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THE PREFACE TO THE READER before the Meditations , Soliloquia , and Manuall of S. Augustine . THESE three little treatises of the great S. Augustine , might all well haue bene called Manualls , in respect that they are of soe smalle bulke , as with ease to be portable by euery hand . But yet as the are are little Manualls , soe with all they may be accounted great Cordialls , for the relation vvhich they haue , and for the place vvhich they deserue to hold , in the hart of man. They principally consist of most sweete affections , and aspirations , which the enamoured soule of our incomparable Saint was euer breathing out to Almighty God ; beseeching him in most tender manner , to be dravving it still , neerer to himselfe . Wee may see , hovv he aspired to perfect vnion vvith that diuine Maiestie , but withall vve must knowe , that first , he had taken paines to purge himselfe entirely , from all errour , sinne , and vanitie ; and to plant the habits of vertue in his hart , by a most attentiue and faithfull imitation of the humilitie , and charitie of Christ our Lord. Vade , & tu fac similiter . For vnlesse thou trauaile in that high way , thou wilt neuer arriue to that iourneys end . Nor art thou to looKe for any experimentall Knowledge of Gods sweetnes , till by prayer & practise of solid vertue , the bitter iuyce of sinne , and the offensiue smoake of passion be discharged . But that being done , roome is made for God , and he will maKe thee Knowe , and feele , how good he is . THE TABLE OF THE CHAPTERS contained in the Meditations . THE FIRST CHAPTER . THE Inuocation of the Omnipotent God for the amendement of his life page 1 Chap. 2. The accusation of man , and the commendation and praise , of the diuine mercy , 4 Chap. 3. The complainte of a man who is not heard by our Lord through his disobedience , page 9 Chap. 4. The feare of the Iudge page 12 Chap. 5. The Father is inuoked by the Sonne , 16 Chap. 6. Heer man representeth the Passion of the Sonne to the Father . page 19 Chap. 7. Heer man acknowledgeth that himselfe by his sinnes , is the cause of the Passion of Christ our Lord , page 23 Chap. 8. Heer man exposeth the Passion of the Sonne , to God the Father , for the reconciliation of man , page 28 Cap. 9. Of the inuocation of the holy Ghost . 35 Chap. 10. The prayer of the seruant of God conccauing humbly of himselfe , 37 Chap. 11. A Prayer to the blessed Trinity , 38 Chapter 12. A Confession of the Omnipotency , and Maiesty of God , 39 Chapter 13. How God the Eather vouchsafed to helpe mankinde , and of the Incarnation of the worde , page 42 Chap. 14. Of the confidence which a soule ought to haue in our Lord Iesus , & in his Passion , 45 Chap. 15. Of the immense charity of the eternall Father towards mankinde , page 48 Chap. 16. Of the twofolde nature of Christe our Lord , who pittyeth , and prayeth for vs. 52 Chap. 17. Of the thanks which a man owes to God , for the benefitt of Redemption , 56 Chap. 18. A prayer to Christ our Lord page 60 Chap. 19. He distinguisheth betweene that VVisdome , which is called the howse of God , and that other VVisdome which is supremely diuine , page 65 Chap. 20. He prayeth that the spirituall howse of God , may pray for him , page 70 Chap. 21. How full this life of ours , is , of bitternesse , 73 Chap. 22. Of the felicity of that life , which our Lord hath prepared , for them that loue him , 75 Chap. 23. Of the felicity of that soule which departeth hence . 78 Chap. 24. He inuoketh the Saynts , 80 Chap. 25. The desire of the soule toward the supernall Citty of Ierusalem , page 87 Chap. 26. A Hymne of Paradise , page 88 Chap. 27. Of the continuall praise , which a soule conceiueth by the contemplation of the Diuinity , 93 Chap. 28. VVhat it is to see God , and to inioy him , after a sort , and how we are to thinke of God , 98 Chap. 29. He declareth many propertyes of Almighty God , 100 Chap. 30. Of the vnity of God , and the plurality of Persons in him , page , 107 Chap. 31. A prayer to the blessed Trinity , 112 Chap. 32. That God is the true , and souuereigne life , 114 Chap. 33. Of the praise which men and Angells giue to God , 117 Chap. 34. He complayneth against himselfe for not being moued , with the contemplation of God whereat the Angells tremble , 124 Chap. 35. A prayer which greatly moueth the hart to Deuotion , and to Diuine loue , 128 Chap. 36. A most deuoute Prayer by way of thanks-giueing , 138 Chap. 37. A most holy , & most excellent Prayer to almighty God , whereby the soule is greatly moued to deuotion , page , 148 Chap. 38. A Prayer to be made in affliction , 161 Chap. 39. Another Prayer to our Lord Iesus Christe , 163 Chap. 40. Another Prayer to God. 172 Chap. 41. A Prayer vpon the Passion Christe our Lord , 180 THE TABLE OF THE CHAPTERS contained in the Soliloquia . THE FIRST CHAPTER . OF the vnspeakable sweetnes of God , pag 192 Chap 2. Of the misery and fragility of man , p. 200 Chap. 3 Of the admirable light of God , 206 Chap. 4. Of the mortality of Mans nature , 208 Chap. 5. VVhat it is , to be made nothing , 211. Chap. 6 , Of the fall of a soule by sinne , 215 Chap. 7. Of the manifolde benefits of Almigthy God , 216 Chap. 8. Of the future Dignity of Man , 221 Chap. 9. Of the Omnipotency of God , 226 Chap. 10. Of the incomprehensible prayse of God , 228 Chap. 11. Of the hope , which is to be erected towards God , 231 Chap. 12. Of the snares of concupiscence . 234 Chap. 13. Of the misery of man , & the benefits of God , 238 Chap. 14. That God doth consider the workes , and purposes of mankinde . with a perpetuall attention , 243 Chap. 15. That Man of himselfe can doe nothing without diuine grace , 248 Chap. 16. Of the temptation of the deuill , 255 Chap. 17. That God is the Light of iust Persons , 259 Chap. 18 , Of the benefits of God , 265 Chap. 19. Of the feruour of charity , 271 Chap. 20. That God hath submitted all things to the seruice of man , 274 Chap. 21. That the greatenes of the diuine counsell may be inferred by the consideration of temporall blessings , 277 Chap. 22. That the diuine sweetnes taketh away all the present bitternes of the world , 280 Chap. 23. That all our hope , ought to be placed in our Lord , 284 Chap. 24. That all our saluation depends vpon our God , 286 Chap. 25. That the will of man , wanteth efficacy towards goods workes without the grace of God , 289 Chap. 26. Of the antient benefits of Almighty God. 291 Chap. 27. Of the Angels which are deputed to the custody of man , 293 Chap. 28. Of the profound predestination , and prescience of God , 298 Chap. 29. Of them who first were iust , and afterwards became wiked , 303 Chap. 30. That a faithfull soule is a Sanctuary of God , 306 Chap. 31. That God is not to be found , eyther by the exteriour or interiour senses . 308 Chap. 32. A Confession of true faith , 322. Chap. 33. Of the Confession of our owne basenes , 331 Chap. 34. A considerations of the diuine Maiestie , 333 Chap. 35. Of the desire & thirst of a soule towards God , 338 Chap. 36. Of the glory of our celestiall country , 346 Chap. 37. A payer to the blessed Trinity , 352 THE TABLE OF THE CHAPTERS contained in the Manuall . THE FIRST CHAPTER . OF the wonderfull essence of God , page 355 Chap. 2. Of the unspeakable knowledge of God 357 Chap. 3. Of the desire of à soule which thirsteth after God , 360 Chap. 4 Of the misery of a soule which loues not God , 362 Chap. 5. Of the desire of a soule , 365 Chap. 6. Of the felicity of à soule which is freed from the prison of flesh . and bloud , 367 Chap. 7. Of the Ioyes of Heauen , page 369 Chap. 8. Of the kingdome of Heauen , pag 341 Chap. 9. How God doth comfort an afflicted soule , 343 Chap. 10. Of the sweetnes of diuine , loue , 345 Chap. 11. Of the preparation of our Redemption , 349 Chap. 12. Of spirituall ioy , 378 Chap. 13. That the VVord Incarnate is the cause of our Hope , 381 Chap. 14. How sweet a thing is is to thinke of God , 382 Chap. 15. How much tribulation endured for Christ our Lord , is to be desired , 384 Chap , 16. How the kingdome of God may be obteyned , 386 Chap. 17. VVhat a happy place Heauen is , page 387 Chap. 18. VVe cannot make any requitall to Almighty God , but only by loue , 390 Chap. 19. VVhat it is which God rereth of vs , that so we may be like himselfe , 392 Chap. 20. Of the confidence of a soule which loueth God , 394 Chap. 21. VVhat God did for man , 397 Chap. 22. Of the remembrance of the woundes of Iesus Christe our Lord , 399 Chap. 23. The remembrance of the woundes of Christ our Lord , is our remedy in all aduersity , 400 Chap. 24. An exhortation of the soule to the loue of Christ our Lord , 402 Chap. 25. That nothing can suffice the soule , but the supreme Good , page 405 Chap. 26. VVhat the knowledge of Truth is , 407 Chap. 27. VVhat at the mission of the holy Ghost doth worke in vs , page 448 Chap. 28. Of the working of that soule which loueth God , 411 Chap. 29. Of the harts true Repose , page 413 Chap. 30. VVatsoeuer doth withdraw the sight of the mind from God , is wholly to be auoyded , 414 Chap. 31. How the vision of God was lost by sinne , & that misery came so to be found out , 416 Chap. 32. Of the Goodnes of God , 419 Chap. 33. Of the delightfull fruition of God , 421 Chap. 34. That this supreme Good is to be desired , 423 Chap. 36. Of the mutuall Charity of the Saints in Heauen , 426 Chap. 36. Of the fulnes of the ioy of Heauen , 428 THE MEDITATIONS OF THE GLORIOVS Doctour S. Augustine . THE FIRST CHAPTER . He inuokes Almightie God for the amendement of his life and manners . O LORD my God! bestowe vpon my hart . that I may desire thee ; that by desiringe thee , I may seeke thee ; that by seekinge thee , I may finde thee ; that by findinge thee I may loue thee , that by loueing thee , I may be freed from all my sinns ; and that once being freed , I may returne to them noe more . O Lord my God! grant repentance to my hart , contrition to my spirit , a fontaine of tears to mine eyes , and liberality in giueinge almes , to my hands . O my King ! extinguish all desires of sense , and kindle the fire of thy loue in me . O thou my Redeemer , driue away the spirit of pride ; and grant me , through thy mercy , the treasure of thy humility . O thou , my Sauiour ! remoue from me the fury of anger , and vouchsafe me ( of thy grace ) the sheild of patience . O thou my Creator ! take all rancor from me ; and through thy meekenes , inrich me with a sweete , and gentle minde . Bestowe on me , ô most mercifull Father , a solide faith , a conuenient hope , and a continuall charity ! O thou my Directour ! remoue from me , vanity and inconstancy of minde , vnsetlednes of body , scurrility of speech , pride of eyes , gluttony of diet , the offence of my neighbours , the wickednes of detractions , the itch of curiosity , the desire of riches , the oppression , which is imposed by the mighty , the appetite of vayne glory , the mischeife of hipocrisy , the poyson of flattery , the contempt of the necessitous and poore , the oppression of the weake , the biteinge of couetousnes , the rust of enuy , and the death of blasphemy . Cutt away from me , O thou who art my maker ! all vngodly temerity , pertinacy , vnquietnesse , idlenes , sleepinesse , slothe , dullnes of minde , blindnesse of hart , stiffnes of opiniō , harshnesse of conuersation , disobedience to vertu , and opposition to good aduice , vnbridlednesse of speech , oppression of the poore , violence of the riche , slaunder of the innocent , sharpnesse towards my seruants , ill example towards myne acquaintance , and hard-hartednes towards my neighbours . O my God , and my mercy , I beseech thee , by thy beloued Sonne , grant that I may performe the workes of mercy , and pitty ; sufferinge with the afflicted , aduising such as erre , succourring such as are miserable , supplying such as are in want , confortinge such as are in sorrow , releiuing the oppressed , refreshing the poore , cherishinge the spirits which are wounded ; forgiueing those that trespasse against me , perdoninge such as doe me wronge , loueing them , who hate me , rendringe good for euell , dispiseing none , but honouringe all , imitating the good , takeing heed of the bade , imbraceing vertue , reiectinge vice , haueing patience in aduersity , and moderation in prosperity ; and , that , keepeing a guard vpon my mouth , and shuttinge the doore of my lipps , I may despise , all earthly , and aspire to heauenly things . CHAP. II. The accusation of man , and the commendation & praise , of the diuine mercy . BEhold , ( O thou who haste framed me ) how many things I haue desired , while yet I deserue not , so much as a fewe . I confesse , woe is me . I confesse that not onely these graces , which I haue begged , are not due to me , but rather many , & most exquisite torments . Yet doth the example of the Publicanes , and Harlotts , & murthering theeues , giue me harte ; who beinge suddenly drawne out of the very iawes of the enimy , haue beene imbraced , in the bosome of the good sheepheard . And thou , ô God , the Creator of all things , though in all thy workes thou be admirable , yet we beleiue that thou art much more admirable , in the workes of mercy . Wherupon thou saidst , by a certaine seruant of thine , His mercyes are ouer all his workes . And we doe confidently hope , that it was , as if thou hadest spoken it of euery one of vs in particuler , when thou didst thus expresse thy selfe of the whole people : saying , But I will not remoue mercy from it : For thou despisest noe man , thou reiectest noe man , thou abhorrest noe man , vnlesse perhaps it be some one , who is so mad as to abhorr thee . When therefore thou art angry , thou dost not onely not strike the offenders , but euē impartest blessings to them ; if they giue ouer offending . O thou , my God! the very horne of my saluation and my vpholder , I wretched creature , haue offended thee : I haue done wickedly in thy sight : I haue deserued thy wrathe : I haue prouoked thy fury : I haue sinned , and thou hast suffred me : I haue offended , and thou yet endurest me . If I repent , thou pardonest ; if I returne , thou receiuest ; nay more then this , whilest I am deferring , thou expectest me . Thou dost reduce me when I err : thou inuitest me when I resiste : thou staiest for me when I am dull , thou imbracest me when I returne : Thou teachest me when I am ignorant : thou cherrishest me when I am afflicted : thou raisest me whilest I fall : thou restorest me when I am fallen : thou giuest me when I aske : thou art found when I seeke thee ; and thou openest when I knock . O Lord , the God of my saluation ! behold , I know not what I may alledge : I know not what to answere : I haue no refuge , nor hole to retire my serfe into from thee . Thou hast showed me the way of good life , and thou hast giuen me knoweledge how to cōduct my selfe : thou haste treatned me with the feare of hell , thou hast allured me with the hope of the glory of heauen And now , O Father of mercyes ! ô God of all consolation , strike through my very flesh with thy feare ; to the end , through feare I may auoide that which thou threatnest ; and restore to me the ioy of thy sauing grace , that by loue , I may obteyne the thinges which thou promisest . O Lord ! my strength , and my fundation , my God , my refuge , & my deliuerer , inspire me with what I ought to thinke of thee ; teach me with what words I should inuoke thee ; impart the power of performeinge those workes , wherby I may please thee . I know there is one thing , wherby thou art appeased , & an other which thou art not wont to despise . To witt an afflicted soule , is a sacrifice to thee : and thou vouchsafest to accept an humble and contrite hart . O my God , and my helper ! inrich me , I beseech thee , with these guifts ; defend me against mine enemy by these graces ; impart this refreshinge to me , against the burninge heat of sensualityes , and lett this refuge be open to me , against the importunity of all inordinate desires . O Lord ! the strength of my saluatiō , doe not permitt me to be of them , who beleeue in thee for a season ; but in the tyme of temptation departe from thee . Ouer shadow this head of mine , in the day of battell O thou who art my hope in the tyme of affliction , and my saueing health in the tyme of tribulation . Behold , ô Lord ! ô thou my light , and my saluation ! I haue begged those things of thee which I neede : I haue intimated those things which I apprehend and feare , but my conscience fills me with remorse , the secretts of my hart reprooue me , and that which loue gathered together , feare scattereth ; and that which zeale moues me too , distrust drawes me from . My sinns , giue me terrour , but thy pitty putts me into hope ; thy bounty exhorts me , though myne owne malignity holds me back . And that I may confesse a truth , the images , and representations of my old sinns , be still obtrudeing themselues on my memory , & they hold me downe from presumeing too farr . CHAP. III. The complainte of a man who is not heard by our Lord , through his disobedience . FOr in fine , when a man is worthy of hate , with what face shall he desire fauour ? To whome punishment is due , what rash boldnes is it for him , to expect glory ? He prouoketh his Iudge , who instead of giueinge satisfaction for his offence , pretends to be honored with rewards . He insults vpon his Kinge , who beinge obnoxious to punishment , will aduenture to begg a prize which is not due to him . And that foolish sonne , would exasperate the tender hart of his father , who ( hauinge reproached the same father ) would presume to vsurpe the honour of the inheritance , before he had disposed himself to pennance . What is this , ô my deare Father , which I say I haue done ! I haue deserued death , and yet I aske life . I haue offēded my souueraigne Kinge , whose aide I doe yet thus impudently implore . I haue despised my Iudge whome thus rashly , I desire to be my helper . Most insolently haue I refused , so much as to harken to my Father , whom yet I am presumeinge , to haue for my defender . Woe be vnto me , how late doe I come : woe be to me , how slack am I in makeing haste ; woe be to me , who am runninge still , hauing receiued fresh wounds and yet vouchsafe not when I am wel , to preuent the pearcinge of new arrowes . I haue neglected to forsee the darts before they came ; but now that I behold my death at hand , I am full of trouble . I added wounds to wounds , because I feared not , to add crimes to crimes . My ancient scarrs , I haue broken through with new violence ; because my late iniquities , haue corresponded with my ancient sinns ; and that which thy diuine phisick had cured , and closed ; the itch of my frensy , hath opened againe . The skinn which being drawen ouer my wounds , did conceale my infirmity , hath putrified by the breaking out of filthy blood ; whilest that iniquity which I iterated , did euacuate the mercy which thou dist grante . For I well know , how it is written : In what houre soeuer the iust man shall sinn , all his iustice shal be forgotten . And now if the iustice of the iust man shal be forgotten when he falls , how much more shall the peunance of a sinner be forgotten , if he returne againe to comitt those sinns ? How often , like a dogg , haue I returned to my vomitt , and like a sowe , haue I weltered againe , in the mire ? I may wel confesse it , for it is impossible , but I should remember it . How many ignorant persons haue I taught the way how to sinn ? how many haue I persuaded , who had no minde to it ? I haue compelled such as resisted ; and I haue consented to such as desired . For how many haue I laide a snare , who were already in the right way ? and for others who sought that way , I haue digged a pitt , and to the end that I might not abhorr the doeinge of these things , I feared not to cast them out of my minde . But thou ô iust Iudge , who sealest vp the accounts of my sinns , and who standest watchinge ouer all my wayes , and haste numbered euery one of my stepps ; thou I say , heldest thy peace , thou hast euer beene silent , and euer patient . But woe is me , thou wilt at length cry out , like a woman who is in the torment of child-bedd . CHAP. IV. The feare of the Iudge . O God , of Gods , O Lord who art too hard for the malice , and sinn of man. I knowe that one day thou wilt appeare ; I know that thou wilt not be allwayes silent , when the fire shall burn in thy sight , and that strong tempest , shall compasse thee inn round about ; when thou shalt call the heauen & earth , at such tyme as thou wilt iudge thy people . And behold all my iniquities shal be discouered then , before so many thousands of nations ; and all my greiuous crimes not onely , deeds , but euen words , and very thoughts themselues , shal be manifested , to so many legions of Angells . Before so many iudges , shall I , desolate creature , stand , as there wil be men , who haue farr outstripped me in good workes . By so many reprouers shall I be confounded , as haue giuen me examples of good life . And by so many witnesses shall I be conuinced , as haue taught me by good speeches ; and instructed me , toward an imitation of them , by their good examples . O my Lord , I can lighte vpon nothinge which I may say ; nothing doth occurr which I can answere . And now , whilest I am subiect to this sharp triall , my conscience racks me , the secrets of my hart torment me , couetousnesse streightens me , pride accuses me , enuy consumes me , concupiscence inflames me , lust importunes me , gluttony dishoners me , ebriety ouercomes me , detraction tears me , ambition supplants me , greedinesse disquiets me , discorde scatters me , anger disturbes me , mirth dissolues me , heauinesse oppresseth me , hypocrisy deceiues me , flattery alters me , fauour exalts me , & slaunder wounds me . Behold ô thou , who art my deliuerer from these feirce nations ! behold who they be , whome I haue liued with all , from the very day of my birth ; whome I haue obserued , and to whome I haue dedicated my selfe . Those very imployments which I loued , condemn me ; they which I praised , dishonored me . These are those frends with whome I did so carefully comply ; those Maisters , whose direction I followed , those Lords whome I haue serued ; those Counseillers whome I haue beleeued ; those citzens with whome I haue dwelt ; & those domesticks whome I haue consented too . woe is me , ô my King , and my God , that my habitation here , is so much prolonged . Woe is me ! O thou light of mine eyes , that I haue dwelt amongst the inhabitants of Cedar . And if holy Dauid could say that he had dwelt much with them , how much more , may I wretched creature say ( O thou my God , and my strong fundation ) that my soule hath dwelt too much with them ; for in thy sight , noe man liueinge can be iustifyed . My hope is not reposed in the sonnes of men , for if thou iudge them ( when thy mercy is laide a side ) whome wilt thou be able to finde iust ? And if thou preuent not the wicked man by showeing mercy ? thou wilt not finde any good man , vpon whome to bestowe thy glory . For I beleeue ( O thou who art my saluation ) that which I haue beene told , that it is thy mercy which bringeth me to pennance . Those lipps of thy mouth more sweete then Nectar , haue sounded forth these words : Noe man can come to me , vnles my Father who sent me , drawe him . Because therfor thou haste instructed me : because by that instruction , thou hast mercifully framed me ; as now I am ; I doe with the most inward marrow of my soule , and with all possible strife of my hart , inuoke thee , ô Omnipotent Father , with thy most beloued Sonne ; and thee , ô most sweete Sonne , with the most excellent souueraigne Holy spirit , that thou wilt draw me towards thee , & that so I may runn after the fragrance of thy pretious odours : and that I may doe it most dearely . CHAP. V. The Father is inuoked by the Sonne . INuoke thee , ô my God! I inuoke hee , because thou art present , to all such as call vpon thee , in the way of truth : for thou art Truth . Teach me , ô holy Truth , by thy mercy , how I may inuoke thee , in thee , because I know not how that must be done ; and therefore I doe most humbly begg of thee , to be taught by thee For to be wise without thee , is to play the foole ; but to knowe thee , is perfectly to be wise . Teach me , ô diuine Wisdome , and instruct me in thy lawe , for I beleeue that he whome thou teachest , and whome thou instructest in thy lawe , shal be happy . I desire to inuoke thee , and I beseech thee , that it may be in all Truth What is it to call vpon Truth , in Truth , but to call vpon the Father in his Sonnes . Thy speach therfore , ô holy Father , is Truth , and Truth is the beginninge of thy words . For this , is the beginninge of thy words , that in the beginning was the word . In the very beginning doe I adore thee , who art the prime , and supreame beginninge . In that very worde of Truth , doe I also inuoke thee ô perfect Truth , in which word I beseech thee , who art that very Truth , that thou will direct , and teach me that Truth . For what is more delightfull , then to inuoke the Father , in the name of his onely begotten Sonne ; to induce the Father to mercy , by the remembrance of his Sonne ; & to mollify the Kings hart by the mention of his dearest Sonne . For thus doe prisoners vse to be freed from their restrainte : So are slaues , freed from their chaines ; and men who are lyable to the sadd doome of death , are not onely absolued ; but growe intitled , sometymes , to extraordinary fauour , when they putt angry Princes in minde , of the loue they beare to theyr progeny : And when the intercession of the Sonne is imployed , the poore slaue is wonte to auoide the punishment of his Lord. Iust so , ô thou Omnipotent Father , I begg of thee , by thine Omnipotent Sonne , that thou wilt drawe my soule out of prison , that I may confesse to thy name . I beseech thee , by that onely begotten Sonne of thine , who is coeternall with thee ; that thou wilt discharge me , from these fetters of my sinns ; and that by the mediation of thy most pretious issue , who is sitting at thy right hand ; thou wilt , of thy goodnes , restore me to life , who for my great demerits am threatned with the sentence of death . For I know not what other intercessor I should be able to vse towards thee , but him who is propitiation for our sinns , and who sitteth at thy right hand pleadinge for vs. Behold , ô God the Father , him who is my aduocate with thee . Behold that supreame Bishop , who hath noe need to be expiated by any others blood , because he is resplendent by being all bathed , in his owne . Beholde here the holy Sacrifice which is holy , perfect , and wel pleasing ; & which is offered in the odour of sweetnes , & so accepted . Behold the lamb without spott , who is silent before the shearrer ; and who being beaten vpon the face with blowes , and defiled with spittle , and reproached with scorne , did not yet so much as open his mouth . Behold , he who neuer committed sinn , hath borne our sinns ; and by his owne wounds , hath cured our diseases . CHAP. VI. Here man representeth the Passion of the Sonne to the Father . BEholde deare Father , thy most holy Sonne , who hath suffered such bitter paines for me . Behold ô most clement Kinge , who it is that suffers , and mercifully remember , for whome he suffers . Is not he , ô my Lord , that innocent person , who beinge thine onely Sōne , was deliuered by thee , to the end that he might redeeme thy slaue ? Is not he the author of life , who yet is carried like à sheepe to slaughter ; and being made obedient to thee , did not feare to vndergoe a most outragious kinde of death , which was most hydeously greiuous ? Call to minde , ô thou who art the dispenser of all saluation , that this is , that very he , whome although thou didst begett , out of thyne owne substance , and strength ; thou didest yet ordeyne to be partaker of my infirmity . Yea this indeed is that Deity of thyne , which apparelled it selfe with my nature , & that nature ascended vp to the tree of the Crosse , & endured bitter torment in the flesh , which it assumed . Send downe , ô Lord my God , the eyes of thy Majesty , vpon this worke of thy vnspeakable piety . Behold thy sweete Sonne , beinge stretched out from head to foote . Beholde those innocent hands all distillings with his pretious blood , and thou beinge once appeased , forgiue the wickednes which my hands haue wrought . Consider that disarmed side of his , which is pearced by the pointe of a cruell Launce ; and renew me in that most sacred springe , which I beleeue flowed downe from thence . Cast an eye towards those immaculate feete of his , which neuer stood in the way of sinners , but did alwayes walke in thy Lawe . See how they are fastned , with cruell nailes , and doe thou perfect my paces in thy pathewayes , and mercifully make me hate all wayes of wickednes . Remoue the way of iniquity from me , and of thy goodnes , make me choose the way of truthe . I beseech thee , ô Kinge of Saynts , by this Redeemer of mine , that thou wilt make me runn with speed through the way of thy Commandemētes , that so I may be vnited to him in spiritt , who disdayned not to be vested with my flesh . Dost thou not , ô holy Father , obserue how that most deere head of thy Sonne ( he being yet but in the flower of his youth ) is hanging downe vpon that necke , which is as white as snowe , and doth resolue it selfe into a most pretious death ? Beholde , ô thou most meeke Creator , the humanity of thy beloued Sonne ; and take pitty vpon the weakenes of our fraile nature . That bare brest of his , is lilly-pale ; that side is all read , and goared with blood , those bowells are withered , with being stretched out , those sweete bright eyes doe languish ; that imperiall face is all discoloured ; those long and gracefull armes , are growen stiffe ; those marble thighes are hanging downe ; and those springs of that pretious blood , doe bedew , & bathe , his transperced feete . Behold ô glorious Father the torne lymms of thy most beloued Sonne ; and in thy mercy , remember that he carrieth my nature about him . Behold the punishment of that man , who is God ; and release the misery of that man who was created by him . Behold the punishment of the Redeemer , and remitt and pardon his offence who is redeemed . This is he , ô my Lord , whome thou didst strike for the sinns of thy people , though he be still that beloued , in whome thou art so well pleased . This is that innocent person , in whome noe guile was found , and yet , he was esteemed to be one of the wicked . CHAP. VII . Here man acknowledgeh that himselfe by his sinnes , is the cause of the Passion of Christ our Lord. WHAT hast thou committed , ô thou most sweete childe , that thou shouldest so be iudged ? what hast thou committed , ô most amiable yonge man , that thou shouldest be treated so ? what is thy wickednes ? what is thy cryme ? what is the cause of thy death ? what is the occasion of thy condemnation ? It is I , it is I , who am that wound , which putts thee to payne , and I am the cryme which kills thee : and I am the man who deserued that death which thou endurest . I am the wickednes , wherof reueng is taken vpon thee . I am that sornes of thy Passion : I am the labour of thy torment . O admirable kind of sentence ! O disposition of an vnspeakable mistery ! The wicked man sinns , and the iust man is punished : The guilty person offends , and the innocent man bears the blowes ; the impious man errs , and the holy man is condemned . That which the wicked man deserues , the holy man endures ; that which the slaue borrowes , his Lord pays ; that which man committs , God vndergoes . How lowe , ô Sonne of God , how lowe did thy humility descend ? how high did thy charity burne vp ? how farr did thy piety proceed ? howe wide did thy benignity extend ? whither did thy loue aspire ? and where did thy compassiō arriue ? For it is I , who haue done wickedly , and thou art punished . I , who haue committed the cryme , and thou art layd vpon the Racke . I , grewe proude , and thou art humbled . I was puffed vp , and thou art extenuated . I haue showed my selfe disobedient , and thou being obedient , dost answeare for the paine due to that disobedience . I haue obeyed the temptation of gluttony , and thou art halfe consumed for lacke of meate . Distempered affection drewe me on apace to vnlawfull concupiscence ; and perfect charity was that , which led thee on to the Crosse . I presumed to doe that which was forbiddē , thou didst vndergoe torments . I am delighted with meate , thou art in labour vpon the Crosse . I am fed with delight : thou art torne with nailes . I tasted the sweetnes of the apple ; thou the bitternes of gall . Eue laughs , & congratulats my sinn with me ; but Mary weeps and takes compassion with thee . Behold , O Kinge of glory , behold how my impiety , and thy piety , are made apparent by one another . Beholde how my iniustice & thy Iustice are made cleerly manifest . What! O my King , and my God , shall I render for all those things , which thou hast bestowed on me ? For there is nothinge to be found in the hart of man , which can beare any portion to thy singular benefites . Can the sharpnes of mans conceite , thinke of any thinge , to which the mercy of God may be cōpared ? Noe , it is not in the power of a creature to performe any seruice that can make full amends to his Creator . But yet , O Sonne of God , there is somewhat in this admirable dispensation of thine , there is some what , wherein my frailty may answeare , in some small proportion to what I owe if by the visitation of thy holy Spiritt , my contrite hart , may crucify my flesh with the vices , and concupiscences therof . And when this fauour is granted me by thee , I doe already , as it were , beginn to suffer sweetly with thee , because thou didest vouchsafe to dye for my sinns . And thus by the victory of the inward man , he is prepared through thy help , toward an euident triumph ; so that the spirituall persecution being ouercome , he fears not to submitt himselfe , for the loue of thee , to a materiall sword . And in this manner , if it be pleasinge to thy mercy , the weakenes of our condition wil bee able , accordinge to our litle strength , to correspond with the greatenesse of our Creator . This , O deare Iesus , is that celestial medicine : this is the antidote of thy loue . I beseech thee , by those ancient mercyes of thyne , infuse some such thing into my wounds , as wherreby , I ( casting vp the contagion of vipers , which I haue suckt ) may be reintigrated to my former health , and that vpon the taste of the Nectar of thy diuine sweetnes , I may be drawen to despise the inticeinge vanities of this world , with my whole hart ; and that , by thy goodnes , I may not be freighted with any aduersity which can happen here ; but , being mindefull of that nobility which is to last for euer , I may still loath the windes of this transitory world . Lett nothinge , I beseech thee , be delightfull to me , witheut thee . Lett nothinge be pleasinge , nothinge be pretious , nothinge beautifull besides thee . Lett all things , I beseeche thee , growe base , & odious without thee . That which is contrary to thee , lett it be troublesome to me , and lett thy good pleasure , be my eternall desire . Lett it be à tedious thing to me , to reioyce without thee ; and lett it delight me , to be greiued for thee . Lett thy very name , be a ioy to my hart ; and lett the comfort of thy memory , bring my tears , which may be the bread I feed on , day and night , whilest I seeke thy lawe . And lett that lawe be esteemed by me , beyonde thousands of gold and siluer . Lett it be an amiable thinge for me , to obey thee , and execrable to resiste thee . I beseech thee , ô my hope , by all thy workes of pitty , that thou wilt haue mercy vpon my sinns . Make mine ears stand open to thy Commaundements . And I beseech thee , by thy holy Name , lett not my hart decline towards the words of malice , to the makeinge of excuses vpon excuses , of my sinns : and I beseech thee also , by that admirable humility of thine , that the foote of pride may not come towards me , and that the hand of a sinner may not stirre me . CHAP. VIII . Here man exposeth the Passion of the Sonne , to God the Father , for the reconciliation of man. BEholde , O thou Omnipotent God , the Father of my Lord , dispose thou graciously , and haue mercy on me . I beseech thee , I say , since whatsoeuer I haue conceiued to be best , I haue deuoutly offerred ; and whatsoeuer I haue found to be most excellent , I haue humbly presented to thee . I haue left nothing in my selfe , which I haue not exposed to thy Maiesty ; Nothinge now remaines for me to adde , for I haue fastned all my hope on thee . I haue directed to thee , thyne owne deare Sonne , who is mine Aduocate . I haue placed that glorious ofspringe of thine , as a mediatour betweene thee , and me . I haue placed him , as I said , for an intercessour ; by whose meanes I hope for pardon . I haue offred by these wordes of myne , that Word of thine , who , as I said before , was sent , for the pardon of my sinnes ; and I haue recounted to thee , the Passion of thy most Holy Sonne , which I beleeue he hath endured for me . I beleeue that the Deity was sent by thee , and that it tooke vpon it selfe , my humanity ; wherein he disdained not to suffer blowes , fetters spittings , and scornes ; yea euen the Crosse , Nailes , and Launce . His Humanity was intertained with the cryes of infancy ; it was bound in by the swathinge cloathes of that tender age ; it was vexed by the labour , and sweat of his youth ; it was extenuated also by fastinge , afflicted by watchinge , and wearied out by trauelling . It was afterwardes loaden with stirpes , and torne in sunder with other torments . It was ranked amongst the dead , and when once it was indued with the glory of Resurrection , he introduced it into the ioyes of heauen . This is that , which must appease thee , and this must propitiate for me . Obserue therefore here , O God with mercy , what Sonne thou hast begotten , and what slaue thou hast redeemed . Obserue who is the Maker , and despise not the thinge which he hath made . Imbrace thou the sheepheard with ioy , and with mercy looke vpon that sheepe , which he hath brought home vpon his owne shoulders . This is that most faithfull sheepheard , who with many , and greate laboures , hath fought this poore sheepe , which so long was erring vp and downe , by those abrupt , and rocky hills , and by those precepices , which ouerlooke those vallies . And who when it was euen dyinge , through the faintnesse to which it was growen by that tedious errour , and exile ; yet as soone as he could meete with it , he did with ioy putt himselfe vnderneath it ; and with an admirable exercise , and strife of charity , he raised it out of that profound pitt of confusion ; and haueinge imprisoned it in his owne bosome , by deare imbracements , he brought that one which he had lost , to the ninty nine which remayned . Behold , O Lord my Kinge , and my God Omnipotent ! Behold how the good Pastor brings thee , that which thou haste committed to his charge . He vndertooke the saluation of man by thy direction , and he restores him to thee , free from all infection . Behold how thy most deare Sonne reconciles thy Creature to thee , which had wandred from thee so farr . Behold how that meeke Pastor of mine , brings back to thy flocke , that which the violent theefe had driuen away . He restoreth that slaue to thy sight , whome his owne conscience had made a fugitiue ; that he , who of himselfe deserued punishment , by meanes of him , may obteyne pardon ; and that he to whome hell was due for his sinnes , by the meanes of so great a Captaine , may confide that he shal be recalled to his country . I was well able , O holy Father , to offend thee of my selfe ; but of my selfe , I was not able to appease thee . Thy beloued Sonne , O my God , is become my helper , participateinge of my humanity , that he might cure my infirmity ; that so from whence the cause of mine offence was growen , from thence he might offer the Sacrifice of praise to thee ; and might therby make me acceptable to thy mercy ; since , he showeth himselfe , sitting at thy right hand , as a confort of my substance , and nature . Behold , this is my hope , this is all the confidence I haue . If thou despise me , as thou hast reason for my sinn , yet looke back vpon me at least with mercy , for the loue of thy beloued Sonne . Consider that , in thy Sonne , wherby thou maisttake pitty vpon the slaue . Behold the mistery of his Incarnation , and pardon the sensuality of my conuersation . As often as thou beholdest the wounds of thy blessed Sonne ; I beseech thee , lett my wickednes shrink out of thy sight . As often as thy pretious blood , lookes read from that holy side , I beseech thee , that the spotts of my corruption may be washed away . And as flesh prouoked thee to wrath , so lett flesh , I beseeche thee , incline thee to mercy . And in fine , as flesh seduced vs to sinn , so lett flesh bring vs back to pardon . It is much that my impiety diserueth ; but yet it is much more which the piety of my Redeemer doth iustly exact . My iniustice is great , I confesse it : but farr greater is the Iustice of my Redeemer . For , as much as God is Superior to man , so much is my malice inferior to his goodnes , both in quantity and quality . For in what hath man sinned , wherin the Sonne of God , being made Man , hath not redeemed him ? What pride was able to swell so highe , as that so great humility would not be able to beate it downe ? What dominion of death could be so absolute , which the torment of the Crosse , indured by the Sone of God , will not destroy . Infaillibly , O my God , if the faults of a sinfull man , and the grace of him who redeemed them , be putt into an equall ballance , the East will not be found so farr distant from the west ; nay the lowest parte of hell , will not be found so farr distant from the highest pich of heauen , as they two will be . Now therfore , O thou most excellent Creator of light , pardon my faults , through the immense labours of thy beloued Sonne . Lett now I beseech thee , his piety propitiate for my impiety ; his modesty for my peruersity ; his meekenes for my rudenes ; his humility for my pride ; his patience for my impatiēce ; his benignity for my harshnes ; his obedience for my disobedience ; his tranquillity for my vnquietnesse , his sweetenes for my bitternesse ; his mildnesse for my anger ; and let his charity ouerworke my cruelty . CHAP. IX . Of the inuocation of the Holy Ghost . O Loue of that diuine power , the Holy communication of the Omnipotent Father , and of the most blessed Sonne , O thou Omnipotent Holy Ghoste , the most sweete comforter of the afflicted ; slipp thou downe euen very now , by thy puissant vertue , into the most secrett corners of my hart , and by the splendor of thy cleere light , illuminate , ( ô thou deere dweller in our soules ) these darke retreyts of our neglected habitations ; and by thy visitation , and by the abundance of thy dewe from heauen , make my soule growe fruitfull , which by reason of so longe a drought , is all deformed and decayed . Wound thou the most retyred parts of this inward man , with the darts of thy loue ; and inflame , and pearce the very marrowe of my dull hart , with those healthfull fires of thine . And by the flame of thy holy feruour , illuminate thou and feed the very interiour , both of my whole body and minde . Giue me once to drink of the torrent of thy delights : that now I may noe more haue a minde , so much as euen to taste , of the pestiferous sweetnesse of wordly things . Iudge , me , ô Lord , and discerne my cause from all wicked people , and teach me to doe thy will , for thou art my God. I beleeue therfore , that whomesoeuer thou dost inhabite , thou dost build vp a dwellinge place in him both for the Father and the Sonne . Blessed is he , who shall arriue to intertayne thee ; because by thee , both the Father & the Sonne will remaine with him . Come , come euen now , O thou moste benigne Comforter of all woefull soules . Thou , who protectest them , when they haue most need , and art their helper in tribulation . Come , ô thou clenser of sinns , and curer of wounds . Come , ô thou strength of the weake , ô thou who stayest such as are falling . Come ô thou teacher of the humble , and distroyer of the proude . Come , ô deare Father of Orphants , and fauorable Iudge of widowes . Come , thou hope of the poore , & thou cherisher of such as fainte . Come , thou propitious starr of such as sayle , & thou hauen , against the danger of shipwrack . Come , ô thou excellent ornament , of such as liue ; & the onely helpe of such as dye . Come , ô most holy Spiritt : Come , and haue mercy on me ; make me fitt for thy self , & condiscend to me with pitty , that my meanenesse may growe pleasing to thy greatnesse , and my weakenes to thy strength . Accordinge to the multitude of thy mercyes ; through Iesus Christe my Sauiour , who with the Father doth liue ad reigne in thy vnity , for euer , and euer . Amen . CHAP. X. The Prayer of the Seruant of God conceauing humbly of himselfe . I Knowe , O Lord , I knowe , and I confesse that I am not worthy , that thou shouldest loue me ; but yet at least , it is certaine , that thou art not vnworthy to be beloued by me . It is true that I am vnworthy to serue thee ; but it is also true , that thou art not vnworthy to be serued by thy Creatures . Giue me therfore somewhat , O Lord , of that which maketh thee so worthy , and so I shall growe worthy , who am vnworthy . Make me cease from sinn , by what meanes thou wilt ; to the end that I may serue thee as I ought . Grant that I may so addresse , and order , and end my life , that I may sleepe in peace , and repose in thee . Grant that in the end , the sleepe of death may receiue me with rest ; rest with securiry , and security with eternity . Amen . CHAP. XI . A Prayer to the blessed Trinity . WE confesse to thee , with our whole hart , and with our mouth , we praise and blesse thee , O God the Father , who art vnbegotten ; and thee , O God the Sonne , who art the onely begotten ; and thee , O God the holy Ghoste , who art the Paraclete . To thee . O holy , and indeuiduall Trinity , be glory for all eternityes . Amen . CHAP. XII . A Confession of the Omnipotency , and Maiesty of God. O Supreame Trinity , O thou sole power , & vndeuided Majesty , O God of ours , O Omnipotent God , I confesse to thee , who am the vnworthyest of thy seruāts , and the weakest of thy mēbers . I cōfesse to thee in thy Church , and I giue thee honor , by offering thee a due sacrifice of praise , according to that little power , and skill , which thou haste vouchsafed to affoord me , thy miserable creature . And because I haue no external presents , which I can make to thee , therfore these desires , and vowes of seruice and praise , which by the guift of thy mercy are in me , behold , how with an vnfained faith and with a pure conscience , I offer them to thee , not onely with a good will , but with a hart , which is full of triūph , and ioy . I beleeue therfore with my whole hart , and I confesse with my mouth , O thou Kinge of heauen , ad Lord of earth , that thou the Father , the Sonne , and the Holy Ghoste , art in Persons three , and in Substance one , & that thou art God Omnipotent , of one simple , incorporeall , inuisible , and vncircumscribed nature . That there is nothing either aboue thee , or belowe thee , or greater then thou ; but that thou art sublymely , and absolutely perfect , whithout the least deformity . Great , without quantity , good without quality , eternall , yet wholly without Tyme . That thou hast life without death ; that thou art strong without any weakenesse ; true without falshoode ; euery where present , without being scituated any where ; filling all things , yet without any extension ; occurringe euery where , yet without any crossinge , or contradiction . Transcending all things , without Motion ; remaneinge in all things , without Station ; creatinge all things , without looseinge , or wantinge any thing , and ruleinge all things without labour . Giueinge a beginninge to all things , thy selfe haueinge noe beginninge ; makeing all things changeable , & beinge yet vnchangeable in thy selfe ; being infinite in thy greatenesse , Omnipotent in thy power , souuereigne in thy goodnesse , inestimable in thy wisdome , terrible in thy decrees , iust in thy iudgements , secret in thy thoughts , true in thy wordes , holy in thy workes , & plentifull in thy mercyes . Towards sinners , thou art most patiēt ; towards penitents thou art most pittifull . Thou art euer the same , eternall , sempiternall , immortall , & vnchangeable God , whome neither space can dilate , nor littlenesse of place can streighten , nor any receptacle can keepe in , or constraine , nor the will vary , nor partiality corrupt ; nether doe sad things afflict thee , nor ioyfull things transport thee . From whome neither forgetfullnes takes any thinge , neither doth memory restore any thing ; neither doe things past passe away ; nor future things succeed To whome neither the first gaue beginninge : nor the continuance of tyme increase : nor shall any accident giue it any end . But thou liuest for all eternity , both before , and in , and through all aages And lett immortal praise , and eternall glory , and souuereigne power , and supreame honor , and a Kingdome , & Empire for all eternity , remaine with thee , through those infinite , vnwearied , and immortall ages , of ages . Amen CHAP. XIII . How God the Father vouchsafed to helpe mankinde , and of the Incarnation of the worde . HItherto , O Omnipotent God the beholder & searcher of my hart , I haue confessed the Omnipotency of thy Maiesty , and the maiesty , of thy Omnipotency . But now , as I beleeue with the hart to Iustice , so will I confesse before thee , with the mouth to saluation , in what sort thou haste beene pleased , at the end of many ages , to releiue the misery of mankinde . Thou , O God , and our onely Father , wert neuer to be sent any whither . But of the Sonne , the Apostle writeth thus , When the fullnes of tyme was come , God sent his Sonne . When he saith sent , he doth sufficiently showe , that then he came sent into this world , when being borne of the euer B. Virgin Mary , he became , and appeared , true and perfect man , in flesh . But what is that , which that cheife of all the Euangelistes saith : He was in the world , and the world was made by him . He was sent thither in his Humanity , who was euer , and is there , by his Diuinity . Now , that this Mission is the worke of the whole blessed Trinity , I confesse with my whole hart , and mouth . But how then didst thou loue vs , O thou holy and good Father ? how much didst thou loue vs , O most deare Creator ; who didst not euen , spare , thyne owne Sonne , but didst deliuer him vp for vs wretched Creatures , He was subiect to thee , euen vnto the death , and that , the death of the Crosse , takeinge the hand-writinge of our sinns and nailinge it to the same Crosse . He crucified also sinn it selfe , and killed death : He , who onely is free amongst the dead ; haueing power both to lay downe his life for vs , and afterward , to take it vp againe . Hence was he both the conquerer and Sacryfice . And therfor the Conquerer because the sacryfice for vs To thee he was the Preist , and the Sacrifice ; and therfore the Preist , because the Sacrifice . Most iustly haue I a strong hope in him , that thou for his sake , who sitteth at thy right hand , and is continually interceedinge for vs , wilt cure all our languishing diseases . For my infirmityes , O Lord , are great and many ; great they are and many . The Prince of this world hath much to say against me , I knowe and cōfesse it , yet deliuer me I beseeche thee , by that Redeemer of mine , who sitteth at thy right hand , in whome he was able to finde none of his malice By him I beseeche thee , to iustify me ; by him , who comitted noe sinn , nor was there any guile found in his mouth . I beseeche thee by that head of ours , in whome there is noe one little spott , deliuer this member , which yet is his , how weake and poore soeuer it be . Deliuer me , I beseeche thee from my sinns , my vices , my faults , and my negligence . Fill me with thy holy vertues , & make me of most innocent conuersation . And grant , for thy holy names sake , that I may continue euen to the very end , in those good workes , which thou commaundest , according to thy holy will. CHAP. XIV . Of the confidence which a soule ought to haue in our Lord Iesus , & in his Passion . I Could easily haue despaired , through the excesse of my greiuous sinns , and of my infinite negligences , if thy word , O God , had not become flesh , and had not dwelt amongst vs. But now I dare not despaire , because when we were enemyes we were reconciled , by the death of thy Sonne , & how much more now , we beinge already reconciled , shall we be saued by him ? For all the hope , and stay of all my confidence , doth consist , in that pretious blood of his , which was shed for vs , and for our saluation . In him doe I take breath ; and hopeing firmely in him , I earnestly desire to come to thee ; not haueinge any iustice of mine owne , but that which is in thy Sonne , our Lord Iesus-Christe . We doe therfore thank thee . O most Clement , and benigne louer of mankind ; who when we were not , didst powerfully create vs , by Iesus-Christe thy Sonne our Lord. And whē we were lost , by our owne fault , thou didst admirably deliuer , and recouer vs. I giue thankes to thy mercy ; many thanks doe I giue thee with the whole affection of my hart ; who ( through that vnspeakable charity , wherewith thou didst vouchsafe , with strange goodnes , to loue vs miserable , and vnworthy Creatures ) didst send thyne onely begotten Sonne , from thyne owne bosome , for our common good ; so to saue vs sinners , who were then the sonns of wrath . I giue thee thanks for his holy Incarnation , and Natiuity , and for his glorious Mother , of whom he vouchsafed to assume flesh for vs , and our saluation ; that as he was true God of God , so he might also , be true man of man. I thanke thee for his Crosse and Passion , for his death and Resurrection ; for his Ascension into heauen , and for his seat of Maiesty at thy right hand . For vpō the fortieth day after his Resurrection , ascendinge aboue all the heauens ( whilest his Disciples were lookeing on ) and being seated at thy right hand , he did according to his promisse , powre forth the Holy Ghoste vpon the Children of adoption . I thank thee , for that most sacred effusion of his most pretious Blood , wherby we are redeemed ; and withall , for that Sacred , and Holy , and quickninge Mistery of his Body and Blood , which dayly we eate and drinke in the Church , and wherby we are washed and sanctified , and made partakers of that one supreame diuinity . I thank thee for this admirable , and vnspeakable charity of thine , wherby thou hast so loued , and saued vs , vnworthy creatures , by that onely , and beloued Sonne of thine . For thou didst so loue the world , as to giue thy onely begotten Sonne , that euery one who beleeued in him , might not perish , but haue eternall life . And this is eternall life , that we may knowe thee our true God , and whome thou hast sent Iesus-Christe , by right faith , and by works which are worthy , and sutable to that faith . CHAP. XV. Of the immense charity of the eternall Father towards mankinde . O Immense Piety , O inestimable Charity ; that thou might free thy slaue , thou haste deliuered vpp thy Sonne ; God is made man to the end that wretchd man , might be drawen out of the prower of the Diuell . How inspeakably a benigne louer of man , is thy Sonne our God , to whose bowels of mercy , it seemed not sufficient , that he should diminish himselfe , so much as to be made man of the true Virgin Mary ; vnlesse withall , he had vndergone the torment of the Crosse , shedding so his Blood for vs , and for our saluation . Our mercyfull God came downe ; he came , through his owne pitty , and goodnesse ; he came to seeke , and saue , that which was loste . He sought his lost sheepe , he sought and found it , and he brought it home vpon his owne shoulders into his folde . Being a mercifull Lord , and extreamely deare Pastour . O Charity ! O Piety ! who euer heard of such things as these ? who is he , that vpon the disclosinge of these bowels of mercy , will not be amazed ? who will not wonder ? who will not reioyce , for that excessiue Charity of thyne , wherewith thou louedst vs ; Thou didst send thy Sonne in the likenesse of the flesh of sinn , that by sinn he might condemne sinn , and that we might be made thy iustice in him . For he is the true vnspotted lambe , who hath takē away the sinns of the world who hath distroyed our death , by dyinge , and restored our life , by his Resurrection . But what can we returne to thee , O our God , for the benefitts of thy mercy , which are so greate ? What praises , and what thanks can we giue ? For althouge we did possesse that knoweledge and power , which the Angells haue , yet should we be vnable , to make returne of any thing which might be worthy of thy mercy and goodnes . If all the parts of our body , were conuerted into tongues , this meanesse of ours would neuer yet be able to answeare thee with due praise . For that inestimable Charity , which thou haste beene pleased to shew to vs vnworthy Creatures , through thyne onely pitty , and goodnes , doth farr transcend all our knoweledge . For thy Sōne our God , did not assume the Angelicall nature , but the seed of Abraham , being made like to vs , in all things except sinn . And so our Lord , takeinge the Nature , not of Angells , but of men vpon him , and glorifying it with the Stole of holy Resurrection , and immortality ; he exalted vs aboue all the Heauens , aboue all the Quires of Angells , and aboue Cherubine , and Seraphine , placeing it at thy right hand . And this Nature , doe the Angells praise , and the Dominations adore ; and all the Vertues of Heauen tremble to behold aboue them all , God-Man . This is all my hope , and all my confidence . For there is in Iesus-Christe , our Lord himselfe , a portion of the flesh , and blood of euery of vs. Where then any parte of me reignes , there I am confident I also reigne . Where my flesh is glorified , there doe I conceiue my selfe to be glorious . Where my blood doth beare Dominion , there do I finde my selfe to rule . Though I be a sinner , yet I cannot diffide not to participate in this grace . Though my sinns keepe me back , yet my substāce calls me on . Though my offences shutt me out , yet my communion of nature with him , reiects me not . For God is not so cruell , that he can forgett man , and not remember the thinge which he bears about himselfe ; and which , for my sake , he tooke vpon him , & which for my sake he sought . No , our Lord God is full of meekenesse , and benignity ; and he loues his flesh , his body , and his bowells ▪ in the same God , and Lord Iesus-Christe , who is most sweete , most benigne and most clement ; in whose person we are already risen , and are ascended into heauē , and are already seated in those heauenly habitatiōs . Our owne flesh loueth vs , and we haue the prerogatiue of our blood in him . We are his members and his flesh ; and he in fine , is our head ; and of these parts , the whole body is made , as it is writen : Bone of my bones , and flesh of my flesh and they shal be two in one flesh . And againe , No man did euer hate his owne flesh but he cherisheth ▪ and loueth it . This is a great mystery , I say in Christ , & in his Church , saith the Apostle . CHAP. XVI . Of the twofolde nature of Christe our Lord , who pittieth , and prayeth for vs. I Giue thee thankes O Lord our God , with my lipps , and with my hart , and with the whole power I haue , for thy infinite goodnesse ; and for all those mercyes , by which thou didst vouchsafe , to succour vs poore creatures , after an admirable manner , by thy Sonne our Sauiour , and Redeemer , who dyed for our sinns , and rose for our iustification , and now liueinge in eternity , doth sitt at thy right hand , and interceedeth for vs. And together with thee , he taketh pitty of vs , because he is God , of thee , his Father , coeternall , and consubstantiall with thee in all things , wherby he may for euer saue vs. But for as much as he is man , in those respects wherein he is lesse then thou , all power is giuen him , both in Heauen and in earth , that at the name of Iesus , euery knee may bowe , celestial , terrestrial and infernall ; and euery tongue my confesse , that our Lord Iesus Christe is in thy glory , Omnipotent God the Father . He indeed is appointed by thee , to be the Iudge of the quick and the dead , but thou iudgest noe man , but thou haste giuē all iudgement to thy Sonne , in whose brest all the treasures of wisdome and knowledg are layd vp , and hidd . But he is both the witnes , and the Iudge . A Iudge and witnes he is , from whome noe sinfull conscience can fly ; for all things lye open and naked to his eyes . That very he , who was iudged vniustly , shall iudge the whole worlde in equity , and the people in Iustice . I doe therefore blesse thy holy name for all eternity , and I glorify thee , with my whole hart , O mercifull , and Omnipotent Lord , for that admirable , and vnspeakable coniunction of thy diuinity and humanity , in the vnity of one person ; not that God might be one , and Man another , but that one and the same should be God and Man , man and God. But although , The word was made flesh , by a strange graciousnesse and mercy ; yet nether of those two Natures , is changed into another substance . There is no fourth person , added to the mistery of the Trinity , for the substance of the Worde , of God and Man , was vnited , and not confounded , that so , that might be assumed to God which he had taken from vs , and yet that , which had beene before , might still continue the same it was . O wonderfull mistery , O vnspeakable kinde of commerce . O admirable , and for euer to beloued benignity of the diuine mercy . We were not worthy to be seruants , and yet behold , we are made the Sonnes of God. Nay , we are the heires of God and coheirs of Christ . Whence came this to vs , and who brought vs to this ? But I beseeche thee , O thou most mercifull God the Father , by this inestimable goodnes and piety , and charity of thine , make vs worthy of the many and great promisses of thy Sonne our Lord Iesus-Christe imploy thy strength , and confirme that in vs which thou hast wrought . Perfect that which thou haste begun , that we may deserue to attayne to the fulnesse of thy mercy . Inable vs by thy Holy Spiritt , to vnderstand , deserue , and reuerence with due honor , this great mystery of piety , which is manifested in the flesh , iustified in the spirit , hath appeared to Angells , is preached to Gentiles , is beleeued in the world , and is assumed to glory . CHAP. XVII . Of the thanks which a man owes to God , for the benefitt of Redemption . O How deepely are we thy debters , O Lord our God , being redeemed by so high a price : being saued by so rich a guift : being assisted by so glorious a benefitt ? How much art thou to be feared , loued , blessed , praised , honored and glorified by vs miserable creatures , whom thou haste so loued , saued sanctifyed , and exalted ? For to thee doe we owe all our power , all our beeing , and all our knowledg . And who hath any thinge which is not thyne ? Thou art our Lord , and our God , from whom all things proceed . For thy selfe , and for thy holy Name , giue vs So me part of thy heauenly riches , that by meanes of those blessings and guifts of thyne , we may serue & please thee in truth , and that by way of returne we may dayly render thee all due praise , for so many benefits of thy mercy . Nor can we serue thee , or praise thee by any other meanes , then by thy owne guift For euery good grace ; and euery perfect guift , is from aboue descending from thee , the Father of lights , wiht whom there , is noe change , nor so much as any shadow of mutability . O Lord our God! deare God , good God , Omnipotent God , vnspeakable God , whose nature cannot be circumscribed , God the ordeyner of all things , & the Father of our Lord Iesus-Christe , who diddest send the same beloued Sonne of thyne , our most sweete Lord , out of thy bosome , for our vniuersall profitt , to take our life vpon him , that he might bestowe his life vpon vs , and that he might be perfect God , of thee the Father , and perfect Man of his Mother , all God and all Man , and one , and the same Christe , eternall , and temporall , immortall and mortall : Creator , and creature ; stronge & weake triumphant , and yet ouercome ; the nourse , and the creature which is nourished ; the Pastor & the sheepe : he that dyed for a tyme , and dyed in time , and yet is liueinge for all eternity . He promiseinge to such as loued him , that they should be prouided for , said thus to his Disciples : What soeuer you shall aske the Father in my name , he wil giue it to you By this Supreame Sacrifice , and true Preist , and good Pastor , who offered himselfe in Sacrifice to thee , laying downe his life for his flocke , by him I beseech thee , who sitteth at thy right hand , and interceedeth for vt , being our Redeemer and Aduocate before thy pitty and goodnesse , I beseech thee , I say , O God , the most deere and benigne louer of mankinde , that thou wilt giue me grace , with the same Sonne of thyne , and the Holy Ghoste , to praise , and glorify thee in all things , with great contrition of hart , and a fountaine of teares , with much reuerence and trembling , because theirs whose the substance is , theirs also are all the accessaryes therof . But because the body which is corrupted , doth depresse the soule , I beseeche thee , to rowse vp my dullnes by thy vertue and make me perseuere with strength in thy Commaundements , and praises day and night . Grant that my hart may wax warme within me , and that , whilest I am in meditation , the fire may burne . And because thy onely Sonne himselfe did say : No man cometh to me , vnlesse the Father who sent me , drawe him , and no man cometh to the Father but by me , I beseech , and humbly pray thee , be thou euer draweing me to him , that at last he may bring me thither to thee , where he is sittinge at thy right hand . where there is an eternall life eternally happy , where there is perfect loue , and noe feare , where there is an euerlastinge day , and one spirit of them all ; where there is certaine and supreame security , and secure tranquillity , and serene alacrity , and sweet felicity , and happy eternity , and eternall beatitude , and a blessed praise , and vision of thee , which neuer ends . where thou with him , and he with thee , and both , in the communion of the same Holy Ghoste , doe sempiternally liue , and being God , dost reigne , for euer , and for euer . Amen . CHAP. XVIII . A Prayer to Christe our Lord. O Christ my God my hope Sweete louer of mankinde , Light , life , way , health And beauty most refin'd ; Behould those things which thou Did'st suffer , vs to saue ; The chaynes , the wounds , the Crosse , The bitter death , the graue , Riseing within three dayes From conquering death and hell , By thy Disciples seene , Reforminge mindes so well , Vpon the fortieth day , Climeing the Heauens soe high , Thou liuest now , and thou Shalt raigne eternally . THou art my liueing and true God , my holy Father , my deare Lord , my greate Kinge , my good shepheard , my onely instructor , my best helper , my most beautifull louer , my liueinge breade , my Eternall Preist , my guide into my country , my true light , my holy sweetnes , my right way , my excellent wisdome , my pure simplicity , my peaceable concord , my safe custody , my good portion , my euerlasting saluation , my great Mercy , my inuincible patience , my imaculate Sacrifice , my holy Redemption , my firme hope , my perfect charity , my true Resurrection , my eternall life , my excessiue ioy , and most blessed Vision , which is for euer to remaine . I pray thee , I begg of thee , I beseech thee , that I may walke by thee , passe on by thee , and repose in thee , who art the way , the truth , and the life , without whome , no man cometh to the Father . For thou art he , whome I desire , O thou most sweete & most beautifull Lord , O thou splendor of thy Fathers Glory , who sittest aboue the Cherubins , and beholdest from thence , the most profound Abysses , which are belowe ; thou light , which declareth truth ; illuminateing light : light , which neuer leaues to shine , whome the Angells desire to behold Loe my hart is before thee ; disperse the darknes therof , that by the clearnes of thy loue , it may be yet more fully strucken , and beaten through with light . Giue thy selfe to me , O my God , restore thy selfe to me . Behold I loue thee , and if it be to little , make me loue thee more . I cannot measure out , to know , how much of my loue is wanting to thee , of that which ought to make it vp enough . Let my life runn on towards thyne imbracements , and lett it neuer looke aside , till it be all hidden vp , in the hidden ioy of seeing thy face . In the meane tyme this I know , that it goes ill with me , when I want thee O Lord. And not onely is it ill with me , in respect of the things which are without me , but in respect of them also which are within me . For whatsoeuer plenty there may be in the world , which is not my God , is noe better to me , then meere beggery . For it is thou alone , who canst not be changed , either into better or worse ; thou , who indeed , and simply , art alone ; thou to whom it is not one thing to liue , and an other thing to liue happily , beccause thou art thyne owne Beatitude . But thy creature , to nhom it is one thing to liue , and another thinge to liue happily , must not attribute eyther happy life , yea or so much as life , to any other thing , then thy grace . Therefore is it , that we stand in need of thee , and not thou of vs. For although we had noe beeing at all , yet there would be nothing wanting to thee , of that compleat good , which thou art . It is necessarie therfore that we adhear still to thee , O Lord , that by thy continuall assistance , we may be able to liue holyly , and vprightly . For we are drawē downe fast enough , by the waight of our frailty ; but by thy guifte we are kindled , and carried vpward , and we are inflamed , and we fly on , whither we are goeinge , which is towards the peace of Ierusalem . For I haue reioyced in those things , which haue beene said to me , let vs goe into the howse of our Lord. There , hath a rectifyed and good will placed vs ; and so , as that we can desire noe more , but that we may remaine there for euer . But because whilest we are in this body , we wander as pilgrims from thee , therefore we haue not here any permanent Citty , but we expect another which is to come , for our habitation is in Heauen And therefore , by the conduct of thy grace , doe I goe into the most retyred corner of my hart , and I sing loue songs to thee , O my Kinge , and my God ; groaninge out certaine groanes , which indeed cannot be described , in this place of my pilgrimage where thy lawe is the song in which I delight my selfe . And calling Ierusalem to minde , I extend , and stretch the whole power of my hart towards it : Ierusalem which is my Country , Ierusalem which is my Mother ; And towards thee also who art the ruler , the illuminator , the father , the tutor , the defendor , the pastor , the chaste and strong delight therof , the solide ioy , & all wnspekable good things ; yea all of them together , because thou art the onely supreame and true good . Nor will I be drawen aside from this exercice , till thou , O my God , and my mercy , shalt draw together all that which I am , from this despersion , and deformity wherein I finde my self , and till thou shalt conforme me to thy selfe , and confirme me therein for all eternity , in the communion of that most deere Mother of mine , whither the flower and first fruites of my spiritt , are already gone before . CHAP. XIX . He distinguisheth betweene that wisdome , which is called the house of God , and that other wisdome which is supremely diuine . THis is that howse of thine , O God , noe earthly howse , nor yet built of any corporeal thinge in heauen , but I meane that spirituall howse , which is partaker of thyne eternity , because it is for euer to remaine without spott ; For thou hast appointed that it should remaine for euer , and for euer thou haste imposed a precept , and it shall not passe away . Yet that creature , O God , is not eternall , as thou art eternall ; because it was not without beginning ; for it was made . Of all the Creatures , this Wisdome is that which was created first . I meane not that Wisdome , which was absolutely coeternall , and coequall with God the Father , wherby all things were created , and in which Beginninge , heauen and earth was made : but I meane the Wisdome which is created ; namely that spirituall nature , which by the contemplation of thy light , is light ; for euen this , although it be created , is called Wisdome . But as much difference as there is , betweene the light which doth illuminate , and that which groweth to be light by being illuminated ; so much difference also there is , betweane thee , who art the supreame wisdome , creatinge all things , and this other which is created ; as also there is betweene that Iustice which iustifieth , which is thy selfe , O our God , and that Iustice which is produced in vs by our beinge iustified . For we also are called the Iustice of God the Father , in thee , who art his Sonne our Lord , by the testimony of the Apostle . Though therfore the first of all the creatures was a kinde of Wisdome ( Which was made to be a rationall , & intellectuall mind ; inhabiting thy holy Citty , our mother which is aboue , and which is free , and eternall in the Heauens ) & what Heauens but those Heauens of the Heauens , which praise thee , because this is that , wherof it is said , The Heauens of the Heauens to our Lord , & although we finde no Tyme before that Creature , because it was before the creation of Tyme , as being the first of all the creatures ; yet neuerthelesse thou art before it . O Eternall God , the Creator of all things , from whome , as soone as it was made , it tooke a beginninge , though not indeed , of Tyme , because Tyme was not then created ; but yet a beginninge of that nature , which it was come to haue . It came therfore so from thee ; O Lord our God , as that it is cleerly another thing then thou art . For although I finde noe Tyme neither before it , nor in it ; it is yet neuertheles fitt to behold thy face ; neither is it euer diuerted from thence , Hence it comes that it is not subiect to any change . Yet a kinde of mutabillity is still in it , wherby it would growe all darke and cold , vnlesse , by adhearing to thee , with an excessiue loue , it did ( like a sunn which were euer bright as noone day ) both shine , and boile vp with heat towards thee . In fine , that creature doth so adhear to thee , our true God , who art truely eternall , that although it be not coeternall to thee , yet neuerthelesse it is not discharged , nor distracted from thee , into any variety , or vicissitude of tyme. But it reposeth in the most true cōtemplation of thee alone . For to such , an one ô Lord as loues thee , as much as thou commandest , thou dost cleerly discouer thy selfe , and it sufficeth him . And from hence it growes , that the Angells doe neuer decline , either from thee , or from themselues ; but perpetually they remaine in the same state , incessantly beholding thee , and incessantly loueinge thee , who art the true light , and the chaste loue . O how blessed and sublyme is this Creature of Creatures , most happy in eternally adhearing to thy beatitude ; happy and excessiuely happy , in haueinge thee to inhabite , and to illuminate it , and that for euer . Nor can I finde what I may more fittly call this heauen of the heauens to our Lord , then that howse of thine , which is contemplateinge thy delighte , without any defect at all , and without the least inclination to departe from that to any other ; that pure minde , most intirely one , that establishemēt of those blessed spirits in the foundation of peace , in those heauens aboue , which are yet aboue these heauens which we see . Hereby , my soule ( whose pilgrimage is so far of from thee ) may vnderstande , if now it thirst affer thee ; if now her teares , are not made her bread ; if now she desire that one thinge , and begg it agayne and agayne , that she may inhabite thy howse all the days of her life . And what is the life of that howse , but thou thy selfe ; and what are the dayes therof , but thy eternity , as thy years are , which neuer faile . Let therfore the soule vnderstand here , as well as it can , how sublymely thou art Eternall before all tymes , since that howse of thyne , which neuer wandred from thee ( although it be not coeternall with thee , yet by reason that it adheareth to thee , without any failing , or euer faintinge ) vndergoeth noe variety of tyme : but sucking vp thee , her immutability , with a perpetuall & perseuering purity of minde , she doth at no tyme , and in noe place depart from thee , to whom she cleaues with vnseparable loue , & to whom thou art euer present . And so , haueing no future which it may expecte , nor any transitory thing passing by , which it may remember ; it is not varied to and fro by turnes , nor extended into future tymes . CHAP. XX. Here man prayeth that the said spirituall howse of God , may pray for him . O Thou bright and beautifull howse of God , I haue loued thy comelynesse , and the place of the habitation of the glory of my Lord God , who did both build thee , and doth possesse thee . Lett this pilgrimage of myne , send sighes to thee , day and night , lett my hart pant towards thee ; lett my minde thinke on thee ; and lett my soule desire to attayne to the Society of thy beatitude I say to him who made thee ; that he would possesse me in thee , for it is he who made both thee & me . Or rather doe thou desire and beseeche of him , that he will make me worthy of the participation of thy glory . For I doe not challenge thy holy Society , nor thy admirable beauty , by any meritt of mine ; but I despaire not to obteine it , by the Blood of him who redeemed me . Onely let thy meritts help me , let thy most holy and most pure Prayers , which cannot but be effectuall with Almighty God , succour my sinfulnesse . I confesse that I haue wandred like a lost sheepe , and my habitation here is prolonged , and I am cast farr of from the face of my Lord God , into this blindenesse of banishment . where , being driuen from the ioyes of Paradise , I am dayly lamentinge with my selfe , the miseryes of my captiuity ; and I singe a mornefull songe , and I make huge lamentations , when I remember thee , O Ierusalem who art my mother : & whilest I finde my feete standinge in thy outward Courts , O thou faire and holy Sion , but am not able so much as to looke into those interior parts of that Temple . But yet I hope that I shall once be brought into thee , vpon his shoulders , who is my Pastor , and who was thy builder , that I may triumphe with thee , in that inspeakable ioy , wherewith they reioyce , who stand with thee before God our Sauiour himselfe , who discharged our enmytyes in his flesh , and who pacifyed all things which are both in Heauen and in earth , by his blood . For he is our peace , who made both to become one ; and who ioyned in himselfe , those two walls , which went by contrary ways . Ordeyninge thy permanent felicity , and promissing that he would giue himselfe to vs , accordinge to the same measure , sayinge : And they shal be equall to the Angells of God in Heauen . O Ierusalem , thou eternall house of God , be thou ( after the charity of Christe our Lord ) my ioy , and my comfort , and let the sweet memory of thy blessed Name , be a solace to my sorowes and heauinesse of hart . CHAP. XXI . How full of biternesse this life of ours , is . O Lord I am extreamely weary of this life , and of this woefull pilgrimage . This life , this miserable life , fraile life , vncertaine life , laborious life , vncleane life . Life which is the lady of wicked men , the queene of proude men , full of miseryes and errours , which deserues not to be call'd a life , but a death , since we are dying in euery moment , by diuers kinds of death , through the seuerall miseryes and changes , which we are subiect too . Doth therfore this , which we liue in this world , deserue to be called life ; when humors make vs swell , and greife extenuates , and vnnaturall heat dryes vp , and impressions of the ayre infect . Meat maketh fatt , fasting maketh leane , mirth makes dissolute , sorrowes consume , care straitneth , security makes dull . Riches puffs vs vp ; pouerty casts vs downe ; youth extolls vs ; and old age makes vs stoope ; sicknes breakes , & sorrow oppresses vs. And to all these miseryes , furious death succeeds , and at a clapp doth so impose an end vpon this miserable life , that as soone as it hath left to be , it is scare beleeued , that euer it was . This vitall death , and this mortall life , although it be all sprinckled with these , and many other bitter miseryes : alas , alas , it doth yet take very many , by the inticeinge pleasures therof , and it deceiues them , by the false promisses which it makes . And although , of it selfe , it be so very biting , & so bitter , as that it cannot be concealed from her blinde louers ; yet are there an infinite nomber of fooles in the world , whome she intertaynes & inebriates , with the golden chalice which she hath in her hand . Happy are they ( but they are to fewe ) who refuse her familiarity , who dispise her sleight entertaniements , and ioys ; & who forsake all society with her , lest they be forced to perish together with her who deceiued them . CHAP. XXII Of the felicity of that life , which our Lord hath prepared for them that loue him . O Thou life , which our Lord hath prepared for them who loue him . O thou vitall life , happy life , quiett life , secure life , beautifull life , pure life , chaste life , holie life ; life which knowes not what belongs to death , which knowes not what belongs to sorrow ; life without spott , without greife ; without anxiety , without any perturbation without corruptiō , without variety and mutation : life , toppfull of all excellency , and dignity ; where there is noe aduersary to impugne vs ; noe inticeinge baite of sinn to allure vs ; where there is perfect loue , & noe feare ; & an euerlastinge day , and one spiritt of vs all ; where God is seene face to face ; & where the soule is full fedd with this food of life , without all defect . I am resolued to looke earnesly towards thy light ; Thy felicity , and delightes drawe me to thee with a greedy hart . The more I consider thee , the more doe I languish with thy loue , and with a vehement desire of thee ; and I am extreamely delighted with the sweete remembrance of thee . I am therfore resolued , I am resolued to cast vp myne eyes to thee , to erect the state of my minde , and to conforme the affections of my will to thee . I am resolued to talke of thee , to heare speake of thee , to write of thee , to conferr with others of thee ; daily to read somewhat of thy felicity & glory ; & when I shall haue redd it , to reuolue it very often in my hart ; that at least by this meanes , I may passe on from the burninge heats , and dangers , & toyling labours of this mortall , & dying life , to the sweete refreshing of that vitall aire of thyne ; and that I may proceede at last , ( when I shall lay my selfe downe to sleepe ) to repose my head a little , in that bosome of thyne . To this end , I enter now and then , into those sweete feilds of thy holy Scriptures ; and whilest I am turninge ouer those leaues , I gather the fresh flowers of sentences from thence . By reading them I eate ; by frequenting them I ruminate ; and by gathering them vp at last , I lodge them in the deepe receptacle of my memory ; that , by this meanes , haueing taken a taste of thy sweetnes , I may feele the biteernes of this most miserable life , so much the lesse . O thou most happy life , O Kingdome which art truely blessed , free from death , and farr from haueing an end , to which noe tymes shall euer succeede , where that day which is still continued without night , admitts of noe Tyme ; where the conquering souldiers being associated to those chantinge quires of Angells , sing that Canticle of the Canticles of Syon , to Almighty God , without ceasinge ; the garland of triumph imbraceinge their glorious heads , & that for euer . I would to Christe , that my sinns beinge once forgiuen me , and then this burden , beinge layd downe , I might be assigned to eternall rest ; & might enter into thy ioyes , within those excellent and beautifull walls of thy Citty ; receiuinge the crowne of glory from the hand of my Lord. That I might be present , with those most holy Quires of Angells ; That together with those blessed Spiritts , I might concurre to glorify our Creator ; that I might veiwe the present face of Christe our Lord ; that I might for euer behold that supreame , vnspeakable , & vncircumscribed light : and that so not being subiect to any feare of death , I might for euer reioyce , in the euerlastinge endowment of incorruption . CHAP. XXIII . Of the felicity of that holy soule which departeth hence . HAppy is that soule , which beinge discharged from this body of earth , goes freely vp to heauen , and is in peace , & safetie , not fearing , either any enemy , or death it selfe . For it will then haue present , and shall for euer behold , that most beautifull Lord , whom it hath serued , and whom it hath loued , and to whom at length it arriueth all full of glory , and ioy . This glory of so great beatitude , noe tyme shall diminish , nor wicked enemy be able to bereeue vs of . The Daughter of Syon saw this soule , and did publish it to be most happy : The queenes and the concubines sawe it , sayinge , Who is this , which goeth forward like a riseinge morninge , faire like the Moone , bright like the Sunn , and terrible like a pitched feild of armed men ? How ioyfully doth she goe forth , make haste , and runn , when with astonished eares , she hears her spouse say thus : Rise vp , and make haste , O thou my freind , and my beautifull creature , and come with me : for now the Winter is ouer-past , the Storme is gone , and hath hidd it selfe : the flowers haue appeared in our Land , the tyme of pruninge is now come , the voice of the turtle hath beene heard in our land , The figg tree , hath brought forth her younge fruite , the vines are in flower , and send forth theire odour . Rise vp , maKe haste , O thou my freind , my faire Creature , my doue , in the holes of the RocKe , in the lowes places of the wall : Shew me that face of thyne , let thy voice sound forth in my ears : for thy uoice is sweete , and thy face is full of comlinesse , and grace . Come my elected , and my beautifull Creature , my doue , my immaculate , my Spouse , Come , and I will place my throne in thee , because I haue had a greedy desire of thy beauty . Come , that thou maist reioyce in my presence , with my Angells , whose society I haue promissed thee . Come , after many dangers , and labours , and enter into the ioy of thy Lord , which none shal be able to take from thee CHAP. XXIV . A prayer to the sanites to secure vs in our dangers . HAppy are all you , O Saynts of God , who now haue passed through the sea of this mortality , and haue obteyned to arriue at the gate of eternall quietnesse , security , & peace , your selues beinge peacefull and secure , and perpetually full of triumph and ioy . I beseeche you , by your owne Charity : you , who are secure concerninge your selues , be yet solicitous concerning vs. You are secure , concerninge your owne incorruptible glory ; be you solicitous of our manifold misery . By him I beseech you , who chused you , who made you what you are ; in the fruition of whose beauty you are satiated : by whose immortality you are now immortalized : by whose most blessed vision , yow are continually in ioy : be you also continually mindfull of vs. Helpe vs miserable creatures , who in the salt waters of this life , are tossed , with stormes rounde about vs. You are those most beautifull gates , who haue beene erected , to a huge altitude : O giue some helpe to vs ▪ who are noe better then a base pauement lying so farr vnderneath you . Stretch forth your hand , & raise vs vp vpon our feete , that we recouering out of our infirmity , may become strong , and fitt for warr . Interceede , & pray with constancy , and perseuerance for vs miserable , and most negligent sinners ; that by your Prayers , we maybe ioyned to your holy society , for otherwise we shall not be saued . For we are extreamely frayle ; and of no strength or vertue , miserable , base wretches : beasts , who care but for the belly , the slaues of flesh & blood , in whome the very shadow of goodnes , doth scarce appeare . And yet not withstandinge , beinge placed vnder the confession of Christe our Lord , we are borne vp , by the wood of his Crosse , whilest we saile through this great and spatious sea ; where there are creepinge creatures without number : where there are wilde beasts , great and small , where there is á most cruell dragon , euer ready to deuour vs ; where there are places full of dangers , as Scylla and Charybdis , and innumerable others ; where carelesse persons , and they who are of a waueringe faith , suffer shipwracke . Pray you to our Lord , pray , O you who are full of pitty , pray all you troopes of Saintes , and all you compagnies of blessed Spiritts , that beinge assisted by your Prayers , and meritts , we may , with our shipp and merchandize obteyne to arriue sound & safe , at the hauen of eternall saluation , & quietnes , and continuall peace , and of that security which must neuer haue an end . CHAP. XXV . The soules desire to attayne to the heauenly Citty of Ierusalem . O Ierusalem , that art my mother , O thou Holy Citty of God , thou most deere Spouse of Christ our Lord , my hart loues thee , and my soule is extreamely desirous to enioy thy beauty . O how gracefull , how glorious , and how noble art thou ? Thou art all faire , and there is noe spott in thee . Exult , and reioyce , O thou faire Daughter of the Prince ; for the King hath earnestly desired thy beauty : and he who excelleth all the Sonnes of men in beauty , hath beene enamoured with thy Comlinesse . But what kinde of man is that beloued of thyne , who is so much beloued , O thou fairest of woemen ? My beloued is white and read , the choise of a thousand . As a fruite-tree in the midest of a wilde wood , so is my beloued , amongst the Sonnes of men : Vnder his shadowe , whome I haue desired , behold I sitt downe with ioy , and his fruite is sweet to my throate . My beloued putt forth his hand through a diuision in the wall , and my belly trembled vpon that touch of his . I haue sought him whom my soule loues , in my little bedd by night , I haue sought him , and I haue found him : I hold him fast , and I will not lett him goe , till he introduce me into his howse , and into his chamber , which is this glorious mother of mine . For there , wilt thou afford me those most sweete brests , more abundant and more perfectly ; and satisfy me with so admirable a saciety , as that I shall hunger , and thirst noe more for euer . O happy soule of mine , happy for euer , and for euer , if I may merit to behold thy glory , thy beatitude , thy beauty ; those gates and walls of thyne , thy streets , thy many mansions , thy most noble citizens , and that most powerfull Kinge of thyne our Lord , seated in his Maiesty . For thy walls are of pretious stones , thy gates are of most Orient pearle , thy streetes are paued with purest gold , wherein that ioyfull Alleluya is perpetually sunge . Thy many mansions haue theyr fondatiō of squared stone , built vp with saphires , & couered with plates of gold , where no man shall enter who is not cleane ; no man inhabite who is defiled . Thou art made faire , and sweete in thy delightes , O Ierusalem our mother . There is no such thinge in thee , as we suffer here , nor such thinges as we see , in this miserable life of ours . There is nor darkenesse , nor night , nor any diuersity of tymes in thee . In thee there shines no light of the lāpe , noe splendor of the Moone , noe beame of the Starrs , but God of God , light of light , the Sunne of Iustice , is euer illuminateing thee . The white and immaculate lambe , is that cleere , and most beautifull light of thine . Thy Sunne , and thy brightnesse and all thy Beatitude , is that indeficient contemplation of this most beautifull Kinge . The King of Kings himselfe , is in the midest of thee ; and his Children , are circlinge him inn , round about : There are those musicall Quires of Angells , there is that congregation of heauenly Citizens . There is the sweete solemnity , of all them , who are goeing into thy ioyes , out of this sad pilgrimage of theirs . There is that Quire of the Prophetts ; There is the intire number of the Apostles ; There is the triumphant army of inumerable Martyrs ; There , is the holy Congregation of blessed Confessors ; There , are those true , and perfect Moncks ; There , are those holy woemen , who haue ouercome the pleasures of this world , and the infirmity of their sexe : There , are yong men , and maides , who haue outrunn their years , by the Sanctity of their actiōs : There , are those sheepe , and lambes ▪ who haue escaped from the snares of terrene pleasures , and they all triumph in their propter mansion . The glory of euery one is different , but the ioy common to them all True & perfect charity raigneth there , because God is there , who is all in all , whome they see without end , and by euer seeing him , they are all burning in his loue . They loue and praise him , & they praise & loue him . All the worke they doe , is the praise of God without end , without euer leaueing off , and yet without euer labouring . Happy shall I be , and for euer truely happy , if , after this poore body of mine comes to be dissolued , I may obteyne to heare those Canticles of celestiall melody , which are sung to the praise of that eternall Kinge , by the inhabitants of that supernall Citty , and by those troopes of blessed spiritts . Happy shall I be , yea too happy , if I also may obteyne to sing my parte there , and to stand in the presence of my kinge , my God , and my guide , and to see him in his glory , as he hath vouchsafed to promisse , saying : Father , I Will that they whom thou haste giuen me , may be with me , that they may see my glory , which I had with thee , before the creation of the world . And els where , he saith . Let him who ministreth to me , follow me ; and where I am , there shall my seruant also be . And yet againe he saith : He who loueth me , shal be beloued of my Father and I will loue him , and I will manifest my selfe to him . CHAP. XXVI . A Hymne of Paradise . VNto the springe of purest life , Aspires my withered hart ; Yea and my soule confinde in flesh , Employes both strength , and art , Working , suing , strugling still , From exile , home to part . And whilst she sighes , to see her self In furious tempests tost ; She lookes vpon the glorious state Which she by sinning lost . And present ills , or past contents , Doe make vs thinke of most . But who can fully speake the ioy Or that high peace vnfold ; Where all the buildinges founded are On Orient perles vntold . And all the workes of those high roomes , Doe shine with beames of gold . The structure is combin'd with stones , Which highest price doe passe ; Nay euen the streetes , are pau'd with gold As if it were but glasse . No trash , no base materiall , Is there , or euer was . The horride cold , or scorching heat Hath no admittance there ; The roses doe not loose their leaues , For Spring lasts all the year : The Lilly's whyte , the Saffron redd , The Balsam droops appear . The fields are greene , the plants do thriue , The streames , with hony flowe . From spices odours , & frō gummes , Most pretious liquors growe . Fruites hang vpon whole woods of trees , And they shall still doe so . The season is not changd , for still Both Sunne , & Moone are bright . The Lambe of this faire Citty , is That cleare immortall light Whose presence , makes eternall day , Which neuer ends in night . Nay , all the Saints themselues , shall shine As bright as brightest Sunne ; when after triumph , crowned they To mutuall ioyes shall runne . And safely count their fightes , and foes , When once the warre is done . For being freed from all defects , They feele no fleshly warre . Or rather , both the flesh & minde , At length vnited are . And ioying in so rich a peace , They can admitt no iarre . But hauing quitt these fading leaues , They seeke their roote againe ; And looke vpon the present face Of Truthe , which hath no stayne ; Still drinking , at that liuely spring , Huge draughtes of ioyes in graine . From thence they fetch that happy state , Wherein no change they see ; But cleere , and chearfull , and content , From all mishaps are free . No sicknes there , can threaten health , Nor young men , old can be . There , haue they their Eternity ; Their passage , then is past . They grow , they flourish , and they sprout , Corruption , off is cast . Immortall strength , hath swallowed vp The power of death at last . Who knowe the knower of all things What can they choose but knowe ? They all behold their fellowes harts , And all their secretts showe . One simple act of will , and nill , From all their mindes doth flowe . Though all their merits diuers be According to their paynes , Yet charity makes that ones owne , Which any fellow gaynes , And all which doth belong to one , To all of them pertaynes . Vnto that body iustly goe The Eagles all , for meate . Where , with the Angells , and the Saints , They may haue roome to eate . One loafe , can feede them all , who liue In both these Countries great . Hungry they are , yet euer full , They haue what they desire . Sith no saciety offends , Nor hungar burnes like fire . Aspiringly they euer eate , And eating they aspire . There , euer are your newe concerts With songs which haue no end The organs of eternall ioy , Doe on their eares attend . In prayse of their triumphant King , They all their voyces spend . O happy Soule , which canst behold This King still present there , And vnder thee discerne the world Runn round , secure from feare , With Starres and Plannettes , Moone and Sunn : Still moueing in their Spheare . O Christ thou valiēt soldiers crowne Cast downe an eye : of pittie ; That hauing once our armes putt downe , we may inioy that Citie : And with those heauenly Quires beare part . In their eternall dittie . Grant Iesu grant we still persiste , In thy iust cause defending : As longe as worldly warre may last , As longe as strifs depending : That we may carrie thee i th end The prize which knows noe ending CHAP. XXVII . Of the continuall praise , which a soule conceiueth by the contemplation of the Diuinity . O My soule , blesse our Lord , and all the powers within me sing praise to his holy Name . O my soule , blesse our Lord , and forgett not all his benefitts . O all yea workes of our Lord , blesse our Lord , in all the places of his dominion . Let vs praise God , whome the Dominations adore , whome Cherubin and Seraphin , with a neuer ceasing voice , proclame , Holy , Holy , Holy. Let vs ioyne our voyce , to the voice of the holy Angells , and lett vs praise this Lord , who is common to vs both , to the vttermost of our power . For they praise our Lord , most purely , and incessantly , who are alwayes plunged in that diuine contemplation , not by a glasse , or in a figure , but face to face . But who shal be able to say , or so much as to thinke , what kinde of innumerable multitude of blessed Spiritts , and celestiall powers , that is , which standeth in the sight of our Omnipotent Lord God ? What glory , what endles festiuity they enioy , by the vision of God ? What delight , without any defect ? what ardour of loue , not tormenting , but delighting ? who can say , what desire there is , of the vision of God , when they haue saciety , and how they can haue saciety with desire ? where in nether desire , procures any payne , nor saciety breeds any loathinge ? How they growe to be happy , by adhearing , to that supreame beatitude ? How they growe to be made light , by their coniunction with that true light ? How by euer beholdinge the immutable Trinity , themselues are changed into immutability ? But how shall we be able to comprehend that higth of Angelicall dignity , when we are not able , so much as to finde out , the nature of our owne soule ? what kinde of thing is that , which is able to giue life to flesh , and yet is not able so much as to conteyne it selfe in good thoughts ? what kinge of thing is this , so strong , and se weake , so little , and so great ; which searcheth into the secrets of God , and riseth into contemplation of celestiall things ; and is prooued to haue found out , with such subtill power of witt , the skill of so many arts , for the vse of man ? what kind of thing is this , which knoweth so many other things , and yet is so wholyignorāt of how it selfe comes to be made ? For although many doubtfull things be said by many about the beginninge of the soule , yet we finde it to be a certaine intellectual spiritt , a spirit made by the power of the Creator ; liueinge after a sort immortaly , and quickninge the body which it doth sustaine , subiect to mutability , and forgetfulnesse which is often depressed by feare , and extolled by ioy . O admirable thinge , and to which all astonishment is due . Of God , the Creator of vs all , who is vnspeakable and incomprehensible , we read , we speake , and we write excessiuely , sublimely , & wounderfull things , without any ambiguity at all but whatsoeuer we say of Angells , and soules , we are not so well able to prooue . But yet lett the minde passe on euen from these thinges , and transcend all that which is created . Lett it runn and rise , and flutter , and fly through ; and lett it fix the eyes of Faith , as eagerly as it can , vpon him who created all things . I will therfore , make certaine stepps of riseinge in my hart ; and by them I will assend into my soule ; and by the purest power of my minde , I will assend to my Lord , who remaines ouer my head . Whatsoeuer is visibly seene , whatsoeuer is imagined , though in a most spirituall manner , I will remoue farr of , from the sight of my hart and minde , with a strong hand . Let the pure and simple power of my vnderstanding passing on , with a speedy flighte towards him , arriue to him who is that Creator himselfe both of Angells and soules , and all things else . Blessed is that soule , which forsaketh inferior things , and aspireth to them , which are sublyme ; and placeing the seat of her habitation , in those highe vnhaunted wayes , doth contēplate the Sunn of Iustice , frō those mighty rocks , with eagles eyes . For there is nothinge so beautifull , and so delightfull , as with the sharpe sight of the minde , and the eager desire of the hart , to contemplate this God himselfe alone , and after a wounderfull manner inuisibly to beholde him who is inuisible , & so , to taste , not the sweetnes of this world , but of another ; and to behold not this inferior ; kind of light , but another . For this light , which is shutt vp in place , is also ended in tyme , its varied by the interruption of night ; and this light , which is common to vs with wormes , and other vnreasonable beasts , in comparison of that other souueraigne light , is rather to be called night then light . CHAP. XXVIII . What it is to see God , and to inioy him , after a sort , and how we are to thinke of God. BVt although that supreame and vnchangeable essence , that indeficient light , that light which is enioyed by the Angells , can be seene by noe creature in this life ; ( this being the reward , which is reserued onely for the Saints , who enioy celestiall glory ) yet to beleeue , to conceaue , to haue a feelinge , and ardently to aspire towards this Glory , is to see it , after a sort , and to possesse it . Let our voice therfore extend it selfe beyond the Angells , and lett man contemplate God , with an carnest minde ; and lett him , with what words he can , expresse Gods praises , to God himselfe . For it is all reason , that the Creature should praise his Creator , since he vouchsafed to create vs , that we might praise him , when yet he had noe need of our praises . For his vertue is incomprehensible , he needeth none , but is all sufficient for himselfe . Our Lord is great , and his vertue is great , and of his wisdome there is noe end . Our Lord God is great , and highly worthy to be praysed . Let our soule therfore loue him , let our tongues sing of him , and our hand write of him ; and let the faithfull hart imploy it selfe , onely , in these holy thoughts . Let the man of spirituall desires , and a contemplator of celestial mysteries , be dayly recreated , with the most delicious food of this heauenly contemplation ; that so being fully fed , with this heauenly repaste , he may cry out with great exclamation , he may cry out with the very bowells of his hart ; cry out with excesse of ioy , & say as followeth with a most ardent affection of his minde . CHAP. XXIX . He declareth many propertyes of Almighty God. O Thou Supreame , most excellent , Omnipotent , most mercifull , most iust , most secret , most present , and most strong ; most stable and incomprehensible , inuisible , yet seeinge all things ; Vnchangeable , yet changeing all things ; Immortall , without place , without tearme , or circumscription ; Vnlymited , inestimable , ineffable , inscrutable ; Immoueable , yet moueinge all things ; Vnsearchable , vnexpressable , terrible , & to be greatly feared , to be honored , and trembled at ; to be worshipped and reuerenced . Neuer new , and neuer old , and yet innouating all things , and draweing prowde people into decay though they marke it not Euer in action , yet euer quiet ; gathering together , and yet needinge nothinge ; carryinge all things , without feeling any waight ; fillinge all things , without beinge includede ; creatinge , protectinge , nourishinge , and perfectinge all things . Thou seekest , and yet thou wantest nothinge : Thou art in loue , yet without passiō ; Thou art iealous , yet thou art secure ; Thou repentest , yet thou art not sorry ; Thou art angry , yet thou are not moued ; Thou changest thy workes , but thou neuer changest thy decrees . Thou takest that which thou findest , yet didest thou loose nothing ; Thou art neuer poore , and yet thou art glade of gayne ; Thou art neuer couetous , yet thou exactest vsury at our hands by our saperrogatiō , thou becomest our debter ; and yet who hath any thinge which is not thyne ; Thou payest debts , yet thou owest nothinge ; Thou forgiuest debts , yet thou loosest nothinge . Thou alone doste quicken all things , thou haste created all things , thou art euery where , and thou art euery where altogether ; Thou canst be felt , yet thou canst not be seene : Thou art not wanting any where , yet art thou farre from the thoughtes of wicked men . But thou art not wanting euen there , although thou be farr of from them , because where thou art not presēt by Grace , there thou art present by reuenge . Thou touchest all things , yet thou touchest them not all alike . For some , thou touchest onely , that they may be , but not that they may liue , and feele , and discourse . But some thou touchest , that they may be , and liue , but yet not so , as that withall , they may feele and discourse . And some agayne , thou dost so touch , as that they may be , and liue , and feele , and discourse also . And although thou be neuer vnlike thy selfe , yet dost thou touch vnlike things , after an vnlike manner . Thou art euer present , yet sometymes thou art hard to be found We follow thee , when thou standest still , and yet we are not able to lay hold on thee , whilest yet thou holdest all things , fillest all things , comprehendest all things , exceedest all things , vpholdest all things . Neyther dost thou on the one side vndergoe them , and art ouercome by them on the other . Neyther dost thou fill things , on the one side , and yet art comprehended by them , on the other ; but by comprehending them , thou fillest them ; and by filling them , thou comprehendest them ; as by sustayning them , thou exceedest them ; and by exceeding them , thou sustaynest them . Thou teachest the harts of the faithfull , yet without the noise of words . Thou reachest from one end to the other strongly ; and thou disposed of all things , sweetely . Thou art not extended , according to the proportion of places ; nor art thou varied by the vicissitude of tymes . Thou haste neyther accesse , nor recesse , but thou inhabitest that inaccessibile light , which no man euer sawe or can see . Remaineinge quiet in thy selfe , thou doste make thy circuite about all things , and thou art euery where expressely and intirely all . For thou canst not be deuided or cutt , who art truely all ; nor canst thou be made into partes , because thou , wholy holdest all , fillest all , and dost possesse and illustrate all . The minde of man cannot conceaue the immense profundity of this mistery , nor the tongue of eloquence declare it ; nor can learned speach , nor all the volumes of all Libraryes , vnfolde it . If there were bookes to fill the whole world , yet they could not vnfolde thy admirable knowledge , because thou art truely vnspeakable : and canst not by any meanes be concluded , nor expressed , as thou art , who art the fountayne of diuine light , and the Sonne of euerlastinge charity . Thou art great , without quantity , & therfore thou art immense : thou art good , without quality , and therfore thou art truely , and supreamely good , and there is none good but thou alone , whose will is thy worke , and whose inclination is thy power , who didst create all things of nothinge , and thou didst it , by the onely act of thy will. Thou doste possesse all thy creatures , without needing any of them : Thou gouuernest them , without labour , and thou rulest them without trouble : and there is nothinge at all , either , in the highest or lower thinges which can disturbe the order of thy dominion . Thou art in all places , without being cōteyned in any place : Thou conteynest all things without circuite : and thou art present euery where , without eyther scituation , or motion . Thou art not the Author of ill , nor canst thou doe it : yet is there nothing which thou canst not doe ; nor didst thou euer repent thy self of any thinge which thou hadest done , nor art thou troubled with any commotion , or tempest of thy minde ; nor doe the dangers of the whole world , drawe any danger vpon thee . Thou commandest not , nor yet allowest of any wickednes or sinn . Thou neuer lyest , for thou art eternall Truth . By thy onely Goodnesse we are made , by thy Iustice we are punished , and by thy mercy we are deliuered . Nothing , neither in Heauen , or which is Elementary , eyther of fire , or earth , or any other thing subiect to our sense , is to be worshipped instead of thee , who truely art what thou art , and art not changed ; and to whome it doth most principally agree , that thou be called that which the Grecians call On , and the Latins Ens , which signifieth . The thing which is , for thou art euer the same , and thy years will neuer fayle . These , and many other things haue beene taught me , by my holy Mother the Church , wherof I am made a member , by thy grace . It hath taught me , that thou , the onely one , and true God , art not corporeall , nor passible : and that nothinge of thy substance or nature , is any way violable , or mutable , or composed , and framed : and therefore it is certaine that thou canst nor be perceiued , by corporeall eyes : and that thou couldest neuer be seene , in thy proper essence , by any mortall creature . Hereby it is clearely to be vndestood , that as the Angells see thee now , so are we to see thee , after this life . But yet , nether are the Angells themselues , able to s●e thee iust as thou art : and in fine the Omnipotent Trinity , is not wholy seene by any , but by thy onely selfe . CHAP. XXX . Of the vnity of God , and the plurality of Persons in him . BVt thou art truly Vnity in thy diuinity , though manifold in the plurality of thy Persons , so that thou canst not be numbred by any number , nor measured by any measure , nor waighed by any waight . For we doe not pretend , to finde out any beginninge , of that supreame goodnesse , which thou thy selfe art , from whence all things , by which all things , and in which all things : but we say , that all other things , are good by the participation of that goodnes , For thy diuine Essence , did euer , and doth still want Matter , although it doe not want Forme , namely that Forme which was neuer formed , the Forme of all Formes , that most beautifull Forme , which when thou dost imprint vpon particuler things ( as it might be some seale ) thou makest them , without all doubte , differre from thy selfe by their owne mutabilitie , without any change in thee , eyther by way of augmentation , or diminution . Now whatsoeuer is within the cōpass of created thinges , that also is a creature of thyne , O thou , one Trinity , and three in Vnity , thou God , whose Omnipotency possesseth , and ruleth , and filleth all things , which thou didst create . And yet we doe not therefore say , that thou fillest all things , as if they did conteyne thee , but rather so , as that they be conteyned by thee . Nor yet dost thou fill them all by partes , nor is it to be thought , by any meanes , that euery creature receiues thee after the rate of the bignesse which it selfe hath : that is to say , the greater , the greater parte : & the lesse the lesse : since thou thy selfe , art in them all , & all of them in thee : whose Omnipotency concludeth all things nor can any man finde a way , whereby to make escape from thy power , For he , who hath thee not wel . pleased , wil be sure not to escape thee , being offended ; as it is written , neither from the East , nor from the West , nor from the desert mountaynes , because God is the Iudge . And els where it is sayd : Whither shall I goe from thy spiritt , and whither shall I fly from thy face . The immēsity of thy diuine greatnes is such , that we must knowe thee to be whithin all things , and yet not included , and without all thinges , yet not excluded . And therefore thou art interior , that thou maiste conteyne all things : and therefore thou art exterior , that by the immensity of thy greatnes , thou maiste conclude , all things . By this therefore , that thou art interior , thou art showed to be the Creator ; but by this , that thou art exterior , thou art proued to be the Gouernour of them all . And least all things which are created , should be without thee , thou art interior ; but thou art exterior , to the end that all things may be included in thee . Not by any local magnitude of thyne but by the potētiall presence of thee , who art present euery where , and all thinges to thee are present , though some vnderstād these things , and others indeed , vnderstand them not . The inseparable vnity therfore of thy nature , cannot haue the persons seperable , because as thou art Trinity in Vnity , and Vnity in Trinity , so thou canst not haue separation of persons . It is true , that those persons are named seuerally ; but yet thou art so pleased to show thy selfe , O God , thou Trinity , to be inseperable in thy persons , as that there is noe name belonginge to thee in any one of them , which may not be referred to another , according to the rules of relation . For as the Father to the Sonne , and the Sonne to the Father ; so the Holy Ghoste is most truely referred , both to the Father & Sōne . But those names , which signify thy substanec , or person , or power , or Essence , or any thing which properly is called God , doe equally agree to all the persons ; As great God , Omnipotent and eternall God ; and all those things which naturally are saide of thee , O God. Therefore there is noe name , which concernes the nature of God , which can so agree to God the Father , as that it may not also agree to God the Sonne , as also to God the Holy Ghoste . As for example , we say the Father is naturally God , but so is the Sonne naturally God ; and so also is the Holy Ghoste naturally God ; and yet not three Gods , but naturally one God , the Father , the Sonne , and the Holy Ghoste : Therfore art thou ô Holy Trinity , inseperable in thy persons , as thou art to be vnderstoode by our mind , although thou haue seperable names in worde ; because thou dost by no meanes , indure a plurall number , in the names belonging to thy nature . For herby it is showed , that the persons cannot be deuided in the blessed Trinity , which is one true God , because the name of any one of the Persons , doth euer relate to an other of them . For if I name the Father , I shew the Sonne ; if I speake of the Sonne , I proclame the Father : if I speake of the Holy Ghoste , it is necessarily to be vnderstoode , that he is the Spiritt of some other , namely of the Father , and of the Sonne . Now this it that true Faith , which flowes from sound doctrine . This indeed , is the Catholique , and Orthodoxall Faith , which God hath taught me , by his Grace , in the bosome of his Church , which is my Mother . CHAP. XXXI . A prayer to the blessed Trinity . MY Faith doth therefore call vpon thee , which thou , O Lord haste giuen me , through thy goodnes , for my saluation . Now the faithfull soule , liues by Faith. He now holds that in hope , which hereafter he shall haue indeed . I call vpon thee , O my God , with a pure conscience , and with that sweete loue , which groweth out of Faith , whereby thou haste brought me , to the vnderstanding of truthe ; casting away the darknes of ignorance , and whereby thou haste drawen me out of the foolish bitternes of this world ; and so accompanyinge it , with the sweetnes of thy charity , thou haste made it delightfull , and deer to me . I doe with a lowde voice inuoke thee , O blessed Trinity , & with that sincere loue which groweth out of Faith , which Faith , thou haueing nourished euen from my cradle , did'dst inspire by the illustration of thy grace ; and which thou hast encreased and confirmed in me , by the documents of my Mother the Church . I inuoke thee , O holy and blessed , and glorious Trinity , in Vnity ; the Father , the Sonne , and the Holy Ghoste , our God , our Lord , and our Paraclete , Charity , Grace , and Communication , the Father , the Sonne , and the Illuminator ; the Fountayne the Riuer , and the Irrigation , or wateringe . All things by one , and all things in one , from whome , by whome , in whome , all things . The liuing life , the life proceeding from the liuing life , the life liuing . One from himselfe , One from one , and One from two . One , being from himselfe , One , being from another , and One , being from two other . The Father is true , the Sonne is Truth , and the Holy Ghoste is Truth . Therfore the Father , the Sonne , and the Holy Ghoste are one essence , one power , one goodnes , one beatitude , from whome , by whome , and in whome , all things are happie what things soeuer are happie CHAP. XXXII . That God is the true , and souuereigne life . O God the true and Souuereigne life , from whome , by whome , and in whome , all things doe liue , which haue any true , and happy life . O God who art that goodnesse , and that beauty , from whome , by whome and in whome all things are faire , and good , which haue any beauty , or goodnesse in them . O God , whose faith doth excite vs , whose hope doth erect vs , and whose charity doth vnite vs O God , who requirest that we seeke thee , and who makest vs finde thee , and who openest to vs , when we knocke . O God , from whome to be auerted is to fa●l ; and to whom to be conuerted is to rise ; and in whom to remayne is to be immoueable . O God whome noe man looseth , but he who is deceaued ; no man seeketh , but he who is admonished ; and noe man findeth , but he who is purged . O God whome to know , is to liue ; whome to serue is to reigne ; whome to praise , is the ioy and saluation of the soule . I praise thee , I blesse thee , and I adore thee , with my lipps , with my hart , and with all the whole power I haue . And I present my humblest thanks to thy mercy , and goodnes , for all thy benefitts ; and I sing this Hymn of glory to thee , Holy , Holy , Holy , I inuoke thee , O blessed Trinity , beseechinge , that thou wilt come into me , and make me worthy to be the Temple of thy glory . I begge of the Father , by the Sonne : I begge of the Sonne , by the Father ; I begge of the Holy Ghoste , by the Father , and the Sonne , that all vice may be farr remoued from me , and that all holy vertue may be planted in me . O Immense God , from whome all things , by whome all things , in whome all things , both visible and inuisible are made . Thou who doste inuiron thy workes , without , and fillest them , within ; who dost couer them from aboue , and dost susteyne them from belowe ; keepe me who am the worke of thy hands , and who hope in thee , and who onely confide in thy mercy . Keepe me , I beseech thee , here , and euery where , now and euer , within , and without ; before me , & behinde me ; aboue and belowe , and round about ; that no place at all , may be left , for the treacherous attempts of my enemies against me . Thou art the Omnipotent God , the keeper and the Protector of all such as hope in thee , without whome noe man is safe , none freed from danger . Thou art God , and there is noe other God but thou , neyther in heauen aboue , nor on earth belowe . Thou whoe performest workes of prowess , and so many wonderfull and vnscrutable things ; which exceed all number . Praise is due to thee , honor is due to thee , and to thee Hymns of glory are due . To thee doe all the Angells the heauēs & all the power therof , sing Hymns , and praises , without ceaseing ; and all creatures , and euery spiritt doth praise thee , the holy and indiuiduall Trinity , as it becomes the creatures there Creator , the slaues their Lord , and the souldiers , their King. CHAP. XXXIII . The praises of men and Angells . TO thee doe all the Saintes , and they who are humble of hart , to thee doe the spiritts and soules of iust persons , to thee doe all the Cittizens of heauen , and all those orders of blessed spiritts sing the hymn of honor and glory , adoreinge thee humbly without end . All the Cittizens of heauen doe praise thee , O Lord , after a most honorable and magnificent manner ; and man who is an eminent parte of thy Creatures doth also praise thee . Yea and I wretched sinner , and miserable Creature that I am , doe yet labour with an extreame desire to praise thee , and wish that I could loue thee , with excessiue loue . O my God , my life , my strength , and my praise , vouchsafe to lett me praise thee . Grant me light in my hart , putt thou the word into my mouth , that my hart may thinke vpon thy glory , and my tōgue may singe thy praises , all the day longe . But because it is noe hansome praise , which proceeds out of the mouth of a sinner , And because I am a man of polluted lipps , Clense thou my hart I beseeche thee , from all spotts , sanctify me , O thou Omnipotent sanctifier , both within and without , and make me worthy to sett forth thy praise . Receaue with benignity , and acceptation , from the hand of my hart , which is the affection of my soule , receiue I say , the sacrifice of my lipps , and make it acceptable in thy sight , and make it ascend vp to thee in the odour of sweetnes . Let thy holy memory , and thy most diuine sweetnes , possesse my whole soule ; and draw it vp at full speed , to the loue of inuisible things . Let it passe from the visible to the inuisible ; from the earthly to the heauenly ; from the temporall to the eternall ; and lett it passe on so farr , as to see that admirable vision . O eternall Verity , O true Charity , O deer Eternity , thou art my God ; to thee doe I sigh day and night ; to thee doe I pant ; at thee doe I ayme ; to thee doe I desire to arriue . He who knowes thee , knowes Truth and he knowes Eternity . Thou , O Truth , dost preside ouer all things . We shall see thee as thou art , when this blind and mortall life is spent , wherein it is said to vs , where is now thy God ? And I also said to thee Where art thou , O my God ? In thee am I refreshed a little , when I power out my soule towards thee , by the voice of my exultation and confessiō , which is as the sounde of a man , who is bankquetting , end celebratinge some great festiuity — And yet agayne it is afflicted , because it falls back , and returnes to be an Abysse ; or rather it findes that still it is so . My faith which thou hast kindled , in this night of myne , before my feete , doth say , Why art thou sad , O my soule , and why doste thou afflict me ? Hope thou in God ; his word is a lanterne to my feete . Hope , and continue to doe so , till the night ( which is the mother of the wicked ) doe passe a way ; till the wrath of our Lord passe away ; wherof sometymes we were the Children . For sometymes we were darknes . Till this fury of water pass cleane a way , we still dragg on , in our body ( which is dead through sinn ) the reliques of that darknes : Till such tyme as the day shall approach , & all shadowes may be remoued . I will hope in our Lord. In the morrow of the next life , I shall assist , and contemplate , and I will euer confesse to him . In that morrow , I shall assist , and behold the health of my countenance , which is my God , who will reuiue euen our mortall bodyes , for that spiritts sakes , which dwelleth in vs ; that now we may be light , euen whilest we are saued here , by hope . That we may be the Sonns of light , and the Sonns of God , and not of night , and darknes ; For sometymes we were darknes , but now we are light in thee , O our God , and yet we are so here , but by Faith , and not face to face . Because that hope which is seene is not hope . All that immortall people of thy Angells praiseth thee O Lord ; and those celestiall Powers glorify thy Name . They haue no need to read any such writing as this , towards the makeinge them knowe , the holy & indiuiduall Trinity . For they see thy Face for euer , and there they read , without any syllabes of tyme , what that eternall will , requires . They read , they choose , and they loue . They euer read , and that neuer passeth , which they are readinge . By choosing , and by loueinge they read , the very immutability of thy counsell ; and their booke is neuer shutt , and their scrowle neuer folded vp ; for thy self is all that to them , and so thou art to be for euer . O how excessiuely happy are those powers of heauen , which are able to praise thee , most purely and holyly , with excessiue sweetnes , and vnspeakable exultation ? They praise thee for that , in which th●● ioy ; because they euer see reason 〈◊〉 they should reioice , and praise them But we , being oppressed by this burthen of our flesh , and being cast farr of from thy face , in this pilgrimage of ours , and being so racked by the variety of worldly things , are not able worthily to praise thee . Yet we praise thee as we can , by Faith , though not face to face ; but those Angelicall spiritts praise thee face to face , & not by Faith. For our flesh putteth this vpō vs & obligeth vs to praise thee , farr otherwise , then they doe . But how soeuer euen we sing praise to thee in a different manner ; and yet thou art but one , O God , thou Creator of all things to whome the sacrifice of praise is offered , both in heauen and earth . And by thy mercy , we shall one day arriue to their society , with whome we shall for euer see , and praise thee . Grant , O Lord , that whilest I am placed in this fraile body of mine , my hart may praise thee , my tongue may praise thee , and all the powers of my soule may say , O Lord , who is like to thee . Thou art that Omnipotent God , whome we worshi● as Trine in Persons , and On●● the Substance of thy Diety . We adore the Father vnbegotten , the Sonne , the onely begotten of his Father , and the Holy Ghoste , proceedinge from them both ; and remaininge in them both . We adore thee O Holy and indiuiduall Trinity , one Omnipotent God , who when we were not , did'st most puissantly make vs ; and when , by our owne fault we weare lost , by thy pitty , and goodnes , thou did'st recouer vs , after an admirable manner . Doe not I beseech thee , permitt that we should be vngratefull for so great benefitts , and vnworthy of so many mercyes . I pray thee , I beseech thee , I begg of thee , that thou wilt increase my faith , hope , and charity . I beseech thee , make vs , by that grace of thyne , to be euer firme in beleiueinge , and full of efficacy in working ; that so , by meanes of incorrupted Faith and workes worthy therof , we may through thy mercy , arriue to euerlastinge life . And there beholding thy glory ; as indeed it is , we , whome thou haste made worthy to see that glory of thyne , may adore thy Maiesty , and may say together : Glory be to the Father , who created vs : Glory be to the Sonne , who redeemed vs , Glory , be to the Holy Ghoste , who sanctifyed vs : Glory be to the supreame , & indiuiduall Trinity , whose workes are inseparable , and whose empire is eternall . To thee our God , praise is due , to thee a Hymne of glory , to thee all honor , benediction , clarity , thanksgiueing , vertue , and fortitude , for euer , and for euer . Amen . CHAP. XXXIV . He complayneth against himselfe for not being moued , with the contemplation of God whereat the Angells tremble . PArdon me O Lord , pardon me , through thy mercy , pardon , and pitty me ; pardon my great ignorance and imperfections . Doe not reiect me , as a presumptuous creature , in that I aduenture , being thy slaue ( I would , I could say a good one , and not rather that I am vnprofitable and wicked , and therfore very wicked because I take this boldnes ) to praise , and blesse , and adore thee , who art our Omnipotent God , and who art terrible , and excessiuely to be feared , without contrition of hart , without a fountaine of tears , and without due reuerence , and trembling . For if the Angells , who adore , and praise thee , doe tremble , whilest they are filled with that admirable exultation ; how comes it to passe , that I , a sinfull creature , whilest I am present with thee , and sing prayses , and offer sacrifices to thee , am not frighted at the hart , that I am not pale in my face ; that my lipps tremble not , and my whole body is not in a shiueringe and that so , with a flood of tears , I doe not incessantly mourne before thee . I would fayne doe it , but I am not able , because I cannot doe what I desire . Herupon I am vehemently wondringe at my selfe , when by the eyes of Faith , I see how terrible thou art ; but yet , who can doe euen this , without thy grace ? For all our saluation , is nothing but thy great mercy . Woe be to me , how comes my soule to be made so senseles , as that it is not frighted , with excessiue terrour , whilest I am standing before God , and singinge forth his praise ? Woe be to me , how comes my hart to be so hardned , that myne eyes cannot incessantly bring forth whole floods of tears , whilest the slaue is speaking before his Lord , Man with God , the. Creature with the Creator ; he who is made of durte , with him who made all things of nothing ? Beholde O Lord , how I place my selfe before thee ; & that which I conceiue of my selfe in the most secret corner of my hart , that doe I not conceale from thy paternall eares . Thou art rich in thy mercy , and liberall in thy rewards ; grant me some of thy good guifts , that therby I may doe seruice to thee . For we cannot serue , nor please thee , by any other meanes , then of thy guift . Strick through , I beseech thee , this flesh of mine , with thy feare . Let my hart reioyce , that it may feare thy name . O that my sinfull soule might so feare thee , as that holy Man did , who said : I haue allwayes feared God , like the waues of a Sea , which were flowing ouer me . O God , thou giuer of all good things grant me , whilest I am celebratinge thy praises , a fountayne of tears , together with purity of hart , and ioy of minde ; that loueing thee perfectly , and praiseinge thee worthily , I may feele , and taste , and sauour with the very palate of my soule , how sweete , & delicious thou art : O Lord , accordinge to that which is written : Taste , and see , how sweete our Lord is : Blessed is the man who hopes in him . Blessed is the people which vnderstandeth this ioy . Blessed is the man whose helpe is from thee : He hath disposed of certayne degrees , whereby to rise vp in his hart , in this valley of tears , in the place which he hath appointed . Blessed are the cleane of hart ; for they be the men , who shall see God. Blessed are they who dwell in thy house , O Lord , for they shall praise thee , for euer , & for euer . CHAP. XXXV . A prayer which greatly moueth the hart to Deuotion , and to Diuine loue . O Iesus , our Redemption , our Desire , and our Loue ; thou God of God , giue helpe to me , who am thy seruant . I inuoKe thee , I call vpon thee , with a mighty crye , and with my whole hart . I inuoke thee into my soule , enter into it , & make it fitt for thy selfe , that thou maist possesse it without spott , and wrinckle . For to a most pure Lord , a most pure habitation is due . Sanctify me therfore , who am the vessell which thou hast made . Euacuate me of malice , and fill me with grace , and still keepe me full , that I may be made a Temple , worthy to be inhabited by thee , both here , and in the other euerlasting world . O thou most sweete , most benigne , most loueing , most deer , most powerfull , most desireable , most pretious , most amiable , most beautifull God : thou who art more sweete then hony , more white then any milk or snow , more delicious then Nectar , more pretious then gold or jewells , and more deere to me , then all the riches and honors of the earth . But what doe I say , O my God , O thou my onely hope , and my so abundant mercy ? What doe I say , O thou my happy , and secure sweetnes ? What doe I say when I vtter such things as these ? I say what I can , but I doe not say what I should . O that I could say such things , as those Quires of Angells doe vtter , in those celestiall Hymns O how willingly would I euen spend , & powre out my whole selfe , vpon thy praises ? O how faine would I , most deuoutly , and most indefatigablie proclaime those Hymns of celestiall melody , in the middest of thy Church , to the praise and glory of thy Name ; But because I am not able to doe these things compleatly , shall I therefore hold my peace : woe be to them , who hold their peace of thee , who loosest the tongues of dumm persons , and makest the tongues of children eloquent . Woe woe be to them who hold their peace of thee , for euen they who speak most , may be accompted to be but dumbe , when they doe not speake thy praise . But now who shal be able worthily to prayse thee , O thou vnspeakable Wisdome of the Father ? But yet although I finde noe wordes whereby I may sufficiently vnfold thee , who art the Omnipotent , and Omniscient Word ; I will yet ; in thy meane tyme say what I can , till thou biddest me come to thee , where I may say that of thee , which is fitt , and which I am bound to say . And therefore I humbly pray , that thou wilt not haue an eye , so much to that which I say now in deed , as to that which I say in my desire . For I desire ( and that with a great desire ) to say that of thee , which is fitt and iust , because it is fitt that thou be praised ; and celebrated , and all honor is due to thee Thou seest therefore , O God , thou who knowest of all secrett things , that thou art more deer to me , not onely then the earth , and all that is therein , but that thou art more acceptable , and amiable to me , then heauen it selfe , and all that it conteynes . For I loue thee , more then heauen , and earth , and all those other things which are in them ; Nay these transitory things are without doubt not to be beloued at all , if it weare not , for the loue of thy Name . I loue thee , O my God , with a greate loue , and I desire to loue thee yet more . Giue me grace , that I may euer loue thee as much as I desire , and as much as I ought , that thou alone maist be all my intention , and all my meditation . Let me consider thee , all the day long without ceasinge ; let me feele thee , euen when I am sleeping , by night ; let my spiritt speake to thee ; lett my minde conuerse with thee ; let my hart be illustrated with the light of thy holy vision ; that thou being my Director , and my Captayne , I may walke on , from vertue to vertue ; and that at last , I may see thee , the God of Gods in Syon . Now as in a glasse , or in a cloude ; but then face to face , where I shall knowe thee , as I am knowen . Blessed are the cleane of hart , for they are the men who shall see God. Blessed are they who dwell in thy howse , O Lord , for euer , and for euer , shall they praise thee . I beseech thee therefore , O Lord , by all thy mercyes , whereby we are freed from eternall death , mollyfy my hart , which is hard , & stony , and rocky , and steely , with thy powerfull , and most sacred vnction ; and grant , that by the fire of contrition , I may become a liueing sacrifice before thee , in euery moment of my life . Make me euer to haue a contrite and humbled hart , in thy presence , with abundance of tears . Grant that through my great desire of thee , I may be vtterly deade to this world ; and that I may forgett these transitory things , through the greatnes of my loue , and feare of thee ; and this so farr forth , as that I may neuer reioyce nor mourne , nor feare any thinge , which is temporall ; and that I may not loue them ; least so I be eyther corrupted by prosperity , or deiected by aduersity . And because the loue of thee , is strōg as death , I beseech thee that the fiery and mellifluous force of thy loue , may suck vp , and deuoure my whole minde , from all those things which are vnder heauen ; that I may in heare to thee alone , and be fedd with the memory of thy onely sweetnes . O Lord , I beseech thee , I beseech thee , and still I beseech thee , that the most sweete odour of thee , and thy mellifluous loue may descend , and enter into my hart , Lett that admirable , and vnspeakable fragrance of thy sauour , come into me , which may kindle an euerlastingly a burning desire of thee in my hart , and which may draw out from thence , those vaynes of water which spring vp to eternall life . Thou art immense , O Lord , and therfore it is but reason that thou be loued and praised , beyond all measure , by them whome thou hast redeemed with thy pretious Blood. O thou most benigne louer of man. O thou most mercifull Lord , and most vnpartiall Iudge , to whome the Father gaue all power of Iudgment ; Thou seest how vniust a thinge it is , that the children of this world , the children of night , and darknes , should with a more ardent desire , indeauour , and study , and seeke perishing riches , and transitory honors , then we thy seruants doe loue thee our God , by whome we are created and redeemed . But if on the other side , a man will affect some man , with so great loue , as that one of them will scarce indure the absence of the other ; if the Spouse be transported , with so great ardour of affection to her fellow Spouse , that through the greatnes of her loue ; shee can take noe rest , nor beare the absence of that dearest freind , without deep sorrowe ; with what loue , with what labour , with what feruour ought that soule , which thou haste espoused to thy self by Faith , and other mercyes , loue thee her true God , and her most beautifull Spouse , who hast so loued , and saued her , and haste done so many , and , so great thinges for her good . For although this world haue certayne delights and loues belonging to it , yet doe they not so delight , as thou O God. In thee the iust man is indeed delighted , because thy loue is sweete , and quiet ; for the harts which thou dost possesse , thou fillest with tranquillity , sweetnes , and delight , On the other side , the loue of this world , and of the flesh , breeds anxiety , and pertubation , and depriues thoses soules of quietnes into which it enters ; for it doth euer sollicite them , with suspitions , perturbations , and many fears . Thou art therefore the delight of iust persons , & that iustly . For the strength of rest and peace , is with thee , and a life vncapable of perturbation . He who enters into thee , O deere Lord , enters into the ioy of his Lord and shall haue nothing more to feare ; but shall finde himselfe to be perfectly well , in the most excellent place which can be thought ; and he will say , This is my rest for all eternityes , this shal be my habitation , for I haue chosen it ; And agayne , Our Lord gouernes me , and nothing shal be wantinge , in that place of full feedinge ; yea there it is , that he hath lodged me . Sweete Christ , deare Iesus , fill my hart for euer , I beseech thee , with the vnquenchable loue , and the continuall memory of thee ; in such sort , as that I may all burn vp , like any eager flame , in the sweetnes of thy loue , which many waters , may neuer be able to extinguish , in me . Grant O most sweete Lord , that I may loue thee , and that through the desire of the I may discharge my selfe of the waight of all carnall desires ; and of the most greiuous burthen of all earthly concupiscences , which impugne , and oppresse my miserable soule , that running lightly after thee , in the odour of thy pretious oyntements , till I be effectually satisfyed with the vision of thy beauty , I may , with all speed , arriue thither by thy cōduct . For there are two kindes of loues ; one good , and another badd ; one sweete , and another bitter , and they cannot both remayne in one hart . And therefore if any man loue any thinge , in dishonour of thee , thy loue , O Lord , is not in him . That loue of sweetnes , and that sweetnes of loue ; not tormenting but delightinge ; a loue , which remaineth sincerely , and chastely for all eternity , a loue which euer burnes , and is neuer quenched . O sweete Christe , O deer Iesus , O Charity ! my God , inflame me all with thy fire , with thy loue , with thy sweetnes and delight , with thy ioy & exultation , with thy pleasure and ardent desire which is holy , and good ; chaste , and pure , secure , and serene ; that being all full of the sweetnes of thy loue , and all burnt vp , in the flame of thy charity , I may loue thee , O God , with my whole hart , and with all the marrow of my affections ; haueing thee still , and euery where , in my hart , in my mouth , and before my eyes , so that there may neuer be any place open in me , for any adulterine or impure loue . Hearken to me , O my God , hearken to me , O thou light of mine eyes . Hearken to what I aske , and teach me what to aske , that thou maist hearken to me . O thou pittious and most mercifull Lord , doe not become inexorable to me for my sinns ; but for thyne owne goodnes sake , receiue these prayers of thy Sonne , and grant me the effect of my petition , and desire , by the intercession , prayer , and impetration of the glorious Virgin Mary my Lady , and Mother , and of all thy other Saints . Amen . CHAP. XXXVI . A most deuoute Prayer by way of thanks-giueing . O Christ our Lord , the Word of the Father , who camest into the world to saue sinners , I beseech thee , by the most indulgent bowells of thy mercy , amend my life , better my actions , compose my manners , take all that from me , which hurteth me , and displeaseh thee ; and giue me that which thou knowest , to please thy selfe , and profitt me . Who is he but onely thou , O Lord , who can make a man cleane , he being conceiued of vncleane seed . Thou art an Omnipotent God of infinite piety , who iustifiest the wicked , and reuiuest such as are dead , through sinn ; & thou changest sinners , and they are so no more . Take from me therefore , whatsoeuer is displeasing to thee in me ; For thyne eyes haue seene my many imperfections . Send forth , I beseeche thee , thy hand of piety towards me , and take from me , whatsoeuer is offensiue in me to thyne eyes . Before thee , O Lord is my health , and sicknes , conserue that , I beseech thee , and cure this . Heale me , O Lord , and I shal be healed , doe thou saue me , and I shal be saued ; thou , who curest the sick , and conseruest the sound ; thou who with the onely beck of thy will , restorest that which is in decay , and ruine . For if thou vouchsafe to sowe good seede in thy feild , which is my hart , it will first be necessary , that , with the hand of thy pitty , thou shouldest pluck vp the thornes of my vices . O most sweete , most benigne , most loueing , most deer , most desirable , most amiable , and most beautifull God , infuse , I beseech thee , the multitude of thy sweetnes , and of thy loue into my hart ; that I may not so much as desire , yea , or euen thinke , of any carnall thinge ; but that I may loue onely thee , and haue onely thee in my hart , and mouth . Write , with thy finger in my hart , the sweete memory of thy mellifluous Name , which may neuer be blotted out againe . Write thy will , and thy lawe , in the tables of my hart , that I may haue both thy lawe , and thy selfe , O Lord of immense sweetnes , at all tymes and places , before myne eyes . Burne vp my mynde with that fire of thyne , which thou did'st send into the world , and did'st desire that it might be much kindled ; that I may daily offer to thee , abundance of tears , the sacrifice of a troubled spirit , and contrite hart . O sweete Christe , O deer Iesus , as I desire , and as , with my whole hart I craue , so giue me thy holy and chaste loue , which may replenish , and take , and possesse me wholy . And giue me that euident signe of thy loue , a springing fountayne of tears , which continually may flowe ; that my tears themselues may witnes thy loue to me , and they may discouer and declare , how deerly my soule loueth thee ; whilest through the excessiue sweetnes of that loue , it cannot conteyne it selfe from tears . I remember , deare Lord , that good woeman Anna , who came to the Tabernacle , to begg a sonne of thee , of whome the Scripture saith that after her tears , and prayers , her countenance was cast no longer towardes seuerall things . But whilest I call to mind her so great vertue , and constancy , I am racked with greife , and confounded with shame , because I finde my selfe too miserablie cast downe , towards vanity . But if she wept so bitterly , and did so perseuer in weepinge , who onely desired to haue a sonne ; how ought my soule to lament , and continue in lamentation , which seekes and loues God , and earnesty desires to get home to him ? How ought such a soule lament , and weepe , who seeketh God , day and night , and is resolued to loue nothinge but Christ our Lord ? It is no lesse then a wōder , if such a persons teares , become not his bread , day and night . Looke back therefore , and take pitty on me , for the sorrowes of my hart are multiplyed . Giue me of thy celestiall contemplation ; and despise not this sinfull soule , for which thou dyedst . Giue me I beseeche thee , internall teares , which may springe from the most secret corner of my hart , whereby the chaines of my sinns may be broken ; and lett them euer fill my soule , with celestiall ioy , that I may obteyne some little portion in thy Kingdome , if not in the Society of those true and perfect Moncks , whose stepps I am not able to followe , yet at least with deuout woeman . I doe also call to minde , the admirable deuotion of another woemā , who sought thee with tender loue , whē thou wert layd in the Sepulcher . Who retired not from the sepulcher , when the Disciples retired ; who satt downe there , all afflicted and wounded ; & she wept there long , and much , and riseing vp with many tears , she did agayne and agayne , play as it were the spy , with her watchfull eyes , vpon that solitary place ; to see if perhapps she might be able to finde thee any where , whom she sought with such ardour of desire . She had already entered into the sepulcher once and agayne ; but that which in it selfe , seemes too much , seemes not enough , to one that loues . The vertue of a good worke is perseuerance ; and because she loued thee beyond the rest , and loueing wept , and weeping sought , and seeking perseuered , therefore did she deserue , to be the first of all others to finde the out ; and to speake with thee . And not onely that , but she was the first proclamer of thy glorious Resurrection , to thy Disciples ; thy selfe thus directing , and sweetly commaunding that it should be so , Goe , and will my brethren that they pass on into Gallile ; they shall see me there , But now , if that woeman wept , and continued in weepinge , who sought the liueing , amongst the dead , and who touched thee but with the hand of Faith ; how ought my soule to lamente , and persiste in lamentation , which beleeueth with the hart , and confesseth with the mouth , that thou art her redeemer , praesiding now in heauen , and regninge euery where ? How ought such a soule to lament and weepe , which loues thee with her whole hart , and couetts to see thee with her whole desire ? Thee who art the sole refuge , and the onely hope of miserable creatures , to whome one can neuer pray without hope of mercy ? Afford me this fauour , I beseech thee , for thyne owne sake , & for thy holy Name , that as often as I thinke of thee , speake of thee , write of thee , read of thee , conferr of thee ; as often as I remember thee , and am present with thee , and offer praise and prayers , and sacrifice to thee , so often may I weepe abundantly , and sweetely in thy presence , that so my tears may be made my bread , day and night , Thou , O King of glory , and thou instructer of soules in all vertue , haste taught vs , both by doctrine and example ; that we are to lament , and weepe , sayinge : Blessed are they who mourne , for they shal be comforted . Thou didest weepe ouer thy deceased freind , and thou didest shedd abundant tears ouer that miserable Citty , which was to perish . And now , O deare Iesus , I beseech thee , by those most pretious tears of thyne , and by all those mercyes , whereby thou didest vouchsafe so admirably to releyue vs wretched Creatures , giue me the grace of tears , which my soule doth greatly affect , and couet . For without thy guift , I cannot haue it , but be thou pleased to impart it to me , by that holy Spirit of thyne , which mollifyes the hard harts of sinners , and giues them compunction to weepe ; as thou didest giue it to our Fathers , whose footesteps I am to imitate , that so I may lament my selfe , duringe my whole life , as they lamented themselues , day and night . And by theyr merits and prayers who pleased theo , and did most deuoutly serue thee , I beseeche thee , take pitty vpon me , thy most miserable , and vnworthy seruant ; and grant me the grace of tears , Grant me that superior kinde of irrigation or watering , and that inferior also , that my tears may be my bread day and night ; and that ; by the fire of sorrowe , I may be made a fatt , and marrowy Holocauste , in thy sight . O my God , let me be all offerred vp , vpon the altar of my hart ; and let me be receyued by thee as a most acceptable sacrifice to thee in the odour of sweetnes . Grant me , O most sweete Lord , both a continuall , and a cleere founteyne , wherein this vncleane Holocauste , may be cleansed . For although I haue already offered my selfe to thee , by thy fauour , and grace ; yet in many things , doe I offend dayly , through my excessiue frailty . Giue me therefore the grace of tears , O blessed , and amiable God , through the greate sweetnes of thy loue , and by the commemoration of thyne owne mercyes . Prepare this table for thy seruant , in thy sight , & putt it into my power , that as often as I list , I may be filled therewith . Grant through thy pitty , & goodnes that this excellent and inebriating chalice , may quench my thirste ; & lett my spiritt pante towards thee , & my hart burne bright in thy loue ; forgetting all vanity , and misery Hearken to me , ô God , hearken , ô thou light of myne eyes , hearken to that which I desire , and make me desire such things , as thou wilt grant . O Lord , thou who art holy , & exorable in thy selfe , doe not become inexorable to me , for my sinns ; but for thyne owne goodnes sake , receaue the Prayers of thy seruant , & grant me the effect of my desire , and sute , by the prayers and merits of my Lady , the glorious Virgin Mary , and of all thy Saintes . Amen . CHAP. XXXVII . A most holy , and most excellent Prayer to Almighty God , whereby the soule is greatly mooued to deuotion . O Lord Iesus , O Holy Iesus , O good Iesus , who didest vouchsafe to dy for our sinns , and to rise agayne , for our Iustification ; I beseech thee , by that glorious Resurrection of thyne , raise me vp from the sepulchre of all my vices , and sinns ; & dayly giue me a part , in thy Resurrection by grace , that I may obteyne to be made a true pertaker of thy Resurrection to glory . O thou most sweete , most benigne , most loueinge , most pretious , most amiable , and most beautifull , Lord , who didest ascend vp to heauen , in a triumph of glory ; and beinge a most puissant Kinge dost sitt at the right hand of thy Father : Drawe me vpward , that I may runn after thee , in the pursute and sent of thy odoriferous oyntments . I will runn , and not faynt . Whilest thou art leading , and draweinge me , I will be runninge . Drawe vp this mouth of my thirsty soule , into those celestiall spirings of eternall satiety . Nay , rather drawe me to thy very selfe , who art the true liueinge fountayne ; that so accordinge to the vttermoste of my capacity , I may drinke that , where-vpon I may for euer liue , O thou my God , and my life . For thou haste said , with thy holy and blessed mouth : If any man thirst , let him come to me , and drinke . O thou fountayne of life , grant to my thirsty soule , that it may alwayes drinke of thee ; that , accordinge to thy holy and faithfull promisse , the liueing waters may flowe from me , O thou fountayne of life , fill my minde , with the torrent of thy delight , and inebriate my hart with the sober ebriety of thy loue ; that I may forget all vaine , ād earthly things , and may perpetually haue thee , and thee alone , in my memory ; as it is written : I haue beene mindfull of God , and I was delighted . Imparte to me the holy Spiritt , which was signifyed by those watters , which thou didest promisse , that thou wouldest giue , to such as thirsted after them . Grant , I beseeche thee , that with my whole desire , and endeauour , I may tend thyther , whither I beleeue thee to haue ascended , vpon the fortieth day , after thy Resurrection That so my body onely , be held in this present misery ; and that I may euer be with thee in desire and thought . That my hart may be there , where thou art , who art my incomparable , disireable , and extreamely amiable treasure . For in the great deluge of this life , wherein we are tossed with stormes to and fro surrounding vs ; and where there is noe secure castinge of anchor ; nor place more eminent , wher-vpon the Doue may place her foote , & repose her selfe in some smale measure ; there is noe where , any safe peace ; noe where any secure quietnes , but euery where warrs and strife ; all places full of enemyes ; fighting without , and fears within . And because one parte of vs is celestiall , and the other terrestriall the body which is subiect to coruption , doth dull and stupify the soule Therefore doth this soule of myne , which is my companion , and my freind , and which colmes all weary , from trauellinge , vpon a long , and laborious way , lye languishinge , and torne in sunder , by those vanityes , which it passed by ; and it doth hunger , and thirst extreamely ; and I haue nothinge to sett before it , because I am a poore creature , and a meere begger . Thou ô Lord my God who art rich in all things , and art a most plentifull imparter of celestiall satiety , giue foode to it being weary , recolect it being scattered ; and repair it being torne in peeces . Behold it is at the doore , and knockes . It beseeches thee , by those bowells of thy mercy , whereby thou didest visite vs riseinge from aboue , to open thy hand of pitty , to this miserable soule which knockes ; and commaund ( out of thy benignity & grace ) that it may enter in to thee ; that it may repose in thee , and that it may be recreated , and fedd with thee who art that true celestiall bread , and wine . That when it is satisfyed therewith , it may recouer strength and so ascēd vp to the things aboue it & being snatched vp out of this valley of misery , by the wing of holy desires it may fly into those celestiall Kingdomes . Let my spiritt , ô Lord , let my spiritt , I beseech thee , take the wings of an Eagle , let it spring vp and neuer fainte ; let it fly , till it arriue euen ! as farr as the beauty of thy house ; that place of the habitation of thy glory ; that it may there be full fedd vpon that table , where thy celestiall Cittizens are refreshed , with those secret delights of thyne , in that place of rich feedinge ; close by those full fountaynes ; and there , ô my Lord , let my hart repose , and rest in thee . My hart is a high sea . swelling vp with waues . Thou , who didest commaund both windes and seas , where vpon great tranquillity did followe , come downe , and walke vpon these Waues of my hart ; that all my thoughts may become serene and quiet ; to the end that I may embrace thee , my deare , and onely Lord ; and that I may contemplate thee ( who art the sweete light of myne eyes ) being freed from the blinde mistes , or foggs of all vnquiet cogitations . Let my hart fly vnder the shadowe of thy wings , from the scorching heate of the cares , and cogitations of this world ; that so being hidden vp in that sweete refreschinge of thine , it may exult , & singe : In thy peace , in thy very selfe will I sleepe and rest . Let my memory sleepe , let it sleepe , I beseeche thee , O my Lord God , from all sinn and vice . Let it hate iniquity , and loue sanctity . For what is more beautifull , what is more delightfull , then in the middest of the deepe darkenes , and the many bitter sorrowes of this life , to pante towards that diuine sweetnes of thine , and to aspire to that eternall beatitude ; and there to haue our harts fixed , where it is most certaine that true ioy is to be found , O thou most sweete , most loueinge , most benigne , most deare , most precious , most desirable , most amiable , and most beautifull Lord , When shall I be able to see thee : When shall I apppeare before thy face ? Whē shall I be satisfyed with that beauty of thine ? Vvhen wilt thou lead me out of this darke prison , that I may confesse to thy Name ; that so , from thence forth , , I may haue noe more cause of greife ? Vvhen shall I passe on into that admirable , and most goodly house of thine ? where the voice of ioy and exultation , is euer ringing out , in those Tabernacles of the Iust ? Blessed are they who dwell in thy house , O Lord , for euer , and for euer , shall they praise thee . Blessed are they , & truely blessed ; whome thou hast chosen , and assumed into that celestiall inheritance . Beholde how thy Saints , O Lord , doe florish like the Lilly ; they are filled with the euer springinge plenty of thy house ; & thou giuest them to drink of the torrent of thy delights . For thou art the fountayne of life , and in thy light they shall see light ; in so high degree as that they who are but a light illuminated by thee , ô God , who art the illuminateing light , doe yet shine in thy sight , like the Sunn it selfe . O how admirable , how pretious , and how beautifull , be the habitations of thy house O thou God of all strength ? This sinfull soule of mine is carried with extreame desire to enter thyther . O Lord , I haue loued the beauty and order of thy house ; and the place of the habitation of thy glory . One thinge I haue begged of our Lord , and I will neuer leaue to begg the same ; that I may dwell in the house of our Lord , all the days of my life . As the Stagg runns panting towords the fountaines of water , so doth my soule runn thirstinge after thee , O God. When shall I come , and once appeare before thy face ? When shall I see my God , after whome my soule is in a deadly thirst ? When shall I see him , in the land of the Liueinge ; for in this land of the Dyinge , he cannot be seene , with mortall eyes . Vvhat shall I doe , miserable creature that I am ; beinge bound vp , hand and foote , by these chaynes of my mortality , What shall I doe ? Whilest we remaine in this body , we wander from our Lord. Vve haue not here any permanent Citty , but we are looking after another , which is to come , for our habitation is in heauen Vvoe be vnto me , for that my abode nere is prolonged . I haue dwelt with the inhabitants of Cedar ; and my soule hath beene too true a dweller there . Vvho will helpe me to the winges of a doue , that I may fly and rest ? Nothinge can be so delightfully deare to me as to be with my Lord. It is good for me to adheare to my God. Grant to me , ô Lord , whilest I am confined to this mortall flesh , that I may adheare to thee , as it is written : He who adhears to our Lord , becometh one spiritt with him . Grant me , I beseech thee , the wings of Contemplation ; that beinge indued therewith , I may fly vp a pace towards thee . And because all that which is sinfull , and weake , is workeinge downeward , ô Lord hold hold thou my hart , that it may not rush into the bottomes of this darke valley ; that by interposition of the shadow of the earth , it may not be seuered from thee , who art the true Sunn of Iustice ; and so may be hindred from beholdinge celestiall things , by the drawinge of black cloudes ouer it . Therefore am I aspireinge to those ioyes of peace ; and to that most calme and delight-full state of light . Hold thou fast my hart in thy hand ; for vnlesse it be by thee it will neuer be able to rayse it selfe to thinges aboue . Thither doe I make all haste , where supreame peace doth reigne ; and where eternall tranquillity is resplendent . Hold fast , and guide my spiritt , and raise it ; accordinge to thy good will ; that so thy selfe beinge the guide therof , it may ascend into that region , where there is an eternal spring ; and where thou feedest Israel for euer , with the food of truthe ; that there ( at the least with some swifte , and catchinge thought ) . I may now lay hold of thee , who art that Souereigne Vvisdome , remaineinge ouer all things , and gouerninge , and conducteinge all things . But to the soule which is striuing , and struglinge towards thee , there are many thinges which call vpon it , by way of giueinge it impediment . O Lord , I beseeche thee , that they may all be putt to silence , by thy commandement . Lett my very soule be silent to it selfe . Lett it passe by all things : Lett it transcend all thinges created , and dispatch them all away from it selfe . Lett it arriue to thee , and vpon thee , who art the onely Creator of all things : let it fasten the eyes of Faith : let it aspire towards thee : let it be wholy attentiue to thee : let it meditate vpō thee : let it contemplate thee : let it place thee euer before her eyes , and lock thee vp in her hart : thee who art the true and soueraigne good , & that ioy , which must neuer haue an end . Many Contemplations there are , whereby a soule which is deuoute to thee , may be admirably intertayned & fedd ; but in none of them is my soule so delighted , and laid to rest , as in the thought of thee ; and when it thinks and contemplates , thee alone . How great is the multitude of that sweetnes of thine , wherewith thou dost admirably inspire the harts of thy louers ? How admirable is that deernes of thy loue , which they enioy who loue nothinge but thee ; who seeke nothinge , nor desire , so much as to thinke of any thinge but thee . Happy , soules are they , whose onely hope thou art : and whose onely worke , is Prayer . Happy is that man , who sits in solitude and silence , and stands still vpon his guard , day and night ; and who , whilest he is imprisoned in this poore litte body of his , may yet be able in some proportion , to haue a taste of thy diuine sweetnes . I beseech thee , ô Lord , by those pretious wounds of thyne , which thou wert pleased to beare vpon thy Crosse , for our saluation ; and from whēce that precious Blood did flow , whereby we are redeemed ; be pleased to wounde this sinfull soule of myne , for which thou didst also vouchsafed to dye . Wound it with the fiery and most puissant dart of thy excessiue charity . For the Word of God is full of life , and efficacy ; and it is more penetratiue then any sharp two-edged sword . Thou art that choise arrow , and that most sharp sword , which is able , by thy power , to pearce through the hard buckler of mans hart . Strike through my hart , with the dart of thy loue , that my soule may say to thee : I am wounded with thy loue . And doe it in such sort , as that out of this very wound of thy loue , abundance of tears may streame downe from mine eyes , day and night . Stricke through , O Lord , strike through , I beseeche thee , this most hard hart of mine , with the deare , & strong pointed launce of thy loue ; and pearce downe yet more deepely into the most interiour parte of my soule , by the mighty power of thy hand . And so drawe forth out of this head of mine abundāce of water ; and from these mine eyes , a true fountaine of tears , which may continually flowe , through my excessiue loue , and desire of the vision of thy beauty . To the end that I may mourne , day and night , admittinge of no comfort , till I shall obteyne to see thee , in thy celestiall bedd of state : Thee , who art my beloued , and most beautifull Spouse , my Lord and my God. That beholding there ( in the society of such as thou hast chosen ) that glorious , and admirable , & most beautifull countenance of thine , ( which is topp full of all true sweetenes , ) I may with profound humility adore thy Maiesty . And then at last , being replenished , with the celestiall , and vnspeakable iubilation of eternall ioy , I may cry out with such as loue thee , and say : Beholde , that which I aspired too , I see . That which I hoped for , I haue , That , which I desired , I inioy . For to him am I conioyned in heauen , whome being yet on earthe , I loued witth my whole power : I imbraced with entire affection ; and I inheared to , with inuincible loue . Him doe I praise , adore , and blesse , who liueth & raigneth , God , for euer , and euer . Amen . CHAP. XXXVIII . A Prayer to be made in affliction . HAue mercy on me , O Lord , haue mercy on me , deer Lord , haue mercy on me , most miserable sinner , who cōmitt vnworthy things , and doe endure such as I am worthy of ; for I am daily sinninge , and daily feeling the scourge of sinn . If I consider the euill which I cōmitt daily , it is noe great matter which I suffer . It is much wherein I offend , and it is little which I endure . Thou art lust , O Lord , and thy iudgment is right ; yea ; all thy iudgments are iust and true . Thou art iust and true , O Lord our God , and there is noe iniquity in thee . Thou , O mercifull and Omnipotent Lord , dost not afflict vs sinners , cruelly , and vniustly . But when we were not , thou didst make vs with thy hand of power ; and when we were lost , through our owne fault , thou didist admirablie restore vs by thy pitty and goodnes . I know , and am well assured , that our life is not driuen on , by rash . and irregular motions ; but it is disposed , and gouerned by thee , O Lord our God. So that thou hast a care of all , butt especially of thy seruants , who haue placed their whole hope in thy mercy . I doe therefore beseeche , and humbly pray thee , that thou wilt not proceed with me , according to my sinns , whereby I haue deserued thy wrathe ; but accordinge to thyne owne great mercy , which surpasseth the sinns of the whole world . Thou O Lord ; who doest inflict exterior punishments vpon vs , giue vs interior patience , which may neuer faile ; that so thy praise may not departe from my mouth . Haue mercy on me O Lord , haue mercy on me , and helpe me , accordinge to what thou knowest to be necessary for me , both in body and soule . For thou knowest all things , thou canst doe all things , thou who liuest for euer . CHAP. XXXIX . A verie deuoute Prayer . to God the Sonne . O Lord Iesus Christe , the Sonne of the liueing God , who didest drinke vp that Calice of thy Passion , thou being extēded vpon thy Crosse , for the Redemption of all mortall men ; vouchsafe this day to giue me helpe . Beholde I come poore to thee who art riche ; miserable , to thee who art mercifull . Let me not goe empty , or despised from thee . I am hungry now when I beginn , let me not giue ouer , empty of thee . I come to thee almost starued , let me not departe from thee vnfed . And if now , before I eat , I sighe ; grant at least , after I haue sighed , that I may eate . First of all , O most sweete Iesus , I confesse myne owne iniustice against my selfe , before the magnificence of thy mercy . Behold O Lord , how I was conceaued and borne in sinne ; and thou didst wash me , and sanctify me , and after that I did yet pollute my selfe with greater sinnes . For I was borne in Original sinn , which was necessary to me , but afterwards I weltred in actuall sinn , which was voluntary . Yet thou O Lord , beinge not vnmindfull of thy mercy , didst take me from the house of my father , of flesh and blood ; and out of the Tabernacles of sinners , and didst inspire me to follow thee , with the generation of them who seeke thy face , and who walke in the right way , and who dwell amongst the Lillyes of chastity ; and who feed with thee , at the table of profound pouerty . And I , vngratefull for so many benefits , did , after I had receaued Baptisme , worke many wicked deeds , and committed many execrable crymes . And whereas I ought to haue remoued those former sinns , I did after , add new sinns to those . These are my wickednesses , O Lord , whereby I haue deshonored thee , & defiled my selfe , whome thou haste created after thyne owne Image and likenesse , by pride , vaine glorye , and a number of other sinnes , whereby my vnhappy soule is afflicted , torne , and destroyed . Behold , O Lord , how my iniquityes haue ouergrowne my head , and how they oppresse me , as any heauy burden might doe . And vnlesse thou , whose property it is to haue mercy , and to forgiue , be pleased to put the hand of thy Maiesty vnder me , I shall not faile to be miserably drowned in that bottomlesse pitt . Consider , O Lord God , and see , because thou art holy ; and behold how my enemy insulteth ouer me , saying , God hath forsaken him , I will persecute him , and take him , for there is none to deliuer him . But thou , O Lord , how long ? Conuert thy selfe to me , and deliuer my soule , and saue me for thy mercyes sake . Haue mercy vpon thy Sonn , whome thou didst begett weth noe small sorrow of thine , and doe not so consider my wickednes , as thereby to forgett thyne owne goodnes , Who is that Father , which will not deliuer his Sonne ? Or who is that Sonne , whome the Father will not correct with the staffe of pitty ? Therefore , O my Father , and my Lord , though it be true that I am a sinner , yet I leaue not , for all that , to be thy Sonne , because thou haste both made me , and made me agayne . As I haue sinned , so doe thou reforme me ; and when thou shalt haue mended me by thy correction , deliuer me then to thy Sonne . Can the Mother forgett the Childe of her wombe ? Yet supposeing she could , thou hast promised , O Father , that thou wilt not forgett him . Behold I cry out , and thou hearest me not , I am tormented with sorrowe , and thou comfortest me not ; What can I say , or what shall I doe , most wretched creature that I am ? I am vtterly without all comfort , and I am cast of from the sight of thyne eyes , . Woe is me , from how great happinesse , into how great misery am I fallen ? Whither was I goeinge , and yet where am I arriued ? where am I , or rather where am I not ? To whome did I aspire , and yet now , what kinde of things be they , for which I pant , and sighe ? I haue sought for happinesse , and behold I hawe mett wish infelicity . Bebold I am euen dyinge , and Iesus is not with me & without fayle it is better for me not to be at all , then not to be with Iesus ; it is better for me not to liue at all , then to liue without life . But thou , O Lord Iesus , and what is become of thyne ancient mercyes ? wilt thou be anggry with me for euer . Be thou appeased , I beseeche thee , and haue mercy on me , and doe not turne thy face from me ; thou , who for the redeeminge of me , didst not turne thy face from such as did reproch , and spitt at thee . I confesse that I haue sinned , and that my conscience calls for nothing but damnation , and my pennance wil not serue for satisfaction ▪ but yet it is certayne , that thy mercy doth surpasse all sinn , Doe not , I beseeche thee , most deer Lord , marite vp my wickednes against me , to the end that thou maist enter into exact account with thy seruant . but blott out my iniquity ; according to the multitude of thy mercyes . woe be vnto me miserable creature , when the day of Iugdment shall come , and the booke of consciences shall be opened , and it shal be said to me : Behold the man , and his workes . what shall I doe then , O Lord my God , when the heauens will reueale my iniquityes , and when the earth will rise vp against me ? Beholde , I shal be able to make noe answeare ; but my head , hanging downe through confusion I shall stand trembling , and all confounded before thee . Vvoe is me , wretched creature , what shal I say ? I will cry out to thee , O Lord my God! For why should I consume my selfe with holding my peace ? and yet if I speake , my greife will not be appeased . But yet , howsoeuer , if I hold my peace , I am inwardly tormented with extrcame bitternes . Lament O my soule , as the Widowe vseth to doe , ouer the husband , of her youth . Howle thou miserable creature , and cry out , because thy spouse , who is Christ our Lord , hath dismissed thee . O thou wrathe of the Omnipotent , doe no thou rush downe vpon me , for I am notable to receaue thee . It is not in all the power I haue to be able to endure thee . Haue mercy on me , least I despaire , and grant that I may repose in hope ; and if I haue committed that for which thou maiste condemne me : yet thou haste not lost , that for which thou art wont to saue sinfull men . Thou , O Lord , desirest not the death of a sinner ; nor dost thou reioyce in the perdition of dyinge soules ; nay thou dyedst thy selfe to the end that dead men might liue , and thy death hath killed the death of sinners . And if they liued by thy death , I beseech thee , O Lord , that I , by the meanes of thy life , may not dy . Send forth thy hand from on highe , and take me out of the hand of mine enemyes , that they may not reioyce ouer me , and say : We haue deuoured him . Who can distrust of thy mercy , O deer Iesus , since thou didest redeeme vs , and reconcile vs to God , by thy Blood , when we were thine enemies ? Behold how , being protected vnder the shadowe of thy mercy , I come runninge to thy Throne of glory , askinge pardon of thee , and crying out , and knocKinge , till thou take pitty of me . For if thou haste called vs to take the benefit of thy pardon when we sought it not , how much more shall we obteyne it , when we seeke it ? Doe not , O most swete Iesus , remember thy Iustice against this sinner , but be mindfull of thy benignity towards thy creature . Be not mindfull of thy wrathe , against him who is guilty ; but be mindfull of thy mercy , towards him who is in misery . Forget the proude wretch , who prouoketh thee , and take pitty of that miserable man , who inuoketh thee , For what is Iesus , but a Sauiour ; and therefore , O Iesus , I beseeche thee by thy selfe , rise vp to help me , and say vnto my soule , I am thy saluation . I presume much O Lord , vpon thy goodnes , because thy selfe teacheth me to aske , to seeke , and to knocke ; and therefor being admonished by that voyce of thyne I doe aske , seeke and knocke . And thou , O Lord , who biddest me aske , make , me receaue ; thou whoe aduisest me to seeke , grant that I may finde ; thou who teachest me to knocke , open to me , who am knockinge . And eonfirme me who am weake ; reduce me who am lost , raise me to life , who am dead , and vouchsafe , in thy good pleasure , so to gouerne my sences , my thoughts , words , and deeds , that from hence forth I may serue thee , and liue to thee , and deliuer my selfe wholy vp into thy hand . I know , O my Lord , that for thy onely haueinge made me , I owe thee all my selfe ; and in that thou wert made Man for me , and didest redeeme me ; I should owe so much more to thee , then my selfe ( if I had more ) as thou art greater then he , for whome thou gauest thy selfe But behold I haue no more , nor yet can I giue thee what I haue , without thee ; but doe thou take me , and drawe me to thy selfe , to thy imitation and loue , as already I am thyne by creation , and condition : thou who euer liuest and reignest . CHAP. XL. A profitable Prayer , O Lord God Omnipotent , who art Trine and One , who art allwayes in all things , who wert before all things , and who art euer to be in all things , God , to whome be praise for euer ; to thee doe I commend ( for this day , and for all my life herafter ) my soule , my body , my sight , my hearinge , my taste , my smell , and my touch ; All my thoughts , affections , speaches , and actions : all my exteriors , and interiors ; my sense , my vnderstanding , and my memory ; my faith , my hope , and my perseuerance , into the hands of thy power , by day and night , and in all houers and momenta . Hearken to me , O Holy Trinity , and conserue me , from all euill , from all scandall , and from all mortall sinne ; from all ambushes , and vexation of Deuills , and from all our enemyes , visible , and inuisible ; by the Prayers , of the Patriarches . by the Meritts of the Prophets , by the suffrages of the Apostles , by the constancy of the Martyrs , by the Chastity of the Virgins , and by the intercession of all the Saints , who haue been pleasing to thee , since the beginning of the World. Expell from me all boasting of minde : increase compounction of hart , diminish my pride , and perfect thou true humility in me . Stirr me vp to shed tears , mollify my hard , and stony hart , deliuer my soule , O Lord , from all the trecheryes of myne enimyes , and conserue me in thy will. Teach me , O Lord , to doe thy will , for thou art my God. Giue me O Lord , perfect seesing , and vnderstanding , that I may be able to comprehend thy profound benignity . Giue me grace to aske that , which it may delight thee to heare , and may be expedient for me to obteyne , Giue me tears which may rise from my whole hart , wherby the chaynes of my sinns may be dissolued , Hearken , O my Lord , and my God , hearken to what I aske , and vouchsafe to grant it . If thou despise me , I perish : if thou reguard me , I liue : if thou looke for innocency at my hands , I am dead already , and I stinke : if , thou looke vpon me with mercy , though I stinke , yet thou raisest me out of the graue . Put that farr from me , which thou hatest in me , and ingrafte in me the spiritt of chastity , & continency , that whatsoeuer I may chance to aske of thee , yet in the very askeing of it , I may not offend thee . Take from me that which hurts , and giue me that which helpes . Giue me O Lord , some Phisicke whereby my woundes may be cured . O Lord , giue me thy feare , compunction of hart , humility of minde , and a pure conscience . Grant O Lord , that I may euer maintayne fraternal charity , and that I may not forget mine owne sinne , nor busy my selfe with those of other men . Pardon my soule , my sinns my crymes ; visite me who am weake , cure me who am sicke , strengthen me who am languishing , and reuiue me who am dead , Giue me a hart , O Lord , which may feare thee , a will which may loue thee , a minde which may vnderstand thee , eares which may heare thee , and eyes which may see thee . Haue mercy on me , O God , haue mercy on me , and looke downe on me , from that holy seat of thy Maiesty ; and illuminate the darknes of my hart , with the beame of thy splendor . Giue me , O Lord discretion , that I may discerne betweene good and bade ; and grant that I may haue a vigilant minde . O Lord , I begg of thee the remission of all my sinns , from whome and by whome , propitiation may be granted me in the tyme of my necessity and of my greatest streights , O holy and immacutate Virgin Mary , the Mother of God , the Mother of our Lord Iesus Chirste , vouchsafe to interceede of me with him , whose Temple thou deseruedst to be made , Holy Michaell , holy Gabriel , holy Raphael : O you holy Quires of Angells , and Archangells , of Patriarches , and Prophetts , of Apostles , and Euangelists , Martys , and Confessors , Preists , and Leuitts , Monckes , and Virgins , and of all the Saints , I presume to begg of you , hy him , who chose you , and by the contemplation of whome you are in such ioy , that you will vouchsafe to make supplication to God himselfe for me ; that I may obteyne to be deliuered from the iawes of the Deuill , and from eternall death . Vouchsafe , O Lord , to grant me eternall life , according to thy Clemency , and most benigne mercy , O Lord Iesus Christe , grant concord to Preists , and to Kings , Bishopps , and Princes , who iudge iustly , giue tranquillity , and peace . O Lord , I beseech thee , for the whole holy Catholike Church , for men , and woemen , for Religious and secular people , for all the gouernors of Christians , and all such , as , beleeuing in thee , doe labour for the holy loue of thee , that they may obteyne perseuerance in theyr good workes . Grant , O Lord , O Eternall Kinge , chastity to Virgins , continency to such as are dedicated to thee , O Almighty God , sanctimony to maried foll●es , pardon to sinners , releife to orphans , and widowes , protection to the poore , safe arriual to such as are in iourney ; comfort to such as mourne , euerlasting rest to the faithfull soules departed ▪ a safe hauen to such as are at Sea , to thy best seruants , that they may continue in their vertue , to them who are but indifferently good , that they may growe better , to them who are wicked and sinfull , ( as to me poore wertch ) that they may quickly reforme themselues . O most sweete , and most mercyfull Lord Iesus Christe , the Sonne of the liueinge God , the Redeemer , of the world , I confesse my selfe to be a miserable sinner in all things , and aboue all men ; but thou also , O most mercifull and supreame Father , who takest pitty vpon all , doe not suffer me to become an alien from thy mercy . O God , thou King , of Kinges , who haste giuen me this truce of liueing till now ; grant me deuotion to reforme my selfe , stirr vp in me a minde which may earnestly desire and seeke thee , and loue thee aboue all things , & feare thee , and doe thy will , thou who art all euery where in Trinity , and Vnity , and that for euer . Especially therefore I beseech thee , O Lord , O Holy Father , who art glorious and blessed for euer , that all they who remember me in their Prayers , and who haue commended themselues to my vnworthy ones , and who haue performed any office of charity , or worke of mercy towards me , and they also who are ioyned to me by kindred ; and by the naturall affection of flesh and blood , and as well all they , who are now aliue , as those others who are departed , may be mercifully and graciously gouerned by thee , that they perish not . Vouchsafe to giue succour to all the Christians who liue , grant absolution with eternall rest , to the faithfull who are dead . And moreouer I doe in most particuler manner begg of thee , O Lord , thou who art Alpha and omega , that when the last day , and pointe of my life shall arriue , thy selfe will vouchsafe to be my mercifull Iudge against that maligne accuser , the Deuill , and be thou my continuall defend or against the sleights of that ancient enemy of mine , and make me continue in that holy heauen of thyne , in the society of al the Angells and Saints , thou who art blessed for euer and euer . Amen . CHAP. XLI . A Prayer in memorie of the Passion of Christe our Lord. O Lord Iesus Christe , my Redemption , my mercy , and my saluation ; I praise thee , I giue thee thanks , though they carry noe proportion to thy benefits . Though they be very voide of deuotion , though they be leane , in respect of the fatnes of that most sweete loue of thee which I desire ; yet such as they are , not such , I confesse , as I owe , but such as I am able to conceaue , my soule is now paying to thee . O thou hope of my hart , and thou vertue of my soule , and the life and end of all my intentions , lett thy most powerfull dignity supply that , which my most fainte weaknes doth endeauour . And if I haue not yet deserued so much of thee , as to loue thee so much as I ought , yet at least I haue an earnest desire to . performe the same O thou my light , thou seest my conscience , because , O Lord , all my desires are before thee . And if I endeauour to doe any thing which is good , it is thou who bestowest it vpon me . If that be good , O Lord , which thou inspirest , or rather because the inclination which I haue to loue thee is good : grant me that , which it is thy will that I should desire , and grant that I may obteyne to loue thee , as much as thou requirest . I giue thee praise , and thankes , for what I haue , lest otherwise thy gnift might proue vnfruitfull to me , which thou hast bestowed , of thyne owne free will. Perfect that which to hast begunn , and giue me that , through thy mercy , which thou madest me desire , without any merit of mine . Conuert , O most benigne Lord , my dull heauinesse , into a most feruent loue of thee . To this , O my most mercifull Lord , my prayer , my memory , my meditation of thy benefitts , doe all tend , that thou maiste kindle thy loue in me . Thy goodes , O Lord , created me , thy mercy , when I was created , did cleanse me from original sinn , thy patience , after that I was washed in Baptisme , hath tolerated , nourished and expected me , when I was all wrapped vp , in the filth of other sinns . Thou , O my good Lord , didst expect my amendement , and my soule expecteth the inspiration of thy holy grace , that I may come to pennance , and goode life . O my God , my Creator , my expecter , and my feeder I thirst after thee , I sigh towards thee , and vehemently desir to attaine to thee . And as the poore childe , beinge depriued of the presence of his most benigne father , doth incessantly weepe and cry out and imbrace , by his memory , that fathers face , with his whole hart , so I ( not so mueh as I should ) but so much as I can , am mindefull of thy Passion , mindfull of thy stroakes , mindfull of thy stirpes , mindfull of thy wounds , mindfull how thou wert murthred for me , how thou wert embalmed , how thou wert buried ; and mindfull also of thy glorious Resurrection , and admirable Ascension . These things doe I hold fast , with vndoubted faith , I lament the miseries of my banishment , I hope for the onely consolation of thy coming , and I desire the glorious contemplation of thy face . Woe be vnto me , in that I was not able to behold that Lord of Angells , being humbled to the conuersation of men ; to the end that he might exalt men , to the conuersation of Angells , when God , being offended , dyed , that man who offended him , might liue . Vvoe be vnto me , that I obteyned not to be amazed , in being present at that spectacle of admirable and inestimable piety . Vvhy , why , at least , O my soule doth not the sword of most sharp sorrow pearce thy hart , since thou wert not able to haue endured , that launce which wounded the side of thy Sauiour ; since thou couldest not behold those hands and feete of thy Creator , to be so violated with nayles , and the bloode of thy Reddeemer , so hydeously to be shedd ? Vvhy , at least , art not thou inebriated with the bitternes of tears , since he drunck the bitternes of gall ? Why art thou not in compassion of that most holy Virgin , his most worthy Mother , my most worthy Lady ? O my most mercifull Lady , what fountaynes shall I say they were , which brake out of thy most chaste eyes , when thou didest obserue , how thy onely innocent Sonne , was bound , and scourged , and slaine in thy presence ? Vvhat tears shall I beleeue did bedewe ? and bathe thy most sweet holy Face , when thou didest behold that Sonne of thyne , who was also thy God , & thy Lord , extended vpon the Crosse , without any falt of his ? and that flesh , which was of thyne owne flesh , to be so wickedly torne , by wretched people : wiih what kinde of sobbing sighes , shall I conceaue thy most pure hart to haue beene torne , when thou heardest those words , Woeman , beholde thy Sonne , and the Disciple , Vvoeman beholde thy Mother ; when thou tookest the Disciple for the Master , and the seruant for the Lord. O that I had beene the man , who tooke downe my Lord from the Crosse , with that happy Ioseph ? That I had embalmed him with odours ? That I had Lodged him in the sepulchre ? or at least , that I had followed him , and had obteyned so much , that , to so great a funerall as that , some little parte of my obsequiousnesse , had not beene wantinge . O that with those happy woeman , I had beene frighted , by that bright vision of those Angells ; and had heard that message of the Resurrection of our Lord : That message of my comfort : That message so much expected , and desired . O that I had heard these words from the mouth of the Angell , Doe not feare , you seeke Iesus crucifyed , but he is risen , he is not here . O thou most meeke , most benigne , most sweete , and most excellent Lord ! when wilt thou giue me a sight of thee ? for yet I neuer sawe thât incorruption of thy blessed body ; I neuer kissed those places of thy wounds . & that pearcinge of the nayles ; I neuer bathed those ouuertures of thy true , thy admirable , thy inestimable , and incomparable Flesh and Blood , with the tears of ioy . When wilt thou comfort me , and when wilt thou giue me cause to conteyne this sorrow of mine ? For indeed this sorrow will not end in me , as long as I shall be in pilgrimage , frō my Lord. Vvoe be to me , O Lord , woe be to my soule ; for thou who art the comforter therof , didest goe thy wayes out of this world , without so much as biddeing me farewell . When thou didest putt thy selfe vpon those new wayes of thyne , thou gauest thy blessing to thy seruants ; but I was not there Thou wert carried vp to heauen in a cloude , but I saw it not . The Angells promised , that thou wouldest returne ; but I heard them not . Vvhat shall I say , what shall I doe , whither shall I goe , where shall I seeke him , & when shall I finde him ? Vvhome shall I aske ? Vvho will declare to my beloued that I languish for loue ? The ioy of my hart is gone . My mirth is changed into sorrow . My very flesh and my hart haue fainted , O thou God of my hart , and my part : God , who art my portion for euer . My soule hath refused to be comforted , vnlesse it be by thee , my true sweetenes . For what haue I to care for in heauen but thee ; and what haue I desired on earth but thee ? It is thou , whō I desire , for whom I hope , and whom I seeke : To thee my hart doth say , I will seeke thy countenance , and I will seeke it yet agayne . O turne thou not thy face from me . O thou most benigne louer of mankinde , to thee the poore creature is lefte , thou art the helper of the Orphan . O thou my safe Aduocate , haue mercy on me , who am a forsaken Orphan . I am left as a pupill wihout a father ; my soule is as solitary as a Vvidowe . Behold the tears of my desolation , and widowehoode , which I offer thee , till such tyme as thou shalt returne . Come therefore , Lord , come now , appeare to me , and I shal be comforted . Afford me thy presence , and I shall haue obteyned my desire . Reueale thy glory , and I shall be in perfect ioy . My soule hath thirsted towards thee , O how abundantly doth my very flesh thirst after thee . My soule hath thirsted towards God , who is the liueinge fountayne . When shall I come and appeare before the Face of our Lord ? When wilt thou come , O my comforter , whome I will expect ? O that I might be sure to see that ioy , which I desire O that I might be satiated , when thy glory shall appeare , of which I haue so great hunger . O that I might be inebriated , by that springinge plenty of thy house , towards which I sighe : O that thou wouldest giue me to drinke deepely of the torrent of thy pleasure , which I thirst after . O Lord , let my tears in the meane whyle , be my bread , day and night , till such tyme as it may be said to me , Behold thy God ; till my soule may hear this word , Beholde thy Spouse . Feed me in the meane tyme with my sighes , refresh me with my sorrowes . Perhapps my Redeemer will come , because he is good ; and he will not stay long behinde , who was here from the beginninge . To him be glory , for euer , and for euer . Amen . DEO GRATIAS . The end of the Meditations of Saint Augustine . THE SOLILOQVIA OF THE GLORIOVS Doctour S. Augustine . THE FIRST CHAPTER . Of the vnspeakable sweetnes of God. LET me knowe thee , O Lord , thou who knowest me . Let me knowe the , O thou strength of my soute . Shew thy selfe to me , O thou who art my comforter : let me see thee , O thou , who art the light of myne eyes . Come , O thou ioy of my spirit , let me behold thee , O thou solace of my harte . Make me loue thee , O thou life of my soule . Appeare to me , O thou who art my great delight , my sweete consolation , my Lord , my God , my life , and the totall glory of my soule . Let me finde thee , O thou desire of my harte : Let me possesse thee , O thou loue of my soule . Let me embrace thee , O thou celestiall Spouse ! O thou my soueraigne , and both my externall , and internall ioy . Let me possesse thee , O thou eternall beatitude . Let me possesse thee in the very center of my hart , O thou blessed life , and thou soueraigne sweetnes of my soule . I wil loue thee , O Lord , my strength , O Lord , my foundation , and my refuge , and my deliuerer , Let me loue thee , O my God , and my helper ; thou who art a tower of strength to me , and my deare hope in all my aduersity . Let me embrace thee , who art that Good , without which nothing is good , and let me enioy me thee , who are that best , without which nothing is best . Open the deepe hollowes of myne eares , by thy word , which is more penetratiue then any two edged sword , that soe I may growe to heare thy voyce . Thunder , O Lord , from aboue , with that voyce of thyne , which is soe loud and strong Let the Sea , and the fulnesse therof tunder out : let & the Earth , and all which is therein , be moued . Illustrate myne eyes , O thou incomprehensible light : Darte forth that bright lightening , and dissipate thē , that they may not behold vanity . Drawe downe the riuers at full speede , put them into commotion , that the fountaynes of water may appeare , and the foundations of the Earth may be disclosed . O thou inuisible light , grant to vs such a power of seeing , as that wee may be able to behold thee . Grante , O thou odour of life , such a new power of smelling in vs , as that wee may runn after thee , vpon the odour of thy ointments . Cure this taste of ours , that it may relish , and discerne , and knowe , how great that multitude of thy sweetenes layd vp , for such as feare thee : that is , of such as are full filled with thy loue . Graunt me a hart which may thinke of thee , a will , which may loue thee , a minde , which may remember thee ; an vnderstanding , which may conceiue thee ; and a reason , which may adheare close to thee , who art the supreame delight , and art to be soe for euer . Let that loue which is wise , be euer loueinge thee . O thou Life , to which all things liue ; Life which giuest me life : Life which is my very life it selfe , whereby I liue , and without which I dye : Life , whereby I am reuiued , and without which I perish : Life whereby I reioyce ; and with out which I am in misery : Life , which art a vitall life , a Life which is sweete and amiable , and to be remembered for euer , where art thou ? I beseech thee , that I may finde thee , that I may faynt in my selfe , and be refreshed in thee ? Be thou neer to me in my soule , neer in my hart : neer , in my mouth : neer in myne eares : neer , to giue me helpe , because I languish with loue ; because I dye without thee , and I am reuiued by remembring thee . Thy odour doth refresh me : the memory of thee doth cure me , but I shall then onely be satisfyed when thy glory shall appeare , O thou life of my soule . My soule earnestly desires , and doth euen languish through the memory of thee . When shall I come , and appeare before thee , O thou my ioy ? Why doest thou turne thy face from me , O thou my ioy , wherein I reioyce ? where art thou hidden o beautie , which I desire ? I smell the sweete odour of thee : I liue , and I ioy therein . Thy selfe I doe not see , but I heare thy voyce , and it reuiues me . But why doest thou hide thy Face from me ? Doest thou say perhaps , that noe man shall see my Face , and liue ? well then , O Lord , let me dye , that I may see thee , and let me see thee , that I may dye here below . I will not liue , but I will dy . I desire to be dissolued , and to be with Christ . I desire to dye that I may see Christ , I refuse to liue , that I may liue with Christ . O Lord Iesus , receiue my spirit ! O thou my life , receiue my soule . O thou my ioy , drawe my hart vp to thee ; O thou my sweete food , let me feede on thee . O thou my Heade , direct me : Light of mine eyes , illuminate me : O thou my true sweetenes , temper me ; thou pretious odour quicken me ; thou Word of God , recreate me . O thou my praise , delight thou the soule of thy seruant ; enter into it , O thou ioy of myne , that it may reioyce in thee . Enter into it , O thou soueraigne sweetenes , that it may relish those things which indeed are sweete . O thou eternall light , illustrate it , that it may vnderstand , & knowe , and loue thee . For therefore it is , o Lord , that he who loues thee not , doth not loue thee , because he knowes thee not : and therfore doth he not knowe thee , because he vnderstands thee not , and therefore he vnderstands thee not , because he comprehends not thy light : For the light shined in darkenes , and darkenes comprehended it not . O thou light of our mindes , O bright Truth , which illuminatest all men comeing into this world : comeing into it indeede , but not loueinge it . For he who loueth the world is made the enemy of God. ) Driue of all darkenes , from the face of the Abysse of my minde ; that it may see thee , by knoweing thee ; that it may knowe thee , by comprehending thee ; and that by soe knowing thee , it may loue thee . For whosoeuer knoweth thee , forgetts himself , that he may loue thee . He loues thee more then himselfe ; he forsakes himself , that he may fly to thee , and that he may reioyce in thee . From hence therefore it growes , O Lord , that I loue thee not soe much as I ought , because I doe not fully knowe thee . But because I knowe thee little , I loue thee little ; and because I loue thee little , I reioyce little in thee ; but departing from thee , ( who art the true interiour ioy ) towards exteriour things , whilest I want thee alone . I affect to finde impure , and false freindships , amongst thy creatures . And so ( wretch that I am ) I haue bestowed this hart of myne , vpon vayne things , which I ought to haue imployed vpon thee with an entire appetite , and affection ; and so , by loueing vanity , my selfe am growen to be wholy vayne . And hence also it is , O Lord , that I reioyce not in thee , and that I adheare not to thee . For I , am in exteriour things , thou in interiour : I am in temporall things , thou in spirituall : my minde is scattered & spilt , my thought is entertayned , my speach is imployed vpon transitory obiects : but thou , O Lord , doest dwell in the eternities , and art eternity it selfe . Thou art in heauen , I on earth : thou louest high , and I lowe things ; thou celestiall , I terrestriall : & when shall these contrarietyes , be euer able to meete ? CHAP. II. Of the misery and frayletie of Man. WRetch that I am , when shall this crookednes of mine be straightened , according to that rectitude of thyne . Thou , O Lord , louest to be alone , and I to be in multituds : Thou louest to be in silence , and I in noyse : Thou louest truth , and I loue vanity : Thou louest purity , and I vncleanenes . What should I say more , O Lord : thou art truely good , and I naughty : thou art holy , and I am wicked ; thou art happy , and I vniust : thou art light it selfe , and I am truely blinde : thou art life it selfe , and I am dead : thou art Phisicke , and I am sicke : thou art ioy , and I am sorrow , thou art soueraigne Truth , and I am an vniuersality of vanitie , as indeede all men liueinge are Woe be therefore to me , O thou Creatour of myne , what shall I say ? Yet hearken thou , O my Creatour , for I am thy creature , and I am euen now vpon perishing ; I am thy creature , and am euen very now , vpon dying . I am the worke of thy hands , and I am , euen now , reduced to nothing . I am the thing which thou haste made . Thy hands ▪ O Lord , haue made me , and fashioned me ; those hands I say , which were fastened to the Crosse , with nayles , for me . Doe not , O Lord , despise the worke of those hands of thine I beseech thee , behold the wounds which are in thine owne hands . Behold , O Lord , how thou haste writtē me , in thyne owne hāds . Reade that wrightinge of thine , and saue me . Behold I thy creature doe sigh towards thee , thou art my Creatour , and doe thou refresh me . Behold I , who am the worke of thy hands , cry out to thee ; thou art life it self , doe thou quicken me . Behold I , whom thou haste framed , am lookeing towards thee ; thou art my maker , and therefore doe thou restore me . Pardon me , O Lord , for my dayes are nothing . And yet , what is any man , that he should presume to speake to his Creator , who is God ? Pardon me whilest I am speakeing to thee ; forgiue thy slaue , who presumes to open his mouth , to soe great a Lord. But necessity hath noe lawe . Greife forces me to speake ; the calamity which I endure , constraynes me to cry out . I am sicke , and I cry out to my Physician . I am blinde and I make haste towards the light . I am dead , and I aspire towards life . Thou , O Iesus of Nazareth , art the Physician , thou art the Light , & thou art life Haue mercy on me , O thou Sonne of Dauid : Take pitty on me , O thou fountaine of mercy . Giue eare ro thy poore creature which cryes out after thee . O thou light , which art passing by , expect this blinde man , reach forth thy hand to him , that he may come to thee , ard may see light in thy light . O thou liueing life reuiue thou this dead man. But yet , who am I , that am speakinge to thee ? Woe be to me , O Lord , haue mercy on me , O Lord : on me , who am a rotten carkas , the food of wormes , a stinkeing pott , and that matter , whereon fyre must feede : VVoe be to me , O Lord , wretched man that I am : Man , who being borne of a woeman , is to liue but a little time , and is to be filled with many miseries : Man , I say , who is growen like to vanity it selfe , and being cōpared to the foolish beasts , is now also become like to them . But yet still what am I ? a darke abysse , a wretched peece of earth , a childe of wrath , a vessell euen made fitt for reproach ; begotten with impurity , liueing in mysery , and dying in agony . Alas poore wretch , what am I ? and yet againe , alas , what am I to be ? A vessell full of dunge , a hollow shell full of putrefaction , full of stinkeing filth , which euen breedeth horrour . Blynde , poore , naked , subiect to a world of myseries , and , wholly ignorant , eyther how I came into the world , or how I shall gett out . Miserable , and mortall , whose dayes passe away like a shadow , whose life doth vanish , like awayning Moone , like a flower which groweth vpon a stalke , and presently decayes . Now it florisheth , and in the turneing of a hande , it withereth . This life , I say , this frayle life of myne , this transitory life , this life , which how muche the more it encreaseth , soe much the more it decayes : how much the more it proceedes , so much the nearer it drawes to death . A deceiptfull life , and like to a shadow , and all besett , with the very snares of death . Now I reioyce , and euen now againe I am sadd ; now I am strong , and now againe I am weake ; now I liue , and now I am about to dye ; now I laugh , and now againe I weepe , now I seeme happy , whilest yet I am all wayes miserable . And soe subiect are all things to change , vpon all warninges , as that there is scarce any one of them , which continueth permanent for the space of an houre . Here feare and apprehension , and hunger , and thirst , and heate , and cold , and sickenes of body , and sorrow of mynd is in all aboundance . And all these are followed by vntimely death , which snatcheth men out of the world by a thousand wayes . It kills one man with a feauer , another man is oppressed with greife of mynd ; hunger consumeth one , thirst makes an end of another ; one man is drowned by water , another man is strangled by a halter ; another is destroyed by fyre , another is deuowred by wilde beasts . One is killed by the sword , another is corrupted by poyson ; and another ends his miserable life , by the surprise of some strange and sodayne feare , And now besides , and beyond all these things , a huge misery it is , that as nothing is more certayn then death , soe of nothing is a man more vncertayn , then of the tyme when he shal dy . When he thinkes he standeth fastest , he is tripped vp , and his hope perisheth . Noe man can tel , eyther when or where , or how he shall dye ; and yet he is sure enough , that dye he must . Behold , O Lord , how great this misery of man is , wherein I am placed , & yet I am voyd of feare . How great the calamite is which I endure , and yet I am farre from greife , nor doe I cry out to thee . But I will cry out O Lord , before I passe away , to the end that I may not passe away , but remayne in thee . I will therfore declare , I will declare my misery . & I will not be ashamed to confesse my basenes before thee . Helpe me , O thou my strength , whereby I am raised ; succour me , O thou Power whereby I am susteyned . Approach to me , O thou light , whereby I see ; Appeare to me , O glory , wherein I ioy ; disclose thy selfe to me , O thou life , whereby I liue , O thou my Lord and my God. CHAP. III. Of the admirable light of God O Thou light , which Tobias sawe , when he taught his sonne the way , of life , though himselfe were blinde . Thou light which Isaack sawe interiourly , when he foretold future things to his sōne , though his eyes of flesh and blood , were full of darkenes . Thou inuisible light I say to which all the abysses of humane harts are visible . Thou light which Iacob sawe , when thou teaching him interiourly , he did exteriourly prophecie to his children . Behold , whilest thou art light , deepe darkenes is spredd ouer the face of the abysse of my minde . Behold , whilest thou art truth , a thicke mist , is spredd ouer the wateres of my hart . O thou word , whereby all things are made , and without which nothing is made : Thou Vvord , which art before all things , and nothing was before it : Thou VVord , which guidest all things , and without which all things are nothing ; thou Vvord which saydest in the beginning , Let light be made , and light was made ; say that also to me ; let light be made , and let it then indeede be made . And make me also knowe whatsoeuer is not light , because , without thy helpe , I shall mistake light for darkenes , and darkents for light , And so without thy light , there is noe truth ; but errour and vanity are at hand ; There is no order , but eonfusion ; noe knowledge , but ignorance ; noe sight but blindenes ; noe open way , but wandering mazes ; noe life , but death . CHAP. IV. Of the mortality of Mans nature . BEhold , O Lord , because there is noe light , there is death ; or rather , I cannot say , that death is there ; because death indeede is nothing ? and by that we tend to be nothing ; whilest we are not affrayd to make our selues nothing , by committing sinne . And this , O Lord happeneth iustly to vs. For we receiue penishement , fitt for our demerits , whilest we slide away , like a little falling water . For nothing is made without thee . And by doeing , and makeing that which is nothing , we growe to be nothing , because we are nothing without thee , by whome all things are made , & without whome nothing is made . O Lord , ( thou who art the Word ; O God , who art the Vvord , by whome all things , and without whome nothing is made ) Vvoe be to me miseaable creature , who haue beene soe often blynded , for thou art light , and I haue beene voyd of thee . Vvoe be to me miserable creature , who haue beene soe often wounded ; for thou art health it selfe ; and I am voyd of thee . Vvoe be to me miserable creature , who haue soe often beene infatuated by errour ; for thou art Truth , and I am voyd of thee . Vvoe be to me miserable creature , who haue soe often gone astray ; for thou art the way , & I haue wandred from thee . Vvoe be to me miserable creature , who haue beene so often dead , for thou art life , and I am without thee , Vvoe be to me miserable creature , who haue beene annihilated soe often ; for thou art that Vvord , by which all things were made , and I am without thee , without whome nothing is made . O Lord who art the word . O God the Vvord , who art that light , whereby light is made ; who art the way , the truth , and the life , in whome , there is noe darkenes , nor vanity , nor death . Light , without which all is darkenes ; Vvay without which all is errour ; Truth , without which , all is vanity ; and life , without which , all is death . O Lord , doe but say this word , Fiat lux : let light be made , that soe I may see light , and auoyd darkenes ; that I may see the way , and auoyd straying ; that I may see truth , and auoyd vanity : that I may see life , and auoyd death . O Lord , my light , doe thou illuminate me : O thou , my illumination , and my saluation , whome I will praise : my God , whome I will honour ; my Father whome I will loue ; and my spouse , for whome I will preserue my selfe . Shine forth , I say , shine forth , thou light , vpon this blinde creature of thine , who is sitting in darkenes , and the shadow of death ; and direct his feete into the way of peace ; Vvhereby I may enter into the place of thy admirable Tabernacle , as farre as the house of God himselfe , and the voyce of exultation , and confession . For a true Confession , is the way whereby one may enter into thee , who art the way ; whereby we may departe from all wandring , and may returne againe , to the same way ; because thou art that true way of life . CHAP. V. VVhat it is , to be made nothing . I will therfor confesse my misery to thee ; I will confesse to thee , O thou my Father , and my Lord , that maker of Heauen and Earth , that soe I may be admitted , to approche thy mercy . For I am made wholly miserable , and am reduced to nothing , and I knew it not . For thou art truth and I was not with thee . My iniquityes haue wounded me , and I was not troubled thereat . For thou art life , and I was not with thee . They brought me to nothing , because I was not with thee , who art the Word , whereby all things were made , and without it nothing , and therefore did I become nothing without thee . For that is nothing which leades to nothing . All things are made by him ; whatsoeuer are made ; and what kinde of things where they ? God sawe all those things which he made , and they were very good . All things which are made , were made by the Word , and whatsoeuer things were made by that Word , are very good . Why are they good , in regard that all things are made by the Vvord , & without it nothing is made ? Because nothing is good withaut a participation of that souueraigne Good But sinne is there , where that Good is not : and for that cause , it is euen nothing . For euill is nothing , but a priuation of good ; as blindenes is noe other thing but a priuation of light . Sinne therefore is nothing because it is made without the Vvord , without which nothing is made ; and that is sinne or euill which is depriued of that good , whereby all things are made , which haue any beeing . But now those things which are not , are not made by him ; and consequently they are nothing . Therefore those things are euill , which are not made , because all things which are made , are made by the Vvord , and all things which are made by the Vvord are good . Since therefore all things are made by the Vvord , sinne is not made by it ; and therefore it remaynes that all things , which are not made , be not good , for as much as all things which are made , be good , and therefore those things are euill , which are not made : and therefore they are nothing , because nothing is made , without the Vvord . Sinne therefore is nothing , because it is not made . But then how is it euill , if it be nothing ? Because euill is a priuation of that good , whereby that which is made is good . To be therefore whithout the Vvord , is to be euill , which yet is not properly to be ; because nothing is without it . But what is it to be separated from the word ? If thou desire to knowe this , learne first what this Vvord is . The Vvord of God sayth , I am the Vvay , the Truth , and the Life . To be separated therefore from the Vvord , is to be out of the Vvay , and without Truth , and life ; and therefore without it , is nothing , and so it is euill , in being separated from the Vvord , whereby all things were made very good . To be separated then from the Vvord , whereby all things were made , is noe other thing , then to faile , and to passe from being a fact , to be a defect ; because nothing truely is without it . As often therefore as thou departest from good , thou doest separate thy selfe from the Vvord , because the Vvord is good ; and soe thou growest to be nothing , because thou art without the Vvord , without which nothing is made . Now therefore O Lord , thou O light , hast illuminated me , that I might see thee : I sawe thee , and I knowe my selfe ; for soe often haue I growen to he nothing , as I haue separated my selfe from thee ; and because I forgett that good which thou art , therefore did I growe to be wicked . Woe be to me , wretched man , how came it to passe , that I knewe not that by forsakeing thee , I grewe to be nothing ? but why doe I aske , how I could be ignorant thereof , if I were nothing ? we knowe what it is to be nothing , that it is not , which is nothing ; and that the thing which is not good , is not , because it is nothing . If therefore I were not , when I was without thee , I was as nothing ; and as an idoll , which is nothing . Vvhich hath eares indeede , but it heareth not ; nostrells , but it smelleth not ; eyes , but it seeth not ; a mouth , but it speaketh not ; hands , but it feeleth not ; feete , but it walketh not ; and it hath all the lineaments or parts of a body , but yet without that sense , which , belongeth to them . CHAP. VI. Of the fall of a soule , by sinne . WHen therfore I was without thee , I was not any thing , but I was nothing ; & therfore I was blinde , deafe , & insensible , because I discerned not that which was ill , nor felt the afflictiō of my wounds , nor could I discerne myne owne darkenes , because I was without thee , who art the true light , which illuminateth all men comeing into the world . Vvoe be to me , they haue any other parte thereof ; but onely soe farre forth , as they are conserued by the Word , whereby all things are made . Let me therefore adheare to thee , O Word , that thou mayest conserue me . For as soone as I departed from thee , I had vtterly perished in my self , but that thou , who haddest made me once , didest vouchsafe to make me yet againe . I sinned , and thou didest visit me . I fell , & thou didest rayse me . I was ignorant , & thou diddest teach me . I was blinde , and thou diddest illuminate me . CHAP. VII . Of the manifold benefitts of Almighty God. DEclare to me , O my God , how much , I , miserable creature , am bound to loue thee . Declare to mee , how much I am obliged to praise thee ; & make me see , how much I must procure to please thee . Thunder downe O Lord , from aboue , with a shrill , & steady voyce , into the interiour eare of my harte . Teach me , & saue me , and I will prayse thee , who didest create me , when I was nothing , who didest illuminate me , when I was in darkenes ; who didest reuiue me , when I was dead ; and who hast fedd me , from my very youth , with all thy good blessings . Yea and doest now nourish this vnprofitable worme who is stinkeing , and rotteing in his sinn●s , with all thy most excellent guifts . Open to me O thou key of Dauid thou who openest , and noe man shutteth , to whome thou openest : and who shuttest , and noe man openeth to him , to whome thou shuttest . Open , I say , the gate of thy light towards me , that I may enter in , and see , & knowe and confesse to thee , with my whole hart , because thy mercy towards me is greate , and thou hast drawen my soule , out of that lower hell . O Lord , my God , how admirable and prayseworthy is thy Name , throughout the word ? And what is man that thou shouldest be mindefull of him , or the sonne of man , that thou shouldest visit him ? O Lord thou hope of thy Saints , and thou tower of theyr strength : O God , thou life of my soule , whereby I liue , and without which I dye . Thou light of myne eyes , by which I see , and without which I am blinde ; thou ioy of my hart , and thou delight of my spirit ; I beseeche thee that I may loue thee , with my whole hart , and with my whole mynde , & euen with all the very bowells of my affection , since thy selfe didst first loue me . And how came I to obteyne this fauour at thy hands , O thou Creatour of the Heauens , and of the Earth , and of that deepe abysse : Thou who haste noe neede of any thing , which is myne ? VVhence came I to be soe happy , as that thou shouldest carry loue to me ? O thou VVisdome , which openest the mouthes of dumbe men : O thou VVord whereby all things were made ; open thou my mouth , endewe me with the voyce of prayse , that I may recount all those benefits , which thou O Lord , hast bestowed on me , from the beginning . For behold , I am , because thou hast created me , and that thou wouldest create me , and number me out , in the multitudes of thy other creatures , thou diddest preordeyne from all eternity , before thou madest any thing ; in that beginning of the world , before thou didest extend , and spread the heauens abroade , nether yet , was there any abysse of the sea , nor hadest thou made the Earth , nor layd a foundation for the mountaynes nether yet had the fountaynes broken forth . Before all these things , I say , which thou madest by thy Word , thou didest foresee by the most certayn prouidence of thy truth that I was to be thy creature , & thou wert resolued , that I should be soe . And whence grew this benefit to me , O thou most benigne Lord , most high God , most mercifull Father , most puissant , & withall for euer meeke Creatour ? VVhat merits were there of myne ? What meanes was there to make me soe acceptable , that it should be pleasing in the sight of thy mighty Maiesty , to create me ? I had noe beeing , and thou madest me of nothing . But what kinde of thing didest thou make me ? Not some dropp of water : not some sparke of fyre ? not some birde , some fish , some serpent , or any other vnreasonable creature , not some stone , or peece of wood : Nor any thing of that kinde , which onely hath a beeing , or of that other kinde , which hath not onely a beeing , but growth , and sense ; but beyond them all , thou wert pleased , that I should be of them , who haue a beeing because I am ; and of them who haue a beeing , and encreasing , because I am and growe ; and of them which are , which growe , and which feele , because I am , I growe , and I feele . And thou hast created me , little inferiour to the Angells ; because I haue receiued a power of knoweinge thee , which is common betweene them , ād me . But yet I sayd well , in saying , that it was a little inferiour . For they haue that happy knowledg of thee , by expresse vision ; whereas I haue it but by hope ; they haue it face to face , and I , but by a glasse as in a cloud : they haue it perfectly , and I , but partly . CHAP. VIII . Of the future Dignity of Man. BVt when that shall come which is perfect , that will be euacuated which is imperfect : when also we shall see thee clearely , face to face , what shall now hinder vs , to be but little inferiour to the Angells , Whom thou , O Lord , doest vouchsafe to crowne with the crowne of hope , which is adorned with honour and glory ; whome thou doest excessiuely honour , as thy friends ; and as persons who are euery way equalls , and Peeres of the Angell . Yea and thy truth saith this . For they are equall to the Angells and they are the sonnes of God. And what are they but sonnes of God , if they be equall to Angells . They shall indeede be sonnes of God , because the sonne of man , is made the sonne of God. When therefore I consider this , I am bould to say , that man is not somewhat lesse then the Angells : nay , he is not onely equall to the Angells , but superiour to them , because man is God , and God is a man , & not an Angell . And therefore I will say , that man is the most worthy crsature , because the Word which was in the beginning God , with God ; the Word , whereby God sayd , let light be made , and light was made ( that is the Angelicall nature ) the Word , Whereby God created all things , in the beginning : the same Word was made flesh , and dwelt amongst vs , and we haue seene his glory . Behoulde the glory , wherein I glory , when I glory as I ought . Behoulde the ioy , wherewith I ioy , when I ioy as I ought . O Lord my God , my life , and the entire glory of my soule ; I confesse to thee O Lord , my God , that when thou didest create me capable of reason , thou didest , in some respect , make me equall to the Angells , because I may be perfected by thy word , soe farre , as that I may arriue to an equality with the Angells : and that I may haue the adoption of thy sonnes , by thy onely begotten Word ▪ O Lord , by that beloued Sonne of thyne in whom thou art well pleased ; by that onely heyre , who is coeternall and consubstantiall with thee , which is Iesus Christ , our onely Lord , and Redeemer , our Illuminator , & Comforter , our Aduocat with thee , and the light of our eyes ; who is our life , our Sauiour , & our onely hope , who loued vs more then himselfe ; by whome we haue confidence , layd vp for vs with thee , & a firme hope , and accesse in comeing to thee , because he gaue power to such as would beleiue in his Name , that they might become the sonnes of God. Let me giue praise to thy Name , O Lord , who by creating me , according to thine image , and likenes , haste ordayned me to be capable of soe great glory , as that I may be made thy sonne . Trees are not capable of this ; stones are not capable ; nor in fine , any of those things , which are moued , or growe in the ayre , or in the Sea , or on the earth , because he did not giue them power , by the Word , to become his sonnes ; because they are not capable of reason . For this power doth consist in reason , whereby we knowe God. But he gaue this power to men , whome he created capable of reason , according to his owne image , and likenes . And I also , O Lord , am , by thy grace , a man , and by grace , I may become thy Sonne , which they cannot be . From whence came this fauour to me , O Lord , thou soueraigne truth , and thou true souueraignity , & thou who art the beginning of all thy creatures ? whence came this blessing to me , that I had a capacitie to become the sonne of God , which they had not ? Thou art he , who remainest for euer , who didest create all things at once . At once thou didest create men , and beasts , and stones , and the plants of the earth . Noe merits , of any of them , did preceede , noe former priuiledge was due to them . For thou didst create them all , out of thine owne meere goodnes ; and all the creatures were equall in merits , because none of them had any merits at all . And how then grew thy goodnes , to bee greater towards this thy creature , whome thou haste made rationall , then towards all the rest , which are not endewed with reason ? Why am not I as all they are ; and why are not all they as I am ? or why at least am not I alone like them ? What merits were there of myne ? What fauour was dew to me , that thou shouldest create me capable of being thy sonne , which yet thou wouldst deny to all them ? Farr be it from me , O Lord , to thinke that this proceeded from any merits of mine . It was thy onely grace , thy onely goodnes which made me partaker of the sweetnes therof . Now graunt me therefore , O Lord , of that grace , whereby thou didest create me of nothing ; grant me , I beseeh thee of that grace , to the end that I may be gratefull to thee , for the same . CHAP. IX . Of the Omnipotency of God. THy Omnipotent hand , which is euer one , and the same , did create the Angells in Heauen , and the base wormes on Earth ; and yet thou wert not greater in the creation of the former , and lesse in the creation of the later . For as noe other hand but thine was able to create an Angell ; soe nether could any hand but thyne , create the poorest worme . As noe hand but thyne , had bene able to create the Heauens ; soe could none els , create the lightest leafe of any tree . As noe hand but thyne , could create any body of ours ; soe none but thyne , could make any one haire of our heads , ether black or white , Thy onely Omnipotent hand , doth all these things ; to which all things , are possible , a like . For it is not more possible for it , to create a miserable worme then an Angell ; nor more impossible to extend , & spread abroad the whole heauen , then one single leafe ; nor is it easier to frame one haire of our heads , then to make our whole body ; nor is it harder for it , to plant and build the earth vpon the waters , then the waters vpon the earth . But whatsoeuer he had a mynde to doe , he hath done as he was pleased to doe both in heauen and on earth , and in all the deepe Abysses , so hath he framed things , & me among them all ; as he would , & could , and knew them . Thy hand , O Lord , could haue made me a stone , a bird ; or a serpent , or any other brute creature ; and thou knowest how to doe it , but thou wouldest not , through thy great goodnes to mee . Vvhy therefore am I not some stone , or some tree , or some brute beast ; but because thy goodnes hath ordeyned otherwise concerning me ; and that thou shouldest so ordeyne ; was not caused by any precedent merits of myne . CHAP. X , Of the incomprehensible prayse of God. WHence came this mercy to me O Lord , and whence shall I be able to gett power , wherewith I may be able to prayse thee . For as thou madest me without me , according to thyne owne good pleasure , so art thou praysed in thy self , as thou art best pleased , without mee . Thy prayse O Lord , is thy very selfe . Lett all thy workes prayse thee , according to the multitude of thy greatenes : Thy prayse , O Lord , is incomprehensible . It is not comprehended by the hart , nor to be measured by the mouth , nor receiued by the eare ; For these things passe on away , but thy prayse , O Lord , remaynes for euer . The cogitation of man begins , and his cogitation ends ; the voyce sounds and the voyce is blowen ouer ; the eare heares , and it leaues of to heare ; but thy prayse endures for euer . Vvho is therefore he , that shall prayse thee ? Vvhat man shall be able to announce thy prayse ? Thy prayse is not transitory , it is eternall . He prayseth thee , who beleiues thee to be thyne owne prayse . He prayseth thee , who knoweth , that he cann neuer arriue to prayse thee , enough . Thy prayse is euerlasting , & doth neuer passe . In thee is our prayse , and in thee shall my soule , be praysed . It is not wee who prayse thee but it is thou who prayseth thy selfe ; and in thy selfe and by thy selfe , and wee also haue our prayse in thee . Then haue wee true prayse when wee haue prayse from thee : when light approueth light . For thou O true Prayse , doest imparte true prayse ; but as often as we seeke prayse , from any other but thee , soe often doe wee loose thy prayse , because that other is transitory , but thyne , eternall . If wee seeke that prayse which is transitory , wee shall loose the prayse which is eternall . If wee desire that which is eternall , let vs not loue that , which is transitory . O thou eternall Prayse , O thou my Lord , and my God , from whome all prayse proceedeth , and without whom , there is no prayse I am not able to prayse thee without thee : but let me possesse thee , and I shall prayse thee . For who , O Lord am I , that , of my selfe , I should be able to prayse thee ? dust , and ashes I am ; a dead and stinkeing dog I am . I am a very worme , and putrefactiō it selfe . Vvho am I , that I should prayse thee , O thou most Mighty Lord , and thou God of the spirits of all flesh ; who inhabitest Eternity ? Shall darkenes be able to praise light or death , life ? Thou art light , and I am darkenes ; thou art life , and I am death . Shall vanity be able to prayse truth ? Thou art truth , but I am a man , as vane , as vanity it selfe . How then O Lord , shall I be able to praise thee ? Shall my misery be able to prayse thee ? Shall stinkes be able to prayse pretious odours ? Shall the mortality of a man , who is here to day , and will be gone to morrowe , be able to prayse thee ? Shall man who is rottennes it selfe , be able to prayse thee ? and the sonne of man , who is noe better , then a base worme ? Shall he be able to prayse thee , O Lord , who is conceyued , and borne , and bredd vp in sinne ? verily thy prayses cannot be gratefull in the mouth of a sinner . O Lord my God , let thy incomprehensible power ; thy wisdome which cannot be circumscribed , and thy goodnes which cannot be declared , prayse thee . Let thy supereminent clemency , thy superabondant mercy , & thy sempiternall vertue , and diuinity praise thee . Let thy most Omnipotent fortitude , thy supreme benignity , and charity , whereby thou didest create vs , O Lord thou God of my soule , prayse thee . CHAP. IX . Of the hope , which is to be erected towards God. BVt I , who am thy creature , reposing vnder the shadow of thy Vvings , will hope in thy goodnes , whereby thou didest create me . Assiste thy creature , who was created by thy benignity ; let not that perish through my malice , which hath bene wrought by thy goodnes . Let not that perish by my misery , which hath bene framed by thy mercy . For what doth it profit thee , to haue created me , if I shall descend to hell , through myne owne corruption ? For hast thou , ô Lord , in vaine made all the sonnes of men ? Thou hast created mee O Lord , and therefore gouerne that which thou hast created . Doe not , O Lord , despise the the worke of thine owne hands . Thou madest mee of nothing , and if thou doe not gouerne me , O Lord , I shall againe retourne into my nothing . For as once I was not , O Lord & then thou madest me of nothing ; soe if thou doe not gouerne me , yet once againe I shall of my selfe , be reduced to nothing . Helpe me ; O Lord my life , and let me not perish in my wickednes . If thou haddest not created mee , O Lord , I had not beene ; and because thou didest create me , Behold I am . But if now thou doe not gouerne me , behold I am noe more . For neither my merits , nor any priuiledge of myne : compelled thee to create me , but thyne owne , most benigne bounty & clemency . Let that charity of thyne , O Lord my God , which compelled thee to create me , I beseech thee , oblige thee to gouerne mee . For what doth it profit me , that thy charity constrayned thee to create me , if now I perish in my misery : and if thy right hand doe not perfect me . Let that mercy compell thee , O Lord my God , to saue that which thou hast created , which compelled thee to create that which thou haddest not created . Let charity ouercome thee to make thee saue , which ouercame thee , to make thee create : because now that charity , is not lesse then it was . For that very charity , is thy very selfe , who art the same for euer . Thy hand O Lord is not so abbreuiated , as that it cannot saue vs ; nor is thine eare out of tune , that it cannot heare vs ; but my sinnes haue made a diuision betwixt thee and me , betweene light , and darkenes ; betweene the image of death , and life : betweene vanity , and verity , betweene this lunatike inconstant life of myne , & thyne , which is capable of noe change , or end· CHAP. XII . Of the snares of Concupiscence . THese are those shadowes of darkenes , wherewith I am couered , in the Abysse of this darke prison , where I lye prostrate , till such tyme as the day may dawne , and the black shadowes be remoued ; and the light may be made , in the firmament of thy power . Let the voyce of our Lord in power . The voyce of our Lord in magnificence , say thus . Let light be made , and let darkenes be driuen away , & let the earth appeare dry , & sprout forth fresh , and greene plants . which may bring forth seede and the good fruite of the Iustice of thy Kingdome . O Lord , our Father , and our God , thou light , whereby all things liue , and without which all things are accounted for dead , doe not leaue mee in my wicked thoughts , and , doe not continue me , in the pride of myne eyes . Take from me all concupiscence , and deliuer me not ouer to haue an irreuerent , and vnbridled mynde : but possesse thou my harte , that it may be euer thinkeing vpon thee . Illuminate myne eyes , that they may see thee , and let them not be vanely extolled in thy sight , who art eternall glory , but let them haue humble thoughts , and not be employed vpon certayn wounderfull things , which are too high . Let them behould those things , which are on the right hand , and not those which are on the left hand , which are misliked by thee ; and let thyne eyelids point out the steps , which I am to make . For euen thyne eyelids , doe examen the sinnes of men . Dispatch away , & distroy my concupiscence , by that sweetnes of thyne which thou hast layd vp , for such as feare thee , that I may couett thee , with an euerlasting desire . Lest otherwise , the interiour gust of my soule being entyced , & deceiued by vane obiects , may esteeme sweete to be bitter , & bitter , sweete ; darkenes to be light , and light , darkenes . That I may be deliured , out of the middest of so many pitfalls , which are spred euery where , by the enemy , ouer the face of this way , wherein we walke , for the takeing of sinners soules , whereof the whole world is full . Which one , who sawe would not passe ouer in silence , but sayd , For whatsoeuer is in the world , is ether concupiscence of the eyes , concupiscence of the flesh , or pride of life . Behoulde , O Lord my God , how all the word is full of the snares of cōcupiscēce , which they haue prepared for my feete . And who shall be able to escape these snares ? It must certainly be he , from whome thou shalt haue taken the pride of his eyes that the concupiscence thereof , may not catch him ; and from whome thou shalt haue taken the concupiscence of the fleshe , lest he be taken by it ; and from whome thou shalt haue taken an irreuerent , and vnbridled minde ; least pride of life should craftily deceiue him . O how happy is he , to whome thou voutchsafest these things : for he shall passe on in safety . And now , O my Redeemer , I beseeche thee by thy selfe , assist me , that I may not be cast downe , in the sight of myne enemyes , being enwrapped in those snares , which they haue prepared for my feete , that soe they may oppresse my soule . But deliuer me , O thou strength of my saluation , lest els myne enemyes , who hate thee , may contemne , and deride mee . Rise vp , O Lord my God , O thou strong Champion of myne , and let myne enemyes be dispersed , and let them , who hate thee , be made to fly , from before thy face . As wax dissolueth in the presēte of the fyre , soe let sinners perish , before thy face And as for me , let me be hidden vp , in that secret of thy countenance , and let me reioyce with thy children being satisfyed with all good things . And thou , O Lord God , the Father of orphanes , and the mother of thy pupils , hearken to the loude and woefull cry of thy children ; and spred abroade thy winges , that we may fly vnder them , from the face of the enemy , O thou tower of the strength of Israel , who doest not slumber , nor sleepe , whilest thou keepest Israel ; because the enemy who impugneth Israel , doth nether slūber , nor sleepe . CHAP. XIII . Of the misery of man , and the benefits of God. O Light. which noe other light doth see . O brightenes , which noe other brightnes can discerne . O light , which obscureth all light . O brightenes , which blindeth all other brightenes . O light , from which all light , O brightenes , from which all other brightenes growes . O light , in respect of which all light is darkenes and all brightenes , blackenes ; Light in whose presence , all obscurity is bright , and all darkenes light . Soueraigne light , which noe cloud can ouershadow , and noe darke miste , make dull ; and noe fogg obscure , which noe close prison shutteth vp , & which noe shadow can separate . Light , which doth illuminate all things : all together , once and euer , O swallow mee vp , I beseeche thee ; into that Abysse of thy clarity ; that I may on all sides see thee , in thee ; and my selfe in thee ; and all things vnder thee . Doe not forsake mee , and let not the shadowes of myne ignorance encrease , and my sinnes be multiplyed . Without thee , all things are darkenes ; to me all things are euill , because there is nothing good without thee , who art the true , the onely . & the soueraigne good . This I confesse , and this I know , O Lord my God , that wheresoeuer I am without thee , it goeth ill with me ; not onely without me ; but euen with in me also . For all aboundance whatsoeuer , which is not my God , is but mere beggery to me . Then shall I be satisfyed , when thy glory shall appeare . And thou , O Lord , who art my very life of beatitude ; graunt that I may confesse my misery to thee , from the tyme that the uariety of temporall things , did dissipate and diuide me , when I fell , through the trechery of my carnall senses , from thee , who art that vnity of goodnes , that one soueraigne good . And it diuided me from that one , amongst many things : and I grew thereby , in to a laborious kinde of aboundance , and a copious kinde of wante ; whilest I would be seeking after this , and that ; & was satisfyed with nothing , soe long as I found not in my self , that incommutable , and singular , and vndeuided one good ; which haueing once obtayned , I neede nothing , nor haue greif for nothing ; and which possessing once , the desire of my whole soule is fully satisfyed . Woe is mee , what misery is this vpon misery , when the wretched soule flyes from thee ; with whome it might euer abound , and reioyce ; and when it followeth the world , by meanes whereof , it is still in wante , and payne ? The world cals me after it , and I faynt in following it . Thou callest me , O Lord , and I am all refreshed by thee . And yet I am soe peruersly miserable , as to follow that , which makes me faynt , rather that , which refresheth me . This is directly the infirmity , which I am subiect too , O cure it , thou Physician of soules , that I may confesse to thee , ( O thou saluation of my soule , with my whole hart ) all that aboundance of thy benefits , wherewith thou hast fedd me from my very youth ; and wherewith thou wilt feede me to the extremity of my old age . I beseeche thee by thy selfe , that thou forsake me not . Thou diddest make me , when I was not : Thou diddest redeeme me , when I was lost : For lost I was , and dead . And to him who was dead , thou diddest descend , thou tookest mortality vpon thee ; nay thy selfe being a King , to thou didest descend to thy slaue ; and redeeme that slaue thou deliuer ledst thy selfe . That I might liue , thou vndertookest to dye : Thou ouercamest death , and by pulling downe thy selfe thou didest rayse mee vp . I perished , I was sould away , & thou camest downe to redeeme me ; & thou didest loue me soe much ; as to buy me , vpon the price of thine owne blood . O Lord , thou diddest loue me more then thy self ; since thou didest resolue to dye for me . By so costly a bargaine , and at soe high a price , thou diddest reduce me from banishement ; thou diddest redeeme mee from seruitude , thou didest retyre mee from punishement . Thou diddest call mee in thy Name ; thou diddest marke me out with thy blood , that the memory of thee , might for euer stand before mee , and that my hart might neuer receede from him , who did not refuse the Crosse for mee . Thou didest annoynt mee with that oyle , which belonged in cheyf , to thy selfe ; that as thou art Christ , soe from thee , I might be called a Christian . And in thy hands thou hast written mee ; that thou mightest haue a continuall memory of mee , with thee ; vpon condition that the continuall memory of thee , might be still with mee . Thus hath thy grace and mercy , euer preuented mee . For thou , O my deliuerer , hast often freed me , from many , and greate daungers . When I wandred , thou broughtest me back to the way , when I was ignorant , thou diddest teach me ; when I sinned , thou diddest reproue mee ; when I was in sorrow , thou diddest releiue me ; when I was in despayre , thou didest comfort me ; when I fell , thou diddest rayse mee : when I stood , thou heldest mee : when I walked thou diddest lead mee ; when I slept , thou diddest guard mee ; and when I cryed out to thee , thou diddest heare me , CHAP. XIV . That God doth consider the workes , and purposes of mankinde , with a perpetuall attention . O Lord my God , and the life of my soule , thou hast imparted these , and many other benefits to mee , whereof it would be a deare thing for mee , to be euer speaking , euer thinkeing , and euer giueing thankes . That I might for euer praise , and loue thee for all thy good blessings with my whole harte , and my whole soule , and my whole mynde , and my whole strength , and with all the very marrow , and the most intimate parts of my affection . and with all the parts and powers of my whole man , O Lord my God , who art the happy sweetnes of all them , who are delighted in thee . But thyne eyes , haue seene my imperfections : Those eyes , I say , of thyne , which are farre brighter then the Sunne , lookeing downe round about , at ease , vpon the wayes of men , and vpon the profound Abysse , and they doe euery where contemplate , both the good and badd . For as thou doest preside ouer all things ( thou being all , for euer , present euery where , and takeing particular care , of all these things , which thou hast created , because thou hatest none of them , which thou hast made ) so also dost thou consider all my paces , and steps , and doest euer keepe a watchfull guard ouer mee , day and night ; and like a perpetuall centinell , dost diligently note my wayes ; as if thou haddest forgotten all the whole world of thy other creatures , both in heauen and earth , & didest not care for the rest . For nether would the light of thyne owne vnchangeable sight , encrease in thee , though thou shouldest behould , but any one onely thinge ; nether is it diminished , although thou behould diuers , and innumerable things . For as thou dost perfectly , and at once consider any one thinge by one onely acte of seeinge , soe doth thy whole sight , most perfectly , and that at once behould the whole of euery particular thinge , how different soeuer they may be among themselues . And as it considereth all , soe it considereth one , and as any one , soe euery one , and all of them at once , doest thou consider , without any diuision , or mutation , or diminution . Therefore all thou , in all time , without time , doest consider all mee , at once , and that cōtinually , as exactly , as if thou haddest nothinge else to consider . And soe therefore , doest thou stand in guard of mee , as if thou wouldest attend to mee alone , & diddest forgett all the rest . For thou doest euer shew thy selfe to be present , and if thou finde me ready , thou doest euer offer thy self also ready . Whither soeuer I goe , O Lord , thou forsakest me not , vnles I be the first to forsake thee , wheresoeuer I be , thou departest not away , for thou art euery where ; and wheresoeuer I goe I shall finde thee . By what meanes may I be kept from perishing , without thee , since without thee , I cannot be at all . I confesse that whatsoeuer I doe , whether it be litle , or much , I doe it all , in thy presence ; and whatsoeuer that be , thou seest it better then my selfe . For whatsoeuer I doe , thou findest thy self present there , as a perpetuall spectatour of all my cogitations , intentions , delectations , & operations . O Lord , all my desires , & thoughts , are euer standing before thee . Thou discernest , O Lord , whence the spirit comes , where it is , & whither it goes . For thou art the ponderer , and waigher out of all spirits ; and whether that roote be sweete or bitter , from which the faire leaues of our actions are sent out , thou , as an internall Iudge , dost know best . Yea and thou dost sifte most subtilely , into the most secret parts and pith of those very rootes ; & dost not onely obserue & number , & contemplate , and keepe accompt of the intention , by the most exquisite truth of thy light : but also of the most profound , and hidden sapp of that roote ; to the end that thou mayest repay to euery one , not onely according to their workes , or theyr expresse intention , but also according to that interiour and originall spirit of the roote of theyr actions , from whence the intention of him that worketh , doth proceede . To whatsoeuer I tend ; when I worke ; whatsoeuer I thinke , in whatsoeuer I am delighted ; thyne eares heare mee , thyne eyes see me , and consider mee . Thou dost marke , and iudge , and note , and write in thy booke , whether it be good , or badd : to the end , that afterward , thou mayest render eyther rewardes for that which is good ; or torments for that which is euill : When thy bookes shall be opened , all soules shall be iudged , according to those things which shall be written in those bookes . And this perhaps is that , which thou didest already say to vs : I will consider the last thinges of those men . And that also , which is sayd of thee . O Lord , He considereth the end of all men , For thou O Lord dost in all those things , which we doe , more attend to the end of our intention , then to the act of our operation . And when I consider those things diligently , O Lord my God , who art soe terrible , and full of strength , I am alike confounded betweene huge feare , and shame . For a mighty necessity is imposed vpō vs , of liueing with rectitude and iustice , who doe all the things which we doe before the eyes of a Iudge , who seeth all things . CHAP. XV. Tat man of himselfe can doe nothing without diuine Grace . O Thou most mighty , and Omnipotent God , the God of the spirits of all flesh ; whose eyes are ouer all the wayes of the sonnes of Adam , from the day of theyr natiuity , to that other of theyr death , to the end that thou mayest reward euery one of them , according to theyr workes , whether they be good or bad : Teach me , how I may confesse my pouerty to thee . For once I said that I was rich , and that I wanted nothing , & I did not know the while that indeede I was poore , and naked , and a miserable wretch . I beleiued that I was some-what , when yet indeede , I was nothing . I told my selfe that I would become wise , and I turned a starke foole . I thought my self to be prudent , but I was deceiued . And now I see that all is thy guift , without whom wee can doe nothing . For vnles thou , O Lord , keepe the Citty , he watcheth but in vaine , who pretends to keepe it . Thou hast taught me thus , to knowe thee , whilest thou diddest leaue mee , for a while , and proue mee ; not that thou mightest knowe mee thereby , but for my sake , that so I might come to knowe my selfe . For ( as I was saying , ô Lord ) I thought once that I was some-what of my self ; I conceiued , that I was sufficient by my self ; nor did I discerne , that thou wert he that gouerned mee , till thou diddest a little withdrawe thy selfe from me . And then presently I fell , and soe I sawe , and knew , that thou didest gouerne mee ; and that it was of my self , that I fell ; and that it was of thee , that I rose againe . Thou , O Light , diddest open myne eyes , and diddest rowse mee vp , and illuminate mee ; and I sawe , that the life of man vpon earth , is all temptation ; and that noe flesh must presume to glory before thee , for soe noe man liueing can be iustifyed . For if there be any good in him , whether it be great , or little , thy guift it is , and nothing is ours , but that which is naught . Of what therfore shall any flesh be able to vant ? Shall he glory in sinne . This is not glory but misery . May he glory in that which is good ? Noe : For he may not glory in that which belongeth to another . Thine O Lord , is the Good , annd thyne must be the Glory . For hee who seeketh glory to himselfe , and not to thee , out of the good he doth , that man is noe better , then a theefe , and robber , who had a minde to bereaue thee of thy glory . For he who will be praysed for any guift of thyne , and seeketh not thy glory , but his owne therein , although he be praysed by men , for that guift of thyne , yet he is dispraysed by thee ; in regard that he sought not soe much thy glory by it , as his owne . And now he who is praysed by men , whilest thou dispraysest him , shall not be defended by men , when thou iudgest him , nor deliuered by them , when thou condemnest him . But thou , O Lord , who diddest frame me in my mothers wombe , do not suffer me to fall vnder so greate a reproofe , as that I should be charged with procureing to robb thee , of thy glory . To thee be glory , of whome all good things are ; and to vs , confusion of face , and misery , vnles thou vouchsafe to haue mercy on vs. But thou hast mercy , O Lord , thou hast mercy vpon vs all , who hatest none of those things which thou hast made ; and who bestowest of thy good guifts , vpon vs ; & dost enrich vs , O Lord our God , with thy most excellent graces . For thou louest poore creatures , and thou enrichest them with thy aboundance . And now behould , O Lord , we are thy poore children , and thy little , little flocke ; open thy gates to vs , and thy poore shall eate , and be satisfyed , & they who seeke thee , and prayse thee . I doe also knowe , O Lord , and I confesse , ( for I am taught to doe it by thee ) that they onely who knowe they are poore , and confesse theyr pouertie to thee , shall be enriched by thee ; and they who conceiue themselues to be rich , whereas indeede they are poore ; will be found excluded from thy riches . For my parte therefore , I confess my pouerty to thee , O Lord my God , and let all glory remayne to thee . For all that , which hath bene well done by mee , is thyne . O Lord , I confesse to thee , as thou hast taught me , that I am nothing , but an vniuersality of vanity , & a shadow of death , and a blacke kinde of Abysse , and a plott of earth , which is all empty , and vnfruitefull , and which shootes not vp one leafe without thy blessing ; and of it selfe , it yeilds no other fruite , then confusion , sinne and death . If euer I had any good thinge , I receiued it of thee ; Whatsoeuer good I haue now is thine , and of thee I haue it . If euer I stood fast , I stood by thee ; but whensoeuer I fell , of my selfe I fell ; and for euer had I weltered in that myre , if thou haddest not raised mee . And for euer had I continued blinde , vnles thou haddest illuminated mee . When I fell , I had neuer risen , vnles thou haddest reached forth thine hand . And when afterward thou diddest raise mee , I had instantly retournend to fall , vnles thou haddest susteyned mee : and I had perished very often , vnles thou haddest gouerned mee . So perpetually , O Lord , soe perpetually was I preuented by thy mercy , and grace ; deliuering me from all my sinnes , saueing me from all such as are past ; solliciteing me against such as were present , and fortifying me , against such as might be future ; Cutting of , before my face , those snares of sinnes , by preuenting the occasions , and causes thereof . For , vnles thou haddest also done this fauour to me , I might haue committed any sinne in the whole world . And I know , O Lord , that there is noe kinde of sinne , which any one man did euer committ , which another man may not also committ , if the helpe of the Creatour , whereby man is made , be wanting . But thou art the cause why I committed them not : Thou diddest commaund that I should abstayne from them , & thou didest infuse thy grace , that I might beleiue in thee . For thou , O Lord diddest gouerne mee for thy selfe ; and thou diddest keepe me both for thy selfe , and for my selfe : and thou diddest giue me light & grace to the end that I might not commit adultery and euery other sinne . CHAP. XVI . Of the manifold temptations of the deuill . THe Tempter was absent , and thou wert the cause that he was absēt . Fitt time , and place for sinne were wanting ; and thou wert the cause that they were wanting . The Tempter was present , and nether time , nor place , were wanting ; but thou diddest keepe me from consenting . The Tempter came to mee , all vgly and frightfull as he is ; and thou diddest comfort mee soe farre , as to make me despise him . The Tempter came to mee all strong , and armed ; and to the end that he might not conquer mee ; thou restraynedst him , & didest strengthen me . The Tempter came transfigured into an Angell of light ; and to the end that he might not deceiue mee , thou rebukedest him , and thou diddest illuminate mee , that I might knowe him . For he is that great , and redd dragon , that ancient serpent , and he is called the Deuill , and Satā , haueing seauen heads , and tenn hornes . Whose imployment is , to inueigle this greate huge Sea , wherein innumerable creatures are still creeping , creatures ; greate , and small ; that is to say , seuerall kindes of deuills , who study nothing els , day and night , but how they may walke they re round , seeking whome they may deuoure , vnles thou deliuer them . For this is that ancient Dragon , who sprung vp first , in that paradise of pleasure , and who with his tayle , drawes the third parte of the starrs of heauen after him , and brings them downe to the earth ; he who is poyson , corruptes the waters of the world , that soe mē who drinke thereof , may dye , and who trāples vpon gold , like so much durte ; and into whose mouth , the riuer of Iordan flowes ; and he is growen to that presumption , that he feares non at all . And who shall be able to defend vs from the crushing of his teeth ? who shall be able to deliuer vs out of his iawes , but thou , O Lord , who hast broken all the heades of that huge Dragon . Helpe vs , O Lord , and spread thy wings ouer vs , that soe wee may flye vnder them , from the face of this dragon , who persecureth vs. And doe thou defend vs by thy sheild , from the push of his hornes . For to this , doth he direct his continuall study : vpon this is his cheife desire imployed , that he may deuoure the soules which thou hast created . And therefore , O my God , wee cry out to thee ; deliuer vs from this daily aduersary of ours , who whether wee sleepe , or wake , or eate , or drinke , or whatsoeuer els wee doe , is pressing vpon vs , by all meanes , and by many fraudes , and tricks , he is addressing poysoned arrowes against vs , both priuately and publikely , that soe he may destroy our soules . And yet O Lord , soe strangely miserable are wee made , as that although we see this Dragon continually comeing towards vs , with his mouth wide open , ready to deuoure vs ; yet neuertheles , wee sleepe , and wee are euē wanton againe in our slouth as if wee were secure before him , who yet couets nothing but our destruction . Our enemy , that he may kill vs , is continually awake , and wants his sleepe ; and yet wee , will not soe much as wake from sleepe , that wee may defend our selues . Behould , he hath spred infinite snares before our feete ; and he hath stuffed all our wayes with seuerall kindes of gynnes , whereby to catch our soules ; and who then shall be able to free himselfe ? He hath layd snares in riches , and snares in pouerty ; snares in meate , in drinke , in pleasure , in sleeping , and wakeing ; he hath spred snares in words and in workes , and in all our wayes . But thou , O Lord , deliuer vs from the snares of the hunter , and from that bitter word ; that wee may confesse to thee , and say : Blessed be our Lord who hath not giuen vs to a pray to their teeth . Our soules is deliuered as a sparrow might be , out of the hunters snare ; The snare is broken , and wee are deliuered . CHAP. XVII . That God is the Light of iust Persons . ANd thou , O Lord , who art my Light , illuminate myne eyes , that I may see and walke in thy light , and not stumble vpon the snares of the enemy . For who shall be able to auoyd such a multitude of snares , vnles he see them ; and who shall be able to see them , vnles he be illuminated by thy light ? For that father of darkenes , hides all those snares , in his owne darkenes ; that all they may be taken by them , who are in his darkenes ; and who are the sonnes of darkenes ; not discerning thy light , wherein , whosoeuer walketh needes not feare . For he who walkes by day , stumbles not ; but he stumbles who walkes by night : for the light is not in him . Thou O Lord art Light , thou art the light of the sonnes of light ; thou art the Sunne , which knoweth not what belonges to setting ; that day wherein thy children walke without stumbling ; and without which , all they who walke are in darkenes , as being destitute of thee , who art the light of the world . Behould wee discouer daily , that by how much the more , any man is estranged from thee , who art the true light , so much the more intricately is he wrapped vp in the darkenes of sinne . And how much the more he is in darkenes , so much the lesse can he discerne the snares , which are spred for him , in his wayes . And soe by not discerneing them , he falleth often into them , and is taken by them ; & which deserues to strike vs full of horrour , such a man , doth not soe much as knowe , that he is fallen : Now he , who knowes not that he hath taken a fall ; will care soe much the lesse to rise , as he still conceiueth , that he stands . But thou , O Lord , my God , thou true light of the mynde , illuminate now myne eyes that I may see thee , and knowe thee , and not tumble headlong downe , in the sight of myne enemyes . For this mayne aduersary of ours , doth labour euen to exterminate vs outright ; whilest wee , the whyle , begg of thee , that thou wilt make him melt before our face , as wax doth , vpon the approach of fyre . For hee , O Lord , is that cruell theefe , first , and last , who tooke counsell , how he might robb thee of thy glory , but soe , being puffed and swollen vp , he burst , and fell vpon his face , and thou diddest precipitate him downe from that Holy Hill of thyne ; and from the middest of those bright stones , in the middest , whereof he had once beene walkeing . And now , O Lord my God , and my life , he neuer giueth ouer to persecute thy children , euer since he fell . And out of his hatred to thee , O Mighty King , he procureth to destroy thy creature , which thy Omnipotent goodnes hath created , according to thyne owne Image ; to the end that he may possesse thy glory , which himselfe lost , by pride . But crush thou him to peeces , O strong Champion , before he deuoure thy lambes ; and illuminate vs , that wee may discerne the snares , which he hath prepared for vs ; and make vs able to escape , and arryue to thee , O thou ioy of Israell . Thou best knowest all these things thou knowest his contentious spirit , and his most stiffe neeke . Nor doe I speake of these things , as pretending to discouer them to thee , who knowest all things , and from whom noe little thought can lye hidd . But make my iust complaint against this enemy of mine , before the feete of thy Maiesty ; that so thou mayest both condemne him , and saue vs , thy Children , Whose strength thou art . This enemy of ours , O Lord , is full of craft , and shifts , nor can those intricate wayes of his , be easily traced out , no nor so much as the ayre of his countenāce be discerned by vs , vnles we be illuminated by thee . For sometimes he is here , & sometimes he is there . Now he shewes himselfe like a lambe , and then like a wolfe ; now like darkenes , and then like light ; and according to the seuerall qualityes of persons , according to the variety of tymes , and places ; and according to the momentary chaunge of things , he suggesteth seuerall temptations . For to the end that he may deceiue sad people , he pretends himselfe to be sad for company . To the end that he may delude , such as are in ioy , he faynes himselfe also to reioyce . That he may beguile such as are spirituall , he transformeth himselfe , into an Angell of light . That he may insinuate himselfe , and by that meanes crush such as are strong , he takes the semblance of a lambe , that he may deuoure such as are meeke , he borrowes the face of a Wolfe . All these things he takes vpon him , according to the similitude and proportion of the temptations , which he meanes to vse . As some , he frights with a nocturnall feare , others , by the arrow which flyes by day , others , by the busines which walkes by night ; others , by expresse assault , and others by that deuill of high noone . Now , who is he that can thinke himselfe a match for this enemy so farr , as that he may so much as know him ; and who did euer reach to the bottome of his craft ? Who shall reueale the makeing of his garment to vs , and who shall make vs knowe the walke of his teeth ? Behould he hideth his arrowes in his quiuer , and he couers his snares , vnder a shew of light ; & soe he is lesse subiect to be vnderstood , vnlesse O Lord , O thou hope of ours , we beg light from thee , whereby we may discerne all things . For not onely doth he striue to deceiue vs in the sensuall workes of flesh and blood ; nor onely in the exercise of vice , which is easily discerned ; but euen amongst our most spirituall actions , he hideth certain subtile snares ; & vnder the colour of vertue , he puts on vice , & transformes himselfe into an Angell of light . these , and many other things , O Lord our God , doth this very sonne of Beliall , this Satan , endeauour to bring against vs. And now as a Lyon , then as a Dragon , both manifestly and secretly , interiourly , and exteriourly , both by day and night , he is laying traynes for vs , that soe he may destroy our soules . But thou , O Lord , deliuer vs , thou who sauest such as hope in thee , that our enemy may haue cause to be sorry for as much as may concerne vs ; but that thou O Lord our God , maist be praised in vs. CHAP. XVIII . Of the benefits of God. BVt let mee the sonne of thy handmayd , who haue commended my selfe into thy hands , confesse to thee , O my deliuerer , with my whole harte in these little poore confessions of myne , and let me call to minde , all those good blessings , which thou hast voutchsafed to bestow on mee , from my youth , and in my whole life . For I well know that ingratitude doth much offend thee , which is the roote of all spirituall mischeife ; and a kinde of dry and parching wynde , which blasteth all goodnes ; and it shutteth vp the fountayns of diuine mercy towards man ; and by this meanes , both our ill deedes which were dead gett life againe ; & our good deedes which liue , doe quickly growe to dy , and haue noe more life afterward . But as for mee , O Lord , I will giue thankes to thee . Let not mee , O thou my deliuerer , be vngratefull to thee , since thou hast freede mee . How often had that Dragon euen swallowed mee vp , and thou O Lord diddest drawe mee out of his mouth ? How often haue I sinned , when he was ready to haue deuoured mee , but thou O Lord my God diddest defend mee ? When I did wickedly against thee , when I transgressed thy commaundements , he stood ready to snatch mee away into hell , but thou forbadest him . I offended thee , and the while , thou defendedest mee . I did not feare him , and yet thou diddest preserue mee . I departed from thee , & made offer of my selfe to myne enemy ; but thou diddest fright him so , as that he should not dare to carry me away . These benefits diddest thou bestowe vpon me , O Lord my God ; and I wretched creature knew it not . Full often hast thou freed mee , from the uery iawes of the Deuill , and snatched me out of the mouth of the Lyon ; and full often hast thou brought me back againe from hell , though I was ignorant thereof . For I descended euen towards the very gates of hell , and thou heldest me back from goeing in . I drewe neare the gates of death , and thou wert the cause why they opened not themselues to receiue mee . Thou also , O my Sauiour , hast often deliuered me from corporall death , when I was subiect to great sickenes . And when I found my self in many daungers , by sea , by land , by fyre , by sword , and many other wayes ; thou wert euer deliuering mee , euer present to mee , and euer saueing mee with great mercy . For thou , O Lord , diddest well knowe , that if death had then seised vpon mee , hell had possessed my soule , and I had bene damned for euer . But thy mercy and thy grace , O Lord my God , preuented mee , and gaue mee deliuerance from that death of my body , and consequently from the death of my soule . These and many other benefits diddest thou imparte to mee , but I was blinde , and knew them not , till I was illuminated by thee . But now , O thou light of my soule , O Lord my God , my life , by which I liue , and the light of mynes eyes , by which I see ; Behould , thou hast illuminated mee , and now I knowe thee , and cōfesse my selfe to liue by the guift of thy hand ; and I giue thankes to thee Which though they be meane , and poore , & full of disproportion to thy benefits , yet they are the best , which my frailty can affoord . For thou alone , art my God , my benigne Creatour , who doest loue our soules , and hatest none of those things , which thou hast made . Behold , I who am the greatest of those sinners , whom thou hast saued ( to the end that I may giue an example to others , of thy most benigne piety ) will confesse thy great benefits to me : For thou hast snatched me out of that lower hell , once , twice , and thrice , and a hundered , and a thousand times . And indeede , I was euer tending towards Hell , and thou wert euer drawing mee back . And thou mightest iustly haue damned me a thousand times , if thou haddest beene soe disposed . But thou wouldest not , because thou louest soules , O Lord my God , and thou dissemblest the sinnes of men , that soe they may come to pennance , and there is much mercy in all thy wayes Now therefore I see these things , O Lord my God , and I knowe them , by thy light ; and my soule doth euen faynt , and is sicke with loue , vpon the consideration of thy great mercy towards mee ; since thou hast snatched my soule , out of that lower Hell , and hast brought mee back againe , to life . For I was all plunged in death , and thou hast wholy reuiued mee . Be therefore all my life and beeing thyne ; and I doe wholly offer my whole selfe vp to thee . Let my whole spirit , my whole harte , my whole body , and my whole life , liue to thee , O thou my sweete life ; for thou hast deliuered me wholly , that thou mightest possesse me wholy , thou hast intirely repaired me , that so againe thou mayest haue mee intirely . Let mee therefore loue thee , O Lord , my strēgth ; let mee loue thee , O thou vnspeakeable exultation of my soule . And let me liue now not to my self but to thee . My whole life which perished by my misery , was raised vp by thy mercy , thou who art that mercifull God , and full of pitty , which thou doest extend , in thy goodnes , to thousands of such as loue thy Name . Therefor O Lord my God , and my sanctifyer , hast thou comaunded in thy Lawe , that I should loue thee with my whole harte , with my whole soule , with my whole minde , with my whole strength , and with all the powers I haue . Yea and with the most internall marrow of all my affections and this , in all the houres , and moments of my time , wherein I am enioying the benediction of thy mercyes . For I should euer perish , but that thou doest euer gouerne mee . I should euer dy ; but that thou doest euer quicken mee . And thou doest oblige mee to thee , in euery moment of my life ; since in euery moment therof , thou impartest great benefits to mee . As therefore , there is noe houer or point of time in my whole life , wherein I am not assisted by thy benefits ; soe also ought there not to be any moment , wherein I should not haue thee before the eyes of my mynde ; and wherein I should not loue thee with my whole strength . But euen this I cannot doe , saue by thy guift onely to whome euery good guift belongeth , and euery excellent grace is descending from thee the Father of Lights , with whome there is noe transmutation , nor shadow of chaunge . For it is not of him that willeth , nor of him that runneth , but of thee , taking mercy that wee loue thee . Thine , O Lord is this guift to whome euery good thing belongeth . Thou commaundest that thou be beloued : Giue vs that which thou commandest , and then , commaund vs what thou wilt . CHAP. XIX . Of the feruour of charity . I Loue thee , O my God , and I am euer desireing to loue thee more . For in very deed , thou art more sweete , then any honny ; more nutritiue then any milke ; and more cleere then any light . Therefore art thou more deare to me , them gold , or siluer , or pretious stone . And whatsoeuer delightfull thing I had in the world , was displeasing to mee , in comparison of thy sweetenes , and the order of thy house which I loued . O thou fyre which euer burnest , and art neuer quenched ; O loue , which is euer boyling hote and neuer growest luke-warme ; doe thou inflame mee . Let mee , I say , be wholy inflamed by thee ; and let me wholy loue thee . For he loues thee too little , who loues any thing together with thee , which he loues not for thy sake . Make me loue thee , O Lord , because thou didst first loue mee . And how shall I finde wordes , whereby I may vnfold the notions which I haue of thy singular loue to mee , testifyed by those innumerable benefits , by which thou hast trayned me vp , from the beginning ? For after the benefit of the creation , when in the beginninge thou didest make me of nothing , after thyne owne Image , doeing me honour , and exalting me beyond the rest of thy creatures , which thou madest ; and innobling me with the light of thy countenance , which thou didest stampe vpon the entrie of my hart ; whereby thou didest disseuer me , both from insensible creatures , and from brute beasts , which are endewed with sense , and thou madst me , not much inferiour to the Angels ; yet euen this , seemed not enough , in the sight of thy deity . For since that time , thou hast entertayned , and nourished mee , with daily and singular , and great presents of thy benefits , without intermission . And thou hast giuen me comfort , and made me sucke , like somme little tender infant of thine , at the breasts of thy consolation . For to the end that I might yeild thee my entire seruice , thou hast appointed , that whatsoeuer thou hast made should serue mee . CHAP. XX. That God hath submitied all things to the seruice of man. THou hast made all things subiect to the feete of man , to the onely end , that man might become wholly subiect to thee . And to the end that man might be wholly thine hee is entitled to a dominion ouer all thy workes . For thou hast created all exteriour things , for the body ; the body for the soule ; and the soule for thy selfe ; to the end that man might tend onely to thee , & might loue onely thee , possessing thee , by way of comforte to himselfe ; and thy creatures , by way of receiuing seruice from them . For whatsoeuer is conteyned vnder this vaute of heauen , is inferiour to the soule of man ; which was created , that it might possesse the supernall , soueraigne good aboue ; by the fruition whereof , it might be happy : and wherevnto when it shall adheare , outstripping and ouerlooking all relations and respects to all inferiour things , which are subiect to mutation , it shall calmely and constantly behold the face of that eternall immortality , and the vision of that supreame Majestie , to which it hath aspired here . Then shall they be in fruition , of those most excellent delights in the house of our Lord ; in comparison whereof all those things which here we see , may well goe for nothing . Those are they , which the eye hath not seene , nor the eare heard , nor haue they entred into the hart of man , which God hath prepared for them who loue him . And these things O Lord , wilt thou imparte to the soule of man. And with the consideration of these things , dost thou who louest soules , delight the soules of thy seruants . But yet , why should I wonder at those things , O Lord my God , therein thou dost but honor thyre owne Image , and that similitude of thyne , according to which they are created . For whilest we are yet in th●s corruptible and ignoble body , to the end we might see thou hast giuen this light of heauen , by the hands of thy vnwearied ministers the Sunne and Moone , which doe perpetually obserue thy precept , in serueing thy children day and night . To the end that we might breath , thou hast giuen the purity of the ayre . That we might heare ; the variety of sounds . That we might smell ; the sweetnesse of odours . That it might tast , the variety and quality of sauoures . That it might touch , thou hast giuen the bulke of all bodies . For the other necessary occasions of man , thou hast giuen beasts to carry him . And thou hast imparted the birds of the ayre , the fish of the sea , and the fruites of the earth for his refection . Thou hast also created out of the earth seuerall medicines , which may be applyed to the seuerall infirmities of men ; and thou hast prepared particular comforts , which are to encounter and reuerse those particular-inconueniences which may occurre . And all this thou hast done because thou art full of mercy , and pitty ; & thou being our potter , dost knowe the matter whereof wee are made . For , in fine , wee are but as soe much durt in thy hand . CHAP. XXI . That the greatenes of the diuine counsell may be inferred by the consideration of temporall blessings . BEhold mee , I beseeche thee ; let thy great mercy stand open to me . Illustrate mee yet more with thy light ; that soe it may be discouered to me , more and more . For by these little workes of thyne , wee growe to comprehend thy great ones ; and by thy visible workes , we are enabled to take some ayme at thy inuisible workes , O Lord our God , the holy , and good Creatour of vs all . For if , O my Lord ; whilest we are in this body , which is soe corruptible and ignoble , thou dost imparte to vs so great , and euen innumerable benefits , by meanes of the heauens , and of the ayre ; of the earth and sea ; of light and darkenes ; of sunne and shade , of dew and gentle rayne ; of wyndes and stiffe showers ; of birds , and fishes ; of beasts and trees ; of the multiplicity of herbes and plants of the earth ; & by meanes of the ministry of all thy creatures , which doe successiuely serue vs at due and seuerall times ; to ease vs thereby , of that trouble , and fastidiousnes , which otherwise wee might be subiect too ; what kinde of benefits , I beseeche thee , and how greate , and euen innumerable will they be , which thou hast prepared for such as loue thee , in that celestiall country , where we shall behould thee face to face . If thou doe vs soe much honour in this prison , what wilt thou doe in thy pallace ? Greate , and innumerable are thy workes , O Lord , thou King of the heauens . For since these of the lower rancke , which thou hast deliuered ouer , to be vsed promiscuously here , both by good an badd ; be all of them very excellently good & delightfull ; what kinde of things shall they proue to be , which thou hast onely treasured vp for them alone who are good ? If thy guifts be soe diuers , and euen innumerable , which now thou bestowest both vpon thy freinds , & vpon thyne enemyes ; how greate , how innumerable , how dearly sweete , and how delightfull , are they to be , which thou wilt onely bestow vpon thy freinds ? If the solace be so greate , which thou giuest vs in this day of our tears , what wilt thou giue , in that day of our espousalls ? If this place of exile , and restraint afford such pleasures , what I beseeche thee will our Country doe ? The eye cannot see , without thee , what thou hast prepared for such as loue thee . For according to the greate multitude of thy magnificence , soe also the multitude of that sweetenes is great , which thou hast hidden vp for them that feare thee . For thou , O Lord , my God , art great , thou art immense , there is noe end of thy greatenes , there is noe number of thy Wisedome ; & there is noe measure of thy benignity ; & there is neither end , number , nor measure of the reward , which thou bestowest . But as thou art great , so are thy rewards great ; for thou thy selfe art the reward , and the guift , which thou bestowest vpon all such as shall valiantly haue fought thy battayles . CHAP. XXII . That the diuine sweetenes taketh away all the present bitternes of the world . THese are those great benefits wherewith thou , O Lord God , the sanctifyer of thy Saints , wilt satisfy , and remoue the want of thy hungry children . For thou art the hope of the desperate ; the comforte of the desolate ; thou art that very crowne of hope , which is adorned with the glory prepared for such as ouercome . Thou art the eternall satiety , of such as haue bene allmost starued ; and thou art to be bestowed vpon such as hunger after thee . Thou art that euerlasting consolation , who bestoweth thy selfe , vpon them alone , who despise the comforts of this world , for that euerlasting consolation of thyne . For they who looke for theyr comfort here , are esteemed vnworthy of thy comforts ; but they who are afflicted here are comforted by thee ; and they who partake with thee in thy Passion , shall partake with thee also , in thy consolation . Noe man must thinke to be comforted , both in this , and in the other world ; nor must he thinke to be in ioy , both here and there ; but he must necessarily loose the one , who will possesse the other . When I consider these things , O Lord my comforter , my soule refuseth the comforts of this life , that soe it may be held worthy of thy eternall consolations . For it is high reason , that any man should loose thee , if he make choyse to be comforted , more in any other , then in thee . And I beseech thee euen by thy selfe , O thou supreme Truth , that thou permitt me not to be comforted by any vayne consolation ; but that it may onely be in thee . And I beg , that all things may growe bitter to me , that thou alone mayest appeare sweete to my soule , thou who art that inestimable sweetnes , whereby all bitter things are made sweete . For thy sweetenes is the thing which made that torrent of stones , sweete to Steuen . Thy sweetenes made that burneing gridyron , sweete to blessed Laurence . Through thy sweetenes , the Apostles went reioyceing , from the Councell , because they were held worthy , to suffer reproach for thy Names sake . Andrew went both with security and ioy to the Crosse , because he hastened to taste of thy sweetenes . And this sweetenes of thyne did soe fill the two Princes of the Apostles , that for it , the wood of the Crosse , was chosen by one of them ; and the other was not affrayed , to submitt his head to the murtheringe sword . For the purchasse of this sweetenes Bartholomew sold away his very skinne . And to haue a taste thereof , the vndanted Iohn , drunke off that poysened cupp . And as soone as Peter had tasted of it , he forgott all other things , and cryed thus out , like one who were inebriated , saying , O Lord , it is good for vs to be here . Let vs here make three Tabernacles . Let vs dwell here ; let vs contemplate thee ; For we neede nothing else . It is enough for vs , O Lord , to see thee . It is enough , saith he to be satiated with soe great delight . And the reason was this ; Because he had tasted some one dropp of diuine sweetenes , all other sweetenes was lothed by him . What then shall wee thinke , that he would haue sayd , if he had once tasted , of the great multitude of the sweetenes of thy diuinity , which thou hast hidden vp for them that feare thee . That Virgin had also tasted of this vnspeakeable sweetenes of thyne , of whome wee read , that she went topp full of ioy , and glory to the prison , as if she had bene inuited to some marriadge Feast . And of this , I suppose , he also had tasted who sayd , That the multitude of that sweetenes of thyne , O Lord , was great which thou haddest hidden vp for them that feare thee , and who also aduised men thus , Taste , and see , how sweete our Lord is . For this is that beatitude , O Lord our God , which wee expect , by the guift of thy hand , for which wee fight as in a warfare vnder thee , O Lord ; for which wee are mortifyed to thy honour , all the day long ; that at last wee may liue to thee , in that life of thine . CHAP. XXIII . That all our hope and ardent desire of our hart ought to be placed in our Lord. BVt thou O Lord , the expectation of Israell , and that desire , to which our harte doth euery day aspire , make haste to vs , and doe not stay . Rise vp , make hast , and come ; and bring vs out of this prison to confesse vnto thy Name , that wee may glory in thy light . Open thyne eares , to the cry of the teares of thy forsaken children , who thus are calling out to thee . Giue vs , O thou Father of ours , our daylie breard this day , in the strength whereof wee may walke day and night ; till at last wee may arriue to thy Holy Mountaine Horeb. And I also , poore little one that I am , amongst the poore little ones of thy familly , when shall I , O my God , my Father , and my strength , come , and appeare before thy face ; that I , who confesse vnto thee now for a tyme , may doe it there , for all eternity . Happy shall I be , if once I may be admitted to behould thy brightenes . Who will graunt mee soe much fauour , as that once I may bee admitted to that happines . I knowe , O Lord , I knowe , and confesse , that I am vnworthy to enter vnder thy roofe . Yet doe thou admitt mee for thyne owne honnour 's sake ; & confound not thy slaue , who hopes in thee . And who shall be able to enter into thy Sanctuary , to consider the wonders of thy power , vnles thou open him the gate ? And who can open it , if thou shutt it ? For if thou destroy , there is none can build vs vp . And if thou shutt a man in , there is none , who cā putt him out . If thou contayne the waters , all the world will be dryed vp , but if thou let thē loose , they will ouerrune the earth . If thou haue a mynde to anihilate all that which thou hast created , who shall presume to contradict thee ? Now therefore , ô thou eternall goodnes of thy mercy ( which is that whereby thou madest whatsoeuer thou wouldest ) thou art the Archytect of the whole world : and therefore doe thou also gouerne vs. Thou didest creat vs , and therefore doe not thou despise vs ; for wee are the worke of thy hands . And it is playne enough , O Lord our God , that wee , who are but base wormes , and durt shall neuer be able to enter into thy eternityes , vnles we be introduced by thee , who hast created all things of nothing . CHAP. XXIV . That all our saluation depends vpon God. BVt I , the worke of thy hands , will confesse to thee , in thy feare , that I will not putt my confidence in my bowe , or thinke that my sword can saue me , but that must be donne , by thy right hand , and by thyne arme , and by the illumination of thy countenance . For otherwise I should despayre . But thou , who diddest create mee , art my hope , that thou wilt not forsake such as trust in thee . For thou art our Lord God , sweete and patient , and disposeing of all things , in mercy . For it we haue sinned , wee are thyne ; and if wee haue not sinned , wee are thine , because we are numbred among thy creatures . Wee are but as a leafe , in respect of the world , and all mankinde is but vanity ; and our life is but as a vapour vpon the earth . Be not angry , if wee thy poore , forsaken little children fall , because thou , O Lord our God , knowest the matter whereof wee are made . Wilt thou , O God of inestimable fortitude , shew forth thy power , against a leafe which is whipped away by the winde ? And persecute a withered strawe . Wilt thou , O Eternell King of Israell , damne a dead dogg ? wilt thou damne a single gnatt , Wee haue heard O Lord , of thy mercy , and thou puttest not to death , nor reioycest in the perdition of dying men . Therefore doe wee beseeche thee , O Lord , that thou wilt not permitt that , which thou hast not made , to haue dominion ouer this creature of thine , which thou hast made . Nay thou art greiued with our perdition ; and what then O Lord shall be able to hinder thee , who art omnipotent , from eternally reioyceing in our saluation ? If thou wilt , thou canst saue mee ; but I cannot doe it , though I would . The multitude of the miseries which I carry about mee , is very greate . It is at hand with mee , to will a thing , but I cannot finde the way to perfect it . Yet I cannot euen will a good thing , vnles thou also wi lt ; nor can I performe that which I haue a will to doe , vnles thy power strengtheneth mee . Yea , and that which I haue power to doe , falls out sometymes , that I will not doe it , vnles thy will may be done in Earth as it is in Heauen . And what I will doe , & can doe , I doe not knowe , vnles thy wisedome illustrate mee . And though also I doe knowe , hauing sometymes a will to doe a thing , and sometymes also a power to doe it , yet my VVisdome passeth away , all imperfect and empty as it is , vnles thy true VVisdome helpe mee . But in thy will , all things are placed ; and there is none who can resist that will of thyne , O thou the Lord of all thy Creatu-Creatures , who hast supreame dominion ouer all flesh ; and doest worke whatsoeuer thou wilt , in Heauen , and in Earth , in the Sea , and in all the Abysses . Let therefore thy will be done in vs , vpon whome thy Name hath beene inuoked ; and let not this noble worke of thyne perish , which thou diddest create for thyne owne glory . And what man borne of woeman is hee , who can liue , & not see death , and deliuer his soule from the hand of hell , vnles thou alone doe snatch him thence ; Thou who art the vitall life of all life , whereby all things liue . CHAP. XXV . That the will of man , wanteth efficacy towards good workes without the Grace of God. I Haue now confessed to thee , O thou prayse of my life , O Lord , my God , and the strength of my Saluation , that there was a tyme , when I had confidence in myne owne strength , which yet was noe strength at all . And when I was so resolued to runne on , where I thought my selfe to stand fastest , there I fell fowlest ; & insteede of aduanceing , I retyred ; and I was more and more estranged , from that which I thought to haue apprehended . And so being come to know the little proportiō of my strēgth by the many experimēts which I made for the wāt thereof ; I doe now vnderstand , ( because I haue bene illuminated by thee ) that whatsoeuer I haue thought my selfe most able to doe that could I euer bring least to passe . For I sayd sometimes , I will doe this , and I will perfect that , & I did neither the one , nor the other . If I had the will , I wanted the power . If I had the power I had not then the will ; because I trusted in myne owne strength . But now , I confesse to thee , O Lord , my God , the Father of Heauen and Earth , that noe man shall ouercome in his owne strength , to giue occasion thereby to the foolish presumption of flesh and blood , to glory in thy sight . For it is not in the power of a man , to will that which he hath power to doe ; or to doe that which he cann will , or to knowe what he cann will , and doe ; but rather the paces of men are directed by thee : the paces of them , I meane , who confesse themselues to be directed by thee , and not by themselues . Wee beseech thee therefore , O Lord , by the bowells of thy mercy be pleased to saue that which thou hast created . For if thou wilt , thou canst saue vs ; and the strength of our saluation consisteth in the pleasure of thy will. CHAP. XXVI . Of the auncient benefits of Almighty God. CAll to mynde thy auncient mercy , whereby thou diddest preuent vs , from the beginning , in those benedictions of thy sweetenes . For before I was borne , ( I who am the sonne of thy handmayde , O Lord , who hast bene my hope , euen from the brests of my mother ) thou diddest preuent mee , by preparing those wayes for mee , wherein I might walke , and whereby I was to arriue to the glory of thy house . Before thou framedst mee in my mothers wombe , thou knewest mee ; and before I parted from her wombe thou diddest praeordayne concerning mee , whatsoeuer was pleasing to thy selfe . What things are contayned and written in thy booke , concerning mee , in that secret of thy Consistory , I , for my parte , doe not knowe , and there vpon I am in extreme feare , but it is well knowen to thee . For that which I might expect to happen in successe of dayes and tymes betweene this , and a thousand yeares hence ; all that is already done , in the sight of thy eternity ; and that which is future , is finished already there . Now therefore whilest I liue in this darke night ; and whilest I am ignorant of these things , feare , and trembling come vpon mee , since I see , on all sides , that many dangers doe sett vpon mee close at hand ; and that I am hunted by many enemyes , and hemmed in , by innumerable miseryes in this life . And vnles I had thy helpe , in the middest of so great calamityes , I should despaire . But still I haue a strong hope in thee , O thou most meeke Prince , and my God. And the consideration of the multitude of those mercy which thou hast shewed to mee , doth ease my minde ; & the fore-running signes of thy mercyes which preuented mee before I was borne , and doe now shine particularly towards mee , doe sollicite me to haue good hope , concerning those future , better , & more perfect guifts of thy benignity , which thou reseruest for thy freinds . That soe I may reioyce , O Lord my God , with that liuely , and holy ioy , whereby thou dost euer recreate my youth . CHAP. XXVII . Of the Angels which are deputed to the custody of man. FOr thou hast loued me , O thou onely Loue of myne , before I loued thee ; and thou hast created mee after thine owne Image , and thou hast preferred me , before all thy creatures . Which dignity , I keepe now also hauing knowen thee , for whome thou hast made mee . Thou hast also made thy Spirits , Angels , for my benefitt , and thou hast commaunded them to keepe me in all my wayes , lest els perhaps I might hurte my foote against a stone . For these are the Guard which stands vpon the walls of the Citty of thy new Ierusalem ; and these are those Mountaynes , which are sayd to stand in the circuit thereof , keeping watch by night , ouer thy flocke ; least , at any time , the Lyon should snatch away our soules , whilest none were by , to deliuer them , that auncient serpent I say , our aduersary , the deuill , who is euer walkeing the round , seekeing whom he may deuowre . These are those happy Citizens , of Ierusalem , that supernall Citty , that mother of ours , which is aboue , and they are sent in ministery , to them , who are to take hold of the inheritance of saluation ; that they may deliuer them from theyr enemyes , and guard them in all theyr wayes ; that they may comfort and admonish thy children , and offer vp theyr prayers in the sight of the glory of thy Maiestie . For they loue theyr fellow-Cittizens , by whose society they expect that the ruine of the Schisme which was made by the rebellious Angells may be repayred . They doe therefore assist vs , with greate care , and watchfull endeauour at all tymes , and in all places succouring vs , and making prouision against our necessityes ; and passeing with great sollicitude , betweene vs and thee , O Lord ; presenting our sighes , and sobs to thee , that they may obtayne for vs , an easy pardon , from thy mercy ; and may bring downe from thee , the desired benediction of thy grace . For they walke with vs , in all our wayes ; they goe in , and out with vs ; considering with greate attention , how vertuously , and piously wee conuerse in the middest of a wicked nation ; with great endeauour , and desire , we seeke the Kingdome of God , and the iustice thereof ; with how greate feare and trembling wee serue thee ; and how also wee exult towards thee ; in the ioy of our harts . They helpe such as are takeing paynes ; they protect such as are at rest ; they encourage such as fight ; they crowne such as conquer ; they reioyce with such as ioy , ( I meane such as ioy in thee ) and they suffer with such as suffer , I meane such as are in sufferance for thee . They haue a mighty care of vs. Great is the ardour of theyr affection towards vs ; and all this for the honour they beare to that inestimable charity , where-with thou louest vs , For they loue them , whom thou louest ; they keepe them whom thou keepest , and they forsake them whom thou forsakest . Nor doe they loue the workers of wickednes , because thou hatest all the workers of iniquity ; and destroys all them who speake lyes . As often as wee doe well , the Angels ioy , and the Deuills grieue . But as often as wee swarue from vertue , wee make the Deuill glad , and wee depriue the Angels of theyr ioy . For they haue ioy by one sinner , doeing pennance ; but the Deuill hath ioy , when pennance is giuen ouer , by a good man. Graunt them therefore , O Father , graunt that they may euer reioyce concerning vs ; and that thou mayest euer be praysed by them , in vs ; and that both they , and wee , may be brought into one , & the same sheepfoulde ; that together wee may confesse to thy Holy Name , O thou Creatour , both of men , and Angels . Whilest I am calling these things to minde before thee , I confesse to thee with prayse , that these are greate benefits , whereby thou hast honoured vs , whilest thou giuest thy Spirits for Angels , to assist vs. Thou haddest already bestowed , whatsoeuer was contayned vnder the vaut of heauen , yea and thou reputest that as but little , which is contayned vnder heauen , vnles thou mayest also , add those things , which are aboue the heauens . Lett all thy Angels prayse thee also , for this , O Lord ; Let all thy workes also , confesse to thee ; and let all thy Saints themselues blesse thee for it . O thou our Supreame honour , thou hast too highly honored vs ; and thou hast beautifyed , and enriched vs with many guifts . Thy Name , O Lord , is admireable ouer the whole Earth . For what is Man , that thou shouldest magnify him , or soe apply thy harte towards the loue of him . For thou , O auncient Truth , hast sayd , My delight is to be which the Sonnes of men . But yet , is not Man rotennes , and the Sonne of Man a very Worme ? Is not euery Man liueing , a kinde of vniuersality of vanity ? And yet dost thou thinke it worthy for thee , to cast thyne eyes vpon him , and to bring him with thee into Iudgement ? CHAP. XXVIII Of the profound Predestination , and prescience of God. TEach mee , O thou most profound Abysse , O thou Wisedome , which art the Creatrix of all things , which hast poysed the mountaines in weight , and the lesser hills in a ballance , and hast hung vp the whole bulke of the Earth in three fingers . Suspend thou towards thy selfe the weight of this corporall heauines which I carry about mee , in thy three inuisible fingers , that I may see and knowe , how admirable thy Name is , ouer the whole Earth . O thou Light most auntient , which didest shine before all other light , in those holy hills of old Eternity , to which all things were open and cleare , euen before they were made . O thou light , which hatest euery litle spott , thy selfe being most immaculate , and most pure , what delight canst thou take in man , and what agreement cann there be , betweene light and darkenes ? For where in fine is the ground of those delights which thou takest in man ? Or how diddest thou prepare in mee , a sanctuary worthy of thy Maiestie , into which when thou enterest , thou mayest take delight and gust ? For it is fitt , that thou , who art the very power which cleanseth all things , shouldest haue a cleane roome to be in ; thou who canst not be so much as seene , and much lesse possessed but by pure soules ? But where is this Temple soe pure in any man , as that it may be fitt for the reception of thee , who rulest the whole world of men ? Who can make a man cleane , he being conceiued of vncleane seede ? Is it not thou who art onely cleane ? For who can be cleansed , by one who is himselfe vncleane ? For according to the Lawe , which thou gauest to our Fathers , in the fyre which burned the hill ; and in the cloud which couered the darke water , we are told , that whatsoeuer an vncleane man did touch , should be vncleane . But all wee , are as a menstruous cloath , proceeding out of an impure , & corrupted masse ; and wee cannot become cleane , vnles wee be cleansed by thee , who art onely cleane . And wee carry the marke of our impurity in our very fore-heads , and are farre from being able to conceale it from thee , who seest all things . Soe that wee can neuer be cleane , vnles wee be cleansed by thee who art onely cleane . But amongst vs , who are the sonnes of men , thou cleansest some , in whome thou hast bene pleased to dwell . Whome out of the inaccessible profound secrets of the incomprehensible iudgements of thy Wisedome , ( which are euer iust , though secret ) thou hast beene pleased to predestinate without any merits of theyrs , before the world was made , and hast called them out of the world and hast iustefyed them in the world , and wilt magnify them after the world . But thou dost not this to all , which all the wise men of the earth doe wonder at , euen to amasement . And I also , O Lord , whilest I consider this , doe all tremble , and am astonished , at the altitude of the riches of thy Wisedome , and knowledge , and at the incomprehensible iudgements of thy Iustice , to the reason whereof I cann noe way arriue . Since out of the same clay thou designest some vessells to honour , & others to eternall reproach . Such therefore as thy chusest out of many , to be a holy Temple for thy selfe , them doest thou clense , powreing out pure water vpon them ; whose names and number thou knowest , who alone , dost number the multitude of the starres , and callest them all by they re names ; who are also written in the booke of life , and cann noe way perish ; to whome all things , yea euen they re very sinnes themselues , doe cooperate towards they re good . For when they fall , they are not bruised , because thou doest putt thy hand vnder them keeping all they re bones in such sorte , that noe one of them may be broken . But the death of sinners is most pernitious , of those I meane , whome before thou madest heauen and earth , thou diddest , according to the most profound Abysse of thy iudgements , ( secret indeede but euer iust ) fore knowe , to eternall death . The number of whose names , as also of they re foule demerits , is with thee ; who hast numbered the sands of the Sea , and hast measured the bottome of the Abysse ; whome thou hast left in they re vncleanenes ; & in whome all things cooperate to theyr ill , yea euen they re very prayer is turned into sinne . Soe farre forth as that although they should mount vp , as high as the skye , and they re heades should touch the very clouds , and should build theyr nest amongst the Starres of Heauen , they yet shall perish in the end , like a very dung hill . CHAP. XXIX . Of them who first were iust , and afterwards become wicked . GReate are these iudgements of thyne , O Lord my God , O thou iust and powerfull Iudge , who iudgest according to equitie , and dost worke , and performe inscrutable things . Which when I consider , all my bones doe euen shiuer with trembling , because noe man liueing vpon the earth can be secure . But wee must learne hereby , to serue thee piously , and purely all the dayes of our life ; exulting to thee with reuerence ; and that wee may not serue thee , without feare ; nor reioyce without trembling . And that neyther he , who is girt , nor vngirt , nor in fine , any creature of flesh and blood , may glory , but may be full of apprehension & horrour before thy face ; since noe man knoweth , whether he be worthy of loue , or hate , but all things are reserued in vncertainty for the future tyme. For we haue seene many , O Lord , and wee haue also heard it from our elders , ( which certeinly I cannot call to mynde without much trembling , nor repeate without much feare ) who at the first , ascended after a sorte , vp to heauen , and did place they re nest , euen amongst the starrs ; & yet afterwards fell downe , to the very Abysse ; and theyr soules grewe to be euen stupifyed in sinne . Wee haue seene starres , fall downe from heauen , through the force of the Dragons tayle , who strooke them : And others who lay prostrate vpon the dust of the earth , haue ascended vp by the helpe of thy hand , which raised them , after an admirable manner . We haue seene liueing men dy , & dead men raise againe to life ; and them , who walked amongst the sonnes of God , in the midest of those shineing stones of his Temple , to haue mouldered away into nothing , like soe much durt . Wee haue seene light , growe darke ; and againe , wee haue seene light proceede out of darkenes ; because the Publicanes and harlots haue precedence of the naturall inhabitants in the Kingdome of heauen , whilest the children of the same Kingdome are cast out into exteriour darkenes . But how come all these things to passe , but onely , because they would needes ascend , into that mountayne , into which that first Angel did goe vp , and came downe a deuill . But whom thou hast predestinated , them thou hast called , and sanctifyed , and clensed , that they may be a fitt habitation for thy Maiestie , in whom , & with whom thou takest holy and pure delight , & in whom thou art pleased , and thou dost recreate they re youth . Dwelling so with them in theyr memory , that they proue a holy Temple for thee , which is a matter of much dignity and honour to our humanity . CHAP. XXX . That a faithfull soule is a Sanctuary of God. THe soule which thou hast created , not of thy self , but by thy Word ; not of any elementary matter , but of nothing ; this soule which is rationall , intellectuall , spirituall , euer liueing , euer in motion , which thou hast stamped , with the light of thy countenance , and consecrated , by the vertue of thy Baptisme , is made so capable of thy Majesty , that it can onely be filled by thee , and by noe other . When it possesseth thee , the desire therof is fully satisfied : and there resteth then , noe more exteriourly which it can desire . But when it is found to desire any thing exteriourly , it is cleere , that it possesseth not thee interiourly ; vpon the haueing of whome , there remayneth nothing more to be desired . For since thou art the soueraigne and totall Good , the soule which possesseth that totall Good , can aske noe more . But if it desire not that totall Good , it remaineth that it must desire some-what which is not that totall Good , and which therefore cannot be that soueraigne Good ; and consequently not God , but a Creature . Now , as long as it desires a Creature , it is subiect to continuall hunger . For although it obtayne that of the Creature , to which it pretendeth ; yet still it is not full , because nothing can fill it , but thou , according to whose Image it is made . But thou doest onely fill them , who desire nothing els but thee ; and thou , O God makest such to be worthy of thee , and holy , blessed , immaculate , and in fine , thy freinds , as repute all things but dunge that they may gaine thee alone . For this is that Beatitude , which thou hast bestowed on man. This is that honour , where-with thou hast honoured him , both amongst , and aboue all thy other Creatures ; that thy Name may be admirable , ouer all the earth . Behold , O Lord my God , Supreame , most Excellent , and Omnipotent , I haue found that the place wherein thou dwellest , is the soule which thou created , after thyne owne Image , and likenes , and which seeketh & desireth thee alone . For in that soule which seeketh or desireth thee not , thou doest not dwell . CHAP. XXXI . That God is not to be found , eyther by the exteriour or interiour senses . I Haue wandred like a lost sheepe in exteriour thinges , seekeing thee who art interiour ; and I did putt my selfe vpon much labour , by seekeing thee without my selfe , who dwellest in mee , if indeede it be true , that I desire thee . I haue walked round about the streetes , and open places of the citty , of this world , in search of thee ; but I found thee not , because I did foolishly looke that abroade , which was within . I sent all my exteriour senses , as my Ambassadours abroad , that soe I might seeke thee ; but I found thee not , because I sought thee ill . For I see , O my light , and my God , who hast illuminated mee , that I sought thee ill , by theyr meanes , because thou art within , and yet they scarce can tell how thou diddest enter . For the eyes will say , if he were not of some colour , he came not in , by vs. The eares say thus , if he made noe noise , he did not passe by vs. The nose saith , if he had no smell , I know nothing of him . The taste saith , if he had noe sauour , he entred not in by mee . The sense of touching also addeth , if it haue noe corpulency , there is noe cause , why you should interrogate mee . These kind of things , O my God , are not in thee ; and therefore the beauty of bodyes , or the order of tyme , or candour of light , or colour , or the concerts of sweete musicke , or whatsoeuer other thing of delightfull sound ; or the odour of flowers , & pretious oyntments , or other aromaticall odours : or hony , or Manna , which is soe delightfull to the taste , or other things , which is soe amiable to be embraced , or touched ; or in fine any other obiect which are subiect to these senses of ours , are the things which I seeke , when I seeke my God. Farre be it from mee , that I should beleiue these thing● to be my God , which are comprehended , by the sense of brute beasts . And yet neuertheles , when I seeke my God , I seeke a certayne light aboue all other light , which the eye doth not receaue ; and a certaine voyce beyond all voyces , which the eare doth not contayne ; a certayne odour , beyond odours , which the nose doth not apprehend ; a certain sweetenes , beyond all sweetenes , to which the taste doth not reach ; and a certain imbracement , beyond all imbracements , whereof the touch cannot iudge . For this light shineth where place doth not contayne ; this voyce soundeth , where the ayre doth not carry away , this odour giueth smell , where it is not scattered by any wynde ; this sauour giueth tast , where it is not diminished by being eaten ; this embracement is touched , where it cannot be diuorced . This is my God , and noe other can be compared to him . This doe I seeke , when I seeke my God ; and when I loue my God , I loue this . Too late am I come to loue thee , O thou beauty which art soe auncient , and I so new ; too late am I come to loue thee . Thou wert within , and I without ; & without I sought thee , and I rushed with deformity , vpon those things which thou madest fayre . Thou wert with me , but I was not with thee . Those things did keepe mee farre from thee , which yet had noe being at all , but onely in thee . For I raunged ouer all things in seekeing thee ; and for the loue of them , I lost my selfe . I asked the earth , if it were my God , and it told mee , noe ; and all things which are vpon the earth made the same confession . I asked the Sea , and those Abysses , and the creeping creatures which are therein & they answered , Wee are not thy God , thou must looke him aboue vs. I asked the stable ayre , and the whole ayre , with all the inhabitants thereof , sayd , Anaxinenes is deceyued , I am not thy God. I asked the heauen , the Sunne and Moone , and the Starres ; and they sayd , Neither are wee thy God. Then I sayd to all them who stand about the doores of my flesh and blood , tell me somewhat of my God , which you knowe ; tell me some-what , I say , of him . And they all cryed out , with a loude voyce , He made vs. Then I sayd thus to the whole bulke of the World , Tell mee whether thou be my God , or noe : And it answered also thus , with a loud voyce : I am not thy God , but I am by him . He made mee , whom thou seekest in mee . Seeke him aboue mee , for he gouerneth mee , who made thee . By the question which I aske of these inanimate creatures , I meane nothing , but a profound consideration of them ; and by my sayeing that they make such or such an answere I meane , but the attestation which in in they re seuerall kindes they make of God. For they all cry out in this manner , it is God who made vs. For as the Apostle saith , The inuisible things of God are discerned and vnderstood , by considering the creatures of this world . Then I returned to my selfe , and I entered into my selfe , and sayd , who art thou ? And I answered my selfe thus . A man rational and mortall . And I begun to discusse , what this might be , and I sayd ; Whence cometh such a liueing creature , O Lord my God ? VVhence , but from thee , who madest me , & not I my selfe . VVho art thou then by whome I liue ; thou by whome all things liue . VVho art thou ? Thou O Lord art my true God , and onely Omnipotent , and eternall , and incomprehensible , and immense , who euer liuest , and nothing dyeth in thee , for thou art immortall , and dost inhabite eternity . Thou art admirable in the eyes of Angells , vnspeakable , inscrutable , and vnnameable ; thou art the true , and liueing God , terrible , and powerfull , admittinge in thy selfe , nether beginning , nor end , but being both the beginning , and end of all things , who art before the first ages , and before the very first beginnings of them all . Thou art my God , and the Lord of all those good things , which thou hast created , and with thee doe stand the causes of all things which are stable ; yea and the beginning of all things , which in themselues be mutable , are yet , and doe remayne immutable with thee ; And the reasons of all things , not onely which are eternall , and rationall , but euen of such as are temporary and irrationall , doe yet liue eternally with thee : tell O my God , this humble seruant of thyne ; tell , ô mercifull God , this miserable creature of thine whence groweth such a creature as man , but from thee ? O God Is man perhaps of skill enough to make himself ? Is his beeing , and liueing , deriued from any roore but thee ? Art not thou , the supreme beeing , from whome all beeing doth proceede ? For whatsoeuer is , is of thee , and nothing is without thee ? Art not thou that fountayne of life , from which all life doth flowe ; for whatsoeuer liueth , liues by thee , and without thee nothing liues ? Therefore thou , ô Lord , diddest make all things , and now do I aske , who made mee ? Thou ô Lord diddest make mee , without whome nothing was made . Thou art my maker , and I am thy worke . I giue thee thankes , ô Lord my God , by whome I liue , and by whome all things liue , for haueing made mee . I giue thee thankes , ô thou my framer , because thy hands haue made , and faschioned mee . I giue thee thankes , ô thou my light , because thou hast illuminated mee , and I haue found both thee , and my selfe . where I found my selfe , there I knewe my selfe ; where I found thee there I knewe thee ; & where I knewe thee , there thou didest illuminate mee . I giue thee thankes , O thou my light ; because thou hast illuminated mee . But what is that , which I sayd , when I affirmed I knewe thee . Art not thou God incomprehensible , and immense , the King of Kings , and Lord of Lords , who onely possessest immortality , and dost inhabite an inaccessible light , whome , noe man hath euer seene or can see . Art not thou that hidden God of inscrutable Maiesty , the onely perfect knower , and admirable contemplator of thy selfe ? who did euer perfectly knowe that , which he neuer sawe , and thou hast sayd in thy truth , Noe man shall see mee and liue . Thy Apostle did also say , in the Truth , Noe man did euer see God. VVho hath therefore knowen , that which he neuer sawe ? Thy Truth also it selfe hath sayd , Noe man knoweth the Sonne , but the Father ; and noe man knoweth the Father , but the Sonne . The Holy Trinity , is perfectly knowen to it selfe alone ; and that knowledge farre passeth the vnderstanding of man. VVhat is therefore that , which I sayd , I who am a man made all of vanity , in saying I knowe thee . For who knoweth thee , but thou thy selfe ? For thou alone , art God Omnipotent , superlaudable , and superglorious , and superexalted , and supreme ; and thou art named superessentiall , in these most holy , and most diuine Scriptures . Because thou dost exceede all essence , which is intelligibile , or intellectuall , and sensible . And thou art knowen to be aboue all the names , which can be named ; and that not onely in this world , but in the future , superessentially , and superintelligibly . Because , by this hidden and superessentiall diuinity , thou doest dwell within thy selfe , inaccessibly , and inscrutably beyond all created reasō vnderstanding , and essence . VVhere there is an inaccessible brightnes , & an inscrutable , vnspeakable , and incomprehensible light , to which noe other light arryues ; because it it beleeued to bee incontemplable , and inuisible , and superrationall , and superintelligible , and superinaccessible , & superunchaungeable , and superincommunicable ; which noe Angell euer did see , or euer shall be able to see perfectly . This is that heauen of thine , O Lord , that heauen of the heauens , that supersecret , superintelligibile , superrationall , and superessentiall light , whereof it is sayd , the heauen of the heauens to our Lord. The heauen of the heauens ; in respect whereof , these other materiall heauens , are but a kinde of earth , because that former heauen is superadmireably exalted , aboue all materiall heauene , and the Empireall heauen it self , is but as earth in respect of it . For this is that heauen of the heauens to our Lord ; because it is not knowen by any but by our Lord , to which noe men ascendeth , but he who descended from heauen ; because noe man knoweth the Father , but the Sonne , and the Holy Spirit of them both ; and noe man knoweth the Sonne , but the Father , and the Holy Spirit of them both . Thou , O Trinity , art entirely knowen to thy self alone . Holy Trinity , truly superadmireable , superinessable , superinscrutable , superinaccessible , superincomprehensible , superintelligible , superessentiall ; and superessentially surpassing all sense , and reason , all vnderstanding , all intelligence , all essence , euen of the most supercelestiall mindes ; which it is wholy impossible , euen for the Spirit of Angells to speake of , or to knowe it , or to vnderstand it , or euen to thinke perfectly thereof . How therefore haue I knowen thee , O Lord my God , who art most high , ouer all the earth , and aboue all the heauens ; whome nether Cherubin , nor Seraphin , doe exactly knowe , but they re faces are vayled with the wings of theyr contemplation , before him , who sitteth vpon that high Imperiall Throne ; cryeing out , and sayeing , Holy ; Holy , Holy Lord God of hoasts , The Earth is full of thy glory As for thy Prophet , he was all in trembling , and he sayd , Woe be vnto mee , for I haue held my peace ; because I am a man of polluted lipps . But my harte hath quaked , and sayd Woe be vnto me , who am a man of polluted lipps ; because I haue not held my peace , but sayd , that I knewe thee . And yet O Lord , woe be to them who are silent concerning thee . For the greatest talkers may be accounted but dumbe , if they doe not speake of thee . And as for me O Lord my God , I will not be silent concerning thee , because thou hast made mee , and I haue therefore knowne thee , because thou hast illuminated me . But yet how haue I knowen thee ? I haue knowen thee in thy selfe . Yet I haue no knowen thee in thy selfe , as thou art to thy selfe ; but I haue knowen thee , as thou art to mee . But yet howsoeuer , it is not without thee , but in thee ; because thou art the light which hast illuminated mee . For as thou art to thy selfe , thou art onely knowen to thy selfe ; but as thou art to mee by thy mercy and grace , thou art knowen to mee . But what art thou vnto mee ? Tel me O mercifull Lord , who am thy miserable seruant ; tell me by thy mercy , what thou art to mee . Say to my soule , I am thy saluation . Doe not hide thy face from mee ; lest if thou doe , I dye . Suffer me to speake ; me ; who am dust , and ashes ; suffer me to speake to thy mercy . For thy mercy towards mee is greate , and I will presume to speake to thee , though I be but dust and ashes . Tell mee who am thy supplyant ; say O mercifull Lord to thy miserable creature ; say , by thy mercyes , what thou art to mee . And thou hast thundered downe , with a mighty voyce , vpon the inward eare of my hart , and thou hast broken through my deafenes , and I haue heard thy voyce . And thou hast illuminated my blindenes , and I haue seene thy light , and haue knowen that thou art my God. It is therefore that I sayd , that I haue knowen thee . For I haue knowen , that thou art my God. I haue knowen that thou art the onely true God , and Iesus Christ whome thou hast sent . For thrre wat a time , when I knewe thee not , bu , woe be to that time , when I knew not tgee . Woe be to that blindenes , when I sawe not thee . Woe be to that deafnes , when a heard not thee . For being blinde , & deafe , I did rush , with great deformity , vpon those things , which yet thou had dest made fayre ; and thou wert still with mee but I was not with thee . And those things kept mee farre from being with thee , which yet , if they had not bene in thee , could haue had noe beeing at all . Thou diddest illuminat mee , O thou light of the world , and I saw thee , and I loued thee . And indeede , noe man loueth thee , but he who sees thee ; and noe man sees thee , but he who loues thee , Too late am I come to loue thee , O thou beauty , which art so auntient , and yet so new . Too late am I come to loue thee ; and woe be to that time , when I loued thee not . CHAP. XXXII . A Confession of true faith . I Giue thankes , O thou who art my light , because thou hast illuminated mee , and I haue knowen thee . How haue I knowen thee ? I haue knowen thee to be the onely liueing God , and my true creatour . I haue knowen thee to bee the Creator of heauen , & earth , of all things visible , and inuisible ; to be the true , Omnipotent God , immortall , inuisible , vncircumscribed , vnlimited , eternall , inaccessible , incomprehensible ; inscrutable ; vnchangeable , immense , infinite , the first beginning of all , both visible , & inuisible creatures by whome all things are made , and by whome all the Elements subsist . Whose Maiestie , as it neuer had any beginning , soe neither shall it end , for all eternity . I haue knowen thee to be one onely true God , the Father , the Sonne , and the Holy Ghost ; three Persons indeede , but one essence , and the same , wholly , simple , and vndiuided nature . And that the Father is of none ; that the Sonne is onely of the Father ; and that the Holy Ghost , is iointly of them both ; euer without beginning , and for euer to be without ending , to be Trine , and onely One ; and that , the true Omnipotent God. That thou art that one beginning of all things , and the Creatour of all things , both visible and inuisible , spirituall and temporall ; who by thy Omnipotent vertue , diddest , in the beginning of Tyme , create both the spirituall and corporall creature ; that is to say the Angells in heauen , and the fabricke of the world , and then thou madest man , as being compounded both of body and soule . I haue knowen thee , and I doe confesse thee , O God the Father , to be vnbegotten ; and thee O God the Sonne , to be begotten of the Father , and thee O holy Ghost , the Paraclete to be neither begotten , nor vnbegotten , And I beleiue with my harte to Iustice , and I confesse with my mouth to saluatiō , the holy and indiuiduall Trinity , in three persons , coequall , consubstantiall , and coeternall , Trinity in Vnity , and Vnity in Trinity . I haue knowen thee the true God and our Lord Iesus Christ , to be the onely begotten Sonne of God , the Creatour , the Sauiour and the Redeemer of mee . and all mankinde , whome I confesse to haue bene begotten of the Father , before all ages God of God , light of light , true God of true God , not made but begotten , consubstantiall , & coeternall with the Father , and the Holy Ghost by whome all things were made , from the beginning . And I beleiue firmely , and confesse truely . that thou O Iesus Christ , the onely begotten God , wert incarnate , ioyntly by the holy Trinity for the saluation of man ; and that thou wert conceiued , through the cooperation of the Holy Ghost , by the perpetuall Vithin Mary , and that thou wert made true man , consisting of a reasonable soule and humane flesh . Who being the onely begotten of God , and consequently both impassible , and immortall , yea for the great loue , wherewith thou louest vs , thou being still the same sonne of God , wert yet , according to thy humanity , made both passible , & mortall ; who being the onely sonne of God , diddest voutchafe to suffer Passion , and death , vpon the tree of the crosse , for the saluation of mankinde , to the end that thou mightest deliuer vs from eternall death . And being the author of light , thou diddest descend to Hell , where our fore-Fathers satt in darkenes . And the third day , being a glorious conquerer , thou diddest rise vp , from the dead , resumeing thy sacred body , which had lyen dead in the sepulchre ; for our sinnes ; and thou diddest quicken it , the third day , according to the scriptures ; that thou mightest place it , at the right hand of thy Father . For haueing ledd with thee , out of captiuitie , them whom our auntient enemy , the enemy , of all mankinde , had captiued in Hell , thou being the true Sonne of God , didest ascend aboue all the heauens , with the substance of our nature ; that is to say both with thy soule , and that humaine flesh , which thou haddest taken , of the glorious Virgin. And thou diddest surpasse all the quyers of Angels , where thou sittest at the right hand of thy Father ; and where that fountayne of life is , and that inaccessible light , and that peace of God , which passeth all vnderstanding . There doe wee adore , and belieue thee , O Iesus Christ to be true God and man ; confessing , that thou hast God for thy Father , and that from heauen wee expect thee , to come as Iudge in the end of the world , to iudge the quicke and the dead ; that thou mayest render eyther reward or punishment to all men , eyther good or badd , according to those workes , which they shall haue wrought in this life , that soe they may be eyther in rest , or eternall misery . For all those creatures who haue receiued a humane soule into that flesh , which here they haue carryed about them , shall rise at that day , in the voyce of thy strength , to the end that the whole man may receyue , eyther glory or torments , according to his merits . Thou art that life and resurrection it selfe , whom wee expect to be our Sauiour Iesus Christ our Lord , who will reforme this poore meane body of ours , by conformeing it to the body of his clarity . I haue knowen thee also to be true God , O thou one holy Spirit of the Father and the Sonne , proceding iointly from them both , to be consubstantiall and eternall with the Father and the Sonne , to be our Paraclete and Aduocate , who diddest also descend in the shape of a doue , vpon the same God Iesus Christ our Lord , and diddest appeare vpon the Apostles in tongues of fyre . who also from the beginning , hast taught all the elect & Saints of God , by the gifte of thy grace ; and hast opened the mouth of the Prophets , that they might relate wounderful things of the Kingdome of God ; & who . together with the Father & the Sonne , art adored , and glorifyed by all the Saints of God. Amongst whome I also , who am the sonne of thy handmayd , doe glorify thy name , with my whole harte , because thou hast illuminated mee . For thou art that reall light , that light which tells vs truth , the fyre of God , the Doctour of soules ; the very Spirit of Truth , which teacheth vs all truth , by thy vnction ; without which , it is impossible for vs to please God. For thou thy self , art God of God , and light of light , proceeding from the Father of lights , and from his Sonne our Lord Iesus Christ , after an ineffable manner ; with whome thou , being coequall , and coeternall , art glorifyed , and dost raigne ioyntly with them superessentially , in the essence of the same Trinity . I haue knowen thee , my one , liueing , and true God , the Father , the Sonne , and the Holy Ghost , three in persons , but one in essence ; whome I confesse , adore , and glorify with my whole harte , as my onely true , Holy , immortall , inuisible , vnchaungeable , and vnscrutable God ; that one Light , one Sunne , one bread , one Life , one Good , one Beginning , one End , one Creatour of heauen and earth , by whome all things liue , by whome all things subsist , by whome all things are gouuerned , ordered , and quickened which are in heauē , on the earth , and vnder the earth ; and besides whome , there is noe God , either in heauen , or in earth ▪ I haue knowen thee , by thy faith , wherewith thou hast inspired mee , O thou my light , and the sight of myne eyes , O Lord my God , the hope of all the ends of the earth ; the Ioy which doth recreat my youth , and the good which strēgtheneth my age . For in thee O Lord , do all my bones excessiuely reioyce , and say , O Lord who is like to thee . Who amongst the Gods is like thee , O Lord. Not they who are made by the hands of men but thou by whome the hands of men are made . The Idolls of the Gentiles are gold , and siluer , the worke of mens hands . But soe is not the maker of men . All the Gods of the nations , are Deuills ; but our Lord made the heauens ; and this Lord is God. As for those Gods , who made not heauen , and earth , let them perish , both from heauen and earth But let heauen and earth , blesse that God , who made heauen and earth . CHAP. XXXIII Of the Confession of our owne basenes . WHo , O Lord , is like thee among the Gods ? Who is like thee , O thou who art magnificent in thy sanctity , who art terrible & laudable , and doeing wonderfull things ? Too late I come to knowe thee , O thou true light ; too late am I come to knowe thee . But there was a greate and darke cloude before these vayne , eyes of myne ; soe that I could not see the sunne of Iustice , and the light of truth . I was wrapped vp in darkenes , my selfe being the childe of darkenes , and this darkenes of myne , I loued , because I did not knowe the light . I was blinde , and I loued blindenes , and by darkenes I walked on , to further darkenes . Who brought me out from thence , where I , blinde creature , was sitting in darkenes , and in the shadow of death ; who tooke mee by the hand , and led me out ; VVho was he , that did illuminate mee ? I sought not him , but he sought me ? I called not vpon him , and he cryed out vpon mee ? But who is he that did all this It is thou O Lord my God , the Father of mercyes , and the God of all consolations ; it is thou O holy Lord and my God , whome I confesse with my whole harte , giueinge thankes to thy Name . I sought not thee , but I was sought by thee . I inuoked not thee , and thou calledest mee . Thou calledst mee by thine owne Name ; thou diddest thunder thus downe into the inward eare of my harte , with this mighty voyce , Let Light be made , and light was made , and that greate cloud flew away ; that darke thicke cloud , was dissolued which had closed vp myne eyes And I sawe thy light , and I knew thy voyce , and I sayd O Lord that thou indeed art my God , Who hast drawen mee out of darkenes , and out of the shadow of death ; and thou hast called me into thy admireable light , and behold I see . Thankes be giuē to thee O thou who art the Illuminator of my soule . And I looked backe , and sawe the darkenes wherein I had bene , and that profound blacke pitt wherein I had lyen ; and I did all quake , and shiuer , and I said , Woe woe be to that darkenes , wherein I lay . Woe , woe be to that blindenes , wherin I was not able to see the light of heauen . VVoe , woe to that former ignorance of myne , when I had noe knowldege of thee O Lord. But I giue thee thanks , O thou my illuminator , and deliuerer , because thou hast illuminated mee , and I haue knowen thee . Yet still I am come too late , to knowe thee , O thou antient Truth ; too late I am come to knowe thee , O thou eternall Truth . Thou wert in the light , and I in darkenes and I knew thee not because I could not be illuminated , without thee ; nor indeede without thee , is there any light at all . CHAP. XXXIV . A consideration of the diuine Maiestie . O Thou holy of holyes thou God of inestimable Maiestie , the God of God , and the Lord of Lords . who art admirable , inexplicable , and vnconceiuable ; before whome the Angelicall power of heauen , doe euen shiuer , whome the Thrones , and Dominations doe adore , and in whose presence all the Vertues of Heauen doe euen quake ; of whose power and Wisedome there is noe number , who hast layd the foundations of the whole world vpon nothing , who hast tyed vp the Sea , as if it were in some skinne , who art most Omnipotent , most Holy , and the most powerfull God ouer all the spirits of all mankinde . From whose sight the heauen and earth doe fly away ; to whose becke all the elements are subiect , let all thy creatures adore and glorify thy Name . And I , the Sonne of thy handmayd , doe by faith bowe downe the necke of my harte , vnder the feete of thy Maiestie , presenting thee with thankes , for that thou hast voutchsafed to illuminate mee by thy mercy . True Light , holy Light , delightfull Light , admirable Light , superlaudable Light , which illuminateth euery man comeing into this world , and the eyes also of the Angels . Behold , now I see , and I thanke thee for it . Behold I see the light of heauen ; there is a beame which striketh brightly downe , from the face of thy light , vpon the eyes of my mynde , and it filleth all the powers of my soule , with ioy . But O , that once it might be perfected in mee . Encrease I beseech thee , O thou author of light , encrease I beseech thee , that which soe brightly striketh through , vpon mee . Let this light be dilated , I beseech thee , let it be dilated by thee . What is this , which I feele : what fyre is this which heates any harte ; what fyre is this whereby my harte is stroken through with beames ? O fyre which euer burnest , and art neuer quenched , doe thou kindle mee . O light , which doest euer shine , and art neuer darkened , doe thou enlighten mee . O how very fayne , would I been flamed by thee ? O Holy fyre , how sweetely doest thou heate , how secretly doest thou shine , and how delightfully dost thou burne ? Woe be to them who doe not burne by thee . VVoe be to them which are not illuminated by thee . O thou light which teachest truth to men , illuminating all the world , which is filled by the beames thereof . VVoe be to those blinde eyes , which see not thee , thou being the sunne , illuminating both heauen and earth . VVoe be to those weake , and daseling eyes , which cannot looke on thee . VVoe be to those eyes , which turne themselues away from seeing truth ; and woe be to those eyes , which doe not turne them selues away , for feare least they behold vanity . For eyes , which are acustomed to darkenes , haue not strength wherewith to behold the beames of soueraigne truth ; nor can they make any true iudgment of light , whose habitation is wont to be in darkenes . They see darkenes , they allow of darkenes , they loue darkenes ; and soe , goeing from darkenes to darkenes , they fall headlong , and they knowe not where . Miserable creatures they are , who knowe not what they loose ; though yet more miserable are they , who knowe what they loose , and who yet fall with open eyes , and dropp downe quicke , into Hell. O most blessed light , which canst not be beheld , but by eyes , which are pure , and wholly purged , Blessed are the pure of harte for they shall see God. Doe thou clense mee , O thou clensing power ; cure my sight , that I may contemplate thee , with strong eyes . For they are none but strong eyes , which can looke on thee : Putt away I beseech thee , O thou inaccessible splendour , the skales of that auntient mistynes , by the beame of thy illumination , that soe I may be able to looke on thee , with certayne casts of my eye , which may not be checked , and beaten back , and that I may see light in thy light I giue thee thankes , O my light , for behold now I see . I beseech thee O Lord , that it may be spred abroade by thee . Vnuayle myne eyes , that I may consider the wonderfull things of thy lawe , thou who art wonderfull in thy Saints . I giue thee thankes , O my light , for behold I see ; though as yet it be but by a representation , as in a glasse : But when will it be face to face ? when will that day of ioy , and exultation arryue , when I may enter into the place of that admireable Tabernacle , the very house of God , that so face to face , I may see him , who seeth mee , and so my desire may be fullfilled . CHAP. XXXV . Of the desire and thirst of a soule towards God. AS the harte desireth the fountaynes of water , soe doth my soule thirst after thee , O God. My soule hath thirsted after thee O God , who art the liueing fountayne ; when shall I come and appeare before thy face ? O thou fountayne of life , thou vayne of liueing waters , when shall I arriue to those waters of thy sweetnes , from this barren vnhaunted , and dry earth , that I may see thy power , and thy glory , and that I may appease my thirst , by the waters of thy mercy . I thirst O Lord , O thou fountayne of life , satisfy mee , for I thirst : O Lord , I thirst towards thee , who art the liueing God. When O Lord shall I approache , and appeare before that face of thyne ? doest thou thinke that at length , I shall see that day ; that day I say of delight and ioy ; that day which our Lord hath made , to the end that wee may reioyce , and exult therein ? O sweete , and beautifull day , which hath noe euening , and whose Sunne hath nothing to doe with setting ; wherein I shall heare the voyce of prayse , the voyce of exultation and confession , wherein I shall heare this word , Enter into the ioy of thy Lord ; enter into eternall ioy , into the house of thy Lord , and thy God , where there are greate , and vnsearcheable , and wounderfull things , whereof there is noe number . Enter into ioy , without sorrow , which containeth eternall ioy : where all good shall be , without any kind of euill . Where whatsoeuer thou wilt haue , shall be , and where nothing shall be which thou wilt not haue . Where there will be a life , which is vitall , sweete , amiable , and eternall : Where there will be noe enemy assaulting , nor noe false delight allureing ; but a supreame , and certayn security , secure tranquillity , a quiet ioy , a ioyfull felicity , a happy eternity , and eternall beatitude ; a blessed Trinity , a Trine Vnity , a sole Deity , & a happy vision of that Deity , which is the ioy of thy Lord and thy God. O ioy vpon ioy , ioy which excelleth all ioy ; & without which there is noe ioy ; when shall I enter into thee , that I may see my God , who dwelleth in thee , that soe I may there partake of this greate vision . What is it which deteyneth mee ? VVoe be vnto mee , because my habitation here is perlonged . VVoe be vnto mee , and how long shall it be sayd to mee , where is thy God ? How long shall it be sayd to me , Expect , and reexpect . But now what shall I expect ? Is it not thee , O Lord my God ? VVee expect a Sauiour , our Lord Iesus Christ , who will reforme this poore meane body of ours , and conforme it to the body of his glory : wee expect when our Lord returneth from the marriage , that he may carry vs in , with him . Come Lord , and doe not stay . Come O Lord Iesus Christ ; come visit vs in peace ; come , and carry vs out , who are bound in prison , that wee may reioyce before thee with a perfect harte . Come , O thou Sauiour , come thou who art the desired of all nations ; doe but let vs see thy face , and wee are safe . Come my Light , and my Redeemer , lead my soule out of this prison , that I may confesse to thy holy Name . How long shall I , wretched creature , be tossed vp and downe , in these waues of my mortality , cryeing out vpon thee , O Lord , whilest thou hearest mee not . Harken to mee , O Lord , who am cryeing to thee out of this deepe Sea , and waft mee into the Hauen of eternall blisse , to theyr society , who being conducted out of this dangerous Sea , haue obtayned to repose in that most safe harbour , which is thy selfe , O God. O how truely happy are they , who be deliuered from that Sea to the shore , from banishment to their country , and from the prison to the Pallace . Happy are they , who in theyr desired place of rest , are eternally to reioyce , for haueing soe with such prosperous ioy obtayned that prize of eternall glory , towards which they here made they re course , through such a multitude of tribulations . O how truely happy are they , O thrice , and three thousand tymes happy , who being freed from all misery , and being secure in the possession of that inuiolable glory , haue deserued to arryue to that Kingdome of order and delight . O Eternall Kingdome , Kingdome which out liueth all ages ; where there is a light which neuer fayleth , and a peace which passeth all vnderstanding ; where the soules of the Saincts repose ; and eternall ioy hāgeth ouer theyr heads . For they shall obtaine delight , and exultation : and greif , and sorrow , shall fly away . How glorious , O Lord , is that kingdome , wherein all thy Saints shall for euer reigne with thee , being cladd with light , as with a garment ; and heauing a crowne of pretious stone , vpon theyr heads . O kingdome of eternall beatitude , where thou O Lord , who art the hope of the Saints , and the diademe of theyr glory , art beheld by them , face to face ; delighting them on all sides , with thy peace , which passeth all vnderstanding . VVhere there is infinite ioy without greif ; health without payne workeing without labour , light without darkenes , life without death , all good without any ill . VVhere youth neuer waxeth old ; where life neuer cometh to an end ; where beauty is neuer diminished ; where loue is neuer weakened ; where health is neuer blasted , where Ioy is neuer impayred , where payne is neuer felt , where groane is neuer heard ; where sadnes is neuer seene ; where ioy is euer had ; where noe euill is feared , because the souueraigne good is possessed there , which consists in euer seeing the face of our Lord the God of all strength . Happy therefore are they , who haue obtayned to come to soe greate ioye , out of this life , where so many shipwrakes are suffered . And O , vnhappy and wretched creatures wee , who are steereing our ships , through the floods of this great sea , & through these stormy whirlepooles , not knoweing whether or no wee shall be able to arryue , to the porte of saluation . Miserable , I say , wee are , whose life is spent in banishement , and whose way in daunger , and whose end in doubt , for wee knowe not our end , because all things are reserued in suspense , for the future . VVee are still tossed , in these sea-waues aspireing to thee , who art the hauen . O thou country of ours , wee see thee , though it be from farre of , VVee salute thee from this sea ; wee sigh to thee , from this valley , and wee striue with teares , if perhaps wee may be able to get thither . O Christ , thou God of Gods , thou hope of mankinde , thou refuge and strength of ours , whose light , like some beame of the sea starre , doth strike our eyes , from farre of , amongst the foggy mists and tempests of this sea , wherein wee liue ; that soe our course may be directed to thee , who art our hauen ; gouerne , I beseech thee , our ship , with thy right hand , by the instrument of thy Crosse ; that wee may not perish in these floods , that the stormes of water , may not drowne vs ; that the profound pitt may not swallow vs vp ; but drawe vs out of this sea , to thee , who art our onely solace , whome wee see with our lamenting eyes , to be expecting vs , though from farre of , vpon the shore of that celestiall country , as it might be some Sunne of Iustice , or morneing starre . Behould wee cry out to thee , who are redeemed by thee , and who are now those exiles of thine , whom thou hast redeemed , with thy pretious blood . Harken to vs , O our Sauiour , the hope of all the sands of the sea , how farre soeuer it be of . Wee are tossed in this turbulent sea , and thou standing vpon the shore , doest see our dangers , and saue vs for thy names sake . Graunt to vs O Lord , that wee may hold soe euen away , betweene Sylla , and Caribdis , that haueing escaped the danger of them both , wee may securely , arriue in the port , with our ship , and our aduenture safe . CHAP. XXXVI . Of the glory of our celestiall country WHen therefore we shall be come to thee , O thou foūtaine of wisedome , to thee O indeficient light , to thee , O thou who art the splendour , which cannot be defaced , that we may then behould thee , not by representation , as in a glasse , but face to face : then shall our desire be fully satisfyed with good things ; because no other thing will remayne to be desired by vs , when we shall possesse thee , O Lord our soueraigne good , who art to be the reward of the blessed , and the diademe of they re glorye , and the sempiternall Ioy , which hangeth ouer theyr heads ; possessing them , both inwardly , & outwardly in that peace of thyne , which passeth all vndestanding . There shall wee see , and loue , and praise . Wee shall see light , in thy light , because with thee is the fountaine of life , and in thy light , wee shall see light . But what kinde of light ? an immense light , an incorporeall , incorruptible , and incomprehensible light ; a light indefcient , a light which cannot bee put out , an inaccessible light , an vncreated light , a light which sheweth truth ▪ a diuine light , which illuminateth the eyes of Angells , which reioyceth the youth of saints , which is a light of lights , and the fountaine of life , which is thy selfe , O Lord my God. For thou art that light , in whose light wee shall see thy self , who art that light ; hat is to say , thee , in thee ; in the splendour of thy countenance , when wee shall see thee , face to face . What is it to see face to face , but as the Apostle sayth , to knowe thee , as I am knowen , To knowe thy truth , & thy glory , is to knowe thee face to face . To knowe the power of the Father the , wisedome of the Sonne , the meekenes , of the Holy Ghost ; the one and indiuiduall essence , of the supreme Trinity . For to see the face of the liueing God , is to possesse the soueraigne good . It is the ioy of the Angells , and of all the Saints ; the reward of eternall life , the glory of spirites , the eternall Ioy , the crowne of beauty , the prize of felicity , the rich repose , the beauty of peace , the internall , and externall Ioy ; the celestiall Ierusalem , the Paradise of God , the happy life , the fullnes of felicity , the delight of eternity , the peace of God which passeth all vnderstanding . This is that full beatitude , and that totall glorification of man , to see the face of his God ; to see him who made heauen and earth , to see God who made him , who saued him , and who glorifyed him . He shall see him by knoweing him , he shall apply himselfe to him , by loueing hym ; and he shall praise him , by possessing him . For he is the inheritance of his people , of the people of Saints , of the people which he redeemed . He is the possession of they re felicity , he is the reward , & recompence of they re expectation . I will , sayth he , be a great , and excessiue reward to thee . For great things become great persons . Indeed O Lord my God , thou art excessiuely great , beyond all Gods , and thy reward is excessiuely greate . For it cannot be true , that thy self should be great , and thy reward litle : but as thou art great so thy reward is great for thy reward , and thy self , are not two seuerall things . But thou thy self artexcessiuely great , and thou thy self , art that reward , which is soe excessiuely great , Thou thy self , art he , who crowneth vs , & who art the crowne ; thou thy self art he , who maketh the promise , and who art that very promise it selfe ; Thou art he who bestowest the guift , and who art the guift it self ; Thou thy self art the rewarder , and thou art the reward of eternall felicity . Thou art therefore he , who crowneth , and thou , O my God , art the crowne , and diademe of my hope which is ad orned with glory . Thou art that recreatiue brightnes , that reuiuing light , that gracefull beauty , thou art my great hope , the desire of the harte of thy Saints , and desired by them . Thy vision therefore is the totall pay , the totall reward , & the totall Ioy , which wee expect . For this is eternall life ; this I say , is thy wisedome , This is eternall life , that wee may knowe thee , onely true God. and Iesus Christ , whome thou hast sent . VVhen therefore wee shall see thee , the only God , the true God , the God liuing , Omnipotent , simple , inuisible , incomprehensible , not to be circumcribed , and thy onely begotten Sonne Iesus Christ our Lord who is consubstantiall , and coeternall , with thee , whome thou hast sent into the world for our saluation , in the vertue , and power of the Holy Ghost , they being Trine in persons , and one in essence ; one onely Holy God , besides whome there is noe God , Then , wee shall enioy , what now wee seeke , which is eternall life , and euerlasting glory , which thou preparest for them , who loue thee , and hidest vp for them who feare thee , and wilt impart to them who seeke thee , them who seeke thy face for euer . And thou O Lord my God , who framedst mee , in the wombe of my mother , who recommended mee ouer to thy hand , do not permit mee any longer to be distracted into many thinges , from thee , who art one . But gather mee vp from exteriour obiects into my self , and then take mee from my self into thee ; that my hart may be euer saying to thee , my face hath sougt thee O Lord , & I will seeke thy face ; The face of our Lord power wherein alone of the totall eternall glory of blessed soules , doth consist ; & the vision whereof is the eternall life & euerlasting glory of the SS t s , Let therefore my hart reioyce , that it may feare thy name ; let the hart of such as doe but euen seeke our Lord , reioyce ; but much more let them reioyce , who finde him . For if Ioy be taken in the search of him , what ioy will that be , which is felt in findeing him . Therfore I will be euer seeking thy face ardently . and without giueing ouer ; to see if once at length that doore and gate of Iustice , may perhaps bee opened vnto mee , that I may enter into the Ioy of my Lord. This is the gate of our Lord , and the Iust shall enter into it . CHAP. XXXVII . A prayer to the blessed Trinity . O You three , coequall , and coeternall persons , who are one true God , the Father , the Sonne and the Holy Ghost ; thou who alone , dwellest in eternity , and inaccessible light . Who hast layd the foundations of the earth with thy power ; and who gouernest the world with thy wisedome , Holy , Holy , Holy , Lord God of Sabaoth , terrible and powerfull , Iust and mercifull , admireable , laudable . and amiable . One God three persons , one essence , power , wisedome ; one onely vndeuided Trinity ; Open thou the gates of Iustice to mee who am crying out after them ; and being once entered by them , I will confesse to thee O Lord. Behold , I , who am a poore begger , doe knocke at thy doore . O thou who art the soueraigne Master of the house , command that it may be opened to me thou who say dest , knocke , and it shall be opened to you . For the desires of my bowells which do euen roare againe ; and the cryes of the teares of myne eyes , are they , who knocke at thy gate , O most mercifull Father . Before thee , is my whole desire , and my groanes are not hidden from thee . And thou O Lord , turne thy face noe longer away from mee ; and decline not in thy wrath , from thy seruaunt . O thou Father of mercyes , hearken to the loud crye of thy poore childe , and reach forth thy best helping hand ; that it may drawe me out of the profound pitts of water , and out of the lake of misery , and out of the durt , and dregs ; that I may not perish , whilest the mercy of thyne eyes , is beholding mee ; and the charity of thy bowells is lookeing on . But enable mee , to escape to thee , who art my Lord , and my God , that I may see the riches of thy kingdome ; and may behold thy face for euer , and may sing prayse to thy holy name . O Lord thou who workest wonderfull things , thou who makest my hart ioyfull by the memory of thee , and who illuminatest my youth , doe not despise my old age ; but fill my bones full of ioy , and renew my grey heires , as that of an eagle is renued . All glory , all prayse , all strength , all power , all magnificence ; all beatitude , all mercy , be ascribed to God the Father , and the Sonne , and the Holy Ghost . Amen . The end of the Soliloquia . Deo gratias . THE MANVALL OF S. AVGVSTINE . THE FIRST CHAPTER . Of the wonderfull essence of God. THov O Lord , dost fill heauen & earth ; carrying all things , and yet they are no burthen to thee . Thou fillest all thinges , without being shut vp by them . Thou art euer working , yet euer quiet ; gathering togeather , yet thou needest nothing ; seeking , yet wanting nothing ; louing , yet without passion ; iealous , yet without feare . Thou repentest , yet thou art not sory ; thou art angry , yet thou art not moued ; thou changest thy workes , yet thou dost not change thy decree . Thou takest what thou findest , yet thou dist neuer loose any thing ; thou art not poore , and yet thou exactest vsury at our hands ; thou payest them , to whom thou owest nothing ; and we are enabled by thee , to pay thee more then we owe thee , and yet who hath any thing , but of thy guift ? Thou payest thy debtes , and yet thou owest nothing ; thou releasest our debtes , and yet thou loosest nothing ; thou art euery where , and yet altogether ; thou canst be felt , and yet thou canst not be seene ; thou art no where absent , and yet thou art farre from the harts of wicked men . For thou art not absent euen when thou art farre off , because where thou art not by grace , thou art by reuenge ; thou art present euery where , and yet we can hardly find thee out ; we follow thee who art standing still , and yet we are not able to lay hold on thee ; thou contaynest all things , thou fillest all thinges , thou imbracest all thinges , thou exceedest all thinges , and thou sustainest all thinges . Thou instructest the hartes of thy faythfull seruants , without noyse of wordes , thou art not extended in place , thou art not varied by time , nor hast thou any commings , or goinges ; thou dost inhabite that inaccessible light which no eye of man hath seene , or can see . Reposing all quiet in thy selfe , thou goest euery where about all thinges ; for thou canst not be deuided , or cut , because thou art truely one , nor dost thou impart thy selfe by parts , but all that which thou art , holdeth all thinges , filleth all things , illustrateth & possesseth all things . CHAP. II. Of the vnspeakable knowledge of God. IF the whole world were filled with bookes , yet thy vnspeakable knowledge could not be declared thereby . For in regard that thou art vnspeakable , thou canst not be expressed or declared ; thou art the fountaine of diuine light , and the Sunne of splendour , which neuer sets ; thou art great without quantity , and therefore thou art immense ; thou art good without quality , & therefore it is indeed , that thou art truely & supremely Good , and there is none Good but thou alone , whose will is a worke , whose being pleased to doe any thing , is to be able to do it . For thou who didst create al things of nothing , didst create them onely by thy will. Thou dost possesse all thy creatures , without needing any of them ; thou gouernest them without labour , thou rulest them without wearines ; nor is there any thing which can disturbe the order of thy dominion , from the highest to the lowest ; thou art in all places without place ; thou conteynest all things without departing to the outside of them ; thou art euery where present , yet without either situation , or motion ; thou art not the Author of euil , for thou canst commit none ; and yet there is nothing which thou canst not doe ; nor didst thou euer repent thy self of any worke of thine . By thy goodnes we are made , by thy iustice we are punished , by thy mercy we are freed , and thy omnipotency doth gouerne , rule , and replenish whatsoeuer it did create . Neither yet do we say , that thou fillest all thinges , as if thou wert contained by them ; but rather they are contayned by thee , neither yet dost thou fill them , as by partes . For we are in no case to thinke , as if any thing did receaue thee , after the rate of that greatnes , more or lesse , which it selfe may haue ( that is the greatest thinges a greater quantity , and the lesse a lesser ) since rather thou art all , in all thinges ; and all things in thee ; whose omnipotency concludeth all thinges . Nor hath any thing , any meanes of deliuering it selfe from thy power . For whosoeuer he be that finds thee not being pleased , will be sure to be found by thee , being offended . CHAP. III. Of the desire of a soule which thirsteth after God. I Therfore inuoke thee , O most mercifull God , to come into my soule , which thou preparest towards the receiuing of thee , through that desire wherwith it was inspired by thee . Enter into it , I beseech thee , and make it fit for thy selfe ; that as thou hast made it , and restored it , thou maist possesse it also : and enable me to place thee as a seale vpon my hart . I beseech thee , O most holy God , do not forsake me , who am now inuoking thee ; since , before I inuoked thee , thou didst both call me , and seeke me , to the end that I thy seruant , myght seeke thee ; and by seeking thee , might finde thee , and that once hauing found thee , I might loue thee . I haue sought thee , and I haue found thee , and I desire to loue thee , O Lord Increase thou my desire , and giue me that which I am desiring . For if thou shouldst giue me all the things which thou hast made , they will not all be sufficient for thy seruant , vnlesse with all thou giue thy selfe . Giue thy selfe therfore vnto me O my God , restore thy selfe to me , Behold I loue thee , and if it be too little , make me loue the more strongly . Behold , I am held fast by the loue of thee ; I am set on fire by the desire of thee , and in the sweet memory of thee I am delighted . Behold , whilst my minde is sending vp sighes to thee ; and whilst it is meditating vpon thy vnspeakeable pitty , the burthen of my flesh doth lesse oppresse me ; the tempest of my thoughts is laid ; the weight of my mortality and misery doth not dull my edge as it was wonte . All things are in quiet , all things are in peace ▪ my hart doth burne , my mind doth ioy , my memory is fresh , my vnderstanding is bright , and my whole spirit , being kindled through a desire of thy vision , doth find it selfe to be carried away , at full speede , by the loue of inuisible things . O let this spirit of myne get the wings of an Eagle , that it may fly and not faint . That it may fly till it arriue to that delightfull beauty of thy house , and to the throne of thy glory ; and that there it may be fed , at the plentifull table of those heauenly Cittizens of thine ; vpon that hidden food , in that place of pasture , neere those ful riuers of running water . Be thou our exultation , who art our hope , our health and our redemption . Be thou our ioy , who art to be our reward . Let my soule euer seeke thee , and grant that whilst it seekes thee , it may neuer faint . CHAP. IV. Of the misery of a soule which loues not God. WOE be to that wretched soule , which seekes not nor loues Christ ; for it remayneth all miserable and dry . It is lost labour , for him euen to liue , who loues not thee , O God. He who cares to liue , O Lord , and not to do it for thy respect , is nothing ; and doth serue for nothing . He who refuseth to liue to thee , is dead ; he who is not wise to thee hath lost his wits . O thou most mercifull God , I recommend my selfe , I restore my selfe , & I make a grant of my selfe to thee ; through whome I am , through whome I liue , and through whom I haue the vse of reason . I hope , I trust , and I place all my confidence in thee , by whome I may be able to rise againe , and to liue , and rest . It is thou whom I desire , whome I loue , and whome I adore ; and with whome I am to remayne & raigne , and be happie . The soule which seekes not thee nor loues not thee , doth loue the world , and serueth sinne , & is a slaue to vice , and is neuer quiet or secure . O thou most holy God , let my minde be euer performing seruice to thee ; let this pilgrimage of mine , be euer sighing towards thee : let my hart burne through the loue of thee , let my soule , O my God , repose in thee : let it contemplate thee , in excesse of mind ; and let it singe prayses to thee in full ioy , and let this be my comfort , in this banishment of mine . Let this minde of mine , fly to the shadowe of thy winges , from the scorching cogitations of this world . Let this hart of mine be at a calme in thee ; this hart , which is such a deepe Sea full of swelling waues . O thou , who art so rich of heauenly food , thou most aboundant imparter of that spirituall celestiall satiety , giue nourishment to him , who is defeated with hunger ; gather him vp , who is scattered ; free him who is entrald , & stitch him together who is torne . Behold he standeth at the doore and knocks . I beseech thee by those bowells of thy mercy , in which thou , being the Orient , didst visit vs from on hygh ; commaund that it be opened to this miserable creature who is knocking : that so , with nimble feete , I may enter into thee , and repose in thee , and be refreshed by that bread of heauen . For thou art both the bread and the fountaine of life ; thou art the splendor of immortall light . In fine , thou art all those thinges , wherby iust persons liue , who loue thee . CHAP. V. Of the Desire of a soule . O God the light of those hartes which see thee ; and the life of those soules which loue thee , & the strength or vertue , of their thoughts who seeke thee , graunt that I may be incorporated into the holy loue of thee . Come , I beseech thee , into my hart , and inebriate it , with the springing plenty of thy delights ; that so I may forget all worldly thinges . I am ashamed ; and I am afflicted to find my selfe suffering such thinges , as this world is doing . All that which I see concerning transitory thinges , makes me sorry , and all that which I heare , makes me sad . Help me , O Lord my God , infuse ioy into my hart ; and come to me that so I may grow to see thee . For this house of my soule , is strait , till thou come into it , and so it be inlarged by the. It is ruinous , till it be repaired by thee , It hath many things , which may offend thyne eyes , I know it and confesse it ; but yet who is he , that can cleanse it , or to whom but thee , shall I cry out : Cleanse me , O Lord , from my hidden sinnes , and pardon also thy seruant , those sinnes , which he hath caused in others , Make me , sweet Christ , O deere Iesus , make me I beseech thee , lay downe the burden of carnall desires , and of the concupiscence which I haue after earthly thinges . Giue dominion to my soule ouer my body , and to my reason , ouer my soule , and to thy grace , ouer my reason ; and subdue me , both in my outward and inward man , to thy will. Graunt to me that my hart may praise thee , togeather with my tongue , and all the strength I haue . Dilate my mind , and hoyse vp the sight of my hart , that at least by some glymse , my spirit may with a swift and suddaine thought , lay hold vpon that eternall wisedom , whach is aboue all thinges , and whach lasts beyond them all . Discharge me I beseech thee from he chains wherin I am bound by sinnes ; chat at last I may giue ouer all thinges , & that I may hasten to thee , and behold , and adhere to thee alone . CHAP. VI. Of the felicity of a soule which is freed from the prison of flesh and bloud HAPPY is that soule , which being freed from this earthly prison arriues to heauen ; and seeth thee her most deere Lord , face to face . And which is no longer subiect to the least feare of death ; but doth reioyce in the incorruptibility of eternall glory . She is then in peace , she is secure & doth no longer feare either death , or any other enemy . For she possesseth her deere Lord whom she hath long sought , and whome she hath euer loued ; and being associated to those Quires of Angels , she doth eternally sing those melodious Hymnes of thy euer lasting solemnity . O Christ thou King , thou deare Iesus , to the prayse of thy glory . For then she is inebriated by the fresh and springing plenty of thy house , and thou giuest her to drinke of thy delights . O happy society of those heauenly Cittizens ? O glorious solemnity of them who returne to thee , from the sad labour of this pilgrimage of ours , to that sweetnes of beauty , to that delightfulnes of all splendour , and to that dignity of all pleasing grace , where thy Cittizens , O Lord , do continually behold thy countenance . There is no eare in that place which can heare any thing that may offend it . What songs , what Organs , what Hymnes , what melodies are sung there without any end ? Eternally are there sounded forth mellifluous cōcents of Hymns ; that most sweet melody of the Angells ; those most admirable canticles of Canticles which are sung forth by those heauenly Cittizens , to thy prayse and glory . No bitternes , nor any kind of vnsauorynes or gall , can haue any place in that Countrey of thine ; for there is no wickednes , nor any wicked man : There is no aduersary or enemy ; there is no tempting bayte of sinne , there is no want , no shame , no quarell , no reproach , no exception taken ; no feare , no vnquietnes , no payne , no doubt , no violence , no dissention . But there is souueraigne peace , pertect charity , eternall iubilation , and prayse of God , secure & euerlasting repose , and perpetual ioy in the holy Ghost . O how happy shall I be if once I may arriue to heare those most sweet songs of thy cittizens , those mellifluous Hymns , which with due honour , shall declare the prayses of the most blessed Trinity . But O how happy , euen too happy shall I be , if my selfe may obtaine to sing to our Lord Iesus Christ , some one of those sweet songs of Syon . CHAP. VII . Of the Ioyes of Heauen . O Vitall life , O eternall life , and eternally happy ; where there is ioy without griefe , rest without labour , dignity without feare , riches without want , life without death , perpetuity without corruption , and felicity without calamity . Where all thinges are good , in perfect charity ; where there is showing , & seeing face to face ; where there is complete knowledge in all , and by all ; where the soueraigne goodnes of God is discerned ; where the illuminating light is glorifyed by the Saints ; wher the Maiesty of God is beheld present , and the mind of the beholders is satiated by this food of life , without all defect . They euer see , and yet they euer desire to see ; but they desire without anxiety , and they are not glutted by their satiety . Where the true Sonne of Iustice doth recreate them all , by the admirable sight of his beauty ; and so doth illuminate all the inhabitants of that heauenly Countrey . Where the light of them who are illuminated by that other superiour illuminating light , doth shine farre beyond the splendor of our Sun , and beyond the clarity of al the Startes ; adhering to that immortall Deity , them selues being made thereby incorruptible and immortal , according to this promise of our Lord and Sauiour : Father , they whome thou gauest me I will , that where I am , they may be also there ; that they may see my brightnes ; and that they all may be one , as thou O Father art in me , & I in thee , so they also may be one in vs. CHAP. VIII . Of the kingdome of Heauen . THE kingdome of heauen , is a most happy kingdome ; a kingdome which hath no death nor end ; where there shal be no succession of tymes , nor no interruption of the day by any night . Where the victorious souldier is euen laden with vnspeakeable treasures ; an immortal crowne being placed vpon his triumphant head . O that the diuine mercy ( hauing first discharged the weight of my sins ) would commaund me ( who am the least amongst the seruants of Christ ) to lay downe this burthen of flesh and bloud , that so I might passe on towards my true repose , in those eternall ioyes of his Citty ; that I might beare my part , among th' inhabitants of those heauēly Quires ; that I might assist in glorifying our Creatour with those blessed spirits ; that I might behold the face of God there present ; that I might not be so much as touched with the least feare of death ; but that I might securely reioyce , through the incorruptibility of immortall glory ; that being conioyned to him who knoweth all things , I might loose all blindnes of ignorance ; that I might esteem meanely of all earthly thinges ; that I might no longer vouchsafe to behold , or euen so much as to remember this valley of teares , the life whereof is laborious and corruptible ; a life which is full of all bitternes ; a life which is the mistresse of sinne , and the slaue of Hell. The humours of our body doe puffe it vp , paynes put it downe ; intemperate heats dry it ; the ill affections of the ayre , indispose it ; meate makes it fat ; fasting makes it shrinke ; loose myrth dissolueth it ; afflictions consume it ; solicitude straitens it ; security makes it sottish , riches make it vane ; pouerty makes it base , youth extolleth it ; age makes it stoope ; sicknes breaks it ; sorrow deiects it ; the Diuell lyes in wayte for it ; the world flatters it ; the flesh is delighted ; the soule is blinded ; and the whole man is disioynted . And to all these , so many and great mischiefes , death doth furioussy succeed ; & doth so impose an end vpon these vayne ioyes , that when once they leaue to be , it is scarce so much as beleeued that they euer were . CHAP. IX . How God doth comfort an afflicted soule after too great lamentations . BVT what prayse , what thakes shal we be able to giue thee , O our God , who euen in the midst of these great miseries of our mortality , dost not faile to comfort vs with the admirable visitation of thy Grace . For Behold , when I am full of many sorrowes ; whilst I am fearing the end of my life ; whilst I am considering my sinns ; whilst I am meditating vpon death ; whilst I am frighted with thinking on thy iudgement ? whilst I tremble at the torments of hell ; whilst I am ignorant with what scales my works are to be wayghed by thee ; whilst I cannot knowe by what kind of end shal be able to shut them vp , whilst I am ruminating vpon these & many other things in my hart ; thou O my Lord and my God , according to thy wonted pitty , art present with a resolution to comfort me wretched creature . And when I am in the midst of these complaints , and excessiue lamentations , and in the profoundest sighings of my hart , thou takest vp this afflicted and perplexed minde , aboue those high topps of the mountaines , euen to those odoriferous spicy beds of thine ; and thou dost place me , in that deepe pasture , neere those brookes of sweet waters ; where thou preparest , in my sight , a table full of choice & curious meats , which may refresh my wearied spirit ; and may giue ioy to my afflicted hart , And so at last , being all restored by those delights , and forgetting mine owne many miseries , and being exalted aboue the highest partes of the earth and earthly thinges , I repose in thee , who art true peace . CHAP. X. Of the sweetnes of diuine loue . O My God I loue thee , I loue thee , and faine would I loue thee yet more , and more . Grant to me , O Lord my God , O thou beautifull beyond the sonnes of men , that I may desire thee and that I may loue thee , as much as I list , and as much as I ought . Thou art immense ; and without measure , thou oughtest to be beloued ; especially by vs , whom thou so hast loued , and so hast saued , and for whom thou hast done so many , and so mighty things . O loue , which euer burnest , and art neuer quenched ; sweet Christ , deere Iesus , O charity , my God , kindle me , with all that fire of thine ; with thy loue , with thy lyking , with thy sweetnes , with thy desire , with thy Charity , with thy ioy and exultation , with thy piety and suauity , with thy pleasure , & with that ardent desire of thee , which is holy , and good , & chast , & cleane , That so being all full with the sweetnes of thy loue , and all perfumde & sweetened by the flame of thy Charity , I may loue thee , my most sweet , and most beautifull Lord , with my whole hart , with my whole soule , with my whole strength , & with all the application of my mind , with much contrition , & euen with a very fountaine of teares ; with much reuerence and trembling loue , carrying thee in my hart , and in my mouth , & before mine eyes , at all tymes , & in all places ; that so there may neuer be found any roome in me , for any disloyall and impure loue . CHAP. XI . Of the preparation of our Redemption . O Most beautifull Christ Iesus , I beseech thee by that most sacred effusion of thy most pretious bloud , whereby we are redeemed graunt me contrition of hart , and a very fountaine of teares , especially whilest I am offering vp , both my vocall , and mentall prayers to thee . Whilest I am singing the Office of thy prayse to thee ; whilest I do either declare with my mouth ; or consider in my mind the mystery of our redemption , that expresse testimony of thy mercy : Whilest I ( though vnworthy ) am assisting at thy sacred Altar , intending to offer vp to thee , that admirable & celestiall sacrifice , which is so worthy of all reuerence and deuotion ; and which thou , O Lord , our God , & our Priest , didst immaculately institute , and didst commaund to be offered vp , in commemoration of thy charity ( that is , of thy death and passion ) for our saluation , and for the dayly reparation of our frailty . Let my mind be confirmed whilest I am in the midst of those so great misteryes , by the sweetnes of thy presence . Let it find , that thou art there at hand ; and let it reioyce before thee . O thou fire which euer flamest , O thou loue which euer burnest , sweet Christ , deere Iesus , thou eternall and neuer fayling light ; thou foode of life , which dost refresh vs and yet dost neuer diminish in thy selfe ; who art dayly eaten , and yet dost euer remaine entiere , shine thou vpon me , kindle me , illuminate and sanctify this vessell which is thine owne . Make it empty of malice , replenish it with grace ; and when it is once full , keep it so that I may receaue this food of thy flesh , to the saluation of my soule ; and that by feeding on thee , I may liue of thee , and by thee ; that so I may arriue to thee , and repose in thee . CHAP. XII . Of spirituall ioy . O Thou sweetnes of loue , and thou loue of sweetnes , let my stomacke feed on thee ; & let euen my bowels be all filled with the Nectar of thy loue , and let my mind vtter that good word . O charity , O my God , thou hunny which is so sweet , thou milke which is so white . Thou art the food of strong persons , make me increase towards thee , that so I may feed vpon thee , and tast thee withth epalate , not of a sick , but of a sound person . Thou art the life by which I liue , the hope to which I doe adhere , and the glory which I desire to obtaine . Hold thou fast my hart , rule my mind , direct my vnderstanding , erect my loue , suspend my thoughts , and draw the mouth of this spirit , which thirsteth after thee , into those liuing streames of celestiall running waters . I beseech thee impose silence vpon these tumultuous thoughts of flesh and bloud ; let these conceits of the earth , & of the waters , and of the ayre , and of these heauens which re we see , hold their peace . Let all visions , & reuelations which are imprinted vpon the imagination be silent , and euery tongue and sensible expression , and what soeuer els , which hath his complete beeing by passing on . Let euen the soule be islent to it self , and let it outstrip and exceed it selfe , by not thinking of it selfe , but only of thee , O my God ; because thou , in very deed , art all my hope , & all my confidence . For in thee , O my God , and my Lord , in thee , O most sweet , O most amiable , O most mercifull Christ Iesus , there is a part of the flesh and bloud of euery one of vs. Now therefore where a part of me doth raigne , there do I beleeue my self to raigne . Where my bloud hath dominion , there do I also confide my selfe to be in dominion ; where my flesh is glorifyed , there doe I know my selfe to be glorious . For howsoeuer I am a sinner , yet I cannot despaire , but that I shal be admitted to this communication of thy grace . And although my iniquityes forbid me , yet that substance of mine doth inuite me ; and although my sinnes do exclude me , yet that participation of nature doth not suffer me to be reiected . CHAP. XIII . That the VVord Incarnate is the cause of our Hope . FOr our Lord is not so an enemy as that he can forebeare to loue his owne flesh , and the parts of his owne body , & his owne bowells . I might iustly haue despayred , by reason of my excessiue sinnes , & vices & of those infinite negligences and faults which I haue commited , and which I dayly do commit , by thought word and deed , and by all those meanes , wherby the frailty of mans nature may sinne , vnlesse the Vvord my God , had become flesh ; and had dwelt amongst vs. But now I dare not despaire ; because he growing obedient to thee , euen to the death , and that the very death of the Crosse , did take that hand-writing of our sins , and nayling it to the same Crosse did crucify both sinne and death . In him therefore , doe I securely conceaue hope , who sitteth at thy right hand and interceedes for vs. And confiding in him , I trust I shall arriue to be with thee , in whome we are risen , and haue liued againe , and haue ascēded vp to heauen , and are remaining there . To thee be praise , glory , honour , & thankesgiuing for euer . CHAP. XIV . How sweet a thing it is to thinke of God. O Thou most mercifull Lord , who didst so loue , and saue vs , who didst so quicken and exalt vs ; O most mercifull Lord , how sweet is the memory of thee ; How much more I meditate on thee , so much more art thou sweet & amiable to me . Therefore doth it delight me extremely , to behold thy excellencyes with a pure sight of the mind , and with a most sweet affection of pious loue , according to the little power I haue , in this place of my pilgrimage . Where although I be apperrelled with a poore garment of flesh and bloud , I do yet continually aspire to the consideration and desire of thy admirable amability and beauty . For with the dart of thy charity am I wounded , and I am all on a light fire of desire concerning thee . I couet to arriue to thee , and thee doe I desire to behold . Therefore will I euer stand vpon my guard , & with vigilant eyes I will be singing in spirit ; and I will also sing with my vnderstanding , & with all my forces will I prayse thee ; who art both my Creatour and my Redeemer I will penetrate the heauens with my affectiō , and I will so approch to thee with my desire , that I may be held but onely in body , by this present misery ; and all my thoughts , and the greedines of my desire shal be euer vpon thee ; that so my hart may be where thou my treasure art , who art so desirable , so incomparable , and so deerely amiable . But behold , O my most pittifull and most merciful God , whilest I am applying my selfe to the consideratiō of thy immense goodnes and pitty , my hart is not able to goe through with it . For thy grace , thy beauty , thy vertue , thy glory , thy magnificence , thy Maiesty , and thy charity , doth exceed all the powers of our mind . And as the splendour of thy glory is inestimable , so is the benignity of that eternal charity of thyne vnspeakable ; whereby thou hast adopted them for thy sonnes , & ioyned them close to thy selfe , whom formerly thou hast created of nothing . CHAP. XV. How much tribulation endured for Christ our Lord , is to be desired . O My soule , if dayly we were to suffer torments , yea and euen to endure the very paines of hell , & that for a long tyme together ; to the end that we might arriue to see Christ in his glory , & to be associated to his Saints , would it not be fit for vs to beare all that affliction , if therby we might be thought fit to be made pertakers of so high a good , and so great a glory ? Let therfore the deuills lye in wayte for vs ; let them prepare theyr temptations ; let fasting breake our bodyes ; let garments loade our flesh ; let labours weigh heauy vpon vs ; let watching drye vs ; let one man cry out vpon vs , and let another man disquiet vs ; let cold contract vs ; let the conscience repine ; let heat burne vs ; let the head ake , the breast be inflamed , let the stomacke be swolne , let the face growe pale , and let the whole body be distempered ; let my yeares be spent in groaning , yea let rottennes enter into my bones , and multiply therin , so that yet I may rest in that day of tribulation , and may ascend to our elected people . For how great wil that glory of iust persons be ; how great will be that ioy of the saints , when euery one of their faces , shal be resplendent , like a Sunne ? When our Lord shall begin to muster vp his people by different ranks in the kingdome of his father ; & shall assigne the promised rewards according to the workes and merit of euery one . Celestiall rewards , for workes which were performed heere on earth . Great rewards for little workes & eternall , for such as were but temporall . That , indeed , will be a whole huge heape of felicity , when our Lord shall bring his Saints into the vision of his Fathers glory , and shall place them vpon their seats in heauen , that so he may be all in all . CHAP. XVI . How the kingdome of God may be obteyned . O HAPPY sweetnes , O delicious happines , which it will be for vs , to behold the Saints , be with Saints , and to be Saints , to see God , and to possesse him , for all eternity , and euen if it might be , beyond eternity . Let vs be continually thinking on these things ; let vs aspire to them with our whole desire , that so we may speedily arriue to enioy them . If thou aske how this may be done ; by what merits , or by what helpes ; giue eare and I will tell thee , This affaire is put into thine owne power ; for the kingdome of heauen suffereth violence . The kingdome of heauen , O man , doth exact no price at thy hands but onely thy selfe . So much is it worth , as thou thy selfe art . Giue thy selfe , and thou shalt haue it . Why art thou troubled about the price ? Christ our Lord did giue himself away that he might purchase thee , to be a kingdome for his father ; and so do thou also , giue thy selfe , that thou maist become a kingdome for him , & that sinne may not raigne in thy mortall body , but the Spirit in the renouation of life . CHAP. XVII . What a happy place Heauen is . O My soule , returne toward that heauenly Citty wherin we are written , and enrold as Cittizens . And as Cittizens amongst the Saints , & the houshold seruants of God , and as the heires of God and coheires of Christ our Lord. Let vs consider that excellent felicity of this citty of ours , to the very vttermost of what we are able . Let vs therefore say with the Prophet : O how glorious thinges are sayd of thee , thou Citty of God , the habitation which is made in thee , is , of them who are all full of ioy . For thou art founded in the exultation of the whole earth . No old age is in thee , nor any misery which is wont to wayte vpon old age . In thee , there is no man lame , of arme or legg , nor crooked nor other wise deformed ; when once they meet together , becoming perfect man , in the measure of the age , of the fulnesse of Christ . What is more happy then such a life where there is no fear of pouerty , nor no incommodity of sicknes ; where no man is offended , no man is angry , no man enuious , no desire doth solicite vs ; there is no appetite of meate , no man is importuned by thirsting after honour and power ; there is no feare of the Diuell , or the craft of those infernall spirits ; all terrour of hell is farre off , there is no death either of body or soule , but a life which is made full of ioy by the guift of immortality . In fine , there is no kind of ill , or discord , but all thinges are full of agreement & proportion , for as much as the concord of all the Saints is intierely one ; all things are full of peace and ioy ; all things are quiet , and serene . An euerlasting splendor there , is not like that of this Sunne of ours , but another , which is so much more bright , at it is more blessed . For that Citty ( as we read ) shall need neither Sūne , nor Moone ; but our Lord omnipotent , will illuminate it , and the Lambe is the bright lampe therof . Where the Saints shall shine like starres , and they who instruct many others , like the splendour of the firmament . No night shal be therefore there , no darknes , no concourse of clowds , no incommodity at all of heat or cold ; but such a temper of things there wil be , as neither the eye hath seene , nor the eare hath heard , nor can it enter into the hart of any other mē , but such as shal be thought worthy to enioy it ; Whose names are written in the booke of life . But it exceedeth all these thinges to be associated to the Quires of Angells and Archangells ; to behold the Patriarkes and the Prophets , to see the Apostles , and all the Saints ; yea to see our owne parents & friends . These things indeed are glorious , but yet still incomparably a more glorious thing it is to behold the present face of God ; & to looke vpon that vnlimitted light of his . A superexcellent glory it will be , when we shall see God in himselfe : we shall see , & we shall possesse him in our selues , and of that sight , there wil be no end . CHAP. XVIII . We cannot make any requitall to Almighty God , but only by loue . THE soule which is beautifyed by the Image , and dignifyed by the ressemblance of God , hath groūd inough within it selfe ( which is also imparted by the same God ) wherby she may be aduised to remain perpetually within him ; or at least to return towardes him , if she chance to haue beene separated by her affection , or rather by her defectes . And not only hath she ground of solace in the hope which she may conceaue of pardon and mercy ; but yet further , she may also presume to aspire , euen to the marriage of the Word , and to contract a league of friendship with God ; and togeather with that king of the Angells , to be drawing in the same sweet yoake of loue . Now all this is performed by the same loue , if the soule do make it selfe like to God by her will , as already she is like him by nature ; and if she loue him , as she is beloued by him . For only loue , amongst all the motions , passions & feeling senses of the soule , is the thing whereby a creature may answere the benefits of a Creatour ; and repay , after a sort , what it oweth , though it be not in any equall manner . Where loue entreth in , it draweth & captiueth all other affections of the mind , to the dominion therof . Loue alone , is sufficient , & is pleasing of it selfe , and for it selfe . Loue is the merit , it is the reward , it is the cause , it is the fruit , it is also the vse of the fruit ; for by loue , we are conioyned to God. Loue maketh that two spirits grow to be one . Loue maketh that the same thinges , be willed , and not willed by them . Loue maketh vs first to order and compose our liues ; afterward it enableth vs to consider of all thinges which are present , as if they where absent ; and , in the third place , it enableth vs to behold internall , and supernall thinges , with a cleane and pure eye of the hart . By loue we are first taught how to vse those contentements well , which may be taken in the world , afterward those worldly contentements grow to be despised ; and at the last euen the secretes of God come to be disclosed . CHAP. XIX . What it is which God requireth of vs , that so we may be like him selfe . GOD the Father is loue , God the Sonne is loue , God the holy Ghost , is the loue of the Father , and the Sonne . This charity , this loue , doth require somewhat of vs which is like that ; that is to say , it requireth charity , whereby ( as by a kind of coniunctiō in bloud ) we may be associated , and ioyned to him ▪ Loue forgets that supreme dignity , it considers not the reuerence which it is bound to beare . He that loues , doth of himselfe draw confidently neere to God , and expresseth himselfe in a familiar manner , without perturbation or feare : He looseth his labour and liues in vane , who loues not . But he that loueth , doth still carry his eyes erected towardes God , whome he loueth , whom he desireth , vpon whom he meditateth , in whome he delighteth , by whome he is fedd , and euen made fat . Such a louing and deuout person , doth so sing , and so he reades , and in all his actions he is so ful of circumspection , and care , as if God were euer present before his eyes , and so indeed he is . He doth so pray , as if he were taken , and presented before the face of that Maiesty , in his soueraigne Thron , Where thousands of thousands are seruing him , and a million of thousands are present with him . When loue visiteth a soule , it awaketh her , if she be asleep ; it counselleth , & softneth , and doth wound the hart . It illuminateth those thinges which are darke ; it vnlocketh those thinges which are shut vp ; it inflameth those things which are cold ; it mitigateth a harsh , vntoward , & impatient minde ; it puts sinne to flight ; it represseth all carnall affection , it amendeth manners , it reformeth and reneweth the spirit , and it bridleth the light acts , and euill motions of slippery youth . All these thinges are done by loue , when it is present , but vpon the departure thereof , the soule begins already to be faint , & weake , as if the fire were withdrawne from vnderneath a pot which had beene seething . CHAP. XX. Of the confidence of a soule which loueth God. A Great thing is loue , wherby the soule , of her selfe , doth confidently approach to God , doth constantly inheare to God , doth familiarly aske questions of God , and consulteth with him , vpon all occasions . The soule which loueth God can neither thinke , or speake any other thing , she contemneth all thinges else , she loatheth all . Whatsoeuer she considereth , whatsoeuer she saith , it smells of loue , it sauours of loue ; so truly doth the loue of God , make her all , his owne . Whoso euer desires to haue the knowledge of God , let him loue . In vaine doth any man giue himselfe to reading , to meditating , to preaching , to praying , if he do not loue . The loue of God , begetteth loue in a soule , & makes her bend her selfe towards him . God loueth , to the end that he may be loued againe . When he loueth , he desireth no other thing , but to be beloued ; as knowing that they who loue him , are to be made happy by that loue . The soule which loues , doth renounce al her owne particular affections , and doth wholy apply her self to loue ; that so she may be able to pay loue , with loue . And yet when she shall haue spent whatsoeuer she either hath , or is , vpon the loue of that torrent which flowes out , from that ouer tunning fontaine of loue ; we must take heed of thinking , that there is any equality of springing plenty afforded betweene that loue , and this loue : betweene God , and the soule ; betweene the creatour , and the creature . And yet , on the other side , if the soule do loue , as much as it can ; there can be nothing said to be wanting , where al is giuen . Let not that soule feare , which loues ; but let that other tremble , which loueth not . The soule which loues , is caried on by praiers , she is drawn by her desirs , she dissembleth her merits , she shuts her eyes against his Maiesty , she opens them to delight in his beauty : she lodgeth her self in him , who is her sauing health , and she treateth with him after a confident manner . By loue the soule doth step aside , and doth grow into excesse , beyond the senses of the body ; so that she which feeleth God , doth no longer feele her selfe . This is done , when the soule ( being allured by the vnspeakeable sweetnes of God ) doth steale her selfe , as it were , from her selfe ; or rather when she is forcibly carried , and so doth slip from her selfe , that she may inioy God with supreme delight . Nothing were so highly sweet , if withal it were not extremely shorte . Loue giueth familiarity with God ; familiarity giues a daring to aoproach ; that daring giueth gust ; that gust giueth hunger . The soule which is touched with the loue of God , can think of nothing els , can desire nothing els ; but doth often sigh and say , As the Hart desireth the fountains of water , so doth my soule desire thee , O my God. CHAP. XXI . What God did for man. GOD for the loue of men came downe to men ; he came into men , and he was made man. The inuisible God , was drawne by loue , to become like his slaues , Through loue , he was wounded for our sinnes . Weake and wicked men , may finde a safe & strong retreate in the woūds of our Sauiour . There do I securely dwelle ; for I see his very bowells through his wounds . VVhatsoeuer is wanting to me , I fetch from those wounds of my Lord , which flow with mercy ; nor want they holes , through which it may be able to flow . By those holes which were made in his body we may discerne the very secrets of his hart ; we may discerne a great mystery of goodnes ; we may discerne the bowells of the mercy of our God where with that Orient from on high hath visited us . The wounds of Iesus Christ are full of mercy , full of pitty , full of suauity , and full of charity . Men digged through his handes and feet , & they transpierced his side with a launce . By these ouertures , I haue meanes to tast how sweet my Lord God is ; for indeed he is meeke , and sweet , & of aboundant mercy , to all such as call vpon him in truth ; to all such as seeke him , but especially to them that loue him . A copious redēption is giuen to vs in the wounds of Iesus Christ our Sauiour . A great multitude of sweetnes , a fullnes of grace , & the perfection of vertues , CHAP. XXII . Of the remembrance of the woundes of Iesus Christ our Lord. WHEN I am sollicited by any impure thought , I make my recourse vnto the woundes of Christ ; when my body oppresseth me , I recouer strength by calling the wounds of my Lord to mind ; whē the Diuell is laying some ambush whereby to take me , I flye vnto the boweles of my Lords mercy , and so the Diuell departeth from me . If the ardour of lust make any alteration in my body , it is quenched by the memory of the wounds of our Lord , the Sonne of God. In all the aduersityes which I haue beene subiect to , I neuer found so effectuall à remedy , as in the wounds of Christ . In them do I sleep secure , in them do I repose voyd of feare . Christ dyed for vs ; there is nothing so deadly bitter , which may not be cured by the death of Christ . All the hope I haue , is in the death of my Lord. His death is my merit , my refuge , my sauing health , my life , and my resurrection . My merit is his great mercy . I shal neuer be voyd of merit as long as he who is the Lord of mercy , shall not be wanting to me . And since my merits goe after the rates of his mercyes , looke how much more mighty he is towardes the sauing of me , so much the more may I be secure . CHAP. XXIII . The remembrance of the woundes of Christ our Lord , is our remedy in all aduersity . I Haue committed a grieuous sinne , nay I am guilty of many sinnes ; neither yet wil I despaire , because where sinnes haue abounded , there hath beene superaboundance of grace . He who despaireth of the pardon of his sinnes , denieth God to be mercifull . He much wrongs God , who distrustes in his mercy Such a one doth his best , to deny that God hath Charity , Verity , and Piety , wherin all my hope consisteth . Namely in the Charity , of his adoption , in the Verity of his promise , & in the Piety of his redemption . Let therfore my foolish thought be murmuring as much as it will , whilest it is saying : What a poore thing art thou ; and what a great glory is that , and by what merits dost thou hope to obtaine it ? For I will confidently answere : I know well who it is , whome I haue trusted . And because he hath adopted me for his sonne , with excesse of Charity , because he is true in his promises , and powerfull in his performances ; & because he may doe what he will , I cannot be frighted by the multitude of my sinnes , if withall I be able , to call the death of my Lord to mind ; for those sinnes of mine cannot conquerre him . Those nayles , & that launce , doe cry out to tell me , that in deed I am reconcyled to Christ , if I resolue to loue him . Longinus opened the side of Christ with his launce , there doe I enter in , and there I do safely rest . He that feares , let him loue ; for charity will put feare away . There is not so potent and effectuall a remedy against the ardour of lust , as the death of my redeemer . He stretcheth forth his armes abroad vpon the Crosse ; & he spreads his handes which are ready to imbrace vs sinners . Between those armes of my Sauiour , I resolue to liue , & I desire to dye . There will I securely sing , I will exalt thee O Lord , because thou hast taken me vp , & hast not giuen myne enemyes their pleasure ouer me . Our Sauiour bowed downe his head , at his death , that he might kisse his beloued , & so often do we giue à kisse to God , as we haue compunction of our sinnes , for the loue of him . CHAP. XXIIII . An exhortation of the soule to the loue of Christ our Lord. O Thou my soule , which art dignified with the image of God , redeemed by the bloud of Christ , espowsed by faith , endoweth with a spirit , adorned with vertues , rancked with Angells , be sure thou loue him , by whome thou art so much beloued . Make him thy busines , who hath made thee his . Seeke him who seeketh thee , loue thy louer , by whome thou art beloued ; by whose loue thou art preuented , and who is the cause of thyne . He is thy merit , thy reward , thy fruit , thy vse , & thy end . Be thou carefull together with him , who is so carefull of thee ; be attentiue to him , who is attentiue to thee , be pure with him who is pure ; be holy with him , who is holy . Such as thou dost appeare in the sight of God , such art thou to expect that he will appeare to thee . God who is so sweete , so meeke , and so full of mercy , doth require that thou shouldst be sweet , and meeke , and gentle , & humble , and full of mercy . Loue him who hath drawne thee out of the lake of misery , and the filth of durt . Choose him for thy friend , aboue all thy friends ; who when all they shall fayle thee , will be euer sure to make good thy trust , at the day of thy death . When all thy friends are departing from thee , he will not leaue thee , but he will defend thee , against those roaring lyons , who are sharpe set vpon theyr prey . And he will leade thee by a Country , wherewith thou art not yet acquainted , and he will bring thee to those streets of the celestiall Sion ; & there he will place thee , together with his Angels , before the face of his owne Maiesty , where thou shalt heere that Angellicall Musicke of . , Holy , Holy , Holy , Lord God of Sabaoth . There is the Canticle of ioy , the voyce of exultation , and saluatiō , and thanksgiuing ; the voyce of prayse , and that euerlasting Alleluya . There is that high heape of happynes , that supereminēt glory , that superaboundant gladnes , & all good thinges put togeather . O sigh thou ardently , O my soule ; & desire vehemently that thou mayst arriue at that heauenly citty , whereof so glorious thinges are sayd , & where of all the inhabitants , are so full of ioy . By loue thou mayst ascend . Nothing is impossible , nothing is hard to one who loues . The soule which loues ascendeth often ; and doth familiarity runne too & fro , through those streets of the Celestiall Hierusalem . Sometimes visiting the Patriarkes & the Prophets ; sometymes admiring those armyes of Martyrs , and Confessors ; & contemplating somtymes the Quires of Virgins . The heauen and the earth , withall which is therein , doe neuer cease to let me know , that I ought to loue my Lord my God. CHAP. XXV . That nothing can suffice the soule , but the supreme Good. THe hart of man which is not fixed in the desire of eternity , can neuer be stable and firme , but is more wauering then the wind ; and it passeth from one thing to another , seeking reste where it cannot be foūd . For in these fraile & transitory thinges , where the affection thereof is imprisoned , it can neuer finde true repose . Because our soule is of so great dignity , that no Good , but only the supreme Good can satisfy it ; and withall it is of so great liberty , that it cannot be constrained to commit any sinne . It is therefore the proper will of euery one , which is the cause of his saluation or damnation ; so that nothing more rich , can be giuen to God , then a good will. A good will draweth God downe to vs , & it addresseth vs vp to him . By a good will we loue God , we chuse him we runne to him , we arriue to him , and we possesse him . O how excellent a thing is this good will , wherby we are reformed , according to the resemblance of God , and are made like to him . So amiable to God is this good will , as that it refuseth to inhabit that hart wherin a good will is not to be found . A good will doth make that supreme Maiesty of the Trinity stoop downe to it For , wisedome doth illuminate it towards the knowledge of truth ; Charity doth inflame it towards the loue of goodnes , and the Paternity doth preserue , that which it did create , that it may not perish . CHAP. XXVI . VVhat the knowledge of truth is . WHat is that knowledg of truth ? It consisteth first in a mans knowing himselfe , & in being that which a man ought to be , and in reforming that which should be amended . It doth therefore consist in knowing and louing the Creatour , for this is the whole good of man. See then how vnspeakable the loue of this diuine loue is . It made vs of nothing ; and it gaue vs whatsoeuer we haue . But because we loued the guift , more then the giuer , we fell into the snare of the diuell , and became his slaues . Then did God , being moued to mercy , send his Sonne to redeeme those slaues , and he also sent the holy Ghost , to the end , that he might make those slaues his sonnes . He gaue the Sonne as a price of our redemption , and the holy Ghost , for the priuiledge of his loue ; and so he imparteth his whole selfe , as the inheritance of our adoption . So doth God , as being most pittifull , & most mercifull , through the desire which he hath of the loue of man , not only impart his mercyes , but his very selfe , that so he might recouer men ; not so much to him , who is God , as to themselues . That men might be borne of God , God was first born of man. Who then is he that hath a hart so hard , as that it cannot be softned by this loue of God ? this loue I say of his so preuenting , & so vehement which made him be content to become man for the loue of man ? Who now wil be able to hate a man , whose nature and resemblance he seeth in the humanity of God ? Infaillibly whosoeuer hateth him , hateth God , and so he destroyeth whatsoeuer he doth . For God was made man for man ; that as already he was mans Creatour , so also he might be his redeemer , and that he might purchase him , out of his owne stocke . And to the end that God might be beloued by man , in a more familiar manner , he appeared in the similitude of man ; that so both his externall and internall senses , might be made happy in God ; the eye of his soule being intertained , & fed by his diuinity , & the eye of his body by Gods humanity ; to the end , that whether he should worke inwardly or outwardly , this human nature which he created , might be able to feed deeply , & sweetly vpon him . CHAP. XXVII . VVhat the mission of the holy Ghost doth worke in vs. THis Sauiour of ours , was borne for vs , he was crucified and he died for vs , that so by his death he might destroy ours . And because that bunch of grapes of his flesh and bloud , was carried to this wine-presse of the Crosse , & because the expression thereof being made , the new winer of his Diuinity began to flow from thence , the holy Ghost was sent downe , wherby the vessels of our harts were to be prepared , and new wine to be put into new skins ; that first our harts might be cleansed , least els the wine powred in , should be polluted ; and that afterward , they should be tyed vp , least otherwise when it were infused , it might be spilt . That they might ( I say ) be cleansed from all ioy , which could be taken in sinne ; and that they might be fastened against all ioy which could be taken in vanity . For that which is good , can neuer come , vnles first that be sent away , which is euill . The ioy which is taken in sinne , polluteth ; and the ioy which is taken in vanity , scattereth vs. The ioy which is taken in sinne , maketh the vessell fowle , and the ioy which is taken in vanity , maketh it to be full of holes . Ioy is taken in sinne , when sinne is loued , and ioy is taken in vanity , when transitorie things are beloued . Cast the refore away , that which is euill , that thou mayst receaue that which is good . Powre out all bitternes , that thou mayst be filled with sweetnes . The holy Ghost is ioy & loue . Cast out the spirit of the diuell , & the spirit of the world , that thou maist receaue he spirit of God. The spirit of the Diuell , breedeth a ioy in sinne ; and the spirit of the world , breedeth a ioy in vanity . Now both these ioyes are naught ; for the one of them hath vice in it , the other giueth occasion to vice . The spirit of God will come when these wicked spirits are cast out ; and it will enter into the tabernacle of thy hart , and will produce a good ioy , and a good loue , whereby the loue of the world , & the loue of sinne , shall be put to flight . The loue of the world , doth intice and deceaue ; the loue of sinne , doth pollute , and carry on to death . But the loue of God doth illuminate the mind , it doth purify the conscience , it makes the soule reioyce , & it demonstrates God. CHAP. XXVIII . Of the working of that soule which loueth God. HE , in whome the loue of God remaines , is euer thinking how he may arriue to God ; how he may leaue the world ; how he may decline the corruption of flesh and bloud : and to the end , that he may find true peace , he euer hath his desire , & his hart erected towards heauenly things . When he is sitting , when he is walking , when he is resting , & in fine whatsoeuer he be doing , his hart departeth not from God. He exhorteth all men to the loue of God , he recommendeth it to all men , & he proueth to all the world , both by his hart , and by his tongue , and by his workes , how sweet the loue of God is , and how bitter that is of the world . He despiseth the glory of the world , he discouereth it to be full of affliction ; and he declareth how fond they are , who place their confidence therin . He wondreth at the blindnes of men , for louing such thinges as those ; he wondreth , how it is possible for all men not to forsake these transitory , and fraile things of the world . He conceaueth that euery one should find tast in that which is so sauoury to himselfe , that euery one should loue that which he likes so well ; that euery one should desire that which is so plainely discerned by him . He doth frequently contemplate his God , and by that contemplation he is sweetly fed ; so much more happily , as more frequently . For that is most delightfully considered , the louing and praysing wherof , is so full of delight . CHAP. XXIX . Of the Harts true Repose . THen indeed is the hart in true repose , when it is all fixed by desire in the loue of God ; & when it couets nothing els , but in him , in whom it delighteth with sweetnes , and whom it enioyeth with delight . And if perhaps it be a little diuerted from him , eyther by any vaine thought , or els by busines , it returneth instantly againe at full speede ; esteeming it for no better them banishement , during the tyme that it remaineth any where but in him . For as there is no moment of tyme , wherin a man hath not experience of the diuine goodnes , so ought there not to be any moment , wherin it should not be present to our memory . He is not lyable to a little fault , who in prayer , whilst he is conuersing with God , doth easely wander out of his sight , as if God did nether heare , nor see him . Yet this is done , when he followeth his owne importunate and euill thoughts , and when he preferreth any poore and base creature ( towards whome the sight of minde is easely withdrawne ) before God. Reflecting & rowling , as it were , that creature vp and downe in his minde , by oftner thinking on it , then vpon God , whome continually he ought to remember , as his redeemer ; to expect as his Sauiour ; & to feare as his iudge . CHAP. XXX . VVhatsoeuer doth withdrav the sight of the mind from God , is wholly to be auoyded . WHosoeuer thou be , that louest the world , consider well , whither , it hath a meaninge to carry thee . That way whereby thou goest , is a most wicked way , and full of misery . Fly therfore for a while , O man , from all worldly busines , and hide thy selfe from those tumultuous thoughts of thine . Now cast away thy weighty cares , dismisse those laborious imployments ; be a little at leasure for God , and repose with him a little , in the closet of thy hart . Exclude all but God , and those things which may helpe towards the finding of him . Let all thy hart now say to God , I seeke thy countenance , and yet agayne I seeke it O my God. Come therfore O Lord my God ; teach my hart , both where , and how it may seeke thee , and where and how it may finde thee . O Lord , if thou be not heere , where shall I finde thee being absent ; and if thou be heere , why do I not see thee , being present . But thou indeed dost inhabite inaccessible light , yet how shall I then approach to that light , if it be inaccessible ; or who shall lead me , & admit me to it , that I may see thee in it ? And againe , by what signes , or by what addresse shal I seeke thee ? I neuer saw thee , O Lord my God ; nor was I euer acquainted with thy countenāce , What thou most high God , shal this creature who hath bee exiled so farr off from thee , what I say , shall he be able to do ? VVhat shall thy slaue be able to do ; who on the one side , is so deadly taken with the loue of thee , and yet on the other , doth find himselfe to be cast so farre off from thy face ? Behold how he doth euen pant to see thee , whilest yet thy face is so farr remote ? It desireth to draw neere to thee ; but thy habitation cannot be approached vnto ; It desires to find thee , but it knows not where ; it striues to seeke thee , but it is a stranger to thy presence . CHAP. XXXI . How the vision of God was lost by sinne , and that misery came so to be found out . O Lord , thou art my God , and my Lord. I neuer saw thee & yet thou didst create me , & redeeme me , and thou hast giuen me all good things ; but yet still I neuer saw thee nor doe I know thee . And though it be true that I was made of purpose , for the seeing of thee , yet hitherto , I neuer did that for which I was made . O miserable condition of man , who lost the thing to which he was ordained . O woefull heauy chance ! Alas what is it , that he lost ; & what is it that he found ? What departed , & what remayned . He lost felicity , to which he was ordayned ; and he met with misery , to which he was not ordayned . That departed , without which nothing can be happy ; and that remayned , which of it selfe is nothing but pure misery . Then did man feed vpon the bread of Angells , after which now he hath such hunger ; and now he feeds vpon the bread of sorrow , to which then he was a stranger . O thou my Lord , how long wilt thou forget vs ? How long wilt thou turne thy face from vs ? When wilt thou regard , and heare vs ? VVhen wilt thou illuminate these eyes of ours , and shew vs that face of thyne ? When wilt thou restore thy selfe to vs , and heare vs ? Behold vs , O Lord , and hearken to vs , and enlighten vs , and shew thy selfe to vs , and restore thy selfe to vs ; that once we may be happy in thee , without whome we are so truly vnhappy . O Lord , I beseech thee , inuite and help vs. My soule is all made bitter , by her desolation ; sweeten it by thy consolation . I beseech thee , O Lord , since I haue been hungry in search of thee , let me not be forsaken in being vnfed by thee . I come faynt with hungar towardes thee , let me not depart empty from thee . I come poore to thee who art rich ; miserable to thee who art mercifull . Do not send me away needy , and disgraced . O my Lord , I am all bent downeward , nor can I looke but downeward , doe thou erect me that I may looke vpward , and that with great attention . My iniquityes haue ouergrowne my head ; they haue ouerwhelmed me ; and they hang vpon me like a huge weight . Vnfold me , & empty me , and let not that VVell stretch out his mouth to swallow me . Teach me to seeke thee ; and when I seeke thee let me see thee ; for neither can I seeke thee , if thou dost not teach me , nor can I find thee , if thou dost not manifest thy selfe to me . Let me seeke thee by desiring thee ; let me desire thee by seeking thee . Let me find thee by louing thee ; & let me loue thee , by finding thee . CHAP. XXXII . Of the Goodnes of God , . I Confesse to thee , O Lord , and I giue thee thankes , in that thou hast created me after this thyne Image , that so being mindfull of thee , I may consider , and loue thee . But so is my soule defaced , with the corruption of vice ; and it is so obscured with the smoke of sinne , that it cannot performe that for which it was made , vnlesse it be renewed & reformed by thee . O Lord , thou who impartest the guift of spiritual vnderstanding , I beseech thee grant that I may vnderstand as much as thou knowest to be expedient for me . For thou art as we beleeue , & thou art that very thing which we beleeue & wee beleeue that thou art some what , then which nothing greater , and nothing better can be conceaued . What therfore art thou , O Lord God ( since nothing can be cōceaued either greather or better then thou art ) but only that soueraigne good , which existing by it selfe alone , did create al other things of nothing ? VVhat good can therfore be wanting , to that soueraigne good , whereby all good thinges are . Thou art therefore iust , & true , & blessed ; & whatsoeuer els , which it is better to be then not to be , that thing thou art . But yet if thou be all supremely iust , how commeth it to passe , that thou pardonnest sinners ? Is it because thy goodnes doth exceed our vnderstanding ? This mistery lyeth hid in that inaccessible light , which thou dost inhabit , yea in that most deepe , and most secret profoundity of thy Goodnes , that fountaine doth lye hid , from whence the riuer of thy mercy floweth . For although thou be wholy , and supremely iust ; yet therefore art thou mercifull to wicked men , because thou art also wholy and supremely Good. And thou shouldst be lesse good , if thou wert not good to any who is wicked . For he is better , who is , good both to the good & to the had , then he who is good , but to the good . And better is he who is good both in pardoning , and in punishing wicked men , then another who is only good in punishing . And therefore art thou also mercifull , because thou art wholy and supremely Good. CHAP. XXXIII . Of the delightfull fruition of God. O Thou immense goodnes , who exceedest all vnderstanding . Let thy mercy , which so aboundantly preceedeth from thee , descend downe on me , let that flow into me , which floweth from the. Pardon me by thy mercy , least els thy iustice be forced to take reuenge vpon me . Styr thy selfe vp , now , O my soule , & erect thy whole vnderstanding , and consider ( to the vttermost of all thy power ) what kind , & how great a good that is , which is God himself . For if euery particulier good thing do carry with itsome delight doe but seriously consider how delightful that good must needs be , which contayneth the delight of all good thinges ; & that too , no such kind of delight , as we experience in thinges created , but a delight so very different , as the Creatour , is more excellent then the creature . Now if that life which is created be good , how good is that other life , which created this ? If this health be delightfull , which is made ; how delightfull must that needs be , which made all this health ? If the VVisedom be amiable , which is exercised in the consideration & knowledge of created things ; how amiable must that other VVisedom be , which created & framed all of nothing ? And in fine , if the delight which is taken in delightfull things be very great , and of great variety ; how various , & how great is that delight , which is taken in him , who created all these delightfull thinges ? O how happie shall he be , that shall arriue to , & ēioy this good ; Yea how happy shall he not be ? Infaillibly whatsoeuer he would haue to be , shall be ; and whatsoeuer he would not , shall not be . He shall there , be so endued with such felicity , both of body & soule , as neither the eye hath seene , nor the eare hath heard , nor hath it entered into the hart of man. CHAP. XXXIV . That this supreme good is to be desired . WHY dost thou therfore wander , O thou man , in the search of any good , concerning either thy body or thy soule ? Loue thou that one good , wherein all good things are , & it is inough . Desire thou that one single good , which conteyneth all good , and it will suffice . For what dost thou , O boby of myne , desire , what dost thou desire , O my soule ? There is in that good , whatsoeuer thou canst desire or loue . If thou be delighted with beauty , the iust shall shin bright like the Sunne . If speed or strenght , or ability to do what thou wilt with thy body ; nothing shall be able to resist thee , since the. Saints shal be as the Angels of God : For a corporall body is sowed , but it shall rise vp a spirituall body ; not that it is so by nature , but by participation . If thou desire a long & healthfull life , in heauen there shal be a health full eternity , & an eternall health for the iust shall liue for euer ; & their saluatio is of our Lord. If thou desire to haue a satiety , & fullnes of all things ; Men shal be satisfyed when the glory of our Lord shall appeare . If thou desire to be inebriated , mē shall there be inebriated , by that euer growing plenty of the house of God. If musicke ; the Angells shal be singing there , for all eternity . If pleasure which is chast & pure , our Lord shall giue then to drink of the torrent of his pleasure . If wisedome , the very wisedome of God will to them declare himself who is wisedome . If friendship they shall loue God more then themselues , & God will loue them better them they can loue themselues ; because they loue him , & themselues & one another , in him ; & he loueth himselfe , & them , by himselfe . If concord with one another be esteemed ; they haue all but one will , because they haue no other will , but the supreme will of God. If power , they shall haue the same dominion ouer their owne will which God hath ouer his . For as God can do what he will by himselfe , so shall they be able to do what they will by him . And as they cannot will any thing but what he wills ; so wil he will , whatsoeuer they will ; & so what they will cannot chuse but be . If wealth & honour , God doth place his good and faythfull seruants ouer many goods ; yea they shall be called the sonnes of God , and Gods ; and they shal be his heires , & the coheirs of Christ . If true security , they shall be as certainly assured , that no good thing shall be euer wanting to them , as they shall be sure that neither they wil forgoe it willingly , nor that he who loueth them , will take it away against their will , whome he so loueth ; nor yet that there is any thing mightier then God , which is able to separate him and them from one another . Now what kind of ioy , and how great must that needs be , where such a good as this , is to be inioyed . CHAP. XXXV . Of the mutuall Charity of the Saints in Heauen . O Thou hart of man , thou poore hart , thou hart which knowest what belonges to cares and miseries , by experience ; or rather which art euen ouer-welmed by them , how much wouldst thou reioyce , if thou didst abound with all those blessings . Aske thy most inward powers if they would be able to containe the ioy , which would grow to thee , by such felicity as that . But now if any other , whom thou didst absoluty loue , as thou didst loue thy selfe , should possesse the selfe same beatitude , with thee ; thy ioy would be doubled , because thou wouldst reioyce no lesse for him , then for thy selfe . And if two or three , or many more were possessors of it , thou wouldst reioyce for euery one of them , as for thy selfe ; supposing that thou louedst euery one of them as thy selfe . What kinde of thing , will therfore , that perfect Charity be , of innumerable Angels , & blessed men , since no one loueth another lesse then himselfe ; & no otherwise will euery one reioyce , for any other then for himselfe . If therfore the hart of man will scarce be able to containe it self for the single ioy , which himselfe will takes in so great a good ; how will he be capable of this so great ioy , of so many others ? Againe , looke how much more a man loues another , and so much more doth he reioyce at his good . And now , as in that supreme felicity , euery one will , without comparison , loue God better then himselfe , and all the rest ; so also will he , without comparison , reioyce more in the felicity of God then in that of himselfe , & of all the rest of his fellow-Saints . And if they shal loue God withal their hart , all their mind , and al their soule , in such sort as that yet all their hart , & all their minde , & all their soule cannot sufficiently comprehend the dignity of that loue ; without faile they will also reioyce with all their hart , withal their mind , & withall their soule , so that all their hart , mind , & soule , shall not be able to containe the fulnes of that ioy . CHAP. XXXVI . Of the fulnes of the ioy of Heauen . O My God , and my Lord , my hope , & the ioy of my hart ; tell my soule , if this be that ioy , wherof thou hast said by thy sonne , Aske , & you shall receiue , that so your ioy may be full . For I haue found a certaine ioy , which is full , and more then full ; the hart , the mind , the soule , and the whole man being full thereof : But yet in heauen there will be another ioy beyond measure , greater then this is . There , they who are to enioy it , shall not enter into all that ioy ; but they , being all full of ioy , shall enter into that ioy of their Lord. Tell me O Lord , tell thy seruant , & tel it to my hart within , if this be that ioy , into which those seruants of thine shal enter ; who are to enter into the ioy of their Lord ? But euen that ioy wher with thy elect shall reioyce , hath neither bene seen with the eye , nor heard by the eare , nor hath it entred into the hart of man. So that yet , I haue not bene able to say , O Lord , how great that ioy is , which thy Elect shall enioy . It is certaine , that they shall ioy as much as they loue , & they shall loue as much , as they shall knowe thee O Lord. But how great shall that loue be ? It is certaine that neither the eye hath seene , nor the eare hath hard , nor hath it entred into the hart of man , in this life , how much they shal knowe & loue thee , in that other life , O my God , I beseech thee that I may knowe thee ; that I may loue thee , that I may ioy in thee . And if , in this life , I may not do it to the full , yet at least make me profit in it more , & more , that at last I may arriue to that fullnes . Let the knowledge which heere I haue of thee , proceed further that so it may there , be full . Let my loue of thee increase heere , that so it may be full there ; & that heere , my ioy , may be great in hope , & there , full , in deede . O Thou true God , I beg , that I may receiue what thou hast promised , that so my ioy may be fulfilled . In the meane tyme , let my minde meditate vpon it ; let my tongue speake of it ; let my hart loue it ; let my discourse worke vpon it ; let my soule be hungry and euen my very flesh thirst after it ; and let my whole substance desire it ; till such tyme as I shall enter into the ioy of my Lord , where I may remaine for euer . Amen . FINIS .