id sid tid token lemma pos reflection_00328-2021_09 1 1 professor professor PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 2 todd todd PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 3 taylor taylor PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 4 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 1 5 fye fye NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 6 3 3 NUM reflection_00328-2021_09 1 7 december december PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 8 2021 2021 NUM reflection_00328-2021_09 1 9 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 1 10 road road NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 11 forward forward ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 1 12 as as SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 1 13 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 1 14 fall fall NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 15 semester semester NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 16 ends end VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 1 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 1 18 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 1 19 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 1 20 season season NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 21 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 1 22 autumn autumn NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 23 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 1 24 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 1 25 season season NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 26 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 1 27 change change NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 28 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 1 29 comes come VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 1 30 to to ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 1 31 its its PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 1 32 conclusion conclusion NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 33 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 1 34 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 1 35 feel feel VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 1 36 that that SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 1 37 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 1 38 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 1 39 integration integration NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 40 is be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 1 41 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 1 42 good good ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 1 43 opportunity opportunity NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 44 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 1 45 reflect reflect VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 1 46 on on ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 1 47 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 1 48 change change NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 49 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 1 50 have have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 1 51 experienced experience VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 1 52 while while SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 1 53 at at ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 1 54 notre notre PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 55 dame dame NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 1 56 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 2 1 though though SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 2 2 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 2 3 time time NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 2 4 has have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 2 5 been be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 2 6 short short ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 2 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 2 8 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 2 9 think think VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 2 10 it it PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 2 11 is be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 2 12 essential essential ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 2 13 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 2 14 recognize recognize VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 2 15 that that SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 2 16 even even ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 2 17 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 2 18 such such ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 2 19 brief brief ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 2 20 intervals interval NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 2 21 momentous momentous ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 2 22 change change NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 2 23 is be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 2 24 possible possible ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 2 25 especially especially ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 2 26 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 2 27 such such DET reflection_00328-2021_09 2 28 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 2 29 new new ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 2 30 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 2 31 different different ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 2 32 environment environment NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 2 33 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 3 1 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 3 2 be be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 3 3 quite quite ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 3 4 frank frank ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 3 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 3 6 at at ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 3 7 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 3 8 beginning beginning NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 3 9 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 3 10 this this DET reflection_00328-2021_09 3 11 season season NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 3 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 3 13 this this DET reflection_00328-2021_09 3 14 semester semester NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 3 15 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 3 16 was be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 3 17 struggling struggle VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 3 18 with with ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 3 19 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 3 20 mental mental ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 3 21 health health NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 3 22 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 3 23 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 3 24 total total ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 3 25 outlook outlook NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 3 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 4 1 however however ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 4 2 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 4 3 was be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 4 4 able able ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 4 5 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 4 6 adapt adapt VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 4 7 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 4 8 learn learn VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 4 9 by by ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 4 10 keeping keep VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 4 11 an an DET reflection_00328-2021_09 4 12 open open ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 4 13 mind mind NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 4 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 4 15 absorbing absorb VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 4 16 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 4 17 new new ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 4 18 information information NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 4 19 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 4 20 opportunities opportunity NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 4 21 that that PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 4 22 presented present VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 4 23 themselves themselves PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 4 24 to to ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 4 25 me i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 4 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 5 1 after after ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 5 2 identifying identify VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 5 3 who who PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 5 4 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 5 5 am be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 5 6 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 5 7 what what PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 5 8 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 5 9 root root NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 5 10 beliefs belief NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 5 11 are be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 5 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 5 13 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 5 14 have have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 5 15 been be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 5 16 able able ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 5 17 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 5 18 grow grow VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 5 19 from from ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 5 20 this this DET reflection_00328-2021_09 5 21 foundation foundation NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 5 22 by by ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 5 23 confronting confront VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 5 24 what what PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 5 25 pains pain VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 5 26 me i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 5 27 on on ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 5 28 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 5 29 personal personal ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 5 30 level level NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 5 31 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 5 32 what what PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 5 33 affects affect VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 5 34 us we PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 5 35 as as ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 5 36 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 5 37 society society NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 5 38 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 5 39 derive derive VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 5 40 from from ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 5 41 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 5 42 own own ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 5 43 existence existence NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 5 44 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 5 45 promise promise NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 5 46 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 5 47 better better VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 5 48 myself myself PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 5 49 true true ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 5 50 hope hope NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 5 51 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 5 52 unshakeable unshakeable ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 5 53 dignity dignity NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 5 54 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 6 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 6 2 have have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 6 3 encountered encounter VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 6 4 within within ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 6 5 myself myself PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 6 6 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 6 7 huge huge ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 6 8 knot knot NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 6 9 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 6 10 fear fear NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 6 11 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 7 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 7 2 am be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 7 3 desperately desperately ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 7 4 afraid afraid ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 7 5 that that SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 7 6 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 7 7 will will AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 7 8 not not PART reflection_00328-2021_09 7 9 live live VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 7 10 up up ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 7 11 to to ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 7 12 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 7 13 potential potential NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 7 14 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 8 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 8 2 want want VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 8 3 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 8 4 be be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 8 5 able able ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 8 6 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 8 7 change change VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 8 8 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 8 9 world world NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 8 10 around around ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 8 11 me i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 8 12 for for ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 8 13 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 8 14 better well ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 8 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 8 16 however however ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 8 17 this this DET reflection_00328-2021_09 8 18 vague vague ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 8 19 goal goal NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 8 20 seems seem VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 8 21 often often ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 8 22 at at ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 8 23 times time NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 8 24 unattainable unattainable ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 8 25 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 8 26 especially especially ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 8 27 under under ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 8 28 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 8 29 weight weight NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 8 30 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 8 31 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 8 32 heavy heavy ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 8 33 schedule schedule NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 8 34 that that PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 8 35 threatens threaten VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 8 36 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 8 37 crush crush VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 8 38 me i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 8 39 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 9 1 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 9 2 words word NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 9 3 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 9 4 julia julia PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 9 5 hogan hogan PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 9 6 really really ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 9 7 struck strike VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 9 8 me i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 9 9 as as SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 9 10 she she PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 9 11 described describe VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 9 12 people people NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 9 13 who who PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 9 14 essentially essentially ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 9 15 see see VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 9 16 themselves themselves PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 9 17 as as ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 9 18 failures failure NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 9 19 because because SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 9 20 they they PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 9 21 are be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 9 22 unable unable ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 9 23 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 9 24 do do VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 9 25 exactly exactly ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 9 26 as as SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 9 27 they they PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 9 28 wish wish VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 9 29 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 9 30 they they PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 9 31 feel feel VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 9 32 weak weak ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 9 33 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 9 34 powerless powerless ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 9 35 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 10 1 she she PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 10 2 says say VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 10 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 10 4 “ " PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 10 5 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 10 6 common common ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 10 7 thread thread NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 10 8 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 10 9 all all PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 10 10 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 10 11 these these DET reflection_00328-2021_09 10 12 examples example NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 10 13 is be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 10 14 that that SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 10 15 these these DET reflection_00328-2021_09 10 16 individuals individual NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 10 17 believe believe VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 10 18 they they PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 10 19 must must AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 10 20 be be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 10 21 perfect perfect ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 10 22 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 10 23 that that SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 10 24 they they PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 10 25 must must AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 10 26 live live VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 10 27 up up ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 10 28 to to ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 10 29 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 10 30 expectations expectation NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 10 31 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 10 32 others other NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 10 33 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 10 34 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 10 35 themselves themselves PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 10 36 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 10 37 ” " PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 11 1 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 11 2 “ " PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 11 3 why why SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 11 4 letting let VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 11 5 go go VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 11 6 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 11 7 expectations expectation NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 11 8 is be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 11 9 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 11 10 freeing freeing ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 11 11 habit habit NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 11 12 ” " PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 11 13 by by ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 11 14 julia julia PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 11 15 hogan hogan PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 11 16 moreau moreau ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 11 17 fye fye PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 11 18 week week NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 11 19 9 9 NUM reflection_00328-2021_09 11 20 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 11 21 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 11 22 too too ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 11 23 often often ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 11 24 feel feel VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 11 25 that that SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 11 26 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 11 27 must must AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 11 28 be be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 11 29 perfect perfect ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 11 30 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 11 31 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 11 32 course course NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 11 33 like like ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 11 34 any any DET reflection_00328-2021_09 11 35 normal normal ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 11 36 human human ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 11 37 being being NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 11 38 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 11 39 fall fall VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 11 40 far far ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 11 41 short short ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 11 42 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 11 43 this this DET reflection_00328-2021_09 11 44 unattainable unattainable ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 11 45 goal goal NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 11 46 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 12 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 12 2 feel feel VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 12 3 like like ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 12 4 those those PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 12 5 around around ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 12 6 me i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 12 7 are be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 12 8 somehow somehow ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 12 9 mysteriously mysteriously ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 12 10 able able ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 12 11 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 12 12 do do VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 12 13 everything everything PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 12 14 right right ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 13 1 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 13 2 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 13 3 alone alone ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 13 4 am be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 13 5 behind behind ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 13 6 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 13 7 unprepared unprepared ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 13 8 for for ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 13 9 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 13 10 reality reality NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 13 11 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 13 12 independent independent ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 13 13 life life NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 13 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 13 15 work work NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 13 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 13 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 13 18 study study NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 13 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 14 1 this this DET reflection_00328-2021_09 14 2 imposter imposter ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 14 3 syndrome syndrome NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 14 4 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 14 5 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 14 6 expectations expectation NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 14 7 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 14 8 foist foist VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 14 9 on on ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 14 10 myself myself PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 14 11 are be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 14 12 simply simply ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 14 13 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 14 14 distorted distorted ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 14 15 shadows shadow NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 14 16 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 14 17 ideals ideal NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 14 18 that that PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 14 19 make make VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 14 20 me i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 14 21 who who PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 14 22 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 14 23 am be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 14 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 15 1 because because SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 15 2 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 15 3 want want VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 15 4 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 15 5 be be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 15 6 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 15 7 best good ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 15 8 possible possible ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 15 9 version version NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 15 10 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 15 11 myself myself PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 15 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 15 13 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 15 14 expect expect VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 15 15 perfection perfection NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 15 16 unfairly unfairly ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 15 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 15 18 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 15 19 this this DET reflection_00328-2021_09 15 20 dissonance dissonance NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 15 21 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 15 22 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 15 23 identity identity NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 15 24 distorts distort VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 15 25 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 15 26 perception perception NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 15 27 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 15 28 others other NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 15 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 16 1 however however ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 16 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 16 3 this this DET reflection_00328-2021_09 16 4 semester semester NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 16 5 especially especially ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 16 6 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 16 7 am be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 16 8 slowly slowly ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 16 9 adjusting adjust VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 16 10 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 16 11 perspective perspective NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 16 12 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 16 13 be be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 16 14 more more ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 16 15 accurate accurate ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 16 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 16 17 help help VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 16 18 myself myself PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 16 19 succeed succeed VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 16 20 without without ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 16 21 antagonizing antagonize VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 16 22 myself myself PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 16 23 with with ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 16 24 expectations expectation NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 16 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 17 1 when when SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 17 2 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 17 3 got get VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 17 4 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 17 5 bad bad ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 17 6 grade grade NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 17 7 on on ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 17 8 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 17 9 business business NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 17 10 law law NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 17 11 test test NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 17 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 17 13 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 17 14 did do AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 17 15 not not PART reflection_00328-2021_09 17 16 beat beat VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 17 17 myself myself PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 17 18 up up ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 17 19 for for ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 17 20 it it PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 17 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 18 1 instead instead ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 18 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 18 3 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 18 4 committed commit VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 18 5 myself myself PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 18 6 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 18 7 do do VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 18 8 better well ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 18 9 for for ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 18 10 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 18 11 next next ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 18 12 test test NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 18 13 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 19 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 19 2 decided decide VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 19 3 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 19 4 let let VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 19 5 go go VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 19 6 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 19 7 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 19 8 emotional emotional ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 19 9 weight weight NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 19 10 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 19 11 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 19 12 mistakes mistake NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 19 13 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 19 14 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 19 15 past past NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 19 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 19 17 learn learn VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 19 18 from from ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 19 19 them they PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 19 20 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 19 21 order order NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 19 22 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 19 23 make make VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 19 24 for for ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 19 25 myself myself PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 19 26 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 19 27 better well ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 19 28 future future NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 19 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 20 1 thus thus ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 20 2 letting let VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 20 3 go go VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 20 4 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 20 5 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 20 6 weight weight NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 20 7 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 20 8 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 20 9 expectations expectation NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 20 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 20 11 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 20 12 was be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 20 13 able able ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 20 14 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 20 15 move move VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 20 16 on on ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 20 17 productively productively ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 20 18 with with ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 20 19 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 20 20 semester semester NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 20 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 21 1 as as ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 21 2 part part NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 21 3 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 21 4 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 21 5 goals goal NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 21 6 for for ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 21 7 myself myself PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 21 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 21 9 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 21 10 have have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 21 11 realized realize VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 21 12 this this DET reflection_00328-2021_09 21 13 semester semester NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 21 14 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 21 15 necessity necessity NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 21 16 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 21 17 changing change VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 21 18 one one PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 21 19 ’s ’s PART reflection_00328-2021_09 21 20 own own ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 21 21 perspective perspective NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 21 22 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 21 23 incorporate incorporate VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 21 24 those those PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 21 25 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 21 26 others other NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 21 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 22 1 two two NUM reflection_00328-2021_09 22 2 instances instance NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 22 3 that that PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 22 4 really really ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 22 5 helped help VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 22 6 me i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 22 7 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 22 8 get get VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 22 9 comfortable comfortable ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 22 10 doing do VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 22 11 this this PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 22 12 was be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 22 13 with with ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 22 14 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 22 15 kintsugi kintsugi PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 22 16 workshop workshop PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 22 17 video video PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 22 18 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 22 19 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 22 20 remarks remark NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 22 21 from from ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 22 22 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 22 23 activist activist NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 22 24 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 22 25 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 22 26 video video NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 22 27 about about ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 22 28 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 22 29 2020 2020 NUM reflection_00328-2021_09 22 30 civil civil ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 22 31 unrest unrest NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 22 32 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 22 33 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 22 34 wake wake NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 22 35 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 22 36 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 22 37 death death NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 22 38 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 22 39 george george PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 22 40 floyd floyd PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 22 41 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 23 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 23 2 had have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 23 3 previously previously ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 23 4 heard hear VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 23 5 about about ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 23 6 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 23 7 practice practice NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 23 8 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 23 9 kintsugi kintsugi NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 23 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 23 11 but but CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 23 12 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 23 13 context context NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 23 14 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 23 15 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 23 16 workshop workshop NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 23 17 helped help VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 23 18 me i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 23 19 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 23 20 consider consider VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 23 21 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 23 22 artform artform NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 23 23 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 23 24 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 23 25 new new ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 23 26 way way NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 23 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 24 1 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 24 2 idea idea NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 24 3 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 24 4 helgeson helgeson NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 24 5 that that SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 24 6 mistakes mistake NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 24 7 should should AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 24 8 n’t not PART reflection_00328-2021_09 24 9 be be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 24 10 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 24 11 source source NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 24 12 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 24 13 shame shame NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 24 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 24 15 can can AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 24 16 be be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 24 17 included include VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 24 18 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 24 19 us we PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 24 20 as as ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 24 21 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 24 22 source source NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 24 23 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 24 24 beauty beauty NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 24 25 is be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 24 26 something something PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 24 27 that that PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 24 28 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 24 29 had have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 24 30 thought think VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 24 31 about about ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 24 32 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 24 33 previously previously ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 24 34 rejected reject VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 24 35 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 25 1 but but CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 25 2 considering consider VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 25 3 it it PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 25 4 with with ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 25 5 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 25 6 artwork artwork NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 25 7 it it PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 25 8 began begin VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 25 9 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 25 10 make make VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 25 11 more more ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 25 12 sense sense NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 25 13 : : PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 25 14 recovering recover VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 25 15 from from ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 25 16 our our PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 25 17 own own ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 25 18 points point NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 25 19 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 25 20 breakage breakage NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 25 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 25 22 our our PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 25 23 moments moment NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 25 24 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 25 25 greatest great ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 25 26 weakness weakness NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 25 27 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 25 28 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 25 29 displaying display VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 25 30 how how SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 25 31 we we PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 25 32 have have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 25 33 recovered recover VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 25 34 turns turn VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 25 35 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 25 36 scars scar NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 25 37 from from ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 25 38 hideous hideous ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 25 39 flaws flaw NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 25 40 to to ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 25 41 marks mark NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 25 42 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 25 43 golden golden ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 25 44 beauty beauty NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 25 45 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 26 1 additionally additionally ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 26 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 26 3 during during ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 26 4 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 26 5 summer summer NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 26 6 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 26 7 2020 2020 NUM reflection_00328-2021_09 26 8 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 26 9 too too ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 26 10 participated participate VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 26 11 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 26 12 protests protest NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 26 13 decrying decry VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 26 14 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 26 15 institutional institutional ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 26 16 failures failure NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 26 17 that that PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 26 18 enabled enable VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 26 19 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 26 20 death death NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 26 21 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 26 22 george george PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 26 23 floyd floyd PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 26 24 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 26 25 but but CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 26 26 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 26 27 disapproved disapprove VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 26 28 strongly strongly ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 26 29 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 26 30 looting looting NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 26 31 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 26 32 to to ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 26 33 me i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 26 34 it it PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 26 35 made make VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 26 36 no no DET reflection_00328-2021_09 26 37 sense sense NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 26 38 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 26 39 worked work VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 26 40 against against ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 26 41 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 26 42 community community NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 26 43 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 27 1 however however ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 27 2 by by ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 27 3 maintaining maintain VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 27 4 an an DET reflection_00328-2021_09 27 5 open open ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 27 6 mindset mindset NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 27 7 when when SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 27 8 hearing hear VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 27 9 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 27 10 words word NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 27 11 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 27 12 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 27 13 activist activist NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 27 14 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 27 15 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 27 16 video video NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 27 17 shown show VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 27 18 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 27 19 class class NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 27 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 27 21 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 27 22 opinion opinion NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 27 23 changed change VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 27 24 quite quite DET reflection_00328-2021_09 27 25 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 27 26 lot lot NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 27 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 28 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 28 2 encountered encounter VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 28 3 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 28 4 community community NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 28 5 that that PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 28 6 had have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 28 7 already already ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 28 8 been be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 28 9 plundered plunder VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 28 10 before before SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 28 11 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 28 12 looting looting NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 28 13 had have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 28 14 started start VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 28 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 28 16 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 28 17 broken broken ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 28 18 fragment fragment NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 28 19 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 28 20 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 28 21 american american ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 28 22 dream dream NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 28 23 that that PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 28 24 had have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 28 25 been be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 28 26 so so ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 28 27 crushed crush VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 28 28 throughout throughout ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 28 29 history history NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 28 30 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 28 31 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 28 32 places place NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 28 33 such such ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 28 34 as as ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 28 35 tulsa tulsa NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 28 36 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 28 37 that that SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 28 38 its its PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 28 39 edge edge NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 28 40 was be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 28 41 sharp sharp ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 28 42 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 28 43 bitter bitter ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 28 44 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 28 45 cut cut VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 28 46 to to ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 28 47 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 28 48 core core NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 28 49 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 28 50 institutional institutional ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 28 51 racism racism NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 28 52 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 29 1 through through ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 29 2 her her PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 29 3 eyes eye NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 29 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 29 5 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 29 6 was be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 29 7 able able ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 29 8 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 29 9 see see VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 29 10 that that SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 29 11 nothing nothing PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 29 12 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 29 13 those those DET reflection_00328-2021_09 29 14 stores store NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 29 15 mattered matter VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 29 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 29 17 that that SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 29 18 they they PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 29 19 were be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 29 20 inaccessible inaccessible ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 29 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 29 22 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 29 23 mockery mockery NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 29 24 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 29 25 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 29 26 sham sham NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 29 27 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 29 28 an an DET reflection_00328-2021_09 29 29 offer offer NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 29 30 that that PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 29 31 had have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 29 32 never never ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 29 33 been be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 29 34 delivered deliver VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 29 35 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 30 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 30 2 do do AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 30 3 n’t not PART reflection_00328-2021_09 30 4 necessarily necessarily ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 30 5 support support VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 30 6 looting loot VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 30 7 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 30 8 times time NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 30 9 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 30 10 protest protest NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 30 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 30 12 but but CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 30 13 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 30 14 do do AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 30 15 n’t not PART reflection_00328-2021_09 30 16 think think VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 30 17 it it PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 30 18 is be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 30 19 so so ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 30 20 morally morally ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 30 21 depraved depraved ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 30 22 as as ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 30 23 many many ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 30 24 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 30 25 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 30 26 country country NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 30 27 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 30 28 including include VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 30 29 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 30 30 former former ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 30 31 self self NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 30 32 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 30 33 seem seem VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 30 34 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 30 35 think think VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 30 36 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 31 1 it it PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 31 2 is be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 31 3 strange strange ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 31 4 how how SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 31 5 often often ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 31 6 victims victim NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 31 7 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 31 8 terrible terrible ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 31 9 injustice injustice NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 31 10 will will AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 31 11 lash lash VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 31 12 out out ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 31 13 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 31 14 desperation desperation NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 31 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 31 16 anger anger NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 31 17 then then ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 31 18 are be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 31 19 blamed blame VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 31 20 entirely entirely ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 31 21 for for ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 31 22 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 31 23 entire entire ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 31 24 sequence sequence NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 31 25 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 31 26 events event NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 31 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 32 1 on on ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 32 2 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 32 3 personal personal ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 32 4 scale scale NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 32 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 32 6 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 32 7 have have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 32 8 met meet VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 32 9 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 32 10 gender gender NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 32 11 fluid fluid ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 32 12 individual individual NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 32 13 who who PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 32 14 has have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 32 15 become become VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 32 16 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 32 17 quite quite ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 32 18 dear dear ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 32 19 friend friend NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 32 20 to to ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 32 21 me i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 32 22 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 32 23 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 32 24 shared share VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 32 25 their their PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 32 26 opinion opinion NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 32 27 on on ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 32 28 many many ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 32 29 lgbtq lgbtq ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 32 30 issues issue NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 32 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 33 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 33 2 realized realize VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 33 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 33 4 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 33 5 had have VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 33 6 quite quite DET reflection_00328-2021_09 33 7 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 33 8 few few ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 33 9 misconceptions misconception NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 33 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 33 11 needed need VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 33 12 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 33 13 rectify rectify VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 33 14 some some PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 33 15 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 33 16 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 33 17 opinions opinion NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 33 18 because because SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 33 19 they they PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 33 20 simply simply ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 33 21 were be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 33 22 n’t not PART reflection_00328-2021_09 33 23 accurate accurate ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 33 24 nor nor CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 33 25 fair fair ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 33 26 to to ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 33 27 some some DET reflection_00328-2021_09 33 28 members member NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 33 29 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 33 30 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 33 31 community community NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 33 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 34 1 their their PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 34 2 guidance guidance NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 34 3 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 34 4 patience patience NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 34 5 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 34 6 stick stick VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 34 7 with with ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 34 8 me i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 34 9 as as SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 34 10 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 34 11 adjusted adjust VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 34 12 was be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 34 13 truly truly ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 34 14 inspirational inspirational ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 34 15 on on ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 34 16 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 34 17 human human ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 34 18 level level NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 34 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 34 20 but but CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 34 21 not not PART reflection_00328-2021_09 34 22 only only ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 34 23 that that PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 34 24 but but CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 34 25 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 34 26 change change NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 34 27 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 34 28 perspective perspective NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 34 29 has have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 34 30 led lead VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 34 31 me i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 34 32 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 34 33 view view VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 34 34 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 34 35 own own ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 34 36 straight straight ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 34 37 masculine masculine ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 34 38 identity identity NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 34 39 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 34 40 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 34 41 new new ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 34 42 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 34 43 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 34 44 more more ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 34 45 enriching enriching ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 34 46 way way NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 34 47 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 34 48 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 34 49 so so ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 34 50 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 34 51 have have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 34 52 profited profit VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 34 53 as as ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 34 54 well well ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 34 55 from from ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 34 56 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 34 57 ability ability NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 34 58 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 34 59 consider consider VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 34 60 new new ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 34 61 information information NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 34 62 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 34 63 adapt adapt VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 34 64 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 34 65 perspective perspective NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 34 66 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 35 1 if if SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 35 2 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 35 3 am be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 35 4 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 35 5 help help VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 35 6 build build VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 35 7 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 35 8 better well ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 35 9 world world NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 35 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 35 11 live live VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 35 12 up up ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 35 13 to to ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 35 14 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 35 15 true true ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 35 16 potential potential NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 35 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 35 18 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 35 19 will will AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 35 20 need need VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 35 21 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 35 22 help help NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 35 23 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 35 24 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 35 25 insights insight NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 35 26 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 35 27 opinions opinion NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 35 28 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 35 29 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 35 30 people people NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 35 31 around around ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 35 32 me i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 35 33 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 35 34 encounter encounter VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 35 35 brokenness brokenness NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 35 36 within within ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 35 37 ourselves ourselves PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 35 38 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 35 39 within within ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 35 40 our our PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 35 41 communities community NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 35 42 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 35 43 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 35 44 find find VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 35 45 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 35 46 way way NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 35 47 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 35 48 grow grow VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 35 49 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 35 50 shine shine VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 35 51 gold gold NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 35 52 from from ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 35 53 these these DET reflection_00328-2021_09 35 54 places place NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 35 55 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 36 1 finally finally ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 36 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 36 3 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 36 4 have have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 36 5 been be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 36 6 able able ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 36 7 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 36 8 improve improve VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 36 9 drastically drastically ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 36 10 on on ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 36 11 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 36 12 mental mental ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 36 13 health health NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 36 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 36 15 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 36 16 total total ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 36 17 outlook outlook NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 36 18 since since SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 36 19 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 36 20 mid mid NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 36 21 - - NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 36 22 autumn autumn NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 36 23 by by ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 36 24 finding find VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 36 25 hope hope NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 36 26 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 36 27 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 36 28 future future NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 36 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 37 1 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 37 2 september september PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 37 3 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 37 4 october october PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 37 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 37 6 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 37 7 felt feel VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 37 8 unable unable ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 37 9 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 37 10 improve improve VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 37 11 myself myself PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 37 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 37 13 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 37 14 felt feel VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 37 15 useless useless ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 37 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 37 17 therefore therefore ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 37 18 worthless worthless ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 37 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 37 20 unable unable ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 37 21 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 37 22 work work VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 37 23 towards towards ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 37 24 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 37 25 goals goal NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 37 26 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 37 27 repellant repellant ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 37 28 to to ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 37 29 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 37 30 fellow fellow ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 37 31 man man NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 37 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 38 1 this this DET reflection_00328-2021_09 38 2 mindset mindset NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 38 3 is be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 38 4 obviously obviously ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 38 5 false false ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 38 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 38 7 something something PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 38 8 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 38 9 was be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 38 10 able able ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 38 11 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 38 12 abstractly abstractly ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 38 13 identify identify VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 38 14 but but CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 38 15 not not PART reflection_00328-2021_09 38 16 escape escape VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 38 17 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 39 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 39 2 heartily heartily ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 39 3 resonated resonate VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 39 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 39 5 however however ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 39 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 39 7 with with ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 39 8 some some DET reflection_00328-2021_09 39 9 words word NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 39 10 from from ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 39 11 lewis lewis PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 39 12 ’s ’s PART reflection_00328-2021_09 39 13 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 39 14 screwtape screwtape NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 39 15 letters letter NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 39 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 39 17 “ " PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 39 18 their their PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 39 19 nearest near ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 39 20 approach approach NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 39 21 to to ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 39 22 constancy constancy ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 39 23 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 39 24 therefore therefore ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 39 25 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 39 26 is be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 39 27 undulation undulation NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 39 28 – – PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 39 29 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 39 30 repeated repeat VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 39 31 return return NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 39 32 to to ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 39 33 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 39 34 level level NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 39 35 from from ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 39 36 which which PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 39 37 they they PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 39 38 repeatedly repeatedly ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 39 39 fall fall VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 39 40 back back ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 39 41 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 39 42 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 39 43 series series NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 39 44 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 39 45 troughs trough NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 39 46 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 39 47 peaks peak NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 39 48 ” " PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 39 49 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 39 50 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 39 51 screwtape screwtape ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 39 52 letters letter NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 39 53 by by ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 39 54 c. c. PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 39 55 s. s. PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 39 56 lewis lewis PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 39 57 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 39 58 fye fye PROPN reflection_00328-2021_09 39 59 week week NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 39 60 12 12 NUM reflection_00328-2021_09 39 61 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 39 62 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 40 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 40 2 was be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 40 3 certainly certainly ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 40 4 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 40 5 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 40 6 trough trough NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 40 7 then then ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 40 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 40 9 but but CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 40 10 it it PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 40 11 made make VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 40 12 complete complete ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 40 13 sense sense NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 40 14 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 41 1 things thing NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 41 2 change change VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 41 3 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 41 4 swing swing VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 41 5 around around ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 41 6 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 41 7 plunge plunge VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 41 8 us we PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 41 9 back back ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 41 10 into into ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 41 11 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 41 12 abyss abyss NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 41 13 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 41 14 our our PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 41 15 own own ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 41 16 fears fear NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 41 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 41 18 insecurities insecurity NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 41 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 41 20 if if SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 41 21 we we PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 41 22 are be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 41 23 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 41 24 avoid avoid VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 41 25 being be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 41 26 shattered shatter VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 41 27 by by ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 41 28 this this DET reflection_00328-2021_09 41 29 tumultuous tumultuous ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 41 30 world world NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 41 31 then then ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 41 32 we we PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 41 33 must must AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 41 34 cling cling VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 41 35 fiercely fiercely ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 41 36 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 41 37 hope hope VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 41 38 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 41 39 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 41 40 memory memory NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 41 41 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 41 42 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 41 43 bright bright ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 41 44 parts part NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 41 45 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 41 46 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 41 47 past past NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 41 48 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 41 49 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 41 50 promise promise NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 41 51 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 41 52 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 41 53 better well ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 41 54 future future NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 41 55 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 42 1 so so ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 42 2 whenever whenever SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 42 3 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 42 4 felt feel VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 42 5 lonely lonely ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 42 6 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 42 7 thought think VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 42 8 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 42 9 all all DET reflection_00328-2021_09 42 10 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 42 11 new new ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 42 12 friends friend NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 42 13 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 42 14 would would AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 42 15 make make VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 42 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 43 1 when when SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 43 2 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 43 3 got get VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 43 4 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 43 5 bad bad ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 43 6 grade grade NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 43 7 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 43 8 told tell VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 43 9 myself myself PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 43 10 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 43 11 could could AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 43 12 adjust adjust VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 43 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 43 14 put put VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 43 15 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 43 16 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 43 17 effort effort NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 43 18 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 43 19 change change VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 43 20 them they PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 43 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 44 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 44 2 took take VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 44 3 agency agency NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 44 4 back back ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 44 5 by by ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 44 6 force force NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 44 7 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 45 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 45 2 started start VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 45 3 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 45 4 diet diet NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 45 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 45 6 exercise exercise VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 45 7 regimen regiman NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 45 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 45 9 made make VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 45 10 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 45 11 direct direct ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 45 12 effort effort NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 45 13 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 45 14 talk talk VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 45 15 to to ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 45 16 some some PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 45 17 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 45 18 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 45 19 acquaintances acquaintance NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 45 20 here here ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 45 21 so so ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 45 22 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 45 23 could could AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 45 24 get get VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 45 25 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 45 26 be be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 45 27 friends friend NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 45 28 with with ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 45 29 them they PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 45 30 more more ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 45 31 quickly quickly ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 45 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 46 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 46 2 looked look VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 46 3 into into ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 46 4 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 46 5 future future NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 46 6 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 46 7 saw see VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 46 8 myself myself PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 46 9 standing stand VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 46 10 tall tall ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 46 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 46 12 braced brace VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 46 13 against against ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 46 14 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 46 15 force force NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 46 16 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 46 17 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 46 18 outside outside ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 46 19 world world NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 46 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 47 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 47 2 know know VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 47 3 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 47 4 winter winter NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 47 5 will will AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 47 6 be be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 47 7 difficult difficult ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 47 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 47 9 but but CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 47 10 now now ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 47 11 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 47 12 am be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 47 13 excited excited ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 47 14 for for SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 47 15 this this DET reflection_00328-2021_09 47 16 challenge challenge NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 47 17 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 47 18 see see VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 47 19 how how SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 47 20 far far ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 47 21 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 47 22 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 47 23 come come VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 47 24 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 47 25 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 47 26 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 47 27 see see VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 47 28 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 47 29 vast vast ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 47 30 possibility possibility NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 47 31 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 47 32 self self NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 47 33 - - PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 47 34 improvement improvement NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 47 35 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 47 36 front front NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 47 37 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 47 38 me i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 47 39 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 48 1 over over ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 48 2 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 48 3 course course NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 48 4 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 48 5 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 48 6 semester semester NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 48 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 48 8 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 48 9 have have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 48 10 been be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 48 11 broken break VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 48 12 down down ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 48 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 48 14 then then ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 48 15 chosen choose VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 48 16 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 48 17 build build VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 48 18 myself myself PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 48 19 back back ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 48 20 up up ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 48 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 49 1 however however ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 49 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 49 3 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 49 4 have have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 49 5 not not PART reflection_00328-2021_09 49 6 acted act VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 49 7 alone alone ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 49 8 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 49 9 this this PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 49 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 50 1 though though SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 50 2 it it PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 50 3 is be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 50 4 under under ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 50 5 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 50 6 willpower willpower NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 50 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 50 8 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 50 9 have have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 50 10 gained gain VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 50 11 knowledge knowledge NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 50 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 50 13 help help NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 50 14 from from ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 50 15 everybody everybody PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 50 16 around around ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 50 17 me i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 50 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 50 19 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 50 20 even even ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 50 21 an an DET reflection_00328-2021_09 50 22 impetus impetus NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 50 23 front front ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 50 24 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 50 25 challenging challenge VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 50 26 curriculum curriculum NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 50 27 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 50 28 schedule schedule VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 50 29 from from ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 50 30 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 50 31 university university NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 50 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 51 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 51 2 have have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 51 3 seen see VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 51 4 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 51 5 own own ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 51 6 fear fear NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 51 7 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 51 8 recognized recognize VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 51 9 that that SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 51 10 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 51 11 can can AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 51 12 not not PART reflection_00328-2021_09 51 13 kill kill VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 51 14 myself myself PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 51 15 on on ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 51 16 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 51 17 way way NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 51 18 to to ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 51 19 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 51 20 goal goal NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 51 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 52 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 52 2 have have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 52 3 heard hear VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 52 4 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 52 5 wisdom wisdom NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 52 6 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 52 7 different different ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 52 8 perspectives perspective NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 52 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 52 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 52 11 allowed allow VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 52 12 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 52 13 own own ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 52 14 perspective perspective NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 52 15 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 52 16 change change VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 52 17 accordingly accordingly ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 52 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 53 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 53 2 have have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 53 3 found find VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 53 4 hope hope NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 53 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 53 6 friendship friendship NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 53 7 in in ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 53 8 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 53 9 place place NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 53 10 when when SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 53 11 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 53 12 felt feel VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 53 13 worthless worthless ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 53 14 stressed stressed ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 53 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 54 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 54 2 am be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 54 3 ready ready ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 54 4 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 55 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 55 2 will will AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 55 3 not not PART reflection_00328-2021_09 55 4 shy shy VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 55 5 away away ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 55 6 from from ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 55 7 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 55 8 challenge challenge NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 55 9 of of ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 55 10 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 55 11 winter winter NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 55 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 55 13 from from ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 55 14 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 55 15 course course NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 55 16 load load NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 55 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 55 18 from from ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 55 19 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 55 20 endless endless ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 55 21 possibility possibility NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 55 22 before before ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 55 23 me i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 55 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 56 1 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 56 2 want want VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 56 3 nothing nothing PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 56 4 more more ADJ reflection_00328-2021_09 56 5 than than SCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 56 6 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 56 7 set set VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 56 8 out out ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 56 9 courageously courageously ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 56 10 into into ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 56 11 my my PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 56 12 future future NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 56 13 to to PART reflection_00328-2021_09 56 14 grow grow VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 56 15 with with ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 56 16 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 56 17 people people NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 56 18 i i PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 56 19 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 56 20 found find VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 56 21 and and CCONJ reflection_00328-2021_09 56 22 encounter encounter VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 56 23 more more ADV reflection_00328-2021_09 56 24 along along ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 56 25 the the DET reflection_00328-2021_09 56 26 way way NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 56 27 , , PUNCT reflection_00328-2021_09 56 28 building build VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 56 29 a a DET reflection_00328-2021_09 56 30 community community NOUN reflection_00328-2021_09 56 31 that that PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 56 32 provides provide VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 56 33 for for ADP reflection_00328-2021_09 56 34 those those PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 56 35 who who PRON reflection_00328-2021_09 56 36 have have AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 56 37 been be AUX reflection_00328-2021_09 56 38 injured injure VERB reflection_00328-2021_09 56 39 . . 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