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KINGSTON for WILLIAM WELEY , and are to bee sold at his shop in Pauls Church-yard at the signe of the white Swanne . 1610. TO THE RIGHT VVORshipfull and religious , Sir Iames Harington , Sir William Dier , Sir William Fairut , Sir Edward Harington , Sir Thomas Fulgeam , Knights , and their vertuous Ladies , grace , mercie , and peace from God the Father through IESVS CHRIST the sonne of the Father , in truth and loue . RIght Worshipfull , and dearely beloued in the Lord , whom I loue also in the truth ; and not I onely , but they that haue knowen the truth , for the truths sake which dwelleth in vs , which is professed and maintained of you , and shall abide with and preserue vs for euer . Blessed be God , euen the father of our Lord Iesus Christ , who hath reuealed his sonne vnto you , and hath giuen you a large heart towards his Saints , that your delight is the Law of the Lord , and your affections are to the excellent that are on earth , to consider wisely of the cause of the afflicted , and to minister comfort to the distressed soule . And blessed be the name of his Maiestie for euer , who hath respected the base estate of his seruant , and made mee a witnesse both of your loue vnto his word , and his afflicted members . In consideration whereof , as I can doe no more then testifie my thankfulnesse vnto our gracious God , for his mercies bestowed on mee , not only in deliuering mee from a most desperate sicknesse , but in casting mee graciously on such feeling members , who ministred so abundantly towards my recouerie : so I must doe no lesse then to doe my vtmost indeuour , that the memoriall of the iust may liue for euer , and their righteousnesse may be had in euerlasting remembrance , to their more comfortable assurance that their reward is with God ; when all will-worship and presumption of merit shall be confounded : and to the prouocation of the Saints in these daies , wherein charity is growen cold , that they bee not weary of well-doing , as being assured that in due time they shall reape , if they faint not . And the rather doe I finde my selfe obliged at this time to this Christian dutie , because the Lord hauing inabled mee in my great weaknesse to bestow a spirituall gift vpon the most of your worships , being graciously by Gods holy hand brought together to such good ends : it pleased his good Maiestie , so to affect your hearts with that heauenly treasure , as not only to hearken with all reuerence and attention vnto the wholesome word of life , but for the further establishing of your iudgements , and triall of your hearts thereby , that it might appeare your holy purpose was to cleaue vnto the Lord in the obedience of his word : our gracious God , in the riches of his mercie , inclin'd some of your hearts ( I doubt not , for the behoofe of all ) to desire a briefe of what had beene publikely taught , thereby to trie the spirits with the men of Berea , and so to hold the truth in constancie of well-doing . And could I doe better then , according to my poore strength and memorie , then to leaue such generall and short notes with you , which might in some sort testifie my desire to build you forward in Christ Iesus , howsoeuer they could not satisfie your desires for the full resoluing of your consciences in so principall and profitable a point as is the triall and recouerie of our first loue ? And ought I not then to indeuour the further kindling of such smoaking flax , such holy and gracious desires ? May I not iustly take occasion in paying a debt vnto you , to make the Church of God become my debtor for this paines , now published for the generall good , and so ingage my selfe in a further and more generall debt ; both of praier , that the Lord would giue a blessing to these poore labours ; and of further paines , as God shall minister health , occasion , and libertie ? And shall not the Saints also become debtors vnto you , by whose holy desires it is , that they now also haue this glasse , to discerne aright their estate in grace , to recouer their decaies , and grow to perfection ? And is not the Lord indebted vnto vs all , to crowne his owne graces , and recompence the faithfull imploiment of his talents ? And hath not our glorious God thus brought light out of darknesse ? Will he not perfect his power in weaknesse , and wisdome in humane infirmitie ? Shall not the dead men liue ? Shall not they awake and sing , which haue sate in the dust , yea in the shadow of death , yea haue beene euen swallowed vp of the nethermost hell ? Shall not the brand be pluckt out of the fire , and the prey out of the teeth ? That the glory may be vnto our God , and not vnto men . Behold ( saith Iacob ) I had not thought to haue seene thy face ; and yet the Lord hath let mee liue to see thy seed . This is the Lords doing , and it is maruellous in our eies . Accept therefore ( right worshipfull ) some fruit of your desires , and euidence of Gods power in this weaknesse of his seruant : which the more it appeares , let our God the more haue the only glory both of your desires and my indeuours , in blessing both with conscionable practise in this life , and crowning also both with competent perfection and glory in the life to come . This is the fruit of our labours ; and for this , is , and shall bee , the scope and summe of my praiers vnto our God for you , that according to his promise he would make you perfect in euery good worke , to doe his will on earth , that his will may be done on you for euer in heauen ; to raigne with Iesus Christ in that glory , which neuer fadeth . And so I humbly take my leaue . From my poore house at COVENTRY , this 10. of April , 1610. Your Worships most bounden , for euer in Iesus Christ , THOMAS . COOPER . TO THE CHRISTIAN READER , WISDOME TO DISCERNE HIS Estate aright , and grace to grow forward to perfection . BEloued in the Lord Iesus , it is a most dangerous , and yet very easie and plausible delusion , to conceit vnto our selues an estate in grace , when as yet wee remaine the bond-slaues of Satan . And it is a very difficult , and yet most necessarie triall , to discerne our constant abiding and proceeding in this estate of grace . For ( to passe by those who make a mocke of conuersion , as being a touch of noueltie , a brand of inconstancie , and imputation of hypocrisie ) who is there almost that flatters not himselfe to be in the fauour of God , and so interessed in his grace ? And hath he not many such pretences and colours heereunto , which may so abuse his iudgement , that hee may thinke himselfe to be somewhat , when he is nothing ; and so refusing to be found in Christ , by being lost and emptied in himselfe , thereby become worse then nothing ? Better neuer to haue beene borne , then so to bee deceiued . Oh how thè wisdome of the flesh prooues here enmitie against God! Is not this the iudgement vpon the world , that they which see not , might see ; and that they which see might be made blinde ? Consider first , I pray you , how nature occasions this deceit . Is any disposed lesse euilly by the benefit of his complexion ? Is any constrained from some act of euill by natures impotencie and deformity ? Behold , euen these to the naturall man prooue very dangerous stumbling blockes , to rest in nature , as affoording some shew of good , more then is in others of an harder constitution , as breaking out lesse into grosse euils , then such , who by natures abilitie are more prone and prouoked thereto . And is it not esteemed a sufficient measure of goodnes , to bee lesse euill then others , howsoeuer the desire and fountaine of corruption be the same in all ? Is not the seeming good which by natures benefit shewes forth in the world , accounted currant holinesse , and thereby excludeth the true power of well-doing ? Especially if to this shew of natures righteousnesse Education be adioined , whereby the minde being informed in knowledge , and restrained by ciuilitie , natures euill is heereby more kept vnder , and it seeming good set out more saleable and beautious to the sinister iudgement : howsoeuer now nature hath gained no other then a weapon of vnrighteousnesse , to commit sinne more dangerously , by how much it is inabled to couch it more closely , and smooth it more cunningly ; yet this with the world passeth for a currant conuersion , especially if some such change now appeare in the outward man , whereby wee may either differ from the rusticitie and grosse abuses of our parents , or differ from the barbarous and desperate sprouts of our childhood , and vntamed youth . And if now the Lord shall giue the wicked their desire , in affoording them so farre the vse of his spirit , as to restraine yet more inward corruption by it power and terrour , that so they may be fitter for such outward prosperitie as they haue especially made choice of in this life , and so renounced their interest in heauen , and withall may frame better to societie , both of the good , to whom now they shall doe lesse hurt , as also of the euill , whom by this meanes they may prouoke to good ; that so Gods gouernment of the world may be more beautifull and glorious , and his will more iustifiably accomplished in the elect and reprobate . Is not this restraint apprehended , as a great conquest ouer corruption ; and so a conuersion hence vainly concluded ; seeing the inward hart is no whit renued , but only the corruption restrained from the outward act ? nay , is not corruption more inraged inwardly , the more it is outwardly bridled & smothered ? and so sin made out of measure sinfull : as being more inexcusable , the more it is curbed : as breaking out more desperately , when the bridle is reiected : as ripening more dangerously , the more it boileth within : and so sealing vp vengeance more certainly , yea more fearfully hastning it , as proceeding to despight the spirit of grace . And what though the Lord bestow on the wicked many excellent graces of his spirit , inabling them to teach others , to doe wondrous things , furthering them so farre in the shew of holinesse , as that they shall seeme for a time to outstrip the sincere professor ? May they not teach other , and yet themselues be reiected ? May they not doe miracles , and yet heare , I know you not ? Shall not the candle of the hypocrite be put out ? Doth not this faire shew in the flesh deceiue , and prooue deceiued ? What should I tell you of that change that is wrought by afflictions ? Will not the wicked in their troubles seeke the Lord diligently ? Must not the vilest forbeare when they cannot otherwise chuse ? And is it any masterie , not to reuenge , when power is not in our hands ? Will not the swine that is now cleansed , returne to the mire againe ? Is it charitie , then to forgiue the world , when we see no time left for execution of malice ? Is it patience , to forbeare when wee can neither will nor chuse ? Is it obedience , to tremble vnder the whip ? to feare God only for his iustice , and not to loue him for his mercie ? Oh but wee are deliuered out of trouble , and restored to great happinesse . Behold , wee are blessed on the earth : and are not we then truly blessed ? Is not this a marke of holinesse , to be prosperous in the world ? Would God blesse our labours , if we did not serue him ? May not this change from affliction to prosperitie be a certaine euidence of an inward change , from worse to better , and so prooue vnto the flesh a conceit of conuersion ? Surely , if the world bee Iudge , the case is quickly ruled . Who is the good man , but the rich man ? Either his riches shall be the cloke to hide his faults by greatnesse , briberie , cunning packing , friendship , &c. or his euill by the flatterie of the world shall be accounted good : hee will not doe so for his credit : he needs not steale , oppresse : he hath wherewithall : his couetousnesse is thrift ; his pride , cleanlinesse ; his prodigalitie , bountie ; his loosenesse , libertie and prerogatiue . Hath hee not power of all in his hands ? And may he not doe what he list ? Is not his lust a law , his example a rule and warrant ? He feares no trouble ; therefore hee deserues none . Who can say , Blacke is his eie ? because , who dares say so ? Nay , who will not say , blacke is white , if it may please him ? Thus prosperitie makes a conuert , if the world may giue in euidence . Especially if our fulnesse in the world be graced with some ciuill calling , whereby wee are honoured of the people , and taken vp with imploiments ; is not idlenesse now much preuented , and so such sinnes as doe accompanie the same ? Doth not credit now restraine , where conscience cannot ? Is there not now a cloake for sinne , and countenance for iniquitie ? What defense is fathered hence for neglect of spirituall duties ? What opportunity offered , to colour oppression and deceit ? What pretence for licentiousnesse , and excesse in the abuse of the creatures ? What wrapping vp of abuses , where there is fellowship in euill ? Is not here a glorious maske for sinceritie and religion , where outward honestie in a ciuill calling becomes a warrant of vprightnesse , seeing our faith is shewed by workes ? And what more obuious and commendable then our ciuill imploiments , so beneficiall to the Common-weale , so necessarie for our priuate , so succesfull in the issue , as who ( in opinion ) more blessed ? What is it , if not godlinesse , that is so plentifully recompenced in this life ? If now the wicked eat the labours of their hands , and drinke their wine in bowles , may they not sacrifice to their nets ? May they not cry ayme vnto their soules , Oh well is thee , and happie shalt thou bee ? Thus ciuill imploiment with worldlings is accounted religion : and to bee morally iust and true in contracts and bargaines , goes currant with men for stanch and sound holinesse . But if we enter into Gods sanctuarie , and by the rule of the word determine heereof ; is not the prosperity of the wicked their destruction , and not their conuersion ? Doth not the old sent remaine in Moab , because he was not changed from vessell to vessell , but enioied constant prosperity thereby , was setled on his l●es , and rooted more obstinately in natures dregges , thereby exercised more greedily and desperatly the lusts thereof ? Can the change of the outward estate change the inward man from worse to better ? As they were increased , so , did not Gods people rebell against him , who in their afflictions sought vnto him deceitfully ? Is not heere a change from better to worse ? An hypocrite in affliction , as being bridled and restrained , prooues a desperate enemie , when by prosperitie he hath power in his hands . As for walking in a ciuill calling , howsoeuer this ( being sanctified by the spirituall ) may bee a meanes to lay vp a good foundation against the day of Christ , 1. Tim. 6. 19. 20. yet to the naturall man there is not a more dangerous outward meanes to exclude grace , then the greatest measure of honestie that is seene therein . For is it not the grace of this calling to rest in it selfe for good successe , without inuocation of Gods assistance , or reference to his blessing ? Is not our pursuit heereof a priuilege to exempt from holy duties ? We must liue , and therefore we cannot be bookish . We haue no leasure to the Church , &c. Nay , is it not a price , proposed to incourage diligence in these worldly businesses , euen licence to prophane the Sabbaths , to despise the word ? &c. And what if men keepe touch and day in paiments and contracts ? What if a little eie-seruice be vsed in the outside of their wares ? Is it for conscience to God , to whom they desire to approoue the truth of their hearts ; or only a care for the maintenance of trading , and mutuall commerce , which without this outward equitie must needs be abolished ? Who will trust , or shall be trusted , if word be not kept ? But is it kept any further , then may cleere from touch of mans law ? Is promise kept heere to our hindrance , so we may winde out by the arme of flesh ? Is the substance of our wares any thing lesse then answerable to the shew ? Is not God robbed of his glorie , while we sacrifice to our labour and wit ? and Is not this great Babel , which I haue built for the honour of my name ? &c. Surely as these outward things are common to all , so no man knoweth loue or hatred , either by prosperity or aduersitie . Well may a good man ( by right vsage ) make these good vnto him ; but these of themselues may wel make him worse : otherwise they haue no power inwardly to better him : Only it belongeth vnto God ( through the ministerie of his word ) to conuert the soule , as tendring ( to this end ) vnto vs , not corruptible things , as siluer and gold , which make outwardlie happie in this life ; but the pretious blood of Christ , as a Lambe vndefiled and without spot , whereby wee are cleansed from all our sinnes , and redeemed from our vaine conuersation , receiued by the tradition of the fathers . But hearken , I pray you , vnto a further plea of the hypocrite : Haue we not heard thee teaching in our streets ? Nay , Haue we not taught in thy name ? Haue we not receiued the word with ioy , and done many things accordingly ? Can the best doe more ? Doe not wee in many things offend all ? Is not this a sufficient euidence of an effectuall conuersion ? Surely where the grace of God , which bringeth saluation to all men , hath appeared effectually , there it teacheth vs , not only to eschew all euill , in thought , word , and deed ; but on the contrary , to prosecute all good , both 1. inwardly in the heart and minde , as being purified by faith , whereby with constant purpose we cleaue vnto God , and also 2. outwardly in the word and conuersation : Iam. 3. 1. Ephes . 1. Rom. 12. 1. 1. Cor. 6. yea generally and vniuersally , hauing respect to all Gods Commandements : Psal . 119. 7. 8. and constantly also continuing and abounding , yea increasing in grace , and finishing our course , that no man take away our Crowne : Reu. 3. 1. Cor. 15. 58. Ephes . 3. Col. 1. 2. Pet. 1. 8. 9. 2. Tim. 4. 3. Phil. 13. And therefore seeing the word of God must bee a sauour of death vnto death vnto some who are to be renounced , and made inexcusable thereby ; hence is it , that though they receiue it 1. with ioy , as being rauished with the sweetnesse thereof ; yet being not mixed with faith , it becomes vnprofitable , and so the ioy of the hypocrite lasteth but a moment . And so it commeth also to passe , that for carnall respects , as vain-glory , credit , satisfaction of others , whom they desire to be like , the hypocrite also may do many things according to the letter of the word , though not answerable to the power thereof ; not from the purpose of his heart , renued by the holy Ghost ; but executing therein the lust of his heart , as spirituall pride , hypocrisie , &c. Neither shall he be able to continue in any substance of well-doing , seeing howsoeuer for his credit and profit hee must sometimes shew religious , yet by reason of difference of companie , change of times and occasions , he must euen for the same ends of credit and profit , cast off his visour of holinesse , and so appeare in his true likenesse , to the satisfying of such to whom nothing but grosse and desperate wickednesse will giue any contentment . Nay doth not this necessity lie vpon the hypocrite , that howsoeuer for a time he must glose and fawn vpon the truth , while it is his pack-horse to further him to promotion , riches , &c. yet when by plunging himselfe into worldly courses , hee must necessarily crosse in his outward actions the power of that truth , must he not now for his credit abase and vilifie that truth which before hee so magnified ? as being either too seuere and precise , because hee cannot reach it : or being foolishnesse and madnesse ; and therefore he is now more wise , more sober , then to be guided by it : you must pardon his former folly and giddinesse : he will doe no more so ; he will be more wise , moderate , &c. This is the issue of an hypocrites supposed conuersion , answerable euen vnto the measure thereof ; which being not rooted in the heart , nor aiming at Gods glory , no maruell if the glory of an hypocrite prooue his confusion . And is hee not iustly deceiued in this fancie of regeneration ? Is he not heereby excluded from the power of conuersion , because he resteth in the shadow thereof ? But to admit a true conuersion : Is the combate now at an end ? or not rather now begun ? Is there any place heere for idlenesse , securitie , remisnesse in our calling ? Surely though the foundation standeth sure in respect of God , who knoweth who are his ; yet it lieth much in vs , either to make sure and beautifie the building , by being watchfull and diligent in well-doing ; or else by our negligence and security to deface and interrupt the same , yea many times , to our sense and feeling , euen vtterly to ouerthrow the same . For proofe heereof , peruse this treatise ensuing : let it be , in Gods feare , a touch-stone vnto thee , to make triall of a sound conuersion : and take it as a preseruatiue , to keepe thee in the power of godlines , that so thou maist not leaue thy first loue . If by pride or security thou hast beene left to thy selfe , and so hast left thy former measure , view thy selfe diligently in this present glasse , and vse it as a meanes for thy recouerie and perseuerance . Expect not what may be said , seeing my health and study affoords only breuity : neither misconstrue what may be well digested , lest thou be peruerted by a stumbling blocke . Though many are called , yet but few are chosen : and therefore if few digest this pill : let them not condemne the physicke , but their owne ill-disposed hearts . Those that can get meat out of the eater , and sweetnesse out of the strong , let them praise the glorious Lord , who bringeth light out of darknesse ; and not cease praying vnto our gracious Father , that he would turne our darknesse into light , and enable vs to worke while yet we haue the light : that so wee may approoue our selues the children of the light , and bee prepared to that light which shall neuer be changed into darknesse . Euen so be it . Come Lord Iesus : Come quickly . ( ⸪ ) In whom I rest thine vnfainedly , THOMAS COOPER . DOCTRINES AND OBSERVAtions opened heerein , are , 1 That the best haue their infirmities . 2 The least euill in the Saints causeth the Lord to haue a controuersie with them . 3 Sinne not to bee smoothered , but plainely reprooued . 4 The godly must perseuere in grace , and grow to perfection . 5 Euery true conuert hath a first loue : where , of the meanes and markes thereof . 6 The Conuert may leaue his first loue : where , of the meanes whereby it is cooled . 7 First loue may seeme to be lost , when it is not , where diuers false imputations are remooued . 8 The leauing of first loue , with the true markes and symptomes thereof . 9 First loue how to bee recouered , and re-gained againe , &c. 10 How farre the Saints may recouer their first loue . 11 The Saints cannot finally nor wholly lose their first loue : but shall in some measure recouer it . THE CONVERTS FIRST LOVE . REVELAT . 2. 4. Neuerthelesse I haue somewhat against thee : because thou hast left thy first Loue. OVr blessed Sauiour , hauing by the Ministerie of his Apostles planted diuers Churches in Asia : directeth his seruant Iohn the Euangelist , to write vnto each of them , for their further strengthening in the faith . And , because the Church of Ephesus , was both famous for the outward glorie , and inward graces thereof , as also in a sort the peculiar charge of the Apostle Iohn , therefore doth he first send greeting to that Church ; giuing very iust and true testimonie vnto her of the great graces of God bestowed vpon her , and her profitable vse of them , in the second and third verses . And that she might not be ouercome of spirituall pride , to which in regard of such excellent graces she might be subiect ; yea , was so tainted therewith , as that it wrought in her some securitie , and thereupon remissenesse : he therefore giues her notice of this her decay and cooling in the fourth verse : telling her that He had somewhat against her , because she had left her first loue ; both , therein expressing the greatnes of her fall , by the excellencie of the thing wherein she failed , namely , her first loue ; as also , aggrauating this her fall , by the iust esteeme thereof in the iudgement of her Sauiour Christ : namely , that it gaue occasion for him , that was her aduocate , now to come against her , and to haue a controuersie with her , as an enemie ; and thereby giuing her to conceiue in what a fearefull case she stoode , hauing him now to be against her ; who if he were on her side , she need not feare who were against her ; who being against her , all other things , though with her , must necessarily serue to her further condemnation . So that these words , doe containe a description of some declination in this Church of Ephesus , with some arguments , to lay this her estate more closely to her heart , that so she might by repentance recouer her selfe againe . Wherein first , that this Church of Ephesus , though otherwise endowed with excellent graces , and hauing so prospered in the holy vse of them , that she receiues a testimonie from the trueth himselfe , of such great faithfulnesse , as to haue endured patiently , and not fainted ; is yet notwithstanding , charged by the same Lord Iesus , to be defectiue , and to haue some failings and imperfections in her , wee may learne here this lesson . That as the best Church , so the best Christian hath , and may haue some infirmities and corruptions ; as appeareth by these places : 1. Ioh. 1. 9. Iames 3. 2. Chron. 8. 36. and by the examples of the best : Dauid , 2. Sam. 12. commits murder and adulterie ; Peter denies his master , Matth. 27. Moses did not giue glorie to God in beleeuing his word ; Noah was drunken , Salomon idolatrous , &c. Numb . 20. Gen. 38. Gen. 9. Thus haue the saints of God been subiect to infirmities , and that not before their conuersion only , but euen after also ; as the Apostle Paul in the name of all the rest , acknowledgeth for himselfe in the seuenth to the Romans 19 , 20 , 21 , 22. And surely , seeing the Lord Iesus hath satisfied the wrath of his father for vs , in fulfilling the lawe , and vndergoing the penaltie thereof : and so continues daily our intercessor and suertie to answere vnto the iustice of God for our offences , and to obtaine pardon for them : so that there is no necessitie that we should be freed quite from sinne , and so perfit , as to fulfill the law of God , seeing the Lord Iesus hath performed this already , and therefore for vs to vndertake the same , were to intrude into Christs office , and so to rob him of his glorie . Therefore that some infirmities and corruptions doe remaine in vs , seeing now the guilt and punishment , yea the dominion and rage of sinne is taken away by Christ . It is very conuenient and profitable , and that first : 1. That Gods free mercie , may be daily aduanced in the pardoning of sinne , Psalm . 51. 12 , 13. 2. That the merit of Christ Iesus , may be glorified , in satisfying for sinne , Iohn 9. 3. That our saluation may be better assured vnto vs , in the daily experience of Gods loue , in the forgiuenesse and healing of our particular corruptions , 2. Pet. 1. 8. 4. That the graces of the spirit may be exercised in the daily resisting and conquering of sinne , Ephes . 6. 11 , 12 , 13. 1. Pet. 4. 5. That the power of God may be perfited in weakenesse , 2. Corinth . 12. 8 , 9. 2. Cor. 4. 7 , 8. 6. And the Lord onely might haue the glorie of his works in vs , Rom. 4. 2. Cor. 12. 7. That we may be daily humbled in the sense of our infirmities , and so preuenting pride and securitie , we may forget that which is behinde , and hasten to that which is before , Phil. 3. 13. 8. That we might be more compassionate towards our brethren , as being subiect to like temptations with them , Galath . 6. 1. Genes . 38. Iudah . 9. That y e wicked may hereby take offence , who seeing the infirmities of the Saints ; and from thence , their chasticements : take hence occasion , to condemne the generation of the iust , and to ripen their sinne by adding affliction to affliction , Zach. 1. Psal . 73. &c. That Gods children might daily renounce their owne righteousnesse , and flie vnto Christ , liuing the life of faith , and contenting themselues with the sufficiency of Gods grace : 2. Cor. 12. Abac. 2. And seeing , that as long as they liue , they shal be subiect to infirmities : therefore also hereby are they weaned from the loue of this life , and the pleasures thereof , which are no better then fuell to their sinne . And also , prouoked to hunger and sigh after their dissolution , that so they may bee deliuered from this bodie of sinne : Rom. 7. 24. And this serueth first for reproofe , and that first of the Papist , that boasteth of merit and perfect obedience , not acknowledging that to bee sinne which is , and counting that good which is euill , robbing thereby Christ of his glorie , and himselfe of the assurance of his saluation . 2. Of the prophane Protestant , that flatters himselfe in his sinne , with this , That all haue their faults , and the best hath some infirmities , and therfore he will liue in his sinne ; he hopes to be saued as well as others : what need we make so much adoe ? 3. The ignorant Protestant is heere condemned ; who though in generall hee confesse that hee is a sinner , yet denieth that hee hath in particular broken any of the commandements ; he is no whore , no theefe ; deceiuing himself by the letter of the law , and in truth thereby denying that he hath any sinne at all . 4. The carnall Protestant is heere also conuinced , and that in many respects : 1. In that he hates to be reproued ; whereby hee would be conceiued righteous , and without fault . 2. That hee will not striue against his corruptions , because he cannot wholly be rid of them : pleading it to bee impossible , and so in vaine to be attempted . Whereas it is : 1. The commandement of God to striue against sinne , though it still remaine . 2. By striuing we conquer some grosse sinnes , as swearing , whoring , &c. so that wee neuer fall into them againe . 3. We by this spirituall fight doe weaken and diminish the force of all sinne , and so daily get ground thereof . 4. We by taming of sinne , make it seruiceable vnto vs ; by outward corruptions , purging out secret abominations ; so that all doth turne to our exceeding good . 5. And so continuing in this spirituall warfare to the end , wee fight the good fight of faith , and finish our course with ioy : 1. Tim. 6. 2. Tim. 4. 5. The weake Protestant is reproued that esteemes his case singular , when he is ouertaken with any grosse sin . Secondly , this serues for instruction , and that many waies : as , 1. To teach vs to rest wholly on Christ in the matter of our saluation , and to esteeme all as dung in regard of him ; to desire to be found in him , not hauing our owne righteousnesse , but the righteousnesse which is of faith : Philip. 3. vers . 8. 9. 2. Wee may hence learne to bee abased and truly humbled ; not with our outward afflictions , which may breed worldly sorrow , but with our inward corruptions , which may cause godly sorrow to repentance : 2. Corin. 2. Iames 4. 8 , 9. 3. And seeing the best hath his infirmities , here is a notable meanes , to teach the proudest to haue compassion , to put on meekenesse of spirit , and tendernesse of heart ; in relieuing and raising vp his afflicted brother , that so the communion of Saints may be maintained by the vnitie of the spirit in the bond of peace : Galath . 6. 4. Here is matter of triall in this state of infirmities , which seemes common to all ; whether yet we are such as are renued in Christ , to whom our sin shall not be imputed : namely , If 1. We hate all sinne indifferently with a perfect hatred . 2. Striue vnfainedly against all sinnes . 3. Iudge our selues daily for sinnes particular . 4. Condemne secret corruptions . 5. Wholly relie on Christ for pardon for sinnes . 6. Hunger after death in regard of sinne : Rom. 7. 7. Endure reproofe patiently , and amend . Thirdly , this serues for comfort , & that many waies . As , 1. In that God hath left infirmities in vs : therfore haue wee hence assurance of our right in Christ , who came to saue sinners , and shall haue experience of the power of Christ , in the daily subduing , and mastering of our corruptions . And therefore 2. Let vs not despaire in our greatest tentations , seeing the greater miserie the greater mercie . As it is God our father that hath left sinne in vs , yea in the dearest , to aduance his free and constant loue : so hath he giuen his Son to reueale this loue vnto vs by the operation of the Spirit , shedding it abroad in our hearts , through the daily assurance of the pardon of our sinnes , and continuall enabling to conquer the same : Rom. 5. 2 , 3. 3. To this end let vs not thinke our case singular , seeing the best haue not been exempted from infirmities , whereby Satan would driue vs to despaire ; but rather the greater our infirmities are , the greater experience may wee looke for of the mercies of our God , who will lay no more vpon vs then we shall be able to endure , 1. Cor. 10. 13 : but will giue an issue with the temptation , that so wee may be able to beare it . 4. Lastly , though we haue infirmities ; yet let this comfort vs , that our God will not let them fester in vs , but by the power of our conscience , or ministerie of the word , by some outward chastisement , &c. wee shall know our iniquitie ; that so wee may performe seasonable repentance : and this is the next obseruation that followeth in the text , out of the practise of our Sauiour with his Church ; who doth not flatter her in her sinne , by concealing the same , ( as a false Prophet would haue winked at it , and onely stood vpon commendation , yea happily ascribe that which was not true ) but deales faithfully with her . As hee commends her for her good parts : so he reproues her for that euill of her decay . And this teacheth vs , that We must reproue our brother plainly for his sinne : so doe we testifie , and approue ; 1. The faithfulnesse of our calling and dutie vnto God , in deliuering the whole counsell of God , as well reproofe for sinne , as praise for well doing . 2. Tim. 3. 16. 2. Tim. 4. 2. 2. Our loue to our brother , both in preuenting Gods iudgements by our reproofes , or else sanctifying them vnto a sinner . At least wee iustifie God , and make the sinner without excuse : Ezech. 33. and saue our owne soules . As also hereby we prouoke him to repentance , and so by renewed repentance to perfection : Leuit. 19. 17. And this 1. condemneth the flatterer , that either will see no euill in his brother , but is still beating vpon the good that is in him , puffing him vp , with conceit thereof ; or if he see any euill , will not reprooue him plainely , but either excuse it or diminish it , or daube it vp , hardning him in his sinne , &c. Ezech. 13. 2. They are here reprooued , that iustifie the wicked and condemne the righteous : Esay 5. 21. whereas our Sauiour iustifies the good , and condemnes the euill . 3. As also , they that stumble at strawes , and make mole-hils mountaines ; omitting the sinnes of great ones , or the great sinnes of their brethren : for fauour and affection , but enforcing to the vtmost euery light escape in the godly , or their enemies , putting more thereto , yea , taking occasion thereby to disgrace their profession , &c. Whereas our Sauiour Christ , heere spares not the greatest and most famous Church , and whatsoeuer is amisse in her , lets her know plainely of it . The people also are here condemned , that hate those , that reprooue them , and rather heape vnto themselues such teachers as wil flatter them in their sinne , then intertaine those that deale faithfully in reproouing : Amos 5. 11. Micah . 2. Secondly , here is instruction , 1. to praise God for faithfull teaching , when God cuts downe by his Prophets , and conuinceth the world of sin . 2. And also to mourne where the church is pestered with flatterers , that crie all is well , Peace peace ; all the congregation is holy : Ier. 6. Numb . 16. Ierem. 28. Ezech. 34. 13. 14. We learne here by our Sauiors example how to reproue for sinne : namely , 1. Plainly : Thou art the man , 2. Sam. 12. 2. Particularly : Letting him see his particular sinne . 3. Powerfully : To humble him for his sin , by denouncing the wrath of God against the same . I haue somewhat against thee : that is , I haue a controuersie with thee , I am angrie , I will be auenged of thee for it . 4. Constantly and seasonably , not letting him lie in it , taking the fit time , &c. as Abigail did , 1. Sam. 25. 5. Impartially and sincerely , not sparing the greatest nor dearest vnto vs ; no not the house of Iudah , Esay 58. 1. no not the most excellent Church ; not Dauid , though a King ; not our children , not any . Lastly , heere is great comfort , that being reprooued for sinne , we are iudged in this life ; and so by the grace of God being brought to repentance , we shal not be iudged in the life to come : 1. Cor. 11. 31. 32. Thirdly , in that the holy Ghost testifieth here that Christ doth come against his Church for this sin : here we learne , That though God loueth alwaies the person of his children ; yet hee is displeased with their sinne : he will come against them for it , and chastise them for the same : Psal . 89. 2. Sam. 8. &c. Ezech. 18. And that because he is , 1. Righteous , and hateth iniquitie , Psal . 5. 4. and therefore will not endure it in his owne . 2. He is mercifull , and therefore will not suffer sinne to dwell in his children : but by his corrections will clense them : Esay 1. 25. Esay 27. Ierem. 19. Psal . 89. 3. The sinnes of his children doe more grieue him , and indeed are more grieuous : first , because 4. They haue more grace to resist . Secondly , doe giue more offence to the weake . Thirdly , open the mouth of the wicked more to blaspheme God and his truth . 5. That the wicked may haue their vengeance hereby sealed vp , in that the Lord spareth not his owne children : Prou. 11. 32. 6. That his children might not be condemned finally . 7. That he might weane them from the world , and prouoke them to draw neere vnto him in prayer , and so haue further experience of his loue in the issues thereof . 8. Their sinne is not theirs , but proceeds from Satan and the old man , which he therefore remoueth by his chastisements , that so he might manifest and confirme his loue more and more to their persons in fitting them to glorie . And this serueth 1. To condemne the wicked that flatter themselues in their righteousnesse , because they prosper , and are not plagued like others , nor afflicted as the sinners , seeing they are fatted vp hereby to the day of slaughter , and the elect by afflictions prepared to happinesse : Ierem. 12. 3. Act. 14. 23 , 24. Iob 21. Psal . 17 14. 2. To reprooue the sinners that prouoke the Lord by their sinne to become their enemie , and then being afflicted , complaine of wrong , and condemne the loue and faithfulnes of God , as if in chastising them he hated them , seeing of very loue and faithfulnes he doth correct them : Psal . 119. Psal . 73. Iob 6. 9. 3. To reprooue the world that iudge of men by these outward things , seeing all things are alike vnto all men : Eccl. 9. 1. Secondly , here is instruction : 1. To teach vs how to keep God to be our friend : namely , by keeping our selues from sinne , or else by renued repentance , daily renouncing , and reforming the sinne . 2. To beare patiently the hand of God , seeing wee haue deserued hell ; and this affliction which is but for a moment , wil procure vnto vs an inestimable weight of glory : 2. Cor. 5. 16. 3. To trie our estate vnder the rod , namely , if wee feele the Lord to be angrie , and so feare and depart from euill : Prou. 14. And thus doth the holy Ghost amplifie the sinne of this Church , by signifying that the Lord is angrie with her for the same . 1. But let vs consider what this sinne is , namely , That she hath left her first loue , a sinne of omission , she hath failed in that zeale , &c. Quest. But how may she be said to haue left her first loue , seeing she hath formerly the testimonie that she endured patiently , and did not faint ? Answ . She might faile in the measure of her loue , though not in the substance and trueth thereof . 2. She might faile in the outward action , though not in the inward purpose . 3. She might not be so zealous as she was , and yet haue so much zeale as not to giue ouer finally ; for a time she might be cooled , but not quenched in her zeale , &c. Whence we learne , that though the Lord accept the purpose of the heart , and will not quench the smoaking flaxe ; yet would hee haue vs grow in grace , and follow hard after the marke ; we must abound in grace , and be plentifull in good works ; we must thriue in well doing , expressing outwardly when we inwardly desire , and subduing the whole man to the obedience of the spirit : 1. Col. 1. Pet. 2. 1. 3. Ephes . 1. Phil. 2. Pet. 1. 8. Psalm . 92. Iob. 17. 9. 1. Thes . 5. perseuering with all patience and constancie vnto the end , Ephes . 6. 13. And that , because the Lord hath commanded , 1. That we should be holy , as he is holy , 1. Pet. 1. 13. 14. &c. 2. Hereby we make sure our election , and attaine to the certaine knowledge thereof , 2. Pet. 1. 10. Ioh. 7. 3. Hereby we make vs meete for that glorious inheritance , 1. Col. 11. 12. 4. Hereby we prouoke others to glorifie God , Matth. 5. 16 , 17. 5. We daunt and confound the enemies of the Gospell , 1. Pet. 2. 6. And adorne and beautifie our glorious profession , 1. Phil. 27. And this serueth , To condemne , 1. all those that flatter their hearts with good intents , when they are vtterly voide of good fruits , Prou. 3. Esa . 29. 2. As also those , that vpon presumption that they are better then others , cease to better themselues , and so standing at a stay in religion , goe backward therein , 1. Cor. 4. Reuel . 3. 3 And those likewise , that feare to abound in holinesse , zeale , &c. lest they bee accounted singular noted men , precise , vaine-glorious , &c. 4. And these especially , that haue not onely slacked their zeale in religion , but doe iustifie this decay , as being now more wise , sober , &c. in their profession , whereas before they were fierie , rash , indiscreet , &c. Secondly , here is instruction , and that first , we must labor to increase and grow constant in godlinesse , and that by these meanes : 1. By auoiding the meanes of Apostasie , which are , 1. Corruption of iudgement , and that 1. We may be too holy : 2. That lesse will serue the turne , because many doe lesse , and we hope are saued , Acts 14. 3. That Gods mercie doth more abound in our failings , Rom. 6. 1. 4. That we need not to be so perfect , seeing Christ hath finished all for vs : seeing Christ hath therefore perfited all things that wee might grow to perfection , Hebr. 12. 1 , 2. Iohn 15. 2. Corrupt practize : 1. When either we liue by examples of the greatest : 2. By the letter of the word of God , Matth. 5. 3. Or by the streame of the time : 4. Or onely by the lawes of men : 5. Or follow the most in religion : 6. Or grow spiritually proude of our well doing : 7. Or grow secure and dead in the performance of holy duties , performing them for custome , worldly , hypocritically , &c. 8. Or grow inconstant in holy duties ; intermitting the set times , of prayers , hearing the word , &c. 9 Or grow negligent in conuerting others . 10. Or admit of humaine inuentions , with the worship of God. 11. Or proue vnthankefull vnto God for his particular mercies , 1. Rom. 12. Or fall into grosse sinnes , and lie in them without repentance : Psal . 51. 13. Or iudge vncharitably of our brethren , withdrawing our compassions from them . Secondly , practise we these meanes to make vs abound in good workes , and grow constant therein . 1. Remember we the continuall seruice of the Saints in heauen , they inces●antly glorifie God , and also continually : 1. Thess 4. Reuel . 4. 2. Consider we the power of Iesus Christ still remaines to couer our imperfections , and to strengthen vs to perfection : Heb. 12. 1. 2. 3. Know we that the Comforter doth abide with vs , to lead vs into all truth : and so forward in al holines : Ioh. 15. 16. 4. Consider we that the righteous can scarcely be saued , 1. Pet. 4. 15. & what pains the best haue takē toward heauē . 5. Remember we y t Iesus Christ hath taken away all the rigour of weldoing , and yet enables vs by his spirit , to perfection , accepting our weakest endeuors , so they be sound , and enabling of vs to fulfill all his righteousnesse in due season . 6. Retaine we soundnes of iudgement , concerning the power of godlinesse . 7. Doe wee all things from the ground of the heart , as in the sight of God : 1. Thess . 1. 8. Cleaue wee still to the power of the word , and striue we to encrease in knowledge : 1. Phil. 1. Coll. 9. Practise we constantly the duties of pietie and charitie . 10. Watch wee daily ouer our hearts , in a true searching and examining the same . Psal . 4. 5 , 6. 11. See that we renue our repentance , as often as we sin . 12. Labour wee the conuersion of our brethren , and iudge we charitably of them . 13. Walke we alwaies in feare of our selues , and suspect we all our workes yea then most , when wee enioy greatest graces : Prou. 28. 13. 14. Remember wee our ends , and vncertaintie of our life , and the account we must make : 2. Cor. 5. 10. 11. 15. And resigne we our selues daily into the hands of our God , resting on his prouidence : 1. Pet. 5. Matth. 6. 16. Entertaine we cheerefully the motions of the spirit , and put them in practise diligently : Ephes . 4. Thus shall wee grow constant in weldoing , and perseuere vnto the end . And , 3. For our comfort learne we , that our God , that commands perseuerance , giues grace to the same , and therfore we shall continue , and not finally decay : we shall leaue our first loue , but not lose it altogether : 1. Philip. 6. Iohn 13. Luke 22. 33. Wherein note , That euery conuert hath a first loue , that is , when God hath reuealed his loue vnto him in Christ , and by the spirit of God , it is shed abroad in his heart , then is the heart of a sinner inflamed to loue God againe , then is it inlarged with ioy vnspeakable and glorious , 1. Pet. 17. for so great saluation : then doth it striue to expresse it thankfulnesse vnto God , for so great mercie : then is loue as strong as death , much water cannot quench it : Cant. 8. And this is called , his first loue : and it is discerned by these markes : 1. By his renouncing of all , in comparison of it , and parting with the dearest for the enioying of it : so did the Apostles forsake all in act : so must we forsake all in affection and in act too , so farre as it may hinder our enioying of Christ : Zacheus , Luke 19. 6. 7. 2. When we endure any affliction for the Words sake , 1. Thess . 1. 9. 10 , and that with great ioy in the holy Ghost : Heb. 10. Ephes . 1. 3. When wee reuerence highly the Ministers of the Gospell , Galath . 3 4. thinking nothing too deare for them . Act. 16. 4 When we cleare our conscience of all sinne , by which our sweete fellowship with Christ may be hindred : so Zacheus , Luke 19 , not being ashamed to confesse our particular sinnes , and renouncing them vnfainedly . 5 When for Christs sake we loue his poore members , and impart of our worldly goods bountifully to their reliefe , Luke 19. Zacheus , 1. Ioh. 2. Ioh. 13. Psal . 16. 2. 6. When wee continue in the powerfull meanes of the diuine worship : Act. 2. 7. When wee consult not with flesh and blood , nor communicate with it , but doe vtterly renounce the same in regard of heauen , Act. 9. Gal. 2. Matth. 8 &c. 8. And being rauished with the sweetnesse of the loue of Christ , wee inlarge our selues to declare the same to our brethren , labouring to bring them to Christ , by plucking them out of the fire : Ioh 1. 18. Iude 22. This is our first loue , these are the markes thereof , and by the same it is graciously preserued , and encreased . 1. Whereby all those sudden flashes , and fained and inconstant affections of hypocrites are reiected : Hebrewes 6. 4. and , 2. We put to the triall , for the soundnes of our conuersion , if we haue found such a loue in our hearts : by such euident marks . 3. The world is heere condemned , that boasts of the fauour of God , when it hath no argument of it conuersion by this loue : nay , esteemeth it a wonder , and madnes to be conuerted . 4. And the saints are comforted , that seeing their loue vnto God dependeth on his loue vnchangeable to them : 1. Ioh. 4. 1. Therefore as his is vnchangeable , Ioh. 13. 1. so shall theirs be ; well they may leaue it , but they shall neuer lose it . And yet it is a great affliction that they leaue their loue : although of a certaintie , The Saints may leaue their first loue ; so did Dauid , Peter , Salomon , &c. Psal . 51. Galat. 2. 1. King. 11. And the reasons are , Because as the fire is slacked by two meanes , either by withdrawing fuell frō it , or putting water , or ashes thereto : So there are two meanes , whereby the loue of the Saints doth decay in them . Either when they faile in such meanes as doe nourish the same : or , Doe adde such , as may corrupt , and coole , namely , when either they , 1. Neglect the powerfull ministerie of the word , &c. 1. Thes . 5. 19. 20. 2. The constant practise of priuat , and publike prayer . 3. Or the fellowship of the Saints , Heb. 10. 4. Or the motions of the spirit : 5. Or neglect to examine their hearts daily . 6. Or faile in daily repentance , or , 7. Neglect to conuert others : Or else doe adde that which may corrupt : 1. As spirituall pride of Gods graces . 2. Carnall policie , subiecting religion to the same . 3. Prosperitie , and setting their hearts thereon through couetousnesse : Psalm . 119. Luke 18. 1. Tim. 6. 4. Abuse of Christian libertie , in the enioying of pleasures , &c. 1. Cor. 10. 1. Cor. 8. and vse of things indifferent . Concerning spirituall pride , as Conuerts are subiect hereto , in regard , 1. That now not being as others , yea , as themselues were , yea , being in some measure made partakers of the diuine nature , and aduanced to the hope of so glorious an inheritance ; may they not hereby be enticed to iustifie thēselues , and despise their brethren ; to condemne , where they should endeuour to conuert ? &c. Esay 5. 6. 2. Euen their desire to keepe themselues in this estate , may be an occasion to Satan to breede spirituall pride in them . As namely , that being now pluckt out of the common condemnation , and separated from the world and wicked ones , by their effectuall calling ; may not the Saints vpon pretence to keepe themselues vnspotted and vndefiled , grow to singularitie , and so to separation , which are very dangerous branches of spirituall pride ? 3. The execution also of their callings is subiect to much spirituall pride . Either they may neglect altogether their ciuill callings as too base , and derogatorie from the prouidence of God , and their Christian libertie , which is a fruite of spirituall pride , seeing the Lord hath imposed these callings to humble them . Or else they may so carrie themselues in their Christiā callings , as by their morositie , discontent , &c. they shall not obscurely discouer much spirituall pride . 4. The speciall prouidence of the Almightie , in leading them to perfection , may also through the subtiltie of Satan be an occasion of much spirituall pride . And that , 1. Either in regard of such chastisements which the Lord exerciseth their nature to clense the same , in the impatient bearing whereof , pride is discouered . 2. Or else the prosperitie of the wicked , may bee an occasion of spirituall pride , as being prouoked by Satan to fret and repine thereat : Psal . 37. 1. Ierem. 12. Iob 1. 3. Either they may be puffed vp with those wonderfull deliuerances , which the Lord in his mercie bestoweth on them in their conduction to glorie : 2. Cor. 1. verses 9 , 10. 2. Cor. 12. 7. 4. Or else they may reioyce at the destruction of their enemies , and so be tainted with spirituall pride : Iob 31. 5. Either they may be hastie , in expecting the reward , and so for want of patience , discouer spirituall pride : Heb. 10. 6. Or else desire death , in regard of their continuall troubles , and so discouer their pride , in not waiting the Lords leisure : Iob 3. Ionas 4. 7. Either they may be crossed in their expectations , and so preferring their credits before Gods glorie , bewray their pride : Ionas 4. 1. 2. 8. Or else , beyond their hope and expectation , they may be endued with extraordinarie graces , and so are subiect to be exalted aboue measure : 2. Cor. 12 7. 8. Thus may the Saints be subiect to spirituall pride , and so thereby giue occasion of the losse of their first loue : 1. The Lord resisting the proud , and bringing low the mountaines ; emptying the high minded , and giuing grace to the humble : 1. Pet 5. 5. 2. Their pride making them seeme vncharitable , and so not vsing their talents , they are for a time taken away . 3. The spirit hereby being grieued , ceaseth to worke in them , nay happily leaues them to grieuous buffetings . Touching policie by it , I meane , that wisedome which ciuill gouernment discouereth in managing it affaires , for the adorning and preseruing thereof . This , howsoeuer it may be an handmaid to religion , yet carrieth some sway in the manner thereof : as , 1. In ordering the time , and place , and outward decencie for the diuine worship . 2. In compelling the outward man , to the outward forme and meanes of religion . 3. As also , in executing the holy censures of the Church , vpon the refractarie and obstinate . 4. And in protecting the innocencie and vprightnes of the Saints , from the rage and wrongs of the wicked : and , 5. Punishing the enemies of the Church . Yet may it also proue an enemie to sinceritie , and so bee an occasion ( if wee be guided thereby ) to leaue our first loue , and that in these respects : As , First , when it vndertakes to iudge and authorise the rule of religion : namely the word of God. 2. When it adioynes to the same , the inuentions of man , making it equall with the word of truth . 3. When it stands more vpon the forme then the power of godlinesse . 4. When it excludes the substance of religion for the outward complement thereof . 5. When it becomes a meanes to iustifie the wicked , and condemne the righteous : Esay 5. Matth. 27. 6. When it presumes to limit sinceritie to times , persons : and , 7. When it insulteth and lords it ouer the conscience , by inquisition into the secrets of the heart , and violent forcing the same , contrarie to the tendernes , and true information thereof . Thus may Policie bee an enemie to religion , and so a meanes of the leauing of our first loue . And so may also Prosperitie : 1. If either hauing much , wee set our hearts vpon it : Psal . 62. 10. and so are withdrawne to execute the lusts of our hearts : 2. Or measure our estate in grace by our prosperitie . 3. Or , are not willing to be abased , as we doe abound . 4. Or grow secure , and vncharitable hereby , either despising our poore brethren , or insulting ouer thē : 1. Pet. 5. much lesse being inlarged in compassion of their affliction , or open handed to relieue them : or promise constancie of this ticklish estate vnto our selues . 5. And so also by abuse of our Christian libertie wee may leaue our first loue ; as hereafter shall more fully bee declared . Thus may we leaue our first loue ; by these meanes may our zeale be cooled and abated . And this serueth , 1. For our triall whether euer we had any first loue , or no : namely , if wee shall finde that by these meanes wee haue been cooled therein . 2. And so for our comfort and sound direction , that if we euer had this first loue , we shall recouer it againe : and , 3. That wee may know how to recouer it , by vsing aright such meanes , as being abused , haue been the occasion of this decay : the manner whereof is laid downe hereafter . And this serueth further , 1. For reproofe of our times , who may be iustly charged to haue left our first loue , by trying our selues by the former meanes , whereby this first loue is slaked . 2. And for our further instruction herein : 1. Know we , that we may be subiect to a false imputation of leauing our first loue , in many respects . As , 1. when vpon the iust consideration of the nature of our Christian libertie , as being spirituall , we limit our zeale within the bounds of our callings : so giuing vnto God the things that are his , that we denie not also vnto Caesar that which is his . This moderation , howsoeuer with the Anabaptists it be traduced as luke warmnesse , and temporizing with the world , to auoid affliction : yet indeed it is an holy rectifying and ordering of our zeale by humilitie and wisdome , that so it may hold out , and be perfited through patience , and that from the commandement of the Lord our God : Rom. 13. 2. We may be falsely charged to haue left our first loue , when wee are outwardly encreased with temporall blessings . As if because prosperitie is apt to coole , by making vs secure , and forgetfull of our God : therefore it must needes follow , that wheresoeuer there is outward abundance , there is inward leannes and barrennesse : Psalme 106. 15. Which imputation is hereby proued to be most vniust . 1. Both because the Saints of God haue increased outwardly , and thriuen inwardly too ; as , Abraham , Dauid , &c. 2. The vertue of that promise makes hereunto : That if all things ( then surely outward blessings ) shall worke together for the good of the elect , Rom. 8. 29. especially seeing the Lord giueth grace to vse these gifts aright . 1. And seeing godlinesse hath the promise of this life aswell as of a better ; and the more y e Saints partake of the mercy of God , y e more their thankfulnes & obedience doth encrease ; and being knit vnto the Lord with more bonds , seeing the more they receiue , the more they feare themselues , and so by imparting liberally vnto others , doe ease themselues of the burthen ; and approue their loue vnto God , by their vnfained loue vnto his Saints : as hereby they are more deeply interessed in y e prayers of the Saints , so is heauen more inlarged to the increase of their loue . The Lord heares the prayers of the poore , and inlargeth the hearts of his stewards , to loue y t God more seruently , that so inables thē to comfort others . And so being faithful in a little , they are still increased : vntill being full of grace and abounding in euery good worke , they are made meete partakers of that glorious inheritance : 1. Coll. 12. Matth. 25. 1. Cor. 15. And may not our spirituall wisedome in auoiding of vnnecessarie troubles , expose vs sometimes to this false imputation that we haue left our first loue ? 1. Yea surely , if either by wise and modest answeres we auoid troubles : 2. Or by concealing of that truth , which wee are not bound in conscience to discouer , we so escape . 3. Or by auoiding the rage of our enemies , when our time is not yet come , we are yet freed from troubles by remouing from our habitations . 4. Or by changing our habits and features we so auoid the furie of the aduersarie : if by any of these , through the blessing of God wee escape such troubles , which others , for want of this wisedome , are ouertaken with ; presently wee are charged with want of zeale ; we are condemned to be luke warme , to haue left our first loue : and , &c. 5. Especially if wee vse our goods , as a meanes to redeeme the bodie from trouble , oh this is censured as vnlawfull ; and so auoiding troubles as by vnlawfull meanes , we are challenged of cowardize , want of zeale , corruption , &c. An imputation : how vniust and vncharitable it is , may appeare by these circumstances : 1. Because we are not bound to giue an account of our faith to euery priuate man , but only to the Magistrate , and whomsoeuer hath lawfull authoritie to require it at our hands , as the Minister , and such as haue charge ouer vs. And that , because Hereby they may haue comfort in discharge of their dutie , that they haue not laboured in vaine : or , 2. May be humbled in our want of profiting and growing in knowledge , and so encrease their paines and prayers for vs. 3. They are in Gods stead , and in refusing to giue an account vnto thē , we deny and renoūce euen God himself . 4. They may be prouoked hereby , to perseuerance and maintenance of the truth . 5. Though they must not be Lords ouer the conscience , to make , or alter the truth , yet they are witnesses vnto the conscience concerning the trueth , yea they are appro●ers and maintainers thereof , to the comfor● of the beleeuer and furtherance of his faith . And therefore , Though we giue not account of our faith either 1. To the scorner , that hereby will take occasion to insult and blaspheme our God and his sacred truth . 2. Or to the open enemie , that as he hath no calling to require , so we haue warrant to conceale it , as being bound to preserue life , and not to cast pearles to swine . 3. Or to the ignorant , that desireth not information thereby , lest we beate the aire , and runne before we are called , expose our profession o contempt , &c. 4. Or to the priuate Christian , otherwise then in a case of necessitie on our parts , to remoue a false imputation ; and on his part , to guide him that is in darknesse , and desires our helpe . Yet doe we not herein betray our faith : but rather wisely maintaine the honour , and preserue the vertue thereof , both in defending the same from the reproches of the wicked , as also in reseruing the vse thereof to it fit season and occasion , when our God shal be best glorified , our profession iustified , and brethren informed and confirmed thereby . And this is , 1. When we haue an especial calling to witnesse a good profession , as being inwardly furnished with gifts , and outwardly led foorth by the Spirit , to maintaine the cause of Christ Iesus our Sauiour . The one of these we shall discerne : 1. By sound knowledge of y e cause in particular , which we are to make good by whatsoeuer sufferings , so that our iudgements are throughly informed , and so our consciences conuinced with the trueth , doe finde rest and comfort therein : Ephes . ● . Phil. 1. 2. By our ardent loue vnto that truth which wee haue apprehended , and heartie desire that by any our neuer so great affliction , it may bee glorified in the hearts of the Saints . 3. By our especiall apprehension of Gods singular mercie towards vs , in accounting vs so worthie as to make profession of that truth . 4. Hence wee euen long and desire to taste of that cup which the profession of that truth may cost vs. 5. Yet so , as that our most ardent desires are subiect to contrarie buffetings of feare of our owne inabilitie in our selues : and therefore , 6. Rather desiring the grace of the Spirit so to conduct vs in the combat , that Gods cause may be honoured in our constancie therein ; then we in any sort magnified thereby , nay that wee shall haue in respect of the flesh , any good issue out of them , howsoeuer we haue many gratious promises , yea likelihoods for the same . 7. And therefore simply submitting our selues to the will of our gratious Father , rather to vndergo any the most grieuous extremitie , then the least disparagement may redound vnto his glorious truth . 8. Finding in our selues a gratious contentment in our God , arising vpon long experience of the deceitfulnesse of the world , and faithfulnes of our gratious Father : and , 9. So discerning in our selues a readines to death , as being prepared thereto by daily mortification , and experience of our sweete societie with our blessed God : 10. As that withall wee especially for this end desire life , euen to witnesse a good profession , and giue glorie vnto our God , in auouching and sealing vp his eternall truth , with our momentanie sufferings . To this end , 11. Finding in our selues an abilitie of faith , relying rather on Gods promise to guide vs with his counsell , then our owne experience , to wade thorow the affliction . Thus may we discerne inward sufficiencie to make profession of our faith . And for outward calling , and leading forth by the Spirit thereunto , there are these markes of it : First , in respect of vs : as that , 1. We haue alreadie published and declared that truth , and so now much more ( it being called in question ) are to iustifie the same . 2. Are also prouoked by our people , that haue depended on vs , to make good the same for the establishing of their faith ; lest our suppressing , or deniall , may shake , and make shipwrack thereof . 3. Are especially called thereto by the Magistrate , who may require a reason thereof , and forced by the gainsayings of the enemie , to defend the same . Secondly , in respect of the truth . And that , 1. When it is openly resisted and gainesaid of a peruerse generation , not onely priuately and indirectly : and when 2. By the suppressing thereof the glorie of our God is necessarily impeached , the power of religion vndermined , &c. otherwise in matters 1. Of difference , which reach not thus farre , we may be silent , respecting the peace of the Church , and dealing rather with our God in prayer for the reformation of such breaches , and by all priuate and peaceable meanes , rather enduring an inconuenience or couering an infirmitie , then by any publike opposition , making a rent and diuision in the Church of God : 2. As also , if our persons rather in malice are aimed at , then the truth oppugned , we may auoide the rage , by flying , concealing , &c. 3. At leastwise , though we be not altogether silent : yet so farre we may conceale the truth : 1. As it is not demanded : 2. And may satisfie the honest purpose of the Questioner : 3. Yea , may happily , by stumbling of him , and turning his edge vpon another ; so thereby diuert his malice from our selues . So did our Sauiour put the Pharisies and Sadduces together , and thereby escaped . So did he for a time goe aside , and walked no more openly , neither committed himselfe vnto them , because his time was not come . Nay , may wee not shape such an answere to our aduersarie , not onely to conceale part of trueth , as Samuel did , 1. Sam 16. but euen to giue vp the wicked to their owne counsels , that will not obey the truth ; bidding them goe vp and prosper , as Micha●●h did , 2. King. 22 ? yea in an holie dirision , vpbraiding their carnall confidence : Reioyce oh young man , and take thy fill ? Eccl. 11. And seeing they will not be reclaimed , and hate to be reformed ; may not the prudent keepe silence in such euill times ? 2. Chron. 2. Amos 5. Or so only speake , as to leaue the incorrigible to their lusts , ceasing to rebuke a scorner , that we may wisely auoid his hatred , and so pronouncing the wrath of God against him , in yeelding him vp to his owne lusts ; as that he may blesse his soule in this fearfull libertie , and wee by thi● wisedome may maintaine our holy libertie . Oh that we were wise to consider of these things and to whom the arme of the Lord shall reueale them . For the waies of the Lord are righteous , and the iust shall walke in them , but the wicked shall fall therein . As for the changing of our features and habits for a time , to auoid vnnecessarie trouble herein , I take it , wee may thus farre be iustified . As though 1. Not to change our names . And that because they are of a diuine institution , as well as ciuill , imposed not only to make distinction of our persons from others , but to be witnesses & pledges of our profession , and both memorials of Gods former mercies towards vs , as also euidences of Gods euerlasting couenant with vs , to be our protector and preseruer for euer . And therfore not to be denied , if we be demanded the same , lest therein we denie our faith : neither to be changed , because our profession must not bee changed . Especially seeing by deniall , or changing , wee shall not onely not aduantage our selues to the thing wee intend : namely , not to be knowne , seeing by other markes of proportion , or complexion , wee may be bewraied : but being discouered , we shal hereby adde vnto our affliction , not only being iustly exempted out of Gods protection , by reiecting the badge thereof , our names , but exposed also the rather to the rage of man , as being tainted hereby with dissimulation , &c. Adde we hereunto , that not only we haue not any president in the scripture for the like in this case , but also this changing of names is practised by such as , either in their iudgements , or liues , or both , deny the Lord that hath bought them , namely , Iesuites , Seminaries , Theeues , Cosoners , &c. For our feature , so farre as that may be altered by changing the fashion of the haire , beard , &c. this being but ciuill , and differing according to the diuers guise of each nation , so no painting or disfiguring , abhorring to nature , or denied by ciuilitie , and religion , bee added ; I see not but this libertie may be vsed , in a case of necessitie , for the preseruation of life : so it stand with our callings , and tend to Gods glorie . The like we may determine concerning change of apparell , as being a ciuill thing , and therefore both subiect to a religious end , the preseruation of life with a good conscience , and also subiect to change , according to the diuers guise of nations , callings , condition , and occasion , of prosperitie , or aduersitie , keeping our selues within the bounds of our Christian libertie , becomming all vnto all ; as , to winne others , so to preserue our selues for their good ; as most desirous to be with Christ , which is the best of all , and yet readie to follow the Lord in any good occasion , for the preseruation of life to benefit the Saints , and make sure our owne election : prouided that we , 1. keep our selues within the compasse of our religious and ciuill callings . 2. That we change not that which is vsuall to the other sex . 3. That we deny not our profession , if this meanes will not conceale vs , being demanded particularly . 4. That wee simply intend , in our preseruation , Gods glorie , for the benefitting of others . A fourth occasion of this false imputation that we haue left our first loue , is our discretion in reprouing for sinne , when either we cease to reprooue scorners , although our soules doe not cease to weep in secret for thē , and our contrary conuersation is a cōuiction of thē : or reproue priuatly , & generally , if in publike , making difference of persons in regard of their calling and qualitie of their sinne , sauing some with feare , and yet raising vp others with the spirit of meeknes , Gal. 6. 1 &c. 1. Which imputation how vniust it is , may appeare by the rules of the holy Ghost : 1. Tim. 5. 1. Mat. 19. And also , 2. By the practize of the Saints : Nathan , 2. Sam. 12. Paul : Compare the practize in reproouing the Church of Corinth , first epistle and 11. chap. and the Church of Galat. 3. chap. but aboue all , the practize of our Sauiour is peerelesse , in his different reproofe of the Scribes and Pharisies : Mat. 23. Luk. 11. and of his Disciples , Mat. 8. Mat. 26. 27. A fifth occasion of this vniust challenge that wee may lose our first loue , is , when the hand of God lying heauily vpon vs in some outward emptying , because our estate is decaied outwardly , therfore the world concludes a decay within : especially , if wee surcease in a measure such duties of charitie , wherein , before when our cup ouerflowed , we abounded , towards others : which by this may appeare to be most vnrighteous ; because it is the purpose of the heart which God respects , which may bee no lesse open to our brother , though our purse be straitned , yea being scanted of this outward deuotion , may be more inlarged in spirituall almes to procure mercie for the soule , and contentment in all estates : Act. 3. 6. A sixth occasion there is also of this false imputation , when wee rectifie our charitie by wisedome to our selues , so distributing to others as that we prouide for our owne , lest we be worse then infidels , and so louing our neighbor as that we proue not cruell to our selues ; so diuiding to others that we preferre the household of faith , Galat. 6. 10. both doing the best good , and , as we may , continue & hold out longest therein . For which , seeing wee haue the warrant of the holy Ghost , as wee ought to auoide all appearance of this euill by moderation , in our procuring and vsage of these things : so neede wee not feare hereby any cooling of our loue . Only make wee this vse of this vniust imputation , as to suspect our selues in regard of our carnall loue , and to trie our abiding in the loue of God , by such a loue vnto our selues , as may prouide for the flesh , to the humbling and mortifying of the same , as may further our selues and others to those durable riches , which are at the right hand of our God for euermore . Lastly , wee may be falsely charged to haue left our first loue : When encreasing in knowledge of our right in Iesus Christ , and from him in these outward things wee take libertie for the vse of some things , ( which before we refrained , as being either not informed , or not throughly resolued concerning them ) either because they are indifferent , and so are all ours in Christ , and being sanctified by the word and prayer may be lawfully vsed , seeing to the pure all things are pure . Or else being simply good , are now of conscience to be embraced , and cheerefully practized , that they may further vs to the chiefest good . Which how false an imputation it is , seeing the rules of the Word , and practise of the Saints haue made good : 1. Cor. 9. Galat. 2. &c. Therefore let vs feare the cooling of our loue , in the vse of this libertie , so that our consciences bee perswaded and practize warranted by these rules : namely , first , 1. That the meanes of our encrease in knowledge bee the word of truth , not the authoritie of man. 2. That wee be able to discerne betweene things that differ : not stumbling at euill things , vnder the pretence of indifferencie ; nor subiecting things simply good , to the nature of things indifferent , making the necessarie worship of God , a matter of indifferencie , as the preaching of the Gospell , catechizing , fasting , &c. yea , thrusting out the substance of holinesse for the complement thereof . That as we despise not order , so it further true deuotion : so we rest not in the outside , and make an idol of bodily seruice : Rom. 14. 1. Phil. 9. 10. 3. That in this liberty we offend not our Christian brother : neither the Magistrate , by refusing what he lawfully imposeth ; nor the weake brother , by not informing him in the true vse of these things ; or vsing what may iustly giue occasion , either of doubting in faith , or corruption in life : 1. Cor. 8. Rom. 14. 4. That herein also we not only auoid what may hurt , but in all spirituall wisedome doe that which may further to the best good , euen the saluation of the soule : 1. Cor. 9. 5. And all this to the only praise of our glorious God , through Iesus Christ : 1. Cor. 10. 31. Thus may wee bee falsely charged to haue left our first loue , and thus may we be established against these false imputations . But say , what others fasten vpon me , that I feare in my selfe . I feele not that ioy and inward comfort I sometimes had : these ouerflowings , and extraordinarie sweetnesse , though I faint after them , and refresh my soule with the meditation thereof , yet I finde them not so abound and runne ouer , as in former times : may I not hereby coniecture that I haue lost my first loue ? Surely the Lord giue thee wisedome herein , that thou doest not wrong thine owne heart , and preiudice the wisedome and mercie of thy God. Remember that thou liuest by faith , and not by sense : 2. Cor. 3. 7. though thou seest no outward meanes , yet thy faith will assure thee that God is able and will prouide him a sacrifice , Genes . 22. Yea though thou hast no inward feeling of comfort , yet shalt thou trust in God , euen though he kill thee . And this is the victorie of thy faith , euen to beleeue aboue feeling : thus is thy faith perfited , euen laying hold on things not seene , when it is depriued of the sense of things past , and present . And may not thy God withdraw these comforts from thee , for the further triall of thy faith , and loue vnto his Maiestie ; that though thou want that comfort which heretofore thou hast had , yet still thou canst giue glorie vnto thy God in beleeuing his word , and in large thy loue vnto his Maiestie , euen when he seemes to haue forsaken thee ? And canst thou haue a better triall of the power and purenes of thy faith , then aboue hope to beleeue vnder hope in the promises of thy God , subiecting thy chiefest good vnto the glorie of God ? and through want of present sense being guided to forget what thou hast enioyed , lest through spirituall pride thou mightest rest therein , and rob God of his glorie , thou doest the rather make haste to that which is before , by the power of thy faith seeing a farre off , yea laying fast hold on eternall life by renuing thy strength in Iesus Christ ? And is not the Lord herein wonderful , that by withdrawing sense of present ioy , he both purgeth vs of such euils as may corrupt the same , namely , spirituall pride and securitie , and also causeth vs hereby to lay faster hold on Iesus Christ , who onely must perfit the worke that is begun in vs ? And canst thou expresse thy loue in greater measure vnto thy God , then to loue him then , when hee seemes to haue forsaken thee ? then to follow after him when hee seemes to runne from thee ? doth not this aduance the sinceritie of thy loue ? doth not this exceedingly approue thy conformitie to thy Sauiour , that as hee was contented to be abased in himself , yea to become of no reputation , that thou maist be accepted ; so thou art contented to be emptied , that God may be glorified , thou canst willingly want present comfort , that thy God may haue vnfained worship , when now , not so much for thine owne sake , as for his glorie , thou doest beleeue in him , when though he kill thee , yet thou wilt trust in him ? And canst thou be a loser where the Lord is such a gainer by thee ? canst thou leaue thy loue when the Lord doth purpose to trie the soundnes of it ; when the Lord prouoketh thee to liue by faith ; when by the power of faith hee will thus enable thee to lay hold of eternall life ? Surely as this is the life of faith to exceed present sense ; so this want of present comfort thus conceiued , and applied , shall be both a meanes to enable thee to make better vse of such ioy , when the Lord shall againe turne his countenance vpon thee : and in the meane time minister exceeding comfort vnto thy soule , that thou doest constantly beleeue in , and vnfainedly loue the Lord thy God. And therefore doubt not herein of any decay of thy loue vnto thy God , because the Lord in his wisedome , for thy trial , withdrawes the present pledges of his loue from thee . For neither couldest thou endure at all , in thy sense of this want of present comfort , if thy God did not secretly vphold thee with inward and vnspeakeable consolations . And in that thou discernest want of ioy , it is not so much because thou wantest that which thou hast had , as that by faith thou apprehendest that vnspeakable ioy which thou hast not : which that it doth euacuate and emptie thee of sense of present cōfort , it is no more maruell , then that the glorious light of the Sunne should obscure the light of a candle , or that a drop should not be discerned being cast into the maine Ocean . Onely for thy full satisfaction herein , examine thy heart in this case , by these rules : First , that thou hast not giuen thy God iust occasion to withdraw these comforts from thee : either , 1. By not prizing them bighly and inualuably : 2. Or by not being throughly humbled with thē : else , 3. Through beholding of the Sun when it shined thou wast dazled , and puffed vp therewith . 4. And so didst not imploy them to the best vse of thy Master , aduancing his glorie , and to y e good of thy brother . 5. Either thou didst measure the infinite loue of thy God by them , and so didst ouerrate these comforts . 6. Or else thou didst corrupt them by mingling them with the flesh , and making them serue the lusts thereof . 7. Either thou conceiuedst basely of the meanes , that conuaied these comforts vnto thee , namely , the ministerie of the word , dreaming of reuelations and extraordinarie meanes . 8. Or else being ouerioyed with these comforts , thou becamest presumptuous and idle , neglecting thy calling which God hath appointed to humble thee , and thereby to fit thee to greater comforts . Secondly , examine thy affections in the want of these present comforts . 1. That thou esteeme not thy case desperate for want of them . Neither , 2. Be so contented with this dispensation of thy God , but that it reioyceth thee vnfainedly to remember what thou hast felt , and 3. Thou doest vnfainedly mourne for the want of this gra●ious aspect , and withall 4. Doest vnfainedly hunger after the returne , and increase thereof . And to this end 5. Doest vse conscionably , and reioyce in , the meanes of the preaching of the Gospell , and effectuall prayer for the recouerie of the same : Cant. 1 & 5. 6. Yea doest labour to conferre with the Saints , and holy ones , making triall of their feelings , and quickning thereby thy dulnes , by prouoking their prayers , &c. 7. And waitest patiently the leisure of thy God , for the returne of comfort , as may stand with his glorie , resoluing thy selfe , that his grace is sufficient for thee . Thus if thou art resolued in thy iudgement , and art thus established in thy affections , The lesse thou feelest the loue of thy God , the more is the triall of thy loue towards him ; and the more hee tries thy loue , the more is his loue towards thee , and therefore thy loue to him must needs be enlarged : which thou doest expresse by thy saith , in beleeuing beyond thy feeling , and hereby giuing glorie vnto God , thou doest grow in his fauour ; by the power whereof , thou art encreased in his obedience , and so followest hard after the marke , to obtaine that crowne of glorie . If yet thou art doubtfull of thy abiding in loue : As thou maist decay ; so thou art iealous of thy selfe herein : I say vnto thee , Blessed is the man that feareth alwaies . And that thou maist be resolued , whether thou art decaied or no , obserue for thy triall these markes thereof : which are apparent symptomes of the leauing of our first loue . 1. Know thou that if thou hast lost that peace of conscience , whereby thou wast wont to come with boldnes into the presence of thy God , and powre out thy soule in strong cries and teares vnto thy God , and so canst not pray with that euidence , as in former times , with that patience and constancie ouercomming thy God. 2. If thou growest fearfull of troubles , and vsest carnall policie to preuent them . 3. If thou growest worldly , and couetous , withdrawing thy hand from the necessities of thy brother , and neglecting the occasions of charitie , &c. 4. If thou growest negligent in hearing of the word , contenting thy selfe either with none , or an vneffectuall Ministerie . 5. If thou canst dispense with thy selfe in vaine sports and recreations , gaming , vaine talke , &c. whereof heretofore thou madest some conscience , wasting thy time and wit in them . 6. If thou canst frame to all companies , and temporize with each , as presuming vpon thy protection , from thy Christian calling : Ephes . 5. 1. 7. If thou art afraid of death , and neglectest the daily and constant examination of thy waies , and holie duties in priuate , vnto thy God. 8. If thou canst so ioy in these earthly things , as either not to feele a lothsomnesse in them , or not to vse them as sparkes to encrease the fire of thy spirituall ioy . 9. If thou measurest the happinesse of the life to come by that sense , which for the present thou hast thereof ; thou doest not liue by faith , and therefore thou hast left thy first loue . And for thy comfort obserue herein an especiall mercie of thy God , that there will follow this losse of loue : 1. Inward trouble of conscience , which will giue thee no rest till thou hast resolued thy case with God , and recouered : Psal . 6. 38 , &c. 2. Some outward sensible stripe either in thy goods , person , children ; to open thine eyes the better , and bring thee to repentance : Iob 33. 15 , 16. 3. Now the world will not faile to flatter thee , and as it were to owne thee , that so thou maist suspect thy selfe the rather . 4. And yet that thou maist discerne the worlds loue , thou shalt not want some mocke and reproch , to cast the durt of thy decay in thy face , that so thou maist bee ashamed and confounded in this decay . 5. And happily thou maist be giuen vp to some grosse sinne , the more to discredit thee with the world , that so thou maist not be corrupted with the flattery thereof . And therefore thus thou maist recouer out of this decay : 1. Rest vpon the promises of thy God , that thou shalt recouer , and thy latter end shall bee better then the beginning . 2. Meditate on the former experience of the ioy of the spirit , that so thou maist presse the Lord from his wonted mercies : Psal . 77. 1. Sam. 17. 3. Consider the meanes that the Lord vsed to plant this ioy and loue in thy heart , and by the same know , that he will renue this worke , and therefore at no hand be driuen from the meanes : Cant. 1. Cant. 4. 5. 4. Resolue that thy former estate was better then now : Os . 2. 8. 9. and therfore returne to thy first loue againe , that so the Lord may renue and increase thy loue vnto him . 5. Acquaint the experienced souldier with this thy estate , that so he may be a meanes to quicken thee againe . 6. Giue wee not ouer our pursuit of these comforts : spare we no paines : thinke we all time too little : impose we extraordinarie afflictions , as fasting , and so groning vnder the burden , and detesting our selues : giue wee the Lord no rest , till he hath returned to his rest , and recouered our decaies : Cantic . 5. To this end vse we the meanes before set downe to recouer from Apostasie . And be we comforted , that we shall not lose , though we haue left this loue . And this is the last lesson to bee obserued out of this Scripture : Namely ▪ That the Saints shall not lose , though they leaue their first loue : Luk. 11. Psal . 92. 2. Tim. 4. 19. 1. Because the Lord hath promised to continue his loue towards them : Ioh. 13. 1. Ioh. 17. 2. Their afflictions doe tend to their perseuerance , as purging out their sinnes : Esay 1. 25. 3. Their sins turne to their continuance in grace : 1. as making them afraid of sinne : 2. and more expert to conquer the same : 3. more fit for grace , by making them more humble , and hungry after it : 4. more mercifull to others , and therefore moouing the Lord to haue more compassion on them . 4. Their Sauiour liueth and triumpheth , to make them more then conquerours : Rom. 8. 36. 37. Ioh. 12. 32. 5. The spirit and word shall abide in them to hold them on in grace . And therefore 1. This condemneth the blasphemie of Papists , who teach that the Saints may fall finally , and therein doe impeach the power and faithfulnesse of God. 2. It checketh the insolencie of the wicked that reioice at the fals of the Saints , and insult ouer them , seeing that though they fall , they shall rise againe : Mich. 7. 9. 3. As also it reprooueth the infidelity of the Saints , who doubt of their recouery , and wrong the faithfulnesse of God , and power of their faith , greeue the blessed spirit , and deny in a sort the merit of Christ . 4. Heere is first for the world to iustifie Gods faithfulnesse , seeing he doth not forsake for euer ; Lam. 3. 24. 25. 5. Heere the Saints are lessoned , as to feare their falles , and not to sinne vpon presumption of recouerie ; so not to distrust of Gods mercie in their greatest failings , seeing the Lord is faithfull , and they shall recouer , though not so forcible a measure as before they had , yet sufficient to the enioying of that happinesse that the Lord Iesus hath purchased for them . To this end , for the further satisfying and comforting of the conscience , obserue wee these two things : First , that it is one thing to leaue our first loue , and to be luke-warme , neither hot nor cold . 2. That there is great oddes betweene leauing our first loue , and losing it altogether : we may leaue , in regard of a former measure , and yet hold a true graine which shall cleere vs of luke-warmnesse : and though we leaue a measure , yet wee lose not all , because the least remaining will be a meanes to recouer againe , if not so much as we haue had , yet so much as shall serue both to keepe from finall apostasie , and further to eternall glory . 6. And therefore heere is matter of exceeding consolation to the elect of God , not to trust their owne vnbeleeuing hearts , much lesse Satanslies ; but to rest on the faithfulnesse of God , not iudging themselues by what they are in their decay , but by what they were in their first loue : and so pressing the Lord in his faithfulnesse , and their former experience , they shall bee vpheld in their greatest failings , by a secret power ; and in good time the Lord will appeare vnto them to bring foorth their righteousnesse as the light , and their weldoing as the noone day , that so their latter end may be better then their beginning . Glory be to the Lord Iesus . Notes, typically marginal, from the original text Notes for div A19287-e90 Act. 1. 7. Matt. 25. 28. 29 2. Cor. 12. 8. Esay 26. Zach. 3. Esay 49. Genes . 48. 11. Notes for div A19287-e310 Galat. 6. 3. Rom. 8. 7. Iohn 9. 43. Occasions to conceiue a false conuersion . 1. Complexion . 2. Natures impotencie . 3. Education . 4. Restraining spirit . Rom. 7. Note . Heb. 10. 27. 28. 5. Spirit of illumination . Matth. 7. 1. Cor. 9. Iob 10. Gal. 6. 10. 2. Tim. 3. 6. Afflictions . Psal . 78. 2. Pet. 2. 7. Prosperitie . 3. Ciuill calling . Prou. 1. Psal . 55. Ier. 48. 11. Os . 4. 7. Psal . 78. Os . 5. 1. Tim. 4. 5. Eccl. 9. 1. Psal . 19. 1. Pet. 1. 18. 1. Ioh. 1. 8. 8. Profession . Practise . Matth. 7. Luk. 8. Mark. 6. 25. Tit. 2. 11. Matth. 5. Act. 15. 19. Act. 1● . 23. 2. Cor. 2. 14. Iohn 15. Psal . 119. Ezech. 33. 30. 31. Heb. 4. 2. 1. Cor. 1. 21. 2. Tim. 2 19. 2. Pet. 1. 10. 2. Phil. 12. Psal . 51. Psal . 73. Malach. 3. Reuel . 2. Matth. 22. 14. 2. Cor. 4. 6. 7. Ioh. 12. Notes for div A19287-e1690 Occasion and coherence . Verse 1. Ose 4. 1. Lament . 2. Rom. 8. 31. Summe and sense . 1. Doctrine . The best haue their infirmities . Ephes . 2. Col. 2. Rom. 5. 1. Iohn 1. 8. Ephes . 5. 23. Rom. 6. 12. Rom. 8. 1. Reasons . Why infirmities remaine in the Saints . Ephes . 5. 1. Ioh. 1. 8. Rom. 4. Vses . 1. Of reproofe : 1. of the Papist . 2. Prophane Protestant . 3. The ignorāt Protestant . 4. The carnall Protestant . Sinne to be striuen against , though we can not fully and wholly subdue it in this life . 5. The weake Protestant . 2. Vse , of instruction . 1. To rest only on Christ . 2. To be humbled with inward corruptions . 3. To be compassionate to others . 4. To trie our estate in sanctification by infirmities . 3. Vse . Of comfort . That we haue right in Christ . To preuent despaire . 1. Ioh. 1. 8. Eph. 5. 19. 20. 21. Rom. 5. 3. 4. Galat. 4. 6. 7. Not to imagine our case singular . That infirmities shall not fester in vs. Iob 33. 15. Act. 2. 36 , 37 , 38 2. Doctrine . Sinne to be reproued . Leuit. 19. 17. Reasons . Vse . 1. Of reproofe to the flattering teacher . 2. Of the peruerse and malitious that cals darkenes light , and light darknesse . 3. Of the respecter of persons . 2. Of the people . 2. Tim. 4. Galat. 4. 2. Vse of instruction . Hos . 6. 5. Esay 58. 1. Iohn 16. ● . Sinne how to be reproued . Amos 7. 8. 1. Sam. 12. 1. Sam. 2. 3. 3. Vse , of comfort . Doctrine . 3. The least sin in the Saints is sufficient to make the Lord to come against them as an enemie . Rom. 7. Vses . 1. Of conuictiō to those that by reason of prospe●●●y flatter themselues in integritie . 2. Those that are impatient vnder the rod deseruing the same . 3. Those that iudge peremptorily the estates of men by outward things . Vse 2. Instruction how to keepe God our friend 2. To be patient vnder the rod. 3. To trie our estate by the vse of y e crosse . How the saints though leauing their first loue , yet may be iustified that they faint not . Doctrine 4. The elect must goe forward and perseuere in grace . Reasons . Vses . 1. Of reproofe to those that deceiue themselues with good intents and motions . Of such as goe backward . 3. As feare to to be noted of singularitie . 4. Such as iustifie decaies . Vse 2. Of instruction , how to increase . Meanes of apostasie . 1. Corrupt iudgement . 2. Corrupt practize . Meanes whereby wee may attaine constancie in weldoing . 1. Peter 4. 15. Doct. 5. Euery true conuert hath a first loue . Rom. 5. 3. First loue discerned by markes . Matth. 13. Ioh. 6. Coloss . 3. 1. 1. Tim. 1. 15 16. 17. Luke 22. 33. Vse . To condemne flashes & tasts . To trie our conuersion . To reprooue the worlds deceit . To comfort the Saints . Doct. 6. The Elect may leaue their first loue . And by what meanes . Meanes of leauing first loue . 1. Withdrawing that should nourish it . 2. Adding , what may coole and quench it . 1. Spirituall pride , an occasion to leaue our first loue , and how . 2. Pet. 1. 3. Ecccl. 1. 9. Matth. 25. Ephes . 4. 30. ● . Policie , a meanes o● cooling our first loue . Policie , how a friend to religion . How an enemie , and ●o a meanes fleauing out first loue . The practize of pop●rie , in maintaining their religion . Prosperitie an occasion to coole our first loue , and how . Psal . 30. 6. And so our abuse of Christian libertie . Vses . 1. Of triall . 2. Of comfort . 3. Of instruction to recouer . 4. Of reproofe . The saints may be vniustly charged to haue left their first loue , and how . Matth. 2● . And that , first in the true discerning and vse of our christian libertie , whereby we submit our selues to lawfull authoritie . 2. In that wee are endowed with outward prosperitie , 1. Tim. 4. 8. 2 3 4 5 6 1. Iohn 4. 20. Gen. 20. 7 8 9 2. Cor. 1. 7. 8. 10 See the daily sacrifice for the right vse of prosperitie . 3. Spirituall wisedome in auoiding of troubles , an occasiō to charge vs with losse of first loue . And cleered from this imputation . Faith how , and to whom to be giuen account of . 1. To the Magistrate and Minister , and why . Faith to whom 〈…〉 be giuen account of . How to discern inward sufficiencie to make open pro●e●sion of faith in the time of trouble . 1. Phil. 27. Iohn 19. How to discern an outward calling to make publike pro●ession o● faith in troubles . Wherein we may be silent . Ioh. 7. Prou 9. Ose 14. Names and habits whe her they may be changed , and how farre . Names not to be changed . Abrahams name changed and no warrāt , because this was done by God , and the case different . Feature . Apparell may be changed . 1. Phil. Deut. 22. A fourth occasion , is the vse of spirituall wisedom in reprouing for sin . A fifth occasion , is outward and inward afflictiōs . 2. Cor. 8. 12. 13. A sixth occasion ▪ 〈◊〉 the honest prouision for our families . 1. Tim. 5. A seuenth occasion to this vniust challenge that we haue lost our first loue , is the vse of our christian libertie in things indifferent . Act. 10. Rom. 14. 1. Cor. 3. 1. Tim. 4. Tit. 1. 15. The right vse of Christian liberty in things indifferent . Phil. 1. 9. Rom. 13. 8. Whether want of feeling of former comforts may be a iust imputation that we haue left our-first loue . 1 Gods prouidence discouered herein . Iob 13. 15. 2 Heb. 11. 1. 3 Rom. 4. 20. 4 5 6 Rom. 9. Iob 13. 15. 7 Note● . Resolution herein . 8 9 Note . Triall hereof . Prou. 28. 13. How to know whether we haue left our first loue . By these markes . Symptomes that follow the leauing of our first loue . How to recouer first loue . Doct. 7. The Saints shall not lose their first loue . Reason 1. Ose . 2. 19. Esa 49. Esa . 27. Vse . Psal . 37. 5. Luk. 12.