id sid tid token lemma pos reflection_00132-2021_09 1 1 intergration intergration NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 1 2 # # SYM reflection_00132-2021_09 1 3 12 12 NUM reflection_00132-2021_09 1 4 an an DET reflection_00132-2021_09 1 5 unknown unknown ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 1 6 road road NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 1 7 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 1 8 worst bad ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 1 9 thing thing NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 1 10 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 1 11 happen happen VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 1 12 to to ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 1 13 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 1 14 person person NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 1 15 is be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 1 16 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 1 17 become become VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 1 18 lost lost ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 1 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 2 1 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 2 2 not not PART reflection_00132-2021_09 2 3 only only ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 2 4 brings bring VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 2 5 about about ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 2 6 confusion confusion NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 2 7 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 2 8 desperation desperation NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 2 9 but but CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 2 10 also also ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 2 11 feelings feeling NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 2 12 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 2 13 doubt doubt NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 2 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 2 15 discernment discernment NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 2 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 3 1 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 3 2 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 3 3 lost lose VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 3 4 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 4 1 this this PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 4 2 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 4 3 very very ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 4 4 hard hard ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 4 5 for for SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 4 6 me i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 4 7 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 4 8 admit admit VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 4 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 4 10 amidst amidst ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 4 11 dropping drop VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 4 12 calculus calculus NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 4 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 4 14 struggling struggle VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 4 15 on on ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 4 16 some some DET reflection_00132-2021_09 4 17 quizzes quiz NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 4 18 ; ; PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 4 19 but but CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 4 20 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 4 21 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 4 22 lost lose VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 4 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 5 1 not not PART reflection_00132-2021_09 5 2 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 5 3 kind kind NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 5 4 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 5 5 “ " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 5 6 lost lose VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 5 7 ” " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 5 8 in in ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 5 9 which which PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 5 10 you you PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 5 11 ca can AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 5 12 n’t not PART reflection_00132-2021_09 5 13 find find VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 5 14 your your PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 5 15 way way NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 5 16 if if SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 5 17 you you PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 5 18 looked look VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 5 19 no no ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 5 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 5 21 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 5 22 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 5 23 lost lose VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 5 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 6 1 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 6 2 type type NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 6 3 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 6 4 “ " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 6 5 lost lose VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 6 6 ” " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 6 7 that that SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 6 8 even even ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 6 9 if if SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 6 10 you you PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 6 11 find find VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 6 12 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 6 13 way way NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 6 14 you you PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 6 15 do do AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 6 16 n’t not PART reflection_00132-2021_09 6 17 know know VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 6 18 if if SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 6 19 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 6 20 is be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 6 21 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 6 22 right right ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 6 23 way way NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 6 24 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 6 25 go go VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 6 26 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 6 27 or or CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 6 28 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 6 29 stay stay VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 6 30 [ [ X reflection_00132-2021_09 6 31 on on ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 6 32 ] ] PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 6 33 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 7 1 this this DET reflection_00132-2021_09 7 2 semester semester NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 7 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 7 4 unlike unlike ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 7 5 no no DET reflection_00132-2021_09 7 6 other other ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 7 7 time time NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 7 8 in in ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 7 9 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 7 10 life life NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 7 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 7 12 made make VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 7 13 me i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 7 14 feel feel VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 7 15 lost lose VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 7 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 7 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 7 18 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 7 19 hated hate VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 7 20 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 7 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 8 1 imposter imposter ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 8 2 syndrome syndrome NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 8 3 : : PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 8 4 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 8 5 persistent persistent ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 8 6 inability inability NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 8 7 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 8 8 believe believe VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 8 9 that that SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 8 10 one one PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 8 11 's 's PART reflection_00132-2021_09 8 12 success success NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 8 13 is be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 8 14 deserved deserve VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 8 15 or or CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 8 16 has have AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 8 17 been be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 8 18 legitimately legitimately ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 8 19 achieved achieve VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 8 20 as as ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 8 21 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 8 22 result result NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 8 23 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 8 24 one one NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 8 25 's 's PART reflection_00132-2021_09 8 26 own own ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 8 27 efforts effort NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 8 28 or or CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 8 29 skills skill NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 8 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 9 1 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 9 2 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 9 3 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 9 4 phrase phrase NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 9 5 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 9 6 had have AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 9 7 so so ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 9 8 frequently frequently ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 9 9 heard hear VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 9 10 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 9 11 throughout throughout ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 9 12 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 9 13 first first ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 9 14 months month NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 9 15 at at ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 9 16 notre notre PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 9 17 dame dame NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 9 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 10 1 in in ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 10 2 several several ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 10 3 discussions discussion NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 10 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 10 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 10 6 conversations conversation NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 10 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 10 8 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 10 9 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 10 10 an an DET reflection_00132-2021_09 10 11 idea idea NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 10 12 that that SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 10 13 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 10 14 could could AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 10 15 not not PART reflection_00132-2021_09 10 16 escape escape VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 10 17 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 11 1 many many ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 11 2 would would AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 11 3 even even ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 11 4 warn warn VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 11 5 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 11 6 feeling feel VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 11 7 this this DET reflection_00132-2021_09 11 8 emotion emotion NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 11 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 11 10 despite despite SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 11 11 being be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 11 12 just just ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 11 13 as as ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 11 14 worthy worthy ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 11 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 11 16 qualified qualified ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 11 17 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 11 18 be be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 11 19 at at ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 11 20 notre notre PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 11 21 dame dame NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 11 22 as as SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 11 23 other other ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 11 24 students student NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 11 25 were be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 11 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 12 1 ironically ironically ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 12 2 though though ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 12 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 12 4 as as ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 12 5 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 12 6 black black ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 12 7 girl girl NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 12 8 in in ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 12 9 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 12 10 majority majority NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 12 11 white white ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 12 12 school school NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 12 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 12 14 this this PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 12 15 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 12 16 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 12 17 least least ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 12 18 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 12 19 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 12 20 worries worry NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 12 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 13 1 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 13 2 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 13 3 expected expect VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 13 4 that that SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 13 5 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 13 6 would would AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 13 7 feel feel VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 13 8 this this DET reflection_00132-2021_09 13 9 way way NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 13 10 due due ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 13 11 to to ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 13 12 that that DET reflection_00132-2021_09 13 13 clear clear ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 13 14 factor factor NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 13 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 13 16 but but CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 13 17 in in ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 13 18 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 13 19 surprising surprising ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 13 20 way way NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 13 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 13 22 that that PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 13 23 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 13 24 not not PART reflection_00132-2021_09 13 25 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 13 26 case case NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 13 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 14 1 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 14 2 “ " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 14 3 why why SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 14 4 letting let VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 14 5 go go VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 14 6 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 14 7 expectations expectation NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 14 8 enables enable VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 14 9 you you PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 14 10 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 14 11 live live VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 14 12 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 14 13 better well ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 14 14 life life NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 14 15 ” " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 14 16 by by ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 14 17 julia julia PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 14 18 hoganmoreau hoganmoreau PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 14 19 fye fye PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 14 20 week week PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 14 21 nine nine NUM reflection_00132-2021_09 14 22 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 15 1 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 15 2 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 15 3 in in ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 15 4 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 15 5 middle middle NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 15 6 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 15 7 calculus calculus NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 15 8 class class NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 15 9 when when SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 15 10 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 15 11 boy boy NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 15 12 next next ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 15 13 to to ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 15 14 me i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 15 15 began begin VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 15 16 snoring snore VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 15 17 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 16 1 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 16 2 contemplated contemplate VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 16 3 waking wake VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 16 4 him he PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 16 5 up up ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 16 6 especially especially ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 16 7 because because SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 16 8 calculus calculus NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 16 9 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 16 10 not not PART reflection_00132-2021_09 16 11 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 16 12 type type NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 16 13 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 16 14 class class NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 16 15 you you PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 16 16 wanted want VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 16 17 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 16 18 sleep sleep VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 16 19 through through ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 16 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 17 1 tapping tap VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 17 2 on on ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 17 3 his his PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 17 4 arm arm NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 17 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 17 6 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 17 7 quietly quietly ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 17 8 told tell VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 17 9 him he PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 17 10 that that SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 17 11 he he PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 17 12 fell fall VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 17 13 asleep asleep ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 17 14 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 18 1 when when SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 18 2 he he PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 18 3 got get VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 18 4 up up ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 18 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 18 6 he he PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 18 7 first first ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 18 8 looked look VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 18 9 around around ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 18 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 18 11 then then ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 18 12 at at ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 18 13 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 18 14 board board NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 18 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 18 16 then then ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 18 17 at at ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 18 18 me i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 18 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 19 1 “ " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 19 2 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 19 3 ’s ’ VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 19 4 okay okay ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 19 5 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 19 6 ” " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 20 1 he he PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 20 2 responded respond VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 20 3 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 21 1 “ " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 21 2 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 21 3 ’ll ’ll AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 21 4 be be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 21 5 fine fine ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 21 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 21 7 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 21 8 's be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 21 9 easy easy ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 21 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 21 11 ” " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 22 1 https://grottonetwork.com/navigate-life/health-and-wellness/letting-go-of-expectations/?utm_source=fall_2021&utm_medium=class&utm_id=moreau https://grottonetwork.com/navigate-life/health-and-wellness/letting-go-of-expectations/?utm_source=fall_2021&utm_medium=class&utm_id=moreau PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 22 2 https://grottonetwork.com/navigate-life/health-and-wellness/letting-go-of-expectations/?utm_source=fall_2021&utm_medium=class&utm_id=moreau https://grottonetwork.com/navigate-life/health-and-wellness/letting-go-of-expectations/?utm_source=fall_2021&utm_medium=class&utm_id=moreau PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 22 3 then then ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 22 4 he he PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 22 5 went go VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 22 6 back back ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 22 7 to to ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 22 8 sleep sleep NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 22 9 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 23 1 at at ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 23 2 that that DET reflection_00132-2021_09 23 3 moment moment NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 23 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 23 5 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 23 6 had have AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 23 7 been be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 23 8 so so ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 23 9 baffled baffle VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 23 10 by by ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 23 11 his his PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 23 12 words word NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 23 13 that that PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 23 14 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 23 15 began begin VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 23 16 laughing laugh VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 23 17 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 24 1 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 24 2 did do AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 24 3 n’t not PART reflection_00132-2021_09 24 4 believe believe VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 24 5 him he PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 24 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 24 7 because because SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 24 8 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 24 9 knew know VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 24 10 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 24 11 struggled struggle VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 24 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 24 13 just just ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 24 14 assumed assume VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 24 15 we we PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 24 16 all all PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 24 17 were be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 24 18 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 24 19 same same ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 24 20 but but CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 24 21 that that PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 24 22 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 24 23 far far ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 24 24 from from ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 24 25 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 24 26 case case NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 24 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 25 1 as as SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 25 2 time time NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 25 3 went go VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 25 4 on on ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 25 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 25 6 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 25 7 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 25 8 math math NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 25 9 became become VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 25 10 more more ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 25 11 complex complex ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 25 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 25 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 25 14 far far ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 25 15 from from ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 25 16 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 25 17 familiar familiar ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 25 18 algebraic algebraic ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 25 19 equations equation NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 25 20 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 25 21 knew know VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 25 22 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 25 23 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 25 24 confidence confidence NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 25 25 began begin VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 25 26 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 25 27 dwindle dwindle VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 25 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 26 1 little little ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 26 2 did do AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 26 3 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 26 4 know know VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 26 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 26 6 that that PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 26 7 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 26 8 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 26 9 start start NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 26 10 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 26 11 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 26 12 “ " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 26 13 imposter imposter ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 26 14 syndrome syndrome NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 26 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 26 16 ” " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 27 1 after after ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 27 2 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 27 3 second second ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 27 4 calculus calculus NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 27 5 midterm midterm NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 27 6 grade grade NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 27 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 27 8 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 27 9 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 27 10 broken break VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 27 11 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 28 1 weeks week NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 28 2 upon upon SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 28 3 weeks week NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 28 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 28 5 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 28 6 spent spend VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 28 7 studying study VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 28 8 had have AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 28 9 gone go VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 28 10 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 28 11 waste waste VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 28 12 once once SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 28 13 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 28 14 grade grade NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 28 15 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 28 16 revealed reveal VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 28 17 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 29 1 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 29 2 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 29 3 so so ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 29 4 devastated devastated ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 29 5 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 30 1 “ " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 30 2 even even ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 30 3 when when SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 30 4 you you PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 30 5 put put VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 30 6 your your PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 30 7 best good ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 30 8 foot foot NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 30 9 forward forward ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 30 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 30 11 you you PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 30 12 still still ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 30 13 fail fail VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 30 14 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 30 15 ” " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 31 1 thoughts thought NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 31 2 such such ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 31 3 as as ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 31 4 those those PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 31 5 were be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 31 6 running run VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 31 7 through through ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 31 8 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 31 9 head head NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 31 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 32 1 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 32 2 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 32 3 even even ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 32 4 too too ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 32 5 embarrassed embarrassed ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 32 6 at at ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 32 7 one one NUM reflection_00132-2021_09 32 8 point point NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 32 9 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 32 10 talk talk VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 32 11 to to ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 32 12 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 32 13 parents parent NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 32 14 about about ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 32 15 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 32 16 failure failure NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 32 17 ; ; PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 32 18 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 32 19 as as ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 32 20 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 32 21 date date NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 32 22 for for ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 32 23 dropping drop VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 32 24 classes class NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 32 25 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 32 26 rolling roll VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 32 27 around around ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 32 28 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 32 29 corner corner NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 32 30 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 32 31 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 32 32 went go VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 32 33 through through ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 32 34 which which DET reflection_00132-2021_09 32 35 decision decision NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 33 1 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 33 2 would would AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 33 3 make make VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 33 4 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 34 1 asking ask VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 34 2 numerous numerous ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 34 3 people people NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 34 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 34 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 34 6 seemingly seemingly ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 34 7 praying pray VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 34 8 every every DET reflection_00132-2021_09 34 9 other other ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 34 10 day day NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 34 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 34 12 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 34 13 still still ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 34 14 not not PART reflection_00132-2021_09 34 15 giving give VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 34 16 me i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 34 17 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 34 18 answers answer NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 34 19 that that PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 34 20 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 34 21 so so ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 34 22 desperately desperately ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 34 23 desired desire VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 34 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 35 1 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 35 2 seemed seem VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 35 3 as as SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 35 4 though though SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 35 5 everything everything PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 35 6 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 35 7 did do VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 35 8 would would AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 35 9 paint paint VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 35 10 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 35 11 future future NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 35 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 35 13 that that PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 35 14 thought think VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 35 15 alone alone ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 35 16 scared scare VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 35 17 me i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 35 18 to to ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 35 19 death death NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 35 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 36 1 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 36 2 eventually eventually ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 36 3 decided decide VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 36 4 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 36 5 drop drop VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 36 6 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 36 7 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 37 1 even even ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 37 2 while while SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 37 3 dropping drop VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 37 4 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 37 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 37 6 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 37 7 still still ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 37 8 remained remain VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 37 9 unsure unsure ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 37 10 with with ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 37 11 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 37 12 choice choice NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 37 13 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 38 1 however however ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 38 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 38 3 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 38 4 kept keep VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 38 5 trying try VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 38 6 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 38 7 remind remind VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 38 8 myself myself PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 38 9 that that SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 38 10 simply simply ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 38 11 because because SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 38 12 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 38 13 path path NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 38 14 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 38 15 had have AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 38 16 initially initially ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 38 17 regarded regard VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 38 18 as as ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 38 19 mine mine PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 38 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 38 21 did do AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 38 22 not not PART reflection_00132-2021_09 38 23 work work VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 38 24 out out ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 38 25 for for ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 38 26 me i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 38 27 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 38 28 [ [ X reflection_00132-2021_09 38 29 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 38 30 ] ] PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 38 31 did do AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 38 32 not not PART reflection_00132-2021_09 38 33 mean mean VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 38 34 that that SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 38 35 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 38 36 ability ability NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 38 37 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 38 38 work work VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 38 39 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 38 40 follow follow VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 38 41 through through ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 38 42 on on ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 38 43 another another PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 38 44 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 38 45 gone go VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 38 46 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 39 1 this this PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 39 2 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 39 3 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 39 4 challenging challenging ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 39 5 experience experience NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 39 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 39 7 that that SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 39 8 in in ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 39 9 turn turn NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 39 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 39 11 helped help VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 39 12 me i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 39 13 grow grow VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 39 14 as as ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 39 15 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 39 16 person person NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 39 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 39 18 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 39 19 student student NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 39 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 39 21 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 39 22 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 39 23 should should AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 39 24 strive strive VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 39 25 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 39 26 see see VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 39 27 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 39 28 that that DET reflection_00132-2021_09 39 29 way way NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 39 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 40 1 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 40 2 “ " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 40 3 women woman NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 40 4 find find VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 40 5 healing healing NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 40 6 through through ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 40 7 kintsugi kintsugi PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 40 8 workshop workshop PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 40 9 '' '' PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 40 10 by by ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 40 11 kirsten kirsten PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 40 12 helgesonmoreau helgesonmoreau PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 40 13 fye fye PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 40 14 week week PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 40 15 ten ten NUM reflection_00132-2021_09 40 16 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 40 17 https://grottonetwork.com/make-an-impact/heal/find-healing-through-kintsugi-art/?utm_source=fall_2021&utm_medium=class&utm_id=moreau https://grottonetwork.com/make-an-impact/heal/find-healing-through-kintsugi-art/?utm_source=fall_2021&utm_medium=class&utm_id=moreau PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 40 18 https://grottonetwork.com/make-an-impact/heal/find-healing-through-kintsugi-art/?utm_source=fall_2021&utm_medium=class&utm_id=moreau https://grottonetwork.com/make-an-impact/heal/find-healing-through-kintsugi-art/?utm_source=fall_2021&utm_medium=class&utm_id=moreau PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 40 19 finding find VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 40 20 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 40 21 path path NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 40 22 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 40 23 another another DET reflection_00132-2021_09 40 24 struggle struggle NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 40 25 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 40 26 did do AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 40 27 not not PART reflection_00132-2021_09 40 28 see see VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 40 29 myself myself PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 40 30 encountering encounter VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 40 31 in in ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 40 32 college college NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 40 33 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 41 1 “ " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 41 2 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 41 3 ’m ’m AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 41 4 going go VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 41 5 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 41 6 be be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 41 7 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 41 8 doctor doctor NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 41 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 41 10 as as ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 41 11 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 41 12 biology biology NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 41 13 major major ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 41 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 41 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 41 16 on on ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 41 17 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 41 18 pre pre ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 41 19 - - ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 41 20 med med ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 41 21 track track NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 41 22 ” " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 41 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 42 1 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 42 2 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 42 3 so so ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 42 4 sure sure ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 42 5 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 42 6 this this DET reflection_00132-2021_09 42 7 future future NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 42 8 when when SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 42 9 entering enter VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 42 10 college college NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 42 11 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 43 1 yet yet ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 43 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 43 3 as as SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 43 4 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 43 5 walked walk VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 43 6 out out ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 43 7 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 43 8 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 43 9 advisor advisor NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 43 10 ’s ’s PART reflection_00132-2021_09 43 11 room room NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 43 12 after after ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 43 13 dropping drop VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 43 14 calculus calculus NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 43 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 43 16 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 43 17 began begin VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 43 18 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 43 19 rethink rethink VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 43 20 this this DET reflection_00132-2021_09 43 21 clear clear ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 43 22 path path NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 43 23 that that PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 43 24 for for ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 43 25 some some DET reflection_00132-2021_09 43 26 reason reason NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 43 27 started start VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 43 28 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 43 29 become become VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 43 30 blurry blurry ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 43 31 the the PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 43 32 more more ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 43 33 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 43 34 looked look VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 43 35 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 44 1 in in ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 44 2 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 44 3 chemistry chemistry NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 44 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 44 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 44 6 biology biology NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 44 7 classes class NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 44 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 44 9 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 44 10 would would AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 44 11 contemplate contemplate VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 44 12 this this DET reflection_00132-2021_09 44 13 path path NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 44 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 44 15 at at ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 44 16 lunch lunch NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 44 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 44 18 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 44 19 in in ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 44 20 bed bed NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 44 21 too too ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 44 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 45 1 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 45 2 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 45 3 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 45 4 bug bug NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 45 5 that that PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 45 6 would would AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 45 7 not not PART reflection_00132-2021_09 45 8 stop stop VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 45 9 bothering bother VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 45 10 me i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 45 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 45 12 no no ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 45 13 matter matter ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 45 14 how how SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 45 15 hard hard ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 45 16 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 45 17 tried try VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 45 18 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 45 19 kill kill VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 45 20 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 45 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 46 1 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 46 2 talked talk VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 46 3 to to ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 46 4 anybody anybody PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 46 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 46 6 everybody everybody PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 46 7 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 47 1 from from ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 47 2 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 47 3 friends friend NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 47 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 47 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 47 6 family family NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 47 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 47 8 to to ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 47 9 advisors advisor NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 47 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 47 11 strangers stranger NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 47 12 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 47 13 just just ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 47 14 needed need VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 47 15 an an DET reflection_00132-2021_09 47 16 answer answer NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 47 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 47 18 yet yet CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 47 19 nobody nobody PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 47 20 ’s ’s PART reflection_00132-2021_09 47 21 response response NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 47 22 seemed seem VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 47 23 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 47 24 lead lead VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 47 25 me i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 47 26 to to ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 47 27 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 47 28 “ " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 47 29 light light ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 47 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 47 31 ” " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 48 1 leaving leave VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 48 2 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 48 3 college college NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 48 4 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 48 5 science science NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 48 6 meant mean VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 48 7 potentially potentially ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 48 8 leaving leave VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 48 9 behind behind ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 48 10 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 48 11 close close ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 48 12 - - PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 48 13 knit knit VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 48 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 48 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 48 16 understanding understand VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 48 17 community community NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 48 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 49 1 one one NUM reflection_00132-2021_09 49 2 thing thing NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 49 3 that that PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 49 4 every every DET reflection_00132-2021_09 49 5 stem stem NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 49 6 kid kid NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 49 7 had have VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 49 8 regardless regardless ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 49 9 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 49 10 whether whether SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 49 11 we we PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 49 12 knew know VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 49 13 each each DET reflection_00132-2021_09 49 14 other other ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 49 15 was be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 49 16 this this DET reflection_00132-2021_09 49 17 understanding understanding NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 49 18 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 49 19 1 1 NUM reflection_00132-2021_09 49 20 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 49 21 we we PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 49 22 never never ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 49 23 sleep sleep VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 49 24 so so ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 49 25 life life NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 49 26 basically basically ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 49 27 sucks suck VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 49 28 for for ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 49 29 us we PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 49 30 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 49 31 2 2 X reflection_00132-2021_09 49 32 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 49 33 organic organic ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 49 34 chemistry chemistry NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 49 35 is be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 49 36 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 49 37 devil devil NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 49 38 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 49 39 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 49 40 3 3 X reflection_00132-2021_09 49 41 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 49 42 mendoza mendoza PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 49 43 kids kid NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 49 44 are be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 49 45 so so ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 49 46 annoyingly annoyingly ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 49 47 lucky lucky ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 49 48 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 50 1 we we PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 50 2 connected connect VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 50 3 even even ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 50 4 without without ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 50 5 knowing know VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 50 6 each each DET reflection_00132-2021_09 50 7 other other ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 50 8 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 51 1 some some PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 51 2 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 51 3 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 51 4 best good ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 51 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 51 6 nicest nicest ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 51 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 51 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 51 9 kindest kindest ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 51 10 friends friend NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 51 11 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 51 12 met meet VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 51 13 at at ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 51 14 notre notre PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 51 15 dame dame NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 51 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 51 17 came come VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 51 18 from from ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 51 19 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 51 20 college college NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 51 21 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 51 22 science science PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 51 23 but but CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 51 24 now now ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 51 25 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 51 26 if if SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 51 27 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 51 28 leave leave VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 51 29 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 51 30 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 51 31 what what PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 51 32 happens happen VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 51 33 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 52 1 worrying worry VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 52 2 for for ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 52 3 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 52 4 future future NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 52 5 never never ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 52 6 stopped stop VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 52 7 poking poke VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 52 8 me i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 52 9 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 53 1 “ " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 53 2 community community NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 53 3 is be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 53 4 not not PART reflection_00132-2021_09 53 5 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 53 6 goal goal NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 53 7 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 53 8 be be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 53 9 achieved achieve VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 53 10 but but CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 53 11 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 53 12 gift gift NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 53 13 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 53 14 be be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 53 15 received receive VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 53 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 53 17 ” " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 54 1 “ " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 54 2 thirteen thirteen NUM reflection_00132-2021_09 54 3 ways way NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 54 4 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 54 5 looking look VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 54 6 at at ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 54 7 community community NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 54 8 • • SYM reflection_00132-2021_09 54 9 center center NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 54 10 for for ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 54 11 courage courage NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 54 12 & & CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 54 13 renewalcenter renewalcenter NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 54 14 for for ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 54 15 courage courage NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 54 16 & & CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 54 17 renewal renewal PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 54 18 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 54 19 couragerenewal.org couragerenewal.org SPACE reflection_00132-2021_09 54 20 ” " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 54 21 by by ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 54 22 parker parker PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 54 23 j. j. PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 54 24 palmermoreau palmermoreau PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 54 25 fye fye PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 54 26 week week PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 54 27 eleven eleven NUM reflection_00132-2021_09 54 28 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 54 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 55 1 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 55 2 had have VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 55 3 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 55 4 learn learn VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 55 5 that that PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 55 6 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 56 1 even even ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 56 2 with with ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 56 3 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 56 4 switch switch NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 56 5 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 56 6 paths path NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 56 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 56 8 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 56 9 community community NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 56 10 should should AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 56 11 be be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 56 12 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 56 13 least least ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 56 14 of of ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 56 15 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 56 16 worries worry NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 56 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 56 18 because because SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 56 19 if if SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 56 20 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 56 21 believe believe VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 56 22 in in ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 56 23 one one NUM reflection_00132-2021_09 56 24 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 56 25 there there PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 56 26 will will AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 56 27 be be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 56 28 one one NUM reflection_00132-2021_09 56 29 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 56 30 ready ready ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 56 31 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 56 32 present present VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 56 33 itself itself PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 56 34 to to ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 56 35 me i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 56 36 or or CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 56 37 at at ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 56 38 least least ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 56 39 those those PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 56 40 were be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 56 41 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 56 42 words word NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 57 1 that that PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 57 2 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 58 1 http://couragerenewal.org/parker/writings/13-ways-of-looking-at-community/ http://couragerenewal.org/parker/writings/13-ways-of-looking-at-community/ INTJ reflection_00132-2021_09 58 2 http://couragerenewal.org/parker/writings/13-ways-of-looking-at-community/ http://couragerenewal.org/parker/writings/13-ways-of-looking-at-community/ INTJ reflection_00132-2021_09 59 1 http://couragerenewal.org/parker/writings/13-ways-of-looking-at-community/ http://couragerenewal.org/parker/writings/13-ways-of-looking-at-community/ INTJ reflection_00132-2021_09 59 2 advisor advisor NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 59 3 reassured reassure VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 59 4 me i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 59 5 with with ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 59 6 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 60 1 for for ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 60 2 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 60 3 first first ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 60 4 time time NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 60 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 60 6 after after ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 60 7 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 60 8 very very ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 60 9 rocky rocky ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 60 10 month month NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 60 11 filled fill VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 60 12 with with ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 60 13 twists twist NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 60 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 60 15 turns turn NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 60 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 60 17 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 60 18 felt feel VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 60 19 somewhat somewhat ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 60 20 okay okay ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 60 21 with with ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 60 22 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 60 23 decision decision NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 60 24 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 60 25 with with ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 60 26 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 60 27 path path NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 60 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 61 1 now now ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 61 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 61 3 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 61 4 am be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 61 5 still still ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 61 6 on on ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 61 7 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 61 8 path path NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 61 9 that that PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 61 10 is be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 61 11 unknown unknown ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 61 12 yet yet ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 61 13 visible visible ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 61 14 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 62 1 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 62 2 try try VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 62 3 not not PART reflection_00132-2021_09 62 4 to to PART reflection_00132-2021_09 62 5 dwell dwell VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 62 6 on on ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 62 7 how how SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 62 8 visible visible ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 62 9 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 62 10 is be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 62 11 because because SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 62 12 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 62 13 only only ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 62 14 stresses stress VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 62 15 me i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 62 16 out out ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 62 17 more more ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 63 1 but but CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 63 2 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 63 3 do do AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 63 4 n’t not PART reflection_00132-2021_09 63 5 ignore ignore VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 63 6 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 63 7 completely completely ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 63 8 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 64 1 as as ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 64 2 long long ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 64 3 as as SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 64 4 it it PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 64 5 is be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 64 6 visible visible ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 64 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 64 8 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 64 9 believe believe VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 64 10 that that SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 64 11 god god PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 64 12 has have VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 64 13 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 64 14 plan plan NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 64 15 for for ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 64 16 my my PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 64 17 future future NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 64 18 despite despite SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 64 19 any any DET reflection_00132-2021_09 64 20 devilish devilish ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 64 21 bumps bump NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 64 22 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 64 23 blocks block NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 64 24 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 64 25 or or CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 64 26 tactics tactic NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 64 27 that that PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 64 28 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 64 29 devil devil NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 64 30 may may AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 64 31 utilize utilize VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 64 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 65 1 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 65 2 “ " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 65 3 the the DET reflection_00132-2021_09 65 4 screwtape screwtape NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 65 5 letters letter NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 65 6 ” " PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 65 7 by by ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 65 8 c.s c.s PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 65 9 . . PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 65 10 lewismoreau lewismoreau PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 65 11 fye fye PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 65 12 week week PROPN reflection_00132-2021_09 65 13 twelve twelve NUM reflection_00132-2021_09 65 14 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 65 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 66 1 yes yes INTJ reflection_00132-2021_09 66 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 66 3 i i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 66 4 remain remain VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 66 5 on on ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 66 6 an an DET reflection_00132-2021_09 66 7 unknown unknown ADJ reflection_00132-2021_09 66 8 road road NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 66 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 66 10 but but CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 66 11 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 66 12 road road NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 66 13 is be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 66 14 still still ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 66 15 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 66 16 road road NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 66 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 66 18 and and CCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 66 19 as as ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 66 20 long long ADV reflection_00132-2021_09 66 21 as as SCONJ reflection_00132-2021_09 66 22 there there PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 66 23 is be VERB reflection_00132-2021_09 66 24 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 66 25 road road NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 66 26 , , PUNCT reflection_00132-2021_09 66 27 there there PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 66 28 will will AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 66 29 be be AUX reflection_00132-2021_09 66 30 a a DET reflection_00132-2021_09 66 31 destination destination NOUN reflection_00132-2021_09 66 32 for for ADP reflection_00132-2021_09 66 33 me i PRON reflection_00132-2021_09 66 34 . . PUNCT