id sid tid token lemma pos _005457013 1 1 what what PRON _005457013 1 2 about about ADP _005457013 1 3 women woman NOUN _005457013 1 4 who who PRON _005457013 1 5 drink drink VERB _005457013 1 6 too too ADV _005457013 1 7 much much ADJ _005457013 1 8 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 1 9 / / SYM _005457013 2 1 katherine katherine PROPN _005457013 2 2 neuhaus neuhaus PROPN _005457013 2 3 haffner haffner PROPN _005457013 2 4 rllsllf;si.*&8k#i rllsllf;si.*&8k#i PROPN _005457013 2 5 ® ® PROPN _005457013 2 6 s53^ s53^ PROPN _005457013 2 7 js’ssji^rjkf^'^”;'^ js’ssji^rjkf^'^”;'^ PROPN _005457013 2 8 iii iii PROPN _005457013 2 9 1**1‘tt 1**1‘tt NUM _005457013 2 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 2 11 ‘ ' PUNCT _005457013 2 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 2 13 ’ ' PUNCT _005457013 2 14 fess5su«|^ fess5su«|^ SYM _005457013 2 15 im^mm im^mm PUNCT _005457013 2 16 .atnerii^ .atnerii^ NUM _005457013 2 17 by by ADP _005457013 2 18 the the DET _005457013 2 19 same same ADJ _005457013 2 20 author author NOUN _005457013 2 21 my my PRON _005457013 2 22 daughter daughter NOUN _005457013 2 23 is be AUX _005457013 2 24 a a DET _005457013 2 25 sister sister NOUN _005457013 2 26 here here ADV _005457013 2 27 is be AUX _005457013 2 28 a a DET _005457013 2 29 pamphlet pamphlet NOUN _005457013 2 30 about about ADP _005457013 2 31 a a DET _005457013 2 32 vocation vocation NOUN _005457013 2 33 to to ADP _005457013 2 34 religious religious ADJ _005457013 2 35 life life NOUN _005457013 2 36 which which PRON _005457013 2 37 is be AUX _005457013 2 38 not not PART _005457013 2 39 written write VERB _005457013 2 40 for for ADP _005457013 2 41 the the DET _005457013 2 42 express express ADJ _005457013 2 43 purpose purpose NOUN _005457013 2 44 of of ADP _005457013 2 45 increasing increase VERB _005457013 2 46 the the DET _005457013 2 47 number number NOUN _005457013 2 48 of of ADP _005457013 2 49 such such ADJ _005457013 2 50 vocations vocation NOUN _005457013 2 51 , , PUNCT _005457013 2 52 yet yet CCONJ _005457013 2 53 it it PRON _005457013 2 54 very very ADV _005457013 2 55 well well ADV _005457013 2 56 might might AUX _005457013 2 57 do do VERB _005457013 2 58 more more ADJ _005457013 2 59 for for ADP _005457013 2 60 fostering foster VERB _005457013 2 61 such such ADJ _005457013 2 62 vocations vocation NOUN _005457013 2 63 than than ADP _005457013 2 64 many many ADJ _005457013 2 65 other other ADJ _005457013 2 66 booklets booklet NOUN _005457013 2 67 written write VERB _005457013 2 68 primarily primarily ADV _005457013 2 69 for for ADP _005457013 2 70 that that DET _005457013 2 71 purpose purpose NOUN _005457013 2 72 . . PUNCT _005457013 3 1 in in ADP _005457013 3 2 my my PRON _005457013 3 3 daughter daughter NOUN _005457013 3 4 is be AUX _005457013 3 5 a a DET _005457013 3 6 sister sister NOUN _005457013 3 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 3 8 katherine katherine PROPN _005457013 3 9 neuhaus neuhaus PROPN _005457013 3 10 haffner haffner NOUN _005457013 3 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 3 12 author author NOUN _005457013 3 13 of of ADP _005457013 3 14 the the DET _005457013 3 15 popular popular ADJ _005457013 3 16 catholic catholic ADJ _005457013 3 17 novel novel NOUN _005457013 3 18 clay clay NOUN _005457013 3 19 in in ADP _005457013 3 20 the the DET _005457013 3 21 sand sand NOUN _005457013 3 22 , , PUNCT _005457013 3 23 gives give VERB _005457013 3 24 a a DET _005457013 3 25 very very ADV _005457013 3 26 human human ADJ _005457013 3 27 account account NOUN _005457013 3 28 of of ADP _005457013 3 29 her her PRON _005457013 3 30 own own ADJ _005457013 3 31 daughter daughter NOUN _005457013 3 32 becoming become VERB _005457013 3 33 a a DET _005457013 3 34 sister sister NOUN _005457013 3 35 . . PUNCT _005457013 4 1 she she PRON _005457013 4 2 gives give VERB _005457013 4 3 her her PRON _005457013 4 4 own own ADJ _005457013 4 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 4 6 her her PRON _005457013 4 7 husband husband NOUN _005457013 4 8 ’s ’s PART _005457013 4 9 reactions reaction NOUN _005457013 4 10 and and CCONJ _005457013 4 11 feelipgs feelipgs NOUN _005457013 4 12 from from ADP _005457013 4 13 the the DET _005457013 4 14 day day NOUN _005457013 4 15 her her PRON _005457013 4 16 daughter daughter NOUN _005457013 4 17 burst burst VERB _005457013 4 18 into into ADP _005457013 4 19 the the DET _005457013 4 20 house house NOUN _005457013 4 21 after after ADP _005457013 4 22 school school NOUN _005457013 4 23 and and CCONJ _005457013 4 24 said say VERB _005457013 4 25 , , PUNCT _005457013 4 26 “ " PUNCT _005457013 4 27 mother mother NOUN _005457013 4 28 , , PUNCT _005457013 4 29 i i PRON _005457013 4 30 want want VERB _005457013 4 31 to to PART _005457013 4 32 go go VERB _005457013 4 33 now now ADV _005457013 4 34 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 5 1 people people NOUN _005457013 5 2 say say VERB _005457013 5 3 ‘ ' PUNCT _005457013 5 4 wait wait VERB _005457013 5 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 5 6 ’ ' PUNCT _005457013 5 7 but but CCONJ _005457013 5 8 nobody nobody PRON _005457013 5 9 tells tell VERB _005457013 5 10 me i PRON _005457013 5 11 what what PRON _005457013 5 12 i i PRON _005457013 5 13 am be AUX _005457013 5 14 to to PART _005457013 5 15 wait wait VERB _005457013 5 16 for for ADP _005457013 5 17 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 5 18 ” " PUNCT _005457013 6 1 the the DET _005457013 6 2 author author NOUN _005457013 6 3 recounts recount VERB _005457013 6 4 well well INTJ _005457013 6 5 the the DET _005457013 6 6 varying vary VERB _005457013 6 7 reactions reaction NOUN _005457013 6 8 of of ADP _005457013 6 9 many many ADJ _005457013 6 10 friends friend NOUN _005457013 6 11 to to ADP _005457013 6 12 this this DET _005457013 6 13 news news NOUN _005457013 6 14 about about ADP _005457013 6 15 her her PRON _005457013 6 16 daughter daughter NOUN _005457013 6 17 entering enter VERB _005457013 6 18 religious religious ADJ _005457013 6 19 life life NOUN _005457013 6 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 7 1 these these DET _005457013 7 2 reactions reaction NOUN _005457013 7 3 spanned span VERB _005457013 7 4 the the DET _005457013 7 5 entire entire ADJ _005457013 7 6 gamut gamut NOUN _005457013 7 7 — — PUNCT _005457013 7 8 from from ADP _005457013 7 9 the the DET _005457013 7 10 sublime sublime NOUN _005457013 7 11 to to ADP _005457013 7 12 the the DET _005457013 7 13 ridiculous ridiculous ADJ _005457013 7 14 — — PUNCT _005457013 7 15 and and CCONJ _005457013 7 16 because because SCONJ _005457013 7 17 they they PRON _005457013 7 18 were be AUX _005457013 7 19 lived live VERB _005457013 7 20 through through ADP _005457013 7 21 , , PUNCT _005457013 7 22 mulled mull VERB _005457013 7 23 over over ADV _005457013 7 24 , , PUNCT _005457013 7 25 and and CCONJ _005457013 7 26 reflected reflect VERB _005457013 7 27 upon upon SCONJ _005457013 7 28 by by ADP _005457013 7 29 the the DET _005457013 7 30 author author NOUN _005457013 7 31 , , PUNCT _005457013 7 32 the the DET _005457013 7 33 end end NOUN _005457013 7 34 result result NOUN _005457013 7 35 is be AUX _005457013 7 36 a a DET _005457013 7 37 valuable valuable ADJ _005457013 7 38 commentary commentary NOUN _005457013 7 39 on on ADP _005457013 7 40 the the DET _005457013 7 41 attitude attitude NOUN _005457013 7 42 of of ADP _005457013 7 43 modern modern ADJ _005457013 7 44 catholics catholic NOUN _005457013 7 45 towards towards ADP _005457013 7 46 religious religious ADJ _005457013 7 47 vocations vocation NOUN _005457013 7 48 . . PUNCT _005457013 8 1 but but CCONJ _005457013 8 2 there there PRON _005457013 8 3 is be VERB _005457013 8 4 much much ADV _005457013 8 5 more more ADJ _005457013 8 6 . . PUNCT _005457013 9 1 there there PRON _005457013 9 2 are be VERB _005457013 9 3 accounts account NOUN _005457013 9 4 of of ADP _005457013 9 5 the the DET _005457013 9 6 life life NOUN _005457013 9 7 that that PRON _005457013 9 8 is be AUX _005457013 9 9 led lead VERB _005457013 9 10 by by ADP _005457013 9 11 candidates candidate NOUN _005457013 9 12 for for ADP _005457013 9 13 the the DET _005457013 9 14 sisterhood sisterhood NOUN _005457013 9 15 , , PUNCT _005457013 9 16 accounts account NOUN _005457013 9 17 given give VERB _005457013 9 18 by by ADP _005457013 9 19 way way NOUN _005457013 9 20 of of ADP _005457013 9 21 excerpts excerpt NOUN _005457013 9 22 from from ADP _005457013 9 23 her her PRON _005457013 9 24 daughter daughter NOUN _005457013 9 25 ’s ’s NUM _005457013 9 26 very very ADV _005457013 9 27 frank frank ADJ _005457013 9 28 letters letter NOUN _005457013 9 29 . . PUNCT _005457013 10 1 perhaps perhaps ADV _005457013 10 2 most most ADV _005457013 10 3 striking striking ADJ _005457013 10 4 is be AUX _005457013 10 5 the the DET _005457013 10 6 analysis analysis NOUN _005457013 10 7 of of ADP _005457013 10 8 what what PRON _005457013 10 9 goes go VERB _005457013 10 10 on on ADP _005457013 10 11 in in ADP _005457013 10 12 the the DET _005457013 10 13 mind mind NOUN _005457013 10 14 of of ADP _005457013 10 15 a a DET _005457013 10 16 mother mother NOUN _005457013 10 17 when when SCONJ _005457013 10 18 for for ADP _005457013 10 19 the the DET _005457013 10 20 first first ADJ _005457013 10 21 time time NOUN _005457013 10 22 she she PRON _005457013 10 23 sees see VERB _005457013 10 24 her her PRON _005457013 10 25 daughter daughter NOUN _005457013 10 26 in in ADP _005457013 10 27 a a DET _005457013 10 28 sister sister NOUN _005457013 10 29 ’s ’s PART _005457013 10 30 garb garb NOUN _005457013 10 31 . . PUNCT _005457013 11 1 whether whether SCONJ _005457013 11 2 you you PRON _005457013 11 3 have have VERB _005457013 11 4 or or CCONJ _005457013 11 5 have have VERB _005457013 11 6 n’t not PART _005457013 11 7 a a DET _005457013 11 8 religious religious ADJ _005457013 11 9 vocation vocation NOUN _005457013 11 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 11 11 whether whether SCONJ _005457013 11 12 you you PRON _005457013 11 13 are be AUX _005457013 11 14 or or CCONJ _005457013 11 15 are be AUX _005457013 11 16 not not PART _005457013 11 17 the the DET _005457013 11 18 parent parent NOUN _005457013 11 19 of of ADP _005457013 11 20 a a DET _005457013 11 21 child child NOUN _005457013 11 22 who who PRON _005457013 11 23 has have AUX _005457013 11 24 thus thus ADV _005457013 11 25 been be AUX _005457013 11 26 blessed bless VERB _005457013 11 27 , , PUNCT _005457013 11 28 you you PRON _005457013 11 29 can can AUX _005457013 11 30 profit profit VERB _005457013 11 31 much much ADV _005457013 11 32 from from ADP _005457013 11 33 this this DET _005457013 11 34 pamphlet pamphlet NOUN _005457013 11 35 . . PUNCT _005457013 12 1 in in ADP _005457013 12 2 addition addition NOUN _005457013 12 3 , , PUNCT _005457013 12 4 it it PRON _005457013 12 5 ’s ’ VERB _005457013 12 6 very very ADV _005457013 12 7 entertaining entertaining ADJ _005457013 12 8 reading reading NOUN _005457013 12 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 13 1 — — PUNCT _005457013 13 2 64 64 NUM _005457013 13 3 pp pp NOUN _005457013 13 4 . . PROPN _005457013 13 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 13 6 20^. 20^. NUM _005457013 13 7 order order NOUN _005457013 13 8 from from ADP _005457013 13 9 : : PUNCT _005457013 13 10 franciscan franciscan ADJ _005457013 13 11 printery printery NOUN _005457013 13 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 13 13 pulaski pulaski PROPN _005457013 13 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 13 15 wls wl NOUN _005457013 13 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 14 1 what what PRON _005457013 14 2 about about ADP _005457013 14 3 women woman NOUN _005457013 14 4 who who PRON _005457013 14 5 drink drink VERB _005457013 14 6 too too ADV _005457013 14 7 much much ADJ _005457013 14 8 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 15 1 what what PRON _005457013 15 2 about about ADP _005457013 15 3 women woman NOUN _005457013 15 4 who who PRON _005457013 15 5 drink drink VERB _005457013 15 6 too too ADV _005457013 15 7 mueh mueh NOUN _005457013 15 8 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 16 1 katherine katherine PROPN _005457013 16 2 meukau6 meukau6 PROPN _005457013 16 3 manner manner PROPN _005457013 16 4 franciscan franciscan ADJ _005457013 16 5 printery printery NOUN _005457013 16 6 pulaski pulaski PROPN _005457013 16 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 16 8 wisconsin wisconsin PROPN _005457013 16 9 1956 1956 NUM _005457013 16 10 nihil nihil PROPN _005457013 16 11 obstat obstat PROPN _005457013 16 12 rev rev PROPN _005457013 16 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 16 14 nicolaus nicolaus PROPN _005457013 16 15 gross gross ADJ _005457013 16 16 censor censor NOUN _005457013 16 17 librorum librorum PROPN _005457013 16 18 imprimatur imprimatur PROPN _005457013 16 19 12=56==5 12=56==5 NUM _005457013 16 20 m m PROPN _005457013 16 21 t t NOUN _005457013 16 22 stanislaus stanislaus NOUN _005457013 16 23 v. v. ADP _005457013 16 24 bona bona PROPN _005457013 16 25 , , PUNCT _005457013 16 26 d.d d.d PROPN _005457013 16 27 . . PROPN _005457013 16 28 episcopus episcopus PROPN _005457013 16 29 sinus sinus PROPN _005457013 16 30 viridis viridi VERB _005457013 16 31 copyright copyright NOUN _005457013 16 32 1,158 1,158 NUM _005457013 16 33 m m VERB _005457013 16 34 franciscan franciscan ADJ _005457013 16 35 printery printery NOUN _005457013 16 36 pulaski pulaski PROPN _005457013 16 37 , , PUNCT _005457013 16 38 wisconsin wisconsin PROPN _005457013 16 39 1956 1956 NUM _005457013 16 40 contents content NOUN _005457013 16 41 introduction introduction NOUN _005457013 16 42 7 7 NUM _005457013 16 43 chapter chapter NOUN _005457013 16 44 one one NUM _005457013 16 45 out out ADP _005457013 16 46 of of ADP _005457013 16 47 darkness darkness NOUN _005457013 16 48 9 9 NUM _005457013 16 49 chapter chapter NOUN _005457013 16 50 two two NUM _005457013 16 51 who who PRON _005457013 16 52 — — PUNCT _005457013 16 53 me i PRON _005457013 16 54 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 16 55 18 18 NUM _005457013 16 56 chapter chapter NOUN _005457013 16 57 three three NUM _005457013 16 58 younger young ADJ _005457013 16 59 groups group NOUN _005457013 16 60 26 26 NUM _005457013 16 61 chapter chapter NOUN _005457013 16 62 four four NUM _005457013 16 63 a a DET _005457013 16 64 catholic catholic NOUN _005457013 16 65 looks look VERB _005457013 16 66 at at ADP _005457013 16 67 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 16 68 anonymous anonymous ADJ _005457013 16 69 38 38 NUM _005457013 16 70 chapter chapter NOUN _005457013 16 71 five five NUM _005457013 16 72 to to ADP _005457013 16 73 the the DET _005457013 16 74 family family NOUN _005457013 16 75 of of ADP _005457013 16 76 the the DET _005457013 16 77 woman woman NOUN _005457013 16 78 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 16 79 47 47 NUM _005457013 16 80 acknowledgments acknowledgment NOUN _005457013 16 81 60 60 NUM _005457013 16 82 digitized digitize VERB _005457013 16 83 by by ADP _005457013 16 84 the the DET _005457013 16 85 internet internet NOUN _005457013 16 86 archive archive NOUN _005457013 16 87 in in ADP _005457013 16 88 2016 2016 NUM _005457013 16 89 https://archive.org/details/whataboutwomenwhoohaff https://archive.org/details/whataboutwomenwhoohaff NOUN _005457013 16 90 . . PUNCT _005457013 17 1 introduction introduction NOUN _005457013 17 2 do do AUX _005457013 17 3 some some DET _005457013 17 4 women woman NOUN _005457013 17 5 drink drink VERB _005457013 17 6 too too ADV _005457013 17 7 much much ADJ _005457013 17 8 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 18 1 do do AUX _005457013 18 2 they they PRON _005457013 18 3 like like VERB _005457013 18 4 to to PART _005457013 18 5 drink drink VERB _005457013 18 6 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 19 1 do do AUX _005457013 19 2 they they PRON _005457013 19 3 really really ADV _005457013 19 4 enjoy enjoy VERB _005457013 19 5 the the DET _005457013 19 6 taste taste NOUN _005457013 19 7 of of ADP _005457013 19 8 liquor liquor NOUN _005457013 19 9 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 20 1 do do AUX _005457013 20 2 they they PRON _005457013 20 3 like like VERB _005457013 20 4 the the DET _005457013 20 5 effect effect NOUN _005457013 20 6 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 20 7 produces produce VERB _005457013 20 8 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 21 1 do do AUX _005457013 21 2 they they PRON _005457013 21 3 drink drink VERB _005457013 21 4 to to PART _005457013 21 5 become become VERB _005457013 21 6 socially socially ADV _005457013 21 7 acceptable acceptable ADJ _005457013 21 8 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 22 1 to to PART _005457013 22 2 make make VERB _005457013 22 3 themselves themselves PRON _005457013 22 4 as as ADP _005457013 22 5 “ " PUNCT _005457013 22 6 good good ADJ _005457013 22 7 ” " PUNCT _005457013 22 8 as as ADP _005457013 22 9 other other ADJ _005457013 22 10 people people NOUN _005457013 22 11 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 23 1 or or CCONJ _005457013 23 2 as as ADV _005457013 23 3 witty witty ADJ _005457013 23 4 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 24 1 or or CCONJ _005457013 24 2 as as SCONJ _005457013 24 3 uninhibited uninhibited ADJ _005457013 24 4 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 25 1 do do AUX _005457013 25 2 they they PRON _005457013 25 3 drink drink VERB _005457013 25 4 because because SCONJ _005457013 25 5 their their PRON _005457013 25 6 lot lot NOUN _005457013 25 7 in in ADP _005457013 25 8 life life NOUN _005457013 25 9 is be AUX _005457013 25 10 too too ADV _005457013 25 11 hard hard ADJ _005457013 25 12 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 26 1 because because SCONJ _005457013 26 2 they they PRON _005457013 26 3 are be AUX _005457013 26 4 frustrated frustrated ADJ _005457013 26 5 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 27 1 feel feel VERB _005457013 27 2 inadequate inadequate ADJ _005457013 27 3 to to PART _005457013 27 4 cope cope VERB _005457013 27 5 with with ADP _005457013 27 6 life life NOUN _005457013 27 7 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 28 1 because because SCONJ _005457013 28 2 they they PRON _005457013 28 3 “ " PUNCT _005457013 28 4 ca can AUX _005457013 28 5 n't not PART _005457013 28 6 take take VERB _005457013 28 7 it it PRON _005457013 28 8 ” " PUNCT _005457013 28 9 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 29 1 do do AUX _005457013 29 2 they they PRON _005457013 29 3 drink drink VERB _005457013 29 4 because because SCONJ _005457013 29 5 their their PRON _005457013 29 6 husbands husband NOUN _005457013 29 7 do do AUX _005457013 29 8 not not PART _005457013 29 9 understand understand VERB _005457013 29 10 them they PRON _005457013 29 11 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 30 1 do do AUX _005457013 30 2 they they PRON _005457013 30 3 drink drink VERB _005457013 30 4 to to PART _005457013 30 5 escape escape VERB _005457013 30 6 responsibilities responsibility NOUN _005457013 30 7 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 31 1 7 7 NUM _005457013 31 2 do do AUX _005457013 31 3 they they PRON _005457013 31 4 drink drink VERB _005457013 31 5 simply simply ADV _005457013 31 6 because because SCONJ _005457013 31 7 they they PRON _005457013 31 8 do do AUX _005457013 31 9 not not PART _005457013 31 10 have have VERB _005457013 31 11 the the DET _005457013 31 12 will will AUX _005457013 31 13 power power VERB _005457013 31 14 to to PART _005457013 31 15 stop stop VERB _005457013 31 16 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 32 1 do do AUX _005457013 32 2 they they PRON _005457013 32 3 drink drink VERB _005457013 32 4 because because SCONJ _005457013 32 5 they they PRON _005457013 32 6 are be AUX _005457013 32 7 lonely lonely ADJ _005457013 32 8 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 33 1 afraid afraid ADJ _005457013 33 2 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 34 1 neu~ neu~ PRON _005457013 34 2 rotics rotic NOUN _005457013 34 3 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 35 1 sick sick ADJ _005457013 35 2 personalities personality NOUN _005457013 35 3 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 36 1 or or CCONJ _005457013 36 2 do do AUX _005457013 36 3 they they PRON _005457013 36 4 drink drink VERB _005457013 36 5 out out ADP _005457013 36 6 of of ADP _005457013 36 7 pure pure ADJ _005457013 36 8 meanness meanness NOUN _005457013 36 9 and and CCONJ _005457013 36 10 cussedness cussedness NOUN _005457013 36 11 and and CCONJ _005457013 36 12 simply simply ADV _005457013 36 13 because because SCONJ _005457013 36 14 they they PRON _005457013 36 15 want want VERB _005457013 36 16 to to PART _005457013 36 17 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 37 1 ¥ ¥ NUM _005457013 37 2 ¥ ¥ NUM _005457013 37 3 ¥ ¥ PROPN _005457013 37 4 jtn jtn PROPN _005457013 37 5 this this DET _005457013 37 6 pamphlet pamphlet NOUN _005457013 37 7 we we PRON _005457013 37 8 shall shall AUX _005457013 37 9 endeavor endeavor VERB _005457013 37 10 to to PART _005457013 37 11 find find VERB _005457013 37 12 answers answer NOUN _005457013 37 13 for for ADP _005457013 37 14 these these PRON _005457013 37 15 and and CCONJ _005457013 37 16 other other ADJ _005457013 37 17 questions question NOUN _005457013 37 18 , , PUNCT _005457013 37 19 and and CCONJ _005457013 37 20 show show VERB _005457013 37 21 how how SCONJ _005457013 37 22 many many ADJ _005457013 37 23 women woman NOUN _005457013 37 24 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 37 25 have have AUX _005457013 37 26 solved solve VERB _005457013 37 27 their their PRON _005457013 37 28 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 37 29 problems problem NOUN _005457013 37 30 and and CCONJ _005457013 37 31 have have AUX _005457013 37 32 been be AUX _005457013 37 33 brought bring VERB _005457013 37 34 back back ADV _005457013 37 35 to to ADP _005457013 37 36 a a DET _005457013 37 37 rational rational ADJ _005457013 37 38 pattern pattern NOUN _005457013 37 39 of of ADP _005457013 37 40 living living NOUN _005457013 37 41 . . PUNCT _005457013 38 1 8 8 NUM _005457013 38 2 ' ' PUNCT _005457013 38 3 out out ADP _005457013 38 4 of of ADP _005457013 38 5 darkness darkness NOUN _005457013 38 6 on on ADP _005457013 38 7 march march PROPN _005457013 38 8 31 31 NUM _005457013 38 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 38 10 1956 1956 NUM _005457013 38 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 38 12 dr dr PROPN _005457013 38 13 . . PROPN _005457013 38 14 r. r. PROPN _005457013 38 15 e. e. PROPN _005457013 38 16 mcgill mcgill PROPN _005457013 38 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 38 18 administrator administrator NOUN _005457013 38 19 of of ADP _005457013 38 20 the the DET _005457013 38 21 huey huey NOUN _005457013 38 22 p. p. NOUN _005457013 38 23 long long PROPN _005457013 38 24 charity charity NOUN _005457013 38 25 hospital hospital NOUN _005457013 38 26 , , PUNCT _005457013 38 27 pineville pineville PROPN _005457013 38 28 , , PUNCT _005457013 38 29 louisiana louisiana PROPN _005457013 38 30 , , PUNCT _005457013 38 31 told tell VERB _005457013 38 32 the the DET _005457013 38 33 national national PROPN _005457013 38 34 committee committee PROPN _005457013 38 35 on on ADP _005457013 38 36 alcoholism alcoholism NOUN _005457013 38 37 in in ADP _005457013 38 38 new new PROPN _005457013 38 39 york york PROPN _005457013 38 40 city city PROPN _005457013 38 41 that that SCONJ _005457013 38 42 70 70 NUM _005457013 38 43 million million NUM _005457013 38 44 americans americans PROPN _005457013 38 45 drink drink VERB _005457013 38 46 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 38 47 beverages beverage NOUN _005457013 38 48 , , PUNCT _005457013 38 49 ^'mostly ^'mostly ADV _005457013 38 50 social social ADJ _005457013 38 51 drinkers drinker NOUN _005457013 38 52 , , PUNCT _005457013 38 53 ’’ ’' PUNCT _005457013 38 54 and and CCONJ _005457013 38 55 that that PRON _005457013 38 56 one one NUM _005457013 38 57 out out ADP _005457013 38 58 of of ADP _005457013 38 59 every every DET _005457013 38 60 16 16 NUM _005457013 38 61 of of ADP _005457013 38 62 these these DET _005457013 38 63 social social ADJ _005457013 38 64 drinkers drinker NOUN _005457013 38 65 will will AUX _005457013 38 66 turn turn VERB _005457013 38 67 into into ADP _005457013 38 68 an an DET _005457013 38 69 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 38 70 within within ADP _005457013 38 71 the the DET _005457013 38 72 next next ADJ _005457013 38 73 10 10 NUM _005457013 38 74 or or CCONJ _005457013 38 75 15 15 NUM _005457013 38 76 years year NOUN _005457013 38 77 . . PUNCT _005457013 39 1 9 9 NUM _005457013 39 2 dr dr PROPN _005457013 39 3 . . PROPN _005457013 39 4 mcgill mcgill PROPN _005457013 39 5 said say VERB _005457013 39 6 there there PRON _005457013 39 7 are be VERB _005457013 39 8 more more ADJ _005457013 39 9 than than ADP _005457013 39 10 four four NUM _005457013 39 11 million million NUM _005457013 39 12 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 39 13 in in ADP _005457013 39 14 the the DET _005457013 39 15 united united PROPN _005457013 39 16 states states PROPN _005457013 39 17 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 39 18 in in ADP _005457013 39 19 january january PROPN _005457013 39 20 the the DET _005457013 39 21 yale yale PROPN _005457013 39 22 university university PROPN _005457013 39 23 center center NOUN _005457013 39 24 of of ADP _005457013 39 25 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 39 26 studies study NOUN _005457013 39 27 reported report VERB _005457013 39 28 4,589,000 4,589,000 NUM _005457013 39 29 known know VERB _005457013 39 30 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 39 31 in in ADP _005457013 39 32 the the DET _005457013 39 33 united united PROPN _005457013 39 34 states states PROPN _005457013 39 35 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 39 36 , , PUNCT _005457013 39 37 including include VERB _005457013 39 38 600,000 600,000 NUM _005457013 39 39 women woman NOUN _005457013 39 40 . . PUNCT _005457013 40 1 the the DET _005457013 40 2 rate rate NOUN _005457013 40 3 of of ADP _005457013 40 4 reported report VERB _005457013 40 5 alcoholism alcoholism NOUN _005457013 40 6 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 40 7 hospital hospital NOUN _005457013 40 8 and and CCONJ _005457013 40 9 court court NOUN _005457013 40 10 records record NOUN _005457013 40 11 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 40 12 among among ADP _005457013 40 13 women woman NOUN _005457013 40 14 has have AUX _005457013 40 15 risen rise VERB _005457013 40 16 alarmingly alarmingly ADV _005457013 40 17 in in ADP _005457013 40 18 the the DET _005457013 40 19 last last ADJ _005457013 40 20 15 15 NUM _005457013 40 21 years year NOUN _005457013 40 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 41 1 why why SCONJ _005457013 41 2 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 41 3 is be AUX _005457013 41 4 it it PRON _005457013 41 5 because because SCONJ _005457013 41 6 all all DET _005457013 41 7 forms form NOUN _005457013 41 8 of of ADP _005457013 41 9 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 41 10 beverages beverage NOUN _005457013 41 11 are be AUX _005457013 41 12 easier easy ADJ _005457013 41 13 to to PART _005457013 41 14 obtain obtain VERB _005457013 41 15 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 42 1 is be AUX _005457013 42 2 it it PRON _005457013 42 3 because because SCONJ _005457013 42 4 social social ADJ _005457013 42 5 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 42 6 in in ADP _005457013 42 7 women woman NOUN _005457013 42 8 is be AUX _005457013 42 9 encouraged encourage VERB _005457013 42 10 and and CCONJ _005457013 42 11 no no ADV _005457013 42 12 longer long ADV _005457013 42 13 frowned frown VERB _005457013 42 14 upon upon SCONJ _005457013 42 15 as as SCONJ _005457013 42 16 it it PRON _005457013 42 17 was be AUX _005457013 42 18 a a DET _005457013 42 19 few few ADJ _005457013 42 20 years year NOUN _005457013 42 21 ago ago ADV _005457013 42 22 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 43 1 because because SCONJ _005457013 43 2 cocktail cocktail NOUN _005457013 43 3 parties party NOUN _005457013 43 4 are be AUX _005457013 43 5 becoming become VERB _005457013 43 6 increasingly increasingly ADV _005457013 43 7 more more ADV _005457013 43 8 popular popular ADJ _005457013 43 9 and and CCONJ _005457013 43 10 the the DET _005457013 43 11 cocktail cocktail NOUN _005457013 43 12 before before ADP _005457013 43 13 dinner dinner NOUN _005457013 43 14 an an DET _005457013 43 15 accepted accept VERB _005457013 43 16 custom custom NOUN _005457013 43 17 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 43 18 or or CCONJ _005457013 43 19 is be AUX _005457013 43 20 it it PRON _005457013 43 21 because because SCONJ _005457013 43 22 in in ADP _005457013 43 23 this this DET _005457013 43 24 age age NOUN _005457013 43 25 of of ADP _005457013 43 26 tension tension NOUN _005457013 43 27 more more ADJ _005457013 43 28 women woman NOUN _005457013 43 29 now now ADV _005457013 43 30 than than ADP _005457013 43 31 formerly formerly ADV _005457013 43 32 have have VERB _005457013 43 33 a a DET _005457013 43 34 limited limited ADJ _005457013 43 35 capacity capacity NOUN _005457013 43 36 for for ADP _005457013 43 37 enduring endure VERB _005457013 43 38 stress stress NOUN _005457013 43 39 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 44 1 the the DET _005457013 44 2 united united PROPN _005457013 44 3 states states PROPN _005457013 44 4 public public PROPN _005457013 44 5 health health NOUN _005457013 44 6 service service NOUN _005457013 44 7 has have AUX _005457013 44 8 declared declare VERB _005457013 44 9 that that SCONJ _005457013 44 10 alcoholism alcoholism NOUN _005457013 44 11 is be AUX _005457013 44 12 the the DET _005457013 44 13 nation nation NOUN _005457013 44 14 ’s ’s PART _005457013 44 15 fourth fourth ADJ _005457013 44 16 major major ADJ _005457013 44 17 health health NOUN _005457013 44 18 problem problem NOUN _005457013 44 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 44 20 ranking rank VERB _005457013 44 21 immediately immediately ADV _005457013 44 22 below below ADP _005457013 44 23 heart heart NOUN _005457013 44 24 disease disease NOUN _005457013 44 25 , , PUNCT _005457013 44 26 cancer cancer NOUN _005457013 44 27 , , PUNCT _005457013 44 28 and and CCONJ _005457013 44 29 tuberculosis tuberculosis NOUN _005457013 44 30 . . PUNCT _005457013 45 1 if if SCONJ _005457013 45 2 all all DET _005457013 45 3 the the DET _005457013 45 4 illnesses illness NOUN _005457013 45 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 45 6 deaths death NOUN _005457013 45 7 indirectly indirectly ADV _005457013 45 8 caused cause VERB _005457013 45 9 by by ADP _005457013 45 10 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 45 11 could could AUX _005457013 45 12 be be AUX _005457013 45 13 definitely definitely ADV _005457013 45 14 tallied tally VERB _005457013 45 15 , , PUNCT _005457013 45 16 no no PRON _005457013 45 17 doubt doubt NOUN _005457013 45 18 alcoholism alcoholism NOUN _005457013 45 19 would would AUX _005457013 45 20 be be AUX _005457013 45 21 moved move VERB _005457013 45 22 still still ADV _005457013 45 23 higher high ADJ _005457013 45 24 on on ADP _005457013 45 25 the the DET _005457013 45 26 listing listing NOUN _005457013 45 27 . . PUNCT _005457013 46 1 in in ADP _005457013 46 2 this this DET _005457013 46 3 country country NOUN _005457013 46 4 the the DET _005457013 46 5 chronic chronic ADJ _005457013 46 6 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 46 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 46 8 or or CCONJ _005457013 46 9 those those PRON _005457013 46 10 who who PRON _005457013 46 11 drink drink VERB _005457013 46 12 from from ADP _005457013 46 13 compulsion compulsion NOUN _005457013 46 14 once once SCONJ _005457013 46 15 they they PRON _005457013 46 16 have have AUX _005457013 46 17 taken take VERB _005457013 46 18 the the DET _005457013 46 19 first first ADJ _005457013 46 20 drink drink NOUN _005457013 46 21 , , PUNCT _005457013 46 22 those those PRON _005457013 46 23 whose whose DET _005457013 46 24 only only ADJ _005457013 46 25 hope hope NOUN _005457013 46 26 of of ADP _005457013 46 27 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 46 28 cure cure NOUN _005457013 46 29 ” " PUNCT _005457013 46 30 is be AUX _005457013 46 31 total total ADJ _005457013 46 32 abstinence abstinence NOUN _005457013 46 33 , , PUNCT _005457013 46 34 have have AUX _005457013 46 35 brought bring VERB _005457013 46 36 about about ADP _005457013 46 37 a a DET _005457013 46 38 social social ADJ _005457013 46 39 problem problem NOUN _005457013 46 40 which which PRON _005457013 46 41 should should AUX _005457013 46 42 be be AUX _005457013 46 43 of of ADP _005457013 46 44 interest interest NOUN _005457013 46 45 to to ADP _005457013 46 46 everyone everyone PRON _005457013 46 47 . . PUNCT _005457013 47 1 it it PRON _005457013 47 2 is be AUX _005457013 47 3 estimated estimate VERB _005457013 47 4 that that SCONJ _005457013 47 5 1 1 NUM _005457013 47 6 5 5 NUM _005457013 47 7 percent percent NOUN _005457013 47 8 of of ADP _005457013 47 9 our our PRON _005457013 47 10 problem problem NOUN _005457013 47 11 drinkers drinker NOUN _005457013 47 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 47 13 of of ADP _005457013 47 14 those those PRON _005457013 47 15 with with ADP _005457013 47 16 uncontrolled uncontrolled ADJ _005457013 47 17 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 47 18 habits habit NOUN _005457013 47 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 47 20 are be AUX _005457013 47 21 women woman NOUN _005457013 47 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 48 1 10 10 NUM _005457013 48 2 it it PRON _005457013 48 3 is be AUX _005457013 48 4 not not PART _005457013 48 5 our our PRON _005457013 48 6 purpose purpose NOUN _005457013 48 7 to to PART _005457013 48 8 cite cite VERB _005457013 48 9 the the DET _005457013 48 10 evils evil NOUN _005457013 48 11 of of ADP _005457013 48 12 intemperance intemperance NOUN _005457013 48 13 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 48 14 we we PRON _005457013 48 15 all all PRON _005457013 48 16 know know VERB _005457013 48 17 the the DET _005457013 48 18 degradation degradation NOUN _005457013 48 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 48 20 the the DET _005457013 48 21 harm harm NOUN _005457013 48 22 to to ADP _005457013 48 23 body body NOUN _005457013 48 24 and and CCONJ _005457013 48 25 soul soul NOUN _005457013 48 26 , , PUNCT _005457013 48 27 the the DET _005457013 48 28 divorces divorce NOUN _005457013 48 29 , , PUNCT _005457013 48 30 neglected neglect VERB _005457013 48 31 children child NOUN _005457013 48 32 , , PUNCT _005457013 48 33 broken break VERB _005457013 48 34 homes home NOUN _005457013 48 35 , , PUNCT _005457013 48 36 confinements confinement NOUN _005457013 48 37 to to ADP _005457013 48 38 mental mental ADJ _005457013 48 39 institutions institution NOUN _005457013 48 40 , , PUNCT _005457013 48 41 the the DET _005457013 48 42 slavish slavish ADJ _005457013 48 43 addiction addiction NOUN _005457013 48 44 to to ADP _005457013 48 45 sedatives sedative NOUN _005457013 48 46 which which PRON _005457013 48 47 often often ADV _005457013 48 48 accompanies accompany VERB _005457013 48 49 the the DET _005457013 48 50 prolonged prolonged ADJ _005457013 48 51 use use NOUN _005457013 48 52 of of ADP _005457013 48 53 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 48 54 , , PUNCT _005457013 48 55 the the DET _005457013 48 56 sleeping sleep VERB _005457013 48 57 pill pill NOUN _005457013 48 58 menace menace NOUN _005457013 48 59 which which PRON _005457013 48 60 frequently frequently ADV _005457013 48 61 leads lead VERB _005457013 48 62 to to ADP _005457013 48 63 accidental accidental ADJ _005457013 48 64 deaths death NOUN _005457013 48 65 or or CCONJ _005457013 48 66 suicides suicide NOUN _005457013 48 67 . . PUNCT _005457013 49 1 no no DET _005457013 49 2 one one NOUN _005457013 49 3 needs need VERB _005457013 49 4 to to PART _005457013 49 5 be be AUX _005457013 49 6 told tell VERB _005457013 49 7 that that SCONJ _005457013 49 8 a a DET _005457013 49 9 picture picture NOUN _005457013 49 10 of of ADP _005457013 49 11 a a DET _005457013 49 12 drunken drunken ADJ _005457013 49 13 mother mother NOUN _005457013 49 14 is be AUX _005457013 49 15 not not PART _005457013 49 16 pretty pretty ADJ _005457013 49 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 50 1 if if SCONJ _005457013 50 2 15 15 NUM _005457013 50 3 percent percent NOUN _005457013 50 4 of of ADP _005457013 50 5 our our PRON _005457013 50 6 problem problem NOUN _005457013 50 7 drinkers drinker NOUN _005457013 50 8 are be AUX _005457013 50 9 women woman NOUN _005457013 50 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 50 11 then then ADV _005457013 50 12 a a DET _005457013 50 13 condition condition NOUN _005457013 50 14 exists exist VERB _005457013 50 15 today today NOUN _005457013 50 16 which which PRON _005457013 50 17 did do AUX _005457013 50 18 not not PART _005457013 50 19 exist exist VERB _005457013 50 20 a a DET _005457013 50 21 few few ADJ _005457013 50 22 decades decade NOUN _005457013 50 23 ago ago ADV _005457013 50 24 . . PUNCT _005457013 51 1 how how SCONJ _005457013 51 2 did do AUX _005457013 51 3 this this PRON _005457013 51 4 come come VERB _005457013 51 5 about about ADP _005457013 51 6 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 52 1 why why SCONJ _005457013 52 2 is be AUX _005457013 52 3 the the DET _005457013 52 4 number number NOUN _005457013 52 5 of of ADP _005457013 52 6 women woman NOUN _005457013 52 7 victims victim NOUN _005457013 52 8 of of ADP _005457013 52 9 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 52 10 increasing increase VERB _005457013 52 11 at at ADP _005457013 52 12 such such DET _005457013 52 13 an an DET _005457013 52 14 alarming alarming ADJ _005457013 52 15 rate rate NOUN _005457013 52 16 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 53 1 we we PRON _005457013 53 2 know know VERB _005457013 53 3 that that SCONJ _005457013 53 4 alcoholism alcoholism NOUN _005457013 53 5 is be AUX _005457013 53 6 a a DET _005457013 53 7 symptom symptom NOUN _005457013 53 8 of of ADP _005457013 53 9 underlying underlie VERB _005457013 53 10 personality personality NOUN _005457013 53 11 defects defect NOUN _005457013 53 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 53 13 and and CCONJ _005457013 53 14 we we PRON _005457013 53 15 know know VERB _005457013 53 16 that that SCONJ _005457013 53 17 prevention prevention NOUN _005457013 53 18 starts start VERB _005457013 53 19 with with ADP _005457013 53 20 understanding understanding NOUN _005457013 53 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 54 1 through through ADP _005457013 54 2 a a DET _005457013 54 3 study study NOUN _005457013 54 4 we we PRON _005457013 54 5 have have AUX _005457013 54 6 been be AUX _005457013 54 7 making make VERB _005457013 54 8 of of ADP _005457013 54 9 women woman NOUN _005457013 54 10 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 54 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 54 12 of of ADP _005457013 54 13 the the DET _005457013 54 14 things thing NOUN _005457013 54 15 former former ADJ _005457013 54 16 problem problem NOUN _005457013 54 17 drinkers drinker NOUN _005457013 54 18 have have AUX _005457013 54 19 told tell VERB _005457013 54 20 us we PRON _005457013 54 21 , , PUNCT _005457013 54 22 we we PRON _005457013 54 23 have have AUX _005457013 54 24 been be AUX _005457013 54 25 able able ADJ _005457013 54 26 to to PART _005457013 54 27 draw draw VERB _005457013 54 28 some some DET _005457013 54 29 conclusions conclusion NOUN _005457013 54 30 . . PUNCT _005457013 55 1 the the DET _005457013 55 2 women woman NOUN _005457013 55 3 we we PRON _005457013 55 4 talked talk VERB _005457013 55 5 with with ADP _005457013 55 6 have have AUX _005457013 55 7 been be AUX _005457013 55 8 rehabilitated rehabilitate VERB _005457013 55 9 through through ADP _005457013 55 10 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 55 11 anonymous anonymous PROPN _005457013 55 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 55 13 an an DET _005457013 55 14 informal informal ADJ _005457013 55 15 society society NOUN _005457013 55 16 of of ADP _005457013 55 17 ex ex NOUN _005457013 55 18 - - NOUN _005457013 55 19 problem problem NOUN _005457013 55 20 drinkers drinker NOUN _005457013 55 21 who who PRON _005457013 55 22 aim aim VERB _005457013 55 23 to to PART _005457013 55 24 help help VERB _005457013 55 25 other other ADJ _005457013 55 26 problem problem NOUN _005457013 55 27 drinkers drinker NOUN _005457013 55 28 recover recover VERB _005457013 55 29 their their PRON _005457013 55 30 health health NOUN _005457013 55 31 . . PUNCT _005457013 56 1 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 56 2 had have AUX _005457013 56 3 damaged damage VERB _005457013 56 4 them they PRON _005457013 56 5 physically physically ADV _005457013 56 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 56 7 emotionally emotionally ADV _005457013 56 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 56 9 and and CCONJ _005457013 56 10 spiritually spiritually ADV _005457013 56 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 57 1 in in ADP _005457013 57 2 overcoming overcome VERB _005457013 57 3 their their PRON _005457013 57 4 weakness weakness NOUN _005457013 57 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 57 6 in in ADP _005457013 57 7 learning learn VERB _005457013 57 8 that that SCONJ _005457013 57 9 each each DET _005457013 57 10 day day NOUN _005457013 57 11 they they PRON _005457013 57 12 must must AUX _005457013 57 13 serve serve VERB _005457013 57 14 him he PRON _005457013 57 15 ih ih PROPN _005457013 57 16 humility humility NOUN _005457013 57 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 57 18 they they PRON _005457013 57 19 came come VERB _005457013 57 20 closer close ADV _005457013 57 21 to to ADP _005457013 57 22 god god PROPN _005457013 57 23 . . PUNCT _005457013 58 1 the the DET _005457013 58 2 women woman NOUN _005457013 58 3 of of ADP _005457013 58 4 whom whom PRON _005457013 58 5 we we PRON _005457013 58 6 speak speak VERB _005457013 58 7 acknowledge acknowledge VERB _005457013 58 8 that that SCONJ _005457013 58 9 others other NOUN _005457013 58 10 have have AUX _005457013 58 11 conquered conquer VERB _005457013 58 12 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 58 13 by by ADP _005457013 58 14 other other ADJ _005457013 58 15 means mean NOUN _005457013 58 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 58 17 some some PRON _005457013 58 18 selfdevised selfdevise VERB _005457013 58 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 58 20 others other NOUN _005457013 58 21 through through ADP _005457013 58 22 the the DET _005457013 58 23 help help NOUN _005457013 58 24 of of ADP _005457013 58 25 understanding understand VERB _005457013 58 26 clergymen clergyman NOUN _005457013 58 27 , , PUNCT _005457013 58 28 doctors doctor NOUN _005457013 58 29 , , PUNCT _005457013 58 30 and and CCONJ _005457013 58 31 friends friend NOUN _005457013 58 32 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 58 33 but but CCONJ _005457013 58 34 , , PUNCT _005457013 58 35 for for ADP _005457013 58 36 them they PRON _005457013 58 37 , , PUNCT _005457013 58 38 aa aa PROPN _005457013 58 39 was be AUX _005457013 58 40 their their PRON _005457013 58 41 last last ADJ _005457013 58 42 hope hope NOUN _005457013 58 43 , , PUNCT _005457013 58 44 all all DET _005457013 58 45 other other ADJ _005457013 58 46 methods method NOUN _005457013 58 47 having having AUX _005457013 58 48 failed fail VERB _005457013 58 49 . . PUNCT _005457013 59 1 to to ADP _005457013 59 2 them they PRON _005457013 59 3 , , PUNCT _005457013 59 4 aa aa PROPN _005457013 59 5 11 11 NUM _005457013 59 6 is be AUX _005457013 59 7 a a DET _005457013 59 8 way way NOUN _005457013 59 9 of of ADP _005457013 59 10 life life NOUN _005457013 59 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 60 1 they they PRON _005457013 60 2 feel feel VERB _005457013 60 3 that that SCONJ _005457013 60 4 the the DET _005457013 60 5 outstanding outstanding ADJ _005457013 60 6 success success NOUN _005457013 60 7 of of ADP _005457013 60 8 aa aa PROPN _005457013 60 9 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 60 10 now now ADV _005457013 60 11 numbering number VERB _005457013 60 12 above above ADP _005457013 60 13 150,000 150,000 NUM _005457013 60 14 members member NOUN _005457013 60 15 while while SCONJ _005457013 60 16 starting start VERB _005457013 60 17 in in ADP _005457013 60 18 1935 1935 NUM _005457013 60 19 with with ADP _005457013 60 20 two two NUM _005457013 60 21 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 60 22 can can AUX _005457013 60 23 be be AUX _005457013 60 24 attributed attribute VERB _005457013 60 25 to to ADP _005457013 60 26 the the DET _005457013 60 27 fact fact NOUN _005457013 60 28 that that SCONJ _005457013 60 29 no no DET _005457013 60 30 one one NOUN _005457013 60 31 understands understand VERB _005457013 60 32 an an DET _005457013 60 33 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 60 34 as as SCONJ _005457013 60 35 does do VERB _005457013 60 36 another another DET _005457013 60 37 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 60 38 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 60 39 thus thus ADV _005457013 60 40 they they PRON _005457013 60 41 have have VERB _005457013 60 42 an an DET _005457013 60 43 insight insight NOUN _005457013 60 44 into into ADP _005457013 60 45 the the DET _005457013 60 46 new new ADJ _005457013 60 47 member member NOUN _005457013 60 48 ’s ’s PART _005457013 60 49 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 60 50 problem problem NOUN _005457013 60 51 , , PUNCT _005457013 60 52 can can AUX _005457013 60 53 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 60 54 build build VERB _005457013 60 55 a a DET _005457013 60 56 transmission transmission NOUN _005457013 60 57 line line NOUN _005457013 60 58 into into ADP _005457013 60 59 him he PRON _005457013 60 60 , , PUNCT _005457013 60 61 ” " PUNCT _005457013 60 62 and and CCONJ _005457013 60 63 give give VERB _005457013 60 64 him he PRON _005457013 60 65 the the DET _005457013 60 66 beginning beginning NOUN _005457013 60 67 of of ADP _005457013 60 68 hope hope NOUN _005457013 60 69 . . PUNCT _005457013 61 1 the the DET _005457013 61 2 only only ADJ _005457013 61 3 qualification qualification NOUN _005457013 61 4 for for ADP _005457013 61 5 membership membership NOUN _005457013 61 6 is be AUX _005457013 61 7 a a DET _005457013 61 8 sincere sincere ADJ _005457013 61 9 desire desire NOUN _005457013 61 10 to to PART _005457013 61 11 stop stop VERB _005457013 61 12 drinking drink VERB _005457013 61 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 62 1 the the DET _005457013 62 2 sufferer sufferer NOUN _005457013 62 3 must must AUX _005457013 62 4 want want VERB _005457013 62 5 help help NOUN _005457013 62 6 . . PUNCT _005457013 63 1 the the DET _005457013 63 2 members member NOUN _005457013 63 3 of of ADP _005457013 63 4 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 63 5 anonymous anonymous PROPN _005457013 63 6 employ employ PROPN _005457013 63 7 group group NOUN _005457013 63 8 therapy therapy NOUN _005457013 63 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 63 10 and and CCONJ _005457013 63 11 their their PRON _005457013 63 12 approach approach NOUN _005457013 63 13 to to ADP _005457013 63 14 the the DET _005457013 63 15 treatment treatment NOUN _005457013 63 16 of of ADP _005457013 63 17 alcoholism alcoholism NOUN _005457013 63 18 is be AUX _005457013 63 19 based base VERB _005457013 63 20 upon upon SCONJ _005457013 63 21 their their PRON _005457013 63 22 own own ADJ _005457013 63 23 experiences experience NOUN _005457013 63 24 as as ADP _005457013 63 25 former former ADJ _005457013 63 26 drinkers drinker NOUN _005457013 63 27 , , PUNCT _005457013 63 28 coupled couple VERB _005457013 63 29 with with ADP _005457013 63 30 what what PRON _005457013 63 31 they they PRON _005457013 63 32 have have AUX _005457013 63 33 been be AUX _005457013 63 34 able able ADJ _005457013 63 35 to to PART _005457013 63 36 learn learn VERB _005457013 63 37 from from ADP _005457013 63 38 medicine medicine NOUN _005457013 63 39 and and CCONJ _005457013 63 40 psychiatry psychiatry NOUN _005457013 63 41 , , PUNCT _005457013 63 42 and and CCONJ _005457013 63 43 upon upon SCONJ _005457013 63 44 moral moral ADJ _005457013 63 45 principles principle NOUN _005457013 63 46 common common ADJ _005457013 63 47 to to ADP _005457013 63 48 all all DET _005457013 63 49 men man NOUN _005457013 63 50 who who PRON _005457013 63 51 believe believe VERB _005457013 63 52 in in ADP _005457013 63 53 god god PROPN _005457013 63 54 . . PUNCT _005457013 64 1 they they PRON _005457013 64 2 have have VERB _005457013 64 3 wrought work VERB _005457013 64 4 personality personality NOUN _005457013 64 5 changes change NOUN _005457013 64 6 in in ADP _005457013 64 7 persons person NOUN _005457013 64 8 that that PRON _005457013 64 9 have have AUX _005457013 64 10 enabled enable VERB _005457013 64 11 them they PRON _005457013 64 12 to to PART _005457013 64 13 meet meet VERB _005457013 64 14 the the DET _005457013 64 15 problems problem NOUN _005457013 64 16 of of ADP _005457013 64 17 each each DET _005457013 64 18 day day NOUN _005457013 64 19 and and CCONJ _005457013 64 20 to to PART _005457013 64 21 adjust adjust VERB _005457013 64 22 themselves themselves PRON _005457013 64 23 to to ADP _005457013 64 24 each each DET _005457013 64 25 situation situation NOUN _005457013 64 26 as as SCONJ _005457013 64 27 it it PRON _005457013 64 28 arises arise VERB _005457013 64 29 , , PUNCT _005457013 64 30 the the DET _005457013 64 31 while while SCONJ _005457013 64 32 learning learn VERB _005457013 64 33 to to PART _005457013 64 34 control control VERB _005457013 64 35 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 64 36 instead instead ADV _005457013 64 37 of of ADP _005457013 64 38 allowing allow VERB _005457013 64 39 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 64 40 to to PART _005457013 64 41 control control VERB _005457013 64 42 them they PRON _005457013 64 43 . . PUNCT _005457013 65 1 we we PRON _005457013 65 2 learned learn VERB _005457013 65 3 some some DET _005457013 65 4 beautiful beautiful ADJ _005457013 65 5 lessons lesson NOUN _005457013 65 6 in in ADP _005457013 65 7 humility humility NOUN _005457013 65 8 from from ADP _005457013 65 9 the the DET _005457013 65 10 meetings meeting NOUN _005457013 65 11 of of ADP _005457013 65 12 a a DET _005457013 65 13 group group NOUN _005457013 65 14 which which PRON _005457013 65 15 we we PRON _005457013 65 16 attended attend VERB _005457013 65 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 65 18 lessons lesson NOUN _005457013 65 19 that that PRON _005457013 65 20 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 65 21 and and CCONJ _005457013 65 22 non non ADJ _005457013 65 23 - - ADJ _005457013 65 24 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 65 25 alike alike ADV _005457013 65 26 could could AUX _005457013 65 27 profit profit VERB _005457013 65 28 by by ADP _005457013 65 29 in in ADP _005457013 65 30 solving solve VERB _005457013 65 31 the the DET _005457013 65 32 many many ADJ _005457013 65 33 complicated complicated ADJ _005457013 65 34 problems problem NOUN _005457013 65 35 with with ADP _005457013 65 36 which which PRON _005457013 65 37 we we PRON _005457013 65 38 are be AUX _005457013 65 39 surrounded surround VERB _005457013 65 40 in in ADP _005457013 65 41 this this DET _005457013 65 42 age age NOUN _005457013 65 43 of of ADP _005457013 65 44 rash rash ADJ _005457013 65 45 , , PUNCT _005457013 65 46 intense intense ADJ _005457013 65 47 living living NOUN _005457013 65 48 . . PUNCT _005457013 66 1 these these PRON _005457013 66 2 are be AUX _005457013 66 3 people people NOUN _005457013 66 4 devoted devoted ADJ _005457013 66 5 to to ADP _005457013 66 6 a a DET _005457013 66 7 serious serious ADJ _005457013 66 8 purpose purpose NOUN _005457013 66 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 66 10 but but CCONJ _005457013 66 11 they they PRON _005457013 66 12 laugh laugh VERB _005457013 66 13 and and CCONJ _005457013 66 14 have have VERB _005457013 66 15 fun fun NOUN _005457013 66 16 and and CCONJ _005457013 66 17 are be AUX _005457013 66 18 happy happy ADJ _005457013 66 19 . . PUNCT _005457013 67 1 the the DET _005457013 67 2 address address NOUN _005457013 67 3 of of ADP _005457013 67 4 the the DET _005457013 67 5 central central ADJ _005457013 67 6 group group NOUN _005457013 67 7 of of ADP _005457013 67 8 aa aa PROPN _005457013 67 9 is be AUX _005457013 67 10 : : PUNCT _005457013 67 11 the the DET _005457013 67 12 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 67 13 foundation foundation NOUN _005457013 67 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 67 15 p.o p.o PROPN _005457013 67 16 . . PROPN _005457013 67 17 box box PROPN _005457013 67 18 459 459 NUM _005457013 67 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 67 20 grand grand ADJ _005457013 67 21 central central ADJ _005457013 67 22 annex annex PROPN _005457013 67 23 , , PUNCT _005457013 67 24 12 12 NUM _005457013 67 25 new new PROPN _005457013 67 26 york york PROPN _005457013 67 27 17 17 NUM _005457013 67 28 , , PUNCT _005457013 67 29 new new PROPN _005457013 67 30 york york PROPN _005457013 67 31 . . PUNCT _005457013 68 1 in in ADP _005457013 68 2 other other ADJ _005457013 68 3 cities city NOUN _005457013 68 4 and and CCONJ _005457013 68 5 towns town NOUN _005457013 68 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 68 7 the the DET _005457013 68 8 addresses address NOUN _005457013 68 9 are be AUX _005457013 68 10 listed list VERB _005457013 68 11 in in ADP _005457013 68 12 telephone telephone NOUN _005457013 68 13 directories directory NOUN _005457013 68 14 and and CCONJ _005457013 68 15 the the DET _005457013 68 16 classified classified ADJ _005457013 68 17 pages page NOUN _005457013 68 18 of of ADP _005457013 68 19 the the DET _005457013 68 20 daily daily ADJ _005457013 68 21 newspapers newspaper NOUN _005457013 68 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 69 1 the the DET _005457013 69 2 foundation foundation NOUN _005457013 69 3 sends send VERB _005457013 69 4 out out ADP _005457013 69 5 a a DET _005457013 69 6 great great ADJ _005457013 69 7 deal deal NOUN _005457013 69 8 of of ADP _005457013 69 9 interesting interesting ADJ _005457013 69 10 literature literature NOUN _005457013 69 11 covering cover VERB _005457013 69 12 all all DET _005457013 69 13 phases phase NOUN _005457013 69 14 of of ADP _005457013 69 15 this this DET _005457013 69 16 subject subject NOUN _005457013 69 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 70 1 they they PRON _005457013 70 2 answer answer VERB _005457013 70 3 confidential confidential ADJ _005457013 70 4 inquiries inquiry NOUN _005457013 70 5 promptly promptly ADV _005457013 70 6 . . PUNCT _005457013 71 1 women woman NOUN _005457013 71 2 who who PRON _005457013 71 3 were be AUX _005457013 71 4 at at ADP _005457013 71 5 the the DET _005457013 71 6 meetings meeting NOUN _005457013 71 7 we we PRON _005457013 71 8 attended attend VERB _005457013 71 9 gave give VERB _005457013 71 10 unlimited unlimited ADJ _005457013 71 11 individual individual ADJ _005457013 71 12 time time NOUN _005457013 71 13 later later ADV _005457013 71 14 to to ADP _005457013 71 15 interviews interview NOUN _005457013 71 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 72 1 they they PRON _005457013 72 2 are be AUX _005457013 72 3 so so ADV _005457013 72 4 happy happy ADJ _005457013 72 5 with with ADP _005457013 72 6 the the DET _005457013 72 7 changes change NOUN _005457013 72 8 brought bring VERB _005457013 72 9 about about ADP _005457013 72 10 within within ADP _005457013 72 11 themselves themselves PRON _005457013 72 12 that that SCONJ _005457013 72 13 they they PRON _005457013 72 14 were be AUX _005457013 72 15 eager eager ADJ _005457013 72 16 to to PART _005457013 72 17 tell tell VERB _005457013 72 18 their their PRON _005457013 72 19 stories story NOUN _005457013 72 20 in in ADP _005457013 72 21 the the DET _005457013 72 22 hope hope NOUN _005457013 72 23 of of ADP _005457013 72 24 helping help VERB _005457013 72 25 others other NOUN _005457013 72 26 . . PUNCT _005457013 73 1 each each PRON _005457013 73 2 said say VERB _005457013 73 3 that that SCONJ _005457013 73 4 before before SCONJ _005457013 73 5 aa aa PROPN _005457013 73 6 showed show VERB _005457013 73 7 her she PRON _005457013 73 8 otherwise otherwise ADV _005457013 73 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 73 10 she she PRON _005457013 73 11 sustained sustain VERB _005457013 73 12 the the DET _005457013 73 13 belief belief NOUN _005457013 73 14 that that SCONJ _005457013 73 15 no no DET _005457013 73 16 one^s one^s NOUN _005457013 73 17 problem problem NOUN _005457013 73 18 was be AUX _005457013 73 19 as as ADV _005457013 73 20 difficult difficult ADJ _005457013 73 21 as as ADP _005457013 73 22 hers her NOUN _005457013 73 23 , , PUNCT _005457013 73 24 or or CCONJ _005457013 73 25 quite quite ADV _005457013 73 26 like like ADP _005457013 73 27 hers her NOUN _005457013 73 28 , , PUNCT _005457013 73 29 that that SCONJ _005457013 73 30 she she PRON _005457013 73 31 was be AUX _005457013 73 32 alone alone ADJ _005457013 73 33 in in ADP _005457013 73 34 her her PRON _005457013 73 35 misery misery NOUN _005457013 73 36 . . PUNCT _005457013 74 1 number number NOUN _005457013 74 2 of of ADP _005457013 74 3 these these DET _005457013 74 4 women woman NOUN _005457013 74 5 were be AUX _005457013 74 6 reared rear VERB _005457013 74 7 in in ADP _005457013 74 8 homes home NOUN _005457013 74 9 where where SCONJ _005457013 74 10 liquor liquor NOUN _005457013 74 11 was be AUX _005457013 74 12 never never ADV _005457013 74 13 permitted permit VERB _005457013 74 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 74 15 others other NOUN _005457013 74 16 where where SCONJ _005457013 74 17 it it PRON _005457013 74 18 was be AUX _005457013 74 19 always always ADV _005457013 74 20 available available ADJ _005457013 74 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 75 1 none none NOUN _005457013 75 2 had have VERB _005457013 75 3 parents parent NOUN _005457013 75 4 v v PROPN _005457013 75 5 / / SYM _005457013 75 6 ho ho PROPN _005457013 75 7 habitually habitually ADV _005457013 75 8 drank drink VERB _005457013 75 9 to to ADP _005457013 75 10 excess excess NOUN _005457013 75 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 76 1 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 76 2 a a DET _005457013 76 3 taste taste NOUN _005457013 76 4 for for ADP _005457013 76 5 liquor liquor NOUN _005457013 76 6 is be AUX _005457013 76 7 not not PART _005457013 76 8 inherited inherit VERB _005457013 76 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 76 10 anyway anyway ADV _005457013 76 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 76 12 although although SCONJ _005457013 76 13 some some DET _005457013 76 14 authorities authority NOUN _005457013 76 15 agree agree VERB _005457013 76 16 that that SCONJ _005457013 76 17 both both DET _005457013 76 18 heredity heredity NOUN _005457013 76 19 and and CCONJ _005457013 76 20 environment environment NOUN _005457013 76 21 can can AUX _005457013 76 22 be be AUX _005457013 76 23 responsible responsible ADJ _005457013 76 24 for for ADP _005457013 76 25 deviant deviant ADJ _005457013 76 26 personality personality NOUN _005457013 76 27 traits trait NOUN _005457013 76 28 which which PRON _005457013 76 29 might might AUX _005457013 76 30 predispose predispose VERB _005457013 76 31 to to ADP _005457013 76 32 addiction addiction NOUN _005457013 76 33 when when SCONJ _005457013 76 34 the the DET _005457013 76 35 individual individual NOUN _005457013 76 36 is be AUX _005457013 76 37 unable unable ADJ _005457013 76 38 to to PART _005457013 76 39 reconcile reconcile VERB _005457013 76 40 himself himself PRON _005457013 76 41 to to ADP _005457013 76 42 his his PRON _005457013 76 43 environment environment NOUN _005457013 76 44 . . PUNCT _005457013 76 45 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 77 1 the the DET _005457013 77 2 women woman NOUN _005457013 77 3 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 77 4 agreed agree VERB _005457013 77 5 that that SCONJ _005457013 77 6 liquor liquor NOUN _005457013 77 7 is be AUX _005457013 77 8 now now ADV _005457013 77 9 easy easy ADJ _005457013 77 10 to to PART _005457013 77 11 obtain obtain VERB _005457013 77 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 77 13 yet yet CCONJ _005457013 77 14 even even ADV _005457013 77 15 though though SCONJ _005457013 77 16 it it PRON _005457013 77 17 were be AUX _005457013 77 18 not not PART _005457013 77 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 77 20 they they PRON _005457013 77 21 would would AUX _005457013 77 22 have have AUX _005457013 77 23 gone go VERB _005457013 77 24 to to ADP _005457013 77 25 any any DET _005457013 77 26 extremes extreme NOUN _005457013 77 27 to to PART _005457013 77 28 secure secure VERB _005457013 77 29 it it PRON _005457013 77 30 once once SCONJ _005457013 77 31 they they PRON _005457013 77 32 became become VERB _005457013 77 33 addicted addicted ADJ _005457013 77 34 to to ADP _005457013 77 35 its its PRON _005457013 77 36 use use NOUN _005457013 77 37 . . PUNCT _005457013 78 1 some some PRON _005457013 78 2 of of ADP _005457013 78 3 them they PRON _005457013 78 4 began begin VERB _005457013 78 5 drinking drink VERB _005457013 78 6 as as ADP _005457013 78 7 teenagers teenager NOUN _005457013 78 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 78 9 just just ADV _005457013 78 10 for for ADP _005457013 78 11 the the DET _005457013 78 12 excitement excitement NOUN _005457013 78 13 and and CCONJ _005457013 78 14 because because SCONJ _005457013 78 15 all all DET _005457013 78 16 the the DET _005457013 78 17 other other ADJ _005457013 78 18 young young ADJ _005457013 78 19 people people NOUN _005457013 78 20 were be AUX _005457013 78 21 doing do VERB _005457013 78 22 it it PRON _005457013 78 23 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 78 24 others other NOUN _005457013 78 25 never never ADV _005457013 78 26 drank drink VERB _005457013 78 27 until until SCONJ _005457013 78 28 they they PRON _005457013 78 29 were be AUX _005457013 78 30 in in ADP _005457013 78 31 their their PRON _005457013 78 32 forties forty NOUN _005457013 78 33 when when SCONJ _005457013 78 34 either either CCONJ _005457013 78 35 marriage marriage NOUN _005457013 78 36 or or CCONJ _005457013 78 37 health health NOUN _005457013 78 38 prob13 prob13 NOUN _005457013 78 39 lems lem NOUN _005457013 78 40 or or CCONJ _005457013 78 41 money money NOUN _005457013 78 42 worries worry NOUN _005457013 78 43 became become VERB _005457013 78 44 apparently apparently ADV _005457013 78 45 insurmountable insurmountable ADJ _005457013 78 46 . . PUNCT _005457013 79 1 a a DET _005457013 79 2 number number NOUN _005457013 79 3 liked like VERB _005457013 79 4 the the DET _005457013 79 5 taste taste NOUN _005457013 79 6 of of ADP _005457013 79 7 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 79 8 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 79 9 many many ADJ _005457013 79 10 never never ADV _005457013 79 11 did do VERB _005457013 79 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 80 1 some some PRON _005457013 80 2 had have VERB _005457013 80 3 a a DET _005457013 80 4 desire desire NOUN _005457013 80 5 for for ADP _005457013 80 6 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 80 7 when when SCONJ _005457013 80 8 they they PRON _005457013 80 9 were be AUX _005457013 80 10 young young ADJ _005457013 80 11 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 80 12 others other NOUN _005457013 80 13 went go VERB _005457013 80 14 through through ADP _005457013 80 15 prohibition prohibition NOUN _005457013 80 16 and and CCONJ _005457013 80 17 the the DET _005457013 80 18 speakeasy speakeasy PROPN _005457013 80 19 era era NOUN _005457013 80 20 of of ADP _005457013 80 21 the the DET _005457013 80 22 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 80 23 twenties twenty NOUN _005457013 80 24 ” " PUNCT _005457013 80 25 with with ADP _005457013 80 26 no no DET _005457013 80 27 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 80 28 problems problem NOUN _005457013 80 29 , , PUNCT _005457013 80 30 only only ADV _005457013 80 31 to to PART _005457013 80 32 become become VERB _005457013 80 33 addicts addict NOUN _005457013 80 34 in in ADP _005457013 80 35 later later ADJ _005457013 80 36 life life NOUN _005457013 80 37 . . PUNCT _005457013 81 1 some some PRON _005457013 81 2 started start VERB _005457013 81 3 as as ADP _005457013 81 4 social social ADJ _005457013 81 5 drinkers drinker NOUN _005457013 81 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 81 7 some some PRON _005457013 81 8 were be AUX _005457013 81 9 periodic periodic ADJ _005457013 81 10 drinkers drinker NOUN _005457013 81 11 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 81 12 they they PRON _005457013 81 13 all all PRON _005457013 81 14 progressed progress VERB _005457013 81 15 to to ADP _005457013 81 16 drinking drink VERB _005457013 81 17 alone alone ADV _005457013 81 18 . . PUNCT _005457013 82 1 they they PRON _005457013 82 2 have have AUX _005457013 82 3 known know VERB _005457013 82 4 frightful frightful ADJ _005457013 82 5 nightmares nightmare NOUN _005457013 82 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 82 7 blackouts blackout NOUN _005457013 82 8 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 82 9 where where SCONJ _005457013 82 10 have have AUX _005457013 82 11 i i PRON _005457013 82 12 been be AUX _005457013 82 13 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 83 1 how how SCONJ _005457013 83 2 did do AUX _005457013 83 3 i i PRON _005457013 83 4 get get VERB _005457013 83 5 home home ADV _005457013 83 6 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 83 7 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 83 8 — — PUNCT _005457013 83 9 desolation desolation NOUN _005457013 83 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 84 1 ill ill PROPN _005457013 84 2 health health NOUN _005457013 84 3 often often ADV _005457013 84 4 played play VERB _005457013 84 5 a a DET _005457013 84 6 part part NOUN _005457013 84 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 85 1 some some PRON _005457013 85 2 drank drink VERB _005457013 85 3 because because SCONJ _005457013 85 4 of of ADP _005457013 85 5 ill ill ADJ _005457013 85 6 health health NOUN _005457013 85 7 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 85 8 then then ADV _005457013 85 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 85 10 of of ADP _005457013 85 11 course course NOUN _005457013 85 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 85 13 drink drink VERB _005457013 85 14 lessened lessen VERB _005457013 85 15 their their PRON _005457013 85 16 desire desire NOUN _005457013 85 17 for for ADP _005457013 85 18 nutritious nutritious ADJ _005457013 85 19 food food NOUN _005457013 85 20 , , PUNCT _005457013 85 21 which which PRON _005457013 85 22 fact fact NOUN _005457013 85 23 further far ADV _005457013 85 24 undermined undermine VERB _005457013 85 25 their their PRON _005457013 85 26 health health NOUN _005457013 85 27 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 85 28 this this PRON _005457013 85 29 carried carry VERB _005457013 85 30 them they PRON _005457013 85 31 on on ADP _005457013 85 32 a a DET _005457013 85 33 merry merry ADJ _005457013 85 34 - - PUNCT _005457013 85 35 go go NOUN _005457013 85 36 - - PUNCT _005457013 85 37 round round NOUN _005457013 85 38 with with ADP _005457013 85 39 no no DET _005457013 85 40 beginning beginning NOUN _005457013 85 41 or or CCONJ _005457013 85 42 no no DET _005457013 85 43 end end NOUN _005457013 85 44 . . PUNCT _005457013 86 1 all all PRON _005457013 86 2 of of ADP _005457013 86 3 these these DET _005457013 86 4 women woman NOUN _005457013 86 5 were be AUX _005457013 86 6 filled fill VERB _005457013 86 7 with with ADP _005457013 86 8 self self NOUN _005457013 86 9 - - PUNCT _005457013 86 10 pity pity NOUN _005457013 86 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 86 12 feelings feeling NOUN _005457013 86 13 of of ADP _005457013 86 14 inferiority inferiority NOUN _005457013 86 15 and and CCONJ _005457013 86 16 frustration frustration NOUN _005457013 86 17 whether whether SCONJ _005457013 86 18 they they PRON _005457013 86 19 had have VERB _005457013 86 20 much much ADJ _005457013 86 21 money money NOUN _005457013 86 22 or or CCONJ _005457013 86 23 little little ADJ _005457013 86 24 . . PUNCT _005457013 87 1 one one NUM _005457013 87 2 woman woman NOUN _005457013 87 3 — — PUNCT _005457013 87 4 with with ADP _005457013 87 5 every every DET _005457013 87 6 material material NOUN _005457013 87 7 comfort comfort NOUN _005457013 87 8 : : PUNCT _005457013 87 9 a a DET _005457013 87 10 cadillac cadillac PROPN _005457013 87 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 87 12 furs fur NOUN _005457013 87 13 , , PUNCT _005457013 87 14 jewels jewel NOUN _005457013 87 15 , , PUNCT _005457013 87 16 checking check VERB _005457013 87 17 account account NOUN _005457013 87 18 of of ADP _005457013 87 19 her her PRON _005457013 87 20 own own ADJ _005457013 87 21 , , PUNCT _005457013 87 22 charge charge NOUN _005457013 87 23 accounts account NOUN _005457013 87 24 at at ADP _005457013 87 25 the the DET _005457013 87 26 best good ADJ _005457013 87 27 stores store NOUN _005457013 87 28 , , PUNCT _005457013 87 29 maids maid NOUN _005457013 87 30 to to PART _005457013 87 31 care care VERB _005457013 87 32 for for ADP _005457013 87 33 her her PRON _005457013 87 34 children child NOUN _005457013 87 35 — — PUNCT _005457013 87 36 was be AUX _005457013 87 37 obsessed obsess VERB _005457013 87 38 with with ADP _005457013 87 39 her her PRON _005457013 87 40 lack lack NOUN _005457013 87 41 of of ADP _005457013 87 42 education education NOUN _005457013 87 43 and and CCONJ _005457013 87 44 of of ADP _005457013 87 45 her her PRON _005457013 87 46 mother mother NOUN _005457013 87 47 ’s ’s PART _005457013 87 48 drab drab ADJ _005457013 87 49 life life NOUN _005457013 87 50 . . PUNCT _005457013 88 1 she she PRON _005457013 88 2 felt feel VERB _005457013 88 3 she she PRON _005457013 88 4 must must AUX _005457013 88 5 grasp grasp VERB _005457013 88 6 all all PRON _005457013 88 7 she she PRON _005457013 88 8 could could AUX _005457013 88 9 from from ADP _005457013 88 10 life life NOUN _005457013 88 11 — — PUNCT _005457013 88 12 and and CCONJ _005457013 88 13 as as ADV _005457013 88 14 fast fast ADV _005457013 88 15 as as SCONJ _005457013 88 16 she she PRON _005457013 88 17 could could AUX _005457013 88 18 . . PUNCT _005457013 89 1 jyjost jyjost PROPN _005457013 89 2 of of ADP _005457013 89 3 those those PRON _005457013 89 4 we we PRON _005457013 89 5 talked talk VERB _005457013 89 6 with with ADP _005457013 89 7 were be AUX _005457013 89 8 women woman NOUN _005457013 89 9 with with ADP _005457013 89 10 time time NOUN _005457013 89 11 on on ADP _005457013 89 12 their their PRON _005457013 89 13 hands hand NOUN _005457013 89 14 who who PRON _005457013 89 15 failed fail VERB _005457013 89 16 to to PART _005457013 89 17 employ employ VERB _005457013 89 18 this this DET _005457013 89 19 time time NOUN _005457013 89 20 to to ADP _005457013 89 21 constructive constructive ADJ _005457013 89 22 ends end NOUN _005457013 89 23 . . PUNCT _005457013 90 1 a a DET _005457013 90 2 considerable considerable ADJ _005457013 90 3 number number NOUN _005457013 90 4 of of ADP _005457013 90 5 them they PRON _005457013 90 6 were be AUX _005457013 90 7 lonely lonely ADJ _005457013 90 8 and and CCONJ _005457013 90 9 had have VERB _005457013 90 10 husbands husband NOUN _005457013 90 11 who who PRON _005457013 90 12 traveled travel VERB _005457013 90 13 a a DET _005457013 90 14 great great ADJ _005457013 90 15 deal deal NOUN _005457013 90 16 in in ADP _005457013 90 17 connection connection NOUN _005457013 90 18 with with ADP _005457013 90 19 their their PRON _005457013 90 20 work work NOUN _005457013 90 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 91 1 a a DET _005457013 91 2 few few ADJ _005457013 91 3 moved move VERB _005457013 91 4 often often ADV _005457013 91 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 91 6 were be AUX _005457013 91 7 never never ADV _005457013 91 8 able able ADJ _005457013 91 9 to to PART _005457013 91 10 put put VERB _005457013 91 11 roots root NOUN _005457013 91 12 down down ADP _005457013 91 13 in in ADP _005457013 91 14 any any DET _005457013 91 15 one one NUM _005457013 91 16 place place NOUN _005457013 91 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 92 1 14 14 NUM _005457013 92 2 none none NOUN _005457013 92 3 of of ADP _005457013 92 4 them they PRON _005457013 92 5 had have VERB _005457013 92 6 more more ADJ _005457013 92 7 than than ADP _005457013 92 8 three three NUM _005457013 92 9 children child NOUN _005457013 92 10 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 92 11 the the DET _005457013 92 12 majority majority NOUN _005457013 92 13 had have VERB _005457013 92 14 none none NOUN _005457013 92 15 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 92 16 sometimes sometimes ADV _005457013 92 17 through through ADP _005457013 92 18 no no DET _005457013 92 19 fault fault NOUN _005457013 92 20 of of ADP _005457013 92 21 their their PRON _005457013 92 22 own own ADJ _005457013 92 23 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 92 24 or or CCONJ _005457013 92 25 only only ADV _005457013 92 26 one one NUM _005457013 92 27 child child NOUN _005457013 92 28 or or CCONJ _005457013 92 29 two two NUM _005457013 92 30 children child NOUN _005457013 92 31 . . PUNCT _005457013 93 1 these these DET _005457013 93 2 women woman NOUN _005457013 93 3 ’s ’s PART _005457013 93 4 attempts attempt VERB _005457013 93 5 to to PART _005457013 93 6 decrease decrease VERB _005457013 93 7 self self NOUN _005457013 93 8 - - PUNCT _005457013 93 9 consciousness consciousness NOUN _005457013 93 10 by by ADP _005457013 93 11 acquiring acquire VERB _005457013 93 12 more more ADJ _005457013 93 13 ^'things ^'thing NOUN _005457013 93 14 ” " PUNCT _005457013 93 15 and and CCONJ _005457013 93 16 by by ADP _005457013 93 17 using use VERB _005457013 93 18 drink drink NOUN _005457013 93 19 as as ADP _005457013 93 20 a a DET _005457013 93 21 crutch crutch NOUN _005457013 93 22 to to PART _005457013 93 23 hold hold VERB _005457013 93 24 up up ADP _005457013 93 25 deficient deficient ADJ _005457013 93 26 personalities personality NOUN _005457013 93 27 only only ADV _005457013 93 28 led lead VERB _005457013 93 29 to to ADP _005457013 93 30 disaster disaster NOUN _005457013 93 31 . . PUNCT _005457013 94 1 they they PRON _005457013 94 2 all all PRON _005457013 94 3 agreed agree VERB _005457013 94 4 that that SCONJ _005457013 94 5 adverse adverse ADJ _005457013 94 6 circumstances circumstance NOUN _005457013 94 7 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 94 8 the the DET _005457013 94 9 menopause menopause NOUN _005457013 94 10 in in ADP _005457013 94 11 a a DET _005457013 94 12 few few ADJ _005457013 94 13 instances instance NOUN _005457013 94 14 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 94 15 , , PUNCT _005457013 94 16 as as ADV _005457013 94 17 well well ADV _005457013 94 18 as as ADP _005457013 94 19 bad bad ADJ _005457013 94 20 companions companion NOUN _005457013 94 21 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 94 22 which which PRON _005457013 94 23 sometimes sometimes ADV _005457013 94 24 came come VERB _005457013 94 25 with with ADP _005457013 94 26 material material ADJ _005457013 94 27 success success NOUN _005457013 94 28 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 94 29 , , PUNCT _005457013 94 30 precipitated precipitate VERB _005457013 94 31 their their PRON _005457013 94 32 addiction addiction NOUN _005457013 94 33 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 94 34 but but CCONJ _005457013 94 35 the the DET _005457013 94 36 underlying underlying ADJ _005457013 94 37 cause cause NOUN _005457013 94 38 was be AUX _005457013 94 39 always always ADV _005457013 94 40 within within ADP _005457013 94 41 themselves themselves PRON _005457013 94 42 , , PUNCT _005457013 94 43 their their PRON _005457013 94 44 faulty faulty ADJ _005457013 94 45 thinking thinking NOUN _005457013 94 46 , , PUNCT _005457013 94 47 and and CCONJ _005457013 94 48 their their PRON _005457013 94 49 inability inability NOUN _005457013 94 50 to to PART _005457013 94 51 make make VERB _005457013 94 52 a a DET _005457013 94 53 searching search VERB _005457013 94 54 moral moral ADJ _005457013 94 55 inventory inventory NOUN _005457013 94 56 which which PRON _005457013 94 57 results result VERB _005457013 94 58 iii iii NUM _005457013 94 59 rooting root VERB _005457013 94 60 out out ADP _005457013 94 61 self self NOUN _005457013 94 62 - - PUNCT _005457013 94 63 pity pity NOUN _005457013 94 64 , , PUNCT _005457013 94 65 to to PART _005457013 94 66 be be AUX _005457013 94 67 able able ADJ _005457013 94 68 to to PART _005457013 94 69 accept accept VERB _005457013 94 70 their their PRON _005457013 94 71 own own ADJ _005457013 94 72 limitations limitation NOUN _005457013 94 73 and and CCONJ _005457013 94 74 pray pray VERB _005457013 94 75 with with ADP _005457013 94 76 meaning meaning NOUN _005457013 94 77 , , PUNCT _005457013 94 78 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 94 79 thy thy NOUN _005457013 94 80 will will AUX _005457013 94 81 be be AUX _005457013 94 82 done do VERB _005457013 94 83 . . PUNCT _005457013 94 84 ” " PUNCT _005457013 95 1 these these DET _005457013 95 2 attempts attempt NOUN _005457013 95 3 to to PART _005457013 95 4 dull dull VERB _005457013 95 5 consciousness consciousness NOUN _005457013 95 6 result result NOUN _005457013 95 7 in in ADP _005457013 95 8 many many ADJ _005457013 95 9 other other ADJ _005457013 95 10 women woman NOUN _005457013 95 11 ^ ^ NOUN _005457013 95 12 of of ADP _005457013 95 13 our our PRON _005457013 95 14 precarious precarious ADJ _005457013 95 15 times time NOUN _005457013 95 16 going go VERB _005457013 95 17 in in ADP _005457013 95 18 for for ADP _005457013 95 19 excessive excessive ADJ _005457013 95 20 entertainments entertainment NOUN _005457013 95 21 , , PUNCT _005457013 95 22 mad mad ADJ _005457013 95 23 addiction addiction NOUN _005457013 95 24 to to ADP _005457013 95 25 spectator spectator NOUN _005457013 95 26 sports sport NOUN _005457013 95 27 , , PUNCT _005457013 95 28 gambling gambling NOUN _005457013 95 29 , , PUNCT _005457013 95 30 and and CCONJ _005457013 95 31 the the DET _005457013 95 32 interminable interminable ADJ _005457013 95 33 seeking seeking NOUN _005457013 95 34 after after ADP _005457013 95 35 luxuries luxury NOUN _005457013 95 36 which which PRON _005457013 95 37 are be AUX _005457013 95 38 now now ADV _005457013 95 39 deemed deem VERB _005457013 95 40 necessities necessity NOUN _005457013 95 41 . . PUNCT _005457013 96 1 these these DET _005457013 96 2 women woman NOUN _005457013 96 3 victims victim NOUN _005457013 96 4 of of ADP _005457013 96 5 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 96 6 thought think VERB _005457013 96 7 liquor liquor NOUN _005457013 96 8 a a DET _005457013 96 9 stimulant stimulant NOUN _005457013 96 10 when when SCONJ _005457013 96 11 in in ADP _005457013 96 12 reality reality NOUN _005457013 96 13 it it PRON _005457013 96 14 is be AUX _005457013 96 15 a a DET _005457013 96 16 depressant depressant NOUN _005457013 96 17 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 96 18 its its PRON _005457013 96 19 narcotic narcotic ADJ _005457013 96 20 action action NOUN _005457013 96 21 upon upon SCONJ _005457013 96 22 their their PRON _005457013 96 23 consciousness consciousness NOUN _005457013 96 24 during during ADP _005457013 96 25 their their PRON _005457013 96 26 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 96 27 periods period NOUN _005457013 96 28 made make VERB _005457013 96 29 them they PRON _005457013 96 30 unaware unaware ADJ _005457013 96 31 of of ADP _005457013 96 32 their their PRON _005457013 96 33 difficulties difficulty NOUN _005457013 96 34 so so SCONJ _005457013 96 35 they they PRON _005457013 96 36 could could AUX _005457013 96 37 escape escape VERB _005457013 96 38 from from ADP _005457013 96 39 reality reality NOUN _005457013 96 40 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 96 41 it it PRON _005457013 96 42 did do AUX _005457013 96 43 not not PART _005457013 96 44 solve solve VERB _005457013 96 45 their their PRON _005457013 96 46 problems problem NOUN _005457013 96 47 but but CCONJ _005457013 96 48 made make VERB _005457013 96 49 them they PRON _005457013 96 50 forget forget VERB _005457013 96 51 them they PRON _005457013 96 52 for for ADP _005457013 96 53 the the DET _005457013 96 54 time time NOUN _005457013 96 55 being be AUX _005457013 96 56 . . PUNCT _005457013 97 1 then then ADV _005457013 97 2 the the DET _005457013 97 3 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 97 4 created create VERB _005457013 97 5 new new ADJ _005457013 97 6 and and CCONJ _005457013 97 7 greater great ADJ _005457013 97 8 problems problem NOUN _005457013 97 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 98 1 § § PUNCT _005457013 98 2 ome ome ADP _005457013 98 3 of of ADP _005457013 98 4 the the DET _005457013 98 5 women woman NOUN _005457013 98 6 interviewed interview VERB _005457013 98 7 were be AUX _005457013 98 8 protestants protestant NOUN _005457013 98 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 98 10 some some DET _005457013 98 11 catholics catholic NOUN _005457013 98 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 99 1 however however ADV _005457013 99 2 , , PUNCT _005457013 99 3 the the DET _005457013 99 4 one one NUM _005457013 99 5 outstanding outstanding ADJ _005457013 99 6 feature feature NOUN _005457013 99 7 they they PRON _005457013 99 8 had have VERB _005457013 99 9 in in ADP _005457013 99 10 common common ADJ _005457013 99 11 was be AUX _005457013 99 12 a a DET _005457013 99 13 great great ADJ _005457013 99 14 fear fear NOUN _005457013 99 15 of of ADP _005457013 99 16 god god PROPN _005457013 99 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 99 18 although although SCONJ _005457013 99 19 they they PRON _005457013 99 20 15 15 NUM _005457013 99 21 seemed seem VERB _005457013 99 22 to to PART _005457013 99 23 have have AUX _005457013 99 24 forgotten forget VERB _005457013 99 25 , , PUNCT _005457013 99 26 or or CCONJ _005457013 99 27 perhaps perhaps ADV _005457013 99 28 never never ADV _005457013 99 29 grasped grasp VERB _005457013 99 30 , , PUNCT _005457013 99 31 the the DET _005457013 99 32 lesson lesson NOUN _005457013 99 33 of of ADP _005457013 99 34 his his PRON _005457013 99 35 infinite infinite ADJ _005457013 99 36 love love NOUN _005457013 99 37 . . PUNCT _005457013 100 1 while while SCONJ _005457013 100 2 it it PRON _005457013 100 3 is be AUX _005457013 100 4 true true ADJ _005457013 100 5 that that SCONJ _005457013 100 6 some some PRON _005457013 100 7 of of ADP _005457013 100 8 them they PRON _005457013 100 9 escaped escape VERB _005457013 100 10 suicide suicide NOUN _005457013 100 11 through through ADP _005457013 100 12 their their PRON _005457013 100 13 fear fear NOUN _005457013 100 14 of of ADP _005457013 100 15 hell hell NOUN _005457013 100 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 100 17 their their PRON _005457013 100 18 religion religion NOUN _005457013 100 19 was be AUX _005457013 100 20 all all PRON _005457013 100 21 on on ADP _005457013 100 22 the the DET _005457013 100 23 negative negative ADJ _005457013 100 24 side side NOUN _005457013 100 25 instead instead ADV _005457013 100 26 of of ADP _005457013 100 27 the the DET _005457013 100 28 active active ADJ _005457013 100 29 , , PUNCT _005457013 100 30 positive positive ADJ _005457013 100 31 force force NOUN _005457013 100 32 it it PRON _005457013 100 33 later later ADV _005457013 100 34 became become VERB _005457013 100 35 when when SCONJ _005457013 100 36 they they PRON _005457013 100 37 learned learn VERB _005457013 100 38 how how SCONJ _005457013 100 39 to to PART _005457013 100 40 pray pray VERB _005457013 100 41 . . PUNCT _005457013 101 1 they they PRON _005457013 101 2 marked mark VERB _005457013 101 3 god god PROPN _005457013 101 4 ’s ’s PART _005457013 101 5 justice justice NOUN _005457013 101 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 101 7 yet yet CCONJ _005457013 101 8 forgot forget VERB _005457013 101 9 that that SCONJ _005457013 101 10 he he PRON _005457013 101 11 tempers temper VERB _005457013 101 12 justice justice NOUN _005457013 101 13 with with ADP _005457013 101 14 mercy mercy NOUN _005457013 101 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 102 1 they they PRON _005457013 102 2 were be AUX _005457013 102 3 women woman NOUN _005457013 102 4 filled fill VERB _005457013 102 5 with with ADP _005457013 102 6 a a DET _005457013 102 7 colossal colossal ADJ _005457013 102 8 pride pride NOUN _005457013 102 9 — — PUNCT _005457013 102 10 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 102 11 the the DET _005457013 102 12 mostest most ADJ _005457013 102 13 of of ADP _005457013 102 14 the the DET _005457013 102 15 bestest best ADJ _005457013 102 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 102 17 ” " PUNCT _005457013 103 1 when when SCONJ _005457013 103 2 they they PRON _005457013 103 3 learned learn VERB _005457013 103 4 to to PART _005457013 103 5 pray pray VERB _005457013 103 6 with with ADP _005457013 103 7 humility humility NOUN _005457013 103 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 103 9 to to PART _005457013 103 10 place place VERB _005457013 103 11 their their PRON _005457013 103 12 lives life NOUN _005457013 103 13 in in ADP _005457013 103 14 god god PROPN _005457013 103 15 ’s ’s PART _005457013 103 16 hands hand NOUN _005457013 103 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 103 18 to to PART _005457013 103 19 accept accept VERB _005457013 103 20 responsibility responsibility NOUN _005457013 103 21 for for ADP _005457013 103 22 their their PRON _005457013 103 23 own own ADJ _005457013 103 24 faults fault NOUN _005457013 103 25 instead instead ADV _005457013 103 26 of of ADP _005457013 103 27 blaming blame VERB _005457013 103 28 others other NOUN _005457013 103 29 for for ADP _005457013 103 30 them they PRON _005457013 103 31 as as SCONJ _005457013 103 32 they they PRON _005457013 103 33 had have AUX _005457013 103 34 formerly formerly ADV _005457013 103 35 done do VERB _005457013 103 36 , , PUNCT _005457013 103 37 they they PRON _005457013 103 38 advanced advance VERB _005457013 103 39 in in ADP _005457013 103 40 grace grace NOUN _005457013 103 41 . . PUNCT _005457013 104 1 they they PRON _005457013 104 2 had have VERB _005457013 104 3 the the DET _005457013 104 4 common common ADJ _005457013 104 5 experience experience NOUN _005457013 104 6 wherein wherein SCONJ _005457013 104 7 alcoholics alcoholics PROPN _005457013 104 8 anonymous anonymous PROPN _005457013 104 9 helped help VERB _005457013 104 10 them they PRON _005457013 104 11 to to PART _005457013 104 12 put put VERB _005457013 104 13 the the DET _005457013 104 14 religion religion NOUN _005457013 104 15 of of ADP _005457013 104 16 their their PRON _005457013 104 17 choice choice NOUN _005457013 104 18 into into ADP _005457013 104 19 practical practical ADJ _005457013 104 20 use use NOUN _005457013 104 21 in in ADP _005457013 104 22 their their PRON _005457013 104 23 own own ADJ _005457013 104 24 lives life NOUN _005457013 104 25 . . PUNCT _005457013 105 1 they they PRON _005457013 105 2 experienced experience VERB _005457013 105 3 personality personality NOUN _005457013 105 4 changes change NOUN _005457013 105 5 that that PRON _005457013 105 6 were be AUX _005457013 105 7 astounding astounding ADJ _005457013 105 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 106 1 they they PRON _005457013 106 2 are be AUX _005457013 106 3 now now ADV _005457013 106 4 untiring untire VERB _005457013 106 5 in in ADP _005457013 106 6 their their PRON _005457013 106 7 efforts effort NOUN _005457013 106 8 to to PART _005457013 106 9 help help VERB _005457013 106 10 other other ADJ _005457013 106 11 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 106 12 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 106 13 they they PRON _005457013 106 14 maintain maintain VERB _005457013 106 15 their their PRON _005457013 106 16 sobriety sobriety NOUN _005457013 106 17 by by ADP _005457013 106 18 doing do VERB _005457013 106 19 so so ADV _005457013 106 20 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 106 21 they they PRON _005457013 106 22 are be AUX _005457013 106 23 helping help VERB _005457013 106 24 themselves themselves PRON _005457013 106 25 while while SCONJ _005457013 106 26 helping help VERB _005457013 106 27 others other NOUN _005457013 106 28 . . PUNCT _005457013 107 1 they they PRON _005457013 107 2 see see VERB _005457013 107 3 the the DET _005457013 107 4 folly folly NOUN _005457013 107 5 of of ADP _005457013 107 6 their their PRON _005457013 107 7 former former ADJ _005457013 107 8 efforts effort NOUN _005457013 107 9 to to PART _005457013 107 10 build build VERB _005457013 107 11 themselves themselves PRON _005457013 107 12 up up ADP _005457013 107 13 by by ADP _005457013 107 14 tearing tear VERB _005457013 107 15 others other NOUN _005457013 107 16 down down ADP _005457013 107 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 108 1 they they PRON _005457013 108 2 are be AUX _005457013 108 3 active active ADJ _005457013 108 4 church church NOUN _005457013 108 5 members member NOUN _005457013 108 6 and and CCONJ _005457013 108 7 do do VERB _005457013 108 8 much much ADJ _005457013 108 9 welfare welfare NOUN _005457013 108 10 work work NOUN _005457013 108 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 109 1 they they PRON _005457013 109 2 are be AUX _005457013 109 3 most most ADV _005457013 109 4 tolerant tolerant ADJ _005457013 109 5 of of ADP _005457013 109 6 all all DET _005457013 109 7 human human ADJ _005457013 109 8 failings failing NOUN _005457013 109 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 110 1 they they PRON _005457013 110 2 have have AUX _005457013 110 3 learned learn VERB _005457013 110 4 compassion compassion NOUN _005457013 110 5 . . PUNCT _005457013 111 1 ^hese ^hese X _005457013 111 2 women woman NOUN _005457013 111 3 want want VERB _005457013 111 4 us we PRON _005457013 111 5 to to PART _005457013 111 6 tell tell VERB _005457013 111 7 others other NOUN _005457013 111 8 that that SCONJ _005457013 111 9 they they PRON _005457013 111 10 feel feel VERB _005457013 111 11 that that SCONJ _005457013 111 12 women woman NOUN _005457013 111 13 especially especially ADV _005457013 111 14 should should AUX _005457013 111 15 exercise exercise VERB _005457013 111 16 great great ADJ _005457013 111 17 care care NOUN _005457013 111 18 about about ADP _005457013 111 19 letting let VERB _005457013 111 20 any any DET _005457013 111 21 tendencies tendency NOUN _005457013 111 22 toward toward ADP _005457013 111 23 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 111 24 engulf engulf NOUN _005457013 111 25 them they PRON _005457013 111 26 , , PUNCT _005457013 111 27 for for SCONJ _005457013 111 28 they they PRON _005457013 111 29 feel feel VERB _005457013 111 30 that that SCONJ _005457013 111 31 women woman NOUN _005457013 111 32 have have VERB _005457013 111 33 a a DET _005457013 111 34 more more ADV _005457013 111 35 difficult difficult ADJ _005457013 111 36 time time NOUN _005457013 111 37 " " PUNCT _005457013 111 38 coming come VERB _005457013 111 39 back back ADV _005457013 111 40 ” " PUNCT _005457013 111 41 than than SCONJ _005457013 111 42 men man NOUN _005457013 111 43 do do AUX _005457013 111 44 once once ADV _005457013 111 45 liquor liquor NOUN _005457013 111 46 becomes become VERB _005457013 111 47 their their PRON _005457013 111 48 master master NOUN _005457013 111 49 . . PUNCT _005457013 112 1 they they PRON _005457013 112 2 think think VERB _005457013 112 3 the the DET _005457013 112 4 reason reason NOUN _005457013 112 5 for for ADP _005457013 112 6 this this PRON _005457013 112 7 is be AUX _005457013 112 8 that that SCONJ _005457013 112 9 while while SCONJ _005457013 112 10 society society NOUN _005457013 112 11 is be AUX _005457013 112 12 inclined incline VERB _005457013 112 13 16 16 NUM _005457013 112 14 to to PART _005457013 112 15 be be AUX _005457013 112 16 somewhat somewhat ADV _005457013 112 17 tolerant tolerant ADJ _005457013 112 18 of of ADP _005457013 112 19 the the DET _005457013 112 20 male male NOUN _005457013 112 21 drunk drunk ADJ _005457013 112 22 , , PUNCT _005457013 112 23 women woman NOUN _005457013 112 24 are be AUX _005457013 112 25 put put VERB _005457013 112 26 on on ADP _005457013 112 27 a a DET _005457013 112 28 pedestal pedestal NOUN _005457013 112 29 and and CCONJ _005457013 112 30 so so ADV _005457013 112 31 feel feel VERB _005457013 112 32 the the DET _005457013 112 33 disgrace disgrace NOUN _005457013 112 34 of of ADP _005457013 112 35 drunkenness drunkenness NOUN _005457013 112 36 more more ADV _005457013 112 37 keenly keenly ADV _005457013 112 38 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 112 39 as as ADP _005457013 112 40 a a DET _005457013 112 41 result result NOUN _005457013 112 42 they they PRON _005457013 112 43 put put VERB _005457013 112 44 off off ADP _005457013 112 45 searching search VERB _005457013 112 46 for for ADP _005457013 112 47 outside outside ADJ _005457013 112 48 help help NOUN _005457013 112 49 or or CCONJ _005457013 112 50 admitting admit VERB _005457013 112 51 their their PRON _005457013 112 52 weakness weakness NOUN _005457013 112 53 until until SCONJ _005457013 112 54 they they PRON _005457013 112 55 become become VERB _005457013 112 56 public public ADJ _005457013 112 57 charges charge NOUN _005457013 112 58 because because SCONJ _005457013 112 59 of of ADP _005457013 112 60 blackouts blackout NOUN _005457013 112 61 , , PUNCT _005457013 112 62 smashed smash VERB _005457013 112 63 cars car NOUN _005457013 112 64 , , PUNCT _005457013 112 65 fires fire NOUN _005457013 112 66 started start VERB _005457013 112 67 from from ADP _005457013 112 68 cigarettes cigarette NOUN _005457013 112 69 while while SCONJ _005457013 112 70 in in ADP _005457013 112 71 a a DET _005457013 112 72 stupor stupor NOUN _005457013 112 73 , , PUNCT _005457013 112 74 etc etc X _005457013 112 75 . . X _005457013 112 76 women woman NOUN _005457013 112 77 drink drink VERB _005457013 112 78 more more ADV _005457013 112 79 furtively furtively ADV _005457013 112 80 than than ADP _005457013 112 81 men man NOUN _005457013 112 82 , , PUNCT _005457013 112 83 more more ADV _005457013 112 84 in in ADP _005457013 112 85 secret secret ADJ _005457013 112 86 . . PUNCT _005457013 113 1 they they PRON _005457013 113 2 think think VERB _005457013 113 3 they they PRON _005457013 113 4 are be AUX _005457013 113 5 hiding hide VERB _005457013 113 6 their their PRON _005457013 113 7 habit habit NOUN _005457013 113 8 and and CCONJ _005457013 113 9 are be AUX _005457013 113 10 afraid afraid ADJ _005457013 113 11 to to PART _005457013 113 12 acknowledge acknowledge VERB _005457013 113 13 it it PRON _005457013 113 14 to to ADP _005457013 113 15 anyone anyone PRON _005457013 113 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 113 17 but but CCONJ _005457013 113 18 chances chance NOUN _005457013 113 19 are be AUX _005457013 113 20 people people NOUN _005457013 113 21 know know VERB _005457013 113 22 about about ADP _005457013 113 23 it it PRON _005457013 113 24 anyway anyway ADV _005457013 113 25 , , PUNCT _005457013 113 26 so so SCONJ _005457013 113 27 they they PRON _005457013 113 28 should should AUX _005457013 113 29 seek seek VERB _005457013 113 30 help help NOUN _005457013 113 31 early early ADV _005457013 113 32 . . PUNCT _005457013 114 1 aa aa PRON _005457013 114 2 means mean VERB _005457013 114 3 different different ADJ _005457013 114 4 things thing NOUN _005457013 114 5 to to ADP _005457013 114 6 different different ADJ _005457013 114 7 women woman NOUN _005457013 114 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 115 1 one one NUM _005457013 115 2 said say VERB _005457013 115 3 their their PRON _005457013 115 4 serenity serenity NOUN _005457013 115 5 prayer prayer NOUN _005457013 115 6 had have AUX _005457013 115 7 meant mean VERB _005457013 115 8 her her PRON _005457013 115 9 salvation salvation NOUN _005457013 115 10 : : PUNCT _005457013 115 11 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 115 12 god god PROPN _005457013 115 13 grant grant VERB _005457013 115 14 me i PRON _005457013 115 15 the the DET _005457013 115 16 serenity serenity NOUN _005457013 115 17 to to PART _005457013 115 18 accept accept VERB _005457013 115 19 things thing NOUN _005457013 115 20 i i PRON _005457013 115 21 can can AUX _005457013 115 22 not not PART _005457013 115 23 change change VERB _005457013 115 24 , , PUNCT _005457013 115 25 courage courage NOUN _005457013 115 26 to to PART _005457013 115 27 change change VERB _005457013 115 28 things thing NOUN _005457013 115 29 i i PRON _005457013 115 30 can can AUX _005457013 115 31 , , PUNCT _005457013 115 32 and and CCONJ _005457013 115 33 wisdom wisdom NOUN _005457013 115 34 to to PART _005457013 115 35 know know VERB _005457013 115 36 the the DET _005457013 115 37 difference difference NOUN _005457013 115 38 . . PUNCT _005457013 115 39 ’’ ’' PUNCT _005457013 116 1 all all PRON _005457013 116 2 of of ADP _005457013 116 3 them they PRON _005457013 116 4 concur concur VERB _005457013 116 5 in in ADP _005457013 116 6 that that SCONJ _005457013 116 7 the the DET _005457013 116 8 part part NOUN _005457013 116 9 of of ADP _005457013 116 10 the the DET _005457013 116 11 program program NOUN _005457013 116 12 which which PRON _005457013 116 13 teaches teach VERB _005457013 116 14 them they PRON _005457013 116 15 to to PART _005457013 116 16 live live VERB _005457013 116 17 " " PUNCT _005457013 116 18 one one NUM _005457013 116 19 day day NOUN _005457013 116 20 at at ADP _005457013 116 21 a a DET _005457013 116 22 time time NOUN _005457013 116 23 ” " PUNCT _005457013 116 24 is be AUX _005457013 116 25 invaluable invaluable ADJ _005457013 116 26 . . PUNCT _005457013 117 1 they they PRON _005457013 117 2 find find VERB _005457013 117 3 that that SCONJ _005457013 117 4 anyone anyone PRON _005457013 117 5 can can AUX _005457013 117 6 fight fight VERB _005457013 117 7 the the DET _005457013 117 8 battles battle NOUN _005457013 117 9 of of ADP _005457013 117 10 just just ADV _005457013 117 11 one one NUM _005457013 117 12 day day NOUN _005457013 117 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 118 1 they they PRON _005457013 118 2 now now ADV _005457013 118 3 accept accept VERB _005457013 118 4 each each DET _005457013 118 5 new new ADJ _005457013 118 6 day day NOUN _005457013 118 7 as as ADP _005457013 118 8 a a DET _005457013 118 9 precious precious ADJ _005457013 118 10 gift gift NOUN _005457013 118 11 from from ADP _005457013 118 12 god god PROPN _005457013 118 13 , , PUNCT _005457013 118 14 an an DET _005457013 118 15 opportunity opportunity NOUN _005457013 118 16 for for ADP _005457013 118 17 serving serve VERB _005457013 118 18 others other NOUN _005457013 118 19 and and CCONJ _005457013 118 20 , , PUNCT _005457013 118 21 in in ADP _005457013 118 22 so so ADV _005457013 118 23 doing do VERB _005457013 118 24 , , PUNCT _005457013 118 25 serving serve VERB _005457013 118 26 him he PRON _005457013 118 27 . . PUNCT _005457013 119 1 " " PUNCT _005457013 119 2 give give VERB _005457013 119 3 us we PRON _005457013 119 4 this this DET _005457013 119 5 day day NOUN _005457013 119 6 our our PRON _005457013 119 7 daily daily ADJ _005457013 119 8 bread bread NOUN _005457013 119 9 ” " PUNCT _005457013 119 10 has have AUX _005457013 119 11 taken take VERB _005457013 119 12 on on ADP _005457013 119 13 a a DET _005457013 119 14 new new ADJ _005457013 119 15 meaning meaning NOUN _005457013 119 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 120 1 along along ADP _005457013 120 2 about about ADP _005457013 120 3 40 40 NUM _005457013 120 4 b.c b.c NOUN _005457013 120 5 . . PROPN _005457013 120 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 120 7 horace horace NOUN _005457013 120 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 120 9 the the DET _005457013 120 10 roman roman ADJ _005457013 120 11 poet poet NOUN _005457013 120 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 120 13 wrote write VERB _005457013 120 14 : : PUNCT _005457013 120 15 " " PUNCT _005457013 120 16 dare dare VERB _005457013 120 17 to to PART _005457013 120 18 be be AUX _005457013 120 19 wise wise ADJ _005457013 120 20 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 120 21 begin begin VERB _005457013 120 22 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 121 1 he he PRON _005457013 121 2 who who PRON _005457013 121 3 postpones postpone VERB _005457013 121 4 the the DET _005457013 121 5 hour hour NOUN _005457013 121 6 of of ADP _005457013 121 7 living live VERB _005457013 121 8 rightly rightly ADV _005457013 121 9 is be AUX _005457013 121 10 like like ADP _005457013 121 11 the the DET _005457013 121 12 rustic rustic NOUN _005457013 121 13 who who PRON _005457013 121 14 waits wait VERB _005457013 121 15 for for ADP _005457013 121 16 the the DET _005457013 121 17 river river NOUN _005457013 121 18 to to PART _005457013 121 19 run run VERB _005457013 121 20 out out ADP _005457013 121 21 before before SCONJ _005457013 121 22 he he PRON _005457013 121 23 crosses cross VERB _005457013 121 24 . . PUNCT _005457013 122 1 still still ADV _005457013 122 2 glides glide VERB _005457013 122 3 the the DET _005457013 122 4 river river NOUN _005457013 122 5 — — PUNCT _005457013 122 6 and and CCONJ _005457013 122 7 will will AUX _005457013 122 8 ever ever ADV _005457013 122 9 glide glide VERB _005457013 122 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 122 11 ” " PUNCT _005457013 123 1 17 17 NUM _005457013 123 2 2 2 NUM _005457013 123 3 who who PRON _005457013 123 4 — — PUNCT _005457013 123 5 me i PRON _005457013 123 6 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 123 7 — — PUNCT _005457013 123 8 me i PRON _005457013 123 9 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 123 10 — — PUNCT _005457013 123 11 me i PRON _005457013 123 12 an an DET _005457013 123 13 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 123 14 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 123 15 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 123 16 ’’ ’' PUNCT _005457013 124 1 you you PRON _005457013 124 2 exclaim exclaim VERB _005457013 124 3 . . PUNCT _005457013 124 4 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 125 1 how how SCONJ _005457013 125 2 dare dare VERB _005457013 125 3 you you PRON _005457013 125 4 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 126 1 i i PRON _005457013 126 2 ’m ’m VERB _005457013 126 3 just just ADV _005457013 126 4 a a DET _005457013 126 5 social social ADJ _005457013 126 6 drinker drinker NOUN _005457013 126 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 127 1 i i PRON _005457013 127 2 do do AUX _005457013 127 3 have have VERB _005457013 127 4 fun fun NOUN _005457013 127 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 127 6 get get VERB _005457013 127 7 pretty pretty ADV _005457013 127 8 high high ADJ _005457013 127 9 at at ADP _005457013 127 10 parties party NOUN _005457013 127 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 128 1 but but CCONJ _005457013 128 2 i i PRON _005457013 128 3 am be AUX _005457013 128 4 young young ADJ _005457013 128 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 128 6 and and CCONJ _005457013 128 7 if if SCONJ _005457013 128 8 you you PRON _005457013 128 9 do do AUX _005457013 128 10 n’t not PART _005457013 128 11 have have VERB _005457013 128 12 any any DET _005457013 128 13 fun fun NOUN _005457013 128 14 when when SCONJ _005457013 128 15 you you PRON _005457013 128 16 ’re ’re VERB _005457013 128 17 young young ADJ _005457013 128 18 . . PUNCT _005457013 128 19 . . PUNCT _005457013 128 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 129 1 " " PUNCT _005457013 129 2 oh oh INTJ _005457013 129 3 , , PUNCT _005457013 129 4 there there PRON _005457013 129 5 were be VERB _005457013 129 6 a a DET _005457013 129 7 couple couple NOUN _005457013 129 8 of of ADP _005457013 129 9 other other ADJ _005457013 129 10 times time NOUN _005457013 129 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 129 12 but but CCONJ _005457013 129 13 they they PRON _005457013 129 14 do do AUX _005457013 129 15 n’t not PART _005457013 129 16 count count VERB _005457013 129 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 130 1 once once ADV _005457013 130 2 when when SCONJ _005457013 130 3 we we PRON _005457013 130 4 were be AUX _005457013 130 5 having have VERB _005457013 130 6 a a DET _005457013 130 7 party party NOUN _005457013 130 8 here here ADV _005457013 130 9 18 18 NUM _005457013 130 10 at at ADP _005457013 130 11 the the DET _005457013 130 12 house house NOUN _005457013 130 13 and and CCONJ _005457013 130 14 everyone everyone PRON _005457013 130 15 was be AUX _005457013 130 16 so so ADV _005457013 130 17 late late ADJ _005457013 130 18 , , PUNCT _005457013 130 19 i i PRON _005457013 130 20 got get VERB _005457013 130 21 tired tired ADJ _005457013 130 22 waiting wait VERB _005457013 130 23 for for ADP _005457013 130 24 them they PRON _005457013 130 25 and and CCONJ _005457013 130 26 i i PRON _005457013 130 27 was be AUX _005457013 130 28 all all ADV _005457013 130 29 ready ready ADJ _005457013 130 30 and and CCONJ _005457013 130 31 everything everything PRON _005457013 130 32 , , PUNCT _005457013 130 33 so so ADV _005457013 130 34 i i PRON _005457013 130 35 went go VERB _005457013 130 36 into into ADP _005457013 130 37 the the DET _005457013 130 38 kitchen kitchen NOUN _005457013 130 39 and and CCONJ _005457013 130 40 had have VERB _005457013 130 41 a a DET _005457013 130 42 quick quick ADJ _005457013 130 43 one one NOUN _005457013 130 44 before before SCONJ _005457013 130 45 they they PRON _005457013 130 46 got get VERB _005457013 130 47 here here ADV _005457013 130 48 . . PUNCT _005457013 131 1 there there PRON _005457013 131 2 was be VERB _005457013 131 3 only only ADV _005457013 131 4 one one NUM _005457013 131 5 other other ADJ _005457013 131 6 time time NOUN _005457013 131 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 131 8 and and CCONJ _005457013 131 9 that that PRON _005457013 131 10 was be AUX _005457013 131 11 when when SCONJ _005457013 131 12 we we PRON _005457013 131 13 were be AUX _005457013 131 14 invited invite VERB _005457013 131 15 to to ADP _005457013 131 16 the the DET _005457013 131 17 andersons anderson NOUN _005457013 131 18 ’ ' PUNCT _005457013 131 19 to to ADP _005457013 131 20 a a DET _005457013 131 21 cocktail cocktail NOUN _005457013 131 22 party party NOUN _005457013 131 23 — — PUNCT _005457013 131 24 you you PRON _005457013 131 25 know know VERB _005457013 131 26 how how SCONJ _005457013 131 27 snooty snooty ADJ _005457013 131 28 they they PRON _005457013 131 29 are be AUX _005457013 131 30 — — PUNCT _005457013 131 31 and and CCONJ _005457013 131 32 i i PRON _005457013 131 33 was be AUX _005457013 131 34 n’t not PART _005457013 131 35 sure sure ADJ _005457013 131 36 my my PRON _005457013 131 37 dress dress NOUN _005457013 131 38 was be AUX _005457013 131 39 just just ADV _005457013 132 1 right right ADJ _005457013 133 1 so so ADV _005457013 133 2 i i PRON _005457013 133 3 made make VERB _005457013 133 4 me i PRON _005457013 133 5 a a DET _005457013 133 6 highball highball NOUN _005457013 133 7 — — PUNCT _005457013 133 8 no no INTJ _005457013 133 9 — — PUNCT _005457013 133 10 two two NUM _005457013 133 11 — — PUNCT _005457013 133 12 one one NUM _005457013 133 13 before before SCONJ _005457013 133 14 i i PRON _005457013 133 15 got got AUX _005457013 133 16 dressed dress VERB _005457013 133 17 and and CCONJ _005457013 133 18 another another PRON _005457013 133 19 just just ADV _005457013 133 20 before before SCONJ _005457013 133 21 we we PRON _005457013 133 22 started start VERB _005457013 133 23 for for ADP _005457013 133 24 their their PRON _005457013 133 25 house house NOUN _005457013 133 26 — — PUNCT _005457013 133 27 but but CCONJ _005457013 133 28 what what PRON _005457013 133 29 ’s ’ VERB _005457013 133 30 that that SCONJ _005457013 133 31 — — PUNCT _005457013 133 32 two two NUM _005457013 133 33 drinks drink NOUN _005457013 133 34 — — PUNCT _005457013 133 35 a a DET _005457013 133 36 couple couple NOUN _005457013 133 37 of of ADP _005457013 133 38 drinks drink NOUN _005457013 133 39 never never ADV _005457013 133 40 hurt hurt VERB _005457013 133 41 anybody anybody PRON _005457013 133 42 . . PUNCT _005457013 134 1 and and CCONJ _005457013 134 2 you you PRON _005457013 134 3 know know VERB _005457013 134 4 something something PRON _005457013 134 5 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 135 1 they they PRON _005457013 135 2 did do VERB _005457013 135 3 the the DET _005457013 135 4 trick trick NOUN _005457013 135 5 too too ADV _005457013 135 6 . . PUNCT _005457013 136 1 by by ADP _005457013 136 2 the the DET _005457013 136 3 time time NOUN _005457013 136 4 we we PRON _005457013 136 5 got get VERB _005457013 136 6 to to ADP _005457013 136 7 the the DET _005457013 136 8 andersons anderson NOUN _005457013 136 9 ’ ' PUNCT _005457013 136 10 i i PRON _005457013 136 11 felt feel VERB _005457013 136 12 as as SCONJ _005457013 136 13 though though SCONJ _005457013 136 14 i i PRON _005457013 136 15 was be AUX _005457013 136 16 as as ADV _005457013 136 17 good good ADJ _005457013 136 18 as as ADP _005457013 136 19 everyone everyone PRON _005457013 136 20 else else ADV _005457013 136 21 there there ADV _005457013 136 22 — — PUNCT _005457013 136 23 them they PRON _005457013 136 24 and and CCONJ _005457013 136 25 their their PRON _005457013 136 26 fancy fancy ADJ _005457013 136 27 houses house NOUN _005457013 136 28 — — PUNCT _005457013 136 29 and and CCONJ _005457013 136 30 i i PRON _005457013 136 31 did do AUX _005457013 136 32 n’t not PART _005457013 136 33 care care VERB _005457013 136 34 what what PRON _005457013 136 35 i i PRON _005457013 136 36 had have VERB _005457013 136 37 on on ADP _005457013 136 38 . . PUNCT _005457013 136 39 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 137 1 that that PRON _005457013 137 2 ’s ’s ADV _005457013 137 3 the the DET _005457013 137 4 only only ADJ _005457013 137 5 time time NOUN _005457013 137 6 i i PRON _005457013 137 7 drink drink VERB _005457013 137 8 — — PUNCT _005457013 137 9 at at ADP _005457013 137 10 parties party NOUN _005457013 137 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 138 1 and and CCONJ _005457013 138 2 jim jim PROPN _005457013 138 3 ’s ’s PROPN _005457013 138 4 always always ADV _005457013 138 5 there there ADV _005457013 138 6 to to PART _005457013 138 7 see see VERB _005457013 138 8 me i PRON _005457013 138 9 home home ADV _005457013 138 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 139 1 well well INTJ _005457013 139 2 , , PUNCT _005457013 139 3 on on ADP _005457013 139 4 weekends weekend NOUN _005457013 139 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 139 6 too too ADV _005457013 139 7 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 140 1 but but CCONJ _005457013 140 2 jim jim PROPN _005457013 140 3 works work VERB _005457013 140 4 hard hard ADV _005457013 140 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 140 6 and and CCONJ _005457013 140 7 we we PRON _005457013 140 8 like like VERB _005457013 140 9 to to PART _005457013 140 10 relax relax VERB _005457013 140 11 and and CCONJ _005457013 140 12 enjoy enjoy VERB _005457013 140 13 ourselves ourselves PRON _005457013 140 14 over over ADP _005457013 140 15 the the DET _005457013 140 16 weekends weekend NOUN _005457013 140 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 141 1 what what PRON _005457013 141 2 ’s ’ VERB _005457013 141 3 the the DET _005457013 141 4 harm harm NOUN _005457013 141 5 in in ADP _005457013 141 6 that that PRON _005457013 141 7 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 142 1 with with ADP _005457013 142 2 your your PRON _005457013 142 3 own own ADJ _005457013 142 4 husband husband NOUN _005457013 142 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 142 6 i i PRON _005457013 142 7 mean mean VERB _005457013 142 8 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 143 1 oh oh INTJ _005457013 143 2 , , PUNCT _005457013 143 3 once once SCONJ _005457013 143 4 i i PRON _005457013 143 5 did do AUX _005457013 143 6 have have VERB _005457013 143 7 to to PART _005457013 143 8 fix fix VERB _005457013 143 9 me i PRON _005457013 143 10 a a DET _005457013 143 11 drink drink NOUN _005457013 143 12 before before SCONJ _005457013 143 13 i i PRON _005457013 143 14 could could AUX _005457013 143 15 get get AUX _005457013 143 16 going go VERB _005457013 143 17 on on ADP _005457013 143 18 monday monday PROPN _005457013 143 19 morning morning NOUN _005457013 143 20 — — PUNCT _005457013 143 21 before before SCONJ _005457013 143 22 i i PRON _005457013 143 23 could could AUX _005457013 143 24 get get VERB _005457013 143 25 the the DET _005457013 143 26 boys boy NOUN _005457013 143 27 off off ADP _005457013 143 28 to to ADP _005457013 143 29 school school NOUN _005457013 143 30 — — PUNCT _005457013 143 31 but but CCONJ _005457013 143 32 that that PRON _005457013 143 33 was be AUX _005457013 143 34 because because SCONJ _005457013 143 35 there there PRON _005457013 143 36 was be VERB _005457013 143 37 a a DET _005457013 143 38 holiday holiday NOUN _005457013 143 39 on on ADP _005457013 143 40 friday friday PROPN _005457013 143 41 and and CCONJ _005457013 143 42 the the DET _005457013 143 43 weekend weekend NOUN _005457013 143 44 lasted last VERB _005457013 143 45 three three NUM _005457013 143 46 days day NOUN _005457013 143 47 . . PUNCT _005457013 144 1 but but CCONJ _005457013 144 2 not not PART _005457013 144 3 ordinarily ordinarily ADV _005457013 144 4 . . PUNCT _005457013 145 1 me i PRON _005457013 145 2 , , PUNCT _005457013 145 3 an an DET _005457013 145 4 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 145 5 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 146 1 you you PRON _005457013 146 2 ’re ’re VERB _005457013 146 3 out out ADP _005457013 146 4 of of ADP _005457013 146 5 your your PRON _005457013 146 6 mind mind NOUN _005457013 146 7 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 147 1 everybody everybody PRON _005457013 147 2 drinks drink VERB _005457013 147 3 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 147 4 ” " PUNCT _005457013 148 1 yes yes INTJ _005457013 148 2 , , PUNCT _005457013 148 3 but but CCONJ _005457013 148 4 some some DET _005457013 148 5 people people NOUN _005457013 148 6 can can AUX _005457013 148 7 drink drink VERB _005457013 148 8 and and CCONJ _005457013 148 9 some some DET _005457013 148 10 people people NOUN _005457013 148 11 ca can AUX _005457013 148 12 n’t not PART _005457013 148 13 drink drink VERB _005457013 148 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 149 1 let let VERB _005457013 149 2 me i PRON _005457013 149 3 tell tell VERB _005457013 149 4 you you PRON _005457013 149 5 a a DET _005457013 149 6 story story NOUN _005457013 149 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 150 1 let let VERB _005457013 150 2 me i PRON _005457013 150 3 tell tell VERB _005457013 150 4 you you PRON _005457013 150 5 about about ADP _005457013 150 6 irene irene PROPN _005457013 150 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 151 1 irene irene PROPN _005457013 151 2 was be AUX _005457013 151 3 52 52 NUM _005457013 151 4 years year NOUN _005457013 151 5 of of ADP _005457013 151 6 age age NOUN _005457013 151 7 when when SCONJ _005457013 151 8 she she PRON _005457013 151 9 told tell VERB _005457013 151 10 us we PRON _005457013 151 11 her her PRON _005457013 151 12 story story NOUN _005457013 151 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 152 1 19 19 NUM _005457013 152 2 a a DET _005457013 152 3 pert pert NOUN _005457013 152 4 woman woman NOUN _005457013 152 5 with with ADP _005457013 152 6 a a DET _005457013 152 7 quick quick ADJ _005457013 152 8 smile smile NOUN _005457013 152 9 and and CCONJ _005457013 152 10 that that SCONJ _005457013 152 11 ready ready ADJ _005457013 152 12 irish irish ADJ _005457013 152 13 wit wit NOUN _005457013 152 14 that that PRON _005457013 152 15 captivates captivate VERB _005457013 152 16 everyone everyone PRON _005457013 152 17 immediately immediately ADV _005457013 152 18 . . PUNCT _005457013 153 1 this this DET _005457013 153 2 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 153 3 has have VERB _005457013 153 4 a a DET _005457013 153 5 husband husband NOUN _005457013 153 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 153 7 cooperative cooperative ADJ _005457013 153 8 with with ADP _005457013 153 9 her her PRON _005457013 153 10 aa aa ADJ _005457013 153 11 work work NOUN _005457013 153 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 153 13 and and CCONJ _005457013 153 14 two two NUM _005457013 153 15 married married ADJ _005457013 153 16 sons son NOUN _005457013 153 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 154 1 she she PRON _005457013 154 2 had have AUX _005457013 154 3 kept keep VERB _005457013 154 4 her her PRON _005457013 154 5 sobriety sobriety NOUN _005457013 154 6 for for ADP _005457013 154 7 three three NUM _005457013 154 8 years year NOUN _005457013 154 9 before before ADP _005457013 154 10 this this DET _005457013 154 11 interview interview NOUN _005457013 154 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 155 1 her her PRON _005457013 155 2 outlook outlook NOUN _005457013 155 3 on on ADP _005457013 155 4 life life NOUN _005457013 155 5 reflects reflect VERB _005457013 155 6 the the DET _005457013 155 7 peace peace NOUN _005457013 155 8 of of ADP _005457013 155 9 mind mind NOUN _005457013 155 10 and and CCONJ _005457013 155 11 soul soul NOUN _005457013 155 12 which which PRON _005457013 155 13 are be AUX _005457013 155 14 hers hers PRON _005457013 155 15 since since SCONJ _005457013 155 16 aa aa PRON _005457013 155 17 has have AUX _005457013 155 18 been be AUX _005457013 155 19 able able ADJ _005457013 155 20 to to PART _005457013 155 21 root root VERB _005457013 155 22 out out ADP _005457013 155 23 the the DET _005457013 155 24 self self NOUN _005457013 155 25 - - PUNCT _005457013 155 26 pity pity NOUN _005457013 155 27 and and CCONJ _005457013 155 28 muddled muddle VERB _005457013 155 29 thinking thinking NOUN _005457013 155 30 which which PRON _005457013 155 31 formerly formerly ADV _005457013 155 32 obsessed obsess VERB _005457013 155 33 her she PRON _005457013 155 34 . . PUNCT _005457013 156 1 irene irene PROPN _005457013 156 2 said say VERB _005457013 156 3 , , PUNCT _005457013 156 4 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 156 5 no no DET _005457013 156 6 one one NOUN _005457013 156 7 understands understand VERB _005457013 156 8 or or CCONJ _005457013 156 9 can can AUX _005457013 156 10 talk talk VERB _005457013 156 11 to to ADP _005457013 156 12 an an DET _005457013 156 13 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 156 14 as as SCONJ _005457013 156 15 can can AUX _005457013 156 16 another another DET _005457013 156 17 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 156 18 . . PUNCT _005457013 157 1 that that PRON _005457013 157 2 is be AUX _005457013 157 3 why why SCONJ _005457013 157 4 alcoholics alcoholics PROPN _005457013 157 5 anonymous anonymous PROPN _005457013 157 6 are be AUX _005457013 157 7 successful successful ADJ _005457013 157 8 many many ADJ _005457013 157 9 times time NOUN _005457013 157 10 where where SCONJ _005457013 157 11 others other NOUN _005457013 157 12 have have VERB _005457013 157 13 failed.^^ failed.^^ PROPN _005457013 157 14 irene irene PROPN _005457013 157 15 ’s ’s PART _005457013 157 16 apprenticeship apprenticeship NOUN _005457013 157 17 in in ADP _005457013 157 18 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 157 19 began begin VERB _005457013 157 20 when when SCONJ _005457013 157 21 she she PRON _005457013 157 22 was be AUX _005457013 157 23 a a DET _005457013 157 24 girl girl NOUN _005457013 157 25 . . PUNCT _005457013 158 1 her her PRON _005457013 158 2 parents parent NOUN _005457013 158 3 always always ADV _005457013 158 4 had have VERB _005457013 158 5 liquor liquor NOUN _005457013 158 6 in in ADP _005457013 158 7 the the DET _005457013 158 8 house house NOUN _005457013 158 9 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 158 10 she she PRON _005457013 158 11 drank drink VERB _005457013 158 12 at at ADP _005457013 158 13 christmas christmas PROPN _005457013 158 14 and and CCONJ _005457013 158 15 at at ADP _005457013 158 16 parties party NOUN _005457013 158 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 159 1 she she PRON _005457013 159 2 had have VERB _005457013 159 3 a a DET _005457013 159 4 desire desire NOUN _005457013 159 5 for for ADP _005457013 159 6 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 159 7 from from ADP _005457013 159 8 the the DET _005457013 159 9 first first ADJ _005457013 159 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 160 1 then then ADV _005457013 160 2 she she PRON _005457013 160 3 was be AUX _005457013 160 4 never never ADV _005457013 160 5 satisfied satisfied ADJ _005457013 160 6 but but CCONJ _005457013 160 7 drank drank VERB _005457013 160 8 before before ADP _005457013 160 9 the the DET _005457013 160 10 parties party NOUN _005457013 160 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 161 1 she she PRON _005457013 161 2 married marry VERB _005457013 161 3 and and CCONJ _005457013 161 4 had have VERB _005457013 161 5 two two NUM _005457013 161 6 sons son NOUN _005457013 161 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 162 1 she she PRON _005457013 162 2 passed pass VERB _005457013 162 3 through through ADP _005457013 162 4 the the DET _005457013 162 5 menopause menopause NOUN _005457013 162 6 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 162 7 32 32 NUM _005457013 162 8 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 162 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 162 10 and and CCONJ _005457013 162 11 her her PRON _005457013 162 12 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 162 13 was be AUX _005457013 162 14 more more ADV _005457013 162 15 extensive extensive ADJ _005457013 162 16 at at ADP _005457013 162 17 that that DET _005457013 162 18 time time NOUN _005457013 162 19 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 162 20 she she PRON _005457013 162 21 began begin VERB _005457013 162 22 getting get VERB _005457013 162 23 bottles bottle NOUN _005457013 162 24 and and CCONJ _005457013 162 25 drinking drink VERB _005457013 162 26 alone alone ADV _005457013 162 27 , , PUNCT _005457013 162 28 meanwhile meanwhile ADV _005457013 162 29 still still ADV _005457013 162 30 being be AUX _005457013 162 31 able able ADJ _005457013 162 32 to to PART _005457013 162 33 do do VERB _005457013 162 34 her her PRON _005457013 162 35 own own ADJ _005457013 162 36 housework housework NOUN _005457013 162 37 . . PUNCT _005457013 163 1 her her PRON _005457013 163 2 drinking drink VERB _005457013 163 3 through through ADP _005457013 163 4 the the DET _005457013 163 5 years year NOUN _005457013 163 6 was be AUX _005457013 163 7 periodic periodic ADJ _005457013 163 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 164 1 she she PRON _005457013 164 2 was be AUX _005457013 164 3 always always ADV _005457013 164 4 able able ADJ _005457013 164 5 to to PART _005457013 164 6 abstain abstain VERB _005457013 164 7 during during ADP _005457013 164 8 lent lent NOUN _005457013 164 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 165 1 her her PRON _005457013 165 2 sons son NOUN _005457013 165 3 , , PUNCT _005457013 165 4 while while SCONJ _005457013 165 5 still still ADV _005457013 165 6 in in ADP _005457013 165 7 high high ADJ _005457013 165 8 school school NOUN _005457013 165 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 165 10 became become VERB _005457013 165 11 alarmed alarmed ADJ _005457013 165 12 and and CCONJ _005457013 165 13 begged beg VERB _005457013 165 14 her she PRON _005457013 165 15 to to PART _005457013 165 16 stop stop VERB _005457013 165 17 drinking drink VERB _005457013 165 18 . . PUNCT _005457013 166 1 both both PRON _005457013 166 2 of of ADP _005457013 166 3 her her PRON _005457013 166 4 sons son NOUN _005457013 166 5 were be AUX _005457013 166 6 in in ADP _005457013 166 7 the the DET _005457013 166 8 war war NOUN _005457013 166 9 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 166 10 one one NUM _005457013 166 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 166 12 a a DET _005457013 166 13 pilot pilot NOUN _005457013 166 14 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 166 15 the the DET _005457013 166 16 other other ADJ _005457013 166 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 166 18 a a DET _005457013 166 19 paratrooper paratrooper NOUN _005457013 166 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 167 1 her her PRON _005457013 167 2 pride pride NOUN _005457013 167 3 in in ADP _005457013 167 4 them they PRON _005457013 167 5 mingled mingle VERB _005457013 167 6 with with ADP _005457013 167 7 pity pity NOUN _005457013 167 8 for for ADP _005457013 167 9 herself herself PRON _005457013 167 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 168 1 one one NUM _005457013 168 2 of of ADP _005457013 168 3 the the DET _005457013 168 4 boys boy NOUN _005457013 168 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 168 6 who who PRON _005457013 168 7 had have AUX _005457013 168 8 done do VERB _005457013 168 9 some some DET _005457013 168 10 studying study VERB _005457013 168 11 on on ADP _005457013 168 12 the the DET _005457013 168 13 subject subject NOUN _005457013 168 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 168 15 said say VERB _005457013 168 16 to to ADP _005457013 168 17 her she PRON _005457013 168 18 , , PUNCT _005457013 168 19 " " PUNCT _005457013 168 20 mother mother NOUN _005457013 168 21 , , PUNCT _005457013 168 22 you you PRON _005457013 168 23 ’re ’re VERB _005457013 168 24 an an DET _005457013 168 25 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 168 26 . . PUNCT _005457013 168 27 ” " PUNCT _005457013 169 1 20 20 NUM _005457013 169 2 she she PRON _005457013 169 3 disliked dislike VERB _005457013 169 4 having have VERB _005457013 169 5 this this DET _005457013 169 6 tag tag NOUN _005457013 169 7 applied apply VERB _005457013 169 8 to to ADP _005457013 169 9 herself herself PRON _005457013 169 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 169 11 yet yet ADV _005457013 169 12 was be AUX _005457013 169 13 very very ADV _005457013 169 14 close close ADJ _005457013 169 15 to to ADP _005457013 169 16 this this DET _005457013 169 17 son son NOUN _005457013 169 18 , , PUNCT _005457013 169 19 and and CCONJ _005457013 169 20 would would AUX _005457013 169 21 pay pay VERB _005457013 169 22 more more ADJ _005457013 169 23 attention attention NOUN _005457013 169 24 to to ADP _005457013 169 25 him he PRON _005457013 169 26 than than ADP _005457013 169 27 to to ADP _005457013 169 28 others other NOUN _005457013 169 29 . . PUNCT _005457013 170 1 however however ADV _005457013 170 2 , , PUNCT _005457013 170 3 she she PRON _005457013 170 4 continued continue VERB _005457013 170 5 as as ADP _005457013 170 6 before before ADV _005457013 170 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 171 1 by by ADP _005457013 171 2 this this DET _005457013 171 3 time time NOUN _005457013 171 4 she she PRON _005457013 171 5 was be AUX _005457013 171 6 beginning begin VERB _005457013 171 7 to to PART _005457013 171 8 have have VERB _005457013 171 9 blackouts blackout NOUN _005457013 171 10 — — PUNCT _005457013 171 11 could could AUX _005457013 171 12 not not PART _005457013 171 13 remember remember VERB _005457013 171 14 where where SCONJ _005457013 171 15 she she PRON _005457013 171 16 had have AUX _005457013 171 17 been be AUX _005457013 171 18 or or CCONJ _005457013 171 19 what what PRON _005457013 171 20 she she PRON _005457013 171 21 had have AUX _005457013 171 22 done do VERB _005457013 171 23 . . PUNCT _005457013 172 1 this this PRON _005457013 172 2 caused cause VERB _005457013 172 3 her she PRON _005457013 172 4 an an DET _005457013 172 5 awful awful ADJ _005457013 172 6 fear fear NOUN _005457013 172 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 172 8 and and CCONJ _005457013 172 9 she she PRON _005457013 172 10 drank drink VERB _005457013 172 11 oftener oftener PROPN _005457013 172 12 to to PART _005457013 172 13 drown drown VERB _005457013 172 14 the the DET _005457013 172 15 fear fear NOUN _005457013 172 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 173 1 the the DET _005457013 173 2 war war NOUN _005457013 173 3 was be AUX _005457013 173 4 over over ADV _005457013 173 5 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 173 6 the the DET _005457013 173 7 boys boy NOUN _005457013 173 8 returned return VERB _005457013 173 9 safe safe ADJ _005457013 173 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 174 1 she she PRON _005457013 174 2 drank drink VERB _005457013 174 3 to to PART _005457013 174 4 rejoice rejoice VERB _005457013 174 5 . . PUNCT _005457013 175 1 she she PRON _005457013 175 2 used use VERB _005457013 175 3 anything anything PRON _005457013 175 4 now now ADV _005457013 175 5 for for ADP _005457013 175 6 an an DET _005457013 175 7 excuse excuse NOUN _005457013 175 8 to to PART _005457013 175 9 drink drink VERB _005457013 175 10 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 175 11 she she PRON _005457013 175 12 drank drink VERB _005457013 175 13 when when SCONJ _005457013 175 14 everything everything PRON _005457013 175 15 was be AUX _005457013 175 16 going go VERB _005457013 175 17 badly badly ADV _005457013 175 18 , , PUNCT _005457013 175 19 or or CCONJ _005457013 175 20 when when SCONJ _005457013 175 21 everything everything PRON _005457013 175 22 was be AUX _005457013 175 23 going go VERB _005457013 175 24 well well ADV _005457013 175 25 . . PUNCT _005457013 176 1 she she PRON _005457013 176 2 went go VERB _005457013 176 3 to to ADP _005457013 176 4 any any DET _005457013 176 5 extremes extreme NOUN _005457013 176 6 to to PART _005457013 176 7 get get VERB _005457013 176 8 liquor liquor NOUN _005457013 176 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 177 1 the the DET _005457013 177 2 climax climax NOUN _005457013 177 3 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 177 4 bottom bottom NOUN _005457013 177 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 177 6 as as SCONJ _005457013 177 7 aa aa PROPN _005457013 177 8 ’s ’s ADV _005457013 177 9 call call VERB _005457013 177 10 it it PRON _005457013 177 11 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 177 12 came come VERB _005457013 177 13 one one NUM _005457013 177 14 day day NOUN _005457013 177 15 some some DET _005457013 177 16 three three NUM _005457013 177 17 years year NOUN _005457013 177 18 before before SCONJ _005457013 177 19 she she PRON _005457013 177 20 told tell VERB _005457013 177 21 me i PRON _005457013 177 22 her her PRON _005457013 177 23 story story NOUN _005457013 177 24 . . PUNCT _005457013 178 1 she she PRON _005457013 178 2 was be AUX _005457013 178 3 living live VERB _005457013 178 4 in in ADP _005457013 178 5 an an DET _005457013 178 6 apartment apartment NOUN _005457013 178 7 house house NOUN _005457013 178 8 in in ADP _005457013 178 9 a a DET _005457013 178 10 big big ADJ _005457013 178 11 city city NOUN _005457013 178 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 179 1 the the DET _005457013 179 2 apartment apartment NOUN _005457013 179 3 caught catch VERB _005457013 179 4 fire fire NOUN _005457013 179 5 from from ADP _005457013 179 6 her her PRON _005457013 179 7 cigarette cigarette NOUN _005457013 179 8 while while SCONJ _005457013 179 9 she she PRON _005457013 179 10 was be AUX _005457013 179 11 in in ADP _005457013 179 12 a a DET _005457013 179 13 stupor stupor NOUN _005457013 179 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 180 1 the the DET _005457013 180 2 sofa sofa NOUN _005457013 180 3 on on ADP _005457013 180 4 which which PRON _005457013 180 5 she she PRON _005457013 180 6 was be AUX _005457013 180 7 lying lie VERB _005457013 180 8 burned burn VERB _005457013 180 9 completely completely ADV _005457013 180 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 180 11 yet yet CCONJ _005457013 180 12 the the DET _005457013 180 13 crucifix crucifix NOUN _005457013 180 14 hanging hang VERB _005457013 180 15 above above ADP _005457013 180 16 it it PRON _005457013 180 17 remained remain VERB _005457013 180 18 intact intact ADJ _005457013 180 19 through through ADP _005457013 180 20 the the DET _005457013 180 21 flames flame NOUN _005457013 180 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 181 1 she she PRON _005457013 181 2 came come VERB _005457013 181 3 to to ADP _005457013 181 4 in in ADP _005457013 181 5 a a DET _005457013 181 6 hospital hospital NOUN _005457013 181 7 with with ADP _005457013 181 8 no no DET _005457013 181 9 recollection recollection NOUN _005457013 181 10 of of ADP _005457013 181 11 what what PRON _005457013 181 12 had have AUX _005457013 181 13 happened happen VERB _005457013 181 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 182 1 her her PRON _005457013 182 2 home home NOUN _005457013 182 3 was be AUX _005457013 182 4 broken break VERB _005457013 182 5 up up ADP _005457013 182 6 by by ADP _005457013 182 7 this this DET _005457013 182 8 time time NOUN _005457013 182 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 182 10 her her PRON _005457013 182 11 relationship relationship NOUN _005457013 182 12 with with ADP _005457013 182 13 her her PRON _005457013 182 14 husband husband NOUN _005457013 182 15 seemed seem VERB _005457013 182 16 impaired impaired ADJ _005457013 182 17 beyond beyond ADP _005457013 182 18 hope hope NOUN _005457013 182 19 of of ADP _005457013 182 20 reclamation reclamation NOUN _005457013 182 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 183 1 she she PRON _005457013 183 2 moved move VERB _005457013 183 3 to to ADP _005457013 183 4 another another DET _005457013 183 5 city city NOUN _005457013 183 6 to to PART _005457013 183 7 live live VERB _005457013 183 8 with with ADP _005457013 183 9 a a DET _005457013 183 10 married married ADJ _005457013 183 11 son son NOUN _005457013 183 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 184 1 he he PRON _005457013 184 2 wished wish VERB _005457013 184 3 her she PRON _005457013 184 4 to to PART _005457013 184 5 enter enter VERB _005457013 184 6 a a DET _005457013 184 7 sanitarium sanitarium NOUN _005457013 184 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 184 9 but but CCONJ _005457013 184 10 was be AUX _005457013 184 11 unsuccessful unsuccessful ADJ _005457013 184 12 in in ADP _005457013 184 13 his his PRON _005457013 184 14 attempts attempt NOUN _005457013 184 15 to to PART _005457013 184 16 find find VERB _005457013 184 17 a a DET _005457013 184 18 hospital hospital NOUN _005457013 184 19 in in ADP _005457013 184 20 the the DET _005457013 184 21 vicinity vicinity NOUN _005457013 184 22 that that PRON _005457013 184 23 would would AUX _005457013 184 24 accept accept VERB _005457013 184 25 her she PRON _005457013 184 26 . . PUNCT _005457013 185 1 * * PUNCT _005457013 185 2 ^no ^no ADJ _005457013 185 3 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 185 4 . . PUNCT _005457013 185 5 ’’ ’' PUNCT _005457013 186 1 ^^sorry ^^sorry PROPN _005457013 186 2 , , PUNCT _005457013 186 3 no no DET _005457013 186 4 alcoholics alcoholics NOUN _005457013 186 5 . . PUNCT _005457013 186 6 ” " PUNCT _005457013 187 1 irene irene PROPN _005457013 187 2 could could AUX _005457013 187 3 not not PART _005457013 187 4 drink drink VERB _005457013 187 5 while while SCONJ _005457013 187 6 staying stay VERB _005457013 187 7 with with ADP _005457013 187 8 this this DET _005457013 187 9 son son NOUN _005457013 187 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 188 1 she she PRON _005457013 188 2 was be AUX _005457013 188 3 miserable miserable ADJ _005457013 188 4 — — PUNCT _005457013 188 5 home home NOUN _005457013 188 6 gone go VERB _005457013 188 7 — — PUNCT _005457013 188 8 pride pride NOUN _005457013 188 9 hurt hurt NOUN _005457013 188 10 — — PUNCT _005457013 188 11 talked talk VERB _005457013 188 12 to to ADP _005457013 188 13 a a DET _005457013 188 14 21 21 NUM _005457013 188 15 priest priest NOUN _005457013 188 16 — — PUNCT _005457013 188 17 remained remain VERB _005457013 188 18 in in ADP _005457013 188 19 her her PRON _005457013 188 20 room room NOUN _005457013 188 21 all all DET _005457013 188 22 the the DET _005457013 188 23 time time NOUN _005457013 188 24 — — PUNCT _005457013 188 25 would would AUX _005457013 188 26 see see VERB _005457013 188 27 no no DET _005457013 188 28 one one NOUN _005457013 188 29 . . PUNCT _005457013 189 1 she she PRON _005457013 189 2 felt feel VERB _005457013 189 3 injured injure VERB _005457013 189 4 , , PUNCT _005457013 189 5 completely completely ADV _005457013 189 6 frustrated frustrated ADJ _005457013 189 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 189 8 hopeless hopeless ADJ _005457013 189 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 190 1 a a DET _005457013 190 2 man man NOUN _005457013 190 3 was be AUX _005457013 190 4 consulted consult VERB _005457013 190 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 190 6 an an DET _005457013 190 7 old old ADJ _005457013 190 8 family family NOUN _005457013 190 9 friend friend NOUN _005457013 190 10 who who PRON _005457013 190 11 formerly formerly ADV _005457013 190 12 drank drink VERB _005457013 190 13 to to ADP _005457013 190 14 excess excess NOUN _005457013 190 15 but but CCONJ _005457013 190 16 was be AUX _005457013 190 17 known know VERB _005457013 190 18 to to PART _005457013 190 19 have have VERB _005457013 190 20 quit quit VERB _005457013 190 21 , , PUNCT _005457013 190 22 a a DET _005457013 190 23 member member NOUN _005457013 190 24 of of ADP _005457013 190 25 aa aa PROPN _005457013 190 26 . . PROPN _005457013 190 27 irene irene PROPN _005457013 190 28 was be AUX _005457013 190 29 extremely extremely ADV _005457013 190 30 nervous nervous ADJ _005457013 190 31 and and CCONJ _005457013 190 32 did do AUX _005457013 190 33 not not PART _005457013 190 34 get get VERB _005457013 190 35 much much ADV _005457013 190 36 out out ADP _005457013 190 37 of of ADP _005457013 190 38 her her PRON _005457013 190 39 first first ADJ _005457013 190 40 meeting meeting NOUN _005457013 190 41 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 190 42 she she PRON _005457013 190 43 attended attend VERB _005457013 190 44 six six NUM _005457013 190 45 or or CCONJ _005457013 190 46 eight eight NUM _005457013 190 47 meetings meeting NOUN _005457013 190 48 before before SCONJ _005457013 190 49 the the DET _005457013 190 50 program program NOUN _005457013 190 51 meant mean VERB _005457013 190 52 anything anything PRON _005457013 190 53 to to ADP _005457013 190 54 her she PRON _005457013 190 55 . . PUNCT _005457013 191 1 then then ADV _005457013 191 2 she she PRON _005457013 191 3 was be AUX _005457013 191 4 finally finally ADV _005457013 191 5 able able ADJ _005457013 191 6 to to PART _005457013 191 7 take take VERB _005457013 191 8 a a DET _005457013 191 9 searching search VERB _005457013 191 10 self self NOUN _005457013 191 11 - - PUNCT _005457013 191 12 inventory inventory NOUN _005457013 191 13 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 191 14 this this PRON _005457013 191 15 was be AUX _005457013 191 16 the the DET _005457013 191 17 real real ADJ _005457013 191 18 beginning beginning NOUN _005457013 191 19 of of ADP _005457013 191 20 her her PRON _005457013 191 21 grasp grasp NOUN _005457013 191 22 of of ADP _005457013 191 23 the the DET _005457013 191 24 program program NOUN _005457013 191 25 . . PUNCT _005457013 192 1 in in ADP _005457013 192 2 october october PROPN _005457013 192 3 she she PRON _005457013 192 4 was be AUX _005457013 192 5 still still ADV _005457013 192 6 living live VERB _005457013 192 7 with with ADP _005457013 192 8 her her PRON _005457013 192 9 son son NOUN _005457013 192 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 193 1 it it PRON _005457013 193 2 was be AUX _005457013 193 3 nearly nearly ADV _005457013 193 4 christmas christmas PROPN _005457013 193 5 before before SCONJ _005457013 193 6 she she PRON _005457013 193 7 or or CCONJ _005457013 193 8 her her PRON _005457013 193 9 husband husband NOUN _005457013 193 10 felt feel VERB _005457013 193 11 that that SCONJ _005457013 193 12 a a DET _005457013 193 13 home home NOUN _005457013 193 14 together together ADV _005457013 193 15 could could AUX _005457013 193 16 be be AUX _005457013 193 17 attempted attempt VERB _005457013 193 18 again again ADV _005457013 193 19 with with ADP _005457013 193 20 any any DET _005457013 193 21 hope hope NOUN _005457013 193 22 of of ADP _005457013 193 23 success success NOUN _005457013 193 24 . . PUNCT _005457013 194 1 she she PRON _005457013 194 2 rented rent VERB _005457013 194 3 an an DET _005457013 194 4 apartment apartment NOUN _005457013 194 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 194 6 made make VERB _005457013 194 7 ready ready ADJ _005457013 194 8 for for ADP _005457013 194 9 christmas christmas PROPN _005457013 194 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 195 1 her her PRON _005457013 195 2 landlandy landlandy PROPN _005457013 195 3 gave give VERB _005457013 195 4 her she PRON _005457013 195 5 a a DET _005457013 195 6 bottle bottle NOUN _005457013 195 7 of of ADP _005457013 195 8 wine wine NOUN _005457013 195 9 for for ADP _005457013 195 10 a a DET _005457013 195 11 christmas christmas PROPN _005457013 195 12 present present NOUN _005457013 195 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 196 1 she she PRON _005457013 196 2 did do AUX _005457013 196 3 not not PART _005457013 196 4 throw throw VERB _005457013 196 5 it it PRON _005457013 196 6 out out ADP _005457013 196 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 197 1 she she PRON _005457013 197 2 did do AUX _005457013 197 3 not not PART _005457013 197 4 drink drink VERB _005457013 197 5 it it PRON _005457013 197 6 . . PUNCT _005457013 198 1 she she PRON _005457013 198 2 kept keep VERB _005457013 198 3 it it PRON _005457013 198 4 in in ADP _005457013 198 5 the the DET _005457013 198 6 refrigerator refrigerator NOUN _005457013 198 7 and and CCONJ _005457013 198 8 looked look VERB _005457013 198 9 at at ADP _005457013 198 10 it it PRON _005457013 198 11 occasionally occasionally ADV _005457013 198 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 199 1 she she PRON _005457013 199 2 finally finally ADV _005457013 199 3 gave give VERB _005457013 199 4 it it PRON _005457013 199 5 away away ADV _005457013 199 6 . . PUNCT _005457013 200 1 this this PRON _005457013 200 2 was be AUX _005457013 200 3 three three NUM _005457013 200 4 years year NOUN _005457013 200 5 ago ago ADV _005457013 200 6 . . PUNCT _005457013 201 1 irene irene PROPN _005457013 201 2 , , PUNCT _005457013 201 3 now now ADV _005457013 201 4 a a DET _005457013 201 5 clear clear ADJ _005457013 201 6 - - PUNCT _005457013 201 7 eyed eyed ADJ _005457013 201 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 201 9 happy happy ADJ _005457013 201 10 woman woman NOUN _005457013 201 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 201 12 has have AUX _005457013 201 13 been be AUX _005457013 201 14 able able ADJ _005457013 201 15 to to PART _005457013 201 16 help help VERB _005457013 201 17 reclaim reclaim VERB _005457013 201 18 other other ADJ _005457013 201 19 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 201 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 202 1 she she PRON _005457013 202 2 says say VERB _005457013 202 3 aa aa PROPN _005457013 202 4 assisted assist VERB _005457013 202 5 her she PRON _005457013 202 6 in in ADP _005457013 202 7 putting put VERB _005457013 202 8 her her PRON _005457013 202 9 own own ADJ _005457013 202 10 faith faith NOUN _005457013 202 11 to to ADP _005457013 202 12 a a DET _005457013 202 13 practical practical ADJ _005457013 202 14 use use NOUN _005457013 202 15 in in ADP _005457013 202 16 her her PRON _005457013 202 17 own own ADJ _005457013 202 18 life life NOUN _005457013 202 19 . . PUNCT _005457013 203 1 moreover moreover ADV _005457013 203 2 , , PUNCT _005457013 203 3 it it PRON _005457013 203 4 has have AUX _005457013 203 5 made make VERB _005457013 203 6 her she PRON _005457013 203 7 more more ADV _005457013 203 8 tolerant tolerant ADJ _005457013 203 9 of of ADP _005457013 203 10 all all DET _005457013 203 11 human human ADJ _005457013 203 12 failings failing NOUN _005457013 203 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 204 1 she she PRON _005457013 204 2 gives give VERB _005457013 204 3 thanks thank NOUN _005457013 204 4 to to ADP _005457013 204 5 god god PROPN _005457013 204 6 every every DET _005457013 204 7 day day NOUN _005457013 204 8 that that SCONJ _005457013 204 9 she she PRON _005457013 204 10 found find VERB _005457013 204 11 aa aa PRON _005457013 204 12 before before SCONJ _005457013 204 13 it it PRON _005457013 204 14 was be AUX _005457013 204 15 too too ADV _005457013 204 16 late late ADJ _005457013 204 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 205 1 whenever whenever SCONJ _005457013 205 2 she she PRON _005457013 205 3 sees see VERB _005457013 205 4 or or CCONJ _005457013 205 5 hears hear NOUN _005457013 205 6 of of ADP _005457013 205 7 another another PRON _005457013 205 8 in in ADP _005457013 205 9 the the DET _005457013 205 10 throes throe NOUN _005457013 205 11 of of ADP _005457013 205 12 drunkenness drunkenness NOUN _005457013 205 13 — — PUNCT _005457013 205 14 the the DET _005457013 205 15 anguish anguish NOUN _005457013 205 16 — — PUNCT _005457013 205 17 the the DET _005457013 205 18 despondency despondency NOUN _005457013 205 19 — — PUNCT _005457013 205 20 she she PRON _005457013 205 21 does do VERB _005457013 205 22 what what PRON _005457013 205 23 she she PRON _005457013 205 24 can can AUX _005457013 205 25 to to PART _005457013 205 26 help help VERB _005457013 205 27 , , PUNCT _005457013 205 28 thinking think VERB _005457013 205 29 all all DET _005457013 205 30 the the DET _005457013 205 31 while while NOUN _005457013 205 32 , , PUNCT _005457013 205 33 ' ' PUNCT _005457013 205 34 ^there ^there SPACE _005457013 205 35 , , PUNCT _005457013 205 36 but but CCONJ _005457013 205 37 for for ADP _005457013 205 38 the the DET _005457013 205 39 grace grace NOUN _005457013 205 40 of of ADP _005457013 205 41 god god PROPN _005457013 205 42 , , PUNCT _005457013 205 43 go go VERB _005457013 205 44 i. i. PROPN _005457013 205 45 ’’ ’' PUNCT _005457013 205 46 22 22 NUM _005457013 205 47 well well ADV _005457013 205 48 . . PUNCT _005457013 206 1 who who PRON _005457013 206 2 is be AUX _005457013 206 3 an an DET _005457013 206 4 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 206 5 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 207 1 and and CCONJ _005457013 207 2 how how SCONJ _005457013 207 3 much much ADJ _005457013 207 4 is be AUX _005457013 207 5 too too ADV _005457013 207 6 much much ADJ _005457013 207 7 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 208 1 how how SCONJ _005457013 208 2 do do AUX _005457013 208 3 you you PRON _005457013 208 4 know know VERB _005457013 208 5 you you PRON _005457013 208 6 are be AUX _005457013 208 7 not not PART _005457013 208 8 an an DET _005457013 208 9 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 208 10 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 209 1 there there PRON _005457013 209 2 are be VERB _005457013 209 3 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 209 4 who who PRON _005457013 209 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 209 6 in in ADP _005457013 209 7 the the DET _005457013 209 8 eyes eye NOUN _005457013 209 9 of of ADP _005457013 209 10 others other NOUN _005457013 209 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 209 12 are be AUX _005457013 209 13 persons person NOUN _005457013 209 14 who who PRON _005457013 209 15 have have VERB _005457013 209 16 nothing nothing PRON _005457013 209 17 to to PART _005457013 209 18 live live VERB _005457013 209 19 for for ADP _005457013 209 20 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 209 21 there there PRON _005457013 209 22 are be VERB _005457013 209 23 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 209 24 who who PRON _005457013 209 25 have have VERB _005457013 209 26 everything everything PRON _005457013 209 27 to to PART _005457013 209 28 live live VERB _005457013 209 29 for for ADP _005457013 209 30 . . PUNCT _005457013 210 1 some some DET _005457013 210 2 persons person NOUN _005457013 210 3 drink drink VERB _005457013 210 4 who who PRON _005457013 210 5 like like VERB _005457013 210 6 the the DET _005457013 210 7 taste taste NOUN _005457013 210 8 of of ADP _005457013 210 9 liquor liquor NOUN _005457013 210 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 210 11 others other NOUN _005457013 210 12 to to PART _005457013 210 13 whom whom PRON _005457013 210 14 the the DET _005457013 210 15 taste taste NOUN _005457013 210 16 and and CCONJ _005457013 210 17 smell smell NOUN _005457013 210 18 of of ADP _005457013 210 19 liquor liquor NOUN _005457013 210 20 is be AUX _005457013 210 21 repugnant repugnant ADJ _005457013 210 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 211 1 the the DET _005457013 211 2 only only ADJ _005457013 211 3 person person NOUN _005457013 211 4 who who PRON _005457013 211 5 can can AUX _005457013 211 6 be be AUX _005457013 211 7 absolutely absolutely ADV _005457013 211 8 certain certain ADJ _005457013 211 9 he he PRON _005457013 211 10 will will AUX _005457013 211 11 never never ADV _005457013 211 12 become become VERB _005457013 211 13 an an DET _005457013 211 14 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 211 15 is be AUX _005457013 211 16 the the DET _005457013 211 17 person person NOUN _005457013 211 18 who who PRON _005457013 211 19 has have AUX _005457013 211 20 never never ADV _005457013 211 21 taken take VERB _005457013 211 22 nor nor CCONJ _005457013 211 23 will will AUX _005457013 211 24 ever ever ADV _005457013 211 25 take take VERB _005457013 211 26 a a DET _005457013 211 27 drink drink NOUN _005457013 211 28 of of ADP _005457013 211 29 an an DET _005457013 211 30 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 211 31 beverage beverage NOUN _005457013 211 32 . . PUNCT _005457013 212 1 the the DET _005457013 212 2 johns johns PROPN _005457013 212 3 hopkins hopkins PROPN _005457013 212 4 university university PROPN _005457013 212 5 hospital hospital NOUN _005457013 212 6 has have AUX _005457013 212 7 compiled compile VERB _005457013 212 8 a a DET _005457013 212 9 list list NOUN _005457013 212 10 of of ADP _005457013 212 11 35 35 NUM _005457013 212 12 guide guide NOUN _005457013 212 13 questions question NOUN _005457013 212 14 to to PART _005457013 212 15 help help VERB _005457013 212 16 in in ADP _005457013 212 17 deciding decide VERB _005457013 212 18 whether whether SCONJ _005457013 212 19 a a DET _005457013 212 20 patient patient NOUN _005457013 212 21 is be AUX _005457013 212 22 an an DET _005457013 212 23 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 212 24 or or CCONJ _005457013 212 25 not not PART _005457013 212 26 . . PUNCT _005457013 213 1 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 213 2 anonymous anonymous PROPN _005457013 213 3 add add VERB _005457013 213 4 five five NUM _005457013 213 5 more more ADJ _005457013 213 6 . . PUNCT _005457013 214 1 for for ADP _005457013 214 2 the the DET _005457013 214 3 benefit benefit NOUN _005457013 214 4 of of ADP _005457013 214 5 women woman NOUN _005457013 214 6 who who PRON _005457013 214 7 might might AUX _005457013 214 8 suspicion suspicion VERB _005457013 214 9 that that SCONJ _005457013 214 10 they they PRON _005457013 214 11 are be AUX _005457013 214 12 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 214 13 , , PUNCT _005457013 214 14 who who PRON _005457013 214 15 should should AUX _005457013 214 16 never never ADV _005457013 214 17 take take VERB _005457013 214 18 the the DET _005457013 214 19 first first ADJ _005457013 214 20 drink drink NOUN _005457013 214 21 since since SCONJ _005457013 214 22 that that DET _005457013 214 23 drink drink NOUN _005457013 214 24 sets set VERB _005457013 214 25 up up ADP _005457013 214 26 a a DET _005457013 214 27 chain chain NOUN _005457013 214 28 of of ADP _005457013 214 29 physical physical ADJ _005457013 214 30 and and CCONJ _005457013 214 31 mental mental ADJ _005457013 214 32 reactions reaction NOUN _005457013 214 33 which which PRON _005457013 214 34 render render VERB _005457013 214 35 them they PRON _005457013 214 36 unable unable ADJ _005457013 214 37 to to PART _005457013 214 38 stop stop VERB _005457013 214 39 at at ADP _005457013 214 40 one one NUM _005457013 214 41 or or CCONJ _005457013 214 42 two two NUM _005457013 214 43 drinks drink NOUN _005457013 214 44 , , PUNCT _005457013 214 45 render render VERB _005457013 214 46 them they PRON _005457013 214 47 incapable incapable ADJ _005457013 214 48 of of ADP _005457013 214 49 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 214 50 drinking drink VERB _005457013 214 51 like like ADP _005457013 214 52 other other ADJ _005457013 214 53 people people NOUN _005457013 214 54 , , PUNCT _005457013 214 55 ’’ ’' PUNCT _005457013 214 56 we we PRON _005457013 214 57 list list VERB _005457013 214 58 here here ADV _005457013 214 59 some some PRON _005457013 214 60 of of ADP _005457013 214 61 the the DET _005457013 214 62 40 40 NUM _005457013 214 63 questions question NOUN _005457013 214 64 which which PRON _005457013 214 65 we we PRON _005457013 214 66 think think VERB _005457013 214 67 particularly particularly ADV _005457013 214 68 applicable applicable ADJ _005457013 214 69 to to ADP _005457013 214 70 women woman NOUN _005457013 214 71 : : PUNCT _005457013 214 72 do do AUX _005457013 214 73 you you PRON _005457013 214 74 require require VERB _005457013 214 75 a a DET _005457013 214 76 drink drink NOUN _005457013 214 77 the the DET _005457013 214 78 next next ADJ _005457013 214 79 morning morning NOUN _005457013 214 80 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 215 1 do do AUX _005457013 215 2 you you PRON _005457013 215 3 prefer prefer VERB _005457013 215 4 to to PART _005457013 215 5 drink drink VERB _005457013 215 6 alone alone ADV _005457013 215 7 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 216 1 is be AUX _005457013 216 2 drink drink VERB _005457013 216 3 harming harm VERB _005457013 216 4 your your PRON _005457013 216 5 family family NOUN _005457013 216 6 in in ADP _005457013 216 7 any any DET _005457013 216 8 way way NOUN _005457013 216 9 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 217 1 your your PRON _005457013 217 2 reputation reputation NOUN _005457013 217 3 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 218 1 making make VERB _005457013 218 2 you you PRON _005457013 218 3 careless careless VERB _005457013 218 4 of of ADP _005457013 218 5 your your PRON _005457013 218 6 family family NOUN _005457013 218 7 ’s ’s NOUN _005457013 218 8 welfare welfare NOUN _005457013 218 9 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 219 1 making make VERB _005457013 219 2 your your PRON _005457013 219 3 home home NOUN _005457013 219 4 life life NOUN _005457013 219 5 unhappy unhappy ADJ _005457013 219 6 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 220 1 do do AUX _005457013 220 2 you you PRON _005457013 220 3 crave crave VERB _005457013 220 4 a a DET _005457013 220 5 drink drink NOUN _005457013 220 6 at at ADP _005457013 220 7 a a DET _005457013 220 8 definite definite ADJ _005457013 220 9 time time NOUN _005457013 220 10 daily daily ADV _005457013 220 11 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 221 1 has have AUX _005457013 221 2 drinking drinking AUX _005457013 221 3 made make VERB _005457013 221 4 you you PRON _005457013 221 5 irritable irritable ADJ _005457013 221 6 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 222 1 23 23 NUM _005457013 223 1 have have AUX _005457013 223 2 you you PRON _005457013 223 3 thought think VERB _005457013 223 4 less less ADJ _005457013 223 5 of of ADP _005457013 223 6 your your PRON _005457013 223 7 husband husband NOUN _005457013 223 8 since since SCONJ _005457013 223 9 drinking drink VERB _005457013 223 10 f f PROPN _005457013 223 11 has have AUX _005457013 223 12 drinking drinking AUX _005457013 223 13 changed change VERB _005457013 223 14 your your PRON _005457013 223 15 personality personality NOUN _005457013 223 16 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 224 1 does do AUX _005457013 224 2 drinking drink VERB _005457013 224 3 cause cause VERB _005457013 224 4 you you PRON _005457013 224 5 bodily bodily ADV _005457013 224 6 complaints complaint VERB _005457013 224 7 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 225 1 does do AUX _005457013 225 2 drinking drink VERB _005457013 225 3 make make VERB _005457013 225 4 you you PRON _005457013 225 5 restless restless ADJ _005457013 225 6 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 226 1 has have AUX _005457013 226 2 drinking drinking AUX _005457013 226 3 made make VERB _005457013 226 4 you you PRON _005457013 226 5 more more ADV _005457013 226 6 impulsive impulsive ADJ _005457013 226 7 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 227 1 have have VERB _005457013 227 2 you you PRON _005457013 227 3 less less ADJ _005457013 227 4 self self NOUN _005457013 227 5 - - PUNCT _005457013 227 6 eontrol eontrol NOUN _005457013 227 7 sinee sinee NOUN _005457013 227 8 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 227 9 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 228 1 has have VERB _005457013 228 2 your your PRON _005457013 228 3 initiative initiative NOUN _005457013 228 4 or or CCONJ _005457013 228 5 ambition ambition NOUN _005457013 228 6 deereased deerease VERB _005457013 228 7 since since SCONJ _005457013 228 8 drinking drink VERB _005457013 228 9 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 229 1 do do AUX _005457013 229 2 you you PRON _005457013 229 3 drink drink VERB _005457013 229 4 to to PART _005457013 229 5 obtain obtain VERB _005457013 229 6 soeial soeial ADJ _005457013 229 7 ease ease NOUN _005457013 229 8 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 230 1 { { PUNCT _005457013 230 2 in in ADP _005457013 230 3 shy shy ADJ _005457013 230 4 , , PUNCT _005457013 230 5 timid timid ADJ _005457013 230 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 230 7 self self NOUN _005457013 230 8 - - PUNCT _005457013 230 9 conscious conscious ADJ _005457013 230 10 individuals individual NOUN _005457013 230 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 230 12 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 231 1 do do AUX _005457013 231 2 you you PRON _005457013 231 3 drink drink VERB _005457013 231 4 to to PART _005457013 231 5 relieve relieve VERB _005457013 231 6 a a DET _005457013 231 7 marked marked ADJ _005457013 231 8 feeling feeling NOUN _005457013 231 9 of of ADP _005457013 231 10 inadequacy inadequacy NOUN _005457013 231 11 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 232 1 has have AUX _005457013 232 2 drinking drinking AUX _005457013 232 3 made make VERB _005457013 232 4 you you PRON _005457013 232 5 more more ADV _005457013 232 6 sensitive sensitive ADJ _005457013 232 7 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 233 1 are be AUX _005457013 233 2 you you PRON _005457013 233 3 harder hard ADJ _005457013 233 4 to to PART _005457013 233 5 get get VERB _005457013 233 6 along along ADP _005457013 233 7 with with ADP _005457013 233 8 since since SCONJ _005457013 233 9 drinking drink VERB _005457013 233 10 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 234 1 is be AUX _005457013 234 2 drink drink VERB _005457013 234 3 affecting affect VERB _005457013 234 4 your your PRON _005457013 234 5 peace peace NOUN _005457013 234 6 of of ADP _005457013 234 7 mind mind NOUN _005457013 234 8 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 235 1 have have AUX _005457013 235 2 you you PRON _005457013 235 3 ever ever ADV _005457013 235 4 felt feel VERB _005457013 235 5 “ " PUNCT _005457013 235 6 remorse remorse NOUN _005457013 235 7 ” " PUNCT _005457013 235 8 after after ADP _005457013 235 9 drinking drink VERB _005457013 235 10 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 236 1 alcoholics alcoholics PROPN _005457013 236 2 anonymous anonymous PROPN _005457013 236 3 say say VERB _005457013 236 4 that that SCONJ _005457013 236 5 if if SCONJ _005457013 236 6 you you PRON _005457013 236 7 have have AUX _005457013 236 8 answered answer VERB _005457013 236 9 yes yes INTJ _005457013 236 10 to to ADP _005457013 236 11 any any DET _005457013 236 12 one one NUM _005457013 236 13 of of ADP _005457013 236 14 these these DET _005457013 236 15 questions question NOUN _005457013 236 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 236 17 there there PRON _005457013 236 18 is be VERB _005457013 236 19 a a DET _005457013 236 20 definite definite ADJ _005457013 236 21 warning warning NOUN _005457013 236 22 that that SCONJ _005457013 236 23 you you PRON _005457013 236 24 may may AUX _005457013 236 25 be be AUX _005457013 236 26 an an DET _005457013 236 27 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 236 28 . . PUNCT _005457013 237 1 if if SCONJ _005457013 237 2 you you PRON _005457013 237 3 have have AUX _005457013 237 4 answered answer VERB _005457013 237 5 yes yes INTJ _005457013 237 6 to to ADP _005457013 237 7 any any DET _005457013 237 8 two two NUM _005457013 237 9 of of ADP _005457013 237 10 the the DET _005457013 237 11 questions question NOUN _005457013 237 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 237 13 the the DET _005457013 237 14 chances chance NOUN _005457013 237 15 are be AUX _005457013 237 16 that that SCONJ _005457013 237 17 you you PRON _005457013 237 18 are be AUX _005457013 237 19 an an DET _005457013 237 20 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 237 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 238 1 if if SCONJ _005457013 238 2 you you PRON _005457013 238 3 have have AUX _005457013 238 4 answered answer VERB _005457013 238 5 yes yes INTJ _005457013 238 6 to to ADP _005457013 238 7 three three NUM _005457013 238 8 or or CCONJ _005457013 238 9 more more ADJ _005457013 238 10 of of ADP _005457013 238 11 the the DET _005457013 238 12 test test NOUN _005457013 238 13 questions question NOUN _005457013 238 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 238 15 there there PRON _005457013 238 16 is be VERB _005457013 238 17 not not PART _005457013 238 18 much much ADJ _005457013 238 19 doubt doubt NOUN _005457013 238 20 about about ADP _005457013 238 21 it it PRON _005457013 238 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 239 1 24 24 NUM _005457013 239 2 no no DET _005457013 239 3 one one NOUN _005457013 239 4 in in ADP _005457013 239 5 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 239 6 anonymous anonymous ADJ _005457013 239 7 attempts attempt NOUN _005457013 239 8 to to PART _005457013 239 9 tell tell VERB _005457013 239 10 another another DET _005457013 239 11 person person NOUN _005457013 239 12 whether whether SCONJ _005457013 239 13 or or CCONJ _005457013 239 14 not not PART _005457013 239 15 he he PRON _005457013 239 16 or or CCONJ _005457013 239 17 she she PRON _005457013 239 18 is be AUX _005457013 239 19 an an DET _005457013 239 20 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 239 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 240 1 this this PRON _005457013 240 2 the the DET _005457013 240 3 person person NOUN _005457013 240 4 must must AUX _005457013 240 5 decide decide VERB _005457013 240 6 by by ADP _005457013 240 7 and and CCONJ _005457013 240 8 for for ADP _005457013 240 9 himself himself PRON _005457013 240 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 240 11 and and CCONJ _005457013 240 12 the the DET _005457013 240 13 test test NOUN _005457013 240 14 questions question NOUN _005457013 240 15 are be AUX _005457013 240 16 to to PART _005457013 240 17 help help VERB _005457013 240 18 the the DET _005457013 240 19 person person NOUN _005457013 240 20 decide decide VERB _005457013 240 21 whether whether SCONJ _005457013 240 22 or or CCONJ _005457013 240 23 not not PART _005457013 240 24 he he PRON _005457013 240 25 has have AUX _005457013 240 26 drifted drift VERB _005457013 240 27 from from ADP _005457013 240 28 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 240 29 social social ADJ _005457013 240 30 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 240 31 ’’ ’' PUNCT _005457013 240 32 into into ADP _005457013 240 33 pathological pathological ADJ _005457013 240 34 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 240 35 . . PUNCT _005457013 241 1 the the DET _005457013 241 2 person person NOUN _005457013 241 3 must must AUX _005457013 241 4 answer answer VERB _005457013 241 5 the the DET _005457013 241 6 question question NOUN _005457013 241 7 for for ADP _005457013 241 8 himself himself PRON _005457013 241 9 or or CCONJ _005457013 241 10 herself herself PRON _005457013 241 11 truthfully truthfully ADV _005457013 241 12 because because SCONJ _005457013 241 13 it it PRON _005457013 241 14 is be AUX _005457013 241 15 possible possible ADJ _005457013 241 16 — — PUNCT _005457013 241 17 although although SCONJ _005457013 241 18 quite quite ADV _005457013 241 19 unlikely unlikely ADJ _005457013 241 20 — — PUNCT _005457013 241 21 that that SCONJ _005457013 241 22 you you PRON _005457013 241 23 may may AUX _005457013 241 24 fool fool VERB _005457013 241 25 someone someone PRON _005457013 241 26 else else ADV _005457013 241 27 . . PUNCT _005457013 242 1 and and CCONJ _005457013 242 2 there there PRON _005457013 242 3 is be VERB _005457013 242 4 little little ADJ _005457013 242 5 help help NOUN _005457013 242 6 in in ADP _005457013 242 7 aa aa PROPN _005457013 242 8 — — PUNCT _005457013 242 9 or or CCONJ _005457013 242 10 anywhere anywhere ADV _005457013 242 11 else else ADV _005457013 242 12 — — PUNCT _005457013 242 13 for for ADP _005457013 242 14 the the DET _005457013 242 15 person person NOUN _005457013 242 16 who who PRON _005457013 242 17 lies lie VERB _005457013 242 18 to to ADP _005457013 242 19 himself himself PRON _005457013 242 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 243 1 there there PRON _005457013 243 2 is be VERB _005457013 243 3 no no DET _005457013 243 4 " " PUNCT _005457013 243 5 cure cure NOUN _005457013 243 6 ” " PUNCT _005457013 243 7 for for ADP _005457013 243 8 an an DET _005457013 243 9 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 243 10 — — PUNCT _005457013 243 11 only only ADV _005457013 243 12 total total ADJ _005457013 243 13 abstinence abstinence NOUN _005457013 243 14 — — PUNCT _005457013 243 15 and and CCONJ _005457013 243 16 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 243 17 anonymous anonymous PROPN _005457013 243 18 can can AUX _005457013 243 19 show show VERB _005457013 243 20 the the DET _005457013 243 21 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 243 22 how how SCONJ _005457013 243 23 to to PART _005457013 243 24 abstain abstain VERB _005457013 243 25 and and CCONJ _005457013 243 26 be be AUX _005457013 243 27 contented content VERB _005457013 243 28 in in ADP _005457013 243 29 doing do VERB _005457013 243 30 so so ADV _005457013 243 31 . . PUNCT _005457013 244 1 and and CCONJ _005457013 244 2 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 244 3 never never ADV _005457013 244 4 solved solve VERB _005457013 244 5 any any DET _005457013 244 6 problems problem NOUN _005457013 244 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 245 1 two two NUM _005457013 245 2 women woman NOUN _005457013 245 3 have have VERB _005457013 245 4 equally equally ADV _005457013 245 5 shiftless shiftless ADJ _005457013 245 6 husbands husband NOUN _005457013 245 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 246 1 one one NUM _005457013 246 2 wife wife NOUN _005457013 246 3 drinks drink VERB _005457013 246 4 to to PART _005457013 246 5 " " PUNCT _005457013 246 6 solve solve VERB _005457013 246 7 ” " PUNCT _005457013 246 8 her her PRON _005457013 246 9 problems problem NOUN _005457013 246 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 247 1 the the DET _005457013 247 2 other other ADJ _005457013 247 3 wife wife NOUN _005457013 247 4 encourages encourage VERB _005457013 247 5 her her PRON _005457013 247 6 husband husband NOUN _005457013 247 7 to to PART _005457013 247 8 be be AUX _005457013 247 9 more more ADV _005457013 247 10 ambitious ambitious ADJ _005457013 247 11 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 247 12 if if SCONJ _005457013 247 13 this this PRON _005457013 247 14 fails fail VERB _005457013 247 15 , , PUNCT _005457013 247 16 she she PRON _005457013 247 17 either either CCONJ _005457013 247 18 goes go VERB _005457013 247 19 out out ADP _005457013 247 20 to to PART _005457013 247 21 work work VERB _005457013 247 22 herself herself PRON _005457013 247 23 or or CCONJ _005457013 247 24 accepts accept VERB _005457013 247 25 him he PRON _005457013 247 26 as as SCONJ _005457013 247 27 he he PRON _005457013 247 28 is be AUX _005457013 247 29 and and CCONJ _005457013 247 30 makes make VERB _005457013 247 31 the the DET _005457013 247 32 best good ADJ _005457013 247 33 of of ADP _005457013 247 34 it it PRON _005457013 247 35 . . PUNCT _005457013 248 1 the the DET _005457013 248 2 two two NUM _005457013 248 3 women woman NOUN _005457013 248 4 had have VERB _005457013 248 5 identical identical ADJ _005457013 248 6 problems problem NOUN _005457013 248 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 248 8 the the DET _005457013 248 9 same same ADJ _005457013 248 10 sort sort NOUN _005457013 248 11 of of ADP _005457013 248 12 husbands husband NOUN _005457013 248 13 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 248 14 it it PRON _005457013 248 15 was be AUX _005457013 248 16 the the DET _005457013 248 17 women woman NOUN _005457013 248 18 who who PRON _005457013 248 19 were be AUX _005457013 248 20 different different ADJ _005457013 248 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 249 1 get get VERB _005457013 249 2 in in ADP _005457013 249 3 touch touch NOUN _005457013 249 4 with with ADP _005457013 249 5 aa aa PROPN _005457013 249 6 if if SCONJ _005457013 249 7 you you PRON _005457013 249 8 have have VERB _005457013 249 9 a a DET _005457013 249 10 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 249 11 problem problem NOUN _005457013 249 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 250 1 it it PRON _005457013 250 2 costs cost VERB _005457013 250 3 nothing nothing PRON _005457013 250 4 and and CCONJ _005457013 250 5 your your PRON _005457013 250 6 anonymity anonymity NOUN _005457013 250 7 is be AUX _005457013 250 8 respected respect VERB _005457013 250 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 251 1 what what PRON _005457013 251 2 can can AUX _005457013 251 3 you you PRON _005457013 251 4 lose lose VERB _005457013 251 5 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 252 1 you you PRON _005457013 252 2 may may AUX _005457013 252 3 save save VERB _005457013 252 4 your your PRON _005457013 252 5 life life NOUN _005457013 252 6 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 253 1 25 25 NUM _005457013 253 2 j j DET _005457013 253 3 younger young ADJ _005457013 253 4 groups group NOUN _005457013 253 5 ^here ^here SPACE _005457013 253 6 is be AUX _005457013 253 7 an an DET _005457013 253 8 active active ADJ _005457013 253 9 movement movement NOUN _005457013 253 10 in in ADP _005457013 253 11 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 253 12 anonymous anonymous PROPN _005457013 253 13 now now ADV _005457013 253 14 that that PRON _005457013 253 15 did do AUX _005457013 253 16 not not PART _005457013 253 17 exist exist VERB _005457013 253 18 a a DET _005457013 253 19 few few ADJ _005457013 253 20 years year NOUN _005457013 253 21 ago ago ADV _005457013 253 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 254 1 younger young ADJ _005457013 254 2 persons person NOUN _005457013 254 3 are be AUX _005457013 254 4 becoming become VERB _005457013 254 5 active active ADJ _005457013 254 6 in in ADP _005457013 254 7 aa aa PROPN _005457013 254 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 255 1 this this PRON _005457013 255 2 is be AUX _005457013 255 3 a a DET _005457013 255 4 hopeful hopeful ADJ _005457013 255 5 sign sign NOUN _005457013 255 6 and and CCONJ _005457013 255 7 points point VERB _005457013 255 8 up up ADP _005457013 255 9 that that SCONJ _005457013 255 10 aa aa PRON _005457013 255 11 is be AUX _005457013 255 12 growing grow VERB _005457013 255 13 in in ADP _005457013 255 14 the the DET _005457013 255 15 right right ADJ _005457013 255 16 direction direction NOUN _005457013 255 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 256 1 these these DET _005457013 256 2 young young ADJ _005457013 256 3 people people NOUN _005457013 256 4 have have AUX _005457013 256 5 been be AUX _005457013 256 6 intelligent intelligent ADJ _005457013 256 7 enough enough ADV _005457013 256 8 to to PART _005457013 256 9 see see VERB _005457013 256 10 26 26 NUM _005457013 256 11 where where SCONJ _005457013 256 12 their their PRON _005457013 256 13 lives life NOUN _005457013 256 14 were be AUX _005457013 256 15 heading head VERB _005457013 256 16 and and CCONJ _005457013 256 17 have have AUX _005457013 256 18 embraced embrace VERB _005457013 256 19 the the DET _005457013 256 20 program program NOUN _005457013 256 21 before before SCONJ _005457013 256 22 they they PRON _005457013 256 23 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 256 24 hit hit VERB _005457013 256 25 bottom bottom NOUN _005457013 256 26 ” " PUNCT _005457013 256 27 with with ADP _005457013 256 28 the the DET _005457013 256 29 resultant resultant ADJ _005457013 256 30 broken break VERB _005457013 256 31 families family NOUN _005457013 256 32 , , PUNCT _005457013 256 33 lost lose VERB _005457013 256 34 health health NOUN _005457013 256 35 , , PUNCT _005457013 256 36 jails jail NOUN _005457013 256 37 , , PUNCT _005457013 256 38 and and CCONJ _005457013 256 39 possible possible ADJ _005457013 256 40 eventual eventual ADJ _005457013 256 41 commitment commitment NOUN _005457013 256 42 to to ADP _005457013 256 43 insane insane ADJ _005457013 256 44 asylums asylum NOUN _005457013 256 45 . . PUNCT _005457013 257 1 these these DET _005457013 257 2 young young ADJ _005457013 257 3 people people NOUN _005457013 257 4 are be AUX _005457013 257 5 spared spare VERB _005457013 257 6 " " PUNCT _005457013 257 7 that that SCONJ _005457013 257 8 last last ADJ _005457013 257 9 ten ten NUM _005457013 257 10 or or CCONJ _005457013 257 11 fifteen fifteen NUM _005457013 257 12 years year NOUN _005457013 257 13 of of ADP _005457013 257 14 literal literal ADJ _005457013 257 15 hell hell NOUN _005457013 257 16 ” " PUNCT _005457013 257 17 that that SCONJ _005457013 257 18 most most ADJ _005457013 257 19 of of ADP _005457013 257 20 the the DET _005457013 257 21 older old ADJ _005457013 257 22 aa aa NOUN _005457013 257 23 ’s ’s VERB _005457013 257 24 have have AUX _005457013 257 25 gone go VERB _005457013 257 26 through through ADV _005457013 257 27 . . PUNCT _005457013 258 1 how how SCONJ _005457013 258 2 is be AUX _005457013 258 3 this this PRON _005457013 258 4 accomplished accomplish VERB _005457013 258 5 when when SCONJ _005457013 258 6 step step NOUN _005457013 258 7 one one NUM _005457013 258 8 requires require VERB _005457013 258 9 an an DET _005457013 258 10 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 258 11 to to PART _005457013 258 12 admit admit VERB _005457013 258 13 that that SCONJ _005457013 258 14 his his PRON _005457013 258 15 or or CCONJ _005457013 258 16 her her PRON _005457013 258 17 life life NOUN _005457013 258 18 has have AUX _005457013 258 19 become become VERB _005457013 258 20 unmanageable unmanageable ADJ _005457013 258 21 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 259 1 simply simply ADV _005457013 259 2 by by ADP _005457013 259 3 the the DET _005457013 259 4 older old ADJ _005457013 259 5 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 259 6 " " PUNCT _005457013 259 7 raising raise VERB _005457013 259 8 the the DET _005457013 259 9 bottom bottom NOUN _005457013 259 10 ” " PUNCT _005457013 259 11 as as SCONJ _005457013 259 12 they they PRON _005457013 259 13 call call VERB _005457013 259 14 it it PRON _005457013 259 15 , , PUNCT _005457013 259 16 telling tell VERB _005457013 259 17 the the DET _005457013 259 18 younger young ADJ _005457013 259 19 person person NOUN _005457013 259 20 their their PRON _005457013 259 21 own own ADJ _005457013 259 22 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 259 23 histories history NOUN _005457013 259 24 and and CCONJ _005457013 259 25 showing show VERB _005457013 259 26 them they PRON _005457013 259 27 that that ADV _005457013 259 28 long long ADV _005457013 259 29 before before SCONJ _005457013 259 30 they they PRON _005457013 259 31 realized realize VERB _005457013 259 32 it it PRON _005457013 259 33 , , PUNCT _005457013 259 34 their their PRON _005457013 259 35 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 259 36 was be AUX _005457013 259 37 out out ADP _005457013 259 38 of of ADP _005457013 259 39 control control NOUN _005457013 259 40 . . PUNCT _005457013 260 1 the the DET _005457013 260 2 young young ADJ _005457013 260 3 person person NOUN _005457013 260 4 is be AUX _005457013 260 5 able able ADJ _005457013 260 6 to to PART _005457013 260 7 profit profit VERB _005457013 260 8 by by ADP _005457013 260 9 the the DET _005457013 260 10 older old ADJ _005457013 260 11 one one NUM _005457013 260 12 ’s ’s NOUN _005457013 260 13 experience experience NOUN _005457013 260 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 261 1 it it PRON _005457013 261 2 does do AUX _005457013 261 3 not not PART _005457013 261 4 take take VERB _005457013 261 5 an an DET _005457013 261 6 older old ADJ _005457013 261 7 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 261 8 long long ADV _005457013 261 9 to to PART _005457013 261 10 recognize recognize VERB _005457013 261 11 the the DET _005457013 261 12 potential potential ADJ _005457013 261 13 young young ADJ _005457013 261 14 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 261 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 262 1 alcoholics alcoholics PROPN _005457013 262 2 anonymous anonymous PROPN _005457013 262 3 states state NOUN _005457013 262 4 : : PUNCT _005457013 262 5 " " PUNCT _005457013 262 6 to to PART _005457013 262 7 be be AUX _005457013 262 8 gravely gravely ADV _005457013 262 9 affected affect VERB _005457013 262 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 262 11 one one PRON _005457013 262 12 does do AUX _005457013 262 13 not not PART _005457013 262 14 necessarily necessarily ADV _005457013 262 15 have have VERB _005457013 262 16 to to PART _005457013 262 17 drink drink VERB _005457013 262 18 a a DET _005457013 262 19 long long ADJ _005457013 262 20 time time NOUN _005457013 262 21 nor nor CCONJ _005457013 262 22 take take VERB _005457013 262 23 the the DET _005457013 262 24 quantities quantity NOUN _005457013 262 25 some some PRON _005457013 262 26 of of ADP _005457013 262 27 us we PRON _005457013 262 28 have have VERB _005457013 262 29 . . PUNCT _005457013 263 1 this this PRON _005457013 263 2 is be AUX _005457013 263 3 particularly particularly ADV _005457013 263 4 true true ADJ _005457013 263 5 of of ADP _005457013 263 6 women woman NOUN _005457013 263 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 264 1 potential potential ADJ _005457013 264 2 female female ADJ _005457013 264 3 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 264 4 often often ADV _005457013 264 5 turn turn VERB _005457013 264 6 into into ADP _005457013 264 7 the the DET _005457013 264 8 real real ADJ _005457013 264 9 thing thing NOUN _005457013 264 10 and and CCONJ _005457013 264 11 are be AUX _005457013 264 12 gone go VERB _005457013 264 13 beyond beyond ADP _005457013 264 14 recall recall NOUN _005457013 264 15 in in ADP _005457013 264 16 a a DET _005457013 264 17 few few ADJ _005457013 264 18 years year NOUN _005457013 264 19 . . PUNCT _005457013 264 20 ” " PUNCT _005457013 265 1 the the DET _005457013 265 2 smart smart ADJ _005457013 265 3 ones one NOUN _005457013 265 4 , , PUNCT _005457013 265 5 instead instead ADV _005457013 265 6 of of ADP _005457013 265 7 being be AUX _005457013 265 8 insulted insult VERB _005457013 265 9 by by ADP _005457013 265 10 being be AUX _005457013 265 11 called call VERB _005457013 265 12 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 265 13 , , PUNCT _005457013 265 14 are be AUX _005457013 265 15 turning turn VERB _005457013 265 16 to to ADP _005457013 265 17 aa aa NOUN _005457013 265 18 and and CCONJ _005457013 265 19 the the DET _005457013 265 20 help help NOUN _005457013 265 21 it it PRON _005457013 265 22 can can AUX _005457013 265 23 give give VERB _005457013 265 24 before before SCONJ _005457013 265 25 they they PRON _005457013 265 26 have have AUX _005457013 265 27 messed mess VERB _005457013 265 28 up up ADP _005457013 265 29 their their PRON _005457013 265 30 lives life NOUN _005457013 265 31 perhaps perhaps ADV _005457013 265 32 beyond beyond ADP _005457013 265 33 reclamation reclamation NOUN _005457013 265 34 . . PUNCT _005457013 266 1 j^ow j^ow X _005457013 266 2 much much ADJ _005457013 266 3 suffering suffer VERB _005457013 266 4 it it PRON _005457013 266 5 would would AUX _005457013 266 6 have have AUX _005457013 266 7 saved save VERB _005457013 266 8 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 266 9 a. a. PROPN _005457013 266 10 and and CCONJ _005457013 266 11 her her PRON _005457013 266 12 family family NOUN _005457013 266 13 had have AUX _005457013 266 14 she she PRON _005457013 266 15 learned learn VERB _005457013 266 16 about about ADP _005457013 266 17 and and CCONJ _005457013 266 18 joined join VERB _005457013 266 19 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 266 20 anonymous anonymous ADJ _005457013 266 21 years year NOUN _005457013 266 22 before before ADV _005457013 266 23 . . PUNCT _005457013 267 1 she she PRON _005457013 267 2 would would AUX _005457013 267 3 have have AUX _005457013 267 4 been be AUX _005457013 267 5 spared spare VERB _005457013 267 6 much much ADJ _005457013 267 7 had have AUX _005457013 267 8 she she PRON _005457013 267 9 had have VERB _005457013 267 10 a a DET _005457013 267 11 way way NOUN _005457013 267 12 of of ADP _005457013 267 13 recognizing recognize VERB _005457013 267 14 the the DET _005457013 267 15 causes cause NOUN _005457013 267 16 of of ADP _005457013 267 17 her her PRON _005457013 267 18 27 27 NUM _005457013 267 19 troubles trouble NOUN _005457013 267 20 in in ADP _005457013 267 21 her her PRON _005457013 267 22 twenties twenty NOUN _005457013 267 23 as as SCONJ _005457013 267 24 she she PRON _005457013 267 25 came come VERB _005457013 267 26 to to PART _005457013 267 27 realize realize VERB _005457013 267 28 them they PRON _005457013 267 29 in in ADP _005457013 267 30 her her PRON _005457013 267 31 forties forty NOUN _005457013 267 32 . . PUNCT _005457013 268 1 this this PRON _005457013 268 2 is be AUX _005457013 268 3 what what PRON _005457013 268 4 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 268 5 told tell VERB _005457013 268 6 us we PRON _005457013 268 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 268 8 ' ' PUNCT _005457013 268 9 tt tt PROPN _005457013 268 10 was be AUX _005457013 268 11 such such DET _005457013 268 12 a a DET _005457013 268 13 blessed bless VERB _005457013 268 14 relief relief NOUN _005457013 268 15 to to PART _005457013 268 16 discover discover VERB _005457013 268 17 i i PRON _005457013 268 18 was be AUX _005457013 268 19 an an DET _005457013 268 20 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 268 21 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 268 22 i i PRON _005457013 268 23 thought think VERB _005457013 268 24 i i PRON _005457013 268 25 was be AUX _005457013 268 26 insane insane ADJ _005457013 268 27 . . PUNCT _005457013 268 28 ’’ ’' PUNCT _005457013 269 1 vivacious vivacious ADJ _005457013 269 2 is be AUX _005457013 269 3 the the DET _005457013 269 4 word word NOUN _005457013 269 5 for for ADP _005457013 269 6 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 269 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 270 1 this this PRON _005457013 270 2 pretty pretty ADJ _005457013 270 3 , , PUNCT _005457013 270 4 blonde blonde ADJ _005457013 270 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 270 6 slender slender ADJ _005457013 270 7 woman woman NOUN _005457013 270 8 talks talk VERB _005457013 270 9 a a DET _005457013 270 10 mile mile NOUN _005457013 270 11 a a DET _005457013 270 12 minute minute NOUN _005457013 270 13 , , PUNCT _005457013 270 14 and and CCONJ _005457013 270 15 has have VERB _005457013 270 16 something something PRON _005457013 270 17 to to PART _005457013 270 18 say say VERB _005457013 270 19 with with ADP _005457013 270 20 every every DET _005457013 270 21 word word NOUN _005457013 270 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 271 1 she she PRON _005457013 271 2 admitted admit VERB _005457013 271 3 to to ADP _005457013 271 4 47 47 NUM _005457013 271 5 years year NOUN _005457013 271 6 gladly gladly ADV _005457013 271 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 271 8 while while SCONJ _005457013 271 9 four four NUM _005457013 271 10 years year NOUN _005457013 271 11 before before SCONJ _005457013 271 12 she she PRON _005457013 271 13 looked look VERB _005457013 271 14 without without ADP _005457013 271 15 hope hope NOUN _005457013 271 16 toward toward ADP _005457013 271 17 the the DET _005457013 271 18 next next ADJ _005457013 271 19 five five NUM _005457013 271 20 years year NOUN _005457013 271 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 272 1 she she PRON _005457013 272 2 has have VERB _005457013 272 3 a a DET _005457013 272 4 cooperative cooperative ADJ _005457013 272 5 husband husband NOUN _005457013 272 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 272 7 three three NUM _005457013 272 8 children child NOUN _005457013 272 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 272 10 every every DET _005457013 272 11 material material NOUN _005457013 272 12 comfort comfort NOUN _005457013 272 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 273 1 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 273 2 is be AUX _005457013 273 3 a a DET _005457013 273 4 practical practical ADJ _005457013 273 5 catholic catholic NOUN _005457013 273 6 . . PUNCT _005457013 274 1 she she PRON _005457013 274 2 had have AUX _005457013 274 3 , , PUNCT _005457013 274 4 at at ADP _005457013 274 5 the the DET _005457013 274 6 time time NOUN _005457013 274 7 of of ADP _005457013 274 8 this this DET _005457013 274 9 interview interview NOUN _005457013 274 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 274 11 been be AUX _005457013 274 12 an an DET _005457013 274 13 active active ADJ _005457013 274 14 member member NOUN _005457013 274 15 of of ADP _005457013 274 16 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 274 17 anonymous anonymous ADJ _005457013 274 18 for for ADP _005457013 274 19 four four NUM _005457013 274 20 years year NOUN _005457013 274 21 without without ADP _005457013 274 22 setbacks setback NOUN _005457013 274 23 . . PUNCT _005457013 275 1 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 275 2 ’ ' PUNCT _005457013 275 3 childhood childhood NOUN _005457013 275 4 was be AUX _005457013 275 5 spent spend VERB _005457013 275 6 in in ADP _005457013 275 7 near near ADJ _005457013 275 8 - - PUNCT _005457013 275 9 poverty poverty NOUN _005457013 275 10 with with ADP _005457013 275 11 a a DET _005457013 275 12 mother mother NOUN _005457013 275 13 and and CCONJ _005457013 275 14 stepfather stepfather PROPN _005457013 275 15 who who PRON _005457013 275 16 pulled pull VERB _005457013 275 17 separate separate ADJ _005457013 275 18 ways way NOUN _005457013 275 19 . . PUNCT _005457013 276 1 she she PRON _005457013 276 2 was be AUX _005457013 276 3 an an DET _005457013 276 4 outsider outsider NOUN _005457013 276 5 in in ADP _005457013 276 6 her her PRON _005457013 276 7 own own ADJ _005457013 276 8 home home NOUN _005457013 276 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 276 10 could could AUX _005457013 276 11 not not PART _005457013 276 12 bring bring VERB _005457013 276 13 her her PRON _005457013 276 14 friends friend NOUN _005457013 276 15 there there ADV _005457013 276 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 276 17 and and CCONJ _005457013 276 18 felt feel VERB _005457013 276 19 something something PRON _005457013 276 20 was be AUX _005457013 276 21 wrong wrong ADJ _005457013 276 22 with with ADP _005457013 276 23 her she PRON _005457013 276 24 that that PRON _005457013 276 25 her her PRON _005457013 276 26 stepfather stepfather NOUN _005457013 276 27 did do AUX _005457013 276 28 not not PART _005457013 276 29 like like VERB _005457013 276 30 her she PRON _005457013 276 31 . . PUNCT _005457013 277 1 she she PRON _005457013 277 2 went go VERB _005457013 277 3 to to PART _005457013 277 4 work work VERB _005457013 277 5 at at ADP _005457013 277 6 14 14 NUM _005457013 277 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 278 1 at at ADP _005457013 278 2 17 17 NUM _005457013 278 3 , , PUNCT _005457013 278 4 she she PRON _005457013 278 5 began begin VERB _005457013 278 6 drinking drink VERB _005457013 278 7 beer beer NOUN _005457013 278 8 with with ADP _005457013 278 9 other other ADJ _005457013 278 10 young young ADJ _005457013 278 11 people people NOUN _005457013 278 12 in in ADP _005457013 278 13 speakeasies speakeasy NOUN _005457013 278 14 in in ADP _005457013 278 15 the the DET _005457013 278 16 big big ADJ _005457013 278 17 city city NOUN _005457013 278 18 where where SCONJ _005457013 278 19 she she PRON _005457013 278 20 lived live VERB _005457013 278 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 279 1 she she PRON _005457013 279 2 always always ADV _005457013 279 3 got get VERB _005457013 279 4 sick sick ADJ _005457013 279 5 afterwards afterwards ADV _005457013 279 6 but but CCONJ _005457013 279 7 felt feel VERB _005457013 279 8 superior superior ADJ _005457013 279 9 while while SCONJ _005457013 279 10 drinking drink VERB _005457013 279 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 280 1 she she PRON _005457013 280 2 had have VERB _005457013 280 3 23 23 NUM _005457013 280 4 jobs job NOUN _005457013 280 5 before before SCONJ _005457013 280 6 she she PRON _005457013 280 7 was be AUX _005457013 280 8 married married ADJ _005457013 280 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 281 1 she she PRON _005457013 281 2 was be AUX _005457013 281 3 crazy crazy ADJ _005457013 281 4 for for ADP _005457013 281 5 clothes clothe NOUN _005457013 281 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 281 7 ever ever ADV _005457013 281 8 wanting want VERB _005457013 281 9 to to PART _005457013 281 10 build build VERB _005457013 281 11 herself herself PRON _005457013 281 12 up up ADP _005457013 281 13 , , PUNCT _005457013 281 14 to to PART _005457013 281 15 be be AUX _005457013 281 16 admired admire VERB _005457013 281 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 282 1 the the DET _005457013 282 2 first first ADJ _005457013 282 3 easter easter PROPN _005457013 282 4 after after SCONJ _005457013 282 5 she she PRON _005457013 282 6 started start VERB _005457013 282 7 to to PART _005457013 282 8 work work VERB _005457013 282 9 she she PRON _005457013 282 10 bought buy VERB _005457013 282 11 five five NUM _005457013 282 12 hats hat NOUN _005457013 282 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 283 1 she she PRON _005457013 283 2 married marry VERB _005457013 283 3 at at ADP _005457013 283 4 24 24 NUM _005457013 283 5 a a DET _005457013 283 6 man man NOUN _005457013 283 7 ambitious ambitious ADJ _005457013 283 8 to to PART _005457013 283 9 succeed succeed VERB _005457013 283 10 in in ADP _005457013 283 11 the the DET _005457013 283 12 business business NOUN _005457013 283 13 world world NOUN _005457013 283 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 283 15 settled settle VERB _005457013 283 16 down down ADP _005457013 283 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 283 18 had have VERB _005457013 283 19 two two NUM _005457013 283 20 children child NOUN _005457013 283 21 , , PUNCT _005457013 283 22 and and CCONJ _005457013 283 23 did do AUX _005457013 283 24 not not PART _005457013 283 25 drink drink VERB _005457013 283 26 . . PUNCT _005457013 284 1 then then ADV _005457013 284 2 they they PRON _005457013 284 3 moved move VERB _005457013 284 4 , , PUNCT _005457013 284 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 284 6 she she PRON _005457013 284 7 met meet VERB _005457013 284 8 drinking drink VERB _005457013 284 9 people people NOUN _005457013 284 10 through through ADP _005457013 284 11 her her PRON _005457013 284 12 husband husband NOUN _005457013 284 13 ’s ’s PART _005457013 284 14 business business NOUN _005457013 284 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 285 1 they they PRON _005457013 285 2 joined join VERB _005457013 285 3 a a DET _005457013 285 4 swank swank NOUN _005457013 285 5 28 28 NUM _005457013 285 6 country country NOUN _005457013 285 7 club club NOUN _005457013 285 8 and and CCONJ _005457013 285 9 attended attend VERB _005457013 285 10 their their PRON _005457013 285 11 first first ADJ _005457013 285 12 wild wild ADJ _005457013 285 13 party party NOUN _005457013 285 14 there there ADV _005457013 285 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 286 1 she she PRON _005457013 286 2 drank drink VERB _005457013 286 3 soft soft ADJ _005457013 286 4 drinks drink NOUN _005457013 286 5 . . PUNCT _005457013 287 1 when when SCONJ _005457013 287 2 her her PRON _005457013 287 3 husband husband NOUN _005457013 287 4 urged urge VERB _005457013 287 5 her she PRON _005457013 287 6 to to PART _005457013 287 7 drink drink VERB _005457013 287 8 something something PRON _005457013 287 9 stronger strong ADJ _005457013 287 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 287 11 she she PRON _005457013 287 12 told tell VERB _005457013 287 13 him he PRON _005457013 287 14 that that SCONJ _005457013 287 15 she she PRON _005457013 287 16 did do AUX _005457013 287 17 not not PART _005457013 287 18 care care VERB _005457013 287 19 to to ADP _005457013 287 20 , , PUNCT _005457013 287 21 that that SCONJ _005457013 287 22 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 287 23 did do VERB _005457013 287 24 her she PRON _005457013 287 25 no no DET _005457013 287 26 good good NOUN _005457013 287 27 , , PUNCT _005457013 287 28 that that SCONJ _005457013 287 29 she she PRON _005457013 287 30 had have AUX _005457013 287 31 had have VERB _005457013 287 32 all all DET _005457013 287 33 the the DET _005457013 287 34 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 287 35 she she PRON _005457013 287 36 cared care VERB _005457013 287 37 for for ADP _005457013 287 38 as as ADP _005457013 287 39 a a DET _005457013 287 40 teen teen NOUN _005457013 287 41 - - PUNCT _005457013 287 42 ager ager NOUN _005457013 287 43 . . PUNCT _005457013 288 1 she she PRON _005457013 288 2 was be AUX _005457013 288 3 the the DET _005457013 288 4 only only ADJ _005457013 288 5 sober sober ADJ _005457013 288 6 one one NUM _005457013 288 7 at at ADP _005457013 288 8 the the DET _005457013 288 9 party party NOUN _005457013 288 10 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 288 11 and and CCONJ _005457013 288 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 288 13 as as SCONJ _005457013 288 14 she she PRON _005457013 288 15 watched watch VERB _005457013 288 16 the the DET _005457013 288 17 revolting revolt VERB _005457013 288 18 behavior behavior NOUN _005457013 288 19 of of ADP _005457013 288 20 the the DET _005457013 288 21 others other NOUN _005457013 288 22 , , PUNCT _005457013 288 23 she she PRON _005457013 288 24 thought think VERB _005457013 288 25 , , PUNCT _005457013 288 26 " " PUNCT _005457013 288 27 if if SCONJ _005457013 288 28 these these PRON _005457013 288 29 are be AUX _005457013 288 30 our our PRON _005457013 288 31 best good ADJ _005457013 288 32 people people NOUN _005457013 288 33 . . PUNCT _005457013 288 34 . . PUNCT _005457013 289 1 yet yet ADV _005457013 289 2 she she PRON _005457013 289 3 felt feel VERB _005457013 289 4 inferior inferior ADJ _005457013 289 5 because because SCONJ _005457013 289 6 of of ADP _005457013 289 7 her her PRON _005457013 289 8 lack lack NOUN _005457013 289 9 of of ADP _005457013 289 10 education education NOUN _005457013 289 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 289 12 and and CCONJ _005457013 289 13 was be AUX _005457013 289 14 afraid afraid ADJ _005457013 289 15 to to PART _005457013 289 16 meet meet VERB _005457013 289 17 people people NOUN _005457013 289 18 . . PUNCT _005457013 290 1 she she PRON _005457013 290 2 went go VERB _005457013 290 3 to to ADP _005457013 290 4 another another DET _005457013 290 5 party party NOUN _005457013 290 6 . . PUNCT _005457013 291 1 when when SCONJ _005457013 291 2 the the DET _005457013 291 3 antics antic NOUN _005457013 291 4 of of ADP _005457013 291 5 the the DET _005457013 291 6 other other ADJ _005457013 291 7 women woman NOUN _005457013 291 8 became become VERB _005457013 291 9 more more ADV _005457013 291 10 disgusting disgusting ADJ _005457013 291 11 than than ADP _005457013 291 12 the the DET _005457013 291 13 time time NOUN _005457013 291 14 before before ADV _005457013 291 15 , , PUNCT _005457013 291 16 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 291 17 took take VERB _005457013 291 18 a a DET _005457013 291 19 cab cab NOUN _005457013 291 20 home home NOUN _005457013 291 21 alone alone ADV _005457013 291 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 292 1 her her PRON _005457013 292 2 husband husband NOUN _005457013 292 3 was be AUX _005457013 292 4 furious furious ADJ _005457013 292 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 292 6 called call VERB _005457013 292 7 her she PRON _005457013 292 8 a a DET _005457013 292 9 wet wet ADJ _005457013 292 10 blanket blanket NOUN _005457013 292 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 293 1 he he PRON _005457013 293 2 said say VERB _005457013 293 3 the the DET _005457013 293 4 least least ADJ _005457013 293 5 she she PRON _005457013 293 6 could could AUX _005457013 293 7 do do VERB _005457013 293 8 was be AUX _005457013 293 9 try try VERB _005457013 293 10 to to PART _005457013 293 11 be be AUX _005457013 293 12 congenial congenial ADJ _005457013 293 13 with with ADP _005457013 293 14 his his PRON _005457013 293 15 friends friend NOUN _005457013 293 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 294 1 so so ADV _005457013 294 2 at at ADP _005457013 294 3 the the DET _005457013 294 4 next next ADJ _005457013 294 5 party party NOUN _005457013 294 6 she she PRON _005457013 294 7 drank drink VERB _005457013 294 8 with with ADP _005457013 294 9 the the DET _005457013 294 10 others other NOUN _005457013 294 11 and and CCONJ _005457013 294 12 had have VERB _005457013 294 13 a a DET _005457013 294 14 wonderful wonderful ADJ _005457013 294 15 time time NOUN _005457013 294 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 295 1 one one NUM _005457013 295 2 of of ADP _005457013 295 3 the the DET _005457013 295 4 men man NOUN _005457013 295 5 said say VERB _005457013 295 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 295 7 ^^say ^^say VERB _005457013 295 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 295 9 when when SCONJ _005457013 295 10 you you PRON _005457013 295 11 get get VERB _005457013 295 12 a a DET _005457013 295 13 couple couple NOUN _005457013 295 14 of of ADP _005457013 295 15 drinks drink NOUN _005457013 295 16 in in ADP _005457013 295 17 you you PRON _005457013 295 18 , , PUNCT _005457013 295 19 you you PRON _005457013 295 20 ’re ’re VERB _005457013 295 21 some some DET _005457013 295 22 fun fun NOUN _005457013 295 23 . . PUNCT _005457013 295 24 ” " PUNCT _005457013 296 1 her her PRON _005457013 296 2 husband husband NOUN _005457013 296 3 did do AUX _005457013 296 4 not not PART _005457013 296 5 like like VERB _005457013 296 6 this this PRON _005457013 296 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 297 1 everyone everyone PRON _005457013 297 2 gave give VERB _005457013 297 3 her she PRON _005457013 297 4 a a DET _005457013 297 5 big big ADJ _005457013 297 6 rush rush NOUN _005457013 297 7 — — PUNCT _005457013 297 8 she she PRON _005457013 297 9 always always ADV _005457013 297 10 got get VERB _005457013 297 11 on on ADP _005457013 297 12 well well ADV _005457013 297 13 socially socially ADV _005457013 297 14 while while SCONJ _005457013 297 15 drinking drink VERB _005457013 297 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 298 1 they they PRON _005457013 298 2 traveled travel VERB _005457013 298 3 about about ADV _005457013 298 4 much much ADJ _005457013 298 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 298 6 moved move VERB _005457013 298 7 31 31 NUM _005457013 298 8 times time NOUN _005457013 298 9 in in ADP _005457013 298 10 their their PRON _005457013 298 11 married married ADJ _005457013 298 12 life life NOUN _005457013 298 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 299 1 someone someone PRON _005457013 299 2 invariably invariably ADV _005457013 299 3 would would AUX _005457013 299 4 say say VERB _005457013 299 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 299 6 " " PUNCT _005457013 299 7 where where SCONJ _005457013 299 8 did do AUX _005457013 299 9 you you PRON _005457013 299 10 go go VERB _005457013 299 11 to to ADP _005457013 299 12 college college NOUN _005457013 299 13 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 299 14 ” " PUNCT _005457013 300 1 her her PRON _005457013 300 2 lack lack NOUN _005457013 300 3 of of ADP _005457013 300 4 education education NOUN _005457013 300 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 300 6 early early ADJ _005457013 300 7 social social ADJ _005457013 300 8 advantages advantage NOUN _005457013 300 9 became become VERB _005457013 300 10 an an DET _005457013 300 11 obsession obsession NOUN _005457013 300 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 301 1 when when SCONJ _005457013 301 2 her her PRON _005457013 301 3 husband husband NOUN _005457013 301 4 was be AUX _005457013 301 5 out out ADP _005457013 301 6 of of ADP _005457013 301 7 town town NOUN _005457013 301 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 301 9 she she PRON _005457013 301 10 was be AUX _005457013 301 11 given give VERB _005457013 301 12 to to ADP _005457013 301 13 self self NOUN _005457013 301 14 - - PUNCT _005457013 301 15 pity pity NOUN _005457013 301 16 although although SCONJ _005457013 301 17 she she PRON _005457013 301 18 had have VERB _005457013 301 19 a a DET _005457013 301 20 new new ADJ _005457013 301 21 cadillac cadillac NOUN _005457013 301 22 of of ADP _005457013 301 23 her her PRON _005457013 301 24 own own ADJ _005457013 301 25 , , PUNCT _005457013 301 26 a a DET _005457013 301 27 maid maid NOUN _005457013 301 28 , , PUNCT _005457013 301 29 her her PRON _005457013 301 30 own own ADJ _005457013 301 31 checking checking NOUN _005457013 301 32 account account NOUN _005457013 301 33 , , PUNCT _005457013 301 34 could could AUX _005457013 301 35 come come VERB _005457013 301 36 and and CCONJ _005457013 301 37 go go VERB _005457013 301 38 29 29 NUM _005457013 301 39 as as SCONJ _005457013 301 40 she she PRON _005457013 301 41 pleased please VERB _005457013 301 42 . . PUNCT _005457013 302 1 her her PRON _005457013 302 2 children child NOUN _005457013 302 3 were be AUX _005457013 302 4 no no DET _005457013 302 5 worry worry NOUN _005457013 302 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 302 7 for for SCONJ _005457013 302 8 she she PRON _005457013 302 9 felt feel VERB _005457013 302 10 she she PRON _005457013 302 11 had have VERB _005457013 302 12 competent competent ADJ _005457013 302 13 help help NOUN _005457013 302 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 303 1 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 303 2 played play VERB _005457013 303 3 bridge bridge PROPN _005457013 303 4 till till SCONJ _005457013 303 5 3 3 NUM _005457013 303 6 a.m. a.m. NOUN _005457013 303 7 with with ADP _005457013 303 8 women woman NOUN _005457013 303 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 303 10 shopped shop VERB _005457013 303 11 for for ADP _005457013 303 12 new new ADJ _005457013 303 13 clothes clothe NOUN _005457013 303 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 303 15 buying buy VERB _005457013 303 16 her her PRON _005457013 303 17 summer summer NOUN _005457013 303 18 things thing NOUN _005457013 303 19 when when SCONJ _005457013 303 20 the the DET _005457013 303 21 cruise cruise NOUN _005457013 303 22 selections selection NOUN _005457013 303 23 came come VERB _005457013 303 24 out out ADP _005457013 303 25 in in ADP _005457013 303 26 january january PROPN _005457013 303 27 . . PUNCT _005457013 304 1 she she PRON _005457013 304 2 had have VERB _005457013 304 3 furs fur NOUN _005457013 304 4 and and CCONJ _005457013 304 5 she she PRON _005457013 304 6 had have VERB _005457013 304 7 jewels jewel NOUN _005457013 304 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 305 1 she she PRON _005457013 305 2 also also ADV _005457013 305 3 always always ADV _005457013 305 4 had have VERB _005457013 305 5 her her PRON _005457013 305 6 mother mother NOUN _005457013 305 7 ’s ’s PART _005457013 305 8 drab drab ADJ _005457013 305 9 life life NOUN _005457013 305 10 before before ADP _005457013 305 11 her she PRON _005457013 305 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 305 13 and and CCONJ _005457013 305 14 felt feel VERB _005457013 305 15 she she PRON _005457013 305 16 must must AUX _005457013 305 17 get get VERB _005457013 305 18 — — PUNCT _005457013 305 19 get get VERB _005457013 305 20 — — PUNCT _005457013 305 21 get get VERB _005457013 305 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 306 1 there there PRON _005457013 306 2 followed follow VERB _005457013 306 3 blackouts blackout NOUN _005457013 306 4 . . PUNCT _005457013 307 1 smashed smash VERB _005457013 307 2 cars car NOUN _005457013 307 3 . . PUNCT _005457013 308 1 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 308 2 how how SCONJ _005457013 308 3 did do AUX _005457013 308 4 i i PRON _005457013 308 5 get get VERB _005457013 308 6 home home ADV _005457013 308 7 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 308 8 ” " PUNCT _005457013 308 9 guilt guilt NOUN _005457013 308 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 309 1 fright fright PROPN _005457013 309 2 . . PUNCT _005457013 309 3 hospitals hospital NOUN _005457013 309 4 . . PUNCT _005457013 310 1 remorse remorse NOUN _005457013 310 2 . . PUNCT _005457013 311 1 resolutions resolution NOUN _005457013 311 2 . . PUNCT _005457013 312 1 she she PRON _005457013 312 2 lied lie VERB _005457013 312 3 to to ADP _005457013 312 4 her her PRON _005457013 312 5 doctor doctor NOUN _005457013 312 6 who who PRON _005457013 312 7 told tell VERB _005457013 312 8 her she PRON _005457013 312 9 to to PART _005457013 312 10 take take VERB _005457013 312 11 two two NUM _005457013 312 12 or or CCONJ _005457013 312 13 three three NUM _005457013 312 14 drinks drink NOUN _005457013 312 15 before before ADP _005457013 312 16 dinner dinner NOUN _005457013 312 17 to to PART _005457013 312 18 quiet quiet VERB _005457013 312 19 her her PRON _005457013 312 20 nerves nerve NOUN _005457013 312 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 313 1 she she PRON _005457013 313 2 prayed pray VERB _005457013 313 3 , , PUNCT _005457013 313 4 " " PUNCT _005457013 313 5 my my PRON _005457013 313 6 women woman NOUN _005457013 313 7 companions companion NOUN _005457013 313 8 are be AUX _005457013 313 9 to to PART _005457013 313 10 blame blame VERB _005457013 313 11 for for ADP _005457013 313 12 my my PRON _005457013 313 13 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 313 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 314 1 do do VERB _005457013 314 2 something something PRON _005457013 314 3 about about ADP _005457013 314 4 them they PRON _005457013 314 5 . . PUNCT _005457013 314 6 ” " PUNCT _005457013 315 1 then then ADV _005457013 315 2 she she PRON _005457013 315 3 was be AUX _005457013 315 4 pregnant pregnant ADJ _005457013 315 5 . . PUNCT _005457013 316 1 she she PRON _005457013 316 2 did do VERB _005457013 316 3 no no DET _005457013 316 4 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 316 5 while while SCONJ _005457013 316 6 awaiting await VERB _005457013 316 7 the the DET _005457013 316 8 baby baby NOUN _005457013 316 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 317 1 she she PRON _005457013 317 2 was be AUX _005457013 317 3 physically physically ADV _005457013 317 4 ill ill ADJ _005457013 317 5 the the DET _005457013 317 6 whole whole ADJ _005457013 317 7 time time NOUN _005457013 317 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 318 1 she she PRON _005457013 318 2 wanted want VERB _005457013 318 3 the the DET _005457013 318 4 baby baby NOUN _005457013 318 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 318 6 but but CCONJ _005457013 318 7 was be AUX _005457013 318 8 angry angry ADJ _005457013 318 9 because because SCONJ _005457013 318 10 her her PRON _005457013 318 11 conscience conscience NOUN _005457013 318 12 would would AUX _005457013 318 13 not not PART _005457013 318 14 let let VERB _005457013 318 15 her she PRON _005457013 318 16 drink drink VERB _005457013 318 17 while while SCONJ _005457013 318 18 carrying carry VERB _005457013 318 19 it it PRON _005457013 318 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 319 1 it it PRON _005457013 319 2 took take VERB _005457013 319 3 six six NUM _005457013 319 4 days day NOUN _005457013 319 5 for for ADP _005457013 319 6 delivery delivery NOUN _005457013 319 7 of of ADP _005457013 319 8 the the DET _005457013 319 9 baby baby NOUN _005457013 319 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 320 1 the the DET _005457013 320 2 sedation sedation NOUN _005457013 320 3 reacted react VERB _005457013 320 4 unfavorably unfavorably ADV _005457013 320 5 because because SCONJ _005457013 320 6 she she PRON _005457013 320 7 was be AUX _005457013 320 8 an an DET _005457013 320 9 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 320 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 321 1 had have VERB _005457013 321 2 the the DET _005457013 321 3 doctor doctor NOUN _005457013 321 4 known know VERB _005457013 321 5 this this PRON _005457013 321 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 321 7 he he PRON _005457013 321 8 would would AUX _005457013 321 9 not not PART _005457013 321 10 have have AUX _005457013 321 11 been be AUX _005457013 321 12 helpless helpless ADJ _005457013 321 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 322 1 she she PRON _005457013 322 2 was be AUX _005457013 322 3 happy happy ADJ _005457013 322 4 with with ADP _005457013 322 5 the the DET _005457013 322 6 baby baby NOUN _005457013 322 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 323 1 then then ADV _005457013 323 2 when when SCONJ _005457013 323 3 it it PRON _005457013 323 4 was be AUX _005457013 323 5 two two NUM _005457013 323 6 months month NOUN _005457013 323 7 old old ADJ _005457013 323 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 323 9 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 323 10 ’ ' PUNCT _005457013 323 11 husband husband NOUN _005457013 323 12 said say VERB _005457013 323 13 it it PRON _005457013 323 14 was be AUX _005457013 323 15 time time NOUN _005457013 323 16 they they PRON _005457013 323 17 celebrated celebrate VERB _005457013 323 18 , , PUNCT _005457013 323 19 that that SCONJ _005457013 323 20 they they PRON _005457013 323 21 had have AUX _005457013 323 22 been be AUX _005457013 323 23 tied tie VERB _005457013 323 24 down down ADP _005457013 323 25 so so ADV _005457013 323 26 many many ADJ _005457013 323 27 months month NOUN _005457013 323 28 now now ADV _005457013 323 29 . . PUNCT _005457013 324 1 they they PRON _005457013 324 2 did do VERB _005457013 324 3 just just ADV _005457013 324 4 that that PRON _005457013 324 5 — — PUNCT _005457013 324 6 celebrated celebrate VERB _005457013 324 7 for for ADP _005457013 324 8 two two NUM _005457013 324 9 more more ADJ _005457013 324 10 years year NOUN _005457013 324 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 325 1 now now ADV _005457013 325 2 she she PRON _005457013 325 3 was be AUX _005457013 325 4 drinking drink VERB _005457013 325 5 in in ADP _005457013 325 6 the the DET _005457013 325 7 mornings morning NOUN _005457013 325 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 326 1 they they PRON _005457013 326 2 left leave VERB _005457013 326 3 one one NUM _005457013 326 4 big big ADJ _005457013 326 5 city city NOUN _005457013 326 6 for for ADP _005457013 326 7 another another PRON _005457013 326 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 327 1 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 327 2 always always ADV _005457013 327 3 thought think VERB _005457013 327 4 new new ADJ _005457013 327 5 friends friend NOUN _005457013 327 6 and and CCONJ _005457013 327 7 a a DET _005457013 327 8 new new ADJ _005457013 327 9 environment environment NOUN _005457013 327 10 would would AUX _005457013 327 11 help help VERB _005457013 327 12 her she PRON _005457013 327 13 to to PART _005457013 327 14 stop stop VERB _005457013 327 15 drinking drink VERB _005457013 327 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 328 1 30 30 NUM _005457013 328 2 her her PRON _005457013 328 3 physical physical ADJ _005457013 328 4 health health NOUN _005457013 328 5 was be AUX _005457013 328 6 bad bad ADJ _005457013 328 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 329 1 at at ADP _005457013 329 2 43 43 NUM _005457013 329 3 she she PRON _005457013 329 4 found find VERB _005457013 329 5 herself herself PRON _005457013 329 6 looking look VERB _005457013 329 7 bleakly bleakly ADV _005457013 329 8 toward toward ADP _005457013 329 9 the the DET _005457013 329 10 next next ADJ _005457013 329 11 five five NUM _005457013 329 12 years year NOUN _005457013 329 13 when when SCONJ _005457013 329 14 she she PRON _005457013 329 15 would would AUX _005457013 329 16 quite quite ADV _005457013 329 17 likely likely ADV _005457013 329 18 be be AUX _005457013 329 19 a a DET _005457013 329 20 grandmother grandmother NOUN _005457013 329 21 — — PUNCT _005457013 329 22 and and CCONJ _005457013 329 23 life life NOUN _005457013 329 24 would would AUX _005457013 329 25 be be AUX _005457013 329 26 over over ADV _005457013 329 27 . . PUNCT _005457013 330 1 her her PRON _005457013 330 2 confused confused ADJ _005457013 330 3 thinking thinking NOUN _005457013 330 4 always always ADV _005457013 330 5 drove drive VERB _005457013 330 6 her she PRON _005457013 330 7 to to ADP _005457013 330 8 drinking drink VERB _005457013 330 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 331 1 she she PRON _005457013 331 2 was be AUX _005457013 331 3 jealous jealous ADJ _005457013 331 4 of of ADP _005457013 331 5 her her PRON _005457013 331 6 husband husband NOUN _005457013 331 7 ’s ’s PART _005457013 331 8 affection affection NOUN _005457013 331 9 for for ADP _005457013 331 10 their their PRON _005457013 331 11 children child NOUN _005457013 331 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 332 1 she she PRON _005457013 332 2 felt feel VERB _005457013 332 3 like like ADP _005457013 332 4 a a DET _005457013 332 5 parasite parasite NOUN _005457013 332 6 with with ADP _005457013 332 7 an an DET _005457013 332 8 indulgent indulgent ADJ _005457013 332 9 husband husband NOUN _005457013 332 10 and and CCONJ _005457013 332 11 servants servant NOUN _005457013 332 12 to to PART _005457013 332 13 do do VERB _005457013 332 14 everything everything PRON _005457013 332 15 for for ADP _005457013 332 16 her she PRON _005457013 332 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 333 1 she she PRON _005457013 333 2 lived live VERB _005457013 333 3 for for ADP _005457013 333 4 drink drink NOUN _005457013 333 5 now now ADV _005457013 333 6 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 333 7 drank drank VERB _005457013 333 8 all all DET _005457013 333 9 night night NOUN _005457013 333 10 while while SCONJ _005457013 333 11 her her PRON _005457013 333 12 husband husband NOUN _005457013 333 13 was be AUX _005457013 333 14 out out ADP _005457013 333 15 of of ADP _005457013 333 16 town town NOUN _005457013 333 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 333 18 yet yet ADV _005457013 333 19 had have VERB _005457013 333 20 a a DET _005457013 333 21 terrible terrible ADJ _005457013 333 22 fear fear NOUN _005457013 333 23 of of ADP _005457013 333 24 losing lose VERB _005457013 333 25 her her PRON _005457013 333 26 faith faith NOUN _005457013 333 27 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 333 28 it it PRON _005457013 333 29 took take VERB _005457013 333 30 two two NUM _005457013 333 31 or or CCONJ _005457013 333 32 three three NUM _005457013 333 33 drinks drink NOUN _005457013 333 34 to to PART _005457013 333 35 get get VERB _005457013 333 36 her she PRON _005457013 333 37 to to PART _005457013 333 38 church church VERB _005457013 333 39 on on ADP _005457013 333 40 sundays sunday NOUN _005457013 333 41 . . PUNCT _005457013 334 1 she she PRON _005457013 334 2 had have AUX _005457013 334 3 always always ADV _005457013 334 4 been be AUX _005457013 334 5 able able ADJ _005457013 334 6 to to PART _005457013 334 7 abstain abstain VERB _005457013 334 8 from from ADP _005457013 334 9 liquor liquor NOUN _005457013 334 10 during during ADP _005457013 334 11 lent lent NOUN _005457013 334 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 335 1 this this DET _005457013 335 2 lent lent NOUN _005457013 335 3 she she PRON _005457013 335 4 decided decide VERB _005457013 335 5 to to PART _005457013 335 6 give give VERB _005457013 335 7 up up ADP _005457013 335 8 candy candy NOUN _005457013 335 9 — — PUNCT _005457013 335 10 which which PRON _005457013 335 11 she she PRON _005457013 335 12 never never ADV _005457013 335 13 touched touch VERB _005457013 335 14 anyway anyway ADV _005457013 335 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 336 1 she she PRON _005457013 336 2 was be AUX _005457013 336 3 on on ADP _005457013 336 4 the the DET _005457013 336 5 way way NOUN _005457013 336 6 to to ADP _005457013 336 7 the the DET _005457013 336 8 stove stove NOUN _005457013 336 9 to to PART _005457013 336 10 open open VERB _005457013 336 11 the the DET _005457013 336 12 gas gas NOUN _005457013 336 13 jets jet NOUN _005457013 336 14 once once ADV _005457013 336 15 , , PUNCT _005457013 336 16 when when SCONJ _005457013 336 17 the the DET _005457013 336 18 fear fear NOUN _005457013 336 19 of of ADP _005457013 336 20 hell hell NOUN _005457013 336 21 stopped stop VERB _005457013 336 22 her she PRON _005457013 336 23 . . PUNCT _005457013 337 1 she she PRON _005457013 337 2 had have VERB _005457013 337 3 no no DET _005457013 337 4 one one NOUN _005457013 337 5 to to PART _005457013 337 6 talk talk VERB _005457013 337 7 to to ADP _005457013 337 8 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 337 9 she she PRON _005457013 337 10 had have AUX _005457013 337 11 consulted consult VERB _005457013 337 12 four four NUM _005457013 337 13 priests priest NOUN _005457013 337 14 and and CCONJ _005457013 337 15 five five NUM _005457013 337 16 doctors doctor NOUN _005457013 337 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 338 1 she she PRON _005457013 338 2 always always ADV _005457013 338 3 lied lie VERB _005457013 338 4 to to ADP _005457013 338 5 the the DET _005457013 338 6 doctors doctor NOUN _005457013 338 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 339 1 one one NUM _005457013 339 2 night night NOUN _005457013 339 3 her her PRON _005457013 339 4 daughter daughter NOUN _005457013 339 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 339 6 who who PRON _005457013 339 7 was be AUX _005457013 339 8 16 16 NUM _005457013 339 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 339 10 came come VERB _005457013 339 11 downstairs downstairs ADV _005457013 339 12 and and CCONJ _005457013 339 13 found find VERB _005457013 339 14 her her PRON _005457013 339 15 drunk drunk ADJ _005457013 339 16 and and CCONJ _005457013 339 17 had have VERB _005457013 339 18 to to PART _005457013 339 19 get get VERB _005457013 339 20 her her PRON _005457013 339 21 father father NOUN _005457013 339 22 to to PART _005457013 339 23 help help VERB _005457013 339 24 her her PRON _005457013 339 25 mother mother NOUN _005457013 339 26 to to ADP _005457013 339 27 bed bed NOUN _005457013 339 28 . . PUNCT _005457013 340 1 strangely strangely ADV _005457013 340 2 enough enough ADV _005457013 340 3 , , PUNCT _005457013 340 4 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 340 5 had have AUX _005457013 340 6 been be AUX _005457013 340 7 able able ADJ _005457013 340 8 to to PART _005457013 340 9 keep keep VERB _005457013 340 10 her her PRON _005457013 340 11 plight plight NOUN _005457013 340 12 from from ADP _005457013 340 13 her her PRON _005457013 340 14 daughter daughter NOUN _005457013 340 15 until until ADP _005457013 340 16 this this DET _005457013 340 17 time time NOUN _005457013 340 18 — — PUNCT _005457013 340 19 at at ADP _005457013 340 20 least least ADJ _005457013 340 21 she she PRON _005457013 340 22 thought think VERB _005457013 340 23 so so ADV _005457013 340 24 — — PUNCT _005457013 340 25 feigning feign VERB _005457013 340 26 a a DET _005457013 340 27 more more ADV _005457013 340 28 dignified dignified ADJ _005457013 340 29 sickness sickness NOUN _005457013 340 30 when when SCONJ _005457013 340 31 she she PRON _005457013 340 32 had have VERB _005457013 340 33 hangovers hangover NOUN _005457013 340 34 . . PUNCT _005457013 341 1 now now ADV _005457013 341 2 she she PRON _005457013 341 3 was be AUX _005457013 341 4 filled fill VERB _005457013 341 5 with with ADP _005457013 341 6 an an DET _005457013 341 7 overwhelming overwhelming ADJ _005457013 341 8 remorse remorse NOUN _005457013 341 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 342 1 for for ADP _005457013 342 2 some some DET _005457013 342 3 time time NOUN _005457013 342 4 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 342 5 had have AUX _005457013 342 6 been be AUX _005457013 342 7 having have VERB _005457013 342 8 the the DET _005457013 342 9 most most ADV _005457013 342 10 frightening frightening ADJ _005457013 342 11 kind kind NOUN _005457013 342 12 of of ADP _005457013 342 13 nightmares nightmare NOUN _005457013 342 14 such such ADJ _005457013 342 15 as as ADP _005457013 342 16 giant giant ADJ _005457013 342 17 spiders spider NOUN _005457013 342 18 weaving weave VERB _005457013 342 19 her she PRON _005457013 342 20 tighter tight ADJ _005457013 342 21 and and CCONJ _005457013 342 22 tighter tight ADJ _005457013 342 23 into into ADP _005457013 342 24 a a DET _005457013 342 25 web web NOUN _005457013 342 26 . . PUNCT _005457013 343 1 she she PRON _005457013 343 2 had have AUX _005457013 343 3 always always ADV _005457013 343 4 had have VERB _005457013 343 5 a a DET _005457013 343 6 great great ADJ _005457013 343 7 respect respect NOUN _005457013 343 8 for for ADP _005457013 343 9 catholic catholic ADJ _005457013 343 10 sisters sister NOUN _005457013 343 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 343 12 their their PRON _005457013 343 13 holiness holiness NOUN _005457013 343 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 343 15 the the DET _005457013 343 16 sacrifices sacrifice NOUN _005457013 343 17 they they PRON _005457013 343 18 made make VERB _005457013 343 19 in in ADP _005457013 343 20 comparison comparison NOUN _005457013 343 21 with with ADP _005457013 343 22 her her PRON _005457013 343 23 own own ADJ _005457013 343 24 way way NOUN _005457013 343 25 of of ADP _005457013 343 26 31 31 NUM _005457013 343 27 life life NOUN _005457013 343 28 . . PUNCT _005457013 344 1 she she PRON _005457013 344 2 dreamed dream VERB _005457013 344 3 of of ADP _005457013 344 4 a a DET _005457013 344 5 nun nun NOUN _005457013 344 6 standing stand VERB _005457013 344 7 over over ADP _005457013 344 8 her her PRON _005457013 344 9 bed bed NOUN _005457013 344 10 pointing point VERB _005457013 344 11 an an DET _005457013 344 12 accusing accuse VERB _005457013 344 13 finger finger NOUN _005457013 344 14 at at ADP _005457013 344 15 her she PRON _005457013 344 16 and and CCONJ _005457013 344 17 saying say VERB _005457013 344 18 , , PUNCT _005457013 344 19 " " PUNCT _005457013 344 20 i i PRON _005457013 344 21 told tell VERB _005457013 344 22 you you PRON _005457013 344 23 so so ADV _005457013 344 24 . . PUNCT _005457013 344 25 ’’ ’’ INTJ _005457013 345 1 once once SCONJ _005457013 345 2 she she PRON _005457013 345 3 awoke awake VERB _005457013 345 4 with with ADP _005457013 345 5 a a DET _005457013 345 6 scream scream NOUN _005457013 345 7 and and CCONJ _005457013 345 8 found find VERB _005457013 345 9 herself herself PRON _005457013 345 10 in in ADP _005457013 345 11 a a DET _005457013 345 12 cold cold ADJ _005457013 345 13 sweat sweat NOUN _005457013 345 14 after after SCONJ _005457013 345 15 she she PRON _005457013 345 16 had have AUX _005457013 345 17 in in ADP _005457013 345 18 a a DET _005457013 345 19 dream dream NOUN _005457013 345 20 seen see VERB _005457013 345 21 herself herself PRON _005457013 345 22 in in ADP _005457013 345 23 her her PRON _005457013 345 24 own own ADJ _005457013 345 25 casket casket NOUN _005457013 345 26 in in ADP _005457013 345 27 her her PRON _005457013 345 28 favorite favorite ADJ _005457013 345 29 and and CCONJ _005457013 345 30 most most ADV _005457013 345 31 beautiful beautiful ADJ _005457013 345 32 dress dress NOUN _005457013 345 33 . . PUNCT _005457013 346 1 she she PRON _005457013 346 2 had have VERB _005457013 346 3 a a DET _005457013 346 4 lily lily NOUN _005457013 346 5 in in ADP _005457013 346 6 her her PRON _005457013 346 7 hand hand NOUN _005457013 346 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 347 1 then then ADV _005457013 347 2 someone someone PRON _005457013 347 3 reached reach VERB _005457013 347 4 into into ADP _005457013 347 5 the the DET _005457013 347 6 coffin coffin NOUN _005457013 347 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 347 8 took take VERB _005457013 347 9 the the DET _005457013 347 10 lily lily NOUN _005457013 347 11 from from ADP _005457013 347 12 her her PRON _005457013 347 13 hand hand NOUN _005457013 347 14 and and CCONJ _005457013 347 15 replaced replace VERB _005457013 347 16 it it PRON _005457013 347 17 with with ADP _005457013 347 18 a a DET _005457013 347 19 bottle bottle NOUN _005457013 347 20 of of ADP _005457013 347 21 gin gin NOUN _005457013 347 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 348 1 she she PRON _005457013 348 2 drank drink VERB _005457013 348 3 herself herself PRON _005457013 348 4 into into ADP _005457013 348 5 a a DET _005457013 348 6 state state NOUN _005457013 348 7 of of ADP _005457013 348 8 oblivion oblivion NOUN _005457013 348 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 349 1 then then ADV _005457013 349 2 it it PRON _005457013 349 3 happened happen VERB _005457013 349 4 that that SCONJ _005457013 349 5 the the DET _005457013 349 6 amount amount NOUN _005457013 349 7 of of ADP _005457013 349 8 liquor liquor NOUN _005457013 349 9 she she PRON _005457013 349 10 was be AUX _005457013 349 11 accustomed accustomed ADJ _005457013 349 12 to to PART _005457013 349 13 had have VERB _005457013 349 14 no no DET _005457013 349 15 effect effect NOUN _005457013 349 16 — — PUNCT _005457013 349 17 it it PRON _005457013 349 18 did do AUX _005457013 349 19 not not PART _005457013 349 20 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 349 21 do do VERB _005457013 349 22 anything anything PRON _005457013 349 23 ” " PUNCT _005457013 349 24 for for ADP _005457013 349 25 her she PRON _005457013 349 26 any any DET _005457013 349 27 more more ADJ _005457013 349 28 . . PUNCT _005457013 350 1 not not PART _005457013 350 2 long long ADV _005457013 350 3 after after SCONJ _005457013 350 4 her her PRON _005457013 350 5 daughter daughter NOUN _005457013 350 6 had have AUX _005457013 350 7 had have VERB _005457013 350 8 to to PART _005457013 350 9 put put VERB _005457013 350 10 her she PRON _005457013 350 11 to to ADP _005457013 350 12 bed bed NOUN _005457013 350 13 , , PUNCT _005457013 350 14 her her PRON _005457013 350 15 husband husband NOUN _005457013 350 16 told tell VERB _005457013 350 17 her she PRON _005457013 350 18 that that SCONJ _005457013 350 19 he he PRON _005457013 350 20 had have AUX _005457013 350 21 invited invite VERB _005457013 350 22 his his PRON _005457013 350 23 boss boss NOUN _005457013 350 24 for for ADP _005457013 350 25 the the DET _005457013 350 26 weekend weekend NOUN _005457013 350 27 . . PUNCT _005457013 351 1 this this PRON _005457013 351 2 was be AUX _005457013 351 3 to to PART _005457013 351 4 be be AUX _005457013 351 5 a a DET _005457013 351 6 very very ADV _005457013 351 7 important important ADJ _005457013 351 8 weekend weekend NOUN _005457013 351 9 for for ADP _005457013 351 10 him he PRON _005457013 351 11 in in ADP _005457013 351 12 a a DET _005457013 351 13 business business NOUN _005457013 351 14 way way NOUN _005457013 351 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 352 1 he he PRON _005457013 352 2 cautioned caution VERB _005457013 352 3 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 352 4 to to PART _005457013 352 5 be be AUX _005457013 352 6 careful careful ADJ _005457013 352 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 353 1 she she PRON _005457013 353 2 promised promise VERB _005457013 353 3 . . PUNCT _005457013 354 1 she she PRON _005457013 354 2 said say VERB _005457013 354 3 , , PUNCT _005457013 354 4 " " PUNCT _005457013 354 5 tonight tonight NOUN _005457013 354 6 is be AUX _005457013 354 7 going go VERB _005457013 354 8 to to PART _005457013 354 9 be be AUX _005457013 354 10 different different ADJ _005457013 354 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 354 12 ” " PUNCT _005457013 355 1 but but CCONJ _005457013 355 2 that that DET _005457013 355 3 night night NOUN _005457013 355 4 was be AUX _005457013 355 5 not not PART _005457013 355 6 different different ADJ _005457013 355 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 356 1 it it PRON _005457013 356 2 never never ADV _005457013 356 3 was be AUX _005457013 356 4 . . PUNCT _005457013 357 1 she she PRON _005457013 357 2 held hold VERB _005457013 357 3 out out ADP _005457013 357 4 until until ADP _005457013 357 5 noon noon NOUN _005457013 357 6 on on ADP _005457013 357 7 the the DET _005457013 357 8 day day NOUN _005457013 357 9 the the DET _005457013 357 10 guest guest NOUN _005457013 357 11 was be AUX _005457013 357 12 to to PART _005457013 357 13 arrive arrive VERB _005457013 357 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 358 1 her her PRON _005457013 358 2 nerves nerve NOUN _005457013 358 3 were be AUX _005457013 358 4 ragged rag VERB _005457013 358 5 so so ADV _005457013 358 6 she she PRON _005457013 358 7 had have VERB _005457013 358 8 a a DET _005457013 358 9 cocktail cocktail NOUN _005457013 358 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 358 11 promising promise VERB _005457013 358 12 herself herself PRON _005457013 358 13 that that SCONJ _005457013 358 14 that that PRON _005457013 358 15 would would AUX _005457013 358 16 be be AUX _005457013 358 17 the the DET _005457013 358 18 only only ADJ _005457013 358 19 one one NUM _005457013 358 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 359 1 she she PRON _005457013 359 2 had have AUX _005457013 359 3 not not PART _005457013 359 4 learned learn VERB _005457013 359 5 that that SCONJ _005457013 359 6 it it PRON _005457013 359 7 was be AUX _005457013 359 8 not not PART _005457013 359 9 possible possible ADJ _005457013 359 10 for for SCONJ _005457013 359 11 her she PRON _005457013 359 12 to to PART _005457013 359 13 stop stop VERB _005457013 359 14 at at ADP _005457013 359 15 one one NUM _005457013 359 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 359 17 that that SCONJ _005457013 359 18 she she PRON _005457013 359 19 could could AUX _005457013 359 20 not not PART _005457013 359 21 take take VERB _005457013 359 22 the the DET _005457013 359 23 first first ADJ _005457013 359 24 drink drink NOUN _005457013 359 25 . . PUNCT _005457013 360 1 years year NOUN _005457013 360 2 before before ADP _005457013 360 3 when when SCONJ _005457013 360 4 she she PRON _005457013 360 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 360 6 her her PRON _005457013 360 7 husband husband NOUN _005457013 360 8 had have AUX _005457013 360 9 made make VERB _005457013 360 10 one one NUM _005457013 360 11 of of ADP _005457013 360 12 their their PRON _005457013 360 13 frequent frequent ADJ _005457013 360 14 moves move NOUN _005457013 360 15 to to ADP _005457013 360 16 a a DET _005457013 360 17 different different ADJ _005457013 360 18 city city NOUN _005457013 360 19 and and CCONJ _005457013 360 20 fell fall VERB _005457013 360 21 in in ADP _005457013 360 22 with with ADP _005457013 360 23 an an DET _005457013 360 24 older old ADJ _005457013 360 25 crowd crowd NOUN _005457013 360 26 — — PUNCT _005457013 360 27 more more ADV _005457013 360 28 conservative conservative ADJ _005457013 360 29 drinkers drinker NOUN _005457013 360 30 than than SCONJ _005457013 360 31 she she PRON _005457013 360 32 was be AUX _005457013 360 33 accustomed accustomed ADJ _005457013 360 34 to to ADP _005457013 360 35 — — PUNCT _005457013 360 36 she she PRON _005457013 360 37 met meet VERB _005457013 360 38 an an DET _005457013 360 39 older old ADJ _005457013 360 40 woman woman NOUN _005457013 360 41 who who PRON _005457013 360 42 suggested suggest VERB _005457013 360 43 to to PART _005457013 360 44 phyllis phyllis VERB _005457013 360 45 that that SCONJ _005457013 360 46 she she PRON _005457013 360 47 might might AUX _005457013 360 48 be be AUX _005457013 360 49 an an DET _005457013 360 50 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 360 51 , , PUNCT _005457013 360 52 that that SCONJ _005457013 360 53 perhaps perhaps ADV _005457013 360 54 she she PRON _005457013 360 55 should should AUX _005457013 360 56 not not PART _005457013 360 57 drink drink VERB _005457013 360 58 at at ADV _005457013 360 59 all all ADV _005457013 360 60 . . PUNCT _005457013 361 1 this this PRON _005457013 361 2 made make VERB _005457013 361 3 phyllis phyllis VERB _005457013 361 4 32 32 NUM _005457013 361 5 furious furious ADJ _005457013 361 6 that that SCONJ _005457013 361 7 anyone anyone PRON _005457013 361 8 should should AUX _005457013 361 9 even even ADV _005457013 361 10 suggest suggest VERB _005457013 361 11 that that SCONJ _005457013 361 12 she she PRON _005457013 361 13 was be AUX _005457013 361 14 an an DET _005457013 361 15 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 361 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 362 1 she she PRON _005457013 362 2 told tell VERB _005457013 362 3 her her PRON _005457013 362 4 new new ADJ _005457013 362 5 friend friend NOUN _005457013 362 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 362 7 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 362 8 that that PRON _005457013 362 9 ’s ’ VERB _005457013 362 10 just just ADV _005457013 362 11 nonsense nonsense NOUN _005457013 362 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 363 1 i i PRON _005457013 363 2 can can AUX _005457013 363 3 take take VERB _005457013 363 4 liquor liquor NOUN _005457013 363 5 or or CCONJ _005457013 363 6 leave leave VERB _005457013 363 7 it it PRON _005457013 363 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 363 9 ” " PUNCT _005457013 364 1 this this DET _005457013 364 2 woman woman NOUN _005457013 364 3 ’s ’s PART _005457013 364 4 admonition admonition NOUN _005457013 364 5 did do AUX _005457013 364 6 have have VERB _005457013 364 7 the the DET _005457013 364 8 effect effect NOUN _005457013 364 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 364 10 however however ADV _005457013 364 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 364 12 of of ADP _005457013 364 13 slowing slow VERB _005457013 364 14 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 364 15 down down ADP _005457013 364 16 for for ADP _005457013 364 17 a a DET _005457013 364 18 time time NOUN _005457013 364 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 364 20 and and CCONJ _005457013 364 21 her her PRON _005457013 364 22 husband husband NOUN _005457013 364 23 congratulated congratulate VERB _005457013 364 24 her she PRON _005457013 364 25 and and CCONJ _005457013 364 26 told tell VERB _005457013 364 27 her she PRON _005457013 364 28 he he PRON _005457013 364 29 was be AUX _005457013 364 30 so so ADV _005457013 364 31 happy happy ADJ _005457013 364 32 that that SCONJ _005457013 364 33 she she PRON _005457013 364 34 had have AUX _005457013 364 35 finally finally ADV _005457013 364 36 " " PUNCT _005457013 364 37 learned learn VERB _005457013 364 38 to to PART _005457013 364 39 drink drink VERB _005457013 364 40 like like ADP _005457013 364 41 a a DET _005457013 364 42 lady lady NOUN _005457013 364 43 . . PUNCT _005457013 364 44 ” " PUNCT _005457013 365 1 so so ADV _005457013 365 2 on on ADP _005457013 365 3 this this DET _005457013 365 4 particular particular ADJ _005457013 365 5 occasion occasion NOUN _005457013 365 6 when when SCONJ _005457013 365 7 her her PRON _005457013 365 8 husband husband NOUN _005457013 365 9 ’s ’s PART _005457013 365 10 employer employer NOUN _005457013 365 11 was be AUX _005457013 365 12 invited invite VERB _005457013 365 13 for for ADP _005457013 365 14 a a DET _005457013 365 15 dinner dinner NOUN _005457013 365 16 in in ADP _005457013 365 17 the the DET _005457013 365 18 evening evening NOUN _005457013 365 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 365 20 she she PRON _005457013 365 21 had have AUX _005457013 365 22 been be AUX _005457013 365 23 drinking drink VERB _005457013 365 24 since since SCONJ _005457013 365 25 noon noon NOUN _005457013 365 26 . . PUNCT _005457013 366 1 she she PRON _005457013 366 2 drank drink VERB _005457013 366 3 all all DET _005457013 366 4 evening evening NOUN _005457013 366 5 with with ADP _005457013 366 6 the the DET _005457013 366 7 men man NOUN _005457013 366 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 366 9 then then ADV _005457013 366 10 all all DET _005457013 366 11 night night NOUN _005457013 366 12 after after SCONJ _005457013 366 13 the the DET _005457013 366 14 men man NOUN _005457013 366 15 had have AUX _005457013 366 16 retired retire VERB _005457013 366 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 367 1 the the DET _005457013 367 2 next next ADJ _005457013 367 3 evening evening NOUN _005457013 367 4 her her PRON _005457013 367 5 husband husband NOUN _005457013 367 6 told tell VERB _005457013 367 7 her she PRON _005457013 367 8 to to PART _005457013 367 9 get get VERB _005457013 367 10 into into ADP _005457013 367 11 the the DET _005457013 367 12 car car NOUN _005457013 367 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 368 1 without without ADP _005457013 368 2 speaking speak VERB _005457013 368 3 he he PRON _005457013 368 4 drove drive VERB _005457013 368 5 out out ADP _005457013 368 6 into into ADP _005457013 368 7 the the DET _005457013 368 8 country country NOUN _005457013 368 9 and and CCONJ _005457013 368 10 parked park VERB _005457013 368 11 the the DET _005457013 368 12 car car NOUN _005457013 368 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 369 1 " " PUNCT _005457013 369 2 this this PRON _005457013 369 3 is be AUX _005457013 369 4 the the DET _005457013 369 5 end end NOUN _005457013 369 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 369 7 ” " PUNCT _005457013 369 8 he he PRON _005457013 369 9 told tell VERB _005457013 369 10 her she PRON _005457013 369 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 370 1 " " PUNCT _005457013 370 2 i i PRON _005457013 370 3 ’ve ’ve AUX _005457013 370 4 had have VERB _005457013 370 5 it it PRON _005457013 370 6 . . PUNCT _005457013 371 1 this this PRON _005457013 371 2 is be AUX _005457013 371 3 it it PRON _005457013 371 4 . . PUNCT _005457013 372 1 either either CCONJ _005457013 372 2 you you PRON _005457013 372 3 stop stop VERB _005457013 372 4 drinking drink VERB _005457013 372 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 372 6 or or CCONJ _005457013 372 7 i i PRON _005457013 372 8 will will AUX _005457013 372 9 give give VERB _005457013 372 10 you you PRON _005457013 372 11 a a DET _005457013 372 12 divorce divorce NOUN _005457013 372 13 and and CCONJ _005457013 372 14 a a DET _005457013 372 15 settlement settlement NOUN _005457013 372 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 372 17 ” " PUNCT _005457013 373 1 her her PRON _005457013 373 2 first first ADJ _005457013 373 3 thought thought NOUN _005457013 373 4 was be AUX _005457013 373 5 of of ADP _005457013 373 6 how how SCONJ _005457013 373 7 much much ADJ _005457013 373 8 money money NOUN _005457013 373 9 he he PRON _005457013 373 10 would would AUX _005457013 373 11 give give VERB _005457013 373 12 her she PRON _005457013 373 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 374 1 would would AUX _005457013 374 2 she she PRON _005457013 374 3 have have VERB _005457013 374 4 enough enough ADJ _005457013 374 5 to to PART _005457013 374 6 satisfy satisfy VERB _005457013 374 7 her her PRON _005457013 374 8 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 374 9 needs need NOUN _005457013 374 10 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 375 1 she she PRON _005457013 375 2 was be AUX _005457013 375 3 married married ADJ _005457013 375 4 to to ADP _005457013 375 5 the the DET _005457013 375 6 bottle bottle NOUN _005457013 375 7 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 375 8 it it PRON _005457013 375 9 was be AUX _005457013 375 10 her her PRON _005457013 375 11 lover lover NOUN _005457013 375 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 375 13 her her PRON _005457013 375 14 master master NOUN _005457013 375 15 , , PUNCT _005457013 375 16 her her PRON _005457013 375 17 life life NOUN _005457013 375 18 . . PUNCT _005457013 376 1 she she PRON _005457013 376 2 says say VERB _005457013 376 3 this this PRON _005457013 376 4 was be AUX _005457013 376 5 her she PRON _005457013 376 6 low low ADJ _005457013 376 7 — — PUNCT _005457013 376 8 when when SCONJ _005457013 376 9 she she PRON _005457013 376 10 wondered wonder VERB _005457013 376 11 about about ADP _005457013 376 12 nothing nothing PRON _005457013 376 13 except except SCONJ _005457013 376 14 would would AUX _005457013 376 15 she she PRON _005457013 376 16 have have VERB _005457013 376 17 enough enough ADJ _005457013 376 18 money money NOUN _005457013 376 19 to to PART _005457013 376 20 drink drink VERB _005457013 376 21 on on ADP _005457013 376 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 377 1 she she PRON _005457013 377 2 did do AUX _005457013 377 3 not not PART _005457013 377 4 answer answer VERB _005457013 377 5 her her PRON _005457013 377 6 husband husband NOUN _005457013 377 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 378 1 she she PRON _005457013 378 2 thought think VERB _005457013 378 3 back back ADV _005457013 378 4 to to ADP _005457013 378 5 her her PRON _005457013 378 6 wedding wedding NOUN _005457013 378 7 day day NOUN _005457013 378 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 378 9 to to ADP _005457013 378 10 her her PRON _005457013 378 11 childhood childhood NOUN _005457013 378 12 in in ADP _005457013 378 13 a a DET _005457013 378 14 broken broken ADJ _005457013 378 15 home home NOUN _005457013 378 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 378 17 to to ADP _005457013 378 18 her her PRON _005457013 378 19 children child NOUN _005457013 378 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 379 1 she she PRON _005457013 379 2 cried cry VERB _005457013 379 3 . . PUNCT _005457013 380 1 but but CCONJ _005457013 380 2 the the DET _005457013 380 3 familiar familiar ADJ _005457013 380 4 weapon weapon NOUN _005457013 380 5 missed miss VERB _005457013 380 6 its its PRON _005457013 380 7 mark mark NOUN _005457013 380 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 381 1 " " PUNCT _005457013 381 2 crocodile crocodile NOUN _005457013 381 3 tears tear NOUN _005457013 381 4 , , PUNCT _005457013 381 5 ” " PUNCT _005457013 381 6 her her PRON _005457013 381 7 husband husband NOUN _005457013 381 8 said say VERB _005457013 381 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 382 1 " " PUNCT _005457013 382 2 it it PRON _005457013 382 3 is be AUX _005457013 382 4 too too ADV _005457013 382 5 late late ADJ _005457013 382 6 33 33 NUM _005457013 382 7 to to PART _005457013 382 8 cry cry VERB _005457013 382 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 383 1 either either CCONJ _005457013 383 2 you you PRON _005457013 383 3 do do VERB _005457013 383 4 something something PRON _005457013 383 5 about about ADP _005457013 383 6 your your PRON _005457013 383 7 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 383 8 or or CCONJ _005457013 383 9 i i PRON _005457013 383 10 will will AUX _005457013 383 11 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 383 12 ’’ ’' PUNCT _005457013 384 1 her her PRON _005457013 384 2 husband husband NOUN _005457013 384 3 said say VERB _005457013 384 4 he he PRON _005457013 384 5 would would AUX _005457013 384 6 require require VERB _005457013 384 7 an an DET _005457013 384 8 answer answer NOUN _005457013 384 9 on on ADP _005457013 384 10 his his PRON _005457013 384 11 return return NOUN _005457013 384 12 to to ADP _005457013 384 13 town town NOUN _005457013 384 14 in in ADP _005457013 384 15 five five NUM _005457013 384 16 days day NOUN _005457013 384 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 385 1 she she PRON _005457013 385 2 begged beg VERB _005457013 385 3 him he PRON _005457013 385 4 not not PART _005457013 385 5 to to PART _005457013 385 6 leave leave VERB _005457013 385 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 385 8 but but CCONJ _005457013 385 9 he he PRON _005457013 385 10 said say VERB _005457013 385 11 he he PRON _005457013 385 12 must must AUX _005457013 385 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 386 1 she she PRON _005457013 386 2 asked ask VERB _005457013 386 3 him he PRON _005457013 386 4 to to PART _005457013 386 5 take take VERB _005457013 386 6 her she PRON _005457013 386 7 with with ADP _005457013 386 8 him he PRON _005457013 386 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 387 1 he he PRON _005457013 387 2 said say VERB _005457013 387 3 that that PRON _005457013 387 4 was be AUX _005457013 387 5 impossible impossible ADJ _005457013 387 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 387 7 that that SCONJ _005457013 387 8 his his PRON _005457013 387 9 time time NOUN _005457013 387 10 would would AUX _005457013 387 11 be be AUX _005457013 387 12 so so ADV _005457013 387 13 much much ADV _005457013 387 14 taken take VERB _005457013 387 15 up up ADP _005457013 387 16 with with ADP _005457013 387 17 business business NOUN _005457013 387 18 conferences conference NOUN _005457013 387 19 that that SCONJ _005457013 387 20 he he PRON _005457013 387 21 would would AUX _005457013 387 22 not not PART _005457013 387 23 have have VERB _005457013 387 24 any any DET _005457013 387 25 time time NOUN _005457013 387 26 left leave VERB _005457013 387 27 for for ADP _005457013 387 28 her she PRON _005457013 387 29 . . PUNCT _005457013 388 1 she she PRON _005457013 388 2 knew know VERB _005457013 388 3 this this PRON _005457013 388 4 sounded sound VERB _005457013 388 5 reasonable reasonable ADJ _005457013 388 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 388 7 but but CCONJ _005457013 388 8 she she PRON _005457013 388 9 felt feel VERB _005457013 388 10 the the DET _005457013 388 11 real real ADJ _005457013 388 12 reason reason NOUN _005457013 388 13 he he PRON _005457013 388 14 would would AUX _005457013 388 15 not not PART _005457013 388 16 allow allow VERB _005457013 388 17 her she PRON _005457013 388 18 to to PART _005457013 388 19 accompany accompany VERB _005457013 388 20 him he PRON _005457013 388 21 was be AUX _005457013 388 22 that that SCONJ _005457013 388 23 he he PRON _005457013 388 24 felt feel VERB _005457013 388 25 he he PRON _005457013 388 26 could could AUX _005457013 388 27 not not PART _005457013 388 28 trust trust VERB _005457013 388 29 her she PRON _005457013 388 30 , , PUNCT _005457013 388 31 felt feel VERB _005457013 388 32 that that SCONJ _005457013 388 33 he he PRON _005457013 388 34 would would AUX _005457013 388 35 be be AUX _005457013 388 36 ashamed ashamed ADJ _005457013 388 37 of of ADP _005457013 388 38 her she PRON _005457013 388 39 . . PUNCT _005457013 389 1 so so ADV _005457013 389 2 he he PRON _005457013 389 3 left leave VERB _005457013 389 4 town town NOUN _005457013 389 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 389 6 alone alone ADV _005457013 389 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 389 8 to to PART _005457013 389 9 be be AUX _005457013 389 10 gone go VERB _005457013 389 11 for for ADP _005457013 389 12 five five NUM _005457013 389 13 days day NOUN _005457013 389 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 389 15 exacting exact VERB _005457013 389 16 a a DET _005457013 389 17 promise promise NOUN _005457013 389 18 from from ADP _005457013 389 19 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 389 20 beforehand beforehand ADV _005457013 389 21 that that SCONJ _005457013 389 22 she she PRON _005457013 389 23 would would AUX _005457013 389 24 have have VERB _005457013 389 25 her her PRON _005457013 389 26 decision decision NOUN _005457013 389 27 about about ADP _005457013 389 28 a a DET _005457013 389 29 divorce divorce NOUN _005457013 389 30 ready ready ADJ _005457013 389 31 upon upon SCONJ _005457013 389 32 his his PRON _005457013 389 33 return return NOUN _005457013 389 34 . . PUNCT _005457013 390 1 during during ADP _005457013 390 2 the the DET _005457013 390 3 time time NOUN _005457013 390 4 he he PRON _005457013 390 5 was be AUX _005457013 390 6 gone go VERB _005457013 390 7 she she PRON _005457013 390 8 had have VERB _005457013 390 9 more more ADJ _005457013 390 10 of of ADP _005457013 390 11 the the DET _005457013 390 12 terrifying terrifying ADJ _005457013 390 13 nightmares nightmare NOUN _005457013 390 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 391 1 when when SCONJ _005457013 391 2 her her PRON _005457013 391 3 husband husband NOUN _005457013 391 4 returned return VERB _005457013 391 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 391 6 brought bring VERB _005457013 391 7 up up ADP _005457013 391 8 the the DET _005457013 391 9 subject subject NOUN _005457013 391 10 of of ADP _005457013 391 11 her her PRON _005457013 391 12 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 391 13 , , PUNCT _005457013 391 14 she she PRON _005457013 391 15 said say VERB _005457013 391 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 391 17 refuse refuse VERB _005457013 391 18 to to PART _005457013 391 19 talk talk VERB _005457013 391 20 about about ADP _005457013 391 21 it it PRON _005457013 391 22 , , PUNCT _005457013 391 23 ” " PUNCT _005457013 391 24 yet yet ADV _005457013 391 25 knew know VERB _005457013 391 26 it it PRON _005457013 391 27 was be AUX _005457013 391 28 the the DET _005457013 391 29 end end NOUN _005457013 391 30 . . PUNCT _005457013 392 1 he he PRON _005457013 392 2 left leave VERB _005457013 392 3 again again ADV _005457013 392 4 the the DET _005457013 392 5 following follow VERB _005457013 392 6 morning morning NOUN _005457013 392 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 393 1 she she PRON _005457013 393 2 drove drive VERB _005457013 393 3 him he PRON _005457013 393 4 to to ADP _005457013 393 5 the the DET _005457013 393 6 station station NOUN _005457013 393 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 394 1 this this PRON _005457013 394 2 was be AUX _005457013 394 3 9 9 NUM _005457013 394 4 a.m. a.m. NOUN _005457013 395 1 she she PRON _005457013 395 2 pulled pull VERB _005457013 395 3 up up ADP _005457013 395 4 in in ADP _005457013 395 5 front front NOUN _005457013 395 6 of of ADP _005457013 395 7 her her PRON _005457013 395 8 house house NOUN _005457013 395 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 396 1 she she PRON _005457013 396 2 was be AUX _005457013 396 3 crying cry VERB _005457013 396 4 and and CCONJ _005457013 396 5 afraid afraid ADJ _005457013 396 6 to to PART _005457013 396 7 go go VERB _005457013 396 8 in in ADV _005457013 396 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 397 1 she she PRON _005457013 397 2 knew know VERB _005457013 397 3 that that SCONJ _005457013 397 4 if if SCONJ _005457013 397 5 she she PRON _005457013 397 6 did do VERB _005457013 397 7 she she PRON _005457013 397 8 would would AUX _005457013 397 9 take take VERB _005457013 397 10 a a DET _005457013 397 11 drink drink NOUN _005457013 397 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 398 1 she she PRON _005457013 398 2 went go VERB _005457013 398 3 to to ADP _005457013 398 4 church church NOUN _005457013 398 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 398 6 the the DET _005457013 398 7 only only ADJ _005457013 398 8 place place NOUN _005457013 398 9 she she PRON _005457013 398 10 knew know VERB _005457013 398 11 of of ADP _005457013 398 12 where where SCONJ _005457013 398 13 she she PRON _005457013 398 14 would would AUX _005457013 398 15 not not PART _005457013 398 16 drink drink VERB _005457013 398 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 399 1 she she PRON _005457013 399 2 knelt knelt VERB _005457013 399 3 before before ADP _005457013 399 4 a a DET _005457013 399 5 statue statue NOUN _005457013 399 6 of of ADP _005457013 399 7 the the DET _005457013 399 8 blessed bless VERB _005457013 399 9 virgin virgin NOUN _005457013 399 10 for for ADP _005457013 399 11 a a DET _005457013 399 12 long long ADJ _005457013 399 13 time time NOUN _005457013 399 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 400 1 then then ADV _005457013 400 2 she she PRON _005457013 400 3 remembered remember VERB _005457013 400 4 a a DET _005457013 400 5 nun nun ADJ _005457013 400 6 teacher teacher NOUN _005457013 400 7 having having AUX _005457013 400 8 said say VERB _005457013 400 9 years year NOUN _005457013 400 10 before before ADV _005457013 400 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 400 12 ' ' PUNCT _005457013 400 13 tf tf INTJ _005457013 400 14 god god PROPN _005457013 400 15 does do AUX _005457013 400 16 not not PART _005457013 400 17 help help VERB _005457013 400 18 you you PRON _005457013 400 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 400 20 ask ask VERB _005457013 400 21 his his PRON _005457013 400 22 holy holy ADJ _005457013 400 23 mother mother NOUN _005457013 400 24 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 400 25 jesus jesus PROPN _005457013 400 26 will will AUX _005457013 400 27 refuse refuse VERB _005457013 400 28 mary mary PROPN _005457013 400 29 nothing nothing PRON _005457013 400 30 . . PUNCT _005457013 400 31 ” " PUNCT _005457013 401 1 34 34 NUM _005457013 401 2 she she PRON _005457013 401 3 prayed pray VERB _005457013 401 4 aloud aloud ADV _005457013 401 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 401 6 ^'mary ^'mary ADJ _005457013 401 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 401 8 o o PROPN _005457013 401 9 mary mary PROPN _005457013 401 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 401 11 do do VERB _005457013 401 12 something something PRON _005457013 401 13 for for ADP _005457013 401 14 me i PRON _005457013 401 15 today today NOUN _005457013 401 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 402 1 it it PRON _005457013 402 2 ’s ’s AUX _005457013 402 3 got get VERB _005457013 402 4 to to PART _005457013 402 5 be be AUX _005457013 402 6 today today NOUN _005457013 402 7 or or CCONJ _005457013 402 8 i i PRON _005457013 402 9 am be AUX _005457013 402 10 lost lose VERB _005457013 402 11 forever forever ADV _005457013 402 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 403 1 this this PRON _005457013 403 2 is be AUX _005457013 403 3 my my PRON _005457013 403 4 fault fault NOUN _005457013 403 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 403 6 all all PRON _005457013 403 7 my my PRON _005457013 403 8 fault fault NOUN _005457013 403 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 403 10 yet yet CCONJ _005457013 403 11 i i PRON _005457013 403 12 am be AUX _005457013 403 13 helpless helpless ADJ _005457013 403 14 by by ADP _005457013 403 15 myself myself PRON _005457013 403 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 403 17 ” " PUNCT _005457013 404 1 she she PRON _005457013 404 2 went go VERB _005457013 404 3 home home NOUN _005457013 404 4 crying cry VERB _005457013 404 5 . . PUNCT _005457013 405 1 she she PRON _005457013 405 2 reached reach VERB _005457013 405 3 for for ADP _005457013 405 4 the the DET _005457013 405 5 telephone telephone NOUN _005457013 405 6 book book NOUN _005457013 405 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 406 1 she she PRON _005457013 406 2 would would AUX _005457013 406 3 call call VERB _005457013 406 4 someone someone PRON _005457013 406 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 406 6 anyone anyone PRON _005457013 406 7 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 406 8 she she PRON _005457013 406 9 could could AUX _005457013 406 10 not not PART _005457013 406 11 be be AUX _005457013 406 12 alone alone ADJ _005457013 406 13 that that DET _005457013 406 14 day day NOUN _005457013 406 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 407 1 her her PRON _005457013 407 2 glance glance NOUN _005457013 407 3 was be AUX _005457013 407 4 arrested arrest VERB _005457013 407 5 by by ADP _005457013 407 6 two two NUM _005457013 407 7 large large ADJ _005457013 407 8 a a DET _005457013 407 9 ’s ’s NOUN _005457013 407 10 on on ADP _005457013 407 11 the the DET _005457013 407 12 first first ADJ _005457013 407 13 page page NOUN _005457013 407 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 408 1 she she PRON _005457013 408 2 did do AUX _005457013 408 3 not not PART _005457013 408 4 know know VERB _005457013 408 5 what what PRON _005457013 408 6 aa aa PRON _005457013 408 7 stood stand VERB _005457013 408 8 for for ADP _005457013 408 9 nor nor CCONJ _005457013 408 10 whom whom PRON _005457013 408 11 she she PRON _005457013 408 12 was be AUX _005457013 408 13 calling call VERB _005457013 408 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 409 1 a a DET _005457013 409 2 man man NOUN _005457013 409 3 ’s ’s PART _005457013 409 4 voice voice NOUN _005457013 409 5 said say VERB _005457013 409 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 409 7 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 409 8 do do AUX _005457013 409 9 n’t not PART _005457013 409 10 leave leave VERB _005457013 409 11 your your PRON _005457013 409 12 phone phone NOUN _005457013 409 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 410 1 this this PRON _005457013 410 2 is be AUX _005457013 410 3 alcoholics alcoholics NOUN _005457013 410 4 anonymous anonymous ADJ _005457013 410 5 . . PUNCT _005457013 410 6 . . PUNCT _005457013 410 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 411 1 someone someone PRON _005457013 411 2 will will AUX _005457013 411 3 be be AUX _005457013 411 4 there there ADV _005457013 411 5 in in ADP _005457013 411 6 a a DET _005457013 411 7 few few ADJ _005457013 411 8 minutes minute NOUN _005457013 411 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 411 10 ” " PUNCT _005457013 412 1 she she PRON _005457013 412 2 sat sit VERB _005457013 412 3 by by ADP _005457013 412 4 the the DET _005457013 412 5 phone phone NOUN _005457013 412 6 repeating repeating NOUN _005457013 412 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 412 8 " " PUNCT _005457013 412 9 thank thank VERB _005457013 412 10 you you PRON _005457013 412 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 412 12 mary mary PROPN _005457013 412 13 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 412 14 thank thank VERB _005457013 412 15 you you PRON _005457013 412 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 412 17 mary mary NOUN _005457013 412 18 . . PUNCT _005457013 412 19 ” " PUNCT _005457013 413 1 in in ADP _005457013 413 2 a a DET _005457013 413 3 very very ADV _005457013 413 4 short short ADJ _005457013 413 5 while while NOUN _005457013 413 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 413 7 a a DET _005457013 413 8 car car NOUN _005457013 413 9 pulled pull VERB _005457013 413 10 up up ADP _005457013 413 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 414 1 there there PRON _005457013 414 2 was be VERB _005457013 414 3 an an DET _005457013 414 4 attractive attractive ADJ _005457013 414 5 girl girl NOUN _005457013 414 6 in in ADP _005457013 414 7 her her PRON _005457013 414 8 early early ADJ _005457013 414 9 twenties twenty NOUN _005457013 414 10 in in ADP _005457013 414 11 the the DET _005457013 414 12 driver driver NOUN _005457013 414 13 ’s ’s PART _005457013 414 14 seat seat NOUN _005457013 414 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 415 1 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 415 2 thought think VERB _005457013 415 3 they they PRON _005457013 415 4 must must AUX _005457013 415 5 have have AUX _005457013 415 6 sent send VERB _005457013 415 7 the the DET _005457013 415 8 wrong wrong ADJ _005457013 415 9 person person NOUN _005457013 415 10 — — PUNCT _005457013 415 11 how how SCONJ _005457013 415 12 could could AUX _005457013 415 13 anyone anyone PRON _005457013 415 14 so so ADV _005457013 415 15 fresh fresh ADJ _005457013 415 16 and and CCONJ _005457013 415 17 pretty pretty ADV _005457013 415 18 know know VERB _005457013 415 19 anything anything PRON _005457013 415 20 about about ADP _005457013 415 21 problems problem NOUN _005457013 415 22 such such ADJ _005457013 415 23 as as ADP _005457013 415 24 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 415 25 had have AUX _005457013 415 26 — — PUNCT _005457013 415 27 however however ADV _005457013 415 28 , , PUNCT _005457013 415 29 this this DET _005457013 415 30 girl girl NOUN _005457013 415 31 ’s ’s PART _005457013 415 32 story story NOUN _005457013 415 33 coincided coincide VERB _005457013 415 34 with with ADP _005457013 415 35 her her PRON _005457013 415 36 own own ADJ _005457013 415 37 . . PUNCT _005457013 416 1 the the DET _005457013 416 2 girl girl NOUN _005457013 416 3 left leave VERB _005457013 416 4 a a DET _005457013 416 5 copy copy NOUN _005457013 416 6 of of ADP _005457013 416 7 the the DET _005457013 416 8 book book NOUN _005457013 416 9 alcoholics alcoholics PROPN _005457013 416 10 anonymous anonymous ADJ _005457013 416 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 416 12 and and CCONJ _005457013 416 13 said say VERB _005457013 416 14 she she PRON _005457013 416 15 would would AUX _005457013 416 16 take take VERB _005457013 416 17 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 416 18 to to ADP _005457013 416 19 a a DET _005457013 416 20 meeting meeting NOUN _005457013 416 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 417 1 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 417 2 got get VERB _005457013 417 3 something something PRON _005457013 417 4 out out ADP _005457013 417 5 of of ADP _005457013 417 6 the the DET _005457013 417 7 book book NOUN _005457013 417 8 immediately immediately ADV _005457013 417 9 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 417 10 it it PRON _005457013 417 11 showed show VERB _005457013 417 12 her she PRON _005457013 417 13 that that SCONJ _005457013 417 14 she she PRON _005457013 417 15 was be AUX _005457013 417 16 not not PART _005457013 417 17 insane insane ADJ _005457013 417 18 but but CCONJ _005457013 417 19 an an DET _005457013 417 20 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 417 21 , , PUNCT _005457013 417 22 and and CCONJ _005457013 417 23 taught teach VERB _005457013 417 24 her she PRON _005457013 417 25 what what PRON _005457013 417 26 an an DET _005457013 417 27 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 417 28 is be AUX _005457013 417 29 . . PUNCT _005457013 418 1 her her PRON _005457013 418 2 first first ADJ _005457013 418 3 meeting meeting NOUN _005457013 418 4 changed change VERB _005457013 418 5 her her PRON _005457013 418 6 entire entire ADJ _005457013 418 7 outlook outlook NOUN _005457013 418 8 on on ADP _005457013 418 9 life life NOUN _005457013 418 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 419 1 a a DET _005457013 419 2 girl girl NOUN _005457013 419 3 college college NOUN _005457013 419 4 graduate graduate NOUN _005457013 419 5 arose arise VERB _005457013 419 6 with with ADP _005457013 419 7 a a DET _005457013 419 8 story story NOUN _005457013 419 9 that that PRON _005457013 419 10 was be AUX _005457013 419 11 a a DET _005457013 419 12 revelation revelation NOUN _005457013 419 13 to to ADP _005457013 419 14 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 419 15 who who PRON _005457013 419 16 had have AUX _005457013 419 17 not not PART _005457013 419 18 supposed suppose VERB _005457013 419 19 that that SCONJ _005457013 419 20 anyone anyone PRON _005457013 419 21 with with ADP _005457013 419 22 a a DET _005457013 419 23 good good ADJ _005457013 419 24 education education NOUN _005457013 419 25 could could AUX _005457013 419 26 possibly possibly ADV _005457013 419 27 have have AUX _005457013 419 28 been be AUX _005457013 419 29 an an DET _005457013 419 30 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 419 31 . . PUNCT _005457013 420 1 a a DET _005457013 420 2 man man NOUN _005457013 420 3 who who PRON _005457013 420 4 had have AUX _005457013 420 5 had have VERB _005457013 420 6 a a DET _005457013 420 7 slip slip NOUN _005457013 420 8 told tell VERB _005457013 420 9 his his PRON _005457013 420 10 story story NOUN _005457013 420 11 of of ADP _005457013 420 12 remorse remorse NOUN _005457013 420 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 421 1 at at ADP _005457013 421 2 this this DET _005457013 421 3 first first ADJ _005457013 421 4 meeting meeting NOUN _005457013 421 5 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 421 6 realized realize VERB _005457013 421 7 that that SCONJ _005457013 421 8 she she PRON _005457013 421 9 was be AUX _005457013 421 10 as as ADV _005457013 421 11 good good ADJ _005457013 421 12 as as ADP _005457013 421 13 anyone anyone PRON _005457013 421 14 else else ADV _005457013 421 15 — — PUNCT _005457013 421 16 no no ADV _005457013 421 17 better well ADV _005457013 421 18 — — PUNCT _005457013 421 19 but but CCONJ _005457013 421 20 as as ADP _005457013 421 21 good good ADJ _005457013 421 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 422 1 35 35 NUM _005457013 422 2 the the DET _005457013 422 3 compulsion compulsion NOUN _005457013 422 4 to to PART _005457013 422 5 drink drink VERB _005457013 422 6 was be AUX _005457013 422 7 still still ADV _005457013 422 8 overwhelming overwhelming ADJ _005457013 422 9 at at ADP _005457013 422 10 first first ADV _005457013 422 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 422 12 but but CCONJ _005457013 422 13 at at ADP _005457013 422 14 last last ADV _005457013 422 15 she she PRON _005457013 422 16 had have VERB _005457013 422 17 something something PRON _005457013 422 18 with with ADP _005457013 422 19 which which PRON _005457013 422 20 to to PART _005457013 422 21 fight fight VERB _005457013 422 22 it it PRON _005457013 422 23 . . PUNCT _005457013 423 1 she she PRON _005457013 423 2 learned learn VERB _005457013 423 3 that that SCONJ _005457013 423 4 after after SCONJ _005457013 423 5 the the DET _005457013 423 6 physical physical ADJ _005457013 423 7 craving craving NOUN _005457013 423 8 to to PART _005457013 423 9 drink drink VERB _005457013 423 10 is be AUX _005457013 423 11 gone go VERB _005457013 423 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 423 13 then then ADV _005457013 423 14 the the DET _005457013 423 15 compulsion compulsion NOUN _005457013 423 16 is be AUX _005457013 423 17 purely purely ADV _005457013 423 18 mental mental ADJ _005457013 423 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 423 20 that that SCONJ _005457013 423 21 the the DET _005457013 423 22 reason reason NOUN _005457013 423 23 why why SCONJ _005457013 423 24 an an DET _005457013 423 25 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 423 26 can can AUX _005457013 423 27 not not PART _005457013 423 28 just just ADV _005457013 423 29 stop stop VERB _005457013 423 30 the the DET _005457013 423 31 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 423 32 habit habit NOUN _005457013 423 33 is be AUX _005457013 423 34 that that SCONJ _005457013 423 35 he he PRON _005457013 423 36 or or CCONJ _005457013 423 37 she she PRON _005457013 423 38 must must AUX _005457013 423 39 substitute substitute VERB _005457013 423 40 something something PRON _005457013 423 41 for for ADP _005457013 423 42 it it PRON _005457013 423 43 , , PUNCT _005457013 423 44 must must AUX _005457013 423 45 replace replace VERB _005457013 423 46 the the DET _005457013 423 47 bad bad ADJ _005457013 423 48 habit habit NOUN _005457013 423 49 with with ADP _005457013 423 50 a a DET _005457013 423 51 good good ADJ _005457013 423 52 habit habit NOUN _005457013 423 53 . . PUNCT _005457013 424 1 that that PRON _005457013 424 2 is be AUX _005457013 424 3 why why SCONJ _005457013 424 4 the the DET _005457013 424 5 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 424 6 dry dry ADJ _005457013 424 7 drunk drunk ADJ _005457013 424 8 ’’ ’’ X _005457013 424 9 does do AUX _005457013 424 10 not not PART _005457013 424 11 last last VERB _005457013 424 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 425 1 now now ADV _005457013 425 2 she she PRON _005457013 425 3 found find VERB _005457013 425 4 good good ADJ _005457013 425 5 in in ADP _005457013 425 6 other other ADJ _005457013 425 7 persons person NOUN _005457013 425 8 where where SCONJ _005457013 425 9 before before SCONJ _005457013 425 10 she she PRON _005457013 425 11 tore tear VERB _005457013 425 12 others other NOUN _005457013 425 13 down down ADP _005457013 425 14 in in ADP _005457013 425 15 an an DET _005457013 425 16 effort effort NOUN _005457013 425 17 to to PART _005457013 425 18 build build VERB _005457013 425 19 herself herself PRON _005457013 425 20 up up ADP _005457013 425 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 426 1 the the DET _005457013 426 2 divorce divorce NOUN _005457013 426 3 talk talk NOUN _005457013 426 4 was be AUX _005457013 426 5 forgotten forget VERB _005457013 426 6 at at ADP _005457013 426 7 home home NOUN _005457013 426 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 427 1 her her PRON _005457013 427 2 husband husband NOUN _005457013 427 3 ’s ’s PART _005457013 427 4 faults fault NOUN _005457013 427 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 427 6 his his PRON _005457013 427 7 frequent frequent ADJ _005457013 427 8 absence absence NOUN _005457013 427 9 from from ADP _005457013 427 10 home home NOUN _005457013 427 11 on on ADP _005457013 427 12 business business NOUN _005457013 427 13 became become VERB _005457013 427 14 bearable bearable ADJ _005457013 427 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 428 1 her her PRON _005457013 428 2 appearance appearance NOUN _005457013 428 3 changed change VERB _005457013 428 4 for for ADP _005457013 428 5 the the DET _005457013 428 6 better well ADJ _005457013 428 7 to to ADP _005457013 428 8 a a DET _005457013 428 9 degree degree NOUN _005457013 428 10 where where SCONJ _005457013 428 11 her her PRON _005457013 428 12 pastor pastor NOUN _005457013 428 13 meeting meet VERB _005457013 428 14 her she PRON _005457013 428 15 in in ADP _005457013 428 16 the the DET _005457013 428 17 church church NOUN _005457013 428 18 foyer foyer NOUN _005457013 428 19 one one NUM _005457013 428 20 day day NOUN _005457013 428 21 did do AUX _005457013 428 22 not not PART _005457013 428 23 recognize recognize VERB _005457013 428 24 her she PRON _005457013 428 25 . . PUNCT _005457013 429 1 since since SCONJ _005457013 429 2 then then ADV _005457013 429 3 she she PRON _005457013 429 4 has have AUX _005457013 429 5 been be AUX _005457013 429 6 able able ADJ _005457013 429 7 to to PART _005457013 429 8 give give VERB _005457013 429 9 him he PRON _005457013 429 10 a a DET _005457013 429 11 better well ADJ _005457013 429 12 insight insight NOUN _005457013 429 13 into into ADP _005457013 429 14 the the DET _005457013 429 15 psychosomatic psychosomatic ADJ _005457013 429 16 illness illness NOUN _005457013 429 17 which which DET _005457013 429 18 alcoholism alcoholism NOUN _005457013 429 19 is be AUX _005457013 429 20 , , PUNCT _005457013 429 21 and and CCONJ _005457013 429 22 the the DET _005457013 429 23 problems problem NOUN _005457013 429 24 concerning concern VERB _005457013 429 25 it it PRON _005457013 429 26 , , PUNCT _005457013 429 27 a a DET _005457013 429 28 subject subject NOUN _005457013 429 29 most most ADJ _005457013 429 30 of of ADP _005457013 429 31 us we PRON _005457013 429 32 do do AUX _005457013 429 33 not not PART _005457013 429 34 understand understand VERB _005457013 429 35 enough enough ADJ _005457013 429 36 about about ADP _005457013 429 37 . . PUNCT _005457013 430 1 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 430 2 is be AUX _005457013 430 3 neither neither CCONJ _005457013 430 4 a a DET _005457013 430 5 " " PUNCT _005457013 430 6 wet wet ADJ _005457013 430 7 blanket blanket NOUN _005457013 430 8 ” " PUNCT _005457013 430 9 nor nor CCONJ _005457013 430 10 a a DET _005457013 430 11 killjoy killjoy NOUN _005457013 430 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 431 1 although although SCONJ _005457013 431 2 she she PRON _005457013 431 3 does do AUX _005457013 431 4 not not PART _005457013 431 5 — — PUNCT _005457013 431 6 dares dare VERB _005457013 431 7 not not PART _005457013 431 8 — — PUNCT _005457013 431 9 drink drink VERB _005457013 431 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 431 11 she she PRON _005457013 431 12 attends attend VERB _005457013 431 13 parties party NOUN _005457013 431 14 with with ADP _005457013 431 15 her her PRON _005457013 431 16 husband husband NOUN _005457013 431 17 where where SCONJ _005457013 431 18 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 431 19 beverages beverage NOUN _005457013 431 20 are be AUX _005457013 431 21 served serve VERB _005457013 431 22 , , PUNCT _005457013 431 23 and and CCONJ _005457013 431 24 she she PRON _005457013 431 25 serves serve VERB _005457013 431 26 them they PRON _005457013 431 27 in in ADP _005457013 431 28 her her PRON _005457013 431 29 own own ADJ _005457013 431 30 home home NOUN _005457013 431 31 to to ADP _005457013 431 32 guests guest NOUN _005457013 431 33 who who PRON _005457013 431 34 care care VERB _005457013 431 35 for for ADP _005457013 431 36 them they PRON _005457013 431 37 . . PUNCT _005457013 432 1 it it PRON _005457013 432 2 may may AUX _005457013 432 3 have have AUX _005457013 432 4 been be AUX _005457013 432 5 " " PUNCT _005457013 432 6 too too ADV _005457013 432 7 late late ADJ _005457013 432 8 to to PART _005457013 432 9 cry cry VERB _005457013 432 10 ” " PUNCT _005457013 432 11 for for ADP _005457013 432 12 phyllis phyllis PROPN _005457013 432 13 , , PUNCT _005457013 432 14 but but CCONJ _005457013 432 15 it it PRON _005457013 432 16 was be AUX _005457013 432 17 not not PART _005457013 432 18 too too ADV _005457013 432 19 late late ADJ _005457013 432 20 for for SCONJ _005457013 432 21 aa aa PROPN _005457013 432 22 to to PART _005457013 432 23 do do VERB _005457013 432 24 something something PRON _005457013 432 25 about about ADP _005457013 432 26 her she PRON _005457013 432 27 . . PUNCT _005457013 433 1 she she PRON _005457013 433 2 has have AUX _005457013 433 3 been be AUX _005457013 433 4 doing do VERB _005457013 433 5 a a DET _005457013 433 6 tremendous tremendous ADJ _005457013 433 7 amount amount NOUN _005457013 433 8 of of ADP _005457013 433 9 twelfth twelfth ADJ _005457013 433 10 step step NOUN _005457013 433 11 work work NOUN _005457013 433 12 for for ADP _005457013 433 13 years year NOUN _005457013 433 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 433 15 putting put VERB _005457013 433 16 herself herself PRON _005457013 433 17 out out ADP _005457013 433 18 in in ADP _005457013 433 19 any any DET _005457013 433 20 way way NOUN _005457013 433 21 to to PART _005457013 433 22 help help VERB _005457013 433 23 other other ADJ _005457013 433 24 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 433 25 — — PUNCT _005457013 433 26 no no DET _005457013 433 27 inconvenience inconvenience NOUN _005457013 433 28 is be AUX _005457013 433 29 too too ADV _005457013 433 30 great great ADJ _005457013 433 31 . . PUNCT _005457013 434 1 she she PRON _005457013 434 2 gives give VERB _005457013 434 3 and and CCONJ _005457013 434 4 gives give NOUN _005457013 434 5 . . PUNCT _005457013 435 1 36 36 NUM _005457013 435 2 she she PRON _005457013 435 3 has have AUX _005457013 435 4 learned learn VERB _005457013 435 5 to to PART _005457013 435 6 live live VERB _005457013 435 7 one one NUM _005457013 435 8 day day NOUN _005457013 435 9 at at ADP _005457013 435 10 a a DET _005457013 435 11 time time NOUN _005457013 435 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 436 1 ^'anyone ^'anyone NOUN _005457013 436 2 can can AUX _005457013 436 3 fight fight VERB _005457013 436 4 the the DET _005457013 436 5 battles battle NOUN _005457013 436 6 of of ADP _005457013 436 7 just just ADV _005457013 436 8 one one NUM _005457013 436 9 day day NOUN _005457013 436 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 437 1 it it PRON _005457013 437 2 is be AUX _005457013 437 3 only only ADV _005457013 437 4 when when SCONJ _005457013 437 5 you you PRON _005457013 437 6 and and CCONJ _005457013 437 7 i i PRON _005457013 437 8 add add VERB _005457013 437 9 the the DET _005457013 437 10 burdens burden NOUN _005457013 437 11 of of ADP _005457013 437 12 those those DET _005457013 437 13 two two NUM _005457013 437 14 awful awful ADJ _005457013 437 15 eternities eternity NOUN _005457013 437 16 — — PUNCT _005457013 437 17 yesterday yesterday NOUN _005457013 437 18 and and CCONJ _005457013 437 19 tomorrow tomorrow NOUN _005457013 437 20 — — PUNCT _005457013 437 21 that that SCONJ _005457013 437 22 we we PRON _005457013 437 23 break break VERB _005457013 437 24 down down ADP _005457013 437 25 . . PUNCT _005457013 437 26 ’’ ’' PUNCT _005457013 438 1 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 438 2 give give VERB _005457013 438 3 us we PRON _005457013 438 4 this this DET _005457013 438 5 day day NOUN _005457013 438 6 our our PRON _005457013 438 7 daily daily ADJ _005457013 438 8 bread bread NOUN _005457013 438 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 438 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 439 1 . . PUNCT _005457013 439 2 ” " PUNCT _005457013 440 1 37 37 NUM _005457013 440 2 a a DET _005457013 440 3 catholic catholic NOUN _005457013 440 4 looks look VERB _005457013 440 5 at at ADP _005457013 440 6 alcoholics alcoholics PROPN _005457013 440 7 anonymous anonymous PROPN _005457013 440 8 is be AUX _005457013 440 9 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 440 10 anonymous anonymous ADJ _005457013 440 11 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 441 1 aa aa PROPN _005457013 441 2 is be AUX _005457013 441 3 not not PART _005457013 441 4 , , PUNCT _005457013 441 5 as as SCONJ _005457013 441 6 is be AUX _005457013 441 7 sometimes sometimes ADV _005457013 441 8 supposed suppose VERB _005457013 441 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 441 10 just just ADV _005457013 441 11 another another DET _005457013 441 12 temperance temperance NOUN _005457013 441 13 movement movement NOUN _005457013 441 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 441 15 a a DET _005457013 441 16 new new ADJ _005457013 441 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 441 18 fanatical fanatical ADJ _005457013 441 19 reform reform NOUN _005457013 441 20 crusade crusade NOUN _005457013 441 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 442 1 it it PRON _005457013 442 2 is be AUX _005457013 442 3 a a DET _005457013 442 4 society society NOUN _005457013 442 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 442 6 operating operate VERB _005457013 442 7 in in ADP _005457013 442 8 groups group NOUN _005457013 442 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 442 10 that that PRON _005457013 442 11 is be AUX _005457013 442 12 founded found VERB _005457013 442 13 upon upon SCONJ _005457013 442 14 spiritual spiritual ADJ _005457013 442 15 principles principle NOUN _005457013 442 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 442 17 and and CCONJ _005457013 442 18 these these DET _005457013 442 19 principles principle NOUN _005457013 442 20 closely closely ADV _005457013 442 21 parallel parallel ADJ _005457013 442 22 catholic catholic ADJ _005457013 442 23 teaching teaching NOUN _005457013 442 24 , , PUNCT _005457013 442 25 as as SCONJ _005457013 442 26 we we PRON _005457013 442 27 shall shall AUX _005457013 442 28 see see VERB _005457013 442 29 presently presently ADV _005457013 442 30 . . PUNCT _005457013 443 1 this this DET _005457013 443 2 society society NOUN _005457013 443 3 is be AUX _005457013 443 4 made make VERB _005457013 443 5 up up ADP _005457013 443 6 of of ADP _005457013 443 7 ex ex NOUN _005457013 443 8 - - NOUN _005457013 443 9 problem problem NOUN _005457013 443 10 drinkers drinker NOUN _005457013 443 11 whose whose DET _005457013 443 12 sole sole ADJ _005457013 443 13 aim aim NOUN _005457013 443 14 is be AUX _005457013 443 15 to to PART _005457013 443 16 help help VERB _005457013 443 17 other other ADJ _005457013 443 18 problem problem NOUN _005457013 443 19 drinkers drinker NOUN _005457013 443 20 recover recover VERB _005457013 443 21 their their PRON _005457013 443 22 38 38 NUM _005457013 443 23 health health NOUN _005457013 443 24 and and CCONJ _005457013 443 25 maintain maintain VERB _005457013 443 26 their their PRON _005457013 443 27 sobriety sobriety NOUN _005457013 443 28 . . PUNCT _005457013 444 1 it it PRON _005457013 444 2 is be AUX _005457013 444 3 a a DET _005457013 444 4 selfish selfish ADJ _005457013 444 5 program program NOUN _005457013 444 6 in in SCONJ _005457013 444 7 that that SCONJ _005457013 444 8 the the DET _005457013 444 9 ex ex NOUN _005457013 444 10 - - NOUN _005457013 444 11 drinker drinker NOUN _005457013 444 12 is be AUX _005457013 444 13 helping help VERB _005457013 444 14 himself himself PRON _005457013 444 15 to to PART _005457013 444 16 remain remain VERB _005457013 444 17 dry dry ADJ _005457013 444 18 at at ADP _005457013 444 19 the the DET _005457013 444 20 same same ADJ _005457013 444 21 time time NOUN _005457013 444 22 he he PRON _005457013 444 23 is be AUX _005457013 444 24 assisting assist VERB _005457013 444 25 the the DET _005457013 444 26 new new ADJ _005457013 444 27 man man NOUN _005457013 444 28 or or CCONJ _005457013 444 29 woman woman NOUN _005457013 444 30 to to PART _005457013 444 31 do do VERB _005457013 444 32 likewise likewise ADV _005457013 444 33 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 444 34 and and CCONJ _005457013 444 35 , , PUNCT _005457013 444 36 since since SCONJ _005457013 444 37 what what PRON _005457013 444 38 he he PRON _005457013 444 39 is be AUX _005457013 444 40 doing do VERB _005457013 444 41 is be AUX _005457013 444 42 fundamentally fundamentally ADV _005457013 444 43 for for ADP _005457013 444 44 himself himself PRON _005457013 444 45 , , PUNCT _005457013 444 46 it it PRON _005457013 444 47 keeps keep VERB _005457013 444 48 him he PRON _005457013 444 49 away away ADV _005457013 444 50 from from ADP _005457013 444 51 self self NOUN _005457013 444 52 - - PUNCT _005457013 444 53 righteous righteous ADJ _005457013 444 54 attitudes attitude NOUN _005457013 444 55 that that PRON _005457013 444 56 often often ADV _005457013 444 57 beset beset VERB _005457013 444 58 ' ' PUNCT _005457013 444 59 reformers reformer NOUN _005457013 444 60 . . PUNCT _005457013 444 61 ” " PUNCT _005457013 445 1 while while SCONJ _005457013 445 2 members member NOUN _005457013 445 3 of of ADP _005457013 445 4 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 445 5 anonymous anonymous PROPN _005457013 445 6 believe believe VERB _005457013 445 7 that that SCONJ _005457013 445 8 alcoholism alcoholism NOUN _005457013 445 9 is be AUX _005457013 445 10 a a DET _005457013 445 11 disease disease NOUN _005457013 445 12 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 445 13 and and CCONJ _005457013 445 14 who who PRON _005457013 445 15 can can AUX _005457013 445 16 deny deny VERB _005457013 445 17 that that SCONJ _005457013 445 18 an an DET _005457013 445 19 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 445 20 is be AUX _005457013 445 21 sick sick ADJ _005457013 445 22 physically physically ADV _005457013 445 23 , , PUNCT _005457013 445 24 emotionally emotionally ADV _005457013 445 25 , , PUNCT _005457013 445 26 and and CCONJ _005457013 445 27 spiritually spiritually ADV _005457013 445 28 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 445 29 , , PUNCT _005457013 445 30 an an DET _005457013 445 31 illness illness NOUN _005457013 445 32 in in ADP _005457013 445 33 that that SCONJ _005457013 445 34 it it PRON _005457013 445 35 is be AUX _005457013 445 36 an an DET _005457013 445 37 obsession obsession NOUN _005457013 445 38 of of ADP _005457013 445 39 the the DET _005457013 445 40 mind mind NOUN _005457013 445 41 coupled couple VERB _005457013 445 42 with with ADP _005457013 445 43 an an DET _005457013 445 44 " " PUNCT _005457013 445 45 allergy allergy NOUN _005457013 445 46 ’’ ’' PUNCT _005457013 445 47 of of ADP _005457013 445 48 the the DET _005457013 445 49 body body NOUN _005457013 445 50 , , PUNCT _005457013 445 51 this this PRON _005457013 445 52 does do AUX _005457013 445 53 not not PART _005457013 445 54 mean mean VERB _005457013 445 55 that that SCONJ _005457013 445 56 they they PRON _005457013 445 57 believe believe VERB _005457013 445 58 the the DET _005457013 445 59 uncontrolled uncontrolled ADJ _005457013 445 60 drinker drinker NOUN _005457013 445 61 should should AUX _005457013 445 62 be be AUX _005457013 445 63 relieved relieve VERB _005457013 445 64 of of ADP _005457013 445 65 his his PRON _005457013 445 66 individual individual ADJ _005457013 445 67 responsibility responsibility NOUN _005457013 445 68 in in ADP _005457013 445 69 this this DET _005457013 445 70 matter matter NOUN _005457013 445 71 . . PUNCT _005457013 446 1 they they PRON _005457013 446 2 have have VERB _005457013 446 3 no no DET _005457013 446 4 initiation initiation NOUN _005457013 446 5 fees fee NOUN _005457013 446 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 446 7 no no DET _005457013 446 8 dues due NOUN _005457013 446 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 446 10 nothing nothing PRON _005457013 446 11 to to PART _005457013 446 12 " " PUNCT _005457013 446 13 sell sell VERB _005457013 446 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 446 15 ” " PUNCT _005457013 446 16 no no DET _005457013 446 17 gimmicks gimmick NOUN _005457013 446 18 . . PUNCT _005457013 447 1 while while SCONJ _005457013 447 2 every every DET _005457013 447 3 nuance nuance NOUN _005457013 447 4 of of ADP _005457013 447 5 opinion opinion NOUN _005457013 447 6 is be AUX _005457013 447 7 found find VERB _005457013 447 8 among among ADP _005457013 447 9 them they PRON _005457013 447 10 with with ADP _005457013 447 11 regard regard NOUN _005457013 447 12 to to ADP _005457013 447 13 politics politic NOUN _005457013 447 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 447 15 prohibition prohibition NOUN _005457013 447 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 447 17 religion religion NOUN _005457013 447 18 , , PUNCT _005457013 447 19 they they PRON _005457013 447 20 take take VERB _005457013 447 21 no no DET _005457013 447 22 position position NOUN _005457013 447 23 , , PUNCT _005457013 447 24 as as ADP _005457013 447 25 a a DET _005457013 447 26 group group NOUN _005457013 447 27 , , PUNCT _005457013 447 28 upon upon SCONJ _005457013 447 29 any any DET _005457013 447 30 controversial controversial ADJ _005457013 447 31 questions question NOUN _005457013 447 32 . . PUNCT _005457013 448 1 there there PRON _005457013 448 2 are be VERB _005457013 448 3 no no DET _005457013 448 4 officers officer NOUN _005457013 448 5 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 448 6 this this DET _005457013 448 7 work work NOUN _005457013 448 8 rotates rotate VERB _005457013 448 9 among among ADP _005457013 448 10 the the DET _005457013 448 11 members member NOUN _005457013 448 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 449 1 the the DET _005457013 449 2 only only ADJ _005457013 449 3 requirement requirement NOUN _005457013 449 4 for for ADP _005457013 449 5 membership membership NOUN _005457013 449 6 is be AUX _005457013 449 7 a a DET _005457013 449 8 sincere sincere ADJ _005457013 449 9 desire desire NOUN _005457013 449 10 to to PART _005457013 449 11 stop stop VERB _005457013 449 12 drinking drink VERB _005457013 449 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 450 1 at at ADP _005457013 450 2 their their PRON _005457013 450 3 meetings meeting NOUN _005457013 450 4 one one NUM _005457013 450 5 comes come VERB _005457013 450 6 in in ADP _005457013 450 7 contact contact NOUN _005457013 450 8 with with ADP _005457013 450 9 doctors doctor NOUN _005457013 450 10 and and CCONJ _005457013 450 11 plumbers plumber NOUN _005457013 450 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 450 13 lawyers lawyer NOUN _005457013 450 14 and and CCONJ _005457013 450 15 carpenters carpenter NOUN _005457013 450 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 450 17 businessmen businessman NOUN _005457013 450 18 and and CCONJ _005457013 450 19 housewives housewife NOUN _005457013 450 20 — — PUNCT _005457013 450 21 all all ADV _005457013 450 22 with with ADP _005457013 450 23 one one NUM _005457013 450 24 objective objective NOUN _005457013 450 25 . . PUNCT _005457013 451 1 when when SCONJ _005457013 451 2 we we PRON _005457013 451 3 consider consider VERB _005457013 451 4 that that SCONJ _005457013 451 5 their their PRON _005457013 451 6 membership membership NOUN _005457013 451 7 numbers number NOUN _005457013 451 8 more more ADJ _005457013 451 9 than than ADP _005457013 451 10 150,000 150,000 NUM _005457013 451 11 recovered recover VERB _005457013 451 12 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 451 13 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 451 14 1955 1955 NUM _005457013 451 15 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 451 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 451 17 while while SCONJ _005457013 451 18 starting start VERB _005457013 451 19 in in ADP _005457013 451 20 1935 1935 NUM _005457013 451 21 with with ADP _005457013 451 22 two two NUM _005457013 451 23 , , PUNCT _005457013 451 24 we we PRON _005457013 451 25 must must AUX _005457013 451 26 conclude conclude VERB _005457013 451 27 that that SCONJ _005457013 451 28 their their PRON _005457013 451 29 methods method NOUN _005457013 451 30 are be AUX _005457013 451 31 proving prove VERB _005457013 451 32 effective effective ADJ _005457013 451 33 . . PUNCT _005457013 452 1 a a DET _005457013 452 2 catholic catholic ADJ _005457013 452 3 member member NOUN _005457013 452 4 of of ADP _005457013 452 5 aa aa PROPN _005457013 452 6 should should AUX _005457013 452 7 be be AUX _005457013 452 8 a a DET _005457013 452 9 better well ADJ _005457013 452 10 catholic catholic NOUN _005457013 452 11 as as ADP _005457013 452 12 a a DET _005457013 452 13 result result NOUN _005457013 452 14 of of ADP _005457013 452 15 his his PRON _005457013 452 16 affiliation affiliation NOUN _005457013 452 17 with with ADP _005457013 452 18 this this DET _005457013 452 19 society society NOUN _005457013 452 20 , , PUNCT _005457013 452 21 and and CCONJ _005457013 452 22 vice vice NOUN _005457013 452 23 versa versa ADV _005457013 452 24 . . PUNCT _005457013 453 1 39 39 NUM _005457013 453 2 the the DET _005457013 453 3 twelve twelve NUM _005457013 453 4 steps step NOUN _005457013 453 5 which which PRON _005457013 453 6 members member NOUN _005457013 453 7 of of ADP _005457013 453 8 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 453 9 anonymous anonymous PROPN _005457013 453 10 have have AUX _005457013 453 11 taken take VERB _005457013 453 12 as as ADP _005457013 453 13 their their PRON _005457013 453 14 program program NOUN _005457013 453 15 for for ADP _005457013 453 16 recovery recovery NOUN _005457013 453 17 are be AUX _005457013 453 18 spiritually spiritually ADV _005457013 453 19 sound sound ADJ _005457013 453 20 and and CCONJ _005457013 453 21 would would AUX _005457013 453 22 do do VERB _005457013 453 23 credit credit NOUN _005457013 453 24 to to ADP _005457013 453 25 anyone anyone PRON _005457013 453 26 schooled school VERB _005457013 453 27 in in ADP _005457013 453 28 theology theology NOUN _005457013 453 29 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 453 30 yet yet ADV _005457013 453 31 , , PUNCT _005457013 453 32 strangely strangely ADV _005457013 453 33 enough enough ADV _005457013 453 34 , , PUNCT _005457013 453 35 they they PRON _005457013 453 36 were be AUX _005457013 453 37 drawn draw VERB _005457013 453 38 up up ADP _005457013 453 39 by by ADP _005457013 453 40 men man NOUN _005457013 453 41 with with ADP _005457013 453 42 relatively relatively ADV _005457013 453 43 meager meager ADJ _005457013 453 44 religious religious ADJ _005457013 453 45 backgrounds background NOUN _005457013 453 46 . . PUNCT _005457013 454 1 let^s let^s PROPN _005457013 454 2 take take VERB _005457013 454 3 a a DET _005457013 454 4 look look NOUN _005457013 454 5 at at ADP _005457013 454 6 these these DET _005457013 454 7 twelve twelve NUM _005457013 454 8 steps step NOUN _005457013 454 9 which which PRON _005457013 454 10 constitute constitute VERB _005457013 454 11 a a DET _005457013 454 12 successful successful ADJ _005457013 454 13 way way NOUN _005457013 454 14 of of ADP _005457013 454 15 life life NOUN _005457013 454 16 for for ADP _005457013 454 17 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 454 18 : : PUNCT _005457013 455 1 1 1 X _005457013 455 2 . . X _005457013 455 3 they they PRON _005457013 455 4 admitted admit VERB _005457013 455 5 they they PRON _005457013 455 6 were be AUX _005457013 455 7 powerless powerless ADJ _005457013 455 8 over over ADP _005457013 455 9 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 455 10 — — PUNCT _005457013 455 11 that that SCONJ _005457013 455 12 their their PRON _005457013 455 13 lives life NOUN _005457013 455 14 had have AUX _005457013 455 15 become become VERB _005457013 455 16 unmanageable unmanageable ADJ _005457013 455 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 456 1 catholics catholic NOUN _005457013 456 2 are be AUX _005457013 456 3 taught teach VERB _005457013 456 4 their their PRON _005457013 456 5 great great ADJ _005457013 456 6 need need NOUN _005457013 456 7 of of ADP _005457013 456 8 god god PROPN _005457013 456 9 and and CCONJ _005457013 456 10 their their PRON _005457013 456 11 utter utter ADJ _005457013 456 12 dependence dependence NOUN _005457013 456 13 upon upon SCONJ _005457013 456 14 him he PRON _005457013 456 15 , , PUNCT _005457013 456 16 that that SCONJ _005457013 456 17 they they PRON _005457013 456 18 can can AUX _005457013 456 19 not not PART _005457013 456 20 do do AUX _005457013 456 21 everything everything PRON _005457013 456 22 by by ADP _005457013 456 23 themselves themselves PRON _005457013 456 24 . . PUNCT _005457013 457 1 2 2 X _005457013 457 2 . . X _005457013 457 3 they they PRON _005457013 457 4 came come VERB _005457013 457 5 to to PART _005457013 457 6 believe believe VERB _005457013 457 7 that that SCONJ _005457013 457 8 a a DET _005457013 457 9 power power NOUN _005457013 457 10 greater great ADJ _005457013 457 11 than than ADP _005457013 457 12 themselves themselves PRON _005457013 457 13 could could AUX _005457013 457 14 restore restore VERB _005457013 457 15 them they PRON _005457013 457 16 to to ADP _005457013 457 17 sanity sanity NOUN _005457013 457 18 . . PUNCT _005457013 458 1 ^t ^t PROPN _005457013 458 2 believe believe VERB _005457013 458 3 in in ADP _005457013 458 4 god god PROPN _005457013 458 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 458 6 the the DET _005457013 458 7 father father NOUN _005457013 458 8 almighty almighty ADJ _005457013 458 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 458 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 459 1 3 3 X _005457013 459 2 . . X _005457013 459 3 they they PRON _005457013 459 4 made make VERB _005457013 459 5 a a DET _005457013 459 6 dedston dedston PROPN _005457013 459 7 to to PART _005457013 459 8 turn turn VERB _005457013 459 9 their their PRON _005457013 459 10 wills will NOUN _005457013 459 11 and and CCONJ _005457013 459 12 their their PRON _005457013 459 13 lives life NOUN _005457013 459 14 over over ADP _005457013 459 15 to to ADP _005457013 459 16 the the DET _005457013 459 17 care care NOUN _005457013 459 18 of of ADP _005457013 459 19 god god PROPN _005457013 459 20 as as SCONJ _005457013 459 21 they they PRON _005457013 459 22 understood understand VERB _005457013 459 23 him he PRON _005457013 459 24 . . PUNCT _005457013 459 25 . . PUNCT _005457013 459 26 . . PUNCT _005457013 460 1 thy thy NOUN _005457013 460 2 will will AUX _005457013 460 3 be be AUX _005457013 460 4 done do VERB _005457013 460 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 460 6 on on ADP _005457013 460 7 earth earth NOUN _005457013 460 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 460 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 461 1 4 4 X _005457013 461 2 . . X _005457013 461 3 they they PRON _005457013 461 4 made make VERB _005457013 461 5 a a DET _005457013 461 6 searching search VERB _005457013 461 7 and and CCONJ _005457013 461 8 fearless fearless ADJ _005457013 461 9 moral moral ADJ _005457013 461 10 inventory inventory NOUN _005457013 461 11 of of ADP _005457013 461 12 themselves themselves PRON _005457013 461 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 462 1 examination examination NOUN _005457013 462 2 of of ADP _005457013 462 3 conscience conscience NOUN _005457013 462 4 . . PUNCT _005457013 463 1 5 5 X _005457013 463 2 . . PUNCT _005457013 464 1 they they PRON _005457013 464 2 admitted admit VERB _005457013 464 3 to to ADP _005457013 464 4 god god PROPN _005457013 464 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 464 6 to to ADP _005457013 464 7 themselves themselves PRON _005457013 464 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 464 9 and and CCONJ _005457013 464 10 to to ADP _005457013 464 11 another another DET _005457013 464 12 human human NOUN _005457013 464 13 being be AUX _005457013 464 14 the the DET _005457013 464 15 exact exact ADJ _005457013 464 16 nature nature NOUN _005457013 464 17 of of ADP _005457013 464 18 their their PRON _005457013 464 19 wrongs wrong NOUN _005457013 464 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 465 1 confession confession NOUN _005457013 465 2 . . PUNCT _005457013 466 1 6 6 X _005457013 466 2 . . X _005457013 466 3 they they PRON _005457013 466 4 were be AUX _005457013 466 5 entirely entirely ADV _005457013 466 6 ready ready ADJ _005457013 466 7 to to PART _005457013 466 8 have have VERB _005457013 466 9 god god PROPN _005457013 466 10 remove remove VERB _005457013 466 11 all all PRON _005457013 466 12 of of ADP _005457013 466 13 these these DET _005457013 466 14 defects defect NOUN _005457013 466 15 of of ADP _005457013 466 16 character character NOUN _005457013 466 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 467 1 the the DET _005457013 467 2 disposition disposition NOUN _005457013 467 3 of of ADP _005457013 467 4 the the DET _005457013 467 5 will will NOUN _005457013 467 6 toward toward ADP _005457013 467 7 allowing allow VERB _005457013 467 8 grace grace NOUN _005457013 467 9 to to PART _005457013 467 10 flow flow VERB _005457013 467 11 into into ADP _005457013 467 12 the the DET _005457013 467 13 soul soul NOUN _005457013 467 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 468 1 40 40 NUM _005457013 468 2 7 7 NUM _005457013 468 3 . . PUNCT _005457013 469 1 they they PRON _005457013 469 2 humbly humbly ADV _005457013 469 3 asked ask VERB _005457013 469 4 him he PRON _005457013 469 5 to to PART _005457013 469 6 remove remove VERB _005457013 469 7 their their PRON _005457013 469 8 shortcomings shortcoming NOUN _005457013 469 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 470 1 even even ADV _005457013 470 2 as as ADP _005457013 470 3 every every DET _005457013 470 4 humble humble ADJ _005457013 470 5 catholic catholic NOUN _005457013 470 6 . . PUNCT _005457013 471 1 8 8 X _005457013 471 2 . . PUNCT _005457013 472 1 they they PRON _005457013 472 2 made make VERB _005457013 472 3 a a DET _005457013 472 4 list list NOUN _005457013 472 5 of of ADP _005457013 472 6 all all DET _005457013 472 7 persons person NOUN _005457013 472 8 they they PRON _005457013 472 9 had have AUX _005457013 472 10 harmed harm VERB _005457013 472 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 472 12 and and CCONJ _005457013 472 13 became become VERB _005457013 472 14 willing willing ADJ _005457013 472 15 to to PART _005457013 472 16 make make VERB _005457013 472 17 amends amend NOUN _005457013 472 18 to to ADP _005457013 472 19 them they PRON _005457013 472 20 all all PRON _005457013 472 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 473 1 further further ADJ _005457013 473 2 examination examination NOUN _005457013 473 3 of of ADP _005457013 473 4 conscience conscience NOUN _005457013 473 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 473 6 a a DET _005457013 473 7 readiness readiness NOUN _005457013 473 8 to to PART _005457013 473 9 restore restore VERB _005457013 473 10 all all DET _005457013 473 11 things thing NOUN _005457013 473 12 to to ADP _005457013 473 13 their their PRON _005457013 473 14 rightful rightful ADJ _005457013 473 15 owners owner NOUN _005457013 473 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 474 1 9 9 X _005457013 474 2 . . X _005457013 474 3 they they PRON _005457013 474 4 made make VERB _005457013 474 5 direct direct ADJ _005457013 474 6 amends amend NOUN _005457013 474 7 to to ADP _005457013 474 8 such such ADJ _005457013 474 9 people people NOUN _005457013 474 10 wherever wherever SCONJ _005457013 474 11 possible possible ADJ _005457013 474 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 474 13 except except SCONJ _005457013 474 14 when when SCONJ _005457013 474 15 to to PART _005457013 474 16 do do AUX _005457013 474 17 so so ADV _005457013 474 18 would would AUX _005457013 474 19 injure injure VERB _005457013 474 20 them they PRON _005457013 474 21 or or CCONJ _005457013 474 22 others other NOUN _005457013 474 23 . . PUNCT _005457013 475 1 a a DET _005457013 475 2 catholic catholic NOUN _005457013 475 3 must must AUX _005457013 475 4 do do VERB _005457013 475 5 likewise likewise ADV _005457013 475 6 after after SCONJ _005457013 475 7 he he PRON _005457013 475 8 makes make VERB _005457013 475 9 a a DET _005457013 475 10 good good ADJ _005457013 475 11 confession confession NOUN _005457013 475 12 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 475 13 he he PRON _005457013 475 14 must must AUX _005457013 475 15 make make VERB _005457013 475 16 restitution restitution NOUN _005457013 475 17 when when SCONJ _005457013 475 18 he he PRON _005457013 475 19 has have AUX _005457013 475 20 robbed rob VERB _005457013 475 21 another another PRON _005457013 475 22 , , PUNCT _005457013 475 23 be be AUX _005457013 475 24 it it PRON _005457013 475 25 material material ADJ _005457013 475 26 goods good NOUN _005457013 475 27 or or CCONJ _005457013 475 28 his his PRON _005457013 475 29 neighbor neighbor NOUN _005457013 475 30 ’s ’s PART _005457013 475 31 good good ADJ _005457013 475 32 name name NOUN _005457013 475 33 , , PUNCT _005457013 475 34 and and CCONJ _005457013 475 35 is be AUX _005457013 475 36 required require VERB _005457013 475 37 to to PART _005457013 475 38 rectify rectify VERB _005457013 475 39 this this DET _005457013 475 40 harm harm NOUN _005457013 475 41 whenever whenever SCONJ _005457013 475 42 possible possible ADJ _005457013 475 43 . . PUNCT _005457013 476 1 10 10 NUM _005457013 476 2 . . PUNCT _005457013 477 1 they they PRON _005457013 477 2 continued continue VERB _005457013 477 3 to to PART _005457013 477 4 take take VERB _005457013 477 5 personal personal ADJ _005457013 477 6 inventory inventory NOUN _005457013 477 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 477 8 and and CCONJ _005457013 477 9 when when SCONJ _005457013 477 10 they they PRON _005457013 477 11 were be AUX _005457013 477 12 wrong wrong ADJ _005457013 477 13 , , PUNCT _005457013 477 14 promptly promptly ADV _005457013 477 15 admitted admit VERB _005457013 477 16 it it PRON _005457013 477 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 478 1 catholics catholic NOUN _005457013 478 2 are be AUX _005457013 478 3 urged urge VERB _005457013 478 4 to to PART _005457013 478 5 make make VERB _005457013 478 6 a a DET _005457013 478 7 daily daily ADJ _005457013 478 8 examination examination NOUN _005457013 478 9 of of ADP _005457013 478 10 conscience conscience NOUN _005457013 478 11 that that SCONJ _005457013 478 12 they they PRON _005457013 478 13 may may AUX _005457013 478 14 progress progress VERB _005457013 478 15 toward toward ADP _005457013 478 16 spiritual spiritual ADJ _005457013 478 17 perfection perfection NOUN _005457013 478 18 . . PUNCT _005457013 479 1 1 1 NUM _005457013 479 2 1 1 NUM _005457013 479 3 . . PUNCT _005457013 480 1 they they PRON _005457013 480 2 sought seek VERB _005457013 480 3 through through ADP _005457013 480 4 prayer prayer NOUN _005457013 480 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 480 6 meditation meditation NOUN _005457013 480 7 to to PART _005457013 480 8 improve improve VERB _005457013 480 9 their their PRON _005457013 480 10 conscious conscious ADJ _005457013 480 11 contact contact NOUN _005457013 480 12 with with ADP _005457013 480 13 god god PROPN _005457013 480 14 as as SCONJ _005457013 480 15 they they PRON _005457013 480 16 understood understand VERB _005457013 480 17 him he PRON _005457013 480 18 , , PUNCT _005457013 480 19 praying pray VERB _005457013 480 20 only only ADV _005457013 480 21 for for ADP _005457013 480 22 knowledge knowledge NOUN _005457013 480 23 of of ADP _005457013 480 24 his his PRON _005457013 480 25 will will NOUN _005457013 480 26 for for ADP _005457013 480 27 them they PRON _005457013 480 28 and and CCONJ _005457013 480 29 the the DET _005457013 480 30 power power NOUN _005457013 480 31 to to PART _005457013 480 32 carry carry VERB _005457013 480 33 that that PRON _005457013 480 34 out out ADP _005457013 480 35 . . PUNCT _005457013 480 36 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 481 1 thy thy NOUN _005457013 481 2 will will AUX _005457013 481 3 be be AUX _005457013 481 4 my my PRON _005457013 481 5 will will NOUN _005457013 481 6 — — PUNCT _005457013 481 7 show show VERB _005457013 481 8 me i PRON _005457013 481 9 the the DET _005457013 481 10 way way NOUN _005457013 481 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 481 12 o o X _005457013 481 13 lord lord PROPN _005457013 481 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 481 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 481 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 481 17 ” " PUNCT _005457013 482 1 12 12 NUM _005457013 482 2 . . PUNCT _005457013 483 1 having having AUX _005457013 483 2 had have VERB _005457013 483 3 a a DET _005457013 483 4 spiritual spiritual ADJ _005457013 483 5 experience experience NOUN _005457013 483 6 as as ADP _005457013 483 7 a a DET _005457013 483 8 result result NOUN _005457013 483 9 of of ADP _005457013 483 10 these these DET _005457013 483 11 steps step NOUN _005457013 483 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 483 13 they they PRON _005457013 483 14 tried try VERB _005457013 483 15 to to PART _005457013 483 16 carry carry VERB _005457013 483 17 this this DET _005457013 483 18 message message NOUN _005457013 483 19 to to ADP _005457013 483 20 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 483 21 , , PUNCT _005457013 483 22 and and CCONJ _005457013 483 23 to to PART _005457013 483 24 practice practice VERB _005457013 483 25 these these DET _005457013 483 26 principles principle NOUN _005457013 483 27 in in ADP _005457013 483 28 all all PRON _005457013 483 29 their their PRON _005457013 483 30 affairs affair NOUN _005457013 483 31 . . PUNCT _005457013 484 1 none none NOUN _005457013 484 2 of of ADP _005457013 484 3 that that DET _005457013 484 4 " " PUNCT _005457013 484 5 sunday sunday PROPN _005457013 484 6 morning morning PROPN _005457013 484 7 catholic catholic PROPN _005457013 484 8 ” " PUNCT _005457013 484 9 idea idea NOUN _005457013 484 10 here here ADV _005457013 484 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 484 12 then then ADV _005457013 484 13 " " PUNCT _005457013 484 14 business business NOUN _005457013 484 15 as as ADP _005457013 484 16 usual usual ADJ _005457013 484 17 ” " PUNCT _005457013 484 18 the the DET _005457013 484 19 remainder remainder NOUN _005457013 484 20 of of ADP _005457013 484 21 the the DET _005457013 484 22 week week NOUN _005457013 484 23 . . PUNCT _005457013 485 1 propagation propagation NOUN _005457013 485 2 of of ADP _005457013 485 3 the the DET _005457013 485 4 faith faith NOUN _005457013 485 5 . . PUNCT _005457013 486 1 " " PUNCT _005457013 486 2 faith faith NOUN _005457013 486 3 without without ADP _005457013 486 4 works work NOUN _005457013 486 5 is be AUX _005457013 486 6 dead dead ADJ _005457013 486 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 486 8 ” " PUNCT _005457013 487 1 41 41 NUM _005457013 487 2 none none NOUN _005457013 487 3 of of ADP _005457013 487 4 the the DET _005457013 487 5 members member NOUN _005457013 487 6 claims claim VERB _005457013 487 7 perfect perfect ADJ _005457013 487 8 adherence adherence NOUN _005457013 487 9 to to ADP _005457013 487 10 these these DET _005457013 487 11 principles principle NOUN _005457013 487 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 488 1 they they PRON _005457013 488 2 are be AUX _005457013 488 3 not not PART _005457013 488 4 saints saint NOUN _005457013 488 5 . . PUNCT _005457013 489 1 this this DET _005457013 489 2 prescribed prescribed ADJ _005457013 489 3 course course NOUN _005457013 489 4 is be AUX _005457013 489 5 a a DET _005457013 489 6 guide guide NOUN _005457013 489 7 to to PART _005457013 489 8 progress progress VERB _005457013 489 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 489 10 and and CCONJ _005457013 489 11 the the DET _005457013 489 12 members member NOUN _005457013 489 13 claim claim VERB _005457013 489 14 spiritual spiritual ADJ _005457013 489 15 progress progress NOUN _005457013 489 16 rather rather ADV _005457013 489 17 than than ADP _005457013 489 18 spiritual spiritual ADJ _005457013 489 19 perfection perfection NOUN _005457013 489 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 490 1 § § PROPN _005457013 490 2 ince ince NOUN _005457013 490 3 we we PRON _005457013 490 4 see see VERB _005457013 490 5 such such ADJ _005457013 490 6 conformity conformity NOUN _005457013 490 7 of of ADP _005457013 490 8 these these DET _005457013 490 9 twelve twelve NUM _005457013 490 10 steps step NOUN _005457013 490 11 with with ADP _005457013 490 12 catholic catholic ADJ _005457013 490 13 teaching teaching NOUN _005457013 490 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 490 15 one one PRON _005457013 490 16 might might AUX _005457013 490 17 well well ADV _005457013 490 18 ask ask VERB _005457013 490 19 : : PUNCT _005457013 490 20 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 490 21 why why SCONJ _005457013 490 22 does do AUX _005457013 490 23 a a DET _005457013 490 24 catholic catholic ADJ _005457013 490 25 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 490 26 need need VERB _005457013 490 27 aa aa NOUN _005457013 490 28 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 490 29 ” " PUNCT _005457013 490 30 for for ADP _005457013 490 31 one one NUM _005457013 490 32 thing thing NOUN _005457013 490 33 , , PUNCT _005457013 490 34 catholics catholic NOUN _005457013 490 35 believe believe VERB _005457013 490 36 that that SCONJ _005457013 490 37 faith faith NOUN _005457013 490 38 is be AUX _005457013 490 39 a a DET _005457013 490 40 gift gift NOUN _005457013 490 41 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 490 42 yet yet CCONJ _005457013 490 43 this this DET _005457013 490 44 gift gift NOUN _005457013 490 45 is be AUX _005457013 490 46 not not PART _005457013 490 47 meted mete VERB _005457013 490 48 out out ADP _005457013 490 49 to to ADP _005457013 490 50 each each DET _005457013 490 51 individual individual NOUN _005457013 490 52 in in ADP _005457013 490 53 the the DET _005457013 490 54 same same ADJ _005457013 490 55 proportions proportion NOUN _005457013 490 56 . . PUNCT _005457013 491 1 a a DET _005457013 491 2 somnolent somnolent ADJ _005457013 491 3 or or CCONJ _005457013 491 4 arrested arrest VERB _005457013 491 5 faith faith NOUN _005457013 491 6 can can AUX _005457013 491 7 become become VERB _005457013 491 8 active active ADJ _005457013 491 9 through through ADP _005457013 491 10 aa aa NOUN _005457013 491 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 492 1 we we PRON _005457013 492 2 also also ADV _005457013 492 3 know know VERB _005457013 492 4 that that SCONJ _005457013 492 5 we we PRON _005457013 492 6 have have AUX _005457013 492 7 not not PART _005457013 492 8 all all ADV _005457013 492 9 learned learn VERB _005457013 492 10 how how SCONJ _005457013 492 11 to to PART _005457013 492 12 pray pray VERB _005457013 492 13 , , PUNCT _005457013 492 14 nor nor CCONJ _005457013 492 15 do do AUX _005457013 492 16 we we PRON _005457013 492 17 all all PRON _005457013 492 18 know know VERB _005457013 492 19 when when SCONJ _005457013 492 20 our our PRON _005457013 492 21 prayers prayer NOUN _005457013 492 22 are be AUX _005457013 492 23 answered answer VERB _005457013 492 24 . . PUNCT _005457013 493 1 sometimes sometimes ADV _005457013 493 2 victims victim NOUN _005457013 493 3 of of ADP _005457013 493 4 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 493 5 drift drift NOUN _005457013 493 6 into into ADP _005457013 493 7 this this DET _005457013 493 8 vice vice NOUN _005457013 493 9 through through ADP _005457013 493 10 social social ADJ _005457013 493 11 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 493 12 that that PRON _005457013 493 13 seems seem VERB _005457013 493 14 harmless harmless ADJ _005457013 493 15 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 493 16 and and CCONJ _005457013 493 17 is be AUX _005457013 493 18 harmless harmless ADJ _005457013 493 19 for for ADP _005457013 493 20 some some PRON _005457013 493 21 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 493 22 , , PUNCT _005457013 493 23 then then ADV _005457013 493 24 find find VERB _005457013 493 25 themselves themselves PRON _005457013 493 26 enslaved enslave VERB _005457013 493 27 by by ADP _005457013 493 28 a a DET _005457013 493 29 phenomenon phenomenon NOUN _005457013 493 30 of of ADP _005457013 493 31 craving craving NOUN _005457013 493 32 to to ADP _005457013 493 33 such such DET _005457013 493 34 a a DET _005457013 493 35 degree degree NOUN _005457013 493 36 that that SCONJ _005457013 493 37 they they PRON _005457013 493 38 are be AUX _005457013 493 39 too too ADV _005457013 493 40 mentally mentally ADV _005457013 493 41 confused confused ADJ _005457013 493 42 to to PART _005457013 493 43 pray pray VERB _005457013 493 44 . . PUNCT _005457013 494 1 free free ADJ _005457013 494 2 will will AUX _005457013 494 3 fails fail VERB _005457013 494 4 to to PART _005457013 494 5 function function VERB _005457013 494 6 through through ADP _005457013 494 7 long long ADJ _005457013 494 8 periods period NOUN _005457013 494 9 of of ADP _005457013 494 10 disuse disuse NOUN _005457013 494 11 or or CCONJ _005457013 494 12 abuse abuse NOUN _005457013 494 13 by by ADP _005457013 494 14 alcohol alcohol PROPN _005457013 494 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 495 1 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 495 2 are be AUX _005457013 495 3 not not PART _005457013 495 4 alone alone ADJ _005457013 495 5 in in SCONJ _005457013 495 6 that that SCONJ _005457013 495 7 they they PRON _005457013 495 8 pray pray VERB _005457013 495 9 to to PART _005457013 495 10 get get VERB _005457013 495 11 out out ADP _005457013 495 12 of of ADP _005457013 495 13 trouble trouble NOUN _005457013 495 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 495 15 storm storm NOUN _005457013 495 16 heaven heaven PROPN _005457013 495 17 with with ADP _005457013 495 18 prayers prayer NOUN _005457013 495 19 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 495 20 then then ADV _005457013 495 21 , , PUNCT _005457013 495 22 as as ADV _005457013 495 23 soon soon ADV _005457013 495 24 as as SCONJ _005457013 495 25 the the DET _005457013 495 26 crisis crisis NOUN _005457013 495 27 passes pass VERB _005457013 495 28 , , PUNCT _005457013 495 29 their their PRON _005457013 495 30 prayers prayer NOUN _005457013 495 31 cease cease VERB _005457013 495 32 or or CCONJ _005457013 495 33 , , PUNCT _005457013 495 34 at at ADP _005457013 495 35 best good ADJ _005457013 495 36 , , PUNCT _005457013 495 37 lose lose VERB _005457013 495 38 fervor fervor NOUN _005457013 495 39 . . PUNCT _005457013 496 1 many many DET _005457013 496 2 another another PRON _005457013 496 3 also also ADV _005457013 496 4 gives give VERB _005457013 496 5 lip lip NOUN _005457013 496 6 service service NOUN _005457013 496 7 to to ADP _005457013 496 8 god god PROPN _005457013 496 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 496 10 yet yet ADV _005457013 496 11 does do AUX _005457013 496 12 not not PART _005457013 496 13 try try VERB _005457013 496 14 to to PART _005457013 496 15 search search VERB _005457013 496 16 for for ADP _005457013 496 17 god god PROPN _005457013 496 18 ’s ’s PART _005457013 496 19 will will AUX _005457013 496 20 in in ADP _005457013 496 21 relation relation NOUN _005457013 496 22 to to ADP _005457013 496 23 his his PRON _005457013 496 24 own own ADJ _005457013 496 25 life life NOUN _005457013 496 26 . . PUNCT _005457013 497 1 aa aa PROPN _005457013 497 2 opens open VERB _005457013 497 3 many many ADJ _005457013 497 4 eyes eye NOUN _005457013 497 5 to to ADP _005457013 497 6 this this DET _005457013 497 7 faulty faulty ADJ _005457013 497 8 practice practice NOUN _005457013 497 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 498 1 pride pride NOUN _005457013 498 2 is be AUX _005457013 498 3 the the DET _005457013 498 4 enemy enemy NOUN _005457013 498 5 of of ADP _005457013 498 6 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 498 7 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 498 8 it it PRON _005457013 498 9 is be AUX _005457013 498 10 likewise likewise ADV _005457013 498 11 the the DET _005457013 498 12 enemy enemy NOUN _005457013 498 13 of of ADP _005457013 498 14 many many ADJ _005457013 498 15 a a DET _005457013 498 16 catholic catholic NOUN _005457013 498 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 499 1 some some DET _005457013 499 2 catholic catholic ADJ _005457013 499 3 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 499 4 that that PRON _005457013 499 5 we we PRON _005457013 499 6 know know VERB _005457013 499 7 of of ADP _005457013 499 8 have have AUX _005457013 499 9 joined join VERB _005457013 499 10 inquiry inquiry NOUN _005457013 499 11 classes class NOUN _005457013 499 12 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 499 13 group group NOUN _005457013 499 14 instruction instruction NOUN _005457013 499 15 in in ADP _005457013 499 16 the the DET _005457013 499 17 catholic catholic ADJ _005457013 499 18 religion religion NOUN _005457013 499 19 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 499 20 42 42 NUM _005457013 499 21 after after SCONJ _005457013 499 22 they they PRON _005457013 499 23 went go VERB _005457013 499 24 into into ADP _005457013 499 25 aa aa NOUN _005457013 499 26 . . PUNCT _005457013 500 1 they they PRON _005457013 500 2 have have AUX _005457013 500 3 found find VERB _005457013 500 4 that that SCONJ _005457013 500 5 these these DET _005457013 500 6 instructions instruction NOUN _005457013 500 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 500 8 which which PRON _005457013 500 9 are be AUX _005457013 500 10 given give VERB _005457013 500 11 at at ADP _005457013 500 12 regular regular ADJ _005457013 500 13 intervals interval NOUN _005457013 500 14 by by ADP _005457013 500 15 priests priest NOUN _005457013 500 16 in in ADP _005457013 500 17 many many ADJ _005457013 500 18 parishes parish NOUN _005457013 500 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 500 20 even even ADV _005457013 500 21 though though SCONJ _005457013 500 22 they they PRON _005457013 500 23 are be AUX _005457013 500 24 meant mean VERB _005457013 500 25 primarily primarily ADV _005457013 500 26 for for ADP _005457013 500 27 non non ADJ _005457013 500 28 - - ADJ _005457013 500 29 catholics catholic NOUN _005457013 500 30 , , PUNCT _005457013 500 31 are be AUX _005457013 500 32 very very ADV _005457013 500 33 helpful helpful ADJ _005457013 500 34 in in ADP _005457013 500 35 bringing bring VERB _005457013 500 36 out out ADP _005457013 500 37 many many ADJ _005457013 500 38 things thing NOUN _005457013 500 39 they they PRON _005457013 500 40 have have AUX _005457013 500 41 forgotten forget VERB _005457013 500 42 about about ADP _005457013 500 43 their their PRON _005457013 500 44 faith faith NOUN _005457013 500 45 or or CCONJ _005457013 500 46 whose whose DET _005457013 500 47 significance significance NOUN _005457013 500 48 they they PRON _005457013 500 49 were be AUX _005457013 500 50 too too ADV _005457013 500 51 young young ADJ _005457013 500 52 to to PART _005457013 500 53 realize realize VERB _005457013 500 54 . . PUNCT _005457013 501 1 the the DET _005457013 501 2 classes class NOUN _005457013 501 3 have have AUX _005457013 501 4 been be AUX _005457013 501 5 instrumental instrumental ADJ _005457013 501 6 in in ADP _005457013 501 7 aiding aid VERB _005457013 501 8 them they PRON _005457013 501 9 to to ADP _005457013 501 10 a a DET _005457013 501 11 more more ADV _005457013 501 12 active active ADJ _005457013 501 13 and and CCONJ _005457013 501 14 fervent fervent ADJ _005457013 501 15 participation participation NOUN _005457013 501 16 in in ADP _005457013 501 17 their their PRON _005457013 501 18 faith faith NOUN _005457013 501 19 . . PUNCT _005457013 502 1 does do AUX _005457013 502 2 a a DET _005457013 502 3 catholic catholic ADJ _005457013 502 4 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 502 5 need need VERB _005457013 502 6 aa aa NOUN _005457013 502 7 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 503 1 in in ADP _005457013 503 2 one one NUM _005457013 503 3 diocese diocese NOUN _005457013 503 4 that that PRON _005457013 503 5 we we PRON _005457013 503 6 know know VERB _005457013 503 7 of of ADP _005457013 503 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 503 9 the the DET _005457013 503 10 bishop bishop PROPN _005457013 503 11 has have AUX _005457013 503 12 appointed appoint VERB _005457013 503 13 a a DET _005457013 503 14 priest priest NOUN _005457013 503 15 to to PART _005457013 503 16 do do VERB _005457013 503 17 nothing nothing PRON _005457013 503 18 but but SCONJ _005457013 503 19 study study VERB _005457013 503 20 this this DET _005457013 503 21 problem problem NOUN _005457013 503 22 and and CCONJ _005457013 503 23 the the DET _005457013 503 24 work work NOUN _005457013 503 25 of of ADP _005457013 503 26 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 503 27 anonymous anonymous ADJ _005457013 503 28 with with ADP _005457013 503 29 a a DET _005457013 503 30 view view NOUN _005457013 503 31 toward toward ADP _005457013 503 32 aiding aid VERB _005457013 503 33 catholic catholic ADJ _005457013 503 34 victims victim NOUN _005457013 503 35 and and CCONJ _005457013 503 36 giving give VERB _005457013 503 37 their their PRON _005457013 503 38 families family NOUN _005457013 503 39 some some DET _005457013 503 40 insight insight NOUN _005457013 503 41 into into ADP _005457013 503 42 this this DET _005457013 503 43 problem problem NOUN _005457013 503 44 so so SCONJ _005457013 503 45 that that SCONJ _005457013 503 46 they they PRON _005457013 503 47 are be AUX _005457013 503 48 in in ADP _005457013 503 49 a a DET _005457013 503 50 position position NOUN _005457013 503 51 to to PART _005457013 503 52 help help VERB _005457013 503 53 and and CCONJ _005457013 503 54 not not PART _005457013 503 55 hinder hinder VERB _005457013 503 56 the the DET _005457013 503 57 sufferer sufferer NOUN _005457013 503 58 ’s ’s NOUN _005457013 503 59 advancement advancement NOUN _005457013 503 60 toward toward ADP _005457013 503 61 recovery recovery NOUN _005457013 503 62 . . PUNCT _005457013 504 1 numerous numerous ADJ _005457013 504 2 catholic catholic ADJ _005457013 504 3 victims victim NOUN _005457013 504 4 of of ADP _005457013 504 5 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 504 6 are be AUX _005457013 504 7 brought bring VERB _005457013 504 8 to to ADP _005457013 504 9 aa aa PRON _005457013 504 10 through through ADP _005457013 504 11 the the DET _005457013 504 12 influence influence NOUN _005457013 504 13 of of ADP _005457013 504 14 sisters sister NOUN _005457013 504 15 and and CCONJ _005457013 504 16 priests priest NOUN _005457013 504 17 who who PRON _005457013 504 18 have have AUX _005457013 504 19 seen see VERB _005457013 504 20 the the DET _005457013 504 21 efficacy efficacy NOUN _005457013 504 22 of of ADP _005457013 504 23 the the DET _005457013 504 24 program program NOUN _005457013 504 25 in in ADP _005457013 504 26 others other NOUN _005457013 504 27 with with ADP _005457013 504 28 whom whom PRON _005457013 504 29 they they PRON _005457013 504 30 have have AUX _005457013 504 31 come come VERB _005457013 504 32 in in ADP _005457013 504 33 contact contact NOUN _005457013 504 34 . . PUNCT _005457013 505 1 ¥ ¥ NUM _005457013 505 2 ¥ ¥ NUM _005457013 505 3 ¥ ¥ PROPN _005457013 505 4 aa aa PROPN _005457013 505 5 groups group NOUN _005457013 505 6 are be AUX _005457013 505 7 listed list VERB _005457013 505 8 in in ADP _005457013 505 9 the the DET _005457013 505 10 telephone telephone NOUN _005457013 505 11 directories directory NOUN _005457013 505 12 and and CCONJ _005457013 505 13 the the DET _005457013 505 14 classified classified ADJ _005457013 505 15 pages page NOUN _005457013 505 16 of of ADP _005457013 505 17 the the DET _005457013 505 18 daily daily ADJ _005457013 505 19 newspapers newspaper NOUN _005457013 505 20 in in ADP _005457013 505 21 most most ADJ _005457013 505 22 communities community NOUN _005457013 505 23 . . PUNCT _005457013 506 1 the the DET _005457013 506 2 address address NOUN _005457013 506 3 of of ADP _005457013 506 4 the the DET _005457013 506 5 central central ADJ _005457013 506 6 group group NOUN _005457013 506 7 is be AUX _005457013 506 8 : : PUNCT _005457013 506 9 the the DET _005457013 506 10 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 506 11 foundation foundation NOUN _005457013 506 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 506 13 p. p. PROPN _005457013 506 14 o. o. PROPN _005457013 506 15 box box PROPN _005457013 506 16 459 459 NUM _005457013 506 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 506 18 grand grand ADJ _005457013 506 19 central central ADJ _005457013 506 20 annex annex PROPN _005457013 506 21 , , PUNCT _005457013 506 22 new new PROPN _005457013 506 23 york york PROPN _005457013 506 24 17 17 NUM _005457013 506 25 , , PUNCT _005457013 506 26 new new PROPN _005457013 506 27 york york PROPN _005457013 506 28 . . PUNCT _005457013 507 1 aa aa PROPN _005457013 507 2 has have AUX _005457013 507 3 been be AUX _005457013 507 4 able able ADJ _005457013 507 5 to to PART _005457013 507 6 bring bring VERB _005457013 507 7 catholic catholic ADJ _005457013 507 8 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 507 9 back back ADV _005457013 507 10 to to ADP _005457013 507 11 practical practical ADJ _005457013 507 12 membership membership NOUN _005457013 507 13 in in ADP _005457013 507 14 the the DET _005457013 507 15 church church NOUN _005457013 507 16 when when SCONJ _005457013 507 17 other other ADJ _005457013 507 18 methods method NOUN _005457013 507 19 have have AUX _005457013 507 20 often often ADV _005457013 507 21 failed fail VERB _005457013 507 22 because because SCONJ _005457013 507 23 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 507 24 understand understand VERB _005457013 507 25 each each DET _005457013 507 26 other other ADJ _005457013 507 27 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 507 28 43 43 NUM _005457013 507 29 there there PRON _005457013 507 30 is be VERB _005457013 507 31 a a DET _005457013 507 32 natural natural ADJ _005457013 507 33 kinship kinship NOUN _005457013 507 34 among among ADP _005457013 507 35 these these DET _005457013 507 36 sufferers sufferer NOUN _005457013 507 37 . . PUNCT _005457013 508 1 they they PRON _005457013 508 2 can can AUX _005457013 508 3 make make VERB _005457013 508 4 another another DET _005457013 508 5 see see NOUN _005457013 508 6 where where SCONJ _005457013 508 7 he he PRON _005457013 508 8 is be AUX _005457013 508 9 wrong wrong ADJ _005457013 508 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 508 11 why why SCONJ _005457013 508 12 he he PRON _005457013 508 13 is be AUX _005457013 508 14 wrong wrong ADJ _005457013 508 15 , , PUNCT _005457013 508 16 and and CCONJ _005457013 508 17 help help VERB _005457013 508 18 him he PRON _005457013 508 19 on on ADP _005457013 508 20 his his PRON _005457013 508 21 way way NOUN _005457013 508 22 back back ADV _005457013 508 23 to to ADP _005457013 508 24 the the DET _005457013 508 25 loving love VERB _005457013 508 26 arms arm NOUN _005457013 508 27 of of ADP _005457013 508 28 jesus jesus PROPN _005457013 508 29 christ christ PROPN _005457013 508 30 — — PUNCT _005457013 508 31 who who PRON _005457013 508 32 also also ADV _005457013 508 33 carried carry VERB _005457013 508 34 a a DET _005457013 508 35 cross cross NOUN _005457013 508 36 . . PUNCT _005457013 509 1 one one NUM _005457013 509 2 of of ADP _005457013 509 3 the the DET _005457013 509 4 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 509 5 anonymous anonymous ADJ _005457013 509 6 publications publication NOUN _005457013 509 7 contains contain VERB _005457013 509 8 the the DET _005457013 509 9 peace peace NOUN _005457013 509 10 prayer prayer NOUN _005457013 509 11 of of ADP _005457013 509 12 st st PROPN _005457013 509 13 . . PROPN _005457013 509 14 francis francis PROPN _005457013 509 15 of of ADP _005457013 509 16 assisi assisi PROPN _005457013 509 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 509 18 although although SCONJ _005457013 509 19 the the DET _005457013 509 20 name name NOUN _005457013 509 21 of of ADP _005457013 509 22 the the DET _005457013 509 23 author author NOUN _005457013 509 24 is be AUX _005457013 509 25 not not PART _005457013 509 26 given give VERB _005457013 509 27 : : PUNCT _005457013 509 28 44 44 NUM _005457013 509 29 lord lord PROPN _005457013 509 30 , , PUNCT _005457013 509 31 make make VERB _005457013 509 32 me i PRON _005457013 509 33 an an DET _005457013 509 34 instrument instrument NOUN _005457013 509 35 of of ADP _005457013 509 36 your your PRON _005457013 509 37 peace peace NOUN _005457013 509 38 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 510 1 where where SCONJ _005457013 510 2 there there PRON _005457013 510 3 is be VERB _005457013 510 4 hatred hatred NOUN _005457013 510 5 — — PUNCT _005457013 510 6 let let VERB _005457013 510 7 me i PRON _005457013 510 8 sow sow VERB _005457013 510 9 love love NOUN _005457013 510 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 510 11 where where SCONJ _005457013 510 12 there there PRON _005457013 510 13 is be VERB _005457013 510 14 injury injury NOUN _005457013 510 15 — — PUNCT _005457013 510 16 pardon pardon PROPN _005457013 510 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 511 1 where where SCONJ _005457013 511 2 there there PRON _005457013 511 3 is be VERB _005457013 511 4 doubt doubt NOUN _005457013 511 5 — — PUNCT _005457013 511 6 faith faith NOUN _005457013 511 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 511 8 where where SCONJ _005457013 511 9 there there PRON _005457013 511 10 is be VERB _005457013 511 11 despair despair NOUN _005457013 511 12 — — PUNCT _005457013 511 13 hope hope NOUN _005457013 511 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 512 1 where where SCONJ _005457013 512 2 there there PRON _005457013 512 3 is be VERB _005457013 512 4 darkness darkness NOUN _005457013 512 5 — — PUNCT _005457013 512 6 light light NOUN _005457013 512 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 513 1 where where SCONJ _005457013 513 2 there there PRON _005457013 513 3 is be VERB _005457013 513 4 sadness sadness NOUN _005457013 513 5 — — PUNCT _005457013 513 6 joy joy NOUN _005457013 513 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 514 1 o o NOUN _005457013 514 2 divine divine PROPN _005457013 514 3 master master PROPN _005457013 514 4 , , PUNCT _005457013 514 5 grant grant VERB _005457013 514 6 that that SCONJ _005457013 514 7 i i PRON _005457013 514 8 may may AUX _005457013 514 9 not not PART _005457013 514 10 so so ADV _005457013 514 11 much much ADV _005457013 514 12 seek seek VERB _005457013 514 13 to to PART _005457013 514 14 be be AUX _005457013 514 15 consoled console VERB _005457013 514 16 — — PUNCT _005457013 514 17 as as SCONJ _005457013 514 18 to to PART _005457013 514 19 console console VERB _005457013 514 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 515 1 to to PART _005457013 515 2 be be AUX _005457013 515 3 understood understand VERB _005457013 515 4 — — PUNCT _005457013 515 5 as as SCONJ _005457013 515 6 to to PART _005457013 515 7 understand understand VERB _005457013 515 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 516 1 to to PART _005457013 516 2 be be AUX _005457013 516 3 loved love VERB _005457013 516 4 — — PUNCT _005457013 516 5 as as SCONJ _005457013 516 6 to to PART _005457013 516 7 love love VERB _005457013 516 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 516 9 for for SCONJ _005457013 516 10 it it PRON _005457013 516 11 is be AUX _005457013 516 12 in in ADP _005457013 516 13 giving give VERB _005457013 516 14 — — PUNCT _005457013 516 15 that that SCONJ _005457013 516 16 we we PRON _005457013 516 17 receive receive VERB _005457013 516 18 . . PUNCT _005457013 517 1 it it PRON _005457013 517 2 is be AUX _005457013 517 3 in in ADP _005457013 517 4 pardoning pardoning NOUN _005457013 517 5 - - PUNCT _005457013 517 6 — — PUNCT _005457013 517 7 that that SCONJ _005457013 517 8 we we PRON _005457013 517 9 are be AUX _005457013 517 10 pardoned pardon VERB _005457013 517 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 518 1 it it PRON _005457013 518 2 is be AUX _005457013 518 3 in in ADP _005457013 518 4 dying die VERB _005457013 518 5 — — PUNCT _005457013 518 6 that that SCONJ _005457013 518 7 we we PRON _005457013 518 8 are be AUX _005457013 518 9 born bear VERB _005457013 518 10 to to ADP _005457013 518 11 eternal eternal ADJ _005457013 518 12 life life NOUN _005457013 518 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 519 1 45 45 NUM _005457013 519 2 jn jn SCONJ _005457013 519 3 the the DET _005457013 519 4 book book NOUN _005457013 519 5 alcoholics alcoholics PROPN _005457013 519 6 anonymous anonymous PROPN _005457013 519 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 519 8 the the DET _005457013 519 9 aa aa PROPN _005457013 519 10 handbook handbook PROPN _005457013 519 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 519 12 sometimes sometimes ADV _005457013 519 13 called call VERB _005457013 519 14 the the DET _005457013 519 15 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 519 16 ’s ’s NOUN _005457013 519 17 " " PUNCT _005457013 519 18 bible bible ADJ _005457013 519 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 519 20 ” " PUNCT _005457013 519 21 a a DET _005457013 519 22 recovered recovered ADJ _005457013 519 23 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 519 24 tells tell VERB _005457013 519 25 how how SCONJ _005457013 519 26 to to PART _005457013 519 27 banish banish VERB _005457013 519 28 resentment resentment NOUN _005457013 519 29 . . PUNCT _005457013 520 1 we we PRON _005457013 520 2 repeat repeat VERB _005457013 520 3 it it PRON _005457013 520 4 here here ADV _005457013 520 5 because because SCONJ _005457013 520 6 it it PRON _005457013 520 7 works work VERB _005457013 520 8 whether whether SCONJ _005457013 520 9 you you PRON _005457013 520 10 are be AUX _005457013 520 11 an an DET _005457013 520 12 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 520 13 or or CCONJ _005457013 520 14 anyone anyone PRON _005457013 520 15 else else ADV _005457013 520 16 who who PRON _005457013 520 17 is be AUX _005457013 520 18 holding hold VERB _005457013 520 19 something something PRON _005457013 520 20 against against ADP _005457013 520 21 someone someone PRON _005457013 520 22 : : PUNCT _005457013 520 23 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 520 24 if if SCONJ _005457013 520 25 you you PRON _005457013 520 26 have have VERB _005457013 520 27 a a DET _005457013 520 28 resentment resentment NOUN _005457013 520 29 you you PRON _005457013 520 30 want want VERB _005457013 520 31 to to PART _005457013 520 32 be be AUX _005457013 520 33 free free ADJ _005457013 520 34 of of ADP _005457013 520 35 , , PUNCT _005457013 520 36 if if SCONJ _005457013 520 37 you you PRON _005457013 520 38 will will AUX _005457013 520 39 pray pray VERB _005457013 520 40 for for ADP _005457013 520 41 the the DET _005457013 520 42 persons person NOUN _005457013 520 43 or or CCONJ _005457013 520 44 the the DET _005457013 520 45 thing thing NOUN _005457013 520 46 that that PRON _005457013 520 47 you you PRON _005457013 520 48 resent resent VERB _005457013 520 49 , , PUNCT _005457013 520 50 you you PRON _005457013 520 51 will will AUX _005457013 520 52 be be AUX _005457013 520 53 free free ADJ _005457013 520 54 . . PUNCT _005457013 521 1 if if SCONJ _005457013 521 2 you you PRON _005457013 521 3 will will AUX _005457013 521 4 ask ask VERB _005457013 521 5 in in ADP _005457013 521 6 prayer prayer NOUN _005457013 521 7 for for ADP _005457013 521 8 everything everything PRON _005457013 521 9 you you PRON _005457013 521 10 want want VERB _005457013 521 11 for for SCONJ _005457013 521 12 yourself yourself PRON _005457013 521 13 to to PART _005457013 521 14 be be AUX _005457013 521 15 given give VERB _005457013 521 16 to to ADP _005457013 521 17 them they PRON _005457013 521 18 , , PUNCT _005457013 521 19 you you PRON _005457013 521 20 will will AUX _005457013 521 21 be be AUX _005457013 521 22 free free ADJ _005457013 521 23 . . PUNCT _005457013 522 1 ask ask VERB _005457013 522 2 for for ADP _005457013 522 3 their their PRON _005457013 522 4 health health NOUN _005457013 522 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 522 6 their their PRON _005457013 522 7 prosperity prosperity NOUN _005457013 522 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 522 9 their their PRON _005457013 522 10 happiness happiness NOUN _005457013 522 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 522 12 and and CCONJ _005457013 522 13 you you PRON _005457013 522 14 will will AUX _005457013 522 15 be be AUX _005457013 522 16 free free ADJ _005457013 522 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 523 1 even even ADV _005457013 523 2 when when SCONJ _005457013 523 3 you you PRON _005457013 523 4 do do AUX _005457013 523 5 n’t not PART _005457013 523 6 really really ADV _005457013 523 7 want want VERB _005457013 523 8 it it PRON _005457013 523 9 for for ADP _005457013 523 10 them they PRON _005457013 523 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 523 12 and and CCONJ _005457013 523 13 your your PRON _005457013 523 14 prayers prayer NOUN _005457013 523 15 are be AUX _005457013 523 16 only only ADV _005457013 523 17 words word NOUN _005457013 523 18 and and CCONJ _005457013 523 19 you you PRON _005457013 523 20 do do AUX _005457013 523 21 n’t not PART _005457013 523 22 mean mean VERB _005457013 523 23 it it PRON _005457013 523 24 , , PUNCT _005457013 523 25 go go VERB _005457013 523 26 ahead ahead ADV _005457013 523 27 and and CCONJ _005457013 523 28 do do VERB _005457013 523 29 it it PRON _005457013 523 30 anyway anyway ADV _005457013 523 31 . . PUNCT _005457013 524 1 do do VERB _005457013 524 2 it it PRON _005457013 524 3 every every DET _005457013 524 4 day day NOUN _005457013 524 5 for for ADP _005457013 524 6 two two NUM _005457013 524 7 weeks week NOUN _005457013 524 8 and and CCONJ _005457013 524 9 you you PRON _005457013 524 10 will will AUX _005457013 524 11 find find VERB _005457013 524 12 you you PRON _005457013 524 13 have have AUX _005457013 524 14 come come VERB _005457013 524 15 to to PART _005457013 524 16 mean mean VERB _005457013 524 17 it it PRON _005457013 524 18 and and CCONJ _005457013 524 19 want want VERB _005457013 524 20 it it PRON _005457013 524 21 for for ADP _005457013 524 22 them they PRON _005457013 524 23 , , PUNCT _005457013 524 24 and and CCONJ _005457013 524 25 you you PRON _005457013 524 26 will will AUX _005457013 524 27 realize realize VERB _005457013 524 28 that that SCONJ _005457013 524 29 where where SCONJ _005457013 524 30 you you PRON _005457013 524 31 used use VERB _005457013 524 32 to to PART _005457013 524 33 feel feel VERB _005457013 524 34 bitterness bitterness NOUN _005457013 524 35 and and CCONJ _005457013 524 36 resentment resentment NOUN _005457013 524 37 and and CCONJ _005457013 524 38 hatred hatred NOUN _005457013 524 39 , , PUNCT _005457013 524 40 you you PRON _005457013 524 41 now now ADV _005457013 524 42 feel feel VERB _005457013 524 43 compassionate compassionate ADJ _005457013 524 44 understanding understanding NOUN _005457013 524 45 and and CCONJ _005457013 524 46 love love NOUN _005457013 524 47 . . PUNCT _005457013 524 48 ” " PUNCT _005457013 525 1 46 46 NUM _005457013 525 2 5 5 NUM _005457013 525 3 to to ADP _005457013 525 4 the the DET _005457013 525 5 family family NOUN _005457013 525 6 of of ADP _005457013 525 7 the the DET _005457013 525 8 woman woman NOUN _005457013 525 9 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 525 10 ^here ^here SPACE _005457013 525 11 is be AUX _005457013 525 12 a a DET _005457013 525 13 comparatively comparatively ADV _005457013 525 14 new new ADJ _005457013 525 15 movement movement NOUN _005457013 525 16 in in ADP _005457013 525 17 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 525 18 anonymous anonymous PROPN _005457013 525 19 called call VERB _005457013 525 20 al al PROPN _005457013 525 21 - - PUNCT _005457013 525 22 anon anon NOUN _005457013 525 23 family family NOUN _005457013 525 24 groups group NOUN _005457013 525 25 with with ADP _005457013 525 26 headquarters headquarter NOUN _005457013 525 27 at at ADP _005457013 525 28 p. p. PROPN _005457013 525 29 o. o. PROPN _005457013 525 30 box box PROPN _005457013 525 31 1475 1475 NUM _005457013 525 32 , , PUNCT _005457013 525 33 grand grand ADJ _005457013 525 34 central central ADJ _005457013 525 35 annex annex PROPN _005457013 525 36 , , PUNCT _005457013 525 37 new new PROPN _005457013 525 38 york york PROPN _005457013 525 39 17 17 NUM _005457013 525 40 , , PUNCT _005457013 525 41 new new PROPN _005457013 525 42 york york PROPN _005457013 525 43 . . PUNCT _005457013 526 1 the the DET _005457013 526 2 members member NOUN _005457013 526 3 of of ADP _005457013 526 4 these these DET _005457013 526 5 groups group NOUN _005457013 526 6 are be AUX _005457013 526 7 families family NOUN _005457013 526 8 and and CCONJ _005457013 526 9 friends friend NOUN _005457013 526 10 of of ADP _005457013 526 11 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 526 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 527 1 since since SCONJ _005457013 527 2 there there PRON _005457013 527 3 is be VERB _005457013 527 4 a a DET _005457013 527 5 great great ADJ _005457013 527 6 deal deal NOUN _005457013 527 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 527 8 both both CCONJ _005457013 527 9 before before ADP _005457013 527 10 and and CCONJ _005457013 527 11 47 47 NUM _005457013 527 12 after after SCONJ _005457013 527 13 the the DET _005457013 527 14 victim victim NOUN _005457013 527 15 of of ADP _005457013 527 16 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 527 17 joins join VERB _005457013 527 18 aa aa PROPN _005457013 527 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 527 20 that that SCONJ _005457013 527 21 relatives relative NOUN _005457013 527 22 and and CCONJ _005457013 527 23 friends friend NOUN _005457013 527 24 can can AUX _005457013 527 25 do do VERB _005457013 527 26 to to PART _005457013 527 27 assist assist VERB _005457013 527 28 the the DET _005457013 527 29 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 527 30 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 527 31 incidentally incidentally ADV _005457013 527 32 , , PUNCT _005457013 527 33 helping help VERB _005457013 527 34 themselves themselves PRON _005457013 527 35 at at ADP _005457013 527 36 the the DET _005457013 527 37 same same ADJ _005457013 527 38 time time NOUN _005457013 527 39 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 527 40 , , PUNCT _005457013 527 41 they they PRON _005457013 527 42 band band VERB _005457013 527 43 together together ADV _005457013 527 44 in in ADP _005457013 527 45 order order NOUN _005457013 527 46 to to PART _005457013 527 47 solve solve VERB _005457013 527 48 better well ADV _005457013 527 49 their their PRON _005457013 527 50 common common ADJ _005457013 527 51 problems problem NOUN _005457013 527 52 . . PUNCT _005457013 528 1 any any DET _005457013 528 2 two two NUM _005457013 528 3 or or CCONJ _005457013 528 4 three three NUM _005457013 528 5 relatives relative NOUN _005457013 528 6 constitute constitute VERB _005457013 528 7 a a DET _005457013 528 8 sufficient sufficient ADJ _005457013 528 9 number number NOUN _005457013 528 10 to to PART _005457013 528 11 start start VERB _005457013 528 12 a a DET _005457013 528 13 family family NOUN _005457013 528 14 group group NOUN _005457013 528 15 if if SCONJ _005457013 528 16 there there PRON _005457013 528 17 is be VERB _005457013 528 18 not not PART _005457013 528 19 one one NUM _005457013 528 20 already already ADV _005457013 528 21 organized organize VERB _005457013 528 22 in in ADP _005457013 528 23 the the DET _005457013 528 24 neighborhood neighborhood NOUN _005457013 528 25 . . PUNCT _005457013 529 1 the the DET _005457013 529 2 purposes purpose NOUN _005457013 529 3 of of ADP _005457013 529 4 the the DET _005457013 529 5 family family NOUN _005457013 529 6 groups group NOUN _005457013 529 7 are be AUX _005457013 529 8 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 529 9 to to PART _005457013 529 10 welcome welcome VERB _005457013 529 11 and and CCONJ _005457013 529 12 give give VERB _005457013 529 13 comfort comfort NOUN _005457013 529 14 to to ADP _005457013 529 15 the the DET _005457013 529 16 families family NOUN _005457013 529 17 of of ADP _005457013 529 18 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 529 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 529 20 to to PART _005457013 529 21 give give VERB _005457013 529 22 understanding understanding NOUN _005457013 529 23 and and CCONJ _005457013 529 24 encouragement encouragement NOUN _005457013 529 25 to to ADP _005457013 529 26 the the DET _005457013 529 27 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 529 28 in in ADP _005457013 529 29 the the DET _005457013 529 30 home home NOUN _005457013 529 31 , , PUNCT _005457013 529 32 to to PART _005457013 529 33 grow grow VERB _005457013 529 34 spiritually spiritually ADV _005457013 529 35 through through ADP _005457013 529 36 living live VERB _005457013 529 37 by by ADP _005457013 529 38 the the DET _005457013 529 39 twelve twelve NUM _005457013 529 40 steps step NOUN _005457013 529 41 of of ADP _005457013 529 42 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 529 43 anonymous anonymous ADJ _005457013 529 44 . . PUNCT _005457013 529 45 ’’ ’' PUNCT _005457013 530 1 the the DET _005457013 530 2 older old ADJ _005457013 530 3 members member NOUN _005457013 530 4 of of ADP _005457013 530 5 the the DET _005457013 530 6 group group NOUN _005457013 530 7 have have AUX _005457013 530 8 learned learn VERB _005457013 530 9 from from ADP _005457013 530 10 painful painful ADJ _005457013 530 11 experience experience NOUN _005457013 530 12 — — PUNCT _005457013 530 13 the the DET _005457013 530 14 hard hard ADJ _005457013 530 15 way way NOUN _005457013 530 16 — — PUNCT _005457013 530 17 what what PRON _005457013 530 18 to to PART _005457013 530 19 do do VERB _005457013 530 20 and and CCONJ _005457013 530 21 what what PRON _005457013 530 22 to to PART _005457013 530 23 avoid avoid VERB _005457013 530 24 in in ADP _005457013 530 25 dealing deal VERB _005457013 530 26 with with ADP _005457013 530 27 an an DET _005457013 530 28 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 530 29 in in ADP _005457013 530 30 the the DET _005457013 530 31 family family NOUN _005457013 530 32 if if SCONJ _005457013 530 33 there there PRON _005457013 530 34 is be VERB _005457013 530 35 to to PART _005457013 530 36 be be AUX _005457013 530 37 a a DET _005457013 530 38 successful successful ADJ _005457013 530 39 readjustment readjustment NOUN _005457013 530 40 . . PUNCT _005457013 531 1 most most ADJ _005457013 531 2 family family NOUN _005457013 531 3 meetings meeting NOUN _005457013 531 4 are be AUX _005457013 531 5 conducted conduct VERB _005457013 531 6 like like ADP _005457013 531 7 aa aa PROPN _005457013 531 8 meetings meeting NOUN _005457013 531 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 531 10 with with ADP _005457013 531 11 emphasis emphasis NOUN _005457013 531 12 placed place VERB _005457013 531 13 on on ADP _005457013 531 14 spiritual spiritual ADJ _005457013 531 15 growth growth NOUN _005457013 531 16 without without ADP _005457013 531 17 criticism criticism NOUN _005457013 531 18 of of ADP _005457013 531 19 the the DET _005457013 531 20 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 531 21 partners partner NOUN _005457013 531 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 532 1 most most ADJ _005457013 532 2 groups group NOUN _005457013 532 3 take take VERB _005457013 532 4 up up ADP _005457013 532 5 one one NUM _005457013 532 6 of of ADP _005457013 532 7 the the DET _005457013 532 8 twelve twelve NUM _005457013 532 9 steps step NOUN _005457013 532 10 at at ADP _005457013 532 11 each each DET _005457013 532 12 meeting meeting NOUN _005457013 532 13 , , PUNCT _005457013 532 14 members member NOUN _005457013 532 15 discussing discuss VERB _005457013 532 16 the the DET _005457013 532 17 application application NOUN _005457013 532 18 of of ADP _005457013 532 19 the the DET _005457013 532 20 step step NOUN _005457013 532 21 to to ADP _005457013 532 22 themselves themselves PRON _005457013 532 23 . . PUNCT _005457013 533 1 the the DET _005457013 533 2 members member NOUN _005457013 533 3 of of ADP _005457013 533 4 these these DET _005457013 533 5 groups group NOUN _005457013 533 6 learn learn VERB _005457013 533 7 that that SCONJ _005457013 533 8 some some DET _005457013 533 9 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 533 10 are be AUX _005457013 533 11 much much ADJ _005457013 533 12 sicker sicker NOUN _005457013 533 13 emotionally emotionally ADV _005457013 533 14 than than ADP _005457013 533 15 others other NOUN _005457013 533 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 533 17 and and CCONJ _005457013 533 18 consequently consequently ADV _005457013 533 19 not not PART _005457013 533 20 all all DET _005457013 533 21 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 533 22 make make VERB _005457013 533 23 progress progress NOUN _005457013 533 24 at at ADP _005457013 533 25 the the DET _005457013 533 26 same same ADJ _005457013 533 27 pace pace NOUN _005457013 533 28 . . PUNCT _005457013 534 1 they they PRON _005457013 534 2 learn learn VERB _005457013 534 3 why why SCONJ _005457013 534 4 nagging nag VERB _005457013 534 5 the the DET _005457013 534 6 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 534 7 never never ADV _005457013 534 8 does do VERB _005457013 534 9 any any DET _005457013 534 10 good good NOUN _005457013 534 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 535 1 they they PRON _005457013 535 2 learn learn VERB _005457013 535 3 how how SCONJ _005457013 535 4 to to PART _005457013 535 5 take take VERB _005457013 535 6 a a DET _005457013 535 7 personal personal ADJ _005457013 535 8 inventory inventory NOUN _005457013 535 9 of of ADP _005457013 535 10 their their PRON _005457013 535 11 own own ADJ _005457013 535 12 faults fault NOUN _005457013 535 13 and and CCONJ _005457013 535 14 make make VERB _005457013 535 15 a a DET _005457013 535 16 sincere sincere ADJ _005457013 535 17 effort effort NOUN _005457013 535 18 to to PART _005457013 535 19 correct correct VERB _005457013 535 20 them they PRON _005457013 535 21 , , PUNCT _005457013 535 22 thus thus ADV _005457013 535 23 actively actively ADV _005457013 535 24 contributing contribute VERB _005457013 535 25 to to ADP _005457013 535 26 the the DET _005457013 535 27 unfortunate unfortunate ADJ _005457013 535 28 victim victim NOUN _005457013 535 29 ’s ’s PART _005457013 535 30 recovery recovery NOUN _005457013 535 31 . . PUNCT _005457013 536 1 the the DET _005457013 536 2 family family NOUN _005457013 536 3 learns learn VERB _005457013 536 4 that that SCONJ _005457013 536 5 " " PUNCT _005457013 536 6 easy easy ADV _005457013 536 7 does do AUX _005457013 536 8 it it PRON _005457013 536 9 ” " PUNCT _005457013 536 10 applies apply VERB _005457013 536 11 to to ADP _005457013 536 12 them they PRON _005457013 536 13 as as ADV _005457013 536 14 well well ADV _005457013 536 15 as as ADP _005457013 536 16 their their PRON _005457013 536 17 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 536 18 daughter daughter NOUN _005457013 536 19 or or CCONJ _005457013 536 20 wife wife NOUN _005457013 536 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 537 1 by by ADP _005457013 537 2 48 48 NUM _005457013 537 3 learning learning NOUN _005457013 537 4 as as ADV _005457013 537 5 much much ADJ _005457013 537 6 about about ADP _005457013 537 7 alcoholism alcoholism NOUN _005457013 537 8 as as SCONJ _005457013 537 9 they they PRON _005457013 537 10 can can AUX _005457013 537 11 and and CCONJ _005457013 537 12 reading read VERB _005457013 537 13 the the DET _005457013 537 14 aa aa PROPN _005457013 537 15 handbook handbook PROPN _005457013 537 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 537 17 they they PRON _005457013 537 18 are be AUX _005457013 537 19 more more ADV _005457013 537 20 willing willing ADJ _005457013 537 21 to to PART _005457013 537 22 cooperate cooperate VERB _005457013 537 23 with with ADP _005457013 537 24 the the DET _005457013 537 25 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 537 26 in in ADP _005457013 537 27 her her PRON _005457013 537 28 aa aa ADJ _005457013 537 29 work work NOUN _005457013 537 30 and and CCONJ _005457013 537 31 are be AUX _005457013 537 32 more more ADV _005457013 537 33 gracious gracious ADJ _005457013 537 34 about about ADP _005457013 537 35 the the DET _005457013 537 36 aa aa PROPN _005457013 537 37 member member PROPN _005457013 537 38 ’s ’s PART _005457013 537 39 closed close VERB _005457013 537 40 meetings meeting NOUN _005457013 537 41 and and CCONJ _005457013 537 42 twelfth twelfth ADJ _005457013 537 43 step step NOUN _005457013 537 44 work work NOUN _005457013 537 45 . . PUNCT _005457013 538 1 ^imost ^imost X _005457013 539 1 everyone everyone PRON _005457013 539 2 whose whose DET _005457013 539 3 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 539 4 history history NOUN _005457013 539 5 covers cover VERB _005457013 539 6 a a DET _005457013 539 7 considerable considerable ADJ _005457013 539 8 period period NOUN _005457013 539 9 of of ADP _005457013 539 10 time time NOUN _005457013 539 11 has have AUX _005457013 539 12 lost lose VERB _005457013 539 13 his his PRON _005457013 539 14 or or CCONJ _005457013 539 15 her her PRON _005457013 539 16 friends friend NOUN _005457013 539 17 and and CCONJ _005457013 539 18 has have VERB _005457013 539 19 no no DET _005457013 539 20 social social ADJ _005457013 539 21 life life NOUN _005457013 539 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 540 1 man man NOUN _005457013 540 2 is be AUX _005457013 540 3 a a DET _005457013 540 4 social social ADJ _005457013 540 5 being being NOUN _005457013 540 6 . . PUNCT _005457013 541 1 sometimes sometimes ADV _005457013 541 2 when when SCONJ _005457013 541 3 the the DET _005457013 541 4 person person NOUN _005457013 541 5 stops stop VERB _005457013 541 6 drinking drink VERB _005457013 541 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 541 8 it it PRON _005457013 541 9 is be AUX _005457013 541 10 not not PART _005457013 541 11 wise wise ADJ _005457013 541 12 to to PART _005457013 541 13 renew renew VERB _005457013 541 14 the the DET _005457013 541 15 old old ADJ _005457013 541 16 acquaintances acquaintance NOUN _005457013 541 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 541 18 for for SCONJ _005457013 541 19 many many ADJ _005457013 541 20 of of ADP _005457013 541 21 these these DET _005457013 541 22 people people NOUN _005457013 541 23 drink drink VERB _005457013 541 24 to to ADP _005457013 541 25 excess excess NOUN _005457013 541 26 . . PUNCT _005457013 542 1 it it PRON _005457013 542 2 takes take VERB _005457013 542 3 time time NOUN _005457013 542 4 to to PART _005457013 542 5 build build VERB _005457013 542 6 a a DET _005457013 542 7 new new ADJ _005457013 542 8 life life NOUN _005457013 542 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 542 10 to to PART _005457013 542 11 make make VERB _005457013 542 12 new new ADJ _005457013 542 13 friends friend NOUN _005457013 542 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 542 15 and and CCONJ _005457013 542 16 re re VERB _005457013 542 17 - - VERB _005457013 542 18 establish establish VERB _005457013 542 19 contact contact NOUN _005457013 542 20 with with ADP _005457013 542 21 the the DET _005457013 542 22 worthwhile worthwhile ADJ _005457013 542 23 old old ADJ _005457013 542 24 friends friend NOUN _005457013 542 25 . . PUNCT _005457013 543 1 one one NUM _005457013 543 2 of of ADP _005457013 543 3 the the DET _005457013 543 4 reasons reason NOUN _005457013 543 5 why why SCONJ _005457013 543 6 alcoholics alcoholics PROPN _005457013 543 7 anonymous anonymous PROPN _005457013 543 8 is be AUX _005457013 543 9 successful successful ADJ _005457013 543 10 is be AUX _005457013 543 11 that that SCONJ _005457013 543 12 it it PRON _005457013 543 13 provides provide VERB _005457013 543 14 friendship friendship NOUN _005457013 543 15 and and CCONJ _005457013 543 16 the the DET _005457013 543 17 society society NOUN _005457013 543 18 of of ADP _005457013 543 19 others other NOUN _005457013 543 20 with with ADP _005457013 543 21 a a DET _005457013 543 22 common common ADJ _005457013 543 23 problem problem NOUN _005457013 543 24 , , PUNCT _005457013 543 25 and and CCONJ _005457013 543 26 it it PRON _005457013 543 27 helps help VERB _005457013 543 28 to to PART _005457013 543 29 bridge bridge VERB _005457013 543 30 the the DET _005457013 543 31 gap gap NOUN _005457013 543 32 between between ADP _005457013 543 33 the the DET _005457013 543 34 breaking breaking NOUN _005457013 543 35 off off ADP _005457013 543 36 of of ADP _005457013 543 37 undesirable undesirable ADJ _005457013 543 38 associations association NOUN _005457013 543 39 and and CCONJ _005457013 543 40 the the DET _005457013 543 41 formation formation NOUN _005457013 543 42 of of ADP _005457013 543 43 the the DET _005457013 543 44 right right ADJ _005457013 543 45 kind kind NOUN _005457013 543 46 of of ADP _005457013 543 47 new new ADJ _005457013 543 48 ones one NOUN _005457013 543 49 . . PUNCT _005457013 544 1 the the DET _005457013 544 2 family family NOUN _005457013 544 3 of of ADP _005457013 544 4 the the DET _005457013 544 5 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 544 6 often often ADV _005457013 544 7 finds find VERB _005457013 544 8 itself itself PRON _005457013 544 9 in in ADP _005457013 544 10 the the DET _005457013 544 11 same same ADJ _005457013 544 12 situation situation NOUN _005457013 544 13 as as ADP _005457013 544 14 the the DET _005457013 544 15 victim victim NOUN _005457013 544 16 in in SCONJ _005457013 544 17 that that SCONJ _005457013 544 18 it it PRON _005457013 544 19 is be AUX _005457013 544 20 almost almost ADV _005457013 544 21 friendless friendless ADJ _005457013 544 22 too too ADV _005457013 544 23 . . PUNCT _005457013 545 1 having have VERB _005457013 545 2 an an DET _005457013 545 3 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 545 4 in in ADP _005457013 545 5 the the DET _005457013 545 6 family family NOUN _005457013 545 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 545 8 with with ADP _005457013 545 9 the the DET _005457013 545 10 embarrassment embarrassment NOUN _005457013 545 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 545 12 the the DET _005457013 545 13 excuses excuse NOUN _005457013 545 14 and and CCONJ _005457013 545 15 broken break VERB _005457013 545 16 social social ADJ _005457013 545 17 engagements engagement NOUN _005457013 545 18 , , PUNCT _005457013 545 19 the the DET _005457013 545 20 unpleasantness unpleasantness NOUN _005457013 545 21 which which PRON _005457013 545 22 makes make VERB _005457013 545 23 others other NOUN _005457013 545 24 uneasy uneasy ADJ _005457013 545 25 and and CCONJ _005457013 545 26 loathe loathe VERB _005457013 545 27 to to PART _005457013 545 28 associate associate VERB _005457013 545 29 with with ADP _005457013 545 30 either either CCONJ _005457013 545 31 the the DET _005457013 545 32 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 545 33 or or CCONJ _005457013 545 34 his his PRON _005457013 545 35 family family NOUN _005457013 545 36 , , PUNCT _005457013 545 37 makes make VERB _005457013 545 38 for for ADP _005457013 545 39 loneliness loneliness NOUN _005457013 545 40 — — PUNCT _005457013 545 41 and and CCONJ _005457013 545 42 loneliness loneliness NOUN _005457013 545 43 is be AUX _005457013 545 44 a a DET _005457013 545 45 terrible terrible ADJ _005457013 545 46 thing thing NOUN _005457013 545 47 . . PUNCT _005457013 546 1 so so ADV _005457013 546 2 the the DET _005457013 546 3 family family NOUN _005457013 546 4 groups group NOUN _005457013 546 5 fill fill VERB _005457013 546 6 a a DET _005457013 546 7 pressing pressing ADJ _005457013 546 8 need need NOUN _005457013 546 9 here here ADV _005457013 546 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 547 1 the the DET _005457013 547 2 family family NOUN _005457013 547 3 groups group NOUN _005457013 547 4 teach teach VERB _005457013 547 5 their their PRON _005457013 547 6 members member NOUN _005457013 547 7 to to PART _005457013 547 8 have have VERB _005457013 547 9 more more ADJ _005457013 547 10 tolerance tolerance NOUN _005457013 547 11 and and CCONJ _005457013 547 12 more more ADJ _005457013 547 13 patience patience NOUN _005457013 547 14 in in ADP _005457013 547 15 avoiding avoid VERB _005457013 547 16 the the DET _005457013 547 17 petty petty ADJ _005457013 547 18 daily daily ADJ _005457013 547 19 irritations irritation NOUN _005457013 547 20 which which PRON _005457013 547 21 follow follow VERB _005457013 547 22 as as ADP _005457013 547 23 a a DET _005457013 547 24 result result NOUN _005457013 547 25 of of ADP _005457013 547 26 perhaps perhaps ADV _005457013 547 27 years year NOUN _005457013 547 28 of of ADP _005457013 547 29 strained strained ADJ _005457013 547 30 nerves nerve NOUN _005457013 547 31 . . PUNCT _005457013 548 1 they they PRON _005457013 548 2 learn learn VERB _005457013 548 3 not not PART _005457013 548 4 to to PART _005457013 548 5 expect expect VERB _005457013 548 6 too too ADV _005457013 548 7 much much ADV _005457013 548 8 too too ADV _005457013 548 9 49 49 NUM _005457013 548 10 soon soon ADV _005457013 548 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 548 12 that that SCONJ _005457013 548 13 the the DET _005457013 548 14 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 548 15 is be AUX _005457013 548 16 not not PART _005457013 548 17 to to PART _005457013 548 18 be be AUX _005457013 548 19 wrapped wrap VERB _005457013 548 20 in in ADP _005457013 548 21 cotton cotton NOUN _005457013 548 22 wool wool NOUN _005457013 548 23 and and CCONJ _005457013 548 24 coddled coddle VERB _005457013 548 25 , , PUNCT _005457013 548 26 neither neither CCONJ _005457013 548 27 can can AUX _005457013 548 28 he he PRON _005457013 548 29 or or CCONJ _005457013 548 30 she she PRON _005457013 548 31 be be AUX _005457013 548 32 expected expect VERB _005457013 548 33 immediately immediately ADV _005457013 548 34 to to PART _005457013 548 35 be be AUX _005457013 548 36 the the DET _005457013 548 37 same same ADJ _005457013 548 38 person person NOUN _005457013 548 39 as as SCONJ _005457013 548 40 before before ADP _005457013 548 41 alcohol alcohol NOUN _005457013 548 42 got get VERB _005457013 548 43 in in ADP _005457013 548 44 its its PRON _005457013 548 45 insidious insidious ADJ _005457013 548 46 work work NOUN _005457013 548 47 . . PUNCT _005457013 549 1 he he PRON _005457013 549 2 or or CCONJ _005457013 549 3 she she PRON _005457013 549 4 will will AUX _005457013 549 5 never never ADV _005457013 549 6 be be AUX _005457013 549 7 the the DET _005457013 549 8 same same ADJ _005457013 549 9 person person NOUN _005457013 549 10 — — PUNCT _005457013 549 11 but but CCONJ _005457013 549 12 can can AUX _005457013 549 13 be be AUX _005457013 549 14 a a DET _005457013 549 15 better well ADJ _005457013 549 16 person person NOUN _005457013 549 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 550 1 the the DET _005457013 550 2 families family NOUN _005457013 550 3 learn learn VERB _005457013 550 4 to to PART _005457013 550 5 solve solve VERB _005457013 550 6 many many ADJ _005457013 550 7 personal personal ADJ _005457013 550 8 problems problem NOUN _005457013 550 9 resulting result VERB _005457013 550 10 from from ADP _005457013 550 11 distorted distorted ADJ _005457013 550 12 relationships relationship NOUN _005457013 550 13 for for ADP _005457013 550 14 which which PRON _005457013 550 15 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 550 16 has have AUX _005457013 550 17 been be AUX _005457013 550 18 directly directly ADV _005457013 550 19 or or CCONJ _005457013 550 20 indirectly indirectly ADV _005457013 550 21 responsible responsible ADJ _005457013 550 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 551 1 we we PRON _005457013 551 2 are be AUX _005457013 551 3 thinking think VERB _005457013 551 4 of of ADP _005457013 551 5 louise louise NOUN _005457013 551 6 m. m. NOUN _005457013 551 7 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 551 8 we we PRON _005457013 551 9 call call VERB _005457013 551 10 her her PRON _005457013 551 11 louise louise NOUN _005457013 551 12 because because SCONJ _005457013 551 13 that that PRON _005457013 551 14 is be AUX _005457013 551 15 not not PART _005457013 551 16 her her PRON _005457013 551 17 name name NOUN _005457013 551 18 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 551 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 551 20 and and CCONJ _005457013 551 21 how how SCONJ _005457013 551 22 much much ADV _005457013 551 23 more more ADV _005457013 551 24 pleasant pleasant ADJ _005457013 551 25 her her PRON _005457013 551 26 life life NOUN _005457013 551 27 would would AUX _005457013 551 28 be be AUX _005457013 551 29 if if SCONJ _005457013 551 30 her her PRON _005457013 551 31 husband husband NOUN _005457013 551 32 could could AUX _005457013 551 33 swallow swallow VERB _005457013 551 34 his his PRON _005457013 551 35 pride pride NOUN _005457013 551 36 and and CCONJ _005457013 551 37 enthusiastically enthusiastically ADV _005457013 551 38 become become VERB _005457013 551 39 a a DET _005457013 551 40 member member NOUN _005457013 551 41 of of ADP _005457013 551 42 a a DET _005457013 551 43 family family NOUN _005457013 551 44 group group NOUN _005457013 551 45 and and CCONJ _005457013 551 46 learn learn VERB _005457013 551 47 all all DET _005457013 551 48 he he PRON _005457013 551 49 could could AUX _005457013 551 50 about about ADP _005457013 551 51 her her PRON _005457013 551 52 problem problem NOUN _005457013 552 1 and and CCONJ _005457013 552 2 her her PRON _005457013 552 3 work work NOUN _005457013 552 4 . . PUNCT _005457013 553 1 he he PRON _005457013 553 2 would would AUX _005457013 553 3 be be AUX _005457013 553 4 happier happy ADJ _005457013 553 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 553 6 so so ADV _005457013 553 7 would would AUX _005457013 553 8 louise louise VERB _005457013 553 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 554 1 hers hers PRON _005457013 554 2 is be AUX _005457013 554 3 a a DET _005457013 554 4 case case NOUN _005457013 554 5 in in ADP _005457013 554 6 point point NOUN _005457013 554 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 555 1 when when SCONJ _005457013 555 2 we we PRON _005457013 555 3 talked talk VERB _005457013 555 4 with with ADP _005457013 555 5 louise louise NOUN _005457013 555 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 555 7 she she PRON _005457013 555 8 was be AUX _005457013 555 9 in in ADP _005457013 555 10 her her PRON _005457013 555 11 early early ADJ _005457013 555 12 fifties fifty NOUN _005457013 555 13 — — PUNCT _005457013 555 14 married married ADJ _005457013 555 15 , , PUNCT _005457013 555 16 childless childless NOUN _005457013 555 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 555 18 a a DET _005457013 555 19 refined refined ADJ _005457013 555 20 woman woman NOUN _005457013 555 21 , , PUNCT _005457013 555 22 impeccably impeccably ADV _005457013 555 23 groomed groom VERB _005457013 555 24 . . PUNCT _005457013 556 1 her her PRON _005457013 556 2 home home NOUN _005457013 556 3 is be AUX _005457013 556 4 tastefully tastefully ADV _005457013 556 5 furnished furnish VERB _005457013 556 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 556 7 beautifully beautifully ADV _005457013 556 8 kept keep VERB _005457013 556 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 557 1 although although SCONJ _005457013 557 2 it it PRON _005457013 557 3 would would AUX _005457013 557 4 cause cause VERB _005457013 557 5 distress distress NOUN _005457013 557 6 and and CCONJ _005457013 557 7 embarrassment embarrassment NOUN _005457013 557 8 in in ADP _005457013 557 9 her her PRON _005457013 557 10 home home NOUN _005457013 557 11 should should AUX _005457013 557 12 it it PRON _005457013 557 13 be be AUX _005457013 557 14 discovered discover VERB _005457013 557 15 that that SCONJ _005457013 557 16 she she PRON _005457013 557 17 had have AUX _005457013 557 18 done do VERB _005457013 557 19 so so ADV _005457013 557 20 , , PUNCT _005457013 557 21 she she PRON _005457013 557 22 gave give VERB _005457013 557 23 generously generously ADV _005457013 557 24 of of ADP _005457013 557 25 her her PRON _005457013 557 26 time time NOUN _005457013 557 27 to to ADP _005457013 557 28 interviews interview NOUN _005457013 557 29 , , PUNCT _005457013 557 30 because because SCONJ _005457013 557 31 she she PRON _005457013 557 32 is be AUX _005457013 557 33 eager eager ADJ _005457013 557 34 to to PART _005457013 557 35 carry carry VERB _005457013 557 36 a a DET _005457013 557 37 message message NOUN _005457013 557 38 to to ADP _005457013 557 39 other other ADJ _005457013 557 40 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 557 41 and and CCONJ _005457013 557 42 to to ADP _005457013 557 43 those those PRON _005457013 557 44 whose whose DET _005457013 557 45 lives life NOUN _005457013 557 46 are be AUX _005457013 557 47 closely closely ADV _005457013 557 48 associated associate VERB _005457013 557 49 with with ADP _005457013 557 50 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 557 51 . . PUNCT _005457013 558 1 louise louise PROPN _005457013 558 2 ’s ’s NOUN _005457013 558 3 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 558 4 problem problem NOUN _005457013 558 5 assumed assume VERB _005457013 558 6 serious serious ADJ _005457013 558 7 proportions proportion NOUN _005457013 558 8 two two NUM _005457013 558 9 years year NOUN _005457013 558 10 before before SCONJ _005457013 558 11 she she PRON _005457013 558 12 talked talk VERB _005457013 558 13 with with ADP _005457013 558 14 us we PRON _005457013 558 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 559 1 she she PRON _005457013 559 2 drank drink VERB _005457013 559 3 for for ADP _005457013 559 4 one one NUM _005457013 559 5 reason reason NOUN _005457013 559 6 — — PUNCT _005457013 559 7 escape escape VERB _005457013 559 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 560 1 she she PRON _005457013 560 2 attended attend VERB _005457013 560 3 church church NOUN _005457013 560 4 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 560 5 lutheran lutheran NOUN _005457013 560 6 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 560 7 regularly regularly ADV _005457013 560 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 560 9 but but CCONJ _005457013 560 10 could could AUX _005457013 560 11 not not PART _005457013 560 12 put put VERB _005457013 560 13 what what PRON _005457013 560 14 she she PRON _005457013 560 15 believed believe VERB _005457013 560 16 to to ADP _005457013 560 17 a a DET _005457013 560 18 useful useful ADJ _005457013 560 19 end end NOUN _005457013 560 20 in in ADP _005457013 560 21 solving solve VERB _005457013 560 22 her her PRON _005457013 560 23 personal personal ADJ _005457013 560 24 difficulties difficulty NOUN _005457013 560 25 . . PUNCT _005457013 561 1 louise louise PROPN _005457013 561 2 was be AUX _005457013 561 3 brought bring VERB _005457013 561 4 up up ADP _005457013 561 5 in in ADP _005457013 561 6 a a DET _005457013 561 7 very very ADV _005457013 561 8 strict strict ADJ _005457013 561 9 home home NOUN _005457013 561 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 562 1 all all DET _005457013 562 2 50 50 NUM _005457013 562 3 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 562 4 was be AUX _005457013 562 5 taboo taboo ADJ _005457013 562 6 there there ADV _005457013 562 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 563 1 her her PRON _005457013 563 2 father father NOUN _005457013 563 3 , , PUNCT _005457013 563 4 the the DET _005457013 563 5 dominant dominant ADJ _005457013 563 6 figure figure NOUN _005457013 563 7 in in ADP _005457013 563 8 the the DET _005457013 563 9 home home NOUN _005457013 563 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 563 11 was be AUX _005457013 563 12 horrified horrify VERB _005457013 563 13 when when SCONJ _005457013 563 14 anyone anyone PRON _005457013 563 15 made make VERB _005457013 563 16 a a DET _005457013 563 17 public public ADJ _005457013 563 18 spectacle spectacle NOUN _005457013 563 19 of of ADP _005457013 563 20 himself himself PRON _005457013 563 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 564 1 louise louise PROPN _005457013 564 2 thinks think VERB _005457013 564 3 this this DET _005457013 564 4 early early ADJ _005457013 564 5 conditioning conditioning NOUN _005457013 564 6 restrained restrain VERB _005457013 564 7 her she PRON _005457013 564 8 from from ADP _005457013 564 9 any any DET _005457013 564 10 public public NOUN _005457013 564 11 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 564 12 later later ADV _005457013 564 13 , , PUNCT _005457013 564 14 even even ADV _005457013 564 15 when when SCONJ _005457013 564 16 the the DET _005457013 564 17 compulsion compulsion NOUN _005457013 564 18 was be AUX _005457013 564 19 strongest strongest ADJ _005457013 564 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 565 1 louise louise PROPN _005457013 565 2 married marry VERB _005457013 565 3 at at ADP _005457013 565 4 18 18 NUM _005457013 565 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 565 6 went go VERB _005457013 565 7 through through ADP _005457013 565 8 the the DET _005457013 565 9 " " PUNCT _005457013 565 10 roaring roar VERB _005457013 565 11 twenties twenty NOUN _005457013 565 12 ’’ ’' PUNCT _005457013 565 13 with with ADP _005457013 565 14 bathtub bathtub PROPN _005457013 565 15 gin gin NOUN _005457013 565 16 and and CCONJ _005457013 565 17 home home NOUN _005457013 565 18 brew brew NOUN _005457013 565 19 causing cause VERB _005457013 565 20 her she PRON _005457013 565 21 no no DET _005457013 565 22 concern concern NOUN _005457013 565 23 at at ADV _005457013 565 24 all all ADV _005457013 565 25 . . PUNCT _005457013 566 1 it it PRON _005457013 566 2 was be AUX _005457013 566 3 she she PRON _005457013 566 4 who who PRON _005457013 566 5 saw see VERB _005457013 566 6 the the DET _005457013 566 7 others other NOUN _005457013 566 8 safely safely ADV _005457013 566 9 home home ADV _005457013 566 10 after after ADP _005457013 566 11 parties party NOUN _005457013 566 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 567 1 although although SCONJ _005457013 567 2 she she PRON _005457013 567 3 drank drink VERB _005457013 567 4 socially socially ADV _005457013 567 5 during during ADP _005457013 567 6 the the DET _005457013 567 7 prohibition prohibition NOUN _005457013 567 8 era era NOUN _005457013 567 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 567 10 she she PRON _005457013 567 11 and and CCONJ _005457013 567 12 her her PRON _005457013 567 13 husband husband NOUN _005457013 567 14 having having AUX _005457013 567 15 met meet VERB _005457013 567 16 people people NOUN _005457013 567 17 who who PRON _005457013 567 18 had have VERB _005457013 567 19 an an DET _005457013 567 20 unlimited unlimited ADJ _005457013 567 21 supply supply NOUN _005457013 567 22 of of ADP _005457013 567 23 creme creme NOUN _005457013 567 24 de de X _005457013 567 25 menthe menthe PROPN _005457013 567 26 , , PUNCT _005457013 567 27 gin gin PROPN _005457013 567 28 , , PUNCT _005457013 567 29 whisky whisky PROPN _005457013 567 30 , , PUNCT _005457013 567 31 beer beer NOUN _005457013 567 32 , , PUNCT _005457013 567 33 etc etc X _005457013 567 34 . . X _005457013 567 35 under under ADP _005457013 567 36 a a DET _005457013 567 37 trap trap NOUN _005457013 567 38 door door NOUN _005457013 567 39 at at ADP _005457013 567 40 their their PRON _005457013 567 41 summer summer NOUN _005457013 567 42 cottage cottage NOUN _005457013 567 43 , , PUNCT _005457013 567 44 she she PRON _005457013 567 45 had have VERB _005457013 567 46 no no DET _005457013 567 47 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 567 48 problem problem NOUN _005457013 567 49 . . PUNCT _005457013 568 1 she she PRON _005457013 568 2 had have AUX _005457013 568 3 wanted want VERB _005457013 568 4 children child NOUN _005457013 568 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 568 6 so so CCONJ _005457013 568 7 when when SCONJ _005457013 568 8 she she PRON _005457013 568 9 suffered suffer VERB _005457013 568 10 a a DET _005457013 568 11 miscarriage miscarriage NOUN _005457013 568 12 at at ADP _005457013 568 13 22 22 NUM _005457013 568 14 which which PRON _005457013 568 15 left leave VERB _005457013 568 16 her her PRON _005457013 568 17 incapable incapable ADJ _005457013 568 18 of of ADP _005457013 568 19 having have VERB _005457013 568 20 children child NOUN _005457013 568 21 of of ADP _005457013 568 22 her her PRON _005457013 568 23 own own ADJ _005457013 568 24 , , PUNCT _005457013 568 25 this this PRON _005457013 568 26 was be AUX _005457013 568 27 a a DET _005457013 568 28 real real ADJ _005457013 568 29 blow blow NOUN _005457013 568 30 . . PUNCT _005457013 569 1 she she PRON _005457013 569 2 wished wish VERB _005457013 569 3 to to PART _005457013 569 4 adopt adopt VERB _005457013 569 5 a a DET _005457013 569 6 child child NOUN _005457013 569 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 569 8 but but CCONJ _005457013 569 9 her her PRON _005457013 569 10 husband husband NOUN _005457013 569 11 could could AUX _005457013 569 12 not not PART _005457013 569 13 agree agree VERB _005457013 569 14 to to ADP _005457013 569 15 this this PRON _005457013 569 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 570 1 he he PRON _005457013 570 2 was be AUX _005457013 570 3 generous generous ADJ _005457013 570 4 , , PUNCT _005457013 570 5 however however ADV _005457013 570 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 570 7 in in ADP _005457013 570 8 paying pay VERB _005457013 570 9 for for ADP _005457013 570 10 expensive expensive ADJ _005457013 570 11 treatment treatment NOUN _005457013 570 12 for for ADP _005457013 570 13 her she PRON _005457013 570 14 so so SCONJ _005457013 570 15 that that SCONJ _005457013 570 16 they they PRON _005457013 570 17 might might AUX _005457013 570 18 have have VERB _005457013 570 19 a a DET _005457013 570 20 child child NOUN _005457013 570 21 of of ADP _005457013 570 22 their their PRON _005457013 570 23 own own ADJ _005457013 570 24 . . PUNCT _005457013 571 1 when when SCONJ _005457013 571 2 these these DET _005457013 571 3 efforts effort NOUN _005457013 571 4 failed fail VERB _005457013 571 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 571 6 he he PRON _005457013 571 7 said say VERB _005457013 571 8 they they PRON _005457013 571 9 would would AUX _005457013 571 10 wait wait VERB _005457013 571 11 until until SCONJ _005457013 571 12 they they PRON _005457013 571 13 had have AUX _005457013 571 14 been be AUX _005457013 571 15 married marry VERB _005457013 571 16 ten ten NUM _005457013 571 17 years year NOUN _005457013 571 18 . . PUNCT _005457013 572 1 then then ADV _005457013 572 2 he he PRON _005457013 572 3 said say VERB _005457013 572 4 they they PRON _005457013 572 5 were be AUX _005457013 572 6 too too ADV _005457013 572 7 old old ADJ _005457013 572 8 to to PART _005457013 572 9 adopt adopt VERB _005457013 572 10 children child NOUN _005457013 572 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 573 1 louise louise PROPN _005457013 573 2 was be AUX _005457013 573 3 ever ever ADV _005457013 573 4 lonely lonely ADJ _005457013 573 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 573 6 her her PRON _005457013 573 7 husband husband NOUN _005457013 573 8 traveling travel VERB _005457013 573 9 a a DET _005457013 573 10 good good ADJ _005457013 573 11 deal deal NOUN _005457013 573 12 in in ADP _005457013 573 13 connection connection NOUN _005457013 573 14 with with ADP _005457013 573 15 his his PRON _005457013 573 16 work work NOUN _005457013 573 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 574 1 she she PRON _005457013 574 2 had have VERB _005457013 574 3 nothing nothing PRON _005457013 574 4 constructive constructive ADJ _005457013 574 5 to to PART _005457013 574 6 do do VERB _005457013 574 7 to to PART _005457013 574 8 pass pass VERB _005457013 574 9 her her PRON _005457013 574 10 time time NOUN _005457013 574 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 575 1 when when SCONJ _005457013 575 2 the the DET _005457013 575 3 depression depression NOUN _005457013 575 4 wiped wipe VERB _005457013 575 5 out out ADP _005457013 575 6 their their PRON _005457013 575 7 savings saving NOUN _005457013 575 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 575 9 she she PRON _005457013 575 10 could could AUX _005457013 575 11 not not PART _005457013 575 12 face face VERB _005457013 575 13 up up ADP _005457013 575 14 to to ADP _005457013 575 15 the the DET _005457013 575 16 fact fact NOUN _005457013 575 17 that that SCONJ _005457013 575 18 they they PRON _005457013 575 19 were be AUX _005457013 575 20 the the DET _005457013 575 21 " " PUNCT _005457013 575 22 poor poor ADJ _005457013 575 23 relations relation NOUN _005457013 575 24 , , PUNCT _005457013 575 25 ” " PUNCT _005457013 575 26 even even ADV _005457013 575 27 though though SCONJ _005457013 575 28 she she PRON _005457013 575 29 realized realize VERB _005457013 575 30 it it PRON _005457013 575 31 was be AUX _005457013 575 32 through through ADP _005457013 575 33 no no DET _005457013 575 34 fault fault NOUN _005457013 575 35 of of ADP _005457013 575 36 their their PRON _005457013 575 37 own own ADJ _005457013 575 38 . . PUNCT _005457013 576 1 then then ADV _005457013 576 2 she she PRON _005457013 576 3 had have VERB _005457013 576 4 much much ADJ _005457013 576 5 sickness sickness NOUN _005457013 576 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 576 7 including include VERB _005457013 576 8 51 51 NUM _005457013 576 9 three three NUM _005457013 576 10 years year NOUN _005457013 576 11 in in ADP _005457013 576 12 a a DET _005457013 576 13 wheelchair wheelchair NOUN _005457013 576 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 577 1 she she PRON _005457013 577 2 felt feel VERB _005457013 577 3 she she PRON _005457013 577 4 had have VERB _005457013 577 5 no no DET _005457013 577 6 one one NOUN _005457013 577 7 in in ADP _005457013 577 8 whom whom PRON _005457013 577 9 to to ADP _005457013 577 10 confide confide NOUN _005457013 577 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 577 12 least least ADJ _005457013 577 13 of of ADP _005457013 577 14 all all DET _005457013 577 15 her her PRON _005457013 577 16 husband husband NOUN _005457013 577 17 with with ADP _005457013 577 18 whom whom PRON _005457013 577 19 she she PRON _005457013 577 20 was be AUX _005457013 577 21 experiencing experience VERB _005457013 577 22 some some DET _005457013 577 23 marriage marriage NOUN _005457013 577 24 problems problem NOUN _005457013 577 25 which which PRON _005457013 577 26 he he PRON _005457013 577 27 refused refuse VERB _005457013 577 28 to to PART _005457013 577 29 admit admit VERB _005457013 577 30 were be AUX _005457013 577 31 problems problem NOUN _005457013 577 32 . . PUNCT _005457013 578 1 she she PRON _005457013 578 2 drank drink VERB _005457013 578 3 some some PRON _005457013 578 4 then then ADV _005457013 578 5 . . PUNCT _005457013 579 1 louise louise PROPN _005457013 579 2 had have VERB _005457013 579 3 an an DET _005457013 579 4 introverted introverted ADJ _005457013 579 5 personality personality NOUN _005457013 579 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 579 7 was be AUX _005457013 579 8 self self NOUN _005457013 579 9 - - PUNCT _005457013 579 10 centered center VERB _005457013 579 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 579 12 self self NOUN _005457013 579 13 - - PUNCT _005457013 579 14 pitying pity VERB _005457013 579 15 , , PUNCT _005457013 579 16 sensitive sensitive ADJ _005457013 579 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 579 18 a a DET _005457013 579 19 neurotic neurotic NOUN _005457013 579 20 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 579 21 which which PRON _005457013 579 22 she she PRON _005457013 579 23 thinks think VERB _005457013 579 24 all all DET _005457013 579 25 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 579 26 are be AUX _005457013 579 27 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 579 28 , , PUNCT _005457013 579 29 refused refuse VERB _005457013 579 30 to to PART _005457013 579 31 face face VERB _005457013 579 32 reality reality NOUN _005457013 579 33 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 579 34 she she PRON _005457013 579 35 could could AUX _005457013 579 36 not not PART _005457013 579 37 accept accept VERB _005457013 579 38 the the DET _005457013 579 39 fact fact NOUN _005457013 579 40 that that SCONJ _005457013 579 41 she she PRON _005457013 579 42 could could AUX _005457013 579 43 not not PART _005457013 579 44 have have AUX _005457013 579 45 as as ADV _005457013 579 46 splendid splendid ADJ _005457013 579 47 a a DET _005457013 579 48 house house NOUN _005457013 579 49 and and CCONJ _005457013 579 50 as as ADV _005457013 579 51 much much ADJ _005457013 579 52 money money NOUN _005457013 579 53 as as SCONJ _005457013 579 54 she she PRON _005457013 579 55 felt feel VERB _005457013 579 56 her her PRON _005457013 579 57 family family NOUN _005457013 579 58 position position NOUN _005457013 579 59 entitled entitle VERB _005457013 579 60 her she PRON _005457013 579 61 to to ADP _005457013 579 62 . . PUNCT _005457013 580 1 she she PRON _005457013 580 2 gradually gradually ADV _005457013 580 3 drank drink VERB _005457013 580 4 more more ADV _005457013 580 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 580 6 more more ADJ _005457013 580 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 580 8 always always ADV _005457013 580 9 in in ADP _005457013 580 10 private private ADJ _005457013 580 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 580 12 while while SCONJ _005457013 580 13 her her PRON _005457013 580 14 husband husband NOUN _005457013 580 15 was be AUX _005457013 580 16 out out ADP _005457013 580 17 of of ADP _005457013 580 18 town town NOUN _005457013 580 19 . . PUNCT _005457013 581 1 when when SCONJ _005457013 581 2 she she PRON _005457013 581 3 told tell VERB _005457013 581 4 him he PRON _005457013 581 5 of of ADP _005457013 581 6 the the DET _005457013 581 7 seriousness seriousness NOUN _005457013 581 8 of of ADP _005457013 581 9 her her PRON _005457013 581 10 problem problem NOUN _005457013 581 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 581 12 he he PRON _005457013 581 13 dismissed dismiss VERB _005457013 581 14 it it PRON _005457013 581 15 lightly lightly ADV _005457013 581 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 581 17 saying say VERB _005457013 581 18 that that SCONJ _005457013 581 19 a a DET _005457013 581 20 drink drink NOUN _005457013 581 21 or or CCONJ _005457013 581 22 two two NUM _005457013 581 23 was be AUX _005457013 581 24 good good ADJ _005457013 581 25 to to PART _005457013 581 26 quiet quiet VERB _005457013 581 27 her her PRON _005457013 581 28 nerves nerve NOUN _005457013 581 29 . . PUNCT _005457013 582 1 he he PRON _005457013 582 2 drank drink VERB _005457013 582 3 moderately moderately ADV _005457013 582 4 himself himself PRON _005457013 582 5 . . PUNCT _005457013 583 1 he he PRON _005457013 583 2 refused refuse VERB _005457013 583 3 to to PART _005457013 583 4 believe believe VERB _005457013 583 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 583 6 or or CCONJ _005457013 583 7 at at ADP _005457013 583 8 least least ADJ _005457013 583 9 to to PART _005457013 583 10 admit admit VERB _005457013 583 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 583 12 that that SCONJ _005457013 583 13 she she PRON _005457013 583 14 drank drink VERB _005457013 583 15 the the DET _005457013 583 16 quantities quantity NOUN _005457013 583 17 she she PRON _005457013 583 18 said say VERB _005457013 583 19 she she PRON _005457013 583 20 did do VERB _005457013 583 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 584 1 he he PRON _005457013 584 2 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 584 3 solved solve VERB _005457013 584 4 ’’ ’' PUNCT _005457013 584 5 her her PRON _005457013 584 6 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 584 7 problem problem NOUN _005457013 584 8 the the DET _005457013 584 9 same same ADJ _005457013 584 10 way way NOUN _005457013 584 11 he he PRON _005457013 584 12 solved solve VERB _005457013 584 13 their their PRON _005457013 584 14 marriage marriage NOUN _005457013 584 15 difficulties difficulty NOUN _005457013 584 16 — — PUNCT _005457013 584 17 by by ADP _005457013 584 18 rejecting reject VERB _005457013 584 19 the the DET _005457013 584 20 idea idea NOUN _005457013 584 21 that that SCONJ _005457013 584 22 she she PRON _005457013 584 23 had have AUX _005457013 584 24 a a DET _005457013 584 25 problem problem NOUN _005457013 584 26 . . PUNCT _005457013 585 1 in in ADP _005457013 585 2 her her PRON _005457013 585 3 desolation desolation NOUN _005457013 585 4 she she PRON _005457013 585 5 considered consider VERB _005457013 585 6 suicide suicide NOUN _005457013 585 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 585 8 yet yet CCONJ _005457013 585 9 fear fear NOUN _005457013 585 10 of of ADP _005457013 585 11 hell hell PROPN _005457013 585 12 held hold VERB _005457013 585 13 her she PRON _005457013 585 14 back back ADV _005457013 585 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 586 1 she she PRON _005457013 586 2 had have AUX _005457013 586 3 heard hear VERB _005457013 586 4 of of ADP _005457013 586 5 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 586 6 anonymous anonymous ADJ _005457013 586 7 and and CCONJ _005457013 586 8 called call VERB _005457013 586 9 them they PRON _005457013 586 10 in in ADP _005457013 586 11 desperation desperation NOUN _005457013 586 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 587 1 even even ADV _005457013 587 2 at at ADP _005457013 587 3 this this DET _005457013 587 4 stage stage NOUN _005457013 587 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 587 6 pride pride NOUN _005457013 587 7 was be AUX _005457013 587 8 hard hard ADJ _005457013 587 9 to to PART _005457013 587 10 conquer conquer VERB _005457013 587 11 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 587 12 it it PRON _005457013 587 13 caused cause VERB _005457013 587 14 her her PRON _005457013 587 15 abject abject ADJ _005457013 587 16 misery misery NOUN _005457013 587 17 to to PART _005457013 587 18 leave leave VERB _005457013 587 19 her she PRON _005457013 587 20 beautifully beautifully ADV _005457013 587 21 appointed appoint VERB _005457013 587 22 home home ADV _005457013 587 23 to to PART _005457013 587 24 attend attend VERB _005457013 587 25 meetings meeting NOUN _005457013 587 26 in in ADP _005457013 587 27 a a DET _005457013 587 28 hall hall NOUN _005457013 587 29 downtown downtown NOUN _005457013 587 30 amid amid ADP _005457013 587 31 surroundings surrounding NOUN _005457013 587 32 which which PRON _005457013 587 33 were be AUX _005457013 587 34 not not PART _005457013 587 35 so so ADV _005457013 587 36 beautifully beautifully ADV _005457013 587 37 appointed appoint VERB _005457013 587 38 . . PUNCT _005457013 588 1 her her PRON _005457013 588 2 husband husband NOUN _005457013 588 3 is be AUX _005457013 588 4 prejudiced prejudiced ADJ _005457013 588 5 against against ADP _005457013 588 6 aa aa NOUN _005457013 588 7 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 588 8 will will AUX _005457013 588 9 not not PART _005457013 588 10 attend attend VERB _005457013 588 11 a a DET _005457013 588 12 meeting meeting NOUN _005457013 588 13 with with ADP _005457013 588 14 her she PRON _005457013 588 15 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 588 16 allows allow VERB _005457013 588 17 no no DET _005457013 588 18 aa aa PROPN _005457013 588 19 literature literature PROPN _005457013 588 20 about about ADP _005457013 588 21 the the DET _005457013 588 22 house house NOUN _005457013 588 23 for for ADP _005457013 588 24 fear fear NOUN _005457013 588 25 someone someone PRON _005457013 588 26 will will AUX _005457013 588 27 see see VERB _005457013 588 28 it it PRON _005457013 588 29 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 588 30 will will AUX _005457013 588 31 not not PART _005457013 588 32 read read VERB _005457013 588 33 the the DET _005457013 588 34 literature literature NOUN _005457013 588 35 himself himself PRON _005457013 588 36 . . PUNCT _005457013 589 1 he he PRON _005457013 589 2 does do AUX _005457013 589 3 not not PART _005457013 589 4 refuse refuse VERB _005457013 589 5 to to PART _005457013 589 6 allow allow VERB _005457013 589 7 her she PRON _005457013 589 8 to to PART _005457013 589 9 at52 at52 PROPN _005457013 589 10 tend tend VERB _005457013 589 11 meetings meeting NOUN _005457013 589 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 589 13 yet yet ADV _005457013 589 14 makes make VERB _005457013 589 15 it it PRON _005457013 589 16 so so ADV _005457013 589 17 inconvenient inconvenient ADJ _005457013 589 18 for for SCONJ _005457013 589 19 her she PRON _005457013 589 20 to to PART _005457013 589 21 do do VERB _005457013 589 22 so so SCONJ _005457013 589 23 that that SCONJ _005457013 589 24 she she PRON _005457013 589 25 must must AUX _005457013 589 26 put put VERB _005457013 589 27 forth forth ADV _005457013 589 28 great great ADJ _005457013 589 29 effort effort NOUN _005457013 589 30 to to PART _005457013 589 31 be be AUX _005457013 589 32 active active ADJ _005457013 589 33 in in ADP _005457013 589 34 the the DET _005457013 589 35 aa aa PROPN _005457013 589 36 twelve twelve NUM _005457013 589 37 step step NOUN _005457013 589 38 program program NOUN _005457013 589 39 , , PUNCT _005457013 589 40 which which PRON _005457013 589 41 she she PRON _005457013 589 42 knows know VERB _005457013 589 43 she she PRON _005457013 589 44 must must AUX _005457013 589 45 do do VERB _005457013 589 46 to to PART _005457013 589 47 maintain maintain VERB _005457013 589 48 her her PRON _005457013 589 49 sobriety sobriety NOUN _005457013 589 50 . . PUNCT _005457013 590 1 louise louise PROPN _005457013 590 2 says say VERB _005457013 590 3 her her PRON _005457013 590 4 negative negative ADJ _005457013 590 5 thinking thinking NOUN _005457013 590 6 got get VERB _005457013 590 7 her she PRON _005457013 590 8 into into ADP _005457013 590 9 all all DET _005457013 590 10 her her PRON _005457013 590 11 trouble trouble NOUN _005457013 590 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 591 1 one one NUM _005457013 591 2 aa aa PROPN _005457013 591 3 member member NOUN _005457013 591 4 put put VERB _005457013 591 5 it it PRON _005457013 591 6 this this DET _005457013 591 7 way way NOUN _005457013 591 8 : : PUNCT _005457013 591 9 ^'my ^'my PUNCT _005457013 591 10 stinking stink VERB _005457013 591 11 thinking thinking NOUN _005457013 591 12 got get VERB _005457013 591 13 me i PRON _005457013 591 14 into into ADP _005457013 591 15 this this DET _005457013 591 16 stinking stink VERB _005457013 591 17 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 591 18 . . PUNCT _005457013 591 19 ’’ ’' PUNCT _005457013 592 1 she she PRON _005457013 592 2 says say VERB _005457013 592 3 that that SCONJ _005457013 592 4 , , PUNCT _005457013 592 5 for for ADP _005457013 592 6 her she PRON _005457013 592 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 592 8 the the DET _005457013 592 9 aa aa PROPN _005457013 592 10 program program NOUN _005457013 592 11 has have AUX _005457013 592 12 helped help VERB _005457013 592 13 her she PRON _005457013 592 14 put put VERB _005457013 592 15 the the DET _005457013 592 16 religion religion NOUN _005457013 592 17 and and CCONJ _005457013 592 18 ideals ideal NOUN _005457013 592 19 she she PRON _005457013 592 20 always always ADV _005457013 592 21 had have VERB _005457013 592 22 into into ADP _005457013 592 23 practical practical ADJ _005457013 592 24 use use NOUN _005457013 592 25 in in ADP _005457013 592 26 her her PRON _005457013 592 27 own own ADJ _005457013 592 28 life life NOUN _005457013 592 29 . . PUNCT _005457013 593 1 she she PRON _005457013 593 2 says say VERB _005457013 593 3 aa aa PROPN _005457013 593 4 is be AUX _005457013 593 5 a a DET _005457013 593 6 way way NOUN _005457013 593 7 of of ADP _005457013 593 8 life life NOUN _005457013 593 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 594 1 she she PRON _005457013 594 2 still still ADV _005457013 594 3 has have VERB _005457013 594 4 many many ADJ _005457013 594 5 problems problem NOUN _005457013 594 6 and and CCONJ _005457013 594 7 feels feel VERB _005457013 594 8 that that SCONJ _005457013 594 9 she she PRON _005457013 594 10 could could AUX _005457013 594 11 not not PART _005457013 594 12 keep keep VERB _005457013 594 13 her her PRON _005457013 594 14 sobriety sobriety NOUN _005457013 594 15 without without ADP _005457013 594 16 the the DET _005457013 594 17 serenity serenity NOUN _005457013 594 18 aa aa PROPN _005457013 594 19 gives give VERB _005457013 594 20 her she PRON _005457013 594 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 595 1 aa aa PRON _005457013 595 2 means mean VERB _005457013 595 3 different different ADJ _005457013 595 4 things thing NOUN _005457013 595 5 to to ADP _005457013 595 6 different different ADJ _005457013 595 7 persons person NOUN _005457013 595 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 595 9 but but CCONJ _005457013 595 10 to to PART _005457013 595 11 louise louise VERB _005457013 595 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 595 13 the the DET _005457013 595 14 composure composure NOUN _005457013 595 15 their their PRON _005457013 595 16 serenity serenity NOUN _005457013 595 17 prayer prayer NOUN _005457013 595 18 has have AUX _005457013 595 19 given give VERB _005457013 595 20 her she PRON _005457013 595 21 has have AUX _005457013 595 22 meant mean VERB _005457013 595 23 the the DET _005457013 595 24 most most ADJ _005457013 595 25 : : PUNCT _005457013 595 26 " " PUNCT _005457013 595 27 god god PROPN _005457013 595 28 grant grant VERB _005457013 595 29 me i PRON _005457013 595 30 the the DET _005457013 595 31 serenity serenity NOUN _005457013 595 32 to to PART _005457013 595 33 accept accept VERB _005457013 595 34 things thing NOUN _005457013 595 35 i i PRON _005457013 595 36 can can AUX _005457013 595 37 not not PART _005457013 595 38 change change VERB _005457013 595 39 , , PUNCT _005457013 595 40 courage courage NOUN _005457013 595 41 to to PART _005457013 595 42 change change VERB _005457013 595 43 things thing NOUN _005457013 595 44 i i PRON _005457013 595 45 can can AUX _005457013 595 46 , , PUNCT _005457013 595 47 and and CCONJ _005457013 595 48 wisdom wisdom NOUN _005457013 595 49 to to PART _005457013 595 50 know know VERB _005457013 595 51 the the DET _005457013 595 52 difference difference NOUN _005457013 595 53 . . PUNCT _005457013 595 54 ” " PUNCT _005457013 596 1 ^^henever ^^henever PUNCT _005457013 597 1 a a DET _005457013 597 2 family family NOUN _005457013 597 3 has have VERB _005457013 597 4 a a DET _005457013 597 5 member member NOUN _005457013 597 6 who who PRON _005457013 597 7 is be AUX _005457013 597 8 an an DET _005457013 597 9 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 597 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 597 11 be be AUX _005457013 597 12 the the DET _005457013 597 13 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 597 14 habit habit NOUN _005457013 597 15 of of ADP _005457013 597 16 long long ADJ _005457013 597 17 duration duration NOUN _005457013 597 18 or or CCONJ _005457013 597 19 recently recently ADV _005457013 597 20 acquired acquire VERB _005457013 597 21 , , PUNCT _005457013 597 22 that that DET _005457013 597 23 family family NOUN _005457013 597 24 has have VERB _005457013 597 25 a a DET _005457013 597 26 serious serious ADJ _005457013 597 27 problem problem NOUN _005457013 597 28 . . PUNCT _005457013 598 1 this this DET _005457013 598 2 problem problem NOUN _005457013 598 3 is be AUX _005457013 598 4 not not PART _005457013 598 5 the the DET _005457013 598 6 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 598 7 ’s ’s VERB _005457013 598 8 alone alone ADV _005457013 598 9 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 598 10 by by ADP _005457013 598 11 its its PRON _005457013 598 12 very very ADJ _005457013 598 13 nature nature NOUN _005457013 598 14 it it PRON _005457013 598 15 involves involve VERB _005457013 598 16 other other ADJ _005457013 598 17 members member NOUN _005457013 598 18 of of ADP _005457013 598 19 the the DET _005457013 598 20 family family NOUN _005457013 598 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 599 1 no no ADV _005457013 599 2 matter matter ADV _005457013 599 3 how how SCONJ _005457013 599 4 distasteful distasteful ADJ _005457013 599 5 or or CCONJ _005457013 599 6 unwelcome unwelcome ADJ _005457013 599 7 this this DET _005457013 599 8 problem problem NOUN _005457013 599 9 is be AUX _005457013 599 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 599 11 or or CCONJ _005457013 599 12 how how SCONJ _005457013 599 13 much much ADJ _005457013 599 14 the the DET _005457013 599 15 family family NOUN _005457013 599 16 feels feel VERB _005457013 599 17 it it PRON _005457013 599 18 does do AUX _005457013 599 19 not not PART _005457013 599 20 deserve deserve VERB _005457013 599 21 it it PRON _005457013 599 22 — — PUNCT _005457013 599 23 it it PRON _005457013 599 24 is be AUX _005457013 599 25 a a DET _005457013 599 26 family family NOUN _005457013 599 27 affair affair NOUN _005457013 599 28 . . PUNCT _005457013 600 1 and and CCONJ _005457013 600 2 although although SCONJ _005457013 600 3 many many ADJ _005457013 600 4 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 600 5 have have AUX _005457013 600 6 recovered recover VERB _005457013 600 7 through through ADP _005457013 600 8 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 600 9 anonymous anonymous ADJ _005457013 600 10 with with ADP _005457013 600 11 comparatively comparatively ADV _005457013 600 12 little little ADJ _005457013 600 13 cooperation cooperation NOUN _005457013 600 14 from from ADP _005457013 600 15 their their PRON _005457013 600 16 families family NOUN _005457013 600 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 600 18 the the DET _005457013 600 19 situation situation NOUN _005457013 600 20 is be AUX _005457013 600 21 eased ease VERB _005457013 600 22 by by ADP _005457013 600 23 study study NOUN _005457013 600 24 of of ADP _005457013 600 25 all all DET _005457013 600 26 aspects aspect NOUN _005457013 600 27 of of ADP _005457013 600 28 alcoholism alcoholism NOUN _005457013 600 29 by by ADP _005457013 600 30 other other ADJ _005457013 600 31 members member NOUN _005457013 600 32 of of ADP _005457013 600 33 the the DET _005457013 600 34 family family NOUN _005457013 600 35 . . PUNCT _005457013 601 1 it it PRON _005457013 601 2 often often ADV _005457013 601 3 happens happen VERB _005457013 601 4 that that SCONJ _005457013 601 5 after after SCONJ _005457013 601 6 a a DET _005457013 601 7 problem problem NOUN _005457013 601 8 drinker drinker NOUN _005457013 601 9 has have VERB _005457013 601 10 53 53 NUM _005457013 601 11 joined join VERB _005457013 601 12 aa aa PROPN _005457013 601 13 , , PUNCT _005457013 601 14 the the DET _005457013 601 15 family family NOUN _005457013 601 16 refuses refuse VERB _005457013 601 17 to to PART _005457013 601 18 cooperate cooperate VERB _005457013 601 19 in in ADP _005457013 601 20 the the DET _005457013 601 21 matter matter NOUN _005457013 601 22 of of ADP _005457013 601 23 the the DET _005457013 601 24 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 601 25 ’s ’s NOUN _005457013 601 26 regular regular ADJ _005457013 601 27 attendance attendance NOUN _005457013 601 28 at at ADP _005457013 601 29 meetings meeting NOUN _005457013 601 30 and and CCONJ _005457013 601 31 in in ADP _005457013 601 32 the the DET _005457013 601 33 irregularity irregularity NOUN _005457013 601 34 and and CCONJ _005457013 601 35 often often ADV _005457013 601 36 time time NOUN _005457013 601 37 - - PUNCT _005457013 601 38 consuming consume VERB _005457013 601 39 project project NOUN _005457013 601 40 of of ADP _005457013 601 41 twelfth twelfth ADJ _005457013 601 42 step step NOUN _005457013 601 43 work work NOUN _005457013 601 44 , , PUNCT _005457013 601 45 because because SCONJ _005457013 601 46 the the DET _005457013 601 47 family family NOUN _005457013 601 48 ’s ’s PART _005457013 601 49 pride pride NOUN _005457013 601 50 still still ADV _005457013 601 51 suffers suffer VERB _005457013 601 52 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 601 53 perhaps perhaps ADV _005457013 601 54 the the DET _005457013 601 55 husband husband NOUN _005457013 601 56 of of ADP _005457013 601 57 the the DET _005457013 601 58 middle middle ADJ _005457013 601 59 - - PUNCT _005457013 601 60 aged aged ADJ _005457013 601 61 woman woman NOUN _005457013 601 62 or or CCONJ _005457013 601 63 the the DET _005457013 601 64 mother mother NOUN _005457013 601 65 of of ADP _005457013 601 66 a a DET _005457013 601 67 young young ADJ _005457013 601 68 woman woman NOUN _005457013 601 69 can can AUX _005457013 601 70 not not PART _005457013 601 71 understand understand VERB _005457013 601 72 how how SCONJ _005457013 601 73 a a DET _005457013 601 74 wife wife NOUN _005457013 601 75 or or CCONJ _005457013 601 76 daughter daughter NOUN _005457013 601 77 can can AUX _005457013 601 78 stop stop VERB _005457013 601 79 drinking drink VERB _005457013 601 80 through through ADP _005457013 601 81 the the DET _005457013 601 82 influence influence NOUN _005457013 601 83 of of ADP _005457013 601 84 someone someone PRON _005457013 601 85 or or CCONJ _005457013 601 86 something something PRON _005457013 601 87 else else ADV _005457013 601 88 when when SCONJ _005457013 601 89 she she PRON _005457013 601 90 could could AUX _005457013 601 91 not not PART _005457013 601 92 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 601 93 would would AUX _005457013 601 94 not not PART _005457013 601 95 , , PUNCT _005457013 601 96 they they PRON _005457013 601 97 think think VERB _005457013 601 98 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 601 99 do do VERB _005457013 601 100 it it PRON _005457013 601 101 for for ADP _005457013 601 102 them they PRON _005457013 601 103 . . PUNCT _005457013 602 1 the the DET _005457013 602 2 family family NOUN _005457013 602 3 which which PRON _005457013 602 4 does do AUX _005457013 602 5 not not PART _005457013 602 6 understand understand VERB _005457013 602 7 that that SCONJ _005457013 602 8 she she PRON _005457013 602 9 must must AUX _005457013 602 10 engage engage VERB _005457013 602 11 in in ADP _005457013 602 12 these these DET _005457013 602 13 other other ADJ _005457013 602 14 activities activity NOUN _005457013 602 15 to to PART _005457013 602 16 maintain maintain VERB _005457013 602 17 her her PRON _005457013 602 18 sobriety sobriety NOUN _005457013 602 19 may may AUX _005457013 602 20 be be AUX _005457013 602 21 jealous jealous ADJ _005457013 602 22 of of ADP _005457013 602 23 something something PRON _005457013 602 24 that that PRON _005457013 602 25 takes take VERB _005457013 602 26 her she PRON _005457013 602 27 away away ADV _005457013 602 28 from from ADP _005457013 602 29 them they PRON _005457013 602 30 . . PUNCT _005457013 603 1 it it PRON _005457013 603 2 has have AUX _005457013 603 3 been be AUX _005457013 603 4 such such DET _005457013 603 5 a a DET _005457013 603 6 short short ADJ _005457013 603 7 while while NOUN _005457013 603 8 that that SCONJ _005457013 603 9 they they PRON _005457013 603 10 have have AUX _005457013 603 11 once once ADV _005457013 603 12 again again ADV _005457013 603 13 enjoyed enjoy VERB _005457013 603 14 her her PRON _005457013 603 15 sober sober ADJ _005457013 603 16 company company NOUN _005457013 603 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 603 18 and and CCONJ _005457013 603 19 they they PRON _005457013 603 20 feel feel VERB _005457013 603 21 they they PRON _005457013 603 22 are be AUX _005457013 603 23 entitled entitle VERB _005457013 603 24 to to ADP _005457013 603 25 her her PRON _005457013 603 26 exclusive exclusive ADJ _005457013 603 27 attentions attention NOUN _005457013 603 28 . . PUNCT _005457013 604 1 the the DET _005457013 604 2 al al PROPN _005457013 604 3 - - PUNCT _005457013 604 4 anon anon PROPN _005457013 604 5 family family NOUN _005457013 604 6 groups group NOUN _005457013 604 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 604 8 which which PRON _005457013 604 9 are be AUX _005457013 604 10 a a DET _005457013 604 11 natural natural ADJ _005457013 604 12 outgrowth outgrowth NOUN _005457013 604 13 of of ADP _005457013 604 14 the the DET _005457013 604 15 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 604 16 anonymous anonymous PROPN _005457013 604 17 movement movement NOUN _005457013 604 18 itself itself PRON _005457013 604 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 604 20 are be AUX _005457013 604 21 of of ADP _005457013 604 22 much much ADJ _005457013 604 23 assistance assistance NOUN _005457013 604 24 in in ADP _005457013 604 25 promoting promote VERB _005457013 604 26 understanding understanding NOUN _005457013 604 27 in in ADP _005457013 604 28 this this DET _005457013 604 29 regard regard NOUN _005457013 604 30 . . PUNCT _005457013 605 1 it it PRON _005457013 605 2 would would AUX _005457013 605 3 not not PART _005457013 605 4 be be AUX _005457013 605 5 difficult difficult ADJ _005457013 605 6 for for SCONJ _005457013 605 7 anyone anyone PRON _005457013 605 8 even even ADV _005457013 605 9 slightly slightly ADV _005457013 605 10 acquainted acquaint VERB _005457013 605 11 with with ADP _005457013 605 12 the the DET _005457013 605 13 problems problem NOUN _005457013 605 14 of of ADP _005457013 605 15 alcoholism alcoholism NOUN _005457013 605 16 to to PART _005457013 605 17 see see VERB _005457013 605 18 what what PRON _005457013 605 19 membership membership NOUN _005457013 605 20 in in ADP _005457013 605 21 a a DET _005457013 605 22 family family NOUN _005457013 605 23 group group NOUN _005457013 605 24 could could AUX _005457013 605 25 mean mean VERB _005457013 605 26 to to ADP _005457013 605 27 the the DET _005457013 605 28 husband husband NOUN _005457013 605 29 and and CCONJ _005457013 605 30 bewildered bewildered ADJ _005457013 605 31 children child NOUN _005457013 605 32 of of ADP _005457013 605 33 an an DET _005457013 605 34 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 605 35 like like ADP _005457013 605 36 eleanor eleanor NOUN _005457013 605 37 b. b. PROPN _005457013 605 38 when when SCONJ _005457013 605 39 we we PRON _005457013 605 40 interviewed interview VERB _005457013 605 41 eleanor eleanor NOUN _005457013 605 42 , , PUNCT _005457013 605 43 she she PRON _005457013 605 44 was be AUX _005457013 605 45 about about ADV _005457013 605 46 40 40 NUM _005457013 605 47 years year NOUN _005457013 605 48 of of ADP _005457013 605 49 age age NOUN _005457013 605 50 with with ADP _005457013 605 51 a a DET _005457013 605 52 husband husband NOUN _005457013 605 53 and and CCONJ _005457013 605 54 two two NUM _005457013 605 55 children child NOUN _005457013 605 56 , , PUNCT _005457013 605 57 a a DET _005457013 605 58 boy boy NOUN _005457013 605 59 and and CCONJ _005457013 605 60 a a DET _005457013 605 61 girl girl NOUN _005457013 605 62 in in ADP _005457013 605 63 their their PRON _005457013 605 64 late late ADJ _005457013 605 65 teens teen NOUN _005457013 605 66 . . PUNCT _005457013 606 1 a a DET _005457013 606 2 lady lady NOUN _005457013 606 3 , , PUNCT _005457013 606 4 poised poised ADJ _005457013 606 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 606 6 gracious gracious ADJ _005457013 606 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 606 8 she she PRON _005457013 606 9 is be AUX _005457013 606 10 attractive attractive ADJ _005457013 606 11 in in ADP _005457013 606 12 dress dress NOUN _005457013 606 13 and and CCONJ _005457013 606 14 personality personality NOUN _005457013 606 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 607 1 her her PRON _005457013 607 2 enthusiasm enthusiasm NOUN _005457013 607 3 for for ADP _005457013 607 4 aa aa PROPN _005457013 607 5 work work NOUN _005457013 607 6 is be AUX _005457013 607 7 contagious contagious ADJ _005457013 607 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 608 1 this this DET _005457013 608 2 woman woman NOUN _005457013 608 3 does do AUX _005457013 608 4 not not PART _005457013 608 5 go go VERB _005457013 608 6 about about ADP _005457013 608 7 telling tell VERB _005457013 608 8 everyone everyone PRON _005457013 608 9 she she PRON _005457013 608 10 meets meet VERB _005457013 608 11 that that SCONJ _005457013 608 12 she she PRON _005457013 608 13 is be AUX _005457013 608 14 a a DET _005457013 608 15 member member NOUN _005457013 608 16 of of ADP _005457013 608 17 alcoholics alcoholics PROPN _005457013 608 18 anonymous anonymous ADJ _005457013 608 19 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 608 20 54 54 NUM _005457013 608 21 but but CCONJ _005457013 608 22 , , PUNCT _005457013 608 23 when when SCONJ _005457013 608 24 someone someone PRON _005457013 608 25 remarks remark VERB _005457013 608 26 , , PUNCT _005457013 608 27 as as SCONJ _005457013 608 28 people people NOUN _005457013 608 29 frequently frequently ADV _005457013 608 30 do do VERB _005457013 608 31 , , PUNCT _005457013 608 32 on on ADP _005457013 608 33 the the DET _005457013 608 34 astonishing astonishing ADJ _005457013 608 35 change change NOUN _005457013 608 36 in in ADP _005457013 608 37 her she PRON _005457013 608 38 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 608 39 since since SCONJ _005457013 608 40 she she PRON _005457013 608 41 stopped stop VERB _005457013 608 42 trying try VERB _005457013 608 43 to to PART _005457013 608 44 quit quit VERB _005457013 608 45 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 608 46 on on ADP _005457013 608 47 her her PRON _005457013 608 48 own own ADJ _005457013 608 49 power power NOUN _005457013 608 50 and and CCONJ _005457013 608 51 now now ADV _005457013 608 52 relies rely VERB _005457013 608 53 on on ADP _005457013 608 54 god god PROPN _005457013 608 55 and and CCONJ _005457013 608 56 other other ADJ _005457013 608 57 people people NOUN _005457013 608 58 for for ADP _005457013 608 59 help help NOUN _005457013 608 60 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 608 61 , , PUNCT _005457013 608 62 she she PRON _005457013 608 63 always always ADV _005457013 608 64 says say VERB _005457013 608 65 that that SCONJ _005457013 608 66 aa aa PROPN _005457013 608 67 is be AUX _005457013 608 68 responsible responsible ADJ _005457013 608 69 . . PUNCT _005457013 609 1 she she PRON _005457013 609 2 has have AUX _005457013 609 3 been be AUX _005457013 609 4 on on ADP _005457013 609 5 the the DET _005457013 609 6 aa aa PROPN _005457013 609 7 program program NOUN _005457013 609 8 for for ADP _005457013 609 9 19 19 NUM _005457013 609 10 months month NOUN _005457013 609 11 now now ADV _005457013 609 12 with with ADP _005457013 609 13 no no DET _005457013 609 14 setbacks setback NOUN _005457013 609 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 610 1 eleanor eleanor NOUN _005457013 610 2 had have AUX _005457013 610 3 done do VERB _005457013 610 4 some some DET _005457013 610 5 casual casual NOUN _005457013 610 6 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 610 7 with with ADP _005457013 610 8 her her PRON _005457013 610 9 husband husband NOUN _005457013 610 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 611 1 he he PRON _005457013 611 2 is be AUX _005457013 611 3 much much ADV _005457013 611 4 older old ADJ _005457013 611 5 than than ADP _005457013 611 6 she she PRON _005457013 611 7 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 611 8 due due ADP _005457013 611 9 to to ADP _005457013 611 10 this this DET _005457013 611 11 disparity disparity NOUN _005457013 611 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 611 13 they they PRON _005457013 611 14 encountered encounter VERB _005457013 611 15 some some DET _005457013 611 16 trouble trouble NOUN _005457013 611 17 in in ADP _005457013 611 18 their their PRON _005457013 611 19 marriage marriage NOUN _005457013 611 20 about about ADV _005457013 611 21 five five NUM _005457013 611 22 years year NOUN _005457013 611 23 before before ADV _005457013 611 24 , , PUNCT _005457013 611 25 and and CCONJ _005457013 611 26 she she PRON _005457013 611 27 began begin VERB _005457013 611 28 drinking drink VERB _005457013 611 29 not not PART _005457013 611 30 so so ADV _005457013 611 31 casually casually ADV _005457013 611 32 — — PUNCT _005457013 611 33 at at ADP _005457013 611 34 home home NOUN _005457013 611 35 and and CCONJ _005457013 611 36 alone alone ADV _005457013 611 37 . . PUNCT _005457013 612 1 she she PRON _005457013 612 2 became become VERB _005457013 612 3 frightened frightened ADJ _005457013 612 4 when when SCONJ _005457013 612 5 she she PRON _005457013 612 6 realized realize VERB _005457013 612 7 this this DET _005457013 612 8 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 612 9 was be AUX _005457013 612 10 getting get VERB _005457013 612 11 out out ADP _005457013 612 12 of of ADP _005457013 612 13 control control NOUN _005457013 612 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 613 1 she she PRON _005457013 613 2 thought think VERB _005457013 613 3 church church NOUN _005457013 613 4 work work NOUN _005457013 613 5 would would AUX _005457013 613 6 be be AUX _005457013 613 7 the the DET _005457013 613 8 answer answer NOUN _005457013 613 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 614 1 she she PRON _005457013 614 2 is be AUX _005457013 614 3 a a DET _005457013 614 4 protestant protestant NOUN _005457013 614 5 . . PUNCT _005457013 615 1 she she PRON _005457013 615 2 has have VERB _005457013 615 3 a a DET _005457013 615 4 good good ADJ _005457013 615 5 voice voice NOUN _005457013 615 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 615 7 likes like VERB _005457013 615 8 to to PART _005457013 615 9 sing sing VERB _005457013 615 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 615 11 and and CCONJ _005457013 615 12 soon soon ADV _005457013 615 13 became become VERB _005457013 615 14 leader leader NOUN _005457013 615 15 of of ADP _005457013 615 16 the the DET _005457013 615 17 church church NOUN _005457013 615 18 choir choir PROPN _005457013 615 19 . . PUNCT _005457013 616 1 she she PRON _005457013 616 2 stayed stay VERB _005457013 616 3 on on ADP _005457013 616 4 a a DET _005457013 616 5 ' ' PUNCT _005457013 616 6 ^ry ^ry NOUN _005457013 616 7 drunk drunk ADJ _005457013 616 8 ” " PUNCT _005457013 616 9 for for ADP _005457013 616 10 14 14 NUM _005457013 616 11 months month NOUN _005457013 616 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 616 13 during during ADP _005457013 616 14 which which DET _005457013 616 15 time time NOUN _005457013 616 16 she she PRON _005457013 616 17 went go VERB _005457013 616 18 about about ADP _005457013 616 19 with with ADP _005457013 616 20 a a DET _005457013 616 21 long long ADJ _005457013 616 22 face face NOUN _005457013 616 23 and and CCONJ _005457013 616 24 experienced experience VERB _005457013 616 25 constant constant ADJ _005457013 616 26 jitters jitter NOUN _005457013 616 27 and and CCONJ _005457013 616 28 depression depression NOUN _005457013 616 29 . . PUNCT _005457013 617 1 then then ADV _005457013 617 2 some some DET _005457013 617 3 personal personal ADJ _005457013 617 4 problems problem NOUN _005457013 617 5 came come VERB _005457013 617 6 along along ADV _005457013 617 7 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 617 8 she she PRON _005457013 617 9 got get VERB _005457013 617 10 drunk drunk ADJ _005457013 617 11 again again ADV _005457013 617 12 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 617 13 the the DET _005457013 617 14 pastor pastor NOUN _005457013 617 15 and and CCONJ _005457013 617 16 members member NOUN _005457013 617 17 of of ADP _005457013 617 18 the the DET _005457013 617 19 congregation congregation NOUN _005457013 617 20 told tell VERB _005457013 617 21 her she PRON _005457013 617 22 she she PRON _005457013 617 23 was be AUX _005457013 617 24 a a DET _005457013 617 25 disgrace disgrace NOUN _005457013 617 26 to to ADP _005457013 617 27 the the DET _005457013 617 28 church church NOUN _005457013 617 29 and and CCONJ _005457013 617 30 put put VERB _005457013 617 31 her she PRON _005457013 617 32 out out ADP _005457013 617 33 . . PUNCT _005457013 618 1 now now ADV _005457013 618 2 she she PRON _005457013 618 3 took take VERB _005457013 618 4 to to ADP _005457013 618 5 really really ADV _005457013 618 6 serious serious ADJ _005457013 618 7 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 618 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 619 1 she she PRON _005457013 619 2 knew know VERB _005457013 619 3 she she PRON _005457013 619 4 was be AUX _005457013 619 5 ruining ruin VERB _005457013 619 6 her her PRON _005457013 619 7 life life NOUN _005457013 619 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 619 9 yet yet ADV _005457013 619 10 seemed seem VERB _005457013 619 11 powerless powerless ADJ _005457013 619 12 of of ADP _005457013 619 13 her her PRON _005457013 619 14 own own ADJ _005457013 619 15 volition volition NOUN _005457013 619 16 to to PART _005457013 619 17 do do VERB _005457013 619 18 anything anything PRON _005457013 619 19 about about ADP _005457013 619 20 it it PRON _005457013 619 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 620 1 she she PRON _005457013 620 2 had have AUX _005457013 620 3 heard hear VERB _005457013 620 4 of of ADP _005457013 620 5 aa aa NOUN _005457013 620 6 . . PUNCT _005457013 621 1 she she PRON _005457013 621 2 knew know VERB _005457013 621 3 a a DET _005457013 621 4 man man NOUN _005457013 621 5 in in ADP _005457013 621 6 her her PRON _005457013 621 7 neighborhood neighborhood NOUN _005457013 621 8 who who PRON _005457013 621 9 had have AUX _005457013 621 10 been be AUX _005457013 621 11 rehabilitated rehabilitate VERB _005457013 621 12 through through ADP _005457013 621 13 aa aa NOUN _005457013 621 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 621 15 yet yet ADV _005457013 621 16 she she PRON _005457013 621 17 felt feel VERB _005457013 621 18 she she PRON _005457013 621 19 could could AUX _005457013 621 20 not not PART _005457013 621 21 confide confide VERB _005457013 621 22 in in ADP _005457013 621 23 him he PRON _005457013 621 24 . . PUNCT _005457013 622 1 she she PRON _005457013 622 2 called call VERB _005457013 622 3 aa aa PROPN _005457013 622 4 and and CCONJ _005457013 622 5 started start VERB _005457013 622 6 to to PART _005457013 622 7 go go VERB _005457013 622 8 to to ADP _005457013 622 9 meetings meeting NOUN _005457013 622 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 622 11 after after ADP _005457013 622 12 which which PRON _005457013 622 13 this this DET _005457013 622 14 same same ADJ _005457013 622 15 man man NOUN _005457013 622 16 assisted assist VERB _005457013 622 17 her she PRON _005457013 622 18 greatly greatly ADV _005457013 622 19 . . PUNCT _005457013 623 1 she she PRON _005457013 623 2 made make VERB _005457013 623 3 a a DET _005457013 623 4 decision decision NOUN _005457013 623 5 to to PART _005457013 623 6 stop stop VERB _005457013 623 7 drinking drink VERB _005457013 623 8 — — PUNCT _005457013 623 9 to to PART _005457013 623 10 stay stay VERB _005457013 623 11 dry dry ADJ _005457013 623 12 one one NUM _005457013 623 13 day day NOUN _005457013 623 14 at at ADP _005457013 623 15 a a DET _005457013 623 16 time time NOUN _005457013 623 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 624 1 she she PRON _005457013 624 2 had have AUX _005457013 624 3 made make VERB _005457013 624 4 innumerable innumerable ADJ _005457013 624 5 resolutions resolution NOUN _005457013 624 6 before before ADV _005457013 624 7 but but CCONJ _005457013 624 8 never never ADV _005457013 624 9 a a DET _005457013 624 10 decision decision NOUN _005457013 624 11 — — PUNCT _005457013 624 12 she she PRON _005457013 624 13 thinks think VERB _005457013 624 14 55 55 NUM _005457013 624 15 there there PRON _005457013 624 16 is be VERB _005457013 624 17 a a DET _005457013 624 18 vast vast ADJ _005457013 624 19 difference difference NOUN _005457013 624 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 625 1 a a DET _005457013 625 2 resolution resolution NOUN _005457013 625 3 says say VERB _005457013 625 4 , , PUNCT _005457013 625 5 quit quit VERB _005457013 625 6 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 625 7 tomorrow tomorrow NOUN _005457013 625 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 625 9 ’’ ’' PUNCT _005457013 626 1 a a DET _005457013 626 2 decision decision NOUN _005457013 626 3 says say VERB _005457013 626 4 , , PUNCT _005457013 626 5 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 626 6 i i PRON _005457013 626 7 ’ve ’ve AUX _005457013 626 8 had have VERB _005457013 626 9 my my PRON _005457013 626 10 last last ADJ _005457013 626 11 drink drink NOUN _005457013 626 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 626 13 ” " PUNCT _005457013 627 1 eleanor eleanor NOUN _005457013 627 2 thinks think VERB _005457013 627 3 personalities personality NOUN _005457013 627 4 are be AUX _005457013 627 5 very very ADV _005457013 627 6 important important ADJ _005457013 627 7 in in ADP _005457013 627 8 aa aa PROPN _005457013 627 9 work work NOUN _005457013 627 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 627 11 that that SCONJ _005457013 627 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 627 13 as as ADP _005457013 627 14 in in ADP _005457013 627 15 other other ADJ _005457013 627 16 fields field NOUN _005457013 627 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 627 18 everyone everyone PRON _005457013 627 19 is be AUX _005457013 627 20 not not PART _005457013 627 21 congenial congenial ADJ _005457013 627 22 with with ADP _005457013 627 23 everyone everyone PRON _005457013 627 24 else else ADV _005457013 627 25 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 627 26 that that SCONJ _005457013 627 27 if if SCONJ _005457013 627 28 an an DET _005457013 627 29 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 627 30 will will AUX _005457013 627 31 continue continue VERB _005457013 627 32 to to PART _005457013 627 33 attend attend VERB _005457013 627 34 meetings meeting NOUN _005457013 627 35 , , PUNCT _005457013 627 36 there there PRON _005457013 627 37 will will AUX _005457013 627 38 be be AUX _005457013 627 39 someone someone PRON _005457013 627 40 whose whose DET _005457013 627 41 personality personality NOUN _005457013 627 42 will will AUX _005457013 627 43 click click VERB _005457013 627 44 with with ADP _005457013 627 45 hers her NOUN _005457013 627 46 , , PUNCT _005457013 627 47 whose whose DET _005457013 627 48 help help NOUN _005457013 627 49 to to ADP _005457013 627 50 the the DET _005457013 627 51 new new ADJ _005457013 627 52 member member NOUN _005457013 627 53 will will AUX _005457013 627 54 be be AUX _005457013 627 55 of of ADP _005457013 627 56 more more ADJ _005457013 627 57 value value NOUN _005457013 627 58 because because SCONJ _005457013 627 59 of of ADP _005457013 627 60 this this PRON _005457013 627 61 . . PUNCT _005457013 628 1 thus thus ADV _005457013 628 2 a a DET _005457013 628 3 natural natural ADJ _005457013 628 4 sponsor sponsor NOUN _005457013 628 5 will will AUX _005457013 628 6 fall fall VERB _005457013 628 7 to to ADP _005457013 628 8 her she PRON _005457013 628 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 629 1 then then ADV _005457013 629 2 when when SCONJ _005457013 629 3 the the DET _005457013 629 4 depressing depress VERB _005457013 629 5 times time NOUN _005457013 629 6 come come VERB _005457013 629 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 629 8 and and CCONJ _005457013 629 9 the the DET _005457013 629 10 compulsion compulsion NOUN _005457013 629 11 to to PART _005457013 629 12 drink drink VERB _005457013 629 13 becomes become VERB _005457013 629 14 overpowering overpower VERB _005457013 629 15 , , PUNCT _005457013 629 16 it it PRON _005457013 629 17 is be AUX _005457013 629 18 this this DET _005457013 629 19 sponsor sponsor NOUN _005457013 629 20 who who PRON _005457013 629 21 can can AUX _005457013 629 22 talk talk VERB _005457013 629 23 her she PRON _005457013 629 24 out out ADP _005457013 629 25 of of ADP _005457013 629 26 succumbing succumb VERB _005457013 629 27 . . PUNCT _005457013 630 1 eleanor eleanor NOUN _005457013 630 2 ’s ’s PART _005457013 630 3 husband husband NOUN _005457013 630 4 is be AUX _005457013 630 5 most most ADV _005457013 630 6 cooperative cooperative ADJ _005457013 630 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 630 8 allows allow VERB _005457013 630 9 her her PRON _005457013 630 10 use use NOUN _005457013 630 11 of of ADP _005457013 630 12 the the DET _005457013 630 13 car car NOUN _005457013 630 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 630 15 and and CCONJ _005457013 630 16 urges urge VERB _005457013 630 17 her she PRON _005457013 630 18 to to PART _005457013 630 19 do do VERB _005457013 630 20 all all DET _005457013 630 21 the the DET _005457013 630 22 aa aa PROPN _005457013 630 23 work work NOUN _005457013 630 24 she she PRON _005457013 630 25 can can AUX _005457013 630 26 find find VERB _005457013 630 27 time time NOUN _005457013 630 28 for for ADP _005457013 630 29 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 630 30 he he PRON _005457013 630 31 recognizes recognize VERB _005457013 630 32 that that SCONJ _005457013 630 33 this this PRON _005457013 630 34 helps help VERB _005457013 630 35 her she PRON _005457013 630 36 maintain maintain VERB _005457013 630 37 her her PRON _005457013 630 38 sobriety sobriety NOUN _005457013 630 39 . . PUNCT _005457013 631 1 aa aa PROPN _005457013 631 2 has have AUX _005457013 631 3 given give VERB _005457013 631 4 eleanor eleanor NOUN _005457013 631 5 a a DET _005457013 631 6 serenity serenity NOUN _005457013 631 7 that that PRON _005457013 631 8 she she PRON _005457013 631 9 never never ADV _005457013 631 10 had have VERB _005457013 631 11 when when SCONJ _005457013 631 12 she she PRON _005457013 631 13 stayed stay VERB _005457013 631 14 " " PUNCT _005457013 631 15 dry dry ADJ _005457013 631 16 drunk drunk NOUN _005457013 631 17 ” " PUNCT _005457013 631 18 by by ADP _005457013 631 19 herself herself PRON _005457013 631 20 , , PUNCT _005457013 631 21 that that ADV _005457013 631 22 is is ADV _005457013 631 23 , , PUNCT _005457013 631 24 before before SCONJ _005457013 631 25 aa aa PRON _005457013 631 26 helped help VERB _005457013 631 27 her she PRON _005457013 631 28 change change VERB _005457013 631 29 her her PRON _005457013 631 30 way way NOUN _005457013 631 31 of of ADP _005457013 631 32 life life NOUN _005457013 631 33 and and CCONJ _005457013 631 34 the the DET _005457013 631 35 thinking thinking NOUN _005457013 631 36 that that PRON _005457013 631 37 preceded precede VERB _005457013 631 38 it it PRON _005457013 631 39 , , PUNCT _005457013 631 40 before before SCONJ _005457013 631 41 she she PRON _005457013 631 42 learned learn VERB _005457013 631 43 that that SCONJ _005457013 631 44 staying stay VERB _005457013 631 45 sober sober ADJ _005457013 631 46 can can AUX _005457013 631 47 be be AUX _005457013 631 48 a a DET _005457013 631 49 joy joy NOUN _005457013 631 50 . . PUNCT _005457013 632 1 she she PRON _005457013 632 2 gives give VERB _005457013 632 3 unstintingly unstintingly ADV _005457013 632 4 of of ADP _005457013 632 5 her her PRON _005457013 632 6 time time NOUN _005457013 632 7 to to ADP _005457013 632 8 aa aa PROPN _005457013 632 9 work work VERB _005457013 632 10 in in ADP _005457013 632 11 meetings meeting NOUN _005457013 632 12 and and CCONJ _005457013 632 13 out out ADP _005457013 632 14 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 632 15 she she PRON _005457013 632 16 drove drive VERB _005457013 632 17 30 30 NUM _005457013 632 18 miles mile NOUN _005457013 632 19 in in ADP _005457013 632 20 very very ADV _005457013 632 21 inclement inclement ADJ _005457013 632 22 weather weather NOUN _005457013 632 23 to to PART _005457013 632 24 give give VERB _005457013 632 25 us we PRON _005457013 632 26 this this DET _005457013 632 27 story story NOUN _005457013 632 28 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 632 29 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 632 30 uses use VERB _005457013 632 31 her her PRON _005457013 632 32 money money NOUN _005457013 632 33 in in ADP _005457013 632 34 helping help VERB _005457013 632 35 other other ADJ _005457013 632 36 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 632 37 to to PART _005457013 632 38 become become VERB _005457013 632 39 rehabilitated rehabilitated ADJ _005457013 632 40 . . PUNCT _005457013 633 1 she she PRON _005457013 633 2 has have AUX _005457013 633 3 gone go VERB _005457013 633 4 back back ADV _005457013 633 5 to to ADP _005457013 633 6 church church NOUN _005457013 633 7 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 633 8 she she PRON _005457013 633 9 has have AUX _005457013 633 10 advanced advance VERB _005457013 633 11 in in ADP _005457013 633 12 humility humility NOUN _005457013 633 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 634 1 she she PRON _005457013 634 2 spends spend VERB _005457013 634 3 a a DET _005457013 634 4 considerable considerable ADJ _005457013 634 5 amount amount NOUN _005457013 634 6 of of ADP _005457013 634 7 time time NOUN _005457013 634 8 in in ADP _005457013 634 9 welfare welfare NOUN _005457013 634 10 work work NOUN _005457013 634 11 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 634 12 since since SCONJ _005457013 634 13 her her PRON _005457013 634 14 own own ADJ _005457013 634 15 re re NOUN _005457013 634 16 - - NOUN _005457013 634 17 education education NOUN _005457013 634 18 , , PUNCT _005457013 634 19 she she PRON _005457013 634 20 can can AUX _005457013 634 21 not not PART _005457013 634 22 do do VERB _005457013 634 23 enough enough NOUN _005457013 634 24 for for ADP _005457013 634 25 those those PRON _005457013 634 26 less less ADV _005457013 634 27 fortunate fortunate ADJ _005457013 634 28 than than ADP _005457013 634 29 she she PRON _005457013 634 30 . . PUNCT _005457013 635 1 eleanor eleanor NOUN _005457013 635 2 feels feel VERB _005457013 635 3 that that SCONJ _005457013 635 4 women woman NOUN _005457013 635 5 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 635 6 have have VERB _005457013 635 7 a a DET _005457013 635 8 greater great ADJ _005457013 635 9 56 56 NUM _005457013 635 10 problem problem NOUN _005457013 635 11 in in ADP _005457013 635 12 breaking break VERB _005457013 635 13 off off ADP _005457013 635 14 their their PRON _005457013 635 15 old old ADJ _005457013 635 16 associations association NOUN _005457013 635 17 than than SCONJ _005457013 635 18 do do VERB _005457013 635 19 men man NOUN _005457013 635 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 636 1 most most ADJ _005457013 636 2 women woman NOUN _005457013 636 3 who who PRON _005457013 636 4 have have AUX _005457013 636 5 not not PART _005457013 636 6 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 636 7 made make VERB _005457013 636 8 ” " PUNCT _005457013 636 9 the the DET _005457013 636 10 aa aa PROPN _005457013 636 11 program program PROPN _005457013 636 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 636 13 who who PRON _005457013 636 14 have have VERB _005457013 636 15 continual continual ADJ _005457013 636 16 lapses lapse NOUN _005457013 636 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 636 18 try try VERB _005457013 636 19 to to PART _005457013 636 20 add add VERB _005457013 636 21 the the DET _005457013 636 22 new new ADJ _005457013 636 23 aa aa PROPN _005457013 636 24 way way NOUN _005457013 636 25 of of ADP _005457013 636 26 life life NOUN _005457013 636 27 to to ADP _005457013 636 28 their their PRON _005457013 636 29 old old ADJ _005457013 636 30 routines routine NOUN _005457013 636 31 . . PUNCT _005457013 637 1 a a DET _005457013 637 2 woman woman NOUN _005457013 637 3 who who PRON _005457013 637 4 thinks think VERB _005457013 637 5 she she PRON _005457013 637 6 can can AUX _005457013 637 7 stick stick VERB _005457013 637 8 to to ADP _005457013 637 9 cokes coke NOUN _005457013 637 10 while while SCONJ _005457013 637 11 she she PRON _005457013 637 12 plays play VERB _005457013 637 13 bridge bridge NOUN _005457013 637 14 three three NUM _005457013 637 15 or or CCONJ _005457013 637 16 four four NUM _005457013 637 17 afternoons afternoon NOUN _005457013 637 18 a a DET _005457013 637 19 week week NOUN _005457013 637 20 with with ADP _005457013 637 21 friends friend NOUN _005457013 637 22 who who PRON _005457013 637 23 serve serve VERB _005457013 637 24 and and CCONJ _005457013 637 25 drink drink VERB _005457013 637 26 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 637 27 beverages beverage NOUN _005457013 637 28 is be AUX _005457013 637 29 wrong wrong ADJ _005457013 637 30 . . PUNCT _005457013 638 1 it it PRON _005457013 638 2 just just ADV _005457013 638 3 wo will AUX _005457013 638 4 n’t not PART _005457013 638 5 work work VERB _005457013 638 6 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 639 1 she she PRON _005457013 639 2 thinks think VERB _005457013 639 3 women woman NOUN _005457013 639 4 definitely definitely ADV _005457013 639 5 have have VERB _005457013 639 6 a a DET _005457013 639 7 harder hard ADJ _005457013 639 8 time time NOUN _005457013 639 9 " " PUNCT _005457013 639 10 coming come VERB _005457013 639 11 back back ADV _005457013 639 12 ” " PUNCT _005457013 639 13 than than SCONJ _005457013 639 14 men man NOUN _005457013 639 15 do do VERB _005457013 639 16 for for ADP _005457013 639 17 the the DET _005457013 639 18 reason reason NOUN _005457013 639 19 that that PRON _005457013 639 20 people people NOUN _005457013 639 21 put put VERB _005457013 639 22 women woman NOUN _005457013 639 23 on on ADP _005457013 639 24 a a DET _005457013 639 25 pedestal pedestal NOUN _005457013 639 26 . . PUNCT _005457013 640 1 then then ADV _005457013 640 2 when when SCONJ _005457013 640 3 a a DET _005457013 640 4 woman woman NOUN _005457013 640 5 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 640 6 who who PRON _005457013 640 7 is be AUX _005457013 640 8 just just ADV _005457013 640 9 as as ADV _005457013 640 10 human human ADJ _005457013 640 11 as as ADP _005457013 640 12 a a DET _005457013 640 13 man man NOUN _005457013 640 14 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 640 15 falls fall VERB _005457013 640 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 640 17 it it PRON _005457013 640 18 is be AUX _005457013 640 19 much much ADV _005457013 640 20 harder hard ADJ _005457013 640 21 for for SCONJ _005457013 640 22 her she PRON _005457013 640 23 to to PART _005457013 640 24 rise rise VERB _005457013 640 25 . . PUNCT _005457013 641 1 for for ADP _005457013 641 2 this this DET _005457013 641 3 reason reason NOUN _005457013 641 4 , , PUNCT _005457013 641 5 it it PRON _005457013 641 6 is be AUX _005457013 641 7 more more ADV _005457013 641 8 difficult difficult ADJ _005457013 641 9 to to PART _005457013 641 10 get get VERB _005457013 641 11 women woman NOUN _005457013 641 12 into into ADP _005457013 641 13 aa aa NOUN _005457013 641 14 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 641 15 they they PRON _005457013 641 16 feel feel VERB _005457013 641 17 the the DET _005457013 641 18 disgrace disgrace NOUN _005457013 641 19 of of ADP _005457013 641 20 drinking drink VERB _005457013 641 21 more more ADV _005457013 641 22 keenly keenly ADV _005457013 641 23 . . PUNCT _005457013 642 1 eleanor eleanor NOUN _005457013 642 2 is be AUX _005457013 642 3 glad glad ADJ _005457013 642 4 she she PRON _005457013 642 5 is be AUX _005457013 642 6 an an DET _005457013 642 7 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 642 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 643 1 she she PRON _005457013 643 2 says say VERB _005457013 643 3 the the DET _005457013 643 4 selfinventory selfinventory NOUN _005457013 643 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 643 6 honesty honesty NOUN _005457013 643 7 to to PART _005457013 643 8 look look VERB _005457013 643 9 into into ADP _005457013 643 10 her her PRON _005457013 643 11 own own ADJ _005457013 643 12 faults fault NOUN _005457013 643 13 , , PUNCT _005457013 643 14 life life NOUN _005457013 643 15 , , PUNCT _005457013 643 16 and and CCONJ _005457013 643 17 motives motive NOUN _005457013 643 18 was be AUX _005457013 643 19 the the DET _005457013 643 20 hardest hard ADJ _005457013 643 21 of of ADP _005457013 643 22 the the DET _005457013 643 23 twelve twelve NUM _005457013 643 24 steps step NOUN _005457013 643 25 for for SCONJ _005457013 643 26 her she PRON _005457013 643 27 to to PART _005457013 643 28 take take VERB _005457013 643 29 . . PUNCT _005457013 644 1 yet yet CCONJ _005457013 644 2 she she PRON _005457013 644 3 is be AUX _005457013 644 4 glad glad ADJ _005457013 644 5 she she PRON _005457013 644 6 is be AUX _005457013 644 7 an an DET _005457013 644 8 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 644 9 , , PUNCT _005457013 644 10 because because SCONJ _005457013 644 11 if if SCONJ _005457013 644 12 you you PRON _005457013 644 13 are be AUX _005457013 644 14 something something PRON _005457013 644 15 , , PUNCT _005457013 644 16 you you PRON _005457013 644 17 have have VERB _005457013 644 18 something something PRON _005457013 644 19 to to PART _005457013 644 20 work work VERB _005457013 644 21 on on ADP _005457013 644 22 when when SCONJ _005457013 644 23 you you PRON _005457013 644 24 want want VERB _005457013 644 25 to to PART _005457013 644 26 change change VERB _005457013 644 27 . . PUNCT _005457013 645 1 there there PRON _005457013 645 2 is be VERB _005457013 645 3 no no DET _005457013 645 4 " " PUNCT _005457013 645 5 cure cure NOUN _005457013 645 6 ” " PUNCT _005457013 645 7 for for ADP _005457013 645 8 an an DET _005457013 645 9 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 645 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 645 11 only only ADV _005457013 645 12 total total ADJ _005457013 645 13 abstinence abstinence NOUN _005457013 645 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 646 1 there there PRON _005457013 646 2 is be VERB _005457013 646 3 no no DET _005457013 646 4 cure cure NOUN _005457013 646 5 for for ADP _005457013 646 6 a a DET _005457013 646 7 diabetic diabetic NOUN _005457013 646 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 646 9 either either ADV _005457013 646 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 646 11 but but CCONJ _005457013 646 12 insulin insulin NOUN _005457013 646 13 helps help VERB _005457013 646 14 him he PRON _005457013 646 15 to to PART _005457013 646 16 stay stay VERB _005457013 646 17 alive alive ADJ _005457013 646 18 and and CCONJ _005457013 646 19 live live VERB _005457013 646 20 a a DET _005457013 646 21 useful useful ADJ _005457013 646 22 life life NOUN _005457013 646 23 . . PUNCT _005457013 647 1 aa aa PROPN _005457013 647 2 is be AUX _005457013 647 3 the the DET _005457013 647 4 alcoholic alcoholic PROPN _005457013 647 5 ’s ’s NOUN _005457013 647 6 insulin insulin NOUN _005457013 647 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 648 1 there there PRON _005457013 648 2 are be VERB _005457013 648 3 people people NOUN _005457013 648 4 who who PRON _005457013 648 5 ca can AUX _005457013 648 6 n’t not PART _005457013 648 7 quit quit VERB _005457013 648 8 smoking smoking NOUN _005457013 648 9 who who PRON _005457013 648 10 tell tell VERB _005457013 648 11 other other ADJ _005457013 648 12 people people NOUN _005457013 648 13 to to PART _005457013 648 14 quit quit VERB _005457013 648 15 drinking drinking NOUN _005457013 648 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 649 1 seldom seldom ADV _005457013 649 2 does do VERB _005457013 649 3 an an DET _005457013 649 4 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 649 5 set set VERB _005457013 649 6 out out ADP _005457013 649 7 to to PART _005457013 649 8 get get VERB _005457013 649 9 drunk drunk ADJ _005457013 649 10 . . PUNCT _005457013 650 1 if if SCONJ _005457013 650 2 you you PRON _005457013 650 3 are be AUX _005457013 650 4 the the DET _005457013 650 5 husband husband NOUN _005457013 650 6 or or CCONJ _005457013 650 7 parent parent NOUN _005457013 650 8 of of ADP _005457013 650 9 a a DET _005457013 650 10 woman woman NOUN _005457013 650 11 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 650 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 650 13 do do AUX _005457013 650 14 n’t not PART _005457013 650 15 let let VERB _005457013 650 16 it it PRON _005457013 650 17 injure injure VERB _005457013 650 18 your your PRON _005457013 650 19 pride pride NOUN _005457013 650 20 that that SCONJ _005457013 650 21 she she PRON _005457013 650 22 wo will AUX _005457013 650 23 n’t not PART _005457013 650 24 stop stop VERB _005457013 650 25 drinking drink VERB _005457013 650 26 for for ADP _005457013 650 27 you you PRON _005457013 650 28 — — PUNCT _005457013 650 29 maybe maybe ADV _005457013 650 30 she she PRON _005457013 650 31 ca can AUX _005457013 650 32 n’t not PART _005457013 650 33 . . PUNCT _005457013 651 1 instead instead ADV _005457013 651 2 of of ADP _005457013 651 3 begging beg VERB _005457013 651 4 her she PRON _005457013 651 5 57 57 NUM _005457013 651 6 to to PART _005457013 651 7 stop stop VERB _005457013 651 8 if if SCONJ _005457013 651 9 she she PRON _005457013 651 10 loves love VERB _005457013 651 11 you you PRON _005457013 651 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 651 13 or or CCONJ _005457013 651 14 reproaching reproach VERB _005457013 651 15 her she PRON _005457013 651 16 — — PUNCT _005457013 651 17 and and CCONJ _005457013 651 18 there there PRON _005457013 651 19 is be VERB _005457013 651 20 nothing nothing PRON _005457013 651 21 you you PRON _005457013 651 22 can can AUX _005457013 651 23 say say VERB _005457013 651 24 to to ADP _005457013 651 25 her she PRON _005457013 651 26 , , PUNCT _005457013 651 27 anyway anyway ADV _005457013 651 28 , , PUNCT _005457013 651 29 that that SCONJ _005457013 651 30 she she PRON _005457013 651 31 has have AUX _005457013 651 32 not not PART _005457013 651 33 said say VERB _005457013 651 34 to to ADP _005457013 651 35 herself herself PRON _005457013 651 36 a a DET _005457013 651 37 thousand thousand NUM _005457013 651 38 times time NOUN _005457013 651 39 — — PUNCT _005457013 651 40 do do VERB _005457013 651 41 something something PRON _005457013 651 42 constructive constructive ADJ _005457013 651 43 about about ADP _005457013 651 44 trying try VERB _005457013 651 45 to to PART _005457013 651 46 understand understand VERB _005457013 651 47 this this DET _005457013 651 48 complex complex ADJ _005457013 651 49 problem problem NOUN _005457013 651 50 . . PUNCT _005457013 652 1 do do AUX _005457013 652 2 go go VERB _005457013 652 3 to to ADP _005457013 652 4 your your PRON _005457013 652 5 public public ADJ _005457013 652 6 library library NOUN _005457013 652 7 and and CCONJ _005457013 652 8 get get VERB _005457013 652 9 a a DET _005457013 652 10 copy copy NOUN _005457013 652 11 of of ADP _005457013 652 12 the the DET _005457013 652 13 aa aa PROPN _005457013 652 14 handbook handbook VERB _005457013 652 15 alcoholics alcoholics PROPN _005457013 652 16 anonymous anonymous ADJ _005457013 652 17 and and CCONJ _005457013 652 18 read read VERB _005457013 652 19 it it PRON _005457013 652 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 653 1 it it PRON _005457013 653 2 will will AUX _005457013 653 3 be be AUX _005457013 653 4 a a DET _005457013 653 5 revelation revelation NOUN _005457013 653 6 to to ADP _005457013 653 7 you you PRON _005457013 653 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 654 1 this this DET _005457013 654 2 book book NOUN _005457013 654 3 should should AUX _005457013 654 4 be be AUX _005457013 654 5 on on ADP _005457013 654 6 the the DET _005457013 654 7 '' '' PUNCT _005457013 654 8 must must AUX _005457013 654 9 read’^ read’^ PROPN _005457013 654 10 list list NOUN _005457013 654 11 likewise likewise ADV _005457013 654 12 for for ADP _005457013 654 13 every every DET _005457013 654 14 employer employer NOUN _005457013 654 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 655 1 call call VERB _005457013 655 2 the the DET _005457013 655 3 aa aa PROPN _005457013 655 4 number number NOUN _005457013 655 5 listed list VERB _005457013 655 6 in in ADP _005457013 655 7 your your PRON _005457013 655 8 telephone telephone NOUN _005457013 655 9 book book NOUN _005457013 655 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 655 11 the the DET _005457013 655 12 classified classified ADJ _005457013 655 13 pages page NOUN _005457013 655 14 of of ADP _005457013 655 15 your your PRON _005457013 655 16 daily daily ADJ _005457013 655 17 newspaper newspaper NOUN _005457013 655 18 , , PUNCT _005457013 655 19 or or CCONJ _005457013 655 20 write write VERB _005457013 655 21 the the DET _005457013 655 22 central central ADJ _005457013 655 23 office office NOUN _005457013 655 24 . . PUNCT _005457013 656 1 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 656 2 anonymous anonymous ADJ _005457013 656 3 publishing publishing PROPN _005457013 656 4 , , PUNCT _005457013 656 5 inc inc PROPN _005457013 656 6 . . PROPN _005457013 656 7 , , PUNCT _005457013 656 8 post post PROPN _005457013 656 9 office office PROPN _005457013 656 10 box box PROPN _005457013 656 11 459 459 NUM _005457013 656 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 656 13 grand grand ADJ _005457013 656 14 central central ADJ _005457013 656 15 annex annex PROPN _005457013 656 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 656 17 new new PROPN _005457013 656 18 york york PROPN _005457013 656 19 17 17 NUM _005457013 656 20 , , PUNCT _005457013 656 21 new new PROPN _005457013 656 22 york york PROPN _005457013 656 23 . . PUNCT _005457013 657 1 they they PRON _005457013 657 2 will will AUX _005457013 657 3 send send VERB _005457013 657 4 you you PRON _005457013 657 5 literature literature NOUN _005457013 657 6 about about ADP _005457013 657 7 the the DET _005457013 657 8 subject subject NOUN _005457013 657 9 of of ADP _005457013 657 10 alcoholism alcoholism NOUN _005457013 657 11 and and CCONJ _005457013 657 12 will will AUX _005457013 657 13 reveal reveal VERB _005457013 657 14 your your PRON _005457013 657 15 identity identity NOUN _005457013 657 16 to to ADP _005457013 657 17 no no DET _005457013 657 18 one one NOUN _005457013 657 19 . . PUNCT _005457013 658 1 the the DET _005457013 658 2 long long ADV _005457013 658 3 - - PUNCT _005457013 658 4 suffering suffer VERB _005457013 658 5 husband husband NOUN _005457013 658 6 of of ADP _005457013 658 7 a a DET _005457013 658 8 woman woman NOUN _005457013 658 9 who who PRON _005457013 658 10 has have AUX _005457013 658 11 reached reach VERB _005457013 658 12 the the DET _005457013 658 13 nadir nadir NOUN _005457013 658 14 of of ADP _005457013 658 15 alcoholic alcoholic ADJ _005457013 658 16 despair despair NOUN _005457013 658 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 658 18 has have AUX _005457013 658 19 been be AUX _005457013 658 20 confined confine VERB _005457013 658 21 to to ADP _005457013 658 22 a a DET _005457013 658 23 mental mental ADJ _005457013 658 24 institution institution NOUN _005457013 658 25 and and CCONJ _005457013 658 26 is be AUX _005457013 658 27 now now ADV _005457013 658 28 ready ready ADJ _005457013 658 29 for for ADP _005457013 658 30 release release NOUN _005457013 658 31 , , PUNCT _005457013 658 32 we we PRON _005457013 658 33 wish wish VERB _005457013 658 34 to to PART _005457013 658 35 impart impart VERB _005457013 658 36 the the DET _005457013 658 37 information information NOUN _005457013 658 38 gained gain VERB _005457013 658 39 in in ADP _005457013 658 40 talking talk VERB _005457013 658 41 with with ADP _005457013 658 42 several several ADJ _005457013 658 43 of of ADP _005457013 658 44 these these DET _005457013 658 45 patients patient NOUN _005457013 658 46 . . PUNCT _005457013 659 1 mental mental ADJ _005457013 659 2 patients patient NOUN _005457013 659 3 wonder wonder VERB _005457013 659 4 and and CCONJ _005457013 659 5 sometimes sometimes ADV _005457013 659 6 do do AUX _005457013 659 7 not not PART _005457013 659 8 know know VERB _005457013 659 9 whether whether SCONJ _005457013 659 10 their their PRON _005457013 659 11 families family NOUN _005457013 659 12 want want VERB _005457013 659 13 them they PRON _005457013 659 14 to to PART _005457013 659 15 come come VERB _005457013 659 16 home home ADV _005457013 659 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 660 1 this this PRON _005457013 660 2 is be AUX _005457013 660 3 true true ADJ _005457013 660 4 especially especially ADV _005457013 660 5 when when SCONJ _005457013 660 6 a a DET _005457013 660 7 long long ADJ _005457013 660 8 history history NOUN _005457013 660 9 of of ADP _005457013 660 10 alcoholism alcoholism NOUN _005457013 660 11 is be AUX _005457013 660 12 involved involve VERB _005457013 660 13 , , PUNCT _005457013 660 14 and and CCONJ _005457013 660 15 the the DET _005457013 660 16 patient patient NOUN _005457013 660 17 ’s ’s NOUN _005457013 660 18 illness illness NOUN _005457013 660 19 has have AUX _005457013 660 20 caused cause VERB _005457013 660 21 the the DET _005457013 660 22 family family NOUN _005457013 660 23 hardship hardship NOUN _005457013 660 24 , , PUNCT _005457013 660 25 embarrassment embarrassment NOUN _005457013 660 26 , , PUNCT _005457013 660 27 or or CCONJ _005457013 660 28 much much ADJ _005457013 660 29 unpleasantness unpleasantness NOUN _005457013 660 30 . . PUNCT _005457013 661 1 one one NUM _005457013 661 2 of of ADP _005457013 661 3 the the DET _005457013 661 4 greatest great ADJ _005457013 661 5 helps help VERB _005457013 661 6 a a DET _005457013 661 7 family family NOUN _005457013 661 8 can can AUX _005457013 661 9 give give VERB _005457013 661 10 a a DET _005457013 661 11 returning return VERB _005457013 661 12 alcoholic alcoholic NOUN _005457013 661 13 is be AUX _005457013 661 14 not not PART _005457013 661 15 a a DET _005457013 661 16 renewed renew VERB _005457013 661 17 faith faith NOUN _005457013 661 18 in in ADP _005457013 661 19 herself herself PRON _005457013 661 20 , , PUNCT _005457013 661 21 but but CCONJ _005457013 661 22 the the DET _005457013 661 23 reassurance reassurance NOUN _005457013 661 24 shown show VERB _005457013 661 25 by by ADP _005457013 661 26 its its PRON _005457013 661 27 attitude attitude NOUN _005457013 661 28 toward toward ADP _005457013 661 29 her she PRON _005457013 661 30 that that SCONJ _005457013 661 31 the the DET _005457013 661 32 family family NOUN _005457013 661 33 has have VERB _005457013 661 34 faith faith NOUN _005457013 661 35 in in ADP _005457013 661 36 her her PRON _005457013 661 37 ability ability NOUN _005457013 661 38 to to PART _005457013 661 39 readjust readjust VERB _005457013 661 40 , , PUNCT _005457013 661 41 that that SCONJ _005457013 661 42 the the DET _005457013 661 43 family family NOUN _005457013 661 44 believes believe VERB _005457013 661 45 she she PRON _005457013 661 46 will will AUX _005457013 661 47 do do VERB _005457013 661 48 her she PRON _005457013 661 49 best good ADJ _005457013 661 50 from from ADP _005457013 661 51 now now ADV _005457013 661 52 on on ADV _005457013 661 53 . . PUNCT _005457013 662 1 this this PRON _005457013 662 2 is be AUX _005457013 662 3 particularly particularly ADV _005457013 662 4 difficult difficult ADJ _005457013 662 5 58 58 NUM _005457013 662 6 in in ADP _005457013 662 7 the the DET _005457013 662 8 face face NOUN _005457013 662 9 of of ADP _005457013 662 10 a a DET _005457013 662 11 long long ADJ _005457013 662 12 line line NOUN _005457013 662 13 of of ADP _005457013 662 14 broken broken ADJ _005457013 662 15 promises promise NOUN _005457013 662 16 to to PART _005457013 662 17 give give VERB _005457013 662 18 up up ADP _005457013 662 19 alcohol alcohol PROPN _005457013 662 20 , , PUNCT _005457013 662 21 where where SCONJ _005457013 662 22 the the DET _005457013 662 23 husband husband NOUN _005457013 662 24 , , PUNCT _005457013 662 25 of of ADP _005457013 662 26 necessity necessity NOUN _005457013 662 27 , , PUNCT _005457013 662 28 has have AUX _005457013 662 29 had have VERB _005457013 662 30 to to PART _005457013 662 31 be be AUX _005457013 662 32 both both DET _005457013 662 33 father father NOUN _005457013 662 34 and and CCONJ _005457013 662 35 mother mother NOUN _005457013 662 36 to to ADP _005457013 662 37 the the DET _005457013 662 38 children child NOUN _005457013 662 39 . . PUNCT _005457013 663 1 he he PRON _005457013 663 2 is be AUX _005457013 663 3 no no ADV _005457013 663 4 longer long ADV _005457013 663 5 accustomed accustomed ADJ _005457013 663 6 to to PART _005457013 663 7 depend depend VERB _005457013 663 8 on on ADP _005457013 663 9 the the DET _005457013 663 10 wife wife NOUN _005457013 663 11 for for ADP _005457013 663 12 anything anything PRON _005457013 663 13 by by ADP _005457013 663 14 this this DET _005457013 663 15 time time NOUN _005457013 663 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 663 17 so so CCONJ _005457013 663 18 it it PRON _005457013 663 19 is be AUX _005457013 663 20 difficult difficult ADJ _005457013 663 21 for for SCONJ _005457013 663 22 him he PRON _005457013 663 23 to to PART _005457013 663 24 accord accord VERB _005457013 663 25 her her PRON _005457013 663 26 respect respect NOUN _005457013 663 27 and and CCONJ _005457013 663 28 allow allow VERB _005457013 663 29 her she PRON _005457013 663 30 to to PART _005457013 663 31 return return VERB _005457013 663 32 to to ADP _005457013 663 33 her her PRON _005457013 663 34 proper proper ADJ _005457013 663 35 position position NOUN _005457013 663 36 as as ADP _005457013 663 37 heart heart NOUN _005457013 663 38 of of ADP _005457013 663 39 the the DET _005457013 663 40 family family NOUN _005457013 663 41 — — PUNCT _005457013 663 42 a a DET _005457013 663 43 position position NOUN _005457013 663 44 she she PRON _005457013 663 45 forfeited forfeit VERB _005457013 663 46 when when SCONJ _005457013 663 47 she she PRON _005457013 663 48 espoused espouse VERB _005457013 663 49 alcoholism alcoholism NOUN _005457013 663 50 . . PUNCT _005457013 664 1 this this PRON _005457013 664 2 can can AUX _005457013 664 3 be be AUX _005457013 664 4 the the DET _005457013 664 5 case case NOUN _005457013 664 6 where where SCONJ _005457013 664 7 the the DET _005457013 664 8 husband husband NOUN _005457013 664 9 has have AUX _005457013 664 10 had have VERB _005457013 664 11 the the DET _005457013 664 12 good good ADJ _005457013 664 13 fortune fortune NOUN _005457013 664 14 of of ADP _005457013 664 15 having have VERB _005457013 664 16 a a DET _005457013 664 17 kindly kindly ADJ _005457013 664 18 grandmother grandmother NOUN _005457013 664 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 664 20 or or CCONJ _005457013 664 21 an an DET _005457013 664 22 aunt aunt NOUN _005457013 664 23 , , PUNCT _005457013 664 24 or or CCONJ _005457013 664 25 even even ADV _005457013 664 26 good good ADJ _005457013 664 27 outside outside ADV _005457013 664 28 paid pay VERB _005457013 664 29 help help NOUN _005457013 664 30 to to PART _005457013 664 31 assist assist VERB _005457013 664 32 him he PRON _005457013 664 33 with with ADP _005457013 664 34 the the DET _005457013 664 35 home home NOUN _005457013 664 36 and and CCONJ _005457013 664 37 the the DET _005457013 664 38 children child NOUN _005457013 664 39 and and CCONJ _005457013 664 40 where where SCONJ _005457013 664 41 the the DET _005457013 664 42 home home NOUN _005457013 664 43 has have AUX _005457013 664 44 been be AUX _005457013 664 45 running run VERB _005457013 664 46 with with ADP _005457013 664 47 some some DET _005457013 664 48 degree degree NOUN _005457013 664 49 of of ADP _005457013 664 50 smoothness smoothness NOUN _005457013 664 51 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 664 52 he he PRON _005457013 664 53 is be AUX _005457013 664 54 afraid afraid ADJ _005457013 664 55 to to PART _005457013 664 56 trade trade VERB _005457013 664 57 the the DET _005457013 664 58 present present ADJ _005457013 664 59 tranquillity tranquillity NOUN _005457013 664 60 for for ADP _005457013 664 61 the the DET _005457013 664 62 possible possible ADJ _005457013 664 63 chaos chaos NOUN _005457013 664 64 of of ADP _005457013 664 65 an an DET _005457013 664 66 earlier early ADJ _005457013 664 67 time time NOUN _005457013 664 68 . . PUNCT _005457013 665 1 so so ADV _005457013 665 2 it it PRON _005457013 665 3 is be AUX _005457013 665 4 hard hard ADJ _005457013 665 5 for for SCONJ _005457013 665 6 the the DET _005457013 665 7 husband husband NOUN _005457013 665 8 to to PART _005457013 665 9 believe believe VERB _005457013 665 10 in in ADP _005457013 665 11 this this DET _005457013 665 12 latest late ADJ _005457013 665 13 good good ADJ _005457013 665 14 resolution resolution NOUN _005457013 665 15 of of ADP _005457013 665 16 the the DET _005457013 665 17 returning return VERB _005457013 665 18 wife wife NOUN _005457013 665 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 665 20 be be AUX _005457013 665 21 she she PRON _005457013 665 22 returning return VERB _005457013 665 23 from from ADP _005457013 665 24 a a DET _005457013 665 25 mental mental ADJ _005457013 665 26 institution institution NOUN _005457013 665 27 , , PUNCT _005457013 665 28 a a DET _005457013 665 29 meeting meeting NOUN _005457013 665 30 of of ADP _005457013 665 31 alcoholics alcoholic NOUN _005457013 665 32 anonymous anonymous ADJ _005457013 665 33 , , PUNCT _005457013 665 34 or or CCONJ _005457013 665 35 just just ADV _005457013 665 36 a a DET _005457013 665 37 meeting meeting NOUN _005457013 665 38 with with ADP _005457013 665 39 herself herself PRON _005457013 665 40 wherein wherein SCONJ _005457013 665 41 she she PRON _005457013 665 42 has have AUX _005457013 665 43 sworn swear VERB _005457013 665 44 off off ADP _005457013 665 45 once once ADV _005457013 665 46 more more ADJ _005457013 665 47 . . PUNCT _005457013 666 1 it it PRON _005457013 666 2 is be AUX _005457013 666 3 difficult difficult ADJ _005457013 666 4 for for SCONJ _005457013 666 5 him he PRON _005457013 666 6 to to PART _005457013 666 7 expect expect VERB _005457013 666 8 her she PRON _005457013 666 9 to to PART _005457013 666 10 do do VERB _005457013 666 11 the the DET _005457013 666 12 right right ADJ _005457013 666 13 thing thing NOUN _005457013 666 14 — — PUNCT _005457013 666 15 yet yet CCONJ _005457013 666 16 not not PART _005457013 666 17 to to PART _005457013 666 18 expect expect VERB _005457013 666 19 too too ADV _005457013 666 20 much much ADJ _005457013 666 21 — — PUNCT _005457013 666 22 and and CCONJ _005457013 666 23 never never ADV _005457013 666 24 to to PART _005457013 666 25 remind remind VERB _005457013 666 26 her she PRON _005457013 666 27 of of ADP _005457013 666 28 her her PRON _005457013 666 29 past past ADJ _005457013 666 30 transgressions transgression NOUN _005457013 666 31 . . PUNCT _005457013 667 1 but but CCONJ _005457013 667 2 if if SCONJ _005457013 667 3 he he PRON _005457013 667 4 has have VERB _005457013 667 5 charity charity NOUN _005457013 667 6 enough enough ADV _005457013 667 7 iti iti PRON _005457013 667 8 his his PRON _005457013 667 9 heart heart NOUN _005457013 667 10 and and CCONJ _005457013 667 11 enough enough ADJ _005457013 667 12 selflessness selflessness NOUN _005457013 667 13 left leave VERB _005457013 667 14 to to PART _005457013 667 15 consider consider VERB _005457013 667 16 her she PRON _005457013 667 17 before before ADP _005457013 667 18 himself himself PRON _005457013 667 19 and and CCONJ _005457013 667 20 to to PART _005457013 667 21 put put VERB _005457013 667 22 the the DET _005457013 667 23 welfare welfare NOUN _005457013 667 24 of of ADP _005457013 667 25 the the DET _005457013 667 26 family family NOUN _005457013 667 27 and and CCONJ _005457013 667 28 the the DET _005457013 667 29 marriage marriage NOUN _005457013 667 30 itself itself PRON _005457013 667 31 before before ADP _005457013 667 32 his his PRON _005457013 667 33 personal personal ADJ _005457013 667 34 inclinations inclination NOUN _005457013 667 35 , , PUNCT _005457013 667 36 he he PRON _005457013 667 37 will will AUX _005457013 667 38 do do VERB _005457013 667 39 it it PRON _005457013 667 40 . . PUNCT _005457013 668 1 ^'seventy ^'seventy PUNCT _005457013 669 1 times time NOUN _005457013 669 2 seven seven NUM _005457013 669 3 . . PUNCT _005457013 669 4 ” " PUNCT _005457013 670 1 he he PRON _005457013 670 2 will will AUX _005457013 670 3 accept accept VERB _005457013 670 4 her her PRON _005457013 670 5 return return NOUN _005457013 670 6 with with ADP _005457013 670 7 good good ADJ _005457013 670 8 grace grace NOUN _005457013 670 9 — — PUNCT _005457013 670 10 this this DET _005457013 670 11 one one NUM _005457013 670 12 time time NOUN _005457013 670 13 more more ADJ _005457013 670 14 — — PUNCT _005457013 670 15 will will AUX _005457013 670 16 be be AUX _005457013 670 17 her her PRON _005457013 670 18 helper helper NOUN _005457013 670 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 670 20 not not PART _005457013 670 21 her her PRON _005457013 670 22 jailer jailer NOUN _005457013 670 23 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 670 24 and and CCONJ _005457013 670 25 oftentimes oftentime VERB _005457013 670 26 this this PRON _005457013 670 27 will will AUX _005457013 670 28 pay pay VERB _005457013 670 29 off off ADP _005457013 670 30 for for ADP _005457013 670 31 him he PRON _005457013 670 32 in in ADP _005457013 670 33 a a DET _005457013 670 34 manner manner NOUN _005457013 670 35 far far ADV _005457013 670 36 exceeding exceed VERB _005457013 670 37 his his PRON _005457013 670 38 expectations expectation NOUN _005457013 670 39 or or CCONJ _005457013 670 40 even even ADV _005457013 670 41 his his PRON _005457013 670 42 hopes hope NOUN _005457013 670 43 . . PUNCT _005457013 671 1 59 59 NUM _005457013 671 2 it it PRON _005457013 671 3 has have AUX _005457013 671 4 happened happen VERB _005457013 671 5 before before ADV _005457013 671 6 . . PUNCT _005457013 672 1 it it PRON _005457013 672 2 can can AUX _005457013 672 3 happen happen VERB _005457013 672 4 again again ADV _005457013 672 5 . . PUNCT _005457013 673 1 if if SCONJ _005457013 673 2 he he PRON _005457013 673 3 can can AUX _005457013 673 4 not not PART _005457013 673 5 do do VERB _005457013 673 6 it it PRON _005457013 673 7 for for ADP _005457013 673 8 her her PRON _005457013 673 9 sake sake NOUN _005457013 673 10 or or CCONJ _005457013 673 11 even even ADV _005457013 673 12 for for ADP _005457013 673 13 his his PRON _005457013 673 14 own own ADJ _005457013 673 15 sake sake NOUN _005457013 673 16 , , PUNCT _005457013 673 17 let let VERB _005457013 673 18 him he PRON _005457013 673 19 do do VERB _005457013 673 20 it it PRON _005457013 673 21 for for ADP _005457013 673 22 god god PROPN _005457013 673 23 ’s ’s PART _005457013 673 24 sake sake NOUN _005457013 673 25 . . PUNCT _005457013 674 1 god god PROPN _005457013 674 2 will will AUX _005457013 674 3 not not PART _005457013 674 4 be be AUX _005457013 674 5 outdone outdo VERB _005457013 674 6 in in ADP _005457013 674 7 generosity generosity NOUN _005457013 674 8 in in ADP _005457013 674 9 a a DET _005457013 674 10 case case NOUN _005457013 674 11 such such ADJ _005457013 674 12 as as ADP _005457013 674 13 this this PRON _005457013 674 14 — — PUNCT _005457013 674 15 or or CCONJ _005457013 674 16 in in ADP _005457013 674 17 any any DET _005457013 674 18 other other ADJ _005457013 674 19 . . PUNCT _005457013 675 1 grateful grateful ADJ _005457013 675 2 acknowledgment acknowledgment NOUN _005457013 675 3 is be AUX _005457013 675 4 due due ADJ _005457013 675 5 the the DET _005457013 675 6 catholic catholic PROPN _005457013 675 7 home home PROPN _005457013 675 8 journal journal PROPN _005457013 675 9 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 675 10 pittsburgh pittsburgh PROPN _005457013 675 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 675 12 pa pa PROPN _005457013 675 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 675 14 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 676 1 for for ADP _005457013 676 2 permission permission NOUN _005457013 676 3 to to PART _005457013 676 4 use use VERB _005457013 676 5 in in ADP _005457013 676 6 this this DET _005457013 676 7 pamphlet pamphlet NOUN _005457013 676 8 material material NOUN _005457013 676 9 which which PRON _005457013 676 10 originally originally ADV _005457013 676 11 appeared appear VERB _005457013 676 12 as as ADP _005457013 676 13 articles article NOUN _005457013 676 14 in in ADP _005457013 676 15 its its PRON _005457013 676 16 pages page NOUN _005457013 676 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 677 1 — — PUNCT _005457013 677 2 knh knh PROPN _005457013 677 3 . . PUNCT _005457013 678 1 60 60 NUM _005457013 678 2 franciscan franciscan ADJ _005457013 678 3 printery printery NOUN _005457013 678 4 publications publication NOUN _005457013 678 5 by by ADP _005457013 678 6 florence florence NOUN _005457013 678 7 wedge wedge NOUN _005457013 678 8 here here ADV _005457013 678 9 is be AUX _005457013 678 10 a a DET _005457013 678 11 book book NOUN _005457013 678 12 that that PRON _005457013 678 13 can can AUX _005457013 678 14 change change VERB _005457013 678 15 your your PRON _005457013 678 16 attitude attitude NOUN _005457013 678 17 toward toward ADP _005457013 678 18 prayer prayer NOUN _005457013 678 19 , , PUNCT _005457013 678 20 your your PRON _005457013 678 21 prayer prayer NOUN _005457013 678 22 - - PUNCT _005457013 678 23 habits habit NOUN _005457013 678 24 , , PUNCT _005457013 678 25 and and CCONJ _005457013 678 26 can can AUX _005457013 678 27 make make VERB _005457013 678 28 prayer prayer NOUN _005457013 678 29 a a DET _005457013 678 30 more more ADV _005457013 678 31 vital vital ADJ _005457013 678 32 part part NOUN _005457013 678 33 of of ADP _005457013 678 34 your your PRON _005457013 678 35 everyday everyday ADJ _005457013 678 36 life life NOUN _005457013 678 37 . . PUNCT _005457013 679 1 some some DET _005457013 679 2 books book NOUN _005457013 679 3 on on ADP _005457013 679 4 spiritual spiritual ADJ _005457013 679 5 themes theme NOUN _005457013 679 6 have have AUX _005457013 679 7 been be AUX _005457013 679 8 known know VERB _005457013 679 9 to to PART _005457013 679 10 give give VERB _005457013 679 11 headaches headache NOUN _005457013 679 12 to to ADP _005457013 679 13 their their PRON _005457013 679 14 readers reader NOUN _005457013 679 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 680 1 not not PART _005457013 680 2 this this DET _005457013 680 3 book book NOUN _005457013 680 4 . . PUNCT _005457013 681 1 it it PRON _005457013 681 2 is be AUX _005457013 681 3 not not PART _005457013 681 4 aimed aim VERB _005457013 681 5 in in ADP _005457013 681 6 any any DET _005457013 681 7 way way NOUN _005457013 681 8 to to PART _005457013 681 9 remodel remodel VERB _005457013 681 10 the the DET _005457013 681 11 prayer prayer NOUN _005457013 681 12 methods method NOUN _005457013 681 13 of of ADP _005457013 681 14 spiritual spiritual ADJ _005457013 681 15 experts expert NOUN _005457013 681 16 in in ADP _005457013 681 17 cloister cloister NOUN _005457013 681 18 or or CCONJ _005457013 681 19 monastery monastery NOUN _005457013 681 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 682 1 it it PRON _005457013 682 2 is be AUX _005457013 682 3 aimed aim VERB _005457013 682 4 at at ADP _005457013 682 5 the the DET _005457013 682 6 rank rank NOUN _005457013 682 7 and and CCONJ _005457013 682 8 file file NOUN _005457013 682 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 683 1 it it PRON _005457013 683 2 is be AUX _005457013 683 3 titled title VERB _005457013 683 4 prayer prayer NOUN _005457013 683 5 without without ADP _005457013 683 6 headaches headache NOUN _005457013 683 7 — — PUNCT _005457013 683 8 because because SCONJ _005457013 683 9 we we PRON _005457013 683 10 hardly hardly ADV _005457013 683 11 develop develop VERB _005457013 683 12 a a DET _005457013 683 13 headache headache NOUN _005457013 683 14 when when SCONJ _005457013 683 15 chatting chat VERB _005457013 683 16 with with ADP _005457013 683 17 a a DET _005457013 683 18 loved loved ADJ _005457013 683 19 one one NOUN _005457013 683 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 684 1 no no DET _005457013 684 2 headaches headache NOUN _005457013 684 3 — — PUNCT _005457013 684 4 because because SCONJ _005457013 684 5 prayer prayer NOUN _005457013 684 6 should should AUX _005457013 684 7 be be AUX _005457013 684 8 a a DET _005457013 684 9 joyous joyous ADJ _005457013 684 10 thing thing NOUN _005457013 684 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 684 12 an an DET _005457013 684 13 exhilarating exhilarate VERB _005457013 684 14 privilege privilege NOUN _005457013 684 15 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 684 16 a a DET _005457013 684 17 duty duty NOUN _005457013 684 18 , , PUNCT _005457013 684 19 but but CCONJ _005457013 684 20 without without ADP _005457013 684 21 drudgery drudgery NOUN _005457013 684 22 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 684 23 a a DET _005457013 684 24 “ " PUNCT _005457013 684 25 must must AUX _005457013 684 26 , , PUNCT _005457013 684 27 ” " PUNCT _005457013 684 28 but but CCONJ _005457013 684 29 minus minus CCONJ _005457013 684 30 monotony monotony PROPN _005457013 684 31 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 684 32 an an DET _005457013 684 33 obligation obligation NOUN _005457013 684 34 , , PUNCT _005457013 684 35 but but CCONJ _005457013 684 36 with with ADP _005457013 684 37 no no DET _005457013 684 38 sense sense NOUN _005457013 684 39 of of ADP _005457013 684 40 oppression oppression NOUN _005457013 684 41 . . PUNCT _005457013 685 1 no no DET _005457013 685 2 headaches headache NOUN _005457013 685 3 — — PUNCT _005457013 685 4 because because SCONJ _005457013 685 5 we we PRON _005457013 685 6 can can AUX _005457013 685 7 be be AUX _005457013 685 8 holy holy ADJ _005457013 685 9 without without ADP _005457013 685 10 being be AUX _005457013 685 11 miserable miserable ADJ _005457013 685 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 686 1 we we PRON _005457013 686 2 can can AUX _005457013 686 3 have have VERB _005457013 686 4 a a DET _005457013 686 5 thoroughly thoroughly ADV _005457013 686 6 happy happy ADJ _005457013 686 7 time time NOUN _005457013 686 8 and and CCONJ _005457013 686 9 abide abide VERB _005457013 686 10 all all DET _005457013 686 11 the the DET _005457013 686 12 while while NOUN _005457013 686 13 in in ADP _005457013 686 14 the the DET _005457013 686 15 hilarious hilarious ADJ _005457013 686 16 delight delight NOUN _005457013 686 17 of of ADP _005457013 686 18 the the DET _005457013 686 19 grace grace NOUN _005457013 686 20 of of ADP _005457013 686 21 god god PROPN _005457013 686 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 687 1 the the DET _005457013 687 2 kingdom kingdom NOUN _005457013 687 3 of of ADP _005457013 687 4 the the DET _005457013 687 5 lord lord PROPN _005457013 687 6 is be AUX _005457013 687 7 peace peace NOUN _005457013 687 8 and and CCONJ _005457013 687 9 joy joy NOUN _005457013 687 10 in in ADP _005457013 687 11 the the DET _005457013 687 12 holy holy ADJ _005457013 687 13 spirit spirit PROPN _005457013 687 14 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 688 1 prayer prayer NOUN _005457013 688 2 without without ADP _005457013 688 3 headaches headache NOUN _005457013 688 4 will will AUX _005457013 688 5 help help VERB _005457013 688 6 you you PRON _005457013 688 7 pray pray VERB _005457013 688 8 with with ADP _005457013 688 9 gladness gladness NOUN _005457013 688 10 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 689 1 — — PUNCT _005457013 689 2 173 173 NUM _005457013 689 3 pp pp PROPN _005457013 689 4 . . PROPN _005457013 689 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 689 6 $ $ SYM _005457013 689 7 2.00 2.00 NUM _005457013 689 8 pamphlets pamphlet NOUN _005457013 689 9 on on ADP _005457013 689 10 franciscan franciscan ADJ _005457013 689 11 subjects subject NOUN _005457013 689 12 hero hero NOUN _005457013 689 13 in in ADP _005457013 689 14 the the DET _005457013 689 15 strife strife NOUN _005457013 689 16 a a DET _005457013 689 17 fascinating fascinating ADJ _005457013 689 18 biography biography NOUN _005457013 689 19 by by ADP _005457013 689 20 florence florence NOUN _005457013 689 21 wedge wedge NOUN _005457013 689 22 about about ADP _005457013 689 23 st st PROPN _005457013 689 24 . . PROPN _005457013 689 25 louis louis PROPN _005457013 689 26 , , PUNCT _005457013 689 27 the the DET _005457013 689 28 saintly saintly ADJ _005457013 689 29 king king NOUN _005457013 689 30 of of ADP _005457013 689 31 france france PROPN _005457013 689 32 who who PRON _005457013 689 33 is be AUX _005457013 689 34 an an DET _005457013 689 35 inspiration inspiration NOUN _005457013 689 36 for for ADP _005457013 689 37 the the DET _005457013 689 38 layman layman NOUN _005457013 689 39 and and CCONJ _005457013 689 40 a a DET _005457013 689 41 model model NOUN _005457013 689 42 for for ADP _005457013 689 43 the the DET _005457013 689 44 married married ADJ _005457013 689 45 . . PUNCT _005457013 690 1 st st PROPN _005457013 690 2 . . PROPN _005457013 690 3 louis louis PROPN _005457013 690 4 is be AUX _005457013 690 5 the the DET _005457013 690 6 patron patron NOUN _005457013 690 7 saint saint NOUN _005457013 690 8 of of ADP _005457013 690 9 franciscan franciscan ADJ _005457013 690 10 tertiaries tertiary NOUN _005457013 690 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 691 1 — — PUNCT _005457013 691 2 64 64 NUM _005457013 691 3 pp pp PROPN _005457013 691 4 . . PROPN _005457013 691 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 691 6 20^ 20^ NUM _005457013 691 7 holy holy ADJ _005457013 691 8 in in ADP _005457013 691 9 a a DET _005457013 691 10 hurry hurry NOUN _005457013 691 11 a a DET _005457013 691 12 swift swift ADV _005457013 691 13 - - PUNCT _005457013 691 14 paced pace VERB _005457013 691 15 dramatic dramatic ADJ _005457013 691 16 biography biography NOUN _005457013 691 17 of of ADP _005457013 691 18 st st PROPN _005457013 691 19 . . PROPN _005457013 691 20 elizabeth elizabeth PROPN _005457013 691 21 of of ADP _005457013 691 22 hungary hungary PROPN _005457013 691 23 — — PUNCT _005457013 691 24 the the DET _005457013 691 25 poor poor ADJ _005457013 691 26 little little ADJ _005457013 691 27 rich rich ADJ _005457013 691 28 girl girl NOUN _005457013 691 29 who who PRON _005457013 691 30 became become VERB _005457013 691 31 a a DET _005457013 691 32 bride bride NOUN _005457013 691 33 at at ADP _005457013 691 34 fourteen fourteen NUM _005457013 691 35 , , PUNCT _005457013 691 36 a a DET _005457013 691 37 mother mother NOUN _005457013 691 38 at at ADP _005457013 691 39 sixteen sixteen NUM _005457013 691 40 and and CCONJ _005457013 691 41 a a DET _005457013 691 42 saint saint NOUN _005457013 691 43 at at ADP _005457013 691 44 twentyfour twentyfour NOUN _005457013 691 45 . . PUNCT _005457013 692 1 florence florence NOUN _005457013 692 2 wedge wedge NOUN _005457013 692 3 writes write VERB _005457013 692 4 with with ADP _005457013 692 5 a a DET _005457013 692 6 modern modern ADJ _005457013 692 7 touch touch NOUN _005457013 692 8 about about ADP _005457013 692 9 this this DET _005457013 692 10 franciscan franciscan ADJ _005457013 692 11 model model NOUN _005457013 692 12 for for ADP _005457013 692 13 modem modem NOUN _005457013 692 14 tertiaries tertiary NOUN _005457013 692 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 693 1 — — PUNCT _005457013 693 2 64 64 NUM _005457013 693 3 pp pp PROPN _005457013 693 4 . . PROPN _005457013 693 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 693 6 20^ 20^ NUM _005457013 693 7 may may AUX _005457013 693 8 the the DET _005457013 693 9 lord lord PROPN _005457013 693 10 give give VERB _005457013 693 11 you you PRON _005457013 693 12 peace peace NOUN _005457013 693 13 heart heart NOUN _005457013 693 14 - - PUNCT _005457013 693 15 to to ADP _005457013 693 16 - - PUNCT _005457013 693 17 heart heart NOUN _005457013 693 18 chats chat NOUN _005457013 693 19 designed design VERB _005457013 693 20 to to PART _005457013 693 21 help help VERB _005457013 693 22 achieve achieve VERB _005457013 693 23 peace peace NOUN _005457013 693 24 of of ADP _005457013 693 25 heart heart NOUN _005457013 693 26 and and CCONJ _005457013 693 27 peace peace NOUN _005457013 693 28 of of ADP _005457013 693 29 mind mind NOUN _005457013 693 30 in in ADP _005457013 693 31 an an DET _005457013 693 32 age age NOUN _005457013 693 33 of of ADP _005457013 693 34 speed speed NOUN _005457013 693 35 , , PUNCT _005457013 693 36 tension tension NOUN _005457013 693 37 and and CCONJ _005457013 693 38 confusion confusion NOUN _005457013 693 39 . . PUNCT _005457013 694 1 the the DET _005457013 694 2 lessons lesson NOUN _005457013 694 3 are be AUX _005457013 694 4 drawn draw VERB _005457013 694 5 from from ADP _005457013 694 6 the the DET _005457013 694 7 life life NOUN _005457013 694 8 of of ADP _005457013 694 9 the the DET _005457013 694 10 poverello poverello NOUN _005457013 694 11 of of ADP _005457013 694 12 assisi assisi PROPN _005457013 694 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 695 1 — — PUNCT _005457013 695 2 64 64 NUM _005457013 695 3 pp pp NOUN _005457013 695 4 . . PROPN _005457013 695 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 695 6 20^. 20^. NUM _005457013 695 7 woman woman NOUN _005457013 695 8 of of ADP _005457013 695 9 one one NUM _005457013 695 10 idea idea NOUN _005457013 695 11 the the DET _005457013 695 12 tremendously tremendously ADV _005457013 695 13 captivating captivate VERB _005457013 695 14 story story NOUN _005457013 695 15 of of ADP _005457013 695 16 a a DET _005457013 695 17 young young ADJ _005457013 695 18 maid maid NOUN _005457013 695 19 who who PRON _005457013 695 20 remained remain VERB _005457013 695 21 true true ADJ _005457013 695 22 to to ADP _005457013 695 23 her her PRON _005457013 695 24 youthful youthful ADJ _005457013 695 25 ideals ideal NOUN _005457013 695 26 even even ADV _005457013 695 27 after after SCONJ _005457013 695 28 age age NOUN _005457013 695 29 brought bring VERB _005457013 695 30 numerous numerous ADJ _005457013 695 31 difficulties difficulty NOUN _005457013 695 32 . . PUNCT _005457013 696 1 the the DET _005457013 696 2 story story NOUN _005457013 696 3 of of ADP _005457013 696 4 st st PROPN _005457013 696 5 . . PROPN _005457013 696 6 clare clare PROPN _005457013 696 7 of of ADP _005457013 696 8 assisi assisi NOUN _005457013 696 9 told tell VERB _005457013 696 10 in in ADP _005457013 696 11 the the DET _005457013 696 12 successful successful ADJ _005457013 696 13 florence florence NOUN _005457013 696 14 wedge wedge NOUN _005457013 696 15 style style NOUN _005457013 696 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 697 1 — — PUNCT _005457013 697 2 64 64 NUM _005457013 697 3 pp pp PROPN _005457013 697 4 . . PROPN _005457013 697 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 697 6 20^ 20^ NUM _005457013 697 7 a a DET _005457013 697 8 valiant valiant ADJ _005457013 697 9 woman woman NOUN _005457013 697 10 she she PRON _005457013 697 11 was be AUX _005457013 697 12 the the DET _005457013 697 13 child child NOUN _005457013 697 14 pride pride NOUN _005457013 697 15 of of ADP _005457013 697 16 picardy picardy ADV _005457013 697 17 , , PUNCT _005457013 697 18 but but CCONJ _005457013 697 19 her her PRON _005457013 697 20 life life NOUN _005457013 697 21 was be AUX _005457013 697 22 no no DET _005457013 697 23 bed bed NOUN _005457013 697 24 of of ADP _005457013 697 25 roses rose NOUN _005457013 697 26 . . PUNCT _005457013 698 1 at at ADP _005457013 698 2 the the DET _005457013 698 3 age age NOUN _005457013 698 4 of of ADP _005457013 698 5 sixteen sixteen NUM _005457013 698 6 she she PRON _005457013 698 7 was be AUX _005457013 698 8 not not PART _005457013 698 9 only only ADV _005457013 698 10 taller tall ADJ _005457013 698 11 than than ADP _005457013 698 12 average average ADJ _005457013 698 13 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 698 14 she she PRON _005457013 698 15 was be AUX _005457013 698 16 also also ADV _005457013 698 17 a a DET _005457013 698 18 good good ADJ _005457013 698 19 bit bit NOUN _005457013 698 20 holier holy ADJ _005457013 698 21 . . PUNCT _005457013 699 1 read read VERB _005457013 699 2 about about ADP _005457013 699 3 it it PRON _005457013 699 4 in in ADP _005457013 699 5 this this DET _005457013 699 6 biography biography NOUN _005457013 699 7 of of ADP _005457013 699 8 st st PROPN _005457013 699 9 . . PROPN _005457013 699 10 colette colette NOUN _005457013 699 11 by by ADP _005457013 699 12 florence florence NOUN _005457013 699 13 wedge wedge NOUN _005457013 699 14 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 700 1 — — PUNCT _005457013 700 2 64 64 NUM _005457013 700 3 pp pp PROPN _005457013 700 4 . . PROPN _005457013 700 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 700 6 20^ 20^ NUM _005457013 700 7 pamphlets pamphlet NOUN _005457013 700 8 for for ADP _005457013 700 9 youth youth NOUN _005457013 700 10 by by ADP _005457013 700 11 lynn lynn PROPN _005457013 700 12 alexander alexander PROPN _005457013 700 13 letters letter NOUN _005457013 700 14 to to ADP _005457013 700 15 lynn lynn PROPN _005457013 700 16 : : PUNCT _005457013 700 17 about about ADP _005457013 700 18 dating date VERB _005457013 700 19 lynn lynn PROPN _005457013 700 20 alexander alexander PROPN _005457013 700 21 , , PUNCT _005457013 700 22 popular popular ADJ _005457013 700 23 catholic catholic ADJ _005457013 700 24 columnist columnist NOUN _005457013 700 25 , , PUNCT _005457013 700 26 discusses discuss VERB _005457013 700 27 such such ADJ _005457013 700 28 teen teen NOUN _005457013 700 29 - - PUNCT _005457013 700 30 age age NOUN _005457013 700 31 problems problem NOUN _005457013 700 32 as as ADP _005457013 700 33 : : PUNCT _005457013 700 34 the the DET _005457013 700 35 age age NOUN _005457013 700 36 at at ADP _005457013 700 37 which which PRON _005457013 700 38 to to PART _005457013 700 39 start start VERB _005457013 700 40 dating date VERB _005457013 700 41 , , PUNCT _005457013 700 42 how how SCONJ _005457013 700 43 to to PART _005457013 700 44 convince convince VERB _005457013 700 45 parents parent NOUN _005457013 700 46 about about ADP _005457013 700 47 dating date VERB _005457013 700 48 , , PUNCT _005457013 700 49 shyness shyness NOUN _005457013 700 50 at at ADP _005457013 700 51 parties party NOUN _005457013 700 52 and and CCONJ _005457013 700 53 dances dance NOUN _005457013 700 54 , , PUNCT _005457013 700 55 meeting meet VERB _005457013 700 56 the the DET _005457013 700 57 right right ADJ _005457013 700 58 boy boy NOUN _005457013 700 59 or or CCONJ _005457013 700 60 girl girl NOUN _005457013 700 61 , , PUNCT _005457013 700 62 dating date VERB _005457013 700 63 non non ADJ _005457013 700 64 - - NOUN _005457013 700 65 catholics catholic NOUN _005457013 700 66 , , PUNCT _005457013 700 67 after after ADP _005457013 700 68 the the DET _005457013 700 69 date date NOUN _005457013 700 70 , , PUNCT _005457013 700 71 kissing kiss VERB _005457013 700 72 , , PUNCT _005457013 700 73 how how SCONJ _005457013 700 74 to to PART _005457013 700 75 handle handle VERB _005457013 700 76 the the DET _005457013 700 77 “ " PUNCT _005457013 700 78 fresh fresh ADJ _005457013 700 79 guys guy NOUN _005457013 700 80 , , PUNCT _005457013 700 81 ” " PUNCT _005457013 700 82 the the DET _005457013 700 83 problem problem NOUN _005457013 700 84 of of ADP _005457013 700 85 “ " PUNCT _005457013 700 86 going go VERB _005457013 700 87 steady steady ADJ _005457013 700 88 , , PUNCT _005457013 700 89 ” " PUNCT _005457013 700 90 and and CCONJ _005457013 700 91 other other ADJ _005457013 700 92 teen teen NOUN _005457013 700 93 problems problem NOUN _005457013 700 94 . . PUNCT _005457013 701 1 — — PUNCT _005457013 701 2 64 64 NUM _005457013 701 3 pp pp NOUN _005457013 701 4 . . PROPN _005457013 701 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 701 6 20^. 20^. NUM _005457013 701 7 letters letter NOUN _005457013 701 8 to to ADP _005457013 701 9 lynn lynn PROPN _005457013 701 10 : : PUNCT _005457013 701 11 more more ADV _005457013 701 12 about about ADP _005457013 701 13 dating date VERB _005457013 701 14 the the DET _005457013 701 15 author author NOUN _005457013 701 16 turns turn VERB _005457013 701 17 to to ADP _005457013 701 18 such such ADJ _005457013 701 19 other other ADJ _005457013 701 20 problems problem NOUN _005457013 701 21 connected connect VERB _005457013 701 22 with with ADP _005457013 701 23 dating date VERB _005457013 701 24 as as ADP _005457013 701 25 : : PUNCT _005457013 701 26 the the DET _005457013 701 27 value value NOUN _005457013 701 28 of of ADP _005457013 701 29 a a DET _005457013 701 30 reputation reputation NOUN _005457013 701 31 , , PUNCT _005457013 701 32 morals moral NOUN _005457013 701 33 versus versus ADP _005457013 701 34 popularity popularity NOUN _005457013 701 35 , , PUNCT _005457013 701 36 expensive expensive ADJ _005457013 701 37 and and CCONJ _005457013 701 38 inexpensive inexpensive ADJ _005457013 701 39 dates date NOUN _005457013 701 40 , , PUNCT _005457013 701 41 dressing dress VERB _005457013 701 42 for for ADP _005457013 701 43 a a DET _005457013 701 44 date date NOUN _005457013 701 45 , , PUNCT _005457013 701 46 dating date VERB _005457013 701 47 on on ADP _005457013 701 48 school school NOUN _005457013 701 49 nights night NOUN _005457013 701 50 , , PUNCT _005457013 701 51 kissing kiss VERB _005457013 701 52 parties party NOUN _005457013 701 53 , , PUNCT _005457013 701 54 pick pick VERB _005457013 701 55 ups up NOUN _005457013 701 56 and and CCONJ _005457013 701 57 let let VERB _005457013 701 58 downs down NOUN _005457013 701 59 , , PUNCT _005457013 701 60 why why SCONJ _005457013 701 61 be be AUX _005457013 701 62 self self NOUN _005457013 701 63 - - PUNCT _005457013 701 64 conscious conscious ADJ _005457013 701 65 , , PUNCT _005457013 701 66 who who PRON _005457013 701 67 wo will AUX _005457013 701 68 n’t not PART _005457013 701 69 be be AUX _005457013 701 70 asked ask VERB _005457013 701 71 a a DET _005457013 701 72 second second ADJ _005457013 701 73 time time NOUN _005457013 701 74 , , PUNCT _005457013 701 75 and and CCONJ _005457013 701 76 others other NOUN _005457013 701 77 . . PUNCT _005457013 702 1 — — PUNCT _005457013 702 2 64 64 NUM _005457013 702 3 pp pp NOUN _005457013 702 4 . . PROPN _005457013 702 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 702 6 20^. 20^. NUM _005457013 702 7 letters letter NOUN _005457013 702 8 to to ADP _005457013 702 9 lynn lynn PROPN _005457013 702 10 : : PUNCT _005457013 702 11 about about ADP _005457013 702 12 popularity popularity NOUN _005457013 702 13 ever ever ADV _005457013 702 14 wonder wonder VERB _005457013 702 15 why why SCONJ _005457013 702 16 some some DET _005457013 702 17 teens teen NOUN _005457013 702 18 appear appear VERB _005457013 702 19 sprinkled sprinkle VERB _005457013 702 20 with with ADP _005457013 702 21 stardust stardust NOUN _005457013 702 22 and and CCONJ _005457013 702 23 others other NOUN _005457013 702 24 are be AUX _005457013 702 25 dim dim VERB _005457013 702 26 by by ADP _005457013 702 27 comparison comparison NOUN _005457013 702 28 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 703 1 lynn lynn PROPN _005457013 703 2 alexander alexander PROPN _005457013 703 3 gives give VERB _005457013 703 4 you you PRON _005457013 703 5 the the DET _005457013 703 6 answer answer NOUN _005457013 703 7 to to ADP _005457013 703 8 this this PRON _005457013 703 9 and and CCONJ _005457013 703 10 many many ADJ _005457013 703 11 other other ADJ _005457013 703 12 questions question NOUN _005457013 703 13 most most ADV _005457013 703 14 frequently frequently ADV _005457013 703 15 asked ask VERB _005457013 703 16 by by ADP _005457013 703 17 teen teen NOUN _005457013 703 18 - - PUNCT _005457013 703 19 agers ager NOUN _005457013 703 20 concerning concern VERB _005457013 703 21 popularity popularity NOUN _005457013 703 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 704 1 this this DET _005457013 704 2 pamphlet pamphlet NOUN _005457013 704 3 should should AUX _005457013 704 4 be be AUX _005457013 704 5 read read VERB _005457013 704 6 not not PART _005457013 704 7 only only ADV _005457013 704 8 by by ADP _005457013 704 9 teen teen NOUN _005457013 704 10 - - PUNCT _005457013 704 11 agers ager NOUN _005457013 704 12 but but CCONJ _005457013 704 13 also also ADV _005457013 704 14 by by ADP _005457013 704 15 all all PRON _005457013 704 16 who who PRON _005457013 704 17 work work VERB _005457013 704 18 among among ADP _005457013 704 19 teens teen NOUN _005457013 704 20 . . PUNCT _005457013 705 1 — — PUNCT _005457013 705 2 64 64 NUM _005457013 705 3 pp pp NOUN _005457013 705 4 . . PROPN _005457013 705 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 705 6 20^. 20^. NUM _005457013 705 7 other other ADJ _005457013 705 8 interesting interesting ADJ _005457013 705 9 pamphlets pamphlet NOUN _005457013 705 10 common common ADJ _005457013 705 11 sense sense NOUN _005457013 705 12 in in ADP _005457013 705 13 courtship courtship NOUN _005457013 705 14 by by ADP _005457013 705 15 john john PROPN _005457013 705 16 pat pat PROPN _005457013 705 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 706 1 giuese giuese PROPN _005457013 706 2 chuck chuck PROPN _005457013 706 3 full full ADJ _005457013 706 4 of of ADP _005457013 706 5 down down ADP _005457013 706 6 - - PUNCT _005457013 706 7 to to ADP _005457013 706 8 - - PUNCT _005457013 706 9 earth earth NOUN _005457013 706 10 thoughts thought NOUN _005457013 706 11 on on ADP _005457013 706 12 a a DET _005457013 706 13 very very ADV _005457013 706 14 important important ADJ _005457013 706 15 subject subject NOUN _005457013 706 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 707 1 — — PUNCT _005457013 707 2 64 64 NUM _005457013 707 3 pp pp NOUN _005457013 707 4 . . PROPN _005457013 707 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 707 6 20^. 20^. NUM _005457013 707 7 marriage marriage NOUN _005457013 707 8 and and CCONJ _005457013 707 9 family family NOUN _005457013 707 10 life life NOUN _005457013 707 11 by by ADP _005457013 707 12 john john PROPN _005457013 707 13 pat pat PROPN _005457013 707 14 . . PUNCT _005457013 708 1 giuese giuese PROPN _005457013 708 2 after after ADP _005457013 708 3 courtship courtship NOUN _005457013 708 4 comes come VERB _005457013 708 5 marriage marriage NOUN _005457013 708 6 and and CCONJ _005457013 708 7 family family NOUN _005457013 708 8 life life NOUN _005457013 708 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 709 1 this this DET _005457013 709 2 companion companion NOUN _005457013 709 3 pamphlet pamphlet NOUN _005457013 709 4 to to ADP _005457013 709 5 common common ADJ _005457013 709 6 sense sense NOUN _005457013 709 7 in in ADP _005457013 709 8 courtship courtship NOUN _005457013 709 9 is be AUX _005457013 709 10 a a DET _005457013 709 11 natural natural ADJ _005457013 709 12 sequel sequel NOUN _005457013 709 13 by by ADP _005457013 709 14 the the DET _005457013 709 15 same same ADJ _005457013 709 16 author author NOUN _005457013 709 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 710 1 — — PUNCT _005457013 710 2 64 64 NUM _005457013 710 3 pp pp NOUN _005457013 710 4 . . PROPN _005457013 710 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 710 6 20^. 20^. NUM _005457013 710 7 love love NOUN _005457013 710 8 for for ADP _005457013 710 9 the the DET _005457013 710 10 asking asking NOUN _005457013 710 11 by by ADP _005457013 710 12 fr fr PROPN _005457013 710 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 711 1 nathaniel nathaniel PROPN _005457013 711 2 machesky machesky PROPN _005457013 711 3 heart heart NOUN _005457013 711 4 - - PUNCT _005457013 711 5 to to ADP _005457013 711 6 - - PUNCT _005457013 711 7 heart heart NOUN _005457013 711 8 talks talk NOUN _005457013 711 9 for for ADP _005457013 711 10 everyone everyone PRON _005457013 711 11 about about ADP _005457013 711 12 the the DET _005457013 711 13 things thing NOUN _005457013 711 14 that that PRON _005457013 711 15 really really ADV _005457013 711 16 matter matter ADV _005457013 711 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 712 1 — — PUNCT _005457013 712 2 144 144 NUM _005457013 712 3 pp pp PROPN _005457013 712 4 . . PROPN _005457013 712 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 712 6 30^. 30^. NUM _005457013 712 7 arguments argument NOUN _005457013 712 8 with with ADP _005457013 712 9 a a DET _005457013 712 10 non non ADJ _005457013 712 11 - - ADJ _005457013 712 12 catholic catholic ADJ _005457013 712 13 by by ADP _005457013 712 14 j. j. PROPN _005457013 712 15 p. p. PROPN _005457013 712 16 giuese giuese PROPN _005457013 712 17 the the DET _005457013 712 18 author author NOUN _005457013 712 19 runs run VERB _005457013 712 20 head head NOUN _005457013 712 21 - - PUNCT _005457013 712 22 on on NOUN _005457013 712 23 into into ADP _005457013 712 24 an an DET _005457013 712 25 atheist atheist NOUN _005457013 712 26 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 713 1 what what PRON _005457013 713 2 happens happen VERB _005457013 713 3 when when SCONJ _005457013 713 4 the the DET _005457013 713 5 two two NUM _005457013 713 6 tangle tangle NOUN _005457013 713 7 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 714 1 that that PRON _005457013 714 2 ’s ’ VERB _005457013 714 3 what what PRON _005457013 714 4 this this DET _005457013 714 5 pamphlet pamphlet NOUN _005457013 714 6 is be AUX _005457013 714 7 about about ADP _005457013 714 8 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 714 9 — — PUNCT _005457013 714 10 48 48 NUM _005457013 714 11 pp pp PROPN _005457013 714 12 . . PROPN _005457013 714 13 , , PUNCT _005457013 714 14 15^. 15^. NUM _005457013 714 15 fortune fortune NOUN _005457013 714 16 - - PUNCT _005457013 714 17 telling telling NOUN _005457013 714 18 , , PUNCT _005457013 714 19 incorporated incorporate VERB _005457013 714 20 by by ADP _005457013 714 21 j. j. PROPN _005457013 714 22 p. p. PROPN _005457013 714 23 giuese giuese PROPN _005457013 714 24 more more ADV _005457013 714 25 impressive impressive ADJ _005457013 714 26 than than ADP _005457013 714 27 a a DET _005457013 714 28 dream dream NOUN _005457013 714 29 book book NOUN _005457013 714 30 of of ADP _005457013 714 31 the the DET _005457013 714 32 ancient ancient ADJ _005457013 714 33 egjrptians egjrptians PROPN _005457013 714 34 . . PUNCT _005457013 715 1 learn learn VERB _005457013 715 2 about about ADP _005457013 715 3 this this DET _005457013 715 4 racket racket NOUN _005457013 715 5 from from ADP _005457013 715 6 one one NUM _005457013 715 7 who who PRON _005457013 715 8 knows know VERB _005457013 715 9 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 716 1 — — PUNCT _005457013 716 2 48 48 NUM _005457013 716 3 pp pp PROPN _005457013 716 4 . . PROPN _005457013 716 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 716 6 15^. 15^. NUM _005457013 716 7 crisis crisis NOUN _005457013 716 8 in in ADP _005457013 716 9 our our PRON _005457013 716 10 schools school NOUN _005457013 716 11 by by ADP _005457013 716 12 anne anne PROPN _005457013 716 13 tansey tansey PROPN _005457013 716 14 the the DET _005457013 716 15 facts fact NOUN _005457013 716 16 about about ADP _005457013 716 17 our our PRON _005457013 716 18 overcrowded overcrowded ADJ _005457013 716 19 schools school NOUN _005457013 716 20 and and CCONJ _005457013 716 21 what what PRON _005457013 716 22 can can AUX _005457013 716 23 be be AUX _005457013 716 24 done do VERB _005457013 716 25 to to PART _005457013 716 26 solve solve VERB _005457013 716 27 the the DET _005457013 716 28 crisis crisis NOUN _005457013 716 29 in in ADP _005457013 716 30 our our PRON _005457013 716 31 catholic catholic ADJ _005457013 716 32 schools school NOUN _005457013 716 33 . . PUNCT _005457013 717 1 it it PRON _005457013 717 2 is be AUX _005457013 717 3 a a DET _005457013 717 4 problem problem NOUN _005457013 717 5 that that PRON _005457013 717 6 affects affect VERB _005457013 717 7 every every DET _005457013 717 8 catholic catholic NOUN _005457013 717 9 . . PUNCT _005457013 718 1 every every DET _005457013 718 2 catholic catholic NOUN _005457013 718 3 should should AUX _005457013 718 4 read read VERB _005457013 718 5 this this DET _005457013 718 6 pamphlet pamphlet NOUN _005457013 718 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 719 1 — — PUNCT _005457013 719 2 64 64 NUM _005457013 719 3 pp pp NOUN _005457013 719 4 . . PROPN _005457013 719 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 719 6 15^. 15^. NUM _005457013 719 7 order order NOUN _005457013 719 8 from from ADP _005457013 719 9 : : PUNCT _005457013 719 10 franciscan franciscan ADJ _005457013 719 11 printery printery NOUN _005457013 719 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 719 13 pulaski pulaski PROPN _005457013 719 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 719 15 wis wis PROPN _005457013 719 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 720 1 nm nm PROPN _005457013 720 2 prhvdboii prhvdboii PROPN _005457013 720 3 here here ADV _005457013 720 4 is be AUX _005457013 720 5 the the DET _005457013 720 6 prayerbook prayerbook NOUN _005457013 720 7 you you PRON _005457013 720 8 have have AUX _005457013 720 9 asked ask VERB _005457013 720 10 about about ADP _005457013 720 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 721 1 yes yes INTJ _005457013 721 2 , , PUNCT _005457013 721 3 this this DET _005457013 721 4 prayerbook prayerbook NOUN _005457013 721 5 was be AUX _005457013 721 6 suggested suggest VERB _005457013 721 7 by by ADP _005457013 721 8 the the DET _005457013 721 9 many many ADJ _005457013 721 10 letters letter NOUN _005457013 721 11 we we PRON _005457013 721 12 constantly constantly ADV _005457013 721 13 received receive VERB _005457013 721 14 , , PUNCT _005457013 721 15 asking ask VERB _005457013 721 16 about about ADP _005457013 721 17 a a DET _005457013 721 18 thin thin ADJ _005457013 721 19 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 721 20 slim slim ADJ _005457013 721 21 but but CCONJ _005457013 721 22 not not PART _005457013 721 23 tiny tiny ADJ _005457013 721 24 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 721 25 prayerbook prayerbook NOUN _005457013 721 26 which which PRON _005457013 721 27 could could AUX _005457013 721 28 be be AUX _005457013 721 29 carried carry VERB _005457013 721 30 conveniently conveniently ADV _005457013 721 31 in in ADP _005457013 721 32 the the DET _005457013 721 33 breast breast NOUN _005457013 721 34 - - PUNCT _005457013 721 35 pocket pocket NOUN _005457013 721 36 of of ADP _005457013 721 37 a a DET _005457013 721 38 coat coat NOUN _005457013 721 39 or or CCONJ _005457013 721 40 in in ADP _005457013 721 41 a a DET _005457013 721 42 well well ADV _005457013 721 43 - - PUNCT _005457013 721 44 filled fill VERB _005457013 721 45 purse purse NOUN _005457013 721 46 . . PUNCT _005457013 722 1 my my PRON _005457013 722 2 pocket pocket NOUN _005457013 722 3 peayerbook peayerbook NOUN _005457013 722 4 is be AUX _005457013 722 5 our our PRON _005457013 722 6 answer answer NOUN _005457013 722 7 to to ADP _005457013 722 8 all all DET _005457013 722 9 such such ADJ _005457013 722 10 letters letter NOUN _005457013 722 11 . . PUNCT _005457013 723 1 it it PRON _005457013 723 2 is be AUX _005457013 723 3 interspersed intersperse VERB _005457013 723 4 generously generously ADV _005457013 723 5 with with ADP _005457013 723 6 indulgenced indulgenced ADJ _005457013 723 7 aspirations aspiration NOUN _005457013 723 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 724 1 so so ADV _005457013 724 2 much much ADJ _005457013 724 3 for for ADP _005457013 724 4 its its PRON _005457013 724 5 contents content NOUN _005457013 724 6 . . PUNCT _005457013 725 1 is be AUX _005457013 725 2 it it PRON _005457013 725 3 easy easy ADJ _005457013 725 4 to to PART _005457013 725 5 carry carry VERB _005457013 725 6 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 726 1 its its PRON _005457013 726 2 sixty sixty NUM _005457013 726 3 - - PUNCT _005457013 726 4 four four NUM _005457013 726 5 pages page NOUN _005457013 726 6 make make VERB _005457013 726 7 it it PRON _005457013 726 8 very very ADV _005457013 726 9 slim slim ADJ _005457013 726 10 and and CCONJ _005457013 726 11 trim trim VERB _005457013 726 12 looking looking NOUN _005457013 726 13 . . PUNCT _005457013 727 1 its its PRON _005457013 727 2 weight weight NOUN _005457013 727 3 ? ? PUNCT _005457013 728 1 only only ADV _005457013 728 2 ly^ ly^ NUM _005457013 728 3 ounces ounce NOUN _005457013 728 4 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 729 1 you you PRON _005457013 729 2 do do AUX _005457013 729 3 n’t not PART _005457013 729 4 know know VERB _005457013 729 5 that that SCONJ _005457013 729 6 you you PRON _005457013 729 7 have have VERB _005457013 729 8 it it PRON _005457013 729 9 in in ADP _005457013 729 10 your your PRON _005457013 729 11 pocket pocket NOUN _005457013 729 12 . . PUNCT _005457013 730 1 you you PRON _005457013 730 2 need need AUX _005457013 730 3 not not PART _005457013 730 4 ever ever ADV _005457013 730 5 again again ADV _005457013 730 6 be be AUX _005457013 730 7 without without ADP _005457013 730 8 a a DET _005457013 730 9 prayerbook prayerbook NOUN _005457013 730 10 when when SCONJ _005457013 730 11 even even ADV _005457013 730 12 unexpectedly unexpectedly ADV _005457013 730 13 you you PRON _005457013 730 14 enter enter VERB _005457013 730 15 a a DET _005457013 730 16 church church NOUN _005457013 730 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 731 1 although although SCONJ _005457013 731 2 designed design VERB _005457013 731 3 primarily primarily ADV _005457013 731 4 for for ADP _005457013 731 5 men man NOUN _005457013 731 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 731 7 many many ADJ _005457013 731 8 of of ADP _005457013 731 9 the the DET _005457013 731 10 fair fair ADJ _005457013 731 11 sex sex NOUN _005457013 731 12 have have AUX _005457013 731 13 also also ADV _005457013 731 14 ordered order VERB _005457013 731 15 my my PRON _005457013 731 16 pocket pocket NOUN _005457013 731 17 prayerbook prayerbook NOUN _005457013 731 18 because because SCONJ _005457013 731 19 “ " PUNCT _005457013 731 20 it it PRON _005457013 731 21 fits fit VERB _005457013 731 22 so so ADV _005457013 731 23 nicely nicely ADV _005457013 731 24 into into ADP _005457013 731 25 the the DET _005457013 731 26 purse purse NOUN _005457013 731 27 . . PUNCT _005457013 731 28 ” " PUNCT _005457013 732 1 and and CCONJ _005457013 732 2 speaking speak VERB _005457013 732 3 of of ADP _005457013 732 4 purses purse NOUN _005457013 732 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 732 6 it it PRON _005457013 732 7 is be AUX _005457013 732 8 easy easy ADJ _005457013 732 9 on on ADP _005457013 732 10 the the DET _005457013 732 11 pocket pocket NOUN _005457013 732 12 in in ADP _005457013 732 13 another another DET _005457013 732 14 way way NOUN _005457013 732 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 733 1 durably durably ADV _005457013 733 2 bound bind VERB _005457013 733 3 in in ADP _005457013 733 4 black black ADJ _005457013 733 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 733 6 gold gold NOUN _005457013 733 7 edges edge NOUN _005457013 733 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 733 9 only only ADV _005457013 733 10 $ $ SYM _005457013 733 11 1.00 1.00 NUM _005457013 733 12 , , PUNCT _005457013 733 13 order order NOUN _005457013 733 14 from from ADP _005457013 733 15 ; ; PUNCT _005457013 733 16 franciscan franciscan ADJ _005457013 733 17 printery printery NOUN _005457013 733 18 , , PUNCT _005457013 733 19 pulaski pulaski PROPN _005457013 733 20 , , PUNCT _005457013 733 21 wis wis PROPN _005457013 733 22 . . PUNCT _005457013 734 1 faints faint NOUN _005457013 734 2 without without ADP _005457013 734 3 wtinkles wtinkle NOUN _005457013 734 4 by by ADP _005457013 734 5 florence florence NOUN _005457013 734 6 wedge wedge NOUN _005457013 734 7 primarily primarily ADV _005457013 734 8 this this PRON _005457013 734 9 is be AUX _005457013 734 10 a a DET _005457013 734 11 book book NOUN _005457013 734 12 for for ADP _005457013 734 13 teen teen NOUN _005457013 734 14 - - PUNCT _005457013 734 15 ageres agere NOUN _005457013 734 16 . . PUNCT _005457013 735 1 it it PRON _005457013 735 2 was be AUX _005457013 735 3 written write VERB _005457013 735 4 for for ADP _005457013 735 5 them they PRON _005457013 735 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 735 7 dedicated dedicate VERB _005457013 735 8 to to ADP _005457013 735 9 them they PRON _005457013 735 10 , , PUNCT _005457013 735 11 and and CCONJ _005457013 735 12 made make VERB _005457013 735 13 possible possible ADJ _005457013 735 14 because because SCONJ _005457013 735 15 of of ADP _005457013 735 16 them they PRON _005457013 735 17 . . PUNCT _005457013 736 1 in in ADP _005457013 736 2 173 173 NUM _005457013 736 3 pages page NOUN _005457013 736 4 the the DET _005457013 736 5 author author NOUN _005457013 736 6 goes go VERB _005457013 736 7 through through ADP _005457013 736 8 the the DET _005457013 736 9 lives life NOUN _005457013 736 10 of of ADP _005457013 736 11 a a DET _005457013 736 12 baker baker PROPN _005457013 736 13 ’s ’s PART _005457013 736 14 dozen dozen NOUN _005457013 736 15 of of ADP _005457013 736 16 teen teen NOUN _005457013 736 17 - - PUNCT _005457013 736 18 agers ager NOUN _005457013 736 19 who who PRON _005457013 736 20 did do AUX _005457013 736 21 not not PART _005457013 736 22 miss miss VERB _005457013 736 23 the the DET _005457013 736 24 opportunity opportunity NOUN _005457013 736 25 to to PART _005457013 736 26 reach reach VERB _005457013 736 27 for for ADP _005457013 736 28 a a DET _005457013 736 29 halo halo NOUN _005457013 736 30 of of ADP _005457013 736 31 holiness holiness NOUN _005457013 736 32 . . PUNCT _005457013 737 1 the the DET _005457013 737 2 thirteen thirteen NUM _005457013 737 3 saints saint NOUN _005457013 737 4 — — PUNCT _005457013 737 5 saints saint NOUN _005457013 737 6 without without ADP _005457013 737 7 wrinkles wrinkle NOUN _005457013 737 8 ( ( PUNCT _005457013 737 9 except except SCONJ _005457013 737 10 those those PRON _005457013 737 11 they they PRON _005457013 737 12 got get VERB _005457013 737 13 while while SCONJ _005457013 737 14 smiling smile VERB _005457013 737 15 ) ) PUNCT _005457013 737 16 — — PUNCT _005457013 737 17 include include VERB _005457013 737 18 mary mary PROPN _005457013 737 19 goretti goretti PROPN _005457013 737 20 , , PUNCT _005457013 737 21 agnes agnes PROPN _005457013 737 22 , , PUNCT _005457013 737 23 stanislas stanislas PROPN _005457013 737 24 kostka kostka PROPN _005457013 737 25 , , PUNCT _005457013 737 26 aloysius aloysius NOUN _005457013 737 27 gonzaga gonzaga PROPN _005457013 737 28 , , PUNCT _005457013 737 29 john john PROPN _005457013 737 30 berchmans berchmans PROPN _005457013 737 31 , , PUNCT _005457013 737 32 joan joan PROPN _005457013 737 33 of of ADP _005457013 737 34 arc arc PROPN _005457013 737 35 , , PUNCT _005457013 737 36 george george PROPN _005457013 737 37 , , PUNCT _005457013 737 38 therese therese NOUN _005457013 737 39 of of ADP _005457013 737 40 the the DET _005457013 737 41 child child NOUN _005457013 737 42 jesus jesus PROPN _005457013 737 43 , , PUNCT _005457013 737 44 dominic dominic ADJ _005457013 737 45 savio savio PROPN _005457013 737 46 , , PUNCT _005457013 737 47 elizabeth elizabeth PROPN _005457013 737 48 of of ADP _005457013 737 49 hungary hungary PROPN _005457013 737 50 , , PUNCT _005457013 737 51 casimir casimir NOUN _005457013 737 52 , , PUNCT _005457013 737 53 germaine germaine NOUN _005457013 737 54 cousin cousin NOUN _005457013 737 55 , , PUNCT _005457013 737 56 and and CCONJ _005457013 737 57 gabriel gabriel NOUN _005457013 737 58 of of ADP _005457013 737 59 our our PRON _005457013 737 60 lady lady NOUN _005457013 737 61 of of ADP _005457013 737 62 sorrows sorrow NOUN _005457013 737 63 . . PUNCT _005457013 738 1 they they PRON _005457013 738 2 came come VERB _005457013 738 3 from from ADP _005457013 738 4 different different ADJ _005457013 738 5 backgrounds background NOUN _005457013 738 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 738 7 lived live VERB _005457013 738 8 in in ADP _005457013 738 9 different different ADJ _005457013 738 10 environments environment NOUN _005457013 738 11 , , PUNCT _005457013 738 12 in in ADP _005457013 738 13 different different ADJ _005457013 738 14 ages age NOUN _005457013 738 15 — — PUNCT _005457013 738 16 but but CCONJ _005457013 738 17 they they PRON _005457013 738 18 all all PRON _005457013 738 19 had have VERB _005457013 738 20 one one NUM _005457013 738 21 thing thing NOUN _005457013 738 22 in in ADP _005457013 738 23 common common ADJ _005457013 738 24 : : PUNCT _005457013 738 25 all all DET _005457013 738 26 these these DET _005457013 738 27 teen teen NOUN _005457013 738 28 - - PUNCT _005457013 738 29 agers ager NOUN _005457013 738 30 did do VERB _005457013 738 31 with with ADP _005457013 738 32 all all PRON _005457013 738 33 their their PRON _005457013 738 34 might might NOUN _005457013 738 35 whatever whatever PRON _005457013 738 36 they they PRON _005457013 738 37 had have VERB _005457013 738 38 to to PART _005457013 738 39 do do VERB _005457013 738 40 . . PUNCT _005457013 739 1 they they PRON _005457013 739 2 all all PRON _005457013 739 3 conquered conquer VERB _005457013 739 4 self self NOUN _005457013 739 5 and and CCONJ _005457013 739 6 gained gain VERB _005457013 739 7 heaven heaven PROPN _005457013 739 8 . . PUNCT _005457013 740 1 florence florence NOUN _005457013 740 2 wedge wedge NOUN _005457013 740 3 has have VERB _005457013 740 4 a a DET _005457013 740 5 gift gift NOUN _005457013 740 6 for for ADP _005457013 740 7 making make VERB _005457013 740 8 the the DET _005457013 740 9 subjects subject NOUN _005457013 740 10 of of ADP _005457013 740 11 her her PRON _005457013 740 12 stories story NOUN _005457013 740 13 ^vome ^vome ADP _005457013 740 14 alive alive ADJ _005457013 740 15 . . PUNCT _005457013 740 16 ” " PUNCT _005457013 741 1 these these DET _005457013 741 2 teen teen ADJ _005457013 741 3 saints saint NOUN _005457013 741 4 in in ADP _005457013 741 5 saints saint NOUN _005457013 741 6 without without ADP _005457013 741 7 wrinkles wrinkle NOUN _005457013 741 8 will will AUX _005457013 741 9 make make VERB _005457013 741 10 a a DET _005457013 741 11 lasting last VERB _005457013 741 12 impression impression NOUN _005457013 741 13 on on ADP _005457013 741 14 you you PRON _005457013 741 15 whether whether SCONJ _005457013 741 16 you you PRON _005457013 741 17 are be AUX _005457013 741 18 a a DET _005457013 741 19 teen teen NOUN _005457013 741 20 - - PUNCT _005457013 741 21 ager ager NOUN _005457013 741 22 without without ADP _005457013 741 23 wrinkles wrinkle NOUN _005457013 741 24 or or CCONJ _005457013 741 25 a a DET _005457013 741 26 wrinkled wrinkle VERB _005457013 741 27 adult adult NOUN _005457013 741 28 . . PUNCT _005457013 742 1 do do AUX _005457013 742 2 n’t not PART _005457013 742 3 miss miss VERB _005457013 742 4 this this DET _005457013 742 5 book book NOUN _005457013 742 6 ! ! PUNCT _005457013 743 1 — — PUNCT _005457013 743 2 173 173 NUM _005457013 743 3 pp pp PROPN _005457013 743 4 . . PROPN _005457013 743 5 , , PUNCT _005457013 743 6 ^2.00 ^2.00 PROPN _005457013 743 7 . . PUNCT _005457013 744 1 order order NOUN _005457013 744 2 from from ADP _005457013 744 3 : : PUNCT _005457013 744 4 franciscan franciscan ADJ _005457013 744 5 printery printery NOUN _005457013 744 6 , , PUNCT _005457013 744 7 pulaski pulaski PROPN _005457013 744 8 , , PUNCT _005457013 744 9 wis wis PROPN _005457013 744 10 . . PUNCT