id sid tid token lemma pos 2b88qc01n2f 1 1 in in ADP 2b88qc01n2f 1 2 the the DET 2b88qc01n2f 1 3 ever ever ADV 2b88qc01n2f 1 4 - - PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 1 5 present present ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 1 6 pursuit pursuit NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 1 7 of of ADP 2b88qc01n2f 1 8 finding find VERB 2b88qc01n2f 1 9 self self NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 1 10 in in ADP 2b88qc01n2f 1 11 self self NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 1 12 - - PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 1 13 expression expression NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 1 14 , , PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 1 15 i i PRON 2b88qc01n2f 1 16 have have AUX 2b88qc01n2f 1 17 developed develop VERB 2b88qc01n2f 1 18 a a DET 2b88qc01n2f 1 19 fascination fascination NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 1 20 with with ADP 2b88qc01n2f 1 21 struggle struggle NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 1 22 . . PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 2 1 throughout throughout ADP 2b88qc01n2f 2 2 my my PRON 2b88qc01n2f 2 3 thesis thesis NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 2 4 work work NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 2 5 , , PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 2 6 i i PRON 2b88qc01n2f 2 7 define define VERB 2b88qc01n2f 2 8 struggle struggle NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 2 9 as as ADP 2b88qc01n2f 2 10 the the DET 2b88qc01n2f 2 11 spectrum spectrum NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 2 12 of of ADP 2b88qc01n2f 2 13 challenging challenge VERB 2b88qc01n2f 2 14 human human ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 2 15 experiences experience NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 2 16 , , PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 2 17 and and CCONJ 2b88qc01n2f 2 18 our our PRON 2b88qc01n2f 2 19 responses response NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 2 20 to to ADP 2b88qc01n2f 2 21 these these DET 2b88qc01n2f 2 22 situations situation NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 2 23 . . PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 3 1 struggle struggle NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 3 2 is be AUX 2b88qc01n2f 3 3 embodied embody VERB 2b88qc01n2f 3 4 in in ADP 2b88qc01n2f 3 5 everything everything PRON 2b88qc01n2f 3 6 from from ADP 2b88qc01n2f 3 7 overarching overarch VERB 2b88qc01n2f 3 8 social social ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 3 9 discontentment discontentment NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 3 10 down down ADP 2b88qc01n2f 3 11 to to ADP 2b88qc01n2f 3 12 the the DET 2b88qc01n2f 3 13 most most ADV 2b88qc01n2f 3 14 mundane mundane ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 3 15 instances instance NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 3 16 of of ADP 2b88qc01n2f 3 17 tension tension NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 3 18 . . PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 4 1 my my PRON 2b88qc01n2f 4 2 work work NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 4 3 is be AUX 2b88qc01n2f 4 4 conceptually conceptually ADV 2b88qc01n2f 4 5 grounded ground VERB 2b88qc01n2f 4 6 in in ADP 2b88qc01n2f 4 7 this this DET 2b88qc01n2f 4 8 universal universal ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 4 9 emotion emotion NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 4 10 , , PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 4 11 and and CCONJ 2b88qc01n2f 4 12 it it PRON 2b88qc01n2f 4 13 encourages encourage VERB 2b88qc01n2f 4 14 the the DET 2b88qc01n2f 4 15 viewers viewer NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 4 16 to to PART 2b88qc01n2f 4 17 reflect reflect VERB 2b88qc01n2f 4 18 on on ADP 2b88qc01n2f 4 19 their their PRON 2b88qc01n2f 4 20 response response NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 4 21 to to PART 2b88qc01n2f 4 22 struggle struggle VERB 2b88qc01n2f 4 23 . . PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 5 1 depression depression NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 5 2 , , PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 5 3 anxiety anxiety NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 5 4 , , PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 5 5 and and CCONJ 2b88qc01n2f 5 6 a a DET 2b88qc01n2f 5 7 stripped stripped ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 5 8 sense sense NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 5 9 of of ADP 2b88qc01n2f 5 10 confidence confidence NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 5 11 and and CCONJ 2b88qc01n2f 5 12 control control NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 5 13 are be AUX 2b88qc01n2f 5 14 driving drive VERB 2b88qc01n2f 5 15 factors factor NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 5 16 in in ADP 2b88qc01n2f 5 17 my my PRON 2b88qc01n2f 5 18 thesis thesis NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 5 19 work work NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 5 20 . . PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 6 1 my my PRON 2b88qc01n2f 6 2 autobiographical autobiographical ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 6 3 sculptures sculpture NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 6 4 are be AUX 2b88qc01n2f 6 5 an an DET 2b88qc01n2f 6 6 investigation investigation NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 6 7 into into ADP 2b88qc01n2f 6 8 the the DET 2b88qc01n2f 6 9 complex complex ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 6 10 and and CCONJ 2b88qc01n2f 6 11 often often ADV 2b88qc01n2f 6 12 conflicting conflict VERB 2b88qc01n2f 6 13 emotions emotion NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 6 14 that that PRON 2b88qc01n2f 6 15 arise arise VERB 2b88qc01n2f 6 16 from from ADP 2b88qc01n2f 6 17 intra intra ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 6 18 - - ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 6 19 personal personal ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 6 20 struggle struggle NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 6 21 . . PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 7 1 i i PRON 2b88qc01n2f 7 2 explore explore VERB 2b88qc01n2f 7 3 materiality materiality NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 7 4 through through ADP 2b88qc01n2f 7 5 humorous humorous ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 7 6 and and CCONJ 2b88qc01n2f 7 7 ironic ironic ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 7 8 gestures gesture NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 7 9 that that PRON 2b88qc01n2f 7 10 express express VERB 2b88qc01n2f 7 11 the the DET 2b88qc01n2f 7 12 challenges challenge NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 7 13 and and CCONJ 2b88qc01n2f 7 14 triumphs triumph NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 7 15 of of ADP 2b88qc01n2f 7 16 the the DET 2b88qc01n2f 7 17 human human ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 8 1 psyche.how psyche.how X 2b88qc01n2f 8 2 i i PRON 2b88qc01n2f 8 3 present present VERB 2b88qc01n2f 8 4 this this DET 2b88qc01n2f 8 5 narrative narrative NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 8 6 is be AUX 2b88qc01n2f 8 7 a a DET 2b88qc01n2f 8 8 " " PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 8 9 sculptural sculptural ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 8 10 trompe trompe NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 8 11 - - PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 8 12 l'oeil l'oeil X 2b88qc01n2f 8 13 " " PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 8 14 : : PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 8 15 to to PART 2b88qc01n2f 8 16 surprise surprise VERB 2b88qc01n2f 8 17 and and CCONJ 2b88qc01n2f 8 18 encourage encourage VERB 2b88qc01n2f 8 19 the the DET 2b88qc01n2f 8 20 viewer viewer NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 8 21 to to PART 2b88qc01n2f 8 22 question question VERB 2b88qc01n2f 8 23 their their PRON 2b88qc01n2f 8 24 understanding understanding NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 8 25 of of ADP 2b88qc01n2f 8 26 wood wood NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 8 27 and and CCONJ 2b88qc01n2f 8 28 to to PART 2b88qc01n2f 8 29 investigate investigate VERB 2b88qc01n2f 8 30 the the DET 2b88qc01n2f 8 31 scene scene NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 8 32 laid lay VERB 2b88qc01n2f 8 33 out out ADP 2b88qc01n2f 8 34 before before ADP 2b88qc01n2f 8 35 them they PRON 2b88qc01n2f 8 36 . . PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 9 1 i i PRON 2b88qc01n2f 9 2 intentionally intentionally ADV 2b88qc01n2f 9 3 play play VERB 2b88qc01n2f 9 4 with with ADP 2b88qc01n2f 9 5 the the DET 2b88qc01n2f 9 6 embedded embed VERB 2b88qc01n2f 9 7 humor humor NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 9 8 of of ADP 2b88qc01n2f 9 9 objects object NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 9 10 that that PRON 2b88qc01n2f 9 11 are be AUX 2b88qc01n2f 9 12 neither neither PRON 2b88qc01n2f 9 13 made make VERB 2b88qc01n2f 9 14 with with ADP 2b88qc01n2f 9 15 their their PRON 2b88qc01n2f 9 16 usual usual ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 9 17 material material NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 9 18 nor nor CCONJ 2b88qc01n2f 9 19 upholding uphold VERB 2b88qc01n2f 9 20 their their PRON 2b88qc01n2f 9 21 typically typically ADV 2b88qc01n2f 9 22 perceived perceive VERB 2b88qc01n2f 9 23 function function NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 9 24 . . PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 10 1 as as ADP 2b88qc01n2f 10 2 a a DET 2b88qc01n2f 10 3 devoted devoted ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 10 4 crafts craft NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 10 5 - - PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 10 6 based base VERB 2b88qc01n2f 10 7 artist artist NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 10 8 , , PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 10 9 i i PRON 2b88qc01n2f 10 10 am be AUX 2b88qc01n2f 10 11 interested interested ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 10 12 in in ADP 2b88qc01n2f 10 13 sustainable sustainable ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 10 14 material material NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 10 15 engagement engagement NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 10 16 and and CCONJ 2b88qc01n2f 10 17 society society NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 10 18 's 's PART 2b88qc01n2f 10 19 relationship relationship NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 10 20 with with ADP 2b88qc01n2f 10 21 wood wood NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 10 22 . . PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 11 1 my my PRON 2b88qc01n2f 11 2 wooden wooden ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 11 3 bungee bungee NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 11 4 cords cord NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 11 5 hold hold VERB 2b88qc01n2f 11 6 both both CCONJ 2b88qc01n2f 11 7 a a DET 2b88qc01n2f 11 8 literal literal ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 11 9 and and CCONJ 2b88qc01n2f 11 10 metaphorical metaphorical ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 11 11 intention intention NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 11 12 in in ADP 2b88qc01n2f 11 13 the the DET 2b88qc01n2f 11 14 work work NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 11 15 , , PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 11 16 connecting connect VERB 2b88qc01n2f 11 17 material material NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 11 18 , , PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 11 19 process process NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 11 20 , , PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 11 21 tension tension NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 11 22 , , PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 11 23 and and CCONJ 2b88qc01n2f 11 24 irony irony NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 11 25 . . PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 12 1 these these DET 2b88qc01n2f 12 2 cords cord NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 12 3 can can AUX 2b88qc01n2f 12 4 be be AUX 2b88qc01n2f 12 5 interpreted interpret VERB 2b88qc01n2f 12 6 as as ADP 2b88qc01n2f 12 7 both both DET 2b88qc01n2f 12 8 external external ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 12 9 support support NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 12 10 systems system NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 12 11 that that PRON 2b88qc01n2f 12 12 the the DET 2b88qc01n2f 12 13 body body NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 12 14 can can AUX 2b88qc01n2f 12 15 trust trust VERB 2b88qc01n2f 12 16 and and CCONJ 2b88qc01n2f 12 17 rely rely VERB 2b88qc01n2f 12 18 on on ADP 2b88qc01n2f 12 19 as as ADV 2b88qc01n2f 12 20 well well ADV 2b88qc01n2f 12 21 as as ADP 2b88qc01n2f 12 22 internal internal ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 12 23 strengths strength NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 12 24 of of ADP 2b88qc01n2f 12 25 character character NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 12 26 that that PRON 2b88qc01n2f 12 27 encourage encourage VERB 2b88qc01n2f 12 28 it it PRON 2b88qc01n2f 12 29 to to PART 2b88qc01n2f 12 30 keep keep VERB 2b88qc01n2f 12 31 trying try VERB 2b88qc01n2f 12 32 . . PUNCT 2b88qc01n2f 13 1 my my PRON 2b88qc01n2f 13 2 chosen choose VERB 2b88qc01n2f 13 3 medium medium NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 13 4 and and CCONJ 2b88qc01n2f 13 5 processes process NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 13 6 deeply deeply ADV 2b88qc01n2f 13 7 inform inform VERB 2b88qc01n2f 13 8 my my PRON 2b88qc01n2f 13 9 concept concept NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 13 10 of of ADP 2b88qc01n2f 13 11 struggle struggle NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 13 12 and and CCONJ 2b88qc01n2f 13 13 tension tension NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 13 14 in in ADP 2b88qc01n2f 13 15 everyday everyday ADJ 2b88qc01n2f 13 16 life life NOUN 2b88qc01n2f 13 17 . . PUNCT