id sid tid token lemma pos reflection_00366-2021_09 1 1 mullery mullery PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 1 2 theo theo PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 1 3 helm helm VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 1 4 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 1 5 first first ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 1 6 year year NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 1 7 experience experience NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 1 8 3 3 NUM reflection_00366-2021_09 1 9 december december PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 1 10 2021 2021 NUM reflection_00366-2021_09 1 11 understanding understand VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 1 12 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 1 13 battle battle NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 1 14 as as SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 1 15 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 1 16 have have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 1 17 navigated navigate VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 1 18 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 1 19 second second ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 1 20 half half NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 1 21 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 1 22 my my PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 1 23 first first ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 1 24 semester semester NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 1 25 here here ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 1 26 at at ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 1 27 notre notre PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 1 28 dame dame NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 1 29 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 1 30 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 1 31 feel feel VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 1 32 like like SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 1 33 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 1 34 have have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 1 35 undergone undergo VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 1 36 self self NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 1 37 reflection reflection NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 1 38 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 1 39 learned learn VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 1 40 about about ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 1 41 myself myself PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 1 42 to to ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 1 43 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 1 44 much much ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 1 45 greater great ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 1 46 extent extent NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 1 47 than than SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 1 48 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 1 49 did do VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 1 50 during during ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 1 51 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 1 52 first first ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 1 53 part part NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 1 54 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 1 55 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 1 56 year year NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 1 57 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 2 1 although although SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 2 2 that that PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 2 3 was be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 2 4 obviously obviously ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 2 5 also also ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 2 6 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 2 7 huge huge ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 2 8 growth growth NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 2 9 period period NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 2 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 2 11 looking look VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 2 12 back back ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 2 13 on on ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 2 14 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 2 15 now now ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 2 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 2 17 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 2 18 think think VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 2 19 that that SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 2 20 stage stage NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 2 21 was be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 2 22 more more ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 2 23 so so ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 2 24 just just ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 2 25 adjusting adjust VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 2 26 to to ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 2 27 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 2 28 new new ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 2 29 environment environment NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 2 30 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 2 31 or or CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 2 32 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 2 33 as as SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 2 34 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 2 35 have have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 2 36 heard hear VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 2 37 classmates classmate NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 2 38 call call VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 2 39 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 2 40 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 2 41 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 2 42 “ " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 2 43 fever fever NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 2 44 dream dream NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 2 45 ” " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 2 46 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 2 47 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 3 1 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 3 2 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 3 3 last last ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 3 4 month month NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 3 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 3 6 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 3 7 half half NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 3 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 3 9 since since SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 3 10 coming come VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 3 11 back back ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 3 12 from from ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 3 13 fall fall NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 3 14 break break NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 3 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 3 16 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 3 17 think think VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 3 18 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 3 19 reality reality NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 3 20 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 3 21 college college NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 3 22 has have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 3 23 really really ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 3 24 shown show VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 3 25 itself itself PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 3 26 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 3 27 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 3 28 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 3 29 had have VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 3 30 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 3 31 ask ask VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 3 32 myself myself PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 3 33 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 3 34 lot lot NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 3 35 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 3 36 big big ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 3 37 questions question NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 3 38 about about ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 3 39 who who PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 3 40 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 3 41 am be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 3 42 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 3 43 who who PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 3 44 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 3 45 want want VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 3 46 myself myself PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 3 47 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 3 48 be be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 3 49 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 4 1 there there PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 4 2 ’s ’ VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 4 3 no no DET reflection_00366-2021_09 4 4 more more ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 4 5 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 4 6 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 4 7 sunshine sunshine NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 4 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 4 9 rainbows rainbow NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 4 10 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 4 11 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 4 12 first first ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 4 13 couple couple NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 4 14 weeks week NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 4 15 with with ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 4 16 meeting meet VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 4 17 people people NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 4 18 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 4 19 instantly instantly ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 4 20 being be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 4 21 best good ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 4 22 friends friend NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 4 23 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 4 24 no no PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 4 25 more more ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 4 26 class class NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 4 27 material material NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 4 28 you you PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 4 29 can can AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 4 30 just just ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 4 31 coast coast VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 4 32 through through ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 4 33 because because SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 4 34 you you PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 4 35 learned learn VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 4 36 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 4 37 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 4 38 high high ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 4 39 school school NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 4 40 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 4 41 no no PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 4 42 more more ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 4 43 no no DET reflection_00366-2021_09 4 44 consequence consequence NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 4 45 decisions decision NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 4 46 because because SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 4 47 you you PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 4 48 ’re ’re VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 4 49 new new ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 4 50 here here ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 4 51 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 5 1 this this PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 5 2 is be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 5 3 what what PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 5 4 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 5 5 mean mean VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 5 6 when when SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 5 7 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 5 8 say say VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 5 9 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 5 10 reality reality NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 5 11 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 5 12 college college NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 5 13 has have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 5 14 set set VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 5 15 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 5 16 : : PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 5 17 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 5 18 ’s ’s AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 5 19 not not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 5 20 all all PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 5 21 just just ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 5 22 hanging hang VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 5 23 out out ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 5 24 with with ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 5 25 your your PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 5 26 friends friend NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 5 27 whenever whenever SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 5 28 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 5 29 always always ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 5 30 having have VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 5 31 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 5 32 good good ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 5 33 time time NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 5 34 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 6 1 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 6 2 realize realize VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 6 3 this this PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 6 4 is be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 6 5 somewhat somewhat ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 6 6 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 6 7 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 6 8 grim grim ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 6 9 outlook outlook NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 6 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 6 11 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 6 12 that that PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 6 13 ’s ’ VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 6 14 not not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 6 15 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 6 16 say say VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 6 17 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 6 18 have have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 6 19 n’t not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 6 20 loved love VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 6 21 everything everything PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 6 22 about about ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 6 23 being be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 6 24 here here ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 6 25 so so ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 6 26 far far ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 6 27 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 6 28 but but CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 6 29 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 6 30 really really ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 6 31 do do AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 6 32 believe believe VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 6 33 that that SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 6 34 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 6 35 took take VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 6 36 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 6 37 little little ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 6 38 bit bit NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 6 39 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 6 40 at at ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 6 41 least least ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 6 42 for for ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 6 43 me i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 6 44 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 6 45 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 6 46 truly truly ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 6 47 understand understand VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 6 48 what what PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 6 49 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 6 50 was be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 6 51 getting get VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 6 52 myself myself PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 6 53 into into ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 6 54 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 7 1 with with SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 7 2 all all PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 7 3 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 7 4 that that PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 7 5 being be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 7 6 said say VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 7 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 7 8 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 7 9 now now ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 7 10 want want VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 7 11 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 7 12 move move VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 7 13 into into ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 7 14 connecting connect VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 7 15 some some DET reflection_00366-2021_09 7 16 personal personal ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 7 17 experiences experience NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 7 18 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 7 19 mine mine NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 7 20 lately lately ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 7 21 to to ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 7 22 what what PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 7 23 we we PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 7 24 have have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 7 25 been be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 7 26 discussing discuss VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 7 27 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 7 28 our our PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 7 29 last last ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 7 30 few few ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 7 31 weeks week NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 7 32 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 7 33 classes class NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 7 34 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 8 1 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 8 2 start start VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 8 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 8 4 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 8 5 line line NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 8 6 from from ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 8 7 emery emery PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 8 8 bergmann bergmann PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 8 9 ’s ’s PART reflection_00366-2021_09 8 10 article article NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 8 11 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 8 12 week week NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 8 13 9 9 NUM reflection_00366-2021_09 8 14 : : PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 8 15 “ " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 8 16 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 8 17 decided decide VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 8 18 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 8 19 focus focus VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 8 20 on on ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 8 21 my my PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 8 22 disappointment disappointment NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 8 23 with with ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 8 24 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 8 25 early early ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 8 26 weeks week NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 8 27 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 8 28 college college NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 8 29 : : PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 8 30 how how SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 8 31 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 8 32 could could AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 8 33 n’t not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 8 34 get get VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 8 35 past past ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 8 36 superficial superficial ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 8 37 conversation conversation NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 8 38 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 8 39 how how SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 8 40 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 8 41 could could AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 8 42 n’t not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 8 43 seem seem VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 8 44 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 8 45 enjoy enjoy VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 8 46 parties party NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 8 47 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 8 48 feel feel VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 8 49 comfortable comfortable ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 8 50 on on ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 8 51 campus campus NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 8 52 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 8 53 or or CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 8 54 just just ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 8 55 meet meet VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 8 56 people people NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 8 57 who who PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 8 58 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 8 59 wanted want VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 8 60 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 8 61 spend spend VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 8 62 more more ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 8 63 time time NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 8 64 around around ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 8 65 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 9 1 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 9 2 felt feel VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 9 3 so so ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 9 4 lost lost ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 9 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 9 6 beyond beyond ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 9 7 confused confused ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 9 8 ” " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 9 9 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 9 10 “ " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 9 11 advice advice NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 9 12 from from ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 9 13 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 9 14 formerly formerly ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 9 15 lonely lonely ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 9 16 college college NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 9 17 student student NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 9 18 ” " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 9 19 by by ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 9 20 emery emery PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 9 21 bergmann bergmann PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 9 22 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 9 23 fye fye PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 9 24 week week NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 9 25 9 9 NUM reflection_00366-2021_09 9 26 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 9 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 10 1 although although SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 10 2 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 10 3 do do AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 10 4 n’t not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 10 5 think think VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 10 6 my my PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 10 7 experiences experience NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 10 8 align align VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 10 9 with with ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 10 10 everything everything PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 10 11 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 10 12 this this DET reflection_00366-2021_09 10 13 quotation quotation NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 10 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 10 15 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 10 16 definitely definitely ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 10 17 agree agree VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 10 18 with with ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 10 19 some some PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 10 20 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 10 21 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 10 22 things thing NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 10 23 that that PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 10 24 were be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 10 25 mentioned mention VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 10 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 11 1 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 11 2 part part NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 11 3 about about ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 11 4 superficial superficial ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 11 5 conversations conversation NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 11 6 really really ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 11 7 hits hit VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 11 8 home home ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 11 9 ; ; PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 11 10 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 11 11 feel feel VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 11 12 like like ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 11 13 when when SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 11 14 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 11 15 talk talk VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 11 16 to to ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 11 17 people people NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 11 18 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 11 19 just just ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 11 20 have have VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 11 21 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 11 22 “ " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 11 23 script script NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 11 24 ” " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 11 25 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 11 26 mind mind NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 11 27 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 11 28 saying say VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 11 29 my my PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 11 30 dorm dorm NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 11 31 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 11 32 where where SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 11 33 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 11 34 ’m ’m VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 11 35 from from ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 11 36 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 11 37 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 11 38 my my PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 11 39 major major ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 11 40 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 11 41 do do AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 11 42 n’t not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 11 43 know know VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 11 44 how how SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 11 45 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 11 46 get get VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 11 47 past past ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 11 48 that that PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 11 49 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 12 1 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 12 2 also also ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 12 3 lately lately ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 12 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 12 5 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 12 6 feel feel VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 12 7 like like SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 12 8 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 12 9 would would AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 12 10 definitely definitely ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 12 11 put put VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 12 12 myself myself PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 12 13 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 12 14 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 12 15 “ " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 12 16 could could AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 12 17 n’t not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 12 18 seem seem VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 12 19 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 12 20 enjoy enjoy VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 12 21 parties party NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 12 22 ” " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 12 23 category category NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 12 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 13 1 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 13 2 had have VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 13 3 kind kind ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 13 4 of of ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 13 5 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 13 6 strange strange ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 13 7 experience experience NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 13 8 at at ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 13 9 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 13 10 party party NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 13 11 on on ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 13 12 halloween halloween NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 13 13 where where SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 13 14 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 13 15 looked look VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 13 16 at at ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 13 17 what what PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 13 18 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 13 19 was be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 13 20 doing do VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 13 21 from from ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 13 22 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 13 23 outside outside ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 13 24 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 13 25 really really ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 13 26 thought think VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 13 27 about about ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 13 28 whether whether SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 13 29 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 13 30 was be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 13 31 having have VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 13 32 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 13 33 good good ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 13 34 time time NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 13 35 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 14 1 at at ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 14 2 that that DET reflection_00366-2021_09 14 3 point point NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 14 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 14 5 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 14 6 seemed seem VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 14 7 so so ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 14 8 stupid stupid ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 14 9 to to ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 14 10 me i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 14 11 that that SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 14 12 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 14 13 had have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 14 14 gone go VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 14 15 to to ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 14 16 some some DET reflection_00366-2021_09 14 17 crowded crowd VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 14 18 off off ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 14 19 campus campus NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 14 20 house house NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 14 21 just just ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 14 22 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 14 23 drink drink VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 14 24 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 14 25 struggle struggle VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 14 26 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 14 27 make make VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 14 28 any any DET reflection_00366-2021_09 14 29 real real ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 14 30 connections connection NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 14 31 with with ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 14 32 people people NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 14 33 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 15 1 since since SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 15 2 then then ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 15 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 15 4 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 15 5 have have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 15 6 n’t not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 15 7 really really ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 15 8 gone go VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 15 9 to to ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 15 10 any any DET reflection_00366-2021_09 15 11 parties party NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 15 12 like like ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 15 13 that that PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 15 14 because because SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 15 15 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 15 16 know know VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 15 17 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 15 18 is be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 15 19 n’t not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 15 20 what what PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 15 21 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 15 22 really really ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 15 23 enjoy enjoy VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 15 24 doing do VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 15 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 16 1 on on ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 16 2 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 16 3 somewhat somewhat ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 16 4 similar similar ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 16 5 note note NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 6 with with ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 16 7 how how SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 16 8 community community NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 9 is be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 16 10 n’t not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 16 11 always always ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 16 12 easy easy ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 16 13 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 16 14 develop develop VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 16 15 or or CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 16 16 fit fit VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 16 17 into into ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 16 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 16 19 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 16 20 ’d ’d AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 16 21 like like VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 16 22 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 16 23 move move VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 16 24 to to ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 16 25 an an DET reflection_00366-2021_09 16 26 excerpt excerpt NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 27 from from ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 16 28 parker parker PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 29 j. j. PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 30 palmer palmer PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 31 ’s ’s PART reflection_00366-2021_09 16 32 article article NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 33 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 16 34 week week NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 35 11 11 NUM reflection_00366-2021_09 16 36 : : PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 16 37 “ " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 16 38 hard hard ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 16 39 experiences experience NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 40 — — PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 16 41 such such ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 16 42 as as ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 16 43 meeting meet VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 16 44 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 16 45 enemy enemy NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 46 within within ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 16 47 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 16 48 or or CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 16 49 dealing deal VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 16 50 with with ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 16 51 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 16 52 conflict conflict NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 53 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 16 54 betrayal betrayal NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 55 that that PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 16 56 are be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 16 57 an an DET reflection_00366-2021_09 16 58 inevitable inevitable ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 16 59 part part NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 60 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 16 61 living live VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 16 62 closely closely ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 16 63 with with ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 16 64 others other NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 65 — — PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 16 66 are be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 16 67 not not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 16 68 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 16 69 death death NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 70 knell knell NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 71 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 16 72 community community NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 73 : : PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 16 74 they they PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 16 75 are be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 16 76 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 16 77 gateway gateway NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 78 into into ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 16 79 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 16 80 real real ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 16 81 thing thing NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 82 ” " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 16 83 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 16 84 “ " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 16 85 thirteen thirteen NUM reflection_00366-2021_09 16 86 ways way NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 87 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 16 88 looking look VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 16 89 at at ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 16 90 community community NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 91 ” " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 16 92 by by ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 16 93 parker parker PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 94 j. j. PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 95 palmer palmer PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 96 moreau moreau PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 97 fye fye PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 98 week week NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 16 99 11 11 NUM reflection_00366-2021_09 16 100 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 16 101 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 17 1 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 17 2 think think VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 17 3 this this DET reflection_00366-2021_09 17 4 quotation quotation NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 17 5 sums sum VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 17 6 up up ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 17 7 my my PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 17 8 time time NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 17 9 here here ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 17 10 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 17 11 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 17 12 last last ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 17 13 month month NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 17 14 or or CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 17 15 so so ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 17 16 really really ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 17 17 well well ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 17 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 18 1 more more ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 18 2 so so ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 18 3 than than SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 18 4 ever ever ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 18 5 before before ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 18 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 18 7 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 18 8 have have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 18 9 been be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 18 10 asking ask VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 18 11 myself myself PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 18 12 who who PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 18 13 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 18 14 want want VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 18 15 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 18 16 become become VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 18 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 18 18 how how SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 18 19 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 18 20 am be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 18 21 going go VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 18 22 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 18 23 reach reach VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 18 24 that that DET reflection_00366-2021_09 18 25 goal goal NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 18 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 19 1 that that PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 19 2 has have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 19 3 involved involve VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 19 4 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 19 5 lot lot NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 19 6 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 19 7 looking look VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 19 8 at at ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 19 9 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 19 10 people people NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 19 11 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 19 12 surround surround VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 19 13 myself myself PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 19 14 with with ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 19 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 19 16 how how SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 19 17 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 19 18 spend spend VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 19 19 my my PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 19 20 time time NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 19 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 19 22 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 19 23 what what PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 19 24 really really ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 19 25 matters matter VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 19 26 to to ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 19 27 me i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 19 28 deep deep ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 19 29 down down ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 19 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 20 1 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 20 2 ’s ’s AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 20 3 definitely definitely ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 20 4 been be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 20 5 difficult difficult ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 20 6 doing do VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 20 7 this this PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 20 8 : : PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 20 9 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 20 10 my my PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 20 11 reflection reflection NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 20 12 on on ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 20 13 these these DET reflection_00366-2021_09 20 14 questions question NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 20 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 20 16 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 20 17 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 20 18 noticed notice VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 20 19 that that SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 20 20 most most ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 20 21 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 20 22 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 20 23 people people NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 20 24 that that PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 20 25 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 20 26 ’m ’m VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 20 27 close close ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 20 28 with with ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 20 29 do do AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 20 30 n’t not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 20 31 really really ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 20 32 have have VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 20 33 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 20 34 same same ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 20 35 moral moral ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 20 36 convictions conviction NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 20 37 that that PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 20 38 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 20 39 do do VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 20 40 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 20 41 sometimes sometimes ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 20 42 do do VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 20 43 things thing NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 20 44 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 20 45 have have VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 20 46 no no DET reflection_00366-2021_09 20 47 interest interest NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 20 48 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 20 49 doing do VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 20 50 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 20 51 like like ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 20 52 going go VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 20 53 way way ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 20 54 overboard overboard ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 20 55 with with ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 20 56 drinking drinking NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 20 57 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 20 58 partying partying NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 20 59 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 20 60 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 21 1 as as ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 21 2 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 21 3 result result NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 21 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 21 5 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 21 6 have have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 21 7 not not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 21 8 exactly exactly ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 21 9 tried try VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 21 10 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 21 11 distance distance VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 21 12 myself myself PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 21 13 from from ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 21 14 them they PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 21 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 21 16 but but CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 21 17 more more ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 21 18 so so ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 21 19 just just ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 21 20 keep keep VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 21 21 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 21 22 balance balance NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 21 23 where where SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 21 24 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 21 25 enjoy enjoy VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 21 26 my my PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 21 27 time time NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 21 28 hanging hang VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 21 29 out out ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 21 30 with with ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 21 31 them they PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 21 32 while while SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 21 33 also also ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 21 34 not not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 21 35 staying stay VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 21 36 for for ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 21 37 most most ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 21 38 parts part NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 21 39 that that PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 21 40 would would AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 21 41 put put VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 21 42 me i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 21 43 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 21 44 an an DET reflection_00366-2021_09 21 45 uncomfortable uncomfortable ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 21 46 situation situation NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 21 47 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 22 1 like like INTJ reflection_00366-2021_09 22 2 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 22 3 said say VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 22 4 before before ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 22 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 22 6 this this PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 22 7 has have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 22 8 been be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 22 9 tough tough ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 22 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 22 11 but but CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 22 12 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 22 13 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 22 14 also also ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 22 15 gotten get VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 22 16 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 22 17 lot lot NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 22 18 closer close ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 22 19 to to ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 22 20 some some DET reflection_00366-2021_09 22 21 people people NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 22 22 across across ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 22 23 campus campus NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 22 24 with with ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 22 25 similar similar ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 22 26 beliefs belief NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 22 27 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 22 28 values value NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 22 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 23 1 as as SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 23 2 palmer palmer PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 23 3 says say VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 23 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 23 5 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 23 6 hard hard ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 23 7 experience experience NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 23 8 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 23 9 realizing realize VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 23 10 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 23 11 needed need VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 23 12 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 23 13 expand expand VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 23 14 my my PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 23 15 group group NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 23 16 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 23 17 friends friend NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 23 18 has have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 23 19 led lead VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 23 20 to to ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 23 21 me i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 23 22 really really ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 23 23 feeling feel VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 23 24 involved involved ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 23 25 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 23 26 welcomed welcome VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 23 27 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 23 28 this this DET reflection_00366-2021_09 23 29 community community NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 23 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 24 1 again again ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 24 2 on on ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 24 3 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 24 4 topic topic NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 24 5 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 24 6 how how SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 24 7 community community NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 24 8 can can AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 24 9 sometimes sometimes ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 24 10 have have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 24 11 its its PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 24 12 ups up NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 24 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 24 14 downs down NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 24 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 24 16 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 24 17 ’ll ’ll AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 24 18 turn turn VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 24 19 to to ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 24 20 father father PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 24 21 jenkins jenkins PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 24 22 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 24 23 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 24 24 week week NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 24 25 10 10 NUM reflection_00366-2021_09 24 26 module module NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 24 27 : : PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 24 28 “ " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 24 29 we we PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 24 30 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 24 31 this this DET reflection_00366-2021_09 24 32 country country NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 24 33 are be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 24 34 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 24 35 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 24 36 midst midst NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 24 37 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 24 38 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 24 39 social social ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 24 40 crisis crisis NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 24 41 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 24 42 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 24 43 harsh harsh ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 24 44 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 24 45 deepening deepening NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 24 46 split split NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 24 47 between between ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 24 48 groups group NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 24 49 that that PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 24 50 are be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 24 51 all all ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 24 52 too too ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 24 53 ready ready ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 24 54 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 24 55 see see VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 24 56 evil evil NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 24 57 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 24 58 each each DET reflection_00366-2021_09 24 59 other other ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 24 60 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 25 1 each each DET reflection_00366-2021_09 25 2 side side NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 25 3 has have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 25 4 never never ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 25 5 been be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 25 6 more more ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 25 7 eager eager ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 25 8 yet yet ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 25 9 more more ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 25 10 unable unable ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 25 11 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 25 12 dominate dominate VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 25 13 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 25 14 other other ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 25 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 26 1 both both DET reflection_00366-2021_09 26 2 sides side NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 26 3 call call VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 26 4 for for ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 26 5 change change NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 26 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 26 7 but but CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 26 8 each each PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 26 9 believes believe VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 26 10 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 26 11 ’s ’ VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 26 12 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 26 13 other other ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 26 14 side side NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 26 15 that that PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 26 16 must must AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 26 17 change change VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 26 18 ” " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 26 19 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 26 20 “ " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 26 21 wesley wesley PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 26 22 theological theological PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 26 23 seminary seminary ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 26 24 2012 2012 NUM reflection_00366-2021_09 26 25 commencement commencement NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 26 26 address address NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 26 27 ” " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 26 28 by by ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 26 29 father father PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 26 30 john john PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 26 31 jenkins jenkins PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 26 32 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 26 33 c.s.c c.s.c ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 26 34 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 26 35 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 27 1 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 27 2 ’s ’ VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 27 3 crazy crazy ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 27 4 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 27 5 think think VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 27 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 27 7 father father PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 27 8 jenkins jenkins PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 27 9 gave give VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 27 10 this this DET reflection_00366-2021_09 27 11 address address NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 27 12 almost almost ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 27 13 10 10 NUM reflection_00366-2021_09 27 14 years year NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 27 15 ago ago ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 27 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 27 17 considering consider VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 27 18 how how SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 27 19 applicable applicable ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 27 20 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 27 21 is be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 27 22 to to ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 27 23 today today NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 27 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 28 1 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 28 2 within within ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 28 3 america america PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 28 4 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 28 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 28 6 really really ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 28 7 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 28 8 entire entire ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 28 9 world world NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 28 10 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 28 11 needs need VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 28 12 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 28 13 do do VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 28 14 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 28 15 better well ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 28 16 job job NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 28 17 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 28 18 not not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 28 19 villainizing villainize VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 28 20 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 28 21 with with ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 28 22 views view NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 28 23 contrary contrary ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 28 24 to to ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 28 25 theirs theirs PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 28 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 29 1 before before ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 29 2 coming come VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 29 3 here here ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 29 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 29 5 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 29 6 was be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 29 7 honestly honestly ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 29 8 really really ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 29 9 scared scared ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 29 10 that that SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 29 11 people people NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 29 12 would would AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 29 13 constantly constantly ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 29 14 be be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 29 15 talking talk VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 29 16 about about ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 29 17 their their PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 29 18 political political ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 29 19 views view NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 29 20 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 29 21 beating beat VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 29 22 up up ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 29 23 on on ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 29 24 each each DET reflection_00366-2021_09 29 25 other other ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 29 26 when when SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 29 27 they they PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 29 28 disagreed disagree VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 29 29 - - PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 29 30 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 29 31 feel feel VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 29 32 like like SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 29 33 this this PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 29 34 is be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 29 35 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 29 36 common common ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 29 37 stereotype stereotype NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 29 38 about about ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 29 39 college college NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 29 40 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 30 1 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 30 2 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 30 3 been be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 30 4 pleasantly pleasantly ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 30 5 surprised surprised ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 30 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 30 7 they they PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 30 8 have have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 30 9 not not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 30 10 been be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 30 11 brought bring VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 30 12 up up ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 30 13 more more ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 30 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 30 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 30 16 when when SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 30 17 they they PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 30 18 are be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 30 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 30 20 people people NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 30 21 are be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 30 22 generally generally ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 30 23 pretty pretty ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 30 24 respectful respectful ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 30 25 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 30 26 just just ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 30 27 want want VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 30 28 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 30 29 understand understand VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 30 30 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 30 31 other other ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 30 32 person person NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 30 33 ’s ’s PART reflection_00366-2021_09 30 34 beliefs belief NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 30 35 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 31 1 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 31 2 seems seem VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 31 3 as as SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 31 4 though though SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 31 5 many many ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 31 6 people people NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 31 7 need need VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 31 8 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 31 9 try try VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 31 10 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 31 11 imitate imitate VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 31 12 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 31 13 example example NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 31 14 that that SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 31 15 we we PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 31 16 have have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 31 17 set set VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 31 18 here here ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 31 19 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 31 20 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 31 21 hopefully hopefully ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 31 22 many many ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 31 23 other other ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 31 24 places place NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 31 25 have have VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 31 26 too too ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 31 27 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 31 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 32 1 lastly lastly ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 32 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 32 3 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 32 4 ’d ’d AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 32 5 like like VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 32 6 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 32 7 talk talk VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 32 8 about about ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 32 9 hope hope NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 32 10 going go VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 32 11 forward forward ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 32 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 32 13 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 32 14 need need NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 32 15 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 32 16 reach reach VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 32 17 out out ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 32 18 to to ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 32 19 others other NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 32 20 for for ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 32 21 strength strength NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 32 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 33 1 this this PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 33 2 especially especially ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 33 3 came come VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 33 4 up up ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 33 5 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 33 6 our our PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 33 7 week week NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 33 8 12 12 NUM reflection_00366-2021_09 33 9 module module NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 33 10 : : PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 33 11 “ " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 33 12 christians christians PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 33 13 spread spread VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 33 14 hope hope NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 33 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 33 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 33 17 religious religious ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 33 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 33 19 like like ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 33 20 those those PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 33 21 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 33 22 holy holy PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 33 23 cross cross PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 33 24 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 33 25 have have VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 33 26 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 33 27 special special ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 33 28 obligation obligation NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 33 29 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 33 30 embolden embolden VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 33 31 others other NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 33 32 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 33 33 pick pick VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 33 34 up up ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 33 35 their their PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 33 36 crosses crosse NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 33 37 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 34 1 yet yet ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 34 2 we we PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 34 3 too too ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 34 4 draw draw VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 34 5 strength strength NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 34 6 from from ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 34 7 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 34 8 family family NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 34 9 spirit spirit NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 34 10 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 34 11 our our PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 34 12 institutions institution NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 34 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 34 14 are be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 34 15 better well ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 34 16 disciples disciple NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 34 17 when when SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 34 18 humble humble ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 34 19 enough enough ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 34 20 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 34 21 admit admit VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 34 22 that that SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 34 23 we we PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 34 24 have have VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 34 25 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 34 26 lot lot NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 34 27 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 34 28 learn learn VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 34 29 from from ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 34 30 students student NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 34 31 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 34 32 co co NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 34 33 - - NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 34 34 workers worker NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 34 35 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 34 36 all all DET reflection_00366-2021_09 34 37 ages age NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 34 38 ” " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 34 39 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 34 40 “ " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 34 41 hope hope PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 34 42 holy holy PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 34 43 cross cross PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 34 44 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 34 45 christian christian ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 34 46 education education NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 34 47 ” " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 34 48 by by ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 34 49 fr fr PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 34 50 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 35 1 james james PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 35 2 b. b. PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 35 3 king king PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 35 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 35 5 c.s.c c.s.c ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 35 6 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 35 7 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 35 8 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 36 1 this this DET reflection_00366-2021_09 36 2 quotation quotation NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 36 3 captures capture VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 36 4 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 36 5 virtue virtue NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 36 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 36 7 many many ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 36 8 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 36 9 us we PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 36 10 need need VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 36 11 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 36 12 strive strive VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 36 13 for for ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 36 14 more more ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 36 15 : : PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 36 16 humility humility NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 36 17 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 37 1 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 37 2 ’s ’ VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 37 3 very very ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 37 4 easy easy ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 37 5 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 37 6 think think VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 37 7 that that SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 37 8 you you PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 37 9 know know VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 37 10 everything everything PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 37 11 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 37 12 never never ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 37 13 turn turn VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 37 14 to to ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 37 15 those those PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 37 16 around around ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 37 17 you you PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 37 18 for for ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 37 19 help help NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 37 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 37 21 but but CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 37 22 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 37 23 is be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 37 24 often often ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 37 25 during during ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 37 26 those those DET reflection_00366-2021_09 37 27 times time NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 37 28 that that SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 37 29 you you PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 37 30 learn learn VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 37 31 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 37 32 most most ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 37 33 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 38 1 especially especially ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 38 2 here here ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 38 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 38 4 where where SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 38 5 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 38 6 is be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 38 7 so so ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 38 8 gifted gifted ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 38 9 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 38 10 has have AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 38 11 already already ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 38 12 done do VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 38 13 so so ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 38 14 much much ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 38 15 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 38 16 come come VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 38 17 into into ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 38 18 their their PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 38 19 own own ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 38 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 38 21 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 38 22 ’s ’ VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 38 23 very very ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 38 24 hard hard ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 38 25 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 38 26 admit admit VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 38 27 you you PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 38 28 do do AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 38 29 n’t not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 38 30 have have VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 38 31 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 38 32 all all PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 38 33 figured figure VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 38 34 out out ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 38 35 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 39 1 for for ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 39 2 me i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 39 3 personally personally ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 39 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 39 5 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 39 6 think think VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 39 7 having have VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 39 8 this this DET reflection_00366-2021_09 39 9 level level NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 39 10 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 39 11 knowledge knowledge NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 39 12 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 39 13 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 39 14 community community NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 39 15 can can AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 39 16 sometimes sometimes ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 39 17 be be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 39 18 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 39 19 double double ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 39 20 edged edge VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 39 21 sword sword NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 39 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 40 1 on on ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 40 2 one one NUM reflection_00366-2021_09 40 3 hand hand NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 40 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 40 5 if if SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 40 6 you you PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 40 7 are be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 40 8 willing willing ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 40 9 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 40 10 accept accept VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 40 11 that that SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 40 12 you you PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 40 13 have have VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 40 14 more more ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 40 15 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 40 16 learn learn VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 40 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 40 18 there there PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 40 19 are be VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 40 20 always always ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 40 21 people people NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 40 22 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 40 23 help help VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 40 24 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 40 25 but but CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 40 26 on on ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 40 27 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 40 28 other other ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 40 29 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 40 30 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 40 31 very very ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 40 32 act act NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 40 33 of of ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 40 34 doing do VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 40 35 that that PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 40 36 can can AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 40 37 be be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 40 38 difficult difficult ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 40 39 because because SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 40 40 you you PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 40 41 do do AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 40 42 n’t not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 40 43 want want VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 40 44 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 40 45 be be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 40 46 perceived perceive VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 40 47 as as ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 40 48 less less ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 40 49 than than ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 40 50 others other NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 40 51 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 41 1 another another DET reflection_00366-2021_09 41 2 thing thing NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 41 3 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 41 4 gathered gather VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 41 5 from from ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 41 6 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 41 7 readings reading NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 41 8 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 41 9 this this DET reflection_00366-2021_09 41 10 particular particular ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 41 11 week week NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 41 12 was be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 41 13 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 41 14 quality quality NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 41 15 about about ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 41 16 hope hope NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 41 17 that that PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 41 18 is be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 41 19 fairly fairly ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 41 20 unique unique ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 41 21 : : PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 41 22 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 41 23 is be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 41 24 always always ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 41 25 present present ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 41 26 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 41 27 no no ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 41 28 matter matter ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 41 29 what what PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 41 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 42 1 especially especially ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 42 2 while while SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 42 3 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 42 4 was be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 42 5 going go VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 42 6 through through ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 42 7 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 42 8 “ " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 42 9 screwtape screwtape NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 42 10 letters letter NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 42 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 42 12 ” " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 42 13 this this DET reflection_00366-2021_09 42 14 thought thought NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 42 15 was be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 42 16 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 42 17 my my PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 42 18 mind mind NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 42 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 43 1 screwtape screwtape NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 43 2 kept keep VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 43 3 talking talk VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 43 4 about about ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 43 5 how how SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 43 6 he he PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 43 7 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 43 8 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 43 9 other other ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 43 10 demons demon NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 43 11 would would AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 43 12 try try VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 43 13 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 43 14 get get VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 43 15 people people NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 43 16 to to PART reflection_00366-2021_09 43 17 come come VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 43 18 to to ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 43 19 their their PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 43 20 side side NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 43 21 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 43 22 their their PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 43 23 lowest low ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 43 24 moments moment NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 43 25 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 43 26 or or CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 43 27 “ " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 43 28 troughs trough NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 43 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 43 30 ” " PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 44 1 some some PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 44 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 44 3 though though ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 44 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 44 5 even even ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 44 6 after after ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 44 7 experiencing experience VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 44 8 what what PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 44 9 many many ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 44 10 could could AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 44 11 not not PART reflection_00366-2021_09 44 12 even even ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 44 13 imagine imagine VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 44 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 44 15 hold hold VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 44 16 strong strong ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 44 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 44 18 keep keep VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 44 19 the the DET reflection_00366-2021_09 44 20 faith faith NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 44 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 45 1 they they PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 45 2 believe believe VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 45 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 45 4 things thing NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 45 5 will will AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 45 6 get get VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 45 7 better well ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 45 8 ; ; PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 45 9 they they PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 45 10 have have VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 45 11 hope hope NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 45 12 that that SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 45 13 there there PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 45 14 is be VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 45 15 a a DET reflection_00366-2021_09 45 16 plan plan NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 45 17 for for ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 45 18 them they PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 45 19 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 45 20 they they PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 45 21 will will AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 45 22 get get VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 45 23 through through ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 45 24 whatever whatever PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 45 25 it it PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 45 26 is be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 45 27 they they PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 45 28 are be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 45 29 going go VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 45 30 through through ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 45 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 46 1 this this PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 46 2 is be AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 46 3 my my PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 46 4 sincere sincere ADJ reflection_00366-2021_09 46 5 hope hope NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 46 6 as as SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 46 7 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 46 8 continue continue VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 46 9 my my PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 46 10 journey journey NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 46 11 at at ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 46 12 notre notre PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 46 13 dame dame NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 46 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 46 15 beyond beyond ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 46 16 : : PUNCT reflection_00366-2021_09 46 17 always always ADV reflection_00366-2021_09 46 18 have have VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 46 19 hope hope NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 46 20 and and CCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 46 21 know know VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 46 22 that that SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 46 23 things thing NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 46 24 will will AUX reflection_00366-2021_09 46 25 work work VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 46 26 out out ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 46 27 in in ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 46 28 some some DET reflection_00366-2021_09 46 29 way way NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 46 30 because because SCONJ reflection_00366-2021_09 46 31 i i PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 46 32 have have VERB reflection_00366-2021_09 46 33 god god PROPN reflection_00366-2021_09 46 34 on on ADP reflection_00366-2021_09 46 35 my my PRON reflection_00366-2021_09 46 36 side side NOUN reflection_00366-2021_09 46 37 . . PUNCT