	DT
37060	6176	31	conscious	conscious	JJ
37060	6176	32	effort	effort	NN
37060	6176	33	to	to	TO
37060	6176	34	prove	prove	VB
37060	6176	35	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6176	36	nonexistence	nonexistence	NN
37060	6176	37	.	.	.
37060	6177	1	Though	though	IN
37060	6177	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6177	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	6177	4	natural	natural	JJ
37060	6177	5	to	to	TO
37060	6177	6	attempt	attempt	VB
37060	6177	7	to	to	TO
37060	6177	8	flee	flee	VB
37060	6177	9	that	that	DT
37060	6177	10	which	which	WDT
37060	6177	11	seeks	seek	VBZ
37060	6177	12	to	to	TO
37060	6177	13	invade	invade	VB
37060	6177	14	one	one	PRP
37060	6177	15	's	's	POS
37060	6177	16	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	6177	17	,	,	,
37060	6177	18	running	run	VBG
37060	6177	19	,	,	,
37060	6177	20	unfortunately	unfortunately	RB
37060	6177	21	,	,	,
37060	6177	22	shall	shall	MD
37060	6177	23	not	not	RB
37060	6177	24	make	make	VB
37060	6177	25	the	the	DT
37060	6177	26	menace	menace	NN
37060	6177	27	disappear	disappear	VB
37060	6177	28	;	;	:
37060	6177	29	the	the	DT
37060	6177	30	young	young	JJ
37060	6177	31	are	be	VBP
37060	6177	32	not	not	RB
37060	6177	33	the	the	DT
37060	6177	34	only	only	JJ
37060	6177	35	group	group	NN
37060	6177	36	of	of	IN
37060	6177	37	people	people	NNS
37060	6177	38	who	who	WP
37060	6177	39	,	,	,
37060	6177	40	when	when	WRB
37060	6177	41	faced	face	VBN
37060	6177	42	with	with	IN
37060	6177	43	the	the	DT
37060	6177	44	illness	illness	NN
37060	6177	45	of	of	IN
37060	6177	46	a	a	DT
37060	6177	47	loved	love	VBN
37060	6177	48	-	-	HYPH
37060	6177	49	one	one	CD
37060	6177	50	or	or	CC
37060	6177	51	friend	friend	NN
37060	6177	52	,	,	,
37060	6177	53	search	search	VB
37060	6177	54	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	6177	55	for	for	IN
37060	6177	56	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6177	57	"	"	``
37060	6177	58	running	running	NN
37060	6177	59	shoes	shoe	NNS
37060	6177	60	.	.	.
37060	6177	61	"	"	''
37060	6178	1	While	while	IN
37060	6178	2	the	the	DT
37060	6178	3	voicing	voicing	NN
37060	6178	4	of	of	IN
37060	6178	5	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	6178	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	6178	7	very	very	RB
37060	6178	8	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	6178	9	,	,	,
37060	6178	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6178	11	can	can	MD
37060	6178	12	bring	bring	VB
37060	6178	13	peace	peace	NN
37060	6178	14	of	of	IN
37060	6178	15	immeasurable	immeasurable	JJ
37060	6178	16	degree	degree	NN
37060	6178	17	to	to	TO
37060	6178	18	yield	yield	VB
37060	6178	19	to	to	IN
37060	6178	20	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6178	21	expression	expression	NN
37060	6178	22	;	;	:
37060	6178	23	after	after	IN
37060	6178	24	a	a	DT
37060	6178	25	loved	love	VBN
37060	6178	26	one	one	CD
37060	6178	27	dies	die	VBZ
37060	6178	28	,	,	,
37060	6178	29	one	one	PRP
37060	6178	30	can	can	MD
37060	6178	31	no	no	RB
37060	6178	32	longer	longer	RB
37060	6178	33	deny	deny	VB
37060	6178	34	that	that	IN
37060	6178	35	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6178	36	was	be	VBD
37060	6178	37	terminally	terminally	RB
37060	6178	38	ill	ill	JJ
37060	6178	39	,	,	,
37060	6178	40	and	and	CC
37060	6178	41	is	be	VBZ
37060	6178	42	left	leave	VBN
37060	6178	43	to	to	TO
37060	6178	44	cope	cope	VB
37060	6178	45	not	not	RB
37060	6178	46	only	only	RB
37060	6178	47	with	with	IN
37060	6178	48	the	the	DT
37060	6178	49	disease	disease	NN
37060	6178	50	,	,	,
37060	6178	51	but	but	CC
37060	6178	52	with	with	IN
37060	6178	53	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6178	54	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	6178	55	effect	effect	NN
37060	6178	56	.	.	.
37060	6179	1	Where	where	WRB
37060	6179	2	there	there	EX
37060	6179	3	might	may	MD
37060	6179	4	have	have	VB
37060	6179	5	been	be	VBN
37060	6179	6	memories	memory	NNS
37060	6179	7	of	of	IN
37060	6179	8	a	a	DT
37060	6179	9	loving	love	VBG
37060	6179	10	farewell	farewell	NN
37060	6179	11	,	,	,
37060	6179	12	there	there	EX
37060	6179	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	6179	14	emptiness	emptiness	NN
37060	6179	15	.	.	.
37060	6180	1	Just	just	RB
37060	6180	2	as	as	IN
37060	6180	3	spoken	speak	VBN
37060	6180	4	words	word	NNS
37060	6180	5	can	can	MD
37060	6180	6	not	not	RB
37060	6180	7	be	be	VB
37060	6180	8	recalled	recall	VBN
37060	6180	9	,	,	,
37060	6180	10	words	word	NNS
37060	6180	11	which	which	WDT
37060	6180	12	are	be	VBP
37060	6180	13	left	leave	VBN
37060	6180	14	unsaid	unsaid	NNP
37060	6180	15	are	be	VBP
37060	6180	16	merely	merely	RB
37060	6180	17	lifeless	lifeless	JJ
37060	6180	18	fragments	fragment	NNS
37060	6180	19	of	of	IN
37060	6180	20	conversations	conversation	NNS
37060	6180	21	which	which	WDT
37060	6180	22	might	may	MD
37060	6180	23	have	have	VB
37060	6180	24	been	be	VBN
37060	6180	25	,	,	,
37060	6180	26	and	and	CC
37060	6180	27	forever	forever	RB
37060	6180	28	plague	plague	VB
37060	6180	29	the	the	DT
37060	6180	30	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	6180	31	of	of	IN
37060	6180	32	the	the	DT
37060	6180	33	individual	individual	NN
37060	6180	34	who	who	WP
37060	6180	35	elected	elect	VBD
37060	6180	36	silence	silence	NN
37060	6180	37	instead	instead	RB
37060	6180	38	of	of	IN
37060	6180	39	self	self	NN
37060	6180	40	-	-	HYPH
37060	6180	41	expression	expression	NN
37060	6180	42	.	.	.
37060	6181	1	The	the	DT
37060	6181	2	utilization	utilization	NN
37060	6181	3	of	of	IN
37060	6181	4	excessive	excessive	JJ
37060	6181	5	denial	denial	NN
37060	6181	6	toward	toward	IN
37060	6181	7	the	the	DT
37060	6181	8	fact	fact	NN
37060	6181	9	that	that	IN
37060	6181	10	a	a	DT
37060	6181	11	disease	disease	NN
37060	6181	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	6181	13	incurable	incurable	JJ
37060	6181	14	can	can	MD
37060	6181	15	jeopardize	jeopardize	VB
37060	6181	16	one	one	PRP
37060	6181	17	's	's	POS
37060	6181	18	time	time	NN
37060	6181	19	and	and	CC
37060	6181	20	quality	quality	NN
37060	6181	21	of	of	IN
37060	6181	22	life	life	NN
37060	6181	23	.	.	.
37060	6182	1	Denial	Denial	NNP
37060	6182	2	alienates	alienate	VBZ
37060	6182	3	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6182	4	victims	victim	NNS
37060	6182	5	from	from	IN
37060	6182	6	family	family	NN
37060	6182	7	and	and	CC
37060	6182	8	friends	friend	NNS
37060	6182	9	.	.	.
37060	6183	1	While	while	IN
37060	6183	2	the	the	DT
37060	6183	3	patient	patient	NN
37060	6183	4	,	,	,
37060	6183	5	or	or	CC
37060	6183	6	conversely	conversely	RB
37060	6183	7	,	,	,
37060	6183	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6183	9	relative	relative	JJ
37060	6183	10	,	,	,
37060	6183	11	continually	continually	RB
37060	6183	12	galavants	galavant	NNS
37060	6183	13	across	across	IN
37060	6183	14	the	the	DT
37060	6183	15	country	country	NN
37060	6183	16	in	in	IN
37060	6183	17	search	search	NN
37060	6183	18	of	of	IN
37060	6183	19	a	a	DT
37060	6183	20	miracle	miracle	NN
37060	6183	21	drug	drug	NN
37060	6183	22	or	or	CC
37060	6183	23	pretends	pretend	VBZ
37060	6183	24	the	the	DT
37060	6183	25	truth	truth	NN
37060	6183	26	shall	shall	MD
37060	6183	27	not	not	RB
37060	6183	28	come	come	VB
37060	6183	29	to	to	TO
37060	6183	30	pass	pass	VB
37060	6183	31	,	,	,
37060	6183	32	lost	lose	VBN
37060	6183	33	days	day	NNS
37060	6183	34	can	can	MD
37060	6183	35	never	never	RB
37060	6183	36	again	again	RB
37060	6183	37	be	be	VB
37060	6183	38	regained	regain	VBN
37060	6183	39	.	.	.
37060	6184	1	The	the	DT
37060	6184	2	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	6184	3	of	of	IN
37060	6184	4	hope	hope	NN
37060	6184	5	afforded	afford	VBN
37060	6184	6	by	by	IN
37060	6184	7	such	such	JJ
37060	6184	8	futile	futile	JJ
37060	6184	9	excursions	excursion	NNS
37060	6184	10	and	and	CC
37060	6184	11	mental	mental	JJ
37060	6184	12	conjurings	conjuring	NNS
37060	6184	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	6184	14	,	,	,
37060	6184	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6184	16	believe	believe	VBP
37060	6184	17	,	,	,
37060	6184	18	less	less	RBR
37060	6184	19	beneficial	beneficial	JJ
37060	6184	20	than	than	IN
37060	6184	21	are	be	VBP
37060	6184	22	the	the	DT
37060	6184	23	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	6184	24	and	and	CC
37060	6184	25	intimate	intimate	JJ
37060	6184	26	interludes	interlude	NNS
37060	6184	27	which	which	WDT
37060	6184	28	might	may	MD
37060	6184	29	have	have	VB
37060	6184	30	taken	take	VBN
37060	6184	31	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6184	32	place	place	NN
37060	6184	33	.	.	.
37060	6185	1	The	the	DT
37060	6185	2	longer	long	JJR
37060	6185	3	one	one	CD
37060	6185	4	avoids	avoid	VBZ
37060	6185	5	the	the	DT
37060	6185	6	unfaltering	unfaltering	JJ
37060	6185	7	truthfulness	truthfulness	NN
37060	6185	8	of	of	IN
37060	6185	9	such	such	PDT
37060	6185	10	a	a	DT
37060	6185	11	situation	situation	NN
37060	6185	12	,	,	,
37060	6185	13	the	the	DT
37060	6185	14	less	less	JJR
37060	6185	15	time	time	NN
37060	6185	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6185	17	has	have	VBZ
37060	6185	18	to	to	TO
37060	6185	19	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	6185	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6185	21	remaining	remain	VBG
37060	6185	22	days	day	NNS
37060	6185	23	in	in	IN
37060	6185	24	a	a	DT
37060	6185	25	"	"	``
37060	6185	26	normal	normal	JJ
37060	6185	27	"	"	''
37060	6185	28	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	6185	29	.	.	.
37060	6186	1	Unlike	unlike	IN
37060	6186	2	certain	certain	JJ
37060	6186	3	studies	study	NNS
37060	6186	4	on	on	IN
37060	6186	5	illness	illness	NN
37060	6186	6	and	and	CC
37060	6186	7	death	death	NN
37060	6186	8	,	,	,
37060	6186	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6186	10	can	can	MD
37060	6186	11	not	not	RB
37060	6186	12	feel	feel	VB
37060	6186	13	that	that	IN
37060	6186	14	denial	denial	NN
37060	6186	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	6186	16	parallel	parallel	JJ
37060	6186	17	to	to	TO
37060	6186	18	hope	hope	VB
37060	6186	19	,	,	,
37060	6186	20	nor	nor	CC
37060	6186	21	can	can	MD
37060	6186	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6186	23	think	think	VB
37060	6186	24	of	of	IN
37060	6186	25	the	the	DT
37060	6186	26	need	need	NN
37060	6186	27	for	for	IN
37060	6186	28	hope	hope	NN
37060	6186	29	as	as	IN
37060	6186	30	a	a	DT
37060	6186	31	lack	lack	NN
37060	6186	32	of	of	IN
37060	6186	33	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	6186	34	.	.	.
37060	6187	1	As	as	IN
37060	6187	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6187	3	soon	soon	RB
37060	6187	4	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	6187	5	,	,	,
37060	6187	6	self	self	NN
37060	6187	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	6187	8	absorption	absorption	NN
37060	6187	9	in	in	IN
37060	6187	10	a	a	DT
37060	6187	11	traumatic	traumatic	JJ
37060	6187	12	illness	illness	NN
37060	6187	13	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	6187	14	becomes	become	VBZ
37060	6187	15	monotonous	monotonous	JJ
37060	6187	16	,	,	,
37060	6187	17	and	and	CC
37060	6187	18	one	one	NN
37060	6187	19	will	will	MD
37060	6187	20	naturally	naturally	RB
37060	6187	21	turn	turn	VB
37060	6187	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6187	23	mind	mind	NN
37060	6187	24	to	to	TO
37060	6187	25	encompass	encompass	VB
37060	6187	26	other	other	JJ
37060	6187	27	interests	interest	NNS
37060	6187	28	.	.	.
37060	6188	1	This	this	DT
37060	6188	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6188	3	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6188	4	more	more	RBR
37060	6188	5	prominent	prominent	JJ
37060	6188	6	with	with	IN
37060	6188	7	extended	extended	JJ
37060	6188	8	illness	illness	NN
37060	6188	9	,	,	,
37060	6188	10	as	as	IN
37060	6188	11	the	the	DT
37060	6188	12	patient	patient	NN
37060	6188	13	and	and	CC
37060	6188	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6188	15	family	family	NN
37060	6188	16	pursue	pursue	VBP
37060	6188	17	routine	routine	JJ
37060	6188	18	activities	activity	NNS
37060	6188	19	while	while	IN
37060	6188	20	a	a	DT
37060	6188	21	"	"	``
37060	6188	22	lack	lack	NN
37060	6188	23	"	"	''
37060	6188	24	of	of	IN
37060	6188	25	symptoms	symptom	NNS
37060	6188	26	permits	permit	NNS
37060	6188	27	.	.	.
37060	6189	1	Although	although	IN
37060	6189	2	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6189	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	6189	4	definitely	definitely	RB
37060	6189	5	part	part	NN
37060	6189	6	of	of	IN
37060	6189	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6189	8	life	life	NN
37060	6189	9	,	,	,
37060	6189	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6189	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	6189	12	not	not	RB
37060	6189	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6189	14	whole	whole	JJ
37060	6189	15	life	life	NN
37060	6189	16	.	.	.
37060	6190	1	While	while	IN
37060	6190	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6190	3	have	have	VBP
37060	6190	4	never	never	RB
37060	6190	5	thought	think	VBN
37060	6190	6	a	a	DT
37060	6190	7	cure	cure	NN
37060	6190	8	was	be	VBD
37060	6190	9	likely	likely	JJ
37060	6190	10	to	to	TO
37060	6190	11	be	be	VB
37060	6190	12	discovered	discover	VBN
37060	6190	13	,	,	,
37060	6190	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6190	15	know	know	VBP
37060	6190	16	there	there	EX
37060	6190	17	are	be	VBP
37060	6190	18	many	many	JJ
37060	6190	19	involved	involved	JJ
37060	6190	20	in	in	IN
37060	6190	21	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6190	22	research	research	NN
37060	6190	23	;	;	:
37060	6190	24	thus	thus	RB
37060	6190	25	,	,	,
37060	6190	26	as	as	IN
37060	6190	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6190	28	live	live	VBP
37060	6190	29	day	day	NN
37060	6190	30	to	to	IN
37060	6190	31	day	day	NN
37060	6190	32	,	,	,
37060	6190	33	a	a	DT
37060	6190	34	ray	ray	NN
37060	6190	35	of	of	IN
37060	6190	36	hope	hope	NN
37060	6190	37	shines	shine	VBZ
37060	6190	38	through	through	IN
37060	6190	39	a	a	DT
37060	6190	40	door	door	NN
37060	6190	41	which	which	WDT
37060	6190	42	is	be	VBZ
37060	6190	43	not	not	RB
37060	6190	44	completely	completely	RB
37060	6190	45	closed	closed	JJ
37060	6190	46	.	.	.
37060	6191	1	Hope	Hope	NNP
37060	6191	2	injects	inject	VBZ
37060	6191	3	an	an	DT
37060	6191	4	element	element	NN
37060	6191	5	of	of	IN
37060	6191	6	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	6191	7	in	in	IN
37060	6191	8	lives	life	NNS
37060	6191	9	which	which	WDT
37060	6191	10	would	would	MD
37060	6191	11	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	6191	12	be	be	VB
37060	6191	13	stagnant	stagnant	JJ
37060	6191	14	reflections	reflection	NNS
37060	6191	15	of	of	IN
37060	6191	16	death	death	NN
37060	6191	17	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6191	18	.	.	.
37060	6192	1	While	while	IN
37060	6192	2	there	there	EX
37060	6192	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	6192	4	yet	yet	RB
37060	6192	5	a	a	DT
37060	6192	6	chance	chance	NN
37060	6192	7	to	to	TO
37060	6192	8	survive	survive	VB
37060	6192	9	,	,	,
37060	6192	10	and	and	CC
37060	6192	11	discomfort	discomfort	NN
37060	6192	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	6192	13	not	not	RB
37060	6192	14	the	the	DT
37060	6192	15	primary	primary	JJ
37060	6192	16	essence	essence	NN
37060	6192	17	of	of	IN
37060	6192	18	each	each	DT
37060	6192	19	day	day	NN
37060	6192	20	,	,	,
37060	6192	21	one	one	PRP
37060	6192	22	tends	tend	VBZ
37060	6192	23	to	to	TO
37060	6192	24	think	think	VB
37060	6192	25	of	of	IN
37060	6192	26	life	life	NN
37060	6192	27	;	;	:
37060	6192	28	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6192	29	is	be	VBZ
37060	6192	30	all	all	DT
37060	6192	31	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6192	32	,	,	,
37060	6192	33	as	as	IN
37060	6192	34	humans	human	NNS
37060	6192	35	,	,	,
37060	6192	36	truly	truly	RB
37060	6192	37	know	know	VBP
37060	6192	38	.	.	.
37060	6193	1	Luckily	luckily	RB
37060	6193	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6193	3	family	family	NN
37060	6193	4	and	and	CC
37060	6193	5	better	well	JJR
37060	6193	6	friends	friend	NNS
37060	6193	7	did	do	VBD
37060	6193	8	not	not	RB
37060	6193	9	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	6193	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6193	11	problem	problem	NN
37060	6193	12	.	.	.
37060	6194	1	There	there	EX
37060	6194	2	were	be	VBD
37060	6194	3	times	time	NNS
37060	6194	4	when	when	WRB
37060	6194	5	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6194	6	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6194	7	pressed	press	VBN
37060	6194	8	to	to	TO
37060	6194	9	talk	talk	VB
37060	6194	10	,	,	,
37060	6194	11	and	and	CC
37060	6194	12	let	let	VB
37060	6194	13	go	go	VB
37060	6194	14	of	of	IN
37060	6194	15	the	the	DT
37060	6194	16	tears	tear	NNS
37060	6194	17	which	which	WDT
37060	6194	18	were	be	VBD
37060	6194	19	usually	usually	RB
37060	6194	20	held	hold	VBN
37060	6194	21	at	at	IN
37060	6194	22	bay	bay	NN
37060	6194	23	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	6194	24	the	the	DT
37060	6194	25	day	day	NN
37060	6194	26	.	.	.
37060	6195	1	Disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	6195	2	and	and	CC
37060	6195	3	faded	faded	JJ
37060	6195	4	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	6195	5	stabbed	stab	VBD
37060	6195	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6195	7	father	father	NN
37060	6195	8	through	through	IN
37060	6195	9	the	the	DT
37060	6195	10	heart	heart	NN
37060	6195	11	,	,	,
37060	6195	12	and	and	CC
37060	6195	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6195	14	lamented	lament	VBD
37060	6195	15	the	the	DT
37060	6195	16	many	many	JJ
37060	6195	17	sadnesses	sadness	NNS
37060	6195	18	with	with	IN
37060	6195	19	an	an	DT
37060	6195	20	angry	angry	JJ
37060	6195	21	vengeance	vengeance	NN
37060	6195	22	.	.	.
37060	6196	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	6196	2	's	's	POS
37060	6196	3	aching	aching	NN
37060	6196	4	for	for	IN
37060	6196	5	that	that	DT
37060	6196	6	which	which	WDT
37060	6196	7	could	could	MD
37060	6196	8	not	not	RB
37060	6196	9	be	be	VB
37060	6196	10	often	often	RB
37060	6196	11	liquified	liquify	VBN
37060	6196	12	into	into	IN
37060	6196	13	tears	tear	NNS
37060	6196	14	.	.	.
37060	6197	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6197	2	,	,	,
37060	6197	3	on	on	IN
37060	6197	4	one	one	CD
37060	6197	5	of	of	IN
37060	6197	6	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6197	7	walks	walk	NNS
37060	6197	8	,	,	,
37060	6197	9	would	would	MD
37060	6197	10	blandly	blandly	RB
37060	6197	11	state	state	VB
37060	6197	12	,	,	,
37060	6197	13	"	"	''
37060	6197	14	No	no	DT
37060	6197	15	luck	luck	NN
37060	6197	16	at	at	RB
37060	6197	17	all	all	RB
37060	6197	18	.	.	.
37060	6198	1	.	.	.
37060	6199	1	.	.	.
37060	6199	2	"	"	''
37060	6200	1	The	the	DT
37060	6200	2	need	need	NN
37060	6200	3	to	to	TO
37060	6200	4	speak	speak	VB
37060	6200	5	,	,	,
37060	6200	6	and	and	CC
37060	6200	7	the	the	DT
37060	6200	8	responsibility	responsibility	NN
37060	6200	9	to	to	TO
37060	6200	10	listen	listen	VB
37060	6200	11	,	,	,
37060	6200	12	alternated	alternate	VBN
37060	6200	13	between	between	IN
37060	6200	14	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6200	15	,	,	,
37060	6200	16	and	and	CC
37060	6200	17	strengthened	strengthen	VBD
37060	6200	18	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6200	19	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	6200	20	;	;	:
37060	6200	21	the	the	DT
37060	6200	22	patient	patient	NN
37060	6200	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	6200	24	not	not	RB
37060	6200	25	the	the	DT
37060	6200	26	only	only	JJ
37060	6200	27	one	one	CD
37060	6200	28	in	in	IN
37060	6200	29	need	need	NN
37060	6200	30	of	of	IN
37060	6200	31	a	a	DT
37060	6200	32	tireless	tireless	NN
37060	6200	33	ear	ear	NN
37060	6200	34	.	.	.
37060	6201	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6201	2	had	have	VBD
37060	6201	3	to	to	TO
37060	6201	4	be	be	VB
37060	6201	5	able	able	JJ
37060	6201	6	to	to	TO
37060	6201	7	be	be	VB
37060	6201	8	free	free	JJ
37060	6201	9	to	to	TO
37060	6201	10	talk	talk	VB
37060	6201	11	and	and	CC
37060	6201	12	joke	joke	NN
37060	6201	13	of	of	IN
37060	6201	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6201	15	illness	illness	NN
37060	6201	16	,	,	,
37060	6201	17	not	not	RB
37060	6201	18	hide	hide	VB
37060	6201	19	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6201	20	existence	existence	NN
37060	6201	21	in	in	IN
37060	6201	22	the	the	DT
37060	6201	23	corner	corner	NN
37060	6201	24	of	of	IN
37060	6201	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6201	26	mind	mind	NN
37060	6201	27	.	.	.
37060	6202	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6202	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6202	3	part	part	NN
37060	6202	4	of	of	IN
37060	6202	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6202	6	life	life	NN
37060	6202	7	,	,	,
37060	6202	8	becoming	become	VBG
37060	6202	9	as	as	RB
37060	6202	10	natural	natural	JJ
37060	6202	11	as	as	IN
37060	6202	12	eating	eat	VBG
37060	6202	13	and	and	CC
37060	6202	14	sleeping	sleep	VBG
37060	6202	15	.	.	.
37060	6203	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	6203	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6203	3	been	be	VBN
37060	6203	4	forced	force	VBN
37060	6203	5	to	to	TO
37060	6203	6	conceal	conceal	VB
37060	6203	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6203	8	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	6203	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6203	10	life	life	NN
37060	6203	11	would	would	MD
37060	6203	12	have	have	VB
37060	6203	13	been	be	VBN
37060	6203	14	one	one	CD
37060	6203	15	of	of	IN
37060	6203	16	loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	6203	17	and	and	CC
37060	6203	18	despair	despair	NN
37060	6203	19	;	;	:
37060	6203	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6203	21	would	would	MD
37060	6203	22	only	only	RB
37060	6203	23	have	have	VB
37060	6203	24	been	be	VBN
37060	6203	25	what	what	WP
37060	6203	26	people	people	NNS
37060	6203	27	wanted	want	VBD
37060	6203	28	to	to	TO
37060	6203	29	see	see	VB
37060	6203	30	...	...	:
37060	6203	31	an	an	DT
37060	6203	32	image	image	NN
37060	6203	33	,	,	,
37060	6203	34	not	not	RB
37060	6203	35	a	a	DT
37060	6203	36	real	real	JJ
37060	6203	37	person	person	NN
37060	6203	38	.	.	.
37060	6204	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6204	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6204	3	alive	alive	JJ
37060	6204	4	,	,	,
37060	6204	5	housing	house	VBG
37060	6204	6	an	an	DT
37060	6204	7	alien	alien	JJ
37060	6204	8	growth	growth	NN
37060	6204	9	,	,	,
37060	6204	10	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	6204	11	nurturing	nurture	VBG
37060	6204	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6204	13	,	,	,
37060	6204	14	so	so	IN
37060	6204	15	that	that	IN
37060	6204	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6204	17	may	may	MD
37060	6204	18	fulfill	fulfill	VB
37060	6204	19	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6204	20	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	6204	21	.	.	.
37060	6205	1	To	to	TO
37060	6205	2	try	try	VB
37060	6205	3	to	to	TO
37060	6205	4	impede	impede	VB
37060	6205	5	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6205	6	fixed	fix	VBN
37060	6205	7	intent	intent	NN
37060	6205	8	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	6205	9	futile	futile	JJ
37060	6205	10	;	;	:
37060	6205	11	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6205	12	desired	desire	VBN
37060	6205	13	to	to	TO
37060	6205	14	squeeze	squeeze	VB
37060	6205	15	life	life	NN
37060	6205	16	from	from	IN
37060	6205	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6205	18	body	body	NN
37060	6205	19	many	many	JJ
37060	6205	20	years	year	NNS
37060	6205	21	ago	ago	RB
37060	6205	22	...	...	:
37060	6205	23	and	and	CC
37060	6205	24	now	now	RB
37060	6205	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6205	26	truly	truly	RB
37060	6205	27	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	6205	28	that	that	IN
37060	6205	29	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6205	30	would	would	MD
37060	6205	31	succeed	succeed	VB
37060	6205	32	.	.	.
37060	6206	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	6206	2	,	,	,
37060	6206	3	almost	almost	RB
37060	6206	4	pleased	pleased	JJ
37060	6206	5	with	with	IN
37060	6206	6	the	the	DT
37060	6206	7	belief	belief	NN
37060	6206	8	that	that	IN
37060	6206	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6206	10	life	life	NN
37060	6206	11	had	have	VBD
37060	6206	12	found	find	VBN
37060	6206	13	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6206	14	rut	rut	NN
37060	6206	15	,	,	,
37060	6206	16	from	from	IN
37060	6206	17	which	which	WDT
37060	6206	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6206	19	could	could	MD
37060	6206	20	not	not	RB
37060	6206	21	be	be	VB
37060	6206	22	removed	remove	VBN
37060	6206	23	,	,	,
37060	6206	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6206	25	wanted	want	VBD
37060	6206	26	to	to	TO
37060	6206	27	live	live	VB
37060	6206	28	in	in	IN
37060	6206	29	a	a	DT
37060	6206	30	manner	manner	NN
37060	6206	31	conducive	conducive	JJ
37060	6206	32	to	to	IN
37060	6206	33	good	good	JJ
37060	6206	34	spirits	spirit	NNS
37060	6206	35	.	.	.
37060	6207	1	No	no	DT
37060	6207	2	one	one	NN
37060	6207	3	,	,	,
37060	6207	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6207	5	thought	think	VBD
37060	6207	6	,	,	,
37060	6207	7	would	would	MD
37060	6207	8	interfere	interfere	VB
37060	6207	9	with	with	IN
37060	6207	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6207	11	peace	peace	NN
37060	6207	12	.	.	.
37060	6208	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	6208	2	225	225	CD
37060	6208	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	6208	4	27	27	CD
37060	6208	5	Frustrations	Frustrations	NNPS
37060	6208	6	"	"	''
37060	6208	7	.	.	.
37060	6209	1	.	.	.
37060	6210	1	.	.	.
37060	6211	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6211	2	did	do	VBD
37060	6211	3	not	not	RB
37060	6211	4	want	want	VB
37060	6211	5	to	to	TO
37060	6211	6	exist	exist	VB
37060	6211	7	on	on	IN
37060	6211	8	a	a	DT
37060	6211	9	roller	roller	NN
37060	6211	10	coaster	coaster	NN
37060	6211	11	,	,	,
37060	6211	12	constantly	constantly	RB
37060	6211	13	grasping	grasp	VBG
37060	6211	14	an	an	DT
37060	6211	15	inflated	inflate	VBN
37060	6211	16	balloon	balloon	NN
37060	6211	17	of	of	IN
37060	6211	18	hope	hope	NN
37060	6211	19	for	for	IN
37060	6211	20	each	each	DT
37060	6211	21	successive	successive	JJ
37060	6211	22	"	"	``
37060	6211	23	cure	cure	NN
37060	6211	24	"	"	''
37060	6211	25	.	.	.
37060	6212	1	.	.	.
37060	6213	1	.	.	.
37060	6213	2	"	"	''
37060	6214	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	6214	2	TWENTY	TWENTY	NNP
37060	6214	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	6214	4	SEVEN	SEVEN	NNP
37060	6214	5	Frustrations	Frustrations	NNPS
37060	6214	6	Returning	return	VBG
37060	6214	7	to	to	IN
37060	6214	8	college	college	NN
37060	6214	9	was	be	VBD
37060	6214	10	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	6214	11	,	,	,
37060	6214	12	as	as	IN
37060	6214	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6214	14	prompted	prompt	VBD
37060	6214	15	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	6214	16	explanations	explanation	NNS
37060	6214	17	as	as	IN
37060	6214	18	to	to	IN
37060	6214	19	the	the	DT
37060	6214	20	cause	cause	NN
37060	6214	21	of	of	IN
37060	6214	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6214	23	absence	absence	NN
37060	6214	24	.	.	.
37060	6215	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6215	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6215	3	honest	honest	JJ
37060	6215	4	,	,	,
37060	6215	5	relating	relate	VBG
37060	6215	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6215	7	situation	situation	NN
37060	6215	8	as	as	RB
37060	6215	9	gently	gently	RB
37060	6215	10	as	as	IN
37060	6215	11	the	the	DT
37060	6215	12	English	English	NNP
37060	6215	13	vocabulary	vocabulary	NN
37060	6215	14	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	6215	15	.	.	.
37060	6216	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6216	2	wished	wish	VBD
37060	6216	3	no	no	DT
37060	6216	4	pity	pity	NN
37060	6216	5	,	,	,
37060	6216	6	simply	simply	RB
37060	6216	7	the	the	DT
37060	6216	8	same	same	JJ
37060	6216	9	cordiality	cordiality	NN
37060	6216	10	which	which	WDT
37060	6216	11	before	before	RB
37060	6216	12	had	have	VBD
37060	6216	13	greeted	greet	VBN
37060	6216	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6216	15	entry	entry	NN
37060	6216	16	into	into	IN
37060	6216	17	the	the	DT
37060	6216	18	room	room	NN
37060	6216	19	,	,	,
37060	6216	20	and	and	CC
37060	6216	21	happily	happily	RB
37060	6216	22	this	this	DT
37060	6216	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6216	24	did	do	VBD
37060	6216	25	receive	receive	VB
37060	6216	26	.	.	.
37060	6217	1	Yet	yet	RB
37060	6217	2	more	more	JJR
37060	6217	3	than	than	IN
37060	6217	4	this	this	DT
37060	6217	5	,	,	,
37060	6217	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6217	7	found	find	VBD
37060	6217	8	within	within	IN
37060	6217	9	many	many	JJ
37060	6217	10	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	6217	11	a	a	DT
37060	6217	12	deep	deep	JJ
37060	6217	13	incredulousness	incredulousness	NN
37060	6217	14	,	,	,
37060	6217	15	as	as	IN
37060	6217	16	if	if	IN
37060	6217	17	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6217	18	were	be	VBD
37060	6217	19	simultaneously	simultaneously	RB
37060	6217	20	amazed	amazed	JJ
37060	6217	21	and	and	CC
37060	6217	22	frightened	frightened	JJ
37060	6217	23	that	that	IN
37060	6217	24	such	such	PDT
37060	6217	25	a	a	DT
37060	6217	26	horrid	horrid	NN
37060	6217	27	disorder	disorder	NN
37060	6217	28	had	have	VBD
37060	6217	29	pounced	pounce	VBN
37060	6217	30	so	so	RB
37060	6217	31	near	near	RB
37060	6217	32	to	to	IN
37060	6217	33	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6217	34	own	own	JJ
37060	6217	35	lives	life	NNS
37060	6217	36	.	.	.
37060	6218	1	Their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6218	2	faces	face	NNS
37060	6218	3	proclaimed	proclaim	VBD
37060	6218	4	"	"	``
37060	6218	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6218	6	can	can	MD
37060	6218	7	not	not	RB
37060	6218	8	be	be	VB
37060	6218	9	!	!	.
37060	6218	10	"	"	''
37060	6219	1	while	while	IN
37060	6219	2	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6219	3	tried	try	VBD
37060	6219	4	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	6219	5	to	to	TO
37060	6219	6	transform	transform	VB
37060	6219	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6219	8	words	word	NNS
37060	6219	9	into	into	IN
37060	6219	10	a	a	DT
37060	6219	11	statement	statement	NN
37060	6219	12	which	which	WDT
37060	6219	13	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6219	14	found	find	VBD
37060	6219	15	reasonable	reasonable	JJ
37060	6219	16	and	and	CC
37060	6219	17	within	within	IN
37060	6219	18	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6219	19	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	6219	20	to	to	TO
37060	6219	21	understand	understand	VB
37060	6219	22	.	.	.
37060	6220	1	How	how	WRB
37060	6220	2	could	could	MD
37060	6220	3	such	such	PDT
37060	6220	4	a	a	DT
37060	6220	5	thing	thing	NN
37060	6220	6	happen	happen	VB
37060	6220	7	to	to	IN
37060	6220	8	someone	someone	NN
37060	6220	9	"	"	``
37060	6220	10	so	so	RB
37060	6220	11	young	young	JJ
37060	6220	12	.	.	.
37060	6220	13	"	"	''
37060	6221	1	One	one	CD
37060	6221	2	particularly	particularly	RB
37060	6221	3	agreeable	agreeable	JJ
37060	6221	4	friend	friend	NN
37060	6221	5	wasted	waste	VBD
37060	6221	6	no	no	DT
37060	6221	7	time	time	NN
37060	6221	8	in	in	IN
37060	6221	9	asserting	assert	VBG
37060	6221	10	that	that	IN
37060	6221	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6221	12	would	would	MD
37060	6221	13	follow	follow	VB
37060	6221	14	a	a	DT
37060	6221	15	plan	plan	NN
37060	6221	16	consisting	consist	VBG
37060	6221	17	of	of	IN
37060	6221	18	health	health	NN
37060	6221	19	food	food	NN
37060	6221	20	and	and	CC
37060	6221	21	soon	soon	RB
37060	6221	22	find	find	VB
37060	6221	23	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6221	24	"	"	``
37060	6221	25	detoxified	detoxify	VBN
37060	6221	26	"	"	''
37060	6221	27	and	and	CC
37060	6221	28	on	on	IN
37060	6221	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6221	30	way	way	NN
37060	6221	31	to	to	IN
37060	6221	32	full	full	JJ
37060	6221	33	recovery	recovery	NN
37060	6221	34	.	.	.
37060	6222	1	Dubious	dubious	JJ
37060	6222	2	,	,	,
37060	6222	3	and	and	CC
37060	6222	4	rather	rather	RB
37060	6222	5	self	self	NN
37060	6222	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	6222	7	protective	protective	JJ
37060	6222	8	,	,	,
37060	6222	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6222	10	hesitantly	hesitantly	RB
37060	6222	11	agreed	agree	VBD
37060	6222	12	to	to	TO
37060	6222	13	accompany	accompany	VB
37060	6222	14	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6222	15	to	to	IN
37060	6222	16	the	the	DT
37060	6222	17	local	local	JJ
37060	6222	18	natural	natural	JJ
37060	6222	19	food	food	NN
37060	6222	20	store	store	NN
37060	6222	21	to	to	TO
37060	6222	22	see	see	VB
37060	6222	23	if	if	IN
37060	6222	24	the	the	DT
37060	6222	25	owner	owner	NN
37060	6222	26	knew	know	VBD
37060	6222	27	of	of	IN
37060	6222	28	any	any	DT
37060	6222	29	promising	promising	JJ
37060	6222	30	,	,	,
37060	6222	31	no	no	DT
37060	6222	32	-	-	HYPH
37060	6222	33	fail	fail	VBP
37060	6222	34	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	6222	35	for	for	IN
37060	6222	36	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6222	37	.	.	.
37060	6223	1	Once	once	RB
37060	6223	2	there	there	RB
37060	6223	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6223	4	was	be	VBD
37060	6223	5	shown	show	VBN
37060	6223	6	a	a	DT
37060	6223	7	variety	variety	NN
37060	6223	8	of	of	IN
37060	6223	9	self	self	NN
37060	6223	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	6223	11	cures	cure	NNS
37060	6223	12	,	,	,
37060	6223	13	ranging	range	VBG
37060	6223	14	from	from	IN
37060	6223	15	herbal	herbal	JJ
37060	6223	16	diets	diet	NNS
37060	6223	17	,	,	,
37060	6223	18	to	to	IN
37060	6223	19	drinking	drink	VBG
37060	6223	20	carrot	carrot	NNP
37060	6223	21	juice	juice	NN
37060	6223	22	and	and	CC
37060	6223	23	exorbitantly	exorbitantly	RB
37060	6223	24	priced	price	VBN
37060	6223	25	tea	tea	NN
37060	6223	26	.	.	.
37060	6224	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6224	2	failed	fail	VBD
37060	6224	3	to	to	TO
37060	6224	4	see	see	VB
37060	6224	5	how	how	WRB
37060	6224	6	such	such	JJ
37060	6224	7	measures	measure	NNS
37060	6224	8	could	could	MD
37060	6224	9	possibly	possibly	RB
37060	6224	10	help	help	VB
37060	6224	11	,	,	,
37060	6224	12	for	for	IN
37060	6224	13	if	if	IN
37060	6224	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6224	15	did	do	VBD
37060	6224	16	,	,	,
37060	6224	17	would	would	MD
37060	6224	18	not	not	RB
37060	6224	19	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	6224	20	with	with	IN
37060	6224	21	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6224	22	be	be	VBP
37060	6224	23	flooding	flood	VBG
37060	6224	24	into	into	IN
37060	6224	25	the	the	DT
37060	6224	26	store	store	NN
37060	6224	27	,	,	,
37060	6224	28	rather	rather	RB
37060	6224	29	than	than	IN
37060	6224	30	laying	lay	VBG
37060	6224	31	bedridden	bedridden	NN
37060	6224	32	in	in	IN
37060	6224	33	a	a	DT
37060	6224	34	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	6224	35	ward	ward	NN
37060	6224	36	?	?	.
37060	6225	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6225	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	6225	3	around	around	RB
37060	6225	4	at	at	IN
37060	6225	5	the	the	DT
37060	6225	6	people	people	NNS
37060	6225	7	.	.	.
37060	6226	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6226	2	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	6226	3	to	to	TO
37060	6226	4	be	be	VB
37060	6226	5	ill	ill	JJ
37060	6226	6	.	.	.
37060	6227	1	Carrot	Carrot	NNP
37060	6227	2	juice	juice	NN
37060	6227	3	drinkers	drinker	NNS
37060	6227	4	,	,	,
37060	6227	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6227	6	presumed	presume	VBD
37060	6227	7	!	!	.
37060	6228	1	At	at	IN
37060	6228	2	any	any	DT
37060	6228	3	rate	rate	NN
37060	6228	4	,	,	,
37060	6228	5	water	water	NN
37060	6228	6	infused	infuse	VBN
37060	6228	7	with	with	IN
37060	6228	8	plain	plain	JJ
37060	6228	9	tea	tea	NN
37060	6228	10	sounded	sound	VBD
37060	6228	11	more	more	RBR
37060	6228	12	appealing	appealing	JJ
37060	6228	13	to	to	IN
37060	6228	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6228	15	,	,	,
37060	6228	16	and	and	CC
37060	6228	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6228	18	friend	friend	NN
37060	6228	19	and	and	CC
37060	6228	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6228	21	sat	sit	VBD
37060	6228	22	down	down	RP
37060	6228	23	at	at	IN
37060	6228	24	one	one	CD
37060	6228	25	of	of	IN
37060	6228	26	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6228	27	tables	table	NNS
37060	6228	28	to	to	TO
37060	6228	29	peruse	peruse	VB
37060	6228	30	several	several	JJ
37060	6228	31	books	book	NNS
37060	6228	32	on	on	IN
37060	6228	33	the	the	DT
37060	6228	34	subject	subject	NN
37060	6228	35	of	of	IN
37060	6228	36	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6228	37	.	.	.
37060	6229	1	Because	because	IN
37060	6229	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6229	3	had	have	VBD
37060	6229	4	so	so	RB
37060	6229	5	thoroughly	thoroughly	RB
37060	6229	6	resigned	resign	VBN
37060	6229	7	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6229	8	to	to	IN
37060	6229	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6229	10	inevitable	inevitable	JJ
37060	6229	11	death	death	NN
37060	6229	12	,	,	,
37060	6229	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6229	14	did	do	VBD
37060	6229	15	not	not	RB
37060	6229	16	relish	relish	VB
37060	6229	17	the	the	DT
37060	6229	18	thought	thought	NN
37060	6229	19	of	of	IN
37060	6229	20	inquiring	inquire	VBG
37060	6229	21	into	into	IN
37060	6229	22	cures	cure	NNS
37060	6229	23	;	;	:
37060	6229	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6229	25	was	be	VBD
37060	6229	26	as	as	IN
37060	6229	27	if	if	IN
37060	6229	28	these	these	DT
37060	6229	29	"	"	``
37060	6229	30	cures	cure	NNS
37060	6229	31	"	"	''
37060	6229	32	threatened	threaten	VBD
37060	6229	33	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6229	34	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	6229	35	and	and	CC
37060	6229	36	sense	sense	NN
37060	6229	37	of	of	IN
37060	6229	38	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	6229	39	security	security	NN
37060	6229	40	,	,	,
37060	6229	41	for	for	IN
37060	6229	42	once	once	RB
37060	6229	43	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	6229	44	has	have	VBZ
37060	6229	45	been	be	VBN
37060	6229	46	attained	attain	VBN
37060	6229	47	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6229	48	is	be	VBZ
37060	6229	49	not	not	RB
37060	6229	50	easy	easy	JJ
37060	6229	51	to	to	TO
37060	6229	52	smile	smile	VB
37060	6229	53	upon	upon	IN
37060	6229	54	that	that	DT
37060	6229	55	which	which	WDT
37060	6229	56	may	may	MD
37060	6229	57	destroy	destroy	VB
37060	6229	58	one	one	PRP
37060	6229	59	's	's	POS
37060	6229	60	inner	inner	JJ
37060	6229	61	peace	peace	NN
37060	6229	62	.	.	.
37060	6230	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6230	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6230	3	would	would	MD
37060	6230	4	try	try	VB
37060	6230	5	to	to	TO
37060	6230	6	explain	explain	VB
37060	6230	7	this	this	DT
37060	6230	8	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	6230	9	,	,	,
37060	6230	10	people	people	NNS
37060	6230	11	often	often	RB
37060	6230	12	thought	think	VBD
37060	6230	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6230	14	housed	house	VBD
37060	6230	15	a	a	DT
37060	6230	16	"	"	``
37060	6230	17	death	death	NN
37060	6230	18	wish	wish	NN
37060	6230	19	"	"	''
37060	6230	20	or	or	CC
37060	6230	21	that	that	IN
37060	6230	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6230	23	had	have	VBD
37060	6230	24	no	no	DT
37060	6230	25	zest	zest	NN
37060	6230	26	for	for	IN
37060	6230	27	life	life	NN
37060	6230	28	.	.	.
37060	6231	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6231	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6231	3	a	a	DT
37060	6231	4	chore	chore	NN
37060	6231	5	to	to	TO
37060	6231	6	explain	explain	VB
37060	6231	7	this	this	DT
37060	6231	8	was	be	VBD
37060	6231	9	not	not	RB
37060	6231	10	true	true	JJ
37060	6231	11	,	,	,
37060	6231	12	but	but	CC
37060	6231	13	rather	rather	RB
37060	6231	14	,	,	,
37060	6231	15	that	that	IN
37060	6231	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6231	17	did	do	VBD
37060	6231	18	not	not	RB
37060	6231	19	want	want	VB
37060	6231	20	to	to	TO
37060	6231	21	exist	exist	VB
37060	6231	22	on	on	IN
37060	6231	23	a	a	DT
37060	6231	24	roller	roller	NN
37060	6231	25	coaster	coaster	NN
37060	6231	26	,	,	,
37060	6231	27	constantly	constantly	RB
37060	6231	28	grasping	grasp	VBG
37060	6231	29	an	an	DT
37060	6231	30	inflated	inflate	VBN
37060	6231	31	balloon	balloon	NN
37060	6231	32	of	of	IN
37060	6231	33	hope	hope	NN
37060	6231	34	for	for	IN
37060	6231	35	each	each	DT
37060	6231	36	successive	successive	JJ
37060	6231	37	"	"	``
37060	6231	38	cure	cure	NN
37060	6231	39	"	"	''
37060	6231	40	and	and	CC
37060	6231	41	then	then	RB
37060	6231	42	falling	fall	VBG
37060	6231	43	into	into	IN
37060	6231	44	the	the	DT
37060	6231	45	despair	despair	NN
37060	6231	46	of	of	IN
37060	6231	47	disillusionment	disillusionment	NN
37060	6231	48	when	when	WRB
37060	6231	49	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6231	50	failed	fail	VBD
37060	6231	51	to	to	TO
37060	6231	52	enact	enact	VB
37060	6231	53	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6231	54	promise	promise	NN
37060	6231	55	.	.	.
37060	6232	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6232	2	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	6232	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6232	4	attitude	attitude	NN
37060	6232	5	did	do	VBD
37060	6232	6	not	not	RB
37060	6232	7	injure	injure	VB
37060	6232	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6232	9	friend	friend	NN
37060	6232	10	's	's	POS
37060	6232	11	good	good	JJ
37060	6232	12	intentions	intention	NNS
37060	6232	13	;	;	:
37060	6232	14	ironically	ironically	RB
37060	6232	15	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6232	16	were	be	VBD
37060	6232	17	each	each	DT
37060	6232	18	looking	look	VBG
37060	6232	19	out	out	RP
37060	6232	20	for	for	IN
37060	6232	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6232	22	well	well	NN
37060	6232	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	6232	24	being	being	NN
37060	6232	25	...	...	:
37060	6232	26	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6232	27	wished	wish	VBD
37060	6232	28	for	for	IN
37060	6232	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6232	30	health	health	NN
37060	6232	31	and	and	CC
37060	6232	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6232	33	for	for	IN
37060	6232	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6232	35	sanity	sanity	NN
37060	6232	36	.	.	.
37060	6233	1	Scrawling	scrawl	VBG
37060	6233	2	several	several	JJ
37060	6233	3	book	book	NN
37060	6233	4	titles	title	NNS
37060	6233	5	and	and	CC
37060	6233	6	clinics	clinic	NNS
37060	6233	7	on	on	IN
37060	6233	8	a	a	DT
37060	6233	9	piece	piece	NN
37060	6233	10	of	of	IN
37060	6233	11	note	note	NN
37060	6233	12	paper	paper	NN
37060	6233	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6233	14	dismissed	dismiss	VBD
37060	6233	15	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6233	16	from	from	IN
37060	6233	17	the	the	DT
37060	6233	18	store	store	NN
37060	6233	19	into	into	IN
37060	6233	20	the	the	DT
37060	6233	21	fresh	fresh	JJ
37060	6233	22	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	6233	23	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	6233	24	.	.	.
37060	6234	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6234	2	determined	determine	VBD
37060	6234	3	to	to	TO
37060	6234	4	check	check	VB
37060	6234	5	out	out	RP
37060	6234	6	a	a	DT
37060	6234	7	book	book	NN
37060	6234	8	on	on	IN
37060	6234	9	vitamin	vitamin	NN
37060	6234	10	C	c	NN
37060	6234	11	therapy	therapy	NN
37060	6234	12	at	at	IN
37060	6234	13	the	the	DT
37060	6234	14	library	library	NN
37060	6234	15	before	before	IN
37060	6234	16	going	go	VBG
37060	6234	17	home	home	RB
37060	6234	18	,	,	,
37060	6234	19	although	although	IN
37060	6234	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6234	21	honestly	honestly	RB
37060	6234	22	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	6234	23	that	that	IN
37060	6234	24	the	the	DT
37060	6234	25	information	information	NN
37060	6234	26	therein	therein	RB
37060	6234	27	would	would	MD
37060	6234	28	prove	prove	VB
37060	6234	29	doubtful	doubtful	JJ
37060	6234	30	and	and	CC
37060	6234	31	not	not	RB
37060	6234	32	merit	merit	NN
37060	6234	33	further	further	JJ
37060	6234	34	investigation	investigation	NN
37060	6234	35	.	.	.
37060	6235	1	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	6235	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6235	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6235	4	some	some	DT
37060	6235	5	sort	sort	NN
37060	6235	6	of	of	IN
37060	6235	7	an	an	DT
37060	6235	8	odd	odd	JJ
37060	6235	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	6235	10	ball	ball	NN
37060	6235	11	,	,	,
37060	6235	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6235	13	thought	think	VBD
37060	6235	14	,	,	,
37060	6235	15	toting	tote	VBG
37060	6235	16	the	the	DT
37060	6235	17	book	book	NN
37060	6235	18	under	under	IN
37060	6235	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6235	20	arm	arm	NN
37060	6235	21	.	.	.
37060	6236	1	.	.	.
37060	6237	1	.everyone	.everyone	NNP
37060	6237	2	wants	want	VBZ
37060	6237	3	to	to	TO
37060	6237	4	see	see	VB
37060	6237	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6237	6	cured	cure	VBN
37060	6237	7	but	but	CC
37060	6237	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6237	9	;	;	:
37060	6237	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6237	11	wanted	want	VBD
37060	6237	12	that	that	IN
37060	6237	13	also	also	RB
37060	6237	14	,	,	,
37060	6237	15	but	but	CC
37060	6237	16	without	without	IN
37060	6237	17	the	the	DT
37060	6237	18	lies	lie	NNS
37060	6237	19	and	and	CC
37060	6237	20	shams	sham	NNS
37060	6237	21	that	that	IN
37060	6237	22	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6237	23	often	often	RB
37060	6237	24	entailed	entail	VBD
37060	6237	25	.	.	.
37060	6238	1	After	after	IN
37060	6238	2	thoroughly	thoroughly	RB
37060	6238	3	scouring	scour	VBG
37060	6238	4	the	the	DT
37060	6238	5	book	book	NN
37060	6238	6	for	for	IN
37060	6238	7	details	detail	NNS
37060	6238	8	,	,	,
37060	6238	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6238	10	found	find	VBD
37060	6238	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6238	12	previous	previous	JJ
37060	6238	13	assumptions	assumption	NNS
37060	6238	14	to	to	TO
37060	6238	15	be	be	VB
37060	6238	16	correct	correct	JJ
37060	6238	17	.	.	.
37060	6239	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6239	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6239	3	not	not	RB
37060	6239	4	proven	prove	VBN
37060	6239	5	that	that	DT
37060	6239	6	vitamin	vitamin	NN
37060	6239	7	C	C	NNP
37060	6239	8	increased	increase	VBD
37060	6239	9	one	one	CD
37060	6239	10	's	's	POS
37060	6239	11	life	life	NN
37060	6239	12	expectancy	expectancy	NN
37060	6239	13	and	and	CC
37060	6239	14	,	,	,
37060	6239	15	as	as	IN
37060	6239	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6239	17	had	have	VBD
37060	6239	18	also	also	RB
37060	6239	19	surmised	surmise	VBN
37060	6239	20	,	,	,
37060	6239	21	the	the	DT
37060	6239	22	ingestion	ingestion	NN
37060	6239	23	of	of	IN
37060	6239	24	large	large	JJ
37060	6239	25	amounts	amount	NNS
37060	6239	26	could	could	MD
37060	6239	27	render	render	VB
37060	6239	28	some	some	DT
37060	6239	29	ill	ill	JJ
37060	6239	30	effects	effect	NNS
37060	6239	31	,	,	,
37060	6239	32	ranging	range	VBG
37060	6239	33	from	from	IN
37060	6239	34	mild	mild	JJ
37060	6239	35	discomforts	discomfort	NNS
37060	6239	36	to	to	IN
37060	6239	37	more	more	RBR
37060	6239	38	serious	serious	JJ
37060	6239	39	complications	complication	NNS
37060	6239	40	.	.	.
37060	6240	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6240	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6240	3	relieved	relieve	VBN
37060	6240	4	to	to	TO
37060	6240	5	read	read	VB
37060	6240	6	this	this	DT
37060	6240	7	,	,	,
37060	6240	8	as	as	IN
37060	6240	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6240	10	disliked	dislike	VBD
37060	6240	11	the	the	DT
37060	6240	12	idea	idea	NN
37060	6240	13	of	of	IN
37060	6240	14	taking	take	VBG
37060	6240	15	massive	massive	JJ
37060	6240	16	doses	dose	NNS
37060	6240	17	of	of	IN
37060	6240	18	anything	anything	NN
37060	6240	19	;	;	:
37060	6240	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6240	21	respected	respect	VBD
37060	6240	22	moderation	moderation	NN
37060	6240	23	.	.	.
37060	6241	1	The	the	DT
37060	6241	2	toxic	toxic	JJ
37060	6241	3	effects	effect	NNS
37060	6241	4	of	of	IN
37060	6241	5	vitamin	vitamin	NN
37060	6241	6	C	C	NNP
37060	6241	7	were	be	VBD
37060	6241	8	excessive	excessive	JJ
37060	6241	9	gas	gas	NN
37060	6241	10	,	,	,
37060	6241	11	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	6241	12	and	and	CC
37060	6241	13	diarrhea	diarrhea	NN
37060	6241	14	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6241	15	of	of	IN
37060	6241	16	which	which	WDT
37060	6241	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6241	18	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6241	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6241	20	already	already	RB
37060	6241	21	had	have	VBD
37060	6241	22	enough	enough	JJ
37060	6241	23	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6241	24	,	,	,
37060	6241	25	urinary	urinary	NNP
37060	6241	26	burning	burning	NN
37060	6241	27	,	,	,
37060	6241	28	irritations	irritation	NNS
37060	6241	29	of	of	IN
37060	6241	30	the	the	DT
37060	6241	31	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	6241	32	,	,	,
37060	6241	33	and	and	CC
37060	6241	34	injury	injury	NN
37060	6241	35	to	to	IN
37060	6241	36	the	the	DT
37060	6241	37	tooth	tooth	NNP
37060	6241	38	enamel	enamel	NNP
37060	6241	39	,	,	,
37060	6241	40	dehydration	dehydration	NN
37060	6241	41	,	,	,
37060	6241	42	a	a	DT
37060	6241	43	depletion	depletion	NN
37060	6241	44	of	of	IN
37060	6241	45	minerals	mineral	NNS
37060	6241	46	in	in	IN
37060	6241	47	the	the	DT
37060	6241	48	body	body	NN
37060	6241	49	,	,	,
37060	6241	50	and	and	CC
37060	6241	51	finally	finally	RB
37060	6241	52	,	,	,
37060	6241	53	a	a	DT
37060	6241	54	temporary	temporary	JJ
37060	6241	55	increase	increase	NN
37060	6241	56	in	in	IN
37060	6241	57	pain	pain	NN
37060	6241	58	for	for	IN
37060	6241	59	terminal	terminal	JJ
37060	6241	60	patients	patient	NNS
37060	6241	61	and	and	CC
37060	6241	62	possible	possible	JJ
37060	6241	63	risk	risk	NN
37060	6241	64	of	of	IN
37060	6241	65	hemorrhaging	hemorrhaging	NN
37060	6241	66	for	for	IN
37060	6241	67	those	those	DT
37060	6241	68	with	with	IN
37060	6241	69	advanced	advanced	JJ
37060	6241	70	cancers	cancer	NNS
37060	6241	71	.	.	.
37060	6242	1	Additionally	additionally	RB
37060	6242	2	,	,	,
37060	6242	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6242	4	found	find	VBD
37060	6242	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6242	6	interesting	interesting	JJ
37060	6242	7	that	that	DT
37060	6242	8	vitamin	vitamin	NN
37060	6242	9	C	c	NN
37060	6242	10	in	in	IN
37060	6242	11	massive	massive	JJ
37060	6242	12	doses	dose	NNS
37060	6242	13	could	could	MD
37060	6242	14	speed	speed	VB
37060	6242	15	one	one	PRP
37060	6242	16	's	's	POS
37060	6242	17	demise	demise	NN
37060	6242	18	if	if	IN
37060	6242	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6242	20	was	be	VBD
37060	6242	21	near	near	JJ
37060	6242	22	to	to	IN
37060	6242	23	death	death	NN
37060	6242	24	,	,	,
37060	6242	25	while	while	IN
37060	6242	26	bestowing	bestow	VBG
37060	6242	27	more	more	JJR
37060	6242	28	energy	energy	NN
37060	6242	29	upon	upon	IN
37060	6242	30	those	those	DT
37060	6242	31	who	who	WP
37060	6242	32	were	be	VBD
37060	6242	33	not	not	RB
37060	6242	34	;	;	:
37060	6242	35	as	as	IN
37060	6242	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6242	37	had	have	VBD
37060	6242	38	no	no	DT
37060	6242	39	way	way	NN
37060	6242	40	of	of	IN
37060	6242	41	discovering	discover	VBG
37060	6242	42	in	in	IN
37060	6242	43	which	which	WDT
37060	6242	44	stage	stage	NN
37060	6242	45	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6242	46	was	be	VBD
37060	6242	47	classified	classify	VBN
37060	6242	48	,	,	,
37060	6242	49	should	should	MD
37060	6242	50	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6242	51	have	have	VB
37060	6242	52	been	be	VBN
37060	6242	53	near	near	IN
37060	6242	54	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6242	55	death	death	NN
37060	6242	56	,	,	,
37060	6242	57	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6242	58	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6242	59	no	no	DT
37060	6242	60	urge	urge	NN
37060	6242	61	to	to	TO
37060	6242	62	roll	roll	VB
37060	6242	63	out	out	RP
37060	6242	64	the	the	DT
37060	6242	65	red	red	JJ
37060	6242	66	carpet	carpet	NN
37060	6242	67	of	of	IN
37060	6242	68	welcome	welcome	NN
37060	6242	69	by	by	IN
37060	6242	70	taking	take	VBG
37060	6242	71	vitamin	vitamin	NN
37060	6242	72	C.	C.	NNP
37060	6242	73	So	so	RB
37060	6242	74	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6242	75	was	be	VBD
37060	6242	76	that	that	IN
37060	6242	77	one	one	CD
37060	6242	78	option	option	NN
37060	6242	79	of	of	IN
37060	6242	80	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6242	81	had	have	VBD
37060	6242	82	been	be	VBN
37060	6242	83	thankfully	thankfully	RB
37060	6242	84	discarded	discard	VBN
37060	6242	85	,	,	,
37060	6242	86	and	and	CC
37060	6242	87	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6242	88	friend	friend	NN
37060	6242	89	reluctantly	reluctantly	RB
37060	6242	90	nodded	nod	VBD
37060	6242	91	in	in	IN
37060	6242	92	appreciation	appreciation	NN
37060	6242	93	of	of	IN
37060	6242	94	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6242	95	rejection	rejection	NN
37060	6242	96	of	of	IN
37060	6242	97	vitamin	vitamin	NN
37060	6242	98	C.	C.	NNP
37060	6242	99	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6242	100	shared	share	VBD
37060	6242	101	an	an	DT
37060	6242	102	affinity	affinity	NN
37060	6242	103	with	with	IN
37060	6242	104	normalcy	normalcy	NN
37060	6242	105	and	and	CC
37060	6242	106	serenity	serenity	NN
37060	6242	107	in	in	IN
37060	6242	108	life	life	NN
37060	6242	109	,	,	,
37060	6242	110	yet	yet	CC
37060	6242	111	in	in	IN
37060	6242	112	time	time	NN
37060	6242	113	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6242	114	began	begin	VBD
37060	6242	115	to	to	TO
37060	6242	116	see	see	VB
37060	6242	117	the	the	DT
37060	6242	118	many	many	JJ
37060	6242	119	trials	trial	NNS
37060	6242	120	which	which	WDT
37060	6242	121	lay	lie	VBD
37060	6242	122	before	before	IN
37060	6242	123	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6242	124	and	and	CC
37060	6242	125	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6242	126	goal	goal	NN
37060	6242	127	;	;	:
37060	6242	128	even	even	RB
37060	6242	129	simplicity	simplicity	NN
37060	6242	130	is	be	VBZ
37060	6242	131	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	6242	132	to	to	TO
37060	6242	133	attain	attain	VB
37060	6242	134	when	when	WRB
37060	6242	135	love	love	NN
37060	6242	136	and	and	CC
37060	6242	137	concern	concern	NN
37060	6242	138	are	be	VBP
37060	6242	139	one	one	CD
37060	6242	140	's	's	POS
37060	6242	141	barriers	barrier	NNS
37060	6242	142	.	.	.
37060	6243	1	Another	another	DT
37060	6243	2	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	6243	3	to	to	IN
37060	6243	4	a	a	DT
37060	6243	5	dreaded	dreaded	JJ
37060	6243	6	diagnosis	diagnosis	NN
37060	6243	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	6243	8	what	what	WP
37060	6243	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6243	10	would	would	MD
37060	6243	11	call	call	VB
37060	6243	12	"	"	``
37060	6243	13	a	a	DT
37060	6243	14	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	6243	15	of	of	IN
37060	6243	16	desperation	desperation	NN
37060	6243	17	"	"	''
37060	6243	18	by	by	IN
37060	6243	19	the	the	DT
37060	6243	20	relatives	relative	NNS
37060	6243	21	.	.	.
37060	6244	1	Flooded	flood	VBN
37060	6244	2	by	by	IN
37060	6244	3	the	the	DT
37060	6244	4	reality	reality	NN
37060	6244	5	that	that	IN
37060	6244	6	a	a	DT
37060	6244	7	family	family	NN
37060	6244	8	member	member	NN
37060	6244	9	may	may	MD
37060	6244	10	soon	soon	RB
37060	6244	11	die	die	VB
37060	6244	12	,	,	,
37060	6244	13	a	a	DT
37060	6244	14	relative	relative	NN
37060	6244	15	may	may	MD
37060	6244	16	override	override	VB
37060	6244	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6244	18	usual	usual	JJ
37060	6244	19	rationality	rationality	NN
37060	6244	20	by	by	IN
37060	6244	21	playing	play	VBG
37060	6244	22	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	6244	23	and	and	CC
37060	6244	24	assuming	assume	VBG
37060	6244	25	what	what	WP
37060	6244	26	is	be	VBZ
37060	6244	27	best	good	JJS
37060	6244	28	for	for	IN
37060	6244	29	the	the	DT
37060	6244	30	patient	patient	NN
37060	6244	31	.	.	.
37060	6245	1	This	this	DT
37060	6245	2	type	type	NN
37060	6245	3	of	of	IN
37060	6245	4	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	6245	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	6245	6	understandable	understandable	JJ
37060	6245	7	;	;	:
37060	6245	8	often	often	RB
37060	6245	9	a	a	DT
37060	6245	10	person	person	NN
37060	6245	11	who	who	WP
37060	6245	12	loves	love	VBZ
37060	6245	13	another	another	DT
37060	6245	14	will	will	MD
37060	6245	15	attempt	attempt	VB
37060	6245	16	to	to	TO
37060	6245	17	do	do	VB
37060	6245	18	all	all	DT
37060	6245	19	that	that	WDT
37060	6245	20	is	be	VBZ
37060	6245	21	within	within	IN
37060	6245	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6245	23	capabilities	capability	NNS
37060	6245	24	to	to	TO
37060	6245	25	comfort	comfort	VB
37060	6245	26	the	the	DT
37060	6245	27	sick	sick	JJ
37060	6245	28	.	.	.
37060	6246	1	Through	through	IN
37060	6246	2	fulfilling	fulfil	VBG
37060	6246	3	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6246	4	own	own	JJ
37060	6246	5	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	6246	6	needs	need	NNS
37060	6246	7	,	,	,
37060	6246	8	the	the	DT
37060	6246	9	relative	relative	NN
37060	6246	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	6246	11	then	then	RB
37060	6246	12	better	well	RBR
37060	6246	13	able	able	JJ
37060	6246	14	to	to	TO
37060	6246	15	cope	cope	VB
37060	6246	16	with	with	IN
37060	6246	17	the	the	DT
37060	6246	18	illness	illness	NN
37060	6246	19	,	,	,
37060	6246	20	for	for	IN
37060	6246	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6246	22	feels	feel	VBZ
37060	6246	23	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6246	24	has	have	VBZ
37060	6246	25	not	not	RB
37060	6246	26	simply	simply	RB
37060	6246	27	watched	watch	VBN
37060	6246	28	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6246	29	loved	love	VBN
37060	6246	30	one	one	CD
37060	6246	31	fade	fade	NN
37060	6246	32	away	away	RB
37060	6246	33	.	.	.
37060	6247	1	The	the	DT
37060	6247	2	relative	relative	NN
37060	6247	3	's	's	POS
37060	6247	4	source	source	NN
37060	6247	5	of	of	IN
37060	6247	6	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	6247	7	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	6247	8	may	may	MD
37060	6247	9	lie	lie	VB
37060	6247	10	in	in	IN
37060	6247	11	the	the	DT
37060	6247	12	steady	steady	JJ
37060	6247	13	pursuit	pursuit	NN
37060	6247	14	of	of	IN
37060	6247	15	all	all	DT
37060	6247	16	hopeful	hopeful	JJ
37060	6247	17	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6247	18	,	,	,
37060	6247	19	reading	read	VBG
37060	6247	20	any	any	DT
37060	6247	21	related	related	JJ
37060	6247	22	publications	publication	NNS
37060	6247	23	on	on	IN
37060	6247	24	the	the	DT
37060	6247	25	disease	disease	NN
37060	6247	26	spanning	span	VBG
37060	6247	27	diet	diet	NN
37060	6247	28	strategies	strategy	NNS
37060	6247	29	to	to	IN
37060	6247	30	mega	mega	NNS
37060	6247	31	-	-	NNS
37060	6247	32	dosages	dosage	NNS
37060	6247	33	of	of	IN
37060	6247	34	vitamins	vitamin	NNS
37060	6247	35	as	as	IN
37060	6247	36	a	a	DT
37060	6247	37	potential	potential	JJ
37060	6247	38	cure	cure	NN
37060	6247	39	,	,	,
37060	6247	40	or	or	CC
37060	6247	41	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6247	42	arranging	arrange	VBG
37060	6247	43	prayer	prayer	NN
37060	6247	44	sessions	session	NNS
37060	6247	45	to	to	TO
37060	6247	46	pray	pray	VB
37060	6247	47	the	the	DT
37060	6247	48	disease	disease	NN
37060	6247	49	away	away	RB
37060	6247	50	.	.	.
37060	6248	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6248	2	one	one	PRP
37060	6248	3	boasts	boast	VBZ
37060	6248	4	an	an	DT
37060	6248	5	array	array	NN
37060	6248	6	of	of	IN
37060	6248	7	caring	care	VBG
37060	6248	8	friends	friend	NNS
37060	6248	9	and	and	CC
37060	6248	10	relatives	relative	NNS
37060	6248	11	,	,	,
37060	6248	12	the	the	DT
37060	6248	13	suggestions	suggestion	NNS
37060	6248	14	fly	fly	VBP
37060	6248	15	;	;	:
37060	6248	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6248	17	is	be	VBZ
37060	6248	18	quite	quite	PDT
37060	6248	19	a	a	DT
37060	6248	20	compliment	compliment	NN
37060	6248	21	and	and	CC
37060	6248	22	should	should	MD
37060	6248	23	be	be	VB
37060	6248	24	viewed	view	VBN
37060	6248	25	as	as	IN
37060	6248	26	such	such	JJ
37060	6248	27	.	.	.
37060	6249	1	The	the	DT
37060	6249	2	patient	patient	NN
37060	6249	3	,	,	,
37060	6249	4	however	however	RB
37060	6249	5	,	,	,
37060	6249	6	should	should	MD
37060	6249	7	not	not	RB
37060	6249	8	feel	feel	VB
37060	6249	9	pressed	pressed	JJ
37060	6249	10	by	by	IN
37060	6249	11	these	these	DT
37060	6249	12	informative	informative	JJ
37060	6249	13	offerings	offering	NNS
37060	6249	14	,	,	,
37060	6249	15	and	and	CC
37060	6249	16	always	always	RB
37060	6249	17	remember	remember	VB
37060	6249	18	that	that	IN
37060	6249	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6249	20	has	have	VBZ
37060	6249	21	the	the	DT
37060	6249	22	right	right	NN
37060	6249	23	to	to	TO
37060	6249	24	decline	decline	VB
37060	6249	25	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6249	26	pursuit	pursuit	NN
37060	6249	27	.	.	.
37060	6250	1	In	in	IN
37060	6250	2	dealing	deal	VBG
37060	6250	3	with	with	IN
37060	6250	4	an	an	DT
37060	6250	5	over	over	IN
37060	6250	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	6250	7	zealous	zealous	JJ
37060	6250	8	relative	relative	NN
37060	6250	9	,	,	,
37060	6250	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6250	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	6250	12	imperative	imperative	JJ
37060	6250	13	that	that	IN
37060	6250	14	a	a	DT
37060	6250	15	patient	patient	NN
37060	6250	16	communicates	communicate	VBZ
37060	6250	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6250	18	desires	desire	NNS
37060	6250	19	to	to	IN
37060	6250	20	the	the	DT
37060	6250	21	relative	relative	NN
37060	6250	22	in	in	IN
37060	6250	23	a	a	DT
37060	6250	24	manner	manner	NN
37060	6250	25	that	that	WDT
37060	6250	26	will	will	MD
37060	6250	27	accommodate	accommodate	VB
37060	6250	28	and	and	CC
37060	6250	29	acknowledge	acknowledge	VB
37060	6250	30	the	the	DT
37060	6250	31	concern	concern	NN
37060	6250	32	,	,	,
37060	6250	33	yet	yet	CC
37060	6250	34	enable	enable	VB
37060	6250	35	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6250	36	to	to	TO
37060	6250	37	follow	follow	VB
37060	6250	38	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6250	39	own	own	JJ
37060	6250	40	needs	need	NNS
37060	6250	41	.	.	.
37060	6251	1	Everyone	everyone	NN
37060	6251	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	6251	3	a	a	DT
37060	6251	4	right	right	NN
37060	6251	5	to	to	TO
37060	6251	6	decide	decide	VB
37060	6251	7	that	that	DT
37060	6251	8	which	which	WDT
37060	6251	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	6251	10	best	good	JJS
37060	6251	11	for	for	IN
37060	6251	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6251	13	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	6251	14	well	well	NN
37060	6251	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	6251	16	being	being	NN
37060	6251	17	,	,	,
37060	6251	18	and	and	CC
37060	6251	19	to	to	TO
37060	6251	20	assume	assume	VB
37060	6251	21	that	that	IN
37060	6251	22	an	an	DT
37060	6251	23	individual	individual	NN
37060	6251	24	's	's	POS
37060	6251	25	needs	need	NNS
37060	6251	26	are	be	VBP
37060	6251	27	identical	identical	JJ
37060	6251	28	to	to	IN
37060	6251	29	one	one	PRP
37060	6251	30	's	's	POS
37060	6251	31	own	own	JJ
37060	6251	32	is	be	VBZ
37060	6251	33	,	,	,
37060	6251	34	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	6251	35	,	,	,
37060	6251	36	a	a	DT
37060	6251	37	great	great	JJ
37060	6251	38	folly	folly	NN
37060	6251	39	and	and	CC
37060	6251	40	disservice	disservice	NN
37060	6251	41	to	to	IN
37060	6251	42	the	the	DT
37060	6251	43	other	other	JJ
37060	6251	44	.	.	.
37060	6252	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6252	2	a	a	DT
37060	6252	3	person	person	NN
37060	6252	4	makes	make	VBZ
37060	6252	5	choices	choice	NNS
37060	6252	6	for	for	IN
37060	6252	7	another	another	DT
37060	6252	8	without	without	IN
37060	6252	9	first	first	RB
37060	6252	10	consulting	consult	VBG
37060	6252	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6252	12	,	,	,
37060	6252	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6252	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	6252	15	a	a	DT
37060	6252	16	direct	direct	JJ
37060	6252	17	violation	violation	NN
37060	6252	18	of	of	IN
37060	6252	19	personal	personal	JJ
37060	6252	20	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	6252	21	;	;	:
37060	6252	22	reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	6252	23	to	to	IN
37060	6252	24	this	this	DT
37060	6252	25	type	type	NN
37060	6252	26	of	of	IN
37060	6252	27	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6252	28	vary	vary	VBP
37060	6252	29	.	.	.
37060	6253	1	A	a	DT
37060	6253	2	generally	generally	RB
37060	6253	3	meek	meek	JJ
37060	6253	4	person	person	NN
37060	6253	5	may	may	MD
37060	6253	6	feel	feel	VB
37060	6253	7	obliged	obliged	JJ
37060	6253	8	to	to	TO
37060	6253	9	abide	abide	VB
37060	6253	10	by	by	IN
37060	6253	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6253	12	captor	captor	NN
37060	6253	13	's	's	POS
37060	6253	14	urgings	urging	NNS
37060	6253	15	,	,	,
37060	6253	16	either	either	CC
37060	6253	17	through	through	IN
37060	6253	18	fear	fear	NN
37060	6253	19	of	of	IN
37060	6253	20	opposition	opposition	NN
37060	6253	21	or	or	CC
37060	6253	22	an	an	DT
37060	6253	23	indisposition	indisposition	NN
37060	6253	24	to	to	TO
37060	6253	25	openly	openly	RB
37060	6253	26	hurt	hurt	VB
37060	6253	27	,	,	,
37060	6253	28	an	an	DT
37060	6253	29	act	act	NN
37060	6253	30	derived	derive	VBN
37060	6253	31	,	,	,
37060	6253	32	supposedly	supposedly	RB
37060	6253	33	,	,	,
37060	6253	34	of	of	IN
37060	6253	35	pure	pure	JJ
37060	6253	36	concern	concern	NN
37060	6253	37	.	.	.
37060	6254	1	This	this	DT
37060	6254	2	type	type	NN
37060	6254	3	of	of	IN
37060	6254	4	person	person	NN
37060	6254	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	6254	6	quite	quite	RB
37060	6254	7	vulnerable	vulnerable	JJ
37060	6254	8	unless	unless	IN
37060	6254	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6254	10	relatives	relative	NNS
37060	6254	11	are	be	VBP
37060	6254	12	protective	protective	JJ
37060	6254	13	of	of	IN
37060	6254	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6254	15	wishes	wish	NNS
37060	6254	16	and	and	CC
37060	6254	17	do	do	VBP
37060	6254	18	not	not	RB
37060	6254	19	extend	extend	VB
37060	6254	20	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6254	21	boundaries	boundary	NNS
37060	6254	22	when	when	WRB
37060	6254	23	decisions	decision	NNS
37060	6254	24	must	must	MD
37060	6254	25	be	be	VB
37060	6254	26	made	make	VBN
37060	6254	27	through	through	IN
37060	6254	28	making	make	VBG
37060	6254	29	personal	personal	JJ
37060	6254	30	demands	demand	NNS
37060	6254	31	.	.	.
37060	6255	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6255	2	a	a	DT
37060	6255	3	plan	plan	NN
37060	6255	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	6255	5	devised	devise	VBN
37060	6255	6	,	,	,
37060	6255	7	fully	fully	RB
37060	6255	8	knowing	know	VBG
37060	6255	9	both	both	CC
37060	6255	10	the	the	DT
37060	6255	11	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	6255	12	disposition	disposition	NN
37060	6255	13	of	of	IN
37060	6255	14	the	the	DT
37060	6255	15	patient	patient	NN
37060	6255	16	and	and	CC
37060	6255	17	the	the	DT
37060	6255	18	fact	fact	NN
37060	6255	19	that	that	IN
37060	6255	20	the	the	DT
37060	6255	21	plan	plan	NN
37060	6255	22	in	in	IN
37060	6255	23	question	question	NN
37060	6255	24	would	would	MD
37060	6255	25	prove	prove	VB
37060	6255	26	to	to	TO
37060	6255	27	have	have	VB
37060	6255	28	a	a	DT
37060	6255	29	disagreeable	disagreeable	JJ
37060	6255	30	impact	impact	NN
37060	6255	31	on	on	IN
37060	6255	32	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6255	33	,	,	,
37060	6255	34	the	the	DT
37060	6255	35	enactment	enactment	NN
37060	6255	36	of	of	IN
37060	6255	37	such	such	PDT
37060	6255	38	a	a	DT
37060	6255	39	plan	plan	NN
37060	6255	40	would	would	MD
37060	6255	41	be	be	VB
37060	6255	42	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	6255	43	short	short	JJ
37060	6255	44	of	of	IN
37060	6255	45	overt	overt	JJ
37060	6255	46	maliciousness	maliciousness	NN
37060	6255	47	.	.	.
37060	6256	1	Another	another	DT
37060	6256	2	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	6256	3	to	to	IN
37060	6256	4	this	this	DT
37060	6256	5	decision	decision	NN
37060	6256	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	6256	7	making	make	VBG
37060	6256	8	effort	effort	NN
37060	6256	9	may	may	MD
37060	6256	10	be	be	VB
37060	6256	11	fury	fury	NN
37060	6256	12	,	,	,
37060	6256	13	with	with	IN
37060	6256	14	the	the	DT
37060	6256	15	patient	patient	NN
37060	6256	16	recklessly	recklessly	RB
37060	6256	17	attacking	attack	VBG
37060	6256	18	the	the	DT
37060	6256	19	relative	relative	NN
37060	6256	20	's	's	POS
37060	6256	21	"	"	``
37060	6256	22	good	good	JJ
37060	6256	23	intentions	intention	NNS
37060	6256	24	.	.	.
37060	6256	25	"	"	''
37060	6257	1	Although	although	IN
37060	6257	2	anger	anger	NN
37060	6257	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	6257	4	justifiable	justifiable	JJ
37060	6257	5	in	in	IN
37060	6257	6	such	such	JJ
37060	6257	7	situations	situation	NNS
37060	6257	8	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	6257	9	the	the	DT
37060	6257	10	patient	patient	NN
37060	6257	11	's	's	POS
37060	6257	12	desires	desire	NNS
37060	6257	13	were	be	VBD
37060	6257	14	completely	completely	RB
37060	6257	15	overlooked	overlook	VBN
37060	6257	16	,	,	,
37060	6257	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6257	18	feel	feel	VBP
37060	6257	19	that	that	IN
37060	6257	20	wrath	wrath	NN
37060	6257	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	6257	22	punishment	punishment	NN
37060	6257	23	more	more	RBR
37060	6257	24	harsh	harsh	JJ
37060	6257	25	than	than	IN
37060	6257	26	the	the	DT
37060	6257	27	over	over	RB
37060	6257	28	-	-	HYPH
37060	6257	29	wrought	wrought	JJ
37060	6257	30	relative	relative	JJ
37060	6257	31	merits	merit	NNS
37060	6257	32	.	.	.
37060	6258	1	One	one	PRP
37060	6258	2	might	may	MD
37060	6258	3	argue	argue	VB
37060	6258	4	that	that	IN
37060	6258	5	if	if	IN
37060	6258	6	the	the	DT
37060	6258	7	relative	relative	NN
37060	6258	8	truly	truly	RB
37060	6258	9	had	have	VBD
37060	6258	10	the	the	DT
37060	6258	11	patient	patient	NN
37060	6258	12	's	's	POS
37060	6258	13	well	well	RB
37060	6258	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	6258	15	being	being	NN
37060	6258	16	in	in	IN
37060	6258	17	mind	mind	NN
37060	6258	18	,	,	,
37060	6258	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6258	20	would	would	MD
37060	6258	21	have	have	VB
37060	6258	22	inquired	inquire	VBN
37060	6258	23	into	into	IN
37060	6258	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6258	25	wishes	wish	NNS
37060	6258	26	before	before	IN
37060	6258	27	enacting	enact	VBG
37060	6258	28	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6258	29	own	own	JJ
37060	6258	30	.	.	.
37060	6259	1	Though	though	IN
37060	6259	2	basically	basically	RB
37060	6259	3	true	true	JJ
37060	6259	4	the	the	DT
37060	6259	5	argument	argument	NN
37060	6259	6	can	can	MD
37060	6259	7	not	not	RB
37060	6259	8	stand	stand	VB
37060	6259	9	alone	alone	RB
37060	6259	10	without	without	IN
37060	6259	11	also	also	RB
37060	6259	12	expressing	express	VBG
37060	6259	13	the	the	DT
37060	6259	14	necessity	necessity	NN
37060	6259	15	for	for	IN
37060	6259	16	the	the	DT
37060	6259	17	patient	patient	NN
37060	6259	18	to	to	TO
37060	6259	19	accept	accept	VB
37060	6259	20	the	the	DT
37060	6259	21	chaotic	chaotic	JJ
37060	6259	22	mental	mental	JJ
37060	6259	23	states	state	NNS
37060	6259	24	possessed	possess	VBN
37060	6259	25	by	by	IN
37060	6259	26	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6259	27	relatives	relative	NNS
37060	6259	28	as	as	IN
37060	6259	29	a	a	DT
37060	6259	30	natural	natural	JJ
37060	6259	31	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	6259	32	to	to	IN
37060	6259	33	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6259	34	own	own	JJ
37060	6259	35	sorrow	sorrow	NN
37060	6259	36	.	.	.
37060	6260	1	Anger	anger	NN
37060	6260	2	demeans	demean	VBZ
37060	6260	3	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6260	4	subject	subject	NN
37060	6260	5	's	's	POS
37060	6260	6	need	need	NN
37060	6260	7	to	to	TO
37060	6260	8	retain	retain	VB
37060	6260	9	hope	hope	NN
37060	6260	10	,	,	,
37060	6260	11	whereas	whereas	IN
37060	6260	12	a	a	DT
37060	6260	13	thoughtful	thoughtful	JJ
37060	6260	14	explanation	explanation	NN
37060	6260	15	will	will	MD
37060	6260	16	yield	yield	VB
37060	6260	17	a	a	DT
37060	6260	18	greater	great	JJR
37060	6260	19	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	6260	20	of	of	IN
37060	6260	21	the	the	DT
37060	6260	22	entire	entire	JJ
37060	6260	23	situation	situation	NN
37060	6260	24	as	as	IN
37060	6260	25	faced	face	VBN
37060	6260	26	by	by	IN
37060	6260	27	all	all	PDT
37060	6260	28	those	those	DT
37060	6260	29	concerned	concern	VBN
37060	6260	30	.	.	.
37060	6261	1	Because	because	IN
37060	6261	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6261	3	value	value	VBP
37060	6261	4	the	the	DT
37060	6261	5	ability	ability	NN
37060	6261	6	to	to	TO
37060	6261	7	choose	choose	VB
37060	6261	8	the	the	DT
37060	6261	9	routes	route	NNS
37060	6261	10	which	which	WDT
37060	6261	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6261	12	wish	wish	VBP
37060	6261	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6261	14	life	life	NN
37060	6261	15	to	to	TO
37060	6261	16	follow	follow	VB
37060	6261	17	,	,	,
37060	6261	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6261	19	have	have	VBP
37060	6261	20	similarly	similarly	RB
37060	6261	21	felt	feel	VBN
37060	6261	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6261	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	6261	24	only	only	RB
37060	6261	25	fair	fair	JJ
37060	6261	26	to	to	TO
37060	6261	27	allow	allow	VB
37060	6261	28	others	other	NNS
37060	6261	29	that	that	DT
37060	6261	30	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	6261	31	as	as	RB
37060	6261	32	well	well	RB
37060	6261	33	;	;	:
37060	6261	34	while	while	IN
37060	6261	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6261	36	may	may	MD
37060	6261	37	have	have	VB
37060	6261	38	voiced	voice	VBN
37060	6261	39	an	an	DT
37060	6261	40	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	6261	41	toward	toward	IN
37060	6261	42	a	a	DT
37060	6261	43	subject	subject	NN
37060	6261	44	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	6261	45	someone	someone	NN
37060	6261	46	other	other	JJ
37060	6261	47	than	than	IN
37060	6261	48	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6261	49	,	,	,
37060	6261	50	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6261	51	would	would	MD
37060	6261	52	never	never	RB
37060	6261	53	feel	feel	VB
37060	6261	54	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6261	55	was	be	VBD
37060	6261	56	acceptable	acceptable	JJ
37060	6261	57	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	6261	58	for	for	IN
37060	6261	59	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6261	60	to	to	TO
37060	6261	61	take	take	VB
37060	6261	62	any	any	DT
37060	6261	63	action	action	NN
37060	6261	64	toward	toward	IN
37060	6261	65	the	the	DT
37060	6261	66	fulfillment	fulfillment	NN
37060	6261	67	of	of	IN
37060	6261	68	that	that	DT
37060	6261	69	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	6261	70	.	.	.
37060	6262	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6262	2	oldest	old	JJS
37060	6262	3	brother	brother	NN
37060	6262	4	was	be	VBD
37060	6262	5	different	different	JJ
37060	6262	6	from	from	IN
37060	6262	7	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6262	8	in	in	IN
37060	6262	9	this	this	DT
37060	6262	10	regard	regard	NN
37060	6262	11	,	,	,
37060	6262	12	as	as	IN
37060	6262	13	the	the	DT
37060	6262	14	following	follow	VBG
37060	6262	15	story	story	NN
37060	6262	16	will	will	MD
37060	6262	17	demonstrate	demonstrate	VB
37060	6262	18	.	.	.
37060	6263	1	Often	often	RB
37060	6263	2	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	6263	3	would	would	MD
37060	6263	4	take	take	VB
37060	6263	5	issues	issue	NNS
37060	6263	6	into	into	IN
37060	6263	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6263	8	own	own	JJ
37060	6263	9	hands	hand	NNS
37060	6263	10	,	,	,
37060	6263	11	apparently	apparently	RB
37060	6263	12	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	6263	13	that	that	IN
37060	6263	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6263	15	way	way	NN
37060	6263	16	was	be	VBD
37060	6263	17	undoubtedly	undoubtedly	RB
37060	6263	18	THE	the	DT
37060	6263	19	way	way	NN
37060	6263	20	.	.	.
37060	6264	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6264	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6264	3	virtually	virtually	RB
37060	6264	4	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	6264	5	to	to	TO
37060	6264	6	illustrate	illustrate	VB
37060	6264	7	another	another	DT
37060	6264	8	viewpoint	viewpoint	NN
37060	6264	9	.	.	.
37060	6265	1	Consequently	consequently	RB
37060	6265	2	when	when	WRB
37060	6265	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6265	4	received	receive	VBD
37060	6265	5	the	the	DT
37060	6265	6	diagnosis	diagnosis	NN
37060	6265	7	that	that	WDT
37060	6265	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6265	9	had	have	VBD
37060	6265	10	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6265	11	once	once	RB
37060	6265	12	again	again	RB
37060	6265	13	,	,	,
37060	6265	14	the	the	DT
37060	6265	15	dark	dark	JJ
37060	6265	16	cloud	cloud	NN
37060	6265	17	which	which	WDT
37060	6265	18	fell	fall	VBD
37060	6265	19	over	over	IN
37060	6265	20	the	the	DT
37060	6265	21	family	family	NN
37060	6265	22	receded	recede	VBD
37060	6265	23	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	6265	24	after	after	IN
37060	6265	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6265	26	resolution	resolution	NN
37060	6265	27	to	to	TO
37060	6265	28	forgo	forgo	VB
37060	6265	29	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	6265	30	,	,	,
37060	6265	31	yet	yet	CC
37060	6265	32	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	6265	33	,	,	,
37060	6265	34	who	who	WP
37060	6265	35	lived	live	VBD
37060	6265	36	some	some	DT
37060	6265	37	distance	distance	NN
37060	6265	38	away	away	RB
37060	6265	39	from	from	IN
37060	6265	40	the	the	DT
37060	6265	41	immediate	immediate	JJ
37060	6265	42	family	family	NN
37060	6265	43	,	,	,
37060	6265	44	was	be	VBD
37060	6265	45	unfortunately	unfortunately	RB
37060	6265	46	less	less	RBR
37060	6265	47	informed	informed	JJ
37060	6265	48	as	as	IN
37060	6265	49	to	to	IN
37060	6265	50	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6265	51	generally	generally	RB
37060	6265	52	good	good	JJ
37060	6265	53	state	state	NN
37060	6265	54	of	of	IN
37060	6265	55	health	health	NN
37060	6265	56	at	at	IN
37060	6265	57	the	the	DT
37060	6265	58	present	present	JJ
37060	6265	59	time	time	NN
37060	6265	60	and	and	CC
37060	6265	61	proceeded	proceed	VBD
37060	6265	62	to	to	TO
37060	6265	63	think	think	VB
37060	6265	64	only	only	RB
37060	6265	65	of	of	IN
37060	6265	66	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6265	67	rapid	rapid	JJ
37060	6265	68	demise	demise	NN
37060	6265	69	.	.	.
37060	6266	1	Telephones	telephone	NNS
37060	6266	2	,	,	,
37060	6266	3	unhappily	unhappily	RB
37060	6266	4	,	,	,
37060	6266	5	can	can	MD
37060	6266	6	not	not	RB
37060	6266	7	relate	relate	VB
37060	6266	8	the	the	DT
37060	6266	9	entire	entire	JJ
37060	6266	10	picture	picture	NN
37060	6266	11	of	of	IN
37060	6266	12	one	one	NN
37060	6266	13	's	's	POS
37060	6266	14	health	health	NN
37060	6266	15	;	;	:
37060	6266	16	had	have	VBD
37060	6266	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6266	18	been	be	VBN
37060	6266	19	able	able	JJ
37060	6266	20	to	to	TO
37060	6266	21	actually	actually	RB
37060	6266	22	see	see	VB
37060	6266	23	for	for	IN
37060	6266	24	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6266	25	that	that	IN
37060	6266	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6266	27	was	be	VBD
37060	6266	28	not	not	RB
37060	6266	29	fading	fade	VBG
37060	6266	30	away	away	RB
37060	6266	31	with	with	IN
37060	6266	32	each	each	DT
37060	6266	33	passing	pass	VBG
37060	6266	34	moment	moment	NN
37060	6266	35	,	,	,
37060	6266	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6266	37	'm	be	VBP
37060	6266	38	sure	sure	JJ
37060	6266	39	the	the	DT
37060	6266	40	turn	turn	NN
37060	6266	41	of	of	IN
37060	6266	42	events	event	NNS
37060	6266	43	would	would	MD
37060	6266	44	have	have	VB
37060	6266	45	been	be	VBN
37060	6266	46	different	different	JJ
37060	6266	47	.	.	.
37060	6267	1	As	as	IN
37060	6267	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6267	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6267	4	,	,	,
37060	6267	5	however	however	RB
37060	6267	6	,	,	,
37060	6267	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6267	8	decided	decide	VBD
37060	6267	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6267	10	were	be	VBD
37060	6267	11	not	not	RB
37060	6267	12	preparing	prepare	VBG
37060	6267	13	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6267	14	for	for	IN
37060	6267	15	the	the	DT
37060	6267	16	onslaught	onslaught	NN
37060	6267	17	of	of	IN
37060	6267	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6267	19	disease	disease	NN
37060	6267	20	,	,	,
37060	6267	21	and	and	CC
37060	6267	22	unbeknownst	unbeknownst	JJ
37060	6267	23	to	to	IN
37060	6267	24	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6267	25	,	,	,
37060	6267	26	made	make	VBD
37060	6267	27	an	an	DT
37060	6267	28	appointment	appointment	NN
37060	6267	29	for	for	IN
37060	6267	30	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6267	31	to	to	TO
37060	6267	32	speak	speak	VB
37060	6267	33	with	with	IN
37060	6267	34	the	the	DT
37060	6267	35	director	director	NN
37060	6267	36	of	of	IN
37060	6267	37	the	the	DT
37060	6267	38	"	"	``
37060	6267	39	family	family	NN
37060	6267	40	hospice	hospice	NN
37060	6267	41	"	"	''
37060	6267	42	service	service	NN
37060	6267	43	at	at	IN
37060	6267	44	the	the	DT
37060	6267	45	local	local	JJ
37060	6267	46	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	6267	47	.	.	.
37060	6268	1	On	on	IN
37060	6268	2	Thanksgiving	Thanksgiving	NNP
37060	6268	3	weekend	weekend	NN
37060	6268	4	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	6268	5	came	come	VBD
37060	6268	6	home	home	RB
37060	6268	7	.	.	.
37060	6269	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6269	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6269	3	in	in	IN
37060	6269	4	immensely	immensely	RB
37060	6269	5	good	good	JJ
37060	6269	6	spirits	spirit	NNS
37060	6269	7	,	,	,
37060	6269	8	as	as	IN
37060	6269	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6269	10	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6269	11	so	so	RB
37060	6269	12	very	very	RB
37060	6269	13	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	6269	14	to	to	TO
37060	6269	15	be	be	VB
37060	6269	16	out	out	IN
37060	6269	17	of	of	IN
37060	6269	18	the	the	DT
37060	6269	19	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	6269	20	and	and	CC
37060	6269	21	with	with	IN
37060	6269	22	those	those	DT
37060	6269	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6269	24	loved	love	VBD
37060	6269	25	.	.	.
37060	6270	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	6270	2	,	,	,
37060	6270	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6270	4	was	be	VBD
37060	6270	5	happy	happy	JJ
37060	6270	6	with	with	IN
37060	6270	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6270	8	decisions	decision	NNS
37060	6270	9	and	and	CC
37060	6270	10	glad	glad	JJ
37060	6270	11	to	to	TO
37060	6270	12	feel	feel	VB
37060	6270	13	physically	physically	RB
37060	6270	14	well	well	RB
37060	6270	15	so	so	RB
37060	6270	16	soon	soon	RB
37060	6270	17	after	after	IN
37060	6270	18	the	the	DT
37060	6270	19	exploratory	exploratory	JJ
37060	6270	20	surgery	surgery	NN
37060	6270	21	;	;	:
37060	6270	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6270	23	knew	know	VBD
37060	6270	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6270	25	health	health	NN
37060	6270	26	would	would	MD
37060	6270	27	not	not	RB
37060	6270	28	decline	decline	VB
37060	6270	29	before	before	IN
37060	6270	30	the	the	DT
37060	6270	31	holidays	holiday	NNS
37060	6270	32	,	,	,
37060	6270	33	and	and	CC
37060	6270	34	in	in	IN
37060	6270	35	this	this	DT
37060	6270	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6270	37	found	find	VBD
37060	6270	38	contentment	contentment	NN
37060	6270	39	.	.	.
37060	6271	1	In	in	IN
37060	6271	2	the	the	DT
37060	6271	3	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	6271	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6271	5	dismissed	dismiss	VBD
37060	6271	6	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6271	7	from	from	IN
37060	6271	8	the	the	DT
37060	6271	9	festivities	festivity	NNS
37060	6271	10	so	so	IN
37060	6271	11	that	that	IN
37060	6271	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6271	13	could	could	MD
37060	6271	14	rest	rest	VB
37060	6271	15	.	.	.
37060	6272	1	Shortly	shortly	RB
37060	6272	2	after	after	IN
37060	6272	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6272	4	disappearance	disappearance	NN
37060	6272	5	,	,	,
37060	6272	6	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	6272	7	and	and	CC
37060	6272	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6272	9	wife	wife	NN
37060	6272	10	found	find	VBD
37060	6272	11	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6272	12	way	way	NN
37060	6272	13	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	6272	14	to	to	IN
37060	6272	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6272	16	room	room	NN
37060	6272	17	and	and	CC
37060	6272	18	asked	ask	VBD
37060	6272	19	if	if	IN
37060	6272	20	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6272	21	could	could	MD
37060	6272	22	talk	talk	VB
37060	6272	23	to	to	IN
37060	6272	24	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6272	25	.	.	.
37060	6273	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6273	2	entered	enter	VBD
37060	6273	3	and	and	CC
37060	6273	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6273	5	discussed	discuss	VBD
37060	6273	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6273	7	health	health	NN
37060	6273	8	;	;	:
37060	6273	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6273	10	was	be	VBD
37060	6273	11	glad	glad	JJ
37060	6273	12	to	to	TO
37060	6273	13	answer	answer	VB
37060	6273	14	any	any	DT
37060	6273	15	questions	question	NNS
37060	6273	16	which	which	WDT
37060	6273	17	might	may	MD
37060	6273	18	have	have	VB
37060	6273	19	been	be	VBN
37060	6273	20	forgotten	forget	VBN
37060	6273	21	,	,	,
37060	6273	22	or	or	CC
37060	6273	23	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	6273	24	left	leave	VBD
37060	6273	25	unanswered	unanswere	VBN
37060	6273	26	.	.	.
37060	6274	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6274	2	then	then	RB
37060	6274	3	gave	give	VBD
37060	6274	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6274	5	several	several	JJ
37060	6274	6	books	book	NNS
37060	6274	7	,	,	,
37060	6274	8	two	two	CD
37060	6274	9	of	of	IN
37060	6274	10	which	which	WDT
37060	6274	11	concerned	concern	VBD
37060	6274	12	the	the	DT
37060	6274	13	topic	topic	NN
37060	6274	14	of	of	IN
37060	6274	15	death	death	NN
37060	6274	16	,	,	,
37060	6274	17	namely	namely	RB
37060	6274	18	,	,	,
37060	6274	19	"	"	``
37060	6274	20	On	on	IN
37060	6274	21	Death	Death	NNP
37060	6274	22	and	and	CC
37060	6274	23	Dying	Dying	NNP
37060	6274	24	,	,	,
37060	6274	25	"	"	''
37060	6274	26	and	and	CC
37060	6274	27	"	"	``
37060	6274	28	On	on	IN
37060	6274	29	Dying	die	VBG
37060	6274	30	With	with	IN
37060	6274	31	Dignity	dignity	NN
37060	6274	32	.	.	.
37060	6274	33	"	"	''
37060	6275	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	6275	2	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	6275	3	made	make	VBD
37060	6275	4	the	the	DT
37060	6275	5	statement	statement	NN
37060	6275	6	that	that	IN
37060	6275	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6275	8	did	do	VBD
37060	6275	9	n't	not	RB
37060	6275	10	have	have	VB
37060	6275	11	to	to	TO
37060	6275	12	read	read	VB
37060	6275	13	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6275	14	if	if	IN
37060	6275	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6275	16	did	do	VBD
37060	6275	17	n't	not	RB
37060	6275	18	want	want	VB
37060	6275	19	to	to	TO
37060	6275	20	,	,	,
37060	6275	21	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	6275	22	embarrassed	embarrassed	JJ
37060	6275	23	by	by	IN
37060	6275	24	the	the	DT
37060	6275	25	whole	whole	JJ
37060	6275	26	affair	affair	NN
37060	6275	27	.	.	.
37060	6276	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6276	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6276	3	n't	not	RB
37060	6276	4	offended	offend	VBN
37060	6276	5	by	by	IN
37060	6276	6	the	the	DT
37060	6276	7	gifts	gift	NNS
37060	6276	8	,	,	,
37060	6276	9	but	but	CC
37060	6276	10	thought	think	VBD
37060	6276	11	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6276	12	to	to	TO
37060	6276	13	be	be	VB
37060	6276	14	rather	rather	RB
37060	6276	15	humorous	humorous	JJ
37060	6276	16	.	.	.
37060	6277	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6277	2	thanked	thank	VBD
37060	6277	3	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	6277	4	nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	6277	5	,	,	,
37060	6277	6	acknowledging	acknowledge	VBG
37060	6277	7	that	that	IN
37060	6277	8	many	many	JJ
37060	6277	9	people	people	NNS
37060	6277	10	have	have	VBP
37060	6277	11	benefited	benefit	VBN
37060	6277	12	from	from	IN
37060	6277	13	reading	read	VBG
37060	6277	14	those	those	DT
37060	6277	15	books	book	NNS
37060	6277	16	.	.	.
37060	6278	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6278	2	further	further	RB
37060	6278	3	said	say	VBD
37060	6278	4	that	that	IN
37060	6278	5	although	although	IN
37060	6278	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6278	7	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6278	8	in	in	IN
37060	6278	9	no	no	DT
37060	6278	10	need	need	NN
37060	6278	11	of	of	IN
37060	6278	12	assistance	assistance	NN
37060	6278	13	with	with	IN
37060	6278	14	regard	regard	NN
37060	6278	15	to	to	IN
37060	6278	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6278	17	handling	handling	NN
37060	6278	18	the	the	DT
37060	6278	19	disease	disease	NN
37060	6278	20	and	and	CC
37060	6278	21	eventual	eventual	JJ
37060	6278	22	death	death	NN
37060	6278	23	,	,	,
37060	6278	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6278	25	would	would	MD
37060	6278	26	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6278	27	read	read	VB
37060	6278	28	the	the	DT
37060	6278	29	books	book	NNS
37060	6278	30	simply	simply	RB
37060	6278	31	to	to	TO
37060	6278	32	see	see	VB
37060	6278	33	what	what	WP
37060	6278	34	the	the	DT
37060	6278	35	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	6278	36	had	have	VBD
37060	6278	37	to	to	TO
37060	6278	38	say	say	VB
37060	6278	39	about	about	IN
37060	6278	40	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6278	41	keen	keen	JJ
37060	6278	42	observances	observance	NNS
37060	6278	43	of	of	IN
37060	6278	44	the	the	DT
37060	6278	45	dying	dying	NN
37060	6278	46	.	.	.
37060	6279	1	Before	before	IN
37060	6279	2	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6279	3	discussion	discussion	NN
37060	6279	4	had	have	VBD
37060	6279	5	come	come	VBN
37060	6279	6	to	to	IN
37060	6279	7	a	a	DT
37060	6279	8	close	close	JJ
37060	6279	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6279	10	mother	mother	NN
37060	6279	11	came	come	VBD
37060	6279	12	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	6279	13	to	to	TO
37060	6279	14	join	join	VB
37060	6279	15	the	the	DT
37060	6279	16	group	group	NN
37060	6279	17	.	.	.
37060	6280	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	6280	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	6280	3	to	to	TO
37060	6280	4	conceal	conceal	VB
37060	6280	5	the	the	DT
37060	6280	6	books	book	NNS
37060	6280	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6280	8	'd	have	VBD
37060	6280	9	given	give	VBN
37060	6280	10	to	to	IN
37060	6280	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6280	12	.	.	.
37060	6281	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6281	2	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	6281	3	about	about	IN
37060	6281	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6281	5	effort	effort	NN
37060	6281	6	of	of	IN
37060	6281	7	secrecy	secrecy	NN
37060	6281	8	;	;	:
37060	6281	9	did	do	VBD
37060	6281	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6281	11	have	have	VB
37060	6281	12	second	second	JJ
37060	6281	13	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	6281	14	as	as	IN
37060	6281	15	to	to	IN
37060	6281	16	the	the	DT
37060	6281	17	appropriateness	appropriateness	NN
37060	6281	18	of	of	IN
37060	6281	19	the	the	DT
37060	6281	20	gift	gift	NN
37060	6281	21	,	,	,
37060	6281	22	or	or	CC
37060	6281	23	was	be	VBD
37060	6281	24	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6281	25	concerned	concerned	JJ
37060	6281	26	about	about	IN
37060	6281	27	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	6281	28	's	's	POS
37060	6281	29	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	6281	30	?	?	.
37060	6282	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6282	2	once	once	RB
37060	6282	3	again	again	RB
37060	6282	4	squelched	squelch	VBD
37060	6282	5	a	a	DT
37060	6282	6	smile	smile	NN
37060	6282	7	,	,	,
37060	6282	8	noting	note	VBG
37060	6282	9	how	how	WRB
37060	6282	10	death	death	NN
37060	6282	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	6282	12	a	a	DT
37060	6282	13	characteristically	characteristically	RB
37060	6282	14	dismal	dismal	JJ
37060	6282	15	and	and	CC
37060	6282	16	uncomfortable	uncomfortable	JJ
37060	6282	17	subject	subject	NN
37060	6282	18	;	;	:
37060	6282	19	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6282	20	all	all	DT
37060	6282	21	made	make	VBD
37060	6282	22	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6282	23	way	way	NN
37060	6282	24	to	to	IN
37060	6282	25	the	the	DT
37060	6282	26	main	main	JJ
37060	6282	27	floor	floor	NN
37060	6282	28	.	.	.
37060	6283	1	The	the	DT
37060	6283	2	following	follow	VBG
37060	6283	3	day	day	NN
37060	6283	4	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	6283	5	was	be	VBD
37060	6283	6	gathering	gather	VBG
37060	6283	7	up	up	RP
37060	6283	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6283	9	belongings	belonging	NNS
37060	6283	10	for	for	IN
37060	6283	11	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6283	12	journey	journey	NN
37060	6283	13	homeward	homeward	NN
37060	6283	14	.	.	.
37060	6284	1	As	as	IN
37060	6284	2	the	the	DT
37060	6284	3	day	day	NN
37060	6284	4	progressed	progress	VBD
37060	6284	5	and	and	CC
37060	6284	6	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	6284	7	had	have	VBD
37060	6284	8	made	make	VBN
37060	6284	9	no	no	DT
37060	6284	10	effort	effort	NN
37060	6284	11	to	to	TO
37060	6284	12	pack	pack	VB
37060	6284	13	,	,	,
37060	6284	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6284	15	became	become	VBD
37060	6284	16	suspicious	suspicious	JJ
37060	6284	17	.	.	.
37060	6285	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6285	2	finally	finally	RB
37060	6285	3	voiced	voice	VBD
37060	6285	4	the	the	DT
37060	6285	5	plan	plan	NN
37060	6285	6	that	that	WDT
37060	6285	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6285	8	had	have	VBD
37060	6285	9	in	in	IN
37060	6285	10	store	store	NN
37060	6285	11	for	for	IN
37060	6285	12	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6285	13	,	,	,
37060	6285	14	that	that	DT
37060	6285	15	being	be	VBG
37060	6285	16	to	to	TO
37060	6285	17	talk	talk	VB
37060	6285	18	with	with	IN
37060	6285	19	the	the	DT
37060	6285	20	director	director	NN
37060	6285	21	at	at	IN
37060	6285	22	the	the	DT
37060	6285	23	hospice	hospice	NN
37060	6285	24	service	service	NN
37060	6285	25	.	.	.
37060	6286	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6286	2	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	6286	3	rejected	reject	VBD
37060	6286	4	the	the	DT
37060	6286	5	idea	idea	NN
37060	6286	6	,	,	,
37060	6286	7	saying	say	VBG
37060	6286	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6286	9	had	have	VBD
37060	6286	10	no	no	DT
37060	6286	11	intention	intention	NN
37060	6286	12	of	of	IN
37060	6286	13	utilizing	utilize	VBG
37060	6286	14	the	the	DT
37060	6286	15	service	service	NN
37060	6286	16	at	at	IN
37060	6286	17	the	the	DT
37060	6286	18	present	present	JJ
37060	6286	19	time	time	NN
37060	6286	20	.	.	.
37060	6287	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6287	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6287	3	then	then	RB
37060	6287	4	that	that	IN
37060	6287	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6287	6	told	tell	VBD
37060	6287	7	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6287	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6287	9	had	have	VBD
37060	6287	10	actually	actually	RB
37060	6287	11	made	make	VBN
37060	6287	12	an	an	DT
37060	6287	13	appointment	appointment	NN
37060	6287	14	for	for	IN
37060	6287	15	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6287	16	,	,	,
37060	6287	17	and	and	CC
37060	6287	18	the	the	DT
37060	6287	19	director	director	NN
37060	6287	20	would	would	MD
37060	6287	21	be	be	VB
37060	6287	22	expecting	expect	VBG
37060	6287	23	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6287	24	in	in	IN
37060	6287	25	a	a	DT
37060	6287	26	few	few	JJ
37060	6287	27	hours	hour	NNS
37060	6287	28	.	.	.
37060	6288	1	Since	since	IN
37060	6288	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6288	3	had	have	VBD
37060	6288	4	first	first	RB
37060	6288	5	thought	think	VBN
37060	6288	6	the	the	DT
37060	6288	7	idea	idea	NN
37060	6288	8	was	be	VBD
37060	6288	9	a	a	DT
37060	6288	10	mere	mere	JJ
37060	6288	11	suggestion	suggestion	NN
37060	6288	12	,	,	,
37060	6288	13	the	the	DT
37060	6288	14	negative	negative	JJ
37060	6288	15	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	6288	16	of	of	IN
37060	6288	17	anger	anger	NN
37060	6288	18	did	do	VBD
37060	6288	19	not	not	RB
37060	6288	20	surface	surface	VB
37060	6288	21	until	until	IN
37060	6288	22	now	now	RB
37060	6288	23	.	.	.
37060	6289	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6289	2	,	,	,
37060	6289	3	sensing	sensing	NN
37060	6289	4	as	as	IN
37060	6289	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6289	6	,	,	,
37060	6289	7	the	the	DT
37060	6289	8	trouble	trouble	NN
37060	6289	9	which	which	WDT
37060	6289	10	was	be	VBD
37060	6289	11	bound	bind	VBN
37060	6289	12	to	to	TO
37060	6289	13	occur	occur	VB
37060	6289	14	,	,	,
37060	6289	15	excused	excuse	VBD
37060	6289	16	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6289	17	before	before	IN
37060	6289	18	making	make	VBG
37060	6289	19	a	a	DT
37060	6289	20	scene	scene	NN
37060	6289	21	.	.	.
37060	6290	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6290	2	decided	decide	VBD
37060	6290	3	to	to	TO
37060	6290	4	take	take	VB
37060	6290	5	a	a	DT
37060	6290	6	walk	walk	NN
37060	6290	7	to	to	TO
37060	6290	8	displace	displace	VB
37060	6290	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6290	10	rage	rage	NN
37060	6290	11	.	.	.
37060	6291	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6291	2	firmly	firmly	RB
37060	6291	3	told	tell	VBD
37060	6291	4	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	6291	5	that	that	IN
37060	6291	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6291	7	was	be	VBD
37060	6291	8	not	not	RB
37060	6291	9	going	go	VBG
37060	6291	10	;	;	:
37060	6291	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6291	12	did	do	VBD
37060	6291	13	n't	not	RB
37060	6291	14	want	want	VB
37060	6291	15	to	to	TO
37060	6291	16	start	start	VB
37060	6291	17	digging	dig	VBG
37060	6291	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6291	19	grave	grave	NN
37060	6291	20	before	before	IN
37060	6291	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6291	22	demise	demise	NN
37060	6291	23	,	,	,
37060	6291	24	not	not	RB
37060	6291	25	to	to	TO
37060	6291	26	mention	mention	VB
37060	6291	27	the	the	DT
37060	6291	28	fact	fact	NN
37060	6291	29	that	that	IN
37060	6291	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6291	31	did	do	VBD
37060	6291	32	not	not	RB
37060	6291	33	wish	wish	VB
37060	6291	34	to	to	TO
37060	6291	35	die	die	VB
37060	6291	36	in	in	IN
37060	6291	37	the	the	DT
37060	6291	38	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	6291	39	if	if	IN
37060	6291	40	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6291	41	could	could	MD
37060	6291	42	be	be	VB
37060	6291	43	avoided	avoid	VBN
37060	6291	44	.	.	.
37060	6292	1	But	but	CC
37060	6292	2	above	above	IN
37060	6292	3	all	all	DT
37060	6292	4	else	else	RB
37060	6292	5	,	,	,
37060	6292	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6292	7	was	be	VBD
37060	6292	8	the	the	DT
37060	6292	9	principle	principle	NN
37060	6292	10	of	of	IN
37060	6292	11	the	the	DT
37060	6292	12	whole	whole	JJ
37060	6292	13	affair	affair	NN
37060	6292	14	that	that	WDT
37060	6292	15	set	set	VBD
37060	6292	16	off	off	RP
37060	6292	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6292	18	self	self	NN
37060	6292	19	-	-	HYPH
37060	6292	20	protective	protective	JJ
37060	6292	21	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	6292	22	;	;	:
37060	6292	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6292	24	would	would	MD
37060	6292	25	not	not	RB
37060	6292	26	have	have	VB
37060	6292	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6292	28	decisions	decision	NNS
37060	6292	29	made	make	VBN
37060	6292	30	for	for	IN
37060	6292	31	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6292	32	.	.	.
37060	6293	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6293	2	parents	parent	NNS
37060	6293	3	were	be	VBD
37060	6293	4	also	also	RB
37060	6293	5	angered	anger	VBN
37060	6293	6	at	at	IN
37060	6293	7	the	the	DT
37060	6293	8	thought	thought	NN
37060	6293	9	of	of	IN
37060	6293	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6293	11	being	be	VBG
37060	6293	12	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	6293	13	left	leave	VBN
37060	6293	14	out	out	IN
37060	6293	15	of	of	IN
37060	6293	16	the	the	DT
37060	6293	17	decision	decision	NN
37060	6293	18	to	to	TO
37060	6293	19	see	see	VB
37060	6293	20	this	this	DT
37060	6293	21	man	man	NN
37060	6293	22	,	,	,
37060	6293	23	multiplied	multiply	VBN
37060	6293	24	by	by	IN
37060	6293	25	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6293	26	lack	lack	NN
37060	6293	27	of	of	IN
37060	6293	28	preparation	preparation	NN
37060	6293	29	for	for	IN
37060	6293	30	the	the	DT
37060	6293	31	discussion	discussion	NN
37060	6293	32	which	which	WDT
37060	6293	33	was	be	VBD
37060	6293	34	about	about	JJ
37060	6293	35	to	to	TO
37060	6293	36	take	take	VB
37060	6293	37	place	place	NN
37060	6293	38	.	.	.
37060	6294	1	At	at	IN
37060	6294	2	last	last	JJ
37060	6294	3	,	,	,
37060	6294	4	understanding	understand	VBG
37060	6294	5	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	6294	6	's	's	POS
37060	6294	7	concern	concern	NN
37060	6294	8	,	,	,
37060	6294	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6294	10	agreed	agree	VBD
37060	6294	11	to	to	TO
37060	6294	12	accompany	accompany	VB
37060	6294	13	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6294	14	.	.	.
37060	6295	1	As	as	IN
37060	6295	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6295	3	watched	watch	VBD
37060	6295	4	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6295	5	file	file	VB
37060	6295	6	into	into	IN
37060	6295	7	the	the	DT
37060	6295	8	car	car	NN
37060	6295	9	,	,	,
37060	6295	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6295	11	was	be	VBD
37060	6295	12	n't	not	RB
37060	6295	13	quite	quite	RB
37060	6295	14	sure	sure	JJ
37060	6295	15	if	if	IN
37060	6295	16	a	a	DT
37060	6295	17	battle	battle	NN
37060	6295	18	had	have	VBD
37060	6295	19	been	be	VBN
37060	6295	20	lost	lose	VBN
37060	6295	21	or	or	CC
37060	6295	22	won	win	VBN
37060	6295	23	;	;	:
37060	6295	24	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6295	25	in	in	IN
37060	6295	26	the	the	DT
37060	6295	27	forgetting	forgetting	NN
37060	6295	28	of	of	IN
37060	6295	29	principle	principle	NN
37060	6295	30	,	,	,
37060	6295	31	followed	follow	VBN
37060	6295	32	by	by	IN
37060	6295	33	the	the	DT
37060	6295	34	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	6295	35	of	of	IN
37060	6295	36	the	the	DT
37060	6295	37	former	former	JJ
37060	6295	38	,	,	,
37060	6295	39	no	no	DT
37060	6295	40	one	one	NN
37060	6295	41	truly	truly	RB
37060	6295	42	wins	win	VBZ
37060	6295	43	.	.	.
37060	6296	1	Letting	let	VBG
37060	6296	2	one	one	PRP
37060	6296	3	be	be	VB
37060	6296	4	free	free	JJ
37060	6296	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	6296	6	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	6296	7	the	the	DT
37060	6296	8	hardest	hard	JJS
37060	6296	9	gift	gift	NN
37060	6296	10	to	to	TO
37060	6296	11	bestow	bestow	VB
37060	6296	12	upon	upon	IN
37060	6296	13	another	another	DT
37060	6296	14	person	person	NN
37060	6296	15	,	,	,
37060	6296	16	yet	yet	CC
37060	6296	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6296	18	can	can	MD
37060	6296	19	be	be	VB
37060	6296	20	the	the	DT
37060	6296	21	one	one	CD
37060	6296	22	of	of	IN
37060	6296	23	greatest	great	JJS
37060	6296	24	value	value	NN
37060	6296	25	.	.	.
37060	6297	1	Without	without	IN
37060	6297	2	personal	personal	JJ
37060	6297	3	choice	choice	NN
37060	6297	4	,	,	,
37060	6297	5	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	6297	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	6297	7	but	but	CC
37060	6297	8	a	a	DT
37060	6297	9	laughable	laughable	JJ
37060	6297	10	reality	reality	NN
37060	6297	11	.	.	.
37060	6298	1	Another	another	DT
37060	6298	2	case	case	NN
37060	6298	3	which	which	WDT
37060	6298	4	was	be	VBD
37060	6298	5	marked	mark	VBN
37060	6298	6	by	by	IN
37060	6298	7	what	what	WP
37060	6298	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6298	9	would	would	MD
37060	6298	10	consider	consider	VB
37060	6298	11	faulty	faulty	JJ
37060	6298	12	and	and	CC
37060	6298	13	injurious	injurious	JJ
37060	6298	14	judgment	judgment	NN
37060	6298	15	involved	involve	VBD
37060	6298	16	a	a	DT
37060	6298	17	couple	couple	NN
37060	6298	18	who	who	WP
37060	6298	19	had	have	VBD
37060	6298	20	been	be	VBN
37060	6298	21	married	marry	VBN
37060	6298	22	for	for	IN
37060	6298	23	52	52	CD
37060	6298	24	years	year	NNS
37060	6298	25	.	.	.
37060	6299	1	This	this	DT
37060	6299	2	couple	couple	NN
37060	6299	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6299	4	a	a	DT
37060	6299	5	classic	classic	JJ
37060	6299	6	example	example	NN
37060	6299	7	of	of	IN
37060	6299	8	opposing	oppose	VBG
37060	6299	9	personalities	personality	NNS
37060	6299	10	living	live	VBG
37060	6299	11	together	together	RB
37060	6299	12	under	under	IN
37060	6299	13	one	one	CD
37060	6299	14	roof	roof	NN
37060	6299	15	;	;	:
37060	6299	16	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6299	17	was	be	VBD
37060	6299	18	a	a	DT
37060	6299	19	rational	rational	JJ
37060	6299	20	,	,	,
37060	6299	21	mild	mild	JJ
37060	6299	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	6299	23	mannered	mannered	JJ
37060	6299	24	lady	lady	NN
37060	6299	25	,	,	,
37060	6299	26	while	while	IN
37060	6299	27	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6299	28	was	be	VBD
37060	6299	29	obnoxious	obnoxious	JJ
37060	6299	30	in	in	IN
37060	6299	31	every	every	DT
37060	6299	32	possible	possible	JJ
37060	6299	33	sense	sense	NN
37060	6299	34	of	of	IN
37060	6299	35	the	the	DT
37060	6299	36	word	word	NN
37060	6299	37	,	,	,
37060	6299	38	needing	need	VBG
37060	6299	39	to	to	TO
37060	6299	40	be	be	VB
37060	6299	41	the	the	DT
37060	6299	42	constant	constant	JJ
37060	6299	43	attraction	attraction	NN
37060	6299	44	and	and	CC
37060	6299	45	principal	principal	JJ
37060	6299	46	authority	authority	NN
37060	6299	47	presiding	preside	VBG
37060	6299	48	over	over	IN
37060	6299	49	any	any	DT
37060	6299	50	group	group	NN
37060	6299	51	or	or	CC
37060	6299	52	function	function	NN
37060	6299	53	.	.	.
37060	6300	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6300	2	had	have	VBD
37060	6300	3	to	to	TO
37060	6300	4	have	have	VB
37060	6300	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6300	6	way	way	NN
37060	6300	7	or	or	CC
37060	6300	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6300	9	would	would	MD
37060	6300	10	make	make	VB
37060	6300	11	life	life	NN
37060	6300	12	truly	truly	RB
37060	6300	13	miserable	miserable	JJ
37060	6300	14	for	for	IN
37060	6300	15	the	the	DT
37060	6300	16	unfortunate	unfortunate	JJ
37060	6300	17	individual	individual	NN
37060	6300	18	who	who	WP
37060	6300	19	attempted	attempt	VBD
37060	6300	20	to	to	TO
37060	6300	21	voice	voice	VB
37060	6300	22	an	an	DT
37060	6300	23	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	6300	24	,	,	,
37060	6300	25	carrying	carry	VBG
37060	6300	26	out	out	RP
37060	6300	27	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6300	28	revenge	revenge	NN
37060	6300	29	with	with	IN
37060	6300	30	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	6300	31	indignance	indignance	NN
37060	6300	32	.	.	.
37060	6301	1	After	after	IN
37060	6301	2	suffering	suffer	VBG
37060	6301	3	what	what	WP
37060	6301	4	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	6301	5	to	to	TO
37060	6301	6	have	have	VB
37060	6301	7	been	be	VBN
37060	6301	8	a	a	DT
37060	6301	9	stroke	stroke	NN
37060	6301	10	,	,	,
37060	6301	11	the	the	DT
37060	6301	12	woman	woman	NN
37060	6301	13	was	be	VBD
37060	6301	14	hospitalized	hospitalize	VBN
37060	6301	15	only	only	RB
37060	6301	16	to	to	TO
37060	6301	17	discover	discover	VB
37060	6301	18	that	that	IN
37060	6301	19	a	a	DT
37060	6301	20	tumor	tumor	NN
37060	6301	21	had	have	VBD
37060	6301	22	formed	form	VBN
37060	6301	23	in	in	IN
37060	6301	24	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6301	25	brain	brain	NN
37060	6301	26	.	.	.
37060	6302	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6302	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6302	3	evident	evident	JJ
37060	6302	4	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6302	5	would	would	MD
37060	6302	6	not	not	RB
37060	6302	7	have	have	VB
37060	6302	8	long	long	JJ
37060	6302	9	to	to	TO
37060	6302	10	live	live	VB
37060	6302	11	,	,	,
37060	6302	12	so	so	CC
37060	6302	13	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6302	14	decided	decide	VBD
37060	6302	15	to	to	TO
37060	6302	16	forgo	forgo	VB
37060	6302	17	the	the	DT
37060	6302	18	torture	torture	NN
37060	6302	19	which	which	WDT
37060	6302	20	would	would	MD
37060	6302	21	accompany	accompany	VB
37060	6302	22	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	6302	23	,	,	,
37060	6302	24	the	the	DT
37060	6302	25	sole	sole	JJ
37060	6302	26	option	option	NN
37060	6302	27	of	of	IN
37060	6302	28	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6302	29	,	,	,
37060	6302	30	and	and	CC
37060	6302	31	explicitly	explicitly	RB
37060	6302	32	informed	inform	VBD
37060	6302	33	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6302	34	husband	husband	NN
37060	6302	35	of	of	IN
37060	6302	36	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6302	37	wishes	wish	NNS
37060	6302	38	.	.	.
37060	6303	1	As	as	IN
37060	6303	2	time	time	NN
37060	6303	3	passed	pass	VBD
37060	6303	4	and	and	CC
37060	6303	5	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6303	6	condition	condition	NN
37060	6303	7	grew	grow	VBD
37060	6303	8	worse	bad	JJR
37060	6303	9	,	,	,
37060	6303	10	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6303	11	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	6303	12	lost	lose	VBD
37060	6303	13	all	all	DT
37060	6303	14	ability	ability	NN
37060	6303	15	to	to	TO
37060	6303	16	verbally	verbally	RB
37060	6303	17	communicate	communicate	VB
37060	6303	18	;	;	:
37060	6303	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6303	20	was	be	VBD
37060	6303	21	at	at	IN
37060	6303	22	this	this	DT
37060	6303	23	point	point	NN
37060	6303	24	that	that	IN
37060	6303	25	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6303	26	husband	husband	NN
37060	6303	27	bid	bid	VBD
37060	6303	28	the	the	DT
37060	6303	29	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	6303	30	to	to	TO
37060	6303	31	administer	administer	VB
37060	6303	32	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	6303	33	,	,	,
37060	6303	34	with	with	IN
37060	6303	35	the	the	DT
37060	6303	36	supposed	suppose	VBN
37060	6303	37	hope	hope	NN
37060	6303	38	that	that	IN
37060	6303	39	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6303	40	would	would	MD
37060	6303	41	regain	regain	VB
37060	6303	42	some	some	DT
37060	6303	43	of	of	IN
37060	6303	44	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6303	45	lost	lose	VBN
37060	6303	46	functions	function	NNS
37060	6303	47	.	.	.
37060	6304	1	Consciously	consciously	RB
37060	6304	2	aware	aware	JJ
37060	6304	3	of	of	IN
37060	6304	4	the	the	DT
37060	6304	5	decision	decision	NN
37060	6304	6	which	which	WDT
37060	6304	7	had	have	VBD
37060	6304	8	been	be	VBN
37060	6304	9	made	make	VBN
37060	6304	10	by	by	IN
37060	6304	11	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6304	12	husband	husband	NN
37060	6304	13	on	on	IN
37060	6304	14	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6304	15	behalf	behalf	NN
37060	6304	16	,	,	,
37060	6304	17	yet	yet	CC
37060	6304	18	incapable	incapable	JJ
37060	6304	19	of	of	IN
37060	6304	20	voicing	voice	VBG
37060	6304	21	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6304	22	opposition	opposition	NN
37060	6304	23	as	as	IN
37060	6304	24	to	to	IN
37060	6304	25	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6304	26	commencement	commencement	NN
37060	6304	27	,	,	,
37060	6304	28	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6304	29	was	be	VBD
37060	6304	30	forced	force	VBN
37060	6304	31	to	to	TO
37060	6304	32	submit	submit	VB
37060	6304	33	,	,	,
37060	6304	34	for	for	IN
37060	6304	35	the	the	DT
37060	6304	36	last	last	JJ
37060	6304	37	time	time	NN
37060	6304	38	,	,	,
37060	6304	39	to	to	IN
37060	6304	40	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6304	41	husband	husband	NN
37060	6304	42	's	's	POS
37060	6304	43	self	self	NN
37060	6304	44	-	-	HYPH
37060	6304	45	centered	center	VBN
37060	6304	46	dominance	dominance	NN
37060	6304	47	.	.	.
37060	6305	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6305	2	saw	see	VBD
37060	6305	3	in	in	IN
37060	6305	4	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6305	5	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	6305	6	that	that	IN
37060	6305	7	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6305	8	begged	beg	VBD
37060	6305	9	to	to	TO
37060	6305	10	be	be	VB
37060	6305	11	released	release	VBN
37060	6305	12	from	from	IN
37060	6305	13	the	the	DT
37060	6305	14	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6305	15	,	,	,
37060	6305	16	but	but	CC
37060	6305	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6305	18	played	play	VBD
37060	6305	19	the	the	DT
37060	6305	20	ignorant	ignorant	JJ
37060	6305	21	fool	fool	NN
37060	6305	22	and	and	CC
37060	6305	23	watched	watch	VBD
37060	6305	24	as	as	IN
37060	6305	25	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6305	26	quietly	quietly	RB
37060	6305	27	faded	fade	VBD
37060	6305	28	into	into	IN
37060	6305	29	the	the	DT
37060	6305	30	obscure	obscure	JJ
37060	6305	31	limbo	limbo	NN
37060	6305	32	of	of	IN
37060	6305	33	unconsciousness	unconsciousness	NN
37060	6305	34	.	.	.
37060	6306	1	All	all	DT
37060	6306	2	through	through	IN
37060	6306	3	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6306	4	life	life	NN
37060	6306	5	together	together	RB
37060	6306	6	,	,	,
37060	6306	7	until	until	IN
37060	6306	8	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6306	9	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	6306	10	end	end	NN
37060	6306	11	,	,	,
37060	6306	12	the	the	DT
37060	6306	13	man	man	NN
37060	6306	14	thought	think	VBD
37060	6306	15	only	only	RB
37060	6306	16	of	of	IN
37060	6306	17	securing	secure	VBG
37060	6306	18	enjoyment	enjoyment	NN
37060	6306	19	for	for	IN
37060	6306	20	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6306	21	.	.	.
37060	6307	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6307	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6307	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6307	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6307	5	well	well	NN
37060	6307	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	6307	7	being	being	NN
37060	6307	8	was	be	VBD
37060	6307	9	in	in	IN
37060	6307	10	danger	danger	NN
37060	6307	11	,	,	,
37060	6307	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6307	13	sought	seek	VBD
37060	6307	14	only	only	RB
37060	6307	15	to	to	TO
37060	6307	16	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	6307	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6307	18	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	6307	19	,	,	,
37060	6307	20	which	which	WDT
37060	6307	21	had	have	VBD
37060	6307	22	little	little	JJ
37060	6307	23	to	to	TO
37060	6307	24	do	do	VB
37060	6307	25	with	with	IN
37060	6307	26	the	the	DT
37060	6307	27	welfare	welfare	NN
37060	6307	28	of	of	IN
37060	6307	29	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6307	30	dying	die	VBG
37060	6307	31	wife	wife	NN
37060	6307	32	.	.	.
37060	6308	1	This	this	DT
37060	6308	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6308	3	apparent	apparent	JJ
37060	6308	4	in	in	IN
37060	6308	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6308	6	total	total	JJ
37060	6308	7	lack	lack	NN
37060	6308	8	of	of	IN
37060	6308	9	empathy	empathy	NN
37060	6308	10	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	6308	11	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6308	12	wishes	wish	NNS
37060	6308	13	,	,	,
37060	6308	14	and	and	CC
37060	6308	15	the	the	DT
37060	6308	16	merciless	merciless	JJ
37060	6308	17	ignorance	ignorance	NN
37060	6308	18	of	of	IN
37060	6308	19	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6308	20	speechless	speechless	JJ
37060	6308	21	plea	plea	NN
37060	6308	22	.	.	.
37060	6309	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6309	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6309	3	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	6309	4	for	for	IN
37060	6309	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6309	6	to	to	TO
37060	6309	7	believe	believe	VB
37060	6309	8	that	that	IN
37060	6309	9	such	such	JJ
37060	6309	10	selfish	selfish	JJ
37060	6309	11	persons	person	NNS
37060	6309	12	exist	exist	VBP
37060	6309	13	,	,	,
37060	6309	14	for	for	IN
37060	6309	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6309	16	hope	hope	VBP
37060	6309	17	the	the	DT
37060	6309	18	vast	vast	JJ
37060	6309	19	majority	majority	NN
37060	6309	20	of	of	IN
37060	6309	21	people	people	NNS
37060	6309	22	will	will	MD
37060	6309	23	conquer	conquer	VB
37060	6309	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6309	25	selfish	selfish	JJ
37060	6309	26	tendencies	tendency	NNS
37060	6309	27	in	in	IN
37060	6309	28	order	order	NN
37060	6309	29	to	to	TO
37060	6309	30	facilitate	facilitate	VB
37060	6309	31	the	the	DT
37060	6309	32	desires	desire	NNS
37060	6309	33	of	of	IN
37060	6309	34	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6309	35	loved	love	VBN
37060	6309	36	one	one	CD
37060	6309	37	,	,	,
37060	6309	38	even	even	RB
37060	6309	39	if	if	IN
37060	6309	40	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6309	41	shall	shall	MD
37060	6309	42	mean	mean	VB
37060	6309	43	a	a	DT
37060	6309	44	more	more	RBR
37060	6309	45	rapid	rapid	JJ
37060	6309	46	decline	decline	NN
37060	6309	47	in	in	IN
37060	6309	48	health	health	NN
37060	6309	49	.	.	.
37060	6310	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6310	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6310	3	important	important	JJ
37060	6310	4	to	to	TO
37060	6310	5	realize	realize	VB
37060	6310	6	that	that	IN
37060	6310	7	only	only	RB
37060	6310	8	the	the	DT
37060	6310	9	patient	patient	NN
37060	6310	10	suffers	suffer	VBZ
37060	6310	11	bodily	bodily	RB
37060	6310	12	pain	pain	NN
37060	6310	13	;	;	:
37060	6310	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6310	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	6310	16	ultimately	ultimately	RB
37060	6310	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6310	18	who	who	WP
37060	6310	19	must	must	MD
37060	6310	20	undergo	undergo	VB
37060	6310	21	the	the	DT
37060	6310	22	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6310	23	,	,	,
37060	6310	24	which	which	WDT
37060	6310	25	could	could	MD
37060	6310	26	in	in	IN
37060	6310	27	fact	fact	NN
37060	6310	28	,	,	,
37060	6310	29	significantly	significantly	RB
37060	6310	30	alter	alter	VB
37060	6310	31	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6310	32	overall	overall	JJ
37060	6310	33	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	6310	34	.	.	.
37060	6311	1	For	for	IN
37060	6311	2	these	these	DT
37060	6311	3	combined	combine	VBN
37060	6311	4	reasons	reason	NNS
37060	6311	5	,	,	,
37060	6311	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6311	7	feel	feel	VBP
37060	6311	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6311	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	6311	10	fair	fair	JJ
37060	6311	11	to	to	TO
37060	6311	12	allow	allow	VB
37060	6311	13	a	a	DT
37060	6311	14	mentally	mentally	RB
37060	6311	15	intact	intact	JJ
37060	6311	16	individual	individual	NN
37060	6311	17	to	to	TO
37060	6311	18	decide	decide	VB
37060	6311	19	how	how	WRB
37060	6311	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6311	21	remaining	remain	VBG
37060	6311	22	days	day	NNS
37060	6311	23	shall	shall	MD
37060	6311	24	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6311	25	spent	spend	VBD
37060	6311	26	;	;	:
37060	6311	27	this	this	DT
37060	6311	28	is	be	VBZ
37060	6311	29	why	why	WRB
37060	6311	30	open	open	JJ
37060	6311	31	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	6311	32	among	among	IN
37060	6311	33	family	family	NN
37060	6311	34	members	member	NNS
37060	6311	35	is	be	VBZ
37060	6311	36	of	of	IN
37060	6311	37	such	such	JJ
37060	6311	38	great	great	JJ
37060	6311	39	consequence	consequence	NN
37060	6311	40	.	.	.
37060	6312	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6312	2	the	the	DT
37060	6312	3	illness	illness	NN
37060	6312	4	prevents	prevent	VBZ
37060	6312	5	further	further	JJ
37060	6312	6	decisions	decision	NNS
37060	6312	7	on	on	IN
37060	6312	8	the	the	DT
37060	6312	9	part	part	NN
37060	6312	10	of	of	IN
37060	6312	11	the	the	DT
37060	6312	12	patient	patient	NN
37060	6312	13	,	,	,
37060	6312	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6312	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	6312	16	then	then	RB
37060	6312	17	up	up	IN
37060	6312	18	to	to	IN
37060	6312	19	the	the	DT
37060	6312	20	family	family	NN
37060	6312	21	to	to	TO
37060	6312	22	respect	respect	VB
37060	6312	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6312	24	previously	previously	RB
37060	6312	25	stated	state	VBN
37060	6312	26	wishes	wish	NNS
37060	6312	27	and	and	CC
37060	6312	28	,	,	,
37060	6312	29	should	should	MD
37060	6312	30	further	further	JJ
37060	6312	31	decisions	decision	NNS
37060	6312	32	need	need	VB
37060	6312	33	to	to	TO
37060	6312	34	be	be	VB
37060	6312	35	made	make	VBN
37060	6312	36	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	6312	37	those	those	DT
37060	6312	38	which	which	WDT
37060	6312	39	had	have	VBD
37060	6312	40	been	be	VBN
37060	6312	41	specified	specify	VBN
37060	6312	42	,	,	,
37060	6312	43	strive	strive	VB
37060	6312	44	to	to	TO
37060	6312	45	make	make	VB
37060	6312	46	new	new	JJ
37060	6312	47	options	option	NNS
37060	6312	48	benefit	benefit	VB
37060	6312	49	the	the	DT
37060	6312	50	patient	patient	NN
37060	6312	51	's	's	POS
37060	6312	52	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	6312	53	.	.	.
37060	6313	1	Above	above	IN
37060	6313	2	all	all	DT
37060	6313	3	else	else	JJ
37060	6313	4	,	,	,
37060	6313	5	kindness	kindness	NN
37060	6313	6	should	should	MD
37060	6313	7	prevail	prevail	VB
37060	6313	8	and	and	CC
37060	6313	9	guide	guide	VB
37060	6313	10	in	in	IN
37060	6313	11	the	the	DT
37060	6313	12	solutions	solution	NNS
37060	6313	13	to	to	IN
37060	6313	14	any	any	DT
37060	6313	15	questions	question	NNS
37060	6313	16	which	which	WDT
37060	6313	17	might	may	MD
37060	6313	18	occur	occur	VB
37060	6313	19	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	6313	20	the	the	DT
37060	6313	21	patient	patient	NN
37060	6313	22	's	's	POS
37060	6313	23	death	death	NN
37060	6313	24	.	.	.
37060	6314	1	A	a	DT
37060	6314	2	patient	patient	NN
37060	6314	3	should	should	MD
37060	6314	4	not	not	RB
37060	6314	5	be	be	VB
37060	6314	6	made	make	VBN
37060	6314	7	to	to	TO
37060	6314	8	suffer	suffer	VB
37060	6314	9	through	through	IN
37060	6314	10	a	a	DT
37060	6314	11	lack	lack	NN
37060	6314	12	of	of	IN
37060	6314	13	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	6314	14	on	on	IN
37060	6314	15	the	the	DT
37060	6314	16	part	part	NN
37060	6314	17	of	of	IN
37060	6314	18	the	the	DT
37060	6314	19	family	family	NN
37060	6314	20	;	;	:
37060	6314	21	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	6314	22	of	of	IN
37060	6314	23	this	this	DT
37060	6314	24	sort	sort	NN
37060	6314	25	not	not	RB
37060	6314	26	only	only	RB
37060	6314	27	uses	use	VBZ
37060	6314	28	the	the	DT
37060	6314	29	dying	dying	NN
37060	6314	30	,	,	,
37060	6314	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6314	32	overtly	overtly	RB
37060	6314	33	abuses	abuse	VBZ
37060	6314	34	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6314	35	.	.	.
37060	6315	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	6315	2	230	230	CD
37060	6315	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	6315	4	28	28	CD
37060	6315	5	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	6315	6	1981	1981	CD
37060	6315	7	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	6315	8	TWENTY	TWENTY	NNP
37060	6315	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	6315	10	EIGHT	EIGHT	NNP
37060	6315	11	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	6315	12	1981	1981	CD
37060	6315	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6315	14	had	have	VBD
37060	6315	15	always	always	RB
37060	6315	16	loved	love	VBN
37060	6315	17	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	6315	18	,	,	,
37060	6315	19	but	but	CC
37060	6315	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6315	21	was	be	VBD
37060	6315	22	special	special	JJ
37060	6315	23	that	that	DT
37060	6315	24	year	year	NN
37060	6315	25	.	.	.
37060	6316	1	Like	like	IN
37060	6316	2	all	all	DT
37060	6316	3	else	else	RB
37060	6316	4	in	in	IN
37060	6316	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6316	6	life	life	NN
37060	6316	7	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	6316	8	had	have	VBD
37060	6316	9	not	not	RB
37060	6316	10	actually	actually	RB
37060	6316	11	changed	change	VBN
37060	6316	12	;	;	:
37060	6316	13	the	the	DT
37060	6316	14	lights	light	NNS
37060	6316	15	were	be	VBD
37060	6316	16	no	no	RB
37060	6316	17	brighter	bright	JJR
37060	6316	18	,	,	,
37060	6316	19	and	and	CC
37060	6316	20	the	the	DT
37060	6316	21	first	first	JJ
37060	6316	22	snow	snow	NN
37060	6316	23	was	be	VBD
37060	6316	24	just	just	RB
37060	6316	25	as	as	RB
37060	6316	26	brilliant	brilliant	JJ
37060	6316	27	.	.	.
37060	6317	1	However	however	RB
37060	6317	2	,	,	,
37060	6317	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6317	4	realized	realize	VBD
37060	6317	5	that	that	IN
37060	6317	6	the	the	DT
37060	6317	7	holiday	holiday	NN
37060	6317	8	could	could	MD
37060	6317	9	easily	easily	RB
37060	6317	10	be	be	VB
37060	6317	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6317	12	last	last	JJ
37060	6317	13	,	,	,
37060	6317	14	and	and	CC
37060	6317	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6317	16	wanted	want	VBD
37060	6317	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6317	18	final	final	JJ
37060	6317	19	memories	memory	NNS
37060	6317	20	to	to	TO
37060	6317	21	be	be	VB
37060	6317	22	vivid	vivid	JJ
37060	6317	23	.	.	.
37060	6318	1	To	to	TO
37060	6318	2	make	make	VB
37060	6318	3	the	the	DT
37060	6318	4	most	most	JJS
37060	6318	5	of	of	IN
37060	6318	6	the	the	DT
37060	6318	7	day	day	NN
37060	6318	8	,	,	,
37060	6318	9	preparations	preparation	NNS
37060	6318	10	were	be	VBD
37060	6318	11	always	always	RB
37060	6318	12	begun	begin	VBN
37060	6318	13	directly	directly	RB
37060	6318	14	after	after	IN
37060	6318	15	Thanksgiving	Thanksgiving	NNP
37060	6318	16	.	.	.
37060	6319	1	The	the	DT
37060	6319	2	Indian	indian	JJ
37060	6319	3	corn	corn	NN
37060	6319	4	was	be	VBD
37060	6319	5	packed	pack	VBN
37060	6319	6	away	away	RB
37060	6319	7	and	and	CC
37060	6319	8	the	the	DT
37060	6319	9	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	6319	10	decorations	decoration	NNS
37060	6319	11	took	take	VBD
37060	6319	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6319	13	place	place	NN
37060	6319	14	,	,	,
37060	6319	15	transforming	transform	VBG
37060	6319	16	the	the	DT
37060	6319	17	house	house	NN
37060	6319	18	into	into	IN
37060	6319	19	an	an	DT
37060	6319	20	inescapable	inescapable	JJ
37060	6319	21	reminder	reminder	NN
37060	6319	22	of	of	IN
37060	6319	23	love	love	NN
37060	6319	24	and	and	CC
37060	6319	25	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	6319	26	.	.	.
37060	6320	1	Each	each	DT
37060	6320	2	ornament	ornament	JJ
37060	6320	3	,	,	,
37060	6320	4	given	give	VBN
37060	6320	5	to	to	IN
37060	6320	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6320	7	by	by	IN
37060	6320	8	Mom	mom	NN
37060	6320	9	for	for	IN
37060	6320	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6320	11	own	own	JJ
37060	6320	12	future	future	JJ
37060	6320	13	tree	tree	NN
37060	6320	14	,	,	,
37060	6320	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6320	16	unwrapped	unwrap	VBD
37060	6320	17	with	with	IN
37060	6320	18	care	care	NN
37060	6320	19	,	,	,
37060	6320	20	wooden	wooden	JJ
37060	6320	21	men	man	NNS
37060	6320	22	,	,	,
37060	6320	23	mice	mouse	NNS
37060	6320	24	with	with	IN
37060	6320	25	glasses	glass	NNS
37060	6320	26	,	,	,
37060	6320	27	corn	corn	NN
37060	6320	28	husk	husk	NN
37060	6320	29	dolls	doll	NNS
37060	6320	30	...	...	:
37060	6320	31	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6320	32	added	add	VBD
37060	6320	33	life	life	NN
37060	6320	34	to	to	IN
37060	6320	35	a	a	DT
37060	6320	36	sapless	sapless	JJ
37060	6320	37	tree	tree	NN
37060	6320	38	.	.	.
37060	6321	1	Cookie	cookie	NN
37060	6321	2	baking	baking	NN
37060	6321	3	commenced	commence	VBD
37060	6321	4	following	follow	VBG
37060	6321	5	Thanksgiving	Thanksgiving	NNP
37060	6321	6	also	also	RB
37060	6321	7	,	,	,
37060	6321	8	and	and	CC
37060	6321	9	continued	continue	VBD
37060	6321	10	sporadically	sporadically	RB
37060	6321	11	up	up	IN
37060	6321	12	to	to	IN
37060	6321	13	the	the	DT
37060	6321	14	23rd	23rd	NN
37060	6321	15	of	of	IN
37060	6321	16	December	December	NNP
37060	6321	17	.	.	.
37060	6322	1	Because	because	IN
37060	6322	2	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	6322	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6322	4	engaged	engage	VBN
37060	6322	5	with	with	IN
37060	6322	6	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6322	7	kindergarteners	kindergartener	NNS
37060	6322	8	,	,	,
37060	6322	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6322	10	often	often	RB
37060	6322	11	baked	bake	VBD
37060	6322	12	the	the	DT
37060	6322	13	bulk	bulk	NN
37060	6322	14	of	of	IN
37060	6322	15	the	the	DT
37060	6322	16	cookies	cookie	NNS
37060	6322	17	during	during	IN
37060	6322	18	the	the	DT
37060	6322	19	season	season	NN
37060	6322	20	.	.	.
37060	6323	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	6323	2	and	and	CC
37060	6323	3	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	6323	4	also	also	RB
37060	6323	5	appreciated	appreciate	VBD
37060	6323	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6323	7	endeavor	endeavor	NN
37060	6323	8	,	,	,
37060	6323	9	but	but	CC
37060	6323	10	for	for	IN
37060	6323	11	reasons	reason	NNS
37060	6323	12	unrelated	unrelated	JJ
37060	6323	13	to	to	IN
37060	6323	14	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	6323	15	's	's	POS
37060	6323	16	.	.	.
37060	6324	1	The	the	DT
37060	6324	2	most	most	JJS
37060	6324	3	fun	fun	NN
37060	6324	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6324	5	had	have	VBD
37060	6324	6	was	be	VBD
37060	6324	7	shopping	shop	VBG
37060	6324	8	for	for	IN
37060	6324	9	gifts	gift	NNS
37060	6324	10	.	.	.
37060	6325	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6325	2	did	do	VBD
37060	6325	3	not	not	RB
37060	6325	4	share	share	VB
37060	6325	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6325	6	enthusiasm	enthusiasm	NN
37060	6325	7	in	in	IN
37060	6325	8	this	this	DT
37060	6325	9	area	area	NN
37060	6325	10	.	.	.
37060	6326	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6326	2	miserly	miserly	JJ
37060	6326	3	side	side	NN
37060	6326	4	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	6326	5	bloated	bloated	JJ
37060	6326	6	to	to	IN
37060	6326	7	monstrous	monstrous	JJ
37060	6326	8	proportions	proportion	NNS
37060	6326	9	,	,	,
37060	6326	10	and	and	CC
37060	6326	11	since	since	IN
37060	6326	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6326	13	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	6326	14	indulged	indulge	VBD
37060	6326	15	in	in	IN
37060	6326	16	frivolous	frivolous	JJ
37060	6326	17	expenditures	expenditure	NNS
37060	6326	18	,	,	,
37060	6326	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6326	20	saw	see	VBD
37060	6326	21	no	no	DT
37060	6326	22	reason	reason	NN
37060	6326	23	to	to	TO
37060	6326	24	do	do	VB
37060	6326	25	so	so	RB
37060	6326	26	for	for	IN
37060	6326	27	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	6326	28	else	else	RB
37060	6326	29	.	.	.
37060	6327	1	However	however	RB
37060	6327	2	,	,	,
37060	6327	3	more	more	JJR
37060	6327	4	than	than	IN
37060	6327	5	having	have	VBG
37060	6327	6	a	a	DT
37060	6327	7	penchant	penchant	NN
37060	6327	8	for	for	IN
37060	6327	9	saving	save	VBG
37060	6327	10	money	money	NN
37060	6327	11	or	or	CC
37060	6327	12	a	a	DT
37060	6327	13	distaste	distaste	NN
37060	6327	14	toward	toward	IN
37060	6327	15	giving	give	VBG
37060	6327	16	unneeded	unneeded	JJ
37060	6327	17	gifts	gift	NNS
37060	6327	18	,	,	,
37060	6327	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6327	20	aggravation	aggravation	NN
37060	6327	21	could	could	MD
37060	6327	22	have	have	VB
37060	6327	23	been	be	VBN
37060	6327	24	a	a	DT
37060	6327	25	result	result	NN
37060	6327	26	of	of	IN
37060	6327	27	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6327	28	agoraphobic	agoraphobic	JJ
37060	6327	29	nature	nature	NN
37060	6327	30	;	;	:
37060	6327	31	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	6327	32	meant	mean	VBD
37060	6327	33	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	6327	34	and	and	CC
37060	6327	35	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	6327	36	meant	mean	VBN
37060	6327	37	stores	store	NNS
37060	6327	38	,	,	,
37060	6327	39	and	and	CC
37060	6327	40	stores	store	NNS
37060	6327	41	meant	mean	VBD
37060	6327	42	people	people	NNS
37060	6327	43	,	,	,
37060	6327	44	and	and	CC
37060	6327	45	all	all	DT
37060	6327	46	four	four	CD
37060	6327	47	elements	element	NNS
37060	6327	48	meant	mean	VBD
37060	6327	49	chaos	chaos	NN
37060	6327	50	and	and	CC
37060	6327	51	incredible	incredible	JJ
37060	6327	52	stress	stress	NN
37060	6327	53	for	for	IN
37060	6327	54	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6327	55	.	.	.
37060	6328	1	Occasionally	occasionally	RB
37060	6328	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6328	3	would	would	MD
37060	6328	4	stop	stop	VB
37060	6328	5	and	and	CC
37060	6328	6	browse	browse	VB
37060	6328	7	in	in	IN
37060	6328	8	a	a	DT
37060	6328	9	shop	shop	NN
37060	6328	10	if	if	IN
37060	6328	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6328	12	was	be	VBD
37060	6328	13	not	not	RB
37060	6328	14	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	6328	15	,	,	,
37060	6328	16	especially	especially	RB
37060	6328	17	when	when	WRB
37060	6328	18	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6328	19	were	be	VBD
37060	6328	20	on	on	IN
37060	6328	21	one	one	CD
37060	6328	22	of	of	IN
37060	6328	23	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6328	24	drives	drive	NNS
37060	6328	25	that	that	WDT
37060	6328	26	skirted	skirt	VBD
37060	6328	27	small	small	JJ
37060	6328	28	towns	town	NNS
37060	6328	29	;	;	:
37060	6328	30	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	6328	31	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6328	32	avoided	avoid	VBD
37060	6328	33	heavily	heavily	RB
37060	6328	34	crowded	crowded	JJ
37060	6328	35	public	public	JJ
37060	6328	36	areas	area	NNS
37060	6328	37	.	.	.
37060	6329	1	After	after	IN
37060	6329	2	Thanksgiving	thanksgive	VBG
37060	6329	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6329	4	brother	brother	NN
37060	6329	5	and	and	CC
37060	6329	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6329	7	drove	drive	VBD
37060	6329	8	to	to	IN
37060	6329	9	the	the	DT
37060	6329	10	Amana	Amana	NNP
37060	6329	11	Colonies	Colonies	NNPS
37060	6329	12	in	in	IN
37060	6329	13	lowa	lowa	NNP
37060	6329	14	,	,	,
37060	6329	15	a	a	DT
37060	6329	16	tourist	tourist	NN
37060	6329	17	attraction	attraction	NN
37060	6329	18	in	in	IN
37060	6329	19	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6329	20	.	.	.
37060	6330	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6330	2	wandered	wander	VBD
37060	6330	3	into	into	IN
37060	6330	4	several	several	JJ
37060	6330	5	shops	shop	NNS
37060	6330	6	.	.	.
37060	6331	1	At	at	IN
37060	6331	2	one	one	CD
37060	6331	3	,	,	,
37060	6331	4	a	a	DT
37060	6331	5	shop	shop	NN
37060	6331	6	selling	sell	VBG
37060	6331	7	woolens	woolen	NNS
37060	6331	8	,	,	,
37060	6331	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6331	10	happened	happen	VBD
37060	6331	11	upon	upon	IN
37060	6331	12	a	a	DT
37060	6331	13	shearling	shearle	VBG
37060	6331	14	coat	coat	NN
37060	6331	15	of	of	IN
37060	6331	16	rugged	rugged	JJ
37060	6331	17	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	6331	18	and	and	CC
37060	6331	19	timeless	timeless	NN
37060	6331	20	appeal	appeal	NN
37060	6331	21	.	.	.
37060	6332	1	"	"	``
37060	6332	2	What	what	WDT
37060	6332	3	a	a	DT
37060	6332	4	coat	coat	NN
37060	6332	5	...	...	:
37060	6332	6	"	"	''
37060	6332	7	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6332	8	inspected	inspect	VBD
37060	6332	9	the	the	DT
37060	6332	10	workmanship	workmanship	NN
37060	6332	11	and	and	CC
37060	6332	12	overall	overall	JJ
37060	6332	13	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	6332	14	with	with	IN
37060	6332	15	something	something	NN
37060	6332	16	akin	akin	JJ
37060	6332	17	to	to	IN
37060	6332	18	awe	awe	NNP
37060	6332	19	.	.	.
37060	6333	1	"	"	``
37060	6333	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6333	3	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	6333	4	if	if	IN
37060	6333	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6333	6	should	should	MD
37060	6333	7	try	try	VB
37060	6333	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6333	9	on	on	RP
37060	6333	10	...	...	:
37060	6333	11	"	"	''
37060	6333	12	"	"	``
37060	6333	13	Go	go	VB
37060	6333	14	ahead	ahead	RB
37060	6333	15	!	!	.
37060	6333	16	"	"	''
37060	6334	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6334	2	had	have	VBD
37060	6334	3	never	never	RB
37060	6334	4	witnessed	witness	VBN
37060	6334	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6334	6	so	so	RB
37060	6334	7	utterly	utterly	RB
37060	6334	8	engrossed	engross	VBN
37060	6334	9	by	by	IN
37060	6334	10	something	something	NN
37060	6334	11	of	of	IN
37060	6334	12	material	material	JJ
37060	6334	13	significance	significance	NN
37060	6334	14	.	.	.
37060	6335	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6335	2	slid	slide	VBD
37060	6335	3	the	the	DT
37060	6335	4	coat	coat	NN
37060	6335	5	off	off	IN
37060	6335	6	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6335	7	hanger	hanger	NN
37060	6335	8	and	and	CC
37060	6335	9	,	,	,
37060	6335	10	shouldering	shoulder	VBG
37060	6335	11	the	the	DT
37060	6335	12	bulky	bulky	NN
37060	6335	13	hide	hide	NN
37060	6335	14	,	,	,
37060	6335	15	stepped	step	VBD
37060	6335	16	before	before	IN
37060	6335	17	the	the	DT
37060	6335	18	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	6335	19	.	.	.
37060	6336	1	Few	few	JJ
37060	6336	2	people	people	NNS
37060	6336	3	could	could	MD
37060	6336	4	have	have	VB
37060	6336	5	pulled	pull	VBN
37060	6336	6	off	off	RP
37060	6336	7	a	a	DT
37060	6336	8	look	look	NN
37060	6336	9	like	like	IN
37060	6336	10	that	that	DT
37060	6336	11	;	;	:
37060	6336	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6336	13	resembled	resemble	VBD
37060	6336	14	a	a	DT
37060	6336	15	veteran	veteran	JJ
37060	6336	16	mountaineer	mountaineer	NN
37060	6336	17	.	.	.
37060	6337	1	"	"	``
37060	6337	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6337	3	really	really	RB
37060	6337	4	looks	look	VBZ
37060	6337	5	good	good	JJ
37060	6337	6	,	,	,
37060	6337	7	"	"	''
37060	6337	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6337	9	said	say	VBD
37060	6337	10	.	.	.
37060	6338	1	"	"	``
37060	6338	2	Yeh	Yeh	NNP
37060	6338	3	,	,	,
37060	6338	4	not	not	RB
37060	6338	5	bad	bad	JJ
37060	6338	6	,	,	,
37060	6338	7	huh	huh	JJ
37060	6338	8	?	?	.
37060	6338	9	"	"	''
37060	6339	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6339	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6339	3	n't	not	RB
37060	6339	4	immodest	immodest	JJ
37060	6339	5	;	;	:
37060	6339	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6339	7	was	be	VBD
37060	6339	8	true	true	JJ
37060	6339	9	.	.	.
37060	6340	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6340	2	replaced	replace	VBD
37060	6340	3	the	the	DT
37060	6340	4	coat	coat	NN
37060	6340	5	and	and	CC
37060	6340	6	,	,	,
37060	6340	7	giving	give	VBG
37060	6340	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6340	9	a	a	DT
37060	6340	10	long	long	JJ
37060	6340	11	look	look	NN
37060	6340	12	in	in	IN
37060	6340	13	parting	parting	NN
37060	6340	14	,	,	,
37060	6340	15	strolled	stroll	VBD
37060	6340	16	out	out	IN
37060	6340	17	of	of	IN
37060	6340	18	the	the	DT
37060	6340	19	store	store	NN
37060	6340	20	.	.	.
37060	6341	1	"	"	``
37060	6341	2	That	that	DT
37060	6341	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6341	4	some	some	DT
37060	6341	5	coat	coat	NN
37060	6341	6	,	,	,
37060	6341	7	"	"	''
37060	6341	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6341	9	raved	rave	VBD
37060	6341	10	.	.	.
37060	6342	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6342	2	talked	talk	VBD
37060	6342	3	about	about	IN
37060	6342	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6342	5	all	all	PDT
37060	6342	6	the	the	DT
37060	6342	7	way	way	NN
37060	6342	8	home	home	RB
37060	6342	9	.	.	.
37060	6343	1	Half	half	JJ
37060	6343	2	-	-	HYPH
37060	6343	3	way	way	NN
37060	6343	4	home	home	NN
37060	6343	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6343	6	knew	know	VBD
37060	6343	7	what	what	WP
37060	6343	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6343	9	was	be	VBD
37060	6343	10	going	go	VBG
37060	6343	11	to	to	TO
37060	6343	12	buy	buy	VB
37060	6343	13	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6343	14	for	for	IN
37060	6343	15	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	6343	16	.	.	.
37060	6344	1	The	the	DT
37060	6344	2	following	follow	VBG
37060	6344	3	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	6344	4	found	find	VBD
37060	6344	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6344	6	dad	dad	NN
37060	6344	7	and	and	CC
37060	6344	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6344	9	on	on	IN
37060	6344	10	the	the	DT
37060	6344	11	highway	highway	NN
37060	6344	12	,	,	,
37060	6344	13	heading	head	VBG
37060	6344	14	for	for	IN
37060	6344	15	the	the	DT
37060	6344	16	colony	colony	NN
37060	6344	17	so	so	IN
37060	6344	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6344	19	could	could	MD
37060	6344	20	buy	buy	VB
37060	6344	21	the	the	DT
37060	6344	22	sheepskin	sheepskin	NN
37060	6344	23	coat	coat	NN
37060	6344	24	.	.	.
37060	6345	1	Clenching	clench	VBG
37060	6345	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6345	3	purse	purse	NN
37060	6345	4	,	,	,
37060	6345	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6345	6	could	could	MD
37060	6345	7	n't	not	RB
37060	6345	8	wait	wait	VB
37060	6345	9	to	to	TO
37060	6345	10	relinquish	relinquish	VB
37060	6345	11	the	the	DT
37060	6345	12	folded	fold	VBN
37060	6345	13	bills	bill	NNS
37060	6345	14	in	in	IN
37060	6345	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6345	16	wallet	wallet	NN
37060	6345	17	.	.	.
37060	6346	1	"	"	``
37060	6346	2	This	this	DT
37060	6346	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	6346	4	going	go	VBG
37060	6346	5	to	to	TO
37060	6346	6	be	be	VB
37060	6346	7	the	the	DT
37060	6346	8	best	good	JJS
37060	6346	9	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	6346	10	!	!	.
37060	6346	11	"	"	''
37060	6347	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6347	2	exclaimed	exclaim	VBD
37060	6347	3	.	.	.
37060	6348	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	6348	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	6348	3	at	at	IN
37060	6348	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6348	5	as	as	IN
37060	6348	6	if	if	IN
37060	6348	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6348	8	had	have	VBD
37060	6348	9	slipped	slip	VBN
37060	6348	10	into	into	IN
37060	6348	11	lunacy	lunacy	NN
37060	6348	12	.	.	.
37060	6349	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6349	2	had	have	VBD
37060	6349	3	n't	not	RB
37060	6349	4	expected	expect	VBN
37060	6349	5	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6349	6	to	to	TO
37060	6349	7	understand	understand	VB
37060	6349	8	;	;	:
37060	6349	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6349	10	was	be	VBD
37060	6349	11	too	too	RB
37060	6349	12	bitter	bitter	JJ
37060	6349	13	about	about	IN
37060	6349	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6349	15	recurrence	recurrence	NN
37060	6349	16	of	of	IN
37060	6349	17	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6349	18	.	.	.
37060	6350	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6350	2	thought	think	VBD
37060	6350	3	of	of	IN
37060	6350	4	the	the	DT
37060	6350	5	previous	previous	JJ
37060	6350	6	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	6350	7	when	when	WRB
37060	6350	8	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6350	9	had	have	VBD
37060	6350	10	given	give	VBN
37060	6350	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6350	12	the	the	DT
37060	6350	13	gold	gold	NN
37060	6350	14	watch	watch	NN
37060	6350	15	necklace	necklace	NN
37060	6350	16	.	.	.
37060	6351	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6351	2	had	have	VBD
37060	6351	3	been	be	VBN
37060	6351	4	flabbergasted	flabbergast	VBN
37060	6351	5	,	,	,
37060	6351	6	not	not	RB
37060	6351	7	only	only	RB
37060	6351	8	because	because	IN
37060	6351	9	of	of	IN
37060	6351	10	the	the	DT
37060	6351	11	great	great	JJ
37060	6351	12	expense	expense	NN
37060	6351	13	,	,	,
37060	6351	14	but	but	CC
37060	6351	15	because	because	IN
37060	6351	16	of	of	IN
37060	6351	17	the	the	DT
37060	6351	18	love	love	NN
37060	6351	19	expressed	express	VBD
37060	6351	20	through	through	IN
37060	6351	21	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6351	22	purchase	purchase	NN
37060	6351	23	.	.	.
37060	6352	1	The	the	DT
37060	6352	2	coat	coat	NN
37060	6352	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6352	4	a	a	DT
37060	6352	5	similar	similar	JJ
37060	6352	6	expression	expression	NN
37060	6352	7	,	,	,
37060	6352	8	plus	plus	CC
37060	6352	9	a	a	DT
37060	6352	10	great	great	JJ
37060	6352	11	deal	deal	NN
37060	6352	12	of	of	IN
37060	6352	13	gratitude	gratitude	NN
37060	6352	14	.	.	.
37060	6353	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6353	2	needed	need	VBD
37060	6353	3	to	to	TO
37060	6353	4	say	say	VB
37060	6353	5	thanks	thank	NNS
37060	6353	6	in	in	IN
37060	6353	7	a	a	DT
37060	6353	8	way	way	NN
37060	6353	9	that	that	WDT
37060	6353	10	would	would	MD
37060	6353	11	last	last	VB
37060	6353	12	.	.	.
37060	6354	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6354	2	never	never	RB
37060	6354	3	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	6354	4	to	to	TO
37060	6354	5	calculate	calculate	VB
37060	6354	6	the	the	DT
37060	6354	7	length	length	NN
37060	6354	8	of	of	IN
37060	6354	9	a	a	DT
37060	6354	10	lifetime	lifetime	NN
37060	6354	11	,	,	,
37060	6354	12	but	but	CC
37060	6354	13	believed	believe	VBD
37060	6354	14	the	the	DT
37060	6354	15	coat	coat	NN
37060	6354	16	would	would	MD
37060	6354	17	survive	survive	VB
37060	6354	18	that	that	RB
37060	6354	19	long	long	RB
37060	6354	20	.	.	.
37060	6355	1	On	on	IN
37060	6355	2	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	6355	3	Eve	Eve	NNP
37060	6355	4	the	the	DT
37060	6355	5	gifts	gift	NNS
37060	6355	6	were	be	VBD
37060	6355	7	opened	open	VBN
37060	6355	8	.	.	.
37060	6356	1	"	"	``
37060	6356	2	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6356	3	,	,	,
37060	6356	4	what	what	WP
37060	6356	5	do	do	VBP
37060	6356	6	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6356	7	think	think	VB
37060	6356	8	of	of	IN
37060	6356	9	mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6356	10	?	?	.
37060	6356	11	"	"	''
37060	6357	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6357	2	baited	bait	VBD
37060	6357	3	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6357	4	.	.	.
37060	6358	1	"	"	``
37060	6358	2	Did	do	VBD
37060	6358	3	n't	not	RB
37060	6358	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6358	5	get	get	VB
37060	6358	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6358	7	gift	gift	NN
37060	6358	8	yet	yet	RB
37060	6358	9	?	?	.
37060	6358	10	"	"	''
37060	6359	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6359	2	continued	continue	VBD
37060	6359	3	.	.	.
37060	6360	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6360	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	6360	3	about	about	IN
37060	6360	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6360	5	feet	foot	NNS
37060	6360	6	for	for	IN
37060	6360	7	unopened	unopened	JJ
37060	6360	8	packages	package	NNS
37060	6360	9	,	,	,
37060	6360	10	but	but	CC
37060	6360	11	found	find	VBD
37060	6360	12	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	6360	13	.	.	.
37060	6361	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6361	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	6361	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6361	4	would	would	MD
37060	6361	5	not	not	RB
37060	6361	6	;	;	:
37060	6361	7	the	the	DT
37060	6361	8	coat	coat	NN
37060	6361	9	was	be	VBD
37060	6361	10	still	still	RB
37060	6361	11	in	in	IN
37060	6361	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6361	13	closet	closet	NN
37060	6361	14	.	.	.
37060	6362	1	"	"	``
37060	6362	2	Oh	oh	UH
37060	6362	3	!	!	.
37060	6363	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6363	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	6363	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6363	4	's	be	VBZ
37060	6363	5	still	still	RB
37060	6363	6	upstairs	upstairs	JJ
37060	6363	7	!	!	.
37060	6363	8	"	"	''
37060	6364	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6364	2	raced	race	VBD
37060	6364	3	up	up	RP
37060	6364	4	the	the	DT
37060	6364	5	steps	step	NNS
37060	6364	6	to	to	TO
37060	6364	7	retrieve	retrieve	VB
37060	6364	8	the	the	DT
37060	6364	9	coat	coat	NN
37060	6364	10	,	,	,
37060	6364	11	then	then	RB
37060	6364	12	decided	decide	VBD
37060	6364	13	to	to	TO
37060	6364	14	put	put	VB
37060	6364	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6364	16	on	on	RP
37060	6364	17	and	and	CC
37060	6364	18	wear	wear	VB
37060	6364	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6364	20	downstairs	downstairs	RB
37060	6364	21	.	.	.
37060	6365	1	Unable	unable	JJ
37060	6365	2	to	to	TO
37060	6365	3	rid	rid	VB
37060	6365	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6365	5	voice	voice	NN
37060	6365	6	of	of	IN
37060	6365	7	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6365	8	smile	smile	NN
37060	6365	9	,	,	,
37060	6365	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6365	11	presented	present	VBD
37060	6365	12	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6365	13	with	with	IN
37060	6365	14	the	the	DT
37060	6365	15	coat	coat	NN
37060	6365	16	hanger	hanger	NN
37060	6365	17	.	.	.
37060	6366	1	"	"	``
37060	6366	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6366	3	's	be	VBZ
37060	6366	4	all	all	DT
37060	6366	5	yours	your	NNS
37060	6366	6	,	,	,
37060	6366	7	"	"	''
37060	6366	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6366	9	said	say	VBD
37060	6366	10	.	.	.
37060	6367	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6367	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	6367	3	at	at	IN
37060	6367	4	the	the	DT
37060	6367	5	hanger	hanger	NN
37060	6367	6	,	,	,
37060	6367	7	the	the	DT
37060	6367	8	coat	coat	NN
37060	6367	9	,	,	,
37060	6367	10	at	at	IN
37060	6367	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6367	12	,	,	,
37060	6367	13	at	at	IN
37060	6367	14	the	the	DT
37060	6367	15	coat	coat	NN
37060	6367	16	again	again	RB
37060	6367	17	.	.	.
37060	6368	1	"	"	``
37060	6368	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6368	3	're	be	VBP
37060	6368	4	kidding	kid	VBG
37060	6368	5	...	...	NFP
37060	6368	6	"	"	''
37060	6368	7	"	"	``
37060	6368	8	No	no	UH
37060	6368	9	!	!	.
37060	6368	10	"	"	''
37060	6369	1	Tears	tear	NNS
37060	6369	2	welled	well	VBD
37060	6369	3	up	up	RP
37060	6369	4	in	in	IN
37060	6369	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6369	6	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	6369	7	as	as	IN
37060	6369	8	the	the	DT
37060	6369	9	truth	truth	NN
37060	6369	10	sunk	sink	VBN
37060	6369	11	in	in	RB
37060	6369	12	.	.	.
37060	6370	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6370	2	Norm	norm	VB
37060	6370	3	best	well	RBS
37060	6370	4	described	describe	VBD
37060	6370	5	the	the	DT
37060	6370	6	way	way	NN
37060	6370	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6370	8	was	be	VBD
37060	6370	9	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	6370	10	when	when	WRB
37060	6370	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6370	12	said	say	VBD
37060	6370	13	.	.	.
37060	6371	1	.	.	.
37060	6372	1	.	.	.
37060	6373	1	"	"	``
37060	6373	2	what	what	WDT
37060	6373	3	a	a	DT
37060	6373	4	load	load	NN
37060	6373	5	!	!	.
37060	6373	6	"	"	''
37060	6374	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6374	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6374	3	almost	almost	RB
37060	6374	4	more	more	JJR
37060	6374	5	than	than	IN
37060	6374	6	a	a	DT
37060	6374	7	person	person	NN
37060	6374	8	could	could	MD
37060	6374	9	handle	handle	VB
37060	6374	10	.	.	.
37060	6375	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6375	2	took	take	VBD
37060	6375	3	a	a	DT
37060	6375	4	nighttime	nighttime	NN
37060	6375	5	stroll	stroll	NN
37060	6375	6	after	after	IN
37060	6375	7	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6375	8	celebration	celebration	NN
37060	6375	9	ended	end	VBD
37060	6375	10	.	.	.
37060	6376	1	The	the	DT
37060	6376	2	air	air	NN
37060	6376	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6376	4	crisp	crisp	JJ
37060	6376	5	and	and	CC
37060	6376	6	clear	clear	JJ
37060	6376	7	and	and	CC
37060	6376	8	stars	star	NNS
37060	6376	9	blinked	blinked	JJ
37060	6376	10	like	like	IN
37060	6376	11	thousands	thousand	NNS
37060	6376	12	of	of	IN
37060	6376	13	tree	tree	NN
37060	6376	14	lights	light	NNS
37060	6376	15	.	.	.
37060	6377	1	Apart	apart	RB
37060	6377	2	from	from	IN
37060	6377	3	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6377	4	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	6377	5	all	all	DT
37060	6377	6	was	be	VBD
37060	6377	7	silent	silent	JJ
37060	6377	8	,	,	,
37060	6377	9	befitting	befit	VBG
37060	6377	10	the	the	DT
37060	6377	11	midnight	midnight	NN
37060	6377	12	hush	hush	JJ
37060	6377	13	.	.	.
37060	6378	1	This	this	DT
37060	6378	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6378	3	,	,	,
37060	6378	4	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	6378	5	,	,	,
37060	6378	6	the	the	DT
37060	6378	7	best	good	JJS
37060	6378	8	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	6378	9	.	.	.
37060	6379	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	6379	2	232	232	CD
37060	6379	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	6379	4	29	29	CD
37060	6379	5	Self	self	NN
37060	6379	6	Imposed	impose	VBN
37060	6379	7	Barriers	Barriers	NNP
37060	6379	8	"	"	''
37060	6379	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6379	10	am	be	VBP
37060	6379	11	nature	nature	NN
37060	6379	12	,	,	,
37060	6379	13	and	and	CC
37060	6379	14	like	like	IN
37060	6379	15	all	all	DT
37060	6379	16	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	6379	17	of	of	IN
37060	6379	18	nature	nature	NN
37060	6379	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6379	20	,	,	,
37060	6379	21	too	too	RB
37060	6379	22	,	,	,
37060	6379	23	must	must	MD
37060	6379	24	respect	respect	VB
37060	6379	25	the	the	DT
37060	6379	26	passing	passing	NN
37060	6379	27	of	of	IN
37060	6379	28	seasons	season	NNS
37060	6379	29	within	within	IN
37060	6379	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6379	31	life	life	NN
37060	6379	32	.	.	.
37060	6379	33	"	"	''
37060	6380	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	6380	2	TWENTY	TWENTY	NNP
37060	6380	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	6380	4	NINE	NINE	NNP
37060	6380	5	Self	Self	NNP
37060	6380	6	Imposed	Imposed	NNP
37060	6380	7	Barriers	Barriers	NNP
37060	6380	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6380	9	too	too	RB
37060	6380	10	,	,	,
37060	6380	11	was	be	VBD
37060	6380	12	capable	capable	JJ
37060	6380	13	of	of	IN
37060	6380	14	erecting	erect	VBG
37060	6380	15	quite	quite	RB
37060	6380	16	formidable	formidable	JJ
37060	6380	17	barriers	barrier	NNS
37060	6380	18	to	to	IN
37060	6380	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6380	20	health	health	NN
37060	6380	21	,	,	,
37060	6380	22	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	6380	23	and	and	CC
37060	6380	24	general	general	JJ
37060	6380	25	desire	desire	NN
37060	6380	26	for	for	IN
37060	6380	27	peace	peace	NN
37060	6380	28	.	.	.
37060	6381	1	The	the	DT
37060	6381	2	initial	initial	JJ
37060	6381	3	days	day	NNS
37060	6381	4	of	of	IN
37060	6381	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6381	6	last	last	JJ
37060	6381	7	semester	semester	NN
37060	6381	8	at	at	IN
37060	6381	9	Black	Black	NNP
37060	6381	10	Hawk	Hawk	NNP
37060	6381	11	College	College	NNP
37060	6381	12	had	have	VBD
37060	6381	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6381	14	floundering	flounder	VBG
37060	6381	15	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	6381	16	for	for	IN
37060	6381	17	sanity	sanity	NN
37060	6381	18	;	;	:
37060	6381	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6381	20	had	have	VBD
37060	6381	21	talked	talk	VBN
37060	6381	22	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6381	23	into	into	IN
37060	6381	24	attempting	attempt	VBG
37060	6381	25	17	17	CD
37060	6381	26	hours	hour	NNS
37060	6381	27	of	of	IN
37060	6381	28	credit	credit	NN
37060	6381	29	so	so	RB
37060	6381	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6381	31	would	would	MD
37060	6381	32	receive	receive	VB
37060	6381	33	a	a	DT
37060	6381	34	degree	degree	NN
37060	6381	35	rather	rather	RB
37060	6381	36	than	than	IN
37060	6381	37	merely	merely	RB
37060	6381	38	transferring	transfer	VBG
37060	6381	39	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6381	40	hours	hour	NNS
37060	6381	41	to	to	IN
37060	6381	42	the	the	DT
37060	6381	43	next	next	JJ
37060	6381	44	college	college	NN
37060	6381	45	if	if	IN
37060	6381	46	,	,	,
37060	6381	47	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	6381	48	,	,	,
37060	6381	49	there	there	EX
37060	6381	50	would	would	MD
37060	6381	51	be	be	VB
37060	6381	52	a	a	DT
37060	6381	53	"	"	``
37060	6381	54	next	next	JJ
37060	6381	55	college	college	NN
37060	6381	56	.	.	.
37060	6381	57	"	"	''
37060	6382	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	6382	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6382	3	not	not	RB
37060	6382	4	so	so	RB
37060	6382	5	enjoyed	enjoyed	JJ
37060	6382	6	sanity	sanity	NN
37060	6382	7	,	,	,
37060	6382	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6382	9	might	may	MD
37060	6382	10	have	have	VB
37060	6382	11	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	6382	12	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6382	13	to	to	TO
37060	6382	14	entertain	entertain	VB
37060	6382	15	this	this	DT
37060	6382	16	wretched	wretched	JJ
37060	6382	17	state	state	NN
37060	6382	18	of	of	IN
37060	6382	19	turmoil	turmoil	NN
37060	6382	20	;	;	:
37060	6382	21	as	as	IN
37060	6382	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6382	23	was	be	VBD
37060	6382	24	,	,	,
37060	6382	25	reason	reason	NN
37060	6382	26	soon	soon	RB
37060	6382	27	came	come	VBD
37060	6382	28	to	to	IN
37060	6382	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6382	30	rescue	rescue	NN
37060	6382	31	and	and	CC
37060	6382	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6382	33	was	be	VBD
37060	6382	34	able	able	JJ
37060	6382	35	to	to	TO
37060	6382	36	fling	fling	VB
37060	6382	37	one	one	CD
37060	6382	38	enormous	enormous	JJ
37060	6382	39	subject	subject	NN
37060	6382	40	back	back	RB
37060	6382	41	into	into	IN
37060	6382	42	the	the	DT
37060	6382	43	sea	sea	NN
37060	6382	44	of	of	IN
37060	6382	45	college	college	NN
37060	6382	46	courses	course	NNS
37060	6382	47	.	.	.
37060	6383	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	6383	2	discarded	discard	VBN
37060	6383	3	the	the	DT
37060	6383	4	excess	excess	JJ
37060	6383	5	weight	weight	NN
37060	6383	6	,	,	,
37060	6383	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6383	8	was	be	VBD
37060	6383	9	perfectly	perfectly	RB
37060	6383	10	capable	capable	JJ
37060	6383	11	of	of	IN
37060	6383	12	continuing	continue	VBG
37060	6383	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6383	14	other	other	JJ
37060	6383	15	subjects	subject	NNS
37060	6383	16	with	with	IN
37060	6383	17	ease	ease	NN
37060	6383	18	and	and	CC
37060	6383	19	enjoyment	enjoyment	NN
37060	6383	20	,	,	,
37060	6383	21	and	and	CC
37060	6383	22	accommodate	accommodate	VB
37060	6383	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6383	24	tendency	tendency	NN
37060	6383	25	toward	toward	IN
37060	6383	26	perfectionistic	perfectionistic	JJ
37060	6383	27	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	6383	28	through	through	IN
37060	6383	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6383	30	attainment	attainment	NN
37060	6383	31	of	of	IN
37060	6383	32	an	an	DT
37060	6383	33	A	A	NNP
37060	6383	34	average	average	NN
37060	6383	35	.	.	.
37060	6384	1	Perfectionism	perfectionism	NN
37060	6384	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6384	3	a	a	DT
37060	6384	4	behavioral	behavioral	JJ
37060	6384	5	pattern	pattern	NN
37060	6384	6	which	which	WDT
37060	6384	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	6384	8	not	not	RB
37060	6384	9	easily	easily	RB
37060	6384	10	discarded	discard	VBN
37060	6384	11	,	,	,
37060	6384	12	yet	yet	CC
37060	6384	13	when	when	WRB
37060	6384	14	one	one	NN
37060	6384	15	fostering	foster	VBG
37060	6384	16	this	this	DT
37060	6384	17	destructive	destructive	JJ
37060	6384	18	mode	mode	NN
37060	6384	19	of	of	IN
37060	6384	20	thought	thought	NN
37060	6384	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	6384	22	able	able	JJ
37060	6384	23	to	to	TO
37060	6384	24	control	control	VB
37060	6384	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6384	26	,	,	,
37060	6384	27	and	and	CC
37060	6384	28	reach	reach	VB
37060	6384	29	the	the	DT
37060	6384	30	irrevocable	irrevocable	JJ
37060	6384	31	conclusion	conclusion	NN
37060	6384	32	that	that	IN
37060	6384	33	perfectionism	perfectionism	NN
37060	6384	34	is	be	VBZ
37060	6384	35	a	a	DT
37060	6384	36	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	6384	37	counterproductive	counterproductive	JJ
37060	6384	38	personality	personality	NN
37060	6384	39	,	,	,
37060	6384	40	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6384	41	is	be	VBZ
37060	6384	42	able	able	JJ
37060	6384	43	to	to	TO
37060	6384	44	substantially	substantially	RB
37060	6384	45	reduce	reduce	VB
37060	6384	46	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6384	47	mental	mental	JJ
37060	6384	48	anxiety	anxiety	NN
37060	6384	49	.	.	.
37060	6385	1	One	one	CD
37060	6385	2	ruled	rule	VBN
37060	6385	3	by	by	IN
37060	6385	4	perfectionism	perfectionism	NN
37060	6385	5	finds	find	VBZ
37060	6385	6	no	no	DT
37060	6385	7	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	6385	8	,	,	,
37060	6385	9	and	and	CC
37060	6385	10	must	must	MD
37060	6385	11	also	also	RB
37060	6385	12	face	face	VB
37060	6385	13	the	the	DT
37060	6385	14	future	future	NN
37060	6385	15	in	in	IN
37060	6385	16	a	a	DT
37060	6385	17	similarly	similarly	RB
37060	6385	18	uncompromising	uncompromising	JJ
37060	6385	19	light	light	NN
37060	6385	20	.	.	.
37060	6386	1	Since	since	IN
37060	6386	2	no	no	DT
37060	6386	3	one	one	NN
37060	6386	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	6386	5	perfect	perfect	JJ
37060	6386	6	an	an	DT
37060	6386	7	endless	endless	JJ
37060	6386	8	struggle	struggle	NN
37060	6386	9	continues	continue	VBZ
37060	6386	10	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	6386	11	one	one	PRP
37060	6386	12	's	's	POS
37060	6386	13	existence	existence	NN
37060	6386	14	.	.	.
37060	6387	1	One	one	CD
37060	6387	2	course	course	NN
37060	6387	3	which	which	WDT
37060	6387	4	deserves	deserve	VBZ
37060	6387	5	mention	mention	VBP
37060	6387	6	if	if	IN
37060	6387	7	only	only	RB
37060	6387	8	for	for	IN
37060	6387	9	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6387	10	intrinsic	intrinsic	JJ
37060	6387	11	quality	quality	NN
37060	6387	12	of	of	IN
37060	6387	13	humor	humor	NN
37060	6387	14	was	be	VBD
37060	6387	15	called	call	VBN
37060	6387	16	"	"	``
37060	6387	17	biofeedback	biofeedback	NN
37060	6387	18	.	.	.
37060	6387	19	"	"	''
37060	6388	1	Of	of	IN
37060	6388	2	many	many	JJ
37060	6388	3	options	option	NNS
37060	6388	4	,	,	,
37060	6388	5	a	a	DT
37060	6388	6	student	student	NN
37060	6388	7	was	be	VBD
37060	6388	8	required	require	VBN
37060	6388	9	to	to	TO
37060	6388	10	choose	choose	VB
37060	6388	11	a	a	DT
37060	6388	12	course	course	NN
37060	6388	13	under	under	IN
37060	6388	14	a	a	DT
37060	6388	15	certain	certain	JJ
37060	6388	16	category	category	NN
37060	6388	17	despite	despite	IN
37060	6388	18	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6388	19	utter	utter	JJ
37060	6388	20	worthlessness	worthlessness	NN
37060	6388	21	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	6388	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6388	23	degree	degree	NN
37060	6388	24	.	.	.
37060	6389	1	These	these	DT
37060	6389	2	were	be	VBD
37060	6389	3	often	often	RB
37060	6389	4	regarded	regard	VBN
37060	6389	5	with	with	IN
37060	6389	6	contempt	contempt	NN
37060	6389	7	,	,	,
37060	6389	8	as	as	IN
37060	6389	9	students	student	NNS
37060	6389	10	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6389	11	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6389	12	to	to	TO
37060	6389	13	be	be	VB
37060	6389	14	a	a	DT
37060	6389	15	sheer	sheer	JJ
37060	6389	16	waste	waste	NN
37060	6389	17	of	of	IN
37060	6389	18	time	time	NN
37060	6389	19	;	;	:
37060	6389	20	nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	6389	21	the	the	DT
37060	6389	22	courses	course	NNS
37060	6389	23	were	be	VBD
37060	6389	24	an	an	DT
37060	6389	25	easy	easy	JJ
37060	6389	26	"	"	``
37060	6389	27	A	a	NN
37060	6389	28	"	"	''
37060	6389	29	for	for	IN
37060	6389	30	those	those	DT
37060	6389	31	who	who	WP
37060	6389	32	applied	apply	VBD
37060	6389	33	a	a	DT
37060	6389	34	modest	modest	JJ
37060	6389	35	degree	degree	NN
37060	6389	36	of	of	IN
37060	6389	37	interest	interest	NN
37060	6389	38	and	and	CC
37060	6389	39	effort	effort	NN
37060	6389	40	.	.	.
37060	6390	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6390	2	elected	elect	VBN
37060	6390	3	class	class	NN
37060	6390	4	centered	center	VBN
37060	6390	5	on	on	IN
37060	6390	6	controlling	control	VBG
37060	6390	7	and	and	CC
37060	6390	8	tempering	temper	VBG
37060	6390	9	one	one	PRP
37060	6390	10	's	's	POS
37060	6390	11	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	6390	12	through	through	IN
37060	6390	13	the	the	DT
37060	6390	14	relaxation	relaxation	NN
37060	6390	15	of	of	IN
37060	6390	16	individual	individual	JJ
37060	6390	17	body	body	NN
37060	6390	18	parts	part	NNS
37060	6390	19	,	,	,
37060	6390	20	and	and	CC
37060	6390	21	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	6390	22	slowing	slow	VBG
37060	6390	23	one	one	PRP
37060	6390	24	's	's	POS
37060	6390	25	involuntary	involuntary	JJ
37060	6390	26	functions	function	NNS
37060	6390	27	such	such	JJ
37060	6390	28	as	as	IN
37060	6390	29	heart	heart	NN
37060	6390	30	rate	rate	NN
37060	6390	31	and	and	CC
37060	6390	32	breathing	breathing	NN
37060	6390	33	.	.	.
37060	6391	1	These	these	DT
37060	6391	2	various	various	JJ
37060	6391	3	forms	form	NNS
37060	6391	4	of	of	IN
37060	6391	5	relaxation	relaxation	NN
37060	6391	6	were	be	VBD
37060	6391	7	monitored	monitor	VBN
37060	6391	8	by	by	IN
37060	6391	9	electric	electric	JJ
37060	6391	10	devices	device	NNS
37060	6391	11	attached	attach	VBN
37060	6391	12	to	to	IN
37060	6391	13	pulse	pulse	NN
37060	6391	14	points	point	NNS
37060	6391	15	on	on	IN
37060	6391	16	the	the	DT
37060	6391	17	head	head	NN
37060	6391	18	and	and	CC
37060	6391	19	arms	arm	NNS
37060	6391	20	.	.	.
37060	6392	1	More	more	RBR
37060	6392	2	interesting	interesting	JJ
37060	6392	3	than	than	IN
37060	6392	4	the	the	DT
37060	6392	5	machine	machine	NN
37060	6392	6	,	,	,
37060	6392	7	however	however	RB
37060	6392	8	,	,	,
37060	6392	9	was	be	VBD
37060	6392	10	the	the	DT
37060	6392	11	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	6392	12	who	who	WP
37060	6392	13	lectured	lecture	VBD
37060	6392	14	to	to	IN
37060	6392	15	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6392	16	.	.	.
37060	6393	1	Apparently	apparently	RB
37060	6393	2	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6393	3	method	method	NN
37060	6393	4	of	of	IN
37060	6393	5	relaxation	relaxation	NN
37060	6393	6	worked	work	VBD
37060	6393	7	incredibly	incredibly	RB
37060	6393	8	well	well	RB
37060	6393	9	,	,	,
37060	6393	10	for	for	IN
37060	6393	11	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6393	12	would	would	MD
37060	6393	13	stand	stand	VB
37060	6393	14	in	in	IN
37060	6393	15	front	front	NN
37060	6393	16	of	of	IN
37060	6393	17	the	the	DT
37060	6393	18	class	class	NN
37060	6393	19	and	and	CC
37060	6393	20	speak	speak	VB
37060	6393	21	so	so	RB
37060	6393	22	calmly	calmly	RB
37060	6393	23	,	,	,
37060	6393	24	so	so	RB
37060	6393	25	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	6393	26	,	,	,
37060	6393	27	that	that	IN
37060	6393	28	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6393	29	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	6393	30	fell	fall	VBD
37060	6393	31	asleep	asleep	JJ
37060	6393	32	mid	mid	NNS
37060	6393	33	-	-	NN
37060	6393	34	sentence	sentence	NN
37060	6393	35	.	.	.
37060	6394	1	As	as	IN
37060	6394	2	the	the	DT
37060	6394	3	class	class	NN
37060	6394	4	wore	wear	VBD
37060	6394	5	on	on	RB
37060	6394	6	,	,	,
37060	6394	7	those	those	DT
37060	6394	8	seated	seat	VBN
37060	6394	9	about	about	IN
37060	6394	10	the	the	DT
37060	6394	11	room	room	NN
37060	6394	12	would	would	MD
37060	6394	13	either	either	CC
37060	6394	14	begin	begin	VB
37060	6394	15	to	to	TO
37060	6394	16	fidget	fidget	VB
37060	6394	17	uncontrollably	uncontrollably	RB
37060	6394	18	or	or	CC
37060	6394	19	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	6394	20	transcend	transcend	VB
37060	6394	21	earthly	earthly	JJ
37060	6394	22	consciousness	consciousness	NN
37060	6394	23	into	into	IN
37060	6394	24	a	a	DT
37060	6394	25	vast	vast	JJ
37060	6394	26	ocean	ocean	NN
37060	6394	27	of	of	IN
37060	6394	28	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	6394	29	.	.	.
37060	6395	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6395	2	often	often	RB
37060	6395	3	found	find	VBD
37060	6395	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6395	5	mind	mind	NN
37060	6395	6	wandering	wander	VBG
37060	6395	7	aimlessly	aimlessly	RB
37060	6395	8	,	,	,
37060	6395	9	far	far	RB
37060	6395	10	from	from	IN
37060	6395	11	the	the	DT
37060	6395	12	room	room	NN
37060	6395	13	in	in	IN
37060	6395	14	which	which	WDT
37060	6395	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6395	16	body	body	NN
37060	6395	17	was	be	VBD
37060	6395	18	confined	confine	VBN
37060	6395	19	,	,	,
37060	6395	20	yet	yet	CC
37060	6395	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6395	22	fostered	foster	VBD
37060	6395	23	a	a	DT
37060	6395	24	benevolent	benevolent	JJ
37060	6395	25	sympathy	sympathy	NN
37060	6395	26	for	for	IN
37060	6395	27	the	the	DT
37060	6395	28	dreamy	dreamy	NNP
37060	6395	29	instructor	instructor	NN
37060	6395	30	and	and	CC
37060	6395	31	tried	try	VBD
37060	6395	32	to	to	TO
37060	6395	33	concentrate	concentrate	VB
37060	6395	34	upon	upon	IN
37060	6395	35	the	the	DT
37060	6395	36	content	content	NN
37060	6395	37	of	of	IN
37060	6395	38	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6395	39	messages	message	NNS
37060	6395	40	,	,	,
37060	6395	41	though	though	RB
37060	6395	42	like	like	IN
37060	6395	43	a	a	DT
37060	6395	44	flower	flower	NN
37060	6395	45	in	in	IN
37060	6395	46	tight	tight	JJ
37060	6395	47	bud	bud	NN
37060	6395	48	,	,	,
37060	6395	49	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6395	50	took	take	VBD
37060	6395	51	forever	forever	RB
37060	6395	52	to	to	TO
37060	6395	53	unfold	unfold	VB
37060	6395	54	.	.	.
37060	6396	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6396	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6396	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6396	4	finally	finally	RB
37060	6396	5	time	time	NN
37060	6396	6	to	to	TO
37060	6396	7	depart	depart	VB
37060	6396	8	,	,	,
37060	6396	9	and	and	CC
37060	6396	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6396	11	all	all	DT
37060	6396	12	dashed	dash	VBD
37060	6396	13	toward	toward	IN
37060	6396	14	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6396	15	cars	car	NNS
37060	6396	16	,	,	,
37060	6396	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6396	18	could	could	MD
37060	6396	19	not	not	RB
37060	6396	20	help	help	VB
37060	6396	21	but	but	CC
37060	6396	22	wonder	wonder	VB
37060	6396	23	whether	whether	IN
37060	6396	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6396	25	was	be	VBD
37060	6396	26	safe	safe	JJ
37060	6396	27	for	for	IN
37060	6396	28	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6396	29	to	to	TO
37060	6396	30	drive	drive	VB
37060	6396	31	thus	thus	RB
37060	6396	32	relaxed	relaxed	JJ
37060	6396	33	.	.	.
37060	6397	1	In	in	IN
37060	6397	2	addition	addition	NN
37060	6397	3	to	to	IN
37060	6397	4	discovering	discover	VBG
37060	6397	5	new	new	JJ
37060	6397	6	methods	method	NNS
37060	6397	7	of	of	IN
37060	6397	8	relaxation	relaxation	NN
37060	6397	9	,	,	,
37060	6397	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6397	11	desired	desire	VBD
37060	6397	12	to	to	TO
37060	6397	13	hear	hear	VB
37060	6397	14	other	other	JJ
37060	6397	15	opinions	opinion	NNS
37060	6397	16	which	which	WDT
37060	6397	17	dealt	deal	VBD
37060	6397	18	with	with	IN
37060	6397	19	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	6397	20	and	and	CC
37060	6397	21	the	the	DT
37060	6397	22	control	control	NN
37060	6397	23	thereof	thereof	RB
37060	6397	24	;	;	:
37060	6397	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6397	26	fought	fight	VBD
37060	6397	27	a	a	DT
37060	6397	28	battle	battle	NN
37060	6397	29	with	with	IN
37060	6397	30	depression	depression	NN
37060	6397	31	a	a	DT
37060	6397	32	year	year	NN
37060	6397	33	earlier	early	RBR
37060	6397	34	,	,	,
37060	6397	35	and	and	CC
37060	6397	36	won	win	VBD
37060	6397	37	;	;	:
37060	6397	38	thus	thus	RB
37060	6397	39	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6397	40	interest	interest	NN
37060	6397	41	stemmed	stem	VBD
37060	6397	42	from	from	IN
37060	6397	43	former	former	JJ
37060	6397	44	conflicts	conflict	NNS
37060	6397	45	which	which	WDT
37060	6397	46	,	,	,
37060	6397	47	resolved	resolve	VBD
37060	6397	48	,	,	,
37060	6397	49	inhabited	inhabit	VBD
37060	6397	50	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6397	51	memory	memory	NN
37060	6397	52	only	only	RB
37060	6397	53	,	,	,
37060	6397	54	yet	yet	CC
37060	6397	55	stood	stand	VBD
37060	6397	56	as	as	IN
37060	6397	57	steadfast	steadfast	JJ
37060	6397	58	reminders	reminder	NNS
37060	6397	59	to	to	TO
37060	6397	60	listen	listen	VB
37060	6397	61	to	to	IN
37060	6397	62	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6397	63	mind	mind	NN
37060	6397	64	's	's	POS
37060	6397	65	plea	plea	NN
37060	6397	66	for	for	IN
37060	6397	67	rest	rest	NN
37060	6397	68	.	.	.
37060	6398	1	The	the	DT
37060	6398	2	assignments	assignment	NNS
37060	6398	3	in	in	IN
37060	6398	4	the	the	DT
37060	6398	5	class	class	NN
37060	6398	6	were	be	VBD
37060	6398	7	not	not	RB
37060	6398	8	in	in	IN
37060	6398	9	the	the	DT
37060	6398	10	least	least	RBS
37060	6398	11	rigorous	rigorous	JJ
37060	6398	12	and	and	CC
37060	6398	13	usually	usually	RB
37060	6398	14	consisted	consist	VBN
37060	6398	15	of	of	IN
37060	6398	16	merely	merely	RB
37060	6398	17	reading	read	VBG
37060	6398	18	books	book	NNS
37060	6398	19	of	of	IN
37060	6398	20	the	the	DT
37060	6398	21	"	"	``
37060	6398	22	self	self	NN
37060	6398	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	6398	24	help	help	NN
37060	6398	25	"	"	''
37060	6398	26	variety	variety	NN
37060	6398	27	.	.	.
37060	6399	1	With	with	IN
37060	6399	2	the	the	DT
37060	6399	3	exception	exception	NN
37060	6399	4	of	of	IN
37060	6399	5	one	one	CD
37060	6399	6	book	book	NN
37060	6399	7	,	,	,
37060	6399	8	those	those	DT
37060	6399	9	which	which	WDT
37060	6399	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6399	11	read	read	VBP
37060	6399	12	were	be	VBD
37060	6399	13	generally	generally	RB
37060	6399	14	"	"	``
37060	6399	15	compatible	compatible	JJ
37060	6399	16	"	"	''
37060	6399	17	with	with	IN
37060	6399	18	readers	reader	NNS
37060	6399	19	,	,	,
37060	6399	20	meaning	mean	VBG
37060	6399	21	that	that	IN
37060	6399	22	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6399	23	took	take	VBD
37060	6399	24	all	all	DT
37060	6399	25	stands	stand	NNS
37060	6399	26	in	in	IN
37060	6399	27	general	general	JJ
37060	6399	28	but	but	CC
37060	6399	29	none	none	NN
37060	6399	30	in	in	IN
37060	6399	31	particular	particular	JJ
37060	6399	32	.	.	.
37060	6400	1	The	the	DT
37060	6400	2	book	book	NN
37060	6400	3	with	with	IN
37060	6400	4	which	which	WDT
37060	6400	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6400	6	had	have	VBD
37060	6400	7	extreme	extreme	JJ
37060	6400	8	difficulty	difficulty	NN
37060	6400	9	was	be	VBD
37060	6400	10	based	base	VBN
37060	6400	11	upon	upon	IN
37060	6400	12	the	the	DT
37060	6400	13	premise	premise	NN
37060	6400	14	"	"	``
37060	6400	15	If	if	IN
37060	6400	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6400	17	feels	feel	VBZ
37060	6400	18	good	good	JJ
37060	6400	19	,	,	,
37060	6400	20	do	do	VB
37060	6400	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6400	22	,	,	,
37060	6400	23	"	"	''
37060	6400	24	for	for	IN
37060	6400	25	which	which	WDT
37060	6400	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6400	27	have	have	VBP
37060	6400	28	little	little	JJ
37060	6400	29	regard	regard	NN
37060	6400	30	.	.	.
37060	6401	1	1982	1982	CD
37060	6401	2	:	:	:
37060	6401	3	"	"	``
37060	6401	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6401	5	have	have	VBP
37060	6401	6	decided	decide	VBN
37060	6401	7	that	that	IN
37060	6401	8	,	,	,
37060	6401	9	although	although	IN
37060	6401	10	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	6401	11	D	D	NNP
37060	6401	12	's	's	POS
37060	6401	13	speech	speech	NN
37060	6401	14	within	within	IN
37060	6401	15	the	the	DT
37060	6401	16	book	book	NN
37060	6401	17	denies	deny	VBZ
37060	6401	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6401	19	,	,	,
37060	6401	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6401	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	6401	22	also	also	RB
37060	6401	23	an	an	DT
37060	6401	24	insecure	insecure	JJ
37060	6401	25	person	person	NN
37060	6401	26	;	;	:
37060	6401	27	or	or	CC
37060	6401	28	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6401	29	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6401	30	is	be	VBZ
37060	6401	31	simply	simply	RB
37060	6401	32	vain	vain	JJ
37060	6401	33	.	.	.
37060	6402	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6402	2	reason	reason	NN
37060	6402	3	for	for	IN
37060	6402	4	so	so	RB
37060	6402	5	stating	state	VBG
37060	6402	6	this	this	DT
37060	6402	7	was	be	VBD
37060	6402	8	due	due	JJ
37060	6402	9	to	to	IN
37060	6402	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6402	11	observance	observance	NN
37060	6402	12	that	that	IN
37060	6402	13	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	6402	14	D	D	NNP
37060	6402	15	's	's	POS
37060	6402	16	cover	cover	NN
37060	6402	17	photo	photo	NN
37060	6402	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	6402	19	purposely	purposely	RB
37060	6402	20	cut	cut	VBN
37060	6402	21	in	in	IN
37060	6402	22	such	such	PDT
37060	6402	23	a	a	DT
37060	6402	24	manner	manner	NN
37060	6402	25	that	that	WDT
37060	6402	26	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6402	27	unquestionably	unquestionably	JJ
37060	6402	28	bald	bald	JJ
37060	6402	29	head	head	NN
37060	6402	30	is	be	VBZ
37060	6402	31	concealed	conceal	VBN
37060	6402	32	from	from	IN
37060	6402	33	the	the	DT
37060	6402	34	general	general	JJ
37060	6402	35	public	public	NN
37060	6402	36	.	.	.
37060	6403	1	Baldness	Baldness	NNP
37060	6403	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6403	3	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	6403	4	not	not	RB
37060	6403	5	uncommon	uncommon	JJ
37060	6403	6	in	in	IN
37060	6403	7	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6403	8	society	society	NN
37060	6403	9	,	,	,
37060	6403	10	nor	nor	CC
37060	6403	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	6403	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6403	13	something	something	NN
37060	6403	14	which	which	WDT
37060	6403	15	should	should	MD
37060	6403	16	be	be	VB
37060	6403	17	looked	look	VBN
37060	6403	18	upon	upon	IN
37060	6403	19	in	in	IN
37060	6403	20	shame	shame	NN
37060	6403	21	.	.	.
37060	6404	1	After	after	RB
37060	6404	2	all	all	RB
37060	6404	3	,	,	,
37060	6404	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6404	5	are	be	VBP
37060	6404	6	what	what	WP
37060	6404	7	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6404	8	are	be	VBP
37060	6404	9	...	...	:
37060	6404	10	body	body	NN
37060	6404	11	and	and	CC
37060	6404	12	mind	mind	NN
37060	6404	13	are	be	VBP
37060	6404	14	a	a	DT
37060	6404	15	unit	unit	NN
37060	6404	16	!	!	.
37060	6405	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	6405	2	,	,	,
37060	6405	3	if	if	IN
37060	6405	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6405	5	photo	photo	NN
37060	6405	6	was	be	VBD
37060	6405	7	so	so	RB
37060	6405	8	ingeniously	ingeniously	RB
37060	6405	9	cut	cut	VBN
37060	6405	10	for	for	IN
37060	6405	11	the	the	DT
37060	6405	12	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	6405	13	of	of	IN
37060	6405	14	vanity	vanity	NN
37060	6405	15	,	,	,
37060	6405	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6405	17	needed	need	VBD
37060	6405	18	not	not	RB
37060	6405	19	"	"	``
37060	6405	20	grace	grace	NN
37060	6405	21	"	"	''
37060	6405	22	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6405	23	with	with	IN
37060	6405	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6405	25	countenance	countenance	NN
37060	6405	26	on	on	IN
37060	6405	27	both	both	CC
37060	6405	28	the	the	DT
37060	6405	29	front	front	JJ
37060	6405	30	and	and	CC
37060	6405	31	back	back	JJ
37060	6405	32	covers	cover	NNS
37060	6405	33	of	of	IN
37060	6405	34	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6405	35	book	book	NN
37060	6405	36	.	.	.
37060	6406	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6406	2	further	further	RB
37060	6406	3	noted	note	VBD
37060	6406	4	that	that	IN
37060	6406	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6406	6	title	title	NN
37060	6406	7	and	and	CC
37060	6406	8	choice	choice	NN
37060	6406	9	of	of	IN
37060	6406	10	attire	attire	NN
37060	6406	11	coincide	coincide	NN
37060	6406	12	in	in	IN
37060	6406	13	such	such	PDT
37060	6406	14	a	a	DT
37060	6406	15	manner	manner	NN
37060	6406	16	that	that	IN
37060	6406	17	one	one	NN
37060	6406	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	6406	19	led	lead	VBN
37060	6406	20	to	to	TO
37060	6406	21	believe	believe	VB
37060	6406	22	the	the	DT
37060	6406	23	book	book	NN
37060	6406	24	is	be	VBZ
37060	6406	25	of	of	IN
37060	6406	26	a	a	DT
37060	6406	27	different	different	JJ
37060	6406	28	content	content	NN
37060	6406	29	.	.	.
37060	6407	1	To	to	TO
37060	6407	2	more	more	RBR
37060	6407	3	clearly	clearly	RB
37060	6407	4	explain	explain	VB
37060	6407	5	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6407	6	,	,	,
37060	6407	7	"	"	``
37060	6407	8	erroneous	erroneous	JJ
37060	6407	9	"	"	''
37060	6407	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	6407	11	much	much	RB
37060	6407	12	too	too	RB
37060	6407	13	easily	easily	RB
37060	6407	14	confused	confused	JJ
37060	6407	15	with	with	IN
37060	6407	16	"	"	``
37060	6407	17	erogenous	erogenous	JJ
37060	6407	18	"	"	''
37060	6407	19	especially	especially	RB
37060	6407	20	when	when	WRB
37060	6407	21	teamed	team	VBN
37060	6407	22	with	with	IN
37060	6407	23	D	D	NNP
37060	6407	24	's	's	POS
37060	6407	25	low	low	JJ
37060	6407	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	6407	27	cut	cut	NN
37060	6407	28	knit	knit	VBN
37060	6407	29	shirt	shirt	NN
37060	6407	30	revealing	reveal	VBG
37060	6407	31	a	a	DT
37060	6407	32	sparsity	sparsity	NN
37060	6407	33	of	of	IN
37060	6407	34	chest	chest	NN
37060	6407	35	hairs	hair	NNS
37060	6407	36	!	!	.
37060	6408	1	An	an	DT
37060	6408	2	individual	individual	JJ
37060	6408	3	seeking	seek	VBG
37060	6408	4	guidance	guidance	NN
37060	6408	5	toward	toward	IN
37060	6408	6	finding	find	VBG
37060	6408	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6408	8	own	own	JJ
37060	6408	9	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	6408	10	and	and	CC
37060	6408	11	personality	personality	NN
37060	6408	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	6408	13	quite	quite	RB
37060	6408	14	vulnerable	vulnerable	JJ
37060	6408	15	;	;	:
37060	6408	16	suggestions	suggestion	NNS
37060	6408	17	made	make	VBN
37060	6408	18	by	by	IN
37060	6408	19	self	self	NN
37060	6408	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	6408	21	assured	assured	JJ
37060	6408	22	,	,	,
37060	6408	23	confident	confident	JJ
37060	6408	24	people	people	NNS
37060	6408	25	will	will	MD
37060	6408	26	create	create	VB
37060	6408	27	a	a	DT
37060	6408	28	vivid	vivid	JJ
37060	6408	29	color	color	NN
37060	6408	30	in	in	IN
37060	6408	31	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6408	32	mind	mind	NN
37060	6408	33	.	.	.
37060	6409	1	Therefore	therefore	RB
37060	6409	2	,	,	,
37060	6409	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6409	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	6409	5	important	important	JJ
37060	6409	6	that	that	IN
37060	6409	7	one	one	NN
37060	6409	8	who	who	WP
37060	6409	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	6409	10	easily	easily	RB
37060	6409	11	persuaded	persuade	VBN
37060	6409	12	guards	guard	NNS
37060	6409	13	against	against	IN
37060	6409	14	such	such	JJ
37060	6409	15	flagrant	flagrant	JJ
37060	6409	16	and	and	CC
37060	6409	17	opinionated	opinionated	JJ
37060	6409	18	views	view	NNS
37060	6409	19	of	of	IN
37060	6409	20	personal	personal	JJ
37060	6409	21	conduct	conduct	NN
37060	6409	22	,	,	,
37060	6409	23	lest	lest	IN
37060	6409	24	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6409	25	be	be	VB
37060	6409	26	drawn	draw	VBN
37060	6409	27	into	into	IN
37060	6409	28	a	a	DT
37060	6409	29	mode	mode	NN
37060	6409	30	of	of	IN
37060	6409	31	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	6409	32	which	which	WDT
37060	6409	33	is	be	VBZ
37060	6409	34	worth	worth	JJ
37060	6409	35	less	less	JJR
37060	6409	36	than	than	IN
37060	6409	37	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6409	38	merits	merit	VBZ
37060	6409	39	.	.	.
37060	6410	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6410	2	do	do	VBP
37060	6410	3	not	not	RB
37060	6410	4	believe	believe	VB
37060	6410	5	that	that	IN
37060	6410	6	a	a	DT
37060	6410	7	person	person	NN
37060	6410	8	housing	house	VBG
37060	6410	9	a	a	DT
37060	6410	10	low	low	JJ
37060	6410	11	self	self	NN
37060	6410	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	6410	13	image	image	NN
37060	6410	14	should	should	MD
37060	6410	15	be	be	VB
37060	6410	16	told	tell	VBN
37060	6410	17	to	to	TO
37060	6410	18	feel	feel	VB
37060	6410	19	free	free	JJ
37060	6410	20	to	to	TO
37060	6410	21	exercise	exercise	VB
37060	6410	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6410	23	wishes	wish	NNS
37060	6410	24	as	as	RB
37060	6410	25	long	long	RB
37060	6410	26	as	as	IN
37060	6410	27	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6410	28	please	please	VBP
37060	6410	29	only	only	RB
37060	6410	30	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6410	31	;	;	:
37060	6410	32	while	while	IN
37060	6410	33	no	no	DT
37060	6410	34	one	one	NN
37060	6410	35	respects	respect	VBZ
37060	6410	36	a	a	DT
37060	6410	37	person	person	NN
37060	6410	38	who	who	WP
37060	6410	39	compromises	compromise	VBZ
37060	6410	40	all	all	DT
37060	6410	41	of	of	IN
37060	6410	42	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6410	43	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	6410	44	to	to	TO
37060	6410	45	please	please	VB
37060	6410	46	or	or	CC
37060	6410	47	"	"	``
37060	6410	48	be	be	VB
37060	6410	49	liked	like	VBN
37060	6410	50	"	"	''
37060	6410	51	by	by	IN
37060	6410	52	others	other	NNS
37060	6410	53	,	,	,
37060	6410	54	one	one	CD
37060	6410	55	who	who	WP
37060	6410	56	succumbs	succumb	VBZ
37060	6410	57	to	to	IN
37060	6410	58	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6410	59	every	every	DT
37060	6410	60	whim	whim	NN
37060	6410	61	despite	despite	IN
37060	6410	62	the	the	DT
37060	6410	63	ill	ill	JJ
37060	6410	64	consequences	consequence	NNS
37060	6410	65	toward	toward	IN
37060	6410	66	others	other	NNS
37060	6410	67	also	also	RB
37060	6410	68	gains	gain	VBZ
37060	6410	69	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	6410	70	.	.	.
37060	6411	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6411	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6411	3	beneficial	beneficial	JJ
37060	6411	4	for	for	IN
37060	6411	5	the	the	DT
37060	6411	6	uncertain	uncertain	JJ
37060	6411	7	individual	individual	NN
37060	6411	8	to	to	TO
37060	6411	9	ingest	ingest	VB
37060	6411	10	each	each	DT
37060	6411	11	successive	successive	JJ
37060	6411	12	suggestion	suggestion	NN
37060	6411	13	,	,	,
37060	6411	14	and	and	CC
37060	6411	15	choose	choose	VB
37060	6411	16	which	which	WDT
37060	6411	17	is	be	VBZ
37060	6411	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6411	19	desired	desire	VBN
37060	6411	20	path	path	NN
37060	6411	21	toward	toward	IN
37060	6411	22	improvement	improvement	NN
37060	6411	23	.	.	.
37060	6412	1	Reading	read	VBG
37060	6412	2	self	self	NN
37060	6412	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	6412	4	improvement	improvement	NN
37060	6412	5	books	book	NNS
37060	6412	6	was	be	VBD
37060	6412	7	often	often	RB
37060	6412	8	a	a	DT
37060	6412	9	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	6412	10	as	as	IN
37060	6412	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6412	12	found	find	VBD
37060	6412	13	the	the	DT
37060	6412	14	content	content	NN
37060	6412	15	to	to	TO
37060	6412	16	be	be	VB
37060	6412	17	disagreeable	disagreeable	JJ
37060	6412	18	in	in	IN
37060	6412	19	ethical	ethical	JJ
37060	6412	20	terms	term	NNS
37060	6412	21	or	or	CC
37060	6412	22	some	some	DT
37060	6412	23	startling	startling	JJ
37060	6412	24	and	and	CC
37060	6412	25	conclusive	conclusive	JJ
37060	6412	26	evidence	evidence	NN
37060	6412	27	which	which	WDT
37060	6412	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6412	29	had	have	VBD
37060	6412	30	already	already	RB
37060	6412	31	concluded	conclude	VBN
37060	6412	32	on	on	IN
37060	6412	33	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6412	34	own	own	JJ
37060	6412	35	.	.	.
37060	6413	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6413	2	also	also	RB
37060	6413	3	pitied	pity	VBD
37060	6413	4	the	the	DT
37060	6413	5	individual	individual	NN
37060	6413	6	who	who	WP
37060	6413	7	needed	need	VBD
37060	6413	8	to	to	TO
37060	6413	9	read	read	VB
37060	6413	10	such	such	JJ
37060	6413	11	books	book	NNS
37060	6413	12	before	before	IN
37060	6413	13	realizing	realize	VBG
37060	6413	14	that	that	IN
37060	6413	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6413	16	fostered	foster	VBD
37060	6413	17	depression	depression	NN
37060	6413	18	or	or	CC
37060	6413	19	another	another	DT
37060	6413	20	debilitating	debilitate	VBG
37060	6413	21	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	6413	22	;	;	:
37060	6413	23	yet	yet	CC
37060	6413	24	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	6413	25	that	that	IN
37060	6413	26	once	once	IN
37060	6413	27	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6413	28	repressed	repressed	JJ
37060	6413	29	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	6413	30	were	be	VBD
37060	6413	31	brought	bring	VBN
37060	6413	32	to	to	IN
37060	6413	33	the	the	DT
37060	6413	34	fore	fore	NN
37060	6413	35	,	,	,
37060	6413	36	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6413	37	would	would	MD
37060	6413	38	find	find	VB
37060	6413	39	the	the	DT
37060	6413	40	altruistic	altruistic	JJ
37060	6413	41	guidance	guidance	NN
37060	6413	42	needed	need	VBN
37060	6413	43	to	to	TO
37060	6413	44	become	become	VB
37060	6413	45	an	an	DT
37060	6413	46	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	6413	47	balanced	balanced	JJ
37060	6413	48	individual	individual	NN
37060	6413	49	,	,	,
37060	6413	50	rather	rather	RB
37060	6413	51	than	than	IN
37060	6413	52	a	a	DT
37060	6413	53	monster	monster	NN
37060	6413	54	begotten	begotten	NN
37060	6413	55	of	of	IN
37060	6413	56	the	the	DT
37060	6413	57	misguided	misguided	JJ
37060	6413	58	advocates	advocate	NNS
37060	6413	59	of	of	IN
37060	6413	60	selfishness	selfishness	NN
37060	6413	61	.	.	.
37060	6414	1	If	if	IN
37060	6414	2	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	6414	3	abided	abide	VBN
37060	6414	4	by	by	IN
37060	6414	5	the	the	DT
37060	6414	6	"	"	``
37060	6414	7	philosophies	philosophy	NNS
37060	6414	8	"	"	''
37060	6414	9	stated	state	VBD
37060	6414	10	in	in	IN
37060	6414	11	the	the	DT
37060	6414	12	latter	latter	JJ
37060	6414	13	books	book	NNS
37060	6414	14	,	,	,
37060	6414	15	the	the	DT
37060	6414	16	world	world	NN
37060	6414	17	could	could	MD
37060	6414	18	not	not	RB
37060	6414	19	be	be	VB
37060	6414	20	a	a	DT
37060	6414	21	tolerable	tolerable	JJ
37060	6414	22	place	place	NN
37060	6414	23	to	to	TO
37060	6414	24	exist	exist	VB
37060	6414	25	;	;	:
37060	6414	26	lacking	lack	VBG
37060	6414	27	concern	concern	NN
37060	6414	28	for	for	IN
37060	6414	29	one	one	CD
37060	6414	30	's	's	POS
37060	6414	31	fellow	fellow	JJ
37060	6414	32	man	man	NN
37060	6414	33	,	,	,
37060	6414	34	society	society	NN
37060	6414	35	would	would	MD
37060	6414	36	fall	fall	VB
37060	6414	37	into	into	IN
37060	6414	38	disarray	disarray	NN
37060	6414	39	and	and	CC
37060	6414	40	collapse	collapse	VB
37060	6414	41	altogether	altogether	RB
37060	6414	42	.	.	.
37060	6415	1	Mon	Mon	NNP
37060	6415	2	.	.	.
37060	6416	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	6417	1	15	15	CD
37060	6417	2	1982	1982	CD
37060	6417	3	...	...	.
37060	6417	4	On	on	IN
37060	6417	5	this	this	DT
37060	6417	6	15th	15th	JJ
37060	6417	7	night	night	NN
37060	6417	8	of	of	IN
37060	6417	9	March	March	NNP
37060	6417	10	,	,	,
37060	6417	11	the	the	DT
37060	6417	12	heavens	heaven	NNS
37060	6417	13	once	once	RB
37060	6417	14	again	again	RB
37060	6417	15	proclaim	proclaim	VBP
37060	6417	16	that	that	DT
37060	6417	17	spring	spring	NN
37060	6417	18	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	6417	19	will	will	MD
37060	6417	20	come	come	VB
37060	6417	21	.	.	.
37060	6418	1	Beneath	beneath	IN
37060	6418	2	the	the	DT
37060	6418	3	shroud	shroud	NN
37060	6418	4	of	of	IN
37060	6418	5	haze	haze	NN
37060	6418	6	one	one	CD
37060	6418	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	6418	8	able	able	JJ
37060	6418	9	to	to	TO
37060	6418	10	catch	catch	VB
37060	6418	11	fleeting	fleeting	JJ
37060	6418	12	glimpses	glimpse	NNS
37060	6418	13	of	of	IN
37060	6418	14	lightning	lightning	NN
37060	6418	15	,	,	,
37060	6418	16	followed	follow	VBN
37060	6418	17	by	by	IN
37060	6418	18	the	the	DT
37060	6418	19	inevitable	inevitable	JJ
37060	6418	20	and	and	CC
37060	6418	21	distant	distant	JJ
37060	6418	22	roar	roar	NN
37060	6418	23	of	of	IN
37060	6418	24	thunder	thunder	NN
37060	6418	25	.	.	.
37060	6419	1	Each	each	DT
37060	6419	2	day	day	NN
37060	6419	3	possesses	possess	VBZ
37060	6419	4	a	a	DT
37060	6419	5	unique	unique	JJ
37060	6419	6	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	6419	7	;	;	:
37060	6419	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6419	9	am	be	VBP
37060	6419	10	happy	happy	JJ
37060	6419	11	that	that	IN
37060	6419	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6419	13	did	do	VBD
37060	6419	14	not	not	RB
37060	6419	15	miss	miss	VB
37060	6419	16	this	this	DT
37060	6419	17	event	event	NN
37060	6419	18	.	.	.
37060	6420	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6420	2	the	the	DT
37060	6420	3	steady	steady	JJ
37060	6420	4	beat	beat	NN
37060	6420	5	of	of	IN
37060	6420	6	rain	rain	NN
37060	6420	7	upon	upon	IN
37060	6420	8	the	the	DT
37060	6420	9	roof	roof	NN
37060	6420	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	6420	11	top	top	NN
37060	6420	12	will	will	MD
37060	6420	13	lull	lull	VB
37060	6420	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6420	15	to	to	TO
37060	6420	16	sleep	sleep	VB
37060	6420	17	a	a	DT
37060	6420	18	sound	sound	NN
37060	6420	19	,	,	,
37060	6420	20	contented	contented	JJ
37060	6420	21	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	6420	22	.	.	.
37060	6421	1	.	.	.
37060	6422	1	.	.	.
37060	6423	1	the	the	DT
37060	6423	2	thunder	thunder	NN
37060	6423	3	again	again	RB
37060	6423	4	claps	clap	VBZ
37060	6423	5	the	the	DT
37060	6423	6	listening	listening	NN
37060	6423	7	ear	ear	NN
37060	6423	8	while	while	IN
37060	6423	9	lightning	lightning	NN
37060	6423	10	sears	sear	VBZ
37060	6423	11	the	the	DT
37060	6423	12	gray	gray	JJ
37060	6423	13	sky	sky	NN
37060	6423	14	to	to	IN
37060	6423	15	the	the	DT
37060	6423	16	realization	realization	NN
37060	6423	17	that	that	IN
37060	6423	18	a	a	DT
37060	6423	19	new	new	JJ
37060	6423	20	season	season	NN
37060	6423	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	6423	22	close	close	JJ
37060	6423	23	at	at	IN
37060	6423	24	hand	hand	NN
37060	6423	25	.	.	.
37060	6424	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6424	2	sleep	sleep	VBP
37060	6424	3	...	...	NFP
37060	6424	4	with	with	IN
37060	6424	5	peace	peace	NN
37060	6424	6	of	of	IN
37060	6424	7	mind	mind	NN
37060	6424	8	and	and	CC
37060	6424	9	body	body	NN
37060	6424	10	...	...	NFP
37060	6424	11	and	and	CC
37060	6424	12	rejoice	rejoice	VB
37060	6424	13	in	in	IN
37060	6424	14	nature	nature	NN
37060	6424	15	's	's	POS
37060	6424	16	splendor	splendor	NN
37060	6424	17	and	and	CC
37060	6424	18	complexity	complexity	NN
37060	6424	19	which	which	WDT
37060	6424	20	man	man	NN
37060	6424	21	can	can	MD
37060	6424	22	not	not	RB
37060	6424	23	begin	begin	VB
37060	6424	24	to	to	TO
37060	6424	25	understand	understand	VB
37060	6424	26	.	.	.
37060	6425	1	Is	be	VBZ
37060	6425	2	not	not	RB
37060	6425	3	mystery	mystery	NN
37060	6425	4	the	the	DT
37060	6425	5	food	food	NN
37060	6425	6	which	which	WDT
37060	6425	7	keeps	keep	VBZ
37060	6425	8	one	one	CD
37060	6425	9	alive	alive	JJ
37060	6425	10	?	?	.
37060	6426	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6426	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6426	3	spring	spring	NN
37060	6426	4	once	once	RB
37060	6426	5	again	again	RB
37060	6426	6	.	.	.
37060	6427	1	Here	here	RB
37060	6427	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6427	3	sit	sit	VBP
37060	6427	4	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	6427	5	at	at	IN
37060	6427	6	once	once	RB
37060	6427	7	happy	happy	JJ
37060	6427	8	and	and	CC
37060	6427	9	sad	sad	JJ
37060	6427	10	toward	toward	IN
37060	6427	11	the	the	DT
37060	6427	12	coming	coming	NN
37060	6427	13	of	of	IN
37060	6427	14	another	another	DT
37060	6427	15	season	season	NN
37060	6427	16	.	.	.
37060	6428	1	A	a	DT
37060	6428	2	balmy	balmy	JJ
37060	6428	3	and	and	CC
37060	6428	4	gentle	gentle	JJ
37060	6428	5	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	6428	6	now	now	RB
37060	6428	7	whispers	whisper	VBZ
37060	6428	8	through	through	IN
37060	6428	9	the	the	DT
37060	6428	10	budding	bud	VBG
37060	6428	11	trees	tree	NNS
37060	6428	12	,	,	,
37060	6428	13	taking	take	VBG
37060	6428	14	the	the	DT
37060	6428	15	place	place	NN
37060	6428	16	of	of	IN
37060	6428	17	winter	winter	NN
37060	6428	18	's	's	POS
37060	6428	19	harsh	harsh	JJ
37060	6428	20	,	,	,
37060	6428	21	relentless	relentless	JJ
37060	6428	22	chill	chill	NN
37060	6428	23	.	.	.
37060	6429	1	With	with	IN
37060	6429	2	each	each	DT
37060	6429	3	rain	rain	NN
37060	6429	4	,	,	,
37060	6429	5	with	with	IN
37060	6429	6	every	every	DT
37060	6429	7	ray	ray	NN
37060	6429	8	of	of	IN
37060	6429	9	sunlight	sunlight	NN
37060	6429	10	,	,	,
37060	6429	11	the	the	DT
37060	6429	12	grass	grass	NN
37060	6429	13	hurries	hurry	VBZ
37060	6429	14	to	to	TO
37060	6429	15	be	be	VB
37060	6429	16	lush	lush	JJ
37060	6429	17	and	and	CC
37060	6429	18	green	green	JJ
37060	6429	19	.	.	.
37060	6430	1	Nothing	nothing	NN
37060	6430	2	can	can	MD
37060	6430	3	hold	hold	VB
37060	6430	4	back	back	RP
37060	6430	5	the	the	DT
37060	6430	6	passage	passage	NN
37060	6430	7	of	of	IN
37060	6430	8	time	time	NN
37060	6430	9	.	.	.
37060	6431	1	.	.	.
37060	6432	1	.	.	.
37060	6433	1	of	of	IN
37060	6433	2	the	the	DT
37060	6433	3	seasons	season	NNS
37060	6433	4	.	.	.
37060	6434	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6434	2	am	be	VBP
37060	6434	3	flooded	flood	VBN
37060	6434	4	with	with	IN
37060	6434	5	an	an	DT
37060	6434	6	almost	almost	RB
37060	6434	7	uncontrollable	uncontrollable	JJ
37060	6434	8	urge	urge	NN
37060	6434	9	to	to	TO
37060	6434	10	cry	cry	VB
37060	6434	11	.	.	.
37060	6435	1	.	.	.
37060	6436	1	.	.	.
37060	6437	1	to	to	TO
37060	6437	2	loosen	loosen	VB
37060	6437	3	all	all	PDT
37060	6437	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6437	5	burdens	burden	NNS
37060	6437	6	upon	upon	IN
37060	6437	7	this	this	DT
37060	6437	8	strong	strong	JJ
37060	6437	9	and	and	CC
37060	6437	10	vital	vital	JJ
37060	6437	11	earth	earth	NN
37060	6437	12	.	.	.
37060	6438	1	Yet	yet	RB
37060	6438	2	one	one	PRP
37060	6438	3	can	can	MD
37060	6438	4	not	not	RB
37060	6438	5	unleash	unleash	VB
37060	6438	6	from	from	IN
37060	6438	7	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6438	8	that	that	IN
37060	6438	9	which	which	WDT
37060	6438	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	6438	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6438	12	part	part	NN
37060	6438	13	in	in	IN
37060	6438	14	nature	nature	NN
37060	6438	15	's	's	POS
37060	6438	16	unceasing	uncease	VBG
37060	6438	17	life	life	NN
37060	6438	18	cycle	cycle	NN
37060	6438	19	.	.	.
37060	6439	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6439	2	am	be	VBP
37060	6439	3	as	as	RB
37060	6439	4	essential	essential	JJ
37060	6439	5	,	,	,
37060	6439	6	or	or	CC
37060	6439	7	nonessential	nonessential	JJ
37060	6439	8	,	,	,
37060	6439	9	as	as	IN
37060	6439	10	every	every	DT
37060	6439	11	living	live	VBG
37060	6439	12	organism	organism	NN
37060	6439	13	;	;	:
37060	6439	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6439	15	must	must	MD
37060	6439	16	follow	follow	VB
37060	6439	17	then	then	RB
37060	6439	18	,	,	,
37060	6439	19	that	that	IN
37060	6439	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6439	21	make	make	VBP
37060	6439	22	no	no	DT
37060	6439	23	demands	demand	NNS
37060	6439	24	which	which	WDT
37060	6439	25	can	can	MD
37060	6439	26	not	not	RB
37060	6439	27	possibly	possibly	RB
37060	6439	28	be	be	VB
37060	6439	29	fulfilled	fulfil	VBN
37060	6439	30	.	.	.
37060	6440	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6440	2	am	be	VBP
37060	6440	3	nature	nature	NN
37060	6440	4	,	,	,
37060	6440	5	and	and	CC
37060	6440	6	like	like	IN
37060	6440	7	all	all	DT
37060	6440	8	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	6440	9	of	of	IN
37060	6440	10	nature	nature	NN
37060	6440	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6440	12	,	,	,
37060	6440	13	too	too	RB
37060	6440	14	,	,	,
37060	6440	15	must	must	MD
37060	6440	16	respect	respect	VB
37060	6440	17	the	the	DT
37060	6440	18	passing	passing	NN
37060	6440	19	of	of	IN
37060	6440	20	seasons	season	NNS
37060	6440	21	within	within	IN
37060	6440	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6440	23	life	life	NN
37060	6440	24	.	.	.
37060	6441	1	Things	thing	NNS
37060	6441	2	change	change	VBP
37060	6441	3	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	6441	4	;	;	:
37060	6441	5	still	still	RB
37060	6441	6	others	other	NNS
37060	6441	7	remain	remain	VBP
37060	6441	8	relatively	relatively	RB
37060	6441	9	the	the	DT
37060	6441	10	same	same	JJ
37060	6441	11	;	;	:
37060	6441	12	across	across	IN
37060	6441	13	the	the	DT
37060	6441	14	ravine	ravine	NN
37060	6441	15	,	,	,
37060	6441	16	the	the	DT
37060	6441	17	graveyard	graveyard	NN
37060	6441	18	stands	stand	VBZ
37060	6441	19	as	as	IN
37060	6441	20	a	a	DT
37060	6441	21	solid	solid	JJ
37060	6441	22	marker	marker	NN
37060	6441	23	of	of	IN
37060	6441	24	the	the	DT
37060	6441	25	past	past	NN
37060	6441	26	,	,	,
37060	6441	27	and	and	CC
37060	6441	28	a	a	DT
37060	6441	29	constant	constant	JJ
37060	6441	30	reminder	reminder	NN
37060	6441	31	that	that	IN
37060	6441	32	no	no	DT
37060	6441	33	one	one	NN
37060	6441	34	leaves	leave	VBZ
37060	6441	35	the	the	DT
37060	6441	36	earth	earth	NN
37060	6441	37	alive	alive	JJ
37060	6441	38	.	.	.
37060	6442	1	Forget	forget	VB
37060	6442	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6442	3	.	.	.
37060	6443	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6443	2	can	can	MD
37060	6443	3	not	not	RB
37060	6443	4	write	write	VB
37060	6443	5	.	.	.
37060	6444	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6444	2	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	6444	3	that	that	IN
37060	6444	4	one	one	PRP
37060	6444	5	's	's	POS
37060	6444	6	inner	inner	JJ
37060	6444	7	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	6444	8	happen	happen	VBP
37060	6444	9	to	to	TO
37060	6444	10	be	be	VB
37060	6444	11	the	the	DT
37060	6444	12	most	most	RBS
37060	6444	13	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	6444	14	to	to	TO
37060	6444	15	express	express	VB
37060	6444	16	.	.	.
37060	6445	1	Writing	writing	NN
37060	6445	2	used	use	VBN
37060	6445	3	to	to	TO
37060	6445	4	be	be	VB
37060	6445	5	easier	easy	JJR
37060	6445	6	.	.	.
37060	6446	1	But	but	CC
37060	6446	2	then	then	RB
37060	6446	3	,	,	,
37060	6446	4	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6446	5	,	,	,
37060	6446	6	the	the	DT
37060	6446	7	more	more	JJR
37060	6446	8	one	one	CD
37060	6446	9	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6446	10	experiences	experience	NNS
37060	6446	11	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6446	12	the	the	DT
37060	6446	13	harder	hard	JJR
37060	6446	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6446	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	6446	16	to	to	TO
37060	6446	17	write	write	VB
37060	6446	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6446	19	down	down	RP
37060	6446	20	.	.	.
37060	6447	1	The	the	DT
37060	6447	2	nearer	near	JJR
37060	6447	3	one	one	CD
37060	6447	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	6447	5	to	to	IN
37060	6447	6	death	death	NN
37060	6447	7	,	,	,
37060	6447	8	the	the	DT
37060	6447	9	less	less	JJR
37060	6447	10	words	word	NNS
37060	6447	11	can	can	MD
37060	6447	12	express	express	VB
37060	6447	13	one	one	PRP
37060	6447	14	's	's	POS
37060	6447	15	true	true	JJ
37060	6447	16	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	6447	17	.	.	.
37060	6448	1	Words	word	NNS
37060	6448	2	would	would	MD
37060	6448	3	not	not	RB
37060	6448	4	do	do	VB
37060	6448	5	justice	justice	NN
37060	6448	6	to	to	IN
37060	6448	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6448	8	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	6448	9	.	.	.
37060	6449	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6449	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6449	3	am	be	VBP
37060	6449	4	only	only	RB
37060	6449	5	passing	pass	VBG
37060	6449	6	off	off	RP
37060	6449	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6449	8	inability	inability	NN
37060	6449	9	to	to	TO
37060	6449	10	write	write	VB
37060	6449	11	...	...	NFP
37060	6449	12	but	but	CC
37060	6449	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6449	14	think	think	VBP
37060	6449	15	not	not	RB
37060	6449	16	.	.	.
37060	6450	1	However	however	RB
37060	6450	2	,	,	,
37060	6450	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6450	4	shall	shall	MD
37060	6450	5	try	try	VB
37060	6450	6	again	again	RB
37060	6450	7	...	...	.
37060	6450	8	Am	be	VBP
37060	6450	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6450	10	at	at	IN
37060	6450	11	the	the	DT
37060	6450	12	end	end	NN
37060	6450	13	of	of	IN
37060	6450	14	the	the	DT
37060	6450	15	road	road	NN
37060	6450	16	?	?	.
37060	6451	1	Have	have	VBP
37060	6451	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6451	3	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	6451	4	left	leave	VBN
37060	6451	5	to	to	TO
37060	6451	6	say	say	VB
37060	6451	7	?	?	.
37060	6452	1	Spring	spring	NN
37060	6452	2	soon	soon	RB
37060	6452	3	descended	descend	VBD
37060	6452	4	on	on	IN
37060	6452	5	the	the	DT
37060	6452	6	earth	earth	NN
37060	6452	7	,	,	,
37060	6452	8	and	and	CC
37060	6452	9	though	though	IN
37060	6452	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6452	11	tried	try	VBD
37060	6452	12	to	to	TO
37060	6452	13	envelope	envelope	VB
37060	6452	14	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6452	15	in	in	IN
37060	6452	16	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6452	17	many	many	JJ
37060	6452	18	splendors	splendor	NNS
37060	6452	19	,	,	,
37060	6452	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6452	21	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6452	22	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6452	23	spinning	spin	VBG
37060	6452	24	dizzily	dizzily	NN
37060	6452	25	away	away	RB
37060	6452	26	,	,	,
37060	6452	27	with	with	IN
37060	6452	28	summer	summer	NN
37060	6452	29	following	follow	VBG
37060	6452	30	close	close	RB
37060	6452	31	behind	behind	RB
37060	6452	32	like	like	IN
37060	6452	33	a	a	DT
37060	6452	34	shadow	shadow	NN
37060	6452	35	which	which	WDT
37060	6452	36	remains	remain	VBZ
37060	6452	37	hidden	hidden	JJ
37060	6452	38	due	due	IN
37060	6452	39	to	to	IN
37060	6452	40	the	the	DT
37060	6452	41	dimness	dimness	NN
37060	6452	42	of	of	IN
37060	6452	43	the	the	DT
37060	6452	44	sun	sun	NN
37060	6452	45	.	.	.
37060	6453	1	The	the	DT
37060	6453	2	forthcoming	forthcoming	JJ
37060	6453	3	season	season	NN
37060	6453	4	was	be	VBD
37060	6453	5	recognized	recognize	VBN
37060	6453	6	as	as	IN
37060	6453	7	one	one	CD
37060	6453	8	of	of	IN
37060	6453	9	rest	rest	NN
37060	6453	10	and	and	CC
37060	6453	11	relaxation	relaxation	NN
37060	6453	12	,	,	,
37060	6453	13	but	but	CC
37060	6453	14	viewing	view	VBG
37060	6453	15	the	the	DT
37060	6453	16	month	month	NN
37060	6453	17	which	which	WDT
37060	6453	18	lay	lie	VBD
37060	6453	19	before	before	IN
37060	6453	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6453	21	brought	bring	VBD
37060	6453	22	no	no	DT
37060	6453	23	inner	inner	JJ
37060	6453	24	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	6453	25	,	,	,
37060	6453	26	for	for	IN
37060	6453	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6453	28	time	time	NN
37060	6453	29	had	have	VBD
37060	6453	30	already	already	RB
37060	6453	31	been	be	VBN
37060	6453	32	reserved	reserve	VBN
37060	6453	33	by	by	IN
37060	6453	34	the	the	DT
37060	6453	35	desires	desire	NNS
37060	6453	36	of	of	IN
37060	6453	37	others	other	NNS
37060	6453	38	,	,	,
37060	6453	39	gazing	gaze	VBG
37060	6453	40	apprehensively	apprehensively	RB
37060	6453	41	at	at	IN
37060	6453	42	the	the	DT
37060	6453	43	calendar	calendar	NN
37060	6453	44	,	,	,
37060	6453	45	months	month	NNS
37060	6453	46	were	be	VBD
37060	6453	47	swallowed	swallow	VBN
37060	6453	48	by	by	IN
37060	6453	49	demands	demand	NNS
37060	6453	50	which	which	WDT
37060	6453	51	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6453	52	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6453	53	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6453	54	could	could	MD
37060	6453	55	not	not	RB
37060	6453	56	impede	impede	VB
37060	6453	57	,	,	,
37060	6453	58	so	so	RB
37060	6453	59	concerned	concerned	JJ
37060	6453	60	were	be	VBD
37060	6453	61	those	those	DT
37060	6453	62	who	who	WP
37060	6453	63	wished	wish	VBD
37060	6453	64	to	to	TO
37060	6453	65	"	"	``
37060	6453	66	see	see	VB
37060	6453	67	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6453	68	,	,	,
37060	6453	69	"	"	''
37060	6453	70	the	the	DT
37060	6453	71	rarity	rarity	NN
37060	6453	72	which	which	WDT
37060	6453	73	would	would	MD
37060	6453	74	soon	soon	RB
37060	6453	75	disappear	disappear	VB
37060	6453	76	from	from	IN
37060	6453	77	the	the	DT
37060	6453	78	face	face	NN
37060	6453	79	of	of	IN
37060	6453	80	the	the	DT
37060	6453	81	earth	earth	NN
37060	6453	82	.	.	.
37060	6454	1	"	"	``
37060	6454	2	How	how	WRB
37060	6454	3	shall	shall	MD
37060	6454	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6454	5	withstand	withstand	VB
37060	6454	6	the	the	DT
37060	6454	7	whirlwind	whirlwind	NN
37060	6454	8	?	?	.
37060	6454	9	"	"	''
37060	6455	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6455	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	6455	3	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6455	4	.	.	.
37060	6456	1	"	"	``
37060	6456	2	When	when	WRB
37060	6456	3	am	be	VBP
37060	6456	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6456	5	to	to	TO
37060	6456	6	live	live	VB
37060	6456	7	?	?	.
37060	6456	8	"	"	''
37060	6457	1	For	for	IN
37060	6457	2	one	one	CD
37060	6457	3	who	who	WP
37060	6457	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	6457	5	essentially	essentially	RB
37060	6457	6	a	a	DT
37060	6457	7	loner	loner	NN
37060	6457	8	,	,	,
37060	6457	9	not	not	RB
37060	6457	10	only	only	RB
37060	6457	11	wanting	want	VBG
37060	6457	12	,	,	,
37060	6457	13	but	but	CC
37060	6457	14	needing	need	VBG
37060	6457	15	,	,	,
37060	6457	16	time	time	NN
37060	6457	17	alone	alone	RB
37060	6457	18	,	,	,
37060	6457	19	enjoyment	enjoyment	NN
37060	6457	20	of	of	IN
37060	6457	21	life	life	NN
37060	6457	22	decreases	decrease	NNS
37060	6457	23	as	as	IN
37060	6457	24	social	social	JJ
37060	6457	25	activities	activity	NNS
37060	6457	26	increase	increase	VBP
37060	6457	27	.	.	.
37060	6458	1	Initially	initially	RB
37060	6458	2	,	,	,
37060	6458	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6458	4	plunged	plunge	VBD
37060	6458	5	bravely	bravely	RB
37060	6458	6	into	into	IN
37060	6458	7	summer	summer	NN
37060	6458	8	,	,	,
37060	6458	9	hoping	hope	VBG
37060	6458	10	that	that	IN
37060	6458	11	if	if	IN
37060	6458	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6458	13	met	meet	VBD
37060	6458	14	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6458	15	demands	demand	NNS
37060	6458	16	head	head	NN
37060	6458	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	6458	18	on	on	RP
37060	6458	19	,	,	,
37060	6458	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6458	21	could	could	MD
37060	6458	22	more	more	RBR
37060	6458	23	easily	easily	RB
37060	6458	24	manipulate	manipulate	VB
37060	6458	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6458	26	necessity	necessity	NN
37060	6458	27	for	for	IN
37060	6458	28	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	6458	29	interludes	interlude	NNS
37060	6458	30	;	;	:
37060	6458	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6458	32	further	further	RB
37060	6458	33	supposed	suppose	VBD
37060	6458	34	that	that	IN
37060	6458	35	significant	significant	JJ
37060	6458	36	hints	hint	NNS
37060	6458	37	would	would	MD
37060	6458	38	prove	prove	VB
37060	6458	39	sufficient	sufficient	JJ
37060	6458	40	impetus	impetus	NN
37060	6458	41	under	under	IN
37060	6458	42	which	which	WDT
37060	6458	43	to	to	TO
37060	6458	44	situate	situate	VB
37060	6458	45	free	free	JJ
37060	6458	46	time	time	NN
37060	6458	47	.	.	.
37060	6459	1	Alas	alas	UH
37060	6459	2	,	,	,
37060	6459	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6459	4	was	be	VBD
37060	6459	5	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	6459	6	,	,	,
37060	6459	7	and	and	CC
37060	6459	8	to	to	IN
37060	6459	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6459	10	dismay	dismay	NN
37060	6459	11	,	,	,
37060	6459	12	found	find	VBD
37060	6459	13	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6459	14	on	on	IN
37060	6459	15	the	the	DT
37060	6459	16	edge	edge	NN
37060	6459	17	of	of	IN
37060	6459	18	thorough	thorough	JJ
37060	6459	19	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	6459	20	duress	duress	NN
37060	6459	21	.	.	.
37060	6460	1	Rather	rather	RB
37060	6460	2	than	than	IN
37060	6460	3	risking	risk	VBG
37060	6460	4	a	a	DT
37060	6460	5	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	6460	6	due	due	JJ
37060	6460	7	to	to	IN
37060	6460	8	a	a	DT
37060	6460	9	brash	brash	NN
37060	6460	10	,	,	,
37060	6460	11	beseeching	beseech	VBG
37060	6460	12	plea	plea	NN
37060	6460	13	for	for	IN
37060	6460	14	peace	peace	NN
37060	6460	15	on	on	IN
37060	6460	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6460	17	behalf	behalf	NN
37060	6460	18	,	,	,
37060	6460	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6460	20	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	6460	21	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6460	22	to	to	TO
37060	6460	23	rend	rend	VB
37060	6460	24	internally	internally	RB
37060	6460	25	,	,	,
37060	6460	26	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	6460	27	a	a	DT
37060	6460	28	tattered	tattered	JJ
37060	6460	29	remnant	remnant	NN
37060	6460	30	of	of	IN
37060	6460	31	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6460	32	at	at	IN
37060	6460	33	the	the	DT
37060	6460	34	summer	summer	NN
37060	6460	35	's	's	POS
37060	6460	36	end	end	NN
37060	6460	37	.	.	.
37060	6461	1	There	there	EX
37060	6461	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6461	3	only	only	RB
37060	6461	4	one	one	CD
37060	6461	5	respite	respite	NN
37060	6461	6	to	to	IN
37060	6461	7	that	that	DT
37060	6461	8	assertion	assertion	NN
37060	6461	9	,	,	,
37060	6461	10	that	that	WDT
37060	6461	11	was	be	VBD
37060	6461	12	time	time	NN
37060	6461	13	spent	spend	VBN
37060	6461	14	with	with	IN
37060	6461	15	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6461	16	on	on	IN
37060	6461	17	the	the	DT
37060	6461	18	week	week	NN
37060	6461	19	-	-	HYPH
37060	6461	20	ends	end	NNS
37060	6461	21	or	or	CC
37060	6461	22	on	on	IN
37060	6461	23	the	the	DT
37060	6461	24	trip	trip	NN
37060	6461	25	to	to	IN
37060	6461	26	Colorado	Colorado	NNP
37060	6461	27	...	...	.
37060	6462	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6462	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6462	3	a	a	DT
37060	6462	4	rather	rather	RB
37060	6462	5	strange	strange	JJ
37060	6462	6	sensation	sensation	NN
37060	6462	7	one	one	NN
37060	6462	8	encounters	encounter	VBZ
37060	6462	9	when	when	WRB
37060	6462	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6462	11	fosters	foster	VBZ
37060	6462	12	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	6462	13	and	and	CC
37060	6462	14	desires	desire	NNS
37060	6462	15	and	and	CC
37060	6462	16	yet	yet	RB
37060	6462	17	,	,	,
37060	6462	18	simultaneously	simultaneously	RB
37060	6462	19	,	,	,
37060	6462	20	knows	know	VBZ
37060	6462	21	that	that	IN
37060	6462	22	those	those	DT
37060	6462	23	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	6462	24	are	be	VBP
37060	6462	25	that	that	DT
37060	6462	26	which	which	WDT
37060	6462	27	,	,	,
37060	6462	28	in	in	IN
37060	6462	29	all	all	DT
37060	6462	30	probability	probability	NN
37060	6462	31	,	,	,
37060	6462	32	will	will	MD
37060	6462	33	never	never	RB
37060	6462	34	materialize	materialize	VB
37060	6462	35	;	;	:
37060	6462	36	and	and	CC
37060	6462	37	while	while	IN
37060	6462	38	one	one	NN
37060	6462	39	deeply	deeply	RB
37060	6462	40	feels	feel	VBZ
37060	6462	41	the	the	DT
37060	6462	42	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	6462	43	of	of	IN
37060	6462	44	this	this	DT
37060	6462	45	unattainable	unattainable	JJ
37060	6462	46	goal	goal	NN
37060	6462	47	,	,	,
37060	6462	48	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6462	49	also	also	RB
37060	6462	50	accepts	accept	VBZ
37060	6462	51	the	the	DT
37060	6462	52	situation	situation	NN
37060	6462	53	blandly	blandly	RB
37060	6462	54	as	as	IN
37060	6462	55	a	a	DT
37060	6462	56	matter	matter	NN
37060	6462	57	of	of	IN
37060	6462	58	course	course	NN
37060	6462	59	.	.	.
37060	6463	1	Toward	toward	IN
37060	6463	2	the	the	DT
37060	6463	3	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	6463	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6463	5	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6463	6	just	just	RB
37060	6463	7	this	this	DT
37060	6463	8	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	6463	9	.	.	.
37060	6464	1	.	.	.
37060	6465	1	.	.	.
37060	6466	1	desire	desire	NN
37060	6466	2	and	and	CC
37060	6466	3	inability	inability	NN
37060	6466	4	mottled	mottle	VBN
37060	6466	5	with	with	IN
37060	6466	6	the	the	DT
37060	6466	7	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	6466	8	that	that	WDT
37060	6466	9	had	have	VBD
37060	6466	10	already	already	RB
37060	6466	11	developed	develop	VBN
37060	6466	12	within	within	IN
37060	6466	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6466	14	mind	mind	NN
37060	6466	15	.	.	.
37060	6467	1	Coupled	couple	VBN
37060	6467	2	with	with	IN
37060	6467	3	the	the	DT
37060	6467	4	internal	internal	JJ
37060	6467	5	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	6467	6	of	of	IN
37060	6467	7	the	the	DT
37060	6467	8	"	"	``
37060	6467	9	now	now	RB
37060	6467	10	"	"	''
37060	6467	11	was	be	VBD
37060	6467	12	the	the	DT
37060	6467	13	realization	realization	NN
37060	6467	14	of	of	IN
37060	6467	15	that	that	DT
37060	6467	16	which	which	WDT
37060	6467	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6467	18	was	be	VBD
37060	6467	19	capable	capable	JJ
37060	6467	20	of	of	IN
37060	6467	21	mastering	master	VBG
37060	6467	22	the	the	DT
37060	6467	23	former	former	JJ
37060	6467	24	year	year	NN
37060	6467	25	.	.	.
37060	6468	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	6468	2	these	these	DT
37060	6468	3	physical	physical	JJ
37060	6468	4	limitations	limitation	NNS
37060	6468	5	,	,	,
37060	6468	6	however	however	RB
37060	6468	7	,	,	,
37060	6468	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6468	9	am	be	VBP
37060	6468	10	still	still	RB
37060	6468	11	able	able	JJ
37060	6468	12	to	to	TO
37060	6468	13	thoroughly	thoroughly	RB
37060	6468	14	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	6468	15	the	the	DT
37060	6468	16	mere	mere	JJ
37060	6468	17	sensations	sensation	NNS
37060	6468	18	of	of	IN
37060	6468	19	the	the	DT
37060	6468	20	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	6468	21	by	by	IN
37060	6468	22	way	way	NN
37060	6468	23	of	of	IN
37060	6468	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6468	25	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	6468	26	,	,	,
37060	6468	27	ears	ear	NNS
37060	6468	28	,	,	,
37060	6468	29	and	and	CC
37060	6468	30	touch	touch	NN
37060	6468	31	.	.	.
37060	6469	1	Here	here	RB
37060	6469	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6469	3	can	can	MD
37060	6469	4	still	still	RB
37060	6469	5	derive	derive	VB
37060	6469	6	a	a	DT
37060	6469	7	satisfaction	satisfaction	NN
37060	6469	8	...	...	:
37060	6469	9	a	a	DT
37060	6469	10	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	6469	11	of	of	IN
37060	6469	12	solitude	solitude	NN
37060	6469	13	...	...	:
37060	6469	14	which	which	WDT
37060	6469	15	no	no	DT
37060	6469	16	other	other	JJ
37060	6469	17	type	type	NN
37060	6469	18	of	of	IN
37060	6469	19	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	6469	20	can	can	MD
37060	6469	21	fulfill	fulfill	VB
37060	6469	22	.	.	.
37060	6470	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6470	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6470	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6470	4	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	6470	5	that	that	IN
37060	6470	6	only	only	RB
37060	6470	7	a	a	DT
37060	6470	8	brash	brash	JJ
37060	6470	9	fool	fool	NN
37060	6470	10	could	could	MD
37060	6470	11	not	not	RB
37060	6470	12	love	love	VB
37060	6470	13	this	this	DT
37060	6470	14	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	6470	15	.	.	.
37060	6471	1	...	...	NFP
37060	6471	2	this	this	DT
37060	6471	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	6471	4	no	no	DT
37060	6471	5	place	place	NN
37060	6471	6	for	for	IN
37060	6471	7	hate	hate	NN
37060	6471	8	...	...	:
37060	6471	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6471	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	6471	11	for	for	IN
37060	6471	12	life	life	NN
37060	6471	13	,	,	,
37060	6471	14	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	6471	15	,	,	,
37060	6471	16	and	and	CC
37060	6471	17	death	death	NN
37060	6471	18	and	and	CC
37060	6471	19	for	for	IN
37060	6471	20	the	the	DT
37060	6471	21	celebration	celebration	NN
37060	6471	22	thereof	thereof	RB
37060	6471	23	.	.	.
37060	6472	1	Sept.	September	NNP
37060	6472	2	2	2	CD
37060	6472	3	,	,	,
37060	6472	4	1982	1982	CD
37060	6472	5	:	:	:
37060	6472	6	Here	here	RB
37060	6472	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6472	8	sit	sit	VBP
37060	6472	9	,	,	,
37060	6472	10	casually	casually	RB
37060	6472	11	observing	observe	VBG
37060	6472	12	the	the	DT
37060	6472	13	transformation	transformation	NN
37060	6472	14	of	of	IN
37060	6472	15	summer	summer	NN
37060	6472	16	into	into	IN
37060	6472	17	the	the	DT
37060	6472	18	cloak	cloak	NN
37060	6472	19	of	of	IN
37060	6472	20	early	early	JJ
37060	6472	21	fall	fall	NN
37060	6472	22	.	.	.
37060	6473	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6473	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6473	3	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	6473	4	unbelievable	unbelievable	JJ
37060	6473	5	that	that	IN
37060	6473	6	summer	summer	NN
37060	6473	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	6473	8	now	now	RB
37060	6473	9	slipping	slip	VBG
37060	6473	10	away	away	RB
37060	6473	11	as	as	RB
37060	6473	12	smoothly	smoothly	RB
37060	6473	13	as	as	IN
37060	6473	14	the	the	DT
37060	6473	15	wind	wind	NN
37060	6473	16	shuffles	shuffle	VBZ
37060	6473	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6473	18	hair	hair	NN
37060	6473	19	.	.	.
37060	6474	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6474	2	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	6474	3	the	the	DT
37060	6474	4	summer	summer	NN
37060	6474	5	,	,	,
37060	6474	6	but	but	CC
37060	6474	7	the	the	DT
37060	6474	8	time	time	NN
37060	6474	9	has	have	VBZ
37060	6474	10	elapsed	elapse	VBN
37060	6474	11	from	from	IN
37060	6474	12	one	one	CD
37060	6474	13	day	day	NN
37060	6474	14	to	to	IN
37060	6474	15	the	the	DT
37060	6474	16	next	next	JJ
37060	6474	17	until	until	IN
37060	6474	18	the	the	DT
37060	6474	19	days	day	NNS
37060	6474	20	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6474	21	are	be	VBP
37060	6474	22	lost	lose	VBN
37060	6474	23	in	in	IN
37060	6474	24	a	a	DT
37060	6474	25	hazy	hazy	NN
37060	6474	26	dream	dream	NN
37060	6474	27	.	.	.
37060	6475	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	6475	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6475	3	only	only	RB
37060	6475	4	the	the	DT
37060	6475	5	chance	chance	NN
37060	6475	6	,	,	,
37060	6475	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6475	8	would	would	MD
37060	6475	9	rearrange	rearrange	VB
37060	6475	10	time	time	NN
37060	6475	11	to	to	TO
37060	6475	12	include	include	VB
37060	6475	13	the	the	DT
37060	6475	14	serenity	serenity	NN
37060	6475	15	which	which	WDT
37060	6475	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6475	17	now	now	RB
37060	6475	18	possess	possess	VBP
37060	6475	19	.	.	.
37060	6476	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6476	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	6476	3	that	that	IN
37060	6476	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6476	5	early	early	JJ
37060	6476	6	summer	summer	NN
37060	6476	7	was	be	VBD
37060	6476	8	washed	wash	VBN
37060	6476	9	away	away	RB
37060	6476	10	in	in	IN
37060	6476	11	a	a	DT
37060	6476	12	blur	blur	NN
37060	6476	13	of	of	IN
37060	6476	14	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	6476	15	,	,	,
37060	6476	16	albeit	albeit	IN
37060	6476	17	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	6476	18	,	,	,
37060	6476	19	activities	activity	NNS
37060	6476	20	;	;	:
37060	6476	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6476	22	remained	remain	VBD
37060	6476	23	uncharacteristically	uncharacteristically	RB
37060	6476	24	surrounded	surround	VBN
37060	6476	25	by	by	IN
37060	6476	26	petty	petty	JJ
37060	6476	27	occupations	occupation	NNS
37060	6476	28	to	to	TO
37060	6476	29	retain	retain	VB
37060	6476	30	a	a	DT
37060	6476	31	shred	shred	NN
37060	6476	32	of	of	IN
37060	6476	33	sanity	sanity	NN
37060	6476	34	.	.	.
37060	6477	1	.	.	.
37060	6478	1	.	.	.
37060	6479	1	so	so	RB
37060	6479	2	reved	rev	VBN
37060	6479	3	up	up	RP
37060	6479	4	was	be	VBD
37060	6479	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6479	6	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	6479	7	stability	stability	NN
37060	6479	8	that	that	WDT
37060	6479	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6479	10	neglected	neglect	VBD
37060	6479	11	,	,	,
37060	6479	12	unconsciously	unconsciously	RB
37060	6479	13	,	,	,
37060	6479	14	to	to	TO
37060	6479	15	step	step	VB
37060	6479	16	out	out	IN
37060	6479	17	of	of	IN
37060	6479	18	the	the	DT
37060	6479	19	race	race	NN
37060	6479	20	.	.	.
37060	6480	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6480	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6480	3	cheated	cheat	VBN
37060	6480	4	.	.	.
37060	6481	1	.	.	.
37060	6482	1	.	.	.
37060	6483	1	having	have	VBG
37060	6483	2	so	so	RB
37060	6483	3	little	little	JJ
37060	6483	4	time	time	NN
37060	6483	5	and	and	CC
37060	6483	6	yet	yet	RB
37060	6483	7	so	so	RB
37060	6483	8	much	much	JJ
37060	6483	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6483	10	desired	desire	VBD
37060	6483	11	to	to	TO
37060	6483	12	accomplish	accomplish	VB
37060	6483	13	.	.	.
37060	6484	1	PAGE	PAGE	NNP
37060	6484	2	236	236	CD
37060	6484	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	6484	4	30	30	CD
37060	6484	5	Autumn	Autumn	NNP
37060	6484	6	at	at	IN
37060	6484	7	Augustana	Augustana	NNP
37060	6484	8	"	"	``
37060	6484	9	School	School	NNP
37060	6484	10	was	be	VBD
37060	6484	11	not	not	RB
37060	6484	12	a	a	DT
37060	6484	13	"	"	``
37060	6484	14	given	give	VBN
37060	6484	15	"	"	''
37060	6484	16	in	in	IN
37060	6484	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6484	18	life	life	NN
37060	6484	19	.	.	.
37060	6485	1	.	.	.
37060	6486	1	.	.	.
37060	6487	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6487	2	had	have	VBD
37060	6487	3	no	no	DT
37060	6487	4	other	other	JJ
37060	6487	5	alternative	alternative	NN
37060	6487	6	but	but	IN
37060	6487	7	to	to	TO
37060	6487	8	uphold	uphold	VB
37060	6487	9	a	a	DT
37060	6487	10	charade	charade	NN
37060	6487	11	of	of	IN
37060	6487	12	normalcy	normalcy	NN
37060	6487	13	.	.	.
37060	6488	1	.	.	.
37060	6489	1	.that	.that	NNP
37060	6489	2	gave	give	VBD
37060	6489	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6489	4	parents	parent	NNS
37060	6489	5	the	the	DT
37060	6489	6	right	right	NN
37060	6489	7	to	to	TO
37060	6489	8	hope	hope	VB
37060	6489	9	.	.	.
37060	6490	1	.	.	.
37060	6491	1	.	.	.
37060	6491	2	"	"	''
37060	6492	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	6492	2	THIRTY	THIRTY	NNP
37060	6492	3	Autumn	Autumn	NNP
37060	6492	4	At	at	IN
37060	6492	5	Augustana	Augustana	NNP
37060	6492	6	With	with	IN
37060	6492	7	summer	summer	NN
37060	6492	8	drawing	draw	VBG
37060	6492	9	to	to	IN
37060	6492	10	a	a	DT
37060	6492	11	close	close	NN
37060	6492	12	,	,	,
37060	6492	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6492	14	friends	friend	NNS
37060	6492	15	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	6492	16	drifted	drift	VBD
37060	6492	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6492	18	separate	separate	JJ
37060	6492	19	ways	way	NNS
37060	6492	20	as	as	IN
37060	6492	21	the	the	DT
37060	6492	22	fall	fall	NN
37060	6492	23	semester	semester	NN
37060	6492	24	of	of	IN
37060	6492	25	1982	1982	CD
37060	6492	26	beckoned	beckon	VBD
37060	6492	27	and	and	CC
37060	6492	28	bid	bid	VBD
37060	6492	29	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6492	30	to	to	TO
37060	6492	31	cast	cast	VB
37060	6492	32	away	away	RB
37060	6492	33	the	the	DT
37060	6492	34	carefree	carefree	JJ
37060	6492	35	mood	mood	NN
37060	6492	36	of	of	IN
37060	6492	37	days	day	NNS
37060	6492	38	gone	go	VBN
37060	6492	39	by	by	RB
37060	6492	40	.	.	.
37060	6493	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6493	2	,	,	,
37060	6493	3	too	too	RB
37060	6493	4	,	,	,
37060	6493	5	readied	readie	VBD
37060	6493	6	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6493	7	for	for	IN
37060	6493	8	the	the	DT
37060	6493	9	new	new	JJ
37060	6493	10	semester	semester	NN
37060	6493	11	with	with	IN
37060	6493	12	apprehension	apprehension	NN
37060	6493	13	;	;	:
37060	6493	14	the	the	DT
37060	6493	15	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	6493	16	of	of	IN
37060	6493	17	continuing	continue	VBG
37060	6493	18	school	school	NN
37060	6493	19	in	in	IN
37060	6493	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6493	21	state	state	NN
37060	6493	22	of	of	IN
37060	6493	23	health	health	NN
37060	6493	24	eluded	elude	VBD
37060	6493	25	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6493	26	,	,	,
37060	6493	27	yet	yet	CC
37060	6493	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6493	29	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6493	30	too	too	RB
37060	6493	31	weak	weak	JJ
37060	6493	32	to	to	TO
37060	6493	33	contest	contest	VB
37060	6493	34	the	the	DT
37060	6493	35	arrangement	arrangement	NN
37060	6493	36	.	.	.
37060	6494	1	Drained	drain	VBN
37060	6494	2	from	from	IN
37060	6494	3	months	month	NNS
37060	6494	4	of	of	IN
37060	6494	5	activity	activity	NN
37060	6494	6	which	which	WDT
37060	6494	7	depleted	deplete	VBD
37060	6494	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6494	9	energy	energy	NN
37060	6494	10	and	and	CC
37060	6494	11	abused	abuse	VBD
37060	6494	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6494	13	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	6494	14	stability	stability	NN
37060	6494	15	,	,	,
37060	6494	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6494	17	knew	know	VBD
37060	6494	18	also	also	RB
37060	6494	19	that	that	IN
37060	6494	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6494	21	had	have	VBD
37060	6494	22	developed	develop	VBN
37060	6494	23	further	further	JJ
37060	6494	24	symptoms	symptom	NNS
37060	6494	25	of	of	IN
37060	6494	26	liver	liver	JJ
37060	6494	27	malfunction	malfunction	NN
37060	6494	28	during	during	IN
37060	6494	29	the	the	DT
37060	6494	30	summer	summer	NN
37060	6494	31	.	.	.
37060	6495	1	Even	even	RB
37060	6495	2	the	the	DT
37060	6495	3	mildest	mild	JJS
37060	6495	4	days	day	NNS
37060	6495	5	,	,	,
37060	6495	6	with	with	IN
37060	6495	7	temperatures	temperature	NNS
37060	6495	8	reaching	reach	VBG
37060	6495	9	no	no	DT
37060	6495	10	higher	high	JJR
37060	6495	11	than	than	IN
37060	6495	12	70	70	CD
37060	6495	13	degrees	degree	NNS
37060	6495	14	,	,	,
37060	6495	15	would	would	MD
37060	6495	16	cause	cause	VB
37060	6495	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6495	18	body	body	NN
37060	6495	19	to	to	TO
37060	6495	20	overheat	overheat	VB
37060	6495	21	;	;	:
37060	6495	22	if	if	IN
37060	6495	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6495	24	did	do	VBD
37060	6495	25	not	not	RB
37060	6495	26	remedy	remedy	VB
37060	6495	27	the	the	DT
37060	6495	28	situation	situation	NN
37060	6495	29	by	by	IN
37060	6495	30	chewing	chew	VBG
37060	6495	31	ice	ice	NN
37060	6495	32	or	or	CC
37060	6495	33	removing	remove	VBG
37060	6495	34	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6495	35	from	from	IN
37060	6495	36	the	the	DT
37060	6495	37	location	location	NN
37060	6495	38	,	,	,
37060	6495	39	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6495	40	would	would	MD
37060	6495	41	sweat	sweat	VB
37060	6495	42	profusely	profusely	RB
37060	6495	43	,	,	,
37060	6495	44	and	and	CC
37060	6495	45	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	6495	46	obtain	obtain	VB
37060	6495	47	a	a	DT
37060	6495	48	relentless	relentless	JJ
37060	6495	49	headache	headache	NN
37060	6495	50	and	and	CC
37060	6495	51	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	6495	52	.	.	.
37060	6496	1	This	this	DT
37060	6496	2	symptom	symptom	NN
37060	6496	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6496	4	altogether	altogether	RB
37060	6496	5	annoying	annoying	JJ
37060	6496	6	and	and	CC
37060	6496	7	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	6496	8	to	to	IN
37060	6496	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6496	10	a	a	DT
37060	6496	11	huge	huge	JJ
37060	6496	12	inconvenience	inconvenience	NN
37060	6496	13	,	,	,
37060	6496	14	as	as	IN
37060	6496	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6496	16	could	could	MD
37060	6496	17	not	not	RB
37060	6496	18	sit	sit	VB
37060	6496	19	comfortably	comfortably	RB
37060	6496	20	in	in	IN
37060	6496	21	an	an	DT
37060	6496	22	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	6496	23	which	which	WDT
37060	6496	24	most	most	JJS
37060	6496	25	people	people	NNS
37060	6496	26	heartily	heartily	RB
37060	6496	27	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	6496	28	.	.	.
37060	6497	1	In	in	IN
37060	6497	2	addition	addition	NN
37060	6497	3	,	,	,
37060	6497	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6497	5	would	would	MD
37060	6497	6	tire	tire	VB
37060	6497	7	easily	easily	RB
37060	6497	8	and	and	CC
37060	6497	9	found	find	VBD
37060	6497	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6497	11	increasingly	increasingly	RB
37060	6497	12	more	more	RBR
37060	6497	13	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	6497	14	to	to	TO
37060	6497	15	perform	perform	VB
37060	6497	16	the	the	DT
37060	6497	17	least	least	JJS
37060	6497	18	taxing	taxing	NN
37060	6497	19	of	of	IN
37060	6497	20	functions	function	NNS
37060	6497	21	such	such	JJ
37060	6497	22	as	as	IN
37060	6497	23	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	6497	24	ascending	ascend	VBG
37060	6497	25	multiple	multiple	JJ
37060	6497	26	flights	flight	NNS
37060	6497	27	of	of	IN
37060	6497	28	steps	step	NNS
37060	6497	29	,	,	,
37060	6497	30	without	without	IN
37060	6497	31	reaching	reach	VBG
37060	6497	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6497	33	destination	destination	NN
37060	6497	34	quite	quite	RB
37060	6497	35	breathless	breathless	NN
37060	6497	36	,	,	,
37060	6497	37	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6497	38	heart	heart	NN
37060	6497	39	pounding	pound	VBG
37060	6497	40	at	at	IN
37060	6497	41	an	an	DT
37060	6497	42	alarming	alarming	JJ
37060	6497	43	rate	rate	NN
37060	6497	44	.	.	.
37060	6498	1	Knowing	know	VBG
37060	6498	2	these	these	DT
37060	6498	3	effects	effect	NNS
37060	6498	4	would	would	MD
37060	6498	5	not	not	RB
37060	6498	6	subside	subside	VB
37060	6498	7	,	,	,
37060	6498	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6498	9	dreaded	dread	VBD
37060	6498	10	the	the	DT
37060	6498	11	coming	come	VBG
37060	6498	12	months	month	NNS
37060	6498	13	.	.	.
37060	6499	1	September	September	NNP
37060	6499	2	and	and	CC
37060	6499	3	school	school	NN
37060	6499	4	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	6499	5	to	to	TO
37060	6499	6	fit	fit	VB
37060	6499	7	together	together	RB
37060	6499	8	like	like	IN
37060	6499	9	pieces	piece	NNS
37060	6499	10	in	in	IN
37060	6499	11	a	a	DT
37060	6499	12	jigsaw	jigsaw	NN
37060	6499	13	.	.	.
37060	6500	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6500	2	could	could	MD
37060	6500	3	not	not	RB
37060	6500	4	help	help	VB
37060	6500	5	but	but	IN
37060	6500	6	wonder	wonder	VB
37060	6500	7	where	where	WRB
37060	6500	8	,	,	,
37060	6500	9	in	in	IN
37060	6500	10	the	the	DT
37060	6500	11	world	world	NN
37060	6500	12	,	,	,
37060	6500	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6500	14	would	would	MD
37060	6500	15	possibly	possibly	RB
37060	6500	16	find	find	VB
37060	6500	17	a	a	DT
37060	6500	18	niche	niche	NN
37060	6500	19	.	.	.
37060	6501	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6501	2	initially	initially	RB
37060	6501	3	enrolled	enrol	VBD
37060	6501	4	in	in	IN
37060	6501	5	four	four	CD
37060	6501	6	classes	class	NNS
37060	6501	7	at	at	IN
37060	6501	8	Augustana	Augustana	NNP
37060	6501	9	,	,	,
37060	6501	10	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	6501	11	obliged	oblige	VBN
37060	6501	12	to	to	TO
37060	6501	13	retain	retain	VB
37060	6501	14	full	full	JJ
37060	6501	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	6501	16	time	time	NN
37060	6501	17	status	status	NN
37060	6501	18	if	if	IN
37060	6501	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6501	20	intended	intend	VBD
37060	6501	21	to	to	TO
37060	6501	22	obtain	obtain	VB
37060	6501	23	an	an	DT
37060	6501	24	education	education	NN
37060	6501	25	within	within	IN
37060	6501	26	a	a	DT
37060	6501	27	reasonable	reasonable	JJ
37060	6501	28	period	period	NN
37060	6501	29	of	of	IN
37060	6501	30	time	time	NN
37060	6501	31	.	.	.
37060	6502	1	From	from	IN
37060	6502	2	the	the	DT
37060	6502	3	outset	outset	NN
37060	6502	4	,	,	,
37060	6502	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6502	6	elected	elect	VBD
37060	6502	7	to	to	TO
37060	6502	8	study	study	VB
37060	6502	9	German	German	NNP
37060	6502	10	as	as	RB
37060	6502	11	well	well	RB
37060	6502	12	as	as	IN
37060	6502	13	two	two	CD
37060	6502	14	other	other	JJ
37060	6502	15	"	"	``
37060	6502	16	staples	staple	NNS
37060	6502	17	,	,	,
37060	6502	18	"	"	''
37060	6502	19	those	those	DT
37060	6502	20	being	be	VBG
37060	6502	21	a	a	DT
37060	6502	22	Geography	Geography	NNP
37060	6502	23	course	course	NN
37060	6502	24	and	and	CC
37060	6502	25	a	a	DT
37060	6502	26	course	course	NN
37060	6502	27	in	in	IN
37060	6502	28	English	english	JJ
37060	6502	29	literature	literature	NN
37060	6502	30	.	.	.
37060	6503	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6503	2	still	still	RB
37060	6503	3	entertained	entertain	VBD
37060	6503	4	the	the	DT
37060	6503	5	romantic	romantic	JJ
37060	6503	6	notion	notion	NN
37060	6503	7	of	of	IN
37060	6503	8	traveling	travel	VBG
37060	6503	9	to	to	IN
37060	6503	10	Germany	Germany	NNP
37060	6503	11	one	one	CD
37060	6503	12	day	day	NN
37060	6503	13	,	,	,
37060	6503	14	utilizing	utilize	VBG
37060	6503	15	with	with	IN
37060	6503	16	fluency	fluency	NN
37060	6503	17	and	and	CC
37060	6503	18	grace	grace	VB
37060	6503	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6503	20	haphazard	haphazard	NN
37060	6503	21	rendezvous	rendezvous	NN
37060	6503	22	with	with	IN
37060	6503	23	the	the	DT
37060	6503	24	native	native	JJ
37060	6503	25	language	language	NN
37060	6503	26	.	.	.
37060	6504	1	After	after	IN
37060	6504	2	two	two	CD
37060	6504	3	weeks	week	NNS
37060	6504	4	in	in	IN
37060	6504	5	the	the	DT
37060	6504	6	class	class	NN
37060	6504	7	,	,	,
37060	6504	8	however	however	RB
37060	6504	9	,	,	,
37060	6504	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6504	11	deemed	deem	VBD
37060	6504	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6504	13	too	too	RB
37060	6504	14	much	much	JJ
37060	6504	15	of	of	IN
37060	6504	16	an	an	DT
37060	6504	17	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	6504	18	strain	strain	NN
37060	6504	19	to	to	TO
37060	6504	20	attempt	attempt	VB
37060	6504	21	a	a	DT
37060	6504	22	new	new	JJ
37060	6504	23	tongue	tongue	NN
37060	6504	24	under	under	IN
37060	6504	25	the	the	DT
37060	6504	26	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	6504	27	of	of	IN
37060	6504	28	the	the	DT
37060	6504	29	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	6504	30	who	who	WP
37060	6504	31	radiated	radiate	VBD
37060	6504	32	the	the	DT
37060	6504	33	likeness	likeness	NN
37060	6504	34	and	and	CC
37060	6504	35	temperament	temperament	NN
37060	6504	36	of	of	IN
37060	6504	37	Adolph	Adolph	NNP
37060	6504	38	Hitler	Hitler	NNP
37060	6504	39	.	.	.
37060	6505	1	Quickly	quickly	RB
37060	6505	2	moved	move	VBD
37060	6505	3	to	to	IN
37060	6505	4	a	a	DT
37060	6505	5	decision	decision	NN
37060	6505	6	,	,	,
37060	6505	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6505	8	dropped	drop	VBD
37060	6505	9	the	the	DT
37060	6505	10	course	course	NN
37060	6505	11	to	to	TO
37060	6505	12	add	add	VB
37060	6505	13	another	another	DT
37060	6505	14	in	in	IN
37060	6505	15	English	English	NNP
37060	6505	16	which	which	WDT
37060	6505	17	tackled	tackle	VBD
37060	6505	18	the	the	DT
37060	6505	19	various	various	JJ
37060	6505	20	plays	play	NNS
37060	6505	21	of	of	IN
37060	6505	22	Shakespeare	Shakespeare	NNP
37060	6505	23	.	.	.
37060	6506	1	This	this	DT
37060	6506	2	,	,	,
37060	6506	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6506	4	thought	think	VBD
37060	6506	5	,	,	,
37060	6506	6	would	would	MD
37060	6506	7	be	be	VB
37060	6506	8	more	more	RBR
37060	6506	9	apt	apt	JJ
37060	6506	10	to	to	TO
37060	6506	11	lie	lie	VB
37060	6506	12	within	within	IN
37060	6506	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6506	14	realm	realm	NN
37060	6506	15	of	of	IN
37060	6506	16	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	6506	17	.	.	.
37060	6507	1	The	the	DT
37060	6507	2	first	first	JJ
37060	6507	3	class	class	NN
37060	6507	4	of	of	IN
37060	6507	5	the	the	DT
37060	6507	6	day	day	NN
37060	6507	7	was	be	VBD
37060	6507	8	Early	Early	NNP
37060	6507	9	English	English	NNP
37060	6507	10	Literature	Literature	NNP
37060	6507	11	,	,	,
37060	6507	12	which	which	WDT
37060	6507	13	was	be	VBD
37060	6507	14	taught	teach	VBN
37060	6507	15	on	on	IN
37060	6507	16	the	the	DT
37060	6507	17	lower	low	JJR
37060	6507	18	floor	floor	NN
37060	6507	19	of	of	IN
37060	6507	20	"	"	``
37060	6507	21	Old	Old	NNP
37060	6507	22	Main	Main	NNP
37060	6507	23	,	,	,
37060	6507	24	"	"	''
37060	6507	25	a	a	DT
37060	6507	26	stately	stately	JJ
37060	6507	27	edifice	edifice	NN
37060	6507	28	which	which	WDT
37060	6507	29	,	,	,
37060	6507	30	to	to	IN
37060	6507	31	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6507	32	,	,	,
37060	6507	33	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	6507	34	to	to	TO
37060	6507	35	possess	possess	VB
37060	6507	36	the	the	DT
37060	6507	37	ability	ability	NN
37060	6507	38	to	to	TO
37060	6507	39	gather	gather	VB
37060	6507	40	and	and	CC
37060	6507	41	retain	retain	VB
37060	6507	42	heat	heat	NN
37060	6507	43	within	within	IN
37060	6507	44	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6507	45	confines	confine	NNS
37060	6507	46	.	.	.
37060	6508	1	Each	each	DT
37060	6508	2	morning	morning	NN
37060	6508	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6508	4	would	would	MD
37060	6508	5	mount	mount	VB
37060	6508	6	the	the	DT
37060	6508	7	cement	cement	NN
37060	6508	8	steps	step	NNS
37060	6508	9	which	which	WDT
37060	6508	10	led	lead	VBD
37060	6508	11	to	to	IN
37060	6508	12	Old	Old	NNP
37060	6508	13	Main	Main	NNP
37060	6508	14	,	,	,
37060	6508	15	hoping	hope	VBG
37060	6508	16	that	that	IN
37060	6508	17	"	"	``
37060	6508	18	this	this	DT
37060	6508	19	time	time	NN
37060	6508	20	"	"	``
37060	6508	21	some	some	DT
37060	6508	22	windows	window	NNS
37060	6508	23	would	would	MD
37060	6508	24	be	be	VB
37060	6508	25	open	open	JJ
37060	6508	26	to	to	TO
37060	6508	27	allow	allow	VB
37060	6508	28	cool	cool	JJ
37060	6508	29	air	air	NN
37060	6508	30	to	to	TO
37060	6508	31	cleanse	cleanse	VB
37060	6508	32	the	the	DT
37060	6508	33	room	room	NN
37060	6508	34	of	of	IN
37060	6508	35	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6508	36	persistent	persistent	JJ
37060	6508	37	stuffiness	stuffiness	NN
37060	6508	38	.	.	.
37060	6509	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	6509	2	before	before	IN
37060	6509	3	class	class	NN
37060	6509	4	,	,	,
37060	6509	5	one	one	CD
37060	6509	6	window	window	NN
37060	6509	7	would	would	MD
37060	6509	8	be	be	VB
37060	6509	9	breathing	breathe	VBG
37060	6509	10	fresh	fresh	JJ
37060	6509	11	air	air	NN
37060	6509	12	into	into	IN
37060	6509	13	the	the	DT
37060	6509	14	room	room	NN
37060	6509	15	,	,	,
37060	6509	16	exhaling	exhale	VBG
37060	6509	17	through	through	IN
37060	6509	18	the	the	DT
37060	6509	19	open	open	JJ
37060	6509	20	doorway	doorway	NN
37060	6509	21	the	the	DT
37060	6509	22	stale	stale	JJ
37060	6509	23	air	air	NN
37060	6509	24	which	which	WDT
37060	6509	25	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	6509	26	choked	choke	VBD
37060	6509	27	the	the	DT
37060	6509	28	room	room	NN
37060	6509	29	.	.	.
37060	6510	1	Upon	upon	IN
37060	6510	2	the	the	DT
37060	6510	3	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	6510	4	's	's	POS
37060	6510	5	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	6510	6	,	,	,
37060	6510	7	however	however	RB
37060	6510	8	,	,	,
37060	6510	9	the	the	DT
37060	6510	10	door	door	NN
37060	6510	11	would	would	MD
37060	6510	12	automatically	automatically	RB
37060	6510	13	close	close	VB
37060	6510	14	to	to	TO
37060	6510	15	"	"	``
37060	6510	16	keep	keep	VB
37060	6510	17	noise	noise	NN
37060	6510	18	to	to	IN
37060	6510	19	a	a	DT
37060	6510	20	minimum	minimum	NN
37060	6510	21	,	,	,
37060	6510	22	"	"	''
37060	6510	23	and	and	CC
37060	6510	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6510	25	cringed	cringe	VBD
37060	6510	26	with	with	IN
37060	6510	27	dismay	dismay	NN
37060	6510	28	as	as	IN
37060	6510	29	the	the	DT
37060	6510	30	circulating	circulate	VBG
37060	6510	31	air	air	NN
37060	6510	32	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	6510	33	dead	dead	JJ
37060	6510	34	in	in	IN
37060	6510	35	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6510	36	tracks	track	NNS
37060	6510	37	.	.	.
37060	6511	1	As	as	IN
37060	6511	2	the	the	DT
37060	6511	3	instructor	instructor	NN
37060	6511	4	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	6511	5	of	of	IN
37060	6511	6	the	the	DT
37060	6511	7	early	early	JJ
37060	6511	8	legends	legend	NNS
37060	6511	9	of	of	IN
37060	6511	10	the	the	DT
37060	6511	11	Norsemen	Norsemen	NNP
37060	6511	12	and	and	CC
37060	6511	13	the	the	DT
37060	6511	14	icy	icy	NN
37060	6511	15	gales	gale	NNS
37060	6511	16	in	in	IN
37060	6511	17	which	which	WDT
37060	6511	18	men	man	NNS
37060	6511	19	battled	battle	VBD
37060	6511	20	,	,	,
37060	6511	21	even	even	RB
37060	6511	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6511	23	wistful	wistful	JJ
37060	6511	24	images	image	NNS
37060	6511	25	of	of	IN
37060	6511	26	the	the	DT
37060	6511	27	frozen	frozen	JJ
37060	6511	28	climate	climate	NN
37060	6511	29	could	could	MD
37060	6511	30	not	not	RB
37060	6511	31	impede	impede	VB
37060	6511	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6511	33	body	body	NN
37060	6511	34	's	's	POS
37060	6511	35	growing	grow	VBG
37060	6511	36	internal	internal	JJ
37060	6511	37	heat	heat	NN
37060	6511	38	.	.	.
37060	6512	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6512	2	would	would	MD
37060	6512	3	begin	begin	VB
37060	6512	4	to	to	TO
37060	6512	5	feel	feel	VB
37060	6512	6	as	as	IN
37060	6512	7	if	if	IN
37060	6512	8	an	an	DT
37060	6512	9	oven	oven	NN
37060	6512	10	had	have	VBD
37060	6512	11	been	be	VBN
37060	6512	12	opened	open	VBN
37060	6512	13	in	in	IN
37060	6512	14	front	front	NN
37060	6512	15	of	of	IN
37060	6512	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6512	17	face	face	NN
37060	6512	18	,	,	,
37060	6512	19	followed	follow	VBN
37060	6512	20	by	by	IN
37060	6512	21	an	an	DT
37060	6512	22	unrestrained	unrestrained	JJ
37060	6512	23	flow	flow	NN
37060	6512	24	of	of	IN
37060	6512	25	sweat	sweat	NN
37060	6512	26	.	.	.
37060	6513	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6513	2	fought	fight	VBD
37060	6513	3	to	to	TO
37060	6513	4	retain	retain	VB
37060	6513	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6513	6	sense	sense	NN
37060	6513	7	of	of	IN
37060	6513	8	humor	humor	NN
37060	6513	9	and	and	CC
37060	6513	10	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	6513	11	the	the	DT
37060	6513	12	class	class	NN
37060	6513	13	,	,	,
37060	6513	14	but	but	CC
37060	6513	15	as	as	IN
37060	6513	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6513	17	hair	hair	NN
37060	6513	18	began	begin	VBD
37060	6513	19	to	to	TO
37060	6513	20	plaster	plaster	VB
37060	6513	21	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6513	22	closely	closely	RB
37060	6513	23	to	to	IN
37060	6513	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6513	25	scalp	scalp	NN
37060	6513	26	from	from	IN
37060	6513	27	the	the	DT
37060	6513	28	heat	heat	NN
37060	6513	29	,	,	,
37060	6513	30	concentration	concentration	NN
37060	6513	31	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	6513	32	lessened	lessen	VBD
37060	6513	33	until	until	IN
37060	6513	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6513	35	could	could	MD
37060	6513	36	think	think	VB
37060	6513	37	of	of	IN
37060	6513	38	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	6513	39	else	else	RB
37060	6513	40	but	but	CC
37060	6513	41	fleeing	flee	VBG
37060	6513	42	from	from	IN
37060	6513	43	the	the	DT
37060	6513	44	classroom	classroom	NN
37060	6513	45	to	to	IN
37060	6513	46	the	the	DT
37060	6513	47	fresh	fresh	JJ
37060	6513	48	air	air	NN
37060	6513	49	outside	outside	RB
37060	6513	50	.	.	.
37060	6514	1	At	at	IN
37060	6514	2	the	the	DT
37060	6514	3	end	end	NN
37060	6514	4	of	of	IN
37060	6514	5	the	the	DT
37060	6514	6	hour	hour	NN
37060	6514	7	,	,	,
37060	6514	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6514	9	dashed	dash	VBD
37060	6514	10	through	through	IN
37060	6514	11	the	the	DT
37060	6514	12	door	door	NN
37060	6514	13	to	to	IN
37060	6514	14	the	the	DT
37060	6514	15	nearest	near	JJS
37060	6514	16	restroom	restroom	NN
37060	6514	17	in	in	IN
37060	6514	18	an	an	DT
37060	6514	19	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	6514	20	to	to	TO
37060	6514	21	restore	restore	VB
37060	6514	22	,	,	,
37060	6514	23	to	to	IN
37060	6514	24	a	a	DT
37060	6514	25	reasonable	reasonable	JJ
37060	6514	26	degree	degree	NN
37060	6514	27	,	,	,
37060	6514	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6514	29	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	6514	30	.	.	.
37060	6515	1	On	on	IN
37060	6515	2	many	many	JJ
37060	6515	3	days	day	NNS
37060	6515	4	,	,	,
37060	6515	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6515	6	actually	actually	RB
37060	6515	7	looked	look	VBD
37060	6515	8	as	as	IN
37060	6515	9	if	if	IN
37060	6515	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6515	11	'd	'd	MD
37060	6515	12	just	just	RB
37060	6515	13	been	be	VBN
37060	6515	14	swimming	swim	VBG
37060	6515	15	and	and	CC
37060	6515	16	had	have	VBD
37060	6515	17	not	not	RB
37060	6515	18	allowed	allow	VBN
37060	6515	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6515	20	hair	hair	NN
37060	6515	21	to	to	TO
37060	6515	22	dry	dry	VB
37060	6515	23	.	.	.
37060	6516	1	Depending	depend	VBG
37060	6516	2	on	on	IN
37060	6516	3	the	the	DT
37060	6516	4	amount	amount	NN
37060	6516	5	of	of	IN
37060	6516	6	time	time	NN
37060	6516	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6516	8	had	have	VBD
37060	6516	9	to	to	TO
37060	6516	10	spend	spend	VB
37060	6516	11	between	between	IN
37060	6516	12	classes	class	NNS
37060	6516	13	,	,	,
37060	6516	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6516	15	was	be	VBD
37060	6516	16	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	6516	17	able	able	JJ
37060	6516	18	to	to	TO
37060	6516	19	sit	sit	VB
37060	6516	20	outside	outside	RB
37060	6516	21	and	and	CC
37060	6516	22	let	let	VB
37060	6516	23	the	the	DT
37060	6516	24	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	6516	25	dry	dry	VB
37060	6516	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6516	27	hair	hair	NN
37060	6516	28	and	and	CC
37060	6516	29	cool	cool	VB
37060	6516	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6516	31	body	body	NN
37060	6516	32	.	.	.
37060	6517	1	A	a	DT
37060	6517	2	shortage	shortage	NN
37060	6517	3	of	of	IN
37060	6517	4	time	time	NN
37060	6517	5	or	or	CC
37060	6517	6	inclement	inclement	JJ
37060	6517	7	weather	weather	NN
37060	6517	8	forced	force	VBD
37060	6517	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6517	10	to	to	TO
37060	6517	11	simply	simply	RB
37060	6517	12	walk	walk	VB
37060	6517	13	to	to	IN
37060	6517	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6517	15	following	follow	VBG
37060	6517	16	class	class	NN
37060	6517	17	,	,	,
37060	6517	18	where	where	WRB
37060	6517	19	the	the	DT
37060	6517	20	cooler	cooler	NN
37060	6517	21	room	room	NN
37060	6517	22	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	6517	23	afforded	afford	VBD
37060	6517	24	a	a	DT
37060	6517	25	more	more	RBR
37060	6517	26	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	6517	27	situation	situation	NN
37060	6517	28	for	for	IN
37060	6517	29	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6517	30	,	,	,
37060	6517	31	allowing	allow	VBG
37060	6517	32	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6517	33	to	to	TO
37060	6517	34	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	6517	35	dry	dry	VB
37060	6517	36	off	off	RP
37060	6517	37	.	.	.
37060	6518	1	Throughout	throughout	IN
37060	6518	2	the	the	DT
37060	6518	3	hours	hour	NNS
37060	6518	4	between	between	IN
37060	6518	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6518	6	second	second	JJ
37060	6518	7	and	and	CC
37060	6518	8	third	third	JJ
37060	6518	9	classes	class	NNS
37060	6518	10	,	,	,
37060	6518	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6518	12	would	would	MD
37060	6518	13	purchase	purchase	VB
37060	6518	14	and	and	CC
37060	6518	15	eat	eat	VB
37060	6518	16	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	6518	17	and	and	CC
37060	6518	18	then	then	RB
37060	6518	19	situate	situate	VB
37060	6518	20	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6518	21	in	in	IN
37060	6518	22	the	the	DT
37060	6518	23	least	least	JJS
37060	6518	24	obtrusive	obtrusive	JJ
37060	6518	25	spot	spot	NN
37060	6518	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6518	27	could	could	MD
37060	6518	28	find	find	VB
37060	6518	29	to	to	TO
37060	6518	30	study	study	VB
37060	6518	31	or	or	CC
37060	6518	32	write	write	VB
37060	6518	33	.	.	.
37060	6519	1	On	on	IN
37060	6519	2	several	several	JJ
37060	6519	3	occasions	occasion	NNS
37060	6519	4	,	,	,
37060	6519	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6519	6	was	be	VBD
37060	6519	7	able	able	JJ
37060	6519	8	to	to	TO
37060	6519	9	visit	visit	VB
37060	6519	10	with	with	IN
37060	6519	11	an	an	DT
37060	6519	12	old	old	JJ
37060	6519	13	friend	friend	NN
37060	6519	14	,	,	,
37060	6519	15	with	with	IN
37060	6519	16	whom	whom	WP
37060	6519	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6519	18	'd	'd	MD
37060	6519	19	initially	initially	RB
37060	6519	20	become	become	VB
37060	6519	21	acquainted	acquaint	VBN
37060	6519	22	at	at	IN
37060	6519	23	church	church	NN
37060	6519	24	,	,	,
37060	6519	25	and	and	CC
37060	6519	26	who	who	WP
37060	6519	27	,	,	,
37060	6519	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6519	29	might	may	MD
37060	6519	30	add	add	VB
37060	6519	31	,	,	,
37060	6519	32	was	be	VBD
37060	6519	33	virtually	virtually	RB
37060	6519	34	the	the	DT
37060	6519	35	only	only	JJ
37060	6519	36	person	person	NN
37060	6519	37	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6519	38	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6519	39	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	6519	40	addressing	addressing	NN
37060	6519	41	.	.	.
37060	6520	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6520	2	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6520	3	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	6520	4	,	,	,
37060	6520	5	time	time	NN
37060	6520	6	passed	pass	VBD
37060	6520	7	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	6520	8	and	and	CC
37060	6520	9	easily	easily	RB
37060	6520	10	.	.	.
37060	6521	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6521	2	also	also	RB
37060	6521	3	dispelled	dispel	VBD
37060	6521	4	some	some	DT
37060	6521	5	of	of	IN
37060	6521	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6521	7	fears	fear	NNS
37060	6521	8	about	about	IN
37060	6521	9	the	the	DT
37060	6521	10	campus	campus	NN
37060	6521	11	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6521	12	among	among	IN
37060	6521	13	these	these	DT
37060	6521	14	,	,	,
37060	6521	15	the	the	DT
37060	6521	16	library	library	NN
37060	6521	17	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6521	18	by	by	IN
37060	6521	19	ushering	usher	VBG
37060	6521	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6521	21	through	through	IN
37060	6521	22	the	the	DT
37060	6521	23	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	6521	24	corridors	corridor	NNS
37060	6521	25	of	of	IN
37060	6521	26	the	the	DT
37060	6521	27	rather	rather	RB
37060	6521	28	intimidating	intimidate	VBG
37060	6521	29	building	building	NN
37060	6521	30	.	.	.
37060	6522	1	To	to	IN
37060	6522	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6522	3	friend	friend	NN
37060	6522	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6522	5	also	also	RB
37060	6522	6	expressed	express	VBD
37060	6522	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6522	8	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	6522	9	that	that	IN
37060	6522	10	the	the	DT
37060	6522	11	school	school	NN
37060	6522	12	had	have	VBD
37060	6522	13	a	a	DT
37060	6522	14	more	more	RBR
37060	6522	15	impenetrable	impenetrable	JJ
37060	6522	16	barrier	barrier	NN
37060	6522	17	than	than	IN
37060	6522	18	any	any	DT
37060	6522	19	other	other	JJ
37060	6522	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6522	21	had	have	VBD
37060	6522	22	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	6522	23	,	,	,
37060	6522	24	giving	give	VBG
37060	6522	25	one	one	CD
37060	6522	26	the	the	DT
37060	6522	27	impression	impression	NN
37060	6522	28	that	that	IN
37060	6522	29	the	the	DT
37060	6522	30	circles	circle	NNS
37060	6522	31	of	of	IN
37060	6522	32	friends	friend	NNS
37060	6522	33	which	which	WDT
37060	6522	34	existed	exist	VBD
37060	6522	35	could	could	MD
37060	6522	36	not	not	RB
37060	6522	37	afford	afford	VB
37060	6522	38	any	any	DT
37060	6522	39	new	new	JJ
37060	6522	40	members	member	NNS
37060	6522	41	.	.	.
37060	6523	1	Repeatedly	repeatedly	RB
37060	6523	2	,	,	,
37060	6523	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6523	4	had	have	VBD
37060	6523	5	offered	offer	VBN
37060	6523	6	triflings	trifling	NNS
37060	6523	7	of	of	IN
37060	6523	8	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	6523	9	to	to	IN
37060	6523	10	classmates	classmate	NNS
37060	6523	11	,	,	,
37060	6523	12	only	only	RB
37060	6523	13	to	to	TO
37060	6523	14	be	be	VB
37060	6523	15	answered	answer	VBN
37060	6523	16	with	with	IN
37060	6523	17	blunted	blunted	JJ
37060	6523	18	replies	reply	NNS
37060	6523	19	or	or	CC
37060	6523	20	silence	silence	NN
37060	6523	21	.	.	.
37060	6524	1	Since	since	IN
37060	6524	2	the	the	DT
37060	6524	3	bulk	bulk	NN
37060	6524	4	of	of	IN
37060	6524	5	the	the	DT
37060	6524	6	students	student	NNS
37060	6524	7	were	be	VBD
37060	6524	8	not	not	RB
37060	6524	9	daily	daily	JJ
37060	6524	10	commuters	commuter	NNS
37060	6524	11	,	,	,
37060	6524	12	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6524	13	had	have	VBD
37060	6524	14	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	6524	15	the	the	DT
37060	6524	16	same	same	JJ
37060	6524	17	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6524	18	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6524	19	first	first	JJ
37060	6524	20	semester	semester	NN
37060	6524	21	and	and	CC
37060	6524	22	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	6524	23	concluded	conclude	VBD
37060	6524	24	that	that	IN
37060	6524	25	the	the	DT
37060	6524	26	best	good	JJS
37060	6524	27	way	way	NN
37060	6524	28	to	to	TO
37060	6524	29	feel	feel	VB
37060	6524	30	a	a	DT
37060	6524	31	part	part	NN
37060	6524	32	of	of	IN
37060	6524	33	Augie	Augie	NNP
37060	6524	34	was	be	VBD
37060	6524	35	to	to	TO
37060	6524	36	reside	reside	VB
37060	6524	37	in	in	IN
37060	6524	38	one	one	CD
37060	6524	39	of	of	IN
37060	6524	40	the	the	DT
37060	6524	41	dormatories	dormatorie	NNS
37060	6524	42	until	until	IN
37060	6524	43	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6524	44	had	have	VBD
37060	6524	45	developed	develop	VBN
37060	6524	46	several	several	JJ
37060	6524	47	friends	friend	NNS
37060	6524	48	and	and	CC
37060	6524	49	acquaintances	acquaintance	NNS
37060	6524	50	,	,	,
37060	6524	51	and	and	CC
37060	6524	52	then	then	RB
37060	6524	53	return	return	VB
37060	6524	54	home	home	RB
37060	6524	55	to	to	TO
37060	6524	56	live	live	VB
37060	6524	57	.	.	.
37060	6525	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6525	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	6525	3	,	,	,
37060	6525	4	of	of	IN
37060	6525	5	course	course	NN
37060	6525	6	,	,	,
37060	6525	7	that	that	IN
37060	6525	8	the	the	DT
37060	6525	9	next	next	JJ
37060	6525	10	best	good	JJS
37060	6525	11	way	way	NN
37060	6525	12	to	to	TO
37060	6525	13	meet	meet	VB
37060	6525	14	people	people	NNS
37060	6525	15	was	be	VBD
37060	6525	16	to	to	TO
37060	6525	17	join	join	VB
37060	6525	18	organizations	organization	NNS
37060	6525	19	,	,	,
37060	6525	20	and	and	CC
37060	6525	21	as	as	IN
37060	6525	22	the	the	DT
37060	6525	23	old	old	JJ
37060	6525	24	saying	saying	NN
37060	6525	25	goes	go	VBZ
37060	6525	26	,	,	,
37060	6525	27	"	"	``
37060	6525	28	get	get	VB
37060	6525	29	involved	involved	JJ
37060	6525	30	!	!	.
37060	6525	31	"	"	''
37060	6526	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6526	2	mom	mom	NN
37060	6526	3	used	use	VBD
37060	6526	4	to	to	TO
37060	6526	5	suggest	suggest	VB
37060	6526	6	that	that	IN
37060	6526	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6526	8	sit	sit	VBP
37060	6526	9	down	down	RP
37060	6526	10	with	with	IN
37060	6526	11	a	a	DT
37060	6526	12	group	group	NN
37060	6526	13	at	at	IN
37060	6526	14	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	6526	15	,	,	,
37060	6526	16	introduce	introduce	VBP
37060	6526	17	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6526	18	,	,	,
37060	6526	19	and	and	CC
37060	6526	20	start	start	VB
37060	6526	21	talking	talk	VBG
37060	6526	22	.	.	.
37060	6527	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6527	2	suppose	suppose	VBP
37060	6527	3	there	there	EX
37060	6527	4	are	be	VBP
37060	6527	5	those	those	DT
37060	6527	6	who	who	WP
37060	6527	7	would	would	MD
37060	6527	8	have	have	VB
37060	6527	9	success	success	NN
37060	6527	10	with	with	IN
37060	6527	11	this	this	DT
37060	6527	12	type	type	NN
37060	6527	13	of	of	IN
37060	6527	14	salesmanship	salesmanship	NN
37060	6527	15	,	,	,
37060	6527	16	yet	yet	CC
37060	6527	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6527	18	could	could	MD
37060	6527	19	never	never	RB
37060	6527	20	barge	barge	VB
37060	6527	21	through	through	IN
37060	6527	22	closed	closed	JJ
37060	6527	23	doors	door	NNS
37060	6527	24	into	into	IN
37060	6527	25	a	a	DT
37060	6527	26	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	6527	27	of	of	IN
37060	6527	28	which	which	WDT
37060	6527	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6527	30	had	have	VBD
37060	6527	31	no	no	DT
37060	6527	32	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	6527	33	.	.	.
37060	6528	1	This	this	DT
37060	6528	2	would	would	MD
37060	6528	3	seem	seem	VB
37060	6528	4	more	more	RBR
37060	6528	5	an	an	DT
37060	6528	6	invasion	invasion	NN
37060	6528	7	of	of	IN
37060	6528	8	privacy	privacy	NN
37060	6528	9	than	than	IN
37060	6528	10	an	an	DT
37060	6528	11	extension	extension	NN
37060	6528	12	of	of	IN
37060	6528	13	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	6528	14	.	.	.
37060	6529	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6529	2	general	general	JJ
37060	6529	3	health	health	NN
37060	6529	4	was	be	VBD
37060	6529	5	also	also	RB
37060	6529	6	an	an	DT
37060	6529	7	inhibitive	inhibitive	JJ
37060	6529	8	factor	factor	NN
37060	6529	9	;	;	:
37060	6529	10	apart	apart	RB
37060	6529	11	from	from	IN
37060	6529	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6529	13	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	6529	14	,	,	,
37060	6529	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6529	16	was	be	VBD
37060	6529	17	tired	tired	JJ
37060	6529	18	and	and	CC
37060	6529	19	weak	weak	JJ
37060	6529	20	,	,	,
37060	6529	21	and	and	CC
37060	6529	22	did	do	VBD
37060	6529	23	not	not	RB
37060	6529	24	desire	desire	VB
37060	6529	25	to	to	TO
37060	6529	26	explain	explain	VB
37060	6529	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6529	28	situation	situation	NN
37060	6529	29	to	to	IN
37060	6529	30	others	other	NNS
37060	6529	31	for	for	IN
37060	6529	32	fear	fear	NN
37060	6529	33	of	of	IN
37060	6529	34	adverse	adverse	JJ
37060	6529	35	reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	6529	36	.	.	.
37060	6530	1	Fatigued	fatigue	VBN
37060	6530	2	from	from	IN
37060	6530	3	attending	attend	VBG
37060	6530	4	school	school	NN
37060	6530	5	and	and	CC
37060	6530	6	studying	study	VBG
37060	6530	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6530	8	lessons	lesson	NNS
37060	6530	9	,	,	,
37060	6530	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6530	11	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6530	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6530	13	could	could	MD
37060	6530	14	ask	ask	VB
37060	6530	15	no	no	DT
37060	6530	16	more	more	JJR
37060	6530	17	of	of	IN
37060	6530	18	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6530	19	;	;	:
37060	6530	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6530	21	extended	extend	VBD
37060	6530	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6530	23	friendship	friendship	NN
37060	6530	24	and	and	CC
37060	6530	25	smile	smile	VBP
37060	6530	26	to	to	IN
37060	6530	27	those	those	DT
37060	6530	28	who	who	WP
37060	6530	29	would	would	MD
37060	6530	30	accept	accept	VB
37060	6530	31	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6530	32	,	,	,
37060	6530	33	but	but	CC
37060	6530	34	attended	attend	VBD
37060	6530	35	no	no	DT
37060	6530	36	extracurricular	extracurricular	JJ
37060	6530	37	functions	function	NNS
37060	6530	38	,	,	,
37060	6530	39	desiring	desire	VBG
37060	6530	40	instead	instead	RB
37060	6530	41	to	to	TO
37060	6530	42	use	use	VB
37060	6530	43	up	up	RP
37060	6530	44	any	any	DT
37060	6530	45	reserve	reserve	NN
37060	6530	46	energy	energy	NN
37060	6530	47	in	in	IN
37060	6530	48	doing	do	VBG
37060	6530	49	those	those	DT
37060	6530	50	things	thing	NNS
37060	6530	51	at	at	IN
37060	6530	52	home	home	NN
37060	6530	53	which	which	WDT
37060	6530	54	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6530	55	most	most	RBS
37060	6530	56	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	6530	57	.	.	.
37060	6531	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6531	2	helped	help	VBD
37060	6531	3	to	to	TO
37060	6531	4	understand	understand	VB
37060	6531	5	the	the	DT
37060	6531	6	general	general	JJ
37060	6531	7	flavor	flavor	NN
37060	6531	8	of	of	IN
37060	6531	9	Augie	Augie	NNP
37060	6531	10	as	as	IN
37060	6531	11	being	be	VBG
37060	6531	12	intrinsically	intrinsically	RB
37060	6531	13	different	different	JJ
37060	6531	14	from	from	IN
37060	6531	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6531	16	former	former	JJ
37060	6531	17	school	school	NN
37060	6531	18	;	;	:
37060	6531	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6531	20	did	do	VBD
37060	6531	21	not	not	RB
37060	6531	22	react	react	VB
37060	6531	23	to	to	IN
37060	6531	24	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6531	25	indifference	indifference	NN
37060	6531	26	as	as	IN
37060	6531	27	a	a	DT
37060	6531	28	personal	personal	JJ
37060	6531	29	affliction	affliction	NN
37060	6531	30	,	,	,
37060	6531	31	nor	nor	CC
37060	6531	32	did	do	VBD
37060	6531	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6531	34	seek	seek	VB
37060	6531	35	out	out	RP
37060	6531	36	various	various	JJ
37060	6531	37	social	social	JJ
37060	6531	38	groups	group	NNS
37060	6531	39	to	to	TO
37060	6531	40	forge	forge	VB
37060	6531	41	a	a	DT
37060	6531	42	place	place	NN
37060	6531	43	for	for	IN
37060	6531	44	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6531	45	in	in	IN
37060	6531	46	the	the	DT
37060	6531	47	hearts	heart	NNS
37060	6531	48	of	of	IN
37060	6531	49	others	other	NNS
37060	6531	50	.	.	.
37060	6532	1	Through	through	IN
37060	6532	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6532	3	weary	weary	JJ
37060	6532	4	and	and	CC
37060	6532	5	knowing	know	VBG
37060	6532	6	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	6532	7	,	,	,
37060	6532	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6532	9	observed	observe	VBD
37060	6532	10	the	the	DT
37060	6532	11	turmoil	turmoil	NN
37060	6532	12	of	of	IN
37060	6532	13	which	which	WDT
37060	6532	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6532	15	was	be	VBD
37060	6532	16	not	not	RB
37060	6532	17	a	a	DT
37060	6532	18	part	part	NN
37060	6532	19	,	,	,
37060	6532	20	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	6532	21	worlds	world	NNS
37060	6532	22	away	away	RB
37060	6532	23	from	from	IN
37060	6532	24	the	the	DT
37060	6532	25	carefree	carefree	JJ
37060	6532	26	and	and	CC
37060	6532	27	jubilant	jubilant	JJ
37060	6532	28	frolic	frolic	NN
37060	6532	29	which	which	WDT
37060	6532	30	bespoke	bespoke	VBP
37060	6532	31	the	the	DT
37060	6532	32	presence	presence	NN
37060	6532	33	of	of	IN
37060	6532	34	health	health	NN
37060	6532	35	.	.	.
37060	6533	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6533	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6533	3	suspended	suspend	VBN
37060	6533	4	in	in	IN
37060	6533	5	time	time	NN
37060	6533	6	,	,	,
37060	6533	7	as	as	IN
37060	6533	8	if	if	IN
37060	6533	9	all	all	DT
37060	6533	10	else	else	RB
37060	6533	11	moved	move	VBD
37060	6533	12	about	about	IN
37060	6533	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6533	14	,	,	,
37060	6533	15	each	each	DT
37060	6533	16	following	follow	VBG
37060	6533	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6533	18	desired	desire	VBN
37060	6533	19	route	route	NN
37060	6533	20	,	,	,
37060	6533	21	while	while	IN
37060	6533	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6533	23	stood	stand	VBD
37060	6533	24	rooted	root	VBN
37060	6533	25	before	before	IN
37060	6533	26	a	a	DT
37060	6533	27	dead	dead	JJ
37060	6533	28	end	end	NN
37060	6533	29	.	.	.
37060	6534	1	Never	never	RB
37060	6534	2	before	before	RB
37060	6534	3	had	have	VBD
37060	6534	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6534	5	encountered	encounter	VBN
37060	6534	6	such	such	JJ
37060	6534	7	desolate	desolate	JJ
37060	6534	8	helplessness	helplessness	NN
37060	6534	9	,	,	,
37060	6534	10	yet	yet	CC
37060	6534	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6534	12	did	do	VBD
37060	6534	13	not	not	RB
37060	6534	14	wish	wish	VB
37060	6534	15	to	to	TO
37060	6534	16	change	change	VB
37060	6534	17	places	place	NNS
37060	6534	18	with	with	IN
37060	6534	19	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	6534	20	...	...	NFP
37060	6534	21	even	even	RB
37060	6534	22	with	with	IN
37060	6534	23	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6534	24	quietly	quietly	RB
37060	6534	25	closing	close	VBG
37060	6534	26	in	in	RP
37060	6534	27	.	.	.
37060	6535	1	Though	though	IN
37060	6535	2	health	health	NN
37060	6535	3	could	could	MD
37060	6535	4	have	have	VB
37060	6535	5	endured	endure	VBN
37060	6535	6	some	some	DT
37060	6535	7	improvement	improvement	NN
37060	6535	8	,	,	,
37060	6535	9	with	with	IN
37060	6535	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6535	11	mind	mind	NN
37060	6535	12	,	,	,
37060	6535	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6535	14	values	value	NNS
37060	6535	15	,	,	,
37060	6535	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6535	17	was	be	VBD
37060	6535	18	content	content	JJ
37060	6535	19	.	.	.
37060	6536	1	While	while	IN
37060	6536	2	certain	certain	JJ
37060	6536	3	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	6536	4	under	under	IN
37060	6536	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6536	6	gaze	gaze	NN
37060	6536	7	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	6536	8	what	what	WP
37060	6536	9	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	6536	10	to	to	TO
37060	6536	11	be	be	VB
37060	6536	12	genuine	genuine	JJ
37060	6536	13	character	character	NN
37060	6536	14	,	,	,
37060	6536	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6536	16	saw	see	VBD
37060	6536	17	also	also	RB
37060	6536	18	those	those	DT
37060	6536	19	who	who	WP
37060	6536	20	chatted	chat	VBD
37060	6536	21	constantly	constantly	RB
37060	6536	22	about	about	IN
37060	6536	23	petty	petty	JJ
37060	6536	24	concerns	concern	NNS
37060	6536	25	and	and	CC
37060	6536	26	displayed	display	VBD
37060	6536	27	no	no	DT
37060	6536	28	depth	depth	NN
37060	6536	29	or	or	CC
37060	6536	30	true	true	JJ
37060	6536	31	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	6536	32	;	;	:
37060	6536	33	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6536	34	lives	life	NNS
37060	6536	35	were	be	VBD
37060	6536	36	a	a	DT
37060	6536	37	farce	farce	NN
37060	6536	38	.	.	.
37060	6537	1	If	if	IN
37060	6537	2	this	this	DT
37060	6537	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6537	4	the	the	DT
37060	6537	5	trade	trade	NN
37060	6537	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	6537	7	off	off	NN
37060	6537	8	for	for	IN
37060	6537	9	being	be	VBG
37060	6537	10	part	part	NN
37060	6537	11	of	of	IN
37060	6537	12	the	the	DT
37060	6537	13	social	social	JJ
37060	6537	14	whirlwind	whirlwind	NN
37060	6537	15	,	,	,
37060	6537	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6537	17	was	be	VBD
37060	6537	18	content	content	JJ
37060	6537	19	,	,	,
37060	6537	20	as	as	IN
37060	6537	21	always	always	RB
37060	6537	22	,	,	,
37060	6537	23	to	to	TO
37060	6537	24	watch	watch	VB
37060	6537	25	unobserved	unobserved	JJ
37060	6537	26	from	from	IN
37060	6537	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6537	28	stationary	stationary	JJ
37060	6537	29	corner	corner	NN
37060	6537	30	...	...	.
37060	6538	1	The	the	DT
37060	6538	2	Observer	Observer	NNP
37060	6538	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6538	4	am	be	VBP
37060	6538	5	the	the	DT
37060	6538	6	satellite	satellite	NN
37060	6538	7	,	,	,
37060	6538	8	The	the	DT
37060	6538	9	worldly	worldly	JJ
37060	6538	10	observer	observer	NN
37060	6538	11	Of	of	IN
37060	6538	12	a	a	DT
37060	6538	13	spinning	spinning	JJ
37060	6538	14	mass	mass	NN
37060	6538	15	of	of	IN
37060	6538	16	confusion	confusion	NN
37060	6538	17	.	.	.
37060	6539	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6539	2	am	be	VBP
37060	6539	3	equidistant	equidistant	NN
37060	6539	4	Between	between	IN
37060	6539	5	humanity	humanity	NN
37060	6539	6	And	and	CC
37060	6539	7	the	the	DT
37060	6539	8	heavens	heavens	NNPS
37060	6539	9	,	,	,
37060	6539	10	Between	between	IN
37060	6539	11	star	star	NN
37060	6539	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	6539	13	strewn	strew	VBN
37060	6539	14	galaxies	galaxy	NNS
37060	6539	15	And	and	CC
37060	6539	16	streets	street	NNS
37060	6539	17	besmeared	besmear	VBD
37060	6539	18	With	with	IN
37060	6539	19	innovations	innovation	NNS
37060	6539	20	....	....	.
37060	6540	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6540	2	see	see	VBP
37060	6540	3	and	and	CC
37060	6540	4	compute	compute	VBP
37060	6540	5	And	and	CC
37060	6540	6	attempt	attempt	VB
37060	6540	7	to	to	TO
37060	6540	8	make	make	VB
37060	6540	9	sense	sense	NN
37060	6540	10	Of	of	IN
37060	6540	11	this	this	DT
37060	6540	12	confused	confused	JJ
37060	6540	13	world	world	NN
37060	6540	14	....	....	.
37060	6541	1	Though	though	IN
37060	6541	2	the	the	DT
37060	6541	3	heavens	heaven	NNS
37060	6541	4	Are	be	VBP
37060	6541	5	complex	complex	JJ
37060	6541	6	,	,	,
37060	6541	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6541	8	believe	believe	VBP
37060	6541	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6541	10	are	be	VBP
37060	6541	11	not	not	RB
37060	6541	12	Half	half	RB
37060	6541	13	so	so	RB
37060	6541	14	much	much	RB
37060	6541	15	as	as	IN
37060	6541	16	are	be	VBP
37060	6541	17	The	the	DT
37060	6541	18	roads	road	NNS
37060	6541	19	of	of	IN
37060	6541	20	human	human	JJ
37060	6541	21	life	life	NN
37060	6541	22	.	.	.
37060	6542	1	September	September	NNP
37060	6542	2	10	10	CD
37060	6542	3	,	,	,
37060	6542	4	1982	1982	CD
37060	6542	5	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	6542	6	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	6542	7	Negative	Negative	NNP
37060	6542	8	Aspects	Aspects	NNPS
37060	6542	9	In	in	IN
37060	6542	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6542	11	world	world	NN
37060	6542	12	Time	Time	NNP
37060	6542	13	passes	pass	VBZ
37060	6542	14	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	6542	15	,	,	,
37060	6542	16	Allowing	allow	VBG
37060	6542	17	moments	moment	NNS
37060	6542	18	to	to	TO
37060	6542	19	reflect	reflect	VB
37060	6542	20	upon	upon	IN
37060	6542	21	the	the	DT
37060	6542	22	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	6542	23	of	of	IN
37060	6542	24	life	life	NN
37060	6542	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6542	26	coldly	coldly	RB
37060	6542	27	rejected	reject	VBD
37060	6542	28	:	:	:
37060	6542	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6542	30	see	see	VBP
37060	6542	31	meaningless	meaningless	JJ
37060	6542	32	lives	life	NNS
37060	6542	33	,	,	,
37060	6542	34	Bereft	Bereft	NNP
37060	6542	35	of	of	IN
37060	6542	36	all	all	DT
37060	6542	37	worry	worry	VBP
37060	6542	38	,	,	,
37060	6542	39	Flaunt	flaunt	VB
37060	6542	40	worthless	worthless	JJ
37060	6542	41	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	6542	42	,	,	,
37060	6542	43	And	and	CC
37060	6542	44	empty	empty	JJ
37060	6542	45	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	6542	46	.	.	.
37060	6543	1	Pessimists	pessimist	NNS
37060	6543	2	carry	carry	VBP
37060	6543	3	frowns	frown	NNS
37060	6543	4	Behind	behind	IN
37060	6543	5	trudging	trudge	VBG
37060	6543	6	feet	foot	NNS
37060	6543	7	Upon	upon	IN
37060	6543	8	leashes	leash	NNS
37060	6543	9	......	......	.
37060	6544	1	Forever	forever	RB
37060	6544	2	dragging	drag	VBG
37060	6544	3	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6544	4	burden	burden	NN
37060	6544	5	Of	of	IN
37060	6544	6	discontent	discontent	NN
37060	6544	7	to	to	IN
37060	6544	8	the	the	DT
37060	6544	9	world	world	NN
37060	6544	10	.	.	.
37060	6545	1	Souls	soul	NNS
37060	6545	2	haunted	haunt	VBN
37060	6545	3	by	by	IN
37060	6545	4	loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	6545	5	Hang	hang	VBP
37060	6545	6	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6545	7	heads	head	NNS
37060	6545	8	in	in	IN
37060	6545	9	despair	despair	NN
37060	6545	10	,	,	,
37060	6545	11	Their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6545	12	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	6545	13	searching	search	VBG
37060	6545	14	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	6545	15	For	for	IN
37060	6545	16	the	the	DT
37060	6545	17	shred	shred	NN
37060	6545	18	of	of	IN
37060	6545	19	compassion	compassion	NN
37060	6545	20	Which	which	WDT
37060	6545	21	will	will	MD
37060	6545	22	never	never	RB
37060	6545	23	come	come	VB
37060	6545	24	,	,	,
37060	6545	25	Until	until	IN
37060	6545	26	loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	6545	27	surrounds	surround	VBZ
37060	6545	28	And	and	CC
37060	6545	29	follows	follow	VBZ
37060	6545	30	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6545	31	every	every	DT
37060	6545	32	step	step	NN
37060	6545	33	,	,	,
37060	6545	34	Heralding	herald	VBG
37060	6545	35	irreversible	irreversible	JJ
37060	6545	36	regression	regression	NN
37060	6545	37	:	:	:
37060	6545	38	Chronically	Chronically	NNP
37060	6545	39	depressed	depress	VBD
37060	6545	40	Cling	cling	NN
37060	6545	41	to	to	TO
37060	6545	42	sadness	sadness	NN
37060	6545	43	As	as	IN
37060	6545	44	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6545	45	sole	sole	JJ
37060	6545	46	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	6545	47	in	in	IN
37060	6545	48	life	life	NN
37060	6545	49	,	,	,
37060	6545	50	While	while	IN
37060	6545	51	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6545	52	troubled	troubled	JJ
37060	6545	53	minds	mind	NNS
37060	6545	54	Create	create	VB
37060	6545	55	wistful	wistful	JJ
37060	6545	56	images	image	NNS
37060	6545	57	of	of	IN
37060	6545	58	suicide	suicide	NN
37060	6545	59	.	.	.
37060	6546	1	September	September	NNP
37060	6546	2	12	12	CD
37060	6546	3	-	-	SYM
37060	6546	4	15	15	CD
37060	6546	5	,	,	,
37060	6546	6	1982	1982	CD
37060	6546	7	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	6546	8	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	6546	9	Masks	Masks	NNP
37060	6546	10	One	one	PRP
37060	6546	11	may	may	MD
37060	6546	12	choose	choose	VB
37060	6546	13	Countless	countless	JJ
37060	6546	14	masks	mask	NNS
37060	6546	15	To	to	TO
37060	6546	16	portray	portray	VB
37060	6546	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6546	18	image	image	NN
37060	6546	19	Unto	unto	IN
37060	6546	20	the	the	DT
37060	6546	21	world	world	NN
37060	6546	22	,	,	,
37060	6546	23	And	and	CC
37060	6546	24	yet	yet	RB
37060	6546	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6546	26	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	6546	27	That	that	IN
37060	6546	28	ultimately	ultimately	RB
37060	6546	29	Masks	mask	NNS
37060	6546	30	are	be	VBP
37060	6546	31	shattered	shatter	VBN
37060	6546	32	;	;	:
37060	6546	33	Revealing	reveal	VBG
37060	6546	34	that	that	IN
37060	6546	35	which	which	WDT
37060	6546	36	Resides	reside	VBZ
37060	6546	37	within	within	IN
37060	6546	38	.	.	.
37060	6547	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6547	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6547	3	wise	wise	JJ
37060	6547	4	to	to	TO
37060	6547	5	discern	discern	VB
37060	6547	6	Between	between	IN
37060	6547	7	one	one	NN
37060	6547	8	's	's	POS
37060	6547	9	mask	mask	NN
37060	6547	10	And	and	CC
37060	6547	11	self	self	NN
37060	6547	12	Before	before	IN
37060	6547	13	life	life	NN
37060	6547	14	exposes	expose	VBZ
37060	6547	15	Untainted	untainted	JJ
37060	6547	16	features	feature	VBZ
37060	6547	17	to	to	IN
37060	6547	18	humanity	humanity	NN
37060	6547	19	,	,	,
37060	6547	20	The	the	DT
37060	6547	21	one	one	CD
37060	6547	22	body	body	NN
37060	6547	23	Which	which	WDT
37060	6547	24	is	be	VBZ
37060	6547	25	utterly	utterly	RB
37060	6547	26	ruthless	ruthless	JJ
37060	6547	27	In	in	IN
37060	6547	28	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6547	29	judgment	judgment	NN
37060	6547	30	.	.	.
37060	6548	1	September	September	NNP
37060	6548	2	15	15	CD
37060	6548	3	,	,	,
37060	6548	4	1982	1982	CD
37060	6548	5	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	6548	6	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	6548	7	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6548	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6548	9	most	most	RBS
37060	6548	10	enjoyable	enjoyable	JJ
37060	6548	11	hours	hour	NNS
37060	6548	12	were	be	VBD
37060	6548	13	spent	spend	VBN
37060	6548	14	outside	outside	RB
37060	6548	15	on	on	IN
37060	6548	16	a	a	DT
37060	6548	17	hill	hill	NN
37060	6548	18	overlooking	overlook	VBG
37060	6548	19	the	the	DT
37060	6548	20	campus	campus	NN
37060	6548	21	.	.	.
37060	6549	1	On	on	IN
37060	6549	2	the	the	DT
37060	6549	3	hill	hill	NN
37060	6549	4	,	,	,
37060	6549	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6549	6	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6549	7	serene	serene	JJ
37060	6549	8	;	;	:
37060	6549	9	every	every	DT
37060	6549	10	other	other	JJ
37060	6549	11	place	place	NN
37060	6549	12	on	on	IN
37060	6549	13	campus	campus	NN
37060	6549	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6549	15	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6549	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6549	17	life	life	NN
37060	6549	18	slipping	slip	VBG
37060	6549	19	away	away	RB
37060	6549	20	,	,	,
37060	6549	21	as	as	IN
37060	6549	22	if	if	IN
37060	6549	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6549	24	was	be	VBD
37060	6549	25	carrying	carry	VBG
37060	6549	26	death	death	NN
37060	6549	27	within	within	IN
37060	6549	28	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6549	29	.	.	.
37060	6550	1	Here	here	RB
37060	6550	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6550	3	would	would	MD
37060	6550	4	sit	sit	VB
37060	6550	5	in	in	IN
37060	6550	6	idle	idle	JJ
37060	6550	7	reflection	reflection	NN
37060	6550	8	and	and	CC
37060	6550	9	muse	muse	NN
37060	6550	10	on	on	IN
37060	6550	11	the	the	DT
37060	6550	12	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	6550	13	leaves	leave	VBZ
37060	6550	14	falling	fall	VBG
37060	6550	15	lazily	lazily	RB
37060	6550	16	to	to	IN
37060	6550	17	the	the	DT
37060	6550	18	ground	ground	NN
37060	6550	19	.	.	.
37060	6551	1	The	the	DT
37060	6551	2	squirrels	squirrel	NNS
37060	6551	3	,	,	,
37060	6551	4	with	with	IN
37060	6551	5	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6551	6	crazy	crazy	JJ
37060	6551	7	antics	antic	NNS
37060	6551	8	,	,	,
37060	6551	9	were	be	VBD
37060	6551	10	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	6551	11	hoarding	hoard	VBG
37060	6551	12	all	all	PDT
37060	6551	13	the	the	DT
37060	6551	14	acorns	acorn	NNS
37060	6551	15	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6551	16	found	find	VBD
37060	6551	17	,	,	,
37060	6551	18	burying	burying	NN
37060	6551	19	and	and	CC
37060	6551	20	reburying	rebury	VBG
37060	6551	21	until	until	IN
37060	6551	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6551	23	'm	be	VBP
37060	6551	24	sure	sure	JJ
37060	6551	25	even	even	RB
37060	6551	26	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6551	27	did	do	VBD
37060	6551	28	n't	not	RB
37060	6551	29	know	know	VB
37060	6551	30	where	where	WRB
37060	6551	31	the	the	DT
37060	6551	32	acorns	acorn	NNS
37060	6551	33	were	be	VBD
37060	6551	34	.	.	.
37060	6552	1	And	and	CC
37060	6552	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6552	3	must	must	MD
37060	6552	4	n't	not	RB
37060	6552	5	forget	forget	VB
37060	6552	6	the	the	DT
37060	6552	7	restless	restless	JJ
37060	6552	8	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	6552	9	,	,	,
37060	6552	10	ever	ever	RB
37060	6552	11	blowing	blow	VBG
37060	6552	12	and	and	CC
37060	6552	13	hinting	hinting	NN
37060	6552	14	of	of	IN
37060	6552	15	winter	winter	NN
37060	6552	16	.	.	.
37060	6553	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6553	2	shared	share	VBD
37060	6553	3	a	a	DT
37060	6553	4	bond	bond	NN
37060	6553	5	with	with	IN
37060	6553	6	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	6553	7	that	that	WDT
37060	6553	8	was	be	VBD
37060	6553	9	,	,	,
37060	6553	10	at	at	IN
37060	6553	11	once	once	RB
37060	6553	12	,	,	,
37060	6553	13	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	6553	14	and	and	CC
37060	6553	15	sad	sad	JJ
37060	6553	16	.	.	.
37060	6554	1	In	in	IN
37060	6554	2	life	life	NN
37060	6554	3	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	6554	4	truly	truly	RB
37060	6554	5	ends	end	VBZ
37060	6554	6	,	,	,
37060	6554	7	although	although	IN
37060	6554	8	there	there	EX
37060	6554	9	are	be	VBP
37060	6554	10	countless	countless	JJ
37060	6554	11	births	birth	NNS
37060	6554	12	and	and	CC
37060	6554	13	as	as	IN
37060	6554	14	many	many	JJ
37060	6554	15	deaths	death	NNS
37060	6554	16	.	.	.
37060	6555	1	With	with	IN
37060	6555	2	or	or	CC
37060	6555	3	without	without	IN
37060	6555	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6555	5	own	own	JJ
37060	6555	6	existence	existence	NN
37060	6555	7	,	,	,
37060	6555	8	life	life	NN
37060	6555	9	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6555	10	would	would	MD
37060	6555	11	go	go	VB
37060	6555	12	on	on	RB
37060	6555	13	,	,	,
37060	6555	14	virtually	virtually	RB
37060	6555	15	heedless	heedless	JJ
37060	6555	16	of	of	IN
37060	6555	17	one	one	CD
37060	6555	18	heartbeat	heartbeat	NN
37060	6555	19	lost	lose	VBN
37060	6555	20	to	to	IN
37060	6555	21	forever	forever	RB
37060	6555	22	.	.	.
37060	6556	1	In	in	IN
37060	6556	2	this	this	DT
37060	6556	3	reflective	reflective	JJ
37060	6556	4	and	and	CC
37060	6556	5	tranquil	tranquil	JJ
37060	6556	6	mood	mood	NN
37060	6556	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6556	8	would	would	MD
37060	6556	9	transfer	transfer	VB
37060	6556	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6556	11	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	6556	12	to	to	IN
37060	6556	13	paper	paper	VB
37060	6556	14	to	to	IN
37060	6556	15	better	well	RBR
37060	6556	16	clarify	clarify	VB
37060	6556	17	for	for	IN
37060	6556	18	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6556	19	and	and	CC
37060	6556	20	for	for	IN
37060	6556	21	others	other	NNS
37060	6556	22	the	the	DT
37060	6556	23	way	way	NN
37060	6556	24	in	in	IN
37060	6556	25	which	which	WDT
37060	6556	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6556	27	viewed	view	VBD
37060	6556	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6556	29	existence	existence	NN
37060	6556	30	.	.	.
37060	6557	1	The	the	DT
37060	6557	2	War	War	NNP
37060	6557	3	Within	within	IN
37060	6557	4	Daily	Daily	NNP
37060	6557	5	,	,	,
37060	6557	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6557	7	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	6557	8	,	,	,
37060	6557	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6557	10	feel	feel	VBP
37060	6557	11	the	the	DT
37060	6557	12	alien	alien	JJ
37060	6557	13	Presence	Presence	NNP
37060	6557	14	that	that	WDT
37060	6557	15	resides	reside	VBZ
37060	6557	16	within	within	RB
37060	6557	17	,	,	,
37060	6557	18	Slowly	slowly	RB
37060	6557	19	pressing	press	VBG
37060	6557	20	life	life	NN
37060	6557	21	from	from	IN
37060	6557	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6557	23	Faculties	Faculties	NNPS
37060	6557	24	in	in	IN
37060	6557	25	a	a	DT
37060	6557	26	bland	bland	JJ
37060	6557	27	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	6557	28	To	to	TO
37060	6557	29	reign	reign	VB
37060	6557	30	in	in	IN
37060	6557	31	full	full	JJ
37060	6557	32	over	over	IN
37060	6557	33	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6557	34	ravaged	ravage	VBN
37060	6557	35	body	body	NN
37060	6557	36	.	.	.
37060	6558	1	Neither	neither	CC
37060	6558	2	do	do	VBP
37060	6558	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6558	4	madly	madly	RB
37060	6558	5	oppose	oppose	VB
37060	6558	6	nor	nor	CC
37060	6558	7	readily	readily	RB
37060	6558	8	Submit	submit	VB
37060	6558	9	to	to	IN
37060	6558	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6558	11	ruthless	ruthless	JJ
37060	6558	12	attack	attack	NN
37060	6558	13	,	,	,
37060	6558	14	But	but	CC
37060	6558	15	attempt	attempt	VB
37060	6558	16	to	to	TO
37060	6558	17	retain	retain	VB
37060	6558	18	a	a	DT
37060	6558	19	shred	shred	NN
37060	6558	20	Of	of	IN
37060	6558	21	normalcy	normalcy	NN
37060	6558	22	in	in	IN
37060	6558	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6558	24	existence	existence	NN
37060	6558	25	.	.	.
37060	6559	1	Life	life	NN
37060	6559	2	takes	take	VBZ
37060	6559	3	what	what	WP
37060	6559	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6559	5	will	will	MD
37060	6559	6	,	,	,
37060	6559	7	and	and	CC
37060	6559	8	Being	be	VBG
37060	6559	9	a	a	DT
37060	6559	10	product	product	NN
37060	6559	11	of	of	IN
37060	6559	12	two	two	CD
37060	6559	13	lives	life	NNS
37060	6559	14	,	,	,
37060	6559	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6559	16	am	be	VBP
37060	6559	17	subject	subject	JJ
37060	6559	18	to	to	TO
37060	6559	19	be	be	VB
37060	6559	20	called	call	VBN
37060	6559	21	To	to	IN
37060	6559	22	nonexistence	nonexistence	NN
37060	6559	23	,	,	,
37060	6559	24	as	as	IN
37060	6559	25	is	be	VBZ
37060	6559	26	all	all	DT
37060	6559	27	creation	creation	NN
37060	6559	28	.	.	.
37060	6560	1	Nature	nature	NN
37060	6560	2	permits	permit	VBZ
37060	6560	3	no	no	DT
37060	6560	4	flattery	flattery	NN
37060	6560	5	...	...	:
37060	6560	6	No	no	DT
37060	6560	7	favoritism	favoritism	NN
37060	6560	8	...	...	:
37060	6560	9	hence	hence	RB
37060	6560	10	the	the	DT
37060	6560	11	Ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	6560	12	equality	equality	NN
37060	6560	13	of	of	IN
37060	6560	14	mammals	mammal	NNS
37060	6560	15	,	,	,
37060	6560	16	Whether	Whether	NNP
37060	6560	17	man	man	NN
37060	6560	18	or	or	CC
37060	6560	19	beast	beast	NN
37060	6560	20	,	,	,
37060	6560	21	in	in	IN
37060	6560	22	death	death	NN
37060	6560	23	.	.	.
37060	6561	1	September	September	NNP
37060	6561	2	27	27	CD
37060	6561	3	,	,	,
37060	6561	4	1982	1982	CD
37060	6561	5	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	6561	6	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	6561	7	The	the	DT
37060	6561	8	third	third	JJ
37060	6561	9	and	and	CC
37060	6561	10	last	last	JJ
37060	6561	11	class	class	NN
37060	6561	12	of	of	IN
37060	6561	13	the	the	DT
37060	6561	14	day	day	NN
37060	6561	15	was	be	VBD
37060	6561	16	geography	geography	NN
37060	6561	17	,	,	,
37060	6561	18	dealing	deal	VBG
37060	6561	19	with	with	IN
37060	6561	20	the	the	DT
37060	6561	21	conflicts	conflict	NNS
37060	6561	22	of	of	IN
37060	6561	23	urban	urban	JJ
37060	6561	24	life	life	NN
37060	6561	25	and	and	CC
37060	6561	26	the	the	DT
37060	6561	27	planning	planning	NN
37060	6561	28	of	of	IN
37060	6561	29	cities	city	NNS
37060	6561	30	.	.	.
37060	6562	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6562	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6562	3	what	what	WP
37060	6562	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6562	5	would	would	MD
37060	6562	6	call	call	VB
37060	6562	7	a	a	DT
37060	6562	8	"	"	``
37060	6562	9	crash	crash	NN
37060	6562	10	course	course	NN
37060	6562	11	,	,	,
37060	6562	12	"	"	''
37060	6562	13	as	as	IN
37060	6562	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6562	15	was	be	VBD
37060	6562	16	a	a	DT
37060	6562	17	full	full	JJ
37060	6562	18	quarter	quarter	NN
37060	6562	19	of	of	IN
37060	6562	20	work	work	NN
37060	6562	21	condensed	condense	VBN
37060	6562	22	into	into	IN
37060	6562	23	a	a	DT
37060	6562	24	mere	mere	JJ
37060	6562	25	four	four	CD
37060	6562	26	weeks	week	NNS
37060	6562	27	'	'	POS
37060	6562	28	time	time	NN
37060	6562	29	.	.	.
37060	6563	1	The	the	DT
37060	6563	2	first	first	JJ
37060	6563	3	test	test	NN
37060	6563	4	,	,	,
37060	6563	5	being	be	VBG
37060	6563	6	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	6563	7	of	of	IN
37060	6563	8	a	a	DT
37060	6563	9	midterm	midterm	NN
37060	6563	10	exam	exam	NN
37060	6563	11	and	and	CC
37060	6563	12	covering	cover	VBG
37060	6563	13	a	a	DT
37060	6563	14	great	great	JJ
37060	6563	15	deal	deal	NN
37060	6563	16	of	of	IN
37060	6563	17	the	the	DT
37060	6563	18	text	text	NN
37060	6563	19	and	and	CC
37060	6563	20	lecture	lecture	NN
37060	6563	21	material	material	NN
37060	6563	22	,	,	,
37060	6563	23	was	be	VBD
37060	6563	24	given	give	VBN
37060	6563	25	after	after	IN
37060	6563	26	about	about	RB
37060	6563	27	two	two	CD
37060	6563	28	weeks	week	NNS
37060	6563	29	;	;	:
37060	6563	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6563	31	need	need	VBP
37060	6563	32	not	not	RB
37060	6563	33	say	say	VB
37060	6563	34	,	,	,
37060	6563	35	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6563	36	,	,	,
37060	6563	37	that	that	IN
37060	6563	38	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6563	39	found	find	VBD
37060	6563	40	the	the	DT
37060	6563	41	class	class	NN
37060	6563	42	to	to	TO
37060	6563	43	be	be	VB
37060	6563	44	quite	quite	RB
37060	6563	45	exhilarating	exhilarating	JJ
37060	6563	46	.	.	.
37060	6564	1	Indeed	indeed	RB
37060	6564	2	,	,	,
37060	6564	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6564	4	kept	keep	VBD
37060	6564	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6564	6	on	on	IN
37060	6564	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6564	8	toes	toe	NNS
37060	6564	9	,	,	,
37060	6564	10	if	if	IN
37060	6564	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6564	12	may	may	MD
37060	6564	13	borrow	borrow	VB
37060	6564	14	a	a	DT
37060	6564	15	well	well	RB
37060	6564	16	used	use	VBN
37060	6564	17	phrase	phrase	NN
37060	6564	18	,	,	,
37060	6564	19	and	and	CC
37060	6564	20	taxed	tax	VBD
37060	6564	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6564	22	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	6564	23	as	as	RB
37060	6564	24	well	well	RB
37060	6564	25	.	.	.
37060	6565	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6565	2	efforts	effort	NNS
37060	6565	3	proved	prove	VBD
37060	6565	4	worthwhile	worthwhile	JJ
37060	6565	5	,	,	,
37060	6565	6	however	however	RB
37060	6565	7	,	,	,
37060	6565	8	and	and	CC
37060	6565	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6565	10	scored	score	VBD
37060	6565	11	highly	highly	RB
37060	6565	12	on	on	IN
37060	6565	13	the	the	DT
37060	6565	14	initial	initial	JJ
37060	6565	15	exam	exam	NN
37060	6565	16	.	.	.
37060	6566	1	A	a	DT
37060	6566	2	final	final	JJ
37060	6566	3	exam	exam	NN
37060	6566	4	and	and	CC
37060	6566	5	a	a	DT
37060	6566	6	project	project	NN
37060	6566	7	were	be	VBD
37060	6566	8	the	the	DT
37060	6566	9	only	only	RB
37060	6566	10	remaining	remain	VBG
37060	6566	11	obligations	obligation	NNS
37060	6566	12	of	of	IN
37060	6566	13	the	the	DT
37060	6566	14	class	class	NN
37060	6566	15	,	,	,
37060	6566	16	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	6566	17	two	two	CD
37060	6566	18	English	english	JJ
37060	6566	19	courses	course	NNS
37060	6566	20	as	as	IN
37060	6566	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6566	22	sole	sole	JJ
37060	6566	23	exertions	exertion	NNS
37060	6566	24	for	for	IN
37060	6566	25	the	the	DT
37060	6566	26	rest	rest	NN
37060	6566	27	of	of	IN
37060	6566	28	the	the	DT
37060	6566	29	quarter	quarter	NN
37060	6566	30	.	.	.
37060	6567	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6567	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6567	3	n't	not	RB
37060	6567	4	a	a	DT
37060	6567	5	bargain	bargain	NN
37060	6567	6	,	,	,
37060	6567	7	but	but	CC
37060	6567	8	then	then	RB
37060	6567	9	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	6567	10	could	could	MD
37060	6567	11	be	be	VB
37060	6567	12	had	have	VBN
37060	6567	13	without	without	IN
37060	6567	14	making	make	VBG
37060	6567	15	an	an	DT
37060	6567	16	allowance	allowance	NN
37060	6567	17	of	of	IN
37060	6567	18	some	some	DT
37060	6567	19	consequence	consequence	NN
37060	6567	20	.	.	.
37060	6568	1	After	after	IN
37060	6568	2	attending	attend	VBG
37060	6568	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6568	4	class	class	NN
37060	6568	5	,	,	,
37060	6568	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6568	7	would	would	MD
37060	6568	8	gratefully	gratefully	RB
37060	6568	9	return	return	VB
37060	6568	10	home	home	RB
37060	6568	11	,	,	,
37060	6568	12	exhausted	exhaust	VBN
37060	6568	13	,	,	,
37060	6568	14	and	and	CC
37060	6568	15	lie	lie	VB
37060	6568	16	down	down	RB
37060	6568	17	for	for	IN
37060	6568	18	several	several	JJ
37060	6568	19	hours	hour	NNS
37060	6568	20	.	.	.
37060	6569	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6569	2	generally	generally	RB
37060	6569	3	did	do	VBD
37060	6569	4	no	no	DT
37060	6569	5	homework	homework	NN
37060	6569	6	on	on	IN
37060	6569	7	days	day	NNS
37060	6569	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6569	9	went	go	VBD
37060	6569	10	to	to	IN
37060	6569	11	school	school	NN
37060	6569	12	,	,	,
37060	6569	13	saving	save	VBG
37060	6569	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6569	15	energy	energy	NN
37060	6569	16	for	for	IN
37060	6569	17	days	day	NNS
37060	6569	18	off	off	RB
37060	6569	19	and	and	CC
37060	6569	20	weekends	weekend	NNS
37060	6569	21	.	.	.
37060	6570	1	School	school	NN
37060	6570	2	coincided	coincide	VBD
37060	6570	3	with	with	IN
37060	6570	4	drudgery	drudgery	NN
37060	6570	5	,	,	,
37060	6570	6	for	for	IN
37060	6570	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6570	8	was	be	VBD
37060	6570	9	no	no	RB
37060	6570	10	longer	long	RBR
37060	6570	11	deriving	derive	VBG
37060	6570	12	any	any	DT
37060	6570	13	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	6570	14	from	from	IN
37060	6570	15	life	life	NN
37060	6570	16	.	.	.
37060	6571	1	If	if	IN
37060	6571	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6571	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6571	4	not	not	RB
37060	6571	5	in	in	IN
37060	6571	6	school	school	NN
37060	6571	7	or	or	CC
37060	6571	8	studying	study	VBG
37060	6571	9	diligently	diligently	RB
37060	6571	10	,	,	,
37060	6571	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6571	12	was	be	VBD
37060	6571	13	thoroughly	thoroughly	RB
37060	6571	14	fatigued	fatigue	VBN
37060	6571	15	and	and	CC
37060	6571	16	unable	unable	JJ
37060	6571	17	to	to	TO
37060	6571	18	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	6571	19	diversions	diversion	NNS
37060	6571	20	of	of	IN
37060	6571	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6571	22	liking	liking	NN
37060	6571	23	.	.	.
37060	6572	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6572	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	6572	3	to	to	IN
37060	6572	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6572	5	that	that	IN
37060	6572	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6572	7	was	be	VBD
37060	6572	8	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	6572	9	committing	commit	VBG
37060	6572	10	suicide	suicide	NN
37060	6572	11	through	through	IN
37060	6572	12	the	the	DT
37060	6572	13	over	over	NN
37060	6572	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	6572	15	exertion	exertion	NN
37060	6572	16	of	of	IN
37060	6572	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6572	18	failing	fail	VBG
37060	6572	19	body	body	NN
37060	6572	20	,	,	,
37060	6572	21	playing	play	VBG
37060	6572	22	the	the	DT
37060	6572	23	role	role	NN
37060	6572	24	of	of	IN
37060	6572	25	a	a	DT
37060	6572	26	normal	normal	JJ
37060	6572	27	person	person	NN
37060	6572	28	when	when	WRB
37060	6572	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6572	30	was	be	VBD
37060	6572	31	unfit	unfit	JJ
37060	6572	32	for	for	IN
37060	6572	33	the	the	DT
37060	6572	34	rigorous	rigorous	JJ
37060	6572	35	portrayal	portrayal	NN
37060	6572	36	.	.	.
37060	6573	1	As	as	IN
37060	6573	2	the	the	DT
37060	6573	3	days	day	NNS
37060	6573	4	passed	pass	VBD
37060	6573	5	,	,	,
37060	6573	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6573	7	began	begin	VBD
37060	6573	8	to	to	TO
37060	6573	9	see	see	VB
37060	6573	10	the	the	DT
37060	6573	11	utter	utter	JJ
37060	6573	12	ridiculousness	ridiculousness	NN
37060	6573	13	of	of	IN
37060	6573	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6573	15	situation	situation	NN
37060	6573	16	.	.	.
37060	6574	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6574	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6574	3	lifeless	lifeless	JJ
37060	6574	4	after	after	IN
37060	6574	5	school	school	NN
37060	6574	6	,	,	,
37060	6574	7	and	and	CC
37060	6574	8	began	begin	VBD
37060	6574	9	to	to	TO
37060	6574	10	wonder	wonder	VB
37060	6574	11	why	why	WRB
37060	6574	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6574	13	maintained	maintain	VBD
37060	6574	14	the	the	DT
37060	6574	15	effort	effort	NN
37060	6574	16	;	;	:
37060	6574	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6574	18	had	have	VBD
37060	6574	19	no	no	DT
37060	6574	20	foreseeable	foreseeable	JJ
37060	6574	21	future	future	NN
37060	6574	22	in	in	IN
37060	6574	23	which	which	WDT
37060	6574	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6574	25	could	could	MD
37060	6574	26	utilize	utilize	VB
37060	6574	27	the	the	DT
37060	6574	28	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	6574	29	obtained	obtain	VBN
37060	6574	30	in	in	IN
37060	6574	31	college	college	NN
37060	6574	32	,	,	,
37060	6574	33	and	and	CC
37060	6574	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6574	35	time	time	NN
37060	6574	36	and	and	CC
37060	6574	37	energy	energy	NN
37060	6574	38	thus	thus	RB
37060	6574	39	spent	spend	VBN
37060	6574	40	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	6574	41	took	take	VBD
37060	6574	42	on	on	RP
37060	6574	43	the	the	DT
37060	6574	44	guise	guise	NN
37060	6574	45	of	of	IN
37060	6574	46	futility	futility	NN
37060	6574	47	.	.	.
37060	6575	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6575	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6575	3	after	after	IN
37060	6575	4	two	two	CD
37060	6575	5	occasions	occasion	NNS
37060	6575	6	of	of	IN
37060	6575	7	pathetically	pathetically	RB
37060	6575	8	wetting	wet	VBG
37060	6575	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6575	10	nightgown	nightgown	NN
37060	6575	11	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6575	12	due	due	IN
37060	6575	13	to	to	IN
37060	6575	14	the	the	DT
37060	6575	15	fact	fact	NN
37060	6575	16	that	that	IN
37060	6575	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6575	18	exhausted	exhausted	JJ
37060	6575	19	body	body	NN
37060	6575	20	did	do	VBD
37060	6575	21	not	not	RB
37060	6575	22	heed	heed	VB
37060	6575	23	the	the	DT
37060	6575	24	brain	brain	NN
37060	6575	25	's	's	POS
37060	6575	26	warning	warning	NN
37060	6575	27	of	of	IN
37060	6575	28	distress	distress	NN
37060	6575	29	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6575	30	that	that	WDT
37060	6575	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6575	32	decided	decide	VBD
37060	6575	33	to	to	TO
37060	6575	34	accept	accept	VB
37060	6575	35	defeat	defeat	NN
37060	6575	36	.	.	.
37060	6576	1	The	the	DT
37060	6576	2	demeaning	demean	VBG
37060	6576	3	situation	situation	NN
37060	6576	4	described	describe	VBN
37060	6576	5	above	above	RB
37060	6576	6	occurred	occur	VBD
37060	6576	7	only	only	RB
37060	6576	8	during	during	IN
37060	6576	9	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	6576	10	after	after	IN
37060	6576	11	school	school	NN
37060	6576	12	days	day	NNS
37060	6576	13	,	,	,
37060	6576	14	which	which	WDT
37060	6576	15	,	,	,
37060	6576	16	consequently	consequently	RB
37060	6576	17	,	,	,
37060	6576	18	were	be	VBD
37060	6576	19	the	the	DT
37060	6576	20	days	day	NNS
37060	6576	21	that	that	WDT
37060	6576	22	caused	cause	VBD
37060	6576	23	the	the	DT
37060	6576	24	bulk	bulk	NN
37060	6576	25	of	of	IN
37060	6576	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6576	27	exhaustion	exhaustion	NN
37060	6576	28	.	.	.
37060	6577	1	School	school	NN
37060	6577	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6577	3	not	not	RB
37060	6577	4	a	a	DT
37060	6577	5	"	"	``
37060	6577	6	given	give	VBN
37060	6577	7	"	"	''
37060	6577	8	in	in	IN
37060	6577	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6577	10	life	life	NN
37060	6577	11	;	;	:
37060	6577	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6577	13	was	be	VBD
37060	6577	14	a	a	DT
37060	6577	15	factor	factor	NN
37060	6577	16	over	over	IN
37060	6577	17	which	which	WDT
37060	6577	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6577	19	had	have	VBD
37060	6577	20	control	control	NN
37060	6577	21	.	.	.
37060	6578	1	Initially	initially	RB
37060	6578	2	,	,	,
37060	6578	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6578	4	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6578	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6578	6	had	have	VBD
37060	6578	7	no	no	DT
37060	6578	8	other	other	JJ
37060	6578	9	alternative	alternative	NN
37060	6578	10	but	but	IN
37060	6578	11	to	to	TO
37060	6578	12	uphold	uphold	VB
37060	6578	13	a	a	DT
37060	6578	14	charade	charade	NN
37060	6578	15	of	of	IN
37060	6578	16	normalcy	normalcy	NN
37060	6578	17	,	,	,
37060	6578	18	for	for	IN
37060	6578	19	that	that	DT
37060	6578	20	gave	give	VBD
37060	6578	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6578	22	parents	parent	NNS
37060	6578	23	the	the	DT
37060	6578	24	right	right	NN
37060	6578	25	to	to	TO
37060	6578	26	hope	hope	VB
37060	6578	27	and	and	CC
37060	6578	28	feel	feel	VB
37060	6578	29	,	,	,
37060	6578	30	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6578	31	,	,	,
37060	6578	32	that	that	DT
37060	6578	33	life	life	NN
37060	6578	34	for	for	IN
37060	6578	35	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6578	36	family	family	NN
37060	6578	37	was	be	VBD
37060	6578	38	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	6578	39	akin	akin	JJ
37060	6578	40	to	to	IN
37060	6578	41	the	the	DT
37060	6578	42	societal	societal	JJ
37060	6578	43	norm	norm	NN
37060	6578	44	.	.	.
37060	6579	1	Although	although	IN
37060	6579	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6579	3	had	have	VBD
37060	6579	4	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	6579	5	deep	deep	JJ
37060	6579	6	tremors	tremor	NNS
37060	6579	7	of	of	IN
37060	6579	8	anxiety	anxiety	NN
37060	6579	9	toward	toward	IN
37060	6579	10	the	the	DT
37060	6579	11	thought	thought	NN
37060	6579	12	of	of	IN
37060	6579	13	attending	attend	VBG
37060	6579	14	school	school	NN
37060	6579	15	during	during	IN
37060	6579	16	the	the	DT
37060	6579	17	summer	summer	NN
37060	6579	18	months	month	NNS
37060	6579	19	,	,	,
37060	6579	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6579	21	too	too	RB
37060	6579	22	,	,	,
37060	6579	23	deemed	deem	VBD
37060	6579	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6579	25	best	well	RBS
37060	6579	26	to	to	TO
37060	6579	27	carry	carry	VB
37060	6579	28	on	on	RP
37060	6579	29	;	;	:
37060	6579	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6579	31	could	could	MD
37060	6579	32	not	not	RB
37060	6579	33	abide	abide	VB
37060	6579	34	the	the	DT
37060	6579	35	image	image	NN
37060	6579	36	of	of	IN
37060	6579	37	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6579	38	as	as	IN
37060	6579	39	an	an	DT
37060	6579	40	unproductive	unproductive	NN
37060	6579	41	,	,	,
37060	6579	42	and	and	CC
37060	6579	43	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	6579	44	,	,	,
37060	6579	45	devalued	devalue	VBD
37060	6579	46	member	member	NN
37060	6579	47	of	of	IN
37060	6579	48	the	the	DT
37060	6579	49	family	family	NN
37060	6579	50	.	.	.
37060	6580	1	Also	also	RB
37060	6580	2	within	within	IN
37060	6580	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6580	4	was	be	VBD
37060	6580	5	the	the	DT
37060	6580	6	question	question	NN
37060	6580	7	of	of	IN
37060	6580	8	whether	whether	IN
37060	6580	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6580	10	could	could	MD
37060	6580	11	manage	manage	VB
37060	6580	12	the	the	DT
37060	6580	13	demanding	demand	VBG
37060	6580	14	pressures	pressure	NNS
37060	6580	15	of	of	IN
37060	6580	16	school	school	NN
37060	6580	17	,	,	,
37060	6580	18	and	and	CC
37060	6580	19	the	the	DT
37060	6580	20	need	need	NN
37060	6580	21	to	to	TO
37060	6580	22	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	6580	23	prove	prove	VB
37060	6580	24	to	to	IN
37060	6580	25	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6580	26	that	that	IN
37060	6580	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6580	28	could	could	MD
37060	6580	29	,	,	,
37060	6580	30	both	both	CC
37060	6580	31	mentally	mentally	RB
37060	6580	32	and	and	CC
37060	6580	33	physically	physically	RB
37060	6580	34	,	,	,
37060	6580	35	pass	pass	VB
37060	6580	36	the	the	DT
37060	6580	37	test	test	NN
37060	6580	38	.	.	.
37060	6581	1	Though	though	IN
37060	6581	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6581	3	assignments	assignment	NNS
37060	6581	4	were	be	VBD
37060	6581	5	well	well	RB
37060	6581	6	accepted	accept	VBN
37060	6581	7	,	,	,
37060	6581	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6581	9	physical	physical	JJ
37060	6581	10	performance	performance	NN
37060	6581	11	was	be	VBD
37060	6581	12	far	far	RB
37060	6581	13	below	below	IN
37060	6581	14	average	average	JJ
37060	6581	15	;	;	:
37060	6581	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6581	17	will	will	NN
37060	6581	18	was	be	VBD
37060	6581	19	strong	strong	JJ
37060	6581	20	,	,	,
37060	6581	21	but	but	CC
37060	6581	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6581	23	body	body	NN
37060	6581	24	could	could	MD
37060	6581	25	not	not	RB
37060	6581	26	keep	keep	VB
37060	6581	27	up	up	RP
37060	6581	28	.	.	.
37060	6582	1	The	the	DT
37060	6582	2	decision	decision	NN
37060	6582	3	to	to	TO
37060	6582	4	drop	drop	VB
37060	6582	5	all	all	DT
37060	6582	6	of	of	IN
37060	6582	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6582	8	classes	class	NNS
37060	6582	9	spelled	spell	VBN
37060	6582	10	defeat	defeat	NN
37060	6582	11	,	,	,
37060	6582	12	for	for	IN
37060	6582	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6582	14	disliked	dislike	VBD
37060	6582	15	to	to	TO
37060	6582	16	quit	quit	VB
37060	6582	17	,	,	,
37060	6582	18	but	but	CC
37060	6582	19	even	even	RB
37060	6582	20	more	more	JJR
37060	6582	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6582	22	meant	mean	VBD
37060	6582	23	relief	relief	NN
37060	6582	24	and	and	CC
37060	6582	25	the	the	DT
37060	6582	26	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	6582	27	to	to	TO
37060	6582	28	entertain	entertain	VB
37060	6582	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6582	30	desires	desire	NNS
37060	6582	31	in	in	IN
37060	6582	32	a	a	DT
37060	6582	33	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	6582	34	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	6582	35	without	without	IN
37060	6582	36	overly	overly	RB
37060	6582	37	taxing	tax	VBG
37060	6582	38	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6582	39	.	.	.
37060	6583	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6583	2	parents	parent	NNS
37060	6583	3	looked	look	VBD
37060	6583	4	upon	upon	IN
37060	6583	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6583	6	action	action	NN
37060	6583	7	with	with	IN
37060	6583	8	more	more	JJR
37060	6583	9	regret	regret	NN
37060	6583	10	and	and	CC
37060	6583	11	pain	pain	NN
37060	6583	12	,	,	,
37060	6583	13	for	for	IN
37060	6583	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6583	15	brought	bring	VBD
37060	6583	16	the	the	DT
37060	6583	17	issue	issue	NN
37060	6583	18	of	of	IN
37060	6583	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6583	20	ill	ill	JJ
37060	6583	21	health	health	NN
37060	6583	22	to	to	IN
37060	6583	23	the	the	DT
37060	6583	24	forefront	forefront	NN
37060	6583	25	.	.	.
37060	6584	1	Now	now	RB
37060	6584	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6584	3	could	could	MD
37060	6584	4	no	no	RB
37060	6584	5	longer	longer	RB
37060	6584	6	be	be	VB
37060	6584	7	concealed	conceal	VBN
37060	6584	8	behind	behind	IN
37060	6584	9	a	a	DT
37060	6584	10	wall	wall	NN
37060	6584	11	of	of	IN
37060	6584	12	books	book	NNS
37060	6584	13	or	or	CC
37060	6584	14	hours	hour	NNS
37060	6584	15	spent	spend	VBN
37060	6584	16	out	out	IN
37060	6584	17	of	of	IN
37060	6584	18	the	the	DT
37060	6584	19	house	house	NN
37060	6584	20	,	,	,
37060	6584	21	for	for	IN
37060	6584	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6584	23	was	be	VBD
37060	6584	24	home	home	NN
37060	6584	25	all	all	DT
37060	6584	26	day	day	NN
37060	6584	27	,	,	,
37060	6584	28	every	every	DT
37060	6584	29	day	day	NN
37060	6584	30	.	.	.
37060	6585	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6585	2	mom	mom	NN
37060	6585	3	persisted	persist	VBD
37060	6585	4	in	in	IN
37060	6585	5	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6585	6	assertion	assertion	NN
37060	6585	7	that	that	IN
37060	6585	8	"	"	``
37060	6585	9	if	if	IN
37060	6585	10	only	only	RB
37060	6585	11	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6585	12	'd	'd	MD
37060	6585	13	taken	take	VBN
37060	6585	14	just	just	RB
37060	6585	15	one	one	CD
37060	6585	16	class	class	NN
37060	6585	17	.	.	.
37060	6586	1	.	.	.
37060	6587	1	.	.	.
37060	6587	2	"	"	''
37060	6588	1	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6588	2	could	could	MD
37060	6588	3	have	have	VB
37060	6588	4	added	add	VBN
37060	6588	5	excitement	excitement	NN
37060	6588	6	and	and	CC
37060	6588	7	social	social	JJ
37060	6588	8	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	6588	9	to	to	IN
37060	6588	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6588	11	life	life	NN
37060	6588	12	.	.	.
37060	6589	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	6589	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6589	3	enjoyed	enjoy	VBN
37060	6589	4	school	school	NN
37060	6589	5	as	as	IN
37060	6589	6	do	do	VBP
37060	6589	7	habitual	habitual	JJ
37060	6589	8	students	student	NNS
37060	6589	9	,	,	,
37060	6589	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6589	11	might	may	MD
37060	6589	12	have	have	VB
37060	6589	13	followed	follow	VBN
37060	6589	14	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6589	15	suggestion	suggestion	NN
37060	6589	16	,	,	,
37060	6589	17	yet	yet	CC
37060	6589	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6589	19	found	find	VBD
37060	6589	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6589	21	free	free	JJ
37060	6589	22	time	time	NN
37060	6589	23	to	to	TO
37060	6589	24	be	be	VB
37060	6589	25	an	an	DT
37060	6589	26	immense	immense	JJ
37060	6589	27	improvement	improvement	NN
37060	6589	28	and	and	CC
37060	6589	29	would	would	MD
37060	6589	30	forgo	forgo	VB
37060	6589	31	none	none	NN
37060	6589	32	of	of	IN
37060	6589	33	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6589	34	to	to	TO
37060	6589	35	sit	sit	VB
37060	6589	36	in	in	IN
37060	6589	37	a	a	DT
37060	6589	38	stuffy	stuffy	JJ
37060	6589	39	classroom	classroom	NN
37060	6589	40	.	.	.
37060	6590	1	One	one	CD
37060	6590	2	need	nee	MD
37060	6590	3	not	not	RB
37060	6590	4	attend	attend	VB
37060	6590	5	a	a	DT
37060	6590	6	college	college	NN
37060	6590	7	to	to	TO
37060	6590	8	expand	expand	VB
37060	6590	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6590	10	intellectual	intellectual	JJ
37060	6590	11	horizons	horizon	NNS
37060	6590	12	,	,	,
37060	6590	13	and	and	CC
37060	6590	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6590	15	had	have	VBD
37060	6590	16	no	no	DT
37060	6590	17	intention	intention	NN
37060	6590	18	of	of	IN
37060	6590	19	falling	fall	VBG
37060	6590	20	into	into	IN
37060	6590	21	illiteracy	illiteracy	NN
37060	6590	22	;	;	:
37060	6590	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6590	24	merely	merely	RB
37060	6590	25	wanted	want	VBD
37060	6590	26	to	to	TO
37060	6590	27	do	do	VB
37060	6590	28	what	what	WP
37060	6590	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6590	30	wanted	want	VBD
37060	6590	31	,	,	,
37060	6590	32	when	when	WRB
37060	6590	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6590	34	wanted	want	VBD
37060	6590	35	.	.	.
37060	6591	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	6591	2	scored	score	VBN
37060	6591	3	highly	highly	RB
37060	6591	4	on	on	IN
37060	6591	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6591	6	first	first	JJ
37060	6591	7	geography	geography	NN
37060	6591	8	exam	exam	NN
37060	6591	9	and	and	CC
37060	6591	10	completed	complete	VBD
37060	6591	11	the	the	DT
37060	6591	12	English	english	JJ
37060	6591	13	assignments	assignment	NNS
37060	6591	14	successfully	successfully	RB
37060	6591	15	gave	give	VBD
37060	6591	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6591	17	the	the	DT
37060	6591	18	confidence	confidence	NN
37060	6591	19	that	that	IN
37060	6591	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6591	21	so	so	RB
37060	6591	22	needed	need	VBD
37060	6591	23	,	,	,
37060	6591	24	and	and	CC
37060	6591	25	further	further	RB
37060	6591	26	led	lead	VBD
37060	6591	27	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6591	28	to	to	TO
37060	6591	29	believe	believe	VB
37060	6591	30	that	that	IN
37060	6591	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6591	32	would	would	MD
37060	6591	33	have	have	VB
37060	6591	34	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	6591	35	been	be	VBN
37060	6591	36	a	a	DT
37060	6591	37	capable	capable	JJ
37060	6591	38	student	student	NN
37060	6591	39	;	;	:
37060	6591	40	while	while	IN
37060	6591	41	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6591	42	suffered	suffer	VBD
37060	6591	43	a	a	DT
37060	6591	44	physical	physical	JJ
37060	6591	45	defeat	defeat	NN
37060	6591	46	,	,	,
37060	6591	47	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6591	48	had	have	VBD
37060	6591	49	not	not	RB
37060	6591	50	failed	fail	VBN
37060	6591	51	.	.	.
37060	6592	1	With	with	IN
37060	6592	2	no	no	DT
37060	6592	3	obligations	obligation	NNS
37060	6592	4	to	to	TO
37060	6592	5	fulfill	fulfill	VB
37060	6592	6	,	,	,
37060	6592	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6592	8	life	life	NN
37060	6592	9	was	be	VBD
37060	6592	10	rejuvenated	rejuvenate	VBN
37060	6592	11	with	with	IN
37060	6592	12	a	a	DT
37060	6592	13	simplicity	simplicity	NN
37060	6592	14	which	which	WDT
37060	6592	15	could	could	MD
37060	6592	16	best	well	RBS
37060	6592	17	be	be	VB
37060	6592	18	described	describe	VBN
37060	6592	19	as	as	IN
37060	6592	20	wonderful	wonderful	JJ
37060	6592	21	.	.	.
37060	6593	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6593	2	truly	truly	RB
37060	6593	3	reveled	revel	VBD
37060	6593	4	in	in	IN
37060	6593	5	the	the	DT
37060	6593	6	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	6593	7	splendor	splendor	NNP
37060	6593	8	and	and	CC
37060	6593	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6593	10	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	6593	11	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	6593	12	a	a	DT
37060	6593	13	vitality	vitality	NN
37060	6593	14	which	which	WDT
37060	6593	15	had	have	VBD
37060	6593	16	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	6593	17	been	be	VBN
37060	6593	18	smothered	smother	VBN
37060	6593	19	by	by	IN
37060	6593	20	a	a	DT
37060	6593	21	mere	mere	JJ
37060	6593	22	four	four	CD
37060	6593	23	weeks	week	NNS
37060	6593	24	'	'	POS
37060	6593	25	toil	toil	NN
37060	6593	26	and	and	CC
37060	6593	27	stress	stress	NN
37060	6593	28	.	.	.
37060	6594	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6594	2	general	general	JJ
37060	6594	3	health	health	NN
37060	6594	4	improved	improve	VBD
37060	6594	5	markedly	markedly	RB
37060	6594	6	as	as	IN
37060	6594	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6594	8	was	be	VBD
37060	6594	9	no	no	RB
37060	6594	10	longer	long	RBR
37060	6594	11	plunging	plunge	VBG
37060	6594	12	all	all	DT
37060	6594	13	of	of	IN
37060	6594	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6594	15	energies	energy	NNS
37060	6594	16	into	into	IN
37060	6594	17	school	school	NN
37060	6594	18	's	's	POS
37060	6594	19	demands	demand	NNS
37060	6594	20	.	.	.
37060	6595	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6595	2	now	now	RB
37060	6595	3	could	could	MD
37060	6595	4	heed	heed	VB
37060	6595	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6595	6	body	body	NN
37060	6595	7	's	's	POS
37060	6595	8	warning	warning	NN
37060	6595	9	to	to	TO
37060	6595	10	rest	rest	VB
37060	6595	11	as	as	IN
37060	6595	12	needed	need	VBN
37060	6595	13	,	,	,
37060	6595	14	and	and	CC
37060	6595	15	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	6595	16	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	6595	17	more	more	RBR
37060	6595	18	fully	fully	RB
37060	6595	19	the	the	DT
37060	6595	20	other	other	JJ
37060	6595	21	areas	area	NNS
37060	6595	22	in	in	IN
37060	6595	23	which	which	WDT
37060	6595	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6595	25	interest	interest	NN
37060	6595	26	thrived	thrive	VBD
37060	6595	27	.	.	.
37060	6596	1	The	the	DT
37060	6596	2	thought	thought	NN
37060	6596	3	that	that	DT
37060	6596	4	time	time	NN
37060	6596	5	was	be	VBD
37060	6596	6	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	6596	7	slipping	slip	VBG
37060	6596	8	by	by	IN
37060	6596	9	gave	give	VBD
37060	6596	10	way	way	NN
37060	6596	11	,	,	,
37060	6596	12	once	once	RB
37060	6596	13	again	again	RB
37060	6596	14	,	,	,
37060	6596	15	to	to	IN
37060	6596	16	the	the	DT
37060	6596	17	essence	essence	NN
37060	6596	18	of	of	IN
37060	6596	19	quality	quality	NN
37060	6596	20	which	which	WDT
37060	6596	21	had	have	VBD
37060	6596	22	,	,	,
37060	6596	23	for	for	IN
37060	6596	24	a	a	DT
37060	6596	25	while	while	NN
37060	6596	26	,	,	,
37060	6596	27	escaped	escape	VBD
37060	6596	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6596	29	grasp	grasp	NN
37060	6596	30	.	.	.
37060	6597	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	6597	2	243	243	CD
37060	6597	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	6597	4	31	31	CD
37060	6597	5	Depression	depression	NN
37060	6597	6	"	"	''
37060	6597	7	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6597	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	6597	9	essential	essential	JJ
37060	6597	10	to	to	TO
37060	6597	11	realize	realize	VB
37060	6597	12	that	that	IN
37060	6597	13	no	no	RB
37060	6597	14	matter	matter	RB
37060	6597	15	what	what	WDT
37060	6597	16	type	type	NN
37060	6597	17	of	of	IN
37060	6597	18	adversity	adversity	NN
37060	6597	19	one	one	PRP
37060	6597	20	may	may	MD
37060	6597	21	have	have	VB
37060	6597	22	to	to	TO
37060	6597	23	face	face	VB
37060	6597	24	,	,	,
37060	6597	25	the	the	DT
37060	6597	26	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	6597	27	self	self	NN
37060	6597	28	is	be	VBZ
37060	6597	29	the	the	DT
37060	6597	30	inner	inner	JJ
37060	6597	31	self	self	NN
37060	6597	32	.	.	.
37060	6597	33	"	"	''
37060	6598	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	6598	2	THIRTY	THIRTY	NNP
37060	6598	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	6598	4	ONE	one	CD
37060	6598	5	Depression	Depression	NNP
37060	6598	6	When	when	WRB
37060	6598	7	a	a	DT
37060	6598	8	person	person	NN
37060	6598	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	6598	10	told	tell	VBN
37060	6598	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6598	12	has	have	VBZ
37060	6598	13	a	a	DT
37060	6598	14	terminal	terminal	JJ
37060	6598	15	illness	illness	NN
37060	6598	16	,	,	,
37060	6598	17	depression	depression	NN
37060	6598	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	6598	19	a	a	DT
37060	6598	20	very	very	RB
37060	6598	21	natural	natural	JJ
37060	6598	22	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	6598	23	.	.	.
37060	6599	1	Not	not	RB
37060	6599	2	only	only	RB
37060	6599	3	does	do	VBZ
37060	6599	4	the	the	DT
37060	6599	5	individual	individual	NN
37060	6599	6	have	have	VB
37060	6599	7	to	to	TO
37060	6599	8	face	face	VB
37060	6599	9	a	a	DT
37060	6599	10	disease	disease	NN
37060	6599	11	which	which	WDT
37060	6599	12	shall	shall	MD
37060	6599	13	bring	bring	VB
37060	6599	14	about	about	RP
37060	6599	15	weakness	weakness	NN
37060	6599	16	and	and	CC
37060	6599	17	failure	failure	NN
37060	6599	18	of	of	IN
37060	6599	19	one	one	NN
37060	6599	20	's	's	POS
37060	6599	21	bodily	bodily	JJ
37060	6599	22	functions	function	NNS
37060	6599	23	,	,	,
37060	6599	24	but	but	CC
37060	6599	25	also	also	RB
37060	6599	26	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6599	27	is	be	VBZ
37060	6599	28	obliged	oblige	VBN
37060	6599	29	to	to	TO
37060	6599	30	acknowledge	acknowledge	VB
37060	6599	31	that	that	IN
37060	6599	32	the	the	DT
37060	6599	33	culmination	culmination	NN
37060	6599	34	of	of	IN
37060	6599	35	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6599	36	life	life	NN
37060	6599	37	waits	wait	VBZ
37060	6599	38	on	on	IN
37060	6599	39	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6599	40	very	very	JJ
37060	6599	41	doorstep	doorstep	NN
37060	6599	42	.	.	.
37060	6600	1	For	for	IN
37060	6600	2	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6600	3	,	,	,
37060	6600	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6600	5	was	be	VBD
37060	6600	6	not	not	RB
37060	6600	7	the	the	DT
37060	6600	8	fear	fear	NN
37060	6600	9	of	of	IN
37060	6600	10	death	death	NN
37060	6600	11	which	which	WDT
37060	6600	12	brought	bring	VBD
37060	6600	13	about	about	RP
37060	6600	14	various	various	JJ
37060	6600	15	intervals	interval	NNS
37060	6600	16	of	of	IN
37060	6600	17	depression	depression	NN
37060	6600	18	,	,	,
37060	6600	19	but	but	CC
37060	6600	20	rather	rather	RB
37060	6600	21	the	the	DT
37060	6600	22	realization	realization	NN
37060	6600	23	that	that	IN
37060	6600	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6600	25	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	6600	26	for	for	IN
37060	6600	27	the	the	DT
37060	6600	28	future	future	NN
37060	6600	29	and	and	CC
37060	6600	30	the	the	DT
37060	6600	31	reality	reality	NN
37060	6600	32	thereof	thereof	RB
37060	6600	33	would	would	MD
37060	6600	34	not	not	RB
37060	6600	35	coincide	coincide	VB
37060	6600	36	.	.	.
37060	6601	1	Occasionally	occasionally	RB
37060	6601	2	,	,	,
37060	6601	3	as	as	IN
37060	6601	4	time	time	NN
37060	6601	5	passed	pass	VBD
37060	6601	6	,	,	,
37060	6601	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6601	8	would	would	MD
37060	6601	9	also	also	RB
37060	6601	10	become	become	VB
37060	6601	11	disheartened	dishearten	VBN
37060	6601	12	by	by	IN
37060	6601	13	the	the	DT
37060	6601	14	way	way	NN
37060	6601	15	in	in	IN
37060	6601	16	which	which	WDT
37060	6601	17	the	the	DT
37060	6601	18	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6601	19	was	be	VBD
37060	6601	20	transforming	transform	VBG
37060	6601	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6601	22	body	body	NN
37060	6601	23	in	in	IN
37060	6601	24	a	a	DT
37060	6601	25	visual	visual	JJ
37060	6601	26	sense	sense	NN
37060	6601	27	.	.	.
37060	6602	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6602	2	had	have	VBD
37060	6602	3	always	always	RB
37060	6602	4	taken	take	VBN
37060	6602	5	pride	pride	NN
37060	6602	6	in	in	IN
37060	6602	7	maintaining	maintain	VBG
37060	6602	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6602	9	figure	figure	NN
37060	6602	10	for	for	IN
37060	6602	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6602	12	health	health	NN
37060	6602	13	and	and	CC
37060	6602	14	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	6602	15	,	,	,
37060	6602	16	and	and	CC
37060	6602	17	now	now	RB
37060	6602	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6602	19	was	be	VBD
37060	6602	20	helpless	helpless	JJ
37060	6602	21	against	against	IN
37060	6602	22	the	the	DT
37060	6602	23	shape	shape	NN
37060	6602	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6602	25	was	be	VBD
37060	6602	26	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	6602	27	becoming	become	VBG
37060	6602	28	as	as	IN
37060	6602	29	the	the	DT
37060	6602	30	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6602	31	grew	grow	VBD
37060	6602	32	.	.	.
37060	6603	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6603	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6603	3	also	also	RB
37060	6603	4	aware	aware	JJ
37060	6603	5	of	of	IN
37060	6603	6	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6603	7	effect	effect	NN
37060	6603	8	internally	internally	RB
37060	6603	9	,	,	,
37060	6603	10	and	and	CC
37060	6603	11	exercise	exercise	NN
37060	6603	12	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	6603	13	tapered	taper	VBD
37060	6603	14	off	off	RP
37060	6603	15	into	into	IN
37060	6603	16	nonexistence	nonexistence	NN
37060	6603	17	.	.	.
37060	6604	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6604	2	found	find	VBD
37060	6604	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6604	4	lungs	lung	NNS
37060	6604	5	unable	unable	JJ
37060	6604	6	to	to	TO
37060	6604	7	fully	fully	RB
37060	6604	8	inflate	inflate	VB
37060	6604	9	,	,	,
37060	6604	10	and	and	CC
37060	6604	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6604	12	heart	heart	NN
37060	6604	13	beat	beat	NN
37060	6604	14	would	would	MD
37060	6604	15	hover	hover	VB
37060	6604	16	around	around	RB
37060	6604	17	100	100	CD
37060	6604	18	beats	beat	NNS
37060	6604	19	per	per	IN
37060	6604	20	minute	minute	NN
37060	6604	21	with	with	IN
37060	6604	22	only	only	JJ
37060	6604	23	mild	mild	JJ
37060	6604	24	exercise	exercise	NN
37060	6604	25	;	;	:
37060	6604	26	fear	fear	NN
37060	6604	27	would	would	MD
37060	6604	28	soar	soar	VB
37060	6604	29	when	when	WRB
37060	6604	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6604	31	would	would	MD
37060	6604	32	,	,	,
37060	6604	33	without	without	IN
37060	6604	34	warning	warning	NN
37060	6604	35	,	,	,
37060	6604	36	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	6604	37	need	need	VBP
37060	6604	38	a	a	DT
37060	6604	39	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	6604	40	.	.	.
37060	6605	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6605	2	did	do	VBD
37060	6605	3	not	not	RB
37060	6605	4	hate	hate	VB
37060	6605	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6605	6	life	life	NN
37060	6605	7	,	,	,
37060	6605	8	yet	yet	CC
37060	6605	9	when	when	WRB
37060	6605	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6605	11	was	be	VBD
37060	6605	12	afflicted	afflict	VBN
37060	6605	13	with	with	IN
37060	6605	14	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	6605	15	for	for	IN
37060	6605	16	hours	hour	NNS
37060	6605	17	in	in	IN
37060	6605	18	a	a	DT
37060	6605	19	day	day	NN
37060	6605	20	or	or	CC
37060	6605	21	forced	force	VBN
37060	6605	22	to	to	TO
37060	6605	23	miss	miss	VB
37060	6605	24	an	an	DT
37060	6605	25	anticipated	anticipate	VBN
37060	6605	26	outing	outing	NN
37060	6605	27	because	because	IN
37060	6605	28	of	of	IN
37060	6605	29	diarrhea	diarrhea	NN
37060	6605	30	and	and	CC
37060	6605	31	the	the	DT
37060	6605	32	need	need	NN
37060	6605	33	of	of	IN
37060	6605	34	a	a	DT
37060	6605	35	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	6605	36	in	in	IN
37060	6605	37	close	close	JJ
37060	6605	38	vicinity	vicinity	NN
37060	6605	39	,	,	,
37060	6605	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6605	41	spirits	spirit	NNS
37060	6605	42	could	could	MD
37060	6605	43	plummet	plummet	VB
37060	6605	44	and	and	CC
37060	6605	45	make	make	VB
37060	6605	46	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6605	47	wish	wish	VB
37060	6605	48	that	that	DT
37060	6605	49	death	death	NN
37060	6605	50	was	be	VBD
37060	6605	51	close	close	JJ
37060	6605	52	at	at	IN
37060	6605	53	hand	hand	NN
37060	6605	54	.	.	.
37060	6606	1	While	while	IN
37060	6606	2	those	those	DT
37060	6606	3	things	thing	NNS
37060	6606	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6606	5	most	most	RBS
37060	6606	6	valued	value	VBN
37060	6606	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6606	8	still	still	RB
37060	6606	9	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	6606	10	,	,	,
37060	6606	11	the	the	DT
37060	6606	12	magnitude	magnitude	NN
37060	6606	13	of	of	IN
37060	6606	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6606	15	physical	physical	JJ
37060	6606	16	condition	condition	NN
37060	6606	17	would	would	MD
37060	6606	18	surface	surface	VB
37060	6606	19	when	when	WRB
37060	6606	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6606	21	would	would	MD
37060	6606	22	once	once	RB
37060	6606	23	again	again	RB
37060	6606	24	be	be	VB
37060	6606	25	harshly	harshly	RB
37060	6606	26	reminded	remind	VBN
37060	6606	27	that	that	IN
37060	6606	28	"	"	``
37060	6606	29	normalcy	normalcy	NN
37060	6606	30	"	"	''
37060	6606	31	was	be	VBD
37060	6606	32	no	no	DT
37060	6606	33	longer	long	RBR
37060	6606	34	credible	credible	JJ
37060	6606	35	,	,	,
37060	6606	36	as	as	IN
37060	6606	37	if	if	IN
37060	6606	38	that	that	DT
37060	6606	39	state	state	NN
37060	6606	40	of	of	IN
37060	6606	41	being	be	VBG
37060	6606	42	was	be	VBD
37060	6606	43	a	a	DT
37060	6606	44	rug	rug	NN
37060	6606	45	which	which	WDT
37060	6606	46	was	be	VBD
37060	6606	47	being	be	VBG
37060	6606	48	swept	sweep	VBN
37060	6606	49	out	out	RP
37060	6606	50	from	from	IN
37060	6606	51	under	under	IN
37060	6606	52	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6606	53	feet	foot	NNS
37060	6606	54	.	.	.
37060	6607	1	In	in	IN
37060	6607	2	addition	addition	NN
37060	6607	3	to	to	IN
37060	6607	4	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	6607	5	inconvenienced	inconvenienced	JJ
37060	6607	6	by	by	IN
37060	6607	7	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6607	8	,	,	,
37060	6607	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6607	10	also	also	RB
37060	6607	11	experienced	experience	VBD
37060	6607	12	a	a	DT
37060	6607	13	sense	sense	NN
37060	6607	14	of	of	IN
37060	6607	15	worthlessness	worthlessness	NN
37060	6607	16	,	,	,
37060	6607	17	although	although	IN
37060	6607	18	of	of	IN
37060	6607	19	a	a	DT
37060	6607	20	different	different	JJ
37060	6607	21	sense	sense	NN
37060	6607	22	than	than	IN
37060	6607	23	that	that	DT
37060	6607	24	which	which	WDT
37060	6607	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6607	26	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6607	27	upon	upon	IN
37060	6607	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6607	29	initial	initial	JJ
37060	6607	30	bout	bout	NN
37060	6607	31	at	at	IN
37060	6607	32	age	age	NN
37060	6607	33	13	13	CD
37060	6607	34	.	.	.
37060	6608	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6608	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6608	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6608	4	younger	young	JJR
37060	6608	5	,	,	,
37060	6608	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6608	7	placed	place	VBD
37060	6608	8	a	a	DT
37060	6608	9	great	great	JJ
37060	6608	10	deal	deal	NN
37060	6608	11	of	of	IN
37060	6608	12	importance	importance	NN
37060	6608	13	upon	upon	IN
37060	6608	14	physical	physical	JJ
37060	6608	15	attributes	attribute	NNS
37060	6608	16	;	;	:
37060	6608	17	consequently	consequently	RB
37060	6608	18	the	the	DT
37060	6608	19	post	post	JJ
37060	6608	20	-	-	JJ
37060	6608	21	treatment	treatment	JJ
37060	6608	22	loss	loss	NN
37060	6608	23	of	of	IN
37060	6608	24	all	all	DT
37060	6608	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6608	26	hair	hair	NN
37060	6608	27	,	,	,
37060	6608	28	necessitating	necessitate	VBG
37060	6608	29	the	the	DT
37060	6608	30	purchase	purchase	NN
37060	6608	31	of	of	IN
37060	6608	32	a	a	DT
37060	6608	33	wig	wig	NN
37060	6608	34	,	,	,
37060	6608	35	resulted	result	VBD
37060	6608	36	in	in	IN
37060	6608	37	the	the	DT
37060	6608	38	questioning	questioning	NN
37060	6608	39	of	of	IN
37060	6608	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6608	41	parents	parent	NNS
37060	6608	42	affection	affection	NN
37060	6608	43	.	.	.
37060	6609	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6609	2	could	could	MD
37060	6609	3	not	not	RB
37060	6609	4	understand	understand	VB
37060	6609	5	how	how	WRB
37060	6609	6	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	6609	7	could	could	MD
37060	6609	8	possibly	possibly	RB
37060	6609	9	care	care	VB
37060	6609	10	about	about	IN
37060	6609	11	a	a	DT
37060	6609	12	bald	bald	JJ
37060	6609	13	,	,	,
37060	6609	14	rather	rather	RB
37060	6609	15	skeletal	skeletal	JJ
37060	6609	16	,	,	,
37060	6609	17	daughter	daughter	NN
37060	6609	18	.	.	.
37060	6610	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6610	2	later	later	JJ
37060	6610	3	loss	loss	NN
37060	6610	4	of	of	IN
37060	6610	5	self	self	NN
37060	6610	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	6610	7	worth	worth	NN
37060	6610	8	centered	center	VBD
37060	6610	9	more	more	RBR
37060	6610	10	on	on	IN
37060	6610	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6610	12	inability	inability	NN
37060	6610	13	to	to	TO
37060	6610	14	perform	perform	VB
37060	6610	15	certain	certain	JJ
37060	6610	16	household	household	NN
37060	6610	17	chores	chore	NNS
37060	6610	18	,	,	,
37060	6610	19	attend	attend	VBP
37060	6610	20	school	school	NN
37060	6610	21	or	or	CC
37060	6610	22	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	6610	23	employment	employment	NN
37060	6610	24	.	.	.
37060	6611	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6611	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6611	3	incapable	incapable	JJ
37060	6611	4	of	of	IN
37060	6611	5	strenuous	strenuous	JJ
37060	6611	6	tasks	task	NNS
37060	6611	7	and	and	CC
37060	6611	8	the	the	DT
37060	6611	9	fluctuations	fluctuation	NNS
37060	6611	10	in	in	IN
37060	6611	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6611	12	health	health	NN
37060	6611	13	were	be	VBD
37060	6611	14	such	such	JJ
37060	6611	15	that	that	IN
37060	6611	16	a	a	DT
37060	6611	17	steady	steady	JJ
37060	6611	18	job	job	NN
37060	6611	19	would	would	MD
37060	6611	20	be	be	VB
37060	6611	21	unthinkable	unthinkable	JJ
37060	6611	22	.	.	.
37060	6612	1	Since	since	IN
37060	6612	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6612	3	no	no	RB
37060	6612	4	longer	long	RBR
37060	6612	5	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6612	6	that	that	IN
37060	6612	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6612	8	acted	act	VBD
37060	6612	9	the	the	DT
37060	6612	10	part	part	NN
37060	6612	11	of	of	IN
37060	6612	12	a	a	DT
37060	6612	13	"	"	``
37060	6612	14	good	good	JJ
37060	6612	15	citizen	citizen	NN
37060	6612	16	,	,	,
37060	6612	17	"	"	''
37060	6612	18	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	6612	19	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	6612	20	crept	creep	VBD
37060	6612	21	into	into	IN
37060	6612	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6612	23	mind	mind	NN
37060	6612	24	.	.	.
37060	6613	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6613	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6613	3	living	live	VBG
37060	6613	4	under	under	IN
37060	6613	5	the	the	DT
37060	6613	6	wing	wing	NN
37060	6613	7	of	of	IN
37060	6613	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6613	9	parents	parent	NNS
37060	6613	10	as	as	IN
37060	6613	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6613	12	watched	watch	VBD
37060	6613	13	friends	friend	NNS
37060	6613	14	initiate	initiate	VBP
37060	6613	15	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6613	16	into	into	IN
37060	6613	17	the	the	DT
37060	6613	18	mainstream	mainstream	NN
37060	6613	19	of	of	IN
37060	6613	20	societal	societal	JJ
37060	6613	21	expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	6613	22	;	;	:
37060	6613	23	theirs	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6613	24	were	be	VBD
37060	6613	25	blooming	bloom	VBG
37060	6613	26	lives	life	NNS
37060	6613	27	,	,	,
37060	6613	28	while	while	IN
37060	6613	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6613	30	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	6613	31	stranded	strand	VBN
37060	6613	32	in	in	IN
37060	6613	33	a	a	DT
37060	6613	34	murky	murky	JJ
37060	6613	35	,	,	,
37060	6613	36	stagnant	stagnant	JJ
37060	6613	37	pool	pool	NN
37060	6613	38	,	,	,
37060	6613	39	simply	simply	RB
37060	6613	40	taking	take	VBG
37060	6613	41	up	up	RP
37060	6613	42	space	space	NN
37060	6613	43	.	.	.
37060	6614	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6614	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6614	3	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	6614	4	able	able	JJ
37060	6614	5	to	to	TO
37060	6614	6	resolve	resolve	VB
37060	6614	7	this	this	DT
37060	6614	8	self	self	NN
37060	6614	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	6614	10	inadequacy	inadequacy	NN
37060	6614	11	through	through	IN
37060	6614	12	interaction	interaction	NN
37060	6614	13	with	with	IN
37060	6614	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6614	15	family	family	NN
37060	6614	16	and	and	CC
37060	6614	17	friends	friend	NNS
37060	6614	18	who	who	WP
37060	6614	19	,	,	,
37060	6614	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6614	21	observed	observe	VBD
37060	6614	22	,	,	,
37060	6614	23	did	do	VBD
37060	6614	24	not	not	RB
37060	6614	25	think	think	VB
37060	6614	26	less	less	JJR
37060	6614	27	of	of	IN
37060	6614	28	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6614	29	as	as	IN
37060	6614	30	a	a	DT
37060	6614	31	person	person	NN
37060	6614	32	simply	simply	RB
37060	6614	33	because	because	IN
37060	6614	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6614	35	did	do	VBD
37060	6614	36	not	not	RB
37060	6614	37	conform	conform	VB
37060	6614	38	to	to	IN
37060	6614	39	the	the	DT
37060	6614	40	standard	standard	JJ
37060	6614	41	ideal	ideal	NN
37060	6614	42	of	of	IN
37060	6614	43	accomplishment	accomplishment	NN
37060	6614	44	;	;	:
37060	6614	45	those	those	DT
37060	6614	46	with	with	IN
37060	6614	47	whom	whom	WP
37060	6614	48	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6614	49	had	have	VBD
37060	6614	50	close	close	JJ
37060	6614	51	association	association	NN
37060	6614	52	knew	know	VBD
37060	6614	53	and	and	CC
37060	6614	54	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	6614	55	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6614	56	weaknesses	weakness	NNS
37060	6614	57	,	,	,
37060	6614	58	and	and	CC
37060	6614	59	sought	seek	VBD
37060	6614	60	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6614	61	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	6614	62	despite	despite	IN
37060	6614	63	any	any	DT
37060	6614	64	inconveniences	inconvenience	NNS
37060	6614	65	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6614	66	might	may	MD
37060	6614	67	have	have	VB
37060	6614	68	had	have	VBN
37060	6614	69	to	to	TO
37060	6614	70	endure	endure	VB
37060	6614	71	because	because	IN
37060	6614	72	of	of	IN
37060	6614	73	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6614	74	presence	presence	NN
37060	6614	75	.	.	.
37060	6615	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	6615	2	,	,	,
37060	6615	3	and	and	CC
37060	6615	4	possibly	possibly	RB
37060	6615	5	of	of	IN
37060	6615	6	foremost	foremost	JJ
37060	6615	7	importance	importance	NN
37060	6615	8	,	,	,
37060	6615	9	was	be	VBD
37060	6615	10	the	the	DT
37060	6615	11	fact	fact	NN
37060	6615	12	that	that	IN
37060	6615	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6615	14	finally	finally	RB
37060	6615	15	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	6615	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6615	17	limitations	limitation	NNS
37060	6615	18	and	and	CC
37060	6615	19	no	no	RB
37060	6615	20	longer	long	RBR
37060	6615	21	attempted	attempt	VBN
37060	6615	22	to	to	TO
37060	6615	23	prove	prove	VB
37060	6615	24	to	to	IN
37060	6615	25	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6615	26	that	that	IN
37060	6615	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6615	28	could	could	MD
37060	6615	29	still	still	RB
37060	6615	30	do	do	VB
37060	6615	31	something	something	NN
37060	6615	32	for	for	IN
37060	6615	33	which	which	WDT
37060	6615	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6615	35	body	body	NN
37060	6615	36	was	be	VBD
37060	6615	37	unfit	unfit	JJ
37060	6615	38	;	;	:
37060	6615	39	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6615	40	admitted	admit	VBD
37060	6615	41	that	that	IN
37060	6615	42	self	self	NN
37060	6615	43	-	-	HYPH
37060	6615	44	restriction	restriction	NN
37060	6615	45	,	,	,
37060	6615	46	or	or	CC
37060	6615	47	at	at	IN
37060	6615	48	least	least	JJS
37060	6615	49	careful	careful	JJ
37060	6615	50	government	government	NN
37060	6615	51	of	of	IN
37060	6615	52	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6615	53	activities	activity	NNS
37060	6615	54	,	,	,
37060	6615	55	would	would	MD
37060	6615	56	allow	allow	VB
37060	6615	57	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6615	58	greater	great	JJR
37060	6615	59	flexibility	flexibility	NN
37060	6615	60	and	and	CC
37060	6615	61	opportunity	opportunity	NN
37060	6615	62	in	in	IN
37060	6615	63	the	the	DT
37060	6615	64	long	long	JJ
37060	6615	65	run	run	NN
37060	6615	66	of	of	IN
37060	6615	67	affairs	affair	NNS
37060	6615	68	.	.	.
37060	6616	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6616	2	would	would	MD
37060	6616	3	be	be	VB
37060	6616	4	a	a	DT
37060	6616	5	lie	lie	NN
37060	6616	6	to	to	TO
37060	6616	7	say	say	VB
37060	6616	8	that	that	IN
37060	6616	9	,	,	,
37060	6616	10	having	have	VBG
37060	6616	11	aged	age	VBN
37060	6616	12	six	six	CD
37060	6616	13	years	year	NNS
37060	6616	14	,	,	,
37060	6616	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6616	16	no	no	RB
37060	6616	17	longer	long	RBR
37060	6616	18	fell	fall	VBD
37060	6616	19	subject	subject	JJ
37060	6616	20	to	to	IN
37060	6616	21	self	self	NN
37060	6616	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	6616	23	devaluation	devaluation	NN
37060	6616	24	through	through	IN
37060	6616	25	a	a	DT
37060	6616	26	loss	loss	NN
37060	6616	27	of	of	IN
37060	6616	28	physical	physical	JJ
37060	6616	29	attributes	attribute	NNS
37060	6616	30	.	.	.
37060	6617	1	As	as	IN
37060	6617	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6617	3	waistline	waistline	NN
37060	6617	4	disappeared	disappear	VBD
37060	6617	5	and	and	CC
37060	6617	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6617	7	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	6617	8	began	begin	VBD
37060	6617	9	to	to	TO
37060	6617	10	protrude	protrude	VB
37060	6617	11	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6617	12	for	for	IN
37060	6617	13	lack	lack	NN
37060	6617	14	of	of	IN
37060	6617	15	anywhere	anywhere	RB
37060	6617	16	else	else	RB
37060	6617	17	to	to	TO
37060	6617	18	go	go	VB
37060	6617	19	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6617	20	,	,	,
37060	6617	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6617	22	grew	grow	VBD
37060	6617	23	increasingly	increasingly	RB
37060	6617	24	more	more	RBR
37060	6617	25	self	self	NN
37060	6617	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	6617	27	conscious	conscious	JJ
37060	6617	28	of	of	IN
37060	6617	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6617	30	figure	figure	NN
37060	6617	31	.	.	.
37060	6618	1	Even	even	RB
37060	6618	2	at	at	IN
37060	6618	3	the	the	DT
37060	6618	4	outset	outset	NN
37060	6618	5	,	,	,
37060	6618	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6618	7	considered	consider	VBD
37060	6618	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6618	9	midsection	midsection	NN
37060	6618	10	enormous	enormous	JJ
37060	6618	11	,	,	,
37060	6618	12	and	and	CC
37060	6618	13	purchased	purchase	VBD
37060	6618	14	oversized	oversized	JJ
37060	6618	15	shirts	shirt	NNS
37060	6618	16	to	to	TO
37060	6618	17	conceal	conceal	VB
37060	6618	18	what	what	WP
37060	6618	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6618	20	believed	believe	VBD
37060	6618	21	to	to	TO
37060	6618	22	be	be	VB
37060	6618	23	a	a	DT
37060	6618	24	horrible	horrible	JJ
37060	6618	25	deformity	deformity	NN
37060	6618	26	.	.	.
37060	6619	1	As	as	IN
37060	6619	2	the	the	DT
37060	6619	3	liver	liver	NN
37060	6619	4	continued	continue	VBD
37060	6619	5	to	to	TO
37060	6619	6	expand	expand	VB
37060	6619	7	,	,	,
37060	6619	8	for	for	IN
37060	6619	9	which	which	WDT
37060	6619	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6619	11	had	have	VBD
37060	6619	12	been	be	VBN
37060	6619	13	mentally	mentally	RB
37060	6619	14	prepared	prepare	VBN
37060	6619	15	,	,	,
37060	6619	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6619	17	began	begin	VBD
37060	6619	18	outgrowing	outgrow	VBG
37060	6619	19	clothes	clothe	NNS
37060	6619	20	,	,	,
37060	6619	21	especially	especially	RB
37060	6619	22	pants	pant	NNS
37060	6619	23	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6619	24	due	due	IN
37060	6619	25	to	to	IN
37060	6619	26	the	the	DT
37060	6619	27	waistline	waistline	NN
37060	6619	28	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6619	29	shortly	shortly	RB
37060	6619	30	after	after	IN
37060	6619	31	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6619	32	were	be	VBD
37060	6619	33	purchased	purchase	VBN
37060	6619	34	.	.	.
37060	6620	1	Soon	soon	RB
37060	6620	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6620	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6620	4	giving	give	VBG
37060	6620	5	pants	pant	NNS
37060	6620	6	to	to	IN
37060	6620	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6620	8	mother	mother	NN
37060	6620	9	who	who	WP
37060	6620	10	wore	wear	VBD
37060	6620	11	a	a	DT
37060	6620	12	size	size	NN
37060	6620	13	12	12	CD
37060	6620	14	;	;	,
37060	6620	15	winter	winter	NN
37060	6620	16	coats	coat	NNS
37060	6620	17	which	which	WDT
37060	6620	18	did	do	VBD
37060	6620	19	not	not	RB
37060	6620	20	button	button	VB
37060	6620	21	were	be	VBD
37060	6620	22	also	also	RB
37060	6620	23	handed	hand	VBN
37060	6620	24	to	to	IN
37060	6620	25	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	6620	26	who	who	WP
37060	6620	27	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	6620	28	the	the	DT
37060	6620	29	gifts	gift	NNS
37060	6620	30	as	as	RB
37060	6620	31	graciously	graciously	RB
37060	6620	32	as	as	IN
37060	6620	33	the	the	DT
37060	6620	34	occasion	occasion	NN
37060	6620	35	permitted	permit	VBD
37060	6620	36	.	.	.
37060	6621	1	The	the	DT
37060	6621	2	waist	waist	NN
37060	6621	3	which	which	WDT
37060	6621	4	had	have	VBD
37060	6621	5	measured	measure	VBN
37060	6621	6	24	24	CD
37060	6621	7	inches	inch	NNS
37060	6621	8	grew	grow	VBD
37060	6621	9	to	to	IN
37060	6621	10	32	32	CD
37060	6621	11	;	;	:
37060	6621	12	the	the	DT
37060	6621	13	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	6621	14	protruded	protrude	VBD
37060	6621	15	far	far	RB
37060	6621	16	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	6621	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6621	18	bosom	bosom	NN
37060	6621	19	,	,	,
37060	6621	20	a	a	DT
37060	6621	21	ghastly	ghastly	RB
37060	6621	22	37	37	CD
37060	6621	23	inches	inch	NNS
37060	6621	24	in	in	IN
37060	6621	25	diameter	diameter	NN
37060	6621	26	.	.	.
37060	6622	1	People	People	NNS
37060	6622	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	6622	3	to	to	TO
37060	6622	4	ask	ask	VB
37060	6622	5	innocently	innocently	RB
37060	6622	6	,	,	,
37060	6622	7	"	"	``
37060	6622	8	when	when	WRB
37060	6622	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	6622	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6622	11	due	due	JJ
37060	6622	12	?	?	.
37060	6622	13	"	"	''
37060	6623	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6623	2	could	could	MD
37060	6623	3	not	not	RB
37060	6623	4	deny	deny	VB
37060	6623	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6623	6	,	,	,
37060	6623	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6623	8	followed	follow	VBD
37060	6623	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6623	10	everywhere	everywhere	RB
37060	6623	11	.	.	.
37060	6624	1	.	.	.
37060	6625	1	.	.	.
37060	6626	1	glaring	glare	VBG
37060	6626	2	at	at	IN
37060	6626	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6626	4	through	through	IN
37060	6626	5	each	each	DT
37060	6626	6	piece	piece	NN
37060	6626	7	of	of	IN
37060	6626	8	clothing	clothing	NN
37060	6626	9	.	.	.
37060	6627	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6627	2	bid	bid	VBD
37060	6627	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6627	4	"	"	``
37060	6627	5	good	good	JJ
37060	6627	6	morning	morning	NN
37060	6627	7	"	"	''
37060	6627	8	and	and	CC
37060	6627	9	packed	pack	VBD
37060	6627	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6627	11	to	to	IN
37060	6627	12	bed	bed	NN
37060	6627	13	at	at	IN
37060	6627	14	night	night	NN
37060	6627	15	.	.	.
37060	6628	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6628	2	one	one	CD
37060	6628	3	of	of	IN
37060	6628	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6628	5	most	most	RBS
37060	6628	6	distressing	distressing	JJ
37060	6628	7	fears	fear	NNS
37060	6628	8	was	be	VBD
37060	6628	9	the	the	DT
37060	6628	10	idea	idea	NN
37060	6628	11	of	of	IN
37060	6628	12	encountering	encounter	VBG
37060	6628	13	a	a	DT
37060	6628	14	school	school	NN
37060	6628	15	mate	mate	NN
37060	6628	16	who	who	WP
37060	6628	17	was	be	VBD
37060	6628	18	not	not	RB
37060	6628	19	aware	aware	JJ
37060	6628	20	of	of	IN
37060	6628	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6628	22	health	health	NN
37060	6628	23	situation	situation	NN
37060	6628	24	,	,	,
37060	6628	25	and	and	CC
37060	6628	26	either	either	RB
37060	6628	27	be	be	VB
37060	6628	28	labeled	label	VBN
37060	6628	29	as	as	IN
37060	6628	30	"	"	``
37060	6628	31	pregnant	pregnant	JJ
37060	6628	32	"	"	''
37060	6628	33	or	or	CC
37060	6628	34	"	"	``
37060	6628	35	stout	stout	JJ
37060	6628	36	.	.	.
37060	6628	37	"	"	''
37060	6629	1	Pregnancy	pregnancy	NN
37060	6629	2	out	out	IN
37060	6629	3	of	of	IN
37060	6629	4	wedlock	wedlock	NN
37060	6629	5	was	be	VBD
37060	6629	6	completely	completely	RB
37060	6629	7	unacceptable	unacceptable	JJ
37060	6629	8	to	to	IN
37060	6629	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6629	10	;	;	:
37060	6629	11	while	while	IN
37060	6629	12	the	the	DT
37060	6629	13	lack	lack	NN
37060	6629	14	of	of	IN
37060	6629	15	control	control	NN
37060	6629	16	which	which	WDT
37060	6629	17	would	would	MD
37060	6629	18	accompany	accompany	VB
37060	6629	19	mere	mere	JJ
37060	6629	20	weight	weight	NN
37060	6629	21	gain	gain	NN
37060	6629	22	was	be	VBD
37060	6629	23	also	also	RB
37060	6629	24	a	a	DT
37060	6629	25	speck	speck	NN
37060	6629	26	in	in	IN
37060	6629	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6629	28	eye	eye	NN
37060	6629	29	;	;	:
37060	6629	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6629	31	revolted	revolt	VBD
37060	6629	32	against	against	IN
37060	6629	33	both	both	DT
37060	6629	34	assumptions	assumption	NNS
37060	6629	35	with	with	IN
37060	6629	36	similar	similar	JJ
37060	6629	37	distaste	distaste	NN
37060	6629	38	and	and	CC
37060	6629	39	simply	simply	RB
37060	6629	40	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	6629	41	to	to	TO
37060	6629	42	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	6629	43	familiar	familiar	JJ
37060	6629	44	faces	face	NNS
37060	6629	45	.	.	.
37060	6630	1	If	if	IN
37060	6630	2	such	such	PDT
37060	6630	3	a	a	DT
37060	6630	4	meeting	meeting	NN
37060	6630	5	did	do	VBD
37060	6630	6	occur	occur	VB
37060	6630	7	,	,	,
37060	6630	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6630	9	would	would	MD
37060	6630	10	generally	generally	RB
37060	6630	11	explain	explain	VB
37060	6630	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6630	13	current	current	JJ
37060	6630	14	state	state	NN
37060	6630	15	of	of	IN
37060	6630	16	affairs	affair	NNS
37060	6630	17	,	,	,
37060	6630	18	although	although	IN
37060	6630	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6630	20	also	also	RB
37060	6630	21	disliked	dislike	VBD
37060	6630	22	blackening	blacken	VBG
37060	6630	23	one	one	PRP
37060	6630	24	's	's	POS
37060	6630	25	day	day	NN
37060	6630	26	with	with	IN
37060	6630	27	news	news	NN
37060	6630	28	which	which	WDT
37060	6630	29	was	be	VBD
37060	6630	30	generally	generally	RB
37060	6630	31	categorized	categorize	VBN
37060	6630	32	as	as	IN
37060	6630	33	traumatic	traumatic	JJ
37060	6630	34	and	and	CC
37060	6630	35	distressing	distressing	JJ
37060	6630	36	.	.	.
37060	6631	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6631	2	a	a	DT
37060	6631	3	person	person	NN
37060	6631	4	inquired	inquire	VBD
37060	6631	5	into	into	IN
37060	6631	6	how	how	WRB
37060	6631	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6631	8	'd	have	VBD
37060	6631	9	been	be	VBN
37060	6631	10	spending	spend	VBG
37060	6631	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6631	12	time	time	NN
37060	6631	13	,	,	,
37060	6631	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6631	15	would	would	MD
37060	6631	16	have	have	VB
37060	6631	17	to	to	TO
37060	6631	18	subdue	subdue	VB
37060	6631	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6631	20	urge	urge	NN
37060	6631	21	to	to	TO
37060	6631	22	devalue	devalue	VB
37060	6631	23	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6631	24	due	due	IN
37060	6631	25	to	to	IN
37060	6631	26	the	the	DT
37060	6631	27	impressive	impressive	JJ
37060	6631	28	answers	answer	NNS
37060	6631	29	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6631	30	failed	fail	VBD
37060	6631	31	to	to	TO
37060	6631	32	relate	relate	VB
37060	6631	33	.	.	.
37060	6632	1	As	as	IN
37060	6632	2	a	a	DT
37060	6632	3	whole	whole	NN
37060	6632	4	,	,	,
37060	6632	5	reunions	reunion	NNS
37060	6632	6	were	be	VBD
37060	6632	7	rather	rather	RB
37060	6632	8	a	a	DT
37060	6632	9	blemish	blemish	NN
37060	6632	10	in	in	IN
37060	6632	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6632	12	day	day	NN
37060	6632	13	.	.	.
37060	6633	1	As	as	IN
37060	6633	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6633	3	came	come	VBD
37060	6633	4	to	to	TO
37060	6633	5	identify	identify	VB
37060	6633	6	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6633	7	not	not	RB
37060	6633	8	with	with	IN
37060	6633	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6633	10	"	"	``
37060	6633	11	deformity	deformity	NN
37060	6633	12	"	"	''
37060	6633	13	or	or	CC
37060	6633	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6633	15	accomplishments	accomplishment	NNS
37060	6633	16	,	,	,
37060	6633	17	but	but	CC
37060	6633	18	instead	instead	RB
37060	6633	19	with	with	IN
37060	6633	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6633	21	personal	personal	JJ
37060	6633	22	character	character	NN
37060	6633	23	,	,	,
37060	6633	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6633	25	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6633	26	more	more	JJR
37060	6633	27	at	at	IN
37060	6633	28	ease	ease	NN
37060	6633	29	in	in	IN
37060	6633	30	group	group	NN
37060	6633	31	situations	situation	NNS
37060	6633	32	.	.	.
37060	6634	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6634	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6634	3	essential	essential	JJ
37060	6634	4	to	to	TO
37060	6634	5	realize	realize	VB
37060	6634	6	that	that	IN
37060	6634	7	no	no	RB
37060	6634	8	matter	matter	RB
37060	6634	9	what	what	WDT
37060	6634	10	type	type	NN
37060	6634	11	of	of	IN
37060	6634	12	adversity	adversity	NN
37060	6634	13	one	one	PRP
37060	6634	14	may	may	MD
37060	6634	15	have	have	VB
37060	6634	16	to	to	TO
37060	6634	17	face	face	VB
37060	6634	18	,	,	,
37060	6634	19	the	the	DT
37060	6634	20	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	6634	21	self	self	NN
37060	6634	22	is	be	VBZ
37060	6634	23	the	the	DT
37060	6634	24	inner	inner	JJ
37060	6634	25	self	self	NN
37060	6634	26	.	.	.
37060	6635	1	Deformities	deformity	NNS
37060	6635	2	mar	mar	VBP
37060	6635	3	the	the	DT
37060	6635	4	surface	surface	NN
37060	6635	5	,	,	,
37060	6635	6	but	but	CC
37060	6635	7	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6635	8	need	nee	MD
37060	6635	9	not	not	RB
37060	6635	10	devastate	devastate	VB
37060	6635	11	the	the	DT
37060	6635	12	interior	interior	NN
37060	6635	13	;	;	:
37060	6635	14	one	one	PRP
37060	6635	15	's	's	POS
37060	6635	16	personality	personality	NN
37060	6635	17	needs	need	VBZ
37060	6635	18	to	to	TO
37060	6635	19	be	be	VB
37060	6635	20	projected	project	VBN
37060	6635	21	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	6635	22	the	the	DT
37060	6635	23	body	body	NN
37060	6635	24	or	or	CC
37060	6635	25	the	the	DT
37060	6635	26	face	face	NN
37060	6635	27	,	,	,
37060	6635	28	just	just	RB
37060	6635	29	as	as	IN
37060	6635	30	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6635	31	has	have	VBZ
37060	6635	32	to	to	TO
37060	6635	33	be	be	VB
37060	6635	34	expressed	express	VBN
37060	6635	35	by	by	IN
37060	6635	36	the	the	DT
37060	6635	37	"	"	``
37060	6635	38	normal	normal	JJ
37060	6635	39	"	"	''
37060	6635	40	individual	individual	NN
37060	6635	41	.	.	.
37060	6636	1	A	a	DT
37060	6636	2	pretty	pretty	JJ
37060	6636	3	face	face	NN
37060	6636	4	does	do	VBZ
37060	6636	5	not	not	RB
37060	6636	6	assure	assure	VB
37060	6636	7	the	the	DT
37060	6636	8	observer	observer	NN
37060	6636	9	of	of	IN
37060	6636	10	an	an	DT
37060	6636	11	equally	equally	RB
37060	6636	12	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	6636	13	personality	personality	NN
37060	6636	14	.	.	.
37060	6637	1	There	there	EX
37060	6637	2	will	will	MD
37060	6637	3	be	be	VB
37060	6637	4	those	those	DT
37060	6637	5	who	who	WP
37060	6637	6	will	will	MD
37060	6637	7	be	be	VB
37060	6637	8	uncomfortable	uncomfortable	JJ
37060	6637	9	in	in	IN
37060	6637	10	the	the	DT
37060	6637	11	presence	presence	NN
37060	6637	12	of	of	IN
37060	6637	13	a	a	DT
37060	6637	14	stricken	stricken	VBN
37060	6637	15	individual	individual	NN
37060	6637	16	,	,	,
37060	6637	17	but	but	CC
37060	6637	18	those	those	DT
37060	6637	19	people	people	NNS
37060	6637	20	should	should	MD
37060	6637	21	be	be	VB
37060	6637	22	given	give	VBN
37060	6637	23	patience	patience	NN
37060	6637	24	and	and	CC
37060	6637	25	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	6637	26	;	;	:
37060	6637	27	reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	6637	28	are	be	VBP
37060	6637	29	frequently	frequently	RB
37060	6637	30	simultaneous	simultaneous	JJ
37060	6637	31	and	and	CC
37060	6637	32	the	the	DT
37060	6637	33	result	result	NN
37060	6637	34	of	of	IN
37060	6637	35	shock	shock	NN
37060	6637	36	or	or	CC
37060	6637	37	immeasurable	immeasurable	JJ
37060	6637	38	pity	pity	NN
37060	6637	39	,	,	,
37060	6637	40	not	not	RB
37060	6637	41	incivility	incivility	NN
37060	6637	42	or	or	CC
37060	6637	43	rudeness	rudeness	NN
37060	6637	44	.	.	.
37060	6638	1	Those	those	DT
37060	6638	2	few	few	JJ
37060	6638	3	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	6638	4	who	who	WP
37060	6638	5	are	be	VBP
37060	6638	6	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	6638	7	and	and	CC
37060	6638	8	insensitive	insensitive	JJ
37060	6638	9	are	be	VBP
37060	6638	10	not	not	RB
37060	6638	11	worth	worth	JJ
37060	6638	12	the	the	DT
37060	6638	13	anger	anger	NN
37060	6638	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6638	15	provoke	provoke	VBP
37060	6638	16	,	,	,
37060	6638	17	for	for	IN
37060	6638	18	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6638	19	are	be	VBP
37060	6638	20	the	the	DT
37060	6638	21	children	child	NNS
37060	6638	22	of	of	IN
37060	6638	23	ignorance	ignorance	NN
37060	6638	24	and	and	CC
37060	6638	25	have	have	VBP
37060	6638	26	not	not	RB
37060	6638	27	lived	live	VBN
37060	6638	28	through	through	IN
37060	6638	29	pain	pain	NN
37060	6638	30	and	and	CC
37060	6638	31	strife	strife	NN
37060	6638	32	;	;	:
37060	6638	33	for	for	IN
37060	6638	34	some	some	DT
37060	6638	35	,	,	,
37060	6638	36	empathy	empathy	NNP
37060	6638	37	is	be	VBZ
37060	6638	38	not	not	RB
37060	6638	39	inherent	inherent	JJ
37060	6638	40	,	,	,
37060	6638	41	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6638	42	must	must	MD
37060	6638	43	be	be	VB
37060	6638	44	learned	learn	VBN
37060	6638	45	.	.	.
37060	6639	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6639	2	also	also	RB
37060	6639	3	found	find	VBD
37060	6639	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6639	5	to	to	IN
37060	6639	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6639	7	benefit	benefit	NN
37060	6639	8	if	if	IN
37060	6639	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6639	10	would	would	MD
37060	6639	11	candidly	candidly	RB
37060	6639	12	mention	mention	VB
37060	6639	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6639	14	health	health	NN
37060	6639	15	instead	instead	RB
37060	6639	16	of	of	IN
37060	6639	17	trying	try	VBG
37060	6639	18	to	to	TO
37060	6639	19	conceal	conceal	VB
37060	6639	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6639	21	like	like	IN
37060	6639	22	an	an	DT
37060	6639	23	illegal	illegal	JJ
37060	6639	24	drug	drug	NN
37060	6639	25	;	;	:
37060	6639	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6639	27	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	6639	28	that	that	IN
37060	6639	29	although	although	IN
37060	6639	30	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6639	31	was	be	VBD
37060	6639	32	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	6639	33	to	to	TO
37060	6639	34	hear	hear	VB
37060	6639	35	of	of	IN
37060	6639	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6639	37	misfortune	misfortune	NN
37060	6639	38	,	,	,
37060	6639	39	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6639	40	was	be	VBD
37060	6639	41	easier	easy	JJR
37060	6639	42	than	than	IN
37060	6639	43	if	if	IN
37060	6639	44	the	the	DT
37060	6639	45	burden	burden	NN
37060	6639	46	had	have	VBD
37060	6639	47	actually	actually	RB
37060	6639	48	been	be	VBN
37060	6639	49	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6639	50	own	own	JJ
37060	6639	51	.	.	.
37060	6640	1	The	the	DT
37060	6640	2	pervasive	pervasive	JJ
37060	6640	3	sadness	sadness	NN
37060	6640	4	which	which	WDT
37060	6640	5	can	can	MD
37060	6640	6	strike	strike	VB
37060	6640	7	when	when	WRB
37060	6640	8	one	one	PRP
37060	6640	9	grasps	grasp	VBZ
37060	6640	10	the	the	DT
37060	6640	11	reality	reality	NN
37060	6640	12	of	of	IN
37060	6640	13	illness	illness	NN
37060	6640	14	does	do	VBZ
37060	6640	15	not	not	RB
37060	6640	16	endure	endure	VB
37060	6640	17	forever	forever	RB
37060	6640	18	,	,	,
37060	6640	19	unless	unless	IN
37060	6640	20	in	in	IN
37060	6640	21	self	self	NN
37060	6640	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	6640	23	pity	pity	NN
37060	6640	24	,	,	,
37060	6640	25	one	one	NN
37060	6640	26	allows	allow	VBZ
37060	6640	27	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6640	28	to	to	TO
37060	6640	29	be	be	VB
37060	6640	30	drawn	draw	VBN
37060	6640	31	into	into	IN
37060	6640	32	such	such	PDT
37060	6640	33	an	an	DT
37060	6640	34	utterly	utterly	RB
37060	6640	35	oppressive	oppressive	JJ
37060	6640	36	mental	mental	JJ
37060	6640	37	state	state	NN
37060	6640	38	.	.	.
37060	6641	1	Sadness	Sadness	NNP
37060	6641	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6641	3	a	a	DT
37060	6641	4	part	part	NN
37060	6641	5	of	of	IN
37060	6641	6	life	life	NN
37060	6641	7	which	which	WDT
37060	6641	8	makes	make	VBZ
37060	6641	9	joyous	joyous	JJ
37060	6641	10	moments	moment	NNS
37060	6641	11	all	all	PDT
37060	6641	12	the	the	DT
37060	6641	13	more	more	RBR
37060	6641	14	valued	valued	JJ
37060	6641	15	;	;	:
37060	6641	16	man	man	NN
37060	6641	17	is	be	VBZ
37060	6641	18	an	an	DT
37060	6641	19	animal	animal	NN
37060	6641	20	,	,	,
37060	6641	21	and	and	CC
37060	6641	22	in	in	IN
37060	6641	23	so	so	RB
37060	6641	24	being	be	VBG
37060	6641	25	,	,	,
37060	6641	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6641	27	is	be	VBZ
37060	6641	28	characteristic	characteristic	JJ
37060	6641	29	of	of	IN
37060	6641	30	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6641	31	make	make	NN
37060	6641	32	-	-	HYPH
37060	6641	33	up	up	NN
37060	6641	34	that	that	IN
37060	6641	35	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6641	36	feel	feel	VBP
37060	6641	37	pain	pain	NN
37060	6641	38	and	and	CC
37060	6641	39	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	6641	40	.	.	.
37060	6642	1	To	to	TO
37060	6642	2	deny	deny	VB
37060	6642	3	one	one	PRP
37060	6642	4	's	's	POS
37060	6642	5	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	6642	6	,	,	,
37060	6642	7	or	or	CC
37060	6642	8	so	so	RB
37060	6642	9	dwell	dwell	VB
37060	6642	10	on	on	IN
37060	6642	11	one	one	CD
37060	6642	12	aspect	aspect	NN
37060	6642	13	,	,	,
37060	6642	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	6642	15	to	to	TO
37060	6642	16	deny	deny	VB
37060	6642	17	one	one	PRP
37060	6642	18	's	's	POS
37060	6642	19	humanness	humanness	NN
37060	6642	20	and	and	CC
37060	6642	21	natural	natural	JJ
37060	6642	22	traits	trait	NNS
37060	6642	23	.	.	.
37060	6643	1	PAGE	PAGE	NNP
37060	6643	2	246	246	CD
37060	6643	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	6643	4	32	32	CD
37060	6643	5	Basic	Basic	NNP
37060	6643	6	Day	Day	NNP
37060	6643	7	"	"	''
37060	6643	8	Autumn	Autumn	NNP
37060	6643	9	.	.	.
37060	6644	1	.	.	.
37060	6645	1	.the	.the	NFP
37060	6645	2	world	world	NNP
37060	6645	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6645	4	filled	fill	VBN
37060	6645	5	with	with	IN
37060	6645	6	sound	sound	NN
37060	6645	7	,	,	,
37060	6645	8	a	a	DT
37060	6645	9	veritable	veritable	JJ
37060	6645	10	grand	grand	JJ
37060	6645	11	finale	finale	NN
37060	6645	12	before	before	IN
37060	6645	13	the	the	DT
37060	6645	14	penetrating	penetrating	NN
37060	6645	15	hush	hush	NN
37060	6645	16	of	of	IN
37060	6645	17	winter	winter	NN
37060	6645	18	.	.	.
37060	6645	19	"	"	''
37060	6646	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	6646	2	THIRTY	THIRTY	NNP
37060	6646	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	6646	4	TWO	TWO	NNP
37060	6646	5	A	A	NNP
37060	6646	6	Basic	Basic	NNP
37060	6646	7	Day	Day	NNP
37060	6646	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6646	9	loved	love	VBD
37060	6646	10	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	6646	11	,	,	,
37060	6646	12	a	a	DT
37060	6646	13	season	season	NN
37060	6646	14	both	both	CC
37060	6646	15	riotous	riotous	JJ
37060	6646	16	and	and	CC
37060	6646	17	melancholy	melancholy	JJ
37060	6646	18	,	,	,
37060	6646	19	and	and	CC
37060	6646	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6646	21	was	be	VBD
37060	6646	22	best	well	RBS
37060	6646	23	shared	share	VBN
37060	6646	24	with	with	IN
37060	6646	25	those	those	DT
37060	6646	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6646	27	loved	love	VBD
37060	6646	28	.	.	.
37060	6647	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	6647	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6647	3	spent	spend	VBD
37060	6647	4	a	a	DT
37060	6647	5	great	great	JJ
37060	6647	6	amount	amount	NN
37060	6647	7	of	of	IN
37060	6647	8	time	time	NN
37060	6647	9	with	with	IN
37060	6647	10	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6647	11	.	.	.
37060	6648	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6648	2	shared	share	VBD
37060	6648	3	a	a	DT
37060	6648	4	mutuality	mutuality	NN
37060	6648	5	which	which	WDT
37060	6648	6	spanned	span	VBD
37060	6648	7	the	the	DT
37060	6648	8	insignificant	insignificant	NN
37060	6648	9	to	to	IN
37060	6648	10	the	the	DT
37060	6648	11	more	more	RBR
37060	6648	12	complex	complex	JJ
37060	6648	13	modes	mode	NNS
37060	6648	14	of	of	IN
37060	6648	15	thought	thought	NN
37060	6648	16	in	in	IN
37060	6648	17	such	such	PDT
37060	6648	18	a	a	DT
37060	6648	19	way	way	NN
37060	6648	20	that	that	IN
37060	6648	21	neither	neither	DT
37060	6648	22	of	of	IN
37060	6648	23	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6648	24	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6648	25	compelled	compel	VBN
37060	6648	26	,	,	,
37060	6648	27	nor	nor	CC
37060	6648	28	hindered	hinder	VBN
37060	6648	29	,	,	,
37060	6648	30	to	to	TO
37060	6648	31	speak	speak	VB
37060	6648	32	.	.	.
37060	6649	1	As	as	IN
37060	6649	2	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	6649	3	in	in	IN
37060	6649	4	each	each	DT
37060	6649	5	other	other	JJ
37060	6649	6	's	's	POS
37060	6649	7	company	company	NN
37060	6649	8	as	as	IN
37060	6649	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6649	10	were	be	VBD
37060	6649	11	alone	alone	JJ
37060	6649	12	,	,	,
37060	6649	13	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6649	14	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	6649	15	did	do	VBD
37060	6649	16	not	not	RB
37060	6649	17	possess	possess	VB
37060	6649	18	the	the	DT
37060	6649	19	usual	usual	JJ
37060	6649	20	tensions	tension	NNS
37060	6649	21	and	and	CC
37060	6649	22	expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	6649	23	so	so	RB
37060	6649	24	prevalent	prevalent	JJ
37060	6649	25	in	in	IN
37060	6649	26	most	most	JJS
37060	6649	27	friendships	friendship	NNS
37060	6649	28	.	.	.
37060	6650	1	That	that	IN
37060	6650	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6650	3	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	6650	4	each	each	DT
37060	6650	5	other	other	JJ
37060	6650	6	was	be	VBD
37060	6650	7	enough	enough	JJ
37060	6650	8	.	.	.
37060	6651	1	Through	through	IN
37060	6651	2	the	the	DT
37060	6651	3	week	week	NN
37060	6651	4	,	,	,
37060	6651	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6651	6	worked	work	VBD
37060	6651	7	second	second	JJ
37060	6651	8	shift	shift	NN
37060	6651	9	as	as	IN
37060	6651	10	a	a	DT
37060	6651	11	custodian	custodian	NN
37060	6651	12	at	at	IN
37060	6651	13	a	a	DT
37060	6651	14	local	local	JJ
37060	6651	15	junior	junior	JJ
37060	6651	16	high	high	JJ
37060	6651	17	school	school	NN
37060	6651	18	.	.	.
37060	6652	1	Since	since	IN
37060	6652	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6652	3	did	do	VBD
37060	6652	4	n't	not	RB
37060	6652	5	depart	depart	VB
37060	6652	6	for	for	IN
37060	6652	7	work	work	NN
37060	6652	8	until	until	IN
37060	6652	9	3:00	3:00	CD
37060	6652	10	p.m.	p.m.	NN
37060	6652	11	,	,	,
37060	6652	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6652	13	daily	daily	JJ
37060	6652	14	routine	routine	NN
37060	6652	15	at	at	IN
37060	6652	16	home	home	NN
37060	6652	17	usually	usually	RB
37060	6652	18	consisted	consist	VBN
37060	6652	19	of	of	IN
37060	6652	20	leisurely	leisurely	JJ
37060	6652	21	activities	activity	NNS
37060	6652	22	,	,	,
37060	6652	23	lest	lest	IN
37060	6652	24	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6652	25	become	become	VBP
37060	6652	26	too	too	RB
37060	6652	27	tired	tired	JJ
37060	6652	28	to	to	TO
37060	6652	29	properly	properly	RB
37060	6652	30	do	do	VB
37060	6652	31	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6652	32	work	work	NN
37060	6652	33	.	.	.
37060	6653	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6653	2	shared	share	VBD
37060	6653	3	the	the	DT
37060	6653	4	upstairs	upstairs	NN
37060	6653	5	,	,	,
37060	6653	6	which	which	WDT
37060	6653	7	was	be	VBD
37060	6653	8	divided	divide	VBN
37060	6653	9	into	into	IN
37060	6653	10	two	two	CD
37060	6653	11	separate	separate	JJ
37060	6653	12	rooms	room	NNS
37060	6653	13	with	with	IN
37060	6653	14	an	an	DT
37060	6653	15	accordian	accordian	JJ
37060	6653	16	door	door	NN
37060	6653	17	,	,	,
37060	6653	18	providing	provide	VBG
37060	6653	19	privacy	privacy	NN
37060	6653	20	that	that	WDT
37060	6653	21	was	be	VBD
37060	6653	22	sufficient	sufficient	JJ
37060	6653	23	,	,	,
37060	6653	24	yet	yet	CC
37060	6653	25	far	far	RB
37060	6653	26	from	from	IN
37060	6653	27	sound	sound	JJ
37060	6653	28	proof	proof	NN
37060	6653	29	.	.	.
37060	6654	1	Generally	generally	RB
37060	6654	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6654	3	would	would	MD
37060	6654	4	wake	wake	VB
37060	6654	5	around	around	IN
37060	6654	6	the	the	DT
37060	6654	7	hour	hour	NN
37060	6654	8	of	of	IN
37060	6654	9	9:00	9:00	CD
37060	6654	10	a.m.	a.m.	NN
37060	6655	1	Either	either	CC
37060	6655	2	the	the	DT
37060	6655	3	static	static	JJ
37060	6655	4	notes	note	NNS
37060	6655	5	of	of	IN
37060	6655	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6655	7	clock	clock	NN
37060	6655	8	radio	radio	NN
37060	6655	9	or	or	CC
37060	6655	10	a	a	DT
37060	6655	11	rustling	rustling	NN
37060	6655	12	which	which	WDT
37060	6655	13	attested	attest	VBD
37060	6655	14	to	to	IN
37060	6655	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6655	16	hastily	hastily	RB
37060	6655	17	making	make	VBG
37060	6655	18	the	the	DT
37060	6655	19	bed	bed	NN
37060	6655	20	would	would	MD
37060	6655	21	usher	usher	VB
37060	6655	22	through	through	IN
37060	6655	23	the	the	DT
37060	6655	24	door	door	NN
37060	6655	25	,	,	,
37060	6655	26	and	and	CC
37060	6655	27	harken	harken	NNP
37060	6655	28	the	the	DT
37060	6655	29	beginning	beginning	NN
37060	6655	30	of	of	IN
37060	6655	31	another	another	DT
37060	6655	32	day	day	NN
37060	6655	33	,	,	,
37060	6655	34	or	or	CC
37060	6655	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6655	36	would	would	MD
37060	6655	37	rise	rise	VB
37060	6655	38	first	first	RB
37060	6655	39	and	and	CC
37060	6655	40	find	find	VB
37060	6655	41	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6655	42	staring	stare	VBG
37060	6655	43	at	at	IN
37060	6655	44	the	the	DT
37060	6655	45	ceiling	ceiling	NN
37060	6655	46	among	among	IN
37060	6655	47	an	an	DT
37060	6655	48	entangled	entangled	JJ
37060	6655	49	mass	mass	NN
37060	6655	50	of	of	IN
37060	6655	51	sheets	sheet	NNS
37060	6655	52	.	.	.
37060	6656	1	The	the	DT
37060	6656	2	person	person	NN
37060	6656	3	who	who	WP
37060	6656	4	made	make	VBD
37060	6656	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6656	6	downstairs	downstairs	RB
37060	6656	7	first	first	RB
37060	6656	8	was	be	VBD
37060	6656	9	the	the	DT
37060	6656	10	one	one	CD
37060	6656	11	who	who	WP
37060	6656	12	,	,	,
37060	6656	13	if	if	IN
37060	6656	14	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	6656	15	had	have	VBD
37060	6656	16	made	make	VBN
37060	6656	17	some	some	DT
37060	6656	18	for	for	IN
37060	6656	19	herself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6656	20	and	and	CC
37060	6656	21	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	6656	22	,	,	,
37060	6656	23	divided	divide	VBD
37060	6656	24	the	the	DT
37060	6656	25	morning	morning	NN
37060	6656	26	"	"	``
37060	6656	27	gruel	gruel	NN
37060	6656	28	.	.	.
37060	6656	29	"	"	''
37060	6657	1	Since	since	IN
37060	6657	2	the	the	DT
37060	6657	3	family	family	NN
37060	6657	4	had	have	VBD
37060	6657	5	recently	recently	RB
37060	6657	6	acquired	acquire	VBN
37060	6657	7	a	a	DT
37060	6657	8	microwave	microwave	NN
37060	6657	9	oven	oven	NN
37060	6657	10	,	,	,
37060	6657	11	the	the	DT
37060	6657	12	machine	machine	NN
37060	6657	13	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	6657	14	a	a	DT
37060	6657	15	quick	quick	JJ
37060	6657	16	and	and	CC
37060	6657	17	thorough	thorough	JJ
37060	6657	18	heating	heating	NN
37060	6657	19	of	of	IN
37060	6657	20	the	the	DT
37060	6657	21	cereal	cereal	NN
37060	6657	22	if	if	IN
37060	6657	23	one	one	PRP
37060	6657	24	simply	simply	RB
37060	6657	25	transferred	transfer	VBD
37060	6657	26	the	the	DT
37060	6657	27	contents	content	NNS
37060	6657	28	of	of	IN
37060	6657	29	the	the	DT
37060	6657	30	pan	pan	NN
37060	6657	31	into	into	IN
37060	6657	32	stoneware	stoneware	JJ
37060	6657	33	bowls	bowl	NNS
37060	6657	34	.	.	.
37060	6658	1	Because	because	IN
37060	6658	2	several	several	JJ
37060	6658	3	hours	hour	NNS
37060	6658	4	had	have	VBD
37060	6658	5	passed	pass	VBN
37060	6658	6	between	between	IN
37060	6658	7	Mom	mom	NN
37060	6658	8	's	's	POS
37060	6658	9	preparation	preparation	NN
37060	6658	10	of	of	IN
37060	6658	11	the	the	DT
37060	6658	12	cereal	cereal	NN
37060	6658	13	and	and	CC
37060	6658	14	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6658	15	reheating	reheating	NN
37060	6658	16	of	of	IN
37060	6658	17	the	the	DT
37060	6658	18	same	same	JJ
37060	6658	19	,	,	,
37060	6658	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6658	21	usually	usually	RB
37060	6658	22	molded	mold	VBD
37060	6658	23	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6658	24	into	into	IN
37060	6658	25	a	a	DT
37060	6658	26	solid	solid	JJ
37060	6658	27	bulk	bulk	NN
37060	6658	28	shaped	shape	VBD
37060	6658	29	exactly	exactly	RB
37060	6658	30	to	to	IN
37060	6658	31	the	the	DT
37060	6658	32	pan	pan	NN
37060	6658	33	's	's	POS
37060	6658	34	dimensions	dimension	NNS
37060	6658	35	.	.	.
37060	6659	1	This	this	DT
37060	6659	2	made	make	VBD
37060	6659	3	dividing	divide	VBG
37060	6659	4	easier	easy	JJR
37060	6659	5	but	but	CC
37060	6659	6	deftness	deftness	NN
37060	6659	7	was	be	VBD
37060	6659	8	needed	need	VBN
37060	6659	9	to	to	TO
37060	6659	10	assure	assure	VB
37060	6659	11	that	that	IN
37060	6659	12	each	each	DT
37060	6659	13	half	half	NN
37060	6659	14	found	find	VBD
37060	6659	15	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6659	16	way	way	NN
37060	6659	17	into	into	IN
37060	6659	18	the	the	DT
37060	6659	19	bowl	bowl	NN
37060	6659	20	.	.	.
37060	6660	1	On	on	IN
37060	6660	2	one	one	CD
37060	6660	3	particular	particular	JJ
37060	6660	4	occasion	occasion	NN
37060	6660	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6660	6	,	,	,
37060	6660	7	spatula	spatula	NN
37060	6660	8	poised	poise	VBN
37060	6660	9	in	in	IN
37060	6660	10	hand	hand	NN
37060	6660	11	,	,	,
37060	6660	12	was	be	VBD
37060	6660	13	directing	direct	VBG
37060	6660	14	each	each	DT
37060	6660	15	slimy	slimy	JJ
37060	6660	16	mass	mass	NN
37060	6660	17	into	into	IN
37060	6660	18	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6660	19	bowl	bowl	NN
37060	6660	20	when	when	WRB
37060	6660	21	one	one	CD
37060	6660	22	half	half	NN
37060	6660	23	escaped	escape	VBD
37060	6660	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6660	25	control	control	NN
37060	6660	26	and	and	CC
37060	6660	27	proceeded	proceed	VBD
37060	6660	28	to	to	TO
37060	6660	29	flop	flop	VB
37060	6660	30	onto	onto	IN
37060	6660	31	the	the	DT
37060	6660	32	counter	counter	NN
37060	6660	33	,	,	,
37060	6660	34	splat	splat	NNP
37060	6660	35	on	on	IN
37060	6660	36	the	the	DT
37060	6660	37	floor	floor	NN
37060	6660	38	and	and	CC
37060	6660	39	go	go	VB
37060	6660	40	skidding	skid	VBG
37060	6660	41	across	across	IN
37060	6660	42	the	the	DT
37060	6660	43	waxed	waxed	JJ
37060	6660	44	tile	tile	NN
37060	6660	45	.	.	.
37060	6661	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6661	2	found	find	VBD
37060	6661	3	this	this	DT
37060	6661	4	affair	affair	NN
37060	6661	5	to	to	TO
37060	6661	6	be	be	VB
37060	6661	7	thoroughly	thoroughly	RB
37060	6661	8	amusing	amusing	JJ
37060	6661	9	as	as	IN
37060	6661	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6661	11	was	be	VBD
37060	6661	12	in	in	IN
37060	6661	13	the	the	DT
37060	6661	14	same	same	JJ
37060	6661	15	scenario	scenario	NN
37060	6661	16	which	which	WDT
37060	6661	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6661	18	had	have	VBD
37060	6661	19	starred	star	VBN
37060	6661	20	only	only	RB
37060	6661	21	a	a	DT
37060	6661	22	week	week	NN
37060	6661	23	before	before	RB
37060	6661	24	.	.	.
37060	6662	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6662	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6662	3	would	would	MD
37060	6662	4	not	not	RB
37060	6662	5	have	have	VB
37060	6662	6	been	be	VBN
37060	6662	7	so	so	RB
37060	6662	8	humorous	humorous	JJ
37060	6662	9	if	if	IN
37060	6662	10	the	the	DT
37060	6662	11	cereal	cereal	NN
37060	6662	12	did	do	VBD
37060	6662	13	not	not	RB
37060	6662	14	have	have	VB
37060	6662	15	such	such	PDT
37060	6662	16	a	a	DT
37060	6662	17	nasty	nasty	JJ
37060	6662	18	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	6662	19	,	,	,
37060	6662	20	which	which	WDT
37060	6662	21	in	in	IN
37060	6662	22	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6662	23	would	would	MD
37060	6662	24	seem	seem	VB
37060	6662	25	to	to	IN
37060	6662	26	ward	ward	VB
37060	6662	27	off	off	RP
37060	6662	28	any	any	DT
37060	6662	29	potential	potential	JJ
37060	6662	30	consumer	consumer	NN
37060	6662	31	.	.	.
37060	6663	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	6663	2	,	,	,
37060	6663	3	hot	hot	JJ
37060	6663	4	cereal	cereal	NN
37060	6663	5	had	have	VBD
37060	6663	6	quite	quite	PDT
37060	6663	7	a	a	DT
37060	6663	8	lengthy	lengthy	JJ
37060	6663	9	history	history	NN
37060	6663	10	between	between	IN
37060	6663	11	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	6663	12	and	and	CC
37060	6663	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6663	14	.	.	.
37060	6664	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6664	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6664	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6664	4	in	in	IN
37060	6664	5	fifth	fifth	JJ
37060	6664	6	grade	grade	NN
37060	6664	7	,	,	,
37060	6664	8	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	6664	9	was	be	VBD
37060	6664	10	to	to	TO
37060	6664	11	see	see	VB
37060	6664	12	that	that	IN
37060	6664	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6664	14	ate	eat	VBD
37060	6664	15	a	a	DT
37060	6664	16	decent	decent	JJ
37060	6664	17	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	6664	18	before	before	IN
37060	6664	19	setting	set	VBG
37060	6664	20	off	off	RP
37060	6664	21	to	to	IN
37060	6664	22	school	school	NN
37060	6664	23	,	,	,
37060	6664	24	since	since	IN
37060	6664	25	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	6664	26	had	have	VBD
37060	6664	27	once	once	RB
37060	6664	28	again	again	RB
37060	6664	29	decided	decide	VBN
37060	6664	30	to	to	TO
37060	6664	31	renew	renew	VB
37060	6664	32	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6664	33	teaching	teaching	NN
37060	6664	34	certificate	certificate	NN
37060	6664	35	and	and	CC
37060	6664	36	was	be	VBD
37060	6664	37	employed	employ	VBN
37060	6664	38	as	as	IN
37060	6664	39	a	a	DT
37060	6664	40	kindergarten	kindergarten	NN
37060	6664	41	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	6664	42	.	.	.
37060	6665	1	At	at	IN
37060	6665	2	the	the	DT
37060	6665	3	time	time	NN
37060	6665	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6665	5	fairly	fairly	RB
37060	6665	6	detested	detest	VBD
37060	6665	7	the	the	DT
37060	6665	8	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	6665	9	and	and	CC
37060	6665	10	taste	taste	NN
37060	6665	11	of	of	IN
37060	6665	12	cereal	cereal	NN
37060	6665	13	,	,	,
37060	6665	14	yet	yet	RB
37060	6665	15	managed	manage	VBD
37060	6665	16	to	to	TO
37060	6665	17	choke	choke	VB
37060	6665	18	down	down	RP
37060	6665	19	a	a	DT
37060	6665	20	moderate	moderate	JJ
37060	6665	21	amount	amount	NN
37060	6665	22	before	before	IN
37060	6665	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6665	24	taste	taste	NN
37060	6665	25	buds	bud	NNS
37060	6665	26	rebelled	rebel	VBD
37060	6665	27	,	,	,
37060	6665	28	after	after	IN
37060	6665	29	which	which	WDT
37060	6665	30	no	no	DT
37060	6665	31	promptings	prompting	NNS
37060	6665	32	,	,	,
37060	6665	33	no	no	DT
37060	6665	34	bribery	bribery	NN
37060	6665	35	,	,	,
37060	6665	36	would	would	MD
37060	6665	37	make	make	VB
37060	6665	38	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6665	39	swallow	swallow	VB
37060	6665	40	another	another	DT
37060	6665	41	spoonful	spoonful	NN
37060	6665	42	.	.	.
37060	6666	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6666	2	,	,	,
37060	6666	3	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	6666	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6666	5	was	be	VBD
37060	6666	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6666	7	duty	duty	NN
37060	6666	8	to	to	TO
37060	6666	9	inflict	inflict	VB
37060	6666	10	some	some	DT
37060	6666	11	sort	sort	NN
37060	6666	12	of	of	IN
37060	6666	13	punitive	punitive	JJ
37060	6666	14	action	action	NN
37060	6666	15	upon	upon	IN
37060	6666	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6666	17	finicky	finicky	JJ
37060	6666	18	tongue	tongue	NN
37060	6666	19	,	,	,
37060	6666	20	would	would	MD
37060	6666	21	then	then	RB
37060	6666	22	lead	lead	VB
37060	6666	23	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6666	24	into	into	IN
37060	6666	25	the	the	DT
37060	6666	26	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	6666	27	,	,	,
37060	6666	28	and	and	CC
37060	6666	29	make	make	VB
37060	6666	30	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6666	31	watch	watch	VB
37060	6666	32	as	as	IN
37060	6666	33	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6666	34	poured	pour	VBD
37060	6666	35	the	the	DT
37060	6666	36	remaining	remain	VBG
37060	6666	37	oatmeal	oatmeal	NN
37060	6666	38	into	into	IN
37060	6666	39	the	the	DT
37060	6666	40	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	6666	41	and	and	CC
37060	6666	42	flushed	flush	VBD
37060	6666	43	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6666	44	away	away	RB
37060	6666	45	.	.	.
37060	6667	1	Although	although	IN
37060	6667	2	some	some	DT
37060	6667	3	people	people	NNS
37060	6667	4	might	may	MD
37060	6667	5	have	have	VB
37060	6667	6	found	find	VBN
37060	6667	7	this	this	DT
37060	6667	8	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6667	9	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	6667	10	and	and	CC
37060	6667	11	definitely	definitely	RB
37060	6667	12	unusual	unusual	JJ
37060	6667	13	in	in	IN
37060	6667	14	nature	nature	NN
37060	6667	15	,	,	,
37060	6667	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6667	17	was	be	VBD
37060	6667	18	struck	strike	VBN
37060	6667	19	by	by	IN
37060	6667	20	intense	intense	JJ
37060	6667	21	hilarity	hilarity	NN
37060	6667	22	upon	upon	IN
37060	6667	23	viewing	view	VBG
37060	6667	24	the	the	DT
37060	6667	25	mottled	mottle	VBN
37060	6667	26	gray	gray	JJ
37060	6667	27	food	food	NN
37060	6667	28	hitting	hit	VBG
37060	6667	29	the	the	DT
37060	6667	30	water	water	NN
37060	6667	31	,	,	,
37060	6667	32	looking	look	VBG
37060	6667	33	and	and	CC
37060	6667	34	sounding	sound	VBG
37060	6667	35	like	like	IN
37060	6667	36	an	an	DT
37060	6667	37	enactment	enactment	NN
37060	6667	38	of	of	IN
37060	6667	39	the	the	DT
37060	6667	40	flu	flu	NN
37060	6667	41	season	season	NN
37060	6667	42	.	.	.
37060	6668	1	A	a	DT
37060	6668	2	few	few	JJ
37060	6668	3	years	year	NNS
37060	6668	4	later	later	RBR
37060	6668	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6668	6	retaliated	retaliate	VBD
37060	6668	7	in	in	IN
37060	6668	8	kind	kind	NN
37060	6668	9	by	by	IN
37060	6668	10	saying	say	VBG
37060	6668	11	that	that	IN
37060	6668	12	the	the	DT
37060	6668	13	cornmeal	cornmeal	JJ
37060	6668	14	mush	mush	NN
37060	6668	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6668	16	was	be	VBD
37060	6668	17	then	then	RB
37060	6668	18	eating	eat	VBG
37060	6668	19	looked	look	VBD
37060	6668	20	like	like	IN
37060	6668	21	an	an	DT
37060	6668	22	exact	exact	JJ
37060	6668	23	replica	replica	NN
37060	6668	24	of	of	IN
37060	6668	25	what	what	WP
37060	6668	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6668	27	'd	'd	MD
37060	6668	28	seen	see	VBN
37060	6668	29	about	about	IN
37060	6668	30	the	the	DT
37060	6668	31	floor	floor	NN
37060	6668	32	of	of	IN
37060	6668	33	the	the	DT
37060	6668	34	cage	cage	NN
37060	6668	35	in	in	IN
37060	6668	36	which	which	WDT
37060	6668	37	the	the	DT
37060	6668	38	bears	bear	NNS
37060	6668	39	resided	reside	VBD
37060	6668	40	at	at	IN
37060	6668	41	Brookfield	Brookfield	NNP
37060	6668	42	Zoo	Zoo	NNP
37060	6668	43	.	.	.
37060	6669	1	"	"	``
37060	6669	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6669	3	had	have	VBD
37060	6669	4	to	to	TO
37060	6669	5	say	say	VB
37060	6669	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6669	7	,	,	,
37060	6669	8	did	do	VBD
37060	6669	9	n't	not	RB
37060	6669	10	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6669	11	?	?	.
37060	6669	12	"	"	''
37060	6670	1	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6670	2	scowled	scowl	VBD
37060	6670	3	as	as	IN
37060	6670	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6670	5	looked	look	VBD
37060	6670	6	at	at	IN
37060	6670	7	the	the	DT
37060	6670	8	yellow	yellow	JJ
37060	6670	9	meal	meal	NN
37060	6670	10	still	still	RB
37060	6670	11	staring	stare	VBG
37060	6670	12	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6670	13	in	in	IN
37060	6670	14	the	the	DT
37060	6670	15	face	face	NN
37060	6670	16	.	.	.
37060	6671	1	Although	although	IN
37060	6671	2	hot	hot	JJ
37060	6671	3	cereal	cereal	NN
37060	6671	4	had	have	VBD
37060	6671	5	a	a	DT
37060	6671	6	personality	personality	NN
37060	6671	7	all	all	PDT
37060	6671	8	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6671	9	own	own	JJ
37060	6671	10	,	,	,
37060	6671	11	sporting	sport	VBG
37060	6671	12	a	a	DT
37060	6671	13	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	6671	14	different	different	JJ
37060	6671	15	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	6671	16	each	each	DT
37060	6671	17	day	day	NN
37060	6671	18	,	,	,
37060	6671	19	certain	certain	JJ
37060	6671	20	mornings	morning	NNS
37060	6671	21	,	,	,
37060	6671	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6671	23	just	just	RB
37060	6671	24	did	do	VBD
37060	6671	25	n't	not	RB
37060	6671	26	have	have	VB
37060	6671	27	the	the	DT
37060	6671	28	eye	eye	NN
37060	6671	29	appeal	appeal	NN
37060	6671	30	to	to	TO
37060	6671	31	start	start	VB
37060	6671	32	the	the	DT
37060	6671	33	taste	taste	NN
37060	6671	34	buds	bud	NNS
37060	6671	35	rolling	roll	VBG
37060	6671	36	.	.	.
37060	6672	1	Eventually	eventually	RB
37060	6672	2	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6672	3	bantering	banter	VBG
37060	6672	4	jokes	joke	NNS
37060	6672	5	collided	collide	VBD
37060	6672	6	with	with	IN
37060	6672	7	such	such	JJ
37060	6672	8	frequency	frequency	NN
37060	6672	9	that	that	WDT
37060	6672	10	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6672	11	lost	lose	VBD
37060	6672	12	all	all	DT
37060	6672	13	of	of	IN
37060	6672	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6672	15	effect	effect	NN
37060	6672	16	and	and	CC
37060	6672	17	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6672	18	would	would	MD
37060	6672	19	continue	continue	VB
37060	6672	20	eating	eat	VBG
37060	6672	21	,	,	,
37060	6672	22	undaunted	undaunte	VBN
37060	6672	23	by	by	IN
37060	6672	24	the	the	DT
37060	6672	25	grotesque	grotesque	JJ
37060	6672	26	conjurings	conjuring	NNS
37060	6672	27	which	which	WDT
37060	6672	28	were	be	VBD
37060	6672	29	sailing	sail	VBG
37060	6672	30	about	about	IN
37060	6672	31	the	the	DT
37060	6672	32	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	6672	33	.	.	.
37060	6673	1	Though	though	IN
37060	6673	2	by	by	IN
37060	6673	3	now	now	RB
37060	6673	4	a	a	DT
37060	6673	5	standard	standard	JJ
37060	6673	6	joke	joke	NN
37060	6673	7	,	,	,
37060	6673	8	oatmeal	oatmeal	NNP
37060	6673	9	suffered	suffer	VBD
37060	6673	10	no	no	DT
37060	6673	11	lack	lack	NN
37060	6673	12	of	of	IN
37060	6673	13	humor	humor	NN
37060	6673	14	;	;	:
37060	6673	15	to	to	IN
37060	6673	16	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6673	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6673	18	was	be	VBD
37060	6673	19	inherently	inherently	RB
37060	6673	20	funny	funny	JJ
37060	6673	21	.	.	.
37060	6674	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6674	2	did	do	VBD
37060	6674	3	not	not	RB
37060	6674	4	tire	tire	NN
37060	6674	5	of	of	IN
37060	6674	6	the	the	DT
37060	6674	7	commonplace	commonplace	NN
37060	6674	8	and	and	CC
37060	6674	9	routine	routine	JJ
37060	6674	10	;	;	:
37060	6674	11	where	where	WRB
37060	6674	12	there	there	EX
37060	6674	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	6674	14	love	love	NN
37060	6674	15	even	even	RB
37060	6674	16	the	the	DT
37060	6674	17	most	most	RBS
37060	6674	18	insignificant	insignificant	JJ
37060	6674	19	of	of	IN
37060	6674	20	things	thing	NNS
37060	6674	21	has	have	VBZ
37060	6674	22	a	a	DT
37060	6674	23	spark	spark	NN
37060	6674	24	.	.	.
37060	6675	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	6675	2	eaten	eat	VBN
37060	6675	3	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	6675	4	,	,	,
37060	6675	5	whether	whether	IN
37060	6675	6	hot	hot	JJ
37060	6675	7	cereal	cereal	NN
37060	6675	8	or	or	CC
37060	6675	9	an	an	DT
37060	6675	10	alternative	alternative	NN
37060	6675	11	,	,	,
37060	6675	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6675	13	would	would	MD
37060	6675	14	often	often	RB
37060	6675	15	fall	fall	VB
37060	6675	16	upon	upon	IN
37060	6675	17	the	the	DT
37060	6675	18	task	task	NN
37060	6675	19	of	of	IN
37060	6675	20	washing	wash	VBG
37060	6675	21	and	and	CC
37060	6675	22	drying	dry	VBG
37060	6675	23	the	the	DT
37060	6675	24	morning	morning	NN
37060	6675	25	dishes	dish	NNS
37060	6675	26	.	.	.
37060	6676	1	Neither	neither	DT
37060	6676	2	of	of	IN
37060	6676	3	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6676	4	minded	minded	JJ
37060	6676	5	chores	chore	NNS
37060	6676	6	.	.	.
37060	6677	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6677	2	have	have	VBP
37060	6677	3	often	often	RB
37060	6677	4	witnessed	witness	VBN
37060	6677	5	people	people	NNS
37060	6677	6	who	who	WP
37060	6677	7	so	so	RB
37060	6677	8	rebelled	rebel	VBD
37060	6677	9	against	against	IN
37060	6677	10	performing	perform	VBG
37060	6677	11	a	a	DT
37060	6677	12	simple	simple	JJ
37060	6677	13	task	task	NN
37060	6677	14	that	that	IN
37060	6677	15	in	in	IN
37060	6677	16	the	the	DT
37060	6677	17	time	time	NN
37060	6677	18	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6677	19	wasted	waste	VBD
37060	6677	20	voicing	voice	VBG
37060	6677	21	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6677	22	complaints	complaint	NNS
37060	6677	23	the	the	DT
37060	6677	24	chore	chore	NN
37060	6677	25	could	could	MD
37060	6677	26	have	have	VB
37060	6677	27	been	be	VBN
37060	6677	28	accomplished	accomplish	VBN
37060	6677	29	completely	completely	RB
37060	6677	30	.	.	.
37060	6678	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6678	2	one	one	PRP
37060	6678	3	's	's	POS
37060	6678	4	mind	mind	NN
37060	6678	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	6678	6	filled	fill	VBN
37060	6678	7	with	with	IN
37060	6678	8	happy	happy	JJ
37060	6678	9	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	6678	10	,	,	,
37060	6678	11	work	work	NN
37060	6678	12	takes	take	VBZ
37060	6678	13	on	on	RP
37060	6678	14	an	an	DT
37060	6678	15	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	6678	16	different	different	JJ
37060	6678	17	perspective	perspective	NN
37060	6678	18	,	,	,
37060	6678	19	and	and	CC
37060	6678	20	mindless	mindless	JJ
37060	6678	21	tasks	task	NNS
37060	6678	22	give	give	VBP
37060	6678	23	one	one	CD
37060	6678	24	time	time	NN
37060	6678	25	to	to	TO
37060	6678	26	think	think	VB
37060	6678	27	.	.	.
37060	6679	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6679	2	am	be	VBP
37060	6679	3	not	not	RB
37060	6679	4	attempting	attempt	VBG
37060	6679	5	to	to	TO
37060	6679	6	say	say	VB
37060	6679	7	that	that	DT
37060	6679	8	,	,	,
37060	6679	9	with	with	IN
37060	6679	10	the	the	DT
37060	6679	11	proper	proper	JJ
37060	6679	12	attitude	attitude	NN
37060	6679	13	,	,	,
37060	6679	14	work	work	NN
37060	6679	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	6679	16	always	always	RB
37060	6679	17	entertaining	entertaining	JJ
37060	6679	18	and	and	CC
37060	6679	19	fun	fun	JJ
37060	6679	20	,	,	,
37060	6679	21	yet	yet	CC
37060	6679	22	protests	protest	NNS
37060	6679	23	only	only	RB
37060	6679	24	serve	serve	VBP
37060	6679	25	to	to	TO
37060	6679	26	multiply	multiply	VB
37060	6679	27	the	the	DT
37060	6679	28	weight	weight	NN
37060	6679	29	of	of	IN
37060	6679	30	a	a	DT
37060	6679	31	potentially	potentially	RB
37060	6679	32	simple	simple	JJ
37060	6679	33	task	task	NN
37060	6679	34	.	.	.
37060	6680	1	Helping	help	VBG
37060	6680	2	with	with	IN
37060	6680	3	the	the	DT
37060	6680	4	chores	chore	NNS
37060	6680	5	at	at	IN
37060	6680	6	home	home	NN
37060	6680	7	also	also	RB
37060	6680	8	gave	give	VBD
37060	6680	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6680	10	a	a	DT
37060	6680	11	sense	sense	NN
37060	6680	12	of	of	IN
37060	6680	13	usefulness	usefulness	NN
37060	6680	14	and	and	CC
37060	6680	15	made	make	VBD
37060	6680	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6680	17	glad	glad	JJ
37060	6680	18	that	that	IN
37060	6680	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6680	20	was	be	VBD
37060	6680	21	able	able	JJ
37060	6680	22	to	to	TO
37060	6680	23	be	be	VB
37060	6680	24	productive	productive	JJ
37060	6680	25	in	in	IN
37060	6680	26	certain	certain	JJ
37060	6680	27	respects	respect	NNS
37060	6680	28	.	.	.
37060	6681	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6681	2	have	have	VBP
37060	6681	3	no	no	DT
37060	6681	4	regard	regard	NN
37060	6681	5	for	for	IN
37060	6681	6	those	those	DT
37060	6681	7	who	who	WP
37060	6681	8	will	will	MD
37060	6681	9	,	,	,
37060	6681	10	in	in	IN
37060	6681	11	the	the	DT
37060	6681	12	name	name	NN
37060	6681	13	of	of	IN
37060	6681	14	ill	ill	JJ
37060	6681	15	health	health	NN
37060	6681	16	,	,	,
37060	6681	17	sit	sit	VB
37060	6681	18	idly	idly	RB
37060	6681	19	by	by	RB
37060	6681	20	and	and	CC
37060	6681	21	observe	observe	VBP
37060	6681	22	others	other	NNS
37060	6681	23	do	do	VBP
37060	6681	24	all	all	PDT
37060	6681	25	the	the	DT
37060	6681	26	work	work	NN
37060	6681	27	,	,	,
37060	6681	28	when	when	WRB
37060	6681	29	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6681	30	in	in	IN
37060	6681	31	fact	fact	NN
37060	6681	32	are	be	VBP
37060	6681	33	yet	yet	RB
37060	6681	34	quite	quite	RB
37060	6681	35	capable	capable	JJ
37060	6681	36	of	of	IN
37060	6681	37	doing	do	VBG
37060	6681	38	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6681	39	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6681	40	.	.	.
37060	6682	1	Laziness	laziness	NN
37060	6682	2	as	as	IN
37060	6682	3	a	a	DT
37060	6682	4	result	result	NN
37060	6682	5	of	of	IN
37060	6682	6	illness	illness	NN
37060	6682	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	6682	8	in	in	IN
37060	6682	9	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6682	10	a	a	DT
37060	6682	11	severe	severe	JJ
37060	6682	12	malady	malady	NN
37060	6682	13	.	.	.
37060	6683	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6683	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6683	3	also	also	RB
37060	6683	4	an	an	DT
37060	6683	5	enormous	enormous	JJ
37060	6683	6	character	character	NN
37060	6683	7	flaw	flaw	NN
37060	6683	8	which	which	WDT
37060	6683	9	speaks	speak	VBZ
37060	6683	10	loudly	loudly	RB
37060	6683	11	of	of	IN
37060	6683	12	the	the	DT
37060	6683	13	one	one	NN
37060	6683	14	thus	thus	RB
37060	6683	15	afflicted	afflict	VBN
37060	6683	16	.	.	.
37060	6684	1	.	.	.
37060	6685	1	.	.	.
37060	6686	1	more	more	RBR
37060	6686	2	so	so	RB
37060	6686	3	,	,	,
37060	6686	4	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6686	5	,	,	,
37060	6686	6	than	than	IN
37060	6686	7	the	the	DT
37060	6686	8	person	person	NN
37060	6686	9	realizes	realize	VBZ
37060	6686	10	;	;	:
37060	6686	11	slovenliness	slovenliness	VB
37060	6686	12	wins	win	VBZ
37060	6686	13	no	no	DT
37060	6686	14	friends	friend	NNS
37060	6686	15	.	.	.
37060	6687	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6687	2	have	have	VBP
37060	6687	3	also	also	RB
37060	6687	4	discovered	discover	VBN
37060	6687	5	that	that	IN
37060	6687	6	laziness	laziness	NN
37060	6687	7	begets	beget	VBZ
37060	6687	8	more	more	JJR
37060	6687	9	laziness	laziness	NN
37060	6687	10	;	;	:
37060	6687	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6687	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	6687	13	a	a	DT
37060	6687	14	weed	weed	NN
37060	6687	15	with	with	IN
37060	6687	16	far	far	RB
37060	6687	17	reaching	reach	VBG
37060	6687	18	roots	root	NNS
37060	6687	19	that	that	WDT
37060	6687	20	thrives	thrive	VBZ
37060	6687	21	on	on	IN
37060	6687	22	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6687	23	and	and	CC
37060	6687	24	holds	hold	VBZ
37060	6687	25	one	one	CD
37060	6687	26	imprisoned	imprison	VBN
37060	6687	27	.	.	.
37060	6688	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6688	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6688	3	wise	wise	JJ
37060	6688	4	to	to	TO
37060	6688	5	guard	guard	VB
37060	6688	6	against	against	IN
37060	6688	7	this	this	DT
37060	6688	8	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	6688	9	,	,	,
37060	6688	10	lest	lest	IN
37060	6688	11	one	one	CD
37060	6688	12	be	be	VB
37060	6688	13	transformed	transform	VBN
37060	6688	14	into	into	IN
37060	6688	15	a	a	DT
37060	6688	16	useless	useless	JJ
37060	6688	17	heap	heap	NN
37060	6688	18	of	of	IN
37060	6688	19	flesh	flesh	NN
37060	6688	20	and	and	CC
37060	6688	21	blood	blood	NN
37060	6688	22	,	,	,
37060	6688	23	for	for	IN
37060	6688	24	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6688	25	seeds	seed	NNS
37060	6688	26	lurk	lurk	VBP
37060	6688	27	within	within	IN
37060	6688	28	even	even	RB
37060	6688	29	the	the	DT
37060	6688	30	most	most	RBS
37060	6688	31	industrious	industrious	JJ
37060	6688	32	of	of	IN
37060	6688	33	people	people	NNS
37060	6688	34	,	,	,
37060	6688	35	and	and	CC
37060	6688	36	cheat	cheat	VB
37060	6688	37	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6688	38	of	of	IN
37060	6688	39	life	life	NN
37060	6688	40	.	.	.
37060	6689	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	6689	2	,	,	,
37060	6689	3	whether	whether	IN
37060	6689	4	in	in	IN
37060	6689	5	unison	unison	NNP
37060	6689	6	or	or	CC
37060	6689	7	alone	alone	RB
37060	6689	8	,	,	,
37060	6689	9	the	the	DT
37060	6689	10	dishes	dish	NNS
37060	6689	11	were	be	VBD
37060	6689	12	done	do	VBN
37060	6689	13	,	,	,
37060	6689	14	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	6689	15	lessening	lessen	VBG
37060	6689	16	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	6689	17	's	's	POS
37060	6689	18	workload	workload	NN
37060	6689	19	to	to	IN
37060	6689	20	a	a	DT
37060	6689	21	degree	degree	NN
37060	6689	22	.	.	.
37060	6690	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	6690	2	's	's	POS
37060	6690	3	retirement	retirement	NN
37060	6690	4	moved	move	VBD
37060	6690	5	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6690	6	to	to	TO
37060	6690	7	exercise	exercise	VB
37060	6690	8	the	the	DT
37060	6690	9	household	household	NN
37060	6690	10	chores	chore	NNS
37060	6690	11	on	on	IN
37060	6690	12	the	the	DT
37060	6690	13	main	main	JJ
37060	6690	14	floor	floor	NN
37060	6690	15	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6690	16	although	although	IN
37060	6690	17	this	this	DT
37060	6690	18	did	do	VBD
37060	6690	19	not	not	RB
37060	6690	20	include	include	VB
37060	6690	21	the	the	DT
37060	6690	22	preparation	preparation	NN
37060	6690	23	of	of	IN
37060	6690	24	meals	meal	NNS
37060	6690	25	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6690	26	,	,	,
37060	6690	27	while	while	IN
37060	6690	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6690	29	maintained	maintain	VBD
37060	6690	30	the	the	DT
37060	6690	31	upper	upper	JJ
37060	6690	32	.	.	.
37060	6691	1	Group	group	NN
37060	6691	2	cooperation	cooperation	NN
37060	6691	3	helped	help	VBD
37060	6691	4	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	6691	5	,	,	,
37060	6691	6	even	even	RB
37060	6691	7	though	though	IN
37060	6691	8	Mom	mom	NN
37060	6691	9	could	could	MD
37060	6691	10	still	still	RB
37060	6691	11	be	be	VB
37060	6691	12	seen	see	VBN
37060	6691	13	flitting	flit	VBG
37060	6691	14	about	about	IN
37060	6691	15	the	the	DT
37060	6691	16	house	house	NN
37060	6691	17	on	on	IN
37060	6691	18	weekends	weekend	NNS
37060	6691	19	,	,	,
37060	6691	20	pushing	push	VBG
37060	6691	21	this	this	DT
37060	6691	22	and	and	CC
37060	6691	23	poking	poke	VBG
37060	6691	24	that	that	DT
37060	6691	25	;	;	:
37060	6691	26	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6691	27	activity	activity	NN
37060	6691	28	was	be	VBD
37060	6691	29	compulsive	compulsive	JJ
37060	6691	30	.	.	.
37060	6692	1	Even	even	RB
37060	6692	2	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6692	3	work	work	NN
37060	6692	4	as	as	IN
37060	6692	5	a	a	DT
37060	6692	6	teacher	teacher	NN
37060	6692	7	was	be	VBD
37060	6692	8	better	well	RBR
37060	6692	9	described	describe	VBN
37060	6692	10	as	as	IN
37060	6692	11	"	"	``
37060	6692	12	full	full	JJ
37060	6692	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	6692	14	time	time	NN
37060	6692	15	and	and	CC
37060	6692	16	a	a	DT
37060	6692	17	half	half	NN
37060	6692	18	.	.	.
37060	6692	19	"	"	''
37060	6693	1	Our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6693	2	mailman	mailman	NN
37060	6693	3	had	have	VBD
37060	6693	4	the	the	DT
37060	6693	5	accuracy	accuracy	NN
37060	6693	6	of	of	IN
37060	6693	7	a	a	DT
37060	6693	8	Swiss	swiss	JJ
37060	6693	9	watch	watch	NN
37060	6693	10	.	.	.
37060	6694	1	Each	each	DT
37060	6694	2	day	day	NN
37060	6694	3	,	,	,
37060	6694	4	whether	whether	IN
37060	6694	5	glorious	glorious	JJ
37060	6694	6	or	or	CC
37060	6694	7	gloomy	gloomy	JJ
37060	6694	8	,	,	,
37060	6694	9	the	the	DT
37060	6694	10	telltale	telltale	JJ
37060	6694	11	moan	moan	NN
37060	6694	12	of	of	IN
37060	6694	13	the	the	DT
37060	6694	14	mailbox	mailbox	NN
37060	6694	15	lid	lid	NN
37060	6694	16	would	would	MD
37060	6694	17	resound	resound	VB
37060	6694	18	at	at	IN
37060	6694	19	exactly	exactly	RB
37060	6694	20	9:30	9:30	CD
37060	6694	21	.	.	.
37060	6695	1	Then	then	RB
37060	6695	2	,	,	,
37060	6695	3	if	if	IN
37060	6695	4	one	one	PRP
37060	6695	5	was	be	VBD
37060	6695	6	quick	quick	JJ
37060	6695	7	,	,	,
37060	6695	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6695	9	could	could	MD
37060	6695	10	be	be	VB
37060	6695	11	seen	see	VBN
37060	6695	12	striding	stride	VBG
37060	6695	13	away	away	RP
37060	6695	14	at	at	IN
37060	6695	15	a	a	DT
37060	6695	16	brisk	brisk	JJ
37060	6695	17	pace	pace	NN
37060	6695	18	,	,	,
37060	6695	19	already	already	RB
37060	6695	20	two	two	CD
37060	6695	21	houses	house	NNS
37060	6695	22	up	up	RP
37060	6695	23	the	the	DT
37060	6695	24	avenue	avenue	NN
37060	6695	25	.	.	.
37060	6696	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	6696	2	developed	develop	VBN
37060	6696	3	a	a	DT
37060	6696	4	keen	keen	JJ
37060	6696	5	interest	interest	NN
37060	6696	6	in	in	IN
37060	6696	7	stocks	stock	NNS
37060	6696	8	and	and	CC
37060	6696	9	futures	future	NNS
37060	6696	10	,	,	,
37060	6696	11	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	6696	12	generally	generally	RB
37060	6696	13	received	receive	VBD
37060	6696	14	the	the	DT
37060	6696	15	majority	majority	NN
37060	6696	16	of	of	IN
37060	6696	17	the	the	DT
37060	6696	18	day	day	NN
37060	6696	19	's	's	POS
37060	6696	20	hoard	hoard	NN
37060	6696	21	,	,	,
37060	6696	22	and	and	CC
37060	6696	23	the	the	DT
37060	6696	24	brokers	broker	NNS
37060	6696	25	barraged	barrage	VBD
37060	6696	26	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6696	27	with	with	IN
37060	6696	28	a	a	DT
37060	6696	29	large	large	JJ
37060	6696	30	round	round	NN
37060	6696	31	of	of	IN
37060	6696	32	literature	literature	NN
37060	6696	33	and	and	CC
37060	6696	34	calculations	calculation	NNS
37060	6696	35	proving	prove	VBG
37060	6696	36	that	that	IN
37060	6696	37	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6696	38	firm	firm	NN
37060	6696	39	was	be	VBD
37060	6696	40	where	where	WRB
37060	6696	41	money	money	NN
37060	6696	42	could	could	MD
37060	6696	43	be	be	VB
37060	6696	44	made	make	VBN
37060	6696	45	.	.	.
37060	6697	1	Unceremoniously	unceremoniously	RB
37060	6697	2	sorting	sort	VBG
37060	6697	3	through	through	IN
37060	6697	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6697	5	various	various	JJ
37060	6697	6	letters	letter	NNS
37060	6697	7	,	,	,
37060	6697	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6697	9	then	then	RB
37060	6697	10	would	would	MD
37060	6697	11	bound	bound	VB
37060	6697	12	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	6697	13	to	to	TO
37060	6697	14	read	read	VB
37060	6697	15	the	the	DT
37060	6697	16	Wall	Wall	NNP
37060	6697	17	Street	Street	NNP
37060	6697	18	Journal	Journal	NNP
37060	6697	19	,	,	,
37060	6697	20	disappearing	disappear	VBG
37060	6697	21	,	,	,
37060	6697	22	for	for	IN
37060	6697	23	all	all	DT
37060	6697	24	practical	practical	JJ
37060	6697	25	purposes	purpose	NNS
37060	6697	26	,	,	,
37060	6697	27	at	at	IN
37060	6697	28	least	least	JJS
37060	6697	29	an	an	DT
37060	6697	30	hour	hour	NN
37060	6697	31	.	.	.
37060	6698	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6698	2	also	also	RB
37060	6698	3	looked	look	VBD
37060	6698	4	forward	forward	RB
37060	6698	5	to	to	IN
37060	6698	6	the	the	DT
37060	6698	7	coming	coming	NN
37060	6698	8	of	of	IN
37060	6698	9	the	the	DT
37060	6698	10	mail	mail	NN
37060	6698	11	,	,	,
37060	6698	12	although	although	IN
37060	6698	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6698	14	did	do	VBD
37060	6698	15	n't	not	RB
37060	6698	16	receive	receive	VB
37060	6698	17	much	much	JJ
37060	6698	18	of	of	IN
37060	6698	19	interest	interest	NN
37060	6698	20	aside	aside	RB
37060	6698	21	from	from	IN
37060	6698	22	an	an	DT
37060	6698	23	occasional	occasional	JJ
37060	6698	24	letter	letter	NN
37060	6698	25	.	.	.
37060	6699	1	The	the	DT
37060	6699	2	remainder	remainder	NN
37060	6699	3	of	of	IN
37060	6699	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6699	5	mail	mail	NN
37060	6699	6	,	,	,
37060	6699	7	like	like	IN
37060	6699	8	that	that	DT
37060	6699	9	addressed	address	VBD
37060	6699	10	to	to	IN
37060	6699	11	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6699	12	,	,	,
37060	6699	13	were	be	VBD
37060	6699	14	attempts	attempt	NNS
37060	6699	15	to	to	TO
37060	6699	16	direct	direct	VB
37060	6699	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6699	18	money	money	NN
37060	6699	19	into	into	IN
37060	6699	20	the	the	DT
37060	6699	21	hands	hand	NNS
37060	6699	22	of	of	IN
37060	6699	23	others	other	NNS
37060	6699	24	;	;	:
37060	6699	25	while	while	IN
37060	6699	26	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6699	27	letters	letter	NNS
37060	6699	28	requested	request	VBD
37060	6699	29	money	money	NN
37060	6699	30	for	for	IN
37060	6699	31	investment	investment	NN
37060	6699	32	,	,	,
37060	6699	33	mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6699	34	were	be	VBD
37060	6699	35	in	in	IN
37060	6699	36	the	the	DT
37060	6699	37	form	form	NN
37060	6699	38	of	of	IN
37060	6699	39	catalogs	catalog	NNS
37060	6699	40	and	and	CC
37060	6699	41	most	most	JJS
37060	6699	42	of	of	IN
37060	6699	43	which	which	WDT
37060	6699	44	could	could	MD
37060	6699	45	not	not	RB
37060	6699	46	be	be	VB
37060	6699	47	classified	classify	VBN
37060	6699	48	as	as	IN
37060	6699	49	an	an	DT
37060	6699	50	investment	investment	NN
37060	6699	51	,	,	,
37060	6699	52	but	but	CC
37060	6699	53	rather	rather	RB
37060	6699	54	,	,	,
37060	6699	55	an	an	DT
37060	6699	56	accumulation	accumulation	NN
37060	6699	57	of	of	IN
37060	6699	58	commodities	commodity	NNS
37060	6699	59	to	to	TO
37060	6699	60	be	be	VB
37060	6699	61	purchased	purchase	VBN
37060	6699	62	.	.	.
37060	6700	1	Junk	junk	NN
37060	6700	2	mail	mail	NN
37060	6700	3	,	,	,
37060	6700	4	however	however	RB
37060	6700	5	,	,	,
37060	6700	6	was	be	VBD
37060	6700	7	better	well	JJR
37060	6700	8	than	than	IN
37060	6700	9	none	none	NN
37060	6700	10	.	.	.
37060	6701	1	The	the	DT
37060	6701	2	noon	noon	NN
37060	6701	3	hour	hour	NN
37060	6701	4	sent	send	VBD
37060	6701	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6701	6	downstairs	downstairs	RB
37060	6701	7	again	again	RB
37060	6701	8	,	,	,
37060	6701	9	and	and	CC
37060	6701	10	the	the	DT
37060	6701	11	three	three	CD
37060	6701	12	of	of	IN
37060	6701	13	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6701	14	visited	visit	VBD
37060	6701	15	for	for	IN
37060	6701	16	a	a	DT
37060	6701	17	while	while	NN
37060	6701	18	before	before	RB
37060	6701	19	again	again	RB
37060	6701	20	pursuing	pursue	VBG
37060	6701	21	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6701	22	own	own	JJ
37060	6701	23	interests	interest	NNS
37060	6701	24	.	.	.
37060	6702	1	Afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	6702	2	would	would	MD
37060	6702	3	find	find	VB
37060	6702	4	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	6702	5	bustling	bustle	VBG
37060	6702	6	around	around	IN
37060	6702	7	the	the	DT
37060	6702	8	house	house	NN
37060	6702	9	,	,	,
37060	6702	10	fixing	fix	VBG
37060	6702	11	one	one	CD
37060	6702	12	of	of	IN
37060	6702	13	the	the	DT
37060	6702	14	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	6702	15	household	household	NN
37060	6702	16	maladies	malady	NNS
37060	6702	17	,	,	,
37060	6702	18	peering	peer	VBG
37060	6702	19	under	under	IN
37060	6702	20	the	the	DT
37060	6702	21	hood	hood	NN
37060	6702	22	of	of	IN
37060	6702	23	a	a	DT
37060	6702	24	car	car	NN
37060	6702	25	,	,	,
37060	6702	26	or	or	CC
37060	6702	27	during	during	IN
37060	6702	28	outdoor	outdoor	JJ
37060	6702	29	months	month	NNS
37060	6702	30	,	,	,
37060	6702	31	maintaining	maintain	VBG
37060	6702	32	the	the	DT
37060	6702	33	yard	yard	NN
37060	6702	34	.	.	.
37060	6703	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6703	2	could	could	MD
37060	6703	3	usually	usually	RB
37060	6703	4	be	be	VB
37060	6703	5	seen	see	VBN
37060	6703	6	dozing	doze	VBG
37060	6703	7	in	in	IN
37060	6703	8	a	a	DT
37060	6703	9	lawn	lawn	NN
37060	6703	10	chair	chair	NN
37060	6703	11	,	,	,
37060	6703	12	strategically	strategically	RB
37060	6703	13	positioned	position	VBN
37060	6703	14	for	for	IN
37060	6703	15	the	the	DT
37060	6703	16	best	good	JJS
37060	6703	17	view	view	NN
37060	6703	18	and	and	CC
37060	6703	19	the	the	DT
37060	6703	20	most	most	JJS
37060	6703	21	sunshine	sunshine	NN
37060	6703	22	.	.	.
37060	6704	1	Even	even	RB
37060	6704	2	frigid	frigid	JJ
37060	6704	3	temperatures	temperature	NNS
37060	6704	4	would	would	MD
37060	6704	5	not	not	RB
37060	6704	6	keep	keep	VB
37060	6704	7	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6704	8	indoors	indoor	NNS
37060	6704	9	if	if	IN
37060	6704	10	the	the	DT
37060	6704	11	sun	sun	NN
37060	6704	12	was	be	VBD
37060	6704	13	poking	poke	VBG
37060	6704	14	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6704	15	face	face	NN
37060	6704	16	out	out	IN
37060	6704	17	of	of	IN
37060	6704	18	the	the	DT
37060	6704	19	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	6704	20	,	,	,
37060	6704	21	for	for	IN
37060	6704	22	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6704	23	would	would	MD
37060	6704	24	don	don	VB
37060	6704	25	boots	boot	NNS
37060	6704	26	and	and	CC
37060	6704	27	a	a	DT
37060	6704	28	snowsuit	snowsuit	NN
37060	6704	29	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6704	30	or	or	CC
37060	6704	31	"	"	``
37060	6704	32	Pepto	Pepto	NNP
37060	6704	33	-	-	HYPH
37060	6704	34	Bismol	bismol	JJ
37060	6704	35	suit	suit	NN
37060	6704	36	"	"	''
37060	6704	37	in	in	IN
37060	6704	38	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6704	39	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	6704	40	,	,	,
37060	6704	41	since	since	IN
37060	6704	42	such	such	JJ
37060	6704	43	attire	attire	NN
37060	6704	44	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	6704	45	to	to	TO
37060	6704	46	bloat	bloat	VB
37060	6704	47	the	the	DT
37060	6704	48	individual	individual	NN
37060	6704	49	thus	thus	RB
37060	6704	50	clad	clothe	VBN
37060	6704	51	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6704	52	and	and	CC
37060	6704	53	,	,	,
37060	6704	54	lawn	lawn	NN
37060	6704	55	chair	chair	NN
37060	6704	56	in	in	IN
37060	6704	57	tow	tow	NN
37060	6704	58	,	,	,
37060	6704	59	trudge	trudge	NNP
37060	6704	60	faithfully	faithfully	RB
37060	6704	61	to	to	IN
37060	6704	62	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6704	63	choice	choice	NN
37060	6704	64	location	location	NN
37060	6704	65	in	in	IN
37060	6704	66	the	the	DT
37060	6704	67	snow	snow	NN
37060	6704	68	.	.	.
37060	6705	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6705	2	also	also	RB
37060	6705	3	managed	manage	VBD
37060	6705	4	to	to	TO
37060	6705	5	take	take	VB
37060	6705	6	a	a	DT
37060	6705	7	daily	daily	JJ
37060	6705	8	stroll	stroll	NN
37060	6705	9	in	in	IN
37060	6705	10	the	the	DT
37060	6705	11	woods	wood	NNS
37060	6705	12	behind	behind	IN
37060	6705	13	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6705	14	house	house	NN
37060	6705	15	.	.	.
37060	6706	1	No	no	DT
37060	6706	2	season	season	NN
37060	6706	3	would	would	MD
37060	6706	4	keep	keep	VB
37060	6706	5	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6706	6	away	away	RB
37060	6706	7	,	,	,
37060	6706	8	whether	whether	IN
37060	6706	9	the	the	DT
37060	6706	10	woodland	woodland	JJ
37060	6706	11	carpet	carpet	NN
37060	6706	12	consisted	consist	VBD
37060	6706	13	of	of	IN
37060	6706	14	spring	spring	NN
37060	6706	15	flowers	flower	NNS
37060	6706	16	or	or	CC
37060	6706	17	newly	newly	RB
37060	6706	18	shed	shed	VBN
37060	6706	19	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	6706	20	.	.	.
37060	6707	1	The	the	DT
37060	6707	2	contentment	contentment	NN
37060	6707	3	on	on	IN
37060	6707	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6707	5	face	face	NN
37060	6707	6	was	be	VBD
37060	6707	7	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	6707	8	;	;	:
37060	6707	9	the	the	DT
37060	6707	10	simple	simple	JJ
37060	6707	11	,	,	,
37060	6707	12	honest	honest	JJ
37060	6707	13	life	life	NN
37060	6707	14	yielded	yield	VBD
37060	6707	15	remarkable	remarkable	JJ
37060	6707	16	returns	return	NNS
37060	6707	17	.	.	.
37060	6708	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6708	2	spent	spend	VBD
37060	6708	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6708	4	newly	newly	RB
37060	6708	5	acquired	acquire	VBN
37060	6708	6	free	free	JJ
37060	6708	7	time	time	NN
37060	6708	8	in	in	IN
37060	6708	9	much	much	RB
37060	6708	10	the	the	DT
37060	6708	11	same	same	JJ
37060	6708	12	manner	manner	NN
37060	6708	13	as	as	IN
37060	6708	14	did	do	VBD
37060	6708	15	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	6708	16	.	.	.
37060	6709	1	Although	although	IN
37060	6709	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6709	3	never	never	RB
37060	6709	4	frequented	frequent	VBD
37060	6709	5	the	the	DT
37060	6709	6	snow	snow	NN
37060	6709	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	6709	8	covered	cover	VBN
37060	6709	9	landscape	landscape	NN
37060	6709	10	even	even	RB
37060	6709	11	in	in	IN
37060	6709	12	a	a	DT
37060	6709	13	sedentary	sedentary	JJ
37060	6709	14	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	6709	15	,	,	,
37060	6709	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6709	17	did	do	VBD
37060	6709	18	make	make	VB
37060	6709	19	the	the	DT
37060	6709	20	most	most	JJS
37060	6709	21	of	of	IN
37060	6709	22	the	the	DT
37060	6709	23	other	other	JJ
37060	6709	24	seasons	season	NNS
37060	6709	25	,	,	,
37060	6709	26	with	with	IN
37060	6709	27	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	6709	28	topping	top	VBG
37060	6709	29	the	the	DT
37060	6709	30	list	list	NN
37060	6709	31	.	.	.
37060	6710	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6710	2	loved	love	VBD
37060	6710	3	to	to	TO
37060	6710	4	watch	watch	VB
37060	6710	5	the	the	DT
37060	6710	6	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	6710	7	cascade	cascade	NN
37060	6710	8	to	to	IN
37060	6710	9	the	the	DT
37060	6710	10	ground	ground	NN
37060	6710	11	,	,	,
37060	6710	12	and	and	CC
37060	6710	13	listen	listen	VB
37060	6710	14	to	to	IN
37060	6710	15	the	the	DT
37060	6710	16	eerie	eerie	NN
37060	6710	17	rustling	rustle	VBG
37060	6710	18	of	of	IN
37060	6710	19	wind	wind	NN
37060	6710	20	through	through	IN
37060	6710	21	the	the	DT
37060	6710	22	trees	tree	NNS
37060	6710	23	.	.	.
37060	6711	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6711	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6711	3	as	as	IN
37060	6711	4	if	if	IN
37060	6711	5	the	the	DT
37060	6711	6	world	world	NN
37060	6711	7	was	be	VBD
37060	6711	8	filled	fill	VBN
37060	6711	9	with	with	IN
37060	6711	10	sound	sound	NN
37060	6711	11	,	,	,
37060	6711	12	a	a	DT
37060	6711	13	veritable	veritable	JJ
37060	6711	14	grand	grand	JJ
37060	6711	15	finale	finale	NN
37060	6711	16	before	before	IN
37060	6711	17	the	the	DT
37060	6711	18	penetrating	penetrating	NN
37060	6711	19	hush	hush	NN
37060	6711	20	of	of	IN
37060	6711	21	winter	winter	NN
37060	6711	22	.	.	.
37060	6712	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6712	2	the	the	DT
37060	6712	3	weather	weather	NN
37060	6712	4	did	do	VBD
37060	6712	5	not	not	RB
37060	6712	6	lend	lend	VB
37060	6712	7	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6712	8	to	to	IN
37060	6712	9	lounging	lounge	VBG
37060	6712	10	amongst	amongst	IN
37060	6712	11	the	the	DT
37060	6712	12	trees	tree	NNS
37060	6712	13	,	,	,
37060	6712	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6712	15	entertained	entertain	VBD
37060	6712	16	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6712	17	by	by	IN
37060	6712	18	scanning	scan	VBG
37060	6712	19	through	through	IN
37060	6712	20	photography	photography	NN
37060	6712	21	or	or	CC
37060	6712	22	nature	nature	NN
37060	6712	23	books	book	NNS
37060	6712	24	.	.	.
37060	6713	1	Having	have	VBG
37060	6713	2	parted	part	VBN
37060	6713	3	only	only	RB
37060	6713	4	recently	recently	RB
37060	6713	5	with	with	IN
37060	6713	6	the	the	DT
37060	6713	7	demanding	demand	VBG
37060	6713	8	curricular	curricular	JJ
37060	6713	9	schedule	schedule	NN
37060	6713	10	of	of	IN
37060	6713	11	college	college	NN
37060	6713	12	,	,	,
37060	6713	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6713	14	shunned	shun	VBD
37060	6713	15	literature	literature	NN
37060	6713	16	for	for	IN
37060	6713	17	a	a	DT
37060	6713	18	time	time	NN
37060	6713	19	,	,	,
37060	6713	20	electing	elect	VBG
37060	6713	21	instead	instead	RB
37060	6713	22	subjects	subject	NNS
37060	6713	23	which	which	WDT
37060	6713	24	could	could	MD
37060	6713	25	easily	easily	RB
37060	6713	26	be	be	VB
37060	6713	27	laid	lay	VBN
37060	6713	28	aside	aside	RB
37060	6713	29	without	without	IN
37060	6713	30	risking	risk	VBG
37060	6713	31	an	an	DT
37060	6713	32	interruption	interruption	NN
37060	6713	33	of	of	IN
37060	6713	34	a	a	DT
37060	6713	35	thinly	thinly	RB
37060	6713	36	-	-	HYPH
37060	6713	37	woven	weave	VBN
37060	6713	38	plot	plot	NN
37060	6713	39	.	.	.
37060	6714	1	During	during	IN
37060	6714	2	the	the	DT
37060	6714	3	hours	hour	NNS
37060	6714	4	before	before	IN
37060	6714	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6714	6	set	set	VBD
37060	6714	7	off	off	RP
37060	6714	8	to	to	TO
37060	6714	9	work	work	VB
37060	6714	10	,	,	,
37060	6714	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6714	12	always	always	RB
37060	6714	13	made	make	VBD
37060	6714	14	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6714	15	accessible	accessible	JJ
37060	6714	16	for	for	IN
37060	6714	17	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	6714	18	without	without	IN
37060	6714	19	being	be	VBG
37060	6714	20	an	an	DT
37060	6714	21	imposition	imposition	NN
37060	6714	22	on	on	IN
37060	6714	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6714	24	space	space	NN
37060	6714	25	or	or	CC
37060	6714	26	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	6714	27	.	.	.
37060	6715	1	Anything	anything	NN
37060	6715	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6715	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6715	4	doing	do	VBG
37060	6715	5	could	could	MD
37060	6715	6	be	be	VB
37060	6715	7	finished	finish	VBN
37060	6715	8	later	later	RB
37060	6715	9	if	if	IN
37060	6715	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6715	11	desired	desire	VBD
37060	6715	12	to	to	TO
37060	6715	13	talk	talk	VB
37060	6715	14	,	,	,
37060	6715	15	and	and	CC
37060	6715	16	consequently	consequently	RB
37060	6715	17	,	,	,
37060	6715	18	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6715	19	often	often	RB
37060	6715	20	sat	sit	VBD
37060	6715	21	over	over	IN
37060	6715	22	a	a	DT
37060	6715	23	cup	cup	NN
37060	6715	24	of	of	IN
37060	6715	25	tea	tea	NN
37060	6715	26	and	and	CC
37060	6715	27	pursued	pursue	VBD
37060	6715	28	various	various	JJ
37060	6715	29	topics	topic	NNS
37060	6715	30	of	of	IN
37060	6715	31	interest	interest	NN
37060	6715	32	.	.	.
37060	6716	1	The	the	DT
37060	6716	2	subject	subject	NN
37060	6716	3	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6716	4	never	never	RB
37060	6716	5	mattered	matter	VBD
37060	6716	6	,	,	,
37060	6716	7	for	for	IN
37060	6716	8	the	the	DT
37060	6716	9	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	6716	10	was	be	VBD
37060	6716	11	the	the	DT
37060	6716	12	delight	delight	NN
37060	6716	13	.	.	.
37060	6717	1	The	the	DT
37060	6717	2	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	6717	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6717	4	shared	share	VBD
37060	6717	5	was	be	VBD
37060	6717	6	unlike	unlike	IN
37060	6717	7	all	all	DT
37060	6717	8	others	other	NNS
37060	6717	9	.	.	.
37060	6718	1	Receptive	receptive	VB
37060	6718	2	to	to	IN
37060	6718	3	the	the	DT
37060	6718	4	same	same	JJ
37060	6718	5	mode	mode	NN
37060	6718	6	of	of	IN
37060	6718	7	thought	thought	NN
37060	6718	8	,	,	,
37060	6718	9	the	the	DT
37060	6718	10	flow	flow	NN
37060	6718	11	of	of	IN
37060	6718	12	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	6718	13	was	be	VBD
37060	6718	14	easy	easy	JJ
37060	6718	15	and	and	CC
37060	6718	16	unhindered	unhindered	JJ
37060	6718	17	.	.	.
37060	6719	1	Near	near	IN
37060	6719	2	3:00	3:00	CD
37060	6719	3	p.m.	p.m.	NN
37060	6720	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6720	2	would	would	MD
37060	6720	3	rise	rise	VB
37060	6720	4	from	from	IN
37060	6720	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6720	6	chair	chair	NN
37060	6720	7	with	with	IN
37060	6720	8	an	an	DT
37060	6720	9	accompanying	accompanying	NN
37060	6720	10	,	,	,
37060	6720	11	"	"	''
37060	6720	12	Well	well	UH
37060	6720	13	,	,	,
37060	6720	14	better	well	JJR
37060	6720	15	shove	shove	VB
37060	6720	16	off	off	RP
37060	6720	17	.	.	.
37060	6721	1	.	.	.
37060	6722	1	.	.	.
37060	6722	2	"	"	''
37060	6723	1	and	and	CC
37060	6723	2	grasping	grasp	VBG
37060	6723	3	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6723	4	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	6723	5	bucket	bucket	NN
37060	6723	6	,	,	,
37060	6723	7	paced	pace	VBD
37060	6723	8	out	out	RP
37060	6723	9	the	the	DT
37060	6723	10	door	door	NN
37060	6723	11	to	to	IN
37060	6723	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6723	13	car	car	NN
37060	6723	14	.	.	.
37060	6724	1	After	after	IN
37060	6724	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6724	3	had	have	VBD
37060	6724	4	gone	go	VBN
37060	6724	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6724	6	did	do	VBD
37060	6724	7	those	those	DT
37060	6724	8	things	thing	NNS
37060	6724	9	which	which	WDT
37060	6724	10	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6724	11	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	6724	12	had	have	VBD
37060	6724	13	delayed	delay	VBN
37060	6724	14	.	.	.
37060	6725	1	Chores	chore	NNS
37060	6725	2	and	and	CC
37060	6725	3	other	other	JJ
37060	6725	4	functions	function	NNS
37060	6725	5	always	always	RB
37060	6725	6	waited	wait	VBD
37060	6725	7	to	to	TO
37060	6725	8	be	be	VB
37060	6725	9	done	do	VBN
37060	6725	10	;	;	:
37060	6725	11	dust	dust	NN
37060	6725	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	6725	13	very	very	RB
37060	6725	14	patient	patient	JJ
37060	6725	15	,	,	,
37060	6725	16	and	and	CC
37060	6725	17	can	can	MD
37060	6725	18	easily	easily	RB
37060	6725	19	be	be	VB
37060	6725	20	put	put	VBN
37060	6725	21	off	off	RP
37060	6725	22	for	for	IN
37060	6725	23	an	an	DT
37060	6725	24	hour	hour	NN
37060	6725	25	or	or	CC
37060	6725	26	two	two	CD
37060	6725	27	!	!	.
37060	6726	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	6726	2	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	6726	3	's	's	POS
37060	6726	4	flurry	flurry	NN
37060	6726	5	of	of	IN
37060	6726	6	activity	activity	NN
37060	6726	7	around	around	IN
37060	6726	8	the	the	DT
37060	6726	9	yard	yard	NN
37060	6726	10	and	and	CC
37060	6726	11	home	home	NN
37060	6726	12	,	,	,
37060	6726	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6726	14	always	always	RB
37060	6726	15	found	find	VBD
37060	6726	16	time	time	NN
37060	6726	17	to	to	TO
37060	6726	18	take	take	VB
37060	6726	19	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6726	20	to	to	IN
37060	6726	21	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	6726	22	.	.	.
37060	6727	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6727	2	ate	eat	VBD
37060	6727	3	at	at	IN
37060	6727	4	restaurants	restaurant	NNS
37060	6727	5	once	once	RB
37060	6727	6	or	or	CC
37060	6727	7	twice	twice	PDT
37060	6727	8	a	a	DT
37060	6727	9	week	week	NN
37060	6727	10	,	,	,
37060	6727	11	which	which	WDT
37060	6727	12	pleased	please	VBD
37060	6727	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6727	14	to	to	IN
37060	6727	15	no	no	DT
37060	6727	16	end	end	NN
37060	6727	17	,	,	,
37060	6727	18	as	as	IN
37060	6727	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6727	20	had	have	VBD
37060	6727	21	enjoyed	enjoy	VBN
37060	6727	22	dining	dine	VBG
37060	6727	23	out	out	RP
37060	6727	24	since	since	IN
37060	6727	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6727	26	was	be	VBD
37060	6727	27	quite	quite	RB
37060	6727	28	young	young	JJ
37060	6727	29	.	.	.
37060	6728	1	Even	even	RB
37060	6728	2	though	though	IN
37060	6728	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6728	4	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	6728	5	and	and	CC
37060	6728	6	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	6728	7	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	6728	8	tolerated	tolerate	VBD
37060	6728	9	each	each	DT
37060	6728	10	other	other	JJ
37060	6728	11	,	,	,
37060	6728	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6728	13	was	be	VBD
37060	6728	14	worth	worth	JJ
37060	6728	15	the	the	DT
37060	6728	16	effort	effort	NN
37060	6728	17	.	.	.
37060	6729	1	The	the	DT
37060	6729	2	food	food	NN
37060	6729	3	,	,	,
37060	6729	4	at	at	IN
37060	6729	5	any	any	DT
37060	6729	6	rate	rate	NN
37060	6729	7	,	,	,
37060	6729	8	tasted	taste	VBD
37060	6729	9	good	good	JJ
37060	6729	10	on	on	IN
37060	6729	11	the	the	DT
37060	6729	12	way	way	NN
37060	6729	13	down	down	RB
37060	6729	14	.	.	.
37060	6730	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	6730	2	returned	return	VBD
37060	6730	3	home	home	RB
37060	6730	4	from	from	IN
37060	6730	5	work	work	NN
37060	6730	6	usually	usually	RB
37060	6730	7	between	between	IN
37060	6730	8	4:00	4:00	CD
37060	6730	9	and	and	CC
37060	6730	10	4:30	4:30	CD
37060	6730	11	,	,	,
37060	6730	12	although	although	IN
37060	6730	13	5:00	5:00	CD
37060	6730	14	p.m.	p.m.	NN
37060	6730	15	stints	stint	NNS
37060	6730	16	became	become	VBD
37060	6730	17	increasingly	increasingly	RB
37060	6730	18	familiar	familiar	JJ
37060	6730	19	as	as	IN
37060	6730	20	the	the	DT
37060	6730	21	years	year	NNS
37060	6730	22	passed	pass	VBD
37060	6730	23	.	.	.
37060	6731	1	The	the	DT
37060	6731	2	age	age	NN
37060	6731	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	6731	4	old	old	JJ
37060	6731	5	thought	thought	NN
37060	6731	6	that	that	IN
37060	6731	7	one	one	PRP
37060	6731	8	's	's	POS
37060	6731	9	work	work	NN
37060	6731	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	6731	11	easier	easy	JJR
37060	6731	12	as	as	IN
37060	6731	13	the	the	DT
37060	6731	14	years	year	NNS
37060	6731	15	unfold	unfold	JJ
37060	6731	16	did	do	VBD
37060	6731	17	not	not	RB
37060	6731	18	seem	seem	VB
37060	6731	19	to	to	TO
37060	6731	20	hold	hold	VB
37060	6731	21	any	any	DT
37060	6731	22	truth	truth	NN
37060	6731	23	with	with	IN
37060	6731	24	respect	respect	NN
37060	6731	25	to	to	IN
37060	6731	26	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	6731	27	's	's	POS
37060	6731	28	career	career	NN
37060	6731	29	.	.	.
37060	6732	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6732	2	day	day	NN
37060	6732	3	never	never	RB
37060	6732	4	came	come	VBD
37060	6732	5	to	to	IN
37060	6732	6	an	an	DT
37060	6732	7	end	end	NN
37060	6732	8	,	,	,
37060	6732	9	even	even	RB
37060	6732	10	after	after	IN
37060	6732	11	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6732	12	dismissed	dismiss	VBD
37060	6732	13	the	the	DT
37060	6732	14	classroom	classroom	NN
37060	6732	15	.	.	.
37060	6733	1	Armed	armed	JJ
37060	6733	2	with	with	IN
37060	6733	3	at	at	RB
37060	6733	4	least	least	RBS
37060	6733	5	one	one	CD
37060	6733	6	tote	tote	NN
37060	6733	7	bag	bag	NN
37060	6733	8	,	,	,
37060	6733	9	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6733	10	would	would	MD
37060	6733	11	continue	continue	VB
37060	6733	12	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6733	13	work	work	NN
37060	6733	14	after	after	IN
37060	6733	15	supper	supper	NN
37060	6733	16	and	and	CC
37060	6733	17	into	into	IN
37060	6733	18	the	the	DT
37060	6733	19	evening	evening	NN
37060	6733	20	,	,	,
37060	6733	21	often	often	RB
37060	6733	22	falling	fall	VBG
37060	6733	23	asleep	asleep	JJ
37060	6733	24	to	to	TO
37060	6733	25	attest	attest	VB
37060	6733	26	to	to	IN
37060	6733	27	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6733	28	fatigue	fatigue	NN
37060	6733	29	.	.	.
37060	6734	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6734	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6734	3	the	the	DT
37060	6734	4	only	only	JJ
37060	6734	5	person	person	NN
37060	6734	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6734	7	knew	know	VBD
37060	6734	8	who	who	WP
37060	6734	9	could	could	MD
37060	6734	10	fall	fall	VB
37060	6734	11	asleep	asleep	JJ
37060	6734	12	and	and	CC
37060	6734	13	continue	continue	VB
37060	6734	14	writing	write	VBG
37060	6734	15	a	a	DT
37060	6734	16	sentence	sentence	NN
37060	6734	17	,	,	,
37060	6734	18	although	although	IN
37060	6734	19	admittedly	admittedly	RB
37060	6734	20	the	the	DT
37060	6734	21	content	content	NN
37060	6734	22	of	of	IN
37060	6734	23	a	a	DT
37060	6734	24	sentence	sentence	NN
37060	6734	25	produced	produce	VBN
37060	6734	26	through	through	IN
37060	6734	27	these	these	DT
37060	6734	28	means	mean	NNS
37060	6734	29	lacked	lack	VBD
37060	6734	30	all	all	DT
37060	6734	31	human	human	JJ
37060	6734	32	sensibility	sensibility	NN
37060	6734	33	and	and	CC
37060	6734	34	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6734	35	would	would	MD
37060	6734	36	be	be	VB
37060	6734	37	obliged	oblige	VBN
37060	6734	38	to	to	TO
37060	6734	39	begin	begin	VB
37060	6734	40	anew	anew	RB
37060	6734	41	.	.	.
37060	6735	1	Depending	depend	VBG
37060	6735	2	largely	largely	RB
37060	6735	3	on	on	IN
37060	6735	4	the	the	DT
37060	6735	5	state	state	NN
37060	6735	6	of	of	IN
37060	6735	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6735	8	health	health	NN
37060	6735	9	,	,	,
37060	6735	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6735	11	would	would	MD
37060	6735	12	help	help	VB
37060	6735	13	with	with	IN
37060	6735	14	the	the	DT
37060	6735	15	preparation	preparation	NN
37060	6735	16	of	of	IN
37060	6735	17	supper	supper	NN
37060	6735	18	in	in	IN
37060	6735	19	varying	vary	VBG
37060	6735	20	degrees	degree	NNS
37060	6735	21	,	,	,
37060	6735	22	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	6735	23	fixing	fix	VBG
37060	6735	24	a	a	DT
37060	6735	25	large	large	JJ
37060	6735	26	portion	portion	NN
37060	6735	27	of	of	IN
37060	6735	28	the	the	DT
37060	6735	29	meal	meal	NN
37060	6735	30	and	and	CC
37060	6735	31	other	other	JJ
37060	6735	32	times	time	NNS
37060	6735	33	doing	do	VBG
37060	6735	34	little	little	JJ
37060	6735	35	more	more	RBR
37060	6735	36	than	than	IN
37060	6735	37	setting	set	VBG
37060	6735	38	the	the	DT
37060	6735	39	table	table	NN
37060	6735	40	or	or	CC
37060	6735	41	peeling	peel	VBG
37060	6735	42	vegetables	vegetable	NNS
37060	6735	43	for	for	IN
37060	6735	44	the	the	DT
37060	6735	45	salad	salad	NN
37060	6735	46	.	.	.
37060	6736	1	Apart	apart	RB
37060	6736	2	from	from	IN
37060	6736	3	helping	help	VBG
37060	6736	4	Mom	mom	NN
37060	6736	5	,	,	,
37060	6736	6	meal	meal	NN
37060	6736	7	preparation	preparation	NN
37060	6736	8	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	6736	9	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6736	10	to	to	TO
37060	6736	11	catch	catch	VB
37060	6736	12	up	up	RP
37060	6736	13	on	on	IN
37060	6736	14	the	the	DT
37060	6736	15	day	day	NN
37060	6736	16	's	's	POS
37060	6736	17	events	event	NNS
37060	6736	18	,	,	,
37060	6736	19	ranging	range	VBG
37060	6736	20	from	from	IN
37060	6736	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6736	22	occasional	occasional	JJ
37060	6736	23	outings	outing	NNS
37060	6736	24	to	to	IN
37060	6736	25	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	6736	26	's	's	POS
37060	6736	27	cantankerous	cantankerous	JJ
37060	6736	28	and	and	CC
37060	6736	29	incorrigible	incorrigible	JJ
37060	6736	30	youth	youth	NN
37060	6736	31	,	,	,
37060	6736	32	of	of	IN
37060	6736	33	which	which	WDT
37060	6736	34	there	there	EX
37060	6736	35	was	be	VBD
37060	6736	36	always	always	RB
37060	6736	37	at	at	RB
37060	6736	38	least	least	RBS
37060	6736	39	one	one	CD
37060	6736	40	per	per	IN
37060	6736	41	class	class	NN
37060	6736	42	.	.	.
37060	6737	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6737	2	the	the	DT
37060	6737	3	dishes	dish	NNS
37060	6737	4	once	once	RB
37060	6737	5	again	again	RB
37060	6737	6	found	find	VBD
37060	6737	7	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6737	8	way	way	NN
37060	6737	9	into	into	IN
37060	6737	10	the	the	DT
37060	6737	11	cupboards	cupboard	NNS
37060	6737	12	,	,	,
37060	6737	13	the	the	DT
37060	6737	14	day	day	NN
37060	6737	15	had	have	VBD
37060	6737	16	slowed	slow	VBN
37060	6737	17	to	to	IN
37060	6737	18	a	a	DT
37060	6737	19	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	6737	20	pace	pace	NN
37060	6737	21	.	.	.
37060	6738	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	6738	2	would	would	MD
37060	6738	3	prop	prop	VB
37060	6738	4	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6738	5	up	up	RP
37060	6738	6	in	in	IN
37060	6738	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6738	8	recliner	recliner	NN
37060	6738	9	behind	behind	IN
37060	6738	10	a	a	DT
37060	6738	11	wall	wall	NN
37060	6738	12	of	of	IN
37060	6738	13	newspaper	newspaper	NN
37060	6738	14	and	and	CC
37060	6738	15	give	give	VB
37060	6738	16	an	an	DT
37060	6738	17	onlooker	onlooker	NN
37060	6738	18	the	the	DT
37060	6738	19	impression	impression	NN
37060	6738	20	that	that	IN
37060	6738	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6738	22	was	be	VBD
37060	6738	23	avidly	avidly	RB
37060	6738	24	perusing	peruse	VBG
37060	6738	25	the	the	DT
37060	6738	26	articles	article	NNS
37060	6738	27	.	.	.
37060	6739	1	Only	only	RB
37060	6739	2	a	a	DT
37060	6739	3	steady	steady	JJ
37060	6739	4	puffing	puffing	NN
37060	6739	5	or	or	CC
37060	6739	6	an	an	DT
37060	6739	7	occasional	occasional	JJ
37060	6739	8	snort	snort	NN
37060	6739	9	would	would	MD
37060	6739	10	indicate	indicate	VB
37060	6739	11	that	that	IN
37060	6739	12	the	the	DT
37060	6739	13	downcast	downcast	NN
37060	6739	14	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	6739	15	saw	see	VBD
37060	6739	16	no	no	DT
37060	6739	17	more	more	JJR
37060	6739	18	words	word	NNS
37060	6739	19	on	on	IN
37060	6739	20	that	that	DT
37060	6739	21	page	page	NN
37060	6739	22	than	than	IN
37060	6739	23	would	would	MD
37060	6739	24	the	the	DT
37060	6739	25	gaze	gaze	NN
37060	6739	26	of	of	IN
37060	6739	27	a	a	DT
37060	6739	28	blind	blind	JJ
37060	6739	29	man	man	NN
37060	6739	30	.	.	.
37060	6740	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	6740	2	remained	remain	VBD
37060	6740	3	awake	awake	JJ
37060	6740	4	as	as	RB
37060	6740	5	long	long	RB
37060	6740	6	as	as	IN
37060	6740	7	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6740	8	puttered	putter	VBD
37060	6740	9	about	about	IN
37060	6740	10	the	the	DT
37060	6740	11	house	house	NN
37060	6740	12	,	,	,
37060	6740	13	but	but	CC
37060	6740	14	once	once	RB
37060	6740	15	seated	seat	VBN
37060	6740	16	,	,	,
37060	6740	17	soon	soon	RB
37060	6740	18	acquired	acquire	VBD
37060	6740	19	the	the	DT
37060	6740	20	visage	visage	NN
37060	6740	21	of	of	IN
37060	6740	22	a	a	DT
37060	6740	23	woman	woman	NN
37060	6740	24	drugged	drug	VBN
37060	6740	25	,	,	,
37060	6740	26	weighted	weight	VBD
37060	6740	27	eyelids	eyelid	NNS
37060	6740	28	transforming	transform	VBG
37060	6740	29	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6740	30	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	6740	31	to	to	IN
37060	6740	32	slits	slit	NNS
37060	6740	33	.	.	.
37060	6741	1	At	at	IN
37060	6741	2	this	this	DT
37060	6741	3	point	point	NN
37060	6741	4	,	,	,
37060	6741	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6741	6	could	could	MD
37060	6741	7	leave	leave	VB
37060	6741	8	the	the	DT
37060	6741	9	room	room	NN
37060	6741	10	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	6741	11	unnoticed	unnoticed	JJ
37060	6741	12	.	.	.
37060	6742	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6742	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6742	3	grand	grand	JJ
37060	6742	4	that	that	IN
37060	6742	5	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6742	6	found	find	VBD
37060	6742	7	each	each	DT
37060	6742	8	other	other	JJ
37060	6742	9	so	so	RB
37060	6742	10	relaxing	relaxing	JJ
37060	6742	11	.	.	.
37060	6743	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6743	2	the	the	DT
37060	6743	3	moral	moral	NN
37060	6743	4	of	of	IN
37060	6743	5	this	this	DT
37060	6743	6	paragraph	paragraph	NN
37060	6743	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	6743	8	that	that	IN
37060	6743	9	no	no	DT
37060	6743	10	one	one	NN
37060	6743	11	falls	fall	VBZ
37060	6743	12	asleep	asleep	JJ
37060	6743	13	in	in	IN
37060	6743	14	the	the	DT
37060	6743	15	presence	presence	NN
37060	6743	16	of	of	IN
37060	6743	17	someone	someone	NN
37060	6743	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6743	19	does	do	VBZ
37060	6743	20	not	not	RB
37060	6743	21	trust	trust	VB
37060	6743	22	.	.	.
37060	6744	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6744	2	parents	parent	NNS
37060	6744	3	probably	probably	RB
37060	6744	4	considered	consider	VBD
37060	6744	5	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6744	6	had	have	VBD
37060	6744	7	struggled	struggle	VBN
37060	6744	8	enough	enough	RB
37060	6744	9	to	to	TO
37060	6744	10	remain	remain	VB
37060	6744	11	awake	awake	JJ
37060	6744	12	,	,	,
37060	6744	13	and	and	CC
37060	6744	14	by	by	IN
37060	6744	15	10:30	10:30	CD
37060	6744	16	settled	settle	VBN
37060	6744	17	into	into	IN
37060	6744	18	bed	bed	NN
37060	6744	19	;	;	:
37060	6744	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6744	21	did	do	VBD
37060	6744	22	not	not	RB
37060	6744	23	do	do	VB
37060	6744	24	likewise	likewise	RB
37060	6744	25	until	until	IN
37060	6744	26	after	after	IN
37060	6744	27	midnight	midnight	NN
37060	6744	28	.	.	.
37060	6745	1	Often	often	RB
37060	6745	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6745	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6745	4	still	still	RB
37060	6745	5	rustling	rustle	VBG
37060	6745	6	about	about	IN
37060	6745	7	when	when	WRB
37060	6745	8	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6745	9	returned	return	VBD
37060	6745	10	home	home	RB
37060	6745	11	,	,	,
37060	6745	12	and	and	CC
37060	6745	13	stationing	station	VBG
37060	6745	14	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6745	15	on	on	IN
37060	6745	16	a	a	DT
37060	6745	17	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	6745	18	chair	chair	NN
37060	6745	19	,	,	,
37060	6745	20	would	would	MD
37060	6745	21	oversee	oversee	VB
37060	6745	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6745	23	hasty	hasty	JJ
37060	6745	24	reheating	reheating	NN
37060	6745	25	of	of	IN
37060	6745	26	the	the	DT
37060	6745	27	evening	evening	NN
37060	6745	28	fare	fare	NN
37060	6745	29	.	.	.
37060	6746	1	Observing	observe	VBG
37060	6746	2	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6746	3	eat	eat	NN
37060	6746	4	was	be	VBD
37060	6746	5	no	no	DT
37060	6746	6	lengthy	lengthy	JJ
37060	6746	7	ordeal	ordeal	NN
37060	6746	8	,	,	,
37060	6746	9	for	for	IN
37060	6746	10	an	an	DT
37060	6746	11	entire	entire	JJ
37060	6746	12	plate	plate	NN
37060	6746	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	6746	14	full	full	JJ
37060	6746	15	of	of	IN
37060	6746	16	food	food	NN
37060	6746	17	could	could	MD
37060	6746	18	vanish	vanish	VB
37060	6746	19	in	in	IN
37060	6746	20	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	6746	21	.	.	.
37060	6747	1	A	a	DT
37060	6747	2	food	food	NN
37060	6747	3	's	's	POS
37060	6747	4	aesthetic	aesthetic	JJ
37060	6747	5	appeal	appeal	NN
37060	6747	6	held	hold	VBD
37060	6747	7	little	little	JJ
37060	6747	8	importance	importance	NN
37060	6747	9	as	as	RB
37060	6747	10	long	long	RB
37060	6747	11	as	as	IN
37060	6747	12	the	the	DT
37060	6747	13	flavor	flavor	NN
37060	6747	14	was	be	VBD
37060	6747	15	agreeable	agreeable	JJ
37060	6747	16	.	.	.
37060	6748	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	6748	2	the	the	DT
37060	6748	3	fact	fact	NN
37060	6748	4	that	that	IN
37060	6748	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6748	6	had	have	VBD
37060	6748	7	no	no	DT
37060	6748	8	school	school	NN
37060	6748	9	or	or	CC
37060	6748	10	work	work	NN
37060	6748	11	to	to	TO
37060	6748	12	punctuate	punctuate	VB
37060	6748	13	weekends	weekend	NNS
37060	6748	14	,	,	,
37060	6748	15	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6748	16	remained	remain	VBD
37060	6748	17	quite	quite	RB
37060	6748	18	different	different	JJ
37060	6748	19	from	from	IN
37060	6748	20	the	the	DT
37060	6748	21	rest	rest	NN
37060	6748	22	of	of	IN
37060	6748	23	the	the	DT
37060	6748	24	week	week	NN
37060	6748	25	if	if	IN
37060	6748	26	only	only	RB
37060	6748	27	because	because	IN
37060	6748	28	both	both	CC
37060	6748	29	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	6748	30	and	and	CC
37060	6748	31	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	6748	32	were	be	VBD
37060	6748	33	home	home	RB
37060	6748	34	all	all	DT
37060	6748	35	day	day	NN
37060	6748	36	.	.	.
37060	6749	1	Saturday	Saturday	NNP
37060	6749	2	and	and	CC
37060	6749	3	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	6749	4	were	be	VBD
37060	6749	5	the	the	DT
37060	6749	6	only	only	JJ
37060	6749	7	days	day	NNS
37060	6749	8	when	when	WRB
37060	6749	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6749	10	saw	see	VBD
37060	6749	11	each	each	DT
37060	6749	12	other	other	JJ
37060	6749	13	since	since	IN
37060	6749	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6749	15	work	work	NN
37060	6749	16	schedules	schedule	NNS
37060	6749	17	did	do	VBD
37060	6749	18	not	not	RB
37060	6749	19	coincide	coincide	VB
37060	6749	20	,	,	,
37060	6749	21	and	and	CC
37060	6749	22	would	would	MD
37060	6749	23	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	6749	24	catch	catch	VB
37060	6749	25	up	up	RP
37060	6749	26	on	on	IN
37060	6749	27	the	the	DT
37060	6749	28	latest	late	JJS
37060	6749	29	tidbits	tidbit	NNS
37060	6749	30	of	of	IN
37060	6749	31	information	information	NN
37060	6749	32	while	while	IN
37060	6749	33	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	6749	34	did	do	VBD
37060	6749	35	the	the	DT
37060	6749	36	laundry	laundry	NN
37060	6749	37	.	.	.
37060	6750	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	6750	2	could	could	MD
37060	6750	3	n't	not	RB
37060	6750	4	just	just	RB
37060	6750	5	sit	sit	VB
37060	6750	6	and	and	CC
37060	6750	7	talk	talk	VB
37060	6750	8	;	;	:
37060	6750	9	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6750	10	had	have	VBD
37060	6750	11	to	to	TO
37060	6750	12	be	be	VB
37060	6750	13	mending	mend	VBG
37060	6750	14	a	a	DT
37060	6750	15	sock	sock	NN
37060	6750	16	,	,	,
37060	6750	17	or	or	CC
37060	6750	18	sorting	sort	VBG
37060	6750	19	clothes	clothe	NNS
37060	6750	20	or	or	CC
37060	6750	21	folding	fold	VBG
37060	6750	22	towels	towel	NNS
37060	6750	23	.	.	.
37060	6751	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6751	2	industriousness	industriousness	NN
37060	6751	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6751	4	not	not	RB
37060	6751	5	an	an	DT
37060	6751	6	exaggerated	exaggerated	JJ
37060	6751	7	view	view	NN
37060	6751	8	of	of	IN
37060	6751	9	the	the	DT
37060	6751	10	work	work	NN
37060	6751	11	ethic	ethic	NN
37060	6751	12	driven	drive	VBN
37060	6751	13	into	into	IN
37060	6751	14	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6751	15	as	as	IN
37060	6751	16	a	a	DT
37060	6751	17	child	child	NN
37060	6751	18	.	.	.
37060	6752	1	.	.	.
37060	6753	1	.	.	.
37060	6754	1	merely	merely	RB
37060	6754	2	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6754	3	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	6754	4	energy	energy	NN
37060	6754	5	seeking	seek	VBG
37060	6754	6	an	an	DT
37060	6754	7	outlet	outlet	NN
37060	6754	8	.	.	.
37060	6755	1	Invariably	invariably	RB
37060	6755	2	weekends	weekend	NNS
37060	6755	3	would	would	MD
37060	6755	4	bring	bring	VB
37060	6755	5	at	at	RB
37060	6755	6	least	least	RBS
37060	6755	7	one	one	CD
37060	6755	8	outing	outing	NN
37060	6755	9	for	for	IN
37060	6755	10	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6755	11	and	and	CC
37060	6755	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6755	13	,	,	,
37060	6755	14	whether	whether	IN
37060	6755	15	this	this	DT
37060	6755	16	consisted	consist	VBD
37060	6755	17	of	of	IN
37060	6755	18	a	a	DT
37060	6755	19	motorcycle	motorcycle	NN
37060	6755	20	ride	ride	NN
37060	6755	21	,	,	,
37060	6755	22	a	a	DT
37060	6755	23	drive	drive	NN
37060	6755	24	in	in	IN
37060	6755	25	the	the	DT
37060	6755	26	car	car	NN
37060	6755	27	,	,	,
37060	6755	28	a	a	DT
37060	6755	29	walk	walk	NN
37060	6755	30	,	,	,
37060	6755	31	or	or	CC
37060	6755	32	a	a	DT
37060	6755	33	combination	combination	NN
37060	6755	34	of	of	IN
37060	6755	35	many	many	JJ
37060	6755	36	alternatives	alternative	NNS
37060	6755	37	;	;	:
37060	6755	38	a	a	DT
37060	6755	39	picnic	picnic	NN
37060	6755	40	was	be	VBD
37060	6755	41	almost	almost	RB
37060	6755	42	always	always	RB
37060	6755	43	on	on	IN
37060	6755	44	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6755	45	agenda	agenda	NN
37060	6755	46	.	.	.
37060	6756	1	With	with	IN
37060	6756	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6756	3	decreasing	decrease	VBG
37060	6756	4	tolerance	tolerance	NN
37060	6756	5	for	for	IN
37060	6756	6	heat	heat	NN
37060	6756	7	,	,	,
37060	6756	8	fall	fall	VB
37060	6756	9	was	be	VBD
37060	6756	10	especially	especially	RB
37060	6756	11	wonderful	wonderful	JJ
37060	6756	12	.	.	.
37060	6757	1	The	the	DT
37060	6757	2	air	air	NN
37060	6757	3	once	once	RB
37060	6757	4	again	again	RB
37060	6757	5	attained	attain	VBD
37060	6757	6	a	a	DT
37060	6757	7	seasonal	seasonal	JJ
37060	6757	8	crispness	crispness	NN
37060	6757	9	which	which	WDT
37060	6757	10	beckoned	beckon	VBD
37060	6757	11	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6757	12	to	to	TO
37060	6757	13	bask	bask	VB
37060	6757	14	in	in	IN
37060	6757	15	the	the	DT
37060	6757	16	sun	sun	NN
37060	6757	17	or	or	CC
37060	6757	18	amble	amble	VB
37060	6757	19	amongst	amongst	IN
37060	6757	20	the	the	DT
37060	6757	21	woodland	woodland	NN
37060	6757	22	's	's	POS
37060	6757	23	profusion	profusion	NN
37060	6757	24	of	of	IN
37060	6757	25	color	color	NN
37060	6757	26	.	.	.
37060	6758	1	A	a	DT
37060	6758	2	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	6758	3	of	of	IN
37060	6758	4	serenity	serenity	NN
37060	6758	5	pervaded	pervade	VBD
37060	6758	6	the	the	DT
37060	6758	7	entire	entire	JJ
37060	6758	8	landscape	landscape	NN
37060	6758	9	,	,	,
37060	6758	10	a	a	DT
37060	6758	11	scene	scene	NN
37060	6758	12	transformed	transform	VBN
37060	6758	13	after	after	IN
37060	6758	14	the	the	DT
37060	6758	15	chaotic	chaotic	JJ
37060	6758	16	months	month	NNS
37060	6758	17	of	of	IN
37060	6758	18	summer	summer	NN
37060	6758	19	.	.	.
37060	6759	1	No	no	DT
37060	6759	2	children	child	NNS
37060	6759	3	's	's	POS
37060	6759	4	cries	cry	NNS
37060	6759	5	pierced	pierce	VBD
37060	6759	6	the	the	DT
37060	6759	7	tranquility	tranquility	NN
37060	6759	8	.	.	.
37060	6760	1	.	.	.
37060	6761	1	.	.	.
37060	6762	1	no	no	DT
37060	6762	2	dirt	dirt	NN
37060	6762	3	bikes	bike	NNS
37060	6762	4	invaded	invade	VBD
37060	6762	5	one	one	CD
37060	6762	6	's	's	POS
37060	6762	7	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	6762	8	.	.	.
37060	6763	1	Toting	tote	VBG
37060	6763	2	KFC	KFC	NNP
37060	6763	3	and	and	CC
37060	6763	4	a	a	DT
37060	6763	5	six	six	CD
37060	6763	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	6763	7	pack	pack	NN
37060	6763	8	of	of	IN
37060	6763	9	beer	beer	NN
37060	6763	10	,	,	,
37060	6763	11	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6763	12	would	would	MD
37060	6763	13	situate	situate	VB
37060	6763	14	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6763	15	alongside	alongside	RB
37060	6763	16	of	of	IN
37060	6763	17	the	the	DT
37060	6763	18	Mississippi	Mississippi	NNP
37060	6763	19	or	or	CC
37060	6763	20	travel	travel	VB
37060	6763	21	to	to	IN
37060	6763	22	a	a	DT
37060	6763	23	park	park	NN
37060	6763	24	and	and	CC
37060	6763	25	eat	eat	VB
37060	6763	26	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	6763	27	the	the	DT
37060	6763	28	trees	tree	NNS
37060	6763	29	.	.	.
37060	6764	1	Lingering	linger	VBG
37060	6764	2	for	for	IN
37060	6764	3	hours	hour	NNS
37060	6764	4	in	in	IN
37060	6764	5	the	the	DT
37060	6764	6	cool	cool	JJ
37060	6764	7	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	6764	8	of	of	IN
37060	6764	9	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	6764	10	and	and	CC
37060	6764	11	then	then	RB
37060	6764	12	,	,	,
37060	6764	13	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6764	14	,	,	,
37060	6764	15	hiking	hike	VBG
37060	6764	16	on	on	IN
37060	6764	17	a	a	DT
37060	6764	18	trail	trail	NN
37060	6764	19	or	or	CC
37060	6764	20	country	country	NN
37060	6764	21	road	road	NN
37060	6764	22	for	for	IN
37060	6764	23	a	a	DT
37060	6764	24	stretch	stretch	NN
37060	6764	25	,	,	,
37060	6764	26	was	be	VBD
37060	6764	27	leisure	leisure	NN
37060	6764	28	at	at	IN
37060	6764	29	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6764	30	best	good	JJS
37060	6764	31	,	,	,
37060	6764	32	and	and	CC
37060	6764	33	life	life	NN
37060	6764	34	was	be	VBD
37060	6764	35	most	most	RBS
37060	6764	36	worthwhile	worthwhile	JJ
37060	6764	37	.	.	.
37060	6765	1	These	these	DT
37060	6765	2	were	be	VBD
37060	6765	3	the	the	DT
37060	6765	4	days	day	NNS
37060	6765	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6765	6	loved	love	VBD
37060	6765	7	,	,	,
37060	6765	8	yet	yet	CC
37060	6765	9	of	of	IN
37060	6765	10	more	more	JJR
37060	6765	11	importance	importance	NN
37060	6765	12	than	than	IN
37060	6765	13	the	the	DT
37060	6765	14	day	day	NN
37060	6765	15	was	be	VBD
37060	6765	16	the	the	DT
37060	6765	17	person	person	NN
37060	6765	18	with	with	IN
37060	6765	19	whom	whom	WP
37060	6765	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6765	21	shared	share	VBD
37060	6765	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6765	23	,	,	,
37060	6765	24	for	for	IN
37060	6765	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6765	26	is	be	VBZ
37060	6765	27	not	not	RB
37060	6765	28	the	the	DT
37060	6765	29	experience	experience	NN
37060	6765	30	but	but	CC
37060	6765	31	rather	rather	RB
37060	6765	32	the	the	DT
37060	6765	33	presence	presence	NN
37060	6765	34	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6765	35	or	or	CC
37060	6765	36	absence	absence	VB
37060	6765	37	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6765	38	of	of	IN
37060	6765	39	an	an	DT
37060	6765	40	individual	individual	NN
37060	6765	41	that	that	WDT
37060	6765	42	truly	truly	RB
37060	6765	43	raises	raise	VBZ
37060	6765	44	life	life	NN
37060	6765	45	's	's	POS
37060	6765	46	moments	moment	NNS
37060	6765	47	above	above	IN
37060	6765	48	the	the	DT
37060	6765	49	mundane	mundane	NN
37060	6765	50	.	.	.
37060	6766	1	Never	never	RB
37060	6766	2	had	have	VBD
37060	6766	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6766	4	encountered	encounter	VBN
37060	6766	5	such	such	JJ
37060	6766	6	utter	utter	JJ
37060	6766	7	compatibility	compatibility	NN
37060	6766	8	;	;	:
37060	6766	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6766	10	thought	think	VBD
37060	6766	11	in	in	IN
37060	6766	12	the	the	DT
37060	6766	13	same	same	JJ
37060	6766	14	way	way	NN
37060	6766	15	.	.	.
37060	6767	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6767	2	often	often	RB
37060	6767	3	said	say	VBD
37060	6767	4	,	,	,
37060	6767	5	"	"	``
37060	6767	6	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6767	7	might	may	MD
37060	6767	8	as	as	RB
37060	6767	9	well	well	RB
37060	6767	10	not	not	RB
37060	6767	11	talk	talk	VB
37060	6767	12	at	at	RB
37060	6767	13	all	all	RB
37060	6767	14	,	,	,
37060	6767	15	"	"	''
37060	6767	16	because	because	IN
37060	6767	17	certain	certain	JJ
37060	6767	18	occasions	occasion	NNS
37060	6767	19	would	would	MD
37060	6767	20	find	find	VB
37060	6767	21	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6767	22	simultaneously	simultaneously	RB
37060	6767	23	blurting	blurt	VBG
37060	6767	24	out	out	RP
37060	6767	25	identical	identical	JJ
37060	6767	26	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	6767	27	and	and	CC
37060	6767	28	then	then	RB
37060	6767	29	stopping	stop	VBG
37060	6767	30	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6767	31	tongues	tongue	NNS
37060	6767	32	in	in	IN
37060	6767	33	midair	midair	NN
37060	6767	34	.	.	.
37060	6768	1	"	"	``
37060	6768	2	Oh	oh	UH
37060	6768	3	,	,	,
37060	6768	4	well	well	UH
37060	6768	5	.	.	.
37060	6768	6	"	"	''
37060	6769	1	The	the	DT
37060	6769	2	end	end	NN
37060	6769	3	result	result	NN
37060	6769	4	was	be	VBD
37060	6769	5	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	6769	6	to	to	IN
37060	6769	7	both	both	DT
37060	6769	8	of	of	IN
37060	6769	9	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6769	10	,	,	,
37060	6769	11	so	so	CC
37060	6769	12	there	there	EX
37060	6769	13	was	be	VBD
37060	6769	14	no	no	DT
37060	6769	15	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	6769	16	in	in	IN
37060	6769	17	voicing	voice	VBG
37060	6769	18	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6769	19	viewpoint	viewpoint	NN
37060	6769	20	or	or	CC
37060	6769	21	observation	observation	NN
37060	6769	22	.	.	.
37060	6770	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6770	2	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	6770	3	aired	air	VBD
37060	6770	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6770	5	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	6770	6	toward	toward	IN
37060	6770	7	a	a	DT
37060	6770	8	person	person	NN
37060	6770	9	,	,	,
37060	6770	10	for	for	IN
37060	6770	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6770	12	was	be	VBD
37060	6770	13	able	able	JJ
37060	6770	14	to	to	TO
37060	6770	15	demonstrate	demonstrate	VB
37060	6770	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6770	17	tolerance	tolerance	NN
37060	6770	18	and	and	CC
37060	6770	19	love	love	NN
37060	6770	20	for	for	IN
37060	6770	21	an	an	DT
37060	6770	22	individual	individual	NN
37060	6770	23	through	through	IN
37060	6770	24	actions	action	NNS
37060	6770	25	and	and	CC
37060	6770	26	,	,	,
37060	6770	27	not	not	RB
37060	6770	28	unlike	unlike	IN
37060	6770	29	many	many	JJ
37060	6770	30	people	people	NNS
37060	6770	31	,	,	,
37060	6770	32	found	find	VBD
37060	6770	33	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6770	34	extremely	extremely	RB
37060	6770	35	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	6770	36	to	to	TO
37060	6770	37	verbalize	verbalize	VB
37060	6770	38	that	that	IN
37060	6770	39	which	which	WDT
37060	6770	40	resided	reside	VBD
37060	6770	41	on	on	IN
37060	6770	42	tender	tender	JJ
37060	6770	43	ground	ground	NN
37060	6770	44	.	.	.
37060	6771	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6771	2	someone	someone	NN
37060	6771	3	's	's	POS
37060	6771	4	love	love	NN
37060	6771	5	for	for	IN
37060	6771	6	another	another	DT
37060	6771	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	6771	8	clear	clear	JJ
37060	6771	9	,	,	,
37060	6771	10	words	word	NNS
37060	6771	11	,	,	,
37060	6771	12	though	though	IN
37060	6771	13	pleasant	pleasant	JJ
37060	6771	14	to	to	IN
37060	6771	15	the	the	DT
37060	6771	16	ear	ear	NN
37060	6771	17	,	,	,
37060	6771	18	merely	merely	RB
37060	6771	19	add	add	VB
37060	6771	20	warmth	warmth	NN
37060	6771	21	to	to	IN
37060	6771	22	the	the	DT
37060	6771	23	heart	heart	NN
37060	6771	24	.	.	.
37060	6772	1	Rarity	rarity	NN
37060	6772	2	bestowed	bestow	VBN
37060	6772	3	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6772	4	's	's	POS
37060	6772	5	statements	statement	NNS
37060	6772	6	with	with	IN
37060	6772	7	more	more	JJR
37060	6772	8	value	value	NN
37060	6772	9	;	;	:
37060	6772	10	since	since	IN
37060	6772	11	the	the	DT
37060	6772	12	words	word	NNS
37060	6772	13	need	nee	MD
37060	6772	14	not	not	RB
37060	6772	15	have	have	VB
37060	6772	16	been	be	VBN
37060	6772	17	spoken	speak	VBN
37060	6772	18	to	to	TO
37060	6772	19	be	be	VB
37060	6772	20	understood	understand	VBN
37060	6772	21	,	,	,
37060	6772	22	the	the	DT
37060	6772	23	words	word	NNS
37060	6772	24	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6772	25	only	only	RB
37060	6772	26	clarified	clarify	VBD
37060	6772	27	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6772	28	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	6772	29	.	.	.
37060	6773	1	More	More	JJR
37060	6773	2	than	than	IN
37060	6773	3	once	once	RB
37060	6773	4	,	,	,
37060	6773	5	however	however	RB
37060	6773	6	,	,	,
37060	6773	7	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	6773	8	asserted	assert	VBD
37060	6773	9	that	that	IN
37060	6773	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6773	11	was	be	VBD
37060	6773	12	not	not	RB
37060	6773	13	sure	sure	JJ
37060	6773	14	how	how	WRB
37060	6773	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6773	16	could	could	MD
37060	6773	17	handle	handle	VB
37060	6773	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6773	19	death	death	NN
37060	6773	20	,	,	,
37060	6773	21	for	for	IN
37060	6773	22	aside	aside	RB
37060	6773	23	from	from	IN
37060	6773	24	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6773	25	great	great	JJ
37060	6773	26	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	6773	27	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6773	28	thought	think	VBD
37060	6773	29	of	of	IN
37060	6773	30	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6773	31	as	as	IN
37060	6773	32	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6773	33	touchstone	touchstone	NN
37060	6773	34	with	with	IN
37060	6773	35	the	the	DT
37060	6773	36	female	female	JJ
37060	6773	37	sex	sex	NN
37060	6773	38	.	.	.
37060	6774	1	There	there	EX
37060	6774	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6774	3	not	not	RB
37060	6774	4	a	a	DT
37060	6774	5	large	large	JJ
37060	6774	6	array	array	NN
37060	6774	7	of	of	IN
37060	6774	8	women	woman	NNS
37060	6774	9	associated	associate	VBN
37060	6774	10	with	with	IN
37060	6774	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6774	12	line	line	NN
37060	6774	13	of	of	IN
37060	6774	14	work	work	NN
37060	6774	15	,	,	,
37060	6774	16	except	except	IN
37060	6774	17	for	for	IN
37060	6774	18	the	the	DT
37060	6774	19	teachers	teacher	NNS
37060	6774	20	who	who	WP
37060	6774	21	were	be	VBD
37060	6774	22	yet	yet	RB
37060	6774	23	in	in	IN
37060	6774	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6774	25	rooms	room	NNS
37060	6774	26	when	when	WRB
37060	6774	27	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6774	28	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	6774	29	,	,	,
37060	6774	30	and	and	CC
37060	6774	31	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6774	32	did	do	VBD
37060	6774	33	not	not	RB
37060	6774	34	wish	wish	VB
37060	6774	35	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	6774	36	to	to	TO
37060	6774	37	become	become	VB
37060	6774	38	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	6774	39	simply	simply	RB
37060	6774	40	through	through	IN
37060	6774	41	a	a	DT
37060	6774	42	lack	lack	NN
37060	6774	43	of	of	IN
37060	6774	44	social	social	JJ
37060	6774	45	contact	contact	NN
37060	6774	46	.	.	.
37060	6775	1	How	how	WRB
37060	6775	2	well	well	RB
37060	6775	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6775	4	understood	understand	VBD
37060	6775	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6775	6	statement	statement	NN
37060	6775	7	;	;	:
37060	6775	8	a	a	DT
37060	6775	9	steadfast	steadfast	JJ
37060	6775	10	advocate	advocate	NN
37060	6775	11	of	of	IN
37060	6775	12	personal	personal	JJ
37060	6775	13	"	"	''
37060	6775	14	self	self	NN
37060	6775	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	6775	16	sufficiency	sufficiency	NN
37060	6775	17	,	,	,
37060	6775	18	"	"	''
37060	6775	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6775	20	feared	fear	VBD
37060	6775	21	dependence	dependence	NN
37060	6775	22	of	of	IN
37060	6775	23	any	any	DT
37060	6775	24	kind	kind	NN
37060	6775	25	upon	upon	IN
37060	6775	26	habits	habit	NNS
37060	6775	27	or	or	CC
37060	6775	28	people	people	NNS
37060	6775	29	.	.	.
37060	6776	1	That	that	IN
37060	6776	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6776	3	so	so	RB
37060	6776	4	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	6776	5	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	6776	6	's	's	POS
37060	6776	7	company	company	NN
37060	6776	8	was	be	VBD
37060	6776	9	,	,	,
37060	6776	10	in	in	IN
37060	6776	11	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6776	12	,	,	,
37060	6776	13	a	a	DT
37060	6776	14	trifle	trifle	NN
37060	6776	15	unnerving	unnerving	JJ
37060	6776	16	because	because	IN
37060	6776	17	a	a	DT
37060	6776	18	loss	loss	NN
37060	6776	19	of	of	IN
37060	6776	20	such	such	JJ
37060	6776	21	magnitude	magnitude	NN
37060	6776	22	would	would	MD
37060	6776	23	prove	prove	VB
37060	6776	24	devastating	devastating	JJ
37060	6776	25	,	,	,
37060	6776	26	yet	yet	CC
37060	6776	27	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6776	28	and	and	CC
37060	6776	29	death	death	NN
37060	6776	30	were	be	VBD
37060	6776	31	two	two	CD
37060	6776	32	words	word	NNS
37060	6776	33	which	which	WDT
37060	6776	34	,	,	,
37060	6776	35	in	in	IN
37060	6776	36	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6776	37	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	6776	38	,	,	,
37060	6776	39	spanned	span	VBD
37060	6776	40	the	the	DT
37060	6776	41	distance	distance	NN
37060	6776	42	of	of	IN
37060	6776	43	one	one	CD
37060	6776	44	star	star	NN
37060	6776	45	to	to	IN
37060	6776	46	another	another	DT
37060	6776	47	.	.	.
37060	6777	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6777	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6777	3	unthinkable	unthinkable	JJ
37060	6777	4	that	that	IN
37060	6777	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6777	6	would	would	MD
37060	6777	7	die	die	VB
37060	6777	8	before	before	IN
37060	6777	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6777	10	.	.	.
37060	6778	1	Though	though	IN
37060	6778	2	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	6778	3	's	's	POS
37060	6778	4	words	word	NNS
37060	6778	5	left	leave	VBD
37060	6778	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6778	7	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	6778	8	worthwhile	worthwhile	JJ
37060	6778	9	,	,	,
37060	6778	10	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	6778	11	would	would	MD
37060	6778	12	alter	alter	VB
37060	6778	13	the	the	DT
37060	6778	14	course	course	NN
37060	6778	15	of	of	IN
37060	6778	16	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6778	17	sincerity	sincerity	NN
37060	6778	18	and	and	CC
37060	6778	19	eventual	eventual	JJ
37060	6778	20	pain	pain	NN
37060	6778	21	which	which	WDT
37060	6778	22	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6778	23	would	would	MD
37060	6778	24	feel	feel	VB
37060	6778	25	simply	simply	RB
37060	6778	26	due	due	JJ
37060	6778	27	to	to	IN
37060	6778	28	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6778	29	actual	actual	JJ
37060	6778	30	existence	existence	NN
37060	6778	31	in	in	IN
37060	6778	32	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6778	33	mind	mind	NN
37060	6778	34	.	.	.
37060	6779	1	"	"	``
37060	6779	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6779	3	just	just	RB
37060	6779	4	wish	wish	VBP
37060	6779	5	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6779	6	'd	'd	MD
37060	6779	7	start	start	VB
37060	6779	8	to	to	TO
37060	6779	9	get	get	VB
37060	6779	10	better	well	JJR
37060	6779	11	.	.	.
37060	6779	12	"	"	''
37060	6780	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6780	2	just	just	RB
37060	6780	3	wished	wish	VBD
37060	6780	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6780	5	could	could	MD
37060	6780	6	oblige	oblige	VB
37060	6780	7	.	.	.
37060	6781	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	6781	2	251	251	CD
37060	6781	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	6781	4	33	33	CD
37060	6781	5	Treatments	Treatments	NNPS
37060	6781	6	/	/	SYM
37060	6781	7	Hoax	Hoax	NNP
37060	6781	8	"	"	``
37060	6781	9	What	what	WP
37060	6781	10	if	if	IN
37060	6781	11	...	...	.
37060	6781	12	?	?	.
37060	6781	13	"	"	''
37060	6782	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	6782	2	THIRTY	THIRTY	NNP
37060	6782	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	6782	4	THREE	three	CD
37060	6782	5	Treatments	Treatments	NNPS
37060	6782	6	/	/	SYM
37060	6782	7	Hoax	Hoax	NNP
37060	6782	8	Amid	amid	IN
37060	6782	9	the	the	DT
37060	6782	10	rising	rise	VBG
37060	6782	11	flood	flood	NN
37060	6782	12	of	of	IN
37060	6782	13	new	new	JJ
37060	6782	14	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	6782	15	and	and	CC
37060	6782	16	landmark	landmark	NN
37060	6782	17	cures	cure	NNS
37060	6782	18	which	which	WDT
37060	6782	19	lapped	lap	VBD
37060	6782	20	temptingly	temptingly	RB
37060	6782	21	at	at	IN
37060	6782	22	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6782	23	doorstep	doorstep	NN
37060	6782	24	,	,	,
37060	6782	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6782	26	began	begin	VBD
37060	6782	27	to	to	TO
37060	6782	28	wonder	wonder	VB
37060	6782	29	if	if	IN
37060	6782	30	any	any	DT
37060	6782	31	supposed	suppose	VBN
37060	6782	32	cure	cure	NN
37060	6782	33	really	really	RB
37060	6782	34	honored	honor	VBD
37060	6782	35	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6782	36	name	name	NN
37060	6782	37	.	.	.
37060	6783	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6783	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6783	3	tired	tired	JJ
37060	6783	4	of	of	IN
37060	6783	5	the	the	DT
37060	6783	6	restrictions	restriction	NNS
37060	6783	7	which	which	WDT
37060	6783	8	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6783	9	had	have	VBD
37060	6783	10	placed	place	VBN
37060	6783	11	on	on	IN
37060	6783	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6783	13	,	,	,
37060	6783	14	and	and	CC
37060	6783	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6783	16	interest	interest	NN
37060	6783	17	toward	toward	IN
37060	6783	18	alternative	alternative	JJ
37060	6783	19	methods	method	NNS
37060	6783	20	of	of	IN
37060	6783	21	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6783	22	grew	grow	VBD
37060	6783	23	as	as	RB
37060	6783	24	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	6783	25	as	as	IN
37060	6783	26	the	the	DT
37060	6783	27	size	size	NN
37060	6783	28	of	of	IN
37060	6783	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6783	30	liver	liver	NN
37060	6783	31	.	.	.
37060	6784	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6784	2	even	even	RB
37060	6784	3	questioned	question	VBD
37060	6784	4	whether	whether	IN
37060	6784	5	a	a	DT
37060	6784	6	liver	liver	NN
37060	6784	7	transplant	transplant	NN
37060	6784	8	was	be	VBD
37060	6784	9	a	a	DT
37060	6784	10	possibility	possibility	NN
37060	6784	11	,	,	,
37060	6784	12	but	but	CC
37060	6784	13	was	be	VBD
37060	6784	14	forever	forever	RB
37060	6784	15	wary	wary	JJ
37060	6784	16	of	of	IN
37060	6784	17	the	the	DT
37060	6784	18	suffering	suffering	NN
37060	6784	19	involved	involve	VBN
37060	6784	20	;	;	:
37060	6784	21	though	though	IN
37060	6784	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6784	23	desired	desire	VBD
37060	6784	24	health	health	NN
37060	6784	25	,	,	,
37060	6784	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6784	27	would	would	MD
37060	6784	28	endure	endure	VB
37060	6784	29	no	no	DT
37060	6784	30	drastic	drastic	JJ
37060	6784	31	measures	measure	NNS
37060	6784	32	toward	toward	IN
37060	6784	33	that	that	DT
37060	6784	34	end	end	NN
37060	6784	35	,	,	,
37060	6784	36	and	and	CC
37060	6784	37	knew	know	VBD
37060	6784	38	also	also	RB
37060	6784	39	,	,	,
37060	6784	40	that	that	IN
37060	6784	41	most	most	JJS
37060	6784	42	"	"	``
37060	6784	43	possibilities	possibility	NNS
37060	6784	44	"	"	''
37060	6784	45	could	could	MD
37060	6784	46	never	never	RB
37060	6784	47	,	,	,
37060	6784	48	for	for	IN
37060	6784	49	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6784	50	,	,	,
37060	6784	51	turn	turn	VB
37060	6784	52	into	into	IN
37060	6784	53	a	a	DT
37060	6784	54	reality	reality	NN
37060	6784	55	.	.	.
37060	6785	1	Though	though	IN
37060	6785	2	not	not	RB
37060	6785	3	actively	actively	RB
37060	6785	4	pursuing	pursue	VBG
37060	6785	5	articles	article	NNS
37060	6785	6	,	,	,
37060	6785	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6785	8	would	would	MD
37060	6785	9	read	read	VB
37060	6785	10	or	or	CC
37060	6785	11	hear	hear	VB
37060	6785	12	about	about	IN
37060	6785	13	the	the	DT
37060	6785	14	progress	progress	NN
37060	6785	15	of	of	IN
37060	6785	16	various	various	JJ
37060	6785	17	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	6785	18	as	as	IN
37060	6785	19	discovered	discover	VBN
37060	6785	20	by	by	IN
37060	6785	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6785	22	parents	parent	NNS
37060	6785	23	;	;	:
37060	6785	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6785	25	was	be	VBD
37060	6785	26	never	never	RB
37060	6785	27	surprised	surprised	JJ
37060	6785	28	to	to	TO
37060	6785	29	learn	learn	VB
37060	6785	30	that	that	IN
37060	6785	31	the	the	DT
37060	6785	32	drug	drug	NN
37060	6785	33	or	or	CC
37060	6785	34	method	method	NN
37060	6785	35	in	in	IN
37060	6785	36	question	question	NN
37060	6785	37	was	be	VBD
37060	6785	38	ineffective	ineffective	JJ
37060	6785	39	with	with	IN
37060	6785	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6785	41	type	type	NN
37060	6785	42	of	of	IN
37060	6785	43	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6785	44	;	;	:
37060	6785	45	characteristically	characteristically	RB
37060	6785	46	a	a	DT
37060	6785	47	slow	slow	JJ
37060	6785	48	grower	grower	NN
37060	6785	49	,	,	,
37060	6785	50	a	a	DT
37060	6785	51	leiomyosarcoma	leiomyosarcoma	NN
37060	6785	52	was	be	VBD
37060	6785	53	also	also	RB
37060	6785	54	remarkably	remarkably	RB
37060	6785	55	tough	tough	JJ
37060	6785	56	and	and	CC
37060	6785	57	resilient	resilient	JJ
37060	6785	58	to	to	IN
37060	6785	59	the	the	DT
37060	6785	60	most	most	RBS
37060	6785	61	terrifying	terrifying	JJ
37060	6785	62	of	of	IN
37060	6785	63	chemicals	chemical	NNS
37060	6785	64	.	.	.
37060	6786	1	Not	not	RB
37060	6786	2	easily	easily	RB
37060	6786	3	persuaded	persuade	VBD
37060	6786	4	into	into	IN
37060	6786	5	the	the	DT
37060	6786	6	acceptance	acceptance	NN
37060	6786	7	of	of	IN
37060	6786	8	hopelessness	hopelessness	NN
37060	6786	9	,	,	,
37060	6786	10	however	however	RB
37060	6786	11	,	,	,
37060	6786	12	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	6786	13	and	and	CC
37060	6786	14	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	6786	15	continued	continue	VBD
37060	6786	16	to	to	TO
37060	6786	17	inquire	inquire	VB
37060	6786	18	into	into	IN
37060	6786	19	the	the	DT
37060	6786	20	success	success	NN
37060	6786	21	of	of	IN
37060	6786	22	publicized	publicize	VBN
37060	6786	23	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	6786	24	at	at	IN
37060	6786	25	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6786	26	source	source	NN
37060	6786	27	.	.	.
37060	6787	1	The	the	DT
37060	6787	2	more	more	RBR
37060	6787	3	controversial	controversial	JJ
37060	6787	4	forms	form	NNS
37060	6787	5	of	of	IN
37060	6787	6	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6787	7	were	be	VBD
37060	6787	8	also	also	RB
37060	6787	9	investigated	investigate	VBN
37060	6787	10	,	,	,
37060	6787	11	and	and	CC
37060	6787	12	naturally	naturally	RB
37060	6787	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6787	14	administrators	administrator	NNS
37060	6787	15	claimed	claim	VBD
37060	6787	16	to	to	TO
37060	6787	17	have	have	VB
37060	6787	18	realized	realize	VBN
37060	6787	19	at	at	IN
37060	6787	20	least	least	JJS
37060	6787	21	a	a	DT
37060	6787	22	modicum	modicum	NN
37060	6787	23	of	of	IN
37060	6787	24	success	success	NN
37060	6787	25	.	.	.
37060	6788	1	Admittedly	admittedly	RB
37060	6788	2	,	,	,
37060	6788	3	the	the	DT
37060	6788	4	thought	thought	NN
37060	6788	5	of	of	IN
37060	6788	6	undergoing	undergo	VBG
37060	6788	7	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6788	8	about	about	IN
37060	6788	9	which	which	WDT
37060	6788	10	little	little	JJ
37060	6788	11	was	be	VBD
37060	6788	12	known	know	VBN
37060	6788	13	seemed	seem	VBN
37060	6788	14	disconcerting	disconcerting	JJ
37060	6788	15	,	,	,
37060	6788	16	and	and	CC
37060	6788	17	a	a	DT
37060	6788	18	mere	mere	JJ
37060	6788	19	description	description	NN
37060	6788	20	of	of	IN
37060	6788	21	certain	certain	JJ
37060	6788	22	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	6788	23	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	6788	24	made	make	VBD
37060	6788	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6788	26	gums	gum	NNS
37060	6788	27	recede	recede	NNS
37060	6788	28	.	.	.
37060	6789	1	One	one	CD
37060	6789	2	such	such	JJ
37060	6789	3	method	method	NN
37060	6789	4	which	which	WDT
37060	6789	5	sounded	sound	VBD
37060	6789	6	horrifyingly	horrifyingly	RB
37060	6789	7	barbaric	barbaric	JJ
37060	6789	8	called	call	VBD
37060	6789	9	for	for	IN
37060	6789	10	the	the	DT
37060	6789	11	boiling	boiling	NN
37060	6789	12	of	of	IN
37060	6789	13	one	one	NN
37060	6789	14	's	's	POS
37060	6789	15	blood	blood	NN
37060	6789	16	;	;	:
37060	6789	17	after	after	IN
37060	6789	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6789	19	had	have	VBD
37060	6789	20	been	be	VBN
37060	6789	21	"	"	``
37060	6789	22	purified	purify	VBN
37060	6789	23	,	,	,
37060	6789	24	"	"	''
37060	6789	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6789	26	would	would	MD
37060	6789	27	be	be	VB
37060	6789	28	routed	route	VBN
37060	6789	29	back	back	RB
37060	6789	30	into	into	IN
37060	6789	31	the	the	DT
37060	6789	32	system	system	NN
37060	6789	33	once	once	RB
37060	6789	34	more	more	RBR
37060	6789	35	.	.	.
37060	6790	1	"	"	``
37060	6790	2	If	if	IN
37060	6790	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6790	4	lived	live	VBD
37060	6790	5	...	...	:
37060	6790	6	"	"	``
37060	6790	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6790	8	thought	think	VBD
37060	6790	9	.	.	.
37060	6791	1	However	however	RB
37060	6791	2	,	,	,
37060	6791	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6791	4	had	have	VBD
37060	6791	5	been	be	VBN
37060	6791	6	on	on	IN
37060	6791	7	the	the	DT
37060	6791	8	research	research	NN
37060	6791	9	file	file	NN
37060	6791	10	while	while	IN
37060	6791	11	undergoing	undergo	VBG
37060	6791	12	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	6791	13	,	,	,
37060	6791	14	and	and	CC
37060	6791	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6791	16	had	have	VBD
37060	6791	17	been	be	VBN
37060	6791	18	no	no	DT
37060	6791	19	delight	delight	NN
37060	6791	20	either	either	RB
37060	6791	21	;	;	:
37060	6791	22	no	no	DT
37060	6791	23	one	one	NN
37060	6791	24	of	of	IN
37060	6791	25	faltering	falter	VBG
37060	6791	26	strength	strength	NN
37060	6791	27	could	could	MD
37060	6791	28	long	long	RB
37060	6791	29	tolerate	tolerate	VB
37060	6791	30	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6791	31	effects	effect	NNS
37060	6791	32	,	,	,
37060	6791	33	although	although	IN
37060	6791	34	some	some	DT
37060	6791	35	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	6791	36	have	have	VBP
37060	6791	37	been	be	VBN
37060	6791	38	known	know	VBN
37060	6791	39	to	to	TO
37060	6791	40	have	have	VB
37060	6791	41	received	receive	VBN
37060	6791	42	an	an	DT
37060	6791	43	injection	injection	NN
37060	6791	44	on	on	IN
37060	6791	45	the	the	DT
37060	6791	46	day	day	NN
37060	6791	47	of	of	IN
37060	6791	48	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6791	49	death	death	NN
37060	6791	50	.	.	.
37060	6792	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6792	2	man	man	NN
37060	6792	3	realigns	realign	VBZ
37060	6792	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6792	5	values	value	NNS
37060	6792	6	,	,	,
37060	6792	7	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6792	8	one	one	CD
37060	6792	9	day	day	NN
37060	6792	10	chemotherapy	chemotherapy	NN
37060	6792	11	also	also	RB
37060	6792	12	will	will	MD
37060	6792	13	be	be	VB
37060	6792	14	thought	think	VBN
37060	6792	15	of	of	IN
37060	6792	16	as	as	RB
37060	6792	17	barbaric	barbaric	JJ
37060	6792	18	and	and	CC
37060	6792	19	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	6792	20	,	,	,
37060	6792	21	inhumane	inhumane	NNP
37060	6792	22	.	.	.
37060	6793	1	After	after	IN
37060	6793	2	countless	countless	JJ
37060	6793	3	suggestions	suggestion	NNS
37060	6793	4	and	and	CC
37060	6793	5	subsequent	subsequent	JJ
37060	6793	6	dead	dead	JJ
37060	6793	7	ends	end	NNS
37060	6793	8	,	,	,
37060	6793	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6793	10	were	be	VBD
37060	6793	11	given	give	VBN
37060	6793	12	a	a	DT
37060	6793	13	new	new	JJ
37060	6793	14	lead	lead	NN
37060	6793	15	from	from	IN
37060	6793	16	a	a	DT
37060	6793	17	woman	woman	NN
37060	6793	18	who	who	WP
37060	6793	19	worked	work	VBD
37060	6793	20	at	at	IN
37060	6793	21	the	the	DT
37060	6793	22	church	church	NN
37060	6793	23	;	;	:
37060	6793	24	a	a	DT
37060	6793	25	lead	lead	NN
37060	6793	26	which	which	WDT
37060	6793	27	,	,	,
37060	6793	28	in	in	IN
37060	6793	29	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6793	30	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	6793	31	,	,	,
37060	6793	32	sounded	sound	VBD
37060	6793	33	quite	quite	RB
37060	6793	34	promising	promising	JJ
37060	6793	35	.	.	.
37060	6794	1	Quizzing	quiz	VBG
37060	6794	2	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6794	3	for	for	IN
37060	6794	4	every	every	DT
37060	6794	5	detail	detail	NN
37060	6794	6	,	,	,
37060	6794	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6794	8	father	father	NN
37060	6794	9	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	6794	10	fell	fall	VBD
37060	6794	11	to	to	IN
37060	6794	12	gathering	gather	VBG
37060	6794	13	phone	phone	NN
37060	6794	14	numbers	number	NNS
37060	6794	15	,	,	,
37060	6794	16	including	include	VBG
37060	6794	17	past	past	JJ
37060	6794	18	patients	patient	NNS
37060	6794	19	of	of	IN
37060	6794	20	the	the	DT
37060	6794	21	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	6794	22	and	and	CC
37060	6794	23	the	the	DT
37060	6794	24	number	number	NN
37060	6794	25	through	through	IN
37060	6794	26	which	which	WDT
37060	6794	27	an	an	DT
37060	6794	28	appointment	appointment	NN
37060	6794	29	with	with	IN
37060	6794	30	the	the	DT
37060	6794	31	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	6794	32	could	could	MD
37060	6794	33	be	be	VB
37060	6794	34	made	make	VBN
37060	6794	35	.	.	.
37060	6795	1	A	a	DT
37060	6795	2	travel	travel	NN
37060	6795	3	agency	agency	NN
37060	6795	4	in	in	IN
37060	6795	5	California	California	NNP
37060	6795	6	would	would	MD
37060	6795	7	set	set	VB
37060	6795	8	up	up	RP
37060	6795	9	the	the	DT
37060	6795	10	time	time	NN
37060	6795	11	of	of	IN
37060	6795	12	departure	departure	NN
37060	6795	13	and	and	CC
37060	6795	14	also	also	RB
37060	6795	15	take	take	VB
37060	6795	16	care	care	NN
37060	6795	17	of	of	IN
37060	6795	18	every	every	DT
37060	6795	19	detail	detail	NN
37060	6795	20	of	of	IN
37060	6795	21	the	the	DT
37060	6795	22	stay	stay	NN
37060	6795	23	,	,	,
37060	6795	24	from	from	IN
37060	6795	25	hotel	hotel	NN
37060	6795	26	accommodations	accommodation	NNS
37060	6795	27	to	to	IN
37060	6795	28	the	the	DT
37060	6795	29	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6795	30	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6795	31	.	.	.
37060	6796	1	Incidentally	incidentally	RB
37060	6796	2	,	,	,
37060	6796	3	the	the	DT
37060	6796	4	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6796	5	was	be	VBD
37060	6796	6	administered	administer	VBN
37060	6796	7	only	only	RB
37060	6796	8	in	in	IN
37060	6796	9	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	6796	10	.	.	.
37060	6797	1	Excitement	excitement	NN
37060	6797	2	pervaded	pervade	VBD
37060	6797	3	the	the	DT
37060	6797	4	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	6797	5	at	at	IN
37060	6797	6	home	home	NN
37060	6797	7	as	as	IN
37060	6797	8	more	more	JJR
37060	6797	9	information	information	NN
37060	6797	10	was	be	VBD
37060	6797	11	procured	procure	VBN
37060	6797	12	.	.	.
37060	6798	1	The	the	DT
37060	6798	2	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6798	3	boasted	boast	VBD
37060	6798	4	rave	rave	NNP
37060	6798	5	reviews	review	NNS
37060	6798	6	,	,	,
37060	6798	7	stemming	stem	VBG
37060	6798	8	from	from	IN
37060	6798	9	renewed	renew	VBN
37060	6798	10	vitality	vitality	NN
37060	6798	11	to	to	TO
37060	6798	12	complete	complete	VB
37060	6798	13	cures	cure	NNS
37060	6798	14	,	,	,
37060	6798	15	yet	yet	CC
37060	6798	16	side	side	JJ
37060	6798	17	effects	effect	NNS
37060	6798	18	and	and	CC
37060	6798	19	discomforts	discomfort	NNS
37060	6798	20	as	as	IN
37060	6798	21	a	a	DT
37060	6798	22	result	result	NN
37060	6798	23	of	of	IN
37060	6798	24	the	the	DT
37060	6798	25	injections	injection	NNS
37060	6798	26	were	be	VBD
37060	6798	27	few	few	JJ
37060	6798	28	and	and	CC
37060	6798	29	insignificant	insignificant	JJ
37060	6798	30	;	;	:
37060	6798	31	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	6798	32	,	,	,
37060	6798	33	the	the	DT
37060	6798	34	method	method	NN
37060	6798	35	used	use	VBD
37060	6798	36	sounded	sound	VBD
37060	6798	37	the	the	DT
37060	6798	38	least	least	JJS
37060	6798	39	objectionable	objectionable	JJ
37060	6798	40	and	and	CC
37060	6798	41	the	the	DT
37060	6798	42	most	most	RBS
37060	6798	43	productive	productive	JJ
37060	6798	44	of	of	IN
37060	6798	45	all	all	PDT
37060	6798	46	those	those	DT
37060	6798	47	that	that	WDT
37060	6798	48	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6798	49	parents	parent	NNS
37060	6798	50	had	have	VBD
37060	6798	51	pursued	pursue	VBN
37060	6798	52	.	.	.
37060	6799	1	Once	once	RB
37060	6799	2	all	all	DT
37060	6799	3	readily	readily	RB
37060	6799	4	available	available	JJ
37060	6799	5	information	information	NN
37060	6799	6	about	about	IN
37060	6799	7	the	the	DT
37060	6799	8	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6799	9	had	have	VBD
37060	6799	10	come	come	VBN
37060	6799	11	into	into	IN
37060	6799	12	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6799	13	possession	possession	NN
37060	6799	14	,	,	,
37060	6799	15	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6799	16	phoned	phone	VBD
37060	6799	17	several	several	JJ
37060	6799	18	former	former	JJ
37060	6799	19	patients	patient	NNS
37060	6799	20	who	who	WP
37060	6799	21	lived	live	VBD
37060	6799	22	in	in	IN
37060	6799	23	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6799	24	vicinity	vicinity	NN
37060	6799	25	to	to	TO
37060	6799	26	interview	interview	VB
37060	6799	27	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6799	28	,	,	,
37060	6799	29	so	so	RB
37060	6799	30	to	to	TO
37060	6799	31	speak	speak	VB
37060	6799	32	,	,	,
37060	6799	33	and	and	CC
37060	6799	34	obtain	obtain	VB
37060	6799	35	any	any	DT
37060	6799	36	additional	additional	JJ
37060	6799	37	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	6799	38	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	6799	39	the	the	DT
37060	6799	40	trip	trip	NN
37060	6799	41	as	as	IN
37060	6799	42	a	a	DT
37060	6799	43	whole	whole	NN
37060	6799	44	that	that	WDT
37060	6799	45	might	may	MD
37060	6799	46	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	6799	47	have	have	VB
37060	6799	48	escaped	escape	VBN
37060	6799	49	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6799	50	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	6799	51	had	have	VBD
37060	6799	52	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6799	53	only	only	RB
37060	6799	54	read	read	VB
37060	6799	55	the	the	DT
37060	6799	56	pamphlet	pamphlet	NN
37060	6799	57	prepared	prepare	VBN
37060	6799	58	by	by	IN
37060	6799	59	the	the	DT
37060	6799	60	agency	agency	NN
37060	6799	61	.	.	.
37060	6800	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6800	2	wished	wish	VBD
37060	6800	3	to	to	TO
37060	6800	4	receive	receive	VB
37060	6800	5	no	no	DT
37060	6800	6	surprises	surprise	NNS
37060	6800	7	of	of	IN
37060	6800	8	the	the	DT
37060	6800	9	negative	negative	JJ
37060	6800	10	kind	kind	NN
37060	6800	11	through	through	IN
37060	6800	12	ignorance	ignorance	NN
37060	6800	13	,	,	,
37060	6800	14	especially	especially	RB
37060	6800	15	in	in	IN
37060	6800	16	a	a	DT
37060	6800	17	foreign	foreign	JJ
37060	6800	18	country	country	NN
37060	6800	19	.	.	.
37060	6801	1	Real	real	JJ
37060	6801	2	or	or	CC
37060	6801	3	imagined	imagine	VBN
37060	6801	4	,	,	,
37060	6801	5	however	however	RB
37060	6801	6	,	,	,
37060	6801	7	the	the	DT
37060	6801	8	patients	patient	NNS
37060	6801	9	all	all	DT
37060	6801	10	expressed	express	VBD
37060	6801	11	a	a	DT
37060	6801	12	degree	degree	NN
37060	6801	13	of	of	IN
37060	6801	14	faith	faith	NN
37060	6801	15	in	in	IN
37060	6801	16	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6801	17	progress	progress	NN
37060	6801	18	after	after	IN
37060	6801	19	having	have	VBG
37060	6801	20	undergone	undergo	VBN
37060	6801	21	the	the	DT
37060	6801	22	series	series	NN
37060	6801	23	of	of	IN
37060	6801	24	intravenous	intravenous	JJ
37060	6801	25	shots	shot	NNS
37060	6801	26	;	;	:
37060	6801	27	if	if	IN
37060	6801	28	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	6801	29	more	more	RBR
37060	6801	30	,	,	,
37060	6801	31	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6801	32	this	this	DT
37060	6801	33	"	"	``
37060	6801	34	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	6801	35	"	"	''
37060	6801	36	administered	administer	VBN
37060	6801	37	high	high	RB
37060	6801	38	-	-	HYPH
37060	6801	39	priced	price	VBN
37060	6801	40	hope	hope	NN
37060	6801	41	.	.	.
37060	6802	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6802	2	discussed	discuss	VBD
37060	6802	3	the	the	DT
37060	6802	4	option	option	NN
37060	6802	5	of	of	IN
37060	6802	6	a	a	DT
37060	6802	7	trip	trip	NN
37060	6802	8	to	to	IN
37060	6802	9	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	6802	10	as	as	RB
37060	6802	11	thoroughly	thoroughly	RB
37060	6802	12	as	as	IN
37060	6802	13	possible	possible	JJ
37060	6802	14	,	,	,
37060	6802	15	not	not	RB
37060	6802	16	only	only	RB
37060	6802	17	among	among	IN
37060	6802	18	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6802	19	but	but	CC
37060	6802	20	with	with	IN
37060	6802	21	friends	friend	NNS
37060	6802	22	.	.	.
37060	6803	1	Nearly	nearly	RB
37060	6803	2	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	6803	3	thought	think	VBD
37060	6803	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6803	5	idea	idea	NN
37060	6803	6	was	be	VBD
37060	6803	7	quite	quite	RB
37060	6803	8	splendid	splendid	JJ
37060	6803	9	,	,	,
37060	6803	10	and	and	CC
37060	6803	11	were	be	VBD
37060	6803	12	happy	happy	JJ
37060	6803	13	that	that	IN
37060	6803	14	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6803	15	were	be	VBD
37060	6803	16	planning	plan	VBG
37060	6803	17	to	to	TO
37060	6803	18	try	try	VB
37060	6803	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6803	20	;	;	:
37060	6803	21	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6803	22	offered	offer	VBD
37060	6803	23	strength	strength	NN
37060	6803	24	and	and	CC
37060	6803	25	support	support	NN
37060	6803	26	to	to	IN
37060	6803	27	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6803	28	decision	decision	NN
37060	6803	29	.	.	.
37060	6804	1	Only	only	RB
37060	6804	2	two	two	CD
37060	6804	3	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	6804	4	,	,	,
37060	6804	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6804	6	brother	brother	NN
37060	6804	7	and	and	CC
37060	6804	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6804	9	wife	wife	NN
37060	6804	10	,	,	,
37060	6804	11	voiced	voice	VBD
37060	6804	12	overt	overt	JJ
37060	6804	13	objections	objection	NNS
37060	6804	14	to	to	IN
37060	6804	15	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6804	16	plan	plan	NN
37060	6804	17	;	;	:
37060	6804	18	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6804	19	questioned	question	VBD
37060	6804	20	the	the	DT
37060	6804	21	authenticity	authenticity	NN
37060	6804	22	of	of	IN
37060	6804	23	the	the	DT
37060	6804	24	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6804	25	,	,	,
37060	6804	26	not	not	RB
37060	6804	27	wanting	want	VBG
37060	6804	28	to	to	TO
37060	6804	29	see	see	VB
37060	6804	30	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6804	31	be	be	VB
37060	6804	32	taken	take	VBN
37060	6804	33	by	by	IN
37060	6804	34	quackery	quackery	NN
37060	6804	35	and	and	CC
37060	6804	36	false	false	JJ
37060	6804	37	claims	claim	NNS
37060	6804	38	.	.	.
37060	6805	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6805	2	too	too	RB
37060	6805	3	were	be	VBD
37060	6805	4	frightened	frighten	VBN
37060	6805	5	of	of	IN
37060	6805	6	that	that	DT
37060	6805	7	aspect	aspect	NN
37060	6805	8	,	,	,
37060	6805	9	yet	yet	RB
37060	6805	10	amid	amid	IN
37060	6805	11	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6805	12	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	6805	13	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6805	14	thought	think	VBD
37060	6805	15	that	that	IN
37060	6805	16	such	such	PDT
37060	6805	17	a	a	DT
37060	6805	18	chance	chance	NN
37060	6805	19	,	,	,
37060	6805	20	however	however	RB
37060	6805	21	questionable	questionable	JJ
37060	6805	22	,	,	,
37060	6805	23	should	should	MD
37060	6805	24	not	not	RB
37060	6805	25	be	be	VB
37060	6805	26	relinquished	relinquish	VBN
37060	6805	27	through	through	IN
37060	6805	28	skepticism	skepticism	NN
37060	6805	29	alone	alone	RB
37060	6805	30	.	.	.
37060	6806	1	"	"	``
37060	6806	2	What	what	WP
37060	6806	3	if	if	IN
37060	6806	4	.	.	.
37060	6807	1	.	.	.
37060	6808	1	.	.	.
37060	6808	2	?	?	.
37060	6808	3	"	"	''
37060	6809	1	was	be	VBD
37060	6809	2	also	also	RB
37060	6809	3	a	a	DT
37060	6809	4	question	question	NN
37060	6809	5	too	too	RB
37060	6809	6	great	great	JJ
37060	6809	7	to	to	TO
37060	6809	8	overlook	overlook	VB
37060	6809	9	when	when	WRB
37060	6809	10	the	the	DT
37060	6809	11	decision	decision	NN
37060	6809	12	involved	involve	VBD
37060	6809	13	life	life	NN
37060	6809	14	and	and	CC
37060	6809	15	death	death	NN
37060	6809	16	.	.	.
37060	6810	1	Housing	housing	NN
37060	6810	2	slight	slight	JJ
37060	6810	3	reluctance	reluctance	NN
37060	6810	4	,	,	,
37060	6810	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6810	6	agreed	agree	VBD
37060	6810	7	this	this	DT
37060	6810	8	new	new	JJ
37060	6810	9	option	option	NN
37060	6810	10	was	be	VBD
37060	6810	11	one	one	CD
37060	6810	12	that	that	WDT
37060	6810	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6810	14	should	should	MD
37060	6810	15	try	try	VB
37060	6810	16	.	.	.
37060	6811	1	Quite	quite	JJ
37060	6811	2	conscious	conscious	JJ
37060	6811	3	of	of	IN
37060	6811	4	the	the	DT
37060	6811	5	amount	amount	NN
37060	6811	6	of	of	IN
37060	6811	7	money	money	NN
37060	6811	8	which	which	WDT
37060	6811	9	the	the	DT
37060	6811	10	trip	trip	NN
37060	6811	11	and	and	CC
37060	6811	12	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6811	13	would	would	MD
37060	6811	14	ingest	ingest	VB
37060	6811	15	,	,	,
37060	6811	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6811	17	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6811	18	the	the	DT
37060	6811	19	affair	affair	NN
37060	6811	20	was	be	VBD
37060	6811	21	an	an	DT
37060	6811	22	extravagance	extravagance	NN
37060	6811	23	of	of	IN
37060	6811	24	which	which	WDT
37060	6811	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6811	26	was	be	VBD
37060	6811	27	not	not	RB
37060	6811	28	worthy	worthy	JJ
37060	6811	29	,	,	,
37060	6811	30	but	but	CC
37060	6811	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6811	32	father	father	NN
37060	6811	33	insisted	insist	VBD
37060	6811	34	that	that	IN
37060	6811	35	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6811	36	would	would	MD
37060	6811	37	spend	spend	VB
37060	6811	38	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6811	39	life	life	NN
37060	6811	40	's	's	POS
37060	6811	41	savings	saving	NNS
37060	6811	42	if	if	IN
37060	6811	43	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6811	44	would	would	MD
37060	6811	45	restore	restore	VB
37060	6811	46	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6811	47	health	health	NN
37060	6811	48	.	.	.
37060	6812	1	The	the	DT
37060	6812	2	money	money	NN
37060	6812	3	spent	spend	VBN
37060	6812	4	on	on	IN
37060	6812	5	the	the	DT
37060	6812	6	trip	trip	NN
37060	6812	7	would	would	MD
37060	6812	8	be	be	VB
37060	6812	9	an	an	DT
37060	6812	10	investment	investment	NN
37060	6812	11	in	in	IN
37060	6812	12	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	6812	13	should	should	MD
37060	6812	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6812	15	prove	prove	VB
37060	6812	16	worthwhile	worthwhile	JJ
37060	6812	17	,	,	,
37060	6812	18	and	and	CC
37060	6812	19	the	the	DT
37060	6812	20	risk	risk	NN
37060	6812	21	incurred	incur	VBN
37060	6812	22	was	be	VBD
37060	6812	23	an	an	DT
37060	6812	24	integral	integral	JJ
37060	6812	25	part	part	NN
37060	6812	26	of	of	IN
37060	6812	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6812	28	...	...	:
37060	6812	29	for	for	IN
37060	6812	30	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6812	31	were	be	VBD
37060	6812	32	dealing	deal	VBG
37060	6812	33	in	in	RP
37060	6812	34	"	"	``
37060	6812	35	futures	future	NNS
37060	6812	36	.	.	.
37060	6812	37	"	"	''
37060	6813	1	The	the	DT
37060	6813	2	return	return	NN
37060	6813	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6813	4	sought	seek	VBD
37060	6813	5	was	be	VBD
37060	6813	6	not	not	RB
37060	6813	7	of	of	IN
37060	6813	8	the	the	DT
37060	6813	9	tangible	tangible	JJ
37060	6813	10	sort	sort	NN
37060	6813	11	;	;	:
37060	6813	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6813	13	existed	exist	VBD
37060	6813	14	as	as	RB
37060	6813	15	yet	yet	RB
37060	6813	16	only	only	RB
37060	6813	17	in	in	IN
37060	6813	18	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6813	19	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	6813	20	.	.	.
37060	6814	1	Although	although	IN
37060	6814	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6814	3	remained	remain	VBD
37060	6814	4	skeptical	skeptical	JJ
37060	6814	5	toward	toward	IN
37060	6814	6	the	the	DT
37060	6814	7	validity	validity	NN
37060	6814	8	of	of	IN
37060	6814	9	the	the	DT
37060	6814	10	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6814	11	,	,	,
37060	6814	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6814	13	could	could	MD
37060	6814	14	not	not	RB
37060	6814	15	suppress	suppress	VB
37060	6814	16	a	a	DT
37060	6814	17	glimmer	glimmer	NN
37060	6814	18	of	of	IN
37060	6814	19	hope	hope	NN
37060	6814	20	despite	despite	IN
37060	6814	21	the	the	DT
37060	6814	22	hoard	hoard	NN
37060	6814	23	of	of	IN
37060	6814	24	fears	fear	NNS
37060	6814	25	that	that	WDT
37060	6814	26	took	take	VBD
37060	6814	27	refuge	refuge	NN
37060	6814	28	in	in	IN
37060	6814	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6814	30	restless	restless	JJ
37060	6814	31	mind	mind	NN
37060	6814	32	.	.	.
37060	6815	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6815	2	the	the	DT
37060	6815	3	word	word	NN
37060	6815	4	"	"	``
37060	6815	5	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6815	6	"	"	''
37060	6815	7	was	be	VBD
37060	6815	8	denoted	denote	VBN
37060	6815	9	as	as	IN
37060	6815	10	a	a	DT
37060	6815	11	"	"	``
37060	6815	12	cure	cure	NN
37060	6815	13	,	,	,
37060	6815	14	"	"	''
37060	6815	15	an	an	DT
37060	6815	16	involuntary	involuntary	JJ
37060	6815	17	spark	spark	NN
37060	6815	18	of	of	IN
37060	6815	19	anger	anger	NN
37060	6815	20	was	be	VBD
37060	6815	21	kindled	kindle	VBN
37060	6815	22	in	in	IN
37060	6815	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6815	24	chest	chest	NN
37060	6815	25	,	,	,
37060	6815	26	spurred	spur	VBN
37060	6815	27	from	from	IN
37060	6815	28	present	present	JJ
37060	6815	29	doubt	doubt	NN
37060	6815	30	and	and	CC
37060	6815	31	past	past	JJ
37060	6815	32	disappointment	disappointment	NN
37060	6815	33	;	;	:
37060	6815	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6815	35	wished	wish	VBD
37060	6815	36	to	to	TO
37060	6815	37	shield	shield	VB
37060	6815	38	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6815	39	from	from	IN
37060	6815	40	the	the	DT
37060	6815	41	gloom	gloom	NN
37060	6815	42	of	of	IN
37060	6815	43	overridden	overridden	NNP
37060	6815	44	hope	hope	NN
37060	6815	45	due	due	IN
37060	6815	46	to	to	IN
37060	6815	47	an	an	DT
37060	6815	48	empty	empty	JJ
37060	6815	49	cure	cure	NN
37060	6815	50	,	,	,
37060	6815	51	and	and	CC
37060	6815	52	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	6815	53	attempted	attempt	VBD
37060	6815	54	to	to	TO
37060	6815	55	foster	foster	VB
37060	6815	56	little	little	JJ
37060	6815	57	actual	actual	JJ
37060	6815	58	hope	hope	NN
37060	6815	59	for	for	IN
37060	6815	60	any	any	DT
37060	6815	61	development	development	NN
37060	6815	62	related	relate	VBN
37060	6815	63	to	to	IN
37060	6815	64	the	the	DT
37060	6815	65	disappearance	disappearance	NN
37060	6815	66	of	of	IN
37060	6815	67	current	current	JJ
37060	6815	68	symptoms	symptom	NNS
37060	6815	69	and	and	CC
37060	6815	70	health	health	NN
37060	6815	71	disorders	disorder	NNS
37060	6815	72	.	.	.
37060	6816	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6816	2	could	could	MD
37060	6816	3	not	not	RB
37060	6816	4	,	,	,
37060	6816	5	however	however	RB
37060	6816	6	,	,	,
37060	6816	7	deny	deny	VB
37060	6816	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6816	9	family	family	NN
37060	6816	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6816	11	renewed	renew	VBN
37060	6816	12	hope	hope	NN
37060	6816	13	by	by	IN
37060	6816	14	objecting	object	VBG
37060	6816	15	to	to	TO
37060	6816	16	travel	travel	VB
37060	6816	17	to	to	IN
37060	6816	18	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	6816	19	;	;	:
37060	6816	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6816	21	envisioned	envision	VBD
37060	6816	22	an	an	DT
37060	6816	23	image	image	NN
37060	6816	24	of	of	IN
37060	6816	25	boundless	boundless	JJ
37060	6816	26	joy	joy	NN
37060	6816	27	which	which	WDT
37060	6816	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6816	29	health	health	NN
37060	6816	30	would	would	MD
37060	6816	31	generate	generate	VB
37060	6816	32	among	among	IN
37060	6816	33	the	the	DT
37060	6816	34	family	family	NN
37060	6816	35	and	and	CC
37060	6816	36	circulate	circulate	VB
37060	6816	37	through	through	IN
37060	6816	38	the	the	DT
37060	6816	39	homes	home	NNS
37060	6816	40	of	of	IN
37060	6816	41	friends	friend	NNS
37060	6816	42	.	.	.
37060	6817	1	A	a	DT
37060	6817	2	beam	beam	NN
37060	6817	3	of	of	IN
37060	6817	4	hope	hope	NN
37060	6817	5	infiltrated	infiltrate	VBD
37060	6817	6	the	the	DT
37060	6817	7	confines	confine	NNS
37060	6817	8	of	of	IN
37060	6817	9	doubt	doubt	NN
37060	6817	10	in	in	IN
37060	6817	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6817	12	mind	mind	NN
37060	6817	13	also	also	RB
37060	6817	14	,	,	,
37060	6817	15	and	and	CC
37060	6817	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6817	17	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6817	18	ready	ready	JJ
37060	6817	19	and	and	CC
37060	6817	20	rather	rather	RB
37060	6817	21	anxious	anxious	JJ
37060	6817	22	to	to	TO
37060	6817	23	accept	accept	VB
37060	6817	24	this	this	DT
37060	6817	25	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6817	26	as	as	IN
37060	6817	27	a	a	DT
37060	6817	28	means	means	NN
37060	6817	29	toward	toward	IN
37060	6817	30	the	the	DT
37060	6817	31	rebirth	rebirth	NN
37060	6817	32	of	of	IN
37060	6817	33	health	health	NN
37060	6817	34	;	;	:
37060	6817	35	this	this	DT
37060	6817	36	was	be	VBD
37060	6817	37	one	one	CD
37060	6817	38	chance	chance	NN
37060	6817	39	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6817	40	could	could	MD
37060	6817	41	not	not	RB
37060	6817	42	pass	pass	VB
37060	6817	43	by	by	RB
37060	6817	44	,	,	,
37060	6817	45	and	and	CC
37060	6817	46	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6817	47	there	there	EX
37060	6817	48	would	would	MD
37060	6817	49	no	no	RB
37060	6817	50	longer	longer	RB
37060	6817	51	be	be	VB
37060	6817	52	a	a	DT
37060	6817	53	need	need	NN
37060	6817	54	for	for	IN
37060	6817	55	groping	grope	VBG
37060	6817	56	in	in	IN
37060	6817	57	the	the	DT
37060	6817	58	obscurity	obscurity	NN
37060	6817	59	of	of	IN
37060	6817	60	medical	medical	JJ
37060	6817	61	scams	scam	NNS
37060	6817	62	and	and	CC
37060	6817	63	hypocrisy	hypocrisy	NN
37060	6817	64	if	if	IN
37060	6817	65	truly	truly	RB
37060	6817	66	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6817	67	was	be	VBD
37060	6817	68	a	a	DT
37060	6817	69	cure	cure	NN
37060	6817	70	.	.	.
37060	6818	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6818	2	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	6818	3	the	the	DT
37060	6818	4	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	6818	5	was	be	VBD
37060	6818	6	worthy	worthy	JJ
37060	6818	7	of	of	IN
37060	6818	8	the	the	DT
37060	6818	9	trust	trust	NN
37060	6818	10	which	which	WDT
37060	6818	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6818	12	had	have	VBD
37060	6818	13	apparently	apparently	RB
37060	6818	14	secured	secure	VBN
37060	6818	15	,	,	,
37060	6818	16	for	for	IN
37060	6818	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6818	18	was	be	VBD
37060	6818	19	about	about	JJ
37060	6818	20	to	to	TO
37060	6818	21	bestow	bestow	VB
37060	6818	22	upon	upon	IN
37060	6818	23	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6818	24	some	some	DT
37060	6818	25	of	of	IN
37060	6818	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6818	27	own	own	JJ
37060	6818	28	;	;	:
37060	6818	29	if	if	IN
37060	6818	30	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6818	31	begrudged	begrudge	VBD
37060	6818	32	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6818	33	lack	lack	NN
37060	6818	34	of	of	IN
37060	6818	35	complete	complete	JJ
37060	6818	36	and	and	CC
37060	6818	37	unadulterated	unadulterated	JJ
37060	6818	38	trust	trust	NN
37060	6818	39	,	,	,
37060	6818	40	so	so	RB
37060	6818	41	then	then	RB
37060	6818	42	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6818	43	must	must	MD
37060	6818	44	be	be	VB
37060	6818	45	,	,	,
37060	6818	46	for	for	IN
37060	6818	47	such	such	JJ
37060	6818	48	was	be	VBD
37060	6818	49	the	the	DT
37060	6818	50	limit	limit	NN
37060	6818	51	which	which	WDT
37060	6818	52	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6818	53	heart	heart	NN
37060	6818	54	could	could	MD
37060	6818	55	withstand	withstand	VB
37060	6818	56	.	.	.
37060	6819	1	Although	although	IN
37060	6819	2	the	the	DT
37060	6819	3	journey	journey	NN
37060	6819	4	would	would	MD
37060	6819	5	be	be	VB
37060	6819	6	no	no	DT
37060	6819	7	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	6819	8	excursion	excursion	NN
37060	6819	9	,	,	,
37060	6819	10	traveling	travel	VBG
37060	6819	11	to	to	IN
37060	6819	12	a	a	DT
37060	6819	13	strange	strange	JJ
37060	6819	14	and	and	CC
37060	6819	15	distant	distant	JJ
37060	6819	16	continent	continent	NN
37060	6819	17	with	with	IN
37060	6819	18	uncertain	uncertain	JJ
37060	6819	19	health	health	NN
37060	6819	20	,	,	,
37060	6819	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6819	22	understood	understand	VBD
37060	6819	23	the	the	DT
37060	6819	24	expectancy	expectancy	NN
37060	6819	25	and	and	CC
37060	6819	26	purpose	purpose	VB
37060	6819	27	behind	behind	IN
37060	6819	28	the	the	DT
37060	6819	29	trip	trip	NN
37060	6819	30	,	,	,
37060	6819	31	and	and	CC
37060	6819	32	vowed	vow	VBD
37060	6819	33	to	to	TO
37060	6819	34	follow	follow	VB
37060	6819	35	the	the	DT
37060	6819	36	instructions	instruction	NNS
37060	6819	37	given	give	VBN
37060	6819	38	by	by	IN
37060	6819	39	the	the	DT
37060	6819	40	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	6819	41	carefully	carefully	RB
37060	6819	42	.	.	.
37060	6820	1	If	if	IN
37060	6820	2	the	the	DT
37060	6820	3	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6820	4	demonstrated	demonstrate	VBD
37060	6820	5	no	no	DT
37060	6820	6	result	result	NN
37060	6820	7	,	,	,
37060	6820	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6820	9	would	would	MD
37060	6820	10	be	be	VB
37060	6820	11	through	through	IN
37060	6820	12	no	no	DT
37060	6820	13	fault	fault	NN
37060	6820	14	of	of	IN
37060	6820	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6820	16	own	own	JJ
37060	6820	17	.	.	.
37060	6821	1	PAGE	PAGE	NNP
37060	6821	2	254	254	CD
37060	6821	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	6821	4	34	34	CD
37060	6821	5	Journey	Journey	NNP
37060	6821	6	to	to	IN
37060	6821	7	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	6821	8	"	"	``
37060	6821	9	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6821	10	the	the	DT
37060	6821	11	sky	sky	NN
37060	6821	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	6821	13	the	the	DT
37060	6821	14	sole	sole	JJ
37060	6821	15	glimpse	glimpse	NN
37060	6821	16	of	of	IN
37060	6821	17	home	home	NN
37060	6821	18	that	that	WDT
37060	6821	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6821	20	have	have	VBP
37060	6821	21	here	here	RB
37060	6821	22	in	in	IN
37060	6821	23	Athens	Athens	NNP
37060	6821	24	.	.	.
37060	6822	1	.	.	.
37060	6823	1	.	.	.
37060	6824	1	the	the	DT
37060	6824	2	sky	sky	NN
37060	6824	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	6824	4	always	always	RB
37060	6824	5	a	a	DT
37060	6824	6	constant	constant	JJ
37060	6824	7	factor	factor	NN
37060	6824	8	.	.	.
37060	6824	9	"	"	''
37060	6825	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	6825	2	THIRTY	THIRTY	NNP
37060	6825	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	6825	4	FOUR	four	CD
37060	6825	5	Journey	Journey	NNP
37060	6825	6	To	to	IN
37060	6825	7	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	6825	8	The	the	DT
37060	6825	9	day	day	NN
37060	6825	10	of	of	IN
37060	6825	11	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6825	12	departure	departure	NN
37060	6825	13	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	6825	14	amid	amid	IN
37060	6825	15	a	a	DT
37060	6825	16	tidal	tidal	JJ
37060	6825	17	wave	wave	NN
37060	6825	18	of	of	IN
37060	6825	19	apprehension	apprehension	NN
37060	6825	20	.	.	.
37060	6826	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6826	2	excitement	excitement	NN
37060	6826	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6826	4	not	not	RB
37060	6826	5	of	of	IN
37060	6826	6	the	the	DT
37060	6826	7	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	6826	8	,	,	,
37060	6826	9	gleeful	gleeful	JJ
37060	6826	10	breed	breed	NN
37060	6826	11	,	,	,
37060	6826	12	but	but	CC
37060	6826	13	rather	rather	RB
37060	6826	14	the	the	DT
37060	6826	15	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	6826	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	6826	17	clenching	clench	VBG
37060	6826	18	variety	variety	NN
37060	6826	19	that	that	WDT
37060	6826	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6826	21	would	would	MD
37060	6826	22	"	"	``
37060	6826	23	wish	wish	VB
37060	6826	24	away	away	RP
37060	6826	25	"	"	''
37060	6826	26	if	if	IN
37060	6826	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6826	28	was	be	VBD
37060	6826	29	possible	possible	JJ
37060	6826	30	.	.	.
37060	6827	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6827	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6827	3	,	,	,
37060	6827	4	once	once	RB
37060	6827	5	again	again	RB
37060	6827	6	,	,	,
37060	6827	7	fear	fear	NN
37060	6827	8	of	of	IN
37060	6827	9	the	the	DT
37060	6827	10	unknown	unknown	JJ
37060	6827	11	that	that	WDT
37060	6827	12	assailed	assail	VBD
37060	6827	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6827	14	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	6827	15	when	when	WRB
37060	6827	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6827	17	should	should	MD
37060	6827	18	have	have	VB
37060	6827	19	been	be	VBN
37060	6827	20	looking	look	VBG
37060	6827	21	forward	forward	RB
37060	6827	22	to	to	IN
37060	6827	23	new	new	JJ
37060	6827	24	and	and	CC
37060	6827	25	interesting	interesting	JJ
37060	6827	26	sights	sight	NNS
37060	6827	27	.	.	.
37060	6828	1	Making	make	VBG
37060	6828	2	the	the	DT
37060	6828	3	diagnosis	diagnosis	NN
37060	6828	4	was	be	VBD
37060	6828	5	simple	simple	JJ
37060	6828	6	;	;	:
37060	6828	7	believing	believe	VBG
37060	6828	8	in	in	IN
37060	6828	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6828	10	enough	enough	JJ
37060	6828	11	to	to	TO
37060	6828	12	admit	admit	VB
37060	6828	13	the	the	DT
37060	6828	14	silliness	silliness	NN
37060	6828	15	of	of	IN
37060	6828	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6828	17	fear	fear	NN
37060	6828	18	was	be	VBD
37060	6828	19	not	not	RB
37060	6828	20	as	as	RB
37060	6828	21	easy	easy	JJ
37060	6828	22	.	.	.
37060	6829	1	.	.	.
37060	6830	1	.	.	.
37060	6831	1	and	and	CC
37060	6831	2	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	6831	3	but	but	IN
37060	6831	4	confrontation	confrontation	NN
37060	6831	5	would	would	MD
37060	6831	6	smother	smother	VB
37060	6831	7	that	that	DT
37060	6831	8	fear	fear	NN
37060	6831	9	.	.	.
37060	6832	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6832	2	stood	stand	VBD
37060	6832	3	in	in	IN
37060	6832	4	the	the	DT
37060	6832	5	airport	airport	NN
37060	6832	6	lobby	lobby	NN
37060	6832	7	wishing	wish	VBG
37060	6832	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6832	9	had	have	VBD
37060	6832	10	already	already	RB
37060	6832	11	gone	go	VBN
37060	6832	12	and	and	CC
37060	6832	13	returned	return	VBN
37060	6832	14	.	.	.
37060	6833	1	As	as	IN
37060	6833	2	the	the	DT
37060	6833	3	gate	gate	NN
37060	6833	4	opened	open	VBD
37060	6833	5	,	,	,
37060	6833	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6833	7	decided	decide	VBD
37060	6833	8	to	to	TO
37060	6833	9	take	take	VB
37060	6833	10	one	one	CD
37060	6833	11	large	large	JJ
37060	6833	12	jump	jump	NN
37060	6833	13	and	and	CC
37060	6833	14	move	move	VB
37060	6833	15	through	through	IN
37060	6833	16	the	the	DT
37060	6833	17	metal	metal	NN
37060	6833	18	detector	detector	NN
37060	6833	19	and	and	CC
37060	6833	20	on	on	IN
37060	6833	21	to	to	IN
37060	6833	22	the	the	DT
37060	6833	23	official	official	JJ
37060	6833	24	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	6833	25	room	room	NN
37060	6833	26	,	,	,
37060	6833	27	where	where	WRB
37060	6833	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6833	29	proceeded	proceed	VBD
37060	6833	30	to	to	TO
37060	6833	31	stare	stare	VB
37060	6833	32	a	a	DT
37060	6833	33	hole	hole	NN
37060	6833	34	through	through	IN
37060	6833	35	the	the	DT
37060	6833	36	floor	floor	NN
37060	6833	37	.	.	.
37060	6834	1	Shortly	shortly	RB
37060	6834	2	before	before	IN
37060	6834	3	the	the	DT
37060	6834	4	plane	plane	NN
37060	6834	5	was	be	VBD
37060	6834	6	to	to	TO
37060	6834	7	be	be	VB
37060	6834	8	boarded	board	VBN
37060	6834	9	,	,	,
37060	6834	10	a	a	DT
37060	6834	11	group	group	NN
37060	6834	12	of	of	IN
37060	6834	13	friends	friend	NNS
37060	6834	14	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	6834	15	to	to	TO
37060	6834	16	bid	bid	VB
37060	6834	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6834	18	farewell	farewell	VB
37060	6834	19	.	.	.
37060	6835	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6835	2	were	be	VBD
37060	6835	3	separated	separate	VBN
37060	6835	4	by	by	IN
37060	6835	5	a	a	DT
37060	6835	6	railing	railing	NN
37060	6835	7	,	,	,
37060	6835	8	but	but	CC
37060	6835	9	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6835	10	warmth	warmth	NN
37060	6835	11	passed	pass	VBD
37060	6835	12	over	over	IN
37060	6835	13	the	the	DT
37060	6835	14	barrier	barrier	NN
37060	6835	15	and	and	CC
37060	6835	16	embraced	embrace	VBD
37060	6835	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6835	18	.	.	.
37060	6836	1	While	while	IN
37060	6836	2	the	the	DT
37060	6836	3	hugs	hug	NNS
37060	6836	4	and	and	CC
37060	6836	5	fair	fair	JJ
37060	6836	6	greetings	greeting	NNS
37060	6836	7	did	do	VBD
37060	6836	8	not	not	RB
37060	6836	9	dispell	dispell	VB
37060	6836	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6836	11	fear	fear	NN
37060	6836	12	,	,	,
37060	6836	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6836	14	realized	realize	VBD
37060	6836	15	the	the	DT
37060	6836	16	amount	amount	NN
37060	6836	17	of	of	IN
37060	6836	18	love	love	NN
37060	6836	19	which	which	WDT
37060	6836	20	would	would	MD
37060	6836	21	be	be	VB
37060	6836	22	packed	pack	VBN
37060	6836	23	in	in	IN
37060	6836	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6836	25	suitcase	suitcase	NN
37060	6836	26	for	for	IN
37060	6836	27	the	the	DT
37060	6836	28	month	month	NN
37060	6836	29	.	.	.
37060	6837	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6837	2	,	,	,
37060	6837	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6837	4	Uncle	Uncle	NNP
37060	6837	5	Les	Les	NNP
37060	6837	6	and	and	CC
37060	6837	7	a	a	DT
37060	6837	8	couple	couple	NN
37060	6837	9	from	from	IN
37060	6837	10	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6837	11	church	church	NN
37060	6837	12	had	have	VBD
37060	6837	13	also	also	RB
37060	6837	14	seen	see	VBN
37060	6837	15	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6837	16	off	off	RP
37060	6837	17	;	;	:
37060	6837	18	love	love	NN
37060	6837	19	would	would	MD
37060	6837	20	sustain	sustain	VB
37060	6837	21	and	and	CC
37060	6837	22	lend	lend	VB
37060	6837	23	buoyancy	buoyancy	NN
37060	6837	24	during	during	IN
37060	6837	25	the	the	DT
37060	6837	26	hard	hard	JJ
37060	6837	27	times	time	NNS
37060	6837	28	.	.	.
37060	6838	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6838	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6838	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6838	4	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	6838	5	surge	surge	NN
37060	6838	6	as	as	IN
37060	6838	7	the	the	DT
37060	6838	8	plane	plane	NN
37060	6838	9	taxied	taxi	VBD
37060	6838	10	near	near	IN
37060	6838	11	the	the	DT
37060	6838	12	gate	gate	NN
37060	6838	13	and	and	CC
37060	6838	14	people	people	NNS
37060	6838	15	in	in	IN
37060	6838	16	the	the	DT
37060	6838	17	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	6838	18	room	room	NN
37060	6838	19	spilled	spill	VBD
37060	6838	20	out	out	IN
37060	6838	21	of	of	IN
37060	6838	22	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6838	23	seats	seat	NNS
37060	6838	24	toward	toward	IN
37060	6838	25	the	the	DT
37060	6838	26	doorway	doorway	NN
37060	6838	27	.	.	.
37060	6839	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6839	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6839	3	time	time	NN
37060	6839	4	to	to	TO
37060	6839	5	go	go	VB
37060	6839	6	.	.	.
37060	6840	1	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	6840	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6840	3	traveling	travel	VBG
37060	6840	4	with	with	IN
37060	6840	5	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6840	6	to	to	IN
37060	6840	7	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	6840	8	,	,	,
37060	6840	9	inspired	inspire	VBD
37060	6840	10	to	to	TO
37060	6840	11	go	go	VB
37060	6840	12	through	through	IN
37060	6840	13	curiosity	curiosity	NN
37060	6840	14	and	and	CC
37060	6840	15	concern	concern	NN
37060	6840	16	about	about	IN
37060	6840	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6840	18	health	health	NN
37060	6840	19	and	and	CC
37060	6840	20	the	the	DT
37060	6840	21	Greek	greek	JJ
37060	6840	22	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	6840	23	's	's	POS
37060	6840	24	proclaimed	proclaim	VBN
37060	6840	25	cure	cure	NN
37060	6840	26	.	.	.
37060	6841	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6841	2	had	have	VBD
37060	6841	3	always	always	RB
37060	6841	4	wanted	want	VBN
37060	6841	5	to	to	TO
37060	6841	6	visit	visit	VB
37060	6841	7	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	6841	8	,	,	,
37060	6841	9	and	and	CC
37060	6841	10	when	when	WRB
37060	6841	11	such	such	PDT
37060	6841	12	an	an	DT
37060	6841	13	opportunity	opportunity	NN
37060	6841	14	presented	present	VBD
37060	6841	15	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6841	16	,	,	,
37060	6841	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6841	18	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	6841	19	ridiculous	ridiculous	JJ
37060	6841	20	to	to	TO
37060	6841	21	simply	simply	RB
37060	6841	22	let	let	VB
37060	6841	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6841	24	pass	pass	VB
37060	6841	25	.	.	.
37060	6842	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6842	2	definitely	definitely	RB
37060	6842	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6842	4	not	not	RB
37060	6842	5	traveling	travel	VBG
37060	6842	6	alone	alone	RB
37060	6842	7	;	;	:
37060	6842	8	the	the	DT
37060	6842	9	four	four	CD
37060	6842	10	of	of	IN
37060	6842	11	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6842	12	formed	form	VBD
37060	6842	13	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6842	14	own	own	JJ
37060	6842	15	support	support	NN
37060	6842	16	group	group	NN
37060	6842	17	en	en	IN
37060	6842	18	route	route	NN
37060	6842	19	,	,	,
37060	6842	20	exchanging	exchange	VBG
37060	6842	21	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	6842	22	and	and	CC
37060	6842	23	smiles	smile	VBZ
37060	6842	24	through	through	IN
37060	6842	25	the	the	DT
37060	6842	26	dubious	dubious	JJ
37060	6842	27	hours	hour	NNS
37060	6842	28	in	in	IN
37060	6842	29	which	which	WDT
37060	6842	30	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6842	31	flew	fly	VBD
37060	6842	32	over	over	IN
37060	6842	33	land	land	NN
37060	6842	34	and	and	CC
37060	6842	35	sea	sea	NN
37060	6842	36	.	.	.
37060	6843	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	6843	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6843	3	family	family	NN
37060	6843	4	's	's	POS
37060	6843	5	presence	presence	NN
37060	6843	6	,	,	,
37060	6843	7	however	however	RB
37060	6843	8	,	,	,
37060	6843	9	homesickness	homesickness	NNP
37060	6843	10	began	begin	VBD
37060	6843	11	to	to	TO
37060	6843	12	set	set	VB
37060	6843	13	in	in	RP
37060	6843	14	shortly	shortly	RB
37060	6843	15	after	after	IN
37060	6843	16	lift	lift	NN
37060	6843	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	6843	18	off	off	NN
37060	6843	19	and	and	CC
37060	6843	20	graduated	graduate	VBD
37060	6843	21	as	as	IN
37060	6843	22	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6843	23	progressed	progress	VBD
37060	6843	24	.	.	.
37060	6844	1	While	while	IN
37060	6844	2	the	the	DT
37060	6844	3	American	american	JJ
37060	6844	4	top	top	NN
37060	6844	5	hits	hit	NNS
37060	6844	6	buzzed	buzz	VBN
37060	6844	7	happily	happily	RB
37060	6844	8	through	through	IN
37060	6844	9	the	the	DT
37060	6844	10	headphones	headphone	NNS
37060	6844	11	oblivious	oblivious	JJ
37060	6844	12	to	to	IN
37060	6844	13	the	the	DT
37060	6844	14	foreign	foreign	JJ
37060	6844	15	space	space	NN
37060	6844	16	below	below	RB
37060	6844	17	,	,	,
37060	6844	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6844	19	thought	think	VBD
37060	6844	20	of	of	IN
37060	6844	21	home	home	NN
37060	6844	22	;	;	:
37060	6844	23	when	when	WRB
37060	6844	24	the	the	DT
37060	6844	25	snow	snow	NN
37060	6844	26	capped	cap	VBN
37060	6844	27	Alps	Alps	NNP
37060	6844	28	crossed	cross	VBD
37060	6844	29	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6844	30	path	path	NN
37060	6844	31	,	,	,
37060	6844	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6844	33	thought	think	VBD
37060	6844	34	of	of	IN
37060	6844	35	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6844	36	.	.	.
37060	6845	1	Home	home	NN
37060	6845	2	.	.	.
37060	6846	1	.	.	.
37060	6847	1	.	.	.
37060	6848	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6848	2	.	.	.
37060	6849	1	.	.	.
37060	6850	1	.	.	.
37060	6851	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6851	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	6851	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6851	4	would	would	MD
37060	6851	5	be	be	VB
37060	6851	6	missed	miss	VBN
37060	6851	7	.	.	.
37060	6852	1	Frankly	frankly	RB
37060	6852	2	,	,	,
37060	6852	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6852	4	already	already	RB
37060	6852	5	were	be	VBD
37060	6852	6	.	.	.
37060	6853	1	Diary	diary	NN
37060	6853	2	:	:	:
37060	6853	3	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	6853	4	12	12	CD
37060	6853	5	1983	1983	CD
37060	6853	6	...	...	:
37060	6853	7	Last	last	JJ
37060	6853	8	night	night	NN
37060	6853	9	there	there	EX
37060	6853	10	was	be	VBD
37060	6853	11	a	a	DT
37060	6853	12	party	party	NN
37060	6853	13	,	,	,
37060	6853	14	as	as	IN
37060	6853	15	anticipated	anticipate	VBN
37060	6853	16	,	,	,
37060	6853	17	for	for	IN
37060	6853	18	the	the	DT
37060	6853	19	Americans	Americans	NNPS
37060	6853	20	;	;	:
37060	6853	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6853	22	consisted	consist	VBD
37060	6853	23	of	of	IN
37060	6853	24	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	6853	25	Grecian	grecian	JJ
37060	6853	26	delights	delight	NNS
37060	6853	27	,	,	,
37060	6853	28	such	such	JJ
37060	6853	29	as	as	IN
37060	6853	30	bhaklava	bhaklava	NN
37060	6853	31	,	,	,
37060	6853	32	and	and	CC
37060	6853	33	various	various	JJ
37060	6853	34	other	other	JJ
37060	6853	35	pastries	pastry	NNS
37060	6853	36	.	.	.
37060	6854	1	.	.	.
37060	6855	1	.	.	.
37060	6856	1	many	many	JJ
37060	6856	2	of	of	IN
37060	6856	3	which	which	WDT
37060	6856	4	were	be	VBD
37060	6856	5	laden	laden	JJ
37060	6856	6	with	with	IN
37060	6856	7	honey	honey	NN
37060	6856	8	.	.	.
37060	6857	1	There	there	EX
37060	6857	2	were	be	VBD
37060	6857	3	also	also	RB
37060	6857	4	filberts	filbert	NNS
37060	6857	5	and	and	CC
37060	6857	6	almonds	almond	VBZ
37060	6857	7	,	,	,
37060	6857	8	as	as	RB
37060	6857	9	well	well	RB
37060	6857	10	as	as	IN
37060	6857	11	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	6857	12	steaks	steak	NNS
37060	6857	13	for	for	IN
37060	6857	14	those	those	DT
37060	6857	15	desiring	desire	VBG
37060	6857	16	to	to	TO
37060	6857	17	partake	partake	VB
37060	6857	18	.	.	.
37060	6858	1	As	as	IN
37060	6858	2	for	for	IN
37060	6858	3	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6858	4	,	,	,
37060	6858	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6858	6	committed	commit	VBD
37060	6858	7	the	the	DT
37060	6858	8	irretractable	irretractable	JJ
37060	6858	9	message	message	NN
37060	6858	10	that	that	WDT
37060	6858	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6858	12	was	be	VBD
37060	6858	13	a	a	DT
37060	6858	14	"	"	``
37060	6858	15	liver	liver	NN
37060	6858	16	patient	patient	NN
37060	6858	17	,	,	,
37060	6858	18	"	"	''
37060	6858	19	and	and	CC
37060	6858	20	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	6858	21	was	be	VBD
37060	6858	22	denied	deny	VBN
37060	6858	23	the	the	DT
37060	6858	24	joy	joy	NN
37060	6858	25	of	of	IN
37060	6858	26	a	a	DT
37060	6858	27	potentially	potentially	RB
37060	6858	28	ambrosiac	ambrosiac	NNP
37060	6858	29	steak	steak	NN
37060	6858	30	.	.	.
37060	6859	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	6859	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6859	3	life	life	NN
37060	6859	4	,	,	,
37060	6859	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6859	6	no	no	DT
37060	6859	7	luck	luck	NN
37060	6859	8	at	at	RB
37060	6859	9	all	all	RB
37060	6859	10	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6859	11	.	.	.
37060	6860	1	Today	today	NN
37060	6860	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6860	3	woke	wake	VBD
37060	6860	4	up	up	RP
37060	6860	5	at	at	IN
37060	6860	6	6:30	6:30	CD
37060	6860	7	,	,	,
37060	6860	8	as	as	RB
37060	6860	9	well	well	RB
37060	6860	10	as	as	IN
37060	6860	11	every	every	DT
37060	6860	12	hour	hour	NN
37060	6860	13	on	on	IN
37060	6860	14	the	the	DT
37060	6860	15	hour	hour	NN
37060	6860	16	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	6860	17	the	the	DT
37060	6860	18	night	night	NN
37060	6860	19	!	!	.
37060	6861	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6861	2	went	go	VBD
37060	6861	3	to	to	IN
37060	6861	4	the	the	DT
37060	6861	5	clinic	clinic	NN
37060	6861	6	...	...	:
37060	6861	7	with	with	IN
37060	6861	8	Mom	mom	NN
37060	6861	9	,	,	,
37060	6861	10	this	this	DT
37060	6861	11	time	time	NN
37060	6861	12	...	...	.
37060	6862	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6862	2	received	receive	VBD
37060	6862	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6862	4	shot	shot	NN
37060	6862	5	.	.	.
37060	6863	1	The	the	DT
37060	6863	2	moment	moment	NN
37060	6863	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6863	4	administered	administer	VBD
37060	6863	5	the	the	DT
37060	6863	6	shot	shot	NN
37060	6863	7	,	,	,
37060	6863	8	the	the	DT
37060	6863	9	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	6863	10	began	begin	VBD
37060	6863	11	.	.	.
37060	6864	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6864	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	6864	3	as	as	IN
37060	6864	4	if	if	IN
37060	6864	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6864	6	entire	entire	JJ
37060	6864	7	body	body	NN
37060	6864	8	had	have	VBD
37060	6864	9	been	be	VBN
37060	6864	10	assaulted	assault	VBN
37060	6864	11	by	by	IN
37060	6864	12	a	a	DT
37060	6864	13	blow	blow	NN
37060	6864	14	torch	torch	NN
37060	6864	15	!	!	.
37060	6865	1	Several	several	JJ
37060	6865	2	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	6865	3	later	later	RB
37060	6865	4	,	,	,
37060	6865	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6865	6	face	face	NN
37060	6865	7	turned	turn	VBD
37060	6865	8	a	a	DT
37060	6865	9	lovely	lovely	JJ
37060	6865	10	shade	shade	NN
37060	6865	11	of	of	IN
37060	6865	12	red	red	NN
37060	6865	13	.	.	.
37060	6866	1	Also	also	RB
37060	6866	2	simultaneous	simultaneous	JJ
37060	6866	3	with	with	IN
37060	6866	4	the	the	DT
37060	6866	5	shot	shot	NN
37060	6866	6	was	be	VBD
37060	6866	7	a	a	DT
37060	6866	8	distinct	distinct	JJ
37060	6866	9	flavor	flavor	NN
37060	6866	10	of	of	IN
37060	6866	11	salt	salt	NN
37060	6866	12	.	.	.
37060	6867	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6867	2	returned	return	VBD
37060	6867	3	to	to	IN
37060	6867	4	the	the	DT
37060	6867	5	Akrion	Akrion	NNP
37060	6867	6	and	and	CC
37060	6867	7	rested	rest	VBD
37060	6867	8	'	'	''
37060	6867	9	til	til	IN
37060	6867	10	11:30	11:30	CD
37060	6867	11	,	,	,
37060	6867	12	at	at	IN
37060	6867	13	which	which	WDT
37060	6867	14	time	time	NN
37060	6867	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6867	16	ate	eat	VBD
37060	6867	17	a	a	DT
37060	6867	18	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	6867	19	of	of	IN
37060	6867	20	oatmeal	oatmeal	NN
37060	6867	21	with	with	IN
37060	6867	22	honey	honey	NN
37060	6867	23	and	and	CC
37060	6867	24	two	two	CD
37060	6867	25	pieces	piece	NNS
37060	6867	26	of	of	IN
37060	6867	27	toast	toast	NN
37060	6867	28	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6867	29	the	the	DT
37060	6867	30	latter	latter	NN
37060	6867	31	of	of	IN
37060	6867	32	which	which	WDT
37060	6867	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6867	34	learned	learn	VBD
37060	6867	35	were	be	VBD
37060	6867	36	forbidden	forbid	VBN
37060	6867	37	until	until	IN
37060	6867	38	after	after	IN
37060	6867	39	the	the	DT
37060	6867	40	19th	19th	JJ
37060	6867	41	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6867	42	.	.	.
37060	6868	1	Oh	oh	UH
37060	6868	2	well	well	UH
37060	6868	3	,	,	,
37060	6868	4	hopefully	hopefully	RB
37060	6868	5	that	that	DT
37060	6868	6	will	will	MD
37060	6868	7	be	be	VB
37060	6868	8	the	the	DT
37060	6868	9	least	least	JJS
37060	6868	10	of	of	IN
37060	6868	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6868	12	follies	folly	NNS
37060	6868	13	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6868	14	.	.	.
37060	6869	1	After	after	IN
37060	6869	2	drinking	drink	VBG
37060	6869	3	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	6869	4	an	an	DT
37060	6869	5	entire	entire	JJ
37060	6869	6	carafe	carafe	NN
37060	6869	7	of	of	IN
37060	6869	8	water	water	NN
37060	6869	9	,	,	,
37060	6869	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6869	11	returned	return	VBD
37060	6869	12	to	to	IN
37060	6869	13	the	the	DT
37060	6869	14	room	room	NN
37060	6869	15	and	and	CC
37060	6869	16	slept	sleep	VBD
37060	6869	17	until	until	IN
37060	6869	18	6:00	6:00	CD
37060	6869	19	p.m.	p.m.	NN
37060	6870	1	Following	follow	VBG
37060	6870	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6870	3	lengthy	lengthy	JJ
37060	6870	4	siesta	siesta	NN
37060	6870	5	,	,	,
37060	6870	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6870	7	ate	eat	VBD
37060	6870	8	a	a	DT
37060	6870	9	meager	meager	JJ
37060	6870	10	supper	supper	NN
37060	6870	11	of	of	IN
37060	6870	12	greens	green	NNS
37060	6870	13	,	,	,
37060	6870	14	cucumbers	cucumber	NNS
37060	6870	15	and	and	CC
37060	6870	16	carrots	carrot	NNS
37060	6870	17	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6870	18	salad	salad	NN
37060	6870	19	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6870	20	and	and	CC
37060	6870	21	a	a	DT
37060	6870	22	baked	bake	VBN
37060	6870	23	apple	apple	NN
37060	6870	24	with	with	IN
37060	6870	25	honey	honey	NN
37060	6870	26	and	and	CC
37060	6870	27	walnuts	walnut	NNS
37060	6870	28	.	.	.
37060	6871	1	A	a	DT
37060	6871	2	terrific	terrific	JJ
37060	6871	3	addition	addition	NN
37060	6871	4	...	...	.
37060	6872	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6872	2	got	get	VBD
37060	6872	3	diarrhea	diarrhea	NN
37060	6872	4	...	...	NFP
37060	6872	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6872	6	pew	pew	NNP
37060	6872	7	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6872	8	.	.	.
37060	6873	1	Must	Must	MD
37060	6873	2	be	be	VB
37060	6873	3	because	because	IN
37060	6873	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6873	5	'm	be	VBP
37060	6873	6	screwed	screw	VBN
37060	6873	7	up	up	RP
37060	6873	8	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6873	9	times	time	NNS
37060	6873	10	,	,	,
37060	6873	11	meals	meal	NNS
37060	6873	12	,	,	,
37060	6873	13	etc	etc	FW
37060	6873	14	.	.	.
37060	6873	15	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6873	16	.	.	.
37060	6874	1	Sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	6874	2	to	to	TO
37060	6874	3	say	say	VB
37060	6874	4	,	,	,
37060	6874	5	impinged	impinge	VBN
37060	6874	6	on	on	IN
37060	6874	7	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	6874	8	's	's	POS
37060	6874	9	right	right	NN
37060	6874	10	to	to	IN
37060	6874	11	fresh	fresh	JJ
37060	6874	12	air	air	NN
37060	6874	13	while	while	IN
37060	6874	14	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6874	15	was	be	VBD
37060	6874	16	showering	shower	VBG
37060	6874	17	...	...	.
37060	6875	1	The	the	DT
37060	6875	2	people	people	NNS
37060	6875	3	,	,	,
37060	6875	4	both	both	DT
37060	6875	5	patients	patient	NNS
37060	6875	6	and	and	CC
37060	6875	7	families	family	NNS
37060	6875	8	and	and	CC
37060	6875	9	Greeks	Greeks	NNPS
37060	6875	10	...	...	:
37060	6875	11	all	all	DT
37060	6875	12	nice	nice	JJ
37060	6875	13	.	.	.
37060	6876	1	Jan	Jan	NNP
37060	6876	2	13	13	CD
37060	6876	3	,	,	,
37060	6876	4	14	14	CD
37060	6876	5	,	,	,
37060	6876	6	15	15	CD
37060	6876	7	,	,	,
37060	6876	8	16	16	CD
37060	6876	9	...	...	:
37060	6876	10	Never	never	RB
37060	6876	11	have	have	VB
37060	6876	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6876	13	felt	feel	VBN
37060	6876	14	so	so	RB
37060	6876	15	utterly	utterly	RB
37060	6876	16	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	6876	17	in	in	IN
37060	6876	18	a	a	DT
37060	6876	19	place	place	NN
37060	6876	20	as	as	IN
37060	6876	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6876	22	do	do	VBP
37060	6876	23	here	here	RB
37060	6876	24	in	in	IN
37060	6876	25	Athens	Athens	NNP
37060	6876	26	.	.	.
37060	6877	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6877	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6877	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	6877	4	due	due	JJ
37060	6877	5	to	to	IN
37060	6877	6	the	the	DT
37060	6877	7	fact	fact	NN
37060	6877	8	that	that	IN
37060	6877	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6877	10	am	be	VBP
37060	6877	11	here	here	RB
37060	6877	12	for	for	IN
37060	6877	13	the	the	DT
37060	6877	14	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	6877	15	of	of	IN
37060	6877	16	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	6877	17	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6877	18	,	,	,
37060	6877	19	not	not	RB
37060	6877	20	merely	merely	RB
37060	6877	21	diversion	diversion	NN
37060	6877	22	.	.	.
37060	6878	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6878	2	have	have	VBP
37060	6878	3	not	not	RB
37060	6878	4	the	the	DT
37060	6878	5	energy	energy	NN
37060	6878	6	nor	nor	CC
37060	6878	7	the	the	DT
37060	6878	8	desire	desire	NN
37060	6878	9	to	to	TO
37060	6878	10	do	do	VB
37060	6878	11	much	much	JJ
37060	6878	12	sight	sight	NN
37060	6878	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	6878	14	seeing	seeing	NN
37060	6878	15	.	.	.
37060	6879	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6879	2	meals	meal	NNS
37060	6879	3	are	be	VBP
37060	6879	4	routine	routine	JJ
37060	6879	5	and	and	CC
37060	6879	6	boring	boring	JJ
37060	6879	7	,	,	,
37060	6879	8	not	not	RB
37060	6879	9	to	to	TO
37060	6879	10	mention	mention	VB
37060	6879	11	that	that	IN
37060	6879	12	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6879	13	do	do	VBP
37060	6879	14	not	not	RB
37060	6879	15	provide	provide	VB
37060	6879	16	sufficient	sufficient	JJ
37060	6879	17	energy	energy	NN
37060	6879	18	.	.	.
37060	6880	1	Indeed	indeed	RB
37060	6880	2	,	,	,
37060	6880	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6880	4	are	be	VBP
37060	6880	5	a	a	DT
37060	6880	6	hindrance	hindrance	NN
37060	6880	7	to	to	IN
37060	6880	8	activity	activity	NN
37060	6880	9	.	.	.
37060	6881	1	Breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	6881	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6881	3	oatmeal	oatmeal	JJ
37060	6881	4	with	with	IN
37060	6881	5	honey	honey	NNP
37060	6881	6	and	and	CC
37060	6881	7	a	a	DT
37060	6881	8	baked	bake	VBN
37060	6881	9	apple	apple	NN
37060	6881	10	.	.	.
37060	6882	1	Lunch	lunch	NN
37060	6882	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6882	3	a	a	DT
37060	6882	4	salad	salad	NN
37060	6882	5	and	and	CC
37060	6882	6	baked	baked	JJ
37060	6882	7	apple	apple	NN
37060	6882	8	,	,	,
37060	6882	9	and	and	CC
37060	6882	10	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	6882	11	consists	consist	VBZ
37060	6882	12	of	of	IN
37060	6882	13	a	a	DT
37060	6882	14	salad	salad	NN
37060	6882	15	,	,	,
37060	6882	16	apple	apple	NN
37060	6882	17	and	and	CC
37060	6882	18	rice	rice	NN
37060	6882	19	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6882	20	if	if	IN
37060	6882	21	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6882	22	have	have	VBP
37060	6882	23	the	the	DT
37060	6882	24	latter	latter	JJ
37060	6882	25	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6882	26	.	.	.
37060	6883	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6883	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6883	3	so	so	RB
37060	6883	4	worn	wear	VBN
37060	6883	5	down	down	RP
37060	6883	6	after	after	IN
37060	6883	7	the	the	DT
37060	6883	8	bus	bus	NN
37060	6883	9	tour	tour	NN
37060	6883	10	Saturday	Saturday	NNP
37060	6883	11	that	that	WDT
37060	6883	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6883	13	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	6883	14	cried	cry	VBD
37060	6883	15	when	when	WRB
37060	6883	16	the	the	DT
37060	6883	17	waiter	waiter	NN
37060	6883	18	said	say	VBD
37060	6883	19	there	there	EX
37060	6883	20	was	be	VBD
37060	6883	21	no	no	DT
37060	6883	22	rice	rice	NN
37060	6883	23	to	to	TO
37060	6883	24	be	be	VB
37060	6883	25	had	have	VBN
37060	6883	26	.	.	.
37060	6884	1	Nuts	nut	NNS
37060	6884	2	provide	provide	VB
37060	6884	3	energy	energy	NN
37060	6884	4	,	,	,
37060	6884	5	but	but	CC
37060	6884	6	too	too	RB
37060	6884	7	many	many	JJ
37060	6884	8	of	of	IN
37060	6884	9	those	those	DT
37060	6884	10	can	can	MD
37060	6884	11	be	be	VB
37060	6884	12	a	a	DT
37060	6884	13	sickening	sickening	NN
37060	6884	14	experience	experience	NN
37060	6884	15	.	.	.
37060	6885	1	The	the	DT
37060	6885	2	first	first	JJ
37060	6885	3	two	two	CD
37060	6885	4	nights	night	NNS
37060	6885	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6885	6	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	6885	7	went	go	VBD
37060	6885	8	without	without	IN
37060	6885	9	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	6885	10	.	.	.
37060	6886	1	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	6886	2	snores	snore	VBZ
37060	6886	3	excessively	excessively	RB
37060	6886	4	while	while	IN
37060	6886	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6886	6	,	,	,
37060	6886	7	on	on	IN
37060	6886	8	the	the	DT
37060	6886	9	other	other	JJ
37060	6886	10	hand	hand	NN
37060	6886	11	,	,	,
37060	6886	12	am	be	VBP
37060	6886	13	quite	quite	PDT
37060	6886	14	a	a	DT
37060	6886	15	light	light	JJ
37060	6886	16	sleeper	sleeper	NN
37060	6886	17	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6886	18	hear	hear	VB
37060	6886	19	all	all	DT
37060	6886	20	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6886	21	.	.	.
37060	6887	1	In	in	IN
37060	6887	2	addition	addition	NN
37060	6887	3	,	,	,
37060	6887	4	a	a	DT
37060	6887	5	hi	hi	JJ
37060	6887	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	6887	7	way	way	NN
37060	6887	8	passes	pass	VBZ
37060	6887	9	close	close	JJ
37060	6887	10	to	to	IN
37060	6887	11	the	the	DT
37060	6887	12	hotel	hotel	NN
37060	6887	13	with	with	IN
37060	6887	14	motorists	motorist	NNS
37060	6887	15	ravaging	ravage	VBG
37060	6887	16	the	the	DT
37060	6887	17	noise	noise	NN
37060	6887	18	level	level	NN
37060	6887	19	at	at	IN
37060	6887	20	all	all	DT
37060	6887	21	times	time	NNS
37060	6887	22	of	of	IN
37060	6887	23	the	the	DT
37060	6887	24	day	day	NN
37060	6887	25	and	and	CC
37060	6887	26	night	night	NN
37060	6887	27	.	.	.
37060	6888	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6888	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	6888	3	to	to	TO
37060	6888	4	wonder	wonder	VB
37060	6888	5	if	if	IN
37060	6888	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6888	7	'd	'd	MD
37060	6888	8	sleep	sleep	VB
37060	6888	9	at	at	RB
37060	6888	10	all	all	RB
37060	6888	11	,	,	,
37060	6888	12	so	so	RB
37060	6888	13	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	6888	14	and	and	CC
37060	6888	15	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	6888	16	changed	change	VBD
37060	6888	17	rooms	room	NNS
37060	6888	18	.	.	.
37060	6889	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6889	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	6889	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6889	4	needed	need	VBD
37060	6889	5	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	6889	6	's	's	POS
37060	6889	7	support	support	NN
37060	6889	8	much	much	RB
37060	6889	9	more	more	JJR
37060	6889	10	than	than	IN
37060	6889	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6889	12	knew	know	VBD
37060	6889	13	.	.	.
37060	6890	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6890	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6890	3	quite	quite	RB
37060	6890	4	mellow	mellow	JJ
37060	6890	5	.	.	.
37060	6891	1	.	.	.
37060	6892	1	.	.	.
37060	6893	1	and	and	CC
37060	6893	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6893	3	need	need	VBP
37060	6893	4	all	all	PDT
37060	6893	5	the	the	DT
37060	6893	6	relaxation	relaxation	NN
37060	6893	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6893	8	can	can	MD
37060	6893	9	possibly	possibly	RB
37060	6893	10	have	have	VB
37060	6893	11	.	.	.
37060	6894	1	Somehow	somehow	RB
37060	6894	2	,	,	,
37060	6894	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6894	4	could	could	MD
37060	6894	5	n't	not	RB
37060	6894	6	handle	handle	VB
37060	6894	7	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	6894	8	's	's	POS
37060	6894	9	intensity	intensity	NN
37060	6894	10	,	,	,
37060	6894	11	and	and	CC
37060	6894	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6894	13	became	become	VBD
37060	6894	14	more	more	RBR
37060	6894	15	and	and	CC
37060	6894	16	more	more	RBR
37060	6894	17	on	on	IN
37060	6894	18	edge	edge	NN
37060	6894	19	.	.	.
37060	6895	1	Yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	6895	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6895	3	got	get	VBD
37060	6895	4	too	too	RB
37060	6895	5	tired	tired	JJ
37060	6895	6	on	on	IN
37060	6895	7	the	the	DT
37060	6895	8	tour	tour	NN
37060	6895	9	and	and	CC
37060	6895	10	broke	break	VBD
37060	6895	11	down	down	RP
37060	6895	12	in	in	IN
37060	6895	13	the	the	DT
37060	6895	14	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	6895	15	.	.	.
37060	6896	1	Once	once	RB
37060	6896	2	again	again	RB
37060	6896	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6896	4	was	be	VBD
37060	6896	5	glad	glad	JJ
37060	6896	6	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	6896	7	shared	share	VBD
37060	6896	8	the	the	DT
37060	6896	9	room	room	NN
37060	6896	10	with	with	IN
37060	6896	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6896	12	.	.	.
37060	6897	1	Never	never	RB
37060	6897	2	before	before	RB
37060	6897	3	have	have	VBP
37060	6897	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6897	5	been	be	VBN
37060	6897	6	so	so	RB
37060	6897	7	easily	easily	RB
37060	6897	8	shattered	shatter	VBN
37060	6897	9	as	as	IN
37060	6897	10	here	here	RB
37060	6897	11	.	.	.
37060	6898	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6898	2	can	can	MD
37060	6898	3	not	not	RB
37060	6898	4	seem	seem	VB
37060	6898	5	to	to	TO
37060	6898	6	handle	handle	VB
37060	6898	7	anything	anything	NN
37060	6898	8	...	...	:
37060	6898	9	usually	usually	RB
37060	6898	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6898	11	never	never	RB
37060	6898	12	cry	cry	VBP
37060	6898	13	or	or	CC
37060	6898	14	get	get	VB
37060	6898	15	too	too	RB
37060	6898	16	terribly	terribly	RB
37060	6898	17	upset	upset	JJ
37060	6898	18	.	.	.
37060	6899	1	Traveling	travel	VBG
37060	6899	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6899	3	usually	usually	RB
37060	6899	4	a	a	DT
37060	6899	5	blast	blast	NN
37060	6899	6	.	.	.
37060	6900	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6900	2	slept	sleep	VBD
37060	6900	3	well	well	RB
37060	6900	4	last	last	JJ
37060	6900	5	night	night	NN
37060	6900	6	...	...	.
37060	6901	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6901	2	did	do	VBD
37060	6901	3	n't	not	RB
37060	6901	4	have	have	VB
37060	6901	5	a	a	DT
37060	6901	6	nap	nap	NN
37060	6901	7	because	because	IN
37060	6901	8	by	by	IN
37060	6901	9	the	the	DT
37060	6901	10	time	time	NN
37060	6901	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6901	12	got	get	VBD
37060	6901	13	hold	hold	NN
37060	6901	14	of	of	IN
37060	6901	15	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6901	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6901	17	was	be	VBD
37060	6901	18	time	time	NN
37060	6901	19	for	for	IN
37060	6901	20	supper	supper	NN
37060	6901	21	.	.	.
37060	6902	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6902	2	got	get	VBD
37060	6902	3	down	down	RP
37060	6902	4	to	to	IN
37060	6902	5	the	the	DT
37060	6902	6	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	6902	7	quite	quite	RB
37060	6902	8	ready	ready	JJ
37060	6902	9	to	to	TO
37060	6902	10	eat	eat	VB
37060	6902	11	,	,	,
37060	6902	12	but	but	CC
37060	6902	13	when	when	WRB
37060	6902	14	the	the	DT
37060	6902	15	food	food	NN
37060	6902	16	came	come	VBD
37060	6902	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6902	18	could	could	MD
37060	6902	19	n't	not	RB
37060	6902	20	eat	eat	VB
37060	6902	21	much	much	JJ
37060	6902	22	and	and	CC
37060	6902	23	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	6902	24	lost	lose	VBD
37060	6902	25	control	control	NN
37060	6902	26	of	of	IN
37060	6902	27	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6902	28	again	again	RB
37060	6902	29	.	.	.
37060	6903	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6903	2	went	go	VBD
37060	6903	3	back	back	RB
37060	6903	4	to	to	IN
37060	6903	5	the	the	DT
37060	6903	6	rooms	room	NNS
37060	6903	7	and	and	CC
37060	6903	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6903	9	had	have	VBD
37060	6903	10	another	another	DT
37060	6903	11	attack	attack	NN
37060	6903	12	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6903	13	with	with	IN
37060	6903	14	several	several	JJ
37060	6903	15	more	more	JJR
37060	6903	16	to	to	TO
37060	6903	17	follow	follow	VB
37060	6903	18	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6903	19	of	of	IN
37060	6903	20	diarrhea	diarrhea	NN
37060	6903	21	.	.	.
37060	6904	1	Glorious	glorious	JJ
37060	6904	2	!	!	.
37060	6905	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6905	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	6905	3	calling	call	VBG
37060	6905	4	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6905	5	but	but	CC
37060	6905	6	the	the	DT
37060	6905	7	line	line	NN
37060	6905	8	was	be	VBD
37060	6905	9	either	either	CC
37060	6905	10	busy	busy	JJ
37060	6905	11	or	or	CC
37060	6905	12	kept	keep	VBN
37060	6905	13	ringing	ring	VBG
37060	6905	14	.	.	.
37060	6906	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6906	2	called	call	VBD
37060	6906	3	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	6906	4	but	but	CC
37060	6906	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6906	6	was	be	VBD
37060	6906	7	n't	not	RB
37060	6906	8	there	there	RB
37060	6906	9	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6906	10	at	at	IN
37060	6906	11	school	school	NN
37060	6906	12	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6906	13	so	so	RB
37060	6906	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6906	15	talked	talk	VBD
37060	6906	16	to	to	IN
37060	6906	17	both	both	DT
37060	6906	18	of	of	IN
37060	6906	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6906	20	parents	parent	NNS
37060	6906	21	.	.	.
37060	6907	1	Slept	sleep	VBN
37060	6907	2	very	very	RB
37060	6907	3	well	well	RB
37060	6907	4	.	.	.
37060	6908	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	6908	2	18	18	CD
37060	6908	3	,	,	,
37060	6908	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	6908	5	...	...	.
37060	6909	1	Things	thing	NNS
37060	6909	2	are	be	VBP
37060	6909	3	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	6909	4	becoming	become	VBG
37060	6909	5	easier	easy	JJR
37060	6909	6	to	to	TO
37060	6909	7	handle	handle	VB
37060	6909	8	,	,	,
37060	6909	9	although	although	IN
37060	6909	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6909	11	desire	desire	NN
37060	6909	12	to	to	TO
37060	6909	13	return	return	VB
37060	6909	14	home	home	RB
37060	6909	15	as	as	RB
37060	6909	16	soon	soon	RB
37060	6909	17	as	as	IN
37060	6909	18	possible	possible	JJ
37060	6909	19	is	be	VBZ
37060	6909	20	yet	yet	RB
37060	6909	21	a	a	DT
37060	6909	22	prominent	prominent	JJ
37060	6909	23	thought	thought	NN
37060	6909	24	in	in	IN
37060	6909	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6909	26	mind	mind	NN
37060	6909	27	.	.	.
37060	6910	1	Today	today	NN
37060	6910	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6910	3	had	have	VBD
37060	6910	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6910	5	5th	5th	JJ
37060	6910	6	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6910	7	;	;	:
37060	6910	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6910	9	did	do	VBD
37060	6910	10	n't	not	RB
37060	6910	11	seem	seem	VB
37060	6910	12	as	as	RB
37060	6910	13	hot	hot	JJ
37060	6910	14	or	or	CC
37060	6910	15	as	as	RB
37060	6910	16	red	red	JJ
37060	6910	17	as	as	IN
37060	6910	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6910	19	had	have	VBD
37060	6910	20	yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	6910	21	,	,	,
37060	6910	22	although	although	IN
37060	6910	23	the	the	DT
37060	6910	24	taste	taste	NN
37060	6910	25	of	of	IN
37060	6910	26	salt	salt	NN
37060	6910	27	still	still	RB
37060	6910	28	remained	remain	VBD
37060	6910	29	as	as	RB
37060	6910	30	usual	usual	JJ
37060	6910	31	.	.	.
37060	6911	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6911	2	right	right	JJ
37060	6911	3	arm	arm	NN
37060	6911	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	6911	5	bruised	bruise	VBN
37060	6911	6	due	due	IN
37060	6911	7	to	to	IN
37060	6911	8	some	some	DT
37060	6911	9	seepage	seepage	NN
37060	6911	10	during	during	IN
37060	6911	11	the	the	DT
37060	6911	12	injection	injection	NN
37060	6911	13	;	;	:
37060	6911	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6911	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	6911	16	a	a	DT
37060	6911	17	small	small	JJ
37060	6911	18	price	price	NN
37060	6911	19	to	to	TO
37060	6911	20	pay	pay	VB
37060	6911	21	to	to	TO
37060	6911	22	allow	allow	VB
37060	6911	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6911	24	left	left	JJ
37060	6911	25	arm	arm	NN
37060	6911	26	free	free	JJ
37060	6911	27	for	for	IN
37060	6911	28	both	both	CC
37060	6911	29	the	the	DT
37060	6911	30	6th	6th	JJ
37060	6911	31	injection	injection	NN
37060	6911	32	and	and	CC
37060	6911	33	blood	blood	NN
37060	6911	34	test	test	NN
37060	6911	35	.	.	.
37060	6912	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6912	2	learned	learn	VBD
37060	6912	3	today	today	NN
37060	6912	4	that	that	IN
37060	6912	5	if	if	IN
37060	6912	6	the	the	DT
37060	6912	7	blood	blood	NN
37060	6912	8	count	count	NN
37060	6912	9	failed	fail	VBD
37060	6912	10	to	to	TO
37060	6912	11	drop	drop	VB
37060	6912	12	at	at	RB
37060	6912	13	least	least	RBS
37060	6912	14	two	two	CD
37060	6912	15	points	point	NNS
37060	6912	16	,	,	,
37060	6912	17	the	the	DT
37060	6912	18	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	6912	19	dismissed	dismiss	VBD
37060	6912	20	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6912	21	as	as	IN
37060	6912	22	a	a	DT
37060	6912	23	lost	lost	JJ
37060	6912	24	cause	cause	NN
37060	6912	25	.	.	.
37060	6913	1	Diarrhea	Diarrhea	NNP
37060	6913	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	6913	3	accompanied	accompany	VBN
37060	6913	4	each	each	DT
37060	6913	5	bowel	bowel	NN
37060	6913	6	movement	movement	NN
37060	6913	7	,	,	,
37060	6913	8	which	which	WDT
37060	6913	9	makes	make	VBZ
37060	6913	10	defecation	defecation	NN
37060	6913	11	less	less	JJR
37060	6913	12	than	than	IN
37060	6913	13	a	a	DT
37060	6913	14	delight	delight	NN
37060	6913	15	.	.	.
37060	6914	1	However	however	RB
37060	6914	2	,	,	,
37060	6914	3	this	this	DT
37060	6914	4	symptom	symptom	NN
37060	6914	5	often	often	RB
37060	6914	6	occurs	occur	VBZ
37060	6914	7	among	among	IN
37060	6914	8	those	those	DT
37060	6914	9	being	be	VBG
37060	6914	10	treated	treat	VBN
37060	6914	11	,	,	,
37060	6914	12	so	so	CC
37060	6914	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6914	14	settled	settle	VBD
37060	6914	15	into	into	IN
37060	6914	16	accepting	accept	VBG
37060	6914	17	that	that	IN
37060	6914	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6914	19	upcoming	upcoming	JJ
37060	6914	20	weeks	week	NNS
37060	6914	21	would	would	MD
37060	6914	22	prove	prove	VB
37060	6914	23	likewise	likewise	RB
37060	6914	24	.	.	.
37060	6915	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6915	2	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	6915	3	if	if	IN
37060	6915	4	the	the	DT
37060	6915	5	injection	injection	NN
37060	6915	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	6915	7	made	make	VBN
37060	6915	8	up	up	RP
37060	6915	9	at	at	IN
37060	6915	10	least	least	JJS
37060	6915	11	partially	partially	RB
37060	6915	12	of	of	IN
37060	6915	13	Vitamin	vitamin	NN
37060	6915	14	C	c	NN
37060	6915	15	;	;	:
37060	6915	16	large	large	JJ
37060	6915	17	dosages	dosage	NNS
37060	6915	18	cause	cause	VBP
37060	6915	19	a	a	DT
37060	6915	20	red	red	JJ
37060	6915	21	face	face	NN
37060	6915	22	and	and	CC
37060	6915	23	diarrhea	diarrhea	NN
37060	6915	24	...	...	:
37060	6915	25	Time	time	NN
37060	6915	26	passes	pass	VBZ
37060	6915	27	much	much	RB
37060	6915	28	more	more	RBR
37060	6915	29	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	6915	30	than	than	IN
37060	6915	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6915	32	anticipated	anticipate	VBD
37060	6915	33	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6915	34	would	would	MD
37060	6915	35	.	.	.
37060	6916	1	Hopefully	hopefully	RB
37060	6916	2	the	the	DT
37060	6916	3	remaining	remain	VBG
37060	6916	4	weeks	week	NNS
37060	6916	5	will	will	MD
37060	6916	6	be	be	VB
37060	6916	7	similar	similar	JJ
37060	6916	8	.	.	.
37060	6917	1	This	this	DT
37060	6917	2	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	6917	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6917	4	began	begin	VBD
37060	6917	5	to	to	TO
37060	6917	6	feel	feel	VB
37060	6917	7	rather	rather	RB
37060	6917	8	dizzy	dizzy	JJ
37060	6917	9	.	.	.
37060	6918	1	The	the	DT
37060	6918	2	room	room	NN
37060	6918	3	would	would	MD
37060	6918	4	swim	swim	VB
37060	6918	5	when	when	WRB
37060	6918	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6918	7	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	6918	8	were	be	VBD
37060	6918	9	open	open	JJ
37060	6918	10	,	,	,
37060	6918	11	while	while	IN
37060	6918	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6918	13	would	would	MD
37060	6918	14	be	be	VB
37060	6918	15	in	in	IN
37060	6918	16	a	a	DT
37060	6918	17	half	half	JJ
37060	6918	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	6918	19	nightmare	nightmare	NN
37060	6918	20	when	when	WRB
37060	6918	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6918	22	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	6918	23	were	be	VBD
37060	6918	24	closed	closed	JJ
37060	6918	25	.	.	.
37060	6919	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6919	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6919	3	tired	tired	JJ
37060	6919	4	,	,	,
37060	6919	5	but	but	CC
37060	6919	6	did	do	VBD
37060	6919	7	n't	not	RB
37060	6919	8	wish	wish	VB
37060	6919	9	to	to	TO
37060	6919	10	sleep	sleep	VB
37060	6919	11	;	;	:
37060	6919	12	closing	close	VBG
37060	6919	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6919	14	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	6919	15	brought	bring	VBN
37060	6919	16	on	on	RP
37060	6919	17	imagery	imagery	NN
37060	6919	18	too	too	RB
37060	6919	19	strange	strange	JJ
37060	6919	20	to	to	TO
37060	6919	21	describe	describe	VB
37060	6919	22	...	...	.
37060	6920	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6920	2	merely	merely	RB
37060	6920	3	saw	see	VBD
37060	6920	4	the	the	DT
37060	6920	5	other	other	JJ
37060	6920	6	hotel	hotel	NN
37060	6920	7	guests	guest	NNS
37060	6920	8	coming	come	VBG
37060	6920	9	toward	toward	IN
37060	6920	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6920	11	,	,	,
37060	6920	12	then	then	RB
37060	6920	13	falling	fall	VBG
37060	6920	14	away	away	RB
37060	6920	15	.	.	.
37060	6921	1	Open	open	JJ
37060	6921	2	or	or	CC
37060	6921	3	closed	closed	JJ
37060	6921	4	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	6921	5	,	,	,
37060	6921	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6921	7	remained	remain	VBD
37060	6921	8	rather	rather	RB
37060	6921	9	dizzy	dizzy	JJ
37060	6921	10	.	.	.
37060	6922	1	When	when	WRB
37060	6922	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6922	3	got	get	VBD
37060	6922	4	ready	ready	JJ
37060	6922	5	to	to	TO
37060	6922	6	go	go	VB
37060	6922	7	to	to	IN
37060	6922	8	the	the	DT
37060	6922	9	Tuesday	Tuesday	NNP
37060	6922	10	night	night	NN
37060	6922	11	party	party	NN
37060	6922	12	,	,	,
37060	6922	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6922	14	hands	hand	NNS
37060	6922	15	and	and	CC
37060	6922	16	forearms	forearm	NNS
37060	6922	17	would	would	MD
37060	6922	18	get	get	VB
37060	6922	19	sporadic	sporadic	JJ
37060	6922	20	surges	surge	NNS
37060	6922	21	of	of	IN
37060	6922	22	numbness	numbness	NN
37060	6922	23	each	each	DT
37060	6922	24	time	time	NN
37060	6922	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6922	26	would	would	MD
37060	6922	27	grasp	grasp	VB
37060	6922	28	a	a	DT
37060	6922	29	certain	certain	JJ
37060	6922	30	way	way	NN
37060	6922	31	.	.	.
37060	6923	1	Scary	scary	JJ
37060	6923	2	.	.	.
37060	6924	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6924	2	went	go	VBD
37060	6924	3	down	down	RP
37060	6924	4	for	for	IN
37060	6924	5	a	a	DT
37060	6924	6	short	short	JJ
37060	6924	7	while	while	NN
37060	6924	8	but	but	CC
37060	6924	9	was	be	VBD
37060	6924	10	soon	soon	RB
37060	6924	11	escorted	escort	VBN
37060	6924	12	by	by	IN
37060	6924	13	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	6924	14	to	to	IN
37060	6924	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6924	16	room	room	NN
37060	6924	17	due	due	IN
37060	6924	18	to	to	IN
37060	6924	19	dizziness	dizziness	NN
37060	6924	20	...	...	:
37060	6924	21	and	and	CC
37060	6924	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6924	23	had	have	VBD
37060	6924	24	begun	begin	VBN
37060	6924	25	to	to	TO
37060	6924	26	cry	cry	VB
37060	6924	27	!	!	.
37060	6925	1	Freaking	freak	VBG
37060	6925	2	out	out	RP
37060	6925	3	again	again	RB
37060	6925	4	.	.	.
37060	6926	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6926	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	6926	3	the	the	DT
37060	6926	4	shots	shot	NNS
37060	6926	5	work	work	VBP
37060	6926	6	on	on	IN
37060	6926	7	the	the	DT
37060	6926	8	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	6926	9	system	system	NN
37060	6926	10	.	.	.
37060	6927	1	What	what	WDT
37060	6927	2	a	a	DT
37060	6927	3	fiasco	fiasco	NN
37060	6927	4	this	this	DT
37060	6927	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	6927	6	.	.	.
37060	6928	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	6928	2	brought	bring	VBD
37060	6928	3	a	a	DT
37060	6928	4	tray	tray	NN
37060	6928	5	of	of	IN
37060	6928	6	food	food	NN
37060	6928	7	to	to	IN
37060	6928	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6928	9	.	.	.
37060	6929	1	Slept	sleep	VBN
37060	6929	2	great	great	RB
37060	6929	3	...	...	.
37060	6930	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	6930	2	had	have	VBD
37060	6930	3	to	to	TO
37060	6930	4	turn	turn	VB
37060	6930	5	off	off	RP
37060	6930	6	the	the	DT
37060	6930	7	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	6930	8	light	light	NN
37060	6930	9	and	and	CC
37060	6930	10	cover	cover	VB
37060	6930	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6930	12	!	!	.
37060	6931	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	6931	2	21	21	CD
37060	6931	3	,	,	,
37060	6931	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	6931	5	...	...	NFP
37060	6932	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6932	2	have	have	VBP
37060	6932	3	never	never	RB
37060	6932	4	seen	see	VBN
37060	6932	5	such	such	PDT
37060	6932	6	a	a	DT
37060	6932	7	day	day	NN
37060	6932	8	as	as	IN
37060	6932	9	this	this	DT
37060	6932	10	wherein	wherein	WRB
37060	6932	11	the	the	DT
37060	6932	12	wind	wind	NN
37060	6932	13	whistled	whistle	VBD
37060	6932	14	through	through	IN
37060	6932	15	the	the	DT
37060	6932	16	halls	hall	NNS
37060	6932	17	and	and	CC
37060	6932	18	rattled	rattle	VBD
37060	6932	19	the	the	DT
37060	6932	20	windows	window	NNS
37060	6932	21	yet	yet	CC
37060	6932	22	ceased	cease	VBD
37060	6932	23	not	not	RB
37060	6932	24	once	once	RB
37060	6932	25	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	6932	26	the	the	DT
37060	6932	27	day	day	NN
37060	6932	28	.	.	.
37060	6933	1	If	if	IN
37060	6933	2	storms	storm	NNS
37060	6933	3	be	be	VBP
37060	6933	4	the	the	DT
37060	6933	5	wrath	wrath	NN
37060	6933	6	of	of	IN
37060	6933	7	God	God	NNP
37060	6933	8	,	,	,
37060	6933	9	winds	wind	NNS
37060	6933	10	surely	surely	RB
37060	6933	11	must	must	MD
37060	6933	12	be	be	VB
37060	6933	13	a	a	DT
37060	6933	14	prominent	prominent	JJ
37060	6933	15	accomplice	accomplice	NN
37060	6933	16	in	in	IN
37060	6933	17	the	the	DT
37060	6933	18	tumultuous	tumultuous	JJ
37060	6933	19	siege	siege	NN
37060	6933	20	.	.	.
37060	6934	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6934	2	had	have	VBD
37060	6934	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6934	4	8th	8th	JJ
37060	6934	5	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	6934	6	today	today	NN
37060	6934	7	and	and	CC
37060	6934	8	the	the	DT
37060	6934	9	final	final	JJ
37060	6934	10	one	one	CD
37060	6934	11	of	of	IN
37060	6934	12	the	the	DT
37060	6934	13	week	week	NN
37060	6934	14	.	.	.
37060	6935	1	The	the	DT
37060	6935	2	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	6935	3	had	have	VBD
37060	6935	4	to	to	TO
37060	6935	5	stick	stick	VB
37060	6935	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6935	7	with	with	IN
37060	6935	8	the	the	DT
37060	6935	9	needle	needle	NN
37060	6935	10	2	2	CD
37060	6935	11	times	time	NNS
37060	6935	12	before	before	IN
37060	6935	13	striking	strike	VBG
37060	6935	14	a	a	DT
37060	6935	15	rich	rich	JJ
37060	6935	16	stream	stream	NN
37060	6935	17	of	of	IN
37060	6935	18	blood	blood	NN
37060	6935	19	into	into	IN
37060	6935	20	which	which	WDT
37060	6935	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6935	22	could	could	MD
37060	6935	23	inject	inject	VB
37060	6935	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6935	25	serum	serum	NN
37060	6935	26	.	.	.
37060	6936	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6936	2	thanked	thank	VBD
37060	6936	3	good	good	JJ
37060	6936	4	fortune	fortune	NN
37060	6936	5	for	for	IN
37060	6936	6	the	the	DT
37060	6936	7	smaller	small	JJR
37060	6936	8	needle	needle	NN
37060	6936	9	as	as	IN
37060	6936	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6936	11	delved	delve	VBD
37060	6936	12	into	into	IN
37060	6936	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6936	14	wrist	wrist	NN
37060	6936	15	.	.	.
37060	6937	1	The	the	DT
37060	6937	2	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	6937	3	brought	bring	VBD
37060	6937	4	on	on	RP
37060	6937	5	a	a	DT
37060	6937	6	dull	dull	JJ
37060	6937	7	ache	ache	NN
37060	6937	8	in	in	IN
37060	6937	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6937	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6937	11	liver	liver	NN
37060	6937	12	which	which	WDT
37060	6937	13	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	6937	14	subsided	subside	VBD
37060	6937	15	and	and	CC
37060	6937	16	disappeared	disappear	VBD
37060	6937	17	after	after	IN
37060	6937	18	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	6937	19	excursions	excursion	NNS
37060	6937	20	to	to	IN
37060	6937	21	the	the	DT
37060	6937	22	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	6937	23	.	.	.
37060	6938	1	The	the	DT
37060	6938	2	diarrhea	diarrhea	NN
37060	6938	3	was	be	VBD
37060	6938	4	still	still	RB
37060	6938	5	raging	rage	VBG
37060	6938	6	in	in	IN
37060	6938	7	full	full	JJ
37060	6938	8	force	force	NN
37060	6938	9	.	.	.
37060	6939	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	6939	2	22	22	CD
37060	6939	3	,	,	,
37060	6939	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	6939	5	...	...	.
37060	6940	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6940	2	spent	spend	VBD
37060	6940	3	most	most	JJS
37060	6940	4	of	of	IN
37060	6940	5	the	the	DT
37060	6940	6	day	day	NN
37060	6940	7	employed	employ	VBN
37060	6940	8	in	in	IN
37060	6940	9	writing	write	VBG
37060	6940	10	letters	letter	NNS
37060	6940	11	which	which	WDT
37060	6940	12	will	will	MD
37060	6940	13	be	be	VB
37060	6940	14	taken	take	VBN
37060	6940	15	to	to	IN
37060	6940	16	the	the	DT
37060	6940	17	states	state	NNS
37060	6940	18	and	and	CC
37060	6940	19	mailed	mail	VBD
37060	6940	20	via	via	IN
37060	6940	21	"	"	``
37060	6940	22	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	6940	23	express	express	NNP
37060	6940	24	.	.	.
37060	6940	25	"	"	''
37060	6941	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	6941	2	called	call	VBD
37060	6941	3	around	around	RB
37060	6941	4	7:30	7:30	CD
37060	6941	5	.	.	.
37060	6942	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6942	2	were	be	VBD
37060	6942	3	all	all	RB
37060	6942	4	still	still	RB
37060	6942	5	in	in	IN
37060	6942	6	the	the	DT
37060	6942	7	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	6942	8	finishing	finish	VBG
37060	6942	9	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6942	10	supper	supper	NN
37060	6942	11	when	when	WRB
37060	6942	12	Ullysses	Ullysses	NNP
37060	6942	13	summoned	summon	VBD
37060	6942	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6942	15	to	to	IN
37060	6942	16	the	the	DT
37060	6942	17	phone	phone	NN
37060	6942	18	.	.	.
37060	6943	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6943	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6943	3	so	so	RB
37060	6943	4	happy	happy	JJ
37060	6943	5	to	to	TO
37060	6943	6	hear	hear	VB
37060	6943	7	from	from	IN
37060	6943	8	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6943	9	...	...	:
37060	6943	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6943	11	was	be	VBD
37060	6943	12	great	great	JJ
37060	6943	13	that	that	IN
37060	6943	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6943	15	called	call	VBD
37060	6943	16	.	.	.
37060	6944	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	6944	2	23	23	CD
37060	6944	3	,	,	,
37060	6944	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	6944	5	...	...	:
37060	6944	6	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	6944	7	left	leave	VBD
37060	6944	8	for	for	IN
37060	6944	9	home	home	NN
37060	6944	10	this	this	DT
37060	6944	11	morning	morning	NN
37060	6944	12	around	around	IN
37060	6944	13	7:30	7:30	CD
37060	6944	14	.	.	.
37060	6945	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6945	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6945	3	unable	unable	JJ
37060	6945	4	to	to	TO
37060	6945	5	see	see	VB
37060	6945	6	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6945	7	off	off	RP
37060	6945	8	due	due	IN
37060	6945	9	to	to	IN
37060	6945	10	a	a	DT
37060	6945	11	lack	lack	NN
37060	6945	12	of	of	IN
37060	6945	13	cooperation	cooperation	NN
37060	6945	14	from	from	IN
37060	6945	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6945	16	bowels	bowel	NNS
37060	6945	17	.	.	.
37060	6946	1	After	after	IN
37060	6946	2	several	several	JJ
37060	6946	3	attacks	attack	NNS
37060	6946	4	,	,	,
37060	6946	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6946	6	made	make	VBD
37060	6946	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6946	8	way	way	NN
37060	6946	9	down	down	RB
37060	6946	10	to	to	TO
37060	6946	11	meet	meet	VB
37060	6946	12	civilization	civilization	NN
37060	6946	13	.	.	.
37060	6947	1	Breakfast	Breakfast	NNP
37060	6947	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6947	3	the	the	DT
37060	6947	4	customary	customary	JJ
37060	6947	5	oatmeal	oatmeal	NN
37060	6947	6	with	with	IN
37060	6947	7	a	a	DT
37060	6947	8	side	side	JJ
37060	6947	9	dish	dish	NN
37060	6947	10	of	of	IN
37060	6947	11	peaches	peach	NNS
37060	6947	12	.	.	.
37060	6948	1	Feeling	feel	VBG
37060	6948	2	rather	rather	RB
37060	6948	3	peaked	peaked	JJ
37060	6948	4	,	,	,
37060	6948	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6948	6	ascended	ascend	VBD
37060	6948	7	once	once	RB
37060	6948	8	more	more	JJR
37060	6948	9	to	to	IN
37060	6948	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6948	11	hermitage	hermitage	NN
37060	6948	12	on	on	IN
37060	6948	13	the	the	DT
37060	6948	14	2nd	2nd	JJ
37060	6948	15	floor	floor	NN
37060	6948	16	.	.	.
37060	6949	1	More	More	JJR
37060	6949	2	than	than	IN
37060	6949	3	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	6949	4	depressed	depress	VBN
37060	6949	5	,	,	,
37060	6949	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6949	7	had	have	VBD
37060	6949	8	to	to	TO
37060	6949	9	escape	escape	VB
37060	6949	10	to	to	IN
37060	6949	11	the	the	DT
37060	6949	12	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	6949	13	for	for	IN
37060	6949	14	a	a	DT
37060	6949	15	silent	silent	JJ
37060	6949	16	cry	cry	NN
37060	6949	17	when	when	WRB
37060	6949	18	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	6949	19	persisted	persist	VBD
37060	6949	20	to	to	TO
37060	6949	21	rattle	rattle	VB
37060	6949	22	the	the	DT
37060	6949	23	change	change	NN
37060	6949	24	in	in	IN
37060	6949	25	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6949	26	pockets	pocket	NNS
37060	6949	27	.	.	.
37060	6950	1	Somehow	somehow	RB
37060	6950	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6950	3	nerves	nerve	NNS
37060	6950	4	would	would	MD
37060	6950	5	n't	not	RB
37060	6950	6	take	take	VB
37060	6950	7	the	the	DT
37060	6950	8	incessant	incessant	JJ
37060	6950	9	jingle	jingle	NN
37060	6950	10	,	,	,
37060	6950	11	combined	combine	VBN
37060	6950	12	with	with	IN
37060	6950	13	the	the	DT
37060	6950	14	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	6950	15	that	that	IN
37060	6950	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6950	17	was	be	VBD
37060	6950	18	doing	do	VBG
37060	6950	19	same	same	JJ
37060	6950	20	out	out	IN
37060	6950	21	of	of	IN
37060	6950	22	sheer	sheer	JJ
37060	6950	23	boredom	boredom	NN
37060	6950	24	and	and	CC
37060	6950	25	nervousness	nervousness	NN
37060	6950	26	.	.	.
37060	6951	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6951	2	would	would	MD
37060	6951	3	break	break	VB
37060	6951	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6951	5	heart	heart	NN
37060	6951	6	if	if	IN
37060	6951	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6951	8	should	should	MD
37060	6951	9	know	know	VB
37060	6951	10	how	how	WRB
37060	6951	11	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	6951	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6951	13	action	action	NN
37060	6951	14	and	and	CC
37060	6951	15	loud	loud	JJ
37060	6951	16	speech	speech	NN
37060	6951	17	make	make	VBP
37060	6951	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6951	19	.	.	.
37060	6952	1	There	there	EX
37060	6952	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6952	3	not	not	RB
37060	6952	4	one	one	CD
37060	6952	5	thing	thing	NN
37060	6952	6	in	in	IN
37060	6952	7	this	this	DT
37060	6952	8	room	room	NN
37060	6952	9	to	to	IN
37060	6952	10	cushion	cushion	NN
37060	6952	11	noise	noise	NN
37060	6952	12	.	.	.
37060	6953	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	6953	2	would	would	MD
37060	6953	3	do	do	VB
37060	6953	4	anything	anything	NN
37060	6953	5	for	for	IN
37060	6953	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6953	7	if	if	IN
37060	6953	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6953	9	would	would	MD
37060	6953	10	make	make	VB
37060	6953	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6953	12	disease	disease	NN
37060	6953	13	go	go	VB
37060	6953	14	away	away	RB
37060	6953	15	.	.	.
37060	6954	1	Some	some	DT
37060	6954	2	things	thing	NNS
37060	6954	3	,	,	,
37060	6954	4	as	as	IN
37060	6954	5	always	always	RB
37060	6954	6	,	,	,
37060	6954	7	are	be	VBP
37060	6954	8	better	well	RBR
37060	6954	9	left	leave	VBN
37060	6954	10	unsaid	unsaid	RB
37060	6954	11	.	.	.
37060	6955	1	Lunch	lunch	NN
37060	6955	2	brought	bring	VBD
37060	6955	3	a	a	DT
37060	6955	4	rather	rather	RB
37060	6955	5	nice	nice	JJ
37060	6955	6	change	change	NN
37060	6955	7	and	and	CC
37060	6955	8	lifted	lift	VBD
37060	6955	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6955	10	spirits	spirit	NNS
37060	6955	11	considerably	considerably	RB
37060	6955	12	.	.	.
37060	6956	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6956	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6956	3	able	able	JJ
37060	6956	4	to	to	TO
37060	6956	5	have	have	VB
37060	6956	6	fish	fish	NN
37060	6956	7	,	,	,
37060	6956	8	and	and	CC
37060	6956	9	although	although	IN
37060	6956	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6956	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	6956	12	not	not	RB
37060	6956	13	customary	customary	JJ
37060	6956	14	for	for	IN
37060	6956	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6956	16	,	,	,
37060	6956	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6956	18	relished	relish	VBD
37060	6956	19	each	each	DT
37060	6956	20	morsel	morsel	NN
37060	6956	21	,	,	,
37060	6956	22	along	along	IN
37060	6956	23	with	with	IN
37060	6956	24	a	a	DT
37060	6956	25	salad	salad	NN
37060	6956	26	and	and	CC
37060	6956	27	peaches	peach	NNS
37060	6956	28	.	.	.
37060	6957	1	Weekends	weekend	NNS
37060	6957	2	are	be	VBP
37060	6957	3	more	more	RBR
37060	6957	4	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	6957	5	to	to	TO
37060	6957	6	withstand	withstand	VB
37060	6957	7	than	than	IN
37060	6957	8	week	week	NN
37060	6957	9	days	day	NNS
37060	6957	10	,	,	,
37060	6957	11	often	often	RB
37060	6957	12	times	time	NNS
37060	6957	13	.	.	.
37060	6958	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6958	2	seem	seem	VBP
37060	6958	3	to	to	TO
37060	6958	4	fall	fall	VB
37060	6958	5	into	into	IN
37060	6958	6	a	a	DT
37060	6958	7	depression	depression	NN
37060	6958	8	and	and	CC
37060	6958	9	am	be	VBP
37060	6958	10	susceptible	susceptible	JJ
37060	6958	11	to	to	IN
37060	6958	12	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	6958	13	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	6958	14	tides	tide	NNS
37060	6958	15	.	.	.
37060	6959	1	Homesickness	homesickness	NN
37060	6959	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6959	3	a	a	DT
37060	6959	4	heavy	heavy	JJ
37060	6959	5	load	load	NN
37060	6959	6	when	when	WRB
37060	6959	7	one	one	NN
37060	6959	8	does	do	VBZ
37060	6959	9	n't	not	RB
37060	6959	10	feel	feel	VB
37060	6959	11	well	well	RB
37060	6959	12	.	.	.
37060	6960	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6960	2	love	love	VBP
37060	6960	3	to	to	TO
37060	6960	4	watch	watch	VB
37060	6960	5	the	the	DT
37060	6960	6	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	6960	7	from	from	IN
37060	6960	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6960	9	bed	bed	NN
37060	6960	10	through	through	IN
37060	6960	11	the	the	DT
37060	6960	12	room	room	NN
37060	6960	13	window	window	NN
37060	6960	14	.	.	.
37060	6961	1	One	one	CD
37060	6961	2	lazily	lazily	RB
37060	6961	3	floats	float	VBZ
37060	6961	4	along	along	IN
37060	6961	5	while	while	IN
37060	6961	6	another	another	DT
37060	6961	7	totally	totally	RB
37060	6961	8	overtakes	overtake	VBZ
37060	6961	9	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6961	10	careless	careless	JJ
37060	6961	11	rival	rival	NN
37060	6961	12	.	.	.
37060	6962	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	6962	2	the	the	DT
37060	6962	3	sky	sky	NN
37060	6962	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	6962	5	the	the	DT
37060	6962	6	sole	sole	JJ
37060	6962	7	glimpse	glimpse	NN
37060	6962	8	of	of	IN
37060	6962	9	home	home	NN
37060	6962	10	that	that	WDT
37060	6962	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6962	12	have	have	VBP
37060	6962	13	here	here	RB
37060	6962	14	in	in	IN
37060	6962	15	Athens	Athens	NNP
37060	6962	16	...	...	NFP
37060	6962	17	the	the	DT
37060	6962	18	sky	sky	NN
37060	6962	19	is	be	VBZ
37060	6962	20	always	always	RB
37060	6962	21	a	a	DT
37060	6962	22	constant	constant	JJ
37060	6962	23	factor	factor	NN
37060	6962	24	.	.	.
37060	6963	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	6963	2	25	25	CD
37060	6963	3	,	,	,
37060	6963	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	6963	5	...	...	:
37060	6963	6	Monday	Monday	NNP
37060	6963	7	and	and	CC
37060	6963	8	today	today	NN
37060	6963	9	found	find	VBD
37060	6963	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6963	11	in	in	IN
37060	6963	12	quite	quite	RB
37060	6963	13	good	good	JJ
37060	6963	14	health	health	NN
37060	6963	15	and	and	CC
37060	6963	16	happily	happily	RB
37060	6963	17	high	high	RB
37060	6963	18	spirited	spirit	VBN
37060	6963	19	as	as	RB
37060	6963	20	well	well	RB
37060	6963	21	.	.	.
37060	6964	1	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	6964	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6964	3	a	a	DT
37060	6964	4	bleak	bleak	JJ
37060	6964	5	day	day	NN
37060	6964	6	for	for	IN
37060	6964	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6964	8	...	...	:
37060	6964	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6964	10	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	6964	11	that	that	IN
37060	6964	12	homesickness	homesickness	NN
37060	6964	13	hits	hit	VBZ
37060	6964	14	the	the	DT
37060	6964	15	hardest	hard	JJS
37060	6964	16	on	on	IN
37060	6964	17	weekends	weekend	NNS
37060	6964	18	.	.	.
37060	6965	1	There	there	EX
37060	6965	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6965	3	definitely	definitely	RB
37060	6965	4	a	a	DT
37060	6965	5	lot	lot	NN
37060	6965	6	to	to	TO
37060	6965	7	be	be	VB
37060	6965	8	said	say	VBN
37060	6965	9	for	for	IN
37060	6965	10	a	a	DT
37060	6965	11	routine	routine	NN
37060	6965	12	,	,	,
37060	6965	13	especially	especially	RB
37060	6965	14	in	in	IN
37060	6965	15	a	a	DT
37060	6965	16	situation	situation	NN
37060	6965	17	such	such	JJ
37060	6965	18	as	as	IN
37060	6965	19	this	this	DT
37060	6965	20	.	.	.
37060	6966	1	Monday	Monday	NNP
37060	6966	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6966	3	spent	spend	VBD
37060	6966	4	much	much	JJ
37060	6966	5	of	of	IN
37060	6966	6	the	the	DT
37060	6966	7	day	day	NN
37060	6966	8	in	in	IN
37060	6966	9	the	the	DT
37060	6966	10	lobby	lobby	NN
37060	6966	11	.	.	.
37060	6967	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6967	2	desire	desire	NN
37060	6967	3	to	to	TO
37060	6967	4	be	be	VB
37060	6967	5	sociable	sociable	JJ
37060	6967	6	and	and	CC
37060	6967	7	mingle	mingle	VB
37060	6967	8	with	with	IN
37060	6967	9	the	the	DT
37060	6967	10	others	other	NNS
37060	6967	11	returns	return	VBZ
37060	6967	12	when	when	WRB
37060	6967	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6967	14	feel	feel	VBP
37060	6967	15	good	good	JJ
37060	6967	16	.	.	.
37060	6968	1	The	the	DT
37060	6968	2	morning	morning	NN
37060	6968	3	dawned	dawn	VBD
37060	6968	4	with	with	IN
37060	6968	5	rain	rain	NN
37060	6968	6	,	,	,
37060	6968	7	although	although	IN
37060	6968	8	the	the	DT
37060	6968	9	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	6968	10	heat	heat	NN
37060	6968	11	soon	soon	RB
37060	6968	12	shooed	shoo	VBD
37060	6968	13	the	the	DT
37060	6968	14	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	6968	15	away	away	RB
37060	6968	16	to	to	IN
37060	6968	17	other	other	JJ
37060	6968	18	parts	part	NNS
37060	6968	19	.	.	.
37060	6969	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6969	2	received	receive	VBD
37060	6969	3	the	the	DT
37060	6969	4	questions	question	NNS
37060	6969	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6969	6	had	have	VBD
37060	6969	7	asked	ask	VBN
37060	6969	8	of	of	IN
37060	6969	9	Helen	Helen	NNP
37060	6969	10	,	,	,
37060	6969	11	fully	fully	RB
37060	6969	12	answered	answer	VBN
37060	6969	13	.	.	.
37060	6970	1	Breakfast	Breakfast	NNP
37060	6970	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6970	3	transformed	transform	VBN
37060	6970	4	into	into	IN
37060	6970	5	a	a	DT
37060	6970	6	veritable	veritable	JJ
37060	6970	7	form	form	NN
37060	6970	8	of	of	IN
37060	6970	9	euphoria	euphoria	NN
37060	6970	10	for	for	IN
37060	6970	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6970	12	,	,	,
37060	6970	13	as	as	IN
37060	6970	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6970	15	was	be	VBD
37060	6970	16	able	able	JJ
37060	6970	17	to	to	TO
37060	6970	18	add	add	VB
37060	6970	19	to	to	IN
37060	6970	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6970	21	morning	morning	NN
37060	6970	22	fare	fare	VB
37060	6970	23	a	a	DT
37060	6970	24	delicious	delicious	NNP
37060	6970	25	"	"	``
37060	6970	26	bear	bear	NN
37060	6970	27	claw	claw	NN
37060	6970	28	"	"	''
37060	6970	29	donut	donut	NN
37060	6970	30	.	.	.
37060	6971	1	After	after	IN
37060	6971	2	a	a	DT
37060	6971	3	brief	brief	JJ
37060	6971	4	rest	rest	NN
37060	6971	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6971	6	descended	descend	VBD
37060	6971	7	upon	upon	IN
37060	6971	8	humanity	humanity	NN
37060	6971	9	in	in	IN
37060	6971	10	good	good	JJ
37060	6971	11	health	health	NN
37060	6971	12	and	and	CC
37060	6971	13	spirits	spirit	NNS
37060	6971	14	.	.	.
37060	6972	1	Aiding	aid	VBG
37060	6972	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6972	3	good	good	JJ
37060	6972	4	mood	mood	NN
37060	6972	5	was	be	VBD
37060	6972	6	the	the	DT
37060	6972	7	fact	fact	NN
37060	6972	8	that	that	IN
37060	6972	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6972	10	were	be	VBD
37060	6972	11	able	able	JJ
37060	6972	12	to	to	TO
37060	6972	13	change	change	VB
37060	6972	14	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6972	15	return	return	NN
37060	6972	16	flight	flight	NN
37060	6972	17	date	date	NN
37060	6972	18	to	to	IN
37060	6972	19	the	the	DT
37060	6972	20	9th	9th	NN
37060	6972	21	of	of	IN
37060	6972	22	February	February	NNP
37060	6972	23	and	and	CC
37060	6972	24	sign	sign	VB
37060	6972	25	up	up	RP
37060	6972	26	for	for	IN
37060	6972	27	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6972	28	seats	seat	NNS
37060	6972	29	.	.	.
37060	6973	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	6973	2	26	26	CD
37060	6973	3	,	,	,
37060	6973	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	6973	5	...	...	NFP
37060	6973	6	Hump	hump	VB
37060	6973	7	day	day	NN
37060	6973	8	!	!	.
37060	6974	1	After	after	IN
37060	6974	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6974	3	shot	shot	NN
37060	6974	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6974	5	feasted	feast	VBD
37060	6974	6	on	on	IN
37060	6974	7	4	4	CD
37060	6974	8	left	left	RB
37060	6974	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	6974	10	over	over	RP
37060	6974	11	Greek	greek	JJ
37060	6974	12	donuts	donut	NNS
37060	6974	13	before	before	IN
37060	6974	14	ordering	order	VBG
37060	6974	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6974	16	regular	regular	JJ
37060	6974	17	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	6974	18	.	.	.
37060	6975	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6975	2	again	again	RB
37060	6975	3	ordered	order	VBD
37060	6975	4	oatmeal	oatmeal	NN
37060	6975	5	and	and	CC
37060	6975	6	a	a	DT
37060	6975	7	bear	bear	NN
37060	6975	8	claw	claw	NN
37060	6975	9	,	,	,
37060	6975	10	but	but	CC
37060	6975	11	was	be	VBD
37060	6975	12	forced	force	VBN
37060	6975	13	to	to	TO
37060	6975	14	take	take	VB
37060	6975	15	half	half	NN
37060	6975	16	of	of	IN
37060	6975	17	the	the	DT
37060	6975	18	donut	donut	NN
37060	6975	19	to	to	IN
37060	6975	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6975	21	room	room	NN
37060	6975	22	to	to	TO
37060	6975	23	eat	eat	VB
37060	6975	24	later	later	RB
37060	6975	25	.	.	.
37060	6976	1	Lunch	lunch	NN
37060	6976	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6976	3	much	much	RB
37060	6976	4	more	more	JJR
37060	6976	5	than	than	IN
37060	6976	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6976	7	was	be	VBD
37060	6976	8	prepared	prepare	VBN
37060	6976	9	for	for	IN
37060	6976	10	...	...	NFP
37060	6976	11	had	have	VBD
37060	6976	12	fish	fish	NN
37060	6976	13	,	,	,
37060	6976	14	green	green	JJ
37060	6976	15	beans	bean	NNS
37060	6976	16	,	,	,
37060	6976	17	and	and	CC
37060	6976	18	a	a	DT
37060	6976	19	cabbage	cabbage	NN
37060	6976	20	/	/	SYM
37060	6976	21	carrot	carrot	NN
37060	6976	22	salad	salad	NN
37060	6976	23	.	.	.
37060	6977	1	Needless	needless	JJ
37060	6977	2	to	to	TO
37060	6977	3	say	say	VB
37060	6977	4	,	,	,
37060	6977	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6977	6	found	find	VBD
37060	6977	7	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6977	8	happily	happily	RB
37060	6977	9	full	full	JJ
37060	6977	10	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6977	11	altho	altho	NNP
37060	6977	12	'	'	''
37060	6977	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6977	14	was	be	VBD
37060	6977	15	n't	not	RB
37060	6977	16	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	6977	17	as	as	RB
37060	6977	18	full	full	JJ
37060	6977	19	as	as	IN
37060	6977	20	last	last	JJ
37060	6977	21	nite	nite	NN
37060	6977	22	at	at	IN
37060	6977	23	the	the	DT
37060	6977	24	party	party	NN
37060	6977	25	when	when	WRB
37060	6977	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6977	27	consumed	consume	VBD
37060	6977	28	salad	salad	NN
37060	6977	29	,	,	,
37060	6977	30	rice	rice	NN
37060	6977	31	,	,	,
37060	6977	32	nuts	nut	NNS
37060	6977	33	and	and	CC
37060	6977	34	6	6	CD
37060	6977	35	donuts	donut	NNS
37060	6977	36	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6977	37	!	!	.
37060	6978	1	After	after	IN
37060	6978	2	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	6978	3	,	,	,
37060	6978	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6978	5	retired	retire	VBD
37060	6978	6	to	to	IN
37060	6978	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6978	8	four	four	CD
37060	6978	9	walls	wall	NNS
37060	6978	10	to	to	TO
37060	6978	11	wash	wash	VB
37060	6978	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6978	13	hair	hair	NN
37060	6978	14	.	.	.
37060	6979	1	That	that	IN
37060	6979	2	in	in	IN
37060	6979	3	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6979	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	6979	5	an	an	DT
37060	6979	6	experience	experience	NN
37060	6979	7	to	to	TO
37060	6979	8	behold	behold	VB
37060	6979	9	.	.	.
37060	6980	1	One	one	CD
37060	6980	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	6980	3	two	two	CD
37060	6980	4	options	option	NNS
37060	6980	5	,	,	,
37060	6980	6	the	the	DT
37060	6980	7	first	first	JJ
37060	6980	8	being	be	VBG
37060	6980	9	to	to	TO
37060	6980	10	utilize	utilize	VB
37060	6980	11	the	the	DT
37060	6980	12	sink	sink	NN
37060	6980	13	,	,	,
37060	6980	14	whose	whose	WP$
37060	6980	15	drain	drain	NN
37060	6980	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	6980	17	in	in	IN
37060	6980	18	dire	dire	JJ
37060	6980	19	need	need	NN
37060	6980	20	of	of	IN
37060	6980	21	dran	dran	NN
37060	6980	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	6980	23	o	o	NNP
37060	6980	24	.	.	.
37060	6981	1	In	in	IN
37060	6981	2	this	this	DT
37060	6981	3	case	case	NN
37060	6981	4	,	,	,
37060	6981	5	one	one	PRP
37060	6981	6	remains	remain	VBZ
37060	6981	7	dry	dry	JJ
37060	6981	8	but	but	CC
37060	6981	9	runs	run	VBZ
37060	6981	10	the	the	DT
37060	6981	11	risk	risk	NN
37060	6981	12	of	of	IN
37060	6981	13	accidentally	accidentally	RB
37060	6981	14	flipping	flip	VBG
37060	6981	15	one	one	PRP
37060	6981	16	's	's	POS
37060	6981	17	locks	lock	NNS
37060	6981	18	down	down	RP
37060	6981	19	into	into	IN
37060	6981	20	the	the	DT
37060	6981	21	stench	stench	NN
37060	6981	22	of	of	IN
37060	6981	23	the	the	DT
37060	6981	24	drain	drain	NN
37060	6981	25	and	and	CC
37060	6981	26	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	6981	27	defeating	defeat	VBG
37060	6981	28	the	the	DT
37060	6981	29	initial	initial	JJ
37060	6981	30	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	6981	31	of	of	IN
37060	6981	32	washing	wash	VBG
37060	6981	33	the	the	DT
37060	6981	34	hair	hair	NN
37060	6981	35	.	.	.
37060	6982	1	The	the	DT
37060	6982	2	second	second	JJ
37060	6982	3	option	option	NN
37060	6982	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	6982	5	to	to	TO
37060	6982	6	bend	bend	VB
37060	6982	7	over	over	IN
37060	6982	8	the	the	DT
37060	6982	9	contraption	contraption	NN
37060	6982	10	which	which	WDT
37060	6982	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	6982	12	in	in	IN
37060	6982	13	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	6982	14	,	,	,
37060	6982	15	labeled	label	VBD
37060	6982	16	"	"	``
37060	6982	17	a	a	DT
37060	6982	18	shower	shower	NN
37060	6982	19	.	.	.
37060	6982	20	"	"	''
37060	6983	1	This	this	DT
37060	6983	2	consists	consist	VBZ
37060	6983	3	of	of	IN
37060	6983	4	a	a	DT
37060	6983	5	porcelain	porcelain	NN
37060	6983	6	base	base	NN
37060	6983	7	and	and	CC
37060	6983	8	a	a	DT
37060	6983	9	faucet	faucet	NN
37060	6983	10	with	with	IN
37060	6983	11	a	a	DT
37060	6983	12	hose	hose	NN
37060	6983	13	and	and	CC
37060	6983	14	hand	hand	NN
37060	6983	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	6983	16	held	hold	VBN
37060	6983	17	shower	shower	NN
37060	6983	18	head	head	NN
37060	6983	19	.	.	.
37060	6984	1	One	one	CD
37060	6984	2	selecting	select	VBG
37060	6984	3	this	this	DT
37060	6984	4	means	means	NN
37060	6984	5	of	of	IN
37060	6984	6	shampooing	shampoo	VBG
37060	6984	7	the	the	DT
37060	6984	8	hair	hair	NN
37060	6984	9	must	must	MD
37060	6984	10	lean	lean	VB
37060	6984	11	over	over	IN
37060	6984	12	the	the	DT
37060	6984	13	base	base	NN
37060	6984	14	of	of	IN
37060	6984	15	the	the	DT
37060	6984	16	shower	shower	NN
37060	6984	17	and	and	CC
37060	6984	18	manipulate	manipulate	VB
37060	6984	19	the	the	DT
37060	6984	20	shower	shower	NN
37060	6984	21	head	head	NN
37060	6984	22	in	in	IN
37060	6984	23	such	such	PDT
37060	6984	24	a	a	DT
37060	6984	25	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	6984	26	that	that	WDT
37060	6984	27	will	will	MD
37060	6984	28	allow	allow	VB
37060	6984	29	the	the	DT
37060	6984	30	entire	entire	JJ
37060	6984	31	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	6984	32	to	to	TO
37060	6984	33	remain	remain	VB
37060	6984	34	as	as	RB
37060	6984	35	dry	dry	JJ
37060	6984	36	as	as	IN
37060	6984	37	possible	possible	JJ
37060	6984	38	.	.	.
37060	6985	1	Leg	Leg	NNP
37060	6985	2	cramps	cramp	NNS
37060	6985	3	,	,	,
37060	6985	4	of	of	IN
37060	6985	5	course	course	NN
37060	6985	6	,	,	,
37060	6985	7	are	be	VBP
37060	6985	8	an	an	DT
37060	6985	9	acute	acute	JJ
37060	6985	10	possibility	possibility	NN
37060	6985	11	in	in	IN
37060	6985	12	this	this	DT
37060	6985	13	prime	prime	JJ
37060	6985	14	position	position	NN
37060	6985	15	.	.	.
37060	6986	1	Another	another	DT
37060	6986	2	hazard	hazard	NN
37060	6986	3	could	could	MD
37060	6986	4	be	be	VB
37060	6986	5	the	the	DT
37060	6986	6	wet	wet	JJ
37060	6986	7	floor	floor	NN
37060	6986	8	,	,	,
37060	6986	9	for	for	IN
37060	6986	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6986	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	6986	12	always	always	RB
37060	6986	13	wet	wet	JJ
37060	6986	14	after	after	IN
37060	6986	15	having	have	VBG
37060	6986	16	used	use	VBN
37060	6986	17	the	the	DT
37060	6986	18	shower	shower	NN
37060	6986	19	.	.	.
37060	6987	1	To	to	TO
37060	6987	2	keep	keep	VB
37060	6987	3	dry	dry	JJ
37060	6987	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	6987	5	a	a	DT
37060	6987	6	laughable	laughable	JJ
37060	6987	7	impossibility	impossibility	NN
37060	6987	8	with	with	IN
37060	6987	9	this	this	DT
37060	6987	10	device	device	NN
37060	6987	11	;	;	:
37060	6987	12	any	any	DT
37060	6987	13	articles	article	NNS
37060	6987	14	of	of	IN
37060	6987	15	clothing	clothing	NN
37060	6987	16	should	should	MD
37060	6987	17	be	be	VB
37060	6987	18	placed	place	VBN
37060	6987	19	in	in	IN
37060	6987	20	another	another	DT
37060	6987	21	room	room	NN
37060	6987	22	.	.	.
37060	6988	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6988	2	proceeded	proceed	VBD
37060	6988	3	with	with	IN
37060	6988	4	the	the	DT
37060	6988	5	latter	latter	JJ
37060	6988	6	method	method	NN
37060	6988	7	and	and	CC
37060	6988	8	became	become	VBD
37060	6988	9	quite	quite	RB
37060	6988	10	damp	damp	JJ
37060	6988	11	.	.	.
37060	6989	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6989	2	next	next	JJ
37060	6989	3	operation	operation	NN
37060	6989	4	to	to	TO
37060	6989	5	perform	perform	VB
37060	6989	6	was	be	VBD
37060	6989	7	the	the	DT
37060	6989	8	washing	washing	NN
37060	6989	9	and	and	CC
37060	6989	10	drying	drying	NN
37060	6989	11	of	of	IN
37060	6989	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6989	13	nuts	nut	NNS
37060	6989	14	.	.	.
37060	6990	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6990	2	may	may	MD
37060	6990	3	sound	sound	VB
37060	6990	4	crazy	crazy	JJ
37060	6990	5	,	,	,
37060	6990	6	this	this	DT
37060	6990	7	nut	nut	NN
37060	6990	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	6990	9	washing	washing	NN
37060	6990	10	ritual	ritual	NN
37060	6990	11	of	of	IN
37060	6990	12	mine	mine	NN
37060	6990	13	,	,	,
37060	6990	14	but	but	CC
37060	6990	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6990	16	look	look	VBP
37060	6990	17	at	at	IN
37060	6990	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6990	19	this	this	DT
37060	6990	20	way	way	NN
37060	6990	21	;	;	:
37060	6990	22	the	the	DT
37060	6990	23	last	last	JJ
37060	6990	24	thing	thing	NN
37060	6990	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6990	26	need	need	VBP
37060	6990	27	during	during	IN
37060	6990	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6990	29	stay	stay	NN
37060	6990	30	is	be	VBZ
37060	6990	31	to	to	TO
37060	6990	32	get	get	VB
37060	6990	33	sick	sick	JJ
37060	6990	34	from	from	IN
37060	6990	35	eating	eat	VBG
37060	6990	36	filthy	filthy	JJ
37060	6990	37	nuts	nut	NNS
37060	6990	38	!	!	.
37060	6991	1	So	so	CC
37060	6991	2	,	,	,
37060	6991	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6991	4	wash	wash	VBP
37060	6991	5	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6991	6	,	,	,
37060	6991	7	because	because	IN
37060	6991	8	one	one	CD
37060	6991	9	never	never	RB
37060	6991	10	knows	know	VBZ
37060	6991	11	whose	whose	WP$
37060	6991	12	dirty	dirty	JJ
37060	6991	13	hands	hand	NNS
37060	6991	14	may	may	MD
37060	6991	15	have	have	VB
37060	6991	16	processed	process	VBN
37060	6991	17	these	these	DT
37060	6991	18	nuts	nut	NNS
37060	6991	19	!	!	.
37060	6992	1	Another	another	DT
37060	6992	2	report	report	NN
37060	6992	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6992	4	must	must	MD
37060	6992	5	make	make	VB
37060	6992	6	.	.	.
37060	6992	7	!	!	.
37060	6993	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6993	2	have	have	VBP
37060	6993	3	had	have	VBN
37060	6993	4	a	a	DT
37060	6993	5	firm	firm	JJ
37060	6993	6	bowel	bowel	NN
37060	6993	7	movement	movement	NN
37060	6993	8	!	!	.
37060	6994	1	Joy	Joy	NNP
37060	6994	2	of	of	IN
37060	6994	3	joys	joy	NNS
37060	6994	4	!	!	.
37060	6995	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6995	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	6995	3	the	the	DT
37060	6995	4	first	first	JJ
37060	6995	5	since	since	IN
37060	6995	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6995	7	arrival	arrival	NN
37060	6995	8	and	and	CC
37060	6995	9	the	the	DT
37060	6995	10	beginning	beginning	NN
37060	6995	11	of	of	IN
37060	6995	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6995	13	injections	injection	NNS
37060	6995	14	.	.	.
37060	6996	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	6996	2	suffered	suffer	VBD
37060	6996	3	a	a	DT
37060	6996	4	hair	hair	NN
37060	6996	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	6996	6	raising	raise	VBG
37060	6996	7	scare	scare	NN
37060	6996	8	when	when	WRB
37060	6996	9	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6996	10	feared	fear	VBD
37060	6996	11	that	that	IN
37060	6996	12	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6996	13	passport	passport	NN
37060	6996	14	was	be	VBD
37060	6996	15	lost	lose	VBN
37060	6996	16	.	.	.
37060	6997	1	While	while	IN
37060	6997	2	madly	madly	RB
37060	6997	3	searching	search	VBG
37060	6997	4	through	through	IN
37060	6997	5	desk	desk	NN
37060	6997	6	drawers	drawer	NNS
37060	6997	7	and	and	CC
37060	6997	8	coat	coat	NN
37060	6997	9	pockets	pocket	NNS
37060	6997	10	,	,	,
37060	6997	11	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	6997	12	calmly	calmly	RB
37060	6997	13	assured	assure	VBD
37060	6997	14	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6997	15	that	that	IN
37060	6997	16	if	if	IN
37060	6997	17	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6997	18	did	do	VBD
37060	6997	19	not	not	RB
37060	6997	20	find	find	VB
37060	6997	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6997	22	,	,	,
37060	6997	23	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6997	24	would	would	MD
37060	6997	25	simply	simply	RB
37060	6997	26	spend	spend	VB
37060	6997	27	the	the	DT
37060	6997	28	remainder	remainder	NN
37060	6997	29	of	of	IN
37060	6997	30	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6997	31	days	day	NNS
37060	6997	32	in	in	IN
37060	6997	33	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	6997	34	.	.	.
37060	6998	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6998	2	was	be	VBD
37060	6998	3	found	find	VBN
37060	6998	4	,	,	,
37060	6998	5	incidentally	incidentally	RB
37060	6998	6	,	,	,
37060	6998	7	in	in	IN
37060	6998	8	a	a	DT
37060	6998	9	zippered	zipper	VBN
37060	6998	10	compartment	compartment	NN
37060	6998	11	of	of	IN
37060	6998	12	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6998	13	enormous	enormous	JJ
37060	6998	14	purse	purse	NN
37060	6998	15	from	from	IN
37060	6998	16	where	where	WRB
37060	6998	17	,	,	,
37060	6998	18	of	of	IN
37060	6998	19	course	course	NN
37060	6998	20	,	,	,
37060	6998	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	6998	22	had	have	VBD
37060	6998	23	never	never	RB
37060	6998	24	strayed	stray	VBN
37060	6998	25	.	.	.
37060	6999	1	On	on	IN
37060	6999	2	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6999	3	daily	daily	JJ
37060	6999	4	excursion	excursion	NN
37060	6999	5	,	,	,
37060	6999	6	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	6999	7	and	and	CC
37060	6999	8	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	6999	9	disposed	dispose	VBD
37060	6999	10	of	of	IN
37060	6999	11	the	the	DT
37060	6999	12	3	3	CD
37060	6999	13	cans	can	NNS
37060	6999	14	of	of	IN
37060	6999	15	green	green	JJ
37060	6999	16	beans	bean	NNS
37060	6999	17	(	(	-LRB-
37060	6999	18	purchased	purchase	VBN
37060	6999	19	for	for	IN
37060	6999	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	6999	21	use	use	NN
37060	6999	22	)	)	-RRB-
37060	6999	23	which	which	WDT
37060	6999	24	were	be	VBD
37060	6999	25	suspected	suspect	VBN
37060	6999	26	to	to	TO
37060	6999	27	have	have	VB
37060	6999	28	an	an	DT
37060	6999	29	acute	acute	JJ
37060	6999	30	case	case	NN
37060	6999	31	of	of	IN
37060	6999	32	botulism	botulism	NN
37060	6999	33	;	;	:
37060	6999	34	the	the	DT
37060	6999	35	top	top	NN
37060	6999	36	of	of	IN
37060	6999	37	the	the	DT
37060	6999	38	can	can	MD
37060	6999	39	was	be	VBD
37060	6999	40	bowed	bow	VBN
37060	6999	41	.	.	.
37060	7000	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7000	2	took	take	VBD
37060	7000	3	very	very	RB
37060	7000	4	kindly	kindly	JJ
37060	7000	5	to	to	IN
37060	7000	6	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7000	7	effort	effort	NN
37060	7000	8	and	and	CC
37060	7000	9	was	be	VBD
37060	7000	10	careful	careful	JJ
37060	7000	11	to	to	TO
37060	7000	12	stay	stay	VB
37060	7000	13	on	on	IN
37060	7000	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7000	15	good	good	JJ
37060	7000	16	side	side	NN
37060	7000	17	until	until	IN
37060	7000	18	the	the	DT
37060	7000	19	beans	bean	NNS
37060	7000	20	were	be	VBD
37060	7000	21	scattered	scatter	VBN
37060	7000	22	on	on	IN
37060	7000	23	the	the	DT
37060	7000	24	hillside	hillside	NN
37060	7000	25	.	.	.
37060	7001	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	7001	2	28	28	CD
37060	7001	3	,	,	,
37060	7001	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7001	5	...	...	:
37060	7001	6	Today	today	NN
37060	7001	7	was	be	VBD
37060	7001	8	n't	not	RB
37060	7001	9	as	as	RB
37060	7001	10	glorious	glorious	JJ
37060	7001	11	as	as	IN
37060	7001	12	Friday	Friday	NNP
37060	7001	13	's	's	POS
37060	7001	14	are	be	VBP
37060	7001	15	built	build	VBN
37060	7001	16	up	up	RP
37060	7001	17	to	to	TO
37060	7001	18	be	be	VB
37060	7001	19	.	.	.
37060	7002	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7002	2	blood	blood	NN
37060	7002	3	test	test	NN
37060	7002	4	did	do	VBD
37060	7002	5	n't	not	RB
37060	7002	6	drop	drop	VB
37060	7002	7	into	into	IN
37060	7002	8	the	the	DT
37060	7002	9	2	2	CD
37060	7002	10	's	's	POS
37060	7002	11	like	like	UH
37060	7002	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7002	13	'd	'd	MD
37060	7002	14	rather	rather	RB
37060	7002	15	hoped	hope	VBN
37060	7002	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7002	17	would	would	MD
37060	7002	18	.	.	.
37060	7003	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7003	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7003	3	3.I	3.i	CD
37060	7003	4	from	from	IN
37060	7003	5	4.I	4.i	CD
37060	7003	6	,	,	,
37060	7003	7	which	which	WDT
37060	7003	8	was	be	VBD
37060	7003	9	considered	consider	VBN
37060	7003	10	"	"	``
37060	7003	11	good	good	JJ
37060	7003	12	.	.	.
37060	7003	13	"	"	''
37060	7004	1	One	one	PRP
37060	7004	2	must	must	MD
37060	7004	3	realize	realize	VB
37060	7004	4	,	,	,
37060	7004	5	of	of	IN
37060	7004	6	course	course	NN
37060	7004	7	,	,	,
37060	7004	8	that	that	IN
37060	7004	9	anything	anything	NN
37060	7004	10	that	that	WDT
37060	7004	11	happened	happen	VBD
37060	7004	12	around	around	RB
37060	7004	13	here	here	RB
37060	7004	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	7004	15	"	"	``
37060	7004	16	good	good	JJ
37060	7004	17	,	,	,
37060	7004	18	"	"	''
37060	7004	19	whether	whether	IN
37060	7004	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7004	21	be	be	VBP
37060	7004	22	a	a	DT
37060	7004	23	painful	painful	JJ
37060	7004	24	or	or	CC
37060	7004	25	uncomfortable	uncomfortable	JJ
37060	7004	26	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	7004	27	,	,	,
37060	7004	28	a	a	DT
37060	7004	29	drastic	drastic	JJ
37060	7004	30	blood	blood	NN
37060	7004	31	count	count	NN
37060	7004	32	drop	drop	NN
37060	7004	33	,	,	,
37060	7004	34	or	or	CC
37060	7004	35	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	7004	36	terrific	terrific	JJ
37060	7004	37	.	.	.
37060	7005	1	There	there	EX
37060	7005	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	7005	3	been	be	VBN
37060	7005	4	a	a	DT
37060	7005	5	considerable	considerable	JJ
37060	7005	6	amount	amount	NN
37060	7005	7	of	of	IN
37060	7005	8	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	7005	9	on	on	IN
37060	7005	10	the	the	DT
37060	7005	11	subject	subject	NN
37060	7005	12	of	of	IN
37060	7005	13	"	"	``
37060	7005	14	how	how	WRB
37060	7005	15	many	many	JJ
37060	7005	16	shots	shot	NNS
37060	7005	17	"	"	``
37060	7005	18	are	be	VBP
37060	7005	19	enough	enough	JJ
37060	7005	20	.	.	.
37060	7006	1	Some	some	DT
37060	7006	2	people	people	NNS
37060	7006	3	would	would	MD
37060	7006	4	take	take	VB
37060	7006	5	as	as	RB
37060	7006	6	many	many	JJ
37060	7006	7	as	as	IN
37060	7006	8	the	the	DT
37060	7006	9	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	7006	10	would	would	MD
37060	7006	11	willingly	willingly	RB
37060	7006	12	inject	inject	VB
37060	7006	13	.	.	.
37060	7007	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7007	2	can	can	MD
37060	7007	3	not	not	RB
37060	7007	4	live	live	VB
37060	7007	5	from	from	IN
37060	7007	6	one	one	CD
37060	7007	7	shot	shot	NN
37060	7007	8	to	to	IN
37060	7007	9	the	the	DT
37060	7007	10	next	next	JJ
37060	7007	11	.	.	.
37060	7008	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7008	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7008	3	that	that	IN
37060	7008	4	if	if	IN
37060	7008	5	this	this	DT
37060	7008	6	stupendous	stupendous	JJ
37060	7008	7	serum	serum	NN
37060	7008	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	7008	9	doing	do	VBG
37060	7008	10	the	the	DT
37060	7008	11	job	job	NN
37060	7008	12	,	,	,
37060	7008	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7008	14	'll	will	MD
37060	7008	15	know	know	VB
37060	7008	16	...	...	:
37060	7008	17	the	the	DT
37060	7008	18	tumor	tumor	NN
37060	7008	19	will	will	MD
37060	7008	20	diminish	diminish	VB
37060	7008	21	in	in	IN
37060	7008	22	size	size	NN
37060	7008	23	.	.	.
37060	7009	1	If	if	IN
37060	7009	2	after	after	IN
37060	7009	3	3	3	CD
37060	7009	4	months	month	NNS
37060	7009	5	,	,	,
37060	7009	6	there	there	EX
37060	7009	7	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	7009	8	to	to	TO
37060	7009	9	be	be	VB
37060	7009	10	no	no	DT
37060	7009	11	"	"	``
37060	7009	12	progress	progress	NN
37060	7009	13	,	,	,
37060	7009	14	"	"	''
37060	7009	15	why	why	WRB
37060	7009	16	send	send	VB
37060	7009	17	blood	blood	NN
37060	7009	18	.	.	.
37060	7010	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7010	2	do	do	VBP
37060	7010	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7010	4	take	take	VB
37060	7010	5	much	much	JJ
37060	7010	6	stock	stock	NN
37060	7010	7	in	in	IN
37060	7010	8	the	the	DT
37060	7010	9	blood	blood	NN
37060	7010	10	tests	test	NNS
37060	7010	11	anyway	anyway	RB
37060	7010	12	.	.	.
37060	7011	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	7011	2	,	,	,
37060	7011	3	one	one	PRP
37060	7011	4	can	can	MD
37060	7011	5	not	not	RB
37060	7011	6	even	even	RB
37060	7011	7	conduct	conduct	VB
37060	7011	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7011	9	life	life	NN
37060	7011	10	normally	normally	RB
37060	7011	11	if	if	IN
37060	7011	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7011	13	waits	wait	VBZ
37060	7011	14	for	for	IN
37060	7011	15	test	test	NN
37060	7011	16	results	result	NNS
37060	7011	17	.	.	.
37060	7012	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7012	2	have	have	VBP
37060	7012	3	to	to	TO
37060	7012	4	be	be	VB
37060	7012	5	able	able	JJ
37060	7012	6	to	to	TO
37060	7012	7	just	just	RB
37060	7012	8	say	say	VB
37060	7012	9	"	"	``
37060	7012	10	enough	enough	JJ
37060	7012	11	"	"	''
37060	7012	12	and	and	CC
37060	7012	13	live	live	VB
37060	7012	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7012	15	life	life	NN
37060	7012	16	.	.	.
37060	7013	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7013	2	ca	can	MD
37060	7013	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7013	4	always	always	RB
37060	7013	5	be	be	VB
37060	7013	6	waiting	wait	VBG
37060	7013	7	...	...	:
37060	7013	8	life	life	NN
37060	7013	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	7013	10	too	too	RB
37060	7013	11	uncertain	uncertain	JJ
37060	7013	12	to	to	TO
37060	7013	13	not	not	RB
37060	7013	14	give	give	VB
37060	7013	15	and	and	CC
37060	7013	16	take	take	VB
37060	7013	17	joy	joy	NN
37060	7013	18	from	from	IN
37060	7013	19	each	each	DT
37060	7013	20	day	day	NN
37060	7013	21	.	.	.
37060	7014	1	Simply	simply	RB
37060	7014	2	"	"	``
37060	7014	3	being	be	VBG
37060	7014	4	"	"	''
37060	7014	5	in	in	IN
37060	7014	6	existence	existence	NN
37060	7014	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	7014	8	not	not	RB
37060	7014	9	,	,	,
37060	7014	10	for	for	IN
37060	7014	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7014	12	,	,	,
37060	7014	13	what	what	WDT
37060	7014	14	"	"	``
37060	7014	15	living	live	VBG
37060	7014	16	"	"	''
37060	7014	17	is	be	VBZ
37060	7014	18	all	all	DT
37060	7014	19	about	about	IN
37060	7014	20	.	.	.
37060	7015	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7015	2	'll	will	MD
37060	7015	3	have	have	VB
37060	7015	4	been	be	VBN
37060	7015	5	here	here	RB
37060	7015	6	a	a	DT
37060	7015	7	month	month	NN
37060	7015	8	when	when	WRB
37060	7015	9	all	all	DT
37060	7015	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	7015	11	done	do	VBN
37060	7015	12	and	and	CC
37060	7015	13	paid	pay	VBN
37060	7015	14	for	for	IN
37060	7015	15	,	,	,
37060	7015	16	and	and	CC
37060	7015	17	20	20	CD
37060	7015	18	shots	shot	NNS
37060	7015	19	will	will	MD
37060	7015	20	have	have	VB
37060	7015	21	been	be	VBN
37060	7015	22	administered	administer	VBN
37060	7015	23	.	.	.
37060	7016	1	That	that	DT
37060	7016	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7016	3	what	what	WP
37060	7016	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7016	5	have	have	VBP
37060	7016	6	figured	figure	VBN
37060	7016	7	upon	upon	IN
37060	7016	8	,	,	,
37060	7016	9	and	and	CC
37060	7016	10	what	what	WP
37060	7016	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7016	12	am	be	VBP
37060	7016	13	prepared	prepared	JJ
37060	7016	14	to	to	TO
37060	7016	15	have	have	VB
37060	7016	16	,	,	,
37060	7016	17	but	but	CC
37060	7016	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7016	19	's	be	VBZ
37060	7016	20	all	all	DT
37060	7016	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7016	22	'll	will	MD
37060	7016	23	have	have	VB
37060	7016	24	.	.	.
37060	7017	1	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7017	2	have	have	VBP
37060	7017	3	to	to	TO
37060	7017	4	stop	stop	VB
37060	7017	5	somewhere	somewhere	RB
37060	7017	6	,	,	,
37060	7017	7	and	and	CC
37060	7017	8	who	who	WP
37060	7017	9	's	be	VBZ
37060	7017	10	to	to	TO
37060	7017	11	say	say	VB
37060	7017	12	that	that	DT
37060	7017	13	will	will	MD
37060	7017	14	be	be	VB
37060	7017	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7017	16	.	.	.
37060	7018	1	One	one	PRP
37060	7018	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	7018	3	to	to	TO
37060	7018	4	be	be	VB
37060	7018	5	able	able	JJ
37060	7018	6	to	to	TO
37060	7018	7	let	let	VB
37060	7018	8	go	go	VB
37060	7018	9	...	...	.
37060	7019	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7019	2	let	let	VBD
37060	7019	3	go	go	VB
37060	7019	4	a	a	DT
37060	7019	5	year	year	NN
37060	7019	6	ago	ago	RB
37060	7019	7	,	,	,
37060	7019	8	and	and	CC
37060	7019	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7019	10	ca	can	MD
37060	7019	11	n't	not	RB
37060	7019	12	hang	hang	VB
37060	7019	13	on	on	RP
37060	7019	14	to	to	IN
37060	7019	15	shreds	shred	NNS
37060	7019	16	of	of	IN
37060	7019	17	hope	hope	NN
37060	7019	18	.	.	.
37060	7020	1	That	that	DT
37060	7020	2	does	do	VBZ
37060	7020	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7020	4	bring	bring	VB
37060	7020	5	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	7020	6	.	.	.
37060	7021	1	Yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	7021	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7021	3	a	a	DT
37060	7021	4	wonderful	wonderful	JJ
37060	7021	5	day	day	NN
37060	7021	6	aside	aside	RB
37060	7021	7	from	from	IN
37060	7021	8	the	the	DT
37060	7021	9	shot	shot	NN
37060	7021	10	.	.	.
37060	7022	1	The	the	DT
37060	7022	2	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	7022	3	had	have	VBD
37060	7022	4	a	a	DT
37060	7022	5	hard	hard	JJ
37060	7022	6	time	time	NN
37060	7022	7	finding	find	VBG
37060	7022	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7022	9	vein	vein	NN
37060	7022	10	,	,	,
37060	7022	11	and	and	CC
37060	7022	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7022	13	does	do	VBZ
37060	7022	14	n't	not	RB
37060	7022	15	seem	seem	VB
37060	7022	16	to	to	TO
37060	7022	17	wait	wait	VB
37060	7022	18	for	for	IN
37060	7022	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7022	20	to	to	TO
37060	7022	21	surface	surface	VB
37060	7022	22	anymore	anymore	RB
37060	7022	23	without	without	IN
37060	7022	24	first	first	RB
37060	7022	25	probing	probe	VBG
37060	7022	26	for	for	IN
37060	7022	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7022	28	.	.	.
37060	7023	1	After	after	IN
37060	7023	2	the	the	DT
37060	7023	3	shot	shot	NN
37060	7023	4	,	,	,
37060	7023	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7023	6	could	could	MD
37060	7023	7	n't	not	RB
37060	7023	8	sit	sit	VB
37060	7023	9	because	because	IN
37060	7023	10	too	too	RB
37060	7023	11	many	many	JJ
37060	7023	12	non	non	NNS
37060	7023	13	-	-	NNS
37060	7023	14	patients	patient	NNS
37060	7023	15	were	be	VBD
37060	7023	16	there	there	RB
37060	7023	17	.	.	.
37060	7024	1	Finally	finally	RB
37060	7024	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7024	3	dove	dive	VBD
37060	7024	4	for	for	IN
37060	7024	5	an	an	DT
37060	7024	6	empty	empty	JJ
37060	7024	7	seat	seat	NN
37060	7024	8	,	,	,
37060	7024	9	almost	almost	RB
37060	7024	10	on	on	IN
37060	7024	11	the	the	DT
37060	7024	12	verge	verge	NN
37060	7024	13	of	of	IN
37060	7024	14	crying	cry	VBG
37060	7024	15	.	.	.
37060	7025	1	After	after	IN
37060	7025	2	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	7025	3	,	,	,
37060	7025	4	Tasos	Tasos	NNP
37060	7025	5	took	take	VBD
37060	7025	6	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7025	7	and	and	CC
37060	7025	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7025	9	to	to	TO
37060	7025	10	downtown	downtown	NN
37060	7025	11	Athens	Athens	NNP
37060	7025	12	to	to	TO
37060	7025	13	shop	shop	VB
37060	7025	14	for	for	IN
37060	7025	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7025	16	fur	fur	NN
37060	7025	17	coat	coat	NN
37060	7025	18	.	.	.
37060	7026	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7026	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7026	3	rather	rather	RB
37060	7026	4	strange	strange	JJ
37060	7026	5	,	,	,
37060	7026	6	because	because	IN
37060	7026	7	Christos	Christos	NNP
37060	7026	8	also	also	RB
37060	7026	9	drove	drive	VBD
37060	7026	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7026	11	rover	rover	NN
37060	7026	12	with	with	IN
37060	7026	13	Donna	Donna	NNP
37060	7026	14	and	and	CC
37060	7026	15	Margaret	Margaret	NNP
37060	7026	16	.	.	.
37060	7027	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7027	2	'd	have	VBD
37060	7027	3	asked	ask	VBN
37060	7027	4	for	for	IN
37060	7027	5	1	1	CD
37060	7027	6	driver	driver	NN
37060	7027	7	;	;	:
37060	7027	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7027	9	looked	look	VBD
37060	7027	10	at	at	IN
37060	7027	11	2	2	CD
37060	7027	12	furriers	furrier	NNS
37060	7027	13	,	,	,
37060	7027	14	the	the	DT
37060	7027	15	first	first	JJ
37060	7027	16	of	of	IN
37060	7027	17	which	which	WDT
37060	7027	18	was	be	VBD
37060	7027	19	owned	own	VBN
37060	7027	20	by	by	IN
37060	7027	21	one	one	CD
37060	7027	22	of	of	IN
37060	7027	23	Chris	Chris	NNP
37060	7027	24	'	'	POS
37060	7027	25	friends	friend	NNS
37060	7027	26	.	.	.
37060	7028	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7028	2	had	have	VBD
37060	7028	3	a	a	DT
37060	7028	4	motley	motley	JJ
37060	7028	5	selection	selection	NN
37060	7028	6	of	of	IN
37060	7028	7	furs	fur	NNS
37060	7028	8	which	which	WDT
37060	7028	9	were	be	VBD
37060	7028	10	over	over	RB
37060	7028	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	7028	12	priced	price	VBN
37060	7028	13	but	but	CC
37060	7028	14	poorly	poorly	RB
37060	7028	15	constructed	construct	VBN
37060	7028	16	.	.	.
37060	7029	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7029	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7029	3	distressed	distressed	JJ
37060	7029	4	after	after	IN
37060	7029	5	that	that	DT
37060	7029	6	shop	shop	NN
37060	7029	7	,	,	,
37060	7029	8	but	but	CC
37060	7029	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7029	10	continued	continue	VBD
37060	7029	11	on	on	IN
37060	7029	12	,	,	,
37060	7029	13	stopping	stop	VBG
37060	7029	14	at	at	IN
37060	7029	15	a	a	DT
37060	7029	16	nice	nice	JJ
37060	7029	17	furrier	furrier	NN
37060	7029	18	who	who	WP
37060	7029	19	had	have	VBD
37060	7029	20	well	well	RB
37060	7029	21	made	make	VBN
37060	7029	22	coats	coat	NNS
37060	7029	23	but	but	CC
37060	7029	24	sold	sell	VBN
37060	7029	25	for	for	IN
37060	7029	26	more	more	JJR
37060	7029	27	than	than	IN
37060	7029	28	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7029	29	could	could	MD
37060	7029	30	afford	afford	VB
37060	7029	31	.	.	.
37060	7030	1	Our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7030	2	last	last	JJ
37060	7030	3	stop	stop	NN
37060	7030	4	was	be	VBD
37060	7030	5	a	a	DT
37060	7030	6	furrier	furrier	NN
37060	7030	7	called	call	VBN
37060	7030	8	Toronto	Toronto	NNP
37060	7030	9	Furs	Furs	NNP
37060	7030	10	where	where	WRB
37060	7030	11	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7030	12	had	have	VBD
37060	7030	13	wanted	want	VBN
37060	7030	14	to	to	TO
37060	7030	15	go	go	VB
37060	7030	16	all	all	RB
37060	7030	17	along	along	RB
37060	7030	18	because	because	IN
37060	7030	19	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7030	20	knew	know	VBD
37060	7030	21	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7030	22	had	have	VBD
37060	7030	23	decent	decent	JJ
37060	7030	24	prices	price	NNS
37060	7030	25	and	and	CC
37060	7030	26	furs	fur	NNS
37060	7030	27	.	.	.
37060	7031	1	That	that	DT
37060	7031	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7031	3	where	where	WRB
37060	7031	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7031	5	got	get	VBD
37060	7031	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7031	7	coat	coat	NN
37060	7031	8	...	...	NFP
37060	7031	9	a	a	DT
37060	7031	10	dark	dark	JJ
37060	7031	11	mink	mink	NN
37060	7031	12	tail	tail	NN
37060	7031	13	,	,	,
37060	7031	14	finger	finger	NN
37060	7031	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	7031	16	tip	tip	NN
37060	7031	17	coat	coat	NN
37060	7031	18	.	.	.
37060	7032	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7032	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7032	3	very	very	RB
37060	7032	4	pretty	pretty	JJ
37060	7032	5	and	and	CC
37060	7032	6	cost	cost	VB
37060	7032	7	$	$	$
37060	7032	8	337.00	337.00	CD
37060	7032	9	!	!	.
37060	7033	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7033	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7033	3	pleased	pleased	JJ
37060	7033	4	with	with	IN
37060	7033	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7033	6	,	,	,
37060	7033	7	and	and	CC
37060	7033	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7033	9	's	be	VBZ
37060	7033	10	something	something	NN
37060	7033	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7033	12	'll	will	MD
37060	7033	13	have	have	VB
37060	7033	14	for	for	IN
37060	7033	15	many	many	JJ
37060	7033	16	years	year	NNS
37060	7033	17	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7033	18	bought	buy	VBN
37060	7033	19	with	with	IN
37060	7033	20	money	money	NN
37060	7033	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7033	22	'd	have	VBD
37060	7033	23	been	be	VBN
37060	7033	24	given	give	VBN
37060	7033	25	from	from	IN
37060	7033	26	friends	friend	NNS
37060	7033	27	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7033	28	.	.	.
37060	7034	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7034	2	went	go	VBD
37060	7034	3	to	to	IN
37060	7034	4	an	an	DT
37060	7034	5	oceanside	oceanside	JJ
37060	7034	6	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	7034	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7034	8	Donna	Donna	NNP
37060	7034	9	,	,	,
37060	7034	10	Tasos	Tasos	NNP
37060	7034	11	,	,	,
37060	7034	12	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7034	13	and	and	CC
37060	7034	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7034	15	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7034	16	afterwards	afterwards	RB
37060	7034	17	.	.	.
37060	7035	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7035	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7035	3	a	a	DT
37060	7035	4	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	7035	5	day	day	NN
37060	7035	6	,	,	,
37060	7035	7	and	and	CC
37060	7035	8	the	the	DT
37060	7035	9	food	food	NN
37060	7035	10	was	be	VBD
37060	7035	11	good	good	JJ
37060	7035	12	.	.	.
37060	7036	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7036	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7036	3	the	the	DT
37060	7036	4	first	first	JJ
37060	7036	5	day	day	NN
37060	7036	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7036	7	could	could	MD
37060	7036	8	have	have	VB
37060	7036	9	bread	bread	NN
37060	7036	10	,	,	,
37060	7036	11	and	and	CC
37060	7036	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7036	13	's	's	POS
37060	7036	14	was	be	VBD
37060	7036	15	great	great	JJ
37060	7036	16	.	.	.
37060	7037	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7037	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7037	3	as	as	IN
37060	7037	4	if	if	IN
37060	7037	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7037	6	did	do	VBD
37060	7037	7	n't	not	RB
37060	7037	8	happen	happen	VB
37060	7037	9	,	,	,
37060	7037	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7037	11	was	be	VBD
37060	7037	12	so	so	RB
37060	7037	13	nice	nice	JJ
37060	7037	14	.	.	.
37060	7038	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	7038	2	offered	offer	VBD
37060	7038	3	to	to	TO
37060	7038	4	pay	pay	VB
37060	7038	5	the	the	DT
37060	7038	6	bill	bill	NN
37060	7038	7	,	,	,
37060	7038	8	which	which	WDT
37060	7038	9	was	be	VBD
37060	7038	10	a	a	DT
37060	7038	11	lot	lot	NN
37060	7038	12	more	more	JJR
37060	7038	13	than	than	IN
37060	7038	14	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7038	15	'd	have	VBD
37060	7038	16	anticipated	anticipate	VBN
37060	7038	17	for	for	IN
37060	7038	18	the	the	DT
37060	7038	19	size	size	NN
37060	7038	20	of	of	IN
37060	7038	21	the	the	DT
37060	7038	22	meal	meal	NN
37060	7038	23	...	...	NFP
37060	7038	24	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7038	25	around	around	IN
37060	7038	26	$	$	$
37060	7038	27	26.00	26.00	CD
37060	7038	28	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7038	29	.	.	.
37060	7039	1	Then	then	RB
37060	7039	2	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7039	3	paid	pay	VBD
37060	7039	4	Tasos	Tasos	NNP
37060	7039	5	1000	1000	CD
37060	7039	6	drachma	drachma	NN
37060	7039	7	for	for	IN
37060	7039	8	taking	take	VBG
37060	7039	9	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7039	10	.	.	.
37060	7040	1	.	.	.
37060	7041	1	.	.	.
37060	7042	1	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7042	2	ended	end	VBD
37060	7042	3	up	up	RP
37060	7042	4	being	be	VBG
37060	7042	5	a	a	DT
37060	7042	6	rather	rather	RB
37060	7042	7	expensive	expensive	JJ
37060	7042	8	day	day	NN
37060	7042	9	.	.	.
37060	7043	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7043	2	did	do	VBD
37060	7043	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7043	4	say	say	VB
37060	7043	5	anything	anything	NN
37060	7043	6	about	about	IN
37060	7043	7	paying	pay	VBG
37060	7043	8	Chris	Chris	NNP
37060	7043	9	...	...	:
37060	7043	10	why	why	WRB
37060	7043	11	should	should	MD
37060	7043	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7043	13	...	...	:
37060	7043	14	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7043	15	'd	'd	MD
37060	7043	16	only	only	RB
37060	7043	17	asked	ask	VBN
37060	7043	18	for	for	IN
37060	7043	19	one	one	CD
37060	7043	20	driver	driver	NN
37060	7043	21	.	.	.
37060	7044	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7044	2	got	get	VBD
37060	7044	3	a	a	DT
37060	7044	4	letter	letter	NN
37060	7044	5	from	from	IN
37060	7044	6	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7044	7	when	when	WRB
37060	7044	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7044	9	came	come	VBD
37060	7044	10	back	back	RB
37060	7044	11	...	...	NFP
37060	7044	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7044	13	was	be	VBD
37060	7044	14	really	really	RB
37060	7044	15	nice	nice	JJ
37060	7044	16	.	.	.
37060	7045	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	7045	2	29	29	CD
37060	7045	3	,	,	,
37060	7045	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7045	5	...	...	:
37060	7045	6	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7045	7	all	all	DT
37060	7045	8	got	get	VBD
37060	7045	9	up	up	RP
37060	7045	10	early	early	RB
37060	7045	11	and	and	CC
37060	7045	12	went	go	VBD
37060	7045	13	on	on	IN
37060	7045	14	the	the	DT
37060	7045	15	1	1	CD
37060	7045	16	day	day	NN
37060	7045	17	cruise	cruise	NN
37060	7045	18	on	on	IN
37060	7045	19	the	the	DT
37060	7045	20	Aegean	Aegean	NNP
37060	7045	21	Sea	Sea	NNP
37060	7045	22	.	.	.
37060	7046	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7046	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7046	3	tired	tired	JJ
37060	7046	4	,	,	,
37060	7046	5	but	but	CC
37060	7046	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7046	7	had	have	VBD
37060	7046	8	a	a	DT
37060	7046	9	good	good	JJ
37060	7046	10	time	time	NN
37060	7046	11	.	.	.
37060	7047	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7047	2	did	do	VBD
37060	7047	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7047	4	have	have	VB
37060	7047	5	very	very	RB
37060	7047	6	long	long	JJ
37060	7047	7	to	to	TO
37060	7047	8	look	look	VB
37060	7047	9	around	around	IN
37060	7047	10	each	each	DT
37060	7047	11	island	island	NN
37060	7047	12	,	,	,
37060	7047	13	but	but	CC
37060	7047	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7047	15	still	still	RB
37060	7047	16	was	be	VBD
37060	7047	17	a	a	DT
37060	7047	18	good	good	JJ
37060	7047	19	tour	tour	NN
37060	7047	20	.	.	.
37060	7048	1	On	on	IN
37060	7048	2	the	the	DT
37060	7048	3	Island	Island	NNP
37060	7048	4	Aegina	Aegina	NNP
37060	7048	5	,	,	,
37060	7048	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7048	7	took	take	VBD
37060	7048	8	a	a	DT
37060	7048	9	bus	bus	NN
37060	7048	10	tour	tour	NN
37060	7048	11	on	on	IN
37060	7048	12	the	the	DT
37060	7048	13	winding	wind	VBG
37060	7048	14	roads	road	NNS
37060	7048	15	and	and	CC
37060	7048	16	country	country	NN
37060	7048	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	7048	18	side	side	NN
37060	7048	19	to	to	IN
37060	7048	20	a	a	DT
37060	7048	21	site	site	NN
37060	7048	22	of	of	IN
37060	7048	23	ruins	ruin	NNS
37060	7048	24	.	.	.
37060	7049	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7049	2	took	take	VBD
37060	7049	3	many	many	JJ
37060	7049	4	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	7049	5	,	,	,
37060	7049	6	and	and	CC
37060	7049	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7049	8	was	be	VBD
37060	7049	9	quite	quite	PDT
37060	7049	10	a	a	DT
37060	7049	11	view	view	NN
37060	7049	12	from	from	IN
37060	7049	13	the	the	DT
37060	7049	14	top	top	NN
37060	7049	15	of	of	IN
37060	7049	16	the	the	DT
37060	7049	17	mountain	mountain	NN
37060	7049	18	.	.	.
37060	7050	1	The	the	DT
37060	7050	2	next	next	JJ
37060	7050	3	island	island	NN
37060	7050	4	,	,	,
37060	7050	5	Poros	Poros	NNP
37060	7050	6	,	,	,
37060	7050	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7050	8	had	have	VBD
37060	7050	9	only	only	RB
37060	7050	10	a	a	DT
37060	7050	11	glimpse	glimpse	NN
37060	7050	12	of	of	IN
37060	7050	13	because	because	IN
37060	7050	14	of	of	IN
37060	7050	15	the	the	DT
37060	7050	16	half	half	JJ
37060	7050	17	hour	hour	NN
37060	7050	18	time	time	NN
37060	7050	19	limit	limit	NN
37060	7050	20	.	.	.
37060	7051	1	The	the	DT
37060	7051	2	last	last	JJ
37060	7051	3	island	island	NN
37060	7051	4	,	,	,
37060	7051	5	Hydra	Hydra	NNP
37060	7051	6	,	,	,
37060	7051	7	was	be	VBD
37060	7051	8	nice	nice	JJ
37060	7051	9	and	and	CC
37060	7051	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7051	11	were	be	VBD
37060	7051	12	able	able	JJ
37060	7051	13	to	to	TO
37060	7051	14	look	look	VB
37060	7051	15	at	at	IN
37060	7051	16	some	some	DT
37060	7051	17	shops	shop	NNS
37060	7051	18	.	.	.
37060	7052	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7052	2	bought	buy	VBD
37060	7052	3	earrings	earring	NNS
37060	7052	4	and	and	CC
37060	7052	5	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7052	6	a	a	DT
37060	7052	7	crocheted	crochet	VBN
37060	7052	8	dress	dress	NN
37060	7052	9	.	.	.
37060	7053	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7053	2	finally	finally	RB
37060	7053	3	got	get	VBD
37060	7053	4	rid	rid	VBN
37060	7053	5	of	of	IN
37060	7053	6	a	a	DT
37060	7053	7	rather	rather	RB
37060	7053	8	pesty	pesty	JJ
37060	7053	9	Tunisian	Tunisian	NNP
37060	7053	10	who	who	WP
37060	7053	11	was	be	VBD
37060	7053	12	following	follow	VBG
37060	7053	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7053	14	around	around	RB
37060	7053	15	.	.	.
37060	7054	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7054	2	'd	'd	MD
37060	7054	3	met	meet	VBD
37060	7054	4	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7054	5	on	on	IN
37060	7054	6	the	the	DT
37060	7054	7	boat	boat	NN
37060	7054	8	.	.	.
37060	7055	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7055	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	7055	3	to	to	TO
37060	7055	4	look	look	VB
37060	7055	5	at	at	IN
37060	7055	6	the	the	DT
37060	7055	7	island	island	NN
37060	7055	8	,	,	,
37060	7055	9	not	not	RB
37060	7055	10	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7055	11	.	.	.
37060	7056	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7056	2	and	and	CC
37060	7056	3	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7056	4	called	call	VBD
37060	7056	5	.	.	.
37060	7057	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	7057	2	30	30	CD
37060	7057	3	,	,	,
37060	7057	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7057	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7057	6	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	7057	7	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7057	8	...	...	.
37060	7058	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7058	2	woke	wake	VBD
37060	7058	3	up	up	RP
37060	7058	4	sick	sick	JJ
37060	7058	5	and	and	CC
37060	7058	6	had	have	VBD
37060	7058	7	a	a	DT
37060	7058	8	temp	temp	NN
37060	7058	9	of	of	IN
37060	7058	10	101	101	CD
37060	7058	11	...	...	NFP
37060	7058	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7058	13	's	be	VBZ
37060	7058	14	going	go	VBG
37060	7058	15	around	around	RB
37060	7058	16	here	here	RB
37060	7058	17	,	,	,
37060	7058	18	as	as	IN
37060	7058	19	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	7058	20	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	7058	21	to	to	TO
37060	7058	22	be	be	VB
37060	7058	23	ailing	ail	VBG
37060	7058	24	.	.	.
37060	7059	1	Even	even	RB
37060	7059	2	in	in	IN
37060	7059	3	Athens	Athens	NNP
37060	7059	4	.	.	.
37060	7060	1	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7060	2	and	and	CC
37060	7060	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7060	4	's	's	POS
37060	7060	5	church	church	NN
37060	7060	6	class	class	NN
37060	7060	7	called	call	VBN
37060	7060	8	at	at	IN
37060	7060	9	6:15	6:15	CD
37060	7060	10	and	and	CC
37060	7060	11	a	a	DT
37060	7060	12	lot	lot	NN
37060	7060	13	of	of	IN
37060	7060	14	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7060	15	talked	talk	VBD
37060	7060	16	...	...	NFP
37060	7060	17	were	be	VBD
37060	7060	18	so	so	RB
37060	7060	19	surprised	surprised	JJ
37060	7060	20	and	and	CC
37060	7060	21	pleased	pleased	JJ
37060	7060	22	.	.	.
37060	7061	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7061	2	helped	help	VBD
37060	7061	3	to	to	TO
37060	7061	4	have	have	VB
37060	7061	5	such	such	JJ
37060	7061	6	support	support	NN
37060	7061	7	.	.	.
37060	7062	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	7062	2	3	3	CD
37060	7062	3	,	,	,
37060	7062	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7062	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7062	6	Thursday	Thursday	NNP
37060	7062	7	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7062	8	...	...	:
37060	7062	9	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7062	10	was	be	VBD
37060	7062	11	unfortunate	unfortunate	JJ
37060	7062	12	enough	enough	RB
37060	7062	13	to	to	TO
37060	7062	14	have	have	VB
37060	7062	15	caught	catch	VBN
37060	7062	16	the	the	DT
37060	7062	17	malady	malady	NN
37060	7062	18	that	that	WDT
37060	7062	19	has	have	VBZ
37060	7062	20	seemed	seem	VBN
37060	7062	21	to	to	TO
37060	7062	22	have	have	VB
37060	7062	23	stricken	stricken	VBN
37060	7062	24	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7062	25	hotel	hotel	NN
37060	7062	26	.	.	.
37060	7063	1	Rumor	rumor	NN
37060	7063	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	7063	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7063	4	the	the	DT
37060	7063	5	whole	whole	NN
37060	7063	6	of	of	IN
37060	7063	7	Athens	Athens	NNP
37060	7063	8	has	have	VBZ
37060	7063	9	had	have	VBN
37060	7063	10	the	the	DT
37060	7063	11	germ	germ	NN
37060	7063	12	.	.	.
37060	7064	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7064	2	also	also	RB
37060	7064	3	heard	hear	VBD
37060	7064	4	today	today	NN
37060	7064	5	that	that	IN
37060	7064	6	a	a	DT
37060	7064	7	new	new	JJ
37060	7064	8	group	group	NN
37060	7064	9	of	of	IN
37060	7064	10	Americans	Americans	NNPS
37060	7064	11	are	be	VBP
37060	7064	12	to	to	TO
37060	7064	13	arrive	arrive	VB
37060	7064	14	this	this	DT
37060	7064	15	coming	come	VBG
37060	7064	16	Sun	Sun	NNP
37060	7064	17	.	.	.
37060	7065	1	but	but	CC
37060	7065	2	that	that	IN
37060	7065	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7065	4	will	will	MD
37060	7065	5	be	be	VB
37060	7065	6	refused	refuse	VBN
37060	7065	7	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	7065	8	.	.	.
37060	7066	1	The	the	DT
37060	7066	2	Travel	Travel	NNP
37060	7066	3	Agency	Agency	NNP
37060	7066	4	supposedly	supposedly	RB
37060	7066	5	sends	send	VBZ
37060	7066	6	people	people	NNS
37060	7066	7	over	over	RP
37060	7066	8	to	to	IN
37060	7066	9	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	7066	10	despite	despite	IN
37060	7066	11	warnings	warning	NNS
37060	7066	12	from	from	IN
37060	7066	13	Alivizatos	Alivizatos	NNP
37060	7066	14	to	to	TO
37060	7066	15	stop	stop	VB
37060	7066	16	,	,	,
37060	7066	17	because	because	IN
37060	7066	18	of	of	IN
37060	7066	19	the	the	DT
37060	7066	20	nice	nice	JJ
37060	7066	21	profit	profit	NN
37060	7066	22	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7066	23	reap	reap	VBP
37060	7066	24	from	from	IN
37060	7066	25	each	each	DT
37060	7066	26	booking	booking	NN
37060	7066	27	.	.	.
37060	7067	1	Alivizatos	Alivizatos	NNP
37060	7067	2	wants	want	VBZ
37060	7067	3	to	to	TO
37060	7067	4	work	work	VB
37060	7067	5	in	in	IN
37060	7067	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7067	7	labs	lab	NNS
37060	7067	8	for	for	IN
37060	7067	9	a	a	DT
37060	7067	10	time	time	NN
37060	7067	11	and	and	CC
37060	7067	12	to	to	TO
37060	7067	13	do	do	VB
37060	7067	14	so	so	RB
37060	7067	15	,	,	,
37060	7067	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7067	17	needs	need	VBZ
37060	7067	18	to	to	TO
37060	7067	19	have	have	VB
37060	7067	20	a	a	DT
37060	7067	21	break	break	NN
37060	7067	22	from	from	IN
37060	7067	23	patients	patient	NNS
37060	7067	24	.	.	.
37060	7068	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7068	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7068	3	now	now	RB
37060	7068	4	treating	treat	VBG
37060	7068	5	some	some	DT
37060	7068	6	90	90	CD
37060	7068	7	Americans	Americans	NNPS
37060	7068	8	,	,	,
37060	7068	9	plus	plus	CC
37060	7068	10	an	an	DT
37060	7068	11	unknown	unknown	JJ
37060	7068	12	number	number	NN
37060	7068	13	of	of	IN
37060	7068	14	Greeks	Greeks	NNPS
37060	7068	15	.	.	.
37060	7069	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7069	2	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7069	3	should	should	MD
37060	7069	4	be	be	VB
37060	7069	5	quite	quite	RB
37060	7069	6	well	well	RB
37060	7069	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	7069	8	off	off	NN
37060	7069	9	.	.	.
37060	7069	10	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7070	1	One	one	CD
37060	7070	2	of	of	IN
37060	7070	3	the	the	DT
37060	7070	4	white	white	JJ
37060	7070	5	patients	patient	NNS
37060	7070	6	was	be	VBD
37060	7070	7	talking	talk	VBG
37060	7070	8	to	to	IN
37060	7070	9	a	a	DT
37060	7070	10	black	black	JJ
37060	7070	11	man	man	NN
37060	7070	12	in	in	IN
37060	7070	13	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7070	14	group	group	NN
37060	7070	15	and	and	CC
37060	7070	16	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7070	17	remarked	remark	VBD
37060	7070	18	that	that	IN
37060	7070	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7070	20	was	be	VBD
37060	7070	21	in	in	IN
37060	7070	22	God	God	NNP
37060	7070	23	's	's	POS
37060	7070	24	plan	plan	NN
37060	7070	25	that	that	IN
37060	7070	26	white	white	JJ
37060	7070	27	and	and	CC
37060	7070	28	black	black	JJ
37060	7070	29	get	get	VBP
37060	7070	30	along	along	RP
37060	7070	31	well	well	RB
37060	7070	32	together	together	RB
37060	7070	33	.	.	.
37060	7071	1	Conversation	conversation	NN
37060	7071	2	then	then	RB
37060	7071	3	turned	turn	VBD
37060	7071	4	to	to	IN
37060	7071	5	the	the	DT
37060	7071	6	possibility	possibility	NN
37060	7071	7	of	of	IN
37060	7071	8	rejection	rejection	NN
37060	7071	9	of	of	IN
37060	7071	10	the	the	DT
37060	7071	11	new	new	JJ
37060	7071	12	patients	patient	NNS
37060	7071	13	coming	come	VBG
37060	7071	14	and	and	CC
37060	7071	15	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7071	16	stated	state	VBD
37060	7071	17	,	,	,
37060	7071	18	"	"	``
37060	7071	19	Well	well	UH
37060	7071	20	,	,	,
37060	7071	21	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7071	22	were	be	VBD
37060	7071	23	just	just	RB
37060	7071	24	part	part	NN
37060	7071	25	of	of	IN
37060	7071	26	the	the	DT
37060	7071	27	plan	plan	NN
37060	7071	28	and	and	CC
37060	7071	29	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7071	30	're	be	VBP
37060	7071	31	not	not	RB
37060	7071	32	part	part	NN
37060	7071	33	of	of	IN
37060	7071	34	God	God	NNP
37060	7071	35	's	's	POS
37060	7071	36	plan	plan	NN
37060	7071	37	.	.	.
37060	7071	38	"	"	''
37060	7072	1	The	the	DT
37060	7072	2	reasoning	reasoning	NN
37060	7072	3	,	,	,
37060	7072	4	to	to	IN
37060	7072	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7072	6	,	,	,
37060	7072	7	was	be	VBD
37060	7072	8	incredulous	incredulous	JJ
37060	7072	9	.	.	.
37060	7073	1	Many	many	JJ
37060	7073	2	of	of	IN
37060	7073	3	the	the	DT
37060	7073	4	guests	guest	NNS
37060	7073	5	are	be	VBP
37060	7073	6	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	7073	7	Friday	Friday	NNP
37060	7073	8	.	.	.
37060	7074	1	.	.	.
37060	7075	1	.	.	.
37060	7076	1	tomorrow	tomorrow	NN
37060	7076	2	.	.	.
37060	7077	1	.	.	.
37060	7078	1	.	.	.
37060	7079	1	for	for	IN
37060	7079	2	the	the	DT
37060	7079	3	U.	U.	NNP
37060	7079	4	S.	S.	NNP
37060	7079	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7079	6	'll	will	MD
37060	7079	7	really	really	RB
37060	7079	8	miss	miss	VB
37060	7079	9	Connie	Connie	NNP
37060	7079	10	and	and	CC
37060	7079	11	Ron	Ron	NNP
37060	7079	12	.	.	.
37060	7080	1	At	at	IN
37060	7080	2	supper	supper	VBG
37060	7080	3	many	many	JJ
37060	7080	4	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	7080	5	were	be	VBD
37060	7080	6	taken	take	VBN
37060	7080	7	.	.	.
37060	7081	1	Feb	Feb	NNP
37060	7081	2	4	4	CD
37060	7081	3	,	,	,
37060	7081	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7081	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7081	6	Friday	Friday	NNP
37060	7081	7	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7081	8	...	...	.
37060	7082	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7082	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7082	3	a	a	DT
37060	7082	4	real	real	JJ
37060	7082	5	zoo	zoo	NN
37060	7082	6	today	today	NN
37060	7082	7	.	.	.
37060	7083	1	Those	those	DT
37060	7083	2	leaving	leaving	NN
37060	7083	3	had	have	VBD
37060	7083	4	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7083	5	shots	shot	NNS
37060	7083	6	first	first	RB
37060	7083	7	and	and	CC
37060	7083	8	then	then	RB
37060	7083	9	the	the	DT
37060	7083	10	remaining	remain	VBG
37060	7083	11	people	people	NNS
37060	7083	12	were	be	VBD
37060	7083	13	taxied	taxi	VBN
37060	7083	14	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	7083	15	to	to	IN
37060	7083	16	and	and	CC
37060	7083	17	from	from	IN
37060	7083	18	the	the	DT
37060	7083	19	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	7083	20	.	.	.
37060	7084	1	At	at	IN
37060	7084	2	9:00	9:00	CD
37060	7084	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7084	4	took	take	VBD
37060	7084	5	the	the	DT
37060	7084	6	people	people	NNS
37060	7084	7	to	to	IN
37060	7084	8	the	the	DT
37060	7084	9	airports	airport	NNS
37060	7084	10	,	,	,
37060	7084	11	all	all	DT
37060	7084	12	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	7084	13	having	have	VBG
37060	7084	14	hernias	hernia	NNS
37060	7084	15	,	,	,
37060	7084	16	because	because	IN
37060	7084	17	the	the	DT
37060	7084	18	plane	plane	NN
37060	7084	19	departs	depart	VBZ
37060	7084	20	at	at	IN
37060	7084	21	10:00	10:00	CD
37060	7084	22	and	and	CC
37060	7084	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7084	24	takes	take	VBZ
37060	7084	25	40	40	CD
37060	7084	26	min	min	NN
37060	7084	27	.	.	.
37060	7085	1	to	to	TO
37060	7085	2	get	get	VB
37060	7085	3	to	to	IN
37060	7085	4	the	the	DT
37060	7085	5	airport	airport	NN
37060	7085	6	.	.	.
37060	7086	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7086	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	7086	3	glad	glad	JJ
37060	7086	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7086	5	'll	will	MD
37060	7086	6	be	be	VB
37060	7086	7	taking	take	VBG
37060	7086	8	a	a	DT
37060	7086	9	taxi	taxi	NN
37060	7086	10	.	.	.
37060	7087	1	Blood	blood	NN
37060	7087	2	test	test	NN
37060	7087	3	today	today	NN
37060	7087	4	.	.	.
37060	7088	1	.	.	.
37060	7089	1	.	.	.
37060	7090	1	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7090	2	barely	barely	RB
37060	7090	3	coaxed	coax	VBD
37060	7090	4	enough	enough	RB
37060	7090	5	out	out	RB
37060	7090	6	to	to	TO
37060	7090	7	use	use	VB
37060	7090	8	.	.	.
37060	7091	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7091	2	bubbled	bubble	VBD
37060	7091	3	and	and	CC
37060	7091	4	spurted	spurt	VBN
37060	7091	5	so	so	RB
37060	7091	6	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	7091	7	,	,	,
37060	7091	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7091	9	was	be	VBD
37060	7091	10	wondering	wonder	VBG
37060	7091	11	if	if	IN
37060	7091	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7091	13	'd	'd	MD
37060	7091	14	get	get	VB
37060	7091	15	another	another	DT
37060	7091	16	stick	stick	NN
37060	7091	17	.	.	.
37060	7092	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7092	2	thought	think	VBD
37060	7092	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7092	4	might	may	MD
37060	7092	5	be	be	VB
37060	7092	6	appropriate	appropriate	JJ
37060	7092	7	if	if	IN
37060	7092	8	,	,	,
37060	7092	9	at	at	IN
37060	7092	10	this	this	DT
37060	7092	11	time	time	NN
37060	7092	12	,	,	,
37060	7092	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7092	14	attempt	attempt	VBP
37060	7092	15	to	to	TO
37060	7092	16	describe	describe	VB
37060	7092	17	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7092	18	hotel	hotel	NN
37060	7092	19	room	room	NN
37060	7092	20	.	.	.
37060	7093	1	That	that	DT
37060	7093	2	which	which	WDT
37060	7093	3	one	one	CD
37060	7093	4	first	first	JJ
37060	7093	5	encounters	encounter	VBZ
37060	7093	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	7093	7	,	,	,
37060	7093	8	of	of	IN
37060	7093	9	course	course	NN
37060	7093	10	,	,	,
37060	7093	11	the	the	DT
37060	7093	12	door	door	NN
37060	7093	13	.	.	.
37060	7094	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7094	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7094	3	equipped	equip	VBN
37060	7094	4	with	with	IN
37060	7094	5	a	a	DT
37060	7094	6	skeleton	skeleton	NN
37060	7094	7	key	key	JJ
37060	7094	8	lock	lock	NN
37060	7094	9	which	which	WDT
37060	7094	10	usually	usually	RB
37060	7094	11	tends	tend	VBZ
37060	7094	12	to	to	TO
37060	7094	13	deny	deny	VB
37060	7094	14	rapid	rapid	JJ
37060	7094	15	entry	entry	NN
37060	7094	16	or	or	CC
37060	7094	17	exits	exit	NNS
37060	7094	18	;	;	:
37060	7094	19	if	if	IN
37060	7094	20	one	one	CD
37060	7094	21	persists	persist	VBZ
37060	7094	22	,	,	,
37060	7094	23	the	the	DT
37060	7094	24	door	door	NN
37060	7094	25	will	will	MD
37060	7094	26	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	7094	27	open	open	VB
37060	7094	28	.	.	.
37060	7095	1	However	however	RB
37060	7095	2	,	,	,
37060	7095	3	if	if	IN
37060	7095	4	one	one	CD
37060	7095	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	7095	6	besieged	besiege	VBN
37060	7095	7	by	by	IN
37060	7095	8	a	a	DT
37060	7095	9	severe	severe	JJ
37060	7095	10	case	case	NN
37060	7095	11	of	of	IN
37060	7095	12	diarrhea	diarrhea	NN
37060	7095	13	,	,	,
37060	7095	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7095	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	7095	16	advisable	advisable	JJ
37060	7095	17	to	to	TO
37060	7095	18	think	think	VB
37060	7095	19	twice	twice	RB
37060	7095	20	about	about	IN
37060	7095	21	locking	lock	VBG
37060	7095	22	the	the	DT
37060	7095	23	door	door	NN
37060	7095	24	.	.	.
37060	7096	1	Once	once	RB
37060	7096	2	unlocked	unlocked	JJ
37060	7096	3	,	,	,
37060	7096	4	the	the	DT
37060	7096	5	door	door	NN
37060	7096	6	opens	open	VBZ
37060	7096	7	with	with	IN
37060	7096	8	a	a	DT
37060	7096	9	loud	loud	JJ
37060	7096	10	squeak	squeak	NN
37060	7096	11	,	,	,
37060	7096	12	followed	follow	VBN
37060	7096	13	by	by	IN
37060	7096	14	a	a	DT
37060	7096	15	short	short	JJ
37060	7096	16	moan	moan	NN
37060	7096	17	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7096	18	a	a	DT
37060	7096	19	protest	protest	NN
37060	7096	20	for	for	IN
37060	7096	21	having	have	VBG
37060	7096	22	succeeded	succeed	VBN
37060	7096	23	with	with	IN
37060	7096	24	the	the	DT
37060	7096	25	lock	lock	NN
37060	7096	26	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7096	27	.	.	.
37060	7097	1	Shutting	shut	VBG
37060	7097	2	the	the	DT
37060	7097	3	door	door	NN
37060	7097	4	quietly	quietly	RB
37060	7097	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	7097	6	a	a	DT
37060	7097	7	virtual	virtual	JJ
37060	7097	8	impossibility	impossibility	NN
37060	7097	9	,	,	,
37060	7097	10	while	while	IN
37060	7097	11	a	a	DT
37060	7097	12	door	door	NN
37060	7097	13	left	leave	VBD
37060	7097	14	ajar	ajar	NNP
37060	7097	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	7097	16	a	a	DT
37060	7097	17	prime	prime	JJ
37060	7097	18	target	target	NN
37060	7097	19	for	for	IN
37060	7097	20	a	a	DT
37060	7097	21	thundering	thundering	NN
37060	7097	22	slam	slam	NN
37060	7097	23	.	.	.
37060	7098	1	Once	once	RB
37060	7098	2	inside	inside	JJ
37060	7098	3	room	room	NN
37060	7098	4	20	20	CD
37060	7098	5	,	,	,
37060	7098	6	and	and	CC
37060	7098	7	upon	upon	IN
37060	7098	8	inspection	inspection	NN
37060	7098	9	of	of	IN
37060	7098	10	the	the	DT
37060	7098	11	floor	floor	NN
37060	7098	12	,	,	,
37060	7098	13	one	one	CD
37060	7098	14	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	7098	15	notices	notice	VBZ
37060	7098	16	2	2	CD
37060	7098	17	very	very	RB
37060	7098	18	suspicious	suspicious	JJ
37060	7098	19	yellow	yellow	JJ
37060	7098	20	splotches	splotch	NNS
37060	7098	21	.	.	.
37060	7099	1	Ignore	ignore	VB
37060	7099	2	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7099	3	;	;	:
37060	7099	4	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7099	5	'll	will	MD
37060	7099	6	be	be	VB
37060	7099	7	there	there	RB
37060	7099	8	20	20	CD
37060	7099	9	years	year	NNS
37060	7099	10	hence	hence	RB
37060	7099	11	.	.	.
37060	7100	1	To	to	IN
37060	7100	2	the	the	DT
37060	7100	3	right	right	NN
37060	7100	4	are	be	VBP
37060	7100	5	3	3	CD
37060	7100	6	doors	door	NNS
37060	7100	7	,	,	,
37060	7100	8	2	2	CD
37060	7100	9	of	of	IN
37060	7100	10	which	which	WDT
37060	7100	11	open	open	JJ
37060	7100	12	into	into	IN
37060	7100	13	a	a	DT
37060	7100	14	closet	closet	NN
37060	7100	15	housing	house	VBG
37060	7100	16	a	a	DT
37060	7100	17	clothes	clothe	NNS
37060	7100	18	rack	rack	NN
37060	7100	19	and	and	CC
37060	7100	20	hanger	hanger	NN
37060	7100	21	.	.	.
37060	7101	1	The	the	DT
37060	7101	2	other	other	JJ
37060	7101	3	boasts	boast	VBZ
37060	7101	4	2	2	CD
37060	7101	5	drawers	drawer	NNS
37060	7101	6	and	and	CC
37060	7101	7	a	a	DT
37060	7101	8	shelf	shelf	NN
37060	7101	9	.	.	.
37060	7102	1	The	the	DT
37060	7102	2	drawers	drawer	NNS
37060	7102	3	are	be	VBP
37060	7102	4	where	where	WRB
37060	7102	5	one	one	PRP
37060	7102	6	hides	hide	VBZ
37060	7102	7	the	the	DT
37060	7102	8	dishes	dish	NNS
37060	7102	9	from	from	IN
37060	7102	10	the	the	DT
37060	7102	11	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	7102	12	.	.	.
37060	7103	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7103	2	are	be	VBP
37060	7103	3	used	use	VBN
37060	7103	4	for	for	IN
37060	7103	5	mid	mid	NN
37060	7103	6	-	-	JJ
37060	7103	7	day	day	NN
37060	7103	8	snacks	snack	NNS
37060	7103	9	;	;	:
37060	7103	10	any	any	DT
37060	7103	11	empty	empty	JJ
37060	7103	12	dishes	dish	NNS
37060	7103	13	in	in	IN
37060	7103	14	the	the	DT
37060	7103	15	room	room	NN
37060	7103	16	will	will	MD
37060	7103	17	promptly	promptly	RB
37060	7103	18	be	be	VB
37060	7103	19	swiped	swipe	VBN
37060	7103	20	by	by	IN
37060	7103	21	the	the	DT
37060	7103	22	maid	maid	NN
37060	7103	23	and	and	CC
37060	7103	24	returned	return	VBD
37060	7103	25	to	to	IN
37060	7103	26	the	the	DT
37060	7103	27	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	7103	28	.	.	.
37060	7104	1	To	to	IN
37060	7104	2	the	the	DT
37060	7104	3	right	right	NN
37060	7104	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	7104	5	the	the	DT
37060	7104	6	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	7104	7	,	,	,
37060	7104	8	having	have	VBG
37060	7104	9	the	the	DT
37060	7104	10	obligatory	obligatory	JJ
37060	7104	11	sink	sink	NN
37060	7104	12	and	and	CC
37060	7104	13	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	7104	14	,	,	,
37060	7104	15	as	as	RB
37060	7104	16	well	well	RB
37060	7104	17	as	as	IN
37060	7104	18	a	a	DT
37060	7104	19	showerhead	showerhead	NN
37060	7104	20	.	.	.
37060	7105	1	There	there	EX
37060	7105	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7105	3	no	no	DT
37060	7105	4	shower	shower	NN
37060	7105	5	curtain	curtain	NN
37060	7105	6	.	.	.
37060	7106	1	The	the	DT
37060	7106	2	sink	sink	NN
37060	7106	3	has	have	VBZ
37060	7106	4	been	be	VBN
37060	7106	5	on	on	IN
37060	7106	6	the	the	DT
37060	7106	7	verge	verge	NN
37060	7106	8	of	of	IN
37060	7106	9	a	a	DT
37060	7106	10	clog	clog	NN
37060	7106	11	for	for	IN
37060	7106	12	2	2	CD
37060	7106	13	weeks	week	NNS
37060	7106	14	,	,	,
37060	7106	15	while	while	IN
37060	7106	16	the	the	DT
37060	7106	17	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	7106	18	insists	insist	VBZ
37060	7106	19	upon	upon	IN
37060	7106	20	running	run	VBG
37060	7106	21	until	until	IN
37060	7106	22	extra	extra	JJ
37060	7106	23	attention	attention	NN
37060	7106	24	is	be	VBZ
37060	7106	25	given	give	VBN
37060	7106	26	to	to	IN
37060	7106	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7106	28	.	.	.
37060	7107	1	The	the	DT
37060	7107	2	shower	shower	NN
37060	7107	3	remains	remain	VBZ
37060	7107	4	a	a	DT
37060	7107	5	true	true	JJ
37060	7107	6	experience	experience	NN
37060	7107	7	which	which	WDT
37060	7107	8	no	no	DT
37060	7107	9	coward	coward	NN
37060	7107	10	would	would	MD
37060	7107	11	dare	dare	VB
37060	7107	12	to	to	TO
37060	7107	13	operate	operate	VB
37060	7107	14	.	.	.
37060	7108	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	7108	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	7108	3	used	use	VBN
37060	7108	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7108	5	only	only	RB
37060	7108	6	once	once	RB
37060	7108	7	in	in	IN
37060	7108	8	the	the	DT
37060	7108	9	entire	entire	JJ
37060	7108	10	time	time	NN
37060	7108	11	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7108	12	've	have	VB
37060	7108	13	been	be	VBN
37060	7108	14	here	here	RB
37060	7108	15	,	,	,
37060	7108	16	preferring	prefer	VBG
37060	7108	17	the	the	DT
37060	7108	18	tried	tried	JJ
37060	7108	19	and	and	CC
37060	7108	20	true	true	JJ
37060	7108	21	sponge	sponge	JJ
37060	7108	22	bath	bath	NN
37060	7108	23	method	method	NN
37060	7108	24	.	.	.
37060	7109	1	The	the	DT
37060	7109	2	floor	floor	NN
37060	7109	3	,	,	,
37060	7109	4	which	which	WDT
37060	7109	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	7109	6	of	of	IN
37060	7109	7	green	green	JJ
37060	7109	8	marble	marble	NN
37060	7109	9	,	,	,
37060	7109	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	7109	11	quite	quite	RB
37060	7109	12	interesting	interesting	JJ
37060	7109	13	,	,	,
37060	7109	14	as	as	IN
37060	7109	15	one	one	CD
37060	7109	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	7109	17	able	able	JJ
37060	7109	18	to	to	TO
37060	7109	19	imagine	imagine	VB
37060	7109	20	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	7109	21	in	in	IN
37060	7109	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7109	23	's	be	VBZ
37060	7109	24	design	design	NN
37060	7109	25	while	while	IN
37060	7109	26	contemplating	contemplate	VBG
37060	7109	27	upon	upon	IN
37060	7109	28	the	the	DT
37060	7109	29	plastic	plastic	JJ
37060	7109	30	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	7109	31	seat	seat	NN
37060	7109	32	.	.	.
37060	7110	1	The	the	DT
37060	7110	2	main	main	JJ
37060	7110	3	room	room	NN
37060	7110	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	7110	5	comfortably	comfortably	RB
37060	7110	6	small	small	JJ
37060	7110	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7110	8	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7110	9	's	's	POS
37060	7110	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	7110	11	uncomfortably	uncomfortably	RB
37060	7110	12	small	small	JJ
37060	7110	13	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7110	14	and	and	CC
37060	7110	15	contains	contain	VBZ
37060	7110	16	2	2	CD
37060	7110	17	single	single	JJ
37060	7110	18	beds	bed	NNS
37060	7110	19	complete	complete	JJ
37060	7110	20	with	with	IN
37060	7110	21	iron	iron	NN
37060	7110	22	-	-	HYPH
37060	7110	23	hard	hard	JJ
37060	7110	24	pillows	pillow	NNS
37060	7110	25	,	,	,
37060	7110	26	sheets	sheet	NNS
37060	7110	27	,	,	,
37060	7110	28	1	1	CD
37060	7110	29	gray	gray	JJ
37060	7110	30	blanket	blanket	NN
37060	7110	31	,	,	,
37060	7110	32	and	and	CC
37060	7110	33	1	1	CD
37060	7110	34	two	two	CD
37060	7110	35	-	-	HYPH
37060	7110	36	tone	tone	NN
37060	7110	37	brown	brown	JJ
37060	7110	38	blanket	blanket	NN
37060	7110	39	that	that	WDT
37060	7110	40	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7110	41	would	would	MD
37060	7110	42	surely	surely	RB
37060	7110	43	approve	approve	VB
37060	7110	44	of	of	IN
37060	7110	45	.	.	.
37060	7111	1	Bedside	Bedside	NNP
37060	7111	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7111	3	a	a	DT
37060	7111	4	night	night	NN
37060	7111	5	stand	stand	NN
37060	7111	6	supporting	support	VBG
37060	7111	7	a	a	DT
37060	7111	8	dial	dial	NN
37060	7111	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	7111	10	less	less	JJR
37060	7111	11	telephone	telephone	NN
37060	7111	12	with	with	IN
37060	7111	13	a	a	DT
37060	7111	14	nerve	nerve	NN
37060	7111	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	7111	16	shattering	shatter	VBG
37060	7111	17	ring	ring	NN
37060	7111	18	.	.	.
37060	7112	1	On	on	IN
37060	7112	2	the	the	DT
37060	7112	3	opposite	opposite	JJ
37060	7112	4	wall	wall	NN
37060	7112	5	stands	stand	VBZ
37060	7112	6	a	a	DT
37060	7112	7	rickety	rickety	JJ
37060	7112	8	desk	desk	NN
37060	7112	9	,	,	,
37060	7112	10	a	a	DT
37060	7112	11	luggage	luggage	NN
37060	7112	12	stand	stand	NN
37060	7112	13	,	,	,
37060	7112	14	and	and	CC
37060	7112	15	a	a	DT
37060	7112	16	chair	chair	NN
37060	7112	17	.	.	.
37060	7113	1	The	the	DT
37060	7113	2	third	third	JJ
37060	7113	3	wall	wall	NN
37060	7113	4	has	have	VBZ
37060	7113	5	2	2	CD
37060	7113	6	chairs	chair	NNS
37060	7113	7	and	and	CC
37060	7113	8	a	a	DT
37060	7113	9	set	set	NN
37060	7113	10	of	of	IN
37060	7113	11	double	double	JJ
37060	7113	12	doors	door	NNS
37060	7113	13	which	which	WDT
37060	7113	14	open	open	VBP
37060	7113	15	onto	onto	IN
37060	7113	16	a	a	DT
37060	7113	17	small	small	JJ
37060	7113	18	balcony	balcony	NN
37060	7113	19	.	.	.
37060	7114	1	Outside	outside	JJ
37060	7114	2	shutters	shutter	NNS
37060	7114	3	and	and	CC
37060	7114	4	faced	faced	JJ
37060	7114	5	drapes	drape	NNS
37060	7114	6	provide	provide	VBP
37060	7114	7	the	the	DT
37060	7114	8	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	7114	9	shelter	shelter	NN
37060	7114	10	and	and	CC
37060	7114	11	privacy	privacy	NN
37060	7114	12	.	.	.
37060	7115	1	The	the	DT
37060	7115	2	floors	floor	NNS
37060	7115	3	,	,	,
37060	7115	4	tiled	tile	VBN
37060	7115	5	in	in	IN
37060	7115	6	green	green	JJ
37060	7115	7	,	,	,
37060	7115	8	have	have	VBP
37060	7115	9	2	2	CD
37060	7115	10	rugs	rug	NNS
37060	7115	11	,	,	,
37060	7115	12	1	1	CD
37060	7115	13	beside	beside	IN
37060	7115	14	each	each	DT
37060	7115	15	bed	bed	NN
37060	7115	16	.	.	.
37060	7116	1	Both	both	DT
37060	7116	2	the	the	DT
37060	7116	3	former	former	JJ
37060	7116	4	and	and	CC
37060	7116	5	the	the	DT
37060	7116	6	latter	latter	JJ
37060	7116	7	are	be	VBP
37060	7116	8	typically	typically	RB
37060	7116	9	dust	dust	NN
37060	7116	10	ridden	ride	VBN
37060	7116	11	,	,	,
37060	7116	12	despite	despite	IN
37060	7116	13	the	the	DT
37060	7116	14	maid	maid	NN
37060	7116	15	's	's	POS
37060	7116	16	honest	honest	JJ
37060	7116	17	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	7116	18	to	to	TO
37060	7116	19	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	7116	20	a	a	DT
37060	7116	21	degree	degree	NN
37060	7116	22	of	of	IN
37060	7116	23	cleanliness	cleanliness	NN
37060	7116	24	;	;	:
37060	7116	25	the	the	DT
37060	7116	26	hotel	hotel	NN
37060	7116	27	has	have	VBZ
37060	7116	28	no	no	DT
37060	7116	29	vacuum	vacuum	NN
37060	7116	30	cleaner	clean	JJR
37060	7116	31	,	,	,
37060	7116	32	and	and	CC
37060	7116	33	no	no	DT
37060	7116	34	plugs	plug	NNS
37060	7116	35	if	if	IN
37060	7116	36	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7116	37	did	do	VBD
37060	7116	38	.	.	.
37060	7117	1	The	the	DT
37060	7117	2	walls	wall	NNS
37060	7117	3	are	be	VBP
37060	7117	4	a	a	DT
37060	7117	5	shiny	shiny	JJ
37060	7117	6	mint	mint	NN
37060	7117	7	green	green	NN
37060	7117	8	;	;	:
37060	7117	9	upon	upon	IN
37060	7117	10	one	one	CD
37060	7117	11	wall	wall	NN
37060	7117	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	7117	13	a	a	DT
37060	7117	14	picture	picture	NN
37060	7117	15	of	of	IN
37060	7117	16	a	a	DT
37060	7117	17	typical	typical	JJ
37060	7117	18	Greek	greek	JJ
37060	7117	19	village	village	NN
37060	7117	20	,	,	,
37060	7117	21	and	and	CC
37060	7117	22	above	above	IN
37060	7117	23	the	the	DT
37060	7117	24	desk	desk	NN
37060	7117	25	is	be	VBZ
37060	7117	26	a	a	DT
37060	7117	27	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	7117	28	and	and	CC
37060	7117	29	light	light	NN
37060	7117	30	.	.	.
37060	7118	1	There	there	EX
37060	7118	2	are	be	VBP
37060	7118	3	also	also	RB
37060	7118	4	lights	light	NNS
37060	7118	5	over	over	IN
37060	7118	6	each	each	DT
37060	7118	7	bed	bed	NN
37060	7118	8	and	and	CC
37060	7118	9	a	a	DT
37060	7118	10	swag	swag	NN
37060	7118	11	dangles	dangle	NNS
37060	7118	12	precariously	precariously	RB
37060	7118	13	over	over	IN
37060	7118	14	the	the	DT
37060	7118	15	foot	foot	NN
37060	7118	16	of	of	IN
37060	7118	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7118	18	bed	bed	NN
37060	7118	19	.	.	.
37060	7119	1	The	the	DT
37060	7119	2	view	view	NN
37060	7119	3	of	of	IN
37060	7119	4	Athens	Athens	NNP
37060	7119	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	7119	6	spectacular	spectacular	JJ
37060	7119	7	,	,	,
37060	7119	8	especially	especially	RB
37060	7119	9	at	at	IN
37060	7119	10	night	night	NN
37060	7119	11	when	when	WRB
37060	7119	12	the	the	DT
37060	7119	13	smog	smog	NN
37060	7119	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	7119	15	not	not	RB
37060	7119	16	evident	evident	JJ
37060	7119	17	.	.	.
37060	7120	1	Licensed	license	VBN
37060	7120	2	drivers	driver	NNS
37060	7120	3	may	may	MD
37060	7120	4	only	only	RB
37060	7120	5	drive	drive	VB
37060	7120	6	on	on	IN
37060	7120	7	alternate	alternate	JJ
37060	7120	8	days	day	NNS
37060	7120	9	to	to	TO
37060	7120	10	help	help	VB
37060	7120	11	in	in	IN
37060	7120	12	the	the	DT
37060	7120	13	control	control	NN
37060	7120	14	of	of	IN
37060	7120	15	smog	smog	NNP
37060	7120	16	.	.	.
37060	7121	1	The	the	DT
37060	7121	2	sunsets	sunset	NNS
37060	7121	3	are	be	VBP
37060	7121	4	marvelous	marvelous	JJ
37060	7121	5	.	.	.
37060	7122	1	On	on	IN
37060	7122	2	a	a	DT
37060	7122	3	clear	clear	JJ
37060	7122	4	day	day	NN
37060	7122	5	one	one	PRP
37060	7122	6	may	may	MD
37060	7122	7	catch	catch	VB
37060	7122	8	a	a	DT
37060	7122	9	glimpse	glimpse	NN
37060	7122	10	of	of	IN
37060	7122	11	the	the	DT
37060	7122	12	Aegean	Aegean	NNP
37060	7122	13	Sea	Sea	NNP
37060	7122	14	sparkling	sparkle	VBG
37060	7122	15	in	in	IN
37060	7122	16	the	the	DT
37060	7122	17	distance	distance	NN
37060	7122	18	below	below	IN
37060	7122	19	the	the	DT
37060	7122	20	many	many	JJ
37060	7122	21	various	various	JJ
37060	7122	22	mountain	mountain	NN
37060	7122	23	peaks	peak	NNS
37060	7122	24	.	.	.
37060	7123	1	Throughout	throughout	IN
37060	7123	2	the	the	DT
37060	7123	3	night	night	NN
37060	7123	4	one	one	NN
37060	7123	5	can	can	MD
37060	7123	6	hear	hear	VB
37060	7123	7	the	the	DT
37060	7123	8	Greeks	Greeks	NNPS
37060	7123	9	as	as	IN
37060	7123	10	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7123	11	drive	drive	VBP
37060	7123	12	late	late	RB
37060	7123	13	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7123	14	customarily	customarily	RB
37060	7123	15	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7123	16	,	,	,
37060	7123	17	cars	car	NNS
37060	7123	18	,	,	,
37060	7123	19	trucks	truck	NNS
37060	7123	20	,	,	,
37060	7123	21	and	and	CC
37060	7123	22	motorcycles	motorcycle	NNS
37060	7123	23	,	,	,
37060	7123	24	battling	battle	VBG
37060	7123	25	the	the	DT
37060	7123	26	mountain	mountain	NN
37060	7123	27	roads	road	NNS
37060	7123	28	,	,	,
37060	7123	29	and	and	CC
37060	7123	30	dogs	dog	NNS
37060	7123	31	barking	bark	VBG
37060	7123	32	.....	.....	.
37060	7123	33	between	between	IN
37060	7123	34	12	12	CD
37060	7123	35	-	-	SYM
37060	7123	36	3	3	CD
37060	7123	37	A.M.	A.M.	NNP
37060	7124	1	The	the	DT
37060	7124	2	roosters	rooster	NNS
37060	7124	3	begin	begin	VBP
37060	7124	4	to	to	IN
37060	7124	5	chime	chime	NN
37060	7124	6	in	in	IN
37060	7124	7	early	early	JJ
37060	7124	8	morning	morning	NN
37060	7124	9	.	.	.
37060	7125	1	Noisy	noisy	JJ
37060	7125	2	?	?	.
37060	7126	1	Yes	yes	UH
37060	7126	2	,	,	,
37060	7126	3	but	but	CC
37060	7126	4	one	one	NN
37060	7126	5	gets	get	VBZ
37060	7126	6	used	use	VBN
37060	7126	7	to	to	IN
37060	7126	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7126	9	,	,	,
37060	7126	10	and	and	CC
37060	7126	11	if	if	IN
37060	7126	12	tired	tired	JJ
37060	7126	13	enough	enough	RB
37060	7126	14	,	,	,
37060	7126	15	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	7126	16	can	can	MD
37060	7126	17	not	not	RB
37060	7126	18	be	be	VB
37060	7126	19	kept	keep	VBN
37060	7126	20	away	away	RB
37060	7126	21	.	.	.
37060	7127	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	7127	2	5	5	CD
37060	7127	3	,	,	,
37060	7127	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7127	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7127	6	Saturday	Saturday	NNP
37060	7127	7	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7127	8	...	...	.
37060	7128	1	The	the	DT
37060	7128	2	trip	trip	NN
37060	7128	3	to	to	IN
37060	7128	4	the	the	DT
37060	7128	5	heart	heart	NN
37060	7128	6	of	of	IN
37060	7128	7	the	the	DT
37060	7128	8	Flea	Flea	NNP
37060	7128	9	Mkt	Mkt	NNP
37060	7128	10	.	.	.
37060	7129	1	was	be	VBD
37060	7129	2	cancelled	cancel	VBN
37060	7129	3	unanimously	unanimously	RB
37060	7129	4	by	by	IN
37060	7129	5	Mom	mom	NN
37060	7129	6	and	and	CC
37060	7129	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7129	8	.	.	.
37060	7130	1	The	the	DT
37060	7130	2	weather	weather	NN
37060	7130	3	,	,	,
37060	7130	4	in	in	IN
37060	7130	5	the	the	DT
37060	7130	6	morning	morning	NN
37060	7130	7	being	be	VBG
37060	7130	8	lead	lead	JJ
37060	7130	9	gray	gray	JJ
37060	7130	10	skies	sky	NNS
37060	7130	11	shedding	shed	VBG
37060	7130	12	a	a	DT
37060	7130	13	sleet	sleet	NN
37060	7130	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	7130	15	like	like	JJ
37060	7130	16	mist	mist	NN
37060	7130	17	,	,	,
37060	7130	18	became	become	VBD
37060	7130	19	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	7130	20	more	more	RBR
37060	7130	21	severe	severe	JJ
37060	7130	22	as	as	IN
37060	7130	23	the	the	DT
37060	7130	24	day	day	NN
37060	7130	25	progressed	progress	VBD
37060	7130	26	.	.	.
37060	7131	1	By	by	IN
37060	7131	2	mid	mid	NN
37060	7131	3	-	-	NN
37060	7131	4	morning	morning	NN
37060	7131	5	,	,	,
37060	7131	6	the	the	DT
37060	7131	7	sleet	sleet	NN
37060	7131	8	had	have	VBD
37060	7131	9	transformed	transform	VBN
37060	7131	10	into	into	IN
37060	7131	11	jumbo	jumbo	JJ
37060	7131	12	snowflakes	snowflake	NNS
37060	7131	13	and	and	CC
37060	7131	14	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	7131	15	proceeded	proceed	VBD
37060	7131	16	to	to	TO
37060	7131	17	blanket	blanket	VB
37060	7131	18	the	the	DT
37060	7131	19	entire	entire	JJ
37060	7131	20	area	area	NN
37060	7131	21	in	in	IN
37060	7131	22	an	an	DT
37060	7131	23	unexpected	unexpected	JJ
37060	7131	24	cloud	cloud	NN
37060	7131	25	of	of	IN
37060	7131	26	white	white	NN
37060	7131	27	.	.	.
37060	7132	1	The	the	DT
37060	7132	2	Grecians	Grecians	NNPS
37060	7132	3	were	be	VBD
37060	7132	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	7132	5	delighted	delighted	JJ
37060	7132	6	with	with	IN
37060	7132	7	the	the	DT
37060	7132	8	entire	entire	JJ
37060	7132	9	affair	affair	NN
37060	7132	10	,	,	,
37060	7132	11	as	as	IN
37060	7132	12	snow	snow	NN
37060	7132	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	7132	14	rare	rare	JJ
37060	7132	15	in	in	IN
37060	7132	16	these	these	DT
37060	7132	17	parts	part	NNS
37060	7132	18	;	;	:
37060	7132	19	the	the	DT
37060	7132	20	last	last	JJ
37060	7132	21	blizzardy	blizzardy	NN
37060	7132	22	condition	condition	NN
37060	7132	23	was	be	VBD
37060	7132	24	15	15	CD
37060	7132	25	years	year	NNS
37060	7132	26	ago	ago	RB
37060	7132	27	and	and	CC
37060	7132	28	caused	cause	VBD
37060	7132	29	Athens	Athens	NNP
37060	7132	30	to	to	TO
37060	7132	31	close	close	VB
37060	7132	32	down	down	RP
37060	7132	33	.	.	.
37060	7133	1	The	the	DT
37060	7133	2	people	people	NNS
37060	7133	3	are	be	VBP
37060	7133	4	ill	ill	RB
37060	7133	5	prepared	prepare	VBN
37060	7133	6	to	to	TO
37060	7133	7	drive	drive	VB
37060	7133	8	in	in	IN
37060	7133	9	such	such	JJ
37060	7133	10	conditions	condition	NNS
37060	7133	11	and	and	CC
37060	7133	12	find	find	VB
37060	7133	13	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7133	14	at	at	IN
37060	7133	15	a	a	DT
37060	7133	16	loss	loss	NN
37060	7133	17	in	in	IN
37060	7133	18	this	this	DT
37060	7133	19	type	type	NN
37060	7133	20	of	of	IN
37060	7133	21	weather	weather	NN
37060	7133	22	;	;	:
37060	7133	23	cars	car	NNS
37060	7133	24	were	be	VBD
37060	7133	25	strewn	strew	VBN
37060	7133	26	on	on	IN
37060	7133	27	all	all	DT
37060	7133	28	sides	side	NNS
37060	7133	29	of	of	IN
37060	7133	30	the	the	DT
37060	7133	31	road	road	NN
37060	7133	32	.	.	.
37060	7134	1	As	as	IN
37060	7134	2	for	for	IN
37060	7134	3	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7134	4	,	,	,
37060	7134	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7134	6	was	be	VBD
37060	7134	7	also	also	RB
37060	7134	8	happy	happy	JJ
37060	7134	9	with	with	IN
37060	7134	10	the	the	DT
37060	7134	11	snow	snow	NN
37060	7134	12	;	;	:
37060	7134	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7134	14	only	only	JJ
37060	7134	15	protest	protest	NN
37060	7134	16	would	would	MD
37060	7134	17	be	be	VB
37060	7134	18	if	if	IN
37060	7134	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7134	20	would	would	MD
37060	7134	21	hinder	hinder	VB
37060	7134	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7134	23	departure	departure	NN
37060	7134	24	on	on	IN
37060	7134	25	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7134	26	d	d	NN
37060	7134	27	.	.	.
37060	7135	1	Otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	7135	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7135	3	reveled	revel	VBD
37060	7135	4	in	in	IN
37060	7135	5	the	the	DT
37060	7135	6	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	7135	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7135	8	was	be	VBD
37060	7135	9	shown	show	VBN
37060	7135	10	today	today	NN
37060	7135	11	.	.	.
37060	7136	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7136	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7136	3	on	on	IN
37060	7136	4	the	the	DT
37060	7136	5	verge	verge	NN
37060	7136	6	of	of	IN
37060	7136	7	sinking	sink	VBG
37060	7136	8	down	down	RP
37060	7136	9	into	into	IN
37060	7136	10	the	the	DT
37060	7136	11	bed	bed	NN
37060	7136	12	to	to	TO
37060	7136	13	rest	rest	VB
37060	7136	14	when	when	WRB
37060	7136	15	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7136	16	called	call	VBD
37060	7136	17	...	...	NFP
37060	7136	18	that	that	DT
37060	7136	19	was	be	VBD
37060	7136	20	a	a	DT
37060	7136	21	nice	nice	JJ
37060	7136	22	addition	addition	NN
37060	7136	23	to	to	IN
37060	7136	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7136	25	day	day	NN
37060	7136	26	!	!	.
37060	7137	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7137	2	went	go	VBD
37060	7137	3	down	down	RP
37060	7137	4	and	and	CC
37060	7137	5	ate	eat	VBD
37060	7137	6	a	a	DT
37060	7137	7	small	small	JJ
37060	7137	8	portion	portion	NN
37060	7137	9	of	of	IN
37060	7137	10	green	green	JJ
37060	7137	11	beans	bean	NNS
37060	7137	12	,	,	,
37060	7137	13	rice	rice	NN
37060	7137	14	and	and	CC
37060	7137	15	bread	bread	NN
37060	7137	16	.	.	.
37060	7138	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7138	2	had	have	VBD
37060	7138	3	a	a	DT
37060	7138	4	party	party	NN
37060	7138	5	in	in	IN
37060	7138	6	which	which	WDT
37060	7138	7	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7138	8	and	and	CC
37060	7138	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7138	10	had	have	VBD
37060	7138	11	a	a	DT
37060	7138	12	part	part	NN
37060	7138	13	...	...	:
37060	7138	14	at	at	IN
37060	7138	15	7:30	7:30	CD
37060	7138	16	.	.	.
37060	7139	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7139	2	consisted	consist	VBD
37060	7139	3	of	of	IN
37060	7139	4	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7139	5	Artist	Artist	NNP
37060	7139	6	Game	Game	NNP
37060	7139	7	,	,	,
37060	7139	8	Becky	Becky	NNP
37060	7139	9	Pate	Pate	NNP
37060	7139	10	's	's	POS
37060	7139	11	rhythm	rhythm	NN
37060	7139	12	game	game	NN
37060	7139	13	and	and	CC
37060	7139	14	Donna	Donna	NNP
37060	7139	15	's	's	POS
37060	7139	16	auction	auction	NN
37060	7139	17	,	,	,
37060	7139	18	the	the	DT
37060	7139	19	proceeds	proceed	NNS
37060	7139	20	of	of	IN
37060	7139	21	which	which	WDT
37060	7139	22	went	go	VBD
37060	7139	23	to	to	IN
37060	7139	24	the	the	DT
37060	7139	25	dishwasher	dishwasher	NN
37060	7139	26	at	at	IN
37060	7139	27	the	the	DT
37060	7139	28	hotel	hotel	NN
37060	7139	29	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	7139	30	.	.	.
37060	7140	1	Refreshments	refreshment	NNS
37060	7140	2	ended	end	VBD
37060	7140	3	up	up	RP
37060	7140	4	the	the	DT
37060	7140	5	fiesta	fiesta	NN
37060	7140	6	.	.	.
37060	7141	1	.	.	.
37060	7142	1	.	.	.
37060	7143	1	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7143	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7143	3	a	a	DT
37060	7143	4	nice	nice	JJ
37060	7143	5	break	break	NN
37060	7143	6	for	for	IN
37060	7143	7	a	a	DT
37060	7143	8	Saturday	Saturday	NNP
37060	7143	9	nite	nite	NN
37060	7143	10	.	.	.
37060	7144	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	7144	2	6	6	CD
37060	7144	3	,	,	,
37060	7144	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7144	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7144	6	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	7144	7	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7144	8	...	...	.
37060	7145	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7145	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	7145	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7145	4	day	day	NN
37060	7145	5	by	by	IN
37060	7145	6	snapping	snap	VBG
37060	7145	7	several	several	JJ
37060	7145	8	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	7145	9	from	from	IN
37060	7145	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7145	11	balcony	balcony	NN
37060	7145	12	.	.	.
37060	7146	1	Subject	subject	JJ
37060	7146	2	:	:	:
37060	7146	3	snow	snow	NN
37060	7146	4	-	-	HYPH
37060	7146	5	covered	cover	VBN
37060	7146	6	mtns	mtns	NNP
37060	7146	7	.	.	.
37060	7147	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7147	2	figured	figure	VBD
37060	7147	3	that	that	IN
37060	7147	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7147	5	had	have	VBD
37060	7147	6	better	well	JJR
37060	7147	7	record	record	VB
37060	7147	8	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7147	9	on	on	IN
37060	7147	10	film	film	NN
37060	7147	11	before	before	IN
37060	7147	12	the	the	DT
37060	7147	13	sun	sun	NN
37060	7147	14	's	's	POS
37060	7147	15	heat	heat	NN
37060	7147	16	chased	chase	VBD
37060	7147	17	all	all	DT
37060	7147	18	of	of	IN
37060	7147	19	the	the	DT
37060	7147	20	snow	snow	NN
37060	7147	21	away	away	RB
37060	7147	22	.	.	.
37060	7148	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7148	2	went	go	VBD
37060	7148	3	to	to	TO
37060	7148	4	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	7148	5	promptly	promptly	RB
37060	7148	6	at	at	IN
37060	7148	7	9:00	9:00	CD
37060	7148	8	,	,	,
37060	7148	9	ordering	order	VBG
37060	7148	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7148	11	usual	usual	JJ
37060	7148	12	morning	morning	NN
37060	7148	13	fare	fare	NN
37060	7148	14	,	,	,
37060	7148	15	oatmeal	oatmeal	NNP
37060	7148	16	,	,	,
37060	7148	17	honey	honey	NN
37060	7148	18	,	,	,
37060	7148	19	2	2	CD
37060	7148	20	toasts	toast	NNS
37060	7148	21	,	,	,
37060	7148	22	and	and	CC
37060	7148	23	"	"	``
37060	7148	24	red	red	JJ
37060	7148	25	"	"	''
37060	7148	26	Nescafe	Nescafe	NNP
37060	7148	27	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7148	28	the	the	DT
37060	7148	29	decaffeinated	decaffeinate	VBN
37060	7148	30	kind	kind	NN
37060	7148	31	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7148	32	.	.	.
37060	7149	1	Following	follow	VBG
37060	7149	2	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	7149	3	Max	Max	NNP
37060	7149	4	invited	invite	VBD
37060	7149	5	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7149	6	and	and	CC
37060	7149	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7149	8	to	to	IN
37060	7149	9	a	a	DT
37060	7149	10	game	game	NN
37060	7149	11	of	of	IN
37060	7149	12	Scrabble	scrabble	JJ
37060	7149	13	.	.	.
37060	7150	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7150	2	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	7150	3	won	win	VBD
37060	7150	4	point	point	NN
37060	7150	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	7150	6	wise	wise	JJ
37060	7150	7	,	,	,
37060	7150	8	but	but	CC
37060	7150	9	Max	Max	NNP
37060	7150	10	cleared	clear	VBD
37060	7150	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7150	12	slate	slate	NN
37060	7150	13	of	of	IN
37060	7150	14	letters	letter	NNS
37060	7150	15	first	first	RB
37060	7150	16	,	,	,
37060	7150	17	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	7150	18	adding	add	VBG
37060	7150	19	the	the	DT
37060	7150	20	total	total	NN
37060	7150	21	remaining	remain	VBG
37060	7150	22	letters	letter	NNS
37060	7150	23	from	from	IN
37060	7150	24	all	all	DT
37060	7150	25	of	of	IN
37060	7150	26	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7150	27	slates	slate	NNS
37060	7150	28	to	to	IN
37060	7150	29	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7150	30	score	score	NN
37060	7150	31	.	.	.
37060	7151	1	Lunch	lunch	NN
37060	7151	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7151	3	very	very	RB
37060	7151	4	good	good	JJ
37060	7151	5	today	today	NN
37060	7151	6	.	.	.
37060	7152	1	.	.	.
37060	7153	1	.	.	.
37060	7154	1	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7154	2	fish	fish	NN
37060	7154	3	was	be	VBD
37060	7154	4	cooked	cook	VBN
37060	7154	5	to	to	IN
37060	7154	6	crispness	crispness	NN
37060	7154	7	,	,	,
37060	7154	8	the	the	DT
37060	7154	9	way	way	NN
37060	7154	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7154	11	like	like	VBP
37060	7154	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7154	13	to	to	TO
37060	7154	14	be	be	VB
37060	7154	15	fixed	fix	VBN
37060	7154	16	.	.	.
37060	7155	1	Following	follow	VBG
37060	7155	2	that	that	DT
37060	7155	3	meal	meal	NN
37060	7155	4	,	,	,
37060	7155	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7155	6	hastily	hastily	RB
37060	7155	7	made	make	VBD
37060	7155	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7155	9	way	way	NN
37060	7155	10	to	to	IN
37060	7155	11	the	the	DT
37060	7155	12	Greek	Greek	NNP
37060	7155	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	7155	14	English	English	NNP
37060	7155	15	Dictionary	Dictionary	NNP
37060	7155	16	to	to	TO
37060	7155	17	look	look	VB
37060	7155	18	up	up	RP
37060	7155	19	"	"	``
37060	7155	20	crispy	crispy	NN
37060	7155	21	"	"	''
37060	7155	22	;	;	:
37060	7155	23	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	7155	24	hereafter	hereafter	VB
37060	7155	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7155	26	fish	fish	NN
37060	7155	27	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	7155	28	can	can	MD
37060	7155	29	always	always	RB
37060	7155	30	be	be	VB
37060	7155	31	crispy	crispy	JJ
37060	7155	32	!	!	.
37060	7156	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7156	2	blood	blood	NN
37060	7156	3	test	test	NN
37060	7156	4	results	result	NNS
37060	7156	5	were	be	VBD
37060	7156	6	favorable	favorable	JJ
37060	7156	7	,	,	,
37060	7156	8	as	as	RB
37060	7156	9	far	far	RB
37060	7156	10	as	as	IN
37060	7156	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7156	12	counts	count	VBZ
37060	7156	13	.	.	.
37060	7157	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7157	2	dropped	drop	VBD
37060	7157	3	to	to	IN
37060	7157	4	2.5	2.5	CD
37060	7157	5	.	.	.
37060	7158	1	The	the	DT
37060	7158	2	shot	shot	NN
37060	7158	3	went	go	VBD
37060	7158	4	well	well	RB
37060	7158	5	today	today	NN
37060	7158	6	,	,	,
37060	7158	7	and	and	CC
37060	7158	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7158	9	returned	return	VBD
37060	7158	10	to	to	TO
37060	7158	11	have	have	VB
37060	7158	12	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	7158	13	before	before	IN
37060	7158	14	venturing	venture	VBG
37060	7158	15	to	to	IN
37060	7158	16	the	the	DT
37060	7158	17	Flea	Flea	NNP
37060	7158	18	Market	Market	NNP
37060	7158	19	in	in	IN
37060	7158	20	downtown	downtown	NN
37060	7158	21	Athens	Athens	NNP
37060	7158	22	.	.	.
37060	7159	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7159	2	caught	catch	VBD
37060	7159	3	a	a	DT
37060	7159	4	cab	cab	NN
37060	7159	5	on	on	IN
37060	7159	6	the	the	DT
37060	7159	7	road	road	NN
37060	7159	8	above	above	IN
37060	7159	9	the	the	DT
37060	7159	10	hotel	hotel	NN
37060	7159	11	.	.	.
37060	7160	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7160	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7160	3	a	a	DT
37060	7160	4	lot	lot	NN
37060	7160	5	easier	easy	JJR
37060	7160	6	and	and	CC
37060	7160	7	less	less	RBR
37060	7160	8	tiring	tire	VBG
37060	7160	9	for	for	IN
37060	7160	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7160	11	than	than	IN
37060	7160	12	if	if	IN
37060	7160	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7160	14	'd	'd	MD
37060	7160	15	have	have	VB
37060	7160	16	to	to	TO
37060	7160	17	ride	ride	VB
37060	7160	18	the	the	DT
37060	7160	19	bus	bus	NN
37060	7160	20	all	all	PDT
37060	7160	21	the	the	DT
37060	7160	22	way	way	NN
37060	7160	23	to	to	IN
37060	7160	24	Athens	Athens	NNP
37060	7160	25	.	.	.
37060	7161	1	The	the	DT
37060	7161	2	Flea	Flea	NNP
37060	7161	3	Mkt	Mkt	NNP
37060	7161	4	.	.	.
37060	7162	1	can	can	MD
37060	7162	2	be	be	VB
37060	7162	3	described	describe	VBN
37060	7162	4	very	very	RB
37060	7162	5	simply	simply	RB
37060	7162	6	as	as	IN
37060	7162	7	a	a	DT
37060	7162	8	low	low	JJ
37060	7162	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	7162	10	brow	brow	NN
37060	7162	11	,	,	,
37060	7162	12	motley	motley	NNP
37060	7162	13	array	array	NN
37060	7162	14	of	of	IN
37060	7162	15	shops	shop	NNS
37060	7162	16	,	,	,
37060	7162	17	most	most	JJS
37060	7162	18	of	of	IN
37060	7162	19	which	which	WDT
37060	7162	20	carried	carry	VBD
37060	7162	21	a	a	DT
37060	7162	22	wide	wide	JJ
37060	7162	23	selection	selection	NN
37060	7162	24	of	of	IN
37060	7162	25	goods	good	NNS
37060	7162	26	which	which	WDT
37060	7162	27	repeated	repeat	VBD
37060	7162	28	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7162	29	over	over	RP
37060	7162	30	and	and	CC
37060	7162	31	over	over	RB
37060	7162	32	through	through	IN
37060	7162	33	the	the	DT
37060	7162	34	area	area	NN
37060	7162	35	.	.	.
37060	7163	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7163	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7163	3	actually	actually	RB
37060	7163	4	a	a	DT
37060	7163	5	pitiable	pitiable	JJ
37060	7163	6	sight	sight	NN
37060	7163	7	to	to	TO
37060	7163	8	see	see	VB
37060	7163	9	.	.	.
37060	7164	1	Few	few	JJ
37060	7164	2	of	of	IN
37060	7164	3	the	the	DT
37060	7164	4	people	people	NNS
37060	7164	5	had	have	VBD
37060	7164	6	heaters	heater	NNS
37060	7164	7	in	in	IN
37060	7164	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7164	9	shops	shop	NNS
37060	7164	10	,	,	,
37060	7164	11	and	and	CC
37060	7164	12	many	many	JJ
37060	7164	13	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	7164	14	quite	quite	RB
37060	7164	15	destitute	destitute	JJ
37060	7164	16	.	.	.
37060	7165	1	The	the	DT
37060	7165	2	junk	junk	NN
37060	7165	3	was	be	VBD
37060	7165	4	over	over	RB
37060	7165	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	7165	6	priced	price	VBN
37060	7165	7	;	;	:
37060	7165	8	however	however	RB
37060	7165	9	,	,	,
37060	7165	10	the	the	DT
37060	7165	11	merchants	merchant	NNS
37060	7165	12	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	7165	13	unprepared	unprepared	JJ
37060	7165	14	for	for	IN
37060	7165	15	much	much	JJ
37060	7165	16	bartering	bartering	NN
37060	7165	17	.	.	.
37060	7166	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7166	2	moseyed	mosey	VBD
37060	7166	3	in	in	RB
37060	7166	4	and	and	CC
37060	7166	5	out	out	IN
37060	7166	6	of	of	IN
37060	7166	7	many	many	JJ
37060	7166	8	shops	shop	NNS
37060	7166	9	without	without	IN
37060	7166	10	having	have	VBG
37060	7166	11	been	be	VBN
37060	7166	12	offered	offer	VBN
37060	7166	13	one	one	CD
37060	7166	14	price	price	NN
37060	7166	15	reduction	reduction	NN
37060	7166	16	.	.	.
37060	7167	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7167	2	ended	end	VBD
37060	7167	3	up	up	RP
37060	7167	4	with	with	IN
37060	7167	5	2	2	CD
37060	7167	6	belts	belt	NNS
37060	7167	7	,	,	,
37060	7167	8	one	one	CD
37060	7167	9	reduced	reduce	VBD
37060	7167	10	from	from	IN
37060	7167	11	120	120	CD
37060	7167	12	drachmas	drachma	NNS
37060	7167	13	to	to	IN
37060	7167	14	110	110	CD
37060	7167	15	,	,	,
37060	7167	16	and	and	CC
37060	7167	17	the	the	DT
37060	7167	18	other	other	JJ
37060	7167	19	to	to	IN
37060	7167	20	100	100	CD
37060	7167	21	.	.	.
37060	7168	1	After	after	IN
37060	7168	2	browsing	browse	VBG
37060	7168	3	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	7168	4	,	,	,
37060	7168	5	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7168	6	and	and	CC
37060	7168	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7168	8	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	7168	9	and	and	CC
37060	7168	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7168	11	got	get	VBD
37060	7168	12	a	a	DT
37060	7168	13	pita	pita	NN
37060	7168	14	bread	bread	NN
37060	7168	15	to	to	IN
37060	7168	16	munch	munch	NNP
37060	7168	17	on	on	IN
37060	7168	18	for	for	IN
37060	7168	19	energy	energy	NN
37060	7168	20	.	.	.
37060	7169	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	7169	2	ate	eat	VBD
37060	7169	3	the	the	DT
37060	7169	4	sausage	sausage	NN
37060	7169	5	that	that	WDT
37060	7169	6	came	come	VBD
37060	7169	7	with	with	IN
37060	7169	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7169	9	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7169	10	38	38	CD
37060	7169	11	drachma	drachma	NN
37060	7169	12	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7169	13	.	.	.
37060	7170	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7170	2	found	find	VBD
37060	7170	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7170	4	way	way	NN
37060	7170	5	into	into	IN
37060	7170	6	a	a	DT
37060	7170	7	shoe	shoe	NN
37060	7170	8	store	store	NN
37060	7170	9	on	on	IN
37060	7170	10	the	the	DT
37060	7170	11	edge	edge	NN
37060	7170	12	of	of	IN
37060	7170	13	the	the	DT
37060	7170	14	market	market	NN
37060	7170	15	and	and	CC
37060	7170	16	bought	buy	VBD
37060	7170	17	2	2	CD
37060	7170	18	prs	prs	NN
37060	7170	19	.	.	.
37060	7171	1	of	of	IN
37060	7171	2	boots	boot	NNS
37060	7171	3	.	.	.
37060	7172	1	.	.	.
37060	7173	1	.	.	.
37060	7174	1	one	one	CD
37060	7174	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7174	3	a	a	DT
37060	7174	4	smooth	smooth	JJ
37060	7174	5	red	red	JJ
37060	7174	6	leather	leather	NN
37060	7174	7	short	short	JJ
37060	7174	8	boot	boot	NN
37060	7174	9	,	,	,
37060	7174	10	and	and	CC
37060	7174	11	the	the	DT
37060	7174	12	other	other	JJ
37060	7174	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	7174	14	a	a	DT
37060	7174	15	gold	gold	JJ
37060	7174	16	suede	suede	NN
37060	7174	17	knee	knee	NN
37060	7174	18	boot	boot	NN
37060	7174	19	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7174	20	1200	1200	CD
37060	7174	21	and	and	CC
37060	7174	22	1800	1800	CD
37060	7174	23	dr	dr	NNP
37060	7174	24	.	.	NNP
37060	7174	25	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7174	26	.	.	.
37060	7175	1	Lunch	lunch	NN
37060	7175	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7175	3	at	at	IN
37060	7175	4	a	a	DT
37060	7175	5	corner	corner	NN
37060	7175	6	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	7175	7	.	.	.
37060	7176	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7176	2	had	have	VBD
37060	7176	3	cabbage	cabbage	NN
37060	7176	4	/	/	SYM
37060	7176	5	cucumber	cucumber	NN
37060	7176	6	salad	salad	NN
37060	7176	7	,	,	,
37060	7176	8	rice	rice	NN
37060	7176	9	,	,	,
37060	7176	10	and	and	CC
37060	7176	11	bread	bread	NN
37060	7176	12	.	.	.
37060	7177	1	Cab	cab	NN
37060	7177	2	...	...	NFP
37060	7177	3	strange	strange	JJ
37060	7177	4	guy	guy	NN
37060	7177	5	...	...	.
37060	7177	6	August	August	NNP
37060	7177	7	,	,	,
37060	7177	8	1983	1983	CD
37060	7177	9	...	...	NFP
37060	7177	10	After	after	IN
37060	7177	11	last	last	JJ
37060	7177	12	Diary	Diary	NNP
37060	7177	13	Entry	Entry	NNP
37060	7177	14	...	...	:
37060	7177	15	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7177	16	last	last	JJ
37060	7177	17	journal	journal	NN
37060	7177	18	entry	entry	NN
37060	7177	19	about	about	IN
37060	7177	20	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	7177	21	dwindled	dwindle	VBD
37060	7177	22	into	into	IN
37060	7177	23	nonexistence	nonexistence	NN
37060	7177	24	as	as	IN
37060	7177	25	home	home	NN
37060	7177	26	became	become	VBD
37060	7177	27	part	part	NN
37060	7177	28	of	of	IN
37060	7177	29	the	the	DT
37060	7177	30	foreseeable	foreseeable	JJ
37060	7177	31	future	future	NN
37060	7177	32	,	,	,
37060	7177	33	with	with	IN
37060	7177	34	broken	broken	JJ
37060	7177	35	phrases	phrase	NNS
37060	7177	36	and	and	CC
37060	7177	37	words	word	NNS
37060	7177	38	serving	serve	VBG
37060	7177	39	as	as	IN
37060	7177	40	the	the	DT
37060	7177	41	one	one	CD
37060	7177	42	reminder	reminder	NN
37060	7177	43	of	of	IN
37060	7177	44	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7177	45	excursion	excursion	NN
37060	7177	46	to	to	IN
37060	7177	47	the	the	DT
37060	7177	48	Flea	Flea	NNP
37060	7177	49	Market	Market	NNP
37060	7177	50	and	and	CC
37060	7177	51	a	a	DT
37060	7177	52	strange	strange	JJ
37060	7177	53	encounter	encounter	NN
37060	7177	54	with	with	IN
37060	7177	55	a	a	DT
37060	7177	56	Greek	Greek	NNP
37060	7177	57	who	who	WP
37060	7177	58	had	have	VBD
37060	7177	59	repeatedly	repeatedly	RB
37060	7177	60	asked	ask	VBN
37060	7177	61	,	,	,
37060	7177	62	"	"	``
37060	7177	63	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7177	64	American	American	NNP
37060	7177	65	?	?	.
37060	7178	1	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7178	2	marry	marry	VBP
37060	7178	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7178	4	?	?	.
37060	7178	5	"	"	''
37060	7179	1	The	the	DT
37060	7179	2	following	following	JJ
37060	7179	3	morning	morning	NN
37060	7179	4	the	the	DT
37060	7179	5	three	three	CD
37060	7179	6	of	of	IN
37060	7179	7	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7179	8	were	be	VBD
37060	7179	9	packed	pack	VBN
37060	7179	10	on	on	IN
37060	7179	11	a	a	DT
37060	7179	12	jumbo	jumbo	JJ
37060	7179	13	jet	jet	NN
37060	7179	14	amid	amid	IN
37060	7179	15	a	a	DT
37060	7179	16	screaming	scream	VBG
37060	7179	17	mob	mob	NN
37060	7179	18	destined	destine	VBN
37060	7179	19	for	for	IN
37060	7179	20	New	New	NNP
37060	7179	21	York	York	NNP
37060	7179	22	,	,	,
37060	7179	23	and	and	CC
37060	7179	24	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	7179	25	of	of	IN
37060	7179	26	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	7179	27	had	have	VBD
37060	7179	28	made	make	VBN
37060	7179	29	way	way	NN
37060	7179	30	for	for	IN
37060	7179	31	other	other	JJ
37060	7179	32	,	,	,
37060	7179	33	more	more	RBR
37060	7179	34	prominent	prominent	JJ
37060	7179	35	images	image	NNS
37060	7179	36	.	.	.
37060	7180	1	The	the	DT
37060	7180	2	red	red	JJ
37060	7180	3	pointed	point	VBD
37060	7180	4	shoes	shoe	NNS
37060	7180	5	from	from	IN
37060	7180	6	Athens	Athens	NNP
37060	7180	7	which	which	WDT
37060	7180	8	were	be	VBD
37060	7180	9	peaking	peak	VBG
37060	7180	10	out	out	IN
37060	7180	11	of	of	IN
37060	7180	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7180	13	pant	pant	NN
37060	7180	14	legs	leg	NNS
37060	7180	15	,	,	,
37060	7180	16	the	the	DT
37060	7180	17	in	in	IN
37060	7180	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	7180	19	flight	flight	NN
37060	7180	20	snacks	snack	NNS
37060	7180	21	,	,	,
37060	7180	22	the	the	DT
37060	7180	23	certainty	certainty	NN
37060	7180	24	that	that	IN
37060	7180	25	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7180	26	plane	plane	NN
37060	7180	27	would	would	MD
37060	7180	28	crash	crash	VB
37060	7180	29	on	on	IN
37060	7180	30	the	the	DT
37060	7180	31	way	way	NN
37060	7180	32	home	home	RB
37060	7180	33	.	.	.
37060	7181	1	.	.	.
37060	7182	1	.	.	.
37060	7183	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7183	2	desired	desire	VBD
37060	7183	3	to	to	TO
37060	7183	4	be	be	VB
37060	7183	5	home	home	RB
37060	7183	6	to	to	IN
37060	7183	7	such	such	PDT
37060	7183	8	a	a	DT
37060	7183	9	great	great	JJ
37060	7183	10	degree	degree	NN
37060	7183	11	that	that	IN
37060	7183	12	paranoia	paranoia	NN
37060	7183	13	became	become	VBD
37060	7183	14	a	a	DT
37060	7183	15	plague	plague	NN
37060	7183	16	,	,	,
37060	7183	17	and	and	CC
37060	7183	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7183	19	fancied	fancy	VBD
37060	7183	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7183	21	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	7183	22	were	be	VBD
37060	7183	23	similar	similar	JJ
37060	7183	24	to	to	IN
37060	7183	25	those	those	DT
37060	7183	26	who	who	WP
37060	7183	27	are	be	VBP
37060	7183	28	threatened	threaten	VBN
37060	7183	29	in	in	IN
37060	7183	30	a	a	DT
37060	7183	31	war	war	NN
37060	7183	32	zone	zone	NN
37060	7183	33	;	;	:
37060	7183	34	in	in	IN
37060	7183	35	effect	effect	NN
37060	7183	36	,	,	,
37060	7183	37	if	if	IN
37060	7183	38	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7183	39	was	be	VBD
37060	7183	40	not	not	RB
37060	7183	41	killed	kill	VBN
37060	7183	42	in	in	IN
37060	7183	43	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	7183	44	,	,	,
37060	7183	45	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7183	46	would	would	MD
37060	7183	47	die	die	VB
37060	7183	48	on	on	IN
37060	7183	49	the	the	DT
37060	7183	50	way	way	NN
37060	7183	51	home	home	RB
37060	7183	52	.	.	.
37060	7184	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7184	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7184	3	as	as	IN
37060	7184	4	if	if	IN
37060	7184	5	Fate	Fate	NNP
37060	7184	6	was	be	VBD
37060	7184	7	not	not	RB
37060	7184	8	an	an	DT
37060	7184	9	idea	idea	NN
37060	7184	10	;	;	:
37060	7184	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7184	12	had	have	VBD
37060	7184	13	taken	take	VBN
37060	7184	14	shape	shape	NN
37060	7184	15	and	and	CC
37060	7184	16	lived	live	VBD
37060	7184	17	,	,	,
37060	7184	18	exuding	exude	VBG
37060	7184	19	a	a	DT
37060	7184	20	force	force	NN
37060	7184	21	that	that	WDT
37060	7184	22	controlled	control	VBD
37060	7184	23	relentlessly	relentlessly	RB
37060	7184	24	and	and	CC
37060	7184	25	completely	completely	RB
37060	7184	26	.	.	.
37060	7185	1	Upon	upon	IN
37060	7185	2	reaching	reach	VBG
37060	7185	3	New	New	NNP
37060	7185	4	York	York	NNP
37060	7185	5	,	,	,
37060	7185	6	and	and	CC
37060	7185	7	transferring	transfer	VBG
37060	7185	8	to	to	IN
37060	7185	9	a	a	DT
37060	7185	10	different	different	JJ
37060	7185	11	and	and	CC
37060	7185	12	considerably	considerably	RB
37060	7185	13	less	less	RBR
37060	7185	14	crowded	crowded	JJ
37060	7185	15	plane	plane	NN
37060	7185	16	,	,	,
37060	7185	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7185	18	fear	fear	NN
37060	7185	19	dissolved	dissolve	VBN
37060	7185	20	.	.	.
37060	7186	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7186	2	had	have	VBD
37060	7186	3	traveled	travel	VBN
37060	7186	4	all	all	DT
37060	7186	5	day	day	NN
37060	7186	6	with	with	IN
37060	7186	7	the	the	DT
37060	7186	8	sun	sun	NN
37060	7186	9	,	,	,
37060	7186	10	and	and	CC
37060	7186	11	now	now	RB
37060	7186	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7186	13	had	have	VBD
37060	7186	14	overtaken	overtake	VBN
37060	7186	15	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7186	16	.	.	.
37060	7187	1	The	the	DT
37060	7187	2	lights	light	NNS
37060	7187	3	of	of	IN
37060	7187	4	New	New	NNP
37060	7187	5	York	York	NNP
37060	7187	6	twinkled	twinkle	VBD
37060	7187	7	like	like	IN
37060	7187	8	a	a	DT
37060	7187	9	brilliant	brilliant	JJ
37060	7187	10	network	network	NN
37060	7187	11	of	of	IN
37060	7187	12	gold	gold	NN
37060	7187	13	on	on	IN
37060	7187	14	black	black	JJ
37060	7187	15	velvet	velvet	NN
37060	7187	16	,	,	,
37060	7187	17	covering	cover	VBG
37060	7187	18	the	the	DT
37060	7187	19	city	city	NN
37060	7187	20	's	's	POS
37060	7187	21	filth	filth	NN
37060	7187	22	with	with	IN
37060	7187	23	delicate	delicate	JJ
37060	7187	24	grace	grace	NN
37060	7187	25	.	.	.
37060	7188	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7188	2	watched	watch	VBD
37060	7188	3	the	the	DT
37060	7188	4	points	point	NNS
37060	7188	5	of	of	IN
37060	7188	6	light	light	NN
37060	7188	7	stretching	stretch	VBG
37060	7188	8	endlessly	endlessly	RB
37060	7188	9	into	into	IN
37060	7188	10	the	the	DT
37060	7188	11	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	7188	12	,	,	,
37060	7188	13	and	and	CC
37060	7188	14	knew	know	VBD
37060	7188	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7188	16	was	be	VBD
37060	7188	17	home	home	NN
37060	7188	18	;	;	:
37060	7188	19	no	no	DT
37060	7188	20	foreign	foreign	JJ
37060	7188	21	words	word	NNS
37060	7188	22	rolled	roll	VBD
37060	7188	23	off	off	RP
37060	7188	24	the	the	DT
37060	7188	25	tongues	tongue	NNS
37060	7188	26	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	7188	27	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7188	28	,	,	,
37060	7188	29	yet	yet	CC
37060	7188	30	a	a	DT
37060	7188	31	balanced	balanced	JJ
37060	7188	32	variety	variety	NN
37060	7188	33	of	of	IN
37060	7188	34	creeds	creed	NNS
37060	7188	35	and	and	CC
37060	7188	36	colorings	coloring	NNS
37060	7188	37	spread	spread	VBP
37060	7188	38	about	about	IN
37060	7188	39	the	the	DT
37060	7188	40	plane	plane	NN
37060	7188	41	.	.	.
37060	7189	1	Chicago	Chicago	NNP
37060	7189	2	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	7189	3	the	the	DT
37060	7189	4	essence	essence	NN
37060	7189	5	of	of	IN
37060	7189	6	the	the	DT
37060	7189	7	midwest	midwest	NN
37060	7189	8	;	;	:
37060	7189	9	when	when	WRB
37060	7189	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7189	11	reached	reach	VBD
37060	7189	12	the	the	DT
37060	7189	13	city	city	NN
37060	7189	14	,	,	,
37060	7189	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7189	16	was	be	VBD
37060	7189	17	overcome	overcome	VBN
37060	7189	18	with	with	IN
37060	7189	19	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	7189	20	and	and	CC
37060	7189	21	bought	buy	VBD
37060	7189	22	a	a	DT
37060	7189	23	bold	bold	JJ
37060	7189	24	red	red	JJ
37060	7189	25	tee	tee	NN
37060	7189	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	7189	27	shirt	shirt	NN
37060	7189	28	that	that	WDT
37060	7189	29	read	read	VBP
37060	7189	30	"	"	``
37060	7189	31	Chicago	Chicago	NNP
37060	7189	32	.	.	.
37060	7189	33	"	"	''
37060	7190	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	7190	2	noticed	notice	VBD
37060	7190	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7190	4	purchase	purchase	NN
37060	7190	5	and	and	CC
37060	7190	6	questioned	question	VBD
37060	7190	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7190	8	;	;	:
37060	7190	9	after	after	RB
37060	7190	10	all	all	RB
37060	7190	11	,	,	,
37060	7190	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7190	13	was	be	VBD
37060	7190	14	probably	probably	RB
37060	7190	15	the	the	DT
37060	7190	16	only	only	JJ
37060	7190	17	patient	patient	NN
37060	7190	18	of	of	IN
37060	7190	19	the	the	DT
37060	7190	20	Greek	greek	JJ
37060	7190	21	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	7190	22	who	who	WP
37060	7190	23	had	have	VBD
37060	7190	24	not	not	RB
37060	7190	25	acquired	acquire	VBN
37060	7190	26	a	a	DT
37060	7190	27	GREECE	GREECE	NNP
37060	7190	28	tee	tee	NN
37060	7190	29	-	-	HYPH
37060	7190	30	shirt	shirt	NN
37060	7190	31	.	.	.
37060	7191	1	The	the	DT
37060	7191	2	way	way	NN
37060	7191	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7191	4	saw	see	VBD
37060	7191	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7191	6	,	,	,
37060	7191	7	tee	tee	NN
37060	7191	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	7191	9	shirts	shirt	NNS
37060	7191	10	made	make	VBD
37060	7191	11	statements	statement	NNS
37060	7191	12	.	.	.
37060	7192	1	Some	some	DT
37060	7192	2	people	people	NNS
37060	7192	3	wanted	want	VBD
37060	7192	4	to	to	TO
37060	7192	5	express	express	VB
37060	7192	6	how	how	WRB
37060	7192	7	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7192	8	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7192	9	,	,	,
37060	7192	10	others	other	NNS
37060	7192	11	wanted	want	VBD
37060	7192	12	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	7192	13	to	to	TO
37060	7192	14	know	know	VB
37060	7192	15	where	where	WRB
37060	7192	16	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7192	17	had	have	VBD
37060	7192	18	been	be	VBN
37060	7192	19	.	.	.
37060	7193	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7193	2	merely	merely	RB
37060	7193	3	wanted	want	VBD
37060	7193	4	to	to	TO
37060	7193	5	emphasize	emphasize	VB
37060	7193	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7193	7	gratitude	gratitude	NN
37060	7193	8	for	for	IN
37060	7193	9	being	be	VBG
37060	7193	10	home	home	NN
37060	7193	11	,	,	,
37060	7193	12	and	and	CC
37060	7193	13	red	red	NN
37060	7193	14	carried	carry	VBD
37060	7193	15	the	the	DT
37060	7193	16	message	message	NN
37060	7193	17	with	with	IN
37060	7193	18	adequate	adequate	JJ
37060	7193	19	force	force	NN
37060	7193	20	.	.	.
37060	7194	1	One	one	CD
37060	7194	2	flight	flight	NN
37060	7194	3	later	later	RB
37060	7194	4	,	,	,
37060	7194	5	the	the	DT
37060	7194	6	three	three	CD
37060	7194	7	of	of	IN
37060	7194	8	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7194	9	stumbled	stumble	VBD
37060	7194	10	wearily	wearily	RB
37060	7194	11	off	off	IN
37060	7194	12	of	of	IN
37060	7194	13	the	the	DT
37060	7194	14	small	small	JJ
37060	7194	15	plane	plane	NN
37060	7194	16	that	that	WDT
37060	7194	17	had	have	VBD
37060	7194	18	delivered	deliver	VBN
37060	7194	19	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7194	20	to	to	IN
37060	7194	21	Moline	Moline	NNP
37060	7194	22	.	.	.
37060	7195	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7195	2	had	have	VBD
37060	7195	3	not	not	RB
37060	7195	4	slept	sleep	VBN
37060	7195	5	in	in	RB
37060	7195	6	over	over	IN
37060	7195	7	24	24	CD
37060	7195	8	hours	hour	NNS
37060	7195	9	,	,	,
37060	7195	10	but	but	CC
37060	7195	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7195	12	still	still	RB
37060	7195	13	recognized	recognize	VBD
37060	7195	14	familiar	familiar	JJ
37060	7195	15	faces	face	NNS
37060	7195	16	,	,	,
37060	7195	17	and	and	CC
37060	7195	18	many	many	JJ
37060	7195	19	greeted	greet	VBD
37060	7195	20	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7195	21	as	as	IN
37060	7195	22	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7195	23	walked	walk	VBD
37060	7195	24	into	into	IN
37060	7195	25	the	the	DT
37060	7195	26	terminal	terminal	NN
37060	7195	27	.	.	.
37060	7196	1	Besides	besides	IN
37060	7196	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7196	3	aunt	aunt	NN
37060	7196	4	and	and	CC
37060	7196	5	uncle	uncle	NN
37060	7196	6	,	,	,
37060	7196	7	a	a	DT
37060	7196	8	group	group	NN
37060	7196	9	from	from	IN
37060	7196	10	the	the	DT
37060	7196	11	Circle	Circle	NNP
37060	7196	12	C	C	NNP
37060	7196	13	Class	Class	NNP
37060	7196	14	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7196	15	Circle	Circle	NNP
37060	7196	16	in	in	IN
37060	7196	17	Christ	Christ	NNP
37060	7196	18	from	from	IN
37060	7196	19	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7196	20	church	church	NN
37060	7196	21	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7196	22	milled	mill	VBN
37060	7196	23	about	about	RB
37060	7196	24	,	,	,
37060	7196	25	holding	hold	VBG
37060	7196	26	a	a	DT
37060	7196	27	"	"	``
37060	7196	28	WELCOME	welcome	NN
37060	7196	29	"	"	''
37060	7196	30	poster	poster	NN
37060	7196	31	and	and	CC
37060	7196	32	wearing	wear	VBG
37060	7196	33	great	great	JJ
37060	7196	34	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	7196	35	.	.	.
37060	7197	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7197	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7197	3	a	a	DT
37060	7197	4	royal	royal	JJ
37060	7197	5	welcome	welcome	NN
37060	7197	6	to	to	TO
37060	7197	7	be	be	VB
37060	7197	8	received	receive	VBN
37060	7197	9	by	by	IN
37060	7197	10	one	one	CD
37060	7197	11	such	such	JJ
37060	7197	12	as	as	IN
37060	7197	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7197	14	,	,	,
37060	7197	15	and	and	CC
37060	7197	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7197	17	assured	assure	VBD
37060	7197	18	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7197	19	and	and	CC
37060	7197	20	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7197	21	of	of	IN
37060	7197	22	the	the	DT
37060	7197	23	support	support	NN
37060	7197	24	which	which	WDT
37060	7197	25	rallied	rally	VBD
37060	7197	26	in	in	IN
37060	7197	27	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7197	28	time	time	NN
37060	7197	29	of	of	IN
37060	7197	30	need	need	NN
37060	7197	31	.	.	.
37060	7198	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	7198	2	263	263	CD
37060	7198	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	7198	4	35	35	CD
37060	7198	5	In	in	IN
37060	7198	6	Limbo	Limbo	NNP
37060	7198	7	"	"	``
37060	7198	8	Friends	friend	NNS
37060	7198	9	were	be	VBD
37060	7198	10	beginning	begin	VBG
37060	7198	11	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7198	12	exodus	exodus	NN
37060	7198	13	to	to	TO
37060	7198	14	distant	distant	VB
37060	7198	15	places	place	NNS
37060	7198	16	.	.	.
37060	7199	1	.	.	.
37060	7200	1	.	.	.
37060	7201	1	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7201	2	meant	mean	VBD
37060	7201	3	appraising	appraise	VBG
37060	7201	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7201	5	own	own	JJ
37060	7201	6	life	life	NN
37060	7201	7	and	and	CC
37060	7201	8	facing	facing	NN
37060	7201	9	,	,	,
37060	7201	10	time	time	NN
37060	7201	11	after	after	IN
37060	7201	12	time	time	NN
37060	7201	13	,	,	,
37060	7201	14	the	the	DT
37060	7201	15	stagnation	stagnation	NN
37060	7201	16	which	which	WDT
37060	7201	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7201	18	represented	represent	VBD
37060	7201	19	.	.	.
37060	7201	20	"	"	''
37060	7202	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	7202	2	THIRTY	THIRTY	NNP
37060	7202	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	7202	4	FIVE	five	CD
37060	7202	5	In	in	IN
37060	7202	6	Limbo	Limbo	NNP
37060	7202	7	April	April	NNP
37060	7202	8	1	1	CD
37060	7202	9	,	,	,
37060	7202	10	1983	1983	CD
37060	7202	11	...	...	NFP
37060	7203	1	There	there	EX
37060	7203	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7203	3	something	something	NN
37060	7203	4	left	leave	VBN
37060	7203	5	to	to	TO
37060	7203	6	be	be	VB
37060	7203	7	desired	desire	VBN
37060	7203	8	about	about	IN
37060	7203	9	living	live	VBG
37060	7203	10	in	in	IN
37060	7203	11	a	a	DT
37060	7203	12	state	state	NN
37060	7203	13	which	which	WDT
37060	7203	14	can	can	MD
37060	7203	15	be	be	VB
37060	7203	16	described	describe	VBN
37060	7203	17	as	as	IN
37060	7203	18	"	"	``
37060	7203	19	limbo	limbo	NN
37060	7203	20	.	.	.
37060	7203	21	"	"	''
37060	7204	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7204	2	am	be	VBP
37060	7204	3	neither	neither	CC
37060	7204	4	happy	happy	JJ
37060	7204	5	nor	nor	CC
37060	7204	6	unhappy	unhappy	JJ
37060	7204	7	.	.	.
37060	7205	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7205	2	can	can	MD
37060	7205	3	not	not	RB
37060	7205	4	plan	plan	VB
37060	7205	5	,	,	,
37060	7205	6	because	because	IN
37060	7205	7	planning	planning	NN
37060	7205	8	would	would	MD
37060	7205	9	only	only	RB
37060	7205	10	dig	dig	VB
37060	7205	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7205	12	sense	sense	NN
37060	7205	13	of	of	IN
37060	7205	14	"	"	``
37060	7205	15	loss	loss	NN
37060	7205	16	"	"	''
37060	7205	17	to	to	IN
37060	7205	18	a	a	DT
37060	7205	19	deeper	deep	JJR
37060	7205	20	level	level	NN
37060	7205	21	.	.	.
37060	7206	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7206	2	am	be	VBP
37060	7206	3	unable	unable	JJ
37060	7206	4	to	to	TO
37060	7206	5	live	live	VB
37060	7206	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7206	7	life	life	NN
37060	7206	8	in	in	IN
37060	7206	9	the	the	DT
37060	7206	10	ways	way	NNS
37060	7206	11	in	in	IN
37060	7206	12	which	which	WDT
37060	7206	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7206	14	like	like	VBP
37060	7206	15	for	for	IN
37060	7206	16	fear	fear	NN
37060	7206	17	of	of	IN
37060	7206	18	ruining	ruin	VBG
37060	7206	19	the	the	DT
37060	7206	20	Alivizatos	Alivizatos	NNP
37060	7206	21	miracle	miracle	NN
37060	7206	22	cure	cure	NN
37060	7206	23	and	and	CC
37060	7206	24	because	because	IN
37060	7206	25	of	of	IN
37060	7206	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7206	27	general	general	JJ
37060	7206	28	lack	lack	NN
37060	7206	29	of	of	IN
37060	7206	30	energy	energy	NN
37060	7206	31	.	.	.
37060	7207	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7207	2	think	think	VBP
37060	7207	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7207	4	can	can	MD
37060	7207	5	do	do	VB
37060	7207	6	something	something	NN
37060	7207	7	but	but	CC
37060	7207	8	when	when	WRB
37060	7207	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7207	10	actually	actually	RB
37060	7207	11	try	try	VBP
37060	7207	12	,	,	,
37060	7207	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7207	14	fizzles	fizzle	VBZ
37060	7207	15	into	into	IN
37060	7207	16	dust	dust	NN
37060	7207	17	;	;	:
37060	7207	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7207	19	have	have	VBP
37060	7207	20	n't	not	RB
37060	7207	21	the	the	DT
37060	7207	22	energy	energy	NN
37060	7207	23	.	.	.
37060	7208	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7208	2	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	7208	3	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7208	4	a	a	DT
37060	7208	5	world	world	NN
37060	7208	6	apart	apart	RB
37060	7208	7	from	from	IN
37060	7208	8	all	all	DT
37060	7208	9	else	else	RB
37060	7208	10	...	...	:
37060	7208	11	in	in	IN
37060	7208	12	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	7208	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7208	14	lost	lose	VBD
37060	7208	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7208	16	zest	zest	NN
37060	7208	17	...	...	NFP
37060	7208	18	or	or	CC
37060	7208	19	what	what	WP
37060	7208	20	zest	zest	UH
37060	7208	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7208	22	ever	ever	RB
37060	7208	23	had	have	VBD
37060	7208	24	...	...	:
37060	7208	25	for	for	IN
37060	7208	26	living	live	VBG
37060	7208	27	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7208	28	in	in	IN
37060	7208	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7208	30	sense	sense	NN
37060	7208	31	of	of	IN
37060	7208	32	the	the	DT
37060	7208	33	word	word	NN
37060	7208	34	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7208	35	.	.	.
37060	7209	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	7209	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7209	3	can	can	MD
37060	7209	4	look	look	VB
37060	7209	5	forward	forward	RB
37060	7209	6	to	to	IN
37060	7209	7	normalcy	normalcy	NN
37060	7209	8	only	only	RB
37060	7209	9	after	after	IN
37060	7209	10	the	the	DT
37060	7209	11	six	six	CD
37060	7209	12	months	month	NNS
37060	7209	13	period	period	NN
37060	7209	14	has	have	VBZ
37060	7209	15	come	come	VBN
37060	7209	16	to	to	IN
37060	7209	17	an	an	DT
37060	7209	18	end	end	NN
37060	7209	19	.	.	.
37060	7210	1	At	at	IN
37060	7210	2	least	least	JJS
37060	7210	3	then	then	RB
37060	7210	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7210	5	'll	will	MD
37060	7210	6	know	know	VB
37060	7210	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7210	8	verdict	verdict	NN
37060	7210	9	.	.	.
37060	7211	1	.	.	.
37060	7212	1	.	.	.
37060	7213	1	as	as	IN
37060	7213	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7213	3	had	have	VBD
37060	7213	4	before	before	IN
37060	7213	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7213	6	went	go	VBD
37060	7213	7	to	to	IN
37060	7213	8	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	7213	9	.	.	.
37060	7214	1	June	June	NNP
37060	7214	2	26	26	CD
37060	7214	3	,	,	,
37060	7214	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7214	5	...	...	:
37060	7214	6	Today	today	NN
37060	7214	7	the	the	DT
37060	7214	8	bomb	bomb	NN
37060	7214	9	blew	blow	VBD
37060	7214	10	up	up	RP
37060	7214	11	that	that	WDT
37060	7214	12	was	be	VBD
37060	7214	13	ticking	tick	VBG
37060	7214	14	in	in	IN
37060	7214	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7214	16	brain	brain	NN
37060	7214	17	.	.	.
37060	7215	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7215	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	7215	3	one	one	PRP
37060	7215	4	might	may	MD
37060	7215	5	say	say	VB
37060	7215	6	that	that	IN
37060	7215	7	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	7215	8	explosions	explosion	NNS
37060	7215	9	are	be	VBP
37060	7215	10	a	a	DT
37060	7215	11	rarity	rarity	NN
37060	7215	12	in	in	IN
37060	7215	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7215	14	case	case	NN
37060	7215	15	,	,	,
37060	7215	16	however	however	RB
37060	7215	17	,	,	,
37060	7215	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7215	19	am	be	VBP
37060	7215	20	lucky	lucky	JJ
37060	7215	21	enough	enough	RB
37060	7215	22	to	to	TO
37060	7215	23	realize	realize	VB
37060	7215	24	when	when	WRB
37060	7215	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7215	26	've	have	VB
37060	7215	27	reached	reach	VBN
37060	7215	28	the	the	DT
37060	7215	29	point	point	NN
37060	7215	30	of	of	IN
37060	7215	31	mental	mental	JJ
37060	7215	32	saturation	saturation	NN
37060	7215	33	.	.	.
37060	7216	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7216	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	7216	3	of	of	IN
37060	7216	4	late	late	RB
37060	7216	5	,	,	,
37060	7216	6	that	that	IN
37060	7216	7	all	all	DT
37060	7216	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7216	9	heard	hear	VBD
37060	7216	10	were	be	VBD
37060	7216	11	complaints	complaint	NNS
37060	7216	12	and	and	CC
37060	7216	13	conversations	conversation	NNS
37060	7216	14	necessitating	necessitate	VBG
37060	7216	15	an	an	DT
37060	7216	16	obligatory	obligatory	JJ
37060	7216	17	response	response	NN
37060	7216	18	of	of	IN
37060	7216	19	heartfelt	heartfelt	JJ
37060	7216	20	sympathy	sympathy	NN
37060	7216	21	.	.	.
37060	7217	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7217	2	should	should	MD
37060	7217	3	never	never	RB
37060	7217	4	expect	expect	VB
37060	7217	5	less	less	JJR
37060	7217	6	than	than	IN
37060	7217	7	the	the	DT
37060	7217	8	truth	truth	NN
37060	7217	9	when	when	WRB
37060	7217	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7217	11	ask	ask	VBP
37060	7217	12	"	"	``
37060	7217	13	How	how	WRB
37060	7217	14	are	be	VBP
37060	7217	15	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7217	16	?	?	.
37060	7217	17	"	"	''
37060	7218	1	There	there	EX
37060	7218	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7218	3	then	then	RB
37060	7218	4	a	a	DT
37060	7218	5	symphony	symphony	NN
37060	7218	6	of	of	IN
37060	7218	7	habitual	habitual	JJ
37060	7218	8	ailments	ailment	NNS
37060	7218	9	;	;	:
37060	7218	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7218	11	receive	receive	VBP
37060	7218	12	quite	quite	PDT
37060	7218	13	an	an	DT
37060	7218	14	ear	ear	NN
37060	7218	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	7218	16	full	full	JJ
37060	7218	17	and	and	CC
37060	7218	18	the	the	DT
37060	7218	19	health	health	NN
37060	7218	20	report	report	NN
37060	7218	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	7218	22	consistently	consistently	RB
37060	7218	23	poor	poor	JJ
37060	7218	24	.	.	.
37060	7219	1	The	the	DT
37060	7219	2	next	next	JJ
37060	7219	3	uplifting	uplifting	JJ
37060	7219	4	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	7219	5	was	be	VBD
37060	7219	6	with	with	IN
37060	7219	7	Max	Max	NNP
37060	7219	8	,	,	,
37060	7219	9	the	the	DT
37060	7219	10	master	master	NN
37060	7219	11	of	of	IN
37060	7219	12	personality	personality	NN
37060	7219	13	,	,	,
37060	7219	14	and	and	CC
37060	7219	15	a	a	DT
37060	7219	16	virtual	virtual	JJ
37060	7219	17	ball	ball	NN
37060	7219	18	of	of	IN
37060	7219	19	fire	fire	NN
37060	7219	20	,	,	,
37060	7219	21	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7219	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7219	23	jest	jest	VBP
37060	7219	24	,	,	,
37060	7219	25	of	of	IN
37060	7219	26	course	course	NN
37060	7219	27	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7219	28	.	.	.
37060	7220	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7220	2	lamentations	lamentation	NNS
37060	7220	3	include	include	VBP
37060	7220	4	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	7220	5	health	health	NN
37060	7220	6	difficulties	difficulty	NNS
37060	7220	7	,	,	,
37060	7220	8	among	among	IN
37060	7220	9	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7220	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7220	11	artificial	artificial	JJ
37060	7220	12	limb	limb	NN
37060	7220	13	.	.	.
37060	7221	1	Undoubtedly	undoubtedly	RB
37060	7221	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7221	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	7221	4	far	far	RB
37060	7221	5	worse	bad	JJR
37060	7221	6	off	off	RB
37060	7221	7	,	,	,
37060	7221	8	in	in	IN
37060	7221	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7221	10	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	7221	11	,	,	,
37060	7221	12	than	than	IN
37060	7221	13	I.	i.	NN
37060	7222	1	However	however	RB
37060	7222	2	,	,	,
37060	7222	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7222	4	do	do	VBP
37060	7222	5	n't	not	RB
37060	7222	6	relish	relish	VB
37060	7222	7	conversations	conversation	NNS
37060	7222	8	riddled	riddle	VBN
37060	7222	9	with	with	IN
37060	7222	10	bits	bit	NNS
37060	7222	11	and	and	CC
37060	7222	12	pieces	piece	NNS
37060	7222	13	of	of	IN
37060	7222	14	Greek	greek	JJ
37060	7222	15	reminiscences	reminiscence	NNS
37060	7222	16	;	;	:
37060	7222	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7222	18	prefer	prefer	VBP
37060	7222	19	to	to	TO
37060	7222	20	forget	forget	VB
37060	7222	21	the	the	DT
37060	7222	22	entire	entire	JJ
37060	7222	23	affair	affair	NN
37060	7222	24	.	.	.
37060	7223	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	7223	2	,	,	,
37060	7223	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7223	4	battle	battle	VBP
37060	7223	5	to	to	TO
37060	7223	6	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	7223	7	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	7223	8	of	of	IN
37060	7223	9	a	a	DT
37060	7223	10	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	7223	11	.	.	.
37060	7224	1	.	.	.
37060	7225	1	.	.	.
37060	7226	1	silence	silence	NN
37060	7226	2	can	can	MD
37060	7226	3	only	only	RB
37060	7226	4	last	last	VB
37060	7226	5	so	so	RB
37060	7226	6	long	long	RB
37060	7226	7	before	before	IN
37060	7226	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7226	9	become	become	VBP
37060	7226	10	unsettled	unsettled	JJ
37060	7226	11	and	and	CC
37060	7226	12	feel	feel	VB
37060	7226	13	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	7226	14	tremors	tremor	NNS
37060	7226	15	pacing	pace	VBG
37060	7226	16	through	through	IN
37060	7226	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7226	18	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	7226	19	.	.	.
37060	7227	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7227	2	am	be	VBP
37060	7227	3	thoroughly	thoroughly	RB
37060	7227	4	exhausted	exhaust	VBN
37060	7227	5	once	once	IN
37060	7227	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7227	7	am	be	VBP
37060	7227	8	home	home	RB
37060	7227	9	.	.	.
37060	7228	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7228	2	am	be	VBP
37060	7228	3	so	so	RB
37060	7228	4	tired	tired	JJ
37060	7228	5	of	of	IN
37060	7228	6	sob	sob	NN
37060	7228	7	stories	story	NNS
37060	7228	8	;	;	:
37060	7228	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7228	10	are	be	VBP
37060	7228	11	no	no	RB
37060	7228	12	longer	long	RBR
37060	7228	13	any	any	DT
37060	7228	14	good	good	JJ
37060	7228	15	with	with	IN
37060	7228	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7228	17	.	.	.
37060	7229	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7229	2	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	7229	3	if	if	IN
37060	7229	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7229	5	lack	lack	VBP
37060	7229	6	tolerance	tolerance	NN
37060	7229	7	for	for	IN
37060	7229	8	people	people	NNS
37060	7229	9	who	who	WP
37060	7229	10	eternally	eternally	RB
37060	7229	11	lament	lament	VBP
37060	7229	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7229	13	personal	personal	JJ
37060	7229	14	plights	plight	NNS
37060	7229	15	.	.	.
37060	7230	1	Others	other	NNS
37060	7230	2	also	also	RB
37060	7230	3	have	have	VBP
37060	7230	4	problems	problem	NNS
37060	7230	5	,	,	,
37060	7230	6	but	but	CC
37060	7230	7	muffle	muffle	VB
37060	7230	8	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7230	9	to	to	IN
37060	7230	10	a	a	DT
37060	7230	11	far	far	RB
37060	7230	12	greater	great	JJR
37060	7230	13	degree	degree	NN
37060	7230	14	.	.	.
37060	7231	1	Life	life	NN
37060	7231	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7231	3	too	too	RB
37060	7231	4	short	short	JJ
37060	7231	5	to	to	IN
37060	7231	6	taint	taint	VB
37060	7231	7	other	other	JJ
37060	7231	8	's	's	POS
37060	7231	9	lives	life	NNS
37060	7231	10	with	with	IN
37060	7231	11	one	one	PRP
37060	7231	12	's	's	POS
37060	7231	13	own	own	JJ
37060	7231	14	depressions	depression	NNS
37060	7231	15	and	and	CC
37060	7231	16	sorrows	sorrow	NNS
37060	7231	17	;	;	:
37060	7231	18	talk	talk	VBP
37060	7231	19	but	but	CC
37060	7231	20	do	do	VBP
37060	7231	21	not	not	RB
37060	7231	22	burden	burden	VB
37060	7231	23	!	!	.
37060	7232	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	7232	2	,	,	,
37060	7232	3	also	also	RB
37060	7232	4	,	,	,
37060	7232	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7232	6	have	have	VBP
37060	7232	7	no	no	DT
37060	7232	8	sympathy	sympathy	NN
37060	7232	9	for	for	IN
37060	7232	10	people	people	NNS
37060	7232	11	who	who	WP
37060	7232	12	completely	completely	RB
37060	7232	13	deny	deny	VBP
37060	7232	14	death	death	NN
37060	7232	15	and	and	CC
37060	7232	16	can	can	MD
37060	7232	17	not	not	RB
37060	7232	18	accept	accept	VB
37060	7232	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7232	20	as	as	IN
37060	7232	21	a	a	DT
37060	7232	22	normal	normal	JJ
37060	7232	23	part	part	NN
37060	7232	24	of	of	IN
37060	7232	25	the	the	DT
37060	7232	26	life	life	NN
37060	7232	27	cycle	cycle	NN
37060	7232	28	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7232	29	.	.	.
37060	7233	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7233	2	hope	hope	VBP
37060	7233	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7233	4	mind	mind	NN
37060	7233	5	can	can	MD
37060	7233	6	now	now	RB
37060	7233	7	relax	relax	VB
37060	7233	8	...	...	.
37060	7234	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7234	2	have	have	VBP
37060	7234	3	twice	twice	RB
37060	7234	4	today	today	NN
37060	7234	5	relieved	relieve	VBD
37060	7234	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7234	7	's	be	VBZ
37060	7234	8	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	7234	9	.	.	.
37060	7235	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7235	2	can	can	MD
37060	7235	3	now	now	RB
37060	7235	4	,	,	,
37060	7235	5	with	with	IN
37060	7235	6	luck	luck	NN
37060	7235	7	,	,	,
37060	7235	8	bid	bid	VBD
37060	7235	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7235	10	senses	sense	NNS
37060	7235	11	goodnight	goodnight	NNP
37060	7235	12	.	.	.
37060	7236	1	August	August	NNP
37060	7236	2	,	,	,
37060	7236	3	1983	1983	CD
37060	7236	4	...	...	:
37060	7236	5	Is	be	VBZ
37060	7236	6	there	there	EX
37060	7236	7	really	really	RB
37060	7236	8	any	any	DT
37060	7236	9	sense	sense	NN
37060	7236	10	to	to	IN
37060	7236	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7236	12	life	life	NN
37060	7236	13	anymore	anymore	RB
37060	7236	14	?	?	.
37060	7237	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	7237	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7237	3	hate	hate	VBP
37060	7237	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7237	5	life	life	NN
37060	7237	6	.	.	.
37060	7238	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7238	2	seem	seem	VBP
37060	7238	3	to	to	TO
37060	7238	4	be	be	VB
37060	7238	5	going	go	VBG
37060	7238	6	nowhere	nowhere	RB
37060	7238	7	...	...	.
37060	7238	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7238	9	pendulum	pendulum	NN
37060	7238	10	has	have	VBZ
37060	7238	11	come	come	VBN
37060	7238	12	to	to	IN
37060	7238	13	a	a	DT
37060	7238	14	slow	slow	JJ
37060	7238	15	stand	stand	NN
37060	7238	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	7238	17	still	still	RB
37060	7238	18	.	.	.
37060	7239	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7239	2	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	7239	3	that	that	IN
37060	7239	4	all	all	PDT
37060	7239	5	the	the	DT
37060	7239	6	progress	progress	NN
37060	7239	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7239	8	had	have	VBD
37060	7239	9	made	make	VBN
37060	7239	10	2	2	CD
37060	7239	11	years	year	NNS
37060	7239	12	ago	ago	RB
37060	7239	13	has	have	VBZ
37060	7239	14	left	leave	VBN
37060	7239	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7239	16	empty	empty	JJ
37060	7239	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	7239	18	handed	handed	JJ
37060	7239	19	and	and	CC
37060	7239	20	stripped	strip	VBN
37060	7239	21	once	once	RB
37060	7239	22	more	more	RBR
37060	7239	23	.	.	.
37060	7240	1	Selfworth	selfworth	NN
37060	7240	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7240	3	altogether	altogether	RB
37060	7240	4	laughable	laughable	JJ
37060	7240	5	in	in	IN
37060	7240	6	context	context	NN
37060	7240	7	with	with	IN
37060	7240	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7240	9	life	life	NN
37060	7240	10	.	.	.
37060	7241	1	What	what	WP
37060	7241	2	,	,	,
37060	7241	3	after	after	RB
37060	7241	4	all	all	RB
37060	7241	5	,	,	,
37060	7241	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	7241	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7241	8	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	7241	9	for	for	IN
37060	7241	10	being	be	VBG
37060	7241	11	here	here	RB
37060	7241	12	?	?	.
37060	7242	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7242	2	do	do	VBP
37060	7242	3	no	no	RB
37060	7242	4	more	more	RBR
37060	7242	5	than	than	IN
37060	7242	6	spend	spend	VB
37060	7242	7	other	other	JJ
37060	7242	8	's	's	POS
37060	7242	9	money	money	NN
37060	7242	10	,	,	,
37060	7242	11	take	take	VB
37060	7242	12	up	up	RP
37060	7242	13	space	space	NN
37060	7242	14	and	and	CC
37060	7242	15	burden	burden	VB
37060	7242	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7242	17	family	family	NN
37060	7242	18	with	with	IN
37060	7242	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7242	20	lack	lack	NN
37060	7242	21	of	of	IN
37060	7242	22	physical	physical	JJ
37060	7242	23	attributes	attribute	NNS
37060	7242	24	.	.	.
37060	7243	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7243	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7243	3	that	that	IN
37060	7243	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7243	5	could	could	MD
37060	7243	6	hold	hold	VB
37060	7243	7	no	no	DT
37060	7243	8	job	job	NN
37060	7243	9	.	.	.
37060	7244	1	.	.	.
37060	7245	1	.	.	.
37060	7246	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7246	2	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	7246	3	spend	spend	VBP
37060	7246	4	hours	hour	NNS
37060	7246	5	in	in	IN
37060	7246	6	one	one	CD
37060	7246	7	day	day	NN
37060	7246	8	running	run	VBG
37060	7246	9	to	to	IN
37060	7246	10	the	the	DT
37060	7246	11	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	7246	12	.	.	.
37060	7247	1	After	after	IN
37060	7247	2	eating	eat	VBG
37060	7247	3	,	,	,
37060	7247	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7247	5	always	always	RB
37060	7247	6	run	run	VBP
37060	7247	7	the	the	DT
37060	7247	8	risk	risk	NN
37060	7247	9	of	of	IN
37060	7247	10	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	7247	11	enormously	enormously	RB
37060	7247	12	nauseous	nauseous	JJ
37060	7247	13	for	for	IN
37060	7247	14	the	the	DT
37060	7247	15	duration	duration	NN
37060	7247	16	of	of	IN
37060	7247	17	several	several	JJ
37060	7247	18	hours	hour	NNS
37060	7247	19	.	.	.
37060	7248	1	And	and	CC
37060	7248	2	stamina	stamina	NN
37060	7248	3	?	?	.
37060	7249	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	7249	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7249	3	have	have	VBP
37060	7249	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7249	5	,	,	,
37060	7249	6	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	7249	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7249	8	do	do	VBP
37060	7249	9	n't	not	RB
37060	7249	10	.	.	.
37060	7250	1	Marriage	marriage	NN
37060	7250	2	?	?	.
37060	7251	1	Who	who	WP
37060	7251	2	and	and	CC
37060	7251	3	how	how	WRB
37060	7251	4	?	?	.
37060	7252	1	At	at	IN
37060	7252	2	times	time	NNS
37060	7252	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7252	4	can	can	MD
37060	7252	5	barely	barely	RB
37060	7252	6	take	take	VB
37060	7252	7	care	care	NN
37060	7252	8	of	of	IN
37060	7252	9	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7252	10	.	.	.
37060	7253	1	Kids	kid	NNS
37060	7253	2	would	would	MD
37060	7253	3	be	be	VB
37060	7253	4	unthinkable	unthinkable	JJ
37060	7253	5	,	,	,
37060	7253	6	for	for	IN
37060	7253	7	reasons	reason	NNS
37060	7253	8	of	of	IN
37060	7253	9	conception	conception	NN
37060	7253	10	as	as	RB
37060	7253	11	well	well	RB
37060	7253	12	as	as	IN
37060	7253	13	taking	take	VBG
37060	7253	14	good	good	JJ
37060	7253	15	care	care	NN
37060	7253	16	of	of	IN
37060	7253	17	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7253	18	.	.	.
37060	7254	1	What	what	WP
37060	7254	2	would	would	MD
37060	7254	3	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7254	4	do	do	VB
37060	7254	5	while	while	IN
37060	7254	6	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7254	7	were	be	VBD
37060	7254	8	afflicted	afflict	VBN
37060	7254	9	by	by	IN
37060	7254	10	runny	runny	NN
37060	7254	11	bowels	bowel	NNS
37060	7254	12	?	?	.
37060	7255	1	And	and	CC
37060	7255	2	as	as	RB
37060	7255	3	far	far	RB
37060	7255	4	as	as	IN
37060	7255	5	a	a	DT
37060	7255	6	husband	husband	NN
37060	7255	7	goes	go	VBZ
37060	7255	8	,	,	,
37060	7255	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7255	10	would	would	MD
37060	7255	11	n't	not	RB
37060	7255	12	exactly	exactly	RB
37060	7255	13	be	be	VB
37060	7255	14	getting	get	VBG
37060	7255	15	"	"	``
37060	7255	16	prime	prime	JJ
37060	7255	17	stuff	stuff	NN
37060	7255	18	.	.	.
37060	7255	19	"	"	''
37060	7256	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7256	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	7256	3	a	a	DT
37060	7256	4	sight	sight	NN
37060	7256	5	to	to	TO
37060	7256	6	look	look	VB
37060	7256	7	at	at	IN
37060	7256	8	...	...	:
37060	7256	9	the	the	DT
37060	7256	10	type	type	NN
37060	7256	11	of	of	IN
37060	7256	12	body	body	NN
37060	7256	13	that	that	WDT
37060	7256	14	deserves	deserve	VBZ
37060	7256	15	a	a	DT
37060	7256	16	full	full	JJ
37060	7256	17	wardrobe	wardrobe	NN
37060	7256	18	at	at	IN
37060	7256	19	all	all	DT
37060	7256	20	times	time	NNS
37060	7256	21	.	.	.
37060	7257	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7257	2	do	do	VBP
37060	7257	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7257	4	understand	understand	VB
37060	7257	5	why	why	WRB
37060	7257	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7257	7	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	7257	8	has	have	VBZ
37060	7257	9	to	to	TO
37060	7257	10	grow	grow	VB
37060	7257	11	so	so	RB
37060	7257	12	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	7257	13	.	.	.
37060	7258	1	Life	life	NN
37060	7258	2	can	can	MD
37060	7258	3	be	be	VB
37060	7258	4	such	such	PDT
37060	7258	5	a	a	DT
37060	7258	6	burden	burden	NN
37060	7258	7	.	.	.
37060	7259	1	Some	some	DT
37060	7259	2	days	day	NNS
37060	7259	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7259	4	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7259	5	as	as	IN
37060	7259	6	if	if	IN
37060	7259	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7259	8	've	have	VB
37060	7259	9	done	do	VBN
37060	7259	10	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	7259	11	except	except	IN
37060	7259	12	eat	eat	VB
37060	7259	13	,	,	,
37060	7259	14	sleep	sleep	VB
37060	7259	15	and	and	CC
37060	7259	16	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7259	17	sick	sick	JJ
37060	7259	18	.	.	.
37060	7260	1	And	and	CC
37060	7260	2	yet	yet	RB
37060	7260	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7260	4	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7260	5	guilty	guilty	JJ
37060	7260	6	for	for	IN
37060	7260	7	not	not	RB
37060	7260	8	"	"	``
37060	7260	9	pulling	pull	VBG
37060	7260	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7260	11	weight	weight	NN
37060	7260	12	.	.	.
37060	7260	13	"	"	''
37060	7261	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7261	2	do	do	VBP
37060	7261	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7261	4	want	want	VB
37060	7261	5	to	to	TO
37060	7261	6	be	be	VB
37060	7261	7	a	a	DT
37060	7261	8	chronic	chronic	JJ
37060	7261	9	complainer	complainer	NN
37060	7261	10	and	and	CC
37060	7261	11	ailing	ail	VBG
37060	7261	12	'	'	''
37060	7261	13	til	til	NNP
37060	7261	14	death	death	NN
37060	7261	15	bids	bid	NNS
37060	7261	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7261	17	depart	depart	NN
37060	7261	18	.	.	.
37060	7262	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7262	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7262	3	like	like	IN
37060	7262	4	a	a	DT
37060	7262	5	pussyfoot	pussyfoot	NN
37060	7262	6	.	.	.
37060	7263	1	.	.	.
37060	7264	1	.	.	.
37060	7265	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7265	2	need	need	VBP
37060	7265	3	ice	ice	NN
37060	7265	4	or	or	CC
37060	7265	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7265	6	'll	will	MD
37060	7265	7	overheat	overheat	VB
37060	7265	8	or	or	CC
37060	7265	9	sweat	sweat	VB
37060	7265	10	;	;	:
37060	7265	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7265	12	have	have	VBP
37060	7265	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7265	14	personal	personal	JJ
37060	7265	15	air	air	NN
37060	7265	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	7265	17	conditioner	conditioner	NN
37060	7265	18	so	so	IN
37060	7265	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7265	20	can	can	MD
37060	7265	21	survive	survive	VB
37060	7265	22	the	the	DT
37060	7265	23	summer	summer	NN
37060	7265	24	headache	headache	NN
37060	7265	25	free	free	JJ
37060	7265	26	.	.	.
37060	7266	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	7266	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7266	3	ca	can	MD
37060	7266	4	n't	not	RB
37060	7266	5	do	do	VB
37060	7266	6	much	much	JJ
37060	7266	7	in	in	IN
37060	7266	8	the	the	DT
37060	7266	9	physical	physical	JJ
37060	7266	10	sense	sense	NN
37060	7266	11	,	,	,
37060	7266	12	and	and	CC
37060	7266	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7266	14	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7266	15	as	as	IN
37060	7266	16	if	if	IN
37060	7266	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7266	18	body	body	NN
37060	7266	19	is	be	VBZ
37060	7266	20	going	go	VBG
37060	7266	21	to	to	IN
37060	7266	22	the	the	DT
37060	7266	23	dump	dump	NN
37060	7266	24	.	.	.
37060	7267	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7267	2	have	have	VBP
37060	7267	3	a	a	DT
37060	7267	4	whole	whole	JJ
37060	7267	5	sack	sack	NN
37060	7267	6	or	or	CC
37060	7267	7	two	two	CD
37060	7267	8	in	in	IN
37060	7267	9	the	the	DT
37060	7267	10	cubbyhole	cubbyhole	NN
37060	7267	11	filled	fill	VBN
37060	7267	12	with	with	IN
37060	7267	13	slacks	slack	NNS
37060	7267	14	and	and	CC
37060	7267	15	jeans	jean	NNS
37060	7267	16	that	that	IN
37060	7267	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7267	18	ego	ego	NN
37060	7267	19	will	will	MD
37060	7267	20	not	not	RB
37060	7267	21	allow	allow	VB
37060	7267	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7267	23	to	to	TO
37060	7267	24	throw	throw	VB
37060	7267	25	away	away	RB
37060	7267	26	.	.	.
37060	7268	1	False	false	JJ
37060	7268	2	hopes	hope	NNS
37060	7268	3	still	still	RB
37060	7268	4	contemplate	contemplate	VBP
37060	7268	5	"	"	``
37060	7268	6	recovery	recovery	NN
37060	7268	7	"	"	''
37060	7268	8	in	in	IN
37060	7268	9	a	a	DT
37060	7268	10	bland	bland	JJ
37060	7268	11	sort	sort	NN
37060	7268	12	of	of	IN
37060	7268	13	way	way	NN
37060	7268	14	.	.	.
37060	7269	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7269	2	suppose	suppose	VBP
37060	7269	3	with	with	IN
37060	7269	4	all	all	DT
37060	7269	5	sincerity	sincerity	NN
37060	7269	6	,	,	,
37060	7269	7	however	however	RB
37060	7269	8	,	,	,
37060	7269	9	that	that	IN
37060	7269	10	such	such	JJ
37060	7269	11	luck	luck	NN
37060	7269	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	7269	13	not	not	RB
37060	7269	14	to	to	TO
37060	7269	15	be	be	VB
37060	7269	16	mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7269	17	.	.	.
37060	7270	1	In	in	IN
37060	7270	2	all	all	DT
37060	7270	3	likelihood	likelihood	NN
37060	7270	4	,	,	,
37060	7270	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7270	6	'll	will	MD
37060	7270	7	live	live	VB
37060	7270	8	to	to	IN
37060	7270	9	a	a	DT
37060	7270	10	ripe	ripe	JJ
37060	7270	11	old	old	JJ
37060	7270	12	age	age	NN
37060	7270	13	carrying	carry	VBG
37060	7270	14	an	an	DT
37060	7270	15	overgrown	overgrown	JJ
37060	7270	16	watermelon	watermelon	NN
37060	7270	17	in	in	IN
37060	7270	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7270	19	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	7270	20	,	,	,
37060	7270	21	only	only	RB
37060	7270	22	to	to	TO
37060	7270	23	die	die	VB
37060	7270	24	by	by	IN
37060	7270	25	some	some	DT
37060	7270	26	freak	freak	NN
37060	7270	27	car	car	NN
37060	7270	28	accident	accident	NN
37060	7270	29	.	.	.
37060	7271	1	Dream	dream	VB
37060	7271	2	on	on	RP
37060	7271	3	,	,	,
37060	7271	4	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	7271	5	,	,	,
37060	7271	6	for	for	IN
37060	7271	7	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	7271	8	carry	carry	VBP
37060	7271	9	no	no	DT
37060	7271	10	malignancy	malignancy	NN
37060	7271	11	;	;	:
37060	7271	12	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	7271	13	can	can	MD
37060	7271	14	be	be	VB
37060	7271	15	kept	keep	VBN
37060	7271	16	alive	alive	JJ
37060	7271	17	or	or	CC
37060	7271	18	brought	bring	VBN
37060	7271	19	to	to	IN
37060	7271	20	nonexistence	nonexistence	NN
37060	7271	21	as	as	IN
37060	7271	22	the	the	DT
37060	7271	23	individual	individual	JJ
37060	7271	24	mind	mind	NN
37060	7271	25	sees	see	VBZ
37060	7271	26	fit	fit	JJ
37060	7271	27	.	.	.
37060	7272	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7272	2	can	can	MD
37060	7272	3	nurture	nurture	VB
37060	7272	4	or	or	CC
37060	7272	5	destroy	destroy	VB
37060	7272	6	the	the	DT
37060	7272	7	dreamer	dreamer	NN
37060	7272	8	simply	simply	RB
37060	7272	9	by	by	IN
37060	7272	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7272	11	own	own	JJ
37060	7272	12	desires	desire	NNS
37060	7272	13	.	.	.
37060	7273	1	Wisdom	wisdom	NN
37060	7273	2	comes	come	VBZ
37060	7273	3	to	to	IN
37060	7273	4	an	an	DT
37060	7273	5	abrupt	abrupt	JJ
37060	7273	6	halt	halt	NN
37060	7273	7	when	when	WRB
37060	7273	8	one	one	PRP
37060	7273	9	's	's	POS
37060	7273	10	ego	ego	JJ
37060	7273	11	considers	consider	VBZ
37060	7273	12	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7273	13	to	to	TO
37060	7273	14	be	be	VB
37060	7273	15	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	7273	16	wise	wise	JJ
37060	7273	17	.	.	.
37060	7274	1	The	the	DT
37060	7274	2	casual	casual	JJ
37060	7274	3	admittance	admittance	NN
37060	7274	4	of	of	IN
37060	7274	5	one	one	PRP
37060	7274	6	's	's	POS
37060	7274	7	own	own	JJ
37060	7274	8	ignorance	ignorance	NN
37060	7274	9	,	,	,
37060	7274	10	however	however	RB
37060	7274	11	,	,	,
37060	7274	12	carries	carry	VBZ
37060	7274	13	the	the	DT
37060	7274	14	implications	implication	NNS
37060	7274	15	of	of	IN
37060	7274	16	true	true	JJ
37060	7274	17	wisdom	wisdom	NN
37060	7274	18	and	and	CC
37060	7274	19	intelligence	intelligence	NN
37060	7274	20	.	.	.
37060	7275	1	Nor	nor	CC
37060	7275	2	do	do	VBP
37060	7275	3	the	the	DT
37060	7275	4	wise	wise	JJ
37060	7275	5	mock	mock	NN
37060	7275	6	the	the	DT
37060	7275	7	ignorant	ignorant	JJ
37060	7275	8	,	,	,
37060	7275	9	for	for	IN
37060	7275	10	wisdom	wisdom	NN
37060	7275	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	7275	12	a	a	DT
37060	7275	13	learned	learn	VBN
37060	7275	14	state	state	NN
37060	7275	15	,	,	,
37060	7275	16	forever	forever	RB
37060	7275	17	questioning	question	VBG
37060	7275	18	and	and	CC
37060	7275	19	forever	forever	RB
37060	7275	20	growing	grow	VBG
37060	7275	21	.	.	.
37060	7276	1	The	the	DT
37060	7276	2	wisest	wise	JJS
37060	7276	3	of	of	IN
37060	7276	4	all	all	DT
37060	7276	5	human	human	JJ
37060	7276	6	beings	being	NNS
37060	7276	7	initially	initially	RB
37060	7276	8	possessed	possess	VBD
37060	7276	9	a	a	DT
37060	7276	10	child	child	NN
37060	7276	11	's	's	POS
37060	7276	12	mind	mind	NN
37060	7276	13	.	.	.
37060	7277	1	How	how	WRB
37060	7277	2	happy	happy	JJ
37060	7277	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7277	4	am	be	VBP
37060	7277	5	that	that	IN
37060	7277	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7277	7	do	do	VBP
37060	7277	8	not	not	RB
37060	7277	9	feel	feel	VB
37060	7277	10	compelled	compel	VBN
37060	7277	11	to	to	TO
37060	7277	12	uphold	uphold	VB
37060	7277	13	an	an	DT
37060	7277	14	image	image	NN
37060	7277	15	of	of	IN
37060	7277	16	a	a	DT
37060	7277	17	person	person	NN
37060	7277	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7277	19	desire	desire	VBP
37060	7277	20	to	to	TO
37060	7277	21	be	be	VB
37060	7277	22	.	.	.
37060	7278	1	Life	life	NN
37060	7278	2	,	,	,
37060	7278	3	already	already	RB
37060	7278	4	appreciably	appreciably	RB
37060	7278	5	complicated	complicated	JJ
37060	7278	6	,	,	,
37060	7278	7	need	nee	MD
37060	7278	8	not	not	RB
37060	7278	9	also	also	RB
37060	7278	10	pressure	pressure	VB
37060	7278	11	one	one	CD
37060	7278	12	to	to	TO
37060	7278	13	act	act	VB
37060	7278	14	out	out	RP
37060	7278	15	the	the	DT
37060	7278	16	role	role	NN
37060	7278	17	of	of	IN
37060	7278	18	a	a	DT
37060	7278	19	personage	personage	NN
37060	7278	20	whose	whose	WP$
37060	7278	21	standards	standard	NNS
37060	7278	22	are	be	VBP
37060	7278	23	determined	determine	VBN
37060	7278	24	by	by	IN
37060	7278	25	a	a	DT
37060	7278	26	certain	certain	JJ
37060	7278	27	group	group	NN
37060	7278	28	in	in	IN
37060	7278	29	society	society	NN
37060	7278	30	.	.	.
37060	7279	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7279	2	find	find	VBP
37060	7279	3	utter	utter	JJ
37060	7279	4	humor	humor	NN
37060	7279	5	in	in	IN
37060	7279	6	watching	watch	VBG
37060	7279	7	the	the	DT
37060	7279	8	"	"	``
37060	7279	9	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	7279	10	"	"	''
37060	7279	11	actions	action	NNS
37060	7279	12	of	of	IN
37060	7279	13	certain	certain	JJ
37060	7279	14	people	people	NNS
37060	7279	15	,	,	,
37060	7279	16	such	such	JJ
37060	7279	17	as	as	IN
37060	7279	18	businessmen	businessman	NNS
37060	7279	19	in	in	IN
37060	7279	20	suited	suited	JJ
37060	7279	21	attire	attire	NN
37060	7279	22	and	and	CC
37060	7279	23	professors	professor	NNS
37060	7279	24	with	with	IN
37060	7279	25	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7279	26	obligatory	obligatory	JJ
37060	7279	27	beards	beard	NNS
37060	7279	28	and	and	CC
37060	7279	29	pipes	pipe	NNS
37060	7279	30	.	.	.
37060	7280	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7280	2	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	7280	3	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	7280	4	if	if	IN
37060	7280	5	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7280	6	would	would	MD
37060	7280	7	continue	continue	VB
37060	7280	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7280	9	hopeless	hopeless	JJ
37060	7280	10	charade	charade	NN
37060	7280	11	if	if	IN
37060	7280	12	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7280	13	knew	know	VBD
37060	7280	14	how	how	WRB
37060	7280	15	comical	comical	JJ
37060	7280	16	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7280	17	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	7280	18	to	to	IN
37060	7280	19	an	an	DT
37060	7280	20	impartial	impartial	JJ
37060	7280	21	onlooker	onlooker	NN
37060	7280	22	.	.	.
37060	7281	1	Even	even	RB
37060	7281	2	as	as	IN
37060	7281	3	a	a	DT
37060	7281	4	child	child	NN
37060	7281	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7281	6	found	find	VBD
37060	7281	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7281	8	horribly	horribly	RB
37060	7281	9	ridiculous	ridiculous	JJ
37060	7281	10	to	to	TO
37060	7281	11	do	do	VB
37060	7281	12	things	thing	NNS
37060	7281	13	solely	solely	RB
37060	7281	14	to	to	TO
37060	7281	15	please	please	VB
37060	7281	16	others	other	NNS
37060	7281	17	.	.	.
37060	7282	1	The	the	DT
37060	7282	2	"	"	``
37060	7282	3	others	other	NNS
37060	7282	4	,	,	,
37060	7282	5	"	"	''
37060	7282	6	as	as	IN
37060	7282	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7282	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	7282	9	,	,	,
37060	7282	10	could	could	MD
37060	7282	11	care	care	VB
37060	7282	12	less	less	RBR
37060	7282	13	for	for	IN
37060	7282	14	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7282	15	as	as	IN
37060	7282	16	an	an	DT
37060	7282	17	individual	individual	NN
37060	7282	18	anyway	anyway	RB
37060	7282	19	.	.	.
37060	7283	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7283	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7283	3	as	as	IN
37060	7283	4	if	if	IN
37060	7283	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7283	6	was	be	VBD
37060	7283	7	not	not	RB
37060	7283	8	only	only	RB
37060	7283	9	cheating	cheat	VBG
37060	7283	10	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7283	11	,	,	,
37060	7283	12	but	but	CC
37060	7283	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7283	14	true	true	JJ
37060	7283	15	friends	friend	NNS
37060	7283	16	also	also	RB
37060	7283	17	,	,	,
37060	7283	18	if	if	IN
37060	7283	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7283	20	was	be	VBD
37060	7283	21	any	any	RB
37060	7283	22	less	less	JJR
37060	7283	23	than	than	IN
37060	7283	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7283	25	true	true	JJ
37060	7283	26	self	self	NN
37060	7283	27	.	.	.
37060	7284	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7284	2	remember	remember	VBP
37060	7284	3	observing	observe	VBG
37060	7284	4	in	in	IN
37060	7284	5	agitated	agitated	JJ
37060	7284	6	silence	silence	NN
37060	7284	7	as	as	IN
37060	7284	8	fellow	fellow	JJ
37060	7284	9	students	student	NNS
37060	7284	10	would	would	MD
37060	7284	11	deliberately	deliberately	RB
37060	7284	12	trod	trod	VB
37060	7284	13	on	on	IN
37060	7284	14	the	the	DT
37060	7284	15	less	less	RBR
37060	7284	16	popular	popular	JJ
37060	7284	17	children	child	NNS
37060	7284	18	to	to	TO
37060	7284	19	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	7284	20	augment	augment	VB
37060	7284	21	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7284	22	low	low	JJ
37060	7284	23	sense	sense	NN
37060	7284	24	of	of	IN
37060	7284	25	esteem	esteem	NN
37060	7284	26	.	.	.
37060	7285	1	Though	though	IN
37060	7285	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7285	3	was	be	VBD
37060	7285	4	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	7285	5	bothered	bother	VBN
37060	7285	6	by	by	IN
37060	7285	7	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7285	8	childish	childish	JJ
37060	7285	9	mockery	mockery	NN
37060	7285	10	,	,	,
37060	7285	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7285	12	pitied	pity	VBD
37060	7285	13	the	the	DT
37060	7285	14	hapless	hapless	JJ
37060	7285	15	recipients	recipient	NNS
37060	7285	16	of	of	IN
37060	7285	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7285	18	relentless	relentless	JJ
37060	7285	19	derision	derision	NN
37060	7285	20	and	and	CC
37060	7285	21	marveled	marvel	VBD
37060	7285	22	at	at	IN
37060	7285	23	the	the	DT
37060	7285	24	insensitive	insensitive	JJ
37060	7285	25	cruelty	cruelty	NN
37060	7285	26	of	of	IN
37060	7285	27	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7285	28	incessant	incessant	JJ
37060	7285	29	gestures	gesture	NNS
37060	7285	30	and	and	CC
37060	7285	31	remarks	remark	NNS
37060	7285	32	.	.	.
37060	7286	1	This	this	DT
37060	7286	2	,	,	,
37060	7286	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7286	4	suppose	suppose	VBP
37060	7286	5	,	,	,
37060	7286	6	led	lead	VBD
37060	7286	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7286	8	to	to	TO
37060	7286	9	believe	believe	VB
37060	7286	10	that	that	DT
37060	7286	11	man	man	NN
37060	7286	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	7286	13	not	not	RB
37060	7286	14	intrinsically	intrinsically	RB
37060	7286	15	good	good	JJ
37060	7286	16	,	,	,
37060	7286	17	and	and	CC
37060	7286	18	that	that	IN
37060	7286	19	goodness	goodness	NN
37060	7286	20	is	be	VBZ
37060	7286	21	learned	learn	VBN
37060	7286	22	only	only	RB
37060	7286	23	as	as	IN
37060	7286	24	the	the	DT
37060	7286	25	result	result	NN
37060	7286	26	of	of	IN
37060	7286	27	the	the	DT
37060	7286	28	societal	societal	JJ
37060	7286	29	necessity	necessity	NN
37060	7286	30	to	to	TO
37060	7286	31	survive	survive	VB
37060	7286	32	.	.	.
37060	7287	1	If	if	IN
37060	7287	2	not	not	RB
37060	7287	3	for	for	IN
37060	7287	4	this	this	DT
37060	7287	5	stark	stark	JJ
37060	7287	6	realization	realization	NN
37060	7287	7	,	,	,
37060	7287	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7287	9	truly	truly	RB
37060	7287	10	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	7287	11	what	what	WP
37060	7287	12	would	would	MD
37060	7287	13	become	become	VB
37060	7287	14	of	of	IN
37060	7287	15	man	man	NN
37060	7287	16	as	as	IN
37060	7287	17	a	a	DT
37060	7287	18	whole	whole	NN
37060	7287	19	.	.	.
37060	7288	1	Would	Would	MD
37060	7288	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7288	3	be	be	VB
37060	7288	4	reduced	reduce	VBN
37060	7288	5	to	to	IN
37060	7288	6	canine	canine	NN
37060	7288	7	barbarism	barbarism	NN
37060	7288	8	or	or	CC
37060	7288	9	would	would	MD
37060	7288	10	there	there	EX
37060	7288	11	still	still	RB
37060	7288	12	be	be	VB
37060	7288	13	certain	certain	JJ
37060	7288	14	bands	band	NNS
37060	7288	15	of	of	IN
37060	7288	16	people	people	NNS
37060	7288	17	who	who	WP
37060	7288	18	would	would	MD
37060	7288	19	break	break	VB
37060	7288	20	from	from	IN
37060	7288	21	this	this	DT
37060	7288	22	sheerly	sheerly	RB
37060	7288	23	animalistic	animalistic	JJ
37060	7288	24	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	7288	25	to	to	TO
37060	7288	26	nurture	nurture	VB
37060	7288	27	a	a	DT
37060	7288	28	livable	livable	JJ
37060	7288	29	form	form	NN
37060	7288	30	of	of	IN
37060	7288	31	existence	existence	NN
37060	7288	32	,	,	,
37060	7288	33	complete	complete	JJ
37060	7288	34	with	with	IN
37060	7288	35	an	an	DT
37060	7288	36	intricate	intricate	JJ
37060	7288	37	set	set	NN
37060	7288	38	of	of	IN
37060	7288	39	moral	moral	JJ
37060	7288	40	ethics	ethic	NNS
37060	7288	41	?	?	.
37060	7289	1	As	as	IN
37060	7289	2	seen	see	VBN
37060	7289	3	in	in	IN
37060	7289	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7289	5	entries	entry	NNS
37060	7289	6	following	follow	VBG
37060	7289	7	the	the	DT
37060	7289	8	Grecian	grecian	JJ
37060	7289	9	trip	trip	NN
37060	7289	10	,	,	,
37060	7289	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7289	12	became	become	VBD
37060	7289	13	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	7289	14	and	and	CC
37060	7289	15	frustrated	frustrated	JJ
37060	7289	16	as	as	IN
37060	7289	17	a	a	DT
37060	7289	18	rejoinder	rejoinder	NN
37060	7289	19	to	to	IN
37060	7289	20	the	the	DT
37060	7289	21	special	special	JJ
37060	7289	22	diet	diet	NN
37060	7289	23	.	.	.
37060	7290	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7290	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7290	3	constrained	constrain	VBN
37060	7290	4	by	by	IN
37060	7290	5	hope	hope	NN
37060	7290	6	,	,	,
37060	7290	7	not	not	RB
37060	7290	8	freed	free	VBN
37060	7290	9	by	by	IN
37060	7290	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7290	11	,	,	,
37060	7290	12	and	and	CC
37060	7290	13	was	be	VBD
37060	7290	14	deeply	deeply	RB
37060	7290	15	relieved	relieve	VBN
37060	7290	16	when	when	WRB
37060	7290	17	six	six	CD
37060	7290	18	months	month	NNS
37060	7290	19	had	have	VBD
37060	7290	20	passed	pass	VBN
37060	7290	21	,	,	,
37060	7290	22	for	for	IN
37060	7290	23	then	then	RB
37060	7290	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7290	25	was	be	VBD
37060	7290	26	able	able	JJ
37060	7290	27	to	to	TO
37060	7290	28	return	return	VB
37060	7290	29	to	to	IN
37060	7290	30	what	what	WP
37060	7290	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7290	32	had	have	VBD
37060	7290	33	come	come	VBN
37060	7290	34	to	to	TO
37060	7290	35	know	know	VB
37060	7290	36	as	as	IN
37060	7290	37	"	"	``
37060	7290	38	normal	normal	JJ
37060	7290	39	.	.	.
37060	7290	40	"	"	''
37060	7291	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7291	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7291	3	obvious	obvious	JJ
37060	7291	4	that	that	IN
37060	7291	5	the	the	DT
37060	7291	6	Greek	greek	JJ
37060	7291	7	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	7291	8	had	have	VBD
37060	7291	9	done	do	VBN
37060	7291	10	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	7291	11	to	to	TO
37060	7291	12	cure	cure	VB
37060	7291	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7291	14	ailment	ailment	NN
37060	7291	15	,	,	,
37060	7291	16	for	for	IN
37060	7291	17	the	the	DT
37060	7291	18	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	7291	19	continued	continue	VBD
37060	7291	20	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7291	21	growth	growth	NN
37060	7291	22	,	,	,
37060	7291	23	manifested	manifest	VBN
37060	7291	24	in	in	IN
37060	7291	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7291	26	shrinking	shrinking	NN
37060	7291	27	wardrobe	wardrobe	NN
37060	7291	28	vs.	vs.	FW
37060	7291	29	an	an	DT
37060	7291	30	increasing	increase	VBG
37060	7291	31	waistline	waistline	NN
37060	7291	32	.	.	.
37060	7292	1	Because	because	IN
37060	7292	2	the	the	DT
37060	7292	3	waiting	waiting	NN
37060	7292	4	was	be	VBD
37060	7292	5	over	over	RB
37060	7292	6	,	,	,
37060	7292	7	there	there	EX
37060	7292	8	was	be	VBD
37060	7292	9	no	no	DT
37060	7292	10	need	need	NN
37060	7292	11	to	to	TO
37060	7292	12	spend	spend	VB
37060	7292	13	more	more	JJR
37060	7292	14	of	of	IN
37060	7292	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7292	16	precious	precious	JJ
37060	7292	17	time	time	NN
37060	7292	18	engaged	engage	VBN
37060	7292	19	in	in	IN
37060	7292	20	obligatory	obligatory	JJ
37060	7292	21	hope	hope	NN
37060	7292	22	.	.	.
37060	7293	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7293	2	would	would	MD
37060	7293	3	forge	forge	VB
37060	7293	4	onward	onward	RB
37060	7293	5	.	.	.
37060	7294	1	.	.	.
37060	7295	1	.	.	.
37060	7296	1	and	and	CC
37060	7296	2	forget	forget	VB
37060	7296	3	the	the	DT
37060	7296	4	cures	cure	NNS
37060	7296	5	.	.	.
37060	7297	1	If	if	IN
37060	7297	2	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	7297	3	else	else	RB
37060	7297	4	,	,	,
37060	7297	5	the	the	DT
37060	7297	6	Greek	greek	JJ
37060	7297	7	diet	diet	NN
37060	7297	8	developed	develop	VBD
37060	7297	9	an	an	DT
37060	7297	10	interest	interest	NN
37060	7297	11	in	in	IN
37060	7297	12	food	food	NN
37060	7297	13	and	and	CC
37060	7297	14	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7297	15	preparation	preparation	NN
37060	7297	16	.	.	.
37060	7298	1	Indeed	indeed	RB
37060	7298	2	,	,	,
37060	7298	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7298	4	was	be	VBD
37060	7298	5	so	so	RB
37060	7298	6	obsessed	obsessed	JJ
37060	7298	7	with	with	IN
37060	7298	8	food	food	NN
37060	7298	9	that	that	WDT
37060	7298	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7298	11	was	be	VBD
37060	7298	12	plagued	plague	VBN
37060	7298	13	by	by	IN
37060	7298	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7298	15	;	;	:
37060	7298	16	if	if	IN
37060	7298	17	a	a	DT
37060	7298	18	diet	diet	NN
37060	7298	19	is	be	VBZ
37060	7298	20	so	so	RB
37060	7298	21	rigorous	rigorous	JJ
37060	7298	22	that	that	IN
37060	7298	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7298	24	demands	demand	VBZ
37060	7298	25	constant	constant	JJ
37060	7298	26	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	7298	27	to	to	TO
37060	7298	28	succeed	succeed	VB
37060	7298	29	,	,	,
37060	7298	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7298	31	believe	believe	VBP
37060	7298	32	that	that	IN
37060	7298	33	success	success	NN
37060	7298	34	is	be	VBZ
37060	7298	35	far	far	RB
37060	7298	36	more	more	RBR
37060	7298	37	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	7298	38	to	to	TO
37060	7298	39	attain	attain	VB
37060	7298	40	.	.	.
37060	7299	1	Throughout	throughout	IN
37060	7299	2	the	the	DT
37060	7299	3	weeks	week	NNS
37060	7299	4	of	of	IN
37060	7299	5	the	the	DT
37060	7299	6	diet	diet	NN
37060	7299	7	,	,	,
37060	7299	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7299	9	baked	bake	VBD
37060	7299	10	with	with	IN
37060	7299	11	incomparable	incomparable	JJ
37060	7299	12	zest	zest	NN
37060	7299	13	and	and	CC
37060	7299	14	learned	learn	VBD
37060	7299	15	a	a	DT
37060	7299	16	wealth	wealth	NN
37060	7299	17	of	of	IN
37060	7299	18	information	information	NN
37060	7299	19	about	about	IN
37060	7299	20	cooking	cooking	NN
37060	7299	21	.	.	.
37060	7300	1	Bread	bread	NN
37060	7300	2	baking	baking	NN
37060	7300	3	was	be	VBD
37060	7300	4	edible	edible	JJ
37060	7300	5	chemistry	chemistry	NN
37060	7300	6	;	;	:
37060	7300	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7300	8	became	become	VBD
37060	7300	9	easy	easy	JJ
37060	7300	10	to	to	TO
37060	7300	11	respect	respect	VB
37060	7300	12	chefs	chef	NNS
37060	7300	13	and	and	CC
37060	7300	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7300	15	tempting	tempting	JJ
37060	7300	16	creations	creation	NNS
37060	7300	17	as	as	IN
37060	7300	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7300	19	paged	page	VBD
37060	7300	20	through	through	IN
37060	7300	21	cookbooks	cookbook	NNS
37060	7300	22	.	.	.
37060	7301	1	In	in	IN
37060	7301	2	no	no	DT
37060	7301	3	time	time	NN
37060	7301	4	at	at	RB
37060	7301	5	all	all	RB
37060	7301	6	,	,	,
37060	7301	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7301	8	had	have	VBD
37060	7301	9	a	a	DT
37060	7301	10	hobby	hobby	NN
37060	7301	11	which	which	WDT
37060	7301	12	extended	extend	VBN
37060	7301	13	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	7301	14	the	the	DT
37060	7301	15	need	need	NN
37060	7301	16	to	to	TO
37060	7301	17	make	make	VB
37060	7301	18	natural	natural	JJ
37060	7301	19	food	food	NN
37060	7301	20	as	as	IN
37060	7301	21	specified	specify	VBN
37060	7301	22	by	by	IN
37060	7301	23	the	the	DT
37060	7301	24	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	7301	25	.	.	.
37060	7302	1	One	one	CD
37060	7302	2	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	7302	3	irregular	irregular	JJ
37060	7302	4	recipe	recipe	NN
37060	7302	5	came	come	VBD
37060	7302	6	to	to	IN
37060	7302	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7302	8	through	through	IN
37060	7302	9	a	a	DT
37060	7302	10	book	book	NN
37060	7302	11	by	by	IN
37060	7302	12	Euell	Euell	NNP
37060	7302	13	Gibbons	Gibbons	NNPS
37060	7302	14	;	;	:
37060	7302	15	Violet	Violet	NNP
37060	7302	16	Jelly	Jelly	NNP
37060	7302	17	.	.	.
37060	7303	1	Yes	yes	UH
37060	7303	2	,	,	,
37060	7303	3	flower	flower	NN
37060	7303	4	preserves	preserve	NNS
37060	7303	5	.	.	.
37060	7304	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7304	2	'll	will	MD
37060	7304	3	never	never	RB
37060	7304	4	forget	forget	VB
37060	7304	5	the	the	DT
37060	7304	6	day	day	NN
37060	7304	7	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7304	8	and	and	CC
37060	7304	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7304	10	went	go	VBD
37060	7304	11	to	to	IN
37060	7304	12	the	the	DT
37060	7304	13	park	park	NN
37060	7304	14	and	and	CC
37060	7304	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7304	16	picked	pick	VBD
37060	7304	17	a	a	DT
37060	7304	18	quart	quart	NN
37060	7304	19	of	of	IN
37060	7304	20	violet	violet	NN
37060	7304	21	blossoms	blossom	NNS
37060	7304	22	.	.	.
37060	7305	1	To	to	TO
37060	7305	2	be	be	VB
37060	7305	3	honest	honest	JJ
37060	7305	4	,	,	,
37060	7305	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7305	6	tried	try	VBD
37060	7305	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7305	8	to	to	TO
37060	7305	9	see	see	VB
37060	7305	10	for	for	IN
37060	7305	11	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7305	12	whether	whether	IN
37060	7305	13	the	the	DT
37060	7305	14	jelly	jelly	NN
37060	7305	15	was	be	VBD
37060	7305	16	as	as	RB
37060	7305	17	exquisite	exquisite	JJ
37060	7305	18	as	as	IN
37060	7305	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7305	20	claimed	claim	VBD
37060	7305	21	.	.	.
37060	7306	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7306	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7306	3	a	a	DT
37060	7306	4	lovely	lovely	JJ
37060	7306	5	lavender	lavender	NN
37060	7306	6	flavored	flavor	VBN
37060	7306	7	ever	ever	RB
37060	7306	8	so	so	RB
37060	7306	9	delicately	delicately	RB
37060	7306	10	.	.	.
37060	7307	1	.	.	.
37060	7308	1	.	.	.
37060	7309	1	and	and	CC
37060	7309	2	not	not	RB
37060	7309	3	objectionable	objectionable	JJ
37060	7309	4	to	to	IN
37060	7309	5	the	the	DT
37060	7309	6	palate	palate	NN
37060	7309	7	.	.	.
37060	7310	1	Baking	Baking	NNP
37060	7310	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7310	3	not	not	RB
37060	7310	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7310	5	sole	sole	JJ
37060	7310	6	enjoyment	enjoyment	NN
37060	7310	7	,	,	,
37060	7310	8	of	of	IN
37060	7310	9	course	course	NN
37060	7310	10	.	.	.
37060	7311	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7311	2	loved	love	VBD
37060	7311	3	to	to	IN
37060	7311	4	photograph	photograph	VB
37060	7311	5	wildlife	wildlife	NN
37060	7311	6	and	and	CC
37060	7311	7	create	create	VB
37060	7311	8	still	still	RB
37060	7311	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	7311	10	life	life	NN
37060	7311	11	compositions	composition	NNS
37060	7311	12	.	.	.
37060	7312	1	.	.	.
37060	7313	1	.	.	.
37060	7314	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7314	2	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	7314	3	dining	dine	VBG
37060	7314	4	out	out	RP
37060	7314	5	and	and	CC
37060	7314	6	traveling	travel	VBG
37060	7314	7	to	to	IN
37060	7314	8	places	place	NNS
37060	7314	9	both	both	CC
37060	7314	10	foreign	foreign	JJ
37060	7314	11	and	and	CC
37060	7314	12	familiar	familiar	JJ
37060	7314	13	.	.	.
37060	7315	1	.	.	.
37060	7316	1	.	.	.
37060	7317	1	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	7317	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7317	3	always	always	RB
37060	7317	4	a	a	DT
37060	7317	5	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	7317	6	,	,	,
37060	7317	7	with	with	IN
37060	7317	8	or	or	CC
37060	7317	9	without	without	IN
37060	7317	10	money	money	NN
37060	7317	11	...	...	NFP
37060	7317	12	and	and	CC
37060	7317	13	the	the	DT
37060	7317	14	library	library	NN
37060	7317	15	,	,	,
37060	7317	16	with	with	IN
37060	7317	17	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7317	18	hint	hint	NN
37060	7317	19	of	of	IN
37060	7317	20	musty	musty	JJ
37060	7317	21	volumes	volume	NNS
37060	7317	22	and	and	CC
37060	7317	23	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	7317	24	dignity	dignity	NN
37060	7317	25	,	,	,
37060	7317	26	was	be	VBD
37060	7317	27	also	also	RB
37060	7317	28	a	a	DT
37060	7317	29	favorite	favorite	JJ
37060	7317	30	haunt	haunt	NN
37060	7317	31	.	.	.
37060	7318	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7318	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7318	3	easy	easy	JJ
37060	7318	4	to	to	TO
37060	7318	5	be	be	VB
37060	7318	6	interested	interested	JJ
37060	7318	7	in	in	IN
37060	7318	8	many	many	JJ
37060	7318	9	things	thing	NNS
37060	7318	10	,	,	,
37060	7318	11	despite	despite	IN
37060	7318	12	the	the	DT
37060	7318	13	fact	fact	NN
37060	7318	14	that	that	IN
37060	7318	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7318	16	plans	plan	NNS
37060	7318	17	often	often	RB
37060	7318	18	failed	fail	VBD
37060	7318	19	to	to	TO
37060	7318	20	cooperate	cooperate	VB
37060	7318	21	with	with	IN
37060	7318	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7318	23	bodily	bodily	JJ
37060	7318	24	functions	function	NNS
37060	7318	25	.	.	.
37060	7319	1	August	August	NNP
37060	7319	2	29	29	CD
37060	7319	3	,	,	,
37060	7319	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7319	5	...	...	.
37060	7320	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7320	2	have	have	VBP
37060	7320	3	spent	spend	VBN
37060	7320	4	a	a	DT
37060	7320	5	good	good	JJ
37060	7320	6	deal	deal	NN
37060	7320	7	of	of	IN
37060	7320	8	time	time	NN
37060	7320	9	tonight	tonight	NN
37060	7320	10	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	7320	11	sick	sick	JJ
37060	7320	12	.	.	.
37060	7321	1	For	for	IN
37060	7321	2	a	a	DT
37060	7321	3	while	while	NN
37060	7321	4	there	there	RB
37060	7321	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7321	6	was	be	VBD
37060	7321	7	really	really	RB
37060	7321	8	beginning	begin	VBG
37060	7321	9	to	to	TO
37060	7321	10	wonder	wonder	VB
37060	7321	11	if	if	IN
37060	7321	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7321	13	Nutregrain	Nutregrain	NNP
37060	7321	14	would	would	MD
37060	7321	15	make	make	VB
37060	7321	16	a	a	DT
37060	7321	17	debut	debut	NN
37060	7321	18	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	7321	19	in	in	IN
37060	7321	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7321	21	clean	clean	JJ
37060	7321	22	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	7321	23	bowl	bowl	NN
37060	7321	24	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7321	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7321	26	did	do	VBD
37060	7321	27	n't	not	RB
37060	7321	28	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7321	29	so	so	RB
37060	7321	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7321	31	will	will	MD
37060	7321	32	leave	leave	VB
37060	7321	33	further	further	JJ
37060	7321	34	writing	writing	NN
37060	7321	35	for	for	IN
37060	7321	36	tomorrow	tomorrow	NN
37060	7321	37	.	.	.
37060	7322	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7322	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7322	3	now	now	RB
37060	7322	4	1:00	1:00	CD
37060	7322	5	A.M.	A.M.	NNP
37060	7323	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7323	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7323	3	used	use	VBN
37060	7323	4	to	to	IN
37060	7323	5	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	7323	6	sick	sick	JJ
37060	7323	7	.	.	.
37060	7324	1	Actually	actually	RB
37060	7324	2	,	,	,
37060	7324	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7324	4	had	have	VBD
37060	7324	5	forgotten	forget	VBN
37060	7324	6	what	what	WP
37060	7324	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7324	8	was	be	VBD
37060	7324	9	like	like	UH
37060	7324	10	to	to	TO
37060	7324	11	experience	experience	VB
37060	7324	12	true	true	JJ
37060	7324	13	health	health	NN
37060	7324	14	;	;	:
37060	7324	15	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	7324	16	and	and	CC
37060	7324	17	intestinal	intestinal	JJ
37060	7324	18	difficulties	difficulty	NNS
37060	7324	19	had	have	VBD
37060	7324	20	become	become	VBN
37060	7324	21	a	a	DT
37060	7324	22	way	way	NN
37060	7324	23	of	of	IN
37060	7324	24	life	life	NN
37060	7324	25	.	.	.
37060	7325	1	As	as	IN
37060	7325	2	time	time	NN
37060	7325	3	passed	pass	VBD
37060	7325	4	,	,	,
37060	7325	5	however	however	RB
37060	7325	6	,	,	,
37060	7325	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7325	8	could	could	MD
37060	7325	9	not	not	RB
37060	7325	10	deny	deny	VB
37060	7325	11	the	the	DT
37060	7325	12	damage	damage	NN
37060	7325	13	that	that	WDT
37060	7325	14	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	7325	15	progressively	progressively	RB
37060	7325	16	wrought	work	VBD
37060	7325	17	upon	upon	IN
37060	7325	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7325	19	strength	strength	NN
37060	7325	20	and	and	CC
37060	7325	21	general	general	JJ
37060	7325	22	capabilities	capability	NNS
37060	7325	23	.	.	.
37060	7326	1	Daily	Daily	NNP
37060	7326	2	walks	walk	NNS
37060	7326	3	ceased	cease	VBN
37060	7326	4	after	after	IN
37060	7326	5	bowel	bowel	NN
37060	7326	6	complications	complication	NNS
37060	7326	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7326	8	i.e.	i.e.	FW
37060	7326	9	,	,	,
37060	7326	10	the	the	DT
37060	7326	11	immediate	immediate	JJ
37060	7326	12	need	need	NN
37060	7326	13	for	for	IN
37060	7326	14	a	a	DT
37060	7326	15	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	7326	16	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7326	17	over	over	RB
37060	7326	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	7326	19	shadowed	shadow	VBD
37060	7326	20	the	the	DT
37060	7326	21	enjoyment	enjoyment	NN
37060	7326	22	of	of	IN
37060	7326	23	the	the	DT
37060	7326	24	walk	walk	NN
37060	7326	25	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7326	26	.	.	.
37060	7327	1	Stress	stress	NN
37060	7327	2	due	due	JJ
37060	7327	3	to	to	IN
37060	7327	4	heat	heat	NN
37060	7327	5	was	be	VBD
37060	7327	6	also	also	RB
37060	7327	7	a	a	DT
37060	7327	8	great	great	JJ
37060	7327	9	enemy	enemy	NN
37060	7327	10	that	that	WDT
37060	7327	11	followed	follow	VBD
37060	7327	12	and	and	CC
37060	7327	13	preceded	precede	VBD
37060	7327	14	every	every	DT
37060	7327	15	outing	outing	NN
37060	7327	16	or	or	CC
37060	7327	17	event	event	NN
37060	7327	18	,	,	,
37060	7327	19	and	and	CC
37060	7327	20	between	between	IN
37060	7327	21	the	the	DT
37060	7327	22	two	two	CD
37060	7327	23	impairments	impairment	NNS
37060	7327	24	,	,	,
37060	7327	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7327	26	grew	grow	VBD
37060	7327	27	increasingly	increasingly	RB
37060	7327	28	more	more	RBR
37060	7327	29	reluctant	reluctant	JJ
37060	7327	30	to	to	TO
37060	7327	31	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	7327	32	activities	activity	NNS
37060	7327	33	;	;	:
37060	7327	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7327	35	had	have	VBD
37060	7327	36	to	to	TO
37060	7327	37	weigh	weigh	VB
37060	7327	38	the	the	DT
37060	7327	39	importance	importance	NN
37060	7327	40	of	of	IN
37060	7327	41	the	the	DT
37060	7327	42	activity	activity	NN
37060	7327	43	against	against	IN
37060	7327	44	the	the	DT
37060	7327	45	possible	possible	JJ
37060	7327	46	complications	complication	NNS
37060	7327	47	that	that	WDT
37060	7327	48	might	may	MD
37060	7327	49	arise	arise	VB
37060	7327	50	and	and	CC
37060	7327	51	thus	thus	RB
37060	7327	52	spoil	spoil	VB
37060	7327	53	the	the	DT
37060	7327	54	engagement	engagement	NN
37060	7327	55	altogether	altogether	RB
37060	7327	56	.	.	.
37060	7328	1	No	no	RB
37060	7328	2	longer	long	RBR
37060	7328	3	could	could	MD
37060	7328	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7328	5	say	say	VB
37060	7328	6	"	"	``
37060	7328	7	yes	yes	UH
37060	7328	8	"	"	''
37060	7328	9	without	without	IN
37060	7328	10	mental	mental	JJ
37060	7328	11	hesitation	hesitation	NN
37060	7328	12	;	;	:
37060	7328	13	simple	simple	JJ
37060	7328	14	activities	activity	NNS
37060	7328	15	were	be	VBD
37060	7328	16	not	not	RB
37060	7328	17	simple	simple	JJ
37060	7328	18	any	any	RB
37060	7328	19	more	more	RBR
37060	7328	20	.	.	.
37060	7329	1	The	the	DT
37060	7329	2	summer	summer	NN
37060	7329	3	of	of	IN
37060	7329	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7329	5	was	be	VBD
37060	7329	6	hot	hot	JJ
37060	7329	7	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	7329	8	belief	belief	NN
37060	7329	9	;	;	:
37060	7329	10	with	with	IN
37060	7329	11	record	record	JJ
37060	7329	12	high	high	JJ
37060	7329	13	temperatures	temperature	NNS
37060	7329	14	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	7329	15	,	,	,
37060	7329	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7329	17	was	be	VBD
37060	7329	18	determined	determine	VBN
37060	7329	19	that	that	IN
37060	7329	20	life	life	NN
37060	7329	21	would	would	MD
37060	7329	22	be	be	VB
37060	7329	23	much	much	RB
37060	7329	24	more	more	RBR
37060	7329	25	livable	livable	JJ
37060	7329	26	if	if	IN
37060	7329	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7329	28	could	could	MD
37060	7329	29	have	have	VB
37060	7329	30	an	an	DT
37060	7329	31	air	air	NN
37060	7329	32	conditioner	conditioner	NN
37060	7329	33	in	in	IN
37060	7329	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7329	35	room	room	NN
37060	7329	36	.	.	.
37060	7330	1	Shortly	shortly	RB
37060	7330	2	thereafter	thereafter	RB
37060	7330	3	,	,	,
37060	7330	4	another	another	DT
37060	7330	5	was	be	VBD
37060	7330	6	procured	procure	VBN
37060	7330	7	for	for	IN
37060	7330	8	use	use	NN
37060	7330	9	in	in	IN
37060	7330	10	the	the	DT
37060	7330	11	basement	basement	NN
37060	7330	12	's	's	POS
37060	7330	13	T.V.	T.V.	NNP
37060	7331	1	room	room	NN
37060	7331	2	,	,	,
37060	7331	3	which	which	WDT
37060	7331	4	afforded	afford	VBD
37060	7331	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7331	6	a	a	DT
37060	7331	7	higher	high	JJR
37060	7331	8	level	level	NN
37060	7331	9	of	of	IN
37060	7331	10	mobility	mobility	NN
37060	7331	11	.	.	.
37060	7332	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7332	2	family	family	NN
37060	7332	3	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	7332	4	the	the	DT
37060	7332	5	cool	cool	JJ
37060	7332	6	air	air	NN
37060	7332	7	so	so	RB
37060	7332	8	much	much	RB
37060	7332	9	that	that	IN
37060	7332	10	a	a	DT
37060	7332	11	third	third	JJ
37060	7332	12	air	air	NN
37060	7332	13	conditioner	conditioner	NN
37060	7332	14	was	be	VBD
37060	7332	15	installed	instal	VBN
37060	7332	16	.	.	.
37060	7333	1	Even	even	RB
37060	7333	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7333	3	dad	dad	NN
37060	7333	4	found	find	VBD
37060	7333	5	a	a	DT
37060	7333	6	place	place	NN
37060	7333	7	in	in	IN
37060	7333	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7333	9	heart	heart	NN
37060	7333	10	for	for	IN
37060	7333	11	the	the	DT
37060	7333	12	electrical	electrical	JJ
37060	7333	13	marvels	marvel	NNS
37060	7333	14	and	and	CC
37060	7333	15	,	,	,
37060	7333	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7333	17	believe	believe	VBP
37060	7333	18	,	,	,
37060	7333	19	appreciated	appreciate	VBD
37060	7333	20	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7333	21	more	more	JJR
37060	7333	22	than	than	IN
37060	7333	23	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7333	24	would	would	MD
37060	7333	25	have	have	VB
37060	7333	26	cared	care	VBN
37060	7333	27	to	to	TO
37060	7333	28	admit	admit	VB
37060	7333	29	.	.	.
37060	7334	1	A	a	DT
37060	7334	2	diary	diary	JJ
37060	7334	3	entry	entry	NN
37060	7334	4	read	read	VBD
37060	7334	5	:	:	:
37060	7334	6	August	August	NNP
37060	7334	7	29	29	CD
37060	7334	8	,	,	,
37060	7334	9	1983	1983	CD
37060	7334	10	...	...	.
37060	7335	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7335	2	think	think	VBP
37060	7335	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7335	4	held	hold	VBD
37060	7335	5	out	out	RP
37060	7335	6	on	on	IN
37060	7335	7	buying	buy	VBG
37060	7335	8	A	a	NN
37060	7335	9	/	/	SYM
37060	7335	10	C	c	NN
37060	7335	11	so	so	RB
37060	7335	12	long	long	RB
37060	7335	13	because	because	IN
37060	7335	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7335	15	liked	like	VBD
37060	7335	16	the	the	DT
37060	7335	17	idea	idea	NN
37060	7335	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7335	19	could	could	MD
37060	7335	20	take	take	VB
37060	7335	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7335	22	.	.	.
37060	7336	1	Under	under	IN
37060	7336	2	the	the	DT
37060	7336	3	same	same	JJ
37060	7336	4	principle	principle	NN
37060	7336	5	,	,	,
37060	7336	6	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	7336	7	,	,	,
37060	7336	8	was	be	VBD
37060	7336	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7336	10	derision	derision	NN
37060	7336	11	toward	toward	IN
37060	7336	12	mosquito	mosquito	NNP
37060	7336	13	repellant	repellant	NNP
37060	7336	14	.	.	.
37060	7337	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7337	2	withstood	withstand	VBD
37060	7337	3	bugs	bug	NNS
37060	7337	4	with	with	IN
37060	7337	5	an	an	DT
37060	7337	6	air	air	NN
37060	7337	7	of	of	IN
37060	7337	8	stoicism	stoicism	NN
37060	7337	9	that	that	WDT
37060	7337	10	bordered	border	VBD
37060	7337	11	hard	hard	JJ
37060	7337	12	core	core	NN
37060	7337	13	.	.	.
37060	7338	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	7338	2	the	the	DT
37060	7338	3	heat	heat	NN
37060	7338	4	,	,	,
37060	7338	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7338	6	managed	manage	VBD
37060	7338	7	to	to	TO
37060	7338	8	take	take	VB
37060	7338	9	several	several	JJ
37060	7338	10	excursions	excursion	NNS
37060	7338	11	through	through	IN
37060	7338	12	the	the	DT
37060	7338	13	summer	summer	NN
37060	7338	14	.	.	.
37060	7339	1	The	the	DT
37060	7339	2	first	first	JJ
37060	7339	3	and	and	CC
37060	7339	4	longest	long	JJS
37060	7339	5	was	be	VBD
37060	7339	6	to	to	IN
37060	7339	7	California	California	NNP
37060	7339	8	,	,	,
37060	7339	9	where	where	WRB
37060	7339	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7339	11	helped	help	VBD
37060	7339	12	a	a	DT
37060	7339	13	friend	friend	NN
37060	7339	14	settle	settle	VB
37060	7339	15	into	into	IN
37060	7339	16	an	an	DT
37060	7339	17	apartment	apartment	NN
37060	7339	18	before	before	IN
37060	7339	19	embarking	embark	VBG
37060	7339	20	upon	upon	IN
37060	7339	21	a	a	DT
37060	7339	22	career	career	NN
37060	7339	23	.	.	.
37060	7340	1	Many	many	JJ
37060	7340	2	friends	friend	NNS
37060	7340	3	were	be	VBD
37060	7340	4	beginning	begin	VBG
37060	7340	5	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7340	6	exodus	exodus	NN
37060	7340	7	to	to	TO
37060	7340	8	distant	distant	VB
37060	7340	9	places	place	NNS
37060	7340	10	and	and	CC
37060	7340	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7340	12	was	be	VBD
37060	7340	13	fun	fun	JJ
37060	7340	14	to	to	TO
37060	7340	15	see	see	VB
37060	7340	16	where	where	WRB
37060	7340	17	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7340	18	would	would	MD
37060	7340	19	be	be	VB
37060	7340	20	located	locate	VBN
37060	7340	21	.	.	.
37060	7341	1	.	.	.
37060	7342	1	.	.	.
37060	7343	1	even	even	RB
37060	7343	2	when	when	WRB
37060	7343	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7343	4	meant	mean	VBD
37060	7343	5	appraising	appraise	VBG
37060	7343	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7343	7	own	own	JJ
37060	7343	8	life	life	NN
37060	7343	9	and	and	CC
37060	7343	10	facing	facing	NN
37060	7343	11	,	,	,
37060	7343	12	time	time	NN
37060	7343	13	after	after	IN
37060	7343	14	time	time	NN
37060	7343	15	,	,	,
37060	7343	16	the	the	DT
37060	7343	17	stagnation	stagnation	NN
37060	7343	18	which	which	WDT
37060	7343	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7343	20	represented	represent	VBD
37060	7343	21	.	.	.
37060	7344	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7344	2	and	and	CC
37060	7344	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7344	4	took	take	VBD
37060	7344	5	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7344	6	fourth	fourth	JJ
37060	7344	7	annual	annual	JJ
37060	7344	8	trip	trip	NN
37060	7344	9	to	to	IN
37060	7344	10	the	the	DT
37060	7344	11	Rockies	Rockies	NNPS
37060	7344	12	during	during	IN
37060	7344	13	the	the	DT
37060	7344	14	tourist	tourist	NN
37060	7344	15	season	season	NN
37060	7344	16	's	's	POS
37060	7344	17	heaviest	heavy	JJS
37060	7344	18	crowds	crowd	NNS
37060	7344	19	,	,	,
37060	7344	20	yet	yet	CC
37060	7344	21	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7344	22	were	be	VBD
37060	7344	23	lucky	lucky	JJ
37060	7344	24	enough	enough	RB
37060	7344	25	to	to	TO
37060	7344	26	stumble	stumble	VB
37060	7344	27	upon	upon	IN
37060	7344	28	and	and	CC
37060	7344	29	catch	catch	VB
37060	7344	30	a	a	DT
37060	7344	31	cabin	cabin	NN
37060	7344	32	that	that	WDT
37060	7344	33	had	have	VBD
37060	7344	34	been	be	VBN
37060	7344	35	dumped	dump	VBN
37060	7344	36	by	by	IN
37060	7344	37	previous	previous	JJ
37060	7344	38	patrons	patron	NNS
37060	7344	39	.	.	.
37060	7345	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7345	2	determined	determine	VBD
37060	7345	3	that	that	IN
37060	7345	4	Marion	Marion	NNP
37060	7345	5	's	's	POS
37060	7345	6	establishment	establishment	NN
37060	7345	7	had	have	VBD
37060	7345	8	certain	certain	JJ
37060	7345	9	irregularities	irregularity	NNS
37060	7345	10	which	which	WDT
37060	7345	11	,	,	,
37060	7345	12	despite	despite	IN
37060	7345	13	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7345	14	underlying	underlying	JJ
37060	7345	15	personality	personality	NN
37060	7345	16	,	,	,
37060	7345	17	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7345	18	desired	desire	VBD
37060	7345	19	to	to	IN
37060	7345	20	forego	forego	NNP
37060	7345	21	;	;	:
37060	7345	22	after	after	RB
37060	7345	23	all	all	RB
37060	7345	24	,	,	,
37060	7345	25	a	a	DT
37060	7345	26	basement	basement	NN
37060	7345	27	unit	unit	NN
37060	7345	28	with	with	IN
37060	7345	29	no	no	DT
37060	7345	30	scenic	scenic	JJ
37060	7345	31	views	view	NNS
37060	7345	32	or	or	CC
37060	7345	33	T.V.	T.V.	NNP
37060	7346	1	reception	reception	NN
37060	7346	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7346	3	rather	rather	RB
37060	7346	4	dreary	dreary	JJ
37060	7346	5	on	on	IN
37060	7346	6	a	a	DT
37060	7346	7	rainy	rainy	JJ
37060	7346	8	day	day	NN
37060	7346	9	.	.	.
37060	7347	1	As	as	IN
37060	7347	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7347	3	health	health	NN
37060	7347	4	had	have	VBD
37060	7347	5	begun	begin	VBN
37060	7347	6	to	to	TO
37060	7347	7	fail	fail	VB
37060	7347	8	,	,	,
37060	7347	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7347	10	was	be	VBD
37060	7347	11	obliged	oblige	VBN
37060	7347	12	to	to	TO
37060	7347	13	remain	remain	VB
37060	7347	14	near	near	IN
37060	7347	15	the	the	DT
37060	7347	16	more	more	RBR
37060	7347	17	populous	populous	JJ
37060	7347	18	areas	area	NNS
37060	7347	19	of	of	IN
37060	7347	20	the	the	DT
37060	7347	21	park	park	NN
37060	7347	22	while	while	IN
37060	7347	23	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	7347	24	hiked	hike	VBD
37060	7347	25	to	to	IN
37060	7347	26	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7347	27	satisfaction	satisfaction	NN
37060	7347	28	.	.	.
37060	7348	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7348	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7348	3	not	not	RB
37060	7348	4	the	the	DT
37060	7348	5	same	same	JJ
37060	7348	6	as	as	IN
37060	7348	7	the	the	DT
37060	7348	8	former	former	JJ
37060	7348	9	trips	trip	NNS
37060	7348	10	for	for	IN
37060	7348	11	that	that	DT
37060	7348	12	reason	reason	NN
37060	7348	13	,	,	,
37060	7348	14	but	but	CC
37060	7348	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7348	16	loved	love	VBD
37060	7348	17	the	the	DT
37060	7348	18	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	7348	19	,	,	,
37060	7348	20	nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	7348	21	,	,	,
37060	7348	22	and	and	CC
37060	7348	23	loved	love	VBD
37060	7348	24	the	the	DT
37060	7348	25	fact	fact	NN
37060	7348	26	that	that	IN
37060	7348	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7348	28	still	still	RB
37060	7348	29	had	have	VBD
37060	7348	30	the	the	DT
37060	7348	31	ability	ability	NN
37060	7348	32	to	to	TO
37060	7348	33	see	see	VB
37060	7348	34	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	7348	35	in	in	IN
37060	7348	36	life	life	NN
37060	7348	37	when	when	WRB
37060	7348	38	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7348	39	own	own	JJ
37060	7348	40	was	be	VBD
37060	7348	41	not	not	RB
37060	7348	42	ideal	ideal	JJ
37060	7348	43	.	.	.
37060	7349	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7349	2	focused	focus	VBD
37060	7349	3	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7349	4	on	on	IN
37060	7349	5	thought	thought	NN
37060	7349	6	and	and	CC
37060	7349	7	photography	photography	NN
37060	7349	8	,	,	,
37060	7349	9	instead	instead	RB
37060	7349	10	of	of	IN
37060	7349	11	those	those	DT
37060	7349	12	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	7349	13	of	of	IN
37060	7349	14	living	living	NN
37060	7349	15	which	which	WDT
37060	7349	16	no	no	RB
37060	7349	17	longer	long	RBR
37060	7349	18	remained	remain	VBD
37060	7349	19	within	within	IN
37060	7349	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7349	21	physical	physical	JJ
37060	7349	22	grasp	grasp	NN
37060	7349	23	.	.	.
37060	7350	1	For	for	IN
37060	7350	2	years	year	NNS
37060	7350	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7350	4	had	have	VBD
37060	7350	5	spoken	speak	VBN
37060	7350	6	of	of	IN
37060	7350	7	renting	rent	VBG
37060	7350	8	mopeds	moped	NNS
37060	7350	9	to	to	TO
37060	7350	10	scour	scour	VB
37060	7350	11	an	an	DT
37060	7350	12	area	area	NN
37060	7350	13	of	of	IN
37060	7350	14	the	the	DT
37060	7350	15	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	7350	16	;	;	:
37060	7350	17	so	so	CC
37060	7350	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7350	19	was	be	VBD
37060	7350	20	that	that	IN
37060	7350	21	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7350	22	decided	decide	VBD
37060	7350	23	to	to	TO
37060	7350	24	break	break	VB
37060	7350	25	down	down	RP
37060	7350	26	and	and	CC
37060	7350	27	seek	seek	VB
37060	7350	28	out	out	RP
37060	7350	29	the	the	DT
37060	7350	30	adventure	adventure	NN
37060	7350	31	.	.	.
37060	7351	1	What	what	WP
37060	7351	2	fun	fun	NN
37060	7351	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7351	4	was	be	VBD
37060	7351	5	!	!	.
37060	7352	1	At	at	IN
37060	7352	2	a	a	DT
37060	7352	3	maximum	maximum	JJ
37060	7352	4	speed	speed	NN
37060	7352	5	of	of	IN
37060	7352	6	45	45	CD
37060	7352	7	mph	mph	NN
37060	7352	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7352	9	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7352	10	as	as	IN
37060	7352	11	if	if	IN
37060	7352	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7352	13	was	be	VBD
37060	7352	14	traveling	travel	VBG
37060	7352	15	at	at	IN
37060	7352	16	a	a	DT
37060	7352	17	tremendous	tremendous	JJ
37060	7352	18	pace	pace	NN
37060	7352	19	.	.	.
37060	7353	1	More	more	RBR
37060	7353	2	humorous	humorous	JJ
37060	7353	3	than	than	IN
37060	7353	4	thrilling	thrill	VBG
37060	7353	5	,	,	,
37060	7353	6	however	however	RB
37060	7353	7	,	,	,
37060	7353	8	was	be	VBD
37060	7353	9	the	the	DT
37060	7353	10	way	way	NN
37060	7353	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7353	12	passed	pass	VBD
37060	7353	13	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7353	14	on	on	IN
37060	7353	15	the	the	DT
37060	7353	16	hills	hill	NNS
37060	7353	17	;	;	:
37060	7353	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7353	19	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	7353	20	to	to	TO
37060	7353	21	be	be	VB
37060	7353	22	standing	stand	VBG
37060	7353	23	still	still	RB
37060	7353	24	,	,	,
37060	7353	25	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7353	26	bulky	bulky	NN
37060	7353	27	coat	coat	NN
37060	7353	28	billowing	billow	VBG
37060	7353	29	in	in	IN
37060	7353	30	the	the	DT
37060	7353	31	brisk	brisk	JJ
37060	7353	32	morning	morning	NN
37060	7353	33	air	air	NN
37060	7353	34	.	.	.
37060	7354	1	The	the	DT
37060	7354	2	trek	trek	NN
37060	7354	3	had	have	VBD
37060	7354	4	been	be	VBN
37060	7354	5	a	a	DT
37060	7354	6	product	product	NN
37060	7354	7	of	of	IN
37060	7354	8	procrastination	procrastination	NN
37060	7354	9	for	for	IN
37060	7354	10	three	three	CD
37060	7354	11	years	year	NNS
37060	7354	12	;	;	:
37060	7354	13	when	when	WRB
37060	7354	14	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7354	15	removed	remove	VBD
37060	7354	16	ourselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7354	17	from	from	IN
37060	7354	18	the	the	DT
37060	7354	19	seats	seat	NNS
37060	7354	20	and	and	CC
37060	7354	21	turned	turn	VBD
37060	7354	22	in	in	RP
37060	7354	23	the	the	DT
37060	7354	24	mopeds	moped	NNS
37060	7354	25	,	,	,
37060	7354	26	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7354	27	were	be	VBD
37060	7354	28	glad	glad	JJ
37060	7354	29	that	that	IN
37060	7354	30	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7354	31	had	have	VBD
37060	7354	32	finally	finally	RB
37060	7354	33	put	put	VBN
37060	7354	34	forth	forth	RP
37060	7354	35	the	the	DT
37060	7354	36	effort	effort	NN
37060	7354	37	and	and	CC
37060	7354	38	money	money	NN
37060	7354	39	to	to	TO
37060	7354	40	try	try	VB
37060	7354	41	something	something	NN
37060	7354	42	new	new	JJ
37060	7354	43	.	.	.
37060	7355	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7355	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7355	3	an	an	DT
37060	7355	4	indelible	indelible	JJ
37060	7355	5	memory	memory	NN
37060	7355	6	;	;	:
37060	7355	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7355	8	was	be	VBD
37060	7355	9	also	also	RB
37060	7355	10	a	a	DT
37060	7355	11	memory	memory	NN
37060	7355	12	that	that	WDT
37060	7355	13	would	would	MD
37060	7355	14	never	never	RB
37060	7355	15	repeat	repeat	VB
37060	7355	16	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7355	17	except	except	IN
37060	7355	18	in	in	IN
37060	7355	19	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	7355	20	.	.	.
37060	7356	1	Later	later	RBR
37060	7356	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7356	3	realized	realize	VBD
37060	7356	4	how	how	WRB
37060	7356	5	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	7356	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7356	7	had	have	VBD
37060	7356	8	been	be	VBN
37060	7356	9	to	to	TO
37060	7356	10	capture	capture	VB
37060	7356	11	the	the	DT
37060	7356	12	moment	moment	NN
37060	7356	13	and	and	CC
37060	7356	14	make	make	VB
37060	7356	15	the	the	DT
37060	7356	16	memory	memory	NN
37060	7356	17	;	;	:
37060	7356	18	certain	certain	JJ
37060	7356	19	experiences	experience	NNS
37060	7356	20	are	be	VBP
37060	7356	21	given	give	VBN
37060	7356	22	only	only	RB
37060	7356	23	one	one	CD
37060	7356	24	chance	chance	NN
37060	7356	25	.	.	.
37060	7357	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	7357	2	267	267	CD
37060	7357	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	7357	4	36	36	CD
37060	7357	5	Reflections	Reflections	NNPS
37060	7357	6	"	"	``
37060	7357	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7357	8	do	do	VBP
37060	7357	9	n't	not	RB
37060	7357	10	care	care	VB
37060	7357	11	for	for	IN
37060	7357	12	rainbow	rainbow	NNP
37060	7357	13	chasing	chasing	NN
37060	7357	14	.	.	.
37060	7358	1	.	.	.
37060	7359	1	.	.	.
37060	7360	1	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7360	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7360	3	a	a	DT
37060	7360	4	long	long	JJ
37060	7360	5	drive	drive	NN
37060	7360	6	down	down	IN
37060	7360	7	the	the	DT
37060	7360	8	alley	alley	NN
37060	7360	9	of	of	IN
37060	7360	10	blind	blind	JJ
37060	7360	11	hope	hope	NN
37060	7360	12	.	.	.
37060	7361	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7361	2	prefer	prefer	VBP
37060	7361	3	not	not	RB
37060	7361	4	living	live	VBG
37060	7361	5	in	in	IN
37060	7361	6	the	the	DT
37060	7361	7	shadows	shadow	NNS
37060	7361	8	.	.	.
37060	7361	9	"	"	''
37060	7362	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	7362	2	THIRTY	THIRTY	NNP
37060	7362	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	7362	4	SIX	SIX	NNP
37060	7362	5	Reflections	Reflections	NNPS
37060	7362	6	AUGUST	AUGUST	NNP
37060	7362	7	25	25	CD
37060	7362	8	,	,	,
37060	7362	9	1983	1983	CD
37060	7362	10	...	...	NFP
37060	7363	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7363	2	have	have	VBP
37060	7363	3	decided	decide	VBN
37060	7363	4	to	to	TO
37060	7363	5	,	,	,
37060	7363	6	once	once	RB
37060	7363	7	again	again	RB
37060	7363	8	,	,	,
37060	7363	9	embark	embark	VB
37060	7363	10	upon	upon	IN
37060	7363	11	the	the	DT
37060	7363	12	habit	habit	NN
37060	7363	13	of	of	IN
37060	7363	14	keeping	keep	VBG
37060	7363	15	a	a	DT
37060	7363	16	diary	diary	NN
37060	7363	17	.	.	.
37060	7364	1	Just	just	RB
37060	7364	2	having	have	VBG
37060	7364	3	finished	finish	VBN
37060	7364	4	reading	read	VBG
37060	7364	5	the	the	DT
37060	7364	6	entries	entry	NNS
37060	7364	7	in	in	IN
37060	7364	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7364	9	previously	previously	RB
37060	7364	10	written	write	VBN
37060	7364	11	diaries	diary	NNS
37060	7364	12	,	,	,
37060	7364	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7364	14	rediscovered	rediscover	VBD
37060	7364	15	many	many	JJ
37060	7364	16	memories	memory	NNS
37060	7364	17	and	and	CC
37060	7364	18	consequently	consequently	RB
37060	7364	19	,	,	,
37060	7364	20	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	7364	21	how	how	WRB
37060	7364	22	important	important	JJ
37060	7364	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7364	24	can	can	MD
37060	7364	25	be	be	VB
37060	7364	26	to	to	TO
37060	7364	27	retain	retain	VB
37060	7364	28	a	a	DT
37060	7364	29	shred	shred	NN
37060	7364	30	of	of	IN
37060	7364	31	ones	one	NNS
37060	7364	32	self	self	NN
37060	7364	33	...	...	NFP
37060	7364	34	no	no	RB
37060	7364	35	matter	matter	RB
37060	7364	36	how	how	WRB
37060	7364	37	brief	brief	JJ
37060	7364	38	...	...	:
37060	7364	39	for	for	IN
37060	7364	40	the	the	DT
37060	7364	41	sake	sake	NN
37060	7364	42	of	of	IN
37060	7364	43	future	future	JJ
37060	7364	44	reference	reference	NN
37060	7364	45	.	.	.
37060	7365	1	Words	word	NNS
37060	7365	2	tend	tend	VBP
37060	7365	3	to	to	TO
37060	7365	4	bridge	bridge	VB
37060	7365	5	gaps	gap	NNS
37060	7365	6	of	of	IN
37060	7365	7	time	time	NN
37060	7365	8	,	,	,
37060	7365	9	and	and	CC
37060	7365	10	help	help	VB
37060	7365	11	to	to	TO
37060	7365	12	bring	bring	VB
37060	7365	13	to	to	TO
37060	7365	14	rest	rest	VB
37060	7365	15	troubled	troubled	JJ
37060	7365	16	minds	mind	NNS
37060	7365	17	.	.	.
37060	7366	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7366	2	hope	hope	VBP
37060	7366	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7366	4	words	word	NNS
37060	7366	5	herein	herein	NNP
37060	7366	6	shall	shall	MD
37060	7366	7	prove	prove	VB
37060	7366	8	worthwhile	worthwhile	JJ
37060	7366	9	.	.	.
37060	7367	1	.	.	.
37060	7368	1	.	.	.
37060	7369	1	both	both	DT
37060	7369	2	to	to	IN
37060	7369	3	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7369	4	,	,	,
37060	7369	5	and	and	CC
37060	7369	6	to	to	TO
37060	7369	7	whosoever	whosoever	VB
37060	7369	8	may	may	MD
37060	7369	9	one	one	CD
37060	7369	10	day	day	NN
37060	7369	11	be	be	VB
37060	7369	12	the	the	DT
37060	7369	13	keeper	keeper	NN
37060	7369	14	of	of	IN
37060	7369	15	these	these	DT
37060	7369	16	journals	journal	NNS
37060	7369	17	.	.	.
37060	7370	1	Today	today	NN
37060	7370	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7370	3	began	begin	VBD
37060	7370	4	,	,	,
37060	7370	5	also	also	RB
37060	7370	6	,	,	,
37060	7370	7	to	to	TO
37060	7370	8	write	write	VB
37060	7370	9	the	the	DT
37060	7370	10	story	story	NN
37060	7370	11	of	of	IN
37060	7370	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7370	13	life	life	NN
37060	7370	14	...	...	:
37060	7370	15	in	in	IN
37060	7370	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7370	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7370	18	hope	hope	VBP
37060	7370	19	to	to	TO
37060	7370	20	touch	touch	VB
37060	7370	21	on	on	IN
37060	7370	22	experiences	experience	NNS
37060	7370	23	,	,	,
37060	7370	24	trials	trial	NNS
37060	7370	25	,	,	,
37060	7370	26	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	7370	27	,	,	,
37060	7370	28	both	both	CC
37060	7370	29	from	from	IN
37060	7370	30	past	past	JJ
37060	7370	31	years	year	NNS
37060	7370	32	and	and	CC
37060	7370	33	present	present	JJ
37060	7370	34	.	.	.
37060	7371	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7371	2	wrote	write	VBD
37060	7371	3	three	three	CD
37060	7371	4	pages	page	NNS
37060	7371	5	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	7371	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7371	7	earliest	early	JJS
37060	7371	8	years	year	NNS
37060	7371	9	thus	thus	RB
37060	7371	10	far	far	RB
37060	7371	11	.	.	.
37060	7372	1	Nearly	nearly	RB
37060	7372	2	three	three	CD
37060	7372	3	years	year	NNS
37060	7372	4	have	have	VBP
37060	7372	5	passed	pass	VBN
37060	7372	6	since	since	IN
37060	7372	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7372	8	wrote	write	VBD
37060	7372	9	that	that	DT
37060	7372	10	diary	diary	NN
37060	7372	11	entry	entry	NN
37060	7372	12	,	,	,
37060	7372	13	and	and	CC
37060	7372	14	much	much	JJ
37060	7372	15	in	in	IN
37060	7372	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7372	17	life	life	NN
37060	7372	18	has	have	VBZ
37060	7372	19	changed	change	VBN
37060	7372	20	.	.	.
37060	7373	1	Indeed	indeed	RB
37060	7373	2	,	,	,
37060	7373	3	life	life	NN
37060	7373	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	7373	5	waning	wane	VBG
37060	7373	6	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	7373	7	and	and	CC
37060	7373	8	there	there	EX
37060	7373	9	shall	shall	MD
37060	7373	10	be	be	VB
37060	7373	11	no	no	DT
37060	7373	12	clever	clever	JJ
37060	7373	13	cure	cure	NN
37060	7373	14	or	or	CC
37060	7373	15	miracle	miracle	NN
37060	7373	16	.	.	.
37060	7374	1	For	for	IN
37060	7374	2	this	this	DT
37060	7374	3	reason	reason	NN
37060	7374	4	,	,	,
37060	7374	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7374	6	shall	shall	MD
37060	7374	7	simply	simply	RB
37060	7374	8	use	use	VB
37060	7374	9	journal	journal	NN
37060	7374	10	entries	entry	NNS
37060	7374	11	to	to	TO
37060	7374	12	describe	describe	VB
37060	7374	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7374	14	life	life	NN
37060	7374	15	in	in	IN
37060	7374	16	many	many	JJ
37060	7374	17	instances	instance	NNS
37060	7374	18	;	;	:
37060	7374	19	writing	writing	NN
37060	7374	20	,	,	,
37060	7374	21	in	in	IN
37060	7374	22	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7374	23	taxes	tax	VBZ
37060	7374	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7374	25	stamina	stamina	NN
37060	7374	26	.	.	.
37060	7375	1	What	what	WP
37060	7375	2	became	become	VBD
37060	7375	3	of	of	IN
37060	7375	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7375	5	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	7375	6	with	with	IN
37060	7375	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7375	8	former	former	JJ
37060	7375	9	boy	boy	NN
37060	7375	10	friend	friend	NN
37060	7375	11	?	?	.
37060	7376	1	Time	time	NN
37060	7376	2	changes	change	VBZ
37060	7376	3	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	7376	4	as	as	IN
37060	7376	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7376	6	does	do	VBZ
37060	7376	7	all	all	DT
37060	7376	8	things	thing	NNS
37060	7376	9	;	;	:
37060	7376	10	so	so	RB
37060	7376	11	does	do	VBZ
37060	7376	12	circumstance	circumstance	NN
37060	7376	13	.	.	.
37060	7377	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7377	2	recurrence	recurrence	NN
37060	7377	3	of	of	IN
37060	7377	4	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	7377	5	exhumed	exhume	VBD
37060	7377	6	a	a	DT
37060	7377	7	need	need	NN
37060	7377	8	for	for	IN
37060	7377	9	closeness	closeness	NN
37060	7377	10	,	,	,
37060	7377	11	and	and	CC
37060	7377	12	what	what	WP
37060	7377	13	should	should	MD
37060	7377	14	have	have	VB
37060	7377	15	been	be	VBN
37060	7377	16	better	well	JJR
37060	7377	17	than	than	IN
37060	7377	18	dating	date	VBG
37060	7377	19	to	to	TO
37060	7377	20	answer	answer	VB
37060	7377	21	such	such	PDT
37060	7377	22	a	a	DT
37060	7377	23	need	need	NN
37060	7377	24	?	?	.
37060	7378	1	Because	because	IN
37060	7378	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7378	3	knew	know	VBD
37060	7378	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7378	5	would	would	MD
37060	7378	6	not	not	RB
37060	7378	7	establish	establish	VB
37060	7378	8	a	a	DT
37060	7378	9	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	7378	10	given	give	VBN
37060	7378	11	the	the	DT
37060	7378	12	constraints	constraint	NNS
37060	7378	13	of	of	IN
37060	7378	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7378	15	irreversible	irreversible	JJ
37060	7378	16	disease	disease	NN
37060	7378	17	,	,	,
37060	7378	18	dating	dating	NN
37060	7378	19	was	be	VBD
37060	7378	20	not	not	RB
37060	7378	21	the	the	DT
37060	7378	22	threat	threat	NN
37060	7378	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7378	24	had	have	VBD
37060	7378	25	been	be	VBN
37060	7378	26	,	,	,
37060	7378	27	and	and	CC
37060	7378	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7378	29	was	be	VBD
37060	7378	30	able	able	JJ
37060	7378	31	to	to	TO
37060	7378	32	maintain	maintain	VB
37060	7378	33	a	a	DT
37060	7378	34	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	7378	35	without	without	IN
37060	7378	36	becoming	become	VBG
37060	7378	37	terrified	terrify	VBN
37060	7378	38	of	of	IN
37060	7378	39	romance	romance	NN
37060	7378	40	.	.	.
37060	7379	1	Romance	romance	NN
37060	7379	2	would	would	MD
37060	7379	3	never	never	RB
37060	7379	4	be	be	VB
37060	7379	5	part	part	NN
37060	7379	6	of	of	IN
37060	7379	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7379	8	life	life	NN
37060	7379	9	.	.	.
37060	7380	1	Sept.	September	NNP
37060	7380	2	8	8	CD
37060	7380	3	,	,	,
37060	7380	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7380	5	...	...	.
37060	7381	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7381	2	really	really	RB
37060	7381	3	had	have	VBD
37060	7381	4	a	a	DT
37060	7381	5	hard	hard	JJ
37060	7381	6	night	night	NN
37060	7381	7	.	.	.
37060	7382	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7382	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7382	3	in	in	IN
37060	7382	4	the	the	DT
37060	7382	5	john	john	NNP
37060	7382	6	for	for	IN
37060	7382	7	3	3	CD
37060	7382	8	hrs	hrs	NNP
37060	7382	9	.	.	.
37060	7383	1	with	with	IN
37060	7383	2	the	the	DT
37060	7383	3	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	7383	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7383	5	intestines	intestine	NNS
37060	7383	6	were	be	VBD
37060	7383	7	infested	infest	VBN
37060	7383	8	with	with	IN
37060	7383	9	worms	worm	NNS
37060	7383	10	.	.	.
37060	7384	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7384	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7384	3	almost	almost	RB
37060	7384	4	worse	bad	JJR
37060	7384	5	than	than	IN
37060	7384	6	throwing	throw	VBG
37060	7384	7	up	up	RP
37060	7384	8	.	.	.
37060	7385	1	By	by	IN
37060	7385	2	ll:00	ll:00	PRP
37060	7385	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7385	4	could	could	MD
37060	7385	5	finally	finally	RB
37060	7385	6	go	go	VB
37060	7385	7	to	to	IN
37060	7385	8	bed	bed	NN
37060	7385	9	.	.	.
37060	7386	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	7386	2	undid	undo	VBD
37060	7386	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7386	4	covers	cover	NNS
37060	7386	5	for	for	IN
37060	7386	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7386	7	.	.	.
37060	7387	1	.	.	.
37060	7388	1	.	.	.
37060	7389	1	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7389	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7389	3	such	such	PDT
37060	7389	4	a	a	DT
37060	7389	5	good	good	JJ
37060	7389	6	mom	mom	NN
37060	7389	7	.	.	.
37060	7390	1	Sept.	September	NNP
37060	7390	2	16	16	CD
37060	7390	3	,	,	,
37060	7390	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7390	5	...	...	:
37060	7390	6	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7390	7	got	get	VBD
37060	7390	8	the	the	DT
37060	7390	9	reply	reply	NN
37060	7390	10	letter	letter	NN
37060	7390	11	about	about	IN
37060	7390	12	a	a	DT
37060	7390	13	new	new	JJ
37060	7390	14	experimental	experimental	JJ
37060	7390	15	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	7390	16	for	for	IN
37060	7390	17	"	"	``
37060	7390	18	Big	Big	NNP
37060	7390	19	C.	C.	NNP
37060	7390	20	"	"	''
37060	7390	21	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7390	22	was	be	VBD
37060	7390	23	on	on	IN
37060	7390	24	20/20	20/20	CD
37060	7390	25	...	...	:
37060	7390	26	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7390	27	only	only	RB
37060	7390	28	give	give	VBP
37060	7390	29	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7390	30	to	to	IN
37060	7390	31	a	a	DT
37060	7390	32	select	select	JJ
37060	7390	33	group	group	NN
37060	7390	34	at	at	IN
37060	7390	35	Johns	Johns	NNP
37060	7390	36	Hopkins	Hopkins	NNP
37060	7390	37	in	in	IN
37060	7390	38	Maryland	Maryland	NNP
37060	7390	39	.	.	.
37060	7391	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7391	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7391	3	funny	funny	JJ
37060	7391	4	.	.	.
37060	7392	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7392	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	7392	3	scared	scared	JJ
37060	7392	4	to	to	TO
37060	7392	5	get	get	VB
37060	7392	6	better	well	JJR
37060	7392	7	.	.	.
37060	7393	1	.	.	.
37060	7394	1	.	.	.
37060	7395	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7395	2	might	may	MD
37060	7395	3	let	let	VB
37060	7395	4	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	7395	5	down	down	RP
37060	7395	6	if	if	IN
37060	7395	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7395	8	'm	be	VBP
37060	7395	9	not	not	RB
37060	7395	10	the	the	DT
37060	7395	11	superperson	superperson	NNP
37060	7395	12	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7395	13	achiever	achiever	NNP
37060	7395	14	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7395	15	.	.	.
37060	7396	1	That	that	DT
37060	7396	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7396	3	stupid	stupid	JJ
37060	7396	4	...	...	.
37060	7397	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7397	2	could	could	MD
37060	7397	3	always	always	RB
37060	7397	4	take	take	VB
37060	7397	5	the	the	DT
37060	7397	6	civil	civil	JJ
37060	7397	7	service	service	NN
37060	7397	8	exam	exam	NN
37060	7397	9	to	to	TO
37060	7397	10	try	try	VB
37060	7397	11	to	to	TO
37060	7397	12	be	be	VB
37060	7397	13	a	a	DT
37060	7397	14	postman	postman	NN
37060	7397	15	...	...	.
37060	7398	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7398	2	would	would	MD
37060	7398	3	've	have	VB
37060	7398	4	liked	like	VBN
37060	7398	5	doing	do	VBG
37060	7398	6	that	that	DT
37060	7398	7	...	...	:
37060	7398	8	Knowing	know	VBG
37060	7398	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7398	10	had	have	VBD
37060	7398	11	a	a	DT
37060	7398	12	bit	bit	NN
37060	7398	13	of	of	IN
37060	7398	14	a	a	DT
37060	7398	15	melancholic	melancholic	JJ
37060	7398	16	streak	streak	NN
37060	7398	17	in	in	IN
37060	7398	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7398	19	blood	blood	NN
37060	7398	20	,	,	,
37060	7398	21	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7398	22	used	use	VBD
37060	7398	23	to	to	TO
37060	7398	24	wonder	wonder	VB
37060	7398	25	if	if	IN
37060	7398	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7398	27	simply	simply	RB
37060	7398	28	did	do	VBD
37060	7398	29	not	not	RB
37060	7398	30	wish	wish	VB
37060	7398	31	to	to	TO
37060	7398	32	live	live	VB
37060	7398	33	.	.	.
37060	7399	1	"	"	``
37060	7399	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7399	3	take	take	VBP
37060	7399	4	all	all	DT
37060	7399	5	of	of	IN
37060	7399	6	this	this	DT
37060	7399	7	so	so	RB
37060	7399	8	well	well	RB
37060	7399	9	...	...	.
37060	7400	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7400	2	do	do	VBP
37060	7400	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7400	4	know	know	VB
37060	7400	5	if	if	IN
37060	7400	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7400	7	could	could	MD
37060	7400	8	handle	handle	VB
37060	7400	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7400	10	like	like	IN
37060	7400	11	that	that	DT
37060	7400	12	.	.	.
37060	7400	13	"	"	''
37060	7401	1	"	"	``
37060	7401	2	You	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7401	3	just	just	RB
37060	7401	4	live	live	VBP
37060	7401	5	with	with	IN
37060	7401	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7401	7	,	,	,
37060	7401	8	"	"	``
37060	7401	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7401	10	told	tell	VBD
37060	7401	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7401	12	.	.	.
37060	7402	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7402	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7402	3	had	have	VBD
37060	7402	4	often	often	RB
37060	7402	5	been	be	VBN
37060	7402	6	depressed	depress	VBN
37060	7402	7	in	in	IN
37060	7402	8	high	high	JJ
37060	7402	9	school	school	NN
37060	7402	10	and	and	CC
37060	7402	11	at	at	IN
37060	7402	12	Sears	Sears	NNP
37060	7402	13	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7402	14	.	.	.
37060	7403	1	After	after	IN
37060	7403	2	having	have	VBG
37060	7403	3	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	7403	4	for	for	IN
37060	7403	5	three	three	CD
37060	7403	6	years	year	NNS
37060	7403	7	,	,	,
37060	7403	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7403	9	woke	wake	VBD
37060	7403	10	up	up	RP
37060	7403	11	one	one	CD
37060	7403	12	sunny	sunny	JJ
37060	7403	13	morning	morning	NN
37060	7403	14	and	and	CC
37060	7403	15	glanced	glance	VBD
37060	7403	16	about	about	IN
37060	7403	17	the	the	DT
37060	7403	18	upstairs	upstairs	NN
37060	7403	19	.	.	.
37060	7404	1	"	"	``
37060	7404	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7404	3	do	do	VBP
37060	7404	4	n't	not	RB
37060	7404	5	want	want	VB
37060	7404	6	to	to	TO
37060	7404	7	die	die	VB
37060	7404	8	"	"	``
37060	7404	9	crossed	cross	VBD
37060	7404	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7404	11	mind	mind	NN
37060	7404	12	like	like	IN
37060	7404	13	a	a	DT
37060	7404	14	flashing	flash	VBG
37060	7404	15	neon	neon	NN
37060	7404	16	sign	sign	NN
37060	7404	17	.	.	.
37060	7405	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7405	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7405	3	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	7405	4	stunned	stun	VBN
37060	7405	5	.	.	.
37060	7406	1	Though	though	IN
37060	7406	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7406	3	was	be	VBD
37060	7406	4	prepared	prepare	VBN
37060	7406	5	for	for	IN
37060	7406	6	death	death	NN
37060	7406	7	,	,	,
37060	7406	8	that	that	IN
37060	7406	9	in	in	IN
37060	7406	10	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7406	11	will	will	MD
37060	7406	12	not	not	RB
37060	7406	13	stifle	stifle	VB
37060	7406	14	one	one	PRP
37060	7406	15	's	's	POS
37060	7406	16	zest	zest	NN
37060	7406	17	for	for	IN
37060	7406	18	life	life	NN
37060	7406	19	as	as	RB
37060	7406	20	long	long	RB
37060	7406	21	as	as	IN
37060	7406	22	there	there	EX
37060	7406	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	7406	24	something	something	NN
37060	7406	25	to	to	TO
37060	7406	26	live	live	VB
37060	7406	27	for	for	IN
37060	7406	28	...	...	:
37060	7406	29	one	one	CD
37060	7406	30	day	day	NN
37060	7406	31	at	at	IN
37060	7406	32	a	a	DT
37060	7406	33	time	time	NN
37060	7406	34	.	.	.
37060	7407	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	7407	2	in	in	IN
37060	7407	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7407	4	battle	battle	NN
37060	7407	5	for	for	IN
37060	7407	6	a	a	DT
37060	7407	7	normal	normal	JJ
37060	7407	8	life	life	NN
37060	7407	9	,	,	,
37060	7407	10	bereft	bereft	NNS
37060	7407	11	of	of	IN
37060	7407	12	hair	hair	NN
37060	7407	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	7407	14	raising	raise	VBG
37060	7407	15	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	7407	16	,	,	,
37060	7407	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7407	18	had	have	VBD
37060	7407	19	merely	merely	RB
37060	7407	20	thought	think	VBN
37060	7407	21	,	,	,
37060	7407	22	"	"	``
37060	7407	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7407	24	do	do	VBP
37060	7407	25	n't	not	RB
37060	7407	26	want	want	VB
37060	7407	27	to	to	TO
37060	7407	28	live	live	VB
37060	7407	29	if	if	IN
37060	7407	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7407	31	ca	can	MD
37060	7407	32	n't	not	RB
37060	7407	33	do	do	VB
37060	7407	34	so	so	RB
37060	7407	35	with	with	IN
37060	7407	36	quality	quality	NN
37060	7407	37	.	.	.
37060	7407	38	"	"	''
37060	7408	1	Because	because	IN
37060	7408	2	life	life	NN
37060	7408	3	on	on	IN
37060	7408	4	any	any	DT
37060	7408	5	terms	term	NNS
37060	7408	6	was	be	VBD
37060	7408	7	not	not	RB
37060	7408	8	palatable	palatable	JJ
37060	7408	9	did	do	VBD
37060	7408	10	not	not	RB
37060	7408	11	mean	mean	VB
37060	7408	12	that	that	IN
37060	7408	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7408	14	desired	desire	VBD
37060	7408	15	to	to	TO
37060	7408	16	die	die	VB
37060	7408	17	.	.	.
37060	7409	1	Never	never	RB
37060	7409	2	before	before	RB
37060	7409	3	had	have	VBD
37060	7409	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7409	5	truly	truly	RB
37060	7409	6	contemplated	contemplate	VBD
37060	7409	7	that	that	DT
37060	7409	8	idea	idea	NN
37060	7409	9	!	!	.
37060	7410	1	Sept	Sept	NNP
37060	7410	2	21	21	CD
37060	7410	3	,	,	,
37060	7410	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7410	5	...	...	.
37060	7411	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7411	2	talked	talk	VBD
37060	7411	3	with	with	IN
37060	7411	4	Alene	Alene	NNP
37060	7411	5	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7411	6	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	7411	7	patient	patient	NN
37060	7411	8	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7411	9	.	.	.
37060	7412	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7412	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7412	3	doing	do	VBG
37060	7412	4	well	well	RB
37060	7412	5	.	.	.
37060	7413	1	Max	Max	NNP
37060	7413	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7413	3	going	go	VBG
37060	7413	4	back	back	RB
37060	7413	5	for	for	IN
37060	7413	6	more	more	JJR
37060	7413	7	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	7413	8	.	.	.
37060	7414	1	Jenny	Jenny	NNP
37060	7414	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7414	3	taking	take	VBG
37060	7414	4	chemo	chemo	NN
37060	7414	5	in	in	IN
37060	7414	6	New	New	NNP
37060	7414	7	York	York	NNP
37060	7414	8	and	and	CC
37060	7414	9	Connie	Connie	NNP
37060	7414	10	died	die	VBD
37060	7414	11	.	.	.
37060	7415	1	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7415	2	and	and	CC
37060	7415	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7415	4	did	do	VBD
37060	7415	5	n't	not	RB
37060	7415	6	tell	tell	VB
37060	7415	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7415	8	.	.	.
37060	7416	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7416	2	does	do	VBZ
37060	7416	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7416	4	make	make	VB
37060	7416	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7416	6	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	7416	7	...	...	:
37060	7416	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7416	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	7416	10	just	just	RB
37060	7416	11	the	the	DT
37060	7416	12	truth	truth	NN
37060	7416	13	...	...	:
37060	7416	14	death	death	NN
37060	7416	15	happens	happen	VBZ
37060	7416	16	to	to	IN
37060	7416	17	people	people	NNS
37060	7416	18	...	...	NFP
37060	7416	19	even	even	RB
37060	7416	20	patients	patient	NNS
37060	7416	21	of	of	IN
37060	7416	22	the	the	DT
37060	7416	23	revered	revere	VBN
37060	7416	24	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	7416	25	Alivizatos	Alivizatos	NNP
37060	7416	26	.	.	.
37060	7417	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7417	2	did	do	VBD
37060	7417	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7417	4	help	help	VB
37060	7417	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7417	6	...	...	.
37060	7417	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7417	8	waist	waist	JJ
37060	7417	9	measures	measure	NNS
37060	7417	10	31	31	CD
37060	7417	11	1/2	1/2	CD
37060	7417	12	.	.	.
37060	7418	1	Sept	Sept	NNP
37060	7418	2	25	25	CD
37060	7418	3	,	,	,
37060	7418	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7418	5	...	...	NFP
37060	7419	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7419	2	called	call	VBD
37060	7419	3	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7419	4	utilizing	utilize	VBG
37060	7419	5	the	the	DT
37060	7419	6	teleconnect	teleconnect	NN
37060	7419	7	service	service	NN
37060	7419	8	and	and	CC
37060	7419	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7419	10	had	have	VBD
37060	7419	11	a	a	DT
37060	7419	12	nice	nice	JJ
37060	7419	13	1/2	1/2	CD
37060	7419	14	hour	hour	NN
37060	7419	15	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	7419	16	.	.	.
37060	7420	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7420	2	once	once	RB
37060	7420	3	again	again	RB
37060	7420	4	urged	urge	VBD
37060	7420	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7420	6	to	to	TO
37060	7420	7	come	come	VB
37060	7420	8	out	out	RP
37060	7420	9	before	before	IN
37060	7420	10	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	7420	11	,	,	,
37060	7420	12	saying	say	VBG
37060	7420	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7420	14	was	be	VBD
37060	7420	15	unsure	unsure	JJ
37060	7420	16	of	of	IN
37060	7420	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7420	18	stay	stay	NN
37060	7420	19	at	at	IN
37060	7420	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7420	21	current	current	JJ
37060	7420	22	apt	apt	NN
37060	7420	23	.	.	.
37060	7421	1	and	and	CC
37060	7421	2	the	the	DT
37060	7421	3	rainy	rainy	JJ
37060	7421	4	season	season	NN
37060	7421	5	begins	begin	VBZ
37060	7421	6	in	in	IN
37060	7421	7	Nov.-March	Nov.-March	NNP
37060	7421	8	.	.	.
37060	7422	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7422	2	seem	seem	VBP
37060	7422	3	to	to	TO
37060	7422	4	grapple	grapple	VB
37060	7422	5	with	with	IN
37060	7422	6	the	the	DT
37060	7422	7	idea	idea	NN
37060	7422	8	of	of	IN
37060	7422	9	flying	fly	VBG
37060	7422	10	there	there	RB
37060	7422	11	;	;	:
37060	7422	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7422	13	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	7422	14	hate	hate	VBP
37060	7422	15	to	to	TO
37060	7422	16	retain	retain	VB
37060	7422	17	a	a	DT
37060	7422	18	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	7422	19	which	which	WDT
37060	7422	20	seemingly	seemingly	RB
37060	7422	21	has	have	VBZ
37060	7422	22	no	no	DT
37060	7422	23	future	future	NN
37060	7422	24	.	.	.
37060	7423	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7423	2	could	could	MD
37060	7423	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7423	4	see	see	VB
37060	7423	5	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7423	6	living	live	VBG
37060	7423	7	in	in	IN
37060	7423	8	Ca	Ca	NNP
37060	7423	9	.	.	.
37060	7424	1	with	with	IN
37060	7424	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7424	3	current	current	JJ
37060	7424	4	situation	situation	NN
37060	7424	5	.	.	.
37060	7425	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7425	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7425	3	always	always	RB
37060	7425	4	been	be	VBN
37060	7425	5	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	7425	6	for	for	IN
37060	7425	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7425	8	to	to	TO
37060	7425	9	visit	visit	VB
37060	7425	10	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7425	11	when	when	WRB
37060	7425	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7425	13	have	have	VBP
37060	7425	14	n't	not	RB
37060	7425	15	seen	see	VBN
37060	7425	16	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7425	17	in	in	IN
37060	7425	18	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	7425	19	.	.	.
37060	7426	1	Something	something	NN
37060	7426	2	always	always	RB
37060	7426	3	holds	hold	VBZ
37060	7426	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7426	5	back	back	RB
37060	7426	6	.	.	.
37060	7427	1	Sept	Sept	NNP
37060	7427	2	26	26	CD
37060	7427	3	,	,	,
37060	7427	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7427	5	...	...	:
37060	7427	6	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7427	7	called	call	VBD
37060	7427	8	the	the	DT
37060	7427	9	Metabolic	Metabolic	NNP
37060	7427	10	Treatment	Treatment	NNP
37060	7427	11	Cntr	Cntr	NNP
37060	7427	12	.	.	.
37060	7428	1	in	in	IN
37060	7428	2	Chicago	Chicago	NNP
37060	7428	3	.	.	.
37060	7429	1	A	a	DT
37060	7429	2	foreign	foreign	JJ
37060	7429	3	accented	accent	VBN
37060	7429	4	woman	woman	NN
37060	7429	5	referred	refer	VBD
37060	7429	6	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7429	7	to	to	IN
37060	7429	8	an	an	DT
37060	7429	9	affiliated	affiliated	JJ
37060	7429	10	cntr	cntr	NN
37060	7429	11	in	in	IN
37060	7429	12	Cicero	Cicero	NNP
37060	7429	13	,	,	,
37060	7429	14	II	II	NNP
37060	7429	15	.	.	.
37060	7430	1	From	from	IN
37060	7430	2	there	there	RB
37060	7430	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7430	4	called	call	VBD
37060	7430	5	the	the	DT
37060	7430	6	Cancer	Cancer	NNP
37060	7430	7	Society	Society	NNP
37060	7430	8	in	in	IN
37060	7430	9	Davenport	Davenport	NNP
37060	7430	10	only	only	RB
37060	7430	11	to	to	TO
37060	7430	12	be	be	VB
37060	7430	13	referred	refer	VBN
37060	7430	14	to	to	IN
37060	7430	15	an	an	DT
37060	7430	16	800	800	CD
37060	7430	17	number	number	NN
37060	7430	18	in	in	IN
37060	7430	19	New	New	NNP
37060	7430	20	York	York	NNP
37060	7430	21	.	.	.
37060	7431	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7431	2	dialed	dial	VBD
37060	7431	3	this	this	DT
37060	7431	4	number	number	NN
37060	7431	5	explaining	explain	VBG
37060	7431	6	the	the	DT
37060	7431	7	situation	situation	NN
37060	7431	8	at	at	IN
37060	7431	9	Johns	Johns	NNP
37060	7431	10	Hopkins	Hopkins	NNP
37060	7431	11	.	.	.
37060	7432	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7432	2	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7432	3	called	call	VBD
37060	7432	4	Fri	Fri	NNP
37060	7432	5	.	.	.
37060	7433	1	A.M.	A.M.	NNP
37060	7434	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7434	2	have	have	VBP
37060	7434	3	the	the	DT
37060	7434	4	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	7434	5	type	type	NN
37060	7434	6	of	of	IN
37060	7434	7	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	7434	8	for	for	IN
37060	7434	9	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7434	10	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	7434	11	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7434	12	.	.	.
37060	7435	1	The	the	DT
37060	7435	2	Metabolic	metabolic	JJ
37060	7435	3	people	people	NNS
37060	7435	4	are	be	VBP
37060	7435	5	not	not	RB
37060	7435	6	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	7435	7	and	and	CC
37060	7435	8	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7435	9	claims	claim	NNS
37060	7435	10	can	can	MD
37060	7435	11	not	not	RB
37060	7435	12	be	be	VB
37060	7435	13	substantiated	substantiate	VBN
37060	7435	14	.	.	.
37060	7436	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7436	2	combined	combine	VBD
37060	7436	3	Alivizatos	Alivizatos	NNP
37060	7436	4	in	in	IN
37060	7436	5	the	the	DT
37060	7436	6	same	same	JJ
37060	7436	7	category	category	NN
37060	7436	8	.	.	.
37060	7437	1	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	7437	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7437	3	right	right	JJ
37060	7437	4	in	in	IN
37060	7437	5	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7437	6	answers	answer	NNS
37060	7437	7	.	.	.
37060	7438	1	Chemo	Chemo	NNP
37060	7438	2	...	...	:
37060	7438	3	a	a	DT
37060	7438	4	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	7438	5	...	...	:
37060	7438	6	not	not	RB
37060	7438	7	a	a	DT
37060	7438	8	cure	cure	NN
37060	7438	9	.	.	.
37060	7439	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7439	2	called	call	VBD
37060	7439	3	the	the	DT
37060	7439	4	Clinic	Clinic	NNP
37060	7439	5	in	in	IN
37060	7439	6	Cicero	Cicero	NNP
37060	7439	7	.	.	.
37060	7440	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7440	2	had	have	VBD
37060	7440	3	moved	move	VBN
37060	7440	4	!	!	.
37060	7441	1	The	the	DT
37060	7441	2	main	main	JJ
37060	7441	3	office	office	NN
37060	7441	4	did	do	VBD
37060	7441	5	n't	not	RB
37060	7441	6	know	know	VB
37060	7441	7	that	that	DT
37060	7441	8	!	!	.
37060	7442	1	What	what	WDT
37060	7442	2	a	a	DT
37060	7442	3	fake	fake	NN
37060	7442	4	!	!	.
37060	7443	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7443	2	use	use	VBP
37060	7443	3	a	a	DT
37060	7443	4	tape	tape	NN
37060	7443	5	with	with	IN
37060	7443	6	a	a	DT
37060	7443	7	man	man	NN
37060	7443	8	's	's	POS
37060	7443	9	soothing	soothing	JJ
37060	7443	10	voice	voice	NN
37060	7443	11	to	to	TO
37060	7443	12	sell	sell	VB
37060	7443	13	an	an	DT
37060	7443	14	empty	empty	JJ
37060	7443	15	cure	cure	NN
37060	7443	16	.	.	.
37060	7444	1	A	a	DT
37060	7444	2	discussion	discussion	NN
37060	7444	3	broke	break	VBD
37060	7444	4	out	out	RP
37060	7444	5	between	between	IN
37060	7444	6	the	the	DT
37060	7444	7	3	3	CD
37060	7444	8	of	of	IN
37060	7444	9	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7444	10	at	at	IN
37060	7444	11	home	home	NN
37060	7444	12	.	.	.
37060	7445	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7445	2	endured	endure	VBD
37060	7445	3	for	for	IN
37060	7445	4	the	the	DT
37060	7445	5	better	well	JJR
37060	7445	6	part	part	NN
37060	7445	7	of	of	IN
37060	7445	8	2	2	CD
37060	7445	9	hours	hour	NNS
37060	7445	10	.	.	.
37060	7446	1	What	what	WP
37060	7446	2	scared	scare	VBD
37060	7446	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7446	4	was	be	VBD
37060	7446	5	the	the	DT
37060	7446	6	fact	fact	NN
37060	7446	7	that	that	IN
37060	7446	8	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7446	9	was	be	VBD
37060	7446	10	pushing	push	VBG
37060	7446	11	the	the	DT
37060	7446	12	chemo	chemo	JJ
37060	7446	13	option	option	NN
37060	7446	14	.	.	.
37060	7447	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7447	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	7447	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7447	4	desire	desire	NN
37060	7447	5	to	to	TO
37060	7447	6	live	live	VB
37060	7447	7	or	or	CC
37060	7447	8	to	to	TO
37060	7447	9	just	just	RB
37060	7447	10	grasp	grasp	VB
37060	7447	11	each	each	DT
37060	7447	12	day	day	NN
37060	7447	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	7447	14	n't	not	RB
37060	7447	15	that	that	DT
37060	7447	16	desperate	desperate	JJ
37060	7447	17	.	.	.
37060	7448	1	The	the	DT
37060	7448	2	Dark	Dark	NNP
37060	7448	3	Pool	Pool	NNP
37060	7448	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7448	5	am	be	VBP
37060	7448	6	That	that	DT
37060	7448	7	stagnant	stagnant	JJ
37060	7448	8	pool	pool	NN
37060	7448	9	Of	of	IN
37060	7448	10	life	life	NN
37060	7448	11	Around	around	IN
37060	7448	12	which	which	WDT
37060	7448	13	A	a	DT
37060	7448	14	vibrant	vibrant	JJ
37060	7448	15	world	world	NN
37060	7448	16	Revolves	Revolves	NNP
37060	7448	17	.	.	.
37060	7449	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7449	2	watch	watch	VBP
37060	7449	3	As	as	IN
37060	7449	4	friends	friend	NNS
37060	7449	5	Are	be	VBP
37060	7449	6	initiated	initiate	VBN
37060	7449	7	Into	into	IN
37060	7449	8	the	the	DT
37060	7449	9	expanse	expanse	NN
37060	7449	10	Of	of	IN
37060	7449	11	change	change	NN
37060	7449	12	Termed	term	VBN
37060	7449	13	reality	reality	NN
37060	7449	14	.	.	.
37060	7450	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7450	2	stay	stay	VBP
37060	7450	3	Imprisoned	imprison	VBN
37060	7450	4	by	by	IN
37060	7450	5	webs	webs	NN
37060	7450	6	That	that	WDT
37060	7450	7	do	do	VBP
37060	7450	8	not	not	RB
37060	7450	9	break	break	VB
37060	7450	10	Shaded	shade	VBN
37060	7450	11	by	by	IN
37060	7450	12	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	7450	13	That	that	WDT
37060	7450	14	never	never	RB
37060	7450	15	fall	fall	VBP
37060	7450	16	.	.	.
37060	7451	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7451	2	wait	wait	VBP
37060	7451	3	Aware	aware	JJ
37060	7451	4	of	of	IN
37060	7451	5	the	the	DT
37060	7451	6	options	option	NNS
37060	7451	7	;	;	:
37060	7451	8	To	to	TO
37060	7451	9	grasp	grasp	VB
37060	7451	10	madly	madly	RB
37060	7451	11	A	a	DT
37060	7451	12	tattered	tattered	JJ
37060	7451	13	shred	shred	NN
37060	7451	14	Of	of	IN
37060	7451	15	existence	existence	NN
37060	7451	16	,	,	,
37060	7451	17	Or	or	CC
37060	7451	18	preserve	preserve	VB
37060	7451	19	all	all	DT
37060	7451	20	dignity	dignity	NN
37060	7451	21	for	for	IN
37060	7451	22	The	the	DT
37060	7451	23	final	final	JJ
37060	7451	24	breath	breath	NN
37060	7451	25	.	.	.
37060	7452	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	7452	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	7452	3	September	September	NNP
37060	7452	4	of	of	IN
37060	7452	5	1983	1983	CD
37060	7452	6	Sept	Sept	NNP
37060	7452	7	28	28	CD
37060	7452	8	,	,	,
37060	7452	9	1983	1983	CD
37060	7452	10	...	...	:
37060	7452	11	Made	make	VBD
37060	7452	12	reservations	reservation	NNS
37060	7452	13	to	to	TO
37060	7452	14	go	go	VB
37060	7452	15	and	and	CC
37060	7452	16	see	see	VB
37060	7452	17	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7452	18	.	.	.
37060	7453	1	.	.	.
37060	7454	1	.	.	.
37060	7455	1	rates	rate	NNS
37060	7455	2	are	be	VBP
37060	7455	3	unbeatable	unbeatable	JJ
37060	7455	4	at	at	IN
37060	7455	5	$	$	$
37060	7455	6	329	329	CD
37060	7455	7	round	round	JJ
37060	7455	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	7455	9	trip	trip	NN
37060	7455	10	fare	fare	NN
37060	7455	11	from	from	IN
37060	7455	12	Moline	Moline	NNP
37060	7455	13	to	to	IN
37060	7455	14	Frisco	Frisco	NNP
37060	7455	15	...	...	:
37060	7455	16	regularly	regularly	RB
37060	7455	17	$	$	$
37060	7455	18	600	600	CD
37060	7455	19	Sept	Sept	NNP
37060	7455	20	29	29	CD
37060	7455	21	,	,	,
37060	7455	22	1983	1983	CD
37060	7455	23	...	...	.
37060	7456	1	Drove	drove	JJ
37060	7456	2	to	to	IN
37060	7456	3	Dubuque	Dubuque	NNP
37060	7456	4	in	in	IN
37060	7456	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7456	6	parent	parent	NN
37060	7456	7	's	's	POS
37060	7456	8	Citation	Citation	NNP
37060	7456	9	...	...	NFP
37060	7456	10	got	get	VBD
37060	7456	11	sick	sick	JJ
37060	7456	12	after	after	IN
37060	7456	13	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	7456	14	at	at	IN
37060	7456	15	the	the	DT
37060	7456	16	Ryan	Ryan	NNP
37060	7456	17	House	House	NNP
37060	7456	18	.	.	.
37060	7457	1	.	.	.
37060	7458	1	.	.	.
37060	7459	1	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	7459	2	endured	endure	VBD
37060	7459	3	a	a	DT
37060	7459	4	better	well	JJR
37060	7459	5	part	part	NN
37060	7459	6	of	of	IN
37060	7459	7	the	the	DT
37060	7459	8	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	7459	9	.	.	.
37060	7460	1	Did	do	VBD
37060	7460	2	n't	not	RB
37060	7460	3	go	go	VB
37060	7460	4	with	with	IN
37060	7460	5	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	7460	6	and	and	CC
37060	7460	7	Galen	Galen	NNP
37060	7460	8	to	to	IN
37060	7460	9	the	the	DT
37060	7460	10	church	church	NN
37060	7460	11	potluck	potluck	NN
37060	7460	12	.	.	.
37060	7461	1	...	...	NFP
37060	7461	2	ate	eat	VBD
37060	7461	3	an	an	DT
37060	7461	4	English	english	JJ
37060	7461	5	muffin	muffin	NN
37060	7461	6	and	and	CC
37060	7461	7	2	2	CD
37060	7461	8	eggs	egg	NNS
37060	7461	9	...	...	NFP
37060	7461	10	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	7461	11	again	again	RB
37060	7461	12	...	...	.
37060	7461	13	normal	normal	JJ
37060	7461	14	around	around	IN
37060	7461	15	9	9	CD
37060	7461	16	P.M.	P.M.	NNP
37060	7461	17	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	7461	18	2	2	CD
37060	7461	19	,	,	,
37060	7461	20	1983	1983	CD
37060	7461	21	...	...	:
37060	7461	22	Made	make	VBD
37060	7461	23	waffles	waffle	NNS
37060	7461	24	for	for	IN
37060	7461	25	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7461	26	and	and	CC
37060	7461	27	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7461	28	...	...	:
37060	7461	29	did	do	VBD
37060	7461	30	dishes	dish	NNS
37060	7461	31	...	...	NFP
37060	7461	32	cancelled	cancel	VBN
37060	7461	33	KFC	KFC	NNP
37060	7461	34	plans	plan	NNS
37060	7461	35	as	as	IN
37060	7461	36	the	the	DT
37060	7461	37	day	day	NN
37060	7461	38	became	become	VBD
37060	7461	39	too	too	RB
37060	7461	40	warm	warm	JJ
37060	7461	41	for	for	IN
37060	7461	42	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7461	43	.	.	.
37060	7462	1	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7462	2	called	call	VBD
37060	7462	3	;	;	:
37060	7462	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7462	5	was	be	VBD
37060	7462	6	bummed	bum	VBN
37060	7462	7	out	out	RP
37060	7462	8	for	for	IN
37060	7462	9	some	some	DT
37060	7462	10	reason	reason	NN
37060	7462	11	.	.	.
37060	7463	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7463	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7463	3	like	like	IN
37060	7463	4	crying	cry	VBG
37060	7463	5	.	.	.
37060	7464	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7464	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7464	3	thinking	think	VBG
37060	7464	4	about	about	IN
37060	7464	5	the	the	DT
37060	7464	6	years	year	NNS
37060	7464	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7464	8	a	a	DT
37060	7464	9	couple	couple	NN
37060	7464	10	years	year	NNS
37060	7464	11	ago	ago	RB
37060	7464	12	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7464	13	and	and	CC
37060	7464	14	how	how	WRB
37060	7464	15	one	one	PRP
37060	7464	16	takes	take	VBZ
37060	7464	17	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	7464	18	good	good	JJ
37060	7464	19	for	for	IN
37060	7464	20	granted	grant	VBN
37060	7464	21	.	.	.
37060	7465	1	Then	then	RB
37060	7465	2	when	when	WRB
37060	7465	3	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7465	4	called	call	VBD
37060	7465	5	,	,	,
37060	7465	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7465	7	remembered	remember	VBD
37060	7465	8	how	how	WRB
37060	7465	9	soon	soon	RB
37060	7465	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7465	11	would	would	MD
37060	7465	12	be	be	VB
37060	7465	13	going	go	VBG
37060	7465	14	to	to	IN
37060	7465	15	Frisco	Frisco	NNP
37060	7465	16	.	.	.
37060	7466	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7466	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7466	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7466	4	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	7466	5	prepared	prepared	JJ
37060	7466	6	to	to	TO
37060	7466	7	go	go	VB
37060	7466	8	so	so	RB
37060	7466	9	soon	soon	RB
37060	7466	10	.	.	.
37060	7467	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7467	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7467	3	flooded	flood	VBN
37060	7467	4	by	by	IN
37060	7467	5	seemingly	seemingly	RB
37060	7467	6	small	small	JJ
37060	7467	7	fears	fear	NNS
37060	7467	8	,	,	,
37060	7467	9	yet	yet	RB
37060	7467	10	to	to	IN
37060	7467	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7467	12	,	,	,
37060	7467	13	the	the	DT
37060	7467	14	fears	fear	NNS
37060	7467	15	are	be	VBP
37060	7467	16	so	so	RB
37060	7467	17	real	real	JJ
37060	7467	18	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7467	19	become	become	VBP
37060	7467	20	monsters	monster	NNS
37060	7467	21	.	.	.
37060	7468	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7468	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7468	3	scared	scared	JJ
37060	7468	4	about	about	IN
37060	7468	5	sweating	sweat	VBG
37060	7468	6	for	for	IN
37060	7468	7	3	3	CD
37060	7468	8	hrs	hrs	NNP
37060	7468	9	.	.	.
37060	7469	1	on	on	IN
37060	7469	2	the	the	DT
37060	7469	3	plane	plane	NN
37060	7469	4	,	,	,
37060	7469	5	having	have	VBG
37060	7469	6	to	to	TO
37060	7469	7	go	go	VB
37060	7469	8	to	to	IN
37060	7469	9	the	the	DT
37060	7469	10	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	7469	11	,	,	,
37060	7469	12	getting	get	VBG
37060	7469	13	tired	tired	JJ
37060	7469	14	,	,	,
37060	7469	15	sick	sick	JJ
37060	7469	16	,	,	,
37060	7469	17	etc	etc	FW
37060	7469	18	.	.	.
37060	7470	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7470	2	want	want	VBP
37060	7470	3	to	to	TO
37060	7470	4	make	make	VB
37060	7470	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7470	6	trip	trip	NN
37060	7470	7	as	as	RB
37060	7470	8	easy	easy	JJ
37060	7470	9	as	as	IN
37060	7470	10	possible	possible	JJ
37060	7470	11	,	,	,
37060	7470	12	so	so	CC
37060	7470	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7470	14	'm	be	VBP
37060	7470	15	not	not	RB
37060	7470	16	taking	take	VBG
37060	7470	17	a	a	DT
37060	7470	18	suitcase	suitcase	NN
37060	7470	19	...	...	:
37060	7470	20	just	just	RB
37060	7470	21	a	a	DT
37060	7470	22	couple	couple	NN
37060	7470	23	of	of	IN
37060	7470	24	flight	flight	NN
37060	7470	25	bags	bag	NNS
37060	7470	26	.	.	.
37060	7471	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7471	2	bothers	bother	VBZ
37060	7471	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7471	4	that	that	IN
37060	7471	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7471	6	'll	will	MD
37060	7471	7	be	be	VB
37060	7471	8	waiting	wait	VBG
37060	7471	9	a	a	DT
37060	7471	10	maximum	maximum	NN
37060	7471	11	of	of	IN
37060	7471	12	7	7	CD
37060	7471	13	hrs	hrs	NN
37060	7471	14	.	.	.
37060	7472	1	for	for	IN
37060	7472	2	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7472	3	in	in	IN
37060	7472	4	the	the	DT
37060	7472	5	Frisco	Frisco	NNP
37060	7472	6	airport	airport	NN
37060	7472	7	.	.	.
37060	7473	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7473	2	do	do	VBP
37060	7473	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7473	4	particularly	particularly	RB
37060	7473	5	relish	relish	VB
37060	7473	6	that	that	DT
37060	7473	7	idea	idea	NN
37060	7473	8	.	.	.
37060	7474	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7474	2	'll	will	MD
37060	7474	3	probably	probably	RB
37060	7474	4	be	be	VB
37060	7474	5	fine	fine	JJ
37060	7474	6	,	,	,
37060	7474	7	however	however	RB
37060	7474	8	,	,	,
37060	7474	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7474	10	'm	be	VBP
37060	7474	11	haunted	haunt	VBN
37060	7474	12	by	by	IN
37060	7474	13	all	all	DT
37060	7474	14	of	of	IN
37060	7474	15	these	these	DT
37060	7474	16	fears	fear	NNS
37060	7474	17	beforehand	beforehand	RB
37060	7474	18	.	.	.
37060	7475	1	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	7475	2	4	4	CD
37060	7475	3	,	,	,
37060	7475	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7475	5	...	...	NFP
37060	7476	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7476	2	've	have	VB
37060	7476	3	been	be	VBN
37060	7476	4	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	7476	5	for	for	IN
37060	7476	6	about	about	RB
37060	7476	7	3	3	CD
37060	7476	8	days	day	NNS
37060	7476	9	now	now	RB
37060	7476	10	.	.	.
37060	7477	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7477	2	keep	keep	VBP
37060	7477	3	thinking	think	VBG
37060	7477	4	the	the	DT
37060	7477	5	plane	plane	NN
37060	7477	6	's	be	VBZ
37060	7477	7	going	go	VBG
37060	7477	8	to	to	TO
37060	7477	9	crash	crash	NN
37060	7477	10	or	or	CC
37060	7477	11	something	something	NN
37060	7477	12	will	will	MD
37060	7477	13	happen	happen	VB
37060	7477	14	so	so	RB
37060	7477	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7477	16	'll	will	MD
37060	7477	17	never	never	RB
37060	7477	18	be	be	VB
37060	7477	19	home	home	NN
37060	7477	20	again	again	RB
37060	7477	21	.	.	.
37060	7478	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7478	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	7478	3	that	that	DT
37060	7478	4	says	say	VBZ
37060	7478	5	where	where	WRB
37060	7478	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7478	7	'm	be	VBP
37060	7478	8	most	most	RBS
37060	7478	9	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	7478	10	.	.	.
37060	7479	1	Everything	everything	NN
37060	7479	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7479	3	eat	eat	VBP
37060	7479	4	sits	sit	VBZ
37060	7479	5	in	in	IN
37060	7479	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7479	7	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	7479	8	like	like	IN
37060	7479	9	so	so	RB
37060	7479	10	much	much	JJ
37060	7479	11	lead	lead	NN
37060	7479	12	.	.	.
37060	7480	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7480	2	hemmed	hem	VBD
37060	7480	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7480	4	black	black	JJ
37060	7480	5	Lee	Lee	NNP
37060	7480	6	jeans	jean	NNS
37060	7480	7	and	and	CC
37060	7480	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7480	9	$	$	$
37060	7480	10	15	15	CD
37060	7480	11	Gitano	Gitano	NNP
37060	7480	12	jeans	jean	NNS
37060	7480	13	,	,	,
37060	7480	14	packed	pack	VBD
37060	7480	15	one	one	CD
37060	7480	16	flight	flight	NN
37060	7480	17	bag	bag	NN
37060	7480	18	with	with	IN
37060	7480	19	clothes	clothe	NNS
37060	7480	20	and	and	CC
37060	7480	21	one	one	CD
37060	7480	22	more	more	JJR
37060	7480	23	with	with	IN
37060	7480	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7480	25	camera	camera	NN
37060	7480	26	,	,	,
37060	7480	27	magazine	magazine	NN
37060	7480	28	,	,	,
37060	7480	29	book	book	NN
37060	7480	30	and	and	CC
37060	7480	31	such	such	JJ
37060	7480	32	...	...	:
37060	7480	33	to	to	TO
37060	7480	34	take	take	VB
37060	7480	35	on	on	RP
37060	7480	36	board	board	NN
37060	7480	37	with	with	IN
37060	7480	38	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7480	39	.	.	.
37060	7481	1	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7481	2	and	and	CC
37060	7481	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7481	4	took	take	VBD
37060	7481	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7481	6	to	to	IN
37060	7481	7	Bishops	Bishops	NNP
37060	7481	8	for	for	IN
37060	7481	9	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	7481	10	...	...	:
37060	7481	11	a	a	DT
37060	7481	12	so	so	RB
37060	7481	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	7481	14	long	long	JJ
37060	7481	15	affair	affair	NN
37060	7481	16	...	...	:
37060	7481	17	washed	wash	VBD
37060	7481	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7481	19	hair	hair	NN
37060	7481	20	.	.	.
37060	7482	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7482	2	wish	wish	VBP
37060	7482	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7482	4	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7482	5	better	well	JJR
37060	7482	6	about	about	IN
37060	7482	7	going	go	VBG
37060	7482	8	.	.	.
37060	7483	1	Les	Les	NNP
37060	7483	2	sent	send	VBD
37060	7483	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7483	4	a	a	DT
37060	7483	5	card	card	NN
37060	7483	6	.	.	.
37060	7484	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7484	2	thought	think	VBD
37060	7484	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7484	4	was	be	VBD
37060	7484	5	a	a	DT
37060	7484	6	so	so	RB
37060	7484	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	7484	8	long	long	JJ
37060	7484	9	and	and	CC
37060	7484	10	have	have	VBP
37060	7484	11	a	a	DT
37060	7484	12	good	good	JJ
37060	7484	13	trip	trip	NN
37060	7484	14	one	one	NN
37060	7484	15	,	,	,
37060	7484	16	but	but	CC
37060	7484	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7484	18	was	be	VBD
37060	7484	19	a	a	DT
37060	7484	20	regular	regular	JJ
37060	7484	21	card	card	NN
37060	7484	22	with	with	IN
37060	7484	23	$	$	$
37060	7484	24	50	50	CD
37060	7484	25	.	.	.
37060	7485	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7485	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7485	3	shocked	shocked	JJ
37060	7485	4	!	!	.
37060	7486	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7486	2	called	call	VBD
37060	7486	3	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7486	4	and	and	CC
37060	7486	5	thanked	thank	VBD
37060	7486	6	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7486	7	.	.	.
37060	7487	1	Well	well	UH
37060	7487	2	,	,	,
37060	7487	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7487	4	's	be	VBZ
37060	7487	5	goodnite	goodnite	JJ
37060	7487	6	for	for	IN
37060	7487	7	now	now	RB
37060	7487	8	.	.	.
37060	7488	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7488	2	hope	hope	VBP
37060	7488	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7488	4	bad	bad	JJ
37060	7488	5	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	7488	6	are	be	VBP
37060	7488	7	unfounded	unfounded	JJ
37060	7488	8	!	!	.
37060	7489	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7489	2	do	do	VBP
37060	7489	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7489	4	exactly	exactly	RB
37060	7489	5	want	want	VB
37060	7489	6	to	to	TO
37060	7489	7	die	die	VB
37060	7489	8	in	in	IN
37060	7489	9	a	a	DT
37060	7489	10	plane	plane	NN
37060	7489	11	crash	crash	NN
37060	7489	12	.	.	.
37060	7490	1	What	what	WDT
37060	7490	2	a	a	DT
37060	7490	3	long	long	JJ
37060	7490	4	way	way	NN
37060	7490	5	down	down	RB
37060	7490	6	.	.	.
37060	7491	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7491	2	ugh	ugh	NNP
37060	7491	3	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7491	4	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	7491	5	5	5	CD
37060	7491	6	,	,	,
37060	7491	7	1983	1983	CD
37060	7491	8	...	...	NFP
37060	7492	1	The	the	DT
37060	7492	2	day	day	NN
37060	7492	3	began	begin	VBD
37060	7492	4	for	for	IN
37060	7492	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7492	6	at	at	IN
37060	7492	7	4:45	4:45	CD
37060	7492	8	A.M.	A.M.	NNP
37060	7493	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7493	2	figured	figure	VBD
37060	7493	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7493	4	'd	'd	MD
37060	7493	5	allow	allow	VB
37060	7493	6	ample	ample	JJ
37060	7493	7	time	time	NN
37060	7493	8	for	for	IN
37060	7493	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7493	10	face	face	NN
37060	7493	11	to	to	TO
37060	7493	12	emerge	emerge	VB
37060	7493	13	and	and	CC
37060	7493	14	get	get	VB
37060	7493	15	a	a	DT
37060	7493	16	quick	quick	JJ
37060	7493	17	bite	bite	NN
37060	7493	18	to	to	TO
37060	7493	19	eat	eat	VB
37060	7493	20	,	,	,
37060	7493	21	but	but	CC
37060	7493	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7493	23	figured	figure	VBD
37060	7493	24	wrong	wrong	RB
37060	7493	25	.	.	.
37060	7494	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7494	2	departed	depart	VBD
37060	7494	3	in	in	IN
37060	7494	4	a	a	DT
37060	7494	5	flurry	flurry	NN
37060	7494	6	at	at	IN
37060	7494	7	5:45	5:45	CD
37060	7494	8	without	without	IN
37060	7494	9	having	have	VBG
37060	7494	10	eaten	eat	VBN
37060	7494	11	.	.	.
37060	7495	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7495	2	drove	drive	VBD
37060	7495	3	unusually	unusually	RB
37060	7495	4	slow	slow	JJ
37060	7495	5	,	,	,
37060	7495	6	or	or	CC
37060	7495	7	so	so	RB
37060	7495	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7495	9	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	7495	10	.	.	.
37060	7496	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7496	2	got	get	VBD
37060	7496	3	to	to	IN
37060	7496	4	the	the	DT
37060	7496	5	airport	airport	NN
37060	7496	6	with	with	IN
37060	7496	7	sufficient	sufficient	JJ
37060	7496	8	time	time	NN
37060	7496	9	for	for	IN
37060	7496	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7496	11	to	to	TO
37060	7496	12	go	go	VB
37060	7496	13	to	to	IN
37060	7496	14	the	the	DT
37060	7496	15	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	7496	16	and	and	CC
37060	7496	17	then	then	RB
37060	7496	18	some	some	DT
37060	7496	19	.	.	.
37060	7497	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7497	2	were	be	VBD
37060	7497	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7497	4	rushed	rush	VBN
37060	7497	5	in	in	IN
37060	7497	6	the	the	DT
37060	7497	7	least	least	JJS
37060	7497	8	.	.	.
37060	7498	1	Les	Les	NNP
37060	7498	2	came	come	VBD
37060	7498	3	too	too	RB
37060	7498	4	,	,	,
37060	7498	5	but	but	CC
37060	7498	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7498	7	was	be	VBD
37060	7498	8	too	too	RB
37060	7498	9	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	7498	10	to	to	TO
37060	7498	11	really	really	RB
37060	7498	12	talk	talk	VB
37060	7498	13	and	and	CC
37060	7498	14	feel	feel	VB
37060	7498	15	"	"	``
37060	7498	16	civil	civil	JJ
37060	7498	17	.	.	.
37060	7498	18	"	"	''
37060	7499	1	On	on	IN
37060	7499	2	board	board	NN
37060	7499	3	at	at	IN
37060	7499	4	6:30	6:30	CD
37060	7499	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7499	6	was	be	VBD
37060	7499	7	seated	seat	VBN
37060	7499	8	by	by	IN
37060	7499	9	the	the	DT
37060	7499	10	window	window	NN
37060	7499	11	in	in	IN
37060	7499	12	an	an	DT
37060	7499	13	MVA	MVA	NNP
37060	7499	14	plane	plane	NN
37060	7499	15	.	.	.
37060	7500	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7500	2	spoke	speak	VBD
37060	7500	3	with	with	IN
37060	7500	4	a	a	DT
37060	7500	5	man	man	NN
37060	7500	6	with	with	IN
37060	7500	7	a	a	DT
37060	7500	8	complete	complete	JJ
37060	7500	9	beard	beard	NN
37060	7500	10	and	and	CC
37060	7500	11	moustache	moustache	NNP
37060	7500	12	en	en	NNP
37060	7500	13	route	route	NN
37060	7500	14	.	.	.
37060	7501	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7501	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	7501	3	for	for	IN
37060	7501	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7501	5	phone	phone	NN
37060	7501	6	number	number	NN
37060	7501	7	.	.	.
37060	7502	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7502	2	hesitatingly	hesitatingly	RB
37060	7502	3	replied	reply	VBD
37060	7502	4	that	that	IN
37060	7502	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7502	6	had	have	VBD
37060	7502	7	no	no	DT
37060	7502	8	pen	pen	NN
37060	7502	9	or	or	CC
37060	7502	10	paper	paper	NN
37060	7502	11	but	but	CC
37060	7502	12	that	that	IN
37060	7502	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7502	14	parents	parent	NNS
37060	7502	15	were	be	VBD
37060	7502	16	in	in	IN
37060	7502	17	the	the	DT
37060	7502	18	phone	phone	NN
37060	7502	19	book	book	NN
37060	7502	20	.	.	.
37060	7503	1	"	"	``
37060	7503	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7503	3	really	really	RB
37060	7503	4	hope	hope	VBP
37060	7503	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7503	6	wo	will	MD
37060	7503	7	n't	not	RB
37060	7503	8	call	call	VB
37060	7503	9	...	...	NFP
37060	7503	10	what	what	WP
37060	7503	11	would	would	MD
37060	7503	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7503	13	need	need	VB
37060	7503	14	with	with	IN
37060	7503	15	a	a	DT
37060	7503	16	date	date	NN
37060	7503	17	?	?	.
37060	7503	18	!	!	.
37060	7503	19	"	"	''
37060	7504	1	Panic	panic	NN
37060	7504	2	stricken	stricken	VBN
37060	7504	3	,	,	,
37060	7504	4	once	once	RB
37060	7504	5	again	again	RB
37060	7504	6	,	,	,
37060	7504	7	when	when	WRB
37060	7504	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7504	9	reached	reach	VBD
37060	7504	10	O'Hare	O'Hare	NNP
37060	7504	11	,	,	,
37060	7504	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7504	13	rushed	rush	VBD
37060	7504	14	excitedly	excitedly	RB
37060	7504	15	to	to	IN
37060	7504	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7504	17	next	next	JJ
37060	7504	18	gate	gate	NN
37060	7504	19	of	of	IN
37060	7504	20	departure	departure	NN
37060	7504	21	,	,	,
37060	7504	22	and	and	CC
37060	7504	23	there	there	EX
37060	7504	24	spent	spend	VBD
37060	7504	25	45	45	CD
37060	7504	26	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	7504	27	of	of	IN
37060	7504	28	anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	7504	29	.	.	.
37060	7505	1	After	after	IN
37060	7505	2	boarding	boarding	NN
37060	7505	3	,	,	,
37060	7505	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7505	5	endured	endure	VBD
37060	7505	6	15	15	CD
37060	7505	7	or	or	CC
37060	7505	8	more	more	JJR
37060	7505	9	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	7505	10	of	of	IN
37060	7505	11	sheer	sheer	JJ
37060	7505	12	panic	panic	NN
37060	7505	13	due	due	IN
37060	7505	14	to	to	IN
37060	7505	15	the	the	DT
37060	7505	16	stuffy	stuffy	JJ
37060	7505	17	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	7505	18	of	of	IN
37060	7505	19	the	the	DT
37060	7505	20	DC	DC	NNP
37060	7505	21	8	8	CD
37060	7505	22	.	.	.
37060	7506	1	After	after	IN
37060	7506	2	take	take	VB
37060	7506	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	7506	4	off	off	NN
37060	7506	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7506	6	cooled	cool	VBD
37060	7506	7	down	down	RP
37060	7506	8	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	7506	9	.	.	.
37060	7507	1	.	.	.
37060	7508	1	.	.	.
37060	7509	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7509	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7509	3	quite	quite	RB
37060	7509	4	relieved	relieved	JJ
37060	7509	5	.	.	.
37060	7510	1	Breakfast	Breakfast	NNP
37060	7510	2	proved	prove	VBD
37060	7510	3	to	to	TO
37060	7510	4	be	be	VB
37060	7510	5	good	good	JJ
37060	7510	6	;	;	:
37060	7510	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7510	8	rested	rest	VBD
37060	7510	9	a	a	DT
37060	7510	10	bit	bit	NN
37060	7510	11	.	.	.
37060	7511	1	.	.	.
37060	7512	1	.	.	.
37060	7513	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7513	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7513	3	fortunately	fortunately	RB
37060	7513	4	situated	situate	VBN
37060	7513	5	on	on	IN
37060	7513	6	the	the	DT
37060	7513	7	window	window	NN
37060	7513	8	seat	seat	NN
37060	7513	9	,	,	,
37060	7513	10	the	the	DT
37060	7513	11	middle	middle	JJ
37060	7513	12	seat	seat	NN
37060	7513	13	was	be	VBD
37060	7513	14	empty	empty	JJ
37060	7513	15	and	and	CC
37060	7513	16	the	the	DT
37060	7513	17	aisle	aisle	NN
37060	7513	18	seat	seat	NN
37060	7513	19	occupied	occupy	VBN
37060	7513	20	by	by	IN
37060	7513	21	a	a	DT
37060	7513	22	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	7513	23	corpulent	corpulent	JJ
37060	7513	24	and	and	CC
37060	7513	25	very	very	RB
37060	7513	26	silent	silent	JJ
37060	7513	27	businessman	businessman	NN
37060	7513	28	.	.	.
37060	7514	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7514	2	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7514	3	,	,	,
37060	7514	4	by	by	IN
37060	7514	5	the	the	DT
37060	7514	6	way	way	NN
37060	7514	7	,	,	,
37060	7514	8	finished	finish	VBD
37060	7514	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7514	10	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	7514	11	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	7514	12	.	.	.
37060	7514	13	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7515	1	Upon	upon	IN
37060	7515	2	landing	landing	NN
37060	7515	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7515	4	put	put	VBD
37060	7515	5	both	both	CC
37060	7515	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7515	7	bags	bag	NNS
37060	7515	8	in	in	IN
37060	7515	9	a	a	DT
37060	7515	10	locker	locker	NN
37060	7515	11	...	...	:
37060	7515	12	the	the	DT
37060	7515	13	wait	wait	NN
37060	7515	14	proved	prove	VBD
37060	7515	15	to	to	TO
37060	7515	16	be	be	VB
37060	7515	17	6	6	CD
37060	7515	18	hours	hour	NNS
37060	7515	19	.	.	.
37060	7516	1	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7516	2	came	come	VBD
37060	7516	3	.	.	.
37060	7517	1	.	.	.
37060	7518	1	.	.	.
37060	7519	1	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7519	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	7519	3	"	"	``
37060	7519	4	real	real	RB
37060	7519	5	good	good	JJ
37060	7519	6	.	.	.
37060	7519	7	"	"	''
37060	7520	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7520	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7520	3	a	a	DT
37060	7520	4	super	super	JJ
37060	7520	5	and	and	CC
37060	7520	6	balmy	balmy	JJ
37060	7520	7	night	night	NN
37060	7520	8	.	.	.
37060	7521	1	.	.	.
37060	7522	1	.	.	.
37060	7523	1	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7523	2	walked	walk	VBD
37060	7523	3	to	to	IN
37060	7523	4	the	the	DT
37060	7523	5	Seasons	Seasons	NNP
37060	7523	6	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	7523	7	.	.	.
37060	7524	1	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7524	2	treated	treat	VBD
37060	7524	3	.	.	.
37060	7525	1	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	7525	2	6	6	CD
37060	7525	3	,	,	,
37060	7525	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7525	5	...	...	NFP
37060	7526	1	Things	thing	NNS
37060	7526	2	got	get	VBD
37060	7526	3	pretty	pretty	RB
37060	7526	4	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	7526	5	for	for	IN
37060	7526	6	a	a	DT
37060	7526	7	while	while	NN
37060	7526	8	as	as	IN
37060	7526	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7526	10	tried	try	VBD
37060	7526	11	to	to	TO
37060	7526	12	sum	sum	VB
37060	7526	13	up	up	RP
37060	7526	14	the	the	DT
37060	7526	15	situation	situation	NN
37060	7526	16	between	between	IN
37060	7526	17	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7526	18	.	.	.
37060	7527	1	Situations	situation	NNS
37060	7527	2	change	change	VBP
37060	7527	3	and	and	CC
37060	7527	4	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7527	5	will	will	MD
37060	7527	6	never	never	RB
37060	7527	7	be	be	VB
37060	7527	8	the	the	DT
37060	7527	9	same	same	JJ
37060	7527	10	again	again	RB
37060	7527	11	.	.	.
37060	7528	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7528	2	love	love	VBP
37060	7528	3	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7528	4	,	,	,
37060	7528	5	but	but	CC
37060	7528	6	neither	neither	DT
37060	7528	7	of	of	IN
37060	7528	8	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7528	9	are	be	VBP
37060	7528	10	ready	ready	JJ
37060	7528	11	for	for	IN
37060	7528	12	a	a	DT
37060	7528	13	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	7528	14	.	.	.
37060	7529	1	Marriage	marriage	NN
37060	7529	2	makes	make	VBZ
37060	7529	3	all	all	DT
37060	7529	4	things	thing	NNS
37060	7529	5	so	so	RB
37060	7529	6	dreadfully	dreadfully	RB
37060	7529	7	black	black	JJ
37060	7529	8	and	and	CC
37060	7529	9	white	white	JJ
37060	7529	10	.	.	.
37060	7530	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7530	2	health	health	NN
37060	7530	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	7530	4	the	the	DT
37060	7530	5	foremost	foremost	JJ
37060	7530	6	difficulty	difficulty	NN
37060	7530	7	,	,	,
37060	7530	8	as	as	RB
37060	7530	9	well	well	RB
37060	7530	10	as	as	IN
37060	7530	11	the	the	DT
37060	7530	12	miles	mile	NNS
37060	7530	13	that	that	WDT
37060	7530	14	separate	separate	VBP
37060	7530	15	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7530	16	.	.	.
37060	7531	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7531	2	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	7531	3	do	do	VBP
37060	7531	4	n't	not	RB
37060	7531	5	feel	feel	VB
37060	7531	6	capable	capable	JJ
37060	7531	7	of	of	IN
37060	7531	8	being	be	VBG
37060	7531	9	a	a	DT
37060	7531	10	good	good	JJ
37060	7531	11	wife	wife	NN
37060	7531	12	,	,	,
37060	7531	13	nor	nor	CC
37060	7531	14	do	do	VBP
37060	7531	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7531	16	feel	feel	VB
37060	7531	17	that	that	IN
37060	7531	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7531	19	'd	'd	MD
37060	7531	20	be	be	VB
37060	7531	21	able	able	JJ
37060	7531	22	to	to	TO
37060	7531	23	live	live	VB
37060	7531	24	so	so	RB
37060	7531	25	far	far	RB
37060	7531	26	away	away	RB
37060	7531	27	from	from	IN
37060	7531	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7531	29	family	family	NN
37060	7531	30	...	...	.
37060	7532	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7532	2	need	need	VBP
37060	7532	3	the	the	DT
37060	7532	4	support	support	NN
37060	7532	5	.	.	.
37060	7533	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7533	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7533	3	better	well	JJR
37060	7533	4	,	,	,
37060	7533	5	nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	7533	6	,	,	,
37060	7533	7	after	after	IN
37060	7533	8	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7533	9	discussion	discussion	NN
37060	7533	10	....	....	NFP
37060	7533	11	at	at	IN
37060	7533	12	another	another	DT
37060	7533	13	time	time	NN
37060	7533	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7533	15	had	have	VBD
37060	7533	16	written	write	VBN
37060	7533	17	down	down	RP
37060	7533	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7533	19	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	7533	20	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	7533	21	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7533	22	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	7533	23	.	.	.
37060	7534	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7534	2	Just	just	RB
37060	7534	3	as	as	IN
37060	7534	4	one	one	PRP
37060	7534	5	's	's	POS
37060	7534	6	mind	mind	NN
37060	7534	7	can	can	MD
37060	7534	8	not	not	RB
37060	7534	9	long	long	RB
37060	7534	10	remain	remain	VB
37060	7534	11	inactive	inactive	JJ
37060	7534	12	,	,	,
37060	7534	13	so	so	RB
37060	7534	14	also	also	RB
37060	7534	15	will	will	MD
37060	7534	16	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7534	17	love	love	NN
37060	7534	18	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7534	19	for	for	IN
37060	7534	20	each	each	DT
37060	7534	21	other	other	JJ
37060	7534	22	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7534	23	change	change	VB
37060	7534	24	as	as	IN
37060	7534	25	the	the	DT
37060	7534	26	years	year	NNS
37060	7534	27	progress	progress	VBP
37060	7534	28	toward	toward	IN
37060	7534	29	eternity	eternity	NN
37060	7534	30	.	.	.
37060	7535	1	If	if	IN
37060	7535	2	love	love	NN
37060	7535	3	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	7535	4	be	be	VB
37060	7535	5	true	true	JJ
37060	7535	6	,	,	,
37060	7535	7	change	change	NN
37060	7535	8	can	can	MD
37060	7535	9	only	only	RB
37060	7535	10	enhance	enhance	VB
37060	7535	11	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7535	12	fullness	fullness	NN
37060	7535	13	,	,	,
37060	7535	14	and	and	CC
37060	7535	15	this	this	DT
37060	7535	16	need	nee	MD
37060	7535	17	never	never	RB
37060	7535	18	be	be	VB
37060	7535	19	feared	fear	VBN
37060	7535	20	,	,	,
37060	7535	21	and	and	CC
37060	7535	22	must	must	MD
37060	7535	23	never	never	RB
37060	7535	24	be	be	VB
37060	7535	25	ignored	ignore	VBN
37060	7535	26	.	.	.
37060	7535	27	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7536	1	This	this	DT
37060	7536	2	kind	kind	NN
37060	7536	3	of	of	IN
37060	7536	4	love	love	NN
37060	7536	5	,	,	,
37060	7536	6	for	for	IN
37060	7536	7	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7536	8	,	,	,
37060	7536	9	could	could	MD
37060	7536	10	never	never	RB
37060	7536	11	be	be	VB
37060	7536	12	.	.	.
37060	7537	1	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	7537	2	8	8	CD
37060	7537	3	,	,	,
37060	7537	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7537	5	...	...	:
37060	7537	6	A	a	DT
37060	7537	7	hazy	hazy	JJ
37060	7537	8	day	day	NN
37060	7537	9	.	.	.
37060	7538	1	.	.	.
37060	7539	1	.	.	.
37060	7540	1	headed	head	VBN
37060	7540	2	for	for	IN
37060	7540	3	Yosemite	Yosemite	NNP
37060	7540	4	.	.	.
37060	7541	1	.	.	.
37060	7542	1	.	.	.
37060	7543	1	had	have	VBD
37060	7543	2	enjoyed	enjoy	VBN
37060	7543	3	Saratoga	Saratoga	NNP
37060	7543	4	and	and	CC
37060	7543	5	a	a	DT
37060	7543	6	drive	drive	NN
37060	7543	7	into	into	IN
37060	7543	8	the	the	DT
37060	7543	9	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	7543	10	the	the	DT
37060	7543	11	night	night	NN
37060	7543	12	before	before	RB
37060	7543	13	.	.	.
37060	7544	1	.	.	.
37060	7545	1	.	.	.
37060	7546	1	had	have	VBD
37060	7546	2	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	7546	3	at	at	IN
37060	7546	4	a	a	DT
37060	7546	5	place	place	NN
37060	7546	6	with	with	IN
37060	7546	7	a	a	DT
37060	7546	8	Scottish	scottish	JJ
37060	7546	9	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	7546	10	.	.	.
37060	7547	1	After	after	IN
37060	7547	2	taking	take	VBG
37060	7547	3	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	7547	4	,	,	,
37060	7547	5	hazy	hazy	NNS
37060	7547	6	or	or	CC
37060	7547	7	no	no	UH
37060	7547	8	,	,	,
37060	7547	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7547	10	started	start	VBD
37060	7547	11	back	back	RB
37060	7547	12	.	.	.
37060	7548	1	.	.	.
37060	7549	1	.	.	.
37060	7550	1	bought	buy	VBD
37060	7550	2	2	2	CD
37060	7550	3	pumpkins	pumpkin	NNS
37060	7550	4	.	.	.
37060	7551	1	.	.	.
37060	7552	1	.	.	.
37060	7553	1	during	during	IN
37060	7553	2	the	the	DT
37060	7553	3	week	week	NN
37060	7553	4	days	day	NNS
37060	7553	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7553	6	spent	spend	VBD
37060	7553	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7553	8	time	time	NN
37060	7553	9	reading	read	VBG
37060	7553	10	...	...	:
37060	7553	11	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7553	12	did	do	VBD
37060	7553	13	home	home	NN
37060	7553	14	work	work	NN
37060	7553	15	in	in	IN
37060	7553	16	the	the	DT
37060	7553	17	evenings	evening	NNS
37060	7553	18	...	...	:
37060	7553	19	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7553	20	had	have	VBD
37060	7553	21	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	7553	22	"	"	''
37060	7553	23	in	in	IN
37060	7553	24	,	,	,
37060	7553	25	"	"	''
37060	7553	26	at	at	IN
37060	7553	27	Wendy	Wendy	NNP
37060	7553	28	's	's	POS
37060	7553	29	,	,	,
37060	7553	30	at	at	IN
37060	7553	31	a	a	DT
37060	7553	32	Chinese	chinese	JJ
37060	7553	33	restaurant	restaurant	NN
37060	7553	34	,	,	,
37060	7553	35	at	at	IN
37060	7553	36	Marie	Marie	NNP
37060	7553	37	Calendars	Calendars	NNP
37060	7553	38	...	...	:
37060	7554	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7554	2	showed	show	VBD
37060	7554	3	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7554	4	how	how	WRB
37060	7554	5	to	to	TO
37060	7554	6	hem	hem	VB
37060	7554	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7554	8	trousers	trouser	NNS
37060	7554	9	.	.	.
37060	7555	1	.	.	.
37060	7556	1	.	.	.
37060	7557	1	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7557	2	carved	carve	VBD
37060	7557	3	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7557	4	pumpkins	pumpkin	NNS
37060	7557	5	.	.	.
37060	7558	1	.	.	.
37060	7559	1	.	.	.
37060	7560	1	mine	mine	NN
37060	7560	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	7560	3	like	like	IN
37060	7560	4	Foo	Foo	NNP
37060	7560	5	Man	Man	NNP
37060	7560	6	Choo	Choo	NNP
37060	7560	7	.	.	.
37060	7561	1	.	.	.
37060	7562	1	.	.	.
37060	7563	1	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7563	2	looked	look	VBD
37060	7563	3	like	like	IN
37060	7563	4	a	a	DT
37060	7563	5	mask	mask	NN
37060	7563	6	.	.	.
37060	7564	1	.	.	.
37060	7565	1	.	.	.
37060	7566	1	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7566	2	are	be	VBP
37060	7566	3	both	both	RB
37060	7566	4	neat	neat	JJ
37060	7566	5	.	.	.
37060	7567	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7567	2	took	take	VBD
37060	7567	3	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	7567	4	of	of	IN
37060	7567	5	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7567	6	.	.	.
37060	7568	1	.	.	.
37060	7569	1	.	.	.
37060	7570	1	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	7570	2	12	12	CD
37060	7570	3	,	,	,
37060	7570	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7570	5	...	...	:
37060	7570	6	Today	today	NN
37060	7570	7	's	's	POS
37060	7570	8	the	the	DT
37060	7570	9	day	day	NN
37060	7570	10	to	to	TO
37060	7570	11	go	go	VB
37060	7570	12	home	home	RB
37060	7570	13	...	...	:
37060	7570	14	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7570	15	came	come	VBD
37060	7570	16	for	for	IN
37060	7570	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7570	18	at	at	IN
37060	7570	19	noon	noon	NN
37060	7570	20	...	...	:
37060	7570	21	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7570	22	ate	eat	VBD
37060	7570	23	at	at	IN
37060	7570	24	McDonald	McDonald	NNP
37060	7570	25	's	's	POS
37060	7570	26	.	.	.
37060	7571	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7571	2	read	read	VBD
37060	7571	3	a	a	DT
37060	7571	4	bit	bit	NN
37060	7571	5	of	of	IN
37060	7571	6	this	this	DT
37060	7571	7	diary	diary	NN
37060	7571	8	to	to	IN
37060	7571	9	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7571	10	en	en	IN
37060	7571	11	route	route	NN
37060	7571	12	to	to	IN
37060	7571	13	the	the	DT
37060	7571	14	airport	airport	NN
37060	7571	15	.	.	.
37060	7572	1	As	as	IN
37060	7572	2	usual	usual	JJ
37060	7572	3	,	,	,
37060	7572	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7572	5	was	be	VBD
37060	7572	6	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	7572	7	to	to	TO
37060	7572	8	say	say	VB
37060	7572	9	goodbye	goodbye	NN
37060	7572	10	.	.	.
37060	7573	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7573	2	have	have	VBP
37060	7573	3	a	a	DT
37060	7573	4	2	2	CD
37060	7573	5	hour	hour	NN
37060	7573	6	wait	wait	VB
37060	7573	7	before	before	IN
37060	7573	8	boarding	board	VBG
37060	7573	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7573	10	plane	plane	NN
37060	7573	11	...	...	:
37060	7573	12	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7573	13	picked	pick	VBD
37060	7573	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7573	15	up	up	RP
37060	7573	16	and	and	CC
37060	7573	17	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7573	18	had	have	VBD
37060	7573	19	a	a	DT
37060	7573	20	late	late	JJ
37060	7573	21	snack	snack	NN
37060	7573	22	at	at	IN
37060	7573	23	Perkin	Perkin	NNP
37060	7573	24	's	's	POS
37060	7573	25	.	.	.
37060	7574	1	.	.	.
37060	7575	1	.	.	.
37060	7576	1	when	when	WRB
37060	7576	2	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7576	3	came	come	VBD
37060	7576	4	home	home	RB
37060	7576	5	from	from	IN
37060	7576	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7576	7	night	night	NN
37060	7576	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	7576	9	shift	shift	NN
37060	7576	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7576	11	talked	talk	VBD
37060	7576	12	til	til	IN
37060	7576	13	2:00	2:00	CD
37060	7576	14	A.M.	A.M.	NNP
37060	7576	15	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	7576	16	22	22	CD
37060	7576	17	,	,	,
37060	7576	18	1983	1983	CD
37060	7576	19	...	...	:
37060	7576	20	Was	be	VBD
37060	7576	21	amazed	amazed	JJ
37060	7576	22	to	to	TO
37060	7576	23	realize	realize	VB
37060	7576	24	that	that	IN
37060	7576	25	some	some	DT
37060	7576	26	of	of	IN
37060	7576	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7576	28	friends	friend	NNS
37060	7576	29	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7576	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7576	31	'm	be	VBP
37060	7576	32	a	a	DT
37060	7576	33	prisoner	prisoner	NN
37060	7576	34	in	in	IN
37060	7576	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7576	36	own	own	JJ
37060	7576	37	home	home	NN
37060	7576	38	!	!	.
37060	7577	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7577	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7577	3	definitely	definitely	RB
37060	7577	4	not	not	RB
37060	7577	5	the	the	DT
37060	7577	6	case	case	NN
37060	7577	7	...	...	:
37060	7577	8	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	7577	9	31	31	CD
37060	7577	10	,	,	,
37060	7577	11	1983	1983	CD
37060	7577	12	...	...	.
37060	7578	1	Happy	happy	JJ
37060	7578	2	Halloween	Halloween	NNP
37060	7578	3	!	!	.
37060	7579	1	After	after	IN
37060	7579	2	chores	chore	NNS
37060	7579	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7579	4	went	go	VBD
37060	7579	5	for	for	IN
37060	7579	6	a	a	DT
37060	7579	7	walk	walk	NN
37060	7579	8	in	in	IN
37060	7579	9	the	the	DT
37060	7579	10	woods	wood	NNS
37060	7579	11	with	with	IN
37060	7579	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7579	13	camera	camera	NN
37060	7579	14	equipment	equipment	NN
37060	7579	15	.	.	.
37060	7580	1	.	.	.
37060	7581	1	.	.	.
37060	7582	1	wish	wish	VBP
37060	7582	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7582	3	did	do	VBD
37060	7582	4	n't	not	RB
37060	7582	5	get	get	VB
37060	7582	6	so	so	RB
37060	7582	7	out	out	IN
37060	7582	8	of	of	IN
37060	7582	9	puff	puff	NN
37060	7582	10	when	when	WRB
37060	7582	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7582	12	climb	climb	VBP
37060	7582	13	hills	hill	NNS
37060	7582	14	or	or	CC
37060	7582	15	just	just	RB
37060	7582	16	walk	walk	VB
37060	7582	17	...	...	NFP
37060	7582	18	took	take	VBD
37060	7582	19	a	a	DT
37060	7582	20	nap	nap	NN
37060	7582	21	...	...	:
37060	7582	22	this	this	DT
37060	7582	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	7582	24	the	the	DT
37060	7582	25	3rd	3rd	JJ
37060	7582	26	pumpkin	pumpkin	NN
37060	7582	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7582	28	've	have	VB
37060	7582	29	carved	carve	VBN
37060	7582	30	this	this	DT
37060	7582	31	year	year	NN
37060	7582	32	!	!	.
37060	7583	1	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	7583	2	2	2	CD
37060	7583	3	,	,	,
37060	7583	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7583	5	...	...	:
37060	7583	6	Got	get	VBD
37060	7583	7	ready	ready	JJ
37060	7583	8	to	to	TO
37060	7583	9	go	go	VB
37060	7583	10	to	to	IN
37060	7583	11	the	the	DT
37060	7583	12	library	library	NN
37060	7583	13	But	but	CC
37060	7583	14	No	no	UH
37060	7583	15	!	!	.
37060	7583	16	...	...	.
37060	7584	1	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7584	2	bowels	bowel	NNS
37060	7584	3	did	do	VBD
37060	7584	4	not	not	RB
37060	7584	5	cooperate	cooperate	VB
37060	7584	6	.	.	.
37060	7585	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7585	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	7585	3	the	the	DT
37060	7585	4	laughable	laughable	JJ
37060	7585	5	habit	habit	NN
37060	7585	6	of	of	IN
37060	7585	7	setting	set	VBG
37060	7585	8	the	the	DT
37060	7585	9	gummy	gummy	JJ
37060	7585	10	caps	cap	NNS
37060	7585	11	of	of	IN
37060	7585	12	toothpaste	toothpaste	NN
37060	7585	13	tubes	tube	NNS
37060	7585	14	on	on	IN
37060	7585	15	the	the	DT
37060	7585	16	sink	sink	NN
37060	7585	17	,	,	,
37060	7585	18	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	7585	19	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	7585	20	a	a	DT
37060	7585	21	characteristic	characteristic	JJ
37060	7585	22	green	green	JJ
37060	7585	23	ring	ring	NN
37060	7585	24	.	.	.
37060	7586	1	After	after	IN
37060	7586	2	several	several	JJ
37060	7586	3	days	day	NNS
37060	7586	4	,	,	,
37060	7586	5	the	the	DT
37060	7586	6	green	green	JJ
37060	7586	7	rings	ring	NNS
37060	7586	8	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	7586	9	but	but	CC
37060	7586	10	steadily	steadily	RB
37060	7586	11	accumulate	accumulate	VBP
37060	7586	12	and	and	CC
37060	7586	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7586	14	break	break	VBP
37060	7586	15	down	down	RP
37060	7586	16	and	and	CC
37060	7586	17	rinse	rinse	VB
37060	7586	18	away	away	RB
37060	7586	19	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7586	20	interesting	interesting	JJ
37060	7586	21	circular	circular	JJ
37060	7586	22	design	design	NN
37060	7586	23	.	.	.
37060	7587	1	One	one	CD
37060	7587	2	day	day	NN
37060	7587	3	,	,	,
37060	7587	4	while	while	IN
37060	7587	5	preparing	prepare	VBG
37060	7587	6	to	to	TO
37060	7587	7	brush	brush	VB
37060	7587	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7587	9	teeth	tooth	NNS
37060	7587	10	,	,	,
37060	7587	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7587	12	called	call	VBD
37060	7587	13	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7587	14	in	in	RP
37060	7587	15	to	to	TO
37060	7587	16	observe	observe	VB
37060	7587	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7587	18	progressive	progressive	JJ
37060	7587	19	"	"	''
37060	7587	20	cap	cap	NN
37060	7587	21	off	off	RP
37060	7587	22	,	,	,
37060	7587	23	squeeze	squeeze	VB
37060	7587	24	on	on	IN
37060	7587	25	brush	brush	NN
37060	7587	26	,	,	,
37060	7587	27	cap	cap	NN
37060	7587	28	on	on	IN
37060	7587	29	"	"	``
37060	7587	30	movement	movement	NN
37060	7587	31	,	,	,
37060	7587	32	which	which	WDT
37060	7587	33	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	7587	34	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7587	35	to	to	TO
37060	7587	36	replace	replace	VB
37060	7587	37	the	the	DT
37060	7587	38	cap	cap	NN
37060	7587	39	without	without	IN
37060	7587	40	marring	mar	VBG
37060	7587	41	the	the	DT
37060	7587	42	sink	sink	NN
37060	7587	43	top	top	NN
37060	7587	44	.	.	.
37060	7588	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7588	2	laughed	laugh	VBD
37060	7588	3	,	,	,
37060	7588	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7588	5	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	7588	6	,	,	,
37060	7588	7	and	and	CC
37060	7588	8	the	the	DT
37060	7588	9	day	day	NN
37060	7588	10	passed	pass	VBD
37060	7588	11	with	with	IN
37060	7588	12	no	no	DT
37060	7588	13	further	further	JJ
37060	7588	14	green	green	JJ
37060	7588	15	rings	ring	NNS
37060	7588	16	appearing	appear	VBG
37060	7588	17	upon	upon	IN
37060	7588	18	the	the	DT
37060	7588	19	sink	sink	NN
37060	7588	20	.	.	.
37060	7589	1	The	the	DT
37060	7589	2	following	follow	VBG
37060	7589	3	day	day	NN
37060	7589	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7589	5	found	find	VBD
37060	7589	6	3	3	CD
37060	7589	7	rings	ring	NNS
37060	7589	8	,	,	,
37060	7589	9	made	make	VBD
37060	7589	10	doubtlessly	doubtlessly	RB
37060	7589	11	,	,	,
37060	7589	12	in	in	IN
37060	7589	13	quick	quick	JJ
37060	7589	14	succession	succession	NN
37060	7589	15	and	and	CC
37060	7589	16	accompanied	accompany	VBN
37060	7589	17	by	by	IN
37060	7589	18	a	a	DT
37060	7589	19	note	note	NN
37060	7589	20	saying	say	VBG
37060	7589	21	,	,	,
37060	7589	22	"	"	``
37060	7589	23	Old	old	JJ
37060	7589	24	habits	habit	NNS
37060	7589	25	are	be	VBP
37060	7589	26	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	7589	27	to	to	TO
37060	7589	28	overcome	overcome	VB
37060	7589	29	.	.	.
37060	7589	30	"	"	''
37060	7590	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7590	2	thought	think	VBD
37060	7590	3	that	that	DT
37060	7590	4	was	be	VBD
37060	7590	5	great	great	JJ
37060	7590	6	!	!	.
37060	7591	1	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	7591	2	4	4	CD
37060	7591	3	,	,	,
37060	7591	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7591	5	...	...	NFP
37060	7592	1	Upsetting	upsetting	NN
37060	7592	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7592	3	the	the	DT
37060	7592	4	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	7592	5	between	between	IN
37060	7592	6	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7592	7	and	and	CC
37060	7592	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7592	9	,	,	,
37060	7592	10	for	for	IN
37060	7592	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7592	12	know	know	VBP
37060	7592	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7592	14	will	will	MD
37060	7592	15	go	go	VB
37060	7592	16	nowhere	nowhere	RB
37060	7592	17	.	.	.
37060	7593	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7593	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7593	3	more	more	JJR
37060	7593	4	at	at	IN
37060	7593	5	ease	ease	NN
37060	7593	6	here	here	RB
37060	7593	7	where	where	WRB
37060	7593	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7593	9	know	know	VBP
37060	7593	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7593	11	'll	will	MD
37060	7593	12	be	be	VB
37060	7593	13	listened	listen	VBN
37060	7593	14	to	to	IN
37060	7593	15	and	and	CC
37060	7593	16	understood	understand	VBD
37060	7593	17	.	.	.
37060	7594	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7594	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7594	3	as	as	IN
37060	7594	4	if	if	IN
37060	7594	5	the	the	DT
37060	7594	6	better	well	JJR
37060	7594	7	part	part	NN
37060	7594	8	of	of	IN
37060	7594	9	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7594	10	simply	simply	RB
37060	7594	11	blows	blow	VBZ
37060	7594	12	past	past	IN
37060	7594	13	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7594	14	in	in	IN
37060	7594	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7594	16	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	7594	17	to	to	TO
37060	7594	18	speak	speak	VB
37060	7594	19	or	or	CC
37060	7594	20	read	read	VB
37060	7594	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7594	22	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	7594	23	.	.	.
37060	7595	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7595	2	misses	miss	VBZ
37060	7595	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7595	4	meaning	meaning	NN
37060	7595	5	completely	completely	RB
37060	7595	6	.	.	.
37060	7596	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7596	2	could	could	MD
37060	7596	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7596	4	take	take	VB
37060	7596	5	living	live	VBG
37060	7596	6	in	in	IN
37060	7596	7	an	an	DT
37060	7596	8	atmosphere	atmosphere	NN
37060	7596	9	where	where	WRB
37060	7596	10	talking	talk	VBG
37060	7596	11	proved	prove	VBD
37060	7596	12	only	only	RB
37060	7596	13	to	to	TO
37060	7596	14	be	be	VB
37060	7596	15	a	a	DT
37060	7596	16	one	one	CD
37060	7596	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	7596	18	way	way	NN
37060	7596	19	message	message	NN
37060	7596	20	,	,	,
37060	7596	21	never	never	RB
37060	7596	22	to	to	TO
37060	7596	23	be	be	VB
37060	7596	24	received	receive	VBN
37060	7596	25	and	and	CC
37060	7596	26	merely	merely	RB
37060	7596	27	bouncing	bounce	VBG
37060	7596	28	off	off	RP
37060	7596	29	the	the	DT
37060	7596	30	walls	wall	NNS
37060	7596	31	until	until	IN
37060	7596	32	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7596	33	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	7596	34	buried	bury	VBD
37060	7596	35	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7596	36	in	in	IN
37060	7596	37	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7596	38	own	own	JJ
37060	7596	39	silence	silence	NN
37060	7596	40	.	.	.
37060	7597	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7597	2	found	find	VBD
37060	7597	3	a	a	DT
37060	7597	4	postcard	postcard	NN
37060	7597	5	that	that	WDT
37060	7597	6	read	read	VBD
37060	7597	7	.	.	.
37060	7598	1	.	.	.
37060	7599	1	.	.	.
37060	7600	1	"	"	``
37060	7600	2	If	if	IN
37060	7600	3	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7600	4	love	love	VBP
37060	7600	5	something	something	NN
37060	7600	6	...	...	NFP
37060	7600	7	set	set	VBD
37060	7600	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7600	9	free	free	JJ
37060	7600	10	.	.	.
37060	7601	1	If	if	IN
37060	7601	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7601	3	comes	come	VBZ
37060	7601	4	back	back	RB
37060	7601	5	...	...	NFP
37060	7601	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7601	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	7601	8	yours	yours	PRP$
37060	7601	9	.	.	.
37060	7602	1	If	if	IN
37060	7602	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7602	3	does	do	VBZ
37060	7602	4	n't	not	RB
37060	7602	5	...	...	:
37060	7602	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7602	7	never	never	RB
37060	7602	8	was	be	VBD
37060	7602	9	.	.	.
37060	7602	10	"	"	''
37060	7603	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7603	2	never	never	RB
37060	7603	3	sent	send	VBD
37060	7603	4	the	the	DT
37060	7603	5	card	card	NN
37060	7603	6	.	.	.
37060	7604	1	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	7604	2	7	7	CD
37060	7604	3	,	,	,
37060	7604	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7604	5	...	...	NFP
37060	7605	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7605	2	had	have	VBD
37060	7605	3	an	an	DT
37060	7605	4	odd	odd	JJ
37060	7605	5	sensation	sensation	NN
37060	7605	6	while	while	IN
37060	7605	7	drying	dry	VBG
37060	7605	8	the	the	DT
37060	7605	9	supper	supper	NN
37060	7605	10	dishes	dish	NNS
37060	7605	11	.	.	.
37060	7606	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	7606	2	"	"	``
37060	7606	3	disturbing	disturb	VBG
37060	7606	4	"	"	''
37060	7606	5	would	would	MD
37060	7606	6	better	better	RB
37060	7606	7	describe	describe	VB
37060	7606	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7606	9	fleeting	fleeting	JJ
37060	7606	10	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	7606	11	,	,	,
37060	7606	12	for	for	IN
37060	7606	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7606	14	experienced	experience	VBD
37060	7606	15	a	a	DT
37060	7606	16	strongly	strongly	RB
37060	7606	17	chaotic	chaotic	JJ
37060	7606	18	urge	urge	NN
37060	7606	19	to	to	TO
37060	7606	20	impale	impale	VB
37060	7606	21	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7606	22	with	with	IN
37060	7606	23	a	a	DT
37060	7606	24	steak	steak	NN
37060	7606	25	knife	knife	NN
37060	7606	26	while	while	IN
37060	7606	27	drying	dry	VBG
37060	7606	28	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7606	29	.	.	.
37060	7607	1	The	the	DT
37060	7607	2	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	7607	3	was	be	VBD
37060	7607	4	so	so	RB
37060	7607	5	brief	brief	JJ
37060	7607	6	,	,	,
37060	7607	7	yet	yet	CC
37060	7607	8	so	so	RB
37060	7607	9	very	very	RB
37060	7607	10	intense	intense	JJ
37060	7607	11	,	,	,
37060	7607	12	that	that	IN
37060	7607	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7607	14	almost	almost	RB
37060	7607	15	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	7607	16	why	why	WRB
37060	7607	17	reflex	reflex	JJ
37060	7607	18	action	action	NN
37060	7607	19	alone	alone	RB
37060	7607	20	did	do	VBD
37060	7607	21	not	not	RB
37060	7607	22	carry	carry	VB
37060	7607	23	through	through	RP
37060	7607	24	with	with	IN
37060	7607	25	the	the	DT
37060	7607	26	brain	brain	NN
37060	7607	27	's	's	POS
37060	7607	28	message	message	NN
37060	7607	29	.	.	.
37060	7608	1	Self	self	NN
37060	7608	2	-	-	HYPH
37060	7608	3	preservation	preservation	NN
37060	7608	4	reigns	reign	NNS
37060	7608	5	first	first	RB
37060	7608	6	and	and	CC
37060	7608	7	foremost	foremost	RB
37060	7608	8	,	,	,
37060	7608	9	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	7608	10	,	,	,
37060	7608	11	even	even	RB
37060	7608	12	within	within	IN
37060	7608	13	the	the	DT
37060	7608	14	most	most	JJS
37060	7608	15	morbid	morbid	NN
37060	7608	16	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	7608	17	.	.	.
37060	7609	1	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	7609	2	9	9	CD
37060	7609	3	,	,	,
37060	7609	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7609	5	...	...	.
37060	7610	1	The	the	DT
37060	7610	2	folks	folk	NNS
37060	7610	3	went	go	VBD
37060	7610	4	to	to	IN
37060	7610	5	bed	bed	NN
37060	7610	6	half	half	RB
37060	7610	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	7610	8	cocked	cocked	JJ
37060	7610	9	at	at	IN
37060	7610	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7610	11	this	this	DT
37060	7610	12	evening	evening	NN
37060	7610	13	.	.	.
37060	7611	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	7611	2	started	start	VBD
37060	7611	3	up	up	RP
37060	7611	4	the	the	DT
37060	7611	5	endless	endless	JJ
37060	7611	6	preaching	preaching	NN
37060	7611	7	on	on	IN
37060	7611	8	the	the	DT
37060	7611	9	irrevocable	irrevocable	JJ
37060	7611	10	horrors	horror	NNS
37060	7611	11	of	of	IN
37060	7611	12	alcohol	alcohol	NN
37060	7611	13	and	and	CC
37060	7611	14	drugs	drug	NNS
37060	7611	15	,	,	,
37060	7611	16	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	7611	17	one	one	PRP
37060	7611	18	to	to	TO
37060	7611	19	stand	stand	VB
37060	7611	20	alone	alone	RB
37060	7611	21	in	in	IN
37060	7611	22	a	a	DT
37060	7611	23	flurry	flurry	NN
37060	7611	24	of	of	IN
37060	7611	25	statistics	statistic	NNS
37060	7611	26	and	and	CC
37060	7611	27	evil	evil	JJ
37060	7611	28	stories	story	NNS
37060	7611	29	.	.	.
37060	7612	1	This	this	DT
37060	7612	2	led	lead	VBD
37060	7612	3	to	to	IN
37060	7612	4	the	the	DT
37060	7612	5	adolescent	adolescent	JJ
37060	7612	6	eccentricities	eccentricity	NNS
37060	7612	7	and	and	CC
37060	7612	8	peer	peer	NN
37060	7612	9	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	7612	10	and	and	CC
37060	7612	11	curfew	curfew	NN
37060	7612	12	and	and	CC
37060	7612	13	all	all	PDT
37060	7612	14	the	the	DT
37060	7612	15	topics	topic	NNS
37060	7612	16	on	on	IN
37060	7612	17	which	which	WDT
37060	7612	18	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7612	19	hold	hold	VBP
37060	7612	20	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7612	21	as	as	IN
37060	7612	22	authorities	authority	NNS
37060	7612	23	.	.	.
37060	7613	1	"	"	``
37060	7613	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7613	3	never	never	RB
37060	7613	4	had	have	VBD
37060	7613	5	to	to	TO
37060	7613	6	break	break	VB
37060	7613	7	away	away	RP
37060	7613	8	when	when	WRB
37060	7613	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7613	10	was	be	VBD
37060	7613	11	a	a	DT
37060	7613	12	kid	kid	NN
37060	7613	13	.	.	.
37060	7614	1	.	.	.
37060	7615	1	.never	.never	NNP
37060	7615	2	.	.	.
37060	7615	3	"	"	''
37060	7616	1	Well	well	UH
37060	7616	2	,	,	,
37060	7616	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7616	4	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7616	5	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7616	6	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7616	7	was	be	VBD
37060	7616	8	given	give	VBN
37060	7616	9	slack	slack	NN
37060	7616	10	and	and	CC
37060	7616	11	choices	choice	NNS
37060	7616	12	and	and	CC
37060	7616	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7616	14	chose	choose	VBD
37060	7616	15	abstinence	abstinence	NN
37060	7616	16	and	and	CC
37060	7616	17	church	church	NN
37060	7616	18	.	.	.
37060	7617	1	OK	ok	UH
37060	7617	2	.	.	.
37060	7618	1	So	so	RB
37060	7618	2	What	what	WP
37060	7618	3	?	?	.
37060	7619	1	But	but	CC
37060	7619	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7619	3	still	still	RB
37060	7619	4	ca	can	MD
37060	7619	5	n't	not	RB
37060	7619	6	,	,	,
37060	7619	7	nor	nor	CC
37060	7619	8	can	can	MD
37060	7619	9	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7619	10	...	...	NFP
37060	7619	11	understand	understand	VB
37060	7619	12	the	the	DT
37060	7619	13	grip	grip	NN
37060	7619	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7619	15	held	hold	VBD
37060	7619	16	,	,	,
37060	7619	17	and	and	CC
37060	7619	18	always	always	RB
37060	7619	19	will	will	MD
37060	7619	20	hold	hold	VB
37060	7619	21	;	;	:
37060	7619	22	that	that	IN
37060	7619	23	"	"	``
37060	7619	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7619	25	told	tell	VBD
37060	7619	26	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7619	27	so	so	RB
37060	7619	28	"	"	``
37060	7619	29	dangling	dangle	VBG
37060	7619	30	over	over	IN
37060	7619	31	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7619	32	head	head	NN
37060	7619	33	when	when	WRB
37060	7619	34	the	the	DT
37060	7619	35	party	party	NN
37060	7619	36	did	do	VBD
37060	7619	37	n't	not	RB
37060	7619	38	live	live	VB
37060	7619	39	up	up	RP
37060	7619	40	to	to	IN
37060	7619	41	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7619	42	expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	7619	43	.	.	.
37060	7620	1	.	.	.
37060	7621	1	.	.	.
37060	7622	1	the	the	DT
37060	7622	2	solid	solid	JJ
37060	7622	3	12:00	12:00	CD
37060	7622	4	curfew	curfew	NN
37060	7622	5	,	,	,
37060	7622	6	at	at	IN
37060	7622	7	which	which	WDT
37060	7622	8	time	time	NN
37060	7622	9	the	the	DT
37060	7622	10	pumpkin	pumpkin	NN
37060	7622	11	would	would	MD
37060	7622	12	explode	explode	VB
37060	7622	13	if	if	IN
37060	7622	14	one	one	PRP
37060	7622	15	was	be	VBD
37060	7622	16	n't	not	RB
37060	7622	17	home	home	RB
37060	7622	18	,	,	,
37060	7622	19	let	let	VB
37060	7622	20	alone	alone	RB
37060	7622	21	the	the	DT
37060	7622	22	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	7622	23	that	that	WDT
37060	7622	24	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7622	25	were	be	VBD
37060	7622	26	n't	not	RB
37060	7622	27	doing	do	VBG
37060	7622	28	anything	anything	NN
37060	7622	29	BAD	bad	JJ
37060	7622	30	anyway	anyway	RB
37060	7622	31	,	,	,
37060	7622	32	nor	nor	CC
37060	7622	33	would	would	MD
37060	7622	34	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7622	35	if	if	IN
37060	7622	36	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7622	37	stayed	stay	VBD
37060	7622	38	out	out	RP
37060	7622	39	'	'	''
37060	7622	40	til	til	IN
37060	7622	41	4:00	4:00	CD
37060	7622	42	A.M.	A.M.	NNP
37060	7623	1	Lack	lack	NN
37060	7623	2	of	of	IN
37060	7623	3	trust	trust	NN
37060	7623	4	or	or	CC
37060	7623	5	what	what	WP
37060	7623	6	?	?	.
37060	7624	1	The	the	DT
37060	7624	2	inability	inability	NN
37060	7624	3	to	to	TO
37060	7624	4	make	make	VB
37060	7624	5	one	one	PRP
37060	7624	6	's	's	POS
37060	7624	7	own	own	JJ
37060	7624	8	decisions	decision	NNS
37060	7624	9	can	can	MD
37060	7624	10	be	be	VB
37060	7624	11	a	a	DT
37060	7624	12	painful	painful	JJ
37060	7624	13	blow	blow	NN
37060	7624	14	to	to	IN
37060	7624	15	one	one	CD
37060	7624	16	who	who	WP
37060	7624	17	knows	know	VBZ
37060	7624	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7624	19	's	be	VBZ
37060	7624	20	capable	capable	JJ
37060	7624	21	of	of	IN
37060	7624	22	making	make	VBG
37060	7624	23	competent	competent	JJ
37060	7624	24	decisions	decision	NNS
37060	7624	25	.	.	.
37060	7625	1	A	a	DT
37060	7625	2	little	little	RB
37060	7625	3	less	less	RBR
37060	7625	4	questioning	questioning	NN
37060	7625	5	,	,	,
37060	7625	6	a	a	DT
37060	7625	7	little	little	RB
37060	7625	8	more	more	JJR
37060	7625	9	room	room	NN
37060	7625	10	to	to	TO
37060	7625	11	breathe	breathe	VB
37060	7625	12	,	,	,
37060	7625	13	that	that	DT
37060	7625	14	's	be	VBZ
37060	7625	15	all	all	DT
37060	7625	16	.	.	.
37060	7626	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	7626	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7626	3	became	become	VBD
37060	7626	4	so	so	RB
37060	7626	5	tense	tense	JJ
37060	7626	6	tonight	tonight	NN
37060	7626	7	because	because	IN
37060	7626	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7626	9	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	7626	10	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7626	11	the	the	DT
37060	7626	12	walls	wall	NNS
37060	7626	13	closing	close	VBG
37060	7626	14	in	in	RP
37060	7626	15	on	on	IN
37060	7626	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7626	17	now	now	RB
37060	7626	18	...	...	:
37060	7626	19	the	the	DT
37060	7626	20	way	way	NN
37060	7626	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7626	22	had	have	VBD
37060	7626	23	during	during	IN
37060	7626	24	those	those	DT
37060	7626	25	painful	painful	JJ
37060	7626	26	times	time	NNS
37060	7626	27	in	in	IN
37060	7626	28	high	high	JJ
37060	7626	29	school	school	NN
37060	7626	30	.	.	.
37060	7627	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7627	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7627	3	no	no	RB
37060	7627	4	longer	long	RBR
37060	7627	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7627	6	'm	be	VBP
37060	7627	7	in	in	IN
37060	7627	8	control	control	NN
37060	7627	9	...	...	.
37060	7628	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7628	2	've	have	VB
37060	7628	3	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	7628	4	relapsed	relapse	VBN
37060	7628	5	into	into	IN
37060	7628	6	mommy	mommy	NNP
37060	7628	7	's	's	POS
37060	7628	8	and	and	CC
37060	7628	9	daddy	daddy	NN
37060	7628	10	's	's	POS
37060	7628	11	little	little	JJ
37060	7628	12	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	7628	13	Annie	Annie	NNP
37060	7628	14	.	.	.
37060	7629	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	7629	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7629	3	need	need	VBP
37060	7629	4	backing	back	VBG
37060	7629	5	...	...	:
37060	7629	6	when	when	WRB
37060	7629	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7629	8	freak	freak	VBP
37060	7629	9	out	out	RP
37060	7629	10	or	or	CC
37060	7629	11	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7629	12	sick	sick	JJ
37060	7629	13	...	...	:
37060	7629	14	but	but	CC
37060	7629	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7629	16	'm	be	VBP
37060	7629	17	supposed	suppose	VBN
37060	7629	18	to	to	TO
37060	7629	19	be	be	VB
37060	7629	20	a	a	DT
37060	7629	21	woman	woman	NN
37060	7629	22	.	.	.
37060	7630	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7630	2	can	can	MD
37060	7630	3	vote	vote	VB
37060	7630	4	.	.	.
37060	7631	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7631	2	can	can	MD
37060	7631	3	drink	drink	VB
37060	7631	4	in	in	IN
37060	7631	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7631	6	own	own	JJ
37060	7631	7	state	state	NN
37060	7631	8	.	.	.
37060	7632	1	Very	very	RB
37060	7632	2	Big	Big	NNP
37060	7632	3	Deal	Deal	NNP
37060	7632	4	.	.	.
37060	7633	1	And	and	CC
37060	7633	2	a	a	DT
37060	7633	3	lot	lot	NN
37060	7633	4	of	of	IN
37060	7633	5	good	good	NN
37060	7633	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7633	7	does	do	VBZ
37060	7633	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7633	9	now	now	RB
37060	7633	10	.	.	.
37060	7634	1	Rationalization	rationalization	NN
37060	7634	2	:	:	:
37060	7634	3	Good	good	JJ
37060	7634	4	thing	thing	NN
37060	7634	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7634	6	had	have	VBD
37060	7634	7	the	the	DT
37060	7634	8	ability	ability	NN
37060	7634	9	to	to	TO
37060	7634	10	have	have	VB
37060	7634	11	fun	fun	NN
37060	7634	12	with	with	IN
37060	7634	13	and	and	CC
37060	7634	14	around	around	IN
37060	7634	15	liquor	liquor	NN
37060	7634	16	before	before	IN
37060	7634	17	the	the	DT
37060	7634	18	bomb	bomb	NN
37060	7634	19	broke	break	VBD
37060	7634	20	.	.	.
37060	7635	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7635	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7635	3	fun	fun	JJ
37060	7635	4	,	,	,
37060	7635	5	but	but	CC
37060	7635	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7635	7	liked	like	VBD
37060	7635	8	life	life	NN
37060	7635	9	fine	fine	RB
37060	7635	10	without	without	IN
37060	7635	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7635	12	,	,	,
37060	7635	13	too	too	RB
37060	7635	14	.	.	.
37060	7636	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7636	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7636	3	no	no	DT
37060	7636	4	integral	integral	JJ
37060	7636	5	part	part	NN
37060	7636	6	of	of	IN
37060	7636	7	existence	existence	NN
37060	7636	8	,	,	,
37060	7636	9	but	but	CC
37060	7636	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7636	11	has	have	VBZ
37060	7636	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7636	13	's	's	POS
37060	7636	14	place	place	NN
37060	7636	15	.	.	.
37060	7637	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7637	2	only	only	RB
37060	7637	3	wish	wish	VBP
37060	7637	4	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7637	5	would	would	MD
37060	7637	6	understand	understand	VB
37060	7637	7	that	that	DT
37060	7637	8	.	.	.
37060	7638	1	At	at	RB
37060	7638	2	least	least	JJS
37060	7638	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7638	4	can	can	MD
37060	7638	5	write	write	VB
37060	7638	6	without	without	IN
37060	7638	7	being	be	VBG
37060	7638	8	reproached	reproach	VBN
37060	7638	9	.	.	.
37060	7639	1	When	when	WRB
37060	7639	2	this	this	DT
37060	7639	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	7639	4	read	read	VBN
37060	7639	5	,	,	,
37060	7639	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7639	7	wo	will	MD
37060	7639	8	n't	not	RB
37060	7639	9	be	be	VB
37060	7639	10	around	around	RB
37060	7639	11	to	to	TO
37060	7639	12	counter	counter	VB
37060	7639	13	attack	attack	NN
37060	7639	14	.	.	.
37060	7640	1	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	7640	2	16	16	CD
37060	7640	3	,	,	,
37060	7640	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7640	5	...	...	:
37060	7640	6	A	a	DT
37060	7640	7	guy	guy	NN
37060	7640	8	called	call	VBN
37060	7640	9	asking	ask	VBG
37060	7640	10	about	about	IN
37060	7640	11	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	7640	12	.	.	.
37060	7641	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7641	2	sister	sister	NN
37060	7641	3	has	have	VBZ
37060	7641	4	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	7641	5	.	.	.
37060	7642	1	.	.	.
37060	7643	1	.	.	.
37060	7644	1	much	much	JJ
37060	7644	2	of	of	IN
37060	7644	3	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7644	4	face	face	NN
37060	7644	5	was	be	VBD
37060	7644	6	removed	remove	VBN
37060	7644	7	,	,	,
37060	7644	8	as	as	RB
37060	7644	9	well	well	RB
37060	7644	10	as	as	IN
37060	7644	11	other	other	JJ
37060	7644	12	lymph	lymph	NN
37060	7644	13	nodes	node	NNS
37060	7644	14	near	near	IN
37060	7644	15	the	the	DT
37060	7644	16	neck	neck	NN
37060	7644	17	;	;	:
37060	7644	18	also	also	RB
37060	7644	19	one	one	CD
37060	7644	20	breast	breast	NN
37060	7644	21	was	be	VBD
37060	7644	22	removed	remove	VBN
37060	7644	23	.	.	.
37060	7645	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7645	2	"	"	``
37060	7645	3	eats	eat	VBZ
37060	7645	4	"	"	''
37060	7645	5	through	through	IN
37060	7645	6	a	a	DT
37060	7645	7	tube	tube	NN
37060	7645	8	in	in	IN
37060	7645	9	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7645	10	nose	nose	NN
37060	7645	11	.	.	.
37060	7646	1	Boy	boy	UH
37060	7646	2	,	,	,
37060	7646	3	have	have	VBP
37060	7646	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7646	5	ever	ever	RB
37060	7646	6	got	get	VBN
37060	7646	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7646	8	good	good	JJ
37060	7646	9	.	.	.
37060	7647	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7647	2	'd	'd	MD
37060	7647	3	kill	kill	VB
37060	7647	4	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7647	5	before	before	IN
37060	7647	6	resorting	resort	VBG
37060	7647	7	to	to	IN
37060	7647	8	that	that	DT
37060	7647	9	sort	sort	NN
37060	7647	10	of	of	IN
37060	7647	11	butchery	butchery	NN
37060	7647	12	.	.	.
37060	7648	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7648	2	told	tell	VBD
37060	7648	3	the	the	DT
37060	7648	4	guy	guy	NN
37060	7648	5	straight	straight	JJ
37060	7648	6	truths	truth	NNS
37060	7648	7	as	as	IN
37060	7648	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7648	9	knew	know	VBD
37060	7648	10	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7648	11	;	;	:
37060	7648	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7648	13	did	do	VBD
37060	7648	14	n't	not	RB
37060	7648	15	feel	feel	VB
37060	7648	16	the	the	DT
37060	7648	17	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	7648	18	worked	work	VBD
37060	7648	19	for	for	IN
37060	7648	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7648	21	,	,	,
37060	7648	22	but	but	CC
37060	7648	23	others	other	NNS
37060	7648	24	would	would	MD
37060	7648	25	bet	bet	VB
37060	7648	26	money	money	NN
37060	7648	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7648	28	helped	help	VBD
37060	7648	29	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7648	30	.	.	.
37060	7649	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7649	2	advised	advise	VBD
37060	7649	3	to	to	TO
37060	7649	4	really	really	RB
37060	7649	5	consider	consider	VB
37060	7649	6	before	before	IN
37060	7649	7	going	go	VBG
37060	7649	8	,	,	,
37060	7649	9	as	as	IN
37060	7649	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7649	11	was	be	VBD
37060	7649	12	a	a	DT
37060	7649	13	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	7649	14	trip	trip	NN
37060	7649	15	for	for	IN
37060	7649	16	even	even	RB
37060	7649	17	those	those	DT
37060	7649	18	of	of	IN
37060	7649	19	hearty	hearty	JJ
37060	7649	20	stock	stock	NN
37060	7649	21	.	.	.
37060	7650	1	Nov	Nov	NNP
37060	7650	2	17	17	CD
37060	7650	3	,	,	,
37060	7650	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7650	5	...	...	.
37060	7651	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7651	2	ate	eat	VBD
37060	7651	3	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	7651	4	and	and	CC
37060	7651	5	shoved	shove	VBD
37060	7651	6	off	off	RP
37060	7651	7	around	around	IN
37060	7651	8	8:30	8:30	CD
37060	7651	9	for	for	IN
37060	7651	10	Dubuque	Dubuque	NNP
37060	7651	11	.	.	.
37060	7652	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7652	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7652	3	a	a	DT
37060	7652	4	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	7652	5	drive	drive	NN
37060	7652	6	due	due	IN
37060	7652	7	to	to	IN
37060	7652	8	the	the	DT
37060	7652	9	mist	mist	NN
37060	7652	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	7652	11	shrouded	shroud	VBN
37060	7652	12	lowlands	lowland	NNS
37060	7652	13	and	and	CC
37060	7652	14	the	the	DT
37060	7652	15	frost	frost	NN
37060	7652	16	which	which	WDT
37060	7652	17	lay	lie	VBD
37060	7652	18	over	over	IN
37060	7652	19	all	all	DT
37060	7652	20	things	thing	NNS
37060	7652	21	,	,	,
37060	7652	22	both	both	CC
37060	7652	23	alive	alive	JJ
37060	7652	24	and	and	CC
37060	7652	25	inanimate	inanimate	JJ
37060	7652	26	.	.	.
37060	7653	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7653	2	saw	see	VBD
37060	7653	3	a	a	DT
37060	7653	4	particularly	particularly	RB
37060	7653	5	picturesque	picturesque	JJ
37060	7653	6	scene	scene	NN
37060	7653	7	,	,	,
37060	7653	8	complete	complete	JJ
37060	7653	9	with	with	IN
37060	7653	10	grazing	graze	VBG
37060	7653	11	horses	horse	NNS
37060	7653	12	amongst	amongst	IN
37060	7653	13	the	the	DT
37060	7653	14	white	white	JJ
37060	7653	15	grass	grass	NN
37060	7653	16	,	,	,
37060	7653	17	so	so	CC
37060	7653	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7653	19	determined	determine	VBD
37060	7653	20	to	to	TO
37060	7653	21	pull	pull	VB
37060	7653	22	off	off	RP
37060	7653	23	the	the	DT
37060	7653	24	highway	highway	NN
37060	7653	25	and	and	CC
37060	7653	26	retrace	retrace	VB
37060	7653	27	the	the	DT
37060	7653	28	road	road	NN
37060	7653	29	to	to	IN
37060	7653	30	the	the	DT
37060	7653	31	best	good	JJS
37060	7653	32	point	point	NN
37060	7653	33	.	.	.
37060	7654	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7654	2	had	have	VBD
37060	7654	3	snapped	snap	VBN
37060	7654	4	two	two	CD
37060	7654	5	photos	photo	NNS
37060	7654	6	when	when	WRB
37060	7654	7	a	a	DT
37060	7654	8	highway	highway	NN
37060	7654	9	patrol	patrol	NN
37060	7654	10	pulled	pull	VBN
37060	7654	11	over	over	RP
37060	7654	12	across	across	IN
37060	7654	13	the	the	DT
37060	7654	14	road	road	NN
37060	7654	15	from	from	IN
37060	7654	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7654	17	.	.	.
37060	7655	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7655	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7655	3	certain	certain	JJ
37060	7655	4	that	that	IN
37060	7655	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7655	6	would	would	MD
37060	7655	7	defy	defy	VB
37060	7655	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7655	9	potty	potty	NN
37060	7655	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	7655	11	training	training	NN
37060	7655	12	for	for	IN
37060	7655	13	a	a	DT
37060	7655	14	moment	moment	NN
37060	7655	15	.	.	.
37060	7656	1	"	"	``
37060	7656	2	Is	be	VBZ
37060	7656	3	that	that	DT
37060	7656	4	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7656	5	red	red	JJ
37060	7656	6	car	car	NN
37060	7656	7	parked	park	VBN
37060	7656	8	up	up	RP
37060	7656	9	there	there	RB
37060	7656	10	?	?	.
37060	7656	11	"	"	''
37060	7657	1	to	to	TO
37060	7657	2	which	which	WDT
37060	7657	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7657	4	answered	answer	VBD
37060	7657	5	"	"	``
37060	7657	6	Yes	yes	UH
37060	7657	7	"	"	''
37060	7657	8	and	and	CC
37060	7657	9	a	a	DT
37060	7657	10	hasty	hasty	NN
37060	7657	11	,	,	,
37060	7657	12	"	"	``
37060	7657	13	Is	be	VBZ
37060	7657	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7657	15	OK	ok	JJ
37060	7657	16	to	to	TO
37060	7657	17	be	be	VB
37060	7657	18	here	here	RB
37060	7657	19	?	?	.
37060	7657	20	"	"	''
37060	7658	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7658	2	had	have	VBD
37060	7658	3	thought	think	VBN
37060	7658	4	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	7658	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7658	6	had	have	VBD
37060	7658	7	engine	engine	NN
37060	7658	8	trouble	trouble	NN
37060	7658	9	and	and	CC
37060	7658	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7658	11	was	be	VBD
37060	7658	12	going	go	VBG
37060	7658	13	to	to	TO
37060	7658	14	help	help	VB
37060	7658	15	.	.	.
37060	7659	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7659	2	thanked	thank	VBD
37060	7659	3	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7659	4	and	and	CC
37060	7659	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7659	6	replied	reply	VBD
37060	7659	7	that	that	IN
37060	7659	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7659	9	could	could	MD
37060	7659	10	take	take	VB
37060	7659	11	as	as	RB
37060	7659	12	many	many	JJ
37060	7659	13	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	7659	14	as	as	IN
37060	7659	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7659	16	wanted	want	VBD
37060	7659	17	.	.	.
37060	7660	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7660	2	have	have	VBP
37060	7660	3	a	a	DT
37060	7660	4	deep	deep	JJ
37060	7660	5	fear	fear	NN
37060	7660	6	of	of	IN
37060	7660	7	cops	cop	NNS
37060	7660	8	which	which	WDT
37060	7660	9	has	have	VBZ
37060	7660	10	no	no	DT
37060	7660	11	real	real	JJ
37060	7660	12	basis	basis	NN
37060	7660	13	,	,	,
37060	7660	14	especially	especially	RB
37060	7660	15	of	of	IN
37060	7660	16	late	late	RB
37060	7660	17	;	;	:
37060	7660	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7660	19	do	do	VBP
37060	7660	20	n't	not	RB
37060	7660	21	break	break	VB
37060	7660	22	the	the	DT
37060	7660	23	law	law	NN
37060	7660	24	by	by	IN
37060	7660	25	speeding	speed	VBG
37060	7660	26	.	.	.
37060	7661	1	Rest	rest	VB
37060	7661	2	-	-	,
37060	7661	3	at	at	IN
37060	7661	4	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	7661	5	's	's	POS
37060	7661	6	.	.	.
37060	7662	1	.	.	.
37060	7663	1	.	.	.
37060	7664	1	attended	attend	VBD
37060	7664	2	a	a	DT
37060	7664	3	weaving	weaving	NN
37060	7664	4	open	open	JJ
37060	7664	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	7664	6	house	house	NN
37060	7664	7	.	.	.
37060	7665	1	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	7665	2	18	18	CD
37060	7665	3	,	,	,
37060	7665	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7665	5	...	...	:
37060	7665	6	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	7665	7	and	and	CC
37060	7665	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7665	9	drove	drive	VBD
37060	7665	10	to	to	IN
37060	7665	11	Mt.	Mount	NNP
37060	7666	1	Horeb	horeb	NN
37060	7666	2	after	after	IN
37060	7666	3	breakfasting	breakfast	VBG
37060	7666	4	at	at	IN
37060	7666	5	"	"	``
37060	7666	6	Spikas	Spikas	NNP
37060	7666	7	.	.	.
37060	7666	8	"	"	''
37060	7667	1	Again	again	RB
37060	7667	2	there	there	EX
37060	7667	3	was	be	VBD
37060	7667	4	heavy	heavy	JJ
37060	7667	5	fog	fog	NN
37060	7667	6	and	and	CC
37060	7667	7	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	7667	8	pulled	pull	VBD
37060	7667	9	on	on	IN
37060	7667	10	the	the	DT
37060	7667	11	headlights	headlight	NNS
37060	7667	12	;	;	:
37060	7667	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7667	14	made	make	VBD
37060	7667	15	a	a	DT
37060	7667	16	mental	mental	JJ
37060	7667	17	note	note	NN
37060	7667	18	of	of	IN
37060	7667	19	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7667	20	action	action	NN
37060	7667	21	to	to	TO
37060	7667	22	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	7667	23	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	7667	24	the	the	DT
37060	7667	25	lights	light	NNS
37060	7667	26	on	on	RP
37060	7667	27	for	for	IN
37060	7667	28	the	the	DT
37060	7667	29	length	length	NN
37060	7667	30	of	of	IN
37060	7667	31	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7667	32	spree	spree	NN
37060	7667	33	.	.	.
37060	7668	1	Unfortunately	unfortunately	RB
37060	7668	2	,	,	,
37060	7668	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7668	4	misplaced	misplace	VBD
37060	7668	5	the	the	DT
37060	7668	6	mental	mental	JJ
37060	7668	7	note	note	NN
37060	7668	8	,	,	,
37060	7668	9	and	and	CC
37060	7668	10	the	the	DT
37060	7668	11	lights	light	NNS
37060	7668	12	were	be	VBD
37060	7668	13	grinning	grin	VBG
37060	7668	14	at	at	IN
37060	7668	15	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7668	16	upon	upon	IN
37060	7668	17	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7668	18	return	return	NN
37060	7668	19	an	an	DT
37060	7668	20	hour	hour	NN
37060	7668	21	or	or	CC
37060	7668	22	so	so	RB
37060	7668	23	later	later	RB
37060	7668	24	.	.	.
37060	7669	1	The	the	DT
37060	7669	2	engine	engine	NN
37060	7669	3	was	be	VBD
37060	7669	4	"	"	``
37060	7669	5	deader	deader	NN
37060	7669	6	"	"	''
37060	7669	7	than	than	IN
37060	7669	8	a	a	DT
37060	7669	9	frozen	frozen	JJ
37060	7669	10	road	road	NN
37060	7669	11	apple	apple	NN
37060	7669	12	;	;	:
37060	7669	13	luckily	luckily	RB
37060	7669	14	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7669	15	'd	have	VBD
37060	7669	16	parked	park	VBN
37060	7669	17	along	along	IN
37060	7669	18	side	side	NN
37060	7669	19	of	of	IN
37060	7669	20	a	a	DT
37060	7669	21	gas	gas	NN
37060	7669	22	station	station	NN
37060	7669	23	and	and	CC
37060	7669	24	the	the	DT
37060	7669	25	attendant	attendant	NN
37060	7669	26	promptly	promptly	RB
37060	7669	27	"	"	``
37060	7669	28	jumped	jump	VBD
37060	7669	29	"	"	''
37060	7669	30	us	us	NNP
37060	7669	31	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7669	32	or	or	CC
37060	7669	33	rather	rather	RB
37060	7669	34	,	,	,
37060	7669	35	the	the	DT
37060	7669	36	engine	engine	NN
37060	7669	37	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7669	38	.	.	.
37060	7670	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7670	2	cost	cost	VBD
37060	7670	3	2	2	CD
37060	7670	4	bucks	buck	NNS
37060	7670	5	.	.	.
37060	7671	1	Big	big	JJ
37060	7671	2	deal	deal	NN
37060	7671	3	.	.	.
37060	7672	1	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	7672	2	drove	drive	VBD
37060	7672	3	back	back	RB
37060	7672	4	after	after	IN
37060	7672	5	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7672	6	rather	rather	RB
37060	7672	7	short	short	JJ
37060	7672	8	spree	spree	NN
37060	7672	9	...	...	.
37060	7673	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7673	2	'd	'd	MD
37060	7673	3	hastily	hastily	RB
37060	7673	4	gotten	get	VBN
37060	7673	5	sick	sick	JJ
37060	7673	6	after	after	IN
37060	7673	7	drinking	drink	VBG
37060	7673	8	some	some	DT
37060	7673	9	tea	tea	NN
37060	7673	10	.	.	.
37060	7674	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7674	2	left	leave	VBD
37060	7674	3	for	for	IN
37060	7674	4	home	home	NN
37060	7674	5	around	around	RB
37060	7674	6	3:00	3:00	CD
37060	7674	7	.	.	.
37060	7674	8	.	.	.
37060	7675	1	.	.	.
37060	7676	1	experienced	experienced	JJ
37060	7676	2	fair	fair	JJ
37060	7676	3	amount	amount	NN
37060	7676	4	of	of	IN
37060	7676	5	diarrhea	diarrhea	NN
37060	7676	6	once	once	RB
37060	7676	7	home	home	RB
37060	7676	8	...	...	:
37060	7676	9	oh	oh	UH
37060	7676	10	well	well	UH
37060	7676	11	...	...	NFP
37060	7676	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7676	13	ate	eat	VBD
37060	7676	14	at	at	IN
37060	7676	15	Bishops	bishop	NNS
37060	7676	16	for	for	IN
37060	7676	17	supper	supper	NN
37060	7676	18	...	...	:
37060	7676	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7676	20	's	be	VBZ
37060	7676	21	Friday	Friday	NNP
37060	7676	22	,	,	,
37060	7676	23	after	after	RB
37060	7676	24	all	all	RB
37060	7676	25	.	.	.
37060	7677	1	Dec.	December	NNP
37060	7677	2	21	21	CD
37060	7677	3	,	,	,
37060	7677	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7677	5	...	...	.
37060	7678	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7678	2	talked	talk	VBD
37060	7678	3	with	with	IN
37060	7678	4	Mom	mom	NN
37060	7678	5	for	for	IN
37060	7678	6	a	a	DT
37060	7678	7	good	good	JJ
37060	7678	8	amount	amount	NN
37060	7678	9	of	of	IN
37060	7678	10	time	time	NN
37060	7678	11	.	.	.
37060	7679	1	.	.	.
37060	7680	1	.	.	.
37060	7681	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7681	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	7681	3	if	if	IN
37060	7681	4	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7681	5	believed	believe	VBD
37060	7681	6	that	that	IN
37060	7681	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7681	8	wished	wish	VBD
37060	7681	9	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	7681	10	on	on	IN
37060	7681	11	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7681	12	.	.	.
37060	7682	1	.	.	.
37060	7683	1	.	.	.
37060	7684	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7684	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7684	3	past	past	IN
37060	7684	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7684	5	depression	depression	NN
37060	7684	6	when	when	WRB
37060	7684	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7684	8	once	once	RB
37060	7684	9	again	again	RB
37060	7684	10	found	find	VBD
37060	7684	11	out	out	RP
37060	7684	12	the	the	DT
37060	7684	13	bad	bad	JJ
37060	7684	14	news	news	NN
37060	7684	15	;	;	:
37060	7684	16	moreover	moreover	RB
37060	7684	17	,	,	,
37060	7684	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7684	19	depression	depression	NN
37060	7684	20	subsided	subside	VBD
37060	7684	21	after	after	IN
37060	7684	22	some	some	DT
37060	7684	23	changes	change	NNS
37060	7684	24	were	be	VBD
37060	7684	25	made	make	VBN
37060	7684	26	in	in	IN
37060	7684	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7684	28	life	life	NN
37060	7684	29	.	.	.
37060	7685	1	.	.	.
37060	7686	1	.	.	.
37060	7687	1	quitting	quit	VBG
37060	7687	2	Sears	Sears	NNP
37060	7687	3	and	and	CC
37060	7687	4	dropping	drop	VBG
37060	7687	5	a	a	DT
37060	7687	6	class	class	NN
37060	7687	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7687	8	did	do	VBD
37060	7687	9	n't	not	RB
37060	7687	10	like	like	VB
37060	7687	11	...	...	NFP
37060	7687	12	anorexic	anorexic	JJ
37060	7687	13	tendencies	tendency	NNS
37060	7687	14	had	have	VBD
37060	7687	15	dwindled	dwindle	VBN
37060	7687	16	as	as	IN
37060	7687	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7687	18	made	make	VBD
37060	7687	19	those	those	DT
37060	7687	20	changes	change	NNS
37060	7687	21	.	.	.
37060	7688	1	Then	then	RB
37060	7688	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7688	3	asked	ask	VBD
37060	7688	4	if	if	IN
37060	7688	5	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7688	6	believed	believe	VBD
37060	7688	7	that	that	IN
37060	7688	8	one	one	PRP
37060	7688	9	could	could	MD
37060	7688	10	cure	cure	VB
37060	7688	11	ones	one	NNS
37060	7688	12	self	self	NN
37060	7688	13	through	through	IN
37060	7688	14	the	the	DT
37060	7688	15	desire	desire	NN
37060	7688	16	to	to	TO
37060	7688	17	beat	beat	VB
37060	7688	18	the	the	DT
37060	7688	19	disease	disease	NN
37060	7688	20	.	.	.
37060	7689	1	Question	question	NN
37060	7689	2	1	1	CD
37060	7689	3	:	:	:
37060	7689	4	Why	why	WRB
37060	7689	5	would	would	MD
37060	7689	6	a	a	DT
37060	7689	7	person	person	NN
37060	7689	8	who	who	WP
37060	7689	9	did	do	VBD
37060	7689	10	n't	not	RB
37060	7689	11	want	want	VB
37060	7689	12	a	a	DT
37060	7689	13	disease	disease	NN
37060	7689	14	,	,	,
37060	7689	15	contract	contract	VB
37060	7689	16	one	one	CD
37060	7689	17	?	?	.
37060	7690	1	Question	question	NN
37060	7690	2	2	2	CD
37060	7690	3	:	:	:
37060	7690	4	Why	why	WRB
37060	7690	5	would	would	MD
37060	7690	6	n't	not	RB
37060	7690	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7690	8	work	work	VB
37060	7690	9	for	for	IN
37060	7690	10	every	every	DT
37060	7690	11	one	one	CD
37060	7690	12	?	?	.
37060	7691	1	Or	or	CC
37060	7691	2	would	would	MD
37060	7691	3	one	one	PRP
37060	7691	4	have	have	VB
37060	7691	5	to	to	TO
37060	7691	6	believe	believe	VB
37060	7691	7	.	.	.
37060	7692	1	.	.	.
37060	7693	1	."know	."know	NFP
37060	7693	2	.	.	.
37060	7693	3	"	"	''
37060	7694	1	.	.	.
37060	7695	1	.	.	.
37060	7696	1	.that	.that	UH
37060	7696	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7696	3	would	would	MD
37060	7696	4	be	be	VB
37060	7696	5	cured	cure	VBN
37060	7696	6	if	if	IN
37060	7696	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7696	8	simply	simply	RB
37060	7696	9	believed	believe	VBD
37060	7696	10	in	in	IN
37060	7696	11	such	such	PDT
37060	7696	12	a	a	DT
37060	7696	13	thing	thing	NN
37060	7696	14	?	?	.
37060	7697	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7697	2	helps	help	VBZ
37060	7697	3	to	to	TO
37060	7697	4	talk	talk	VB
37060	7697	5	of	of	IN
37060	7697	6	such	such	JJ
37060	7697	7	issues	issue	NNS
37060	7697	8	,	,	,
37060	7697	9	for	for	IN
37060	7697	10	at	at	IN
37060	7697	11	times	time	NNS
37060	7697	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7697	13	do	do	VBP
37060	7697	14	become	become	VB
37060	7697	15	confused	confused	JJ
37060	7697	16	.	.	.
37060	7698	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7698	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7698	3	instead	instead	RB
37060	7698	4	that	that	IN
37060	7698	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7698	6	have	have	VBP
37060	7698	7	resigned	resign	VBN
37060	7698	8	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7698	9	to	to	IN
37060	7698	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7698	11	problem	problem	NN
37060	7698	12	realistically	realistically	RB
37060	7698	13	...	...	.
37060	7699	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7699	2	do	do	VBP
37060	7699	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7699	4	care	care	VB
37060	7699	5	for	for	IN
37060	7699	6	rainbow	rainbow	NNP
37060	7699	7	chasing	chasing	NN
37060	7699	8	.	.	.
37060	7700	1	.	.	.
37060	7701	1	.	.	.
37060	7702	1	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7702	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7702	3	a	a	DT
37060	7702	4	long	long	JJ
37060	7702	5	drive	drive	NN
37060	7702	6	down	down	IN
37060	7702	7	the	the	DT
37060	7702	8	alley	alley	NN
37060	7702	9	of	of	IN
37060	7702	10	blind	blind	JJ
37060	7702	11	hope	hope	NN
37060	7702	12	.	.	.
37060	7703	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7703	2	prefer	prefer	VBP
37060	7703	3	not	not	RB
37060	7703	4	living	live	VBG
37060	7703	5	in	in	IN
37060	7703	6	the	the	DT
37060	7703	7	shadows	shadow	NNS
37060	7703	8	.	.	.
37060	7704	1	Dec.	December	NNP
37060	7704	2	26	26	CD
37060	7704	3	,	,	,
37060	7704	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7704	5	...	...	.
37060	7705	1	Although	although	IN
37060	7705	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7705	3	was	be	VBD
37060	7705	4	not	not	RB
37060	7705	5	easy	easy	JJ
37060	7705	6	to	to	TO
37060	7705	7	attain	attain	VB
37060	7705	8	,	,	,
37060	7705	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7705	10	remember	remember	VBP
37060	7705	11	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	7705	12	once	once	RB
37060	7705	13	that	that	IN
37060	7705	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7705	15	had	have	VBD
37060	7705	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7705	17	life	life	NN
37060	7705	18	by	by	IN
37060	7705	19	the	the	DT
37060	7705	20	reins	rein	NNS
37060	7705	21	.	.	.
37060	7706	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7706	2	could	could	MD
37060	7706	3	do	do	VB
37060	7706	4	anything	anything	NN
37060	7706	5	,	,	,
37060	7706	6	because	because	IN
37060	7706	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7706	8	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7706	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7706	10	had	have	VBD
37060	7706	11	control	control	NN
37060	7706	12	of	of	IN
37060	7706	13	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7706	14	.	.	.
37060	7707	1	If	if	IN
37060	7707	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7707	3	failed	fail	VBD
37060	7707	4	at	at	IN
37060	7707	5	one	one	CD
37060	7707	6	thing	thing	NN
37060	7707	7	,	,	,
37060	7707	8	no	no	RB
37060	7707	9	matter	matter	RB
37060	7707	10	.	.	.
37060	7708	1	.	.	.
37060	7709	1	.	.	.
37060	7710	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7710	2	could	could	MD
37060	7710	3	do	do	VB
37060	7710	4	something	something	NN
37060	7710	5	else	else	RB
37060	7710	6	and	and	CC
37060	7710	7	succeed	succeed	VB
37060	7710	8	.	.	.
37060	7711	1	Now	now	RB
37060	7711	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7711	3	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7711	4	trampled	trampled	JJ
37060	7711	5	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	7711	6	that	that	DT
37060	7711	7	stallion	stallion	NN
37060	7711	8	of	of	IN
37060	7711	9	life	life	NN
37060	7711	10	whose	whose	WP$
37060	7711	11	reins	rein	NNS
37060	7711	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7711	13	so	so	RB
37060	7711	14	confidently	confidently	RB
37060	7711	15	held	hold	VBN
37060	7711	16	;	;	:
37060	7711	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7711	18	have	have	VBP
37060	7711	19	no	no	DT
37060	7711	20	control	control	NN
37060	7711	21	.	.	.
37060	7712	1	Even	even	RB
37060	7712	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7712	3	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	7712	4	,	,	,
37060	7712	5	which	which	WDT
37060	7712	6	before	before	IN
37060	7712	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7712	8	prided	pride	VBD
37060	7712	9	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7712	10	in	in	IN
37060	7712	11	keeping	keep	VBG
37060	7712	12	so	so	RB
37060	7712	13	carefully	carefully	RB
37060	7712	14	concealed	conceal	VBN
37060	7712	15	,	,	,
37060	7712	16	crash	crash	NN
37060	7712	17	from	from	IN
37060	7712	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7712	19	grip	grip	NN
37060	7712	20	.	.	.
37060	7713	1	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7713	2	,	,	,
37060	7713	3	too	too	RB
37060	7713	4	,	,	,
37060	7713	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	7713	6	no	no	RB
37060	7713	7	longer	long	RBR
37060	7713	8	in	in	IN
37060	7713	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7713	10	grasp	grasp	NN
37060	7713	11	.	.	.
37060	7714	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7714	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	7714	3	grown	grow	VBN
37060	7714	4	more	more	RBR
37060	7714	5	confident	confident	JJ
37060	7714	6	and	and	CC
37060	7714	7	self	self	NN
37060	7714	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	7714	9	assured	assure	VBN
37060	7714	10	,	,	,
37060	7714	11	and	and	CC
37060	7714	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7714	13	like	like	VBP
37060	7714	14	what	what	WP
37060	7714	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7714	16	see	see	VBP
37060	7714	17	...	...	:
37060	7714	18	but	but	CC
37060	7714	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7714	20	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7714	21	as	as	IN
37060	7714	22	if	if	IN
37060	7714	23	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7714	24	's	be	VBZ
37060	7714	25	no	no	RB
37060	7714	26	longer	long	RBR
37060	7714	27	in	in	IN
37060	7714	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7714	29	league	league	NN
37060	7714	30	...	...	:
37060	7714	31	as	as	IN
37060	7714	32	if	if	IN
37060	7714	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7714	34	'm	be	VBP
37060	7714	35	trying	try	VBG
37060	7714	36	to	to	TO
37060	7714	37	love	love	VB
37060	7714	38	a	a	DT
37060	7714	39	diamond	diamond	NN
37060	7714	40	when	when	WRB
37060	7714	41	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7714	42	know	know	VBP
37060	7714	43	full	full	JJ
37060	7714	44	well	well	RB
37060	7714	45	that	that	IN
37060	7714	46	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7714	47	can	can	MD
37060	7714	48	afford	afford	VB
37060	7714	49	only	only	JJ
37060	7714	50	glass	glass	NN
37060	7714	51	.	.	.
37060	7715	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7715	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7715	3	never	never	RB
37060	7715	4	easy	easy	JJ
37060	7715	5	to	to	TO
37060	7715	6	lose	lose	VB
37060	7715	7	status	status	NN
37060	7715	8	.	.	.
37060	7716	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7716	2	've	have	VB
37060	7716	3	lost	lose	VBN
37060	7716	4	so	so	RB
37060	7716	5	much	much	JJ
37060	7716	6	that	that	IN
37060	7716	7	only	only	RB
37060	7716	8	a	a	DT
37060	7716	9	miracle	miracle	NN
37060	7716	10	of	of	IN
37060	7716	11	nature	nature	NN
37060	7716	12	could	could	MD
37060	7716	13	allow	allow	VB
37060	7716	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7716	15	to	to	TO
37060	7716	16	recover	recover	VB
37060	7716	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7716	18	low	low	JJ
37060	7716	19	self	self	NN
37060	7716	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	7716	21	worth	worth	JJ
37060	7716	22	.	.	.
37060	7717	1	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7717	2	deserves	deserve	VBZ
37060	7717	3	so	so	RB
37060	7717	4	much	much	RB
37060	7717	5	,	,	,
37060	7717	6	and	and	CC
37060	7717	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7717	8	has	have	VBZ
37060	7717	9	"	"	``
37060	7717	10	the	the	DT
37060	7717	11	right	right	JJ
37060	7717	12	stuff	stuff	NN
37060	7717	13	.	.	.
37060	7717	14	"	"	''
37060	7718	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7718	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7718	3	so	so	RB
37060	7718	4	much	much	RB
37060	7718	5	better	better	RB
37060	7718	6	seeing	see	VBG
37060	7718	7	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7718	8	at	at	IN
37060	7718	9	home	home	NN
37060	7718	10	.	.	.
37060	7719	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7719	2	look	look	VBP
37060	7719	3	as	as	RB
37060	7719	4	good	good	JJ
37060	7719	5	as	as	IN
37060	7719	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7719	7	can	can	MD
37060	7719	8	hope	hope	VB
37060	7719	9	to	to	TO
37060	7719	10	look	look	VB
37060	7719	11	because	because	IN
37060	7719	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7719	13	am	be	VBP
37060	7719	14	able	able	JJ
37060	7719	15	to	to	TO
37060	7719	16	get	get	VB
37060	7719	17	the	the	DT
37060	7719	18	rest	rest	NN
37060	7719	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7719	20	need	need	VBP
37060	7719	21	.	.	.
37060	7720	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7720	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7720	3	like	like	IN
37060	7720	4	a	a	DT
37060	7720	5	shadow	shadow	NN
37060	7720	6	of	of	IN
37060	7720	7	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7720	8	in	in	IN
37060	7720	9	San	San	NNP
37060	7720	10	Jose	Jose	NNP
37060	7720	11	.	.	.
37060	7721	1	.	.	.
37060	7722	1	.	.	.
37060	7723	1	a	a	DT
37060	7723	2	wound	wound	VB
37060	7723	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	7723	4	up	up	RP
37060	7723	5	toy	toy	NN
37060	7723	6	that	that	WDT
37060	7723	7	kept	keep	VBD
37060	7723	8	walking	walk	VBG
37060	7723	9	even	even	RB
37060	7723	10	after	after	IN
37060	7723	11	the	the	DT
37060	7723	12	tension	tension	NN
37060	7723	13	wore	wear	VBD
37060	7723	14	down	down	RB
37060	7723	15	.	.	.
37060	7724	1	Dec.	December	NNP
37060	7724	2	29	29	CD
37060	7724	3	,	,	,
37060	7724	4	1983	1983	CD
37060	7724	5	...	...	.
37060	7725	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7725	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7725	3	funny	funny	JJ
37060	7725	4	...	...	:
37060	7725	5	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7725	6	and	and	CC
37060	7725	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7725	8	shared	share	VBD
37060	7725	9	so	so	RB
37060	7725	10	much	much	RB
37060	7725	11	,	,	,
37060	7725	12	yet	yet	CC
37060	7725	13	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	7725	14	,	,	,
37060	7725	15	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	7725	16	ever	ever	RB
37060	7725	17	came	come	VBD
37060	7725	18	of	of	IN
37060	7725	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7725	20	.	.	.
37060	7726	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	7726	2	the	the	DT
37060	7726	3	sorrow	sorrow	NN
37060	7726	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7726	5	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7726	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	7726	7	partially	partially	RB
37060	7726	8	due	due	JJ
37060	7726	9	to	to	IN
37060	7726	10	the	the	DT
37060	7726	11	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	7726	12	that	that	IN
37060	7726	13	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	7726	14	can	can	MD
37060	7726	15	possibly	possibly	RB
37060	7726	16	come	come	VB
37060	7726	17	of	of	IN
37060	7726	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7726	19	given	give	VBN
37060	7726	20	the	the	DT
37060	7726	21	current	current	JJ
37060	7726	22	situations	situation	NNS
37060	7726	23	.	.	.
37060	7727	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7727	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7727	3	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	7727	4	to	to	TO
37060	7727	5	let	let	VB
37060	7727	6	go	go	VB
37060	7727	7	of	of	IN
37060	7727	8	the	the	DT
37060	7727	9	only	only	JJ
37060	7727	10	lengthy	lengthy	JJ
37060	7727	11	and	and	CC
37060	7727	12	worthwhile	worthwhile	JJ
37060	7727	13	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	7727	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7727	15	've	have	VB
37060	7727	16	ever	ever	RB
37060	7727	17	had	have	VBN
37060	7727	18	,	,	,
37060	7727	19	knowing	know	VBG
37060	7727	20	full	full	JJ
37060	7727	21	well	well	RB
37060	7727	22	that	that	IN
37060	7727	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7727	24	's	be	VBZ
37060	7727	25	the	the	DT
37060	7727	26	last	last	JJ
37060	7727	27	.	.	.
37060	7728	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7728	2	will	will	MD
37060	7728	3	never	never	RB
37060	7728	4	be	be	VB
37060	7728	5	in	in	IN
37060	7728	6	the	the	DT
37060	7728	7	situation	situation	NN
37060	7728	8	to	to	IN
37060	7728	9	date	date	NN
37060	7728	10	...	...	:
37060	7728	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7728	12	's	be	VBZ
37060	7728	13	an	an	DT
37060	7728	14	added	add	VBN
37060	7728	15	tension	tension	NN
37060	7728	16	that	that	WDT
37060	7728	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7728	18	probably	probably	RB
37060	7728	19	do	do	VBP
37060	7728	20	not	not	RB
37060	7728	21	need	need	VB
37060	7728	22	,	,	,
37060	7728	23	nor	nor	CC
37060	7728	24	would	would	MD
37060	7728	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7728	26	have	have	VB
37060	7728	27	the	the	DT
37060	7728	28	opportunity	opportunity	NN
37060	7728	29	to	to	TO
37060	7728	30	experience	experience	VB
37060	7728	31	.	.	.
37060	7729	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7729	2	would	would	MD
37060	7729	3	be	be	VB
37060	7729	4	like	like	IN
37060	7729	5	buying	buy	VBG
37060	7729	6	bald	bald	JJ
37060	7729	7	tires	tire	NNS
37060	7729	8	for	for	IN
37060	7729	9	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7729	10	new	new	JJ
37060	7729	11	car	car	NN
37060	7729	12	...	...	.
37060	7730	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7730	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	7730	3	"	"	``
37060	7730	4	spent	spend	VBN
37060	7730	5	.	.	.
37060	7730	6	"	"	''
37060	7731	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7731	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7731	3	that	that	IN
37060	7731	4	all	all	DT
37060	7731	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7731	6	can	can	MD
37060	7731	7	do	do	VB
37060	7731	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	7731	9	to	to	TO
37060	7731	10	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	7731	11	the	the	DT
37060	7731	12	time	time	NN
37060	7731	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7731	14	can	can	MD
37060	7731	15	spend	spend	VB
37060	7731	16	with	with	IN
37060	7731	17	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	7731	18	taking	take	VBG
37060	7731	19	one	one	CD
37060	7731	20	day	day	NN
37060	7731	21	at	at	IN
37060	7731	22	a	a	DT
37060	7731	23	time	time	NN
37060	7731	24	in	in	IN
37060	7731	25	the	the	DT
37060	7731	26	same	same	JJ
37060	7731	27	way	way	NN
37060	7731	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7731	29	live	live	VBP
37060	7731	30	each	each	DT
37060	7731	31	day	day	NN
37060	7731	32	as	as	IN
37060	7731	33	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7731	34	presents	present	VBZ
37060	7731	35	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7731	36	.	.	.
37060	7732	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7732	2	can	can	MD
37060	7732	3	expect	expect	VB
37060	7732	4	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	7732	5	,	,	,
37060	7732	6	for	for	IN
37060	7732	7	to	to	TO
37060	7732	8	do	do	VB
37060	7732	9	so	so	RB
37060	7732	10	only	only	RB
37060	7732	11	makes	make	VBZ
37060	7732	12	shattered	shatter	VBN
37060	7732	13	expectations	expectation	NNS
37060	7732	14	all	all	PDT
37060	7732	15	the	the	DT
37060	7732	16	more	more	RBR
37060	7732	17	trying	trying	JJ
37060	7732	18	.	.	.
37060	7733	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	7733	2	4	4	CD
37060	7733	3	,	,	,
37060	7733	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	7733	5	...	...	NFP
37060	7734	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7734	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7734	3	rather	rather	RB
37060	7734	4	entertaining	entertain	VBG
37060	7734	5	business	business	NN
37060	7734	6	,	,	,
37060	7734	7	this	this	DT
37060	7734	8	autobiography	autobiography	NN
37060	7734	9	;	;	:
37060	7734	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7734	11	's	be	VBZ
37060	7734	12	fun	fun	JJ
37060	7734	13	to	to	TO
37060	7734	14	be	be	VB
37060	7734	15	able	able	JJ
37060	7734	16	to	to	TO
37060	7734	17	sit	sit	VB
37060	7734	18	back	back	RB
37060	7734	19	and	and	CC
37060	7734	20	remember	remember	VB
37060	7734	21	the	the	DT
37060	7734	22	ways	way	NNS
37060	7734	23	in	in	IN
37060	7734	24	which	which	WDT
37060	7734	25	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7734	26	saw	see	VBD
37060	7734	27	the	the	DT
37060	7734	28	world	world	NN
37060	7734	29	as	as	IN
37060	7734	30	a	a	DT
37060	7734	31	child	child	NN
37060	7734	32	.	.	.
37060	7735	1	Truthfully	truthfully	RB
37060	7735	2	,	,	,
37060	7735	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7735	4	mind	mind	NN
37060	7735	5	still	still	RB
37060	7735	6	thinks	think	VBZ
37060	7735	7	the	the	DT
37060	7735	8	way	way	NN
37060	7735	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7735	10	did	do	VBD
37060	7735	11	then	then	RB
37060	7735	12	.	.	.
37060	7736	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7736	2	've	have	VB
37060	7736	3	merely	merely	RB
37060	7736	4	learned	learn	VBN
37060	7736	5	more	more	RBR
37060	7736	6	,	,	,
37060	7736	7	gained	gain	VBD
37060	7736	8	objectivity	objectivity	NN
37060	7736	9	...	...	:
37060	7736	10	but	but	CC
37060	7736	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7736	12	'm	be	VBP
37060	7736	13	essentially	essentially	RB
37060	7736	14	the	the	DT
37060	7736	15	same	same	JJ
37060	7736	16	.	.	.
37060	7737	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	7737	2	one	one	CD
37060	7737	3	changes	change	VBZ
37060	7737	4	more	more	RBR
37060	7737	5	than	than	IN
37060	7737	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7737	7	thinks	think	VBZ
37060	7737	8	,	,	,
37060	7737	9	however	however	RB
37060	7737	10	,	,	,
37060	7737	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7737	12	could	could	MD
37060	7737	13	be	be	VB
37060	7737	14	that	that	DT
37060	7737	15	,	,	,
37060	7737	16	so	so	RB
37060	7737	17	gradual	gradual	JJ
37060	7737	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	7737	19	the	the	DT
37060	7737	20	widening	widening	NN
37060	7737	21	of	of	IN
37060	7737	22	that	that	DT
37060	7737	23	perception	perception	NN
37060	7737	24	,	,	,
37060	7737	25	one	one	CD
37060	7737	26	is	be	VBZ
37060	7737	27	not	not	RB
37060	7737	28	really	really	RB
37060	7737	29	aware	aware	JJ
37060	7737	30	of	of	IN
37060	7737	31	the	the	DT
37060	7737	32	changes	change	NNS
37060	7737	33	amassed	amass	VBN
37060	7737	34	in	in	IN
37060	7737	35	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7737	36	brain	brain	NN
37060	7737	37	.	.	.
37060	7738	1	Nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	7738	2	,	,	,
37060	7738	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7738	4	'm	be	VBP
37060	7738	5	enjoying	enjoy	VBG
37060	7738	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7738	7	writing	writing	NN
37060	7738	8	,	,	,
37060	7738	9	trying	try	VBG
37060	7738	10	to	to	TO
37060	7738	11	include	include	VB
37060	7738	12	all	all	DT
37060	7738	13	material	material	NN
37060	7738	14	which	which	WDT
37060	7738	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	7738	16	of	of	IN
37060	7738	17	marked	mark	VBN
37060	7738	18	consequence	consequence	NN
37060	7738	19	.	.	.
37060	7739	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	7739	2	5	5	CD
37060	7739	3	,	,	,
37060	7739	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	7739	5	...	...	:
37060	7739	6	Today	today	NN
37060	7739	7	was	be	VBD
37060	7739	8	rather	rather	RB
37060	7739	9	a	a	DT
37060	7739	10	wasted	waste	VBN
37060	7739	11	day	day	NN
37060	7739	12	in	in	IN
37060	7739	13	that	that	DT
37060	7739	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7739	15	was	be	VBD
37060	7739	16	unable	unable	JJ
37060	7739	17	to	to	TO
37060	7739	18	venture	venture	VB
37060	7739	19	downtown	downtown	NN
37060	7739	20	due	due	IN
37060	7739	21	to	to	IN
37060	7739	22	the	the	DT
37060	7739	23	frequently	frequently	RB
37060	7739	24	repeated	repeat	VBN
37060	7739	25	trips	trip	NNS
37060	7739	26	to	to	IN
37060	7739	27	the	the	DT
37060	7739	28	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	7739	29	.	.	.
37060	7740	1	However	however	RB
37060	7740	2	,	,	,
37060	7740	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7740	4	did	do	VBD
37060	7740	5	listen	listen	VB
37060	7740	6	to	to	IN
37060	7740	7	the	the	DT
37060	7740	8	subliminal	subliminal	JJ
37060	7740	9	tape	tape	NN
37060	7740	10	which	which	WDT
37060	7740	11	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	7740	12	gave	give	VBD
37060	7740	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7740	14	for	for	IN
37060	7740	15	Xmas	Xmas	NNP
37060	7740	16	.	.	.
37060	7741	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7741	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7741	3	composed	compose	VBN
37060	7741	4	of	of	IN
37060	7741	5	seashore	seashore	NN
37060	7741	6	sounds	sound	NNS
37060	7741	7	and	and	CC
37060	7741	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	7741	9	relaxing	relax	VBG
37060	7741	10	.	.	.
37060	7742	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7742	2	tape	tape	NN
37060	7742	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	7742	4	entitled	entitle	VBN
37060	7742	5	"	"	``
37060	7742	6	Phsyconeuroimmunology	Phsyconeuroimmunology	NNP
37060	7742	7	...	...	:
37060	7742	8	Beneficial	Beneficial	NNP
37060	7742	9	Influence	Influence	NNP
37060	7742	10	of	of	IN
37060	7742	11	the	the	DT
37060	7742	12	Mind	mind	NN
37060	7742	13	on	on	IN
37060	7742	14	Health	Health	NNP
37060	7742	15	,	,	,
37060	7742	16	"	"	''
37060	7742	17	which	which	WDT
37060	7742	18	was	be	VBD
37060	7742	19	described	describe	VBN
37060	7742	20	as	as	IN
37060	7742	21	being	be	VBG
37060	7742	22	helpful	helpful	JJ
37060	7742	23	with	with	IN
37060	7742	24	regard	regard	NN
37060	7742	25	to	to	IN
37060	7742	26	the	the	DT
37060	7742	27	immune	immune	JJ
37060	7742	28	system	system	NN
37060	7742	29	.	.	.
37060	7743	1	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	7743	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7743	3	'll	will	MD
37060	7743	4	get	get	VB
37060	7743	5	rid	rid	VBN
37060	7743	6	of	of	IN
37060	7743	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7743	8	"	"	``
37060	7743	9	Big	big	JJ
37060	7743	10	C	c	NN
37060	7743	11	"	"	''
37060	7743	12	!	!	.
37060	7744	1	That	that	DT
37060	7744	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7744	3	a	a	DT
37060	7744	4	long	long	JJ
37060	7744	5	shot	shot	NN
37060	7744	6	but	but	CC
37060	7744	7	one	one	PRP
37060	7744	8	ca	can	MD
37060	7744	9	n't	not	RB
37060	7744	10	just	just	RB
37060	7744	11	roll	roll	VB
37060	7744	12	up	up	RP
37060	7744	13	the	the	DT
37060	7744	14	carpets	carpet	NNS
37060	7744	15	and	and	CC
37060	7744	16	close	close	JJ
37060	7744	17	shop	shop	NN
37060	7744	18	.	.	.
37060	7745	1	At	at	IN
37060	7745	2	any	any	DT
37060	7745	3	rate	rate	NN
37060	7745	4	,	,	,
37060	7745	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7745	6	's	be	VBZ
37060	7745	7	cheaper	cheap	JJR
37060	7745	8	than	than	IN
37060	7745	9	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	7745	10	and	and	CC
37060	7745	11	could	could	MD
37060	7745	12	n't	not	RB
37060	7745	13	hurt	hurt	VB
37060	7745	14	.	.	.
37060	7746	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7746	2	'll	will	MD
37060	7746	3	just	just	RB
37060	7746	4	have	have	VB
37060	7746	5	to	to	TO
37060	7746	6	be	be	VB
37060	7746	7	wary	wary	JJ
37060	7746	8	of	of	IN
37060	7746	9	any	any	DT
37060	7746	10	cravings	craving	NNS
37060	7746	11	...	...	:
37060	7746	12	if	if	IN
37060	7746	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7746	14	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	7746	15	get	get	VBP
37060	7746	16	the	the	DT
37060	7746	17	indispensable	indispensable	JJ
37060	7746	18	urge	urge	NN
37060	7746	19	to	to	TO
37060	7746	20	drink	drink	VB
37060	7746	21	only	only	JJ
37060	7746	22	coke	coke	NN
37060	7746	23	,	,	,
37060	7746	24	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	7746	25	the	the	DT
37060	7746	26	input	input	NN
37060	7746	27	is	be	VBZ
37060	7746	28	an	an	DT
37060	7746	29	advertisement	advertisement	NN
37060	7746	30	Ha	ha	UH
37060	7746	31	!	!	.
37060	7747	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7747	2	can	can	MD
37060	7747	3	never	never	RB
37060	7747	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	7747	5	go	go	VB
37060	7747	6	along	along	RP
37060	7747	7	with	with	IN
37060	7747	8	the	the	DT
37060	7747	9	idea	idea	NN
37060	7747	10	that	that	IN
37060	7747	11	one	one	PRP
37060	7747	12	gives	give	VBZ
37060	7747	13	oneself	oneself	PRP
37060	7747	14	diseases	disease	NNS
37060	7747	15	.	.	.
37060	7748	1	At	at	IN
37060	7748	2	13	13	CD
37060	7748	3	,	,	,
37060	7748	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7748	5	did	do	VBD
37060	7748	6	n't	not	RB
37060	7748	7	know	know	VB
37060	7748	8	what	what	WP
37060	7748	9	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	7748	10	was	be	VBD
37060	7748	11	,	,	,
37060	7748	12	death	death	NN
37060	7748	13	via	via	IN
37060	7748	14	a	a	DT
37060	7748	15	serious	serious	JJ
37060	7748	16	illness	illness	NN
37060	7748	17	was	be	VBD
37060	7748	18	the	the	DT
37060	7748	19	farthest	farth	JJS
37060	7748	20	thing	thing	NN
37060	7748	21	from	from	IN
37060	7748	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7748	23	mind	mind	NN
37060	7748	24	,	,	,
37060	7748	25	much	much	RB
37060	7748	26	less	less	JJR
37060	7748	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7748	28	desire	desire	NN
37060	7748	29	.	.	.
37060	7749	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7749	2	believe	believe	VBP
37060	7749	3	the	the	DT
37060	7749	4	reason	reason	NN
37060	7749	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7749	6	can	can	MD
37060	7749	7	...	...	.
37060	7749	8	at	at	IN
37060	7749	9	times	time	NNS
37060	7749	10	...	...	NFP
37060	7749	11	accept	accept	VB
37060	7749	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7749	13	plight	plight	NN
37060	7749	14	now	now	RB
37060	7749	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	7749	16	that	that	IN
37060	7749	17	1	1	CD
37060	7749	18	.	.	.
37060	7750	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7750	2	've	have	VB
37060	7750	3	had	have	VBN
37060	7750	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7750	5	before	before	RB
37060	7750	6	.	.	.
37060	7751	1	2	2	LS
37060	7751	2	.	.	.
37060	7752	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7752	2	never	never	RB
37060	7752	3	really	really	RB
37060	7752	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	7752	5	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	7752	6	the	the	DT
37060	7752	7	diagnosis	diagnosis	NN
37060	7752	8	that	that	WDT
37060	7752	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7752	10	was	be	VBD
37060	7752	11	"	"	``
37060	7752	12	cured	cure	VBN
37060	7752	13	.	.	.
37060	7752	14	"	"	''
37060	7753	1	3	3	LS
37060	7753	2	.	.	.
37060	7754	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7754	2	've	have	VB
37060	7754	3	been	be	VBN
37060	7754	4	sick	sick	JJ
37060	7754	5	to	to	IN
37060	7754	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7754	7	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	7754	8	for	for	IN
37060	7754	9	years	year	NNS
37060	7754	10	following	follow	VBG
37060	7754	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7754	12	first	first	JJ
37060	7754	13	operation	operation	NN
37060	7754	14	.	.	.
37060	7755	1	.	.	.
37060	7756	1	.	.	.
37060	7757	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7757	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7757	3	never	never	RB
37060	7757	4	leading	lead	VBG
37060	7757	5	a	a	DT
37060	7757	6	"	"	``
37060	7757	7	normal	normal	JJ
37060	7757	8	"	"	''
37060	7757	9	life	life	NN
37060	7757	10	.	.	.
37060	7758	1	4	4	LS
37060	7758	2	.	.	.
37060	7759	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7759	2	've	have	VB
37060	7759	3	always	always	RB
37060	7759	4	felt	feel	VBN
37060	7759	5	"	"	``
37060	7759	6	doomed	doom	VBN
37060	7759	7	"	"	''
37060	7759	8	to	to	IN
37060	7759	9	a	a	DT
37060	7759	10	degree	degree	NN
37060	7759	11	.	.	.
37060	7760	1	5	5	CD
37060	7760	2	.	.	.
37060	7761	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7761	2	've	have	VB
37060	7761	3	tried	try	VBN
37060	7761	4	chemo	chemo	NN
37060	7761	5	and	and	CC
37060	7761	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7761	7	did	do	VBD
37060	7761	8	n't	not	RB
37060	7761	9	work	work	VB
37060	7761	10	;	;	:
37060	7761	11	since	since	IN
37060	7761	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7761	13	hold	hold	VBP
37060	7761	14	American	american	JJ
37060	7761	15	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	7761	16	in	in	IN
37060	7761	17	high	high	JJ
37060	7761	18	esteem	esteem	NN
37060	7761	19	,	,	,
37060	7761	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7761	21	am	be	VBP
37060	7761	22	not	not	RB
37060	7761	23	as	as	RB
37060	7761	24	readily	readily	RB
37060	7761	25	accepting	accept	VBG
37060	7761	26	of	of	IN
37060	7761	27	other	other	JJ
37060	7761	28	country	country	NN
37060	7761	29	's	's	POS
37060	7761	30	"	"	``
37060	7761	31	cures	cure	NNS
37060	7761	32	,	,	,
37060	7761	33	"	"	''
37060	7761	34	especially	especially	RB
37060	7761	35	if	if	IN
37060	7761	36	there	there	EX
37060	7761	37	are	be	VBP
37060	7761	38	no	no	DT
37060	7761	39	facts	fact	NNS
37060	7761	40	to	to	TO
37060	7761	41	back	back	VB
37060	7761	42	up	up	RP
37060	7761	43	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7761	44	claims	claim	NNS
37060	7761	45	.	.	.
37060	7762	1	6	6	CD
37060	7762	2	.	.	.
37060	7763	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7763	2	can	can	MD
37060	7763	3	not	not	RB
37060	7763	4	live	live	VB
37060	7763	5	from	from	IN
37060	7763	6	one	one	CD
37060	7763	7	"	"	``
37060	7763	8	cure	cure	NN
37060	7763	9	"	"	''
37060	7763	10	hope	hope	NN
37060	7763	11	to	to	IN
37060	7763	12	the	the	DT
37060	7763	13	next	next	JJ
37060	7763	14	.	.	.
37060	7764	1	Disappointments	disappointment	NNS
37060	7764	2	become	become	VBP
37060	7764	3	unbearable	unbearable	JJ
37060	7764	4	if	if	IN
37060	7764	5	that	that	DT
37060	7764	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	7764	7	all	all	DT
37060	7764	8	one	one	CD
37060	7764	9	ever	ever	RB
37060	7764	10	encounters	encounter	VBZ
37060	7764	11	.	.	.
37060	7765	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7765	2	ca	can	MD
37060	7765	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7765	4	believe	believe	VB
37060	7765	5	that	that	IN
37060	7765	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7765	7	would	would	MD
37060	7765	8	want	want	VB
37060	7765	9	what	what	WP
37060	7765	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7765	11	have	have	VBP
37060	7765	12	,	,	,
37060	7765	13	given	give	VBN
37060	7765	14	all	all	DT
37060	7765	15	of	of	IN
37060	7765	16	the	the	DT
37060	7765	17	suffering	suffering	NN
37060	7765	18	that	that	WDT
37060	7765	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7765	20	've	have	VB
37060	7765	21	endured	endure	VBN
37060	7765	22	.	.	.
37060	7766	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	7766	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7766	3	wish	wish	VBP
37060	7766	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7766	5	could	could	MD
37060	7766	6	all	all	RB
37060	7766	7	end	end	VB
37060	7766	8	,	,	,
37060	7766	9	either	either	CC
37060	7766	10	by	by	IN
37060	7766	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7766	12	recovery	recovery	NN
37060	7766	13	or	or	CC
37060	7766	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7766	15	death	death	NN
37060	7766	16	.	.	.
37060	7767	1	Living	live	VBG
37060	7767	2	half	half	JJ
37060	7767	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	7767	4	way	way	NN
37060	7767	5	becomes	become	VBZ
37060	7767	6	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	7767	7	when	when	WRB
37060	7767	8	one	one	PRP
37060	7767	9	's	's	POS
37060	7767	10	prospects	prospect	NNS
37060	7767	11	are	be	VBP
37060	7767	12	bleak	bleak	JJ
37060	7767	13	.	.	.
37060	7768	1	If	if	IN
37060	7768	2	only	only	RB
37060	7768	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7768	4	could	could	MD
37060	7768	5	be	be	VB
37060	7768	6	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	7768	7	...	...	:
37060	7768	8	feel	feel	VB
37060	7768	9	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	7768	10	...	...	:
37060	7768	11	the	the	DT
37060	7768	12	things	thing	NNS
37060	7768	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7768	14	'd	'd	MD
37060	7768	15	want	want	VB
37060	7768	16	to	to	TO
37060	7768	17	do	do	VB
37060	7768	18	!	!	.
37060	7768	19	!	!	.
37060	7768	20	!	!	.
37060	7769	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	7769	2	12	12	CD
37060	7769	3	,	,	,
37060	7769	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	7769	5	...	...	.
37060	7770	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7770	2	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	7770	3	at	at	IN
37060	7770	4	"	"	``
37060	7770	5	Rags	rag	NNS
37060	7770	6	to	to	IN
37060	7770	7	Riches	riches	NN
37060	7770	8	"	"	''
37060	7770	9	and	and	CC
37060	7770	10	inquired	inquire	VBD
37060	7770	11	whether	whether	IN
37060	7770	12	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7770	13	bought	buy	VBD
37060	7770	14	clothes	clothe	NNS
37060	7770	15	which	which	WDT
37060	7770	16	were	be	VBD
37060	7770	17	second	second	JJ
37060	7770	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	7770	19	hand	hand	NN
37060	7770	20	,	,	,
37060	7770	21	since	since	IN
37060	7770	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7770	23	was	be	VBD
37060	7770	24	a	a	DT
37060	7770	25	second	second	JJ
37060	7770	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	7770	27	hand	hand	NN
37060	7770	28	clothing	clothing	NN
37060	7770	29	shop	shop	NN
37060	7770	30	.	.	.
37060	7771	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7771	2	So	so	RB
37060	7771	3	intelligent	intelligent	JJ
37060	7771	4	a	a	DT
37060	7771	5	question	question	NN
37060	7771	6	,	,	,
37060	7771	7	no	no	UH
37060	7771	8	?	?	.
37060	7771	9	!	!	.
37060	7771	10	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7772	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7772	2	informed	inform	VBD
37060	7772	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7772	4	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7772	5	work	work	VBP
37060	7772	6	on	on	IN
37060	7772	7	consignment	consignment	NN
37060	7772	8	.	.	.
37060	7773	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7773	2	have	have	VBP
37060	7773	3	16	16	CD
37060	7773	4	prs	prs	NN
37060	7773	5	.	.	.
37060	7774	1	of	of	IN
37060	7774	2	pants	pant	NNS
37060	7774	3	that	that	WDT
37060	7774	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7774	5	intend	intend	VBP
37060	7774	6	to	to	TO
37060	7774	7	bring	bring	VB
37060	7774	8	in	in	RP
37060	7774	9	.	.	.
37060	7775	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7775	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7775	3	rather	rather	RB
37060	7775	4	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	7775	5	to	to	TO
37060	7775	6	let	let	VB
37060	7775	7	go	go	VB
37060	7775	8	of	of	IN
37060	7775	9	those	those	DT
37060	7775	10	pants	pant	NNS
37060	7775	11	.	.	.
37060	7776	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7776	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	7776	3	somewhere	somewhere	RB
37060	7776	4	in	in	IN
37060	7776	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7776	6	head	head	NN
37060	7776	7	,	,	,
37060	7776	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7776	9	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	7776	10	that	that	IN
37060	7776	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7776	12	'd	'd	MD
37060	7776	13	be	be	VB
37060	7776	14	cured	cure	VBN
37060	7776	15	and	and	CC
37060	7776	16	be	be	VB
37060	7776	17	able	able	JJ
37060	7776	18	to	to	TO
37060	7776	19	fit	fit	VB
37060	7776	20	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7776	21	again	again	RB
37060	7776	22	.	.	.
37060	7777	1	But	but	CC
37060	7777	2	the	the	DT
37060	7777	3	chances	chance	NNS
37060	7777	4	of	of	IN
37060	7777	5	that	that	DT
37060	7777	6	are	be	VBP
37060	7777	7	slim	slim	JJ
37060	7777	8	.	.	.
37060	7778	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7778	2	body	body	NN
37060	7778	3	does	do	VBZ
37060	7778	4	n't	not	RB
37060	7778	5	seem	seem	VB
37060	7778	6	to	to	TO
37060	7778	7	be	be	VB
37060	7778	8	able	able	JJ
37060	7778	9	to	to	TO
37060	7778	10	"	"	``
37060	7778	11	get	get	VB
37060	7778	12	on	on	IN
37060	7778	13	"	"	``
37060	7778	14	the	the	DT
37060	7778	15	road	road	NN
37060	7778	16	to	to	IN
37060	7778	17	recovery	recovery	NN
37060	7778	18	.	.	.
37060	7779	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7779	2	'd	'd	MD
37060	7779	3	be	be	VB
37060	7779	4	exceptionally	exceptionally	RB
37060	7779	5	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	7779	6	if	if	IN
37060	7779	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7779	8	was	be	VBD
37060	7779	9	n't	not	RB
37060	7779	10	such	such	PDT
37060	7779	11	a	a	DT
37060	7779	12	physical	physical	JJ
37060	7779	13	wreck	wreck	NN
37060	7779	14	.	.	.
37060	7780	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	7780	2	15	15	CD
37060	7780	3	,	,	,
37060	7780	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	7780	5	...	...	.
37060	7781	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7781	2	made	make	VBD
37060	7781	3	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	7781	4	for	for	IN
37060	7781	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7781	6	and	and	CC
37060	7781	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7781	8	...	...	:
37060	7781	9	then	then	RB
37060	7781	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7781	11	went	go	VBD
37060	7781	12	to	to	IN
37060	7781	13	Wild	Wild	NNP
37060	7781	14	Cat	Cat	NNP
37060	7781	15	Den	Den	NNP
37060	7781	16	...	...	NFP
37060	7781	17	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7781	18	took	take	VBD
37060	7781	19	a	a	DT
37060	7781	20	good	good	JJ
37060	7781	21	hike	hike	NN
37060	7781	22	back	back	RB
37060	7781	23	into	into	IN
37060	7781	24	the	the	DT
37060	7781	25	park	park	NN
37060	7781	26	...	...	:
37060	7781	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7781	28	was	be	VBD
37060	7781	29	snowy	snowy	JJ
37060	7781	30	so	so	RB
37060	7781	31	wore	wear	VBD
37060	7781	32	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7781	33	's	's	POS
37060	7781	34	high	high	JJ
37060	7781	35	boots	boot	NNS
37060	7781	36	.	.	.
37060	7782	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7782	2	really	really	RB
37060	7782	3	did	do	VBD
37060	7782	4	well	well	RB
37060	7782	5	,	,	,
37060	7782	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7782	7	thought	think	VBD
37060	7782	8	;	;	:
37060	7782	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7782	10	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7782	11	good	good	JJ
37060	7782	12	.	.	.
37060	7783	1	Going	go	VBG
37060	7783	2	up	up	RP
37060	7783	3	the	the	DT
37060	7783	4	steep	steep	JJ
37060	7783	5	grades	grade	NNS
37060	7783	6	presented	present	VBD
37060	7783	7	a	a	DT
37060	7783	8	bit	bit	NN
37060	7783	9	of	of	IN
37060	7783	10	a	a	DT
37060	7783	11	problem	problem	NN
37060	7783	12	,	,	,
37060	7783	13	but	but	CC
37060	7783	14	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	7783	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7783	16	went	go	VBD
37060	7783	17	better	well	JJR
37060	7783	18	than	than	IN
37060	7783	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7783	20	had	have	VBD
37060	7783	21	thought	think	VBN
37060	7783	22	.	.	.
37060	7784	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7784	2	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	7784	3	the	the	DT
37060	7784	4	tape	tape	NN
37060	7784	5	's	's	POS
37060	7784	6	working	working	NN
37060	7784	7	.	.	.
37060	7784	8	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7785	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7785	2	slides	slide	NNS
37060	7785	3	are	be	VBP
37060	7785	4	good	good	JJ
37060	7785	5	!	!	.
37060	7786	1	For	for	IN
37060	7786	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7786	3	first	first	JJ
37060	7786	4	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	7786	5	at	at	IN
37060	7786	6	still	still	RB
37060	7786	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	7786	8	life	life	NN
37060	7786	9	,	,	,
37060	7786	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7786	11	'd	'd	MD
37060	7786	12	say	say	VB
37060	7786	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7786	14	really	really	RB
37060	7786	15	did	do	VBD
37060	7786	16	well	well	RB
37060	7786	17	.	.	.
37060	7787	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	7787	2	22	22	CD
37060	7787	3	,	,	,
37060	7787	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	7787	5	...	...	.
37060	7788	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7788	2	made	make	VBD
37060	7788	3	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	7788	4	for	for	IN
37060	7788	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7788	6	and	and	CC
37060	7788	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7788	8	,	,	,
37060	7788	9	then	then	RB
37060	7788	10	after	after	IN
37060	7788	11	doing	do	VBG
37060	7788	12	dishes	dish	NNS
37060	7788	13	together	together	RB
37060	7788	14	,	,	,
37060	7788	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7788	16	got	get	VBD
37060	7788	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7788	18	camera	camera	NN
37060	7788	19	equipment	equipment	NN
37060	7788	20	and	and	CC
37060	7788	21	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7788	22	took	take	VBD
37060	7788	23	off	off	RP
37060	7788	24	for	for	IN
37060	7788	25	Loud	Loud	NNP
37060	7788	26	Thunder	Thunder	NNP
37060	7788	27	,	,	,
37060	7788	28	around	around	RB
37060	7788	29	to	to	IN
37060	7788	30	Muscatine	Muscatine	NNP
37060	7788	31	,	,	,
37060	7788	32	and	and	CC
37060	7788	33	back	back	RB
37060	7788	34	to	to	IN
37060	7788	35	Credit	Credit	NNP
37060	7788	36	Island	Island	NNP
37060	7788	37	.	.	.
37060	7789	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7789	2	used	use	VBD
37060	7789	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7789	4	sunset	sunset	NN
37060	7789	5	and	and	CC
37060	7789	6	graduated	graduated	JJ
37060	7789	7	filters	filter	NNS
37060	7789	8	.	.	.
37060	7790	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7790	2	had	have	VBD
37060	7790	3	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	7790	4	at	at	IN
37060	7790	5	Hardee	Hardee	NNP
37060	7790	6	's	's	POS
37060	7790	7	.	.	.
37060	7791	1	Les	Les	NNP
37060	7791	2	came	come	VBD
37060	7791	3	for	for	IN
37060	7791	4	supper	supper	NN
37060	7791	5	.	.	.
37060	7792	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	7792	2	had	have	VBD
37060	7792	3	a	a	DT
37060	7792	4	roast	roast	NN
37060	7792	5	.	.	.
37060	7793	1	After	after	IN
37060	7793	2	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	7793	3	was	be	VBD
37060	7793	4	in	in	IN
37060	7793	5	bed	bed	NN
37060	7793	6	,	,	,
37060	7793	7	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7793	8	decided	decide	VBD
37060	7793	9	to	to	TO
37060	7793	10	cook	cook	VB
37060	7793	11	up	up	RP
37060	7793	12	that	that	DT
37060	7793	13	brown	brown	NNP
37060	7793	14	macaroni	macaroni	VBP
37060	7793	15	that	that	IN
37060	7793	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7793	17	'd	have	VBD
37060	7793	18	bought	buy	VBN
37060	7793	19	last	last	JJ
37060	7793	20	year	year	NN
37060	7793	21	while	while	IN
37060	7793	22	on	on	IN
37060	7793	23	the	the	DT
37060	7793	24	Alivizatos	Alivizatos	NNP
37060	7793	25	diet	diet	NN
37060	7793	26	.	.	.
37060	7794	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7794	2	'd	'd	MD
37060	7794	3	never	never	RB
37060	7794	4	gotten	get	VBN
37060	7794	5	up	up	RP
37060	7794	6	the	the	DT
37060	7794	7	nerve	nerve	NN
37060	7794	8	to	to	TO
37060	7794	9	cook	cook	VB
37060	7794	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7794	11	before	before	RB
37060	7794	12	.	.	.
37060	7795	1	.	.	.
37060	7796	1	.	.	.
37060	7797	1	curiosity	curiosity	NN
37060	7797	2	got	get	VBD
37060	7797	3	the	the	DT
37060	7797	4	best	good	JJS
37060	7797	5	of	of	IN
37060	7797	6	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7797	7	.	.	.
37060	7798	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7798	2	put	put	VBD
37060	7798	3	cheese	cheese	NN
37060	7798	4	in	in	IN
37060	7798	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7798	6	to	to	TO
37060	7798	7	help	help	VB
37060	7798	8	the	the	DT
37060	7798	9	flavor	flavor	NN
37060	7798	10	,	,	,
37060	7798	11	but	but	CC
37060	7798	12	actually	actually	RB
37060	7798	13	the	the	DT
37060	7798	14	stuff	stuff	NN
37060	7798	15	was	be	VBD
37060	7798	16	n't	not	RB
37060	7798	17	too	too	RB
37060	7798	18	bad	bad	JJ
37060	7798	19	.	.	.
37060	7799	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7799	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7799	3	more	more	RBR
37060	7799	4	grainy	grainy	JJ
37060	7799	5	because	because	IN
37060	7799	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7799	7	was	be	VBD
37060	7799	8	never	never	RB
37060	7799	9	processed	process	VBN
37060	7799	10	.	.	.
37060	7800	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7800	2	watched	watch	VBD
37060	7800	3	"	"	``
37060	7800	4	Funny	Funny	NNP
37060	7800	5	Girl	Girl	NNP
37060	7800	6	"	"	''
37060	7800	7	on	on	IN
37060	7800	8	the	the	DT
37060	7800	9	late	late	JJ
37060	7800	10	show	show	NN
37060	7800	11	but	but	CC
37060	7800	12	gave	give	VBD
37060	7800	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7800	14	up	up	RP
37060	7800	15	.	.	.
37060	7801	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7801	2	would	would	MD
37060	7801	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7801	4	end	end	VB
37060	7801	5	'	'	''
37060	7801	6	til	til	IN
37060	7801	7	2:00	2:00	CD
37060	7801	8	A.M.	A.M.	NNP
37060	7802	1	PAGE	page	NN
37060	7802	2	276	276	CD
37060	7802	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	7802	4	37	37	CD
37060	7802	5	Zenith	Zenith	NNP
37060	7802	6	of	of	IN
37060	7802	7	Grief	Grief	NNP
37060	7802	8	"	"	``
37060	7802	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7802	10	did	do	VBD
37060	7802	11	n't	not	RB
37060	7802	12	associate	associate	VB
37060	7802	13	God	God	NNP
37060	7802	14	with	with	IN
37060	7802	15	loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	7802	16	;	;	:
37060	7802	17	the	the	DT
37060	7802	18	two	two	CD
37060	7802	19	were	be	VBD
37060	7802	20	separate	separate	JJ
37060	7802	21	,	,	,
37060	7802	22	and	and	CC
37060	7802	23	to	to	TO
37060	7802	24	bond	bond	VB
37060	7802	25	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7802	26	would	would	MD
37060	7802	27	have	have	VB
37060	7802	28	been	be	VBN
37060	7802	29	inconceivable	inconceivable	JJ
37060	7802	30	.	.	.
37060	7803	1	God	God	NNP
37060	7803	2	did	do	VBD
37060	7803	3	not	not	RB
37060	7803	4	forsake	forsake	VB
37060	7803	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7803	6	.	.	.
37060	7804	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7804	2	am	be	VBP
37060	7804	3	part	part	NN
37060	7804	4	of	of	IN
37060	7804	5	Nature	Nature	NNP
37060	7804	6	.	.	.
37060	7805	1	.	.	.
37060	7806	1	.this	.this	NNP
37060	7806	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7806	3	natural	natural	JJ
37060	7806	4	,	,	,
37060	7806	5	as	as	IN
37060	7806	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	7806	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7806	8	grief	grief	NN
37060	7806	9	.	.	.
37060	7806	10	"	"	''
37060	7807	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	7807	2	THIRTY	THIRTY	NNP
37060	7807	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	7807	4	SEVEN	seven	NN
37060	7807	5	Zenith	Zenith	NNP
37060	7807	6	Of	of	IN
37060	7807	7	Grief	Grief	NNP
37060	7807	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7807	9	am	be	VBP
37060	7807	10	beginning	begin	VBG
37060	7807	11	this	this	DT
37060	7807	12	new	new	JJ
37060	7807	13	journal	journal	NN
37060	7807	14	several	several	JJ
37060	7807	15	pages	page	NNS
37060	7807	16	before	before	IN
37060	7807	17	the	the	DT
37060	7807	18	old	old	JJ
37060	7807	19	one	one	CD
37060	7807	20	expired	expire	VBD
37060	7807	21	!	!	.
37060	7808	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	7808	2	this	this	DT
37060	7808	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	7808	4	because	because	IN
37060	7808	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7808	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	7808	7	rather	rather	RB
37060	7808	8	a	a	DT
37060	7808	9	new	new	JJ
37060	7808	10	beginning	beginning	NN
37060	7808	11	for	for	IN
37060	7808	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7808	13	.	.	.
37060	7809	1	One	one	PRP
37060	7809	2	must	must	MD
37060	7809	3	bridge	bridge	VB
37060	7809	4	countless	countless	JJ
37060	7809	5	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	7809	6	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	7809	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7809	8	existence	existence	NN
37060	7809	9	,	,	,
37060	7809	10	and	and	CC
37060	7809	11	some	some	DT
37060	7809	12	of	of	IN
37060	7809	13	those	those	DT
37060	7809	14	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	7809	15	are	be	VBP
37060	7809	16	much	much	RB
37060	7809	17	more	more	RBR
37060	7809	18	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	7809	19	to	to	TO
37060	7809	20	climb	climb	VB
37060	7809	21	than	than	IN
37060	7809	22	others	other	NNS
37060	7809	23	.	.	.
37060	7810	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7810	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	7810	3	not	not	RB
37060	7810	4	yet	yet	RB
37060	7810	5	hit	hit	VBN
37060	7810	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7810	7	fully	fully	RB
37060	7810	8	that	that	IN
37060	7810	9	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7810	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	7810	11	dead	dead	JJ
37060	7810	12	,	,	,
37060	7810	13	and	and	CC
37060	7810	14	this	this	DT
37060	7810	15	will	will	MD
37060	7810	16	be	be	VB
37060	7810	17	the	the	DT
37060	7810	18	hardest	hard	JJS
37060	7810	19	truth	truth	NN
37060	7810	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7810	21	will	will	MD
37060	7810	22	ever	ever	RB
37060	7810	23	bear	bear	VB
37060	7810	24	.	.	.
37060	7811	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7811	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7811	3	through	through	IN
37060	7811	4	the	the	DT
37060	7811	5	selfish	selfish	JJ
37060	7811	6	nature	nature	NN
37060	7811	7	of	of	IN
37060	7811	8	human	human	JJ
37060	7811	9	beings	being	NNS
37060	7811	10	that	that	WDT
37060	7811	11	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7811	12	suffer	suffer	VBP
37060	7811	13	and	and	CC
37060	7811	14	mourn	mourn	VBP
37060	7811	15	over	over	IN
37060	7811	16	a	a	DT
37060	7811	17	drastic	drastic	JJ
37060	7811	18	loss	loss	NN
37060	7811	19	,	,	,
37060	7811	20	for	for	IN
37060	7811	21	the	the	DT
37060	7811	22	deceased	deceased	JJ
37060	7811	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	7811	24	no	no	RB
37060	7811	25	longer	long	RBR
37060	7811	26	subjected	subject	VBN
37060	7811	27	to	to	IN
37060	7811	28	the	the	DT
37060	7811	29	routine	routine	JJ
37060	7811	30	pangs	pang	NNS
37060	7811	31	of	of	IN
37060	7811	32	life	life	NN
37060	7811	33	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7811	34	.	.	.
37060	7812	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7812	2	derive	derive	VBP
37060	7812	3	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	7812	4	from	from	IN
37060	7812	5	the	the	DT
37060	7812	6	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	7812	7	that	that	WDT
37060	7812	8	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7812	9	led	lead	VBD
37060	7812	10	the	the	DT
37060	7812	11	type	type	NN
37060	7812	12	of	of	IN
37060	7812	13	life	life	NN
37060	7812	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7812	15	desired	desire	VBD
37060	7812	16	,	,	,
37060	7812	17	for	for	IN
37060	7812	18	so	so	RB
37060	7812	19	many	many	JJ
37060	7812	20	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	7812	21	spend	spend	VBP
37060	7812	22	time	time	NN
37060	7812	23	involved	involve	VBN
37060	7812	24	in	in	IN
37060	7812	25	relationships	relationship	NNS
37060	7812	26	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7812	27	despise	despise	VBP
37060	7812	28	,	,	,
37060	7812	29	or	or	CC
37060	7812	30	in	in	IN
37060	7812	31	jobs	job	NNS
37060	7812	32	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7812	33	abhor	abhor	VBP
37060	7812	34	.	.	.
37060	7813	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7813	2	did	do	VBD
37060	7813	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7813	4	worry	worry	VB
37060	7813	5	about	about	IN
37060	7813	6	attaining	attain	VBG
37060	7813	7	what	what	WP
37060	7813	8	so	so	RB
37060	7813	9	many	many	JJ
37060	7813	10	casually	casually	RB
37060	7813	11	label	label	VBP
37060	7813	12	"	"	''
37060	7813	13	success	success	NN
37060	7813	14	,	,	,
37060	7813	15	"	"	''
37060	7813	16	that	that	IN
37060	7813	17	being	be	VBG
37060	7813	18	a	a	DT
37060	7813	19	career	career	NN
37060	7813	20	that	that	IN
37060	7813	21	"	"	``
37060	7813	22	looks	look	VBZ
37060	7813	23	"	"	''
37060	7813	24	right	right	JJ
37060	7813	25	.	.	.
37060	7814	1	Success	success	NN
37060	7814	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7814	3	having	have	VBG
37060	7814	4	established	establish	VBN
37060	7814	5	a	a	DT
37060	7814	6	set	set	NN
37060	7814	7	of	of	IN
37060	7814	8	values	value	NNS
37060	7814	9	and	and	CC
37060	7814	10	living	live	VBG
37060	7814	11	by	by	IN
37060	7814	12	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7814	13	;	;	:
37060	7814	14	realizing	realize	VBG
37060	7814	15	time	time	NN
37060	7814	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	7814	17	precious	precious	JJ
37060	7814	18	and	and	CC
37060	7814	19	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	7814	20	should	should	MD
37060	7814	21	n't	not	RB
37060	7814	22	be	be	VB
37060	7814	23	wasted	waste	VBN
37060	7814	24	on	on	IN
37060	7814	25	petty	petty	JJ
37060	7814	26	grievances	grievance	NNS
37060	7814	27	and	and	CC
37060	7814	28	concerns	concern	NNS
37060	7814	29	.	.	.
37060	7815	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	7815	2	,	,	,
37060	7815	3	a	a	DT
37060	7815	4	life	life	NN
37060	7815	5	having	have	VBG
37060	7815	6	quality	quality	NN
37060	7815	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	7815	8	a	a	DT
37060	7815	9	life	life	NN
37060	7815	10	which	which	WDT
37060	7815	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	7815	12	peaceful	peaceful	JJ
37060	7815	13	.	.	.
37060	7816	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7816	2	led	lead	VBD
37060	7816	3	a	a	DT
37060	7816	4	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	7816	5	life	life	NN
37060	7816	6	,	,	,
37060	7816	7	spending	spend	VBG
37060	7816	8	many	many	JJ
37060	7816	9	waking	wake	VBG
37060	7816	10	hours	hour	NNS
37060	7816	11	doing	do	VBG
37060	7816	12	that	that	DT
37060	7816	13	which	which	WDT
37060	7816	14	pleased	please	VBD
37060	7816	15	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7816	16	.	.	.
37060	7817	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7817	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7817	3	not	not	RB
37060	7817	4	selfish	selfish	JJ
37060	7817	5	;	;	:
37060	7817	6	one	one	PRP
37060	7817	7	must	must	MD
37060	7817	8	please	please	VB
37060	7817	9	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7817	10	before	before	IN
37060	7817	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7817	12	can	can	MD
37060	7817	13	expect	expect	VB
37060	7817	14	to	to	TO
37060	7817	15	treat	treat	VB
37060	7817	16	others	other	NNS
37060	7817	17	civilly	civilly	RB
37060	7817	18	.	.	.
37060	7818	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7818	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7818	3	easy	easy	JJ
37060	7818	4	to	to	TO
37060	7818	5	be	be	VB
37060	7818	6	with	with	IN
37060	7818	7	,	,	,
37060	7818	8	and	and	CC
37060	7818	9	would	would	MD
37060	7818	10	let	let	VB
37060	7818	11	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7818	12	be	be	VB
37060	7818	13	...	...	:
37060	7818	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7818	15	was	be	VBD
37060	7818	16	n't	not	RB
37060	7818	17	out	out	RB
37060	7818	18	to	to	TO
37060	7818	19	force	force	VB
37060	7818	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7818	21	opinions	opinion	NNS
37060	7818	22	and	and	CC
37060	7818	23	desires	desire	NNS
37060	7818	24	on	on	IN
37060	7818	25	others	other	NNS
37060	7818	26	.	.	.
37060	7819	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7819	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7819	3	terrible	terrible	JJ
37060	7819	4	now	now	RB
37060	7819	5	,	,	,
37060	7819	6	but	but	CC
37060	7819	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7819	8	know	know	VBP
37060	7819	9	that	that	IN
37060	7819	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7819	11	life	life	NN
37060	7819	12	was	be	VBD
37060	7819	13	touched	touch	VBN
37060	7819	14	by	by	IN
37060	7819	15	a	a	DT
37060	7819	16	very	very	RB
37060	7819	17	special	special	JJ
37060	7819	18	person	person	NN
37060	7819	19	.	.	.
37060	7820	1	For	for	IN
37060	7820	2	that	that	DT
37060	7820	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7820	4	shall	shall	MD
37060	7820	5	always	always	RB
37060	7820	6	feel	feel	VB
37060	7820	7	grateful	grateful	JJ
37060	7820	8	.	.	.
37060	7821	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7821	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7821	3	better	well	JJR
37060	7821	4	to	to	TO
37060	7821	5	have	have	VB
37060	7821	6	had	have	VBN
37060	7821	7	a	a	DT
37060	7821	8	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	7821	9	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	7821	10	and	and	CC
37060	7821	11	have	have	VB
37060	7821	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7821	13	end	end	VB
37060	7821	14	,	,	,
37060	7821	15	than	than	IN
37060	7821	16	to	to	TO
37060	7821	17	never	never	RB
37060	7821	18	have	have	VB
37060	7821	19	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	7821	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7821	21	at	at	RB
37060	7821	22	all	all	RB
37060	7821	23	.	.	.
37060	7822	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7822	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7822	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7822	4	mainstay	mainstay	NN
37060	7822	5	in	in	IN
37060	7822	6	life	life	NN
37060	7822	7	.	.	.
37060	7823	1	When	when	WRB
37060	7823	2	things	thing	NNS
37060	7823	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7823	4	as	as	IN
37060	7823	5	if	if	IN
37060	7823	6	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7823	7	were	be	VBD
37060	7823	8	falling	fall	VBG
37060	7823	9	apart	apart	RB
37060	7823	10	,	,	,
37060	7823	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7823	12	was	be	VBD
37060	7823	13	always	always	RB
37060	7823	14	to	to	IN
37060	7823	15	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7823	16	that	that	IN
37060	7823	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7823	18	would	would	MD
37060	7823	19	turn	turn	VB
37060	7823	20	.	.	.
37060	7824	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7824	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7824	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7824	4	companion	companion	NN
37060	7824	5	and	and	CC
37060	7824	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7824	7	best	good	JJS
37060	7824	8	friend	friend	NN
37060	7824	9	.	.	.
37060	7825	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7825	2	could	could	MD
37060	7825	3	share	share	VB
37060	7825	4	so	so	RB
37060	7825	5	much	much	RB
37060	7825	6	because	because	IN
37060	7825	7	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7825	8	shared	share	VBD
37060	7825	9	the	the	DT
37060	7825	10	same	same	JJ
37060	7825	11	thought	thought	NN
37060	7825	12	process	process	NN
37060	7825	13	.	.	.
37060	7826	1	Seldom	seldom	RB
37060	7826	2	does	do	VBZ
37060	7826	3	a	a	DT
37060	7826	4	person	person	NN
37060	7826	5	feel	feel	VB
37060	7826	6	completely	completely	RB
37060	7826	7	at	at	IN
37060	7826	8	ease	ease	NN
37060	7826	9	with	with	IN
37060	7826	10	another	another	DT
37060	7826	11	,	,	,
37060	7826	12	and	and	CC
37060	7826	13	yet	yet	RB
37060	7826	14	with	with	IN
37060	7826	15	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	7826	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7826	17	was	be	VBD
37060	7826	18	.	.	.
37060	7827	1	Conversation	conversation	NN
37060	7827	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7827	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7827	4	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	7827	5	,	,	,
37060	7827	6	but	but	CC
37060	7827	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7827	8	was	be	VBD
37060	7827	9	one	one	CD
37060	7827	10	of	of	IN
37060	7827	11	the	the	DT
37060	7827	12	finer	fine	JJR
37060	7827	13	parts	part	NNS
37060	7827	14	of	of	IN
37060	7827	15	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7827	16	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	7827	17	because	because	IN
37060	7827	18	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7827	19	so	so	RB
37060	7827	20	well	well	RB
37060	7827	21	understood	understand	VBD
37060	7827	22	each	each	DT
37060	7827	23	other	other	JJ
37060	7827	24	.	.	.
37060	7828	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7828	2	life	life	NN
37060	7828	3	will	will	MD
37060	7828	4	never	never	RB
37060	7828	5	be	be	VB
37060	7828	6	the	the	DT
37060	7828	7	same	same	JJ
37060	7828	8	without	without	IN
37060	7828	9	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7828	10	;	;	:
37060	7828	11	of	of	IN
37060	7828	12	all	all	DT
37060	7828	13	people	people	NNS
37060	7828	14	,	,	,
37060	7828	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7828	16	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7828	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7828	18	will	will	MD
37060	7828	19	be	be	VB
37060	7828	20	the	the	DT
37060	7828	21	hardest	hard	JJS
37060	7828	22	to	to	TO
37060	7828	23	be	be	VB
37060	7828	24	without	without	IN
37060	7828	25	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7828	26	.	.	.
37060	7829	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7829	2	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	7829	3	are	be	VBP
37060	7829	4	so	so	RB
37060	7829	5	displaced	displaced	JJ
37060	7829	6	.	.	.
37060	7830	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7830	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7830	3	dead	dead	JJ
37060	7830	4	.	.	.
37060	7831	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7831	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7831	3	at	at	IN
37060	7831	4	peace	peace	NN
37060	7831	5	now	now	RB
37060	7831	6	,	,	,
37060	7831	7	or	or	CC
37060	7831	8	at	at	IN
37060	7831	9	least	least	JJS
37060	7831	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7831	11	choose	choose	VBP
37060	7831	12	to	to	TO
37060	7831	13	think	think	VB
37060	7831	14	so	so	RB
37060	7831	15	.	.	.
37060	7832	1	One	one	CD
37060	7832	2	never	never	RB
37060	7832	3	knows	know	VBZ
37060	7832	4	of	of	IN
37060	7832	5	the	the	DT
37060	7832	6	after	after	IN
37060	7832	7	life	life	NN
37060	7832	8	until	until	IN
37060	7832	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7832	10	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7832	11	has	have	VBZ
37060	7832	12	expired	expire	VBN
37060	7832	13	.	.	.
37060	7833	1	Superstition	superstition	NN
37060	7833	2	and	and	CC
37060	7833	3	blind	blind	JJ
37060	7833	4	hope	hope	NN
37060	7833	5	forced	force	VBD
37060	7833	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7833	7	to	to	TO
37060	7833	8	pray	pray	VB
37060	7833	9	that	that	IN
37060	7833	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7833	11	would	would	MD
37060	7833	12	live	live	VB
37060	7833	13	and	and	CC
37060	7833	14	be	be	VB
37060	7833	15	normal	normal	JJ
37060	7833	16	.	.	.
37060	7834	1	To	to	TO
37060	7834	2	be	be	VB
37060	7834	3	comatose	comatose	VBN
37060	7834	4	or	or	CC
37060	7834	5	paralyzed	paralyzed	JJ
37060	7834	6	would	would	MD
37060	7834	7	be	be	VB
37060	7834	8	worse	bad	JJR
37060	7834	9	than	than	IN
37060	7834	10	death	death	NN
37060	7834	11	.	.	.
37060	7835	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7835	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7835	3	funny	funny	JJ
37060	7835	4	;	;	:
37060	7835	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7835	6	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7835	7	so	so	RB
37060	7835	8	strongly	strongly	RB
37060	7835	9	that	that	IN
37060	7835	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7835	11	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	7835	12	in	in	IN
37060	7835	13	living	living	NN
37060	7835	14	had	have	VBD
37060	7835	15	not	not	RB
37060	7835	16	yet	yet	RB
37060	7835	17	been	be	VBN
37060	7835	18	fulfilled	fulfil	VBN
37060	7835	19	,	,	,
37060	7835	20	and	and	CC
37060	7835	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7835	22	had	have	VBD
37060	7835	23	a	a	DT
37060	7835	24	zest	zest	NN
37060	7835	25	for	for	IN
37060	7835	26	life	life	NN
37060	7835	27	to	to	IN
37060	7835	28	one	one	CD
37060	7835	29	day	day	NN
37060	7835	30	find	find	VB
37060	7835	31	that	that	IN
37060	7835	32	which	which	WDT
37060	7835	33	would	would	MD
37060	7835	34	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7835	35	in	in	IN
37060	7835	36	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7835	37	mind	mind	NN
37060	7835	38	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7835	39	fill	fill	VBP
37060	7835	40	that	that	DT
37060	7835	41	commitment	commitment	NN
37060	7835	42	to	to	IN
37060	7835	43	life	life	NN
37060	7835	44	.	.	.
37060	7836	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7836	2	once	once	RB
37060	7836	3	again	again	RB
37060	7836	4	found	find	VBD
37060	7836	5	that	that	IN
37060	7836	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7836	7	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	7836	8	were	be	VBD
37060	7836	9	true	true	JJ
37060	7836	10	;	;	:
37060	7836	11	prayer	prayer	NN
37060	7836	12	does	do	VBZ
37060	7836	13	not	not	RB
37060	7836	14	help	help	VB
37060	7836	15	those	those	DT
37060	7836	16	things	thing	NNS
37060	7836	17	over	over	IN
37060	7836	18	which	which	WDT
37060	7836	19	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7836	20	have	have	VBP
37060	7836	21	no	no	DT
37060	7836	22	control	control	NN
37060	7836	23	.	.	.
37060	7837	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7837	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7837	3	a	a	DT
37060	7837	4	formal	formal	JJ
37060	7837	5	way	way	NN
37060	7837	6	of	of	IN
37060	7837	7	hoping	hope	VBG
37060	7837	8	.	.	.
37060	7838	1	Strange	strange	JJ
37060	7838	2	as	as	IN
37060	7838	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7838	4	may	may	MD
37060	7838	5	sound	sound	VB
37060	7838	6	to	to	IN
37060	7838	7	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	7838	8	who	who	WP
37060	7838	9	cling	cling	VBP
37060	7838	10	so	so	RB
37060	7838	11	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	7838	12	to	to	IN
37060	7838	13	life	life	NN
37060	7838	14	that	that	IN
37060	7838	15	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7838	16	will	will	MD
37060	7838	17	torture	torture	VB
37060	7838	18	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7838	19	for	for	IN
37060	7838	20	one	one	CD
37060	7838	21	more	more	JJR
37060	7838	22	breath	breath	NN
37060	7838	23	,	,	,
37060	7838	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7838	25	wish	wish	VBP
37060	7838	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7838	27	could	could	MD
37060	7838	28	have	have	VB
37060	7838	29	died	die	VBN
37060	7838	30	before	before	IN
37060	7838	31	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	7838	32	else	else	RB
37060	7838	33	in	in	IN
37060	7838	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7838	35	family	family	NN
37060	7838	36	.	.	.
37060	7839	1	That	that	DT
37060	7839	2	,	,	,
37060	7839	3	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7839	4	see	see	VBP
37060	7839	5	,	,	,
37060	7839	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	7839	7	a	a	DT
37060	7839	8	coward	coward	NN
37060	7839	9	's	's	POS
37060	7839	10	way	way	NN
37060	7839	11	out	out	IN
37060	7839	12	of	of	IN
37060	7839	13	mental	mental	JJ
37060	7839	14	duress	duress	NN
37060	7839	15	.	.	.
37060	7840	1	This	this	DT
37060	7840	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7840	3	by	by	IN
37060	7840	4	far	far	RB
37060	7840	5	the	the	DT
37060	7840	6	worst	bad	JJS
37060	7840	7	blow	blow	NN
37060	7840	8	ever	ever	RB
37060	7840	9	driven	drive	VBN
37060	7840	10	into	into	IN
37060	7840	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7840	12	;	;	:
37060	7840	13	if	if	IN
37060	7840	14	one	one	PRP
37060	7840	15	was	be	VBD
37060	7840	16	to	to	TO
37060	7840	17	sum	sum	VB
37060	7840	18	up	up	RP
37060	7840	19	the	the	DT
37060	7840	20	worst	bad	JJS
37060	7840	21	possible	possible	JJ
37060	7840	22	occurrence	occurrence	NN
37060	7840	23	to	to	TO
37060	7840	24	give	give	VB
37060	7840	25	to	to	IN
37060	7840	26	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7840	27	,	,	,
37060	7840	28	fate	fate	NN
37060	7840	29	could	could	MD
37060	7840	30	n't	not	RB
37060	7840	31	have	have	VB
37060	7840	32	picked	pick	VBN
37060	7840	33	a	a	DT
37060	7840	34	riper	riper	NN
37060	7840	35	apple	apple	NN
37060	7840	36	.	.	.
37060	7841	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7841	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7841	3	not	not	RB
37060	7841	4	that	that	IN
37060	7841	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7841	6	do	do	VBP
37060	7841	7	n't	not	RB
37060	7841	8	care	care	VB
37060	7841	9	for	for	IN
37060	7841	10	others	other	NNS
37060	7841	11	.	.	.
37060	7842	1	.	.	.
37060	7843	1	.	.	.
37060	7844	1	but	but	CC
37060	7844	2	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7844	3	was	be	VBD
37060	7844	4	special	special	JJ
37060	7844	5	to	to	IN
37060	7844	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7844	7	.	.	.
37060	7845	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7845	2	also	also	RB
37060	7845	3	hate	hate	VBP
37060	7845	4	to	to	TO
37060	7845	5	see	see	VB
37060	7845	6	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7845	7	and	and	CC
37060	7845	8	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7845	9	so	so	RB
37060	7845	10	terribly	terribly	RB
37060	7845	11	wracked	wrack	VBN
37060	7845	12	with	with	IN
37060	7845	13	pain	pain	NN
37060	7845	14	.	.	.
37060	7846	1	Not	not	RB
37060	7846	2	one	one	CD
37060	7846	3	child	child	NN
37060	7846	4	has	have	VBZ
37060	7846	5	been	be	VBN
37060	7846	6	left	leave	VBN
37060	7846	7	unscathed	unscathed	JJ
37060	7846	8	by	by	IN
37060	7846	9	bad	bad	JJ
37060	7846	10	luck	luck	NN
37060	7846	11	,	,	,
37060	7846	12	while	while	IN
37060	7846	13	some	some	DT
37060	7846	14	families	family	NNS
37060	7846	15	live	live	VBP
37060	7846	16	a	a	DT
37060	7846	17	storybook	storybook	NN
37060	7846	18	life	life	NN
37060	7846	19	or	or	CC
37060	7846	20	screw	screw	VBD
37060	7846	21	up	up	RP
37060	7846	22	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7846	23	lives	life	NNS
37060	7846	24	out	out	IN
37060	7846	25	of	of	IN
37060	7846	26	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7846	27	own	own	JJ
37060	7846	28	stupidity	stupidity	NN
37060	7846	29	.	.	.
37060	7847	1	There	there	EX
37060	7847	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7847	3	no	no	DT
37060	7847	4	such	such	JJ
37060	7847	5	thing	thing	NN
37060	7847	6	as	as	IN
37060	7847	7	justice	justice	NN
37060	7847	8	in	in	IN
37060	7847	9	life	life	NN
37060	7847	10	.	.	.
37060	7848	1	There	there	EX
37060	7848	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7848	3	no	no	DT
37060	7848	4	equality	equality	NN
37060	7848	5	or	or	CC
37060	7848	6	fairness	fairness	NN
37060	7848	7	.	.	.
37060	7849	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7849	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7849	3	a	a	DT
37060	7849	4	fragile	fragile	JJ
37060	7849	5	world	world	NN
37060	7849	6	,	,	,
37060	7849	7	and	and	CC
37060	7849	8	so	so	RB
37060	7849	9	many	many	JJ
37060	7849	10	seem	seem	VBP
37060	7849	11	bent	bent	JJ
37060	7849	12	on	on	IN
37060	7849	13	self	self	NN
37060	7849	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	7849	15	destruction	destruction	NN
37060	7849	16	while	while	IN
37060	7849	17	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	7849	18	simply	simply	RB
37060	7849	19	wanted	want	VBD
37060	7849	20	to	to	TO
37060	7849	21	live	live	VB
37060	7849	22	in	in	IN
37060	7849	23	harmony	harmony	NN
37060	7849	24	.	.	.
37060	7850	1	Only	only	RB
37060	7850	2	yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	7850	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7850	4	was	be	VBD
37060	7850	5	lamenting	lament	VBG
37060	7850	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7850	7	inability	inability	NN
37060	7850	8	to	to	TO
37060	7850	9	do	do	VB
37060	7850	10	things	thing	NNS
37060	7850	11	alone	alone	JJ
37060	7850	12	.	.	.
37060	7851	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7851	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	7851	3	scared	scared	JJ
37060	7851	4	to	to	TO
37060	7851	5	go	go	VB
37060	7851	6	on	on	IN
37060	7851	7	walks	walk	NNS
37060	7851	8	,	,	,
37060	7851	9	etc	etc	FW
37060	7851	10	.	.	.
37060	7852	1	.	.	.
37060	7853	1	.	.	.
37060	7854	1	especially	especially	RB
37060	7854	2	now	now	RB
37060	7854	3	that	that	IN
37060	7854	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7854	5	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7854	6	at	at	IN
37060	7854	7	a	a	DT
37060	7854	8	rather	rather	RB
37060	7854	9	low	low	JJ
37060	7854	10	ebb	ebb	NN
37060	7854	11	physically	physically	RB
37060	7854	12	.	.	.
37060	7855	1	Now	now	RB
37060	7855	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7855	3	must	must	MD
37060	7855	4	do	do	VB
37060	7855	5	things	thing	NNS
37060	7855	6	on	on	IN
37060	7855	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7855	8	own	own	JJ
37060	7855	9	or	or	CC
37060	7855	10	not	not	RB
37060	7855	11	do	do	VB
37060	7855	12	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7855	13	at	at	RB
37060	7855	14	all	all	RB
37060	7855	15	.	.	.
37060	7856	1	And	and	CC
37060	7856	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7856	3	's	be	VBZ
37060	7856	4	not	not	RB
37060	7856	5	the	the	DT
37060	7856	6	doing	doing	NN
37060	7856	7	,	,	,
37060	7856	8	but	but	CC
37060	7856	9	the	the	DT
37060	7856	10	mutuality	mutuality	NN
37060	7856	11	of	of	IN
37060	7856	12	sharing	share	VBG
37060	7856	13	a	a	DT
37060	7856	14	joke	joke	NN
37060	7856	15	,	,	,
37060	7856	16	a	a	DT
37060	7856	17	glance	glance	NN
37060	7856	18	,	,	,
37060	7856	19	or	or	CC
37060	7856	20	idle	idle	JJ
37060	7856	21	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	7856	22	.	.	.
37060	7857	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7857	2	wo	will	MD
37060	7857	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7857	4	be	be	VB
37060	7857	5	there	there	RB
37060	7857	6	,	,	,
37060	7857	7	and	and	CC
37060	7857	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7857	9	will	will	MD
37060	7857	10	be	be	VB
37060	7857	11	so	so	RB
37060	7857	12	horribly	horribly	RB
37060	7857	13	missed	miss	VBN
37060	7857	14	.	.	.
37060	7858	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7858	2	hope	hope	VBP
37060	7858	3	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7858	4	have	have	VBP
37060	7858	5	found	find	VBN
37060	7858	6	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7858	7	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	7858	8	peace	peace	NN
37060	7858	9	,	,	,
37060	7858	10	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7858	11	.	.	.
37060	7859	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7859	2	woke	wake	VBD
37060	7859	3	up	up	RP
37060	7859	4	this	this	DT
37060	7859	5	morning	morning	NN
37060	7859	6	to	to	IN
37060	7859	7	the	the	DT
37060	7859	8	sound	sound	NN
37060	7859	9	of	of	IN
37060	7859	10	harsh	harsh	JJ
37060	7859	11	,	,	,
37060	7859	12	uneven	uneven	JJ
37060	7859	13	gasps	gasp	NNS
37060	7859	14	of	of	IN
37060	7859	15	breath	breath	NN
37060	7859	16	.	.	.
37060	7860	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7860	2	thought	think	VBD
37060	7860	3	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7860	4	was	be	VBD
37060	7860	5	having	have	VBG
37060	7860	6	a	a	DT
37060	7860	7	bad	bad	JJ
37060	7860	8	dream	dream	NN
37060	7860	9	,	,	,
37060	7860	10	so	so	CC
37060	7860	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7860	12	hurried	hurry	VBD
37060	7860	13	to	to	IN
37060	7860	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7860	15	room	room	NN
37060	7860	16	,	,	,
37060	7860	17	only	only	RB
37060	7860	18	to	to	TO
37060	7860	19	find	find	VB
37060	7860	20	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7860	21	on	on	IN
37060	7860	22	the	the	DT
37060	7860	23	floor	floor	NN
37060	7860	24	;	;	:
37060	7860	25	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7860	26	chest	chest	NN
37060	7860	27	and	and	CC
37060	7860	28	waist	waist	NN
37060	7860	29	were	be	VBD
37060	7860	30	along	along	IN
37060	7860	31	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7860	32	bed	bed	NN
37060	7860	33	and	and	CC
37060	7860	34	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7860	35	legs	leg	NNS
37060	7860	36	were	be	VBD
37060	7860	37	tangled	tangle	VBN
37060	7860	38	in	in	IN
37060	7860	39	the	the	DT
37060	7860	40	bedsheets	bedsheet	NNS
37060	7860	41	.	.	.
37060	7861	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7861	2	shook	shake	VBD
37060	7861	3	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7861	4	and	and	CC
37060	7861	5	yelled	yell	VBD
37060	7861	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7861	7	name	name	NN
37060	7861	8	,	,	,
37060	7861	9	but	but	CC
37060	7861	10	no	no	DT
37060	7861	11	response	response	NN
37060	7861	12	was	be	VBD
37060	7861	13	made	make	VBN
37060	7861	14	.	.	.
37060	7862	1	After	after	IN
37060	7862	2	several	several	JJ
37060	7862	3	sputtered	sputter	VBN
37060	7862	4	expirations	expiration	NNS
37060	7862	5	of	of	IN
37060	7862	6	air	air	NN
37060	7862	7	,	,	,
37060	7862	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7862	9	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	7862	10	to	to	TO
37060	7862	11	attain	attain	VB
37060	7862	12	an	an	DT
37060	7862	13	unearthly	unearthly	JJ
37060	7862	14	calm	calm	NN
37060	7862	15	.	.	.
37060	7863	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7863	2	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	7863	3	thought	think	VBD
37060	7863	4	,	,	,
37060	7863	5	"	"	``
37060	7863	6	this	this	DT
37060	7863	7	may	may	MD
37060	7863	8	not	not	RB
37060	7863	9	be	be	VB
37060	7863	10	just	just	RB
37060	7863	11	a	a	DT
37060	7863	12	bad	bad	JJ
37060	7863	13	dream	dream	NN
37060	7863	14	.	.	.
37060	7863	15	"	"	''
37060	7863	16	.	.	.
37060	7864	1	.	.	.
37060	7865	1	.	.	.
37060	7866	1	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7866	2	would	would	MD
37060	7866	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7866	4	wake	wake	VB
37060	7866	5	up	up	RP
37060	7866	6	.	.	.
37060	7867	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7867	2	ran	run	VBD
37060	7867	3	downstairs	downstairs	RB
37060	7867	4	at	at	IN
37060	7867	5	6:20	6:20	CD
37060	7867	6	A.M.	A.M.	NNP
37060	7867	7	and	and	CC
37060	7867	8	told	tell	VBD
37060	7867	9	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7867	10	...	...	:
37060	7867	11	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7867	12	woke	wake	VBD
37060	7867	13	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7867	14	and	and	CC
37060	7867	15	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7867	16	went	go	VBD
37060	7867	17	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	7867	18	.	.	.
37060	7868	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7868	2	still	still	RB
37060	7868	3	was	be	VBD
37060	7868	4	the	the	DT
37060	7868	5	same	same	JJ
37060	7868	6	and	and	CC
37060	7868	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7868	8	dashed	dash	VBD
37060	7868	9	for	for	IN
37060	7868	10	the	the	DT
37060	7868	11	phone	phone	NN
37060	7868	12	and	and	CC
37060	7868	13	dialed	dial	VBD
37060	7868	14	911	911	CD
37060	7868	15	.	.	.
37060	7869	1	.	.	.
37060	7870	1	.	.	.
37060	7871	1	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7871	2	were	be	VBD
37060	7871	3	here	here	RB
37060	7871	4	in	in	IN
37060	7871	5	five	five	CD
37060	7871	6	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	7871	7	.	.	.
37060	7872	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7872	2	kept	keep	VBD
37060	7872	3	flicking	flick	VBG
37060	7872	4	the	the	DT
37060	7872	5	yard	yard	NN
37060	7872	6	light	light	NN
37060	7872	7	as	as	IN
37060	7872	8	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7872	9	approached	approach	VBD
37060	7872	10	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7872	11	house	house	NN
37060	7872	12	.	.	.
37060	7873	1	.	.	.
37060	7874	1	.	.	.
37060	7875	1	a	a	DT
37060	7875	2	crew	crew	NN
37060	7875	3	of	of	IN
37060	7875	4	two	two	CD
37060	7875	5	paramedics	paramedic	NNS
37060	7875	6	and	and	CC
37060	7875	7	later	later	RB
37060	7875	8	two	two	CD
37060	7875	9	policemen	policeman	NNS
37060	7875	10	.	.	.
37060	7876	1	All	all	PDT
37060	7876	2	the	the	DT
37060	7876	3	while	while	NN
37060	7876	4	before	before	IN
37060	7876	5	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7876	6	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	7876	7	,	,	,
37060	7876	8	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7876	9	and	and	CC
37060	7876	10	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7876	11	were	be	VBD
37060	7876	12	administering	administer	VBG
37060	7876	13	CPR	cpr	NN
37060	7876	14	...	...	:
37060	7876	15	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7876	16	took	take	VBD
37060	7876	17	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7876	18	out	out	RP
37060	7876	19	on	on	IN
37060	7876	20	a	a	DT
37060	7876	21	stretcher	stretcher	NN
37060	7876	22	,	,	,
37060	7876	23	still	still	RB
37060	7876	24	in	in	IN
37060	7876	25	the	the	DT
37060	7876	26	same	same	JJ
37060	7876	27	state	state	NN
37060	7876	28	.	.	.
37060	7877	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7877	2	believe	believe	VBP
37060	7877	3	that	that	IN
37060	7877	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7877	5	witnessed	witness	VBD
37060	7877	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7877	7	last	last	JJ
37060	7877	8	breath	breath	NN
37060	7877	9	.	.	.
37060	7878	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7878	2	lost	lose	VBD
37060	7878	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7878	4	touchstone	touchstone	NN
37060	7878	5	.	.	.
37060	7879	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7879	2	kept	keep	VBD
37060	7879	3	saying	say	VBG
37060	7879	4	,	,	,
37060	7879	5	"	"	``
37060	7879	6	can	can	MD
37060	7879	7	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7879	8	believe	believe	VB
37060	7879	9	this	this	DT
37060	7879	10	?	?	.
37060	7879	11	"	"	''
37060	7880	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7880	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7880	3	shaking	shake	VBG
37060	7880	4	violently	violently	RB
37060	7880	5	,	,	,
37060	7880	6	still	still	RB
37060	7880	7	in	in	IN
37060	7880	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7880	9	nightgown	nightgown	NN
37060	7880	10	.	.	.
37060	7881	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7881	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7881	3	as	as	IN
37060	7881	4	if	if	IN
37060	7881	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7881	6	bowels	bowel	NNS
37060	7881	7	would	would	MD
37060	7881	8	n't	not	RB
37060	7881	9	hold	hold	VB
37060	7881	10	.	.	.
37060	7882	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	7882	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7882	3	so	so	RB
37060	7882	4	worried	worried	JJ
37060	7882	5	about	about	IN
37060	7882	6	covering	cover	VBG
37060	7882	7	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7882	8	up	up	RP
37060	7882	9	as	as	IN
37060	7882	10	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7882	11	left	leave	VBD
37060	7882	12	the	the	DT
37060	7882	13	house	house	NN
37060	7882	14	;	;	:
37060	7882	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7882	16	wore	wear	VBD
37060	7882	17	only	only	RB
37060	7882	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7882	19	bottom	bottom	JJ
37060	7882	20	half	half	NN
37060	7882	21	of	of	IN
37060	7882	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7882	23	sweats	sweat	NNS
37060	7882	24	.	.	.
37060	7883	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7883	2	arms	arm	NNS
37060	7883	3	were	be	VBD
37060	7883	4	dangling	dangle	VBG
37060	7883	5	over	over	IN
37060	7883	6	the	the	DT
37060	7883	7	side	side	NN
37060	7883	8	of	of	IN
37060	7883	9	the	the	DT
37060	7883	10	stretcher	stretcher	NN
37060	7883	11	as	as	IN
37060	7883	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7883	13	was	be	VBD
37060	7883	14	carried	carry	VBN
37060	7883	15	through	through	IN
37060	7883	16	the	the	DT
37060	7883	17	doorway	doorway	NN
37060	7883	18	...	...	:
37060	7883	19	the	the	DT
37060	7883	20	paramedic	paramedic	NNP
37060	7883	21	told	tell	VBD
37060	7883	22	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7883	23	not	not	RB
37060	7883	24	to	to	TO
37060	7883	25	worry	worry	VB
37060	7883	26	,	,	,
37060	7883	27	that	that	IN
37060	7883	28	the	the	DT
37060	7883	29	main	main	JJ
37060	7883	30	thing	thing	NN
37060	7883	31	was	be	VBD
37060	7883	32	to	to	TO
37060	7883	33	get	get	VB
37060	7883	34	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7883	35	to	to	IN
37060	7883	36	the	the	DT
37060	7883	37	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	7883	38	.	.	.
37060	7884	1	As	as	IN
37060	7884	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7884	3	was	be	VBD
37060	7884	4	dressing	dress	VBG
37060	7884	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7884	6	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7884	7	disgust	disgust	NN
37060	7884	8	within	within	IN
37060	7884	9	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7884	10	at	at	IN
37060	7884	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7884	12	concern	concern	NN
37060	7884	13	to	to	TO
37060	7884	14	put	put	VB
37060	7884	15	on	on	RP
37060	7884	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7884	17	make	make	NN
37060	7884	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	7884	19	up	up	NN
37060	7884	20	.	.	.
37060	7885	1	Why	why	WRB
37060	7885	2	should	should	MD
37060	7885	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7885	4	care	care	VB
37060	7885	5	what	what	WP
37060	7885	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7885	7	look	look	VBP
37060	7885	8	like	like	IN
37060	7885	9	?	?	.
37060	7886	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7886	2	were	be	VBD
37060	7886	3	taken	take	VBN
37060	7886	4	to	to	IN
37060	7886	5	a	a	DT
37060	7886	6	small	small	JJ
37060	7886	7	room	room	NN
37060	7886	8	to	to	TO
37060	7886	9	wait	wait	VB
37060	7886	10	,	,	,
37060	7886	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7886	12	was	be	VBD
37060	7886	13	cooler	cool	JJR
37060	7886	14	.	.	.
37060	7887	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7887	2	had	have	VBD
37060	7887	3	to	to	TO
37060	7887	4	use	use	VB
37060	7887	5	the	the	DT
37060	7887	6	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	7887	7	.	.	.
37060	7888	1	A	a	DT
37060	7888	2	woman	woman	NN
37060	7888	3	was	be	VBD
37060	7888	4	there	there	RB
37060	7888	5	with	with	IN
37060	7888	6	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7888	7	most	most	JJS
37060	7888	8	of	of	IN
37060	7888	9	the	the	DT
37060	7888	10	time	time	NN
37060	7888	11	.	.	.
37060	7889	1	.	.	.
37060	7890	1	.	.	.
37060	7891	1	to	to	TO
37060	7891	2	console	console	VB
37060	7891	3	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7891	4	or	or	CC
37060	7891	5	help	help	VB
37060	7891	6	in	in	IN
37060	7891	7	case	case	NN
37060	7891	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7891	9	"	"	``
37060	7891	10	went	go	VBD
37060	7891	11	off	off	IN
37060	7891	12	the	the	DT
37060	7891	13	deep	deep	JJ
37060	7891	14	end	end	NN
37060	7891	15	.	.	.
37060	7891	16	"	"	''
37060	7892	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7892	2	still	still	RB
37060	7892	3	hoped	hope	VBD
37060	7892	4	that	that	IN
37060	7892	5	with	with	IN
37060	7892	6	the	the	DT
37060	7892	7	technically	technically	RB
37060	7892	8	high	high	JJ
37060	7892	9	developments	development	NNS
37060	7892	10	,	,	,
37060	7892	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7892	12	would	would	MD
37060	7892	13	revive	revive	VB
37060	7892	14	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7892	15	.	.	.
37060	7893	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7893	2	worked	work	VBD
37060	7893	3	and	and	CC
37060	7893	4	worked	work	VBD
37060	7893	5	;	;	:
37060	7893	6	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	7893	7	Murrell	Murrell	NNP
37060	7893	8	said	say	VBD
37060	7893	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7893	10	was	be	VBD
37060	7893	11	very	very	RB
37060	7893	12	bad	bad	JJ
37060	7893	13	.	.	.
37060	7894	1	Later	later	RBR
37060	7894	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7894	3	came	come	VBD
37060	7894	4	in	in	RP
37060	7894	5	again	again	RB
37060	7894	6	and	and	CC
37060	7894	7	said	say	VBD
37060	7894	8	that	that	IN
37060	7894	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7894	10	was	be	VBD
37060	7894	11	gone	go	VBN
37060	7894	12	.	.	.
37060	7895	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7895	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7895	3	thinking	think	VBG
37060	7895	4	that	that	IN
37060	7895	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7895	6	'd	'd	MD
37060	7895	7	be	be	VB
37060	7895	8	asking	ask	VBG
37060	7895	9	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7895	10	how	how	WRB
37060	7895	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7895	12	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7895	13	to	to	TO
37060	7895	14	be	be	VB
37060	7895	15	gone	go	VBN
37060	7895	16	and	and	CC
37060	7895	17	then	then	RB
37060	7895	18	revived	revive	VBN
37060	7895	19	.	.	.
37060	7896	1	What	what	WP
37060	7896	2	passed	pass	VBD
37060	7896	3	through	through	IN
37060	7896	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7896	5	mind	mind	NN
37060	7896	6	?	?	.
37060	7897	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7897	2	never	never	RB
37060	7897	3	got	get	VBD
37060	7897	4	the	the	DT
37060	7897	5	chance	chance	NN
37060	7897	6	.	.	.
37060	7898	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7898	2	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	7898	3	if	if	IN
37060	7898	4	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	7898	5	knew	know	VBD
37060	7898	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7898	7	was	be	VBD
37060	7898	8	trying	try	VBG
37060	7898	9	to	to	TO
37060	7898	10	wake	wake	VB
37060	7898	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7898	12	.	.	.
37060	7899	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	7899	2	that	that	DT
37060	7899	3	which	which	WDT
37060	7899	4	comes	come	VBZ
37060	7899	5	after	after	IN
37060	7899	6	earthly	earthly	JJ
37060	7899	7	existence	existence	NN
37060	7899	8	was	be	VBD
37060	7899	9	so	so	RB
37060	7899	10	sweet	sweet	JJ
37060	7899	11	that	that	IN
37060	7899	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7899	13	chose	choose	VBD
37060	7899	14	not	not	RB
37060	7899	15	living	live	VBG
37060	7899	16	.	.	.
37060	7900	1	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	7900	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7900	3	's	be	VBZ
37060	7900	4	that	that	RB
37060	7900	5	good	good	JJ
37060	7900	6	.	.	.
37060	7901	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7901	2	hope	hope	VBP
37060	7901	3	so	so	RB
37060	7901	4	.	.	.
37060	7902	1	For	for	IN
37060	7902	2	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7902	3	.	.	.
37060	7903	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7903	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7903	3	as	as	IN
37060	7903	4	if	if	IN
37060	7903	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7903	6	had	have	VBD
37060	7903	7	been	be	VBN
37060	7903	8	reduced	reduce	VBN
37060	7903	9	to	to	IN
37060	7903	10	a	a	DT
37060	7903	11	pulp	pulp	NN
37060	7903	12	after	after	IN
37060	7903	13	a	a	DT
37060	7903	14	calamitous	calamitous	JJ
37060	7903	15	beating	beating	NN
37060	7903	16	,	,	,
37060	7903	17	yet	yet	CC
37060	7903	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7903	19	could	could	MD
37060	7903	20	walk	walk	VB
37060	7903	21	,	,	,
37060	7903	22	talk	talk	VB
37060	7903	23	and	and	CC
37060	7903	24	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	7903	25	to	to	TO
37060	7903	26	answer	answer	VB
37060	7903	27	in	in	IN
37060	7903	28	a	a	DT
37060	7903	29	relatively	relatively	RB
37060	7903	30	normal	normal	JJ
37060	7903	31	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	7903	32	.	.	.
37060	7904	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7904	2	insides	inside	NNS
37060	7904	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7904	4	like	like	IN
37060	7904	5	so	so	RB
37060	7904	6	much	much	JJ
37060	7904	7	lead	lead	NN
37060	7904	8	;	;	:
37060	7904	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7904	10	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7904	11	dead	dead	JJ
37060	7904	12	,	,	,
37060	7904	13	bereft	bereft	JJ
37060	7904	14	of	of	IN
37060	7904	15	all	all	DT
37060	7904	16	poignant	poignant	JJ
37060	7904	17	senses	sense	NNS
37060	7904	18	.	.	.
37060	7905	1	Weak	weak	JJ
37060	7905	2	-	-	HYPH
37060	7905	3	kneed	kneed	NN
37060	7905	4	,	,	,
37060	7905	5	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7905	6	headed	head	VBD
37060	7905	7	toward	toward	IN
37060	7905	8	the	the	DT
37060	7905	9	parking	parking	NN
37060	7905	10	lot	lot	NN
37060	7905	11	,	,	,
37060	7905	12	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	7905	13	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7905	14	's	's	POS
37060	7905	15	body	body	NN
37060	7905	16	on	on	IN
37060	7905	17	the	the	DT
37060	7905	18	operating	operating	NN
37060	7905	19	table	table	NN
37060	7905	20	.	.	.
37060	7906	1	There	there	EX
37060	7906	2	would	would	MD
37060	7906	3	be	be	VB
37060	7906	4	an	an	DT
37060	7906	5	autopsy	autopsy	JJ
37060	7906	6	.	.	.
37060	7907	1	.	.	.
37060	7908	1	.	.	.
37060	7909	1	none	none	NN
37060	7909	2	of	of	IN
37060	7909	3	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7909	4	wished	wish	VBD
37060	7909	5	to	to	TO
37060	7909	6	see	see	VB
37060	7909	7	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7909	8	again	again	RB
37060	7909	9	before	before	IN
37060	7909	10	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7909	11	removed	remove	VBD
37060	7909	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7909	13	corneas	cornea	NNS
37060	7909	14	.	.	.
37060	7910	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7910	2	did	do	VBD
37060	7910	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7910	4	want	want	VB
37060	7910	5	a	a	DT
37060	7910	6	blue	blue	JJ
37060	7910	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	7910	8	lipped	lipped	JJ
37060	7910	9	memory	memory	NN
37060	7910	10	of	of	IN
37060	7910	11	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7910	12	,	,	,
37060	7910	13	color	color	NN
37060	7910	14	had	have	VBD
37060	7910	15	drained	drain	VBN
37060	7910	16	from	from	IN
37060	7910	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7910	18	lips	lip	NNS
37060	7910	19	while	while	IN
37060	7910	20	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7910	21	was	be	VBD
37060	7910	22	at	at	IN
37060	7910	23	home	home	NN
37060	7910	24	.	.	.
37060	7911	1	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7911	2	and	and	CC
37060	7911	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	7911	4	had	have	VBD
37060	7911	5	to	to	TO
37060	7911	6	begin	begin	VB
37060	7911	7	making	make	VBG
37060	7911	8	arrangements	arrangement	NNS
37060	7911	9	for	for	IN
37060	7911	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7911	11	cremation	cremation	NN
37060	7911	12	and	and	CC
37060	7911	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7911	14	memorial	memorial	JJ
37060	7911	15	service	service	NN
37060	7911	16	.	.	.
37060	7912	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7912	2	chose	choose	VBD
37060	7912	3	to	to	TO
37060	7912	4	remain	remain	VB
37060	7912	5	at	at	IN
37060	7912	6	home	home	NN
37060	7912	7	and	and	CC
37060	7912	8	alone	alone	RB
37060	7912	9	in	in	IN
37060	7912	10	the	the	DT
37060	7912	11	house	house	NN
37060	7912	12	.	.	.
37060	7913	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7913	2	promptly	promptly	RB
37060	7913	3	sat	sit	VBD
37060	7913	4	down	down	RP
37060	7913	5	and	and	CC
37060	7913	6	wrote	write	VBD
37060	7913	7	page	page	NN
37060	7913	8	after	after	IN
37060	7913	9	page	page	NN
37060	7913	10	of	of	IN
37060	7913	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7913	12	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	7913	13	,	,	,
37060	7913	14	needing	need	VBG
37060	7913	15	to	to	TO
37060	7913	16	express	express	VB
37060	7913	17	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7913	18	with	with	IN
37060	7913	19	a	a	DT
37060	7913	20	certain	certain	JJ
37060	7913	21	degree	degree	NN
37060	7913	22	of	of	IN
37060	7913	23	permanence	permanence	NN
37060	7913	24	afforded	afford	VBN
37060	7913	25	by	by	IN
37060	7913	26	written	write	VBN
37060	7913	27	words	word	NNS
37060	7913	28	.	.	.
37060	7914	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7914	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7914	3	as	as	IN
37060	7914	4	if	if	IN
37060	7914	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7914	6	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7914	7	panic	panic	NN
37060	7914	8	stricken	stricken	VBN
37060	7914	9	that	that	IN
37060	7914	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7914	11	might	may	MD
37060	7914	12	forget	forget	VB
37060	7914	13	a	a	DT
37060	7914	14	facet	facet	NN
37060	7914	15	of	of	IN
37060	7914	16	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7914	17	if	if	IN
37060	7914	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7914	19	did	do	VBD
37060	7914	20	n't	not	RB
37060	7914	21	capture	capture	VB
37060	7914	22	everything	everything	NN
37060	7914	23	now	now	RB
37060	7914	24	.	.	.
37060	7915	1	Finally	finally	RB
37060	7915	2	,	,	,
37060	7915	3	exhausted	exhausted	JJ
37060	7915	4	,	,	,
37060	7915	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7915	6	decided	decide	VBD
37060	7915	7	to	to	TO
37060	7915	8	go	go	VB
37060	7915	9	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	7915	10	.	.	.
37060	7916	1	Hesitant	hesitant	JJ
37060	7916	2	to	to	TO
37060	7916	3	relive	relive	VB
37060	7916	4	the	the	DT
37060	7916	5	mornings	morning	NNS
37060	7916	6	events	event	NNS
37060	7916	7	,	,	,
37060	7916	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7916	9	climbed	climb	VBD
37060	7916	10	the	the	DT
37060	7916	11	stairs	stair	NNS
37060	7916	12	and	and	CC
37060	7916	13	looked	look	VBD
37060	7916	14	about	about	IN
37060	7916	15	.	.	.
37060	7917	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7917	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	7917	3	so	so	RB
37060	7917	4	empty	empty	JJ
37060	7917	5	,	,	,
37060	7917	6	so	so	RB
37060	7917	7	utterly	utterly	RB
37060	7917	8	lifeless	lifeless	JJ
37060	7917	9	.	.	.
37060	7918	1	.	.	.
37060	7919	1	.	.	.
37060	7920	1	the	the	DT
37060	7920	2	sun	sun	NN
37060	7920	3	was	be	VBD
37060	7920	4	obscured	obscure	VBN
37060	7920	5	by	by	IN
37060	7920	6	gray	gray	JJ
37060	7920	7	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	7920	8	which	which	WDT
37060	7920	9	multiplied	multiply	VBD
37060	7920	10	the	the	DT
37060	7920	11	lonely	lonely	JJ
37060	7920	12	effect	effect	NN
37060	7920	13	.	.	.
37060	7921	1	Had	have	VBD
37060	7921	2	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7921	3	been	be	VBN
37060	7921	4	alive	alive	JJ
37060	7921	5	,	,	,
37060	7921	6	the	the	DT
37060	7921	7	place	place	NN
37060	7921	8	would	would	MD
37060	7921	9	have	have	VB
37060	7921	10	simply	simply	RB
37060	7921	11	been	be	VBN
37060	7921	12	a	a	DT
37060	7921	13	room	room	NN
37060	7921	14	.	.	.
37060	7922	1	Now	now	RB
37060	7922	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7922	3	took	take	VBD
37060	7922	4	on	on	RP
37060	7922	5	a	a	DT
37060	7922	6	character	character	NN
37060	7922	7	of	of	IN
37060	7922	8	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7922	9	own	own	JJ
37060	7922	10	,	,	,
37060	7922	11	as	as	IN
37060	7922	12	if	if	IN
37060	7922	13	a	a	DT
37060	7922	14	bloodless	bloodless	NN
37060	7922	15	ghost	ghost	NN
37060	7922	16	sought	seek	VBD
37060	7922	17	to	to	TO
37060	7922	18	haunt	haunt	VB
37060	7922	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7922	20	mind	mind	NN
37060	7922	21	with	with	IN
37060	7922	22	idiotic	idiotic	JJ
37060	7922	23	schemes	scheme	NNS
37060	7922	24	.	.	.
37060	7923	1	Reality	reality	NN
37060	7923	2	hits	hit	NNS
37060	7923	3	hardest	hard	RBS
37060	7923	4	when	when	WRB
37060	7923	5	loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	7923	6	sets	set	NNS
37060	7923	7	in	in	RP
37060	7923	8	.	.	.
37060	7924	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7924	2	did	do	VBD
37060	7924	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7924	4	associate	associate	VB
37060	7924	5	God	God	NNP
37060	7924	6	with	with	IN
37060	7924	7	loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	7924	8	;	;	:
37060	7924	9	the	the	DT
37060	7924	10	two	two	CD
37060	7924	11	were	be	VBD
37060	7924	12	separate	separate	JJ
37060	7924	13	,	,	,
37060	7924	14	and	and	CC
37060	7924	15	to	to	TO
37060	7924	16	bond	bond	VB
37060	7924	17	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7924	18	would	would	MD
37060	7924	19	have	have	VB
37060	7924	20	been	be	VBN
37060	7924	21	inconceivable	inconceivable	JJ
37060	7924	22	.	.	.
37060	7925	1	God	God	NNP
37060	7925	2	did	do	VBD
37060	7925	3	not	not	RB
37060	7925	4	forsake	forsake	VB
37060	7925	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7925	6	.	.	.
37060	7926	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7926	2	am	be	VBP
37060	7926	3	part	part	NN
37060	7926	4	of	of	IN
37060	7926	5	Nature	nature	NN
37060	7926	6	...	...	:
37060	7926	7	this	this	DT
37060	7926	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	7926	9	natural	natural	JJ
37060	7926	10	,	,	,
37060	7926	11	as	as	IN
37060	7926	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	7926	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7926	14	grief	grief	NN
37060	7926	15	.	.	.
37060	7927	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7927	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	7927	3	to	to	TO
37060	7927	4	straighten	straighten	VB
37060	7927	5	the	the	DT
37060	7927	6	furniture	furniture	NN
37060	7927	7	which	which	WDT
37060	7927	8	had	have	VBD
37060	7927	9	been	be	VBN
37060	7927	10	hurriedly	hurriedly	RB
37060	7927	11	displaced	displace	VBN
37060	7927	12	to	to	TO
37060	7927	13	facilitate	facilitate	VB
37060	7927	14	a	a	DT
37060	7927	15	wider	wide	JJR
37060	7927	16	exit	exit	NN
37060	7927	17	with	with	IN
37060	7927	18	the	the	DT
37060	7927	19	stretcher	stretcher	NN
37060	7927	20	.	.	.
37060	7928	1	Looking	look	VBG
37060	7928	2	at	at	IN
37060	7928	3	the	the	DT
37060	7928	4	tangled	tangle	VBN
37060	7928	5	mass	mass	NN
37060	7928	6	of	of	IN
37060	7928	7	bedsheets	bedsheet	NNS
37060	7928	8	sprawling	sprawl	VBG
37060	7928	9	about	about	IN
37060	7928	10	the	the	DT
37060	7928	11	floor	floor	NN
37060	7928	12	,	,	,
37060	7928	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7928	14	determined	determine	VBD
37060	7928	15	to	to	TO
37060	7928	16	change	change	VB
37060	7928	17	the	the	DT
37060	7928	18	bedding	bedding	NN
37060	7928	19	,	,	,
37060	7928	20	and	and	CC
37060	7928	21	thus	thus	RB
37060	7928	22	save	save	VB
37060	7928	23	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	7928	24	some	some	DT
37060	7928	25	of	of	IN
37060	7928	26	the	the	DT
37060	7928	27	stress	stress	NN
37060	7928	28	.	.	.
37060	7929	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7929	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7929	3	like	like	IN
37060	7929	4	a	a	DT
37060	7929	5	mechanical	mechanical	JJ
37060	7929	6	man	man	NN
37060	7929	7	,	,	,
37060	7929	8	functioning	function	VBG
37060	7929	9	precisely	precisely	RB
37060	7929	10	as	as	IN
37060	7929	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7929	12	'd	have	VBD
37060	7929	13	done	do	VBN
37060	7929	14	countless	countless	JJ
37060	7929	15	times	time	NNS
37060	7929	16	before	before	RB
37060	7929	17	;	;	:
37060	7929	18	doing	do	VBG
37060	7929	19	menial	menial	JJ
37060	7929	20	tasks	task	NNS
37060	7929	21	brought	bring	VBD
37060	7929	22	no	no	DT
37060	7929	23	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	7929	24	.	.	.
37060	7930	1	.	.	.
37060	7931	1	.	.	.
37060	7932	1	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7932	2	only	only	RB
37060	7932	3	helped	help	VBD
37060	7932	4	to	to	TO
37060	7932	5	pass	pass	VB
37060	7932	6	the	the	DT
37060	7932	7	day	day	NN
37060	7932	8	.	.	.
37060	7933	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7933	2	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	7933	3	raced	race	VBD
37060	7933	4	...	...	:
37060	7934	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7934	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	7934	3	to	to	TO
37060	7934	4	fantasize	fantasize	VB
37060	7934	5	...	...	NFP
37060	7934	6	would	would	MD
37060	7934	7	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7934	8	think	think	VB
37060	7934	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7934	10	was	be	VBD
37060	7934	11	guilty	guilty	JJ
37060	7934	12	...	...	.
37060	7934	13	would	would	MD
37060	7934	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7934	15	be	be	VB
37060	7934	16	suspect	suspect	JJ
37060	7934	17	as	as	IN
37060	7934	18	in	in	IN
37060	7934	19	a	a	DT
37060	7934	20	murder	murder	NN
37060	7934	21	case	case	NN
37060	7934	22	...	...	:
37060	7934	23	when	when	WRB
37060	7934	24	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7934	25	said	say	VBD
37060	7934	26	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7934	27	was	be	VBD
37060	7934	28	gone	go	VBN
37060	7934	29	,	,	,
37060	7934	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7934	31	had	have	VBD
37060	7934	32	felt	feel	VBN
37060	7934	33	relief	relief	NN
37060	7934	34	,	,	,
37060	7934	35	for	for	IN
37060	7934	36	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7934	37	knew	know	VBD
37060	7934	38	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7934	39	had	have	VBD
37060	7934	40	been	be	VBN
37060	7934	41	without	without	IN
37060	7934	42	oxygen	oxygen	NN
37060	7934	43	far	far	RB
37060	7934	44	too	too	RB
37060	7934	45	long	long	RB
37060	7934	46	.	.	.
37060	7935	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7935	2	thought	think	VBD
37060	7935	3	about	about	IN
37060	7935	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7935	5	corneas	cornea	NNS
37060	7935	6	given	give	VBN
37060	7935	7	to	to	IN
37060	7935	8	Iowa	Iowa	NNP
37060	7935	9	City	City	NNP
37060	7935	10	...	...	:
37060	7935	11	how	how	WRB
37060	7935	12	would	would	MD
37060	7935	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7935	14	see	see	VB
37060	7935	15	...	...	NFP
37060	7935	16	how	how	WRB
37060	7935	17	ridiculous	ridiculous	JJ
37060	7935	18	to	to	TO
37060	7935	19	think	think	VB
37060	7935	20	that	that	IN
37060	7935	21	...	...	:
37060	7935	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7935	23	thought	think	VBD
37060	7935	24	about	about	IN
37060	7935	25	how	how	WRB
37060	7935	26	safe	safe	JJ
37060	7935	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7935	28	had	have	VBD
37060	7935	29	always	always	RB
37060	7935	30	been	be	VBN
37060	7935	31	with	with	IN
37060	7935	32	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7935	33	as	as	IN
37060	7935	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7935	35	"	"	``
37060	7935	36	guard	guard	NN
37060	7935	37	"	"	''
37060	7935	38	.	.	.
37060	7936	1	.	.	.
37060	7937	1	.	.	.
37060	7938	1	now	now	RB
37060	7938	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7938	3	was	be	VBD
37060	7938	4	gone	go	VBN
37060	7938	5	.	.	.
37060	7939	1	.	.	.
37060	7940	1	.	.	.
37060	7941	1	the	the	DT
37060	7941	2	daily	daily	JJ
37060	7941	3	excursions	excursion	NNS
37060	7941	4	,	,	,
37060	7941	5	the	the	DT
37060	7941	6	trips	trip	NNS
37060	7941	7	to	to	IN
37060	7941	8	Amana	Amana	NNP
37060	7941	9	,	,	,
37060	7941	10	Wild	Wild	NNP
37060	7941	11	Cat	Cat	NNP
37060	7941	12	Den	Den	NNP
37060	7941	13	,	,	,
37060	7941	14	Loud	Loud	NNP
37060	7941	15	Thunder	Thunder	NNP
37060	7941	16	,	,	,
37060	7941	17	Davenport	Davenport	NNP
37060	7941	18	,	,	,
37060	7941	19	Credit	Credit	NNP
37060	7941	20	Island	Island	NNP
37060	7941	21	,	,	,
37060	7941	22	the	the	DT
37060	7941	23	boat	boat	NN
37060	7941	24	races	race	NNS
37060	7941	25	,	,	,
37060	7941	26	sailing	sail	VBG
37060	7941	27	on	on	IN
37060	7941	28	the	the	DT
37060	7941	29	Mississippi	Mississippi	NNP
37060	7941	30	,	,	,
37060	7941	31	even	even	RB
37060	7941	32	the	the	DT
37060	7941	33	winter	winter	NN
37060	7941	34	picnics	picnic	NNS
37060	7941	35	...	...	NFP
37060	7941	36	all	all	RB
37060	7941	37	over	over	RB
37060	7941	38	now	now	RB
37060	7941	39	.	.	.
37060	7942	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7942	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7942	3	an	an	DT
37060	7942	4	ultra	ultra	JJ
37060	7942	5	-	-	JJ
37060	7942	6	sensitive	sensitive	JJ
37060	7942	7	person	person	NN
37060	7942	8	,	,	,
37060	7942	9	not	not	RB
37060	7942	10	only	only	RB
37060	7942	11	self	self	NN
37060	7942	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	7942	13	sensitive	sensitive	JJ
37060	7942	14	,	,	,
37060	7942	15	but	but	CC
37060	7942	16	caring	care	VBG
37060	7942	17	for	for	IN
37060	7942	18	others	other	NNS
37060	7942	19	.	.	.
37060	7943	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7943	2	had	have	VBD
37060	7943	3	an	an	DT
37060	7943	4	acute	acute	JJ
37060	7943	5	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	7943	6	with	with	IN
37060	7943	7	regard	regard	NN
37060	7943	8	to	to	IN
37060	7943	9	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	7943	10	,	,	,
37060	7943	11	and	and	CC
37060	7943	12	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	7943	13	to	to	TO
37060	7943	14	know	know	VB
37060	7943	15	when	when	WRB
37060	7943	16	to	to	TO
37060	7943	17	simply	simply	RB
37060	7943	18	let	let	VB
37060	7943	19	be	be	VB
37060	7943	20	.	.	.
37060	7944	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7944	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7944	3	a	a	DT
37060	7944	4	quality	quality	NN
37060	7944	5	that	that	WDT
37060	7944	6	few	few	JJ
37060	7944	7	possess	possess	NN
37060	7944	8	.	.	.
37060	7945	1	.	.	.
37060	7946	1	.	.	.
37060	7947	1	a	a	DT
37060	7947	2	quality	quality	NN
37060	7947	3	that	that	WDT
37060	7947	4	few	few	JJ
37060	7947	5	understand	understand	VBP
37060	7947	6	.	.	.
37060	7948	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7948	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7948	3	this	this	DT
37060	7948	4	quality	quality	NN
37060	7948	5	that	that	WDT
37060	7948	6	made	make	VBD
37060	7948	7	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7948	8	so	so	RB
37060	7948	9	easy	easy	JJ
37060	7948	10	to	to	TO
37060	7948	11	be	be	VB
37060	7948	12	around	around	RB
37060	7948	13	.	.	.
37060	7949	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7949	2	did	do	VBD
37060	7949	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7949	4	demand	demand	VB
37060	7949	5	the	the	DT
37060	7949	6	full	full	JJ
37060	7949	7	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	7949	8	of	of	IN
37060	7949	9	one	one	NN
37060	7949	10	's	's	POS
37060	7949	11	attention	attention	NN
37060	7949	12	;	;	:
37060	7949	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7949	14	was	be	VBD
37060	7949	15	personable	personable	JJ
37060	7949	16	and	and	CC
37060	7949	17	low	low	JJ
37060	7949	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	7949	19	key	key	NN
37060	7949	20	;	;	:
37060	7949	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7949	22	allowed	allow	VBD
37060	7949	23	one	one	CD
37060	7949	24	to	to	TO
37060	7949	25	relax	relax	VB
37060	7949	26	.	.	.
37060	7950	1	Every	every	DT
37060	7950	2	facet	facet	NN
37060	7950	3	of	of	IN
37060	7950	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7950	5	life	life	NN
37060	7950	6	mirrored	mirror	VBD
37060	7950	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7950	8	goal	goal	NN
37060	7950	9	of	of	IN
37060	7950	10	inner	inner	JJ
37060	7950	11	serenity	serenity	NN
37060	7950	12	.	.	.
37060	7951	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7951	2	often	often	RB
37060	7951	3	spent	spend	VBD
37060	7951	4	time	time	NN
37060	7951	5	alone	alone	RB
37060	7951	6	,	,	,
37060	7951	7	walking	walk	VBG
37060	7951	8	for	for	IN
37060	7951	9	miles	mile	NNS
37060	7951	10	to	to	TO
37060	7951	11	attain	attain	VB
37060	7951	12	physical	physical	JJ
37060	7951	13	and	and	CC
37060	7951	14	mental	mental	JJ
37060	7951	15	calm	calm	NN
37060	7951	16	.	.	.
37060	7952	1	Meditation	Meditation	NNP
37060	7952	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7952	3	also	also	RB
37060	7952	4	becoming	become	VBG
37060	7952	5	a	a	DT
37060	7952	6	valued	value	VBN
37060	7952	7	discipline	discipline	NN
37060	7952	8	in	in	IN
37060	7952	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7952	10	daily	daily	JJ
37060	7952	11	routine	routine	NN
37060	7952	12	.	.	.
37060	7953	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7953	2	am	be	VBP
37060	7953	3	glad	glad	JJ
37060	7953	4	that	that	IN
37060	7953	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7953	6	was	be	VBD
37060	7953	7	given	give	VBN
37060	7953	8	the	the	DT
37060	7953	9	opportunity	opportunity	NN
37060	7953	10	to	to	TO
37060	7953	11	develop	develop	VB
37060	7953	12	such	such	PDT
37060	7953	13	a	a	DT
37060	7953	14	close	close	JJ
37060	7953	15	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	7953	16	with	with	IN
37060	7953	17	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7953	18	through	through	IN
37060	7953	19	the	the	DT
37060	7953	20	passage	passage	NN
37060	7953	21	of	of	IN
37060	7953	22	time	time	NN
37060	7953	23	in	in	IN
37060	7953	24	which	which	WDT
37060	7953	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7953	26	was	be	VBD
37060	7953	27	growing	grow	VBG
37060	7953	28	into	into	IN
37060	7953	29	the	the	DT
37060	7953	30	person	person	NN
37060	7953	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7953	32	am	be	VBP
37060	7953	33	now	now	RB
37060	7953	34	.	.	.
37060	7954	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7954	2	played	play	VBD
37060	7954	3	an	an	DT
37060	7954	4	integral	integral	JJ
37060	7954	5	part	part	NN
37060	7954	6	in	in	IN
37060	7954	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7954	8	life	life	NN
37060	7954	9	,	,	,
37060	7954	10	and	and	CC
37060	7954	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7954	12	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7954	13	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	7954	14	linked	link	VBN
37060	7954	15	to	to	IN
37060	7954	16	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7954	17	in	in	IN
37060	7954	18	an	an	DT
37060	7954	19	undefinable	undefinable	JJ
37060	7954	20	bond	bond	NN
37060	7954	21	.	.	.
37060	7955	1	Our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7955	2	sharing	sharing	NN
37060	7955	3	and	and	CC
37060	7955	4	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	7955	5	for	for	IN
37060	7955	6	one	one	CD
37060	7955	7	another	another	DT
37060	7955	8	spanned	span	VBD
37060	7955	9	the	the	DT
37060	7955	10	seemingly	seemingly	RB
37060	7955	11	trivial	trivial	JJ
37060	7955	12	nature	nature	NN
37060	7955	13	of	of	IN
37060	7955	14	a	a	DT
37060	7955	15	common	common	JJ
37060	7955	16	joke	joke	NN
37060	7955	17	to	to	IN
37060	7955	18	the	the	DT
37060	7955	19	mind	mind	NN
37060	7955	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	7955	21	searching	search	VBG
37060	7955	22	questions	question	NNS
37060	7955	23	for	for	IN
37060	7955	24	which	which	WDT
37060	7955	25	there	there	EX
37060	7955	26	are	be	VBP
37060	7955	27	no	no	DT
37060	7955	28	answers	answer	NNS
37060	7955	29	.	.	.
37060	7956	1	To	to	TO
37060	7956	2	say	say	VB
37060	7956	3	that	that	IN
37060	7956	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7956	5	could	could	MD
37060	7956	6	be	be	VB
37060	7956	7	replaced	replace	VBN
37060	7956	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	7956	9	mere	mere	JJ
37060	7956	10	folly	folly	NN
37060	7956	11	.	.	.
37060	7957	1	Only	only	RB
37060	7957	2	once	once	RB
37060	7957	3	in	in	IN
37060	7957	4	a	a	DT
37060	7957	5	lifetime	lifetime	NN
37060	7957	6	can	can	MD
37060	7957	7	one	one	CD
37060	7957	8	share	share	NN
37060	7957	9	so	so	RB
37060	7957	10	much	much	RB
37060	7957	11	.	.	.
37060	7958	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7958	2	am	be	VBP
37060	7958	3	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	7958	4	to	to	TO
37060	7958	5	possess	possess	VB
37060	7958	6	the	the	DT
37060	7958	7	memories	memory	NNS
37060	7958	8	;	;	:
37060	7958	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7958	10	only	only	RB
37060	7958	11	regret	regret	VBP
37060	7958	12	having	have	VBG
37060	7958	13	to	to	TO
37060	7958	14	end	end	VB
37060	7958	15	the	the	DT
37060	7958	16	making	making	NN
37060	7958	17	of	of	IN
37060	7958	18	memories	memory	NNS
37060	7958	19	so	so	RB
37060	7958	20	soon	soon	RB
37060	7958	21	.	.	.
37060	7959	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7959	2	were	be	VBD
37060	7959	3	two	two	CD
37060	7959	4	loners	loner	NNS
37060	7959	5	with	with	IN
37060	7959	6	a	a	DT
37060	7959	7	common	common	JJ
37060	7959	8	bond	bond	NN
37060	7959	9	.	.	.
37060	7960	1	Now	now	RB
37060	7960	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7960	3	am	be	VBP
37060	7960	4	one	one	CD
37060	7960	5	loner	loner	NN
37060	7960	6	,	,	,
37060	7960	7	alone	alone	RB
37060	7960	8	.	.	.
37060	7961	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	7961	2	24	24	CD
37060	7961	3	,	,	,
37060	7961	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	7961	5	...	...	NFP
37060	7962	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7962	2	am	be	VBP
37060	7962	3	fatigued	fatigued	JJ
37060	7962	4	...	...	NFP
37060	7962	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7962	6	took	take	VBD
37060	7962	7	two	two	CD
37060	7962	8	hours	hour	NNS
37060	7962	9	to	to	TO
37060	7962	10	fall	fall	VB
37060	7962	11	asleep	asleep	JJ
37060	7962	12	.	.	.
37060	7963	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7963	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7963	3	thinking	think	VBG
37060	7963	4	,	,	,
37060	7963	5	and	and	CC
37060	7963	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7963	7	was	be	VBD
37060	7963	8	scared	scared	JJ
37060	7963	9	that	that	IN
37060	7963	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7963	11	'd	'd	MD
37060	7963	12	have	have	VB
37060	7963	13	awful	awful	JJ
37060	7963	14	nightmares	nightmare	NNS
37060	7963	15	.	.	.
37060	7964	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7964	2	kept	keep	VBD
37060	7964	3	seeing	see	VBG
37060	7964	4	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7964	5	lying	lie	VBG
37060	7964	6	on	on	IN
37060	7964	7	the	the	DT
37060	7964	8	floor	floor	NN
37060	7964	9	,	,	,
37060	7964	10	and	and	CC
37060	7964	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7964	12	was	be	VBD
37060	7964	13	at	at	IN
37060	7964	14	first	first	JJ
37060	7964	15	so	so	RB
37060	7964	16	certain	certain	JJ
37060	7964	17	that	that	IN
37060	7964	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7964	19	was	be	VBD
37060	7964	20	only	only	RB
37060	7964	21	having	have	VBG
37060	7964	22	a	a	DT
37060	7964	23	nightmare	nightmare	NN
37060	7964	24	.	.	.
37060	7965	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7965	2	could	could	MD
37060	7965	3	've	have	VB
37060	7965	4	had	have	VBD
37060	7965	5	a	a	DT
37060	7965	6	stroke	stroke	NN
37060	7965	7	of	of	IN
37060	7965	8	luck	luck	NN
37060	7965	9	like	like	IN
37060	7965	10	that	that	DT
37060	7965	11	...	...	:
37060	7965	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7965	13	woke	wake	VBD
37060	7965	14	at	at	IN
37060	7965	15	6:20	6:20	CD
37060	7965	16	A.M.	A.M.	NNP
37060	7965	17	,	,	,
37060	7965	18	the	the	DT
37060	7965	19	time	time	NN
37060	7965	20	that	that	DT
37060	7965	21	yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	7965	22	morning	morning	NN
37060	7965	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7965	24	awoke	awake	VBD
37060	7965	25	so	so	RB
37060	7965	26	lightening	lighten	VBG
37060	7965	27	fast	fast	RB
37060	7965	28	to	to	IN
37060	7965	29	the	the	DT
37060	7965	30	sound	sound	NN
37060	7965	31	of	of	IN
37060	7965	32	uneven	uneven	JJ
37060	7965	33	breathing	breathing	NN
37060	7965	34	.	.	.
37060	7966	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7966	2	went	go	VBD
37060	7966	3	to	to	IN
37060	7966	4	the	the	DT
37060	7966	5	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	7966	6	,	,	,
37060	7966	7	then	then	RB
37060	7966	8	lay	lie	VBD
37060	7966	9	in	in	IN
37060	7966	10	bed	bed	NN
37060	7966	11	until	until	IN
37060	7966	12	8:00	8:00	CD
37060	7966	13	.	.	.
37060	7967	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7967	2	did	do	VBD
37060	7967	3	n't	not	RB
37060	7967	4	seem	seem	VB
37060	7967	5	to	to	TO
37060	7967	6	have	have	VB
37060	7967	7	much	much	JJ
37060	7967	8	use	use	NN
37060	7967	9	for	for	IN
37060	7967	10	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	7967	11	.	.	.
37060	7968	1	So	so	RB
37060	7968	2	many	many	JJ
37060	7968	3	people	people	NNS
37060	7968	4	have	have	VBP
37060	7968	5	come	come	VBN
37060	7968	6	today	today	NN
37060	7968	7	with	with	IN
37060	7968	8	food	food	NN
37060	7968	9	and	and	CC
37060	7968	10	the	the	DT
37060	7968	11	plants	plant	NNS
37060	7968	12	are	be	VBP
37060	7968	13	also	also	RB
37060	7968	14	numerable	numerable	JJ
37060	7968	15	.	.	.
37060	7969	1	Janet	Janet	NNP
37060	7969	2	sent	send	VBD
37060	7969	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7969	4	a	a	DT
37060	7969	5	red	red	JJ
37060	7969	6	rose	rose	NN
37060	7969	7	,	,	,
37060	7969	8	shortly	shortly	RB
37060	7969	9	afterward	afterward	RB
37060	7969	10	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7969	11	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	7969	12	in	in	IN
37060	7969	13	person	person	NN
37060	7969	14	.	.	.
37060	7970	1	Kristi	Kristi	NNP
37060	7970	2	even	even	RB
37060	7970	3	called	call	VBD
37060	7970	4	from	from	IN
37060	7970	5	Cedar	Cedar	NNP
37060	7970	6	Rapids	Rapids	NNP
37060	7970	7	.	.	.
37060	7971	1	So	so	RB
37060	7971	2	many	many	JJ
37060	7971	3	care	care	NN
37060	7971	4	.	.	.
37060	7972	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	7972	2	,	,	,
37060	7972	3	Debbie	Debbie	NNP
37060	7972	4	and	and	CC
37060	7972	5	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	7972	6	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	7972	7	near	near	IN
37060	7972	8	noon	noon	NN
37060	7972	9	,	,	,
37060	7972	10	before	before	IN
37060	7972	11	that	that	DT
37060	7972	12	time	time	NN
37060	7972	13	,	,	,
37060	7972	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7972	15	'd	have	VBD
37060	7972	16	tried	try	VBN
37060	7972	17	on	on	IN
37060	7972	18	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7972	19	's	's	POS
37060	7972	20	shirts	shirt	NNS
37060	7972	21	and	and	CC
37060	7972	22	discovered	discover	VBD
37060	7972	23	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7972	24	looked	look	VBD
37060	7972	25	better	well	JJR
37060	7972	26	than	than	IN
37060	7972	27	many	many	JJ
37060	7972	28	of	of	IN
37060	7972	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7972	30	own	own	JJ
37060	7972	31	.	.	.
37060	7973	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7973	2	will	will	MD
37060	7973	3	be	be	VB
37060	7973	4	keeping	keep	VBG
37060	7973	5	the	the	DT
37060	7973	6	newer	new	JJR
37060	7973	7	or	or	CC
37060	7973	8	nicer	nice	JJR
37060	7973	9	ones	one	NNS
37060	7973	10	.	.	.
37060	7974	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7974	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7974	3	a	a	DT
37060	7974	4	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	7974	5	to	to	TO
37060	7974	6	have	have	VB
37060	7974	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7974	8	things	thing	NNS
37060	7974	9	near	near	IN
37060	7974	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7974	11	.	.	.
37060	7975	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7975	2	changed	change	VBD
37060	7975	3	the	the	DT
37060	7975	4	sheets	sheet	NNS
37060	7975	5	on	on	IN
37060	7975	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7975	7	bed	bed	NN
37060	7975	8	because	because	IN
37060	7975	9	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	7975	10	will	will	MD
37060	7975	11	be	be	VB
37060	7975	12	in	in	IN
37060	7975	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	7975	14	room	room	NN
37060	7975	15	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	7975	16	the	the	DT
37060	7975	17	duration	duration	NN
37060	7975	18	of	of	IN
37060	7975	19	the	the	DT
37060	7975	20	week	week	NN
37060	7975	21	.	.	.
37060	7976	1	The	the	DT
37060	7976	2	radio	radio	NN
37060	7976	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	7976	4	tape	tape	NN
37060	7976	5	player	player	NN
37060	7976	6	that	that	WDT
37060	7976	7	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	7976	8	ordered	order	VBD
37060	7976	9	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	7976	10	today	today	NN
37060	7976	11	(	(	-LRB-
37060	7976	12	UPS	UPS	NNP
37060	7976	13	)	)	-RRB-
37060	7976	14	.	.	.
37060	7977	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7977	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7977	3	so	so	RB
37060	7977	4	sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	7977	5	for	for	IN
37060	7977	6	the	the	DT
37060	7977	7	delivery	delivery	NN
37060	7977	8	man	man	NN
37060	7977	9	.	.	.
37060	7978	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7978	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	7978	3	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7978	4	.	.	.
37060	7979	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	7979	2	called	call	VBD
37060	7979	3	the	the	DT
37060	7979	4	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	7979	5	who	who	WP
37060	7979	6	performed	perform	VBD
37060	7979	7	the	the	DT
37060	7979	8	autopsy	autopsy	JJ
37060	7979	9	on	on	IN
37060	7979	10	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7979	11	.	.	.
37060	7980	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7980	2	said	say	VBD
37060	7980	3	death	death	NN
37060	7980	4	was	be	VBD
37060	7980	5	caused	cause	VBN
37060	7980	6	by	by	IN
37060	7980	7	a	a	DT
37060	7980	8	left	left	JJ
37060	7980	9	coronary	coronary	JJ
37060	7980	10	occlusion	occlusion	NN
37060	7980	11	,	,	,
37060	7980	12	which	which	WDT
37060	7980	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	7980	14	a	a	DT
37060	7980	15	heart	heart	NN
37060	7980	16	attack	attack	NN
37060	7980	17	via	via	IN
37060	7980	18	a	a	DT
37060	7980	19	blood	blood	NN
37060	7980	20	clot	clot	NN
37060	7980	21	.	.	.
37060	7981	1	Because	because	IN
37060	7981	2	of	of	IN
37060	7981	3	the	the	DT
37060	7981	4	location	location	NN
37060	7981	5	.	.	.
37060	7982	1	.	.	.
37060	7983	1	.	.	.
37060	7984	1	the	the	DT
37060	7984	2	upper	upper	JJ
37060	7984	3	left	left	JJ
37060	7984	4	side	side	NN
37060	7984	5	of	of	IN
37060	7984	6	the	the	DT
37060	7984	7	heart	heart	NN
37060	7984	8	.	.	.
37060	7985	1	.	.	.
37060	7986	1	.	.	.
37060	7987	1	death	death	NN
37060	7987	2	occurs	occur	VBZ
37060	7987	3	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	7987	4	.	.	.
37060	7988	1	Even	even	RB
37060	7988	2	if	if	IN
37060	7988	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7988	4	had	have	VBD
37060	7988	5	had	have	VBN
37060	7988	6	a	a	DT
37060	7988	7	check	check	NN
37060	7988	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	7988	9	up	up	NN
37060	7988	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7988	11	was	be	VBD
37060	7988	12	not	not	RB
37060	7988	13	felt	feel	VBN
37060	7988	14	that	that	IN
37060	7988	15	the	the	DT
37060	7988	16	problem	problem	NN
37060	7988	17	would	would	MD
37060	7988	18	have	have	VB
37060	7988	19	been	be	VBN
37060	7988	20	readily	readily	RB
37060	7988	21	identifiable	identifiable	JJ
37060	7988	22	.	.	.
37060	7989	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7989	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7989	3	also	also	RB
37060	7989	4	something	something	NN
37060	7989	5	that	that	WDT
37060	7989	6	would	would	MD
37060	7989	7	have	have	VB
37060	7989	8	been	be	VBN
37060	7989	9	fatal	fatal	JJ
37060	7989	10	if	if	IN
37060	7989	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7989	12	'd	have	VBD
37060	7989	13	been	be	VBN
37060	7989	14	in	in	IN
37060	7989	15	the	the	DT
37060	7989	16	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	7989	17	at	at	IN
37060	7989	18	the	the	DT
37060	7989	19	time	time	NN
37060	7989	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7989	21	occurred	occur	VBD
37060	7989	22	.	.	.
37060	7990	1	Death	death	NN
37060	7990	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	7990	3	final	final	JJ
37060	7990	4	within	within	IN
37060	7990	5	one	one	CD
37060	7990	6	or	or	CC
37060	7990	7	two	two	CD
37060	7990	8	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	7990	9	of	of	IN
37060	7990	10	the	the	DT
37060	7990	11	initial	initial	JJ
37060	7990	12	attack	attack	NN
37060	7990	13	.	.	.
37060	7991	1	This	this	DT
37060	7991	2	was	be	VBD
37060	7991	3	most	most	RBS
37060	7991	4	likely	likely	RB
37060	7991	5	a	a	DT
37060	7991	6	gradual	gradual	JJ
37060	7991	7	situation	situation	NN
37060	7991	8	which	which	WDT
37060	7991	9	would	would	MD
37060	7991	10	not	not	RB
37060	7991	11	be	be	VB
37060	7991	12	apparent	apparent	JJ
37060	7991	13	to	to	IN
37060	7991	14	the	the	DT
37060	7991	15	afflicted	afflict	VBN
37060	7991	16	individual	individual	NN
37060	7991	17	.	.	.
37060	7992	1	Every	every	DT
37060	7992	2	indication	indication	NN
37060	7992	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	7992	4	masked	mask	VBN
37060	7992	5	,	,	,
37060	7992	6	so	so	RB
37060	7992	7	gradual	gradual	JJ
37060	7992	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	7992	9	the	the	DT
37060	7992	10	effect	effect	NN
37060	7992	11	.	.	.
37060	7993	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	7993	2	's	's	POS
37060	7993	3	organs	organ	NNS
37060	7993	4	were	be	VBD
37060	7993	5	said	say	VBN
37060	7993	6	to	to	TO
37060	7993	7	be	be	VB
37060	7993	8	over	over	IN
37060	7993	9	the	the	DT
37060	7993	10	normal	normal	JJ
37060	7993	11	weight	weight	NN
37060	7993	12	due	due	JJ
37060	7993	13	to	to	IN
37060	7993	14	amassed	amassed	JJ
37060	7993	15	blood	blood	NN
37060	7993	16	;	;	:
37060	7993	17	the	the	DT
37060	7993	18	heart	heart	NN
37060	7993	19	was	be	VBD
37060	7993	20	not	not	RB
37060	7993	21	pumping	pump	VBG
37060	7993	22	efficiently	efficiently	RB
37060	7993	23	enough	enough	RB
37060	7993	24	to	to	TO
37060	7993	25	flush	flush	VB
37060	7993	26	out	out	RB
37060	7993	27	the	the	DT
37060	7993	28	blood	blood	NN
37060	7993	29	and	and	CC
37060	7993	30	therefore	therefore	RB
37060	7993	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7993	32	clung	cling	VBD
37060	7993	33	to	to	IN
37060	7993	34	the	the	DT
37060	7993	35	tissues	tissue	NNS
37060	7993	36	of	of	IN
37060	7993	37	the	the	DT
37060	7993	38	various	various	JJ
37060	7993	39	organs	organ	NNS
37060	7993	40	.	.	.
37060	7994	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7994	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	7994	3	so	so	RB
37060	7994	4	relieved	relieved	JJ
37060	7994	5	that	that	IN
37060	7994	6	an	an	DT
37060	7994	7	actual	actual	JJ
37060	7994	8	cause	cause	NN
37060	7994	9	was	be	VBD
37060	7994	10	found	find	VBN
37060	7994	11	.	.	.
37060	7995	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7995	2	kept	keep	VBD
37060	7995	3	thinking	think	VBG
37060	7995	4	rather	rather	RB
37060	7995	5	accusingly	accusingly	RB
37060	7995	6	of	of	IN
37060	7995	7	the	the	DT
37060	7995	8	Agoraphobia	Agoraphobia	NNP
37060	7995	9	tapes	tape	NNS
37060	7995	10	.	.	.
37060	7996	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7996	2	also	also	RB
37060	7996	3	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	7996	4	if	if	IN
37060	7996	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7996	6	'd	have	VBD
37060	7996	7	had	have	VBD
37060	7996	8	a	a	DT
37060	7996	9	dream	dream	NN
37060	7996	10	in	in	IN
37060	7996	11	which	which	WDT
37060	7996	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7996	13	died	die	VBD
37060	7996	14	,	,	,
37060	7996	15	and	and	CC
37060	7996	16	then	then	RB
37060	7996	17	as	as	IN
37060	7996	18	a	a	DT
37060	7996	19	reaction	reaction	NN
37060	7996	20	to	to	IN
37060	7996	21	subconscious	subconscious	JJ
37060	7996	22	thought	thought	NN
37060	7996	23	,	,	,
37060	7996	24	the	the	DT
37060	7996	25	body	body	NN
37060	7996	26	began	begin	VBD
37060	7996	27	the	the	DT
37060	7996	28	death	death	NN
37060	7996	29	process	process	NN
37060	7996	30	.	.	.
37060	7997	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7997	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	7997	3	always	always	RB
37060	7997	4	been	be	VBN
37060	7997	5	horrid	horrid	NN
37060	7997	6	for	for	IN
37060	7997	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7997	8	to	to	TO
37060	7997	9	remain	remain	VB
37060	7997	10	without	without	IN
37060	7997	11	the	the	DT
37060	7997	12	facts	fact	NNS
37060	7997	13	.	.	.
37060	7998	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7998	2	derive	derive	VBP
37060	7998	3	a	a	DT
37060	7998	4	sense	sense	NN
37060	7998	5	of	of	IN
37060	7998	6	satisfaction	satisfaction	NN
37060	7998	7	from	from	IN
37060	7998	8	knowing	know	VBG
37060	7998	9	the	the	DT
37060	7998	10	truth	truth	NN
37060	7998	11	,	,	,
37060	7998	12	or	or	CC
37060	7998	13	at	at	IN
37060	7998	14	least	least	JJS
37060	7998	15	the	the	DT
37060	7998	16	truth	truth	NN
37060	7998	17	as	as	IN
37060	7998	18	best	good	JJS
37060	7998	19	one	one	PRP
37060	7998	20	knows	know	VBZ
37060	7998	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7998	22	to	to	TO
37060	7998	23	be	be	VB
37060	7998	24	.	.	.
37060	7999	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7999	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	7999	3	,	,	,
37060	7999	4	at	at	IN
37060	7999	5	last	last	JJ
37060	7999	6	,	,	,
37060	7999	7	that	that	IN
37060	7999	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	7999	9	have	have	VBP
37060	7999	10	attained	attain	VBN
37060	7999	11	a	a	DT
37060	7999	12	certain	certain	JJ
37060	7999	13	degree	degree	NN
37060	7999	14	of	of	IN
37060	7999	15	peacefulness	peacefulness	NN
37060	7999	16	.	.	.
37060	8000	1	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8000	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8000	3	and	and	CC
37060	8000	4	always	always	RB
37060	8000	5	will	will	MD
37060	8000	6	be	be	VB
37060	8000	7	a	a	DT
37060	8000	8	part	part	NN
37060	8000	9	of	of	IN
37060	8000	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8000	11	,	,	,
37060	8000	12	so	so	RB
37060	8000	13	great	great	JJ
37060	8000	14	was	be	VBD
37060	8000	15	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8000	16	degree	degree	NN
37060	8000	17	of	of	IN
37060	8000	18	sharing	sharing	NN
37060	8000	19	and	and	CC
37060	8000	20	mutuality	mutuality	NN
37060	8000	21	.	.	.
37060	8001	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8001	2	companionship	companionship	NN
37060	8001	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	8001	4	gone	go	VBN
37060	8001	5	forever	forever	RB
37060	8001	6	,	,	,
37060	8001	7	and	and	CC
37060	8001	8	yet	yet	RB
37060	8001	9	the	the	DT
37060	8001	10	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	8001	11	of	of	IN
37060	8001	12	oneness	oneness	NN
37060	8001	13	shall	shall	MD
37060	8001	14	endure	endure	VB
37060	8001	15	through	through	IN
37060	8001	16	time	time	NN
37060	8001	17	and	and	CC
37060	8001	18	into	into	IN
37060	8001	19	the	the	DT
37060	8001	20	furthest	furth	JJS
37060	8001	21	reaches	reach	NNS
37060	8001	22	of	of	IN
37060	8001	23	eternity	eternity	NN
37060	8001	24	.	.	.
37060	8002	1	Our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8002	2	being	being	NN
37060	8002	3	of	of	IN
37060	8002	4	opposing	oppose	VBG
37060	8002	5	sexes	sex	NNS
37060	8002	6	enhanced	enhance	VBD
37060	8002	7	the	the	DT
37060	8002	8	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	8002	9	.	.	.
37060	8003	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8003	2	lived	live	VBD
37060	8003	3	for	for	IN
37060	8003	4	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8003	5	and	and	CC
37060	8003	6	to	to	TO
37060	8003	7	be	be	VB
37060	8003	8	with	with	IN
37060	8003	9	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8003	10	.	.	.
37060	8004	1	In	in	IN
37060	8004	2	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8004	3	,	,	,
37060	8004	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8004	5	see	see	VBP
37060	8004	6	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8004	7	.	.	.
37060	8005	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8005	2	actions	action	NNS
37060	8005	3	.	.	.
37060	8006	1	.	.	.
37060	8007	1	.	.	.
37060	8008	1	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8008	2	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	8008	3	.	.	.
37060	8009	1	.	.	.
37060	8010	1	.	.	.
37060	8011	1	are	be	VBP
37060	8011	2	not	not	RB
37060	8011	3	manifestations	manifestation	NNS
37060	8011	4	of	of	IN
37060	8011	5	togetherness	togetherness	NN
37060	8011	6	,	,	,
37060	8011	7	but	but	CC
37060	8011	8	rather	rather	RB
37060	8011	9	a	a	DT
37060	8011	10	singular	singular	JJ
37060	8011	11	uniqueness	uniqueness	NN
37060	8011	12	shared	share	VBN
37060	8011	13	by	by	IN
37060	8011	14	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8011	15	/	/	,
37060	8011	16	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8011	17	two	two	CD
37060	8011	18	.	.	.
37060	8012	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	8012	2	25	25	CD
37060	8012	3	,	,	,
37060	8012	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8012	5	...	...	NFP
37060	8013	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8013	2	carried	carry	VBD
37060	8013	3	the	the	DT
37060	8013	4	inner	inner	JJ
37060	8013	5	peace	peace	NN
37060	8013	6	with	with	IN
37060	8013	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8013	8	for	for	IN
37060	8013	9	the	the	DT
37060	8013	10	entirety	entirety	NN
37060	8013	11	of	of	IN
37060	8013	12	the	the	DT
37060	8013	13	day	day	NN
37060	8013	14	.	.	.
37060	8014	1	After	after	IN
37060	8014	2	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	8014	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8014	4	fed	feed	VBD
37060	8014	5	the	the	DT
37060	8014	6	bird	bird	NN
37060	8014	7	,	,	,
37060	8014	8	and	and	CC
37060	8014	9	then	then	RB
37060	8014	10	shut	shut	VBD
37060	8014	11	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8014	12	up	up	RP
37060	8014	13	in	in	IN
37060	8014	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8014	15	old	old	JJ
37060	8014	16	bedroom	bedroom	NN
37060	8014	17	to	to	TO
37060	8014	18	write	write	VB
37060	8014	19	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	8014	20	's	's	POS
37060	8014	21	eulogy	eulogy	NN
37060	8014	22	.	.	.
37060	8015	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8015	2	had	have	VBD
37060	8015	3	written	write	VBN
37060	8015	4	approximately	approximately	RB
37060	8015	5	half	half	NN
37060	8015	6	of	of	IN
37060	8015	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8015	8	when	when	WRB
37060	8015	9	Rev.	Rev.	NNP
37060	8016	1	Hess	Hess	NNP
37060	8016	2	came	come	VBD
37060	8016	3	.	.	.
37060	8017	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8017	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	8017	3	a	a	DT
37060	8017	4	good	good	JJ
37060	8017	5	guy	guy	NN
37060	8017	6	,	,	,
37060	8017	7	and	and	CC
37060	8017	8	easy	easy	JJ
37060	8017	9	to	to	TO
37060	8017	10	talk	talk	VB
37060	8017	11	to	to	IN
37060	8017	12	.	.	.
37060	8018	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8018	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	8018	3	the	the	DT
37060	8018	4	first	first	JJ
37060	8018	5	minister	minister	NN
37060	8018	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8018	7	've	have	VB
37060	8018	8	ever	ever	RB
37060	8018	9	encountered	encounter	VBN
37060	8018	10	who	who	WP
37060	8018	11	admitted	admit	VBD
37060	8018	12	that	that	IN
37060	8018	13	religion	religion	NN
37060	8018	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	8018	15	a	a	DT
37060	8018	16	personal	personal	JJ
37060	8018	17	thing	thing	NN
37060	8018	18	with	with	IN
37060	8018	19	some	some	DT
37060	8018	20	people	people	NNS
37060	8018	21	,	,	,
37060	8018	22	and	and	CC
37060	8018	23	that	that	IN
37060	8018	24	one	one	PRP
37060	8018	25	can	can	MD
37060	8018	26	accept	accept	VB
37060	8018	27	other	other	JJ
37060	8018	28	's	's	POS
37060	8018	29	viewpoints	viewpoint	NNS
37060	8018	30	without	without	IN
37060	8018	31	compromising	compromise	VBG
37060	8018	32	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8018	33	own	own	JJ
37060	8018	34	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	8018	35	or	or	CC
37060	8018	36	criticizing	criticize	VBG
37060	8018	37	conflicting	conflicting	JJ
37060	8018	38	views	view	NNS
37060	8018	39	.	.	.
37060	8019	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8019	2	read	read	VBD
37060	8019	3	aloud	aloud	RB
37060	8019	4	the	the	DT
37060	8019	5	parts	part	NNS
37060	8019	6	of	of	IN
37060	8019	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8019	8	writing	writing	NN
37060	8019	9	which	which	WDT
37060	8019	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8019	11	had	have	VBD
37060	8019	12	completed	complete	VBN
37060	8019	13	.	.	.
37060	8020	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8020	2	will	will	MD
37060	8020	3	read	read	VB
37060	8020	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8020	5	final	final	JJ
37060	8020	6	copy	copy	NN
37060	8020	7	on	on	IN
37060	8020	8	Saturday	Saturday	NNP
37060	8020	9	.	.	.
37060	8021	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8021	2	elected	elect	VBD
37060	8021	3	not	not	RB
37060	8021	4	to	to	TO
37060	8021	5	do	do	VB
37060	8021	6	so	so	RB
37060	8021	7	for	for	IN
37060	8021	8	dual	dual	JJ
37060	8021	9	reasons	reason	NNS
37060	8021	10	:	:	:
37060	8021	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8021	12	am	be	VBP
37060	8021	13	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	8021	14	in	in	IN
37060	8021	15	front	front	NN
37060	8021	16	of	of	IN
37060	8021	17	crowds	crowd	NNS
37060	8021	18	,	,	,
37060	8021	19	under	under	IN
37060	8021	20	the	the	DT
37060	8021	21	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	8021	22	,	,	,
37060	8021	23	the	the	DT
37060	8021	24	nervousness	nervousness	NN
37060	8021	25	would	would	MD
37060	8021	26	be	be	VB
37060	8021	27	worse	bad	JJR
37060	8021	28	.	.	.
37060	8022	1	After	after	IN
37060	8022	2	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	8022	3	,	,	,
37060	8022	4	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	8022	5	and	and	CC
37060	8022	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8022	7	went	go	VBD
37060	8022	8	to	to	IN
37060	8022	9	Wild	Wild	NNP
37060	8022	10	Cat	Cat	NNP
37060	8022	11	Den	Den	NNP
37060	8022	12	.	.	.
37060	8023	1	There	there	EX
37060	8023	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8023	3	a	a	DT
37060	8023	4	fresh	fresh	JJ
37060	8023	5	cool	cool	JJ
37060	8023	6	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	8023	7	blowing	blowing	NN
37060	8023	8	.	.	.
37060	8024	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8024	2	missed	miss	VBD
37060	8024	3	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8024	4	,	,	,
37060	8024	5	yet	yet	CC
37060	8024	6	memories	memory	NNS
37060	8024	7	were	be	VBD
37060	8024	8	sweet	sweet	JJ
37060	8024	9	.	.	.
37060	8025	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8025	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8025	3	good	good	JJ
37060	8025	4	to	to	TO
37060	8025	5	get	get	VB
37060	8025	6	out	out	IN
37060	8025	7	of	of	IN
37060	8025	8	the	the	DT
37060	8025	9	house	house	NN
37060	8025	10	and	and	CC
37060	8025	11	into	into	IN
37060	8025	12	the	the	DT
37060	8025	13	wind	wind	NN
37060	8025	14	.	.	.
37060	8026	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8026	2	dropped	drop	VBD
37060	8026	3	off	off	RP
37060	8026	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8026	5	film	film	NN
37060	8026	6	and	and	CC
37060	8026	7	mailed	mail	VBD
37060	8026	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8026	9	photo	photo	NN
37060	8026	10	entry	entry	NN
37060	8026	11	.	.	.
37060	8027	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	8027	2	26	26	CD
37060	8027	3	,	,	,
37060	8027	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8027	5	...	...	NFP
37060	8028	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8028	2	think	think	VBP
37060	8028	3	that	that	IN
37060	8028	4	too	too	RB
37060	8028	5	little	little	JJ
37060	8028	6	time	time	NN
37060	8028	7	spent	spend	VBD
37060	8028	8	alone	alone	RB
37060	8028	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	8028	10	taking	take	VBG
37060	8028	11	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8028	12	toll	toll	NN
37060	8028	13	.	.	.
37060	8029	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8029	2	went	go	VBD
37060	8029	3	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	8029	4	and	and	CC
37060	8029	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8029	6	listened	listen	VBD
37060	8029	7	to	to	IN
37060	8029	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8029	9	tape	tape	NN
37060	8029	10	and	and	CC
37060	8029	11	another	another	DT
37060	8029	12	album	album	NN
37060	8029	13	;	;	:
37060	8029	14	then	then	RB
37060	8029	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8029	16	dug	dig	VBD
37060	8029	17	out	out	RP
37060	8029	18	the	the	DT
37060	8029	19	note	note	NN
37060	8029	20	which	which	WDT
37060	8029	21	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	8029	22	wrote	write	VBD
37060	8029	23	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8029	24	when	when	WRB
37060	8029	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8029	26	was	be	VBD
37060	8029	27	in	in	IN
37060	8029	28	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	8029	29	.	.	.
37060	8030	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	8030	2	27	27	CD
37060	8030	3	,	,	,
37060	8030	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8030	5	...	...	.
37060	8031	1	So	so	RB
37060	8031	2	well	well	UH
37060	8031	3	do	do	VBP
37060	8031	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8031	5	recall	recall	VB
37060	8031	6	the	the	DT
37060	8031	7	day	day	NN
37060	8031	8	in	in	IN
37060	8031	9	which	which	WDT
37060	8031	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8031	11	rode	ride	VBD
37060	8031	12	in	in	IN
37060	8031	13	black	black	JJ
37060	8031	14	limousines	limousine	NNS
37060	8031	15	to	to	IN
37060	8031	16	the	the	DT
37060	8031	17	cemetery	cemetery	NN
37060	8031	18	.	.	.
37060	8032	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8032	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	8032	3	to	to	IN
37060	8032	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8032	5	a	a	DT
37060	8032	6	ghastly	ghastly	RB
37060	8032	7	promenade	promenade	NN
37060	8032	8	in	in	IN
37060	8032	9	the	the	DT
37060	8032	10	midst	midst	NN
37060	8032	11	of	of	IN
37060	8032	12	such	such	JJ
37060	8032	13	grand	grand	JJ
37060	8032	14	January	January	NNP
37060	8032	15	weather	weather	NN
37060	8032	16	;	;	:
37060	8032	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8032	18	felt	feel	VBD
37060	8032	19	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8032	20	to	to	TO
37060	8032	21	be	be	VB
37060	8032	22	an	an	DT
37060	8032	23	actor	actor	NN
37060	8032	24	in	in	IN
37060	8032	25	some	some	DT
37060	8032	26	morbid	morbid	NN
37060	8032	27	sideshow	sideshow	NN
37060	8032	28	in	in	IN
37060	8032	29	which	which	WDT
37060	8032	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8032	31	was	be	VBD
37060	8032	32	to	to	TO
37060	8032	33	don	don	VB
37060	8032	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8032	35	most	most	RBS
37060	8032	36	lamentable	lamentable	JJ
37060	8032	37	countenance	countenance	NN
37060	8032	38	so	so	IN
37060	8032	39	as	as	IN
37060	8032	40	to	to	TO
37060	8032	41	better	better	RB
37060	8032	42	give	give	VB
37060	8032	43	casual	casual	JJ
37060	8032	44	onlookers	onlooker	NNS
37060	8032	45	the	the	DT
37060	8032	46	expected	expect	VBN
37060	8032	47	performance	performance	NN
37060	8032	48	.	.	.
37060	8033	1	Instead	instead	RB
37060	8033	2	,	,	,
37060	8033	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8033	4	chose	choose	VBD
37060	8033	5	to	to	TO
37060	8033	6	focus	focus	VB
37060	8033	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8033	8	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	8033	9	upon	upon	IN
37060	8033	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8033	11	knees	knee	NNS
37060	8033	12	,	,	,
37060	8033	13	where	where	WRB
37060	8033	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8033	15	remained	remain	VBD
37060	8033	16	riveted	rivet	VBN
37060	8033	17	until	until	IN
37060	8033	18	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8033	19	motored	motor	VBD
37060	8033	20	into	into	IN
37060	8033	21	the	the	DT
37060	8033	22	graveyard	graveyard	NN
37060	8033	23	in	in	IN
37060	8033	24	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8033	25	stately	stately	JJ
37060	8033	26	,	,	,
37060	8033	27	yet	yet	CC
37060	8033	28	somber	somber	JJ
37060	8033	29	vehicle	vehicle	NN
37060	8033	30	.	.	.
37060	8034	1	Everything	everything	NN
37060	8034	2	within	within	IN
37060	8034	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8034	4	screamed	scream	VBD
37060	8034	5	and	and	CC
37060	8034	6	rebelled	rebel	VBD
37060	8034	7	when	when	WRB
37060	8034	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8034	9	once	once	RB
37060	8034	10	again	again	RB
37060	8034	11	were	be	VBD
37060	8034	12	instructed	instruct	VBN
37060	8034	13	to	to	TO
37060	8034	14	issue	issue	VB
37060	8034	15	into	into	IN
37060	8034	16	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8034	17	allotted	allot	VBN
37060	8034	18	seat	seat	NN
37060	8034	19	for	for	IN
37060	8034	20	the	the	DT
37060	8034	21	return	return	NN
37060	8034	22	trip	trip	NN
37060	8034	23	.	.	.
37060	8035	1	The	the	DT
37060	8035	2	entire	entire	JJ
37060	8035	3	essence	essence	NN
37060	8035	4	of	of	IN
37060	8035	5	the	the	DT
37060	8035	6	black	black	JJ
37060	8035	7	limousines	limousine	NNS
37060	8035	8	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	8035	9	to	to	IN
37060	8035	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8035	11	a	a	DT
37060	8035	12	gruesome	gruesome	JJ
37060	8035	13	ritual	ritual	NN
37060	8035	14	of	of	IN
37060	8035	15	bygone	bygone	JJ
37060	8035	16	ages	age	NNS
37060	8035	17	.	.	.
37060	8036	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8036	2	sorrow	sorrow	NN
37060	8036	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8036	4	not	not	RB
37060	8036	5	an	an	DT
37060	8036	6	emotion	emotion	NN
37060	8036	7	which	which	WDT
37060	8036	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8036	9	desired	desire	VBD
37060	8036	10	to	to	TO
37060	8036	11	splash	splash	VB
37060	8036	12	among	among	IN
37060	8036	13	the	the	DT
37060	8036	14	city	city	NN
37060	8036	15	streets	street	NNS
37060	8036	16	with	with	IN
37060	8036	17	an	an	DT
37060	8036	18	air	air	NN
37060	8036	19	of	of	IN
37060	8036	20	pomp	pomp	NN
37060	8036	21	and	and	CC
37060	8036	22	circumstance	circumstance	NN
37060	8036	23	;	;	:
37060	8036	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8036	25	was	be	VBD
37060	8036	26	grief	grief	NN
37060	8036	27	as	as	IN
37060	8036	28	personal	personal	JJ
37060	8036	29	and	and	CC
37060	8036	30	private	private	JJ
37060	8036	31	as	as	IN
37060	8036	32	those	those	DT
37060	8036	33	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	8036	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8036	35	shared	share	VBD
37060	8036	36	exclusively	exclusively	RB
37060	8036	37	with	with	IN
37060	8036	38	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8036	39	and	and	CC
37060	8036	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8036	41	ever	ever	RB
37060	8036	42	-	-	HYPH
37060	8036	43	true	true	JJ
37060	8036	44	notebook	notebook	NN
37060	8036	45	.	.	.
37060	8037	1	To	to	TO
37060	8037	2	ride	ride	VB
37060	8037	3	thus	thus	RB
37060	8037	4	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	8037	5	to	to	TO
37060	8037	6	make	make	VB
37060	8037	7	a	a	DT
37060	8037	8	mockery	mockery	NN
37060	8037	9	of	of	IN
37060	8037	10	that	that	DT
37060	8037	11	which	which	WDT
37060	8037	12	was	be	VBD
37060	8037	13	actually	actually	RB
37060	8037	14	taking	take	VBG
37060	8037	15	place	place	NN
37060	8037	16	,	,	,
37060	8037	17	becoming	become	VBG
37060	8037	18	an	an	DT
37060	8037	19	event	event	NN
37060	8037	20	rather	rather	RB
37060	8037	21	than	than	IN
37060	8037	22	the	the	DT
37060	8037	23	tribute	tribute	NN
37060	8037	24	to	to	IN
37060	8037	25	a	a	DT
37060	8037	26	deceased	deceased	JJ
37060	8037	27	and	and	CC
37060	8037	28	beloved	beloved	JJ
37060	8037	29	individual	individual	NN
37060	8037	30	.	.	.
37060	8038	1	"	"	``
37060	8038	2	God	God	NNP
37060	8038	3	needed	need	VBD
37060	8038	4	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	8038	5	in	in	IN
37060	8038	6	heaven	heaven	NNP
37060	8038	7	with	with	IN
37060	8038	8	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8038	9	,	,	,
37060	8038	10	"	"	''
37060	8038	11	was	be	VBD
37060	8038	12	a	a	DT
37060	8038	13	phrase	phrase	NN
37060	8038	14	spoken	speak	VBN
37060	8038	15	to	to	TO
37060	8038	16	attempt	attempt	VB
37060	8038	17	to	to	TO
37060	8038	18	comfort	comfort	VB
37060	8038	19	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8038	20	.	.	.
37060	8039	1	Some	some	DT
37060	8039	2	try	try	VBP
37060	8039	3	to	to	TO
37060	8039	4	see	see	VB
37060	8039	5	a	a	DT
37060	8039	6	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	8039	7	in	in	IN
37060	8039	8	all	all	DT
37060	8039	9	things	thing	NNS
37060	8039	10	.	.	.
37060	8040	1	.	.	.
37060	8041	1	.	.	.
37060	8042	1	a	a	DT
37060	8042	2	way	way	NN
37060	8042	3	to	to	TO
37060	8042	4	make	make	VB
37060	8042	5	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8042	6	less	less	RBR
37060	8042	7	hurtful	hurtful	JJ
37060	8042	8	.	.	.
37060	8043	1	Others	other	NNS
37060	8043	2	view	view	VBP
37060	8043	3	death	death	NN
37060	8043	4	as	as	IN
37060	8043	5	the	the	DT
37060	8043	6	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	8043	7	"	"	``
37060	8043	8	bad	bad	JJ
37060	8043	9	thing	thing	NN
37060	8043	10	"	"	''
37060	8043	11	yet	yet	CC
37060	8043	12	need	need	VBP
37060	8043	13	to	to	TO
37060	8043	14	justify	justify	VB
37060	8043	15	God	God	NNP
37060	8043	16	's	's	POS
37060	8043	17	love	love	NN
37060	8043	18	by	by	IN
37060	8043	19	saying	say	VBG
37060	8043	20	that	that	IN
37060	8043	21	"	"	``
37060	8043	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8043	23	was	be	VBD
37060	8043	24	all	all	RB
37060	8043	25	for	for	IN
37060	8043	26	the	the	DT
37060	8043	27	best	good	JJS
37060	8043	28	.	.	.
37060	8043	29	"	"	''
37060	8044	1	Then	then	RB
37060	8044	2	there	there	EX
37060	8044	3	are	be	VBP
37060	8044	4	those	those	DT
37060	8044	5	who	who	WP
37060	8044	6	say	say	VBP
37060	8044	7	,	,	,
37060	8044	8	"	"	``
37060	8044	9	God	God	NNP
37060	8044	10	gives	give	VBZ
37060	8044	11	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8044	12	pain	pain	NN
37060	8044	13	because	because	IN
37060	8044	14	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8044	15	knows	know	VBZ
37060	8044	16	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8044	17	will	will	MD
37060	8044	18	grow	grow	VB
37060	8044	19	stronger	strong	JJR
37060	8044	20	.	.	.
37060	8044	21	"	"	''
37060	8045	1	Boy	boy	UH
37060	8045	2	,	,	,
37060	8045	3	that	that	DT
37060	8045	4	makes	make	VBZ
37060	8045	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8045	6	want	want	VB
37060	8045	7	to	to	TO
37060	8045	8	run	run	VB
37060	8045	9	to	to	IN
37060	8045	10	a	a	DT
37060	8045	11	church	church	NN
37060	8045	12	and	and	CC
37060	8045	13	shout	shout	VB
37060	8045	14	"	"	``
37060	8045	15	Praise	praise	VB
37060	8045	16	the	the	DT
37060	8045	17	Lord	Lord	NNP
37060	8045	18	!	!	.
37060	8045	19	"	"	''
37060	8046	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8046	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8046	3	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	8046	4	to	to	TO
37060	8046	5	know	know	VB
37060	8046	6	what	what	WP
37060	8046	7	to	to	TO
37060	8046	8	say	say	VB
37060	8046	9	to	to	IN
37060	8046	10	someone	someone	NN
37060	8046	11	who	who	WP
37060	8046	12	has	have	VBZ
37060	8046	13	suffered	suffer	VBN
37060	8046	14	a	a	DT
37060	8046	15	loss	loss	NN
37060	8046	16	.	.	.
37060	8047	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8047	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8047	3	painful	painful	JJ
37060	8047	4	enough	enough	RB
37060	8047	5	to	to	TO
37060	8047	6	visit	visit	VB
37060	8047	7	,	,	,
37060	8047	8	to	to	TO
37060	8047	9	witness	witness	VB
37060	8047	10	the	the	DT
37060	8047	11	anguish	anguish	NN
37060	8047	12	.	.	.
37060	8048	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8048	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8048	3	more	more	RBR
37060	8048	4	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	8048	5	to	to	TO
37060	8048	6	bring	bring	VB
37060	8048	7	comforting	comforting	JJ
37060	8048	8	and	and	CC
37060	8048	9	meaningful	meaningful	JJ
37060	8048	10	words	word	NNS
37060	8048	11	to	to	IN
37060	8048	12	the	the	DT
37060	8048	13	grief	grief	NN
37060	8048	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	8048	15	stricken	stricken	VBN
37060	8048	16	.	.	.
37060	8049	1	Can	Can	MD
37060	8049	2	one	one	CD
37060	8049	3	praise	praise	VB
37060	8049	4	God	God	NNP
37060	8049	5	for	for	IN
37060	8049	6	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8049	7	kindness	kindness	NN
37060	8049	8	and	and	CC
37060	8049	9	love	love	NN
37060	8049	10	when	when	WRB
37060	8049	11	the	the	DT
37060	8049	12	situation	situation	NN
37060	8049	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	8049	14	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	8049	15	but	but	IN
37060	8049	16	grim	grim	JJ
37060	8049	17	and	and	CC
37060	8049	18	senseless	senseless	JJ
37060	8049	19	?	?	.
37060	8050	1	Statements	statement	NNS
37060	8050	2	must	must	MD
37060	8050	3	also	also	RB
37060	8050	4	be	be	VB
37060	8050	5	chosen	choose	VBN
37060	8050	6	that	that	WDT
37060	8050	7	do	do	VBP
37060	8050	8	not	not	RB
37060	8050	9	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	8050	10	suggest	suggest	VB
37060	8050	11	the	the	DT
37060	8050	12	mourner	mourner	NN
37060	8050	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	8050	14	to	to	TO
37060	8050	15	blame	blame	VB
37060	8050	16	,	,	,
37060	8050	17	that	that	WDT
37060	8050	18	had	have	VBD
37060	8050	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8050	20	done	do	VBN
37060	8050	21	something	something	NN
37060	8050	22	differently	differently	RB
37060	8050	23	,	,	,
37060	8050	24	the	the	DT
37060	8050	25	outcome	outcome	NN
37060	8050	26	would	would	MD
37060	8050	27	have	have	VB
37060	8050	28	been	be	VBN
37060	8050	29	altogether	altogether	RB
37060	8050	30	reversed	reverse	VBN
37060	8050	31	.	.	.
37060	8051	1	Awareness	awareness	NN
37060	8051	2	of	of	IN
37060	8051	3	ones	one	NNS
37060	8051	4	self	self	NN
37060	8051	5	and	and	CC
37060	8051	6	others	other	NNS
37060	8051	7	helps	help	VBZ
37060	8051	8	immeasurably	immeasurably	RB
37060	8051	9	during	during	IN
37060	8051	10	a	a	DT
37060	8051	11	confrontation	confrontation	NN
37060	8051	12	with	with	IN
37060	8051	13	adversity	adversity	NN
37060	8051	14	,	,	,
37060	8051	15	for	for	IN
37060	8051	16	among	among	IN
37060	8051	17	the	the	DT
37060	8051	18	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	8051	19	reactions	reaction	NNS
37060	8051	20	to	to	IN
37060	8051	21	a	a	DT
37060	8051	22	given	give	VBN
37060	8051	23	situation	situation	NN
37060	8051	24	,	,	,
37060	8051	25	mutual	mutual	JJ
37060	8051	26	respect	respect	NN
37060	8051	27	is	be	VBZ
37060	8051	28	of	of	IN
37060	8051	29	foremost	foremost	JJ
37060	8051	30	importance	importance	NN
37060	8051	31	.	.	.
37060	8052	1	Everyone	everyone	NN
37060	8052	2	reacts	react	VBZ
37060	8052	3	differently	differently	RB
37060	8052	4	.	.	.
37060	8053	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8053	2	hope	hope	VBP
37060	8053	3	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8053	4	has	have	VBZ
37060	8053	5	found	find	VBN
37060	8053	6	peace	peace	NN
37060	8053	7	.	.	.
37060	8054	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8054	2	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	8054	3	deserves	deserve	VBZ
37060	8054	4	a	a	DT
37060	8054	5	sojourn	sojourn	NN
37060	8054	6	of	of	IN
37060	8054	7	tranquility	tranquility	NN
37060	8054	8	.	.	.
37060	8055	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8055	2	tapes	tape	NNS
37060	8055	3	of	of	IN
37060	8055	4	Meditation	Meditation	NNP
37060	8055	5	and	and	CC
37060	8055	6	ESP	ESP	NNP
37060	8055	7	came	come	VBD
37060	8055	8	today	today	NN
37060	8055	9	in	in	IN
37060	8055	10	the	the	DT
37060	8055	11	mail	mail	NN
37060	8055	12	.	.	.
37060	8056	1	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	8056	2	and	and	CC
37060	8056	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8056	4	have	have	VBP
37060	8056	5	received	receive	VBN
37060	8056	6	120	120	CD
37060	8056	7	cards	card	NNS
37060	8056	8	so	so	RB
37060	8056	9	far	far	RB
37060	8056	10	!	!	.
37060	8057	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8057	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	8057	3	unbelievable	unbelievable	JJ
37060	8057	4	how	how	WRB
37060	8057	5	many	many	JJ
37060	8057	6	are	be	VBP
37060	8057	7	concerned	concerned	JJ
37060	8057	8	and	and	CC
37060	8057	9	respond	respond	NN
37060	8057	10	.	.	.
37060	8058	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	8058	2	28	28	CD
37060	8058	3	,	,	,
37060	8058	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8058	5	...	...	.
37060	8059	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8059	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8059	3	rather	rather	RB
37060	8059	4	a	a	DT
37060	8059	5	madhouse	madhouse	NN
37060	8059	6	today	today	NN
37060	8059	7	,	,	,
37060	8059	8	as	as	IN
37060	8059	9	a	a	DT
37060	8059	10	carload	carload	NN
37060	8059	11	of	of	IN
37060	8059	12	relatives	relative	NNS
37060	8059	13	popped	pop	VBN
37060	8059	14	in	in	IN
37060	8059	15	unexpectedly	unexpectedly	RB
37060	8059	16	near	near	IN
37060	8059	17	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	8059	18	time	time	NN
37060	8059	19	.	.	.
37060	8060	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8060	2	escaped	escape	VBD
37060	8060	3	to	to	IN
37060	8060	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8060	5	upstairs	upstairs	NN
37060	8060	6	room	room	NN
37060	8060	7	before	before	IN
37060	8060	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8060	9	was	be	VBD
37060	8060	10	time	time	NN
37060	8060	11	to	to	TO
37060	8060	12	go	go	VB
37060	8060	13	to	to	IN
37060	8060	14	the	the	DT
37060	8060	15	Memorial	Memorial	NNP
37060	8060	16	Service	Service	NNP
37060	8060	17	.	.	.
37060	8061	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8061	2	could	could	MD
37060	8061	3	n't	not	RB
37060	8061	4	bear	bear	VB
37060	8061	5	the	the	DT
37060	8061	6	commotion	commotion	NN
37060	8061	7	on	on	IN
37060	8061	8	the	the	DT
37060	8061	9	main	main	JJ
37060	8061	10	floor	floor	NN
37060	8061	11	.	.	.
37060	8062	1	The	the	DT
37060	8062	2	limousine	limousine	NN
37060	8062	3	once	once	RB
37060	8062	4	again	again	RB
37060	8062	5	brought	bring	VBD
37060	8062	6	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8062	7	to	to	IN
37060	8062	8	the	the	DT
37060	8062	9	church	church	NN
37060	8062	10	.	.	.
37060	8063	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8063	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8063	3	hard	hard	JJ
37060	8063	4	to	to	TO
37060	8063	5	remain	remain	VB
37060	8063	6	composed	composed	JJ
37060	8063	7	as	as	IN
37060	8063	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8063	9	walked	walk	VBD
37060	8063	10	into	into	IN
37060	8063	11	the	the	DT
37060	8063	12	church	church	NN
37060	8063	13	and	and	CC
37060	8063	14	found	find	VBD
37060	8063	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8063	16	way	way	NN
37060	8063	17	to	to	IN
37060	8063	18	the	the	DT
37060	8063	19	parlor	parlor	NN
37060	8063	20	.	.	.
37060	8064	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8064	2	brushed	brush	VBD
37060	8064	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8064	4	hair	hair	NN
37060	8064	5	in	in	IN
37060	8064	6	a	a	DT
37060	8064	7	nearby	nearby	JJ
37060	8064	8	restroom	restroom	NN
37060	8064	9	and	and	CC
37060	8064	10	then	then	RB
37060	8064	11	returned	return	VBD
37060	8064	12	to	to	TO
37060	8064	13	wait	wait	VB
37060	8064	14	for	for	IN
37060	8064	15	the	the	DT
37060	8064	16	service	service	NN
37060	8064	17	to	to	TO
37060	8064	18	begin	begin	VB
37060	8064	19	.	.	.
37060	8065	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8065	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8065	3	scared	scared	JJ
37060	8065	4	for	for	IN
37060	8065	5	what	what	WP
37060	8065	6	the	the	DT
37060	8065	7	service	service	NN
37060	8065	8	might	may	MD
37060	8065	9	be	be	VB
37060	8065	10	,	,	,
37060	8065	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8065	12	only	only	JJ
37060	8065	13	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	8065	14	of	of	IN
37060	8065	15	memorials	memorial	NNS
37060	8065	16	being	be	VBG
37060	8065	17	the	the	DT
37060	8065	18	bleak	bleak	JJ
37060	8065	19	hopelessness	hopelessness	NN
37060	8065	20	so	so	RB
37060	8065	21	common	common	JJ
37060	8065	22	to	to	IN
37060	8065	23	funerals	funeral	NNS
37060	8065	24	.	.	.
37060	8066	1	Rev.	Rev.	NNP
37060	8067	1	Hess	hess	NN
37060	8067	2	delivered	deliver	VBD
37060	8067	3	the	the	DT
37060	8067	4	formalities	formality	NNS
37060	8067	5	in	in	IN
37060	8067	6	a	a	DT
37060	8067	7	manner	manner	NN
37060	8067	8	far	far	RB
37060	8067	9	from	from	IN
37060	8067	10	depressing	depress	VBG
37060	8067	11	.	.	.
37060	8068	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8068	2	read	read	VBD
37060	8068	3	several	several	JJ
37060	8068	4	scriptures	scripture	NNS
37060	8068	5	including	include	VBG
37060	8068	6	the	the	DT
37060	8068	7	congregation	congregation	NN
37060	8068	8	in	in	IN
37060	8068	9	one	one	CD
37060	8068	10	;	;	:
37060	8068	11	there	there	EX
37060	8068	12	were	be	VBD
37060	8068	13	three	three	CD
37060	8068	14	hymns	hymn	NNS
37060	8068	15	also	also	RB
37060	8068	16	sung	sing	VBD
37060	8068	17	with	with	IN
37060	8068	18	the	the	DT
37060	8068	19	congregation	congregation	NN
37060	8068	20	.	.	.
37060	8069	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8069	2	read	read	VBD
37060	8069	3	,	,	,
37060	8069	4	also	also	RB
37060	8069	5	,	,	,
37060	8069	6	the	the	DT
37060	8069	7	poem	poem	NN
37060	8069	8	"	"	``
37060	8069	9	Birches	birch	NNS
37060	8069	10	"	"	''
37060	8069	11	by	by	IN
37060	8069	12	Robert	Robert	NNP
37060	8069	13	Frost	Frost	NNP
37060	8069	14	,	,	,
37060	8069	15	and	and	CC
37060	8069	16	then	then	RB
37060	8069	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8069	18	contribution	contribution	NN
37060	8069	19	to	to	IN
37060	8069	20	the	the	DT
37060	8069	21	service	service	NN
37060	8069	22	.	.	.
37060	8070	1	After	after	IN
37060	8070	2	the	the	DT
37060	8070	3	service	service	NN
37060	8070	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8070	5	filed	file	VBD
37060	8070	6	out	out	RP
37060	8070	7	,	,	,
37060	8070	8	utilizing	utilize	VBG
37060	8070	9	the	the	DT
37060	8070	10	center	center	NN
37060	8070	11	aisle	aisle	NN
37060	8070	12	just	just	RB
37060	8070	13	as	as	IN
37060	8070	14	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8070	15	had	have	VBD
37060	8070	16	entered	enter	VBN
37060	8070	17	the	the	DT
37060	8070	18	sanctuary	sanctuary	NN
37060	8070	19	.	.	.
37060	8071	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8071	2	formed	form	VBD
37060	8071	3	a	a	DT
37060	8071	4	receiving	receive	VBG
37060	8071	5	line	line	NN
37060	8071	6	to	to	TO
37060	8071	7	greet	greet	VB
37060	8071	8	those	those	DT
37060	8071	9	who	who	WP
37060	8071	10	were	be	VBD
37060	8071	11	at	at	IN
37060	8071	12	the	the	DT
37060	8071	13	service	service	NN
37060	8071	14	.	.	.
37060	8072	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8072	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8072	3	unbelievable	unbelievable	JJ
37060	8072	4	to	to	TO
37060	8072	5	see	see	VB
37060	8072	6	the	the	DT
37060	8072	7	multitude	multitude	NN
37060	8072	8	of	of	IN
37060	8072	9	people	people	NNS
37060	8072	10	who	who	WP
37060	8072	11	came	come	VBD
37060	8072	12	to	to	TO
37060	8072	13	pay	pay	VB
37060	8072	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8072	15	respects	respect	NNS
37060	8072	16	to	to	IN
37060	8072	17	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	8072	18	and	and	CC
37060	8072	19	the	the	DT
37060	8072	20	family	family	NN
37060	8072	21	.	.	.
37060	8073	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8073	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	8073	3	as	as	IN
37060	8073	4	if	if	IN
37060	8073	5	the	the	DT
37060	8073	6	line	line	NN
37060	8073	7	would	would	MD
37060	8073	8	never	never	RB
37060	8073	9	end	end	VB
37060	8073	10	.	.	.
37060	8074	1	Mrs.	Mrs.	NNP
37060	8074	2	Griffin	Griffin	NNP
37060	8074	3	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8074	4	Kathy	Kathy	NNP
37060	8074	5	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8074	6	brought	bring	VBD
37060	8074	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8074	8	two	two	CD
37060	8074	9	glasses	glass	NNS
37060	8074	10	of	of	IN
37060	8074	11	water	water	NN
37060	8074	12	during	during	IN
37060	8074	13	the	the	DT
37060	8074	14	reception	reception	NN
37060	8074	15	to	to	TO
37060	8074	16	keep	keep	VB
37060	8074	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8074	18	fairly	fairly	RB
37060	8074	19	cool	cool	JJ
37060	8074	20	.	.	.
37060	8075	1	Nevertheless	nevertheless	RB
37060	8075	2	,	,	,
37060	8075	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8075	4	sweated	sweat	VBD
37060	8075	5	profusely	profusely	RB
37060	8075	6	;	;	:
37060	8075	7	by	by	IN
37060	8075	8	the	the	DT
37060	8075	9	end	end	NN
37060	8075	10	of	of	IN
37060	8075	11	the	the	DT
37060	8075	12	line	line	NN
37060	8075	13	,	,	,
37060	8075	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8075	15	hairline	hairline	NN
37060	8075	16	was	be	VBD
37060	8075	17	soaked	soak	VBN
37060	8075	18	and	and	CC
37060	8075	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8075	20	was	be	VBD
37060	8075	21	thoroughly	thoroughly	RB
37060	8075	22	fatigued	fatigue	VBN
37060	8075	23	.	.	.
37060	8076	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8076	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	8076	3	that	that	IN
37060	8076	4	many	many	JJ
37060	8076	5	found	find	VBD
37060	8076	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8076	7	writings	writing	NNS
37060	8076	8	meaningful	meaningful	JJ
37060	8076	9	;	;	:
37060	8076	10	moreover	moreover	RB
37060	8076	11	,	,	,
37060	8076	12	doing	do	VBG
37060	8076	13	so	so	RB
37060	8076	14	was	be	VBD
37060	8076	15	quite	quite	RB
37060	8076	16	beneficial	beneficial	JJ
37060	8076	17	to	to	IN
37060	8076	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8076	19	.	.	.
37060	8077	1	Many	many	JJ
37060	8077	2	desired	desire	VBD
37060	8077	3	a	a	DT
37060	8077	4	copy	copy	NN
37060	8077	5	of	of	IN
37060	8077	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8077	7	,	,	,
37060	8077	8	so	so	RB
37060	8077	9	Rev.	Rev.	NNP
37060	8078	1	Hess	hess	NN
37060	8078	2	said	say	VBD
37060	8078	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8078	4	would	would	MD
37060	8078	5	make	make	VB
37060	8078	6	some	some	DT
37060	8078	7	copies	copy	NNS
37060	8078	8	and	and	CC
37060	8078	9	put	put	VBD
37060	8078	10	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8078	11	in	in	IN
37060	8078	12	the	the	DT
37060	8078	13	office	office	NN
37060	8078	14	.	.	.
37060	8079	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8079	2	hope	hope	VBP
37060	8079	3	no	no	DT
37060	8079	4	one	one	NN
37060	8079	5	will	will	MD
37060	8079	6	use	use	VB
37060	8079	7	any	any	DT
37060	8079	8	part	part	NN
37060	8079	9	of	of	IN
37060	8079	10	the	the	DT
37060	8079	11	homily	homily	NN
37060	8079	12	for	for	IN
37060	8079	13	another	another	DT
37060	8079	14	service	service	NN
37060	8079	15	;	;	:
37060	8079	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8079	17	wrote	write	VBD
37060	8079	18	that	that	IN
37060	8079	19	for	for	IN
37060	8079	20	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8079	21	.	.	.
37060	8080	1	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	8080	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8080	3	good	good	JJ
37060	8080	4	to	to	TO
37060	8080	5	return	return	VB
37060	8080	6	to	to	IN
37060	8080	7	the	the	DT
37060	8080	8	church	church	NN
37060	8080	9	after	after	IN
37060	8080	10	taking	take	VBG
37060	8080	11	Kim	Kim	NNP
37060	8080	12	Segura	Segura	NNP
37060	8080	13	home	home	RB
37060	8080	14	.	.	.
37060	8081	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8081	2	rode	ride	VBD
37060	8081	3	to	to	IN
37060	8081	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8081	5	house	house	NN
37060	8081	6	after	after	IN
37060	8081	7	the	the	DT
37060	8081	8	service	service	NN
37060	8081	9	,	,	,
37060	8081	10	electing	elect	VBG
37060	8081	11	to	to	TO
37060	8081	12	forego	forego	VB
37060	8081	13	the	the	DT
37060	8081	14	trip	trip	NN
37060	8081	15	home	home	RB
37060	8081	16	in	in	IN
37060	8081	17	the	the	DT
37060	8081	18	black	black	JJ
37060	8081	19	limousine	limousine	NN
37060	8081	20	.	.	.
37060	8082	1	Once	once	RB
37060	8082	2	home	home	RB
37060	8082	3	,	,	,
37060	8082	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8082	5	went	go	VBD
37060	8082	6	to	to	IN
37060	8082	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8082	8	"	"	``
37060	8082	9	old	old	JJ
37060	8082	10	"	"	''
37060	8082	11	bedroom	bedroom	NN
37060	8082	12	to	to	TO
37060	8082	13	lay	lay	VB
37060	8082	14	down	down	RP
37060	8082	15	.	.	.
37060	8083	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8083	2	could	could	MD
37060	8083	3	n't	not	RB
37060	8083	4	actually	actually	RB
37060	8083	5	sleep	sleep	VB
37060	8083	6	,	,	,
37060	8083	7	but	but	CC
37060	8083	8	the	the	DT
37060	8083	9	rest	rest	NN
37060	8083	10	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8083	11	did	do	VBD
37060	8083	12	some	some	DT
37060	8083	13	good	good	NN
37060	8083	14	.	.	.
37060	8084	1	The	the	DT
37060	8084	2	house	house	NN
37060	8084	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8084	4	crawling	crawl	VBG
37060	8084	5	with	with	IN
37060	8084	6	relatives	relative	NNS
37060	8084	7	until	until	IN
37060	8084	8	after	after	IN
37060	8084	9	supper	supper	NN
37060	8084	10	.	.	.
37060	8085	1	Little	little	JJ
37060	8085	2	by	by	IN
37060	8085	3	little	little	JJ
37060	8085	4	the	the	DT
37060	8085	5	crowd	crowd	NN
37060	8085	6	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	8085	7	dispersed	disperse	VBD
37060	8085	8	,	,	,
37060	8085	9	leaving	leave	VBG
37060	8085	10	the	the	DT
37060	8085	11	comparatively	comparatively	RB
37060	8085	12	small	small	JJ
37060	8085	13	group	group	NN
37060	8085	14	of	of	IN
37060	8085	15	the	the	DT
37060	8085	16	Johnson	Johnson	NNP
37060	8085	17	's	's	POS
37060	8085	18	,	,	,
37060	8085	19	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	8085	20	,	,	,
37060	8085	21	Debbie	Debbie	NNP
37060	8085	22	,	,	,
37060	8085	23	and	and	CC
37060	8085	24	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	8085	25	and	and	CC
37060	8085	26	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8085	27	.	.	.
37060	8086	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8086	2	once	once	RB
37060	8086	3	again	again	RB
37060	8086	4	stayed	stay	VBD
37060	8086	5	up	up	RP
37060	8086	6	rather	rather	RB
37060	8086	7	late	late	RB
37060	8086	8	.	.	.
37060	8087	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8087	2	needed	need	VBD
37060	8087	3	to	to	TO
37060	8087	4	talk	talk	VB
37060	8087	5	.	.	.
37060	8088	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	8088	2	29	29	CD
37060	8088	3	,	,	,
37060	8088	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8088	5	...	...	:
37060	8088	6	Today	today	NN
37060	8088	7	in	in	IN
37060	8088	8	the	the	DT
37060	8088	9	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	8088	10	the	the	DT
37060	8088	11	Waterloo	Waterloo	NNP
37060	8088	12	threesome	threesome	NN
37060	8088	13	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8088	14	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	8088	15	,	,	,
37060	8088	16	Debbie	Debbie	NNP
37060	8088	17	and	and	CC
37060	8088	18	Bonnie	Bonnie	NNP
37060	8088	19	,	,	,
37060	8088	20	Debbie	Debbie	NNP
37060	8088	21	's	's	POS
37060	8088	22	mother	mother	NN
37060	8088	23	,	,	,
37060	8088	24	plus	plus	CC
37060	8088	25	the	the	DT
37060	8088	26	canine	canine	NN
37060	8088	27	,	,	,
37060	8088	28	Bandit	bandit	RB
37060	8088	29	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8088	30	were	be	VBD
37060	8088	31	the	the	DT
37060	8088	32	first	first	JJ
37060	8088	33	to	to	TO
37060	8088	34	depart	depart	VB
37060	8088	35	.	.	.
37060	8089	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	8089	2	drove	drive	VBD
37060	8089	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8089	4	little	little	JJ
37060	8089	5	red	red	JJ
37060	8089	6	Swinger	Swinger	NNP
37060	8089	7	;	;	:
37060	8089	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8089	9	hope	hope	VBP
37060	8089	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8089	11	will	will	MD
37060	8089	12	keep	keep	VB
37060	8089	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8089	14	looking	look	VBG
37060	8089	15	nice	nice	JJ
37060	8089	16	.	.	.
37060	8090	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8090	2	must	must	MD
37060	8090	3	simply	simply	RB
37060	8090	4	let	let	VB
37060	8090	5	go	go	VB
37060	8090	6	and	and	CC
37060	8090	7	guard	guard	VB
37060	8090	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8090	9	sanity	sanity	NN
37060	8090	10	;	;	:
37060	8090	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8090	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	8090	13	not	not	RB
37060	8090	14	worth	worth	JJ
37060	8090	15	tearing	tear	VBG
37060	8090	16	yourself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8090	17	into	into	IN
37060	8090	18	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	8090	19	rages	rage	NNS
37060	8090	20	and	and	CC
37060	8090	21	tatters	tatter	NNS
37060	8090	22	,	,	,
37060	8090	23	however	however	RB
37060	8090	24	,	,	,
37060	8090	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8090	26	've	have	VB
37060	8090	27	never	never	RB
37060	8090	28	been	be	VBN
37060	8090	29	able	able	JJ
37060	8090	30	to	to	TO
37060	8090	31	rationalize	rationalize	VB
37060	8090	32	having	have	VBG
37060	8090	33	nice	nice	JJ
37060	8090	34	things	thing	NNS
37060	8090	35	if	if	IN
37060	8090	36	one	one	PRP
37060	8090	37	does	do	VBZ
37060	8090	38	n't	not	RB
37060	8090	39	care	care	VB
37060	8090	40	for	for	IN
37060	8090	41	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8090	42	.	.	.
37060	8091	1	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	8091	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	8091	3	to	to	TO
37060	8091	4	need	need	VB
37060	8091	5	to	to	TO
37060	8091	6	stay	stay	VB
37060	8091	7	a	a	DT
37060	8091	8	while	while	NN
37060	8091	9	longer	long	RBR
37060	8091	10	.	.	.
37060	8092	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8092	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8092	3	upset	upset	VBN
37060	8092	4	over	over	IN
37060	8092	5	so	so	RB
37060	8092	6	many	many	JJ
37060	8092	7	concerns	concern	NNS
37060	8092	8	accompanying	accompany	VBG
37060	8092	9	a	a	DT
37060	8092	10	loss	loss	NN
37060	8092	11	of	of	IN
37060	8092	12	such	such	JJ
37060	8092	13	consequence	consequence	NN
37060	8092	14	.	.	.
37060	8093	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8093	2	hope	hope	VBP
37060	8093	3	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8093	4	will	will	MD
37060	8093	5	be	be	VB
37060	8093	6	able	able	JJ
37060	8093	7	to	to	TO
37060	8093	8	find	find	VB
37060	8093	9	peace	peace	NN
37060	8093	10	within	within	IN
37060	8093	11	herself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8093	12	.	.	.
37060	8094	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8094	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8094	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	8094	4	easier	easy	JJR
37060	8094	5	to	to	TO
37060	8094	6	do	do	VB
37060	8094	7	so	so	RB
37060	8094	8	in	in	IN
37060	8094	9	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8094	10	own	own	JJ
37060	8094	11	home	home	NN
37060	8094	12	.	.	.
37060	8095	1	Nights	night	NNS
37060	8095	2	always	always	RB
37060	8095	3	bring	bring	VBP
37060	8095	4	out	out	RP
37060	8095	5	the	the	DT
37060	8095	6	spooks	spook	NNS
37060	8095	7	which	which	WDT
37060	8095	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8095	9	conjure	conjure	VBP
37060	8095	10	up	up	RP
37060	8095	11	inside	inside	IN
37060	8095	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8095	13	brain	brain	NN
37060	8095	14	.	.	.
37060	8096	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8096	2	decided	decide	VBD
37060	8096	3	to	to	TO
37060	8096	4	lightly	lightly	RB
37060	8096	5	illuminate	illuminate	VB
37060	8096	6	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	8096	7	's	's	POS
37060	8096	8	room	room	NN
37060	8096	9	to	to	TO
37060	8096	10	allow	allow	VB
37060	8096	11	the	the	DT
37060	8096	12	shadows	shadow	NNS
37060	8096	13	to	to	TO
37060	8096	14	disappear	disappear	VB
37060	8096	15	.	.	.
37060	8097	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8097	2	also	also	RB
37060	8097	3	decided	decide	VBD
37060	8097	4	to	to	TO
37060	8097	5	leave	leave	VB
37060	8097	6	the	the	DT
37060	8097	7	door	door	NN
37060	8097	8	to	to	IN
37060	8097	9	the	the	DT
37060	8097	10	upstairs	upstairs	NN
37060	8097	11	open	open	JJ
37060	8097	12	;	;	:
37060	8097	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8097	14	'm	be	VBP
37060	8097	15	frightened	frighten	VBN
37060	8097	16	of	of	IN
37060	8097	17	noises	noise	NNS
37060	8097	18	sounding	sound	VBG
37060	8097	19	like	like	IN
37060	8097	20	gasps	gasp	NNS
37060	8097	21	or	or	CC
37060	8097	22	snorts	snort	NNS
37060	8097	23	of	of	IN
37060	8097	24	air	air	NN
37060	8097	25	,	,	,
37060	8097	26	as	as	IN
37060	8097	27	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8097	28	remind	remind	VBP
37060	8097	29	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8097	30	of	of	IN
37060	8097	31	the	the	DT
37060	8097	32	way	way	NN
37060	8097	33	in	in	IN
37060	8097	34	which	which	WDT
37060	8097	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8097	36	was	be	VBD
37060	8097	37	alerted	alert	VBN
37060	8097	38	to	to	IN
37060	8097	39	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	8097	40	's	's	POS
37060	8097	41	predicament	predicament	NN
37060	8097	42	.	.	.
37060	8098	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8098	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	8098	3	not	not	RB
37060	8098	4	afraid	afraid	JJ
37060	8098	5	of	of	IN
37060	8098	6	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8098	7	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	8098	8	,	,	,
37060	8098	9	but	but	CC
37060	8098	10	rather	rather	RB
37060	8098	11	of	of	IN
37060	8098	12	the	the	DT
37060	8098	13	nightmares	nightmare	NNS
37060	8098	14	which	which	WDT
37060	8098	15	might	may	MD
37060	8098	16	evolve	evolve	VB
37060	8098	17	from	from	IN
37060	8098	18	the	the	DT
37060	8098	19	trauma	trauma	NN
37060	8098	20	of	of	IN
37060	8098	21	finding	find	VBG
37060	8098	22	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	8098	23	and	and	CC
37060	8098	24	the	the	DT
37060	8098	25	inability	inability	NN
37060	8098	26	to	to	TO
37060	8098	27	help	help	VB
37060	8098	28	.	.	.
37060	8099	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	8099	2	30	30	CD
37060	8099	3	,	,	,
37060	8099	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8099	5	...	...	NFP
37060	8100	1	In	in	IN
37060	8100	2	the	the	DT
37060	8100	3	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	8100	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8100	5	ventured	venture	VBD
37060	8100	6	outside	outside	RB
37060	8100	7	and	and	CC
37060	8100	8	mailed	mail	VBD
37060	8100	9	a	a	DT
37060	8100	10	few	few	JJ
37060	8100	11	thank	thank	VBP
37060	8100	12	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8100	13	letters	letter	NNS
37060	8100	14	.	.	.
37060	8101	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8101	2	had	have	VBD
37060	8101	3	snowed	snow	VBN
37060	8101	4	about	about	RB
37060	8101	5	6	6	CD
37060	8101	6	inches	inch	NNS
37060	8101	7	last	last	JJ
37060	8101	8	night	night	NN
37060	8101	9	and	and	CC
37060	8101	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8101	11	woke	wake	VBD
37060	8101	12	up	up	RP
37060	8101	13	to	to	IN
37060	8101	14	a	a	DT
37060	8101	15	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	8101	16	landscape	landscape	NN
37060	8101	17	.	.	.
37060	8102	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8102	2	walked	walk	VBD
37060	8102	3	down	down	RB
37060	8102	4	below	below	IN
37060	8102	5	the	the	DT
37060	8102	6	house	house	NN
37060	8102	7	a	a	DT
37060	8102	8	ways	way	NNS
37060	8102	9	,	,	,
37060	8102	10	not	not	RB
37060	8102	11	going	go	VBG
37060	8102	12	into	into	IN
37060	8102	13	the	the	DT
37060	8102	14	woods	wood	NNS
37060	8102	15	because	because	IN
37060	8102	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8102	17	have	have	VBP
37060	8102	18	difficulty	difficulty	NN
37060	8102	19	climbing	climb	VBG
37060	8102	20	back	back	RB
37060	8102	21	up	up	RP
37060	8102	22	even	even	RB
37060	8102	23	in	in	IN
37060	8102	24	the	the	DT
37060	8102	25	summer	summer	NN
37060	8102	26	.	.	.
37060	8103	1	The	the	DT
37060	8103	2	new	new	JJ
37060	8103	3	snow	snow	NN
37060	8103	4	left	leave	VBD
37060	8103	5	a	a	DT
37060	8103	6	track	track	NN
37060	8103	7	which	which	WDT
37060	8103	8	could	could	MD
37060	8103	9	easily	easily	RB
37060	8103	10	be	be	VB
37060	8103	11	followed	follow	VBN
37060	8103	12	,	,	,
37060	8103	13	leading	lead	VBG
37060	8103	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8103	15	to	to	TO
37060	8103	16	think	think	VB
37060	8103	17	that	that	IN
37060	8103	18	an	an	DT
37060	8103	19	individual	individual	NN
37060	8103	20	could	could	MD
37060	8103	21	never	never	RB
37060	8103	22	truly	truly	RB
37060	8103	23	be	be	VB
37060	8103	24	alone	alone	JJ
37060	8103	25	when	when	WRB
37060	8103	26	traversing	traverse	VBG
37060	8103	27	a	a	DT
37060	8103	28	snow	snow	NN
37060	8103	29	laden	laden	JJ
37060	8103	30	landscape	landscape	NN
37060	8103	31	;	;	:
37060	8103	32	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8103	33	could	could	MD
37060	8103	34	easily	easily	RB
37060	8103	35	be	be	VB
37060	8103	36	detected	detect	VBN
37060	8103	37	even	even	RB
37060	8103	38	if	if	IN
37060	8103	39	solitude	solitude	NNP
37060	8103	40	was	be	VBD
37060	8103	41	what	what	WP
37060	8103	42	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8103	43	sought	seek	VBD
37060	8103	44	.	.	.
37060	8104	1	Once	once	RB
37060	8104	2	inside	inside	RB
37060	8104	3	,	,	,
37060	8104	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8104	5	attempted	attempt	VBD
37060	8104	6	to	to	TO
37060	8104	7	write	write	VB
37060	8104	8	a	a	DT
37060	8104	9	poem	poem	NN
37060	8104	10	about	about	IN
37060	8104	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8104	12	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	8104	13	,	,	,
37060	8104	14	beginning	begin	VBG
37060	8104	15	with	with	IN
37060	8104	16	this	this	DT
37060	8104	17	.	.	.
37060	8105	1	A	a	DT
37060	8105	2	solitary	solitary	JJ
37060	8105	3	foot	foot	NN
37060	8105	4	path	path	NN
37060	8105	5	...	...	:
37060	8105	6	Solitary	Solitary	NNP
37060	8105	7	Footprints	footprint	VBZ
37060	8105	8	A	a	DT
37060	8105	9	solitary	solitary	JJ
37060	8105	10	foot	foot	NN
37060	8105	11	path	path	NN
37060	8105	12	Upon	upon	IN
37060	8105	13	the	the	DT
37060	8105	14	fallen	fall	VBN
37060	8105	15	snow	snow	NN
37060	8105	16	Betrays	betray	VBZ
37060	8105	17	the	the	DT
37060	8105	18	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	8105	19	secret	secret	NN
37060	8105	20	Of	of	IN
37060	8105	21	whither	whither	DT
37060	8105	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8105	23	might	may	MD
37060	8105	24	go	go	VB
37060	8105	25	.	.	.
37060	8106	1	Through	through	IN
37060	8106	2	spring	spring	NN
37060	8106	3	's	's	POS
37060	8106	4	bouquet	bouquet	JJ
37060	8106	5	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8106	6	footsteps	footstep	NNS
37060	8106	7	passed	pass	VBD
37060	8106	8	,	,	,
37060	8106	9	And	and	CC
37060	8106	10	summer	summer	NN
37060	8106	11	's	's	POS
37060	8106	12	veil	veil	NN
37060	8106	13	of	of	IN
37060	8106	14	green	green	NN
37060	8106	15	.	.	.
37060	8107	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8107	2	watched	watch	VBD
37060	8107	3	the	the	DT
37060	8107	4	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	8107	5	leaves	leave	VBZ
37060	8107	6	Sail	sail	VB
37060	8107	7	down	down	RB
37060	8107	8	And	and	CC
37060	8107	9	winter	winter	NN
37060	8107	10	skies	sky	NNS
37060	8107	11	Shed	shed	VBP
37060	8107	12	cloaks	cloak	NNS
37060	8107	13	of	of	IN
37060	8107	14	white	white	NNP
37060	8107	15	.	.	.
37060	8108	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8108	2	path	path	NN
37060	8108	3	,	,	,
37060	8108	4	each	each	DT
37060	8108	5	day	day	NN
37060	8108	6	,	,	,
37060	8108	7	The	the	DT
37060	8108	8	snow	snow	NN
37060	8108	9	betrayed	betray	VBD
37060	8108	10	While	while	IN
37060	8108	11	strolling	stroll	VBG
37060	8108	12	through	through	IN
37060	8108	13	The	the	DT
37060	8108	14	woodland	woodland	JJ
37060	8108	15	brush	brush	NN
37060	8108	16	,	,	,
37060	8108	17	A	a	DT
37060	8108	18	hoard	hoard	NN
37060	8108	19	of	of	IN
37060	8108	20	prints	print	NNS
37060	8108	21	Which	which	WDT
37060	8108	22	marked	mark	VBD
37060	8108	23	a	a	DT
37060	8108	24	man	man	NN
37060	8108	25	Whose	whose	WP$
37060	8108	26	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	8108	27	melded	meld	VBN
37060	8108	28	With	with	IN
37060	8108	29	the	the	DT
37060	8108	30	land	land	NN
37060	8108	31	.	.	.
37060	8109	1	Taken	take	VBN
37060	8109	2	in	in	IN
37060	8109	3	the	the	DT
37060	8109	4	grasp	grasp	NN
37060	8109	5	of	of	IN
37060	8109	6	night	night	NN
37060	8109	7	,	,	,
37060	8109	8	The	the	DT
37060	8109	9	man	man	NN
37060	8109	10	no	no	RB
37060	8109	11	more	more	RBR
37060	8109	12	Will	Will	MD
37060	8109	13	trod	trod	VB
37060	8109	14	the	the	DT
37060	8109	15	snow	snow	NN
37060	8109	16	.	.	.
37060	8110	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8110	2	searched	search	VBD
37060	8110	3	by	by	IN
37060	8110	4	day	day	NN
37060	8110	5	To	to	TO
37060	8110	6	find	find	VB
37060	8110	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8110	8	path	path	NN
37060	8110	9	,	,	,
37060	8110	10	So	so	RB
37060	8110	11	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	8110	12	did	do	VBD
37060	8110	13	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8110	14	steal	steal	VB
37060	8110	15	away	away	RB
37060	8110	16	.	.	.
37060	8111	1	But	but	CC
37060	8111	2	nature	nature	NN
37060	8111	3	masked	mask	VBD
37060	8111	4	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8111	5	many	many	JJ
37060	8111	6	tracks	track	NNS
37060	8111	7	,	,	,
37060	8111	8	As	as	IN
37060	8111	9	winter	winter	NN
37060	8111	10	oft	oft	RB
37060	8111	11	will	will	MD
37060	8111	12	do	do	VB
37060	8111	13	,	,	,
37060	8111	14	And	and	CC
37060	8111	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8111	16	remain	remain	VBP
37060	8111	17	To	to	TO
37060	8111	18	softly	softly	RB
37060	8111	19	ponder	ponder	VB
37060	8111	20	Whither	Whither	NNP
37060	8111	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8111	22	has	have	VBZ
37060	8111	23	gone	go	VBN
37060	8111	24	.	.	.
37060	8112	1	The	the	DT
37060	8112	2	steadfast	steadfast	JJ
37060	8112	3	essence	essence	NN
37060	8112	4	of	of	IN
37060	8112	5	the	the	DT
37060	8112	6	man	man	NN
37060	8112	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8112	8	carry	carry	VBP
37060	8112	9	in	in	RP
37060	8112	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8112	11	soul	soul	NN
37060	8112	12	,	,	,
37060	8112	13	But	but	CC
37060	8112	14	mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8112	15	shall	shall	MD
37060	8112	16	be	be	VB
37060	8112	17	the	the	DT
37060	8112	18	only	only	JJ
37060	8112	19	prints	print	NNS
37060	8112	20	Upon	upon	IN
37060	8112	21	the	the	DT
37060	8112	22	winter	winter	NN
37060	8112	23	snow	snow	NN
37060	8112	24	.	.	.
37060	8113	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8113	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8113	3	January	January	NNP
37060	8113	4	30	30	CD
37060	8113	5	,	,	,
37060	8113	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8113	7	PAGE	page	NN
37060	8113	8	284	284	CD
37060	8113	9	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	8113	10	38	38	CD
37060	8113	11	Personal	Personal	NNP
37060	8113	12	Belief	Belief	NNP
37060	8113	13	"	"	''
37060	8113	14	Why	why	WRB
37060	8113	15	was	be	VBD
37060	8113	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8113	17	so	so	RB
37060	8113	18	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	8113	19	to	to	TO
37060	8113	20	nail	nail	VB
37060	8113	21	down	down	RP
37060	8113	22	as	as	IN
37060	8113	23	truths	truth	NNS
37060	8113	24	those	those	DT
37060	8113	25	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	8113	26	of	of	IN
37060	8113	27	life	life	NN
37060	8113	28	which	which	WDT
37060	8113	29	had	have	VBD
37060	8113	30	no	no	DT
37060	8113	31	answers	answer	NNS
37060	8113	32	?	?	.
37060	8113	33	"	"	''
37060	8114	1	"	"	``
37060	8114	2	.	.	.
37060	8115	1	.	.	.
37060	8116	1	.	.	.
37060	8117	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8117	2	did	do	VBD
37060	8117	3	not	not	RB
37060	8117	4	even	even	RB
37060	8117	5	touch	touch	VB
37060	8117	6	the	the	DT
37060	8117	7	vastness	vastness	NN
37060	8117	8	of	of	IN
37060	8117	9	Being	be	VBG
37060	8117	10	and	and	CC
37060	8117	11	even	even	RB
37060	8117	12	less	less	JJR
37060	8117	13	the	the	DT
37060	8117	14	essence	essence	NN
37060	8117	15	of	of	IN
37060	8117	16	nonexistence	nonexistence	NN
37060	8117	17	.	.	.
37060	8117	18	"	"	''
37060	8118	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	8118	2	THIRTY	THIRTY	NNP
37060	8118	3	-	-	:
37060	8118	4	EIGHT	eight	NN
37060	8118	5	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8118	6	Personal	Personal	NNP
37060	8118	7	Belief	Belief	NNP
37060	8118	8	If	if	IN
37060	8118	9	through	through	IN
37060	8118	10	the	the	DT
37060	8118	11	very	very	JJ
37060	8118	12	mysteriousness	mysteriousness	NN
37060	8118	13	of	of	IN
37060	8118	14	life	life	NN
37060	8118	15	one	one	CD
37060	8118	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	8118	17	able	able	JJ
37060	8118	18	to	to	TO
37060	8118	19	grasp	grasp	VB
37060	8118	20	a	a	DT
37060	8118	21	sustaining	sustain	VBG
37060	8118	22	faith	faith	NN
37060	8118	23	,	,	,
37060	8118	24	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8118	25	this	this	DT
37060	8118	26	alone	alone	RB
37060	8118	27	is	be	VBZ
37060	8118	28	proof	proof	NN
37060	8118	29	of	of	IN
37060	8118	30	an	an	DT
37060	8118	31	undeniable	undeniable	JJ
37060	8118	32	presence	presence	NN
37060	8118	33	in	in	IN
37060	8118	34	the	the	DT
37060	8118	35	heavens	heavens	NNPS
37060	8118	36	.	.	.
37060	8119	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8119	2	am	be	VBP
37060	8119	3	humbled	humble	VBN
37060	8119	4	by	by	IN
37060	8119	5	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	8119	6	,	,	,
37060	8119	7	and	and	CC
37060	8119	8	simply	simply	RB
37060	8119	9	through	through	IN
37060	8119	10	that	that	DT
37060	8119	11	which	which	WDT
37060	8119	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8119	13	shall	shall	MD
37060	8119	14	not	not	RB
37060	8119	15	understand	understand	VB
37060	8119	16	,	,	,
37060	8119	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8119	18	have	have	VBP
37060	8119	19	developed	develop	VBN
37060	8119	20	the	the	DT
37060	8119	21	belief	belief	NN
37060	8119	22	that	that	IN
37060	8119	23	existence	existence	NN
37060	8119	24	on	on	IN
37060	8119	25	earth	earth	NN
37060	8119	26	is	be	VBZ
37060	8119	27	only	only	RB
37060	8119	28	a	a	DT
37060	8119	29	mere	mere	JJ
37060	8119	30	wisp	wisp	IN
37060	8119	31	of	of	IN
37060	8119	32	that	that	DT
37060	8119	33	existence	existence	NN
37060	8119	34	which	which	WDT
37060	8119	35	shall	shall	MD
37060	8119	36	follow	follow	VB
37060	8119	37	one	one	PRP
37060	8119	38	's	's	POS
37060	8119	39	death	death	NN
37060	8119	40	.	.	.
37060	8120	1	That	that	IN
37060	8120	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8120	3	do	do	VBP
37060	8120	4	not	not	RB
37060	8120	5	know	know	VB
37060	8120	6	what	what	WP
37060	8120	7	will	will	MD
37060	8120	8	occur	occur	VB
37060	8120	9	after	after	IN
37060	8120	10	death	death	NN
37060	8120	11	does	do	VBZ
37060	8120	12	not	not	RB
37060	8120	13	worry	worry	VB
37060	8120	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8120	15	;	;	:
37060	8120	16	at	at	IN
37060	8120	17	best	well	RBS
37060	8120	18	,	,	,
37060	8120	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8120	20	hope	hope	VBP
37060	8120	21	for	for	IN
37060	8120	22	a	a	DT
37060	8120	23	unity	unity	NN
37060	8120	24	with	with	IN
37060	8120	25	an	an	DT
37060	8120	26	all	all	RB
37060	8120	27	-	-	HYPH
37060	8120	28	encompassing	encompass	VBG
37060	8120	29	entity	entity	NN
37060	8120	30	,	,	,
37060	8120	31	yet	yet	CC
37060	8120	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8120	33	would	would	MD
37060	8120	34	not	not	RB
37060	8120	35	reject	reject	VB
37060	8120	36	the	the	DT
37060	8120	37	thought	thought	NN
37060	8120	38	of	of	IN
37060	8120	39	eternal	eternal	JJ
37060	8120	40	rest	rest	NN
37060	8120	41	.	.	.
37060	8121	1	What	what	WP
37060	8121	2	peace	peace	NN
37060	8121	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8121	4	have	have	VBP
37060	8121	5	comes	come	VBZ
37060	8121	6	through	through	IN
37060	8121	7	hope	hope	NN
37060	8121	8	and	and	CC
37060	8121	9	limitless	limitless	NN
37060	8121	10	possibilities	possibility	NNS
37060	8121	11	;	;	:
37060	8121	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8121	13	does	do	VBZ
37060	8121	14	not	not	RB
37060	8121	15	rest	rest	VB
37060	8121	16	in	in	IN
37060	8121	17	an	an	DT
37060	8121	18	established	establish	VBN
37060	8121	19	faith	faith	NN
37060	8121	20	.	.	.
37060	8122	1	If	if	IN
37060	8122	2	there	there	EX
37060	8122	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8122	4	ever	ever	RB
37060	8122	5	a	a	DT
37060	8122	6	working	work	VBG
37060	8122	7	force	force	NN
37060	8122	8	to	to	TO
37060	8122	9	sway	sway	VB
37060	8122	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8122	11	personal	personal	JJ
37060	8122	12	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	8122	13	toward	toward	IN
37060	8122	14	a	a	DT
37060	8122	15	more	more	RBR
37060	8122	16	assured	assured	JJ
37060	8122	17	stance	stance	NN
37060	8122	18	with	with	IN
37060	8122	19	respect	respect	NN
37060	8122	20	to	to	IN
37060	8122	21	an	an	DT
37060	8122	22	eternal	eternal	JJ
37060	8122	23	life	life	NN
37060	8122	24	,	,	,
37060	8122	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8122	26	was	be	VBD
37060	8122	27	after	after	IN
37060	8122	28	the	the	DT
37060	8122	29	death	death	NN
37060	8122	30	of	of	IN
37060	8122	31	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8122	32	brother	brother	NN
37060	8122	33	.	.	.
37060	8123	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8123	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8123	3	the	the	DT
37060	8123	4	only	only	JJ
37060	8123	5	one	one	CD
37060	8123	6	present	present	NN
37060	8123	7	at	at	IN
37060	8123	8	the	the	DT
37060	8123	9	moment	moment	NN
37060	8123	10	of	of	IN
37060	8123	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8123	12	death	death	NN
37060	8123	13	,	,	,
37060	8123	14	and	and	CC
37060	8123	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8123	16	long	long	JJ
37060	8123	17	expiration	expiration	NN
37060	8123	18	was	be	VBD
37060	8123	19	followed	follow	VBN
37060	8123	20	only	only	RB
37060	8123	21	by	by	IN
37060	8123	22	peacefulness	peacefulness	NN
37060	8123	23	.	.	.
37060	8124	1	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8124	2	face	face	NN
37060	8124	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8124	4	that	that	DT
37060	8124	5	of	of	IN
37060	8124	6	a	a	DT
37060	8124	7	young	young	JJ
37060	8124	8	man	man	NN
37060	8124	9	at	at	IN
37060	8124	10	rest	rest	NN
37060	8124	11	.	.	.
37060	8125	1	There	there	EX
37060	8125	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8125	3	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	8125	4	to	to	TO
37060	8125	5	fear	fear	VB
37060	8125	6	in	in	IN
37060	8125	7	that	that	DT
37060	8125	8	silent	silent	JJ
37060	8125	9	face	face	NN
37060	8125	10	,	,	,
37060	8125	11	and	and	CC
37060	8125	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8125	13	grief	grief	NN
37060	8125	14	was	be	VBD
37060	8125	15	only	only	RB
37060	8125	16	for	for	IN
37060	8125	17	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8125	18	.	.	.
37060	8126	1	Two	two	CD
37060	8126	2	days	day	NNS
37060	8126	3	passed	pass	VBD
37060	8126	4	,	,	,
37060	8126	5	filled	fill	VBN
37060	8126	6	with	with	IN
37060	8126	7	anguish	anguish	NN
37060	8126	8	,	,	,
37060	8126	9	when	when	WRB
37060	8126	10	a	a	DT
37060	8126	11	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	8126	12	peace	peace	NN
37060	8126	13	settled	settle	VBN
37060	8126	14	in	in	IN
37060	8126	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8126	16	chest	chest	NN
37060	8126	17	and	and	CC
37060	8126	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8126	19	realized	realize	VBD
37060	8126	20	that	that	IN
37060	8126	21	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8126	22	never	never	RB
37060	8126	23	really	really	RB
37060	8126	24	left	leave	VBD
37060	8126	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8126	26	inner	inner	JJ
37060	8126	27	being	being	NN
37060	8126	28	.	.	.
37060	8127	1	In	in	IN
37060	8127	2	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8127	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8127	4	lived	live	VBD
37060	8127	5	on	on	IN
37060	8127	6	.	.	.
37060	8128	1	Following	follow	VBG
37060	8128	2	weeks	week	NNS
37060	8128	3	and	and	CC
37060	8128	4	months	month	NNS
37060	8128	5	brought	bring	VBD
37060	8128	6	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	8128	7	of	of	IN
37060	8128	8	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	8128	9	,	,	,
37060	8128	10	some	some	DT
37060	8128	11	of	of	IN
37060	8128	12	which	which	WDT
37060	8128	13	were	be	VBD
37060	8128	14	given	give	VBN
37060	8128	15	the	the	DT
37060	8128	16	quality	quality	NN
37060	8128	17	of	of	IN
37060	8128	18	messages	message	NNS
37060	8128	19	rather	rather	RB
37060	8128	20	than	than	IN
37060	8128	21	mere	mere	JJ
37060	8128	22	conjurings	conjuring	NNS
37060	8128	23	of	of	IN
37060	8128	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8128	25	own	own	JJ
37060	8128	26	mind	mind	NN
37060	8128	27	.	.	.
37060	8129	1	Thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	8129	2	never	never	RB
37060	8129	3	before	before	RB
37060	8129	4	conceived	conceive	VBD
37060	8129	5	in	in	IN
37060	8129	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8129	7	conscious	conscious	JJ
37060	8129	8	mind	mind	NN
37060	8129	9	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	8129	10	in	in	IN
37060	8129	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8129	12	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	8129	13	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	8129	14	after	after	IN
37060	8129	15	life	life	NN
37060	8129	16	;	;	:
37060	8129	17	also	also	RB
37060	8129	18	within	within	IN
37060	8129	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8129	20	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	8129	21	were	be	VBD
37060	8129	22	those	those	DT
37060	8129	23	subjects	subject	NNS
37060	8129	24	about	about	IN
37060	8129	25	which	which	WDT
37060	8129	26	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	8129	27	had	have	VBD
37060	8129	28	dreamed	dream	VBN
37060	8129	29	.	.	.
37060	8130	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8130	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8130	3	as	as	IN
37060	8130	4	if	if	IN
37060	8130	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8130	6	was	be	VBD
37060	8130	7	living	live	VBG
37060	8130	8	through	through	IN
37060	8130	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8130	10	;	;	:
37060	8130	11	in	in	IN
37060	8130	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8130	13	actions	action	NNS
37060	8130	14	,	,	,
37060	8130	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8130	16	saw	see	VBD
37060	8130	17	through	through	IN
37060	8130	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8130	19	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	8130	20	.	.	.
37060	8131	1	Many	many	JJ
37060	8131	2	people	people	NNS
37060	8131	3	think	think	VBP
37060	8131	4	of	of	IN
37060	8131	5	death	death	NN
37060	8131	6	as	as	IN
37060	8131	7	the	the	DT
37060	8131	8	worst	bad	JJS
37060	8131	9	occurrence	occurrence	NN
37060	8131	10	which	which	WDT
37060	8131	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8131	12	shall	shall	MD
37060	8131	13	have	have	VB
37060	8131	14	to	to	TO
37060	8131	15	bear	bear	VB
37060	8131	16	,	,	,
37060	8131	17	especially	especially	RB
37060	8131	18	when	when	WRB
37060	8131	19	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8131	20	lives	life	NNS
37060	8131	21	have	have	VBP
37060	8131	22	been	be	VBN
37060	8131	23	relatively	relatively	RB
37060	8131	24	without	without	IN
37060	8131	25	pain	pain	NN
37060	8131	26	.	.	.
37060	8132	1	Death	death	NN
37060	8132	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8132	3	no	no	DT
37060	8132	4	menace	menace	NN
37060	8132	5	to	to	IN
37060	8132	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8132	7	in	in	IN
37060	8132	8	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8132	9	;	;	:
37060	8132	10	the	the	DT
37060	8132	11	unpleasantness	unpleasantness	NN
37060	8132	12	of	of	IN
37060	8132	13	ill	ill	JJ
37060	8132	14	health	health	NN
37060	8132	15	or	or	CC
37060	8132	16	the	the	DT
37060	8132	17	grief	grief	NN
37060	8132	18	of	of	IN
37060	8132	19	losing	lose	VBG
37060	8132	20	a	a	DT
37060	8132	21	loved	love	VBN
37060	8132	22	one	one	CD
37060	8132	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	8132	24	that	that	DT
37060	8132	25	which	which	WDT
37060	8132	26	,	,	,
37060	8132	27	for	for	IN
37060	8132	28	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8132	29	,	,	,
37060	8132	30	evokes	evoke	VBZ
37060	8132	31	the	the	DT
37060	8132	32	wary	wary	JJ
37060	8132	33	anticipation	anticipation	NN
37060	8132	34	associated	associate	VBN
37060	8132	35	with	with	IN
37060	8132	36	death	death	NN
37060	8132	37	.	.	.
37060	8133	1	Given	give	VBN
37060	8133	2	the	the	DT
37060	8133	3	basis	basis	NN
37060	8133	4	of	of	IN
37060	8133	5	Christianity	Christianity	NNP
37060	8133	6	,	,	,
37060	8133	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8133	8	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	8133	9	amazing	amazing	JJ
37060	8133	10	to	to	IN
37060	8133	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8133	12	that	that	IN
37060	8133	13	some	some	DT
37060	8133	14	of	of	IN
37060	8133	15	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8133	16	followers	follower	NNS
37060	8133	17	so	so	RB
37060	8133	18	desperately	desperately	RB
37060	8133	19	fight	fight	VBP
37060	8133	20	death	death	NN
37060	8133	21	.	.	.
37060	8134	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8134	2	believe	believe	VBP
37060	8134	3	in	in	IN
37060	8134	4	a	a	DT
37060	8134	5	life	life	NN
37060	8134	6	everlasting	everlasting	NN
37060	8134	7	,	,	,
37060	8134	8	where	where	WRB
37060	8134	9	in	in	IN
37060	8134	10	heaven	heaven	NNP
37060	8134	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8134	12	shall	shall	MD
37060	8134	13	reside	reside	VB
37060	8134	14	,	,	,
37060	8134	15	cleansed	cleanse	VBN
37060	8134	16	of	of	IN
37060	8134	17	sin	sin	NN
37060	8134	18	,	,	,
37060	8134	19	forever	forever	RB
37060	8134	20	with	with	IN
37060	8134	21	God	God	NNP
37060	8134	22	.	.	.
37060	8135	1	Yet	yet	CC
37060	8135	2	despite	despite	IN
37060	8135	3	this	this	DT
37060	8135	4	promising	promising	JJ
37060	8135	5	array	array	NN
37060	8135	6	of	of	IN
37060	8135	7	unearthly	unearthly	JJ
37060	8135	8	splendor	splendor	NN
37060	8135	9	,	,	,
37060	8135	10	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8135	11	seek	seek	VBP
37060	8135	12	to	to	TO
37060	8135	13	prolong	prolong	VB
37060	8135	14	life	life	NN
37060	8135	15	with	with	IN
37060	8135	16	vigor	vigor	NN
37060	8135	17	rather	rather	RB
37060	8135	18	than	than	IN
37060	8135	19	celebrate	celebrate	VB
37060	8135	20	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8135	21	nearing	near	VBG
37060	8135	22	death	death	NN
37060	8135	23	.	.	.
37060	8136	1	If	if	IN
37060	8136	2	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	8136	3	,	,	,
37060	8136	4	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8136	5	are	be	VBP
37060	8136	6	so	so	RB
37060	8136	7	certain	certain	JJ
37060	8136	8	of	of	IN
37060	8136	9	heavenly	heavenly	JJ
37060	8136	10	bliss	bliss	NN
37060	8136	11	,	,	,
37060	8136	12	there	there	EX
37060	8136	13	should	should	MD
37060	8136	14	be	be	VB
37060	8136	15	no	no	DT
37060	8136	16	need	need	NN
37060	8136	17	for	for	IN
37060	8136	18	fear	fear	NN
37060	8136	19	and	and	CC
37060	8136	20	death	death	NN
37060	8136	21	should	should	MD
37060	8136	22	be	be	VB
37060	8136	23	more	more	RBR
37060	8136	24	valued	value	VBN
37060	8136	25	than	than	IN
37060	8136	26	life	life	NN
37060	8136	27	.	.	.
37060	8137	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8137	2	do	do	VBP
37060	8137	3	not	not	RB
37060	8137	4	truly	truly	RB
37060	8137	5	consider	consider	VB
37060	8137	6	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8137	7	to	to	TO
37060	8137	8	be	be	VB
37060	8137	9	of	of	IN
37060	8137	10	one	one	CD
37060	8137	11	established	establish	VBN
37060	8137	12	faith	faith	NN
37060	8137	13	for	for	IN
37060	8137	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8137	15	detest	detest	VBP
37060	8137	16	labels	label	NNS
37060	8137	17	,	,	,
37060	8137	18	as	as	IN
37060	8137	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8137	20	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	8137	21	implies	imply	VBZ
37060	8137	22	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8137	23	inherent	inherent	JJ
37060	8137	24	limitations	limitation	NNS
37060	8137	25	.	.	.
37060	8138	1	Moreover	moreover	RB
37060	8138	2	,	,	,
37060	8138	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8138	4	religion	religion	NN
37060	8138	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	8138	6	a	a	DT
37060	8138	7	very	very	RB
37060	8138	8	personal	personal	JJ
37060	8138	9	thing	thing	NN
37060	8138	10	,	,	,
37060	8138	11	not	not	RB
37060	8138	12	bound	bind	VBN
37060	8138	13	to	to	IN
37060	8138	14	a	a	DT
37060	8138	15	certain	certain	JJ
37060	8138	16	mode	mode	NN
37060	8138	17	of	of	IN
37060	8138	18	thought	thought	NN
37060	8138	19	;	;	,
37060	8138	20	labeling	labeling	NN
37060	8138	21	would	would	MD
37060	8138	22	only	only	RB
37060	8138	23	provoke	provoke	VB
37060	8138	24	attention	attention	NN
37060	8138	25	...	...	:
37060	8138	26	some	some	DT
37060	8138	27	of	of	IN
37060	8138	28	which	which	WDT
37060	8138	29	is	be	VBZ
37060	8138	30	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	8138	31	to	to	TO
37060	8138	32	manage	manage	VB
37060	8138	33	.	.	.
37060	8139	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8139	2	recall	recall	VBP
37060	8139	3	several	several	JJ
37060	8139	4	conversations	conversation	NNS
37060	8139	5	centering	center	VBG
37060	8139	6	on	on	IN
37060	8139	7	religion	religion	NN
37060	8139	8	in	in	IN
37060	8139	9	which	which	WDT
37060	8139	10	each	each	DT
37060	8139	11	of	of	IN
37060	8139	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8139	13	questions	question	NNS
37060	8139	14	was	be	VBD
37060	8139	15	countered	counter	VBN
37060	8139	16	with	with	IN
37060	8139	17	a	a	DT
37060	8139	18	quote	quote	NN
37060	8139	19	from	from	IN
37060	8139	20	the	the	DT
37060	8139	21	Bible	Bible	NNP
37060	8139	22	.	.	.
37060	8140	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8140	2	soon	soon	RB
37060	8140	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	8140	4	as	as	IN
37060	8140	5	if	if	IN
37060	8140	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8140	7	was	be	VBD
37060	8140	8	talking	talk	VBG
37060	8140	9	with	with	IN
37060	8140	10	a	a	DT
37060	8140	11	programmed	program	VBN
37060	8140	12	robot	robot	NN
37060	8140	13	rather	rather	RB
37060	8140	14	than	than	IN
37060	8140	15	an	an	DT
37060	8140	16	intelligent	intelligent	JJ
37060	8140	17	,	,	,
37060	8140	18	capable	capable	JJ
37060	8140	19	human	human	JJ
37060	8140	20	being	being	NN
37060	8140	21	.	.	.
37060	8141	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8141	2	all	all	DT
37060	8141	3	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	8141	4	bereft	bereft	NN
37060	8141	5	of	of	IN
37060	8141	6	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	8141	7	.	.	.
37060	8142	1	"	"	``
37060	8142	2	But	but	CC
37060	8142	3	what	what	WP
37060	8142	4	do	do	VBP
37060	8142	5	YOU	you	PRP
37060	8142	6	think	think	VB
37060	8142	7	?	?	.
37060	8142	8	"	"	''
37060	8143	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8143	2	'd	'd	MD
37060	8143	3	ask	ask	VB
37060	8143	4	,	,	,
37060	8143	5	agitated	agitate	VBN
37060	8143	6	.	.	.
37060	8144	1	"	"	``
37060	8144	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8144	3	says	say	VBZ
37060	8144	4	in	in	IN
37060	8144	5	the	the	DT
37060	8144	6	Bible	Bible	NNP
37060	8144	7	that	that	DT
37060	8144	8	...	...	:
37060	8144	9	"	"	``
37060	8144	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8144	11	knew	know	VBD
37060	8144	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8144	13	was	be	VBD
37060	8144	14	futile	futile	JJ
37060	8144	15	to	to	TO
37060	8144	16	continue	continue	VB
37060	8144	17	.	.	.
37060	8145	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8145	2	had	have	VBD
37060	8145	3	been	be	VBN
37060	8145	4	robbed	rob	VBN
37060	8145	5	by	by	IN
37060	8145	6	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8145	7	own	own	JJ
37060	8145	8	church	church	NN
37060	8145	9	denomination	denomination	NN
37060	8145	10	;	;	:
37060	8145	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8145	12	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	8145	13	to	to	IN
37060	8145	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8145	15	a	a	DT
37060	8145	16	terrible	terrible	JJ
37060	8145	17	injustice	injustice	NN
37060	8145	18	.	.	.
37060	8146	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8146	2	am	be	VBP
37060	8146	3	unable	unable	JJ
37060	8146	4	to	to	TO
37060	8146	5	accept	accept	VB
37060	8146	6	the	the	DT
37060	8146	7	Bible	Bible	NNP
37060	8146	8	as	as	IN
37060	8146	9	the	the	DT
37060	8146	10	whole	whole	JJ
37060	8146	11	truth	truth	NN
37060	8146	12	,	,	,
37060	8146	13	for	for	CC
37060	8146	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8146	15	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8146	16	existence	existence	NN
37060	8146	17	and	and	CC
37060	8146	18	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8146	19	counterpart	counterpart	NN
37060	8146	20	can	can	MD
37060	8146	21	not	not	RB
37060	8146	22	so	so	RB
37060	8146	23	easily	easily	RB
37060	8146	24	be	be	VB
37060	8146	25	explained	explain	VBN
37060	8146	26	.	.	.
37060	8147	1	While	while	IN
37060	8147	2	there	there	EX
37060	8147	3	are	be	VBP
37060	8147	4	those	those	DT
37060	8147	5	who	who	WP
37060	8147	6	profess	profess	VBP
37060	8147	7	to	to	TO
37060	8147	8	believe	believe	VB
37060	8147	9	wholly	wholly	RB
37060	8147	10	and	and	CC
37060	8147	11	completely	completely	RB
37060	8147	12	,	,	,
37060	8147	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8147	14	think	think	VBP
37060	8147	15	certain	certain	JJ
37060	8147	16	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	8147	17	find	find	VBP
37060	8147	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8147	19	easier	easy	JJR
37060	8147	20	to	to	TO
37060	8147	21	accept	accept	VB
37060	8147	22	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8147	23	religion	religion	NN
37060	8147	24	's	's	POS
37060	8147	25	creeds	creed	NNS
37060	8147	26	as	as	IN
37060	8147	27	truths	truth	NNS
37060	8147	28	to	to	TO
37060	8147	29	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	8147	30	the	the	DT
37060	8147	31	unanswerable	unanswerable	JJ
37060	8147	32	questions	question	NNS
37060	8147	33	brooding	brood	VBG
37060	8147	34	deep	deep	RB
37060	8147	35	within	within	IN
37060	8147	36	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8147	37	minds	mind	NNS
37060	8147	38	.	.	.
37060	8148	1	This	this	DT
37060	8148	2	one	one	CD
37060	8148	3	problem	problem	NN
37060	8148	4	of	of	IN
37060	8148	5	life	life	NN
37060	8148	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	8148	7	solved	solve	VBN
37060	8148	8	.	.	.
37060	8149	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8149	2	,	,	,
37060	8149	3	also	also	RB
37060	8149	4	,	,	,
37060	8149	5	some	some	DT
37060	8149	6	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	8149	7	are	be	VBP
37060	8149	8	fearful	fearful	JJ
37060	8149	9	of	of	IN
37060	8149	10	fostering	foster	VBG
37060	8149	11	doubt	doubt	NN
37060	8149	12	toward	toward	IN
37060	8149	13	God	God	NNP
37060	8149	14	and	and	CC
37060	8149	15	salvation	salvation	NN
37060	8149	16	,	,	,
37060	8149	17	lest	lest	IN
37060	8149	18	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8149	19	be	be	VB
37060	8149	20	turned	turn	VBN
37060	8149	21	away	away	RB
37060	8149	22	on	on	IN
37060	8149	23	judgment	judgment	NN
37060	8149	24	day	day	NN
37060	8149	25	.	.	.
37060	8150	1	To	to	IN
37060	8150	2	these	these	DT
37060	8150	3	people	people	NNS
37060	8150	4	,	,	,
37060	8150	5	thought	think	VBN
37060	8150	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	8150	7	sinful	sinful	JJ
37060	8150	8	;	;	:
37060	8150	9	yet	yet	CC
37060	8150	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8150	11	believe	believe	VBP
37060	8150	12	one	one	CD
37060	8150	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	8150	14	given	give	VBN
37060	8150	15	an	an	DT
37060	8150	16	exquisite	exquisite	JJ
37060	8150	17	mind	mind	NN
37060	8150	18	with	with	IN
37060	8150	19	which	which	WDT
37060	8150	20	to	to	IN
37060	8150	21	reason	reason	VB
37060	8150	22	and	and	CC
37060	8150	23	evaluate	evaluate	VB
37060	8150	24	stimuli	stimulus	NNS
37060	8150	25	;	;	:
37060	8150	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8150	27	is	be	VBZ
37060	8150	28	a	a	DT
37060	8150	29	natural	natural	JJ
37060	8150	30	function	function	NN
37060	8150	31	to	to	TO
37060	8150	32	be	be	VB
37060	8150	33	inquisitive	inquisitive	JJ
37060	8150	34	.	.	.
37060	8151	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8151	2	always	always	RB
37060	8151	3	bothered	bother	VBD
37060	8151	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8151	5	when	when	WRB
37060	8151	6	people	people	NNS
37060	8151	7	would	would	MD
37060	8151	8	state	state	VB
37060	8151	9	as	as	IN
37060	8151	10	a	a	DT
37060	8151	11	fact	fact	NN
37060	8151	12	that	that	IN
37060	8151	13	which	which	WDT
37060	8151	14	was	be	VBD
37060	8151	15	only	only	RB
37060	8151	16	faith	faith	NN
37060	8151	17	.	.	.
37060	8152	1	Why	why	WRB
37060	8152	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8152	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8152	4	so	so	RB
37060	8152	5	necessary	necessary	JJ
37060	8152	6	for	for	IN
37060	8152	7	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8152	8	to	to	TO
37060	8152	9	nail	nail	VB
37060	8152	10	down	down	RP
37060	8152	11	as	as	IN
37060	8152	12	truths	truth	NNS
37060	8152	13	those	those	DT
37060	8152	14	aspects	aspect	NNS
37060	8152	15	of	of	IN
37060	8152	16	life	life	NN
37060	8152	17	which	which	WDT
37060	8152	18	had	have	VBD
37060	8152	19	no	no	DT
37060	8152	20	answers	answer	NNS
37060	8152	21	?	?	.
37060	8153	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	8153	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8153	3	thirst	thirst	NN
37060	8153	4	for	for	IN
37060	8153	5	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	8153	6	,	,	,
37060	8153	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8153	8	reveled	revel	VBD
37060	8153	9	in	in	IN
37060	8153	10	the	the	DT
37060	8153	11	endless	endless	JJ
37060	8153	12	possibilities	possibility	NNS
37060	8153	13	,	,	,
37060	8153	14	knowing	know	VBG
37060	8153	15	that	that	IN
37060	8153	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8153	17	did	do	VBD
37060	8153	18	not	not	RB
37060	8153	19	even	even	RB
37060	8153	20	touch	touch	VB
37060	8153	21	the	the	DT
37060	8153	22	vastness	vastness	NN
37060	8153	23	of	of	IN
37060	8153	24	Being	Being	NNP
37060	8153	25	,	,	,
37060	8153	26	and	and	CC
37060	8153	27	even	even	RB
37060	8153	28	less	less	JJR
37060	8153	29	the	the	DT
37060	8153	30	essence	essence	NN
37060	8153	31	of	of	IN
37060	8153	32	nonexistence	nonexistence	NN
37060	8153	33	.	.	.
37060	8154	1	Since	since	IN
37060	8154	2	either	either	DT
37060	8154	3	belief	belief	NN
37060	8154	4	or	or	CC
37060	8154	5	disbelief	disbelief	NN
37060	8154	6	toward	toward	IN
37060	8154	7	a	a	DT
37060	8154	8	given	give	VBN
37060	8154	9	thought	thought	NN
37060	8154	10	could	could	MD
37060	8154	11	be	be	VB
37060	8154	12	one	one	CD
37060	8154	13	day	day	NN
37060	8154	14	proven	prove	VBN
37060	8154	15	entirely	entirely	RB
37060	8154	16	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	8154	17	,	,	,
37060	8154	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8154	19	found	find	VBD
37060	8154	20	no	no	DT
37060	8154	21	malignancy	malignancy	NN
37060	8154	22	in	in	IN
37060	8154	23	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	8154	24	.	.	.
37060	8155	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8155	2	do	do	VBP
37060	8155	3	not	not	RB
37060	8155	4	feel	feel	VB
37060	8155	5	that	that	IN
37060	8155	6	living	live	VBG
37060	8155	7	a	a	DT
37060	8155	8	"	"	``
37060	8155	9	good	good	JJ
37060	8155	10	life	life	NN
37060	8155	11	"	"	''
37060	8155	12	should	should	MD
37060	8155	13	call	call	VB
37060	8155	14	for	for	IN
37060	8155	15	a	a	DT
37060	8155	16	reward	reward	NN
37060	8155	17	in	in	IN
37060	8155	18	after	after	IN
37060	8155	19	life	life	NN
37060	8155	20	;	;	:
37060	8155	21	an	an	DT
37060	8155	22	indestructive	indestructive	JJ
37060	8155	23	and	and	CC
37060	8155	24	morally	morally	RB
37060	8155	25	objective	objective	JJ
37060	8155	26	existence	existence	NN
37060	8155	27	should	should	MD
37060	8155	28	be	be	VB
37060	8155	29	a	a	DT
37060	8155	30	reward	reward	NN
37060	8155	31	in	in	IN
37060	8155	32	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8155	33	and	and	CC
37060	8155	34	should	should	MD
37060	8155	35	not	not	RB
37060	8155	36	need	need	VB
37060	8155	37	the	the	DT
37060	8155	38	impetus	impetus	NN
37060	8155	39	of	of	IN
37060	8155	40	a	a	DT
37060	8155	41	reward	reward	NN
37060	8155	42	to	to	TO
37060	8155	43	live	live	VB
37060	8155	44	righteously	righteously	RB
37060	8155	45	,	,	,
37060	8155	46	for	for	IN
37060	8155	47	that	that	DT
37060	8155	48	implies	imply	VBZ
37060	8155	49	one	one	PRP
37060	8155	50	would	would	MD
37060	8155	51	live	live	VB
37060	8155	52	in	in	IN
37060	8155	53	a	a	DT
37060	8155	54	lesser	less	JJR
37060	8155	55	degree	degree	NN
37060	8155	56	of	of	IN
37060	8155	57	goodliness	goodliness	NN
37060	8155	58	if	if	IN
37060	8155	59	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8155	60	was	be	VBD
37060	8155	61	certain	certain	JJ
37060	8155	62	no	no	DT
37060	8155	63	reward	reward	NN
37060	8155	64	would	would	MD
37060	8155	65	come	come	VB
37060	8155	66	in	in	IN
37060	8155	67	a	a	DT
37060	8155	68	later	later	JJ
37060	8155	69	form	form	NN
37060	8155	70	of	of	IN
37060	8155	71	being	be	VBG
37060	8155	72	.	.	.
37060	8156	1	The	the	DT
37060	8156	2	thought	thought	NN
37060	8156	3	of	of	IN
37060	8156	4	reincarnation	reincarnation	NN
37060	8156	5	into	into	IN
37060	8156	6	another	another	DT
37060	8156	7	earthly	earthly	JJ
37060	8156	8	being	being	NN
37060	8156	9	after	after	IN
37060	8156	10	one	one	CD
37060	8156	11	's	's	POS
37060	8156	12	death	death	NN
37060	8156	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	8156	14	,	,	,
37060	8156	15	for	for	IN
37060	8156	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8156	17	,	,	,
37060	8156	18	an	an	DT
37060	8156	19	unpleasant	unpleasant	JJ
37060	8156	20	thought	thought	NN
37060	8156	21	.	.	.
37060	8157	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8157	2	look	look	VBP
37060	8157	3	upon	upon	IN
37060	8157	4	each	each	DT
37060	8157	5	being	be	VBG
37060	8157	6	as	as	IN
37060	8157	7	an	an	DT
37060	8157	8	individual	individual	NN
37060	8157	9	which	which	WDT
37060	8157	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	8157	11	part	part	NN
37060	8157	12	of	of	IN
37060	8157	13	an	an	DT
37060	8157	14	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	8157	15	whole	whole	NN
37060	8157	16	,	,	,
37060	8157	17	and	and	CC
37060	8157	18	in	in	IN
37060	8157	19	that	that	DT
37060	8157	20	belief	belief	NN
37060	8157	21	,	,	,
37060	8157	22	reincarnation	reincarnation	NN
37060	8157	23	has	have	VBZ
37060	8157	24	no	no	DT
37060	8157	25	part	part	NN
37060	8157	26	.	.	.
37060	8158	1	The	the	DT
37060	8158	2	only	only	JJ
37060	8158	3	indication	indication	NN
37060	8158	4	which	which	WDT
37060	8158	5	could	could	MD
37060	8158	6	be	be	VB
37060	8158	7	attributed	attribute	VBN
37060	8158	8	to	to	IN
37060	8158	9	reincarnation	reincarnation	NN
37060	8158	10	are	be	VBP
37060	8158	11	those	those	DT
37060	8158	12	instances	instance	NNS
37060	8158	13	when	when	WRB
37060	8158	14	a	a	DT
37060	8158	15	person	person	NN
37060	8158	16	speaks	speak	VBZ
37060	8158	17	in	in	IN
37060	8158	18	a	a	DT
37060	8158	19	foreign	foreign	JJ
37060	8158	20	tongue	tongue	NN
37060	8158	21	and	and	CC
37060	8158	22	laments	lament	VBZ
37060	8158	23	an	an	DT
37060	8158	24	historic	historic	JJ
37060	8158	25	occurrence	occurrence	NN
37060	8158	26	;	;	:
37060	8158	27	the	the	DT
37060	8158	28	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	8158	29	of	of	IN
37060	8158	30	another	another	DT
37060	8158	31	speaking	speaking	NN
37060	8158	32	through	through	IN
37060	8158	33	a	a	DT
37060	8158	34	living	live	VBG
37060	8158	35	person	person	NN
37060	8158	36	.	.	.
37060	8159	1	To	to	IN
37060	8159	2	a	a	DT
37060	8159	3	lesser	less	JJR
37060	8159	4	degree	degree	NN
37060	8159	5	,	,	,
37060	8159	6	there	there	EX
37060	8159	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	8159	8	the	the	DT
37060	8159	9	inexplicable	inexplicable	JJ
37060	8159	10	,	,	,
37060	8159	11	yet	yet	CC
37060	8159	12	common	common	JJ
37060	8159	13	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	8159	14	of	of	IN
37060	8159	15	de	de	FW
37060	8159	16	ja	ja	NNP
37060	8159	17	vu	vu	NNP
37060	8159	18	.	.	.
37060	8160	1	If	if	IN
37060	8160	2	a	a	DT
37060	8160	3	person	person	NN
37060	8160	4	has	have	VBZ
37060	8160	5	never	never	RB
37060	8160	6	been	be	VBN
37060	8160	7	in	in	IN
37060	8160	8	a	a	DT
37060	8160	9	place	place	NN
37060	8160	10	before	before	RB
37060	8160	11	,	,	,
37060	8160	12	how	how	WRB
37060	8160	13	could	could	MD
37060	8160	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8160	15	feel	feel	VB
37060	8160	16	that	that	IN
37060	8160	17	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8160	18	has	have	VBZ
37060	8160	19	seen	see	VBN
37060	8160	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8160	21	in	in	IN
37060	8160	22	another	another	DT
37060	8160	23	point	point	NN
37060	8160	24	in	in	IN
37060	8160	25	time	time	NN
37060	8160	26	?	?	.
37060	8161	1	As	as	IN
37060	8161	2	mysterious	mysterious	JJ
37060	8161	3	as	as	IN
37060	8161	4	these	these	DT
37060	8161	5	happenings	happening	NNS
37060	8161	6	are	be	VBP
37060	8161	7	,	,	,
37060	8161	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8161	9	would	would	MD
37060	8161	10	rather	rather	RB
37060	8161	11	think	think	VB
37060	8161	12	of	of	IN
37060	8161	13	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8161	14	as	as	IN
37060	8161	15	earthly	earthly	JJ
37060	8161	16	contacts	contact	NNS
37060	8161	17	made	make	VBN
37060	8161	18	by	by	IN
37060	8161	19	uneasy	uneasy	JJ
37060	8161	20	or	or	CC
37060	8161	21	tormented	torment	VBN
37060	8161	22	spirits	spirit	NNS
37060	8161	23	,	,	,
37060	8161	24	rather	rather	RB
37060	8161	25	than	than	IN
37060	8161	26	any	any	DT
37060	8161	27	sign	sign	NN
37060	8161	28	of	of	IN
37060	8161	29	reincarnation	reincarnation	NN
37060	8161	30	.	.	.
37060	8162	1	Then	then	RB
37060	8162	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8162	3	would	would	MD
37060	8162	4	hope	hope	VB
37060	8162	5	that	that	IN
37060	8162	6	there	there	EX
37060	8162	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	8162	8	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	8162	9	but	but	IN
37060	8162	10	rest	rest	NN
37060	8162	11	after	after	IN
37060	8162	12	death	death	NN
37060	8162	13	,	,	,
37060	8162	14	although	although	IN
37060	8162	15	the	the	DT
37060	8162	16	reality	reality	NN
37060	8162	17	of	of	IN
37060	8162	18	this	this	DT
37060	8162	19	wish	wish	NN
37060	8162	20	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	8162	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	8162	22	not	not	RB
37060	8162	23	augmented	augment	VBN
37060	8162	24	by	by	IN
37060	8162	25	tales	tale	NNS
37060	8162	26	told	tell	VBN
37060	8162	27	of	of	IN
37060	8162	28	those	those	DT
37060	8162	29	who	who	WP
37060	8162	30	have	have	VBP
37060	8162	31	,	,	,
37060	8162	32	so	so	RB
37060	8162	33	to	to	TO
37060	8162	34	speak	speak	VB
37060	8162	35	,	,	,
37060	8162	36	departed	depart	VBN
37060	8162	37	and	and	CC
37060	8162	38	then	then	RB
37060	8162	39	have	have	VBP
37060	8162	40	later	later	RB
37060	8162	41	been	be	VBN
37060	8162	42	revived	revive	VBN
37060	8162	43	.	.	.
37060	8163	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8163	2	would	would	MD
37060	8163	3	be	be	VB
37060	8163	4	quite	quite	RB
37060	8163	5	annoyed	annoy	VBN
37060	8163	6	if	if	IN
37060	8163	7	,	,	,
37060	8163	8	after	after	IN
37060	8163	9	lapsing	lapse	VBG
37060	8163	10	into	into	IN
37060	8163	11	a	a	DT
37060	8163	12	serene	serene	JJ
37060	8163	13	dreamland	dreamland	NN
37060	8163	14	,	,	,
37060	8163	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8163	16	wake	wake	VBP
37060	8163	17	,	,	,
37060	8163	18	only	only	RB
37060	8163	19	to	to	TO
37060	8163	20	find	find	VB
37060	8163	21	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8163	22	deposited	deposit	VBN
37060	8163	23	on	on	IN
37060	8163	24	earth	earth	NN
37060	8163	25	in	in	IN
37060	8163	26	the	the	DT
37060	8163	27	form	form	NN
37060	8163	28	of	of	IN
37060	8163	29	an	an	DT
37060	8163	30	infant	infant	NN
37060	8163	31	,	,	,
37060	8163	32	destined	destine	VBN
37060	8163	33	to	to	TO
37060	8163	34	bridge	bridge	VB
37060	8163	35	the	the	DT
37060	8163	36	tide	tide	NN
37060	8163	37	of	of	IN
37060	8163	38	humanity	humanity	NN
37060	8163	39	once	once	RB
37060	8163	40	again	again	RB
37060	8163	41	...	...	.
37060	8164	1	PAGE	PAGE	NNP
37060	8164	2	286	286	CD
37060	8164	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	8164	4	39	39	CD
37060	8164	5	Reminiscence	Reminiscence	NNP
37060	8164	6	"	"	``
37060	8164	7	What	what	WP
37060	8164	8	man	man	NN
37060	8164	9	thinks	think	VBZ
37060	8164	10	of	of	IN
37060	8164	11	as	as	IN
37060	8164	12	solid	solid	JJ
37060	8164	13	"	"	``
37060	8164	14	truths	truth	NNS
37060	8164	15	"	"	''
37060	8164	16	could	could	MD
37060	8164	17	be	be	VB
37060	8164	18	obliterated	obliterate	VBN
37060	8164	19	once	once	IN
37060	8164	20	one	one	PRP
37060	8164	21	has	have	VBZ
37060	8164	22	passed	pass	VBN
37060	8164	23	from	from	IN
37060	8164	24	worldly	worldly	JJ
37060	8164	25	existence	existence	NN
37060	8164	26	.	.	.
37060	8165	1	.	.	.
37060	8166	1	.	.	.
37060	8166	2	"	"	''
37060	8167	1	"	"	``
37060	8167	2	one	one	PRP
37060	8167	3	's	's	POS
37060	8167	4	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	8167	5	,	,	,
37060	8167	6	once	once	RB
37060	8167	7	established	establish	VBN
37060	8167	8	,	,	,
37060	8167	9	remain	remain	VBP
37060	8167	10	a	a	DT
37060	8167	11	cane	cane	NN
37060	8167	12	to	to	TO
37060	8167	13	lean	lean	VB
37060	8167	14	upon	upon	IN
37060	8167	15	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	8167	16	those	those	DT
37060	8167	17	times	time	NNS
37060	8167	18	of	of	IN
37060	8167	19	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	8167	20	and	and	CC
37060	8167	21	change	change	NN
37060	8167	22	.	.	.
37060	8167	23	"	"	''
37060	8168	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	8168	2	THIRTY	THIRTY	NNP
37060	8168	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	8168	4	NINE	NINE	NNP
37060	8168	5	Reminiscence	Reminiscence	NNP
37060	8168	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8168	7	was	be	VBD
37060	8168	8	reflecting	reflect	VBG
37060	8168	9	how	how	WRB
37060	8168	10	some	some	DT
37060	8168	11	people	people	NNS
37060	8168	12	lump	lump	VBP
37060	8168	13	together	together	RB
37060	8168	14	instances	instance	NNS
37060	8168	15	which	which	WDT
37060	8168	16	,	,	,
37060	8168	17	personally	personally	RB
37060	8168	18	,	,	,
37060	8168	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8168	20	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8168	21	are	be	VBP
37060	8168	22	complete	complete	JJ
37060	8168	23	opposites	opposite	NNS
37060	8168	24	.	.	.
37060	8169	1	Case	case	NN
37060	8169	2	in	in	IN
37060	8169	3	point	point	NN
37060	8169	4	;	;	:
37060	8169	5	the	the	DT
37060	8169	6	dissimilarity	dissimilarity	NN
37060	8169	7	,	,	,
37060	8169	8	in	in	IN
37060	8169	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8169	10	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	8169	11	between	between	IN
37060	8169	12	telling	tell	VBG
37060	8169	13	a	a	DT
37060	8169	14	person	person	NN
37060	8169	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8169	16	has	have	VBZ
37060	8169	17	a	a	DT
37060	8169	18	piece	piece	NN
37060	8169	19	of	of	IN
37060	8169	20	cake	cake	NN
37060	8169	21	on	on	IN
37060	8169	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8169	23	chin	chin	NN
37060	8169	24	and	and	CC
37060	8169	25	telling	tell	VBG
37060	8169	26	someone	someone	NN
37060	8169	27	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8169	28	has	have	VBZ
37060	8169	29	a	a	DT
37060	8169	30	pimple	pimple	NN
37060	8169	31	on	on	IN
37060	8169	32	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8169	33	forehead	forehead	NN
37060	8169	34	.	.	.
37060	8170	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8170	2	would	would	MD
37060	8170	3	be	be	VB
37060	8170	4	grateful	grateful	JJ
37060	8170	5	to	to	IN
37060	8170	6	the	the	DT
37060	8170	7	person	person	NN
37060	8170	8	who	who	WP
37060	8170	9	would	would	MD
37060	8170	10	say	say	VB
37060	8170	11	,	,	,
37060	8170	12	with	with	IN
37060	8170	13	discretion	discretion	NN
37060	8170	14	,	,	,
37060	8170	15	that	that	IN
37060	8170	16	food	food	NN
37060	8170	17	had	have	VBD
37060	8170	18	somehow	somehow	RB
37060	8170	19	missed	miss	VBN
37060	8170	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8170	21	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	8170	22	and	and	CC
37060	8170	23	had	have	VBD
37060	8170	24	adhered	adhere	VBN
37060	8170	25	to	to	IN
37060	8170	26	the	the	DT
37060	8170	27	skin	skin	NN
37060	8170	28	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	8170	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8170	30	mouth	mouth	NN
37060	8170	31	.	.	.
37060	8171	1	There	there	EX
37060	8171	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8171	3	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	8171	4	more	more	JJR
37060	8171	5	degrading	degrading	JJ
37060	8171	6	than	than	IN
37060	8171	7	to	to	TO
37060	8171	8	have	have	VB
37060	8171	9	had	have	VBN
37060	8171	10	a	a	DT
37060	8171	11	lovely	lovely	JJ
37060	8171	12	luncheon	luncheon	NN
37060	8171	13	,	,	,
37060	8171	14	followed	follow	VBN
37060	8171	15	by	by	IN
37060	8171	16	a	a	DT
37060	8171	17	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	8171	18	spree	spree	NN
37060	8171	19	,	,	,
37060	8171	20	only	only	RB
37060	8171	21	to	to	TO
37060	8171	22	discover	discover	VB
37060	8171	23	upon	upon	IN
37060	8171	24	looking	look	VBG
37060	8171	25	in	in	IN
37060	8171	26	the	the	DT
37060	8171	27	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	8171	28	at	at	IN
37060	8171	29	5:30	5:30	CD
37060	8171	30	p.m.	p.m.	NN
37060	8171	31	that	that	WDT
37060	8171	32	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8171	33	'd	have	VBD
37060	8171	34	been	be	VBN
37060	8171	35	carrying	carry	VBG
37060	8171	36	a	a	DT
37060	8171	37	splotch	splotch	NN
37060	8171	38	of	of	IN
37060	8171	39	cake	cake	NN
37060	8171	40	on	on	IN
37060	8171	41	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8171	42	face	face	NN
37060	8171	43	for	for	IN
37060	8171	44	the	the	DT
37060	8171	45	better	well	JJR
37060	8171	46	part	part	NN
37060	8171	47	of	of	IN
37060	8171	48	the	the	DT
37060	8171	49	day	day	NN
37060	8171	50	.	.	.
37060	8172	1	In	in	IN
37060	8172	2	the	the	DT
37060	8172	3	event	event	NN
37060	8172	4	that	that	WDT
37060	8172	5	someone	someone	NN
37060	8172	6	announces	announce	VBZ
37060	8172	7	that	that	IN
37060	8172	8	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8172	9	have	have	VBP
37060	8172	10	a	a	DT
37060	8172	11	blemish	blemish	NN
37060	8172	12	on	on	IN
37060	8172	13	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8172	14	face	face	NN
37060	8172	15	,	,	,
37060	8172	16	however	however	RB
37060	8172	17	,	,	,
37060	8172	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8172	19	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8172	20	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	8172	21	short	short	JJ
37060	8172	22	of	of	IN
37060	8172	23	mild	mild	JJ
37060	8172	24	revulsion	revulsion	NN
37060	8172	25	toward	toward	IN
37060	8172	26	that	that	DT
37060	8172	27	individual	individual	NN
37060	8172	28	for	for	IN
37060	8172	29	augmenting	augment	VBG
37060	8172	30	an	an	DT
37060	8172	31	embarrassment	embarrassment	NN
37060	8172	32	which	which	WDT
37060	8172	33	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8172	34	've	have	VB
37060	8172	35	already	already	RB
37060	8172	36	acknowledged	acknowledge	VBN
37060	8172	37	to	to	IN
37060	8172	38	yourself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8172	39	upon	upon	IN
37060	8172	40	awakening	awaken	VBG
37060	8172	41	.	.	.
37060	8173	1	Chances	chance	NNS
37060	8173	2	are	be	VBP
37060	8173	3	that	that	IN
37060	8173	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8173	5	are	be	VBP
37060	8173	6	fully	fully	RB
37060	8173	7	aware	aware	JJ
37060	8173	8	of	of	IN
37060	8173	9	the	the	DT
37060	8173	10	exact	exact	JJ
37060	8173	11	longitude	longitude	NN
37060	8173	12	and	and	CC
37060	8173	13	latitude	latitude	NN
37060	8173	14	of	of	IN
37060	8173	15	the	the	DT
37060	8173	16	facial	facial	JJ
37060	8173	17	offender	offender	NN
37060	8173	18	which	which	WDT
37060	8173	19	so	so	RB
37060	8173	20	hatefully	hatefully	RB
37060	8173	21	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	8173	22	on	on	IN
37060	8173	23	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8173	24	face	face	NN
37060	8173	25	.	.	.
37060	8174	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8174	2	simply	simply	RB
37060	8174	3	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8174	4	that	that	IN
37060	8174	5	comments	comment	NNS
37060	8174	6	of	of	IN
37060	8174	7	that	that	DT
37060	8174	8	nature	nature	NN
37060	8174	9	are	be	VBP
37060	8174	10	unnecessary	unnecessary	JJ
37060	8174	11	because	because	IN
37060	8174	12	there	there	EX
37060	8174	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	8174	14	absolutely	absolutely	RB
37060	8174	15	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	8174	16	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8174	17	can	can	MD
37060	8174	18	do	do	VB
37060	8174	19	except	except	IN
37060	8174	20	to	to	TO
37060	8174	21	hope	hope	VB
37060	8174	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8174	23	exits	exit	VBZ
37060	8174	24	as	as	RB
37060	8174	25	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	8174	26	as	as	IN
37060	8174	27	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8174	28	made	make	VBD
37060	8174	29	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8174	30	's	be	VBZ
37060	8174	31	debut	debut	NN
37060	8174	32	.	.	.
37060	8175	1	Unlike	unlike	IN
37060	8175	2	the	the	DT
37060	8175	3	piece	piece	NN
37060	8175	4	of	of	IN
37060	8175	5	cake	cake	NN
37060	8175	6	which	which	WDT
37060	8175	7	can	can	MD
37060	8175	8	be	be	VB
37060	8175	9	whisked	whisk	VBN
37060	8175	10	away	away	RP
37060	8175	11	after	after	IN
37060	8175	12	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8175	13	detection	detection	NN
37060	8175	14	,	,	,
37060	8175	15	the	the	DT
37060	8175	16	blemish	blemish	NN
37060	8175	17	remains	remain	VBZ
37060	8175	18	until	until	IN
37060	8175	19	full	full	JJ
37060	8175	20	maturity	maturity	NN
37060	8175	21	and	and	CC
37060	8175	22	disappears	disappear	VBZ
37060	8175	23	only	only	RB
37060	8175	24	when	when	WRB
37060	8175	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8175	26	is	be	VBZ
37060	8175	27	quite	quite	RB
37060	8175	28	prepared	prepared	JJ
37060	8175	29	to	to	TO
37060	8175	30	do	do	VB
37060	8175	31	so	so	RB
37060	8175	32	!	!	.
37060	8176	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	8176	2	ends	end	VBZ
37060	8176	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8176	4	dissertation	dissertation	NN
37060	8176	5	on	on	IN
37060	8176	6	facial	facial	JJ
37060	8176	7	concerns	concern	NNS
37060	8176	8	.	.	.
37060	8177	1	Much	much	JJ
37060	8177	2	of	of	IN
37060	8177	3	the	the	DT
37060	8177	4	fear	fear	NN
37060	8177	5	that	that	WDT
37060	8177	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8177	7	now	now	RB
37060	8177	8	perceive	perceive	VBP
37060	8177	9	deals	deal	NNS
37060	8177	10	with	with	IN
37060	8177	11	the	the	DT
37060	8177	12	question	question	NN
37060	8177	13	of	of	IN
37060	8177	14	where	where	WRB
37060	8177	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8177	16	would	would	MD
37060	8177	17	go	go	VB
37060	8177	18	should	should	MD
37060	8177	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8177	20	outlive	outlive	JJ
37060	8177	21	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	8177	22	and	and	CC
37060	8177	23	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8177	24	.	.	.
37060	8178	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8178	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8178	3	so	so	RB
37060	8178	4	utterly	utterly	RB
37060	8178	5	dependant	dependant	JJ
37060	8178	6	upon	upon	IN
37060	8178	7	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8178	8	,	,	,
37060	8178	9	especially	especially	RB
37060	8178	10	given	give	VBN
37060	8178	11	the	the	DT
37060	8178	12	condition	condition	NN
37060	8178	13	of	of	IN
37060	8178	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8178	15	health	health	NN
37060	8178	16	and	and	CC
37060	8178	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8178	18	inability	inability	NN
37060	8178	19	to	to	TO
37060	8178	20	earn	earn	VB
37060	8178	21	a	a	DT
37060	8178	22	living	living	NN
37060	8178	23	of	of	IN
37060	8178	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8178	25	own	own	JJ
37060	8178	26	.	.	.
37060	8179	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8179	2	had	have	VBD
37060	8179	3	depended	depend	VBN
37060	8179	4	on	on	IN
37060	8179	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8179	6	in	in	IN
37060	8179	7	the	the	DT
37060	8179	8	event	event	NN
37060	8179	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8179	10	should	should	MD
37060	8179	11	have	have	VB
37060	8179	12	more	more	JJR
37060	8179	13	years	year	NNS
37060	8179	14	of	of	IN
37060	8179	15	life	life	NN
37060	8179	16	than	than	IN
37060	8179	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8179	18	parents	parent	NNS
37060	8179	19	;	;	:
37060	8179	20	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8179	21	had	have	VBD
37060	8179	22	said	say	VBN
37060	8179	23	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8179	24	could	could	MD
37060	8179	25	live	live	VB
37060	8179	26	together	together	RB
37060	8179	27	,	,	,
37060	8179	28	and	and	CC
37060	8179	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8179	30	worries	worry	NNS
37060	8179	31	were	be	VBD
37060	8179	32	somewhat	somewhat	RB
37060	8179	33	allayed	allay	VBN
37060	8179	34	.	.	.
37060	8180	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8180	2	hope	hope	VBP
37060	8180	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8180	4	will	will	MD
37060	8180	5	die	die	VB
37060	8180	6	before	before	IN
37060	8180	7	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8180	8	,	,	,
37060	8180	9	although	although	IN
37060	8180	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8180	11	realize	realize	VBP
37060	8180	12	this	this	DT
37060	8180	13	would	would	MD
37060	8180	14	hurt	hurt	VB
37060	8180	15	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8180	16	deeply	deeply	RB
37060	8180	17	.	.	.
37060	8181	1	Hidden	hide	VBN
37060	8181	2	inside	inside	IN
37060	8181	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8181	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	8181	5	,	,	,
37060	8181	6	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8181	7	,	,	,
37060	8181	8	a	a	DT
37060	8181	9	coward	coward	NN
37060	8181	10	which	which	WDT
37060	8181	11	seeks	seek	VBZ
37060	8181	12	the	the	DT
37060	8181	13	road	road	NN
37060	8181	14	of	of	IN
37060	8181	15	least	least	JJS
37060	8181	16	resistance	resistance	NN
37060	8181	17	.	.	.
37060	8182	1	Given	give	VBN
37060	8182	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8182	3	past	past	JJ
37060	8182	4	degree	degree	NN
37060	8182	5	of	of	IN
37060	8182	6	luck	luck	NN
37060	8182	7	,	,	,
37060	8182	8	however	however	RB
37060	8182	9	,	,	,
37060	8182	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8182	11	'm	be	VBP
37060	8182	12	sure	sure	JJ
37060	8182	13	that	that	IN
37060	8182	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8182	15	wishes	wish	NNS
37060	8182	16	will	will	MD
37060	8182	17	not	not	RB
37060	8182	18	come	come	VB
37060	8182	19	true	true	JJ
37060	8182	20	.	.	.
37060	8183	1	One	one	PRP
37060	8183	2	must	must	MD
37060	8183	3	take	take	VB
37060	8183	4	those	those	DT
37060	8183	5	things	thing	NNS
37060	8183	6	in	in	IN
37060	8183	7	life	life	NN
37060	8183	8	which	which	WDT
37060	8183	9	are	be	VBP
37060	8183	10	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	8183	11	to	to	TO
37060	8183	12	endure	endure	VB
37060	8183	13	and	and	CC
37060	8183	14	attempt	attempt	VB
37060	8183	15	to	to	TO
37060	8183	16	grow	grow	VB
37060	8183	17	with	with	IN
37060	8183	18	each	each	DT
37060	8183	19	new	new	JJ
37060	8183	20	development	development	NN
37060	8183	21	.	.	.
37060	8184	1	Life	life	NN
37060	8184	2	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	8184	3	unable	unable	JJ
37060	8184	4	to	to	TO
37060	8184	5	be	be	VB
37060	8184	6	a	a	DT
37060	8184	7	"	"	``
37060	8184	8	no	no	DT
37060	8184	9	load	load	NN
37060	8184	10	"	"	''
37060	8184	11	experience	experience	NN
37060	8184	12	;	;	:
37060	8184	13	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8184	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8184	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	8184	16	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	8184	17	to	to	TO
37060	8184	18	think	think	VB
37060	8184	19	that	that	IN
37060	8184	20	the	the	DT
37060	8184	21	sunshine	sunshine	NN
37060	8184	22	and	and	CC
37060	8184	23	the	the	DT
37060	8184	24	rain	rain	NN
37060	8184	25	maintain	maintain	VBP
37060	8184	26	equal	equal	JJ
37060	8184	27	balance	balance	NN
37060	8184	28	.	.	.
37060	8185	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	8185	2	2	2	CD
37060	8185	3	,	,	,
37060	8185	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8185	5	...	...	NFP
37060	8186	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8186	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8186	3	good	good	JJ
37060	8186	4	to	to	TO
37060	8186	5	drive	drive	VB
37060	8186	6	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	8186	7	's	's	POS
37060	8186	8	Chevette	Chevette	NNP
37060	8186	9	today	today	NN
37060	8186	10	.	.	.
37060	8187	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8187	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	8187	3	the	the	DT
37060	8187	4	barrier	barrier	NN
37060	8187	5	was	be	VBD
37060	8187	6	broken	break	VBN
37060	8187	7	and	and	CC
37060	8187	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8187	9	was	be	VBD
37060	8187	10	comforted	comfort	VBN
37060	8187	11	;	;	:
37060	8187	12	also	also	RB
37060	8187	13	to	to	TO
37060	8187	14	know	know	VB
37060	8187	15	that	that	IN
37060	8187	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8187	17	could	could	MD
37060	8187	18	get	get	VB
37060	8187	19	out	out	RP
37060	8187	20	,	,	,
37060	8187	21	that	that	IN
37060	8187	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8187	23	could	could	MD
37060	8187	24	drive	drive	VB
37060	8187	25	the	the	DT
37060	8187	26	car	car	NN
37060	8187	27	with	with	IN
37060	8187	28	competence	competence	NN
37060	8187	29	and	and	CC
37060	8187	30	at	at	IN
37060	8187	31	the	the	DT
37060	8187	32	same	same	JJ
37060	8187	33	time	time	NN
37060	8187	34	,	,	,
37060	8187	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8187	36	could	could	MD
37060	8187	37	feel	feel	VB
37060	8187	38	close	close	JJ
37060	8187	39	to	to	IN
37060	8187	40	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8187	41	.	.	.
37060	8188	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8188	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	8188	3	easier	easy	JJR
37060	8188	4	to	to	TO
37060	8188	5	shift	shift	VB
37060	8188	6	than	than	IN
37060	8188	7	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8188	8	's	's	POS
37060	8188	9	Chevy	Chevy	NNP
37060	8188	10	truck	truck	NN
37060	8188	11	.	.	.
37060	8189	1	Feb.7	feb.7	JJ
37060	8189	2	,	,	,
37060	8189	3	1984	1984	CD
37060	8189	4	...	...	NFP
37060	8190	1	Some	some	DT
37060	8190	2	of	of	IN
37060	8190	3	the	the	DT
37060	8190	4	reason	reason	NN
37060	8190	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8190	6	felt	feel	VBD
37060	8190	7	so	so	RB
37060	8190	8	bad	bad	JJ
37060	8190	9	that	that	IN
37060	8190	10	awful	awful	JJ
37060	8190	11	Monday	Monday	NNP
37060	8190	12	and	and	CC
37060	8190	13	Tuesday	Tuesday	NNP
37060	8190	14	was	be	VBD
37060	8190	15	the	the	DT
37060	8190	16	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	8190	17	that	that	IN
37060	8190	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8190	19	should	should	MD
37060	8190	20	've	have	VB
37060	8190	21	been	be	VBN
37060	8190	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8190	23	.	.	.
37060	8191	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8191	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8191	3	as	as	IN
37060	8191	4	if	if	IN
37060	8191	5	an	an	DT
37060	8191	6	angel	angel	NN
37060	8191	7	came	come	VBD
37060	8191	8	to	to	TO
37060	8191	9	retrieve	retrieve	VB
37060	8191	10	a	a	DT
37060	8191	11	soul	soul	NN
37060	8191	12	at	at	IN
37060	8191	13	5440	5440	CD
37060	8191	14	and	and	CC
37060	8191	15	got	get	VBD
37060	8191	16	the	the	DT
37060	8191	17	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	8191	18	room	room	NN
37060	8191	19	.	.	.
37060	8192	1	Everyone	everyone	NN
37060	8192	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8192	3	expecting	expect	VBG
37060	8192	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8192	5	to	to	TO
37060	8192	6	die	die	VB
37060	8192	7	,	,	,
37060	8192	8	and	and	CC
37060	8192	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8192	10	would	would	MD
37060	8192	11	have	have	VB
37060	8192	12	been	be	VBN
37060	8192	13	a	a	DT
37060	8192	14	lot	lot	NN
37060	8192	15	easier	easy	JJR
37060	8192	16	...	...	.
37060	8192	17	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	8192	18	11	11	CD
37060	8192	19	,	,	,
37060	8192	20	1984	1984	CD
37060	8192	21	...	...	.
37060	8193	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8193	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	8193	3	to	to	TO
37060	8193	4	storm	storm	VB
37060	8193	5	around	around	RP
37060	8193	6	12:30	12:30	CD
37060	8193	7	while	while	IN
37060	8193	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8193	9	was	be	VBD
37060	8193	10	still	still	RB
37060	8193	11	down	down	RB
37060	8193	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	8193	13	stairs	stair	NNS
37060	8193	14	.	.	.
37060	8194	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8194	2	've	have	VB
37060	8194	3	never	never	RB
37060	8194	4	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	8194	5	such	such	PDT
37060	8194	6	a	a	DT
37060	8194	7	loud	loud	JJ
37060	8194	8	and	and	CC
37060	8194	9	brilliant	brilliant	JJ
37060	8194	10	display	display	NN
37060	8194	11	of	of	IN
37060	8194	12	nature	nature	NN
37060	8194	13	's	's	POS
37060	8194	14	fireworks	firework	NNS
37060	8194	15	at	at	IN
37060	8194	16	such	such	PDT
37060	8194	17	an	an	DT
37060	8194	18	unlikely	unlikely	JJ
37060	8194	19	time	time	NN
37060	8194	20	of	of	IN
37060	8194	21	the	the	DT
37060	8194	22	year	year	NN
37060	8194	23	.	.	.
37060	8195	1	Upon	upon	IN
37060	8195	2	hearing	hear	VBG
37060	8195	3	the	the	DT
37060	8195	4	noise	noise	NN
37060	8195	5	,	,	,
37060	8195	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8195	7	elected	elect	VBD
37060	8195	8	to	to	TO
37060	8195	9	turn	turn	VB
37060	8195	10	off	off	RP
37060	8195	11	the	the	DT
37060	8195	12	T.V.in	t.v.in	CD
37060	8195	13	favor	favor	NN
37060	8195	14	of	of	IN
37060	8195	15	listening	listen	VBG
37060	8195	16	to	to	IN
37060	8195	17	and	and	CC
37060	8195	18	observing	observe	VBG
37060	8195	19	the	the	DT
37060	8195	20	lightning	lightning	NN
37060	8195	21	.	.	.
37060	8196	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8196	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8196	3	quite	quite	RB
37060	8196	4	intense	intense	JJ
37060	8196	5	for	for	IN
37060	8196	6	a	a	DT
37060	8196	7	brief	brief	JJ
37060	8196	8	period	period	NN
37060	8196	9	of	of	IN
37060	8196	10	ten	ten	CD
37060	8196	11	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	8196	12	or	or	CC
37060	8196	13	thereabouts	thereabout	NNS
37060	8196	14	.	.	.
37060	8197	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8197	2	wish	wish	VBP
37060	8197	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8197	4	would	would	MD
37060	8197	5	continue	continue	VB
37060	8197	6	to	to	TO
37060	8197	7	storm	storm	VB
37060	8197	8	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	8197	9	the	the	DT
37060	8197	10	passage	passage	NN
37060	8197	11	of	of	IN
37060	8197	12	the	the	DT
37060	8197	13	night	night	NN
37060	8197	14	.	.	.
37060	8198	1	.	.	.
37060	8199	1	.	.	.
37060	8200	1	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8200	2	would	would	MD
37060	8200	3	effectively	effectively	RB
37060	8200	4	break	break	VB
37060	8200	5	the	the	DT
37060	8200	6	monotony	monotony	NN
37060	8200	7	of	of	IN
37060	8200	8	sleep	sleep	NN
37060	8200	9	.	.	.
37060	8201	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	8201	2	12	12	CD
37060	8201	3	,	,	,
37060	8201	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8201	5	...	...	:
37060	8201	6	Sunday	Sunday	NNP
37060	8201	7	's	's	POS
37060	8201	8	just	just	RB
37060	8201	9	are	be	VBP
37060	8201	10	n't	not	RB
37060	8201	11	the	the	DT
37060	8201	12	same	same	JJ
37060	8201	13	...	...	.
37060	8201	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8201	15	was	be	VBD
37060	8201	16	a	a	DT
37060	8201	17	gray	gray	JJ
37060	8201	18	and	and	CC
37060	8201	19	misty	misty	JJ
37060	8201	20	day	day	NN
37060	8201	21	,	,	,
37060	8201	22	temperature	temperature	NN
37060	8201	23	of	of	IN
37060	8201	24	52	52	CD
37060	8201	25	.	.	.
37060	8202	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8202	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	8202	3	the	the	DT
37060	8202	4	committee	committee	NN
37060	8202	5	at	at	IN
37060	8202	6	Church	Church	NNP
37060	8202	7	went	go	VBD
37060	8202	8	to	to	IN
37060	8202	9	the	the	DT
37060	8202	10	Bishop	Bishop	NNP
37060	8202	11	to	to	TO
37060	8202	12	obtain	obtain	VB
37060	8202	13	a	a	DT
37060	8202	14	replacement	replacement	NN
37060	8202	15	for	for	IN
37060	8202	16	Rev.	Rev.	NNP
37060	8203	1	Hess	hess	NN
37060	8203	2	.	.	.
37060	8204	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8204	2	'll	will	MD
37060	8204	3	miss	miss	VB
37060	8204	4	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8204	5	...	...	:
37060	8204	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8204	7	was	be	VBD
37060	8204	8	the	the	DT
37060	8204	9	only	only	JJ
37060	8204	10	minister	minister	NN
37060	8204	11	with	with	IN
37060	8204	12	whom	whom	WP
37060	8204	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8204	14	felt	feel	VBD
37060	8204	15	at	at	IN
37060	8204	16	ease	ease	NN
37060	8204	17	to	to	TO
37060	8204	18	express	express	VB
37060	8204	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8204	20	true	true	JJ
37060	8204	21	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	8204	22	.	.	.
37060	8205	1	With	with	IN
37060	8205	2	others	other	NNS
37060	8205	3	,	,	,
37060	8205	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8205	5	was	be	VBD
37060	8205	6	backed	back	VBN
37060	8205	7	up	up	RP
37060	8205	8	against	against	IN
37060	8205	9	a	a	DT
37060	8205	10	wall	wall	NN
37060	8205	11	.	.	.
37060	8206	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8206	2	must	must	MD
37060	8206	3	believe	believe	VB
37060	8206	4	as	as	IN
37060	8206	5	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8206	6	did	do	VBD
37060	8206	7	.	.	.
37060	8207	1	.	.	.
37060	8208	1	.if	.if	NFP
37060	8208	2	God	God	NNP
37060	8208	3	knowingly	knowingly	RB
37060	8208	4	created	create	VBD
37060	8208	5	man	man	NN
37060	8208	6	as	as	IN
37060	8208	7	imperfect	imperfect	JJ
37060	8208	8	beings	being	NNS
37060	8208	9	which	which	WDT
37060	8208	10	had	have	VBD
37060	8208	11	to	to	TO
37060	8208	12	attain	attain	VB
37060	8208	13	greater	great	JJR
37060	8208	14	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	8208	15	through	through	IN
37060	8208	16	experience	experience	NN
37060	8208	17	,	,	,
37060	8208	18	how	how	WRB
37060	8208	19	could	could	MD
37060	8208	20	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8208	21	simultaneously	simultaneously	RB
37060	8208	22	punish	punish	VB
37060	8208	23	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8208	24	for	for	IN
37060	8208	25	eternity	eternity	NN
37060	8208	26	simply	simply	RB
37060	8208	27	because	because	IN
37060	8208	28	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8208	29	doubted	doubt	VBD
37060	8208	30	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8208	31	existence	existence	NN
37060	8208	32	or	or	CC
37060	8208	33	some	some	DT
37060	8208	34	of	of	IN
37060	8208	35	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8208	36	principles	principle	NNS
37060	8208	37	?	?	.
37060	8209	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8209	2	would	would	MD
37060	8209	3	,	,	,
37060	8209	4	in	in	IN
37060	8209	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8209	6	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	8209	7	,	,	,
37060	8209	8	be	be	VB
37060	8209	9	folly	folly	NN
37060	8209	10	for	for	IN
37060	8209	11	Him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8209	12	to	to	TO
37060	8209	13	place	place	VB
37060	8209	14	such	such	PDT
37060	8209	15	a	a	DT
37060	8209	16	temptation	temptation	NN
37060	8209	17	as	as	IN
37060	8209	18	Knowledge	Knowledge	NNP
37060	8209	19	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8209	20	the	the	DT
37060	8209	21	apple	apple	NN
37060	8209	22	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8209	23	within	within	IN
37060	8209	24	man	man	NN
37060	8209	25	's	's	POS
37060	8209	26	perception	perception	NN
37060	8209	27	and	and	CC
37060	8209	28	then	then	RB
37060	8209	29	command	command	VB
37060	8209	30	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8209	31	to	to	TO
37060	8209	32	shun	shun	VB
37060	8209	33	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8209	34	at	at	IN
37060	8209	35	all	all	DT
37060	8209	36	costs	cost	NNS
37060	8209	37	;	;	:
37060	8209	38	an	an	DT
37060	8209	39	all	all	RB
37060	8209	40	-	-	HYPH
37060	8209	41	knowing	know	VBG
37060	8209	42	Being	being	NN
37060	8209	43	,	,	,
37060	8209	44	God	God	NNP
37060	8209	45	would	would	MD
37060	8209	46	have	have	VB
37060	8209	47	already	already	RB
37060	8209	48	been	be	VBN
37060	8209	49	aware	aware	JJ
37060	8209	50	that	that	DT
37060	8209	51	man	man	NN
37060	8209	52	,	,	,
37060	8209	53	yet	yet	CC
37060	8209	54	a	a	DT
37060	8209	55	child	child	NN
37060	8209	56	in	in	IN
37060	8209	57	mentality	mentality	NN
37060	8209	58	,	,	,
37060	8209	59	could	could	MD
37060	8209	60	n't	not	RB
37060	8209	61	resist	resist	VB
37060	8209	62	such	such	PDT
37060	8209	63	a	a	DT
37060	8209	64	command	command	NN
37060	8209	65	,	,	,
37060	8209	66	just	just	RB
37060	8209	67	as	as	IN
37060	8209	68	a	a	DT
37060	8209	69	child	child	NN
37060	8209	70	is	be	VBZ
37060	8209	71	unable	unable	JJ
37060	8209	72	to	to	TO
37060	8209	73	keep	keep	VB
37060	8209	74	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8209	75	hands	hand	NNS
37060	8209	76	in	in	IN
37060	8209	77	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8209	78	pockets	pocket	NNS
37060	8209	79	in	in	IN
37060	8209	80	a	a	DT
37060	8209	81	souvenir	souvenir	NN
37060	8209	82	shop	shop	NN
37060	8209	83	.	.	.
37060	8210	1	Man	man	NN
37060	8210	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	8210	3	a	a	DT
37060	8210	4	mind	mind	NN
37060	8210	5	for	for	IN
37060	8210	6	a	a	DT
37060	8210	7	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	8210	8	;	;	:
37060	8210	9	to	to	TO
37060	8210	10	think	think	VB
37060	8210	11	,	,	,
37060	8210	12	to	to	TO
37060	8210	13	inquire	inquire	VB
37060	8210	14	into	into	IN
37060	8210	15	the	the	DT
37060	8210	16	unknown	unknown	NN
37060	8210	17	,	,	,
37060	8210	18	to	to	TO
37060	8210	19	rationalize	rationalize	VB
37060	8210	20	the	the	DT
37060	8210	21	meaning	meaning	NN
37060	8210	22	of	of	IN
37060	8210	23	this	this	DT
37060	8210	24	complex	complex	JJ
37060	8210	25	universe	universe	NN
37060	8210	26	.	.	.
37060	8211	1	If	if	IN
37060	8211	2	God	God	NNP
37060	8211	3	had	have	VBD
37060	8211	4	not	not	RB
37060	8211	5	wanted	want	VBN
37060	8211	6	man	man	NN
37060	8211	7	to	to	TO
37060	8211	8	think	think	VB
37060	8211	9	,	,	,
37060	8211	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8211	11	would	would	MD
37060	8211	12	have	have	VB
37060	8211	13	created	create	VBN
37060	8211	14	man	man	NN
37060	8211	15	as	as	IN
37060	8211	16	an	an	DT
37060	8211	17	imbecile	imbecile	NN
37060	8211	18	,	,	,
37060	8211	19	and	and	CC
37060	8211	20	would	would	MD
37060	8211	21	never	never	RB
37060	8211	22	have	have	VB
37060	8211	23	placed	place	VBN
37060	8211	24	an	an	DT
37060	8211	25	apple	apple	NN
37060	8211	26	tree	tree	NN
37060	8211	27	in	in	IN
37060	8211	28	Eden	Eden	NNP
37060	8211	29	.	.	.
37060	8212	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8212	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8212	3	that	that	IN
37060	8212	4	through	through	IN
37060	8212	5	questioning	question	VBG
37060	8212	6	,	,	,
37060	8212	7	one	one	CD
37060	8212	8	grows	grow	VBZ
37060	8212	9	.	.	.
37060	8213	1	No	no	DT
37060	8213	2	man	man	NN
37060	8213	3	knows	know	VBZ
37060	8213	4	of	of	IN
37060	8213	5	that	that	DT
37060	8213	6	which	which	WDT
37060	8213	7	comes	come	VBZ
37060	8213	8	after	after	IN
37060	8213	9	life	life	NN
37060	8213	10	on	on	IN
37060	8213	11	earth	earth	NN
37060	8213	12	.	.	.
37060	8214	1	One	one	PRP
37060	8214	2	can	can	MD
37060	8214	3	only	only	RB
37060	8214	4	hope	hope	VB
37060	8214	5	for	for	IN
37060	8214	6	serenity	serenity	NN
37060	8214	7	;	;	:
37060	8214	8	the	the	DT
37060	8214	9	certainty	certainty	NN
37060	8214	10	of	of	IN
37060	8214	11	heaven	heaven	NNP
37060	8214	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	8214	13	yet	yet	RB
37060	8214	14	a	a	DT
37060	8214	15	dream	dream	NN
37060	8214	16	,	,	,
37060	8214	17	to	to	TO
37060	8214	18	claim	claim	VB
37060	8214	19	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	8214	20	violates	violate	VBZ
37060	8214	21	all	all	DT
37060	8214	22	sense	sense	NN
37060	8214	23	of	of	IN
37060	8214	24	rationality	rationality	NN
37060	8214	25	.	.	.
37060	8215	1	What	what	WDT
37060	8215	2	man	man	NN
37060	8215	3	thinks	think	VBZ
37060	8215	4	of	of	IN
37060	8215	5	as	as	IN
37060	8215	6	solid	solid	JJ
37060	8215	7	"	"	``
37060	8215	8	truths	truth	NNS
37060	8215	9	"	"	''
37060	8215	10	could	could	MD
37060	8215	11	be	be	VB
37060	8215	12	obliterated	obliterate	VBN
37060	8215	13	once	once	IN
37060	8215	14	one	one	PRP
37060	8215	15	has	have	VBZ
37060	8215	16	passed	pass	VBN
37060	8215	17	from	from	IN
37060	8215	18	worldly	worldly	JJ
37060	8215	19	existence	existence	NN
37060	8215	20	;	;	:
37060	8215	21	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8215	22	"	"	``
37060	8215	23	truths	truth	NNS
37060	8215	24	"	"	''
37060	8215	25	could	could	MD
37060	8215	26	just	just	RB
37060	8215	27	as	as	RB
37060	8215	28	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	8215	29	change	change	VB
37060	8215	30	through	through	IN
37060	8215	31	higher	high	JJR
37060	8215	32	vision	vision	NN
37060	8215	33	on	on	IN
37060	8215	34	earth	earth	NN
37060	8215	35	.	.	.
37060	8216	1	The	the	DT
37060	8216	2	longer	long	RBR
37060	8216	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8216	4	live	live	VBP
37060	8216	5	,	,	,
37060	8216	6	the	the	DT
37060	8216	7	more	more	RBR
37060	8216	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8216	9	realize	realize	VBP
37060	8216	10	that	that	IN
37060	8216	11	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	8216	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	8216	13	certain	certain	JJ
37060	8216	14	and	and	CC
37060	8216	15	binding	binding	JJ
37060	8216	16	.	.	.
37060	8217	1	One	one	PRP
37060	8217	2	can	can	MD
37060	8217	3	simply	simply	RB
37060	8217	4	hold	hold	VB
37060	8217	5	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	8217	6	with	with	IN
37060	8217	7	the	the	DT
37060	8217	8	hope	hope	NN
37060	8217	9	that	that	IN
37060	8217	10	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8217	11	are	be	VBP
37060	8217	12	at	at	IN
37060	8217	13	least	least	JJS
37060	8217	14	true	true	JJ
37060	8217	15	in	in	IN
37060	8217	16	part	part	NN
37060	8217	17	.	.	.
37060	8218	1	Knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	8218	2	can	can	MD
37060	8218	3	undergo	undergo	VB
37060	8218	4	change	change	NN
37060	8218	5	as	as	RB
37060	8218	6	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	8218	7	as	as	IN
37060	8218	8	a	a	DT
37060	8218	9	new	new	JJ
37060	8218	10	discovery	discovery	NN
37060	8218	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	8218	12	made	make	VBN
37060	8218	13	which	which	WDT
37060	8218	14	breaks	break	VBZ
37060	8218	15	a	a	DT
37060	8218	16	former	former	JJ
37060	8218	17	"	"	``
37060	8218	18	law	law	NN
37060	8218	19	"	"	''
37060	8218	20	of	of	IN
37060	8218	21	nature	nature	NN
37060	8218	22	;	;	:
37060	8218	23	one	one	PRP
37060	8218	24	's	's	POS
37060	8218	25	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	8218	26	,	,	,
37060	8218	27	once	once	RB
37060	8218	28	established	establish	VBN
37060	8218	29	,	,	,
37060	8218	30	remain	remain	VBP
37060	8218	31	a	a	DT
37060	8218	32	cane	cane	NN
37060	8218	33	to	to	TO
37060	8218	34	lean	lean	VB
37060	8218	35	upon	upon	IN
37060	8218	36	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	8218	37	those	those	DT
37060	8218	38	times	time	NNS
37060	8218	39	of	of	IN
37060	8218	40	uncertainty	uncertainty	NN
37060	8218	41	and	and	CC
37060	8218	42	change	change	NN
37060	8218	43	.	.	.
37060	8219	1	If	if	IN
37060	8219	2	those	those	DT
37060	8219	3	personal	personal	JJ
37060	8219	4	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	8219	5	accommodate	accommodate	VBP
37060	8219	6	room	room	NN
37060	8219	7	for	for	IN
37060	8219	8	such	such	JJ
37060	8219	9	change	change	NN
37060	8219	10	,	,	,
37060	8219	11	one	one	NN
37060	8219	12	's	's	POS
37060	8219	13	growth	growth	NN
37060	8219	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	8219	15	not	not	RB
37060	8219	16	stunted	stunt	VBN
37060	8219	17	;	;	:
37060	8219	18	rather	rather	RB
37060	8219	19	,	,	,
37060	8219	20	one	one	PRP
37060	8219	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	8219	22	able	able	JJ
37060	8219	23	to	to	TO
37060	8219	24	rise	rise	VB
37060	8219	25	above	above	IN
37060	8219	26	the	the	DT
37060	8219	27	poison	poison	NN
37060	8219	28	and	and	CC
37060	8219	29	find	find	VB
37060	8219	30	fresh	fresh	JJ
37060	8219	31	air	air	NN
37060	8219	32	once	once	RB
37060	8219	33	again	again	RB
37060	8219	34	.	.	.
37060	8220	1	PAGE	PAGE	NNP
37060	8220	2	288	288	CD
37060	8220	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	8220	4	40	40	CD
37060	8220	5	God	God	NNP
37060	8220	6	,	,	,
37060	8220	7	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8220	8	View	view	NN
37060	8220	9	"	"	``
37060	8220	10	God	God	NNP
37060	8220	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	8220	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8220	13	inner	inner	JJ
37060	8220	14	sense	sense	NN
37060	8220	15	of	of	IN
37060	8220	16	wholeness	wholeness	NN
37060	8220	17	and	and	CC
37060	8220	18	peace	peace	NN
37060	8220	19	,	,	,
37060	8220	20	melding	meld	VBG
37060	8220	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8220	22	with	with	IN
37060	8220	23	all	all	DT
37060	8220	24	creation	creation	NN
37060	8220	25	.	.	.
37060	8220	26	"	"	''
37060	8221	1	"	"	``
37060	8221	2	God	God	NNP
37060	8221	3	could	could	MD
37060	8221	4	be	be	VB
37060	8221	5	no	no	RB
37060	8221	6	less	less	JJR
37060	8221	7	than	than	IN
37060	8221	8	infinitum	infinitum	JJ
37060	8221	9	.	.	.
37060	8221	10	"	"	''
37060	8222	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	8222	2	FORTY	FORTY	NNP
37060	8222	3	GOD	GOD	NNP
37060	8222	4	,	,	,
37060	8222	5	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8222	6	View	view	VB
37060	8222	7	The	the	DT
37060	8222	8	wealth	wealth	NN
37060	8222	9	of	of	IN
37060	8222	10	unanswerable	unanswerable	JJ
37060	8222	11	mysteries	mystery	NNS
37060	8222	12	which	which	WDT
37060	8222	13	Life	Life	NNP
37060	8222	14	presents	present	NNS
37060	8222	15	has	have	VBZ
37060	8222	16	led	lead	VBN
37060	8222	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8222	18	to	to	TO
37060	8222	19	create	create	VB
37060	8222	20	a	a	DT
37060	8222	21	hoard	hoard	NN
37060	8222	22	of	of	IN
37060	8222	23	personal	personal	JJ
37060	8222	24	speculations	speculation	NNS
37060	8222	25	as	as	IN
37060	8222	26	to	to	IN
37060	8222	27	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8222	28	possible	possible	JJ
37060	8222	29	solutions	solution	NNS
37060	8222	30	.	.	.
37060	8223	1	Following	follow	VBG
37060	8223	2	are	be	VBP
37060	8223	3	those	those	DT
37060	8223	4	insights	insight	NNS
37060	8223	5	which	which	WDT
37060	8223	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8223	7	maintain	maintain	VBP
37060	8223	8	as	as	IN
37060	8223	9	"	"	``
37060	8223	10	possibilities	possibility	NNS
37060	8223	11	"	"	''
37060	8223	12	and	and	CC
37060	8223	13	those	those	DT
37060	8223	14	with	with	IN
37060	8223	15	which	which	WDT
37060	8223	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8223	17	heartily	heartily	RB
37060	8223	18	disagree	disagree	VBP
37060	8223	19	.	.	.
37060	8224	1	Included	include	VBN
37060	8224	2	also	also	RB
37060	8224	3	are	be	VBP
37060	8224	4	the	the	DT
37060	8224	5	possibilities	possibility	NNS
37060	8224	6	with	with	IN
37060	8224	7	which	which	WDT
37060	8224	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8224	9	mind	mind	NN
37060	8224	10	has	have	VBZ
37060	8224	11	struggled	struggle	VBN
37060	8224	12	yet	yet	CC
37060	8224	13	can	can	MD
37060	8224	14	not	not	RB
37060	8224	15	truly	truly	RB
37060	8224	16	"	"	``
37060	8224	17	claim	claim	NN
37060	8224	18	"	"	''
37060	8224	19	as	as	IN
37060	8224	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8224	21	own	own	JJ
37060	8224	22	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	8224	23	because	because	IN
37060	8224	24	of	of	IN
37060	8224	25	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8224	26	sheer	sheer	JJ
37060	8224	27	incredibility	incredibility	NN
37060	8224	28	.	.	.
37060	8225	1	Attempting	attempt	VBG
37060	8225	2	to	to	TO
37060	8225	3	rationalize	rationalize	VB
37060	8225	4	that	that	DT
37060	8225	5	which	which	WDT
37060	8225	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	8225	7	not	not	RB
37060	8225	8	an	an	DT
37060	8225	9	"	"	``
37060	8225	10	absolute	absolute	JJ
37060	8225	11	"	"	''
37060	8225	12	has	have	VBZ
37060	8225	13	always	always	RB
37060	8225	14	been	be	VBN
37060	8225	15	one	one	CD
37060	8225	16	of	of	IN
37060	8225	17	man	man	NN
37060	8225	18	's	's	POS
37060	8225	19	delights	delight	NNS
37060	8225	20	and	and	CC
37060	8225	21	obsessions	obsession	NNS
37060	8225	22	;	;	:
37060	8225	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8225	24	speculations	speculation	NNS
37060	8225	25	have	have	VBP
37060	8225	26	brought	bring	VBN
37060	8225	27	peace	peace	NN
37060	8225	28	to	to	IN
37060	8225	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8225	30	mind	mind	NN
37060	8225	31	in	in	IN
37060	8225	32	a	a	DT
37060	8225	33	chaotic	chaotic	JJ
37060	8225	34	world	world	NN
37060	8225	35	.	.	.
37060	8226	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8226	2	are	be	VBP
37060	8226	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8226	4	own	own	JJ
37060	8226	5	,	,	,
37060	8226	6	with	with	IN
37060	8226	7	which	which	WDT
37060	8226	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8226	9	can	can	MD
37060	8226	10	live	live	VB
37060	8226	11	in	in	IN
37060	8226	12	harmony	harmony	NN
37060	8226	13	through	through	IN
37060	8226	14	all	all	DT
37060	8226	15	of	of	IN
37060	8226	16	life	life	NN
37060	8226	17	's	's	POS
37060	8226	18	crises	crisis	NNS
37060	8226	19	.	.	.
37060	8227	1	When	when	WRB
37060	8227	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8227	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8227	4	young	young	JJ
37060	8227	5	,	,	,
37060	8227	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8227	7	would	would	MD
37060	8227	8	listen	listen	VB
37060	8227	9	to	to	IN
37060	8227	10	the	the	DT
37060	8227	11	Bible	Bible	NNP
37060	8227	12	stories	story	NNS
37060	8227	13	and	and	CC
37060	8227	14	sermons	sermon	NNS
37060	8227	15	and	and	CC
37060	8227	16	soon	soon	RB
37060	8227	17	began	begin	VBD
37060	8227	18	conjuring	conjure	VBG
37060	8227	19	an	an	DT
37060	8227	20	image	image	NN
37060	8227	21	of	of	IN
37060	8227	22	God	God	NNP
37060	8227	23	in	in	IN
37060	8227	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8227	25	mind	mind	NN
37060	8227	26	;	;	:
37060	8227	27	in	in	IN
37060	8227	28	essence	essence	NN
37060	8227	29	,	,	,
37060	8227	30	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8227	31	was	be	VBD
37060	8227	32	an	an	DT
37060	8227	33	old	old	JJ
37060	8227	34	,	,	,
37060	8227	35	white	white	JJ
37060	8227	36	-	-	HYPH
37060	8227	37	haired	haired	JJ
37060	8227	38	man	man	NN
37060	8227	39	,	,	,
37060	8227	40	seated	seat	VBN
37060	8227	41	in	in	IN
37060	8227	42	the	the	DT
37060	8227	43	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	8227	44	in	in	IN
37060	8227	45	a	a	DT
37060	8227	46	brilliant	brilliant	JJ
37060	8227	47	robe	robe	NN
37060	8227	48	at	at	IN
37060	8227	49	a	a	DT
37060	8227	50	magnificent	magnificent	JJ
37060	8227	51	desk	desk	NN
37060	8227	52	,	,	,
37060	8227	53	holding	hold	VBG
37060	8227	54	in	in	IN
37060	8227	55	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8227	56	large	large	JJ
37060	8227	57	hands	hand	NNS
37060	8227	58	a	a	DT
37060	8227	59	mighty	mighty	JJ
37060	8227	60	scroll	scroll	NN
37060	8227	61	of	of	IN
37060	8227	62	the	the	DT
37060	8227	63	names	name	NNS
37060	8227	64	of	of	IN
37060	8227	65	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8227	66	earthly	earthly	JJ
37060	8227	67	subjects	subject	NNS
37060	8227	68	.	.	.
37060	8228	1	As	as	IN
37060	8228	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8228	3	learned	learn	VBD
37060	8228	4	more	more	JJR
37060	8228	5	,	,	,
37060	8228	6	and	and	CC
37060	8228	7	was	be	VBD
37060	8228	8	given	give	VBN
37060	8228	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8228	10	personality	personality	NN
37060	8228	11	as	as	IN
37060	8228	12	if	if	IN
37060	8228	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8228	14	was	be	VBD
37060	8228	15	truly	truly	RB
37060	8228	16	a	a	DT
37060	8228	17	simple	simple	JJ
37060	8228	18	,	,	,
37060	8228	19	well	well	RB
37060	8228	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	8228	21	known	know	VBN
37060	8228	22	fact	fact	NN
37060	8228	23	,	,	,
37060	8228	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8228	25	began	begin	VBD
37060	8228	26	to	to	TO
37060	8228	27	foster	foster	VB
37060	8228	28	deep	deep	JJ
37060	8228	29	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	8228	30	of	of	IN
37060	8228	31	rebellion	rebellion	NN
37060	8228	32	,	,	,
37060	8228	33	yet	yet	CC
37060	8228	34	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8228	35	knew	know	VBD
37060	8228	36	not	not	RB
37060	8228	37	the	the	DT
37060	8228	38	reason	reason	NN
37060	8228	39	for	for	IN
37060	8228	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8228	41	disgust	disgust	NN
37060	8228	42	.	.	.
37060	8229	1	Only	only	JJ
37060	8229	2	years	year	NNS
37060	8229	3	later	later	RB
37060	8229	4	did	do	VBD
37060	8229	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8229	6	realize	realize	VBP
37060	8229	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8229	8	was	be	VBD
37060	8229	9	not	not	RB
37060	8229	10	the	the	DT
37060	8229	11	pagan	pagan	NN
37060	8229	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8229	13	had	have	VBD
37060	8229	14	thought	think	VBN
37060	8229	15	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8229	16	to	to	TO
37060	8229	17	be	be	VB
37060	8229	18	.	.	.
37060	8230	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8230	2	believed	believe	VBD
37060	8230	3	in	in	IN
37060	8230	4	an	an	DT
37060	8230	5	infinite	infinite	JJ
37060	8230	6	creator	creator	NN
37060	8230	7	,	,	,
37060	8230	8	yet	yet	CC
37060	8230	9	the	the	DT
37060	8230	10	problem	problem	NN
37060	8230	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8230	12	had	have	VBD
37060	8230	13	with	with	IN
37060	8230	14	established	establish	VBN
37060	8230	15	religion	religion	NN
37060	8230	16	and	and	CC
37060	8230	17	church	church	NN
37060	8230	18	was	be	VBD
37060	8230	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8230	20	antipathy	antipathy	NN
37060	8230	21	toward	toward	IN
37060	8230	22	the	the	DT
37060	8230	23	restrictive	restrictive	JJ
37060	8230	24	quality	quality	NN
37060	8230	25	which	which	WDT
37060	8230	26	language	language	NN
37060	8230	27	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8230	28	bestowed	bestow	VBD
37060	8230	29	on	on	IN
37060	8230	30	God	God	NNP
37060	8230	31	.	.	.
37060	8231	1	To	to	TO
37060	8231	2	give	give	VB
37060	8231	3	attributes	attribute	NNS
37060	8231	4	to	to	IN
37060	8231	5	God	God	NNP
37060	8231	6	placed	place	VBD
37060	8231	7	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8231	8	within	within	IN
37060	8231	9	fathomable	fathomable	JJ
37060	8231	10	bounds	bound	NNS
37060	8231	11	and	and	CC
37060	8231	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8231	13	could	could	MD
37060	8231	14	not	not	RB
37060	8231	15	be	be	VB
37060	8231	16	Everything	everything	NN
37060	8231	17	,	,	,
37060	8231	18	as	as	IN
37060	8231	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8231	20	so	so	RB
37060	8231	21	needed	need	VBD
37060	8231	22	to	to	TO
37060	8231	23	believe	believe	VB
37060	8231	24	if	if	IN
37060	8231	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8231	26	was	be	VBD
37060	8231	27	to	to	TO
37060	8231	28	believe	believe	VB
37060	8231	29	in	in	IN
37060	8231	30	a	a	DT
37060	8231	31	creator	creator	NN
37060	8231	32	.	.	.
37060	8232	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8232	2	think	think	VBP
37060	8232	3	of	of	IN
37060	8232	4	God	God	NNP
37060	8232	5	not	not	RB
37060	8232	6	as	as	IN
37060	8232	7	a	a	DT
37060	8232	8	person	person	NN
37060	8232	9	,	,	,
37060	8232	10	or	or	CC
37060	8232	11	a	a	DT
37060	8232	12	being	being	NN
37060	8232	13	to	to	TO
37060	8232	14	whom	whom	WP
37060	8232	15	one	one	CD
37060	8232	16	communicates	communicate	VBZ
37060	8232	17	as	as	IN
37060	8232	18	if	if	IN
37060	8232	19	to	to	IN
37060	8232	20	a	a	DT
37060	8232	21	friend	friend	NN
37060	8232	22	,	,	,
37060	8232	23	but	but	CC
37060	8232	24	rather	rather	RB
37060	8232	25	as	as	IN
37060	8232	26	a	a	DT
37060	8232	27	core	core	NN
37060	8232	28	and	and	CC
37060	8232	29	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	8232	30	unity	unity	NN
37060	8232	31	of	of	IN
37060	8232	32	all	all	DT
37060	8232	33	creation	creation	NN
37060	8232	34	.	.	.
37060	8233	1	God	God	NNP
37060	8233	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8233	3	all	all	DT
37060	8233	4	things	thing	NNS
37060	8233	5	tangible	tangible	JJ
37060	8233	6	and	and	CC
37060	8233	7	intangible	intangible	JJ
37060	8233	8	...	...	NFP
37060	8233	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8233	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	8233	11	Everything	everything	NN
37060	8233	12	.	.	.
37060	8234	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8234	2	do	do	VBP
37060	8234	3	not	not	RB
37060	8234	4	worry	worry	VB
37060	8234	5	over	over	IN
37060	8234	6	the	the	DT
37060	8234	7	question	question	NN
37060	8234	8	of	of	IN
37060	8234	9	whether	whether	IN
37060	8234	10	God	God	NNP
37060	8234	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	8234	12	the	the	DT
37060	8234	13	sender	sender	NN
37060	8234	14	of	of	IN
37060	8234	15	morality	morality	NN
37060	8234	16	among	among	IN
37060	8234	17	humans	human	NNS
37060	8234	18	,	,	,
37060	8234	19	for	for	IN
37060	8234	20	the	the	DT
37060	8234	21	creation	creation	NN
37060	8234	22	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8234	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	8234	24	enough	enough	JJ
37060	8234	25	of	of	IN
37060	8234	26	a	a	DT
37060	8234	27	reason	reason	NN
37060	8234	28	for	for	IN
37060	8234	29	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8234	30	to	to	TO
37060	8234	31	justify	justify	VB
37060	8234	32	a	a	DT
37060	8234	33	power	power	NN
37060	8234	34	which	which	WDT
37060	8234	35	is	be	VBZ
37060	8234	36	to	to	TO
37060	8234	37	be	be	VB
37060	8234	38	awed	awe	VBN
37060	8234	39	.	.	.
37060	8235	1	Injecting	inject	VBG
37060	8235	2	within	within	IN
37060	8235	3	an	an	DT
37060	8235	4	animal	animal	NN
37060	8235	5	the	the	DT
37060	8235	6	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	8235	7	to	to	TO
37060	8235	8	love	love	VB
37060	8235	9	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	8235	10	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8235	11	,	,	,
37060	8235	12	and	and	CC
37060	8235	13	mourn	mourn	VB
37060	8235	14	for	for	IN
37060	8235	15	more	more	JJR
37060	8235	16	than	than	IN
37060	8235	17	the	the	DT
37060	8235	18	loss	loss	NN
37060	8235	19	of	of	IN
37060	8235	20	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8235	21	own	own	JJ
37060	8235	22	life	life	NN
37060	8235	23	further	further	RB
37060	8235	24	supports	support	VBZ
37060	8235	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8235	26	heartfelt	heartfelt	JJ
37060	8235	27	admiration	admiration	NN
37060	8235	28	.	.	.
37060	8236	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8236	2	have	have	VBP
37060	8236	3	never	never	RB
37060	8236	4	thought	think	VBN
37060	8236	5	to	to	TO
37060	8236	6	blame	blame	VB
37060	8236	7	God	God	NNP
37060	8236	8	for	for	IN
37060	8236	9	wrongs	wrong	NNS
37060	8236	10	and	and	CC
37060	8236	11	injustices	injustice	NNS
37060	8236	12	because	because	IN
37060	8236	13	in	in	IN
37060	8236	14	nature	nature	NN
37060	8236	15	all	all	DT
37060	8236	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	8236	17	not	not	RB
37060	8236	18	fair	fair	JJ
37060	8236	19	;	;	:
37060	8236	20	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8236	21	,	,	,
37060	8236	22	as	as	IN
37060	8236	23	all	all	DT
37060	8236	24	creation	creation	NN
37060	8236	25	,	,	,
37060	8236	26	are	be	VBP
37060	8236	27	part	part	NN
37060	8236	28	of	of	IN
37060	8236	29	a	a	DT
37060	8236	30	life	life	NN
37060	8236	31	cycle	cycle	NN
37060	8236	32	,	,	,
37060	8236	33	an	an	DT
37060	8236	34	endless	endless	JJ
37060	8236	35	wave	wave	NN
37060	8236	36	of	of	IN
37060	8236	37	being	being	NN
37060	8236	38	and	and	CC
37060	8236	39	nonexistence	nonexistence	NN
37060	8236	40	.	.	.
37060	8237	1	God	God	NNP
37060	8237	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8237	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8237	4	inner	inner	JJ
37060	8237	5	sense	sense	NN
37060	8237	6	of	of	IN
37060	8237	7	wholeness	wholeness	NN
37060	8237	8	and	and	CC
37060	8237	9	peace	peace	NN
37060	8237	10	,	,	,
37060	8237	11	melding	meld	VBG
37060	8237	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8237	13	with	with	IN
37060	8237	14	all	all	DT
37060	8237	15	creation	creation	NN
37060	8237	16	.	.	.
37060	8238	1	If	if	IN
37060	8238	2	one	one	PRP
37060	8238	3	can	can	MD
37060	8238	4	accept	accept	VB
37060	8238	5	the	the	DT
37060	8238	6	biblical	biblical	JJ
37060	8238	7	statement	statement	NN
37060	8238	8	,	,	,
37060	8238	9	"	"	''
37060	8238	10	God	God	NNP
37060	8238	11	created	create	VBD
37060	8238	12	man	man	NN
37060	8238	13	in	in	IN
37060	8238	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8238	15	image	image	NN
37060	8238	16	,	,	,
37060	8238	17	"	"	``
37060	8238	18	as	as	IN
37060	8238	19	true	true	JJ
37060	8238	20	,	,	,
37060	8238	21	then	then	RB
37060	8238	22	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8238	23	there	there	EX
37060	8238	24	can	can	MD
37060	8238	25	be	be	VB
37060	8238	26	other	other	JJ
37060	8238	27	speculations	speculation	NNS
37060	8238	28	drawn	draw	VBN
37060	8238	29	from	from	IN
37060	8238	30	that	that	DT
37060	8238	31	source	source	NN
37060	8238	32	.	.	.
37060	8239	1	Since	since	IN
37060	8239	2	man	man	NN
37060	8239	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	8239	4	generally	generally	RB
37060	8239	5	capable	capable	JJ
37060	8239	6	of	of	IN
37060	8239	7	growing	grow	VBG
37060	8239	8	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	8239	9	self	self	NN
37060	8239	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	8239	11	love	love	NN
37060	8239	12	,	,	,
37060	8239	13	and	and	CC
37060	8239	14	,	,	,
37060	8239	15	through	through	IN
37060	8239	16	life	life	NN
37060	8239	17	's	's	POS
37060	8239	18	observation	observation	NN
37060	8239	19	and	and	CC
37060	8239	20	experiences	experience	NNS
37060	8239	21	,	,	,
37060	8239	22	gaining	gain	VBG
37060	8239	23	wisdom	wisdom	NN
37060	8239	24	;	;	:
37060	8239	25	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8239	26	is	be	VBZ
37060	8239	27	possible	possible	JJ
37060	8239	28	that	that	IN
37060	8239	29	God	God	NNP
37060	8239	30	,	,	,
37060	8239	31	also	also	RB
37060	8239	32	,	,	,
37060	8239	33	is	be	VBZ
37060	8239	34	growing	grow	VBG
37060	8239	35	,	,	,
37060	8239	36	reaching	reach	VBG
37060	8239	37	ever	ever	RB
37060	8239	38	outward	outward	RB
37060	8239	39	just	just	RB
37060	8239	40	as	as	IN
37060	8239	41	the	the	DT
37060	8239	42	universe	universe	NN
37060	8239	43	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8239	44	is	be	VBZ
37060	8239	45	said	say	VBN
37060	8239	46	to	to	TO
37060	8239	47	be	be	VB
37060	8239	48	expanding	expand	VBG
37060	8239	49	.	.	.
37060	8240	1	As	as	IN
37060	8240	2	humanly	humanly	RB
37060	8240	3	inconceivable	inconceivable	JJ
37060	8240	4	as	as	IN
37060	8240	5	forever	forever	RB
37060	8240	6	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	8240	7	to	to	TO
37060	8240	8	be	be	VB
37060	8240	9	,	,	,
37060	8240	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8240	11	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8240	12	God	God	NNP
37060	8240	13	could	could	MD
37060	8240	14	be	be	VB
37060	8240	15	no	no	RB
37060	8240	16	less	less	JJR
37060	8240	17	than	than	IN
37060	8240	18	infinitum	infinitum	RB
37060	8240	19	.	.	.
37060	8241	1	There	there	EX
37060	8241	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8241	3	not	not	RB
37060	8241	4	a	a	DT
37060	8241	5	wall	wall	NN
37060	8241	6	but	but	CC
37060	8241	7	that	that	IN
37060	8241	8	something	something	NN
37060	8241	9	exists	exist	VBZ
37060	8241	10	on	on	IN
37060	8241	11	the	the	DT
37060	8241	12	other	other	JJ
37060	8241	13	side	side	NN
37060	8241	14	;	;	:
37060	8241	15	even	even	RB
37060	8241	16	within	within	IN
37060	8241	17	emptiness	emptiness	NN
37060	8241	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	8241	19	the	the	DT
37060	8241	20	presence	presence	NN
37060	8241	21	of	of	IN
37060	8241	22	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	8241	23	,	,	,
37060	8241	24	which	which	WDT
37060	8241	25	in	in	IN
37060	8241	26	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8241	27	is	be	VBZ
37060	8241	28	something	something	NN
37060	8241	29	!	!	.
37060	8241	30	!	!	.
37060	8242	1	No	no	DT
37060	8242	2	one	one	NN
37060	8242	3	will	will	MD
37060	8242	4	ever	ever	RB
37060	8242	5	know	know	VB
37060	8242	6	the	the	DT
37060	8242	7	mind	mind	NN
37060	8242	8	of	of	IN
37060	8242	9	God	God	NNP
37060	8242	10	while	while	IN
37060	8242	11	trapped	trap	VBN
37060	8242	12	in	in	IN
37060	8242	13	the	the	DT
37060	8242	14	vessel	vessel	NN
37060	8242	15	of	of	IN
37060	8242	16	human	human	JJ
37060	8242	17	flesh	flesh	NN
37060	8242	18	...	...	:
37060	8242	19	No	no	DT
37060	8242	20	one	one	NN
37060	8242	21	will	will	MD
37060	8242	22	know	know	VB
37060	8242	23	how	how	WRB
37060	8242	24	much	much	JJ
37060	8242	25	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8242	26	controls	control	VBZ
37060	8242	27	,	,	,
37060	8242	28	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	8242	29	,	,	,
37060	8242	30	how	how	WRB
37060	8242	31	much	much	JJ
37060	8242	32	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8242	33	is	be	VBZ
37060	8242	34	able	able	JJ
37060	8242	35	to	to	TO
37060	8242	36	control	control	VB
37060	8242	37	.	.	.
37060	8243	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8243	2	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8243	3	can	can	MD
37060	8243	4	control	control	VB
37060	8243	5	suffering	suffering	NN
37060	8243	6	but	but	CC
37060	8243	7	does	do	VBZ
37060	8243	8	not	not	RB
37060	8243	9	,	,	,
37060	8243	10	or	or	CC
37060	8243	11	would	would	MD
37060	8243	12	control	control	VB
37060	8243	13	the	the	DT
37060	8243	14	pain	pain	NN
37060	8243	15	but	but	CC
37060	8243	16	can	can	MD
37060	8243	17	not	not	RB
37060	8243	18	.	.	.
37060	8244	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8244	2	must	must	MD
37060	8244	3	live	live	VB
37060	8244	4	with	with	IN
37060	8244	5	the	the	DT
37060	8244	6	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	8244	7	that	that	WDT
37060	8244	8	pain	pain	NN
37060	8244	9	exists	exist	VBZ
37060	8244	10	in	in	IN
37060	8244	11	the	the	DT
37060	8244	12	world	world	NN
37060	8244	13	for	for	IN
37060	8244	14	both	both	CC
37060	8244	15	the	the	DT
37060	8244	16	good	good	JJ
37060	8244	17	and	and	CC
37060	8244	18	the	the	DT
37060	8244	19	heartless	heartless	NN
37060	8244	20	.	.	.
37060	8245	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8245	2	are	be	VBP
37060	8245	3	taught	teach	VBN
37060	8245	4	as	as	IN
37060	8245	5	children	child	NNS
37060	8245	6	that	that	IN
37060	8245	7	if	if	IN
37060	8245	8	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8245	9	behave	behave	VBP
37060	8245	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8245	11	shall	shall	MD
37060	8245	12	be	be	VB
37060	8245	13	amply	amply	RB
37060	8245	14	rewarded	reward	VBN
37060	8245	15	.	.	.
37060	8246	1	Eat	eat	VB
37060	8246	2	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8246	3	vegetables	vegetable	NNS
37060	8246	4	and	and	CC
37060	8246	5	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8246	6	'll	will	MD
37060	8246	7	get	get	VB
37060	8246	8	a	a	DT
37060	8246	9	cookie	cookie	NN
37060	8246	10	.	.	.
37060	8247	1	If	if	IN
37060	8247	2	one	one	CD
37060	8247	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	8247	4	an	an	DT
37060	8247	5	honest	honest	JJ
37060	8247	6	,	,	,
37060	8247	7	diligent	diligent	JJ
37060	8247	8	worker	worker	NN
37060	8247	9	,	,	,
37060	8247	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8247	11	will	will	MD
37060	8247	12	gain	gain	VB
37060	8247	13	success	success	NN
37060	8247	14	and	and	CC
37060	8247	15	honor	honor	NN
37060	8247	16	.	.	.
37060	8248	1	Religious	religious	JJ
37060	8248	2	teaching	teaching	NN
37060	8248	3	also	also	RB
37060	8248	4	states	state	VBZ
37060	8248	5	that	that	IN
37060	8248	6	the	the	DT
37060	8248	7	righteous	righteous	NNP
37060	8248	8	will	will	MD
37060	8248	9	prosper	prosper	VB
37060	8248	10	.	.	.
37060	8249	1	Attentively	attentively	RB
37060	8249	2	listening	listen	VBG
37060	8249	3	,	,	,
37060	8249	4	many	many	JJ
37060	8249	5	ingest	ingest	VBP
37060	8249	6	these	these	DT
37060	8249	7	tales	tale	NNS
37060	8249	8	of	of	IN
37060	8249	9	fortune	fortune	NN
37060	8249	10	and	and	CC
37060	8249	11	assume	assume	VBP
37060	8249	12	that	that	IN
37060	8249	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8249	14	earthly	earthly	JJ
37060	8249	15	reward	reward	NN
37060	8249	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	8249	17	forthcoming	forthcoming	JJ
37060	8249	18	.	.	.
37060	8250	1	However	however	RB
37060	8250	2	,	,	,
37060	8250	3	the	the	DT
37060	8250	4	world	world	NN
37060	8250	5	can	can	MD
37060	8250	6	not	not	RB
37060	8250	7	live	live	VB
37060	8250	8	up	up	RP
37060	8250	9	to	to	IN
37060	8250	10	the	the	DT
37060	8250	11	story	story	NN
37060	8250	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	8250	13	tellers	teller	NNS
37060	8250	14	"	"	``
37060	8250	15	idealistic	idealistic	JJ
37060	8250	16	view	view	NN
37060	8250	17	"	"	''
37060	8250	18	and	and	CC
37060	8250	19	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8250	20	see	see	VBP
37060	8250	21	with	with	IN
37060	8250	22	distress	distress	NN
37060	8250	23	that	that	IN
37060	8250	24	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8250	25	childhood	childhood	NN
37060	8250	26	tales	tale	NNS
37060	8250	27	had	have	VBD
37060	8250	28	severely	severely	RB
37060	8250	29	bent	bent	JJ
37060	8250	30	realism	realism	NN
37060	8250	31	.	.	.
37060	8251	1	A	a	DT
37060	8251	2	member	member	NN
37060	8251	3	of	of	IN
37060	8251	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8251	5	church	church	NN
37060	8251	6	cheated	cheat	VBD
37060	8251	7	on	on	IN
37060	8251	8	a	a	DT
37060	8251	9	test	test	NN
37060	8251	10	,	,	,
37060	8251	11	unobserved	unobserved	JJ
37060	8251	12	,	,	,
37060	8251	13	and	and	CC
37060	8251	14	later	later	RB
37060	8251	15	received	receive	VBD
37060	8251	16	an	an	DT
37060	8251	17	A	a	NN
37060	8251	18	while	while	IN
37060	8251	19	another	another	DT
37060	8251	20	student	student	NN
37060	8251	21	who	who	WP
37060	8251	22	also	also	RB
37060	8251	23	neglected	neglect	VBD
37060	8251	24	to	to	TO
37060	8251	25	study	study	VB
37060	8251	26	received	receive	VBD
37060	8251	27	an	an	DT
37060	8251	28	F.	F.	NNP
37060	8251	29	The	the	DT
37060	8251	30	former	former	JJ
37060	8251	31	was	be	VBD
37060	8251	32	not	not	RB
37060	8251	33	punished	punish	VBN
37060	8251	34	,	,	,
37060	8251	35	nor	nor	CC
37060	8251	36	did	do	VBD
37060	8251	37	the	the	DT
37060	8251	38	latter	latter	JJ
37060	8251	39	student	student	NN
37060	8251	40	,	,	,
37060	8251	41	who	who	WP
37060	8251	42	honestly	honestly	RB
37060	8251	43	failed	fail	VBD
37060	8251	44	the	the	DT
37060	8251	45	exam	exam	NN
37060	8251	46	,	,	,
37060	8251	47	receive	receive	VBP
37060	8251	48	acknowledgement	acknowledgement	NN
37060	8251	49	for	for	IN
37060	8251	50	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8251	51	honesty	honesty	NN
37060	8251	52	.	.	.
37060	8252	1	A	a	DT
37060	8252	2	drunken	drunken	JJ
37060	8252	3	man	man	NN
37060	8252	4	slammed	slam	VBD
37060	8252	5	into	into	IN
37060	8252	6	an	an	DT
37060	8252	7	unsuspecting	unsuspecting	JJ
37060	8252	8	car	car	NN
37060	8252	9	housing	housing	NN
37060	8252	10	a	a	DT
37060	8252	11	mother	mother	NN
37060	8252	12	and	and	CC
37060	8252	13	two	two	CD
37060	8252	14	children	child	NNS
37060	8252	15	.	.	.
37060	8253	1	The	the	DT
37060	8253	2	drunk	drunk	NN
37060	8253	3	barely	barely	RB
37060	8253	4	felt	feel	VBD
37060	8253	5	the	the	DT
37060	8253	6	impact	impact	NN
37060	8253	7	,	,	,
37060	8253	8	but	but	CC
37060	8253	9	the	the	DT
37060	8253	10	mother	mother	NN
37060	8253	11	and	and	CC
37060	8253	12	one	one	CD
37060	8253	13	of	of	IN
37060	8253	14	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8253	15	children	child	NNS
37060	8253	16	simultaneously	simultaneously	RB
37060	8253	17	cracked	crack	VBD
37060	8253	18	the	the	DT
37060	8253	19	windshield	windshield	NN
37060	8253	20	.	.	.
37060	8254	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8254	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8254	3	the	the	DT
37060	8254	4	third	third	JJ
37060	8254	5	offense	offense	NN
37060	8254	6	,	,	,
37060	8254	7	and	and	CC
37060	8254	8	again	again	RB
37060	8254	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8254	10	merely	merely	RB
37060	8254	11	paid	pay	VBD
37060	8254	12	a	a	DT
37060	8254	13	fine	fine	NN
37060	8254	14	and	and	CC
37060	8254	15	the	the	DT
37060	8254	16	damages	damage	NNS
37060	8254	17	.	.	.
37060	8255	1	No	no	DT
37060	8255	2	one	one	NN
37060	8255	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8255	4	seriously	seriously	RB
37060	8255	5	injured	injure	VBN
37060	8255	6	,	,	,
37060	8255	7	yet	yet	CC
37060	8255	8	the	the	DT
37060	8255	9	man	man	NN
37060	8255	10	was	be	VBD
37060	8255	11	not	not	RB
37060	8255	12	fairly	fairly	RB
37060	8255	13	punished	punish	VBN
37060	8255	14	for	for	IN
37060	8255	15	inflicting	inflict	VBG
37060	8255	16	undeserved	undeserved	JJ
37060	8255	17	wounds	wound	NNS
37060	8255	18	and	and	CC
37060	8255	19	mental	mental	JJ
37060	8255	20	anguish	anguish	NN
37060	8255	21	on	on	IN
37060	8255	22	innocent	innocent	JJ
37060	8255	23	victims	victim	NNS
37060	8255	24	.	.	.
37060	8256	1	While	while	IN
37060	8256	2	instances	instance	NNS
37060	8256	3	like	like	IN
37060	8256	4	those	those	DT
37060	8256	5	illustrated	illustrate	VBN
37060	8256	6	above	above	RB
37060	8256	7	are	be	VBP
37060	8256	8	numerous	numerous	JJ
37060	8256	9	and	and	CC
37060	8256	10	quite	quite	RB
37060	8256	11	prominent	prominent	JJ
37060	8256	12	in	in	IN
37060	8256	13	daily	daily	JJ
37060	8256	14	life	life	NN
37060	8256	15	,	,	,
37060	8256	16	usually	usually	RB
37060	8256	17	destroying	destroy	VBG
37060	8256	18	the	the	DT
37060	8256	19	bulk	bulk	NN
37060	8256	20	of	of	IN
37060	8256	21	one	one	NN
37060	8256	22	's	's	POS
37060	8256	23	childhood	childhood	NN
37060	8256	24	idealism	idealism	NN
37060	8256	25	,	,	,
37060	8256	26	certain	certain	JJ
37060	8256	27	individuals	individual	NNS
37060	8256	28	cling	cling	VBP
37060	8256	29	to	to	IN
37060	8256	30	the	the	DT
37060	8256	31	"	"	``
37060	8256	32	reward	reward	NN
37060	8256	33	ethic	ethic	NN
37060	8256	34	"	"	''
37060	8256	35	until	until	IN
37060	8256	36	evil	evil	JJ
37060	8256	37	befalls	befall	VBZ
37060	8256	38	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8256	39	lives	life	NNS
37060	8256	40	;	;	:
37060	8256	41	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8256	42	's	be	VBZ
37060	8256	43	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	8256	44	to	to	TO
37060	8256	45	completely	completely	RB
37060	8256	46	shirk	shirk	VB
37060	8256	47	childhood	childhood	NN
37060	8256	48	teaching	teaching	NN
37060	8256	49	,	,	,
37060	8256	50	so	so	RB
37060	8256	51	firmly	firmly	RB
37060	8256	52	rooted	rooted	JJ
37060	8256	53	in	in	IN
37060	8256	54	the	the	DT
37060	8256	55	recesses	recess	NNS
37060	8256	56	of	of	IN
37060	8256	57	the	the	DT
37060	8256	58	brain	brain	NN
37060	8256	59	.	.	.
37060	8257	1	This	this	DT
37060	8257	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8257	3	why	why	WRB
37060	8257	4	,	,	,
37060	8257	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8257	6	believe	believe	VBP
37060	8257	7	,	,	,
37060	8257	8	there	there	EX
37060	8257	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	8257	10	a	a	DT
37060	8257	11	possibility	possibility	NN
37060	8257	12	for	for	IN
37060	8257	13	tension	tension	NN
37060	8257	14	between	between	IN
37060	8257	15	ones	one	NNS
37060	8257	16	self	self	NN
37060	8257	17	and	and	CC
37060	8257	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8257	19	religious	religious	JJ
37060	8257	20	stance	stance	NN
37060	8257	21	upon	upon	IN
37060	8257	22	facing	face	VBG
37060	8257	23	unpleasant	unpleasant	JJ
37060	8257	24	or	or	CC
37060	8257	25	shattering	shattering	JJ
37060	8257	26	news	news	NN
37060	8257	27	.	.	.
37060	8258	1	"	"	``
37060	8258	2	God	God	NNP
37060	8258	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8258	4	supposed	suppose	VBN
37060	8258	5	to	to	TO
37060	8258	6	be	be	VB
37060	8258	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8258	8	shield	shield	NN
37060	8258	9	from	from	IN
37060	8258	10	evil	evil	NN
37060	8258	11	!	!	.
37060	8258	12	"	"	''
37060	8259	1	followed	follow	VBN
37060	8259	2	either	either	CC
37060	8259	3	by	by	IN
37060	8259	4	the	the	DT
37060	8259	5	conclusion	conclusion	NN
37060	8259	6	,	,	,
37060	8259	7	"	"	``
37060	8259	8	God	God	NNP
37060	8259	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	8259	10	unjust	unjust	JJ
37060	8259	11	,	,	,
37060	8259	12	"	"	''
37060	8259	13	or	or	CC
37060	8259	14	"	"	``
37060	8259	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8259	16	must	must	MD
37060	8259	17	have	have	VB
37060	8259	18	done	do	VBN
37060	8259	19	some	some	DT
37060	8259	20	great	great	JJ
37060	8259	21	disservice	disservice	NN
37060	8259	22	to	to	IN
37060	8259	23	the	the	DT
37060	8259	24	Lord	Lord	NNP
37060	8259	25	.	.	.
37060	8259	26	"	"	''
37060	8260	1	If	if	IN
37060	8260	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8260	3	needed	need	VBD
37060	8260	4	a	a	DT
37060	8260	5	reason	reason	NN
37060	8260	6	for	for	IN
37060	8260	7	the	the	DT
37060	8260	8	existence	existence	NN
37060	8260	9	of	of	IN
37060	8260	10	"	"	``
37060	8260	11	evil	evil	JJ
37060	8260	12	"	"	''
37060	8260	13	in	in	IN
37060	8260	14	life	life	NN
37060	8260	15	,	,	,
37060	8260	16	this	this	DT
37060	8260	17	is	be	VBZ
37060	8260	18	the	the	DT
37060	8260	19	most	most	RBS
37060	8260	20	agreeable	agreeable	JJ
37060	8260	21	one	one	NN
37060	8260	22	that	that	WDT
37060	8260	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8260	24	could	could	MD
37060	8260	25	surmise	surmise	VB
37060	8260	26	.	.	.
37060	8261	1	For	for	IN
37060	8261	2	there	there	EX
37060	8261	3	to	to	TO
37060	8261	4	be	be	VB
37060	8261	5	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	8261	6	in	in	IN
37060	8261	7	life	life	NN
37060	8261	8	,	,	,
37060	8261	9	there	there	EX
37060	8261	10	must	must	MD
37060	8261	11	also	also	RB
37060	8261	12	be	be	VB
37060	8261	13	choice	choice	NN
37060	8261	14	.	.	.
37060	8262	1	Choice	choice	NN
37060	8262	2	necessitates	necessitate	NNS
37060	8262	3	at	at	RB
37060	8262	4	least	least	RBS
37060	8262	5	two	two	CD
37060	8262	6	possibilities	possibility	NNS
37060	8262	7	,	,	,
37060	8262	8	and	and	CC
37060	8262	9	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8262	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8262	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	8262	12	here	here	RB
37060	8262	13	that	that	RB
37060	8262	14	good	good	JJ
37060	8262	15	and	and	CC
37060	8262	16	evil	evil	NN
37060	8262	17	come	come	VBP
37060	8262	18	into	into	IN
37060	8262	19	view	view	NN
37060	8262	20	.	.	.
37060	8263	1	If	if	IN
37060	8263	2	God	God	NNP
37060	8263	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	8263	4	the	the	DT
37060	8263	5	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
37060	8263	6	creator	creator	NN
37060	8263	7	of	of	IN
37060	8263	8	all	all	DT
37060	8263	9	things	thing	NNS
37060	8263	10	,	,	,
37060	8263	11	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8263	12	then	then	RB
37060	8263	13	knew	know	VBD
37060	8263	14	that	that	IN
37060	8263	15	existence	existence	NN
37060	8263	16	would	would	MD
37060	8263	17	bring	bring	VB
37060	8263	18	nonexistence	nonexistence	NN
37060	8263	19	,	,	,
37060	8263	20	and	and	CC
37060	8263	21	all	all	DT
37060	8263	22	things	thing	NNS
37060	8263	23	would	would	MD
37060	8263	24	have	have	VB
37060	8263	25	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8263	26	natural	natural	JJ
37060	8263	27	counterpart	counterpart	NN
37060	8263	28	.	.	.
37060	8264	1	Good	good	JJ
37060	8264	2	without	without	IN
37060	8264	3	evil	evil	NN
37060	8264	4	would	would	MD
37060	8264	5	allow	allow	VB
37060	8264	6	no	no	DT
37060	8264	7	choice	choice	NN
37060	8264	8	for	for	IN
37060	8264	9	individuality	individuality	NN
37060	8264	10	and	and	CC
37060	8264	11	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8264	12	would	would	MD
37060	8264	13	be	be	VB
37060	8264	14	reduced	reduce	VBN
37060	8264	15	into	into	IN
37060	8264	16	mentally	mentally	RB
37060	8264	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	8264	18	bonded	bond	VBN
37060	8264	19	puppets	puppet	NNS
37060	8264	20	.	.	.
37060	8265	1	Being	be	VBG
37060	8265	2	the	the	DT
37060	8265	3	creator	creator	NN
37060	8265	4	of	of	IN
37060	8265	5	all	all	DT
37060	8265	6	things	thing	NNS
37060	8265	7	would	would	MD
37060	8265	8	not	not	RB
37060	8265	9	necessitate	necessitate	VB
37060	8265	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8265	11	intervening	intervening	NN
37060	8265	12	in	in	IN
37060	8265	13	all	all	DT
37060	8265	14	life	life	NN
37060	8265	15	,	,	,
37060	8265	16	for	for	IN
37060	8265	17	within	within	IN
37060	8265	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8265	19	framework	framework	NN
37060	8265	20	,	,	,
37060	8265	21	nature	nature	NN
37060	8265	22	balances	balance	VBZ
37060	8265	23	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8265	24	.	.	.
37060	8266	1	The	the	DT
37060	8266	2	most	most	RBS
37060	8266	3	calamitous	calamitous	JJ
37060	8266	4	effect	effect	NN
37060	8266	5	on	on	IN
37060	8266	6	the	the	DT
37060	8266	7	natural	natural	JJ
37060	8266	8	world	world	NN
37060	8266	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	8266	10	when	when	WRB
37060	8266	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8266	12	becomes	become	VBZ
37060	8266	13	off	off	IN
37060	8266	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	8266	15	balance	balance	NN
37060	8266	16	;	;	:
37060	8266	17	thus	thus	RB
37060	8266	18	to	to	TO
37060	8266	19	control	control	VB
37060	8266	20	suffering	suffering	NN
37060	8266	21	would	would	MD
37060	8266	22	also	also	RB
37060	8266	23	place	place	VB
37060	8266	24	limits	limit	NNS
37060	8266	25	and	and	CC
37060	8266	26	restrictions	restriction	NNS
37060	8266	27	on	on	IN
37060	8266	28	humanity	humanity	NN
37060	8266	29	's	's	POS
37060	8266	30	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	8266	31	.	.	.
37060	8267	1	Mental	mental	JJ
37060	8267	2	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	8267	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	8267	4	better	well	JJR
37060	8267	5	than	than	IN
37060	8267	6	bondage	bondage	VB
37060	8267	7	,	,	,
37060	8267	8	yet	yet	CC
37060	8267	9	for	for	IN
37060	8267	10	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	8267	11	one	one	PRP
37060	8267	12	must	must	MD
37060	8267	13	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	8267	14	pay	pay	VB
37060	8267	15	a	a	DT
37060	8267	16	great	great	JJ
37060	8267	17	price	price	NN
37060	8267	18	.	.	.
37060	8268	1	God	God	NNP
37060	8268	2	can	can	MD
37060	8268	3	be	be	VB
37060	8268	4	everything	everything	NN
37060	8268	5	without	without	IN
37060	8268	6	standing	stand	VBG
37060	8268	7	above	above	IN
37060	8268	8	humanity	humanity	NN
37060	8268	9	as	as	IN
37060	8268	10	a	a	DT
37060	8268	11	punitive	punitive	JJ
37060	8268	12	figure	figure	NN
37060	8268	13	;	;	:
37060	8268	14	though	though	IN
37060	8268	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8268	16	may	may	MD
37060	8268	17	embrace	embrace	VB
37060	8268	18	life	life	NN
37060	8268	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8268	20	does	do	VBZ
37060	8268	21	not	not	RB
37060	8268	22	necessarily	necessarily	RB
37060	8268	23	have	have	VB
37060	8268	24	to	to	TO
37060	8268	25	control	control	VB
37060	8268	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8268	27	.	.	.
37060	8269	1	When	when	WRB
37060	8269	2	viewing	view	VBG
37060	8269	3	"	"	``
37060	8269	4	bad	bad	JJ
37060	8269	5	"	"	''
37060	8269	6	occurrences	occurrence	NNS
37060	8269	7	in	in	IN
37060	8269	8	a	a	DT
37060	8269	9	more	more	RBR
37060	8269	10	practical	practical	JJ
37060	8269	11	light	light	NN
37060	8269	12	,	,	,
37060	8269	13	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8269	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8269	15	could	could	MD
37060	8269	16	be	be	VB
37060	8269	17	maintained	maintain	VBN
37060	8269	18	that	that	IN
37060	8269	19	"	"	``
37060	8269	20	badness	badness	JJ
37060	8269	21	"	"	''
37060	8269	22	can	can	MD
37060	8269	23	only	only	RB
37060	8269	24	be	be	VB
37060	8269	25	so	so	RB
37060	8269	26	labeled	label	VBN
37060	8269	27	by	by	IN
37060	8269	28	the	the	DT
37060	8269	29	one	one	NN
37060	8269	30	who	who	WP
37060	8269	31	is	be	VBZ
37060	8269	32	placed	place	VBN
37060	8269	33	under	under	IN
37060	8269	34	an	an	DT
37060	8269	35	immediate	immediate	JJ
37060	8269	36	threat	threat	NN
37060	8269	37	.	.	.
37060	8270	1	Surely	surely	RB
37060	8270	2	a	a	DT
37060	8270	3	mouse	mouse	NN
37060	8270	4	dangling	dangle	VBG
37060	8270	5	precariously	precariously	RB
37060	8270	6	in	in	IN
37060	8270	7	an	an	DT
37060	8270	8	owl	owl	NN
37060	8270	9	's	's	POS
37060	8270	10	vice	vice	NN
37060	8270	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	8270	12	like	like	JJ
37060	8270	13	talons	talon	NNS
37060	8270	14	would	would	MD
37060	8270	15	call	call	VB
37060	8270	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8270	17	predicament	predicament	NN
37060	8270	18	"	"	``
37060	8270	19	bad	bad	JJ
37060	8270	20	,	,	,
37060	8270	21	"	"	''
37060	8270	22	yet	yet	CC
37060	8270	23	the	the	DT
37060	8270	24	owl	owl	NN
37060	8270	25	would	would	MD
37060	8270	26	find	find	VB
37060	8270	27	only	only	RB
37060	8270	28	good	good	JJ
37060	8270	29	in	in	IN
37060	8270	30	the	the	DT
37060	8270	31	circumstances	circumstance	NNS
37060	8270	32	at	at	IN
37060	8270	33	hand	hand	NN
37060	8270	34	,	,	,
37060	8270	35	for	for	IN
37060	8270	36	through	through	IN
37060	8270	37	the	the	DT
37060	8270	38	mouse	mouse	NN
37060	8270	39	,	,	,
37060	8270	40	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8270	41	is	be	VBZ
37060	8270	42	able	able	JJ
37060	8270	43	to	to	TO
37060	8270	44	sustain	sustain	VB
37060	8270	45	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8270	46	.	.	.
37060	8271	1	Consequently	consequently	RB
37060	8271	2	,	,	,
37060	8271	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8271	4	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8271	5	there	there	EX
37060	8271	6	must	must	MD
37060	8271	7	be	be	VB
37060	8271	8	illness	illness	JJ
37060	8271	9	and	and	CC
37060	8271	10	old	old	JJ
37060	8271	11	age	age	NN
37060	8271	12	,	,	,
37060	8271	13	and	and	CC
37060	8271	14	ultimately	ultimately	RB
37060	8271	15	death	death	NN
37060	8271	16	.	.	.
37060	8272	1	The	the	DT
37060	8272	2	earth	earth	NN
37060	8272	3	could	could	MD
37060	8272	4	not	not	RB
37060	8272	5	support	support	VB
37060	8272	6	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8272	7	population	population	NN
37060	8272	8	of	of	IN
37060	8272	9	animal	animal	NN
37060	8272	10	and	and	CC
37060	8272	11	human	human	JJ
37060	8272	12	life	life	NN
37060	8272	13	if	if	IN
37060	8272	14	there	there	EX
37060	8272	15	was	be	VBD
37060	8272	16	not	not	RB
37060	8272	17	the	the	DT
37060	8272	18	presence	presence	NN
37060	8272	19	of	of	IN
37060	8272	20	death	death	NN
37060	8272	21	.	.	.
37060	8273	1	Indeed	indeed	RB
37060	8273	2	,	,	,
37060	8273	3	those	those	DT
37060	8273	4	of	of	IN
37060	8273	5	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8273	6	who	who	WP
37060	8273	7	live	live	VBP
37060	8273	8	today	today	NN
37060	8273	9	would	would	MD
37060	8273	10	not	not	RB
37060	8273	11	have	have	VB
37060	8273	12	lived	live	VBN
37060	8273	13	if	if	IN
37060	8273	14	there	there	EX
37060	8273	15	was	be	VBD
37060	8273	16	not	not	RB
37060	8273	17	death	death	NN
37060	8273	18	;	;	:
37060	8273	19	birth	birth	NN
37060	8273	20	into	into	IN
37060	8273	21	a	a	DT
37060	8273	22	flooded	flood	VBN
37060	8273	23	planet	planet	NN
37060	8273	24	would	would	MD
37060	8273	25	be	be	VB
37060	8273	26	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	8273	27	.	.	.
37060	8274	1	Thus	thus	RB
37060	8274	2	,	,	,
37060	8274	3	nature	nature	NN
37060	8274	4	controls	control	VBZ
37060	8274	5	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8274	6	;	;	:
37060	8274	7	though	though	IN
37060	8274	8	imperfect	imperfect	JJ
37060	8274	9	,	,	,
37060	8274	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8274	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	8274	12	an	an	DT
37060	8274	13	infinite	infinite	JJ
37060	8274	14	miracle	miracle	NN
37060	8274	15	,	,	,
37060	8274	16	ever	ever	RB
37060	8274	17	growing	grow	VBG
37060	8274	18	and	and	CC
37060	8274	19	continuous	continuous	JJ
37060	8274	20	.	.	.
37060	8275	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8275	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8275	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	8275	4	because	because	IN
37060	8275	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8275	6	never	never	RB
37060	8275	7	believed	believe	VBD
37060	8275	8	in	in	IN
37060	8275	9	the	the	DT
37060	8275	10	story	story	NN
37060	8275	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	8275	12	book	book	NN
37060	8275	13	image	image	NN
37060	8275	14	of	of	IN
37060	8275	15	God	God	NNP
37060	8275	16	often	often	RB
37060	8275	17	presented	present	VBD
37060	8275	18	to	to	IN
37060	8275	19	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8275	20	from	from	IN
37060	8275	21	the	the	DT
37060	8275	22	outset	outset	NN
37060	8275	23	,	,	,
37060	8275	24	that	that	IN
37060	8275	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8275	26	did	do	VBD
37060	8275	27	not	not	RB
37060	8275	28	have	have	VB
37060	8275	29	to	to	TO
37060	8275	30	grapple	grapple	VB
37060	8275	31	with	with	IN
37060	8275	32	the	the	DT
37060	8275	33	seeming	seeming	JJ
37060	8275	34	contradictions	contradiction	NNS
37060	8275	35	which	which	WDT
37060	8275	36	life	life	NN
37060	8275	37	gradually	gradually	RB
37060	8275	38	brought	bring	VBD
37060	8275	39	to	to	IN
37060	8275	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8275	41	view	view	NN
37060	8275	42	contesting	contest	VBG
37060	8275	43	either	either	CC
37060	8275	44	God	God	NNP
37060	8275	45	's	's	POS
37060	8275	46	undying	undye	VBG
37060	8275	47	love	love	NN
37060	8275	48	or	or	CC
37060	8275	49	a	a	DT
37060	8275	50	person	person	NN
37060	8275	51	's	's	POS
37060	8275	52	goodness	goodness	NN
37060	8275	53	due	due	IN
37060	8275	54	to	to	IN
37060	8275	55	the	the	DT
37060	8275	56	presence	presence	NN
37060	8275	57	of	of	IN
37060	8275	58	suffering	suffering	NN
37060	8275	59	in	in	IN
37060	8275	60	the	the	DT
37060	8275	61	world	world	NN
37060	8275	62	.	.	.
37060	8276	1	When	when	WRB
37060	8276	2	God	God	NNP
37060	8276	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	8276	4	viewed	view	VBN
37060	8276	5	as	as	IN
37060	8276	6	nature	nature	NN
37060	8276	7	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8276	8	,	,	,
37060	8276	9	or	or	CC
37060	8276	10	at	at	IN
37060	8276	11	least	least	JJS
37060	8276	12	the	the	DT
37060	8276	13	core	core	NN
37060	8276	14	of	of	IN
37060	8276	15	the	the	DT
37060	8276	16	natural	natural	JJ
37060	8276	17	world	world	NN
37060	8276	18	,	,	,
37060	8276	19	injustice	injustice	NN
37060	8276	20	becomes	become	VBZ
37060	8276	21	less	less	JJR
37060	8276	22	of	of	IN
37060	8276	23	an	an	DT
37060	8276	24	issue	issue	NN
37060	8276	25	regarding	regard	VBG
37060	8276	26	the	the	DT
37060	8276	27	distribution	distribution	NN
37060	8276	28	of	of	IN
37060	8276	29	pain	pain	NN
37060	8276	30	among	among	IN
37060	8276	31	societal	societal	JJ
37060	8276	32	members	member	NNS
37060	8276	33	.	.	.
37060	8277	1	Each	each	DT
37060	8277	2	day	day	NN
37060	8277	3	in	in	IN
37060	8277	4	the	the	DT
37060	8277	5	wild	wild	JJ
37060	8277	6	,	,	,
37060	8277	7	countless	countless	JJ
37060	8277	8	deaths	death	NNS
37060	8277	9	make	make	VBP
37060	8277	10	way	way	NN
37060	8277	11	for	for	IN
37060	8277	12	new	new	JJ
37060	8277	13	births	birth	NNS
37060	8277	14	and	and	CC
37060	8277	15	sustain	sustain	VB
37060	8277	16	those	those	DT
37060	8277	17	beings	being	NNS
37060	8277	18	which	which	WDT
37060	8277	19	,	,	,
37060	8277	20	for	for	IN
37060	8277	21	the	the	DT
37060	8277	22	time	time	NN
37060	8277	23	,	,	,
37060	8277	24	live	live	VB
37060	8277	25	on	on	IN
37060	8277	26	.	.	.
37060	8278	1	Life	life	NN
37060	8278	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8278	3	agonizing	agonizing	JJ
37060	8278	4	for	for	IN
37060	8278	5	the	the	DT
37060	8278	6	victim	victim	NN
37060	8278	7	and	and	CC
37060	8278	8	sweet	sweet	JJ
37060	8278	9	for	for	IN
37060	8278	10	the	the	DT
37060	8278	11	victor	victor	NN
37060	8278	12	;	;	:
37060	8278	13	yet	yet	CC
37060	8278	14	the	the	DT
37060	8278	15	one	one	NN
37060	8278	16	who	who	WP
37060	8278	17	survives	survive	VBZ
37060	8278	18	may	may	MD
37060	8278	19	fall	fall	VB
37060	8278	20	prey	prey	NN
37060	8278	21	to	to	IN
37060	8278	22	the	the	DT
37060	8278	23	hunger	hunger	NN
37060	8278	24	of	of	IN
37060	8278	25	a	a	DT
37060	8278	26	greater	great	JJR
37060	8278	27	beast	beast	NN
37060	8278	28	.	.	.
37060	8279	1	.	.	.
37060	8280	1	.	.	.
37060	8281	1	and	and	CC
37060	8281	2	life	life	NN
37060	8281	3	continues	continue	VBZ
37060	8281	4	.	.	.
37060	8282	1	PAGE	PAGE	NNP
37060	8282	2	291	291	CD
37060	8282	3	Chapter	chapter	NN
37060	8282	4	41	41	CD
37060	8282	5	Continuum	Continuum	NNPS
37060	8282	6	"	"	``
37060	8282	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8282	8	have	have	VBP
37060	8282	9	walked	walk	VBD
37060	8282	10	in	in	IN
37060	8282	11	the	the	DT
37060	8282	12	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	8282	13	and	and	CC
37060	8282	14	seen	see	VBN
37060	8282	15	the	the	DT
37060	8282	16	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	8282	17	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	8282	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8282	19	.	.	.
37060	8283	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8283	2	have	have	VBP
37060	8283	3	heard	hear	VBN
37060	8283	4	the	the	DT
37060	8283	5	babble	babble	NN
37060	8283	6	of	of	IN
37060	8283	7	a	a	DT
37060	8283	8	stream	stream	NN
37060	8283	9	and	and	CC
37060	8283	10	the	the	DT
37060	8283	11	eerie	eerie	NNP
37060	8283	12	hoot	hoot	NNP
37060	8283	13	of	of	IN
37060	8283	14	an	an	DT
37060	8283	15	owl	owl	NN
37060	8283	16	.	.	.
37060	8283	17	"	"	''
37060	8284	1	"	"	``
37060	8284	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8284	3	can	can	MD
37060	8284	4	see	see	VB
37060	8284	5	and	and	CC
37060	8284	6	hear	hear	VB
37060	8284	7	.	.	.
37060	8285	1	.	.	.
37060	8286	1	.	.	.
37060	8287	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8287	2	've	have	VB
37060	8287	3	known	know	VBN
37060	8287	4	what	what	WP
37060	8287	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8287	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	8287	7	to	to	TO
37060	8287	8	feel	feel	VB
37060	8287	9	physically	physically	RB
37060	8287	10	normal	normal	JJ
37060	8287	11	.	.	.
37060	8288	1	Some	some	DT
37060	8288	2	people	people	NNS
37060	8288	3	never	never	RB
37060	8288	4	do	do	VBP
37060	8288	5	.	.	.
37060	8288	6	"	"	''
37060	8289	1	"	"	``
37060	8289	2	.	.	.
37060	8290	1	.	.	.
37060	8291	1	.	.	.
37060	8292	1	the	the	DT
37060	8292	2	core	core	NN
37060	8292	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	8292	4	intact	intact	JJ
37060	8292	5	despite	despite	IN
37060	8292	6	the	the	DT
37060	8292	7	withering	wither	VBG
37060	8292	8	exterior	exterior	NN
37060	8292	9	.	.	.
37060	8293	1	.	.	.
37060	8294	1	.	.	.
37060	8295	1	.	.	.
37060	8296	1	that	that	DT
37060	8296	2	undefinable	undefinable	JJ
37060	8296	3	part	part	NN
37060	8296	4	of	of	IN
37060	8296	5	oneself	oneself	PRP
37060	8296	6	that	that	WDT
37060	8296	7	lives	live	VBZ
37060	8296	8	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	8296	9	earthly	earthly	JJ
37060	8296	10	existence	existence	NN
37060	8296	11	.	.	.
37060	8296	12	"	"	''
37060	8297	1	CHAPTER	CHAPTER	NNP
37060	8297	2	FORTY	FORTY	NNP
37060	8297	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	8297	4	ONE	ONE	NNP
37060	8297	5	Continuum	Continuum	NNP
37060	8297	6	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	8297	7	13	13	CD
37060	8297	8	,	,	,
37060	8297	9	1984	1984	CD
37060	8297	10	...	...	NFP
37060	8298	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8298	2	have	have	VBP
37060	8298	3	often	often	RB
37060	8298	4	thought	think	VBN
37060	8298	5	,	,	,
37060	8298	6	"	"	``
37060	8298	7	If	if	IN
37060	8298	8	only	only	RB
37060	8298	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8298	10	could	could	MD
37060	8298	11	make	make	VB
37060	8298	12	time	time	NN
37060	8298	13	stand	stand	VB
37060	8298	14	still	still	RB
37060	8298	15	.	.	.
37060	8298	16	"	"	''
37060	8298	17	..	..	.
37060	8299	1	when	when	WRB
37060	8299	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8299	3	am	be	VBP
37060	8299	4	involved	involve	VBN
37060	8299	5	in	in	IN
37060	8299	6	an	an	DT
37060	8299	7	enjoyable	enjoyable	JJ
37060	8299	8	day	day	NN
37060	8299	9	.	.	.
37060	8300	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8300	2	know	know	VBP
37060	8300	3	that	that	IN
37060	8300	4	wish	wish	NN
37060	8300	5	could	could	MD
37060	8300	6	not	not	RB
37060	8300	7	possibly	possibly	RB
37060	8300	8	occur	occur	VB
37060	8300	9	,	,	,
37060	8300	10	but	but	CC
37060	8300	11	if	if	IN
37060	8300	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8300	13	could	could	MD
37060	8300	14	,	,	,
37060	8300	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8300	16	would	would	MD
37060	8300	17	most	most	RBS
37060	8300	18	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	8300	19	be	be	VB
37060	8300	20	a	a	DT
37060	8300	21	selfish	selfish	JJ
37060	8300	22	desire	desire	NN
37060	8300	23	.	.	.
37060	8301	1	In	in	IN
37060	8301	2	that	that	DT
37060	8301	3	same	same	JJ
37060	8301	4	instant	instant	NN
37060	8301	5	,	,	,
37060	8301	6	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8301	7	another	another	DT
37060	8301	8	individual	individual	NN
37060	8301	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	8301	10	struggling	struggle	VBG
37060	8301	11	with	with	IN
37060	8301	12	overwhelming	overwhelming	JJ
37060	8301	13	sorrow	sorrow	NN
37060	8301	14	,	,	,
37060	8301	15	and	and	CC
37060	8301	16	an	an	DT
37060	8301	17	extension	extension	NN
37060	8301	18	of	of	IN
37060	8301	19	that	that	DT
37060	8301	20	sorrow	sorrow	NN
37060	8301	21	would	would	MD
37060	8301	22	cause	cause	VB
37060	8301	23	the	the	DT
37060	8301	24	individual	individual	JJ
37060	8301	25	many	many	JJ
37060	8301	26	times	time	NNS
37060	8301	27	more	more	JJR
37060	8301	28	difficulty	difficulty	NN
37060	8301	29	.	.	.
37060	8302	1	No	no	UH
37060	8302	2	,	,	,
37060	8302	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8302	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	8302	5	much	much	RB
37060	8302	6	better	well	JJR
37060	8302	7	that	that	DT
37060	8302	8	time	time	NN
37060	8302	9	continues	continue	VBZ
37060	8302	10	.	.	.
37060	8303	1	The	the	DT
37060	8303	2	inconsistency	inconsistency	NN
37060	8303	3	of	of	IN
37060	8303	4	life	life	NN
37060	8303	5	necessitates	necessitate	VBZ
37060	8303	6	the	the	DT
37060	8303	7	seconds	second	NNS
37060	8303	8	,	,	,
37060	8303	9	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	8303	10	and	and	CC
37060	8303	11	hours	hour	NNS
37060	8303	12	which	which	WDT
37060	8303	13	make	make	VBP
37060	8303	14	up	up	RP
37060	8303	15	a	a	DT
37060	8303	16	day	day	NN
37060	8303	17	.	.	.
37060	8304	1	Life	life	NN
37060	8304	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8304	3	,	,	,
37060	8304	4	at	at	IN
37060	8304	5	times	time	NNS
37060	8304	6	,	,	,
37060	8304	7	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	8304	8	to	to	TO
37060	8304	9	bear	bear	VB
37060	8304	10	,	,	,
37060	8304	11	and	and	CC
37060	8304	12	time	time	NN
37060	8304	13	passes	pass	VBZ
37060	8304	14	,	,	,
37060	8304	15	allowing	allow	VBG
37060	8304	16	one	one	CD
37060	8304	17	to	to	TO
37060	8304	18	rest	rest	VB
37060	8304	19	and	and	CC
37060	8304	20	derive	derive	VB
37060	8304	21	solace	solace	NN
37060	8304	22	from	from	IN
37060	8304	23	the	the	DT
37060	8304	24	bits	bit	NNS
37060	8304	25	of	of	IN
37060	8304	26	serenity	serenity	NN
37060	8304	27	found	find	VBN
37060	8304	28	here	here	RB
37060	8304	29	and	and	CC
37060	8304	30	there	there	RB
37060	8304	31	along	along	IN
37060	8304	32	the	the	DT
37060	8304	33	way	way	NN
37060	8304	34	.	.	.
37060	8305	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8305	2	would	would	MD
37060	8305	3	not	not	RB
37060	8305	4	elect	elect	VB
37060	8305	5	to	to	TO
37060	8305	6	make	make	VB
37060	8305	7	a	a	DT
37060	8305	8	change	change	NN
37060	8305	9	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8305	10	even	even	RB
37060	8305	11	if	if	IN
37060	8305	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8305	13	could	could	MD
37060	8305	14	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8305	15	in	in	IN
37060	8305	16	the	the	DT
37060	8305	17	system	system	NN
37060	8305	18	of	of	IN
37060	8305	19	time	time	NN
37060	8305	20	unless	unless	IN
37060	8305	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8305	22	was	be	VBD
37060	8305	23	able	able	JJ
37060	8305	24	to	to	TO
37060	8305	25	better	better	VB
37060	8305	26	that	that	DT
37060	8305	27	particular	particular	JJ
37060	8305	28	moment	moment	NN
37060	8305	29	for	for	IN
37060	8305	30	all	all	DT
37060	8305	31	concerned	concern	VBN
37060	8305	32	.	.	.
37060	8306	1	After	after	IN
37060	8306	2	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	8306	3	Freeman	Freeman	NNP
37060	8306	4	stilled	still	VBD
37060	8306	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8306	6	paranoia	paranoia	NN
37060	8306	7	and	and	CC
37060	8306	8	filled	fill	VBD
37060	8306	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8306	10	cavity	cavity	NN
37060	8306	11	,	,	,
37060	8306	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8306	13	'm	be	VBP
37060	8306	14	conscious	conscious	JJ
37060	8306	15	that	that	IN
37060	8306	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8306	17	own	own	JJ
37060	8306	18	worth	worth	NN
37060	8306	19	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8306	20	in	in	IN
37060	8306	21	silver	silver	NN
37060	8306	22	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8306	23	has	have	VBZ
37060	8306	24	escalated	escalate	VBN
37060	8306	25	!	!	.
37060	8307	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8307	2	sat	sit	VBD
37060	8307	3	outside	outside	RB
37060	8307	4	on	on	IN
37060	8307	5	the	the	DT
37060	8307	6	"	"	``
37060	8307	7	stoop	stoop	NN
37060	8307	8	"	"	''
37060	8307	9	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8307	10	what	what	WDT
37060	8307	11	a	a	DT
37060	8307	12	name	name	NN
37060	8307	13	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8307	14	.	.	.
37060	8308	1	.	.	.
37060	8309	1	.	.	.
37060	8310	1	suddenly	suddenly	RB
37060	8310	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8310	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8310	4	inspired	inspire	VBN
37060	8310	5	to	to	TO
37060	8310	6	compose	compose	VB
37060	8310	7	a	a	DT
37060	8310	8	poem	poem	NN
37060	8310	9	.	.	.
37060	8311	1	.	.	.
37060	8312	1	.	.	.
37060	8313	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8313	2	rushed	rush	VBD
37060	8313	3	inside	inside	RB
37060	8313	4	for	for	IN
37060	8313	5	a	a	DT
37060	8313	6	piece	piece	NN
37060	8313	7	of	of	IN
37060	8313	8	paper	paper	NN
37060	8313	9	upon	upon	IN
37060	8313	10	which	which	WDT
37060	8313	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8313	12	could	could	MD
37060	8313	13	unleash	unleash	VB
37060	8313	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8313	15	inspiration	inspiration	NN
37060	8313	16	.	.	.
37060	8314	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8314	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8314	3	a	a	DT
37060	8314	4	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	8314	5	day	day	NN
37060	8314	6	,	,	,
37060	8314	7	complete	complete	JJ
37060	8314	8	with	with	IN
37060	8314	9	sunshine	sunshine	NN
37060	8314	10	and	and	CC
37060	8314	11	snowy	snowy	JJ
37060	8314	12	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	8314	13	sailing	sail	VBG
37060	8314	14	rapidly	rapidly	RB
37060	8314	15	by	by	IN
37060	8314	16	overhead	overhead	NN
37060	8314	17	.	.	.
37060	8315	1	The	the	DT
37060	8315	2	Truest	true	JJS
37060	8315	3	Friend	friend	NN
37060	8315	4	The	the	DT
37060	8315	5	air	air	NN
37060	8315	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	8315	7	fresh	fresh	JJ
37060	8315	8	With	with	IN
37060	8315	9	the	the	DT
37060	8315	10	promise	promise	NN
37060	8315	11	of	of	IN
37060	8315	12	Spring	Spring	NNP
37060	8315	13	...	...	:
37060	8315	14	Sap	Sap	NNP
37060	8315	15	flows	flow	VBZ
37060	8315	16	to	to	IN
37060	8315	17	the	the	DT
37060	8315	18	treetops	treetop	NNS
37060	8315	19	,	,	,
37060	8315	20	The	the	DT
37060	8315	21	chickadees	chickadee	NNS
37060	8315	22	sing	sing	VBP
37060	8315	23	The	the	DT
37060	8315	24	insects	insect	NNS
37060	8315	25	respond	respond	VBP
37060	8315	26	To	to	IN
37060	8315	27	the	the	DT
37060	8315	28	warmth	warmth	NN
37060	8315	29	of	of	IN
37060	8315	30	the	the	DT
37060	8315	31	sun	sun	NN
37060	8315	32	And	and	CC
37060	8315	33	the	the	DT
37060	8315	34	grass	grass	NN
37060	8315	35	will	will	MD
37060	8315	36	stand	stand	VB
37060	8315	37	tall	tall	JJ
37060	8315	38	E'er	E'er	NNP
37060	8315	39	the	the	DT
37060	8315	40	day	day	NN
37060	8315	41	is	be	VBZ
37060	8315	42	done	do	VBN
37060	8315	43	.	.	.
37060	8316	1	Myriad	Myriad	NNP
37060	8316	2	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	8316	3	reign	reign	VBP
37060	8316	4	A	a	DT
37060	8316	5	flawless	flawless	JJ
37060	8316	6	blue	blue	JJ
37060	8316	7	sky	sky	NN
37060	8316	8	...	...	:
37060	8316	9	Short	short	RB
37060	8316	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	8316	11	lived	live	VBN
37060	8316	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	8316	13	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8316	14	kingdom	kingdom	NN
37060	8316	15	Through	through	IN
37060	8316	16	which	which	WDT
37060	8316	17	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8316	18	fly	fly	VBP
37060	8316	19	For	for	IN
37060	8316	20	springtime	springtime	NN
37060	8316	21	delivers	deliver	VBZ
37060	8316	22	Their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8316	23	wealth	wealth	NN
37060	8316	24	to	to	IN
37060	8316	25	the	the	DT
37060	8316	26	earth	earth	NN
37060	8316	27	To	to	TO
37060	8316	28	nurture	nurture	VB
37060	8316	29	the	the	DT
37060	8316	30	land	land	NN
37060	8316	31	With	with	IN
37060	8316	32	the	the	DT
37060	8316	33	newness	newness	NN
37060	8316	34	of	of	IN
37060	8316	35	birth	birth	NN
37060	8316	36	.	.	.
37060	8317	1	The	the	DT
37060	8317	2	time	time	NN
37060	8317	3	so	so	RB
37060	8317	4	quickly	quickly	RB
37060	8317	5	Hastens	hasten	VBZ
37060	8317	6	by	by	IN
37060	8317	7	.	.	.
37060	8318	1	.	.	.
37060	8319	1	.	.	.
37060	8320	1	Soon	soon	RB
37060	8320	2	spring	spring	NN
37060	8320	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	8320	4	gone	go	VBN
37060	8320	5	And	and	CC
37060	8320	6	summer	summer	NN
37060	8320	7	,	,	,
37060	8320	8	nigh	nigh	NN
37060	8320	9	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8320	10	As	as	IN
37060	8320	11	after	after	IN
37060	8320	12	dawn	dawn	NN
37060	8320	13	,	,	,
37060	8320	14	The	the	DT
37060	8320	15	pearly	pearly	RB
37060	8320	16	morn	morn	JJ
37060	8320	17	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8320	18	Upon	upon	IN
37060	8320	19	warm	warm	JJ
37060	8320	20	wings	wing	NNS
37060	8320	21	The	the	DT
37060	8320	22	summer	summer	NN
37060	8320	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	8320	24	borne	bear	VBN
37060	8320	25	.	.	.
37060	8321	1	Time	time	NN
37060	8321	2	goes	go	VBZ
37060	8321	3	on	on	RP
37060	8321	4	Like	like	UH
37060	8321	5	an	an	DT
37060	8321	6	endless	endless	JJ
37060	8321	7	maze	maze	NN
37060	8321	8	,	,	,
37060	8321	9	Melding	Melding	NNP
37060	8321	10	seconds	second	NNS
37060	8321	11	to	to	IN
37060	8321	12	hours	hour	NNS
37060	8321	13	And	and	CC
37060	8321	14	hours	hour	NNS
37060	8321	15	to	to	IN
37060	8321	16	days	day	NNS
37060	8321	17	.	.	.
37060	8322	1	The	the	DT
37060	8322	2	seasons	season	NNS
37060	8322	3	reel	reel	VBP
37060	8322	4	onward	onward	RB
37060	8322	5	,	,	,
37060	8322	6	Ever	ever	RB
37060	8322	7	the	the	DT
37060	8322	8	same	same	JJ
37060	8322	9	,	,	,
37060	8322	10	While	while	IN
37060	8322	11	humanity	humanity	NN
37060	8322	12	strains	strain	VBZ
37060	8322	13	Against	against	IN
37060	8322	14	winds	wind	NNS
37060	8322	15	of	of	IN
37060	8322	16	change	change	NN
37060	8322	17	.	.	.
37060	8323	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8323	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8323	3	well	well	RB
37060	8323	4	that	that	DT
37060	8323	5	time	time	NN
37060	8323	6	Is	be	VBZ
37060	8323	7	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	8323	8	man	man	NN
37060	8323	9	's	's	POS
37060	8323	10	control	control	NN
37060	8323	11	For	for	IN
37060	8323	12	to	to	TO
37060	8323	13	meddle	meddle	VB
37060	8323	14	therewith	therewith	NNP
37060	8323	15	Would	Would	MD
37060	8323	16	but	but	CC
37060	8323	17	injure	injure	VB
37060	8323	18	the	the	DT
37060	8323	19	soul	soul	NN
37060	8323	20	.	.	.
37060	8324	1	Time	time	NN
37060	8324	2	,	,	,
37060	8324	3	alone	alone	RB
37060	8324	4	,	,	,
37060	8324	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	8324	6	willing	willing	JJ
37060	8324	7	to	to	TO
37060	8324	8	share	share	VB
37060	8324	9	Grief	Grief	NNP
37060	8324	10	too	too	RB
37060	8324	11	great	great	JJ
37060	8324	12	for	for	IN
37060	8324	13	one	one	PRP
37060	8324	14	to	to	TO
37060	8324	15	bear	bear	VB
37060	8324	16	,	,	,
37060	8324	17	For	for	IN
37060	8324	18	time	time	NN
37060	8324	19	will	will	MD
37060	8324	20	come	come	VB
37060	8324	21	One	one	CD
37060	8324	22	misty	misty	JJ
37060	8324	23	dawn	dawn	NN
37060	8324	24	When	when	WRB
37060	8324	25	the	the	DT
37060	8324	26	mind	mind	NN
37060	8324	27	has	have	VBZ
37060	8324	28	grown	grow	VBN
37060	8324	29	And	and	CC
37060	8324	30	sorrow	sorrow	NN
37060	8324	31	is	be	VBZ
37060	8324	32	gone	go	VBN
37060	8324	33	.	.	.
37060	8325	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8325	2	time	time	NN
37060	8325	3	Is	be	VBZ
37060	8325	4	one	one	PRP
37060	8325	5	's	's	POS
37060	8325	6	truest	true	JJS
37060	8325	7	friend	friend	NN
37060	8325	8	...	...	:
37060	8325	9	One	one	PRP
37060	8325	10	's	's	POS
37060	8325	11	sole	sole	JJ
37060	8325	12	companion	companion	NN
37060	8325	13	'	'	''
37060	8325	14	Til	Til	NNP
37060	8325	15	the	the	DT
37060	8325	16	very	very	JJ
37060	8325	17	end	end	NN
37060	8325	18	.	.	.
37060	8326	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8326	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8326	3	February	February	NNP
37060	8326	4	13	13	CD
37060	8326	5	,	,	,
37060	8326	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8326	7	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	8326	8	20	20	CD
37060	8326	9	,	,	,
37060	8326	10	1984	1984	CD
37060	8326	11	...	...	NFP
37060	8327	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8327	2	had	have	VBD
37060	8327	3	a	a	DT
37060	8327	4	brief	brief	JJ
37060	8327	5	cry	cry	NN
37060	8327	6	in	in	IN
37060	8327	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8327	8	room	room	NN
37060	8327	9	while	while	IN
37060	8327	10	holding	hold	VBG
37060	8327	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8327	12	green	green	JJ
37060	8327	13	parakeet	parakeet	NN
37060	8327	14	.	.	.
37060	8328	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8328	2	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	8328	3	to	to	TO
37060	8328	4	know	know	VB
37060	8328	5	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8328	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	8328	7	gone	go	VBN
37060	8328	8	.	.	.
37060	8329	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8329	2	can	can	MD
37060	8329	3	just	just	RB
37060	8329	4	hear	hear	VB
37060	8329	5	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	8329	6	saying	say	VBG
37060	8329	7	,	,	,
37060	8329	8	"	"	``
37060	8329	9	Even	even	RB
37060	8329	10	bird	bird	NN
37060	8329	11	misses	miss	VBZ
37060	8329	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8329	13	!	!	.
37060	8329	14	"	"	''
37060	8329	15	...	...	.
37060	8330	1	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8330	2	used	use	VBD
37060	8330	3	to	to	TO
37060	8330	4	get	get	VB
37060	8330	5	a	a	DT
37060	8330	6	rise	rise	NN
37060	8330	7	out	out	IN
37060	8330	8	of	of	IN
37060	8330	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8330	10	by	by	IN
37060	8330	11	saying	say	VBG
37060	8330	12	how	how	WRB
37060	8330	13	good	good	JJ
37060	8330	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8330	15	was	be	VBD
37060	8330	16	...	...	:
37060	8330	17	"	"	``
37060	8330	18	Even	even	RB
37060	8330	19	bird	bird	NN
37060	8330	20	LOVES	love	VBD
37060	8330	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8330	22	!	!	.
37060	8330	23	"	"	''
37060	8330	24	...	...	.
37060	8331	1	or	or	CC
37060	8331	2	looking	look	VBG
37060	8331	3	in	in	IN
37060	8331	4	the	the	DT
37060	8331	5	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	8331	6	at	at	IN
37060	8331	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8331	8	reflection	reflection	NN
37060	8331	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8331	10	'd	'd	MD
37060	8331	11	say	say	VB
37060	8331	12	"	"	``
37060	8331	13	Damn	damn	UH
37060	8331	14	!	!	.
37060	8332	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8332	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	8332	3	handsome	handsome	JJ
37060	8332	4	!	!	.
37060	8332	5	"	"	''
37060	8333	1	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8333	2	would	would	MD
37060	8333	3	never	never	RB
37060	8333	4	get	get	VB
37060	8333	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8333	6	hair	hair	NN
37060	8333	7	styled	style	VBN
37060	8333	8	so	so	IN
37060	8333	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8333	10	'd	'd	MD
37060	8333	11	ask	ask	VB
37060	8333	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8333	13	if	if	IN
37060	8333	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8333	15	liked	like	VBD
37060	8333	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8333	17	hair	hair	NN
37060	8333	18	and	and	CC
37060	8333	19	when	when	WRB
37060	8333	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8333	21	'd	'd	MD
37060	8333	22	just	just	RB
37060	8333	23	smile	smile	VB
37060	8333	24	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8333	25	'd	'd	MD
37060	8333	26	say	say	VB
37060	8333	27	,	,	,
37060	8333	28	"	"	``
37060	8333	29	Dummy	dummy	JJ
37060	8333	30	!	!	.
37060	8333	31	"	"	''
37060	8333	32	...	...	.
37060	8334	1	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8334	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8334	3	a	a	DT
37060	8334	4	standing	standing	JJ
37060	8334	5	joke	joke	NN
37060	8334	6	...	...	.
37060	8335	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8335	2	made	make	VBD
37060	8335	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8335	4	's	's	POS
37060	8335	5	birthday	birthday	NN
37060	8335	6	cake	cake	NN
37060	8335	7	,	,	,
37060	8335	8	then	then	RB
37060	8335	9	sat	sit	VBD
37060	8335	10	outside	outside	RB
37060	8335	11	for	for	IN
37060	8335	12	a	a	DT
37060	8335	13	time	time	NN
37060	8335	14	and	and	CC
37060	8335	15	wrote	write	VBD
37060	8335	16	another	another	DT
37060	8335	17	poem	poem	NN
37060	8335	18	about	about	IN
37060	8335	19	emptiness	emptiness	NN
37060	8335	20	.	.	.
37060	8336	1	The	the	DT
37060	8336	2	Cure	Cure	NNP
37060	8336	3	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8336	4	was	be	VBD
37060	8336	5	not	not	RB
37060	8336	6	food	food	NN
37060	8336	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8336	8	hungered	hunger	VBD
37060	8336	9	for	for	IN
37060	8336	10	Nor	nor	CC
37060	8336	11	did	do	VBD
37060	8336	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8336	13	seek	seek	VB
37060	8336	14	material	material	JJ
37060	8336	15	gains	gain	NNS
37060	8336	16	...	...	.
37060	8337	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8337	2	thirsted	thirst	VBD
37060	8337	3	not	not	RB
37060	8337	4	for	for	IN
37060	8337	5	toxic	toxic	JJ
37060	8337	6	drinks	drink	NNS
37060	8337	7	Or	or	CC
37060	8337	8	pills	pill	NNS
37060	8337	9	to	to	TO
37060	8337	10	mask	mask	VB
37060	8337	11	life	life	NN
37060	8337	12	's	's	POS
37060	8337	13	heartfelt	heartfelt	JJ
37060	8337	14	pains	pain	NNS
37060	8337	15	...	...	:
37060	8338	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8338	2	did	do	VBD
37060	8338	3	not	not	RB
37060	8338	4	look	look	VB
37060	8338	5	for	for	IN
37060	8338	6	merry	merry	JJ
37060	8338	7	crowds	crowd	NNS
37060	8338	8	To	to	TO
37060	8338	9	fill	fill	VB
37060	8338	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8338	11	days	day	NNS
37060	8338	12	with	with	IN
37060	8338	13	mirth	mirth	NN
37060	8338	14	;	;	:
37060	8338	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8338	16	only	only	RB
37060	8338	17	sought	seek	VBD
37060	8338	18	totality	totality	NN
37060	8338	19	And	and	CC
37060	8338	20	peacefulness	peacefulness	NN
37060	8338	21	on	on	IN
37060	8338	22	earth	earth	NN
37060	8338	23	.	.	.
37060	8339	1	Into	into	IN
37060	8339	2	this	this	DT
37060	8339	3	world	world	NN
37060	8339	4	,	,	,
37060	8339	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8339	6	came	come	VBD
37060	8339	7	alone	alone	RB
37060	8339	8	And	and	CC
37060	8339	9	so	so	RB
37060	8339	10	,	,	,
37060	8339	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8339	12	must	must	MD
37060	8339	13	depart	depart	VB
37060	8339	14	;	;	:
37060	8339	15	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8339	16	life	life	NN
37060	8339	17	-	-	HYPH
37060	8339	18	long	long	JJ
37060	8339	19	cure	cure	NN
37060	8339	20	for	for	IN
37060	8339	21	emptiness	emptiness	NN
37060	8339	22	Was	be	VBD
37060	8339	23	loving	love	VBG
37060	8339	24	from	from	IN
37060	8339	25	the	the	DT
37060	8339	26	heart	heart	NN
37060	8339	27	.	.	.
37060	8340	1	February	February	NNP
37060	8340	2	20	20	CD
37060	8340	3	,	,	,
37060	8340	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8340	5	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8340	6	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8340	7	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	8341	1	19	19	CD
37060	8341	2	,	,	,
37060	8341	3	1984	1984	CD
37060	8341	4	...	...	NFP
37060	8342	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8342	2	realize	realize	VBP
37060	8342	3	some	some	DT
37060	8342	4	people	people	NNS
37060	8342	5	who	who	WP
37060	8342	6	keep	keep	VBP
37060	8342	7	diaries	diary	NNS
37060	8342	8	do	do	VBP
37060	8342	9	not	not	RB
37060	8342	10	include	include	VB
37060	8342	11	those	those	DT
37060	8342	12	things	thing	NNS
37060	8342	13	which	which	WDT
37060	8342	14	would	would	MD
37060	8342	15	detract	detract	VB
37060	8342	16	from	from	IN
37060	8342	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8342	18	personalty	personalty	NN
37060	8342	19	.	.	.
37060	8343	1	However	however	RB
37060	8343	2	,	,	,
37060	8343	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8343	4	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8343	5	that	that	IN
37060	8343	6	a	a	DT
37060	8343	7	journal	journal	NN
37060	8343	8	can	can	MD
37060	8343	9	not	not	RB
37060	8343	10	be	be	VB
37060	8343	11	complete	complete	JJ
37060	8343	12	without	without	IN
37060	8343	13	those	those	DT
37060	8343	14	embarrassments	embarrassment	NNS
37060	8343	15	,	,	,
37060	8343	16	for	for	IN
37060	8343	17	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8343	18	are	be	VBP
37060	8343	19	a	a	DT
37060	8343	20	part	part	NN
37060	8343	21	of	of	IN
37060	8343	22	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8343	23	and	and	CC
37060	8343	24	help	help	VB
37060	8343	25	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8343	26	to	to	TO
37060	8343	27	improve	improve	VB
37060	8343	28	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8343	29	.	.	.
37060	8344	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8344	2	speak	speak	VBP
37060	8344	3	of	of	IN
37060	8344	4	negligence	negligence	NN
37060	8344	5	and	and	CC
37060	8344	6	selfishness	selfishness	NN
37060	8344	7	tonight	tonight	NN
37060	8344	8	.	.	.
37060	8345	1	.	.	.
37060	8346	1	.	.	.
37060	8347	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8347	2	came	come	VBD
37060	8347	3	across	across	IN
37060	8347	4	3	3	CD
37060	8347	5	toggle	toggle	JJ
37060	8347	6	buttons	button	NNS
37060	8347	7	in	in	IN
37060	8347	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8347	9	sewing	sewing	JJ
37060	8347	10	things	thing	NNS
37060	8347	11	which	which	WDT
37060	8347	12	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	8347	13	had	have	VBD
37060	8347	14	purchased	purchase	VBN
37060	8347	15	months	month	NNS
37060	8347	16	and	and	CC
37060	8347	17	months	month	NNS
37060	8347	18	ago	ago	RB
37060	8347	19	.	.	.
37060	8348	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8348	2	were	be	VBD
37060	8348	3	intended	intend	VBN
37060	8348	4	for	for	IN
37060	8348	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8348	6	big	big	JJ
37060	8348	7	sweater	sweater	NN
37060	8348	8	,	,	,
37060	8348	9	and	and	CC
37060	8348	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8348	11	'd	have	VBD
37060	8348	12	volunteered	volunteer	VBN
37060	8348	13	to	to	IN
37060	8348	14	to	to	TO
37060	8348	15	sew	sew	VB
37060	8348	16	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8348	17	on	on	RP
37060	8348	18	;	;	:
37060	8348	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8348	20	never	never	RB
37060	8348	21	did	do	VBD
37060	8348	22	,	,	,
37060	8348	23	and	and	CC
37060	8348	24	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	8348	25	.	.	.
37060	8349	1	.	.	.
37060	8350	1	.	.	.
37060	8351	1	until	until	IN
37060	8351	2	now	now	RB
37060	8351	3	.	.	.
37060	8352	1	.	.	.
37060	8353	1	.	.	.
37060	8354	1	forgot	forget	VBD
37060	8354	2	about	about	IN
37060	8354	3	the	the	DT
37060	8354	4	job	job	NN
37060	8354	5	completely	completely	RB
37060	8354	6	.	.	.
37060	8355	1	Now	now	RB
37060	8355	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8355	3	regret	regret	VBP
37060	8355	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8355	5	laziness	laziness	NN
37060	8355	6	with	with	IN
37060	8355	7	regard	regard	NN
37060	8355	8	to	to	TO
37060	8355	9	follow	follow	VB
37060	8355	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	8355	11	through	through	NN
37060	8355	12	on	on	IN
37060	8355	13	projects	project	NNS
37060	8355	14	.	.	.
37060	8356	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8356	2	just	just	RB
37060	8356	3	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	8356	4	so	so	RB
37060	8356	5	stupid	stupid	JJ
37060	8356	6	of	of	IN
37060	8356	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8356	8	,	,	,
37060	8356	9	and	and	CC
37060	8356	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8356	11	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	8356	12	why	why	WRB
37060	8356	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8356	14	put	put	VBD
37060	8356	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8356	16	off	off	RP
37060	8356	17	.	.	.
37060	8357	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8357	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8357	3	not	not	RB
37060	8357	4	a	a	DT
37060	8357	5	big	big	JJ
37060	8357	6	hassle	hassle	NN
37060	8357	7	...	...	.
37060	8358	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8358	2	just	just	RB
37060	8358	3	never	never	RB
37060	8358	4	got	get	VBD
37060	8358	5	to	to	IN
37060	8358	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8358	7	.	.	.
37060	8359	1	Another	another	DT
37060	8359	2	thing	thing	NN
37060	8359	3	of	of	IN
37060	8359	4	which	which	WDT
37060	8359	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8359	6	am	be	VBP
37060	8359	7	ashamed	ashamed	JJ
37060	8359	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	8359	9	that	that	IN
37060	8359	10	since	since	IN
37060	8359	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8359	12	ca	can	MD
37060	8359	13	n't	not	RB
37060	8359	14	eat	eat	VB
37060	8359	15	everything	everything	NN
37060	8359	16	,	,	,
37060	8359	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8359	18	tend	tend	VBP
37060	8359	19	to	to	TO
37060	8359	20	be	be	VB
37060	8359	21	rather	rather	RB
37060	8359	22	protective	protective	JJ
37060	8359	23	or	or	CC
37060	8359	24	hoggish	hoggish	JJ
37060	8359	25	over	over	IN
37060	8359	26	those	those	DT
37060	8359	27	certain	certain	JJ
37060	8359	28	foods	food	NNS
37060	8359	29	which	which	WDT
37060	8359	30	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	8359	31	make	make	VBP
37060	8359	32	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8359	33	sick	sick	JJ
37060	8359	34	.	.	.
37060	8360	1	One	one	CD
37060	8360	2	such	such	JJ
37060	8360	3	food	food	NN
37060	8360	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	8360	5	cake	cake	NN
37060	8360	6	.	.	.
37060	8361	1	At	at	IN
37060	8361	2	the	the	DT
37060	8361	3	steak	steak	NN
37060	8361	4	supper	supper	NN
37060	8361	5	the	the	DT
37060	8361	6	other	other	JJ
37060	8361	7	night	night	NN
37060	8361	8	,	,	,
37060	8361	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8361	10	were	be	VBD
37060	8361	11	selling	sell	VBG
37060	8361	12	baked	bake	VBN
37060	8361	13	goods	good	NNS
37060	8361	14	.	.	.
37060	8362	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8362	2	bought	buy	VBD
37060	8362	3	some	some	DT
37060	8362	4	things	thing	NNS
37060	8362	5	,	,	,
37060	8362	6	among	among	IN
37060	8362	7	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8362	8	6	6	CD
37060	8362	9	creme	creme	RB
37060	8362	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	8362	11	filled	fill	VBN
37060	8362	12	cupcakes	cupcake	NNS
37060	8362	13	.	.	.
37060	8363	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8363	2	were	be	VBD
37060	8363	3	delicious	delicious	JJ
37060	8363	4	,	,	,
37060	8363	5	similar	similar	JJ
37060	8363	6	to	to	IN
37060	8363	7	Ding	Ding	NNP
37060	8363	8	Dongs	Dongs	NNPS
37060	8363	9	.	.	.
37060	8364	1	Anyway	anyway	UH
37060	8364	2	,	,	,
37060	8364	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8364	4	ate	eat	VBD
37060	8364	5	3	3	CD
37060	8364	6	of	of	IN
37060	8364	7	the	the	DT
37060	8364	8	6	6	CD
37060	8364	9	,	,	,
37060	8364	10	and	and	CC
37060	8364	11	then	then	RB
37060	8364	12	tonight	tonight	NN
37060	8364	13	,	,	,
37060	8364	14	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8364	15	was	be	VBD
37060	8364	16	going	go	VBG
37060	8364	17	to	to	TO
37060	8364	18	have	have	VB
37060	8364	19	another	another	DT
37060	8364	20	.	.	.
37060	8365	1	.	.	.
37060	8366	1	.	.	.
37060	8367	1	the	the	DT
37060	8367	2	last	last	JJ
37060	8367	3	.	.	.
37060	8368	1	.	.	.
37060	8369	1	.	.	.
37060	8370	1	and	and	CC
37060	8370	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8370	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8370	4	silently	silently	RB
37060	8370	5	upset	upset	JJ
37060	8370	6	.	.	.
37060	8371	1	Later	later	RBR
37060	8371	2	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8371	3	said	say	VBD
37060	8371	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8371	5	could	could	MD
37060	8371	6	have	have	VB
37060	8371	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8371	8	,	,	,
37060	8371	9	that	that	IN
37060	8371	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8371	11	did	do	VBD
37060	8371	12	n't	not	RB
37060	8371	13	really	really	RB
37060	8371	14	want	want	VB
37060	8371	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8371	16	.	.	.
37060	8372	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8372	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	8372	3	bad	bad	JJ
37060	8372	4	even	even	RB
37060	8372	5	though	though	IN
37060	8372	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8372	7	had	have	VBD
37060	8372	8	n't	not	RB
37060	8372	9	mentioned	mention	VBN
37060	8372	10	anything	anything	NN
37060	8372	11	aloud	aloud	RB
37060	8372	12	to	to	IN
37060	8372	13	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8372	14	about	about	IN
37060	8372	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8372	16	wanting	want	VBG
37060	8372	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8372	18	.	.	.
37060	8373	1	.	.	.
37060	8374	1	.	.	.
37060	8375	1	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8375	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8375	3	foster	foster	VBP
37060	8375	4	a	a	DT
37060	8375	5	bit	bit	NN
37060	8375	6	of	of	IN
37060	8375	7	selfishness	selfishness	NN
37060	8375	8	whether	whether	IN
37060	8375	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8375	10	will	will	MD
37060	8375	11	admit	admit	VB
37060	8375	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8375	13	or	or	CC
37060	8375	14	not	not	RB
37060	8375	15	.	.	.
37060	8376	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8376	2	am	be	VBP
37060	8376	3	disgusted	disgusted	JJ
37060	8376	4	with	with	IN
37060	8376	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8376	6	own	own	JJ
37060	8376	7	selfish	selfish	JJ
37060	8376	8	quirks	quirk	NNS
37060	8376	9	which	which	WDT
37060	8376	10	occasionally	occasionally	RB
37060	8376	11	spill	spill	VBP
37060	8376	12	out	out	RP
37060	8376	13	,	,	,
37060	8376	14	but	but	CC
37060	8376	15	at	at	IN
37060	8376	16	the	the	DT
37060	8376	17	same	same	JJ
37060	8376	18	time	time	NN
37060	8376	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8376	20	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8376	21	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	8376	22	that	that	IN
37060	8376	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8376	24	am	be	VBP
37060	8376	25	able	able	JJ
37060	8376	26	to	to	TO
37060	8376	27	be	be	VB
37060	8376	28	aware	aware	JJ
37060	8376	29	of	of	IN
37060	8376	30	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8376	31	.	.	.
37060	8377	1	Awareness	awareness	NN
37060	8377	2	leads	lead	VBZ
37060	8377	3	to	to	IN
37060	8377	4	overcoming	overcome	VBG
37060	8377	5	faults	fault	NNS
37060	8377	6	.	.	.
37060	8378	1	Later	later	RBR
37060	8378	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8378	3	took	take	VBD
37060	8378	4	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	8378	5	of	of	IN
37060	8378	6	a	a	DT
37060	8378	7	hibiscus	hibiscus	NN
37060	8378	8	and	and	CC
37060	8378	9	of	of	IN
37060	8378	10	birds	bird	NNS
37060	8378	11	near	near	IN
37060	8378	12	the	the	DT
37060	8378	13	feeder	feeder	NN
37060	8378	14	using	use	VBG
37060	8378	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8378	16	2	2	CD
37060	8378	17	x	x	SYM
37060	8378	18	extender	extender	NN
37060	8378	19	.	.	.
37060	8379	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8379	2	again	again	RB
37060	8379	3	embarked	embark	VBD
37060	8379	4	upon	upon	IN
37060	8379	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8379	6	quilt	quilt	NN
37060	8379	7	project	project	NN
37060	8379	8	,	,	,
37060	8379	9	sewing	sew	VBG
37060	8379	10	together	together	RB
37060	8379	11	more	more	JJR
37060	8379	12	squares	square	NNS
37060	8379	13	.	.	.
37060	8380	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8380	2	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	8380	3	that	that	IN
37060	8380	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8380	5	have	have	VBP
37060	8380	6	sad	sad	JJ
37060	8380	7	spells	spell	NNS
37060	8380	8	whenever	whenever	WRB
37060	8380	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8380	10	sit	sit	VBP
37060	8380	11	down	down	RP
37060	8380	12	and	and	CC
37060	8380	13	reflect	reflect	VB
37060	8380	14	upon	upon	IN
37060	8380	15	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8380	16	,	,	,
37060	8380	17	recalling	recall	VBG
37060	8380	18	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8380	19	times	time	NNS
37060	8380	20	together	together	RB
37060	8380	21	.	.	.
37060	8381	1	Whenever	whenever	WRB
37060	8381	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8381	3	'm	be	VBP
37060	8381	4	alone	alone	JJ
37060	8381	5	,	,	,
37060	8381	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8381	7	tend	tend	VBP
37060	8381	8	to	to	TO
37060	8381	9	break	break	VB
37060	8381	10	down	down	RP
37060	8381	11	.	.	.
37060	8382	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8382	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	8382	3	glad	glad	JJ
37060	8382	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8382	5	can	can	MD
37060	8382	6	release	release	VB
37060	8382	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8382	8	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	8382	9	.	.	.
37060	8383	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8383	2	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	8383	3	incredible	incredible	JJ
37060	8383	4	to	to	IN
37060	8383	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8383	6	that	that	IN
37060	8383	7	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	8383	8	and	and	CC
37060	8383	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8383	10	wo	will	MD
37060	8383	11	n't	not	RB
37060	8383	12	be	be	VB
37060	8383	13	sharing	share	VBG
37060	8383	14	Canada	Canada	NNP
37060	8383	15	together	together	RB
37060	8383	16	.	.	.
37060	8384	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8384	2	have	have	VBP
37060	8384	3	no	no	DT
37060	8384	4	desire	desire	NN
37060	8384	5	to	to	TO
37060	8384	6	go	go	VB
37060	8384	7	with	with	IN
37060	8384	8	any	any	DT
37060	8384	9	other	other	JJ
37060	8384	10	person	person	NN
37060	8384	11	,	,	,
37060	8384	12	for	for	IN
37060	8384	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8384	14	would	would	MD
37060	8384	15	n't	not	RB
37060	8384	16	be	be	VB
37060	8384	17	the	the	DT
37060	8384	18	same	same	JJ
37060	8384	19	at	at	RB
37060	8384	20	all	all	RB
37060	8384	21	.	.	.
37060	8385	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8385	2	hope	hope	VBP
37060	8385	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8385	4	will	will	MD
37060	8385	5	work	work	VB
37060	8385	6	out	out	RP
37060	8385	7	with	with	IN
37060	8385	8	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	8385	9	and	and	CC
37060	8385	10	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8385	11	.	.	.
37060	8386	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8386	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8386	3	will	will	MD
37060	8386	4	have	have	VB
37060	8386	5	to	to	TO
37060	8386	6	remember	remember	VB
37060	8386	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8386	8	ear	ear	NN
37060	8386	9	plugs	plug	NNS
37060	8386	10	,	,	,
37060	8386	11	for	for	IN
37060	8386	12	both	both	DT
37060	8386	13	snore	snore	JJ
37060	8386	14	!	!	.
37060	8386	15	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8387	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8387	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	8387	3	sure	sure	JJ
37060	8387	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8387	5	can	can	MD
37060	8387	6	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	8387	7	the	the	DT
37060	8387	8	trip	trip	NN
37060	8387	9	...	...	NFP
37060	8387	10	I'll	I'll	NNP
37060	8387	11	take	take	VBP
37060	8387	12	books	book	NNS
37060	8387	13	and	and	CC
37060	8387	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8387	15	journal	journal	NN
37060	8387	16	to	to	TO
37060	8387	17	tide	tide	VB
37060	8387	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8387	19	over	over	RP
37060	8387	20	in	in	IN
37060	8387	21	the	the	DT
37060	8387	22	car	car	NN
37060	8387	23	.	.	.
37060	8388	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	8389	1	23	23	CD
37060	8389	2	,	,	,
37060	8389	3	1984	1984	CD
37060	8389	4	...	...	NFP
37060	8390	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8390	2	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	8390	3	,	,	,
37060	8390	4	as	as	RB
37060	8390	5	yet	yet	RB
37060	8390	6	,	,	,
37060	8390	7	an	an	DT
37060	8390	8	impossibility	impossibility	NN
37060	8390	9	that	that	WDT
37060	8390	10	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	8390	11	and	and	CC
37060	8390	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8390	13	will	will	MD
37060	8390	14	no	no	RB
37060	8390	15	more	more	RBR
37060	8390	16	share	share	VB
37060	8390	17	the	the	DT
37060	8390	18	lovely	lovely	JJ
37060	8390	19	transformation	transformation	NN
37060	8390	20	of	of	IN
37060	8390	21	winter	winter	NN
37060	8390	22	to	to	TO
37060	8390	23	spring	spring	VB
37060	8390	24	,	,	,
37060	8390	25	and	and	CC
37060	8390	26	all	all	PDT
37060	8390	27	those	those	DT
37060	8390	28	seasons	season	NNS
37060	8390	29	to	to	TO
37060	8390	30	follow	follow	VB
37060	8390	31	.	.	.
37060	8391	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8391	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8391	3	time	time	NN
37060	8391	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	8391	5	now	now	RB
37060	8391	6	best	best	RB
37060	8391	7	spent	spend	VBN
37060	8391	8	alone	alone	RB
37060	8391	9	,	,	,
37060	8391	10	for	for	IN
37060	8391	11	in	in	IN
37060	8391	12	this	this	DT
37060	8391	13	way	way	NN
37060	8391	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8391	15	shall	shall	MD
37060	8391	16	be	be	VB
37060	8391	17	able	able	JJ
37060	8391	18	to	to	TO
37060	8391	19	be	be	VB
37060	8391	20	with	with	IN
37060	8391	21	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8391	22	in	in	IN
37060	8391	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8391	24	mind	mind	NN
37060	8391	25	and	and	CC
37060	8391	26	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8391	27	within	within	IN
37060	8391	28	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8391	29	those	those	DT
37060	8391	30	qualities	quality	NNS
37060	8391	31	which	which	WDT
37060	8391	32	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8391	33	shared	share	VBD
37060	8391	34	.	.	.
37060	8392	1	Perpetuation	perpetuation	NN
37060	8392	2	Skeletal	skeletal	JJ
37060	8392	3	remnants	remnant	NNS
37060	8392	4	of	of	IN
37060	8392	5	autumns	autumn	NNS
37060	8392	6	bygone	bygone	NN
37060	8392	7	Habitate	Habitate	NNP
37060	8392	8	the	the	DT
37060	8392	9	woodland	woodland	JJ
37060	8392	10	floor	floor	NN
37060	8392	11	As	as	IN
37060	8392	12	if	if	IN
37060	8392	13	,	,	,
37060	8392	14	in	in	IN
37060	8392	15	silence	silence	NN
37060	8392	16	,	,	,
37060	8392	17	to	to	TO
37060	8392	18	assure	assure	VB
37060	8392	19	That	that	IN
37060	8392	20	through	through	IN
37060	8392	21	each	each	DT
37060	8392	22	death	death	NN
37060	8392	23	New	new	JJ
37060	8392	24	life	life	NN
37060	8392	25	will	will	MD
37060	8392	26	come	come	VB
37060	8392	27	.	.	.
37060	8393	1	And	and	CC
37060	8393	2	so	so	RB
37060	8393	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8393	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	8393	5	that	that	IN
37060	8393	6	spring	spring	NN
37060	8393	7	explodes	explode	NNS
37060	8393	8	,	,	,
37060	8393	9	A	a	DT
37060	8393	10	vibrant	vibrant	JJ
37060	8393	11	mass	mass	NN
37060	8393	12	of	of	IN
37060	8393	13	color	color	NN
37060	8393	14	,	,	,
37060	8393	15	Flaunting	flaunt	VBG
37060	8393	16	the	the	DT
37060	8393	17	essence	essence	NN
37060	8393	18	of	of	IN
37060	8393	19	life	life	NN
37060	8393	20	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8393	21	;	;	:
37060	8393	22	Thinking	think	VBG
37060	8393	23	not	not	RB
37060	8393	24	of	of	IN
37060	8393	25	life	life	NN
37060	8393	26	long	long	RB
37060	8393	27	past	past	JJ
37060	8393	28	But	but	CC
37060	8393	29	only	only	RB
37060	8393	30	life	life	NN
37060	8393	31	forthcoming	forthcoming	NN
37060	8393	32	.	.	.
37060	8394	1	In	in	IN
37060	8394	2	the	the	DT
37060	8394	3	wake	wake	NN
37060	8394	4	of	of	IN
37060	8394	5	smold'ring	smold'ring	NNP
37060	8394	6	heat	heat	NN
37060	8394	7	Emerald	Emerald	NNP
37060	8394	8	cloaks	cloak	VBZ
37060	8394	9	a	a	DT
37060	8394	10	naked	naked	JJ
37060	8394	11	branch	branch	NN
37060	8394	12	And	and	CC
37060	8394	13	guards	guard	VBZ
37060	8394	14	the	the	DT
37060	8394	15	fruit	fruit	NN
37060	8394	16	Which	which	WDT
37060	8394	17	bear	bear	VBP
37060	8394	18	the	the	DT
37060	8394	19	hope	hope	NN
37060	8394	20	That	that	IN
37060	8394	21	blossoms	blossom	NNS
37060	8394	22	will	will	MD
37060	8394	23	not	not	RB
37060	8394	24	cease	cease	VB
37060	8394	25	to	to	IN
37060	8394	26	bloom	bloom	NN
37060	8394	27	.	.	.
37060	8395	1	When	when	WRB
37060	8395	2	golden	golden	JJ
37060	8395	3	overtakes	overtake	VBZ
37060	8395	4	the	the	DT
37060	8395	5	green	green	JJ
37060	8395	6	And	and	CC
37060	8395	7	shadows	shadow	VBZ
37060	8395	8	yawn	yawn	NNP
37060	8395	9	'	'	POS
37060	8395	10	fore	fore	NNP
37060	8395	11	noonday	noonday	NNP
37060	8395	12	sun	sun	NNP
37060	8395	13	,	,	,
37060	8395	14	A	a	DT
37060	8395	15	message	message	NN
37060	8395	16	,	,	,
37060	8395	17	though	though	IN
37060	8395	18	unspoken	unspoken	JJ
37060	8395	19	,	,	,
37060	8395	20	blows	blow	NNS
37060	8395	21	'	'	POS
37060	8395	22	cross	cross	VBP
37060	8395	23	weary	weary	JJ
37060	8395	24	field	field	NN
37060	8395	25	and	and	CC
37060	8395	26	aged	age	VBN
37060	8395	27	grove	grove	NN
37060	8395	28	To	to	TO
37060	8395	29	beckon	beckon	VB
37060	8395	30	,	,	,
37060	8395	31	as	as	IN
37060	8395	32	to	to	IN
37060	8395	33	timeless	timeless	VB
37060	8395	34	friends	friend	NNS
37060	8395	35	,	,	,
37060	8395	36	A	a	DT
37060	8395	37	sojourn	sojourn	NN
37060	8395	38	shared	share	VBD
37060	8395	39	'	'	''
37060	8395	40	neath	neath	NNP
37060	8395	41	winter	winter	NNP
37060	8395	42	snow	snow	NN
37060	8395	43	.	.	.
37060	8396	1	And	and	CC
37060	8396	2	thus	thus	RB
37060	8396	3	,	,	,
37060	8396	4	a	a	DT
37060	8396	5	pod	pod	NN
37060	8396	6	from	from	IN
37060	8396	7	which	which	WDT
37060	8396	8	all	all	DT
37060	8396	9	life	life	NN
37060	8396	10	has	have	VBZ
37060	8396	11	flown	fly	VBN
37060	8396	12	Must	Must	MD
37060	8396	13	bid	bid	VB
37060	8396	14	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8396	15	earthly	earthly	JJ
37060	8396	16	stance	stance	NN
37060	8396	17	farewell	farewell	NN
37060	8396	18	And	and	CC
37060	8396	19	harken	harken	VBN
37060	8396	20	to	to	IN
37060	8396	21	a	a	DT
37060	8396	22	chillwinds	chillwind	NNS
37060	8396	23	'	'	POS
37060	8396	24	call	call	NN
37060	8396	25	To	to	TO
37060	8396	26	rest	rest	VB
37060	8396	27	unto	unto	IN
37060	8396	28	eternity	eternity	NN
37060	8396	29	.	.	.
37060	8397	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8397	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8397	3	March	March	NNP
37060	8397	4	28	28	CD
37060	8397	5	,	,	,
37060	8397	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8397	7	April	April	NNP
37060	8397	8	1	1	CD
37060	8397	9	,	,	,
37060	8397	10	1984	1984	CD
37060	8397	11	...	...	:
37060	8397	12	April	April	NNP
37060	8397	13	Fool	Fool	NNP
37060	8397	14	's	's	POS
37060	8397	15	Day	Day	NNP
37060	8397	16	came	come	VBD
37060	8397	17	and	and	CC
37060	8397	18	went	go	VBD
37060	8397	19	without	without	IN
37060	8397	20	incident	incident	NN
37060	8397	21	...	...	:
37060	8397	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8397	23	was	be	VBD
37060	8397	24	great	great	JJ
37060	8397	25	to	to	TO
37060	8397	26	feel	feel	VB
37060	8397	27	better	well	JJR
37060	8397	28	!	!	.
37060	8398	1	The	the	DT
37060	8398	2	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	8398	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8398	4	well	well	RB
37060	8398	5	spent	spend	VBN
37060	8398	6	in	in	IN
37060	8398	7	a	a	DT
37060	8398	8	lawn	lawn	NN
37060	8398	9	chair	chair	NN
37060	8398	10	outdoors	outdoors	RB
37060	8398	11	.	.	.
37060	8399	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8399	2	thought	think	VBD
37060	8399	3	of	of	IN
37060	8399	4	many	many	JJ
37060	8399	5	things	thing	NNS
37060	8399	6	,	,	,
37060	8399	7	and	and	CC
37060	8399	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8399	9	was	be	VBD
37060	8399	10	nice	nice	JJ
37060	8399	11	to	to	TO
37060	8399	12	be	be	VB
37060	8399	13	alone	alone	JJ
37060	8399	14	...	...	NFP
37060	8399	15	read	read	VB
37060	8399	16	some	some	DT
37060	8399	17	old	old	JJ
37060	8399	18	poems	poem	NNS
37060	8399	19	and	and	CC
37060	8399	20	writings	writing	NNS
37060	8399	21	and	and	CC
37060	8399	22	then	then	RB
37060	8399	23	wrote	write	VBD
37060	8399	24	a	a	DT
37060	8399	25	new	new	JJ
37060	8399	26	poem	poem	NN
37060	8399	27	about	about	IN
37060	8399	28	hatred	hatred	NN
37060	8399	29	.	.	.
37060	8400	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8400	2	really	really	RB
37060	8400	3	like	like	VBP
37060	8400	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8400	5	...	...	.
37060	8401	1	Fatal	Fatal	NNP
37060	8401	2	Emotion	emotion	NN
37060	8401	3	A	a	DT
37060	8401	4	mind	mind	NN
37060	8401	5	which	which	WDT
37060	8401	6	houses	house	NNS
37060	8401	7	Naught	Naught	VBN
37060	8401	8	but	but	CC
37060	8401	9	hate	hate	VBP
37060	8401	10	Kindles	Kindles	NNP
37060	8401	11	eager	eager	JJ
37060	8401	12	flame	flame	NN
37060	8401	13	Which	which	WDT
37060	8401	14	lick	lick	VBP
37060	8401	15	the	the	DT
37060	8401	16	doors	door	NNS
37060	8401	17	Of	of	IN
37060	8401	18	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	8401	19	Until	until	IN
37060	8401	20	the	the	DT
37060	8401	21	one	one	NN
37060	8401	22	Who	who	WP
37060	8401	23	lives	live	VBZ
37060	8401	24	within	within	IN
37060	8401	25	Becomes	Becomes	NNP
37060	8401	26	engulfed	engulf	VBN
37060	8401	27	And	and	CC
37060	8401	28	is	be	VBZ
37060	8401	29	consumed	consume	VBN
37060	8401	30	.	.	.
37060	8402	1	A	a	DT
37060	8402	2	fire	fire	NN
37060	8402	3	which	which	WDT
37060	8402	4	feasts	feast	VBZ
37060	8402	5	Upon	upon	IN
37060	8402	6	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8402	7	Is	be	VBZ
37060	8402	8	not	not	RB
37060	8402	9	a	a	DT
37060	8402	10	means	means	NN
37060	8402	11	...	...	.
37060	8403	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8403	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8403	3	an	an	DT
37060	8403	4	end	end	NN
37060	8403	5	.	.	.
37060	8404	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8404	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8404	3	April	April	NNP
37060	8404	4	2	2	CD
37060	8404	5	,	,	,
37060	8404	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8404	7	April	April	NNP
37060	8404	8	4	4	CD
37060	8404	9	,	,	,
37060	8404	10	1984	1984	CD
37060	8404	11	...	...	NFP
37060	8405	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8405	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	8405	3	almost	almost	RB
37060	8405	4	as	as	IN
37060	8405	5	if	if	IN
37060	8405	6	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	8405	7	never	never	RB
37060	8405	8	lived	live	VBD
37060	8405	9	here	here	RB
37060	8405	10	now	now	RB
37060	8405	11	.	.	.
37060	8406	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8406	2	've	have	VB
37060	8406	3	always	always	RB
37060	8406	4	been	be	VBN
37060	8406	5	very	very	RB
37060	8406	6	adaptable	adaptable	JJ
37060	8406	7	to	to	IN
37060	8406	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8406	9	environment	environment	NN
37060	8406	10	.	.	.
37060	8407	1	.	.	.
37060	8408	1	.	.	.
37060	8409	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8409	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	8409	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8409	4	've	have	VB
37060	8409	5	had	have	VBN
37060	8409	6	to	to	TO
37060	8409	7	be	be	VB
37060	8409	8	.	.	.
37060	8410	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8410	2	've	have	VB
37060	8410	3	seen	see	VBN
37060	8410	4	so	so	RB
37060	8410	5	much	much	JJ
37060	8410	6	change	change	NN
37060	8410	7	,	,	,
37060	8410	8	and	and	CC
37060	8410	9	if	if	IN
37060	8410	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8410	11	did	do	VBD
37060	8410	12	n't	not	RB
37060	8410	13	roll	roll	VB
37060	8410	14	along	along	RP
37060	8410	15	,	,	,
37060	8410	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8410	17	could	could	MD
37060	8410	18	never	never	RB
37060	8410	19	be	be	VB
37060	8410	20	able	able	JJ
37060	8410	21	to	to	TO
37060	8410	22	stand	stand	VB
37060	8410	23	everything	everything	NN
37060	8410	24	.	.	.
37060	8411	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8411	2	think	think	VBP
37060	8411	3	a	a	DT
37060	8411	4	lot	lot	NN
37060	8411	5	of	of	IN
37060	8411	6	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8411	7	when	when	WRB
37060	8411	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8411	9	'm	be	VBP
37060	8411	10	alone	alone	JJ
37060	8411	11	,	,	,
37060	8411	12	but	but	CC
37060	8411	13	when	when	WRB
37060	8411	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8411	15	'm	be	VBP
37060	8411	16	busy	busy	JJ
37060	8411	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8411	18	can	can	MD
37060	8411	19	let	let	VB
37060	8411	20	go	go	VB
37060	8411	21	of	of	IN
37060	8411	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8411	23	problems	problem	NNS
37060	8411	24	.	.	.
37060	8412	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8412	2	would	would	MD
37060	8412	3	n't	not	RB
37060	8412	4	be	be	VB
37060	8412	5	writing	write	VBG
37060	8412	6	so	so	RB
37060	8412	7	much	much	RB
37060	8412	8	if	if	IN
37060	8412	9	all	all	DT
37060	8412	10	was	be	VBD
37060	8412	11	"	"	``
37060	8412	12	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	8412	13	within	within	RB
37060	8412	14	.	.	.
37060	8412	15	"	"	''
37060	8413	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8413	2	also	also	RB
37060	8413	3	realize	realize	VBP
37060	8413	4	that	that	IN
37060	8413	5	some	some	DT
37060	8413	6	of	of	IN
37060	8413	7	this	this	DT
37060	8413	8	"	"	``
37060	8413	9	buying	buying	NN
37060	8413	10	binge	binge	NN
37060	8413	11	"	"	''
37060	8413	12	which	which	WDT
37060	8413	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8413	14	have	have	VBP
37060	8413	15	been	be	VBN
37060	8413	16	experiencing	experience	VBG
37060	8413	17	of	of	IN
37060	8413	18	late	late	JJ
37060	8413	19	has	have	VBZ
37060	8413	20	to	to	TO
37060	8413	21	do	do	VB
37060	8413	22	with	with	IN
37060	8413	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8413	24	sense	sense	NN
37060	8413	25	of	of	IN
37060	8413	26	loss	loss	NN
37060	8413	27	.	.	.
37060	8414	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8414	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	8414	3	trying	try	VBG
37060	8414	4	to	to	TO
37060	8414	5	restore	restore	VB
37060	8414	6	that	that	DT
37060	8414	7	which	which	WDT
37060	8414	8	has	have	VBZ
37060	8414	9	been	be	VBN
37060	8414	10	taken	take	VBN
37060	8414	11	from	from	IN
37060	8414	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8414	13	through	through	IN
37060	8414	14	material	material	NN
37060	8414	15	finds	find	NNS
37060	8414	16	.	.	.
37060	8415	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8415	2	seem	seem	VBP
37060	8415	3	to	to	TO
37060	8415	4	need	need	VB
37060	8415	5	to	to	TO
37060	8415	6	keep	keep	VB
37060	8415	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8415	8	mind	mind	NN
37060	8415	9	occupied	occupy	VBN
37060	8415	10	.	.	.
37060	8416	1	.	.	.
37060	8417	1	.	.	.
37060	8418	1	two	two	CD
37060	8418	2	things	thing	NNS
37060	8418	3	which	which	WDT
37060	8418	4	satisfy	satisfy	VBP
37060	8418	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8418	6	most	most	JJS
37060	8418	7	are	be	VBP
37060	8418	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8418	9	photography	photography	NN
37060	8418	10	and	and	CC
37060	8418	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8418	12	room	room	NN
37060	8418	13	.	.	.
37060	8419	1	.	.	.
37060	8420	1	.	.	.
37060	8421	1	aside	aside	RB
37060	8421	2	from	from	IN
37060	8421	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8421	4	writing	writing	NN
37060	8421	5	and	and	CC
37060	8421	6	being	be	VBG
37060	8421	7	outside	outside	RB
37060	8421	8	.	.	.
37060	8422	1	Hence	hence	RB
37060	8422	2	,	,	,
37060	8422	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8422	4	purchases	purchase	NNS
37060	8422	5	for	for	IN
37060	8422	6	both	both	DT
37060	8422	7	of	of	IN
37060	8422	8	these	these	DT
37060	8422	9	"	"	``
37060	8422	10	passions	passion	NNS
37060	8422	11	"	"	''
37060	8422	12	of	of	IN
37060	8422	13	mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8422	14	.	.	.
37060	8423	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8423	2	would	would	MD
37060	8423	3	get	get	VB
37060	8423	4	the	the	DT
37060	8423	5	things	thing	NNS
37060	8423	6	eventually	eventually	RB
37060	8423	7	,	,	,
37060	8423	8	however	however	RB
37060	8423	9	,	,	,
37060	8423	10	the	the	DT
37060	8423	11	need	need	NN
37060	8423	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	8423	13	here	here	RB
37060	8423	14	now	now	RB
37060	8423	15	.	.	.
37060	8424	1	.	.	.
37060	8425	1	.	.	.
37060	8426	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8426	2	am	be	VBP
37060	8426	3	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	8426	4	enough	enough	RB
37060	8426	5	to	to	TO
37060	8426	6	possess	possess	VB
37060	8426	7	the	the	DT
37060	8426	8	"	"	``
37060	8426	9	means	mean	NNS
37060	8426	10	"	"	''
37060	8426	11	through	through	IN
37060	8426	12	the	the	DT
37060	8426	13	use	use	NN
37060	8426	14	of	of	IN
37060	8426	15	money	money	NN
37060	8426	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8426	17	would	would	MD
37060	8426	18	have	have	VB
37060	8426	19	used	use	VBN
37060	8426	20	for	for	IN
37060	8426	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8426	22	college	college	NN
37060	8426	23	education	education	NN
37060	8426	24	.	.	.
37060	8427	1	.	.	.
37060	8428	1	.	.	.
37060	8429	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8429	2	have	have	VBP
37060	8429	3	not	not	RB
37060	8429	4	waited	wait	VBN
37060	8429	5	;	;	:
37060	8429	6	after	after	IN
37060	8429	7	considerable	considerable	JJ
37060	8429	8	thought	thought	NN
37060	8429	9	,	,	,
37060	8429	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8429	11	have	have	VBP
37060	8429	12	made	make	VBN
37060	8429	13	these	these	DT
37060	8429	14	purchases	purchase	NNS
37060	8429	15	,	,	,
37060	8429	16	and	and	CC
37060	8429	17	have	have	VBP
37060	8429	18	found	find	VBN
37060	8429	19	all	all	DT
37060	8429	20	to	to	TO
37060	8429	21	be	be	VB
37060	8429	22	very	very	RB
37060	8429	23	much	much	RB
37060	8429	24	to	to	IN
37060	8429	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8429	26	enjoyment	enjoyment	NN
37060	8429	27	.	.	.
37060	8430	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8430	2	said	say	VBD
37060	8430	3	,	,	,
37060	8430	4	"	"	``
37060	8430	5	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8430	6	's	be	VBZ
37060	8430	7	good	good	JJ
37060	8430	8	.	.	.
37060	8431	1	.	.	.
37060	8432	1	.	.	.
37060	8433	1	there	there	EX
37060	8433	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	8433	3	so	so	RB
37060	8433	4	little	little	JJ
37060	8433	5	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8433	6	can	can	MD
37060	8433	7	do	do	VB
37060	8433	8	now	now	RB
37060	8433	9	!	!	.
37060	8433	10	"	"	''
37060	8434	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8434	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	8434	3	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8434	4	's	be	VBZ
37060	8434	5	right	right	JJ
37060	8434	6	.	.	.
37060	8435	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8435	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	8435	3	limited	limit	VBN
37060	8435	4	physically	physically	RB
37060	8435	5	...	...	:
37060	8435	6	April	April	NNP
37060	8435	7	5	5	CD
37060	8435	8	,	,	,
37060	8435	9	1984	1984	CD
37060	8435	10	...	...	NFP
37060	8435	11	Decided	decide	VBD
37060	8435	12	to	to	TO
37060	8435	13	simply	simply	RB
37060	8435	14	relish	relish	VB
37060	8435	15	the	the	DT
37060	8435	16	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	8435	17	day	day	NN
37060	8435	18	!	!	.
37060	8436	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8436	2	sat	sit	VBD
37060	8436	3	outside	outside	RB
37060	8436	4	in	in	IN
37060	8436	5	a	a	DT
37060	8436	6	lawn	lawn	NN
37060	8436	7	chair	chair	NN
37060	8436	8	,	,	,
37060	8436	9	photographed	photograph	VBD
37060	8436	10	more	more	JJR
37060	8436	11	flowers	flower	NNS
37060	8436	12	and	and	CC
37060	8436	13	then	then	RB
37060	8436	14	wrote	write	VBD
37060	8436	15	a	a	DT
37060	8436	16	poem	poem	NN
37060	8436	17	.	.	.
37060	8437	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8437	2	really	really	RB
37060	8437	3	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	8437	4	the	the	DT
37060	8437	5	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	8437	6	!	!	.
37060	8438	1	Sherry	Sherry	NNP
37060	8438	2	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8438	3	Syracuse	Syracuse	NNP
37060	8438	4	,	,	,
37060	8438	5	N.Y.	New York	NNP
37060	8438	6	pen	pen	NN
37060	8438	7	pal	pal	NN
37060	8438	8	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8438	9	called	call	VBD
37060	8438	10	and	and	CC
37060	8438	11	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8438	12	talked	talk	VBD
37060	8438	13	for	for	IN
37060	8438	14	quite	quite	PDT
37060	8438	15	a	a	DT
37060	8438	16	long	long	JJ
37060	8438	17	while	while	NN
37060	8438	18	.	.	.
37060	8439	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8439	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	8439	3	a	a	DT
37060	8439	4	good	good	JJ
37060	8439	5	kid	kid	NN
37060	8439	6	;	;	:
37060	8439	7	be	be	VB
37060	8439	8	coming	come	VBG
37060	8439	9	around	around	IN
37060	8439	10	July	July	NNP
37060	8439	11	1st	1st	NN
37060	8439	12	.	.	.
37060	8440	1	Reflections	reflection	NNS
37060	8440	2	Though	though	IN
37060	8440	3	each	each	DT
37060	8440	4	day	day	NN
37060	8440	5	comes	come	VBZ
37060	8440	6	But	but	CC
37060	8440	7	once	once	RB
37060	8440	8	each	each	DT
37060	8440	9	year	year	NN
37060	8440	10	Nay	nay	UH
37060	8440	11	,	,	,
37060	8440	12	only	only	RB
37060	8440	13	once	once	RB
37060	8440	14	forever	forever	RB
37060	8440	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8440	16	can	can	MD
37060	8440	17	not	not	RB
37060	8440	18	block	block	VB
37060	8440	19	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8440	20	mind	mind	NN
37060	8440	21	's	's	POS
37060	8440	22	dispute	dispute	NN
37060	8440	23	That	that	IN
37060	8440	24	this	this	DT
37060	8440	25	day	day	NN
37060	8440	26	's	's	POS
37060	8440	27	twin	twin	NN
37060	8440	28	Has	have	VBZ
37060	8440	29	dawned	dawn	VBN
37060	8440	30	before	before	RB
37060	8440	31	.	.	.
37060	8441	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8441	2	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	8441	3	as	as	IN
37060	8441	4	if	if	IN
37060	8441	5	The	the	DT
37060	8441	6	time	time	NN
37060	8441	7	has	have	VBZ
37060	8441	8	lapsed	lapse	VBN
37060	8441	9	In	in	IN
37060	8441	10	naught	naught	JJ
37060	8441	11	but	but	CC
37060	8441	12	Backward	backward	JJ
37060	8441	13	motion	motion	NN
37060	8441	14	,	,	,
37060	8441	15	Encompassing	encompass	VBG
37060	8441	16	That	that	DT
37060	8441	17	long	long	RB
37060	8441	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	8441	19	lost	lose	VBN
37060	8441	20	day	day	NN
37060	8441	21	E'er	E'er	NNP
37060	8441	22	before	before	IN
37060	8441	23	the	the	DT
37060	8441	24	changes	change	NNS
37060	8441	25	passed	pass	VBD
37060	8441	26	.	.	.
37060	8442	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8442	2	through	through	IN
37060	8442	3	these	these	DT
37060	8442	4	Reflective	reflective	JJ
37060	8442	5	days	day	NNS
37060	8442	6	,	,	,
37060	8442	7	The	the	DT
37060	8442	8	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	8442	9	Of	of	IN
37060	8442	10	more	more	RBR
37060	8442	11	carefree	carefree	JJ
37060	8442	12	times	time	NNS
37060	8442	13	,	,	,
37060	8442	14	One	one	PRP
37060	8442	15	may	may	MD
37060	8442	16	rekindle	rekindle	VB
37060	8442	17	Tender	Tender	NNP
37060	8442	18	sparks	spark	NNS
37060	8442	19	Which	which	WDT
37060	8442	20	in	in	IN
37060	8442	21	the	the	DT
37060	8442	22	darkness	darkness	NN
37060	8442	23	Burst	Burst	NNP
37060	8442	24	to	to	TO
37060	8442	25	flame	flame	VB
37060	8442	26	To	to	TO
37060	8442	27	guide	guide	VB
37060	8442	28	and	and	CC
37060	8442	29	warm	warm	VB
37060	8442	30	The	the	DT
37060	8442	31	dismal	dismal	JJ
37060	8442	32	heart	heart	NN
37060	8442	33	.	.	.
37060	8443	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8443	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8443	3	April	April	NNP
37060	8443	4	5	5	CD
37060	8443	5	,	,	,
37060	8443	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8443	7	April	April	NNP
37060	8443	8	14	14	CD
37060	8443	9	,	,	,
37060	8443	10	1984	1984	CD
37060	8443	11	...	...	NFP
37060	8444	1	Started	start	VBN
37060	8444	2	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8444	3	trip	trip	NN
37060	8444	4	to	to	IN
37060	8444	5	the	the	DT
37060	8444	6	Smokies	Smokies	NNPS
37060	8444	7	...	...	NFP
37060	8444	8	had	have	VBD
37060	8444	9	a	a	DT
37060	8444	10	good	good	JJ
37060	8444	11	day	day	NN
37060	8444	12	.	.	.
37060	8445	1	April	April	NNP
37060	8445	2	16	16	CD
37060	8445	3	-	-	SYM
37060	8445	4	19	19	CD
37060	8445	5	,	,	,
37060	8445	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8445	7	...	...	NFP
37060	8446	1	Took	take	VBD
37060	8446	2	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	8446	3	of	of	IN
37060	8446	4	forsythia	forsythia	NN
37060	8446	5	,	,	,
37060	8446	6	redbud	redbud	NN
37060	8446	7	and	and	CC
37060	8446	8	rhododendron	rhododendron	NN
37060	8446	9	;	;	:
37060	8446	10	the	the	DT
37060	8446	11	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	8446	12	are	be	VBP
37060	8446	13	gorgeous	gorgeous	JJ
37060	8446	14	!	!	.
37060	8447	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8447	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	8447	3	been	be	VBN
37060	8447	4	cold	cold	JJ
37060	8447	5	enough	enough	RB
37060	8447	6	for	for	IN
37060	8447	7	light	light	JJ
37060	8447	8	snowfall	snowfall	NN
37060	8447	9	in	in	IN
37060	8447	10	the	the	DT
37060	8447	11	higher	high	JJR
37060	8447	12	elevation	elevation	NN
37060	8447	13	,	,	,
37060	8447	14	adding	add	VBG
37060	8447	15	to	to	IN
37060	8447	16	the	the	DT
37060	8447	17	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	8447	18	of	of	IN
37060	8447	19	the	the	DT
37060	8447	20	deciduous	deciduous	JJ
37060	8447	21	trees	tree	NNS
37060	8447	22	as	as	RB
37060	8447	23	well	well	RB
37060	8447	24	as	as	IN
37060	8447	25	the	the	DT
37060	8447	26	pine	pine	NN
37060	8447	27	.	.	.
37060	8448	1	Each	each	DT
37060	8448	2	day	day	NN
37060	8448	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8448	4	'm	be	VBP
37060	8448	5	having	have	VBG
37060	8448	6	trouble	trouble	NN
37060	8448	7	with	with	IN
37060	8448	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8448	9	bowels	bowel	NNS
37060	8448	10	...	...	.
37060	8449	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8449	2	had	have	VBD
37060	8449	3	to	to	TO
37060	8449	4	go	go	VB
37060	8449	5	to	to	IN
37060	8449	6	a	a	DT
37060	8449	7	gas	gas	NN
37060	8449	8	station	station	NN
37060	8449	9	...	...	:
37060	8449	10	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	8449	11	had	have	VBD
37060	8449	12	a	a	DT
37060	8449	13	nervous	nervous	JJ
37060	8449	14	breakdown	breakdown	NN
37060	8449	15	...	...	:
37060	8449	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8449	17	was	be	VBD
37060	8449	18	locked	lock	VBN
37060	8449	19	...	...	:
37060	8449	20	when	when	WRB
37060	8449	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8449	22	finally	finally	RB
37060	8449	23	got	get	VBD
37060	8449	24	the	the	DT
37060	8449	25	key	key	NN
37060	8449	26	,	,	,
37060	8449	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8449	28	could	could	MD
37060	8449	29	hardly	hardly	RB
37060	8449	30	get	get	VB
37060	8449	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8449	32	open	open	JJ
37060	8449	33	in	in	IN
37060	8449	34	time	time	NN
37060	8449	35	.	.	.
37060	8450	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8450	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8450	3	beside	beside	IN
37060	8450	4	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8450	5	with	with	IN
37060	8450	6	anguish	anguish	NN
37060	8450	7	and	and	CC
37060	8450	8	terror	terror	NN
37060	8450	9	.	.	.
37060	8451	1	Shortly	shortly	RB
37060	8451	2	before	before	RB
37060	8451	3	,	,	,
37060	8451	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8451	5	had	have	VBD
37060	8451	6	a	a	DT
37060	8451	7	similar	similar	JJ
37060	8451	8	experience	experience	NN
37060	8451	9	with	with	IN
37060	8451	10	another	another	DT
37060	8451	11	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	8451	12	.	.	.
37060	8452	1	While	while	IN
37060	8452	2	in	in	IN
37060	8452	3	a	a	DT
37060	8452	4	park	park	NN
37060	8452	5	area	area	NN
37060	8452	6	,	,	,
37060	8452	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8452	8	was	be	VBD
37060	8452	9	afflicted	afflict	VBN
37060	8452	10	with	with	IN
37060	8452	11	the	the	DT
37060	8452	12	dire	dire	JJ
37060	8452	13	necessity	necessity	NN
37060	8452	14	to	to	TO
37060	8452	15	"	"	``
37060	8452	16	go	go	VB
37060	8452	17	.	.	.
37060	8452	18	"	"	''
37060	8452	19	...	...	.
37060	8453	1	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8453	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8453	3	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	8453	4	to	to	TO
37060	8453	5	make	make	VB
37060	8453	6	a	a	DT
37060	8453	7	nonchalant	nonchalant	JJ
37060	8453	8	brisk	brisk	JJ
37060	8453	9	stride	stride	NN
37060	8453	10	convincing	convincing	JJ
37060	8453	11	as	as	IN
37060	8453	12	one	one	CD
37060	8453	13	hastens	hasten	VBZ
37060	8453	14	to	to	IN
37060	8453	15	the	the	DT
37060	8453	16	"	"	``
37060	8453	17	john	john	NNP
37060	8453	18	.	.	.
37060	8453	19	"	"	''
37060	8454	1	In	in	IN
37060	8454	2	Gatlinburg	Gatlinburg	NNP
37060	8454	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8454	4	had	have	VBD
37060	8454	5	yet	yet	RB
37060	8454	6	another	another	DT
37060	8454	7	siege	siege	NN
37060	8454	8	,	,	,
37060	8454	9	but	but	CC
37060	8454	10	luckily	luckily	RB
37060	8454	11	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8454	12	were	be	VBD
37060	8454	13	at	at	IN
37060	8454	14	the	the	DT
37060	8454	15	motel	motel	NN
37060	8454	16	.	.	.
37060	8455	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8455	2	drove	drive	VBD
37060	8455	3	only	only	RB
37060	8455	4	two	two	CD
37060	8455	5	times	time	NNS
37060	8455	6	on	on	IN
37060	8455	7	the	the	DT
37060	8455	8	trip	trip	NN
37060	8455	9	.	.	.
37060	8456	1	.	.	.
37060	8457	1	.	.	.
37060	8458	1	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	8458	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8458	3	would	would	MD
37060	8458	4	have	have	VB
37060	8458	5	to	to	TO
37060	8458	6	stop	stop	VB
37060	8458	7	within	within	IN
37060	8458	8	a	a	DT
37060	8458	9	very	very	RB
37060	8458	10	short	short	JJ
37060	8458	11	time	time	NN
37060	8458	12	...	...	.
37060	8459	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8459	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8459	3	so	so	RB
37060	8459	4	scared	scared	JJ
37060	8459	5	!	!	.
37060	8460	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8460	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8460	3	like	like	IN
37060	8460	4	a	a	DT
37060	8460	5	Class	Class	NNP
37060	8460	6	A	A	NNP
37060	8460	7	Slob	Slob	NNP
37060	8460	8	!	!	.
37060	8461	1	May	May	NNP
37060	8461	2	27	27	CD
37060	8461	3	,	,	,
37060	8461	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8461	5	...	...	NFP
37060	8462	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8462	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	8462	3	off	off	RP
37060	8462	4	on	on	IN
37060	8462	5	another	another	DT
37060	8462	6	rampage	rampage	NN
37060	8462	7	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	8462	8	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	8462	9	and	and	CC
37060	8462	10	other	other	JJ
37060	8462	11	people	people	NNS
37060	8462	12	's	's	POS
37060	8462	13	dogs	dog	NNS
37060	8462	14	!	!	.
37060	8463	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8463	2	get	get	VBP
37060	8463	3	so	so	RB
37060	8463	4	infuriated	infuriate	VBN
37060	8463	5	by	by	IN
37060	8463	6	careless	careless	JJ
37060	8463	7	dog	dog	NN
37060	8463	8	owners	owner	NNS
37060	8463	9	who	who	WP
37060	8463	10	believe	believe	VBP
37060	8463	11	that	that	IN
37060	8463	12	everybody	everybody	NN
37060	8463	13	ought	ought	MD
37060	8463	14	to	to	TO
37060	8463	15	love	love	VB
37060	8463	16	dogs	dog	NNS
37060	8463	17	too	too	RB
37060	8463	18	,	,	,
37060	8463	19	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8463	20	as	as	RB
37060	8463	21	well	well	RB
37060	8463	22	as	as	IN
37060	8463	23	the	the	DT
37060	8463	24	distasteful	distasteful	JJ
37060	8463	25	traits	trait	NNS
37060	8463	26	that	that	WDT
37060	8463	27	go	go	VBP
37060	8463	28	along	along	RP
37060	8463	29	with	with	IN
37060	8463	30	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8463	31	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8463	32	.	.	.
37060	8464	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8464	2	said	say	VBD
37060	8464	3	that	that	IN
37060	8464	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8464	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	8464	6	just	just	RB
37060	8464	7	natural	natural	JJ
37060	8464	8	for	for	IN
37060	8464	9	a	a	DT
37060	8464	10	dog	dog	NN
37060	8464	11	to	to	TO
37060	8464	12	mark	mark	VB
37060	8464	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8464	14	's	be	VBZ
37060	8464	15	territory	territory	NN
37060	8464	16	,	,	,
37060	8464	17	that	that	IN
37060	8464	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8464	19	must	must	MD
37060	8464	20	be	be	VB
37060	8464	21	an	an	DT
37060	8464	22	unchangeable	unchangeable	JJ
37060	8464	23	characteristic	characteristic	NN
37060	8464	24	.	.	.
37060	8465	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8465	2	said	say	VBD
37060	8465	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8465	4	could	could	MD
37060	8465	5	be	be	VB
37060	8465	6	unlearned	unlearn	VBN
37060	8465	7	.	.	.
37060	8466	1	.	.	.
37060	8467	1	.	.	.
37060	8468	1	did	do	VBD
37060	8468	2	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8468	3	ever	ever	RB
37060	8468	4	see	see	VB
37060	8468	5	a	a	DT
37060	8468	6	seeing	see	VBG
37060	8468	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	8468	8	eye	eye	NN
37060	8468	9	dog	dog	NN
37060	8468	10	that	that	WDT
37060	8468	11	paused	pause	VBD
37060	8468	12	to	to	TO
37060	8468	13	mark	mark	VB
37060	8468	14	each	each	DT
37060	8468	15	tree	tree	NN
37060	8468	16	?	?	.
37060	8469	1	The	the	DT
37060	8469	2	poor	poor	JJ
37060	8469	3	blind	blind	JJ
37060	8469	4	person	person	NN
37060	8469	5	would	would	MD
37060	8469	6	not	not	RB
37060	8469	7	be	be	VB
37060	8469	8	able	able	JJ
37060	8469	9	to	to	TO
37060	8469	10	make	make	VB
37060	8469	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8469	12	down	down	IN
37060	8469	13	the	the	DT
37060	8469	14	street	street	NN
37060	8469	15	!	!	.
37060	8470	1	So	so	RB
37060	8470	2	much	much	JJ
37060	8470	3	for	for	IN
37060	8470	4	that	that	DT
37060	8470	5	subject	subject	NN
37060	8470	6	!	!	.
37060	8471	1	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	8471	2	and	and	CC
37060	8471	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8471	4	thought	think	VBD
37060	8471	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8471	6	in	in	IN
37060	8471	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8471	8	best	good	JJS
37060	8471	9	interest	interest	NN
37060	8471	10	to	to	TO
37060	8471	11	re	re	VB
37060	8471	12	-	-	VB
37060	8471	13	furnish	furnish	VB
37060	8471	14	the	the	DT
37060	8471	15	up	up	NN
37060	8471	16	-	-	HYPH
37060	8471	17	stairs	stair	NNS
37060	8471	18	room	room	NN
37060	8471	19	that	that	WDT
37060	8471	20	had	have	VBD
37060	8471	21	been	be	VBN
37060	8471	22	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8471	23	's	's	POS
37060	8471	24	.	.	.
37060	8472	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8472	2	'll	will	MD
37060	8472	3	make	make	VB
37060	8472	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8472	5	into	into	IN
37060	8472	6	a	a	DT
37060	8472	7	living	living	NN
37060	8472	8	room	room	NN
37060	8472	9	.	.	.
37060	8473	1	May	May	NNP
37060	8473	2	29	29	CD
37060	8473	3	,	,	,
37060	8473	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8473	5	...	...	:
37060	8473	6	Death	death	NN
37060	8473	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	8473	8	the	the	DT
37060	8473	9	end	end	NN
37060	8473	10	of	of	IN
37060	8473	11	life	life	NN
37060	8473	12	on	on	IN
37060	8473	13	earth	earth	NN
37060	8473	14	as	as	IN
37060	8473	15	the	the	DT
37060	8473	16	living	living	NN
37060	8473	17	perceive	perceive	NN
37060	8473	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8473	19	to	to	TO
37060	8473	20	be	be	VB
37060	8473	21	,	,	,
37060	8473	22	however	however	RB
37060	8473	23	,	,	,
37060	8473	24	man	man	NN
37060	8473	25	will	will	MD
37060	8473	26	forever	forever	RB
37060	8473	27	derive	derive	VB
37060	8473	28	solace	solace	NN
37060	8473	29	from	from	IN
37060	8473	30	the	the	DT
37060	8473	31	hope	hope	NN
37060	8473	32	that	that	IN
37060	8473	33	death	death	NN
37060	8473	34	does	do	VBZ
37060	8473	35	not	not	RB
37060	8473	36	also	also	RB
37060	8473	37	herald	herald	VB
37060	8473	38	the	the	DT
37060	8473	39	end	end	NN
37060	8473	40	of	of	IN
37060	8473	41	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	8473	42	.	.	.
37060	8474	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	8474	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8474	3	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	8474	4	why	why	WRB
37060	8474	5	an	an	DT
37060	8474	6	individual	individual	JJ
37060	8474	7	chooses	choose	VBZ
37060	8474	8	to	to	TO
37060	8474	9	write	write	VB
37060	8474	10	at	at	RB
37060	8474	11	all	all	RB
37060	8474	12	,	,	,
37060	8474	13	for	for	IN
37060	8474	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8474	15	'm	be	VBP
37060	8474	16	quite	quite	RB
37060	8474	17	certain	certain	JJ
37060	8474	18	that	that	IN
37060	8474	19	there	there	EX
37060	8474	20	is	be	VBZ
37060	8474	21	no	no	DT
37060	8474	22	thought	thought	NN
37060	8474	23	written	write	VBN
37060	8474	24	today	today	NN
37060	8474	25	which	which	WDT
37060	8474	26	has	have	VBZ
37060	8474	27	not	not	RB
37060	8474	28	been	be	VBN
37060	8474	29	written	write	VBN
37060	8474	30	previously	previously	RB
37060	8474	31	.	.	.
37060	8475	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8475	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8475	3	astonishing	astonish	VBG
37060	8475	4	to	to	TO
37060	8475	5	read	read	VB
37060	8475	6	the	the	DT
37060	8475	7	words	word	NNS
37060	8475	8	of	of	IN
37060	8475	9	Plato	Plato	NNP
37060	8475	10	and	and	CC
37060	8475	11	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8475	12	associates	associate	NNS
37060	8475	13	,	,	,
37060	8475	14	for	for	IN
37060	8475	15	one	one	CD
37060	8475	16	discovers	discover	NNS
37060	8475	17	again	again	RB
37060	8475	18	how	how	WRB
37060	8475	19	alike	alike	JJ
37060	8475	20	man	man	NN
37060	8475	21	's	's	POS
37060	8475	22	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	8475	23	have	have	VBP
37060	8475	24	been	be	VBN
37060	8475	25	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	8475	26	the	the	DT
37060	8475	27	ages	age	NNS
37060	8475	28	.	.	.
37060	8476	1	Taken	take	VBN
37060	8476	2	in	in	IN
37060	8476	3	this	this	DT
37060	8476	4	scope	scope	NN
37060	8476	5	,	,	,
37060	8476	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8476	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	8476	8	truly	truly	RB
37060	8476	9	egotistic	egotistic	JJ
37060	8476	10	of	of	IN
37060	8476	11	someone	someone	NN
37060	8476	12	to	to	TO
37060	8476	13	claim	claim	VB
37060	8476	14	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8476	15	ideas	idea	NNS
37060	8476	16	as	as	IN
37060	8476	17	unique	unique	JJ
37060	8476	18	at	at	RB
37060	8476	19	all	all	RB
37060	8476	20	.	.	.
37060	8477	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8477	2	are	be	VBP
37060	8477	3	born	bear	VBN
37060	8477	4	and	and	CC
37060	8477	5	develop	develop	VB
37060	8477	6	at	at	IN
37060	8477	7	varying	varying	NN
37060	8477	8	rates	rate	NNS
37060	8477	9	,	,	,
37060	8477	10	but	but	CC
37060	8477	11	even	even	RB
37060	8477	12	the	the	DT
37060	8477	13	highest	high	JJS
37060	8477	14	of	of	IN
37060	8477	15	minds	mind	NNS
37060	8477	16	have	have	VBP
37060	8477	17	no	no	DT
37060	8477	18	doubt	doubt	NN
37060	8477	19	had	have	VBN
37060	8477	20	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8477	21	equal	equal	JJ
37060	8477	22	at	at	IN
37060	8477	23	some	some	DT
37060	8477	24	point	point	NN
37060	8477	25	in	in	IN
37060	8477	26	time	time	NN
37060	8477	27	.	.	.
37060	8478	1	Despite	despite	IN
37060	8478	2	similarities	similarity	NNS
37060	8478	3	,	,	,
37060	8478	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8478	5	write	write	VBP
37060	8478	6	for	for	IN
37060	8478	7	necessity	necessity	NN
37060	8478	8	rather	rather	RB
37060	8478	9	than	than	IN
37060	8478	10	immodesty	immodesty	JJ
37060	8478	11	;	;	:
37060	8478	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8478	13	have	have	VBP
37060	8478	14	little	little	JJ
37060	8478	15	doubt	doubt	NN
37060	8478	16	that	that	IN
37060	8478	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8478	18	sanity	sanity	NN
37060	8478	19	would	would	MD
37060	8478	20	be	be	VB
37060	8478	21	thus	thus	RB
37060	8478	22	intact	intact	JJ
37060	8478	23	if	if	IN
37060	8478	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8478	25	were	be	VBD
37060	8478	26	not	not	RB
37060	8478	27	for	for	IN
37060	8478	28	the	the	DT
37060	8478	29	scratches	scratch	NNS
37060	8478	30	which	which	WDT
37060	8478	31	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8478	32	frequently	frequently	RB
37060	8478	33	mark	mark	VBP
37060	8478	34	on	on	IN
37060	8478	35	a	a	DT
37060	8478	36	page	page	NN
37060	8478	37	.	.	.
37060	8479	1	May	May	NNP
37060	8479	2	30	30	CD
37060	8479	3	,	,	,
37060	8479	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8479	5	...	...	NFP
37060	8480	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8480	2	watched	watch	VBD
37060	8480	3	the	the	DT
37060	8480	4	partial	partial	JJ
37060	8480	5	eclipse	eclipse	NN
37060	8480	6	of	of	IN
37060	8480	7	the	the	DT
37060	8480	8	sun	sun	NN
37060	8480	9	through	through	IN
37060	8480	10	a	a	DT
37060	8480	11	paper	paper	NN
37060	8480	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	8480	13	punched	punch	VBN
37060	8480	14	hole	hole	NN
37060	8480	15	!	!	.
37060	8481	1	Gary	Gary	NNP
37060	8481	2	and	and	CC
37060	8481	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8481	4	left	leave	VBD
37060	8481	5	for	for	IN
37060	8481	6	Wild	Wild	NNP
37060	8481	7	Cat	Cat	NNP
37060	8481	8	Den	Den	NNP
37060	8481	9	at	at	IN
37060	8481	10	noon	noon	NN
37060	8481	11	.	.	.
37060	8482	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8482	2	drove	drive	VBD
37060	8482	3	...	...	NFP
37060	8482	4	since	since	IN
37060	8482	5	Rt	Rt	NNP
37060	8482	6	.	.	.
37060	8483	1	22	22	CD
37060	8483	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8483	3	"	"	``
37060	8483	4	under	under	IN
37060	8483	5	destruction	destruction	NN
37060	8483	6	"	"	``
37060	8483	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8483	8	had	have	VBD
37060	8483	9	to	to	TO
37060	8483	10	go	go	VB
37060	8483	11	on	on	IN
37060	8483	12	61	61	CD
37060	8483	13	through	through	IN
37060	8483	14	Blue	Blue	NNP
37060	8483	15	Grass	Grass	NNP
37060	8483	16	.	.	.
37060	8484	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8484	2	hiked	hike	VBD
37060	8484	3	on	on	IN
37060	8484	4	the	the	DT
37060	8484	5	trail	trail	NN
37060	8484	6	and	and	CC
37060	8484	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8484	8	snapped	snap	VBD
37060	8484	9	a	a	DT
37060	8484	10	few	few	JJ
37060	8484	11	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	8484	12	.	.	.
37060	8485	1	Once	once	IN
37060	8485	2	the	the	DT
37060	8485	3	moon	moon	NN
37060	8485	4	passed	pass	VBD
37060	8485	5	away	away	RB
37060	8485	6	from	from	IN
37060	8485	7	the	the	DT
37060	8485	8	sun	sun	NN
37060	8485	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8485	10	was	be	VBD
37060	8485	11	hot	hot	JJ
37060	8485	12	again	again	RB
37060	8485	13	;	;	:
37060	8485	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8485	15	became	become	VBD
37060	8485	16	rather	rather	RB
37060	8485	17	overheated	overheated	JJ
37060	8485	18	as	as	IN
37060	8485	19	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8485	20	walked	walk	VBD
37060	8485	21	back	back	RB
37060	8485	22	on	on	IN
37060	8485	23	the	the	DT
37060	8485	24	road	road	NN
37060	8485	25	.	.	.
37060	8486	1	After	after	IN
37060	8486	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8486	3	got	get	VBD
37060	8486	4	back	back	RB
37060	8486	5	,	,	,
37060	8486	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8486	7	started	start	VBD
37060	8486	8	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	8486	9	pretty	pretty	JJ
37060	8486	10	rank	rank	NN
37060	8486	11	.	.	.
37060	8487	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8487	2	over	over	RB
37060	8487	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	8487	4	did	do	VBD
37060	8487	5	and	and	CC
37060	8487	6	overheated	overheat	VBD
37060	8487	7	too	too	RB
37060	8487	8	.	.	.
37060	8488	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8488	2	took	take	VBD
37060	8488	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8488	4	the	the	DT
37060	8488	5	rest	rest	NN
37060	8488	6	of	of	IN
37060	8488	7	the	the	DT
37060	8488	8	day	day	NN
37060	8488	9	to	to	TO
37060	8488	10	get	get	VB
37060	8488	11	back	back	RB
37060	8488	12	to	to	IN
37060	8488	13	normal	normal	JJ
37060	8488	14	.	.	.
37060	8489	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8489	2	always	always	RB
37060	8489	3	"	"	``
37060	8489	4	hammer	hammer	NN
37060	8489	5	"	"	''
37060	8489	6	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8489	7	out	out	RP
37060	8489	8	in	in	IN
37060	8489	9	the	the	DT
37060	8489	10	sun	sun	NN
37060	8489	11	or	or	CC
37060	8489	12	when	when	WRB
37060	8489	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8489	14	do	do	VBP
37060	8489	15	something	something	NN
37060	8489	16	.	.	.
37060	8490	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8490	2	makes	make	VBZ
37060	8490	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8490	4	mad	mad	JJ
37060	8490	5	because	because	IN
37060	8490	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8490	7	's	be	VBZ
37060	8490	8	an	an	DT
37060	8490	9	inconvenience	inconvenience	NN
37060	8490	10	.	.	.
37060	8491	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8491	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	8491	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8491	4	'm	be	VBP
37060	8491	5	always	always	RB
37060	8491	6	testing	test	VBG
37060	8491	7	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8491	8	or	or	CC
37060	8491	9	trying	try	VBG
37060	8491	10	to	to	TO
37060	8491	11	prove	prove	VB
37060	8491	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8491	13	can	can	MD
37060	8491	14	still	still	RB
37060	8491	15	do	do	VB
37060	8491	16	some	some	DT
37060	8491	17	things	thing	NNS
37060	8491	18	.	.	.
37060	8492	1	May	May	NNP
37060	8492	2	31	31	CD
37060	8492	3	,	,	,
37060	8492	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8492	5	...	...	.
37060	8493	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8493	2	struggled	struggle	VBD
37060	8493	3	with	with	IN
37060	8493	4	a	a	DT
37060	8493	5	poem	poem	NN
37060	8493	6	about	about	IN
37060	8493	7	memories	memory	NNS
37060	8493	8	and	and	CC
37060	8493	9	how	how	WRB
37060	8493	10	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8493	11	fade	fade	VBP
37060	8493	12	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8493	13	but	but	CC
37060	8493	14	that	that	DT
37060	8493	15	's	be	VBZ
37060	8493	16	not	not	RB
37060	8493	17	all	all	RB
37060	8493	18	bad	bad	JJ
37060	8493	19	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8493	20	!	!	.
37060	8493	21	...	...	NFP
37060	8494	1	photographed	photograph	VBD
37060	8494	2	a	a	DT
37060	8494	3	yellow	yellow	JJ
37060	8494	4	iris	iris	NNP
37060	8494	5	,	,	,
37060	8494	6	spiderwort	spiderwort	NN
37060	8494	7	,	,	,
37060	8494	8	a	a	DT
37060	8494	9	daisey	daisey	NN
37060	8494	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	8494	11	like	like	JJ
37060	8494	12	weed	weed	NN
37060	8494	13	,	,	,
37060	8494	14	and	and	CC
37060	8494	15	some	some	DT
37060	8494	16	chickadees	chickadee	NNS
37060	8494	17	.	.	.
37060	8495	1	.	.	.
37060	8496	1	.	.	.
37060	8497	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8497	2	again	again	RB
37060	8497	3	grappled	grapple	VBD
37060	8497	4	with	with	IN
37060	8497	5	the	the	DT
37060	8497	6	main	main	JJ
37060	8497	7	elements	element	NNS
37060	8497	8	of	of	IN
37060	8497	9	the	the	DT
37060	8497	10	poem	poem	NN
37060	8497	11	,	,	,
37060	8497	12	finally	finally	RB
37060	8497	13	setting	set	VBG
37060	8497	14	the	the	DT
37060	8497	15	whole	whole	JJ
37060	8497	16	package	package	NN
37060	8497	17	aside	aside	RB
37060	8497	18	to	to	TO
37060	8497	19	retain	retain	VB
37060	8497	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8497	21	sanity	sanity	NN
37060	8497	22	.	.	.
37060	8498	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8498	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8498	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8498	4	n't	not	RB
37060	8498	5	really	really	RB
37060	8498	6	that	that	RB
37060	8498	7	bad	bad	JJ
37060	8498	8	!	!	.
37060	8498	9	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8499	1	Faded	fade	VBN
37060	8499	2	Memories	memory	NNS
37060	8499	3	The	the	DT
37060	8499	4	mind	mind	NN
37060	8499	5	records	record	VBZ
37060	8499	6	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	8499	7	And	and	CC
37060	8499	8	fleeting	fleeting	JJ
37060	8499	9	sensations	sensation	NNS
37060	8499	10	Of	of	IN
37060	8499	11	life	life	NN
37060	8499	12	's	's	POS
37060	8499	13	precious	precious	JJ
37060	8499	14	moments	moment	NNS
37060	8499	15	And	and	CC
37060	8499	16	futile	futile	JJ
37060	8499	17	concerns	concern	NNS
37060	8499	18	;	;	:
37060	8499	19	Images	image	NNS
37060	8499	20	as	as	RB
37060	8499	21	random	random	JJ
37060	8499	22	As	as	IN
37060	8499	23	pieces	piece	NNS
37060	8499	24	of	of	IN
37060	8499	25	film	film	NN
37060	8499	26	,	,	,
37060	8499	27	Developed	develop	VBN
37060	8499	28	with	with	IN
37060	8499	29	care	care	NN
37060	8499	30	,	,	,
37060	8499	31	Preserved	preserve	VBN
37060	8499	32	with	with	IN
37060	8499	33	love	love	NN
37060	8499	34	.	.	.
37060	8500	1	Yet	yet	CC
37060	8500	2	,	,	,
37060	8500	3	in	in	IN
37060	8500	4	time	time	NN
37060	8500	5	One	One	NNP
37060	8500	6	's	's	POS
37060	8500	7	pungent	pungent	JJ
37060	8500	8	impressions	impression	NNS
37060	8500	9	Of	of	IN
37060	8500	10	years	year	NNS
37060	8500	11	gone	go	VBN
37060	8500	12	by	by	IN
37060	8500	13	Are	be	VBP
37060	8500	14	obscured	obscure	VBN
37060	8500	15	By	by	IN
37060	8500	16	a	a	DT
37060	8500	17	fathomless	fathomless	JJ
37060	8500	18	haze	haze	NN
37060	8500	19	;	;	:
37060	8500	20	The	the	DT
37060	8500	21	imprint	imprint	NN
37060	8500	22	Of	of	IN
37060	8500	23	a	a	DT
37060	8500	24	radiant	radiant	JJ
37060	8500	25	smile	smile	NN
37060	8500	26	And	and	CC
37060	8500	27	laughter	laughter	NN
37060	8500	28	,	,	,
37060	8500	29	Tender	Tender	NNP
37060	8500	30	as	as	IN
37060	8500	31	the	the	DT
37060	8500	32	dew	dew	NN
37060	8500	33	...	...	.
37060	8501	1	The	the	DT
37060	8501	2	image	image	NN
37060	8501	3	from	from	IN
37060	8501	4	a	a	DT
37060	8501	5	mountain	mountain	NN
37060	8501	6	top	top	NN
37060	8501	7	And	and	CC
37060	8501	8	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	8501	9	's	's	POS
37060	8501	10	coral	coral	JJ
37060	8501	11	moon	moon	NN
37060	8501	12	...	...	.
37060	8502	1	But	but	CC
37060	8502	2	also	also	RB
37060	8502	3	dark	dark	JJ
37060	8502	4	imaginings	imagining	NNS
37060	8502	5	And	and	CC
37060	8502	6	mornings	morning	NNS
37060	8502	7	Bleak	bleak	JJ
37060	8502	8	and	and	CC
37060	8502	9	gray	gray	JJ
37060	8502	10	Are	be	VBP
37060	8502	11	strewn	strew	VBN
37060	8502	12	among	among	IN
37060	8502	13	The	the	DT
37060	8502	14	misty	misty	JJ
37060	8502	15	hoard	hoard	NN
37060	8502	16	Which	which	WDT
37060	8502	17	time	time	NN
37060	8502	18	Has	have	VBZ
37060	8502	19	struggled	struggle	VBN
37060	8502	20	to	to	TO
37060	8502	21	displace	displace	VB
37060	8502	22	And	and	CC
37060	8502	23	bury	bury	VB
37060	8502	24	'	'	``
37060	8502	25	Neath	Neath	NNP
37060	8502	26	a	a	DT
37060	8502	27	tranquil	tranquil	JJ
37060	8502	28	sea	sea	NN
37060	8502	29	.	.	.
37060	8503	1	The	the	DT
37060	8503	2	unhealed	unhealed	JJ
37060	8503	3	wound	wound	NN
37060	8503	4	Evokes	Evokes	NNP
37060	8503	5	more	more	JJR
37060	8503	6	pain	pain	NN
37060	8503	7	Than	than	IN
37060	8503	8	does	do	VBZ
37060	8503	9	the	the	DT
37060	8503	10	faded	fade	VBN
37060	8503	11	scar	scar	NN
37060	8503	12	...	...	.
37060	8504	1	So	so	CC
37060	8504	2	should	should	MD
37060	8504	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8504	4	be	be	VB
37060	8504	5	With	with	IN
37060	8504	6	memories	memory	NNS
37060	8504	7	...	...	.
37060	8504	8	Fragments	fragment	NNS
37060	8504	9	scattered	scatter	VBN
37060	8504	10	On	on	IN
37060	8504	11	life	life	NN
37060	8504	12	's	's	POS
37060	8504	13	path	path	NN
37060	8504	14	To	to	TO
37060	8504	15	mingle	mingle	VB
37060	8504	16	with	with	IN
37060	8504	17	nostalgic	nostalgic	JJ
37060	8504	18	dust	dust	NN
37060	8504	19	Should	Should	MD
37060	8504	20	not	not	RB
37060	8504	21	besiege	besiege	VB
37060	8504	22	The	the	DT
37060	8504	23	growing	grow	VBG
37060	8504	24	mind	mind	NN
37060	8504	25	With	with	IN
37060	8504	26	sorrow	sorrow	NN
37060	8504	27	or	or	CC
37060	8504	28	despair	despair	NN
37060	8504	29	...	...	.
37060	8504	30	For	for	IN
37060	8504	31	once	once	RB
37060	8504	32	dismissed	dismiss	VBN
37060	8504	33	,	,	,
37060	8504	34	The	the	DT
37060	8504	35	inner	inner	JJ
37060	8504	36	self	self	NN
37060	8504	37	Can	Can	MD
37060	8504	38	,	,	,
37060	8504	39	with	with	IN
37060	8504	40	the	the	DT
37060	8504	41	whole	whole	NN
37060	8504	42	,	,	,
37060	8504	43	Be	be	VB
37060	8504	44	joined	join	VBN
37060	8504	45	as	as	IN
37060	8504	46	One	one	CD
37060	8504	47	.	.	.
37060	8505	1	Lauren	lauren	NN
37060	8505	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8505	3	May	May	NNP
37060	8505	4	31	31	CD
37060	8505	5	/	/	SYM
37060	8505	6	June	June	NNP
37060	8505	7	1	1	CD
37060	8505	8	,	,	,
37060	8505	9	1984	1984	CD
37060	8505	10	First	First	NNP
37060	8505	11	Impressions	Impressions	NNPS
37060	8505	12	There	there	EX
37060	8505	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	8505	14	a	a	DT
37060	8505	15	friendly	friendly	JJ
37060	8505	16	countenance	countenance	NN
37060	8505	17	That	that	WDT
37060	8505	18	still	still	RB
37060	8505	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8505	20	mind	mind	NN
37060	8505	21	holds	hold	VBZ
37060	8505	22	dear	dear	JJ
37060	8505	23	...	...	.
37060	8505	24	A	a	DT
37060	8505	25	face	face	NN
37060	8505	26	of	of	IN
37060	8505	27	striking	strike	VBG
37060	8505	28	character	character	NN
37060	8505	29	,	,	,
37060	8505	30	An	an	DT
37060	8505	31	aura	aura	NN
37060	8505	32	sure	sure	JJ
37060	8505	33	and	and	CC
37060	8505	34	strong	strong	JJ
37060	8505	35	...	...	.
37060	8506	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8506	2	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	8506	3	to	to	TO
37060	8506	4	own	own	VB
37060	8506	5	that	that	DT
37060	8506	6	innate	innate	VB
37060	8506	7	spice	spice	NN
37060	8506	8	Which	which	WDT
37060	8506	9	tender	tender	NN
37060	8506	10	few	few	JJ
37060	8506	11	possess	possess	VBP
37060	8506	12	...	...	:
37060	8507	1	Without	without	IN
37060	8507	2	trite	trite	NNP
37060	8507	3	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	8507	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8507	5	knew	know	VBD
37060	8507	6	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8507	7	as	as	IN
37060	8507	8	a	a	DT
37060	8507	9	friend	friend	NN
37060	8507	10	.	.	.
37060	8508	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8508	2	the	the	DT
37060	8508	3	passage	passage	NN
37060	8508	4	of	of	IN
37060	8508	5	an	an	DT
37060	8508	6	hour	hour	NN
37060	8508	7	Would	Would	MD
37060	8508	8	prove	prove	VB
37060	8508	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8508	10	image	image	NN
37060	8508	11	wrong	wrong	RB
37060	8508	12	...	...	.
37060	8509	1	Yet	yet	CC
37060	8509	2	could	could	MD
37060	8509	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8509	4	be	be	VB
37060	8509	5	that	that	IN
37060	8509	6	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	8509	7	Speak	speak	VBP
37060	8509	8	more	more	RBR
37060	8509	9	truthfully	truthfully	RB
37060	8509	10	than	than	IN
37060	8509	11	words	word	NNS
37060	8509	12	?	?	.
37060	8510	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8510	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8510	3	June	June	NNP
37060	8510	4	2	2	CD
37060	8510	5	,	,	,
37060	8510	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8510	7	June	June	NNP
37060	8510	8	4	4	CD
37060	8510	9	,	,	,
37060	8510	10	1984	1984	CD
37060	8510	11	...	...	NFP
37060	8511	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	8511	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8511	3	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	8511	4	to	to	IN
37060	8511	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8511	6	as	as	IN
37060	8511	7	if	if	IN
37060	8511	8	those	those	DT
37060	8511	9	afflicted	afflict	VBN
37060	8511	10	with	with	IN
37060	8511	11	long	long	JJ
37060	8511	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	8511	13	term	term	NN
37060	8511	14	or	or	CC
37060	8511	15	chronic	chronic	JJ
37060	8511	16	illnesses	illness	NNS
37060	8511	17	,	,	,
37060	8511	18	whether	whether	IN
37060	8511	19	physical	physical	JJ
37060	8511	20	or	or	CC
37060	8511	21	mental	mental	JJ
37060	8511	22	in	in	IN
37060	8511	23	nature	nature	NN
37060	8511	24	are	be	VBP
37060	8511	25	often	often	RB
37060	8511	26	able	able	JJ
37060	8511	27	to	to	TO
37060	8511	28	find	find	VB
37060	8511	29	and	and	CC
37060	8511	30	retain	retain	VB
37060	8511	31	meaning	meaning	NN
37060	8511	32	in	in	IN
37060	8511	33	life	life	NN
37060	8511	34	.	.	.
37060	8512	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8512	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8512	3	rather	rather	RB
37060	8512	4	discouraging	discourage	VBG
37060	8512	5	that	that	IN
37060	8512	6	many	many	JJ
37060	8512	7	can	can	MD
37060	8512	8	not	not	RB
37060	8512	9	shape	shape	VB
37060	8512	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8512	11	lives	life	NNS
37060	8512	12	without	without	IN
37060	8512	13	such	such	JJ
37060	8512	14	catastrophic	catastrophic	JJ
37060	8512	15	events	event	NNS
37060	8512	16	,	,	,
37060	8512	17	for	for	IN
37060	8512	18	all	all	RB
37060	8512	19	around	around	RB
37060	8512	20	there	there	EX
37060	8512	21	are	be	VBP
37060	8512	22	reasons	reason	NNS
37060	8512	23	for	for	IN
37060	8512	24	contentment	contentment	NN
37060	8512	25	and	and	CC
37060	8512	26	understanding	understanding	NN
37060	8512	27	if	if	IN
37060	8512	28	one	one	CD
37060	8512	29	is	be	VBZ
37060	8512	30	but	but	CC
37060	8512	31	openly	openly	RB
37060	8512	32	aware	aware	JJ
37060	8512	33	,	,	,
37060	8512	34	and	and	CC
37060	8512	35	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8512	36	,	,	,
37060	8512	37	willing	willing	JJ
37060	8512	38	to	to	TO
37060	8512	39	spend	spend	VB
37060	8512	40	time	time	NN
37060	8512	41	alone	alone	RB
37060	8512	42	,	,	,
37060	8512	43	immersed	immerse	VBN
37060	8512	44	in	in	IN
37060	8512	45	thought	thought	NN
37060	8512	46	.	.	.
37060	8513	1	June	June	NNP
37060	8513	2	11	11	CD
37060	8513	3	,	,	,
37060	8513	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8513	5	...	...	.
37060	8514	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8514	2	came	come	VBD
37060	8514	3	up	up	RP
37060	8514	4	because	because	IN
37060	8514	5	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8514	6	knew	know	VBD
37060	8514	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8514	8	was	be	VBD
37060	8514	9	upset	upset	JJ
37060	8514	10	.	.	.
37060	8515	1	.	.	.
37060	8516	1	.	.	.
37060	8517	1	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8517	2	began	begin	VBD
37060	8517	3	talking	talk	VBG
37060	8517	4	and	and	CC
37060	8517	5	finally	finally	RB
37060	8517	6	the	the	DT
37060	8517	7	hatch	hatch	NN
37060	8517	8	on	on	IN
37060	8517	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8517	10	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	8517	11	gave	give	VBD
37060	8517	12	way	way	RB
37060	8517	13	...	...	:
37060	8517	14	then	then	RB
37060	8517	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8517	16	rampaged	rampage	VBD
37060	8517	17	about	about	IN
37060	8517	18	how	how	WRB
37060	8517	19	there	there	EX
37060	8517	20	was	be	VBD
37060	8517	21	the	the	DT
37060	8517	22	notion	notion	NN
37060	8517	23	that	that	IN
37060	8517	24	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	8517	25	and	and	CC
37060	8517	26	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8517	27	were	be	VBD
37060	8517	28	to	to	TO
37060	8517	29	blame	blame	VB
37060	8517	30	for	for	IN
37060	8517	31	all	all	DT
37060	8517	32	of	of	IN
37060	8517	33	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8517	34	family	family	NN
37060	8517	35	's	's	POS
37060	8517	36	strange	strange	JJ
37060	8517	37	and	and	CC
37060	8517	38	various	various	JJ
37060	8517	39	ailments	ailment	NNS
37060	8517	40	.	.	.
37060	8518	1	"	"	``
37060	8518	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8518	3	had	have	VBD
37060	8518	4	to	to	TO
37060	8518	5	be	be	VB
37060	8518	6	something	something	NN
37060	8518	7	to	to	TO
37060	8518	8	do	do	VB
37060	8518	9	with	with	IN
37060	8518	10	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8518	11	combination	combination	NN
37060	8518	12	to	to	TO
37060	8518	13	make	make	VB
37060	8518	14	all	all	PDT
37060	8518	15	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8518	16	kids	kid	NNS
37060	8518	17	have	have	VBP
37060	8518	18	such	such	JJ
37060	8518	19	odd	odd	JJ
37060	8518	20	disorders	disorder	NNS
37060	8518	21	.	.	.
37060	8518	22	"	"	''
37060	8519	1	Well	well	UH
37060	8519	2	,	,	,
37060	8519	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8519	4	do	do	VBP
37060	8519	5	n't	not	RB
37060	8519	6	believe	believe	VB
37060	8519	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8519	8	.	.	.
37060	8520	1	Some	some	DT
37060	8520	2	people	people	NNS
37060	8520	3	always	always	RB
37060	8520	4	have	have	VBP
37060	8520	5	to	to	TO
37060	8520	6	point	point	VB
37060	8520	7	a	a	DT
37060	8520	8	finger	finger	NN
37060	8520	9	of	of	IN
37060	8520	10	blame	blame	NN
37060	8520	11	for	for	IN
37060	8520	12	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8520	13	own	own	JJ
37060	8520	14	misfortunes	misfortune	NNS
37060	8520	15	.	.	.
37060	8521	1	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	8521	2	and	and	CC
37060	8521	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8521	4	did	do	VBD
37060	8521	5	n't	not	RB
37060	8521	6	give	give	VB
37060	8521	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8521	8	Big	Big	NNP
37060	8521	9	C.	C.	NNP
37060	8521	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8521	11	just	just	RB
37060	8521	12	will	will	MD
37060	8521	13	not	not	RB
37060	8521	14	buy	buy	VB
37060	8521	15	that	that	DT
37060	8521	16	.	.	.
37060	8522	1	And	and	CC
37060	8522	2	to	to	TO
37060	8522	3	blame	blame	VB
37060	8522	4	parents	parent	NNS
37060	8522	5	for	for	IN
37060	8522	6	being	be	VBG
37060	8522	7	screwed	screw	VBN
37060	8522	8	up	up	RP
37060	8522	9	in	in	IN
37060	8522	10	the	the	DT
37060	8522	11	head	head	NN
37060	8522	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	8522	13	not	not	RB
37060	8522	14	intelligent	intelligent	JJ
37060	8522	15	either	either	RB
37060	8522	16	,	,	,
37060	8522	17	because	because	IN
37060	8522	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8522	19	not	not	RB
37060	8522	20	only	only	RB
37060	8522	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	8522	22	the	the	DT
37060	8522	23	parent	parent	NN
37060	8522	24	but	but	CC
37060	8522	25	the	the	DT
37060	8522	26	way	way	NN
37060	8522	27	in	in	IN
37060	8522	28	which	which	WDT
37060	8522	29	the	the	DT
37060	8522	30	kid	kid	NN
37060	8522	31	deals	deal	VBZ
37060	8522	32	with	with	IN
37060	8522	33	what	what	WP
37060	8522	34	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8522	35	parent	parent	NN
37060	8522	36	says	say	VBZ
37060	8522	37	,	,	,
37060	8522	38	that	that	WDT
37060	8522	39	make	make	VBP
37060	8522	40	or	or	CC
37060	8522	41	break	break	VB
37060	8522	42	problems	problem	NNS
37060	8522	43	.	.	.
37060	8523	1	People	People	NNS
37060	8523	2	do	do	VBP
37060	8523	3	the	the	DT
37060	8523	4	same	same	JJ
37060	8523	5	thing	thing	NN
37060	8523	6	at	at	IN
37060	8523	7	work	work	NN
37060	8523	8	...	...	:
37060	8523	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8523	10	never	never	RB
37060	8523	11	has	have	VBZ
37060	8523	12	anything	anything	NN
37060	8523	13	to	to	TO
37060	8523	14	do	do	VB
37060	8523	15	with	with	IN
37060	8523	16	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8523	17	own	own	JJ
37060	8523	18	personality	personality	NN
37060	8523	19	...	...	:
37060	8523	20	that	that	IN
37060	8523	21	people	people	NNS
37060	8523	22	have	have	VBP
37060	8523	23	a	a	DT
37060	8523	24	hard	hard	JJ
37060	8523	25	time	time	NN
37060	8523	26	being	be	VBG
37060	8523	27	around	around	IN
37060	8523	28	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8523	29	...	...	NFP
37060	8523	30	well	well	UH
37060	8523	31	,	,	,
37060	8523	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8523	33	got	get	VBD
37060	8523	34	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8523	35	out	out	RP
37060	8523	36	and	and	CC
37060	8523	37	cried	cry	VBD
37060	8523	38	a	a	DT
37060	8523	39	bit	bit	NN
37060	8523	40	and	and	CC
37060	8523	41	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8523	42	really	really	RB
37060	8523	43	helped	help	VBD
37060	8523	44	.	.	.
37060	8524	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8524	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8524	3	up	up	RB
37060	8524	4	here	here	RB
37060	8524	5	'	'	''
37060	8524	6	til	til	RB
37060	8524	7	12:00	12:00	CD
37060	8524	8	!	!	.
37060	8525	1	June	June	NNP
37060	8525	2	12	12	CD
37060	8525	3	,	,	,
37060	8525	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8525	5	...	...	.
37060	8526	1	Looked	look	VBN
37060	8526	2	at	at	IN
37060	8526	3	a	a	DT
37060	8526	4	few	few	JJ
37060	8526	5	slides	slide	NNS
37060	8526	6	in	in	IN
37060	8526	7	the	the	DT
37060	8526	8	morning	morning	NN
37060	8526	9	...	...	:
37060	8526	10	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	8526	11	a	a	DT
37060	8526	12	better	well	JJR
37060	8526	13	part	part	NN
37060	8526	14	of	of	IN
37060	8526	15	the	the	DT
37060	8526	16	day	day	NN
37060	8526	17	.	.	.
37060	8527	1	.	.	.
37060	8528	1	.	.	.
37060	8529	1	so	so	RB
37060	8529	2	tired	tired	JJ
37060	8529	3	.	.	.
37060	8530	1	.	.	.
37060	8531	1	.	.	.
37060	8532	1	slept	sleep	VBD
37060	8532	2	most	most	JJS
37060	8532	3	of	of	IN
37060	8532	4	the	the	DT
37060	8532	5	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	8532	6	.	.	.
37060	8533	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8533	2	sold	sell	VBD
37060	8533	3	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8533	4	's	's	POS
37060	8533	5	motor	motor	NN
37060	8533	6	for	for	IN
37060	8533	7	the	the	DT
37060	8533	8	canoe	canoe	NN
37060	8533	9	.	.	.
37060	8534	1	.	.	.
37060	8535	1	.	.	.
37060	8536	1	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8536	2	sure	sure	RB
37060	8536	3	had	have	VBD
37060	8536	4	fun	fun	NN
37060	8536	5	with	with	IN
37060	8536	6	that	that	DT
37060	8536	7	...	...	:
37060	8536	8	once	once	IN
37060	8536	9	a	a	DT
37060	8536	10	year	year	NN
37060	8536	11	was	be	VBD
37060	8536	12	enough	enough	JJ
37060	8536	13	,	,	,
37060	8536	14	but	but	CC
37060	8536	15	boy	boy	NN
37060	8536	16	,	,	,
37060	8536	17	what	what	WDT
37060	8536	18	a	a	DT
37060	8536	19	riot	riot	NN
37060	8536	20	.	.	.
37060	8537	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8537	2	always	always	RB
37060	8537	3	think	think	VBP
37060	8537	4	of	of	IN
37060	8537	5	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8537	6	late	late	JJ
37060	8537	7	fall	fall	NN
37060	8537	8	ride	ride	NN
37060	8537	9	when	when	WRB
37060	8537	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8537	11	had	have	VBD
37060	8537	12	KFC	KFC	NNP
37060	8537	13	along	along	RB
37060	8537	14	and	and	CC
37060	8537	15	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8537	16	bought	buy	VBD
37060	8537	17	some	some	DT
37060	8537	18	Grolsch	Grolsch	NNP
37060	8537	19	beer	beer	NN
37060	8537	20	because	because	IN
37060	8537	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8537	22	needed	need	VBD
37060	8537	23	a	a	DT
37060	8537	24	bottle	bottle	NN
37060	8537	25	of	of	IN
37060	8537	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8537	27	to	to	TO
37060	8537	28	draw	draw	VB
37060	8537	29	for	for	IN
37060	8537	30	art	art	NN
37060	8537	31	class	class	NN
37060	8537	32	.	.	.
37060	8538	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8538	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8538	3	so	so	RB
37060	8538	4	brisk	brisk	JJ
37060	8538	5	,	,	,
37060	8538	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8538	7	needed	need	VBD
37060	8538	8	to	to	TO
37060	8538	9	wear	wear	VB
37060	8538	10	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8538	11	"	"	``
37060	8538	12	Pepto	Pepto	NNP
37060	8538	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	8538	14	Bismol	Bismol	NNP
37060	8538	15	Suits	Suits	NNPS
37060	8538	16	"	"	''
37060	8538	17	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8538	18	snowmobile	snowmobile	JJ
37060	8538	19	suits	suit	NNS
37060	8538	20	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8538	21	.	.	.
37060	8539	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8539	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8539	3	also	also	RB
37060	8539	4	great	great	JJ
37060	8539	5	in	in	IN
37060	8539	6	the	the	DT
37060	8539	7	summer	summer	NN
37060	8539	8	to	to	TO
37060	8539	9	lean	lean	VB
37060	8539	10	over	over	IN
37060	8539	11	the	the	DT
37060	8539	12	bow	bow	NN
37060	8539	13	and	and	CC
37060	8539	14	let	let	VB
37060	8539	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8539	16	bounce	bounce	VB
37060	8539	17	over	over	IN
37060	8539	18	the	the	DT
37060	8539	19	waves	wave	NNS
37060	8539	20	.	.	.
37060	8540	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8540	2	have	have	VBP
37060	8540	3	so	so	RB
37060	8540	4	much	much	JJ
37060	8540	5	time	time	NN
37060	8540	6	to	to	TO
37060	8540	7	sit	sit	VB
37060	8540	8	and	and	CC
37060	8540	9	think	think	VB
37060	8540	10	,	,	,
37060	8540	11	yet	yet	CC
37060	8540	12	less	less	RBR
37060	8540	13	control	control	NN
37060	8540	14	over	over	IN
37060	8540	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8540	16	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	8540	17	...	...	:
37060	8540	18	weakness	weakness	NN
37060	8540	19	causes	cause	VBZ
37060	8540	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8540	21	to	to	TO
37060	8540	22	be	be	VB
37060	8540	23	upset	upset	VBN
37060	8540	24	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	8540	25	things	thing	NNS
37060	8540	26	which	which	WDT
37060	8540	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8540	28	would	would	MD
37060	8540	29	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	8540	30	forget	forget	VB
37060	8540	31	about	about	IN
37060	8540	32	.	.	.
37060	8541	1	Now	now	RB
37060	8541	2	,	,	,
37060	8541	3	all	all	DT
37060	8541	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8541	5	can	can	MD
37060	8541	6	do	do	VB
37060	8541	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	8541	8	talk	talk	VB
37060	8541	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8541	10	out	out	RP
37060	8541	11	or	or	CC
37060	8541	12	write	write	VB
37060	8541	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8541	14	out	out	RP
37060	8541	15	!	!	.
37060	8542	1	June	June	NNP
37060	8542	2	14	14	CD
37060	8542	3	,	,	,
37060	8542	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8542	5	...	...	NFP
37060	8543	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8543	2	look	look	VBP
37060	8543	3	into	into	IN
37060	8543	4	the	the	DT
37060	8543	5	star	star	NN
37060	8543	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	8543	7	filled	fill	VBN
37060	8543	8	sky	sky	NN
37060	8543	9	and	and	CC
37060	8543	10	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8543	11	that	that	IN
37060	8543	12	there	there	EX
37060	8543	13	must	must	MD
37060	8543	14	be	be	VB
37060	8543	15	a	a	DT
37060	8543	16	Creator	creator	NN
37060	8543	17	;	;	:
37060	8543	18	the	the	DT
37060	8543	19	galaxies	galaxy	NNS
37060	8543	20	continue	continue	VBP
37060	8543	21	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	8543	22	the	the	DT
37060	8543	23	farthest	farth	JJS
37060	8543	24	reaches	reach	NNS
37060	8543	25	of	of	IN
37060	8543	26	man	man	NN
37060	8543	27	's	's	POS
37060	8543	28	telescopes	telescope	NNS
37060	8543	29	,	,	,
37060	8543	30	and	and	CC
37060	8543	31	so	so	RB
37060	8543	32	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8543	33	must	must	MD
37060	8543	34	continue	continue	VB
37060	8543	35	forever	forever	RB
37060	8543	36	,	,	,
37060	8543	37	for	for	IN
37060	8543	38	if	if	IN
37060	8543	39	there	there	EX
37060	8543	40	should	should	MD
37060	8543	41	be	be	VB
37060	8543	42	an	an	DT
37060	8543	43	end	end	NN
37060	8543	44	...	...	:
37060	8543	45	a	a	DT
37060	8543	46	wall	wall	NN
37060	8543	47	...	...	NFP
37060	8543	48	then	then	RB
37060	8543	49	surely	surely	RB
37060	8543	50	something	something	NN
37060	8543	51	must	must	MD
37060	8543	52	lie	lie	VB
37060	8543	53	on	on	IN
37060	8543	54	the	the	DT
37060	8543	55	other	other	JJ
37060	8543	56	side	side	NN
37060	8543	57	;	;	:
37060	8543	58	and	and	CC
37060	8543	59	thus	thus	RB
37060	8543	60	,	,	,
37060	8543	61	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8543	62	am	be	VBP
37060	8543	63	overwhelmed	overwhelmed	JJ
37060	8543	64	.	.	.
37060	8544	1	If	if	IN
37060	8544	2	only	only	RB
37060	8544	3	people	people	NNS
37060	8544	4	would	would	MD
37060	8544	5	not	not	RB
37060	8544	6	be	be	VB
37060	8544	7	blind	blind	JJ
37060	8544	8	unto	unto	IN
37060	8544	9	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8544	10	!	!	.
37060	8545	1	If	if	IN
37060	8545	2	only	only	RB
37060	8545	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8545	4	would	would	MD
37060	8545	5	hear	hear	VB
37060	8545	6	and	and	CC
37060	8545	7	understand	understand	VB
37060	8545	8	.	.	.
37060	8546	1	.	.	.
37060	8547	1	.	.	.
37060	8548	1	but	but	CC
37060	8548	2	then	then	RB
37060	8548	3	there	there	EX
37060	8548	4	would	would	MD
37060	8548	5	be	be	VB
37060	8548	6	no	no	DT
37060	8548	7	need	need	NN
37060	8548	8	to	to	TO
37060	8548	9	talk	talk	VB
37060	8548	10	.	.	.
37060	8549	1	Life	life	NN
37060	8549	2	Song	Song	NNP
37060	8549	3	A	a	DT
37060	8549	4	cool	cool	JJ
37060	8549	5	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	8549	6	filters	filter	NNS
37060	8549	7	Through	through	IN
37060	8549	8	summer	summer	NN
37060	8549	9	's	's	POS
37060	8549	10	last	last	JJ
37060	8549	11	green	green	NN
37060	8549	12	,	,	,
37060	8549	13	The	the	DT
37060	8549	14	raiment	raiment	NN
37060	8549	15	grown	grow	VBD
37060	8549	16	weary	weary	JJ
37060	8549	17	of	of	IN
37060	8549	18	bygone	bygone	JJ
37060	8549	19	heat	heat	NN
37060	8549	20	,	,	,
37060	8549	21	Weaving	weave	VBG
37060	8549	22	with	with	IN
37060	8549	23	the	the	DT
37060	8549	24	insects	insect	NNS
37060	8549	25	'	'	POS
37060	8549	26	drone	drone	NN
37060	8549	27	An	an	DT
37060	8549	28	eerie	eerie	JJ
37060	8549	29	,	,	,
37060	8549	30	melancholic	melancholic	JJ
37060	8549	31	spell	spell	NN
37060	8549	32	;	;	:
37060	8549	33	Forever	forever	RB
37060	8549	34	crickets	cricket	NNS
37060	8549	35	seem	seem	VBP
37060	8549	36	to	to	TO
37060	8549	37	chant	chant	VB
37060	8549	38	Amid	amid	IN
37060	8549	39	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8549	40	restless	restless	NN
37060	8549	41	,	,	,
37060	8549	42	aging	age	VBG
37060	8549	43	cloak	cloak	NN
37060	8549	44	,	,	,
37060	8549	45	Singing	singe	VBG
37060	8549	46	through	through	IN
37060	8549	47	both	both	DT
37060	8549	48	day	day	NN
37060	8549	49	and	and	CC
37060	8549	50	night	night	NN
37060	8549	51	As	as	IN
37060	8549	52	if	if	IN
37060	8549	53	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8549	54	ever	ever	RB
37060	8549	55	present	present	JJ
37060	8549	56	trill	trill	NN
37060	8549	57	Will	Will	MD
37060	8549	58	mask	mask	VB
37060	8549	59	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8549	60	own	own	JJ
37060	8549	61	mortality	mortality	NN
37060	8549	62	.	.	.
37060	8550	1	So	so	RB
37060	8550	2	vigilant	vigilant	JJ
37060	8550	3	these	these	DT
37060	8550	4	singers	singer	NNS
37060	8550	5	are	be	VBP
37060	8550	6	Yet	yet	RB
37060	8550	7	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8550	8	are	be	VBP
37060	8550	9	not	not	RB
37060	8550	10	aware	aware	JJ
37060	8550	11	That	that	IN
37060	8550	12	those	those	DT
37060	8550	13	who	who	WP
37060	8550	14	never	never	RB
37060	8550	15	cease	cease	VBP
37060	8550	16	to	to	TO
37060	8550	17	sing	sing	VB
37060	8550	18	Their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8550	19	daily	daily	JJ
37060	8550	20	melody	melody	NN
37060	8550	21	Simply	simply	RB
37060	8550	22	mirror	mirror	VB
37060	8550	23	common	common	JJ
37060	8550	24	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	8550	25	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8550	26	And	and	CC
37060	8550	27	mirrors	mirror	NNS
37060	8550	28	but	but	CC
37060	8550	29	reflect	reflect	VBP
37060	8550	30	the	the	DT
37060	8550	31	song	song	NN
37060	8550	32	That	that	WDT
37060	8550	33	Life	Life	NNP
37060	8550	34	is	be	VBZ
37060	8550	35	wo	will	MD
37060	8550	36	nt	not	RB
37060	8550	37	to	to	TO
37060	8550	38	sing	sing	VB
37060	8550	39	.	.	.
37060	8550	40	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8551	1	Beware	beware	VB
37060	8551	2	the	the	DT
37060	8551	3	cricket	cricket	NN
37060	8551	4	and	and	CC
37060	8551	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8551	6	song	song	NN
37060	8551	7	Lest	lest	IN
37060	8551	8	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8551	9	,	,	,
37060	8551	10	as	as	IN
37060	8551	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8551	12	,	,	,
37060	8551	13	be	be	VB
37060	8551	14	singing	singe	VBG
37060	8551	15	still	still	RB
37060	8551	16	When	when	WRB
37060	8551	17	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	8551	18	shadows	shadow	VBZ
37060	8551	19	yawn	yawn	NNP
37060	8551	20	,	,	,
37060	8551	21	For	for	IN
37060	8551	22	never	never	RB
37060	8551	23	can	can	MD
37060	8551	24	one	one	PRP
37060	8551	25	live	live	VB
37060	8551	26	again	again	RB
37060	8551	27	the	the	DT
37060	8551	28	hours	hour	NNS
37060	8551	29	of	of	IN
37060	8551	30	singsong	singsong	NNP
37060	8551	31	mindlessness	mindlessness	NN
37060	8551	32	When	when	WRB
37060	8551	33	one	one	PRP
37060	8551	34	sought	seek	VBD
37060	8551	35	not	not	RB
37060	8551	36	that	that	IN
37060	8551	37	higher	high	JJR
37060	8551	38	note	note	NN
37060	8551	39	Which	which	WDT
37060	8551	40	would	would	MD
37060	8551	41	embrace	embrace	VB
37060	8551	42	eternity	eternity	NN
37060	8551	43	;	;	:
37060	8551	44	The	the	DT
37060	8551	45	change	change	NN
37060	8551	46	which	which	WDT
37060	8551	47	robs	rob	VBZ
37060	8551	48	each	each	DT
37060	8551	49	creature	creature	NN
37060	8551	50	's	's	POS
37060	8551	51	breath	breath	NN
37060	8551	52	Is	be	VBZ
37060	8551	53	deaf	deaf	JJ
37060	8551	54	unto	unto	IN
37060	8551	55	Life	Life	NNP
37060	8551	56	's	's	POS
37060	8551	57	steady	steady	JJ
37060	8551	58	chant	chant	NN
37060	8551	59	For	for	IN
37060	8551	60	what	what	WP
37060	8551	61	is	be	VBZ
37060	8551	62	Life	Life	NNP
37060	8551	63	But	but	CC
37060	8551	64	numbered	number	VBD
37060	8551	65	days	day	NNS
37060	8551	66	That	that	WDT
37060	8551	67	march	march	VBP
37060	8551	68	from	from	IN
37060	8551	69	countless	countless	JJ
37060	8551	70	decades	decade	NNS
37060	8551	71	passed	pass	VBD
37060	8551	72	Unto	unto	IN
37060	8551	73	the	the	DT
37060	8551	74	land	land	NN
37060	8551	75	beyond	beyond	RB
37060	8551	76	?	?	.
37060	8552	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8552	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8552	3	June	June	NNP
37060	8552	4	15	15	CD
37060	8552	5	,	,	,
37060	8552	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8552	7	Sensory	Sensory	NNP
37060	8552	8	Dreams	Dreams	NNP
37060	8552	9	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8552	10	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	8552	11	yearn	yearn	VBP
37060	8552	12	to	to	TO
37060	8552	13	see	see	VB
37060	8552	14	those	those	DT
37060	8552	15	things	thing	NNS
37060	8552	16	Which	which	WDT
37060	8552	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8552	18	have	have	VBP
37060	8552	19	never	never	RB
37060	8552	20	seen	see	VBN
37060	8552	21	...	...	:
37060	8552	22	To	to	TO
37060	8552	23	scale	scale	VB
37060	8552	24	the	the	DT
37060	8552	25	highest	high	JJS
37060	8552	26	mountain	mountain	NN
37060	8552	27	peaks	peak	NNS
37060	8552	28	That	that	WDT
37060	8552	29	rule	rule	VB
37060	8552	30	the	the	DT
37060	8552	31	evergreen	evergreen	NN
37060	8552	32	...	...	.
37060	8552	33	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8552	34	legs	leg	NNS
37060	8552	35	desire	desire	VBP
37060	8552	36	to	to	TO
37060	8552	37	trace	trace	VB
37060	8552	38	the	the	DT
37060	8552	39	way	way	NN
37060	8552	40	'	'	``
37060	8552	41	Cross	Cross	NNP
37060	8552	42	meadows	meadow	NNS
37060	8552	43	,	,	,
37060	8552	44	fields	field	NNS
37060	8552	45	,	,	,
37060	8552	46	and	and	CC
37060	8552	47	streams	stream	NNS
37060	8552	48	And	and	CC
37060	8552	49	to	to	TO
37060	8552	50	traverse	traverse	VB
37060	8552	51	that	that	DT
37060	8552	52	narrow	narrow	JJ
37060	8552	53	path	path	NN
37060	8552	54	Where	where	WRB
37060	8552	55	few	few	JJ
37060	8552	56	footsteps	footstep	NNS
37060	8552	57	have	have	VBP
37060	8552	58	been	be	VBN
37060	8552	59	.	.	.
37060	8553	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8553	2	would	would	MD
37060	8553	3	love	love	VB
37060	8553	4	to	to	TO
37060	8553	5	feel	feel	VB
37060	8553	6	the	the	DT
37060	8553	7	wind	wind	NN
37060	8553	8	Upon	upon	IN
37060	8553	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8553	10	flowing	flow	VBG
37060	8553	11	hair	hair	NN
37060	8553	12	...	...	:
37060	8553	13	To	to	TO
37060	8553	14	hear	hear	VB
37060	8553	15	the	the	DT
37060	8553	16	birds	bird	NNS
37060	8553	17	and	and	CC
37060	8553	18	smell	smell	VB
37060	8553	19	the	the	DT
37060	8553	20	flow'res	flow'res	NNPS
37060	8553	21	And	and	CC
37060	8553	22	breathe	breathe	VBP
37060	8553	23	the	the	DT
37060	8553	24	unspoiled	unspoiled	JJ
37060	8553	25	air	air	NN
37060	8553	26	.	.	.
37060	8554	1	If	if	IN
37060	8554	2	stars	star	NNS
37060	8554	3	were	be	VBD
37060	8554	4	made	make	VBN
37060	8554	5	for	for	IN
37060	8554	6	wishing	wishing	NN
37060	8554	7	,	,	,
37060	8554	8	And	and	CC
37060	8554	9	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	8554	10	made	make	VBN
37060	8554	11	to	to	TO
37060	8554	12	come	come	VB
37060	8554	13	true	true	JJ
37060	8554	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8554	15	'd	'd	MD
37060	8554	16	conquer	conquer	VB
37060	8554	17	all	all	PDT
37060	8554	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8554	19	frailties	frailty	NNS
37060	8554	20	So	so	IN
37060	8554	21	these	these	DT
37060	8554	22	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	8554	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8554	24	might	may	MD
37060	8554	25	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	8554	26	.	.	.
37060	8555	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8555	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8555	3	June	June	NNP
37060	8555	4	16	16	CD
37060	8555	5	,	,	,
37060	8555	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8555	7	Captive	Captive	NNP
37060	8555	8	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8555	9	Milkweed	Milkweed	NNP
37060	8555	10	Pod	Pod	NNP
37060	8555	11	/	/	SYM
37060	8555	12	Man	Man	NNP
37060	8555	13	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8555	14	Borne	bear	VBN
37060	8555	15	through	through	IN
37060	8555	16	the	the	DT
37060	8555	17	air	air	NN
37060	8555	18	on	on	IN
37060	8555	19	silken	silken	JJ
37060	8555	20	shafts	shaft	NNS
37060	8555	21	,	,	,
37060	8555	22	The	the	DT
37060	8555	23	product	product	NN
37060	8555	24	of	of	IN
37060	8555	25	a	a	DT
37060	8555	26	waning	wane	VBG
37060	8555	27	life	life	NN
37060	8555	28	Is	be	VBZ
37060	8555	29	hastened	hasten	VBN
37060	8555	30	on	on	IN
37060	8555	31	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8555	32	windward	windward	NN
37060	8555	33	course	course	NN
37060	8555	34	;	;	,
37060	8555	35	Imprisoned	imprison	VBN
37060	8555	36	in	in	IN
37060	8555	37	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8555	38	silver	silver	JJ
37060	8555	39	craft	craft	NN
37060	8555	40	,	,	,
37060	8555	41	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8555	42	journeys	journey	VBZ
37060	8555	43	toward	toward	IN
37060	8555	44	that	that	DT
37060	8555	45	fateful	fateful	JJ
37060	8555	46	end	end	NN
37060	8555	47	Where	where	WRB
37060	8555	48	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8555	49	shall	shall	MD
37060	8555	50	rival	rival	VB
37060	8555	51	life	life	NN
37060	8555	52	and	and	CC
37060	8555	53	death	death	NN
37060	8555	54	.	.	.
37060	8556	1	Man	man	NN
37060	8556	2	thrives	thrive	VBZ
37060	8556	3	upon	upon	IN
37060	8556	4	the	the	DT
37060	8556	5	tender	tender	NN
37060	8556	6	thought	thought	NN
37060	8556	7	That	that	IN
37060	8556	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8556	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	8556	10	master	master	NN
37060	8556	11	of	of	IN
37060	8556	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8556	13	life	life	NN
37060	8556	14	,	,	,
37060	8556	15	Remembering	remember	VBG
37060	8556	16	not	not	RB
37060	8556	17	the	the	DT
37060	8556	18	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	8556	19	seed	seed	NN
37060	8556	20	Whose	whose	WP$
37060	8556	21	dormancy	dormancy	NN
37060	8556	22	is	be	VBZ
37060	8556	23	blessed	bless	VBN
37060	8556	24	with	with	IN
37060	8556	25	life	life	NN
37060	8556	26	Through	through	IN
37060	8556	27	nature	nature	NN
37060	8556	28	's	's	POS
37060	8556	29	will	will	NN
37060	8556	30	and	and	CC
37060	8556	31	circumstance	circumstance	NN
37060	8556	32	;	;	:
37060	8556	33	Yet	yet	CC
37060	8556	34	is	be	VBZ
37060	8556	35	not	not	RB
37060	8556	36	man	man	NN
37060	8556	37	as	as	RB
37060	8556	38	surely	surely	RB
37060	8556	39	bound	bind	VBN
37060	8556	40	Unto	Unto	NNP
37060	8556	41	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8556	42	birthright	birthright	NN
37060	8556	43	's	's	POS
37060	8556	44	soul	soul	NN
37060	8556	45	and	and	CC
37060	8556	46	mind	mind	NN
37060	8556	47	,	,	,
37060	8556	48	Entrapped	entrap	VBN
37060	8556	49	upon	upon	IN
37060	8556	50	the	the	DT
37060	8556	51	winds	wind	NNS
37060	8556	52	of	of	IN
37060	8556	53	time	time	NN
37060	8556	54	And	and	CC
37060	8556	55	captive	captive	JJ
37060	8556	56	of	of	IN
37060	8556	57	the	the	DT
37060	8556	58	senses	sense	NNS
37060	8556	59	?	?	.
37060	8557	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8557	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8557	3	June	June	NNP
37060	8557	4	17	17	CD
37060	8557	5	,	,	,
37060	8557	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8557	7	Beyond	beyond	IN
37060	8557	8	How	how	WRB
37060	8557	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8557	10	long	long	JJ
37060	8557	11	For	for	IN
37060	8557	12	a	a	DT
37060	8557	13	place	place	NN
37060	8557	14	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	8557	15	Where	where	WRB
37060	8557	16	land	land	NN
37060	8557	17	and	and	CC
37060	8557	18	sky	sky	NN
37060	8557	19	are	be	VBP
37060	8557	20	one	one	CD
37060	8557	21	Where	where	WRB
37060	8557	22	the	the	DT
37060	8557	23	beam	beam	NN
37060	8557	24	That	that	WDT
37060	8557	25	will	will	MD
37060	8557	26	shine	shine	VB
37060	8557	27	Upon	upon	IN
37060	8557	28	fruit	fruit	NN
37060	8557	29	and	and	CC
37060	8557	30	vine	vine	NN
37060	8557	31	Is	be	VBZ
37060	8557	32	a	a	DT
37060	8557	33	true	true	JJ
37060	8557	34	,	,	,
37060	8557	35	benevolent	benevolent	JJ
37060	8557	36	sun	sun	NN
37060	8557	37	...	...	:
37060	8557	38	Where	where	WRB
37060	8557	39	age	age	NN
37060	8557	40	and	and	CC
37060	8557	41	time	time	NN
37060	8557	42	Are	be	VBP
37060	8557	43	not	not	RB
37060	8557	44	maligned	malign	VBN
37060	8557	45	Like	like	IN
37060	8557	46	sun	sun	NN
37060	8557	47	obscured	obscure	VBN
37060	8557	48	by	by	IN
37060	8557	49	cloud	cloud	NN
37060	8557	50	And	and	CC
37060	8557	51	battle	battle	NN
37060	8557	52	fields	field	NNS
37060	8557	53	To	to	IN
37060	8557	54	peace	peace	NN
37060	8557	55	shall	shall	MD
37060	8557	56	yield	yield	VB
37060	8557	57	;	;	:
37060	8557	58	Old	old	JJ
37060	8557	59	scars	scar	NNS
37060	8557	60	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8557	61	will	will	MD
37060	8557	62	enshroud	enshroud	VB
37060	8557	63	...	...	.
37060	8558	1	The	the	DT
37060	8558	2	unseen	unseen	JJ
37060	8558	3	frights	fright	NNS
37060	8558	4	Of	of	IN
37060	8558	5	moonless	moonless	JJ
37060	8558	6	nights	night	NNS
37060	8558	7	Nowhere	nowhere	RB
37060	8558	8	shall	shall	MD
37060	8558	9	be	be	VB
37060	8558	10	found	find	VBN
37060	8558	11	And	and	CC
37060	8558	12	love	love	NN
37060	8558	13	will	will	MD
37060	8558	14	fall	fall	VB
37060	8558	15	On	on	IN
37060	8558	16	each	each	DT
37060	8558	17	and	and	CC
37060	8558	18	all	all	DT
37060	8558	19	As	as	IN
37060	8558	20	rain	rain	NN
37060	8558	21	upon	upon	IN
37060	8558	22	the	the	DT
37060	8558	23	ground	ground	NN
37060	8558	24	...	...	.
37060	8559	1	Here	here	RB
37060	8559	2	joy	joy	NN
37060	8559	3	shall	shall	MD
37060	8559	4	wind	wind	VB
37060	8559	5	Throughout	throughout	IN
37060	8559	6	the	the	DT
37060	8559	7	mind	mind	NN
37060	8559	8	As	as	IN
37060	8559	9	streams	stream	NNS
37060	8559	10	toward	toward	IN
37060	8559	11	a	a	DT
37060	8559	12	pond	pond	NN
37060	8559	13	And	and	CC
37060	8559	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8559	15	,	,	,
37060	8559	16	to	to	IN
37060	8559	17	One	one	CD
37060	8559	18	,	,	,
37060	8559	19	As	as	RB
37060	8559	20	all	all	RB
37060	8559	21	,	,	,
37060	8559	22	to	to	IN
37060	8559	23	One	one	CD
37060	8559	24	,	,	,
37060	8559	25	Eternally	eternally	RB
37060	8559	26	shall	shall	MD
37060	8559	27	bond	bond	NN
37060	8559	28	.	.	.
37060	8560	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8560	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8560	3	June	June	NNP
37060	8560	4	10	10	CD
37060	8560	5	,	,	,
37060	8560	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8560	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8560	8	1st	1st	JJ
37060	8560	9	and	and	CC
37060	8560	10	2nd	2nd	JJ
37060	8560	11	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8560	12	June	June	NNP
37060	8560	13	21	21	CD
37060	8560	14	,	,	,
37060	8560	15	1984	1984	CD
37060	8560	16	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8560	17	finished	finish	VBN
37060	8560	18	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8560	19	Time	Time	NNP
37060	8560	20	spent	spend	VBD
37060	8560	21	immersed	immerse	VBN
37060	8560	22	in	in	IN
37060	8560	23	thought	thought	NN
37060	8560	24	is	be	VBZ
37060	8560	25	time	time	NN
37060	8560	26	best	well	RBS
37060	8560	27	spent	spend	VBN
37060	8560	28	.	.	.
37060	8561	1	One	one	PRP
37060	8561	2	can	can	MD
37060	8561	3	cleanse	cleanse	VB
37060	8561	4	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8561	5	mind	mind	NN
37060	8561	6	and	and	CC
37060	8561	7	clarify	clarify	VB
37060	8561	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8561	9	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	8561	10	,	,	,
37060	8561	11	as	as	RB
37060	8561	12	well	well	RB
37060	8561	13	as	as	IN
37060	8561	14	open	open	VB
37060	8561	15	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8561	16	to	to	IN
37060	8561	17	the	the	DT
37060	8561	18	objective	objective	JJ
37060	8561	19	definition	definition	NN
37060	8561	20	of	of	IN
37060	8561	21	new	new	JJ
37060	8561	22	ideas	idea	NNS
37060	8561	23	.	.	.
37060	8562	1	Some	some	DT
37060	8562	2	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	8562	3	:	:	:
37060	8562	4	Marriage	marriage	NN
37060	8562	5	can	can	MD
37060	8562	6	be	be	VB
37060	8562	7	self	self	NN
37060	8562	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	8562	9	inflicted	inflict	VBN
37060	8562	10	punishment	punishment	NN
37060	8562	11	.	.	.
37060	8563	1	The	the	DT
37060	8563	2	habitual	habitual	JJ
37060	8563	3	liar	liar	NN
37060	8563	4	will	will	MD
37060	8563	5	bury	bury	VB
37060	8563	6	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8563	7	alive	alive	JJ
37060	8563	8	.	.	.
37060	8564	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8564	2	finished	finish	VBD
37060	8564	3	typing	type	VBG
37060	8564	4	all	all	DT
37060	8564	5	of	of	IN
37060	8564	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8564	7	poems	poem	NNS
37060	8564	8	dated	date	VBN
37060	8564	9	from	from	IN
37060	8564	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8564	11	time	time	NN
37060	8564	12	at	at	IN
37060	8564	13	Augie	Augie	NNP
37060	8564	14	to	to	IN
37060	8564	15	the	the	DT
37060	8564	16	present	present	NN
37060	8564	17	...	...	:
37060	8564	18	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8564	19	look	look	VBP
37060	8564	20	nice	nice	JJ
37060	8564	21	.	.	.
37060	8565	1	July	July	NNP
37060	8565	2	1	1	CD
37060	8565	3	,	,	,
37060	8565	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8565	5	...	...	.
37060	8566	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8566	2	think	think	VBP
37060	8566	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8566	4	spending	spending	NN
37060	8566	5	spree	spree	NN
37060	8566	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	8566	7	quite	quite	RB
37060	8566	8	similar	similar	JJ
37060	8566	9	to	to	IN
37060	8566	10	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8566	11	's	's	POS
37060	8566	12	after	after	IN
37060	8566	13	Tracy	Tracy	NNP
37060	8566	14	took	take	VBD
37060	8566	15	off	off	RP
37060	8566	16	.	.	.
37060	8567	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8567	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	8567	3	like	like	IN
37060	8567	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8567	5	are	be	VBP
37060	8567	6	trying	try	VBG
37060	8567	7	to	to	TO
37060	8567	8	fill	fill	VB
37060	8567	9	a	a	DT
37060	8567	10	void	void	NN
37060	8567	11	by	by	IN
37060	8567	12	masking	mask	VBG
37060	8567	13	the	the	DT
37060	8567	14	same	same	JJ
37060	8567	15	old	old	JJ
37060	8567	16	place	place	NN
37060	8567	17	.	.	.
37060	8568	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8568	2	keeps	keep	VBZ
37060	8568	3	the	the	DT
37060	8568	4	mind	mind	NN
37060	8568	5	occupied	occupy	VBN
37060	8568	6	,	,	,
37060	8568	7	too	too	RB
37060	8568	8	.	.	.
37060	8569	1	.	.	.
37060	8570	1	.	.	.
37060	8571	1	but	but	CC
37060	8571	2	no	no	RB
37060	8571	3	matter	matter	RB
37060	8571	4	how	how	WRB
37060	8571	5	occupied	occupy	VBD
37060	8571	6	the	the	DT
37060	8571	7	mind	mind	NN
37060	8571	8	becomes	become	VBZ
37060	8571	9	,	,	,
37060	8571	10	trivial	trivial	JJ
37060	8571	11	concerns	concern	NNS
37060	8571	12	never	never	RB
37060	8571	13	quite	quite	RB
37060	8571	14	do	do	VBP
37060	8571	15	the	the	DT
37060	8571	16	job	job	NN
37060	8571	17	.	.	.
37060	8572	1	After	after	IN
37060	8572	2	all	all	PDT
37060	8572	3	the	the	DT
37060	8572	4	money	money	NN
37060	8572	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	8572	6	gone	go	VBN
37060	8572	7	,	,	,
37060	8572	8	the	the	DT
37060	8572	9	emptiness	emptiness	NN
37060	8572	10	still	still	RB
37060	8572	11	persists	persist	VBZ
37060	8572	12	.	.	.
37060	8573	1	At	at	RB
37060	8573	2	least	least	JJS
37060	8573	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8573	4	can	can	MD
37060	8573	5	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	8573	6	the	the	DT
37060	8573	7	mutuality	mutuality	NN
37060	8573	8	of	of	IN
37060	8573	9	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8573	10	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	8573	11	,	,	,
37060	8573	12	and	and	CC
37060	8573	13	look	look	VB
37060	8573	14	forward	forward	RB
37060	8573	15	to	to	IN
37060	8573	16	great	great	JJ
37060	8573	17	things	thing	NNS
37060	8573	18	in	in	IN
37060	8573	19	the	the	DT
37060	8573	20	future	future	NN
37060	8573	21	.	.	.
37060	8574	1	.	.	.
37060	8575	1	.	.	.
37060	8576	1	long	long	RB
37060	8576	2	after	after	IN
37060	8576	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8576	4	am	be	VBP
37060	8576	5	released	release	VBN
37060	8576	6	from	from	IN
37060	8576	7	this	this	DT
37060	8576	8	"	"	``
37060	8576	9	earthly	earthly	JJ
37060	8576	10	bondage	bondage	NN
37060	8576	11	.	.	.
37060	8576	12	"	"	''
37060	8576	13	...	...	.
37060	8577	1	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8577	2	must	must	MD
37060	8577	3	be	be	VB
37060	8577	4	worth	worth	JJ
37060	8577	5	any	any	DT
37060	8577	6	trials	trial	NNS
37060	8577	7	one	one	PRP
37060	8577	8	need	need	VBP
37060	8577	9	endure	endure	NN
37060	8577	10	previous	previous	JJ
37060	8577	11	to	to	IN
37060	8577	12	the	the	DT
37060	8577	13	journey	journey	NN
37060	8577	14	into	into	IN
37060	8577	15	"	"	``
37060	8577	16	the	the	DT
37060	8577	17	beyond	beyond	NN
37060	8577	18	.	.	.
37060	8577	19	"	"	''
37060	8578	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8578	2	believe	believe	VBP
37060	8578	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8578	4	shall	shall	MD
37060	8578	5	see	see	VB
37060	8578	6	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8578	7	again	again	RB
37060	8578	8	,	,	,
37060	8578	9	as	as	IN
37060	8578	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8578	11	do	do	VBP
37060	8578	12	now	now	RB
37060	8578	13	in	in	IN
37060	8578	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8578	15	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	8578	16	.	.	.
37060	8579	1	July	July	NNP
37060	8579	2	3	3	CD
37060	8579	3	,	,	,
37060	8579	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8579	5	...	...	NFP
37060	8580	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8580	2	woke	wake	VBD
37060	8580	3	up	up	RP
37060	8580	4	and	and	CC
37060	8580	5	speedily	speedily	RB
37060	8580	6	dressed	dress	VBN
37060	8580	7	.	.	.
37060	8581	1	Hyman	Hyman	NNP
37060	8581	2	's	's	POS
37060	8581	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8581	4	going	go	VBG
37060	8581	5	to	to	TO
37060	8581	6	deliver	deliver	VB
37060	8581	7	the	the	DT
37060	8581	8	furniture	furniture	NN
37060	8581	9	.	.	.
37060	8582	1	Les	Les	NNP
37060	8582	2	and	and	CC
37060	8582	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8582	4	took	take	VBD
37060	8582	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8582	6	antiques	antique	NNS
37060	8582	7	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	8582	8	before	before	IN
37060	8582	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8582	10	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	8582	11	.	.	.
37060	8583	1	Everything	everything	NN
37060	8583	2	fits	fit	VBZ
37060	8583	3	and	and	CC
37060	8583	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8583	5	think	think	VBP
37060	8583	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8583	7	looks	look	VBZ
37060	8583	8	great	great	JJ
37060	8583	9	.	.	.
37060	8584	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8584	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8584	3	rather	rather	RB
37060	8584	4	amusing	amusing	JJ
37060	8584	5	...	...	:
37060	8584	6	one	one	CD
37060	8584	7	of	of	IN
37060	8584	8	the	the	DT
37060	8584	9	topics	topic	NNS
37060	8584	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8584	11	hit	hit	VBP
37060	8584	12	upon	upon	IN
37060	8584	13	while	while	IN
37060	8584	14	the	the	DT
37060	8584	15	movers	mover	NNS
37060	8584	16	were	be	VBD
37060	8584	17	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	8584	18	was	be	VBD
37060	8584	19	the	the	DT
37060	8584	20	raft	raft	NN
37060	8584	21	of	of	IN
37060	8584	22	old	old	JJ
37060	8584	23	bottles	bottle	NNS
37060	8584	24	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8584	25	whiskey	whiskey	NN
37060	8584	26	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8584	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8584	28	have	have	VBP
37060	8584	29	displayed	display	VBN
37060	8584	30	on	on	IN
37060	8584	31	the	the	DT
37060	8584	32	console	console	NN
37060	8584	33	...	...	NFP
37060	8584	34	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8584	35	from	from	IN
37060	8584	36	the	the	DT
37060	8584	37	Thrift	Thrift	NNP
37060	8584	38	Shop	Shop	NNP
37060	8584	39	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8584	40	.	.	.
37060	8585	1	One	one	CD
37060	8585	2	of	of	IN
37060	8585	3	the	the	DT
37060	8585	4	fellows	fellow	NNS
37060	8585	5	said	say	VBD
37060	8585	6	,	,	,
37060	8585	7	"	"	``
37060	8585	8	Women	woman	NNS
37060	8585	9	should	should	MD
37060	8585	10	n't	not	RB
37060	8585	11	drink	drink	VB
37060	8585	12	when	when	WRB
37060	8585	13	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8585	14	're	be	VBP
37060	8585	15	pregnant	pregnant	JJ
37060	8585	16	.	.	.
37060	8585	17	"	"	''
37060	8586	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8586	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8586	3	n't	not	RB
37060	8586	4	completely	completely	RB
37060	8586	5	sure	sure	JJ
37060	8586	6	,	,	,
37060	8586	7	but	but	CC
37060	8586	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8586	9	thought	think	VBD
37060	8586	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8586	11	was	be	VBD
37060	8586	12	referring	refer	VBG
37060	8586	13	to	to	IN
37060	8586	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8586	15	.	.	.
37060	8587	1	When	when	WRB
37060	8587	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8587	3	went	go	VBD
37060	8587	4	down	down	RP
37060	8587	5	to	to	TO
37060	8587	6	get	get	VB
37060	8587	7	the	the	DT
37060	8587	8	check	check	NN
37060	8587	9	for	for	IN
37060	8587	10	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8587	11	,	,	,
37060	8587	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8587	13	said	say	VBD
37060	8587	14	,	,	,
37060	8587	15	"	"	``
37060	8587	16	So	so	RB
37060	8587	17	when	when	WRB
37060	8587	18	is	be	VBZ
37060	8587	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8587	20	due	due	JJ
37060	8587	21	?	?	.
37060	8587	22	"	"	''
37060	8588	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8588	2	said	say	VBD
37060	8588	3	,	,	,
37060	8588	4	"	"	``
37060	8588	5	Do	do	VBP
37060	8588	6	n't	not	RB
37060	8588	7	feel	feel	VB
37060	8588	8	bad	bad	JJ
37060	8588	9	,	,	,
37060	8588	10	but	but	CC
37060	8588	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8588	12	'm	be	VBP
37060	8588	13	not	not	RB
37060	8588	14	pregnant	pregnant	JJ
37060	8588	15	.	.	.
37060	8589	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8589	2	have	have	VBP
37060	8589	3	a	a	DT
37060	8589	4	liver	liver	NN
37060	8589	5	problem	problem	NN
37060	8589	6	...	...	:
37060	8589	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8589	8	liver	liver	NN
37060	8589	9	's	be	VBZ
37060	8589	10	enlarged	enlarged	JJ
37060	8589	11	.	.	.
37060	8589	12	"	"	''
37060	8590	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8590	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	8590	3	sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	8590	4	for	for	IN
37060	8590	5	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8590	6	;	;	:
37060	8590	7	how	how	WRB
37060	8590	8	could	could	MD
37060	8590	9	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8590	10	know	know	VB
37060	8590	11	?	?	.
37060	8591	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8591	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8591	3	just	just	RB
37060	8591	4	trying	try	VBG
37060	8591	5	to	to	TO
37060	8591	6	be	be	VB
37060	8591	7	friendly	friendly	JJ
37060	8591	8	...	...	.
37060	8591	9	maybe	maybe	RB
37060	8591	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8591	11	had	have	VBD
37060	8591	12	a	a	DT
37060	8591	13	family	family	NN
37060	8591	14	of	of	IN
37060	8591	15	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8591	16	own	own	JJ
37060	8591	17	.	.	.
37060	8592	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8592	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	8592	3	the	the	DT
37060	8592	4	episode	episode	NN
37060	8592	5	did	do	VBD
37060	8592	6	make	make	VB
37060	8592	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8592	8	realize	realize	VB
37060	8592	9	that	that	IN
37060	8592	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8592	11	do	do	VBP
37060	8592	12	n't	not	RB
37060	8592	13	exactly	exactly	RB
37060	8592	14	look	look	VB
37060	8592	15	like	like	IN
37060	8592	16	a	a	DT
37060	8592	17	"	"	``
37060	8592	18	stick	stick	NN
37060	8592	19	"	"	''
37060	8592	20	anymore	anymore	RB
37060	8592	21	.	.	.
37060	8593	1	.	.	.
37060	8594	1	.	.	.
37060	8595	1	but	but	CC
37060	8595	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8595	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8595	4	rather	rather	RB
37060	8595	5	funny	funny	JJ
37060	8595	6	.	.	.
37060	8596	1	July	July	NNP
37060	8596	2	7	7	CD
37060	8596	3	,	,	,
37060	8596	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8596	5	...	...	NFP
37060	8596	6	have	have	VBP
37060	8596	7	n't	not	RB
37060	8596	8	done	do	VBN
37060	8596	9	much	much	JJ
37060	8596	10	today	today	NN
37060	8596	11	...	...	NFP
37060	8596	12	did	do	VBD
37060	8596	13	n't	not	RB
37060	8596	14	feel	feel	VB
37060	8596	15	too	too	RB
37060	8596	16	great	great	JJ
37060	8596	17	...	...	NFP
37060	8596	18	did	do	VBD
37060	8596	19	take	take	VB
37060	8596	20	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	8596	21	to	to	IN
37060	8596	22	The	the	DT
37060	8596	23	Dock	Dock	NNP
37060	8596	24	for	for	IN
37060	8596	25	a	a	DT
37060	8596	26	late	late	JJ
37060	8596	27	birthday	birthday	NN
37060	8596	28	celebration	celebration	NN
37060	8596	29	.	.	.
37060	8597	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8597	2	likes	like	VBZ
37060	8597	3	that	that	DT
37060	8597	4	place	place	NN
37060	8597	5	the	the	DT
37060	8597	6	best	good	JJS
37060	8597	7	.	.	.
37060	8598	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8598	2	could	could	MD
37060	8598	3	just	just	RB
37060	8598	4	eat	eat	VB
37060	8598	5	the	the	DT
37060	8598	6	salad	salad	NN
37060	8598	7	,	,	,
37060	8598	8	bread	bread	NN
37060	8598	9	and	and	CC
37060	8598	10	Won	Won	NNP
37060	8598	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	8598	12	Tons	Tons	NNP
37060	8598	13	.	.	.
37060	8599	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8599	2	saw	see	VBD
37060	8599	3	a	a	DT
37060	8599	4	guy	guy	NN
37060	8599	5	with	with	IN
37060	8599	6	a	a	DT
37060	8599	7	hole	hole	NN
37060	8599	8	the	the	DT
37060	8599	9	size	size	NN
37060	8599	10	of	of	IN
37060	8599	11	Texas	Texas	NNP
37060	8599	12	in	in	IN
37060	8599	13	the	the	DT
37060	8599	14	seat	seat	NN
37060	8599	15	of	of	IN
37060	8599	16	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8599	17	pants	pant	NNS
37060	8599	18	;	;	:
37060	8599	19	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8599	20	was	be	VBD
37060	8599	21	taking	take	VBG
37060	8599	22	a	a	DT
37060	8599	23	woman	woman	NN
37060	8599	24	to	to	TO
37060	8599	25	eat	eat	VB
37060	8599	26	at	at	IN
37060	8599	27	The	the	DT
37060	8599	28	Dock	Dock	NNP
37060	8599	29	!	!	.
37060	8600	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8600	2	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	8600	3	how	how	WRB
37060	8600	4	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8600	5	'll	will	MD
37060	8600	6	feel	feel	VB
37060	8600	7	when	when	WRB
37060	8600	8	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8600	9	finally	finally	RB
37060	8600	10	discovers	discover	VBZ
37060	8600	11	why	why	WRB
37060	8600	12	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	8600	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	8600	14	smiling	smile	VBG
37060	8600	15	at	at	IN
37060	8600	16	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8600	17	?	?	.
37060	8600	18	!	!	.
37060	8600	19	!	!	.
37060	8601	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8601	2	sat	sit	VBD
37060	8601	3	at	at	IN
37060	8601	4	the	the	DT
37060	8601	5	Moline	Moline	NNP
37060	8601	6	Riverside	Riverside	NNP
37060	8601	7	Parkway	Parkway	NNP
37060	8601	8	for	for	IN
37060	8601	9	awhile	awhile	JJ
37060	8601	10	,	,	,
37060	8601	11	'	'	''
37060	8601	12	til	til	IN
37060	8601	13	the	the	DT
37060	8601	14	bugs	bug	NNS
37060	8601	15	drove	drive	VBD
37060	8601	16	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8601	17	out	out	RP
37060	8601	18	.	.	.
37060	8602	1	.	.	.
37060	8603	1	.there	.there	NNP
37060	8603	2	were	be	VBD
37060	8603	3	millions	million	NNS
37060	8603	4	of	of	IN
37060	8603	5	those	those	DT
37060	8603	6	"	"	``
37060	8603	7	cheap	cheap	JJ
37060	8603	8	bugs	bug	NNS
37060	8603	9	"	"	''
37060	8603	10	.	.	.
37060	8604	1	.	.	.
37060	8605	1	.	.	.
37060	8606	1	what	what	WDT
37060	8606	2	a	a	DT
37060	8606	3	waste	waste	NN
37060	8606	4	!	!	.
37060	8607	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8607	2	're	be	VBP
37060	8607	3	built	build	VBN
37060	8607	4	so	so	RB
37060	8607	5	cheap	cheap	JJ
37060	8607	6	...	...	:
37060	8607	7	all	all	DT
37060	8607	8	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8607	9	can	can	MD
37060	8607	10	do	do	VB
37060	8607	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	8607	12	incubate	incubate	VB
37060	8607	13	,	,	,
37060	8607	14	breed	breed	VB
37060	8607	15	,	,	,
37060	8607	16	shed	shed	VB
37060	8607	17	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8607	18	skins	skin	NNS
37060	8607	19	all	all	RB
37060	8607	20	over	over	IN
37060	8607	21	people	people	NNS
37060	8607	22	's	's	POS
37060	8607	23	cars	car	NNS
37060	8607	24	,	,	,
37060	8607	25	and	and	CC
37060	8607	26	then	then	RB
37060	8607	27	die	die	VB
37060	8607	28	!	!	.
37060	8608	1	July	July	NNP
37060	8608	2	10	10	CD
37060	8608	3	,	,	,
37060	8608	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8608	5	...	...	NFP
37060	8609	1	This	this	DT
37060	8609	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8609	3	the	the	DT
37060	8609	4	first	first	JJ
37060	8609	5	day	day	NN
37060	8609	6	in	in	RB
37060	8609	7	,	,	,
37060	8609	8	well	well	UH
37060	8609	9	,	,	,
37060	8609	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8609	11	'll	will	MD
37060	8609	12	bet	bet	VB
37060	8609	13	a	a	DT
37060	8609	14	year	year	NN
37060	8609	15	or	or	CC
37060	8609	16	so	so	RB
37060	8609	17	,	,	,
37060	8609	18	that	that	IN
37060	8609	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8609	20	did	do	VBD
37060	8609	21	n't	not	RB
37060	8609	22	apply	apply	VB
37060	8609	23	a	a	DT
37060	8609	24	speck	speck	NN
37060	8609	25	of	of	IN
37060	8609	26	make	make	NN
37060	8609	27	-	-	HYPH
37060	8609	28	up	up	NN
37060	8609	29	on	on	IN
37060	8609	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8609	31	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	8609	32	or	or	CC
37060	8609	33	elsewhere	elsewhere	RB
37060	8609	34	!	!	.
37060	8610	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8610	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8610	3	another	another	DT
37060	8610	4	HOT	hot	JJ
37060	8610	5	day	day	NN
37060	8610	6	.	.	.
37060	8611	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8611	2	and	and	CC
37060	8611	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8611	4	worked	work	VBD
37060	8611	5	on	on	IN
37060	8611	6	the	the	DT
37060	8611	7	rag	rag	NN
37060	8611	8	rugs	rug	NNS
37060	8611	9	.	.	.
37060	8612	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8612	2	cut	cut	VBD
37060	8612	3	the	the	DT
37060	8612	4	warp	warp	JJ
37060	8612	5	thread	thread	NN
37060	8612	6	to	to	IN
37060	8612	7	size	size	NN
37060	8612	8	and	and	CC
37060	8612	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8612	10	strung	string	VBD
37060	8612	11	three	three	CD
37060	8612	12	strands	strand	NNS
37060	8612	13	through	through	IN
37060	8612	14	a	a	DT
37060	8612	15	needle	needle	NN
37060	8612	16	and	and	CC
37060	8612	17	proceeded	proceed	VBD
37060	8612	18	to	to	TO
37060	8612	19	tie	tie	VB
37060	8612	20	the	the	DT
37060	8612	21	fringe	fringe	NN
37060	8612	22	on	on	IN
37060	8612	23	the	the	DT
37060	8612	24	rug	rug	NN
37060	8612	25	.	.	.
37060	8613	1	Yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	8613	2	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8613	3	unpacked	unpack	VBD
37060	8613	4	all	all	PDT
37060	8613	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8613	6	china	china	NNP
37060	8613	7	from	from	IN
37060	8613	8	the	the	DT
37060	8613	9	storage	storage	NN
37060	8613	10	boxes	box	NNS
37060	8613	11	in	in	IN
37060	8613	12	the	the	DT
37060	8613	13	cubby	cubby	NN
37060	8613	14	holes	hole	VBZ
37060	8613	15	;	;	:
37060	8613	16	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8613	17	put	put	VBD
37060	8613	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8613	19	in	in	IN
37060	8613	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8613	21	antique	antique	JJ
37060	8613	22	buffet	buffet	NN
37060	8613	23	.	.	.
37060	8614	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8614	2	looks	look	VBZ
37060	8614	3	great	great	JJ
37060	8614	4	!	!	.
37060	8615	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8615	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	8615	3	fun	fun	JJ
37060	8615	4	to	to	TO
37060	8615	5	see	see	VB
37060	8615	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8615	7	all	all	DT
37060	8615	8	again	again	RB
37060	8615	9	.	.	.
37060	8616	1	The	the	DT
37060	8616	2	Day	day	NN
37060	8616	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8616	4	watched	watch	VBD
37060	8616	5	from	from	IN
37060	8616	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8616	7	bench	bench	NN
37060	8616	8	On	on	IN
37060	8616	9	the	the	DT
37060	8616	10	sun	sun	NN
37060	8616	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	8616	12	dappled	dapple	VBN
37060	8616	13	lawn	lawn	NN
37060	8616	14	As	as	IN
37060	8616	15	the	the	DT
37060	8616	16	cool	cool	JJ
37060	8616	17	glow	glow	NN
37060	8616	18	of	of	IN
37060	8616	19	morning	morning	NN
37060	8616	20	Aged	Aged	NNP
37060	8616	21	to	to	TO
37060	8616	22	radiant	radiant	VB
37060	8616	23	noon	noon	NN
37060	8616	24	.	.	.
37060	8617	1	From	from	IN
37060	8617	2	youth	youth	NN
37060	8617	3	to	to	IN
37060	8617	4	prime	prime	NNP
37060	8617	5	In	in	IN
37060	8617	6	naught	naught	NN
37060	8617	7	but	but	CC
37060	8617	8	hours	hour	NNS
37060	8617	9	With	with	IN
37060	8617	10	n'er	n'er	NNP
37060	8617	11	so	so	RB
37060	8617	12	much	much	RB
37060	8617	13	As	as	IN
37060	8617	14	a	a	DT
37060	8617	15	backward	backward	JJ
37060	8617	16	glance	glance	NN
37060	8617	17	,	,	,
37060	8617	18	Disdainful	disdainful	JJ
37060	8617	19	of	of	IN
37060	8617	20	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8617	21	hapless	hapless	JJ
37060	8617	22	plight	plight	NN
37060	8617	23	.	.	.
37060	8618	1	Scarcely	scarcely	RB
37060	8618	2	had	have	VBD
37060	8618	3	the	the	DT
37060	8618	4	Day	day	NN
37060	8618	5	begun	begin	VBN
37060	8618	6	When	when	WRB
37060	8618	7	shadows	shadow	NNS
37060	8618	8	bent	bent	JJ
37060	8618	9	from	from	IN
37060	8618	10	earthly	earthly	JJ
37060	8618	11	things	thing	NNS
37060	8618	12	,	,	,
37060	8618	13	Yet	yet	CC
37060	8618	14	steadfast	steadfast	JJ
37060	8618	15	to	to	IN
37060	8618	16	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8618	17	mission	mission	NN
37060	8618	18	bound	bind	VBN
37060	8618	19	,	,	,
37060	8618	20	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8618	21	envied	envy	VBD
37060	8618	22	not	not	RB
37060	8618	23	the	the	DT
37060	8618	24	youthful	youthful	JJ
37060	8618	25	light	light	NN
37060	8618	26	That	that	WDT
37060	8618	27	shall	shall	MD
37060	8618	28	tomorrow	tomorrow	NN
37060	8618	29	take	take	VB
37060	8618	30	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8618	31	place	place	NN
37060	8618	32	,	,	,
37060	8618	33	But	but	CC
37060	8618	34	with	with	IN
37060	8618	35	unselfish	unselfish	JJ
37060	8618	36	wisdom	wisdom	NN
37060	8618	37	Shed	shed	VB
37060	8618	38	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8618	39	golden	golden	JJ
37060	8618	40	beam	beam	NN
37060	8618	41	upon	upon	IN
37060	8618	42	the	the	DT
37060	8618	43	earth	earth	NN
37060	8618	44	;	;	:
37060	8618	45	And	and	CC
37060	8618	46	when	when	WRB
37060	8618	47	the	the	DT
37060	8618	48	distant	distant	JJ
37060	8618	49	western	western	JJ
37060	8618	50	sky	sky	NN
37060	8618	51	Let	let	VB
37060	8618	52	go	go	VB
37060	8618	53	the	the	DT
37060	8618	54	aged	aged	JJ
37060	8618	55	,	,	,
37060	8618	56	fiery	fiery	JJ
37060	8618	57	disk	disk	NN
37060	8618	58	,	,	,
37060	8618	59	Whence	Whence	NNP
37060	8618	60	,	,	,
37060	8618	61	for	for	IN
37060	8618	62	hours	hour	NNS
37060	8618	63	,	,	,
37060	8618	64	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8618	65	reigned	reign	VBD
37060	8618	66	complete	complete	JJ
37060	8618	67	,	,	,
37060	8618	68	Precious	precious	JJ
37060	8618	69	little	little	JJ
37060	8618	70	time	time	NN
37060	8618	71	remained	remain	VBD
37060	8618	72	To	to	TO
37060	8618	73	cast	cast	VB
37060	8618	74	upon	upon	IN
37060	8618	75	the	the	DT
37060	8618	76	glistening	glistening	NN
37060	8618	77	haze	haze	NN
37060	8618	78	A	a	DT
37060	8618	79	brief	brief	JJ
37060	8618	80	reflection	reflection	NN
37060	8618	81	of	of	IN
37060	8618	82	the	the	DT
37060	8618	83	Day	Day	NNP
37060	8618	84	Whose	whose	WP$
37060	8618	85	life	life	NN
37060	8618	86	had	have	VBD
37060	8618	87	touched	touch	VBN
37060	8618	88	eternity	eternity	NN
37060	8618	89	.	.	.
37060	8619	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8619	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8619	3	August	August	NNP
37060	8619	4	23	23	CD
37060	8619	5	,	,	,
37060	8619	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8619	7	"	"	``
37060	8619	8	Of	of	IN
37060	8619	9	Butterflies	Butterflies	NNPS
37060	8619	10	"	"	''
37060	8619	11	In	in	IN
37060	8619	12	a	a	DT
37060	8619	13	shaft	shaft	NN
37060	8619	14	of	of	IN
37060	8619	15	yellow	yellow	JJ
37060	8619	16	light	light	NN
37060	8619	17	A	a	DT
37060	8619	18	monarch	monarch	NN
37060	8619	19	captures	capture	NNS
37060	8619	20	on	on	IN
37060	8619	21	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8619	22	wings	wing	NNS
37060	8619	23	An	an	DT
37060	8619	24	ambered	ambere	VBN
37060	8619	25	,	,	,
37060	8619	26	opalescent	opalescent	JJ
37060	8619	27	glow	glow	NN
37060	8619	28	While	while	IN
37060	8619	29	sailing	sail	VBG
37060	8619	30	on	on	IN
37060	8619	31	the	the	DT
37060	8619	32	Breeze	Breeze	NNP
37060	8619	33	of	of	IN
37060	8619	34	Life	Life	NNP
37060	8619	35	.	.	.
37060	8620	1	A	a	DT
37060	8620	2	seeming	seeming	JJ
37060	8620	3	drunken	drunken	JJ
37060	8620	4	path	path	NN
37060	8620	5	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8620	6	weaves	weave	VBZ
37060	8620	7	,	,	,
37060	8620	8	As	as	IN
37060	8620	9	if	if	IN
37060	8620	10	berefit	berefit	NN
37060	8620	11	of	of	IN
37060	8620	12	aim	aim	NN
37060	8620	13	or	or	CC
37060	8620	14	goal	goal	NN
37060	8620	15	,	,	,
37060	8620	16	For	for	IN
37060	8620	17	fields	field	NNS
37060	8620	18	of	of	IN
37060	8620	19	flowers	flower	NNS
37060	8620	20	compose	compose	VBP
37060	8620	21	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8620	22	world	world	NN
37060	8620	23	And	and	CC
37060	8620	24	nectar	nectar	NNP
37060	8620	25	sweet	sweet	JJ
37060	8620	26	sustains	sustain	VBZ
37060	8620	27	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8620	28	breath	breath	NN
37060	8620	29	.	.	.
37060	8621	1	So	so	RB
37060	8621	2	high	high	RB
37060	8621	3	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8621	4	flies	fly	VBZ
37060	8621	5	Yet	yet	RB
37060	8621	6	sees	see	VBZ
37060	8621	7	no	no	DT
37060	8621	8	more	more	JJR
37060	8621	9	Than	than	IN
37060	8621	10	that	that	DT
37060	8621	11	which	which	WDT
37060	8621	12	self	self	NN
37060	8621	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	8621	14	indulgence	indulgence	NN
37060	8621	15	brings	bring	VBZ
37060	8621	16	;	;	:
37060	8621	17	How	how	WRB
37060	8621	18	glad	glad	JJ
37060	8621	19	am	be	VBP
37060	8621	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8621	21	That	that	IN
37060	8621	22	through	through	IN
37060	8621	23	these	these	DT
37060	8621	24	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	8621	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8621	26	see	see	VBP
37060	8621	27	more	more	JJR
37060	8621	28	than	than	IN
37060	8621	29	the	the	DT
37060	8621	30	butterfly	butterfly	NN
37060	8621	31	.	.	.
37060	8622	1	Lauren	lauren	NN
37060	8622	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8622	3	August	August	NNP
37060	8622	4	24	24	CD
37060	8622	5	,	,	,
37060	8622	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8622	7	Aug	Aug	NNP
37060	8622	8	27	27	CD
37060	8622	9	,	,	,
37060	8622	10	1984	1984	CD
37060	8622	11	...	...	NFP
37060	8623	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8623	2	had	have	VBD
37060	8623	3	a	a	DT
37060	8623	4	tension	tension	NN
37060	8623	5	headache	headache	NN
37060	8623	6	tonight	tonight	NN
37060	8623	7	.	.	.
37060	8624	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8624	2	finally	finally	RB
37060	8624	3	went	go	VBD
37060	8624	4	away	away	RB
37060	8624	5	after	after	IN
37060	8624	6	talking	talk	VBG
37060	8624	7	with	with	IN
37060	8624	8	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8624	9	.	.	.
37060	8625	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	8625	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8625	3	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	8625	4	if	if	IN
37060	8625	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8625	6	'll	will	MD
37060	8625	7	die	die	VB
37060	8625	8	the	the	DT
37060	8625	9	same	same	JJ
37060	8625	10	way	way	NN
37060	8625	11	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8625	12	did	do	VBD
37060	8625	13	...	...	.
37060	8626	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8626	2	have	have	VBP
37060	8626	3	a	a	DT
37060	8626	4	bump	bump	NN
37060	8626	5	on	on	IN
37060	8626	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8626	7	thigh	thigh	NN
37060	8626	8	...	...	:
37060	8626	9	who	who	WP
37060	8626	10	knows	know	VBZ
37060	8626	11	what	what	WP
37060	8626	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8626	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	8626	14	!	!	.
37060	8627	1	Then	then	RB
37060	8627	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8627	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8627	4	thinking	think	VBG
37060	8627	5	how	how	WRB
37060	8627	6	every	every	DT
37060	8627	7	time	time	NN
37060	8627	8	someone	someone	NN
37060	8627	9	sleeps	sleep	VBZ
37060	8627	10	in	in	IN
37060	8627	11	the	the	DT
37060	8627	12	other	other	JJ
37060	8627	13	room	room	NN
37060	8627	14	or	or	CC
37060	8627	15	near	near	IN
37060	8627	16	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8627	17	on	on	IN
37060	8627	18	trips	trip	NNS
37060	8627	19	,	,	,
37060	8627	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8627	21	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	8627	22	if	if	IN
37060	8627	23	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8627	24	're	be	VBP
37060	8627	25	"	"	``
37060	8627	26	gon	go	VBG
37060	8627	27	na	to	TO
37060	8627	28	die	die	VB
37060	8627	29	on	on	IN
37060	8627	30	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8627	31	.	.	.
37060	8627	32	"	"	''
37060	8628	1	What	what	WDT
37060	8628	2	a	a	DT
37060	8628	3	drag	drag	NN
37060	8628	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8628	5	was	be	VBD
37060	8628	6	to	to	TO
37060	8628	7	find	find	VB
37060	8628	8	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8628	9	.	.	.
37060	8629	1	Strange	strange	JJ
37060	8629	2	how	how	WRB
37060	8629	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8629	4	always	always	RB
37060	8629	5	kept	keep	VBD
37060	8629	6	an	an	DT
37060	8629	7	ear	ear	NN
37060	8629	8	peeled	peel	VBN
37060	8629	9	for	for	IN
37060	8629	10	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8629	11	;	;	:
37060	8629	12	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	8629	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8629	14	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	8629	15	if	if	IN
37060	8629	16	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8629	17	have	have	VBP
37060	8629	18	a	a	DT
37060	8629	19	6th	6th	JJ
37060	8629	20	sense	sense	NN
37060	8629	21	that	that	WDT
37060	8629	22	tells	tell	VBZ
37060	8629	23	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8629	24	things	thing	NNS
37060	8629	25	apart	apart	RB
37060	8629	26	from	from	IN
37060	8629	27	the	the	DT
37060	8629	28	conscious	conscious	JJ
37060	8629	29	world	world	NN
37060	8629	30	.	.	.
37060	8630	1	Sept.	September	NNP
37060	8630	2	1	1	CD
37060	8630	3	,	,	,
37060	8630	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8630	5	...	...	.
37060	8631	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8631	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	8631	3	such	such	PDT
37060	8631	4	a	a	DT
37060	8631	5	turd	turd	NN
37060	8631	6	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	8631	7	;	;	:
37060	8631	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8631	9	hate	hate	VBP
37060	8631	10	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8631	11	.	.	.
37060	8632	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8632	2	always	always	RB
37060	8632	3	balk	balk	VBP
37060	8632	4	when	when	WRB
37060	8632	5	someone	someone	NN
37060	8632	6	starts	start	VBZ
37060	8632	7	to	to	TO
37060	8632	8	sing	sing	VB
37060	8632	9	,	,	,
37060	8632	10	no	no	RB
37060	8632	11	matter	matter	RB
37060	8632	12	who	who	WP
37060	8632	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8632	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	8632	15	;	;	:
37060	8632	16	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8632	17	loves	love	VBZ
37060	8632	18	to	to	TO
37060	8632	19	sing	sing	VB
37060	8632	20	,	,	,
37060	8632	21	and	and	CC
37060	8632	22	with	with	IN
37060	8632	23	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8632	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8632	25	's	be	VBZ
37060	8632	26	also	also	RB
37060	8632	27	an	an	DT
37060	8632	28	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	8632	29	outlet	outlet	NN
37060	8632	30	.	.	.
37060	8633	1	Whenever	whenever	WRB
37060	8633	2	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8633	3	sings	sing	VBZ
37060	8633	4	though	though	RB
37060	8633	5	,	,	,
37060	8633	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8633	7	cringe	cringe	VBP
37060	8633	8	and	and	CC
37060	8633	9	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8633	10	stops	stop	VBZ
37060	8633	11	.	.	.
37060	8634	1	Today	today	NN
37060	8634	2	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8634	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8634	4	going	go	VBG
37060	8634	5	to	to	TO
37060	8634	6	sing	sing	VB
37060	8634	7	a	a	DT
37060	8634	8	song	song	NN
37060	8634	9	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8634	10	that	that	WDT
37060	8634	11	told	tell	VBD
37060	8634	12	a	a	DT
37060	8634	13	story	story	NN
37060	8634	14	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8634	15	.	.	.
37060	8635	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8635	2	uttered	utter	VBD
37060	8635	3	a	a	DT
37060	8635	4	small	small	JJ
37060	8635	5	protest	protest	NN
37060	8635	6	.	.	.
37060	8636	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8636	2	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	8636	3	,	,	,
37060	8636	4	apparently	apparently	RB
37060	8636	5	quite	quite	RB
37060	8636	6	hurt	hurt	VBN
37060	8636	7	.	.	.
37060	8637	1	After	after	IN
37060	8637	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8637	3	did	do	VBD
37060	8637	4	that	that	DT
37060	8637	5	,	,	,
37060	8637	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8637	7	felt	feel	VBD
37060	8637	8	like	like	IN
37060	8637	9	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	8637	10	,	,	,
37060	8637	11	but	but	CC
37060	8637	12	there	there	EX
37060	8637	13	was	be	VBD
37060	8637	14	no	no	DT
37060	8637	15	way	way	NN
37060	8637	16	to	to	TO
37060	8637	17	recall	recall	VB
37060	8637	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8637	19	"	"	``
37060	8637	20	ugh	ugh	NN
37060	8637	21	"	"	''
37060	8637	22	once	once	RB
37060	8637	23	breathed	breathe	VBN
37060	8637	24	into	into	IN
37060	8637	25	the	the	DT
37060	8637	26	air	air	NN
37060	8637	27	.	.	.
37060	8638	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8638	2	said	say	VBD
37060	8638	3	,	,	,
37060	8638	4	"	"	``
37060	8638	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8638	6	have	have	VBP
37060	8638	7	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	8638	8	too	too	RB
37060	8638	9	,	,	,
37060	8638	10	"	"	''
37060	8638	11	in	in	IN
37060	8638	12	answer	answer	NN
37060	8638	13	to	to	IN
37060	8638	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8638	15	,	,	,
37060	8638	16	"	"	``
37060	8638	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8638	18	'm	be	VBP
37060	8638	19	sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	8638	20	,	,	,
37060	8638	21	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8638	22	!	!	.
37060	8638	23	"	"	''
37060	8639	1	and	and	CC
37060	8639	2	went	go	VBD
37060	8639	3	downstairs	downstairs	RB
37060	8639	4	.	.	.
37060	8640	1	When	when	WRB
37060	8640	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8640	3	'm	be	VBP
37060	8640	4	writing	write	VBG
37060	8640	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8640	6	'm	be	VBP
37060	8640	7	an	an	DT
37060	8640	8	intolerable	intolerable	JJ
37060	8640	9	creep	creep	NN
37060	8640	10	to	to	TO
37060	8640	11	be	be	VB
37060	8640	12	around	around	RB
37060	8640	13	.	.	.
37060	8641	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8641	2	do	do	VBP
37060	8641	3	n't	not	RB
37060	8641	4	know	know	VB
37060	8641	5	why	why	WRB
37060	8641	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8641	7	did	do	VBD
37060	8641	8	n't	not	RB
37060	8641	9	think	think	VB
37060	8641	10	first	first	RB
37060	8641	11	and	and	CC
37060	8641	12	be	be	VB
37060	8641	13	considerate	considerate	JJ
37060	8641	14	.	.	.
37060	8642	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8642	2	always	always	RB
37060	8642	3	listens	listen	VBZ
37060	8642	4	to	to	IN
37060	8642	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8642	6	writings	writing	NNS
37060	8642	7	,	,	,
37060	8642	8	no	no	RB
37060	8642	9	matter	matter	RB
37060	8642	10	how	how	WRB
37060	8642	11	trivial	trivial	JJ
37060	8642	12	;	;	:
37060	8642	13	why	why	WRB
37060	8642	14	ca	can	MD
37060	8642	15	n't	not	RB
37060	8642	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8642	17	abide	abide	VB
37060	8642	18	a	a	DT
37060	8642	19	few	few	JJ
37060	8642	20	notes	note	NNS
37060	8642	21	of	of	IN
37060	8642	22	song	song	NN
37060	8642	23	?	?	.
37060	8643	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8643	2	wish	wish	VBP
37060	8643	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8643	4	knew	know	VBD
37060	8643	5	why	why	WRB
37060	8643	6	song	song	NNP
37060	8643	7	grates	grate	VBZ
37060	8643	8	so	so	RB
37060	8643	9	heavily	heavily	RB
37060	8643	10	upon	upon	IN
37060	8643	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8643	12	ears	ear	NNS
37060	8643	13	...	...	.
37060	8643	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8643	15	always	always	RB
37060	8643	16	has	have	VBZ
37060	8643	17	.	.	.
37060	8644	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8644	2	most	most	RBS
37060	8644	3	certainly	certainly	RB
37060	8644	4	have	have	VBP
37060	8644	5	a	a	DT
37060	8644	6	terrible	terrible	JJ
37060	8644	7	voice	voice	NN
37060	8644	8	and	and	CC
37060	8644	9	use	use	VB
37060	8644	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8644	11	only	only	RB
37060	8644	12	on	on	IN
37060	8644	13	the	the	DT
37060	8644	14	rare	rare	JJ
37060	8644	15	"	"	``
37060	8644	16	happy	happy	JJ
37060	8644	17	birthdays	birthday	NNS
37060	8644	18	"	"	''
37060	8644	19	and	and	CC
37060	8644	20	so	so	RB
37060	8644	21	forth	forth	RB
37060	8644	22	.	.	.
37060	8645	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8645	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	8645	3	kind	kind	JJ
37060	8645	4	to	to	IN
37060	8645	5	society	society	NN
37060	8645	6	in	in	IN
37060	8645	7	that	that	DT
37060	8645	8	regard	regard	NN
37060	8645	9	,	,	,
37060	8645	10	at	at	IN
37060	8645	11	least	least	JJS
37060	8645	12	.	.	.
37060	8646	1	For	for	IN
37060	8646	2	now	now	RB
37060	8646	3	,	,	,
37060	8646	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8646	5	wish	wish	VBP
37060	8646	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8646	7	could	could	MD
37060	8646	8	find	find	VB
37060	8646	9	a	a	DT
37060	8646	10	.45	.45	NN
37060	8646	11	.	.	.
37060	8647	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8647	2	came	come	VBD
37060	8647	3	up	up	RP
37060	8647	4	and	and	CC
37060	8647	5	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8647	6	talked	talk	VBD
37060	8647	7	.	.	.
37060	8648	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8648	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8648	3	better	well	JJR
37060	8648	4	now	now	RB
37060	8648	5	.	.	.
37060	8649	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8649	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	8649	3	sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	8649	4	for	for	IN
37060	8649	5	being	be	VBG
37060	8649	6	too	too	RB
37060	8649	7	sensitive	sensitive	JJ
37060	8649	8	and	and	CC
37060	8649	9	what	what	WP
37060	8649	10	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8649	11	called	call	VBD
37060	8649	12	"	"	``
37060	8649	13	uppity	uppity	NN
37060	8649	14	,	,	,
37060	8649	15	"	"	''
37060	8649	16	and	and	CC
37060	8649	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8649	18	expressed	express	VBD
37060	8649	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8649	20	regrets	regret	NNS
37060	8649	21	too	too	RB
37060	8649	22	.	.	.
37060	8650	1	After	after	IN
37060	8650	2	a	a	DT
37060	8650	3	cry	cry	NN
37060	8650	4	,	,	,
37060	8650	5	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8650	6	both	both	DT
37060	8650	7	felt	feel	VBD
37060	8650	8	better	well	JJR
37060	8650	9	.	.	.
37060	8651	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8651	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	8651	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8651	4	both	both	DT
37060	8651	5	felt	feel	VBD
37060	8651	6	rather	rather	RB
37060	8651	7	stupid	stupid	JJ
37060	8651	8	!	!	.
37060	8652	1	Sept	Sept	NNP
37060	8652	2	6	6	CD
37060	8652	3	,	,	,
37060	8652	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8652	5	...	...	:
37060	8652	6	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	8652	7	Clinic	Clinic	NNP
37060	8652	8	sends	send	VBZ
37060	8652	9	out	out	RP
37060	8652	10	a	a	DT
37060	8652	11	form	form	NN
37060	8652	12	letter	letter	NN
37060	8652	13	for	for	IN
37060	8652	14	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8652	15	Statistic	Statistic	NNP
37060	8652	16	Unit	unit	NN
37060	8652	17	.	.	.
37060	8653	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8653	2	wrote	write	VBD
37060	8653	3	...	...	:
37060	8653	4	"	"	``
37060	8653	5	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8653	6	has	have	VBZ
37060	8653	7	been	be	VBN
37060	8653	8	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	8653	9	3	3	CD
37060	8653	10	years	year	NNS
37060	8653	11	since	since	IN
37060	8653	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8653	13	re	re	NN
37060	8653	14	-	-	NN
37060	8653	15	diagnosis	diagnosis	NN
37060	8653	16	of	of	IN
37060	8653	17	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	8653	18	and	and	CC
37060	8653	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8653	20	'm	be	VBP
37060	8653	21	still	still	RB
37060	8653	22	alive	alive	JJ
37060	8653	23	to	to	TO
37060	8653	24	tell	tell	VB
37060	8653	25	about	about	IN
37060	8653	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8653	27	.	.	.
37060	8654	1	As	as	IN
37060	8654	2	the	the	DT
37060	8654	3	afflicted	afflict	VBN
37060	8654	4	area	area	NN
37060	8654	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	8654	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8654	7	liver	liver	NN
37060	8654	8	,	,	,
37060	8654	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8654	10	experience	experience	VBP
37060	8654	11	the	the	DT
37060	8654	12	symptoms	symptom	NNS
37060	8654	13	generally	generally	RB
37060	8654	14	associated	associate	VBN
37060	8654	15	with	with	IN
37060	8654	16	liver	liver	NN
37060	8654	17	diseases	disease	NNS
37060	8654	18	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8654	19	so	so	CC
37060	8654	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8654	21	am	be	VBP
37060	8654	22	told	tell	VBN
37060	8654	23	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8654	24	,	,	,
37060	8654	25	such	such	JJ
37060	8654	26	as	as	IN
37060	8654	27	over	over	RB
37060	8654	28	-	-	HYPH
37060	8654	29	heating	heating	NN
37060	8654	30	and	and	CC
37060	8654	31	water	water	NN
37060	8654	32	retention	retention	NN
37060	8654	33	.	.	.
37060	8655	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8655	2	liver	liver	NN
37060	8655	3	has	have	VBZ
37060	8655	4	expanded	expand	VBN
37060	8655	5	to	to	IN
37060	8655	6	such	such	PDT
37060	8655	7	a	a	DT
37060	8655	8	degree	degree	NN
37060	8655	9	that	that	IN
37060	8655	10	casual	casual	JJ
37060	8655	11	onlookers	onlooker	NNS
37060	8655	12	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	8655	13	mistake	mistake	VBP
37060	8655	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8655	15	appearance	appearance	NN
37060	8655	16	for	for	IN
37060	8655	17	that	that	DT
37060	8655	18	of	of	IN
37060	8655	19	a	a	DT
37060	8655	20	pregnant	pregnant	JJ
37060	8655	21	woman	woman	NN
37060	8655	22	.	.	.
37060	8656	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8656	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8656	3	once	once	RB
37060	8656	4	asked	ask	VBN
37060	8656	5	when	when	WRB
37060	8656	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8656	7	was	be	VBD
37060	8656	8	"	"	``
37060	8656	9	due	due	JJ
37060	8656	10	"	"	''
37060	8656	11	!	!	.
37060	8657	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8657	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8657	3	should	should	MD
37060	8657	4	've	have	VB
37060	8657	5	said	say	VBD
37060	8657	6	,	,	,
37060	8657	7	"	"	``
37060	8657	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8657	9	do	do	VBP
37060	8657	10	n't	not	RB
37060	8657	11	know	know	VB
37060	8657	12	...	...	NFP
37060	8657	13	so	so	RB
37060	8657	14	far	far	RB
37060	8657	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8657	16	'm	be	VBP
37060	8657	17	36	36	CD
37060	8657	18	months	month	NNS
37060	8657	19	along	along	RB
37060	8657	20	.	.	.
37060	8657	21	"	"	''
37060	8658	1	So	so	RB
37060	8658	2	much	much	JJ
37060	8658	3	for	for	IN
37060	8658	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8658	5	reply	reply	NN
37060	8658	6	to	to	IN
37060	8658	7	Mayo	Mayo	NNP
37060	8658	8	Clinic	Clinic	NNP
37060	8658	9	...	...	:
37060	8659	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8659	2	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	8659	3	find	find	VBP
37060	8659	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8659	5	hard	hard	JJ
37060	8659	6	to	to	TO
37060	8659	7	believe	believe	VB
37060	8659	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8659	9	've	have	VB
37060	8659	10	lasted	last	VBN
37060	8659	11	so	so	RB
37060	8659	12	long	long	RB
37060	8659	13	;	;	:
37060	8659	14	liver	liver	NN
37060	8659	15	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	8659	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	8659	17	seldom	seldom	RB
37060	8659	18	smiled	smile	VBN
37060	8659	19	upon	upon	IN
37060	8659	20	as	as	IN
37060	8659	21	a	a	DT
37060	8659	22	long	long	JJ
37060	8659	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	8659	24	time	time	NN
37060	8659	25	acquaintance	acquaintance	NN
37060	8659	26	.	.	.
37060	8660	1	If	if	IN
37060	8660	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8660	3	were	be	VBD
37060	8660	4	n't	not	RB
37060	8660	5	for	for	IN
37060	8660	6	Big	Big	NNP
37060	8660	7	C	C	NNP
37060	8660	8	,	,	,
37060	8660	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8660	10	'd	'd	MD
37060	8660	11	be	be	VB
37060	8660	12	real	real	RB
37060	8660	13	healthy	healthy	JJ
37060	8660	14	!	!	.
37060	8661	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8661	2	also	also	RB
37060	8661	3	stated	state	VBD
37060	8661	4	that	that	IN
37060	8661	5	should	should	MD
37060	8661	6	some	some	DT
37060	8661	7	breakthrough	breakthrough	NN
37060	8661	8	be	be	VB
37060	8661	9	discovered	discover	VBN
37060	8661	10	for	for	IN
37060	8661	11	the	the	DT
37060	8661	12	curing	curing	NN
37060	8661	13	of	of	IN
37060	8661	14	leiomyosarcoma	leiomyosarcoma	NNP
37060	8661	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8661	16	'd	'd	MD
37060	8661	17	appreciate	appreciate	VB
37060	8661	18	notification	notification	NN
37060	8661	19	.	.	.
37060	8662	1	.	.	.
37060	8663	1	.	.	.
37060	8664	1	until	until	IN
37060	8664	2	then	then	RB
37060	8664	3	,	,	,
37060	8664	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8664	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	8664	6	best	good	JJS
37060	8664	7	to	to	TO
37060	8664	8	create	create	VB
37060	8664	9	one	one	PRP
37060	8664	10	's	's	POS
37060	8664	11	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	8664	12	each	each	DT
37060	8664	13	day	day	NN
37060	8664	14	.	.	.
37060	8665	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8665	2	worked	work	VBD
37060	8665	3	more	more	RBR
37060	8665	4	on	on	IN
37060	8665	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8665	6	story	story	NN
37060	8665	7	...	...	:
37060	8665	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8665	9	's	be	VBZ
37060	8665	10	fun	fun	JJ
37060	8665	11	to	to	TO
37060	8665	12	do	do	VB
37060	8665	13	actually	actually	RB
37060	8665	14	.	.	.
37060	8666	1	The	the	DT
37060	8666	2	Miracle	miracle	NN
37060	8666	3	Of	of	IN
37060	8666	4	Chance	chance	NN
37060	8666	5	The	the	DT
37060	8666	6	spider	spider	NN
37060	8666	7	spins	spin	VBZ
37060	8666	8	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8666	9	silver	silver	NN
37060	8666	10	threads	thread	VBZ
37060	8666	11	Into	into	IN
37060	8666	12	a	a	DT
37060	8666	13	silken	silken	JJ
37060	8666	14	sheen	sheen	NN
37060	8666	15	Deftly	deftly	RB
37060	8666	16	pouring	pour	VBG
37060	8666	17	forth	forth	RB
37060	8666	18	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8666	19	self	self	NN
37060	8666	20	Unto	unto	IN
37060	8666	21	the	the	DT
37060	8666	22	net	net	NN
37060	8666	23	which	which	WDT
37060	8666	24	is	be	VBZ
37060	8666	25	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8666	26	life	life	NN
37060	8666	27	.	.	.
37060	8667	1	Though	though	IN
37060	8667	2	possessed	possess	VBN
37060	8667	3	of	of	IN
37060	8667	4	marked	mark	VBN
37060	8667	5	skill	skill	NN
37060	8667	6	This	this	DT
37060	8667	7	artisan	artisan	NNP
37060	8667	8	shall	shall	MD
37060	8667	9	reap	reap	VB
37060	8667	10	no	no	DT
37060	8667	11	wealth	wealth	NN
37060	8667	12	Begotton	Begotton	NNP
37060	8667	13	of	of	IN
37060	8667	14	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8667	15	grand	grand	JJ
37060	8667	16	design	design	NN
37060	8667	17	,	,	,
37060	8667	18	And	and	CC
37060	8667	19	yet	yet	RB
37060	8667	20	the	the	DT
37060	8667	21	misty	misty	JJ
37060	8667	22	hand	hand	NN
37060	8667	23	of	of	IN
37060	8667	24	dawn	dawn	NN
37060	8667	25	Transforms	transform	NNS
37060	8667	26	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8667	27	modest	modest	JJ
37060	8667	28	web	web	NN
37060	8667	29	of	of	IN
37060	8667	30	silk	silk	NN
37060	8667	31	Into	into	IN
37060	8667	32	a	a	DT
37060	8667	33	diamond	diamond	NN
37060	8667	34	-	-	HYPH
37060	8667	35	scattered	scatter	VBN
37060	8667	36	orb	orb	RB
37060	8667	37	,	,	,
37060	8667	38	Sparkling	Sparkling	NNP
37060	8667	39	as	as	IN
37060	8667	40	a	a	DT
37060	8667	41	precious	precious	JJ
37060	8667	42	crown	crown	NN
37060	8667	43	Before	before	IN
37060	8667	44	the	the	DT
37060	8667	45	rising	rise	VBG
37060	8667	46	sun	sun	NN
37060	8667	47	;	;	:
37060	8667	48	Thus	thus	RB
37060	8667	49	wrapped	wrap	VBN
37060	8667	50	in	in	IN
37060	8667	51	lace	lace	NN
37060	8667	52	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8667	53	mans	man	VBZ
37060	8667	54	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8667	55	snare	snare	NN
37060	8667	56	,	,	,
37060	8667	57	Entrusting	entrust	VBG
37060	8667	58	nature	nature	NN
37060	8667	59	with	with	IN
37060	8667	60	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8667	61	life	life	NN
37060	8667	62	.	.	.
37060	8668	1	The	the	DT
37060	8668	2	spider	spider	NN
37060	8668	3	dangles	dangle	VBZ
37060	8668	4	weightless	weightless	JJ
37060	8668	5	From	from	IN
37060	8668	6	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8668	7	wispy	wispy	JJ
37060	8668	8	spinnerette	spinnerette	NN
37060	8668	9	,	,	,
37060	8668	10	As	as	IN
37060	8668	11	does	do	VBZ
37060	8668	12	all	all	DT
37060	8668	13	existence	existence	VB
37060	8668	14	hang	hang	VB
37060	8668	15	suspended	suspend	VBN
37060	8668	16	In	in	IN
37060	8668	17	the	the	DT
37060	8668	18	grasp	grasp	NN
37060	8668	19	of	of	IN
37060	8668	20	chance	chance	NN
37060	8668	21	.	.	.
37060	8669	1	For	for	IN
37060	8669	2	each	each	DT
37060	8669	3	successive	successive	JJ
37060	8669	4	heartbeat	heartbeat	NN
37060	8669	5	Froms	Froms	NNP
37060	8669	6	the	the	DT
37060	8669	7	web	web	NN
37060	8669	8	which	which	WDT
37060	8669	9	heralds	herald	VBZ
37060	8669	10	every	every	DT
37060	8669	11	breath	breath	NN
37060	8669	12	And	and	CC
37060	8669	13	leases	lease	NNS
37060	8669	14	yet	yet	RB
37060	8669	15	another	another	DT
37060	8669	16	moment	moment	NN
37060	8669	17	From	from	IN
37060	8669	18	the	the	DT
37060	8669	19	miracle	miracle	NN
37060	8669	20	called	call	VBN
37060	8669	21	Life	life	NN
37060	8669	22	.	.	.
37060	8670	1	Lauren	lauren	NN
37060	8670	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8670	3	September	September	NNP
37060	8670	4	19	19	CD
37060	8670	5	,	,	,
37060	8670	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8670	7	QUALITY	quality	NN
37060	8670	8	:	:	:
37060	8670	9	All	all	DT
37060	8670	10	things	thing	NNS
37060	8670	11	considered	consider	VBN
37060	8670	12	,	,	,
37060	8670	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8670	14	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8670	15	that	that	IN
37060	8670	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8670	17	have	have	VBP
37060	8670	18	had	have	VBN
37060	8670	19	a	a	DT
37060	8670	20	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	8670	21	life	life	NN
37060	8670	22	.	.	.
37060	8671	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8671	2	have	have	VBP
37060	8671	3	loved	love	VBN
37060	8671	4	,	,	,
37060	8671	5	and	and	CC
37060	8671	6	been	be	VBN
37060	8671	7	loved	love	VBN
37060	8671	8	in	in	IN
37060	8671	9	return	return	NN
37060	8671	10	by	by	IN
37060	8671	11	a	a	DT
37060	8671	12	warm	warm	JJ
37060	8671	13	family	family	NN
37060	8671	14	,	,	,
37060	8671	15	and	and	CC
37060	8671	16	developed	develop	VBD
37060	8671	17	a	a	DT
37060	8671	18	once	once	RB
37060	8671	19	-	-	HYPH
37060	8671	20	in	in	IN
37060	8671	21	-	-	HYPH
37060	8671	22	a	a	DT
37060	8671	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	8671	24	lifetime	lifetime	NN
37060	8671	25	closeness	closeness	NN
37060	8671	26	with	with	IN
37060	8671	27	one	one	CD
37060	8671	28	of	of	IN
37060	8671	29	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8671	30	brothers	brother	NNS
37060	8671	31	.	.	.
37060	8672	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8672	2	have	have	VBP
37060	8672	3	been	be	VBN
37060	8672	4	blessed	bless	VBN
37060	8672	5	with	with	IN
37060	8672	6	a	a	DT
37060	8672	7	certain	certain	JJ
37060	8672	8	degree	degree	NN
37060	8672	9	of	of	IN
37060	8672	10	intelligence	intelligence	NN
37060	8672	11	,	,	,
37060	8672	12	common	common	JJ
37060	8672	13	sense	sense	NN
37060	8672	14	,	,	,
37060	8672	15	and	and	CC
37060	8672	16	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	8672	17	.	.	.
37060	8673	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8673	2	countenance	countenance	NN
37060	8673	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	8673	4	agreeable	agreeable	JJ
37060	8673	5	and	and	CC
37060	8673	6	unobtrusive	unobtrusive	JJ
37060	8673	7	,	,	,
37060	8673	8	and	and	CC
37060	8673	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8673	10	have	have	VBP
37060	8673	11	a	a	DT
37060	8673	12	pleasant	pleasant	NN
37060	8673	13	,	,	,
37060	8673	14	though	though	IN
37060	8673	15	realistic	realistic	JJ
37060	8673	16	outlook	outlook	NN
37060	8673	17	on	on	IN
37060	8673	18	life	life	NN
37060	8673	19	.	.	.
37060	8674	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8674	2	am	be	VBP
37060	8674	3	adaptable	adaptable	JJ
37060	8674	4	to	to	TO
37060	8674	5	change	change	VB
37060	8674	6	and	and	CC
37060	8674	7	strive	strive	VB
37060	8674	8	for	for	IN
37060	8674	9	growth	growth	NN
37060	8674	10	,	,	,
37060	8674	11	not	not	RB
37060	8674	12	stagnancy	stagnancy	NN
37060	8674	13	of	of	IN
37060	8674	14	character	character	NN
37060	8674	15	.	.	.
37060	8675	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8675	2	have	have	VBP
37060	8675	3	walked	walk	VBD
37060	8675	4	in	in	IN
37060	8675	5	the	the	DT
37060	8675	6	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	8675	7	,	,	,
37060	8675	8	and	and	CC
37060	8675	9	seen	see	VBN
37060	8675	10	the	the	DT
37060	8675	11	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	8675	12	surrounding	surround	VBG
37060	8675	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8675	14	.	.	.
37060	8676	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8676	2	have	have	VBP
37060	8676	3	heard	hear	VBN
37060	8676	4	the	the	DT
37060	8676	5	babble	babble	NN
37060	8676	6	of	of	IN
37060	8676	7	a	a	DT
37060	8676	8	stream	stream	NN
37060	8676	9	and	and	CC
37060	8676	10	the	the	DT
37060	8676	11	eerie	eerie	NNP
37060	8676	12	hoot	hoot	NNP
37060	8676	13	of	of	IN
37060	8676	14	an	an	DT
37060	8676	15	owl	owl	NN
37060	8676	16	.	.	.
37060	8677	1	Though	though	IN
37060	8677	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8677	3	am	be	VBP
37060	8677	4	no	no	RB
37060	8677	5	longer	long	RBR
37060	8677	6	able	able	JJ
37060	8677	7	to	to	TO
37060	8677	8	actively	actively	RB
37060	8677	9	pursue	pursue	VB
37060	8677	10	many	many	JJ
37060	8677	11	of	of	IN
37060	8677	12	those	those	DT
37060	8677	13	diversions	diversion	NNS
37060	8677	14	which	which	WDT
37060	8677	15	have	have	VBP
37060	8677	16	so	so	RB
37060	8677	17	colored	color	VBN
37060	8677	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8677	19	memories	memory	NNS
37060	8677	20	,	,	,
37060	8677	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8677	22	yet	yet	RB
37060	8677	23	possess	possess	VBP
37060	8677	24	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8677	25	image	image	NN
37060	8677	26	in	in	IN
37060	8677	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8677	28	mind	mind	NN
37060	8677	29	.	.	.
37060	8678	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8678	2	once	once	RB
37060	8678	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	8678	4	the	the	DT
37060	8678	5	pleasure	pleasure	NN
37060	8678	6	of	of	IN
37060	8678	7	vitality	vitality	NN
37060	8678	8	and	and	CC
37060	8678	9	physical	physical	JJ
37060	8678	10	endurance	endurance	NN
37060	8678	11	marked	mark	VBN
37060	8678	12	by	by	IN
37060	8678	13	an	an	DT
37060	8678	14	unblemished	unblemished	JJ
37060	8678	15	body	body	NN
37060	8678	16	,	,	,
37060	8678	17	and	and	CC
37060	8678	18	though	though	IN
37060	8678	19	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8678	20	body	body	NN
37060	8678	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	8678	22	no	no	DT
37060	8678	23	longer	long	RBR
37060	8678	24	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	8678	25	to	to	TO
37060	8678	26	behold	behold	VB
37060	8678	27	,	,	,
37060	8678	28	nor	nor	CC
37060	8678	29	functions	function	NNS
37060	8678	30	as	as	IN
37060	8678	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8678	32	once	once	RB
37060	8678	33	had	have	VBD
37060	8678	34	,	,	,
37060	8678	35	yet	yet	CC
37060	8678	36	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8678	37	sustains	sustain	VBZ
37060	8678	38	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8678	39	.	.	.
37060	8679	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8679	2	am	be	VBP
37060	8679	3	fortunate	fortunate	JJ
37060	8679	4	to	to	TO
37060	8679	5	live	live	VB
37060	8679	6	in	in	IN
37060	8679	7	a	a	DT
37060	8679	8	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	8679	9	style	style	NN
37060	8679	10	among	among	IN
37060	8679	11	furnishings	furnishing	NNS
37060	8679	12	and	and	CC
37060	8679	13	sentimentalities	sentimentality	NNS
37060	8679	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8679	15	love	love	VBP
37060	8679	16	,	,	,
37060	8679	17	and	and	CC
37060	8679	18	have	have	VBP
37060	8679	19	the	the	DT
37060	8679	20	option	option	NN
37060	8679	21	to	to	TO
37060	8679	22	be	be	VB
37060	8679	23	alone	alone	JJ
37060	8679	24	should	should	MD
37060	8679	25	that	that	DT
37060	8679	26	be	be	VB
37060	8679	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8679	28	need	need	NN
37060	8679	29	and	and	CC
37060	8679	30	desire	desire	NN
37060	8679	31	.	.	.
37060	8680	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8680	2	am	be	VBP
37060	8680	3	thankful	thankful	JJ
37060	8680	4	for	for	IN
37060	8680	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8680	6	many	many	JJ
37060	8680	7	blessings	blessing	NNS
37060	8680	8	,	,	,
37060	8680	9	for	for	IN
37060	8680	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8680	11	have	have	VBP
37060	8680	12	a	a	DT
37060	8680	13	good	good	JJ
37060	8680	14	life	life	NN
37060	8680	15	.	.	.
37060	8681	1	Quality	quality	NN
37060	8681	2	can	can	MD
37060	8681	3	not	not	RB
37060	8681	4	be	be	VB
37060	8681	5	marked	mark	VBN
37060	8681	6	by	by	IN
37060	8681	7	time	time	NN
37060	8681	8	,	,	,
37060	8681	9	but	but	CC
37060	8681	10	rather	rather	RB
37060	8681	11	,	,	,
37060	8681	12	by	by	IN
37060	8681	13	the	the	DT
37060	8681	14	smiles	smile	NNS
37060	8681	15	along	along	IN
37060	8681	16	the	the	DT
37060	8681	17	way	way	NN
37060	8681	18	.	.	.
37060	8682	1	10/1984	10/1984	CD
37060	8682	2	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	8682	3	5	5	CD
37060	8682	4	,	,	,
37060	8682	5	1984	1984	CD
37060	8682	6	...	...	NFP
37060	8683	1	When	when	WRB
37060	8683	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8683	3	dropped	drop	VBD
37060	8683	4	the	the	DT
37060	8683	5	film	film	NN
37060	8683	6	off	off	RP
37060	8683	7	yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	8683	8	,	,	,
37060	8683	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8683	10	was	be	VBD
37060	8683	11	mentioning	mention	VBG
37060	8683	12	that	that	IN
37060	8683	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8683	14	wish	wish	VBP
37060	8683	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8683	16	knew	know	VBD
37060	8683	17	some	some	DT
37060	8683	18	practical	practical	JJ
37060	8683	19	use	use	NN
37060	8683	20	for	for	IN
37060	8683	21	the	the	DT
37060	8683	22	film	film	NN
37060	8683	23	canisters	canister	NNS
37060	8683	24	.	.	.
37060	8684	1	The	the	DT
37060	8684	2	clerk	clerk	NN
37060	8684	3	said	say	VBD
37060	8684	4	,	,	,
37060	8684	5	"	"	``
37060	8684	6	Now	now	RB
37060	8684	7	that	that	IN
37060	8684	8	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8684	9	're	be	VBP
37060	8684	10	pregnant	pregnant	JJ
37060	8684	11	,	,	,
37060	8684	12	maybe	maybe	RB
37060	8684	13	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8684	14	can	can	MD
37060	8684	15	use	use	VB
37060	8684	16	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8684	17	as	as	IN
37060	8684	18	rattles	rattle	NNS
37060	8684	19	if	if	IN
37060	8684	20	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8684	21	fill	fill	VBP
37060	8684	22	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8684	23	.	.	.
37060	8684	24	"	"	''
37060	8685	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8685	2	always	always	RB
37060	8685	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	8685	4	a	a	DT
37060	8685	5	cold	cold	JJ
37060	8685	6	blow	blow	NN
37060	8685	7	and	and	CC
37060	8685	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8685	9	strikes	strike	VBZ
37060	8685	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8685	11	speechless	speechless	NN
37060	8685	12	.	.	.
37060	8686	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8686	2	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	8686	3	what	what	WP
37060	8686	4	people	people	NNS
37060	8686	5	think	think	VBP
37060	8686	6	;	;	:
37060	8686	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8686	8	wear	wear	VBP
37060	8686	9	no	no	DT
37060	8686	10	rings	ring	NNS
37060	8686	11	...	...	:
37060	8686	12	oh	oh	UH
37060	8686	13	well	well	UH
37060	8686	14	,	,	,
37060	8686	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8686	16	know	know	VBP
37060	8686	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8686	18	'm	be	VBP
37060	8686	19	straight	straight	JJ
37060	8686	20	!	!	.
37060	8687	1	That	that	DT
37060	8687	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	8687	3	what	what	WP
37060	8687	4	counts	count	VBZ
37060	8687	5	.	.	.
37060	8688	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8688	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	8688	3	enjoying	enjoy	VBG
37060	8688	4	the	the	DT
37060	8688	5	sheepskin	sheepskin	NN
37060	8688	6	rug	rug	NN
37060	8688	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8688	8	bought	buy	VBD
37060	8688	9	in	in	IN
37060	8688	10	Estes	Estes	NNP
37060	8688	11	Park	Park	NNP
37060	8688	12	.	.	.
37060	8689	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8689	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	8689	3	gorgeous	gorgeous	JJ
37060	8689	4	!	!	.
37060	8690	1	Traces	trace	NNS
37060	8690	2	Of	of	IN
37060	8690	3	Autumn	Autumn	NNP
37060	8690	4	Autumn	Autumn	NNP
37060	8690	5	plays	play	VBZ
37060	8690	6	no	no	DT
37060	8690	7	timid	timid	JJ
37060	8690	8	song	song	NN
37060	8690	9	And	and	CC
37060	8690	10	wears	wear	VBZ
37060	8690	11	no	no	DT
37060	8690	12	modest	modest	JJ
37060	8690	13	vestment	vestment	NN
37060	8690	14	,	,	,
37060	8690	15	Flourishing	flourish	VBG
37060	8690	16	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8690	17	last	last	JJ
37060	8690	18	hurrah	hurrah	NN
37060	8690	19	Before	before	IN
37060	8690	20	a	a	DT
37060	8690	21	restful	restful	JJ
37060	8690	22	interlude	interlude	NN
37060	8690	23	.	.	.
37060	8691	1	Dying	die	VBG
37060	8691	2	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	8691	3	fall	fall	VBP
37060	8691	4	to	to	IN
37060	8691	5	the	the	DT
37060	8691	6	ground	ground	NN
37060	8691	7	,	,	,
37060	8691	8	Whispering	whisper	VBG
37060	8691	9	in	in	IN
37060	8691	10	the	the	DT
37060	8691	11	gentle	gentle	JJ
37060	8691	12	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	8691	13	To	to	TO
37060	8691	14	haunt	haunt	VB
37060	8691	15	the	the	DT
37060	8691	16	heels	heel	NNS
37060	8691	17	of	of	IN
37060	8691	18	passers	passer	NNS
37060	8691	19	-	-	HYPH
37060	8691	20	by	by	IN
37060	8691	21	And	and	CC
37060	8691	22	gossip	gossip	NN
37060	8691	23	to	to	IN
37060	8691	24	the	the	DT
37060	8691	25	cold	cold	JJ
37060	8691	26	north	north	NN
37060	8691	27	winds	wind	NNS
37060	8691	28	.	.	.
37060	8692	1	The	the	DT
37060	8692	2	sweetly	sweetly	RB
37060	8692	3	reminiscent	reminiscent	JJ
37060	8692	4	smell	smell	NN
37060	8692	5	Born	bear	VBN
37060	8692	6	of	of	IN
37060	8692	7	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	8692	8	now	now	RB
37060	8692	9	laid	lay	VBN
37060	8692	10	to	to	TO
37060	8692	11	rest	rest	VB
37060	8692	12	Permeates	permeate	NNS
37060	8692	13	the	the	DT
37060	8692	14	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	8692	15	air	air	NN
37060	8692	16	And	and	CC
37060	8692	17	bids	bid	VBZ
37060	8692	18	the	the	DT
37060	8692	19	traveler	traveler	NN
37060	8692	20	raise	raise	VB
37060	8692	21	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8692	22	head	head	NN
37060	8692	23	To	to	TO
37060	8692	24	breathe	breathe	VB
37060	8692	25	the	the	DT
37060	8692	26	singular	singular	JJ
37060	8692	27	perfume	perfume	NN
37060	8692	28	Before	before	IN
37060	8692	29	the	the	DT
37060	8692	30	icy	icy	NN
37060	8692	31	gales	gale	NNS
37060	8692	32	of	of	IN
37060	8692	33	winter	winter	NN
37060	8692	34	Rob	rob	VB
37060	8692	35	all	all	DT
37060	8692	36	traces	trace	NNS
37060	8692	37	of	of	IN
37060	8692	38	this	this	DT
37060	8692	39	heady	heady	JJ
37060	8692	40	scent	scent	NN
37060	8692	41	,	,	,
37060	8692	42	Left	leave	VBD
37060	8692	43	to	to	TO
37060	8692	44	linger	linger	VB
37060	8692	45	only	only	RB
37060	8692	46	in	in	IN
37060	8692	47	the	the	DT
37060	8692	48	mind	mind	NN
37060	8692	49	With	with	IN
37060	8692	50	autumns	autumn	NNS
37060	8692	51	passed	pass	VBN
37060	8692	52	and	and	CC
37060	8692	53	indistinct	indistinct	NNP
37060	8692	54	.	.	.
37060	8693	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8693	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8693	3	October	October	NNP
37060	8693	4	14	14	CD
37060	8693	5	,	,	,
37060	8693	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8693	7	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	8693	8	19	19	CD
37060	8693	9	,	,	,
37060	8693	10	1984	1984	CD
37060	8693	11	...	...	NFP
37060	8694	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8694	2	took	take	VBD
37060	8694	3	a	a	DT
37060	8694	4	drive	drive	NN
37060	8694	5	but	but	CC
37060	8694	6	was	be	VBD
37060	8694	7	fearful	fearful	JJ
37060	8694	8	of	of	IN
37060	8694	9	stopping	stop	VBG
37060	8694	10	to	to	TO
37060	8694	11	take	take	VB
37060	8694	12	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	8694	13	while	while	IN
37060	8694	14	alone	alone	RB
37060	8694	15	...	...	:
37060	8694	16	what	what	WDT
37060	8694	17	a	a	DT
37060	8694	18	chicken	chicken	NN
37060	8694	19	.	.	.
37060	8695	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8695	2	Beauty	Beauty	NNP
37060	8695	3	Book	Book	NNP
37060	8695	4	order	order	NN
37060	8695	5	came	come	VBD
37060	8695	6	.	.	.
37060	8696	1	Everything	everything	NN
37060	8696	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8696	3	nice	nice	JJ
37060	8696	4	;	;	:
37060	8696	5	items	item	NNS
37060	8696	6	will	will	MD
37060	8696	7	make	make	VB
37060	8696	8	perfect	perfect	JJ
37060	8696	9	gifts	gift	NNS
37060	8696	10	.	.	.
37060	8697	1	Destiny	destiny	NN
37060	8697	2	Though	though	IN
37060	8697	3	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	8697	4	weaves	weave	VBZ
37060	8697	5	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8697	6	image	image	NN
37060	8697	7	With	with	IN
37060	8697	8	an	an	DT
37060	8697	9	all	all	RB
37060	8697	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	8697	11	pervasive	pervasive	JJ
37060	8697	12	air	air	NN
37060	8697	13	,	,	,
37060	8697	14	Encompassing	encompass	VBG
37060	8697	15	one	one	PRP
37060	8697	16	's	's	POS
37060	8697	17	senses	sense	NNS
37060	8697	18	in	in	IN
37060	8697	19	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8697	20	splash	splash	NN
37060	8697	21	of	of	IN
37060	8697	22	brilliant	brilliant	JJ
37060	8697	23	color	color	NN
37060	8697	24	and	and	CC
37060	8697	25	the	the	DT
37060	8697	26	rustling	rustling	NN
37060	8697	27	of	of	IN
37060	8697	28	the	the	DT
37060	8697	29	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	8697	30	...	...	:
37060	8697	31	in	in	IN
37060	8697	32	the	the	DT
37060	8697	33	scent	scent	NN
37060	8697	34	of	of	IN
37060	8697	35	drying	dry	VBG
37060	8697	36	foliage	foliage	NN
37060	8697	37	blowing	blow	VBG
37060	8697	38	freely	freely	RB
37060	8697	39	through	through	IN
37060	8697	40	the	the	DT
37060	8697	41	trees	tree	NNS
37060	8697	42	...	...	NFP
37060	8697	43	and	and	CC
37060	8697	44	the	the	DT
37060	8697	45	taste	taste	NN
37060	8697	46	of	of	IN
37060	8697	47	ruby	ruby	NNP
37060	8697	48	apples	apple	NNS
37060	8697	49	and	and	CC
37060	8697	50	the	the	DT
37060	8697	51	crispness	crispness	NN
37060	8697	52	of	of	IN
37060	8697	53	the	the	DT
37060	8697	54	wind	wind	NN
37060	8697	55	,	,	,
37060	8697	56	The	the	DT
37060	8697	57	barren	barren	JJ
37060	8697	58	months	month	NNS
37060	8697	59	which	which	WDT
37060	8697	60	lie	lie	VBP
37060	8697	61	ahead	ahead	RB
37060	8697	62	Touch	Touch	NNP
37060	8697	63	upon	upon	IN
37060	8697	64	one	one	PRP
37060	8697	65	's	's	POS
37060	8697	66	very	very	JJ
37060	8697	67	soul	soul	NN
37060	8697	68	;	;	:
37060	8697	69	The	the	DT
37060	8697	70	slanting	slant	VBG
37060	8697	71	sun	sun	NN
37060	8697	72	sets	set	VBZ
37060	8697	73	trees	tree	NNS
37060	8697	74	aglow	aglow	VBP
37060	8697	75	,	,	,
37060	8697	76	Their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8697	77	leaves	leave	VBZ
37060	8697	78	a	a	DT
37060	8697	79	restless	restless	JJ
37060	8697	80	fire	fire	NN
37060	8697	81	Kept	keep	VBN
37060	8697	82	alive	alive	JJ
37060	8697	83	by	by	IN
37060	8697	84	northern	northern	JJ
37060	8697	85	winds	wind	NNS
37060	8697	86	until	until	IN
37060	8697	87	,	,	,
37060	8697	88	As	as	IN
37060	8697	89	embers	ember	NNS
37060	8697	90	blackened	blacken	VBN
37060	8697	91	by	by	IN
37060	8697	92	the	the	DT
37060	8697	93	flames	flame	NNS
37060	8697	94	of	of	IN
37060	8697	95	yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	8697	96	,	,	,
37060	8697	97	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8697	98	tumble	tumble	VBP
37060	8697	99	to	to	IN
37060	8697	100	the	the	DT
37060	8697	101	ground	ground	NN
37060	8697	102	...	...	.
37060	8698	1	Carpeting	carpet	VBG
37060	8698	2	the	the	DT
37060	8698	3	well	well	RB
37060	8698	4	-	-	HYPH
37060	8698	5	clipped	clip	VBN
37060	8698	6	lawns	lawn	NNS
37060	8698	7	And	and	CC
37060	8698	8	waiting	wait	VBG
37060	8698	9	for	for	IN
37060	8698	10	the	the	DT
37060	8698	11	icy	icy	NN
37060	8698	12	hand	hand	NN
37060	8698	13	That	that	DT
37060	8698	14	shall	shall	MD
37060	8698	15	transform	transform	VB
37060	8698	16	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8698	17	shape	shape	NN
37060	8698	18	to	to	IN
37060	8698	19	dust	dust	NN
37060	8698	20	.	.	.
37060	8699	1	Like	like	IN
37060	8699	2	the	the	DT
37060	8699	3	child	child	NN
37060	8699	4	who	who	WP
37060	8699	5	aged	age	VBD
37060	8699	6	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	8699	7	A	a	DT
37060	8699	8	once	once	RB
37060	8699	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	8699	10	beloved	beloved	JJ
37060	8699	11	bear	bear	NN
37060	8699	12	,	,	,
37060	8699	13	Leaves	Leaves	NNPS
37060	8699	14	--	--	:
37060	8699	15	uniform	uniform	VBP
37060	8699	16	as	as	IN
37060	8699	17	paper	paper	NN
37060	8699	18	dolls	doll	NNS
37060	8699	19	Cut	Cut	NNP
37060	8699	20	by	by	IN
37060	8699	21	fingers	finger	NNS
37060	8699	22	deft	deft	VBN
37060	8699	23	and	and	CC
37060	8699	24	sure--	sure--	NNP
37060	8699	25	Casually	Casually	NNP
37060	8699	26	are	be	VBP
37060	8699	27	flung	fling	VBN
37060	8699	28	aside	aside	RP
37060	8699	29	As	as	IN
37060	8699	30	if	if	IN
37060	8699	31	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8699	32	purpose	purpose	NN
37060	8699	33	has	have	VBZ
37060	8699	34	expired	expire	VBN
37060	8699	35	.	.	.
37060	8700	1	Quietly	quietly	RB
37060	8700	2	a	a	DT
37060	8700	3	funeral	funeral	NN
37060	8700	4	dirge	dirge	NN
37060	8700	5	Mourns	Mourns	NNP
37060	8700	6	balefully	balefully	RB
37060	8700	7	amid	amid	IN
37060	8700	8	the	the	DT
37060	8700	9	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	8700	10	,	,	,
37060	8700	11	Heard	hear	VBN
37060	8700	12	by	by	IN
37060	8700	13	all	all	DT
37060	8700	14	and	and	CC
37060	8700	15	yet	yet	RB
37060	8700	16	ignored	ignore	VBN
37060	8700	17	As	as	IN
37060	8700	18	if	if	IN
37060	8700	19	death	death	NN
37060	8700	20	denied	deny	VBN
37060	8700	21	may	may	MD
37060	8700	22	not	not	RB
37060	8700	23	unfold	unfold	VB
37060	8700	24	.	.	.
37060	8701	1	So	so	CC
37060	8701	2	silently	silently	RB
37060	8701	3	the	the	DT
37060	8701	4	coldness	coldness	NN
37060	8701	5	seeps	seep	VBZ
37060	8701	6	Into	into	IN
37060	8701	7	the	the	DT
37060	8701	8	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	8701	9	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	8701	10	And	and	CC
37060	8701	11	birds	bird	NNS
37060	8701	12	fall	fall	VBP
37060	8701	13	mute	mute	JJ
37060	8701	14	before	before	IN
37060	8701	15	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8701	16	touch	touch	NN
37060	8701	17	So	so	IN
37060	8701	18	one	one	PRP
37060	8701	19	might	may	MD
37060	8701	20	think	think	VB
37060	8701	21	the	the	DT
37060	8701	22	very	very	JJ
37060	8701	23	chill	chill	NN
37060	8701	24	Had	have	VBD
37060	8701	25	robbed	rob	VBN
37060	8701	26	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8701	27	throaty	throaty	NN
37060	8701	28	cries	cry	NNS
37060	8701	29	.	.	.
37060	8702	1	No	no	DT
37060	8702	2	more	more	JJR
37060	8702	3	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	8702	4	cling	cling	VBP
37060	8702	5	to	to	IN
37060	8702	6	the	the	DT
37060	8702	7	trees	tree	NNS
37060	8702	8	,	,	,
37060	8702	9	Making	make	VBG
37060	8702	10	idle	idle	JJ
37060	8702	11	chatter	chatter	NN
37060	8702	12	,	,	,
37060	8702	13	For	for	IN
37060	8702	14	winter	winter	NN
37060	8702	15	siezed	sieze	VBD
37060	8702	16	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8702	17	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	8702	18	voice	voice	NN
37060	8702	19	And	and	CC
37060	8702	20	hid	hide	VBD
37060	8702	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8702	22	deep	deep	RB
37060	8702	23	,	,	,
37060	8702	24	'	'	''
37060	8702	25	neath	neath	NNP
37060	8702	26	frosty	frosty	JJ
37060	8702	27	snow	snow	NN
37060	8702	28	.	.	.
37060	8703	1	Silence	silence	NN
37060	8703	2	reigns	reign	VBZ
37060	8703	3	ov'r	ov'r	NNS
37060	8703	4	one	one	CD
37060	8703	5	and	and	CC
37060	8703	6	all	all	DT
37060	8703	7	While	while	IN
37060	8703	8	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	8703	9	converge	converge	VBP
37060	8703	10	in	in	IN
37060	8703	11	murky	murky	JJ
37060	8703	12	skies	sky	NNS
37060	8703	13	;	;	:
37060	8703	14	Death	death	NN
37060	8703	15	obscures	obscure	VBZ
37060	8703	16	ones	one	VBZ
37060	8703	17	vision	vision	NN
37060	8703	18	To	to	IN
37060	8703	19	a	a	DT
37060	8703	20	darkly	darkly	JJ
37060	8703	21	shade	shade	NN
37060	8703	22	of	of	IN
37060	8703	23	gray	gray	NN
37060	8703	24	,	,	,
37060	8703	25	And	and	CC
37060	8703	26	yet	yet	RB
37060	8703	27	in	in	IN
37060	8703	28	time	time	NN
37060	8703	29	,	,	,
37060	8703	30	the	the	DT
37060	8703	31	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	8703	32	recede	recede	VBP
37060	8703	33	,	,	,
37060	8703	34	Rendering	render	VBG
37060	8703	35	warm	warm	JJ
37060	8703	36	the	the	DT
37060	8703	37	gloom	gloom	NN
37060	8703	38	-	-	HYPH
37060	8703	39	filled	fill	VBN
37060	8703	40	heart	heart	NN
37060	8703	41	And	and	CC
37060	8703	42	purging	purge	VBG
37060	8703	43	sorrow	sorrow	NN
37060	8703	44	from	from	IN
37060	8703	45	the	the	DT
37060	8703	46	mind	mind	NN
37060	8703	47	.	.	.
37060	8704	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8704	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8704	3	October	October	NNP
37060	8704	4	21	21	CD
37060	8704	5	,	,	,
37060	8704	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8704	7	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	8704	8	22	22	CD
37060	8704	9	,	,	,
37060	8704	10	1984	1984	CD
37060	8704	11	...	...	.
37060	8705	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8705	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8705	3	a	a	DT
37060	8705	4	great	great	JJ
37060	8705	5	day	day	NN
37060	8705	6	,	,	,
37060	8705	7	until	until	IN
37060	8705	8	after	after	IN
37060	8705	9	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	8705	10	.	.	.
37060	8706	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8706	2	got	get	VBD
37060	8706	3	sick	sick	JJ
37060	8706	4	...	...	NFP
37060	8706	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8706	6	was	be	VBD
37060	8706	7	extra	extra	JJ
37060	8706	8	discouraging	discouraging	JJ
37060	8706	9	when	when	WRB
37060	8706	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8706	11	realized	realize	VBD
37060	8706	12	the	the	DT
37060	8706	13	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	8706	14	day	day	NN
37060	8706	15	was	be	VBD
37060	8706	16	passing	pass	VBG
37060	8706	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8706	18	by	by	RB
37060	8706	19	.	.	.
37060	8707	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8707	2	finally	finally	RB
37060	8707	3	settled	settle	VBD
37060	8707	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8707	5	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	8707	6	and	and	CC
37060	8707	7	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8707	8	and	and	CC
37060	8707	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8707	10	drove	drive	VBD
37060	8707	11	on	on	IN
37060	8707	12	some	some	DT
37060	8707	13	rural	rural	JJ
37060	8707	14	roads	road	NNS
37060	8707	15	.	.	.
37060	8708	1	Later	later	RB
37060	8708	2	,	,	,
37060	8708	3	while	while	IN
37060	8708	4	in	in	IN
37060	8708	5	the	the	DT
37060	8708	6	safety	safety	NN
37060	8708	7	of	of	IN
37060	8708	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8708	9	home	home	NN
37060	8708	10	,	,	,
37060	8708	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8708	12	had	have	VBD
37060	8708	13	the	the	DT
37060	8708	14	runs	run	NNS
37060	8708	15	.	.	.
37060	8709	1	...	...	NFP
37060	8710	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	8710	2	when	when	WRB
37060	8710	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8710	4	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8710	5	so	so	RB
37060	8710	6	sick	sick	JJ
37060	8710	7	,	,	,
37060	8710	8	so	so	RB
37060	8710	9	lousy	lousy	JJ
37060	8710	10	,	,	,
37060	8710	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8710	12	cry	cry	VBP
37060	8710	13	...	...	NFP
37060	8710	14	but	but	CC
37060	8710	15	this	this	DT
37060	8710	16	time	time	NN
37060	8710	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8710	18	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8710	19	too	too	RB
37060	8710	20	sick	sick	JJ
37060	8710	21	to	to	TO
37060	8710	22	make	make	VB
37060	8710	23	the	the	DT
37060	8710	24	effort	effort	NN
37060	8710	25	...	...	:
37060	8710	26	so	so	CC
37060	8710	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8710	28	just	just	RB
37060	8710	29	sit	sit	VBP
37060	8710	30	.	.	.
37060	8711	1	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	8711	2	24	24	CD
37060	8711	3	,	,	,
37060	8711	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8711	5	...	...	.
37060	8712	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8712	2	and	and	CC
37060	8712	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8712	4	took	take	VBD
37060	8712	5	a	a	DT
37060	8712	6	drive	drive	NN
37060	8712	7	to	to	IN
37060	8712	8	Loud	Loud	NNP
37060	8712	9	Thunder	Thunder	NNP
37060	8712	10	.	.	.
37060	8713	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8713	2	took	take	VBD
37060	8713	3	some	some	DT
37060	8713	4	pictures	picture	NNS
37060	8713	5	...	...	NFP
37060	8713	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8713	7	was	be	VBD
37060	8713	8	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	8713	9	out	out	RP
37060	8713	10	.	.	.
37060	8714	1	There	there	EX
37060	8714	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8714	3	a	a	DT
37060	8714	4	stick	stick	NN
37060	8714	5	bug	bug	NN
37060	8714	6	on	on	IN
37060	8714	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8714	8	...	...	:
37060	8714	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8714	10	're	be	VBP
37060	8714	11	strange	strange	JJ
37060	8714	12	little	little	JJ
37060	8714	13	creatures	creature	NNS
37060	8714	14	.	.	.
37060	8715	1	Later	later	RBR
37060	8715	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8715	3	drove	drive	VBD
37060	8715	4	to	to	IN
37060	8715	5	Petersen	Petersen	NNP
37060	8715	6	Park	Park	NNP
37060	8715	7	.	.	.
37060	8716	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8716	2	suggested	suggest	VBD
37060	8716	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8716	4	write	write	VBP
37060	8716	5	a	a	DT
37060	8716	6	poem	poem	NN
37060	8716	7	about	about	IN
37060	8716	8	the	the	DT
37060	8716	9	man	man	NN
37060	8716	10	who	who	WP
37060	8716	11	was	be	VBD
37060	8716	12	using	use	VBG
37060	8716	13	one	one	CD
37060	8716	14	of	of	IN
37060	8716	15	those	those	DT
37060	8716	16	metal	metal	NN
37060	8716	17	detectors	detector	NNS
37060	8716	18	.	.	.
37060	8717	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8717	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8717	3	the	the	DT
37060	8717	4	inspiration	inspiration	NN
37060	8717	5	;	;	:
37060	8717	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8717	7	did	do	VBD
37060	8717	8	so	so	RB
37060	8717	9	,	,	,
37060	8717	10	once	once	RB
37060	8717	11	home	home	RB
37060	8717	12	...	...	:
37060	8717	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8717	14	like	like	VBP
37060	8717	15	the	the	DT
37060	8717	16	poem	poem	NN
37060	8717	17	.	.	.
37060	8718	1	Copper	copper	NN
37060	8718	2	Pennies	penny	NNS
37060	8718	3	,	,	,
37060	8718	4	Golden	Golden	NNP
37060	8718	5	Leaves	leave	VBZ
37060	8718	6	An	an	DT
37060	8718	7	old	old	JJ
37060	8718	8	man	man	NN
37060	8718	9	strolled	stroll	VBD
37060	8718	10	through	through	IN
37060	8718	11	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	8718	12	leaves	leave	VBZ
37060	8718	13	Waving	wave	VBG
37060	8718	14	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	8718	15	'	'	''
37060	8718	16	fore	fore	IN
37060	8718	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8718	18	path	path	NN
37060	8718	19	A	a	DT
37060	8718	20	wand	wand	NN
37060	8718	21	to	to	TO
37060	8718	22	guide	guide	VB
37060	8718	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8718	24	watchful	watchful	JJ
37060	8718	25	steps	step	NNS
37060	8718	26	.	.	.
37060	8719	1	Were	be	VBD
37060	8719	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8719	3	not	not	RB
37060	8719	4	for	for	IN
37060	8719	5	earphones	earphone	NNS
37060	8719	6	Clapped	clap	VBN
37060	8719	7	upon	upon	IN
37060	8719	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8719	9	graying	gray	VBG
37060	8719	10	head	head	NN
37060	8719	11	And	and	CC
37060	8719	12	a	a	DT
37060	8719	13	tiny	tiny	JJ
37060	8719	14	garden	garden	NN
37060	8719	15	spade	spade	NN
37060	8719	16	Warming	Warming	NNP
37060	8719	17	in	in	IN
37060	8719	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8719	19	gnarled	gnarled	JJ
37060	8719	20	hand	hand	NN
37060	8719	21	,	,	,
37060	8719	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8719	23	'd	'd	MD
37060	8719	24	have	have	VB
37060	8719	25	thought	think	VBN
37060	8719	26	the	the	DT
37060	8719	27	man	man	NN
37060	8719	28	was	be	VBD
37060	8719	29	blind	blind	JJ
37060	8719	30	;	;	:
37060	8719	31	Yet	yet	CC
37060	8719	32	blind	blind	JJ
37060	8719	33	this	this	DT
37060	8719	34	man	man	NN
37060	8719	35	might	may	MD
37060	8719	36	well	well	RB
37060	8719	37	have	have	VB
37060	8719	38	been	be	VBN
37060	8719	39	For	for	IN
37060	8719	40	all	all	DT
37060	8719	41	that	that	WDT
37060	8719	42	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8719	43	refused	refuse	VBD
37060	8719	44	to	to	TO
37060	8719	45	see	see	VB
37060	8719	46	;	;	:
37060	8719	47	With	with	IN
37060	8719	48	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	8719	49	feasted	feast	VBN
37060	8719	50	on	on	IN
37060	8719	51	the	the	DT
37060	8719	52	ground	ground	NN
37060	8719	53	,	,	,
37060	8719	54	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8719	55	looked	look	VBD
37060	8719	56	for	for	IN
37060	8719	57	copper	copper	NN
37060	8719	58	,	,	,
37060	8719	59	bronze	bronze	NN
37060	8719	60	,	,	,
37060	8719	61	and	and	CC
37060	8719	62	gold	gold	NN
37060	8719	63	.	.	.
37060	8720	1	A	a	DT
37060	8720	2	rusted	rust	VBN
37060	8720	3	bauble	bauble	NN
37060	8720	4	on	on	IN
37060	8720	5	a	a	DT
37060	8720	6	chain	chain	NN
37060	8720	7	,	,	,
37060	8720	8	And	and	CC
37060	8720	9	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8720	10	,	,	,
37060	8720	11	some	some	DT
37060	8720	12	pocket	pocket	NN
37060	8720	13	change	change	NN
37060	8720	14	Lying	Lying	NNP
37060	8720	15	'	'	''
37060	8720	16	neath	neath	NN
37060	8720	17	the	the	DT
37060	8720	18	colored	colored	JJ
37060	8720	19	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	8720	20	Was	be	VBD
37060	8720	21	an	an	DT
37060	8720	22	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	8720	23	's	's	POS
37060	8720	24	hoard	hoard	NN
37060	8720	25	...	...	.
37060	8720	26	And	and	CC
37060	8720	27	a	a	DT
37060	8720	28	splendid	splendid	JJ
37060	8720	29	reward	reward	NN
37060	8720	30	...	...	.
37060	8720	31	For	for	IN
37060	8720	32	several	several	JJ
37060	8720	33	hours	hour	NNS
37060	8720	34	spent	spend	VBN
37060	8720	35	With	with	IN
37060	8720	36	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8720	37	back	back	NN
37060	8720	38	bent	bent	NN
37060	8720	39	to	to	IN
37060	8720	40	the	the	DT
37060	8720	41	sun	sun	NN
37060	8720	42	.	.	.
37060	8721	1	'	'	``
37060	8721	2	Twas	Twas	NNP
37060	8721	3	a	a	DT
37060	8721	4	shame	shame	NN
37060	8721	5	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8721	6	could	could	MD
37060	8721	7	not	not	RB
37060	8721	8	see	see	VB
37060	8721	9	The	the	DT
37060	8721	10	wealth	wealth	NN
37060	8721	11	amid	amid	IN
37060	8721	12	the	the	DT
37060	8721	13	shining	shine	VBG
37060	8721	14	trees	tree	NNS
37060	8721	15	...	...	:
37060	8722	1	The	the	DT
37060	8722	2	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	8722	3	turned	turn	VBD
37060	8722	4	golden	golden	JJ
37060	8722	5	by	by	IN
37060	8722	6	the	the	DT
37060	8722	7	sun	sun	NN
37060	8722	8	Falling	fall	VBG
37060	8722	9	near	near	IN
37060	8722	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8722	11	outstretched	outstretched	JJ
37060	8722	12	wand	wand	NN
37060	8722	13	Yet	yet	RB
37060	8722	14	of	of	IN
37060	8722	15	no	no	DT
37060	8722	16	value	value	NN
37060	8722	17	in	in	IN
37060	8722	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8722	19	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	8722	20	.	.	.
37060	8723	1	After	after	IN
37060	8723	2	all	all	PDT
37060	8723	3	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8723	4	sightless	sightless	NN
37060	8723	5	quests	quest	NNS
37060	8723	6	Are	be	VBP
37060	8723	7	only	only	RB
37060	8723	8	shreds	shred	NNS
37060	8723	9	of	of	IN
37060	8723	10	memory	memory	NN
37060	8723	11	,	,	,
37060	8723	12	This	this	DT
37060	8723	13	man	man	NN
37060	8723	14	shall	shall	MD
37060	8723	15	have	have	VB
37060	8723	16	no	no	DT
37060	8723	17	hoard	hoard	NN
37060	8723	18	of	of	IN
37060	8723	19	wealth	wealth	NN
37060	8723	20	...	...	.
37060	8723	21	Only	only	JJ
37060	8723	22	pennies	penny	NNS
37060	8723	23	in	in	IN
37060	8723	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8723	25	hand	hand	NN
37060	8723	26	.	.	.
37060	8724	1	The	the	DT
37060	8724	2	golden	golden	JJ
37060	8724	3	fragments	fragment	NNS
37060	8724	4	in	in	IN
37060	8724	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8724	6	mind	mind	NN
37060	8724	7	Are	be	VBP
37060	8724	8	wealth	wealth	NN
37060	8724	9	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	8724	10	an	an	DT
37060	8724	11	earthly	earthly	JJ
37060	8724	12	price	price	NN
37060	8724	13	;	;	:
37060	8724	14	For	for	IN
37060	8724	15	ten	ten	CD
37060	8724	16	million	million	CD
37060	8724	17	copper	copper	NN
37060	8724	18	pennies	penny	NNS
37060	8724	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8724	20	'd	'd	MD
37060	8724	21	not	not	RB
37060	8724	22	trade	trade	VB
37060	8724	23	a	a	DT
37060	8724	24	single	single	JJ
37060	8724	25	thought	thought	NN
37060	8724	26	.	.	.
37060	8725	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8725	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8725	3	October	October	NNP
37060	8725	4	24	24	CD
37060	8725	5	,	,	,
37060	8725	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8725	7	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	8725	8	25	25	CD
37060	8725	9	,	,	,
37060	8725	10	1984	1984	CD
37060	8725	11	...	...	NFP
37060	8726	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8726	2	made	make	VBD
37060	8726	3	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	8726	4	and	and	CC
37060	8726	5	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8726	6	's	's	POS
37060	8726	7	bed	bed	NN
37060	8726	8	,	,	,
37060	8726	9	but	but	CC
37060	8726	10	neither	neither	DT
37060	8726	11	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	8726	12	to	to	TO
37060	8726	13	take	take	VB
37060	8726	14	note	note	NN
37060	8726	15	.	.	.
37060	8727	1	That	that	DT
37060	8727	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	8727	3	OK	ok	JJ
37060	8727	4	,	,	,
37060	8727	5	each	each	DT
37060	8727	6	probably	probably	RB
37060	8727	7	thought	think	VBD
37060	8727	8	the	the	DT
37060	8727	9	other	other	JJ
37060	8727	10	did	do	VBD
37060	8727	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8727	12	!	!	.
37060	8728	1	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	8728	2	31	31	CD
37060	8728	3	,	,	,
37060	8728	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8728	5	...	...	.
37060	8729	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8729	2	love	love	VBP
37060	8729	3	Halloween	Halloween	NNP
37060	8729	4	...	...	:
37060	8730	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8730	2	carved	carve	VBD
37060	8730	3	two	two	CD
37060	8730	4	pumpkins	pumpkin	NNS
37060	8730	5	after	after	IN
37060	8730	6	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8730	7	cleaned	clean	VBD
37060	8730	8	out	out	RP
37060	8730	9	the	the	DT
37060	8730	10	internals	internal	NNS
37060	8730	11	for	for	IN
37060	8730	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8730	13	.	.	.
37060	8731	1	Sick	sick	JJ
37060	8731	2	,	,	,
37060	8731	3	sick	sick	JJ
37060	8731	4	,	,	,
37060	8731	5	sick	sick	JJ
37060	8731	6	after	after	IN
37060	8731	7	supper	supper	NN
37060	8731	8	;	;	:
37060	8731	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8731	10	get	get	VBP
37060	8731	11	so	so	RB
37060	8731	12	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	8731	13	.	.	.
37060	8732	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8732	2	decided	decide	VBD
37060	8732	3	to	to	TO
37060	8732	4	write	write	VB
37060	8732	5	a	a	DT
37060	8732	6	poem	poem	NN
37060	8732	7	;	;	:
37060	8732	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8732	9	wanted	want	VBD
37060	8732	10	to	to	TO
37060	8732	11	cry	cry	VB
37060	8732	12	,	,	,
37060	8732	13	but	but	CC
37060	8732	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8732	15	would	would	MD
37060	8732	16	've	have	VB
37060	8732	17	taken	take	VBN
37060	8732	18	too	too	RB
37060	8732	19	much	much	JJ
37060	8732	20	effort	effort	NN
37060	8732	21	.	.	.
37060	8733	1	Time	time	NN
37060	8733	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8733	3	better	well	RBR
37060	8733	4	spent	spend	VBN
37060	8733	5	writing	writing	NN
37060	8733	6	.	.	.
37060	8734	1	Yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	8734	2	's	's	POS
37060	8734	3	Dreams	Dreams	NNP
37060	8734	4	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8734	5	heart	heart	NN
37060	8734	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	8734	7	filled	fill	VBN
37060	8734	8	with	with	IN
37060	8734	9	salty	salty	JJ
37060	8734	10	tears	tear	NNS
37060	8734	11	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8734	12	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	8734	13	shall	shall	MD
37060	8734	14	never	never	RB
37060	8734	15	shed	shed	VB
37060	8734	16	And	and	CC
37060	8734	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8734	18	mind	mind	NN
37060	8734	19	reflects	reflect	VBZ
37060	8734	20	the	the	DT
37060	8734	21	many	many	JJ
37060	8734	22	roads	road	NNS
37060	8734	23	These	these	DT
37060	8734	24	feet	foot	NNS
37060	8734	25	will	will	MD
37060	8734	26	never	never	RB
37060	8734	27	tread	tread	VB
37060	8734	28	...	...	.
37060	8734	29	Forgotten	forget	VBN
37060	8734	30	and	and	CC
37060	8734	31	exhausted	exhausted	JJ
37060	8734	32	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	8734	33	And	and	CC
37060	8734	34	those	those	DT
37060	8734	35	that	that	WDT
37060	8734	36	can	can	MD
37060	8734	37	not	not	RB
37060	8734	38	come	come	VB
37060	8734	39	to	to	IN
37060	8734	40	life	life	NN
37060	8734	41	Are	be	VBP
37060	8734	42	buried	bury	VBN
37060	8734	43	like	like	IN
37060	8734	44	the	the	DT
37060	8734	45	husband	husband	NN
37060	8734	46	Of	of	IN
37060	8734	47	a	a	DT
37060	8734	48	newly	newly	RB
37060	8734	49	widowed	widow	VBN
37060	8734	50	wife	wife	NN
37060	8734	51	;	;	:
37060	8734	52	So	so	CC
37060	8734	53	while	while	IN
37060	8734	54	the	the	DT
37060	8734	55	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	8734	56	of	of	IN
37060	8734	57	yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	8734	58	Shall	Shall	NNP
37060	8734	59	never	never	RB
37060	8734	60	be	be	VB
37060	8734	61	exhumed	exhume	VBN
37060	8734	62	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8734	63	those	those	DT
37060	8734	64	of	of	IN
37060	8734	65	tomorrow	tomorrow	NN
37060	8734	66	Shall	Shall	MD
37060	8734	67	defeat	defeat	VB
37060	8734	68	the	the	DT
37060	8734	69	moldering	moldering	NN
37060	8734	70	tomb	tomb	NN
37060	8734	71	.	.	.
37060	8735	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8735	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8735	3	October	October	NNP
37060	8735	4	31	31	CD
37060	8735	5	,	,	,
37060	8735	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8735	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8735	8	've	have	VB
37060	8735	9	been	be	VBN
37060	8735	10	thinking	think	VBG
37060	8735	11	about	about	IN
37060	8735	12	Halloween	Halloween	NNP
37060	8735	13	as	as	IN
37060	8735	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8735	15	knew	know	VBD
37060	8735	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8735	17	.	.	.
37060	8736	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8736	2	loved	love	VBD
37060	8736	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8736	4	so	so	RB
37060	8736	5	,	,	,
37060	8736	6	even	even	RB
37060	8736	7	though	though	IN
37060	8736	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8736	9	did	do	VBD
37060	8736	10	n't	not	RB
37060	8736	11	care	care	VB
37060	8736	12	much	much	JJ
37060	8736	13	for	for	IN
37060	8736	14	the	the	DT
37060	8736	15	candy	candy	NN
37060	8736	16	.	.	.
37060	8737	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8737	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8737	3	n't	not	RB
37060	8737	4	such	such	PDT
37060	8737	5	a	a	DT
37060	8737	6	worry	worry	NN
37060	8737	7	then	then	RB
37060	8737	8	.	.	.
37060	8738	1	Now	now	RB
37060	8738	2	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	8738	3	's	's	POS
37060	8738	4	scared	scared	JJ
37060	8738	5	;	;	:
37060	8738	6	afraid	afraid	JJ
37060	8738	7	some	some	DT
37060	8738	8	weirdo	weirdo	NN
37060	8738	9	will	will	MD
37060	8738	10	put	put	VB
37060	8738	11	a	a	DT
37060	8738	12	pin	pin	NN
37060	8738	13	or	or	CC
37060	8738	14	poison	poison	NN
37060	8738	15	in	in	IN
37060	8738	16	the	the	DT
37060	8738	17	candy	candy	NN
37060	8738	18	.	.	.
37060	8739	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8739	2	even	even	RB
37060	8739	3	X	X	NNS
37060	8739	4	-	-	NN
37060	8739	5	ray	ray	VBP
37060	8739	6	the	the	DT
37060	8739	7	treats	treat	NNS
37060	8739	8	.	.	.
37060	8740	1	Dear	Dear	NNP
37060	8740	2	Abby	Abby	NNP
37060	8740	3	feels	feel	VBZ
37060	8740	4	"	"	``
37060	8740	5	trick	trick	VB
37060	8740	6	or	or	CC
37060	8740	7	treat	treat	VB
37060	8740	8	"	"	''
37060	8740	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	8740	10	a	a	DT
37060	8740	11	threat	threat	NN
37060	8740	12	!	!	.
37060	8741	1	Most	Most	JJS
37060	8741	2	kids	kid	NNS
37060	8741	3	would	would	MD
37060	8741	4	n't	not	RB
37060	8741	5	know	know	VB
37060	8741	6	how	how	WRB
37060	8741	7	to	to	TO
37060	8741	8	trick	trick	VB
37060	8741	9	someone	someone	NN
37060	8741	10	.	.	.
37060	8742	1	.	.	.
37060	8743	1	.	.	.
37060	8744	1	when	when	WRB
37060	8744	2	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8744	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8744	4	a	a	DT
37060	8744	5	kid	kid	NN
37060	8744	6	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8744	7	put	put	VBD
37060	8744	8	entire	entire	JJ
37060	8744	9	hay	hay	NN
37060	8744	10	wagons	wagon	NNS
37060	8744	11	on	on	IN
37060	8744	12	top	top	NN
37060	8744	13	of	of	IN
37060	8744	14	barns	barn	NNS
37060	8744	15	or	or	CC
37060	8744	16	tipped	tip	VBD
37060	8744	17	over	over	IN
37060	8744	18	the	the	DT
37060	8744	19	out	out	JJ
37060	8744	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	8744	21	house	house	NN
37060	8744	22	.	.	.
37060	8745	1	.	.	.
37060	8746	1	.	.	.
37060	8747	1	soaped	soap	VBN
37060	8747	2	windows	window	NNS
37060	8747	3	and	and	CC
37060	8747	4	often	often	RB
37060	8747	5	were	be	VBD
37060	8747	6	dunked	dunk	VBN
37060	8747	7	by	by	IN
37060	8747	8	the	the	DT
37060	8747	9	inhabitants	inhabitant	NNS
37060	8747	10	of	of	IN
37060	8747	11	the	the	DT
37060	8747	12	house	house	NN
37060	8747	13	as	as	IN
37060	8747	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8747	15	stood	stand	VBD
37060	8747	16	under	under	IN
37060	8747	17	an	an	DT
37060	8747	18	upstairs	upstairs	JJ
37060	8747	19	window	window	NN
37060	8747	20	pulling	pull	VBG
37060	8747	21	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8747	22	rat	rat	JJ
37060	8747	23	-	-	HYPH
37060	8747	24	a	a	DT
37060	8747	25	-	-	HYPH
37060	8747	26	tat	tat	NN
37060	8747	27	-	-	HYPH
37060	8747	28	tats	tat	NNS
37060	8747	29	!	!	.
37060	8748	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8748	2	deserved	deserve	VBD
37060	8748	3	the	the	DT
37060	8748	4	cold	cold	JJ
37060	8748	5	soaking	soaking	NN
37060	8748	6	.	.	.
37060	8749	1	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	8749	2	1	1	CD
37060	8749	3	,	,	,
37060	8749	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8749	5	...	...	.
37060	8749	6	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8749	7	stand	stand	NN
37060	8749	8	on	on	IN
37060	8749	9	immigration	immigration	NN
37060	8749	10	,	,	,
37060	8749	11	abortion	abortion	NN
37060	8749	12	,	,	,
37060	8749	13	and	and	CC
37060	8749	14	criminal	criminal	JJ
37060	8749	15	justice	justice	NN
37060	8749	16	would	would	MD
37060	8749	17	probably	probably	RB
37060	8749	18	classify	classify	VB
37060	8749	19	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8749	20	as	as	IN
37060	8749	21	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	8749	22	short	short	JJ
37060	8749	23	of	of	IN
37060	8749	24	an	an	DT
37060	8749	25	inhumane	inhumane	JJ
37060	8749	26	and	and	CC
37060	8749	27	prejudiced	prejudiced	JJ
37060	8749	28	killer	killer	NN
37060	8749	29	.	.	.
37060	8750	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8750	2	have	have	VBP
37060	8750	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8750	4	reasons	reason	NNS
37060	8750	5	,	,	,
37060	8750	6	however	however	RB
37060	8750	7	.	.	.
37060	8751	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8751	2	believe	believe	VBP
37060	8751	3	there	there	EX
37060	8751	4	must	must	MD
37060	8751	5	be	be	VB
37060	8751	6	quality	quality	NN
37060	8751	7	in	in	IN
37060	8751	8	life	life	NN
37060	8751	9	or	or	CC
37060	8751	10	life	life	NN
37060	8751	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	8751	12	simply	simply	RB
37060	8751	13	existence	existence	NN
37060	8751	14	.	.	.
37060	8752	1	Population	population	NN
37060	8752	2	growth	growth	NN
37060	8752	3	hinders	hinder	VBZ
37060	8752	4	peace	peace	NN
37060	8752	5	within	within	IN
37060	8752	6	humanity	humanity	NN
37060	8752	7	,	,	,
37060	8752	8	and	and	CC
37060	8752	9	chaos	chaos	NN
37060	8752	10	results	result	NNS
37060	8752	11	,	,	,
37060	8752	12	not	not	RB
37060	8752	13	happiness	happiness	NN
37060	8752	14	.	.	.
37060	8753	1	Abortion	abortion	NN
37060	8753	2	saves	save	VBZ
37060	8753	3	children	child	NNS
37060	8753	4	from	from	IN
37060	8753	5	neglect	neglect	NNP
37060	8753	6	,	,	,
37060	8753	7	inherited	inherit	VBD
37060	8753	8	negative	negative	JJ
37060	8753	9	patterns	pattern	NNS
37060	8753	10	of	of	IN
37060	8753	11	behavior	behavior	NN
37060	8753	12	such	such	JJ
37060	8753	13	as	as	IN
37060	8753	14	moral	moral	JJ
37060	8753	15	outlook	outlook	NN
37060	8753	16	and	and	CC
37060	8753	17	personality	personality	NN
37060	8753	18	traits	trait	NNS
37060	8753	19	that	that	WDT
37060	8753	20	would	would	MD
37060	8753	21	be	be	VB
37060	8753	22	given	give	VBN
37060	8753	23	from	from	IN
37060	8753	24	the	the	DT
37060	8753	25	mother	mother	NN
37060	8753	26	and	and	CC
37060	8753	27	the	the	DT
37060	8753	28	erstwhile	erstwhile	JJ
37060	8753	29	father	father	NN
37060	8753	30	.	.	.
37060	8754	1	Finally	finally	RB
37060	8754	2	,	,	,
37060	8754	3	one	one	NN
37060	8754	4	who	who	WP
37060	8754	5	violates	violate	VBZ
37060	8754	6	or	or	CC
37060	8754	7	murders	murder	NNS
37060	8754	8	another	another	DT
37060	8754	9	person	person	NN
37060	8754	10	does	do	VBZ
37060	8754	11	not	not	RB
37060	8754	12	deserve	deserve	VB
37060	8754	13	life	life	NN
37060	8754	14	,	,	,
37060	8754	15	for	for	IN
37060	8754	16	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8754	17	gave	give	VBD
37060	8754	18	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8754	19	subject	subject	NN
37060	8754	20	no	no	DT
37060	8754	21	choice	choice	NN
37060	8754	22	;	;	:
37060	8754	23	in	in	IN
37060	8754	24	innocence	innocence	NN
37060	8754	25	the	the	DT
37060	8754	26	victim	victim	NN
37060	8754	27	lost	lose	VBD
37060	8754	28	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8754	29	life	life	NN
37060	8754	30	.	.	.
37060	8755	1	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	8755	2	5	5	CD
37060	8755	3	,	,	,
37060	8755	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8755	5	...	...	NFP
37060	8756	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8756	2	and	and	CC
37060	8756	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8756	4	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	8756	5	an	an	DT
37060	8756	6	amusing	amusing	JJ
37060	8756	7	situation	situation	NN
37060	8756	8	today	today	NN
37060	8756	9	while	while	IN
37060	8756	10	running	run	VBG
37060	8756	11	some	some	DT
37060	8756	12	errands	errand	NNS
37060	8756	13	.	.	.
37060	8757	1	Moline	Moline	NNP
37060	8757	2	's	's	POS
37060	8757	3	23rd	23rd	NN
37060	8757	4	Ave	Ave	NNP
37060	8757	5	.	.	NNP
37060	8757	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	8757	7	under	under	IN
37060	8757	8	construction	construction	NN
37060	8757	9	,	,	,
37060	8757	10	and	and	CC
37060	8757	11	a	a	DT
37060	8757	12	truck	truck	NN
37060	8757	13	hauling	haul	VBG
37060	8757	14	tar	tar	NN
37060	8757	15	pulled	pull	VBD
37060	8757	16	in	in	IN
37060	8757	17	front	front	NN
37060	8757	18	of	of	IN
37060	8757	19	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8757	20	.	.	.
37060	8758	1	A	a	DT
37060	8758	2	red	red	JJ
37060	8758	3	light	light	NN
37060	8758	4	stopped	stop	VBD
37060	8758	5	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8758	6	behind	behind	IN
37060	8758	7	the	the	DT
37060	8758	8	truck	truck	NN
37060	8758	9	,	,	,
37060	8758	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8758	11	's	be	VBZ
37060	8758	12	exhaust	exhaust	VBN
37060	8758	13	chokingly	chokingly	RB
37060	8758	14	black	black	JJ
37060	8758	15	.	.	.
37060	8759	1	A	a	DT
37060	8759	2	workman	workman	NN
37060	8759	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8759	4	standing	stand	VBG
37060	8759	5	along	along	IN
37060	8759	6	the	the	DT
37060	8759	7	curb	curb	NN
37060	8759	8	,	,	,
37060	8759	9	engaged	engage	VBN
37060	8759	10	in	in	IN
37060	8759	11	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	8759	12	;	;	:
37060	8759	13	when	when	WRB
37060	8759	14	the	the	DT
37060	8759	15	truck	truck	NN
37060	8759	16	started	start	VBD
37060	8759	17	up	up	RP
37060	8759	18	again	again	RB
37060	8759	19	,	,	,
37060	8759	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8759	21	blew	blow	VBD
37060	8759	22	black	black	JJ
37060	8759	23	smoke	smoke	NN
37060	8759	24	directly	directly	RB
37060	8759	25	into	into	IN
37060	8759	26	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8759	27	face	face	NN
37060	8759	28	.	.	.
37060	8760	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8760	2	noted	note	VBD
37060	8760	3	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8760	4	sympathetic	sympathetic	JJ
37060	8760	5	amazement	amazement	NN
37060	8760	6	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	8760	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8760	8	predicament	predicament	NN
37060	8760	9	and	and	CC
37060	8760	10	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	8760	11	stuck	stick	VBD
37060	8760	12	out	out	RP
37060	8760	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8760	14	tongue	tongue	NN
37060	8760	15	in	in	IN
37060	8760	16	the	the	DT
37060	8760	17	direction	direction	NN
37060	8760	18	of	of	IN
37060	8760	19	the	the	DT
37060	8760	20	truck	truck	NN
37060	8760	21	,	,	,
37060	8760	22	thus	thus	RB
37060	8760	23	portraying	portray	VBG
37060	8760	24	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8760	25	disgust	disgust	NN
37060	8760	26	of	of	IN
37060	8760	27	the	the	DT
37060	8760	28	entire	entire	JJ
37060	8760	29	affair	affair	NN
37060	8760	30	!	!	.
37060	8761	1	Some	some	DT
37060	8761	2	of	of	IN
37060	8761	3	those	those	DT
37060	8761	4	little	little	JJ
37060	8761	5	shared	share	VBN
37060	8761	6	moments	moment	NNS
37060	8761	7	can	can	MD
37060	8761	8	"	"	``
37060	8761	9	make	make	VB
37060	8761	10	the	the	DT
37060	8761	11	day	day	NN
37060	8761	12	"	"	''
37060	8761	13	!	!	.
37060	8762	1	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	8762	2	13	13	CD
37060	8762	3	,	,	,
37060	8762	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8762	5	...	...	.
37060	8763	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	8763	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8763	3	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	8763	4	if	if	IN
37060	8763	5	at	at	RB
37060	8763	6	least	least	JJS
37060	8763	7	a	a	DT
37060	8763	8	good	good	JJ
37060	8763	9	third	third	NN
37060	8763	10	of	of	IN
37060	8763	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8763	12	life	life	NN
37060	8763	13	has	have	VBZ
37060	8763	14	been	be	VBN
37060	8763	15	spent	spend	VBN
37060	8763	16	sick	sick	JJ
37060	8763	17	.	.	.
37060	8764	1	.	.	.
37060	8765	1	.	.	.
37060	8766	1	whether	whether	IN
37060	8766	2	from	from	IN
37060	8766	3	Big	big	JJ
37060	8766	4	C	C	NNP
37060	8766	5	or	or	CC
37060	8766	6	other	other	JJ
37060	8766	7	junk	junk	NN
37060	8766	8	!	!	.
37060	8767	1	The	the	DT
37060	8767	2	Wings	wing	NNS
37060	8767	3	Of	of	IN
37060	8767	4	Time	Time	NNP
37060	8767	5	Bourne	Bourne	NNP
37060	8767	6	upon	upon	IN
37060	8767	7	the	the	DT
37060	8767	8	wings	wing	NNS
37060	8767	9	of	of	IN
37060	8767	10	time	time	NN
37060	8767	11	Memories	Memories	NNPS
37060	8767	12	cloud	cloud	VBP
37060	8767	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8767	14	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	8767	15	today	today	NN
37060	8767	16	,	,	,
37060	8767	17	Masking	mask	VBG
37060	8767	18	o'er	o'er	NNP
37060	8767	19	the	the	DT
37060	8767	20	tempting	tempting	JJ
37060	8767	21	sights	sight	NNS
37060	8767	22	Which	which	WDT
37060	8767	23	seek	seek	VBP
37060	8767	24	dominion	dominion	NN
37060	8767	25	of	of	IN
37060	8767	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8767	27	mind	mind	NN
37060	8767	28	...	...	:
37060	8767	29	Childhood	childhood	NN
37060	8767	30	years	year	NNS
37060	8767	31	that	that	WDT
37060	8767	32	mocked	mock	VBD
37060	8767	33	The	the	DT
37060	8767	34	very	very	RB
37060	8767	35	passing	passing	NN
37060	8767	36	of	of	IN
37060	8767	37	the	the	DT
37060	8767	38	days	day	NNS
37060	8767	39	,	,	,
37060	8767	40	Wishing	wish	VBG
37060	8767	41	time	time	NN
37060	8767	42	would	would	MD
37060	8767	43	hurry	hurry	VB
37060	8767	44	on	on	IN
37060	8767	45	Quickly	Quickly	NNP
37060	8767	46	,	,	,
37060	8767	47	as	as	IN
37060	8767	48	the	the	DT
37060	8767	49	setting	set	VBG
37060	8767	50	sun	sun	NN
37060	8767	51	.	.	.
37060	8768	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8768	2	smile	smile	VBP
37060	8768	3	upon	upon	IN
37060	8768	4	those	those	DT
37060	8768	5	early	early	JJ
37060	8768	6	years	year	NNS
37060	8768	7	,	,	,
37060	8768	8	Fueled	fuel	VBN
37060	8768	9	by	by	IN
37060	8768	10	futuristic	futuristic	JJ
37060	8768	11	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	8768	12	,	,	,
37060	8768	13	For	for	IN
37060	8768	14	long	long	RB
37060	8768	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8768	16	did	do	VBD
37060	8768	17	not	not	RB
37060	8768	18	have	have	VB
37060	8768	19	to	to	TO
37060	8768	20	wait	wait	VB
37060	8768	21	'	'	''
37060	8768	22	Ere	Ere	NNP
37060	8768	23	time	time	NN
37060	8768	24	clipped	clip	VBD
37060	8768	25	short	short	JJ
37060	8768	26	the	the	DT
37060	8768	27	youthful	youthful	JJ
37060	8768	28	flame	flame	NN
37060	8768	29	.	.	.
37060	8769	1	One	one	CD
37060	8769	2	need	nee	MD
37060	8769	3	not	not	RB
37060	8769	4	beckon	beckon	VB
37060	8769	5	unto	unto	IN
37060	8769	6	time	time	NN
37060	8769	7	,	,	,
37060	8769	8	Master	Master	NNP
37060	8769	9	of	of	IN
37060	8769	10	the	the	DT
37060	8769	11	endless	endless	JJ
37060	8769	12	hours	hour	NNS
37060	8769	13	Both	both	CC
37060	8769	14	passed	pass	VBD
37060	8769	15	and	and	CC
37060	8769	16	yet	yet	RB
37060	8769	17	to	to	TO
37060	8769	18	come	come	VB
37060	8769	19	...	...	.
37060	8770	1	When	when	WRB
37060	8770	2	life	life	NN
37060	8770	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	8770	4	gone	go	VBN
37060	8770	5	,	,	,
37060	8770	6	time	time	NN
37060	8770	7	remains	remain	VBZ
37060	8770	8	,	,	,
37060	8770	9	Ancient	Ancient	NNP
37060	8770	10	,	,	,
37060	8770	11	yet	yet	CC
37060	8770	12	forever	forever	RB
37060	8770	13	young	young	JJ
37060	8770	14	.	.	.
37060	8771	1	Passed	pass	VBN
37060	8771	2	moments	moment	NNS
37060	8771	3	and	and	CC
37060	8771	4	tomorrows	tomorrow	NNS
37060	8771	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8771	6	live	live	VBP
37060	8771	7	only	only	RB
37060	8771	8	in	in	IN
37060	8771	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8771	10	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	8771	11	.	.	.
37060	8772	1	Today	today	NN
37060	8772	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8772	3	all	all	DT
37060	8772	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8772	5	truly	truly	RB
37060	8772	6	have	have	VBP
37060	8772	7	,	,	,
37060	8772	8	Bourne	Bourne	NNP
37060	8772	9	upon	upon	IN
37060	8772	10	the	the	DT
37060	8772	11	wings	wing	NNS
37060	8772	12	of	of	IN
37060	8772	13	time	time	NN
37060	8772	14	.	.	.
37060	8773	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8773	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8773	3	November	November	NNP
37060	8773	4	24	24	CD
37060	8773	5	,	,	,
37060	8773	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8773	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8773	8	've	have	VB
37060	8773	9	thought	think	VBN
37060	8773	10	so	so	RB
37060	8773	11	much	much	RB
37060	8773	12	about	about	IN
37060	8773	13	the	the	DT
37060	8773	14	"	"	``
37060	8773	15	givers	giver	NNS
37060	8773	16	"	"	''
37060	8773	17	and	and	CC
37060	8773	18	"	"	``
37060	8773	19	takers	taker	NNS
37060	8773	20	"	"	''
37060	8773	21	in	in	IN
37060	8773	22	a	a	DT
37060	8773	23	society	society	NN
37060	8773	24	.	.	.
37060	8774	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8774	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8774	3	amazing	amazing	JJ
37060	8774	4	to	to	IN
37060	8774	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8774	6	that	that	IN
37060	8774	7	there	there	EX
37060	8774	8	are	be	VBP
37060	8774	9	actually	actually	RB
37060	8774	10	those	those	DT
37060	8774	11	who	who	WP
37060	8774	12	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8774	13	no	no	DT
37060	8774	14	obligation	obligation	NN
37060	8774	15	whatsoever	whatsoever	RB
37060	8774	16	to	to	TO
37060	8774	17	help	help	VB
37060	8774	18	or	or	CC
37060	8774	19	to	to	TO
37060	8774	20	give	give	VB
37060	8774	21	to	to	IN
37060	8774	22	others	other	NNS
37060	8774	23	.	.	.
37060	8775	1	Unbelievable	unbelievable	JJ
37060	8775	2	!	!	.
37060	8776	1	Most	Most	JJS
37060	8776	2	people	people	NNS
37060	8776	3	at	at	IN
37060	8776	4	least	least	JJS
37060	8776	5	feel	feel	VB
37060	8776	6	a	a	DT
37060	8776	7	twinge	twinge	NN
37060	8776	8	of	of	IN
37060	8776	9	guilt	guilt	NN
37060	8776	10	about	about	IN
37060	8776	11	being	be	VBG
37060	8776	12	so	so	RB
37060	8776	13	selfish	selfish	JJ
37060	8776	14	.	.	.
37060	8777	1	If	if	IN
37060	8777	2	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	8777	3	was	be	VBD
37060	8777	4	a	a	DT
37060	8777	5	taker	taker	NN
37060	8777	6	,	,	,
37060	8777	7	the	the	DT
37060	8777	8	world	world	NN
37060	8777	9	would	would	MD
37060	8777	10	be	be	VB
37060	8777	11	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	8777	12	but	but	IN
37060	8777	13	"	"	``
37060	8777	14	existers	exister	NNS
37060	8777	15	.	.	.
37060	8777	16	"	"	''
37060	8778	1	Nothing	nothing	NN
37060	8778	2	would	would	MD
37060	8778	3	be	be	VB
37060	8778	4	accomplished	accomplish	VBN
37060	8778	5	or	or	CC
37060	8778	6	invented	invent	VBN
37060	8778	7	.	.	.
37060	8779	1	Why	why	WRB
37060	8779	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8779	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8779	4	that	that	IN
37060	8779	5	a	a	DT
37060	8779	6	taker	taker	NN
37060	8779	7	must	must	MD
37060	8779	8	always	always	RB
37060	8779	9	be	be	VB
37060	8779	10	asked	ask	VBN
37060	8779	11	to	to	TO
37060	8779	12	perform	perform	VB
37060	8779	13	a	a	DT
37060	8779	14	duty	duty	NN
37060	8779	15	?	?	.
37060	8780	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8780	2	selfishness	selfishness	NN
37060	8780	3	breeds	breed	VBZ
37060	8780	4	laziness	laziness	VBP
37060	8780	5	...	...	.
37060	8780	6	let	let	VB
37060	8780	7	George	George	NNP
37060	8780	8	do	do	VB
37060	8780	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8780	10	!	!	.
37060	8781	1	A	a	DT
37060	8781	2	child	child	NN
37060	8781	3	can	can	MD
37060	8781	4	not	not	RB
37060	8781	5	give	give	VB
37060	8781	6	except	except	IN
37060	8781	7	with	with	IN
37060	8781	8	the	the	DT
37060	8781	9	knowledge	knowledge	NN
37060	8781	10	that	that	IN
37060	8781	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8781	12	will	will	MD
37060	8781	13	at	at	IN
37060	8781	14	a	a	DT
37060	8781	15	later	later	JJ
37060	8781	16	time	time	NN
37060	8781	17	be	be	VB
37060	8781	18	amply	amply	RB
37060	8781	19	rewarded	reward	VBN
37060	8781	20	.	.	.
37060	8782	1	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	8782	2	this	this	DT
37060	8782	3	trait	trait	NN
37060	8782	4	can	can	MD
37060	8782	5	not	not	RB
37060	8782	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8782	7	overcome	overcome	VB
37060	8782	8	if	if	IN
37060	8782	9	the	the	DT
37060	8782	10	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	8782	11	factor	factor	NN
37060	8782	12	is	be	VBZ
37060	8782	13	not	not	RB
37060	8782	14	there	there	RB
37060	8782	15	to	to	TO
37060	8782	16	aid	aid	VB
37060	8782	17	in	in	IN
37060	8782	18	"	"	``
37060	8782	19	overcoming	overcoming	NN
37060	8782	20	.	.	.
37060	8782	21	"	"	''
37060	8783	1	When	when	WRB
37060	8783	2	one	one	PRP
37060	8783	3	gives	give	VBZ
37060	8783	4	freely	freely	RB
37060	8783	5	and	and	CC
37060	8783	6	without	without	IN
37060	8783	7	expectation	expectation	NN
37060	8783	8	,	,	,
37060	8783	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8783	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	8783	11	beneficial	beneficial	JJ
37060	8783	12	to	to	IN
37060	8783	13	both	both	DT
37060	8783	14	self	self	NN
37060	8783	15	and	and	CC
37060	8783	16	others	other	NNS
37060	8783	17	.	.	.
37060	8784	1	Givers	giver	NNS
37060	8784	2	do	do	VBP
37060	8784	3	not	not	RB
37060	8784	4	hinder	hinder	VB
37060	8784	5	.	.	.
37060	8785	1	Why	why	WRB
37060	8785	2	do	do	VBP
37060	8785	3	takers	taker	NNS
37060	8785	4	think	think	VB
37060	8785	5	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8785	6	are	be	VBP
37060	8785	7	so	so	RB
37060	8785	8	special	special	JJ
37060	8785	9	that	that	IN
37060	8785	10	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8785	11	do	do	VBP
37060	8785	12	n't	not	RB
37060	8785	13	have	have	VB
37060	8785	14	to	to	TO
37060	8785	15	offer	offer	VB
37060	8785	16	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	8785	17	,	,	,
37060	8785	18	aid	aid	NN
37060	8785	19	,	,	,
37060	8785	20	or	or	CC
37060	8785	21	show	show	VB
37060	8785	22	gratitude	gratitude	NN
37060	8785	23	?	?	.
37060	8786	1	What	what	WP
37060	8786	2	contributes	contribute	VBZ
37060	8786	3	to	to	IN
37060	8786	4	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8786	5	lack	lack	NN
37060	8786	6	of	of	IN
37060	8786	7	obligation	obligation	NN
37060	8786	8	?	?	.
37060	8787	1	A	a	DT
37060	8787	2	lack	lack	NN
37060	8787	3	of	of	IN
37060	8787	4	conscience	conscience	NN
37060	8787	5	,	,	,
37060	8787	6	or	or	CC
37060	8787	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	8787	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8787	9	a	a	DT
37060	8787	10	lack	lack	NN
37060	8787	11	of	of	IN
37060	8787	12	conscience	conscience	NN
37060	8787	13	awareness	awareness	NN
37060	8787	14	?	?	.
37060	8787	15	?	?	.
37060	8787	16	?	?	.
37060	8788	1	The	the	DT
37060	8788	2	lazy	lazy	JJ
37060	8788	3	and	and	CC
37060	8788	4	the	the	DT
37060	8788	5	selfish	selfish	NN
37060	8788	6	will	will	MD
37060	8788	7	not	not	RB
37060	8788	8	put	put	VB
37060	8788	9	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8788	10	under	under	IN
37060	8788	11	any	any	DT
37060	8788	12	strain	strain	NN
37060	8788	13	...	...	:
37060	8788	14	neither	neither	CC
37060	8788	15	will	will	MD
37060	8788	16	the	the	DT
37060	8788	17	inherently	inherently	RB
37060	8788	18	low	low	RB
37060	8788	19	-	-	HYPH
37060	8788	20	esteemed	esteemed	JJ
37060	8788	21	.	.	.
37060	8789	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8789	2	a	a	DT
37060	8789	3	low	low	JJ
37060	8789	4	self	self	NN
37060	8789	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	8789	6	image	image	NN
37060	8789	7	combined	combine	VBN
37060	8789	8	with	with	IN
37060	8789	9	an	an	DT
37060	8789	10	inability	inability	NN
37060	8789	11	to	to	TO
37060	8789	12	face	face	VB
37060	8789	13	that	that	DT
37060	8789	14	image	image	NN
37060	8789	15	leads	lead	VBZ
37060	8789	16	to	to	TO
37060	8789	17	ingratitude	ingratitude	VB
37060	8789	18	...	...	:
37060	8789	19	gratitude	gratitude	NN
37060	8789	20	would	would	MD
37060	8789	21	compliment	compliment	VB
37060	8789	22	the	the	DT
37060	8789	23	other	other	JJ
37060	8789	24	,	,	,
37060	8789	25	thereby	thereby	RB
37060	8789	26	raising	raise	VBG
37060	8789	27	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8789	28	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8789	29	the"others	the"other	NNS
37060	8789	30	"	"	``
37060	8789	31	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8789	32	status	status	NN
37060	8789	33	.	.	.
37060	8790	1	.	.	.
37060	8791	1	.	.	.
37060	8792	1	and	and	CC
37060	8792	2	lowering	lower	VBG
37060	8792	3	one	one	PRP
37060	8792	4	's	's	POS
37060	8792	5	own	own	JJ
37060	8792	6	.	.	.
37060	8793	1	No	no	RB
37060	8793	2	matter	matter	RB
37060	8793	3	how	how	WRB
37060	8793	4	old	old	JJ
37060	8793	5	this	this	DT
37060	8793	6	kind	kind	NN
37060	8793	7	of	of	IN
37060	8793	8	person	person	NN
37060	8793	9	grows	grow	VBZ
37060	8793	10	,	,	,
37060	8793	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8793	12	will	will	MD
37060	8793	13	never	never	RB
37060	8793	14	mature	mature	VB
37060	8793	15	.	.	.
37060	8794	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8794	2	inspired	inspire	VBD
37060	8794	3	another	another	DT
37060	8794	4	poem	poem	NN
37060	8794	5	...	...	.
37060	8795	1	Aged	aged	JJ
37060	8795	2	Child	Child	NNP
37060	8795	3	Possessed	possess	VBN
37060	8795	4	of	of	IN
37060	8795	5	apathetic	apathetic	JJ
37060	8795	6	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	8795	7	Which	which	WDT
37060	8795	8	mirror	mirror	VBP
37060	8795	9	only	only	RB
37060	8795	10	childish	childish	JJ
37060	8795	11	wants	want	VBZ
37060	8795	12	,	,	,
37060	8795	13	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8795	14	kindles	kindle	VBZ
37060	8795	15	flames	flame	NNS
37060	8795	16	of	of	IN
37060	8795	17	disbelief	disbelief	NN
37060	8795	18	When	when	WRB
37060	8795	19	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	8795	20	bereft	bereft	RB
37060	8795	21	of	of	IN
37060	8795	22	rationale	rationale	NN
37060	8795	23	Are	be	VBP
37060	8795	24	thrown	throw	VBN
37060	8795	25	amid	amid	IN
37060	8795	26	the	the	DT
37060	8795	27	unspoiled	unspoiled	JJ
37060	8795	28	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	8795	29	.	.	.
37060	8796	1	The	the	DT
37060	8796	2	unrivaled	unrivaled	JJ
37060	8796	3	child	child	NN
37060	8796	4	of	of	IN
37060	8796	5	woe	woe	NN
37060	8796	6	Amongst	amongst	IN
37060	8796	7	the	the	DT
37060	8796	8	realm	realm	NN
37060	8796	9	of	of	IN
37060	8796	10	thinking	think	VBG
37060	8796	11	man	man	NN
37060	8796	12	Exerts	Exerts	NNPS
37060	8796	13	naught	naught	JJ
37060	8796	14	but	but	CC
37060	8796	15	vehemence	vehemence	NN
37060	8796	16	Toward	toward	IN
37060	8796	17	duty	duty	NN
37060	8796	18	and	and	CC
37060	8796	19	concern	concern	NN
37060	8796	20	.	.	.
37060	8797	1	Ill	ill	PRP$
37060	8797	2	mannered	mannered	JJ
37060	8797	3	and	and	CC
37060	8797	4	unkempt	unkempt	JJ
37060	8797	5	,	,	,
37060	8797	6	An	an	DT
37060	8797	7	animal	animal	NN
37060	8797	8	regards	regard	VBZ
37060	8797	9	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8797	10	More	more	RBR
37060	8797	11	frequently	frequently	RB
37060	8797	12	,	,	,
37060	8797	13	indeed	indeed	RB
37060	8797	14	.	.	.
37060	8798	1	Demands	demand	NNS
37060	8798	2	spill	spill	VBP
37060	8798	3	forth	forth	RB
37060	8798	4	,	,	,
37060	8798	5	Yet	yet	CC
37060	8798	6	aid	aid	NN
37060	8798	7	will	will	MD
37060	8798	8	never	never	RB
37060	8798	9	be	be	VB
37060	8798	10	returned	return	VBN
37060	8798	11	.	.	.
37060	8799	1	The	the	DT
37060	8799	2	mind	mind	NN
37060	8799	3	,	,	,
37060	8799	4	developed	develop	VBN
37060	8799	5	,	,	,
37060	8799	6	yet	yet	CC
37060	8799	7	constrained	constrain	VBN
37060	8799	8	By	by	IN
37060	8799	9	ropes	rope	NNS
37060	8799	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8799	11	will	will	MD
37060	8799	12	not	not	RB
37060	8799	13	cast	cast	VB
37060	8799	14	away	away	RB
37060	8799	15	,	,	,
37060	8799	16	Displays	Displays	NNP
37060	8799	17	a	a	DT
37060	8799	18	blatant	blatant	JJ
37060	8799	19	haughty	haughty	JJ
37060	8799	20	show	show	NN
37060	8799	21	And	and	CC
37060	8799	22	retreats	retreat	NNS
37060	8799	23	behind	behind	IN
37060	8799	24	a	a	DT
37060	8799	25	stagnant	stagnant	JJ
37060	8799	26	pool	pool	NN
37060	8799	27	...	...	:
37060	8799	28	A	a	DT
37060	8799	29	silent	silent	JJ
37060	8799	30	product	product	NN
37060	8799	31	of	of	IN
37060	8799	32	neglect	neglect	NN
37060	8799	33	.	.	.
37060	8800	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8800	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8800	3	November	November	NNP
37060	8800	4	25	25	CD
37060	8800	5	,	,	,
37060	8800	6	1984	1984	CD
37060	8800	7	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	8800	8	26	26	CD
37060	8800	9	,	,	,
37060	8800	10	1984	1984	CD
37060	8800	11	...	...	NFP
37060	8801	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8801	2	put	put	VBD
37060	8801	3	the	the	DT
37060	8801	4	lights	light	NNS
37060	8801	5	and	and	CC
37060	8801	6	decorations	decoration	NNS
37060	8801	7	on	on	IN
37060	8801	8	the	the	DT
37060	8801	9	Xmas	Xmas	NNP
37060	8801	10	tree	tree	NN
37060	8801	11	.	.	.
37060	8802	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8802	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	8802	3	nice	nice	JJ
37060	8802	4	to	to	TO
37060	8802	5	have	have	VB
37060	8802	6	the	the	DT
37060	8802	7	house	house	NN
37060	8802	8	look	look	VB
37060	8802	9	like	like	IN
37060	8802	10	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	8802	11	.	.	.
37060	8803	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8803	2	and	and	CC
37060	8803	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8803	4	went	go	VBD
37060	8803	5	to	to	IN
37060	8803	6	Dr.	Dr.	NNP
37060	8803	7	M.	M.	NNP
37060	8803	8	She	She	NNP
37060	8803	9	had	have	VBD
37060	8803	10	some	some	DT
37060	8803	11	growths	growth	NNS
37060	8803	12	burned	burn	VBN
37060	8803	13	off	off	RP
37060	8803	14	and	and	CC
37060	8803	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8803	16	had	have	VBD
37060	8803	17	some	some	DT
37060	8803	18	questions	question	NNS
37060	8803	19	.	.	.
37060	8804	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8804	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8804	3	so	so	RB
37060	8804	4	stupid	stupid	JJ
37060	8804	5	.	.	.
37060	8805	1	Nothing	nothing	NN
37060	8805	2	can	can	MD
37060	8805	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8805	4	done	do	VBN
37060	8805	5	.	.	.
37060	8806	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8806	2	heart	heart	NN
37060	8806	3	races	race	NNS
37060	8806	4	,	,	,
37060	8806	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8806	6	have	have	VBP
37060	8806	7	that	that	DT
37060	8806	8	bump	bump	NN
37060	8806	9	on	on	IN
37060	8806	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8806	11	leg	leg	NN
37060	8806	12	,	,	,
37060	8806	13	swelling	swelling	NN
37060	8806	14	,	,	,
37060	8806	15	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	8806	16	,	,	,
37060	8806	17	the	the	DT
37060	8806	18	runs	run	NNS
37060	8806	19	,	,	,
37060	8806	20	heat	heat	NN
37060	8806	21	problems	problem	NNS
37060	8806	22	,	,	,
37060	8806	23	low	low	JJ
37060	8806	24	lung	lung	NN
37060	8806	25	capacity	capacity	NN
37060	8806	26	,	,	,
37060	8806	27	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	8806	28	weakness	weakness	NN
37060	8806	29	,	,	,
37060	8806	30	tire	tire	NN
37060	8806	31	easily	easily	RB
37060	8806	32	,	,	,
37060	8806	33	appetite	appetite	NNP
37060	8806	34	fluctuates	fluctuate	VBZ
37060	8806	35	as	as	IN
37060	8806	36	does	do	VBZ
37060	8806	37	food	food	NN
37060	8806	38	appeal	appeal	NN
37060	8806	39	,	,	,
37060	8806	40	thirst	thirst	NN
37060	8806	41	,	,	,
37060	8806	42	and	and	CC
37060	8806	43	water	water	NN
37060	8806	44	retention	retention	NN
37060	8806	45	.	.	.
37060	8807	1	All	all	DT
37060	8807	2	that	that	WDT
37060	8807	3	can	can	MD
37060	8807	4	be	be	VB
37060	8807	5	said	say	VBN
37060	8807	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	8807	7	that	that	IN
37060	8807	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8807	9	case	case	NN
37060	8807	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	8807	11	very	very	RB
37060	8807	12	unique	unique	JJ
37060	8807	13	.	.	.
37060	8808	1	.	.	.
37060	8809	1	.	.	.
37060	8810	1	questions	question	NNS
37060	8810	2	really	really	RB
37060	8810	3	have	have	VBP
37060	8810	4	no	no	DT
37060	8810	5	answers	answer	NNS
37060	8810	6	.	.	.
37060	8811	1	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	8811	2	30	30	CD
37060	8811	3	,	,	,
37060	8811	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8811	5	...	...	NFP
37060	8812	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8812	2	have	have	VBP
37060	8812	3	another	another	DT
37060	8812	4	dissertation	dissertation	NN
37060	8812	5	to	to	TO
37060	8812	6	expound	expound	VB
37060	8812	7	upon	upon	IN
37060	8812	8	.	.	.
37060	8813	1	.	.	.
37060	8814	1	.	.	.
37060	8815	1	to	to	IN
37060	8815	2	those	those	DT
37060	8815	3	needing	need	VBG
37060	8815	4	to	to	TO
37060	8815	5	"	"	``
37060	8815	6	find	find	VB
37060	8815	7	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8815	8	,	,	,
37060	8815	9	"	"	``
37060	8815	10	let	let	VB
37060	8815	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8815	12	say	say	VB
37060	8815	13	this	this	DT
37060	8815	14	:	:	:
37060	8815	15	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8815	16	can	can	MD
37060	8815	17	not	not	RB
37060	8815	18	be	be	VB
37060	8815	19	done	do	VBN
37060	8815	20	by	by	IN
37060	8815	21	cheating	cheat	VBG
37060	8815	22	on	on	IN
37060	8815	23	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8815	24	spouse	spouse	NN
37060	8815	25	,	,	,
37060	8815	26	or	or	CC
37060	8815	27	hitting	hit	VBG
37060	8815	28	the	the	DT
37060	8815	29	honky	honky	JJ
37060	8815	30	-	-	HYPH
37060	8815	31	tonk	tonk	NN
37060	8815	32	bars	bar	NNS
37060	8815	33	;	;	:
37060	8815	34	rather	rather	RB
37060	8815	35	,	,	,
37060	8815	36	go	go	VB
37060	8815	37	away	away	RB
37060	8815	38	in	in	IN
37060	8815	39	a	a	DT
37060	8815	40	remote	remote	JJ
37060	8815	41	wilderness	wilderness	NN
37060	8815	42	or	or	CC
37060	8815	43	park	park	NN
37060	8815	44	,	,	,
37060	8815	45	and	and	CC
37060	8815	46	all	all	RB
37060	8815	47	alone	alone	RB
37060	8815	48	,	,	,
37060	8815	49	spend	spend	VB
37060	8815	50	time	time	NN
37060	8815	51	getting	get	VBG
37060	8815	52	to	to	TO
37060	8815	53	know	know	VB
37060	8815	54	who	who	WP
37060	8815	55	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8815	56	are	be	VBP
37060	8815	57	and	and	CC
37060	8815	58	what	what	WP
37060	8815	59	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8815	60	believe	believe	VBP
37060	8815	61	in	in	IN
37060	8815	62	.	.	.
37060	8816	1	There	there	EX
37060	8816	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8816	3	no	no	DT
37060	8816	4	turning	turn	VBG
37060	8816	5	yourself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8816	6	away	away	RB
37060	8816	7	when	when	WRB
37060	8816	8	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8816	9	are	be	VBP
37060	8816	10	alone	alone	JJ
37060	8816	11	.	.	.
37060	8817	1	.	.	.
37060	8818	1	.	.	.
37060	8819	1	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8819	2	must	must	MD
37060	8819	3	face	face	VB
37060	8819	4	who	who	WP
37060	8819	5	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8819	6	are	be	VBP
37060	8819	7	.	.	.
37060	8820	1	Should	Should	MD
37060	8820	2	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8820	3	find	find	VB
37060	8820	4	that	that	IN
37060	8820	5	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8820	6	do	do	VBP
37060	8820	7	not	not	RB
37060	8820	8	like	like	VB
37060	8820	9	who	who	WP
37060	8820	10	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8820	11	see	see	VBP
37060	8820	12	,	,	,
37060	8820	13	trust	trust	VB
37060	8820	14	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8820	15	judgment	judgment	NN
37060	8820	16	.	.	.
37060	8821	1	Do	do	VB
37060	8821	2	n't	not	RB
37060	8821	3	go	go	VB
37060	8821	4	running	run	VBG
37060	8821	5	to	to	IN
37060	8821	6	a	a	DT
37060	8821	7	"	"	``
37060	8821	8	shrink	shrink	NN
37060	8821	9	"	"	''
37060	8821	10	to	to	TO
37060	8821	11	have	have	VB
37060	8821	12	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8821	13	tell	tell	VB
37060	8821	14	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8821	15	"	"	``
37060	8821	16	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8821	17	're	be	VBP
37060	8821	18	OK	ok	JJ
37060	8821	19	.	.	.
37060	8821	20	"	"	''
37060	8821	21	Chances	chance	NNS
37060	8821	22	are	be	VBP
37060	8821	23	,	,	,
37060	8821	24	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8821	25	own	own	JJ
37060	8821	26	opinion	opinion	NN
37060	8821	27	is	be	VBZ
37060	8821	28	right	right	JJ
37060	8821	29	;	;	:
37060	8821	30	take	take	VB
37060	8821	31	the	the	DT
37060	8821	32	traits	trait	NNS
37060	8821	33	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8821	34	dislike	dislike	VBP
37060	8821	35	and	and	CC
37060	8821	36	try	try	VBP
37060	8821	37	to	to	TO
37060	8821	38	improve	improve	VB
37060	8821	39	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8821	40	disposition	disposition	NN
37060	8821	41	.	.	.
37060	8822	1	Find	find	VB
37060	8822	2	the	the	DT
37060	8822	3	love	love	NN
37060	8822	4	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8822	5	buried	bury	VBD
37060	8822	6	under	under	IN
37060	8822	7	trivial	trivial	JJ
37060	8822	8	matters	matter	NNS
37060	8822	9	.	.	.
37060	8823	1	Trying	try	VBG
37060	8823	2	to	to	TO
37060	8823	3	improve	improve	VB
37060	8823	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	8823	5	better	well	JJR
37060	8823	6	than	than	IN
37060	8823	7	hiding	hide	VBG
37060	8823	8	behind	behind	IN
37060	8823	9	a	a	DT
37060	8823	10	mask	mask	NN
37060	8823	11	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8823	12	loathe	loathe	VBP
37060	8823	13	and	and	CC
37060	8823	14	despise	despise	NN
37060	8823	15	.	.	.
37060	8824	1	Dec.	December	NNP
37060	8824	2	18	18	CD
37060	8824	3	,	,	,
37060	8824	4	1984	1984	CD
37060	8824	5	...	...	.
37060	8825	1	Thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	8825	2	on	on	IN
37060	8825	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8825	4	extensive	extensive	JJ
37060	8825	5	reading	reading	NN
37060	8825	6	:	:	:
37060	8825	7	Strive	strive	VB
37060	8825	8	to	to	TO
37060	8825	9	attain	attain	VB
37060	8825	10	harmony	harmony	NN
37060	8825	11	with	with	IN
37060	8825	12	your	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8825	13	beliefs	belief	NNS
37060	8825	14	,	,	,
37060	8825	15	for	for	IN
37060	8825	16	the	the	DT
37060	8825	17	price	price	NN
37060	8825	18	of	of	IN
37060	8825	19	discord	discord	NN
37060	8825	20	is	be	VBZ
37060	8825	21	bled	bleed	VBN
37060	8825	22	from	from	IN
37060	8825	23	the	the	DT
37060	8825	24	heart	heart	NN
37060	8825	25	.	.	.
37060	8826	1	Attempting	attempt	VBG
37060	8826	2	to	to	TO
37060	8826	3	rationalize	rationalize	VB
37060	8826	4	that	that	DT
37060	8826	5	which	which	WDT
37060	8826	6	can	can	MD
37060	8826	7	not	not	RB
37060	8826	8	be	be	VB
37060	8826	9	rationalized	rationalize	VBN
37060	8826	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	8826	11	a	a	DT
37060	8826	12	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	8826	13	and	and	CC
37060	8826	14	purposeless	purposeless	JJ
37060	8826	15	task	task	NN
37060	8826	16	that	that	WDT
37060	8826	17	shall	shall	MD
37060	8826	18	not	not	RB
37060	8826	19	be	be	VB
37060	8826	20	mastered	master	VBN
37060	8826	21	;	;	:
37060	8826	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8826	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	8826	24	like	like	IN
37060	8826	25	digging	dig	VBG
37060	8826	26	a	a	DT
37060	8826	27	foundation	foundation	NN
37060	8826	28	through	through	IN
37060	8826	29	unyielding	unyielding	JJ
37060	8826	30	stone	stone	NN
37060	8826	31	with	with	IN
37060	8826	32	a	a	DT
37060	8826	33	paper	paper	NN
37060	8826	34	shovel	shovel	NN
37060	8826	35	.	.	.
37060	8827	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8827	2	can	can	MD
37060	8827	3	not	not	RB
37060	8827	4	be	be	VB
37060	8827	5	done	do	VBN
37060	8827	6	.	.	.
37060	8828	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	8828	2	25	25	CD
37060	8828	3	,	,	,
37060	8828	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	8828	5	...	...	.
37060	8829	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8829	2	wrote	write	VBD
37060	8829	3	again	again	RB
37060	8829	4	today	today	NN
37060	8829	5	;	;	:
37060	8829	6	if	if	IN
37060	8829	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8829	8	can	can	MD
37060	8829	9	keep	keep	VB
37060	8829	10	a	a	DT
37060	8829	11	decent	decent	JJ
37060	8829	12	momentum	momentum	NN
37060	8829	13	,	,	,
37060	8829	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8829	15	'll	will	MD
37060	8829	16	make	make	VB
37060	8829	17	progress	progress	NN
37060	8829	18	.	.	.
37060	8830	1	After	after	IN
37060	8830	2	supper	supper	NN
37060	8830	3	and	and	CC
37060	8830	4	a	a	DT
37060	8830	5	bout	bout	NN
37060	8830	6	with	with	IN
37060	8830	7	diarrhea	diarrhea	NN
37060	8830	8	,	,	,
37060	8830	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8830	10	decided	decide	VBD
37060	8830	11	to	to	TO
37060	8830	12	try	try	VB
37060	8830	13	to	to	TO
37060	8830	14	venture	venture	VB
37060	8830	15	washing	wash	VBG
37060	8830	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8830	17	hair	hair	NN
37060	8830	18	in	in	IN
37060	8830	19	the	the	DT
37060	8830	20	shower	shower	NN
37060	8830	21	.	.	.
37060	8831	1	Even	even	RB
37060	8831	2	a	a	DT
37060	8831	3	simple	simple	JJ
37060	8831	4	task	task	NN
37060	8831	5	becomes	become	VBZ
37060	8831	6	a	a	DT
37060	8831	7	worry	worry	NN
37060	8831	8	.	.	.
37060	8832	1	The	the	DT
37060	8832	2	shower	shower	NN
37060	8832	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	8832	4	in	in	IN
37060	8832	5	the	the	DT
37060	8832	6	basement	basement	NN
37060	8832	7	,	,	,
37060	8832	8	the	the	DT
37060	8832	9	toilets	toilet	NNS
37060	8832	10	are	be	VBP
37060	8832	11	on	on	IN
37060	8832	12	first	first	JJ
37060	8832	13	and	and	CC
37060	8832	14	second	second	JJ
37060	8832	15	floor	floor	NN
37060	8832	16	;	;	:
37060	8832	17	what	what	WP
37060	8832	18	if	if	IN
37060	8832	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8832	20	should	should	MD
37060	8832	21	encounter	encounter	VB
37060	8832	22	another	another	DT
37060	8832	23	siege	siege	NN
37060	8832	24	?	?	.
37060	8833	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	8833	2	27	27	CD
37060	8833	3	,	,	,
37060	8833	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	8833	5	...	...	.
37060	8834	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8834	2	wrote	write	VBD
37060	8834	3	more	more	RBR
37060	8834	4	today	today	NN
37060	8834	5	,	,	,
37060	8834	6	although	although	IN
37060	8834	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8834	8	was	be	VBD
37060	8834	9	rough	rough	JJ
37060	8834	10	going	go	VBG
37060	8834	11	,	,	,
37060	8834	12	words	word	NNS
37060	8834	13	were	be	VBD
37060	8834	14	n't	not	RB
37060	8834	15	flowing	flow	VBG
37060	8834	16	.	.	.
37060	8835	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8835	2	wish	wish	VBP
37060	8835	3	summer	summer	NN
37060	8835	4	was	be	VBD
37060	8835	5	not	not	RB
37060	8835	6	coming	come	VBG
37060	8835	7	up	up	RP
37060	8835	8	again	again	RB
37060	8835	9	.	.	.
37060	8836	1	February	February	NNP
37060	8836	2	flew	fly	VBD
37060	8836	3	past	past	RB
37060	8836	4	,	,	,
37060	8836	5	and	and	CC
37060	8836	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8836	7	story	story	NN
37060	8836	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	8836	9	not	not	RB
37060	8836	10	half	half	JJ
37060	8836	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	8836	12	way	way	NN
37060	8836	13	.	.	.
37060	8837	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8837	2	get	get	VBP
37060	8837	3	so	so	RB
37060	8837	4	tired	tired	JJ
37060	8837	5	,	,	,
37060	8837	6	or	or	CC
37060	8837	7	sick	sick	JJ
37060	8837	8	,	,	,
37060	8837	9	interrupted	interrupted	JJ
37060	8837	10	or	or	CC
37060	8837	11	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	8837	12	side	side	NN
37060	8837	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	8837	14	tracked	track	VBN
37060	8837	15	.	.	.
37060	8838	1	When	when	WRB
37060	8838	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8838	3	can	can	MD
37060	8838	4	write	write	VB
37060	8838	5	,	,	,
37060	8838	6	there	there	EX
37060	8838	7	's	be	VBZ
37060	8838	8	no	no	DT
37060	8838	9	guarantee	guarantee	NN
37060	8838	10	that	that	IN
37060	8838	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8838	12	'll	will	MD
37060	8838	13	be	be	VB
37060	8838	14	able	able	JJ
37060	8838	15	to	to	TO
37060	8838	16	get	get	VB
37060	8838	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8838	18	brain	brain	NN
37060	8838	19	jump	jump	NN
37060	8838	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	8838	21	started	start	VBD
37060	8838	22	.	.	.
37060	8839	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8839	2	need	need	VBP
37060	8839	3	a	a	DT
37060	8839	4	new	new	JJ
37060	8839	5	battery	battery	NN
37060	8839	6	;	;	:
37060	8839	7	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8839	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8839	9	have	have	VBP
37060	8839	10	"	"	``
37060	8839	11	Writer	Writer	NNP
37060	8839	12	's	's	POS
37060	8839	13	Retardation	Retardation	NNP
37060	8839	14	.	.	.
37060	8839	15	"	"	''
37060	8840	1	.	.	.
37060	8841	1	.	.	.
37060	8842	1	.	.	.
37060	8843	1	writer	writer	NN
37060	8843	2	's	's	POS
37060	8843	3	cramps	cramp	NNS
37060	8843	4	are	be	VBP
37060	8843	5	n't	not	RB
37060	8843	6	sufficient	sufficient	JJ
37060	8843	7	!	!	.
37060	8844	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	8844	2	28	28	CD
37060	8844	3	,	,	,
37060	8844	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	8844	5	...	...	:
37060	8844	6	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	8844	7	came	come	VBD
37060	8844	8	around	around	RB
37060	8844	9	noon	noon	NN
37060	8844	10	.	.	.
37060	8845	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8845	2	had	have	VBD
37060	8845	3	one	one	CD
37060	8845	4	of	of	IN
37060	8845	5	those	those	DT
37060	8845	6	really	really	RB
37060	8845	7	sick	sick	JJ
37060	8845	8	days	day	NNS
37060	8845	9	.	.	.
37060	8846	1	Later	later	RB
37060	8846	2	in	in	IN
37060	8846	3	the	the	DT
37060	8846	4	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	8846	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8846	6	could	could	MD
37060	8846	7	sit	sit	VB
37060	8846	8	outside	outside	RB
37060	8846	9	;	;	:
37060	8846	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8846	11	wrote	write	VBD
37060	8846	12	a	a	DT
37060	8846	13	poem	poem	NN
37060	8846	14	The	the	DT
37060	8846	15	Present	present	NN
37060	8846	16	Do	do	VBP
37060	8846	17	not	not	RB
37060	8846	18	forsake	forsake	VB
37060	8846	19	the	the	DT
37060	8846	20	present	present	JJ
37060	8846	21	Holding	Holding	NNP
37060	8846	22	fast	fast	RB
37060	8846	23	to	to	IN
37060	8846	24	yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	8846	25	;	;	:
37060	8846	26	Do	do	VB
37060	8846	27	not	not	RB
37060	8846	28	search	search	VB
37060	8846	29	for	for	IN
37060	8846	30	treasures	treasure	NNS
37060	8846	31	Buried	bury	VBN
37060	8846	32	deep	deep	JJ
37060	8846	33	and	and	CC
37060	8846	34	long	long	RB
37060	8846	35	decayed	decayed	JJ
37060	8846	36	...	...	:
37060	8846	37	A	a	DT
37060	8846	38	moment	moment	NN
37060	8846	39	lost	lose	VBN
37060	8846	40	can	can	MD
37060	8846	41	not	not	RB
37060	8846	42	be	be	VB
37060	8846	43	won	win	VBN
37060	8846	44	For	for	IN
37060	8846	45	memories	memory	NNS
37060	8846	46	fade	fade	NN
37060	8846	47	as	as	IN
37060	8846	48	the	the	DT
37060	8846	49	setting	set	VBG
37060	8846	50	sun	sun	NN
37060	8846	51	And	and	CC
37060	8846	52	n'er	n'er	NNP
37060	8846	53	will	will	MD
37060	8846	54	be	be	VB
37060	8846	55	regained	regain	VBN
37060	8846	56	.	.	.
37060	8847	1	'	'	``
37060	8847	2	Tis	tis	RB
37060	8847	3	best	good	JJS
37060	8847	4	to	to	TO
37060	8847	5	think	think	VB
37060	8847	6	of	of	IN
37060	8847	7	what	what	WP
37060	8847	8	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8847	9	are	be	VBP
37060	8847	10	And	and	CC
37060	8847	11	one	one	CD
37060	8847	12	day	day	NN
37060	8847	13	shall	shall	MD
37060	8847	14	become	become	VB
37060	8847	15	.	.	.
37060	8848	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8848	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8848	3	February	February	NNP
37060	8848	4	28	28	CD
37060	8848	5	,	,	,
37060	8848	6	1985	1985	CD
37060	8848	7	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	8848	8	28	28	CD
37060	8848	9	,	,	,
37060	8848	10	1985	1985	CD
37060	8848	11	...	...	.
37060	8849	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8849	2	got	get	VBD
37060	8849	3	sick	sick	JJ
37060	8849	4	at	at	IN
37060	8849	5	night	night	NN
37060	8849	6	.	.	.
37060	8850	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8850	2	hate	hate	VBP
37060	8850	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8850	4	,	,	,
37060	8850	5	but	but	CC
37060	8850	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8850	7	just	just	RB
37060	8850	8	have	have	VBP
37060	8850	9	to	to	TO
37060	8850	10	sit	sit	VB
37060	8850	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8850	12	out	out	RP
37060	8850	13	.	.	.
37060	8851	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	8852	1	2	2	CD
37060	8852	2	,	,	,
37060	8852	3	1985	1985	CD
37060	8852	4	...	...	.
37060	8853	1	Afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	8853	2	sunshine	sunshine	NN
37060	8853	3	brought	bring	VBD
37060	8853	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8853	5	outdoors	outdoors	RB
37060	8853	6	.	.	.
37060	8854	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8854	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8854	3	in	in	IN
37060	8854	4	a	a	DT
37060	8854	5	sad	sad	JJ
37060	8854	6	and	and	CC
37060	8854	7	reflective	reflective	JJ
37060	8854	8	mood	mood	NN
37060	8854	9	;	;	:
37060	8854	10	the	the	DT
37060	8854	11	poem	poem	NN
37060	8854	12	follows	follow	VBZ
37060	8854	13	...	...	:
37060	8854	14	Life	life	NN
37060	8854	15	's	's	POS
37060	8854	16	Dusty	Dusty	NNP
37060	8854	17	Road	Road	NNP
37060	8854	18	On	on	IN
37060	8854	19	life	life	NN
37060	8854	20	's	's	POS
37060	8854	21	dusty	dusty	JJ
37060	8854	22	road	road	NN
37060	8854	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8854	24	tread	tread	VBP
37060	8854	25	Alone	alone	RB
37060	8854	26	,	,	,
37060	8854	27	save	save	VB
37060	8854	28	for	for	IN
37060	8854	29	that	that	DT
37060	8854	30	inner	inner	JJ
37060	8854	31	peace	peace	NN
37060	8854	32	Which	which	WDT
37060	8854	33	bears	bear	VBZ
37060	8854	34	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8854	35	'	'	''
37060	8854	36	long	long	RB
37060	8854	37	when	when	WRB
37060	8854	38	spirits	spirit	NNS
37060	8854	39	fall	fall	VBP
37060	8854	40	From	from	IN
37060	8854	41	that	that	DT
37060	8854	42	which	which	WDT
37060	8854	43	is	be	VBZ
37060	8854	44	and	and	CC
37060	8854	45	can	can	MD
37060	8854	46	not	not	RB
37060	8854	47	be	be	VB
37060	8854	48	;	;	:
37060	8854	49	For	for	IN
37060	8854	50	sorrow	sorrow	NN
37060	8854	51	is	be	VBZ
37060	8854	52	a	a	DT
37060	8854	53	grain	grain	NN
37060	8854	54	of	of	IN
37060	8854	55	sand	sand	NN
37060	8854	56	Which	which	WDT
37060	8854	57	festers	fester	NNS
37060	8854	58	in	in	IN
37060	8854	59	the	the	DT
37060	8854	60	open	open	JJ
37060	8854	61	heart	heart	NN
37060	8854	62	And	and	CC
37060	8854	63	preys	prey	NNS
37060	8854	64	upon	upon	IN
37060	8854	65	the	the	DT
37060	8854	66	tender	tender	JJ
37060	8854	67	mind	mind	NN
37060	8854	68	Which	which	WDT
37060	8854	69	seeks	seek	VBZ
37060	8854	70	the	the	DT
37060	8854	71	sun	sun	NN
37060	8854	72	Beneath	Beneath	NNP
37060	8854	73	the	the	DT
37060	8854	74	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	8854	75	.	.	.
37060	8855	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8855	2	can	can	MD
37060	8855	3	not	not	RB
37060	8855	4	claim	claim	VB
37060	8855	5	a	a	DT
37060	8855	6	smoother	smoother	NN
37060	8855	7	trail	trail	NN
37060	8855	8	;	;	:
37060	8855	9	Though	though	IN
37060	8855	10	faltering	falter	VBG
37060	8855	11	steps	step	NNS
37060	8855	12	impede	impede	VBP
37060	8855	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8855	14	way	way	NN
37060	8855	15	,	,	,
37060	8855	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8855	17	travel	travel	VBP
37060	8855	18	on	on	IN
37060	8855	19	through	through	IN
37060	8855	20	misty	misty	JJ
37060	8855	21	glade	glade	NN
37060	8855	22	Past	past	IN
37060	8855	23	crossroads	crossroad	NNS
37060	8855	24	of	of	IN
37060	8855	25	a	a	DT
37060	8855	26	different	different	JJ
37060	8855	27	hue	hue	NN
37060	8855	28	And	and	CC
37060	8855	29	onward	onward	RB
37060	8855	30	,	,	,
37060	8855	31	though	though	IN
37060	8855	32	deep	deep	JJ
37060	8855	33	shadows	shadow	NNS
37060	8855	34	loom	loom	VBP
37060	8855	35	.	.	.
37060	8856	1	Footsteps	footstep	NNS
37060	8856	2	mingle	mingle	VBP
37060	8856	3	with	with	IN
37060	8856	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8856	5	own	own	JJ
37060	8856	6	Yet	yet	NN
37060	8856	7	on	on	IN
37060	8856	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8856	9	path	path	NN
37060	8856	10	,	,	,
37060	8856	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8856	12	walk	walk	VBP
37060	8856	13	alone	alone	RB
37060	8856	14	;	;	:
37060	8856	15	The	the	DT
37060	8856	16	dust	dust	NN
37060	8856	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8856	18	bear	bear	VBP
37060	8856	19	upon	upon	IN
37060	8856	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8856	21	feet	foot	NNS
37060	8856	22	Attests	attest	VBZ
37060	8856	23	that	that	IN
37060	8856	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8856	25	road	road	NN
37060	8856	26	is	be	VBZ
37060	8856	27	unique	unique	JJ
37060	8856	28	.	.	.
37060	8857	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8857	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8857	3	March	March	NNP
37060	8857	4	2	2	CD
37060	8857	5	,	,	,
37060	8857	6	1985	1985	CD
37060	8857	7	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	8858	1	4	4	CD
37060	8858	2	,	,	,
37060	8858	3	1985	1985	CD
37060	8858	4	...	...	.
37060	8859	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8859	2	gave	give	VBD
37060	8859	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8859	4	a	a	DT
37060	8859	5	permanent	permanent	JJ
37060	8859	6	today	today	NN
37060	8859	7	.	.	.
37060	8860	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8860	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8860	3	like	like	IN
37060	8860	4	Goldilocks	goldilock	NNS
37060	8860	5	!	!	.
37060	8861	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8861	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	8861	3	fuzzy	fuzzy	JJ
37060	8861	4	and	and	CC
37060	8861	5	appears	appear	VBZ
37060	8861	6	to	to	TO
37060	8861	7	have	have	VB
37060	8861	8	been	be	VBN
37060	8861	9	braided	braid	VBN
37060	8861	10	...	...	:
37060	8861	11	but	but	CC
37060	8861	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8861	13	's	be	VBZ
37060	8861	14	an	an	DT
37060	8861	15	improvement	improvement	NN
37060	8861	16	over	over	IN
37060	8861	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8861	18	limp	limp	JJ
37060	8861	19	hair	hair	NN
37060	8861	20	.	.	.
37060	8862	1	The	the	DT
37060	8862	2	liver	liver	NN
37060	8862	3	must	must	MD
37060	8862	4	have	have	VB
37060	8862	5	taken	take	VBN
37060	8862	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8862	7	's	be	VBZ
37060	8862	8	toll	toll	NN
37060	8862	9	on	on	IN
37060	8862	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8862	11	"	"	``
37060	8862	12	extremities	extremity	NNS
37060	8862	13	.	.	.
37060	8862	14	"	"	''
37060	8862	15	...	...	.
37060	8863	1	hair	hair	NN
37060	8863	2	,	,	,
37060	8863	3	nails	nail	NNS
37060	8863	4	;	;	:
37060	8863	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8863	6	hope	hope	VBP
37060	8863	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8863	8	teeth	tooth	NNS
37060	8863	9	do	do	VBP
37060	8863	10	n't	not	RB
37060	8863	11	go	go	VB
37060	8863	12	!	!	.
37060	8864	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8864	2	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	8864	3	to	to	TO
37060	8864	4	be	be	VB
37060	8864	5	better	well	JJR
37060	8864	6	for	for	IN
37060	8864	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8864	8	to	to	TO
37060	8864	9	eat	eat	VB
37060	8864	10	throughout	throughout	IN
37060	8864	11	the	the	DT
37060	8864	12	day	day	NN
37060	8864	13	whenever	whenever	WRB
37060	8864	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8864	15	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8864	16	hungry	hungry	JJ
37060	8864	17	.	.	.
37060	8865	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8865	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8865	3	truly	truly	RB
37060	8865	4	March	March	NNP
37060	8865	5	;	;	:
37060	8865	6	the	the	DT
37060	8865	7	wind	wind	NN
37060	8865	8	's	be	VBZ
37060	8865	9	a	a	DT
37060	8865	10	regular	regular	JJ
37060	8865	11	terror	terror	NN
37060	8865	12	!	!	.
37060	8866	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	8867	1	7	7	CD
37060	8867	2	,	,	,
37060	8867	3	1985	1985	CD
37060	8867	4	...	...	.
37060	8868	1	Tomorrow	tomorrow	NN
37060	8868	2	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8868	3	would	would	MD
37060	8868	4	have	have	VB
37060	8868	5	been	be	VBN
37060	8868	6	34	34	CD
37060	8868	7	.	.	.
37060	8869	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8869	2	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	8869	3	rather	rather	RB
37060	8869	4	strange	strange	JJ
37060	8869	5	.	.	.
37060	8870	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8870	2	wrote	write	VBD
37060	8870	3	a	a	DT
37060	8870	4	profound	profound	JJ
37060	8870	5	thought	thought	NN
37060	8870	6	yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	8870	7	;	;	:
37060	8870	8	"	"	``
37060	8870	9	Does	do	VBZ
37060	8870	10	not	not	RB
37060	8870	11	the	the	DT
37060	8870	12	sunrise	sunrise	NN
37060	8870	13	from	from	IN
37060	8870	14	out	out	IN
37060	8870	15	of	of	IN
37060	8870	16	the	the	DT
37060	8870	17	Darkness	Darkness	NNP
37060	8870	18	?	?	.
37060	8870	19	"	"	''
37060	8871	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8871	2	finished	finish	VBD
37060	8871	3	re	re	VBD
37060	8871	4	-	-	VBG
37060	8871	5	reading	read	VBG
37060	8871	6	the	the	DT
37060	8871	7	2nd	2nd	NN
37060	8871	8	of	of	IN
37060	8871	9	the	the	DT
37060	8871	10	Tolkien	Tolkien	NNP
37060	8871	11	trilogies	trilogy	NNS
37060	8871	12	and	and	CC
37060	8871	13	began	begin	VBD
37060	8871	14	the	the	DT
37060	8871	15	3rd	3rd	NN
37060	8871	16	.	.	.
37060	8872	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8872	2	love	love	VBP
37060	8872	3	those	those	DT
37060	8872	4	books	book	NNS
37060	8872	5	.	.	.
37060	8873	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8873	2	room	room	NN
37060	8873	3	and	and	CC
37060	8873	4	"	"	``
37060	8873	5	living	living	NN
37060	8873	6	room	room	NN
37060	8873	7	"	"	''
37060	8873	8	are	be	VBP
37060	8873	9	so	so	RB
37060	8873	10	neat	neat	JJ
37060	8873	11	.	.	.
37060	8874	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8874	2	just	just	RB
37060	8874	3	love	love	VBP
37060	8874	4	having	have	VBG
37060	8874	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8874	6	"	"	``
37060	8874	7	apt	apt	NN
37060	8874	8	.	.	.
37060	8874	9	"	"	''
37060	8875	1	...	...	NFP
37060	8875	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8875	3	would	would	MD
37060	8875	4	n't	not	RB
37060	8875	5	be	be	VB
37060	8875	6	this	this	DT
37060	8875	7	way	way	NN
37060	8875	8	if	if	IN
37060	8875	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8875	10	were	be	VBD
37060	8875	11	n't	not	RB
37060	8875	12	for	for	IN
37060	8875	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8875	14	Big	Big	NNP
37060	8875	15	C.	C.	NNP
37060	8875	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8875	17	'd	'd	MD
37060	8875	18	be	be	VB
37060	8875	19	making	make	VBG
37060	8875	20	money	money	NN
37060	8875	21	somewhere	somewhere	RB
37060	8875	22	and	and	CC
37060	8875	23	probably	probably	RB
37060	8875	24	still	still	RB
37060	8875	25	live	live	VBP
37060	8875	26	here	here	RB
37060	8875	27	,	,	,
37060	8875	28	but	but	CC
37060	8875	29	as	as	RB
37060	8875	30	far	far	RB
37060	8875	31	as	as	IN
37060	8875	32	furniture	furniture	NN
37060	8875	33	goes	go	VBZ
37060	8875	34	.	.	.
37060	8876	1	.	.	.
37060	8877	1	.	.	.
37060	8878	1	well	well	UH
37060	8878	2	,	,	,
37060	8878	3	who	who	WP
37060	8878	4	knows	know	VBZ
37060	8878	5	?	?	.
37060	8879	1	Maybe	maybe	RB
37060	8879	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8879	3	'd	'd	MD
37060	8879	4	have	have	VB
37060	8879	5	done	do	VBN
37060	8879	6	this	this	DT
37060	8879	7	.	.	.
37060	8880	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8880	2	know	know	VBP
37060	8880	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8880	4	'd	'd	MD
37060	8880	5	also	also	RB
37060	8880	6	have	have	VB
37060	8880	7	wanted	want	VBN
37060	8880	8	to	to	TO
37060	8880	9	save	save	VB
37060	8880	10	and	and	CC
37060	8880	11	scrimp	scrimp	VB
37060	8880	12	for	for	IN
37060	8880	13	a	a	DT
37060	8880	14	down	down	JJ
37060	8880	15	payment	payment	NN
37060	8880	16	on	on	IN
37060	8880	17	a	a	DT
37060	8880	18	house	house	NN
37060	8880	19	.	.	.
37060	8881	1	Strange	strange	JJ
37060	8881	2	how	how	WRB
37060	8881	3	a	a	DT
37060	8881	4	person	person	NN
37060	8881	5	's	's	POS
37060	8881	6	life	life	NN
37060	8881	7	can	can	MD
37060	8881	8	be	be	VB
37060	8881	9	so	so	RB
37060	8881	10	altered	altered	JJ
37060	8881	11	from	from	IN
37060	8881	12	that	that	DT
37060	8881	13	which	which	WDT
37060	8881	14	one	one	PRP
37060	8881	15	had	have	VBD
37060	8881	16	desired	desire	VBN
37060	8881	17	.	.	.
37060	8882	1	Health	health	NN
37060	8882	2	means	mean	VBZ
37060	8882	3	so	so	RB
37060	8882	4	much	much	RB
37060	8882	5	,	,	,
37060	8882	6	yet	yet	CC
37060	8882	7	few	few	JJ
37060	8882	8	are	be	VBP
37060	8882	9	thankful	thankful	JJ
37060	8882	10	for	for	IN
37060	8882	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8882	12	.	.	.
37060	8883	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8883	2	remember	remember	VBP
37060	8883	3	how	how	WRB
37060	8883	4	great	great	JJ
37060	8883	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8883	6	was	be	VBD
37060	8883	7	to	to	TO
37060	8883	8	climb	climb	VB
37060	8883	9	in	in	IN
37060	8883	10	the	the	DT
37060	8883	11	mountains	mountain	NNS
37060	8883	12	.	.	.
37060	8884	1	.	.	.
37060	8885	1	.	.	.
37060	8886	1	now	now	RB
37060	8886	2	that	that	DT
37060	8886	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	8886	4	all	all	DT
37060	8886	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8886	6	have	have	VBP
37060	8886	7	...	...	NFP
37060	8886	8	memories	memory	NNS
37060	8886	9	of	of	IN
37060	8886	10	health	health	NNP
37060	8886	11	long	long	RB
37060	8886	12	passed	pass	VBD
37060	8886	13	.	.	.
37060	8887	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8887	2	suppose	suppose	VBP
37060	8887	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8887	4	did	do	VBD
37060	8887	5	n't	not	RB
37060	8887	6	truly	truly	RB
37060	8887	7	have	have	VB
37060	8887	8	health	health	NN
37060	8887	9	since	since	IN
37060	8887	10	late	late	JJ
37060	8887	11	grade	grade	NN
37060	8887	12	school	school	NN
37060	8887	13	years	year	NNS
37060	8887	14	.	.	.
37060	8888	1	Cancer	cancer	NN
37060	8888	2	had	have	VBD
37060	8888	3	been	be	VBN
37060	8888	4	with	with	IN
37060	8888	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8888	6	for	for	IN
37060	8888	7	a	a	DT
37060	8888	8	long	long	JJ
37060	8888	9	time	time	NN
37060	8888	10	to	to	TO
37060	8888	11	have	have	VB
37060	8888	12	grown	grow	VBN
37060	8888	13	so	so	RB
37060	8888	14	large	large	JJ
37060	8888	15	in	in	IN
37060	8888	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8888	17	stomach	stomach	NN
37060	8888	18	.	.	.
37060	8889	1	But	but	CC
37060	8889	2	of	of	IN
37060	8889	3	course	course	NN
37060	8889	4	,	,	,
37060	8889	5	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	8889	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	8889	7	n't	not	RB
37060	8889	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8889	9	foremost	foremost	JJ
37060	8889	10	pain	pain	NN
37060	8889	11	.	.	.
37060	8890	1	.	.	.
37060	8891	1	.	.	.
37060	8892	1	that	that	DT
37060	8892	2	comes	come	VBZ
37060	8892	3	only	only	RB
37060	8892	4	from	from	IN
37060	8892	5	the	the	DT
37060	8892	6	death	death	NN
37060	8892	7	of	of	IN
37060	8892	8	Norm	norm	NN
37060	8892	9	.	.	.
37060	8893	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8893	2	used	use	VBD
37060	8893	3	to	to	TO
37060	8893	4	laugh	laugh	VB
37060	8893	5	far	far	RB
37060	8893	6	more	more	RBR
37060	8893	7	often	often	RB
37060	8893	8	,	,	,
37060	8893	9	for	for	IN
37060	8893	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8893	11	were	be	VBD
37060	8893	12	always	always	RB
37060	8893	13	joking	joke	VBG
37060	8893	14	around	around	RB
37060	8893	15	.	.	.
37060	8894	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8894	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8894	3	such	such	JJ
37060	8894	4	fun	fun	NN
37060	8894	5	.	.	.
37060	8895	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8895	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	8895	3	lucky	lucky	JJ
37060	8895	4	to	to	TO
37060	8895	5	have	have	VB
37060	8895	6	had	have	VBN
37060	8895	7	such	such	PDT
37060	8895	8	a	a	DT
37060	8895	9	relationship	relationship	NN
37060	8895	10	at	at	RB
37060	8895	11	all	all	RB
37060	8895	12	,	,	,
37060	8895	13	for	for	IN
37060	8895	14	few	few	JJ
37060	8895	15	do	do	VBP
37060	8895	16	in	in	IN
37060	8895	17	a	a	DT
37060	8895	18	lifetime	lifetime	NN
37060	8895	19	.	.	.
37060	8896	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	8897	1	12	12	CD
37060	8897	2	,	,	,
37060	8897	3	1985	1985	CD
37060	8897	4	...	...	.
37060	8898	1	Needed	need	VBN
37060	8898	2	to	to	TO
37060	8898	3	sort	sort	VB
37060	8898	4	through	through	IN
37060	8898	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8898	6	clothes	clothe	NNS
37060	8898	7	.	.	.
37060	8899	1	So	so	RB
37060	8899	2	many	many	JJ
37060	8899	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8899	4	can	can	MD
37060	8899	5	no	no	RB
37060	8899	6	longer	longer	RB
37060	8899	7	wear	wear	VB
37060	8899	8	.	.	.
37060	8900	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	8901	1	13	13	CD
37060	8901	2	,	,	,
37060	8901	3	1985	1985	CD
37060	8901	4	...	...	.
37060	8902	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8902	2	wrote	write	VBD
37060	8902	3	a	a	DT
37060	8902	4	letter	letter	NN
37060	8902	5	to	to	IN
37060	8902	6	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	8902	7	.	.	.
37060	8903	1	One	one	CD
37060	8903	2	of	of	IN
37060	8903	3	the	the	DT
37060	8903	4	patients	patient	NNS
37060	8903	5	who	who	WP
37060	8903	6	journeyed	journey	VBD
37060	8903	7	to	to	IN
37060	8903	8	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	8903	9	called	call	VBD
37060	8903	10	.	.	.
37060	8904	1	Max	Max	NNP
37060	8904	2	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8904	3	another	another	DT
37060	8904	4	patient	patient	NN
37060	8904	5	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8904	6	died	die	VBD
37060	8904	7	yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	8904	8	.	.	.
37060	8905	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8905	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	8905	3	to	to	TO
37060	8905	4	calligraph	calligraph	VB
37060	8905	5	a	a	DT
37060	8905	6	card	card	NN
37060	8905	7	for	for	IN
37060	8905	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8905	9	mother	mother	NN
37060	8905	10	,	,	,
37060	8905	11	but	but	CC
37060	8905	12	could	could	MD
37060	8905	13	n't	not	RB
37060	8905	14	seem	seem	VB
37060	8905	15	to	to	TO
37060	8905	16	control	control	VB
37060	8905	17	the	the	DT
37060	8905	18	pen	pen	NN
37060	8905	19	well	well	UH
37060	8905	20	today	today	NN
37060	8905	21	.	.	.
37060	8906	1	Whenever	whenever	WRB
37060	8906	2	another	another	DT
37060	8906	3	of	of	IN
37060	8906	4	the	the	DT
37060	8906	5	group	group	NN
37060	8906	6	who	who	WP
37060	8906	7	went	go	VBD
37060	8906	8	to	to	IN
37060	8906	9	Greece	Greece	NNP
37060	8906	10	dies	die	VBZ
37060	8906	11	,	,	,
37060	8906	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8906	13	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	8906	14	when	when	WRB
37060	8906	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8906	16	'll	will	MD
37060	8906	17	go	go	VB
37060	8906	18	,	,	,
37060	8906	19	too	too	RB
37060	8906	20	.	.	.
37060	8907	1	Almost	almost	RB
37060	8907	2	all	all	DT
37060	8907	3	of	of	IN
37060	8907	4	the	the	DT
37060	8907	5	ones	one	NNS
37060	8907	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8907	7	knew	know	VBD
37060	8907	8	are	be	VBP
37060	8907	9	now	now	RB
37060	8907	10	dead	dead	JJ
37060	8907	11	.	.	.
37060	8908	1	Some	some	DT
37060	8908	2	cure	cure	NN
37060	8908	3	!	!	.
37060	8909	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8909	2	had	have	VBD
37060	8909	3	,	,	,
37060	8909	4	at	at	IN
37060	8909	5	the	the	DT
37060	8909	6	time	time	NN
37060	8909	7	,	,	,
37060	8909	8	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	8909	9	rather	rather	RB
37060	8909	10	promising	promising	JJ
37060	8909	11	.	.	.
37060	8910	1	Some	some	DT
37060	8910	2	have	have	VBP
37060	8910	3	said	say	VBN
37060	8910	4	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8910	5	did	do	VBD
37060	8910	6	n't	not	RB
37060	8910	7	see	see	VB
37060	8910	8	why	why	WRB
37060	8910	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8910	10	went	go	VBD
37060	8910	11	;	;	:
37060	8910	12	if	if	IN
37060	8910	13	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8910	14	had	have	VBD
37060	8910	15	a	a	DT
37060	8910	16	loved	love	VBN
37060	8910	17	one	one	NN
37060	8910	18	,	,	,
37060	8910	19	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8910	20	'd	'd	MD
37060	8910	21	probably	probably	RB
37060	8910	22	be	be	VB
37060	8910	23	on	on	IN
37060	8910	24	the	the	DT
37060	8910	25	first	first	JJ
37060	8910	26	plane	plane	NN
37060	8910	27	!	!	.
37060	8911	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	8912	1	27	27	CD
37060	8912	2	,	,	,
37060	8912	3	1985	1985	CD
37060	8912	4	...	...	.
37060	8913	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8913	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8913	3	just	just	RB
37060	8913	4	65	65	CD
37060	8913	5	degrees	degree	NNS
37060	8913	6	;	;	:
37060	8913	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8913	8	sat	sit	VBD
37060	8913	9	outside	outside	RB
37060	8913	10	in	in	IN
37060	8913	11	shorts	short	NNS
37060	8913	12	and	and	CC
37060	8913	13	a	a	DT
37060	8913	14	light	light	JJ
37060	8913	15	top	top	NN
37060	8913	16	.	.	.
37060	8914	1	A	a	DT
37060	8914	2	balmy	balmy	JJ
37060	8914	3	spring	spring	NN
37060	8914	4	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	8914	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	8914	6	filtering	filter	VBG
37060	8914	7	through	through	IN
37060	8914	8	the	the	DT
37060	8914	9	still	still	RB
37060	8914	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	8914	11	barren	barren	JJ
37060	8914	12	branches	branch	NNS
37060	8914	13	of	of	IN
37060	8914	14	the	the	DT
37060	8914	15	oak	oak	NN
37060	8914	16	trees	tree	NNS
37060	8914	17	,	,	,
37060	8914	18	and	and	CC
37060	8914	19	despite	despite	IN
37060	8914	20	a	a	DT
37060	8914	21	slight	slight	JJ
37060	8914	22	chill	chill	NN
37060	8914	23	in	in	IN
37060	8914	24	the	the	DT
37060	8914	25	air	air	NN
37060	8914	26	,	,	,
37060	8914	27	the	the	DT
37060	8914	28	sun	sun	NN
37060	8914	29	obliterates	obliterate	VBZ
37060	8914	30	any	any	DT
37060	8914	31	shiver	shiver	NN
37060	8914	32	which	which	WDT
37060	8914	33	might	may	MD
37060	8914	34	otherwise	otherwise	RB
37060	8914	35	have	have	VB
37060	8914	36	broken	break	VBN
37060	8914	37	upon	upon	IN
37060	8914	38	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8914	39	skin	skin	NN
37060	8914	40	.	.	.
37060	8915	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8915	2	persists	persist	VBZ
37060	8915	3	in	in	IN
37060	8915	4	weeding	weed	VBG
37060	8915	5	,	,	,
37060	8915	6	nurturing	nurture	VBG
37060	8915	7	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8915	8	plants	plant	NNS
37060	8915	9	,	,	,
37060	8915	10	not	not	RB
37060	8915	11	heeding	heed	VBG
37060	8915	12	the	the	DT
37060	8915	13	complaints	complaint	NNS
37060	8915	14	of	of	IN
37060	8915	15	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8915	16	aching	ache	VBG
37060	8915	17	back	back	RB
37060	8915	18	,	,	,
37060	8915	19	while	while	IN
37060	8915	20	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8915	21	rakes	rake	VBZ
37060	8915	22	and	and	CC
37060	8915	23	resets	reset	VBZ
37060	8915	24	the	the	DT
37060	8915	25	ground-	ground-	NN
37060	8915	26	mole	mole	JJ
37060	8915	27	trap	trap	NN
37060	8915	28	.	.	.
37060	8916	1	.	.	.
37060	8917	1	.	.	.
37060	8918	1	"	"	``
37060	8918	2	What	what	WP
37060	8918	3	could	could	MD
37060	8918	4	be	be	VB
37060	8918	5	more	more	RBR
37060	8918	6	disturbing	disturbing	JJ
37060	8918	7	than	than	IN
37060	8918	8	a	a	DT
37060	8918	9	mole	mole	RB
37060	8918	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	8918	11	infested	infest	VBN
37060	8918	12	lawn	lawn	NN
37060	8918	13	?	?	.
37060	8918	14	"	"	''
37060	8919	1	And	and	CC
37060	8919	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8919	3	sit	sit	VBP
37060	8919	4	...	...	NFP
37060	8919	5	and	and	CC
37060	8919	6	observe	observe	VBP
37060	8919	7	...	...	NFP
37060	8919	8	and	and	CC
37060	8919	9	listen	listen	VB
37060	8919	10	.	.	.
37060	8920	1	Across	across	IN
37060	8920	2	the	the	DT
37060	8920	3	hill	hill	NN
37060	8920	4	,	,	,
37060	8920	5	a	a	DT
37060	8920	6	child	child	NN
37060	8920	7	chants	chant	VBZ
37060	8920	8	a	a	DT
37060	8920	9	rhyme	rhyme	NNS
37060	8920	10	unperfected	unperfected	JJ
37060	8920	11	,	,	,
37060	8920	12	to	to	IN
37060	8920	13	the	the	DT
37060	8920	14	hap	hap	NNP
37060	8920	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	8920	16	hazard	hazard	NNP
37060	8920	17	beat	beat	NN
37060	8920	18	of	of	IN
37060	8920	19	a	a	DT
37060	8920	20	jump	jump	NN
37060	8920	21	rope	rope	NN
37060	8920	22	.	.	.
37060	8921	1	The	the	DT
37060	8921	2	adjacent	adjacent	JJ
37060	8921	3	hill	hill	NN
37060	8921	4	delivers	deliver	VBZ
37060	8921	5	the	the	DT
37060	8921	6	sound	sound	NN
37060	8921	7	of	of	IN
37060	8921	8	a	a	DT
37060	8921	9	tree	tree	NN
37060	8921	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	8921	11	trimming	trim	VBG
37060	8921	12	crew	crew	NN
37060	8921	13	ripping	rip	VBG
37060	8921	14	the	the	DT
37060	8921	15	remnants	remnant	NNS
37060	8921	16	of	of	IN
37060	8921	17	a	a	DT
37060	8921	18	tree	tree	NN
37060	8921	19	to	to	IN
37060	8921	20	shreds	shred	NNS
37060	8921	21	.	.	.
37060	8922	1	The	the	DT
37060	8922	2	birds	bird	NNS
37060	8922	3	surround	surround	VBP
37060	8922	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8922	5	with	with	IN
37060	8922	6	a	a	DT
37060	8922	7	joyful	joyful	JJ
37060	8922	8	chorus	chorus	NN
37060	8922	9	,	,	,
37060	8922	10	assured	assure	VBD
37060	8922	11	that	that	IN
37060	8922	12	soon	soon	RB
37060	8922	13	spring	spring	VB
37060	8922	14	shall	shall	MD
37060	8922	15	arrive	arrive	VB
37060	8922	16	,	,	,
37060	8922	17	while	while	IN
37060	8922	18	a	a	DT
37060	8922	19	fly	fly	NN
37060	8922	20	attempts	attempt	VBZ
37060	8922	21	to	to	TO
37060	8922	22	sun	sun	VB
37060	8922	23	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8922	24	on	on	IN
37060	8922	25	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8922	26	knee	knee	NN
37060	8922	27	and	and	CC
37060	8922	28	is	be	VBZ
37060	8922	29	foiled	foil	VBN
37060	8922	30	in	in	IN
37060	8922	31	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8922	32	attempt	attempt	NN
37060	8922	33	.	.	.
37060	8923	1	A	a	DT
37060	8923	2	new	new	JJ
37060	8923	3	and	and	CC
37060	8923	4	unfamiliar	unfamiliar	JJ
37060	8923	5	bird	bird	NN
37060	8923	6	joins	join	NNS
37060	8923	7	in	in	IN
37060	8923	8	the	the	DT
37060	8923	9	chorus	chorus	NN
37060	8923	10	,	,	,
37060	8923	11	while	while	IN
37060	8923	12	a	a	DT
37060	8923	13	rake	rake	NN
37060	8923	14	scrapes	scrape	VBZ
37060	8923	15	the	the	DT
37060	8923	16	lawn	lawn	NN
37060	8923	17	in	in	IN
37060	8923	18	a	a	DT
37060	8923	19	rhythmic	rhythmic	JJ
37060	8923	20	pattern	pattern	NN
37060	8923	21	.	.	.
37060	8924	1	An	an	DT
37060	8924	2	incoming	incoming	JJ
37060	8924	3	plane	plane	NN
37060	8924	4	drones	drone	VBZ
37060	8924	5	toward	toward	IN
37060	8924	6	the	the	DT
37060	8924	7	distant	distant	JJ
37060	8924	8	airport	airport	NN
37060	8924	9	and	and	CC
37060	8924	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	8924	11	gone	go	VBN
37060	8924	12	seconds	second	NNS
37060	8924	13	later	later	RB
37060	8924	14	,	,	,
37060	8924	15	only	only	RB
37060	8924	16	a	a	DT
37060	8924	17	minor	minor	JJ
37060	8924	18	disruption	disruption	NN
37060	8924	19	to	to	IN
37060	8924	20	the	the	DT
37060	8924	21	day	day	NN
37060	8924	22	's	's	POS
37060	8924	23	overall	overall	JJ
37060	8924	24	serenity	serenity	NN
37060	8924	25	.	.	.
37060	8925	1	A	a	DT
37060	8925	2	can	can	MD
37060	8925	3	drops	drop	VBZ
37060	8925	4	and	and	CC
37060	8925	5	hits	hit	VBZ
37060	8925	6	the	the	DT
37060	8925	7	cement	cement	NN
37060	8925	8	;	;	:
37060	8925	9	the	the	DT
37060	8925	10	wind	wind	NN
37060	8925	11	chimes	chime	NNS
37060	8925	12	attest	attest	VBP
37060	8925	13	to	to	IN
37060	8925	14	the	the	DT
37060	8925	15	steady	steady	JJ
37060	8925	16	flow	flow	NN
37060	8925	17	of	of	IN
37060	8925	18	the	the	DT
37060	8925	19	soft	soft	JJ
37060	8925	20	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	8925	21	.	.	.
37060	8926	1	A	a	DT
37060	8926	2	child	child	NN
37060	8926	3	hollers	holler	VBZ
37060	8926	4	a	a	DT
37060	8926	5	rhyme	rhyme	NNS
37060	8926	6	.	.	.
37060	8927	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8927	2	wish	wish	VBP
37060	8927	3	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8927	4	would	would	MD
37060	8927	5	shut	shut	VB
37060	8927	6	up	up	RP
37060	8927	7	.	.	.
37060	8928	1	Ah	ah	UH
37060	8928	2	,	,	,
37060	8928	3	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8928	4	has	have	VBZ
37060	8928	5	!	!	.
37060	8929	1	Or	or	CC
37060	8929	2	so	so	RB
37060	8929	3	the	the	DT
37060	8929	4	moment	moment	NN
37060	8929	5	portends	portend	VBZ
37060	8929	6	.	.	.
37060	8930	1	April	April	NNP
37060	8930	2	1	1	CD
37060	8930	3	,	,	,
37060	8930	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	8930	5	...	...	NFP
37060	8930	6	(	(	-LRB-
37060	8930	7	April	April	NNP
37060	8930	8	Fool	Fool	NNP
37060	8930	9	's	's	POS
37060	8930	10	Day	day	NN
37060	8930	11	)	)	-RRB-
37060	8930	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8930	13	"	"	``
37060	8930	14	got	get	VBD
37060	8930	15	"	"	''
37060	8930	16	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8930	17	by	by	IN
37060	8930	18	telling	tell	VBG
37060	8930	19	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8930	20	that	that	IN
37060	8930	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8930	22	flubbed	flub	VBD
37060	8930	23	on	on	IN
37060	8930	24	one	one	CD
37060	8930	25	of	of	IN
37060	8930	26	the	the	DT
37060	8930	27	posters	poster	NNS
37060	8930	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8930	29	was	be	VBD
37060	8930	30	making	make	VBG
37060	8930	31	for	for	IN
37060	8930	32	the	the	DT
37060	8930	33	Salad	Salad	NNP
37060	8930	34	Luncheon	Luncheon	NNP
37060	8930	35	publicity	publicity	NN
37060	8930	36	.	.	.
37060	8931	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8931	2	finally	finally	RB
37060	8931	3	finished	finish	VBD
37060	8931	4	reading	read	VBG
37060	8931	5	"	"	``
37060	8931	6	The	the	DT
37060	8931	7	Rosary	Rosary	NNP
37060	8931	8	"	"	''
37060	8931	9	a	a	DT
37060	8931	10	candy	candy	NN
37060	8931	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	8931	12	sweet	sweet	JJ
37060	8931	13	idealistic	idealistic	JJ
37060	8931	14	-	-	HYPH
37060	8931	15	love	love	NN
37060	8931	16	romance	romance	NN
37060	8931	17	.	.	.
37060	8932	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8932	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	8932	3	begun	begin	VBN
37060	8932	4	to	to	TO
37060	8932	5	clean	clean	VB
37060	8932	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8932	7	upstairs	upstairs	NN
37060	8932	8	;	;	:
37060	8932	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8932	10	's	be	VBZ
37060	8932	11	so	so	RB
37060	8932	12	good	good	JJ
37060	8932	13	of	of	IN
37060	8932	14	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8932	15	to	to	TO
37060	8932	16	do	do	VB
37060	8932	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8932	18	.	.	.
37060	8933	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8933	2	get	get	VBP
37060	8933	3	so	so	RB
37060	8933	4	tired	tired	JJ
37060	8933	5	;	;	:
37060	8933	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8933	7	guess	guess	VBP
37060	8933	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8933	9	have	have	VBP
37060	8933	10	to	to	TO
37060	8933	11	give	give	VB
37060	8933	12	in	in	RP
37060	8933	13	,	,	,
37060	8933	14	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	8933	15	.	.	.
37060	8934	1	April	April	NNP
37060	8934	2	2	2	CD
37060	8934	3	,	,	,
37060	8934	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	8934	5	...	...	:
37060	8934	6	A	a	DT
37060	8934	7	good	good	JJ
37060	8934	8	day	day	NN
37060	8934	9	!	!	.
37060	8935	1	Wow	wow	UH
37060	8935	2	!	!	.
37060	8936	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8936	2	wrote	write	VBD
37060	8936	3	a	a	DT
37060	8936	4	lot	lot	NN
37060	8936	5	!	!	.
37060	8937	1	April	April	NNP
37060	8937	2	3	3	CD
37060	8937	3	,	,	,
37060	8937	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	8937	5	...	...	.
37060	8938	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8938	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8938	3	doing	do	VBG
37060	8938	4	all	all	PDT
37060	8938	5	the	the	DT
37060	8938	6	typing	typing	NN
37060	8938	7	for	for	IN
37060	8938	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8938	9	;	;	:
37060	8938	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8938	11	'm	be	VBP
37060	8938	12	so	so	RB
37060	8938	13	weak	weak	JJ
37060	8938	14	,	,	,
37060	8938	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8938	16	really	really	RB
37060	8938	17	do	do	VBP
37060	8938	18	n't	not	RB
37060	8938	19	feel	feel	VB
37060	8938	20	like	like	IN
37060	8938	21	doing	do	VBG
37060	8938	22	much	much	RB
37060	8938	23	.	.	.
37060	8939	1	April	April	NNP
37060	8939	2	7	7	CD
37060	8939	3	,	,	,
37060	8939	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	8939	5	...	...	.
37060	8940	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8940	2	am	be	VBP
37060	8940	3	having	have	VBG
37060	8940	4	a	a	DT
37060	8940	5	good	good	JJ
37060	8940	6	day	day	NN
37060	8940	7	!	!	.
37060	8941	1	What	what	WDT
37060	8941	2	a	a	DT
37060	8941	3	change	change	NN
37060	8941	4	of	of	IN
37060	8941	5	pace	pace	NN
37060	8941	6	.	.	.
37060	8942	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8942	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	8942	3	re	re	VBG
37060	8942	4	-	-	NN
37060	8942	5	reading	read	VBG
37060	8942	6	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	8942	7	's	's	POS
37060	8942	8	old	old	JJ
37060	8942	9	letters	letter	NNS
37060	8942	10	.	.	.
37060	8943	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8943	2	bring	bring	VBP
37060	8943	3	back	back	RB
37060	8943	4	memories	memory	NNS
37060	8943	5	.	.	.
37060	8944	1	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	8944	2	and	and	CC
37060	8944	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	8944	4	had	have	VBD
37060	8944	5	a	a	DT
37060	8944	6	good	good	JJ
37060	8944	7	day	day	NN
37060	8944	8	with	with	IN
37060	8944	9	the	the	DT
37060	8944	10	rest	rest	NN
37060	8944	11	of	of	IN
37060	8944	12	the	the	DT
37060	8944	13	clan	clan	NN
37060	8944	14	.	.	.
37060	8945	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8945	2	brought	bring	VBD
37060	8945	3	back	back	RB
37060	8945	4	a	a	DT
37060	8945	5	lovely	lovely	JJ
37060	8945	6	lacey	lacey	NNS
37060	8945	7	and	and	CC
37060	8945	8	beribboned	beribbone	VBD
37060	8945	9	egg	egg	NN
37060	8945	10	to	to	TO
37060	8945	11	be	be	VB
37060	8945	12	used	use	VBN
37060	8945	13	for	for	IN
37060	8945	14	a	a	DT
37060	8945	15	centerpiece	centerpiece	NN
37060	8945	16	.	.	.
37060	8946	1	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	8946	2	sent	send	VBD
37060	8946	3	a	a	DT
37060	8946	4	tiny	tiny	JJ
37060	8946	5	basket	basket	NN
37060	8946	6	with	with	IN
37060	8946	7	pink	pink	JJ
37060	8946	8	flowers	flower	NNS
37060	8946	9	and	and	CC
37060	8946	10	a	a	DT
37060	8946	11	miniature	miniature	JJ
37060	8946	12	rabbit	rabbit	NN
37060	8946	13	for	for	IN
37060	8946	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8946	15	.	.	.
37060	8947	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8947	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	8947	3	always	always	RB
37060	8947	4	lavishing	lavish	VBG
37060	8947	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8947	6	with	with	IN
37060	8947	7	demonstrations	demonstration	NNS
37060	8947	8	of	of	IN
37060	8947	9	love	love	NN
37060	8947	10	and	and	CC
37060	8947	11	affection	affection	NN
37060	8947	12	.	.	.
37060	8948	1	Scott	Scott	NNP
37060	8948	2	and	and	CC
37060	8948	3	Brad	Brad	NNP
37060	8948	4	appeared	appear	VBD
37060	8948	5	to	to	TO
37060	8948	6	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	8948	7	the	the	DT
37060	8948	8	books	book	NNS
37060	8948	9	.	.	.
37060	8949	1	April	April	NNP
37060	8949	2	11	11	CD
37060	8949	3	,	,	,
37060	8949	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	8949	5	...	...	.
37060	8950	1	Problems	problem	NNS
37060	8950	2	again	again	RB
37060	8950	3	,	,	,
37060	8950	4	but	but	CC
37060	8950	5	not	not	RB
37060	8950	6	so	so	RB
37060	8950	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8950	8	could	could	MD
37060	8950	9	n't	not	RB
37060	8950	10	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	8950	11	the	the	DT
37060	8950	12	day	day	NN
37060	8950	13	.	.	.
37060	8951	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8951	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8951	3	in	in	IN
37060	8951	4	the	the	DT
37060	8951	5	60	60	NNP
37060	8951	6	's	's	POS
37060	8951	7	.	.	.
37060	8952	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8952	2	wrote	write	VBD
37060	8952	3	a	a	DT
37060	8952	4	poem	poem	NN
37060	8952	5	about	about	IN
37060	8952	6	spring	spring	NN
37060	8952	7	.	.	.
37060	8953	1	Spring	spring	VB
37060	8953	2	All	all	PDT
37060	8953	3	that	that	WDT
37060	8953	4	which	which	WDT
37060	8953	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8953	6	can	can	MD
37060	8953	7	not	not	RB
37060	8953	8	be	be	VB
37060	8953	9	Is	be	VBZ
37060	8953	10	part	part	NN
37060	8953	11	of	of	IN
37060	8953	12	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8953	13	Vitality	vitality	NN
37060	8953	14	...	...	.
37060	8954	1	The	the	DT
37060	8954	2	hov'ring	hov'ring	NNP
37060	8954	3	bee	bee	NN
37060	8954	4	,	,	,
37060	8954	5	The	the	DT
37060	8954	6	blossom	blossom	NN
37060	8954	7	fair	fair	NN
37060	8954	8	...	...	:
37060	8955	1	The	the	DT
37060	8955	2	youthful	youthful	JJ
37060	8955	3	bird	bird	NN
37060	8955	4	Upon	upon	IN
37060	8955	5	the	the	DT
37060	8955	6	air	air	NN
37060	8955	7	...	...	:
37060	8955	8	A	a	DT
37060	8955	9	burning	burn	VBG
37060	8955	10	sun	sun	NN
37060	8955	11	That	that	IN
37060	8955	12	buries	burie	NNS
37060	8955	13	snow	snow	VBP
37060	8955	14	In	in	IN
37060	8955	15	shallow	shallow	JJ
37060	8955	16	graves	grave	NNS
37060	8955	17	From	from	IN
37060	8955	18	whence	whence	NN
37060	8955	19	life	life	NN
37060	8955	20	grows	grow	VBZ
37060	8955	21	;	;	:
37060	8955	22	Embracing	embrace	VBG
37060	8955	23	both	both	DT
37060	8955	24	new	new	JJ
37060	8955	25	seed	seed	NN
37060	8955	26	And	and	CC
37060	8955	27	breath	breath	NN
37060	8955	28	And	and	CC
37060	8955	29	shielding	shield	VBG
37060	8955	30	each	each	DT
37060	8955	31	From	from	IN
37060	8955	32	thought	thought	NN
37060	8955	33	of	of	IN
37060	8955	34	death	death	NN
37060	8955	35	.	.	.
37060	8956	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	8956	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8956	3	April	April	NNP
37060	8956	4	11	11	CD
37060	8956	5	,	,	,
37060	8956	6	1985	1985	CD
37060	8956	7	April	April	NNP
37060	8956	8	21	21	CD
37060	8956	9	,	,	,
37060	8956	10	1985	1985	CD
37060	8956	11	...	...	.
37060	8957	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8957	2	've	have	VB
37060	8957	3	been	be	VBN
37060	8957	4	reading	read	VBG
37060	8957	5	Sherry	Sherry	NNP
37060	8957	6	's	's	POS
37060	8957	7	old	old	JJ
37060	8957	8	letters	letter	NNS
37060	8957	9	when	when	WRB
37060	8957	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8957	11	tire	tire	VBP
37060	8957	12	of	of	IN
37060	8957	13	writing	writing	NN
37060	8957	14	.	.	.
37060	8958	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8958	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	8958	3	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	8958	4	to	to	TO
37060	8958	5	write	write	VB
37060	8958	6	about	about	IN
37060	8958	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8958	8	first	first	JJ
37060	8958	9	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	8958	10	experience	experience	NN
37060	8958	11	;	;	,
37060	8958	12	reliving	relive	VBG
37060	8958	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8958	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	8958	15	not	not	RB
37060	8958	16	easy	easy	JJ
37060	8958	17	.	.	.
37060	8959	1	April	April	NNP
37060	8959	2	22	22	CD
37060	8959	3	,	,	,
37060	8959	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	8959	5	...	...	.
37060	8960	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8960	2	reminisced	reminisce	VBD
37060	8960	3	high	high	JJ
37060	8960	4	school	school	NN
37060	8960	5	days	day	NNS
37060	8960	6	;	;	:
37060	8960	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8960	8	remember	remember	VBP
37060	8960	9	a	a	DT
37060	8960	10	period	period	NN
37060	8960	11	when	when	WRB
37060	8960	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8960	13	went	go	VBD
37060	8960	14	through	through	IN
37060	8960	15	a	a	DT
37060	8960	16	swearing	swearing	NN
37060	8960	17	stage	stage	NN
37060	8960	18	.	.	.
37060	8961	1	Crazy	crazy	JJ
37060	8961	2	.	.	.
37060	8962	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8962	2	does	do	VBZ
37060	8962	3	n't	not	RB
37060	8962	4	exactly	exactly	RB
37060	8962	5	build	build	VB
37060	8962	6	one	one	NN
37060	8962	7	's	's	POS
37060	8962	8	character	character	NN
37060	8962	9	,	,	,
37060	8962	10	but	but	CC
37060	8962	11	for	for	IN
37060	8962	12	the	the	DT
37060	8962	13	time	time	NN
37060	8962	14	,	,	,
37060	8962	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8962	16	got	get	VBD
37060	8962	17	one	one	PRP
37060	8962	18	's	's	POS
37060	8962	19	point	point	NN
37060	8962	20	across	across	RB
37060	8962	21	.	.	.
37060	8963	1	This	this	DT
37060	8963	2	was	be	VBD
37060	8963	3	only	only	RB
37060	8963	4	between	between	IN
37060	8963	5	close	close	JJ
37060	8963	6	friends	friend	NNS
37060	8963	7	,	,	,
37060	8963	8	of	of	IN
37060	8963	9	course	course	NN
37060	8963	10	.	.	.
37060	8964	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8964	2	never	never	RB
37060	8964	3	cared	care	VBD
37060	8964	4	for	for	IN
37060	8964	5	public	public	JJ
37060	8964	6	vulgarity	vulgarity	NN
37060	8964	7	in	in	IN
37060	8964	8	any	any	DT
37060	8964	9	fashion	fashion	NN
37060	8964	10	.	.	.
37060	8965	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8965	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	8965	3	crazy	crazy	JJ
37060	8965	4	,	,	,
37060	8965	5	too	too	RB
37060	8965	6	,	,	,
37060	8965	7	how	how	WRB
37060	8965	8	one	one	CD
37060	8965	9	word	word	NN
37060	8965	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	8965	11	considered	consider	VBN
37060	8965	12	"	"	``
37060	8965	13	vulgar	vulgar	JJ
37060	8965	14	"	"	''
37060	8965	15	and	and	CC
37060	8965	16	another	another	DT
37060	8965	17	,	,	,
37060	8965	18	meaning	mean	VBG
37060	8965	19	the	the	DT
37060	8965	20	same	same	JJ
37060	8965	21	thing	thing	NN
37060	8965	22	,	,	,
37060	8965	23	is	be	VBZ
37060	8965	24	not	not	RB
37060	8965	25	.	.	.
37060	8966	1	Who	who	WP
37060	8966	2	decides	decide	VBZ
37060	8966	3	these	these	DT
37060	8966	4	things	thing	NNS
37060	8966	5	,	,	,
37060	8966	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8966	7	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	8966	8	?	?	.
37060	8967	1	The	the	DT
37060	8967	2	one	one	NN
37060	8967	3	that	that	WDT
37060	8967	4	really	really	RB
37060	8967	5	cracked	crack	VBD
37060	8967	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8967	7	up	up	RP
37060	8967	8	was	be	VBD
37060	8967	9	that	that	IN
37060	8967	10	the	the	DT
37060	8967	11	proper	proper	JJ
37060	8967	12	British	British	NNP
37060	8967	13	had	have	VBD
37060	8967	14	to	to	TO
37060	8967	15	come	come	VB
37060	8967	16	up	up	RP
37060	8967	17	with	with	IN
37060	8967	18	a	a	DT
37060	8967	19	past	past	JJ
37060	8967	20	tense	tense	NN
37060	8967	21	of	of	IN
37060	8967	22	the	the	DT
37060	8967	23	word	word	NN
37060	8967	24	"	"	''
37060	8967	25	shit	shit	NN
37060	8967	26	.	.	.
37060	8967	27	"	"	''
37060	8967	28	...	...	.
37060	8968	1	in	in	IN
37060	8968	2	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8968	3	speech	speech	NN
37060	8968	4	,	,	,
37060	8968	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8968	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	8968	7	"	"	``
37060	8968	8	shat	shat	NN
37060	8968	9	.	.	.
37060	8968	10	"	"	''
37060	8969	1	May	May	NNP
37060	8969	2	6	6	CD
37060	8969	3	,	,	,
37060	8969	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	8969	5	...	...	.
37060	8970	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8970	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	8970	3	to	to	TO
37060	8970	4	write	write	VB
37060	8970	5	outside	outside	RB
37060	8970	6	,	,	,
37060	8970	7	but	but	CC
37060	8970	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8970	9	was	be	VBD
37060	8970	10	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	8970	11	.	.	.
37060	8971	1	Gnats	gnat	NNS
37060	8971	2	kept	keep	VBD
37060	8971	3	insisting	insist	VBG
37060	8971	4	on	on	IN
37060	8971	5	flying	fly	VBG
37060	8971	6	into	into	IN
37060	8971	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8971	8	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	8971	9	.	.	.
37060	8972	1	Mosquitoes	mosquito	NNS
37060	8972	2	were	be	VBD
37060	8972	3	buzzing	buzz	VBG
37060	8972	4	around	around	IN
37060	8972	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8972	6	legs	leg	NNS
37060	8972	7	,	,	,
37060	8972	8	although	although	IN
37060	8972	9	none	none	NN
37060	8972	10	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	8972	11	inclined	inclined	JJ
37060	8972	12	to	to	TO
37060	8972	13	feast	feast	VB
37060	8972	14	;	;	:
37060	8972	15	perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	8972	16	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8972	17	were	be	VBD
37060	8972	18	still	still	RB
37060	8972	19	too	too	RB
37060	8972	20	young	young	JJ
37060	8972	21	to	to	TO
37060	8972	22	know	know	VB
37060	8972	23	what	what	WP
37060	8972	24	to	to	TO
37060	8972	25	do	do	VB
37060	8972	26	with	with	IN
37060	8972	27	a	a	DT
37060	8972	28	human	human	NN
37060	8972	29	.	.	.
37060	8973	1	When	when	WRB
37060	8973	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8973	3	used	use	VBD
37060	8973	4	to	to	TO
37060	8973	5	be	be	VB
37060	8973	6	able	able	JJ
37060	8973	7	to	to	TO
37060	8973	8	do	do	VB
37060	8973	9	things	thing	NNS
37060	8973	10	outside	outside	RB
37060	8973	11	,	,	,
37060	8973	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8973	13	was	be	VBD
37060	8973	14	no	no	DT
37060	8973	15	problem	problem	NN
37060	8973	16	;	;	:
37060	8973	17	indoors	indoor	NNS
37060	8973	18	bugs	bug	NNS
37060	8973	19	do	do	VBP
37060	8973	20	n't	not	RB
37060	8973	21	bite	bite	VB
37060	8973	22	,	,	,
37060	8973	23	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	8973	24	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	8973	25	an	an	DT
37060	8973	26	annoyance	annoyance	NN
37060	8973	27	.	.	.
37060	8974	1	Once	once	RB
37060	8974	2	inside	inside	RB
37060	8974	3	and	and	CC
37060	8974	4	in	in	IN
37060	8974	5	the	the	DT
37060	8974	6	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	8974	7	of	of	IN
37060	8974	8	air	air	NN
37060	8974	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	8974	10	conditioning	conditioning	NN
37060	8974	11	,	,	,
37060	8974	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8974	13	wrote	write	VBD
37060	8974	14	a	a	DT
37060	8974	15	poem	poem	NN
37060	8974	16	.	.	.
37060	8975	1	Seasons	season	NNS
37060	8975	2	Of	of	IN
37060	8975	3	Life	Life	NNP
37060	8975	4	One	one	CD
37060	8975	5	mirrors	mirror	VBZ
37060	8975	6	many	many	JJ
37060	8975	7	seasons	season	NNS
37060	8975	8	within	within	IN
37060	8975	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8975	10	very	very	JJ
37060	8975	11	life	life	NN
37060	8975	12	;	;	:
37060	8975	13	The	the	DT
37060	8975	14	lush	lush	JJ
37060	8975	15	bouquet	bouquet	NN
37060	8975	16	of	of	IN
37060	8975	17	springtime	springtime	NN
37060	8975	18	,	,	,
37060	8975	19	hoarding	hoard	VBG
37060	8975	20	life	life	NN
37060	8975	21	,	,	,
37060	8975	22	vitality	vitality	NN
37060	8975	23	.	.	.
37060	8976	1	From	from	IN
37060	8976	2	the	the	DT
37060	8976	3	verdant	verdant	JJ
37060	8976	4	,	,	,
37060	8976	5	yielding	yield	VBG
37060	8976	6	mind	mind	NN
37060	8976	7	sparks	spark	NNS
37060	8976	8	,	,	,
37060	8976	9	like	like	IN
37060	8976	10	tree	tree	NN
37060	8976	11	sap	sap	NN
37060	8976	12	,	,	,
37060	8976	13	Bubble	bubble	NN
37060	8976	14	through	through	IN
37060	8976	15	one	one	PRP
37060	8976	16	's	's	POS
37060	8976	17	firm	firm	NN
37060	8976	18	,	,	,
37060	8976	19	yet	yet	CC
37060	8976	20	supple	supple	JJ
37060	8976	21	limbs	limb	NNS
37060	8976	22	.	.	.
37060	8977	1	Unleashing	unleash	VBG
37060	8977	2	youthful	youthful	JJ
37060	8977	3	hopes	hope	NNS
37060	8977	4	and	and	CC
37060	8977	5	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	8977	6	for	for	IN
37060	8977	7	growth	growth	NN
37060	8977	8	unhindered	unhindered	JJ
37060	8977	9	,	,	,
37060	8977	10	Unrestrained	unrestraine	VBN
37060	8977	11	by	by	IN
37060	8977	12	roiling	roil	VBG
37060	8977	13	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	8977	14	and	and	CC
37060	8977	15	murky	murky	JJ
37060	8977	16	skies	sky	NNS
37060	8977	17	.	.	.
37060	8978	1	As	as	IN
37060	8978	2	the	the	DT
37060	8978	3	spring	spring	NN
37060	8978	4	to	to	IN
37060	8978	5	summer	summer	NN
37060	8978	6	fades	fade	NNS
37060	8978	7	,	,	,
37060	8978	8	so	so	RB
37060	8978	9	also	also	RB
37060	8978	10	,	,	,
37060	8978	11	does	do	VBZ
37060	8978	12	the	the	DT
37060	8978	13	life	life	NN
37060	8978	14	mature	mature	VB
37060	8978	15	,	,	,
37060	8978	16	Observing	observe	VBG
37060	8978	17	as	as	IN
37060	8978	18	the	the	DT
37060	8978	19	inky	inky	JJ
37060	8978	20	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	8978	21	derived	derive	VBN
37060	8978	22	of	of	IN
37060	8978	23	haughty	haughty	JJ
37060	8978	24	restlessness	restlessness	JJ
37060	8978	25	Recede	Recede	NNP
37060	8978	26	into	into	IN
37060	8978	27	one	one	PRP
37060	8978	28	's	's	POS
37060	8978	29	memory	memory	NN
37060	8978	30	,	,	,
37060	8978	31	to	to	TO
37060	8978	32	live	live	VB
37060	8978	33	subdued	subdued	JJ
37060	8978	34	and	and	CC
37060	8978	35	quiet	quiet	JJ
37060	8978	36	lives	life	NNS
37060	8978	37	'	'	POS
37060	8978	38	Til	Til	NNP
37060	8978	39	time	time	NN
37060	8978	40	denies	deny	VBZ
37060	8978	41	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8978	42	former	former	JJ
37060	8978	43	flame	flame	NN
37060	8978	44	.	.	.
37060	8979	1	The	the	DT
37060	8979	2	waxing	wax	VBG
37060	8979	3	moon	moon	NN
37060	8979	4	of	of	IN
37060	8979	5	summer	summer	NN
37060	8979	6	skies	sky	NNS
37060	8979	7	illuminates	illuminate	VBZ
37060	8979	8	high	high	JJ
37060	8979	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	8979	10	flying	fly	VBG
37060	8979	11	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	8979	12	;	;	:
37060	8979	13	The	the	DT
37060	8979	14	vessels	vessel	NNS
37060	8979	15	of	of	IN
37060	8979	16	one	one	NN
37060	8979	17	's	's	POS
37060	8979	18	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	8979	19	attained	attain	VBD
37060	8979	20	,	,	,
37060	8979	21	and	and	CC
37060	8979	22	hopes	hope	NNS
37060	8979	23	of	of	IN
37060	8979	24	liquid	liquid	JJ
37060	8979	25	silver	silver	NN
37060	8979	26	.	.	.
37060	8980	1	As	as	IN
37060	8980	2	summer	summer	NN
37060	8980	3	dies	die	VBZ
37060	8980	4	,	,	,
37060	8980	5	glamour	glamour	NN
37060	8980	6	wanes	wane	NNS
37060	8980	7	,	,	,
37060	8980	8	and	and	CC
37060	8980	9	silver	silver	NN
37060	8980	10	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	8980	11	to	to	IN
37060	8980	12	gold	gold	NN
37060	8980	13	transform	transform	NN
37060	8980	14	;	;	:
37060	8980	15	Shade	shade	VB
37060	8980	16	not	not	RB
37060	8980	17	the	the	DT
37060	8980	18	sun	sun	NN
37060	8980	19	from	from	IN
37060	8980	20	aging	age	VBG
37060	8980	21	hearts	heart	NNS
37060	8980	22	,	,	,
37060	8980	23	but	but	CC
37060	8980	24	bask	bask	VB
37060	8980	25	therein	therein	RB
37060	8980	26	and	and	CC
37060	8980	27	mark	mark	VB
37060	8980	28	the	the	DT
37060	8980	29	glow	glow	NN
37060	8980	30	Which	which	WDT
37060	8980	31	glimmers	glimmer	VBZ
37060	8980	32	deep	deep	RB
37060	8980	33	on	on	IN
37060	8980	34	ancient	ancient	JJ
37060	8980	35	joys	joy	NNS
37060	8980	36	and	and	CC
37060	8980	37	even	even	RB
37060	8980	38	where	where	WRB
37060	8980	39	dark	dark	JJ
37060	8980	40	shadows	shadow	NNS
37060	8980	41	fall	fall	VBP
37060	8980	42	.	.	.
37060	8981	1	Despair	despair	NN
37060	8981	2	not	not	RB
37060	8981	3	in	in	IN
37060	8981	4	autumnal	autumnal	JJ
37060	8981	5	gold	gold	NN
37060	8981	6	!	!	.
37060	8982	1	In	in	IN
37060	8982	2	holding	hold	VBG
37060	8982	3	fast	fast	RB
37060	8982	4	to	to	IN
37060	8982	5	summer	summer	NN
37060	8982	6	's	's	POS
37060	8982	7	hue	hue	NN
37060	8982	8	,	,	,
37060	8982	9	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	8982	10	passes	pass	VBZ
37060	8982	11	by	by	IN
37060	8982	12	,	,	,
37060	8982	13	unseen	unseen	JJ
37060	8982	14	,	,	,
37060	8982	15	And	and	CC
37060	8982	16	spoils	spoil	VBZ
37060	8982	17	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8982	18	'	'	``
37060	8982	19	fore	fore	NNP
37060	8982	20	winter	winter	NN
37060	8982	21	's	's	POS
37060	8982	22	grasp	grasp	NN
37060	8982	23	.	.	.
37060	8983	1	Crushing	crush	VBG
37060	8983	2	life	life	NN
37060	8983	3	with	with	IN
37060	8983	4	frigid	frigid	JJ
37060	8983	5	hands	hand	NNS
37060	8983	6	,	,	,
37060	8983	7	winter	winter	NN
37060	8983	8	heeds	heed	VBZ
37060	8983	9	no	no	DT
37060	8983	10	stricken	stricken	VBN
37060	8983	11	gaze	gaze	NN
37060	8983	12	Which	which	WDT
37060	8983	13	kindles	kindle	NNS
37060	8983	14	in	in	IN
37060	8983	15	the	the	DT
37060	8983	16	youthful	youthful	JJ
37060	8983	17	eye	eye	NN
37060	8983	18	whose	whose	WP$
37060	8983	19	untouched	untouched	JJ
37060	8983	20	life	life	NN
37060	8983	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	8983	22	yet	yet	RB
37060	8983	23	benign	benign	JJ
37060	8983	24	Unto	unto	IN
37060	8983	25	the	the	DT
37060	8983	26	last	last	JJ
37060	8983	27	,	,	,
37060	8983	28	eternal	eternal	JJ
37060	8983	29	chill	chill	NN
37060	8983	30	;	;	:
37060	8983	31	yet	yet	CC
37060	8983	32	fear	fear	VBP
37060	8983	33	,	,	,
37060	8983	34	alone	alone	RB
37060	8983	35	,	,	,
37060	8983	36	can	can	MD
37060	8983	37	not	not	RB
37060	8983	38	impair	impair	VB
37060	8983	39	The	the	DT
37060	8983	40	misty	misty	JJ
37060	8983	41	sight	sight	NN
37060	8983	42	of	of	IN
37060	8983	43	spring	spring	NNP
37060	8983	44	's	's	POS
37060	8983	45	new	new	JJ
37060	8983	46	hope	hope	NN
37060	8983	47	;	;	:
37060	8983	48	And	and	CC
37060	8983	49	though	though	IN
37060	8983	50	one	one	CD
37060	8983	51	life	life	NN
37060	8983	52	the	the	DT
37060	8983	53	snow	snow	NN
37060	8983	54	enshrouds	enshroud	NNS
37060	8983	55	,	,	,
37060	8983	56	in	in	IN
37060	8983	57	other	other	JJ
37060	8983	58	lives	life	NNS
37060	8983	59	,	,	,
37060	8983	60	Breath	Breath	NNP
37060	8983	61	rallies	rally	NNS
37060	8983	62	still	still	RB
37060	8983	63	depicting	depict	VBG
37060	8983	64	seasons	season	NNS
37060	8983	65	,	,	,
37060	8983	66	fair	fair	JJ
37060	8983	67	and	and	CC
37060	8983	68	strong	strong	JJ
37060	8983	69	,	,	,
37060	8983	70	And	and	CC
37060	8983	71	promising	promise	VBG
37060	8983	72	life	life	NN
37060	8983	73	shall	shall	MD
37060	8983	74	go	go	VB
37060	8983	75	on	on	RP
37060	8983	76	.	.	.
37060	8984	1	Lauren	lauren	NN
37060	8984	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	8984	3	May	May	NNP
37060	8984	4	6	6	CD
37060	8984	5	,	,	,
37060	8984	6	1985	1985	CD
37060	8984	7	May	May	NNP
37060	8984	8	9	9	CD
37060	8984	9	,	,	,
37060	8984	10	1985	1985	CD
37060	8984	11	...	...	.
37060	8985	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	8985	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	8985	3	if	if	IN
37060	8985	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8985	5	'd	'd	MD
37060	8985	6	like	like	VB
37060	8985	7	to	to	TO
37060	8985	8	give	give	VB
37060	8985	9	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	8985	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8985	11	bike	bike	NN
37060	8985	12	because	because	IN
37060	8985	13	hers	hers	JJ
37060	8985	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	8985	15	so	so	RB
37060	8985	16	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	8985	17	to	to	TO
37060	8985	18	pedal	pedal	VB
37060	8985	19	..	..	.
37060	8986	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8986	2	do	do	VBP
37060	8986	3	n't	not	RB
37060	8986	4	know	know	VB
37060	8986	5	...	...	:
37060	8986	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8986	7	hate	hate	VBP
37060	8986	8	to	to	TO
37060	8986	9	let	let	VB
37060	8986	10	go	go	VB
37060	8986	11	of	of	IN
37060	8986	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8986	13	just	just	RB
37060	8986	14	yet	yet	RB
37060	8986	15	.	.	.
37060	8987	1	Some	some	DT
37060	8987	2	days	day	NNS
37060	8987	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8987	4	feel	feel	VBP
37060	8987	5	normal	normal	JJ
37060	8987	6	.	.	.
37060	8988	1	Stupid	stupid	JJ
37060	8988	2	,	,	,
37060	8988	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8988	4	know	know	VBP
37060	8988	5	;	;	:
37060	8988	6	guess	guess	VB
37060	8988	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8988	8	's	be	VBZ
37060	8988	9	part	part	NN
37060	8988	10	of	of	IN
37060	8988	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	8988	12	way	way	NN
37060	8988	13	of	of	IN
37060	8988	14	maintaining	maintain	VBG
37060	8988	15	hope	hope	NN
37060	8988	16	.	.	.
37060	8989	1	Another	another	DT
37060	8989	2	idiotic	idiotic	JJ
37060	8989	3	drama	drama	NN
37060	8989	4	!	!	.
37060	8990	1	Yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	8990	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8990	3	asked	ask	VBD
37060	8990	4	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	8990	5	to	to	TO
37060	8990	6	get	get	VB
37060	8990	7	some	some	DT
37060	8990	8	angel	angel	NN
37060	8990	9	donuts	donut	NNS
37060	8990	10	.	.	.
37060	8991	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8991	2	were	be	VBD
37060	8991	3	tarring	tar	VBG
37060	8991	4	the	the	DT
37060	8991	5	road	road	NN
37060	8991	6	,	,	,
37060	8991	7	so	so	RB
37060	8991	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8991	9	brought	bring	VBD
37060	8991	10	two	two	CD
37060	8991	11	twists	twist	NNS
37060	8991	12	from	from	IN
37060	8991	13	Jewel	Jewel	NNP
37060	8991	14	.	.	.
37060	8992	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8992	2	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	8992	3	began	begin	VBD
37060	8992	4	to	to	TO
37060	8992	5	cry	cry	VB
37060	8992	6	.	.	.
37060	8993	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8993	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	8993	3	like	like	IN
37060	8993	4	such	such	PDT
37060	8993	5	a	a	DT
37060	8993	6	jerk	jerk	NN
37060	8993	7	;	;	:
37060	8993	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8993	9	have	have	VBP
37060	8993	10	so	so	RB
37060	8993	11	few	few	JJ
37060	8993	12	pleasures	pleasure	NNS
37060	8993	13	in	in	IN
37060	8993	14	food	food	NN
37060	8993	15	to	to	TO
37060	8993	16	look	look	VB
37060	8993	17	forward	forward	RB
37060	8993	18	to	to	IN
37060	8993	19	;	;	:
37060	8993	20	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8993	21	just	just	RB
37060	8993	22	hit	hit	VBD
37060	8993	23	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8993	24	!	!	.
37060	8994	1	May	May	NNP
37060	8994	2	10	10	CD
37060	8994	3	,	,	,
37060	8994	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	8994	5	...	...	.
37060	8995	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8995	2	calligraphed	calligraph	VBD
37060	8995	3	a	a	DT
37060	8995	4	Mother	Mother	NNP
37060	8995	5	's	's	POS
37060	8995	6	Day	Day	NNP
37060	8995	7	card	card	NN
37060	8995	8	,	,	,
37060	8995	9	put	put	VBD
37060	8995	10	a	a	DT
37060	8995	11	$	$	$
37060	8995	12	20	20	CD
37060	8995	13	bill	bill	NN
37060	8995	14	in	in	IN
37060	8995	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8995	16	along	along	IN
37060	8995	17	with	with	IN
37060	8995	18	a	a	DT
37060	8995	19	box	box	NN
37060	8995	20	of	of	IN
37060	8995	21	pretty	pretty	JJ
37060	8995	22	soap	soap	NN
37060	8995	23	for	for	IN
37060	8995	24	the	the	DT
37060	8995	25	big	big	JJ
37060	8995	26	day	day	NN
37060	8995	27	.	.	.
37060	8996	1	May	May	NNP
37060	8996	2	11	11	CD
37060	8996	3	,	,	,
37060	8996	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	8996	5	...	...	.
37060	8997	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8997	2	've	have	VB
37060	8997	3	read	read	VBN
37060	8997	4	Jane	Jane	NNP
37060	8997	5	Eyre	Eyre	NNP
37060	8997	6	,	,	,
37060	8997	7	The	the	DT
37060	8997	8	Crucible	Crucible	NNP
37060	8997	9	,	,	,
37060	8997	10	the	the	DT
37060	8997	11	four	four	CD
37060	8997	12	of	of	IN
37060	8997	13	Tolkien	Tolkien	NNP
37060	8997	14	's	's	POS
37060	8997	15	,	,	,
37060	8997	16	Catch	Catch	NNP
37060	8997	17	22	22	CD
37060	8997	18	,	,	,
37060	8997	19	The	the	DT
37060	8997	20	Stand	Stand	NNP
37060	8997	21	,	,	,
37060	8997	22	All	all	PDT
37060	8997	23	Quiet	quiet	VB
37060	8997	24	on	on	IN
37060	8997	25	the	the	DT
37060	8997	26	Western	western	JJ
37060	8997	27	Front	front	NN
37060	8997	28	;	;	:
37060	8997	29	most	most	JJS
37060	8997	30	of	of	IN
37060	8997	31	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8997	32	show	show	VBP
37060	8997	33	human	human	JJ
37060	8997	34	emotions	emotion	NNS
37060	8997	35	in	in	IN
37060	8997	36	the	the	DT
37060	8997	37	raw	raw	NN
37060	8997	38	.	.	.
37060	8998	1	May	May	NNP
37060	8998	2	12	12	CD
37060	8998	3	,	,	,
37060	8998	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	8998	5	...	...	:
37060	8998	6	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8998	7	had	have	VBD
37060	8998	8	a	a	DT
37060	8998	9	picnic	picnic	NN
37060	8998	10	;	;	:
37060	8998	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8998	12	was	be	VBD
37060	8998	13	a	a	DT
37060	8998	14	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	8998	15	today	today	NN
37060	8998	16	.	.	.
37060	8999	1	Les	Les	NNP
37060	8999	2	brought	bring	VBD
37060	8999	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8999	4	a	a	DT
37060	8999	5	dozen	dozen	NN
37060	8999	6	roses	rose	NNS
37060	8999	7	;	;	:
37060	8999	8	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	8999	9	're	be	VBP
37060	8999	10	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	8999	11	,	,	,
37060	8999	12	too	too	RB
37060	8999	13	!	!	.
37060	9000	1	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	9000	2	called	call	VBD
37060	9000	3	,	,	,
37060	9000	4	but	but	CC
37060	9000	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9000	6	could	could	MD
37060	9000	7	n't	not	RB
37060	9000	8	talk	talk	VB
37060	9000	9	long	long	RB
37060	9000	10	...	...	:
37060	9000	11	problems	problem	NNS
37060	9000	12	,	,	,
37060	9000	13	again	again	RB
37060	9000	14	.	.	.
37060	9001	1	May	May	NNP
37060	9001	2	16	16	CD
37060	9001	3	1985	1985	CD
37060	9001	4	...	...	.
37060	9002	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9002	2	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	9002	3	how	how	WRB
37060	9002	4	much	much	JJ
37060	9002	5	time	time	NN
37060	9002	6	,	,	,
37060	9002	7	if	if	IN
37060	9002	8	any	any	DT
37060	9002	9	,	,	,
37060	9002	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9002	11	gained	gain	VBD
37060	9002	12	by	by	IN
37060	9002	13	having	have	VBG
37060	9002	14	Chemo	Chemo	NNP
37060	9002	15	the	the	DT
37060	9002	16	first	first	JJ
37060	9002	17	time	time	NN
37060	9002	18	around	around	RB
37060	9002	19	.	.	.
37060	9003	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9003	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9003	3	no	no	DT
37060	9003	4	other	other	JJ
37060	9003	5	choice	choice	NN
37060	9003	6	,	,	,
37060	9003	7	especially	especially	RB
37060	9003	8	since	since	IN
37060	9003	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9003	10	was	be	VBD
37060	9003	11	thought	think	VBN
37060	9003	12	to	to	TO
37060	9003	13	be	be	VB
37060	9003	14	a	a	DT
37060	9003	15	cure	cure	NN
37060	9003	16	.	.	.
37060	9004	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9004	2	never	never	RB
37060	9004	3	would	would	MD
37060	9004	4	have	have	VB
37060	9004	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9004	6	again	again	RB
37060	9004	7	.	.	.
37060	9005	1	.	.	.
37060	9006	1	.	.	.
37060	9007	1	even	even	RB
37060	9007	2	if	if	IN
37060	9007	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9007	4	did	do	VBD
37060	9007	5	slow	slow	VB
37060	9007	6	the	the	DT
37060	9007	7	growth	growth	NN
37060	9007	8	.	.	.
37060	9008	1	Living	live	VBG
37060	9008	2	without	without	IN
37060	9008	3	sickness	sickness	NN
37060	9008	4	,	,	,
37060	9008	5	caused	cause	VBN
37060	9008	6	by	by	IN
37060	9008	7	the	the	DT
37060	9008	8	treatment	treatment	NN
37060	9008	9	,	,	,
37060	9008	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	9008	11	best	good	JJS
37060	9008	12	.	.	.
37060	9009	1	May	May	MD
37060	9009	2	17	17	CD
37060	9009	3	1985	1985	CD
37060	9009	4	...	...	.
37060	9010	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9010	2	get	get	VBP
37060	9010	3	"	"	``
37060	9010	4	down	down	RB
37060	9010	5	"	"	''
37060	9010	6	in	in	IN
37060	9010	7	the	the	DT
37060	9010	8	mornings	morning	NNS
37060	9010	9	;	;	:
37060	9010	10	physically	physically	RB
37060	9010	11	,	,	,
37060	9010	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9010	13	'm	be	VBP
37060	9010	14	at	at	IN
37060	9010	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9010	16	lowest	low	JJS
37060	9010	17	ebb	ebb	NN
37060	9010	18	;	;	:
37060	9010	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9010	20	affects	affect	VBZ
37060	9010	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9010	22	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	9010	23	stability	stability	NN
37060	9010	24	,	,	,
37060	9010	25	too	too	RB
37060	9010	26	.	.	.
37060	9011	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9011	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9011	3	strange	strange	JJ
37060	9011	4	,	,	,
37060	9011	5	but	but	CC
37060	9011	6	nice	nice	JJ
37060	9011	7	weather	weather	NN
37060	9011	8	almost	almost	RB
37060	9011	9	always	always	RB
37060	9011	10	makes	make	VBZ
37060	9011	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9011	12	mad	mad	JJ
37060	9011	13	because	because	IN
37060	9011	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9011	15	feel	feel	VBP
37060	9011	16	obligated	obligated	JJ
37060	9011	17	to	to	TO
37060	9011	18	get	get	VB
37060	9011	19	out	out	RP
37060	9011	20	in	in	IN
37060	9011	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9011	22	.	.	.
37060	9012	1	But	but	CC
37060	9012	2	,	,	,
37060	9012	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9012	4	ca	can	MD
37060	9012	5	n't	not	RB
37060	9012	6	write	write	VB
37060	9012	7	on	on	IN
37060	9012	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9012	9	book	book	NN
37060	9012	10	if	if	IN
37060	9012	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9012	12	'm	be	VBP
37060	9012	13	outside	outside	RB
37060	9012	14	;	;	:
37060	9012	15	there	there	EX
37060	9012	16	are	be	VBP
37060	9012	17	too	too	RB
37060	9012	18	many	many	JJ
37060	9012	19	distractions	distraction	NNS
37060	9012	20	,	,	,
37060	9012	21	mostly	mostly	RB
37060	9012	22	in	in	IN
37060	9012	23	the	the	DT
37060	9012	24	form	form	NN
37060	9012	25	of	of	IN
37060	9012	26	bugs	bug	NNS
37060	9012	27	in	in	IN
37060	9012	28	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9012	29	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	9012	30	.	.	.
37060	9013	1	If	if	IN
37060	9013	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9013	3	'm	be	VBP
37060	9013	4	inside	inside	RB
37060	9013	5	,	,	,
37060	9013	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9013	7	'm	be	VBP
37060	9013	8	letting	let	VBG
37060	9013	9	life	life	NN
37060	9013	10	pass	pass	VB
37060	9013	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9013	12	by	by	RP
37060	9013	13	,	,	,
37060	9013	14	and	and	CC
37060	9013	15	yet	yet	RB
37060	9013	16	,	,	,
37060	9013	17	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9013	18	'm	be	VBP
37060	9013	19	not	not	RB
37060	9013	20	neglecting	neglect	VBG
37060	9013	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9013	22	writing	writing	NN
37060	9013	23	.	.	.
37060	9014	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9014	2	gets	get	VBZ
37060	9014	3	to	to	IN
37060	9014	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9014	5	that	that	IN
37060	9014	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9014	7	ca	can	MD
37060	9014	8	n't	not	RB
37060	9014	9	actually	actually	RB
37060	9014	10	do	do	VB
37060	9014	11	much	much	RB
37060	9014	12	anymore	anymore	RB
37060	9014	13	except	except	IN
37060	9014	14	sit	sit	VB
37060	9014	15	around	around	RP
37060	9014	16	outside	outside	RB
37060	9014	17	.	.	.
37060	9015	1	No	no	DT
37060	9015	2	walks	walk	NNS
37060	9015	3	,	,	,
37060	9015	4	bike	bike	NN
37060	9015	5	rides	ride	NNS
37060	9015	6	,	,	,
37060	9015	7	or	or	CC
37060	9015	8	walking	walk	VBG
37060	9015	9	down	down	RP
37060	9015	10	in	in	IN
37060	9015	11	the	the	DT
37060	9015	12	woods	wood	NNS
37060	9015	13	.	.	.
37060	9016	1	Oh	oh	UH
37060	9016	2	,	,	,
37060	9016	3	well	well	UH
37060	9016	4	.	.	.
37060	9017	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9017	2	decided	decide	VBD
37060	9017	3	to	to	TO
37060	9017	4	get	get	VB
37060	9017	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9017	6	camera	camera	NN
37060	9017	7	and	and	CC
37060	9017	8	did	do	VBD
37060	9017	9	get	get	VB
37060	9017	10	some	some	DT
37060	9017	11	shots	shot	NNS
37060	9017	12	of	of	IN
37060	9017	13	a	a	DT
37060	9017	14	great	great	JJ
37060	9017	15	yellow	yellow	JJ
37060	9017	16	butterfly	butterfly	NN
37060	9017	17	in	in	IN
37060	9017	18	the	the	DT
37060	9017	19	Beauty	Beauty	NNP
37060	9017	20	bush	bush	NNP
37060	9017	21	.	.	.
37060	9018	1	Hope	hope	VBP
37060	9018	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9018	3	turns	turn	VBZ
37060	9018	4	out	out	RP
37060	9018	5	well	well	RB
37060	9018	6	.	.	.
37060	9019	1	UPS	UPS	NNP
37060	9019	2	delivered	deliver	VBD
37060	9019	3	another	another	DT
37060	9019	4	of	of	IN
37060	9019	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9019	6	Lillian	Lillian	NNP
37060	9019	7	Vernon	Vernon	NNP
37060	9019	8	orders	order	NNS
37060	9019	9	.	.	.
37060	9020	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9020	2	'll	will	MD
37060	9020	3	have	have	VB
37060	9020	4	a	a	DT
37060	9020	5	choice	choice	NN
37060	9020	6	as	as	IN
37060	9020	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9020	8	give	give	VBP
37060	9020	9	gifts	gift	NNS
37060	9020	10	.	.	.
37060	9021	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9021	2	calligraphed	calligraph	VBD
37060	9021	3	a	a	DT
37060	9021	4	poem	poem	NN
37060	9021	5	inside	inside	RB
37060	9021	6	of	of	IN
37060	9021	7	a	a	DT
37060	9021	8	blank	blank	JJ
37060	9021	9	card	card	NN
37060	9021	10	for	for	IN
37060	9021	11	Steve	Steve	NNP
37060	9021	12	's	's	POS
37060	9021	13	graduation	graduation	NN
37060	9021	14	.	.	.
37060	9022	1	Then	then	RB
37060	9022	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9022	3	took	take	VBD
37060	9022	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9022	5	and	and	CC
37060	9022	6	the	the	DT
37060	9022	7	Indian	indian	JJ
37060	9022	8	rug	rug	NN
37060	9022	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9022	10	bought	buy	VBD
37060	9022	11	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9022	12	over	over	RP
37060	9022	13	to	to	IN
37060	9022	14	Moore	Moore	NNP
37060	9022	15	's	's	POS
37060	9022	16	.	.	.
37060	9023	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9023	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9023	3	a	a	DT
37060	9023	4	nice	nice	JJ
37060	9023	5	visit	visit	NN
37060	9023	6	.	.	.
37060	9024	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9024	2	legs	leg	NNS
37060	9024	3	are	be	VBP
37060	9024	4	like	like	IN
37060	9024	5	lead	lead	NN
37060	9024	6	stumps	stump	NNS
37060	9024	7	.	.	.
37060	9025	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9025	2	've	have	VB
37060	9025	3	tried	try	VBN
37060	9025	4	to	to	TO
37060	9025	5	cut	cut	VB
37060	9025	6	out	out	RP
37060	9025	7	salt	salt	NN
37060	9025	8	;	;	:
37060	9025	9	why	why	WRB
37060	9025	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9025	11	'm	be	VBP
37060	9025	12	so	so	RB
37060	9025	13	plump	plump	JJ
37060	9025	14	way	way	NN
37060	9025	15	up	up	IN
37060	9025	16	to	to	IN
37060	9025	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9025	18	knees	knee	NNS
37060	9025	19	,	,	,
37060	9025	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9025	21	do	do	VBP
37060	9025	22	n't	not	RB
37060	9025	23	know	know	VB
37060	9025	24	.	.	.
37060	9026	1	May	May	NNP
37060	9026	2	27	27	CD
37060	9026	3	,	,	,
37060	9026	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	9026	5	...	...	.
37060	9027	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9027	2	just	just	RB
37060	9027	3	noticed	notice	VBD
37060	9027	4	the	the	DT
37060	9027	5	whistle	whistle	NN
37060	9027	6	hanging	hang	VBG
37060	9027	7	from	from	IN
37060	9027	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9027	9	towel	towel	NN
37060	9027	10	rack	rack	NN
37060	9027	11	.	.	.
37060	9028	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9028	2	put	put	VBD
37060	9028	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9028	4	there	there	RB
37060	9028	5	a	a	DT
37060	9028	6	few	few	JJ
37060	9028	7	months	month	NNS
37060	9028	8	ago	ago	RB
37060	9028	9	in	in	IN
37060	9028	10	case	case	NN
37060	9028	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9028	12	needed	need	VBD
37060	9028	13	help	help	NN
37060	9028	14	.	.	.
37060	9029	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9029	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9029	3	having	have	VBG
37060	9029	4	diarrhea	diarrhea	NN
37060	9029	5	so	so	RB
37060	9029	6	badly	badly	RB
37060	9029	7	.	.	.
37060	9030	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9030	2	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	9030	3	how	how	WRB
37060	9030	4	long	long	RB
37060	9030	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9030	6	'd	'd	MD
37060	9030	7	last	last	VB
37060	9030	8	.	.	.
37060	9031	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9031	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9031	3	weird	weird	JJ
37060	9031	4	,	,	,
37060	9031	5	but	but	CC
37060	9031	6	having	have	VBG
37060	9031	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9031	8	death	death	NN
37060	9031	9	forecast	forecast	NN
37060	9031	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	9031	11	strangely	strangely	RB
37060	9031	12	comforting	comfort	VBG
37060	9031	13	.	.	.
37060	9032	1	So	so	RB
37060	9032	2	many	many	JJ
37060	9032	3	things	thing	NNS
37060	9032	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9032	5	wo	will	MD
37060	9032	6	n't	not	RB
37060	9032	7	and	and	CC
37060	9032	8	do	do	VB
37060	9032	9	n't	not	RB
37060	9032	10	need	need	VB
37060	9032	11	to	to	TO
37060	9032	12	worry	worry	VB
37060	9032	13	about	about	IN
37060	9032	14	.	.	.
37060	9033	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9033	2	know	know	VBP
37060	9033	3	and	and	CC
37060	9033	4	accept	accept	VBP
37060	9033	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9033	6	'm	be	VBP
37060	9033	7	going	go	VBG
37060	9033	8	to	to	TO
37060	9033	9	die	die	VB
37060	9033	10	.	.	.
37060	9034	1	What	what	WP
37060	9034	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	9034	3	hard	hard	JJ
37060	9034	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	9034	5	that	that	IN
37060	9034	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9034	7	still	still	RB
37060	9034	8	enjoy	enjoy	VBP
37060	9034	9	certain	certain	JJ
37060	9034	10	things	thing	NNS
37060	9034	11	;	;	:
37060	9034	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9034	13	do	do	VBP
37060	9034	14	n't	not	RB
37060	9034	15	really	really	RB
37060	9034	16	want	want	VB
37060	9034	17	to	to	TO
37060	9034	18	die	die	VB
37060	9034	19	.	.	.
37060	9035	1	Everyone	everyone	NN
37060	9035	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	9035	3	frightened	frightened	JJ
37060	9035	4	of	of	IN
37060	9035	5	dependence	dependence	NN
37060	9035	6	.	.	.
37060	9036	1	Loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	9036	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	9036	3	not	not	RB
37060	9036	4	a	a	DT
37060	9036	5	fear	fear	NN
37060	9036	6	...	...	:
37060	9036	7	helplessness	helplessness	NN
37060	9036	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	9036	9	another	another	DT
37060	9036	10	matter	matter	NN
37060	9036	11	.	.	.
37060	9037	1	June	June	NNP
37060	9037	2	16	16	CD
37060	9037	3	,	,	,
37060	9037	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	9037	5	...	...	:
37060	9037	6	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9037	7	legs	leg	NNS
37060	9037	8	look	look	VBP
37060	9037	9	like	like	IN
37060	9037	10	Lincoln	Lincoln	NNP
37060	9037	11	Logs	Logs	NNP
37060	9037	12	.	.	.
37060	9038	1	Oh	oh	UH
37060	9038	2	well	well	UH
37060	9038	3	,	,	,
37060	9038	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9038	5	'll	will	MD
37060	9038	6	create	create	VB
37060	9038	7	a	a	DT
37060	9038	8	Father	Father	NNP
37060	9038	9	's	's	POS
37060	9038	10	Day	Day	NNP
37060	9038	11	card	card	NN
37060	9038	12	.	.	.
37060	9039	1	Black	black	JJ
37060	9039	2	?	?	.
37060	9040	1	...	...	:
37060	9040	2	White	white	JJ
37060	9040	3	.	.	.
37060	9041	1	Wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	9041	2	?	?	.
37060	9042	1	...	...	NFP
37060	9043	1	Right	right	UH
37060	9043	2	.	.	.
37060	9044	1	Up	up	RB
37060	9044	2	?	?	.
37060	9045	1	...	...	:
37060	9045	2	Down	down	IN
37060	9045	3	.	.	.
37060	9046	1	Smile	smile	VB
37060	9046	2	?	?	.
37060	9047	1	...	...	:
37060	9047	2	Frown	frown	NN
37060	9047	3	.	.	.
37060	9048	1	In	in	IN
37060	9048	2	?	?	.
37060	9049	1	...	...	NFP
37060	9049	2	Out	out	RB
37060	9049	3	.	.	.
37060	9050	1	Whisper	whisper	NN
37060	9050	2	?	?	.
37060	9051	1	...	...	NFP
37060	9051	2	Shout	shout	VB
37060	9051	3	.	.	.
37060	9052	1	Good	good	JJ
37060	9052	2	?	?	.
37060	9053	1	...	...	:
37060	9053	2	Bad	bad	JJ
37060	9053	3	.	.	.
37060	9054	1	IRREPLACEABLE	IRREPLACEABLE	NNP
37060	9054	2	?	?	.
37060	9055	1	.	.	.
37060	9056	1	.	.	.
37060	9057	1	.	.	.
37060	9058	1	DAD	DAD	NNP
37060	9058	2	.	.	.
37060	9059	1	June	June	NNP
37060	9059	2	22	22	CD
37060	9059	3	,	,	,
37060	9059	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	9059	5	...	...	.
37060	9060	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9060	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	9060	3	been	be	VBN
37060	9060	4	bringing	bring	VBG
37060	9060	5	up	up	RP
37060	9060	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9060	7	meals	meal	NNS
37060	9060	8	.	.	.
37060	9061	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9061	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9061	3	so	so	RB
37060	9061	4	warm	warm	JJ
37060	9061	5	for	for	IN
37060	9061	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9061	7	to	to	TO
37060	9061	8	come	come	VB
37060	9061	9	downstairs	downstairs	RB
37060	9061	10	.	.	.
37060	9062	1	The	the	DT
37060	9062	2	folks	folk	NNS
37060	9062	3	bought	buy	VBD
37060	9062	4	an	an	DT
37060	9062	5	insulated	insulated	JJ
37060	9062	6	drapery	drapery	NN
37060	9062	7	to	to	TO
37060	9062	8	close	close	VB
37060	9062	9	off	off	RP
37060	9062	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9062	11	living	living	NN
37060	9062	12	room	room	NN
37060	9062	13	.	.	.
37060	9063	1	The	the	DT
37060	9063	2	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	9063	3	and	and	CC
37060	9063	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9063	5	room	room	NN
37060	9063	6	will	will	MD
37060	9063	7	remain	remain	VB
37060	9063	8	cool	cool	JJ
37060	9063	9	.	.	.
37060	9064	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9064	2	also	also	RB
37060	9064	3	brought	bring	VBD
37060	9064	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9064	5	three	three	CD
37060	9064	6	maternity	maternity	NN
37060	9064	7	tops	top	NNS
37060	9064	8	.	.	.
37060	9065	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9065	2	told	tell	VBD
37060	9065	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9065	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9065	5	was	be	VBD
37060	9065	6	very	very	RB
37060	9065	7	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	9065	8	for	for	IN
37060	9065	9	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9065	10	to	to	TO
37060	9065	11	buy	buy	VB
37060	9065	12	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9065	13	.	.	.
37060	9066	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9066	2	do	do	VBP
37060	9066	3	n't	not	RB
37060	9066	4	know	know	VB
37060	9066	5	whether	whether	IN
37060	9066	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9066	7	'll	will	MD
37060	9066	8	keep	keep	VB
37060	9066	9	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9066	10	or	or	CC
37060	9066	11	not	not	RB
37060	9066	12	.	.	.
37060	9067	1	Vanity	vanity	NN
37060	9067	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	9067	3	a	a	DT
37060	9067	4	funny	funny	JJ
37060	9067	5	thing	thing	NN
37060	9067	6	.	.	.
37060	9068	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9068	2	keep	keep	VBP
37060	9068	3	hoping	hope	VBG
37060	9068	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9068	5	can	can	MD
37060	9068	6	look	look	VB
37060	9068	7	good	good	JJ
37060	9068	8	in	in	IN
37060	9068	9	something	something	NN
37060	9068	10	,	,	,
37060	9068	11	but	but	CC
37060	9068	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9068	13	never	never	RB
37060	9068	14	ends	end	VBZ
37060	9068	15	up	up	RP
37060	9068	16	that	that	DT
37060	9068	17	way	way	NN
37060	9068	18	.	.	.
37060	9069	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9069	2	clothes	clothe	NNS
37060	9069	3	are	be	VBP
37060	9069	4	dwindling	dwindle	VBG
37060	9069	5	in	in	IN
37060	9069	6	number	number	NN
37060	9069	7	,	,	,
37060	9069	8	and	and	CC
37060	9069	9	some	some	DT
37060	9069	10	are	be	VBP
37060	9069	11	not	not	RB
37060	9069	12	too	too	RB
37060	9069	13	hot	hot	JJ
37060	9069	14	.	.	.
37060	9070	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9070	2	also	also	RB
37060	9070	3	got	get	VBD
37060	9070	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9070	5	a	a	DT
37060	9070	6	purple	purple	JJ
37060	9070	7	nightie	nightie	NN
37060	9070	8	;	;	:
37060	9070	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9070	10	's	be	VBZ
37060	9070	11	really	really	RB
37060	9070	12	pretty	pretty	JJ
37060	9070	13	.	.	.
37060	9071	1	June	June	NNP
37060	9071	2	25	25	CD
37060	9071	3	,	,	,
37060	9071	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	9071	5	...	...	.
37060	9072	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9072	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	9072	3	glad	glad	JJ
37060	9072	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9072	5	did	do	VBD
37060	9072	6	n't	not	RB
37060	9072	7	have	have	VB
37060	9072	8	to	to	TO
37060	9072	9	go	go	VB
37060	9072	10	out	out	RP
37060	9072	11	and	and	CC
37060	9072	12	try	try	VB
37060	9072	13	on	on	IN
37060	9072	14	clothes	clothe	NNS
37060	9072	15	.	.	.
37060	9073	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9073	2	'll	will	MD
37060	9073	3	keep	keep	VB
37060	9073	4	the	the	DT
37060	9073	5	things	thing	NNS
37060	9073	6	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9073	7	brought	bring	VBD
37060	9073	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9073	9	.	.	.
37060	9074	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9074	2	would	would	MD
37060	9074	3	be	be	VB
37060	9074	4	hard	hard	JJ
37060	9074	5	to	to	TO
37060	9074	6	shop	shop	VB
37060	9074	7	...	...	NFP
37060	9074	8	physically	physically	RB
37060	9074	9	and	and	CC
37060	9074	10	emotionally	emotionally	RB
37060	9074	11	.	.	.
37060	9075	1	July	July	NNP
37060	9075	2	9	9	CD
37060	9075	3	thru	thru	IN
37060	9075	4	13	13	CD
37060	9075	5	...	...	NFP
37060	9075	6	another	another	DT
37060	9075	7	bout	bout	NN
37060	9075	8	with	with	IN
37060	9075	9	the	the	DT
37060	9075	10	"	"	``
37060	9075	11	runs	run	NNS
37060	9075	12	.	.	.
37060	9075	13	"	"	''
37060	9076	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9076	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9076	3	so	so	RB
37060	9076	4	down	down	RB
37060	9076	5	for	for	IN
37060	9076	6	a	a	DT
37060	9076	7	time	time	NN
37060	9076	8	.	.	.
37060	9077	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9077	2	get	get	VBP
37060	9077	3	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	9077	4	from	from	IN
37060	9077	5	reliving	relive	VBG
37060	9077	6	the	the	DT
37060	9077	7	past	past	NN
37060	9077	8	.	.	.
37060	9078	1	Some	some	DT
37060	9078	2	things	thing	NNS
37060	9078	3	are	be	VBP
37060	9078	4	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	9078	5	to	to	TO
37060	9078	6	recall	recall	VB
37060	9078	7	in	in	IN
37060	9078	8	such	such	JJ
37060	9078	9	detail	detail	NN
37060	9078	10	as	as	IN
37060	9078	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9078	12	illustrate	illustrate	VBP
37060	9078	13	a	a	DT
37060	9078	14	part	part	NN
37060	9078	15	of	of	IN
37060	9078	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9078	17	life	life	NN
37060	9078	18	with	with	IN
37060	9078	19	the	the	DT
37060	9078	20	feelings	feeling	NNS
37060	9078	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9078	22	experienced	experience	VBD
37060	9078	23	at	at	IN
37060	9078	24	the	the	DT
37060	9078	25	time	time	NN
37060	9078	26	.	.	.
37060	9079	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9079	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9079	3	draining	drain	VBG
37060	9079	4	;	;	:
37060	9079	5	topping	top	VBG
37060	9079	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9079	7	all	all	DT
37060	9079	8	off	off	RP
37060	9079	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	9079	10	the	the	DT
37060	9079	11	fact	fact	NN
37060	9079	12	that	that	IN
37060	9079	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9079	14	do	do	VBP
37060	9079	15	n't	not	RB
37060	9079	16	have	have	VB
37060	9079	17	much	much	JJ
37060	9079	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9079	19	can	can	MD
37060	9079	20	do	do	VB
37060	9079	21	to	to	TO
37060	9079	22	alter	alter	VB
37060	9079	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9079	24	life	life	NN
37060	9079	25	now	now	RB
37060	9079	26	.	.	.
37060	9080	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9080	2	get	get	VBP
37060	9080	3	sick	sick	JJ
37060	9080	4	of	of	IN
37060	9080	5	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	9080	6	sick	sick	JJ
37060	9080	7	,	,	,
37060	9080	8	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	9080	9	,	,	,
37060	9080	10	diarrhea	diarrhea	NN
37060	9080	11	,	,	,
37060	9080	12	and	and	CC
37060	9080	13	weakness	weakness	NN
37060	9080	14	;	;	:
37060	9080	15	the	the	DT
37060	9080	16	daily	daily	JJ
37060	9080	17	scheme	scheme	NN
37060	9080	18	of	of	IN
37060	9080	19	events	event	NNS
37060	9080	20	some	some	DT
37060	9080	21	days	day	NNS
37060	9080	22	.	.	.
37060	9081	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9081	2	get	get	VBP
37060	9081	3	weak	weak	JJ
37060	9081	4	;	;	:
37060	9081	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9081	6	cry	cry	VBP
37060	9081	7	.	.	.
37060	9082	1	Well	well	UH
37060	9082	2	,	,	,
37060	9082	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9082	4	hope	hope	VBP
37060	9082	5	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9082	6	over	over	RP
37060	9082	7	for	for	IN
37060	9082	8	a	a	DT
37060	9082	9	time	time	NN
37060	9082	10	.	.	.
37060	9083	1	At	at	RB
37060	9083	2	least	least	JJS
37060	9083	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9083	4	'm	be	VBP
37060	9083	5	not	not	RB
37060	9083	6	down	down	RB
37060	9083	7	for	for	IN
37060	9083	8	this	this	DT
37060	9083	9	entire	entire	JJ
37060	9083	10	day	day	NN
37060	9083	11	!	!	.
37060	9084	1	July	July	NNP
37060	9084	2	22	22	CD
37060	9084	3	,	,	,
37060	9084	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	9084	5	...	...	NFP
37060	9084	6	the	the	DT
37060	9084	7	day	day	NN
37060	9084	8	started	start	VBD
37060	9084	9	out	out	RP
37060	9084	10	great	great	RB
37060	9084	11	.	.	.
37060	9085	1	.	.	.
37060	9086	1	.	.	.
37060	9087	1	good	good	JJ
37060	9087	2	mood	mood	NN
37060	9087	3	.	.	.
37060	9088	1	.	.	.
37060	9089	1	.	.	.
37060	9090	1	even	even	RB
37060	9090	2	sat	sit	VBD
37060	9090	3	outside	outside	RB
37060	9090	4	for	for	IN
37060	9090	5	a	a	DT
37060	9090	6	time	time	NN
37060	9090	7	.	.	.
37060	9091	1	After	after	IN
37060	9091	2	supper	supper	VBG
37060	9091	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9091	4	heart	heart	NN
37060	9091	5	started	start	VBD
37060	9091	6	racing	race	VBG
37060	9091	7	,	,	,
37060	9091	8	palpitating	palpitate	VBG
37060	9091	9	like	like	IN
37060	9091	10	a	a	DT
37060	9091	11	tick	tick	NN
37060	9091	12	.	.	.
37060	9092	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9092	2	normal	normal	JJ
37060	9092	3	beat	beat	NN
37060	9092	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	9092	5	110	110	CD
37060	9092	6	-	-	SYM
37060	9092	7	120	120	CD
37060	9092	8	which	which	WDT
37060	9092	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	9092	10	rather	rather	RB
37060	9092	11	high	high	JJ
37060	9092	12	.	.	.
37060	9093	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9093	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	9093	3	the	the	DT
37060	9093	4	breathing	breathing	NN
37060	9093	5	in	in	IN
37060	9093	6	a	a	DT
37060	9093	7	sack	sack	NN
37060	9093	8	,	,	,
37060	9093	9	holding	hold	VBG
37060	9093	10	the	the	DT
37060	9093	11	breath	breath	NN
37060	9093	12	.	.	.
37060	9094	1	Nothing	nothing	NN
37060	9094	2	helped	help	VBD
37060	9094	3	.	.	.
37060	9095	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9095	2	called	call	VBD
37060	9095	3	the	the	DT
37060	9095	4	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	9095	5	and	and	CC
37060	9095	6	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9095	7	prescribed	prescribe	VBD
37060	9095	8	valium	valium	NN
37060	9095	9	.	.	.
37060	9096	1	The	the	DT
37060	9096	2	druggist	druggist	NN
37060	9096	3	said	say	VBD
37060	9096	4	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9096	5	would	would	MD
37060	9096	6	call	call	VB
37060	9096	7	when	when	WRB
37060	9096	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9096	9	was	be	VBD
37060	9096	10	ready	ready	JJ
37060	9096	11	.	.	.
37060	9097	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9097	2	never	never	RB
37060	9097	3	did	do	VBD
37060	9097	4	.	.	.
37060	9098	1	Finally	finally	RB
37060	9098	2	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9098	3	just	just	RB
37060	9098	4	went	go	VBD
37060	9098	5	over	over	RB
37060	9098	6	;	;	:
37060	9098	7	there	there	RB
37060	9098	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9098	9	was	be	VBD
37060	9098	10	,	,	,
37060	9098	11	just	just	RB
37060	9098	12	sitting	sit	VBG
37060	9098	13	on	on	IN
37060	9098	14	the	the	DT
37060	9098	15	shelf	shelf	NN
37060	9098	16	.	.	.
37060	9099	1	Man	man	NN
37060	9099	2	,	,	,
37060	9099	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9099	4	chest	chest	NN
37060	9099	5	hurt	hurt	VBD
37060	9099	6	so	so	RB
37060	9099	7	,	,	,
37060	9099	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9099	9	thought	think	VBD
37060	9099	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9099	11	was	be	VBD
37060	9099	12	having	have	VBG
37060	9099	13	a	a	DT
37060	9099	14	heart	heart	NN
37060	9099	15	attack	attack	NN
37060	9099	16	.	.	.
37060	9100	1	The	the	DT
37060	9100	2	valium	valium	NN
37060	9100	3	did	do	VBD
37060	9100	4	n't	not	RB
37060	9100	5	help	help	VB
37060	9100	6	much	much	RB
37060	9100	7	.	.	.
37060	9101	1	That	that	DT
37060	9101	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9101	3	3	3	CD
37060	9101	4	hours	hour	NNS
37060	9101	5	after	after	IN
37060	9101	6	the	the	DT
37060	9101	7	episode	episode	NN
37060	9101	8	had	have	VBD
37060	9101	9	begun	begin	VBN
37060	9101	10	.	.	.
37060	9102	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9102	2	slept	sleep	VBD
37060	9102	3	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	9102	4	on	on	IN
37060	9102	5	the	the	DT
37060	9102	6	couch	couch	NN
37060	9102	7	;	;	:
37060	9102	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9102	9	was	be	VBD
37060	9102	10	a	a	DT
37060	9102	11	bad	bad	JJ
37060	9102	12	night	night	NN
37060	9102	13	.	.	.
37060	9103	1	.	.	.
37060	9104	1	.	.	.
37060	9105	1	sweating	sweat	VBG
37060	9105	2	,	,	,
37060	9105	3	aching	aching	NN
37060	9105	4	,	,	,
37060	9105	5	and	and	CC
37060	9105	6	of	of	IN
37060	9105	7	course	course	NN
37060	9105	8	,	,	,
37060	9105	9	that	that	DT
37060	9105	10	rapid	rapid	JJ
37060	9105	11	heart	heart	NN
37060	9105	12	beat	beat	VBD
37060	9105	13	!	!	.
37060	9106	1	By	by	IN
37060	9106	2	9:00	9:00	CD
37060	9106	3	the	the	DT
37060	9106	4	next	next	JJ
37060	9106	5	morning	morning	NN
37060	9106	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9106	7	finally	finally	RB
37060	9106	8	slowed	slow	VBD
37060	9106	9	to	to	IN
37060	9106	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9106	11	normal	normal	JJ
37060	9106	12	fast	fast	JJ
37060	9106	13	rate	rate	NN
37060	9106	14	.	.	.
37060	9107	1	What	what	WDT
37060	9107	2	relief	relief	NN
37060	9107	3	.	.	.
37060	9108	1	That	that	DT
37060	9108	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9108	3	a	a	DT
37060	9108	4	15	15	CD
37060	9108	5	hour	hour	NN
37060	9108	6	trauma	trauma	NN
37060	9108	7	!	!	.
37060	9109	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9109	2	do	do	VBP
37060	9109	3	n't	not	RB
37060	9109	4	see	see	VB
37060	9109	5	how	how	WRB
37060	9109	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9109	7	heart	heart	NN
37060	9109	8	can	can	MD
37060	9109	9	withstand	withstand	VB
37060	9109	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9109	11	!	!	.
37060	9110	1	July	July	NNP
37060	9110	2	24	24	CD
37060	9110	3	,	,	,
37060	9110	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	9110	5	...	...	.
37060	9111	1	There	there	EX
37060	9111	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	9111	3	n't	not	RB
37060	9111	4	much	much	JJ
37060	9111	5	that	that	WDT
37060	9111	6	can	can	MD
37060	9111	7	be	be	VB
37060	9111	8	done	do	VBN
37060	9111	9	for	for	IN
37060	9111	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9111	11	,	,	,
37060	9111	12	but	but	CC
37060	9111	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9111	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	9111	15	nice	nice	JJ
37060	9111	16	to	to	TO
37060	9111	17	be	be	VB
37060	9111	18	so	so	RB
37060	9111	19	relaxed	relaxed	JJ
37060	9111	20	.	.	.
37060	9112	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9112	2	'll	will	MD
37060	9112	3	take	take	VB
37060	9112	4	the	the	DT
37060	9112	5	valium	valium	NN
37060	9112	6	for	for	IN
37060	9112	7	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	9112	8	,	,	,
37060	9112	9	especially	especially	RB
37060	9112	10	while	while	IN
37060	9112	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9112	12	'm	be	VBP
37060	9112	13	so	so	RB
37060	9112	14	weak	weak	JJ
37060	9112	15	.	.	.
37060	9113	1	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9113	2	and	and	CC
37060	9113	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9113	4	are	be	VBP
37060	9113	5	a	a	DT
37060	9113	6	genuine	genuine	JJ
37060	9113	7	godsend	godsend	NN
37060	9113	8	to	to	IN
37060	9113	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9113	10	.	.	.
37060	9114	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9114	2	do	do	VBP
37060	9114	3	n't	not	RB
37060	9114	4	know	know	VB
37060	9114	5	what	what	WP
37060	9114	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9114	7	'd	'd	MD
37060	9114	8	do	do	VB
37060	9114	9	without	without	IN
37060	9114	10	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9114	11	in	in	IN
37060	9114	12	times	time	NNS
37060	9114	13	like	like	IN
37060	9114	14	this	this	DT
37060	9114	15	.	.	.
37060	9115	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9115	2	look	look	VBP
37060	9115	3	bad	bad	JJ
37060	9115	4	;	;	:
37060	9115	5	white	white	JJ
37060	9115	6	face	face	NN
37060	9115	7	,	,	,
37060	9115	8	dark	dark	JJ
37060	9115	9	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	9115	10	,	,	,
37060	9115	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9115	12	had	have	VBD
37060	9115	13	best	well	RBS
37060	9115	14	avoid	avoid	VB
37060	9115	15	mirrors	mirror	NNS
37060	9115	16	!	!	.
37060	9116	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9116	2	got	get	VBD
37060	9116	3	a	a	DT
37060	9116	4	catalog	catalog	NN
37060	9116	5	of	of	IN
37060	9116	6	basket	basket	NN
37060	9116	7	kits	kit	NNS
37060	9116	8	.	.	.
37060	9117	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9117	2	might	may	MD
37060	9117	3	send	send	VB
37060	9117	4	for	for	IN
37060	9117	5	some	some	DT
37060	9117	6	things	thing	NNS
37060	9117	7	.	.	.
37060	9118	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9118	2	talked	talk	VBD
37060	9118	3	with	with	IN
37060	9118	4	the	the	DT
37060	9118	5	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	9118	6	about	about	IN
37060	9118	7	the	the	DT
37060	9118	8	heart	heart	NN
37060	9118	9	episode	episode	NN
37060	9118	10	.	.	.
37060	9119	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9119	2	said	say	VBD
37060	9119	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9119	4	should	should	MD
37060	9119	5	take	take	VB
37060	9119	6	the	the	DT
37060	9119	7	valium	valium	NN
37060	9119	8	as	as	RB
37060	9119	9	soon	soon	RB
37060	9119	10	as	as	IN
37060	9119	11	an	an	DT
37060	9119	12	attack	attack	NN
37060	9119	13	begins	begin	VBZ
37060	9119	14	;	;	:
37060	9119	15	if	if	IN
37060	9119	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9119	17	persists	persist	VBZ
37060	9119	18	after	after	IN
37060	9119	19	a	a	DT
37060	9119	20	45	45	CD
37060	9119	21	minute	minute	NN
37060	9119	22	period	period	NN
37060	9119	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9119	24	should	should	MD
37060	9119	25	go	go	VB
37060	9119	26	to	to	IN
37060	9119	27	the	the	DT
37060	9119	28	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	9119	29	and	and	CC
37060	9119	30	be	be	VB
37060	9119	31	put	put	VBN
37060	9119	32	on	on	IN
37060	9119	33	a	a	DT
37060	9119	34	heart	heart	NN
37060	9119	35	monitor	monitor	NN
37060	9119	36	to	to	TO
37060	9119	37	see	see	VB
37060	9119	38	what	what	WP
37060	9119	39	is	be	VBZ
37060	9119	40	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	9119	41	.	.	.
37060	9120	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9120	2	hate	hate	VBP
37060	9120	3	not	not	RB
37060	9120	4	being	be	VBG
37060	9120	5	able	able	JJ
37060	9120	6	to	to	TO
37060	9120	7	take	take	VB
37060	9120	8	the	the	DT
37060	9120	9	valium	valium	NN
37060	9120	10	.	.	.
37060	9121	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9121	2	liked	like	VBD
37060	9121	3	being	be	VBG
37060	9121	4	"	"	``
37060	9121	5	zoned	zone	VBN
37060	9121	6	out	out	RP
37060	9121	7	"	"	''
37060	9121	8	for	for	IN
37060	9121	9	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	9121	10	and	and	CC
37060	9121	11	so	so	RB
37060	9121	12	completely	completely	RB
37060	9121	13	relaxed	relaxed	JJ
37060	9121	14	.	.	.
37060	9122	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9122	2	can	can	MD
37060	9122	3	understand	understand	VB
37060	9122	4	why	why	WRB
37060	9122	5	people	people	NNS
37060	9122	6	allow	allow	VBP
37060	9122	7	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9122	8	to	to	TO
37060	9122	9	get	get	VB
37060	9122	10	hooked	hooked	JJ
37060	9122	11	on	on	IN
37060	9122	12	a	a	DT
37060	9122	13	tranquilizer	tranquilizer	NN
37060	9122	14	;	;	:
37060	9122	15	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9122	16	afford	afford	VBP
37060	9122	17	a	a	DT
37060	9122	18	great	great	JJ
37060	9122	19	deal	deal	NN
37060	9122	20	of	of	IN
37060	9122	21	peace	peace	NN
37060	9122	22	and	and	CC
37060	9122	23	mental	mental	JJ
37060	9122	24	relaxation	relaxation	NN
37060	9122	25	.	.	.
37060	9123	1	Another	another	DT
37060	9123	2	thing	thing	NN
37060	9123	3	that	that	WDT
37060	9123	4	spurred	spur	VBD
37060	9123	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9123	6	agitation	agitation	NN
37060	9123	7	was	be	VBD
37060	9123	8	the	the	DT
37060	9123	9	fact	fact	NN
37060	9123	10	that	that	IN
37060	9123	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9123	12	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	9123	13	being	be	VBG
37060	9123	14	pampered	pamper	VBN
37060	9123	15	by	by	IN
37060	9123	16	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9123	17	.	.	.
37060	9124	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9124	2	'd	'd	MD
37060	9124	3	wake	wake	VB
37060	9124	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9124	5	up	up	RP
37060	9124	6	,	,	,
37060	9124	7	help	help	VB
37060	9124	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9124	9	get	get	VB
37060	9124	10	cleaned	clean	VBN
37060	9124	11	up	up	RP
37060	9124	12	for	for	IN
37060	9124	13	bed	bed	NN
37060	9124	14	,	,	,
37060	9124	15	and	and	CC
37060	9124	16	bring	bring	VB
37060	9124	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9124	18	trays	tray	NNS
37060	9124	19	for	for	IN
37060	9124	20	each	each	DT
37060	9124	21	meal	meal	NN
37060	9124	22	.	.	.
37060	9125	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9125	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9125	3	so	so	RB
37060	9125	4	comforting	comforting	JJ
37060	9125	5	,	,	,
37060	9125	6	like	like	IN
37060	9125	7	the	the	DT
37060	9125	8	feeling	feeling	NN
37060	9125	9	of	of	IN
37060	9125	10	well	well	RB
37060	9125	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	9125	12	being	being	NN
37060	9125	13	which	which	WDT
37060	9125	14	is	be	VBZ
37060	9125	15	so	so	RB
37060	9125	16	prominent	prominent	JJ
37060	9125	17	in	in	IN
37060	9125	18	one	one	NN
37060	9125	19	's	's	POS
37060	9125	20	youth	youth	NN
37060	9125	21	,	,	,
37060	9125	22	when	when	WRB
37060	9125	23	parents	parent	NNS
37060	9125	24	are	be	VBP
37060	9125	25	the	the	DT
37060	9125	26	primary	primary	JJ
37060	9125	27	source	source	NN
37060	9125	28	of	of	IN
37060	9125	29	protection	protection	NN
37060	9125	30	and	and	CC
37060	9125	31	the	the	DT
37060	9125	32	sustaining	sustain	VBG
37060	9125	33	power	power	NN
37060	9125	34	of	of	IN
37060	9125	35	life	life	NN
37060	9125	36	.	.	.
37060	9126	1	Well	well	UH
37060	9126	2	,	,	,
37060	9126	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9126	4	got	get	VBD
37060	9126	5	over	over	IN
37060	9126	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9126	7	.	.	.
37060	9127	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9127	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	9127	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9127	4	just	just	RB
37060	9127	5	did	do	VBD
37060	9127	6	n't	not	RB
37060	9127	7	feel	feel	VB
37060	9127	8	like	like	IN
37060	9127	9	facing	face	VBG
37060	9127	10	reality	reality	NN
37060	9127	11	or	or	CC
37060	9127	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9127	13	life	life	NN
37060	9127	14	's	's	POS
37060	9127	15	idea	idea	NN
37060	9127	16	of	of	IN
37060	9127	17	"	"	``
37060	9127	18	normalcy	normalcy	NN
37060	9127	19	"	"	''
37060	9127	20	yet	yet	RB
37060	9127	21	.	.	.
37060	9128	1	July	July	NNP
37060	9128	2	29	29	CD
37060	9128	3	,	,	,
37060	9128	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	9128	5	...	...	.
37060	9129	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9129	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9129	3	a	a	DT
37060	9129	4	great	great	JJ
37060	9129	5	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	9129	6	...	...	:
37060	9129	7	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	9129	8	sent	send	VBD
37060	9129	9	6	6	CD
37060	9129	10	long	long	RB
37060	9129	11	stemmed	stem	VBN
37060	9129	12	roses	rose	NNS
37060	9129	13	to	to	IN
37060	9129	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9129	15	saying	say	VBG
37060	9129	16	,	,	,
37060	9129	17	"	"	``
37060	9129	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9129	19	hope	hope	VBP
37060	9129	20	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9129	21	get	get	VBP
37060	9129	22	better	well	JJR
37060	9129	23	soon	soon	RB
37060	9129	24	.	.	.
37060	9129	25	"	"	''
37060	9130	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9130	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9130	3	so	so	RB
37060	9130	4	nice	nice	JJ
37060	9130	5	and	and	CC
37060	9130	6	so	so	RB
37060	9130	7	unexpected	unexpected	JJ
37060	9130	8	,	,	,
37060	9130	9	especially	especially	RB
37060	9130	10	since	since	IN
37060	9130	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9130	12	've	have	VB
37060	9130	13	been	be	VBN
37060	9130	14	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	9130	15	rather	rather	RB
37060	9130	16	isolated	isolate	VBN
37060	9130	17	lately	lately	RB
37060	9130	18	.	.	.
37060	9131	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9131	2	wrote	write	VBD
37060	9131	3	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9131	4	a	a	DT
37060	9131	5	thank	thank	VBP
37060	9131	6	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9131	7	letter	letter	NN
37060	9131	8	.	.	.
37060	9132	1	Aug.	August	NNP
37060	9132	2	1	1	CD
37060	9132	3	,	,	,
37060	9132	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	9132	5	...	...	.
37060	9133	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9133	2	got	get	VBD
37060	9133	3	a	a	DT
37060	9133	4	letter	letter	NN
37060	9133	5	from	from	IN
37060	9133	6	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	9133	7	;	;	:
37060	9133	8	another	another	DT
37060	9133	9	nice	nice	JJ
37060	9133	10	surprise	surprise	NN
37060	9133	11	.	.	.
37060	9134	1	A	a	DT
37060	9134	2	letter	letter	NN
37060	9134	3	can	can	MD
37060	9134	4	be	be	VB
37060	9134	5	held	hold	VBN
37060	9134	6	and	and	CC
37060	9134	7	read	read	VBN
37060	9134	8	over	over	RB
37060	9134	9	and	and	CC
37060	9134	10	over	over	RB
37060	9134	11	again	again	RB
37060	9134	12	;	;	:
37060	9134	13	a	a	DT
37060	9134	14	phone	phone	NN
37060	9134	15	call	call	NN
37060	9134	16	is	be	VBZ
37060	9134	17	soon	soon	RB
37060	9134	18	just	just	RB
37060	9134	19	a	a	DT
37060	9134	20	memory	memory	NN
37060	9134	21	.	.	.
37060	9135	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9135	2	have	have	VBP
37060	9135	3	the	the	DT
37060	9135	4	"	"	``
37060	9135	5	runs	run	NNS
37060	9135	6	"	"	''
37060	9135	7	again	again	RB
37060	9135	8	.	.	.
37060	9136	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9136	2	brought	bring	VBD
37060	9136	3	tea	tea	NN
37060	9136	4	and	and	CC
37060	9136	5	warm	warm	JJ
37060	9136	6	bagels	bagel	NNS
37060	9136	7	all	all	DT
37060	9136	8	day	day	NN
37060	9136	9	.	.	.
37060	9137	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9137	2	helps	help	VBZ
37060	9137	3	a	a	DT
37060	9137	4	lot	lot	NN
37060	9137	5	.	.	.
37060	9138	1	Aug.	August	NNP
37060	9138	2	11	11	CD
37060	9138	3	,	,	,
37060	9138	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	9138	5	...	...	.
37060	9139	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9139	2	've	have	VB
37060	9139	3	decided	decide	VBN
37060	9139	4	to	to	TO
37060	9139	5	sell	sell	VB
37060	9139	6	the	the	DT
37060	9139	7	Chevette	Chevette	NNP
37060	9139	8	and	and	CC
37060	9139	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9139	10	Viscount	Viscount	NNP
37060	9139	11	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9139	12	bike	bike	NN
37060	9139	13	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9139	14	;	;	:
37060	9139	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9139	16	's	be	VBZ
37060	9139	17	so	so	RB
37060	9139	18	stupid	stupid	JJ
37060	9139	19	...	...	:
37060	9139	20	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9139	21	just	just	RB
37060	9139	22	sit	sit	VBP
37060	9139	23	there	there	RB
37060	9139	24	and	and	CC
37060	9139	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9139	26	'm	be	VBP
37060	9139	27	not	not	RB
37060	9139	28	going	go	VBG
37060	9139	29	to	to	TO
37060	9139	30	get	get	VB
37060	9139	31	any	any	RB
37060	9139	32	better	well	JJR
37060	9139	33	.	.	.
37060	9140	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9140	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	9140	3	39	39	CD
37060	9140	4	inches	inch	NNS
37060	9140	5	around	around	IN
37060	9140	6	the	the	DT
37060	9140	7	middle	middle	NN
37060	9140	8	.	.	.
37060	9141	1	The	the	DT
37060	9141	2	bike	bike	NN
37060	9141	3	was	be	VBD
37060	9141	4	$	$	$
37060	9141	5	156	156	CD
37060	9141	6	new	new	JJ
37060	9141	7	and	and	CC
37060	9141	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9141	9	's	be	VBZ
37060	9141	10	in	in	IN
37060	9141	11	good	good	JJ
37060	9141	12	condition	condition	NN
37060	9141	13	.	.	.
37060	9142	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9142	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	9142	3	asking	ask	VBG
37060	9142	4	$	$	$
37060	9142	5	75	75	CD
37060	9142	6	for	for	IN
37060	9142	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9142	8	.	.	.
37060	9143	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9143	2	did	do	VBD
37060	9143	3	a	a	DT
37060	9143	4	raft	raft	NN
37060	9143	5	of	of	IN
37060	9143	6	typing	type	VBG
37060	9143	7	this	this	DT
37060	9143	8	past	past	JJ
37060	9143	9	week	week	NN
37060	9143	10	.	.	.
37060	9144	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9144	2	sat	sit	VBD
37060	9144	3	on	on	IN
37060	9144	4	the	the	DT
37060	9144	5	front	front	JJ
37060	9144	6	steps	step	NNS
37060	9144	7	with	with	IN
37060	9144	8	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9144	9	and	and	CC
37060	9144	10	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9144	11	in	in	IN
37060	9144	12	the	the	DT
37060	9144	13	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	9144	14	.	.	.
37060	9145	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9145	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9145	3	75	75	CD
37060	9145	4	degrees	degree	NNS
37060	9145	5	and	and	CC
37060	9145	6	so	so	RB
37060	9145	7	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	9145	8	.	.	.
37060	9146	1	Aug.	August	NNP
37060	9146	2	25	25	CD
37060	9146	3	,	,	,
37060	9146	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	9146	5	...	...	.
37060	9147	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9147	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9147	3	strange	strange	JJ
37060	9147	4	,	,	,
37060	9147	5	but	but	CC
37060	9147	6	when	when	WRB
37060	9147	7	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9147	8	and	and	CC
37060	9147	9	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9147	10	are	be	VBP
37060	9147	11	gone	go	VBN
37060	9147	12	all	all	DT
37060	9147	13	day	day	NN
37060	9147	14	,	,	,
37060	9147	15	like	like	IN
37060	9147	16	yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	9147	17	,	,	,
37060	9147	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9147	19	feel	feel	VBP
37060	9147	20	half	half	RB
37060	9147	21	mad	mad	JJ
37060	9147	22	when	when	WRB
37060	9147	23	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9147	24	return	return	VBP
37060	9147	25	.	.	.
37060	9148	1	The	the	DT
37060	9148	2	truth	truth	NN
37060	9148	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	9148	4	that	that	IN
37060	9148	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9148	6	'm	be	VBP
37060	9148	7	not	not	RB
37060	9148	8	mad	mad	JJ
37060	9148	9	,	,	,
37060	9148	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9148	11	'm	be	VBP
37060	9148	12	only	only	RB
37060	9148	13	in	in	IN
37060	9148	14	need	need	NN
37060	9148	15	of	of	IN
37060	9148	16	some	some	DT
37060	9148	17	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	9148	18	.	.	.
37060	9149	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9149	2	need	need	VBP
37060	9149	3	to	to	TO
37060	9149	4	tell	tell	VB
37060	9149	5	someone	someone	NN
37060	9149	6	about	about	IN
37060	9149	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9149	8	concerns	concern	NNS
37060	9149	9	,	,	,
37060	9149	10	or	or	CC
37060	9149	11	at	at	IN
37060	9149	12	least	least	JJS
37060	9149	13	have	have	VB
37060	9149	14	someone	someone	NN
37060	9149	15	around	around	RB
37060	9149	16	.	.	.
37060	9150	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9150	2	do	do	VBP
37060	9150	3	want	want	VB
37060	9150	4	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9150	5	to	to	TO
37060	9150	6	go	go	VB
37060	9150	7	out	out	RP
37060	9150	8	;	;	:
37060	9150	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9150	10	need	need	VBP
37060	9150	11	to	to	TO
37060	9150	12	get	get	VB
37060	9150	13	away	away	RB
37060	9150	14	.	.	.
37060	9151	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9151	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9151	3	the	the	DT
37060	9151	4	runs	run	NNS
37060	9151	5	;	;	:
37060	9151	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9151	7	'm	be	VBP
37060	9151	8	rather	rather	RB
37060	9151	9	amazed	amazed	JJ
37060	9151	10	also	also	RB
37060	9151	11	,	,	,
37060	9151	12	by	by	IN
37060	9151	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9151	14	ever	ever	RB
37060	9151	15	-	-	HYPH
37060	9151	16	growing	grow	VBG
37060	9151	17	shape	shape	NN
37060	9151	18	.	.	.
37060	9152	1	.	.	.
37060	9153	1	.	.	.
37060	9154	1	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9154	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9154	3	hideous	hideous	JJ
37060	9154	4	!	!	.
37060	9155	1	And	and	CC
37060	9155	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9155	3	have	have	VBP
37060	9155	4	tons	ton	NNS
37060	9155	5	of	of	IN
37060	9155	6	water	water	NN
37060	9155	7	retention	retention	NN
37060	9155	8	.	.	.
37060	9156	1	Oh	oh	UH
37060	9156	2	,	,	,
37060	9156	3	well	well	UH
37060	9156	4	!	!	.
37060	9157	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9157	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9157	3	n't	not	RB
37060	9157	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9157	5	best	good	JJS
37060	9157	6	day	day	NN
37060	9157	7	;	;	:
37060	9157	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9157	9	wrote	write	VBD
37060	9157	10	all	all	DT
37060	9157	11	day	day	NN
37060	9157	12	,	,	,
37060	9157	13	anyway	anyway	RB
37060	9157	14	.	.	.
37060	9158	1	Sept.	September	NNP
37060	9158	2	11,1985	11,1985	NNP
37060	9158	3	...	...	.
37060	9159	1	The	the	DT
37060	9159	2	Chevette	Chevette	NNP
37060	9159	3	has	have	VBZ
37060	9159	4	been	be	VBN
37060	9159	5	sold	sell	VBN
37060	9159	6	.	.	.
37060	9160	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9160	2	should	should	MD
37060	9160	3	get	get	VB
37060	9160	4	a	a	DT
37060	9160	5	refund	refund	NN
37060	9160	6	on	on	IN
37060	9160	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9160	8	insurance	insurance	NN
37060	9160	9	,	,	,
37060	9160	10	too	too	RB
37060	9160	11	.	.	.
37060	9161	1	The	the	DT
37060	9161	2	girl	girl	NN
37060	9161	3	came	come	VBD
37060	9161	4	with	with	IN
37060	9161	5	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9161	6	boyfriend	boyfriend	NN
37060	9161	7	to	to	TO
37060	9161	8	pick	pick	VB
37060	9161	9	up	up	RP
37060	9161	10	"	"	``
37060	9161	11	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9161	12	"	"	''
37060	9161	13	car	car	NN
37060	9161	14	last	last	JJ
37060	9161	15	night	night	NN
37060	9161	16	.	.	.
37060	9162	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9162	2	took	take	VBD
37060	9162	3	a	a	DT
37060	9162	4	personal	personal	JJ
37060	9162	5	check	check	NN
37060	9162	6	for	for	IN
37060	9162	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9162	8	;	;	:
37060	9162	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9162	10	wish	wish	VBP
37060	9162	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9162	12	would	would	MD
37060	9162	13	have	have	VB
37060	9162	14	said	say	VBD
37060	9162	15	"	"	``
37060	9162	16	NO	no	UH
37060	9162	17	"	"	''
37060	9162	18	to	to	IN
37060	9162	19	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9162	20	,	,	,
37060	9162	21	but	but	CC
37060	9162	22	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9162	23	are	be	VBP
37060	9162	24	probably	probably	RB
37060	9162	25	OK	ok	JJ
37060	9162	26	.	.	.
37060	9163	1	If	if	IN
37060	9163	2	not	not	RB
37060	9163	3	,	,	,
37060	9163	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9163	5	just	just	RB
37060	9163	6	sold	sell	VBD
37060	9163	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9163	8	car	car	NN
37060	9163	9	for	for	IN
37060	9163	10	$	$	$
37060	9163	11	100	100	CD
37060	9163	12	.	.	.
37060	9164	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9164	2	Great	great	JJ
37060	9164	3	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9164	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9164	5	could	could	MD
37060	9164	6	n't	not	RB
37060	9164	7	sleep	sleep	VB
37060	9164	8	for	for	IN
37060	9164	9	a	a	DT
37060	9164	10	while	while	NN
37060	9164	11	,	,	,
37060	9164	12	because	because	IN
37060	9164	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9164	14	was	be	VBD
37060	9164	15	worried	worried	JJ
37060	9164	16	about	about	IN
37060	9164	17	the	the	DT
37060	9164	18	check	check	NN
37060	9164	19	.	.	.
37060	9165	1	So	so	CC
37060	9165	2	...	...	NFP
37060	9166	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9166	2	got	get	VBD
37060	9166	3	up	up	RP
37060	9166	4	and	and	CC
37060	9166	5	clipped	clip	VBD
37060	9166	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9166	7	toe	toe	NN
37060	9166	8	nails	nail	NNS
37060	9166	9	!	!	.
37060	9167	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9167	2	What	what	WP
37060	9167	3	therapy	therapy	NN
37060	9167	4	.	.	.
37060	9167	5	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9168	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9168	2	And	and	CC
37060	9168	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9168	4	did	do	VBD
37060	9168	5	n't	not	RB
37060	9168	6	cost	cost	VB
37060	9168	7	a	a	DT
37060	9168	8	cent	cent	NN
37060	9168	9	.	.	.
37060	9168	10	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9169	1	Today	today	NN
37060	9169	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9169	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	9169	4	70	70	CD
37060	9169	5	degrees	degree	NNS
37060	9169	6	,	,	,
37060	9169	7	sunny	sunny	JJ
37060	9169	8	,	,	,
37060	9169	9	a	a	DT
37060	9169	10	slight	slight	JJ
37060	9169	11	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	9169	12	,	,	,
37060	9169	13	ah	ah	UH
37060	9169	14	!	!	.
37060	9170	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9170	2	also	also	RB
37060	9170	3	have	have	VBP
37060	9170	4	the	the	DT
37060	9170	5	check	check	NN
37060	9170	6	in	in	IN
37060	9170	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9170	8	account	account	NN
37060	9170	9	.	.	.
37060	9171	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9171	2	phoned	phone	VBD
37060	9171	3	to	to	TO
37060	9171	4	see	see	VB
37060	9171	5	how	how	WRB
37060	9171	6	much	much	JJ
37060	9171	7	of	of	IN
37060	9171	8	a	a	DT
37060	9171	9	refund	refund	NN
37060	9171	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9171	11	'd	'd	MD
37060	9171	12	receive	receive	VB
37060	9171	13	on	on	IN
37060	9171	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9171	15	insurance	insurance	NN
37060	9171	16	.	.	.
37060	9172	1	.	.	.
37060	9173	1	.	.	.
37060	9174	1	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9174	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9174	3	just	just	RB
37060	9174	4	$	$	$
37060	9174	5	50	50	CD
37060	9174	6	.	.	.
37060	9175	1	Not	not	RB
37060	9175	2	exactly	exactly	RB
37060	9175	3	half	half	NN
37060	9175	4	of	of	IN
37060	9175	5	what	what	WP
37060	9175	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9175	7	paid	pay	VBD
37060	9175	8	for	for	IN
37060	9175	9	the	the	DT
37060	9175	10	6	6	CD
37060	9175	11	months	month	NNS
37060	9175	12	,	,	,
37060	9175	13	but	but	CC
37060	9175	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9175	15	're	be	VBP
37060	9175	16	not	not	RB
37060	9175	17	giving	give	VBG
37060	9175	18	up	up	RP
37060	9175	19	anything	anything	NN
37060	9175	20	!	!	.
37060	9176	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9176	2	found	find	VBD
37060	9176	3	the	the	DT
37060	9176	4	4th	4th	JJ
37060	9176	5	and	and	CC
37060	9176	6	5th	5th	JJ
37060	9176	7	grade	grade	NN
37060	9176	8	postcards	postcard	NNS
37060	9176	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9176	10	sent	send	VBD
37060	9176	11	to	to	IN
37060	9176	12	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9176	13	and	and	CC
37060	9176	14	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9176	15	from	from	IN
37060	9176	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9176	17	camp	camp	NN
37060	9176	18	.	.	.
37060	9177	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9177	2	will	will	MD
37060	9177	3	go	go	VB
37060	9177	4	in	in	IN
37060	9177	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9177	6	book	book	NN
37060	9177	7	.	.	.
37060	9178	1	Yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	9178	2	Margaret	Margaret	NNP
37060	9178	3	and	and	CC
37060	9178	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9178	5	went	go	VBD
37060	9178	6	to	to	IN
37060	9178	7	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	9178	8	.	.	.
37060	9179	1	At	at	IN
37060	9179	2	the	the	DT
37060	9179	3	cash	cash	NN
37060	9179	4	register	register	NN
37060	9179	5	the	the	DT
37060	9179	6	guy	guy	NN
37060	9179	7	said	say	VBD
37060	9179	8	,	,	,
37060	9179	9	"	"	``
37060	9179	10	Looks	look	VBZ
37060	9179	11	like	like	IN
37060	9179	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9179	13	'll	will	MD
37060	9179	14	be	be	VB
37060	9179	15	in	in	IN
37060	9179	16	the	the	DT
37060	9179	17	winter	winter	NN
37060	9179	18	.	.	.
37060	9179	19	"	"	''
37060	9180	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9180	2	could	could	MD
37060	9180	3	n't	not	RB
37060	9180	4	figure	figure	VB
37060	9180	5	out	out	RP
37060	9180	6	what	what	WP
37060	9180	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9180	8	meant	mean	VBD
37060	9180	9	for	for	IN
37060	9180	10	a	a	DT
37060	9180	11	second	second	JJ
37060	9180	12	,	,	,
37060	9180	13	but	but	CC
37060	9180	14	then	then	RB
37060	9180	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9180	16	realized	realize	VBD
37060	9180	17	that	that	IN
37060	9180	18	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9180	19	thought	think	VBD
37060	9180	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9180	21	was	be	VBD
37060	9180	22	pregnant	pregnant	JJ
37060	9180	23	.	.	.
37060	9181	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9181	2	said	say	VBD
37060	9181	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9181	4	had	have	VBD
37060	9181	5	a	a	DT
37060	9181	6	"	"	``
37060	9181	7	liver	liver	JJ
37060	9181	8	ailment	ailment	NN
37060	9181	9	"	"	''
37060	9181	10	and	and	CC
37060	9181	11	that	that	IN
37060	9181	12	many	many	DT
37060	9181	13	made	make	VBD
37060	9181	14	the	the	DT
37060	9181	15	same	same	JJ
37060	9181	16	assumption	assumption	NN
37060	9181	17	.	.	.
37060	9182	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9182	2	never	never	RB
37060	9182	3	floors	floor	VBZ
37060	9182	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9182	5	at	at	IN
37060	9182	6	the	the	DT
37060	9182	7	time	time	NN
37060	9182	8	,	,	,
37060	9182	9	but	but	CC
37060	9182	10	later	later	RB
37060	9182	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9182	12	have	have	VBP
37060	9182	13	to	to	TO
37060	9182	14	admit	admit	VB
37060	9182	15	that	that	IN
37060	9182	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9182	17	bothers	bother	VBZ
37060	9182	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9182	19	.	.	.
37060	9183	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9183	2	start	start	VBP
37060	9183	3	thinking	think	VBG
37060	9183	4	about	about	IN
37060	9183	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9183	6	;	;	:
37060	9183	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9183	8	get	get	VBP
37060	9183	9	mad	mad	JJ
37060	9183	10	at	at	IN
37060	9183	11	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9183	12	because	because	IN
37060	9183	13	there	there	EX
37060	9183	14	's	be	VBZ
37060	9183	15	no	no	DT
37060	9183	16	way	way	NN
37060	9183	17	for	for	IN
37060	9183	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9183	19	to	to	TO
37060	9183	20	look	look	VB
37060	9183	21	stylish	stylish	JJ
37060	9183	22	.	.	.
37060	9184	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9184	2	used	use	VBD
37060	9184	3	to	to	TO
37060	9184	4	try	try	VB
37060	9184	5	to	to	TO
37060	9184	6	belt	belt	VB
37060	9184	7	big	big	JJ
37060	9184	8	tops	top	NNS
37060	9184	9	and	and	CC
37060	9184	10	"	"	``
37060	9184	11	blouse	blouse	VB
37060	9184	12	"	"	''
37060	9184	13	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9184	14	over	over	IN
37060	9184	15	pants	pant	NNS
37060	9184	16	.	.	.
37060	9185	1	Now	now	RB
37060	9185	2	,	,	,
37060	9185	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9185	4	looks	look	VBZ
37060	9185	5	ridiculous	ridiculous	JJ
37060	9185	6	.	.	.
37060	9186	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9186	2	never	never	RB
37060	9186	3	thought	think	VBD
37060	9186	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9186	5	could	could	MD
37060	9186	6	get	get	VB
37060	9186	7	this	this	DT
37060	9186	8	big	big	JJ
37060	9186	9	;	;	:
37060	9186	10	having	have	VBG
37060	9186	11	to	to	TO
37060	9186	12	wear	wear	VB
37060	9186	13	maternity	maternity	NN
37060	9186	14	clothes	clothe	NNS
37060	9186	15	and	and	CC
37060	9186	16	such	such	JJ
37060	9186	17	.	.	.
37060	9187	1	.	.	.
37060	9188	1	.	.	.
37060	9189	1	but	but	CC
37060	9189	2	then	then	RB
37060	9189	3	,	,	,
37060	9189	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9189	5	never	never	RB
37060	9189	6	thought	think	VBD
37060	9189	7	a	a	DT
37060	9189	8	lot	lot	NN
37060	9189	9	of	of	IN
37060	9189	10	things	thing	NNS
37060	9189	11	.	.	.
37060	9190	1	Swelling	swell	VBG
37060	9190	2	legs	leg	NNS
37060	9190	3	,	,	,
37060	9190	4	going	go	VBG
37060	9190	5	from	from	IN
37060	9190	6	a	a	DT
37060	9190	7	31-I/2	31-i/2	CD
37060	9190	8	inch	inch	NN
37060	9190	9	span	span	NN
37060	9190	10	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9190	11	in	in	IN
37060	9190	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9190	13	middle	middle	NN
37060	9190	14	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9190	15	in	in	IN
37060	9190	16	the	the	DT
37060	9190	17	fall	fall	NN
37060	9190	18	of	of	IN
37060	9190	19	'	'	``
37060	9190	20	83	83	CD
37060	9190	21	to	to	IN
37060	9190	22	a	a	DT
37060	9190	23	39	39	CD
37060	9190	24	inch	inch	NN
37060	9190	25	middle	middle	JJ
37060	9190	26	now	now	RB
37060	9190	27	.	.	.
37060	9191	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9191	2	Normally	normally	RB
37060	9191	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9191	4	had	have	VBD
37060	9191	5	a	a	DT
37060	9191	6	24	24	CD
37060	9191	7	inch	inch	NN
37060	9191	8	waist	waist	NN
37060	9191	9	...	...	.
37060	9192	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9192	2	thought	think	VBD
37060	9192	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9192	4	was	be	VBD
37060	9192	5	enormous	enormous	JJ
37060	9192	6	then	then	RB
37060	9192	7	!	!	.
37060	9192	8	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9193	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9193	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9193	3	funny	funny	JJ
37060	9193	4	,	,	,
37060	9193	5	but	but	CC
37060	9193	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9193	7	just	just	RB
37060	9193	8	keeps	keep	VBZ
37060	9193	9	on	on	RP
37060	9193	10	going	go	VBG
37060	9193	11	,	,	,
37060	9193	12	and	and	CC
37060	9193	13	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9193	14	have	have	VBP
37060	9193	15	to	to	TO
37060	9193	16	accept	accept	VB
37060	9193	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9193	18	.	.	.
37060	9194	1	At	at	RB
37060	9194	2	least	least	JJS
37060	9194	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9194	4	face	face	NN
37060	9194	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	9194	6	OK	ok	JJ
37060	9194	7	and	and	CC
37060	9194	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9194	9	can	can	MD
37060	9194	10	enjoy	enjoy	VB
37060	9194	11	some	some	DT
37060	9194	12	things	thing	NNS
37060	9194	13	.	.	.
37060	9195	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9195	2	can	can	MD
37060	9195	3	see	see	VB
37060	9195	4	and	and	CC
37060	9195	5	hear	hear	VB
37060	9195	6	and	and	CC
37060	9195	7	am	be	VBP
37060	9195	8	reasonably	reasonably	RB
37060	9195	9	mobile	mobile	JJ
37060	9195	10	.	.	.
37060	9196	1	.	.	.
37060	9197	1	.and	.and	NFP
37060	9197	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9197	3	've	have	VB
37060	9197	4	known	know	VBN
37060	9197	5	what	what	WP
37060	9197	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9197	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	9197	8	to	to	TO
37060	9197	9	feel	feel	VB
37060	9197	10	physically	physically	RB
37060	9197	11	normal	normal	JJ
37060	9197	12	.	.	.
37060	9198	1	Some	some	DT
37060	9198	2	people	people	NNS
37060	9198	3	never	never	RB
37060	9198	4	do	do	VBP
37060	9198	5	.	.	.
37060	9199	1	Sept.	September	NNP
37060	9199	2	13	13	CD
37060	9199	3	through	through	IN
37060	9199	4	15	15	CD
37060	9199	5	...	...	.
37060	9200	1	Weather	weather	NN
37060	9200	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	9200	3	been	be	VBN
37060	9200	4	gorgeous	gorgeous	JJ
37060	9200	5	!	!	.
37060	9201	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9201	2	've	have	VB
37060	9201	3	been	be	VBN
37060	9201	4	able	able	JJ
37060	9201	5	to	to	TO
37060	9201	6	sit	sit	VB
37060	9201	7	outside	outside	RB
37060	9201	8	.	.	.
37060	9202	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9202	2	always	always	RB
37060	9202	3	inspires	inspire	VBZ
37060	9202	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9202	5	to	to	TO
37060	9202	6	write	write	VB
37060	9202	7	poetry	poetry	NN
37060	9202	8	.	.	.
37060	9203	1	One	one	CD
37060	9203	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	9203	3	about	about	IN
37060	9203	4	how	how	WRB
37060	9203	5	life	life	NN
37060	9203	6	never	never	RB
37060	9203	7	really	really	RB
37060	9203	8	changes	change	VBZ
37060	9203	9	.	.	.
37060	9204	1	Continuity	continuity	NN
37060	9204	2	The	the	DT
37060	9204	3	tenth	tenth	JJ
37060	9204	4	morn	morn	NN
37060	9204	5	of	of	IN
37060	9204	6	December	December	NNP
37060	9204	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9204	8	was	be	VBD
37060	9204	9	severed	sever	VBN
37060	9204	10	from	from	IN
37060	9204	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9204	12	mother	mother	NN
37060	9204	13	's	's	POS
37060	9204	14	life	life	NN
37060	9204	15	,	,	,
37060	9204	16	Forced	force	VBN
37060	9204	17	into	into	IN
37060	9204	18	a	a	DT
37060	9204	19	hostile	hostile	JJ
37060	9204	20	world	world	NN
37060	9204	21	And	and	CC
37060	9204	22	with	with	IN
37060	9204	23	a	a	DT
37060	9204	24	cry	cry	NN
37060	9204	25	,	,	,
37060	9204	26	drew	draw	VBD
37060	9204	27	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9204	28	breath	breath	NN
37060	9204	29	.	.	.
37060	9205	1	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	9205	2	came	come	VBD
37060	9205	3	,	,	,
37060	9205	4	then	then	RB
37060	9205	5	New	New	NNP
37060	9205	6	Year	Year	NNP
37060	9205	7	's	's	POS
37060	9205	8	Eve	Eve	NNP
37060	9205	9	,	,	,
37060	9205	10	Yet	yet	CC
37060	9205	11	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	9205	12	really	really	RB
37060	9205	13	changed	change	VBD
37060	9205	14	.	.	.
37060	9206	1	Days	day	NNS
37060	9206	2	passed	pass	VBN
37060	9206	3	by	by	RP
37060	9206	4	,	,	,
37060	9206	5	and	and	CC
37060	9206	6	soon	soon	RB
37060	9206	7	,	,	,
37060	9206	8	years	year	NNS
37060	9206	9	too	too	RB
37060	9206	10	.	.	.
37060	9207	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9207	2	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	9207	3	focused	focus	VBD
37060	9207	4	on	on	IN
37060	9207	5	the	the	DT
37060	9207	6	world	world	NN
37060	9207	7	Which	which	WDT
37060	9207	8	offered	offer	VBD
37060	9207	9	more	more	JJR
37060	9207	10	than	than	IN
37060	9207	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9207	12	received	receive	VBD
37060	9207	13	.	.	.
37060	9208	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9208	2	found	find	VBD
37060	9208	3	love	love	NN
37060	9208	4	,	,	,
37060	9208	5	and	and	CC
37060	9208	6	later	later	RB
37060	9208	7	,	,	,
37060	9208	8	fear	fear	NN
37060	9208	9	...	...	.
37060	9208	10	Then	then	RB
37060	9208	11	grief	grief	NN
37060	9208	12	,	,	,
37060	9208	13	and	and	CC
37060	9208	14	peace	peace	NN
37060	9208	15	of	of	IN
37060	9208	16	mind	mind	NN
37060	9208	17	;	;	:
37060	9208	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9208	19	witnessed	witness	VBD
37060	9208	20	death	death	NN
37060	9208	21	and	and	CC
37060	9208	22	mourned	mourn	VBD
37060	9208	23	for	for	IN
37060	9208	24	life	life	NN
37060	9208	25	.	.	.
37060	9209	1	.	.	.
37060	9210	1	.	.	.
37060	9211	1	Yet	yet	RB
37060	9211	2	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	9211	3	really	really	RB
37060	9211	4	changed	change	VBD
37060	9211	5	.	.	.
37060	9212	1	The	the	DT
37060	9212	2	world	world	NN
37060	9212	3	revolved	revolve	VBD
37060	9212	4	and	and	CC
37060	9212	5	buried	bury	VBD
37060	9212	6	sorrow	sorrow	NN
37060	9212	7	In	in	IN
37060	9212	8	a	a	DT
37060	9212	9	mask	mask	NN
37060	9212	10	of	of	IN
37060	9212	11	time	time	NN
37060	9212	12	.	.	.
37060	9213	1	Now	now	RB
37060	9213	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9213	3	am	be	VBP
37060	9213	4	weak	weak	JJ
37060	9213	5	,	,	,
37060	9213	6	The	the	DT
37060	9213	7	refuge	refuge	NN
37060	9213	8	of	of	IN
37060	9213	9	malignant	malignant	JJ
37060	9213	10	death	death	NN
37060	9213	11	,	,	,
37060	9213	12	But	but	CC
37060	9213	13	still	still	RB
37060	9213	14	the	the	DT
37060	9213	15	seasons	season	NNS
37060	9213	16	flicker	flicker	NN
37060	9213	17	on	on	RP
37060	9213	18	.	.	.
37060	9214	1	Leaves	leave	VBZ
37060	9214	2	adrift	adrift	JJ
37060	9214	3	,	,	,
37060	9214	4	float	float	VBP
37060	9214	5	to	to	IN
37060	9214	6	the	the	DT
37060	9214	7	ground	ground	NN
37060	9214	8	,	,	,
37060	9214	9	While	while	IN
37060	9214	10	acorns	acorn	VBZ
37060	9214	11	burrow	burrow	VBP
37060	9214	12	in	in	IN
37060	9214	13	the	the	DT
37060	9214	14	earth	earth	NN
37060	9214	15	;	;	:
37060	9214	16	Remnants	remnant	NNS
37060	9214	17	of	of	IN
37060	9214	18	life	life	NN
37060	9214	19	And	and	CC
37060	9214	20	the	the	DT
37060	9214	21	hope	hope	NN
37060	9214	22	thereof	thereof	VBN
37060	9214	23	Together	together	RB
37060	9214	24	meld	meld	VB
37060	9214	25	as	as	IN
37060	9214	26	one	one	CD
37060	9214	27	.	.	.
37060	9215	1	When	when	WRB
37060	9215	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9215	3	depart	depart	VBP
37060	9215	4	,	,	,
37060	9215	5	Life	life	NN
37060	9215	6	slows	slow	VBZ
37060	9215	7	not	not	RB
37060	9215	8	...	...	:
37060	9215	9	And	and	CC
37060	9215	10	nothing	nothing	NN
37060	9215	11	will	will	MD
37060	9215	12	really	really	RB
37060	9215	13	change	change	VB
37060	9215	14	.	.	.
37060	9216	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	9216	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	9216	3	September	September	NNP
37060	9216	4	15	15	CD
37060	9216	5	,	,	,
37060	9216	6	1985	1985	CD
37060	9216	7	Meditation	meditation	NN
37060	9216	8	On	on	IN
37060	9216	9	The	the	DT
37060	9216	10	Wind	wind	NN
37060	9216	11	In	in	IN
37060	9216	12	the	the	DT
37060	9216	13	trees	tree	NNS
37060	9216	14	,	,	,
37060	9216	15	cool	cool	JJ
37060	9216	16	breezes	breeze	NNS
37060	9216	17	sing	sing	VBP
37060	9216	18	,	,	,
37060	9216	19	Directing	Directing	NNP
37060	9216	20	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	9216	21	with	with	IN
37060	9216	22	steady	steady	JJ
37060	9216	23	gusts	gust	NNS
37060	9216	24	And	and	CC
37060	9216	25	urging	urge	VBG
37060	9216	26	forth	forth	RP
37060	9216	27	pure	pure	JJ
37060	9216	28	harmony	harmony	NN
37060	9216	29	From	from	IN
37060	9216	30	swaying	swaying	NN
37060	9216	31	,	,	,
37060	9216	32	fully	fully	RB
37060	9216	33	laden	laden	JJ
37060	9216	34	limbs	limb	NNS
37060	9216	35	.	.	.
37060	9217	1	No	no	DT
37060	9217	2	sweeter	sweet	JJR
37060	9217	3	sound	sound	NN
37060	9217	4	could	could	MD
37060	9217	5	ride	ride	VB
37060	9217	6	the	the	DT
37060	9217	7	wind	wind	NN
37060	9217	8	Than	than	IN
37060	9217	9	gently	gently	RB
37060	9217	10	rustling	rustle	VBG
37060	9217	11	woodland	woodland	JJ
37060	9217	12	brush	brush	NN
37060	9217	13	;	;	:
37060	9217	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9217	15	drink	drink	VBP
37060	9217	16	the	the	DT
37060	9217	17	soothing	soothe	VBG
37060	9217	18	music	music	NN
37060	9217	19	Playing	play	VBG
37060	9217	20	lightly	lightly	RB
37060	9217	21	on	on	IN
37060	9217	22	the	the	DT
37060	9217	23	wind	wind	NN
37060	9217	24	,	,	,
37060	9217	25	And	and	CC
37060	9217	26	instantly	instantly	RB
37060	9217	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9217	28	feel	feel	VBP
37060	9217	29	refreshed	refresh	VBN
37060	9217	30	,	,	,
37060	9217	31	For	for	IN
37060	9217	32	whispering	whispering	NN
37060	9217	33	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	9217	34	wipe	wipe	NN
37060	9217	35	cares	care	NNS
37060	9217	36	away	away	RB
37060	9217	37	And	and	CC
37060	9217	38	liberate	liberate	JJ
37060	9217	39	imprisoned	imprison	VBN
37060	9217	40	minds	mind	NNS
37060	9217	41	.	.	.
37060	9218	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	9218	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	9218	3	September	September	NNP
37060	9218	4	16	16	CD
37060	9218	5	,	,	,
37060	9218	6	1985	1985	CD
37060	9218	7	Sept.	September	NNP
37060	9218	8	29	29	CD
37060	9218	9	,	,	,
37060	9218	10	1985	1985	CD
37060	9218	11	...	...	.
37060	9219	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9219	2	have	have	VBP
37060	9219	3	been	be	VBN
37060	9219	4	so	so	RB
37060	9219	5	swollen	swollen	JJ
37060	9219	6	lately	lately	RB
37060	9219	7	.	.	.
37060	9220	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9220	2	middle	middle	JJ
37060	9220	3	hurts	hurt	NNS
37060	9220	4	when	when	WRB
37060	9220	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9220	6	lay	lie	VBD
37060	9220	7	too	too	RB
37060	9220	8	long	long	RB
37060	9220	9	;	;	:
37060	9220	10	getting	get	VBG
37060	9220	11	up	up	RP
37060	9220	12	helps	help	NNS
37060	9220	13	.	.	.
37060	9221	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9221	2	have	have	VBP
37060	9221	3	the	the	DT
37060	9221	4	runs	run	NNS
37060	9221	5	;	;	:
37060	9221	6	could	could	MD
37060	9221	7	n't	not	RB
37060	9221	8	go	go	VB
37060	9221	9	to	to	IN
37060	9221	10	Dubuque	Dubuque	NNP
37060	9221	11	for	for	IN
37060	9221	12	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9221	13	's	's	POS
37060	9221	14	Sept.	September	NNP
37060	9221	15	birthday	birthday	NN
37060	9221	16	;	;	:
37060	9221	17	could	could	MD
37060	9221	18	n't	not	RB
37060	9221	19	go	go	VB
37060	9221	20	to	to	IN
37060	9221	21	Margaret	Margaret	NNP
37060	9221	22	's	's	POS
37060	9221	23	to	to	TO
37060	9221	24	celebrate	celebrate	VB
37060	9221	25	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9221	26	mother	mother	NN
37060	9221	27	's	's	POS
37060	9221	28	birthday	birthday	NN
37060	9221	29	.	.	.
37060	9222	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9222	2	finally	finally	RB
37060	9222	3	spent	spend	VBD
37060	9222	4	2	2	CD
37060	9222	5	hours	hour	NNS
37060	9222	6	of	of	IN
37060	9222	7	the	the	DT
37060	9222	8	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	9222	9	just	just	RB
37060	9222	10	sleeping	sleep	VBG
37060	9222	11	.	.	.
37060	9223	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9223	2	finished	finish	VBD
37060	9223	3	a	a	DT
37060	9223	4	poem	poem	NN
37060	9223	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9223	6	was	be	VBD
37060	9223	7	writing	write	VBG
37060	9223	8	about	about	IN
37060	9223	9	Norm	norm	NN
37060	9223	10	.	.	.
37060	9224	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9224	2	follows	follow	VBZ
37060	9224	3	...	...	:
37060	9224	4	Eternal	Eternal	NNP
37060	9224	5	Bond	Bond	NNP
37060	9224	6	Captured	Captured	NNP
37060	9224	7	on	on	IN
37060	9224	8	a	a	DT
37060	9224	9	dismal	dismal	JJ
37060	9224	10	morn	morn	NN
37060	9224	11	When	when	WRB
37060	9224	12	winter	winter	NN
37060	9224	13	's	's	POS
37060	9224	14	cloak	cloak	NN
37060	9224	15	Concealed	conceal	VBD
37060	9224	16	the	the	DT
37060	9224	17	sun	sun	NN
37060	9224	18	,	,	,
37060	9224	19	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9224	20	brother	brother	NN
37060	9224	21	journeyed	journey	VBD
37060	9224	22	From	from	IN
37060	9224	23	the	the	DT
37060	9224	24	earth	earth	NN
37060	9224	25	,	,	,
37060	9224	26	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	9224	27	to	to	TO
37060	9224	28	grasp	grasp	VB
37060	9224	29	another	another	DT
37060	9224	30	time	time	NN
37060	9224	31	,	,	,
37060	9224	32	Or	or	CC
37060	9224	33	rest	rest	VB
37060	9224	34	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	9224	35	the	the	DT
37060	9224	36	heaven	heaven	NNP
37060	9224	37	's	's	POS
37060	9224	38	stars	star	NNS
37060	9224	39	.	.	.
37060	9225	1	Perfect	perfect	JJ
37060	9225	2	sorrow	sorrow	NN
37060	9225	3	filtered	filter	VBN
37060	9225	4	deep	deep	RB
37060	9225	5	Within	within	IN
37060	9225	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9225	7	mournful	mournful	JJ
37060	9225	8	soul	soul	NN
37060	9225	9	;	;	:
37060	9225	10	With	with	IN
37060	9225	11	sightless	sightless	NN
37060	9225	12	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	9225	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9225	14	scanned	scan	VBD
37060	9225	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9225	16	mind	mind	NN
37060	9225	17	,	,	,
37060	9225	18	Rendering	rendering	JJ
37060	9225	19	memories	memory	NNS
37060	9225	20	whole	whole	JJ
37060	9225	21	.	.	.
37060	9226	1	.	.	.
37060	9227	1	.	.	.
37060	9228	1	And	and	CC
37060	9228	2	images	image	NNS
37060	9228	3	,	,	,
37060	9228	4	like	like	IN
37060	9228	5	broken	broken	JJ
37060	9228	6	shards	shard	NNS
37060	9228	7	,	,	,
37060	9228	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9228	9	struggled	struggle	VBD
37060	9228	10	to	to	TO
37060	9228	11	restore	restore	VB
37060	9228	12	Lest	Lest	NNP
37060	9228	13	any	any	DT
37060	9228	14	trait	trait	NN
37060	9228	15	be	be	VB
37060	9228	16	left	leave	VBN
37060	9228	17	behind	behind	RB
37060	9228	18	And	and	CC
37060	9228	19	thus	thus	RB
37060	9228	20	,	,	,
37060	9228	21	in	in	IN
37060	9228	22	death	death	NN
37060	9228	23	,	,	,
37060	9228	24	forever	forever	RB
37060	9228	25	die	die	VBP
37060	9228	26	.	.	.
37060	9229	1	Crippling	crippling	JJ
37060	9229	2	grief	grief	NN
37060	9229	3	and	and	CC
37060	9229	4	grim	grim	JJ
37060	9229	5	despair	despair	NN
37060	9229	6	Withdrew	withdraw	VBD
37060	9229	7	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9229	8	shadow	shadow	NN
37060	9229	9	from	from	IN
37060	9229	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9229	11	heart	heart	NN
37060	9229	12	,	,	,
37060	9229	13	For	for	IN
37060	9229	14	in	in	IN
37060	9229	15	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9229	16	,	,	,
37060	9229	17	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9229	18	life	life	NN
37060	9229	19	went	go	VBD
37060	9229	20	on	on	RP
37060	9229	21	;	;	:
37060	9229	22	The	the	DT
37060	9229	23	steadfast	steadfast	JJ
37060	9229	24	and	and	CC
37060	9229	25	eternal	eternal	JJ
37060	9229	26	bond	bond	NN
37060	9229	27	Which	which	WDT
37060	9229	28	formed	form	VBD
37060	9229	29	in	in	IN
37060	9229	30	life	life	NN
37060	9229	31	Failed	fail	VBD
37060	9229	32	not	not	RB
37060	9229	33	in	in	IN
37060	9229	34	death	death	NN
37060	9229	35	.	.	.
37060	9230	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9230	2	laughed	laugh	VBD
37060	9230	3	,	,	,
37060	9230	4	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9230	5	smiled	smile	VBD
37060	9230	6	,	,	,
37060	9230	7	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9230	8	understood	understand	VBD
37060	9230	9	,	,	,
37060	9230	10	And	and	CC
37060	9230	11	though	though	IN
37060	9230	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9230	13	now	now	RB
37060	9230	14	must	must	MD
37060	9230	15	walk	walk	VB
37060	9230	16	alone	alone	RB
37060	9230	17	,	,	,
37060	9230	18	To	to	TO
37060	9230	19	loneliness	loneliness	VB
37060	9230	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9230	21	'll	will	MD
37060	9230	22	not	not	RB
37060	9230	23	succumb	succumb	VB
37060	9230	24	.	.	.
37060	9231	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	9231	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	9231	3	September	September	NNP
37060	9231	4	29	29	CD
37060	9231	5	,	,	,
37060	9231	6	1985	1985	CD
37060	9231	7	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	9231	8	17	17	CD
37060	9231	9	,	,	,
37060	9231	10	1985	1985	CD
37060	9231	11	...	...	.
37060	9232	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9232	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9232	3	great	great	JJ
37060	9232	4	this	this	DT
37060	9232	5	time	time	NN
37060	9232	6	of	of	IN
37060	9232	7	year	year	NN
37060	9232	8	,	,	,
37060	9232	9	although	although	IN
37060	9232	10	melancholic	melancholic	NN
37060	9232	11	.	.	.
37060	9233	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9233	2	sat	sit	VBD
37060	9233	3	outside	outside	IN
37060	9233	4	most	most	JJS
37060	9233	5	of	of	IN
37060	9233	6	the	the	DT
37060	9233	7	day	day	NN
37060	9233	8	.	.	.
37060	9234	1	Then	then	RB
37060	9234	2	,	,	,
37060	9234	3	as	as	IN
37060	9234	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9234	5	watched	watch	VBD
37060	9234	6	this	this	DT
37060	9234	7	"	"	``
37060	9234	8	mite	mite	NN
37060	9234	9	"	"	''
37060	9234	10	of	of	IN
37060	9234	11	a	a	DT
37060	9234	12	squirrel	squirrel	NN
37060	9234	13	,	,	,
37060	9234	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9234	15	struggled	struggle	VBD
37060	9234	16	furiously	furiously	RB
37060	9234	17	to	to	TO
37060	9234	18	retain	retain	VB
37060	9234	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9234	20	grasp	grasp	NN
37060	9234	21	on	on	IN
37060	9234	22	a	a	DT
37060	9234	23	branch	branch	NN
37060	9234	24	.	.	.
37060	9235	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9235	2	frantically	frantically	RB
37060	9235	3	succeeded	succeed	VBD
37060	9235	4	in	in	IN
37060	9235	5	attaining	attain	VBG
37060	9235	6	a	a	DT
37060	9235	7	safer	safe	JJR
37060	9235	8	location	location	NN
37060	9235	9	;	;	:
37060	9235	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9235	11	was	be	VBD
37060	9235	12	noticeably	noticeably	RB
37060	9235	13	upset	upset	JJ
37060	9235	14	.	.	.
37060	9236	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9236	2	inspired	inspire	VBD
37060	9236	3	a	a	DT
37060	9236	4	poem	poem	NN
37060	9236	5	.	.	.
37060	9237	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9237	2	wrote	write	VBD
37060	9237	3	one	one	CD
37060	9237	4	the	the	DT
37060	9237	5	day	day	NN
37060	9237	6	before	before	RB
37060	9237	7	;	;	:
37060	9237	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9237	9	'm	be	VBP
37060	9237	10	not	not	RB
37060	9237	11	overly	overly	RB
37060	9237	12	thrilled	thrilled	JJ
37060	9237	13	about	about	IN
37060	9237	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9237	15	,	,	,
37060	9237	16	but	but	CC
37060	9237	17	that	that	DT
37060	9237	18	's	be	VBZ
37060	9237	19	life	life	NN
37060	9237	20	.	.	.
37060	9238	1	Autumnal	Autumnal	NNP
37060	9238	2	Essence	Essence	NNP
37060	9238	3	Splendor	Splendor	NNP
37060	9238	4	,	,	,
37060	9238	5	bold	bold	JJ
37060	9238	6	and	and	CC
37060	9238	7	riotous	riotous	JJ
37060	9238	8	,	,	,
37060	9238	9	Bespeaks	Bespeaks	NNP
37060	9238	10	the	the	DT
37060	9238	11	grand	grand	JJ
37060	9238	12	autumnal	autumnal	JJ
37060	9238	13	mood	mood	NN
37060	9238	14	.	.	.
37060	9239	1	Blackbirds	blackbird	NNS
37060	9239	2	cackle	cackle	VBP
37060	9239	3	unrestrained	unrestrained	JJ
37060	9239	4	Among	among	IN
37060	9239	5	the	the	DT
37060	9239	6	trembling	trembling	JJ
37060	9239	7	golden	golden	JJ
37060	9239	8	wood	wood	NN
37060	9239	9	While	while	IN
37060	9239	10	agitated	agitate	VBN
37060	9239	11	squirrels	squirrel	NNS
37060	9239	12	bury	bury	VBP
37060	9239	13	nutmeats	nutmeat	NNS
37060	9239	14	'	'	POS
37060	9239	15	Neath	Neath	NNP
37060	9239	16	the	the	DT
37060	9239	17	fragrant	fragrant	JJ
37060	9239	18	turf	turf	NN
37060	9239	19	.	.	.
37060	9240	1	Fruit	fruit	NN
37060	9240	2	trees	tree	NNS
37060	9240	3	,	,	,
37060	9240	4	heavy	heavy	JJ
37060	9240	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	9240	6	laden	laden	JJ
37060	9240	7	,	,	,
37060	9240	8	bend	bend	VBP
37060	9240	9	Their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9240	10	branches	branch	NNS
37060	9240	11	toward	toward	IN
37060	9240	12	the	the	DT
37060	9240	13	earth	earth	NN
37060	9240	14	,	,	,
37060	9240	15	Spilling	spill	VBG
37060	9240	16	wealth	wealth	NN
37060	9240	17	from	from	IN
37060	9240	18	fertile	fertile	JJ
37060	9240	19	lands	land	NNS
37060	9240	20	Into	into	IN
37060	9240	21	eager	eager	JJ
37060	9240	22	,	,	,
37060	9240	23	out	out	RB
37060	9240	24	-	-	HYPH
37060	9240	25	stretched	stretch	VBN
37060	9240	26	hands	hand	NNS
37060	9240	27	.	.	.
37060	9241	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	9241	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	9241	3	October	October	NNP
37060	9241	4	16	16	CD
37060	9241	5	,	,	,
37060	9241	6	1985	1985	CD
37060	9241	7	Ascent	ascent	NN
37060	9241	8	To	to	IN
37060	9241	9	Reality	reality	NN
37060	9241	10	From	from	IN
37060	9241	11	beneath	beneath	IN
37060	9241	12	the	the	DT
37060	9241	13	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	9241	14	leaves	leave	VBZ
37060	9241	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9241	16	watched	watch	VBD
37060	9241	17	a	a	DT
37060	9241	18	youthful	youthful	JJ
37060	9241	19	,	,	,
37060	9241	20	auburn	auburn	JJ
37060	9241	21	squirrel	squirrel	NN
37060	9241	22	Leap	Leap	NNP
37060	9241	23	cautionless	cautionless	NN
37060	9241	24	from	from	IN
37060	9241	25	limb	limb	NN
37060	9241	26	to	to	IN
37060	9241	27	limb	limb	NNP
37060	9241	28	.	.	.
37060	9242	1	With	with	IN
37060	9242	2	no	no	DT
37060	9242	3	rival	rival	NN
37060	9242	4	but	but	CC
37060	9242	5	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9242	6	To	to	TO
37060	9242	7	test	test	VB
37060	9242	8	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9242	9	acrobatic	acrobatic	JJ
37060	9242	10	feats	feat	NNS
37060	9242	11	,	,	,
37060	9242	12	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9242	13	bethought	bethink	VBD
37060	9242	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9242	15	'd	have	VBD
37060	9242	16	mastered	master	VBN
37060	9242	17	all	all	DT
37060	9242	18	And	and	CC
37060	9242	19	,	,	,
37060	9242	20	bathing	bathe	VBG
37060	9242	21	in	in	IN
37060	9242	22	a	a	DT
37060	9242	23	pool	pool	NN
37060	9242	24	of	of	IN
37060	9242	25	pride	pride	NN
37060	9242	26	,	,	,
37060	9242	27	Washed	washed	JJ
37060	9242	28	apprehension	apprehension	NN
37060	9242	29	from	from	IN
37060	9242	30	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9242	31	mind	mind	NN
37060	9242	32	.	.	.
37060	9243	1	The	the	DT
37060	9243	2	tiny	tiny	JJ
37060	9243	3	sprite	sprite	NN
37060	9243	4	performed	perform	VBD
37060	9243	5	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9243	6	dance	dance	NN
37060	9243	7	From	from	IN
37060	9243	8	tree	tree	NN
37060	9243	9	to	to	IN
37060	9243	10	wind	wind	NN
37060	9243	11	-	-	HYPH
37060	9243	12	tossed	toss	VBN
37060	9243	13	tree	tree	NN
37060	9243	14	,	,	,
37060	9243	15	Alive	alive	JJ
37060	9243	16	with	with	IN
37060	9243	17	joy	joy	NN
37060	9243	18	and	and	CC
37060	9243	19	pure	pure	JJ
37060	9243	20	delight	delight	NN
37060	9243	21	...	...	.
37060	9244	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9244	2	knew	know	VBD
37060	9244	3	no	no	DT
37060	9244	4	pain	pain	NN
37060	9244	5	,	,	,
37060	9244	6	no	no	DT
37060	9244	7	discontent	discontent	NN
37060	9244	8	,	,	,
37060	9244	9	And	and	CC
37060	9244	10	thus	thus	RB
37060	9244	11	immersed	immerse	VBN
37060	9244	12	,	,	,
37060	9244	13	called	call	VBN
37060	9244	14	life	life	NN
37060	9244	15	a	a	DT
37060	9244	16	dream	dream	NN
37060	9244	17	.	.	.
37060	9245	1	But	but	CC
37060	9245	2	noonday	noonday	NNP
37060	9245	3	warmth	warmth	NNP
37060	9245	4	soon	soon	RB
37060	9245	5	disappeared	disappear	VBD
37060	9245	6	And	and	CC
37060	9245	7	golden	golden	JJ
37060	9245	8	rays	ray	NNS
37060	9245	9	slashed	slash	VBD
37060	9245	10	through	through	IN
37060	9245	11	the	the	DT
37060	9245	12	trees	tree	NNS
37060	9245	13	.	.	.
37060	9246	1	The	the	DT
37060	9246	2	sun	sun	NN
37060	9246	3	cast	cast	VBD
37060	9246	4	spotlights	spotlight	NNS
37060	9246	5	on	on	IN
37060	9246	6	the	the	DT
37060	9246	7	lawn	lawn	NN
37060	9246	8	And	and	CC
37060	9246	9	made	make	VBD
37060	9246	10	the	the	DT
37060	9246	11	trees	tree	NNS
37060	9246	12	let	let	VBP
37060	9246	13	go	go	VB
37060	9246	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9246	15	crown	crown	NN
37060	9246	16	.	.	.
37060	9247	1	Darkness	darkness	NN
37060	9247	2	stole	steal	VBD
37060	9247	3	the	the	DT
37060	9247	4	crimson	crimson	NN
37060	9247	5	glow	glow	NN
37060	9247	6	And	and	CC
37060	9247	7	,	,	,
37060	9247	8	as	as	IN
37060	9247	9	through	through	IN
37060	9247	10	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9247	11	domain	domain	NN
37060	9247	12	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9247	13	flew	fly	VBD
37060	9247	14	,	,	,
37060	9247	15	The	the	DT
37060	9247	16	squirrel	squirrel	NN
37060	9247	17	ran	run	VBD
37060	9247	18	before	before	IN
37060	9247	19	the	the	DT
37060	9247	20	night	night	NN
37060	9247	21	,	,	,
37060	9247	22	Thinking	think	VBG
37060	9247	23	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9247	24	could	could	MD
37060	9247	25	out	out	RB
37060	9247	26	-	-	HYPH
37060	9247	27	wit	wit	NN
37060	9247	28	time	time	NN
37060	9247	29	.	.	.
37060	9248	1	On	on	IN
37060	9248	2	agile	agile	JJ
37060	9248	3	feet	foot	NNS
37060	9248	4	,	,	,
37060	9248	5	both	both	CC
37060	9248	6	swift	swift	JJ
37060	9248	7	and	and	CC
37060	9248	8	sure	sure	JJ
37060	9248	9	,	,	,
37060	9248	10	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9248	11	sailed	sail	VBD
37060	9248	12	into	into	IN
37060	9248	13	the	the	DT
37060	9248	14	shadowed	shadow	VBN
37060	9248	15	trees	tree	NNS
37060	9248	16	,	,	,
37060	9248	17	Yet	yet	CC
37060	9248	18	missed	miss	VBD
37060	9248	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9248	20	mark	mark	NN
37060	9248	21	in	in	IN
37060	9248	22	failing	fail	VBG
37060	9248	23	light	light	NN
37060	9248	24	,	,	,
37060	9248	25	Betrayed	Betrayed	NNP
37060	9248	26	by	by	IN
37060	9248	27	faulty	faulty	JJ
37060	9248	28	,	,	,
37060	9248	29	youthful	youthful	JJ
37060	9248	30	pride	pride	NN
37060	9248	31	.	.	.
37060	9249	1	Catapulting	catapult	VBG
37060	9249	2	toward	toward	IN
37060	9249	3	the	the	DT
37060	9249	4	earth	earth	NN
37060	9249	5	,	,	,
37060	9249	6	The	the	DT
37060	9249	7	wind	wind	NN
37060	9249	8	reached	reach	VBD
37060	9249	9	out	out	RP
37060	9249	10	and	and	CC
37060	9249	11	caught	catch	VBD
37060	9249	12	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9249	13	pride	pride	NN
37060	9249	14	And	and	CC
37060	9249	15	blew	blow	VBD
37060	9249	16	a	a	DT
37060	9249	17	limb	limb	NN
37060	9249	18	within	within	IN
37060	9249	19	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9249	20	grasp	grasp	NN
37060	9249	21	To	to	TO
37060	9249	22	buffer	buffer	VB
37060	9249	23	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9249	24	naivete	naivete	NN
37060	9249	25	'	'	''
37060	9249	26	.	.	.
37060	9250	1	Life	life	NN
37060	9250	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9250	3	not	not	RB
37060	9250	4	a	a	DT
37060	9250	5	blissful	blissful	JJ
37060	9250	6	dream	dream	NN
37060	9250	7	;	;	:
37060	9250	8	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9250	9	panted	pant	VBD
37060	9250	10	in	in	IN
37060	9250	11	unsteady	unsteady	JJ
37060	9250	12	breaths	breath	NNS
37060	9250	13	,	,	,
37060	9250	14	Drawing	draw	VBG
37060	9250	15	strength	strength	NN
37060	9250	16	from	from	IN
37060	9250	17	wisdom	wisdom	NN
37060	9250	18	gained	gain	VBN
37060	9250	19	Through	through	IN
37060	9250	20	time	time	NN
37060	9250	21	and	and	CC
37060	9250	22	circumstance	circumstance	NN
37060	9250	23	.	.	.
37060	9251	1	Ascending	ascend	VBG
37060	9251	2	toward	toward	IN
37060	9251	3	the	the	DT
37060	9251	4	lofty	lofty	JJ
37060	9251	5	heights	height	NNS
37060	9251	6	,	,	,
37060	9251	7	His	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9251	8	vision	vision	NN
37060	9251	9	was	be	VBD
37060	9251	10	renewed	renew	VBN
37060	9251	11	.	.	.
37060	9252	1	.	.	.
37060	9253	1	.	.	.
37060	9254	1	The	the	DT
37060	9254	2	world	world	NN
37060	9254	3	became	become	VBD
37060	9254	4	Reality	Reality	NNP
37060	9254	5	Both	both	CC
37060	9254	6	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	9254	7	and	and	CC
37060	9254	8	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	9254	9	,	,	,
37060	9254	10	While	while	IN
37060	9254	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9254	12	transformed	transform	VBD
37060	9254	13	to	to	IN
37060	9254	14	earthly	earthly	JJ
37060	9254	15	size	size	NN
37060	9254	16	,	,	,
37060	9254	17	A	a	DT
37060	9254	18	minute	minute	NN
37060	9254	19	parcel	parcel	NN
37060	9254	20	of	of	IN
37060	9254	21	himself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9254	22	Yet	yet	RB
37060	9254	23	elemental	elemental	JJ
37060	9254	24	to	to	IN
37060	9254	25	the	the	DT
37060	9254	26	whole	whole	NN
37060	9254	27	.	.	.
37060	9255	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	9255	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	9255	3	October	October	NNP
37060	9255	4	17	17	CD
37060	9255	5	,	,	,
37060	9255	6	1985	1985	CD
37060	9255	7	Daydreams	daydream	NNS
37060	9255	8	Today	today	NN
37060	9255	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9255	10	reserve	reserve	VBP
37060	9255	11	for	for	IN
37060	9255	12	dreaming	dream	VBG
37060	9255	13	,	,	,
37060	9255	14	For	for	IN
37060	9255	15	dismissing	dismiss	VBG
37060	9255	16	the	the	DT
37060	9255	17	hectic	hectic	JJ
37060	9255	18	world	world	NN
37060	9255	19	,	,	,
37060	9255	20	For	for	IN
37060	9255	21	unleashing	unleash	VBG
37060	9255	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9255	23	burdens	burden	NNS
37060	9255	24	unto	unto	IN
37060	9255	25	the	the	DT
37060	9255	26	wind	wind	NN
37060	9255	27	Where	where	WRB
37060	9255	28	,	,	,
37060	9255	29	no	no	RB
37060	9255	30	longer	long	RBR
37060	9255	31	imprisoned	imprison	VBN
37060	9255	32	,	,	,
37060	9255	33	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9255	34	'll	will	MD
37060	9255	35	haunt	haunt	VB
37060	9255	36	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9255	37	no	no	DT
37060	9255	38	more	more	RBR
37060	9255	39	.	.	.
37060	9256	1	If	if	IN
37060	9256	2	only	only	RB
37060	9256	3	today	today	NN
37060	9256	4	,	,	,
37060	9256	5	how	how	WRB
37060	9256	6	high	high	JJ
37060	9256	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9256	8	shall	shall	MD
37060	9256	9	fly	fly	VB
37060	9256	10	!	!	.
37060	9257	1	Soaring	soar	VBG
37060	9257	2	amid	amid	IN
37060	9257	3	the	the	DT
37060	9257	4	fragrant	fragrant	JJ
37060	9257	5	breeze	breeze	NN
37060	9257	6	,	,	,
37060	9257	7	Adrift	Adrift	NNP
37060	9257	8	with	with	IN
37060	9257	9	the	the	DT
37060	9257	10	blackbirds	blackbird	NNS
37060	9257	11	And	and	CC
37060	9257	12	fluttering	fluttering	JJ
37060	9257	13	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	9257	14	,	,	,
37060	9257	15	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9257	16	freedom	freedom	NN
37060	9257	17	will	will	MD
37060	9257	18	beckon	beckon	VB
37060	9257	19	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9257	20	Rise	rise	VB
37060	9257	21	higher	higher	RBR
37060	9257	22	still	still	RB
37060	9257	23	And	and	CC
37060	9257	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9257	25	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	9257	26	,	,	,
37060	9257	27	unshackled	unshackled	JJ
37060	9257	28	,	,	,
37060	9257	29	Will	Will	MD
37060	9257	30	lounge	lounge	VB
37060	9257	31	on	on	IN
37060	9257	32	the	the	DT
37060	9257	33	clouds	cloud	NNS
37060	9257	34	To	to	TO
37060	9257	35	create	create	VB
37060	9257	36	wistful	wistful	JJ
37060	9257	37	visions	vision	NNS
37060	9257	38	Of	of	IN
37060	9257	39	heaven	heaven	NNP
37060	9257	40	above	above	RB
37060	9257	41	.	.	.
37060	9258	1	But	but	CC
37060	9258	2	daydreams	daydream	NNS
37060	9258	3	must	must	MD
37060	9258	4	end	end	VB
37060	9258	5	With	with	IN
37060	9258	6	the	the	DT
37060	9258	7	red	red	JJ
37060	9258	8	setting	set	VBG
37060	9258	9	sun	sun	NN
37060	9258	10	And	and	CC
37060	9258	11	,	,	,
37060	9258	12	like	like	IN
37060	9258	13	autumn	autumn	NN
37060	9258	14	leaves	leave	NNS
37060	9258	15	,	,	,
37060	9258	16	Succumb	Succumb	NNP
37060	9258	17	to	to	TO
37060	9258	18	decay	decay	VB
37060	9258	19	.	.	.
37060	9259	1	For	for	IN
37060	9259	2	today	today	NN
37060	9259	3	,	,	,
37060	9259	4	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	9259	5	exist	exist	VBP
37060	9259	6	,	,	,
37060	9259	7	not	not	RB
37060	9259	8	for	for	IN
37060	9259	9	'	'	``
37060	9259	10	ever	ever	RB
37060	9259	11	,	,	,
37060	9259	12	Sustaining	Sustaining	NNP
37060	9259	13	when	when	WRB
37060	9259	14	all	all	DT
37060	9259	15	else	else	RB
37060	9259	16	runs	run	VBZ
37060	9259	17	foul	foul	RB
37060	9259	18	.	.	.
37060	9260	1	Dreams	dream	NNS
37060	9260	2	,	,	,
37060	9260	3	alone	alone	RB
37060	9260	4	,	,	,
37060	9260	5	are	be	VBP
37060	9260	6	the	the	DT
37060	9260	7	soul	soul	NN
37060	9260	8	food	food	NN
37060	9260	9	of	of	IN
37060	9260	10	God	God	NNP
37060	9260	11	.	.	.
37060	9261	1	.	.	.
37060	9262	1	.	.	.
37060	9263	1	The	the	DT
37060	9263	2	ambrosia	ambrosia	NN
37060	9263	3	of	of	IN
37060	9263	4	heaven	heaven	NNP
37060	9263	5	on	on	IN
37060	9263	6	earth	earth	NN
37060	9263	7	.	.	.
37060	9264	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	9264	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	9264	3	October	October	NNP
37060	9264	4	24	24	CD
37060	9264	5	,	,	,
37060	9264	6	1985	1985	CD
37060	9264	7	Oct.	October	NNP
37060	9264	8	27	27	CD
37060	9264	9	,	,	,
37060	9264	10	1985	1985	CD
37060	9264	11	...	...	:
37060	9264	12	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	9264	13	and	and	CC
37060	9264	14	Debbie	Debbie	NNP
37060	9264	15	came	come	VBD
37060	9264	16	yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	9264	17	.	.	.
37060	9265	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9265	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9265	3	a	a	DT
37060	9265	4	wiener	wiener	NN
37060	9265	5	roast	roast	NN
37060	9265	6	for	for	IN
37060	9265	7	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	9265	8	;	;	:
37060	9265	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9265	10	was	be	VBD
37060	9265	11	quite	quite	RB
37060	9265	12	appropriate	appropriate	JJ
37060	9265	13	as	as	IN
37060	9265	14	the	the	DT
37060	9265	15	day	day	NN
37060	9265	16	was	be	VBD
37060	9265	17	crisp	crisp	JJ
37060	9265	18	and	and	CC
37060	9265	19	clear	clear	JJ
37060	9265	20	.	.	.
37060	9266	1	Today	today	NN
37060	9266	2	,	,	,
37060	9266	3	after	after	IN
37060	9266	4	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	9266	5	,	,	,
37060	9266	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9266	7	asked	ask	VBD
37060	9266	8	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9266	9	how	how	WRB
37060	9266	10	long	long	RB
37060	9266	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9266	12	would	would	MD
37060	9266	13	be	be	VB
37060	9266	14	staying	stay	VBG
37060	9266	15	;	;	:
37060	9266	16	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9266	17	thought	think	VBD
37060	9266	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9266	19	was	be	VBD
37060	9266	20	complaining	complain	VBG
37060	9266	21	and	and	CC
37060	9266	22	said	say	VBD
37060	9266	23	,	,	,
37060	9266	24	"	"	``
37060	9266	25	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	9266	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9266	27	wish	wish	VBP
37060	9266	28	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9266	29	was	be	VBD
37060	9266	30	all	all	RB
37060	9266	31	over	over	RB
37060	9266	32	for	for	IN
37060	9266	33	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9266	34	so	so	IN
37060	9266	35	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9266	36	would	would	MD
37060	9266	37	n't	not	RB
37060	9266	38	have	have	VB
37060	9266	39	to	to	TO
37060	9266	40	listen	listen	VB
37060	9266	41	to	to	IN
37060	9266	42	all	all	DT
37060	9266	43	of	of	IN
37060	9266	44	this	this	DT
37060	9266	45	;	;	:
37060	9266	46	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	9266	47	thinks	think	VBZ
37060	9266	48	only	only	RB
37060	9266	49	of	of	IN
37060	9266	50	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9266	51	,	,	,
37060	9266	52	yes	yes	UH
37060	9266	53	,	,	,
37060	9266	54	everyone	everyone	NN
37060	9266	55	is	be	VBZ
37060	9266	56	so	so	RB
37060	9266	57	selfish	selfish	JJ
37060	9266	58	.	.	.
37060	9266	59	"	"	''
37060	9267	1	When	when	WRB
37060	9267	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9267	3	recovered	recover	VBD
37060	9267	4	slightly	slightly	RB
37060	9267	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9267	6	said	say	VBD
37060	9267	7	that	that	IN
37060	9267	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9267	9	had	have	VBD
37060	9267	10	n't	not	RB
37060	9267	11	meant	mean	VBN
37060	9267	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9267	13	that	that	DT
37060	9267	14	way	way	NN
37060	9267	15	,	,	,
37060	9267	16	but	but	CC
37060	9267	17	that	that	IN
37060	9267	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9267	19	was	be	VBD
37060	9267	20	scared	scared	JJ
37060	9267	21	about	about	IN
37060	9267	22	getting	get	VBG
37060	9267	23	too	too	RB
37060	9267	24	tired	tired	JJ
37060	9267	25	...	...	.
37060	9268	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9268	2	did	do	VBD
37060	9268	3	n't	not	RB
37060	9268	4	want	want	VB
37060	9268	5	to	to	TO
37060	9268	6	say	say	VB
37060	9268	7	that	that	DT
37060	9268	8	,	,	,
37060	9268	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9268	10	sounded	sound	VBD
37060	9268	11	selfish	selfish	JJ
37060	9268	12	,	,	,
37060	9268	13	too	too	RB
37060	9268	14	.	.	.
37060	9269	1	Too	too	RB
37060	9269	2	often	often	RB
37060	9269	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9269	4	have	have	VBP
37060	9269	5	experienced	experience	VBN
37060	9269	6	hurtful	hurtful	JJ
37060	9269	7	things	thing	NNS
37060	9269	8	when	when	WRB
37060	9269	9	there	there	EX
37060	9269	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	9269	11	a	a	DT
37060	9269	12	visit	visit	NN
37060	9269	13	;	;	:
37060	9269	14	while	while	IN
37060	9269	15	one	one	PRP
37060	9269	16	can	can	MD
37060	9269	17	forgive	forgive	VB
37060	9269	18	and	and	CC
37060	9269	19	try	try	VB
37060	9269	20	to	to	TO
37060	9269	21	start	start	VB
37060	9269	22	anew	anew	RB
37060	9269	23	with	with	IN
37060	9269	24	each	each	DT
37060	9269	25	visit	visit	NN
37060	9269	26	,	,	,
37060	9269	27	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9269	28	find	find	VBP
37060	9269	29	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9269	30	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	9269	31	to	to	TO
37060	9269	32	forget	forget	VB
37060	9269	33	.	.	.
37060	9270	1	When	when	WRB
37060	9270	2	hurtful	hurtful	JJ
37060	9270	3	statements	statement	NNS
37060	9270	4	are	be	VBP
37060	9270	5	made	make	VBN
37060	9270	6	,	,	,
37060	9270	7	that	that	DT
37060	9270	8	person	person	NN
37060	9270	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	9270	10	still	still	RB
37060	9270	11	the	the	DT
37060	9270	12	same	same	JJ
37060	9270	13	;	;	:
37060	9270	14	there	there	EX
37060	9270	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	9270	16	still	still	RB
37060	9270	17	that	that	DT
37060	9270	18	part	part	NN
37060	9270	19	lurking	lurk	VBG
37060	9270	20	behind	behind	IN
37060	9270	21	the	the	DT
37060	9270	22	individual	individual	NN
37060	9270	23	and	and	CC
37060	9270	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9270	25	becomes	become	VBZ
37060	9270	26	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	9270	27	to	to	TO
37060	9270	28	know	know	VB
37060	9270	29	how	how	WRB
37060	9270	30	"	"	``
37060	9270	31	genuine	genuine	JJ
37060	9270	32	"	"	''
37060	9270	33	is	be	VBZ
37060	9270	34	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9270	35	countenance	countenance	NN
37060	9270	36	.	.	.
37060	9271	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9271	2	apologized	apologize	VBD
37060	9271	3	for	for	IN
37060	9271	4	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9271	5	earlier	early	JJR
37060	9271	6	statement	statement	NN
37060	9271	7	;	;	:
37060	9271	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9271	9	was	be	VBD
37060	9271	10	tired	tired	JJ
37060	9271	11	and	and	CC
37060	9271	12	rather	rather	RB
37060	9271	13	depressed	depressed	JJ
37060	9271	14	.	.	.
37060	9272	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9272	2	said	say	VBD
37060	9272	3	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9272	4	"	"	``
37060	9272	5	hurt	hurt	VBD
37060	9272	6	"	"	''
37060	9272	7	for	for	IN
37060	9272	8	so	so	RB
37060	9272	9	many	many	JJ
37060	9272	10	people	people	NNS
37060	9272	11	,	,	,
37060	9272	12	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9272	13	felt	feel	VBD
37060	9272	14	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9272	15	was	be	VBD
37060	9272	16	falling	fall	VBG
37060	9272	17	apart	apart	RB
37060	9272	18	.	.	.
37060	9273	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9273	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9273	3	been	be	VBN
37060	9273	4	so	so	RB
37060	9273	5	afraid	afraid	JJ
37060	9273	6	of	of	IN
37060	9273	7	hurting	hurt	VBG
37060	9273	8	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9273	9	with	with	IN
37060	9273	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9273	11	confidences	confidence	NNS
37060	9273	12	,	,	,
37060	9273	13	afraid	afraid	JJ
37060	9273	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9273	15	would	would	MD
37060	9273	16	n't	not	RB
37060	9273	17	have	have	VB
37060	9273	18	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	9273	19	to	to	TO
37060	9273	20	confide	confide	VB
37060	9273	21	in	in	RB
37060	9273	22	;	;	:
37060	9273	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9273	24	felt	feel	VBD
37060	9273	25	incredibly	incredibly	RB
37060	9273	26	alone	alone	JJ
37060	9273	27	.	.	.
37060	9274	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9274	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9274	3	so	so	RB
37060	9274	4	happy	happy	JJ
37060	9274	5	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9274	6	came	come	VBD
37060	9274	7	up	up	RP
37060	9274	8	;	;	:
37060	9274	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9274	10	do	do	VBP
37060	9274	11	n't	not	RB
37060	9274	12	think	think	VB
37060	9274	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9274	14	could	could	MD
37060	9274	15	have	have	VB
37060	9274	16	handled	handle	VBN
37060	9274	17	such	such	JJ
37060	9274	18	desperate	desperate	JJ
37060	9274	19	loneliness	loneliness	NN
37060	9274	20	.	.	.
37060	9275	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9275	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9275	3	great	great	JJ
37060	9275	4	to	to	TO
37060	9275	5	have	have	VB
37060	9275	6	a	a	DT
37060	9275	7	hug	hug	NN
37060	9275	8	.	.	.
37060	9276	1	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	9276	2	5	5	CD
37060	9276	3	,	,	,
37060	9276	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	9276	5	...	...	.
37060	9277	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9277	2	've	have	VB
37060	9277	3	neglected	neglect	VBN
37060	9277	4	this	this	DT
37060	9277	5	journal	journal	NN
37060	9277	6	;	;	:
37060	9277	7	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9277	8	made	make	VBD
37060	9277	9	a	a	DT
37060	9277	10	frame	frame	NN
37060	9277	11	for	for	IN
37060	9277	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9277	13	pointalism	pointalism	NN
37060	9277	14	of	of	IN
37060	9277	15	the	the	DT
37060	9277	16	Grand	Grand	NNP
37060	9277	17	Canyon	Canyon	NNP
37060	9277	18	.	.	.
37060	9278	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9278	2	have	have	VBP
37060	9278	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9278	4	behind	behind	IN
37060	9278	5	the	the	DT
37060	9278	6	sofa	sofa	NN
37060	9278	7	on	on	IN
37060	9278	8	the	the	DT
37060	9278	9	south	south	JJ
37060	9278	10	wall	wall	NN
37060	9278	11	;	;	:
37060	9278	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9278	13	really	really	RB
37060	9278	14	like	like	VBP
37060	9278	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9278	16	.	.	.
37060	9279	1	Other	other	JJ
37060	9279	2	events	event	NNS
37060	9279	3	:	:	:
37060	9279	4	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9279	5	and	and	CC
37060	9279	6	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9279	7	replaced	replace	VBD
37060	9279	8	Lynn	Lynn	NNP
37060	9279	9	's	's	POS
37060	9279	10	stone	stone	NN
37060	9279	11	at	at	IN
37060	9279	12	the	the	DT
37060	9279	13	cemetery	cemetery	NN
37060	9279	14	with	with	IN
37060	9279	15	a	a	DT
37060	9279	16	large	large	JJ
37060	9279	17	stone	stone	NN
37060	9279	18	for	for	IN
37060	9279	19	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9279	20	entire	entire	JJ
37060	9279	21	family	family	NN
37060	9279	22	;	;	:
37060	9279	23	Lynn	Lynn	NNP
37060	9279	24	,	,	,
37060	9279	25	Norm	Norm	NNP
37060	9279	26	,	,	,
37060	9279	27	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9279	28	,	,	,
37060	9279	29	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9279	30	,	,	,
37060	9279	31	and	and	CC
37060	9279	32	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9279	33	.	.	.
37060	9280	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9280	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9280	3	not	not	RB
37060	9280	4	told	tell	VBN
37060	9280	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9280	6	before	before	RB
37060	9280	7	,	,	,
37060	9280	8	but	but	CC
37060	9280	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9280	10	've	have	VB
37060	9280	11	been	be	VBN
37060	9280	12	wondering	wonder	VBG
37060	9280	13	;	;	:
37060	9280	14	when	when	WRB
37060	9280	15	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9280	16	talk	talk	VBP
37060	9280	17	with	with	IN
37060	9280	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9280	19	about	about	IN
37060	9280	20	death	death	NN
37060	9280	21	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9280	22	is	be	VBZ
37060	9280	23	so	so	RB
37060	9280	24	different	different	JJ
37060	9280	25	for	for	IN
37060	9280	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9280	27	is	be	VBZ
37060	9280	28	spoken	speak	VBN
37060	9280	29	with	with	IN
37060	9280	30	love	love	NN
37060	9280	31	and	and	CC
37060	9280	32	deep	deep	JJ
37060	9280	33	caring	caring	NN
37060	9280	34	.	.	.
37060	9281	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9281	2	made	make	VBD
37060	9281	3	up	up	RP
37060	9281	4	a	a	DT
37060	9281	5	memorial	memorial	JJ
37060	9281	6	service	service	NN
37060	9281	7	for	for	IN
37060	9281	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9281	9	from	from	IN
37060	9281	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9281	11	writings	writing	NNS
37060	9281	12	;	;	:
37060	9281	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9281	14	have	have	VBP
37060	9281	15	to	to	TO
37060	9281	16	select	select	VB
37060	9281	17	the	the	DT
37060	9281	18	poems	poem	NNS
37060	9281	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9281	20	would	would	MD
37060	9281	21	like	like	VB
37060	9281	22	and	and	CC
37060	9281	23	then	then	RB
37060	9281	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9281	25	will	will	MD
37060	9281	26	be	be	VB
37060	9281	27	complete	complete	JJ
37060	9281	28	.	.	.
37060	9282	1	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	9282	2	7	7	CD
37060	9282	3	,	,	,
37060	9282	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	9282	5	...	...	.
37060	9283	1	The	the	DT
37060	9283	2	"	"	``
37060	9283	3	runs	run	VBZ
37060	9283	4	"	"	''
37060	9283	5	again	again	RB
37060	9283	6	,	,	,
37060	9283	7	but	but	CC
37060	9283	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9283	9	was	be	VBD
37060	9283	10	able	able	JJ
37060	9283	11	to	to	TO
37060	9283	12	sit	sit	VB
37060	9283	13	outside	outside	RB
37060	9283	14	by	by	IN
37060	9283	15	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	9283	16	.	.	.
37060	9284	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9284	2	wore	wear	VBD
37060	9284	3	the	the	DT
37060	9284	4	"	"	``
37060	9284	5	Tahoe	Tahoe	NNP
37060	9284	6	"	"	''
37060	9284	7	sweatshirt	sweatshirt	NN
37060	9284	8	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	9284	9	had	have	VBD
37060	9284	10	sent	send	VBN
37060	9284	11	some	some	DT
37060	9284	12	time	time	NN
37060	9284	13	ago	ago	RB
37060	9284	14	plus	plus	CC
37060	9284	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9284	16	corduroy	corduroy	NN
37060	9284	17	coat	coat	NN
37060	9284	18	.	.	.
37060	9285	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9285	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9285	3	about	about	RB
37060	9285	4	right	right	JJ
37060	9285	5	.	.	.
37060	9286	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9286	2	wrote	write	VBD
37060	9286	3	a	a	DT
37060	9286	4	poem	poem	NN
37060	9286	5	while	while	IN
37060	9286	6	sitting	sit	VBG
37060	9286	7	there	there	RB
37060	9286	8	.	.	.
37060	9287	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9287	2	wonder	wonder	VBP
37060	9287	3	if	if	IN
37060	9287	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9287	5	'll	will	MD
37060	9287	6	accomplish	accomplish	VB
37060	9287	7	all	all	DT
37060	9287	8	that	that	WDT
37060	9287	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9287	10	truly	truly	RB
37060	9287	11	wish	wish	VBP
37060	9287	12	to	to	IN
37060	9287	13	before	before	IN
37060	9287	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9287	15	die	die	VBP
37060	9287	16	.	.	.
37060	9288	1	.	.	.
37060	9289	1	.	.	.
37060	9290	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9290	2	book	book	NN
37060	9290	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	9290	4	progressing	progress	VBG
37060	9290	5	;	;	:
37060	9290	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9290	7	keep	keep	VBP
37060	9290	8	writing	write	VBG
37060	9290	9	poetry	poetry	NN
37060	9290	10	too	too	RB
37060	9290	11	,	,	,
37060	9290	12	so	so	CC
37060	9290	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9290	14	have	have	VBP
37060	9290	15	a	a	DT
37060	9290	16	lot	lot	NN
37060	9290	17	done	do	VBN
37060	9290	18	;	;	:
37060	9290	19	a	a	DT
37060	9290	20	little	little	JJ
37060	9290	21	at	at	IN
37060	9290	22	a	a	DT
37060	9290	23	time	time	NN
37060	9290	24	,	,	,
37060	9290	25	and	and	CC
37060	9290	26	one	one	CD
37060	9290	27	day	day	NN
37060	9290	28	at	at	IN
37060	9290	29	a	a	DT
37060	9290	30	time	time	NN
37060	9290	31	!	!	.
37060	9291	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9291	2	'd	'd	MD
37060	9291	3	love	love	VB
37060	9291	4	to	to	TO
37060	9291	5	finish	finish	VB
37060	9291	6	the	the	DT
37060	9291	7	quilt	quilt	NN
37060	9291	8	and	and	CC
37060	9291	9	also	also	RB
37060	9291	10	calligraph	calligraph	VB
37060	9291	11	some	some	DT
37060	9291	12	of	of	IN
37060	9291	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9291	14	poems	poem	NNS
37060	9291	15	.	.	.
37060	9292	1	Whispering	Whispering	NNP
37060	9292	2	Pines	Pines	NNP
37060	9292	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9292	4	heard	hear	VBD
37060	9292	5	the	the	DT
37060	9292	6	pine	pine	NN
37060	9292	7	trees	tree	NNS
37060	9292	8	gossip	gossip	VBP
37060	9292	9	To	to	IN
37060	9292	10	the	the	DT
37060	9292	11	passing	pass	VBG
37060	9292	12	northern	northern	JJ
37060	9292	13	winds	wind	NNS
37060	9292	14	,	,	,
37060	9292	15	Disclosing	disclose	VBG
37060	9292	16	facts	fact	NNS
37060	9292	17	quite	quite	RB
37060	9292	18	true	true	JJ
37060	9292	19	,	,	,
37060	9292	20	yet	yet	CC
37060	9292	21	low	low	JJ
37060	9292	22	,	,	,
37060	9292	23	In	in	IN
37060	9292	24	hurried	hurried	JJ
37060	9292	25	gusts	gust	NNS
37060	9292	26	and	and	CC
37060	9292	27	whispered	whisper	VBN
37060	9292	28	blows	blow	NNS
37060	9292	29	.	.	.
37060	9293	1	"	"	``
37060	9293	2	The	the	DT
37060	9293	3	hardwoods	hardwood	NNS
37060	9293	4	lost	lose	VBD
37060	9293	5	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9293	6	haughty	haughty	JJ
37060	9293	7	glow	glow	NN
37060	9293	8	.	.	.
37060	9294	1	.	.	.
37060	9295	1	.	.	.
37060	9296	1	Amazing	amazing	JJ
37060	9296	2	how	how	WRB
37060	9296	3	fast	fast	JJ
37060	9296	4	glamour	glamour	NN
37060	9296	5	goes	go	VBZ
37060	9296	6	!	!	.
37060	9297	1	Now	now	RB
37060	9297	2	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9297	3	're	be	VBP
37060	9297	4	merely	merely	RB
37060	9297	5	sapless	sapless	JJ
37060	9297	6	sticks	stick	NNS
37060	9297	7	Bereft	Bereft	NNS
37060	9297	8	of	of	IN
37060	9297	9	life	life	NN
37060	9297	10	,	,	,
37060	9297	11	'	'	''
37060	9297	12	twould	twould	MD
37060	9297	13	seem	seem	VB
37060	9297	14	...	...	.
37060	9298	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9298	2	look	look	VBP
37060	9298	3	so	so	RB
37060	9298	4	gnarled	gnarled	JJ
37060	9298	5	,	,	,
37060	9298	6	so	so	RB
37060	9298	7	thin	thin	JJ
37060	9298	8	and	and	CC
37060	9298	9	sick	sick	JJ
37060	9298	10	Beside	beside	IN
37060	9298	11	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9298	12	evergreen	evergreen	NN
37060	9298	13	!	!	.
37060	9298	14	"	"	''
37060	9299	1	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	9299	2	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	9299	3	November	November	NNP
37060	9299	4	7	7	CD
37060	9299	5	,	,	,
37060	9299	6	1985	1985	CD
37060	9299	7	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	9299	8	22	22	CD
37060	9299	9	,	,	,
37060	9299	10	1985	1985	CD
37060	9299	11	...	...	.
37060	9300	1	The	the	DT
37060	9300	2	17th	17th	NN
37060	9300	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9300	4	began	begin	VBD
37060	9300	5	to	to	TO
37060	9300	6	run	run	VB
37060	9300	7	a	a	DT
37060	9300	8	temp	temp	NN
37060	9300	9	;	;	:
37060	9300	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9300	11	continued	continue	VBD
37060	9300	12	and	and	CC
37060	9300	13	by	by	IN
37060	9300	14	Mon	Mon	NNP
37060	9300	15	.	.	.
37060	9301	1	eve	eve	NNP
37060	9301	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9301	3	103	103	CD
37060	9301	4	degrees	degree	NNS
37060	9301	5	.	.	.
37060	9302	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9302	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	9302	3	giving	give	VBG
37060	9302	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9302	5	a	a	DT
37060	9302	6	cool	cool	JJ
37060	9302	7	bath	bath	NN
37060	9302	8	.	.	.
37060	9303	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9303	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9303	3	a	a	DT
37060	9303	4	"	"	``
37060	9303	5	real	real	JJ
37060	9303	6	thrill	thrill	NN
37060	9303	7	"	"	''
37060	9303	8	trying	try	VBG
37060	9303	9	to	to	TO
37060	9303	10	get	get	VB
37060	9303	11	down	down	RP
37060	9303	12	in	in	IN
37060	9303	13	the	the	DT
37060	9303	14	tub	tub	NN
37060	9303	15	.	.	.
37060	9304	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9304	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9304	3	fell	fall	VBD
37060	9304	4	in	in	RB
37060	9304	5	,	,	,
37060	9304	6	and	and	CC
37060	9304	7	barely	barely	RB
37060	9304	8	made	make	VBD
37060	9304	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9304	10	getting	get	VBG
37060	9304	11	out	out	RB
37060	9304	12	...	...	.
37060	9305	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9305	2	have	have	VBP
37060	9305	3	no	no	DT
37060	9305	4	strength	strength	NN
37060	9305	5	in	in	IN
37060	9305	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9305	7	arms	arm	NNS
37060	9305	8	or	or	CC
37060	9305	9	legs	leg	NNS
37060	9305	10	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9305	11	.	.	.
37060	9306	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9306	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	9306	3	been	be	VBN
37060	9306	4	sleeping	sleep	VBG
37060	9306	5	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	9306	6	since	since	IN
37060	9306	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9306	8	got	get	VBD
37060	9306	9	sick	sick	JJ
37060	9306	10	.	.	.
37060	9307	1	Food	food	NN
37060	9307	2	"	"	``
37060	9307	3	sticks	stick	NNS
37060	9307	4	"	"	''
37060	9307	5	so	so	IN
37060	9307	6	that	that	IN
37060	9307	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9307	8	would	would	MD
37060	9307	9	welcome	welcome	VB
37060	9307	10	losing	lose	VBG
37060	9307	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9307	12	.	.	.
37060	9308	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9308	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	9308	3	been	be	VBN
37060	9308	4	serving	serve	VBG
37060	9308	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9308	6	gingerale	gingerale	JJ
37060	9308	7	;	;	:
37060	9308	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9308	9	helps	help	VBZ
37060	9308	10	.	.	.
37060	9309	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9309	2	've	have	VB
37060	9309	3	lost	lose	VBN
37060	9309	4	weight	weight	NN
37060	9309	5	.	.	.
37060	9310	1	Noodles	noodle	NNS
37060	9310	2	are	be	VBP
37060	9310	3	the	the	DT
37060	9310	4	only	only	JJ
37060	9310	5	food	food	NN
37060	9310	6	that	that	WDT
37060	9310	7	appeals	appeal	VBZ
37060	9310	8	to	to	IN
37060	9310	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9310	10	;	;	:
37060	9310	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9310	12	's	be	VBZ
37060	9310	13	at	at	IN
37060	9310	14	least	least	JJS
37060	9310	15	a	a	DT
37060	9310	16	start	start	NN
37060	9310	17	.	.	.
37060	9311	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9311	2	've	have	VB
37060	9311	3	not	not	RB
37060	9311	4	worked	work	VBN
37060	9311	5	on	on	IN
37060	9311	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9311	7	book	book	NN
37060	9311	8	since	since	IN
37060	9311	9	Nov.	November	NNP
37060	9311	10	7th	7th	NN
37060	9311	11	.	.	.
37060	9312	1	Many	many	JJ
37060	9312	2	changes	change	NNS
37060	9312	3	have	have	VBP
37060	9312	4	taken	take	VBN
37060	9312	5	place	place	NN
37060	9312	6	;	;	:
37060	9312	7	even	even	RB
37060	9312	8	with	with	IN
37060	9312	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9312	10	weight	weight	NN
37060	9312	11	loss	loss	NN
37060	9312	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9312	13	can	can	MD
37060	9312	14	no	no	RB
37060	9312	15	longer	longer	RB
37060	9312	16	wear	wear	VB
37060	9312	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9312	18	beloved	beloved	JJ
37060	9312	19	mink	mink	NN
37060	9312	20	coat	coat	NN
37060	9312	21	;	;	:
37060	9312	22	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9312	23	's	be	VBZ
37060	9312	24	2	2	CD
37060	9312	25	and	and	CC
37060	9312	26	more	more	JJR
37060	9312	27	like	like	IN
37060	9312	28	3	3	CD
37060	9312	29	inches	inch	NNS
37060	9312	30	from	from	IN
37060	9312	31	even	even	RB
37060	9312	32	touching	touch	VBG
37060	9312	33	right	right	RB
37060	9312	34	to	to	IN
37060	9312	35	left	left	RB
37060	9312	36	!	!	.
37060	9313	1	And	and	CC
37060	9313	2	to	to	TO
37060	9313	3	think	think	VB
37060	9313	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9313	5	was	be	VBD
37060	9313	6	once	once	RB
37060	9313	7	but	but	CC
37060	9313	8	24	24	CD
37060	9313	9	inches	inch	NNS
37060	9313	10	around	around	IN
37060	9313	11	the	the	DT
37060	9313	12	waist	waist	NN
37060	9313	13	!	!	.
37060	9314	1	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	9314	2	looks	look	VBZ
37060	9314	3	good	good	JJ
37060	9314	4	with	with	IN
37060	9314	5	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9314	6	disciplined	disciplined	JJ
37060	9314	7	weight	weight	NN
37060	9314	8	loss	loss	NN
37060	9314	9	.	.	.
37060	9315	1	What	what	WDT
37060	9315	2	emotional	emotional	JJ
37060	9315	3	problems	problem	NNS
37060	9315	4	there	there	EX
37060	9315	5	are	be	VBP
37060	9315	6	to	to	TO
37060	9315	7	be	be	VB
37060	9315	8	reckoned	reckon	VBN
37060	9315	9	with	with	IN
37060	9315	10	in	in	IN
37060	9315	11	this	this	DT
37060	9315	12	life	life	NN
37060	9315	13	!	!	.
37060	9316	1	Dec.	December	NNP
37060	9316	2	17	17	CD
37060	9316	3	,	,	,
37060	9316	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	9316	5	...	...	.
37060	9317	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9317	2	did	do	VBD
37060	9317	3	n't	not	RB
37060	9317	4	elaborate	elaborate	VB
37060	9317	5	on	on	IN
37060	9317	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9317	7	24th	24th	JJ
37060	9317	8	birthday	birthday	NN
37060	9317	9	;	;	:
37060	9317	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9317	11	should	should	MD
37060	9317	12	fill	fill	VB
37060	9317	13	in	in	RP
37060	9317	14	the	the	DT
37060	9317	15	days	day	NNS
37060	9317	16	.	.	.
37060	9318	1	There	there	EX
37060	9318	2	were	be	VBD
37060	9318	3	30	30	CD
37060	9318	4	birthday	birthday	NN
37060	9318	5	cards	card	NNS
37060	9318	6	in	in	IN
37060	9318	7	all	all	DT
37060	9318	8	.	.	.
37060	9319	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9319	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9319	3	n't	not	RB
37060	9319	4	expected	expect	VBN
37060	9319	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9319	6	,	,	,
37060	9319	7	since	since	IN
37060	9319	8	24	24	CD
37060	9319	9	is	be	VBZ
37060	9319	10	a	a	DT
37060	9319	11	rather	rather	RB
37060	9319	12	"	"	``
37060	9319	13	blah	blah	UH
37060	9319	14	"	"	''
37060	9319	15	age	age	NN
37060	9319	16	,	,	,
37060	9319	17	and	and	CC
37060	9319	18	also	also	RB
37060	9319	19	,	,	,
37060	9319	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9319	21	keep	keep	VBP
37060	9319	22	thinking	think	VBG
37060	9319	23	the	the	DT
37060	9319	24	cancer	cancer	NN
37060	9319	25	situation	situation	NN
37060	9319	26	will	will	MD
37060	9319	27	become	become	VB
37060	9319	28	old	old	JJ
37060	9319	29	hat	hat	NN
37060	9319	30	.	.	.
37060	9320	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9320	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	9320	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9320	4	was	be	VBD
37060	9320	5	very	very	RB
37060	9320	6	wrong	wrong	JJ
37060	9320	7	.	.	.
37060	9321	1	Thursday	Thursday	NNP
37060	9321	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9321	3	walked	walk	VBD
37060	9321	4	with	with	IN
37060	9321	5	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9321	6	to	to	IN
37060	9321	7	Bev	Bev	NNP
37060	9321	8	's	's	POS
37060	9321	9	Xmas	Xmas	NNP
37060	9321	10	Coffee	Coffee	NNP
37060	9321	11	;	;	:
37060	9321	12	just	just	RB
37060	9321	13	4	4	CD
37060	9321	14	houses	house	NNS
37060	9321	15	away	away	RB
37060	9321	16	.	.	.
37060	9322	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9322	2	got	get	VBD
37060	9322	3	tired	tired	JJ
37060	9322	4	,	,	,
37060	9322	5	then	then	RB
37060	9322	6	so	so	RB
37060	9322	7	hot	hot	JJ
37060	9322	8	;	;	:
37060	9322	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9322	10	could	could	MD
37060	9322	11	hardly	hardly	RB
37060	9322	12	walk	walk	VB
37060	9322	13	home	home	RB
37060	9322	14	.	.	.
37060	9323	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9323	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9323	3	wanted	want	VBN
37060	9323	4	to	to	TO
37060	9323	5	take	take	VB
37060	9323	6	the	the	DT
37060	9323	7	car	car	NN
37060	9323	8	,	,	,
37060	9323	9	but	but	CC
37060	9323	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9323	11	would	would	MD
37060	9323	12	have	have	VB
37060	9323	13	felt	feel	VBN
37060	9323	14	like	like	IN
37060	9323	15	a	a	DT
37060	9323	16	fool	fool	NN
37060	9323	17	for	for	IN
37060	9323	18	such	such	PDT
37060	9323	19	a	a	DT
37060	9323	20	short	short	JJ
37060	9323	21	trip	trip	NN
37060	9323	22	.	.	.
37060	9324	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9324	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9324	3	right	right	JJ
37060	9324	4	;	;	:
37060	9324	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9324	6	was	be	VBD
37060	9324	7	very	very	RB
37060	9324	8	tiring	tiring	JJ
37060	9324	9	.	.	.
37060	9325	1	Saturday	Saturday	NNP
37060	9325	2	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9325	3	had	have	VBD
37060	9325	4	a	a	DT
37060	9325	5	special	special	JJ
37060	9325	6	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	9325	7	planned	plan	VBN
37060	9325	8	so	so	IN
37060	9325	9	all	all	DT
37060	9325	10	could	could	MD
37060	9325	11	see	see	VB
37060	9325	12	the	the	DT
37060	9325	13	new	new	JJ
37060	9325	14	addition	addition	NN
37060	9325	15	to	to	IN
37060	9325	16	the	the	DT
37060	9325	17	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	9325	18	clan	clan	NN
37060	9325	19	.	.	.
37060	9326	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9326	2	did	do	VBD
37060	9326	3	n't	not	RB
37060	9326	4	work	work	VB
37060	9326	5	out	out	RP
37060	9326	6	so	so	RB
37060	9326	7	well	well	RB
37060	9326	8	;	;	:
37060	9326	9	the	the	DT
37060	9326	10	guest	guest	NN
37060	9326	11	of	of	IN
37060	9326	12	honor	honor	NN
37060	9326	13	left	leave	VBN
37060	9326	14	!	!	.
37060	9327	1	Dec.	December	NNP
37060	9327	2	23	23	CD
37060	9327	3	,	,	,
37060	9327	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	9327	5	...	...	:
37060	9327	6	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9327	7	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	9327	8	a	a	DT
37060	9327	9	lovely	lovely	JJ
37060	9327	10	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	9327	11	at	at	IN
37060	9327	12	Chet	Chet	NNP
37060	9327	13	and	and	CC
37060	9327	14	Margaret	Margaret	NNP
37060	9327	15	's	's	POS
37060	9327	16	.	.	.
37060	9328	1	The	the	DT
37060	9328	2	nausea	nausea	NN
37060	9328	3	almost	almost	RB
37060	9328	4	spoiled	spoil	VBD
37060	9328	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9328	6	evening	evening	NN
37060	9328	7	,	,	,
37060	9328	8	but	but	CC
37060	9328	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9328	10	finally	finally	RB
37060	9328	11	passed	pass	VBD
37060	9328	12	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9328	13	whew	whew	UH
37060	9328	14	!	!	.
37060	9328	15	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9328	16	.	.	.
37060	9329	1	There	there	EX
37060	9329	2	were	be	VBD
37060	9329	3	just	just	RB
37060	9329	4	the	the	DT
37060	9329	5	3	3	CD
37060	9329	6	of	of	IN
37060	9329	7	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9329	8	,	,	,
37060	9329	9	the	the	DT
37060	9329	10	3	3	CD
37060	9329	11	of	of	IN
37060	9329	12	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9329	13	,	,	,
37060	9329	14	and	and	CC
37060	9329	15	Les	Les	NNP
37060	9329	16	.	.	.
37060	9330	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9330	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9330	3	better	well	JJR
37060	9330	4	without	without	IN
37060	9330	5	all	all	PDT
37060	9330	6	the	the	DT
37060	9330	7	weird	weird	JJ
37060	9330	8	things	thing	NNS
37060	9330	9	that	that	WDT
37060	9330	10	happen	happen	VBP
37060	9330	11	when	when	WRB
37060	9330	12	too	too	RB
37060	9330	13	many	many	JJ
37060	9330	14	are	be	VBP
37060	9330	15	invited	invite	VBN
37060	9330	16	!	!	.
37060	9331	1	Dec.	December	NNP
37060	9331	2	24	24	CD
37060	9331	3	,	,	,
37060	9331	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	9331	5	...	...	:
37060	9331	6	CHRISTMAS	CHRISTMAS	NNP
37060	9331	7	EVE	EVE	NNP
37060	9331	8	DAY	day	NN
37060	9331	9	.	.	.
37060	9332	1	.	.	.
37060	9333	1	.	.	.
37060	9334	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9334	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	9334	3	good	good	JJ
37060	9334	4	today	today	NN
37060	9334	5	.	.	.
37060	9335	1	Jon	Jon	NNP
37060	9335	2	came	come	VBD
37060	9335	3	over	over	RB
37060	9335	4	around	around	IN
37060	9335	5	2:00	2:00	CD
37060	9335	6	and	and	CC
37060	9335	7	stayed	stay	VBD
37060	9335	8	until	until	IN
37060	9335	9	4:00	4:00	CD
37060	9335	10	.	.	.
37060	9336	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9336	2	stayed	stay	VBD
37060	9336	3	downstairs	downstairs	RB
37060	9336	4	by	by	IN
37060	9336	5	the	the	DT
37060	9336	6	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	9336	7	tree	tree	NN
37060	9336	8	.	.	.
37060	9337	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9337	2	wrapped	wrap	VBD
37060	9337	3	up	up	RP
37060	9337	4	a	a	DT
37060	9337	5	6-pack	6-pack	CD
37060	9337	6	of	of	IN
37060	9337	7	orange	orange	JJ
37060	9337	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	9337	9	flavored	flavor	VBN
37060	9337	10	mineral	mineral	NN
37060	9337	11	water	water	NN
37060	9337	12	for	for	IN
37060	9337	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9337	14	.	.	.
37060	9338	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9338	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9338	3	ordered	order	VBN
37060	9338	4	a	a	DT
37060	9338	5	boomerang	boomerang	NN
37060	9338	6	for	for	IN
37060	9338	7	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9338	8	;	;	:
37060	9338	9	and	and	CC
37060	9338	10	so	so	RB
37060	9338	11	ended	end	VBD
37060	9338	12	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9338	13	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	9338	14	.	.	.
37060	9339	1	The	the	DT
37060	9339	2	family	family	NN
37060	9339	3	Christmas	Christmas	NNP
37060	9339	4	was	be	VBD
37060	9339	5	great	great	JJ
37060	9339	6	,	,	,
37060	9339	7	as	as	IN
37060	9339	8	usual	usual	JJ
37060	9339	9	.	.	.
37060	9340	1	Les	Les	NNP
37060	9340	2	came	come	VBD
37060	9340	3	,	,	,
37060	9340	4	too	too	RB
37060	9340	5	.	.	.
37060	9341	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9341	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9341	3	Cornish	cornish	JJ
37060	9341	4	Hens	Hens	NNPS
37060	9341	5	,	,	,
37060	9341	6	potatoes	potato	NNS
37060	9341	7	,	,	,
37060	9341	8	stuffing	stuffing	NN
37060	9341	9	,	,	,
37060	9341	10	bread	bread	NN
37060	9341	11	and	and	CC
37060	9341	12	waldorf	waldorf	JJ
37060	9341	13	salad	salad	NN
37060	9341	14	;	;	,
37060	9341	15	excellent	excellent	JJ
37060	9341	16	!	!	.
37060	9342	1	Afterwards	afterwards	RB
37060	9342	2	,	,	,
37060	9342	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9342	4	read	read	VBP
37060	9342	5	the	the	DT
37060	9342	6	Xmas	Xmas	NNP
37060	9342	7	story	story	NN
37060	9342	8	and	and	CC
37060	9342	9	a	a	DT
37060	9342	10	few	few	JJ
37060	9342	11	other	other	JJ
37060	9342	12	readings	reading	NNS
37060	9342	13	;	;	:
37060	9342	14	then	then	RB
37060	9342	15	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9342	16	had	have	VBD
37060	9342	17	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9342	18	exchange	exchange	NN
37060	9342	19	.	.	.
37060	9343	1	Dec.	December	NNP
37060	9343	2	25	25	CD
37060	9343	3	,	,	,
37060	9343	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	9343	5	...	...	:
37060	9343	6	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	9343	7	and	and	CC
37060	9343	8	Debra	Debra	NNP
37060	9343	9	came	come	VBD
37060	9343	10	for	for	IN
37060	9343	11	today	today	NN
37060	9343	12	.	.	.
37060	9344	1	Our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9344	2	big	big	JJ
37060	9344	3	meal	meal	NN
37060	9344	4	was	be	VBD
37060	9344	5	at	at	IN
37060	9344	6	noon	noon	NN
37060	9344	7	.	.	.
37060	9345	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9345	2	fixed	fix	VBD
37060	9345	3	a	a	DT
37060	9345	4	turkey	turkey	NNP
37060	9345	5	breast	breast	NN
37060	9345	6	with	with	IN
37060	9345	7	all	all	PDT
37060	9345	8	the	the	DT
37060	9345	9	trimmings	trimming	NNS
37060	9345	10	.	.	.
37060	9346	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9346	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9346	3	our	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9346	4	gift	gift	NN
37060	9346	5	exchange	exchange	NN
37060	9346	6	in	in	IN
37060	9346	7	the	the	DT
37060	9346	8	afternoon	afternoon	NN
37060	9346	9	.	.	.
37060	9347	1	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	9347	2	got	get	VBD
37060	9347	3	a	a	DT
37060	9347	4	kick	kick	NN
37060	9347	5	out	out	IN
37060	9347	6	of	of	IN
37060	9347	7	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9347	8	"	"	``
37060	9347	9	reality	reality	NN
37060	9347	10	mug	mug	NN
37060	9347	11	"	"	''
37060	9347	12	and	and	CC
37060	9347	13	a	a	DT
37060	9347	14	Far	Far	NNP
37060	9347	15	Side	side	JJ
37060	9347	16	daily	daily	JJ
37060	9347	17	calendar	calendar	NN
37060	9347	18	.	.	.
37060	9348	1	Dec.	December	NNP
37060	9348	2	27	27	CD
37060	9348	3	,	,	,
37060	9348	4	1985	1985	CD
37060	9348	5	...	...	.
37060	9349	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9349	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	9349	3	getting	get	VBG
37060	9349	4	sick	sick	JJ
37060	9349	5	again	again	RB
37060	9349	6	,	,	,
37060	9349	7	temp	temp	NN
37060	9349	8	of	of	IN
37060	9349	9	101	101	CD
37060	9349	10	...	...	NNP
37060	9349	11	arhythmia	arhythmia	NNP
37060	9349	12	heart	heart	NN
37060	9349	13	action	action	NN
37060	9349	14	lasted	last	VBD
37060	9349	15	12	12	CD
37060	9349	16	hours	hour	NNS
37060	9349	17	.	.	.
37060	9350	1	This	this	DT
37060	9350	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9350	3	an	an	DT
37060	9350	4	illness	illness	NN
37060	9350	5	of	of	IN
37060	9350	6	long	long	JJ
37060	9350	7	duration	duration	NN
37060	9350	8	.	.	.
37060	9351	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9351	2	stayed	stay	VBD
37060	9351	3	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	9351	4	.	.	.
37060	9352	1	.	.	.
37060	9353	1	.	.	.
37060	9354	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9354	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9354	3	to	to	IN
37060	9354	4	waken	waken	JJ
37060	9354	5	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9354	6	,	,	,
37060	9354	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9354	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9354	9	has	have	VBZ
37060	9354	10	been	be	VBN
37060	9354	11	sleeping	sleep	VBG
37060	9354	12	up	up	IN
37060	9354	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	9354	14	stairs	stair	NNS
37060	9354	15	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9354	16	.	.	.
37060	9355	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9355	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	9355	3	the	the	DT
37060	9355	4	deep	deep	JJ
37060	9355	5	breathing	breathing	NN
37060	9355	6	,	,	,
37060	9355	7	plus	plus	CC
37060	9355	8	a	a	DT
37060	9355	9	few	few	JJ
37060	9355	10	other	other	JJ
37060	9355	11	things	thing	NNS
37060	9355	12	.	.	.
37060	9356	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9356	2	finally	finally	RB
37060	9356	3	took	take	VBD
37060	9356	4	a	a	DT
37060	9356	5	valium	valium	NN
37060	9356	6	and	and	CC
37060	9356	7	tried	try	VBD
37060	9356	8	to	to	TO
37060	9356	9	relax	relax	VB
37060	9356	10	.	.	.
37060	9357	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9357	2	called	call	VBD
37060	9357	3	the	the	DT
37060	9357	4	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	9357	5	as	as	RB
37060	9357	6	early	early	RB
37060	9357	7	as	as	IN
37060	9357	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9357	9	dared	dare	VBD
37060	9357	10	;	;	:
37060	9357	11	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9357	12	called	call	VBD
37060	9357	13	in	in	IN
37060	9357	14	a	a	DT
37060	9357	15	prescription	prescription	NN
37060	9357	16	for	for	IN
37060	9357	17	a	a	DT
37060	9357	18	heart	heart	NN
37060	9357	19	regulator	regulator	NN
37060	9357	20	.	.	.
37060	9358	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	9358	2	1	1	CD
37060	9358	3	,	,	,
37060	9358	4	1986	1986	CD
37060	9358	5	...	...	.
37060	9359	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9359	2	made	make	VBD
37060	9359	3	Cornish	cornish	JJ
37060	9359	4	Hens	hen	NNS
37060	9359	5	again	again	RB
37060	9359	6	for	for	IN
37060	9359	7	just	just	RB
37060	9359	8	the	the	DT
37060	9359	9	3	3	CD
37060	9359	10	of	of	IN
37060	9359	11	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9359	12	.	.	.
37060	9360	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9360	2	enjoyed	enjoy	VBD
37060	9360	3	the	the	DT
37060	9360	4	dinner	dinner	NN
37060	9360	5	so	so	RB
37060	9360	6	.	.	.
37060	9361	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9361	2	watched	watch	VBD
37060	9361	3	the	the	DT
37060	9361	4	Vienna	Vienna	NNP
37060	9361	5	concert	concert	NN
37060	9361	6	at	at	IN
37060	9361	7	night	night	NN
37060	9361	8	.	.	.
37060	9362	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	9362	2	11	11	CD
37060	9362	3	,	,	,
37060	9362	4	1986	1986	CD
37060	9362	5	...	...	.
37060	9363	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9363	2	stay	stay	VBP
37060	9363	3	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	9363	4	now	now	RB
37060	9363	5	,	,	,
37060	9363	6	coming	come	VBG
37060	9363	7	down	down	RP
37060	9363	8	only	only	RB
37060	9363	9	to	to	TO
37060	9363	10	have	have	VB
37060	9363	11	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9363	12	wash	wash	VB
37060	9363	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9363	14	hair	hair	NN
37060	9363	15	using	use	VBG
37060	9363	16	the	the	DT
37060	9363	17	spray	spray	NN
37060	9363	18	on	on	IN
37060	9363	19	the	the	DT
37060	9363	20	kitchen	kitchen	NN
37060	9363	21	sink	sink	NN
37060	9363	22	.	.	.
37060	9364	1	The	the	DT
37060	9364	2	steps	step	NNS
37060	9364	3	are	be	VBP
37060	9364	4	such	such	PDT
37060	9364	5	a	a	DT
37060	9364	6	drag	drag	NN
37060	9364	7	,	,	,
37060	9364	8	and	and	CC
37060	9364	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9364	10	like	like	VBP
37060	9364	11	being	be	VBG
37060	9364	12	near	near	IN
37060	9364	13	all	all	PDT
37060	9364	14	the	the	DT
37060	9364	15	things	thing	NNS
37060	9364	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9364	17	need	need	VBP
37060	9364	18	.	.	.
37060	9365	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9365	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	9365	3	so	so	RB
37060	9365	4	glad	glad	JJ
37060	9365	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9365	6	have	have	VBP
37060	9365	7	the	the	DT
37060	9365	8	upstairs	upstairs	JJ
37060	9365	9	apartment	apartment	NN
37060	9365	10	.	.	.
37060	9366	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9366	2	decided	decide	VBD
37060	9366	3	to	to	TO
37060	9366	4	get	get	VB
37060	9366	5	a	a	DT
37060	9366	6	color	color	NN
37060	9366	7	T.V.	T.V.	NNP
37060	9367	1	;	;	:
37060	9367	2	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9367	3	picked	pick	VBD
37060	9367	4	a	a	DT
37060	9367	5	13	13	CD
37060	9367	6	in	in	IN
37060	9367	7	.	.	.
37060	9368	1	Sylvania	sylvania	NN
37060	9368	2	with	with	IN
37060	9368	3	remote	remote	JJ
37060	9368	4	control	control	NN
37060	9368	5	.	.	.
37060	9369	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9369	2	love	love	VBP
37060	9369	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9369	4	.	.	.
37060	9370	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9370	2	installed	instal	VBD
37060	9370	3	an	an	DT
37060	9370	4	aerial	aerial	JJ
37060	9370	5	today	today	NN
37060	9370	6	.	.	.
37060	9371	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9371	2	ordered	order	VBD
37060	9371	3	a	a	DT
37060	9371	4	lambswool	lambswool	NN
37060	9371	5	mattress	mattress	NN
37060	9371	6	cover	cover	NN
37060	9371	7	;	;	:
37060	9371	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9371	9	will	will	MD
37060	9371	10	cushion	cushion	VB
37060	9371	11	these	these	DT
37060	9371	12	bones	bone	NNS
37060	9371	13	of	of	IN
37060	9371	14	mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9371	15	.	.	.
37060	9372	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9372	2	also	also	RB
37060	9372	3	ordered	order	VBD
37060	9372	4	a	a	DT
37060	9372	5	book	book	NN
37060	9372	6	on	on	IN
37060	9372	7	decorating	decorating	NN
37060	9372	8	,	,	,
37060	9372	9	2	2	CD
37060	9372	10	pillows	pillow	NNS
37060	9372	11	,	,	,
37060	9372	12	and	and	CC
37060	9372	13	a	a	DT
37060	9372	14	seat	seat	NN
37060	9372	15	for	for	IN
37060	9372	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9372	17	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	9372	18	that	that	WDT
37060	9372	19	will	will	MD
37060	9372	20	raise	raise	VB
37060	9372	21	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9372	22	up	up	RP
37060	9372	23	about	about	RB
37060	9372	24	5	5	CD
37060	9372	25	inches	inch	NNS
37060	9372	26	.	.	.
37060	9373	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9373	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9373	3	'm	be	VBP
37060	9373	4	aging	age	VBG
37060	9373	5	fast	fast	RB
37060	9373	6	!	!	.
37060	9373	7	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9374	1	Margaret	Margaret	NNP
37060	9374	2	came	come	VBD
37060	9374	3	over	over	RP
37060	9374	4	with	with	IN
37060	9374	5	a	a	DT
37060	9374	6	lovely	lovely	JJ
37060	9374	7	bouquet	bouquet	NN
37060	9374	8	of	of	IN
37060	9374	9	5	5	CD
37060	9374	10	red	red	JJ
37060	9374	11	roses	rose	NNS
37060	9374	12	interlaced	interlace	VBN
37060	9374	13	with	with	IN
37060	9374	14	baby	baby	NN
37060	9374	15	's	's	POS
37060	9374	16	breath	breath	NN
37060	9374	17	.	.	.
37060	9375	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9375	2	gave	give	VBD
37060	9375	3	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9375	4	2	2	CD
37060	9375	5	covered	cover	VBN
37060	9375	6	mugs	mug	NNS
37060	9375	7	for	for	IN
37060	9375	8	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9375	9	birthday	birthday	NN
37060	9375	10	.	.	.
37060	9376	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9376	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9376	3	fun	fun	JJ
37060	9376	4	to	to	TO
37060	9376	5	order	order	VB
37060	9376	6	all	all	PDT
37060	9376	7	these	these	DT
37060	9376	8	gifts	gift	NNS
37060	9376	9	for	for	IN
37060	9376	10	others	other	NNS
37060	9376	11	.	.	.
37060	9377	1	Scott	Scott	NNP
37060	9377	2	wrote	write	VBD
37060	9377	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9377	4	a	a	DT
37060	9377	5	thank	thank	NN
37060	9377	6	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9377	7	letter	letter	NN
37060	9377	8	for	for	IN
37060	9377	9	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9377	10	Far	Far	NNP
37060	9377	11	Side	Side	NNP
37060	9377	12	T	t	NN
37060	9377	13	-	-	HYPH
37060	9377	14	shirt	shirt	NN
37060	9377	15	.	.	.
37060	9378	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9378	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9378	3	so	so	RB
37060	9378	4	glad	glad	JJ
37060	9378	5	to	to	TO
37060	9378	6	get	get	VB
37060	9378	7	the	the	DT
37060	9378	8	mail	mail	NN
37060	9378	9	.	.	.
37060	9379	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9379	2	talked	talk	VBD
37060	9379	3	with	with	IN
37060	9379	4	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9379	5	at	at	IN
37060	9379	6	night	night	NN
37060	9379	7	and	and	CC
37060	9379	8	blew	blow	VBD
37060	9379	9	out	out	RP
37060	9379	10	some	some	DT
37060	9379	11	more	more	JJR
37060	9379	12	frustration	frustration	NN
37060	9379	13	.	.	.
37060	9380	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9380	2	get	get	VBP
37060	9380	3	so	so	RB
37060	9380	4	angry	angry	JJ
37060	9380	5	when	when	WRB
37060	9380	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9380	7	think	think	VBP
37060	9380	8	about	about	IN
37060	9380	9	people	people	NNS
37060	9380	10	who	who	WP
37060	9380	11	try	try	VBP
37060	9380	12	to	to	TO
37060	9380	13	restrict	restrict	VB
37060	9380	14	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9380	15	through	through	IN
37060	9380	16	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9380	17	high	high	JJ
37060	9380	18	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	9380	19	persuasiveness	persuasiveness	NN
37060	9380	20	.	.	.
37060	9381	1	Just	just	RB
37060	9381	2	remembering	remember	VBG
37060	9381	3	past	past	JJ
37060	9381	4	grievances	grievance	NNS
37060	9381	5	evokes	evoke	VBZ
37060	9381	6	terrific	terrific	JJ
37060	9381	7	anger	anger	NN
37060	9381	8	.	.	.
37060	9382	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9382	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	9382	3	so	so	RB
37060	9382	4	vulnerable	vulnerable	JJ
37060	9382	5	and	and	CC
37060	9382	6	have	have	VBP
37060	9382	7	such	such	PDT
37060	9382	8	a	a	DT
37060	9382	9	lack	lack	NN
37060	9382	10	of	of	IN
37060	9382	11	control	control	NN
37060	9382	12	anymore	anymore	RB
37060	9382	13	that	that	IN
37060	9382	14	anyone	anyone	NN
37060	9382	15	's	's	POS
37060	9382	16	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	9382	17	is	be	VBZ
37060	9382	18	a	a	DT
37060	9382	19	direct	direct	JJ
37060	9382	20	violation	violation	NN
37060	9382	21	of	of	IN
37060	9382	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9382	23	inner	inner	JJ
37060	9382	24	self	self	NN
37060	9382	25	.	.	.
37060	9383	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9383	2	do	do	VBP
37060	9383	3	n't	not	RB
37060	9383	4	have	have	VB
37060	9383	5	the	the	DT
37060	9383	6	strength	strength	NN
37060	9383	7	to	to	TO
37060	9383	8	fight	fight	VB
37060	9383	9	;	;	:
37060	9383	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9383	11	get	get	VBP
37060	9383	12	bent	bent	JJ
37060	9383	13	out	out	IN
37060	9383	14	of	of	IN
37060	9383	15	shape	shape	NN
37060	9383	16	because	because	IN
37060	9383	17	if	if	IN
37060	9383	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9383	19	did	do	VBD
37060	9383	20	what	what	WP
37060	9383	21	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9383	22	did	do	VBD
37060	9383	23	,	,	,
37060	9383	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9383	25	would	would	MD
37060	9383	26	n't	not	RB
37060	9383	27	be	be	VB
37060	9383	28	so	so	RB
37060	9383	29	easily	easily	RB
37060	9383	30	forgiven	forgive	VBN
37060	9383	31	.	.	.
37060	9384	1	Why	why	WRB
37060	9384	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	9384	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9384	4	that	that	WDT
37060	9384	5	people	people	NNS
37060	9384	6	feel	feel	VBP
37060	9384	7	sorry	sorry	JJ
37060	9384	8	for	for	IN
37060	9384	9	those	those	DT
37060	9384	10	who	who	WP
37060	9384	11	continually	continually	RB
37060	9384	12	screw	screw	VBD
37060	9384	13	up	up	RP
37060	9384	14	their	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9384	15	lives	life	NNS
37060	9384	16	.	.	.
37060	9385	1	"	"	``
37060	9385	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9385	3	just	just	RB
37060	9385	4	ai	be	VBP
37060	9385	5	n't	not	RB
37060	9385	6	fittin	fittin	VB
37060	9385	7	'	'	''
37060	9385	8	!	!	.
37060	9385	9	"	"	''
37060	9386	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	9386	2	24	24	CD
37060	9386	3	,	,	,
37060	9386	4	1986	1986	CD
37060	9386	5	...	...	.
37060	9387	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9387	2	ordered	order	VBD
37060	9387	3	a	a	DT
37060	9387	4	mini	mini	AFX
37060	9387	5	wash	wash	NN
37060	9387	6	stand	stand	NN
37060	9387	7	for	for	IN
37060	9387	8	outside	outside	RB
37060	9387	9	of	of	IN
37060	9387	10	the	the	DT
37060	9387	11	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	9387	12	,	,	,
37060	9387	13	a	a	DT
37060	9387	14	neat	neat	JJ
37060	9387	15	basket	basket	NN
37060	9387	16	and	and	CC
37060	9387	17	also	also	RB
37060	9387	18	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9387	19	and	and	CC
37060	9387	20	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9387	21	are	be	VBP
37060	9387	22	going	go	VBG
37060	9387	23	to	to	TO
37060	9387	24	see	see	VB
37060	9387	25	what	what	WP
37060	9387	26	is	be	VBZ
37060	9387	27	available	available	JJ
37060	9387	28	in	in	IN
37060	9387	29	chairs	chair	NNS
37060	9387	30	and	and	CC
37060	9387	31	recliners	recliner	NNS
37060	9387	32	as	as	IN
37060	9387	33	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9387	34	'm	be	VBP
37060	9387	35	having	have	VBG
37060	9387	36	trouble	trouble	NN
37060	9387	37	getting	get	VBG
37060	9387	38	out	out	IN
37060	9387	39	of	of	IN
37060	9387	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9387	41	old	old	JJ
37060	9387	42	green	green	JJ
37060	9387	43	velvet	velvet	NN
37060	9387	44	rocker	rocker	NN
37060	9387	45	.	.	.
37060	9388	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9388	2	have	have	VBP
37060	9388	3	ordered	order	VBN
37060	9388	4	an	an	DT
37060	9388	5	egg	egg	NN
37060	9388	6	-	-	HYPH
37060	9388	7	crate	crate	NN
37060	9388	8	mattress	mattress	NN
37060	9388	9	for	for	IN
37060	9388	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9388	11	;	;	:
37060	9388	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9388	13	hope	hope	VBP
37060	9388	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9388	15	works	work	VBZ
37060	9388	16	.	.	.
37060	9389	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	9389	2	25	25	CD
37060	9389	3	,	,	,
37060	9389	4	1986	1986	CD
37060	9389	5	...	...	.
37060	9390	1	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9390	2	and	and	CC
37060	9390	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9390	4	went	go	VBD
37060	9390	5	out	out	RP
37060	9390	6	and	and	CC
37060	9390	7	looked	look	VBD
37060	9390	8	for	for	IN
37060	9390	9	a	a	DT
37060	9390	10	recliner	recliner	NN
37060	9390	11	;	;	:
37060	9390	12	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9390	13	found	find	VBD
37060	9390	14	a	a	DT
37060	9390	15	great	great	JJ
37060	9390	16	one	one	CD
37060	9390	17	at	at	IN
37060	9390	18	Banworth	Banworth	NNP
37060	9390	19	and	and	CC
37060	9390	20	Udelhoven	Udelhoven	NNP
37060	9390	21	for	for	IN
37060	9390	22	about	about	RB
37060	9390	23	$	$	$
37060	9390	24	400	400	CD
37060	9390	25	.	.	.
37060	9391	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9391	2	brought	bring	VBD
37060	9391	3	home	home	RB
37060	9391	4	a	a	DT
37060	9391	5	photo	photo	NN
37060	9391	6	and	and	CC
37060	9391	7	swatch	swatch	NN
37060	9391	8	to	to	TO
37060	9391	9	show	show	VB
37060	9391	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9391	11	.	.	.
37060	9392	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9392	2	decided	decide	VBD
37060	9392	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9392	4	would	would	MD
37060	9392	5	be	be	VB
37060	9392	6	fine	fine	JJ
37060	9392	7	and	and	CC
37060	9392	8	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9392	9	went	go	VBD
37060	9392	10	back	back	RB
37060	9392	11	in	in	IN
37060	9392	12	the	the	DT
37060	9392	13	Chevy	Chevy	NNP
37060	9392	14	truck	truck	NN
37060	9392	15	to	to	TO
37060	9392	16	pick	pick	VB
37060	9392	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9392	18	up	up	RP
37060	9392	19	.	.	.
37060	9393	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9393	2	looks	look	VBZ
37060	9393	3	great	great	JJ
37060	9393	4	in	in	IN
37060	9393	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9393	6	room	room	NN
37060	9393	7	and	and	CC
37060	9393	8	is	be	VBZ
37060	9393	9	"	"	``
37060	9393	10	Oh	oh	UH
37060	9393	11	,	,	,
37060	9393	12	so	so	RB
37060	9393	13	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	9393	14	.	.	.
37060	9393	15	"	"	''
37060	9394	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9394	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9394	3	a	a	DT
37060	9394	4	wall	wall	NN
37060	9394	5	-	-	HYPH
37060	9394	6	away	away	RB
37060	9394	7	and	and	CC
37060	9394	8	wo	will	MD
37060	9394	9	n't	not	RB
37060	9394	10	need	need	VB
37060	9394	11	to	to	TO
37060	9394	12	be	be	VB
37060	9394	13	"	"	``
37060	9394	14	out	out	RB
37060	9394	15	"	"	''
37060	9394	16	so	so	RB
37060	9394	17	far	far	RB
37060	9394	18	in	in	IN
37060	9394	19	the	the	DT
37060	9394	20	room	room	NN
37060	9394	21	.	.	.
37060	9395	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9395	2	wrote	write	VBD
37060	9395	3	to	to	IN
37060	9395	4	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	9395	5	explaining	explain	VBG
37060	9395	6	why	why	WRB
37060	9395	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9395	8	have	have	VBP
37060	9395	9	such	such	PDT
37060	9395	10	a	a	DT
37060	9395	11	distaste	distaste	NN
37060	9395	12	for	for	IN
37060	9395	13	phones	phone	NNS
37060	9395	14	,	,	,
37060	9395	15	and	and	CC
37060	9395	16	do	do	VBP
37060	9395	17	not	not	RB
37060	9395	18	wish	wish	VB
37060	9395	19	to	to	TO
37060	9395	20	have	have	VB
37060	9395	21	one	one	CD
37060	9395	22	in	in	IN
37060	9395	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9395	24	room	room	NN
37060	9395	25	,	,	,
37060	9395	26	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9395	27	desire	desire	NN
37060	9395	28	to	to	TO
37060	9395	29	be	be	VB
37060	9395	30	alone	alone	RB
37060	9395	31	more	more	JJR
37060	9395	32	,	,	,
37060	9395	33	and	and	CC
37060	9395	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9395	35	hope	hope	NN
37060	9395	36	that	that	IN
37060	9395	37	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9395	38	will	will	MD
37060	9395	39	not	not	RB
37060	9395	40	be	be	VB
37060	9395	41	so	so	RB
37060	9395	42	troubled	troubled	JJ
37060	9395	43	over	over	IN
37060	9395	44	these	these	DT
37060	9395	45	things	thing	NNS
37060	9395	46	.	.	.
37060	9396	1	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	9396	2	does	do	VBZ
37060	9396	3	come	come	VB
37060	9396	4	,	,	,
37060	9396	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9396	6	know	know	VBP
37060	9396	7	,	,	,
37060	9396	8	but	but	CC
37060	9396	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9396	10	have	have	VBP
37060	9396	11	been	be	VBN
37060	9396	12	close	close	JJ
37060	9396	13	now	now	RB
37060	9396	14	for	for	IN
37060	9396	15	many	many	JJ
37060	9396	16	years	year	NNS
37060	9396	17	;	;	:
37060	9396	18	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	9396	19	did	do	VBD
37060	9396	20	not	not	RB
37060	9396	21	come	come	VB
37060	9396	22	home	home	RB
37060	9396	23	but	but	CC
37060	9396	24	once	once	RB
37060	9396	25	or	or	CC
37060	9396	26	twice	twice	PDT
37060	9396	27	a	a	DT
37060	9396	28	year	year	NN
37060	9396	29	after	after	IN
37060	9396	30	finding	find	VBG
37060	9396	31	work	work	NN
37060	9396	32	in	in	IN
37060	9396	33	other	other	JJ
37060	9396	34	areas	area	NNS
37060	9396	35	.	.	.
37060	9397	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9397	2	gets	get	VBZ
37060	9397	3	so	so	RB
37060	9397	4	upset	upset	JJ
37060	9397	5	about	about	IN
37060	9397	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9397	7	illness	illness	NN
37060	9397	8	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9397	9	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9397	10	incurable	incurable	JJ
37060	9397	11	nature	nature	NN
37060	9397	12	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9397	13	;	;	:
37060	9397	14	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9397	15	calls	call	VBZ
37060	9397	16	doctors	doctor	NNS
37060	9397	17	all	all	RB
37060	9397	18	over	over	IN
37060	9397	19	the	the	DT
37060	9397	20	country	country	NN
37060	9397	21	to	to	TO
37060	9397	22	inquire	inquire	VB
37060	9397	23	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	9397	24	various	various	JJ
37060	9397	25	treatments	treatment	NNS
37060	9397	26	.	.	.
37060	9398	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9398	2	hope	hope	VBP
37060	9398	3	this	this	DT
37060	9398	4	will	will	MD
37060	9398	5	help	help	VB
37060	9398	6	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9398	7	to	to	TO
37060	9398	8	accept	accept	VB
37060	9398	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9398	10	situation	situation	NN
37060	9398	11	.	.	.
37060	9399	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	9399	2	26	26	CD
37060	9399	3	,	,	,
37060	9399	4	1986	1986	CD
37060	9399	5	...	...	.
37060	9400	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9400	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9400	3	another	another	DT
37060	9400	4	dream	dream	NN
37060	9400	5	about	about	IN
37060	9400	6	Norm	norm	NN
37060	9400	7	;	;	:
37060	9400	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9400	9	recall	recall	VBP
37060	9400	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9400	11	sat	sit	VBD
37060	9400	12	in	in	IN
37060	9400	13	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9400	14	lap	lap	NN
37060	9400	15	and	and	CC
37060	9400	16	was	be	VBD
37060	9400	17	worried	worried	JJ
37060	9400	18	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9400	19	'd	'd	MD
37060	9400	20	be	be	VB
37060	9400	21	too	too	RB
37060	9400	22	heavy	heavy	JJ
37060	9400	23	.	.	.
37060	9401	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9401	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9401	3	so	so	RB
37060	9401	4	happy	happy	JJ
37060	9401	5	to	to	TO
37060	9401	6	see	see	VB
37060	9401	7	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9401	8	.	.	.
37060	9402	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9402	2	went	go	VBD
37060	9402	3	to	to	TO
37060	9402	4	sleep	sleep	VB
37060	9402	5	with	with	IN
37060	9402	6	the	the	DT
37060	9402	7	T.V.	T.V.	NNP
37060	9403	1	on	on	RB
37060	9403	2	;	;	:
37060	9403	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9403	4	wakened	waken	VBD
37060	9403	5	at	at	IN
37060	9403	6	4:00	4:00	CD
37060	9403	7	a.m.	a.m.	NN
37060	9403	8	and	and	CC
37060	9403	9	turned	turn	VBD
37060	9403	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9403	11	off	off	RP
37060	9403	12	.	.	.
37060	9404	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9404	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9404	3	down	down	RB
37060	9404	4	today	today	NN
37060	9404	5	;	;	:
37060	9404	6	so	so	RB
37060	9404	7	tired	tired	JJ
37060	9404	8	and	and	CC
37060	9404	9	weak	weak	JJ
37060	9404	10	.	.	.
37060	9405	1	This	this	DT
37060	9405	2	contributes	contribute	VBZ
37060	9405	3	to	to	IN
37060	9405	4	depression	depression	NN
37060	9405	5	.	.	.
37060	9406	1	After	after	IN
37060	9406	2	crying	cry	VBG
37060	9406	3	a	a	DT
37060	9406	4	bit	bit	NN
37060	9406	5	and	and	CC
37060	9406	6	talking	talk	VBG
37060	9406	7	to	to	IN
37060	9406	8	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9406	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9406	10	felt	feel	VBD
37060	9406	11	better	well	JJR
37060	9406	12	.	.	.
37060	9407	1	More	More	JJR
37060	9407	2	and	and	CC
37060	9407	3	more	more	RBR
37060	9407	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9407	5	need	need	VBP
37060	9407	6	to	to	TO
37060	9407	7	be	be	VB
37060	9407	8	free	free	JJ
37060	9407	9	of	of	IN
37060	9407	10	visitors	visitor	NNS
37060	9407	11	.	.	.
37060	9408	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9408	2	came	come	VBD
37060	9408	3	up	up	RP
37060	9408	4	later	later	RB
37060	9408	5	and	and	CC
37060	9408	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9408	7	talked	talk	VBD
37060	9408	8	,	,	,
37060	9408	9	which	which	WDT
37060	9408	10	was	be	VBD
37060	9408	11	real	real	RB
37060	9408	12	nice	nice	JJ
37060	9408	13	.	.	.
37060	9409	1	Jan.	January	NNP
37060	9409	2	27	27	CD
37060	9409	3	,	,	,
37060	9409	4	1986	1986	CD
37060	9409	5	...	...	:
37060	9409	6	The	the	DT
37060	9409	7	egg	egg	NN
37060	9409	8	-	-	HYPH
37060	9409	9	crate	crate	NN
37060	9409	10	mattress	mattress	NN
37060	9409	11	and	and	CC
37060	9409	12	the	the	DT
37060	9409	13	high	high	JJ
37060	9409	14	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	9409	15	seat	seat	NN
37060	9409	16	came	come	VBD
37060	9409	17	today	today	NN
37060	9409	18	.	.	.
37060	9410	1	Feb.	February	NNP
37060	9410	2	4	4	CD
37060	9410	3	,	,	,
37060	9410	4	1986	1986	CD
37060	9410	5	...	...	.
37060	9411	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9411	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	9411	3	feeling	feel	VBG
37060	9411	4	pretty	pretty	RB
37060	9411	5	good	good	JJ
37060	9411	6	these	these	DT
37060	9411	7	past	past	IN
37060	9411	8	few	few	JJ
37060	9411	9	days	day	NNS
37060	9411	10	.	.	.
37060	9412	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9412	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9412	3	a	a	DT
37060	9412	4	welcome	welcome	JJ
37060	9412	5	change	change	NN
37060	9412	6	.	.	.
37060	9413	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9413	2	dreams	dream	NNS
37060	9413	3	are	be	VBP
37060	9413	4	so	so	RB
37060	9413	5	horrible	horrible	JJ
37060	9413	6	,	,	,
37060	9413	7	though	though	RB
37060	9413	8	.	.	.
37060	9414	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9414	2	almost	almost	RB
37060	9414	3	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	9414	4	if	if	IN
37060	9414	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9414	6	'd	'd	MD
37060	9414	7	screamed	scream	VBN
37060	9414	8	aloud	aloud	RB
37060	9414	9	.	.	.
37060	9415	1	One	one	CD
37060	9415	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9415	3	about	about	IN
37060	9415	4	rodents	rodent	NNS
37060	9415	5	that	that	WDT
37060	9415	6	were	be	VBD
37060	9415	7	attacking	attack	VBG
37060	9415	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9415	9	and	and	CC
37060	9415	10	biting	bite	VBG
37060	9415	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9415	12	fingers	finger	NNS
37060	9415	13	.	.	.
37060	9416	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9416	2	sent	send	VBD
37060	9416	3	for	for	IN
37060	9416	4	an	an	DT
37060	9416	5	oak	oak	NN
37060	9416	6	T.V.	T.V.	NNP
37060	9417	1	swivel	swivel	NN
37060	9417	2	;	;	:
37060	9417	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9417	4	works	work	VBZ
37060	9417	5	great	great	JJ
37060	9417	6	.	.	.
37060	9418	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9418	2	've	have	VB
37060	9418	3	chosen	choose	VBN
37060	9418	4	more	more	JJR
37060	9418	5	of	of	IN
37060	9418	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9418	7	slides	slide	NNS
37060	9418	8	so	so	RB
37060	9418	9	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9418	10	can	can	MD
37060	9418	11	take	take	VB
37060	9418	12	them	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9418	13	in	in	RB
37060	9418	14	for	for	IN
37060	9418	15	more	more	JJR
37060	9418	16	prints	print	NNS
37060	9418	17	.	.	.
37060	9419	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	9420	1	5	5	CD
37060	9420	2	,	,	,
37060	9420	3	1986	1986	CD
37060	9420	4	...	...	.
37060	9421	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9421	2	've	have	VB
37060	9421	3	written	write	VBN
37060	9421	4	through	through	IN
37060	9421	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9421	6	high	high	JJ
37060	9421	7	school	school	NN
37060	9421	8	years	year	NNS
37060	9421	9	and	and	CC
37060	9421	10	now	now	RB
37060	9421	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9421	12	'm	be	VBP
37060	9421	13	in	in	IN
37060	9421	14	the	the	DT
37060	9421	15	anorexic	anorexic	JJ
37060	9421	16	stage	stage	NN
37060	9421	17	and	and	CC
37060	9421	18	Black	Black	NNP
37060	9421	19	Hawk	Hawk	NNP
37060	9421	20	College	College	NNP
37060	9421	21	.	.	.
37060	9422	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9422	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9422	3	so	so	RB
37060	9422	4	hard	hard	JJ
37060	9422	5	to	to	TO
37060	9422	6	work	work	VB
37060	9422	7	.	.	.
37060	9423	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9423	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	9423	3	either	either	CC
37060	9423	4	too	too	RB
37060	9423	5	tired	tired	JJ
37060	9423	6	or	or	CC
37060	9423	7	so	so	RB
37060	9423	8	uncomfortable	uncomfortable	JJ
37060	9423	9	.	.	.
37060	9424	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9424	2	mid	mid	NN
37060	9424	3	-	-	NN
37060	9424	4	section	section	NN
37060	9424	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	9424	6	huge	huge	JJ
37060	9424	7	.	.	.
37060	9425	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9425	2	hangs	hang	VBZ
37060	9425	3	below	below	IN
37060	9425	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9425	5	bikini	bikini	NN
37060	9425	6	underwear	underwear	NN
37060	9425	7	.	.	.
37060	9426	1	When	when	WRB
37060	9426	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9426	3	sit	sit	VBP
37060	9426	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9426	5	must	must	MD
37060	9426	6	be	be	VB
37060	9426	7	so	so	RB
37060	9426	8	straight	straight	RB
37060	9426	9	or	or	CC
37060	9426	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9426	11	's	be	VBZ
37060	9426	12	uncomfortable	uncomfortable	JJ
37060	9426	13	.	.	.
37060	9427	1	Sleeping	sleeping	NN
37060	9427	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	9427	3	become	become	VBN
37060	9427	4	more	more	RBR
37060	9427	5	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	9427	6	,	,	,
37060	9427	7	also	also	RB
37060	9427	8	.	.	.
37060	9428	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9428	2	get	get	VBP
37060	9428	3	up	up	RP
37060	9428	4	twice	twice	RB
37060	9428	5	or	or	CC
37060	9428	6	more	more	JJR
37060	9428	7	most	most	JJS
37060	9428	8	nights	night	NNS
37060	9428	9	.	.	.
37060	9429	1	.	.	.
37060	9430	1	.	.	.
37060	9431	1	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	9431	2	to	to	TO
37060	9431	3	go	go	VB
37060	9431	4	the	the	DT
37060	9431	5	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	9431	6	,	,	,
37060	9431	7	other	other	JJ
37060	9431	8	times	time	NNS
37060	9431	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9431	10	hips	hip	NNS
37060	9431	11	hurt	hurt	VBP
37060	9431	12	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9431	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9431	14	'm	be	VBP
37060	9431	15	so	so	RB
37060	9431	16	thin	thin	JJ
37060	9431	17	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9431	18	,	,	,
37060	9431	19	or	or	CC
37060	9431	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9431	21	ears	ear	NNS
37060	9431	22	pound	pound	VBP
37060	9431	23	until	until	IN
37060	9431	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9431	25	sit	sit	VBP
37060	9431	26	up	up	RP
37060	9431	27	and	and	CC
37060	9431	28	swallow	swallow	VB
37060	9431	29	.	.	.
37060	9432	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	9432	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9432	3	ca	can	MD
37060	9432	4	n't	not	RB
37060	9432	5	breathe	breathe	VB
37060	9432	6	and	and	CC
37060	9432	7	have	have	VB
37060	9432	8	to	to	TO
37060	9432	9	get	get	VB
37060	9432	10	up	up	RP
37060	9432	11	and	and	CC
37060	9432	12	position	position	VB
37060	9432	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9432	14	pillows	pillow	NNS
37060	9432	15	on	on	IN
37060	9432	16	an	an	DT
37060	9432	17	incline	incline	NN
37060	9432	18	so	so	IN
37060	9432	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9432	20	can	can	MD
37060	9432	21	breathe	breathe	VB
37060	9432	22	easier	easy	JJR
37060	9432	23	.	.	.
37060	9433	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9433	2	permed	perm	VBD
37060	9433	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9433	4	hair	hair	NN
37060	9433	5	again	again	RB
37060	9433	6	.	.	.
37060	9434	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9434	2	gives	give	VBZ
37060	9434	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9434	4	body	body	NN
37060	9434	5	.	.	.
37060	9435	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9435	2	can	can	MD
37060	9435	3	use	use	VB
37060	9435	4	the	the	DT
37060	9435	5	curling	curl	VBG
37060	9435	6	iron	iron	NN
37060	9435	7	in	in	IN
37060	9435	8	the	the	DT
37060	9435	9	morning	morning	NN
37060	9435	10	if	if	IN
37060	9435	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9435	12	's	be	VBZ
37060	9435	13	needed	need	VBN
37060	9435	14	.	.	.
37060	9436	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9436	2	feel	feel	VBP
37060	9436	3	better	well	JJR
37060	9436	4	about	about	IN
37060	9436	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9436	6	looks	look	NNS
37060	9436	7	when	when	WRB
37060	9436	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9436	9	's	be	VBZ
37060	9436	10	this	this	DT
37060	9436	11	way	way	NN
37060	9436	12	.	.	.
37060	9437	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9437	2	have	have	VBP
37060	9437	3	n't	not	RB
37060	9437	4	written	write	VBN
37060	9437	5	in	in	IN
37060	9437	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9437	7	journal	journal	NN
37060	9437	8	for	for	IN
37060	9437	9	so	so	RB
37060	9437	10	long	long	RB
37060	9437	11	.	.	.
37060	9438	1	Valentines	valentine	NNS
37060	9438	2	were	be	VBD
37060	9438	3	abundant	abundant	JJ
37060	9438	4	.	.	.
37060	9439	1	The	the	DT
37060	9439	2	wall	wall	NN
37060	9439	3	behind	behind	IN
37060	9439	4	the	the	DT
37060	9439	5	sofa	sofa	NN
37060	9439	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	9439	7	complete	complete	JJ
37060	9439	8	;	;	:
37060	9439	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9439	10	've	have	VB
37060	9439	11	4	4	CD
37060	9439	12	photos	photo	NNS
37060	9439	13	ready	ready	JJ
37060	9439	14	to	to	TO
37060	9439	15	hang	hang	VB
37060	9439	16	when	when	WRB
37060	9439	17	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9439	18	gets	get	VBZ
37060	9439	19	the	the	DT
37060	9439	20	9	9	CD
37060	9439	21	"	"	NNS
37060	9439	22	x	x	SYM
37060	9439	23	12	12	CD
37060	9439	24	"	"	NN
37060	9439	25	photo	photo	NN
37060	9439	26	of	of	IN
37060	9439	27	the	the	DT
37060	9439	28	shack	shack	NN
37060	9439	29	in	in	IN
37060	9439	30	the	the	DT
37060	9439	31	Smokies	Smokies	NNPS
37060	9439	32	.	.	.
37060	9440	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9440	2	have	have	VBP
37060	9440	3	finished	finish	VBN
37060	9440	4	putting	put	VBG
37060	9440	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9440	6	other	other	JJ
37060	9440	7	photos	photo	NNS
37060	9440	8	in	in	IN
37060	9440	9	an	an	DT
37060	9440	10	album	album	NN
37060	9440	11	;	;	:
37060	9440	12	at	at	IN
37060	9440	13	least	least	JJS
37060	9440	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9440	15	are	be	VBP
37060	9440	16	no	no	RB
37060	9440	17	longer	long	RBR
37060	9440	18	loose	loose	JJ
37060	9440	19	.	.	.
37060	9441	1	Mar	Mar	NNP
37060	9441	2	29	29	CD
37060	9441	3	,	,	,
37060	9441	4	1986	1986	CD
37060	9441	5	...	...	:
37060	9441	6	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9441	7	and	and	CC
37060	9441	8	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9441	9	installed	instal	VBD
37060	9441	10	the	the	DT
37060	9441	11	air	air	NN
37060	9441	12	conditioner	conditioner	NN
37060	9441	13	in	in	IN
37060	9441	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9441	15	room	room	NN
37060	9441	16	.	.	.
37060	9442	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9442	2	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9442	3	got	get	VBD
37060	9442	4	up	up	IN
37060	9442	5	to	to	TO
37060	9442	6	78	78	CD
37060	9442	7	degrees	degree	NNS
37060	9442	8	!	!	.
37060	9442	9	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9443	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9443	2	're	be	VBP
37060	9443	3	putting	put	VBG
37060	9443	4	the	the	DT
37060	9443	5	other	other	JJ
37060	9443	6	one	one	CD
37060	9443	7	in	in	IN
37060	9443	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9443	9	living	living	NN
37060	9443	10	room	room	NN
37060	9443	11	window	window	NN
37060	9443	12	.	.	.
37060	9444	1	For	for	IN
37060	9444	2	awhile	awhile	RB
37060	9444	3	,	,	,
37060	9444	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9444	5	was	be	VBD
37060	9444	6	afraid	afraid	JJ
37060	9444	7	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9444	8	was	be	VBD
37060	9444	9	against	against	IN
37060	9444	10	the	the	DT
37060	9444	11	idea	idea	NN
37060	9444	12	and	and	CC
37060	9444	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9444	14	sort	sort	RB
37060	9444	15	of	of	RB
37060	9444	16	choked	choke	VBD
37060	9444	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9444	18	up	up	RP
37060	9444	19	because	because	IN
37060	9444	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9444	21	began	begin	VBD
37060	9444	22	to	to	TO
37060	9444	23	think	think	VB
37060	9444	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9444	25	'd	'd	MD
37060	9444	26	be	be	VB
37060	9444	27	enclosed	enclose	VBN
37060	9444	28	in	in	IN
37060	9444	29	one	one	CD
37060	9444	30	room	room	NN
37060	9444	31	for	for	IN
37060	9444	32	the	the	DT
37060	9444	33	next	next	JJ
37060	9444	34	five	five	CD
37060	9444	35	months	month	NNS
37060	9444	36	.	.	.
37060	9445	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9445	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9445	3	n't	not	RB
37060	9445	4	a	a	DT
37060	9445	5	great	great	JJ
37060	9445	6	thought	thought	NN
37060	9445	7	.	.	.
37060	9446	1	Last	last	JJ
37060	9446	2	year	year	NN
37060	9446	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9446	4	could	could	MD
37060	9446	5	get	get	VB
37060	9446	6	outside	outside	RB
37060	9446	7	and	and	CC
37060	9446	8	roam	roam	VB
37060	9446	9	around	around	RB
37060	9446	10	.	.	.
37060	9447	1	Now	now	RB
37060	9447	2	,	,	,
37060	9447	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9447	4	's	be	VBZ
37060	9447	5	being	be	VBG
37060	9447	6	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	9447	7	and	and	CC
37060	9447	8	that	that	DT
37060	9447	9	's	be	VBZ
37060	9447	10	about	about	RB
37060	9447	11	all	all	DT
37060	9447	12	.	.	.
37060	9448	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9448	2	felt	feel	VBD
37060	9448	3	stupid	stupid	JJ
37060	9448	4	;	;	:
37060	9448	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9448	6	cry	cry	VBP
37060	9448	7	about	about	IN
37060	9448	8	the	the	DT
37060	9448	9	least	least	JJS
37060	9448	10	thing	thing	NN
37060	9448	11	anymore	anymore	RB
37060	9448	12	.	.	.
37060	9449	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9449	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	9449	3	so	so	RB
37060	9449	4	weak	weak	JJ
37060	9449	5	,	,	,
37060	9449	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9449	7	lose	lose	VBP
37060	9449	8	control	control	NN
37060	9449	9	easily	easily	RB
37060	9449	10	.	.	.
37060	9450	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9450	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	9450	3	going	go	VBG
37060	9450	4	to	to	TO
37060	9450	5	work	work	VB
37060	9450	6	on	on	IN
37060	9450	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9450	8	quilt	quilt	NN
37060	9450	9	,	,	,
37060	9450	10	so	so	RB
37060	9450	11	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9450	12	set	set	VBD
37060	9450	13	up	up	RP
37060	9450	14	the	the	DT
37060	9450	15	portable	portable	JJ
37060	9450	16	Singer	Singer	NNP
37060	9450	17	on	on	IN
37060	9450	18	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9450	19	's	's	POS
37060	9450	20	high	high	JJ
37060	9450	21	machine	machine	NN
37060	9450	22	shop	shop	NN
37060	9450	23	stool	stool	NN
37060	9450	24	;	;	:
37060	9450	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9450	26	'll	will	MD
37060	9450	27	sit	sit	VB
37060	9450	28	on	on	IN
37060	9450	29	the	the	DT
37060	9450	30	bed	bed	NN
37060	9450	31	when	when	WRB
37060	9450	32	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9450	33	sew	sew	VBP
37060	9450	34	.	.	.
37060	9451	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9451	2	've	have	VB
37060	9451	3	been	be	VBN
37060	9451	4	taking	take	VBG
37060	9451	5	Lasix	Lasix	NNP
37060	9451	6	4	4	CD
37060	9451	7	times	time	NNS
37060	9451	8	a	a	DT
37060	9451	9	day	day	NN
37060	9451	10	;	;	:
37060	9451	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9451	12	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	9451	13	to	to	TO
37060	9451	14	work	work	VB
37060	9451	15	better	well	RBR
37060	9451	16	that	that	DT
37060	9451	17	way	way	NN
37060	9451	18	.	.	.
37060	9452	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9452	2	take	take	VBP
37060	9452	3	the	the	DT
37060	9452	4	Aldactone	Aldactone	NNP
37060	9452	5	in	in	IN
37060	9452	6	between	between	IN
37060	9452	7	.	.	.
37060	9453	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9453	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9453	3	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	9453	4	to	to	TO
37060	9453	5	walk	walk	VB
37060	9453	6	.	.	.
37060	9454	1	When	when	WRB
37060	9454	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9454	3	sit	sit	VBP
37060	9454	4	,	,	,
37060	9454	5	the	the	DT
37060	9454	6	water	water	NN
37060	9454	7	drains	drain	VBZ
37060	9454	8	into	into	IN
37060	9454	9	the	the	DT
37060	9454	10	current	current	JJ
37060	9454	11	position	position	NN
37060	9454	12	;	;	:
37060	9454	13	when	when	WRB
37060	9454	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9454	15	get	get	VBP
37060	9454	16	up	up	RP
37060	9454	17	,	,	,
37060	9454	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9454	19	feels	feel	VBZ
37060	9454	20	like	like	IN
37060	9454	21	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9454	22	skin	skin	NN
37060	9454	23	will	will	MD
37060	9454	24	rip	rip	VB
37060	9454	25	.	.	.
37060	9455	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9455	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9455	3	problems	problem	NNS
37060	9455	4	sleeping	sleep	VBG
37060	9455	5	until	until	IN
37060	9455	6	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9455	7	put	put	VBP
37060	9455	8	pillows	pillow	NNS
37060	9455	9	under	under	IN
37060	9455	10	the	the	DT
37060	9455	11	egg	egg	NN
37060	9455	12	-	-	HYPH
37060	9455	13	crate	crate	NN
37060	9455	14	mattress	mattress	NN
37060	9455	15	so	so	RB
37060	9455	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9455	17	was	be	VBD
37060	9455	18	propped	prop	VBN
37060	9455	19	up	up	RP
37060	9455	20	on	on	IN
37060	9455	21	a	a	DT
37060	9455	22	steep	steep	JJ
37060	9455	23	incline	incline	NN
37060	9455	24	.	.	.
37060	9456	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9456	2	could	could	MD
37060	9456	3	n't	not	RB
37060	9456	4	breathe	breathe	VB
37060	9456	5	before	before	RB
37060	9456	6	.	.	.
37060	9457	1	Mar.	March	NNP
37060	9458	1	31	31	CD
37060	9458	2	,	,	,
37060	9458	3	1986	1986	CD
37060	9458	4	...	...	:
37060	9458	5	A	a	DT
37060	9458	6	great	great	JJ
37060	9458	7	day	day	NN
37060	9458	8	,	,	,
37060	9458	9	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9458	10	AMAZlNGLY	AMAZlNGLY	NNP
37060	9458	11	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9458	12	.	.	.
37060	9459	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9459	2	worked	work	VBD
37060	9459	3	on	on	IN
37060	9459	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9459	5	quilt	quilt	NN
37060	9459	6	for	for	IN
37060	9459	7	a	a	DT
37060	9459	8	little	little	JJ
37060	9459	9	while	while	NN
37060	9459	10	.	.	.
37060	9460	1	May	May	NNP
37060	9460	2	5	5	CD
37060	9460	3	,	,	,
37060	9460	4	1986	1986	CD
37060	9460	5	...	...	.
37060	9461	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9461	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9461	3	been	be	VBN
37060	9461	4	a	a	DT
37060	9461	5	long	long	JJ
37060	9461	6	while	while	NN
37060	9461	7	since	since	IN
37060	9461	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9461	9	last	last	RB
37060	9461	10	wrote	write	VBD
37060	9461	11	herein	herein	NNP
37060	9461	12	.	.	.
37060	9462	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9462	2	guess	guess	VBP
37060	9462	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9462	4	did	do	VBD
37060	9462	5	n't	not	RB
37060	9462	6	find	find	VB
37060	9462	7	the	the	DT
37060	9462	8	energy	energy	NN
37060	9462	9	and	and	CC
37060	9462	10	the	the	DT
37060	9462	11	will	will	NN
37060	9462	12	to	to	TO
37060	9462	13	do	do	VB
37060	9462	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9462	15	before	before	RB
37060	9462	16	now	now	RB
37060	9462	17	.	.	.
37060	9463	1	Days	day	NNS
37060	9463	2	are	be	VBP
37060	9463	3	often	often	RB
37060	9463	4	so	so	RB
37060	9463	5	much	much	RB
37060	9463	6	the	the	DT
37060	9463	7	same	same	JJ
37060	9463	8	.	.	.
37060	9464	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9464	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9464	3	a	a	DT
37060	9464	4	few	few	JJ
37060	9464	5	physical	physical	JJ
37060	9464	6	set	set	NN
37060	9464	7	-	-	HYPH
37060	9464	8	backs	back	NNS
37060	9464	9	through	through	IN
37060	9464	10	the	the	DT
37060	9464	11	months	month	NNS
37060	9464	12	;	;	:
37060	9464	13	one	one	CD
37060	9464	14	"	"	``
37060	9464	15	flu	flu	NN
37060	9464	16	"	"	''
37060	9464	17	episode	episode	NN
37060	9464	18	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	9464	19	had	have	VBD
37060	9464	20	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9464	21	digging	dig	VBG
37060	9464	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9464	23	grave	grave	NN
37060	9464	24	.	.	.
37060	9465	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9465	2	really	really	RB
37060	9465	3	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	9465	4	if	if	IN
37060	9465	5	that	that	DT
37060	9465	6	would	would	MD
37060	9465	7	be	be	VB
37060	9465	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9465	9	for	for	IN
37060	9465	10	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9465	11	and	and	CC
37060	9465	12	this	this	DT
37060	9465	13	world	world	NN
37060	9465	14	.	.	.
37060	9466	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9466	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9466	3	to	to	TO
37060	9466	4	get	get	VB
37060	9466	5	the	the	DT
37060	9466	6	elevated	elevated	JJ
37060	9466	7	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9466	8	frame	frame	NN
37060	9466	9	-	-	HYPH
37060	9466	10	style	style	NN
37060	9466	11	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9466	12	commode	commode	NN
37060	9466	13	from	from	IN
37060	9466	14	Bev	Bev	NNP
37060	9466	15	Verstraete	Verstraete	NNP
37060	9466	16	.	.	.
37060	9467	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9467	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9467	3	purchased	purchase	VBN
37060	9467	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9467	5	for	for	IN
37060	9467	6	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9467	7	father	father	NN
37060	9467	8	.	.	.
37060	9468	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9468	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9468	3	awful	awful	JJ
37060	9468	4	.	.	.
37060	9469	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9469	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9469	3	so	so	RB
37060	9469	4	weak	weak	JJ
37060	9469	5	;	;	:
37060	9469	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9469	7	could	could	MD
37060	9469	8	n't	not	RB
37060	9469	9	get	get	VB
37060	9469	10	up	up	RP
37060	9469	11	from	from	IN
37060	9469	12	the	the	DT
37060	9469	13	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	9469	14	;	;	:
37060	9469	15	even	even	RB
37060	9469	16	with	with	IN
37060	9469	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9469	18	raised	raise	VBN
37060	9469	19	seat	seat	NN
37060	9469	20	.	.	.
37060	9470	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9470	2	tried	try	VBD
37060	9470	3	and	and	CC
37060	9470	4	tried	try	VBD
37060	9470	5	,	,	,
37060	9470	6	but	but	CC
37060	9470	7	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9470	8	had	have	VBD
37060	9470	9	to	to	TO
37060	9470	10	help	help	VB
37060	9470	11	before	before	IN
37060	9470	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9470	13	made	make	VBD
37060	9470	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9470	15	.	.	.
37060	9471	1	Even	even	RB
37060	9471	2	with	with	IN
37060	9471	3	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9471	4	help	help	NN
37060	9471	5	,	,	,
37060	9471	6	getting	get	VBG
37060	9471	7	up	up	RP
37060	9471	8	was	be	VBD
37060	9471	9	nearly	nearly	RB
37060	9471	10	impossible	impossible	JJ
37060	9471	11	.	.	.
37060	9472	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9472	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9472	3	so	so	RB
37060	9472	4	scared	scared	JJ
37060	9472	5	.	.	.
37060	9473	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9473	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9473	3	been	be	VBN
37060	9473	4	getting	get	VBG
37060	9473	5	progressively	progressively	RB
37060	9473	6	more	more	RBR
37060	9473	7	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	9473	8	;	;	:
37060	9473	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9473	10	guess	guess	VBP
37060	9473	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9473	12	saw	see	VBD
37060	9473	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9473	14	coming	come	VBG
37060	9473	15	,	,	,
37060	9473	16	but	but	CC
37060	9473	17	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9473	18	's	be	VBZ
37060	9473	19	still	still	RB
37060	9473	20	a	a	DT
37060	9473	21	blow	blow	NN
37060	9473	22	when	when	WRB
37060	9473	23	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9473	24	finally	finally	RB
37060	9473	25	happens	happen	VBZ
37060	9473	26	to	to	IN
37060	9473	27	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9473	28	.	.	.
37060	9474	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9474	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9474	3	so	so	RB
37060	9474	4	demeaning	demeaning	JJ
37060	9474	5	.	.	.
37060	9475	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9475	2	kept	keep	VBD
37060	9475	3	wondering	wonder	VBG
37060	9475	4	what	what	WP
37060	9475	5	would	would	MD
37060	9475	6	've	have	VB
37060	9475	7	happened	happen	VBN
37060	9475	8	if	if	IN
37060	9475	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9475	10	could	could	MD
37060	9475	11	n't	not	RB
37060	9475	12	get	get	VB
37060	9475	13	up	up	RP
37060	9475	14	and	and	CC
37060	9475	15	was	be	VBD
37060	9475	16	alone	alone	JJ
37060	9475	17	;	;	:
37060	9475	18	but	but	CC
37060	9475	19	then	then	RB
37060	9475	20	,	,	,
37060	9475	21	of	of	IN
37060	9475	22	course	course	NN
37060	9475	23	,	,	,
37060	9475	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9475	25	'm	be	VBP
37060	9475	26	not	not	RB
37060	9475	27	left	leave	VBN
37060	9475	28	alone	alone	RB
37060	9475	29	anymore	anymore	RB
37060	9475	30	.	.	.
37060	9476	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9476	2	lost	lose	VBD
37060	9476	3	a	a	DT
37060	9476	4	lot	lot	NN
37060	9476	5	of	of	IN
37060	9476	6	weight	weight	NN
37060	9476	7	;	;	:
37060	9476	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9476	9	face	face	NN
37060	9476	10	is	be	VBZ
37060	9476	11	just	just	RB
37060	9476	12	skeletal	skeletal	JJ
37060	9476	13	now	now	RB
37060	9476	14	.	.	.
37060	9477	1	Every	every	DT
37060	9477	2	time	time	NN
37060	9477	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9477	4	get	get	VBP
37060	9477	5	a	a	DT
37060	9477	6	"	"	``
37060	9477	7	bug	bug	NN
37060	9477	8	"	"	''
37060	9477	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9477	10	lose	lose	VBP
37060	9477	11	more	more	JJR
37060	9477	12	strength	strength	NN
37060	9477	13	and	and	CC
37060	9477	14	can	can	MD
37060	9477	15	never	never	RB
37060	9477	16	fully	fully	RB
37060	9477	17	regain	regain	VB
37060	9477	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9477	19	.	.	.
37060	9478	1	The	the	DT
37060	9478	2	thought	thought	NN
37060	9478	3	of	of	IN
37060	9478	4	total	total	JJ
37060	9478	5	incapacitation	incapacitation	NN
37060	9478	6	is	be	VBZ
37060	9478	7	rather	rather	RB
37060	9478	8	horrifying	horrifying	JJ
37060	9478	9	.	.	.
37060	9479	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9479	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9479	3	bad	bad	JJ
37060	9479	4	enough	enough	RB
37060	9479	5	now	now	RB
37060	9479	6	.	.	.
37060	9480	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9480	2	have	have	VBP
37060	9480	3	accidents	accident	NNS
37060	9480	4	in	in	IN
37060	9480	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9480	6	undies	undie	NNS
37060	9480	7	,	,	,
37060	9480	8	because	because	IN
37060	9480	9	sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	9480	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9480	11	ca	can	MD
37060	9480	12	n't	not	RB
37060	9480	13	walk	walk	VB
37060	9480	14	fast	fast	RB
37060	9480	15	enough	enough	RB
37060	9480	16	to	to	TO
37060	9480	17	get	get	VB
37060	9480	18	there	there	RB
37060	9480	19	,	,	,
37060	9480	20	and	and	CC
37060	9480	21	have	have	VBP
37060	9480	22	no	no	DT
37060	9480	23	butt	butt	NN
37060	9480	24	to	to	TO
37060	9480	25	pinch	pinch	VB
37060	9480	26	the	the	DT
37060	9480	27	rectum	rectum	NN
37060	9480	28	closed	close	VBN
37060	9480	29	and	and	CC
37060	9480	30	hold	hold	VB
37060	9480	31	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9480	32	back	back	RB
37060	9480	33	.	.	.
37060	9481	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9481	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9481	3	never	never	RB
37060	9481	4	major	major	JJ
37060	9481	5	;	;	:
37060	9481	6	just	just	RB
37060	9481	7	a	a	DT
37060	9481	8	spot	spot	NN
37060	9481	9	,	,	,
37060	9481	10	but	but	CC
37060	9481	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9481	12	hate	hate	VBP
37060	9481	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9481	14	just	just	RB
37060	9481	15	the	the	DT
37060	9481	16	same	same	JJ
37060	9481	17	.	.	.
37060	9482	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9482	2	wear	wear	VBP
37060	9482	3	a	a	DT
37060	9482	4	pad	pad	NN
37060	9482	5	for	for	IN
37060	9482	6	security	security	NN
37060	9482	7	now	now	RB
37060	9482	8	.	.	.
37060	9483	1	The	the	DT
37060	9483	2	4	4	CD
37060	9483	3	Lasix	Lasix	NNP
37060	9483	4	and	and	CC
37060	9483	5	2	2	CD
37060	9483	6	Aldacton	Aldacton	NNP
37060	9483	7	daily	daily	RB
37060	9483	8	do	do	VBP
37060	9483	9	n't	not	RB
37060	9483	10	really	really	RB
37060	9483	11	do	do	VB
37060	9483	12	the	the	DT
37060	9483	13	job	job	NN
37060	9483	14	.	.	.
37060	9484	1	By	by	IN
37060	9484	2	evening	evening	NN
37060	9484	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9484	4	can	can	MD
37060	9484	5	hardly	hardly	RB
37060	9484	6	breathe	breathe	VB
37060	9484	7	,	,	,
37060	9484	8	so	so	IN
37060	9484	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9484	10	can	can	MD
37060	9484	11	no	no	RB
37060	9484	12	longer	long	RBR
37060	9484	13	recline	recline	VB
37060	9484	14	in	in	IN
37060	9484	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9484	16	chair	chair	NN
37060	9484	17	.	.	.
37060	9485	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9485	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	9485	3	made	make	VBN
37060	9485	4	a	a	DT
37060	9485	5	high	high	JJ
37060	9485	6	platform	platform	NN
37060	9485	7	and	and	CC
37060	9485	8	secured	secure	VBD
37060	9485	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9485	10	with	with	IN
37060	9485	11	screws	screw	NNS
37060	9485	12	so	so	IN
37060	9485	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9485	14	can	can	MD
37060	9485	15	just	just	RB
37060	9485	16	turn	turn	VB
37060	9485	17	from	from	IN
37060	9485	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9485	19	bed	bed	NN
37060	9485	20	and	and	CC
37060	9485	21	sit	sit	VB
37060	9485	22	down	down	RP
37060	9485	23	.	.	.
37060	9486	1	The	the	DT
37060	9486	2	porta	porta	JJ
37060	9486	3	-	-	HYPH
37060	9486	4	potty	potty	NN
37060	9486	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	9486	6	across	across	IN
37060	9486	7	from	from	IN
37060	9486	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9486	9	.	.	.
37060	9487	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9487	2	world	world	NN
37060	9487	3	is	be	VBZ
37060	9487	4	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	9487	5	closing	close	VBG
37060	9487	6	in	in	RP
37060	9487	7	.	.	.
37060	9488	1	The	the	DT
37060	9488	2	water	water	NN
37060	9488	3	presses	press	VBZ
37060	9488	4	both	both	CC
37060	9488	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9488	6	heart	heart	NN
37060	9488	7	and	and	CC
37060	9488	8	lungs	lung	NNS
37060	9488	9	causing	cause	VBG
37060	9488	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9488	11	heart	heart	NN
37060	9488	12	to	to	IN
37060	9488	13	flutter	flutter	VB
37060	9488	14	from	from	IN
37060	9488	15	the	the	DT
37060	9488	16	pressure	pressure	NN
37060	9488	17	.	.	.
37060	9489	1	Sleep	sleep	NN
37060	9489	2	has	have	VBZ
37060	9489	3	been	be	VBN
37060	9489	4	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	9489	5	of	of	IN
37060	9489	6	late	late	JJ
37060	9489	7	,	,	,
37060	9489	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9489	9	have	have	VBP
37060	9489	10	to	to	TO
37060	9489	11	sit	sit	VB
37060	9489	12	up	up	RP
37060	9489	13	on	on	IN
37060	9489	14	the	the	DT
37060	9489	15	edge	edge	NN
37060	9489	16	of	of	IN
37060	9489	17	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9489	18	bed	bed	NN
37060	9489	19	for	for	IN
37060	9489	20	a	a	DT
37060	9489	21	time	time	NN
37060	9489	22	;	;	:
37060	9489	23	then	then	RB
37060	9489	24	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9489	25	lay	lie	VBD
37060	9489	26	down	down	RP
37060	9489	27	again	again	RB
37060	9489	28	.	.	.
37060	9490	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9490	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9490	3	better	well	JJR
37060	9490	4	by	by	IN
37060	9490	5	morning	morning	NN
37060	9490	6	.	.	.
37060	9491	1	At	at	RB
37060	9491	2	least	least	JJS
37060	9491	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9491	4	foot	foot	NN
37060	9491	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	9491	6	better	well	JJR
37060	9491	7	;	;	:
37060	9491	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9491	9	was	be	VBD
37060	9491	10	hurting	hurt	VBG
37060	9491	11	like	like	IN
37060	9491	12	crazy	crazy	JJ
37060	9491	13	...	...	.
37060	9492	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9492	2	must	must	MD
37060	9492	3	have	have	VB
37060	9492	4	hurt	hurt	VBN
37060	9492	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9492	6	due	due	IN
37060	9492	7	to	to	IN
37060	9492	8	water	water	NN
37060	9492	9	retention	retention	NN
37060	9492	10	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9492	11	?	?	.
37060	9492	12	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9492	13	.	.	.
37060	9493	1	Every	every	DT
37060	9493	2	time	time	NN
37060	9493	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9493	4	lose	lose	VBP
37060	9493	5	more	more	JJR
37060	9493	6	health	health	NN
37060	9493	7	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9493	8	's	be	VBZ
37060	9493	9	like	like	IN
37060	9493	10	some	some	DT
37060	9493	11	big	big	JJ
37060	9493	12	milestone	milestone	NN
37060	9493	13	has	have	VBZ
37060	9493	14	been	be	VBN
37060	9493	15	crossed	cross	VBN
37060	9493	16	.	.	.
37060	9494	1	First	first	RB
37060	9494	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9494	3	was	be	VBD
37060	9494	4	the	the	DT
37060	9494	5	overheating	overheating	NN
37060	9494	6	,	,	,
37060	9494	7	then	then	RB
37060	9494	8	going	go	VBG
37060	9494	9	to	to	IN
37060	9494	10	the	the	DT
37060	9494	11	bathroom	bathroom	NN
37060	9494	12	restricted	restrict	VBD
37060	9494	13	the	the	DT
37060	9494	14	daily	daily	JJ
37060	9494	15	walks	walk	NNS
37060	9494	16	and	and	CC
37060	9494	17	other	other	JJ
37060	9494	18	outings	outing	NNS
37060	9494	19	;	;	:
37060	9494	20	then	then	RB
37060	9494	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9494	22	had	have	VBD
37060	9494	23	to	to	TO
37060	9494	24	remain	remain	VB
37060	9494	25	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	9494	26	...	...	:
37060	9494	27	then	then	RB
37060	9494	28	the	the	DT
37060	9494	29	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	9494	30	...	...	:
37060	9494	31	and	and	CC
37060	9494	32	on	on	RB
37060	9494	33	and	and	CC
37060	9494	34	on	on	RB
37060	9494	35	.	.	.
37060	9495	1	Each	each	DT
37060	9495	2	time	time	NN
37060	9495	3	was	be	VBD
37060	9495	4	such	such	PDT
37060	9495	5	a	a	DT
37060	9495	6	defeat	defeat	NN
37060	9495	7	.	.	.
37060	9496	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9496	2	cried	cry	VBD
37060	9496	3	about	about	IN
37060	9496	4	having	have	VBG
37060	9496	5	to	to	TO
37060	9496	6	stay	stay	VB
37060	9496	7	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	9496	8	because	because	IN
37060	9496	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9496	10	wondered	wonder	VBD
37060	9496	11	if	if	IN
37060	9496	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9496	13	was	be	VBD
37060	9496	14	just	just	RB
37060	9496	15	"	"	``
37060	9496	16	throwing	throw	VBG
37060	9496	17	in	in	RP
37060	9496	18	the	the	DT
37060	9496	19	towel	towel	NN
37060	9496	20	.	.	.
37060	9496	21	"	"	''
37060	9497	1	Then	then	RB
37060	9497	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9497	3	cried	cry	VBD
37060	9497	4	about	about	IN
37060	9497	5	not	not	RB
37060	9497	6	being	be	VBG
37060	9497	7	able	able	JJ
37060	9497	8	to	to	TO
37060	9497	9	get	get	VB
37060	9497	10	up	up	RP
37060	9497	11	from	from	IN
37060	9497	12	the	the	DT
37060	9497	13	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	9497	14	because	because	IN
37060	9497	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9497	16	scared	scare	VBD
37060	9497	17	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9497	18	so	so	RB
37060	9497	19	!	!	.
37060	9498	1	May	May	NNP
37060	9498	2	19	19	CD
37060	9498	3	,	,	,
37060	9498	4	1986	1986	CD
37060	9498	5	...	...	:
37060	9498	6	Last	last	JJ
37060	9498	7	night	night	NN
37060	9498	8	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9498	9	and	and	CC
37060	9498	10	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9498	11	brought	bring	VBD
37060	9498	12	pizza	pizza	NN
37060	9498	13	upstairs	upstairs	RB
37060	9498	14	.	.	.
37060	9499	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9499	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9499	3	nice	nice	JJ
37060	9499	4	.	.	.
37060	9500	1	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	9500	2	came	come	VBD
37060	9500	3	for	for	IN
37060	9500	4	a	a	DT
37060	9500	5	Saturday	Saturday	NNP
37060	9500	6	bus	bus	NN
37060	9500	7	excursion	excursion	NN
37060	9500	8	to	to	IN
37060	9500	9	a	a	DT
37060	9500	10	shopping	shopping	NN
37060	9500	11	area	area	NN
37060	9500	12	near	near	IN
37060	9500	13	Chicago	Chicago	NNP
37060	9500	14	.	.	.
37060	9501	1	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9501	2	,	,	,
37060	9501	3	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	9501	4	and	and	CC
37060	9501	5	Rosalind	Rosalind	NNP
37060	9501	6	all	all	DT
37060	9501	7	went	go	VBD
37060	9501	8	.	.	.
37060	9502	1	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9502	2	brought	bring	VBD
37060	9502	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9502	4	a	a	DT
37060	9502	5	towel	towel	NN
37060	9502	6	for	for	IN
37060	9502	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9502	8	wash	wash	NN
37060	9502	9	stand	stand	NN
37060	9502	10	and	and	CC
37060	9502	11	a	a	DT
37060	9502	12	nifty	nifty	JJ
37060	9502	13	wall	wall	NN
37060	9502	14	basket	basket	NN
37060	9502	15	with	with	IN
37060	9502	16	a	a	DT
37060	9502	17	lid	lid	NN
37060	9502	18	.	.	.
37060	9503	1	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	9503	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9503	3	going	go	VBG
37060	9503	4	to	to	TO
37060	9503	5	be	be	VB
37060	9503	6	coming	come	VBG
37060	9503	7	more	more	RBR
37060	9503	8	often	often	RB
37060	9503	9	;	;	:
37060	9503	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9503	11	'm	be	VBP
37060	9503	12	glad	glad	JJ
37060	9503	13	.	.	.
37060	9504	1	In	in	IN
37060	9504	2	some	some	DT
37060	9504	3	respects	respect	NNS
37060	9504	4	,	,	,
37060	9504	5	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9504	6	's	be	VBZ
37060	9504	7	like	like	UH
37060	9504	8	a	a	DT
37060	9504	9	second	second	JJ
37060	9504	10	mother	mother	NN
37060	9504	11	,	,	,
37060	9504	12	yet	yet	CC
37060	9504	13	different	different	JJ
37060	9504	14	too	too	RB
37060	9504	15	.	.	.
37060	9505	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9505	2	share	share	VBP
37060	9505	3	ideas	idea	NNS
37060	9505	4	and	and	CC
37060	9505	5	interests	interest	NNS
37060	9505	6	and	and	CC
37060	9505	7	can	can	MD
37060	9505	8	talk	talk	VB
37060	9505	9	well	well	RB
37060	9505	10	.	.	.
37060	9506	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9506	2	've	have	VB
37060	9506	3	been	be	VBN
37060	9506	4	awfully	awfully	RB
37060	9506	5	fatigued	fatigue	VBN
37060	9506	6	lately	lately	RB
37060	9506	7	.	.	.
37060	9507	1	All	all	DT
37060	9507	2	day	day	NN
37060	9507	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9507	4	can	can	MD
37060	9507	5	barely	barely	RB
37060	9507	6	keep	keep	VB
37060	9507	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9507	8	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	9507	9	open	open	JJ
37060	9507	10	,	,	,
37060	9507	11	and	and	CC
37060	9507	12	writing	writing	NN
37060	9507	13	is	be	VBZ
37060	9507	14	an	an	DT
37060	9507	15	incredible	incredible	JJ
37060	9507	16	chore	chore	NN
37060	9507	17	.	.	.
37060	9508	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9508	2	find	find	VBP
37060	9508	3	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9508	4	nodding	nodding	NN
37060	9508	5	in	in	IN
37060	9508	6	the	the	DT
37060	9508	7	middle	middle	NN
37060	9508	8	of	of	IN
37060	9508	9	thoughts	thought	NNS
37060	9508	10	;	;	:
37060	9508	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9508	12	's	be	VBZ
37060	9508	13	very	very	RB
37060	9508	14	distressing	distressing	JJ
37060	9508	15	when	when	WRB
37060	9508	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9508	17	consider	consider	VBP
37060	9508	18	the	the	DT
37060	9508	19	time	time	NN
37060	9508	20	limit	limit	NN
37060	9508	21	imposed	impose	VBN
37060	9508	22	on	on	IN
37060	9508	23	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9508	24	effort	effort	NN
37060	9508	25	drawing	draw	VBG
37060	9508	26	closer	close	RBR
37060	9508	27	as	as	IN
37060	9508	28	the	the	DT
37060	9508	29	days	day	NNS
37060	9508	30	fold	fold	VBP
37060	9508	31	away	away	RB
37060	9508	32	...	...	NFP
37060	9508	33	naturally	naturally	RB
37060	9508	34	,	,	,
37060	9508	35	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9508	36	life	life	NN
37060	9508	37	has	have	VBZ
37060	9508	38	a	a	DT
37060	9508	39	hesitant	hesitant	JJ
37060	9508	40	grasp	grasp	NN
37060	9508	41	on	on	IN
37060	9508	42	time	time	NN
37060	9508	43	;	;	:
37060	9508	44	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9508	45	do	do	VBP
37060	9508	46	wish	wish	VB
37060	9508	47	to	to	TO
37060	9508	48	finish	finish	VB
37060	9508	49	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9508	50	literary	literary	JJ
37060	9508	51	endeavor	endeavor	NN
37060	9508	52	.	.	.
37060	9509	1	Sleep	sleep	VB
37060	9509	2	at	at	IN
37060	9509	3	night	night	NN
37060	9509	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	9509	5	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	9509	6	,	,	,
37060	9509	7	which	which	WDT
37060	9509	8	does	do	VBZ
37060	9509	9	not	not	RB
37060	9509	10	sound	sound	VB
37060	9509	11	logical	logical	JJ
37060	9509	12	after	after	IN
37060	9509	13	the	the	DT
37060	9509	14	fact	fact	NN
37060	9509	15	that	that	WDT
37060	9509	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9509	17	fight	fight	VBP
37060	9509	18	to	to	TO
37060	9509	19	stay	stay	VB
37060	9509	20	awake	awake	JJ
37060	9509	21	during	during	IN
37060	9509	22	the	the	DT
37060	9509	23	day	day	NN
37060	9509	24	,	,	,
37060	9509	25	but	but	CC
37060	9509	26	so	so	RB
37060	9509	27	be	be	VB
37060	9509	28	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9509	29	.	.	.
37060	9510	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9510	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9510	3	not	not	RB
37060	9510	4	mine	mine	JJ
37060	9510	5	to	to	TO
37060	9510	6	ask	ask	VB
37060	9510	7	"	"	``
37060	9510	8	why	why	WRB
37060	9510	9	.	.	.
37060	9510	10	"	"	''
37060	9510	11	...	...	.
37060	9511	1	June	June	NNP
37060	9511	2	24	24	CD
37060	9511	3	,	,	,
37060	9511	4	1986	1986	CD
37060	9511	5	...	...	.
37060	9512	1	Such	such	JJ
37060	9512	2	indignities	indignity	NNS
37060	9512	3	.	.	.
37060	9513	1	Dependency	dependency	NN
37060	9513	2	should	should	MD
37060	9513	3	n't	not	RB
37060	9513	4	have	have	VB
37060	9513	5	to	to	TO
37060	9513	6	be	be	VB
37060	9513	7	one	one	CD
37060	9513	8	,	,	,
37060	9513	9	yet	yet	CC
37060	9513	10	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9513	11	is	be	VBZ
37060	9513	12	.	.	.
37060	9514	1	And	and	CC
37060	9514	2	the	the	DT
37060	9514	3	strange	strange	JJ
37060	9514	4	thing	thing	NN
37060	9514	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	9514	6	that	that	IN
37060	9514	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9514	8	feel	feel	VBP
37060	9514	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9514	10	am	be	VBP
37060	9514	11	losing	lose	VBG
37060	9514	12	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9514	13	...	...	.
37060	9514	14	slowly	slowly	RB
37060	9514	15	...	...	:
37060	9514	16	as	as	IN
37060	9514	17	life	life	NN
37060	9514	18	trickles	trickle	NNS
37060	9514	19	from	from	IN
37060	9514	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9514	21	body	body	NN
37060	9514	22	,	,	,
37060	9514	23	but	but	CC
37060	9514	24	still	still	RB
37060	9514	25	,	,	,
37060	9514	26	with	with	IN
37060	9514	27	all	all	DT
37060	9514	28	that	that	WDT
37060	9514	29	has	have	VBZ
37060	9514	30	been	be	VBN
37060	9514	31	and	and	CC
37060	9514	32	will	will	MD
37060	9514	33	be	be	VB
37060	9514	34	lost	lose	VBN
37060	9514	35	,	,	,
37060	9514	36	every	every	DT
37060	9514	37	so	so	RB
37060	9514	38	often	often	RB
37060	9514	39	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9514	40	catch	catch	VBP
37060	9514	41	a	a	DT
37060	9514	42	glimmer	glimmer	NN
37060	9514	43	of	of	IN
37060	9514	44	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9514	45	...	...	:
37060	9514	46	in	in	IN
37060	9514	47	a	a	DT
37060	9514	48	gesture	gesture	NN
37060	9514	49	,	,	,
37060	9514	50	a	a	DT
37060	9514	51	smile	smile	NN
37060	9514	52	,	,	,
37060	9514	53	and	and	CC
37060	9514	54	realize	realize	VBP
37060	9514	55	that	that	IN
37060	9514	56	the	the	DT
37060	9514	57	core	core	NN
37060	9514	58	is	be	VBZ
37060	9514	59	intact	intact	JJ
37060	9514	60	despite	despite	IN
37060	9514	61	the	the	DT
37060	9514	62	withering	wither	VBG
37060	9514	63	exterior	exterior	NN
37060	9514	64	.	.	.
37060	9515	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	9515	2	the	the	DT
37060	9515	3	core	core	NN
37060	9515	4	is	be	VBZ
37060	9515	5	that	that	DT
37060	9515	6	undefinable	undefinable	JJ
37060	9515	7	part	part	NN
37060	9515	8	of	of	IN
37060	9515	9	oneself	oneself	PRP
37060	9515	10	that	that	WDT
37060	9515	11	lives	live	VBZ
37060	9515	12	beyond	beyond	IN
37060	9515	13	earthly	earthly	JJ
37060	9515	14	existence	existence	NN
37060	9515	15	.	.	.
37060	9516	1	June	June	NNP
37060	9516	2	27	27	CD
37060	9516	3	,	,	,
37060	9516	4	1986	1986	CD
37060	9516	5	...	...	.
37060	9517	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9517	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	9517	3	beginning	begin	VBG
37060	9517	4	to	to	TO
37060	9517	5	understand	understand	VB
37060	9517	6	the	the	DT
37060	9517	7	meaning	meaning	NN
37060	9517	8	of	of	IN
37060	9517	9	intolerable	intolerable	JJ
37060	9517	10	.	.	.
37060	9518	1	Sometimes	sometimes	RB
37060	9518	2	,	,	,
37060	9518	3	any	any	DT
37060	9518	4	more	more	RBR
37060	9518	5	,	,	,
37060	9518	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9518	7	feel	feel	VBP
37060	9518	8	like	like	IN
37060	9518	9	a	a	DT
37060	9518	10	person	person	NN
37060	9518	11	tottering	totter	VBG
37060	9518	12	on	on	IN
37060	9518	13	sanity	sanity	NN
37060	9518	14	's	's	POS
37060	9518	15	limits	limit	NNS
37060	9518	16	.	.	.
37060	9519	1	As	as	IN
37060	9519	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9519	3	weakness	weakness	NN
37060	9519	4	increases	increase	VBZ
37060	9519	5	,	,	,
37060	9519	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9519	7	capabilities	capability	NNS
37060	9519	8	decrease	decrease	VBP
37060	9519	9	;	;	:
37060	9519	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9519	11	now	now	RB
37060	9519	12	not	not	RB
37060	9519	13	only	only	RB
37060	9519	14	have	have	VBP
37060	9519	15	confined	confine	VBN
37060	9519	16	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9519	17	to	to	IN
37060	9519	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9519	19	room	room	NN
37060	9519	20	,	,	,
37060	9519	21	but	but	CC
37060	9519	22	to	to	IN
37060	9519	23	one	one	CD
37060	9519	24	small	small	JJ
37060	9519	25	quadrant	quadrant	NN
37060	9519	26	thereof	thereof	RB
37060	9519	27	,	,	,
37060	9519	28	in	in	IN
37060	9519	29	which	which	WDT
37060	9519	30	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9519	31	am	be	VBP
37060	9519	32	surrounded	surround	VBN
37060	9519	33	by	by	IN
37060	9519	34	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9519	35	bed	bed	NN
37060	9519	36	,	,	,
37060	9519	37	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9519	38	chair	chair	NN
37060	9519	39	,	,	,
37060	9519	40	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9519	41	T.V.	T.V.	NNP
37060	9520	1	and	and	CC
37060	9520	2	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9520	3	of	of	IN
37060	9520	4	course	course	NN
37060	9520	5	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9520	6	,	,	,
37060	9520	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9520	8	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	9520	9	.	.	.
37060	9521	1	At	at	RB
37060	9521	2	least	least	JJS
37060	9521	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9521	4	mind	mind	NN
37060	9521	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	9521	6	still	still	RB
37060	9521	7	free	free	JJ
37060	9521	8	.	.	.
37060	9522	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
37060	9522	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9522	3	will	will	MD
37060	9522	4	remain	remain	VB
37060	9522	5	so	so	RB
37060	9522	6	as	as	RB
37060	9522	7	long	long	RB
37060	9522	8	as	as	IN
37060	9522	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9522	10	allow	allow	VBP
37060	9522	11	myself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9522	12	to	to	TO
37060	9522	13	cry	cry	VB
37060	9522	14	and	and	CC
37060	9522	15	feel	feel	VB
37060	9522	16	.	.	.
37060	9523	1	Last	last	JJ
37060	9523	2	night	night	NN
37060	9523	3	was	be	VBD
37060	9523	4	the	the	DT
37060	9523	5	first	first	JJ
37060	9523	6	time	time	NN
37060	9523	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9523	8	ever	ever	RB
37060	9523	9	felt	feel	VBD
37060	9523	10	scared	scared	JJ
37060	9523	11	of	of	IN
37060	9523	12	life	life	NN
37060	9523	13	.	.	.
37060	9524	1	June	June	NNP
37060	9524	2	29	29	CD
37060	9524	3	,	,	,
37060	9524	4	1986	1986	CD
37060	9524	5	...	...	:
37060	9524	6	Tonight	tonight	NN
37060	9524	7	is	be	VBZ
37060	9524	8	loud	loud	JJ
37060	9524	9	with	with	IN
37060	9524	10	thunder	thunder	NN
37060	9524	11	...	...	:
37060	9524	12	the	the	DT
37060	9524	13	deep	deep	JJ
37060	9524	14	,	,	,
37060	9524	15	sharp	sharp	JJ
37060	9524	16	rumbling	rumbling	NN
37060	9524	17	that	that	WDT
37060	9524	18	shakes	shake	VBZ
37060	9524	19	the	the	DT
37060	9524	20	house	house	NN
37060	9524	21	as	as	IN
37060	9524	22	if	if	IN
37060	9524	23	to	to	TO
37060	9524	24	remind	remind	VB
37060	9524	25	the	the	DT
37060	9524	26	world	world	NN
37060	9524	27	that	that	IN
37060	9524	28	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9524	29	is	be	VBZ
37060	9524	30	alive	alive	JJ
37060	9524	31	.	.	.
37060	9525	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9525	2	is	be	VBZ
37060	9525	3	not	not	RB
37060	9525	4	subtle	subtle	JJ
37060	9525	5	,	,	,
37060	9525	6	but	but	CC
37060	9525	7	in	in	IN
37060	9525	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9525	9	's	be	VBZ
37060	9525	10	brazen	brazen	NN
37060	9525	11	clap	clap	NN
37060	9525	12	,	,	,
37060	9525	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9525	14	can	can	MD
37060	9525	15	find	find	VB
37060	9525	16	a	a	DT
37060	9525	17	reason	reason	NN
37060	9525	18	to	to	TO
37060	9525	19	rejoice	rejoice	VB
37060	9525	20	;	;	:
37060	9525	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9525	22	live	live	VBP
37060	9525	23	in	in	IN
37060	9525	24	the	the	DT
37060	9525	25	shadows	shadow	NNS
37060	9525	26	of	of	IN
37060	9525	27	a	a	DT
37060	9525	28	wondrous	wondrous	JJ
37060	9525	29	and	and	CC
37060	9525	30	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	9525	31	world	world	NN
37060	9525	32	,	,	,
37060	9525	33	yet	yet	CC
37060	9525	34	thunder	thunder	NN
37060	9525	35	is	be	VBZ
37060	9525	36	one	one	CD
37060	9525	37	element	element	NN
37060	9525	38	of	of	IN
37060	9525	39	nature	nature	NN
37060	9525	40	from	from	IN
37060	9525	41	which	which	WDT
37060	9525	42	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9525	43	have	have	VBP
37060	9525	44	not	not	RB
37060	9525	45	been	be	VBN
37060	9525	46	excluded	exclude	VBN
37060	9525	47	,	,	,
37060	9525	48	for	for	IN
37060	9525	49	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9525	50	penetrates	penetrate	VBZ
37060	9525	51	walls	wall	NNS
37060	9525	52	.	.	.
37060	9526	1	July	July	NNP
37060	9526	2	9	9	CD
37060	9526	3	,	,	,
37060	9526	4	1986	1986	CD
37060	9526	5	...	...	.
37060	9527	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9527	2	seems	seem	VBZ
37060	9527	3	that	that	IN
37060	9527	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9527	5	cry	cry	VBP
37060	9527	6	every	every	DT
37060	9527	7	day	day	NN
37060	9527	8	now	now	RB
37060	9527	9	.	.	.
37060	9528	1	Overall	overall	RB
37060	9528	2	,	,	,
37060	9528	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9528	4	life	life	NN
37060	9528	5	is	be	VBZ
37060	9528	6	a	a	DT
37060	9528	7	discouraging	discouraging	JJ
37060	9528	8	mess	mess	NN
37060	9528	9	.	.	.
37060	9529	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9529	2	'm	be	VBP
37060	9529	3	just	just	RB
37060	9529	4	too	too	RB
37060	9529	5	tired	tired	JJ
37060	9529	6	to	to	TO
37060	9529	7	write	write	VB
37060	9529	8	.	.	.
37060	9530	1	.	.	.
37060	9531	1	.	.	.
37060	9532	1	and	and	CC
37060	9532	2	scared	scare	VBD
37060	9532	3	to	to	TO
37060	9532	4	try	try	VB
37060	9532	5	to	to	TO
37060	9532	6	sleep	sleep	VB
37060	9532	7	.	.	.
37060	9533	1	Blast	blast	NN
37060	9533	2	.	.	.
37060	9534	1	July	July	NNP
37060	9534	2	11	11	CD
37060	9534	3	,	,	,
37060	9534	4	1986	1986	CD
37060	9534	5	...	...	NFP
37060	9534	6	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9534	7	Fri	fri	NN
37060	9534	8	.	.	.
37060	9534	9	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9534	10	Yesterday	yesterday	NN
37060	9534	11	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	9534	12	sent	send	VBD
37060	9534	13	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9534	14	a	a	DT
37060	9534	15	carnation	carnation	NN
37060	9534	16	flower	flower	NN
37060	9534	17	arrangement	arrangement	NN
37060	9534	18	.	.	.
37060	9535	1	.	.	.
37060	9536	1	.	.	.
37060	9537	1	2	2	CD
37060	9537	2	pink	pink	JJ
37060	9537	3	carnations	carnation	NNS
37060	9537	4	,	,	,
37060	9537	5	greens	green	NNS
37060	9537	6	and	and	CC
37060	9537	7	baby	baby	NN
37060	9537	8	's	's	POS
37060	9537	9	breath	breath	NN
37060	9537	10	.	.	.
37060	9538	1	Real	real	JJ
37060	9538	2	pretty	pretty	RB
37060	9538	3	.	.	.
37060	9539	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9539	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9539	3	been	be	VBN
37060	9539	4	getting	get	VBG
37060	9539	5	more	more	JJR
37060	9539	6	and	and	CC
37060	9539	7	more	more	RBR
37060	9539	8	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	9539	9	at	at	IN
37060	9539	10	home	home	NN
37060	9539	11	.	.	.
37060	9540	1	Last	last	JJ
37060	9540	2	night	night	NN
37060	9540	3	Mom	Mom	NNP
37060	9540	4	and	and	CC
37060	9540	5	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9540	6	had	have	VBD
37060	9540	7	to	to	TO
37060	9540	8	lift	lift	VB
37060	9540	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9540	10	legs	leg	NNS
37060	9540	11	into	into	IN
37060	9540	12	bed	bed	NN
37060	9540	13	;	;	:
37060	9540	14	Mom	mom	NN
37060	9540	15	is	be	VBZ
37060	9540	16	sleeping	sleep	VBG
37060	9540	17	in	in	IN
37060	9540	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9540	19	queen	queen	NN
37060	9540	20	-	-	HYPH
37060	9540	21	size	size	NN
37060	9540	22	bed	bed	NN
37060	9540	23	right	right	JJ
37060	9540	24	with	with	IN
37060	9540	25	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9540	26	so	so	IN
37060	9540	27	that	that	IN
37060	9540	28	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9540	29	can	can	MD
37060	9540	30	help	help	VB
37060	9540	31	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9540	32	get	get	VB
37060	9540	33	back	back	RB
37060	9540	34	in	in	RB
37060	9540	35	after	after	IN
37060	9540	36	using	use	VBG
37060	9540	37	the	the	DT
37060	9540	38	toilet	toilet	NN
37060	9540	39	.	.	.
37060	9541	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9541	2	's	be	VBZ
37060	9541	3	tough	tough	JJ
37060	9541	4	to	to	TO
37060	9541	5	sleep	sleep	VB
37060	9541	6	,	,	,
37060	9541	7	and	and	CC
37060	9541	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9541	9	'm	be	VBP
37060	9541	10	afraid	afraid	JJ
37060	9541	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9541	12	wo	will	MD
37060	9541	13	n't	not	RB
37060	9541	14	be	be	VB
37060	9541	15	able	able	JJ
37060	9541	16	to	to	TO
37060	9541	17	get	get	VB
37060	9541	18	out	out	IN
37060	9541	19	of	of	IN
37060	9541	20	bed	bed	NN
37060	9541	21	...	...	NFP
37060	9541	22	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9541	23	arms	arm	NNS
37060	9541	24	and	and	CC
37060	9541	25	legs	leg	NNS
37060	9541	26	are	be	VBP
37060	9541	27	virtually	virtually	RB
37060	9541	28	useless	useless	JJ
37060	9541	29	.	.	.
37060	9542	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9542	2	're	be	VBP
37060	9542	3	like	like	IN
37060	9542	4	sticks	stick	NNS
37060	9542	5	.	.	.
37060	9543	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9543	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9543	3	some	some	DT
37060	9543	4	tough	tough	JJ
37060	9543	5	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	9543	6	.	.	.
37060	9544	1	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9544	2	Mother	Mother	NNP
37060	9544	3	's	's	POS
37060	9544	4	note	note	NN
37060	9544	5	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9544	6	.	.	.
37060	9545	1	.	.	.
37060	9546	1	.	.	.
37060	9547	1	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9547	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	9547	3	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9547	4	to	to	TO
37060	9547	5	call	call	VB
37060	9547	6	Hospice	Hospice	NNP
37060	9547	7	and	and	CC
37060	9547	8	arrange	arrange	VB
37060	9547	9	for	for	IN
37060	9547	10	someone	someone	NN
37060	9547	11	to	to	TO
37060	9547	12	come	come	VB
37060	9547	13	to	to	IN
37060	9547	14	the	the	DT
37060	9547	15	home	home	NN
37060	9547	16	and	and	CC
37060	9547	17	explain	explain	VB
37060	9547	18	the	the	DT
37060	9547	19	various	various	JJ
37060	9547	20	programs	program	NNS
37060	9547	21	available	available	JJ
37060	9547	22	.	.	.
37060	9548	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9548	2	did	do	VBD
37060	9548	3	so	so	RB
37060	9548	4	.	.	.
37060	9549	1	Laurel	Laurel	NNP
37060	9549	2	Anderson	Anderson	NNP
37060	9549	3	was	be	VBD
37060	9549	4	willing	willing	JJ
37060	9549	5	to	to	TO
37060	9549	6	come	come	VB
37060	9549	7	on	on	IN
37060	9549	8	Saturday	Saturday	NNP
37060	9549	9	morning	morning	NN
37060	9549	10	,	,	,
37060	9549	11	but	but	CC
37060	9549	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9549	13	felt	feel	VBD
37060	9549	14	this	this	DT
37060	9549	15	was	be	VBD
37060	9549	16	not	not	RB
37060	9549	17	within	within	IN
37060	9549	18	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9549	19	scheduled	schedule	VBN
37060	9549	20	working	work	VBG
37060	9549	21	hours	hour	NNS
37060	9549	22	and	and	CC
37060	9549	23	deferred	defer	VBD
37060	9549	24	the	the	DT
37060	9549	25	appointment	appointment	NN
37060	9549	26	to	to	IN
37060	9549	27	Monday	Monday	NNP
37060	9549	28	morning	morning	NN
37060	9549	29	at	at	IN
37060	9549	30	11:00	11:00	CD
37060	9549	31	A.M.	A.M.	NNP
37060	9549	32	Laurel	Laurel	NNP
37060	9549	33	Anderson	Anderson	NNP
37060	9549	34	came	come	VBD
37060	9549	35	promptly	promptly	RB
37060	9549	36	on	on	IN
37060	9549	37	July	July	NNP
37060	9549	38	14	14	CD
37060	9549	39	and	and	CC
37060	9549	40	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9549	41	climbed	climb	VBD
37060	9549	42	the	the	DT
37060	9549	43	stairs	stair	NNS
37060	9549	44	to	to	IN
37060	9549	45	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9549	46	's	's	POS
37060	9549	47	hide	hide	VB
37060	9549	48	-	-	HYPH
37060	9549	49	a	a	DT
37060	9549	50	-	-	HYPH
37060	9549	51	way	way	NN
37060	9549	52	.	.	.
37060	9550	1	There	there	EX
37060	9550	2	were	be	VBD
37060	9550	3	many	many	JJ
37060	9550	4	questions	question	NNS
37060	9550	5	;	;	:
37060	9550	6	if	if	IN
37060	9550	7	a	a	DT
37060	9550	8	contract	contract	NN
37060	9550	9	was	be	VBD
37060	9550	10	signed	sign	VBN
37060	9550	11	,	,	,
37060	9550	12	could	could	MD
37060	9550	13	the	the	DT
37060	9550	14	patient	patient	NN
37060	9550	15	refuse	refuse	NN
37060	9550	16	food	food	NN
37060	9550	17	.	.	.
37060	9551	1	.	.	.
37060	9552	1	.	.	.
37060	9553	1	would	would	MD
37060	9553	2	the	the	DT
37060	9553	3	"	"	``
37060	9553	4	Concern	concern	NN
37060	9553	5	for	for	IN
37060	9553	6	the	the	DT
37060	9553	7	Dying	dying	NN
37060	9553	8	"	"	``
37060	9553	9	contract	contract	NN
37060	9553	10	be	be	VB
37060	9553	11	respected	respect	VBN
37060	9553	12	in	in	IN
37060	9553	13	that	that	IN
37060	9553	14	no	no	DT
37060	9553	15	artificial	artificial	JJ
37060	9553	16	means	mean	NNS
37060	9553	17	would	would	MD
37060	9553	18	be	be	VB
37060	9553	19	used	use	VBN
37060	9553	20	to	to	TO
37060	9553	21	keep	keep	VB
37060	9553	22	the	the	DT
37060	9553	23	patient	patient	NN
37060	9553	24	alive	alive	JJ
37060	9553	25	...	...	NFP
37060	9553	26	would	would	MD
37060	9553	27	medication	medication	VB
37060	9553	28	for	for	IN
37060	9553	29	pain	pain	NN
37060	9553	30	be	be	NN
37060	9553	31	of	of	IN
37060	9553	32	the	the	DT
37060	9553	33	type	type	NN
37060	9553	34	that	that	WDT
37060	9553	35	would	would	MD
37060	9553	36	not	not	RB
37060	9553	37	sustain	sustain	VB
37060	9553	38	life	life	NN
37060	9553	39	.	.	.
37060	9554	1	.	.	.
37060	9555	1	.	.	.
37060	9556	1	all	all	DT
37060	9556	2	of	of	IN
37060	9556	3	these	these	DT
37060	9556	4	must	must	MD
37060	9556	5	be	be	VB
37060	9556	6	answered	answer	VBN
37060	9556	7	before	before	IN
37060	9556	8	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9556	9	would	would	MD
37060	9556	10	want	want	VB
37060	9556	11	to	to	TO
37060	9556	12	consider	consider	VB
37060	9556	13	signing	sign	VBG
37060	9556	14	a	a	DT
37060	9556	15	contract	contract	NN
37060	9556	16	with	with	IN
37060	9556	17	Hospice	Hospice	NNP
37060	9556	18	.	.	.
37060	9557	1	In	in	IN
37060	9557	2	the	the	DT
37060	9557	3	conversation	conversation	NN
37060	9557	4	,	,	,
37060	9557	5	answers	answer	NNS
37060	9557	6	were	be	VBD
37060	9557	7	given	give	VBN
37060	9557	8	,	,	,
37060	9557	9	but	but	CC
37060	9557	10	always	always	RB
37060	9557	11	with	with	IN
37060	9557	12	one	one	CD
37060	9557	13	addition	addition	NN
37060	9557	14	;	;	:
37060	9557	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9557	16	would	would	MD
37060	9557	17	be	be	VB
37060	9557	18	hoped	hope	VBN
37060	9557	19	that	that	IN
37060	9557	20	the	the	DT
37060	9557	21	patient	patient	NN
37060	9557	22	could	could	MD
37060	9557	23	return	return	VB
37060	9557	24	to	to	IN
37060	9557	25	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9557	26	home	home	NN
37060	9557	27	.	.	.
37060	9558	1	HOPE	hope	NN
37060	9558	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9558	3	no	no	RB
37060	9558	4	longer	long	RBR
37060	9558	5	a	a	DT
37060	9558	6	part	part	NN
37060	9558	7	of	of	IN
37060	9558	8	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9558	9	's	's	POS
37060	9558	10	vocabulary	vocabulary	NN
37060	9558	11	.	.	.
37060	9559	1	Just	just	RB
37060	9559	2	a	a	DT
37060	9559	3	few	few	JJ
37060	9559	4	short	short	JJ
37060	9559	5	weeks	week	NNS
37060	9559	6	ago	ago	RB
37060	9559	7	,	,	,
37060	9559	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9559	9	had	have	VBD
37060	9559	10	been	be	VBN
37060	9559	11	there	there	RB
37060	9559	12	.	.	.
37060	9560	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9560	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9560	3	not	not	RB
37060	9560	4	been	be	VBN
37060	9560	5	wearing	wear	VBG
37060	9560	6	earrings	earring	NNS
37060	9560	7	for	for	IN
37060	9560	8	some	some	DT
37060	9560	9	time	time	NN
37060	9560	10	,	,	,
37060	9560	11	and	and	CC
37060	9560	12	noticed	notice	VBD
37060	9560	13	that	that	IN
37060	9560	14	one	one	CD
37060	9560	15	of	of	IN
37060	9560	16	the	the	DT
37060	9560	17	openings	opening	NNS
37060	9560	18	had	have	VBD
37060	9560	19	begun	begin	VBN
37060	9560	20	to	to	TO
37060	9560	21	close	close	VB
37060	9560	22	.	.	.
37060	9561	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9561	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9561	3	asked	ask	VBN
37060	9561	4	for	for	IN
37060	9561	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9561	6	assistance	assistance	NN
37060	9561	7	in	in	IN
37060	9561	8	piercing	pierce	VBG
37060	9561	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9561	10	again	again	RB
37060	9561	11	.	.	.
37060	9562	1	Now	now	RB
37060	9562	2	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9562	3	wanted	want	VBD
37060	9562	4	an	an	DT
37060	9562	5	end	end	NN
37060	9562	6	to	to	IN
37060	9562	7	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9562	8	existence	existence	NN
37060	9562	9	.	.	.
37060	9563	1	There	there	EX
37060	9563	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9563	3	not	not	RB
37060	9563	4	one	one	CD
37060	9563	5	position	position	NN
37060	9563	6	in	in	IN
37060	9563	7	which	which	WDT
37060	9563	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9563	9	could	could	MD
37060	9563	10	be	be	VB
37060	9563	11	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
37060	9563	12	;	;	:
37060	9563	13	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9563	14	desire	desire	NN
37060	9563	15	was	be	VBD
37060	9563	16	to	to	TO
37060	9563	17	find	find	VB
37060	9563	18	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	9563	19	in	in	IN
37060	9563	20	the	the	DT
37060	9563	21	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	9563	22	bed	bed	NN
37060	9563	23	's	's	POS
37060	9563	24	maneuverability	maneuverability	NN
37060	9563	25	.	.	.
37060	9564	1	Satisfied	satisfy	VBN
37060	9564	2	that	that	IN
37060	9564	3	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9564	4	wishes	wish	NNS
37060	9564	5	could	could	MD
37060	9564	6	be	be	VB
37060	9564	7	fulfilled	fulfil	VBN
37060	9564	8	,	,	,
37060	9564	9	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9564	10	signed	sign	VBD
37060	9564	11	the	the	DT
37060	9564	12	contract	contract	NN
37060	9564	13	.	.	.
37060	9565	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9565	2	remaining	remain	VBG
37060	9565	3	fear	fear	NN
37060	9565	4	was	be	VBD
37060	9565	5	that	that	IN
37060	9565	6	Laurel	Laurel	NNP
37060	9565	7	Anderson	Anderson	NNP
37060	9565	8	and	and	CC
37060	9565	9	the	the	DT
37060	9565	10	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	9565	11	staff	staff	NN
37060	9565	12	would	would	MD
37060	9565	13	think	think	VB
37060	9565	14	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9565	15	a	a	DT
37060	9565	16	wimp	wimp	NN
37060	9565	17	!	!	.
37060	9566	1	July	July	NNP
37060	9566	2	14	14	CD
37060	9566	3	,	,	,
37060	9566	4	1986	1986	CD
37060	9566	5	...	...	NFP
37060	9566	6	(	(	-LRB-
37060	9566	7	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9566	8	last	last	JJ
37060	9566	9	entry	entry	NN
37060	9566	10	)	)	-RRB-
37060	9566	11	...	...	.
37060	9567	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9567	2	made	make	VBD
37060	9567	3	the	the	DT
37060	9567	4	decision	decision	NN
37060	9567	5	today	today	NN
37060	9567	6	...	...	.
37060	9568	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9568	2	am	be	VBP
37060	9568	3	going	go	VBG
37060	9568	4	into	into	IN
37060	9568	5	Hospice	Hospice	NNP
37060	9568	6	.	.	.
37060	9569	1	No	no	DT
37060	9569	2	more	more	JJR
37060	9569	3	fun	fun	NN
37060	9569	4	...	...	:
37060	9569	5	no	no	DT
37060	9569	6	more	more	JJR
37060	9569	7	nuthin'	nothing	NN
37060	9569	8	The	the	DT
37060	9569	9	ambulance	ambulance	NN
37060	9569	10	service	service	NN
37060	9569	11	came	come	VBD
37060	9569	12	at	at	IN
37060	9569	13	two	two	CD
37060	9569	14	o'clock	o'clock	NN
37060	9569	15	.	.	.
37060	9570	1	Through	through	IN
37060	9570	2	all	all	DT
37060	9570	3	of	of	IN
37060	9570	4	this	this	DT
37060	9570	5	ordeal	ordeal	NN
37060	9570	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9570	7	was	be	VBD
37060	9570	8	a	a	DT
37060	9570	9	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	9570	10	to	to	TO
37060	9570	11	have	have	VB
37060	9570	12	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	9570	13	,	,	,
37060	9570	14	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9570	15	's	's	POS
37060	9570	16	older	old	JJR
37060	9570	17	sister	sister	NN
37060	9570	18	,	,	,
37060	9570	19	with	with	IN
37060	9570	20	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9570	21	.	.	.
37060	9571	1	The	the	DT
37060	9571	2	two	two	CD
37060	9571	3	young	young	JJ
37060	9571	4	men	man	NNS
37060	9571	5	who	who	WP
37060	9571	6	brought	bring	VBD
37060	9571	7	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9571	8	downstairs	downstairs	RB
37060	9571	9	were	be	VBD
37060	9571	10	cheerful	cheerful	JJ
37060	9571	11	and	and	CC
37060	9571	12	so	so	RB
37060	9571	13	very	very	RB
37060	9571	14	careful	careful	JJ
37060	9571	15	.	.	.
37060	9572	1	The	the	DT
37060	9572	2	stretcher	stretcher	NN
37060	9572	3	had	have	VBD
37060	9572	4	been	be	VBN
37060	9572	5	fashioned	fashion	VBN
37060	9572	6	into	into	IN
37060	9572	7	a	a	DT
37060	9572	8	chair	chair	NN
37060	9572	9	position	position	NN
37060	9572	10	because	because	IN
37060	9572	11	of	of	IN
37060	9572	12	the	the	DT
37060	9572	13	limited	limited	JJ
37060	9572	14	space	space	NN
37060	9572	15	going	go	VBG
37060	9572	16	down	down	IN
37060	9572	17	the	the	DT
37060	9572	18	steps	step	NNS
37060	9572	19	.	.	.
37060	9573	1	Upon	upon	IN
37060	9573	2	arriving	arrive	VBG
37060	9573	3	outside	outside	RB
37060	9573	4	,	,	,
37060	9573	5	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9573	6	positioned	position	VBD
37060	9573	7	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9573	8	so	so	IN
37060	9573	9	that	that	IN
37060	9573	10	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9573	11	could	could	MD
37060	9573	12	remain	remain	VB
37060	9573	13	seated	seated	JJ
37060	9573	14	,	,	,
37060	9573	15	but	but	CC
37060	9573	16	with	with	IN
37060	9573	17	legs	leg	NNS
37060	9573	18	extended	extend	VBN
37060	9573	19	.	.	.
37060	9574	1	Not	not	RB
37060	9574	2	having	have	VBG
37060	9574	3	been	be	VBN
37060	9574	4	outside	outside	RB
37060	9574	5	since	since	IN
37060	9574	6	December	December	NNP
37060	9574	7	,	,	,
37060	9574	8	and	and	CC
37060	9574	9	not	not	RB
37060	9574	10	being	be	VBG
37060	9574	11	able	able	JJ
37060	9574	12	to	to	TO
37060	9574	13	walk	walk	VB
37060	9574	14	the	the	DT
37060	9574	15	distance	distance	NN
37060	9574	16	to	to	IN
37060	9574	17	a	a	DT
37060	9574	18	window	window	NN
37060	9574	19	for	for	IN
37060	9574	20	many	many	JJ
37060	9574	21	weeks	week	NNS
37060	9574	22	,	,	,
37060	9574	23	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9574	24	was	be	VBD
37060	9574	25	fascinated	fascinate	VBN
37060	9574	26	by	by	IN
37060	9574	27	the	the	DT
37060	9574	28	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	9574	29	of	of	IN
37060	9574	30	the	the	DT
37060	9574	31	warm	warm	JJ
37060	9574	32	summer	summer	NN
37060	9574	33	day	day	NN
37060	9574	34	.	.	.
37060	9575	1	As	as	IN
37060	9575	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9575	3	rode	ride	VBD
37060	9575	4	in	in	IN
37060	9575	5	the	the	DT
37060	9575	6	front	front	NN
37060	9575	7	with	with	IN
37060	9575	8	the	the	DT
37060	9575	9	driver	driver	NN
37060	9575	10	he	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9575	11	noted	note	VBD
37060	9575	12	an	an	DT
37060	9575	13	unusual	unusual	JJ
37060	9575	14	odor	odor	NN
37060	9575	15	and	and	CC
37060	9575	16	both	both	DT
37060	9575	17	men	man	NNS
37060	9575	18	were	be	VBD
37060	9575	19	quite	quite	RB
37060	9575	20	concerned	concerned	JJ
37060	9575	21	.	.	.
37060	9576	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9576	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9576	3	decided	decide	VBN
37060	9576	4	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9576	5	not	not	RB
37060	9576	6	turn	turn	VB
37060	9576	7	on	on	RP
37060	9576	8	the	the	DT
37060	9576	9	siren	siren	NN
37060	9576	10	and	and	CC
37060	9576	11	proceed	proceed	VB
37060	9576	12	at	at	IN
37060	9576	13	a	a	DT
37060	9576	14	faster	fast	JJR
37060	9576	15	pace	pace	NN
37060	9576	16	because	because	IN
37060	9576	17	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	9576	18	and	and	CC
37060	9576	19	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9576	20	were	be	VBD
37060	9576	21	following	follow	VBG
37060	9576	22	in	in	IN
37060	9576	23	the	the	DT
37060	9576	24	family	family	NN
37060	9576	25	car	car	NN
37060	9576	26	;	;	:
37060	9576	27	they	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9576	28	did	do	VBD
37060	9576	29	n't	not	RB
37060	9576	30	want	want	VB
37060	9576	31	to	to	TO
37060	9576	32	cause	cause	VB
37060	9576	33	further	further	JJ
37060	9576	34	trauma	trauma	NN
37060	9576	35	!	!	.
37060	9577	1	The	the	DT
37060	9577	2	ambulance	ambulance	NN
37060	9577	3	made	make	VBD
37060	9577	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9577	5	to	to	IN
37060	9577	6	the	the	DT
37060	9577	7	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	9577	8	;	;	:
37060	9577	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9577	10	was	be	VBD
37060	9577	11	found	find	VBN
37060	9577	12	to	to	TO
37060	9577	13	be	be	VB
37060	9577	14	in	in	IN
37060	9577	15	need	need	NN
37060	9577	16	of	of	IN
37060	9577	17	a	a	DT
37060	9577	18	"	"	``
37060	9577	19	mechanical	mechanical	JJ
37060	9577	20	doctor	doctor	NN
37060	9577	21	,	,	,
37060	9577	22	"	"	''
37060	9577	23	but	but	CC
37060	9577	24	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9577	25	had	have	VBD
37060	9577	26	fulfilled	fulfil	VBN
37060	9577	27	its	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9577	28	mission	mission	NN
37060	9577	29	.	.	.
37060	9578	1	The	the	DT
37060	9578	2	room	room	NN
37060	9578	3	was	be	VBD
37060	9578	4	done	do	VBN
37060	9578	5	in	in	IN
37060	9578	6	vivid	vivid	JJ
37060	9578	7	color	color	NN
37060	9578	8	,	,	,
37060	9578	9	not	not	RB
37060	9578	10	of	of	IN
37060	9578	11	the	the	DT
37060	9578	12	old	old	JJ
37060	9578	13	vintage	vintage	JJ
37060	9578	14	beige	beige	NN
37060	9578	15	.	.	.
37060	9579	1	As	as	IN
37060	9579	2	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9579	3	was	be	VBD
37060	9579	4	helped	help	VBN
37060	9579	5	into	into	IN
37060	9579	6	bed	bed	NN
37060	9579	7	,	,	,
37060	9579	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9579	9	caught	catch	VBD
37060	9579	10	sight	sight	NN
37060	9579	11	of	of	IN
37060	9579	12	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9579	13	reflection	reflection	NN
37060	9579	14	in	in	IN
37060	9579	15	the	the	DT
37060	9579	16	mirror	mirror	NN
37060	9579	17	;	;	:
37060	9579	18	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9579	19	had	have	VBD
37060	9579	20	not	not	RB
37060	9579	21	visibly	visibly	RB
37060	9579	22	known	know	VBN
37060	9579	23	how	how	WRB
37060	9579	24	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9579	25	looked	look	VBD
37060	9579	26	for	for	IN
37060	9579	27	some	some	DT
37060	9579	28	time	time	NN
37060	9579	29	.	.	.
37060	9580	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9580	2	caused	cause	VBD
37060	9580	3	both	both	CC
37060	9580	4	disbelief	disbelief	NN
37060	9580	5	and	and	CC
37060	9580	6	pain	pain	NN
37060	9580	7	.	.	.
37060	9581	1	Now	now	RB
37060	9581	2	came	come	VBD
37060	9581	3	the	the	DT
37060	9581	4	true	true	JJ
37060	9581	5	test	test	NN
37060	9581	6	.	.	.
37060	9582	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9582	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9582	3	manipulated	manipulate	VBN
37060	9582	4	into	into	IN
37060	9582	5	several	several	JJ
37060	9582	6	positions	position	NNS
37060	9582	7	;	;	:
37060	9582	8	none	none	NN
37060	9582	9	seemed	seem	VBD
37060	9582	10	to	to	TO
37060	9582	11	help	help	VB
37060	9582	12	.	.	.
37060	9583	1	As	as	IN
37060	9583	2	the	the	DT
37060	9583	3	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	9583	4	left	leave	VBD
37060	9583	5	the	the	DT
37060	9583	6	room	room	NN
37060	9583	7	,	,	,
37060	9583	8	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9583	9	finally	finally	RB
37060	9583	10	gave	give	VBD
37060	9583	11	vent	vent	NN
37060	9583	12	to	to	IN
37060	9583	13	tears	tear	NNS
37060	9583	14	.	.	.
37060	9584	1	During	during	IN
37060	9584	2	all	all	DT
37060	9584	3	of	of	IN
37060	9584	4	this	this	DT
37060	9584	5	,	,	,
37060	9584	6	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9584	7	had	have	VBD
37060	9584	8	been	be	VBN
37060	9584	9	a	a	DT
37060	9584	10	true	true	JJ
37060	9584	11	soldier	soldier	NN
37060	9584	12	.	.	.
37060	9585	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9585	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9585	3	too	too	RB
37060	9585	4	much	much	JJ
37060	9585	5	!	!	.
37060	9586	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9586	2	now	now	RB
37060	9586	3	felt	feel	VBD
37060	9586	4	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9586	5	had	have	VBD
37060	9586	6	made	make	VBN
37060	9586	7	a	a	DT
37060	9586	8	big	big	JJ
37060	9586	9	mistake	mistake	NN
37060	9586	10	!	!	.
37060	9587	1	Could	Could	MD
37060	9587	2	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9587	3	bring	bring	VB
37060	9587	4	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9587	5	back	back	RB
37060	9587	6	home	home	RB
37060	9587	7	?	?	.
37060	9588	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9588	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9588	3	so	so	RB
37060	9588	4	little	little	JJ
37060	9588	5	to	to	TO
37060	9588	6	ask	ask	VB
37060	9588	7	,	,	,
37060	9588	8	and	and	CC
37060	9588	9	yet	yet	RB
37060	9588	10	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9588	11	knew	know	VBD
37060	9588	12	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9588	13	could	could	MD
37060	9588	14	not	not	RB
37060	9588	15	immediately	immediately	RB
37060	9588	16	ask	ask	VB
37060	9588	17	to	to	TO
37060	9588	18	have	have	VB
37060	9588	19	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9588	20	returned	return	VBN
37060	9588	21	.	.	.
37060	9589	1	The	the	DT
37060	9589	2	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	9589	3	staff	staff	NN
37060	9589	4	was	be	VBD
37060	9589	5	in	in	IN
37060	9589	6	transition	transition	NN
37060	9589	7	;	;	:
37060	9589	8	the	the	DT
37060	9589	9	next	next	JJ
37060	9589	10	shift	shift	NN
37060	9589	11	was	be	VBD
37060	9589	12	coming	come	VBG
37060	9589	13	in	in	RB
37060	9589	14	.	.	.
37060	9590	1	This	this	DT
37060	9590	2	alone	alone	RB
37060	9590	3	added	add	VBD
37060	9590	4	to	to	IN
37060	9590	5	the	the	DT
37060	9590	6	confusion	confusion	NN
37060	9590	7	,	,	,
37060	9590	8	but	but	CC
37060	9590	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9590	10	also	also	RB
37060	9590	11	brought	bring	VBD
37060	9590	12	help	help	NN
37060	9590	13	.	.	.
37060	9591	1	A	a	DT
37060	9591	2	veteran	veteran	NN
37060	9591	3	of	of	IN
37060	9591	4	Hospice	Hospice	NNP
37060	9591	5	entered	enter	VBD
37060	9591	6	;	;	:
37060	9591	7	with	with	IN
37060	9591	8	a	a	DT
37060	9591	9	multitude	multitude	NN
37060	9591	10	of	of	IN
37060	9591	11	pillows	pillow	NNS
37060	9591	12	,	,	,
37060	9591	13	plus	plus	CC
37060	9591	14	more	more	JJR
37060	9591	15	manipulating	manipulating	NN
37060	9591	16	,	,	,
37060	9591	17	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9591	18	was	be	VBD
37060	9591	19	able	able	JJ
37060	9591	20	to	to	TO
37060	9591	21	bring	bring	VB
37060	9591	22	the	the	DT
37060	9591	23	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	9591	24	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9591	25	had	have	VBD
37060	9591	26	longed	long	VBN
37060	9591	27	for	for	IN
37060	9591	28	!	!	.
37060	9592	1	Later	later	RB
37060	9592	2	in	in	IN
37060	9592	3	the	the	DT
37060	9592	4	evening	evening	NN
37060	9592	5	,	,	,
37060	9592	6	that	that	DT
37060	9592	7	same	same	JJ
37060	9592	8	veteran	veteran	NN
37060	9592	9	came	come	VBD
37060	9592	10	in	in	RP
37060	9592	11	to	to	TO
37060	9592	12	talk	talk	VB
37060	9592	13	and	and	CC
37060	9592	14	to	to	TO
37060	9592	15	advise	advise	VB
37060	9592	16	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9592	17	that	that	IN
37060	9592	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9592	19	would	would	MD
37060	9592	20	be	be	VB
37060	9592	21	best	good	JJS
37060	9592	22	to	to	TO
37060	9592	23	accept	accept	VB
37060	9592	24	liquids	liquid	NNS
37060	9592	25	rather	rather	RB
37060	9592	26	than	than	IN
37060	9592	27	no	no	DT
37060	9592	28	nourishment	nourishment	NN
37060	9592	29	at	at	RB
37060	9592	30	all	all	RB
37060	9592	31	.	.	.
37060	9593	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9593	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	9593	3	concerning	concern	VBG
37060	9593	4	the	the	DT
37060	9593	5	Lazy	Lazy	NNP
37060	9593	6	Boy	Boy	NNP
37060	9593	7	and	and	CC
37060	9593	8	the	the	DT
37060	9593	9	porta	porta	NN
37060	9593	10	-	-	HYPH
37060	9593	11	pot	pot	NN
37060	9593	12	from	from	IN
37060	9593	13	home	home	NN
37060	9593	14	.	.	.
37060	9594	1	Both	both	DT
37060	9594	2	would	would	MD
37060	9594	3	add	add	VB
37060	9594	4	to	to	IN
37060	9594	5	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9594	6	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	9594	7	.	.	.
37060	9595	1	Sharon	Sharon	NNP
37060	9595	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9595	3	left	leave	VBN
37060	9595	4	for	for	IN
37060	9595	5	Dubuque	Dubuque	NNP
37060	9595	6	before	before	IN
37060	9595	7	knowing	know	VBG
37060	9595	8	that	that	IN
37060	9595	9	"	"	``
37060	9595	10	bed	bed	NN
37060	9595	11	comfort	comfort	NN
37060	9595	12	"	"	''
37060	9595	13	had	have	VBD
37060	9595	14	come	come	VBN
37060	9595	15	to	to	IN
37060	9595	16	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9595	17	sister	sister	NN
37060	9595	18	,	,	,
37060	9595	19	so	so	CC
37060	9595	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9595	21	called	call	VBD
37060	9595	22	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9595	23	as	as	RB
37060	9595	24	soon	soon	RB
37060	9595	25	as	as	IN
37060	9595	26	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9595	27	knew	know	VBD
37060	9595	28	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9595	29	was	be	VBD
37060	9595	30	in	in	IN
37060	9595	31	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9595	32	home	home	NN
37060	9595	33	.	.	.
37060	9596	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9596	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9596	3	very	very	RB
37060	9596	4	difficult	difficult	JJ
37060	9596	5	to	to	TO
37060	9596	6	leave	leave	VB
37060	9596	7	the	the	DT
37060	9596	8	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	9596	9	that	that	DT
37060	9596	10	night	night	NN
37060	9596	11	,	,	,
37060	9596	12	but	but	CC
37060	9596	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9596	14	had	have	VBD
37060	9596	15	grown	grow	VBN
37060	9596	16	so	so	RB
37060	9596	17	tired	tired	JJ
37060	9596	18	over	over	IN
37060	9596	19	the	the	DT
37060	9596	20	past	past	JJ
37060	9596	21	weeks	week	NNS
37060	9596	22	;	;	:
37060	9596	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9596	24	selfishly	selfishly	RB
37060	9596	25	did	do	VBD
37060	9596	26	go	go	VB
37060	9596	27	home	home	RB
37060	9596	28	.	.	.
37060	9597	1	Les	Les	NNP
37060	9597	2	and	and	CC
37060	9597	3	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9597	4	placed	place	VBD
37060	9597	5	the	the	DT
37060	9597	6	Lazy	Lazy	NNP
37060	9597	7	Boy	Boy	NNP
37060	9597	8	in	in	IN
37060	9597	9	close	close	JJ
37060	9597	10	proximity	proximity	NN
37060	9597	11	to	to	IN
37060	9597	12	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9597	13	's	's	POS
37060	9597	14	bed	bed	NN
37060	9597	15	.	.	.
37060	9598	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9598	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9598	3	a	a	DT
37060	9598	4	welcome	welcome	JJ
37060	9598	5	change	change	NN
37060	9598	6	.	.	.
37060	9599	1	The	the	DT
37060	9599	2	staff	staff	NN
37060	9599	3	informed	inform	VBD
37060	9599	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9599	5	that	that	IN
37060	9599	6	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9599	7	had	have	VBD
37060	9599	8	talked	talk	VBN
37060	9599	9	most	most	JJS
37060	9599	10	of	of	IN
37060	9599	11	the	the	DT
37060	9599	12	night	night	NN
37060	9599	13	.	.	.
37060	9600	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9600	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9600	3	been	be	VBN
37060	9600	4	given	give	VBN
37060	9600	5	a	a	DT
37060	9600	6	bath	bath	NN
37060	9600	7	in	in	IN
37060	9600	8	a	a	DT
37060	9600	9	portable	portable	JJ
37060	9600	10	tub	tub	NN
37060	9600	11	;	;	:
37060	9600	12	quite	quite	PDT
37060	9600	13	a	a	DT
37060	9600	14	contraption	contraption	NN
37060	9600	15	!	!	.
37060	9601	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9601	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9601	3	brought	bring	VBN
37060	9601	4	several	several	JJ
37060	9601	5	photo	photo	NN
37060	9601	6	albums	album	NNS
37060	9601	7	as	as	RB
37060	9601	8	well	well	RB
37060	9601	9	as	as	IN
37060	9601	10	photo	photo	NN
37060	9601	11	files	file	NNS
37060	9601	12	and	and	CC
37060	9601	13	a	a	DT
37060	9601	14	lovely	lovely	JJ
37060	9601	15	volunteer	volunteer	NN
37060	9601	16	was	be	VBD
37060	9601	17	seated	seat	VBN
37060	9601	18	by	by	IN
37060	9601	19	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9601	20	as	as	IN
37060	9601	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9601	22	left	leave	VBD
37060	9601	23	for	for	IN
37060	9601	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9601	25	11:00	11:00	CD
37060	9601	26	appointment	appointment	NN
37060	9601	27	with	with	IN
37060	9601	28	the	the	DT
37060	9601	29	dentist	dentist	NN
37060	9601	30	.	.	.
37060	9602	1	After	after	IN
37060	9602	2	lunch	lunch	NN
37060	9602	3	,	,	,
37060	9602	4	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9602	5	remarked	remark	VBD
37060	9602	6	that	that	IN
37060	9602	7	a	a	DT
37060	9602	8	tray	tray	NN
37060	9602	9	had	have	VBD
37060	9602	10	been	be	VBN
37060	9602	11	brought	bring	VBN
37060	9602	12	with	with	IN
37060	9602	13	eggs	egg	NNS
37060	9602	14	and	and	CC
37060	9602	15	bacon	bacon	NN
37060	9602	16	,	,	,
37060	9602	17	a	a	DT
37060	9602	18	roll	roll	NN
37060	9602	19	and	and	CC
37060	9602	20	fruit	fruit	NN
37060	9602	21	,	,	,
37060	9602	22	but	but	CC
37060	9602	23	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9602	24	had	have	VBD
37060	9602	25	refused	refuse	VBN
37060	9602	26	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9602	27	.	.	.
37060	9603	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9603	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9603	3	looked	look	VBN
37060	9603	4	so	so	RB
37060	9603	5	tempting	tempting	JJ
37060	9603	6	,	,	,
37060	9603	7	but	but	CC
37060	9603	8	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9603	9	was	be	VBD
37060	9603	10	determined	determined	JJ
37060	9603	11	to	to	TO
37060	9603	12	follow	follow	VB
37060	9603	13	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9603	14	own	own	JJ
37060	9603	15	plan	plan	NN
37060	9603	16	.	.	.
37060	9604	1	The	the	DT
37060	9604	2	day	day	NN
37060	9604	3	passed	pass	VBD
37060	9604	4	uneventfully	uneventfully	RB
37060	9604	5	.	.	.
37060	9605	1	That	that	DT
37060	9605	2	evening	evening	NN
37060	9605	3	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9605	4	cousin	cousin	NN
37060	9605	5	,	,	,
37060	9605	6	Gary	Gary	NNP
37060	9605	7	,	,	,
37060	9605	8	stopped	stop	VBN
37060	9605	9	by	by	RP
37060	9605	10	for	for	IN
37060	9605	11	a	a	DT
37060	9605	12	visit	visit	NN
37060	9605	13	.	.	.
37060	9606	1	Upon	upon	IN
37060	9606	2	his	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9606	3	leaving	leaving	NN
37060	9606	4	,	,	,
37060	9606	5	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9606	6	kidded	kid	VBD
37060	9606	7	with	with	IN
37060	9606	8	him	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9606	9	.	.	.
37060	9607	1	Later	later	RBR
37060	9607	2	,	,	,
37060	9607	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9607	4	went	go	VBD
37060	9607	5	to	to	IN
37060	9607	6	another	another	DT
37060	9607	7	section	section	NN
37060	9607	8	of	of	IN
37060	9607	9	the	the	DT
37060	9607	10	hospital	hospital	NN
37060	9607	11	to	to	TO
37060	9607	12	fulfill	fulfill	VB
37060	9607	13	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9607	14	desire	desire	NN
37060	9607	15	for	for	IN
37060	9607	16	frozen	frozen	JJ
37060	9607	17	bar	bar	NN
37060	9607	18	-	-	HYPH
37060	9607	19	type	type	NN
37060	9607	20	fruit	fruit	NN
37060	9607	21	juice	juice	NN
37060	9607	22	.	.	.
37060	9608	1	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9608	2	and	and	CC
37060	9608	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9608	4	left	leave	VBD
37060	9608	5	around	around	RB
37060	9608	6	11:30	11:30	CD
37060	9608	7	.	.	.
37060	9609	1	July	July	NNP
37060	9609	2	16	16	CD
37060	9609	3	.	.	.
37060	9609	4	.	.	.
37060	9610	1	.	.	.
37060	9611	1	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9611	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9611	3	seated	seat	VBN
37060	9611	4	in	in	IN
37060	9611	5	the	the	DT
37060	9611	6	Lazy	Lazy	NNP
37060	9611	7	Boy	boy	UH
37060	9611	8	when	when	WRB
37060	9611	9	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9611	10	arrived	arrive	VBD
37060	9611	11	.	.	.
37060	9612	1	Her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9612	2	breakfast	breakfast	NN
37060	9612	3	tray	tray	NN
37060	9612	4	had	have	VBD
37060	9612	5	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9612	6	requested	request	VBN
37060	9612	7	liquid	liquid	JJ
37060	9612	8	diet	diet	NN
37060	9612	9	,	,	,
37060	9612	10	untouched	untouched	JJ
37060	9612	11	.	.	.
37060	9613	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9613	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	9613	3	to	to	TO
37060	9613	4	help	help	VB
37060	9613	5	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9613	6	but	but	CC
37060	9613	7	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9613	8	felt	feel	VBD
37060	9613	9	too	too	RB
37060	9613	10	nauseous	nauseous	JJ
37060	9613	11	.	.	.
37060	9614	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9614	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	9614	3	to	to	TO
37060	9614	4	sit	sit	VB
37060	9614	5	on	on	IN
37060	9614	6	the	the	DT
37060	9614	7	edge	edge	NN
37060	9614	8	of	of	IN
37060	9614	9	the	the	DT
37060	9614	10	bed	bed	NN
37060	9614	11	.	.	.
37060	9615	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9615	2	sat	sit	VBD
37060	9615	3	together	together	RB
37060	9615	4	for	for	IN
37060	9615	5	over	over	IN
37060	9615	6	twelve	twelve	CD
37060	9615	7	minutes	minute	NNS
37060	9615	8	;	;	:
37060	9615	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9615	10	,	,	,
37060	9615	11	with	with	IN
37060	9615	12	my	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9615	13	arm	arm	NN
37060	9615	14	around	around	IN
37060	9615	15	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9615	16	back	back	RB
37060	9615	17	to	to	TO
37060	9615	18	brace	brace	VB
37060	9615	19	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9615	20	,	,	,
37060	9615	21	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9615	22	with	with	IN
37060	9615	23	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9615	24	head	head	NN
37060	9615	25	leaning	lean	VBG
37060	9615	26	against	against	IN
37060	9615	27	mine	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9615	28	.	.	.
37060	9616	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9616	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	9616	3	if	if	IN
37060	9616	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9616	5	would	would	MD
37060	9616	6	help	help	VB
37060	9616	7	with	with	IN
37060	9616	8	just	just	RB
37060	9616	9	a	a	DT
37060	9616	10	sponge	sponge	JJ
37060	9616	11	bath	bath	NN
37060	9616	12	this	this	DT
37060	9616	13	time	time	NN
37060	9616	14	.	.	.
37060	9617	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9617	2	had	have	VBD
37060	9617	3	agreed	agree	VBN
37060	9617	4	.	.	.
37060	9618	1	The	the	DT
37060	9618	2	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	9618	3	entered	enter	VBD
37060	9618	4	and	and	CC
37060	9618	5	wanted	want	VBD
37060	9618	6	to	to	TO
37060	9618	7	begin	begin	VB
37060	9618	8	preparing	prepare	VBG
37060	9618	9	for	for	IN
37060	9618	10	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9618	11	bath	bath	NN
37060	9618	12	.	.	.
37060	9619	1	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9619	2	just	just	RB
37060	9619	3	shook	shake	VBD
37060	9619	4	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9619	5	head	head	NN
37060	9619	6	and	and	CC
37060	9619	7	said	say	VBD
37060	9619	8	that	that	IN
37060	9619	9	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9619	10	felt	feel	VBD
37060	9619	11	too	too	RB
37060	9619	12	sick	sick	JJ
37060	9619	13	.	.	.
37060	9620	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9620	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	9620	3	to	to	TO
37060	9620	4	be	be	VB
37060	9620	5	seated	seat	VBN
37060	9620	6	in	in	IN
37060	9620	7	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9620	8	chair	chair	NN
37060	9620	9	;	;	,
37060	9620	10	the	the	DT
37060	9620	11	nurse	nurse	NN
37060	9620	12	declined	decline	VBD
37060	9620	13	that	that	DT
37060	9620	14	wish	wish	NN
37060	9620	15	.	.	.
37060	9621	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9621	2	wanted	want	VBD
37060	9621	3	to	to	TO
37060	9621	4	have	have	VB
37060	9621	5	Laurie	Laurie	NNP
37060	9621	6	lie	lie	VB
37060	9621	7	down	down	RB
37060	9621	8	.	.	.
37060	9622	1	We	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9622	2	used	use	VBD
37060	9622	3	the	the	DT
37060	9622	4	draw	draw	NN
37060	9622	5	sheet	sheet	NN
37060	9622	6	and	and	CC
37060	9622	7	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9622	8	and	and	CC
37060	9622	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9622	10	lifted	lift	VBD
37060	9622	11	her	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9622	12	as	as	RB
37060	9622	13	far	far	RB
37060	9622	14	to	to	IN
37060	9622	15	the	the	DT
37060	9622	16	head	head	NN
37060	9622	17	of	of	IN
37060	9622	18	the	the	DT
37060	9622	19	bed	bed	NN
37060	9622	20	as	as	IN
37060	9622	21	was	be	VBD
37060	9622	22	possible	possible	JJ
37060	9622	23	.	.	.
37060	9623	1	She	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9623	2	asked	ask	VBD
37060	9623	3	to	to	TO
37060	9623	4	be	be	VB
37060	9623	5	raised	raise	VBN
37060	9623	6	to	to	IN
37060	9623	7	a	a	DT
37060	9623	8	sitting	sit	VBG
37060	9623	9	position	position	NN
37060	9623	10	.	.	.
37060	9624	1	Each	each	DT
37060	9624	2	time	time	NN
37060	9624	3	we	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9624	4	pushed	push	VBD
37060	9624	5	the	the	DT
37060	9624	6	controls	control	NNS
37060	9624	7	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9624	8	indicated	indicate	VBD
37060	9624	9	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9624	10	wanted	want	VBD
37060	9624	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9624	12	higher	high	JJR
37060	9624	13	.	.	.
37060	9625	1	As	as	IN
37060	9625	2	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9625	3	reached	reach	VBD
37060	9625	4	the	the	DT
37060	9625	5	highest	high	JJS
37060	9625	6	level	level	NN
37060	9625	7	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9625	8	looked	look	VBD
37060	9625	9	at	at	IN
37060	9625	10	Dad	Dad	NNP
37060	9625	11	and	and	CC
37060	9625	12	me	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9625	13	and	and	CC
37060	9625	14	said	say	VBD
37060	9625	15	,	,	,
37060	9625	16	"	"	``
37060	9625	17	Hey	hey	UH
37060	9625	18	,	,	,
37060	9625	19	you	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9625	20	guys	guy	NNS
37060	9625	21	,	,	,
37060	9625	22	I	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9625	23	'm	be	VBP
37060	9625	24	going	go	VBG
37060	9625	25	!	!	.
37060	9625	26	"	"	''
37060	9626	1	Seconds	second	NNS
37060	9626	2	later	later	RB
37060	9626	3	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9626	4	was	be	VBD
37060	9626	5	gone	go	VBN
37060	9626	6	.	.	.
37060	9627	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9627	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9627	3	what	what	WP
37060	9627	4	she	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9627	5	wanted	want	VBD
37060	9627	6	!	!	.
37060	9628	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9628	2	was	be	VBD
37060	9628	3	finally	finally	RB
37060	9628	4	over	over	RB
37060	9628	5	!	!	.
37060	9629	1	EPILOGUE	EPILOGUE	NNP
37060	9629	2	written	write	VBN
37060	9629	3	by	by	IN
37060	9629	4	Todd	Todd	NNP
37060	9629	5	Alan	Alan	NNP
37060	9629	6	Isaacson	Isaacson	NNP
37060	9629	7	As	as	IN
37060	9629	8	a	a	DT
37060	9629	9	once	once	RB
37060	9629	10	beautiful	beautiful	JJ
37060	9629	11	young	young	JJ
37060	9629	12	lady	lady	NN
37060	9629	13	saw	see	VBD
37060	9629	14	the	the	DT
37060	9629	15	torture	torture	NN
37060	9629	16	of	of	IN
37060	9629	17	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9629	18	own	own	JJ
37060	9629	19	body	body	NN
37060	9629	20	,	,	,
37060	9629	21	and	and	CC
37060	9629	22	witnessed	witness	VBD
37060	9629	23	the	the	DT
37060	9629	24	relentless	relentless	JJ
37060	9629	25	expansion	expansion	NN
37060	9629	26	of	of	IN
37060	9629	27	a	a	DT
37060	9629	28	cruel	cruel	JJ
37060	9629	29	weed	weed	NN
37060	9629	30	that	that	WDT
37060	9629	31	demanded	demand	VBD
37060	9629	32	to	to	TO
37060	9629	33	claim	claim	VB
37060	9629	34	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9629	35	life	life	NN
37060	9629	36	;	;	,
37060	9629	37	a	a	DT
37060	9629	38	new	new	JJ
37060	9629	39	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	9629	40	could	could	MD
37060	9629	41	be	be	VB
37060	9629	42	seen	see	VBN
37060	9629	43	through	through	IN
37060	9629	44	her	-PRON-	PRP$
37060	9629	45	determined	determine	VBN
37060	9629	46	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	9629	47	:	:	:
37060	9629	48	Soft	soft	JJ
37060	9629	49	,	,	,
37060	9629	50	gentle	gentle	JJ
37060	9629	51	eyes	eye	NNS
37060	9629	52	fully	fully	RB
37060	9629	53	accepted	accept	VBD
37060	9629	54	the	the	DT
37060	9629	55	losing	lose	VBG
37060	9629	56	battle	battle	NN
37060	9629	57	of	of	IN
37060	9629	58	life	life	NN
37060	9629	59	on	on	IN
37060	9629	60	earth	earth	NN
37060	9629	61	,	,	,
37060	9629	62	and	and	CC
37060	9629	63	glowed	glow	VBD
37060	9629	64	a	a	DT
37060	9629	65	tired	tired	JJ
37060	9629	66	eternal	eternal	JJ
37060	9629	67	sweetness	sweetness	NN
37060	9629	68	that	that	WDT
37060	9629	69	transcended	transcend	VBD
37060	9629	70	time	time	NN
37060	9629	71	itself	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9629	72	.	.	.
37060	9630	1	The	the	DT
37060	9630	2	timeless	timeless	NN
37060	9630	3	beauty	beauty	NN
37060	9630	4	of	of	IN
37060	9630	5	Lauren	Lauren	NNP
37060	9630	6	,	,	,
37060	9630	7	a	a	DT
37060	9630	8	spirit	spirit	NN
37060	9630	9	set	set	VBN
37060	9630	10	free	free	JJ
37060	9630	11	to	to	TO
37060	9630	12	soar	soar	VB
37060	9630	13	in	in	IN
37060	9630	14	the	the	DT
37060	9630	15	love	love	NN
37060	9630	16	of	of	IN
37060	9630	17	God	God	NNP
37060	9630	18	forever	forever	RB
37060	9630	19	;	;	:
37060	9630	20	this	this	DT
37060	9630	21	is	be	VBZ
37060	9630	22	the	the	DT
37060	9630	23	joyous	joyous	JJ
37060	9630	24	gift	gift	NN
37060	9630	25	that	that	WDT
37060	9630	26	will	will	MD
37060	9630	27	bless	bless	VB
37060	9630	28	us	-PRON-	PRP
37060	9630	29	forever	forever	RB
37060	9630	30	.	.	.