id	sid	tid	token	lemma	pos
reflection_00027-2021_09	1	1	prof	prof	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	1	2	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	2	1	thigpen	thigpen	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	2	2	moreau	moreau	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	2	3	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	2	4	year	year	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	2	5	experience	experience	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	2	6	03	03	NUM
reflection_00027-2021_09	2	7	december	december	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	2	8	2021	2021	NUM
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	1	oh	oh	INTJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	3	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	4	places	place	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	6	’ve	’ve	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	7	gone	go	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	9	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	10	things	thing	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	12	’ve	’ve	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	13	done	do	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	14	now	now	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	15	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	16	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	17	am	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	18	finishing	finish	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	19	up	up	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	20	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	21	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	22	semester	semester	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	23	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	24	freshman	freshman	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	25	year	year	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	26	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	27	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	28	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	29	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	30	can	can	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	31	say	say	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	32	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	33	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	34	have	have	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	35	encountered	encounter	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	36	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	37	lot	lot	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	38	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	39	things	thing	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	3	40	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	4	1	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	4	2	all	all	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	4	3	were	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	4	4	comfortable	comfortable	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	4	5	experiences	experience	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	4	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	4	7	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	4	8	they	they	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	4	9	were	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	4	10	all	all	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	4	11	beneficial	beneficial	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	4	12	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	4	13	some	some	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	4	14	manner	manner	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	4	15	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	1	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	2	number	number	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	3	one	one	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	4	take	take	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	5	away	away	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	6	from	from	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	7	all	all	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	8	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	9	experiences	experience	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	11	whether	whether	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	12	good	good	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	13	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	14	bad	bad	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	15	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	16	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	17	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	18	learn	learn	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	19	from	from	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	20	them	they	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	21	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	22	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	23	that	that	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	24	will	will	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	25	continue	continue	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	26	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	27	be	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	28	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	29	philosophy	philosophy	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	5	30	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	6	1	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	6	2	very	very	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	6	3	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	6	4	encounter	encounter	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	6	5	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	6	6	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	6	7	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	6	8	career	career	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	6	9	began	begin	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	6	10	before	before	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	6	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	6	12	even	even	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	6	13	stepped	step	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	6	14	foot	foot	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	6	15	on	on	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	6	16	campus	campus	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	6	17	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	2	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	3	accepted	accept	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	4	to	to	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	5	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	6	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	7	which	which	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	8	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	9	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	10	surreal	surreal	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	11	moment	moment	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	12	for	for	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	13	me	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	14	as	as	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	15	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	16	high	high	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	17	schooler	schooler	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	18	who	who	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	19	had	have	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	20	no	no	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	21	clue	clue	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	22	what	what	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	23	they	they	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	24	wanted	want	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	25	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	26	do	do	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	27	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	28	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	29	beyond	beyond	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	30	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	31	hometown	hometown	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	7	32	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	2	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	3	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	4	straight	straight	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	5	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	6	a	a	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	7	student	student	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	8	who	who	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	9	had	have	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	10	never	never	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	11	failed	fail	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	12	at	at	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	13	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	14	large	large	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	15	scale	scale	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	16	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	17	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	18	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	19	could	could	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	20	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	21	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	22	some	some	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	23	failures	failure	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	24	were	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	25	coming	come	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	26	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	27	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	28	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	29	college	college	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	30	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	31	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	32	tried	try	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	33	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	34	navigate	navigate	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	35	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	36	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	37	through	through	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	38	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	39	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	40	year	year	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	41	:	:	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	42	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	43	we	we	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	44	all	all	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	45	make	make	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	46	mistakes	mistake	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	8	47	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	9	1	we	we	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	9	2	will	will	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	9	3	disappoint	disappoint	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	9	4	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	9	5	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	10	1	we	we	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	10	2	’ll	’ll	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	10	3	disappoint	disappoint	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	10	4	ourselves	ourselves	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	10	5	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	1	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	2	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	3	world	world	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	4	does	do	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	5	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	6	have	have	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	7	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	8	end	end	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	9	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	10	that	that	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	11	happens	happen	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	12	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	13	(	(	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	14	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	15	why	why	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	16	letting	let	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	17	go	go	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	18	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	19	expectations	expectation	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	20	is	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	21	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	22	freeing	freeing	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	23	habit	habit	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	24	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	25	by	by	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	26	julia	julia	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	27	hogan	hogan	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	28	–	–	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	29	moreau	moreau	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	30	fye	fye	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	31	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	32	nine	nine	NUM
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	33	)	)	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	11	34	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	12	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	12	2	have	have	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	12	3	struggled	struggle	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	12	4	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	12	5	lot	lot	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	12	6	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	12	7	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	12	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	12	9	most	most	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	12	10	frequently	frequently	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	12	11	with	with	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	12	12	imposter	imposter	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	12	13	syndrome	syndrome	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	12	14	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	2	would	would	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	3	always	always	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	4	work	work	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	5	hard	hard	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	6	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	7	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	8	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	9	sports	sport	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	10	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	11	work	work	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	12	hard	hard	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	13	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	14	every	every	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	15	aspect	aspect	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	16	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	17	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	18	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	19	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	20	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	21	gave	give	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	22	me	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	23	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	24	challenge	challenge	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	25	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	26	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	27	wanted	want	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	28	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	29	see	see	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	30	to	to	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	31	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	32	end	end	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	33	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	34	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	35	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	36	be	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	37	successful	successful	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	13	38	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	2	am	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	3	very	very	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	4	internally	internally	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	5	motivated	motivate	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	6	which	which	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	7	is	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	8	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	9	double	double	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	10	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	11	edged	edge	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	12	sword	sword	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	13	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	14	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	15	became	become	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	16	too	too	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	17	harsh	harsh	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	18	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	19	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	20	did	do	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	21	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	22	reach	reach	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	23	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	24	goal	goal	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	25	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	26	had	have	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	27	set	set	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	28	for	for	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	29	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	30	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	31	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	32	often	often	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	33	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	34	became	become	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	35	too	too	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	36	hyper	hyper	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	37	focused	focus	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	38	on	on	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	39	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	40	task	task	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	41	at	at	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	42	hand	hand	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	14	43	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	15	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	15	2	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	15	3	reaching	reach	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	15	4	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	15	5	lot	lot	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	15	6	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	15	7	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	15	8	goals	goal	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	15	9	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	15	10	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	15	11	very	very	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	15	12	successful	successful	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	15	13	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	15	14	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	15	15	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	15	16	sports	sport	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	15	17	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	1	however	however	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	3	looking	look	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	4	around	around	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	5	at	at	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	6	other	other	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	7	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	9	had	have	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	10	doubts	doubt	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	11	about	about	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	12	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	14	really	really	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	15	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	16	good	good	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	17	enough	enough	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	16	18	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	17	1	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	17	2	issue	issue	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	17	3	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	17	4	what	what	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	17	5	is	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	17	6	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	17	7	good	good	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	17	8	enough	enough	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	17	9	?	?	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	17	10	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	1	to	to	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	2	me	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	3	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	4	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	5	good	good	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	6	enough	enough	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	7	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	8	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	9	perfection	perfection	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	10	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	11	what	what	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	12	would	would	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	13	actually	actually	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	14	be	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	15	considered	consider	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	16	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	17	good	good	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	18	enough	enough	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	19	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	20	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	21	failure	failure	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	18	22	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	19	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	19	2	had	have	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	19	3	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	19	4	skewed	skew	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	19	5	from	from	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	19	6	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	19	7	beginning	beginning	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	19	8	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	1	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	2	then	then	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	3	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	4	watch	watch	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	5	others	other	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	6	excel	excel	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	7	with	with	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	8	what	what	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	9	looked	look	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	10	like	like	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	11	very	very	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	12	little	little	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	13	effort	effort	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	16	became	become	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	17	confused	confused	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	20	18	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	2	thought	think	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	5	should	should	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	6	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	7	have	have	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	8	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	9	work	work	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	10	this	this	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	11	hard	hard	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	12	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	13	be	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	14	at	at	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	15	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	16	same	same	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	17	level	level	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	18	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	19	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	20	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	21	reality	reality	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	22	they	they	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	23	were	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	24	putting	put	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	25	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	26	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	27	same	same	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	28	amount	amount	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	29	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	30	work	work	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	31	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	32	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	33	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	34	more	more	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	21	35	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	1	getting	getting	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	2	accepted	accept	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	3	into	into	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	4	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	5	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	6	felt	feel	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	7	validating	validate	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	8	after	after	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	9	years	year	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	10	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	11	hard	hard	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	12	work	work	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	14	however	however	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	15	there	there	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	16	was	be	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	17	still	still	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	18	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	19	nagging	nagging	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	20	feeling	feeling	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	21	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	22	doubt	doubt	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	22	23	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	1	needless	needless	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	2	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	3	say	say	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	5	now	now	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	6	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	8	am	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	9	here	here	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	12	can	can	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	13	somewhat	somewhat	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	14	trust	trust	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	15	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	16	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	17	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	18	accepted	accept	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	19	intentionally	intentionally	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	20	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	21	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	22	by	by	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	23	accident	accident	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	24	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	25	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	26	is	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	27	starting	start	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	28	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	29	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	30	like	like	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	31	home	home	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	23	32	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	24	1	with	with	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	24	2	some	some	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	24	3	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	24	4	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	24	5	encounters	encounter	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	24	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	24	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	24	8	have	have	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	24	9	been	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	24	10	tempted	tempt	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	24	11	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	24	12	respond	respond	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	24	13	with	with	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	24	14	judgment	judgment	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	24	15	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	24	16	hatred	hatred	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	24	17	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	1	however	however	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	3	that	that	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	4	is	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	5	only	only	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	6	going	go	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	7	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	8	make	make	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	9	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	10	situation	situation	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	11	worse	bad	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	13	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	14	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	15	will	will	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	16	probably	probably	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	17	never	never	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	18	learn	learn	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	19	from	from	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	20	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	21	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	22	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	23	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	24	that	that	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	25	will	will	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	26	benefit	benefit	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	27	me	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	28	:	:	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	29	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	30	hatred	hatred	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	31	is	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	32	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	33	out	out	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	34	there	there	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	25	35	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	1	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	2	is	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	3	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	4	here	here	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	5	—	—	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	6	ready	ready	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	7	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	8	rise	rise	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	9	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	10	disguise	disguise	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	11	inside	inside	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	12	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	13	us	we	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	15	posing	pose	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	16	as	as	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	17	virtue	virtue	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	18	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	19	sowing	sow	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	20	destruction	destruction	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	21	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	22	(	(	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	23	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	24	wesley	wesley	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	25	theological	theological	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	26	seminary	seminary	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	27	2012	2012	NUM
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	28	commencement	commencement	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	29	address	address	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	30	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	31	by	by	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	32	fr	fr	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	26	33	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	27	1	john	john	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	27	2	jenkins	jenkins	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	27	3	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	27	4	c.s.c	c.s.c	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	27	5	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	28	1	–	–	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	28	2	moreau	moreau	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	28	3	fye	fye	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	28	4	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	28	5	ten	ten	NUM
reflection_00027-2021_09	28	6	)	)	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	28	7	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	29	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	29	2	had	have	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	29	3	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	29	4	high	high	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	29	5	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	29	6	english	english	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	29	7	teacher	teacher	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	29	8	who	who	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	29	9	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	29	10	very	very	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	29	11	open	open	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	29	12	about	about	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	29	13	what	what	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	29	14	he	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	29	15	believed	believe	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	29	16	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	1	coming	come	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	2	from	from	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	3	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	4	more	more	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	5	conservative	conservative	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	6	suburb	suburb	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	8	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	9	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	10	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	11	wake	wake	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	12	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	13	up	up	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	14	call	call	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	15	for	for	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	16	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	17	lot	lot	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	18	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	19	us	we	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	20	on	on	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	21	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	22	topics	topic	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	23	he	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	24	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	25	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	26	afraid	afraid	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	27	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	28	bringing	bring	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	29	up	up	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	30	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	31	class	class	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	30	32	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	2	for	for	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	3	one	one	NUM
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	4	did	do	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	5	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	6	agree	agree	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	7	with	with	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	8	him	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	10	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	12	could	could	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	13	never	never	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	14	tell	tell	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	15	what	what	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	16	other	other	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	17	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	18	were	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	19	thinking	think	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	20	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	21	knowing	know	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	22	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	23	he	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	24	would	would	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	25	shut	shut	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	26	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	27	down	down	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	28	versus	versus	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	29	accept	accept	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	30	their	their	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	31	viewpoint	viewpoint	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	32	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	33	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	34	tricky	tricky	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	35	line	line	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	36	to	to	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	37	toe	toe	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	31	38	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	1	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	2	someone	someone	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	3	offered	offer	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	4	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	5	view	view	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	6	different	different	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	7	from	from	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	8	his	his	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	10	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	11	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	12	shut	shut	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	13	down	down	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	14	completely	completely	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	15	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	16	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	17	learned	learn	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	18	quickly	quickly	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	19	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	20	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	21	speak	speak	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	22	up	up	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	32	23	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	1	his	his	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	2	so	so	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	3	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	4	called	call	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	5	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	6	open	open	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	7	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	8	mindedness	mindedness	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	9	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	10	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	11	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	12	tolerance	tolerance	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	13	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	14	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	15	quite	quite	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	16	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	17	opposite	opposite	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	33	18	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	2	sat	sit	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	3	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	4	that	that	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	5	class	class	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	6	listening	listen	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	7	to	to	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	8	his	his	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	9	points	point	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	11	yet	yet	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	12	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	13	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	14	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	15	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	16	turn	turn	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	17	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	18	speak	speak	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	19	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	20	he	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	21	could	could	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	22	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	23	even	even	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	24	fathom	fathom	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	25	listening	listen	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	34	26	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	2	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	3	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	4	without	without	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	5	fault	fault	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	7	however	however	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	9	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	11	could	could	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	12	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	13	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	14	hatred	hatred	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	15	inside	inside	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	16	me	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	17	nearly	nearly	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	18	boiling	boil	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	19	over	over	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	20	each	each	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	21	day	day	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	22	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	23	class	class	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	35	24	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	36	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	36	2	hated	hate	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	36	3	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	36	4	fact	fact	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	36	5	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	36	6	his	his	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	36	7	hatred	hatred	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	36	8	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	36	9	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	36	10	guise	guise	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	36	11	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	36	12	being	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	36	13	tolerate	tolerate	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	36	14	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	1	now	now	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	2	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	4	look	look	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	5	back	back	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	6	on	on	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	7	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	9	his	his	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	10	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	11	hatred	hatred	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	12	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	13	for	for	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	14	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	15	other	other	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	16	side	side	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	17	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	18	from	from	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	19	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	20	fact	fact	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	21	he	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	22	thought	think	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	23	he	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	24	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	25	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	26	one	one	NUM
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	27	with	with	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	28	virtue	virtue	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	29	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	30	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	31	he	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	32	would	would	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	33	never	never	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	34	be	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	35	able	able	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	36	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	37	let	let	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	38	that	that	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	39	go	go	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	40	until	until	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	41	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	42	other	other	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	43	side	side	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	44	believed	believe	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	45	what	what	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	46	he	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	47	believed	believe	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	48	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	37	49	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	2	also	also	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	3	realized	realize	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	4	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	6	could	could	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	7	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	8	let	let	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	9	go	go	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	10	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	11	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	12	own	own	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	13	hatred	hatred	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	14	for	for	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	15	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	16	seemingly	seemingly	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	17	obvious	obvious	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	18	hypocrisy	hypocrisy	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	19	until	until	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	20	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	21	teacher	teacher	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	22	realized	realize	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	23	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	24	himself	himself	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	38	25	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	1	this	this	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	2	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	3	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	4	going	go	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	5	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	6	work	work	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	7	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	8	he	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	9	had	have	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	10	his	his	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	11	own	own	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	12	hatred	hatred	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	14	so	so	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	16	had	have	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	17	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	18	move	move	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	19	forward	forward	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	20	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	21	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	22	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	23	decided	decide	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	24	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	25	learn	learn	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	26	from	from	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	27	him	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	28	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	29	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	30	did	do	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	31	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	32	want	want	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	33	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	34	be	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	35	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	36	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	37	future	future	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	39	38	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	1	this	this	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	2	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	3	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	4	learning	learn	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	5	opportunity	opportunity	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	6	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	7	an	an	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	8	encounter	encounter	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	9	that	that	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	10	was	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	11	new	new	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	12	to	to	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	13	me	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	14	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	15	eye	eye	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	16	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	17	opening	opening	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	40	18	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	41	1	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	41	2	lot	lot	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	41	3	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	41	4	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	41	5	experiences	experience	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	41	6	here	here	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	41	7	at	at	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	41	8	notre	notre	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	41	9	dame	dame	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	41	10	will	will	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	41	11	be	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	41	12	centered	center	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	41	13	around	around	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	41	14	forming	form	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	41	15	community	community	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	41	16	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	2	need	need	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	3	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	4	respond	respond	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	5	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	6	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	7	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	8	that	that	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	9	will	will	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	10	cultivate	cultivate	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	11	an	an	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	12	environment	environment	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	13	for	for	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	14	community	community	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	15	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	16	flourish	flourish	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	18	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	19	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	20	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	21	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	22	that	that	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	23	inhibits	inhibit	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	24	its	its	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	25	growth	growth	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	26	:	:	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	27	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	28	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	29	we	we	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	30	act	act	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	31	on	on	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	32	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	33	scarcity	scarcity	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	34	assumption	assumption	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	35	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	36	becomes	become	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	37	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	38	self	self	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	39	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	40	fulfilling	fulfil	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	41	prophecy	prophecy	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	42	through	through	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	43	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	44	process	process	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	45	called	call	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	46	resentment	resentment	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	47	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	48	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	49	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	50	are	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	51	rendered	render	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	52	incapable	incapable	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	53	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	54	community	community	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	55	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	56	(	(	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	57	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	58	thirteen	thirteen	NUM
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	59	ways	way	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	60	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	61	looking	look	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	62	at	at	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	63	community	community	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	64	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	65	by	by	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	66	parker	parker	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	67	j.	j.	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	68	palmer	palmer	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	69	–	–	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	70	moreau	moreau	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	71	fye	fye	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	72	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	73	eleven	eleven	NUM
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	74	)	)	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	42	75	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	43	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	43	2	am	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	43	3	definitely	definitely	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	43	4	guilty	guilty	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	43	5	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	43	6	holding	hold	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	43	7	grudges	grudge	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	43	8	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	43	9	holding	hold	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	43	10	court	court	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	43	11	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	43	12	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	43	13	see	see	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	43	14	an	an	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	43	15	injustice	injustice	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	43	16	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	2	ca	can	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	3	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	4	help	help	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	5	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	6	try	try	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	7	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	8	find	find	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	9	order	order	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	10	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	11	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	12	world	world	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	13	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	14	see	see	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	15	through	through	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	16	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	17	everything	everything	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	18	is	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	19	fair	fair	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	44	20	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	1	usually	usually	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	3	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	4	comes	come	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	5	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	6	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	7	form	form	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	8	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	9	keeping	keep	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	10	track	track	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	11	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	12	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	13	much	much	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	14	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	15	help	help	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	16	around	around	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	17	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	18	house	house	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	19	compared	compare	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	20	to	to	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	21	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	22	sisters	sister	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	45	23	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	2	become	become	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	3	so	so	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	4	hyper	hyper	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	5	focused	focus	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	6	on	on	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	7	what	what	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	8	they	they	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	9	are	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	10	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	11	doing	do	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	14	do	do	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	15	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	16	truly	truly	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	17	appreciate	appreciate	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	18	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	19	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	20	they	they	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	21	are	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	22	helping	help	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	23	around	around	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	24	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	25	house	house	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	26	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	27	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	28	ca	can	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	29	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	46	30	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	1	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	2	is	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	3	impossible	impossible	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	4	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	5	keep	keep	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	6	everything	everything	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	7	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	8	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	9	neat	neat	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	10	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	11	tidy	tidy	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	12	score	score	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	13	column	column	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	14	for	for	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	15	everything	everything	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	16	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	17	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	18	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	19	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	20	want	want	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	21	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	22	build	build	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	23	stronger	strong	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	24	bonds	bond	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	25	with	with	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	26	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	27	during	during	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	28	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	29	times	time	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	30	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	31	look	look	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	32	at	at	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	33	what	what	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	34	they	they	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	35	are	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	36	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	37	doing	do	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	38	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	39	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	40	will	will	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	41	need	need	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	42	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	43	look	look	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	44	at	at	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	45	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	46	relationship	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	47	from	from	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	48	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	49	different	different	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	50	approach	approach	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	47	51	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	48	1	reciprocity	reciprocity	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	48	2	is	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	48	3	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	48	4	key	key	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	48	5	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	48	6	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	48	7	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	48	8	is	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	48	9	different	different	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	48	10	than	than	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	48	11	keeping	keep	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	48	12	score	score	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	48	13	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	1	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	2	is	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	3	about	about	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	4	helping	help	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	5	out	out	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	6	while	while	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	8	can	can	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	9	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	11	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	12	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	13	future	future	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	15	someone	someone	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	16	will	will	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	17	help	help	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	18	me	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	19	out	out	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	20	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	21	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	22	am	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	23	unable	unable	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	49	24	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	2	need	need	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	3	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	4	see	see	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	5	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	6	good	good	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	7	that	that	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	8	they	they	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	9	bring	bring	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	10	to	to	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	11	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	12	table	table	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	13	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	14	call	call	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	15	upon	upon	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	16	their	their	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	17	resourcefulness	resourcefulness	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	50	18	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	1	besides	besides	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	2	learning	learn	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	3	from	from	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	4	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	5	experiences	experience	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	7	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	8	will	will	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	9	also	also	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	10	be	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	11	important	important	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	12	for	for	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	13	me	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	14	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	15	recognize	recognize	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	16	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	17	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	18	am	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	19	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	20	alone	alone	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	21	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	22	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	23	experiences	experience	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	51	24	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	2	can	can	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	3	turn	turn	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	4	to	to	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	5	other	other	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	6	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	7	for	for	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	8	help	help	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	10	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	11	even	even	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	12	better	well	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	14	can	can	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	15	turn	turn	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	16	to	to	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	17	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	18	during	during	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	19	challenging	challenge	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	20	experiences	experience	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	21	:	:	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	22	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	23	there	there	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	24	is	be	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	25	no	no	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	26	failure	failure	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	27	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	28	lord	lord	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	29	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	30	love	love	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	31	can	can	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	32	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	33	reverse	reverse	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	34	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	35	no	no	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	36	humiliation	humiliation	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	37	he	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	38	can	can	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	39	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	40	exchange	exchange	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	41	for	for	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	42	blessing	blessing	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	43	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	44	no	no	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	45	anger	anger	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	46	he	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	47	can	can	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	48	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	49	dissolve	dissolve	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	50	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	51	no	no	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	52	routine	routine	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	53	he	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	54	can	can	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	55	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	56	transfigure	transfigure	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	52	57	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	53	1	all	all	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	53	2	is	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	53	3	swallowed	swallow	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	53	4	up	up	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	53	5	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	53	6	victory	victory	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	53	7	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	54	1	he	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	54	2	has	have	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	54	3	nothing	nothing	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	54	4	but	but	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	54	5	gifts	gift	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	54	6	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	54	7	offer	offer	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	54	8	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	1	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	2	remains	remain	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	3	only	only	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	4	for	for	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	5	us	we	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	6	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	7	find	find	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	8	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	9	even	even	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	10	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	11	cross	cross	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	12	can	can	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	13	be	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	14	borne	bear	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	15	as	as	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	16	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	17	gift	gift	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	18	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	19	(	(	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	20	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	21	holy	holy	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	22	cross	cross	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	23	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	24	christian	christian	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	25	education	education	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	26	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	27	by	by	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	28	blessed	bless	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	29	basil	basil	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	30	moreau	moreau	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	31	–	–	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	32	moreau	moreau	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	33	fye	fye	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	34	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	35	twelve	twelve	NUM
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	36	)	)	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	55	37	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	2	think	think	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	4	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	5	is	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	6	easy	easy	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	7	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	8	catastrophize	catastrophize	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	9	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	10	lot	lot	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	11	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	12	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	13	hardships	hardship	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	14	we	we	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	15	face	face	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	16	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	17	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	18	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	19	isolate	isolate	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	20	ourselves	ourselves	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	21	from	from	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	22	others	other	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	23	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	24	we	we	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	25	do	do	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	26	go	go	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	27	through	through	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	28	challenging	challenging	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	29	times	time	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	56	30	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	1	we	we	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	2	think	think	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	4	this	this	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	5	challenge	challenge	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	6	that	that	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	8	failed	fail	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	9	is	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	10	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	11	end	end	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	12	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	13	all	all	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	14	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	15	be	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	16	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	17	all	all	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	18	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	19	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	20	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	21	am	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	22	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	23	only	only	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	24	one	one	NUM
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	25	that	that	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	26	struggles	struggle	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	27	with	with	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	28	this	this	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	29	common	common	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	30	challenge	challenge	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	57	31	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	1	we	we	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	2	are	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	3	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	4	alone	alone	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	5	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	6	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	7	human	human	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	8	sense	sense	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	9	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	10	everyone	everyone	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	11	has	have	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	12	their	their	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	13	ups	up	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	14	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	15	downs	down	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	16	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	17	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	18	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	19	however	however	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	20	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	21	we	we	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	22	are	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	23	also	also	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	24	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	25	alone	alone	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	26	spiritually	spiritually	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	58	27	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	1	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	2	is	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	3	right	right	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	4	there	there	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	5	all	all	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	6	along	along	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	8	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	9	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	10	we	we	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	11	need	need	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	12	reminding	remind	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	14	we	we	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	15	can	can	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	16	always	always	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	17	look	look	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	18	at	at	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	19	the	the	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	20	cross	cross	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	59	21	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	1	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	2	gives	give	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	3	us	we	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	4	hope	hope	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	5	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	6	he	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	7	will	will	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	8	always	always	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	9	be	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	10	there	there	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	12	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	13	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	14	he	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	15	went	go	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	16	through	through	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	17	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	18	much	much	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	19	more	more	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	20	gruesome	gruesome	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	21	suffering	suffering	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	22	so	so	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	23	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	24	we	we	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	25	could	could	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	26	be	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	27	saved	save	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	60	28	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	1	there	there	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	2	is	be	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	3	nothing	nothing	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	4	that	that	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	5	he	he	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	6	can	can	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	7	not	not	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	8	make	make	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	9	a	a	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	10	blessing	blessing	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	12	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	14	think	think	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	15	it	it	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	16	is	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	17	easy	easy	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	18	to	to	PART
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	19	lose	lose	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	20	sight	sight	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	21	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	22	just	just	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	23	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	24	common	common	ADJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	25	our	our	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	26	sufferings	suffering	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	27	can	can	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	28	be	be	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	61	29	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	1	broadening	broaden	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	2	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	3	perspective	perspective	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	4	on	on	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	5	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	6	these	these	DET
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	7	experiences	experience	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	8	affected	affect	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	9	me	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	10	will	will	AUX
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	11	help	help	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	12	me	i	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	13	respond	respond	VERB
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	14	more	more	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	15	effectively	effectively	ADV
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	16	to	to	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	17	any	any	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	18	of	of	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	19	my	my	PRON
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	20	encounters	encounter	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	21	in	in	ADP
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	22	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00027-2021_09	62	23	.	.	PUNCT