id sid tid token lemma pos reflection_00773-2021_09 1 1 lauerman lauerman PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 1 2 integration integration NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 1 3 two two NUM reflection_00773-2021_09 1 4 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 1 5 first first ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 1 6 year year NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 1 7 experience experience NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 1 8 december december PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 1 9 5th 5th NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 1 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 1 11 2021 2021 NUM reflection_00773-2021_09 1 12 who who PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 1 13 am be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 1 14 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 1 15 : : PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 1 16 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 1 17 unanswerable unanswerable ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 1 18 question question NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 1 19 one one NUM reflection_00773-2021_09 1 20 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 1 21 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 1 22 most most ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 1 23 important important ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 1 24 questions question NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 1 25 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 1 26 have have AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 1 27 asked ask VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 1 28 myself myself PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 1 29 this this DET reflection_00773-2021_09 1 30 year year NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 1 31 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 1 32 who who PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 1 33 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 1 34 am be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 1 35 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 1 36 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 1 37 do do AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 1 38 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 1 39 belong belong VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 1 40 here here ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 1 41 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 2 1 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 2 2 latter latter ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 2 3 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 2 4 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 2 5 two two NUM reflection_00773-2021_09 2 6 questions question NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 2 7 has have VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 2 8 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 2 9 lot lot NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 2 10 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 2 11 do do VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 2 12 with with ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 2 13 imposter imposter ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 2 14 syndrome syndrome NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 2 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 2 16 which which PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 2 17 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 2 18 when when SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 2 19 you you PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 2 20 are be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 2 21 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 2 22 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 2 23 situation situation NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 2 24 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 2 25 you you PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 2 26 feel feel VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 2 27 like like SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 2 28 you you PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 2 29 do do AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 2 30 not not PART reflection_00773-2021_09 2 31 belong belong VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 2 32 or or CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 2 33 are be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 2 34 not not PART reflection_00773-2021_09 2 35 worthy worthy ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 2 36 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 2 37 your your PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 2 38 current current ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 2 39 state state NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 2 40 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 2 41 “ " PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 2 42 what what PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 2 43 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 2 44 imposter imposter ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 2 45 syndrome syndrome NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 2 46 ” " PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 2 47 by by ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 2 48 elizebeth elizebeth PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 2 49 cox cox PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 2 50 moreau moreau ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 2 51 fye fye PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 2 52 week week NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 2 53 nine nine NUM reflection_00773-2021_09 2 54 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 2 55 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 3 1 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 3 2 have have AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 3 3 dealt deal VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 3 4 with with ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 3 5 imposter imposter ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 3 6 syndrome syndrome NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 3 7 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 3 8 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 3 9 past past NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 3 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 3 11 however however ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 3 12 never never ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 3 13 like like SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 3 14 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 3 15 have have AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 3 16 had have AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 3 17 it it PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 3 18 to to ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 3 19 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 3 20 degree degree NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 3 21 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 3 22 do do VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 3 23 now now ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 3 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 4 1 at at ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 4 2 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 4 3 beginning beginning NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 4 4 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 4 5 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 4 6 year year NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 4 7 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 4 8 was be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 4 9 doing do VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 4 10 fine fine NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 4 11 academically academically ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 4 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 4 13 but but CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 4 14 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 4 15 discussions discussion NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 4 16 with with ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 4 17 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 4 18 friends friend NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 4 19 about about ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 4 20 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 4 21 college college NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 4 22 admissions admission NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 4 23 process process NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 4 24 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 4 25 began begin VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 4 26 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 4 27 feel feel VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 4 28 like like SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 4 29 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 4 30 might might AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 4 31 not not PART reflection_00773-2021_09 4 32 belong belong VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 4 33 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 5 1 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 5 2 conversations conversation NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 5 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 5 4 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 5 5 would would AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 5 6 hear hear VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 5 7 about about ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 5 8 all all PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 5 9 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 5 10 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 5 11 friends friend NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 5 12 getting get VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 5 13 into into ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 5 14 colleges college NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 5 15 that that PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 5 16 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 5 17 did do VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 5 18 not not PART reflection_00773-2021_09 5 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 6 1 this this PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 6 2 by by ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 6 3 itself itself PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 6 4 did do AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 6 5 not not PART reflection_00773-2021_09 6 6 make make VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 6 7 me i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 6 8 feel feel VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 6 9 worse bad ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 6 10 about about ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 6 11 myself myself PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 6 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 6 13 but but CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 6 14 as as SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 6 15 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 6 16 grade grade NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 6 17 began begin VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 6 18 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 6 19 decline decline VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 6 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 6 21 it it PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 6 22 made make VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 6 23 me i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 6 24 feel feel VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 6 25 worse bad ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 6 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 7 1 as as SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 7 2 previously previously ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 7 3 mentioned mention VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 7 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 7 5 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 7 6 started start VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 7 7 out out ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 7 8 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 7 9 year year NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 7 10 pretty pretty ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 7 11 strong strong ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 7 12 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 7 13 but but CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 7 14 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 7 15 grades grade NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 7 16 began begin VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 7 17 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 7 18 slip slip VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 7 19 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 7 20 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 7 21 some some DET reflection_00773-2021_09 7 22 classes class NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 7 23 they they PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 7 24 fell fall VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 7 25 off off ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 7 26 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 7 27 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 7 28 cliff cliff NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 7 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 8 1 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 8 2 take take VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 8 3 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 8 4 case case NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 8 5 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 8 6 point point NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 8 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 8 8 during during ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 8 9 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 8 10 calculus calculus NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 8 11 two two NUM reflection_00773-2021_09 8 12 class class NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 8 13 on on ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 8 14 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 8 15 third third ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 8 16 exam exam NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 8 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 8 18 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 8 19 got get VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 8 20 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 8 21 worst bad ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 8 22 grade grade NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 8 23 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 8 24 have have AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 8 25 ever ever ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 8 26 gotten get VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 8 27 on on ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 8 28 an an DET reflection_00773-2021_09 8 29 exam exam NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 8 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 9 1 this this PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 9 2 hurt hurt VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 9 3 me i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 9 4 more more ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 9 5 than than SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 9 6 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 9 7 thought think VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 9 8 it it PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 9 9 would would AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 9 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 9 11 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 9 12 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 9 13 combination combination NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 9 14 with with ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 9 15 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 9 16 previous previous ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 9 17 discussion discussion NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 9 18 about about ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 9 19 colleges college NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 9 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 9 21 it it PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 9 22 led lead VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 9 23 to to ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 9 24 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 9 25 imposter imposter ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 9 26 syndrome syndrome NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 9 27 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 10 1 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 10 2 believe believe VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 10 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 10 4 elizebeth elizebeth PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 10 5 cox cox PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 10 6 describes describe VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 10 7 imposter imposter ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 10 8 syndrome syndrome NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 10 9 best well ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 10 10 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 10 11 saying say VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 10 12 that that SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 10 13 it it PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 10 14 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 10 15 not not PART reflection_00773-2021_09 10 16 “ " PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 10 17 necessarily necessarily ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 10 18 linked link VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 10 19 to to ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 10 20 depression depression NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 10 21 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 10 22 anxiety anxiety NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 10 23 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 10 24 or or CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 10 25 self self NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 10 26 - - PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 10 27 esteem esteem NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 10 28 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 10 29 ” " PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 11 1 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 11 2 “ " PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 11 3 what what PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 11 4 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 11 5 imposter imposter ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 11 6 syndrome syndrome NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 11 7 ” " PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 11 8 by by ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 11 9 elizebeth elizebeth PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 11 10 cox cox PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 11 11 moreau moreau ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 11 12 fye fye PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 11 13 week week NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 11 14 nine nine NUM reflection_00773-2021_09 11 15 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 12 1 it it PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 12 2 leaves leave VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 12 3 you you PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 12 4 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 12 5 weird weird ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 12 6 feeling feeling NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 12 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 12 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 12 9 there there PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 12 10 is be VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 12 11 seemingly seemingly ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 12 12 no no DET reflection_00773-2021_09 12 13 easy easy ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 12 14 fix fix NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 12 15 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 12 16 make make VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 12 17 it it PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 12 18 better well ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 12 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 13 1 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 13 2 have have AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 13 3 also also ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 13 4 had have VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 13 5 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 13 6 ask ask VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 13 7 myself myself PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 13 8 who who PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 13 9 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 13 10 am be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 13 11 this this DET reflection_00773-2021_09 13 12 year year NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 13 13 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 14 1 as as SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 14 2 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 14 3 discussed discuss VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 14 4 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 14 5 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 14 6 first first ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 14 7 integration integration NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 14 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 14 9 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 14 10 do do VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 14 11 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 14 12 lot lot NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 14 13 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 14 14 learning learn VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 14 15 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 14 16 making make VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 14 17 mistakes mistake NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 14 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 14 19 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 14 20 because because SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 14 21 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 14 22 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 14 23 many many ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 14 24 mistakes mistake NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 14 25 this this DET reflection_00773-2021_09 14 26 semester semester NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 14 27 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 14 28 have have AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 14 29 done do VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 14 30 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 14 31 lot lot NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 14 32 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 14 33 self self NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 14 34 learning learning NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 14 35 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 15 1 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 15 2 product product NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 15 3 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 15 4 self self NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 15 5 learning learning NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 15 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 15 7 at at ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 15 8 least least ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 15 9 for for ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 15 10 me i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 15 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 15 12 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 15 13 questioning question VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 15 14 who who PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 15 15 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 15 16 am be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 15 17 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 16 1 one one NUM reflection_00773-2021_09 16 2 major major ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 16 3 mistake mistake NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 16 4 has have AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 16 5 led lead VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 16 6 me i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 16 7 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 16 8 do do VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 16 9 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 16 10 lot lot NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 16 11 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 16 12 self self NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 16 13 reflection reflection NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 16 14 into into ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 16 15 what what PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 16 16 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 16 17 care care VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 16 18 about about ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 16 19 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 16 20 what what PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 16 21 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 16 22 stand stand VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 16 23 for for ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 16 24 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 16 25 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 16 26 most most ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 16 27 importantly importantly ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 16 28 — — PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 16 29 who who PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 16 30 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 16 31 am be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 16 32 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 17 1 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 17 2 never never ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 17 3 had have VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 17 4 as as ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 17 5 much much ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 17 6 self self NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 17 7 reflection reflection NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 17 8 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 17 9 do do VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 17 10 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 17 11 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 17 12 life life NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 17 13 prior prior ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 17 14 to to ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 17 15 mailto:alauerma@nd.edu mailto:alauerma@nd.edu PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 17 16 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 17 17 mistake mistake NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 17 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 18 1 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 18 2 feel feel VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 18 3 that that SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 18 4 this this PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 18 5 was be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 18 6 because because SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 18 7 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 18 8 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 18 9 similar similar ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 18 10 reason reason NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 18 11 fr fr PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 18 12 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 19 1 john john PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 19 2 jenkins jenkins PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 19 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 19 4 c.s.c c.s.c ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 19 5 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 20 1 mentions mention NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 20 2 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 20 3 his his PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 20 4 wesley wesley PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 20 5 theological theological PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 20 6 seminary seminary ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 20 7 commencement commencement NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 20 8 speech speech NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 20 9 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 21 1 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 21 2 his his PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 21 3 speech speech NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 21 4 fr fr PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 21 5 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 22 1 john john PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 22 2 jenkins jenkins PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 22 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 22 4 c.s.c c.s.c ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 22 5 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 23 1 talks talk NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 23 2 about about ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 23 3 how how SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 23 4 much much ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 23 5 conviction conviction NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 23 6 can can AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 23 7 all all ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 23 8 be be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 23 9 wiped wipe VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 23 10 away away ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 23 11 from from ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 23 12 pride pride NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 23 13 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 23 14 greed greed NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 23 15 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 24 1 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 24 2 “ " PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 24 3 wesley wesley PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 24 4 theological theological PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 24 5 seminary seminary ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 24 6 commencement commencement NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 24 7 ” " PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 24 8 by by ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 24 9 fr fr PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 24 10 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 25 1 john john PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 25 2 jenkins jenkins PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 25 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 25 4 c.s.c c.s.c ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 25 5 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 26 1 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 26 2 fye fye PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 26 3 week week NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 26 4 ten ten NUM reflection_00773-2021_09 26 5 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 26 6 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 26 7 be be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 26 8 completely completely ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 26 9 honest honest ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 26 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 26 11 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 26 12 still still ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 26 13 do do AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 26 14 not not PART reflection_00773-2021_09 26 15 have have VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 26 16 answers answer NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 26 17 to to ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 26 18 these these DET reflection_00773-2021_09 26 19 questions question NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 26 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 26 21 but but CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 26 22 with with ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 26 23 each each DET reflection_00773-2021_09 26 24 day day NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 26 25 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 26 26 feel feel VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 26 27 that that SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 26 28 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 26 29 am be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 26 30 getting get VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 26 31 closer close ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 26 32 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 26 33 closer close ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 26 34 to to ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 26 35 being be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 26 36 able able ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 26 37 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 26 38 answer answer VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 26 39 them they PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 26 40 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 27 1 one one NUM reflection_00773-2021_09 27 2 thing thing NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 27 3 that that PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 27 4 was be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 27 5 previously previously ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 27 6 “ " PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 27 7 black black ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 27 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 27 9 white white ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 27 10 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 27 11 ” " PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 27 12 but but CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 27 13 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 27 14 now now ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 27 15 more more ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 27 16 ambiguous ambiguous ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 27 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 27 18 undefined undefined ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 27 19 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 27 20 what what PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 27 21 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 27 22 hope hope NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 27 23 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 28 1 prior prior ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 28 2 to to ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 28 3 coming come VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 28 4 to to ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 28 5 notre notre PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 28 6 dame dame NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 28 7 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 28 8 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 28 9 only only ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 28 10 thought think VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 28 11 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 28 12 hope hope NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 28 13 as as ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 28 14 believing believe VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 28 15 that that SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 28 16 something something PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 28 17 unlikely unlikely ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 28 18 will will AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 28 19 happen happen VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 28 20 like like ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 28 21 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 28 22 philadelphia philadelphia PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 28 23 seventy seventy NUM reflection_00773-2021_09 28 24 sixers sixer NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 28 25 actually actually ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 28 26 winning win VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 28 27 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 28 28 championship championship NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 28 29 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 29 1 however however ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 29 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 29 3 after after ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 29 4 coming come VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 29 5 to to ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 29 6 notre notre PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 29 7 dame dame NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 29 8 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 29 9 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 29 10 believe believe VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 29 11 that that SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 29 12 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 29 13 definition definition NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 29 14 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 29 15 hope hope NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 29 16 has have AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 29 17 become become VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 29 18 more more ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 29 19 nuanced nuanced ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 29 20 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 29 21 but but CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 29 22 at at ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 29 23 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 29 24 same same ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 29 25 time time NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 29 26 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 29 27 it it PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 29 28 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 29 29 more more ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 29 30 undefined undefined ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 29 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 30 1 through through ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 30 2 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 30 3 current current ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 30 4 education education NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 30 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 30 6 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 30 7 have have AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 30 8 begun begin VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 30 9 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 30 10 see see VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 30 11 hope hope NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 30 12 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 30 13 two two NUM reflection_00773-2021_09 30 14 respects respect NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 30 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 30 16 religiously religiously ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 30 17 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 30 18 agnostically agnostically ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 30 19 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 31 1 as as SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 31 2 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 31 3 first first ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 31 4 read read VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 31 5 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 31 6 holy holy PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 31 7 cross cross PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 31 8 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 31 9 christian christian ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 31 10 education education NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 31 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 31 12 hope hope NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 31 13 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 31 14 “ " PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 31 15 trusting trust VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 31 16 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 31 17 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 31 18 cross cross NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 31 19 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 31 20 god god PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 31 21 ’s ’s PART reflection_00773-2021_09 31 22 promise promise NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 31 23 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 31 24 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 31 25 kingdom kingdom NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 31 26 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 31 27 ” " PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 32 1 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 32 2 “ " PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 32 3 holy holy PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 32 4 cross cross PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 32 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 32 6 christian christian ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 32 7 education education NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 32 8 ” " PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 32 9 by by ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 32 10 campus campus NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 32 11 ministry ministry NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 32 12 at at ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 32 13 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 32 14 university university PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 32 15 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 32 16 notre notre PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 32 17 dame dame PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 32 18 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 32 19 fye fye NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 32 20 week week NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 32 21 twelve twelve NUM reflection_00773-2021_09 32 22 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 32 23 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 32 24 this this DET reflection_00773-2021_09 32 25 respect respect NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 32 26 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 32 27 hope hope NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 32 28 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 32 29 relatively relatively ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 32 30 straightforward straightforward ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 32 31 at at ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 32 32 first first ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 32 33 but but CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 32 34 saying say VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 32 35 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 32 36 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 32 37 lot lot NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 32 38 easier easy ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 32 39 than than ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 32 40 doing do VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 32 41 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 33 1 trusting trust VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 33 2 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 33 3 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 33 4 cross cross NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 33 5 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 33 6 god god PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 33 7 ’s ’s PART reflection_00773-2021_09 33 8 promise promise NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 33 9 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 33 10 one one NUM reflection_00773-2021_09 33 11 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 33 12 those those DET reflection_00773-2021_09 33 13 things thing NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 33 14 for for ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 33 15 me i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 33 16 that that PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 33 17 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 33 18 very very ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 33 19 easy easy ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 33 20 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 33 21 do do VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 33 22 when when SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 33 23 things thing NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 33 24 are be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 33 25 going go VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 33 26 well well ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 33 27 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 33 28 but but CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 33 29 at at ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 33 30 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 33 31 slightest slight ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 33 32 inconvenience inconvenience NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 33 33 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 33 34 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 33 35 tough tough ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 33 36 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 33 37 do do VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 33 38 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 34 1 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 34 2 have have AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 34 3 found find VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 34 4 that that SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 34 5 when when SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 34 6 going go VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 34 7 through through ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 34 8 tough tough ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 34 9 times time NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 34 10 throughout throughout ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 34 11 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 34 12 year year NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 34 13 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 34 14 it it PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 34 15 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 34 16 harder hard ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 34 17 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 34 18 have have VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 34 19 hope hope NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 34 20 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 34 21 it it PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 34 22 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 34 23 not not PART reflection_00773-2021_09 34 24 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 34 25 first first ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 34 26 thing thing NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 34 27 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 34 28 tend tend VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 34 29 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 34 30 look look VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 34 31 for for ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 34 32 when when SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 34 33 going go VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 34 34 through through ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 34 35 tough tough ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 34 36 times time NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 34 37 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 35 1 however however ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 35 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 35 3 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 35 4 believe believe VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 35 5 that that SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 35 6 it it PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 35 7 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 35 8 this this DET reflection_00773-2021_09 35 9 tough tough ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 35 10 nature nature NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 35 11 that that PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 35 12 makes make VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 35 13 hope hope NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 35 14 so so ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 35 15 valuable valuable ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 35 16 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 35 17 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 35 18 religious religious ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 35 19 context context NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 35 20 because because SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 35 21 truly truly ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 35 22 trusting trust VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 35 23 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 35 24 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 35 25 cross cross NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 35 26 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 35 27 god god PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 35 28 ’s ’s PART reflection_00773-2021_09 35 29 promise promise NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 35 30 means mean VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 35 31 doing do VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 35 32 so so ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 35 33 when when SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 35 34 times time NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 35 35 are be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 35 36 at at ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 35 37 their their PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 35 38 toughest tough ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 35 39 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 36 1 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 36 2 agonistic agonistic ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 36 3 definition definition NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 36 4 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 36 5 hope hope NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 36 6 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 36 7 believe believe VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 36 8 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 36 9 have have AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 36 10 come come VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 36 11 across across ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 36 12 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 36 13 that that DET reflection_00773-2021_09 36 14 hope hope NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 36 15 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 36 16 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 36 17 motivator motivator NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 36 18 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 37 1 however however ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 37 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 37 3 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 37 4 degree degree NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 37 5 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 37 6 which which PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 37 7 it it PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 37 8 can can AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 37 9 motivate motivate VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 37 10 varies varie NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 37 11 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 37 12 lot lot NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 37 13 by by ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 37 14 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 37 15 person person NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 37 16 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 38 1 through through ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 38 2 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 38 3 experiences experience NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 38 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 38 5 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 38 6 believe believe VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 38 7 that that SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 38 8 some some DET reflection_00773-2021_09 38 9 people people NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 38 10 can can AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 38 11 create create VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 38 12 hope hope NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 38 13 intrinsically intrinsically ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 38 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 38 15 but but CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 38 16 for for ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 38 17 me i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 38 18 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 38 19 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 38 20 have have AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 38 21 learned learn VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 38 22 that that SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 38 23 hope hope NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 38 24 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 38 25 extremely extremely ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 38 26 difficult difficult ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 38 27 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 38 28 derive derive VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 38 29 intrinsically intrinsically ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 38 30 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 39 1 hope hope NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 39 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 39 3 rather rather ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 39 4 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 39 5 must must AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 39 6 be be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 39 7 curated curate VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 39 8 by by ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 39 9 those those PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 39 10 around around ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 39 11 you you PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 39 12 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 40 1 this this PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 40 2 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 40 3 not not PART reflection_00773-2021_09 40 4 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 40 5 say say VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 40 6 that that SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 40 7 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 40 8 can can AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 40 9 not not PART reflection_00773-2021_09 40 10 create create VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 40 11 hope hope NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 40 12 by by ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 40 13 myself myself PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 40 14 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 40 15 but but CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 40 16 that that SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 40 17 it it PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 40 18 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 40 19 much much ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 40 20 easier easy ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 40 21 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 40 22 be be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 40 23 hopeful hopeful ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 40 24 if if SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 40 25 those those PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 40 26 surrounding surround VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 40 27 you you PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 40 28 are be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 40 29 supportive supportive ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 40 30 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 40 31 hopeful hopeful ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 40 32 as as ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 40 33 well well ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 40 34 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 41 1 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 41 2 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 41 3 same same ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 41 4 way way NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 41 5 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 41 6 if if SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 41 7 you you PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 41 8 literally literally ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 41 9 fall fall VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 41 10 most most ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 41 11 people people NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 41 12 can can AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 41 13 get get VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 41 14 back back ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 41 15 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 41 16 but but CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 41 17 it it PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 41 18 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 41 19 much much ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 41 20 easier easy ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 41 21 if if SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 41 22 someone someone PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 41 23 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 41 24 willing willing ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 41 25 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 41 26 offer offer VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 41 27 you you PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 41 28 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 41 29 hand hand NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 41 30 up up ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 41 31 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 42 1 lastly lastly ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 42 2 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 42 3 one one NUM reflection_00773-2021_09 42 4 thing thing NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 42 5 that that PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 42 6 has have AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 42 7 grown grow VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 42 8 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 42 9 importance importance NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 42 10 as as ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 42 11 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 42 12 result result NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 42 13 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 42 14 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 42 15 notre notre PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 42 16 dame dame NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 42 17 journey journey NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 42 18 is be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 42 19 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 42 20 awareness awareness NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 42 21 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 42 22 social social ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 42 23 issues issue NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 42 24 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 43 1 through through ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 43 2 classes class NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 43 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 43 4 even even ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 43 5 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 43 6 ones one NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 43 7 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 43 8 did do AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 43 9 not not PART reflection_00773-2021_09 43 10 expect expect VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 43 11 like like ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 43 12 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 43 13 world world PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 43 14 war war PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 43 15 ii ii PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 43 16 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 43 17 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 43 18 learned learn VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 43 19 about about ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 43 20 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 43 21 importance importance NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 43 22 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 43 23 social social ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 43 24 change change NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 43 25 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 43 26 being be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 43 27 aware aware ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 43 28 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 43 29 issues issue NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 43 30 that that PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 43 31 are be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 43 32 not not PART reflection_00773-2021_09 43 33 constantly constantly ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 43 34 talked talk VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 43 35 about about ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 43 36 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 43 37 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 43 38 common common ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 43 39 discourse discourse NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 43 40 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 44 1 for for ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 44 2 example example NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 44 3 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 44 4 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 44 5 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 44 6 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 44 7 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 44 8 had have VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 44 9 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 44 10 opportunity opportunity NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 44 11 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 44 12 look look VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 44 13 at at ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 44 14 redlining redline VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 44 15 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 44 16 communities community NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 44 17 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 45 1 ( ( PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 45 2 “ " PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 45 3 diversity diversity NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 45 4 matters matter VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 45 5 ! ! PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 45 6 " " PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 46 1 by by ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 46 2 prof prof PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 46 3 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 47 1 agustin agustin PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 47 2 fuentes fuente VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 47 3 moreau moreau ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 47 4 fye fye PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 47 5 week week NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 47 6 11 11 NUM reflection_00773-2021_09 47 7 ) ) PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 48 1 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 48 2 became become VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 48 3 aware aware ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 48 4 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 48 5 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 48 6 current current ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 48 7 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 48 8 past past ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 48 9 practices practice NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 48 10 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 48 11 relation relation NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 48 12 to to ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 48 13 housing housing NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 48 14 that that PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 48 15 has have AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 48 16 created create VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 48 17 segregation segregation NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 48 18 by by ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 48 19 hoursing hourse VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 48 20 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 49 1 at at ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 49 2 first first ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 49 3 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 49 4 thought think VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 49 5 this this PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 49 6 was be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 49 7 only only ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 49 8 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 49 9 problem problem NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 49 10 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 49 11 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 49 12 city city NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 49 13 shown show VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 49 14 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 49 15 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 49 16 video video NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 49 17 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 49 18 but but CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 49 19 after after ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 49 20 looking look VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 49 21 at at ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 49 22 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 49 23 map map NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 49 24 myself myself PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 49 25 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 49 26 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 49 27 became become VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 49 28 aware aware ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 49 29 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 49 30 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 49 31 fact fact NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 49 32 that that SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 49 33 this this PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 49 34 happens happen VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 49 35 everywhere everywhere ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 49 36 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 50 1 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 50 2 saw see VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 50 3 the the DET reflection_00773-2021_09 50 4 effects effect NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 50 5 in in ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 50 6 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 50 7 hometown hometown NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 50 8 of of ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 50 9 philadelphia philadelphia PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 50 10 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 50 11 its its PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 50 12 suburbs suburb NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 50 13 . . PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 51 1 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 51 2 am be AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 51 3 almost almost ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 51 4 certain certain ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 51 5 that that SCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 51 6 without without ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 51 7 my my PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 51 8 notre notre PROPN reflection_00773-2021_09 51 9 dame dame NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 51 10 education education NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 51 11 , , PUNCT reflection_00773-2021_09 51 12 i i PRON reflection_00773-2021_09 51 13 would would AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 51 14 not not PART reflection_00773-2021_09 51 15 have have AUX reflection_00773-2021_09 51 16 wanted want VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 51 17 to to PART reflection_00773-2021_09 51 18 go go VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 51 19 beyond beyond ADV reflection_00773-2021_09 51 20 and and CCONJ reflection_00773-2021_09 51 21 learn learn VERB reflection_00773-2021_09 51 22 more more ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 51 23 about about ADP reflection_00773-2021_09 51 24 a a DET reflection_00773-2021_09 51 25 social social ADJ reflection_00773-2021_09 51 26 issue issue NOUN reflection_00773-2021_09 51 27 . . PUNCT