id sid tid token lemma pos reflection_00045-2022_03 1 1 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 1 2 fye fye NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 1 3 integration integration NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 1 4 # # SYM reflection_00045-2022_03 1 5 3 3 NUM reflection_00045-2022_03 1 6 : : PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 1 7 examining examine VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 1 8 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 1 9 life life NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 1 10 well well ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 1 11 lived live VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 1 12 i i PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 1 13 am be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 1 14 heartbroken heartbroken VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 1 15 by by ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 1 16 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 1 17 loss loss NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 1 18 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 1 19 sebastian sebastian ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 1 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 1 21 but but CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 1 22 i i PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 1 23 am be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 1 24 honored honor VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 1 25 by by ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 1 26 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 1 27 opportunity opportunity NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 1 28 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 1 29 reflect reflect VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 1 30 upon upon SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 1 31 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 1 32 life life NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 1 33 in in ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 1 34 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 1 35 most most ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 1 36 meaningful meaningful ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 1 37 possible possible ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 1 38 way way NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 1 39 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 2 1 i i PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 2 2 would would AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 2 3 like like VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 2 4 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 2 5 begin begin VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 2 6 this this DET reflection_00045-2022_03 2 7 reflection reflection NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 2 8 with with ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 2 9 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 2 10 quote quote NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 2 11 that that PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 2 12 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 2 13 especially especially ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 2 14 important important ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 2 15 to to ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 2 16 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 2 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 2 18 summarized summarize VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 2 19 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 2 20 way way NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 2 21 that that PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 2 22 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 2 23 lived live VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 2 24 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 2 25 life life NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 2 26 : : PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 2 27 “ " PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 2 28 very very ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 2 29 little little ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 2 30 is be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 2 31 needed need VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 2 32 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 2 33 make make VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 2 34 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 2 35 happy happy ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 2 36 life life NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 2 37 ; ; PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 2 38 it it PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 2 39 is be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 2 40 all all PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 2 41 within within ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 2 42 yourself yourself PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 2 43 in in ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 2 44 your your PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 2 45 way way NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 2 46 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 2 47 thinking thinking NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 2 48 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 2 49 ” " PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 3 1 -marcus -marcus PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 3 2 aurelius aurelius NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 3 3 truly truly ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 3 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 3 5 it it PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 3 6 seemed seem VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 3 7 as as SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 3 8 if if SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 3 9 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 3 10 had have VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 3 11 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 3 12 key key ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 3 13 perspectives perspective NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 3 14 that that PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 3 15 drove drive VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 3 16 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 3 17 well well ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 3 18 lived live VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 3 19 life life NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 3 20 all all PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 3 21 figured figure VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 3 22 out out ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 3 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 4 1 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 4 2 lifelong lifelong ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 4 3 reader reader NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 4 4 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 4 5 stoic stoic ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 4 6 philosophy philosophy NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 4 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 4 8 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 4 9 learned learn VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 4 10 from from ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 4 11 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 4 12 early early ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 4 13 years year NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 4 14 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 4 15 only only ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 4 16 focus focus VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 4 17 on on ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 4 18 what what PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 4 19 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 4 20 could could AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 4 21 control control VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 4 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 5 1 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 5 2 worked work VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 5 3 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 5 4 strengthen strengthen VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 5 5 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 5 6 mind mind NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 5 7 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 5 8 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 5 9 body body NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 5 10 throughout throughout ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 5 11 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 5 12 life life NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 5 13 in in ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 5 14 order order NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 5 15 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 5 16 be be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 5 17 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 5 18 best good ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 5 19 version version NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 5 20 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 5 21 himself himself PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 5 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 6 1 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 6 2 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 6 3 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 6 4 frequent frequent ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 6 5 at at ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 6 6 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 6 7 gym gym NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 6 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 6 9 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 6 10 realized realize VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 6 11 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 6 12 importance importance NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 6 13 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 6 14 making make VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 6 15 use use NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 6 16 out out ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 6 17 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 6 18 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 6 19 body body NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 6 20 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 6 21 health health NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 6 22 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 6 23 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 6 24 gifted gift VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 6 25 with with ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 6 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 7 1 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 7 2 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 7 3 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 7 4 lifelong lifelong ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 7 5 learner learner NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 7 6 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 7 7 knew know VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 7 8 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 7 9 impact impact NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 7 10 that that PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 7 11 reading read VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 7 12 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 7 13 little little ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 7 14 bit bit NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 7 15 every every DET reflection_00045-2022_03 7 16 day day NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 7 17 can can AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 7 18 have have VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 7 19 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 7 20 shape shape VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 7 21 your your PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 7 22 mind mind NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 7 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 8 1 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 8 2 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 8 3 an an DET reflection_00045-2022_03 8 4 extremely extremely ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 8 5 hard hard ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 8 6 worker worker NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 8 7 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 8 8 knew know VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 8 9 how how SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 8 10 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 8 11 control control VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 8 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 8 13 motivate motivate VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 8 14 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 8 15 mind mind NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 8 16 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 8 17 get get VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 8 18 maximum maximum ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 8 19 efficiency efficiency NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 8 20 out out ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 8 21 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 8 22 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 8 23 time time NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 8 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 9 1 however however ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 9 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 9 3 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 9 4 knew know VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 9 5 that that SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 9 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 9 7 as as SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 9 8 stated state VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 9 9 by by ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 9 10 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 9 11 quote quote NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 9 12 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 9 13 enjoyed enjoy VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 9 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 9 15 “ " PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 9 16 introspection introspection NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 9 17 can can AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 9 18 cloud cloud VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 9 19 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 9 20 confuse confuse VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 9 21 our our PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 9 22 self self NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 9 23 - - PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 9 24 perceptions perception NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 9 25 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 9 26 unleashing unleash VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 9 27 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 9 28 host host NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 9 29 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 9 30 unintended unintended ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 9 31 consequences consequence NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 9 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 9 33 ” " PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 10 1 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 10 2 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 10 3 right right ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 10 4 way way NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 10 5 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 10 6 be be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 10 7 introspective introspective ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 10 8 by by ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 10 9 tasha tasha PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 10 10 eurich eurich PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 10 11 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 10 12 fye fye PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 10 13 week week NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 10 14 6 6 NUM reflection_00045-2022_03 10 15 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 10 16 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 10 17 realized realize VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 10 18 that that SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 10 19 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 10 20 could could AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 10 21 oftentimes oftentimes ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 10 22 get get VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 10 23 in in ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 10 24 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 10 25 own own ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 10 26 head head NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 10 27 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 10 28 so so ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 10 29 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 10 30 made make VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 10 31 sure sure ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 10 32 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 10 33 practice practice VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 10 34 positive positive ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 10 35 psychology psychology NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 10 36 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 10 37 be be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 10 38 kind kind ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 10 39 to to ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 10 40 himself himself PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 10 41 when when SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 10 42 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 10 43 needed need VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 10 44 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 10 45 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 11 1 some some PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 11 2 would would AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 11 3 even even ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 11 4 consider consider VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 11 5 him he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 11 6 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 11 7 be be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 11 8 overly overly ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 11 9 conscientious conscientious ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 11 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 11 11 but but CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 11 12 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 11 13 did do AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 11 14 not not PART reflection_00045-2022_03 11 15 let let VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 11 16 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 11 17 opinions opinion NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 11 18 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 11 19 others other NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 11 20 guide guide VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 11 21 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 11 22 life life NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 11 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 12 1 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 12 2 knew know VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 12 3 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 12 4 limits limit NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 12 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 12 6 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 12 7 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 12 8 knew know VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 12 9 that that SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 12 10 happiness happiness NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 12 11 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 12 12 balance balance NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 12 13 were be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 12 14 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 12 15 keys key NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 12 16 to to ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 12 17 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 12 18 well well ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 12 19 lived live VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 12 20 life life NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 12 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 13 1 despite despite SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 13 2 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 13 3 desires desire NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 13 4 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 13 5 be be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 13 6 in in ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 13 7 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 13 8 best good ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 13 9 mental mental ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 13 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 13 11 physical physical ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 13 12 shape shape NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 13 13 at at ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 13 14 all all DET reflection_00045-2022_03 13 15 times time NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 13 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 13 17 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 13 18 knew know VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 13 19 that that SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 13 20 life life NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 13 21 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 13 22 short short ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 13 23 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 13 24 meant mean VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 13 25 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 13 26 be be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 13 27 appreciated appreciate VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 13 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 14 1 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 14 2 knew know VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 14 3 when when SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 14 4 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 14 5 have have VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 14 6 fun fun NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 14 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 14 8 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 14 9 outgoing outgoing ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 14 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 14 11 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 14 12 loved love VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 14 13 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 14 14 surround surround VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 14 15 himself himself PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 14 16 with with ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 14 17 people people NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 14 18 who who PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 14 19 were be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 14 20 similar similar ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 14 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 15 1 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 15 2 constantly constantly ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 15 3 tried try VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 15 4 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 15 5 appreciate appreciate VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 15 6 all all DET reflection_00045-2022_03 15 7 aspects aspect NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 15 8 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 15 9 lifethe lifethe ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 15 10 good good NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 15 11 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 15 12 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 15 13 badbecause badbecause NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 15 14 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 15 15 realized realize VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 15 16 that that SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 15 17 it it PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 15 18 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 15 19 difficult difficult ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 15 20 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 15 21 discern discern VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 15 22 true true ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 15 23 goodness goodness NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 15 24 without without ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 15 25 having having AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 15 26 experienced experience VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 15 27 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 15 28 truly truly ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 15 29 bad bad ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 15 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 16 1 this this DET reflection_00045-2022_03 16 2 dichotomy dichotomy NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 16 3 between between ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 16 4 working work VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 16 5 hard hard ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 16 6 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 16 7 playing play VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 16 8 hard hard ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 16 9 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 16 10 especially especially ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 16 11 evident evident ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 16 12 while while SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 16 13 in in ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 16 14 college college NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 16 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 17 1 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 17 2 would would AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 17 3 consistently consistently ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 17 4 stay stay VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 17 5 up up ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 17 6 until until ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 17 7 two two NUM reflection_00045-2022_03 17 8 o’clock o’clock NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 17 9 in in ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 17 10 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 17 11 morning morning NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 17 12 so so SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 17 13 that that SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 17 14 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 17 15 could could AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 17 16 get get VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 17 17 all all PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 17 18 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 17 19 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 17 20 work work NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 17 21 done do VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 17 22 in in ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 17 23 order order NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 17 24 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 17 25 go go VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 17 26 out out ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 17 27 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 17 28 enjoy enjoy VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 17 29 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 17 30 weekends weekend NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 17 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 18 1 however however ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 18 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 18 3 because because SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 18 4 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 18 5 valued value VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 18 6 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 18 7 experience experience NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 18 8 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 18 9 learning learn VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 18 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 18 11 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 18 12 found find VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 18 13 himself himself PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 18 14 enjoying enjoy VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 18 15 doing do VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 18 16 certain certain ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 18 17 types type NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 18 18 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 18 19 homework homework NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 18 20 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 18 21 except except SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 18 22 for for ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 18 23 calculus calculus NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 18 24 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 18 25 calc calc NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 18 26 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 18 27 never never ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 18 28 fun fun ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 18 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 18 30 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 19 1 another another DET reflection_00045-2022_03 19 2 key key ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 19 3 aspect aspect NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 19 4 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 19 5 stoic stoic ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 19 6 philosophy philosophy NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 19 7 that that PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 19 8 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 19 9 adhered adhere VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 19 10 to to ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 19 11 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 19 12 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 19 13 concept concept NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 19 14 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 19 15 memento memento PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 19 16 mori mori PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 19 17 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 20 1 as as SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 20 2 morbid morbid ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 20 3 as as SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 20 4 it it PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 20 5 sounds sound VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 20 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 20 7 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 20 8 kept keep VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 20 9 in in ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 20 10 mind mind NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 20 11 that that SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 20 12 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 20 13 could could AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 20 14 die die VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 20 15 at at ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 20 16 any any DET reflection_00045-2022_03 20 17 instant instant NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 20 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 21 1 this this PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 21 2 drove drive VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 21 3 him he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 21 4 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 21 5 experience experience VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 21 6 all all PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 21 7 that that DET reflection_00045-2022_03 21 8 life life NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 21 9 had have VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 21 10 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 21 11 offer offer VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 21 12 constantly constantly ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 21 13 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 22 1 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 22 2 particularly particularly ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 22 3 liked like VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 22 4 this this DET reflection_00045-2022_03 22 5 quote quote NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 22 6 from from ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 22 7 sister sister NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 22 8 aletheia aletheia NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 22 9 where where SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 22 10 she she PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 22 11 says say VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 22 12 “ " PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 22 13 my my PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 22 14 life life NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 22 15 is be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 22 16 going go VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 22 17 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 22 18 end end VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 22 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 22 20 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 22 21 i i PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 22 22 have have VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 22 23 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 22 24 limited limited ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 22 25 amount amount NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 22 26 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 22 27 time time NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 22 28 ; ; PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 22 29 we we PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 22 30 naturally naturally ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 22 31 tend tend VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 22 32 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 22 33 think think VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 22 34 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 22 35 our our PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 22 36 lives life NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 22 37 as as ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 22 38 kind kind ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 22 39 of of ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 22 40 continuing continue VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 22 41 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 22 42 continuing continue VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 22 43 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 22 44 ” " PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 23 1 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 23 2 meet meet VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 23 3 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 23 4 https://ideas.ted.com/the-right-way-to-be-introspective-yes-theres-a-wrong-way/ https://ideas.ted.com/the-right-way-to-be-introspective-yes-theres-a-wrong-way/ PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 23 5 https://ideas.ted.com/the-right-way-to-be-introspective-yes-theres-a-wrong-way/ https://ideas.ted.com/the-right-way-to-be-introspective-yes-theres-a-wrong-way/ PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 23 6 https://www.nytimes.com/2021/05/14/us/memento-mori-nun.html https://www.nytimes.com/2021/05/14/us/memento-mori-nun.html PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 23 7 nun nun PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 23 8 who who PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 23 9 wants want VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 23 10 you you PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 23 11 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 23 12 remember remember VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 23 13 you you PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 23 14 will will AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 23 15 die die VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 23 16 by by ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 23 17 ruth ruth PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 23 18 graham graham PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 23 19 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 23 20 fye fye PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 23 21 week week NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 23 22 3 3 NUM reflection_00045-2022_03 23 23 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 23 24 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 23 25 knew know VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 23 26 that that SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 23 27 there there PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 23 28 was be VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 23 29 no no DET reflection_00045-2022_03 23 30 such such ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 23 31 thing thing NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 23 32 as as ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 23 33 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 23 34 constantly constantly ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 23 35 continuing continue VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 23 36 life life NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 23 37 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 23 38 so so ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 23 39 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 23 40 strived strive VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 23 41 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 23 42 make make VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 23 43 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 23 44 most most ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 23 45 out out ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 23 46 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 23 47 every every DET reflection_00045-2022_03 23 48 day day NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 23 49 possible possible ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 23 50 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 24 1 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 24 2 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 24 3 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 24 4 frequent frequent ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 24 5 thrill thrill NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 24 6 seekersurfing seekersurfing NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 24 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 24 8 hiking hiking NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 24 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 24 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 24 11 drag drag NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 24 12 - - PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 24 13 racing racing NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 24 14 were be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 24 15 some some PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 24 16 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 24 17 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 24 18 preferred preferred ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 24 19 hobbies hobby NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 24 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 25 1 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 25 2 also also ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 25 3 had have VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 25 4 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 25 5 passion passion NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 25 6 for for ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 25 7 travel travel NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 25 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 25 9 exploration exploration NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 25 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 26 1 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 26 2 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 26 3 blessed bless VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 26 4 enough enough ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 26 5 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 26 6 travel travel VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 26 7 around around ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 26 8 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 26 9 world world NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 26 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 27 1 this this PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 27 2 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 27 3 especially especially ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 27 4 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 27 5 case case NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 27 6 while while SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 27 7 in in ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 27 8 college college NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 27 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 27 10 where where SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 27 11 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 27 12 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 27 13 able able ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 27 14 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 27 15 go go VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 27 16 to to ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 27 17 such such ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 27 18 places place NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 27 19 as as ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 27 20 jerusalem jerusalem PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 27 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 27 22 new new PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 27 23 zealand zealand PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 27 24 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 27 25 greece greece PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 27 26 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 27 27 miami miami PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 27 28 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 27 29 new new PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 27 30 jersey jersey PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 27 31 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 27 32 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 27 33 so so ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 27 34 much much ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 27 35 more more ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 27 36 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 28 1 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 28 2 traveled travel VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 28 3 to to ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 28 4 all all PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 28 5 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 28 6 these these DET reflection_00045-2022_03 28 7 places place NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 28 8 while while SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 28 9 surrounded surround VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 28 10 by by ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 28 11 close close ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 28 12 friends friend NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 28 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 28 14 people people NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 28 15 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 28 16 loved love VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 28 17 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 29 1 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 29 2 took take VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 29 3 careful careful ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 29 4 care care NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 29 5 in in ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 29 6 constantly constantly ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 29 7 building build VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 29 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 29 9 improving improve VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 29 10 relationships relationship NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 29 11 with with ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 29 12 those those PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 29 13 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 29 14 loved love VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 29 15 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 29 16 spend spend VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 29 17 time time NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 29 18 with with ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 29 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 30 1 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 30 2 family family NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 30 3 members member NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 30 4 were be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 30 5 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 30 6 closest close ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 30 7 people people NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 30 8 to to ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 30 9 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 30 10 heart heart NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 30 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 30 12 so so ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 30 13 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 30 14 made make VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 30 15 sure sure ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 30 16 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 30 17 cherish cherish VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 30 18 all all PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 30 19 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 30 20 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 30 21 time time NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 30 22 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 30 23 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 30 24 able able ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 30 25 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 30 26 spend spend VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 30 27 with with ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 30 28 them they PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 30 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 31 1 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 31 2 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 31 3 also also ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 31 4 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 31 5 family family NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 31 6 man man NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 31 7 himself himself PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 31 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 31 9 with with ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 31 10 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 31 11 wife wife NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 31 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 31 13 four four NUM reflection_00045-2022_03 31 14 kids kid NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 31 15 whom whom PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 31 16 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 31 17 loved love VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 31 18 dearly dearly ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 31 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 32 1 this this PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 32 2 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 32 3 certainly certainly ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 32 4 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 32 5 most most ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 32 6 important important ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 32 7 aspect aspect NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 32 8 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 32 9 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 32 10 ’s ’s PART reflection_00045-2022_03 32 11 lifebigger lifebigger NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 32 12 than than ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 32 13 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 32 14 career career NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 32 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 32 16 bigger big ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 32 17 than than ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 32 18 himself himself PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 32 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 33 1 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 33 2 put put VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 33 3 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 33 4 family family NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 33 5 first first ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 33 6 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 33 7 made make VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 33 8 no no DET reflection_00045-2022_03 33 9 reservations reservation NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 33 10 about about ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 33 11 it it PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 33 12 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 34 1 growing grow VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 34 2 up up ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 34 3 as as ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 34 4 an an DET reflection_00045-2022_03 34 5 only only ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 34 6 child child NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 34 7 with with ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 34 8 no no DET reflection_00045-2022_03 34 9 cousins cousin NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 34 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 34 11 as as ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 34 12 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 34 13 last last ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 34 14 male male NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 34 15 member member NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 34 16 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 34 17 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 34 18 pires pire NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 34 19 lineage lineage NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 34 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 34 21 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 34 22 knew know VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 34 23 that that SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 34 24 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 34 25 wanted want VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 34 26 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 34 27 big big ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 34 28 family family NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 34 29 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 34 30 so so SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 34 31 that that PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 34 32 is be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 34 33 exactly exactly ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 34 34 what what PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 34 35 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 34 36 did do VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 34 37 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 35 1 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 35 2 ’s ’s PART reflection_00045-2022_03 35 3 career career NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 35 4 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 35 5 an an DET reflection_00045-2022_03 35 6 important important ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 35 7 feature feature NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 35 8 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 35 9 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 35 10 life life NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 35 11 as as ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 35 12 well well ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 35 13 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 36 1 while while SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 36 2 many many ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 36 3 people people NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 36 4 around around ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 36 5 him he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 36 6 viewed view VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 36 7 their their PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 36 8 work work NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 36 9 as as ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 36 10 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 36 11 means means NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 36 12 to to ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 36 13 compensation compensation NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 36 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 36 15 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 36 16 had have VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 36 17 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 36 18 vision vision NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 36 19 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 36 20 how how SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 36 21 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 36 22 could could AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 36 23 serve serve VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 36 24 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 36 25 world world NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 36 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 37 1 through through ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 37 2 working work VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 37 3 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 37 4 business business NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 37 5 operations operation NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 37 6 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 37 7 major major ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 37 8 league league NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 37 9 baseball baseball NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 37 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 37 11 one one NUM reflection_00045-2022_03 37 12 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 37 13 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 37 14 ’s ’s PART reflection_00045-2022_03 37 15 oldest old ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 37 16 loves love NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 37 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 37 18 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 37 19 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 37 20 able able ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 37 21 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 37 22 grow grow VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 37 23 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 37 24 game game NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 37 25 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 37 26 serves serve VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 37 27 others other NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 37 28 in in ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 37 29 less less ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 37 30 fortunate fortunate ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 37 31 financial financial ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 37 32 situations situation NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 37 33 than than ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 37 34 himself himself PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 37 35 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 38 1 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 38 2 helped helped AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 38 3 establish establish VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 38 4 youth youth NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 38 5 baseball baseball NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 38 6 programsa programsa NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 38 7 across across ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 38 8 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 38 9 country country NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 38 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 38 11 worked work VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 38 12 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 38 13 expand expand VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 38 14 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 38 15 game game NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 38 16 internationally internationally ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 38 17 to to ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 38 18 developing develop VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 38 19 markets market NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 38 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 38 21 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 38 22 made make VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 38 23 baseball baseball NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 38 24 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 38 25 means means NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 38 26 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 38 27 fostering foster VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 38 28 social social ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 38 29 impact impact NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 38 30 along along ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 38 31 with with ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 38 32 justice justice NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 38 33 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 39 1 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 39 2 career career NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 39 3 brought bring VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 39 4 him he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 39 5 joy joy NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 39 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 39 7 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 39 8 something something PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 39 9 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 39 10 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 39 11 good good ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 39 12 at at ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 39 13 doing do VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 39 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 39 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 39 16 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 39 17 needed need VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 39 18 by by ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 39 19 those those PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 39 20 around around ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 39 21 him he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 39 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 40 1 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 40 2 navigating navigate VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 40 3 your your PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 40 4 career career NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 5 journey journey NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 6 by by ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 40 7 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 40 8 merulo merulo PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 9 career career NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 10 center center NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 11 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 40 12 fye fye NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 13 week week NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 14 4 4 NUM reflection_00045-2022_03 40 15 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 40 16 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 17 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 40 18 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 40 19 mission mission NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 20 - - PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 40 21 bound bind VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 40 22 person person NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 23 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 40 24 exhibiting exhibit VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 40 25 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 40 26 similar similar ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 40 27 passion passion NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 28 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 40 29 commitment commitment NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 30 to to ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 40 31 others other NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 32 as as ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 40 33 fr fr PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 34 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 40 35 theodore theodore PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 36 hesburgh hesburgh PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 37 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 40 38 constantly constantly ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 40 39 working work VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 40 40 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 40 41 make make VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 40 42 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 40 43 time time NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 44 on on ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 40 45 earth earth NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 46 as as ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 40 47 meaningful meaningful ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 40 48 as as ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 40 49 possible possible ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 40 50 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 40 51 hesburgh hesburgh ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 40 52 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 40 53 fye fye PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 54 week week NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 55 2 2 NUM reflection_00045-2022_03 40 56 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 40 57 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 58 ’s ’s PART reflection_00045-2022_03 40 59 life life NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 60 is be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 40 61 perhaps perhaps ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 40 62 something something PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 40 63 that that PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 40 64 is be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 40 65 best well ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 40 66 remembered remember VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 40 67 as as ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 40 68 an an DET reflection_00045-2022_03 40 69 example example NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 40 70 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 41 1 it it PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 41 2 is be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 41 3 an an DET reflection_00045-2022_03 41 4 example example NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 41 5 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 41 6 how how SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 41 7 one one PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 41 8 can can AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 41 9 maximize maximize VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 41 10 their their PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 41 11 time time NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 41 12 alive alive ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 41 13 while while SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 41 14 never never ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 41 15 sacrificing sacrifice VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 41 16 their their PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 41 17 present present ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 41 18 experiences experience NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 41 19 for for ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 41 20 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 41 21 goodness goodness NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 41 22 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 41 23 their their PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 41 24 future future NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 41 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 42 1 it it PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 42 2 is be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 42 3 an an DET reflection_00045-2022_03 42 4 example example NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 42 5 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 42 6 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 42 7 positive positive ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 42 8 effect effect NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 42 9 self self NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 42 10 - - PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 42 11 reflection reflection NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 42 12 can can AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 42 13 have have VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 42 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 42 15 while while SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 42 16 not not PART reflection_00045-2022_03 42 17 being be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 42 18 overly overly ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 42 19 self self NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 42 20 - - PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 42 21 depricating depricating NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 42 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 43 1 it it PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 43 2 is be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 43 3 an an DET reflection_00045-2022_03 43 4 example example NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 43 5 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 43 6 remaining remain VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 43 7 free free ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 43 8 to to ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 43 9 new new ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 43 10 experiences experience NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 43 11 while while SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 43 12 embracing embrace VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 43 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 43 14 being be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 43 15 grateful grateful ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 43 16 for for ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 43 17 what what PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 43 18 you you PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 43 19 already already ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 43 20 have have AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 43 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 44 1 it it PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 44 2 is be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 44 3 defined define VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 44 4 by by ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 44 5 a a DET reflection_00045-2022_03 44 6 close close ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 44 7 relationship relationship NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 44 8 to to ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 44 9 god god PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 44 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 44 11 as as SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 44 12 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 44 13 guided guide VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 44 14 sebastian sebastian NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 44 15 through through ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 44 16 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 44 17 good good ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 44 18 times time NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 44 19 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 44 20 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 44 21 bad bad ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 44 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 45 1 this this PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 45 2 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 45 3 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 45 4 core core NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 45 5 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 45 6 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 45 7 ’s ’s PART reflection_00045-2022_03 45 8 existence existence NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 45 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 45 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 45 11 helped help VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 45 12 him he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 45 13 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 45 14 focus focus VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 45 15 on on ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 45 16 goals goal NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 45 17 that that PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 45 18 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 45 19 more more ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 45 20 than than ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 45 21 himself himself PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 45 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 46 1 it it PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 46 2 helped help VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 46 3 him he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 46 4 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 46 5 keep keep VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 46 6 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 46 7 intentions intention NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 46 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 46 9 mindset mindset NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 46 10 pure pure ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 46 11 in in ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 46 12 regards regard NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 46 13 to to ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 46 14 his his PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 46 15 future future NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 46 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 47 1 sebastian sebastian PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 47 2 will will AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 47 3 be be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 47 4 dearly dearly ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 47 5 missed miss VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 47 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 47 7 but but CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 47 8 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 47 9 certainly certainly ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 47 10 would would AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 47 11 not not PART reflection_00045-2022_03 47 12 want want VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 47 13 anybody anybody PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 47 14 close close ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 47 15 to to ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 47 16 him he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 47 17 grieving grieve VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 47 18 over over ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 47 19 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 47 20 fact fact NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 47 21 that that SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 47 22 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 47 23 has have AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 47 24 transitioned transition VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 47 25 to to ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 47 26 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 47 27 next next ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 47 28 stage stage NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 47 29 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 47 30 life life NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 47 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 48 1 instead instead ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 48 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 48 3 he he PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 48 4 say say VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 48 5 something something PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 48 6 along along ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 48 7 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 48 8 lines line NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 48 9 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 48 10 : : PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 48 11 “ " PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 48 12 i i PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 48 13 am be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 48 14 https://www.nytimes.com/2021/05/14/us/memento-mori-nun.html https://www.nytimes.com/2021/05/14/us/memento-mori-nun.html PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 48 15 https://undergradcareers.nd.edu/navigating-your-career-journey---moreau/ https://undergradcareers.nd.edu/navigating-your-career-journey---moreau/ PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 49 1 https://notredame.hosted.panopto.com/panopto/pages/viewer.aspx?id=10159379-7eca-4549-8581-ab9500c9ecd9 https://notredame.hosted.panopto.com/panopto/pages/viewer.aspx?id=10159379-7eca-4549-8581-ab9500c9ecd9 NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 49 2 dead dead ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 49 3 and and CCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 49 4 this this DET reflection_00045-2022_03 49 5 fact fact NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 49 6 was be AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 49 7 inevidable inevidable ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 49 8 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 50 1 instead instead ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 50 2 of of ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 50 3 grieving grieving NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 50 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 50 5 turn turn VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 50 6 your your PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 50 7 tears tear NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 50 8 into into ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 50 9 gladness gladness NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 50 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 51 1 let let VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 51 2 me i PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 51 3 inspire inspire VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 51 4 you you PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 51 5 all all PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 51 6 to to PART reflection_00045-2022_03 51 7 cherish cherish VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 51 8 the the DET reflection_00045-2022_03 51 9 short short ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 51 10 time time NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 51 11 we we PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 51 12 have have AUX reflection_00045-2022_03 51 13 alive alive ADJ reflection_00045-2022_03 51 14 on on ADP reflection_00045-2022_03 51 15 earth earth NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 51 16 so so SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 51 17 that that SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 51 18 we we PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 51 19 hold hold VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 51 20 no no DET reflection_00045-2022_03 51 21 regrets regret NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 51 22 when when SCONJ reflection_00045-2022_03 51 23 our our PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 51 24 time time NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 51 25 eventually eventually ADV reflection_00045-2022_03 51 26 comes come VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 51 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 52 1 god god PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 52 2 bless bless VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 52 3 us we PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 52 4 all all PRON reflection_00045-2022_03 52 5 . . PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 52 6 ” " PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 53 1 works work NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 53 2 cited cite VERB reflection_00045-2022_03 53 3 : : PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 53 4 https://www.nytimes.com/2021/05/14/us/memento-mori-nun.html https://www.nytimes.com/2021/05/14/us/memento-mori-nun.html PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 53 5 https://ideas.ted.com/the-right-way-to-be-introspective-yes-theres-a-wrong-way/ https://ideas.ted.com/the-right-way-to-be-introspective-yes-theres-a-wrong-way/ PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 53 6 https://undergradcareers.nd.edu/navigating-your-career-journey---moreau/ https://undergradcareers.nd.edu/navigating-your-career-journey---moreau/ PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 53 7 https://notredame.hosted.panopto.com/panopto/pages/viewer.aspx?id=10159379-7eca-4549-858 https://notredame.hosted.panopto.com/panopto/pages/viewer.aspx?id=10159379-7eca-4549-858 PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 53 8 1 1 NUM reflection_00045-2022_03 53 9 - - PUNCT reflection_00045-2022_03 53 10 ab9500c9ecd9 ab9500c9ecd9 PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 53 11 https://www.nytimes.com/2021/05/14/us/memento-mori-nun.html https://www.nytimes.com/2021/05/14/us/memento-mori-nun.html PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 53 12 https://ideas.ted.com/the-right-way-to-be-introspective-yes-theres-a-wrong-way/ https://ideas.ted.com/the-right-way-to-be-introspective-yes-theres-a-wrong-way/ PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 53 13 https://undergradcareers.nd.edu/navigating-your-career-journey---moreau/ https://undergradcareers.nd.edu/navigating-your-career-journey---moreau/ PROPN reflection_00045-2022_03 53 14 https://notredame.hosted.panopto.com/panopto/pages/viewer.aspx?id=10159379-7eca-4549-8581-ab9500c9ecd9 https://notredame.hosted.panopto.com/panopto/pages/viewer.aspx?id=10159379-7eca-4549-8581-ab9500c9ecd9 NOUN reflection_00045-2022_03 53 15 https://notredame.hosted.panopto.com/panopto/pages/viewer.aspx?id=10159379-7eca-4549-8581-ab9500c9ecd9 https://notredame.hosted.panopto.com/panopto/pages/viewer.aspx?id=10159379-7eca-4549-8581-ab9500c9ecd9 NOUN