id	sid	tid	token	lemma	pos
51137	1	1	CAUSE	cause	NN
51137	1	2	OF	of	IN
51137	1	3	DEATH	death	NN
51137	1	4	By	by	IN
51137	1	5	MAX	MAX	NNP
51137	1	6	TADLOCK	TADLOCK	NNP
51137	1	7	Illustrated	illustrate	VBN
51137	1	8	by	by	IN
51137	1	9	JOHNS	JOHNS	NNP
51137	1	10	[	[	-LRB-
51137	1	11	Transcriber	Transcriber	NNP
51137	1	12	's	's	POS
51137	1	13	Note	note	NN
51137	1	14	:	:	:
51137	1	15	This	this	DT
51137	1	16	etext	etext	NN
51137	1	17	was	be	VBD
51137	1	18	produced	produce	VBN
51137	1	19	from	from	IN
51137	1	20	Galaxy	Galaxy	NNP
51137	1	21	Science	Science	NNP
51137	1	22	Fiction	Fiction	NNP
51137	1	23	November	November	NNP
51137	1	24	1955	1955	CD
51137	1	25	.	.	.
51137	2	1	Extensive	extensive	JJ
51137	2	2	research	research	NN
51137	2	3	did	do	VBD
51137	2	4	not	not	RB
51137	2	5	uncover	uncover	VB
51137	2	6	any	any	DT
51137	2	7	evidence	evidence	NN
51137	2	8	that	that	IN
51137	2	9	the	the	DT
51137	2	10	U.S.	U.S.	NNP
51137	2	11	copyright	copyright	NN
51137	2	12	on	on	IN
51137	2	13	this	this	DT
51137	2	14	publication	publication	NN
51137	2	15	was	be	VBD
51137	2	16	renewed	renew	VBN
51137	2	17	.	.	.
51137	2	18	]	]	-RRB-
51137	3	1	Reaching	reach	VBG
51137	3	2	the	the	DT
51137	3	3	ultimate	ultimate	JJ
51137	3	4	secret	secret	NN
51137	3	5	was	be	VBD
51137	3	6	no	no	DT
51137	3	7	problem	problem	NN
51137	3	8	...	...	NFP
51137	3	9	but	but	CC
51137	3	10	could	could	MD
51137	3	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	3	12	follow	follow	VB
51137	3	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	3	14	up	up	RP
51137	3	15	with	with	IN
51137	3	16	an	an	DT
51137	3	17	encore	encore	NN
51137	3	18	?	?	.
51137	4	1	About	about	IN
51137	4	2	this	this	DT
51137	4	3	thing	thing	NN
51137	4	4	,	,	,
51137	4	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	4	6	could	could	MD
51137	4	7	n't	not	RB
51137	4	8	stand	stand	VB
51137	4	9	to	to	TO
51137	4	10	have	have	VB
51137	4	11	them	-PRON-	PRP
51137	4	12	laugh	laugh	VB
51137	4	13	.	.	.
51137	5	1	Not	not	RB
51137	5	2	the	the	DT
51137	5	3	way	way	NN
51137	5	4	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	5	5	did	do	VBD
51137	5	6	about	about	IN
51137	5	7	the	the	DT
51137	5	8	swimming	swimming	NN
51137	5	9	.	.	.
51137	6	1	"	"	``
51137	6	2	Oh	oh	UH
51137	6	3	,	,	,
51137	6	4	come	come	VB
51137	6	5	now	now	RB
51137	6	6	.	.	.
51137	7	1	No	no	DT
51137	7	2	one	one	PRP
51137	7	3	could	could	MD
51137	7	4	learn	learn	VB
51137	7	5	to	to	TO
51137	7	6	swim	swim	VB
51137	7	7	by	by	IN
51137	7	8	reading	read	VBG
51137	7	9	a	a	DT
51137	7	10	book	book	NN
51137	7	11	.	.	.
51137	8	1	Five	five	CD
51137	8	2	-	-	HYPH
51137	8	3	eighths	eighth	NNS
51137	8	4	of	of	IN
51137	8	5	a	a	DT
51137	8	6	mile	mile	NN
51137	8	7	the	the	DT
51137	8	8	first	first	JJ
51137	8	9	time	time	NN
51137	8	10	in	in	IN
51137	8	11	the	the	DT
51137	8	12	water	water	NN
51137	8	13	!	!	.
51137	8	14	"	"	''
51137	9	1	And	and	CC
51137	9	2	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	9	3	laughed	laugh	VBD
51137	9	4	.	.	.
51137	10	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	10	2	guess	guess	VBP
51137	10	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	10	4	laughed	laugh	VBD
51137	10	5	,	,	,
51137	10	6	too	too	RB
51137	10	7	.	.	.
51137	11	1	More	More	JJR
51137	11	2	than	than	IN
51137	11	3	any	any	DT
51137	11	4	other	other	JJ
51137	11	5	thing	thing	NN
51137	11	6	,	,	,
51137	11	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	11	8	've	have	VB
51137	11	9	wanted	want	VBN
51137	11	10	people	people	NNS
51137	11	11	to	to	TO
51137	11	12	be	be	VB
51137	11	13	happy	happy	JJ
51137	11	14	.	.	.
51137	12	1	But	but	CC
51137	12	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	12	3	never	never	RB
51137	12	4	swam	swam	NNP
51137	12	5	again	again	RB
51137	12	6	--	--	:
51137	12	7	only	only	RB
51137	12	8	that	that	DT
51137	12	9	first	first	JJ
51137	12	10	time	time	NN
51137	12	11	.	.	.
51137	13	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	13	2	've	have	VB
51137	13	3	always	always	RB
51137	13	4	read	read	VBN
51137	13	5	a	a	DT
51137	13	6	lot	lot	NN
51137	13	7	and	and	CC
51137	13	8	sometimes	sometimes	RB
51137	13	9	things	thing	NNS
51137	13	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	13	11	've	have	VB
51137	13	12	read	read	VBN
51137	13	13	do	do	VBP
51137	13	14	get	get	VB
51137	13	15	mixed	mix	VBN
51137	13	16	up	up	RP
51137	13	17	with	with	IN
51137	13	18	things	thing	NNS
51137	13	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	13	20	've	have	VB
51137	13	21	done	do	VBN
51137	13	22	.	.	.
51137	14	1	But	but	CC
51137	14	2	the	the	DT
51137	14	3	things	thing	NNS
51137	14	4	still	still	RB
51137	14	5	happened	happen	VBD
51137	14	6	--	--	:
51137	14	7	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	14	8	happened	happen	VBD
51137	14	9	to	to	IN
51137	14	10	_	_	NNP
51137	14	11	someone	someone	NN
51137	14	12	_	_	NNP
51137	14	13	.	.	.
51137	15	1	And	and	CC
51137	15	2	people	people	NNS
51137	15	3	ought	ought	MD
51137	15	4	to	to	IN
51137	15	5	_	_	NNP
51137	15	6	believe	believe	VB
51137	15	7	_	_	NNP
51137	15	8	.	.	.
51137	16	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	16	2	'd	'd	MD
51137	16	3	like	like	VB
51137	16	4	to	to	TO
51137	16	5	tell	tell	VB
51137	16	6	people	people	NNS
51137	16	7	now	now	RB
51137	16	8	.	.	.
51137	17	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	17	2	'd	'd	MD
51137	17	3	like	like	VB
51137	17	4	to	to	TO
51137	17	5	say	say	VB
51137	17	6	,	,	,
51137	17	7	"	"	''
51137	17	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	17	9	died	die	VBD
51137	17	10	once	once	RB
51137	17	11	.	.	.
51137	17	12	"	"	''
51137	18	1	But	but	CC
51137	18	2	if	if	IN
51137	18	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	18	4	laughed	laugh	VBD
51137	18	5	,	,	,
51137	18	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	18	7	might	may	MD
51137	18	8	be	be	VB
51137	18	9	later	later	RB
51137	18	10	and	and	CC
51137	18	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	18	12	'd	'd	MD
51137	18	13	never	never	RB
51137	18	14	hear	hear	VB
51137	18	15	them	-PRON-	PRP
51137	18	16	.	.	.
51137	19	1	Already	already	RB
51137	19	2	there	there	EX
51137	19	3	are	be	VBP
51137	19	4	too	too	RB
51137	19	5	many	many	JJ
51137	19	6	silent	silent	JJ
51137	19	7	things	thing	NNS
51137	19	8	in	in	IN
51137	19	9	this	this	DT
51137	19	10	.	.	.
51137	20	1	There	there	EX
51137	20	2	must	must	MD
51137	20	3	be	be	VB
51137	20	4	no	no	DT
51137	20	5	silent	silent	JJ
51137	20	6	laughter	laughter	NN
51137	20	7	as	as	RB
51137	20	8	well	well	RB
51137	20	9	.	.	.
51137	21	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
51137	21	2	might	may	MD
51137	21	3	think	think	VB
51137	21	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	21	5	've	have	VB
51137	21	6	got	get	VBN
51137	21	7	myself	-PRON-	PRP
51137	21	8	all	all	DT
51137	21	9	mixed	mix	VBN
51137	21	10	up	up	RP
51137	21	11	with	with	IN
51137	21	12	things	thing	NNS
51137	21	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	21	14	've	have	VB
51137	21	15	read	read	VBN
51137	21	16	.	.	.
51137	22	1	Things	thing	NNS
51137	22	2	like	like	IN
51137	22	3	surgeons	surgeon	NNS
51137	22	4	pumping	pump	VBG
51137	22	5	life	life	NN
51137	22	6	into	into	IN
51137	22	7	a	a	DT
51137	22	8	heart	heart	NN
51137	22	9	to	to	TO
51137	22	10	bring	bring	VB
51137	22	11	the	the	DT
51137	22	12	patient	patient	NN
51137	22	13	back	back	RB
51137	22	14	after	after	IN
51137	22	15	he	-PRON-	PRP
51137	22	16	's	be	VBZ
51137	22	17	died	die	VBN
51137	22	18	on	on	IN
51137	22	19	the	the	DT
51137	22	20	operating	operating	NN
51137	22	21	table	table	NN
51137	22	22	.	.	.
51137	23	1	Doctors	doctor	NNS
51137	23	2	reviving	revive	VBG
51137	23	3	dead	dead	JJ
51137	23	4	soldiers	soldier	NNS
51137	23	5	,	,	,
51137	23	6	if	if	IN
51137	23	7	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	23	8	have	have	VBP
51137	23	9	n't	not	RB
51137	23	10	been	be	VBN
51137	23	11	gone	go	VBN
51137	23	12	too	too	RB
51137	23	13	long	long	RB
51137	23	14	.	.	.
51137	24	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
51137	24	2	's	be	VBZ
51137	24	3	not	not	RB
51137	24	4	like	like	IN
51137	24	5	that	that	DT
51137	24	6	at	at	RB
51137	24	7	all	all	RB
51137	24	8	.	.	.
51137	25	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	25	2	was	be	VBD
51137	25	3	truly	truly	RB
51137	25	4	dead	dead	JJ
51137	25	5	--	--	:
51137	25	6	for	for	IN
51137	25	7	three	three	CD
51137	25	8	days	day	NNS
51137	25	9	.	.	.
51137	26	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
51137	26	2	was	be	VBD
51137	26	3	almost	almost	RB
51137	26	4	too	too	RB
51137	26	5	long	long	JJ
51137	26	6	;	;	:
51137	26	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	26	8	suppose	suppose	VBP
51137	26	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	26	10	made	make	VBD
51137	26	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	26	12	back	back	RB
51137	26	13	just	just	RB
51137	26	14	in	in	IN
51137	26	15	time	time	NN
51137	26	16	.	.	.
51137	27	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	27	2	do	do	VBP
51137	27	3	n't	not	RB
51137	27	4	know	know	VB
51137	27	5	.	.	.
51137	28	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	28	2	reading	reading	NN
51137	28	3	was	be	VBD
51137	28	4	what	what	WP
51137	28	5	started	start	VBD
51137	28	6	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	28	7	on	on	IN
51137	28	8	this	this	DT
51137	28	9	,	,	,
51137	28	10	just	just	RB
51137	28	11	the	the	DT
51137	28	12	same	same	JJ
51137	28	13	as	as	IN
51137	28	14	with	with	IN
51137	28	15	the	the	DT
51137	28	16	swimming	swimming	NN
51137	28	17	.	.	.
51137	29	1	When	when	WRB
51137	29	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	29	3	think	think	VBP
51137	29	4	about	about	IN
51137	29	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	29	6	too	too	RB
51137	29	7	much	much	RB
51137	29	8	,	,	,
51137	29	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	29	10	almost	almost	RB
51137	29	11	feel	feel	VBP
51137	29	12	myself	-PRON-	PRP
51137	29	13	that	that	IN
51137	29	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	29	15	am	be	VBP
51137	29	16	exaggerating	exaggerate	VBG
51137	29	17	a	a	DT
51137	29	18	bit	bit	NN
51137	29	19	.	.	.
51137	30	1	But	but	CC
51137	30	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	30	3	have	have	VBP
51137	30	4	proof	proof	NN
51137	30	5	,	,	,
51137	30	6	proof	proof	NN
51137	30	7	which	which	WDT
51137	30	8	no	no	DT
51137	30	9	one	one	NN
51137	30	10	has	have	VBZ
51137	30	11	ever	ever	RB
51137	30	12	seen	see	VBN
51137	30	13	but	but	CC
51137	30	14	the	the	DT
51137	30	15	doctors	doctor	NNS
51137	30	16	and	and	CC
51137	30	17	those	those	DT
51137	30	18	who	who	WP
51137	30	19	found	find	VBD
51137	30	20	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	30	21	.	.	.
51137	31	1	See	see	VB
51137	31	2	how	how	WRB
51137	31	3	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	31	4	keep	keep	VBP
51137	31	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	31	6	swathed	swathe	VBN
51137	31	7	in	in	IN
51137	31	8	these	these	DT
51137	31	9	cloths	cloth	NNS
51137	31	10	and	and	CC
51137	31	11	how	how	WRB
51137	31	12	the	the	DT
51137	31	13	darkened	darkened	JJ
51137	31	14	room	room	NN
51137	31	15	hides	hide	VBZ
51137	31	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	31	17	eyes	eye	NNS
51137	31	18	?	?	.
51137	32	1	Anyway	anyway	UH
51137	32	2	,	,	,
51137	32	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	32	4	'd	'd	MD
51137	32	5	be	be	VB
51137	32	6	ashamed	ashamed	JJ
51137	32	7	to	to	TO
51137	32	8	show	show	VB
51137	32	9	myself	-PRON-	PRP
51137	32	10	,	,	,
51137	32	11	for	for	IN
51137	32	12	the	the	DT
51137	32	13	mark	mark	NN
51137	32	14	of	of	IN
51137	32	15	death	death	NN
51137	32	16	is	be	VBZ
51137	32	17	too	too	RB
51137	32	18	terrible	terrible	JJ
51137	32	19	and	and	CC
51137	32	20	people	people	NNS
51137	32	21	would	would	MD
51137	32	22	be	be	VB
51137	32	23	even	even	RB
51137	32	24	more	more	RBR
51137	32	25	afraid	afraid	JJ
51137	32	26	of	of	IN
51137	32	27	dying	die	VBG
51137	32	28	than	than	IN
51137	32	29	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	32	30	are	be	VBP
51137	32	31	now	now	RB
51137	32	32	.	.	.
51137	33	1	*	*	NFP
51137	33	2	*	*	NFP
51137	33	3	*	*	NFP
51137	33	4	*	*	NFP
51137	33	5	*	*	NFP
51137	33	6	You	-PRON-	PRP
51137	33	7	see	see	VBP
51137	33	8	,	,	,
51137	33	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	33	10	could	could	MD
51137	33	11	have	have	VB
51137	33	12	done	do	VBN
51137	33	13	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	33	14	in	in	IN
51137	33	15	the	the	DT
51137	33	16	winter	winter	NN
51137	33	17	,	,	,
51137	33	18	only	only	RB
51137	33	19	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	33	20	was	be	VBD
51137	33	21	worried	worried	JJ
51137	33	22	about	about	IN
51137	33	23	the	the	DT
51137	33	24	cold	cold	NN
51137	33	25	.	.	.
51137	34	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	34	2	might	may	MD
51137	34	3	not	not	RB
51137	34	4	have	have	VB
51137	34	5	been	be	VBN
51137	34	6	able	able	JJ
51137	34	7	to	to	TO
51137	34	8	get	get	VB
51137	34	9	back	back	RB
51137	34	10	at	at	RB
51137	34	11	all	all	RB
51137	34	12	.	.	.
51137	35	1	But	but	CC
51137	35	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	35	3	was	be	VBD
51137	35	4	too	too	RB
51137	35	5	warm	warm	JJ
51137	35	6	when	when	WRB
51137	35	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	35	8	chose	choose	VBD
51137	35	9	to	to	TO
51137	35	10	do	do	VB
51137	35	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	35	12	.	.	.
51137	36	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	36	2	should	should	MD
51137	36	3	have	have	VB
51137	36	4	known	know	VBN
51137	36	5	better	well	RBR
51137	36	6	.	.	.
51137	37	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	37	2	've	have	VB
51137	37	3	read	read	VBN
51137	37	4	a	a	DT
51137	37	5	lot	lot	NN
51137	37	6	about	about	IN
51137	37	7	keeping	keep	VBG
51137	37	8	things	thing	NNS
51137	37	9	.	.	.
51137	38	1	You	-PRON-	PRP
51137	38	2	ca	can	MD
51137	38	3	n't	not	RB
51137	38	4	preserve	preserve	VB
51137	38	5	them	-PRON-	PRP
51137	38	6	in	in	IN
51137	38	7	the	the	DT
51137	38	8	hot	hot	JJ
51137	38	9	weather	weather	NN
51137	38	10	;	;	:
51137	38	11	that	that	DT
51137	38	12	's	be	VBZ
51137	38	13	why	why	WRB
51137	38	14	the	the	DT
51137	38	15	doctors	doctor	NNS
51137	38	16	put	put	VBD
51137	38	17	those	those	DT
51137	38	18	dead	dead	JJ
51137	38	19	soldiers	soldier	NNS
51137	38	20	in	in	IN
51137	38	21	ice	ice	NN
51137	38	22	chests	chest	NNS
51137	38	23	,	,	,
51137	38	24	but	but	CC
51137	38	25	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	38	26	did	do	VBD
51137	38	27	n't	not	RB
51137	38	28	think	think	VB
51137	38	29	about	about	IN
51137	38	30	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	38	31	enough	enough	RB
51137	38	32	.	.	.
51137	39	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	39	2	made	make	VBD
51137	39	3	some	some	DT
51137	39	4	other	other	JJ
51137	39	5	mistakes	mistake	NNS
51137	39	6	,	,	,
51137	39	7	too	too	RB
51137	39	8	,	,	,
51137	39	9	but	but	CC
51137	39	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	39	11	could	could	MD
51137	39	12	n't	not	RB
51137	39	13	have	have	VB
51137	39	14	known	know	VBN
51137	39	15	.	.	.
51137	40	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	40	2	guess	guess	VBP
51137	40	3	what	what	WP
51137	40	4	started	start	VBD
51137	40	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	40	6	all	all	DT
51137	40	7	was	be	VBD
51137	40	8	something	something	NN
51137	40	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	40	10	read	read	VBP
51137	40	11	a	a	DT
51137	40	12	long	long	JJ
51137	40	13	time	time	NN
51137	40	14	ago	ago	RB
51137	40	15	,	,	,
51137	40	16	perhaps	perhaps	RB
51137	40	17	in	in	IN
51137	40	18	a	a	DT
51137	40	19	story	story	NN
51137	40	20	,	,	,
51137	40	21	or	or	CC
51137	40	22	an	an	DT
51137	40	23	agricultural	agricultural	JJ
51137	40	24	bulletin	bulletin	NN
51137	40	25	,	,	,
51137	40	26	or	or	CC
51137	40	27	maybe	maybe	RB
51137	40	28	in	in	IN
51137	40	29	an	an	DT
51137	40	30	encyclopedia	encyclopedia	NN
51137	40	31	.	.	.
51137	41	1	Anyhow	anyhow	RB
51137	41	2	,	,	,
51137	41	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	41	4	was	be	VBD
51137	41	5	something	something	NN
51137	41	6	about	about	IN
51137	41	7	pigs	pig	NNS
51137	41	8	being	be	VBG
51137	41	9	able	able	JJ
51137	41	10	to	to	TO
51137	41	11	just	just	RB
51137	41	12	die	die	VB
51137	41	13	if	if	IN
51137	41	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	41	15	want	want	VBP
51137	41	16	to	to	TO
51137	41	17	.	.	.
51137	42	1	That	that	DT
51137	42	2	always	always	RB
51137	42	3	stuck	stick	VBD
51137	42	4	in	in	IN
51137	42	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	42	6	mind	mind	NN
51137	42	7	.	.	.
51137	43	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
51137	43	2	's	be	VBZ
51137	43	3	a	a	DT
51137	43	4	pretty	pretty	RB
51137	43	5	wonderful	wonderful	JJ
51137	43	6	thing	thing	NN
51137	43	7	,	,	,
51137	43	8	you	-PRON-	PRP
51137	43	9	know	know	VBP
51137	43	10	.	.	.
51137	44	1	Imagine	imagine	VB
51137	44	2	just	just	RB
51137	44	3	being	be	VBG
51137	44	4	able	able	JJ
51137	44	5	to	to	TO
51137	44	6	die	die	VB
51137	44	7	if	if	IN
51137	44	8	life	life	NN
51137	44	9	did	do	VBD
51137	44	10	n't	not	RB
51137	44	11	seem	seem	VB
51137	44	12	worth	worth	JJ
51137	44	13	living	living	NN
51137	44	14	,	,	,
51137	44	15	or	or	CC
51137	44	16	if	if	IN
51137	44	17	you	-PRON-	PRP
51137	44	18	were	be	VBD
51137	44	19	lonely	lonely	JJ
51137	44	20	,	,	,
51137	44	21	or	or	CC
51137	44	22	maybe	maybe	RB
51137	44	23	just	just	RB
51137	44	24	because	because	IN
51137	44	25	you	-PRON-	PRP
51137	44	26	wanted	want	VBD
51137	44	27	to	to	TO
51137	44	28	.	.	.
51137	45	1	Oh	oh	UH
51137	45	2	,	,	,
51137	45	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	45	4	told	tell	VBD
51137	45	5	lots	lot	NNS
51137	45	6	of	of	IN
51137	45	7	people	people	NNS
51137	45	8	about	about	IN
51137	45	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	45	10	.	.	.
51137	46	1	You	-PRON-	PRP
51137	46	2	know	know	VBP
51137	46	3	how	how	WRB
51137	46	4	sometimes	sometimes	RB
51137	46	5	a	a	DT
51137	46	6	lull	lull	NN
51137	46	7	comes	come	VBZ
51137	46	8	in	in	IN
51137	46	9	a	a	DT
51137	46	10	conversation	conversation	NN
51137	46	11	.	.	.
51137	47	1	Then	then	RB
51137	47	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	47	3	'd	'd	MD
51137	47	4	say	say	VB
51137	47	5	,	,	,
51137	47	6	"	"	``
51137	47	7	Pigs	pig	NNS
51137	47	8	are	be	VBP
51137	47	9	able	able	JJ
51137	47	10	to	to	TO
51137	47	11	just	just	RB
51137	47	12	up	up	RB
51137	47	13	and	and	CC
51137	47	14	die	die	VB
51137	47	15	if	if	IN
51137	47	16	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	47	17	want	want	VBP
51137	47	18	to	to	TO
51137	47	19	.	.	.
51137	47	20	"	"	''
51137	48	1	But	but	CC
51137	48	2	nobody	nobody	NN
51137	48	3	ever	ever	RB
51137	48	4	paid	pay	VBD
51137	48	5	any	any	DT
51137	48	6	attention	attention	NN
51137	48	7	to	to	IN
51137	48	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	48	9	at	at	RB
51137	48	10	all	all	RB
51137	48	11	.	.	.
51137	49	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
51137	49	2	seemed	seem	VBD
51137	49	3	to	to	TO
51137	49	4	ignore	ignore	VB
51137	49	5	the	the	DT
51137	49	6	remark	remark	NN
51137	49	7	.	.	.
51137	50	1	One	one	CD
51137	50	2	man	man	NN
51137	50	3	did	do	VBD
51137	50	4	say	say	VB
51137	50	5	once	once	RB
51137	50	6	,	,	,
51137	50	7	"	"	``
51137	50	8	What	what	WP
51137	50	9	the	the	DT
51137	50	10	hell	hell	NN
51137	50	11	are	be	VBP
51137	50	12	you	-PRON-	PRP
51137	50	13	talking	talk	VBG
51137	50	14	about	about	IN
51137	50	15	?	?	.
51137	50	16	"	"	''
51137	51	1	but	but	CC
51137	51	2	even	even	RB
51137	51	3	he	-PRON-	PRP
51137	51	4	would	would	MD
51137	51	5	n't	not	RB
51137	51	6	listen	listen	VB
51137	51	7	when	when	WRB
51137	51	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	51	9	tried	try	VBD
51137	51	10	to	to	TO
51137	51	11	explain	explain	VB
51137	51	12	.	.	.
51137	52	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
51137	52	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	52	3	was	be	VBD
51137	52	4	just	just	RB
51137	52	5	too	too	RB
51137	52	6	improbable	improbable	JJ
51137	52	7	.	.	.
51137	53	1	Besides	besides	RB
51137	53	2	,	,	,
51137	53	3	people	people	NNS
51137	53	4	do	do	VBP
51137	53	5	n't	not	RB
51137	53	6	like	like	VB
51137	53	7	to	to	TO
51137	53	8	think	think	VB
51137	53	9	about	about	IN
51137	53	10	death	death	NN
51137	53	11	.	.	.
51137	54	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
51137	54	2	talk	talk	VBP
51137	54	3	about	about	IN
51137	54	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	54	5	sometimes	sometimes	RB
51137	54	6	and	and	CC
51137	54	7	sometimes	sometimes	RB
51137	54	8	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	54	9	brood	brood	VBP
51137	54	10	about	about	IN
51137	54	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	54	12	,	,	,
51137	54	13	but	but	CC
51137	54	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	54	15	never	never	RB
51137	54	16	really	really	RB
51137	54	17	think	think	VBP
51137	54	18	.	.	.
51137	55	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
51137	55	2	has	have	VBZ
51137	55	3	always	always	RB
51137	55	4	been	be	VBN
51137	55	5	too	too	RB
51137	55	6	unknown	unknown	JJ
51137	55	7	and	and	CC
51137	55	8	that	that	IN
51137	55	9	frightens	frighten	VBZ
51137	55	10	them	-PRON-	PRP
51137	55	11	.	.	.
51137	56	1	Then	then	RB
51137	56	2	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	56	3	only	only	RB
51137	56	4	fear	fear	VBP
51137	56	5	and	and	CC
51137	56	6	stop	stop	VB
51137	56	7	thinking	think	VBG
51137	56	8	.	.	.
51137	57	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
51137	57	2	always	always	RB
51137	57	3	did	do	VBD
51137	57	4	seem	seem	VB
51137	57	5	sad	sad	JJ
51137	57	6	to	to	IN
51137	57	7	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	57	8	that	that	IN
51137	57	9	no	no	DT
51137	57	10	one	one	NN
51137	57	11	had	have	VBD
51137	57	12	ever	ever	RB
51137	57	13	tried	try	VBN
51137	57	14	to	to	TO
51137	57	15	help	help	VB
51137	57	16	people	people	NNS
51137	57	17	out	out	RP
51137	57	18	about	about	IN
51137	57	19	death	death	NN
51137	57	20	.	.	.
51137	58	1	Yes	yes	UH
51137	58	2	,	,	,
51137	58	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	58	4	know	know	VBP
51137	58	5	one	one	CD
51137	58	6	did	do	VBD
51137	58	7	.	.	.
51137	59	1	He	-PRON-	PRP
51137	59	2	died	die	VBD
51137	59	3	and	and	CC
51137	59	4	came	come	VBD
51137	59	5	back	back	RB
51137	59	6	--	--	:
51137	59	7	but	but	CC
51137	59	8	then	then	RB
51137	59	9	He	-PRON-	PRP
51137	59	10	was	be	VBD
51137	59	11	n't	not	RB
51137	59	12	just	just	RB
51137	59	13	a	a	DT
51137	59	14	man	man	NN
51137	59	15	like	like	IN
51137	59	16	you	-PRON-	PRP
51137	59	17	or	or	CC
51137	59	18	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	59	19	.	.	.
51137	60	1	And	and	CC
51137	60	2	even	even	RB
51137	60	3	He	-PRON-	PRP
51137	60	4	never	never	RB
51137	60	5	said	say	VBD
51137	60	6	exactly	exactly	RB
51137	60	7	what	what	WP
51137	60	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	60	9	was	be	VBD
51137	60	10	like	like	IN
51137	60	11	.	.	.
51137	61	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	61	2	wondered	wonder	VBD
51137	61	3	if	if	IN
51137	61	4	anyone	anyone	NN
51137	61	5	really	really	RB
51137	61	6	ever	ever	RB
51137	61	7	_	_	NNP
51137	61	8	had	have	VBD
51137	61	9	_	_	NNP
51137	61	10	said	say	VBD
51137	61	11	.	.	.
51137	62	1	So	so	RB
51137	62	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	62	3	began	begin	VBD
51137	62	4	to	to	TO
51137	62	5	read	read	VB
51137	62	6	with	with	IN
51137	62	7	only	only	RB
51137	62	8	a	a	DT
51137	62	9	single	single	JJ
51137	62	10	purpose	purpose	NN
51137	62	11	in	in	IN
51137	62	12	mind	mind	NN
51137	62	13	.	.	.
51137	63	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	63	2	had	have	VBD
51137	63	3	to	to	TO
51137	63	4	know	know	VB
51137	63	5	so	so	RB
51137	63	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	63	7	could	could	MD
51137	63	8	tell	tell	VB
51137	63	9	people	people	NNS
51137	63	10	.	.	.
51137	64	1	If	if	IN
51137	64	2	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	64	3	could	could	MD
51137	64	4	only	only	RB
51137	64	5	know	know	VB
51137	64	6	,	,	,
51137	64	7	then	then	RB
51137	64	8	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	64	9	would	would	MD
51137	64	10	n't	not	RB
51137	64	11	have	have	VB
51137	64	12	that	that	DT
51137	64	13	fear	fear	NN
51137	64	14	and	and	CC
51137	64	15	we	-PRON-	PRP
51137	64	16	could	could	MD
51137	64	17	talk	talk	VB
51137	64	18	of	of	IN
51137	64	19	death	death	NN
51137	64	20	and	and	CC
51137	64	21	still	still	RB
51137	64	22	be	be	VB
51137	64	23	able	able	JJ
51137	64	24	to	to	TO
51137	64	25	laugh	laugh	VB
51137	64	26	.	.	.
51137	65	1	But	but	CC
51137	65	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	65	3	had	have	VBD
51137	65	4	read	read	VBN
51137	65	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	65	6	all	all	DT
51137	65	7	when	when	WRB
51137	65	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	65	9	read	read	VBD
51137	65	10	of	of	IN
51137	65	11	Jacob	Jacob	NNP
51137	65	12	's	's	POS
51137	65	13	dream	dream	NN
51137	65	14	,	,	,
51137	65	15	for	for	IN
51137	65	16	that	that	DT
51137	65	17	's	be	VBZ
51137	65	18	all	all	DT
51137	65	19	there	there	EX
51137	65	20	was	be	VBD
51137	65	21	--	--	:
51137	65	22	dreams	dream	NNS
51137	65	23	,	,	,
51137	65	24	visions	vision	NNS
51137	65	25	,	,	,
51137	65	26	hopes	hope	NNS
51137	65	27	.	.	.
51137	66	1	No	no	DT
51137	66	2	one	one	NN
51137	66	3	had	have	VBD
51137	66	4	ever	ever	RB
51137	66	5	seen	see	VBN
51137	66	6	and	and	CC
51137	66	7	come	come	VB
51137	66	8	back	back	RB
51137	66	9	to	to	TO
51137	66	10	tell	tell	VB
51137	66	11	the	the	DT
51137	66	12	others	other	NNS
51137	66	13	.	.	.
51137	67	1	The	the	DT
51137	67	2	question	question	NN
51137	67	3	then	then	RB
51137	67	4	was	be	VBD
51137	67	5	_	_	NNP
51137	67	6	why	why	WRB
51137	67	7	_	_	NNP
51137	67	8	,	,	,
51137	67	9	not	not	RB
51137	67	10	_	_	NNP
51137	67	11	what	what	WP
51137	67	12	_	_	NNP
51137	67	13	.	.	.
51137	68	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
51137	68	2	could	could	MD
51137	68	3	n't	not	RB
51137	68	4	be	be	VB
51137	68	5	that	that	IN
51137	68	6	all	all	DT
51137	68	7	who	who	WP
51137	68	8	died	die	VBD
51137	68	9	had	have	VBD
51137	68	10	no	no	DT
51137	68	11	whole	whole	JJ
51137	68	12	being	be	VBG
51137	68	13	to	to	TO
51137	68	14	return	return	VB
51137	68	15	to	to	IN
51137	68	16	.	.	.
51137	69	1	Not	not	RB
51137	69	2	every	every	DT
51137	69	3	death	death	NN
51137	69	4	is	be	VBZ
51137	69	5	marked	mark	VBN
51137	69	6	by	by	IN
51137	69	7	a	a	DT
51137	69	8	body	body	NN
51137	69	9	completely	completely	RB
51137	69	10	uninhabitable	uninhabitable	JJ
51137	69	11	.	.	.
51137	70	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	70	2	myself	-PRON-	PRP
51137	70	3	had	have	VBD
51137	70	4	heard	hear	VBN
51137	70	5	a	a	DT
51137	70	6	doctor	doctor	NN
51137	70	7	say	say	VB
51137	70	8	,	,	,
51137	70	9	"	"	``
51137	70	10	There	there	EX
51137	70	11	is	be	VBZ
51137	70	12	nothing	nothing	NN
51137	70	13	organically	organically	RB
51137	70	14	wrong	wrong	JJ
51137	70	15	now	now	RB
51137	70	16	.	.	.
51137	71	1	The	the	DT
51137	71	2	patient	patient	NN
51137	71	3	will	will	MD
51137	71	4	recover	recover	VB
51137	71	5	if	if	IN
51137	71	6	only	only	RB
51137	71	7	he	-PRON-	PRP
51137	71	8	has	have	VBZ
51137	71	9	the	the	DT
51137	71	10	will	will	NN
51137	71	11	to	to	TO
51137	71	12	live	live	VB
51137	71	13	.	.	.
51137	71	14	"	"	''
51137	72	1	_	_	NNP
51137	72	2	The	the	DT
51137	72	3	will	will	NN
51137	72	4	to	to	TO
51137	72	5	live	live	VB
51137	72	6	!	!	.
51137	72	7	_	_	NNP
51137	72	8	Suddenly	suddenly	RB
51137	72	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	72	10	knew	know	VBD
51137	72	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	72	12	had	have	VBD
51137	72	13	found	find	VBN
51137	72	14	the	the	DT
51137	72	15	way	way	NN
51137	72	16	.	.	.
51137	73	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	73	2	myself	-PRON-	PRP
51137	73	3	would	would	MD
51137	73	4	go	go	VB
51137	73	5	and	and	CC
51137	73	6	see	see	VB
51137	73	7	and	and	CC
51137	73	8	return	return	VB
51137	73	9	to	to	TO
51137	73	10	tell	tell	VB
51137	73	11	them	-PRON-	PRP
51137	73	12	all	all	DT
51137	73	13	.	.	.
51137	74	1	*	*	NFP
51137	74	2	*	*	NFP
51137	74	3	*	*	NFP
51137	74	4	*	*	NFP
51137	74	5	*	*	NFP
51137	74	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	74	7	answered	answer	VBD
51137	74	8	all	all	PDT
51137	74	9	the	the	DT
51137	74	10	requirements	requirement	NNS
51137	74	11	.	.	.
51137	75	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	75	2	had	have	VBD
51137	75	3	a	a	DT
51137	75	4	healthy	healthy	JJ
51137	75	5	body	body	NN
51137	75	6	to	to	TO
51137	75	7	return	return	VB
51137	75	8	to	to	IN
51137	75	9	.	.	.
51137	76	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	76	2	had	have	VBD
51137	76	3	the	the	DT
51137	76	4	will	will	NN
51137	76	5	to	to	TO
51137	76	6	live	live	VB
51137	76	7	,	,	,
51137	76	8	for	for	IN
51137	76	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	76	10	enjoy	enjoy	VBP
51137	76	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	76	12	reading	reading	NN
51137	76	13	and	and	CC
51137	76	14	acquaintances	acquaintance	NNS
51137	76	15	.	.	.
51137	77	1	And	and	CC
51137	77	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	77	3	alone	alone	RB
51137	77	4	had	have	VBD
51137	77	5	thought	think	VBN
51137	77	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	77	7	wonderful	wonderful	JJ
51137	77	8	that	that	IN
51137	77	9	pigs	pig	NNS
51137	77	10	can	can	MD
51137	77	11	die	die	VB
51137	77	12	when	when	WRB
51137	77	13	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	77	14	merely	merely	RB
51137	77	15	want	want	VBP
51137	77	16	to	to	TO
51137	77	17	.	.	.
51137	78	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	78	2	knew	know	VBD
51137	78	3	that	that	IN
51137	78	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	78	5	could	could	MD
51137	78	6	,	,	,
51137	78	7	too	too	RB
51137	78	8	,	,	,
51137	78	9	and	and	CC
51137	78	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	78	11	was	be	VBD
51137	78	12	not	not	RB
51137	78	13	afraid	afraid	JJ
51137	78	14	.	.	.
51137	79	1	Very	very	RB
51137	79	2	carefully	carefully	RB
51137	79	3	,	,	,
51137	79	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	79	5	began	begin	VBD
51137	79	6	what	what	WP
51137	79	7	seemed	seem	VBD
51137	79	8	almost	almost	RB
51137	79	9	too	too	RB
51137	79	10	simple	simple	JJ
51137	79	11	preparations	preparation	NNS
51137	79	12	.	.	.
51137	80	1	Drawing	draw	VBG
51137	80	2	some	some	DT
51137	80	3	money	money	NN
51137	80	4	from	from	IN
51137	80	5	an	an	DT
51137	80	6	account	account	NN
51137	80	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	80	8	kept	keep	VBD
51137	80	9	for	for	IN
51137	80	10	medical	medical	JJ
51137	80	11	expenses	expense	NNS
51137	80	12	(	(	-LRB-
51137	80	13	at	at	IN
51137	80	14	the	the	DT
51137	80	15	time	time	NN
51137	80	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	80	17	thought	think	VBD
51137	80	18	this	this	DT
51137	80	19	very	very	RB
51137	80	20	amusing	amusing	JJ
51137	80	21	)	)	-RRB-
51137	80	22	,	,	,
51137	80	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	80	24	bought	buy	VBD
51137	80	25	an	an	DT
51137	80	26	electric	electric	JJ
51137	80	27	clock	clock	NN
51137	80	28	which	which	WDT
51137	80	29	registered	register	VBD
51137	80	30	the	the	DT
51137	80	31	hour	hour	NN
51137	80	32	and	and	CC
51137	80	33	the	the	DT
51137	80	34	day	day	NN
51137	80	35	of	of	IN
51137	80	36	the	the	DT
51137	80	37	month	month	NN
51137	80	38	on	on	IN
51137	80	39	cylinders	cylinder	NNS
51137	80	40	like	like	IN
51137	80	41	those	those	DT
51137	80	42	on	on	IN
51137	80	43	a	a	DT
51137	80	44	tachometer	tachometer	NN
51137	80	45	.	.	.
51137	81	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	81	2	felt	feel	VBD
51137	81	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	81	4	would	would	MD
51137	81	5	want	want	VB
51137	81	6	to	to	TO
51137	81	7	know	know	VB
51137	81	8	exactly	exactly	RB
51137	81	9	how	how	WRB
51137	81	10	long	long	RB
51137	81	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	81	12	had	have	VBD
51137	81	13	been	be	VBN
51137	81	14	deceased	deceased	JJ
51137	81	15	when	when	WRB
51137	81	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	81	17	came	come	VBD
51137	81	18	back	back	RB
51137	81	19	.	.	.
51137	82	1	Next	next	RB
51137	82	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	82	3	secured	secure	VBD
51137	82	4	a	a	DT
51137	82	5	small	small	JJ
51137	82	6	round	round	JJ
51137	82	7	mirror	mirror	NN
51137	82	8	with	with	IN
51137	82	9	a	a	DT
51137	82	10	concave	concave	NNP
51137	82	11	face	face	NN
51137	82	12	,	,	,
51137	82	13	the	the	DT
51137	82	14	type	type	NN
51137	82	15	some	some	DT
51137	82	16	use	use	NN
51137	82	17	for	for	IN
51137	82	18	shaving	shaving	NN
51137	82	19	.	.	.
51137	83	1	This	this	DT
51137	83	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	83	3	was	be	VBD
51137	83	4	to	to	TO
51137	83	5	hang	hang	VB
51137	83	6	directly	directly	RB
51137	83	7	above	above	IN
51137	83	8	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	83	9	face	face	NN
51137	83	10	.	.	.
51137	84	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
51137	84	2	was	be	VBD
51137	84	3	merely	merely	RB
51137	84	4	vanity	vanity	NN
51137	84	5	on	on	IN
51137	84	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	84	7	part	part	NN
51137	84	8	,	,	,
51137	84	9	for	for	IN
51137	84	10	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	84	11	wished	wish	VBD
51137	84	12	to	to	TO
51137	84	13	say	say	VB
51137	84	14	that	that	IN
51137	84	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	84	16	as	as	RB
51137	84	17	well	well	RB
51137	84	18	as	as	IN
51137	84	19	Lazarus	Lazarus	NNP
51137	84	20	's	's	POS
51137	84	21	friends	friend	NNS
51137	84	22	had	have	VBD
51137	84	23	seen	see	VBN
51137	84	24	a	a	DT
51137	84	25	dead	dead	JJ
51137	84	26	man	man	NN
51137	84	27	rise	rise	VB
51137	84	28	.	.	.
51137	85	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	85	2	had	have	VBD
51137	85	3	assumed	assume	VBN
51137	85	4	that	that	IN
51137	85	5	at	at	IN
51137	85	6	first	first	RB
51137	85	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	85	8	vision	vision	NN
51137	85	9	might	may	MD
51137	85	10	be	be	VB
51137	85	11	blurred	blur	VBN
51137	85	12	and	and	CC
51137	85	13	thus	thus	RB
51137	85	14	the	the	DT
51137	85	15	magnifying	magnify	VBG
51137	85	16	effect	effect	NN
51137	85	17	of	of	IN
51137	85	18	this	this	DT
51137	85	19	particular	particular	JJ
51137	85	20	glass	glass	NN
51137	85	21	would	would	MD
51137	85	22	,	,	,
51137	85	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	85	24	thought	think	VBD
51137	85	25	,	,	,
51137	85	26	help	help	VB
51137	85	27	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	85	28	focus	focus	VB
51137	85	29	on	on	IN
51137	85	30	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	85	31	face	face	NN
51137	85	32	.	.	.
51137	86	1	On	on	IN
51137	86	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	86	3	study	study	NN
51137	86	4	floor	floor	NN
51137	86	5	,	,	,
51137	86	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	86	7	prepared	prepare	VBD
51137	86	8	a	a	DT
51137	86	9	pallet	pallet	NN
51137	86	10	.	.	.
51137	87	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
51137	87	2	was	be	VBD
51137	87	3	neither	neither	CC
51137	87	4	soft	soft	JJ
51137	87	5	nor	nor	CC
51137	87	6	hard	hard	JJ
51137	87	7	,	,	,
51137	87	8	just	just	RB
51137	87	9	a	a	DT
51137	87	10	comfortable	comfortable	JJ
51137	87	11	support	support	NN
51137	87	12	for	for	IN
51137	87	13	the	the	DT
51137	87	14	body	body	NN
51137	87	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	87	16	was	be	VBD
51137	87	17	to	to	TO
51137	87	18	leave	leave	VB
51137	87	19	.	.	.
51137	88	1	Beside	beside	IN
51137	88	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	88	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	88	4	arranged	arrange	VBD
51137	88	5	a	a	DT
51137	88	6	basin	basin	NN
51137	88	7	of	of	IN
51137	88	8	water	water	NN
51137	88	9	and	and	CC
51137	88	10	some	some	DT
51137	88	11	soft	soft	JJ
51137	88	12	cloths	cloth	NNS
51137	88	13	,	,	,
51137	88	14	for	for	IN
51137	88	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	88	16	would	would	MD
51137	88	17	want	want	VB
51137	88	18	to	to	TO
51137	88	19	wash	wash	VB
51137	88	20	right	right	RB
51137	88	21	after	after	IN
51137	88	22	coming	come	VBG
51137	88	23	back	back	RB
51137	88	24	.	.	.
51137	89	1	You	-PRON-	PRP
51137	89	2	see	see	VBP
51137	89	3	,	,	,
51137	89	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	89	5	did	do	VBD
51137	89	6	not	not	RB
51137	89	7	fear	fear	VB
51137	89	8	the	the	DT
51137	89	9	obvious	obvious	JJ
51137	89	10	.	.	.
51137	90	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	90	2	power	power	NN
51137	90	3	lay	lie	VBD
51137	90	4	in	in	IN
51137	90	5	thought	thought	NN
51137	90	6	and	and	CC
51137	90	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	90	8	proceeded	proceed	VBD
51137	90	9	systematically	systematically	RB
51137	90	10	.	.	.
51137	91	1	Drawn	Drawn	NNP
51137	91	2	blinds	blind	NNS
51137	91	3	and	and	CC
51137	91	4	two	two	CD
51137	91	5	small	small	JJ
51137	91	6	night	night	NN
51137	91	7	-	-	HYPH
51137	91	8	lights	light	NNS
51137	91	9	spread	spread	VBP
51137	91	10	a	a	DT
51137	91	11	gray	gray	JJ
51137	91	12	cast	cast	NN
51137	91	13	over	over	IN
51137	91	14	the	the	DT
51137	91	15	room	room	NN
51137	91	16	,	,	,
51137	91	17	a	a	DT
51137	91	18	cast	cast	NN
51137	91	19	that	that	WDT
51137	91	20	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	91	21	was	be	VBD
51137	91	22	to	to	TO
51137	91	23	know	know	VB
51137	91	24	too	too	RB
51137	91	25	well	well	RB
51137	91	26	.	.	.
51137	92	1	Everything	everything	NN
51137	92	2	was	be	VBD
51137	92	3	ready	ready	JJ
51137	92	4	now	now	RB
51137	92	5	.	.	.
51137	93	1	No	no	UH
51137	93	2	,	,	,
51137	93	3	wait	wait	VB
51137	93	4	!	!	.
51137	94	1	Quickly	quickly	RB
51137	94	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	94	3	placed	place	VBD
51137	94	4	a	a	DT
51137	94	5	tumbler	tumbler	NN
51137	94	6	and	and	CC
51137	94	7	a	a	DT
51137	94	8	decanter	decanter	NN
51137	94	9	of	of	IN
51137	94	10	brandy	brandy	NN
51137	94	11	within	within	IN
51137	94	12	easy	easy	JJ
51137	94	13	reach	reach	NN
51137	94	14	and	and	CC
51137	94	15	by	by	IN
51137	94	16	them	-PRON-	PRP
51137	94	17	laid	lay	VBD
51137	94	18	a	a	DT
51137	94	19	pencil	pencil	NN
51137	94	20	and	and	CC
51137	94	21	a	a	DT
51137	94	22	pad	pad	NN
51137	94	23	of	of	IN
51137	94	24	paper	paper	NN
51137	94	25	.	.	.
51137	95	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
51137	95	2	was	be	VBD
51137	95	3	when	when	WRB
51137	95	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	95	5	straightened	straighten	VBD
51137	95	6	up	up	RP
51137	95	7	that	that	IN
51137	95	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	95	9	first	first	RB
51137	95	10	felt	feel	VBD
51137	95	11	the	the	DT
51137	95	12	pounding	pounding	NN
51137	95	13	in	in	IN
51137	95	14	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	95	15	body	body	NN
51137	95	16	.	.	.
51137	96	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	96	2	heart	heart	NN
51137	96	3	pulsed	pulse	VBD
51137	96	4	as	as	IN
51137	96	5	if	if	IN
51137	96	6	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	96	7	were	be	VBD
51137	96	8	smashing	smash	VBG
51137	96	9	waves	wave	NNS
51137	96	10	of	of	IN
51137	96	11	blood	blood	NN
51137	96	12	through	through	IN
51137	96	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	96	14	veins	vein	NNS
51137	96	15	.	.	.
51137	97	1	In	in	IN
51137	97	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	97	3	throat	throat	NN
51137	97	4	,	,	,
51137	97	5	the	the	DT
51137	97	6	large	large	JJ
51137	97	7	arteries	artery	NNS
51137	97	8	swelled	swell	VBD
51137	97	9	with	with	IN
51137	97	10	pressure	pressure	NN
51137	97	11	until	until	IN
51137	97	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	97	13	thought	think	VBD
51137	97	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	97	15	would	would	MD
51137	97	16	strangle	strangle	VB
51137	97	17	.	.	.
51137	98	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	98	2	had	have	VBD
51137	98	3	to	to	TO
51137	98	4	have	have	VB
51137	98	5	some	some	DT
51137	98	6	physical	physical	JJ
51137	98	7	exertion	exertion	NN
51137	98	8	to	to	TO
51137	98	9	relieve	relieve	VB
51137	98	10	the	the	DT
51137	98	11	tension	tension	NN
51137	98	12	.	.	.
51137	99	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	99	2	felt	feel	VBD
51137	99	3	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	99	4	might	may	MD
51137	99	5	faint	faint	VB
51137	99	6	or	or	CC
51137	99	7	have	have	VB
51137	99	8	a	a	DT
51137	99	9	stroke	stroke	NN
51137	99	10	unless	unless	IN
51137	99	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	99	12	moved	move	VBD
51137	99	13	about	about	IN
51137	99	14	.	.	.
51137	100	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	100	2	father	father	NN
51137	100	3	had	have	VBD
51137	100	4	been	be	VBN
51137	100	5	stricken	stricken	VBN
51137	100	6	with	with	IN
51137	100	7	an	an	DT
51137	100	8	embolism	embolism	NN
51137	100	9	at	at	IN
51137	100	10	about	about	IN
51137	100	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	100	12	age	age	NN
51137	100	13	,	,	,
51137	100	14	and	and	CC
51137	100	15	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	100	16	've	have	VB
51137	100	17	read	read	VBN
51137	100	18	such	such	JJ
51137	100	19	weaknesses	weakness	NNS
51137	100	20	are	be	VBP
51137	100	21	inherited	inherit	VBN
51137	100	22	.	.	.
51137	101	1	So	so	RB
51137	101	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	101	3	walked	walk	VBD
51137	101	4	about	about	IN
51137	101	5	the	the	DT
51137	101	6	house	house	NN
51137	101	7	rechecking	rechecke	VBG
51137	101	8	the	the	DT
51137	101	9	locks	lock	NNS
51137	101	10	of	of	IN
51137	101	11	windows	window	NNS
51137	101	12	and	and	CC
51137	101	13	doors	door	NNS
51137	101	14	.	.	.
51137	102	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
51137	102	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	102	3	was	be	VBD
51137	102	4	just	just	RB
51137	102	5	to	to	TO
51137	102	6	keep	keep	VB
51137	102	7	busy	busy	JJ
51137	102	8	for	for	IN
51137	102	9	a	a	DT
51137	102	10	few	few	JJ
51137	102	11	more	more	JJR
51137	102	12	moments	moment	NNS
51137	102	13	that	that	WDT
51137	102	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	102	15	even	even	RB
51137	102	16	rechecked	rechecke	VBD
51137	102	17	the	the	DT
51137	102	18	pads	pad	NNS
51137	102	19	of	of	IN
51137	102	20	cardboard	cardboard	NN
51137	102	21	with	with	IN
51137	102	22	which	which	WDT
51137	102	23	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	102	24	had	have	VBD
51137	102	25	muffled	muffle	VBN
51137	102	26	the	the	DT
51137	102	27	bell	bell	NN
51137	102	28	-	-	HYPH
51137	102	29	clappers	clapper	NNS
51137	102	30	on	on	IN
51137	102	31	both	both	CC
51137	102	32	telephone	telephone	NN
51137	102	33	and	and	CC
51137	102	34	door	door	NN
51137	102	35	chime	chime	NN
51137	102	36	.	.	.
51137	103	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	103	2	do	do	VBP
51137	103	3	n't	not	RB
51137	103	4	seem	seem	VB
51137	103	5	to	to	TO
51137	103	6	have	have	VB
51137	103	7	had	have	VBN
51137	103	8	many	many	JJ
51137	103	9	callers	caller	NNS
51137	103	10	for	for	IN
51137	103	11	several	several	JJ
51137	103	12	years	year	NNS
51137	103	13	now	now	RB
51137	103	14	,	,	,
51137	103	15	but	but	CC
51137	103	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	103	17	had	have	VBD
51137	103	18	to	to	TO
51137	103	19	avoid	avoid	VB
51137	103	20	any	any	DT
51137	103	21	chance	chance	NN
51137	103	22	of	of	IN
51137	103	23	being	be	VBG
51137	103	24	disturbed	disturb	VBN
51137	103	25	.	.	.
51137	104	1	*	*	NFP
51137	104	2	*	*	NFP
51137	104	3	*	*	NFP
51137	104	4	*	*	NFP
51137	104	5	*	*	NFP
51137	104	6	Somewhat	somewhat	RB
51137	104	7	calmed	calm	VBN
51137	104	8	by	by	IN
51137	104	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	104	10	exertion	exertion	NN
51137	104	11	,	,	,
51137	104	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	104	13	prepared	prepare	VBD
51137	104	14	to	to	TO
51137	104	15	lie	lie	VB
51137	104	16	down	down	RB
51137	104	17	,	,	,
51137	104	18	but	but	CC
51137	104	19	a	a	DT
51137	104	20	sentimental	sentimental	JJ
51137	104	21	whim	whim	NN
51137	104	22	moved	move	VBD
51137	104	23	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	104	24	like	like	IN
51137	104	25	an	an	DT
51137	104	26	automaton	automaton	NN
51137	104	27	toward	toward	IN
51137	104	28	the	the	DT
51137	104	29	window	window	NN
51137	104	30	.	.	.
51137	105	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
51137	105	2	was	be	VBD
51137	105	3	the	the	DT
51137	105	4	only	only	JJ
51137	105	5	really	really	RB
51137	105	6	unreasoning	unreasone	VBG
51137	105	7	thing	thing	NN
51137	105	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	105	9	did	do	VBD
51137	105	10	.	.	.
51137	106	1	Like	like	IN
51137	106	2	a	a	DT
51137	106	3	prisoner	prisoner	NN
51137	106	4	denied	deny	VBD
51137	106	5	the	the	DT
51137	106	6	light	light	NN
51137	106	7	on	on	IN
51137	106	8	penalty	penalty	NN
51137	106	9	of	of	IN
51137	106	10	torture	torture	NN
51137	106	11	,	,	,
51137	106	12	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	106	13	knelt	kneel	VBD
51137	106	14	down	down	RP
51137	106	15	and	and	CC
51137	106	16	looked	look	VBD
51137	106	17	under	under	IN
51137	106	18	the	the	DT
51137	106	19	blind	blind	JJ
51137	106	20	.	.	.
51137	107	1	Never	never	RB
51137	107	2	was	be	VBD
51137	107	3	the	the	DT
51137	107	4	Sun	Sun	NNP
51137	107	5	so	so	RB
51137	107	6	dazzling	dazzle	VBG
51137	107	7	.	.	.
51137	108	1	This	this	DT
51137	108	2	slightest	slight	JJS
51137	108	3	lifting	lifting	NN
51137	108	4	of	of	IN
51137	108	5	the	the	DT
51137	108	6	shade	shade	NN
51137	108	7	poured	pour	VBD
51137	108	8	onto	onto	IN
51137	108	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	108	10	a	a	DT
51137	108	11	warmth	warmth	NN
51137	108	12	that	that	WDT
51137	108	13	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	108	14	had	have	VBD
51137	108	15	never	never	RB
51137	108	16	known	know	VBN
51137	108	17	before	before	IN
51137	108	18	.	.	.
51137	109	1	An	an	DT
51137	109	2	old	old	JJ
51137	109	3	saying	saying	NN
51137	109	4	,	,	,
51137	109	5	invading	invade	VBG
51137	109	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	109	7	mind	mind	NN
51137	109	8	,	,	,
51137	109	9	destroyed	destroy	VBD
51137	109	10	the	the	DT
51137	109	11	illusion	illusion	NN
51137	109	12	,	,	,
51137	109	13	and	and	CC
51137	109	14	laughing	laugh	VBG
51137	109	15	a	a	DT
51137	109	16	bit	bit	NN
51137	109	17	nervously	nervously	RB
51137	109	18	at	at	IN
51137	109	19	"	"	``
51137	109	20	seeking	seek	VBG
51137	109	21	his	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	109	22	place	place	NN
51137	109	23	in	in	IN
51137	109	24	the	the	DT
51137	109	25	Sun	Sun	NNP
51137	109	26	,	,	,
51137	109	27	"	"	``
51137	109	28	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	109	29	turned	turn	VBD
51137	109	30	away	away	RB
51137	109	31	and	and	CC
51137	109	32	lay	lie	VBD
51137	109	33	down	down	RP
51137	109	34	.	.	.
51137	110	1	The	the	DT
51137	110	2	dials	dial	NNS
51137	110	3	on	on	IN
51137	110	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	110	5	new	new	JJ
51137	110	6	calendar	calendar	NN
51137	110	7	clock	clock	NN
51137	110	8	registered	register	VBN
51137	110	9	3:15	3:15	CD
51137	110	10	,	,	,
51137	110	11	July	July	NNP
51137	110	12	12	12	CD
51137	110	13	.	.	.
51137	111	1	Reaching	reach	VBG
51137	111	2	for	for	IN
51137	111	3	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	111	4	pad	pad	NN
51137	111	5	and	and	CC
51137	111	6	pencil	pencil	NN
51137	111	7	,	,	,
51137	111	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	111	9	recorded	record	VBD
51137	111	10	this	this	DT
51137	111	11	and	and	CC
51137	111	12	then	then	RB
51137	111	13	,	,	,
51137	111	14	refolding	refolde	VBG
51137	111	15	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	111	16	hands	hand	NNS
51137	111	17	across	across	IN
51137	111	18	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	111	19	chest	chest	NN
51137	111	20	,	,	,
51137	111	21	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	111	22	lay	lie	VBD
51137	111	23	quite	quite	RB
51137	111	24	still	still	RB
51137	111	25	.	.	.
51137	112	1	The	the	DT
51137	112	2	heat	heat	NN
51137	112	3	of	of	IN
51137	112	4	the	the	DT
51137	112	5	day	day	NN
51137	112	6	had	have	VBD
51137	112	7	begun	begin	VBN
51137	112	8	to	to	TO
51137	112	9	saturate	saturate	VB
51137	112	10	the	the	DT
51137	112	11	closed	closed	JJ
51137	112	12	room	room	NN
51137	112	13	.	.	.
51137	113	1	Outside	outside	RB
51137	113	2	,	,	,
51137	113	3	all	all	DT
51137	113	4	was	be	VBD
51137	113	5	quiet	quiet	JJ
51137	113	6	,	,	,
51137	113	7	as	as	IN
51137	113	8	if	if	IN
51137	113	9	the	the	DT
51137	113	10	Sun	Sun	NNP
51137	113	11	had	have	VBD
51137	113	12	mesmerized	mesmerize	VBN
51137	113	13	the	the	DT
51137	113	14	world	world	NN
51137	113	15	.	.	.
51137	114	1	The	the	DT
51137	114	2	insect	insect	JJ
51137	114	3	hum	hum	NN
51137	114	4	of	of	IN
51137	114	5	the	the	DT
51137	114	6	electric	electric	JJ
51137	114	7	clock	clock	NN
51137	114	8	was	be	VBD
51137	114	9	the	the	DT
51137	114	10	only	only	JJ
51137	114	11	clue	clue	NN
51137	114	12	of	of	IN
51137	114	13	life	life	NN
51137	114	14	around	around	IN
51137	114	15	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	114	16	.	.	.
51137	115	1	Looming	loom	VBG
51137	115	2	large	large	JJ
51137	115	3	above	above	IN
51137	115	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	115	5	in	in	IN
51137	115	6	the	the	DT
51137	115	7	mirror	mirror	NN
51137	115	8	,	,	,
51137	115	9	the	the	DT
51137	115	10	magnified	magnify	VBN
51137	115	11	reflection	reflection	NN
51137	115	12	of	of	IN
51137	115	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	115	14	face	face	NN
51137	115	15	calmed	calm	VBD
51137	115	16	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	115	17	mind	mind	NN
51137	115	18	with	with	IN
51137	115	19	its	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	115	20	placidity	placidity	NN
51137	115	21	.	.	.
51137	116	1	Great	great	RB
51137	116	2	-	-	HYPH
51137	116	3	lidded	lidde	VBN
51137	116	4	Buddha	Buddha	NNP
51137	116	5	eyes	eye	NNS
51137	116	6	gazed	gaze	VBD
51137	116	7	down	down	RP
51137	116	8	,	,	,
51137	116	9	holding	hold	VBG
51137	116	10	in	in	IN
51137	116	11	their	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	116	12	glow	glow	NN
51137	116	13	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	116	14	first	first	JJ
51137	116	15	understanding	understanding	NN
51137	116	16	of	of	IN
51137	116	17	Nirvana	Nirvana	NNP
51137	116	18	.	.	.
51137	117	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	117	2	knew	know	VBD
51137	117	3	that	that	IN
51137	117	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	117	5	had	have	VBD
51137	117	6	come	come	VBN
51137	117	7	.	.	.
51137	118	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	118	2	had	have	VBD
51137	118	3	reached	reach	VBN
51137	118	4	the	the	DT
51137	118	5	boundary	boundary	NN
51137	118	6	where	where	WRB
51137	118	7	the	the	DT
51137	118	8	fear	fear	NN
51137	118	9	of	of	IN
51137	118	10	returnless	returnless	JJ
51137	118	11	going	going	NN
51137	118	12	stopped	stop	VBD
51137	118	13	the	the	DT
51137	118	14	psyche	psyche	NN
51137	118	15	just	just	RB
51137	118	16	this	this	DT
51137	118	17	side	side	NN
51137	118	18	.	.	.
51137	119	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	119	2	only	only	JJ
51137	119	3	body	body	NN
51137	119	4	consciousness	consciousness	NN
51137	119	5	was	be	VBD
51137	119	6	the	the	DT
51137	119	7	heavy	heavy	JJ
51137	119	8	_	_	NNP
51137	119	9	thud	thud	NNP
51137	119	10	_	_	NNP
51137	119	11	...	...	:
51137	119	12	_	_	NNP
51137	119	13	thud	thud	NNP
51137	119	14	_	_	NNP
51137	119	15	...	...	:
51137	119	16	_	_	NNP
51137	119	17	thud	thud	NNP
51137	119	18	_	_	NNP
51137	119	19	of	of	IN
51137	119	20	blood	blood	NN
51137	119	21	being	be	VBG
51137	119	22	driven	drive	VBN
51137	119	23	through	through	IN
51137	119	24	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	119	25	veins	vein	NNS
51137	119	26	.	.	.
51137	120	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	120	2	toyed	toy	VBD
51137	120	3	with	with	IN
51137	120	4	stopping	stop	VBG
51137	120	5	the	the	DT
51137	120	6	thudding	thudding	NN
51137	120	7	,	,	,
51137	120	8	feeling	feel	VBG
51137	120	9	and	and	CC
51137	120	10	savoring	savor	VBG
51137	120	11	the	the	DT
51137	120	12	pause	pause	NN
51137	120	13	between	between	IN
51137	120	14	those	those	DT
51137	120	15	sledge	sledge	NN
51137	120	16	-	-	HYPH
51137	120	17	hammer	hammer	NN
51137	120	18	strokes	stroke	NNS
51137	120	19	on	on	IN
51137	120	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	120	21	brain	brain	NN
51137	120	22	--	--	:
51137	120	23	knowing	know	VBG
51137	120	24	that	that	IN
51137	120	25	any	any	DT
51137	120	26	one	one	CD
51137	120	27	of	of	IN
51137	120	28	those	those	DT
51137	120	29	pauses	pause	NNS
51137	120	30	lengthened	lengthen	VBN
51137	120	31	to	to	IN
51137	120	32	eternity	eternity	NN
51137	120	33	was	be	VBD
51137	120	34	death	death	NN
51137	120	35	.	.	.
51137	121	1	Suddenly	suddenly	RB
51137	121	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	121	3	shrieked	shriek	VBD
51137	121	4	and	and	CC
51137	121	5	sat	sit	VBD
51137	121	6	upright	upright	RB
51137	121	7	.	.	.
51137	122	1	For	for	IN
51137	122	2	an	an	DT
51137	122	3	instant	instant	NN
51137	122	4	,	,	,
51137	122	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	122	6	body	body	NN
51137	122	7	had	have	VBD
51137	122	8	completely	completely	RB
51137	122	9	stopped	stop	VBN
51137	122	10	and	and	CC
51137	122	11	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	122	12	had	have	VBD
51137	122	13	known	know	VBN
51137	122	14	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	122	15	.	.	.
51137	123	1	Only	only	RB
51137	123	2	a	a	DT
51137	123	3	nameless	nameless	JJ
51137	123	4	grasping	grasping	NN
51137	123	5	fear	fear	NN
51137	123	6	had	have	VBD
51137	123	7	snatched	snatch	VBN
51137	123	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	123	9	back	back	RB
51137	123	10	.	.	.
51137	124	1	My	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	124	2	heart	heart	NN
51137	124	3	beat	beat	VBD
51137	124	4	wildly	wildly	RB
51137	124	5	as	as	IN
51137	124	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	124	7	gasped	gasp	VBD
51137	124	8	for	for	IN
51137	124	9	air	air	NN
51137	124	10	.	.	.
51137	125	1	With	with	IN
51137	125	2	shaking	shake	VBG
51137	125	3	hands	hand	NNS
51137	125	4	,	,	,
51137	125	5	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	125	6	poured	pour	VBD
51137	125	7	a	a	DT
51137	125	8	drink	drink	NN
51137	125	9	and	and	CC
51137	125	10	gulped	gulp	VBD
51137	125	11	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	125	12	down	down	RP
51137	125	13	.	.	.
51137	126	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
51137	126	2	had	have	VBD
51137	126	3	been	be	VBN
51137	126	4	close	close	JJ
51137	126	5	.	.	.
51137	127	1	Still	still	RB
51137	127	2	trembling	tremble	VBG
51137	127	3	,	,	,
51137	127	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	127	5	arose	arise	VBD
51137	127	6	and	and	CC
51137	127	7	slumped	slump	VBD
51137	127	8	into	into	IN
51137	127	9	a	a	DT
51137	127	10	chair	chair	NN
51137	127	11	.	.	.
51137	128	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	128	2	had	have	VBD
51137	128	3	to	to	TO
51137	128	4	organize	organize	VB
51137	128	5	myself	-PRON-	PRP
51137	128	6	,	,	,
51137	128	7	to	to	TO
51137	128	8	think	think	VB
51137	128	9	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	128	10	way	way	NN
51137	128	11	along	along	IN
51137	128	12	this	this	DT
51137	128	13	thing	thing	NN
51137	128	14	.	.	.
51137	129	1	What	what	WP
51137	129	2	had	have	VBD
51137	129	3	happened	happen	VBN
51137	129	4	to	to	IN
51137	129	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	129	6	?	?	.
51137	130	1	This	this	DT
51137	130	2	one	one	CD
51137	130	3	thing	thing	NN
51137	130	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	130	5	knew	know	VBD
51137	130	6	:	:	:
51137	130	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	130	8	_	_	NNP
51137	130	9	could	could	MD
51137	130	10	_	_	NNP
51137	130	11	do	do	VB
51137	130	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	130	13	.	.	.
51137	131	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	131	2	could	could	MD
51137	131	3	stop	stop	VB
51137	131	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	131	5	body	body	NN
51137	131	6	at	at	IN
51137	131	7	will	will	NN
51137	131	8	and	and	CC
51137	131	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	131	10	had	have	VBD
51137	131	11	done	do	VBN
51137	131	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	131	13	,	,	,
51137	131	14	if	if	IN
51137	131	15	only	only	RB
51137	131	16	for	for	IN
51137	131	17	a	a	DT
51137	131	18	second	second	NN
51137	131	19	.	.	.
51137	132	1	This	this	DT
51137	132	2	thought	thought	NN
51137	132	3	reassured	reassure	VBD
51137	132	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	132	5	or	or	CC
51137	132	6	perhaps	perhaps	RB
51137	132	7	the	the	DT
51137	132	8	brandy	brandy	NN
51137	132	9	opened	open	VBD
51137	132	10	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	132	11	reserve	reserve	NN
51137	132	12	of	of	IN
51137	132	13	courage	courage	NN
51137	132	14	,	,	,
51137	132	15	for	for	IN
51137	132	16	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	132	17	had	have	VBD
51137	132	18	been	be	VBN
51137	132	19	sitting	sit	VBG
51137	132	20	in	in	IN
51137	132	21	the	the	DT
51137	132	22	chair	chair	NN
51137	132	23	some	some	DT
51137	132	24	time	time	NN
51137	132	25	.	.	.
51137	133	1	*	*	NFP
51137	133	2	*	*	NFP
51137	133	3	*	*	NFP
51137	133	4	*	*	NFP
51137	133	5	*	*	NFP
51137	133	6	With	with	IN
51137	133	7	caution	caution	NN
51137	133	8	,	,	,
51137	133	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	133	10	approached	approach	VBD
51137	133	11	the	the	DT
51137	133	12	pallet	pallet	NN
51137	133	13	.	.	.
51137	134	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	134	2	regarded	regard	VBD
51137	134	3	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	134	4	with	with	IN
51137	134	5	suspicion	suspicion	NN
51137	134	6	,	,	,
51137	134	7	as	as	IN
51137	134	8	though	though	IN
51137	134	9	there	there	EX
51137	134	10	were	be	VBD
51137	134	11	a	a	DT
51137	134	12	deadly	deadly	JJ
51137	134	13	scorpion	scorpion	NN
51137	134	14	in	in	IN
51137	134	15	its	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	134	16	folds	fold	NNS
51137	134	17	.	.	.
51137	135	1	Then	then	RB
51137	135	2	,	,	,
51137	135	3	jeering	jeer	VBG
51137	135	4	at	at	IN
51137	135	5	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	135	6	hesitation	hesitation	NN
51137	135	7	,	,	,
51137	135	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	135	9	lay	lie	VBD
51137	135	10	down	down	RP
51137	135	11	and	and	CC
51137	135	12	composed	compose	VBD
51137	135	13	myself	-PRON-	PRP
51137	135	14	as	as	IN
51137	135	15	before	before	RB
51137	135	16	.	.	.
51137	136	1	The	the	DT
51137	136	2	clock	clock	NN
51137	136	3	said	say	VBD
51137	136	4	5:05	5:05	CD
51137	136	5	.	.	.
51137	137	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	137	2	stirred	stir	VBD
51137	137	3	again	again	RB
51137	137	4	only	only	RB
51137	137	5	to	to	TO
51137	137	6	record	record	VB
51137	137	7	this	this	DT
51137	137	8	on	on	IN
51137	137	9	the	the	DT
51137	137	10	pad	pad	NN
51137	137	11	.	.	.
51137	138	1	Despite	despite	IN
51137	138	2	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	138	3	nervousness	nervousness	NN
51137	138	4	,	,	,
51137	138	5	things	thing	NNS
51137	138	6	proceeded	proceed	VBD
51137	138	7	faster	fast	RBR
51137	138	8	this	this	DT
51137	138	9	time	time	NN
51137	138	10	.	.	.
51137	139	1	A	a	DT
51137	139	2	morbid	morbid	NN
51137	139	3	excitement	excitement	NN
51137	139	4	carried	carry	VBD
51137	139	5	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	139	6	along	along	IN
51137	139	7	the	the	DT
51137	139	8	path	path	NN
51137	139	9	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	139	10	now	now	RB
51137	139	11	already	already	RB
51137	139	12	knew	know	VBD
51137	139	13	.	.	.
51137	140	1	And	and	CC
51137	140	2	at	at	IN
51137	140	3	its	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	140	4	end	end	NN
51137	140	5	,	,	,
51137	140	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	140	7	flirted	flirt	VBD
51137	140	8	with	with	IN
51137	140	9	the	the	DT
51137	140	10	_	_	NNP
51137	140	11	stopping	stop	VBG
51137	140	12	_	_	NNP
51137	140	13	.	.	.
51137	141	1	Going	go	VBG
51137	141	2	over	over	RP
51137	141	3	and	and	CC
51137	141	4	stepping	step	VBG
51137	141	5	back	back	RB
51137	141	6	,	,	,
51137	141	7	going	go	VBG
51137	141	8	over	over	RB
51137	141	9	and	and	CC
51137	141	10	stepping	step	VBG
51137	141	11	back	back	RB
51137	141	12	.	.	.
51137	142	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
51137	142	2	was	be	VBD
51137	142	3	a	a	DT
51137	142	4	pleasure	pleasure	NN
51137	142	5	exquisite	exquisite	JJ
51137	142	6	and	and	CC
51137	142	7	unique	unique	JJ
51137	142	8	.	.	.
51137	143	1	Once	once	RB
51137	143	2	felt	feel	VBN
51137	143	3	,	,	,
51137	143	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	143	5	was	be	VBD
51137	143	6	unresistable	unresistable	JJ
51137	143	7	.	.	.
51137	144	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	144	2	was	be	VBD
51137	144	3	no	no	RB
51137	144	4	longer	long	RBR
51137	144	5	afraid	afraid	JJ
51137	144	6	.	.	.
51137	145	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	145	2	did	do	VBD
51137	145	3	not	not	RB
51137	145	4	have	have	VB
51137	145	5	to	to	TO
51137	145	6	be	be	VB
51137	145	7	.	.	.
51137	146	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	146	2	could	could	MD
51137	146	3	stop	stop	VB
51137	146	4	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	146	5	body	body	NN
51137	146	6	and	and	CC
51137	146	7	start	start	VB
51137	146	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	146	9	at	at	IN
51137	146	10	will	will	NN
51137	146	11	.	.	.
51137	147	1	So	so	RB
51137	147	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	147	3	let	let	VBP
51137	147	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	147	5	slip	slip	VB
51137	147	6	away	away	RB
51137	147	7	from	from	IN
51137	147	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	147	9	.	.	.
51137	148	1	The	the	DT
51137	148	2	thuddings	thudding	NNS
51137	148	3	ceased	cease	VBD
51137	148	4	and	and	CC
51137	148	5	only	only	RB
51137	148	6	the	the	DT
51137	148	7	pauses	pause	NNS
51137	148	8	remained	remain	VBD
51137	148	9	--	--	:
51137	148	10	silent	silent	JJ
51137	148	11	,	,	,
51137	148	12	shapeless	shapeless	JJ
51137	148	13	things	thing	NNS
51137	148	14	in	in	IN
51137	148	15	endless	endless	JJ
51137	148	16	procession	procession	NN
51137	148	17	.	.	.
51137	149	1	And	and	CC
51137	149	2	then	then	RB
51137	149	3	the	the	DT
51137	149	4	great	great	JJ
51137	149	5	silence	silence	NN
51137	149	6	.	.	.
51137	150	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
51137	150	2	flowed	flow	VBD
51137	150	3	over	over	IN
51137	150	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	150	5	and	and	CC
51137	150	6	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	150	7	was	be	VBD
51137	150	8	lost	lose	VBN
51137	150	9	.	.	.
51137	151	1	The	the	DT
51137	151	2	silence	silence	NN
51137	151	3	was	be	VBD
51137	151	4	too	too	RB
51137	151	5	heavy	heavy	JJ
51137	151	6	and	and	CC
51137	151	7	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	151	8	thoughts	thought	NNS
51137	151	9	were	be	VBD
51137	151	10	not	not	RB
51137	151	11	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	151	12	own	own	JJ
51137	151	13	;	;	:
51137	151	14	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	151	15	floated	float	VBD
51137	151	16	up	up	RP
51137	151	17	away	away	RB
51137	151	18	from	from	IN
51137	151	19	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	151	20	in	in	IN
51137	151	21	the	the	DT
51137	151	22	silence	silence	NN
51137	151	23	.	.	.
51137	152	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	152	2	could	could	MD
51137	152	3	feel	feel	VB
51137	152	4	them	-PRON-	PRP
51137	152	5	go	go	VB
51137	152	6	,	,	,
51137	152	7	but	but	CC
51137	152	8	there	there	EX
51137	152	9	was	be	VBD
51137	152	10	nothing	nothing	NN
51137	152	11	to	to	TO
51137	152	12	bring	bring	VB
51137	152	13	them	-PRON-	PRP
51137	152	14	back	back	RB
51137	152	15	.	.	.
51137	153	1	Each	each	DT
51137	153	2	thought	thought	NN
51137	153	3	of	of	IN
51137	153	4	protest	protest	NN
51137	153	5	winged	wing	VBD
51137	153	6	its	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	153	7	way	way	NN
51137	153	8	into	into	IN
51137	153	9	a	a	DT
51137	153	10	void	void	NN
51137	153	11	with	with	IN
51137	153	12	all	all	PDT
51137	153	13	the	the	DT
51137	153	14	rest	rest	NN
51137	153	15	.	.	.
51137	154	1	And	and	CC
51137	154	2	nothing	nothing	NN
51137	154	3	else	else	RB
51137	154	4	remained	remain	VBD
51137	154	5	but	but	CC
51137	154	6	the	the	DT
51137	154	7	will	will	NN
51137	154	8	to	to	TO
51137	154	9	live	live	VB
51137	154	10	.	.	.
51137	155	1	As	as	IN
51137	155	2	the	the	DT
51137	155	3	silence	silence	NN
51137	155	4	lapped	lap	VBD
51137	155	5	around	around	IN
51137	155	6	this	this	DT
51137	155	7	will	will	NN
51137	155	8	,	,	,
51137	155	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	155	10	grew	grow	VBD
51137	155	11	until	until	IN
51137	155	12	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	155	13	alone	alone	RB
51137	155	14	was	be	VBD
51137	155	15	I.	i.	NN
51137	156	1	The	the	DT
51137	156	2	silence	silence	NN
51137	156	3	washed	wash	VBD
51137	156	4	about	about	IN
51137	156	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	156	6	,	,	,
51137	156	7	but	but	CC
51137	156	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	156	9	stood	stand	VBD
51137	156	10	.	.	.
51137	157	1	Then	then	RB
51137	157	2	the	the	DT
51137	157	3	little	little	JJ
51137	157	4	rippings	ripping	NNS
51137	157	5	and	and	CC
51137	157	6	the	the	DT
51137	157	7	slicings	slicing	NNS
51137	157	8	and	and	CC
51137	157	9	the	the	DT
51137	157	10	tearings	tearing	NNS
51137	157	11	and	and	CC
51137	157	12	the	the	DT
51137	157	13	softening	softening	NN
51137	157	14	of	of	IN
51137	157	15	things	thing	NNS
51137	157	16	were	be	VBD
51137	157	17	there	there	RB
51137	157	18	--	--	:
51137	157	19	heard	hear	VBN
51137	157	20	without	without	IN
51137	157	21	sound	sound	NN
51137	157	22	,	,	,
51137	157	23	felt	feel	VBD
51137	157	24	without	without	IN
51137	157	25	feeling	feeling	NN
51137	157	26	,	,	,
51137	157	27	like	like	IN
51137	157	28	the	the	DT
51137	157	29	pulling	pulling	NN
51137	157	30	of	of	IN
51137	157	31	a	a	DT
51137	157	32	tooth	tooth	NN
51137	157	33	from	from	IN
51137	157	34	a	a	DT
51137	157	35	novocaine	novocaine	JJ
51137	157	36	-	-	HYPH
51137	157	37	deadened	deadened	JJ
51137	157	38	jaw	jaw	NN
51137	157	39	.	.	.
51137	158	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
51137	158	2	was	be	VBD
51137	158	3	then	then	RB
51137	158	4	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	158	5	saw	see	VBD
51137	158	6	the	the	DT
51137	158	7	face	face	NN
51137	158	8	.	.	.
51137	159	1	Have	have	VBP
51137	159	2	you	-PRON-	PRP
51137	159	3	ever	ever	RB
51137	159	4	felt	feel	VBN
51137	159	5	the	the	DT
51137	159	6	terror	terror	NN
51137	159	7	of	of	IN
51137	159	8	suddenly	suddenly	RB
51137	159	9	waking	wake	VBG
51137	159	10	with	with	IN
51137	159	11	a	a	DT
51137	159	12	face	face	NN
51137	159	13	--	--	:
51137	159	14	a	a	DT
51137	159	15	face	face	NN
51137	159	16	of	of	IN
51137	159	17	eyes	eye	NNS
51137	159	18	--	--	:
51137	159	19	staring	stare	VBG
51137	159	20	into	into	IN
51137	159	21	your	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	159	22	unguarded	unguarded	JJ
51137	159	23	and	and	CC
51137	159	24	bewildered	bewilder	VBN
51137	159	25	first	first	JJ
51137	159	26	glance	glance	NN
51137	159	27	?	?	.
51137	160	1	One	one	CD
51137	160	2	feels	feel	VBZ
51137	160	3	as	as	IN
51137	160	4	if	if	IN
51137	160	5	this	this	DT
51137	160	6	face	face	NN
51137	160	7	would	would	MD
51137	160	8	look	look	VB
51137	160	9	into	into	IN
51137	160	10	one	one	PRP
51137	160	11	's	's	POS
51137	160	12	very	very	JJ
51137	160	13	life	life	NN
51137	160	14	and	and	CC
51137	160	15	wrest	wrest	VB
51137	160	16	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	160	17	from	from	IN
51137	160	18	him	-PRON-	PRP
51137	160	19	.	.	.
51137	161	1	Perhaps	perhaps	RB
51137	161	2	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	161	3	is	be	VBZ
51137	161	4	a	a	DT
51137	161	5	nascent	nascent	JJ
51137	161	6	fear	fear	NN
51137	161	7	of	of	IN
51137	161	8	one	one	PRP
51137	161	9	's	's	POS
51137	161	10	own	own	JJ
51137	161	11	mask	mask	NN
51137	161	12	of	of	IN
51137	161	13	death	death	NN
51137	161	14	.	.	.
51137	162	1	But	but	CC
51137	162	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	162	3	could	could	MD
51137	162	4	not	not	RB
51137	162	5	escape	escape	VB
51137	162	6	the	the	DT
51137	162	7	mask	mask	NN
51137	162	8	.	.	.
51137	163	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
51137	163	2	loomed	loom	VBD
51137	163	3	above	above	IN
51137	163	4	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	163	5	with	with	IN
51137	163	6	gaping	gape	VBG
51137	163	7	maw	maw	NN
51137	163	8	and	and	CC
51137	163	9	staring	stare	VBG
51137	163	10	eyes	eye	NNS
51137	163	11	;	;	:
51137	163	12	eyes	eye	NNS
51137	163	13	that	that	WDT
51137	163	14	seemed	seem	VBD
51137	163	15	more	more	RBR
51137	163	16	dead	dead	JJ
51137	163	17	and	and	CC
51137	163	18	deadly	deadly	JJ
51137	163	19	as	as	IN
51137	163	20	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	163	21	vision	vision	NN
51137	163	22	cleared	clear	VBD
51137	163	23	.	.	.
51137	164	1	The	the	DT
51137	164	2	mirror	mirror	NN
51137	164	3	enlarged	enlarge	VBD
51137	164	4	the	the	DT
51137	164	5	horror	horror	NN
51137	164	6	that	that	WDT
51137	164	7	lay	lie	VBD
51137	164	8	below	below	IN
51137	164	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	164	10	.	.	.
51137	165	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
51137	165	2	was	be	VBD
51137	165	3	the	the	DT
51137	165	4	wrench	wrench	NN
51137	165	5	of	of	IN
51137	165	6	nausea	nausea	NN
51137	165	7	that	that	WDT
51137	165	8	pulled	pull	VBD
51137	165	9	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	165	10	from	from	IN
51137	165	11	this	this	DT
51137	165	12	nightmare	nightmare	NN
51137	165	13	.	.	.
51137	166	1	In	in	IN
51137	166	2	the	the	DT
51137	166	3	violence	violence	NN
51137	166	4	of	of	IN
51137	166	5	the	the	DT
51137	166	6	retching	retching	NN
51137	166	7	,	,	,
51137	166	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	166	9	rolled	roll	VBD
51137	166	10	from	from	IN
51137	166	11	beneath	beneath	IN
51137	166	12	the	the	DT
51137	166	13	mirror	mirror	NN
51137	166	14	and	and	CC
51137	166	15	raised	raise	VBD
51137	166	16	myself	-PRON-	PRP
51137	166	17	to	to	IN
51137	166	18	hands	hand	NNS
51137	166	19	and	and	CC
51137	166	20	knees	knee	NNS
51137	166	21	.	.	.
51137	167	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	167	2	had	have	VBD
51137	167	3	knocked	knock	VBN
51137	167	4	over	over	RP
51137	167	5	the	the	DT
51137	167	6	clock	clock	NN
51137	167	7	and	and	CC
51137	167	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	167	9	shouted	shout	VBD
51137	167	10	up	up	RP
51137	167	11	at	at	IN
51137	167	12	me--10:05	me--10:05	NNP
51137	167	13	,	,	,
51137	167	14	July	July	NNP
51137	167	15	15	15	CD
51137	167	16	.	.	.
51137	168	1	Three	three	CD
51137	168	2	days	day	NNS
51137	168	3	!	!	.
51137	169	1	Too	too	RB
51137	169	2	long	long	RB
51137	169	3	!	!	.
51137	170	1	Too	too	RB
51137	170	2	horribly	horribly	RB
51137	170	3	long	long	JJ
51137	170	4	!	!	.
51137	171	1	*	*	NFP
51137	171	2	*	*	NFP
51137	171	3	*	*	NFP
51137	171	4	*	*	NFP
51137	171	5	*	*	NFP
51137	171	6	Slowly	slowly	RB
51137	171	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	171	8	dragged	drag	VBD
51137	171	9	myself	-PRON-	PRP
51137	171	10	to	to	IN
51137	171	11	the	the	DT
51137	171	12	telephone	telephone	NN
51137	171	13	and	and	CC
51137	171	14	pulled	pull	VBD
51137	171	15	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	171	16	from	from	IN
51137	171	17	the	the	DT
51137	171	18	stand	stand	NN
51137	171	19	.	.	.
51137	172	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	172	2	remember	remember	VBP
51137	172	3	nothing	nothing	NN
51137	172	4	else	else	RB
51137	172	5	until	until	IN
51137	172	6	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	172	7	brought	bring	VBD
51137	172	8	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	172	9	here	here	RB
51137	172	10	.	.	.
51137	173	1	It	-PRON-	PRP
51137	173	2	's	be	VBZ
51137	173	3	been	be	VBN
51137	173	4	eight	eight	CD
51137	173	5	days	day	NNS
51137	173	6	--	--	:
51137	173	7	eight	eight	CD
51137	173	8	days	day	NNS
51137	173	9	away	away	RB
51137	173	10	from	from	IN
51137	173	11	death	death	NN
51137	173	12	,	,	,
51137	173	13	yet	yet	CC
51137	173	14	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	173	15	'm	be	VBP
51137	173	16	closer	close	JJR
51137	173	17	to	to	IN
51137	173	18	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	173	19	now	now	RB
51137	173	20	than	than	IN
51137	173	21	ever	ever	RB
51137	173	22	before	before	RB
51137	173	23	.	.	.
51137	174	1	And	and	CC
51137	174	2	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	174	3	ca	can	MD
51137	174	4	n't	not	RB
51137	174	5	_	_	NNP
51137	174	6	think	think	VB
51137	174	7	_	_	NNP
51137	174	8	of	of	IN
51137	174	9	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	174	10	.	.	.
51137	175	1	The	the	DT
51137	175	2	fear	fear	NN
51137	175	3	has	have	VBZ
51137	175	4	come	come	VBN
51137	175	5	crashing	crash	VBG
51137	175	6	through	through	IN
51137	175	7	and	and	CC
51137	175	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	175	9	ca	can	MD
51137	175	10	n't	not	RB
51137	175	11	_	_	NNP
51137	175	12	think	think	VB
51137	175	13	_	_	NNP
51137	175	14	.	.	.
51137	176	1	This	this	DT
51137	176	2	thing	thing	NN
51137	176	3	,	,	,
51137	176	4	this	this	DT
51137	176	5	body	body	NN
51137	176	6	is	be	VBZ
51137	176	7	too	too	RB
51137	176	8	far	far	RB
51137	176	9	gone	go	VBN
51137	176	10	.	.	.
51137	177	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	177	2	wo	will	MD
51137	177	3	n't	not	RB
51137	177	4	be	be	VB
51137	177	5	able	able	JJ
51137	177	6	to	to	TO
51137	177	7	make	make	VB
51137	177	8	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	177	9	move	move	VB
51137	177	10	.	.	.
51137	178	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	178	2	'll	will	MD
51137	178	3	just	just	RB
51137	178	4	feel	feel	VB
51137	178	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	178	6	getting	get	VBG
51137	178	7	away	away	RB
51137	178	8	--	--	:
51137	178	9	little	little	JJ
51137	178	10	by	by	IN
51137	178	11	little	little	JJ
51137	178	12	--	--	:
51137	178	13	ripping	rip	VBG
51137	178	14	apart	apart	RP
51137	178	15	cell	cell	NN
51137	178	16	by	by	IN
51137	178	17	cell	cell	NN
51137	178	18	,	,	,
51137	178	19	and	and	CC
51137	178	20	then	then	RB
51137	178	21	everywhere	everywhere	RB
51137	178	22	all	all	RB
51137	178	23	at	at	IN
51137	178	24	once	once	RB
51137	178	25	.	.	.
51137	179	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	179	2	can	can	MD
51137	179	3	feel	feel	VB
51137	179	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	179	5	now	now	RB
51137	179	6	.	.	.
51137	180	1	But	but	CC
51137	180	2	in	in	IN
51137	180	3	that	that	DT
51137	180	4	great	great	JJ
51137	180	5	silence	silence	NN
51137	180	6	,	,	,
51137	180	7	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	180	8	could	could	MD
51137	180	9	almost	almost	RB
51137	180	10	hear	hear	VB
51137	180	11	the	the	DT
51137	180	12	tearing	tearing	NN
51137	180	13	--	--	:
51137	180	14	yet	yet	CC
51137	180	15	there	there	EX
51137	180	16	was	be	VBD
51137	180	17	no	no	DT
51137	180	18	sound	sound	NN
51137	180	19	.	.	.
51137	181	1	The	the	DT
51137	181	2	doctors	doctor	NNS
51137	181	3	have	have	VBP
51137	181	4	given	give	VBN
51137	181	5	up	up	RP
51137	181	6	all	all	DT
51137	181	7	hope	hope	NN
51137	181	8	.	.	.
51137	182	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	182	2	can	can	MD
51137	182	3	see	see	VB
51137	182	4	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	182	5	in	in	IN
51137	182	6	their	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	182	7	faces	face	NNS
51137	182	8	.	.	.
51137	183	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	183	2	could	could	MD
51137	183	3	hear	hear	VB
51137	183	4	them	-PRON-	PRP
51137	183	5	talking	talk	VBG
51137	183	6	among	among	IN
51137	183	7	themselves	-PRON-	PRP
51137	183	8	when	when	WRB
51137	183	9	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	183	10	brought	bring	VBD
51137	183	11	me	-PRON-	PRP
51137	183	12	in	in	RP
51137	183	13	.	.	.
51137	184	1	They	-PRON-	PRP
51137	184	2	had	have	VBD
51137	184	3	to	to	TO
51137	184	4	give	give	VB
51137	184	5	it	-PRON-	PRP
51137	184	6	a	a	DT
51137	184	7	name	name	NN
51137	184	8	.	.	.
51137	185	1	There	there	EX
51137	185	2	's	be	VBZ
51137	185	3	a	a	DT
51137	185	4	certain	certain	JJ
51137	185	5	safety	safety	NN
51137	185	6	in	in	IN
51137	185	7	a	a	DT
51137	185	8	name	name	NN
51137	185	9	,	,	,
51137	185	10	you	-PRON-	PRP
51137	185	11	know	know	VBP
51137	185	12	.	.	.
51137	186	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	186	2	would	would	MD
51137	186	3	have	have	VB
51137	186	4	told	tell	VBD
51137	186	5	them	-PRON-	PRP
51137	186	6	,	,	,
51137	186	7	but	but	CC
51137	186	8	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	186	9	was	be	VBD
51137	186	10	afraid	afraid	JJ
51137	186	11	they	-PRON-	PRP
51137	186	12	'd	'd	MD
51137	186	13	laugh	laugh	VB
51137	186	14	.	.	.
51137	187	1	The	the	DT
51137	187	2	nurses	nurse	NNS
51137	187	3	would	would	MD
51137	187	4	laugh	laugh	VB
51137	187	5	and	and	CC
51137	187	6	say	say	VB
51137	187	7	to	to	IN
51137	187	8	each	each	DT
51137	187	9	other	other	JJ
51137	187	10	,	,	,
51137	187	11	"	"	``
51137	187	12	Have	have	VBP
51137	187	13	you	-PRON-	PRP
51137	187	14	heard	hear	VBN
51137	187	15	what	what	WP
51137	187	16	the	the	DT
51137	187	17	one	one	CD
51137	187	18	in	in	IN
51137	187	19	408	408	CD
51137	187	20	wanted	want	VBN
51137	187	21	in	in	IN
51137	187	22	his	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	187	23	case	case	NN
51137	187	24	history	history	NN
51137	187	25	?	?	.
51137	187	26	"	"	''
51137	188	1	I	-PRON-	PRP
51137	188	2	could	could	MD
51137	188	3	n't	not	RB
51137	188	4	stand	stand	VB
51137	188	5	the	the	DT
51137	188	6	laughter	laughter	NN
51137	188	7	now	now	RB
51137	188	8	.	.	.
51137	189	1	But	but	CC
51137	189	2	that	that	DT
51137	189	3	's	be	VBZ
51137	189	4	the	the	DT
51137	189	5	way	way	NN
51137	189	6	my	-PRON-	PRP$
51137	189	7	chart	chart	NN
51137	189	8	should	should	MD
51137	189	9	read	read	VB
51137	189	10	--	--	:
51137	189	11	Cause	cause	NN
51137	189	12	of	of	IN
51137	189	13	Death:--_Death	death:--_death	NN
51137	189	14	!	!	.
51137	189	15	_	_	NNP