THE PASSIONS of the SPIRIT. LONDON Printed by Thomas Este, dwelling in Aldersgate-streete. 1599 TO THE WORSHIPFUL and virtuous gentlewoman, Mris MARY HOUGHTON, wife to the worshipful Mr Peter Houghton Esquire, Alderman, and now one of the shrifes of London. 1594. IT is the general received opinion among most men that nothing is more odious in the sight of god & good men, than unthankfulness. And in deed, the trees & plants, & the earth itself, which for the rain and labour that is beestowed upon them, yield forth fruit, show themselves thankful. And therefore I was so bold, (right Worshipful) having received many favours at your hands, that I might not seem to have received them in vain by unthanfulnesse, to offer unto your worship's hands this little present Greater men may easily offer greater gifts. But if gifts may find acceptance according to the good hearts & minds of the giver, I fear not but this little gift, though small in view, shall be graciously accepted? both because the matter is precious, & it proceedeth from a mind as willing to show it thankful, as whosoever else that commends himself by a greater present. And so wishing unto your worshipful husband and yourself, all hearts content in this life, & everlasting happiness in the life to come, humbly take my leave. Your worships at command, Thomas Este. The passions of the spirit WHere shall I find that most mournful muse, That never heard of any thing but moan, And read the passion that her pen doth use, When she and sorrow sadly sits alone, To tell the world more than the world can tell What fits in deed most fitly figure hell? Let me not think once of the smallest thought, Nor speak of less than of the greatest grief, Where every sense with sorrows over wrought, lives but in death despairing of relief, While thus the heart with torments torn asunder, May of the world be called the woeful wonder. The day like nights, all darkened by distress, Pleasure become a subject full of pain, The spirit overpress with heaviness, While helpless horror vexeth every vain: Death shakes his dart, grief hath my grave prepared: Yet to more sorrow, is my spirit spared. The Owly eyes that not endure the light, The night ravens song that sounds of nought but death, The Cockatrice that killeth with her sight, The poisoned air that chokes the sweetest breath, Thunder and earthquakes all together met, These tell a little how my life is set. Where words dissolved to sighs, sighs into tears, And every tear to torments of the mind, The minds distress, into those deadly fears, That find more death than death itself can find. Death to that life, that living doth descry, A little more yet of my misery. Put all the woes of all the world together: Sorrow and death, sit down in all their pride, Let misery bring all her muses hither, With all the horror that the heart can bide. Then read the state but of my ruthful story, And say my grief hath gotten sorrows glory. For nature's sickness sometime may have ease, Fortune (though fickle) sometime is a friend, The mind's affliction patience may appease, And death is cause that many torments end: But ever sick, crossed, grieved, and living dying, Think on the spirit in this sorrow lying. To show the nature of my pain (alas,) pain hath no nature to descry my pain, But where that pain itself in pain doth pass. Think on vexation so in every vain, That hopeless, helpless, endless pains may tell, Save hell itself, but mine there is no hell. If sickness be a ground of deadly grief, Consuming cares have caught me by the heart: If want of comfort, hopeless of relief, Be further woe to way my inward smart: If friends unkindness, so my grief is grounded: If causeless wronged, so my heart is wounded. If love refused so read on my ruin, If truth disgraced, so my sorrow moved, If faith abused the ground my torments grew in, If virtue scorned so my death approved, If death delaying, so my heart perplexed, If living dying, so my spirit vexed: My infant's years misspent in childish toys, My riper age in rules of little reason, My better years in all mistaken joys, My present time (Oh most unhappy season,) In fruitless labours and in ruthless love, O what a horror hath my heart to prove! I sigh to see mine infancy misspent, I mourn to find my youthful life misled, I weep to feel my further discontent, I die to try, my love is living dead, I sigh, I mourn, I weep, I living die, And yet must live to show more misery. The hunted Hart sometime doth leave the hound: My heart (alas) is never out of chase. The lime-hounds lease sometimes is yet unbound: My hands are hopeless of so high a grace. Summer restores what winter doth deprive: But my heart withered never can revive. I can not figure sorrow in conceit, Sorrow exceeds all figures of her sense: But on my woe when sorrows all may wait, To see a note exceed their excellence, Let me conclude to see how I am wounded, Sorrow herself is in herself confounded. But whereof grows the passion of this pain, That thus perplexeth every inward part? Whence is the humour of this hateful vain, So damps the spirit, and consumes the heart? Oh let my soul with bitter tears confess, It is the ground of all unhappiness. If lack of wealth, I am the note of need: If lack of friends, no faith on earth remains: If lack of health, see how my heart it bleeds: If lack of pleasure, look upon my pains: If lack of wealth, of friends, of health or pleasure, Say then my sorrows must be out of measure. Measure? no measure measure can my thought, But that one thought that is beyond all measure: Which knowing how my sorrows have been wrought, Can bring my heart into her highest pleasure, Which either must my sorrows cut of quite, Or never let me think upon delight. There is a lack that tells me of a life, There is a loss that tells me of a love: Between them both a state of such a strife, As makes my spirit such a passion prove: That lack of th'one and thothers loss (Alas) Makes me the wofullst wretch that ever was. My dearest love that dearest bought my love, My only life by whom I only live. Was ever faith did such affection prove? Or ever grace did such a glory give? But such a lack and such a loss aye me, Must needs the sorrow of all sorrows be. My love is fair and fairer than the sun, Which hath his light but from his fairest love, Oh fairest love whose light is never done, and fairest light doth such a love approve. But such love lost and such a life obscured, Can there a greater sorrow be endured? He came from high to live with me below: He gave me life and showed me greatest love. Unworthy I, so high a worth to know, Left my chief bless a base choice to prove. I saw his wonders, yet did I not believe him, And for his goodness, with my sins did grieve him. I saw him faultless, yet I did offend him: I saw him wronged and yet did not excuse him: I saw his foes, yet sought not to defend him: I had his blessings, yet I did abuse him. But was it mine or any others deed? Whose ere it was it makes my heart to bleed. To see the feet that traveled for our good, To see the hands that broke the lively bread, To see the head whereon our honour stood, To see the fruit where on our spirits fed: These feet, hands bored, and his head all bleeding, Who doth not die with such a sorrow reading? He plaest all rest. yet had no resting place: He healed each pain, yet lived in sore distress: Deserved all good, yet driven to great disgrace: Gave all heart's joy, himself in heaviness: Suffered them live, by whom himself was slain: Lord who can live▪ to see such love again? A Virgin's child, by virtuous power conceived, A harmless man, that lived for all men's good, A faithful friend that never faith deceived, A heavenly fruit for heart especial food, A spirit all of excellence divine, Such is the essence of this love of mine. Whose Mansion, heaven, yet lay within a manger: Who gave all food, yet sucked a virgin's breast: Who could have killed, yet fled a threatened danger. who sought our quiet by his own unrest: who died for them, which highly did offend him, And lives for them which can not comprehend him. Who came no further than his father sent him, Who did fulfil but what he did command him, Who prayed for them that proudly did torment him, For telling truth to what they did demand him, Who did all good that humbly did entreat him, And bore their blows that did unkindly beat him. A sweet physician for the body crazed, A heavenly medison for the mind diseased, A present comfort for the wits amazed, A joyful spirit for the soul displeased. The body, mind, wit and spirits joy, What is the world without him but annoy? He knew the sickness that our souls infected, And that his blood must only be our cure, When so our faith his sacred love affected, that for our lives he would a death endure, He knew his passion, yet his patience bore it: Oh how my soul doth sorrow to declare it! He healed the sick, gave sight unto the blind, Speech to the dumb, and made the lame to go: Unto his love he never was unkind, He loved his friend and he forgave his foe. And last his death for our love not refused, What soul could live to see such love misused? To note his words what wisdom they contain, To note his wisdom of all worth the wonder, To note his works what glory they do gain, To note his worth, world, heaven, and earth, come under. To note the glory that his Angels give him, Fie that the world to such disgrace should drive him. Unseen he came, he might be seen unto us: Unwelcome seemed, that came for all our wealth He came to die, that he might comfort do us, We slew the subject of our spirits health. The subject? no, the king of all our glory: Weep heart to death, to tell this doleful story. A Lion, where his force should be affected, And yet a Lamb in mildness of his love: As true as Turtle, to his love elected. Sure as mount Zion that can never move. So mild a strength, and so fast truth to prove, What soul can live, and lack so sweet a love? He preached, he prayed, he fasted, and he wept, The sweet creator for his sinful creature: The careful watch full warily he kept, That broke the neck even of their foulest nature. And when he did to happy state restore us, Shall we not weep that he may not abhor us▪ To hate a love must argue loathsome nature, To wrong a friend must prove too foul a deed, To kill thyself will show a cursed creature, To slay the soul no more damnation need. Then, spoil the fruit whereon the spirit feedeth, O what a hell within the soul it breedeth! He thought no ill but only did all good, He gave all right and yet all wrong received. The fiends temptation, strongly he withstood, Yet let himself by sinners be deceived. And see at last when he was woe-be-gone him, The traitorous world did tyrannize upon him. His faultless members nailed on the cross, His holy head was crowned all with thorns, His garments given by lots to gain our loss, His power derided all with scoffs and scorns, His body wounded and his spirit vexed: To think on this, what soul is not perplexed? Poor Peter wept when he his name denied, And Mary Magdalen wept for her offence: His mother wept when she his death espied, But yet no tears could stand for his defence. But if these wept to see his woeful case: Why die not I to think of his disgrace? Happy was he that suffered death so nigh him: That at his end repentance might behold him: Twice happy life that did in love so try him, As to his faith such favour did unsould him, As craving comfort but in mercy's eyes, That self same day did live in Paradise. Would I had been ordained to such a death, To die with him, to live with him for ever, And from the air, but of this blessed breath, To suck the life, whose love might fail me never, And drink of that sweet spring that never wasteth, And feed of that life's bread that ever lasteth. Oh would my soul were made a sen of tears, Mine eyes might wake, and never more be sleeping▪ My heart may bear the pains all pleasure wears, So I might see him once yet in my weeping. When joyful voice this song might never cease, My saviours sight hath set my soul in peace. Should I esteem of any worldly toy, That might beehould the height of such a treasure? Can I be judas to my chiefest joy, To gain possession of a graceless pleasure? No: could my soul in comfort once conceive him, I hope his mercy would not let me leave him. Blest was the fish that but the figure swallowed Of my sweet jesus but in jonas name: More blessed tomb by that sweet body hallowed, From whence the ground of all our glory came? Might not my soul be sooner in a wish, Would I were such a tomb or such a fish. But jonas left the sea and came to land, And jesus from the earth to heaven ascended: Why should I then upon more wishes stand, But cry for mercy where I have offended? And say my soul unworthy is the place, Ever to see my Saviour in the face. Yet let me not despair of my desire, Although even hell do answer my desert. Where humble hope, that pity doth aspire: Proves penitency, the pacyfiing part. Where mercy sweet, that sees my soul's behaviour, May grant me grace, to see and serve my Saviour. Whom till I see, in sorrows endless anguish, All discontent with all that I can see, Resolved in soul in sorrows lake to languish, where no conceit but discontent may be, I will sit down till after this world's hell, My saviours sight may only make me well. Canto. 2. But shall I so my secret grief give over, With hope to see the glory of my sight? Or can my soul her sacred health recover, While no desert doth look upon delight? No, no: my heart is too too full of grief, For ever thinking to receive relief. The Sun is down the glory of the day, The springe is past, the sweetness of the year, The harvest in, whereon my hope did stay, And withering winter gives but chilling cheer, And what such death Can grief, or sorrow give, As see his death whereby the soul doth live? Me thinks I see, and seeing sigh to see, How in his passion patience plays her part: And in his death what life he gives to me, In my loves sorrow to relieve my heart. But what a care doth this conclusion try, The head must off, or else the body die? He was my head, my hope, my heart, my health, The special jewel of my spirits joy, The trusty treasure of my highest wealth, The only pleasure kept me from annoy: He was, and is, and evermore shallbe, In life or death, the life of life to me. And let me see how sweetly yet he looks Even while the tears are trickling down his face: And for my life how well his death he brooks, While my desert was cause of his disgrace. And let me wish yet while his death I see, I could have died for him that died for me. Had I but seen him as his servants did, At sea, at land, in city, and in field, Though in himself he had the glory hid, That in his grace the height of glory held: Then might my sorrow somewhat be appeased, That once my soul had in his sight been pleased. But not to see him till I see him die, And that my deed was causer of his death, How can I cease to weep, to howl, and cry, To see the gasping of that glorious breath, That purest love unto the soul approved, And is the blessing of the soul beloved? Shall I not wash his body with my tears, And save the blood that issues from his side, That keeps my heart from all infernal fears, Unto my soul by my firm faith applied? Shall I not strive with joseph for the course, And make his tomb in my souls true remorse? Shall I not curse those hateful hellish fiends, That led the world to work such wickedness? And hate all them that have not been his friends, But follow on that work of wretchedness? Cut off the head that first hands on him laid, And help to hang the dog that him betrayed. Am I not one of that unhappy brood, The Pelican doth figure in her nest, When I must live but by his only blood, In whose sweet love my life doth only rest? O wretched bird! but I more wretched creature, To figure such a bird in such a nature. Did God himself ordain it should be so, To save my life my Saviour so should die? His will be done: yet let me weep for woe, To be the subject of his misery. That though he came to mend that was amiss, He should be so the author of my bliss. Shall I not drive the watchman from the grave, And watch the rising of the son renowned? Or go myself alive into the grave, To kiss the body where it lies entombed? What shall I do? or what shall I approve, For my soul's health that so my soul did love? Oh. Love the ground of love, Oh lively love, Why do I live that did not die with thee, When in my heart I do such horror prove, As lets my care no thought of comfort see, How my poor soul might once such service do thee, To give me hope how I am come unto thee? No: I have run The way of wickedness, Forgetting that my faith should follow most: I did not think upon thy holiness, Nor by my sin what sweetness I have lost, Oh sin! so sin hath compassed me about, That (Lord) I know not where to find thee out. If in the heaven, it is too high a place, For wicked heart to hope to climb so high: If in the world, the earth is all to base To entertain thy glorious majesty: If in the world, unworthy I to read So sweet a sense to stand my soul in stead: If in my heart, sin saith thou art not there: If in my soul, it is too foul infected: If in my hope, it is too full of fear, And fearful love hath never faith elected. In soul, nor body, hope, nor sear, (ay me) Where should I seek where my soul's love may be? Alas the day that ever I was borne, To see how sin hath bard me from my bliss, And that my soul is so in torments torn, To know my love and come not where he is. Yet, if that ever heavens heard creatures cry, Lord, look a little on my misery. Let mercy plead in true repentance cause, Where humble prayer, may heavenly pity move: That though my life have broken sacred laws, My heart's contrition yet may comfort prove: That till my soul may my sweet Saviour see, Mercy may cast one loveing look on me. And while I sit with Mary at the grave, As full of grief as ever love may live, My wounded heart some spark of hope may have, Of such relief as glorious hand may give: To make me seel though sin hath death deserved, In mercy's love is my soul's life preserved. Which sacred truth until my soul doth taste, To slake the sorrow of this heart of mine, My weary life in woeful thoughts must waste, While soul and body humbly I resine, Unto those glorious holy hands of his, Who is the hope of my eternal bliss. Canto. 3. But can I leave to think upon the thing, That I can never put out of my thought? Or can I cease of his sweet love to sing, Who by his blood his creatures comfort brought? Or can I live to think that he should die, In whom the hope of all my life doth lie? No▪ Let me think upon his life and death, And after death, his ever life again. He breathed our life, and giving up his breath, Reviude our souls, that in our sins were slain. His life so good, as never death deserved, And by his death, our ever lives preserved. Did he not wash his poor Apostles feet? Came he not riding on a silly Ass? Did he not heal the cripples in the street, And fed a world where little victual was? Did not his love most true affection try, To die for us that we might never die? Was never infant show'd such humbleness: Was never man did speak as this man did: Was never lover show'd such faithfulness: Was never true man such a torture bid: Was never state contained such a story: Was never Angel worthy such a glory. O glorious glory, all in glory glorius! Angels rejoiced at his incarnation. O powerful virtue, of all power victorius The true redemption of his best creation! O glorious life that made the devils wonder, And glorious death that trod the devils under! Thus in his birth, his life, and death, all glory He did receive: who was himself the same, The stately substance of that sacred story, From whence the ground of highest glory came. When highest power, to highest glory raised, And all the host of heaven with glory praised. Was ever such ingratitude approved, Since heaven and earth for man, and man was made For only God, who held him his beloved, Till graceless sin did make his glory fade: That he, whom Angels with such reverence used, Should be by men refused and abused? O lively Image of the father's love! O lovely Image of the father's life! O pure conceit that doth this concord prove, That all agreement breeds no thought of strife! But that the Son in state of all the story, Is found the brightness of the Father's glory. Can ever such a glory be refused, By those that were in duty to adore it? Or could so great a glory be refused, When Angels tremble, when they stand before it? O man, woman, to wound thy soul so sore, To lose the glory so for evermore! Behold the heavens what sorrow they did show, And how the earth her dolour did descry. The Sun was dark, and in the earth be low, The buried bodies showed their agony. The temple rend, the heavens with anger moved, To see the death of the divine beloved. And yet thou man full little dost regard What thou hadst done unto thy dearest love. Thou mad'st more reckoning of the world's reward, Then of the blessing of thy souls behoove. But (wretched man) descend into thy thought And with this sorrow wear thyself to nought. Yet some there were, too small a some were they, That joyed to see the some of all their joy: They watched the night, and walked in the day, And were not choked with the world's annoy: But followed on their heavenly love alone: Would God in heaven that I were such a one. But ay me wretch, all wretched as I am, Unworthy all to follow such a friend: In sweet remembrance of whose sweetest name, The joys beegin that never makes an end. Let me but weep and sorrow, till I see How mercies love will cast on look on me. And let me hear but what my Saviour saith, He once did die that I might ever live: And that my soul by her assured faith, May feel the comfort that his grace doth give: That for his love who sorrows here so sore, Shall joy in heaven, and never sorrow more. Canto. 4. OH joy above all joys. that ever were! Can I conceive but half thine excellence, Or how to hope to give attendance there, Where thou dost keep thy royal residence, And on my knees thy holy name adore: Were my soul well, she should desire no more: To see the day that from an high is springing, To guide our feet into the way of peace, To hear the Virgins playing, Angels singing, The Psalms of glory that shall never cease. To hear the sound of such a heavenly choir, Would it not joy the soul to see and hear? To see the Saints and Martyrs in their places, By highest grace with heavenly glory crowned: To see the kisses. and the sweet embrace Of blessed souls, by constant saith renowned, To see the ground of all these sweet agreeing Were not these sights all sweetly worth the seeing? The Diamond, Ruby, Saphir, and such like Of precious gems that are the worldlings joys, And greatest princes for their crowns do seek, To heavenly treasuers are but trifling toys, Wherewith the holy city all is paved, And all the walls are round about ingraved: Nor he that sits on the supernal throne, In majesty most glorious to behold, And holds the sceptre of the world alone, Hath not his garment of embroidered gold: But he is clothed in truth and righteousness, The heavenly garments of true holiness. Oh could my soul out of some angels wing By humble suit obtain one only pen: Might wright in honour of my glorious king, The joy of Angels and the life of men. That all the world might fall upon their faces, To hear the glory of his heavenly graces. But since I see his wonder worth is such, As doth exceed, the reach of human sense, And all the earth unworthy is to touch The smallest title of his excellence: Let me refer unto some angels glory The happy writing of this heavenly story. Where this sweet King that on the white horse rideth, Upon the wings of the celestial wind, Near whose sweet air no blasting breath abideth, Nor stands the tree, that he doth fruitless find, Doth make all tremble where his glory goeth, Yea, where his mildness most his mercy showeth. Where heavenly love is cause of holy life, And holy life increaseth heavenly love: Where peace established without fear of strife, Doth prove the blessing of the souls behave: Where thirst, nor hunger, grief, nor sorrow dwelleth, But peace in joy, And joy in peace excelleth. Oh joyful fear on virtuous love ●ll founded! O virtuous love, in mercy's glory graced! O gracious love, on faith in mercy grounded! Oh faithful love, in heavenly favour placed! Oh settled love, that cannot be removed! Oh glorious love, of glory so beloved! Where virgins joy, in their virginity, The virtuous spouse in undefiled bed, And true divines in true divinity, The gracious members in their glorious head. The sinner's joy, to escape damnation: And faithful souls. in their salvation. Where sick men joy, to see their sweetest health, The prisoners joy to see their liberty, The poor rejoice to see their sweetest wealth, The virtuous to adore the deity: And I unworthy most of all to see, The eyes of mercy cast one look on me. Canto. 5. BUT can my heart thus leave her holy love, Or seance to sing of this her highest sweet? Hath Patience no more passions left to prove? Hath fancy laboured out both hands and feet? Or hath Invention strained her vain so sore, That wit nor will hath power to write no more? No, heavens forbidden, that ever faithful heart Should have a weary thought of doing well: But that the soul may summon every part Of every sense, where any thought may dwell, That may discharge the duty of this care, To pen his praise, that is without compare. But since no eye can look on him and live, Nor heart can live, but looking on his love: Beehould the glory, that his grace doth give, In all his works that doth such wonders prove. Than all the world may find their wits to weak, But of the smallest of his praise to speak. Behold the earth how sweetly she brings forth Her trees, her flowers, her herbs, and every grass Of sundry natures, of most secret worth: And how each branch doth others beauty pass: Both beasts, and birds, with fishes, worms, and flies, How each their high creator glorifies. The Lion's strength doth make him stand as king: The Unicorn doth kill the poison's power: The roaring Bull doth make the woods to ring: The Tiger doth the cruel wolf devour: The Elephant, the weighty burden bears, And ravening Wolves, are good yet for their heirs. To see the grayhound course the Hart in chase, While little Dormouse sleepeth out her time. The Lambs and Rabits sweetly run at base, Whilst highest trees the little Squirrel clime. The crawling Worms out creeping in the showers, And how the Snail do climb the lofty towers. To see the Whale make furrows in the seas, While suddenly the Dolphin strikes her dead: Which having found the depth of his disease, Upon the shore doth make his dying bed. Where heavens thus work for weaker hearts beehove, Doth not this grace, a work of glory prove? But since that all, Sky, Earth, or Sea contains, Was made for man, and man was only made For only God, who only glory gains, And that one glory that can never fade: Shall man forget to give all glory due, Unto his God from whom all glory grew? But let me come a little higher yet, To Sun and Moon and every Star of light: To see how each do in this order sit, Where every one doth keep his course aright: And all to guide these darkened eyes of ours, Give these not glory to the higher powers? No, let not man show himself so ungrateful, Unto his God, that all in love did make him, By thancklesse thoughts to make his spirit hateful, Unto his king that never will forsake him. But let his soul to God all glory give, In whom, doth all love, life, and glory live. And let me wretch, (unworthy most of all To lift mine eyes unto his lovely seat,) Before the feet but of his mercy fall, And of his mercy but the leave entreat: That with his servants I may sit, and sing An ALLELVIAH to my heavenly King. Canto. 6. COme all the world, and call your wits together, Borrow some pens, out of the angels wings: Entreat the heavens to send their Muses hither To help, your souls to write of sacred things. Profane conceits, must all be cast away: The night is past, and you must take the day. Speak not of sin, it beareth no part here: But writ of grace and whence her glory grew: Think of the love, that to the life is dear, And, of the life, to whom all love is due. And then sit down in glory all to sing, All to the glory of our glorious King. First, make your grounds of faithful holiness: Then, your divisions of divine desires: Let all your rests be hopes of happiness, Which mercies Music in the soul requires: Let all your sharps be fears of faithful hearts, And all your flats the death of your deserts. Yet rise and fall, as hope and fear directs, The nature of each note, in space or line: And let your voices carry such effects, As may approve your passions are divine. Then let your consorts all in one agree, To God alone, all only glory be. Then let the ditty be the dearest thought, That may revive the dying heart of love, That only mercy in the soul hath wrought, The happy comfort of the heavens to prove. Then let your sounds unto the heavens ascend, And all your closes, all in glory end. Glory to him, that sitteth on the throne, With all the host of all the heavens attended: Who all things made, and governs all alone, Vanquished his foes, and all his flock defended, And by his power his chosen souls preserveth: So, sing his praise that so all praise deserveth. And whilst all souls are to their glory singing, Let me poor wretch not wholly hold my peace: But, let my tears, from mercy glory springing, Keep time to that sweet song may never seance. That while my soul doth thus my God adore: I may yet sing AMEN, although no more. Gloria in excelsis Deo. Amen. A Prayer. O Heavenly God, o father dear cast down thy tender eye: Upon a wretch that prostrate here before thy throne doth lie. O pour thy precious oil of grace into my wounded heart, O let the drops of mercy suage, the rigour of my smart. My fainted soul oppressed sore, with careful clog of sin: In humble suit submits itself, thy mercy Lord to win. Grant mercy then O saviour sweet to me most woeful thrall: whose mournful cry to thee o Lord doth still for mercy call. Thy blessed will I have despised, upon a stubborn mind: And to the sway of worldly things myself I have inclined. forgetting heaven & heavenly powers where God & saints doth dwell: My life had like to tread the path, that leads the way to hell. But now my god & lodestar bright I will no more do so: To think upon my former life, my heart doth bleed for woe. Alack I sigh, alack I sob, alack I do repent: That ever my licentious will, so wickedly was bend. Sith now therefore with mournful plaints that I thy mercy crave: O Lord for thy great mercy's sake, let me thy mercy have. Restore to life my wicked soul, which else is like to die: So shall my voice unto thy name, sing praise eternally. Now blessed be the Father first, than blessed be the Son: And blessed be the holy Ghost, by whom all things are done. Bless me O blessed Trinity, with thy eternal grace: That after death, my soul may have in heaven a dwelling place. FINIS. A Prayer. WIth heavy heart I call to thee, O Lord give ear unto my plaint In my distress consider me, & mark how that my soul doth faint Forlorn with care because that I, so oft offend thy majesty. My due desert doth breed despair & hell I shall have for my hire, Unless thou wilt thy wrath forbear: to punish me in thy just ire. But sith thy mercy passeth all, For mercy Lord I cry and call. And sith thou paidst that bloody prize, the father's wrath to pacify: In thy great power & strength arise forgive my sins O Lord I cry, lest that my soul be brought to nought which once thou hast so dereli bought Forgive thy people all their crime, whose aid on thee doth still depend And with thy hand in this our time Our noble Queen O lord defend: And that she may her foes deface, power upon her thy heavenvly grace. Amen. FINIS. MIEVI. X. VAULT. MOURIR. IN. VERTV. QVE. VIURE. EN. HONCTE. LONDON Printed by Thomas Este, dwelling in Aldersgate-streete. 1599