id sid tid token lemma pos reflection_00745-2021_09 1 1 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 1 2 notre notre PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 1 3 dame dame NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 1 4 experience experience VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 1 5 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 1 6 most most ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 1 7 important important ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 1 8 question question NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 1 9 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 1 10 have have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 1 11 asked ask VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 1 12 while while SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 1 13 at at SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 1 14 notre notre PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 1 15 dame dame NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 1 16 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 1 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 1 18 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 1 19 what what PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 1 20 should should AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 1 21 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 1 22 do do VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 1 23 with with ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 1 24 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 1 25 life life NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 1 26 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 1 27 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 2 1 when when SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 2 2 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 2 3 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 2 4 very very ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 2 5 young young ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 2 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 2 7 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 2 8 thought think VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 2 9 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 2 10 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 2 11 going go VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 2 12 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 2 13 get get AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 2 14 married marry VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 2 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 2 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 2 17 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 2 18 always always ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 2 19 had have VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 2 20 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 2 21 desire desire NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 2 22 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 2 23 get get AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 2 24 married marry VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 2 25 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 2 26 raise raise VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 2 27 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 2 28 family family NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 2 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 3 1 however however ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 3 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 3 3 since since SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 3 4 5th 5th ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 3 5 grade grade NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 3 6 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 3 7 have have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 3 8 thought think VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 3 9 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 3 10 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 3 11 vocation vocation NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 3 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 3 13 felt felt AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 3 14 called call VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 3 15 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 3 16 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 3 17 priesthood priesthood NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 3 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 4 1 when when SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 4 2 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 4 3 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 4 4 younger young ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 4 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 4 6 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 4 7 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 4 8 always always ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 4 9 trying try VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 4 10 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 4 11 get get VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 4 12 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 4 13 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 4 14 prove prove VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 4 15 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 4 16 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 4 17 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 4 18 he he PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 4 19 existed exist VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 4 20 through through ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 4 21 ridiculous ridiculous ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 4 22 requests request NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 4 23 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 4 24 prayers prayer NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 4 25 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 4 26 hoping hope VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 4 27 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 4 28 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 4 29 would would AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 4 30 have have VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 4 31 some some DET reflection_00745-2021_09 4 32 great great ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 4 33 vision vision NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 4 34 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 5 1 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 5 2 5th 5th ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 5 3 grade grade NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 5 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 5 5 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 5 6 realized realize VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 5 7 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 5 8 there there PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 5 9 was be VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 5 10 no no DET reflection_00745-2021_09 5 11 reason reason NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 5 12 why why SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 5 13 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 5 14 should should AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 5 15 reveal reveal VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 5 16 himself himself PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 5 17 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 5 18 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 5 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 6 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 6 2 realized realize VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 6 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 6 4 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 6 5 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 6 6 not not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 6 7 some some DET reflection_00745-2021_09 6 8 great great ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 6 9 person person NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 6 10 or or CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 6 11 some some DET reflection_00745-2021_09 6 12 hero hero NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 6 13 or or CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 6 14 biblical biblical ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 6 15 figure figure NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 6 16 who who PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 6 17 deserved deserve VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 6 18 any any DET reflection_00745-2021_09 6 19 sort sort NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 6 20 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 6 21 vision vision NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 6 22 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 6 23 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 6 24 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 6 25 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 6 26 just just ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 6 27 had have VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 6 28 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 6 29 have have VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 6 30 faith faith NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 6 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 7 1 around around ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 7 2 this this DET reflection_00745-2021_09 7 3 same same ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 7 4 time time NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 7 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 7 6 while while SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 7 7 staring stare VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 7 8 at at ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 7 9 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 7 10 tabernacle tabernacle NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 7 11 at at ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 7 12 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 7 13 school school NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 7 14 mass mass NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 7 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 7 16 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 7 17 heard hear VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 7 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 7 19 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 7 20 carl carl PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 7 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 7 22 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 7 23 want want VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 7 24 you you PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 7 25 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 7 26 become become VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 7 27 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 7 28 priest priest NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 7 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 7 30 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 8 1 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 8 2 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 8 3 exactly exactly ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 8 4 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 8 5 opposite opposite NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 8 6 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 8 7 what what PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 8 8 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 8 9 wanted want VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 8 10 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 8 11 hear hear VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 8 12 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 9 1 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 9 2 middle middle ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 9 3 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 9 4 high high ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 9 5 school school NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 9 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 9 7 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 9 8 ran run VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 9 9 away away ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 9 10 from from ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 9 11 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 9 12 because because SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 9 13 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 9 14 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 9 15 afraid afraid ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 9 16 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 9 17 that that DET reflection_00745-2021_09 9 18 call call NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 9 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 10 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 10 2 realized realize VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 10 3 something something PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 10 4 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 10 5 wrong wrong ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 10 6 with with ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 10 7 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 10 8 life life NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 10 9 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 10 10 junior junior ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 10 11 year year NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 10 12 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 10 13 high high ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 10 14 school school NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 10 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 10 16 tried try VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 10 17 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 10 18 turn turn VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 10 19 things thing NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 10 20 around around ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 10 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 11 1 by by ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 11 2 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 11 3 end end NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 11 4 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 11 5 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 11 6 senior senior ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 11 7 year year NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 11 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 11 9 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 11 10 had have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 11 11 reconciled reconcile VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 11 12 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 11 13 relationship relationship NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 11 14 with with ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 11 15 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 11 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 11 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 11 18 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 11 19 actively actively ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 11 20 considering consider VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 11 21 becoming become VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 11 22 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 11 23 priest priest NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 11 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 12 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 12 2 had have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 12 3 recently recently ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 12 4 been be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 12 5 praying pray VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 12 6 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 12 7 rosary rosary NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 12 8 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 12 9 lot lot NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 12 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 12 11 although although SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 12 12 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 12 13 had have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 12 14 n’t not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 12 15 been be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 12 16 talking talk VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 12 17 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 12 18 jesus jesus PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 12 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 13 1 at at ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 13 2 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 13 3 senior senior ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 13 4 kairos kairo NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 13 5 retreat retreat NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 13 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 13 7 after after SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 13 8 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 13 9 apologized apologize VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 13 10 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 13 11 jesus jesus PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 13 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 13 13 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 13 14 stared stare VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 13 15 at at ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 13 16 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 13 17 picture picture NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 13 18 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 13 19 him he PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 13 20 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 13 21 heard hear VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 13 22 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 13 23 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 13 24 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 13 25 mother mother NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 13 26 has have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 13 27 told tell VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 13 28 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 13 29 so so ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 13 30 much much ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 13 31 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 13 32 you you PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 13 33 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 13 34 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 13 35 what what PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 13 36 you you PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 13 37 have have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 13 38 done do VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 13 39 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 14 1 you you PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 14 2 are be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 14 3 everything everything PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 14 4 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 14 5 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 14 6 ever ever ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 14 7 wanted want VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 14 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 14 9 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 14 10 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 14 11 will will AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 14 12 give give VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 14 13 you you PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 14 14 many many ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 14 15 graces grace NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 14 16 for for ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 14 17 your your PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 14 18 generous generous ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 14 19 yes yes INTJ reflection_00745-2021_09 14 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 14 21 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 15 1 now now ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 15 2 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 15 3 course course NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 15 4 there there PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 15 5 is be VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 15 6 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 15 7 question question NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 15 8 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 15 9 whether whether SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 15 10 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 15 11 both both PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 15 12 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 15 13 these these DET reflection_00745-2021_09 15 14 cases case NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 15 15 what what PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 15 16 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 15 17 heard hear VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 15 18 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 15 19 really really ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 15 20 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 15 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 15 22 but but CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 15 23 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 15 24 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 15 25 thought think VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 15 26 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 15 27 lot lot NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 15 28 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 15 29 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 15 30 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 15 31 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 15 32 seems seem VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 15 33 unlikely unlikely ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 15 34 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 15 35 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 15 36 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 15 37 n’t not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 15 38 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 16 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 16 2 had have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 16 3 expressed express VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 16 4 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 16 5 sentiment sentiment NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 16 6 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 16 7 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 16 8 freshman freshman NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 16 9 theology theology NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 16 10 teacher teacher NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 16 11 that that PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 16 12 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 16 13 think think VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 16 14 still still ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 16 15 rings ring VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 16 16 true true ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 16 17 : : PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 16 18 all all PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 16 19 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 16 20 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 16 21 superficial superficial ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 16 22 ways way NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 16 23 we we PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 16 24 try try VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 16 25 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 16 26 fix fix VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 16 27 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 16 28 world world NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 16 29 are be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 16 30 ultimately ultimately ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 16 31 like like ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 16 32 trying try VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 16 33 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 16 34 put put VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 16 35 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 16 36 band band NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 16 37 aid aid NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 16 38 over over ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 16 39 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 16 40 deep deep ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 16 41 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 16 42 open open ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 16 43 wound wound NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 16 44 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 16 45 but but CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 16 46 if if SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 16 47 people people NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 16 48 simply simply ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 16 49 knew know VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 16 50 christ christ PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 16 51 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 16 52 followed follow VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 16 53 him he PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 16 54 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 16 55 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 16 56 world world NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 16 57 would would AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 16 58 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 16 59 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 16 60 lot lot NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 16 61 better well ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 16 62 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 17 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 17 2 think think VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 17 3 this this PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 17 4 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 17 5 captured capture VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 17 6 well well ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 17 7 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 17 8 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 17 9 quote quote NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 17 10 by by ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 17 11 one one NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 17 12 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 17 13 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 17 14 role role NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 17 15 models model NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 17 16 bishop bishop PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 17 17 fulton fulton PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 17 18 j. j. PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 17 19 sheen sheen PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 17 20 : : PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 17 21 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 17 22 unless unless SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 17 23 souls soul NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 17 24 are be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 17 25 saved save VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 17 26 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 17 27 nothing nothing PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 17 28 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 17 29 saved save VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 17 30 ; ; PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 17 31 there there PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 17 32 can can AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 17 33 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 17 34 no no DET reflection_00745-2021_09 17 35 world world NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 17 36 peace peace NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 17 37 unless unless SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 17 38 there there PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 17 39 is be VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 17 40 soul soul NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 17 41 peace peace NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 17 42 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 18 1 world world NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 18 2 wars war NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 18 3 are be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 18 4 only only ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 18 5 projections projection NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 18 6 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 18 7 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 18 8 conflicts conflict NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 18 9 waged wage VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 18 10 inside inside ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 18 11 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 18 12 souls soul NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 18 13 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 18 14 men man NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 18 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 18 16 women woman NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 18 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 18 18 for for SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 18 19 nothing nothing PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 18 20 happens happen VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 18 21 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 18 22 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 18 23 external external ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 18 24 world world NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 18 25 that that PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 18 26 has have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 18 27 not not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 18 28 first first ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 18 29 happened happen VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 18 30 within within ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 18 31 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 18 32 soul soul NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 18 33 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 18 34 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 19 1 bishop bishop PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 19 2 fulton fulton PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 19 3 j. j. PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 19 4 sheen sheen PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 19 5 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 19 6 an an DET reflection_00745-2021_09 19 7 american american ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 19 8 bishop bishop NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 19 9 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 19 10 new new PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 19 11 york york PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 19 12 from from ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 19 13 1950s 1950s NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 19 14 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 19 15 1970s 1970 NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 19 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 19 17 had have VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 19 18 his his PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 19 19 own own ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 19 20 wildly wildly ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 19 21 popular popular ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 19 22 tv tv NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 19 23 show show NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 19 24 on on ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 19 25 nbc nbc PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 19 26 called call VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 19 27 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 19 28 life life NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 19 29 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 19 30 worth worth ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 19 31 living live VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 19 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 19 33 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 20 1 so so ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 20 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 20 3 from from ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 20 4 all all PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 20 5 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 20 6 this this PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 20 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 20 8 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 20 9 even even ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 20 10 began begin VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 20 11 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 20 12 see see VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 20 13 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 20 14 appeal appeal NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 20 15 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 20 16 becoming become VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 20 17 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 20 18 priest priest NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 20 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 20 20 especially especially ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 20 21 if if SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 20 22 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 20 23 wanted want VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 20 24 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 20 25 help help VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 20 26 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 20 27 church church NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 20 28 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 20 29 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 20 30 world world NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 20 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 21 1 before before SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 21 2 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 21 3 got get VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 21 4 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 21 5 notre notre PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 21 6 dame dame NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 21 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 21 8 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 21 9 set set VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 21 10 myself myself PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 21 11 on on ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 21 12 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 21 13 idea idea NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 21 14 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 21 15 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 21 16 would would AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 21 17 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 21 18 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 21 19 priest priest NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 21 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 22 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 22 2 had have VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 22 3 no no DET reflection_00745-2021_09 22 4 idea idea NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 22 5 what what PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 22 6 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 22 7 next next ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 22 8 four four NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 22 9 years year NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 22 10 would would AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 22 11 hold hold VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 22 12 for for ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 22 13 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 22 14 or or CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 22 15 what what PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 22 16 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 22 17 major major NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 22 18 would would AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 22 19 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 22 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 22 21 etc etc X reflection_00745-2021_09 22 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 23 1 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 23 2 parents parent NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 23 3 told tell VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 23 4 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 23 5 not not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 23 6 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 23 7 date date NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 23 8 until until ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 23 9 college college NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 23 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 23 11 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 23 12 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 23 13 had have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 23 14 been be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 23 15 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 23 16 several several ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 23 17 relationships relationship NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 23 18 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 23 19 non non ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 23 20 - - ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 23 21 dating dating ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 23 22 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 23 23 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 23 24 middle middle ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 23 25 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 23 26 high high ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 23 27 school school NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 23 28 which which PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 23 29 did do AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 23 30 n’t not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 23 31 really really ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 23 32 end end VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 23 33 well well ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 23 34 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 24 1 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 24 2 senior senior ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 24 3 year year NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 24 4 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 24 5 decided decide VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 24 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 24 7 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 24 8 had have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 24 9 had have VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 24 10 enough enough ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 24 11 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 24 12 pseudodating pseudodate VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 24 13 people people NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 24 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 24 15 especially especially ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 24 16 as as SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 24 17 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 24 18 began begin VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 24 19 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 24 20 think think VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 24 21 more more ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 24 22 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 24 23 becoming become VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 24 24 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 24 25 priest priest NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 24 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 25 1 this this DET reflection_00745-2021_09 25 2 past past ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 25 3 summer summer NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 25 4 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 25 5 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 25 6 thinking think VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 25 7 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 25 8 lot lot NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 25 9 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 25 10 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 25 11 relationship relationship NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 25 12 with with ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 25 13 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 25 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 25 15 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 25 16 how how SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 25 17 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 25 18 would would AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 25 19 proceed proceed VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 25 20 with with ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 25 21 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 25 22 life life NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 25 23 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 25 24 but but CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 25 25 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 25 26 thought thought NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 25 27 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 25 28 dating date VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 25 29 never never ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 25 30 crossed cross VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 25 31 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 25 32 mind mind NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 25 33 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 26 1 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 26 2 first first ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 26 3 day day NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 26 4 here here ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 26 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 26 6 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 26 7 met meet VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 26 8 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 26 9 girl girl NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 26 10 named name VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 26 11 meg meg PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 26 12 at at ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 26 13 band band NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 26 14 camp camp NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 26 15 before before SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 26 16 school school NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 26 17 started start VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 26 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 26 19 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 26 20 she she PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 26 21 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 26 22 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 26 23 only only ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 26 24 person person NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 26 25 whose whose DET reflection_00745-2021_09 26 26 name name NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 26 27 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 26 28 could could AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 26 29 remember remember VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 26 30 by by ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 26 31 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 26 32 end end NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 26 33 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 26 34 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 26 35 first first ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 26 36 day day NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 26 37 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 27 1 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 27 2 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 27 3 journal journal NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 27 4 entry entry NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 27 5 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 27 6 wrote write VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 27 7 that that DET reflection_00745-2021_09 27 8 day day NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 27 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 27 10 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 27 11 described describe VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 27 12 her she PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 27 13 as as ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 27 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 27 15 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 27 16 really really ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 27 17 nice nice ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 27 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 27 19 helpful helpful ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 27 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 27 21 funny funny ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 27 22 welcoming welcoming NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 27 23 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 27 24 just just ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 27 25 really really ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 27 26 great great ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 27 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 27 28 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 28 1 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 28 2 lot lot NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 28 3 happened happen VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 28 4 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 28 5 two two NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 28 6 weeks week NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 28 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 28 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 28 9 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 28 10 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 28 11 not not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 28 12 only only ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 28 13 clear clear ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 28 14 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 28 15 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 28 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 28 17 but but CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 28 18 pretty pretty ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 28 19 clear clear ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 28 20 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 28 21 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 28 22 else else ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 28 23 that that PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 28 24 we we PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 28 25 liked like VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 28 26 each each DET reflection_00745-2021_09 28 27 other other ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 28 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 29 1 so so ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 29 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 29 3 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 29 4 considered consider VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 29 5 dating date VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 29 6 her she PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 29 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 29 8 but but CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 29 9 wondered wonder VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 29 10 how how SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 29 11 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 29 12 possibly possibly ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 29 13 could could AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 29 14 with with ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 29 15 this this DET reflection_00745-2021_09 29 16 call call NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 29 17 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 29 18 felt feel VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 29 19 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 29 20 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 29 21 priesthood priesthood NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 29 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 30 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 30 2 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 30 3 out out ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 30 4 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 30 5 lunch lunch NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 30 6 with with ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 30 7 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 30 8 parents parent NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 30 9 who who PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 30 10 came come VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 30 11 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 30 12 visit visit VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 30 13 that that DET reflection_00745-2021_09 30 14 weekend weekend NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 30 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 30 16 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 30 17 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 30 18 told tell VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 30 19 them they PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 30 20 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 30 21 her she PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 30 22 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 30 23 talked talk VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 30 24 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 30 25 asking ask VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 30 26 her she PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 30 27 out out ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 31 1 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 31 2 they they PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 31 3 were be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 31 4 really really ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 31 5 happy happy ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 31 6 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 31 7 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 31 8 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 32 1 so so ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 32 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 32 3 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 32 4 asked ask VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 32 5 her she PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 32 6 out out ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 32 7 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 32 8 next next ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 32 9 day day NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 32 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 32 11 she she PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 32 12 said say VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 32 13 yes yes INTJ reflection_00745-2021_09 32 14 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 33 1 one one NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 33 2 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 33 3 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 33 4 first first ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 33 5 things thing NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 33 6 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 33 7 told tell VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 33 8 her she PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 33 9 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 33 10 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 33 11 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 33 12 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 33 13 considering consider VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 33 14 becoming become VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 33 15 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 33 16 priest priest NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 33 17 because because SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 33 18 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 33 19 wanted want VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 33 20 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 33 21 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 33 22 upfront upfront ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 33 23 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 33 24 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 33 25 especially especially ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 33 26 entering enter VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 33 27 into into ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 33 28 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 33 29 relationship relationship NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 33 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 34 1 so so ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 34 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 34 3 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 34 4 thought think VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 34 5 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 34 6 lot lot NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 34 7 over over ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 34 8 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 34 9 last last ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 34 10 three three NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 34 11 months month NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 34 12 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 34 13 this this DET reflection_00745-2021_09 34 14 question question NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 34 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 35 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 35 2 felt feel VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 35 3 everything everything PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 35 4 from from ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 35 5 guilt guilt NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 35 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 35 7 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 35 8 confusion confusion NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 35 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 35 10 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 35 11 despair despair VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 35 12 around around ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 35 13 this this DET reflection_00745-2021_09 35 14 question question NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 35 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 36 1 that that PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 36 2 ’s ’ VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 36 3 not not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 36 4 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 36 5 say say VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 36 6 life life NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 36 7 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 36 8 misery misery NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 36 9 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 37 1 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 37 2 last last ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 37 3 few few ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 37 4 months month NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 37 5 have have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 37 6 been be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 37 7 some some PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 37 8 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 37 9 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 37 10 best good ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 37 11 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 37 12 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 37 13 life life NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 37 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 37 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 37 16 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 37 17 did do AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 37 18 n’t not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 37 19 let let VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 37 20 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 37 21 get get VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 37 22 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 37 23 down down ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 37 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 38 1 one one NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 38 2 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 38 3 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 38 4 promises promise NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 38 5 that that PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 38 6 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 38 7 made make VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 38 8 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 38 9 myself myself PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 38 10 before before SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 38 11 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 38 12 asked ask VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 38 13 meg meg PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 38 14 out out ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 38 15 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 38 16 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 38 17 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 38 18 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 38 19 going go VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 38 20 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 38 21 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 38 22 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 38 23 best good ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 38 24 possible possible ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 38 25 boyfriend boyfriend NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 38 26 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 38 27 could could AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 38 28 possibly possibly ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 38 29 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 38 30 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 38 31 also also ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 38 32 deepen deepen VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 38 33 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 38 34 relationship relationship NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 38 35 with with ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 38 36 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 38 37 at at ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 38 38 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 38 39 same same ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 38 40 time time NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 38 41 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 39 1 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 39 2 training training NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 39 3 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 39 4 analyze analyze VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 39 5 arguments argument NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 39 6 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 39 7 philosophy philosophy NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 39 8 class class NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 39 9 this this DET reflection_00745-2021_09 39 10 semester semester NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 39 11 helped help VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 39 12 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 39 13 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 39 14 break break VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 39 15 down down ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 39 16 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 39 17 arguments argument NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 39 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 39 19 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 39 20 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 39 21 had have VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 39 22 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 39 23 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 39 24 head head NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 39 25 for for ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 39 26 getting getting AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 39 27 married marry VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 39 28 versus versus ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 39 29 being be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 39 30 ordained ordain VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 39 31 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 39 32 into into ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 39 33 individual individual ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 39 34 premises premise NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 39 35 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 40 1 that that PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 40 2 helped help VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 40 3 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 40 4 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 40 5 realize realize VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 40 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 40 7 any any DET reflection_00745-2021_09 40 8 reason reason NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 40 9 for for ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 40 10 or or CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 40 11 against against ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 40 12 one one NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 40 13 or or CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 40 14 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 40 15 other other ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 40 16 that that PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 40 17 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 40 18 based base VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 40 19 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 40 20 fear fear NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 40 21 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 40 22 unreasonable unreasonable ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 40 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 41 1 for for ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 41 2 example example NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 41 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 41 4 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 41 5 had have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 41 6 feared fear VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 41 7 for for ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 41 8 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 41 9 while while NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 41 10 that that PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 41 11 being be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 41 12 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 41 13 priest priest NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 41 14 might might AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 41 15 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 41 16 boring boring ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 41 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 41 18 but but CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 41 19 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 41 20 realized realize VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 41 21 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 41 22 if if SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 41 23 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 41 24 had have VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 41 25 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 41 26 job job NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 41 27 for for SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 41 28 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 41 29 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 41 30 do do VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 41 31 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 41 32 even even ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 41 33 if if SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 41 34 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 41 35 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 41 36 boring boring ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 41 37 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 41 38 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 41 39 would would AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 41 40 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 41 41 good good ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 41 42 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 42 1 however however ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 42 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 42 3 even even ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 42 4 after after SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 42 5 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 42 6 had have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 42 7 realized realize VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 42 8 this this PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 42 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 42 10 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 42 11 still still ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 42 12 feared fear VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 42 13 being be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 42 14 bored bore VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 42 15 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 42 16 marriage marriage NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 42 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 42 18 having have VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 42 19 some some DET reflection_00745-2021_09 42 20 mundane mundane ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 42 21 job job NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 42 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 43 1 but but CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 43 2 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 43 3 realized realize VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 43 4 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 43 5 if if SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 43 6 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 43 7 could could AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 43 8 offer offer VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 43 9 up up ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 43 10 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 43 11 mundane mundane ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 43 12 work work NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 43 13 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 43 14 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 43 15 as as ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 43 16 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 43 17 priest priest NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 43 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 43 19 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 43 20 could could AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 43 21 also also ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 43 22 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 43 23 marriage marriage NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 43 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 44 1 there there PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 44 2 was be VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 44 3 no no DET reflection_00745-2021_09 44 4 reason reason NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 44 5 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 44 6 fear fear VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 44 7 boredom boredom NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 44 8 on on ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 44 9 either either DET reflection_00745-2021_09 44 10 side side NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 44 11 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 44 12 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 44 13 vocation vocation NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 44 14 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 45 1 so so ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 45 2 many many ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 45 3 events event NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 45 4 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 45 5 classes class NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 45 6 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 45 7 interactions interaction NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 45 8 helped help VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 45 9 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 45 10 figure figure VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 45 11 out out ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 45 12 so so ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 45 13 much much ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 45 14 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 46 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 46 2 went go VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 46 3 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 46 4 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 46 5 talk talk NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 46 6 by by ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 46 7 patricia patricia PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 46 8 talbot talbot PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 46 9 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 46 10 her her PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 46 11 vision vision NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 46 12 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 46 13 mary mary PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 46 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 46 15 learned learn VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 46 16 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 46 17 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 46 18 value value NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 46 19 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 46 20 time time NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 46 21 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 46 22 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 46 23 value value NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 46 24 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 46 25 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 46 26 eucharist eucharist NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 46 27 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 46 28 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 46 29 daily daily ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 46 30 life life NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 46 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 47 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 47 2 went go VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 47 3 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 47 4 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 47 5 talk talk NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 47 6 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 47 7 dating date VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 47 8 under under ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 47 9 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 47 10 dome dome NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 47 11 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 47 12 which which PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 47 13 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 47 14 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 47 15 panel panel NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 47 16 on on ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 47 17 marriage marriage NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 47 18 as as ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 47 19 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 47 20 vocation vocation NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 47 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 48 1 one one NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 48 2 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 48 3 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 48 4 most most ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 48 5 important important ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 48 6 realizations realization NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 48 7 occurred occur VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 48 8 at at ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 48 9 this this DET reflection_00745-2021_09 48 10 panel panel NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 48 11 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 49 1 one one NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 49 2 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 49 3 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 49 4 panelists panelist NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 49 5 said say VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 49 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 49 7 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 49 8 if if SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 49 9 you you PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 49 10 have have VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 49 11 this this DET reflection_00745-2021_09 49 12 deep deep ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 49 13 desire desire NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 49 14 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 49 15 your your PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 49 16 heart heart NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 49 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 49 18 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 49 19 put put VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 49 20 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 49 21 there there ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 49 22 for for ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 49 23 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 49 24 reason reason NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 49 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 50 1 taking take VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 50 2 up up ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 50 3 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 50 4 cross cross NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 50 5 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 50 6 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 50 7 vocation vocation NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 50 8 does do AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 50 9 n’t not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 50 10 mean mean VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 50 11 denying deny VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 50 12 that that DET reflection_00745-2021_09 50 13 desire desire NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 50 14 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 51 1 that that DET reflection_00745-2021_09 51 2 desire desire NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 51 3 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 51 4 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 51 5 step step NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 51 6 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 51 7 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 51 8 right right ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 51 9 direction direction NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 51 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 51 11 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 52 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 52 2 also also ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 52 3 realized realize VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 52 4 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 52 5 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 52 6 desire desire NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 52 7 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 52 8 serve serve VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 52 9 christ christ PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 52 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 52 11 others other NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 52 12 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 52 13 not not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 52 14 incompatible incompatible ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 52 15 with with ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 52 16 marriage marriage NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 52 17 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 53 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 53 2 had have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 53 3 also also ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 53 4 talked talk VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 53 5 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 53 6 fr fr PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 53 7 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 54 1 pete pete VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 54 2 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 54 3 vocalized vocalize VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 54 4 this this DET reflection_00745-2021_09 54 5 realization realization NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 54 6 : : PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 54 7 whatever whatever PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 54 8 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 54 9 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 54 10 calling call VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 54 11 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 54 12 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 54 13 do do VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 54 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 54 15 there there PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 54 16 is be VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 54 17 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 54 18 reason reason NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 54 19 for for ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 54 20 what what PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 54 21 has have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 54 22 happened happen VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 54 23 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 54 24 what what PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 54 25 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 54 26 happening happen VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 54 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 55 1 if if SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 55 2 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 55 3 ’m ’m AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 55 4 supposed suppose VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 55 5 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 55 6 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 55 7 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 55 8 priest priest NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 55 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 55 10 there there PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 55 11 is be VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 55 12 something something PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 55 13 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 55 14 these these DET reflection_00745-2021_09 55 15 relationships relationship NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 55 16 that that PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 55 17 will will AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 55 18 help help VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 55 19 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 55 20 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 55 21 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 55 22 better well ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 55 23 priest priest NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 55 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 56 1 if if SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 56 2 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 56 3 ’m ’m AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 56 4 supposed suppose VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 56 5 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 56 6 get get AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 56 7 married marry VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 56 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 56 9 then then ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 56 10 considering consider VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 56 11 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 56 12 priesthood priesthood NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 56 13 will will AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 56 14 help help VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 56 15 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 56 16 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 56 17 some some DET reflection_00745-2021_09 56 18 way way NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 56 19 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 56 20 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 56 21 better well ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 56 22 husband husband NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 56 23 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 56 24 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 56 25 better well ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 56 26 father father NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 56 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 57 1 still still ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 57 2 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 57 3 question question NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 57 4 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 57 5 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 57 6 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 57 7 mind mind NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 57 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 57 9 how how SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 57 10 could could AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 57 11 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 57 12 choose choose VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 57 13 something something PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 57 14 other other ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 57 15 than than ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 57 16 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 57 17 priesthood priesthood NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 57 18 if if SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 57 19 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 57 20 explicitly explicitly ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 57 21 told tell VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 57 22 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 57 23 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 57 24 he he PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 57 25 wanted want VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 57 26 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 57 27 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 57 28 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 57 29 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 57 30 priest priest NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 57 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 58 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 58 2 ’m ’m VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 58 3 not not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 58 4 sure sure ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 58 5 if if SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 58 6 this this PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 58 7 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 58 8 right right ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 58 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 58 10 but but CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 58 11 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 58 12 seems seem VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 58 13 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 58 14 possible possible ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 58 15 explanation explanation NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 58 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 59 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 59 2 may may AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 59 3 not not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 59 4 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 59 5 meant mean VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 59 6 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 59 7 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 59 8 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 59 9 priest priest NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 59 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 60 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 60 2 might might AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 60 3 never never ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 60 4 have have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 60 5 been be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 60 6 meant mean VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 60 7 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 60 8 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 60 9 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 60 10 priest priest NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 60 11 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 61 1 but but CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 61 2 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 61 3 calling call VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 61 4 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 61 5 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 61 6 that that DET reflection_00745-2021_09 61 7 direction direction NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 61 8 drastically drastically ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 61 9 changed change VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 61 10 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 61 11 life life NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 61 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 61 13 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 61 14 view view NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 61 15 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 61 16 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 61 17 world world NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 61 18 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 61 19 drew draw VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 61 20 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 61 21 closer close ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 61 22 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 61 23 him he PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 61 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 62 1 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 62 2 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 62 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 62 4 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 62 5 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 62 6 not not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 62 7 unreasonable unreasonable ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 62 8 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 62 9 say say VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 62 10 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 62 11 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 62 12 reason reason NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 62 13 for for ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 62 14 that that DET reflection_00745-2021_09 62 15 call call NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 62 16 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 62 17 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 62 18 gain gain VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 62 19 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 62 20 benefits benefit NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 62 21 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 62 22 closeness closeness NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 62 23 that that PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 62 24 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 62 25 desired desire VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 62 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 63 1 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 63 2 looking look VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 63 3 back back ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 63 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 63 5 when when SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 63 6 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 63 7 heard hear VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 63 8 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 63 9 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 63 10 will will AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 63 11 give give VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 63 12 you you PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 63 13 many many ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 63 14 graces grace NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 63 15 for for ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 63 16 your your PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 63 17 generous generous ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 63 18 yes yes INTJ reflection_00745-2021_09 63 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 63 20 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 63 21 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 63 22 may may AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 63 23 not not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 63 24 have have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 63 25 been be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 63 26 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 63 27 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 63 28 yes yes ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 63 29 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 63 30 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 63 31 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 63 32 priesthood priesthood NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 63 33 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 63 34 but but CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 63 35 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 63 36 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 63 37 yes yes INTJ reflection_00745-2021_09 63 38 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 63 39 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 63 40 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 63 41 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 63 42 what what PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 63 43 he he PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 63 44 puts put VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 63 45 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 63 46 front front NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 63 47 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 63 48 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 63 49 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 64 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 64 2 also also ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 64 3 see see VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 64 4 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 64 5 parallel parallel NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 64 6 between between ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 64 7 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 64 8 first first ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 64 9 time time NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 64 10 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 64 11 spoke speak VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 64 12 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 64 13 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 64 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 64 15 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 64 16 vocational vocational ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 64 17 call call NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 64 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 65 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 65 2 asked ask VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 65 3 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 65 4 asked ask VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 65 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 65 6 asked ask VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 65 7 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 65 8 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 65 9 prove prove VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 65 10 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 65 11 he he PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 65 12 existed exist VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 65 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 65 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 65 15 right right ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 65 16 when when SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 65 17 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 65 18 accept accept VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 65 19 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 65 20 there there PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 65 21 is be VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 65 22 no no DET reflection_00745-2021_09 65 23 reason reason NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 65 24 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 65 25 see see VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 65 26 any any DET reflection_00745-2021_09 65 27 signs sign NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 65 28 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 65 29 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 65 30 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 65 31 will will AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 65 32 not not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 65 33 get get VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 65 34 one one NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 65 35 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 65 36 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 65 37 gives give VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 65 38 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 65 39 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 65 40 sign sign NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 65 41 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 66 1 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 66 2 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 66 3 same same ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 66 4 way way NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 66 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 66 6 after after ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 66 7 hearing hear VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 66 8 him he PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 66 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 66 10 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 66 11 begged beg VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 66 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 66 13 begged beg VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 66 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 66 15 begged beg VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 66 16 not not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 66 17 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 66 18 become become VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 66 19 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 66 20 priest priest NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 66 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 66 22 but but CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 66 23 when when SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 66 24 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 66 25 finally finally ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 66 26 considered consider VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 66 27 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 66 28 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 66 29 accepted accept VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 66 30 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 66 31 possibility possibility NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 66 32 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 66 33 what what PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 66 34 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 66 35 might might AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 66 36 have have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 66 37 planned plan VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 66 38 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 66 39 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 66 40 puts put VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 66 41 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 66 42 next next ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 66 43 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 66 44 an an DET reflection_00745-2021_09 66 45 amazing amazing ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 66 46 girl girl NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 66 47 on on ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 66 48 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 66 49 first first ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 66 50 day day NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 66 51 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 66 52 band band NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 66 53 camp camp NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 66 54 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 67 1 all all DET reflection_00745-2021_09 67 2 this this PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 67 3 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 67 4 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 67 5 say say VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 67 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 67 7 this this PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 67 8 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 67 9 all all DET reflection_00745-2021_09 67 10 one one NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 67 11 giant giant ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 67 12 lesson lesson NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 67 13 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 67 14 humility humility NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 67 15 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 67 16 trust trust NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 67 17 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 67 18 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 67 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 68 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 68 2 think think VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 68 3 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 68 4 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 68 5 beginning beginning NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 68 6 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 68 7 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 68 8 semester semester NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 68 9 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 68 10 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 68 11 looking look VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 68 12 for for ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 68 13 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 68 14 place place NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 68 15 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 68 16 fit fit VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 68 17 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 68 18 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 68 19 trying try VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 68 20 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 68 21 evaluate evaluate VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 68 22 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 68 23 own own ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 68 24 worth worth NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 68 25 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 69 1 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 69 2 since since SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 69 3 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 69 4 ’s ’ VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 69 5 tough tough ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 69 6 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 69 7 really really ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 69 8 know know VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 69 9 how how SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 69 10 hard hard ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 69 11 our our PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 69 12 peers peer NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 69 13 work work VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 69 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 69 15 how how SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 69 16 difficult difficult ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 69 17 they they PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 69 18 find find VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 69 19 certain certain ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 69 20 tasks task NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 69 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 69 22 or or CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 69 23 how how SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 69 24 much much ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 69 25 they they PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 69 26 doubt doubt VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 69 27 themselves themselves PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 69 28 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 69 29 there there PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 69 30 ’s ’ VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 69 31 no no DET reflection_00745-2021_09 69 32 easy easy ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 69 33 way way NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 69 34 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 69 35 dismiss dismiss VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 69 36 feelings feeling NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 69 37 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 69 38 we we PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 69 39 ’re ’re VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 69 40 less less ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 69 41 capable capable ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 69 42 than than ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 69 43 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 69 44 people people NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 69 45 around around ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 69 46 us we PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 69 47 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 69 48 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 70 1 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 70 2 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 70 3 what what PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 70 4 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 70 5 imposter imposter ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 70 6 syndrome syndrome NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 70 7 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 70 8 how how SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 70 9 can can AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 70 10 you you PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 70 11 combat combat VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 70 12 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 70 13 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 70 14 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 71 1 by by ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 71 2 elizabeth elizabeth PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 71 3 cox cox PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 71 4 – – PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 71 5 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 71 6 fye fye NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 71 7 week week NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 71 8 9 9 NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 71 9 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 71 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 72 1 one one NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 72 2 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 72 3 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 72 4 things thing NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 72 5 that that PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 72 6 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 72 7 comforting comfort VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 72 8 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 72 9 realize realize VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 72 10 at at ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 72 11 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 72 12 catholic catholic ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 72 13 university university NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 72 14 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 72 15 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 72 16 there there PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 72 17 are be VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 72 18 many many ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 72 19 people people NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 72 20 considering consider VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 72 21 being be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 72 22 priests priest NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 72 23 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 72 24 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 72 25 just just ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 72 26 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 72 27 outlook outlook NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 72 28 on on ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 72 29 life life NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 72 30 that that PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 72 31 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 72 32 have have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 72 33 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 72 34 going go VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 72 35 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 72 36 mass mass VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 72 37 daily daily ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 72 38 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 72 39 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 72 40 participating participate VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 72 41 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 72 42 catholic catholic ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 72 43 life life NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 72 44 on on ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 72 45 campus campus NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 72 46 just just ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 72 47 attracts attract VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 72 48 those those DET reflection_00745-2021_09 72 49 people people NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 72 50 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 73 1 so so ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 73 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 73 3 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 73 4 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 73 5 met meet VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 73 6 several several ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 73 7 others other NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 73 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 73 9 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 73 10 though though SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 73 11 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 73 12 have have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 73 13 n’t not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 73 14 talked talk VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 73 15 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 73 16 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 73 17 much much ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 73 18 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 73 19 has have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 73 20 been be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 73 21 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 73 22 great great ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 73 23 comfort comfort NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 73 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 74 1 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 74 2 if if SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 74 3 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 74 4 am be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 74 5 confident confident ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 74 6 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 74 7 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 74 8 beliefs belief NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 74 9 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 74 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 74 11 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 74 12 have have VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 74 13 love love NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 74 14 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 74 15 good good ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 74 16 will will NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 74 17 for for ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 74 18 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 74 19 other other ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 74 20 side side NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 74 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 74 22 then then ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 74 23 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 74 24 would would AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 74 25 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 74 26 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 74 27 duty duty NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 74 28 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 74 29 try try VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 74 30 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 74 31 persuade persuade VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 74 32 them they PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 74 33 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 75 1 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 75 2 if if SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 75 3 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 75 4 want want VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 75 5 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 75 6 persuade persuade VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 75 7 them they PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 75 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 75 9 then then ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 75 10 how how SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 75 11 can can AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 75 12 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 75 13 vilify vilify VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 75 14 them they PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 75 15 ? ? PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 76 1 people people NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 76 2 are be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 76 3 not not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 76 4 persuaded persuade VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 76 5 by by ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 76 6 those those PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 76 7 who who PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 76 8 attack attack VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 76 9 their their PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 76 10 character character NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 76 11 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 76 12 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 76 13 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 76 14 wesley wesley PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 76 15 theological theological PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 76 16 seminary seminary ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 76 17 commencement commencement NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 76 18 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 76 19 by by ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 76 20 fr fr PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 76 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 77 1 john john PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 77 2 jenkins jenkins PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 77 3 – – PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 77 4 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 77 5 fye fye NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 77 6 week week NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 77 7 10 10 NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 77 8 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 77 9 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 78 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 78 2 think think VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 78 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 78 4 this this DET reflection_00745-2021_09 78 5 sentiment sentiment NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 78 6 has have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 78 7 been be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 78 8 integral integral ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 78 9 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 78 10 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 78 11 relationships relationship NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 78 12 at at ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 78 13 notre notre PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 78 14 dame dame NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 78 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 79 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 79 2 am be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 79 3 confident confident ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 79 4 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 79 5 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 79 6 beliefs belief NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 79 7 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 79 8 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 79 9 values value NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 79 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 79 11 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 79 12 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 79 13 still still ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 79 14 love love VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 79 15 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 79 16 people people NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 79 17 that that PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 79 18 disagree disagree VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 79 19 with with ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 79 20 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 79 21 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 80 1 as as SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 80 2 jenkins jenkins PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 80 3 says say VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 80 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 80 5 if if SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 80 6 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 80 7 love love VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 80 8 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 80 9 other other ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 80 10 side side NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 80 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 80 12 then then ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 80 13 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 80 14 would would AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 80 15 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 80 16 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 80 17 duty duty NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 80 18 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 80 19 try try VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 80 20 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 80 21 persuade persuade VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 80 22 them they PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 80 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 81 1 on on ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 81 2 many many ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 81 3 occasions occasion NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 81 4 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 81 5 have have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 81 6 reached reach VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 81 7 out out ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 81 8 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 81 9 invite invite VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 81 10 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 81 11 friend friend NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 81 12 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 81 13 mass mass NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 81 14 or or CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 81 15 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 81 16 something something PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 81 17 that that PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 81 18 would would AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 81 19 help help VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 81 20 expand expand VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 81 21 their their PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 81 22 horizons horizon NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 81 23 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 81 24 but but CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 81 25 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 81 26 could could AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 81 27 always always ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 81 28 do do VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 81 29 more more ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 81 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 82 1 one one NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 82 2 area area NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 82 3 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 82 4 could could AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 82 5 particularly particularly ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 82 6 improve improve VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 82 7 upon upon SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 82 8 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 82 9 respectfully respectfully ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 82 10 speaking speak VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 82 11 up up ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 82 12 when when SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 82 13 someone someone PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 82 14 disagrees disagree VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 82 15 with with ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 82 16 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 82 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 82 18 faces face VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 82 19 no no DET reflection_00745-2021_09 82 20 opposition opposition NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 82 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 82 22 especially especially ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 82 23 when when SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 82 24 there there PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 82 25 is be VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 82 26 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 82 27 fundamental fundamental ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 82 28 misunderstanding misunderstanding NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 82 29 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 82 30 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 82 31 other other ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 82 32 side side NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 82 33 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 83 1 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 83 2 community community NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 83 3 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 83 4 not not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 83 5 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 83 6 goal goal NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 83 7 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 83 8 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 83 9 achieved achieve VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 83 10 but but CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 83 11 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 83 12 gift gift NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 83 13 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 83 14 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 83 15 received receive VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 83 16 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 83 17 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 83 18 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 83 19 13 13 NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 83 20 ways way NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 83 21 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 83 22 looking look VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 83 23 at at ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 83 24 community community NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 83 25 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 83 26 by by ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 83 27 parker parker PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 83 28 j. j. PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 83 29 palmer palmer PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 83 30 – – PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 83 31 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 83 32 fye fye NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 83 33 week week NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 83 34 11 11 NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 83 35 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 83 36 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 84 1 when when SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 84 2 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 84 3 arrived arrive VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 84 4 at at ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 84 5 notre notre PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 84 6 dame dame NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 84 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 84 8 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 84 9 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 84 10 welcomed welcome VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 84 11 into into ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 84 12 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 84 13 band band NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 84 14 family family NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 84 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 84 16 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 84 17 smaller small ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 84 18 clarinet clarinet NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 84 19 family family NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 84 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 84 21 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 84 22 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 84 23 family family NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 84 24 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 84 25 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 84 26 friend friend NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 84 27 group group NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 84 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 85 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 85 2 have have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 85 3 appreciated appreciate VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 85 4 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 85 5 willingness willingness NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 85 6 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 85 7 people people NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 85 8 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 85 9 reach reach VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 85 10 out out ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 85 11 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 86 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 86 2 thought think VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 86 3 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 86 4 myself myself PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 86 5 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 86 6 other other ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 86 7 day day NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 86 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 86 9 those those DET reflection_00745-2021_09 86 10 people people NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 86 11 are be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 86 12 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 86 13 best good ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 86 14 friends friend NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 86 15 because because SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 86 16 they they PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 86 17 do do AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 86 18 n’t not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 86 19 simply simply ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 86 20 walk walk VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 86 21 by by ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 86 22 but but CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 86 23 recognize recognize VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 86 24 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 86 25 as as ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 86 26 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 86 27 person person NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 86 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 87 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 87 2 realized realize VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 87 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 87 4 this this PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 87 5 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 87 6 something something PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 87 7 that that PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 87 8 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 87 9 should should AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 87 10 do do VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 87 11 more more ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 87 12 often often ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 87 13 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 88 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 88 2 received receive VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 88 3 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 88 4 gift gift NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 88 5 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 88 6 community community NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 88 7 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 88 8 family family NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 88 9 from from ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 88 10 others other NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 88 11 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 89 1 we we PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 89 2 had have VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 89 3 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 89 4 night night NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 89 5 where where SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 89 6 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 89 7 clarinets clarinet NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 89 8 sat sit VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 89 9 outside outside ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 89 10 at at ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 89 11 dusk dusk NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 89 12 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 89 13 we we PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 89 14 talked talk VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 89 15 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 89 16 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 89 17 first first ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 89 18 week week NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 89 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 90 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 90 2 thanked thank VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 90 3 everyone everyone PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 90 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 90 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 90 6 said say VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 90 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 90 8 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 90 9 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 90 10 just just ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 90 11 hope hope VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 90 12 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 90 13 there there PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 90 14 is be VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 90 15 someway someway NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 90 16 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 90 17 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 90 18 can can AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 90 19 repay repay VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 90 20 you you PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 90 21 all all PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 90 22 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 90 23 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 91 1 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 91 2 response response NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 91 3 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 91 4 got get VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 91 5 was be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 91 6 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 91 7 pay pay VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 91 8 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 91 9 forward forward ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 91 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 91 11 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 91 12 when when SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 91 13 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 91 14 seniors senior NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 91 15 leave leave VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 91 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 91 17 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 91 18 rest rest NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 91 19 of of ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 91 20 us we PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 91 21 inherit inherit NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 91 22 responsibility responsibility NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 91 23 for for ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 91 24 welcoming welcome VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 91 25 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 91 26 new new ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 91 27 freshman freshman NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 91 28 into into ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 91 29 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 91 30 community community NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 91 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 92 1 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 92 2 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 92 3 if if SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 92 4 only only ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 92 5 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 92 6 will will NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 92 7 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 92 8 walk walk VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 92 9 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 92 10 really really ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 92 11 there there ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 92 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 92 13 he he PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 92 14 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 92 15 pleased pleased ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 92 16 even even ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 92 17 with with ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 92 18 their their PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 92 19 stumbles stumble NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 92 20 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 92 21 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 92 22 “ " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 92 23 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 92 24 screwtape screwtape NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 92 25 letters letter NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 92 26 ” " PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 92 27 by by ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 92 28 c.s c.s PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 92 29 . . PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 92 30 lewis lewis PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 92 31 – – PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 92 32 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 92 33 fye fye NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 92 34 week week NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 92 35 12 12 NUM reflection_00745-2021_09 92 36 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 92 37 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 93 1 this this DET reflection_00745-2021_09 93 2 line line NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 93 3 expresses express VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 93 4 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 93 5 hope hope NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 93 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 93 7 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 93 8 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 93 9 had have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 93 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 93 11 with with ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 93 12 all all DET reflection_00745-2021_09 93 13 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 93 14 discerning discerning NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 93 15 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 93 16 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 93 17 been be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 93 18 doing do VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 93 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 94 1 much much ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 94 2 like like SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 94 3 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 94 4 thomas thomas PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 94 5 merton merton PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 94 6 prayer prayer NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 94 7 read read VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 94 8 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 94 9 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 94 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 94 11 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 94 12 have have VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 94 13 no no DET reflection_00745-2021_09 94 14 idea idea NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 94 15 what what PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 94 16 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 94 17 am be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 94 18 doing do VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 94 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 94 20 but but CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 94 21 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 94 22 know know VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 94 23 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 94 24 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 94 25 desire desire NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 94 26 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 94 27 please please VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 94 28 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 94 29 does do AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 94 30 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 94 31 fact fact NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 94 32 please please VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 94 33 him he PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 94 34 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 95 1 now now ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 95 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 95 3 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 95 4 could could AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 95 5 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 95 6 wrong wrong ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 95 7 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 95 8 everything everything PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 95 9 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 95 10 have have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 95 11 written write VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 95 12 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 95 13 this this DET reflection_00745-2021_09 95 14 essay essay NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 95 15 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 95 16 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 95 17 also also ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 95 18 greatly greatly ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 95 19 oversimplified oversimplify VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 95 20 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 95 21 story story NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 95 22 in in ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 95 23 order order NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 95 24 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 95 25 make make VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 95 26 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 95 27 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 95 28 somewhat somewhat ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 95 29 reasonable reasonable ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 95 30 length length NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 95 31 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 95 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 96 1 maybe maybe ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 96 2 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 96 3 never never ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 96 4 heard hear VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 96 5 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 96 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 96 7 or or CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 96 8 maybe maybe ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 96 9 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 96 10 ’s ’ VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 96 11 unreasonable unreasonable ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 96 12 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 96 13 think think VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 96 14 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 96 15 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 96 16 would would AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 96 17 ever ever ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 96 18 tell tell VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 96 19 me i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 96 20 something something PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 96 21 as as ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 96 22 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 96 23 means means NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 96 24 to to ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 96 25 an an DET reflection_00745-2021_09 96 26 end end NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 96 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 97 1 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 97 2 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 97 3 am be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 97 4 okay okay ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 97 5 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 97 6 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 97 7 could could AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 97 8 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 97 9 wrong wrong ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 97 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 98 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 98 2 trust trust VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 98 3 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 98 4 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 98 5 whatever whatever PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 98 6 happens happen VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 98 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 98 8 it it PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 98 9 will will AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 98 10 be be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 98 11 what what PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 98 12 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 98 13 supposed suppose VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 98 14 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 98 15 happen happen VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 98 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 99 1 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 99 2 do do AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 99 3 n’t not PART reflection_00745-2021_09 99 4 know know VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 99 5 whether whether SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 99 6 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 99 7 ’m ’m AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 99 8 supposed suppose VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 99 9 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 99 10 get get AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 99 11 married marry VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 99 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 99 13 but but CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 99 14 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 99 15 know know VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 99 16 that that SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 99 17 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 99 18 can can AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 99 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 100 1 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 100 2 depending depend VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 100 3 on on ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 100 4 how how SCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 100 5 my my PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 100 6 relationship relationship NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 100 7 with with ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 100 8 meg meg PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 100 9 goes go VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 100 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 100 11 maybe maybe ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 100 12 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 100 13 will will AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 100 14 find find VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 100 15 out out ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 100 16 that that DET reflection_00745-2021_09 100 17 answer answer NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 100 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 101 1 there there PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 101 2 is be VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 101 3 still still ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 101 4 a a DET reflection_00745-2021_09 101 5 lot lot NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 101 6 more more ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 101 7 to to PART reflection_00745-2021_09 101 8 understand understand VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 101 9 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 101 10 god god PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 101 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 101 12 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 101 13 dating date VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 101 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 101 15 about about ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 101 16 life life NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 101 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 101 18 but but CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 101 19 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 101 20 have have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 101 21 already already ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 101 22 learned learn VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 101 23 so so ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 101 24 much much ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 101 25 here here ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 101 26 at at ADP reflection_00745-2021_09 101 27 notre notre PROPN reflection_00745-2021_09 101 28 dame dame NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 101 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 102 1 what what PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 102 2 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 102 3 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 102 4 learned learn VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 102 5 is be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 102 6 priceless priceless ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 102 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 102 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 102 9 somehow somehow ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 102 10 even even ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 102 11 more more ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 102 12 valuable valuable ADJ reflection_00745-2021_09 102 13 has have AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 102 14 just just ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 102 15 been be AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 102 16 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 102 17 time time NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 102 18 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 102 19 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 102 20 spent spend VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 102 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 102 22 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 102 23 experiences experience NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 102 24 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 102 25 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 102 26 had have VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 102 27 , , PUNCT reflection_00745-2021_09 102 28 and and CCONJ reflection_00745-2021_09 102 29 the the DET reflection_00745-2021_09 102 30 people people NOUN reflection_00745-2021_09 102 31 i i PRON reflection_00745-2021_09 102 32 ’ve ’ve AUX reflection_00745-2021_09 102 33 met meet VERB reflection_00745-2021_09 102 34 here here ADV reflection_00745-2021_09 102 35 . . 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