id sid tid token lemma pos reflection_00654-2021_09 1 1 integration integration NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 1 2 two two NUM reflection_00654-2021_09 1 3 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 1 4 power power NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 1 5 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 1 6 choice choice NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 1 7 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 1 8 path path NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 1 9 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 1 10 life life NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 1 11 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 1 12 ambiguous ambiguous ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 1 13 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 2 1 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 2 2 course course NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 2 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 2 4 growing grow VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 2 5 up up ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 2 6 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 2 7 found find VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 2 8 what what PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 2 9 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 2 10 love love VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 2 11 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 2 12 do do VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 2 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 2 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 2 15 what what PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 2 16 excited excite VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 2 17 me i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 2 18 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 2 19 study study VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 2 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 3 1 but but CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 3 2 while while SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 3 3 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 3 4 may may AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 3 5 have have AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 3 6 found find VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 3 7 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 3 8 direction direction NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 3 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 3 10 there there PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 3 11 was be VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 3 12 never never ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 3 13 any any DET reflection_00654-2021_09 3 14 certainty certainty NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 3 15 about about ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 3 16 how how SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 3 17 it it PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 3 18 would would AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 3 19 all all ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 3 20 turn turn VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 3 21 out out ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 3 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 4 1 throughout throughout ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 4 2 this this DET reflection_00654-2021_09 4 3 first first ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 4 4 semester semester NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 4 5 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 4 6 college college NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 4 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 4 8 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 4 9 have have AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 4 10 begun begin VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 4 11 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 4 12 realize realize VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 4 13 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 4 14 while while SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 4 15 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 4 16 do do AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 4 17 n’t not PART reflection_00654-2021_09 4 18 know know VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 4 19 where where SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 4 20 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 4 21 will will AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 4 22 end end VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 4 23 up up ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 4 24 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 4 25 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 4 26 do do AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 4 27 know know VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 4 28 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 4 29 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 4 30 have have VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 4 31 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 4 32 power power NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 4 33 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 4 34 choice choice NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 4 35 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 5 1 ultimately ultimately ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 5 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 5 3 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 5 4 make make VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 5 5 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 5 6 decisions decision NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 5 7 that that PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 5 8 will will AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 5 9 guide guide VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 5 10 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 5 11 life life NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 5 12 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 6 1 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 6 2 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 6 3 can can AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 6 4 choose choose VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 6 5 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 6 6 path path NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 6 7 where where SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 6 8 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 6 9 succumb succumb VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 6 10 to to ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 6 11 anxiety anxiety NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 6 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 6 13 sadness sadness NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 6 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 6 15 stress stress NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 6 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 6 17 or or CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 6 18 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 6 19 can can AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 6 20 choose choose VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 6 21 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 6 22 path path NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 6 23 where where SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 6 24 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 6 25 prioritize prioritize VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 6 26 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 6 27 well well NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 6 28 - - PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 6 29 being being NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 6 30 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 6 31 happiness happiness NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 6 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 7 1 both both DET reflection_00654-2021_09 7 2 paths path NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 7 3 will will AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 7 4 most most ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 7 5 likely likely ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 7 6 lead lead VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 7 7 me i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 7 8 to to ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 7 9 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 7 10 future future NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 7 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 7 12 but but CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 7 13 it it PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 7 14 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 7 15 only only ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 7 16 by by ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 7 17 taking take VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 7 18 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 7 19 ladder ladder NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 7 20 path path NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 7 21 that that PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 7 22 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 7 23 will will AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 7 24 truly truly ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 7 25 be be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 7 26 living live VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 7 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 8 1 having having AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 8 2 internalized internalize VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 8 3 this this DET reflection_00654-2021_09 8 4 idea idea NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 8 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 8 6 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 8 7 next next ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 8 8 thing thing NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 8 9 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 8 10 consider consider VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 8 11 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 8 12 making make VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 8 13 choices choice NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 8 14 that that PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 8 15 value value VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 8 16 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 8 17 happiness happiness NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 8 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 9 1 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 9 2 believe believe VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 9 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 9 4 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 9 5 first first ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 9 6 hurdle hurdle NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 9 7 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 9 8 must must AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 9 9 overcome overcome VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 9 10 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 9 11 pluralistic pluralistic ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 9 12 ignorance ignorance NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 9 13 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 9 14 “ " PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 9 15 what what PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 9 16 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 9 17 imposter imposter ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 9 18 syndrome syndrome NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 9 19 ” " PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 9 20 by by ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 9 21 elizabeth elizabeth PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 9 22 cox cox PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 9 23 – – PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 9 24 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 9 25 fye fye NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 9 26 week week NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 9 27 9 9 NUM reflection_00654-2021_09 9 28 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 9 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 10 1 this this PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 10 2 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 10 3 defined define VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 10 4 as as ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 10 5 doubting doubt VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 10 6 yourself yourself PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 10 7 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 10 8 your your PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 10 9 capabilities capability NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 10 10 with with ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 10 11 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 10 12 belief belief NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 10 13 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 10 14 you you PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 10 15 are be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 10 16 alone alone ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 10 17 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 10 18 your your PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 10 19 doubts doubt NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 10 20 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 10 21 struggles struggle NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 10 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 11 1 since since SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 11 2 we we PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 11 3 have have VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 11 4 no no DET reflection_00654-2021_09 11 5 way way NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 11 6 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 11 7 knowing know VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 11 8 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 11 9 battles battle NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 11 10 that that PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 11 11 others other NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 11 12 around around ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 11 13 us we PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 11 14 are be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 11 15 facing face VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 11 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 11 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 11 18 are be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 11 19 simply simply ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 11 20 seeing see VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 11 21 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 11 22 put put VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 11 23 - - PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 11 24 together together ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 11 25 life life NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 11 26 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 11 27 it it PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 11 28 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 11 29 so so ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 11 30 easy easy ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 11 31 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 11 32 come come VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 11 33 to to ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 11 34 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 11 35 conclusion conclusion NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 11 36 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 11 37 we we PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 11 38 are be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 11 39 simply simply ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 11 40 less less ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 11 41 capable capable ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 11 42 than than ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 11 43 others other NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 11 44 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 12 1 pluralistic pluralistic ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 12 2 ignorance ignorance NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 12 3 has have AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 12 4 led lead VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 12 5 me i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 12 6 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 12 7 believe believe VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 12 8 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 12 9 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 12 10 must must AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 12 11 simply simply ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 12 12 be be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 12 13 inferior inferior ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 12 14 to to ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 12 15 those those PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 12 16 around around ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 12 17 me i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 12 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 13 1 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 13 2 am be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 13 3 currently currently ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 13 4 dealing deal VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 13 5 with with ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 13 6 feeling feeling NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 13 7 this this DET reflection_00654-2021_09 13 8 way way NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 13 9 about about ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 13 10 cheerleading cheerleading NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 13 11 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 14 1 if if SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 14 2 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 14 3 am be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 14 4 struggling struggle VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 14 5 with with ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 14 6 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 14 7 skill skill NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 14 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 14 9 it it PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 14 10 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 14 11 hard hard ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 14 12 for for SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 14 13 me i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 14 14 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 14 15 not not PART reflection_00654-2021_09 14 16 fall fall VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 14 17 into into ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 14 18 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 14 19 mindset mindset NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 14 20 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 14 21 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 14 22 around around ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 14 23 me i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 14 24 has have VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 14 25 this this DET reflection_00654-2021_09 14 26 skill skill NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 14 27 perfected perfect VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 14 28 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 14 29 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 14 30 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 14 31 am be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 14 32 just just ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 14 33 not not PART reflection_00654-2021_09 14 34 as as ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 14 35 good good ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 14 36 as as ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 14 37 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 14 38 teammates teammate NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 14 39 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 15 1 but but CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 15 2 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 15 3 do do AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 15 4 truly truly ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 15 5 believe believe VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 15 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 15 7 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 15 8 mind mind NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 15 9 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 15 10 flexible flexible ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 15 11 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 16 1 if if SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 16 2 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 16 3 make make VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 16 4 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 16 5 choice choice NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 16 6 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 16 7 be be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 16 8 confident confident ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 16 9 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 16 10 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 16 11 own own ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 16 12 abilities ability NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 16 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 16 14 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 16 15 can can AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 16 16 lessen lessen VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 16 17 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 16 18 weight weight NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 16 19 that that PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 16 20 this this DET reflection_00654-2021_09 16 21 issue issue NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 16 22 has have VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 16 23 on on ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 16 24 me i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 16 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 17 1 if if SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 17 2 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 17 3 make make VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 17 4 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 17 5 choice choice NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 17 6 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 17 7 look look VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 17 8 around around ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 17 9 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 17 10 see see VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 17 11 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 17 12 struggles struggle NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 17 13 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 17 14 others other NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 17 15 are be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 17 16 facing face VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 17 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 17 18 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 17 19 https://youtu.be/zquxl4jm1lo https://youtu.be/zquxl4jm1lo ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 17 20 https://youtu.be/zquxl4jm1lo https://youtu.be/zquxl4jm1lo NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 17 21 will will AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 17 22 feel feel VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 17 23 less less ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 17 24 alone alone ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 17 25 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 17 26 less less ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 17 27 inferior inferior ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 17 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 18 1 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 18 2 most most ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 18 3 importantly importantly ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 18 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 18 5 if if SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 18 6 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 18 7 make make VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 18 8 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 18 9 choice choice NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 18 10 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 18 11 realize realize VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 18 12 how how SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 18 13 little little ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 18 14 this this PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 18 15 really really ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 18 16 matters matter VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 18 17 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 18 18 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 18 19 grand grand ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 18 20 scheme scheme NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 18 21 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 18 22 things thing NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 18 23 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 18 24 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 18 25 will will AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 18 26 feel feel VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 18 27 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 18 28 lot lot NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 18 29 more more ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 18 30 free free ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 18 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 19 1 as as SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 19 2 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 19 3 proceed proceed VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 19 4 through through ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 19 5 college college NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 19 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 19 7 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 19 8 know know VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 19 9 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 19 10 stress stress NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 19 11 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 19 12 anxiety anxiety NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 19 13 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 19 14 inevitable inevitable ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 19 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 20 1 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 20 2 goal goal NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 20 3 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 20 4 not not PART reflection_00654-2021_09 20 5 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 20 6 live live VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 20 7 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 20 8 life life NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 20 9 that that PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 20 10 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 20 11 free free ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 20 12 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 20 13 these these DET reflection_00654-2021_09 20 14 natural natural ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 20 15 experiences experience NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 20 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 21 1 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 21 2 goal goal NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 21 3 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 21 4 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 21 5 create create VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 21 6 an an DET reflection_00654-2021_09 21 7 environment environment NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 21 8 where where SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 21 9 stressful stressful ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 21 10 situations situation NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 21 11 have have VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 21 12 less less ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 21 13 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 21 14 an an DET reflection_00654-2021_09 21 15 impact impact NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 21 16 on on ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 21 17 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 21 18 mental mental ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 21 19 state state NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 21 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 21 21 therefore therefore ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 21 22 facilitating facilitate VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 21 23 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 21 24 path path NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 21 25 that that PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 21 26 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 21 27 overall overall ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 21 28 based base VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 21 29 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 21 30 happiness happiness NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 21 31 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 21 32 calamity calamity NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 21 33 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 22 1 it it PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 22 2 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 22 3 extremely extremely ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 22 4 important important ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 22 5 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 22 6 have have VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 22 7 ways way NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 22 8 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 22 9 cope cope VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 22 10 with with ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 22 11 tough tough ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 22 12 obstacles obstacle NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 22 13 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 23 1 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 23 2 was be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 23 3 very very ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 23 4 intrigued intrigue VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 23 5 by by ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 23 6 studying study VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 23 7 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 23 8 process process NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 23 9 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 23 10 kintsugi kintsugi PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 23 11 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 23 12 “ " PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 23 13 women woman NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 23 14 find find VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 23 15 healing healing NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 23 16 through through ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 23 17 kintsugi kintsugi PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 23 18 workshop workshop PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 23 19 ” " PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 23 20 by by ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 23 21 grotto grotto NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 23 22 – – PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 23 23 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 23 24 fye fye NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 23 25 week week NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 23 26 10 10 NUM reflection_00654-2021_09 23 27 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 23 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 24 1 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 24 2 art art NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 24 3 made make VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 24 4 through through ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 24 5 this this DET reflection_00654-2021_09 24 6 practice practice NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 24 7 teaches teach VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 24 8 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 24 9 our our PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 24 10 fissures fissure NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 24 11 are be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 24 12 what what PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 24 13 make make VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 24 14 us we PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 24 15 golden golden ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 24 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 25 1 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 25 2 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 25 3 past past NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 25 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 25 5 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 25 6 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 25 7 practiced practice VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 25 8 mindfulness mindfulness NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 25 9 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 25 10 order order NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 25 11 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 25 12 create create VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 25 13 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 25 14 better well ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 25 15 environment environment NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 25 16 for for ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 25 17 myself myself PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 25 18 – – PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 25 19 much much ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 25 20 like like INTJ reflection_00654-2021_09 25 21 kintsugi kintsugi NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 25 22 attempts attempt NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 25 23 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 25 24 do do AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 25 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 26 1 interestingly interestingly ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 26 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 26 3 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 26 4 began begin VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 26 5 meditating meditate VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 26 6 while while SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 26 7 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 26 8 was be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 26 9 competitively competitively ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 26 10 rock rock NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 26 11 climbing climbing NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 26 12 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 27 1 before before ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 27 2 every every DET reflection_00654-2021_09 27 3 practice practice NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 27 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 27 5 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 27 6 team team NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 27 7 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 27 8 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 27 9 would would AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 27 10 meditate meditate VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 27 11 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 28 1 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 28 2 was be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 28 3 astonished astonish VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 28 4 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 28 5 see see VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 28 6 how how SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 28 7 much much ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 28 8 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 28 9 outlook outlook NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 28 10 on on ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 28 11 both both DET reflection_00654-2021_09 28 12 rock rock NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 28 13 climbing climbing NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 28 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 28 15 life life NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 28 16 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 28 17 general general ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 28 18 improved improve VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 28 19 through through ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 28 20 meditation meditation NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 28 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 29 1 however however ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 29 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 29 3 once once SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 29 4 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 29 5 stopped stop VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 29 6 rock rock NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 29 7 climbing climbing NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 29 8 competitively competitively ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 29 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 29 10 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 29 11 was be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 29 12 less less ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 29 13 motivated motivated ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 29 14 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 29 15 continue continue VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 29 16 this this DET reflection_00654-2021_09 29 17 practice practice NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 29 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 30 1 given give VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 30 2 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 30 3 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 30 4 was be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 30 5 not not PART reflection_00654-2021_09 30 6 surrounded surround VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 30 7 by by ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 30 8 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 30 9 teammates teammate NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 30 10 anymore anymore ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 30 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 30 12 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 30 13 would would AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 30 14 have have VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 30 15 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 30 16 make make VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 30 17 time time NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 30 18 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 30 19 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 30 20 schedule schedule NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 30 21 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 30 22 commit commit VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 30 23 myself myself PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 30 24 to to ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 30 25 meditation meditation NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 30 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 31 1 however however ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 31 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 31 3 considering consider VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 31 4 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 31 5 experience experience NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 31 6 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 31 7 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 31 8 past past NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 31 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 31 10 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 31 11 do do AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 31 12 believe believe VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 31 13 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 31 14 this this PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 31 15 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 31 16 something something PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 31 17 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 31 18 should should AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 31 19 incorporate incorporate VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 31 20 into into ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 31 21 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 31 22 life life NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 31 23 again again ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 31 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 32 1 this this PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 32 2 may may AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 32 3 be be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 32 4 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 32 5 step step NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 32 6 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 32 7 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 32 8 right right ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 32 9 direction direction NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 32 10 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 32 11 create create VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 32 12 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 32 13 calm calm ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 32 14 mindset mindset NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 32 15 where where SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 32 16 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 32 17 can can AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 32 18 roll roll VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 32 19 with with ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 32 20 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 32 21 punches punch NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 32 22 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 32 23 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 32 24 have have VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 32 25 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 32 26 positive positive ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 32 27 outlook outlook NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 32 28 on on ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 32 29 difficult difficult ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 32 30 situations situation NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 32 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 33 1 recently recently ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 33 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 33 3 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 33 4 have have AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 33 5 found find VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 33 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 33 7 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 33 8 company company NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 33 9 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 33 10 others other NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 33 11 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 33 12 an an DET reflection_00654-2021_09 33 13 almost almost ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 33 14 foolproof foolproof NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 33 15 cure cure NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 33 16 when when SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 33 17 anxiety anxiety NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 33 18 begins begin VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 33 19 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 33 20 consume consume VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 33 21 me i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 33 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 34 1 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 34 2 few few ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 34 3 weeks week NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 34 4 ago ago ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 34 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 34 6 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 34 7 had have VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 34 8 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 34 9 really really ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 34 10 tough tough ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 34 11 day day NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 34 12 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 35 1 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 35 2 felt feel VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 35 3 like like SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 35 4 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 35 5 kept keep VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 35 6 getting getting AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 35 7 knocked knock VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 35 8 down down ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 35 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 35 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 35 11 by by ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 35 12 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 35 13 time time NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 35 14 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 35 15 end end NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 35 16 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 35 17 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 35 18 night night NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 35 19 came come VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 35 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 35 21 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 35 22 mood mood NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 35 23 was be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 35 24 terrible terrible ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 35 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 36 1 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 36 2 was be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 36 3 sitting sit VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 36 4 on on ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 36 5 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 36 6 couch couch NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 36 7 doing do VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 36 8 homework homework NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 36 9 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 36 10 this this DET reflection_00654-2021_09 36 11 dire dire ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 36 12 state state NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 36 13 when when SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 36 14 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 36 15 friend friend NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 36 16 from from ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 36 17 down down ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 36 18 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 36 19 hall hall NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 36 20 came come VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 36 21 https://youtu.be/jgjljeqd8gg https://youtu.be/jgjljeqd8gg PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 37 1 https://youtu.be/jgjljeqd8gg https://youtu.be/jgjljeqd8gg NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 37 2 by by ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 37 3 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 38 1 we we PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 38 2 ended end VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 38 3 up up ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 38 4 talking talk VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 38 5 for for ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 38 6 30 30 NUM reflection_00654-2021_09 38 7 minutes minute NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 38 8 about about ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 38 9 random random ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 38 10 things thing NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 38 11 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 39 1 when when SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 39 2 she she PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 39 3 left leave VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 39 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 39 5 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 39 6 was be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 39 7 stunned stun VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 39 8 by by ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 39 9 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 39 10 change change NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 39 11 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 39 12 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 39 13 mood mood NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 39 14 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 40 1 while while SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 40 2 nothing nothing PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 40 3 we we PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 40 4 discussed discuss VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 40 5 was be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 40 6 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 40 7 any any DET reflection_00654-2021_09 40 8 real real ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 40 9 substance substance NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 40 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 40 11 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 40 12 felt feel VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 40 13 10 10 NUM reflection_00654-2021_09 40 14 times time NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 40 15 better well ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 40 16 simply simply ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 40 17 having having AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 40 18 gotten get VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 40 19 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 40 20 mind mind NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 40 21 off off ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 40 22 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 40 23 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 40 24 day day NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 40 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 41 1 it it PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 41 2 was be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 41 3 at at ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 41 4 that that DET reflection_00654-2021_09 41 5 moment moment NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 41 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 41 7 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 41 8 realized realize VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 41 9 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 41 10 power power NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 41 11 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 41 12 community community NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 41 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 41 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 41 15 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 41 16 power power NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 41 17 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 41 18 choosing choose VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 41 19 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 41 20 immerse immerse VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 41 21 myself myself PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 41 22 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 41 23 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 41 24 positive positive ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 41 25 community community NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 41 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 42 1 however however ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 42 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 42 3 it it PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 42 4 seems seem VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 42 5 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 42 6 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 42 7 building building NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 42 8 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 42 9 community community NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 42 10 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 42 11 more more ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 42 12 complicated complicated ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 42 13 than than SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 42 14 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 42 15 might might AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 42 16 have have AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 42 17 thought think VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 42 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 43 1 community community NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 43 2 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 43 3 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 43 4 gift gift NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 43 5 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 43 6 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 43 7 natural natural ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 43 8 course course NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 43 9 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 43 10 life life NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 43 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 43 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 43 13 sometimes sometimes ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 43 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 43 15 taking take VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 43 16 deliberate deliberate ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 43 17 action action NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 43 18 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 43 19 connect connect VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 43 20 with with ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 43 21 others other NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 43 22 can can AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 43 23 destroy destroy VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 43 24 relationships relationship NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 43 25 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 43 26 “ " PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 43 27 thirteen thirteen NUM reflection_00654-2021_09 43 28 ways way NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 43 29 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 43 30 looking look VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 43 31 at at ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 43 32 community community NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 43 33 ” " PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 43 34 by by ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 43 35 parker parker PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 43 36 j. j. PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 43 37 palmer palmer PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 43 38 – – PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 43 39 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 43 40 fye fye NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 43 41 week week NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 43 42 11 11 NUM reflection_00654-2021_09 43 43 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 43 44 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 44 1 so so ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 44 2 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 44 3 what what DET reflection_00654-2021_09 44 4 context context NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 44 5 would would AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 44 6 attempting attempt VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 44 7 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 44 8 connect connect VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 44 9 with with ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 44 10 others other NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 44 11 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 44 12 which which PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 44 13 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 44 14 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 44 15 necessary necessary ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 44 16 part part NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 44 17 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 44 18 life life NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 44 19 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 44 20 be be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 44 21 considered consider VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 44 22 counterproductive counterproductive ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 44 23 to to ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 44 24 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 44 25 development development NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 44 26 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 44 27 actual actual ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 44 28 community community NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 44 29 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 45 1 but but CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 45 2 upon upon SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 45 3 thinking think VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 45 4 about about ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 45 5 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 45 6 experience experience NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 45 7 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 45 8 few few ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 45 9 weeks week NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 45 10 ago ago ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 45 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 45 12 this this DET reflection_00654-2021_09 45 13 idea idea NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 45 14 may may AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 45 15 actually actually ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 45 16 make make VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 45 17 sense sense NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 45 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 46 1 it it PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 46 2 was be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 46 3 when when SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 46 4 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 46 5 was be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 46 6 not not PART reflection_00654-2021_09 46 7 deliberately deliberately ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 46 8 trying try VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 46 9 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 46 10 connect connect VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 46 11 with with ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 46 12 others other NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 46 13 that that PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 46 14 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 46 15 benefited benefit VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 46 16 from from ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 46 17 an an DET reflection_00654-2021_09 46 18 uplifting uplifting ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 46 19 community community NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 46 20 around around ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 46 21 me i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 46 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 47 1 overall overall ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 47 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 47 3 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 47 4 must must AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 47 5 have have VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 47 6 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 47 7 capacity capacity NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 47 8 for for ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 47 9 connectedness connectedness NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 47 10 when when SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 47 11 dealing deal VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 47 12 with with ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 47 13 obstacles obstacle NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 47 14 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 48 1 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 48 2 do do AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 48 3 have have VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 48 4 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 48 5 consider consider VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 48 6 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 48 7 course course NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 48 8 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 48 9 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 48 10 taken take VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 48 11 so so ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 48 12 far far ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 48 13 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 48 14 life life NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 48 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 48 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 48 17 where where SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 48 18 that that PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 48 19 has have AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 48 20 gotten get VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 48 21 me i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 48 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 49 1 maybe maybe ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 49 2 feelings feeling NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 49 3 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 49 4 stress stress NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 49 5 have have AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 49 6 been be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 49 7 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 49 8 motivating motivate VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 49 9 factor factor NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 49 10 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 49 11 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 49 12 life life NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 49 13 thus thus ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 49 14 far far ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 49 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 50 1 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 50 2 be be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 50 3 honest honest ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 50 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 50 5 going go VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 50 6 through through ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 50 7 life life NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 50 8 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 50 9 way way NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 50 10 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 50 11 have have AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 50 12 has have AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 50 13 reaped reap VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 50 14 rewards reward NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 50 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 50 16 one one NUM reflection_00654-2021_09 50 17 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 50 18 them they PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 50 19 being be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 50 20 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 50 21 opportunity opportunity NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 50 22 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 50 23 study study VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 50 24 at at ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 50 25 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 50 26 university university PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 50 27 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 50 28 notre notre PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 50 29 dame dame NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 50 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 51 1 however however ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 51 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 51 3 father father PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 4 james james PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 5 b b PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 6 king king NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 7 writes write VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 51 8 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 51 9 “ " PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 51 10 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 51 11 contemplation contemplation NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 12 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 51 13 new new ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 51 14 ideas idea NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 51 16 needs need NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 17 beyond beyond ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 51 18 our our PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 51 19 comfort comfort NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 20 zones zone NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 21 requires require VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 51 22 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 51 23 sacrificial sacrificial ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 51 24 willingness willingness NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 25 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 51 26 put put VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 51 27 at at ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 51 28 risk risk NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 29 everything everything PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 51 30 we we PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 51 31 think think VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 51 32 we we PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 51 33 already already ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 51 34 know know VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 51 35 ” " PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 51 36 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 51 37 “ " PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 51 38 hope hope PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 39 holy holy PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 40 cross cross PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 41 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 51 42 christian christian ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 51 43 education education NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 44 ” " PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 51 45 by by ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 51 46 father father PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 47 james james PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 48 b b PROPN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 49 king king NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 50 – – PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 51 51 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 51 52 fye fye NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 53 week week NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 51 54 12 12 NUM reflection_00654-2021_09 51 55 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 51 56 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 52 1 being be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 52 2 open open ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 52 3 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 52 4 change change VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 52 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 52 6 compromise compromise NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 52 7 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 52 8 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 52 9 only only ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 52 10 way way NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 52 11 that that PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 52 12 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 52 13 will will AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 52 14 truly truly ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 52 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 52 16 fully fully ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 52 17 become become VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 52 18 the the DET reflection_00654-2021_09 52 19 person person NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 52 20 that that PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 52 21 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 52 22 want want VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 52 23 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 52 24 be be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 52 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 53 1 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 53 2 greatest great ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 53 3 need need NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 53 4 right right ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 53 5 now now ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 53 6 is be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 53 7 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 53 8 prioritize prioritize VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 53 9 myself myself PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 53 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 54 1 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 54 2 might might AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 54 3 fear fear VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 54 4 this this DET reflection_00654-2021_09 54 5 path path NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 54 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 54 7 but but CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 54 8 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 54 9 also also ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 54 10 recognize recognize VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 54 11 its its PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 54 12 importance importance NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 54 13 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 55 1 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 55 2 truly truly ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 55 3 enjoy enjoy VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 55 4 both both CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 55 5 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 55 6 college college NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 55 7 experience experience NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 55 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 55 9 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 55 10 life life NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 55 11 as as ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 55 12 a a DET reflection_00654-2021_09 55 13 whole whole NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 55 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 55 15 i i PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 55 16 must must AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 55 17 not not PART reflection_00654-2021_09 55 18 only only ADV reflection_00654-2021_09 55 19 survive survive VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 55 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 55 21 but but CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 55 22 thrive thrive VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 55 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 56 1 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 56 2 it it PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 56 3 will will AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 56 4 be be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 56 5 http://couragerenewal.org/parker/writings/13-ways-of-looking-at-community/ http://couragerenewal.org/parker/writings/13-ways-of-looking-at-community/ NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 56 6 https://canvas.nd.edu/courses/28222/files/189390/download?download_frd=1 https://canvas.nd.edu/courses/28222/files/189390/download?download_frd=1 X reflection_00654-2021_09 56 7 through through ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 56 8 resistance resistance NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 56 9 against against ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 56 10 pluralistic pluralistic ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 56 11 ignorance ignorance NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 56 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 56 13 making make VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 56 14 use use NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 56 15 of of ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 56 16 ways way NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 56 17 to to PART reflection_00654-2021_09 56 18 cope cope VERB reflection_00654-2021_09 56 19 with with ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 56 20 stress stress NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 56 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 56 22 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 56 23 being be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 56 24 open open ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 56 25 to to ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 56 26 connection connection NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 56 27 with with ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 56 28 others other NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 56 29 , , PUNCT reflection_00654-2021_09 56 30 that that SCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 56 31 my my PRON reflection_00654-2021_09 56 32 path path NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 56 33 in in ADP reflection_00654-2021_09 56 34 life life NOUN reflection_00654-2021_09 56 35 will will AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 56 36 be be AUX reflection_00654-2021_09 56 37 satisfying satisfying ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 56 38 and and CCONJ reflection_00654-2021_09 56 39 beautiful beautiful ADJ reflection_00654-2021_09 56 40 . . PUNCT