id sid tid token lemma pos reflection_00027-2021_09 1 1 prof prof PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 1 2 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 2 1 thigpen thigpen VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 2 2 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 2 3 first first ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 2 4 year year NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 2 5 experience experience NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 2 6 03 03 NUM reflection_00027-2021_09 2 7 december december PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 2 8 2021 2021 NUM reflection_00027-2021_09 3 1 oh oh INTJ reflection_00027-2021_09 3 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 3 3 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 3 4 places place NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 3 5 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 3 6 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 3 7 gone go VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 3 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 3 9 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 3 10 things thing NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 3 11 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 3 12 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 3 13 done do VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 3 14 now now ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 3 15 that that SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 3 16 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 3 17 am be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 3 18 finishing finish VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 3 19 up up ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 3 20 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 3 21 first first ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 3 22 semester semester NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 3 23 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 3 24 freshman freshman NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 3 25 year year NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 3 26 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 3 27 college college NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 3 28 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 3 29 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 3 30 can can AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 3 31 say say VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 3 32 that that SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 3 33 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 3 34 have have AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 3 35 encountered encounter VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 3 36 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 3 37 lot lot NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 3 38 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 3 39 things thing NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 3 40 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 4 1 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 4 2 all all PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 4 3 were be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 4 4 comfortable comfortable ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 4 5 experiences experience NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 4 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 4 7 but but CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 4 8 they they PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 4 9 were be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 4 10 all all ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 4 11 beneficial beneficial ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 4 12 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 4 13 some some DET reflection_00027-2021_09 4 14 manner manner NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 4 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 5 1 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 5 2 number number NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 5 3 one one NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 5 4 take take VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 5 5 away away ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 5 6 from from ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 5 7 all all DET reflection_00027-2021_09 5 8 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 5 9 experiences experience NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 5 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 5 11 whether whether SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 5 12 good good ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 5 13 or or CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 5 14 bad bad ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 5 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 5 16 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 5 17 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 5 18 learn learn VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 5 19 from from ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 5 20 them they PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 5 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 5 22 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 5 23 that that PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 5 24 will will AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 5 25 continue continue VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 5 26 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 5 27 be be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 5 28 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 5 29 philosophy philosophy NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 5 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 6 1 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 6 2 very very ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 6 3 first first ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 6 4 encounter encounter NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 6 5 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 6 6 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 6 7 college college NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 6 8 career career NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 6 9 began begin VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 6 10 before before SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 6 11 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 6 12 even even ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 6 13 stepped step VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 6 14 foot foot NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 6 15 on on ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 6 16 campus campus NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 6 17 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 7 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 7 2 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 7 3 accepted accept VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 7 4 to to ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 7 5 notre notre PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 7 6 dame dame NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 7 7 which which PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 7 8 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 7 9 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 7 10 surreal surreal ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 7 11 moment moment NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 7 12 for for ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 7 13 me i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 7 14 as as ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 7 15 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 7 16 high high ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 7 17 schooler schooler NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 7 18 who who PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 7 19 had have VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 7 20 no no DET reflection_00027-2021_09 7 21 clue clue NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 7 22 what what PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 7 23 they they PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 7 24 wanted want VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 7 25 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 7 26 do do VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 7 27 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 7 28 life life NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 7 29 beyond beyond ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 7 30 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 7 31 hometown hometown NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 7 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 8 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 8 2 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 8 3 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 8 4 straight straight ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 8 5 - - PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 8 6 a a PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 8 7 student student NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 8 8 who who PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 8 9 had have AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 8 10 never never ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 8 11 failed fail VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 8 12 at at ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 8 13 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 8 14 large large ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 8 15 scale scale NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 8 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 8 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 8 18 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 8 19 could could AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 8 20 feel feel VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 8 21 that that SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 8 22 some some DET reflection_00027-2021_09 8 23 failures failure NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 8 24 were be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 8 25 coming come VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 8 26 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 8 27 way way NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 8 28 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 8 29 college college NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 8 30 as as SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 8 31 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 8 32 tried try VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 8 33 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 8 34 navigate navigate VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 8 35 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 8 36 way way NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 8 37 through through ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 8 38 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 8 39 first first ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 8 40 year year NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 8 41 : : PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 8 42 “ " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 8 43 we we PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 8 44 all all PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 8 45 make make VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 8 46 mistakes mistake NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 8 47 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 9 1 we we PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 9 2 will will AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 9 3 disappoint disappoint VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 9 4 people people NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 9 5 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 10 1 we we PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 10 2 ’ll ’ll AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 10 3 disappoint disappoint VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 10 4 ourselves ourselves PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 10 5 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 11 1 but but CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 11 2 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 11 3 world world NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 11 4 does do AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 11 5 n’t not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 11 6 have have VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 11 7 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 11 8 end end VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 11 9 when when SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 11 10 that that PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 11 11 happens happen VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 11 12 ” " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 11 13 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 11 14 “ " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 11 15 why why SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 11 16 letting let VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 11 17 go go VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 11 18 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 11 19 expectations expectation NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 11 20 is be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 11 21 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 11 22 freeing freeing ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 11 23 habit habit NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 11 24 ” " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 11 25 by by ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 11 26 julia julia PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 11 27 hogan hogan PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 11 28 – – PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 11 29 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 11 30 fye fye NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 11 31 week week NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 11 32 nine nine NUM reflection_00027-2021_09 11 33 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 11 34 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 12 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 12 2 have have AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 12 3 struggled struggle VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 12 4 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 12 5 lot lot NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 12 6 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 12 7 life life NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 12 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 12 9 most most ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 12 10 frequently frequently ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 12 11 with with ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 12 12 imposter imposter ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 12 13 syndrome syndrome NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 12 14 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 13 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 13 2 would would AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 13 3 always always ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 13 4 work work VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 13 5 hard hard ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 13 6 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 13 7 school school NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 13 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 13 9 sports sport NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 13 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 13 11 work work NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 13 12 hard hard ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 13 13 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 13 14 every every DET reflection_00027-2021_09 13 15 aspect aspect NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 13 16 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 13 17 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 13 18 life life NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 13 19 because because SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 13 20 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 13 21 gave give VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 13 22 me i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 13 23 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 13 24 challenge challenge NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 13 25 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 13 26 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 13 27 wanted want VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 13 28 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 13 29 see see VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 13 30 to to ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 13 31 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 13 32 end end NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 13 33 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 13 34 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 13 35 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 13 36 be be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 13 37 successful successful ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 13 38 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 14 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 14 2 am be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 14 3 very very ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 14 4 internally internally ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 14 5 motivated motivate VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 14 6 which which PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 14 7 is be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 14 8 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 14 9 double double ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 14 10 - - PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 14 11 edged edge VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 14 12 sword sword NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 14 13 because because SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 14 14 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 14 15 became become VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 14 16 too too ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 14 17 harsh harsh ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 14 18 when when SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 14 19 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 14 20 did do AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 14 21 n’t not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 14 22 reach reach VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 14 23 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 14 24 goal goal NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 14 25 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 14 26 had have AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 14 27 set set VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 14 28 for for ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 14 29 myself myself PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 14 30 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 14 31 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 14 32 often often ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 14 33 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 14 34 became become VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 14 35 too too ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 14 36 hyper hyper NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 14 37 focused focus VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 14 38 on on ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 14 39 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 14 40 task task NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 14 41 at at ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 14 42 hand hand NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 14 43 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 15 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 15 2 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 15 3 reaching reach VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 15 4 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 15 5 lot lot NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 15 6 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 15 7 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 15 8 goals goal NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 15 9 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 15 10 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 15 11 very very ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 15 12 successful successful ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 15 13 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 15 14 school school NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 15 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 15 16 sports sport NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 15 17 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 16 1 however however ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 16 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 16 3 looking look VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 16 4 around around ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 16 5 at at ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 16 6 other other ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 16 7 people people NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 16 8 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 16 9 had have VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 16 10 doubts doubt NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 16 11 about about ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 16 12 if if SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 16 13 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 16 14 really really ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 16 15 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 16 16 good good ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 16 17 enough enough ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 16 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 17 1 first first ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 17 2 issue issue NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 17 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 17 4 what what PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 17 5 is be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 17 6 “ " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 17 7 good good ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 17 8 enough enough ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 17 9 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 17 10 ” " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 18 1 to to ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 18 2 me i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 18 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 18 4 “ " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 18 5 good good ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 18 6 enough enough ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 18 7 ” " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 18 8 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 18 9 perfection perfection NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 18 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 18 11 what what PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 18 12 would would AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 18 13 actually actually ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 18 14 be be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 18 15 considered consider VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 18 16 “ " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 18 17 good good ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 18 18 enough enough ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 18 19 ” " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 18 20 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 18 21 failure failure NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 18 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 19 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 19 2 had have VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 19 3 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 19 4 skewed skew VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 19 5 from from ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 19 6 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 19 7 beginning beginning NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 19 8 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 20 1 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 20 2 then then ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 20 3 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 20 4 watch watch VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 20 5 others other NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 20 6 excel excel VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 20 7 with with ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 20 8 what what PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 20 9 looked look VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 20 10 like like ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 20 11 very very ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 20 12 little little ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 20 13 effort effort NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 20 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 20 15 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 20 16 became become VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 20 17 confused confused ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 20 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 21 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 21 2 thought think VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 21 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 21 4 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 21 5 should should AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 21 6 n’t not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 21 7 have have VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 21 8 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 21 9 work work VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 21 10 this this PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 21 11 hard hard ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 21 12 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 21 13 be be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 21 14 at at ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 21 15 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 21 16 same same ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 21 17 level level NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 21 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 21 19 when when SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 21 20 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 21 21 reality reality NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 21 22 they they PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 21 23 were be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 21 24 putting put VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 21 25 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 21 26 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 21 27 same same ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 21 28 amount amount NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 21 29 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 21 30 work work NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 21 31 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 21 32 if if SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 21 33 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 21 34 more more ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 21 35 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 22 1 getting getting AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 22 2 accepted accept VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 22 3 into into ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 22 4 notre notre PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 22 5 dame dame NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 22 6 felt feel VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 22 7 validating validate VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 22 8 after after ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 22 9 years year NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 22 10 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 22 11 hard hard ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 22 12 work work NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 22 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 22 14 however however ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 22 15 there there PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 22 16 was be VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 22 17 still still ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 22 18 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 22 19 nagging nagging ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 22 20 feeling feeling NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 22 21 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 22 22 doubt doubt NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 22 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 23 1 needless needless ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 23 2 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 23 3 say say VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 23 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 23 5 now now ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 23 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 23 7 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 23 8 am be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 23 9 here here ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 23 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 23 11 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 23 12 can can AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 23 13 somewhat somewhat ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 23 14 trust trust VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 23 15 that that SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 23 16 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 23 17 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 23 18 accepted accept VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 23 19 intentionally intentionally ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 23 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 23 21 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 23 22 by by ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 23 23 accident accident NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 23 24 because because SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 23 25 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 23 26 is be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 23 27 starting start VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 23 28 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 23 29 feel feel VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 23 30 like like ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 23 31 home home NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 23 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 24 1 with with ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 24 2 some some PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 24 3 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 24 4 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 24 5 encounters encounter NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 24 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 24 7 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 24 8 have have AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 24 9 been be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 24 10 tempted tempt VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 24 11 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 24 12 respond respond VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 24 13 with with ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 24 14 judgment judgment NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 24 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 24 16 hatred hatred NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 24 17 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 25 1 however however ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 25 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 25 3 that that PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 25 4 is be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 25 5 only only ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 25 6 going go VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 25 7 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 25 8 make make VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 25 9 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 25 10 situation situation NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 25 11 worse bad ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 25 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 25 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 25 14 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 25 15 will will AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 25 16 probably probably ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 25 17 never never ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 25 18 learn learn VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 25 19 from from ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 25 20 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 25 21 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 25 22 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 25 23 way way NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 25 24 that that PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 25 25 will will AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 25 26 benefit benefit VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 25 27 me i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 25 28 : : PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 25 29 “ " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 25 30 hatred hatred NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 25 31 is be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 25 32 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 25 33 out out ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 25 34 there there ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 25 35 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 26 1 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 26 2 is be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 26 3 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 26 4 here here ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 26 5 — — PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 26 6 ready ready ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 26 7 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 26 8 rise rise VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 26 9 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 26 10 disguise disguise NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 26 11 inside inside ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 26 12 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 26 13 us we PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 26 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 26 15 posing pose VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 26 16 as as ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 26 17 virtue virtue NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 26 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 26 19 sowing sow VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 26 20 destruction destruction NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 26 21 ” " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 26 22 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 26 23 “ " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 26 24 wesley wesley PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 26 25 theological theological PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 26 26 seminary seminary ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 26 27 2012 2012 NUM reflection_00027-2021_09 26 28 commencement commencement NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 26 29 address address NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 26 30 ” " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 26 31 by by ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 26 32 fr fr PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 26 33 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 27 1 john john PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 27 2 jenkins jenkins PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 27 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 27 4 c.s.c c.s.c ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 27 5 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 28 1 – – PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 28 2 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 28 3 fye fye NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 28 4 week week NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 28 5 ten ten NUM reflection_00027-2021_09 28 6 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 28 7 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 29 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 29 2 had have VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 29 3 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 29 4 high high ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 29 5 school school NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 29 6 english english ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 29 7 teacher teacher NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 29 8 who who PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 29 9 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 29 10 very very ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 29 11 open open ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 29 12 about about ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 29 13 what what PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 29 14 he he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 29 15 believed believe VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 29 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 30 1 coming come VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 30 2 from from ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 30 3 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 30 4 more more ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 30 5 conservative conservative ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 30 6 suburb suburb NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 30 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 30 8 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 30 9 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 30 10 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 30 11 wake wake VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 30 12 - - PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 30 13 up up ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 30 14 call call NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 30 15 for for ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 30 16 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 30 17 lot lot NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 30 18 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 30 19 us we PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 30 20 on on ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 30 21 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 30 22 topics topic NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 30 23 he he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 30 24 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 30 25 n’t not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 30 26 afraid afraid ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 30 27 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 30 28 bringing bring VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 30 29 up up ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 30 30 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 30 31 class class NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 30 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 31 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 31 2 for for ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 31 3 one one NUM reflection_00027-2021_09 31 4 did do AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 31 5 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 31 6 agree agree VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 31 7 with with ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 31 8 him he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 31 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 31 10 but but CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 31 11 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 31 12 could could AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 31 13 never never ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 31 14 tell tell VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 31 15 what what PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 31 16 other other ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 31 17 people people NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 31 18 were be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 31 19 thinking think VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 31 20 because because SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 31 21 knowing know VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 31 22 when when SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 31 23 he he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 31 24 would would AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 31 25 shut shut VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 31 26 people people NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 31 27 down down ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 31 28 versus versus ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 31 29 accept accept VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 31 30 their their PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 31 31 viewpoint viewpoint NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 31 32 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 31 33 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 31 34 tricky tricky ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 31 35 line line NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 31 36 to to ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 31 37 toe toe NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 31 38 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 32 1 if if SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 32 2 someone someone PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 32 3 offered offer VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 32 4 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 32 5 view view NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 32 6 different different ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 32 7 from from ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 32 8 his his PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 32 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 32 10 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 32 11 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 32 12 shut shut VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 32 13 down down ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 32 14 completely completely ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 32 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 32 16 people people NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 32 17 learned learn VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 32 18 quickly quickly ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 32 19 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 32 20 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 32 21 speak speak VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 32 22 up up ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 32 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 33 1 his his PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 33 2 so so ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 33 3 - - PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 33 4 called call VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 33 5 “ " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 33 6 open open ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 33 7 - - PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 33 8 mindedness mindedness NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 33 9 ” " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 33 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 33 11 “ " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 33 12 tolerance tolerance NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 33 13 ” " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 33 14 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 33 15 quite quite DET reflection_00027-2021_09 33 16 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 33 17 opposite opposite NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 33 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 34 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 34 2 sat sit VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 34 3 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 34 4 that that DET reflection_00027-2021_09 34 5 class class NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 34 6 listening listen VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 34 7 to to ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 34 8 his his PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 34 9 points point NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 34 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 34 11 yet yet CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 34 12 when when SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 34 13 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 34 14 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 34 15 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 34 16 turn turn NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 34 17 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 34 18 speak speak VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 34 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 34 20 he he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 34 21 could could AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 34 22 n’t not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 34 23 even even ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 34 24 fathom fathom VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 34 25 listening listen VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 34 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 35 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 35 2 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 35 3 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 35 4 without without ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 35 5 fault fault NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 35 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 35 7 however however ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 35 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 35 9 because because SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 35 10 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 35 11 could could AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 35 12 feel feel VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 35 13 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 35 14 hatred hatred NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 35 15 inside inside ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 35 16 me i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 35 17 nearly nearly ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 35 18 boiling boil VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 35 19 over over ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 35 20 each each DET reflection_00027-2021_09 35 21 day day NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 35 22 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 35 23 class class NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 35 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 36 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 36 2 hated hate VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 36 3 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 36 4 fact fact NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 36 5 that that SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 36 6 his his PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 36 7 hatred hatred NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 36 8 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 36 9 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 36 10 guise guise NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 36 11 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 36 12 being be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 36 13 tolerate tolerate ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 36 14 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 37 1 now now ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 37 2 that that SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 37 3 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 37 4 look look VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 37 5 back back ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 37 6 on on ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 37 7 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 37 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 37 9 his his PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 37 10 “ " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 37 11 hatred hatred NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 37 12 ” " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 37 13 for for ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 37 14 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 37 15 other other ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 37 16 side side NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 37 17 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 37 18 from from ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 37 19 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 37 20 fact fact NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 37 21 he he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 37 22 thought think VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 37 23 he he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 37 24 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 37 25 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 37 26 one one NUM reflection_00027-2021_09 37 27 with with ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 37 28 virtue virtue NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 37 29 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 37 30 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 37 31 he he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 37 32 would would AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 37 33 never never ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 37 34 be be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 37 35 able able ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 37 36 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 37 37 let let VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 37 38 that that PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 37 39 go go VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 37 40 until until SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 37 41 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 37 42 other other ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 37 43 side side NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 37 44 believed believe VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 37 45 what what PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 37 46 he he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 37 47 believed believe VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 37 48 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 37 49 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 38 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 38 2 also also ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 38 3 realized realize VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 38 4 that that SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 38 5 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 38 6 could could AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 38 7 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 38 8 let let VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 38 9 go go VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 38 10 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 38 11 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 38 12 own own ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 38 13 hatred hatred NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 38 14 for for ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 38 15 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 38 16 seemingly seemingly ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 38 17 obvious obvious ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 38 18 hypocrisy hypocrisy NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 38 19 until until SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 38 20 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 38 21 teacher teacher NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 38 22 realized realize VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 38 23 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 38 24 himself himself PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 38 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 39 1 this this PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 39 2 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 39 3 n’t not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 39 4 going go VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 39 5 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 39 6 work work VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 39 7 because because SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 39 8 he he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 39 9 had have VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 39 10 his his PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 39 11 own own ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 39 12 hatred hatred NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 39 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 39 14 so so CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 39 15 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 39 16 had have VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 39 17 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 39 18 move move VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 39 19 forward forward ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 39 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 39 21 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 39 22 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 39 23 decided decide VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 39 24 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 39 25 learn learn VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 39 26 from from ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 39 27 him he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 39 28 how how SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 39 29 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 39 30 did do AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 39 31 n’t not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 39 32 want want VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 39 33 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 39 34 be be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 39 35 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 39 36 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 39 37 future future NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 39 38 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 40 1 this this PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 40 2 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 40 3 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 40 4 learning learn VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 40 5 opportunity opportunity NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 40 6 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 40 7 an an DET reflection_00027-2021_09 40 8 encounter encounter NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 40 9 that that PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 40 10 was be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 40 11 new new ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 40 12 to to ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 40 13 me i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 40 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 40 15 eye eye NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 40 16 - - PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 40 17 opening opening NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 40 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 41 1 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 41 2 lot lot NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 41 3 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 41 4 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 41 5 experiences experience NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 41 6 here here ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 41 7 at at ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 41 8 notre notre PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 41 9 dame dame NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 41 10 will will AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 41 11 be be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 41 12 centered center VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 41 13 around around ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 41 14 forming form VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 41 15 community community NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 41 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 42 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 42 2 need need VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 42 3 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 42 4 respond respond VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 42 5 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 42 6 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 42 7 way way NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 8 that that PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 42 9 will will AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 42 10 cultivate cultivate VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 42 11 an an DET reflection_00027-2021_09 42 12 environment environment NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 13 for for SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 42 14 community community NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 15 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 42 16 flourish flourish VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 42 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 42 18 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 42 19 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 42 20 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 42 21 way way NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 22 that that PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 42 23 inhibits inhibit VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 42 24 its its PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 42 25 growth growth NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 26 : : PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 42 27 “ " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 42 28 when when SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 42 29 we we PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 42 30 act act VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 42 31 on on ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 42 32 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 42 33 scarcity scarcity NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 34 assumption assumption NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 35 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 42 36 becomes become VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 42 37 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 42 38 self self NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 39 - - PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 42 40 fulfilling fulfil VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 42 41 prophecy prophecy NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 42 through through ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 42 43 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 42 44 process process NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 45 called call VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 42 46 resentment resentment NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 47 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 42 48 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 42 49 people people NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 50 are be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 42 51 rendered render VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 42 52 incapable incapable ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 42 53 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 42 54 community community NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 55 ” " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 42 56 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 42 57 “ " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 42 58 thirteen thirteen NUM reflection_00027-2021_09 42 59 ways way NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 60 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 42 61 looking look VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 42 62 at at ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 42 63 community community NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 64 ” " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 42 65 by by ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 42 66 parker parker PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 67 j. j. PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 68 palmer palmer PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 69 – – PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 42 70 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 42 71 fye fye NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 72 week week NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 42 73 eleven eleven NUM reflection_00027-2021_09 42 74 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 42 75 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 43 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 43 2 am be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 43 3 definitely definitely ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 43 4 guilty guilty ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 43 5 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 43 6 holding hold VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 43 7 grudges grudge NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 43 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 43 9 holding hold VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 43 10 court court NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 43 11 when when SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 43 12 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 43 13 see see VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 43 14 an an DET reflection_00027-2021_09 43 15 injustice injustice NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 43 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 44 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 44 2 ca can AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 44 3 n’t not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 44 4 help help VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 44 5 but but CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 44 6 try try VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 44 7 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 44 8 find find VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 44 9 order order NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 44 10 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 44 11 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 44 12 world world NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 44 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 44 14 see see VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 44 15 through through ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 44 16 that that SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 44 17 everything everything PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 44 18 is be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 44 19 fair fair ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 44 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 45 1 usually usually ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 45 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 45 3 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 45 4 comes come VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 45 5 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 45 6 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 45 7 form form NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 45 8 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 45 9 keeping keep VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 45 10 track track NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 45 11 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 45 12 how how SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 45 13 much much ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 45 14 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 45 15 help help VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 45 16 around around ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 45 17 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 45 18 house house NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 45 19 compared compare VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 45 20 to to ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 45 21 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 45 22 sisters sister NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 45 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 46 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 46 2 become become VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 46 3 so so ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 46 4 hyper hyper NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 46 5 focused focus VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 46 6 on on ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 46 7 what what PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 46 8 they they PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 46 9 are be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 46 10 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 46 11 doing do VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 46 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 46 13 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 46 14 do do AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 46 15 n’t not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 46 16 truly truly ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 46 17 appreciate appreciate VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 46 18 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 46 19 when when SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 46 20 they they PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 46 21 are be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 46 22 helping help VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 46 23 around around ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 46 24 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 46 25 house house NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 46 26 when when SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 46 27 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 46 28 ca can AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 46 29 n’t not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 46 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 47 1 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 47 2 is be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 47 3 impossible impossible ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 47 4 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 47 5 keep keep VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 47 6 everything everything PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 47 7 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 47 8 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 47 9 neat neat ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 47 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 47 11 tidy tidy ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 47 12 score score NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 47 13 column column NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 47 14 for for ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 47 15 everything everything PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 47 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 47 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 47 18 if if SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 47 19 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 47 20 want want VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 47 21 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 47 22 build build VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 47 23 stronger strong ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 47 24 bonds bond NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 47 25 with with ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 47 26 people people NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 47 27 during during ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 47 28 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 47 29 times time NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 47 30 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 47 31 look look VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 47 32 at at ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 47 33 what what PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 47 34 they they PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 47 35 are be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 47 36 n’t not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 47 37 doing do VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 47 38 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 47 39 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 47 40 will will AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 47 41 need need VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 47 42 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 47 43 look look VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 47 44 at at ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 47 45 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 47 46 relationship relationship NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 47 47 from from ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 47 48 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 47 49 different different ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 47 50 approach approach NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 47 51 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 48 1 reciprocity reciprocity NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 48 2 is be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 48 3 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 48 4 key key NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 48 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 48 6 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 48 7 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 48 8 is be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 48 9 different different ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 48 10 than than ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 48 11 keeping keep VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 48 12 score score NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 48 13 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 49 1 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 49 2 is be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 49 3 about about ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 49 4 helping help VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 49 5 out out ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 49 6 while while SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 49 7 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 49 8 can can AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 49 9 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 49 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 49 11 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 49 12 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 49 13 future future NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 49 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 49 15 someone someone PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 49 16 will will AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 49 17 help help VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 49 18 me i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 49 19 out out ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 49 20 when when SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 49 21 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 49 22 am be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 49 23 unable unable ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 49 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 50 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 50 2 need need VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 50 3 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 50 4 see see VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 50 5 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 50 6 good good NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 50 7 that that PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 50 8 they they PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 50 9 bring bring VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 50 10 to to ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 50 11 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 50 12 table table NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 50 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 50 14 call call VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 50 15 upon upon SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 50 16 their their PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 50 17 resourcefulness resourcefulness NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 50 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 51 1 besides besides SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 51 2 learning learn VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 51 3 from from ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 51 4 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 51 5 experiences experience NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 51 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 51 7 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 51 8 will will AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 51 9 also also ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 51 10 be be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 51 11 important important ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 51 12 for for SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 51 13 me i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 51 14 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 51 15 recognize recognize VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 51 16 that that SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 51 17 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 51 18 am be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 51 19 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 51 20 alone alone ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 51 21 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 51 22 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 51 23 experiences experience NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 51 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 52 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 52 2 can can AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 52 3 turn turn VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 52 4 to to ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 52 5 other other ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 52 6 people people NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 52 7 for for ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 52 8 help help NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 52 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 52 10 or or CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 52 11 even even ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 52 12 better well ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 52 13 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 52 14 can can AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 52 15 turn turn VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 52 16 to to ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 52 17 god god PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 52 18 during during ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 52 19 challenging challenge VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 52 20 experiences experience NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 52 21 : : PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 52 22 “ " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 52 23 there there PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 52 24 is be VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 52 25 no no DET reflection_00027-2021_09 52 26 failure failure NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 52 27 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 52 28 lord lord PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 52 29 ’s ’s PART reflection_00027-2021_09 52 30 love love NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 52 31 can can AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 52 32 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 52 33 reverse reverse VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 52 34 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 52 35 no no DET reflection_00027-2021_09 52 36 humiliation humiliation NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 52 37 he he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 52 38 can can AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 52 39 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 52 40 exchange exchange VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 52 41 for for ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 52 42 blessing blessing NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 52 43 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 52 44 no no DET reflection_00027-2021_09 52 45 anger anger NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 52 46 he he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 52 47 can can AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 52 48 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 52 49 dissolve dissolve VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 52 50 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 52 51 no no DET reflection_00027-2021_09 52 52 routine routine NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 52 53 he he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 52 54 can can AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 52 55 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 52 56 transfigure transfigure VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 52 57 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 53 1 all all PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 53 2 is be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 53 3 swallowed swallow VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 53 4 up up ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 53 5 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 53 6 victory victory NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 53 7 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 54 1 he he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 54 2 has have VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 54 3 nothing nothing PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 54 4 but but SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 54 5 gifts gift NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 54 6 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 54 7 offer offer VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 54 8 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 55 1 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 55 2 remains remain VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 55 3 only only ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 55 4 for for SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 55 5 us we PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 55 6 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 55 7 find find VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 55 8 how how SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 55 9 even even ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 55 10 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 55 11 cross cross NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 55 12 can can AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 55 13 be be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 55 14 borne bear VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 55 15 as as ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 55 16 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 55 17 gift gift NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 55 18 ” " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 55 19 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 55 20 “ " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 55 21 holy holy PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 55 22 cross cross PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 55 23 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 55 24 christian christian ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 55 25 education education NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 55 26 ” " PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 55 27 by by ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 55 28 blessed bless VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 55 29 basil basil NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 55 30 moreau moreau ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 55 31 – – PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 55 32 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 55 33 fye fye NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 55 34 week week NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 55 35 twelve twelve NUM reflection_00027-2021_09 55 36 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 55 37 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 56 1 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 56 2 think think VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 56 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 56 4 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 56 5 is be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 56 6 easy easy ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 56 7 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 56 8 catastrophize catastrophize VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 56 9 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 56 10 lot lot NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 56 11 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 56 12 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 56 13 hardships hardship NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 56 14 we we PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 56 15 face face VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 56 16 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 56 17 life life NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 56 18 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 56 19 isolate isolate VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 56 20 ourselves ourselves PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 56 21 from from ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 56 22 others other NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 56 23 when when SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 56 24 we we PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 56 25 do do AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 56 26 go go VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 56 27 through through ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 56 28 challenging challenging ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 56 29 times time NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 56 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 57 1 we we PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 57 2 think think VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 57 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 57 4 this this DET reflection_00027-2021_09 57 5 challenge challenge NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 57 6 that that PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 57 7 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 57 8 failed fail VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 57 9 is be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 57 10 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 57 11 end end NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 57 12 - - PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 57 13 all all DET reflection_00027-2021_09 57 14 - - PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 57 15 be be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 57 16 - - PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 57 17 all all PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 57 18 or or CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 57 19 that that SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 57 20 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 57 21 am be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 57 22 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 57 23 only only ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 57 24 one one NUM reflection_00027-2021_09 57 25 that that PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 57 26 struggles struggle VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 57 27 with with ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 57 28 this this DET reflection_00027-2021_09 57 29 common common ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 57 30 challenge challenge NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 57 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 58 1 we we PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 58 2 are be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 58 3 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 58 4 alone alone ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 58 5 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 58 6 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 58 7 human human ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 58 8 sense sense NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 58 9 because because SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 58 10 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 58 11 has have VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 58 12 their their PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 58 13 ups up NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 58 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 58 15 downs down NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 58 16 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 58 17 life life NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 58 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 58 19 however however ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 58 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 58 21 we we PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 58 22 are be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 58 23 also also ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 58 24 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 58 25 alone alone ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 58 26 spiritually spiritually ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 58 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 59 1 god god PROPN reflection_00027-2021_09 59 2 is be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 59 3 right right ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 59 4 there there ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 59 5 all all PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 59 6 along along ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 59 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 59 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 59 9 if if SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 59 10 we we PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 59 11 need need VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 59 12 reminding remind VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 59 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 59 14 we we PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 59 15 can can AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 59 16 always always ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 59 17 look look VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 59 18 at at ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 59 19 the the DET reflection_00027-2021_09 59 20 cross cross NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 59 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 60 1 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 60 2 gives give VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 60 3 us we PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 60 4 hope hope VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 60 5 that that SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 60 6 he he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 60 7 will will AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 60 8 always always ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 60 9 be be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 60 10 there there ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 60 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 60 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 60 13 that that SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 60 14 he he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 60 15 went go VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 60 16 through through ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 60 17 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 60 18 much much ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 60 19 more more ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 60 20 gruesome gruesome ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 60 21 suffering suffering NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 60 22 so so SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 60 23 that that SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 60 24 we we PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 60 25 could could AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 60 26 be be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 60 27 saved save VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 60 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 61 1 there there PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 61 2 is be VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 61 3 nothing nothing PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 61 4 that that PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 61 5 he he PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 61 6 can can AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 61 7 not not PART reflection_00027-2021_09 61 8 make make VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 61 9 a a DET reflection_00027-2021_09 61 10 blessing blessing NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 61 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 61 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 61 13 i i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 61 14 think think VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 61 15 it it PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 61 16 is be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 61 17 easy easy ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 61 18 to to PART reflection_00027-2021_09 61 19 lose lose VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 61 20 sight sight NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 61 21 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 61 22 just just ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 61 23 how how SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 61 24 common common ADJ reflection_00027-2021_09 61 25 our our PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 61 26 sufferings suffering NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 61 27 can can AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 61 28 be be AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 61 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00027-2021_09 62 1 broadening broaden VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 62 2 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 62 3 perspective perspective NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 62 4 on on ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 62 5 how how SCONJ reflection_00027-2021_09 62 6 these these DET reflection_00027-2021_09 62 7 experiences experience NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 62 8 affected affect VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 62 9 me i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 62 10 will will AUX reflection_00027-2021_09 62 11 help help VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 62 12 me i PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 62 13 respond respond VERB reflection_00027-2021_09 62 14 more more ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 62 15 effectively effectively ADV reflection_00027-2021_09 62 16 to to ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 62 17 any any PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 62 18 of of ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 62 19 my my PRON reflection_00027-2021_09 62 20 encounters encounter NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 62 21 in in ADP reflection_00027-2021_09 62 22 life life NOUN reflection_00027-2021_09 62 23 . . 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