id sid tid token lemma pos reflection_00061-2021_09 1 1 all all PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 1 2 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 1 3 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 1 4 answers answer NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 1 5 are be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 1 6 yet yet ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 1 7 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 1 8 come come VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 1 9 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 1 10 believe believe VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 1 11 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 1 12 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 1 13 am be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 1 14 good good ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 1 15 enough enough ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 1 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 2 1 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 2 2 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 2 3 entirety entirety NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 2 4 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 2 5 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 2 6 life life NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 2 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 2 8 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 2 9 have have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 2 10 felt feel VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 2 11 like like SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 2 12 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 2 13 was be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 2 14 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 2 15 good good ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 2 16 enough enough ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 2 17 either either CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 2 18 as as ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 2 19 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 2 20 friend friend NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 2 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 2 22 daughter daughter NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 2 23 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 2 24 sister sister NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 2 25 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 2 26 student student NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 2 27 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 2 28 or or CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 2 29 person person NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 2 30 as as ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 2 31 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 2 32 whole whole NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 2 33 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 3 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 3 2 felt feel VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 3 3 like like SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 3 4 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 3 5 was be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 3 6 never never ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 3 7 going go VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 3 8 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 3 9 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 3 10 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 3 11 person person NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 3 12 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 3 13 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 3 14 chose choose VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 3 15 or or CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 3 16 looked look VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 3 17 up up ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 3 18 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 3 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 4 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 4 2 always always ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 4 3 thought think VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 4 4 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 4 5 was be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 4 6 alone alone ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 4 7 with with ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 4 8 this this DET reflection_00061-2021_09 4 9 idea idea NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 4 10 because because SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 4 11 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 4 12 around around ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 4 13 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 4 14 looks look VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 4 15 so so ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 4 16 confident confident ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 4 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 4 18 but but CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 4 19 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 4 20 reality reality NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 4 21 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 4 22 most most ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 4 23 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 4 24 feel feel VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 4 25 this this DET reflection_00061-2021_09 4 26 way way NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 4 27 too too ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 4 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 5 1 coming come VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 5 2 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 5 3 notre notre PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 5 4 dame dame NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 5 5 made make VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 5 6 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 5 7 realize realize VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 5 8 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 5 9 many many ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 5 10 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 5 11 here here ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 5 12 have have VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 5 13 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 5 14 same same ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 5 15 insecurities insecurity NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 5 16 ; ; PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 5 17 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 5 18 do do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 5 19 n’t not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 5 20 feel feel VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 5 21 as as ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 5 22 smart smart ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 5 23 as as ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 5 24 their their PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 5 25 peers peer NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 5 26 or or CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 5 27 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 5 28 think think VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 5 29 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 5 30 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 5 31 are be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 5 32 falling fall VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 5 33 behind behind ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 5 34 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 6 1 even even ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 6 2 with with ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 6 3 regards regard NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 6 4 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 6 5 finding find VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 6 6 friends friend NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 6 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 6 8 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 6 9 have have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 6 10 met meet VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 6 11 so so ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 6 12 many many ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 6 13 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 6 14 who who PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 6 15 felt feel VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 6 16 like like SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 6 17 no no DET reflection_00061-2021_09 6 18 one one NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 6 19 would would AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 6 20 like like VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 6 21 them they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 6 22 here here ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 6 23 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 6 24 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 6 25 would would AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 6 26 spend spend VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 6 27 all all DET reflection_00061-2021_09 6 28 their their PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 6 29 time time NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 6 30 alone alone ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 6 31 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 6 32 but but CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 6 33 after after ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 6 34 coming come VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 6 35 here here ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 6 36 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 6 37 see see VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 6 38 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 6 39 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 6 40 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 6 41 so so ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 6 42 far far ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 6 43 from from ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 6 44 true true ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 6 45 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 7 1 brené brené PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 7 2 brown brown PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 7 3 said say VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 7 4 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 7 5 her her PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 7 6 tedtalk tedtalk NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 7 7 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 7 8 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 7 9 thinks think VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 7 10 at at ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 7 11 one one NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 7 12 point point NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 7 13 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 7 14 ‘ ' PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 7 15 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 7 16 'm be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 7 17 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 7 18 blank blank ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 7 19 enough enough ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 7 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 8 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 8 2 'm be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 8 3 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 8 4 thin thin ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 8 5 enough enough ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 8 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 8 7 rich rich ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 8 8 enough enough ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 8 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 8 10 beautiful beautiful ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 8 11 enough enough ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 8 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 8 13 smart smart ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 8 14 enough enough ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 8 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 8 16 promoted promote VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 8 17 enough enough ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 8 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 8 19 ’ ' PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 9 1 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 9 2 thing thing NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 9 3 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 9 4 underpinned underpin VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 9 5 this this PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 9 6 was be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 9 7 excruciating excruciating ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 9 8 vulnerability vulnerability NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 9 9 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 10 1 this this DET reflection_00061-2021_09 10 2 idea idea NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 10 3 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 10 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 10 5 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 10 6 order order NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 10 7 for for SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 10 8 connection connection NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 10 9 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 10 10 happen happen VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 10 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 10 12 we we PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 10 13 have have VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 10 14 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 10 15 allow allow VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 10 16 ourselves ourselves PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 10 17 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 10 18 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 10 19 seen see VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 10 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 10 21 really really ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 10 22 seen see VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 10 23 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 10 24 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 10 25 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 10 26 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 10 27 power power NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 10 28 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 10 29 vulnerability vulnerability NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 10 30 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 10 31 by by ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 10 32 brené brené PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 10 33 brown brown PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 10 34 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 10 35 fye fye NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 10 36 week week NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 10 37 one one NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 10 38 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 10 39 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 11 1 notre notre PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 11 2 dame dame NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 11 3 made make VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 11 4 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 11 5 realize realize VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 11 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 11 7 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 11 8 am be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 11 9 good good ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 11 10 enough enough ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 11 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 11 12 but but CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 11 13 also also ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 11 14 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 11 15 being be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 11 16 good good ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 11 17 enough enough ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 11 18 does do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 11 19 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 11 20 mean mean VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 11 21 you you PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 11 22 do do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 11 23 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 11 24 have have VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 11 25 room room NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 11 26 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 11 27 growth growth NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 11 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 12 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 12 2 have have VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 12 3 flaws flaw NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 12 4 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 12 5 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 12 6 have have VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 12 7 ways way NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 12 8 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 12 9 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 12 10 could could AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 12 11 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 12 12 better well ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 12 13 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 13 1 but but CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 13 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 13 3 it it PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 13 4 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 13 5 with with ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 13 6 these these DET reflection_00061-2021_09 13 7 acknowledgements acknowledgement NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 13 8 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 13 9 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 13 10 am be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 13 11 able able ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 13 12 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 13 13 find find VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 13 14 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 13 15 place place NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 13 16 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 13 17 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 13 18 world world NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 13 19 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 13 20 find find VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 13 21 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 13 22 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 13 23 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 13 24 are be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 13 25 made make VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 13 26 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 13 27 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 13 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 14 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 14 2 believe believe VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 14 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 14 4 it it PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 14 5 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 14 6 possible possible ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 14 7 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 14 8 find find VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 14 9 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 14 10 balance balance NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 14 11 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 14 12 life life NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 14 13 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 15 1 one one NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 15 2 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 15 3 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 15 4 biggest big ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 15 5 challenges challenge NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 15 6 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 15 7 balancing balance VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 15 8 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 15 9 social social ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 15 10 life life NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 15 11 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 15 12 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 15 13 work work NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 15 14 life life NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 15 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 16 1 there there PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 16 2 are be VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 16 3 times time NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 16 4 when when SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 16 5 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 16 6 friends friend NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 16 7 do do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 16 8 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 16 9 see see VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 16 10 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 16 11 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 16 12 days day NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 16 13 because because SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 16 14 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 16 15 am be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 16 16 busy busy ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 16 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 16 18 focused focused ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 16 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 16 20 but but CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 16 21 other other ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 16 22 times time NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 16 23 where where SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 16 24 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 16 25 neglect neglect VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 16 26 all all PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 16 27 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 16 28 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 16 29 work work NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 16 30 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 16 31 responsibilities responsibility NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 16 32 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 16 33 spend spend VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 16 34 time time NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 16 35 with with ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 16 36 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 16 37 friends friend NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 16 38 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 16 39 have have VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 16 40 fun fun NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 16 41 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 17 1 notre notre PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 17 2 dame dame NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 17 3 definitely definitely ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 17 4 taught teach VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 17 5 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 17 6 how how SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 17 7 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 17 8 handle handle VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 17 9 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 17 10 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 17 11 work work NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 17 12 hard hard ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 17 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 17 14 play play VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 17 15 hard hard ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 17 16 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 17 17 environment environment NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 17 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 18 1 even even ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 18 2 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 18 3 dorm dorm NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 18 4 atmosphere atmosphere NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 18 5 has have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 18 6 taught teach VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 18 7 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 18 8 how how SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 18 9 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 18 10 utilize utilize VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 18 11 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 18 12 time time NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 18 13 wisely wisely ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 18 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 18 15 multitask multitask ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 18 16 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 18 17 order order NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 18 18 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 18 19 combine combine VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 18 20 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 18 21 social social ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 18 22 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 18 23 academic academic ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 18 24 lives life NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 18 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 19 1 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 19 2 example example NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 19 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 19 4 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 19 5 friends friend NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 19 6 have have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 19 7 started start VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 19 8 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 19 9 deem deem VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 19 10 certain certain ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 19 11 nights night NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 19 12 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 19 13 cookie cookie NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 19 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 19 15 study study NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 19 16 nights night NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 19 17 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 19 18 where where SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 19 19 we we PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 19 20 bake bake VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 19 21 cookies cookie NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 19 22 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 19 23 get get VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 19 24 our our PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 19 25 work work NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 19 26 done do VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 19 27 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 19 28 hours hour NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 19 29 late late ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 19 30 at at ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 19 31 night night NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 19 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 20 1 at at ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 20 2 home home NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 20 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 20 4 things thing NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 20 5 like like ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 20 6 this this PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 20 7 were be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 20 8 more more ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 20 9 difficult difficult ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 20 10 because because SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 20 11 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 20 12 home home NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 20 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 20 14 school school NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 20 15 lives life NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 20 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 20 17 mentalities mentality NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 20 18 were be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 20 19 separated separate VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 20 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 20 21 but but CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 20 22 now now ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 20 23 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 20 24 are be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 20 25 all all PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 20 26 combined combine VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 20 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 21 1 this this PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 21 2 reminds remind VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 21 3 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 21 4 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 21 5 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 21 6 resume resume NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 21 7 or or CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 21 8 eulogy eulogy NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 21 9 analogy analogy NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 21 10 where where SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 21 11 you you PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 21 12 could could AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 21 13 either either CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 21 14 live live VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 21 15 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 21 16 your your PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 21 17 professional professional ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 21 18 reputation reputation NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 21 19 or or CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 21 20 your your PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 21 21 social social ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 21 22 character character NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 21 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 22 1 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 22 2 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 22 3 should should AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 22 4 you you PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 22 5 live live VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 22 6 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 22 7 your your PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 22 8 résumé résumé NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 22 9 … … PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 22 10 or or CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 22 11 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 22 12 your your PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 22 13 eulogy eulogy NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 22 14 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 22 15 by by ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 22 16 david david PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 22 17 brooks brooks PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 22 18 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 22 19 fye fye PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 22 20 week week NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 22 21 two two NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 22 22 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 22 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 23 1 when when SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 23 2 watching watch VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 23 3 this this DET reflection_00061-2021_09 23 4 talk talk NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 23 5 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 23 6 feared fear VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 23 7 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 23 8 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 23 9 was be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 23 10 focusing focus VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 23 11 too too ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 23 12 much much ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 23 13 on on ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 23 14 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 23 15 résumé résumé NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 23 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 23 17 but but CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 23 18 now now ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 23 19 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 23 20 can can AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 23 21 see see VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 23 22 myself myself PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 23 23 learning learn VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 23 24 how how SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 23 25 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 23 26 find find VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 23 27 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 23 28 balance balance NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 23 29 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 23 30 feel feel VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 23 31 fulfilled fulfil VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 23 32 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 23 33 both both DET reflection_00061-2021_09 23 34 aspects aspect NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 23 35 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 23 36 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 23 37 life life NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 23 38 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 24 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 24 2 believe believe VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 24 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 24 4 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 24 5 have have VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 24 6 more more ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 24 7 faith faith NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 24 8 than than SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 24 9 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 24 10 realized realize VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 24 11 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 25 1 as as ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 25 2 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 25 3 young young ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 25 4 child child NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 25 5 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 25 6 was be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 25 7 dragged drag VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 25 8 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 25 9 church church NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 25 10 every every DET reflection_00061-2021_09 25 11 sunday sunday PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 25 12 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 25 13 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 25 14 9 9 NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 25 15 am am NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 25 16 mass mass ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 25 17 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 25 18 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 25 19 followed follow VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 25 20 by by ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 25 21 ccd ccd NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 25 22 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 25 23 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 25 24 every every DET reflection_00061-2021_09 25 25 sunday sunday PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 25 26 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 25 27 complained complain VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 25 28 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 25 29 tried try VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 25 30 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 25 31 negotiate negotiate VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 25 32 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 25 33 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 25 34 inevitably inevitably ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 25 35 went go VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 25 36 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 25 37 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 25 38 terrible terrible ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 25 39 mood mood NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 25 40 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 26 1 even even ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 26 2 praying pray VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 26 3 before before ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 26 4 meals meal NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 26 5 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 26 6 restaurants restaurant NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 26 7 made make VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 26 8 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 26 9 feel feel VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 26 10 uncomfortable uncomfortable ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 26 11 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 26 12 weird weird ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 26 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 26 14 making make VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 26 15 it it PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 26 16 something something PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 26 17 for for SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 26 18 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 26 19 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 26 20 dread dread VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 26 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 27 1 when when SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 27 2 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 27 3 first first ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 27 4 decided decide VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 27 5 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 27 6 come come VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 27 7 here here ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 27 8 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 27 9 very very ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 27 10 first first ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 27 11 thing thing NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 27 12 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 27 13 dad dad NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 27 14 told tell VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 27 15 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 27 16 was be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 27 17 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 27 18 get get AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 27 19 involved involve VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 27 20 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 27 21 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 27 22 faith faith NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 27 23 while while SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 27 24 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 27 25 was be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 27 26 here here ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 27 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 28 1 unsurprisingly unsurprisingly ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 28 2 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 28 3 was be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 28 4 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 28 5 planning plan VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 28 6 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 28 7 do do VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 28 8 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 28 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 28 10 but but CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 28 11 after after ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 28 12 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 28 13 first first ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 28 14 weekend weekend NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 28 15 everything everything PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 28 16 changed change VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 28 17 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 29 1 now now ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 29 2 faith faith NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 29 3 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 29 4 normal normal ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 29 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 29 6 something something PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 29 7 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 29 8 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 29 9 can can AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 29 10 choose choose VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 29 11 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 29 12 participate participate VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 29 13 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 29 14 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 30 1 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 30 2 once once ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 30 3 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 30 4 am be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 30 5 listening listen VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 30 6 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 30 7 sermons sermon NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 30 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 30 9 gospels gospel NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 30 10 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 30 11 actually actually ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 30 12 make make VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 30 13 sense sense NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 30 14 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 30 15 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 30 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 30 17 relate relate VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 30 18 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 30 19 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 30 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 31 1 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 31 2 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 31 3 once once ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 31 4 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 31 5 feel feel VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 31 6 like like SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 31 7 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 31 8 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 31 9 am be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 31 10 surrounded surround VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 31 11 with with ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 31 12 also also ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 31 13 chose choose VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 31 14 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 31 15 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 31 16 there there ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 31 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 31 18 want want VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 31 19 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 31 20 have have VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 31 21 something something PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 31 22 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 31 23 believe believe VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 31 24 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 31 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 32 1 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 32 2 faith faith NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 32 3 on on ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 32 4 this this DET reflection_00061-2021_09 32 5 campus campus NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 32 6 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 32 7 truly truly ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 32 8 exceptional exceptional ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 32 9 ; ; PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 32 10 from from ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 32 11 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 32 12 pure pure ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 32 13 beauty beauty NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 32 14 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 32 15 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 32 16 chapel chapel NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 32 17 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 32 18 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 32 19 serenity serenity NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 32 20 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 32 21 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 32 22 grotto grotto NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 32 23 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 32 24 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 32 25 comfort comfort NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 32 26 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 32 27 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 32 28 chapel chapel NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 32 29 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 32 30 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 32 31 hall hall NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 32 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 33 1 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 33 2 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 33 3 faith faith NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 33 4 brings bring VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 33 5 light light NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 33 6 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 33 7 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 33 8 dark dark ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 33 9 world world NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 33 10 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 33 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 33 12 it it PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 33 13 stated state VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 33 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 33 15 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 33 16 god god PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 33 17 can can AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 33 18 come come VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 33 19 through through ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 33 20 every every DET reflection_00061-2021_09 33 21 experience experience NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 33 22 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 33 23 every every DET reflection_00061-2021_09 33 24 neighbor neighbor NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 33 25 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 33 26 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 33 27 face face NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 33 28 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 33 29 god god PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 33 30 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 33 31 every every DET reflection_00061-2021_09 33 32 joy joy NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 33 33 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 33 34 sorrow sorrow NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 33 35 can can AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 33 36 become become VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 33 37 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 33 38 prayer prayer NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 33 39 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 34 1 faith faith NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 34 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 34 3 hope hope NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 34 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 34 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 34 6 love love NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 34 7 adjust adjust VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 34 8 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 34 9 lighting lighting NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 34 10 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 34 11 our our PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 34 12 life life NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 34 13 so so SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 34 14 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 34 15 we we PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 34 16 look look VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 34 17 beyond beyond ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 34 18 ourselves ourselves PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 34 19 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 34 20 see see VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 34 21 god god PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 34 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 34 23 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 35 1 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 35 2 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 35 3 faith faith NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 35 4 brings bring VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 35 5 light light NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 35 6 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 35 7 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 35 8 dark dark ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 35 9 world world NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 35 10 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 35 11 by by ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 35 12 david david PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 35 13 fagerberg fagerberg PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 35 14 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 35 15 fye fye PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 35 16 week week NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 35 17 three three NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 35 18 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 35 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 36 1 this this DET reflection_00061-2021_09 36 2 statement statement NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 36 3 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 36 4 precisely precisely ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 36 5 what what PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 36 6 happened happen VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 36 7 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 36 8 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 36 9 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 37 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 37 2 did do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 37 3 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 37 4 see see VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 37 5 god god PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 37 6 from from ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 37 7 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 37 8 church church NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 37 9 at at ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 37 10 home home NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 37 11 or or CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 37 12 from from ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 37 13 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 37 14 daily daily ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 37 15 life life NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 37 16 as as ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 37 17 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 37 18 child child NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 37 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 37 20 but but CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 37 21 now now ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 37 22 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 37 23 being be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 37 24 here here ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 37 25 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 37 26 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 37 27 finally finally ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 37 28 see see VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 37 29 god god PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 38 1 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 38 2 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 38 3 see see VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 38 4 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 38 5 amazing amazing ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 38 6 community community NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 38 7 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 38 8 his his PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 38 9 teaching teaching NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 38 10 has have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 38 11 created create VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 38 12 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 39 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 39 2 feel feel VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 39 3 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 39 4 faith faith NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 39 5 from from ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 39 6 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 39 7 friends friend NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 39 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 39 9 professors professor NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 39 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 39 11 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 39 12 daily daily ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 39 13 experiences experience NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 39 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 39 15 which which PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 39 16 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 39 17 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 39 18 biggest big ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 39 19 unexpected unexpected ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 39 20 blessing blessing NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 39 21 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 39 22 have have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 39 23 found find VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 39 24 here here ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 39 25 so so ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 39 26 far far ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 39 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 40 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 40 2 believe believe VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 40 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 40 4 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 40 5 toxic toxic ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 40 6 relationship relationship NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 40 7 does do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 40 8 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 40 9 mean mean VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 40 10 someone someone PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 40 11 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 40 12 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 40 13 bad bad ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 40 14 person person NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 40 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 40 16 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 40 17 just just ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 40 18 simply simply ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 40 19 are be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 40 20 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 40 21 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 40 22 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 40 23 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 40 24 you you PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 40 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 41 1 throughout throughout ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 41 2 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 41 3 life life NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 41 4 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 41 5 have have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 41 6 lost lose VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 41 7 plenty plenty NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 41 8 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 41 9 friends friend NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 41 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 41 11 have have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 41 12 felt feel VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 41 13 like like SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 41 14 there there PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 41 15 was be VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 41 16 something something PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 41 17 wrong wrong ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 41 18 with with ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 41 19 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 41 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 42 1 why why SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 42 2 do do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 42 3 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 42 4 keep keep VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 42 5 leaving leave VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 42 6 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 43 1 what what PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 43 2 did do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 43 3 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 43 4 do do VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 43 5 wrong wrong NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 43 6 this this DET reflection_00061-2021_09 43 7 time time NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 43 8 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 44 1 even even ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 44 2 though though SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 44 3 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 44 4 have have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 44 5 since since ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 44 6 realized realize VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 44 7 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 44 8 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 44 9 friendship friendship NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 44 10 was be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 44 11 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 44 12 healthy healthy ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 44 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 44 14 it it PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 44 15 does do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 44 16 n’t not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 44 17 change change VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 44 18 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 44 19 pain pain NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 44 20 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 44 21 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 44 22 felt feel VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 44 23 when when SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 44 24 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 44 25 lost lose VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 44 26 someone someone PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 44 27 who who PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 44 28 once once ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 44 29 meant mean VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 44 30 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 44 31 world world NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 44 32 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 44 33 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 44 34 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 45 1 however however ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 45 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 45 3 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 45 4 now now ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 45 5 recognize recognize VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 45 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 45 7 there there PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 45 8 are be VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 45 9 some some DET reflection_00061-2021_09 45 10 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 45 11 who who PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 45 12 are be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 45 13 just just ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 45 14 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 45 15 meant mean VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 45 16 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 45 17 each each DET reflection_00061-2021_09 45 18 other other ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 45 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 46 1 the the PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 46 2 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 46 3 because because SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 46 4 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 46 5 love love VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 46 6 you you PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 46 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 46 8 double double ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 46 9 whiskey whiskey NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 46 10 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 46 11 video video NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 46 12 was be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 46 13 incredibly incredibly ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 46 14 empowering empower VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 46 15 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 46 16 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 46 17 because because SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 46 18 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 46 19 statements statement NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 46 20 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 46 21 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 46 22 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 46 23 doing do VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 46 24 things thing NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 46 25 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 46 26 hurt hurt VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 46 27 them they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 46 28 simply simply ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 46 29 because because SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 46 30 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 46 31 loved love VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 46 32 another another DET reflection_00061-2021_09 46 33 person person NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 46 34 made make VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 46 35 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 46 36 imagine imagine VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 46 37 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 46 38 past past NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 46 39 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 46 40 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 46 41 partially partially ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 46 42 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 46 43 present present NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 46 44 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 46 45 when when SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 46 46 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 46 47 minimized minimize VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 46 48 myself myself PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 46 49 or or CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 46 50 compromised compromise VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 46 51 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 46 52 wants want NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 46 53 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 46 54 needs need VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 46 55 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 46 56 appease appease VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 46 57 another another PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 46 58 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 47 1 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 47 2 example example NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 47 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 47 4 one one NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 47 5 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 47 6 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 47 7 quotes quote NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 47 8 said say VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 47 9 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 47 10 because because SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 47 11 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 47 12 love love VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 47 13 you you PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 47 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 47 15 you you PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 47 16 deserve deserve VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 47 17 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 47 18 know know VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 47 19 what what PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 47 20 it it PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 47 21 feels feel VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 47 22 like like ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 47 23 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 47 24 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 47 25 disrespected disrespect VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 47 26 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 47 27 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 47 28 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 47 29 because because SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 47 30 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 47 31 love love VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 47 32 you you PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 47 33 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 47 34 double double ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 47 35 whiskey whiskey NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 47 36 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 47 37 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 47 38 fye fye NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 47 39 week week NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 47 40 four four NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 47 41 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 47 42 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 48 1 this this PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 48 2 hurts hurt VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 48 3 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 48 4 hear hear VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 48 5 because because SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 48 6 no no DET reflection_00061-2021_09 48 7 one one NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 48 8 deserves deserve VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 48 9 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 48 10 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 48 11 treated treat VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 48 12 poorly poorly ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 48 13 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 49 1 also also ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 49 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 49 3 when when SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 49 4 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 49 5 first first ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 49 6 watched watch VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 49 7 this this DET reflection_00061-2021_09 49 8 video video NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 49 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 49 10 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 49 11 thought think VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 49 12 how how SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 49 13 could could AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 49 14 someone someone PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 49 15 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 49 16 that that DET reflection_00061-2021_09 49 17 manipulative manipulative ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 49 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 50 1 however however ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 50 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 50 3 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 50 4 somewhat somewhat ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 50 5 felt feel VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 50 6 sympathy sympathy NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 50 7 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 50 8 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 50 9 fact fact NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 50 10 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 50 11 someone someone PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 50 12 could could AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 50 13 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 50 14 so so ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 50 15 miserable miserable ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 50 16 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 50 17 their their PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 50 18 own own ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 50 19 lives life NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 50 20 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 50 21 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 50 22 would would AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 50 23 want want VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 50 24 someone someone PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 50 25 else else ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 50 26 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 50 27 suffer suffer VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 50 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 51 1 as as ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 51 2 hard hard ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 51 3 as as SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 51 4 it it PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 51 5 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 51 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 51 7 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 51 8 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 51 9 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 51 10 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 51 11 sign sign NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 51 12 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 51 13 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 51 14 are be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 51 15 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 51 16 bad bad ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 51 17 person person NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 51 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 51 19 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 51 20 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 51 21 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 51 22 sign sign NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 51 23 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 51 24 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 51 25 are be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 51 26 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 51 27 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 51 28 bad bad ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 51 29 place place NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 51 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 52 1 maybe maybe ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 52 2 all all PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 52 3 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 52 4 need need VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 52 5 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 52 6 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 52 7 new new ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 52 8 group group NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 52 9 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 52 10 friends friend NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 52 11 or or CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 52 12 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 52 13 fresh fresh ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 52 14 start start NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 52 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 53 1 this this PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 53 2 might might AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 53 3 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 53 4 why why SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 53 5 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 53 6 have have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 53 7 seen see VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 53 8 past past ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 53 9 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 53 10 toxic toxic ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 53 11 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 53 12 friends friend NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 53 13 thrive thrive VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 53 14 with with ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 53 15 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 53 16 new new ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 53 17 group group NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 53 18 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 53 19 friends friend NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 53 20 because because SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 53 21 while while SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 53 22 toxic toxic ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 53 23 relationships relationship NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 53 24 need need VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 53 25 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 53 26 end end VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 53 27 or or CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 53 28 change change VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 53 29 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 53 30 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 53 31 does do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 53 32 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 53 33 mean mean VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 53 34 anyone anyone PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 53 35 needs need VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 53 36 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 53 37 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 53 38 blamed blame VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 53 39 or or CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 53 40 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 53 41 anyone anyone PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 53 42 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 53 43 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 53 44 bad bad ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 53 45 person person NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 53 46 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 53 47 being be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 53 48 who who PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 53 49 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 53 50 are be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 53 51 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 54 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 54 2 believe believe VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 54 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 54 4 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 54 5 will will AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 54 6 one one NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 54 7 day day NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 54 8 learn learn VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 54 9 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 54 10 ignore ignore VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 54 11 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 54 12 fear fear NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 54 13 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 55 1 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 55 2 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 55 3 this this DET reflection_00061-2021_09 55 4 world world NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 55 5 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 55 6 controlled control VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 55 7 by by ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 55 8 fear fear NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 55 9 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 56 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 56 2 personally personally ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 56 3 am be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 56 4 controlled control VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 56 5 by by ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 56 6 fear fear NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 56 7 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 56 8 rejection rejection NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 56 9 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 56 10 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 56 11 being be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 56 12 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 56 13 disappointment disappointment NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 56 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 56 15 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 56 16 being be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 56 17 alone alone ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 56 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 57 1 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 57 2 so so ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 57 3 long long ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 57 4 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 57 5 have have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 57 6 convinced convince VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 57 7 myself myself PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 57 8 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 57 9 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 57 10 can can AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 57 11 just just ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 57 12 live live VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 57 13 with with ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 57 14 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 57 15 fear fear NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 57 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 57 17 try try VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 57 18 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 57 19 coexist coexist VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 57 20 with with ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 57 21 it it PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 57 22 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 57 23 but but CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 57 24 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 57 25 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 57 26 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 57 27 really really ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 57 28 what what PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 57 29 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 57 30 should should AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 57 31 do do VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 57 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 58 1 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 58 2 fear fear NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 58 3 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 58 4 rejection rejection NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 58 5 was be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 58 6 so so ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 58 7 strong strong ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 58 8 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 58 9 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 58 10 applied apply VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 58 11 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 58 12 more more ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 58 13 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 58 14 super super ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 58 15 - - ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 58 16 safety safety ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 58 17 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 58 18 colleges college NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 58 19 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 58 20 only only ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 58 21 one one NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 58 22 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 58 23 reach reach VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 58 24 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 58 25 college college NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 58 26 because because SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 58 27 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 58 28 could could AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 58 29 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 58 30 handle handle VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 58 31 getting getting AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 58 32 rejected reject VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 58 33 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 59 1 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 59 2 fear fear NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 59 3 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 59 4 being be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 59 5 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 59 6 disappointment disappointment NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 59 7 has have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 59 8 controlled control VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 59 9 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 59 10 so so ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 59 11 much much ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 59 12 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 59 13 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 59 14 let let VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 59 15 others other NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 59 16 push push VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 59 17 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 59 18 down down ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 59 19 because because SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 59 20 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 59 21 am be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 59 22 too too ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 59 23 afraid afraid ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 59 24 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 59 25 saying say VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 59 26 something something PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 59 27 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 59 28 may may AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 59 29 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 59 30 approve approve VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 59 31 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 59 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 60 1 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 60 2 fear fear NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 60 3 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 60 4 being be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 60 5 alone alone ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 60 6 forced force VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 60 7 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 60 8 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 60 9 latch latch VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 60 10 onto onto ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 60 11 toxic toxic ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 60 12 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 60 13 because because SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 60 14 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 60 15 can can AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 60 16 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 60 17 physically physically ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 60 18 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 60 19 alone alone ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 60 20 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 60 21 feel feel VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 60 22 unwanted unwanted ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 60 23 from from ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 60 24 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 60 25 peers peer NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 60 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 61 1 even even ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 61 2 though though SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 61 3 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 61 4 date date NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 61 5 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 61 6 fear fear NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 61 7 has have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 61 8 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 61 9 overtaken overtake VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 61 10 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 61 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 61 12 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 61 13 does do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 61 14 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 61 15 mean mean VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 61 16 it it PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 61 17 never never ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 61 18 will will AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 61 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 62 1 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 62 2 truth truth NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 62 3 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 62 4 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 62 5 fear fear NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 62 6 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 62 7 false false ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 62 8 evidence evidence NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 62 9 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 62 10 things thing NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 62 11 appearing appear VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 62 12 real real ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 62 13 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 62 14 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 62 15 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 62 16 2021 2021 NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 62 17 laetare laetare PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 62 18 medalist medalist NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 62 19 address address NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 62 20 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 62 21 by by ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 62 22 carla carla PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 62 23 harris harris PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 62 24 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 62 25 fye fye PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 62 26 week week NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 62 27 5 5 NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 62 28 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 62 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 63 1 essentially essentially ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 63 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 63 3 fear fear NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 63 4 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 63 5 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 63 6 real real ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 63 7 ; ; PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 63 8 it it PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 63 9 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 63 10 just just ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 63 11 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 63 12 trick trick NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 63 13 our our PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 63 14 brains brain NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 63 15 play play VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 63 16 on on ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 63 17 us we PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 63 18 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 63 19 self self NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 63 20 - - PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 63 21 sabotage sabotage NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 63 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 64 1 there there PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 64 2 are be VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 64 3 still still ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 64 4 many many ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 64 5 fears fear NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 64 6 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 64 7 life life NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 64 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 64 9 including include VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 64 10 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 64 11 fear fear NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 64 12 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 64 13 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 64 14 future future NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 64 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 64 16 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 64 17 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 64 18 unknown unknown ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 64 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 64 20 but but CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 64 21 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 64 22 can can AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 64 23 only only ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 64 24 hope hope VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 64 25 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 64 26 one one NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 64 27 day day NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 64 28 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 64 29 future future ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 64 30 self self NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 64 31 will will AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 64 32 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 64 33 strong strong ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 64 34 enough enough ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 64 35 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 64 36 ignore ignore VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 64 37 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 64 38 fear fear NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 64 39 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 65 1 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 65 2 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 65 3 degree degree NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 65 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 65 5 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 65 6 very very ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 65 7 fact fact NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 65 8 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 65 9 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 65 10 moved move VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 65 11 half half ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 65 12 - - PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 65 13 way way NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 65 14 across across ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 65 15 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 65 16 country country NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 65 17 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 65 18 attend attend VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 65 19 this this DET reflection_00061-2021_09 65 20 university university NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 65 21 away away ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 65 22 from from ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 65 23 home home NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 65 24 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 65 25 an an DET reflection_00061-2021_09 65 26 example example NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 65 27 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 65 28 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 65 29 fighting fight VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 65 30 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 65 31 fear fear NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 65 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 66 1 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 66 2 very very ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 66 3 fact fact NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 66 4 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 66 5 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 66 6 have have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 66 7 introduced introduce VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 66 8 myself myself PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 66 9 as as ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 66 10 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 66 11 authentic authentic ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 66 12 self self NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 66 13 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 66 14 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 66 15 pushing push VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 66 16 past past ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 66 17 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 66 18 fear fear NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 66 19 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 66 20 unacceptance unacceptance NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 66 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 67 1 while while SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 67 2 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 67 3 can can AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 67 4 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 67 5 truly truly ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 67 6 say say VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 67 7 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 67 8 at at ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 67 9 this this DET reflection_00061-2021_09 67 10 moment moment NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 67 11 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 67 12 think think VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 67 13 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 67 14 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 67 15 can can AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 67 16 do do VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 67 17 everything everything PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 67 18 without without ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 67 19 hesitation hesitation NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 67 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 67 21 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 67 22 do do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 67 23 believe believe VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 67 24 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 67 25 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 67 26 potential potential NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 67 27 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 67 28 there there ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 67 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 68 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 68 2 believe believe VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 68 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 68 4 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 68 5 past past NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 68 6 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 68 7 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 68 8 worth worth ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 68 9 regretting regret VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 68 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 69 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 69 2 have have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 69 3 had have VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 69 4 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 69 5 rough rough ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 69 6 childhood childhood NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 69 7 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 70 1 from from ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 70 2 eating eat VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 70 3 disorders disorder NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 70 4 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 70 5 multiple multiple ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 70 6 therapists therapist NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 70 7 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 70 8 narcissistic narcissistic ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 70 9 family family NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 70 10 members member NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 70 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 70 12 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 70 13 have have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 70 14 accepted accept VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 70 15 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 70 16 even even ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 70 17 though though SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 70 18 it it PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 70 19 was be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 70 20 hard hard ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 70 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 70 22 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 70 23 made make VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 70 24 it it PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 70 25 through through ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 70 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 71 1 george george PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 71 2 ella ella PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 71 3 lyon lyon PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 71 4 ’s ’s PART reflection_00061-2021_09 71 5 poem poem NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 71 6 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 71 7 where where SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 71 8 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 71 9 ’m ’m VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 71 10 from from ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 71 11 '' '' PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 71 12 included include VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 71 13 descriptions description NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 71 14 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 71 15 all all DET reflection_00061-2021_09 71 16 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 71 17 factors factor NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 71 18 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 71 19 created create VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 71 20 her she PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 71 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 71 22 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 71 23 all all PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 71 24 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 71 25 it it PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 71 26 seemed seem VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 71 27 so so ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 71 28 dreamlike dreamlike ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 71 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 72 1 she she PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 72 2 writes write VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 72 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 72 4 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 72 5 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 72 6 am be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 72 7 from from ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 72 8 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 72 9 dirt dirt NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 72 10 under under ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 72 11 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 72 12 back back ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 72 13 porch porch NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 72 14 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 72 15 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 72 16 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 72 17 where where SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 72 18 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 72 19 ’m ’m VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 72 20 from from ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 72 21 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 72 22 by by ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 72 23 george george PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 72 24 ella ella PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 72 25 lyon lyon PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 72 26 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 72 27 fye fye PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 72 28 week week NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 72 29 6 6 NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 72 30 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 72 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 73 1 such such DET reflection_00061-2021_09 73 2 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 73 3 statement statement NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 73 4 symbolizes symbolize VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 73 5 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 73 6 freedom freedom NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 73 7 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 73 8 ability ability NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 73 9 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 73 10 explore explore VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 73 11 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 73 12 children child NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 73 13 have have VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 73 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 73 15 all all DET reflection_00061-2021_09 73 16 adults adult NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 73 17 wish wish VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 73 18 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 73 19 could could AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 73 20 experience experience VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 73 21 again again ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 73 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 74 1 but but CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 74 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 74 3 when when SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 74 4 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 74 5 thought think VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 74 6 about about ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 74 7 where where SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 74 8 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 74 9 am be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 74 10 from from ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 74 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 74 12 all all PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 74 13 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 74 14 could could AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 74 15 think think VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 74 16 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 74 17 were be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 74 18 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 74 19 negatives negative NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 74 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 75 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 75 2 thought think VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 75 3 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 75 4 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 75 5 tears tear NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 75 6 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 75 7 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 75 8 fear fear NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 75 9 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 75 10 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 75 11 pain pain NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 75 12 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 76 1 even even ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 76 2 moreso moreso ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 76 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 76 4 since since SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 76 5 being be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 76 6 at at ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 76 7 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 76 8 university university PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 76 9 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 76 10 notre notre PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 76 11 dame dame NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 76 12 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 76 13 have have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 76 14 met meet VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 76 15 plenty plenty NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 76 16 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 76 17 other other ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 76 18 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 76 19 who who PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 76 20 have have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 76 21 come come VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 76 22 from from ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 76 23 difficult difficult ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 76 24 backgrounds background NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 76 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 77 1 however however ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 77 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 77 3 there there PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 77 4 comes come VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 77 5 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 77 6 point point NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 77 7 when when SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 77 8 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 77 9 have have VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 77 10 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 77 11 accept accept VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 77 12 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 77 13 complaining complain VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 77 14 about about ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 77 15 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 77 16 past past NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 77 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 77 18 wishing wish VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 77 19 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 77 20 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 77 21 different different ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 77 22 upbringing upbringing NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 77 23 does do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 77 24 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 77 25 help help VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 77 26 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 77 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 78 1 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 78 2 past past NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 78 3 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 78 4 done do VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 78 5 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 79 1 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 79 2 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 79 3 certain certain ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 79 4 extent extent NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 79 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 79 6 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 79 7 do do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 79 8 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 79 9 even even ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 79 10 know know VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 79 11 who who PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 79 12 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 79 13 would would AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 79 14 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 79 15 today today NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 79 16 if if SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 79 17 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 79 18 past past NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 79 19 was be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 79 20 even even ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 79 21 slightly slightly ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 79 22 different different ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 79 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 80 1 now now ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 80 2 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 80 3 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 80 4 have have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 80 5 made make VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 80 6 it it PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 80 7 so so ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 80 8 far far ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 80 9 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 80 10 have have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 80 11 accomplished accomplish VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 80 12 so so ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 80 13 many many ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 80 14 goals goal NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 80 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 80 16 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 80 17 no no ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 80 18 longer long ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 80 19 see see VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 80 20 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 80 21 point point NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 80 22 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 80 23 regretting regret VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 80 24 what what PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 80 25 could could AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 80 26 have have AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 80 27 been be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 80 28 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 80 29 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 80 30 instead instead ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 80 31 want want VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 80 32 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 80 33 focus focus VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 80 34 on on ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 80 35 what what PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 80 36 can can AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 80 37 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 80 38 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 80 39 what what PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 80 40 will will AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 80 41 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 80 42 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 81 1 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 81 2 burden burden NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 81 3 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 81 4 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 81 5 past past NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 81 6 only only ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 81 7 prohibits prohibit VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 81 8 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 81 9 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 82 1 hence hence ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 82 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 82 3 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 82 4 believe believe VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 82 5 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 82 6 moving move VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 82 7 forward forward ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 82 8 mentally mentally ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 82 9 will will AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 82 10 only only ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 82 11 benefit benefit VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 82 12 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 82 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 82 14 allow allow VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 82 15 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 82 16 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 82 17 do do VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 82 18 what what PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 82 19 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 82 20 came come VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 82 21 here here ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 82 22 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 82 23 what what PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 82 24 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 82 25 was be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 82 26 born bear VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 82 27 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 82 28 do do VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 82 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 83 1 lastly lastly ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 83 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 83 3 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 83 4 believe believe VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 83 5 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 83 6 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 83 7 can can AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 83 8 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 83 9 allow allow VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 83 10 myself myself PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 83 11 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 83 12 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 83 13 marginalized marginalize VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 83 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 83 15 faded fade VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 83 16 into into ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 83 17 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 83 18 background background NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 83 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 84 1 typically typically ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 84 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 84 3 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 84 4 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 84 5 larger large ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 84 6 groups group NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 84 7 are be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 84 8 downgraded downgrade VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 84 9 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 84 10 oversimplified oversimplify VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 84 11 because because SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 84 12 someone someone PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 84 13 decided decide VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 84 14 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 84 15 give give VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 84 16 them they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 84 17 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 84 18 label label NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 84 19 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 84 20 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 84 21 single single ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 84 22 story story NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 84 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 85 1 chimamanda chimamanda NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 85 2 ngozi ngozi NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 85 3 adichie adichie PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 85 4 once once ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 85 5 said say VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 85 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 85 7 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 85 8 show show VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 85 9 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 85 10 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 85 11 as as ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 85 12 one one NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 85 13 thing thing NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 85 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 85 15 as as ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 85 16 only only ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 85 17 one one NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 85 18 thing thing NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 85 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 85 20 over over ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 85 21 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 85 22 over over ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 85 23 again again ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 85 24 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 85 25 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 85 26 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 85 27 what what PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 85 28 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 85 29 become become VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 85 30 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 85 31 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 85 32 “ " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 85 33 danger danger NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 85 34 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 85 35 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 85 36 single single ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 85 37 story story NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 85 38 ” " PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 85 39 by by ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 85 40 chimamanda chimamanda NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 85 41 ngozi ngozi NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 85 42 adichie adichie PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 85 43 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 85 44 fye fye PROPN reflection_00061-2021_09 85 45 week week NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 85 46 7 7 NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 85 47 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 85 48 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 86 1 this this DET reflection_00061-2021_09 86 2 statement statement NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 86 3 made make VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 86 4 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 86 5 angry angry ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 86 6 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 87 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 87 2 do do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 87 3 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 87 4 want want VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 87 5 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 87 6 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 87 7 just just ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 87 8 one one NUM reflection_00061-2021_09 87 9 thing thing NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 87 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 88 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 88 2 do do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 88 3 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 88 4 want want VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 88 5 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 88 6 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 88 7 grouped group VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 88 8 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 88 9 with with ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 88 10 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 88 11 bunch bunch NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 88 12 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 88 13 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 88 14 based base VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 88 15 on on ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 88 16 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 88 17 description description NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 88 18 given give VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 88 19 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 88 20 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 88 21 by by ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 88 22 another another PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 88 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 89 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 89 2 want want VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 89 3 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 89 4 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 89 5 my my PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 89 6 own own ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 89 7 person person NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 89 8 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 90 1 as as ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 90 2 much much ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 90 3 as as SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 90 4 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 90 5 may may AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 90 6 think think VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 90 7 this this PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 90 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 90 9 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 90 10 can can AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 90 11 only only ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 90 12 imagine imagine VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 90 13 how how SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 90 14 other other ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 90 15 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 90 16 feel feel VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 90 17 about about ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 90 18 this this PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 90 19 too too ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 90 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 91 1 an an DET reflection_00061-2021_09 91 2 opportunity opportunity NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 91 3 coming come VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 91 4 to to ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 91 5 college college NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 91 6 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 91 7 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 91 8 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 91 9 are be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 91 10 allowed allow VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 91 11 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 91 12 make make VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 91 13 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 91 14 new new ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 91 15 identity identity NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 91 16 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 91 17 themselves themselves PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 91 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 91 19 which which PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 91 20 is be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 91 21 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 91 22 rare rare ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 91 23 opportunity opportunity NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 91 24 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 91 25 has have VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 91 26 so so ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 91 27 many many ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 91 28 possibilities possibility NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 91 29 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 91 30 but but CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 91 31 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 91 32 also also ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 91 33 means mean VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 91 34 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 91 35 are be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 91 36 able able ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 91 37 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 91 38 judge judge VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 91 39 you you PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 91 40 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 91 41 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 91 42 first first ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 91 43 time time NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 91 44 all all ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 91 45 over over ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 91 46 again again ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 91 47 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 92 1 what what PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 92 2 if if SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 92 3 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 92 4 make make VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 92 5 a a DET reflection_00061-2021_09 92 6 bad bad ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 92 7 impression impression NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 92 8 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 93 1 what what PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 93 2 if if SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 93 3 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 93 4 do do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 93 5 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 93 6 know know VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 93 7 who who PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 93 8 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 93 9 am be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 93 10 or or CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 93 11 who who PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 93 12 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 93 13 want want VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 93 14 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 93 15 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 93 16 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 94 1 how how SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 94 2 can can AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 94 3 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 94 4 explain explain VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 94 5 who who PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 94 6 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 94 7 am be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 94 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 94 9 how how SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 94 10 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 94 11 came come VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 94 12 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 94 13 be be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 94 14 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 95 1 all all PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 95 2 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 95 3 these these DET reflection_00061-2021_09 95 4 things thing NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 95 5 are be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 95 6 terrifying terrifying ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 95 7 because because SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 95 8 too too ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 95 9 many many ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 95 10 times time NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 95 11 have have VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 95 12 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 95 13 been be AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 95 14 judged judge VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 95 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 95 16 labeled label VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 95 17 falsely falsely ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 95 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 96 1 this this DET reflection_00061-2021_09 96 2 concept concept NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 96 3 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 96 4 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 96 5 turn turn NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 96 6 translated translate VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 96 7 into into ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 96 8 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 96 9 way way NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 96 10 that that PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 96 11 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 96 12 met meet VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 96 13 new new ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 96 14 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 96 15 over over ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 96 16 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 96 17 first first ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 96 18 weekend weekend NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 96 19 because because SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 96 20 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 96 21 did do AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 96 22 not not PART reflection_00061-2021_09 96 23 want want VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 96 24 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 96 25 write write VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 96 26 people people NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 96 27 off off ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 96 28 just just ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 96 29 because because SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 96 30 of of ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 96 31 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 96 32 way way NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 96 33 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 96 34 look look VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 96 35 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 96 36 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 96 37 clothes clothe NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 96 38 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 96 39 wear wear VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 96 40 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 96 41 or or CCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 96 42 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 96 43 things thing NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 96 44 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 96 45 eat eat VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 96 46 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 97 1 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 97 2 wanted want VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 97 3 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 97 4 see see VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 97 5 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 97 6 real real ADJ reflection_00061-2021_09 97 7 them they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 97 8 . . PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 98 1 essentially essentially ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 98 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 98 3 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 98 4 just just ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 98 5 hope hope VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 98 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 98 7 if if SCONJ reflection_00061-2021_09 98 8 i i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 98 9 could could AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 98 10 manage manage VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 98 11 to to PART reflection_00061-2021_09 98 12 look look VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 98 13 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 98 14 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 98 15 realness realness NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 98 16 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 98 17 others other NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 98 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00061-2021_09 98 19 maybe maybe ADV reflection_00061-2021_09 98 20 they they PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 98 21 would would AUX reflection_00061-2021_09 98 22 look look VERB reflection_00061-2021_09 98 23 for for ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 98 24 the the DET reflection_00061-2021_09 98 25 realness realness NOUN reflection_00061-2021_09 98 26 in in ADP reflection_00061-2021_09 98 27 me i PRON reflection_00061-2021_09 98 28 . . PUNCT