id	sid	tid	token	lemma	pos
reflection_00118-2021_09	1	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	1	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	1	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	1	4	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	1	5	defense	defense	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	1	6	of	of	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	1	7	our	our	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	1	8	country	country	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	1	9	is	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	1	10	sacred	sacred	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	1	11	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	2	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	2	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	2	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	2	4	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	2	5	purpose	purpose	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	2	6	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	2	7	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	2	8	is	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	2	9	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	2	10	support	support	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	2	11	this	this	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	2	12	defense	defense	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	2	13	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	3	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	3	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	3	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	3	4	all	all	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	3	5	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	3	6	are	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	3	7	born	bear	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	3	8	good	good	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	3	9	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	4	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	4	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	4	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	4	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	4	5	am	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	4	6	searching	search	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	4	7	for	for	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	4	8	who	who	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	4	9	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	4	10	place	place	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	4	11	ultimate	ultimate	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	4	12	trust	trust	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	4	13	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	4	14	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	5	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	5	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	5	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	5	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	5	5	forge	forge	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	5	6	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	5	7	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	5	8	giving	give	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	5	9	relationships	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	5	10	by	by	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	5	11	being	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	5	12	vulnerable	vulnerable	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	5	13	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	6	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	6	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	6	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	6	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	6	5	am	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	6	6	responsible	responsible	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	6	7	for	for	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	6	8	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	6	9	well	well	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	6	10	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	6	11	being	being	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	6	12	of	of	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	6	13	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	6	14	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	6	15	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	7	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	7	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	7	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	7	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	7	5	grow	grow	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	7	6	by	by	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	7	7	exercising	exercise	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	7	8	more	more	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	7	9	control	control	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	7	10	over	over	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	7	11	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	7	12	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	7	13	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	8	1	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	8	2	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	8	3	two	two	NUM
reflection_00118-2021_09	8	4	beliefs	belief	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	8	5	work	work	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	8	6	hand	hand	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	8	7	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	8	8	hand	hand	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	9	1	so	so	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	9	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	9	3	shall	shall	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	9	4	discuss	discuss	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	9	5	them	they	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	9	6	together	together	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	9	7	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	4	these	these	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	5	are	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	6	rooted	root	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	7	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	8	who	who	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	9	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	10	am	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	12	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	13	draw	draw	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	14	from	from	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	15	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	16	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	17	understanding	understand	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	18	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	19	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	20	background	background	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	21	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	22	who	who	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	23	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	24	am	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	25	through	through	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	26	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	27	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	28	6	6	NUM
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	29	poem	poem	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	30	enforces	enforce	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	31	why	why	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	32	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	33	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	34	this	this	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	10	35	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	11	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	11	2	grew	grow	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	11	3	up	up	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	11	4	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	11	5	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	11	6	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	11	7	where	where	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	11	8	selflessness	selflessness	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	11	9	is	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	11	10	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	11	11	paramount	paramount	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	11	12	virtue	virtue	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	11	13	along	along	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	11	14	with	with	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	11	15	responsibility	responsibility	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	11	16	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	1	given	give	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	2	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	4	also	also	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	5	grew	grow	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	6	up	up	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	7	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	8	embraced	embrace	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	9	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	10	boy	boy	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	11	scout	scout	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	12	lifestyle	lifestyle	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	14	think	think	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	15	that	that	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	16	is	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	17	why	why	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	18	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	19	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	20	these	these	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	21	things	thing	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	12	22	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	13	1	who	who	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	13	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	13	3	am	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	13	4	right	right	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	13	5	now	now	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	13	6	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	13	7	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	13	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	13	9	grew	grow	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	13	10	up	up	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	13	11	are	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	13	12	most	most	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	13	13	reflected	reflect	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	13	14	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	13	15	these	these	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	13	16	beliefs	belief	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	13	17	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	1	furthermore	furthermore	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	3	drawing	draw	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	4	on	on	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	5	what	what	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	6	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	7	came	come	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	8	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	9	understand	understand	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	10	while	while	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	11	composing	compose	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	12	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	13	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	14	5	5	NUM
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	15	qqc	qqc	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	16	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	17	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	18	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	19	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	20	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	21	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	22	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	23	conjunction	conjunction	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	24	with	with	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	25	preventing	prevent	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	26	me	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	27	from	from	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	28	going	go	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	29	to	to	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	30	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	31	air	air	PROPN
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	32	force	force	PROPN
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	33	academy	academy	PROPN
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	34	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	35	intended	intend	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	36	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	37	still	still	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	38	deepen	deepen	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	39	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	40	confirm	confirm	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	41	these	these	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	42	feelings	feeling	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	43	during	during	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	44	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	45	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	46	here	here	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	14	47	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	4	this	this	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	5	is	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	6	why	why	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	8	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	9	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	10	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	11	defense	defense	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	12	of	of	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	13	our	our	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	14	country	country	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	15	is	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	16	sacred	sacred	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	17	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	18	why	why	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	19	supporting	support	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	20	it	it	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	21	is	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	22	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	23	purpose	purpose	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	24	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	25	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	15	26	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	1	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	2	belief	belief	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	3	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	4	why	why	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	5	all	all	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	6	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	7	are	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	8	born	bear	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	9	good	good	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	10	can	can	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	12	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	13	is	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	14	best	well	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	15	found	find	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	16	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	17	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	18	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	19	4	4	NUM
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	20	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	21	7	7	NUM
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	22	qqcs	qqcs	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	16	23	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	2	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	4	we	we	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	5	are	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	6	predisposed	predispose	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	7	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	8	be	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	9	kind	kind	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	10	to	to	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	11	one	one	NUM
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	12	another	another	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	14	only	only	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	15	with	with	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	16	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	17	creation	creation	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	18	of	of	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	19	barriers	barrier	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	20	like	like	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	21	cliques	clique	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	22	do	do	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	23	we	we	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	24	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	25	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	26	need	need	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	27	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	28	be	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	29	mean	mean	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	30	to	to	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	31	others	other	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	17	32	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	2	have	have	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	3	come	come	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	4	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	5	realize	realize	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	6	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	7	while	while	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	8	cliques	clique	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	9	can	can	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	10	build	build	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	11	community	community	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	12	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	13	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	14	microcosm	microcosm	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	15	environment	environment	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	16	like	like	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	17	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	18	public	public	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	19	high	high	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	20	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	21	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	22	they	they	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	23	create	create	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	24	insular	insular	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	25	worldviews	worldview	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	26	for	for	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	27	those	those	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	28	who	who	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	29	join	join	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	30	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	31	recognize	recognize	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	32	them	they	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	18	33	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	1	insular	insular	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	2	worldviews	worldview	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	3	can	can	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	4	create	create	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	5	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	6	need	need	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	7	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	8	exalt	exalt	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	9	oneself	oneself	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	10	over	over	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	11	those	those	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	12	who	who	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	13	do	do	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	14	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	15	satisfy	satisfy	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	16	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	17	given	give	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	18	worldview	worldview	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	19	19	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	2	also	also	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	3	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	4	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	5	these	these	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	6	insular	insular	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	7	worldviews	worldview	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	8	can	can	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	9	be	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	10	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	11	reason	reason	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	12	for	for	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	13	not	not	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	14	confronting	confront	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	15	one	one	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	16	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	17	inner	inner	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	18	demons	demon	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	19	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	20	living	live	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	21	more	more	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	22	wholeheartedly	wholeheartedly	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	20	23	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	1	being	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	2	insular	insular	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	3	leads	lead	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	4	to	to	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	5	someone	someone	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	6	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	7	feeling	feeling	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	8	of	of	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	9	completeness	completeness	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	11	which	which	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	12	is	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	13	unachievable	unachievable	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	14	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	15	human	human	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	16	form	form	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	18	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	19	therefore	therefore	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	20	unjust	unjust	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	21	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	22	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	23	leads	lead	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	24	us	we	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	25	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	26	stray	stray	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	27	from	from	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	28	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	29	good	good	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	30	path	path	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	21	31	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	4	someone	someone	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	5	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	6	environment	environment	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	7	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	8	culture	culture	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	9	are	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	10	what	what	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	11	create	create	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	12	these	these	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	13	insular	insular	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	14	feelings	feeling	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	15	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	16	further	far	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	17	enforce	enforce	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	18	why	why	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	19	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	20	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	21	all	all	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	22	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	23	are	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	24	born	bear	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	25	good	good	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	22	26	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	5	might	might	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	6	have	have	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	7	trust	trust	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	8	issues	issue	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	10	hence	hence	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	11	why	why	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	12	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	13	am	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	14	searching	search	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	15	for	for	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	16	who	who	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	17	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	18	can	can	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	19	place	place	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	20	ultimate	ultimate	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	21	trust	trust	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	22	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	23	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	24	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	25	be	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	26	completely	completely	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	27	open	open	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	28	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	29	vulnerable	vulnerable	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	30	to	to	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	31	them	they	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	23	32	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	24	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	24	2	am	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	24	3	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	24	4	very	very	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	24	5	private	private	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	24	6	person	person	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	24	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	24	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	24	9	probably	probably	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	24	10	value	value	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	24	11	it	it	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	24	12	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	24	13	little	little	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	24	14	too	too	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	24	15	much	much	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	24	16	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	1	that	that	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	2	being	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	3	said	say	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	6	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	7	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	8	despite	despite	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	9	having	having	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	10	been	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	11	encouraged	encourage	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	12	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	13	be	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	14	vulnerable	vulnerable	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	15	many	many	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	16	times	time	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	18	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	19	can	can	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	20	not	not	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	21	be	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	22	truly	truly	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	23	vulnerable	vulnerable	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	24	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	25	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	26	do	do	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	27	not	not	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	28	trust	trust	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	29	those	those	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	30	around	around	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	31	me	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	25	32	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	1	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	3	discussed	discuss	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	4	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	5	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	6	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	7	1	1	NUM
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	8	qqc	qqc	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	9	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	10	was	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	11	given	give	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	12	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	13	similar	similar	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	14	opportunity	opportunity	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	15	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	16	be	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	17	vulnerable	vulnerable	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	18	with	with	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	19	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	20	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	21	had	have	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	22	never	never	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	23	met	meet	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	24	before	before	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	25	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	26	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	27	was	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	28	16	16	NUM
reflection_00118-2021_09	26	29	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	2	also	also	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	3	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	4	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	5	while	while	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	6	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	7	have	have	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	8	been	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	9	initially	initially	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	10	vulnerable	vulnerable	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	11	with	with	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	12	those	those	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	13	around	around	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	14	me	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	16	have	have	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	17	not	not	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	18	felt	feel	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	19	vulnerability	vulnerability	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	20	has	have	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	21	been	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	22	reciprocated	reciprocate	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	23	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	24	hence	hence	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	25	why	why	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	26	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	27	posed	pose	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	28	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	29	question	question	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	30	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	31	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	32	4	4	NUM
reflection_00118-2021_09	27	33	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	2	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	4	although	although	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	6	can	can	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	7	be	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	8	rather	rather	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	9	vulnerable	vulnerable	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	10	with	with	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	11	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	12	mother	mother	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	14	care	care	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	15	too	too	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	16	much	much	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	17	about	about	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	18	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	19	she	she	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	20	perceives	perceive	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	21	me	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	22	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	23	be	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	24	truly	truly	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	25	vulnerable	vulnerable	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	28	26	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	29	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	29	2	do	do	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	29	3	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	29	4	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	29	5	being	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	29	6	vulnerable	vulnerable	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	29	7	is	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	29	8	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	29	9	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	29	10	can	can	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	29	11	forge	forge	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	29	12	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	29	13	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	29	14	giving	give	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	29	15	relationships	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	29	16	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	1	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	2	four	four	NUM
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	3	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	5	have	have	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	6	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	7	strongest	strong	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	8	relationships	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	9	with	with	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	10	are	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	11	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	12	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	13	’ve	’ve	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	14	been	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	15	willing	willing	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	16	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	17	be	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	18	vulnerable	vulnerable	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	19	with	with	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	20	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	21	had	have	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	22	that	that	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	23	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	24	lesser	less	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	25	vulnerability	vulnerability	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	26	has	have	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	27	been	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	28	reciprocated	reciprocate	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	30	29	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	1	these	these	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	2	relationships	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	3	are	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	4	with	with	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	5	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	6	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	7	friend	friend	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	8	growing	grow	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	9	up	up	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	11	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	12	biological	biological	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	13	half	half	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	14	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	15	brother	brother	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	16	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	17	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	18	mother	mother	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	19	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	20	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	21	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	22	friend	friend	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	23	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	24	made	make	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	25	at	at	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	26	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	27	aforementioned	aforementioned	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	28	camp	camp	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	31	29	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	32	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	32	2	think	think	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	32	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	32	4	this	this	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	32	5	affirms	affirm	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	32	6	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	32	7	question	question	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	32	8	from	from	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	32	9	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	32	10	4	4	NUM
reflection_00118-2021_09	32	11	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	2	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	4	while	while	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	6	have	have	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	7	work	work	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	8	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	9	do	do	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	10	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	11	strengthen	strengthen	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	12	these	these	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	13	relationships	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	14	that	that	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	15	it	it	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	16	falls	fall	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	17	more	more	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	18	upon	upon	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	19	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	20	other	other	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	21	person	person	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	22	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	23	strengthen	strengthen	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	24	them	they	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	25	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	26	with	with	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	27	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	28	exception	exception	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	29	of	of	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	30	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	31	mother	mother	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	33	32	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	4	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	5	order	order	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	6	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	7	do	do	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	8	this	this	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	9	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	10	must	must	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	11	draw	draw	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	12	upon	upon	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	13	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	14	faith	faith	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	15	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	16	these	these	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	17	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	18	more	more	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	19	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	20	they	they	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	21	have	have	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	22	proven	prove	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	23	to	to	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	24	me	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	25	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	26	they	they	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	27	can	can	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	28	be	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	29	trusted	trust	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	34	30	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	1	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	2	belief	belief	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	5	am	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	6	responsible	responsible	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	7	for	for	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	8	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	9	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	10	comes	come	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	11	from	from	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	12	growing	grow	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	13	up	up	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	14	as	as	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	15	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	16	man	man	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	17	of	of	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	18	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	19	house	house	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	35	20	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	4	part	part	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	5	of	of	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	6	integrating	integrate	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	7	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	8	faith	faith	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	9	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	10	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	11	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	12	is	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	13	manifesting	manifest	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	14	what	what	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	16	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	17	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	18	has	have	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	19	intended	intend	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	20	for	for	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	21	me	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	36	22	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	4	he	he	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	5	sent	send	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	6	me	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	7	here	here	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	8	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	9	deepen	deepen	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	10	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	11	relationship	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	12	with	with	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	13	him	he	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	14	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	16	recognized	recognize	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	17	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	18	it	it	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	19	was	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	20	rather	rather	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	21	weak	weak	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	37	22	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	38	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	38	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	38	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	38	4	this	this	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	38	5	is	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	38	6	where	where	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	38	7	he	he	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	38	8	wants	want	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	38	9	me	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	38	10	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	38	11	learn	learn	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	38	12	who	who	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	38	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	38	14	truly	truly	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	38	15	am	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	38	16	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	4	being	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	5	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	6	father	father	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	7	will	will	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	8	be	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	9	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	10	greatest	great	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	11	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	12	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	13	will	will	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	14	make	make	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	15	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	16	faith	faith	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	17	manifest	manifest	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	39	18	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	1	our	our	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	2	world	world	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	3	is	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	4	very	very	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	5	hectic	hectic	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	6	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	7	chaotic	chaotic	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	9	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	10	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	11	choice	choice	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	12	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	13	bring	bring	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	14	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	15	child	child	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	16	into	into	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	17	that	that	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	18	world	world	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	19	is	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	20	putting	put	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	21	an	an	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	22	immense	immense	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	23	amount	amount	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	24	of	of	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	25	faith	faith	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	26	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	27	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00118-2021_09	40	28	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	1	one	one	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	2	must	must	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	3	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	4	he	he	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	5	has	have	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	6	your	your	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	7	well	well	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	8	-	-	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	9	being	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	10	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	11	mind	mind	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	12	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	13	of	of	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	14	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	15	gravity	gravity	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	16	of	of	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	17	this	this	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	18	decision	decision	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	41	19	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	4	this	this	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	5	is	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	6	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	8	fulfill	fulfill	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	9	what	what	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	11	felt	feel	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	12	was	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	13	unfulfilled	unfulfilled	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	14	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	16	wrote	write	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	17	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	18	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	19	3	3	NUM
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	20	qqc	qqc	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	42	21	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	43	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	43	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	43	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	43	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	43	5	will	will	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	43	6	grow	grow	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	43	7	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	43	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	43	9	exercise	exercise	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	43	10	more	more	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	43	11	control	control	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	43	12	over	over	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	43	13	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	43	14	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	43	15	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	1	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	2	greatest	great	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	3	sin	sin	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	4	growing	grow	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	5	up	up	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	6	was	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	7	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	8	greed	greed	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	10	made	make	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	11	evident	evident	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	12	by	by	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	13	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	14	unsatiated	unsatiated	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	15	thirst	thirst	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	16	for	for	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	17	accolades	accolade	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	44	18	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	45	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	45	2	wanted	want	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	45	3	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	45	4	hog	hog	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	45	5	all	all	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	45	6	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	45	7	glory	glory	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	45	8	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	45	9	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	45	10	world	world	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	45	11	for	for	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	45	12	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	45	13	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	1	once	once	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	3	got	get	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	4	over	over	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	5	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	6	unhealthy	unhealthy	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	7	obsession	obsession	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	8	with	with	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	9	this	this	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	11	which	which	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	12	stemmed	stem	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	13	from	from	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	14	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	15	relationship	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	16	with	with	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	17	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	18	biological	biological	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	19	mother	mother	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	20	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	21	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	22	found	find	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	23	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	24	in	in	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	25	between	between	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	26	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	27	rock	rock	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	28	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	29	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	30	hard	hard	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	31	place	place	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	46	32	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	2	had	have	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	3	no	no	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	4	general	general	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	5	direction	direction	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	6	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	8	had	have	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	9	no	no	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	10	desire	desire	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	11	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	12	find	find	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	13	one	one	NUM
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	16	had	have	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	17	become	become	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	18	passive	passive	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	47	19	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	2	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	4	overcoming	overcome	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	5	that	that	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	6	obsession	obsession	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	7	was	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	8	me	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	9	coming	come	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	10	to	to	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	11	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	12	place	place	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	13	similar	similar	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	14	to	to	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	15	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	16	one	one	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	17	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	18	envisioned	envision	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	19	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	20	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	21	wrote	write	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	22	my	my	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	23	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	24	2	2	NUM
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	25	qqc	qqc	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	26	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	27	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	28	just	just	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	29	had	have	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	30	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	31	realized	realize	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	32	it	it	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	33	yet	yet	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	48	34	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	2	do	do	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	3	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	4	know	know	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	5	what	what	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	6	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	7	do	do	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	8	right	right	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	9	now	now	ADV
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	12	have	have	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	13	found	find	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	14	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	15	desire	desire	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	16	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	17	no	no	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	18	compass	compass	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	19	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	20	put	put	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	21	me	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	22	on	on	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	23	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	24	right	right	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	25	course	course	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	49	26	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	2	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	5	need	need	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	6	to	to	PART
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	7	reclaim	reclaim	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	8	the	the	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	9	passion	passion	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	11	had	have	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	12	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	13	i	i	PRON
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	14	was	be	AUX
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	15	obsessed	obsess	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	16	with	with	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	17	accolades	accolade	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	18	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	19	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	20	utilize	utilize	VERB
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	21	this	this	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	22	passion	passion	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	23	for	for	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	24	good	good	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	25	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	26	with	with	ADP
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	27	a	a	DET
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	28	healthy	healthy	ADJ
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	29	mindset	mindset	NOUN
reflection_00118-2021_09	50	30	.	.	PUNCT