1zy BrortfER ~_NCE Af:R0760 P.P.G. THE PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD T : *~~~~~*~~~~~* ~ THE ~ ~ ~ ~ PRACTICE ~ ~ OF THE ~ i PRESENCE ~ ~ OF GOD ~ ~ of ~ ~ BROTHER LAWRENCE OF THE ~ ~ RESURRECTION ~ ~ B arefooted Carmelite "" ~ ~ ~ T ranslated by ~ ~ DONALD ATTWATER ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ )f;: ~ ~ TE~LEGATE ~ ~ SPRINGFIELD, ILLINOIS ~ *********** NIHIL OBSTAT : JACOBUS CANONICUS MOYES, S.T.D. CENSOR DEPUTATUS IMPRIMATUR: EDM. CAN. SUR MONT VICARIUS GENERALIS WESTMONASTERII : DIE XXVIII JUNII MCMXXVI First published 1926 This edition 1962 MADE AND PRINTED IN BELGIUM FOR BURNS AND OATES 28, ASHLEY PLACE, LONDON, S.W.I. DeacJdfffed EDITOR'S INTRODUCTION I THE author of those writings and report-ed conversations generally known as The Practice of the Presence of God was born at Herimesnil, in Lorraine, about the year 1611. His family name was Herman, he was christened Nicolas, and he was well brought up by his parents, who were reli- gious folk. At the age of eighteen he be- came a soldier, but was wounded in a raid by the Swedes on the village of Ramber- villiers, and he had to give up that profes- sion. For some time he was a footman, but his naturally religious tendency, encourag- ed by the example of an uncle who was a Carmelite friar, impelled him towards the religious state. Several times he attempted the life of a hermit, but was soon reduced to such a state of spiritual instability and uncertainty that he realized that he must submit him- self to a rule. At last, after a further period of irresolution, he offered himself as a lay- brother to the Discalced Carmelites of Pa- ris; he was accepted, received the name of Lawrence-of-the-Resurrection, and was set to work in the kitchen. IV EDITOR'S INTROD UCTI ON The rest of his life may be found in his works . Abbe de Beaufort, vicar general of Cardinal de Noailles and chronicler of the Conversations, has written of him: "No- body can paint the saints so well as they themselves ... so nothing can bring this servant of God more clearly before you than his own words spoken in the simplicity. of his heart." Br. Lawrence exemplified to a remarkable degree "the simplicity that is in Christ." He was very careful to avoid singularity, and "did not assume that me- lancholy pious air which only puts off ordi- nary people; he was not one of those per- sons who never unbend and who regard good manners as incompatible with holi- ness." De Beaufort tells us that he had a frank, open manner that invited confidence. "When he knew with whom he was deal- ing, he spoke freely simply, to the point, and with good sense. Behind his rough ap- pearance there was unusual wisdom, breadth of view and keenness." The disposition of his heart and inner life are made plain in the following pages. "This disposition brought him to so great an un- concern about everything and to so com- plete a detachment, that it was near to the freedom of the Blessed .... Nothing could EDITOR' S I NTROD UCTION V hold him to earth: his vision was not bound- ed by time: from long contemplation of Him who is eternal, his spirit had become as it were timeless." He died as he had lived, finding in his last and painful illness the long-desired oppor- tunity to suffer for God. He received the last sacraments, surrounded by his Carme- lite brethren and, in his own words, "bless- ing God, praising God, worshipping God and loving Him with all my heart. That is our one business, brethren, to worship Him and love Him, without thought of anything else." He died at nine o'clock in the morning of Monday, February 12, 1691, being about eighty years of age. Br. Lawrence's was a hidden life; his spirit was rapt in God, and his body for thirty years employed in the kitchen of a Carmelite monastery. Nevertheless, he was known to and revered by the whole of Paris. And not only by the crowd of nameless and poor Christians who, in all ages and places, have had such a genius for detecting holi- ness, but also by the learned, the distin- guished and the noble, both clerical and lay. This is clear from his letters, and from his conversations with the vicar-general of the Archbishop of Paris. Moreover, he was VI EDITOR'S INTRODUCTION quoted several times by Fenelon ((Euvres, ii, 320, 321), whose attention had doubtless been drawn to him by the activities of this same M. de Beaufort who "tentait de prou- ver, contre l' evidence, que Ie pur amour du F. Laurent est moins excessif que celui de Fenelon." * II For Br. Lawrence's works we depend on two books: Maximes spirituelles, fort utiles aux ames pieuses pour acquerir la presence de Dieu, recueillies de quelques manuscrits du Frere Laurent de la Resurrection, religieux convers des Carmes dechausses, avec I' abrege de la vie de l' auteur et quelques lettres qu'il a ecrites Ii des personnes de piere (Paris, 1693: Bibliotheque Nationale, cote D 37601); and Abbe de Beaufort's Mmurs et Entretiens du Frere Laurent de la Resurrection, carme de- chausse, avec la Pratique de la Presence de Dieu, tiree de ses lew·es, Ii Chalons, 1693 (Bibliotheque Nationale, cote 28,27, 17.)t * Histoire litteraire du sentiment religieux en France depuis la fin des guerres de religion jusqu'd nos jours. Par Henri Bremond, t. vi, pp . 392-4. t In the Correspondence of Bousset, t. viii, p. 386, inaletter of October 7,1697, there is a reference to the MCIlurs et Entretiens, which had been adopted by Ma- dame Gu yon, and were in bad odour in consequence. EDITOR'S INTRODUCTION VII In England, as in France, Br. Lawrence has endeared himself to many non-Catholic Christians. A selection of his Conversations and Letters was translated in 1724, and since then there have been some twenty different editions of selections, most, if not all, of them published under non-Catholic auspices. The present translation has been made from a reprint of the originals, ex- cluding the BIage du Frere Laurent and de Beaufort's introduction to the Mmurs et Bntretiens, which, though full of interest and containing many sayings of Br. La- wrence, can hardly be classed among his writings. "You will not find a merely speculative devotion set out in these pages or one which can be practised only in the cloister. Every- one must worship and love God, and this duty cannot be properly fufillied unless we are bound to Him by a communion of the heart which constrains us to run to Him at every moment, like little children who can- not stand upright without help from their mother. Such communion is not difficult ; on the contrary, it is easy and necessary for all, and in it consists that ceaseless prayer which St Paul imposes on all Christians. Whoever does not practise it or feel the VIII EDITOR'S INTRODUCTION need of it, or appreciate his own inability to do what is right, he does not know his own self nor what God is nor the continual need we all have of Jesus Christ" eM. de Beaufort). DONALD ATTWATER. CONTENTS EDITOR'S INTRODUCTION CONVERSATIONS THE FIRST CONVERSATION-August 3, PAGE iii 1666 1 THE SECOND CONVERSATION-Septem- ber 28, 1666 4 THE THIRD CONVERSATION-Novem- ber 22, 1666 II THE FOURTH CONVERSATION-Novem- ber 25, 1667 14 LETTERS I. To A NUN 19 II. To A NUN 22 III. To THE SAME 24 IV. To A WOMAN IN THE WORLD 26 V. To A RELIGIOUS 28 VI. To A NUN 33 VII. To A WOMAN IN THE WORLD 34 VIII. To A NUN 36 IX. To THE SAME 38 X. To A WOMAN IN THE WORLD 40 XI. To A NUN 41 XII . . To A NUN 44 XIII. To A NUN 46 XIV. To THE SAME 48 XV. To THE SAME 49 XVI. To THE SAME 51 x CONTENTS SPIRITUAL MAXIMS PAGE ON FAITH 53 NECESSARY PRACTICES FOR ATTAINING THE SPIRITUAL LIFE 54 How WE MUST WORSHIP GOD IN SPIRIT AND IN TRUTH 57 OF THE UNION OF THE SOUL WITH GOD 59 OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD 60 MEANS FOR ATTAINING THE PRESENCE OF GOD 63 THE BENEFITS OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD 64 THE PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD CONVERSATIONS THE FIRST CONVERSATION August 3, 1666 THE first time that I saw Br. Lawrence he told me that Almighty God had grant- ed him an extraordinary grace in his con- version, which had taken place at the age of eighteen, while he was still in the world. He told me- That one winter day he noticed a tree stripped of its leaves and reflected that be- fore long leaves would appear anew, then flowers and then the fruit, and that this consideration gave him so striking an idea of the providence and might of God that it had never since been effaced from his soul; that this idea had abstracted him altogether from the world and kindled in him so great a love for God that he was not able to say if it had at all increased during the forty odd years which had since passed. 2 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD That he had been footman to M. de Fuibert, treasurer of the Exchequer, and that he was a big clumsy fellow who smash- ed everything. That he had gone into a monastery, hop- ing that he would be scarified for his awk- wardness and for the mistakes he would make, and thus offer up his life and his happiness to God; but God had disappoint- ed him, for he had found nothing but con- tentment, which made him often say to Him: "Lord, you have duped me." That we should establish ourselves in the presence of God, talking always with Him; it was an infamous thing to leave His pre- sence to indulge in follies. That we should feed our souls on high thoughts of God, and so find great joy in being with Him. That we ought to quicken our faith. It was lamentable that we had so little and that, instead of making it the rule of life, men gratified themselves with nice little devotions which they changed from day to day. The way of faith was the mind and spirit of the Church, and was able by itself to lead us to a high state of perfection. That we ought to give ourselves entirely to God, whether in temporal or spiritual CONVERSATIONS 3 concerns, and find our happiness in doing His will, whether He lead us by the way of suffering or by the way of delight, for they are all the same to one truly resigned to Him. That we must hold fast to faith when God tries our love by inflicting times of spiritual dryness; it is precisely then that we should make good acts of resignation to His will, for one such often advances us far upon His way. That he was not scandalized by the wretchedness and iniquity of which he was always hearing; on the contrary, when he considered the malice of which a sinner was capable he was surprised the miseries were not greater. He prayed for sinners, but knowing that God could remedy their ills in His own time he did not grieve unduly. That in order to give ourselves to God in the measure that He wishes of us, we must carefully watch over the impulses of our heart, which affect the actions of the soul, as well as the actions of the body; and that God would give help to this end to those who had a real desire to be united to Him. That, if I had this desire, I was at liberty to come to him, Br. Lawrence, whenever I wished, without fear of being a nuisance: but without it I ought not to visit him again. 4 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD THE SECOND CONVERSATION September 28, 1666 Br. Lawrence told me- That he was always ruled by love, with- out any other consideration and without tormenting himself as to whether he would be lost or saved. That he had found his resolution to make the love of God the end of all his actions the only satisfactory one. He was happy when he could pick up a straw from the ground for the love of God, seeking Him alone, nothing else, not even His gifts. That it followed from this attitude of mind that God gave him endless grace; but in accepting the fruit of these graces- namely, the love that arose out of them- he had found it necessary to disregard their savour, since that was not God; for he knew by the Catholic faith that God was im- measurably greater than this and than any- thing else that he had felt. By doing thus there was brought about a wonderful strug- gle between God and the soul: God giving, and the soul denying that that which she received was God. In this contest the soul was made so strong by faith as to be strong- CONVERSA nONS 5 er than God, * since He was never able to give so much that she could not deny that what He had given was Himself. That his ecstasy and rapt were only those of a soul which toyed with such favours (instead of disregarding them entirely) and then went on to God Himself. Beyond a natural wonder, one must not be intoxicated by such things; God alone is the teacher. That God rewarded whatever he had done for Him so quickly and so liberally that he had sometimes wished he could hide his deeds from Him so that, receiving no reward, he would have the privilege of do- ing something entirely for God. That he had been very greatly troubled in mind by a belief that he would certainly be damned; all the men in the world could not have altered his conviction, but he rea- soned about it in this way: "I undertook the religious life for the love of God only, and 1 have tried to live only for Him; whether 1 am lost or saved, 1 want simply to go on living entirely for God; 1 shall have * This passage is not to be taken literally, but as a r hetorical or m ys tical way of expressing the balance of spiritual forces. Needless to say, nothing is stronger than God, and there can be no r eal con- test between faith and any other grace which God inspires.-Tr. 2P.~.G. 6 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD this good at least, that I shall have done all that I could to love Him until death." He had been so troubled for four years and had suffered greatly, but since then he had wor- ried about neither Heaven nor Hell, and his life was completely free and happy. He put his sins between God and himself, to show Him how little he deserved His favours: but God none the less continued them, some- times taking him as it were by the hand, and leading him before the whole court of Heaven, that all might see the wretch He was pleased to honour. That perseverance is required at first in making a habit of converse with God and of referring all we do to Him, but after a little His love moves us to it without any difficulty. That he expected a meed of grief and suffering after the consolations which God had given him, but he had not worried about it, knowing that, since he could do nothing for himself, God would not fail to give him strength to bear whatever should come. That when there was a chance of exer- cising some virtue he always said to God: "Lord, I cannot do that unless you enable me," and that then he was given the strength required, and more. CONVERSA nONS 7 That when he was at fault he simply ad- mitted it and said to God: "I shall never do otherwise if you leave me to myself; it is for you to prevent my falling and to correct what is wrong. " He then felt assured of God's forgiveness, and did not let the fail- ing prey on his mind. That we ought to act very simply towards God, speaking frankly to Him, and asking His help in things as they occurred; in his experience, God never failed to give it. That he had been sent lately into Bur- gundy to buy wine. This was a very hard job for him, as he was no good at business, and, furthermore, was lame in one leg, so that he could only get about the boat by sliding from cask to cask. However, he worried neither about this nor about his purchase; he told God that it was His busi- ness he was on: and he found that every- thing went well. He had been sent into Auvergne the previous year on a like er- rand; he did not know how the business had been done: but done it was, and very well done. It was the same in the kitchen, from which he had by nature a very strong aversion: having accustomed himself to do everything t here for the love of God, always praying 8 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD for the grace to get through his work, he had found it quite easy all the fifteen years he had been engaged there. That he was then in the cobbler's work- shop and enjoyed it, but that he was ready to leave that job too, since he was glad to do any sort of work for the love of God. That with him the time of prayer was not different from any other; he had set times for it, which the Father Prior had appoint- ed, but he neither wanted nor asked for them, for the most absorbing work did not divert him from God. That, since he knew he must love God in all things and endeavoured to do so, he had no need of a director, but a great need of his confessor to absolve him. He was very much aware of his sins, but was not discouraged by them. He confessed them to God and did not ask Him to excuse them, and when he had done so he returned in peace to his ordinary business oflove and worship. That he had not consulted anybody about his difficulties; but knowing by the light of faith that God only was present he directed all his actions towards Him, come what would, and that he was willing gladly to lose all for the love of God, for that love is all-sufficing. CONVERSA TIONS 9 That our thoughts spoil everything, all the trouble begins with them. We must be careful to reject them immediately we see that they are neither necessary to our occu- pation at the moment nor conducive to our salvation, and return to our communion with God, wherein is our only good. That at first his prayer had consisted en- tirely in rejecting distractions and falling into them again. That he had never been able to pray ac- cording to a pattern, as some do. At first he had used vocal prayer for a time, but the practice had left him in a way he could not account for. That he had asked to remain a novice always, as he did not believe that anyone would want to profess him, and it seemed impossible that his novitiate was over. That he was not bold enough to ask God for mortifications, nor did he desire them. But he knew well enough that he deserved them, and that when God sent them He would also send him the grace to sustain them. That all penitential practices and other mortifications were only useful in so far as they promoted union with God through love. He had given much thought to this, 10 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD and was persuaded that the shortest way to come to God was by a continual exercise of love, doing all things for His sake. That we ought to make a careful distinc- tion between acts of the understanding and those of the will, for the first were of little account when compared with the second. Our business is simply to love and be happy in God. That all possible mortifications would not serve to blot out a single sin, unless they were grounded in the love of God. We ought patiently to await the remission of our sins through the precious blood of our Lord, simply trying to love Him with all our hearts. God seemed to choose to be- stow His greatest graces on those who had been the greatest sinners, for they showed forth His loving kindness even more than those who had grown up in innocence. That he gave thought neither to death nor to his sins, neither to Heaven nor to Hell, but only to the doing of small things for the love of God-small things because he was incapable of big ones. He need trouble no further, for whatever came after would be according to God's will. That the greatest sufferings and joys of the world could not be compared with those CONVERSATIONS II which he had experienced in the spiritual life, so that he feared nothing and asked nothing, except that he might not offend God. That he had hardly any scruples, for "Wh~n I see that I am at fault I admit it and say: 'That is just like me; I can do nothing right by myself'; when I do not fail, I acknowledge that it is God's doing and give thanks to Him." THE THIRD CONVERSATION November 22, 1666 Br. Lawrence told me- That the foundation of his spiritual life had been a high idea and conception by faith of God: which, when he had once grasped it, he had at first only to cling to, excluding all other considerations, in order that he might do all his deeds for the love of God. When sometimes a considerable period went by without his thinking about Him, he did not disquiet himself, but acknowledged his wretchedness and return- ed to God with the more confidence for having experienced such sadness when he forgot Him. 12 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD That God is indeed honoured by the trust that we put in Him and fulfils it with graces. That it was impossible, not only that God should deceive, but also that He should per- mit suffering for any length of time to a soul entirely given up to Him and deter- mined to suffer all things for Him. That he had now attained a state wherein he thought only of God. If some other thought or a temptation intruded, he felt it coming, and, such was his experience of God's prompt help, that sometimes he al- lowed it to approach until it was almost upon him, when he turned to God and it disappeared at once. For the same reason, when he had business to do, he did not think of it beforehand; but when it was time to do it God showed him, as in a mir- ror, how it should be done. For some time he had followed this plan of not anticipating difficulties; but before his experience of God's help in such matters he had been troubled when looking forward to them. That he did not reflect upon those things which were over and done, and even scarce- ly adverted to that which he was actually doing, and after a meal he did not know what he had eaten. He did all, in his own CONVERSA nONS 13 simple way, for love of God, thanking Him for directing his actions and making many other "acts"; but all quite simply, in such a manner as to maintain himself in the lov- ing presence of God. That when outside occupation diverted his mind a little from God, some reminder from Him would seize his soul, giving it so strong a sense of God and so kindling it t hat he sometimes cried aloud, singing and dancing like a lunatic. That he was more united with God dur- ing his ordinary activities than in religious exercises, in which he was generally afflict- ed with spiritual dryness. That he expected before long some trou- ble of body or mind, and the worst would be to lose that sense of God which he had had so long; but the goodness of God as- sured him that He would not forsake him utterly, and would give him strength to bear whatever evil He might allow to hap- pen to him; therefore he feared nothing and had no need to consult anybody about his spiritual state. When he had tried to do so,. he had always come away more perplexed than before, and so, as he knew he was pre- pared to die and be lost for the love of God, he had no qualms about it. To abandon 14 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD oneself entirely to God was a sure way and on it was always sufficient light whereby to go forward. That in the beginning of the spiritual life it was necessary to act faithfully, and re- nounce one's own will, but after that there were joys indescribable. In times of diffi- culty we need only turn to Jesus and ask for His grace, with which all things become easy. That many souls get stuck among systems and particular devotions and neglect that love which is their real end. This can be seen at once in their works, and is the reason why we see so little solid virtue. That neither skill nor knowledge is re- quired to enable us to go to God, but just a heart determined to turn to Him only, to beat for Him only, and to love Him only. THE FOURTH CONVERSATION November 25, 1667 Brother Lawrence spoke to me, openly and with deep fervour, about his way of go- ing to God, of which I have already related somewhat. CONVERSATIONS 15 He told me that it consists in one good act of renunciation of all those things which we recognize do not lead to God, so that we may accustom ourselves to a continual communion with Him, a communion de- void both of vagueness and of artifice. We need only to realize that God is close to us and to turn to Him at every moment, to ask for His help to learn His will in doubtful things, and to do gladly those which we clearly perceive He requires of us, offering them to Him before we begin, and giving Him thanks when they have been finished for His honour. That in this uninterrupted communion we are unceasingly occupied in praising, worshipping and loving God for His infi- nite goodness and perfection. That we ought confidently to beseech His grace, not regarding our sins, but rely- ing upon the infinite merits of our Lord. He had sensibly experienced that God never fails to offer His grace at our every action; but we do not perceive it when our minds have wandered from God, or if we have forgotten to ask His aid. That in times of doubt God will always enlighten us, provided that we wish only t o please Him and act for His love. r6 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD That our sanctification does not depend upon certain works, but upon doing for God that which we ordinarily do for our- selves. It was sad to see that so many people mistake the means for the end, who for reasons of human respect attach great im- portance to works which they do very imperfectly. That he found the best way of reaching God was through those ordinary occupa- tions which (so far as he was concerned) he received under obedience: doing them for the love of God and with as little regard for human respect as possible. That it was a great delusion to imagine that prayer-time should be different from any other, for we are equally bound to be united to God by work at work-time as by prayer at prayer-time. That his prayer was simply to realize the presence of God, at which time his soul was unconscious of aught else but love; and afterwards he found scarcely any difference, for he continued with God, praising and blessing Him with all his might. And so he passed his life in unbroken joy; yet hoping that God would give him somewhat to suf- fer when he should grow stronger. That we ought once and for all to make CONVERSATIONS 17 an act of faith in God that He would not delude us, and so make a complete surren- der to Him. That we ought not to get tired of doing little things for the love of God, because He looks at the love rather than the work. And we need not be surprised at our fre- quent failures at first; the time will come when we shall make our acts naturally and with gladness. That in order to submit entirely to the will of God, faith, hope and charity alone are necessary. Other considerations are un- important and only to be used as a bridge to be passed over quickly on the way to abnegation, by confidence and love, in the Origin of all things. That all things are possible to him who believes, less difficult to him who hopes, still less difficult to him who loves, and easiest of all to him who perseveres in all three virtues. That the end we ought to propose to our- selves in this life is to become as good wor- shippers of God as we possibly can, as we hope to be His perfect worshippers for all eternity. That when we enter upon the spiritual life we ought to consider in detail what 18 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD manner of folk we are. We shall then find ourselves worthy of contempt, unworthy of the name of Christ: subject to all sorts of distress, and to numberless mischances which upset us and make us unreliable in our health, our temper and our dispositions, whether internal or public-in fact, people whom God must humiliate by pain and trials both within and without. Is it then to be wondered at that we experience crosses, temptations, opposition, contradiction, at the hands of our fellow men? Ought we not rather to submit to them, bearing them so long as God may please, as things which are really to our advantage? The greater the perfection to which a soul ;;lspires, the more dependent it is upon divine grace. LETTERS FROM BROTHER LAWRENCE TO SEVERAL RELIGIOUS AND HOLY PERSONS FIRST LETTER To a N un I TAKE this opportunity of acquainting you ' with the opinions of one of our friars upon the consequences and helps that have resulted from his practice of the presence of God. Let us both profit by t hem. You know that his principal aim during more than forty years "in religion" has been to be always with God and neither to do, say nor think anything which might displease Him: and this without any other object but love, the most meritorious of considerations. He has now made such a habit of this practice that he receives divine assistance at all times and places; and for about thirty years his soul has been excited by interior joys, so continuous and so overpowering that, to prevent them being manifest out- wardly, he has had t o take refuge in be- -::...::::;:--=...'- 20 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD haviour that savours more of silliness than of sanctity. If at times he gives way to distractions, God at once recalls him to His presence, often while he is engaged in his ordinary duties. He responds at once to these spiri- tual entreaties, either by a lifting-up of the heart to God, or by a loving gaze upon Him, 'or by such words as love may suggest: "See, my God, I am wholly yours", "Lord, make me pleasing to your heart." There- upon it appears to him that the God of love is satisfied with these few words and again rests within his soul. Such experiences so persuade him that God may always be found in the depths of the soul that he has no doubt whatever about it in any circum- stances. You may judge by this, reverend Mother, what happiness and content is his. Having so inestimable a treasure within himself he is no longer troubled by the necessity of seeking and finding; it is always there, for him to take whenever he pleases. He often complains of our blindness, ex- claiming at our piteousness in that we are satisfied with so little. God, he says, has infinite treasure to bestow, and we are satis- fied by a passing moment of devout feeling; LETTERS 21 we are blind, and our blindness stays the hand of God when He would pour out abundance of grace. But when He finds a soul imbued with a living faith He floods it with grace which, like a stream dammed up and finding a new outlet, spreads abundant waters far and wide. Yes, indeed, we often stop these healing waters by our indifference to them. Let us check their course no longer, my dear Mother; let us go down into them, destroy the bank, and make a way for grace; let us atone for lost time; maybe we have but little longer to live; death is never far away, we die once only, let us be prepared. Again I say, let us go into these waters ourselves; time flies by and waits not, and every man is responsible for himself. I be- lieve that you have taken such effectual measures that you will not be taken un- awares; you do well, for that is our business in life. Nevertheless we must go on work- ing, because not to advance in the spiritual life is to go back. But those on whom the Holy Spirit has breathed go forward even when they sleep. If the vessel of our soul be still battered by winds and storms, let us wake the Lord who sleeps therein, and He will quickly calm the waves. 22 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD I have taken the liberty, my dear Mother, to express these ideas to you so that you may compare them with your own. They will serve to kindle and inspire yours if by mischance (which God forbid, for it would be indeed a misfortune) they should have cooled, be it ever so little. Let us then both recall our first enthusiasm and profit by the example and wisdom of this friar who, so little known to the world, is so well-beloved and cherished of God. I will pray for you; will you pray diligently for him who is, reverend Mother, yours in our Lord, etc. From PARIS, June I, 1682. SECOND LETTER To a Nun I have to-day received two books and a letter from Sister N --whose profession is approaching and who, on that account, asks the prayers of your good community and your own in particular. Do not disappoint her, for she impresses on me that she has a very great confidence in them. Ask of God that she may make her sacrifice for His love LETTERS 23 alone and with a firm resolve to give herself entirely to Him. I will send you one of the books, which treats of the presence of God, wherein, in my opinion, is the whole spiri- tuallife; it seems to me that whoever prac- tises it properly must soon excel in virtue. I am convinced that for the right practice of it the heart must be empty of all other things, for God wishes to possess it alone. And as He cannot occupy it alone without it is empty of all that is not Himself, so He cannot act there and do in it whatever He pleases. There is no life in the world happier or more full of delight than one of continual communion with God-they only can realize it who have practised and experienced it. But I do not urge you to it for that reason. We ought not to seek consolations from this practice, but to undertake it for love and because God wills it. If I were a preacher, I would preach no- thing else but the practice of the presence of God. If I were a director, I would re- commend it to everybody: so necessary and even so easy do I believe it to be. If we knew the need we have of God's grace and aid, we should not lose sight of Him even for a second. Believe me, and at once 24 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD make a holy and firm resolve never again wilfully to forget Him, and to spend the rest of your days in His sacred presence, without, if He so wills, a single consolation of Heaven or of earth. Set about this work and, if you do it properly, you may be sure that you will soon see some results; I will help you with my poor prayers. I recom- mend myself earnestly to yours and to those of your good nuns, being theirs and, more particularly, Yours, etc. THIRD LETTER To the Same I received from Miss N-- the rosaries which you gave her for me. I am surprised that you have not given me your views upon the book that I sent you, which you must have had by now. Set yourself heartily to the practice of it in your old age; it is better late than never. I cannot understand how religious people are able to live satisfied without the practice of the presence of God. For myself, so far as I am able, I keep apart, holding Him in my soul, and while I am so with Him I fear LETTERS 25 nothing. But the least turning-away is a hell. This exercise does not wear out the body, and it is well from time to time, and even often, to deny ourselves harmless and per- missible relaxations. For when a soul wants to be devoted entirely to Him, God will not suffer it to have any other delights. That is only what we should reasonably expect. I do not mean that it is necessary to re- strain oneself immoderately. No. We must serve God in a holy freedom, going about our business carefully, but without distress or anxiety, recalling the mind to God quietly and calmly whenever we find it wandering. It is necessary, however, to put our whole trust in God, laying aside all other interests and even some of those particular devotions which, though good in themselves, we sometimes engage in ill-advisedly. They are only means to an end, and when, by this exercise of the presence of God, we are with Him who is our end, it is useless to have recourse to the means. Rather may we continue our communion of love with Him, rejoicing in His holy presence: at one time by an act of worship, of praise, of desire; at another, by an act of resignation, or of thanksgiving, or by any other means to which we may be moved. 26 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD Do not be discouraged by the distaste which you will feel on your human side; you must deal firmly with that. Often at first one thinks that it is a waste of time; but you must go on, making up your mind to persevere in it until death, whatever the difficulties may be. I recommend myself to the prayers of your community and to your own in particular. From PARIS, I am, in our Lord, Yours, etc. November 3, 1685· FOURTH LETTER To a Woman in the World I have great sympathy for you. If you can manage to leave the responsibility for your affairs to Mr and Mrs N--, and occupy yourself only with prayer, you will have done something worth doing. God does not ask much of us: a thought of Him from time to time, or an act of worship; some- times to pray for His grace, sometimes to offer up your sufferings, sometimes to thank Him for His goodness to you, past and LETTERS 27 present; and to comfort yourself with thoughts of Him as often as you can. Lift up your heart to Him sometimes when you are at meals or in society; the least little remembrance will always be pleasing to Him. There is no need to cry very loudly, for He is nearer to us than we think. To be with God it is not necessary to be always in church. We may make a chapel of our heart whereto we may escape from time to time to talk with Him quietly, hum- bly and lovingly. Everyone is capable of such close communion with God, some more, some less; He knows what we can do. Begin then; perhaps He is waiting for a single generous resolution. Have courage. There is but little time to live; you are near- ly sixty-four, and I am almost eighty. Let us live and die with God; sufferings will be sweet and pleasant to us while we are with Him, and the greatest pleasures a cruel affliction without Him. May He blessed by all. Amen. Little by little, than, get used to wor- shipping Him in this way; imploring His grace, offering Him your heart sometimes during the day, very often in the course of your work if you are able to. Do not hamper yourself with set rules or forms of devotion, 28 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD but go on with faith, with love and with humility . You may assure Mr and Mrs N-- and Miss M-- of my poor prayers; I am their servant and yours in our Lord. BROTHER, etc. FIFTH LETTER To a Religious I have not found my way of life dealt with in books, and although I am in no dif- ficulties, I should like to have your opinion about it as a further security. In conversation some days ago with a re- ligious man, he told me that the spiritual life was a life of grace, which begins in a lowly fear, is increased by the hope of eter- nal life, and is consummated in pure love: and that each one of these states has its different stages, by which the blissful con- summation is reached. I have by no means followed these stages; on the contrary, I found from the first that they discouraged me, I know not why. It was for this reason that, when I entered religion, I resolved to give myself entirely to God in satisfaction for my sins and to renounce everything for love of Him. LETTERS 29 During the first years my prayer was ordinarily meditation on death, judgement, Hell, Heaven, and my own sins. Thus I continued for some years, applying my mind carefully for the rest of the day, even during my work, to the presence of God, whom I knew always to be near me and often closely united with me. (This practice so heightened my notions of God that only faith was able to satisfy them.) Gradually I came to do the same thing during my set time of prayer, with great felicity and refreshment to myself. That is how I began. I must tell you, however, that I suffered a good deal during the first ten years; the fear that I was not so devoted to God as I wished to be, the thought of my sins always before me, the unmerited goodness of God to me, all contributed to my dis- quiet. I kept on falling and struggling up again. It seemed to me that man, reason and God Himself were against me, and that only faith was for me. I was tortured, some- times, by a fear of presumption, that I had claimed to achieve at once that which others attained only with difficulty: at other times, by the fancy that I was deliberately damning myself and that there was no salvation for me. 30 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD When I became resigned to live out my days amid such adversity and dejection (which did not lessen my trust in God, but rather increased my faith), I suddenly found myself changed. A great inward peace took hold of my troubled soul, my mind was brought to a focus in a place of peace. Since then I have walked before God in simplicity and faith, in humility and love, trying hard to do nothing, to say nothing, to think nothing that would displease Him. I hope that when I have done all I can, He will do with me according to His will. I can- not explain to you what goes on in me now. I have no troubles or doubts about my state, because I have no wish but God's will, which I try to fulfil in all things; I want not to pick up a straw from the ground ex- cept in accordance with God's order and for sheer love of Him. I have given up all devotions and pieties which are not of obligation, and instead try to keep myself always in God's holy pre- sence by simple attentiveness and a loving gaze upon Him. This I may call the actual presence of God, or to speak more accurate- ly, an habitual, silent and hidden commu- nion of the soul with H im. I receive such peace and spiritual joy, which sometimes LETTERS 31 manifests itself outwardly, that I often have to behave with apparent foolishness lest others should see how I am privileged. Indeed, reverend Father, I cannot doubt that my soul has been with God for over thirty years. I have ignored many points lest I should bore you, but I think it proper to explain to you how I think of myself in relation to God, whom I conceive as my king. I look upon myself as a leper, full of cor- ruptions, the most wretched of men who has done all sorts of wickedness against his king. Seized by remorse, I confess all my evil deeds to Him, I implore His pardon, I cast myself into His hands that He may do what He wills with me. But this King is full of loving kindness and mercy. Instead of punishing me, He caresses me lovingly, He makes me eat at His table, He serves me with His ,own hands, He gives me the keys to His treasury, He treats me as a favoured child. He talks with me, and His delight is to be with me in a thousand ways; I am forgiven and my iniquities are taken away without talking about them. The more I pray to be acceptable to His heart, the more weak and despicable I seem to myself, and the more I am beloved of God. It is thus 32 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD that I look upon myself from time to time in His holy presence. My most usual method is simple atten- tiveness and a loving gaze upon God, to whom I often feel united with more hap- piness and gratification than those of a baby at its mother's breast. Indeed, such is the inexpressible felicity I have experienced that I would willingly dare to call this state "the breasts of God." When my thoughts are diverted, either by necessity or weakness, I am at once re- called by spiritual notions so sweet and en- trancing that I do not care to speak of them. But I implore you, reverend Father, to con- sider my great imperfections, of which you are well aware, rather than the graces which God has showered upon my undeserving and unthankful soul. My regular hours of prayer are a conti- nuation of the same exercise. I then some- times picture myself as a piece of stone, of which a mason is to make a statue; present- ing myself thus before God, I ask Him to make His image perfect in my soul, and to render me entirely like to Himself. At other times I feel my whole soul and spirit up- lifted without any solicitude or effort on my part; and so it remains, as it were sus- LETTERS 33 pended and held in God as in its centre and place of rest. I know that some people attribute inacti- vity, delusion and self-love to this state. I admit there is a holy inactivity, and a happy self-love if the soul were capable of it under such conditions, because while in this state the soul is not concerned to make those acts which she has made hitherto. They were then a help; now they are a hindrance. On the other hand, I cannot bear that this state should be called delusive, because the soul which thus enjoys God desires from it nought but Him. If! am deluded, then it is for God to remedy it that He may do as He wishes with me; I only want Him and to be His. However, you will favour me by letting me know your opinion, for which I have much respect in accordance with the esteem in which I hold yourself. And I am, reverend Father, Yours, etc. SIXTH LETTER To a Nun Although my prayers are of little worth, you shall not be without them; I promised t hem to you and I shall keep my word. We 34 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD should indeed be happy could we but find the treasure of which the Gospel speaks; everything else would appear worthless. Seeing that it is boundless, the more we seek, the more shall we find, so let us give ourselves up to the search without weary- ing, until we are successful. ( He refers to several business matters and then goes on). In fact, reverend Mother, I do not know what I shall become. Peace of soul and tranquillity of spirit seem to have come to abide with me. If I were capable of suffering there would be none for me to have, and if! were allowed I would gladly submit to those of Purgatory, where I look forward to suffer in satisfaction for my sins. I only know that God protects me and that I am so tranquil that I fear nothing. What is there to fear when I am with Him? I cling to Him as much as I am able. May He be blessed by all. Yours, etc. SEVENTH LETTER To a Woman in the World We have a God of infinite goodness who knows what we need. I always thought that He would permit great affliction to you. He LETTERS 35 will come in His own time and when you least expect Him. Hope in Him more than ever; thank Him with me for the kindnesses He does you, particularly for the fortitude and patience which He gives you in your trials. That is a sure sign of His care for you; thank Him, then, and take comfort in Him. I admire, too, the strength and pluck of Mr N--. God has given him a good disposition and a good will, but he is still a little worldly and very youthful. I hope that the trial God has sent him will prove a wholesome medicine, and make him enter into himself. It is a chance to induce him to put his whole trust in Him who is with him everywhere; he should think upon Him as often as he can, especially in the greatest dangers. A little lifting-up of the heart is enough; a short remembrance of God, an interior act of worship, made in haste and sword in hand, are prayers which, short as they may be, are nevertheless most pleasing to God; and far from lessening a soldier's courage in moments of danger, they increase it. Let him then think of God as much as he can: let him accustom himself little by little to this brief but salutary exercise; nobody no- 36 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD tices it, and nothing is easier than to repeat short acts of worship often during the day. Recommend him, if you please, to think of God as often as he can in the way I have explained: it is a most fitting and necessary observance for a soldier, daily in danger of his life, and even of his salvation. I pray that God will watch over him and all his family, whom I greet, being their and your very humble, etc. October 12, 1688. EIGHTH LETTER To a Nun You tell me nothing new: you are not the only person troubled by distractions. The mind is given to roving, but the will is mistress of all our faculties, and must recall it and redirect it to its last end in God. When the mind is untrained and has got into bad habits of wandering and dissipa- tion, they are most difficult to overcome, and frequently draw us, against our wills, to the things of earth. I believe that one remedy is to confess our faults, humbling ourselves before God. I advise you to avoid LETTERS 37 much talking in prayer; long speeches often induce distractions. Hold yourself in prayer before God like a dumb or paralysed beggar at a rich man's gate; rivet your attention on keeping your mind in the presence of the Lord. If it wanders away from Him, don't get upset; to worry about it serves rather to distraction than to recollection: let the will bring back the mind quietly. If you p,ersevere in this way, God will have pity on you. One way of becoming recollected easily at the time of prayer, and of remaining so, is to keep the mind under control at other times-that is, keep it strictly in the pre- sence of God. Being accustomed to think of Him often, it will then be more easy to remain undisturbed in prayer, or at any rate to recover from distractions. I have spoken fully in my other letters of the bene- fits to be found in this practise of the pre- sence of God. Let us apply ourselves to it wholeheartedly, and pray for one another; I recommend myself also to the prayers of Sister N--, and of the reverend Mother M--, and am, in our Lord, your humble, etc. 3 P,P.G. 38 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD NINTH LETTER To the Same I enclose a reply to the letter I have re- ceived from our good Sister N--; have the kindness to give it to her. She seems to me full of good will, but she wants to go faster than grace. One cannot become holy all at once. I recommend her to you; we ought to help one another with advice, and still more by good example. Be so good as to tell me news of her from time to time, and whether she is very ardent and very submissive. Let us remind ourselves often, my dear Mother, that our only concern in this life is to please God, and that everything else is only a vain waste of time. You and I have lived more than forty years in religion. Have we used them to love and serve God, who, in His mercy, has called us to our state for that end? I am ashamed and dis- gusted when I reflect, on the one hand, upon the great graces which God has grant- ed, and still grants me; and, on the other, upon the ill-use I have made of them and upon my poor progress in the way of per- fection. LETTERS 39 Since by His mercy He gives us still a little time, let us begin in earnest, let us make up for lost time, let us again turn with complete trust to that Father of mercies who is always ready to receive us affection- ately. For love of Him, my dear Mother, let us give up, let us whole-heartedly give up, all that is not of Him. His due is infinitely more. Let us think upon Him without inter- mission. Let us put our whole confidence in Him. Without doubt we shall soon feel the effects of so doing, and shall receive a plentifulness of that grace without which we can do nothing but sin. We cannot avoid the perils and snares of which life is full without the actual and un- ceasing help of God; we must then pray for it unremittingly. How can we pray to Him u nless we are with Him? How can we be with Him unless we are often thinking of H im? And how can we think of Him often u nless we make a holy habit of so doing? You will tell me that I keep on saying the same thing. It is true. I do not know any better or easier way; and as I follow no other myself I recommend it to everybody. We must know before we can love; and to know God we must often think about Him. And when we love Him, we shall think 40 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD about Him all the more, "for where thy treasure is, there is thy heart also." Just consider it carefully. Your very humble, etc. March 28, 1689. TENTH LETTER To a Woman in the World I have had a good deal of difficulty in making up my mind to write to Mr N--, and I only do it now because it is the wish of yourself and Mrs N--. Be so good, then, as to address the letter and send it to him. I am well pleased with the trust you have in God; may He ever increase it, for we cannot put too much of it in so good and faithful friend, who will never fail us either in this world or the next. If Mr N-- can tum his recent loss to his own advantage and trust completely in God, He will soon give him another friend, and one more powerful and better disposed. God deals with hearts as . He pleases. Per- haps Mr N-- was attached to him whom he has lost in too worldly and inordinate a way. We ought, indeed, to love our friends, but without prejudice to the love of God, which comes first. LETTERS 41 Do remember what I have advised you= that is, to think often of God, by day, by night, whatever you are doing, in your duties, even in your amusements. He is always near you and with you; do not ne- glect Him. You would think it rude to leave a friend, who came to visit you, alone; why t hen leave God alone? Do not then forget Him, think about Him often-to do so is t he proper business of a Christian: if we do not know our calling we must learn it. I will help you with my prayers. I am, in our Lord, yours, etc. From PARIS, October 29, 1689. ELEVENTH LETTER To a Nun I do not pray that you may be delivered from your sufferings, but I ask God earnest- ly to give you strength and patience to bear them so long as He pleases to afflict you. F ortify yourself with Him who fastens you to the cross; He will deliver you in His own time. Happy are those who suffer with Him. Accustom yourself to such pain, and pray fo r strength to endure all He wills, and for so long as He may think fit. The world does 42 = PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD not understand these truths, nor am I sur- prised. Worldly people suffer after their kind, and not in a Christian way; they look on sickness as an affliction of nature, not as a gift of God, and for that reason they find in it only the hardness and rigour of nature. But those who look upon sickness as coming from the hand of God, as an evidence of His solicitude, as a means which He chooses for their salvation, commonly find great happi- ness and solace in it. I wish you could realize that God is often nearer to us in time of ill-health and weak- ness than when we are well. Seek no other physician but Him, for to my mind He wishes to heal us Himself; put your whole trust in Him, and you will soon benefit; we ,often delay recovery by trusting to medi- dne rather than to Him. Whatever reme- ,dies you make use of they will only succeed so far as He allows; when pain comes from God, He only can cure it, and He often sends disorders of the body to cure those of the soul. Comfort yourself with the all- powerful Physician of both souls and bodies. I can see that you will retort that I am very much at my ease, eating and drinking at the table of the Lord-and not without reason. But do you imagine it would be LETTERS 43 comfortable for the biggest blackguard in the world to eat at his king's table, and to be waited on by the royal hands, if he had no assurance of the royal pardon? I think he would feel exceedingly uneasy and that only confidence in the goodness of his sove- reign could ease his mind. And so, I assure you, whatever pleasures I may experience at the table of my King, the consciousness of my sins, to say nothing of the uncertainty of their forgiveness, is exceedingly distress- ing-though I must admit that the distress is acceptable to me. Be content with the state of life which God has allotted to you; however happy you may think me, I envy you. If I might suffer with God, my pains and afflictions would be Heaven; without Him, the greatest plea- sures would be Hell: all my happiness would be to suffer something for His sake. I must, in a little time, go to God-that is to say, go to Him for judgement. If! can see God for one short moment the punish- ments of Purgatory will be sweet, even if they last to the end of this world. My con- solation now is that I see God by faith, and I see Him in such a way that I sometimes can almost say: "I believe no longer, for I can see." I experience that which we are 44 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD taught by faith, and in that assurance and working of faith I will live and die with Him. Cling to God always. He is the one and only help in your troubles, and I beseech Him to be with you. I greet Mother Prioress and ask the prayers of her, of the community and of yourself; and I am, in our Lord, Yours, etc. November 17, 1690. TWELFTH LETTER To a Nun Since you wish so earnestly that I should communicate to you the means I have fol- lowed to reach this state of the presence of God, to which our Lord has willed that I should attain, I will give in to your impor- tunity, but very unwillingly and only on condition that you show my letter to no one. If I thought that you would let it be seen, all my desire for your perfecting would not induce me to write it. What I can tell you about it is this: Having found different ways of attaining to God and different practices of the spiri- tua1life in many different books, I came to the conclusion that they would serve to LETTERS 45 hinder rather than to help me in my quest, which was for nothing else but a way of becoming wholly God's. So I made up my mind to give all to gain ail, and, after giving myself up entirely to God in satisfaction for my sins, I renounced everything in the world that came between Him and me. Sometimes I looked on myself as a poor criminal before his judge; at other times I looked on Him in my heart as my Father and my God, worshipping Him as often as I was able, and recollecting myself when- ever my mind was distracted from His holy presence. I found no little difficulty in this exercise, but I persevered in spite of my failures, not worrying or blaming myself when my distractions were involuntary. I did this not only at my set times of prayer, but at all times driving away from my mind everything that could displace the thought of God, every hour, every minute, even at my busiest moments. Such, reverend Mother, has been my practice ever since I entered religion, and, though I have grievously given way to slackness and weakness, I have received very great benefits thereby. That lowe these to the mercy and goodness of God I know well enough: for we can do nothing 46 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD without Him, I less than any. But by keep- ing ourselves faithfully in His presence and setting Him always before our eyes, not only do we hinder ourselves from displeas- ing Him, at any rate wilfully, but we also gain a holy liberty to ask for those graces of which we stand in need. In fact, by so often repeating these acts they become ha- bitual, and the presence of God becomes, as it were, natural. Give Him thanks, if you please, with me for His great goodness to- wards me; I can never be sufficiently grate- ful for the numberless favours He has be- stowed on so wretched a sinner. May He be praised by all. Amen. I am, in our Lord, Yours, etc. THIRTEENTH LETTER To a Nun If our practice of the presence of God were more habitual, our bodily maladies would be alleviated. God often allows us to suffer somewhat in order to purify our souls, and so bring us nearer to Him. My own experience is such that I cannot understand how a soul that lives with God and desires only Him can be capable of misery. LETTERS 47 Be brave! Keep on offering your suffer- ings to Him and pray for strength. Above all, make a habit of communing with Him, and forget Him as little as you can. Adore Him amidst your sufferings, offer yourself t o Him, and when your pain is at its worst ask humbly and lovingly, as a child from h er father, for resignation to His holy will and for the assistance of His grace. I will accompany you with my poor and feeble prayers. God ha~ many ways of drawing us to Him. Sometimes He hides Himself from us, but faith, which alone never fails us at need, should be our support and the corner- stone of our trust which must be all in God. I don't know what God will do with me. I am always happy. Everybody else suffers while I, who ought to be visited by the se- verest discipline, am conscious of joys so prolonged and piercing that I have difficulty in restraining them. I would willingly ask of God a share in your sufferings, but I know t hat my weakness is such that, if He left me to myself for a moment, I should become the most worthless man alive. And yet I do not know how He could leave me alone, since faith has brought me so close to Him and He never goes away from us unless 48 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD we desert Him first. Let us fear to separate ourselves from Him; let us be always with Him, living and dying in His presence. Pray for me, as I will for you. Yours, etc. November 28, 1690. FOURTEENTH LETTER To the Same I am grieved that you suffer for so long, but my pity is leavened by the certainty that your suffering is a proof of God's love for you: look on it as such and you will find it easier to bear. My own opinion is that you should give up all human remedies and resign yourself entirely to divine provid- ence; God may be only waiting for such a mark of your trust to cure you. There would be no question of "tempting provi- dence" seeing that, so far from having any good effect, these remedies have made you worse. I said in my last letter that God some- times allows the body to suffer for the good of the soul. Take courage, then; make a virtue of necessity; ask God, not to take away your physical ills, but for strength to bear them bravely for His sake, and for so LETTERS 49 long as may please Him. Truly such a prayer is difficult to our human nature, but it is very pleasing to God and sweet to those t hat love Him. Love eases pain, and when one loves God one suffers for Him with gladness and courage. Do this, I beseech you: comfort yourself with Him who is the only cure for all our ills, who is the Father of the afflicted, who is always ready to help us and who loves us immeasurably more t han we imagine. Love Him and cease to seek relief elsewhere: I hope you will soon receive it. Farewell. I will assist you with my prayers, poor as they are, and shall be always in our Lord. Yours, etc. This morning, being the feast of St Tho- mas, I have offered holy communion for your intention. FIFTEENTH LETTER To the Same Thank God that you have been some- what eased, according to your wish. I have been nearly dead several times and have never been so content as then; accordingly, I asked for no relief, but only for strength 50 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD to submit bravely, humbly and lovingly. Be brave, my dear Mother, for it is good to suffer with God: however grievous your burdens, take them up with love. It is bliss- ful to suffer in His company, and, if we want to taste of Heaven in this world, we must cultivate a close and humble and lov- ing communion with Him; we must keep our minds from wandering away at any time; we must make our hearts a sanctuary where He is always worshipped; we must watch vigilantly lest we do or say or think anything displeasing to Him. Suffering will be a happiness, a balm and a consolation while we are thus occupied with God. I know that in arriving at this state the beginning is very difficult, for we must walk entirely by faith. But we know we can do all things with the grace of God, and that He never withholds from those who entreat Him earnestly. Knock at the door, keep on knocking, and I tell you that, if you are not discouraged, He will open it in due time and give all of a sudden what He has withheld for so long. Farewell. Pray to Him . for me as I do for you; I hope to see Him soon. I am yours, in our Lord, etc. January 22, 169I. LETTERS SI SIXTEENTH LETTER To the Same God knows well enough what we need, and that all that He does is for our good. If we realized how much He loves us we should be ready to receive from Him either the sweet or the bitter with indifference; t he hardest and most disagreeable trials would be welcome. The sorest afflictions are a burden only because of the way we look at them; when we really believe that t he God whose hand chastens us with hu- miliation, grief and pain, is actually a most loving Father, the bitterness of His visita- tions disappears and we rejoice in them. We must concentrate on knowing God: the more we know Him, the more we want to know Him. And, as knowledge is com- monly the measure of love, the deeper and wider our knowledge, the greater will be our love. And if our love of God is great, we shall love Him equally in sorrow and in joy. We must not hinder ourselves by looking fo r, or loving God because of, any percept- ible favours, however sublime, which He has 52 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD done or may do for us; such graces, great as they may be, do not bring us so near to Him as does one simple act of faith. Let us seek Him by faith; He is in the midst of us, and we do not need to look for Him else- where. Is it not disrespectful, and even blameworthy, to leave Him while we amuse ourselves with trifling matters which do not please Him and may even be offensive to Him? He tolerates them, but I fear that one day these trivialities will cost us dear. We must devote ourselves to Him in good earnest, casting everything else out of our hearts; He wishes to be alone therein, so let us pray for that grace. If we do our best on our side, we shall soon see in ourselves the alteration that we hope for. I cannot thank Him enough for the relief He has given you. I hope from His mercy the happiness of seeing Him within a few days. * Let us pray for one another. I am, in our Lord, Yours, etc. February 6, 1691. * He died within the week.-TR. SPIRITUAL MAXIMS On Faith ALL things are possible to him who be-lieves, less difficult to him who hopes, still less difficult to him who loves, and easiest of all to him who perseveres in all three virtues. All those who are baptized and hold the faith have taken the first step on t he road to perfection, and may become perfect to the extent that they persevere according to the following counsel. 1. We should refer to God and His glory all that we do and say and undertake, set- ting before ourselves the task of becoming true worshippers of Him in this world, as we hope to be His perfect worshippers in the world to come; and making a strong res olution to overcome by His grace all the difficulties which beset us in the spiritual life. 2. We must believe steadfastly that such difficulties are for our own good; that it is God's will that we should be afflicted; that it is according to divine providence that we should be subject to all kinds of conditions, to suffer all kinds of chastening, of woe and 56 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD What can be more pleasing to God than this quitting many times a day of material things, in order to withdraw within our- selves and worship Him? Furthermore, these moments of recollection little by little purge us of those things of sense, among which alone self-love can flourish. Indeed, we can give God no more con- vincing evidence of our faithfulness than often to put aside and avoid the creature, that we may rejoice for one moment in the Creator. I am not proposing to you to give up material things entirely; that is impossible. Prudence, the queen of virtues, must be your guide. Nevertheless, I maintain that it is a common mistake among religious people to neglect this periodical recollec- tion in which they may worship God in- wardly and enjoy for a few moments the peace of His holy presence. The digression has been long, but no longer than I believe the matter to require; let us then return to our subject. 5. All these acts of worship must be the fruit of faith. We must believe that God is indeed within our hearts, and that we must worship, love and serve Him in spirit and in truth; that He knows all that happens or SPIRITUAL MAXIMS 57 can happen among His creatures; that He is self-existent, while we depend entirely upon Him; that His infinite perfections are of such sovereign excellence and authority t hat we are required to put everything, our- selves, our souls and bodies at the disposi- tion of His will now and for ever; that in justice we owe Him our thoughts, our words and our deeds. Let us see that we act accordingly. 6. We must diligently examine our con- science to find out of what virtues we are most in need, and which are the most diffi- cult for us to acquire; and to learn our habi- tual sins and the occasions upon which we generally fall into them. In times of tempta- tion we should go straight to God with complete trust: remain recollected in His presence, humbly worshipping the divine majesty: tell Him our woes and weaknesses: lovingly beg for the aid of His grace; and we shall find in Him the strength that we ourselves lack. How we must worship God in Spirit and in Truth T here are three points to be answered in this question: 58 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD 1. To .worship God in spirit and in truth means to render to Him that worship which is His due; God is a spirit-therefore He must be worshipped in spirit and in truth, by a lowly and genuine worship in the depth of our soul which God alone can see. It is possible to give Him this worship so often that it becomes almost natural, as though God were one with our soul and our soul one with God. Practice only will explain this. 2. To worship God in truth is to acknow- ledge Him to be what He is, and ourselves to be what we are. To worship God in truth is to recognize clearly, certainly, and with all our faculties, that God is that which He is, infinitely perfect, immeasurably remov- ed from evil, and therefore full of all divine attributes. Is not the man unreasonable who does not use all his powers in reverence for, and worship of, this mighty God? 3. To worship God in truth is to admit that we separate ourselves from Him, al- though He would make us like to Himself if only we wished it. Is it not foolish to withhold from Him, even for a minute, the reverence, the love, the service and the ceaseless worship that we owe Him? SPIRITUAL MAXIMS 59 Of the union of the Soul with God There are three kinds of union-the ha- bitual, the virtual and the actual. I. Habitual union is when one is united to God simply by grace. 2. Virtual union is when one begins an action whereby one is united to God, and remains united with Him by virtue of that action for such time as it continues. 3. Actual union is the most complete, and, being entirely supernatural, the most powerful: for the soul is not passive as in the other two states . Rather is she intens- ely active, her movements kindling more warmth than does fire and creating more light than does the clear sun. Yet our feel- ings can deceive us as to this union, for it is not merely an emotion, as when our hearts urges us to exclaim: "My God, I love you with my whole being," or such-like words. It is rather an indefinable something of the soul, beauteous, peaceful, unearthly, reverent, humble, loving and very simple: it lifts the soul up to God, impelling her to love Him, to worship Him, even to embrace Him with caresses which cannot be express- ed and which only experience can make us understand. 60 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD 4. All who aim at union with God should know that whatever can divert the will to- wards Him is also welcome and pleasing to it: the will makes it so. Everybody must admit that the ways of God are past our understanding, and, there- fore, to become united to Him the will must be deprived of all its tastes and pleasures, spiritual and material. Then, being thus stripped, it is free to love God above all things; for if the will is able in any degree to know God, it can only be through love. There is a great difference between the tastes and fancies of the will and the work- ings of the same will; for its preferences and conceits are within the soul as in their bounds, but its operation, which is love, has its end in God. On the Presence of God 1. The presence of God is an applying of our spirit to Him, or a realization of His presence which can be brought about either by the imagination or the under- standing. 2. I know one who, for forty years, has practised the presence of God intellectually, and he gives it several other names. Some- SPIRITUAL MAXIMS 6 I times he calls it a simple act, or a clear and distinct knowledge of God: sometimes an impression or a loving gaze or a sense of God; yet other times he calls it a waiting on God, a silent conversation with Him, a divine repose, the life and peace of the soul. He says, however, that an these expressions for the presence of God are synonyms, they express the same thing, that presence which has come to be natural to him, in this way: 3. By repeated acts and by frequently re- calling his mind to God he has developed such a habit that, as soon as he is free from external occupations, and even often while he is still busy, his very soul, without any forethought on his part, is lifted above all earthly things, maintained and as it were upheld in God, as in its consummation and place of rest. At such times faith is nearly always with him, and his spirit is satisfied. It is this which he calls the actual presence of God, which includes all other kinds and much more besides, so that he lives now as if there were only God and himself in the world: conversing always with Him, entreating Him at need, and rejoicing with Him in a thousand ways. 4. Now it should be observed that this communion with God is held in the depth 62 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD of the soul, at its very centre: it is there that the soul speaks heart to heart with God amid a wonderful peace wherein the spirit experiences the keenest joy. All that goes on outside is no more to the soul than as a fire of straw which, the more it flares, the soon- er it is burnt out, and rarely and little do exterior concerns disturb the interior peace. 5. But to return to our own consideration of the subject, I tell you that the lovingness of God insensibly kindles so burning a flame of love in the soul that embraces Him, that one has to moderate its outward ex- pression. 6. We should be surprised if we knew what converse the soul sometimes holds with God, who seems so much to delight in such communion that He allows anything to the soul which desires to rest in Him and in His heart. And, as if He feared lest she should return to the things of earth, He is careful to provide for her all she could pos- sibly desire, so that she finds within herself a feast of heavenly delights, though she her- self has done nothing towards it, and brings to it only her happiness. 7. The presence of God is then the life and nourishment of the soul, which, by God's grace, may attain it by the following means. SPIRITUAL MAXIMS 63 Means for attaining the Presence of God I. The first means is a great purity oflife. 2. The second is a great faithfulness in t he practice of His presence, and in keeping t he soul's gaze upon God, quietly, humbly and lovingly, without giving way to diffi- culties or worries . 3. Take care that you begin your actions, continue them, and finish them with an in- ward lifting of the heart to God. And as it takes time and trouble to acquire this habit, so you need not be discouraged by failure; as its formation is difficult, so will your joy be great when it is attained. Is it not right that the heart, which is the seat of life governing the rest of the body, should be the first and last to love and worship God, both in beginning and finish- ing our works, spiritual and temporal, and generally throughout the business of life? It is the heart, therefore, that must ensure this turning to God, which, as I have al- ready said, can more easily be done spon- taneously and without study. 4. It is helpful for those who undertake this practice to use interiorly short ejacula- tions, such as: "My God, I am wholly 64 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD yours"; "0 Godoflove, Iloveyou with all my heart"; "Lord, make my heart like yours"; or any other such words as love may suggest at the moment. But care must be taken that the mind does not wander and return again to the world; keep it turned to God only, so that, controlled and subdued by the will, it cannot but rest in God. 5. This practice of the presence of God is not easy at the outset, but if persevered in it produces imperceptibly wonderful works in the soul; it draws down from the Lord an abundance of grace and leads insensibly to that simple gaze of love, to that sight of God's continual presence, which is the most simple, and the most fruitful kind of prayer. 6. Notice, if you please, that to attain this state the control of the senses is taken for granted. It is impossible for a soul inordin- ately fond of earthly things to find complete joy in the presence of God, for to be with the Creator it is necessary wholly to give up whatever is created. The Benefits of the Presence of God I. The first benefit which the soul re- ceives from the presence of God is that faith becomes more alive and active on every side SPIRITUAL MAXIMS 65 of life, particularly in times of need, since it obtains for us grace in temptation and in our dealings with one another. For the soul, accustomed by this practice to rely on faith, seeing and feeling God present, is able to call upon Him freely and with confidence, and to obtain that of which she is in need . One may say that faith enables the soul to approach the state of the Blessed; the more she advances the more living does faith be- come, and at last it becomes so quickened t hat the soul can almost say: "I no longer believe, for I can see and experience." 2. The practice of the presence of God strengthens us in hope. Our hope grows in proportion as our knowledge, and as our faith is enabled by this holy practice to penetrate the mysteries of God, in that measure it finds in Him a beauty which in- finitely surpasses not only that of the bodies which we behold on earth, but also that of perfected souls and of the angels. Our hope then increases and strengthens, encouraged and sustained by the magnitude of the good which it desires to enjoy, and which, in some sort, it already savours. 3. Hope imbues the will with a contempt for the world and inflames it with the fire of divine love. God's love is a consuming fire 66 PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD which burns to ashes whatever is contrary to it, and the soul thus kindled can live only in the presence of God, that presence which inspires within the heart a holy ar- dour, a sanctified eagerness, a veritable pas- sion to see God loved, known, served and worshipped by all His creatures. 4. By this practice the soul comes to such a knowledge of God that almost all her life is passed in making acts of love and of worship, of contrition and of trust, of thanks, of offering, of petition, and of all virtues; sometimes, indeed, she seems engaged in one unceasing, endless act, for the soul is keeping herself continually in the divine presence. I know that only a few persons attain this state; it is a grace which God bestows on certain chosen souls, for this "simple re- gard" is an uncovenanted gift. But for the encouragement of those who wish to under- take this holy practice, I must say that He ordinarily gives it to those who are properly disposed; and if He does not give it, one can, with the assistance of ordinary grace and by the practice of the presence of God, acquire at least a way and state of prayer which approaches very nearly to that of "simple regard." IO/~/t-:<' .. 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