id	sid	tid	token	lemma	pos
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	1	integration	integration	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	2	integrative	integrative	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	3	assignment	assignment	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	4	finding	find	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	5	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	6	passions	passion	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	7	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	8	vocation	vocation	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	9	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	10	hard	hard	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	11	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	12	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	13	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	14	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	16	am	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	17	meant	mean	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	18	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	19	help	help	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	20	those	those	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	21	with	with	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	22	mental	mental	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	23	illnesses	illness	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	1	24	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	2	1	up	up	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	2	2	until	until	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	2	3	last	last	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	2	4	year	year	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	2	5	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	2	6	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	2	7	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	2	8	was	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	2	9	perfect	perfect	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	2	10	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	2	have	have	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	3	always	always	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	4	suffered	suffer	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	5	with	with	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	6	severe	severe	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	7	ocd	ocd	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	9	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	10	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	11	had	have	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	12	made	make	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	13	me	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	14	distracted	distract	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	15	enough	enough	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	16	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	17	it	it	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	18	did	do	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	19	not	not	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	20	have	have	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	21	an	an	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	22	impact	impact	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	23	on	on	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	24	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	25	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	3	26	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	1	however	however	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	3	once	once	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	4	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	5	pandemic	pandemic	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	6	occurred	occur	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	8	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	9	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	11	for	for	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	12	lack	lack	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	13	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	14	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	15	better	well	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	16	term	term	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	18	went	go	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	19	to	to	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	20	shit	shit	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	4	21	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	1	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	2	brother	brother	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	3	developed	develop	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	4	severe	severe	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	5	ocd	ocd	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	7	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	8	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	9	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	10	friend	friend	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	11	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	12	mother	mother	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	13	went	go	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	14	manic	manic	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	15	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	16	had	have	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	17	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	18	be	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	19	forcefully	forcefully	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	20	hospitalized	hospitalize	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	21	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	22	she	she	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	23	was	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	24	violent	violent	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	25	towards	towards	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	26	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	27	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	28	friend	friend	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	29	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	30	her	her	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	31	father	father	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	5	32	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	1	only	only	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	2	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	3	week	week	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	4	after	after	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	5	she	she	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	6	got	get	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	7	out	out	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	8	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	9	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	10	hospital	hospital	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	12	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	13	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	14	friend	friend	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	15	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	16	father	father	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	17	committed	commit	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	18	suicide	suicide	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	6	19	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	1	less	less	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	2	than	than	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	3	a	a	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	4	month	month	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	5	later	later	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	6	than	than	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	7	that	that	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	9	one	one	NUM
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	10	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	11	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	12	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	13	teammates	teammate	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	14	died	die	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	15	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	16	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	17	tragic	tragic	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	18	car	car	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	19	accident	accident	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	7	20	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	1	throughout	throughout	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	2	this	this	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	3	extremely	extremely	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	4	traumatic	traumatic	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	5	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	6	period	period	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	9	changed	change	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	10	as	as	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	11	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	12	person	person	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	13	not	not	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	14	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	15	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	16	personality	personality	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	18	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	19	what	what	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	20	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	21	see	see	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	22	as	as	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	23	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	24	passions	passion	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	25	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	26	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	27	vocation	vocation	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	8	28	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	1	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	2	lot	lot	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	3	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	4	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	5	traumatic	traumatic	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	6	events	event	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	8	while	while	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	9	occurring	occur	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	10	to	to	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	11	me	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	13	more	more	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	14	affected	affect	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	15	those	those	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	16	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	17	was	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	18	close	close	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	19	to	to	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	9	20	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	1	this	this	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	2	gave	give	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	3	me	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	4	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	5	sense	sense	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	6	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	7	purpose	purpose	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	8	;	;	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	9	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	10	learned	learn	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	11	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	12	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	13	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	14	be	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	15	there	there	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	16	with	with	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	17	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	18	grieving	grieve	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	19	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	20	friend	friend	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	21	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	22	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	23	learned	learn	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	24	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	25	symptoms	symptom	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	26	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	27	mania	mania	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	28	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	29	be	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	30	able	able	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	31	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	32	predict	predict	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	33	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	34	her	her	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	35	mom	mom	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	36	would	would	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	37	become	become	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	38	manic	manic	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	39	again	again	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	10	40	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	1	while	while	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	2	this	this	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	3	may	may	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	4	seem	seem	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	5	overwhelming	overwhelming	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	8	knew	know	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	9	this	this	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	10	is	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	11	what	what	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	12	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	13	had	have	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	14	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	15	do	do	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	16	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	17	be	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	18	there	there	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	19	for	for	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	20	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	21	friend	friend	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	11	22	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	1	currently	currently	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	3	her	her	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	4	mom	mom	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	5	is	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	6	back	back	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	7	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	8	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	9	hospital	hospital	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	10	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	11	refusing	refuse	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	12	treatment	treatment	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	14	so	so	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	16	am	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	17	heading	head	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	18	down	down	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	19	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	20	see	see	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	21	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	22	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	23	friend	friend	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	24	over	over	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	25	fall	fall	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	26	break	break	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	12	27	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	1	we	we	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	2	speak	speak	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	3	every	every	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	4	day	day	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	5	for	for	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	6	hours	hour	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	7	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	9	do	do	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	10	everything	everything	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	12	can	can	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	13	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	14	help	help	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	15	her	she	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	16	including	include	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	17	reaching	reach	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	18	out	out	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	19	for	for	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	20	help	help	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	21	where	where	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	22	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	23	see	see	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	24	necessary	necessary	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	13	25	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	1	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	2	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	3	these	these	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	4	recent	recent	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	5	experiences	experience	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	8	’ve	’ve	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	9	discovered	discover	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	10	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	12	want	want	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	13	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	14	be	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	15	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	16	psychiatrist	psychiatrist	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	17	that	that	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	18	works	work	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	19	specifically	specifically	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	20	on	on	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	21	mental	mental	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	22	disorders	disorder	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	23	such	such	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	24	as	as	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	25	bipolar	bipolar	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	26	depression	depression	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	27	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	28	suicidal	suicidal	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	29	patients	patient	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	30	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	31	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	32	others	other	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	14	33	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	2	think	think	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	4	mental	mental	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	5	illnesses	illness	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	6	have	have	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	7	not	not	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	8	been	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	9	fully	fully	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	10	destigmatized	destigmatize	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	11	specifically	specifically	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	12	those	those	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	13	that	that	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	14	are	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	15	not	not	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	16	just	just	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	17	general	general	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	18	anxiety	anxiety	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	19	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	20	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	21	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	22	want	want	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	23	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	24	work	work	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	25	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	26	help	help	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	27	normalize	normalize	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	28	these	these	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	15	29	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	1	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	2	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	3	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	4	friend	friend	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	5	’s	’s	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	6	dad	dad	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	7	would	would	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	8	have	have	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	9	become	become	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	10	more	more	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	11	aware	aware	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	12	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	13	his	his	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	14	own	own	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	15	ocd	ocd	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	16	through	through	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	17	acceptance	acceptance	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	18	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	19	therapy	therapy	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	20	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	21	then	then	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	22	maybe	maybe	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	23	there	there	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	24	could	could	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	25	have	have	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	26	been	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	27	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	28	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	29	for	for	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	30	him	he	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	31	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	32	get	get	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	33	help	help	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	16	34	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	2	think	think	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	4	one	one	NUM
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	5	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	6	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	7	first	first	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	8	activities	activity	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	9	we	we	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	10	completed	complete	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	11	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	12	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	13	module	module	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	14	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	15	test	test	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	16	about	about	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	17	our	our	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	18	core	core	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	19	strengths	strength	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	20	helped	help	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	21	me	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	22	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	23	more	more	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	24	confident	confident	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	25	about	about	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	26	psychiatry	psychiatry	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	27	being	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	28	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	29	suitable	suitable	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	30	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	31	fulfilling	fulfilling	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	32	career	career	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	33	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	34	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	35	primary	primary	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	36	strength	strength	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	37	is	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	38	social	social	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	39	intelligence	intelligence	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	17	40	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	5	form	form	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	6	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	7	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	8	relationships	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	9	by	by	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	10	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	11	mutual	mutual	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	12	respect	respect	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	13	that	that	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	14	comes	come	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	15	with	with	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	16	just	just	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	17	listening	listen	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	18	18	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	1	especially	especially	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	2	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	3	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	4	new	new	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	5	environment	environment	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	6	without	without	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	7	knowing	know	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	8	anyone	anyone	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	11	have	have	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	12	found	find	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	13	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	14	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	15	way	way	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	16	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	17	get	get	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	18	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	19	know	know	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	20	someone	someone	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	21	is	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	22	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	23	just	just	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	24	listen	listen	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	19	25	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	2	think	think	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	4	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	5	text	text	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	6	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	7	healthy	healthy	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	8	vs.	vs.	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	9	unhealthy	unhealthy	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	10	relationships	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	12	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	13	really	really	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	14	cemented	cement	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	15	this	this	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	16	belief	belief	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	17	;	;	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	18	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	19	it	it	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	20	reiterated	reiterate	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	21	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	22	important	important	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	23	listening	listening	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	24	is	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	25	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	26	it	it	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	27	demonstrates	demonstrate	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	28	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	29	mutual	mutual	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	30	respect	respect	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	31	towards	towards	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	32	each	each	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	33	person	person	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	34	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	35	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	36	relationship	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	20	37	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	21	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	21	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	21	3	that	that	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	21	4	is	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	21	5	vital	vital	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	21	6	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	21	7	understand	understand	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	21	8	all	all	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	21	9	perspectives	perspective	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	21	10	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	21	11	opinions	opinion	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	21	12	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	1	this	this	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	2	has	have	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	3	been	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	4	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	5	highly	highly	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	6	influential	influential	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	7	value	value	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	8	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	9	mine	mine	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	10	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	12	am	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	13	from	from	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	14	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	15	politically	politically	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	16	divided	divide	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	17	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	22	18	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	1	specifically	specifically	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	3	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	4	grandmother	grandmother	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	5	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	6	who	who	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	7	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	8	have	have	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	9	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	10	very	very	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	11	close	close	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	12	relationship	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	13	with	with	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	15	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	16	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	17	rest	rest	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	18	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	19	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	20	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	21	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	22	differ	differ	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	23	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	24	almost	almost	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	25	every	every	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	26	political	political	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	27	value	value	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	23	28	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	1	however	however	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	3	rather	rather	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	4	than	than	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	5	distancing	distance	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	6	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	7	from	from	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	8	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	9	grandmother	grandmother	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	11	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	12	instead	instead	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	13	have	have	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	14	developed	develop	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	15	an	an	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	16	extremely	extremely	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	17	close	close	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	18	relationship	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	19	with	with	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	20	her	she	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	24	21	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	1	despite	despite	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	2	our	our	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	3	differences	difference	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	5	we	we	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	6	have	have	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	7	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	8	mutual	mutual	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	9	respect	respect	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	10	for	for	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	11	each	each	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	12	other	other	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	13	that	that	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	14	is	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	15	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	16	shared	share	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	17	between	between	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	18	her	she	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	19	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	20	every	every	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	21	other	other	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	22	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	23	member	member	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	25	24	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	1	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	3	respect	respect	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	4	her	her	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	5	views	view	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	6	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	7	she	she	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	8	is	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	9	then	then	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	10	able	able	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	11	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	12	respect	respect	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	13	mine	mine	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	15	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	16	am	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	17	able	able	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	18	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	19	get	get	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	20	through	through	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	21	to	to	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	22	her	she	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	23	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	24	other	other	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	25	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	26	members	member	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	27	are	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	28	n't	not	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	26	29	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	1	however	however	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	4	think	think	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	5	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	6	am	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	7	blessed	bless	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	8	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	9	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	10	lot	lot	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	11	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	12	ways	way	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	13	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	14	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	15	resonate	resonate	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	16	with	with	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	17	both	both	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	18	political	political	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	19	spectrums	spectrum	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	20	due	due	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	21	to	to	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	22	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	23	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	27	24	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	1	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	2	david	david	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	3	brooks	brooks	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	4	says	say	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	5	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	6	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	7	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	8	real	real	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	9	problem	problem	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	10	is	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	11	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	12	our	our	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	13	system	system	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	14	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	15	producing	produce	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	16	shared	share	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	17	stories	story	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	18	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	28	19	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	2	think	think	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	4	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	5	am	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	6	blessed	bless	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	7	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	8	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	9	share	share	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	10	stories	story	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	11	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	12	with	with	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	13	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	14	plethora	plethora	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	15	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	16	views	view	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	17	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	18	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	19	have	have	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	20	been	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	21	exposed	expose	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	22	to	to	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	23	them	they	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	24	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	25	learned	learn	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	26	how	how	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	27	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	28	appreciate	appreciate	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	29	each	each	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	30	one	one	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	31	throughout	throughout	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	32	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	33	childhood	childhood	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	29	34	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	30	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	30	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	30	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	30	4	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	30	5	best	good	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	30	6	version	version	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	30	7	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	30	8	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	30	9	is	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	30	10	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	30	11	authentic	authentic	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	30	12	self	self	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	30	13	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	1	for	for	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	2	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	3	majority	majority	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	4	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	5	middle	middle	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	6	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	7	high	high	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	8	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	11	was	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	12	unhappy	unhappy	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	13	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	14	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	15	could	could	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	16	not	not	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	17	be	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	18	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	19	person	person	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	20	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	21	so	so	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	22	desperately	desperately	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	23	wanted	want	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	24	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	25	become	become	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	31	26	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	32	1	that	that	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	32	2	is	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	32	3	an	an	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	32	4	outgoing	outgoing	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	32	5	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	32	6	popular	popular	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	32	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	32	8	party	party	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	32	9	girl	girl	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	32	10	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	2	would	would	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	3	go	go	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	4	to	to	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	5	every	every	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	6	party	party	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	7	with	with	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	8	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	9	group	group	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	10	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	11	girls	girl	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	12	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	13	could	could	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	14	not	not	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	15	relate	relate	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	16	to	to	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	17	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	18	were	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	19	entirely	entirely	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	20	surface	surface	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	21	level	level	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	22	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	23	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	24	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	25	could	could	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	26	not	not	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	27	understand	understand	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	28	why	why	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	29	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	30	was	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	31	so	so	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	32	miserable	miserable	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	33	33	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	34	1	around	around	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	34	2	sophomore	sophomore	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	34	3	year	year	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	34	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	34	5	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	34	6	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	34	7	took	take	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	34	8	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	34	9	turn	turn	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	34	10	for	for	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	34	11	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	34	12	better	well	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	34	13	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	2	started	start	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	3	doing	do	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	4	really	really	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	5	well	well	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	6	on	on	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	7	track	track	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	8	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	9	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	11	made	make	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	12	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	13	group	group	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	14	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	15	friends	friend	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	16	that	that	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	17	enjoyed	enjoy	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	18	school	school	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	19	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	20	thrift	thrift	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	21	shopping	shop	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	22	as	as	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	23	much	much	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	24	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	25	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	26	did	do	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	35	27	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	1	having	have	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	2	those	those	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	3	new	new	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	4	aspects	aspect	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	5	to	to	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	6	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	7	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	8	really	really	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	9	boosted	boost	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	10	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	11	self	self	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	12	confidence	confidence	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	13	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	14	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	15	have	have	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	16	never	never	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	17	felt	feel	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	18	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	19	same	same	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	20	insecurities	insecurity	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	21	since	since	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	36	22	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	1	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	2	brown	brown	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	3	says	say	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	5	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	6	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	7	that	that	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	8	are	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	9	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	10	most	most	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	11	wholehearted	wholehearte	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	12	are	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	13	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	14	people	people	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	15	who	who	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	16	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	17	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	18	they	they	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	19	’re	’re	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	20	worthy	worthy	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	21	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	37	22	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	2	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	3	like	like	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	4	it	it	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	5	's	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	6	taken	take	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	7	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	8	long	long	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	9	time	time	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	10	for	for	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	11	me	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	12	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	13	realize	realize	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	14	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	15	am	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	16	worthy	worthy	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	17	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	18	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	19	since	since	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	20	then	then	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	21	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	22	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	23	have	have	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	24	developed	develop	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	25	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	26	most	most	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	27	meaningful	meaningful	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	28	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	29	deepest	deep	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	30	connections	connection	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	31	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	32	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	33	entire	entire	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	34	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	38	35	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	39	1	now	now	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	39	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	39	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	39	4	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	39	5	confident	confident	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	39	6	expressing	express	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	39	7	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	39	8	ocd	ocd	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	39	9	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	39	10	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	39	11	interests	interest	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	39	12	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	39	13	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	39	14	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	39	15	passions	passion	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	39	16	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	1	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	2	terms	term	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	3	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	4	faith	faith	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	5	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	6	personally	personally	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	7	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	9	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	10	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	11	spirituality	spirituality	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	12	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	13	personal	personal	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	14	devotion	devotion	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	15	to	to	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	16	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	17	rather	rather	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	18	than	than	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	19	organized	organized	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	20	religion	religion	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	40	21	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	2	fully	fully	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	3	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	4	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	5	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	6	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	7	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	9	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	11	have	have	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	12	been	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	13	negatively	negatively	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	14	turned	turn	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	15	away	away	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	16	by	by	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	17	attending	attend	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	18	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	19	catholic	catholic	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	20	elementary	elementary	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	21	school	school	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	22	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	23	from	from	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	24	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	25	church	church	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	26	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	27	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	28	hometown	hometown	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	41	29	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	1	for	for	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	2	some	some	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	3	reason	reason	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	4	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	5	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	6	views	view	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	7	expressed	express	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	8	by	by	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	9	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	10	priests	priest	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	11	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	12	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	13	parishioners	parishioner	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	14	were	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	15	not	not	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	16	what	what	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	17	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	18	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	19	epitomized	epitomize	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	20	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	21	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	22	loving	love	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	23	catholic	catholic	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	24	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	25	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	26	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	27	for	for	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	28	this	this	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	29	reason	reason	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	30	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	31	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	32	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	33	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	34	became	become	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	35	alienated	alienated	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	36	from	from	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	37	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	38	church	church	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	39	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	40	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	41	hometown	hometown	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	42	42	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	2	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	4	being	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	5	christian	christian	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	6	means	mean	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	7	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	8	you	you	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	9	hold	hold	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	10	no	no	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	11	judgment	judgment	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	12	towards	towards	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	13	others	other	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	15	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	16	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	17	some	some	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	18	apsetcs	apsetcs	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	19	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	20	such	such	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	21	as	as	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	22	gay	gay	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	23	marriage	marriage	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	24	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	25	abortion	abortion	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	26	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	27	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	28	church	church	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	29	does	do	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	30	just	just	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	31	that	that	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	43	32	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	2	think	think	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	3	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	4	this	this	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	5	is	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	6	best	well	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	7	demonstrated	demonstrate	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	8	by	by	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	9	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	10	father	father	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	11	groves	grove	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	12	quote	quote	INTJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	14	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	15	we	we	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	16	can	can	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	17	not	not	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	18	love	love	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	19	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	20	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	21	who	who	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	22	we	we	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	23	do	do	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	24	not	not	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	25	see	see	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	26	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	27	if	if	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	28	we	we	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	29	ca	can	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	30	n’t	not	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	31	love	love	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	32	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	33	brother	brother	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	34	we	we	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	35	do	do	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	36	see	see	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	37	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	44	38	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	1	there	there	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	2	is	be	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	3	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	4	lot	lot	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	5	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	6	hate	hate	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	7	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	8	this	this	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	9	current	current	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	10	world	world	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	11	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	12	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	13	sadly	sadly	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	14	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	15	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	16	lot	lot	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	17	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	18	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	19	hate	hate	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	20	is	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	21	perpetrated	perpetrate	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	22	by	by	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	23	some	some	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	24	(	(	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	25	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	26	for	for	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	27	clarification	clarification	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	28	definitely	definitely	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	29	not	not	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	30	all	all	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	31	!	!	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	32	)	)	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	33	catholics	catholic	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	34	including	include	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	35	members	member	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	36	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	37	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	38	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	45	39	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	2	hope	hope	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	3	one	one	NUM
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	4	day	day	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	5	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	6	return	return	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	7	to	to	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	8	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	9	church	church	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	10	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	11	or	or	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	12	maybe	maybe	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	13	find	find	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	14	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	15	sect	sect	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	16	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	17	christianity	christianity	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	18	more	more	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	19	accepting	accepting	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	20	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	21	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	22	views	view	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	23	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	24	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	25	for	for	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	26	now	now	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	27	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	28	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	29	am	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	30	maintaining	maintain	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	31	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	32	personal	personal	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	33	relationship	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	34	with	with	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	35	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	36	through	through	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	37	prayer	prayer	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	46	38	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	1	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	2	father	father	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	3	pete	pete	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	4	says	say	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	5	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	6	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	7	need	need	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	8	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	9	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	10	resist	resist	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	11	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	12	temptation	temptation	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	13	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	14	compare	compare	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	15	against	against	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	16	what	what	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	17	others	other	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	18	profess	profess	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	19	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	20	know	know	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	21	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	22	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	23	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	24	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	25	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	26	faith	faith	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	27	journey	journey	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	28	should	should	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	29	be	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	30	unique	unique	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	31	to	to	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	32	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	33	experiences	experience	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	47	34	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	1	having	have	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	2	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	3	relationship	relationship	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	4	with	with	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	5	god	god	PROPN
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	6	has	have	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	7	kept	keep	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	8	me	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	9	grounded	ground	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	10	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	11	past	past	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	12	year	year	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	13	through	through	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	14	all	all	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	15	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	16	trauma	trauma	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	17	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	18	’ve	’ve	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	19	endured	endure	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	48	20	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	1	rather	rather	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	2	than	than	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	3	question	question	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	4	his	his	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	5	existence	existence	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	6	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	7	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	8	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	9	sadness	sadness	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	10	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	11	’ve	’ve	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	12	seen	see	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	14	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	15	have	have	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	16	found	find	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	17	myself	myself	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	18	leaning	lean	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	19	more	more	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	20	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	21	more	more	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	22	on	on	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	23	his	his	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	24	support	support	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	25	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	26	unconditional	unconditional	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	27	love	love	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	49	28	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	1	finally	finally	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	2	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	3	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	4	believe	believe	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	5	that	that	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	6	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	7	have	have	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	8	been	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	9	blessed	bless	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	10	with	with	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	11	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	12	beautiful	beautiful	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	13	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	14	full	full	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	15	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	16	strong	strong	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	17	connections	connection	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	18	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	19	wonderful	wonderful	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	20	support	support	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	21	systems	system	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	50	22	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	1	when	when	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	2	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	3	was	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	4	writing	write	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	5	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	6	“	"	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	7	where	where	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	8	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	9	’m	’m	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	10	from	from	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	11	”	"	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	12	poem	poem	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	13	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	14	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	15	talked	talk	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	16	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	17	bit	bit	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	18	about	about	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	19	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	20	happy	happy	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	21	memories	memory	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	22	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	23	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	24	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	25	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	26	have	have	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	27	formed	form	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	28	,	,	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	29	but	but	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	30	in	in	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	31	this	this	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	32	reflection	reflection	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	33	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	34	want	want	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	35	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	36	end	end	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	37	by	by	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	38	reiterating	reiterate	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	39	them	they	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	51	40	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	1	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	2	parents	parent	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	3	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	4	siblings	sibling	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	5	were	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	6	a	a	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	7	formative	formative	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	8	part	part	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	9	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	10	my	my	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	11	life	life	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	12	because	because	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	13	their	their	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	14	humor	humor	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	15	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	16	interests	interest	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	17	have	have	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	18	given	give	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	19	me	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	20	happy	happy	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	21	memories	memory	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	52	22	.	.	PUNCT
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	1	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	2	truly	truly	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	3	feel	feel	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	4	as	as	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	5	though	though	SCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	6	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	7	am	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	8	the	the	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	9	luckiest	lucky	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	10	person	person	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	11	to	to	PART
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	12	have	have	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	13	an	an	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	14	amazing	amazing	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	15	extended	extend	VERB
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	16	family	family	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	17	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	18	an	an	DET
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	19	accepting	accepting	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	20	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	21	supportive	supportive	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	22	group	group	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	23	of	of	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	24	friends	friend	NOUN
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	25	and	and	CCONJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	26	i	i	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	27	am	be	AUX
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	28	eternally	eternally	ADV
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	29	grateful	grateful	ADJ
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	30	for	for	ADP
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	31	all	all	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	32	they	they	PRON
reflection_00417-2021_09	53	33	have	have	AUX
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