id	sid	tid	token	lemma	pos
_005197883	1	1	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	1	2	:	:	PUNCT
_005197883	1	3	lost	lose	VERB
_005197883	1	4	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	1	5	found	find	VERB
_005197883	1	6	/	/	PUNCT
_005197883	1	7	by	by	ADP
_005197883	1	8	james	james	PROPN
_005197883	1	9	f.	f.	PROPN
_005197883	1	10	finley	finley	PROPN
_005197883	1	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	2	1	lost	lose	VERB
_005197883	2	2	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	2	3	found	find	VERB
_005197883	2	4	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	2	5	:	:	PUNCT
_005197883	2	6	lost	lose	VERB
_005197883	2	7	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	2	8	found	find	VERB
_005197883	2	9	by	by	ADP
_005197883	2	10	james	james	PROPN
_005197883	2	11	f.	f.	PROPN
_005197883	2	12	finley	finley	PROPN
_005197883	2	13	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	2	14	c.s.p	c.s.p	PROPN
_005197883	2	15	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	3	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	3	2	paulist	paulist	NOUN
_005197883	3	3	press	press	VERB
_005197883	3	4	401	401	NUM
_005197883	3	5	west	west	PROPN
_005197883	3	6	s9th	s9th	PUNCT
_005197883	3	7	street	street	PROPN
_005197883	3	8	new	new	PROPN
_005197883	3	9	york	york	PROPN
_005197883	3	10	19	19	NUM
_005197883	3	11	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	3	12	n.	n.	PROPN
_005197883	3	13	y.	y.	PROPN
_005197883	3	14	nihil	nihil	PROPN
_005197883	3	15	obstat	obstat	PROPN
_005197883	3	16	:	:	PUNCT
_005197883	3	17	imprimatur	imprimatur	NOUN
_005197883	3	18	:	:	PUNCT
_005197883	3	19	new	new	PROPN
_005197883	3	20	york	york	PROPN
_005197883	3	21	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	3	22	june	june	PROPN
_005197883	3	23	12	12	NUM
_005197883	3	24	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	3	25	1953	1953	NUM
_005197883	3	26	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	4	1	john	john	PROPN
_005197883	4	2	m.	m.	PROPN
_005197883	4	3	a.	a.	PROPN
_005197883	4	4	fearns	fearns	PROPN
_005197883	4	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	4	6	s.t.d	s.t.d	PROPN
_005197883	4	7	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	4	8	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	4	9	censor	censor	NOUN
_005197883	4	10	librorum	librorum	PROPN
_005197883	4	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	4	12	^	^	NOUN
_005197883	5	1	francis	francis	PROPN
_005197883	5	2	cardinal	cardinal	ADJ
_005197883	5	3	spellman	spellman	NOUN
_005197883	5	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	5	5	archbishop	archbishop	NOUN
_005197883	5	6	of	of	ADP
_005197883	5	7	new	new	PROPN
_005197883	5	8	york	york	PROPN
_005197883	5	9	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	6	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	6	2	nihil	nihil	PROPN
_005197883	6	3	obstat	obstat	PROPN
_005197883	6	4	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	6	5	imprimatur	imprimatur	NOUN
_005197883	6	6	are	be	AUX
_005197883	6	7	official	official	ADJ
_005197883	6	8	declarations	declaration	NOUN
_005197883	6	9	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	6	10	a	a	DET
_005197883	6	11	book	book	NOUN
_005197883	6	12	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	6	13	pamphlet	pamphlet	NOUN
_005197883	6	14	is	be	AUX
_005197883	6	15	free	free	ADJ
_005197883	6	16	of	of	ADP
_005197883	6	17	doctrinal	doctrinal	ADJ
_005197883	6	18	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	6	19	moral	moral	ADJ
_005197883	6	20	error	error	NOUN
_005197883	6	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	7	1	no	no	DET
_005197883	7	2	implication	implication	NOUN
_005197883	7	3	is	be	AUX
_005197883	7	4	contained	contain	VERB
_005197883	7	5	therein	therein	ADV
_005197883	7	6	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	7	7	those	those	PRON
_005197883	7	8	who	who	PRON
_005197883	7	9	have	have	AUX
_005197883	7	10	granted	grant	VERB
_005197883	7	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	7	12	nihil	nihil	NOUN
_005197883	7	13	obstat	obstat	PROPN
_005197883	7	14	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	7	15	imprimatur	imprimatur	NOUN
_005197883	7	16	agree	agree	VERB
_005197883	7	17	with	with	ADP
_005197883	7	18	the	the	DET
_005197883	7	19	contents	content	NOUN
_005197883	7	20	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	7	21	opinions	opinion	NOUN
_005197883	7	22	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	7	23	statements	statement	NOUN
_005197883	7	24	expressed	express	VERB
_005197883	7	25	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	8	1	copyright	copyright	NOUN
_005197883	8	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	8	3	1953	1953	NUM
_005197883	8	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	8	5	by	by	ADP
_005197883	8	6	the	the	DET
_005197883	8	7	missionary	missionary	ADJ
_005197883	8	8	society	society	NOUN
_005197883	8	9	of	of	ADP
_005197883	8	10	st	st	PROPN
_005197883	8	11	.	.	PROPN
_005197883	8	12	paul	paul	PROPN
_005197883	8	13	the	the	DET
_005197883	8	14	apostle	apostle	NOUN
_005197883	8	15	in	in	ADP
_005197883	8	16	the	the	DET
_005197883	8	17	state	state	NOUN
_005197883	8	18	of	of	ADP
_005197883	8	19	new	new	PROPN
_005197883	8	20	york	york	PROPN
_005197883	8	21	printed	print	VERB
_005197883	8	22	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	8	23	published	publish	VERB
_005197883	8	24	in	in	ADP
_005197883	8	25	the	the	DET
_005197883	8	26	u.	u.	PROPN
_005197883	8	27	s.	s.	PROPN
_005197883	8	28	a.	a.	PROPN
_005197883	8	29	by	by	ADP
_005197883	8	30	the	the	DET
_005197883	8	31	paulist	paulist	PROPN
_005197883	8	32	press	press	PROPN
_005197883	8	33	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	8	34	new	new	PROPN
_005197883	8	35	york	york	PROPN
_005197883	8	36	19	19	NUM
_005197883	8	37	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	8	38	n.	n.	PROPN
_005197883	8	39	y.	y.	PROPN
_005197883	8	40	the	the	DET
_005197883	8	41	following	follow	VERB
_005197883	8	42	story	story	NOUN
_005197883	8	43	is	be	AUX
_005197883	8	44	a	a	DET
_005197883	8	45	unity	unity	NOUN
_005197883	8	46	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	8	47	woven	weave	VERB
_005197883	8	48	from	from	ADP
_005197883	8	49	the	the	DET
_005197883	8	50	letters	letter	NOUN
_005197883	8	51	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	8	52	chats	chat	NOUN
_005197883	8	53	i	i	PRON
_005197883	8	54	have	have	AUX
_005197883	8	55	had	have	VERB
_005197883	8	56	with	with	ADP
_005197883	8	57	many	many	ADJ
_005197883	8	58	lapsed	lapse	VERB
_005197883	8	59	catholics	catholic	NOUN
_005197883	8	60	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	8	61	who	who	PRON
_005197883	8	62	have	have	AUX
_005197883	8	63	returned	return	VERB
_005197883	8	64	to	to	ADP
_005197883	8	65	the	the	DET
_005197883	8	66	practice	practice	NOUN
_005197883	8	67	of	of	ADP
_005197883	8	68	their	their	PRON
_005197883	8	69	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	8	70	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	9	1	no	no	DET
_005197883	9	2	one	one	NUM
_005197883	9	3	person	person	NOUN
_005197883	9	4	is	be	AUX
_005197883	9	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	9	6	source	source	NOUN
_005197883	9	7	of	of	ADP
_005197883	9	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	9	9	complete	complete	ADJ
_005197883	9	10	story	story	NOUN
_005197883	9	11	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	9	12	all	all	DET
_005197883	9	13	the	the	DET
_005197883	9	14	people	people	NOUN
_005197883	9	15	to	to	PART
_005197883	9	16	whom	whom	PRON
_005197883	9	17	i	i	PRON
_005197883	9	18	spoke	speak	VERB
_005197883	9	19	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	9	20	wrote	write	VERB
_005197883	9	21	passed	pass	VERB
_005197883	9	22	through	through	ADP
_005197883	9	23	some	some	DET
_005197883	9	24	part	part	NOUN
_005197883	9	25	of	of	ADP
_005197883	9	26	it	it	PRON
_005197883	9	27	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	10	1	rather	rather	ADV
_005197883	10	2	than	than	SCONJ
_005197883	10	3	attempt	attempt	VERB
_005197883	10	4	a	a	DET
_005197883	10	5	mere	mere	ADJ
_005197883	10	6	classification	classification	NOUN
_005197883	10	7	of	of	ADP
_005197883	10	8	problems	problem	NOUN
_005197883	10	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	10	10	i	i	PRON
_005197883	10	11	decided	decide	VERB
_005197883	10	12	to	to	PART
_005197883	10	13	synthesize	synthesize	VERB
_005197883	10	14	all	all	DET
_005197883	10	15	the	the	DET
_005197883	10	16	information	information	NOUN
_005197883	10	17	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	10	18	tell	tell	VERB
_005197883	10	19	it	it	PRON
_005197883	10	20	as	as	ADP
_005197883	10	21	the	the	DET
_005197883	10	22	story	story	NOUN
_005197883	10	23	of	of	ADP
_005197883	10	24	one	one	NUM
_005197883	10	25	person	person	NOUN
_005197883	10	26	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	11	1	james	james	PROPN
_005197883	11	2	f.	f.	PROPN
_005197883	11	3	finley	finley	PROPN
_005197883	11	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	11	5	c.s.p	c.s.p	PROPN
_005197883	11	6	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	12	1	digitized	digitize	VERB
_005197883	12	2	by	by	ADP
_005197883	12	3	the	the	DET
_005197883	12	4	internet	internet	NOUN
_005197883	12	5	archive	archive	NOUN
_005197883	12	6	in	in	ADP
_005197883	12	7	2016	2016	NUM
_005197883	12	8	https://archive.org/details/faithlostfoundbyoofinl	https://archive.org/details/faithlostfoundbyoofinl	NOUN
_005197883	12	9	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	12	10	:	:	PUNCT
_005197883	12	11	lost	lose	VERB
_005197883	12	12	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	12	13	found	find	VERB
_005197883	12	14	by	by	ADP
_005197883	12	15	james	james	PROPN
_005197883	12	16	f.	f.	PROPN
_005197883	12	17	finley	finley	PROPN
_005197883	12	18	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	12	19	c.s.p	c.s.p	PROPN
_005197883	12	20	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	13	1	"	"	PUNCT
_005197883	13	2	taith	taith	PROPN
_005197883	13	3	:	:	PUNCT
_005197883	13	4	lost	lose	VERB
_005197883	13	5	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	13	6	found	find	VERB
_005197883	13	7	'	'	PUNCT
_005197883	13	8	"	"	PUNCT
_005197883	13	9	i	i	PRON
_005197883	13	10	feel	feel	VERB
_005197883	13	11	like	like	ADP
_005197883	13	12	beginning	begin	VERB
_005197883	13	13	this	this	DET
_005197883	13	14	story	story	NOUN
_005197883	13	15	with	with	ADP
_005197883	13	16	a	a	DET
_005197883	13	17	deep	deep	ADJ
_005197883	13	18	sigh	sigh	NOUN
_005197883	13	19	of	of	ADP
_005197883	13	20	relief	relief	NOUN
_005197883	13	21	because	because	SCONJ
_005197883	13	22	i	i	PRON
_005197883	13	23	ve	ve	AUX
_005197883	13	24	just	just	ADV
_005197883	13	25	had	have	VERB
_005197883	13	26	a	a	DET
_005197883	13	27	very	very	ADV
_005197883	13	28	close	close	ADJ
_005197883	13	29	call	call	NOUN
_005197883	13	30	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	13	31	i	i	PRON
_005197883	13	32	almost	almost	ADV
_005197883	13	33	lost	lose	VERB
_005197883	13	34	my	my	PRON
_005197883	13	35	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	13	36	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	14	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	14	2	say	say	VERB
_005197883	14	3	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	14	4	almost,’^	almost,’^	PROPN
_005197883	14	5	because	because	SCONJ
_005197883	14	6	i	i	PRON
_005197883	14	7	guess	guess	VERB
_005197883	14	8	no	no	DET
_005197883	14	9	one	one	NOUN
_005197883	14	10	ever	ever	ADV
_005197883	14	11	really	really	ADV
_005197883	14	12	loses	lose	VERB
_005197883	14	13	his	his	PRON
_005197883	14	14	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	14	15	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	15	1	a	a	DET
_005197883	15	2	person	person	NOUN
_005197883	15	3	may	may	AUX
_005197883	15	4	move	move	VERB
_005197883	15	5	very	very	ADV
_005197883	15	6	close	close	ADV
_005197883	15	7	to	to	ADP
_005197883	15	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	15	9	possibility	possibility	NOUN
_005197883	15	10	of	of	ADP
_005197883	15	11	losing	lose	VERB
_005197883	15	12	it	it	PRON
_005197883	15	13	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	15	14	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	15	15	as	as	ADV
_005197883	15	16	long	long	ADV
_005197883	15	17	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	15	18	he	he	PRON
_005197883	15	19	is	be	AUX
_005197883	15	20	alive	alive	ADJ
_005197883	15	21	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	15	22	there	there	PRON
_005197883	15	23	is	be	VERB
_005197883	15	24	always	always	ADV
_005197883	15	25	a	a	DET
_005197883	15	26	spark	spark	NOUN
_005197883	15	27	that	that	PRON
_005197883	15	28	can	can	AUX
_005197883	15	29	be	be	AUX
_005197883	15	30	ignited	ignite	VERB
_005197883	15	31	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	16	1	at	at	ADP
_005197883	16	2	the	the	DET
_005197883	16	3	ripe	ripe	ADJ
_005197883	16	4	old	old	ADJ
_005197883	16	5	age	age	NOUN
_005197883	16	6	of	of	ADP
_005197883	16	7	twenty	twenty	NUM
_005197883	16	8	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	16	9	nine	nine	NUM
_005197883	16	10	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	16	11	i	i	PRON
_005197883	16	12	’m	’m	AUX
_005197883	16	13	doing	do	VERB
_005197883	16	14	a	a	DET
_005197883	16	15	little	little	ADJ
_005197883	16	16	rekindling	rekindling	NOUN
_005197883	16	17	job	job	NOUN
_005197883	16	18	on	on	ADP
_005197883	16	19	the	the	DET
_005197883	16	20	spark	spark	NOUN
_005197883	16	21	of	of	ADP
_005197883	16	22	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	16	23	that	that	PRON
_005197883	16	24	remained	remain	VERB
_005197883	16	25	in	in	ADP
_005197883	16	26	me	i	PRON
_005197883	16	27	after	after	ADP
_005197883	16	28	a	a	DET
_005197883	16	29	careless	careless	ADJ
_005197883	16	30	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	16	31	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	17	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	17	2	have	have	VERB
_005197883	17	3	a	a	DET
_005197883	17	4	long	long	ADJ
_005197883	17	5	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	17	6	to	to	PART
_005197883	17	7	go	go	VERB
_005197883	17	8	before	before	SCONJ
_005197883	17	9	i	i	PRON
_005197883	17	10	am	be	AUX
_005197883	17	11	completely	completely	ADV
_005197883	17	12	established	establish	VERB
_005197883	17	13	in	in	ADP
_005197883	17	14	my	my	PRON
_005197883	17	15	return	return	NOUN
_005197883	17	16	to	to	ADP
_005197883	17	17	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	17	18	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	17	19	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	17	20	wherever	wherever	SCONJ
_005197883	17	21	i	i	PRON
_005197883	17	22	am	be	AUX
_005197883	17	23	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	17	24	now	now	ADV
_005197883	17	25	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	17	26	in	in	ADP
_005197883	17	27	relation	relation	NOUN
_005197883	17	28	to	to	ADP
_005197883	17	29	him	he	PRON
_005197883	17	30	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	17	31	i	i	PRON
_005197883	17	32	pray	pray	VERB
_005197883	17	33	i	i	PRON
_005197883	17	34	never	never	ADV
_005197883	17	35	slip	slip	VERB
_005197883	17	36	as	as	ADV
_005197883	17	37	far	far	ADV
_005197883	17	38	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	17	39	i	i	PRON
_005197883	17	40	did	do	VERB
_005197883	17	41	when	when	SCONJ
_005197883	17	42	i	i	PRON
_005197883	17	43	lived	live	VERB
_005197883	17	44	as	as	ADP
_005197883	17	45	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	17	46	lost	lose	VERB
_005197883	17	47	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	17	48	to	to	ADP
_005197883	17	49	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	17	50	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	18	1	all	all	DET
_005197883	18	2	that	that	PRON
_005197883	18	3	i	i	PRON
_005197883	18	4	write	write	VERB
_005197883	18	5	in	in	ADP
_005197883	18	6	my	my	PRON
_005197883	18	7	story	story	NOUN
_005197883	18	8	can	can	AUX
_005197883	18	9	be	be	AUX
_005197883	18	10	reduced	reduce	VERB
_005197883	18	11	to	to	ADP
_005197883	18	12	a	a	DET
_005197883	18	13	pattern	pattern	NOUN
_005197883	18	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	19	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	19	2	ve	ve	AUX
_005197883	19	3	discovered	discover	VERB
_005197883	19	4	seven	seven	NUM
_005197883	19	5	steps	step	NOUN
_005197883	19	6	to	to	PART
_005197883	19	7	unbelief	unbelief	VERB
_005197883	19	8	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	19	9	they	they	PRON
_005197883	19	10	match	match	VERB
_005197883	19	11	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	19	12	i	i	PRON
_005197883	19	13	check	check	VERB
_005197883	19	14	them	they	PRON
_005197883	19	15	against	against	ADP
_005197883	19	16	my	my	PRON
_005197883	19	17	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	19	18	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	20	1	they	they	PRON
_005197883	20	2	are	be	AUX
_005197883	20	3	not	not	PART
_005197883	20	4	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	20	5	steps	step	NOUN
_005197883	20	6	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	20	7	in	in	ADP
_005197883	20	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	20	9	sense	sense	NOUN
_005197883	20	10	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	20	11	you	you	PRON
_005197883	20	12	move	move	VERB
_005197883	20	13	from	from	ADP
_005197883	20	14	one	one	NUM
_005197883	20	15	to	to	ADP
_005197883	20	16	another	another	PRON
_005197883	20	17	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	20	18	though	though	SCONJ
_005197883	20	19	there	there	PRON
_005197883	20	20	is	be	VERB
_005197883	20	21	a	a	DET
_005197883	20	22	certain	certain	ADJ
_005197883	20	23	progress	progress	NOUN
_005197883	20	24	through	through	ADP
_005197883	20	25	them	they	PRON
_005197883	20	26	by	by	ADP
_005197883	20	27	a	a	DET
_005197883	20	28	lax	lax	ADJ
_005197883	20	29	catholic	catholic	NOUN
_005197883	20	30	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	21	1	they	they	PRON
_005197883	21	2	are	be	AUX
_005197883	21	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	21	4	rather	rather	ADV
_005197883	21	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	21	6	characteristics	characteristic	NOUN
_005197883	21	7	which	which	PRON
_005197883	21	8	can	can	AUX
_005197883	21	9	be	be	AUX
_005197883	21	10	discovered	discover	VERB
_005197883	21	11	in	in	ADP
_005197883	21	12	each	each	DET
_005197883	21	13	rejection	rejection	NOUN
_005197883	21	14	of	of	ADP
_005197883	21	15	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	21	16	that	that	PRON
_005197883	21	17	any	any	DET
_005197883	21	18	soul	soul	NOUN
_005197883	21	19	makes	make	VERB
_005197883	21	20	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	22	1	for	for	ADP
_005197883	22	2	the	the	DET
_005197883	22	3	lapsed	lapsed	ADJ
_005197883	22	4	catholic	catholic	NOUN
_005197883	22	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	22	6	they	they	PRON
_005197883	22	7	are	be	AUX
_005197883	22	8	obvious	obvious	ADJ
_005197883	22	9	points	point	NOUN
_005197883	22	10	that	that	PRON
_005197883	22	11	can	can	AUX
_005197883	22	12	be	be	AUX
_005197883	22	13	found	find	VERB
_005197883	22	14	as	as	ADP
_005197883	22	15	you	you	PRON
_005197883	22	16	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	22	17	5	5	X
_005197883	22	18	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	22	19	analyze	analyze	VERB
_005197883	22	20	his	his	PRON
_005197883	22	21	failure	failure	NOUN
_005197883	22	22	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	23	1	each	each	PRON
_005197883	23	2	of	of	ADP
_005197883	23	3	the	the	DET
_005197883	23	4	fallen	fall	VERB
_005197883	23	5	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	23	6	away	away	ADP
_005197883	23	7	’s	’s	NOUN
_005197883	23	8	sins	sin	NOUN
_005197883	23	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	23	10	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	23	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	23	12	whole	whole	ADJ
_005197883	23	13	story	story	NOUN
_005197883	23	14	of	of	ADP
_005197883	23	15	his	his	PRON
_005197883	23	16	supposed	suppose	VERB
_005197883	23	17	unbelief	unbelief	NOUN
_005197883	23	18	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	23	19	carry	carry	VERB
_005197883	23	20	the	the	DET
_005197883	23	21	stamp	stamp	NOUN
_005197883	23	22	of	of	ADP
_005197883	23	23	these	these	DET
_005197883	23	24	seven	seven	NUM
_005197883	23	25	points	point	NOUN
_005197883	23	26	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	24	1	from	from	ADP
_005197883	24	2	time	time	NOUN
_005197883	24	3	to	to	ADP
_005197883	24	4	time	time	NOUN
_005197883	24	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	24	6	from	from	ADP
_005197883	24	7	phase	phase	NOUN
_005197883	24	8	to	to	ADP
_005197883	24	9	phase	phase	NOUN
_005197883	24	10	of	of	ADP
_005197883	24	11	‘	'	PUNCT
_005197883	24	12	dosing	dose	VERB
_005197883	24	13	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	24	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	24	15	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	24	16	one	one	NUM
_005197883	24	17	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	24	18	other	other	ADJ
_005197883	24	19	of	of	ADP
_005197883	24	20	the	the	DET
_005197883	24	21	points	point	NOUN
_005197883	24	22	may	may	AUX
_005197883	24	23	be	be	AUX
_005197883	24	24	highlighted	highlight	VERB
_005197883	24	25	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	24	26	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	24	27	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	24	28	all	all	PRON
_005197883	24	29	of	of	ADP
_005197883	24	30	them	they	PRON
_005197883	24	31	are	be	AUX
_005197883	24	32	present	present	ADJ
_005197883	24	33	in	in	ADP
_005197883	24	34	the	the	DET
_005197883	24	35	single	single	ADJ
_005197883	24	36	sin	sin	NOUN
_005197883	24	37	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	24	38	the	the	DET
_005197883	24	39	total	total	ADJ
_005197883	24	40	defection	defection	NOUN
_005197883	24	41	against	against	ADP
_005197883	24	42	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	24	43	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	24	44	his	his	PRON
_005197883	24	45	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	24	46	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	25	1	pattern	pattern	NOUN
_005197883	25	2	of	of	ADP
_005197883	25	3	loss	loss	NOUN
_005197883	25	4	before	before	SCONJ
_005197883	25	5	i	i	PRON
_005197883	25	6	go	go	VERB
_005197883	25	7	into	into	ADP
_005197883	25	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	25	9	story	story	NOUN
_005197883	25	10	of	of	ADP
_005197883	25	11	my	my	PRON
_005197883	25	12	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	25	13	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	25	14	lost	lose	VERB
_005197883	25	15	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	25	16	found	find	VERB
_005197883	25	17	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	25	18	suppose	suppose	VERB
_005197883	25	19	i	i	PRON
_005197883	25	20	set	set	VERB
_005197883	25	21	down	down	ADP
_005197883	25	22	what	what	PRON
_005197883	25	23	i	i	PRON
_005197883	25	24	formulated	formulate	VERB
_005197883	25	25	as	as	ADP
_005197883	25	26	the	the	DET
_005197883	25	27	pattern	pattern	NOUN
_005197883	25	28	of	of	ADP
_005197883	25	29	laxness	laxness	NOUN
_005197883	25	30	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	26	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	26	2	think	think	VERB
_005197883	26	3	i	i	PRON
_005197883	26	4	drifted	drift	VERB
_005197883	26	5	(	(	PUNCT
_005197883	26	6	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	26	7	many	many	ADJ
_005197883	26	8	people	people	NOUN
_005197883	26	9	drift)—from	drift)—from	VERB
_005197883	26	10	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	26	11	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	26	12	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	26	13	according	accord	VERB
_005197883	26	14	to	to	ADP
_005197883	26	15	this	this	DET
_005197883	26	16	frame	frame	NOUN
_005197883	26	17	:	:	PUNCT
_005197883	26	18	1	1	X
_005197883	26	19	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	26	20	i	i	PRON
_005197883	26	21	had	have	VERB
_005197883	26	22	no	no	DET
_005197883	26	23	grasp	grasp	NOUN
_005197883	26	24	of	of	ADP
_005197883	26	25	my	my	PRON
_005197883	26	26	purpose	purpose	NOUN
_005197883	26	27	in	in	ADP
_005197883	26	28	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	26	29	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	27	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	27	2	fact	fact	NOUN
_005197883	27	3	of	of	ADP
_005197883	27	4	why	why	SCONJ
_005197883	27	5	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	27	6	made	make	VERB
_005197883	27	7	me	i	PRON
_005197883	27	8	had	have	AUX
_005197883	27	9	not	not	PART
_005197883	27	10	registered	register	VERB
_005197883	27	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	28	1	self	self	NOUN
_005197883	28	2	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	28	3	service	service	NOUN
_005197883	28	4	was	be	AUX
_005197883	28	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	28	6	only	only	ADJ
_005197883	28	7	purpose	purpose	NOUN
_005197883	28	8	i	i	PRON
_005197883	28	9	admitted	admit	VERB
_005197883	28	10	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	29	1	2	2	X
_005197883	29	2	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	29	3	i	i	PRON
_005197883	29	4	did	do	AUX
_005197883	29	5	not	not	PART
_005197883	29	6	understand	understand	VERB
_005197883	29	7	my	my	PRON
_005197883	29	8	religion	religion	NOUN
_005197883	29	9	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	30	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	30	2	depth	depth	NOUN
_005197883	30	3	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	30	4	yet	yet	ADV
_005197883	30	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	30	6	the	the	DET
_005197883	30	7	clarity	clarity	NOUN
_005197883	30	8	of	of	ADP
_005197883	30	9	my	my	PRON
_005197883	30	10	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	30	11	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	30	12	truth	truth	NOUN
_005197883	30	13	was	be	AUX
_005197883	30	14	unknown	unknown	ADJ
_005197883	30	15	to	to	ADP
_005197883	30	16	me	i	PRON
_005197883	30	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	31	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	31	2	made	make	VERB
_005197883	31	3	it	it	PRON
_005197883	31	4	mean	mean	VERB
_005197883	31	5	what	what	PRON
_005197883	31	6	i	i	PRON
_005197883	31	7	wanted	want	VERB
_005197883	31	8	it	it	PRON
_005197883	31	9	to	to	ADP
_005197883	31	10	mean,—and	mean,—and	PROPN
_005197883	31	11	what	what	PRON
_005197883	31	12	i	i	PRON
_005197883	31	13	did	do	AUX
_005197883	31	14	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	31	15	know	know	VERB
_005197883	31	16	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	31	17	i	i	PRON
_005197883	31	18	did	do	AUX
_005197883	31	19	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	31	20	bother	bother	VERB
_005197883	31	21	to	to	PART
_005197883	31	22	understand	understand	VERB
_005197883	31	23	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	32	1	3	3	X
_005197883	32	2	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	32	3	i	i	PRON
_005197883	32	4	was	be	AUX
_005197883	32	5	reluctant	reluctant	ADJ
_005197883	32	6	to	to	PART
_005197883	32	7	put	put	VERB
_005197883	32	8	forth	forth	ADP
_005197883	32	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	32	10	effort	effort	NOUN
_005197883	32	11	it	it	PRON
_005197883	32	12	cost	cost	VERB
_005197883	32	13	to	to	PART
_005197883	32	14	be	be	AUX
_005197883	32	15	good	good	ADJ
_005197883	32	16	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	33	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	33	2	easy	easy	ADJ
_005197883	33	3	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	33	4	was	be	AUX
_005197883	33	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	33	6	attractive	attractive	ADJ
_005197883	33	7	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	33	8	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	34	1	4	4	X
_005197883	34	2	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	34	3	i	i	PRON
_005197883	34	4	sought	seek	VERB
_005197883	34	5	people	people	NOUN
_005197883	34	6	who	who	PRON
_005197883	34	7	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	34	8	lived	live	VERB
_005197883	34	9	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	34	10	steps	step	NOUN
_005197883	34	11	1	1	NUM
_005197883	34	12	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	34	13	2	2	NUM
_005197883	34	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	34	15	3	3	NUM
_005197883	34	16	.	.	X
_005197883	35	1	birds	bird	NOUN
_005197883	35	2	of	of	ADP
_005197883	35	3	a	a	DET
_005197883	35	4	feather	feather	NOUN
_005197883	35	5	flocked	flock	VERB
_005197883	35	6	together	together	ADV
_005197883	35	7	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	36	1	it	it	PRON
_005197883	36	2	was	be	AUX
_005197883	36	3	no	no	DET
_005197883	36	4	problem	problem	NOUN
_005197883	36	5	being	be	AUX
_005197883	36	6	cowardly	cowardly	ADJ
_005197883	36	7	with	with	ADP
_005197883	36	8	cowards	coward	NOUN
_005197883	36	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	36	10	impure	impure	NOUN
_005197883	36	11	with	with	ADP
_005197883	36	12	the	the	DET
_005197883	36	13	impure	impure	NOUN
_005197883	36	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	36	15	negligent	negligent	ADJ
_005197883	36	16	with	with	ADP
_005197883	36	17	neglecters	neglecter	NOUN
_005197883	36	18	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	37	1	weak	weak	ADJ
_005197883	37	2	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	37	3	6	6	NUM
_005197883	37	4	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	37	5	ness	ness	NOUN
_005197883	37	6	of	of	ADP
_005197883	37	7	morals	moral	NOUN
_005197883	37	8	never	never	ADV
_005197883	37	9	feels	feel	VERB
_005197883	37	10	rebuked	rebuked	ADJ
_005197883	37	11	among	among	ADP
_005197883	37	12	moral	moral	ADJ
_005197883	37	13	weaklings	weakling	NOUN
_005197883	37	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	38	1	5	5	X
_005197883	38	2	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	38	3	i	i	PRON
_005197883	38	4	avoided	avoid	VERB
_005197883	38	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	38	6	one	one	NUM
_005197883	38	7	salutary	salutary	ADJ
_005197883	38	8	check	check	NOUN
_005197883	38	9	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	38	10	up	up	ADP
_005197883	38	11	i	i	PRON
_005197883	38	12	needed	need	VERB
_005197883	38	13	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	38	14	confession	confession	NOUN
_005197883	38	15	(	(	PUNCT
_005197883	38	16	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	38	17	a	a	DET
_005197883	38	18	bad	bad	ADJ
_005197883	38	19	conscience	conscience	NOUN
_005197883	38	20	can	can	AUX
_005197883	38	21	find	find	VERB
_005197883	38	22	a	a	DET
_005197883	38	23	lot	lot	NOUN
_005197883	38	24	of	of	ADP
_005197883	38	25	excuses	excuse	NOUN
_005197883	38	26	for	for	ADP
_005197883	38	27	not	not	PART
_005197883	38	28	going	go	VERB
_005197883	38	29	to	to	ADP
_005197883	38	30	the	the	DET
_005197883	38	31	sacraments	sacrament	NOUN
_005197883	38	32	)	)	PUNCT
_005197883	38	33	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	39	1	6	6	X
_005197883	39	2	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	39	3	i	i	PRON
_005197883	39	4	missed	miss	VERB
_005197883	39	5	mass	mass	NOUN
_005197883	39	6	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	39	7	communion	communion	NOUN
_005197883	39	8	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	39	9	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	39	10	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	39	11	thus	thus	ADV
_005197883	39	12	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	39	13	lost	lose	VERB
_005197883	39	14	grace	grace	NOUN
_005197883	39	15	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	39	16	contact	contact	NOUN
_005197883	39	17	with	with	ADP
_005197883	39	18	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	39	19	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	40	1	7	7	X
_005197883	40	2	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	40	3	i	i	PRON
_005197883	40	4	worked	work	VERB
_005197883	40	5	at	at	ADP
_005197883	40	6	justifying	justify	VERB
_005197883	40	7	this	this	DET
_005197883	40	8	whole	whole	ADJ
_005197883	40	9	process	process	NOUN
_005197883	40	10	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	41	1	to	to	PART
_005197883	41	2	justify	justify	VERB
_005197883	41	3	self	self	NOUN
_005197883	41	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	41	5	i	i	PRON
_005197883	41	6	had	have	VERB
_005197883	41	7	to	to	PART
_005197883	41	8	condemn	condemn	VERB
_005197883	41	9	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	41	10	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	41	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	41	12	next	next	ADJ
_005197883	41	13	step	step	NOUN
_005197883	41	14	was	be	AUX
_005197883	41	15	to	to	PART
_005197883	41	16	deny	deny	VERB
_005197883	41	17	him	he	PRON
_005197883	41	18	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	41	19	religion	religion	NOUN
_005197883	41	20	so	so	SCONJ
_005197883	41	21	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	41	22	there	there	PRON
_005197883	41	23	would	would	AUX
_005197883	41	24	be	be	AUX
_005197883	41	25	nothing	nothing	PRON
_005197883	41	26	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	41	27	no	no	DET
_005197883	41	28	one	one	NOUN
_005197883	41	29	to	to	PART
_005197883	41	30	which	which	PRON
_005197883	41	31	i	i	PRON
_005197883	41	32	would	would	AUX
_005197883	41	33	be	be	AUX
_005197883	41	34	responsible	responsible	ADJ
_005197883	41	35	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	42	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	42	2	did	do	AUX
_005197883	42	3	not	not	PART
_005197883	42	4	discover	discover	VERB
_005197883	42	5	this	this	DET
_005197883	42	6	pattern	pattern	NOUN
_005197883	42	7	in	in	ADP
_005197883	42	8	one	one	NUM
_005197883	42	9	afternoon	afternoon	NOUN
_005197883	42	10	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	42	11	evening	evening	NOUN
_005197883	42	12	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	43	1	it	it	PRON
_005197883	43	2	represents	represent	VERB
_005197883	43	3	a	a	DET
_005197883	43	4	lot	lot	NOUN
_005197883	43	5	of	of	ADP
_005197883	43	6	arguments	argument	NOUN
_005197883	43	7	with	with	ADP
_005197883	43	8	priests	priest	NOUN
_005197883	43	9	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	43	10	family	family	NOUN
_005197883	43	11	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	43	12	friends	friend	NOUN
_005197883	43	13	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	43	14	a	a	DET
_005197883	43	15	good	good	ADJ
_005197883	43	16	many	many	ADJ
_005197883	43	17	sour	sour	ADJ
_005197883	43	18	memories	memory	NOUN
_005197883	43	19	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	43	20	too	too	ADV
_005197883	43	21	many	many	ADJ
_005197883	43	22	serious	serious	ADJ
_005197883	43	23	sins	sin	NOUN
_005197883	43	24	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	43	25	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	43	26	a	a	DET
_005197883	43	27	conscience	conscience	NOUN
_005197883	43	28	that	that	PRON
_005197883	43	29	only	only	ADV
_005197883	43	30	lately	lately	ADV
_005197883	43	31	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	43	32	shucked	shuck	VERB
_005197883	43	33	off	off	ADP
_005197883	43	34	a	a	DET
_005197883	43	35	hard	hard	ADJ
_005197883	43	36	crust	crust	NOUN
_005197883	43	37	of	of	ADP
_005197883	43	38	neglect	neglect	NOUN
_005197883	43	39	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	44	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	44	2	points	point	NOUN
_005197883	44	3	were	be	AUX
_005197883	44	4	all	all	PRON
_005197883	44	5	put	put	VERB
_005197883	44	6	together	together	ADV
_005197883	44	7	for	for	ADP
_005197883	44	8	me	i	PRON
_005197883	44	9	last	last	ADJ
_005197883	44	10	year	year	NOUN
_005197883	44	11	by	by	ADP
_005197883	44	12	a	a	DET
_005197883	44	13	priest	priest	NOUN
_005197883	44	14	i	i	PRON
_005197883	44	15	met	meet	VERB
_005197883	44	16	while	while	SCONJ
_005197883	44	17	finishing	finish	VERB
_005197883	44	18	college	college	NOUN
_005197883	44	19	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	45	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	45	2	wish	wish	VERB
_005197883	45	3	they	they	PRON
_005197883	45	4	had	have	AUX
_005197883	45	5	been	be	AUX
_005197883	45	6	as	as	ADV
_005197883	45	7	obvious	obvious	ADJ
_005197883	45	8	to	to	ADP
_005197883	45	9	me	i	PRON
_005197883	45	10	in	in	ADP
_005197883	45	11	my	my	PRON
_005197883	45	12	adolescence	adolescence	NOUN
_005197883	45	13	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	45	14	they	they	PRON
_005197883	45	15	are	be	AUX
_005197883	45	16	today	today	NOUN
_005197883	45	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	46	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	46	2	would	would	AUX
_005197883	46	3	date	date	VERB
_005197883	46	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	46	5	beginning	beginning	NOUN
_005197883	46	6	of	of	ADP
_005197883	46	7	‘	'	PUNCT
_005197883	46	8	doss	doss	ADJ
_005197883	46	9	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	46	10	where	where	SCONJ
_005197883	46	11	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	46	12	is	be	AUX
_005197883	46	13	concerned	concern	VERB
_005197883	46	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	46	15	at	at	ADP
_005197883	46	16	that	that	DET
_005197883	46	17	point	point	NOUN
_005197883	46	18	of	of	ADP
_005197883	46	19	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	46	20	which	which	PRON
_005197883	46	21	found	find	VERB
_005197883	46	22	me	i	PRON
_005197883	46	23	missing	miss	VERB
_005197883	46	24	mass	mass	NOUN
_005197883	46	25	with	with	ADP
_005197883	46	26	regularity	regularity	NOUN
_005197883	46	27	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	47	1	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	47	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	47	3	go	go	VERB
_005197883	47	4	back	back	ADV
_005197883	47	5	to	to	ADP
_005197883	47	6	the	the	DET
_005197883	47	7	first	first	ADJ
_005197883	47	8	time	time	NOUN
_005197883	47	9	i	i	PRON
_005197883	47	10	missed	miss	VERB
_005197883	47	11	sunday	sunday	PROPN
_005197883	47	12	mass	mass	PROPN
_005197883	47	13	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	47	14	i	i	PRON
_005197883	47	15	see	see	VERB
_005197883	47	16	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	47	17	some	some	PRON
_005197883	47	18	of	of	ADP
_005197883	47	19	the	the	DET
_005197883	47	20	points	point	NOUN
_005197883	47	21	i	i	PRON
_005197883	47	22	have	have	AUX
_005197883	47	23	set	set	VERB
_005197883	47	24	up	up	ADP
_005197883	47	25	in	in	ADP
_005197883	47	26	my	my	PRON
_005197883	47	27	pattern	pattern	NOUN
_005197883	47	28	were	be	AUX
_005197883	47	29	evident	evident	ADJ
_005197883	47	30	at	at	ADP
_005197883	47	31	that	that	DET
_005197883	47	32	time	time	NOUN
_005197883	47	33	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	47	34	each	each	DET
_005197883	47	35	time	time	NOUN
_005197883	47	36	i	i	PRON
_005197883	47	37	repeated	repeat	VERB
_005197883	47	38	this	this	DET
_005197883	47	39	sin	sin	NOUN
_005197883	47	40	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	47	41	i	i	PRON
_005197883	47	42	was	be	AUX
_005197883	47	43	deepening	deepen	VERB
_005197883	47	44	the	the	DET
_005197883	47	45	pattern	pattern	NOUN
_005197883	47	46	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	48	1	from	from	ADP
_005197883	48	2	this	this	DET
_005197883	48	3	habit	habit	NOUN
_005197883	48	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	48	5	other	other	ADJ
_005197883	48	6	carelessnesses	carelessness	NOUN
_005197883	48	7	grew	grow	VERB
_005197883	48	8	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	48	9	until	until	SCONJ
_005197883	48	10	i	i	PRON
_005197883	48	11	was	be	AUX
_005197883	48	12	swamped	swamp	VERB
_005197883	48	13	by	by	ADP
_005197883	48	14	a	a	DET
_005197883	48	15	general	general	ADJ
_005197883	48	16	disorder	disorder	NOUN
_005197883	48	17	of	of	ADP
_005197883	48	18	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	48	19	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	49	1	what	what	PRON
_005197883	49	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	49	3	had	have	AUX
_005197883	49	4	thought	think	VERB
_005197883	49	5	was	be	AUX
_005197883	49	6	a	a	DET
_005197883	49	7	simple	simple	ADJ
_005197883	49	8	matter	matter	NOUN
_005197883	49	9	of	of	ADP
_005197883	49	10	omitting	omit	VERB
_005197883	49	11	my	my	PRON
_005197883	49	12	sunday	sunday	PROPN
_005197883	49	13	worship	worship	NOUN
_005197883	49	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	49	15	became	become	VERB
_005197883	49	16	a	a	DET
_005197883	49	17	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	49	18	7	7	NUM
_005197883	49	19	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	49	20	wedge	wedge	NOUN
_005197883	49	21	which	which	PRON
_005197883	49	22	widened	widen	VERB
_005197883	49	23	in	in	ADP
_005197883	49	24	maturity	maturity	NOUN
_005197883	49	25	to	to	ADP
_005197883	49	26	a	a	DET
_005197883	49	27	complete	complete	ADJ
_005197883	49	28	refusal	refusal	NOUN
_005197883	49	29	to	to	PART
_005197883	49	30	serve	serve	VERB
_005197883	49	31	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	49	32	in	in	ADP
_005197883	49	33	anything	anything	PRON
_005197883	49	34	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	50	1	my	my	PRON
_005197883	50	2	years	year	NOUN
_005197883	50	3	in	in	ADP
_005197883	50	4	high	high	ADJ
_005197883	50	5	school	school	NOUN
_005197883	50	6	are	be	AUX
_005197883	50	7	merely	merely	ADV
_005197883	50	8	an	an	DET
_005197883	50	9	expanding	expand	VERB
_005197883	50	10	aspect	aspect	NOUN
_005197883	50	11	of	of	ADP
_005197883	50	12	the	the	DET
_005197883	50	13	fundamental	fundamental	ADJ
_005197883	50	14	frame	frame	NOUN
_005197883	50	15	of	of	ADP
_005197883	50	16	losing	lose	VERB
_005197883	50	17	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	50	18	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	51	1	a	a	DET
_005197883	51	2	foolish	foolish	ADJ
_005197883	51	3	free	free	ADJ
_005197883	51	4	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	51	5	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	51	6	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	51	7	easy	easy	ADJ
_005197883	51	8	attitude	attitude	NOUN
_005197883	51	9	about	about	ADP
_005197883	51	10	what	what	PRON
_005197883	51	11	i	i	PRON
_005197883	51	12	owed	owe	VERB
_005197883	51	13	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	51	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	51	15	developed	develop	VERB
_005197883	51	16	into	into	ADP
_005197883	51	17	a	a	DET
_005197883	51	18	looseness	looseness	NOUN
_005197883	51	19	of	of	ADP
_005197883	51	20	morals	moral	NOUN
_005197883	51	21	that	that	PRON
_005197883	51	22	found	find	VERB
_005197883	51	23	me	i	PRON
_005197883	51	24	degrading	degrading	ADJ
_005197883	51	25	sex	sex	NOUN
_005197883	51	26	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	51	27	encouraging	encourage	VERB
_005197883	51	28	immorality	immorality	NOUN
_005197883	51	29	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	51	30	moving	move	VERB
_005197883	51	31	toward	toward	ADP
_005197883	51	32	an	an	DET
_005197883	51	33	animal	animal	NOUN
_005197883	51	34	fringe	fringe	NOUN
_005197883	51	35	of	of	ADP
_005197883	51	36	existence	existence	NOUN
_005197883	51	37	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	52	1	at	at	ADP
_005197883	52	2	the	the	DET
_005197883	52	3	time	time	NOUN
_005197883	52	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	52	5	i	i	PRON
_005197883	52	6	told	tell	VERB
_005197883	52	7	myself	myself	PRON
_005197883	52	8	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	52	9	i	i	PRON
_005197883	52	10	was	be	AUX
_005197883	52	11	entitled	entitle	VERB
_005197883	52	12	to	to	ADP
_005197883	52	13	some	some	DET
_005197883	52	14	license	license	NOUN
_005197883	53	1	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	53	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	53	3	swore	swear	VERB
_005197883	53	4	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	53	5	i	i	PRON
_005197883	53	6	was	be	AUX
_005197883	53	7	enjoying	enjoy	VERB
_005197883	53	8	myself	myself	PRON
_005197883	53	9	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	53	10	today	today	NOUN
_005197883	53	11	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	53	12	i	i	PRON
_005197883	53	13	must	must	AUX
_005197883	53	14	be	be	AUX
_005197883	53	15	honest	honest	ADJ
_005197883	53	16	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	53	17	admit	admit	VERB
_005197883	53	18	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	53	19	under	under	ADP
_005197883	53	20	all	all	DET
_005197883	53	21	the	the	DET
_005197883	53	22	cocky	cocky	ADJ
_005197883	53	23	front	front	NOUN
_005197883	53	24	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	53	25	i	i	PRON
_005197883	53	26	was	be	AUX
_005197883	53	27	an	an	DET
_005197883	53	28	unhappy	unhappy	ADJ
_005197883	53	29	person	person	NOUN
_005197883	53	30	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	54	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	54	2	wo	will	AUX
_005197883	54	3	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	54	4	go	go	VERB
_005197883	54	5	through	through	ADP
_005197883	54	6	the	the	DET
_005197883	54	7	years	year	NOUN
_005197883	54	8	of	of	ADP
_005197883	54	9	service	service	NOUN
_005197883	54	10	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	54	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	54	12	time	time	NOUN
_005197883	54	13	in	in	ADP
_005197883	54	14	which	which	PRON
_005197883	54	15	i	i	PRON
_005197883	54	16	finished	finish	VERB
_005197883	54	17	college	college	NOUN
_005197883	54	18	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	55	1	sin	sin	NOUN
_005197883	55	2	is	be	AUX
_005197883	55	3	monotonous	monotonous	ADJ
_005197883	55	4	in	in	ADP
_005197883	55	5	its	its	PRON
_005197883	55	6	repetitiveness	repetitiveness	NOUN
_005197883	55	7	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	56	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	56	2	did	do	VERB
_005197883	56	3	the	the	DET
_005197883	56	4	same	same	ADJ
_005197883	56	5	things	thing	NOUN
_005197883	56	6	against	against	ADP
_005197883	56	7	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	56	8	throughout	throughout	ADP
_005197883	56	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	56	10	whole	whole	ADJ
_005197883	56	11	period	period	NOUN
_005197883	56	12	of	of	ADP
_005197883	56	13	unbelieving	unbelieving	NOUN
_005197883	56	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	57	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	57	2	seven	seven	NUM
_005197883	57	3	points	point	NOUN
_005197883	57	4	were	be	AUX
_005197883	57	5	repeated	repeat	VERB
_005197883	57	6	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	57	7	the	the	DET
_005197883	57	8	seven	seven	NUM
_005197883	57	9	points	point	NOUN
_005197883	57	10	were	be	AUX
_005197883	57	11	solidified	solidify	VERB
_005197883	57	12	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	58	1	my	my	PRON
_005197883	58	2	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	58	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	58	4	then	then	ADV
_005197883	58	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	58	6	revolved	revolve	VERB
_005197883	58	7	around	around	ADV
_005197883	58	8	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	58	9	processed	process	VERB
_005197883	58	10	through	through	ADP
_005197883	58	11	this	this	DET
_005197883	58	12	sevenfold	sevenfold	NOUN
_005197883	58	13	pattern	pattern	NOUN
_005197883	58	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	59	1	rejection	rejection	NOUN
_005197883	59	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	59	3	begun	begin	VERB
_005197883	59	4	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	59	5	given	give	VERB
_005197883	59	6	impetus	impetus	NOUN
_005197883	59	7	in	in	ADP
_005197883	59	8	high	high	ADJ
_005197883	59	9	school	school	NOUN
_005197883	59	10	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	59	11	ran	run	VERB
_005197883	59	12	amok	amok	ADV
_005197883	59	13	in	in	ADP
_005197883	59	14	college	college	NOUN
_005197883	59	15	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	59	16	became	become	VERB
_005197883	59	17	a	a	DET
_005197883	59	18	rampant	rampant	ADJ
_005197883	59	19	thing	thing	NOUN
_005197883	59	20	during	during	ADP
_005197883	59	21	my	my	PRON
_005197883	59	22	stint	stint	NOUN
_005197883	59	23	in	in	ADP
_005197883	59	24	service	service	NOUN
_005197883	59	25	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	60	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	60	2	touched	touch	VERB
_005197883	60	3	all	all	DET
_005197883	60	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	60	5	points	point	NOUN
_005197883	60	6	of	of	ADP
_005197883	60	7	failure	failure	NOUN
_005197883	60	8	except	except	SCONJ
_005197883	60	9	murder	murder	NOUN
_005197883	60	10	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	60	11	treason	treason	NOUN
_005197883	60	12	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	60	13	highway	highway	NOUN
_005197883	60	14	robbery	robbery	NOUN
_005197883	60	15	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	60	16	my	my	PRON
_005197883	60	17	monotonous	monotonous	ADJ
_005197883	60	18	list	list	NOUN
_005197883	60	19	includes	include	VERB
_005197883	60	20	sacrilege	sacrilege	NOUN
_005197883	60	21	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	60	22	contempt	contempt	NOUN
_005197883	60	23	for	for	ADP
_005197883	60	24	authority	authority	NOUN
_005197883	60	25	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	60	26	bad	bad	ADJ
_005197883	60	27	confessions	confession	NOUN
_005197883	60	28	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	60	29	impurities	impurity	NOUN
_005197883	60	30	with	with	ADP
_005197883	60	31	myself	myself	PRON
_005197883	60	32	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	60	33	others	other	NOUN
_005197883	60	34	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	60	35	scandal	scandal	NOUN
_005197883	60	36	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	60	37	bad	bad	ADJ
_005197883	60	38	example	example	NOUN
_005197883	60	39	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	60	40	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	60	41	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	61	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	61	2	whole	whole	ADJ
_005197883	61	3	devil	devil	PROPN
_005197883	61	4	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	61	5	rack	rack	NOUN
_005197883	61	6	of	of	ADP
_005197883	61	7	refusals	refusal	NOUN
_005197883	61	8	to	to	PART
_005197883	61	9	follow	follow	VERB
_005197883	61	10	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	61	11	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	61	12	law	law	NOUN
_005197883	61	13	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	62	1	how	how	SCONJ
_005197883	62	2	did	do	AUX
_005197883	62	3	i	i	PRON
_005197883	62	4	manage	manage	VERB
_005197883	62	5	to	to	PART
_005197883	62	6	get	get	VERB
_005197883	62	7	some	some	DET
_005197883	62	8	order	order	NOUN
_005197883	62	9	out	out	ADP
_005197883	62	10	of	of	ADP
_005197883	62	11	such	such	ADJ
_005197883	62	12	chaos	chaos	NOUN
_005197883	62	13	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	63	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	63	2	would	would	AUX
_005197883	63	3	say	say	VERB
_005197883	63	4	a	a	DET
_005197883	63	5	beginning	beginning	NOUN
_005197883	63	6	was	be	AUX
_005197883	63	7	made	make	VERB
_005197883	63	8	by	by	ADP
_005197883	63	9	a	a	DET
_005197883	63	10	service	service	NOUN
_005197883	63	11	chaplain	chaplain	NOUN
_005197883	63	12	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	64	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	64	2	had	have	AUX
_005197883	64	3	been	be	AUX
_005197883	64	4	trying	try	VERB
_005197883	64	5	to	to	PART
_005197883	64	6	avoid	avoid	VERB
_005197883	64	7	this	this	DET
_005197883	64	8	chaplain	chaplain	NOUN
_005197883	64	9	ever	ever	ADV
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_005197883	64	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	64	12	day	day	NOUN
_005197883	64	13	i	i	PRON
_005197883	64	14	had	have	AUX
_005197883	64	15	told	tell	VERB
_005197883	64	16	him	he	PRON
_005197883	64	17	i	i	PRON
_005197883	64	18	was	be	AUX
_005197883	64	19	an	an	DET
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_005197883	64	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	65	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	65	2	had	have	AUX
_005197883	65	3	laughed	laugh	VERB
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_005197883	65	5	-	-	PUNCT
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_005197883	65	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	65	8	at	at	ADP
_005197883	65	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	65	10	time	time	NOUN
_005197883	65	11	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	65	12	8	8	NUM
_005197883	65	13	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	65	14	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	65	15	asked	ask	VERB
_005197883	65	16	me	i	PRON
_005197883	65	17	how	how	SCONJ
_005197883	65	18	i	i	PRON
_005197883	65	19	managed	manage	VERB
_005197883	65	20	to	to	PART
_005197883	65	21	be	be	AUX
_005197883	65	22	a	a	DET
_005197883	65	23	catholic	catholic	NOUN
_005197883	65	24	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	65	25	an	an	DET
_005197883	65	26	atheist	atheist	NOUN
_005197883	65	27	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	65	28	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	65	29	i	i	PRON
_005197883	65	30	declined	decline	VERB
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_005197883	65	32	discuss	discuss	VERB
_005197883	65	33	the	the	DET
_005197883	65	34	point	point	NOUN
_005197883	65	35	.	.	PUNCT
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_005197883	66	2	day	day	NOUN
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_005197883	66	5	px	px	NOUN
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_005197883	66	8	was	be	AUX
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_005197883	66	10	at	at	ADP
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_005197883	66	12	counter	counter	NOUN
_005197883	66	13	drinking	drinking	NOUN
_005197883	66	14	coffee	coffee	NOUN
_005197883	66	15	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	67	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	67	2	never	never	ADV
_005197883	67	3	noticed	notice	VERB
_005197883	67	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	67	5	man	man	NOUN
_005197883	67	6	beside	beside	ADP
_005197883	67	7	me	i	PRON
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_005197883	67	9	he	he	PRON
_005197883	67	10	asked	ask	VERB
_005197883	67	11	for	for	ADP
_005197883	67	12	a	a	DET
_005197883	67	13	light	light	NOUN
_005197883	67	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	68	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	68	2	voice	voice	NOUN
_005197883	68	3	rang	ring	VERB
_005197883	68	4	a	a	DET
_005197883	68	5	bell	bell	NOUN
_005197883	68	6	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	68	7	i	i	PRON
_005197883	68	8	turned	turn	VERB
_005197883	68	9	to	to	PART
_005197883	68	10	look	look	VERB
_005197883	68	11	on	on	ADP
_005197883	68	12	the	the	DET
_005197883	68	13	smile	smile	NOUN
_005197883	68	14	that	that	PRON
_005197883	68	15	had	have	AUX
_005197883	68	16	set	set	VERB
_005197883	68	17	me	i	PRON
_005197883	68	18	off	off	ADP
_005197883	68	19	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	68	20	weeks	week	NOUN
_005197883	68	21	ago	ago	ADV
_005197883	68	22	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	69	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	69	2	pushed	push	VERB
_005197883	69	3	my	my	PRON
_005197883	69	4	book	book	NOUN
_005197883	69	5	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	69	6	matches	match	NOUN
_005197883	69	7	over	over	ADP
_005197883	69	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	69	9	counter	counter	NOUN
_005197883	69	10	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	69	11	told	tell	VERB
_005197883	69	12	him	he	PRON
_005197883	69	13	to	to	PART
_005197883	69	14	keep	keep	VERB
_005197883	69	15	them	they	PRON
_005197883	69	16	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	70	1	my	my	PRON
_005197883	70	2	coffee	coffee	NOUN
_005197883	70	3	was	be	AUX
_005197883	70	4	steaming	steam	VERB
_005197883	70	5	hot	hot	ADJ
_005197883	71	1	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	71	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	71	3	gulped	gulp	VERB
_005197883	71	4	some	some	PRON
_005197883	71	5	of	of	ADP
_005197883	71	6	it	it	PRON
_005197883	71	7	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	71	8	picked	pick	VERB
_005197883	71	9	up	up	ADP
_005197883	71	10	my	my	PRON
_005197883	71	11	change	change	NOUN
_005197883	71	12	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	72	1	‘	'	PUNCT
_005197883	72	2	^have	^have	VERB
_005197883	72	3	you	you	PRON
_005197883	72	4	decided	decide	VERB
_005197883	72	5	to	to	PART
_005197883	72	6	tell	tell	VERB
_005197883	72	7	me	i	PRON
_005197883	72	8	how	how	SCONJ
_005197883	72	9	you	you	PRON
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_005197883	72	11	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	72	12	’’	’'	PUNCT
_005197883	73	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	73	2	hard	hard	ADJ
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_005197883	73	4	eyes	eye	NOUN
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_005197883	73	6	me	i	PRON
_005197883	73	7	from	from	ADP
_005197883	73	8	walking	walk	VERB
_005197883	73	9	away	away	ADV
_005197883	73	10	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	74	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	74	2	manage	manage	VERB
_005197883	74	3	what	what	PRON
_005197883	74	4	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	74	5	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	75	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	75	2	snarled	snarl	VERB
_005197883	75	3	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	76	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	76	2	chaplain	chaplain	NOUN
_005197883	76	3	looked	look	VERB
_005197883	76	4	mockingly	mockingly	ADV
_005197883	76	5	surprised	surprised	ADJ
_005197883	76	6	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	77	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	77	2	do	do	AUX
_005197883	77	3	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	77	4	tell	tell	VERB
_005197883	77	5	me	i	PRON
_005197883	77	6	you	you	PRON
_005197883	77	7	’ve	’ve	AUX
_005197883	77	8	forgotten	forget	VERB
_005197883	77	9	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	78	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	78	2	wanted	want	VERB
_005197883	78	3	to	to	PART
_005197883	78	4	know	know	VERB
_005197883	78	5	how	how	SCONJ
_005197883	78	6	you	you	PRON
_005197883	78	7	managed	manage	VERB
_005197883	78	8	being	be	AUX
_005197883	78	9	a	a	DET
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_005197883	78	11	atheist	atheist	NOUN
_005197883	78	12	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	78	13	”	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	79	2	was	be	AUX
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_005197883	79	5	of	of	ADP
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_005197883	79	7	first	first	ADJ
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_005197883	79	9	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	79	10	boast	boast	NOUN
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_005197883	80	1	my	my	PRON
_005197883	80	2	cigarette	cigarette	NOUN
_005197883	80	3	was	be	AUX
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_005197883	80	5	mat	mat	NOUN
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_005197883	80	7	shredded	shred	VERB
_005197883	80	8	tobacco	tobacco	NOUN
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_005197883	80	10	my	my	PRON
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_005197883	80	12	heel	heel	NOUN
_005197883	80	13	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	81	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	81	2	looked	look	VERB
_005197883	81	3	down	down	ADP
_005197883	81	4	at	at	ADP
_005197883	81	5	it	it	PRON
_005197883	81	6	and	and	CCONJ
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_005197883	81	8	it	it	PRON
_005197883	81	9	against	against	ADP
_005197883	81	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	81	11	counter	counter	NOUN
_005197883	81	12	before	before	SCONJ
_005197883	81	13	i	i	PRON
_005197883	81	14	spoke	speak	VERB
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_005197883	82	1	this	this	DET
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_005197883	82	3	i	i	PRON
_005197883	82	4	had	have	AUX
_005197883	82	5	been	be	AUX
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_005197883	82	8	make	make	VERB
_005197883	82	9	since	since	SCONJ
_005197883	82	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	82	11	first	first	ADJ
_005197883	82	12	day	day	NOUN
_005197883	82	13	he	he	PRON
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_005197883	82	15	asked	ask	VERB
_005197883	82	16	that	that	DET
_005197883	82	17	question	question	NOUN
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_005197883	83	1	“	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	83	4	pretty	pretty	ADV
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_005197883	83	7	”	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	83	11	.	.	PUNCT
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_005197883	84	2	a	a	DET
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_005197883	84	5	follows	follow	VERB
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_005197883	84	7	couple	couple	NOUN
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_005197883	84	9	rules	rule	NOUN
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_005197883	85	2	one	one	NUM
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_005197883	85	6	do	do	AUX
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_005197883	85	9	too	too	ADV
_005197883	85	10	much	much	ADJ
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_005197883	85	20	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	85	21	’	'	PUNCT
_005197883	85	22	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	86	1	he	he	PRON
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_005197883	86	6	“	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	86	10	.	.	PUNCT
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_005197883	89	1	and	and	CCONJ
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_005197883	89	7	why	why	SCONJ
_005197883	89	8	you	you	PRON
_005197883	89	9	say	say	VERB
_005197883	89	10	you	you	PRON
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_005197883	91	10	a	a	DET
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_005197883	91	16	have	have	VERB
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_005197883	91	18	the	the	DET
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_005197883	91	20	to	to	PART
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_005197883	92	1	you	you	PRON
_005197883	92	2	have	have	AUX
_005197883	92	3	n’t	not	PART
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_005197883	92	5	believing	believing	NOUN
_005197883	92	6	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	93	1	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	93	2	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	94	1	you	you	PRON
_005197883	94	2	’ve	’ve	AUX
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_005197883	94	4	living	live	VERB
_005197883	94	5	the	the	DET
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_005197883	94	7	of	of	ADP
_005197883	94	8	that	that	DET
_005197883	94	9	belief	belief	NOUN
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_005197883	95	2	prove	prove	VERB
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_005197883	95	4	me	i	PRON
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_005197883	95	13	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	95	14	outside	outside	ADP
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_005197883	95	23	point	point	NOUN
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_005197883	96	5	next	next	ADJ
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_005197883	96	8	were	be	AUX
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_005197883	96	10	uneven	uneven	ADJ
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_005197883	97	1	i	i	PRON
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_005197883	97	7	,	,	PUNCT
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_005197883	97	14	myself	myself	PRON
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_005197883	97	16	there	there	PRON
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_005197883	97	18	some	some	DET
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_005197883	97	21	me	i	PRON
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_005197883	97	24	outside	outside	ADP
_005197883	97	25	the	the	DET
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_005197883	97	27	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	97	28	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	98	1	why	why	SCONJ
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_005197883	98	3	i	i	PRON
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_005197883	98	5	,	,	PUNCT
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_005197883	99	1	i	i	PRON
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_005197883	99	3	say	say	VERB
_005197883	99	4	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	99	5	she	she	PRON
_005197883	99	6	went	go	VERB
_005197883	99	7	her	her	PRON
_005197883	99	8	way	way	NOUN
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_005197883	99	10	i	i	PRON
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_005197883	100	1	that	that	DET
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_005197883	100	4	me	i	PRON
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_005197883	100	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	100	9	chaplain	chaplain	NOUN
_005197883	100	10	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	100	11	idea	idea	NOUN
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_005197883	100	13	not	not	PART
_005197883	100	14	being	be	AUX
_005197883	100	15	able	able	ADJ
_005197883	100	16	to	to	PART
_005197883	100	17	live	live	VERB
_005197883	100	18	the	the	DET
_005197883	100	19	cost	cost	NOUN
_005197883	100	20	of	of	ADP
_005197883	100	21	being	be	AUX
_005197883	100	22	a	a	DET
_005197883	100	23	catholic	catholic	NOUN
_005197883	100	24	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	101	1	that	that	PRON
_005197883	101	2	meant	mean	VERB
_005197883	101	3	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	101	4	i	i	PRON
_005197883	101	5	had	have	AUX
_005197883	101	6	quit	quit	VERB
_005197883	101	7	the	the	DET
_005197883	101	8	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	101	9	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	101	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	101	11	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	101	12	had	have	AUX
_005197883	101	13	not	not	PART
_005197883	101	14	quit	quit	VERB
_005197883	101	15	me	i	PRON
_005197883	101	16	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	102	1	why	why	SCONJ
_005197883	102	2	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	102	3	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	103	1	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	103	2	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	104	1	why	why	SCONJ
_005197883	104	2	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	104	3	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	105	1	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	105	2	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	106	1	why	why	SCONJ
_005197883	106	2	had	have	AUX
_005197883	106	3	i	i	PRON
_005197883	106	4	quit	quit	VERB
_005197883	106	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	106	6	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	106	7	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	107	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	107	2	chaplain	chaplain	NOUN
_005197883	107	3	said	say	VERB
_005197883	107	4	my	my	PRON
_005197883	107	5	reason	reason	NOUN
_005197883	107	6	had	have	VERB
_005197883	107	7	to	to	PART
_005197883	107	8	be	be	AUX
_005197883	107	9	a	a	DET
_005197883	107	10	proof	proof	NOUN
_005197883	107	11	of	of	ADP
_005197883	107	12	a	a	DET
_005197883	107	13	better	well	ADJ
_005197883	107	14	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	107	15	of	of	ADP
_005197883	107	16	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	107	17	than	than	ADP
_005197883	107	18	the	the	DET
_005197883	107	19	one	one	NOUN
_005197883	107	20	offered	offer	VERB
_005197883	107	21	by	by	ADP
_005197883	107	22	the	the	DET
_005197883	107	23	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	107	24	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	108	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	108	2	would	would	AUX
_005197883	108	3	have	have	VERB
_005197883	108	4	to	to	PART
_005197883	108	5	show	show	VERB
_005197883	108	6	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	108	7	i	i	PRON
_005197883	108	8	was	be	AUX
_005197883	108	9	right	right	ADJ
_005197883	108	10	about	about	ADP
_005197883	108	11	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	108	12	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	108	13	the	the	DET
_005197883	108	14	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	108	15	was	be	AUX
_005197883	108	16	wrong	wrong	ADJ
_005197883	108	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	109	1	my	my	PRON
_005197883	109	2	answer	answer	NOUN
_005197883	109	3	to	to	ADP
_005197883	109	4	this	this	DET
_005197883	109	5	suggestion	suggestion	NOUN
_005197883	109	6	was	be	AUX
_005197883	109	7	to	to	PART
_005197883	109	8	curse	curse	VERB
_005197883	109	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	109	10	chaplain	chaplain	NOUN
_005197883	109	11	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	109	12	the	the	DET
_005197883	109	13	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	109	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	110	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	110	2	still	still	ADV
_005197883	110	3	felt	feel	VERB
_005197883	110	4	i	i	PRON
_005197883	110	5	was	be	AUX
_005197883	110	6	right	right	ADJ
_005197883	110	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	110	8	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	110	9	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	110	10	that	that	PRON
_005197883	110	11	made	make	VERB
_005197883	110	12	the	the	DET
_005197883	110	13	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	110	14	wrong	wrong	ADJ
_005197883	110	15	then	then	ADV
_005197883	110	16	she	she	PRON
_005197883	110	17	was	be	AUX
_005197883	110	18	wrong	wrong	ADJ
_005197883	110	19	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	111	1	proving	prove	VERB
_005197883	111	2	the	the	DET
_005197883	111	3	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	111	4	wrong	wrong	ADJ
_005197883	111	5	sometime	sometime	ADV
_005197883	111	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	111	7	just	just	ADV
_005197883	111	8	for	for	ADP
_005197883	111	9	all	all	ADV
_005197883	111	10	around	around	ADP
_005197883	111	11	exercise	exercise	NOUN
_005197883	111	12	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	111	13	try	try	VERB
_005197883	111	14	to	to	PART
_005197883	111	15	prove	prove	VERB
_005197883	111	16	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	111	17	the	the	DET
_005197883	111	18	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	111	19	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	111	20	is	be	AUX
_005197883	111	21	wrong	wrong	ADJ
_005197883	111	22	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	112	1	my	my	PRON
_005197883	112	2	attempt	attempt	NOUN
_005197883	112	3	to	to	PART
_005197883	112	4	prove	prove	VERB
_005197883	112	5	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	112	6	little	little	ADJ
_005197883	112	7	contention	contention	NOUN
_005197883	112	8	earned	earn	VERB
_005197883	112	9	me	i	PRON
_005197883	112	10	a	a	DET
_005197883	112	11	workout	workout	NOUN
_005197883	112	12	in	in	ADP
_005197883	112	13	all	all	DET
_005197883	112	14	the	the	DET
_005197883	112	15	departments	department	NOUN
_005197883	112	16	of	of	ADP
_005197883	112	17	my	my	PRON
_005197883	112	18	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	112	19	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	113	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	113	2	whole	whole	ADJ
_005197883	113	3	thing	thing	NOUN
_005197883	113	4	is	be	AUX
_005197883	113	5	best	well	ADV
_005197883	113	6	compared	compare	VERB
_005197883	113	7	to	to	ADP
_005197883	113	8	walking	walk	VERB
_005197883	113	9	through	through	ADP
_005197883	113	10	a	a	DET
_005197883	113	11	field	field	NOUN
_005197883	113	12	of	of	ADP
_005197883	113	13	tangle	tangle	NOUN
_005197883	113	14	vines	vine	NOUN
_005197883	113	15	overgrown	overgrow	VERB
_005197883	113	16	by	by	ADP
_005197883	113	17	burr	burr	NOUN
_005197883	113	18	patches	patch	NOUN
_005197883	113	19	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	114	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	114	2	was	be	AUX
_005197883	114	3	involved	involve	VERB
_005197883	114	4	in	in	ADP
_005197883	114	5	a	a	DET
_005197883	114	6	hundred	hundred	NUM
_005197883	114	7	angles	angle	NOUN
_005197883	114	8	of	of	ADP
_005197883	114	9	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	114	10	when	when	SCONJ
_005197883	114	11	i	i	PRON
_005197883	114	12	tackled	tackle	VERB
_005197883	114	13	the	the	DET
_005197883	114	14	proof	proof	NOUN
_005197883	114	15	of	of	ADP
_005197883	114	16	the	the	DET
_005197883	114	17	^‘wrongness	^‘wrongness	NUM
_005197883	114	18	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	114	19	of	of	ADP
_005197883	114	20	the	the	DET
_005197883	114	21	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	114	22	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	114	23	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	115	1	first	first	ADV
_005197883	115	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	115	3	tried	try	VERB
_005197883	115	4	to	to	PART
_005197883	115	5	figure	figure	VERB
_005197883	115	6	out	out	ADP
_005197883	115	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	115	8	for	for	ADP
_005197883	115	9	myself	myself	PRON
_005197883	115	10	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	115	11	what	what	PRON
_005197883	115	12	it	it	PRON
_005197883	115	13	was	be	AUX
_005197883	115	14	i	i	PRON
_005197883	115	15	found	find	VERB
_005197883	115	16	wrong	wrong	ADJ
_005197883	115	17	with	with	ADP
_005197883	115	18	the	the	DET
_005197883	115	19	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	115	20	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	116	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	116	2	felt	feel	VERB
_005197883	116	3	she	she	PRON
_005197883	116	4	must	must	AUX
_005197883	116	5	be	be	AUX
_005197883	116	6	10	10	NUM
_005197883	116	7	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	116	8	wrong	wrong	ADJ
_005197883	116	9	about	about	ADP
_005197883	116	10	a	a	DET
_005197883	116	11	lot	lot	NOUN
_005197883	116	12	of	of	ADP
_005197883	116	13	things	thing	NOUN
_005197883	116	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	117	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	117	2	had	have	AUX
_005197883	117	3	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	117	4	batted	bat	VERB
_005197883	117	5	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	117	6	with	with	ADP
_005197883	117	7	plenty	plenty	NOUN
_005197883	117	8	of	of	ADP
_005197883	117	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	117	10	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	117	11	men	man	NOUN
_005197883	117	12	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	117	13	married	married	ADJ
_005197883	117	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	117	15	single	single	ADJ
_005197883	117	16	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	117	17	divorced	divorced	ADJ
_005197883	117	18	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	117	19	fat	fat	ADJ
_005197883	117	20	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	117	21	tall	tall	ADJ
_005197883	117	22	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	117	23	lean	lean	ADJ
_005197883	117	24	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	117	25	they	they	PRON
_005197883	117	26	all	all	PRON
_005197883	117	27	had	have	VERB
_005197883	117	28	some	some	DET
_005197883	117	29	gripe	gripe	NOUN
_005197883	117	30	against	against	ADP
_005197883	117	31	the	the	DET
_005197883	117	32	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	117	33	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	118	1	that	that	DET
_005197883	118	2	word	word	NOUN
_005197883	118	3	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	118	4	gripe	gripe	NOUN
_005197883	118	5	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	118	6	did	do	AUX
_005197883	118	7	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	118	8	help	help	VERB
_005197883	118	9	my	my	PRON
_005197883	118	10	argument	argument	NOUN
_005197883	118	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	119	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	119	2	men	man	NOUN
_005197883	119	3	i	i	PRON
_005197883	119	4	thought	think	VERB
_005197883	119	5	about	about	ADP
_005197883	119	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	119	7	had	have	AUX
_005197883	119	8	been	be	AUX
_005197883	119	9	gripers	griper	NOUN
_005197883	119	10	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	119	11	i	i	PRON
_005197883	119	12	realized	realize	VERB
_005197883	119	13	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	119	14	i	i	PRON
_005197883	119	15	had	have	AUX
_005197883	119	16	sought	seek	VERB
_005197883	119	17	them	they	PRON
_005197883	119	18	with	with	ADP
_005197883	119	19	a	a	DET
_005197883	119	20	purpose	purpose	NOUN
_005197883	119	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	120	1	we	we	PRON
_005197883	120	2	had	have	AUX
_005197883	120	3	been	be	AUX
_005197883	120	4	looking	look	VERB
_005197883	120	5	for	for	ADP
_005197883	120	6	sympathy	sympathy	NOUN
_005197883	120	7	in	in	ADP
_005197883	120	8	our	our	PRON
_005197883	120	9	fight	fight	NOUN
_005197883	120	10	with	with	ADP
_005197883	120	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	120	12	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	120	13	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	120	14	the	the	DET
_005197883	120	15	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	120	16	misery	misery	NOUN
_005197883	120	17	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	120	18	boys	boy	NOUN
_005197883	120	19	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	120	20	love	love	NOUN
_005197883	120	21	company	company	NOUN
_005197883	120	22	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	121	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	121	2	was	be	AUX
_005197883	121	3	burned	burn	VERB
_005197883	121	4	to	to	PART
_005197883	121	5	recall	recall	VERB
_005197883	121	6	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	121	7	most	most	ADJ
_005197883	121	8	of	of	ADP
_005197883	121	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	121	10	men	man	NOUN
_005197883	121	11	i	i	PRON
_005197883	121	12	remembered	remember	VERB
_005197883	121	13	had	have	AUX
_005197883	121	14	been	be	AUX
_005197883	121	15	fellows	fellow	NOUN
_005197883	121	16	who	who	PRON
_005197883	121	17	lived	live	VERB
_005197883	121	18	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	121	19	i	i	PRON
_005197883	121	20	did	do	VERB
_005197883	121	21	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	121	22	no	no	DET
_005197883	121	23	mass	mass	ADJ
_005197883	121	24	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	121	25	spotty	spotty	ADJ
_005197883	121	26	morals	moral	NOUN
_005197883	121	27	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	121	28	spiritual	spiritual	ADJ
_005197883	121	29	soft	soft	ADJ
_005197883	121	30	berthers	berther	NOUN
_005197883	121	31	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	121	32	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	121	33	gold	gold	NOUN
_005197883	121	34	bricks	brick	NOUN
_005197883	121	35	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	121	36	on	on	ADP
_005197883	121	37	the	the	DET
_005197883	121	38	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	121	39	score	score	NOUN
_005197883	121	40	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	122	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	122	2	chaplain	chaplain	NOUN
_005197883	122	3	would	would	AUX
_005197883	122	4	have	have	AUX
_005197883	122	5	told	tell	VERB
_005197883	122	6	them	they	PRON
_005197883	122	7	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	122	8	they	they	PRON
_005197883	122	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	122	10	also	also	ADV
_005197883	122	11	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	122	12	had	have	VERB
_005197883	122	13	quit	quit	NOUN
_005197883	122	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	123	1	they	they	PRON
_005197883	123	2	were	be	AUX
_005197883	123	3	no	no	DET
_005197883	123	4	help	help	NOUN
_005197883	123	5	in	in	ADP
_005197883	123	6	setting	set	VERB
_005197883	123	7	up	up	ADP
_005197883	123	8	reasons	reason	NOUN
_005197883	123	9	for	for	ADP
_005197883	123	10	having	have	VERB
_005197883	123	11	a	a	DET
_005197883	123	12	better	well	ADJ
_005197883	123	13	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	123	14	of	of	ADP
_005197883	123	15	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	123	16	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	124	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	124	2	rolled	roll	VERB
_005197883	124	3	up	up	ADP
_005197883	124	4	my	my	PRON
_005197883	124	5	sleeves	sleeve	NOUN
_005197883	124	6	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	124	7	decided	decide	VERB
_005197883	124	8	to	to	PART
_005197883	124	9	go	go	VERB
_005197883	124	10	this	this	PRON
_005197883	124	11	alone	alone	ADV
_005197883	124	12	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	125	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	125	2	would	would	AUX
_005197883	125	3	prepare	prepare	VERB
_005197883	125	4	a	a	DET
_005197883	125	5	list	list	NOUN
_005197883	125	6	of	of	ADP
_005197883	125	7	the	the	DET
_005197883	125	8	things	thing	NOUN
_005197883	125	9	that	that	PRON
_005197883	125	10	bothered	bother	VERB
_005197883	125	11	me	i	PRON
_005197883	125	12	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	126	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	126	2	started	start	VERB
_005197883	126	3	with	with	ADP
_005197883	126	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	126	5	one	one	NOUN
_005197883	126	6	which	which	PRON
_005197883	126	7	the	the	DET
_005197883	126	8	chaplain	chaplain	NOUN
_005197883	126	9	had	have	AUX
_005197883	126	10	suggested	suggest	VERB
_005197883	126	11	once	once	ADV
_005197883	126	12	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	126	13	the	the	DET
_005197883	126	14	mass	mass	NOUN
_005197883	126	15	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	127	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	127	2	did	do	AUX
_005197883	127	3	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	127	4	go	go	VERB
_005197883	127	5	to	to	ADP
_005197883	127	6	mass	mass	VERB
_005197883	127	7	because	because	SCONJ
_005197883	127	8	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	127	9	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	127	10	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	128	1	how	how	SCONJ
_005197883	128	2	pitiful	pitiful	ADJ
_005197883	128	3	my	my	PRON
_005197883	128	4	reasons	reason	NOUN
_005197883	128	5	for	for	ADP
_005197883	128	6	not	not	PART
_005197883	128	7	going	go	VERB
_005197883	128	8	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	128	9	...	...	PUNCT
_005197883	129	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	129	2	did	do	AUX
_005197883	129	3	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	129	4	go	go	VERB
_005197883	129	5	because	because	SCONJ
_005197883	129	6	i	i	PRON
_005197883	129	7	did	do	AUX
_005197883	129	8	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	129	9	like	like	VERB
_005197883	129	10	to	to	PART
_005197883	129	11	go	go	VERB
_005197883	129	12	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	129	13	mass	mass	NOUN
_005197883	129	14	interfered	interfere	VERB
_005197883	129	15	with	with	ADP
_005197883	129	16	my	my	PRON
_005197883	129	17	sunday	sunday	PROPN
_005197883	129	18	mornings	morning	NOUN
_005197883	129	19	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	130	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	130	2	knew	know	VERB
_005197883	130	3	perfectly	perfectly	ADV
_005197883	130	4	well	well	ADV
_005197883	130	5	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	130	6	these	these	DET
_005197883	130	7	reasons	reason	NOUN
_005197883	130	8	did	do	AUX
_005197883	130	9	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	130	10	make	make	VERB
_005197883	130	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	130	12	mass	mass	NOUN
_005197883	130	13	useless	useless	ADJ
_005197883	130	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	131	1	they	they	PRON
_005197883	131	2	were	be	AUX
_005197883	131	3	personal	personal	ADJ
_005197883	131	4	preferences	preference	NOUN
_005197883	131	5	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	131	6	had	have	VERB
_005197883	131	7	nothing	nothing	PRON
_005197883	131	8	to	to	PART
_005197883	131	9	do	do	VERB
_005197883	131	10	with	with	ADP
_005197883	131	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	131	12	point	point	NOUN
_005197883	131	13	i	i	PRON
_005197883	131	14	was	be	AUX
_005197883	131	15	to	to	PART
_005197883	131	16	prove	prove	VERB
_005197883	131	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	131	18	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	131	19	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	132	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	132	2	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	132	3	was	be	AUX
_005197883	132	4	wrong	wrong	ADJ
_005197883	132	5	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	133	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	133	2	only	only	ADJ
_005197883	133	3	valid	valid	ADJ
_005197883	133	4	reason	reason	NOUN
_005197883	133	5	for	for	ADP
_005197883	133	6	not	not	PART
_005197883	133	7	going	go	VERB
_005197883	133	8	to	to	PART
_005197883	133	9	mass	mass	VERB
_005197883	133	10	would	would	AUX
_005197883	133	11	be	be	AUX
_005197883	133	12	to	to	PART
_005197883	133	13	have	have	VERB
_005197883	133	14	a	a	DET
_005197883	133	15	better	well	ADJ
_005197883	133	16	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	133	17	to	to	PART
_005197883	133	18	worship	worship	VERB
_005197883	133	19	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	133	20	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	133	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	133	22	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	134	1	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	134	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	134	3	had	have	AUX
_005197883	134	4	not	not	PART
_005197883	134	5	found	find	VERB
_005197883	134	6	one	one	NUM
_005197883	134	7	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	135	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	135	2	had	have	AUX
_005197883	135	3	abandoned	abandon	VERB
_005197883	135	4	all	all	DET
_005197883	135	5	worship	worship	NOUN
_005197883	135	6	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	136	1	there	there	PRON
_005197883	136	2	was	be	VERB
_005197883	136	3	no	no	DET
_005197883	136	4	help	help	NOUN
_005197883	136	5	in	in	ADP
_005197883	136	6	saying	say	VERB
_005197883	136	7	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	136	8	i	i	PRON
_005197883	136	9	did	do	AUX
_005197883	136	10	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	136	11	understand	understand	VERB
_005197883	136	12	the	the	DET
_005197883	136	13	mass	mass	NOUN
_005197883	136	14	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	136	15	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	136	16	it	it	PRON
_005197883	136	17	was	be	AUX
_005197883	136	18	meaningless	meaningless	ADJ
_005197883	136	19	in	in	ADP
_005197883	136	20	latin	latin	PROPN
_005197883	136	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	137	1	all	all	DET
_005197883	137	2	our	our	PRON
_005197883	137	3	service	service	NOUN
_005197883	137	4	chapels	chapel	NOUN
_005197883	137	5	had	have	VERB
_005197883	137	6	pamphlet	pamphlet	NOUN
_005197883	137	7	racks	rack	NOUN
_005197883	137	8	that	that	PRON
_005197883	137	9	were	be	AUX
_005197883	137	10	filled	fill	VERB
_005197883	137	11	with	with	ADP
_005197883	137	12	books	book	NOUN
_005197883	137	13	that	that	PRON
_005197883	137	14	explained	explain	VERB
_005197883	137	15	the	the	DET
_005197883	137	16	mass	mass	NOUN
_005197883	137	17	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	137	18	the	the	DET
_005197883	137	19	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	137	20	11	11	NUM
_005197883	137	21	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	137	22	chaplain	chaplain	NOUN
_005197883	137	23	would	would	AUX
_005197883	137	24	teach	teach	VERB
_005197883	137	25	me	i	PRON
_005197883	137	26	about	about	ADP
_005197883	137	27	it	it	PRON
_005197883	137	28	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	137	29	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	137	30	i	i	PRON
_005197883	137	31	asked	ask	VERB
_005197883	137	32	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	138	1	as	as	ADV
_005197883	138	2	far	far	ADV
_005197883	138	3	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	138	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	138	5	latin	latin	NOUN
_005197883	138	6	was	be	AUX
_005197883	138	7	concerned	concern	VERB
_005197883	138	8	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	138	9	that	that	PRON
_005197883	138	10	was	be	AUX
_005197883	138	11	a	a	DET
_005197883	138	12	limp	limp	ADJ
_005197883	138	13	excuse	excuse	NOUN
_005197883	138	14	also	also	ADV
_005197883	138	15	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	138	16	the	the	DET
_005197883	138	17	mass	mass	NOUN
_005197883	138	18	books	book	NOUN
_005197883	138	19	were	be	AUX
_005197883	138	20	in	in	ADP
_005197883	138	21	english	english	PROPN
_005197883	138	22	for	for	ADP
_005197883	138	23	those	those	PRON
_005197883	138	24	who	who	PRON
_005197883	138	25	wanted	want	VERB
_005197883	138	26	them	they	PRON
_005197883	138	27	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	139	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	139	2	forcefulness	forcefulness	NOUN
_005197883	139	3	of	of	ADP
_005197883	139	4	this	this	DET
_005197883	139	5	argument	argument	NOUN
_005197883	139	6	against	against	ADP
_005197883	139	7	me	i	PRON
_005197883	139	8	did	do	AUX
_005197883	139	9	not	not	PART
_005197883	139	10	dissuade	dissuade	VERB
_005197883	139	11	me	i	PRON
_005197883	139	12	from	from	ADP
_005197883	139	13	pecking	peck	VERB
_005197883	139	14	away	away	ADV
_005197883	139	15	at	at	ADP
_005197883	139	16	the	the	DET
_005197883	139	17	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	139	18	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	140	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	140	2	shook	shake	VERB
_005197883	140	3	off	off	ADP
_005197883	140	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	140	5	attack	attack	NOUN
_005197883	140	6	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	140	7	renewed	renew	VERB
_005197883	140	8	my	my	PRON
_005197883	140	9	old	old	ADJ
_005197883	140	10	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	140	11	of	of	ADP
_005197883	140	12	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	140	13	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	141	1	at	at	ADP
_005197883	141	2	this	this	DET
_005197883	141	3	period	period	NOUN
_005197883	141	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	141	5	i	i	PRON
_005197883	141	6	fixed	fix	VERB
_005197883	141	7	my	my	PRON
_005197883	141	8	sights	sight	NOUN
_005197883	141	9	on	on	ADP
_005197883	141	10	justifying	justify	VERB
_005197883	141	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	141	12	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	141	13	of	of	ADP
_005197883	141	14	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	141	15	i	i	PRON
_005197883	141	16	was	be	AUX
_005197883	141	17	leading	lead	VERB
_005197883	141	18	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	142	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	142	2	rationalized	rationalize	VERB
_005197883	142	3	everything	everything	PRON
_005197883	142	4	i	i	PRON
_005197883	142	5	did	do	VERB
_005197883	142	6	against	against	ADP
_005197883	142	7	my	my	PRON
_005197883	142	8	conscience	conscience	NOUN
_005197883	142	9	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	142	10	i	i	PRON
_005197883	142	11	blotted	blot	VERB
_005197883	142	12	out	out	ADP
_005197883	142	13	the	the	DET
_005197883	142	14	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	142	15	by	by	ADP
_005197883	142	16	going	go	VERB
_005197883	142	17	one	one	NUM
_005197883	142	18	step	step	NOUN
_005197883	142	19	further	far	ADV
_005197883	142	20	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	142	21	i’d	i’d	PROPN
_005197883	142	22	prove	prove	VERB
_005197883	142	23	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	142	24	even	even	ADV
_005197883	142	25	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	142	26	did	do	AUX
_005197883	142	27	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	142	28	exist	exist	VERB
_005197883	142	29	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	143	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	143	2	kept	keep	VERB
_005197883	143	3	saying	say	VERB
_005197883	143	4	for	for	ADP
_005197883	143	5	my	my	PRON
_005197883	143	6	own	own	ADJ
_005197883	143	7	reassurance	reassurance	NOUN
_005197883	143	8	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	143	9	do	do	AUX
_005197883	143	10	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	143	11	believe	believe	VERB
_005197883	143	12	in	in	ADP
_005197883	143	13	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	143	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	143	15	anymore	anymore	ADV
_005197883	143	16	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	143	17	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	144	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	144	2	did	do	AUX
_005197883	144	3	not	not	PART
_005197883	144	4	know	know	VERB
_005197883	144	5	it	it	PRON
_005197883	144	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	144	7	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	144	8	i	i	PRON
_005197883	144	9	had	have	AUX
_005197883	144	10	reached	reach	VERB
_005197883	144	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	144	12	point	point	NOUN
_005197883	144	13	of	of	ADP
_005197883	144	14	furtherest	further	ADJ
_005197883	144	15	removal	removal	NOUN
_005197883	144	16	from	from	ADP
_005197883	144	17	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	144	18	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	144	19	for	for	ADP
_005197883	144	20	me	i	PRON
_005197883	144	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	145	1	in	in	ADP
_005197883	145	2	the	the	DET
_005197883	145	3	strange	strange	ADJ
_005197883	145	4	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	145	5	of	of	ADP
_005197883	145	6	providence	providence	NOUN
_005197883	145	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	145	8	i	i	PRON
_005197883	145	9	had	have	AUX
_005197883	145	10	settled	settle	VERB
_005197883	145	11	on	on	ADP
_005197883	145	12	the	the	DET
_005197883	145	13	one	one	NUM
_005197883	145	14	theme	theme	NOUN
_005197883	145	15	that	that	PRON
_005197883	145	16	was	be	AUX
_005197883	145	17	to	to	PART
_005197883	145	18	trip	trip	VERB
_005197883	145	19	me	i	PRON
_005197883	145	20	up	up	ADP
_005197883	145	21	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	145	22	start	start	VERB
_005197883	145	23	me	i	PRON
_005197883	145	24	back	back	ADV
_005197883	145	25	to	to	ADP
_005197883	145	26	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	145	27	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	146	1	once	once	ADV
_005197883	146	2	out	out	ADP
_005197883	146	3	of	of	ADP
_005197883	146	4	service	service	NOUN
_005197883	146	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	146	6	i	i	PRON
_005197883	146	7	returned	return	VERB
_005197883	146	8	to	to	ADP
_005197883	146	9	college	college	NOUN
_005197883	146	10	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	146	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	146	12	hope	hope	NOUN
_005197883	146	13	of	of	ADP
_005197883	146	14	attaining	attain	VERB
_005197883	146	15	my	my	PRON
_005197883	146	16	degree	degree	NOUN
_005197883	146	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	147	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	147	2	decided	decide	VERB
_005197883	147	3	to	to	PART
_005197883	147	4	do	do	VERB
_005197883	147	5	some	some	DET
_005197883	147	6	extra	extra	ADJ
_005197883	147	7	reading	reading	NOUN
_005197883	147	8	on	on	ADP
_005197883	147	9	religion	religion	NOUN
_005197883	147	10	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	147	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	147	12	proofs	proof	NOUN
_005197883	147	13	that	that	PRON
_005197883	147	14	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	147	15	was	be	AUX
_005197883	147	16	non	non	ADJ
_005197883	147	17	-	-	ADJ
_005197883	147	18	existent	existent	ADJ
_005197883	147	19	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	148	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	148	2	needed	need	VERB
_005197883	148	3	some	some	DET
_005197883	148	4	suggestions	suggestion	NOUN
_005197883	148	5	on	on	ADP
_005197883	148	6	a	a	DET
_005197883	148	7	reading	reading	NOUN
_005197883	148	8	list	list	NOUN
_005197883	148	9	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	148	10	went	go	VERB
_005197883	148	11	to	to	ADP
_005197883	148	12	this	this	DET
_005197883	148	13	young	young	ADJ
_005197883	148	14	psychology	psychology	NOUN
_005197883	148	15	professor	professor	NOUN
_005197883	148	16	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	149	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	149	2	looked	look	VERB
_005197883	149	3	like	like	ADP
_005197883	149	4	a	a	DET
_005197883	149	5	good	good	ADJ
_005197883	149	6	bet	bet	NOUN
_005197883	149	7	for	for	ADP
_005197883	149	8	some	some	DET
_005197883	149	9	aids	aid	NOUN
_005197883	149	10	to	to	ADP
_005197883	149	11	a	a	DET
_005197883	149	12	skeptic	skeptic	ADJ
_005197883	149	13	’s	’s	NOUN
_005197883	149	14	reading	reading	NOUN
_005197883	149	15	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	150	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	150	2	was	be	AUX
_005197883	150	3	a	a	DET
_005197883	150	4	kind	kind	NOUN
_005197883	150	5	of	of	ADP
_005197883	150	6	cynic	cynic	ADJ
_005197883	150	7	who	who	PRON
_005197883	150	8	continually	continually	ADV
_005197883	150	9	debunked	debunk	VERB
_005197883	150	10	religious	religious	ADJ
_005197883	150	11	values	value	NOUN
_005197883	150	12	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	150	13	he	he	PRON
_005197883	150	14	was	be	AUX
_005197883	150	15	young	young	ADJ
_005197883	150	16	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	150	17	jaunty	jaunty	NOUN
_005197883	150	18	enough	enough	ADJ
_005197883	150	19	to	to	PART
_005197883	150	20	be	be	AUX
_005197883	150	21	familiar	familiar	ADJ
_005197883	150	22	with	with	ADP
_005197883	150	23	us	we	PRON
_005197883	150	24	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	151	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	151	2	determined	determine	VERB
_005197883	151	3	to	to	PART
_005197883	151	4	corner	corner	VERB
_005197883	151	5	‘	'	PUNCT
_005197883	151	6	^the	^the	PRON
_005197883	151	7	philosopher”—that	philosopher”—that	PRON
_005197883	151	8	was	be	AUX
_005197883	151	9	what	what	PRON
_005197883	151	10	we	we	PRON
_005197883	151	11	called	call	VERB
_005197883	151	12	him	he	PRON
_005197883	151	13	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	151	14	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	151	15	sound	sound	VERB
_005197883	151	16	him	he	PRON
_005197883	151	17	out	out	ADP
_005197883	151	18	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	152	1	one	one	NUM
_005197883	152	2	day	day	NOUN
_005197883	152	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	152	4	after	after	ADP
_005197883	152	5	class	class	NOUN
_005197883	152	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	152	7	i	i	PRON
_005197883	152	8	stayed	stay	VERB
_005197883	152	9	to	to	PART
_005197883	152	10	chat	chat	VERB
_005197883	152	11	with	with	ADP
_005197883	152	12	him	he	PRON
_005197883	152	13	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	153	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	153	2	preliminaries	preliminary	NOUN
_005197883	153	3	done	do	VERB
_005197883	153	4	with	with	ADP
_005197883	153	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	153	6	i	i	PRON
_005197883	153	7	asked	ask	VERB
_005197883	153	8	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	153	9	^what	^what	SPACE
_005197883	153	10	do	do	AUX
_005197883	153	11	you	you	PRON
_005197883	153	12	believe	believe	VERB
_005197883	153	13	in	in	ADP
_005197883	153	14	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	153	15	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	154	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	154	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	154	3	believe	believe	VERB
_005197883	154	4	in	in	ADP
_005197883	154	5	myself	myself	PRON
_005197883	154	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	154	7	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	154	8	he	he	PRON
_005197883	154	9	said	say	VERB
_005197883	154	10	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	154	11	in	in	ADP
_005197883	154	12	a	a	DET
_005197883	154	13	wise	wise	ADJ
_005197883	154	14	guy	guy	NOUN
_005197883	154	15	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	154	16	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	155	1	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	155	2	12	12	NUM
_005197883	155	3	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	155	4	^‘yeh	^‘yeh	ADV
_005197883	155	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	155	6	i	i	PRON
_005197883	155	7	know	know	VERB
_005197883	155	8	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	155	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	155	10	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	155	11	i	i	PRON
_005197883	155	12	replied	reply	VERB
_005197883	155	13	sarcastically	sarcastically	ADV
_005197883	155	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	155	15	^^but	^^but	PUNCT
_005197883	155	16	what	what	PRON
_005197883	155	17	about	about	ADP
_005197883	155	18	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	155	19	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	155	20	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	156	1	‘	'	PUNCT
_005197883	156	2	‘	'	PUNCT
_005197883	156	3	god	god	INTJ
_005197883	156	4	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	156	5	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	157	1	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	157	2	.	.	PUNCT
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_005197883	159	1	he	he	PRON
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_005197883	159	6	little	little	ADJ
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_005197883	159	10	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	160	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	160	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	160	3	’m	’m	AUX
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_005197883	160	5	sure	sure	ADJ
_005197883	160	6	of	of	ADP
_005197883	160	7	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	160	8	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	160	9	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	161	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	161	2	came	come	VERB
_005197883	161	3	alive	alive	ADJ
_005197883	161	4	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	162	1	maybe	maybe	ADV
_005197883	162	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	162	3	was	be	AUX
_005197883	162	4	on	on	ADP
_005197883	162	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	162	6	right	right	ADJ
_005197883	162	7	track	track	NOUN
_005197883	162	8	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	163	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	163	2	do	do	AUX
_005197883	163	3	you	you	PRON
_005197883	163	4	think	think	VERB
_005197883	163	5	there	there	PRON
_005197883	163	6	is	be	VERB
_005197883	163	7	a	a	DET
_005197883	163	8	god	god	NOUN
_005197883	163	9	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	163	10	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	164	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	164	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	164	3	hope	hope	VERB
_005197883	164	4	not	not	PART
_005197883	164	5	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	164	6	...	...	PUNCT
_005197883	165	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	165	2	hope	hope	VERB
_005197883	165	3	not	not	PART
_005197883	165	4	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	165	5	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	166	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	166	2	clowned	clown	VERB
_005197883	166	3	a	a	DET
_005197883	166	4	bit	bit	NOUN
_005197883	166	5	about	about	ADP
_005197883	166	6	being	be	AUX
_005197883	166	7	pious	pious	ADJ
_005197883	166	8	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	167	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	167	2	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	167	3	there	there	PRON
_005197883	167	4	’s	’	VERB
_005197883	167	5	a	a	DET
_005197883	167	6	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	167	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	167	8	i	i	PRON
_005197883	167	9	’m	’m	VERB
_005197883	167	10	a	a	DET
_005197883	167	11	cooked	cooked	ADJ
_005197883	167	12	goose	goose	NOUN
_005197883	167	13	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	167	14	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	168	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	168	2	what	what	PRON
_005197883	168	3	do	do	AUX
_005197883	168	4	you	you	PRON
_005197883	168	5	mean	mean	VERB
_005197883	168	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	168	7	you	you	PRON
_005197883	168	8	hope	hope	VERB
_005197883	168	9	not	not	PART
_005197883	168	10	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	168	11	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	169	1	i	i	PRON
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_005197883	169	3	in	in	ADP
_005197883	169	4	irritation	irritation	NOUN
_005197883	169	5	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	170	1	“	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	170	3	n’t	not	PART
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_005197883	170	5	know	know	VERB
_005197883	170	6	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	170	7	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	171	1	he	he	PRON
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_005197883	171	3	his	his	PRON
_005197883	171	4	head	head	NOUN
_005197883	171	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	171	6	sadly	sadly	ADV
_005197883	171	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	171	8	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	171	9	who	who	PRON
_005197883	171	10	knows	know	VERB
_005197883	171	11	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	171	12	”	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	172	2	could	could	AUX
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_005197883	172	5	at	at	ADP
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_005197883	172	7	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	173	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	173	2	ca	can	AUX
_005197883	173	3	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	173	4	we	we	PRON
_005197883	173	5	prove	prove	VERB
_005197883	173	6	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	173	7	there	there	PRON
_005197883	173	8	is	be	VERB
_005197883	173	9	no	no	DET
_005197883	173	10	god	god	PROPN
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_005197883	173	12	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	174	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	174	2	no	no	INTJ
_005197883	174	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	174	4	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	174	5	he	he	PRON
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_005197883	174	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	174	8	“	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	174	10	ca	can	AUX
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_005197883	174	12	,	,	PUNCT
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_005197883	174	14	that	that	PRON
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_005197883	174	16	what	what	PRON
_005197883	174	17	worries	worry	VERB
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_005197883	174	19	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	174	20	sometimes	sometimes	ADV
_005197883	174	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	174	22	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	175	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	175	2	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	175	3	lots	lot	NOUN
_005197883	175	4	of	of	ADP
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_005197883	175	6	do	do	AUX
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_005197883	175	8	believe	believe	VERB
_005197883	175	9	in	in	ADP
_005197883	175	10	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	175	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	175	12	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	176	1	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	177	1	what	what	PRON
_005197883	177	2	about	about	ADP
_005197883	177	3	them	they	PRON
_005197883	177	4	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	178	1	they	they	PRON
_005197883	178	2	must	must	AUX
_005197883	178	3	have	have	VERB
_005197883	178	4	some	some	DET
_005197883	178	5	ideas	idea	NOUN
_005197883	178	6	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	178	7	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	179	1	he	he	PRON
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_005197883	179	3	close	close	ADV
_005197883	179	4	to	to	ADP
_005197883	179	5	me	i	PRON
_005197883	179	6	and	and	CCONJ
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_005197883	179	8	confidentially	confidentially	ADV
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_005197883	179	10	“	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	179	12	do	do	AUX
_005197883	179	13	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	179	14	think	think	VERB
_005197883	179	15	there	there	PRON
_005197883	179	16	are	be	VERB
_005197883	179	17	lots	lot	NOUN
_005197883	179	18	of	of	ADP
_005197883	179	19	people	people	NOUN
_005197883	179	20	who	who	PRON
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_005197883	179	22	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	179	23	believe	believe	VERB
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_005197883	179	25	god	god	PROPN
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_005197883	180	3	honest	honest	ADJ
_005197883	180	4	with	with	ADP
_005197883	180	5	you	you	PRON
_005197883	180	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	180	7	i	i	PRON
_005197883	180	8	do	do	AUX
_005197883	180	9	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	180	10	think	think	VERB
_005197883	180	11	there	there	PRON
_005197883	180	12	is	be	VERB
_005197883	180	13	one	one	NUM
_005197883	180	14	person	person	NOUN
_005197883	180	15	who	who	PRON
_005197883	180	16	does	do	AUX
_005197883	180	17	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	180	18	believe	believe	VERB
_005197883	180	19	in	in	ADP
_005197883	180	20	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	180	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	180	22	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	181	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	181	2	your	your	PRON
_005197883	181	3	loco	loco	NOUN
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_005197883	181	5	”	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	182	2	shot	shoot	VERB
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_005197883	182	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	182	6	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	182	7	i	i	PRON
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_005197883	182	9	lots	lot	NOUN
_005197883	182	10	of	of	ADP
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_005197883	182	12	right	right	ADV
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_005197883	182	17	”	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	183	9	cordially	cordially	ADV
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_005197883	183	11	“	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	183	13	they	they	PRON
_005197883	183	14	say	say	VERB
_005197883	183	15	they	they	PRON
_005197883	183	16	believe	believe	VERB
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_005197883	183	18	what	what	PRON
_005197883	183	19	they	they	PRON
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_005197883	185	3	have	have	AUX
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_005197883	185	13	do	do	AUX
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_005197883	185	22	do	do	AUX
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_005197883	185	24	believe	believe	VERB
_005197883	185	25	in	in	ADP
_005197883	185	26	the	the	DET
_005197883	185	27	idea	idea	NOUN
_005197883	185	28	of	of	ADP
_005197883	185	29	god	god	PROPN
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_005197883	185	32	teach	teach	VERB
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_005197883	186	6	something	something	PRON
_005197883	186	7	greater	great	ADJ
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_005197883	186	9	themselves	themselves	PRON
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_005197883	186	14	all	all	DET
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_005197883	187	7	,	,	PUNCT
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_005197883	187	10	or	or	CCONJ
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_005197883	187	12	else	else	ADV
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_005197883	187	14	”	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	188	3	to	to	ADP
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_005197883	189	1	“	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	190	1	“	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	190	4	i	i	PRON
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_005197883	190	13	did	do	AUX
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_005197883	190	17	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	191	1	“	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	191	3	ca	can	AUX
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_005197883	192	1	no	no	DET
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_005197883	192	5	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	193	1	“	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	193	7	he	he	PRON
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_005197883	193	11	”	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	195	24	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	196	1	he	he	PRON
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_005197883	196	4	idea	idea	NOUN
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_005197883	196	6	another	another	DET
_005197883	196	7	way	way	NOUN
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_005197883	197	1	“	"	PUNCT
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_005197883	197	5	is	be	AUX
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_005197883	197	8	be	be	AUX
_005197883	197	9	independent	independent	ADJ
_005197883	197	10	from	from	ADP
_005197883	197	11	birth	birth	NOUN
_005197883	197	12	to	to	ADP
_005197883	197	13	death	death	NOUN
_005197883	197	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	198	1	we	we	PRON
_005197883	198	2	depend	depend	VERB
_005197883	198	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	198	4	depend	depend	VERB
_005197883	198	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	198	6	depend	depend	VERB
_005197883	198	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	198	8	from	from	ADP
_005197883	198	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	198	10	time	time	NOUN
_005197883	198	11	we	we	PRON
_005197883	198	12	are	be	AUX
_005197883	198	13	born	bear	VERB
_005197883	198	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	198	15	on	on	ADP
_005197883	198	16	nature	nature	NOUN
_005197883	198	17	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	198	18	people	people	NOUN
_005197883	198	19	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	198	20	some	some	DET
_005197883	198	21	power	power	NOUN
_005197883	198	22	that	that	PRON
_005197883	198	23	keeps	keep	VERB
_005197883	198	24	us	we	PRON
_005197883	198	25	going	go	VERB
_005197883	198	26	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	199	1	call	call	VERB
_005197883	199	2	it	it	PRON
_005197883	199	3	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	199	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	199	5	call	call	VERB
_005197883	199	6	it	it	PRON
_005197883	199	7	what	what	PRON
_005197883	199	8	you	you	PRON
_005197883	199	9	want	want	VERB
_005197883	199	10	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	199	11	it	it	PRON
_005197883	199	12	’s	’	VERB
_005197883	199	13	easier	easy	ADJ
_005197883	199	14	to	to	PART
_005197883	199	15	prove	prove	VERB
_005197883	199	16	there	there	PRON
_005197883	199	17	’s	’	VERB
_005197883	199	18	something	something	PRON
_005197883	199	19	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	199	20	rather	rather	ADV
_005197883	199	21	than	than	ADP
_005197883	199	22	nothing	nothing	PRON
_005197883	199	23	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	199	24	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	200	1	something	something	PRON
_005197883	200	2	rather	rather	ADV
_005197883	200	3	than	than	ADP
_005197883	200	4	nothing	nothing	PRON
_005197883	200	5	i	i	PRON
_005197883	200	6	swore	swear	VERB
_005197883	200	7	to	to	ADP
_005197883	200	8	myself	myself	PRON
_005197883	200	9	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	201	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	201	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	201	3	do	do	AUX
_005197883	201	4	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	201	5	want	want	VERB
_005197883	201	6	to	to	PART
_005197883	201	7	prove	prove	VERB
_005197883	201	8	there	there	PRON
_005197883	201	9	’s	’	VERB
_005197883	201	10	something	something	PRON
_005197883	201	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	202	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	202	2	want	want	VERB
_005197883	202	3	proof	proof	NOUN
_005197883	202	4	there	there	PRON
_005197883	202	5	’s	’	VERB
_005197883	202	6	nothing	nothing	PRON
_005197883	202	7	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	202	8	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	203	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	203	2	why	why	SCONJ
_005197883	203	3	pick	pick	VERB
_005197883	203	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	203	5	hard	hard	ADJ
_005197883	203	6	one	one	NOUN
_005197883	203	7	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	203	8	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	203	9	he	he	PRON
_005197883	203	10	asked	ask	VERB
_005197883	203	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	204	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	204	2	you	you	PRON
_005197883	204	3	ca	can	AUX
_005197883	204	4	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	204	5	say	say	VERB
_005197883	204	6	the	the	DET
_005197883	204	7	world	world	NOUN
_005197883	204	8	come	come	VERB
_005197883	204	9	from	from	ADP
_005197883	204	10	nothing	nothing	PRON
_005197883	204	11	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	204	12	because	because	SCONJ
_005197883	204	13	nothing	nothing	PRON
_005197883	204	14	would	would	AUX
_005197883	204	15	produce	produce	VERB
_005197883	204	16	just	just	ADV
_005197883	204	17	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	204	18	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	204	19	...	...	PUNCT
_005197883	204	20	he	he	PRON
_005197883	204	21	held	hold	VERB
_005197883	204	22	his	his	PRON
_005197883	204	23	thumb	thumb	NOUN
_005197883	204	24	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	204	25	forefinger	forefinger	NOUN
_005197883	204	26	up	up	ADV
_005197883	204	27	to	to	PART
_005197883	204	28	make	make	VERB
_005197883	204	29	a	a	DET
_005197883	204	30	zero	zero	NUM
_005197883	204	31	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	204	32	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	204	33	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	205	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	205	2	nothing	nothing	PRON
_005197883	205	3	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	205	4	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	206	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	206	2	had	have	AUX
_005197883	206	3	begun	begin	VERB
_005197883	206	4	to	to	PART
_005197883	206	5	think	think	VERB
_005197883	206	6	i	i	PRON
_005197883	206	7	had	have	AUX
_005197883	206	8	picked	pick	VERB
_005197883	206	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	206	10	wrong	wrong	ADJ
_005197883	206	11	guy	guy	NOUN
_005197883	206	12	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	206	13	wanted	want	VERB
_005197883	206	14	to	to	PART
_005197883	206	15	get	get	VERB
_005197883	206	16	away	away	ADV
_005197883	206	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	207	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	207	2	the	the	DET
_005197883	207	3	philosopher	philosopher	NOUN
_005197883	207	4	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	207	5	was	be	AUX
_005197883	207	6	out	out	ADP
_005197883	207	7	of	of	ADP
_005197883	207	8	my	my	PRON
_005197883	207	9	depth	depth	NOUN
_005197883	207	10	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	207	11	interest	interest	NOUN
_005197883	207	12	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	207	13	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	207	14	he	he	PRON
_005197883	207	15	was	be	AUX
_005197883	207	16	not	not	PART
_005197883	207	17	letting	let	VERB
_005197883	207	18	me	i	PRON
_005197883	207	19	stop	stop	VERB
_005197883	207	20	him	he	PRON
_005197883	207	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	208	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	208	2	no	no	ADV
_005197883	208	3	matter	matter	ADV
_005197883	208	4	how	how	SCONJ
_005197883	208	5	hard	hard	ADV
_005197883	208	6	you	you	PRON
_005197883	208	7	might	might	AUX
_005197883	208	8	want	want	VERB
_005197883	208	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	208	10	world	world	NOUN
_005197883	208	11	to	to	PART
_005197883	208	12	be	be	AUX
_005197883	208	13	a	a	DET
_005197883	208	14	thing	thing	NOUN
_005197883	208	15	that	that	PRON
_005197883	208	16	^just	^just	SPACE
_005197883	208	17	happened	happen	VERB
_005197883	208	18	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	208	19	’	'	PUNCT
_005197883	208	20	you	you	PRON
_005197883	208	21	ca	can	AUX
_005197883	208	22	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	208	23	avoid	avoid	VERB
_005197883	208	24	the	the	DET
_005197883	208	25	world	world	NOUN
_005197883	208	26	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	208	27	itself	itself	PRON
_005197883	208	28	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	208	29	which	which	PRON
_005197883	208	30	is	be	AUX
_005197883	208	31	so	so	ADV
_005197883	208	32	big	big	ADJ
_005197883	208	33	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	208	34	complicated	complicated	ADJ
_005197883	208	35	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	208	36	it	it	PRON
_005197883	208	37	demands	demand	VERB
_005197883	208	38	a	a	DET
_005197883	208	39	brain	brain	NOUN
_005197883	208	40	behind	behind	ADP
_005197883	208	41	it	it	PRON
_005197883	208	42	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	208	43	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	209	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	209	2	pointed	point	VERB
_005197883	209	3	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	209	4	14	14	NUM
_005197883	209	5	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	209	6	to	to	ADP
_005197883	209	7	a	a	DET
_005197883	209	8	small	small	ADJ
_005197883	209	9	knife	knife	NOUN
_005197883	209	10	that	that	PRON
_005197883	209	11	swung	swing	VERB
_005197883	209	12	from	from	ADP
_005197883	209	13	his	his	PRON
_005197883	209	14	vest	vest	NOUN
_005197883	209	15	chain	chain	NOUN
_005197883	209	16	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	210	1	‘	'	PUNCT
_005197883	210	2	took	take	VERB
_005197883	210	3	at	at	ADP
_005197883	210	4	it	it	PRON
_005197883	210	5	this	this	DET
_005197883	210	6	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	210	7	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	211	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	211	2	simplest	simple	ADJ
_005197883	211	3	machine	machine	NOUN
_005197883	211	4	like	like	ADP
_005197883	211	5	this	this	PRON
_005197883	211	6	has	have	VERB
_005197883	211	7	to	to	PART
_005197883	211	8	have	have	VERB
_005197883	211	9	a	a	DET
_005197883	211	10	maker	maker	NOUN
_005197883	211	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	212	1	now	now	ADV
_005197883	212	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	212	3	make	make	VERB
_005197883	212	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	212	5	machine	machine	NOUN
_005197883	212	6	more	more	ADV
_005197883	212	7	complicated	complicated	ADJ
_005197883	212	8	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	212	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	212	10	brain	brain	NOUN
_005197883	212	11	of	of	ADP
_005197883	212	12	the	the	DET
_005197883	212	13	maker	maker	NOUN
_005197883	212	14	has	have	VERB
_005197883	212	15	to	to	PART
_005197883	212	16	be	be	AUX
_005197883	212	17	cleverer	clever	ADJ
_005197883	212	18	to	to	PART
_005197883	212	19	allow	allow	VERB
_005197883	212	20	for	for	ADP
_005197883	212	21	the	the	DET
_005197883	212	22	complications	complication	NOUN
_005197883	212	23	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	213	1	is	be	AUX
_005197883	213	2	that	that	PRON
_005197883	213	3	right	right	ADJ
_005197883	213	4	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	213	5	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	214	1	^^yeah	^^yeah	NUM
_005197883	214	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	214	3	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	214	4	i	i	PRON
_005197883	214	5	said	say	VERB
_005197883	214	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	214	7	^that	^that	SPACE
_005197883	214	8	’s	’s	ADV
_005197883	214	9	right	right	ADJ
_005197883	214	10	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	214	11	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	215	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	215	2	wasn^t	wasn^t	VERB
_005197883	215	3	paying	pay	VERB
_005197883	215	4	more	more	ADJ
_005197883	215	5	than	than	ADP
_005197883	215	6	half	half	DET
_005197883	215	7	my	my	PRON
_005197883	215	8	attention	attention	NOUN
_005197883	215	9	to	to	ADP
_005197883	215	10	him	he	PRON
_005197883	215	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	216	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	216	2	waved	wave	VERB
_005197883	216	3	his	his	PRON
_005197883	216	4	arms	arm	NOUN
_005197883	216	5	in	in	ADP
_005197883	216	6	a	a	DET
_005197883	216	7	wide	wide	ADJ
_005197883	216	8	circle	circle	NOUN
_005197883	216	9	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	217	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	217	2	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	217	3	you	you	PRON
_005197883	217	4	magnify	magnify	VERB
_005197883	217	5	that	that	DET
_005197883	217	6	idea	idea	NOUN
_005197883	217	7	by	by	ADP
_005197883	217	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	217	9	biggest	big	ADJ
_005197883	217	10	machine	machine	NOUN
_005197883	217	11	we	we	PRON
_005197883	217	12	know	know	VERB
_005197883	217	13	of	of	ADP
_005197883	217	14	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	217	15	the	the	DET
_005197883	217	16	world	world	NOUN
_005197883	217	17	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	217	18	imagine	imagine	VERB
_005197883	217	19	the	the	DET
_005197883	217	20	genius	genius	NOUN
_005197883	217	21	that	that	PRON
_005197883	217	22	must	must	AUX
_005197883	217	23	be	be	AUX
_005197883	217	24	behind	behind	ADP
_005197883	217	25	the	the	DET
_005197883	217	26	world	world	NOUN
_005197883	217	27	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	217	28	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	218	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	218	2	cut	cut	VERB
_005197883	218	3	him	he	PRON
_005197883	218	4	short	short	ADJ
_005197883	218	5	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	218	6	he	he	PRON
_005197883	218	7	started	start	VERB
_005197883	218	8	to	to	PART
_005197883	218	9	go	go	VERB
_005197883	218	10	on	on	ADP
_005197883	218	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	219	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	219	2	what	what	PRON
_005197883	219	3	about	about	ADP
_005197883	219	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	219	5	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	219	6	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	219	7	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	219	8	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	220	1	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	221	1	where	where	SCONJ
_005197883	221	2	does	do	AUX
_005197883	221	3	that	that	PRON
_005197883	221	4	come	come	VERB
_005197883	221	5	in	in	ADP
_005197883	221	6	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	221	7	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	222	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	222	2	the	the	DET
_005197883	222	3	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	222	4	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	222	5	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	222	6	...	...	PUNCT
_005197883	223	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	223	2	thought	think	VERB
_005197883	223	3	you	you	PRON
_005197883	223	4	were	be	AUX
_005197883	223	5	worried	worried	ADJ
_005197883	223	6	about	about	ADP
_005197883	223	7	whether	whether	SCONJ
_005197883	223	8	there	there	PRON
_005197883	223	9	was	be	VERB
_005197883	223	10	a	a	DET
_005197883	223	11	god	god	NOUN
_005197883	223	12	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	223	13	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	224	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	224	2	grinned	grin	VERB
_005197883	224	3	at	at	ADP
_005197883	224	4	me	i	PRON
_005197883	224	5	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	224	6	looked	look	VERB
_005197883	224	7	surprised	surprised	ADJ
_005197883	224	8	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	225	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	225	2	well	well	INTJ
_005197883	225	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	225	4	now	now	ADV
_005197883	225	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	225	6	i	i	PRON
_005197883	225	7	’m	’m	AUX
_005197883	225	8	asking	ask	VERB
_005197883	225	9	about	about	ADP
_005197883	225	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	225	11	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	225	12	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	225	13	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	225	14	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	226	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	226	2	the	the	DET
_005197883	226	3	philosopher	philosopher	NOUN
_005197883	226	4	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	226	5	shook	shake	VERB
_005197883	226	6	his	his	PRON
_005197883	226	7	head	head	NOUN
_005197883	226	8	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	226	9	hunched	hunch	VERB
_005197883	226	10	his	his	PRON
_005197883	226	11	shoulders	shoulder	NOUN
_005197883	226	12	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	226	13	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	226	14	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	226	15	to	to	PART
_005197883	226	16	signify	signify	VERB
_005197883	226	17	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	226	18	he	he	PRON
_005197883	226	19	had	have	AUX
_005197883	226	20	given	give	VERB
_005197883	226	21	up	up	ADP
_005197883	226	22	on	on	ADP
_005197883	226	23	me	i	PRON
_005197883	226	24	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	227	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	227	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	227	3	do	do	AUX
_005197883	227	4	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	227	5	know	know	VERB
_005197883	227	6	anything	anything	PRON
_005197883	227	7	about	about	ADP
_005197883	227	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	227	9	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	227	10	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	227	11	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	227	12	i	i	PRON
_005197883	227	13	thought	think	VERB
_005197883	227	14	you	you	PRON
_005197883	227	15	wanted	want	VERB
_005197883	227	16	to	to	PART
_005197883	227	17	disprove	disprove	VERB
_005197883	227	18	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	227	19	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	227	20	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	228	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	228	2	pressed	press	VERB
_005197883	228	3	forward	forward	ADV
_005197883	228	4	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	228	5	said	say	VERB
_005197883	228	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	228	7	quietly	quietly	ADV
_005197883	228	8	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	228	9	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	228	10	do	do	AUX
_005197883	228	11	you	you	PRON
_005197883	228	12	see	see	VERB
_005197883	228	13	what	what	PRON
_005197883	228	14	i	i	PRON
_005197883	228	15	mean	mean	VERB
_005197883	228	16	about	about	ADP
_005197883	228	17	the	the	DET
_005197883	228	18	need	need	NOUN
_005197883	228	19	for	for	ADP
_005197883	228	20	something	something	PRON
_005197883	228	21	great	great	ADJ
_005197883	228	22	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	228	23	a	a	DET
_005197883	228	24	power	power	NOUN
_005197883	228	25	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	228	26	brain	brain	NOUN
_005197883	228	27	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	228	28	behind	behind	ADP
_005197883	228	29	the	the	DET
_005197883	228	30	world	world	NOUN
_005197883	228	31	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	228	32	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	229	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	229	2	yeah	yeah	INTJ
_005197883	229	3	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	230	1	yeah	yeah	INTJ
_005197883	230	2	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	230	3	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	231	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	231	2	said	say	VERB
_005197883	231	3	sharply	sharply	ADV
_005197883	231	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	231	5	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	231	6	i	i	PRON
_005197883	231	7	see	see	VERB
_005197883	231	8	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	231	9	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	232	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	232	2	look	look	VERB
_005197883	232	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	232	4	friend	friend	NOUN
_005197883	232	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	232	6	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	232	7	...	...	PUNCT
_005197883	233	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	233	2	was	be	AUX
_005197883	233	3	tapping	tap	VERB
_005197883	233	4	a	a	DET
_005197883	233	5	finger	finger	NOUN
_005197883	233	6	on	on	ADP
_005197883	233	7	my	my	PRON
_005197883	233	8	chest	chest	NOUN
_005197883	233	9	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	233	10	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	233	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	234	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	234	2	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	234	3	you	you	PRON
_005197883	234	4	got	get	VERB
_005197883	234	5	an	an	DET
_005197883	234	6	argument	argument	NOUN
_005197883	234	7	with	with	ADP
_005197883	234	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	234	9	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	234	10	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	234	11	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	234	12	do	do	AUX
_005197883	234	13	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	234	14	take	take	VERB
_005197883	234	15	it	it	PRON
_005197883	234	16	out	out	ADP
_005197883	234	17	on	on	ADP
_005197883	234	18	me	i	PRON
_005197883	234	19	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	235	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	235	2	talked	talk	VERB
_005197883	235	3	about	about	ADP
_005197883	235	4	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	235	5	because	because	SCONJ
_005197883	235	6	you	you	PRON
_005197883	235	7	asked	ask	VERB
_005197883	235	8	me	i	PRON
_005197883	235	9	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	235	10	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	236	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	236	2	turned	turn	VERB
_005197883	236	3	away	away	ADV
_005197883	236	4	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	236	5	left	leave	VERB
_005197883	236	6	me	i	PRON
_005197883	236	7	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	237	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	237	2	realized	realize	VERB
_005197883	237	3	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	237	4	i	i	PRON
_005197883	237	5	had	have	AUX
_005197883	237	6	been	be	AUX
_005197883	237	7	shown	show	VERB
_005197883	237	8	more	more	ADJ
_005197883	237	9	than	than	ADP
_005197883	237	10	a	a	DET
_005197883	237	11	proof	proof	NOUN
_005197883	237	12	for	for	ADP
_005197883	237	13	the	the	DET
_005197883	237	14	need	need	NOUN
_005197883	237	15	of	of	ADP
_005197883	237	16	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	237	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	238	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	238	2	stuff	stuff	NOUN
_005197883	238	3	he	he	PRON
_005197883	238	4	had	have	AUX
_005197883	238	5	mentioned	mention	VERB
_005197883	238	6	about	about	ADP
_005197883	238	7	no	no	DET
_005197883	238	8	one	one	NOUN
_005197883	238	9	being	be	AUX
_005197883	238	10	independent	independent	ADJ
_005197883	238	11	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	238	12	the	the	DET
_005197883	238	13	complicated	complicated	ADJ
_005197883	238	14	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	238	15	is	be	AUX
_005197883	238	16	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	238	17	set	set	NOUN
_005197883	238	18	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	238	19	up	up	NOUN
_005197883	238	20	of	of	ADP
_005197883	238	21	the	the	DET
_005197883	238	22	world	world	NOUN
_005197883	238	23	demanding	demand	VERB
_005197883	238	24	something	something	PRON
_005197883	238	25	behind	behind	ADP
_005197883	238	26	it	it	PRON
_005197883	238	27	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	238	28	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	238	29	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	239	1	these	these	DET
_005197883	239	2	things	thing	NOUN
_005197883	239	3	i	i	PRON
_005197883	239	4	agreed	agree	VERB
_005197883	239	5	on	on	ADP
_005197883	239	6	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	240	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	240	2	had	have	AUX
_005197883	240	3	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	240	4	needed	need	VERB
_005197883	240	5	much	much	ADJ
_005197883	240	6	convincing	convincing	ADJ
_005197883	240	7	because	because	SCONJ
_005197883	240	8	i	i	PRON
_005197883	240	9	do	do	AUX
_005197883	240	10	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	240	11	think	think	VERB
_005197883	240	12	i	i	PRON
_005197883	240	13	had	have	AUX
_005197883	240	14	ever	ever	ADV
_005197883	240	15	really	really	ADV
_005197883	240	16	disbelieved	disbelieve	VERB
_005197883	240	17	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	240	18	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	240	19	existence	existence	NOUN
_005197883	240	20	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	241	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	241	2	proof	proof	NOUN
_005197883	241	3	that	that	PRON
_005197883	241	4	i	i	PRON
_005197883	241	5	did	do	AUX
_005197883	241	6	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	241	7	have	have	AUX
_005197883	241	8	trouble	trouble	NOUN
_005197883	241	9	with	with	ADP
_005197883	241	10	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	241	11	was	be	AUX
_005197883	241	12	the	the	DET
_005197883	241	13	fact	fact	NOUN
_005197883	241	14	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	241	15	i	i	PRON
_005197883	241	16	had	have	AUX
_005197883	241	17	been	be	AUX
_005197883	241	18	so	so	ADV
_005197883	241	19	anxious	anxious	ADJ
_005197883	241	20	to	to	PART
_005197883	241	21	talk	talk	VERB
_005197883	241	22	about	about	ADP
_005197883	241	23	the	the	DET
_005197883	241	24	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	241	25	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	242	1	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	242	2	had	have	AUX
_005197883	242	3	not	not	PART
_005197883	242	4	been	be	AUX
_005197883	242	5	a	a	DET
_005197883	242	6	problem	problem	NOUN
_005197883	242	7	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	242	8	i	i	PRON
_005197883	242	9	would	would	AUX
_005197883	242	10	have	have	AUX
_005197883	242	11	been	be	AUX
_005197883	242	12	more	more	ADV
_005197883	242	13	deeply	deeply	ADV
_005197883	242	14	involved	involved	ADJ
_005197883	242	15	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	242	16	interested	interested	ADJ
_005197883	242	17	in	in	ADP
_005197883	242	18	the	the	DET
_005197883	242	19	conversation	conversation	NOUN
_005197883	242	20	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	243	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	243	2	had	have	AUX
_005197883	243	3	been	be	AUX
_005197883	243	4	champing	champ	VERB
_005197883	243	5	for	for	ADP
_005197883	243	6	^the	^the	DET
_005197883	243	7	philosopher	philosopher	NOUN
_005197883	243	8	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	243	9	to	to	PART
_005197883	243	10	get	get	VERB
_005197883	243	11	to	to	ADP
_005197883	243	12	what	what	PRON
_005197883	243	13	was	be	AUX
_005197883	243	14	on	on	ADP
_005197883	243	15	my	my	PRON
_005197883	243	16	mind	mind	NOUN
_005197883	243	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	244	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	244	2	had	have	AUX
_005197883	244	3	wanted	want	VERB
_005197883	244	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	244	5	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	244	6	disproved	disprove	VERB
_005197883	244	7	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	245	1	my	my	PRON
_005197883	245	2	friend	friend	NOUN
_005197883	245	3	had	have	AUX
_005197883	245	4	given	give	VERB
_005197883	245	5	me	i	PRON
_005197883	245	6	the	the	DET
_005197883	245	7	clue	clue	NOUN
_005197883	245	8	in	in	ADP
_005197883	245	9	using	use	VERB
_005197883	245	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	245	11	words	word	NOUN
_005197883	245	12	^^argument	^^argument	PUNCT
_005197883	245	13	with	with	ADP
_005197883	245	14	the	the	DET
_005197883	245	15	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	245	16	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	245	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	245	18	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	246	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	246	2	had	have	AUX
_005197883	246	3	never	never	ADV
_005197883	246	4	stopped	stop	VERB
_005197883	246	5	believing	believe	VERB
_005197883	246	6	in	in	ADP
_005197883	246	7	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	246	8	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	246	9	...	...	PUNCT
_005197883	247	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	247	2	had	have	AUX
_005197883	247	3	been	be	AUX
_005197883	247	4	fighting	fight	VERB
_005197883	247	5	always	always	ADV
_005197883	247	6	with	with	ADP
_005197883	247	7	my	my	PRON
_005197883	247	8	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	247	9	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	248	1	that	that	DET
_005197883	248	2	thought	thought	NOUN
_005197883	248	3	was	be	AUX
_005197883	248	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	248	5	‘	'	PUNCT
_005197883	248	6	^crusher	^crusher	X
_005197883	248	7	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	248	8	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	249	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	249	2	saw	see	VERB
_005197883	249	3	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	249	4	i	i	PRON
_005197883	249	5	was	be	AUX
_005197883	249	6	back	back	ADV
_005197883	249	7	at	at	ADP
_005197883	249	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	249	9	point	point	NOUN
_005197883	249	10	of	of	ADP
_005197883	249	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	249	12	argument	argument	NOUN
_005197883	249	13	i	i	PRON
_005197883	249	14	had	have	VERB
_005197883	249	15	with	with	ADP
_005197883	249	16	the	the	DET
_005197883	249	17	chaplain	chaplain	NOUN
_005197883	249	18	in	in	ADP
_005197883	249	19	service	service	NOUN
_005197883	249	20	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	249	21	i	i	PRON
_005197883	249	22	was	be	AUX
_005197883	249	23	back	back	ADV
_005197883	249	24	to	to	ADP
_005197883	249	25	the	the	DET
_005197883	249	26	days	day	NOUN
_005197883	249	27	of	of	ADP
_005197883	249	28	high	high	ADJ
_005197883	249	29	school	school	NOUN
_005197883	249	30	when	when	SCONJ
_005197883	249	31	i	i	PRON
_005197883	249	32	argued	argue	VERB
_005197883	249	33	with	with	ADP
_005197883	249	34	my	my	PRON
_005197883	249	35	mother	mother	NOUN
_005197883	249	36	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	249	37	i	i	PRON
_005197883	249	38	was	be	AUX
_005197883	249	39	right	right	ADV
_005197883	249	40	back	back	ADV
_005197883	249	41	at	at	ADP
_005197883	249	42	the	the	DET
_005197883	249	43	beginning	beginning	NOUN
_005197883	249	44	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	249	45	at	at	ADP
_005197883	249	46	the	the	DET
_005197883	249	47	first	first	ADJ
_005197883	249	48	argument	argument	NOUN
_005197883	249	49	i	i	PRON
_005197883	249	50	had	have	VERB
_005197883	249	51	with	with	ADP
_005197883	249	52	the	the	DET
_005197883	249	53	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	249	54	over	over	ADP
_005197883	249	55	that	that	DET
_005197883	249	56	mass	mass	NOUN
_005197883	249	57	i	i	PRON
_005197883	249	58	missed	miss	VERB
_005197883	249	59	when	when	SCONJ
_005197883	249	60	i	i	PRON
_005197883	249	61	was	be	AUX
_005197883	249	62	fourteen	fourteen	NUM
_005197883	249	63	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	250	1	my	my	PRON
_005197883	250	2	whole	whole	ADJ
_005197883	250	3	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	250	4	had	have	AUX
_005197883	250	5	been	be	AUX
_005197883	250	6	a	a	DET
_005197883	250	7	kind	kind	NOUN
_005197883	250	8	of	of	ADP
_005197883	250	9	battle	battle	NOUN
_005197883	250	10	with	with	ADP
_005197883	250	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	250	12	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	250	13	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	250	14	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	250	15	i	i	PRON
_005197883	250	16	was	be	AUX
_005197883	250	17	not	not	PART
_005197883	250	18	winning	win	VERB
_005197883	250	19	it	it	PRON
_005197883	250	20	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	251	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	251	2	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	251	3	was	be	AUX
_005197883	251	4	unmoved	unmove	VERB
_005197883	251	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	251	6	undiminished	undiminishe	VERB
_005197883	251	7	by	by	ADP
_005197883	251	8	all	all	DET
_005197883	251	9	my	my	PRON
_005197883	251	10	flailing	flailing	NOUN
_005197883	251	11	at	at	ADP
_005197883	251	12	her	she	PRON
_005197883	251	13	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	251	14	her	her	PRON
_005197883	251	15	disciplines	discipline	NOUN
_005197883	251	16	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	251	17	teachings	teaching	NOUN
_005197883	251	18	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	252	1	she	she	PRON
_005197883	252	2	taught	teach	VERB
_005197883	252	3	the	the	DET
_005197883	252	4	same	same	ADJ
_005197883	252	5	truths	truth	NOUN
_005197883	252	6	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	252	7	asked	ask	VERB
_005197883	252	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	252	9	same	same	ADJ
_005197883	252	10	fulfillments	fulfillment	NOUN
_005197883	252	11	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	252	12	when	when	SCONJ
_005197883	252	13	i	i	PRON
_005197883	252	14	had	have	AUX
_005197883	252	15	been	be	AUX
_005197883	252	16	in	in	ADP
_005197883	252	17	the	the	DET
_005197883	252	18	eighth	eighth	ADJ
_005197883	252	19	grade	grade	NOUN
_005197883	252	20	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	253	1	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	253	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	253	3	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	253	4	i	i	PRON
_005197883	253	5	had	have	AUX
_005197883	253	6	had	have	VERB
_005197883	253	7	no	no	DET
_005197883	253	8	peace	peace	NOUN
_005197883	253	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	253	10	i	i	PRON
_005197883	253	11	had	have	AUX
_005197883	253	12	fretted	fret	VERB
_005197883	253	13	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	254	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	254	2	had	have	AUX
_005197883	254	3	been	be	AUX
_005197883	254	4	upset	upset	VERB
_005197883	254	5	deeply	deeply	ADV
_005197883	254	6	in	in	ADP
_005197883	254	7	my	my	PRON
_005197883	254	8	attempt	attempt	NOUN
_005197883	254	9	to	to	PART
_005197883	254	10	upset	upset	VERB
_005197883	254	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	254	12	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	254	13	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	255	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	255	2	decided	decide	VERB
_005197883	255	3	on	on	ADP
_005197883	255	4	one	one	NUM
_005197883	255	5	more	more	ADJ
_005197883	255	6	try	try	NOUN
_005197883	255	7	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	256	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	256	2	went	go	VERB
_005197883	256	3	to	to	PART
_005197883	256	4	see	see	VERB
_005197883	256	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	256	6	chaplain	chaplain	NOUN
_005197883	256	7	of	of	ADP
_005197883	256	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	256	9	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	256	10	club	club	NOUN
_005197883	256	11	on	on	ADP
_005197883	256	12	campus	campus	NOUN
_005197883	256	13	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	257	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	257	2	went	go	VERB
_005197883	257	3	with	with	ADP
_005197883	257	4	a	a	DET
_005197883	257	5	chip	chip	NOUN
_005197883	257	6	on	on	ADP
_005197883	257	7	my	my	PRON
_005197883	257	8	shoulder	shoulder	NOUN
_005197883	257	9	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	257	10	came	come	VERB
_005197883	257	11	away	away	ADV
_005197883	257	12	with	with	ADP
_005197883	257	13	a	a	DET
_005197883	257	14	cross	cross	NOUN
_005197883	257	15	in	in	ADP
_005197883	257	16	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	257	17	16	16	NUM
_005197883	257	18	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	257	19	its	its	PRON
_005197883	257	20	place	place	NOUN
_005197883	257	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	258	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	258	2	priest	priest	NOUN
_005197883	258	3	had	have	AUX
_005197883	258	4	put	put	VERB
_005197883	258	5	it	it	PRON
_005197883	258	6	to	to	ADP
_005197883	258	7	me	i	PRON
_005197883	258	8	squarely	squarely	ADV
_005197883	258	9	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	258	10	took	take	VERB
_005197883	258	11	none	none	NOUN
_005197883	258	12	of	of	ADP
_005197883	258	13	my	my	PRON
_005197883	258	14	intellectual	intellectual	ADJ
_005197883	258	15	guff	guff	PROPN
_005197883	258	16	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	259	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	259	2	remember	remember	VERB
_005197883	259	3	he	he	PRON
_005197883	259	4	said	say	VERB
_005197883	259	5	something	something	PRON
_005197883	259	6	like	like	ADP
_005197883	259	7	this	this	PRON
_005197883	259	8	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	259	9	in	in	ADP
_005197883	259	10	answer	answer	NOUN
_005197883	259	11	to	to	ADP
_005197883	259	12	my	my	PRON
_005197883	259	13	opening	opening	NOUN
_005197883	259	14	remarks	remark	NOUN
_005197883	259	15	:	:	PUNCT
_005197883	259	16	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	259	17	i	i	PRON
_005197883	259	18	’m	’m	VERB
_005197883	259	19	sorry	sorry	ADJ
_005197883	259	20	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	259	21	son	son	NOUN
_005197883	259	22	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	259	23	i	i	PRON
_005197883	259	24	never	never	ADV
_005197883	259	25	argue	argue	VERB
_005197883	259	26	with	with	ADP
_005197883	259	27	a	a	DET
_005197883	259	28	fallenaway	fallenaway	ADJ
_005197883	259	29	catholic	catholic	NOUN
_005197883	259	30	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	260	1	why?—simply	why?—simply	NOUN
_005197883	260	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	260	3	because	because	SCONJ
_005197883	260	4	they	they	PRON
_005197883	260	5	are	be	AUX
_005197883	260	6	not	not	PART
_005197883	260	7	qualified	qualified	ADJ
_005197883	260	8	to	to	PART
_005197883	260	9	argue	argue	VERB
_005197883	260	10	reasonably	reasonably	ADV
_005197883	260	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	261	1	they	they	PRON
_005197883	261	2	have	have	VERB
_005197883	261	3	no	no	DET
_005197883	261	4	reasons	reason	NOUN
_005197883	261	5	for	for	ADP
_005197883	261	6	falling	fall	VERB
_005197883	261	7	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	261	8	away	away	ADV
_005197883	261	9	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	261	10	every	every	DET
_005197883	261	11	one	one	NUM
_005197883	261	12	of	of	ADP
_005197883	261	13	their	their	PRON
_005197883	261	14	reasons	reason	NOUN
_005197883	261	15	is	be	AUX
_005197883	261	16	discovered	discover	VERB
_005197883	261	17	to	to	PART
_005197883	261	18	be	be	AUX
_005197883	261	19	an	an	DET
_005197883	261	20	excuse	excuse	NOUN
_005197883	261	21	for	for	ADP
_005197883	261	22	something	something	PRON
_005197883	261	23	they	they	PRON
_005197883	261	24	are	be	AUX
_005197883	261	25	doing	do	VERB
_005197883	261	26	wrong	wrong	NOUN
_005197883	261	27	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	262	1	excuses	excuse	NOUN
_005197883	262	2	are	be	AUX
_005197883	262	3	poor	poor	ADJ
_005197883	262	4	proof	proof	NOUN
_005197883	262	5	in	in	ADP
_005197883	262	6	an	an	DET
_005197883	262	7	argument	argument	NOUN
_005197883	262	8	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	262	9	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	263	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	263	2	was	be	AUX
_005197883	263	3	talking	talk	VERB
_005197883	263	4	much	much	ADV
_005197883	263	5	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	263	6	my	my	PRON
_005197883	263	7	service	service	NOUN
_005197883	263	8	chaplain	chaplain	NOUN
_005197883	263	9	had	have	AUX
_005197883	263	10	talked	talk	VERB
_005197883	263	11	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	263	12	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	263	13	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	263	14	this	this	DET
_005197883	263	15	time	time	NOUN
_005197883	263	16	i	i	PRON
_005197883	263	17	could	could	AUX
_005197883	263	18	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	263	19	run	run	VERB
_005197883	263	20	away	away	ADV
_005197883	263	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	264	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	264	2	sat	sit	VERB
_005197883	264	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	264	4	clenching	clench	VERB
_005197883	264	5	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	264	6	unclenching	unclenche	VERB
_005197883	264	7	my	my	PRON
_005197883	264	8	fists	fist	NOUN
_005197883	264	9	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	264	10	he	he	PRON
_005197883	264	11	raked	rake	VERB
_005197883	264	12	me	i	PRON
_005197883	264	13	from	from	ADP
_005197883	264	14	top	top	NOUN
_005197883	264	15	to	to	ADP
_005197883	264	16	bottom	bottom	NOUN
_005197883	264	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	265	1	once	once	ADV
_005197883	265	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	265	3	i	i	PRON
_005197883	265	4	jumped	jump	VERB
_005197883	265	5	up	up	ADP
_005197883	265	6	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	265	7	tried	try	VERB
_005197883	265	8	to	to	PART
_005197883	265	9	bolt	bolt	VERB
_005197883	265	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	265	11	room	room	NOUN
_005197883	265	12	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	265	13	he	he	PRON
_005197883	265	14	pushed	push	VERB
_005197883	265	15	me	i	PRON
_005197883	265	16	back	back	ADV
_005197883	265	17	into	into	ADP
_005197883	265	18	my	my	PRON
_005197883	265	19	seat	seat	NOUN
_005197883	265	20	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	266	1	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	266	2	take	take	VERB
_005197883	266	3	it	it	PRON
_005197883	266	4	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	266	5	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	267	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	267	2	said	say	VERB
_005197883	267	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	267	4	levelly	levelly	ADV
_005197883	267	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	267	6	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	267	7	take	take	VERB
_005197883	267	8	it	it	PRON
_005197883	267	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	267	10	for	for	ADP
_005197883	267	11	a	a	DET
_005197883	267	12	change	change	NOUN
_005197883	267	13	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	268	1	you	you	PRON
_005197883	268	2	’ve	’ve	AUX
_005197883	268	3	been	be	AUX
_005197883	268	4	handing	hand	VERB
_005197883	268	5	it	it	PRON
_005197883	268	6	out	out	ADP
_005197883	268	7	to	to	ADP
_005197883	268	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	268	9	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	268	10	for	for	ADP
_005197883	268	11	years	year	NOUN
_005197883	268	12	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	269	1	take	take	VERB
_005197883	269	2	a	a	DET
_005197883	269	3	little	little	ADJ
_005197883	269	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	269	5	in	in	ADP
_005197883	269	6	return	return	NOUN
_005197883	269	7	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	269	8	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	270	1	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	270	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	270	3	took	take	VERB
_005197883	270	4	it	it	PRON
_005197883	270	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	270	6	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	270	7	good	good	ADJ
_005197883	270	8	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	271	1	my	my	PRON
_005197883	271	2	flush	flush	NOUN
_005197883	271	3	would	would	AUX
_005197883	271	4	have	have	AUX
_005197883	271	5	stopped	stop	VERB
_005197883	271	6	traffic	traffic	NOUN
_005197883	271	7	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	272	1	under	under	ADP
_005197883	272	2	my	my	PRON
_005197883	272	3	resentment	resentment	NOUN
_005197883	272	4	was	be	AUX
_005197883	272	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	272	6	nagging	nagging	ADJ
_005197883	272	7	thought	thought	NOUN
_005197883	272	8	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	272	9	he	he	PRON
_005197883	272	10	was	be	AUX
_005197883	272	11	too	too	ADV
_005197883	272	12	right	right	ADJ
_005197883	272	13	to	to	PART
_005197883	272	14	be	be	AUX
_005197883	272	15	denied	deny	VERB
_005197883	272	16	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	273	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	273	2	prod	prod	NOUN
_005197883	273	3	went	go	VERB
_005197883	273	4	deep	deep	ADJ
_005197883	273	5	to	to	ADP
_005197883	273	6	the	the	DET
_005197883	273	7	spark	spark	NOUN
_005197883	273	8	of	of	ADP
_005197883	273	9	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	273	10	that	that	PRON
_005197883	273	11	yet	yet	ADV
_005197883	273	12	remained	remain	VERB
_005197883	273	13	to	to	ADP
_005197883	273	14	me	i	PRON
_005197883	273	15	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	274	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	274	2	was	be	AUX
_005197883	274	3	admitting	admit	VERB
_005197883	274	4	grudgingly	grudgingly	ADV
_005197883	274	5	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	274	6	father	father	PROPN
_005197883	274	7	had	have	VERB
_005197883	274	8	my	my	PRON
_005197883	274	9	number	number	NOUN
_005197883	274	10	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	275	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	275	2	ca	can	AUX
_005197883	275	3	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	275	4	recall	recall	VERB
_005197883	275	5	all	all	PRON
_005197883	275	6	he	he	PRON
_005197883	275	7	said	say	VERB
_005197883	275	8	at	at	ADP
_005197883	275	9	that	that	DET
_005197883	275	10	initial	initial	ADJ
_005197883	275	11	interview	interview	NOUN
_005197883	275	12	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	275	13	the	the	DET
_005197883	275	14	substance	substance	NOUN
_005197883	275	15	of	of	ADP
_005197883	275	16	it	it	PRON
_005197883	275	17	was	be	AUX
_005197883	275	18	this	this	PRON
_005197883	275	19	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	276	1	no	no	DET
_005197883	276	2	catholic	catholic	NOUN
_005197883	276	3	who	who	PRON
_005197883	276	4	leaves	leave	VERB
_005197883	276	5	his	his	PRON
_005197883	276	6	religion	religion	NOUN
_005197883	276	7	is	be	AUX
_005197883	276	8	ever	ever	ADV
_005197883	276	9	convinced	convince	VERB
_005197883	276	10	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	276	11	he	he	PRON
_005197883	276	12	is	be	AUX
_005197883	276	13	right	right	ADJ
_005197883	276	14	...	...	PUNCT
_005197883	276	15	as	as	ADV
_005197883	276	16	much	much	ADV
_005197883	276	17	as	as	ADP
_005197883	276	18	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	276	19	he	he	PRON
_005197883	276	20	is	be	AUX
_005197883	276	21	sure	sure	ADJ
_005197883	276	22	the	the	DET
_005197883	276	23	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	276	24	is	be	AUX
_005197883	276	25	wrong	wrong	ADJ
_005197883	276	26	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	277	1	in	in	ADP
_005197883	277	2	a	a	DET
_005197883	277	3	telling	tell	VERB
_005197883	277	4	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	277	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	277	6	the	the	DET
_005197883	277	7	priest	priest	NOUN
_005197883	277	8	showed	show	VERB
_005197883	277	9	me	i	PRON
_005197883	277	10	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	277	11	few	few	ADJ
_005197883	277	12	catholics	catholic	NOUN
_005197883	277	13	who	who	PRON
_005197883	277	14	fall	fall	VERB
_005197883	277	15	away	away	ADV
_005197883	277	16	drop	drop	NOUN
_005197883	277	17	out	out	ADP
_005197883	277	18	of	of	ADP
_005197883	277	19	the	the	DET
_005197883	277	20	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	277	21	on	on	ADP
_005197883	277	22	some	some	DET
_005197883	277	23	intellectual	intellectual	ADJ
_005197883	277	24	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	277	25	doctrinal	doctrinal	ADJ
_005197883	277	26	problem	problem	NOUN
_005197883	277	27	...	...	PUNCT
_005197883	277	28	99	99	NUM
_005197883	277	29	%	%	NOUN
_005197883	277	30	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	277	31	slip	slip	NOUN
_005197883	277	32	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	277	33	out	out	ADP
_005197883	277	34	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	277	35	on	on	ADP
_005197883	277	36	a	a	DET
_005197883	277	37	moral	moral	ADJ
_005197883	277	38	conflict	conflict	NOUN
_005197883	277	39	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	278	1	they	they	PRON
_005197883	278	2	are	be	AUX
_005197883	278	3	not	not	PART
_005197883	278	4	bothered	bother	VERB
_005197883	278	5	by	by	ADP
_005197883	278	6	what	what	PRON
_005197883	278	7	they	they	PRON
_005197883	278	8	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	278	9	17	17	NUM
_005197883	278	10	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	278	11	must	must	AUX
_005197883	278	12	believe	believe	VERB
_005197883	278	13	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	278	14	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	278	15	they	they	PRON
_005197883	278	16	are	be	AUX
_005197883	278	17	bothered	bother	VERB
_005197883	278	18	by	by	ADP
_005197883	278	19	the	the	DET
_005197883	278	20	standard	standard	NOUN
_005197883	278	21	they	they	PRON
_005197883	278	22	must	must	AUX
_005197883	278	23	live	live	VERB
_005197883	278	24	up	up	ADP
_005197883	278	25	to	to	ADP
_005197883	278	26	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	279	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	279	2	sounded	sound	VERB
_005197883	279	3	off	off	ADP
_005197883	279	4	about	about	ADP
_005197883	279	5	my	my	PRON
_005197883	279	6	attitude	attitude	NOUN
_005197883	279	7	as	as	ADP
_005197883	279	8	being	be	AUX
_005197883	279	9	so	so	ADV
_005197883	279	10	typical	typical	ADJ
_005197883	279	11	of	of	ADP
_005197883	279	12	the	the	DET
_005197883	279	13	lax	lax	ADJ
_005197883	279	14	catholic	catholic	NOUN
_005197883	279	15	who	who	PRON
_005197883	279	16	tries	try	VERB
_005197883	279	17	to	to	PART
_005197883	279	18	justify	justify	VERB
_005197883	279	19	his	his	PRON
_005197883	279	20	bad	bad	ADJ
_005197883	279	21	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	279	22	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	280	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	280	2	put	put	VERB
_005197883	280	3	this	this	DET
_005197883	280	4	idea	idea	NOUN
_005197883	280	5	of	of	ADP
_005197883	280	6	justification	justification	NOUN
_005197883	280	7	as	as	ADP
_005197883	280	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	280	9	last	last	ADJ
_005197883	280	10	point	point	NOUN
_005197883	280	11	in	in	ADP
_005197883	280	12	my	my	PRON
_005197883	280	13	pattern	pattern	NOUN
_005197883	280	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	280	15	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	280	16	it	it	PRON
_005197883	280	17	was	be	AUX
_005197883	280	18	the	the	DET
_005197883	280	19	number	number	NOUN
_005197883	280	20	one	one	NUM
_005197883	280	21	point	point	NOUN
_005197883	280	22	with	with	ADP
_005197883	280	23	the	the	DET
_005197883	280	24	chaplain	chaplain	NOUN
_005197883	280	25	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	281	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	281	2	was	be	AUX
_005197883	281	3	clever	clever	ADJ
_005197883	281	4	in	in	ADP
_005197883	281	5	his	his	PRON
_005197883	281	6	insights	insight	NOUN
_005197883	281	7	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	281	8	he	he	PRON
_005197883	281	9	analyzed	analyze	VERB
_005197883	281	10	all	all	DET
_005197883	281	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	281	12	petty	petty	ADJ
_005197883	281	13	excuses	excuse	NOUN
_005197883	281	14	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	281	15	feeble	feeble	ADJ
_005197883	281	16	gripes	gripe	NOUN
_005197883	281	17	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	281	18	i	i	PRON
_005197883	281	19	had	have	AUX
_005197883	281	20	been	be	AUX
_005197883	281	21	guilty	guilty	ADJ
_005197883	281	22	of	of	ADP
_005197883	281	23	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	281	24	in	in	ADP
_005197883	281	25	trying	try	VERB
_005197883	281	26	to	to	PART
_005197883	281	27	justify	justify	VERB
_005197883	281	28	my	my	PRON
_005197883	281	29	sins	sin	NOUN
_005197883	281	30	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	282	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	282	2	got	get	VERB
_005197883	282	3	the	the	DET
_005197883	282	4	impression	impression	NOUN
_005197883	282	5	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	282	6	these	these	DET
_005197883	282	7	weak	weak	ADJ
_005197883	282	8	reasons	reason	NOUN
_005197883	282	9	for	for	ADP
_005197883	282	10	running	run	VERB
_005197883	282	11	out	out	ADP
_005197883	282	12	on	on	ADP
_005197883	282	13	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	282	14	must	must	AUX
_005197883	282	15	be	be	AUX
_005197883	282	16	pretty	pretty	ADV
_005197883	282	17	common	common	ADJ
_005197883	282	18	things	thing	NOUN
_005197883	282	19	in	in	ADP
_005197883	282	20	many	many	ADJ
_005197883	282	21	of	of	ADP
_005197883	282	22	the	the	DET
_005197883	282	23	lives	life	NOUN
_005197883	282	24	he	he	PRON
_005197883	282	25	dealt	deal	VERB
_005197883	282	26	with	with	ADP
_005197883	282	27	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	283	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	283	2	had	have	VERB
_005197883	283	3	even	even	ADV
_005197883	283	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	283	5	puniest	puniest	NOUN
_005197883	283	6	of	of	ADP
_005197883	283	7	my	my	PRON
_005197883	283	8	alibis	alibis	NOUN
_005197883	283	9	down	down	ADP
_005197883	283	10	pat	pat	PROPN
_005197883	283	11	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	283	12	i	i	PRON
_005197883	283	13	was	be	AUX
_005197883	283	14	forced	force	VERB
_005197883	283	15	to	to	PART
_005197883	283	16	smile	smile	VERB
_005197883	283	17	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	283	18	he	he	PRON
_005197883	283	19	mimicked	mimic	VERB
_005197883	283	20	my	my	PRON
_005197883	283	21	manner	manner	NOUN
_005197883	283	22	of	of	ADP
_005197883	283	23	expressing	express	VERB
_005197883	283	24	them	they	PRON
_005197883	283	25	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	284	1	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	284	2	comes	come	VERB
_005197883	284	3	by	by	ADP
_005197883	284	4	hearing	hear	VERB
_005197883	284	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	284	6	cross	cross	NOUN
_005197883	284	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	284	8	i	i	PRON
_005197883	284	9	mentioned	mention	VERB
_005197883	284	10	as	as	ADP
_005197883	284	11	receiving	receive	VERB
_005197883	284	12	in	in	ADP
_005197883	284	13	the	the	DET
_005197883	284	14	priest^s	priest^s	PROPN
_005197883	284	15	office	office	NOUN
_005197883	284	16	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	284	17	was	be	AUX
_005197883	284	18	the	the	DET
_005197883	284	19	promise	promise	NOUN
_005197883	284	20	i	i	PRON
_005197883	284	21	gave	give	VERB
_005197883	284	22	to	to	PART
_005197883	284	23	return	return	VERB
_005197883	284	24	once	once	ADV
_005197883	284	25	a	a	DET
_005197883	284	26	week	week	NOUN
_005197883	284	27	for	for	ADP
_005197883	284	28	a	a	DET
_005197883	284	29	set	set	NOUN
_005197883	284	30	of	of	ADP
_005197883	284	31	talks	talk	NOUN
_005197883	284	32	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	285	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	285	2	groaned	groan	VERB
_005197883	285	3	at	at	ADP
_005197883	285	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	285	5	time	time	NOUN
_005197883	285	6	i	i	PRON
_005197883	285	7	gave	give	VERB
_005197883	285	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	285	9	promise	promise	NOUN
_005197883	285	10	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	285	11	groaned	groan	VERB
_005197883	285	12	just	just	ADV
_005197883	285	13	as	as	ADV
_005197883	285	14	much	much	ADJ
_005197883	285	15	when	when	SCONJ
_005197883	285	16	my	my	PRON
_005197883	285	17	course	course	NOUN
_005197883	285	18	ended	end	VERB
_005197883	285	19	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	286	1	for	for	ADP
_005197883	286	2	the	the	DET
_005197883	286	3	first	first	ADJ
_005197883	286	4	time	time	NOUN
_005197883	286	5	i	i	PRON
_005197883	286	6	was	be	AUX
_005197883	286	7	seeing	see	VERB
_005197883	286	8	my	my	PRON
_005197883	286	9	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	286	10	in	in	ADP
_005197883	286	11	all	all	DET
_005197883	286	12	its	its	PRON
_005197883	286	13	glory	glory	NOUN
_005197883	286	14	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	286	15	beauty	beauty	NOUN
_005197883	286	16	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	287	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	287	2	could	could	AUX
_005197883	287	3	handle	handle	VERB
_005197883	287	4	it	it	PRON
_005197883	287	5	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	287	6	explain	explain	VERB
_005197883	287	7	it	it	PRON
_005197883	287	8	to	to	ADP
_005197883	287	9	others	other	NOUN
_005197883	287	10	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	288	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	288	2	learned	learn	VERB
_005197883	288	3	its	its	PRON
_005197883	288	4	enduring	endure	VERB
_005197883	288	5	qualities	quality	NOUN
_005197883	288	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	288	7	its	its	PRON
_005197883	288	8	divine	divine	ADJ
_005197883	288	9	foundation	foundation	NOUN
_005197883	288	10	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	288	11	its	its	PRON
_005197883	288	12	matchless	matchless	NOUN
_005197883	288	13	assistance	assistance	NOUN
_005197883	288	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	288	15	to	to	PART
_005197883	288	16	gain	gain	VERB
_005197883	288	17	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	288	18	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	289	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	289	2	priest	priest	NOUN
_005197883	290	1	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	290	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	290	3	took	take	VERB
_005197883	290	4	my	my	PRON
_005197883	290	5	problems	problem	NOUN
_005197883	290	6	first	first	ADV
_005197883	290	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	290	8	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	290	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	290	10	then	then	ADV
_005197883	290	11	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	290	12	went	go	VERB
_005197883	290	13	on	on	ADP
_005197883	290	14	to	to	ADP
_005197883	290	15	a	a	DET
_005197883	290	16	study	study	NOUN
_005197883	290	17	of	of	ADP
_005197883	290	18	catholicism	catholicism	NOUN
_005197883	290	19	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	291	1	with	with	ADP
_005197883	291	2	each	each	DET
_005197883	291	3	problem	problem	NOUN
_005197883	291	4	we	we	PRON
_005197883	291	5	delayed	delay	VERB
_005197883	291	6	to	to	PART
_005197883	291	7	see	see	VERB
_005197883	291	8	where	where	SCONJ
_005197883	291	9	i	i	PRON
_005197883	291	10	had	have	AUX
_005197883	291	11	gone	go	VERB
_005197883	291	12	wrong	wrong	ADJ
_005197883	291	13	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	291	14	from	from	ADP
_005197883	291	15	the	the	DET
_005197883	291	16	errors	error	NOUN
_005197883	291	17	i	i	PRON
_005197883	291	18	discovered	discover	VERB
_005197883	291	19	in	in	ADP
_005197883	291	20	myself	myself	PRON
_005197883	291	21	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	291	22	i	i	PRON
_005197883	291	23	drew	draw	VERB
_005197883	291	24	up	up	ADP
_005197883	291	25	the	the	DET
_005197883	291	26	seven	seven	NUM
_005197883	291	27	points	point	NOUN
_005197883	291	28	to	to	ADP
_005197883	291	29	disbelief	disbelief	NOUN
_005197883	291	30	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	292	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	292	2	chaplain	chaplain	NOUN
_005197883	292	3	set	set	VERB
_005197883	292	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	292	5	outline	outline	NOUN
_005197883	292	6	for	for	ADP
_005197883	292	7	the	the	DET
_005197883	292	8	steps	step	NOUN
_005197883	292	9	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	292	10	let	let	VERB
_005197883	292	11	me	i	PRON
_005197883	292	12	fill	fill	VERB
_005197883	292	13	them	they	PRON
_005197883	292	14	in	in	ADP
_005197883	292	15	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	293	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	293	2	first	first	ADJ
_005197883	293	3	problem	problem	NOUN
_005197883	293	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	293	5	he	he	PRON
_005197883	293	6	claimed	claim	VERB
_005197883	293	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	293	8	was	be	AUX
_005197883	293	9	my	my	PRON
_005197883	293	10	confusion	confusion	NOUN
_005197883	293	11	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	293	12	18	18	NUM
_005197883	293	13	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	293	14	on	on	ADP
_005197883	293	15	the	the	DET
_005197883	293	16	matter	matter	NOUN
_005197883	293	17	of	of	ADP
_005197883	293	18	why	why	SCONJ
_005197883	293	19	i	i	PRON
_005197883	293	20	was	be	AUX
_005197883	293	21	made	make	VERB
_005197883	293	22	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	294	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	294	2	pounded	pound	VERB
_005197883	294	3	at	at	ADP
_005197883	294	4	that	that	DET
_005197883	294	5	idea	idea	NOUN
_005197883	294	6	of	of	ADP
_005197883	294	7	getting	get	VERB
_005197883	294	8	purpose	purpose	NOUN
_005197883	294	9	in	in	ADP
_005197883	294	10	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	294	11	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	294	12	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	294	13	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	294	14	purpose	purpose	NOUN
_005197883	294	15	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	295	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	295	2	said	say	VERB
_005197883	295	3	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	295	4	all	all	PRON
_005197883	295	5	i	i	PRON
_005197883	295	6	had	have	AUX
_005197883	295	7	told	tell	VERB
_005197883	295	8	him	he	PRON
_005197883	295	9	about	about	ADP
_005197883	295	10	my	my	PRON
_005197883	295	11	missing	miss	VERB
_005197883	295	12	mass	mass	NOUN
_005197883	295	13	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	295	14	the	the	DET
_005197883	295	15	breaking	breaking	NOUN
_005197883	295	16	of	of	ADP
_005197883	295	17	the	the	DET
_005197883	295	18	commandments	commandment	NOUN
_005197883	295	19	came	come	VERB
_005197883	295	20	from	from	ADP
_005197883	295	21	vagueness	vagueness	NOUN
_005197883	295	22	about	about	ADP
_005197883	295	23	my	my	PRON
_005197883	295	24	purpose	purpose	NOUN
_005197883	295	25	in	in	ADP
_005197883	295	26	being	be	AUX
_005197883	295	27	in	in	ADP
_005197883	295	28	the	the	DET
_005197883	295	29	world	world	NOUN
_005197883	295	30	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	296	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	296	2	had	have	AUX
_005197883	296	3	never	never	ADV
_005197883	296	4	fully	fully	ADV
_005197883	296	5	grasped	grasp	VERB
_005197883	296	6	the	the	DET
_005197883	296	7	simple	simple	ADJ
_005197883	296	8	words	word	NOUN
_005197883	296	9	of	of	ADP
_005197883	296	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	296	11	catechism	catechism	NOUN
_005197883	296	12	:	:	PUNCT
_005197883	296	13	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	296	14	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	296	15	made	make	VERB
_005197883	296	16	me	i	PRON
_005197883	296	17	to	to	PART
_005197883	296	18	know	know	VERB
_005197883	296	19	him	he	PRON
_005197883	296	20	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	296	21	to	to	PART
_005197883	296	22	love	love	VERB
_005197883	296	23	him	he	PRON
_005197883	296	24	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	296	25	to	to	PART
_005197883	296	26	serve	serve	VERB
_005197883	296	27	him	he	PRON
_005197883	296	28	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	296	29	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	296	30	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	297	1	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	297	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	297	3	had	have	AUX
_005197883	297	4	comprehended	comprehend	VERB
_005197883	297	5	that	that	DET
_005197883	297	6	idea	idea	NOUN
_005197883	297	7	in	in	ADP
_005197883	297	8	childhood	childhood	NOUN
_005197883	297	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	297	10	i	i	PRON
_005197883	297	11	would	would	AUX
_005197883	297	12	not	not	PART
_005197883	297	13	have	have	AUX
_005197883	297	14	begun	begin	VERB
_005197883	297	15	a	a	DET
_005197883	297	16	career	career	NOUN
_005197883	297	17	of	of	ADP
_005197883	297	18	serving	serve	VERB
_005197883	297	19	self	self	NOUN
_005197883	297	20	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	297	21	selfish	selfish	ADJ
_005197883	297	22	companions	companion	NOUN
_005197883	297	23	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	298	1	from	from	ADP
_005197883	298	2	that	that	DET
_005197883	298	3	first	first	ADJ
_005197883	298	4	serious	serious	ADJ
_005197883	298	5	refusal	refusal	NOUN
_005197883	298	6	to	to	PART
_005197883	298	7	worship	worship	VERB
_005197883	298	8	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	298	9	to	to	ADP
_005197883	298	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	298	11	last	last	ADJ
_005197883	298	12	grave	grave	ADJ
_005197883	298	13	rejection	rejection	NOUN
_005197883	298	14	of	of	ADP
_005197883	298	15	him	he	PRON
_005197883	298	16	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	298	17	i	i	PRON
_005197883	298	18	had	have	AUX
_005197883	298	19	acted	act	VERB
_005197883	298	20	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	298	21	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	298	22	i	i	PRON
_005197883	298	23	had	have	VERB
_005197883	298	24	a	a	DET
_005197883	298	25	right	right	NOUN
_005197883	298	26	to	to	PART
_005197883	298	27	do	do	AUX
_005197883	298	28	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	298	29	i	i	PRON
_005197883	298	30	pleased	please	VERB
_005197883	298	31	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	299	1	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	299	2	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	299	3	commands	command	NOUN
_005197883	299	4	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	299	5	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	299	6	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	299	7	counsels	counsel	NOUN
_005197883	299	8	had	have	AUX
_005197883	299	9	not	not	PART
_005197883	299	10	been	be	AUX
_005197883	299	11	half	half	ADV
_005197883	299	12	as	as	ADV
_005197883	299	13	important	important	ADJ
_005197883	299	14	as	as	ADP
_005197883	299	15	my	my	PRON
_005197883	299	16	body	body	NOUN
_005197883	299	17	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	299	18	demands	demand	NOUN
_005197883	299	19	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	299	20	my	my	PRON
_005197883	299	21	body	body	NOUN
_005197883	299	22	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	299	23	persuasions	persuasion	NOUN
_005197883	299	24	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	300	1	in	in	ADP
_005197883	300	2	each	each	DET
_005197883	300	3	sin	sin	NOUN
_005197883	300	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	300	5	my	my	PRON
_005197883	300	6	debt	debt	NOUN
_005197883	300	7	to	to	ADP
_005197883	300	8	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	300	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	300	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	300	11	due	due	ADJ
_005197883	300	12	honor	honor	NOUN
_005197883	300	13	i	i	PRON
_005197883	300	14	owed	owe	VERB
_005197883	300	15	him	he	PRON
_005197883	300	16	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	300	17	was	be	AUX
_005197883	300	18	wiped	wipe	VERB
_005197883	300	19	out	out	ADP
_005197883	300	20	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	300	21	i	i	PRON
_005197883	300	22	chose	choose	VERB
_005197883	300	23	to	to	PART
_005197883	300	24	do	do	VERB
_005197883	300	25	what	what	PRON
_005197883	300	26	i	i	PRON
_005197883	300	27	felt	feel	VERB
_005197883	300	28	i	i	PRON
_005197883	300	29	owed	owe	VERB
_005197883	300	30	myself	myself	PRON
_005197883	300	31	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	301	1	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	301	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	301	3	go	go	VERB
_005197883	301	4	over	over	ADP
_005197883	301	5	every	every	DET
_005197883	301	6	incident	incident	NOUN
_005197883	301	7	of	of	ADP
_005197883	301	8	rejection	rejection	NOUN
_005197883	301	9	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	301	10	i	i	PRON
_005197883	301	11	committed	commit	VERB
_005197883	301	12	against	against	ADP
_005197883	301	13	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	301	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	301	15	i	i	PRON
_005197883	301	16	am	be	AUX
_005197883	301	17	aware	aware	ADJ
_005197883	301	18	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	301	19	in	in	ADP
_005197883	301	20	each	each	PRON
_005197883	301	21	i	i	PRON
_005197883	301	22	failed	fail	VERB
_005197883	301	23	to	to	PART
_005197883	301	24	know	know	VERB
_005197883	301	25	my	my	PRON
_005197883	301	26	purpose	purpose	NOUN
_005197883	301	27	of	of	ADP
_005197883	301	28	service	service	NOUN
_005197883	301	29	to	to	ADP
_005197883	301	30	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	301	31	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	302	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	302	2	saw	see	VERB
_005197883	302	3	things	thing	NOUN
_005197883	302	4	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	302	5	owed	owe	VERB
_005197883	302	6	to	to	ADP
_005197883	302	7	me	i	PRON
_005197883	302	8	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	302	9	sunday	sunday	PROPN
_005197883	302	10	morning	morning	NOUN
_005197883	302	11	sleeps	sleep	VERB
_005197883	302	12	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	302	13	meat	meat	NOUN
_005197883	302	14	on	on	ADP
_005197883	302	15	friday	friday	PROPN
_005197883	302	16	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	302	17	impurities	impurity	NOUN
_005197883	302	18	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	302	19	obscenities	obscenity	NOUN
_005197883	302	20	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	302	21	these	these	PRON
_005197883	302	22	were	be	AUX
_005197883	302	23	deliberate	deliberate	ADJ
_005197883	302	24	temporary	temporary	ADJ
_005197883	302	25	purposes	purpose	NOUN
_005197883	302	26	i	i	PRON
_005197883	302	27	chose	choose	VERB
_005197883	302	28	for	for	ADP
_005197883	302	29	myself	myself	PRON
_005197883	302	30	against	against	ADP
_005197883	302	31	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	302	32	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	302	33	ultimate	ultimate	ADJ
_005197883	302	34	purpose	purpose	NOUN
_005197883	302	35	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	303	1	had	have	AUX
_005197883	303	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	303	3	known	know	VERB
_005197883	303	4	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	303	5	grasped	grasp	VERB
_005197883	303	6	deeply	deeply	ADV
_005197883	303	7	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	303	8	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	303	9	made	make	VERB
_005197883	303	10	me	i	PRON
_005197883	303	11	for	for	ADP
_005197883	303	12	the	the	DET
_005197883	303	13	sole	sole	ADJ
_005197883	303	14	purpose	purpose	NOUN
_005197883	303	15	of	of	ADP
_005197883	303	16	gaining	gain	VERB
_005197883	303	17	heaven	heaven	PROPN
_005197883	303	18	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	303	19	i	i	PRON
_005197883	303	20	would	would	AUX
_005197883	303	21	have	have	AUX
_005197883	303	22	served	serve	VERB
_005197883	303	23	the	the	DET
_005197883	303	24	things	thing	NOUN
_005197883	303	25	that	that	PRON
_005197883	303	26	led	lead	VERB
_005197883	303	27	me	i	PRON
_005197883	303	28	there	there	ADV
_005197883	303	29	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	303	30	rather	rather	ADV
_005197883	303	31	than	than	ADP
_005197883	303	32	the	the	DET
_005197883	303	33	things	thing	NOUN
_005197883	303	34	of	of	ADP
_005197883	303	35	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	303	36	self	self	NOUN
_005197883	303	37	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	303	38	that	that	PRON
_005197883	303	39	led	lead	VERB
_005197883	303	40	me	i	PRON
_005197883	303	41	away	away	ADV
_005197883	303	42	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	304	1	all	all	DET
_005197883	304	2	the	the	DET
_005197883	304	3	drifters	drifter	NOUN
_005197883	304	4	in	in	ADP
_005197883	304	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	304	6	world	world	NOUN
_005197883	304	7	begin	begin	VERB
_005197883	304	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	304	9	long	long	ADJ
_005197883	304	10	way	way	NOUN
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_005197883	304	12	by	by	ADP
_005197883	304	13	first	first	ADJ
_005197883	304	14	losing	lose	VERB
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_005197883	305	1	perhaps	perhaps	ADV
_005197883	305	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	305	3	theirs	theirs	PRON
_005197883	305	4	is	be	AUX
_005197883	305	5	not	not	PART
_005197883	305	6	so	so	ADV
_005197883	305	7	much	much	ADV
_005197883	305	8	a	a	DET
_005197883	305	9	losing	losing	NOUN
_005197883	305	10	of	of	ADP
_005197883	305	11	an	an	DET
_005197883	305	12	eternal	eternal	ADJ
_005197883	305	13	goal	goal	NOUN
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_005197883	305	15	it	it	PRON
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_005197883	305	17	never	never	ADV
_005197883	305	18	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	305	19	19	19	NUM
_005197883	305	20	—	—	PUNCT
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_005197883	305	22	on	on	ADP
_005197883	305	23	it	it	PRON
_005197883	305	24	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	305	25	firmly	firmly	ADV
_005197883	305	26	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	305	27	resolutely	resolutely	ADV
_005197883	305	28	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	306	1	selfishness	selfishness	NOUN
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_005197883	306	3	over	over	ADP
_005197883	306	4	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	306	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	306	6	soon	soon	ADV
_005197883	306	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	306	8	they	they	PRON
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_005197883	306	10	attracted	attract	VERB
_005197883	306	11	too	too	ADV
_005197883	306	12	dearly	dearly	ADV
_005197883	306	13	to	to	ADP
_005197883	306	14	their	their	PRON
_005197883	306	15	own	own	ADJ
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_005197883	306	17	to	to	PART
_005197883	306	18	bother	bother	VERB
_005197883	306	19	clarifying	clarify	VERB
_005197883	306	20	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	306	21	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	306	22	end	end	NOUN
_005197883	306	23	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	307	1	with	with	ADP
_005197883	307	2	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	307	3	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	307	4	main	main	ADJ
_005197883	307	5	purpose	purpose	NOUN
_005197883	307	6	obliterated	obliterate	VERB
_005197883	307	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	307	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	307	9	soul	soul	NOUN
_005197883	307	10	falls	fall	VERB
_005197883	307	11	prey	prey	NOUN
_005197883	307	12	to	to	ADP
_005197883	307	13	temptation	temptation	NOUN
_005197883	307	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	308	1	lose	lose	VERB
_005197883	308	2	sight	sight	NOUN
_005197883	308	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	308	4	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	308	5	i	i	PRON
_005197883	308	6	did	do	VERB
_005197883	308	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	308	8	of	of	ADP
_005197883	308	9	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	308	10	wanting	want	VERB
_005197883	308	11	you	you	PRON
_005197883	308	12	for	for	ADP
_005197883	308	13	himself	himself	PRON
_005197883	308	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	308	15	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	308	16	you	you	PRON
_005197883	308	17	soon	soon	ADV
_005197883	308	18	lose	lose	VERB
_005197883	308	19	touch	touch	NOUN
_005197883	308	20	with	with	ADP
_005197883	308	21	his	his	PRON
_005197883	308	22	virtues	virtue	NOUN
_005197883	308	23	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	308	24	commandments	commandment	NOUN
_005197883	308	25	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	309	1	any	any	PRON
_005197883	309	2	of	of	ADP
_005197883	309	3	you	you	PRON
_005197883	309	4	who	who	PRON
_005197883	309	5	are	be	AUX
_005197883	309	6	reading	read	VERB
_005197883	309	7	this	this	PRON
_005197883	309	8	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	309	9	who	who	PRON
_005197883	309	10	have	have	AUX
_005197883	309	11	drifted	drift	VERB
_005197883	309	12	from	from	ADP
_005197883	309	13	the	the	DET
_005197883	309	14	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	309	15	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	309	16	test	test	VERB
_005197883	309	17	this	this	DET
_005197883	309	18	first	first	ADJ
_005197883	309	19	point	point	NOUN
_005197883	309	20	against	against	ADP
_005197883	309	21	your	your	PRON
_005197883	309	22	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	309	23	story	story	NOUN
_005197883	309	24	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	310	1	were	be	AUX
_005197883	310	2	you	you	PRON
_005197883	310	3	clear	clear	ADJ
_005197883	310	4	in	in	ADP
_005197883	310	5	your	your	PRON
_005197883	310	6	purpose	purpose	NOUN
_005197883	310	7	of	of	ADP
_005197883	310	8	why	why	SCONJ
_005197883	310	9	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	310	10	made	make	VERB
_005197883	310	11	you	you	PRON
_005197883	310	12	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	310	13	when	when	SCONJ
_005197883	310	14	you	you	PRON
_005197883	310	15	started	start	VERB
_005197883	310	16	drifting	drift	VERB
_005197883	310	17	away	away	ADV
_005197883	310	18	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	311	1	are	be	AUX
_005197883	311	2	you	you	PRON
_005197883	311	3	set	set	VERB
_005197883	311	4	in	in	ADP
_005197883	311	5	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	311	6	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	311	7	purpose	purpose	NOUN
_005197883	311	8	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	311	9	now	now	ADV
_005197883	311	10	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	312	1	for	for	ADP
_005197883	312	2	what	what	PRON
_005197883	312	3	do	do	AUX
_005197883	312	4	you	you	PRON
_005197883	312	5	live	live	VERB
_005197883	312	6	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	313	1	money	money	NOUN
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_005197883	314	1	impurity	impurity	NOUN
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_005197883	315	1	reputation	reputation	NOUN
_005197883	315	2	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	316	1	advancement	advancement	NOUN
_005197883	316	2	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	317	1	did	do	AUX
_005197883	317	2	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	317	3	make	make	VERB
_005197883	317	4	you	you	PRON
_005197883	317	5	to	to	PART
_005197883	317	6	fly	fly	VERB
_005197883	317	7	from	from	ADP
_005197883	317	8	him	he	PRON
_005197883	317	9	in	in	ADP
_005197883	317	10	an	an	DET
_005197883	317	11	invalid	invalid	ADJ
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_005197883	317	14	in	in	ADP
_005197883	317	15	the	the	DET
_005197883	317	16	practice	practice	NOUN
_005197883	317	17	of	of	ADP
_005197883	317	18	birth	birth	NOUN
_005197883	317	19	control	control	NOUN
_005197883	317	20	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	317	21	in	in	ADP
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_005197883	317	23	tempest	temp	ADJ
_005197883	317	24	of	of	ADP
_005197883	317	25	divorce	divorce	NOUN
_005197883	317	26	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	317	27	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	317	28	did	do	AUX
_005197883	317	29	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	317	30	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	317	31	purpose	purpose	NOUN
_005197883	317	32	make	make	VERB
_005197883	317	33	you	you	PRON
_005197883	317	34	to	to	PART
_005197883	317	35	know	know	VERB
_005197883	317	36	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	317	37	love	love	VERB
_005197883	317	38	and	and	CCONJ
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_005197883	317	40	?	?	PUNCT
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_005197883	318	2	check	check	NOUN
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_005197883	318	4	up	up	NOUN
_005197883	318	5	is	be	AUX
_005197883	318	6	fairly	fairly	ADV
_005197883	318	7	easy	easy	ADJ
_005197883	318	8	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	318	9	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	318	10	you	you	PRON
_005197883	318	11	are	be	AUX
_005197883	318	12	arguing	argue	VERB
_005197883	318	13	with	with	ADP
_005197883	318	14	the	the	DET
_005197883	318	15	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	318	16	about	about	ADP
_005197883	318	17	any	any	PRON
_005197883	318	18	of	of	ADP
_005197883	318	19	these	these	DET
_005197883	318	20	things	thing	NOUN
_005197883	318	21	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	318	22	then	then	ADV
_005197883	318	23	know	know	VERB
_005197883	318	24	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	318	25	you	you	PRON
_005197883	318	26	are	be	AUX
_005197883	318	27	serving	serve	VERB
_005197883	318	28	yourself	yourself	PRON
_005197883	318	29	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	318	30	the	the	DET
_005197883	318	31	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	318	32	never	never	ADV
_005197883	318	33	stops	stop	VERB
_005197883	318	34	serving	serve	VERB
_005197883	318	35	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	318	36	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	318	37	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	318	38	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	318	39	therefore	therefore	ADV
_005197883	318	40	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	318	41	has	have	VERB
_005197883	318	42	no	no	DET
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_005197883	318	44	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	319	1	my	my	PRON
_005197883	319	2	course	course	NOUN
_005197883	319	3	of	of	ADP
_005197883	319	4	instructions	instruction	NOUN
_005197883	319	5	continued	continue	VERB
_005197883	319	6	for	for	ADP
_005197883	319	7	the	the	DET
_005197883	319	8	rest	rest	NOUN
_005197883	319	9	of	of	ADP
_005197883	319	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	319	11	term	term	NOUN
_005197883	319	12	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	320	1	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	320	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	320	3	learned	learn	VERB
_005197883	320	4	my	my	PRON
_005197883	320	5	religion	religion	NOUN
_005197883	320	6	,	,	PUNCT
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_005197883	320	8	began	begin	VERB
_005197883	320	9	to	to	PART
_005197883	320	10	see	see	VERB
_005197883	320	11	how	how	SCONJ
_005197883	320	12	knowledge	knowledge	NOUN
_005197883	320	13	of	of	ADP
_005197883	320	14	my	my	PRON
_005197883	320	15	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	320	16	would	would	AUX
_005197883	320	17	have	have	AUX
_005197883	320	18	saved	save	VERB
_005197883	320	19	me	i	PRON
_005197883	320	20	many	many	ADJ
_005197883	320	21	mistakes	mistake	NOUN
_005197883	320	22	in	in	ADP
_005197883	320	23	my	my	PRON
_005197883	320	24	early	early	ADJ
_005197883	320	25	days	day	NOUN
_005197883	320	26	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	321	1	it	it	PRON
_005197883	321	2	is	be	AUX
_005197883	321	3	this	this	DET
_005197883	321	4	idea	idea	NOUN
_005197883	321	5	that	that	PRON
_005197883	321	6	led	lead	VERB
_005197883	321	7	to	to	ADP
_005197883	321	8	formulating	formulate	VERB
_005197883	321	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	321	10	second	second	ADJ
_005197883	321	11	point	point	NOUN
_005197883	321	12	of	of	ADP
_005197883	321	13	my	my	PRON
_005197883	321	14	pattern	pattern	NOUN
_005197883	321	15	for	for	ADP
_005197883	321	16	falling	fall	VERB
_005197883	321	17	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	321	18	away	away	ADV
_005197883	321	19	from	from	ADP
_005197883	321	20	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	321	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	322	1	take	take	VERB
_005197883	322	2	the	the	DET
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_005197883	322	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	322	5	for	for	ADP
_005197883	322	6	example	example	NOUN
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_005197883	323	1	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	323	2	i	i	PRON
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_005197883	323	4	understood	understand	VERB
_005197883	323	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	323	6	at	at	ADP
_005197883	323	7	any	any	DET
_005197883	323	8	time	time	NOUN
_005197883	323	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	323	10	firmly	firmly	ADV
_005197883	323	11	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	323	12	clearly	clearly	ADV
_005197883	323	13	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	323	14	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	323	15	christ	christ	PROPN
_005197883	323	16	is	be	AUX
_005197883	323	17	really	really	ADV
_005197883	323	18	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	323	19	truly	truly	ADV
_005197883	323	20	present	present	ADJ
_005197883	323	21	under	under	ADP
_005197883	323	22	the	the	DET
_005197883	323	23	appearance	appearance	NOUN
_005197883	323	24	of	of	ADP
_005197883	323	25	bread	bread	NOUN
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_005197883	323	28	in	in	ADP
_005197883	323	29	the	the	DET
_005197883	323	30	mass	mass	NOUN
_005197883	323	31	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	323	32	i	i	PRON
_005197883	323	33	would	would	AUX
_005197883	323	34	never	never	ADV
_005197883	323	35	have	have	AUX
_005197883	323	36	omitted	omit	VERB
_005197883	323	37	it	it	PRON
_005197883	323	38	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	324	1	to	to	PART
_005197883	324	2	penetrate	penetrate	VERB
_005197883	324	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	324	4	a	a	DET
_005197883	324	5	little	little	ADJ
_005197883	324	6	bit	bit	NOUN
_005197883	324	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	324	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	324	9	—	—	PUNCT
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_005197883	324	11	—	—	PUNCT
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_005197883	324	13	mystery	mystery	NOUN
_005197883	324	14	of	of	ADP
_005197883	324	15	the	the	DET
_005197883	324	16	real	real	ADJ
_005197883	324	17	presence	presence	NOUN
_005197883	324	18	on	on	ADP
_005197883	324	19	our	our	PRON
_005197883	324	20	altars	altar	NOUN
_005197883	324	21	is	be	AUX
_005197883	324	22	enough	enough	ADJ
_005197883	324	23	to	to	PART
_005197883	324	24	keep	keep	VERB
_005197883	324	25	a	a	DET
_005197883	324	26	man	man	NOUN
_005197883	324	27	studying	study	VERB
_005197883	324	28	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	324	29	learning	learn	VERB
_005197883	324	30	for	for	ADP
_005197883	324	31	a	a	DET
_005197883	324	32	lifetime	lifetime	NOUN
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_005197883	324	35	of	of	ADP
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_005197883	324	37	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	325	1	take	take	VERB
_005197883	325	2	the	the	DET
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_005197883	325	4	of	of	ADP
_005197883	325	5	penance	penance	NOUN
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_005197883	326	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	326	2	made	make	VERB
_005197883	326	3	a	a	DET
_005197883	326	4	bad	bad	ADJ
_005197883	326	5	confession	confession	NOUN
_005197883	326	6	when	when	SCONJ
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_005197883	326	8	was	be	AUX
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_005197883	326	13	the	the	DET
_005197883	326	14	priest	priest	NOUN
_005197883	326	15	would	would	AUX
_005197883	326	16	take	take	VERB
_005197883	326	17	my	my	PRON
_005197883	326	18	sins	sin	NOUN
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_005197883	326	20	a	a	DET
_005197883	326	21	personal	personal	ADJ
_005197883	326	22	insult	insult	NOUN
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_005197883	327	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	327	2	did	do	AUX
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_005197883	327	4	understand	understand	VERB
_005197883	327	5	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	327	6	christ	christ	PROPN
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_005197883	327	9	the	the	DET
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_005197883	327	12	forgive	forgive	VERB
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_005197883	327	14	as	as	ADP
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_005197883	327	18	his	his	PRON
_005197883	327	19	mercy	mercy	NOUN
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_005197883	328	1	the	the	DET
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_005197883	328	6	my	my	PRON
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_005197883	328	10	he	he	PRON
_005197883	328	11	might	might	AUX
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_005197883	328	13	them	they	PRON
_005197883	328	14	by	by	ADP
_005197883	328	15	god^s	god^s	NOUN
_005197883	328	16	power	power	NOUN
_005197883	328	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	329	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	329	2	was	be	AUX
_005197883	329	3	not	not	PART
_005197883	329	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	329	5	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	329	6	no	no	DET
_005197883	329	7	priest	priest	NOUN
_005197883	329	8	ever	ever	ADV
_005197883	329	9	is	be	AUX
_005197883	329	10	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	329	11	waiting	wait	VERB
_005197883	329	12	to	to	PART
_005197883	329	13	abuse	abuse	VERB
_005197883	329	14	the	the	DET
_005197883	329	15	sinner	sinner	NOUN
_005197883	329	16	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	329	17	he	he	PRON
_005197883	329	18	is	be	AUX
_005197883	329	19	waiting	wait	VERB
_005197883	329	20	to	to	PART
_005197883	329	21	take	take	VERB
_005197883	329	22	away	away	ADV
_005197883	329	23	the	the	DET
_005197883	329	24	sin	sin	NOUN
_005197883	329	25	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	330	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	330	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	330	3	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	330	4	hundreds	hundred	NOUN
_005197883	330	5	like	like	ADP
_005197883	330	6	me	i	PRON
_005197883	330	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	330	8	drag	drag	VERB
_005197883	330	9	in	in	ADP
_005197883	330	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	330	11	human	human	ADJ
_005197883	330	12	element	element	NOUN
_005197883	330	13	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	330	14	we	we	PRON
_005197883	330	15	start	start	VERB
_005197883	330	16	thinking	think	VERB
_005197883	330	17	for	for	ADP
_005197883	330	18	the	the	DET
_005197883	330	19	priest	priest	NOUN
_005197883	330	20	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	331	1	we	we	PRON
_005197883	331	2	would	would	AUX
_005197883	331	3	do	do	VERB
_005197883	331	4	better	well	ADV
_005197883	331	5	to	to	PART
_005197883	331	6	work	work	VERB
_005197883	331	7	up	up	ADP
_005197883	331	8	concern	concern	NOUN
_005197883	331	9	for	for	ADP
_005197883	331	10	our	our	PRON
_005197883	331	11	sins	sin	NOUN
_005197883	331	12	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	331	13	instead	instead	ADV
_005197883	331	14	of	of	ADP
_005197883	331	15	concern	concern	NOUN
_005197883	331	16	over	over	ADP
_005197883	331	17	what	what	PRON
_005197883	331	18	the	the	DET
_005197883	331	19	priest	priest	NOUN
_005197883	331	20	may	may	AUX
_005197883	331	21	think	think	VERB
_005197883	331	22	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	331	23	say	say	VERB
_005197883	331	24	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	332	1	usually	usually	ADV
_005197883	332	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	332	3	the	the	DET
_005197883	332	4	priest	priest	NOUN
_005197883	332	5	will	will	AUX
_005197883	332	6	say	say	VERB
_005197883	332	7	no	no	DET
_005197883	332	8	more	more	ADJ
_005197883	332	9	than	than	SCONJ
_005197883	332	10	christ	christ	PROPN
_005197883	332	11	would	would	AUX
_005197883	332	12	say	say	VERB
_005197883	332	13	:	:	PUNCT
_005197883	332	14	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	332	15	go	go	VERB
_005197883	332	16	in	in	ADP
_005197883	332	17	peace	peace	NOUN
_005197883	332	18	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	332	19	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	332	20	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	333	1	sin	sin	VERB
_005197883	333	2	no	no	PRON
_005197883	333	3	more	more	ADJ
_005197883	333	4	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	333	5	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	334	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	334	2	find	find	VERB
_005197883	334	3	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	334	4	i	i	PRON
_005197883	334	5	keep	keep	VERB
_005197883	334	6	refreshing	refreshing	ADJ
_005197883	334	7	myself	myself	PRON
_005197883	334	8	about	about	ADP
_005197883	334	9	my	my	PRON
_005197883	334	10	religion	religion	NOUN
_005197883	334	11	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	334	12	conflict	conflict	NOUN
_005197883	334	13	after	after	ADP
_005197883	334	14	conflict	conflict	NOUN
_005197883	334	15	is	be	AUX
_005197883	334	16	minimized	minimize	VERB
_005197883	334	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	335	1	problems	problem	NOUN
_005197883	335	2	on	on	ADP
_005197883	335	3	fast	fast	ADJ
_005197883	335	4	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	335	5	abstinence	abstinence	NOUN
_005197883	335	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	335	7	the	the	DET
_005197883	335	8	legion	legion	NOUN
_005197883	335	9	of	of	ADP
_005197883	335	10	decency	decency	NOUN
_005197883	335	11	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	335	12	forbidden	forbid	VERB
_005197883	335	13	books	book	NOUN
_005197883	335	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	335	15	marriage	marriage	NOUN
_005197883	335	16	laws	law	NOUN
_005197883	335	17	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	335	18	all	all	PRON
_005197883	335	19	fit	fit	VERB
_005197883	335	20	smoothly	smoothly	ADV
_005197883	335	21	into	into	ADP
_005197883	335	22	a	a	DET
_005197883	335	23	pattern	pattern	NOUN
_005197883	335	24	of	of	ADP
_005197883	335	25	authority	authority	NOUN
_005197883	335	26	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	335	27	legislation	legislation	NOUN
_005197883	335	28	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	336	1	when	when	SCONJ
_005197883	336	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	336	3	saw	see	VERB
_005197883	336	4	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	336	5	christ	christ	PROPN
_005197883	336	6	had	have	AUX
_005197883	336	7	divinely	divinely	ADV
_005197883	336	8	commissioned	commission	VERB
_005197883	336	9	a	a	DET
_005197883	336	10	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	336	11	to	to	PART
_005197883	336	12	teach	teach	VERB
_005197883	336	13	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	336	14	divinely	divinely	ADV
_005197883	336	15	guaranteed	guarantee	VERB
_005197883	336	16	her	she	PRON
_005197883	336	17	in	in	ADP
_005197883	336	18	truth	truth	NOUN
_005197883	336	19	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	336	20	i	i	PRON
_005197883	336	21	had	have	VERB
_005197883	336	22	no	no	DET
_005197883	336	23	trouble	trouble	NOUN
_005197883	336	24	accepting	accept	VERB
_005197883	336	25	what	what	PRON
_005197883	336	26	that	that	DET
_005197883	336	27	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	336	28	taught	teach	VERB
_005197883	336	29	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	337	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	337	2	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	337	3	of	of	ADP
_005197883	337	4	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	337	5	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	337	6	i	i	PRON
_005197883	337	7	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	338	1	it	it	PRON
_005197883	338	2	was	be	AUX
_005197883	338	3	not	not	PART
_005197883	338	4	easy	easy	ADJ
_005197883	338	5	buckling	buckling	NOUN
_005197883	338	6	under	under	ADP
_005197883	338	7	to	to	ADP
_005197883	338	8	this	this	DET
_005197883	338	9	point	point	NOUN
_005197883	338	10	of	of	ADP
_005197883	338	11	authority	authority	NOUN
_005197883	338	12	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	339	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	339	2	guess	guess	VERB
_005197883	339	3	i	i	PRON
_005197883	339	4	fought	fight	VERB
_005197883	339	5	this	this	PRON
_005197883	339	6	out	out	ADP
_005197883	339	7	with	with	ADP
_005197883	339	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	339	9	club	club	NOUN
_005197883	339	10	chaplain	chaplain	NOUN
_005197883	339	11	for	for	ADP
_005197883	339	12	three	three	NUM
_005197883	339	13	straight	straight	ADJ
_005197883	339	14	instructions	instruction	NOUN
_005197883	339	15	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	340	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	340	2	tried	try	VERB
_005197883	340	3	every	every	DET
_005197883	340	4	loophole	loophole	NOUN
_005197883	340	5	i	i	PRON
_005197883	340	6	knew	know	VERB
_005197883	340	7	to	to	PART
_005197883	340	8	escape	escape	VERB
_005197883	340	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	340	10	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	340	11	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	340	12	her	her	PRON
_005197883	340	13	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	340	14	hold	hold	NOUN
_005197883	340	15	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	340	16	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	340	17	21	21	NUM
_005197883	340	18	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	340	19	on	on	ADP
_005197883	340	20	my	my	PRON
_005197883	340	21	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	340	22	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	341	1	at	at	ADP
_005197883	341	2	last	last	ADV
_005197883	341	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	341	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	341	5	chaplain	chaplain	NOUN
_005197883	341	6	pinned	pin	VERB
_005197883	341	7	me	i	PRON
_005197883	341	8	with	with	ADP
_005197883	341	9	this	this	DET
_005197883	341	10	thought	thought	NOUN
_005197883	341	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	342	1	take	take	VERB
_005197883	342	2	the	the	DET
_005197883	342	3	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	342	4	as	as	ADP
_005197883	342	5	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	342	6	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	342	7	authority	authority	NOUN
_005197883	342	8	in	in	ADP
_005197883	342	9	your	your	PRON
_005197883	342	10	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	342	11	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	342	12	take	take	VERB
_005197883	342	13	yourself	yourself	PRON
_005197883	342	14	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	343	1	which	which	PRON
_005197883	343	2	do	do	AUX
_005197883	343	3	you	you	PRON
_005197883	343	4	want	want	VERB
_005197883	343	5	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	344	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	344	2	showed	show	VERB
_005197883	344	3	me	i	PRON
_005197883	344	4	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	344	5	once	once	SCONJ
_005197883	344	6	you	you	PRON
_005197883	344	7	agree	agree	VERB
_005197883	344	8	there	there	PRON
_005197883	344	9	is	be	VERB
_005197883	344	10	a	a	DET
_005197883	344	11	god	god	NOUN
_005197883	344	12	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	344	13	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	344	14	christ	christ	PROPN
_005197883	344	15	was	be	AUX
_005197883	344	16	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	344	17	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	344	18	you	you	PRON
_005197883	344	19	come	come	VERB
_005197883	344	20	to	to	ADP
_005197883	344	21	a	a	DET
_005197883	344	22	stymie	stymie	NOUN
_005197883	344	23	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	344	24	you	you	PRON
_005197883	344	25	do	do	AUX
_005197883	344	26	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	344	27	accept	accept	VERB
_005197883	344	28	the	the	DET
_005197883	344	29	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	344	30	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	345	1	christ	christ	PROPN
_005197883	345	2	came	come	VERB
_005197883	345	3	to	to	PART
_005197883	345	4	give	give	VERB
_005197883	345	5	himself	himself	PRON
_005197883	345	6	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	345	7	his	his	PRON
_005197883	345	8	truth	truth	NOUN
_005197883	345	9	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	346	1	how	how	SCONJ
_005197883	346	2	get	get	VERB
_005197883	346	3	the	the	DET
_005197883	346	4	gift	gift	NOUN
_005197883	346	5	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	346	6	where	where	SCONJ
_005197883	346	7	get	get	VERB
_005197883	346	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	346	9	giver	giver	NOUN
_005197883	346	10	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	346	11	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	346	12	he	he	PRON
_005197883	346	13	has	have	AUX
_005197883	346	14	not	not	PART
_005197883	346	15	remained	remain	VERB
_005197883	346	16	in	in	ADP
_005197883	346	17	something	something	PRON
_005197883	346	18	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	346	19	some	some	DET
_005197883	346	20	place	place	NOUN
_005197883	346	21	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	347	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	347	2	bible	bible	PROPN
_005197883	347	3	was	be	AUX
_005197883	347	4	not	not	PART
_005197883	347	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	347	6	something	something	PRON
_005197883	347	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	347	8	because	because	SCONJ
_005197883	347	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	347	10	bible	bible	PROPN
_005197883	347	11	contained	contain	VERB
_005197883	347	12	dead	dead	ADJ
_005197883	347	13	words	word	NOUN
_005197883	347	14	without	without	ADP
_005197883	347	15	a	a	DET
_005197883	347	16	living	live	VERB
_005197883	347	17	voice	voice	NOUN
_005197883	347	18	to	to	PART
_005197883	347	19	explain	explain	VERB
_005197883	347	20	them	they	PRON
_005197883	347	21	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	347	22	a	a	DET
_005197883	347	23	living	live	VERB
_005197883	347	24	voice	voice	NOUN
_005197883	347	25	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	347	26	an	an	DET
_005197883	347	27	official	official	ADJ
_005197883	347	28	voice	voice	NOUN
_005197883	347	29	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	348	1	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	348	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	348	3	said	say	VERB
_005197883	348	4	i	i	PRON
_005197883	348	5	could	could	AUX
_005197883	348	6	interpret	interpret	VERB
_005197883	348	7	the	the	DET
_005197883	348	8	bible	bible	NOUN
_005197883	348	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	348	10	i	i	PRON
_005197883	348	11	made	make	VERB
_005197883	348	12	myself	myself	PRON
_005197883	348	13	the	the	DET
_005197883	348	14	living	living	NOUN
_005197883	348	15	voice	voice	NOUN
_005197883	348	16	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	349	1	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	349	2	by	by	ADP
_005197883	349	3	the	the	DET
_005197883	349	4	same	same	ADJ
_005197883	349	5	token	token	ADJ
_005197883	349	6	everyone	everyone	PRON
_005197883	349	7	else	else	ADV
_005197883	349	8	could	could	AUX
_005197883	349	9	become	become	VERB
_005197883	349	10	a	a	DET
_005197883	349	11	living	living	NOUN
_005197883	349	12	voice	voice	NOUN
_005197883	349	13	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	350	1	what	what	PRON
_005197883	350	2	a	a	DET
_005197883	350	3	confused	confused	ADJ
_005197883	350	4	roar	roar	NOUN
_005197883	350	5	that	that	PRON
_005197883	350	6	would	would	AUX
_005197883	350	7	set	set	VERB
_005197883	350	8	up	up	ADP
_005197883	350	9	in	in	ADP
_005197883	350	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	350	11	realm	realm	NOUN
_005197883	350	12	of	of	ADP
_005197883	350	13	truth	truth	NOUN
_005197883	350	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	351	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	351	2	dilemma	dilemma	NOUN
_005197883	351	3	left	leave	VERB
_005197883	351	4	me	i	PRON
_005197883	351	5	with	with	ADP
_005197883	351	6	the	the	DET
_005197883	351	7	choice	choice	NOUN
_005197883	351	8	of	of	ADP
_005197883	351	9	an	an	DET
_005197883	351	10	official	official	ADJ
_005197883	351	11	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	351	12	divinely	divinely	ADV
_005197883	351	13	constituted	constitute	VERB
_005197883	351	14	authority	authority	NOUN
_005197883	351	15	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	352	1	reason	reason	NOUN
_005197883	352	2	told	tell	VERB
_005197883	352	3	me	i	PRON
_005197883	352	4	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	352	5	i	i	PRON
_005197883	352	6	had	have	VERB
_005197883	352	7	to	to	PART
_005197883	352	8	choose	choose	VERB
_005197883	352	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	352	10	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	352	11	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	352	12	my	my	PRON
_005197883	352	13	old	old	ADJ
_005197883	352	14	spiral	spiral	NOUN
_005197883	352	15	of	of	ADP
_005197883	352	16	chaos	chaos	NOUN
_005197883	352	17	again	again	ADV
_005197883	352	18	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	353	1	christ	christ	PROPN
_005197883	353	2	made	make	VERB
_005197883	353	3	my	my	PRON
_005197883	353	4	choice	choice	NOUN
_005197883	353	5	of	of	ADP
_005197883	353	6	the	the	DET
_005197883	353	7	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	353	8	very	very	ADV
_005197883	353	9	definite	definite	ADJ
_005197883	353	10	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	353	11	by	by	ADP
_005197883	353	12	leaving	leave	VERB
_005197883	353	13	me	i	PRON
_005197883	353	14	the	the	DET
_005197883	353	15	thought	thought	NOUN
_005197883	353	16	:	:	PUNCT
_005197883	353	17	^^on	^^on	SPACE
_005197883	353	18	this	this	DET
_005197883	353	19	rock	rock	NOUN
_005197883	353	20	(	(	PUNCT
_005197883	353	21	peter	peter	PROPN
_005197883	353	22	)	)	PUNCT
_005197883	353	23	i	i	PRON
_005197883	353	24	will	will	AUX
_005197883	353	25	build	build	VERB
_005197883	353	26	my	my	PRON
_005197883	353	27	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	353	28	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	353	29	the	the	DET
_005197883	353	30	gates	gate	NOUN
_005197883	353	31	of	of	ADP
_005197883	353	32	hell	hell	NOUN
_005197883	353	33	shall	shall	AUX
_005197883	353	34	not	not	PART
_005197883	353	35	prevail	prevail	VERB
_005197883	353	36	against	against	ADP
_005197883	353	37	it	it	PRON
_005197883	353	38	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	353	39	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	354	1	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	354	2	christ	christ	PROPN
_005197883	354	3	had	have	AUX
_005197883	354	4	built	build	VERB
_005197883	354	5	it	it	PRON
_005197883	354	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	354	7	who	who	PRON
_005197883	354	8	was	be	AUX
_005197883	354	9	i	i	PRON
_005197883	354	10	to	to	PART
_005197883	354	11	begin	begin	VERB
_005197883	354	12	living	live	VERB
_005197883	354	13	a	a	DET
_005197883	354	14	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	354	15	of	of	ADP
_005197883	354	16	my	my	PRON
_005197883	354	17	own	own	ADJ
_005197883	354	18	making	making	NOUN
_005197883	354	19	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	355	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	355	2	deeper	deep	ADJ
_005197883	355	3	understanding	understanding	NOUN
_005197883	355	4	of	of	ADP
_005197883	355	5	my	my	PRON
_005197883	355	6	religion	religion	NOUN
_005197883	355	7	led	lead	VERB
_005197883	355	8	me	i	PRON
_005197883	355	9	to	to	ADP
_005197883	355	10	a	a	DET
_005197883	355	11	deeper	deep	ADJ
_005197883	355	12	understanding	understanding	NOUN
_005197883	355	13	of	of	ADP
_005197883	355	14	myself	myself	PRON
_005197883	355	15	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	355	16	the	the	DET
_005197883	355	17	formulating	formulating	NOUN
_005197883	355	18	of	of	ADP
_005197883	355	19	the	the	DET
_005197883	355	20	third	third	ADJ
_005197883	355	21	point	point	NOUN
_005197883	355	22	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	356	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	356	2	saw	see	VERB
_005197883	356	3	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	356	4	i	i	PRON
_005197883	356	5	was	be	AUX
_005197883	356	6	a	a	DET
_005197883	356	7	‘	'	PUNCT
_005197883	356	8	‘	'	PUNCT
_005197883	356	9	soft	soft	ADJ
_005197883	356	10	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	356	11	person	person	NOUN
_005197883	356	12	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	356	13	as	as	ADP
_005197883	356	14	one	one	NUM
_005197883	356	15	priest	priest	NOUN
_005197883	356	16	in	in	ADP
_005197883	356	17	service	service	NOUN
_005197883	356	18	had	have	AUX
_005197883	356	19	pointed	point	VERB
_005197883	356	20	out	out	ADP
_005197883	356	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	357	1	most	most	ADJ
_005197883	357	2	of	of	ADP
_005197883	357	3	us	we	PRON
_005197883	357	4	tend	tend	VERB
_005197883	357	5	to	to	PART
_005197883	357	6	be	be	AUX
_005197883	357	7	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	357	8	soft	soft	ADJ
_005197883	357	9	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	357	10	when	when	SCONJ
_005197883	357	11	it	it	PRON
_005197883	357	12	comes	come	VERB
_005197883	357	13	to	to	ADP
_005197883	357	14	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	357	15	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	357	16	obligations	obligation	NOUN
_005197883	357	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	358	1	our	our	PRON
_005197883	358	2	human	human	ADJ
_005197883	358	3	nature	nature	NOUN
_005197883	358	4	is	be	AUX
_005197883	358	5	not	not	PART
_005197883	358	6	made	make	VERB
_005197883	358	7	for	for	ADP
_005197883	358	8	twentyfour	twentyfour	NOUN
_005197883	358	9	hour	hour	NOUN
_005197883	358	10	tours	tour	NOUN
_005197883	358	11	on	on	ADP
_005197883	358	12	the	the	DET
_005197883	358	13	good	good	ADJ
_005197883	358	14	ship	ship	NOUN
_005197883	358	15	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	358	16	heroic	heroic	ADJ
_005197883	358	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	358	18	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	359	1	we	we	PRON
_005197883	359	2	can	can	AUX
_005197883	359	3	make	make	VERB
_005197883	359	4	a	a	DET
_005197883	359	5	grand	grand	ADJ
_005197883	359	6	gesture	gesture	NOUN
_005197883	359	7	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	359	8	swagger	swagger	NOUN
_005197883	359	9	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	359	10	we	we	PRON
_005197883	359	11	hurl	hurl	VERB
_005197883	359	12	a	a	DET
_005197883	359	13	defy	defy	NOUN
_005197883	359	14	to	to	ADP
_005197883	359	15	the	the	DET
_005197883	359	16	world	world	NOUN
_005197883	359	17	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	359	18	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	359	19	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	359	20	oh	oh	INTJ
_005197883	359	21	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	360	1	when	when	SCONJ
_005197883	360	2	we	we	PRON
_005197883	360	3	must	must	AUX
_005197883	360	4	drag	drag	VERB
_005197883	360	5	out	out	ADP
_005197883	360	6	a	a	DET
_005197883	360	7	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	360	8	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	360	9	22	22	NUM
_005197883	360	10	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	360	11	time	time	NOUN
_005197883	360	12	being	be	AUX
_005197883	360	13	faithful	faithful	ADJ
_005197883	360	14	to	to	ADP
_005197883	360	15	that	that	DET
_005197883	360	16	grandness	grandness	NOUN
_005197883	360	17	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	361	1	that	that	PRON
_005197883	361	2	’s	’	VERB
_005197883	361	3	a	a	DET
_005197883	361	4	different	different	ADJ
_005197883	361	5	story	story	NOUN
_005197883	361	6	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	362	1	my	my	PRON
_005197883	362	2	weakness	weakness	NOUN
_005197883	362	3	was	be	AUX
_005197883	362	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	362	5	common	common	ADJ
_005197883	362	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	362	7	general	general	ADJ
_005197883	362	8	one	one	NUM
_005197883	362	9	of	of	ADP
_005197883	362	10	selfindulgence	selfindulgence	NOUN
_005197883	362	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	363	1	it	it	PRON
_005197883	363	2	flowed	flow	VERB
_005197883	363	3	from	from	ADP
_005197883	363	4	a	a	DET
_005197883	363	5	lack	lack	NOUN
_005197883	363	6	of	of	ADP
_005197883	363	7	purpose	purpose	NOUN
_005197883	363	8	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	363	9	a	a	DET
_005197883	363	10	failure	failure	NOUN
_005197883	363	11	to	to	PART
_005197883	363	12	see	see	VERB
_005197883	363	13	why	why	SCONJ
_005197883	363	14	i	i	PRON
_005197883	363	15	should	should	AUX
_005197883	363	16	be	be	AUX
_005197883	363	17	good	good	ADJ
_005197883	363	18	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	363	19	decent	decent	ADJ
_005197883	363	20	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	363	21	pure	pure	ADJ
_005197883	363	22	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	364	1	once	once	ADV
_005197883	364	2	underway	underway	ADJ
_005197883	364	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	364	4	self	self	NOUN
_005197883	364	5	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	364	6	indulgence	indulgence	NOUN
_005197883	364	7	became	become	VERB
_005197883	364	8	a	a	DET
_005197883	364	9	law	law	NOUN
_005197883	364	10	unto	unto	ADP
_005197883	364	11	itself	itself	PRON
_005197883	364	12	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	365	1	this	this	DET
_005197883	365	2	vice	vice	NOUN
_005197883	365	3	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	365	4	took	take	VERB
_005197883	365	5	over	over	ADP
_005197883	365	6	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	365	7	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	366	1	where	where	SCONJ
_005197883	366	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	366	3	at	at	ADP
_005197883	366	4	first	first	ADV
_005197883	366	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	366	6	i	i	PRON
_005197883	366	7	confusedly	confusedly	ADV
_005197883	366	8	missed	miss	VERB
_005197883	366	9	mass	mass	NOUN
_005197883	366	10	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	366	11	committed	commit	VERB
_005197883	366	12	an	an	DET
_005197883	366	13	impure	impure	NOUN
_005197883	366	14	act	act	NOUN
_005197883	366	15	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	366	16	the	the	DET
_005197883	366	17	resulting	result	VERB
_005197883	366	18	sloth	sloth	NOUN
_005197883	366	19	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	366	20	self	self	NOUN
_005197883	366	21	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	366	22	gratification	gratification	NOUN
_005197883	366	23	growing	grow	VERB
_005197883	366	24	from	from	ADP
_005197883	366	25	these	these	DET
_005197883	366	26	things	thing	NOUN
_005197883	366	27	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	366	28	demanded	demand	VERB
_005197883	366	29	satisfaction	satisfaction	NOUN
_005197883	366	30	in	in	ADP
_005197883	366	31	themselves	themselves	PRON
_005197883	366	32	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	367	1	this	this	PRON
_005197883	367	2	is	be	AUX
_005197883	367	3	the	the	DET
_005197883	367	4	story	story	NOUN
_005197883	367	5	of	of	ADP
_005197883	367	6	the	the	DET
_005197883	367	7	making	making	NOUN
_005197883	367	8	of	of	ADP
_005197883	367	9	bad	bad	ADJ
_005197883	367	10	habit	habit	NOUN
_005197883	367	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	368	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	368	2	first	first	ADJ
_005197883	368	3	time	time	NOUN
_005197883	368	4	you	you	PRON
_005197883	368	5	sin	sin	VERB
_005197883	368	6	you	you	PRON
_005197883	368	7	do	do	AUX
_005197883	368	8	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	368	9	have	have	VERB
_005197883	368	10	a	a	DET
_005197883	368	11	habit	habit	NOUN
_005197883	368	12	of	of	ADP
_005197883	368	13	sin	sin	NOUN
_005197883	368	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	368	15	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	368	16	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	369	1	you	you	PRON
_005197883	369	2	do	do	AUX
_005197883	369	3	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	369	4	have	have	VERB
_005197883	369	5	a	a	DET
_005197883	369	6	facility	facility	NOUN
_005197883	369	7	for	for	ADP
_005197883	369	8	evil	evil	NOUN
_005197883	369	9	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	370	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	370	2	second	second	ADJ
_005197883	370	3	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	370	4	third	third	ADJ
_005197883	370	5	times	time	NOUN
_005197883	370	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	370	7	you	you	PRON
_005197883	370	8	have	have	VERB
_005197883	370	9	a	a	DET
_005197883	370	10	habit	habit	NOUN
_005197883	370	11	a	a	ADV
_005197883	370	12	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	370	13	growing	grow	VERB
_005197883	370	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	370	15	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	370	16	the	the	DET
_005197883	370	17	facility	facility	NOUN
_005197883	370	18	encouraged	encourage	VERB
_005197883	370	19	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	371	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	371	2	bane	bane	NOUN
_005197883	371	3	of	of	ADP
_005197883	371	4	this	this	DET
_005197883	371	5	situation	situation	NOUN
_005197883	371	6	is	be	AUX
_005197883	371	7	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	371	8	our	our	PRON
_005197883	371	9	natural	natural	ADJ
_005197883	371	10	tendency	tendency	NOUN
_005197883	371	11	to	to	PART
_005197883	371	12	take	take	VERB
_005197883	371	13	the	the	DET
_005197883	371	14	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	371	15	easy	easy	ADJ
_005197883	371	16	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	371	17	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	371	18	is	be	AUX
_005197883	371	19	caught	catch	VERB
_005197883	371	20	up	up	ADP
_005197883	371	21	with	with	ADP
_005197883	371	22	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	371	23	by	by	ADP
_005197883	371	24	this	this	DET
_005197883	371	25	development	development	NOUN
_005197883	371	26	of	of	ADP
_005197883	371	27	facility	facility	NOUN
_005197883	371	28	in	in	ADP
_005197883	371	29	evil	evil	NOUN
_005197883	371	30	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	372	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	372	2	combination	combination	NOUN
_005197883	372	3	is	be	AUX
_005197883	372	4	a	a	DET
_005197883	372	5	deadly	deadly	ADJ
_005197883	372	6	demand	demand	NOUN
_005197883	372	7	on	on	ADP
_005197883	372	8	our	our	PRON
_005197883	372	9	natures	nature	NOUN
_005197883	372	10	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	373	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	373	2	strain	strain	NOUN
_005197883	373	3	of	of	ADP
_005197883	373	4	resisting	resist	VERB
_005197883	373	5	becomes	become	VERB
_005197883	373	6	finally	finally	ADV
_005197883	373	7	too	too	ADV
_005197883	373	8	great	great	ADJ
_005197883	373	9	for	for	ADP
_005197883	373	10	most	most	ADJ
_005197883	373	11	of	of	ADP
_005197883	373	12	us	we	PRON
_005197883	373	13	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	373	14	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	373	15	we	we	PRON
_005197883	373	16	neglected	neglect	VERB
_005197883	373	17	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	373	18	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	373	19	grace	grace	NOUN
_005197883	373	20	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	373	21	assistance	assistance	NOUN
_005197883	373	22	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	374	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	374	2	obverse	obverse	ADJ
_005197883	374	3	side	side	NOUN
_005197883	374	4	of	of	ADP
_005197883	374	5	this	this	PRON
_005197883	374	6	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	374	7	taking	take	VERB
_005197883	374	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	374	9	easy	easy	ADJ
_005197883	374	10	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	374	11	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	374	12	is	be	AUX
_005197883	374	13	very	very	ADV
_005197883	374	14	unpleasant	unpleasant	ADJ
_005197883	374	15	to	to	PART
_005197883	374	16	consider	consider	VERB
_005197883	374	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	375	1	it	it	PRON
_005197883	375	2	shows	show	VERB
_005197883	375	3	a	a	DET
_005197883	375	4	soul	soul	NOUN
_005197883	375	5	who	who	PRON
_005197883	375	6	can	can	AUX
_005197883	375	7	not	not	PART
_005197883	375	8	pay	pay	VERB
_005197883	375	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	375	10	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	375	11	cost	cost	NOUN
_005197883	375	12	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	375	13	of	of	ADP
_005197883	375	14	being	be	AUX
_005197883	375	15	good	good	ADJ
_005197883	375	16	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	375	17	faithful	faithful	ADJ
_005197883	375	18	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	376	1	such	such	DET
_005197883	376	2	a	a	DET
_005197883	376	3	weakling	weakling	NOUN
_005197883	376	4	(	(	PUNCT
_005197883	376	5	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	376	6	i	i	PRON
_005197883	376	7	was	be	AUX
_005197883	376	8	this	this	PRON
_005197883	376	9	all	all	DET
_005197883	376	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	376	11	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	376	12	)	)	PUNCT
_005197883	376	13	can	can	AUX
_005197883	376	14	not	not	PART
_005197883	376	15	give	give	VERB
_005197883	376	16	up	up	ADP
_005197883	376	17	cheap	cheap	ADJ
_005197883	376	18	companionship	companionship	NOUN
_005197883	376	19	to	to	PART
_005197883	376	20	love	love	VERB
_005197883	376	21	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	376	22	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	376	23	tawdry	tawdry	ADJ
_005197883	376	24	sex	sex	NOUN
_005197883	376	25	experiences	experience	NOUN
_005197883	376	26	to	to	PART
_005197883	376	27	achieve	achieve	VERB
_005197883	376	28	a	a	DET
_005197883	376	29	healthy	healthy	ADJ
_005197883	376	30	purity	purity	NOUN
_005197883	376	31	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	376	32	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	376	33	childish	childish	ADJ
_005197883	376	34	self	self	NOUN
_005197883	376	35	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	376	36	will	will	NOUN
_005197883	376	37	to	to	PART
_005197883	376	38	observe	observe	VERB
_005197883	376	39	christ	christ	PROPN
_005197883	376	40	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	376	41	command—“follow	command—“follow	X
_005197883	376	42	me	i	PRON
_005197883	376	43	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	376	44	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	377	1	when	when	SCONJ
_005197883	377	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	377	3	think	think	VERB
_005197883	377	4	of	of	ADP
_005197883	377	5	what	what	PRON
_005197883	377	6	i	i	PRON
_005197883	377	7	got	get	VERB
_005197883	377	8	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	377	9	in	in	ADP
_005197883	377	10	trade	trade	NOUN
_005197883	377	11	for	for	ADP
_005197883	377	12	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	377	13	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	377	14	i	i	PRON
_005197883	377	15	am	be	AUX
_005197883	377	16	sickened	sicken	VERB
_005197883	377	17	with	with	ADP
_005197883	377	18	myself	myself	PRON
_005197883	377	19	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	378	1	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	378	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	378	3	to	to	PART
_005197883	378	4	think	think	VERB
_005197883	378	5	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	378	6	i	i	PRON
_005197883	378	7	fought	fight	VERB
_005197883	378	8	to	to	PART
_005197883	378	9	make	make	VERB
_005197883	378	10	these	these	DET
_005197883	378	11	gimcrack	gimcrack	NOUN
_005197883	378	12	values	value	NOUN
_005197883	378	13	take	take	VERB
_005197883	378	14	the	the	DET
_005197883	378	15	place	place	NOUN
_005197883	378	16	of	of	ADP
_005197883	378	17	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	378	18	in	in	ADP
_005197883	378	19	my	my	PRON
_005197883	378	20	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	378	21	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	379	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	379	2	go	go	VERB
_005197883	379	3	over	over	ADV
_005197883	379	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	379	5	sadly	sadly	ADV
_005197883	379	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	379	7	each	each	DET
_005197883	379	8	mass	mass	NOUN
_005197883	379	9	i	i	PRON
_005197883	379	10	missed	miss	VERB
_005197883	379	11	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	379	12	match	match	VERB
_005197883	379	13	its	its	PRON
_005197883	379	14	greatness	greatness	NOUN
_005197883	379	15	against	against	ADP
_005197883	379	16	the	the	DET
_005197883	379	17	sunday	sunday	PROPN
_005197883	379	18	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	380	1	23	23	NUM
_005197883	380	2	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	380	3	sleep	sleep	NOUN
_005197883	380	4	i	i	PRON
_005197883	380	5	had	have	VERB
_005197883	380	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	380	7	the	the	DET
_005197883	380	8	crap	crap	NOUN
_005197883	380	9	game	game	NOUN
_005197883	380	10	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	380	11	card	card	NOUN
_005197883	380	12	game	game	NOUN
_005197883	380	13	i	i	PRON
_005197883	380	14	played	play	VERB
_005197883	380	15	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	380	16	the	the	DET
_005197883	380	17	drinking	drinking	NOUN
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_005197883	380	19	i	i	PRON
_005197883	380	20	indulged	indulge	VERB
_005197883	380	21	in	in	ADP
_005197883	380	22	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	381	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	381	2	look	look	VERB
_005197883	381	3	at	at	ADP
_005197883	381	4	my	my	PRON
_005197883	381	5	blushing	blushing	NOUN
_005197883	381	6	record	record	NOUN
_005197883	381	7	of	of	ADP
_005197883	381	8	girls	girl	NOUN
_005197883	381	9	i	i	PRON
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_005197883	381	11	into	into	ADP
_005197883	381	12	sin	sin	NOUN
_005197883	381	13	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	381	14	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	381	15	men	man	NOUN
_005197883	381	16	i	i	PRON
_005197883	381	17	coaxed	coax	VERB
_005197883	381	18	to	to	ADP
_005197883	381	19	indecency	indecency	NOUN
_005197883	381	20	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	381	21	i	i	PRON
_005197883	381	22	have	have	VERB
_005197883	381	23	nothing	nothing	PRON
_005197883	381	24	to	to	PART
_005197883	381	25	brag	brag	VERB
_005197883	381	26	about	about	ADP
_005197883	381	27	here	here	ADV
_005197883	382	1	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	382	2	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	382	3	’s	’s	PROPN
_005197883	382	4	favorite	favorite	ADJ
_005197883	382	5	virtue	virtue	NOUN
_005197883	382	6	dragged	drag	VERB
_005197883	382	7	through	through	ADP
_005197883	382	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	382	9	mud	mud	NOUN
_005197883	382	10	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	383	1	tied	tie	VERB
_005197883	383	2	in	in	ADP
_005197883	383	3	with	with	ADP
_005197883	383	4	this	this	DET
_005197883	383	5	notion	notion	NOUN
_005197883	383	6	of	of	ADP
_005197883	383	7	the	the	DET
_005197883	383	8	^^easy	^^easy	PROPN
_005197883	383	9	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	383	10	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	383	11	is	be	AUX
_005197883	383	12	the	the	DET
_005197883	383	13	fourth	fourth	ADJ
_005197883	383	14	point	point	NOUN
_005197883	383	15	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	384	1	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	384	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	384	3	chatted	chat	VERB
_005197883	384	4	in	in	ADP
_005197883	384	5	my	my	PRON
_005197883	384	6	course	course	NOUN
_005197883	384	7	of	of	ADP
_005197883	384	8	instructions	instruction	NOUN
_005197883	384	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	384	10	i	i	PRON
_005197883	384	11	remarked	remark	VERB
_005197883	384	12	how	how	SCONJ
_005197883	384	13	often	often	ADV
_005197883	384	14	a	a	DET
_005197883	384	15	name	name	NOUN
_005197883	384	16	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	384	17	names	name	NOUN
_005197883	384	18	were	be	AUX
_005197883	384	19	linked	link	VERB
_005197883	384	20	to	to	ADP
_005197883	384	21	my	my	PRON
_005197883	384	22	failures	failure	NOUN
_005197883	384	23	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	385	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	385	2	can	can	AUX
_005197883	385	3	not	not	PART
_005197883	385	4	blame	blame	VERB
_005197883	385	5	companions	companion	NOUN
_005197883	385	6	for	for	ADP
_005197883	385	7	what	what	PRON
_005197883	385	8	i	i	PRON
_005197883	385	9	did	do	AUX
_005197883	385	10	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	386	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	386	2	think	think	VERB
_005197883	386	3	i	i	PRON
_005197883	386	4	should	should	AUX
_005197883	386	5	take	take	VERB
_005197883	386	6	the	the	DET
_005197883	386	7	blame	blame	NOUN
_005197883	386	8	for	for	ADP
_005197883	386	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	386	10	complete	complete	ADJ
_005197883	386	11	job	job	NOUN
_005197883	386	12	of	of	ADP
_005197883	386	13	faithlessness	faithlessness	NOUN
_005197883	386	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	387	1	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	387	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	387	3	may	may	AUX
_005197883	387	4	i	i	PRON
_005197883	387	5	offer	offer	VERB
_005197883	387	6	a	a	DET
_005197883	387	7	caution	caution	NOUN
_005197883	387	8	on	on	ADP
_005197883	387	9	companionship	companionship	NOUN
_005197883	387	10	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	388	1	when	when	SCONJ
_005197883	388	2	you	you	PRON
_005197883	388	3	pick	pick	VERB
_005197883	388	4	’em	’em	PRON
_005197883	388	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	388	6	make	make	VERB
_005197883	388	7	’em	’em	PRON
_005197883	388	8	good	good	ADJ
_005197883	388	9	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	389	1	make	make	VERB
_005197883	389	2	your	your	PRON
_005197883	389	3	friends	friend	NOUN
_005197883	389	4	among	among	ADP
_005197883	389	5	people	people	NOUN
_005197883	389	6	who	who	PRON
_005197883	389	7	are	be	AUX
_005197883	389	8	a	a	DET
_005197883	389	9	bit	bit	NOUN
_005197883	389	10	beyond	beyond	ADP
_005197883	389	11	your	your	PRON
_005197883	389	12	grade	grade	NOUN
_005197883	389	13	in	in	ADP
_005197883	389	14	the	the	DET
_005197883	389	15	spiritual	spiritual	ADJ
_005197883	389	16	order	order	NOUN
_005197883	389	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	390	1	this	this	PRON
_005197883	390	2	will	will	AUX
_005197883	390	3	keep	keep	VERB
_005197883	390	4	you	you	PRON
_005197883	390	5	stepping	step	VERB
_005197883	390	6	to	to	PART
_005197883	390	7	keep	keep	VERB
_005197883	390	8	up	up	ADP
_005197883	390	9	with	with	ADP
_005197883	390	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	390	11	parade	parade	NOUN
_005197883	390	12	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	391	1	you	you	PRON
_005197883	391	2	will	will	AUX
_005197883	391	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	391	4	also	also	ADV
_005197883	391	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	391	6	see	see	VERB
_005197883	391	7	yourself	yourself	PRON
_005197883	391	8	to	to	PART
_005197883	391	9	be	be	AUX
_005197883	391	10	out	out	ADP
_005197883	391	11	of	of	ADP
_005197883	391	12	step	step	NOUN
_005197883	391	13	quickly	quickly	ADV
_005197883	391	14	enough	enough	ADV
_005197883	391	15	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	391	16	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	391	17	you	you	PRON
_005197883	391	18	line	line	VERB
_005197883	391	19	up	up	ADP
_005197883	391	20	with	with	ADP
_005197883	391	21	good	good	ADJ
_005197883	391	22	marchers	marcher	NOUN
_005197883	391	23	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	392	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	392	2	go	go	VERB
_005197883	392	3	over	over	ADP
_005197883	392	4	my	my	PRON
_005197883	392	5	choice	choice	NOUN
_005197883	392	6	of	of	ADP
_005197883	392	7	companions	companion	NOUN
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_005197883	392	9	i	i	PRON
_005197883	392	10	realize	realize	VERB
_005197883	392	11	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	392	12	i	i	PRON
_005197883	392	13	sought	seek	VERB
_005197883	392	14	those	those	PRON
_005197883	392	15	who	who	PRON
_005197883	392	16	would	would	AUX
_005197883	392	17	rebuke	rebuke	VERB
_005197883	392	18	me	i	PRON
_005197883	392	19	least	least	ADJ
_005197883	392	20	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	393	1	birds	bird	NOUN
_005197883	393	2	of	of	ADP
_005197883	393	3	a	a	DET
_005197883	393	4	feather	feather	NOUN
_005197883	393	5	do	do	VERB
_005197883	393	6	flock	flock	NOUN
_005197883	393	7	together	together	ADV
_005197883	393	8	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	393	9	believe	believe	VERB
_005197883	393	10	me	i	PRON
_005197883	393	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	394	1	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	394	2	you	you	PRON
_005197883	394	3	want	want	VERB
_005197883	394	4	a	a	DET
_005197883	394	5	fast	fast	ADJ
_005197883	394	6	glance	glance	NOUN
_005197883	394	7	at	at	ADP
_005197883	394	8	what	what	PRON
_005197883	394	9	you	you	PRON
_005197883	394	10	are	be	AUX
_005197883	394	11	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	394	12	list	list	VERB
_005197883	394	13	your	your	PRON
_005197883	394	14	ten	ten	NUM
_005197883	394	15	closest	close	ADJ
_005197883	394	16	friends	friend	NOUN
_005197883	394	17	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	394	18	constant	constant	ADJ
_005197883	394	19	companions	companion	NOUN
_005197883	394	20	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	395	1	what	what	PRON
_005197883	395	2	is	be	AUX
_005197883	395	3	their	their	PRON
_005197883	395	4	reputation	reputation	NOUN
_005197883	395	5	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	396	1	good	good	ADJ
_005197883	396	2	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	397	1	bad	bad	ADJ
_005197883	397	2	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	398	1	indifferent	indifferent	ADJ
_005197883	398	2	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	399	1	check	check	VERB
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_005197883	399	3	the	the	DET
_005197883	399	4	qualifications	qualification	NOUN
_005197883	399	5	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	399	6	there	there	ADV
_005197883	399	7	you	you	PRON
_005197883	399	8	are	be	AUX
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_005197883	400	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	400	2	factor	factor	NOUN
_005197883	400	3	of	of	ADP
_005197883	400	4	companionship	companionship	NOUN
_005197883	400	5	that	that	PRON
_005197883	400	6	is	be	AUX
_005197883	400	7	most	most	ADV
_005197883	400	8	potent	potent	ADJ
_005197883	400	9	is	be	AUX
_005197883	400	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	400	11	natural	natural	ADJ
_005197883	400	12	response	response	NOUN
_005197883	400	13	in	in	ADP
_005197883	400	14	all	all	PRON
_005197883	400	15	of	of	ADP
_005197883	400	16	us	we	PRON
_005197883	400	17	to	to	PART
_005197883	400	18	imitate	imitate	VERB
_005197883	400	19	our	our	PRON
_005197883	400	20	friends	friend	NOUN
_005197883	400	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	401	1	this	this	PRON
_005197883	401	2	works	work	VERB
_005197883	401	3	both	both	DET
_005197883	401	4	ways	way	NOUN
_005197883	401	5	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	401	6	choose	choose	VERB
_005197883	401	7	bad	bad	ADJ
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_005197883	401	9	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	401	10	you	you	PRON
_005197883	401	11	’ll	’ll	AUX
_005197883	401	12	mimic	mimic	VERB
_005197883	401	13	their	their	PRON
_005197883	401	14	hindering	hindering	NOUN
_005197883	401	15	ways	way	NOUN
_005197883	401	16	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	401	17	select	select	VERB
_005197883	401	18	good	good	ADJ
_005197883	401	19	companions	companion	NOUN
_005197883	401	20	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	401	21	you	you	PRON
_005197883	401	22	have	have	AUX
_005197883	401	23	set	set	VERB
_005197883	401	24	up	up	ADP
_005197883	401	25	a	a	DET
_005197883	401	26	standard	standard	NOUN
_005197883	401	27	of	of	ADP
_005197883	401	28	excellence	excellence	NOUN
_005197883	401	29	that	that	PRON
_005197883	401	30	will	will	AUX
_005197883	401	31	serve	serve	VERB
_005197883	401	32	you	you	PRON
_005197883	401	33	well	well	ADV
_005197883	401	34	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	402	1	my	my	PRON
_005197883	402	2	failure	failure	NOUN
_005197883	402	3	to	to	PART
_005197883	402	4	make	make	VERB
_005197883	402	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	402	6	wise	wise	ADJ
_005197883	402	7	choice	choice	NOUN
_005197883	402	8	resulted	result	VERB
_005197883	402	9	in	in	ADP
_005197883	402	10	some	some	PRON
_005197883	402	11	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	402	12	24	24	NUM
_005197883	402	13	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	402	14	of	of	ADP
_005197883	402	15	these	these	DET
_005197883	402	16	black	black	ADJ
_005197883	402	17	moments	moment	NOUN
_005197883	402	18	i	i	PRON
_005197883	402	19	have	have	AUX
_005197883	402	20	hinted	hint	VERB
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_005197883	402	22	in	in	ADP
_005197883	402	23	this	this	DET
_005197883	402	24	story	story	NOUN
_005197883	402	25	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	403	1	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	403	2	i	i	PRON
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_005197883	403	4	it	it	PRON
_005197883	403	5	to	to	PART
_005197883	403	6	do	do	VERB
_005197883	403	7	again	again	ADV
_005197883	403	8	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	403	9	there	there	PRON
_005197883	403	10	would	would	AUX
_005197883	403	11	be	be	AUX
_005197883	403	12	no	no	DET
_005197883	403	13	high	high	ADJ
_005197883	403	14	school	school	NOUN
_005197883	403	15	^^gang	^^gang	PROPN
_005197883	403	16	’’	’'	PUNCT
_005197883	403	17	with	with	ADP
_005197883	403	18	a	a	DET
_005197883	403	19	set	set	NOUN
_005197883	403	20	of	of	ADP
_005197883	403	21	morals	moral	NOUN
_005197883	403	22	approximating	approximate	VERB
_005197883	403	23	the	the	DET
_005197883	403	24	moronic	moronic	NOUN
_005197883	403	25	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	403	26	there	there	PRON
_005197883	403	27	would	would	AUX
_005197883	403	28	be	be	AUX
_005197883	403	29	no	no	DET
_005197883	403	30	scoffing	scoff	VERB
_005197883	403	31	teacher	teacher	NOUN
_005197883	403	32	for	for	ADP
_005197883	403	33	a	a	DET
_005197883	403	34	hero	hero	NOUN
_005197883	403	35	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	403	36	there	there	PRON
_005197883	403	37	would	would	AUX
_005197883	403	38	be	be	AUX
_005197883	403	39	no	no	DET
_005197883	403	40	drift	drift	NOUN
_005197883	403	41	to	to	ADP
_005197883	403	42	the	the	DET
_005197883	403	43	loose	loose	ADV
_005197883	403	44	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	403	45	tongued	tongue	VERB
_005197883	403	46	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	403	47	grouchy	grouchy	ADJ
_005197883	403	48	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	403	49	griping	gripe	VERB
_005197883	403	50	type	type	NOUN
_005197883	403	51	of	of	ADP
_005197883	403	52	service	service	NOUN
_005197883	403	53	man	man	NOUN
_005197883	403	54	who	who	PRON
_005197883	403	55	always	always	ADV
_005197883	403	56	had	have	VERB
_005197883	403	57	an	an	DET
_005197883	403	58	excuse	excuse	NOUN
_005197883	403	59	for	for	ADP
_005197883	403	60	his	his	PRON
_005197883	403	61	delinquency	delinquency	NOUN
_005197883	403	62	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	404	1	high	high	ADJ
_005197883	404	2	school	school	NOUN
_005197883	404	3	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	404	4	service	service	NOUN
_005197883	404	5	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	404	6	college	college	NOUN
_005197883	404	7	present	present	VERB
_005197883	404	8	a	a	DET
_005197883	404	9	full	full	ADJ
_005197883	404	10	complement	complement	NOUN
_005197883	404	11	of	of	ADP
_005197883	404	12	^^good	^^good	PROPN
_005197883	404	13	eggs	egg	NOUN
_005197883	404	14	’’	’'	PUNCT
_005197883	404	15	with	with	ADP
_005197883	404	16	high	high	ADJ
_005197883	404	17	standards	standard	NOUN
_005197883	404	18	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	404	19	today	today	NOUN
_005197883	404	20	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	404	21	i	i	PRON
_005197883	404	22	’d	’d	AUX
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_005197883	404	24	these	these	PRON
_005197883	404	25	for	for	ADP
_005197883	404	26	companionship	companionship	NOUN
_005197883	404	27	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	405	1	today	today	NOUN
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_005197883	405	3	i	i	PRON
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_005197883	405	6	out	out	ADP
_005197883	405	7	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	405	8	i	i	PRON
_005197883	405	9	settle	settle	VERB
_005197883	405	10	down	down	ADP
_005197883	405	11	to	to	PART
_005197883	405	12	begin	begin	VERB
_005197883	405	13	my	my	PRON
_005197883	405	14	new	new	ADJ
_005197883	405	15	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	405	16	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	406	1	faith	faith	NOUN
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_005197883	406	4	my	my	PRON
_005197883	406	5	instructions	instruction	NOUN
_005197883	406	6	were	be	AUX
_005197883	406	7	half	half	ADV
_005197883	406	8	completed	complete	VERB
_005197883	406	9	when	when	SCONJ
_005197883	406	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	406	11	priest	priest	NOUN
_005197883	406	12	suggested	suggest	VERB
_005197883	406	13	i	i	PRON
_005197883	406	14	go	go	VERB
_005197883	406	15	to	to	ADP
_005197883	406	16	the	the	DET
_005197883	406	17	sacraments	sacrament	NOUN
_005197883	406	18	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	407	1	when	when	SCONJ
_005197883	407	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	407	3	hesitated	hesitate	VERB
_005197883	407	4	about	about	ADP
_005197883	407	5	confession	confession	NOUN
_005197883	407	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	407	7	he	he	PRON
_005197883	407	8	laughed	laugh	VERB
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_005197883	407	10	said	say	VERB
_005197883	407	11	:	:	PUNCT
_005197883	407	12	‘	'	PUNCT
_005197883	407	13	^come	^come	VERB
_005197883	407	14	on	on	ADP
_005197883	407	15	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	408	1	you	you	PRON
_005197883	408	2	’ve	’ve	AUX
_005197883	408	3	been	be	AUX
_005197883	408	4	ducking	duck	VERB
_005197883	408	5	it	it	PRON
_005197883	408	6	long	long	ADV
_005197883	408	7	enough	enough	ADV
_005197883	408	8	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	408	9	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	409	1	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	409	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	409	3	he	he	PRON
_005197883	409	4	was	be	AUX
_005197883	409	5	absolutely	absolutely	ADV
_005197883	409	6	correct	correct	ADJ
_005197883	409	7	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	410	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	410	2	made	make	VERB
_005197883	410	3	the	the	DET
_005197883	410	4	thought	thought	NOUN
_005197883	410	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	410	6	fifth	fifth	ADJ
_005197883	410	7	point	point	NOUN
_005197883	410	8	in	in	ADP
_005197883	410	9	my	my	PRON
_005197883	410	10	pattern	pattern	NOUN
_005197883	410	11	of	of	ADP
_005197883	410	12	losing	lose	VERB
_005197883	410	13	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	410	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	411	1	it	it	PRON
_005197883	411	2	was	be	AUX
_005197883	411	3	so	so	ADV
_005197883	411	4	true	true	ADJ
_005197883	411	5	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	411	6	i	i	PRON
_005197883	411	7	had	have	AUX
_005197883	411	8	persisted	persist	VERB
_005197883	411	9	in	in	ADP
_005197883	411	10	sin	sin	NOUN
_005197883	411	11	because	because	SCONJ
_005197883	411	12	i	i	PRON
_005197883	411	13	could	could	AUX
_005197883	411	14	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	411	15	bring	bring	VERB
_005197883	411	16	myself	myself	PRON
_005197883	411	17	to	to	PART
_005197883	411	18	go	go	VERB
_005197883	411	19	to	to	ADP
_005197883	411	20	confession	confession	NOUN
_005197883	411	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	412	1	funny	funny	ADJ
_005197883	412	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	412	3	once	once	SCONJ
_005197883	412	4	you	you	PRON
_005197883	412	5	commit	commit	VERB
_005197883	412	6	a	a	DET
_005197883	412	7	serious	serious	ADJ
_005197883	412	8	sin	sin	NOUN
_005197883	412	9	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	412	10	you	you	PRON
_005197883	412	11	suspect	suspect	VERB
_005197883	412	12	you	you	PRON
_005197883	412	13	’ll	’ll	AUX
_005197883	412	14	repeat	repeat	VERB
_005197883	412	15	it	it	PRON
_005197883	412	16	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	412	17	you	you	PRON
_005197883	412	18	start	start	VERB
_005197883	412	19	avoiding	avoid	VERB
_005197883	412	20	confession	confession	NOUN
_005197883	412	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	413	1	in	in	ADP
_005197883	413	2	a	a	DET
_005197883	413	3	sort	sort	NOUN
_005197883	413	4	of	of	ADP
_005197883	413	5	terrible	terrible	ADJ
_005197883	413	6	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	413	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	413	8	a	a	DET
_005197883	413	9	fellow	fellow	NOUN
_005197883	413	10	^^stacks	^^stacks	PUNCT
_005197883	413	11	up	up	ADP
_005197883	413	12	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	413	13	his	his	PRON
_005197883	413	14	sins	sin	NOUN
_005197883	413	15	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	413	16	waits	wait	NOUN
_005197883	413	17	to	to	PART
_005197883	413	18	unload	unload	VERB
_005197883	413	19	them	they	PRON
_005197883	413	20	all	all	PRON
_005197883	413	21	at	at	ADP
_005197883	413	22	once	once	ADV
_005197883	413	23	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	414	1	this	this	PRON
_005197883	414	2	is	be	AUX
_005197883	414	3	really	really	ADV
_005197883	414	4	an	an	DET
_005197883	414	5	abuse	abuse	NOUN
_005197883	414	6	of	of	ADP
_005197883	414	7	confession	confession	NOUN
_005197883	414	8	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	414	9	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	414	10	many	many	ADJ
_005197883	414	11	of	of	ADP
_005197883	414	12	us	we	PRON
_005197883	414	13	do	do	AUX
_005197883	414	14	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	414	15	realize	realize	VERB
_005197883	414	16	that	that	PRON
_005197883	414	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	415	1	a	a	DET
_005197883	415	2	more	more	ADV
_005197883	415	3	serious	serious	ADJ
_005197883	415	4	mistake	mistake	NOUN
_005197883	415	5	is	be	AUX
_005197883	415	6	avoiding	avoid	VERB
_005197883	415	7	confession	confession	NOUN
_005197883	415	8	because	because	SCONJ
_005197883	415	9	we	we	PRON
_005197883	415	10	know	know	VERB
_005197883	415	11	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	415	12	it	it	PRON
_005197883	415	13	means	mean	VERB
_005197883	415	14	having	have	VERB
_005197883	415	15	to	to	PART
_005197883	415	16	promise	promise	VERB
_005197883	415	17	to	to	PART
_005197883	415	18	amend	amend	VERB
_005197883	415	19	our	our	PRON
_005197883	415	20	lives	life	NOUN
_005197883	415	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	416	1	here	here	ADV
_005197883	416	2	is	be	AUX
_005197883	416	3	where	where	SCONJ
_005197883	416	4	our	our	PRON
_005197883	416	5	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	416	6	softness	softness	NOUN
_005197883	416	7	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	416	8	affects	affect	VERB
_005197883	416	9	us	we	PRON
_005197883	416	10	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	417	1	we	we	PRON
_005197883	417	2	ca	can	AUX
_005197883	417	3	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	417	4	pay	pay	VERB
_005197883	417	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	417	6	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	417	7	cost	cost	NOUN
_005197883	417	8	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	417	9	of	of	ADP
_005197883	417	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	417	11	check	check	NOUN
_005197883	417	12	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	417	13	up	up	NOUN
_005197883	417	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	417	15	the	the	DET
_005197883	417	16	giving	giving	NOUN
_005197883	417	17	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	417	18	up	up	NOUN
_005197883	417	19	of	of	ADP
_005197883	417	20	our	our	PRON
_005197883	417	21	sins	sin	NOUN
_005197883	417	22	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	418	1	we	we	PRON
_005197883	418	2	delay	delay	VERB
_005197883	418	3	in	in	ADP
_005197883	418	4	our	our	PRON
_005197883	418	5	indulgences	indulgence	NOUN
_005197883	418	6	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	418	7	25	25	NUM
_005197883	418	8	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	418	9	vicious	vicious	ADJ
_005197883	418	10	habits	habit	NOUN
_005197883	418	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	419	1	then	then	ADV
_005197883	419	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	419	3	a	a	DET
_005197883	419	4	crust	crust	NOUN
_005197883	419	5	covers	cover	VERB
_005197883	419	6	our	our	PRON
_005197883	419	7	conscience	conscience	NOUN
_005197883	419	8	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	419	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	419	10	need	need	NOUN
_005197883	419	11	to	to	PART
_005197883	419	12	go	go	VERB
_005197883	419	13	to	to	ADP
_005197883	419	14	confession	confession	NOUN
_005197883	419	15	becomes	become	VERB
_005197883	419	16	less	less	ADV
_005197883	419	17	imperative	imperative	ADJ
_005197883	419	18	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	420	1	sometimes	sometimes	ADV
_005197883	420	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	420	3	a	a	DET
_005197883	420	4	bad	bad	ADJ
_005197883	420	5	confession	confession	NOUN
_005197883	420	6	plagues	plague	VERB
_005197883	420	7	us	we	PRON
_005197883	420	8	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	420	9	we	we	PRON
_005197883	420	10	dread	dread	VERB
_005197883	420	11	to	to	PART
_005197883	420	12	reveal	reveal	VERB
_005197883	420	13	this	this	PRON
_005197883	420	14	to	to	ADP
_005197883	420	15	a	a	DET
_005197883	420	16	priest	priest	NOUN
_005197883	420	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	421	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	421	2	had	have	VERB
_005197883	421	3	this	this	DET
_005197883	421	4	problem	problem	NOUN
_005197883	421	5	from	from	ADP
_005197883	421	6	high	high	ADJ
_005197883	421	7	school	school	NOUN
_005197883	421	8	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	422	1	it	it	PRON
_005197883	422	2	tortured	torture	VERB
_005197883	422	3	me	i	PRON
_005197883	422	4	for	for	ADP
_005197883	422	5	years	year	NOUN
_005197883	422	6	until	until	SCONJ
_005197883	422	7	i	i	PRON
_005197883	422	8	had	have	AUX
_005197883	422	9	become	become	VERB
_005197883	422	10	hardened	harden	VERB
_005197883	422	11	against	against	ADP
_005197883	422	12	the	the	DET
_005197883	422	13	whole	whole	ADJ
_005197883	422	14	religious	religious	ADJ
_005197883	422	15	setup	setup	NOUN
_005197883	422	16	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	423	1	in	in	ADP
_005197883	423	2	all	all	DET
_005197883	423	3	cases	case	NOUN
_005197883	423	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	423	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	423	6	neglect	neglect	NOUN
_005197883	423	7	of	of	ADP
_005197883	423	8	confession	confession	NOUN
_005197883	423	9	is	be	AUX
_005197883	423	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	423	11	sure	sure	ADJ
_005197883	423	12	sign	sign	NOUN
_005197883	423	13	of	of	ADP
_005197883	423	14	a	a	DET
_005197883	423	15	fallen	fall	VERB
_005197883	423	16	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	423	17	away	away	ADV
_005197883	423	18	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	423	19	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	423	20	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	423	21	the	the	DET
_005197883	423	22	sure	sure	ADJ
_005197883	423	23	sign	sign	NOUN
_005197883	423	24	of	of	ADP
_005197883	423	25	a	a	DET
_005197883	423	26	person	person	NOUN
_005197883	423	27	fighting	fight	VERB
_005197883	423	28	a	a	DET
_005197883	423	29	moral	moral	ADJ
_005197883	423	30	problem	problem	NOUN
_005197883	423	31	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	424	1	neglect	neglect	NOUN
_005197883	424	2	is	be	AUX
_005197883	424	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	424	4	also	also	ADV
_005197883	424	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	424	6	a	a	DET
_005197883	424	7	sign	sign	NOUN
_005197883	424	8	of	of	ADP
_005197883	424	9	a	a	DET
_005197883	424	10	lack	lack	NOUN
_005197883	424	11	of	of	ADP
_005197883	424	12	desire	desire	NOUN
_005197883	424	13	to	to	PART
_005197883	424	14	be	be	AUX
_005197883	424	15	better	well	ADJ
_005197883	424	16	in	in	ADP
_005197883	424	17	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	424	18	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	424	19	way	way	NOUN
_005197883	424	20	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	425	1	there	there	PRON
_005197883	425	2	is	be	VERB
_005197883	425	3	nothing	nothing	PRON
_005197883	425	4	intellectual	intellectual	ADJ
_005197883	425	5	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	425	6	reasonable	reasonable	ADJ
_005197883	425	7	about	about	ADP
_005197883	425	8	a	a	DET
_005197883	425	9	catholic	catholic	NOUN
_005197883	425	10	rejecting	reject	VERB
_005197883	425	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	425	12	sacrament	sacrament	NOUN
_005197883	425	13	of	of	ADP
_005197883	425	14	penance	penance	NOUN
_005197883	425	15	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	426	1	when	when	SCONJ
_005197883	426	2	he	he	PRON
_005197883	426	3	knows	know	VERB
_005197883	426	4	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	426	5	christ	christ	PROPN
_005197883	426	6	has	have	AUX
_005197883	426	7	left	leave	VERB
_005197883	426	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	426	9	power	power	NOUN
_005197883	426	10	of	of	ADP
_005197883	426	11	pardon	pardon	NOUN
_005197883	426	12	in	in	ADP
_005197883	426	13	the	the	DET
_005197883	426	14	grant	grant	NOUN
_005197883	426	15	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	426	16	whose	whose	DET
_005197883	426	17	sins	sin	NOUN
_005197883	426	18	you	you	PRON
_005197883	426	19	shall	shall	AUX
_005197883	426	20	forgive	forgive	VERB
_005197883	426	21	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	426	22	they	they	PRON
_005197883	426	23	are	be	AUX
_005197883	426	24	forgiven	forgive	VERB
_005197883	426	25	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	426	26	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	426	27	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	426	28	he	he	PRON
_005197883	426	29	avoids	avoid	VERB
_005197883	426	30	that	that	DET
_005197883	426	31	power	power	NOUN
_005197883	426	32	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	426	33	he	he	PRON
_005197883	426	34	must	must	AUX
_005197883	426	35	do	do	VERB
_005197883	426	36	some	some	DET
_005197883	426	37	tall	tall	ADJ
_005197883	426	38	explaining	explaining	NOUN
_005197883	426	39	to	to	PART
_005197883	426	40	show	show	VERB
_005197883	426	41	why	why	SCONJ
_005197883	426	42	he	he	PRON
_005197883	426	43	prefers	prefer	VERB
_005197883	426	44	to	to	PART
_005197883	426	45	remain	remain	VERB
_005197883	426	46	in	in	ADP
_005197883	426	47	sin	sin	NOUN
_005197883	426	48	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	427	1	does	do	AUX
_005197883	427	2	he	he	PRON
_005197883	427	3	love	love	VERB
_005197883	427	4	his	his	PRON
_005197883	427	5	sin	sin	NOUN
_005197883	427	6	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	427	7	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	427	8	does	do	AUX
_005197883	427	9	he	he	PRON
_005197883	427	10	dread	dread	VERB
_005197883	427	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	427	12	hardship	hardship	NOUN
_005197883	427	13	of	of	ADP
_005197883	427	14	fighting	fighting	NOUN
_005197883	427	15	to	to	PART
_005197883	427	16	be	be	AUX
_005197883	427	17	sinless	sinless	ADJ
_005197883	427	18	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	428	1	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	428	2	he	he	PRON
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_005197883	428	4	his	his	PRON
_005197883	428	5	sin	sin	NOUN
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_005197883	428	7	he	he	PRON
_005197883	428	8	clutches	clutch	VERB
_005197883	428	9	a	a	DET
_005197883	428	10	strange	strange	ADJ
_005197883	428	11	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	428	12	repulsive	repulsive	ADJ
_005197883	428	13	love	love	NOUN
_005197883	428	14	to	to	ADP
_005197883	428	15	his	his	PRON
_005197883	428	16	heart	heart	NOUN
_005197883	428	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	429	1	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	429	2	he	he	PRON
_005197883	429	3	dreads	dread	VERB
_005197883	429	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	429	5	fight	fight	NOUN
_005197883	429	6	to	to	PART
_005197883	429	7	be	be	AUX
_005197883	429	8	sinless	sinless	ADJ
_005197883	429	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	429	10	he	he	PRON
_005197883	429	11	admits	admit	VERB
_005197883	429	12	himself	himself	PRON
_005197883	429	13	a	a	DET
_005197883	429	14	coward	coward	NOUN
_005197883	429	15	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	430	1	on	on	ADP
_005197883	430	2	either	either	DET
_005197883	430	3	count	count	NOUN
_005197883	430	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	430	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	430	6	catholic	catholic	NOUN
_005197883	430	7	who	who	PRON
_005197883	430	8	shies	shy	VERB
_005197883	430	9	from	from	ADP
_005197883	430	10	confession	confession	NOUN
_005197883	430	11	is	be	AUX
_005197883	430	12	a	a	DET
_005197883	430	13	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	430	14	gone	go	VERB
_005197883	430	15	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	430	16	goose	goose	NOUN
_005197883	430	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	430	18	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	431	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	431	2	got	get	VERB
_005197883	431	3	down	down	ADP
_005197883	431	4	on	on	ADP
_005197883	431	5	my	my	PRON
_005197883	431	6	knees	knee	NOUN
_005197883	431	7	in	in	ADP
_005197883	431	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	431	9	chaplain	chaplain	NOUN
_005197883	431	10	’s	’s	NOUN
_005197883	431	11	office	office	NOUN
_005197883	431	12	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	431	13	poured	pour	VERB
_005197883	431	14	out	out	ADP
_005197883	431	15	the	the	DET
_005197883	431	16	burden	burden	NOUN
_005197883	431	17	of	of	ADP
_005197883	431	18	the	the	DET
_005197883	431	19	years	year	NOUN
_005197883	431	20	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	432	1	what	what	PRON
_005197883	432	2	a	a	DET
_005197883	432	3	relief	relief	NOUN
_005197883	432	4	when	when	SCONJ
_005197883	432	5	i	i	PRON
_005197883	432	6	stood	stand	VERB
_005197883	432	7	up	up	ADP
_005197883	432	8	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	433	1	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	433	2	someone	someone	PRON
_005197883	433	3	had	have	AUX
_005197883	433	4	lifted	lift	VERB
_005197883	433	5	a	a	DET
_005197883	433	6	whole	whole	ADJ
_005197883	433	7	world	world	NOUN
_005197883	433	8	from	from	ADP
_005197883	433	9	my	my	PRON
_005197883	433	10	shoulders	shoulder	NOUN
_005197883	433	11	i	i	PRON
_005197883	433	12	could	could	AUX
_005197883	433	13	not	not	PART
_005197883	433	14	have	have	AUX
_005197883	433	15	felt	feel	VERB
_005197883	433	16	lighter	light	ADJ
_005197883	433	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	434	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	434	2	was	be	AUX
_005197883	434	3	laughing	laugh	VERB
_005197883	434	4	nervously	nervously	ADV
_005197883	434	5	from	from	ADP
_005197883	434	6	the	the	DET
_005197883	434	7	sensation	sensation	NOUN
_005197883	434	8	of	of	ADP
_005197883	434	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	434	10	great	great	ADJ
_005197883	434	11	weight	weight	NOUN
_005197883	434	12	of	of	ADP
_005197883	434	13	sin	sin	NOUN
_005197883	434	14	being	be	AUX
_005197883	434	15	dumped	dump	VERB
_005197883	434	16	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	435	1	may	may	AUX
_005197883	435	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	435	3	say	say	VERB
_005197883	435	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	435	5	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	435	6	try	try	VERB
_005197883	435	7	confession	confession	NOUN
_005197883	435	8	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	435	9	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	436	1	to	to	ADP
_005197883	436	2	the	the	DET
_005197883	436	3	person	person	NOUN
_005197883	436	4	who	who	PRON
_005197883	436	5	is	be	AUX
_005197883	436	6	reading	read	VERB
_005197883	436	7	this	this	PRON
_005197883	436	8	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	436	9	has	have	VERB
_005197883	436	10	a	a	DET
_005197883	436	11	backlog	backlog	NOUN
_005197883	436	12	of	of	ADP
_005197883	436	13	sin	sin	NOUN
_005197883	436	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	437	1	your	your	PRON
_005197883	437	2	burden	burden	NOUN
_005197883	437	3	is	be	AUX
_005197883	437	4	not	not	PART
_005197883	437	5	worth	worth	ADJ
_005197883	437	6	the	the	DET
_005197883	437	7	refusal	refusal	NOUN
_005197883	437	8	of	of	ADP
_005197883	437	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	437	10	joy	joy	NOUN
_005197883	437	11	of	of	ADP
_005197883	437	12	relief	relief	NOUN
_005197883	437	13	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	438	1	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	438	2	26	26	NUM
_005197883	438	3	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	438	4	communion	communion	NOUN
_005197883	438	5	followed	follow	VERB
_005197883	438	6	confession	confession	NOUN
_005197883	438	7	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	438	8	i	i	PRON
_005197883	438	9	was	be	AUX
_005197883	438	10	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	438	11	home	home	NOUN
_005197883	438	12	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	438	13	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	439	1	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	439	2	first	first	ADV
_005197883	439	3	(	(	PUNCT
_005197883	439	4	a	a	DET
_005197883	439	5	fit	fit	ADJ
_005197883	439	6	description	description	NOUN
_005197883	439	7	for	for	ADP
_005197883	439	8	me	i	PRON
_005197883	439	9	in	in	ADP
_005197883	439	10	my	my	PRON
_005197883	439	11	new	new	ADJ
_005197883	439	12	understanding	understanding	NOUN
_005197883	439	13	)	)	PUNCT
_005197883	439	14	communion	communion	NOUN
_005197883	439	15	was	be	AUX
_005197883	439	16	all	all	PRON
_005197883	439	17	light	light	ADJ
_005197883	439	18	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	439	19	glory	glory	NOUN
_005197883	439	20	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	440	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	440	2	could	could	AUX
_005197883	440	3	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	440	4	believe	believe	VERB
_005197883	440	5	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	440	6	someone	someone	PRON
_005197883	440	7	as	as	ADP
_005197883	440	8	rough	rough	ADJ
_005197883	440	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	440	10	tough	tough	ADJ
_005197883	440	11	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	440	12	nasty	nasty	ADJ
_005197883	440	13	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	440	14	i	i	PRON
_005197883	440	15	had	have	AUX
_005197883	440	16	been	be	AUX
_005197883	440	17	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	440	18	could	could	AUX
_005197883	440	19	experience	experience	VERB
_005197883	440	20	the	the	DET
_005197883	440	21	glory	glory	NOUN
_005197883	440	22	that	that	PRON
_005197883	440	23	i	i	PRON
_005197883	440	24	did	do	VERB
_005197883	440	25	in	in	ADP
_005197883	440	26	receiving	receive	VERB
_005197883	440	27	christ	christ	PROPN
_005197883	440	28	in	in	ADP
_005197883	440	29	the	the	DET
_005197883	440	30	eucharist	eucharist	NOUN
_005197883	440	31	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	441	1	back	back	ADV
_005197883	441	2	in	in	ADP
_005197883	441	3	my	my	PRON
_005197883	441	4	pew	pew	NOUN
_005197883	441	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	441	6	i	i	PRON
_005197883	441	7	tried	try	VERB
_005197883	441	8	to	to	PART
_005197883	441	9	pray	pray	VERB
_005197883	441	10	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	441	11	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	441	12	kept	keep	VERB
_005197883	441	13	being	be	AUX
_005197883	441	14	distracted	distract	VERB
_005197883	441	15	by	by	ADP
_005197883	441	16	the	the	DET
_005197883	441	17	thought	thought	NOUN
_005197883	441	18	of	of	ADP
_005197883	441	19	what	what	PRON
_005197883	441	20	i	i	PRON
_005197883	441	21	had	have	AUX
_005197883	441	22	been	be	AUX
_005197883	441	23	missing	miss	VERB
_005197883	441	24	all	all	DET
_005197883	441	25	these	these	DET
_005197883	441	26	years	year	NOUN
_005197883	441	27	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	442	1	what	what	PRON
_005197883	442	2	a	a	DET
_005197883	442	3	fool	fool	NOUN
_005197883	442	4	i	i	PRON
_005197883	442	5	’d	’d	AUX
_005197883	442	6	been	be	AUX
_005197883	442	7	to	to	PART
_005197883	442	8	utter	utter	VERB
_005197883	442	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	442	10	words	word	NOUN
_005197883	442	11	of	of	ADP
_005197883	442	12	all	all	DET
_005197883	442	13	fools	fool	NOUN
_005197883	442	14	:	:	PUNCT
_005197883	442	15	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	442	16	i	i	PRON
_005197883	442	17	do	do	AUX
_005197883	442	18	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	442	19	believe	believe	VERB
_005197883	442	20	in	in	ADP
_005197883	442	21	anything	anything	PRON
_005197883	442	22	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	442	23	anymore	anymore	ADV
_005197883	442	24	!	!	PUNCT
_005197883	442	25	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	443	1	as	as	ADP
_005197883	443	2	with	with	ADP
_005197883	443	3	confession	confession	NOUN
_005197883	443	4	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	443	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	443	6	years	year	NOUN
_005197883	443	7	seemed	seem	VERB
_005197883	443	8	to	to	PART
_005197883	443	9	fall	fall	VERB
_005197883	443	10	away	away	ADV
_005197883	443	11	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	443	12	i	i	PRON
_005197883	443	13	was	be	AUX
_005197883	443	14	feeling	feel	VERB
_005197883	443	15	younger	young	ADJ
_005197883	443	16	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	443	17	freer	free	ADJ
_005197883	443	18	than	than	SCONJ
_005197883	443	19	i	i	PRON
_005197883	443	20	had	have	VERB
_005197883	443	21	for	for	ADP
_005197883	443	22	a	a	DET
_005197883	443	23	long	long	ADJ
_005197883	443	24	time	time	NOUN
_005197883	443	25	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	444	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	444	2	hard	hard	ADJ
_005197883	444	3	task	task	NOUN
_005197883	444	4	of	of	ADP
_005197883	444	5	persevering	persevere	VERB
_005197883	444	6	in	in	ADP
_005197883	444	7	my	my	PRON
_005197883	444	8	“	"	PUNCT
_005197883	444	9	return	return	NOUN
_005197883	444	10	”	"	PUNCT
_005197883	444	11	was	be	AUX
_005197883	444	12	before	before	ADP
_005197883	444	13	me	i	PRON
_005197883	444	14	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	444	15	that	that	DET
_005197883	444	16	communion	communion	NOUN
_005197883	444	17	told	tell	VERB
_005197883	444	18	me	i	PRON
_005197883	444	19	i	i	PRON
_005197883	444	20	could	could	AUX
_005197883	444	21	achieve	achieve	VERB
_005197883	444	22	perseverance	perseverance	NOUN
_005197883	444	23	in	in	ADP
_005197883	444	24	christ	christ	PROPN
_005197883	444	25	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	445	1	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	445	2	there	there	PRON
_005197883	445	3	were	be	VERB
_005197883	445	4	steps	step	NOUN
_005197883	445	5	to	to	PART
_005197883	445	6	unbelief	unbelief	VERB
_005197883	445	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	445	8	then	then	ADV
_005197883	445	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	445	10	there	there	PRON
_005197883	445	11	could	could	AUX
_005197883	445	12	be	be	AUX
_005197883	445	13	steps	step	NOUN
_005197883	445	14	to	to	ADP
_005197883	445	15	renewed	renew	VERB
_005197883	445	16	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	445	17	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	446	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	446	2	pattern	pattern	NOUN
_005197883	446	3	of	of	ADP
_005197883	446	4	loss	loss	NOUN
_005197883	446	5	could	could	AUX
_005197883	446	6	be	be	AUX
_005197883	446	7	turned	turn	VERB
_005197883	446	8	into	into	ADP
_005197883	446	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	446	10	pattern	pattern	NOUN
_005197883	446	11	of	of	ADP
_005197883	446	12	gain	gain	NOUN
_005197883	446	13	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	447	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	447	2	described	describe	VERB
_005197883	447	3	some	some	PRON
_005197883	447	4	of	of	ADP
_005197883	447	5	this	this	PRON
_005197883	447	6	to	to	ADP
_005197883	447	7	father	father	PROPN
_005197883	447	8	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	447	9	he	he	PRON
_005197883	447	10	agreed	agree	VERB
_005197883	447	11	with	with	ADP
_005197883	447	12	me	i	PRON
_005197883	447	13	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	448	1	what	what	PRON
_005197883	448	2	i	i	PRON
_005197883	448	3	neglected	neglect	VERB
_005197883	448	4	could	could	AUX
_005197883	448	5	be	be	AUX
_005197883	448	6	cared	care	VERB
_005197883	448	7	for	for	ADP
_005197883	448	8	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	448	9	what	what	PRON
_005197883	448	10	i	i	PRON
_005197883	448	11	starved	starve	VERB
_005197883	448	12	could	could	AUX
_005197883	448	13	be	be	AUX
_005197883	448	14	nourished	nourish	VERB
_005197883	448	15	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	449	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	449	2	pattern	pattern	NOUN
_005197883	449	3	of	of	ADP
_005197883	449	4	loss	loss	NOUN
_005197883	449	5	could	could	AUX
_005197883	449	6	be	be	AUX
_005197883	449	7	the	the	DET
_005197883	449	8	pattern	pattern	NOUN
_005197883	449	9	of	of	ADP
_005197883	449	10	gain	gain	NOUN
_005197883	449	11	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	449	12	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	449	13	i	i	PRON
_005197883	449	14	filled	fill	VERB
_005197883	449	15	up	up	ADP
_005197883	449	16	the	the	DET
_005197883	449	17	failures	failure	NOUN
_005197883	449	18	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	450	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	450	2	have	have	AUX
_005197883	450	3	been	be	AUX
_005197883	450	4	trying	try	VERB
_005197883	450	5	hard	hard	ADV
_005197883	450	6	to	to	PART
_005197883	450	7	do	do	VERB
_005197883	450	8	just	just	ADV
_005197883	450	9	that	that	PRON
_005197883	450	10	for	for	ADP
_005197883	450	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	450	12	last	last	ADJ
_005197883	450	13	year	year	NOUN
_005197883	450	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	451	1	once	once	ADV
_005197883	451	2	in	in	ADP
_005197883	451	3	a	a	DET
_005197883	451	4	while	while	NOUN
_005197883	451	5	i	i	PRON
_005197883	451	6	stumble	stumble	VERB
_005197883	451	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	451	8	sometimes	sometimes	ADV
_005197883	451	9	i	i	PRON
_005197883	451	10	’ve	’ve	AUX
_005197883	451	11	fallen	fall	VERB
_005197883	451	12	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	451	13	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	451	14	i	i	PRON
_005197883	451	15	do	do	AUX
_005197883	451	16	n’t	not	PART
_005197883	451	17	remain	remain	VERB
_005197883	451	18	down	down	ADV
_005197883	451	19	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	452	1	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	452	2	is	be	AUX
_005197883	452	3	too	too	ADV
_005197883	452	4	important	important	ADJ
_005197883	452	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	452	6	now	now	ADV
_005197883	452	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	452	8	to	to	PART
_005197883	452	9	be	be	AUX
_005197883	452	10	neglected	neglect	VERB
_005197883	452	11	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	453	1	even	even	ADV
_005197883	453	2	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	453	3	only	only	ADV
_005197883	453	4	for	for	ADP
_005197883	453	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	453	6	practical	practical	ADJ
_005197883	453	7	reason	reason	NOUN
_005197883	453	8	of	of	ADP
_005197883	453	9	peace	peace	NOUN
_005197883	453	10	of	of	ADP
_005197883	453	11	mind	mind	NOUN
_005197883	453	12	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	453	13	heart	heart	NOUN
_005197883	453	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	453	15	i	i	PRON
_005197883	453	16	want	want	VERB
_005197883	453	17	a	a	DET
_005197883	453	18	strong	strong	ADJ
_005197883	453	19	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	453	20	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	454	1	but	but	CCONJ
_005197883	454	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	454	3	more	more	ADJ
_005197883	454	4	than	than	ADP
_005197883	454	5	that	that	PRON
_005197883	454	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	454	7	i	i	PRON
_005197883	454	8	cherish	cherish	VERB
_005197883	454	9	it	it	PRON
_005197883	454	10	as	as	ADP
_005197883	454	11	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	454	12	’s	’s	PART
_005197883	454	13	favor	favor	NOUN
_005197883	454	14	to	to	ADP
_005197883	454	15	me	i	PRON
_005197883	454	16	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	454	17	his	his	PRON
_005197883	454	18	special	special	ADJ
_005197883	454	19	care	care	NOUN
_005197883	454	20	for	for	ADP
_005197883	454	21	me	i	PRON
_005197883	454	22	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	455	1	in	in	ADP
_005197883	455	2	gratitude	gratitude	NOUN
_005197883	455	3	for	for	ADP
_005197883	455	4	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	455	5	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	455	6	for	for	ADP
_005197883	455	7	a	a	DET
_005197883	455	8	second	second	ADJ
_005197883	455	9	chance	chance	NOUN
_005197883	455	10	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	455	11	i	i	PRON
_005197883	455	12	must	must	AUX
_005197883	455	13	work	work	VERB
_005197883	455	14	at	at	ADP
_005197883	455	15	rebuilding	rebuild	VERB
_005197883	455	16	my	my	PRON
_005197883	455	17	belief	belief	NOUN
_005197883	455	18	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	456	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	456	2	only	only	ADJ
_005197883	456	3	sadness	sadness	NOUN
_005197883	456	4	i	i	PRON
_005197883	456	5	have	have	VERB
_005197883	456	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	456	7	is	be	AUX
_005197883	456	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	456	9	thought	thought	NOUN
_005197883	456	10	of	of	ADP
_005197883	456	11	others	other	NOUN
_005197883	456	12	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	456	13	27	27	NUM
_005197883	456	14	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	456	15	who	who	PRON
_005197883	456	16	live	live	VERB
_005197883	456	17	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	456	18	now	now	ADV
_005197883	456	19	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	456	20	as	as	SCONJ
_005197883	456	21	i	i	PRON
_005197883	456	22	once	once	ADV
_005197883	456	23	lived	live	VERB
_005197883	456	24	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	457	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	457	2	pray	pray	VERB
_005197883	457	3	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	457	4	they	they	PRON
_005197883	457	5	may	may	AUX
_005197883	457	6	meet	meet	VERB
_005197883	457	7	the	the	DET
_005197883	457	8	person	person	NOUN
_005197883	457	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	457	10	read	read	VERB
_005197883	457	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	457	12	book	book	NOUN
_005197883	457	13	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	457	14	lose	lose	VERB
_005197883	457	15	the	the	DET
_005197883	457	16	argument	argument	NOUN
_005197883	457	17	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	457	18	that	that	PRON
_005197883	457	19	will	will	AUX
_005197883	457	20	turn	turn	VERB
_005197883	457	21	them	they	PRON
_005197883	457	22	back	back	ADV
_005197883	457	23	to	to	ADP
_005197883	457	24	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	457	25	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	458	1	i	i	PRON
_005197883	458	2	pray	pray	VERB
_005197883	458	3	that	that	SCONJ
_005197883	458	4	their	their	PRON
_005197883	458	5	pattern	pattern	NOUN
_005197883	458	6	of	of	ADP
_005197883	458	7	loss	loss	NOUN
_005197883	458	8	may	may	AUX
_005197883	458	9	become	become	VERB
_005197883	458	10	a	a	DET
_005197883	458	11	pattern	pattern	NOUN
_005197883	458	12	of	of	ADP
_005197883	458	13	gain	gain	NOUN
_005197883	458	14	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	458	15	that	that	DET
_005197883	458	16	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	458	17	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	458	18	lost	lose	VERB
_005197883	458	19	may	may	AUX
_005197883	458	20	be	be	AUX
_005197883	458	21	found	find	VERB
_005197883	458	22	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	459	1	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	459	2	waits	wait	VERB
_005197883	459	3	for	for	ADP
_005197883	459	4	them	they	PRON
_005197883	459	5	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	459	6	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	459	7	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	460	1	perhaps	perhaps	ADV
_005197883	460	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	460	3	for	for	ADP
_005197883	460	4	you	you	PRON
_005197883	460	5	who	who	PRON
_005197883	460	6	read	read	VERB
_005197883	460	7	this	this	DET
_005197883	460	8	booklet	booklet	NOUN
_005197883	460	9	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	460	10	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	461	1	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	461	2	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	462	1	his	his	PRON
_005197883	462	2	grace	grace	NOUN
_005197883	462	3	can	can	AUX
_005197883	462	4	renew	renew	VERB
_005197883	462	5	you	you	PRON
_005197883	462	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	462	7	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	462	8	you	you	PRON
_005197883	462	9	ask	ask	VERB
_005197883	462	10	for	for	ADP
_005197883	462	11	it	it	PRON
_005197883	462	12	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	463	1	why	why	SCONJ
_005197883	463	2	wait	wait	VERB
_005197883	463	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	463	4	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	463	5	lose	lose	VERB
_005197883	463	6	the	the	DET
_005197883	463	7	second	second	ADJ
_005197883	463	8	chance	chance	NOUN
_005197883	463	9	he	he	PRON
_005197883	463	10	is	be	AUX
_005197883	463	11	encouraging	encourage	VERB
_005197883	463	12	you	you	PRON
_005197883	463	13	to	to	PART
_005197883	463	14	take	take	VERB
_005197883	463	15	?	?	PUNCT
_005197883	464	1	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	464	2	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	464	3	lost	lose	VERB
_005197883	464	4	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	464	5	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	465	1	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	466	1	with	with	ADP
_005197883	466	2	god	god	PROPN
_005197883	466	3	to	to	PART
_005197883	466	4	guide	guide	VERB
_005197883	466	5	you	you	PRON
_005197883	466	6	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	466	7	can	can	AUX
_005197883	466	8	be	be	AUX
_005197883	466	9	found	find	VERB
_005197883	466	10	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	467	1	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	467	2	28	28	PROPN
_005197883	467	3	—	—	SYM
_005197883	467	4	51	51	NUM
_005197883	467	5	the	the	DET
_005197883	467	6	pavlist	pavlist	NOUN
_005197883	467	7	fathers	father	NOUN
_005197883	467	8	0	0	NUM
_005197883	467	9	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	467	10	nearly	nearly	ADV
_005197883	467	11	a	a	DET
_005197883	467	12	hundred	hundred	NUM
_005197883	467	13	years	year	NOUN
_005197883	467	14	ago	ago	ADV
_005197883	467	15	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	467	16	five	five	NUM
_005197883	467	17	american	american	ADJ
_005197883	467	18	priests	priest	NOUN
_005197883	467	19	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	467	20	all	all	DET
_005197883	467	21	converts	convert	NOUN
_005197883	467	22	to	to	ADP
_005197883	467	23	the	the	DET
_005197883	467	24	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	467	25	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	467	26	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	467	27	frequently	frequently	ADV
_005197883	467	28	discussed	discuss	VERB
_005197883	467	29	the	the	DET
_005197883	467	30	importance	importance	NOUN
_005197883	467	31	of	of	ADP
_005197883	467	32	explaining	explain	VERB
_005197883	467	33	the	the	DET
_005197883	467	34	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	467	35	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	467	36	to	to	ADP
_005197883	467	37	the	the	DET
_005197883	467	38	people	people	NOUN
_005197883	467	39	of	of	ADP
_005197883	467	40	america	america	PROPN
_005197883	467	41	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	468	1	isaac	isaac	PROPN
_005197883	468	2	thomas	thomas	PROPN
_005197883	468	3	hecker	hecker	PROPN
_005197883	468	4	soon	soon	ADV
_005197883	468	5	became	become	VERB
_005197883	468	6	their	their	PRON
_005197883	468	7	inspiring	inspiring	ADJ
_005197883	468	8	leader	leader	NOUN
_005197883	468	9	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	469	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	469	2	had	have	AUX
_005197883	469	3	read	read	VERB
_005197883	469	4	widely	widely	ADV
_005197883	469	5	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	469	6	engaged	engage	VERB
_005197883	469	7	in	in	ADP
_005197883	469	8	advancing	advance	VERB
_005197883	469	9	the	the	DET
_005197883	469	10	cause	cause	NOUN
_005197883	469	11	of	of	ADP
_005197883	469	12	the	the	DET
_005197883	469	13	workingman	workingman	NOUN
_005197883	469	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	469	15	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	469	16	had	have	AUX
_005197883	469	17	consulted	consult	VERB
_005197883	469	18	with	with	ADP
_005197883	469	19	leading	lead	VERB
_005197883	469	20	americans	american	NOUN
_005197883	469	21	regarding	regard	VERB
_005197883	469	22	a	a	DET
_005197883	469	23	satisfying	satisfying	ADJ
_005197883	469	24	philosophy	philosophy	NOUN
_005197883	469	25	of	of	ADP
_005197883	469	26	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	469	27	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	470	1	finding	find	VERB
_005197883	470	2	this	this	PRON
_005197883	470	3	in	in	ADP
_005197883	470	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	470	5	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	470	6	church	church	NOUN
_005197883	470	7	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	470	8	he	he	PRON
_005197883	470	9	dedicated	dedicate	VERB
_005197883	470	10	his	his	PRON
_005197883	470	11	life	life	NOUN
_005197883	470	12	to	to	ADP
_005197883	470	13	the	the	DET
_005197883	470	14	assistance	assistance	NOUN
_005197883	470	15	of	of	ADP
_005197883	470	16	those	those	PRON
_005197883	470	17	searching	search	VERB
_005197883	470	18	for	for	ADP
_005197883	470	19	eternal	eternal	ADJ
_005197883	470	20	truth	truth	NOUN
_005197883	470	21	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	471	1	in	in	ADP
_005197883	471	2	1858	1858	NUM
_005197883	471	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	471	4	after	after	ADP
_005197883	471	5	presenting	present	VERB
_005197883	471	6	his	his	PRON
_005197883	471	7	plans	plan	NOUN
_005197883	471	8	to	to	PART
_005197883	471	9	pope	pope	VERB
_005197883	471	10	pius	pius	PROPN
_005197883	471	11	ix	ix	PROPN
_005197883	471	12	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	471	13	he	he	PRON
_005197883	471	14	received	receive	VERB
_005197883	471	15	permission	permission	NOUN
_005197883	471	16	to	to	PART
_005197883	471	17	form	form	VERB
_005197883	471	18	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	471	19	with	with	ADP
_005197883	471	20	his	his	PRON
_005197883	471	21	four	four	NUM
_005197883	471	22	associates	associate	NOUN
_005197883	471	23	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	471	24	a	a	DET
_005197883	471	25	society	society	NOUN
_005197883	471	26	of	of	ADP
_005197883	471	27	priests	priest	NOUN
_005197883	471	28	who	who	PRON
_005197883	471	29	would	would	AUX
_005197883	471	30	labor	labor	VERB
_005197883	471	31	to	to	PART
_005197883	471	32	win	win	VERB
_005197883	471	33	converts	convert	NOUN
_005197883	471	34	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	471	35	preserve	preserve	VERB
_005197883	471	36	the	the	DET
_005197883	471	37	faith	faith	NOUN
_005197883	471	38	of	of	ADP
_005197883	471	39	our	our	PRON
_005197883	471	40	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	471	41	people	people	NOUN
_005197883	471	42	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	472	1	first	first	ADV
_005197883	472	2	superior	superior	ADJ
_005197883	472	3	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	472	4	indefatigable	indefatigable	ADJ
_005197883	472	5	leader	leader	NOUN
_005197883	472	6	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	473	1	father	father	PROPN
_005197883	473	2	hecker	hecker	PROPN
_005197883	473	3	initiated	initiate	VERB
_005197883	473	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	473	5	work	work	NOUN
_005197883	473	6	that	that	PRON
_005197883	473	7	gradually	gradually	ADV
_005197883	473	8	blossomed	blossom	VERB
_005197883	473	9	into	into	ADP
_005197883	473	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	473	11	paulist	paulist	NOUN
_005197883	473	12	apostolate	apostolate	NOUN
_005197883	473	13	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	474	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	474	2	gave	give	VERB
_005197883	474	3	lectures	lecture	NOUN
_005197883	474	4	to	to	ADP
_005197883	474	5	non	non	ADJ
_005197883	474	6	-	-	ADJ
_005197883	474	7	catholics	catholic	NOUN
_005197883	474	8	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	474	9	wrote	write	VERB
_005197883	474	10	books	book	NOUN
_005197883	474	11	to	to	PART
_005197883	474	12	enlighten	enlighten	VERB
_005197883	474	13	them	they	PRON
_005197883	474	14	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	474	15	founded	found	VERB
_005197883	474	16	the	the	DET
_005197883	474	17	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	474	18	world	world	NOUN
_005197883	474	19	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	474	20	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	474	21	published	publish	VERB
_005197883	474	22	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	474	23	books	book	NOUN
_005197883	474	24	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	474	25	pamphlets	pamphlet	NOUN
_005197883	474	26	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	474	27	leaflets	leaflet	NOUN
_005197883	474	28	for	for	ADP
_005197883	474	29	widespread	widespread	ADJ
_005197883	474	30	distribution	distribution	NOUN
_005197883	474	31	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	475	1	later	later	ADV
_005197883	475	2	on	on	ADV
_005197883	475	3	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	475	4	his	his	PRON
_005197883	475	5	followers	follower	NOUN
_005197883	475	6	expanded	expand	VERB
_005197883	475	7	these	these	DET
_005197883	475	8	works	work	NOUN
_005197883	475	9	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	476	1	parochial	parochial	ADJ
_005197883	476	2	missions	mission	NOUN
_005197883	476	3	for	for	ADP
_005197883	476	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	476	5	spiritual	spiritual	ADJ
_005197883	476	6	rejuvenation	rejuvenation	NOUN
_005197883	476	7	of	of	ADP
_005197883	476	8	catholics	catholic	NOUN
_005197883	476	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	476	10	dear	dear	ADJ
_005197883	476	11	to	to	ADP
_005197883	476	12	the	the	DET
_005197883	476	13	heart	heart	NOUN
_005197883	476	14	of	of	ADP
_005197883	476	15	father	father	PROPN
_005197883	476	16	hecker	hecker	NOUN
_005197883	476	17	,	,	PUNCT
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_005197883	476	19	now	now	ADV
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_005197883	476	21	in	in	ADP
_005197883	476	22	every	every	DET
_005197883	476	23	part	part	NOUN
_005197883	476	24	of	of	ADP
_005197883	476	25	the	the	DET
_005197883	476	26	united	united	PROPN
_005197883	476	27	states	states	PROPN
_005197883	476	28	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	476	29	in	in	ADP
_005197883	476	30	canada	canada	PROPN
_005197883	476	31	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	476	32	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	476	33	in	in	ADP
_005197883	476	34	south	south	PROPN
_005197883	476	35	africa	africa	PROPN
_005197883	476	36	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	477	1	lectures	lecture	VERB
_005197883	477	2	to	to	ADP
_005197883	477	3	non	non	ADJ
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_005197883	477	5	catholics	catholic	NOUN
_005197883	477	6	were	be	AUX
_005197883	477	7	systematized	systematize	VERB
_005197883	477	8	by	by	ADP
_005197883	477	9	father	father	PROPN
_005197883	477	10	walter	walter	PROPN
_005197883	477	11	elliott	elliott	PROPN
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_005197883	477	13	still	still	ADV
_005197883	477	14	attract	attract	VERB
_005197883	477	15	large	large	ADJ
_005197883	477	16	numbers	number	NOUN
_005197883	477	17	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	477	18	especially	especially	ADV
_005197883	477	19	in	in	ADP
_005197883	477	20	the	the	DET
_005197883	477	21	form	form	NOUN
_005197883	477	22	of	of	ADP
_005197883	477	23	dialogues	dialogue	NOUN
_005197883	477	24	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	478	1	father	father	PROPN
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_005197883	478	5	with	with	ADP
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_005197883	478	7	alexander	alexander	NOUN
_005197883	478	8	doyle	doyle	NOUN
_005197883	478	9	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	478	10	organized	organize	VERB
_005197883	478	11	courses	course	NOUN
_005197883	478	12	in	in	ADP
_005197883	478	13	mission	mission	NOUN
_005197883	478	14	methods	method	NOUN
_005197883	478	15	for	for	ADP
_005197883	478	16	priests	priest	NOUN
_005197883	478	17	,	,	PUNCT
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_005197883	478	19	are	be	AUX
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_005197883	478	22	this	this	DET
_005197883	478	23	day	day	NOUN
_005197883	478	24	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	479	1	they	they	PRON
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_005197883	479	3	established	establish	VERB
_005197883	479	4	the	the	DET
_005197883	479	5	missionary	missionary	ADJ
_005197883	479	6	magazine	magazine	NOUN
_005197883	479	7	which	which	PRON
_005197883	479	8	is	be	AUX
_005197883	479	9	now	now	ADV
_005197883	479	10	known	know	VERB
_005197883	479	11	as	as	ADP
_005197883	479	12	information	information	NOUN
_005197883	479	13	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	480	1	changing	change	VERB
_005197883	480	2	times	time	NOUN
_005197883	480	3	bring	bring	VERB
_005197883	480	4	new	new	ADJ
_005197883	480	5	needs	need	NOUN
_005197883	480	6	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	480	7	new	new	ADJ
_005197883	480	8	opportunities	opportunity	NOUN
_005197883	480	9	to	to	PART
_005197883	480	10	further	further	VERB
_005197883	480	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	480	12	paulist	paulist	NOUN
_005197883	480	13	apostolate	apostolate	NOUN
_005197883	480	14	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	481	1	newman	newman	PROPN
_005197883	481	2	clubs	club	NOUN
_005197883	481	3	at	at	ADP
_005197883	481	4	state	state	NOUN
_005197883	481	5	universities	university	NOUN
_005197883	481	6	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	481	7	trailer	trailer	NOUN
_005197883	481	8	chapels	chapel	NOUN
_005197883	481	9	for	for	ADP
_005197883	481	10	the	the	DET
_005197883	481	11	country	country	NOUN
_005197883	481	12	districts	district	NOUN
_005197883	481	13	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	481	14	information	information	NOUN
_005197883	481	15	centers	center	NOUN
_005197883	481	16	in	in	ADP
_005197883	481	17	our	our	PRON
_005197883	481	18	large	large	ADJ
_005197883	481	19	cities	city	NOUN
_005197883	481	20	;	;	PUNCT
_005197883	481	21	the	the	DET
_005197883	481	22	paulist	paulist	NOUN
_005197883	481	23	press	press	NOUN
_005197883	481	24	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	481	25	perhaps	perhaps	ADV
_005197883	481	26	the	the	DET
_005197883	481	27	largest	large	ADJ
_005197883	481	28	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	481	29	press	press	NOUN
_005197883	481	30	in	in	ADP
_005197883	481	31	the	the	DET
_005197883	481	32	country	country	NOUN
_005197883	481	33	—	—	PUNCT
_005197883	481	34	these	these	PRON
_005197883	481	35	are	be	AUX
_005197883	481	36	works	work	NOUN
_005197883	481	37	closely	closely	ADV
_005197883	481	38	identified	identify	VERB
_005197883	481	39	with	with	ADP
_005197883	481	40	the	the	DET
_005197883	481	41	paulists	paulist	NOUN
_005197883	481	42	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	482	1	techniques	technique	NOUN
_005197883	482	2	for	for	ADP
_005197883	482	3	convert	convert	NOUN
_005197883	482	4	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	482	5	makers	maker	NOUN
_005197883	482	6	assists	assist	VERB
_005197883	482	7	priests	priest	NOUN
_005197883	482	8	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	482	9	seminarians	seminarian	NOUN
_005197883	482	10	to	to	PART
_005197883	482	11	participate	participate	VERB
_005197883	482	12	in	in	ADP
_005197883	482	13	this	this	DET
_005197883	482	14	work	work	NOUN
_005197883	482	15	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	483	1	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	483	2	the	the	DET
_005197883	483	3	paulist	paulist	NOUN
_005197883	483	4	news	news	NOUN
_005197883	483	5	acquaints	acquaint	VERB
_005197883	483	6	friends	friend	NOUN
_005197883	483	7	with	with	ADP
_005197883	483	8	the	the	DET
_005197883	483	9	activities	activity	NOUN
_005197883	483	10	of	of	ADP
_005197883	483	11	the	the	DET
_005197883	483	12	society	society	NOUN
_005197883	483	13	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	484	1	paulists	paulist	NOUN
_005197883	484	2	are	be	AUX
_005197883	484	3	located	locate	VERB
_005197883	484	4	in	in	ADP
_005197883	484	5	twenty	twenty	NUM
_005197883	484	6	-	-	PUNCT
_005197883	484	7	three	three	NUM
_005197883	484	8	parishes	parish	NOUN
_005197883	484	9	or	or	CCONJ
_005197883	484	10	mission	mission	NOUN
_005197883	484	11	centers	center	NOUN
_005197883	484	12	laboring	labor	VERB
_005197883	484	13	to	to	PART
_005197883	484	14	fulfill	fulfill	VERB
_005197883	484	15	the	the	DET
_005197883	484	16	religious	religious	ADJ
_005197883	484	17	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	484	18	spiritual	spiritual	ADJ
_005197883	484	19	ideals	ideal	NOUN
_005197883	484	20	of	of	ADP
_005197883	484	21	father	father	PROPN
_005197883	484	22	hecker	hecker	NOUN
_005197883	484	23	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	485	1	meet	meet	VERB
_005197883	485	2	the	the	DET
_005197883	485	3	author	author	NOUN
_005197883	485	4	father	father	PROPN
_005197883	485	5	finley	finley	PROPN
_005197883	485	6	of	of	ADP
_005197883	485	7	the	the	DET
_005197883	485	8	paulist	paulist	NOUN
_005197883	485	9	fathers	father	NOUN
_005197883	485	10	received	receive	VERB
_005197883	485	11	his	his	PRON
_005197883	485	12	b.a	b.a	PROPN
_005197883	485	13	.	.	PROPN
_005197883	485	14	from	from	ADP
_005197883	485	15	seton	seton	PROPN
_005197883	485	16	hall	hall	PROPN
_005197883	485	17	university	university	PROPN
_005197883	485	18	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	485	19	was	be	AUX
_005197883	485	20	ordained	ordain	VERB
_005197883	485	21	in	in	ADP
_005197883	485	22	1947	1947	NUM
_005197883	485	23	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	486	1	he	he	PRON
_005197883	486	2	has	have	AUX
_005197883	486	3	served	serve	VERB
_005197883	486	4	at	at	ADP
_005197883	486	5	st	st	PROPN
_005197883	486	6	.	.	PROPN
_005197883	486	7	lawrence	lawrence	PROPN
_005197883	486	8	church	church	PROPN
_005197883	486	9	in	in	ADP
_005197883	486	10	minneapolis	minneapolis	PROPN
_005197883	486	11	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	486	12	at	at	ADP
_005197883	486	13	the	the	DET
_005197883	486	14	new	new	PROPN
_005197883	486	15	york	york	PROPN
_005197883	486	16	paulist	paulist	PROPN
_005197883	486	17	information	information	NOUN
_005197883	486	18	center	center	NOUN
_005197883	486	19	and	and	CCONJ
_005197883	486	20	is	be	AUX
_005197883	486	21	now	now	ADV
_005197883	486	22	on	on	ADP
_005197883	486	23	the	the	DET
_005197883	486	24	new	new	PROPN
_005197883	486	25	york	york	PROPN
_005197883	486	26	paulist	paulist	PROPN
_005197883	486	27	mission	mission	NOUN
_005197883	486	28	band	band	NOUN
_005197883	486	29	.	.	PUNCT
_005197883	487	1	the	the	DET
_005197883	487	2	non	non	ADJ
_005197883	487	3	-	-	ADJ
_005197883	487	4	catholic	catholic	ADJ
_005197883	487	5	with	with	ADP
_005197883	487	6	a	a	DET
_005197883	487	7	question	question	NOUN
_005197883	487	8	to	to	PART
_005197883	487	9	be	be	AUX
_005197883	487	10	answered	answer	VERB
_005197883	487	11	will	will	AUX
_005197883	487	12	receive	receive	VERB
_005197883	487	13	a	a	DET
_005197883	487	14	prompt	prompt	ADJ
_005197883	487	15	response	response	NOUN
_005197883	487	16	if	if	SCONJ
_005197883	487	17	he	he	PRON
_005197883	487	18	addresses	address	VERB
_005197883	487	19	it	it	PRON
_005197883	487	20	to	to	ADP
_005197883	487	21	father	father	PROPN
_005197883	487	22	finley	finley	PROPN
_005197883	487	23	,	,	PUNCT
_005197883	487	24	%	%	INTJ
_005197883	487	25	the	the	DET
_005197883	487	26	paulist	paulist	NOUN
_005197883	487	27	press	press	NOUN
_005197883	487	28	.	.	PUNCT