A Few Words of Truth FROM THE Spirit of Truth To all who are Convinced of the Truth, and stand in Opposition to the Cross. By one who remained in that Estate above Seven years, before he was brought to the True Obedience of Truth: and was whipped to it by the Merciful Rod of the Lord; for no less could do it. Also a few words to all the Litteral Professors, who can Own the Ministration of Christ Without them, but Deny him Within them. And to those that have their Dependence upon the Teachings of Men, in Opposition to the Ministration of the Spirit Within. Together with a short Discovery of the Presbyterian Government; and some Reasons of Dissenting from it. William Dundas. Before I was afflicted I went astray; but now I have kept thy Word, Psal. 119. 67. Periissem nisi periissem. Periissem. I called upon the Lord in Distress; the Lord answered me, and set me in a large place. The Lord is on my side; I 〈◊〉 not fear: What can Man do unto me? Psal. 118. 5. 6. Unless the Lord had been my Help, my Soul had almost dwelled in Silence, Psal. 94. 17. Printed in the Year, 1673. A Few Words of Truth FROM THE Spirit of Truth To all who are Convinced of the Truth, and stand in Opposition to the Cross. FRIENDS, IT is from a deep Sense of a clear and through Exerience that I am moved to lay before you, having fresh in my Thoughts your Conditions; for upon that Ground did I set up my Tent for many years, and was most unwilling to remove it, till the Lord by Fire and Sword did pursue me, and did turuble me out of all my False Rests; and whilst I was settling upon my Lees, he poured me from Vessel to Vessel, where I never had a settled Peace nor Comfort, till the Lord settled the Ark of my Soul upon the Mountains of Ararat; then I did see all the World (I mean those of that spirit) lying as so many Dead Corpse, swimming upon the Waters; and then my Soul was refreshed with the Sense of God's Love, who had pulled me like a Brand out of the Fire, who was walking from Hill to Mountain, and running after the Lo here, and Lo there, and seeking the Living amongst the Dead, and the Pearl abroad, that was lying hid within my own Breast; I was feeding upon Husks, and the Inventions of Man, seeking the Law from his Mouth, and treading upon the Light which was within, which shined in Darkness, but Darkness could no comprehend it; and thus did I live in the Night of Darkness: but that it was a Day of Love that the Lord visited me from on high, when I was wallowing in my Blood, with my Navil-string uncut, nor salted; and notwithstanding the setting of my Feet in Opposition to the Light, after so many years' Conviction, and that I had gone near to sin out my Day, and that before the Candle of the Lord was put out in my spirit, he did of Mercy shine upon me; and though late I coming to the Vineyard to work, he gave me the Wages of those that came first. O the Unexpressible Love of a Merciful, Loving, Tender and Long-Suffering God; which did not cut the Thread of my Life betwixt the Conviction and being brought to the Obedience of the Truth; it was only the Free Love and Mercy of the Lord that preserved me, and the more that I ponder it the deeper sense I have of it, even to the bowing of me down, so that I had no Peace till that I should make my Condition known to those who are where I was; and that I may be set up as a Beacon to those who are travelling Sionward, lest that they split upon the same Rocks, Shelves and Sands, from which the Lord hath very narrowly delivered and brought me into the s●fe Harbour, where my Anchor is cast, within the Veil; and now being come to my Rest, it is the more with me to show to others the Pilgrimage of my Warfare, which is thus. It was the Lord's Free Grace That brought me to this Port; For elsewhere I found no Place My Soul for to Support. Whilst I was in my young and tender years, I was brought up in a Family, and Families, where the Lord was Worshipped according to the Worship of that Nation of Scotland; but as I grew more in years the Lord was pleased to give me more and more the Light of his Presence, and did offer me more plenty of his Grace than I was willing to receive; and if I hàd gone any further than the Form of the National Church (so called) did allow, I was counted a Sectary, and so disowned; and my looking one Step further than their public Faith did allow should become a Brand of Schism and Heresy, notwithstanding as to their Law I was as strict a Pharisee as many of my Equals, and brought up at the Feet of Gamaliel: For, since I entered into the Covenant with that People, I came to see a little clearer, and that the Covenant did tie so my Conscience to their Form of Presbytery, my spirit did begin to fail me in the thing; and when there was an Order from the General Assembly, For all the Nation to take the Covenant the second time, in that Interim the Lord had cleared the Fogs and Mists, partly by opening the Eyes of my Understanding, so that I Refused to take the Covenant the second time upon the Day appointed for that End, which was to be done upon a First-day, called Sunday. A dear Friend of mine (whose Name I will omit, because now removed by Death; one whom I believe laid down the Body Convinced of the Truth; for a little before his Death he said to an eminent Friend of Truth at his own House, when some were slighting the Quakers, he said, That he wished all the Nation were Quakers) This Friend, I say, and I went from the place where we were expected to take the Covenant that day, to hear a Countryman preach by Orders publicly at the Town of Linlithg●w, one who was never at Schools nor Colleges, nor knew no Languaged but his Mother Tongue; and as himself said to me, he was brought up a Herdsman, with keeping of Sheep at home, which was a rare thing in the Nation of Scotland in these times; and they were come one step nearer to the Quakers Principles, especially having discharged the wearing of Ribbons: and if they had continued Faithful to the Measure they had received then, and not run retrograde, they had not so much stood in opposition to them now: But as I have said, We going to eschew the Covenant-taking, to hear the Preacher, who was called from his Sheep-keeping to Preach, we escaped the taking of the Covenant the second time. This was like the Covenant of old, That could not all perform; So neither could we live as we would In Things that are enorm. Yet not so, but that I was taken notice of; and when I came to receive the Sacrament (so called) at the preparation, the day before it, in the Queen's Ferry, the Minister (so called) of that Town, told me, That I must not come to morrow to their Sacrament, except that I would take the Covenant; which I refused to do, nor never did after the first time: And that same Person with several others of that Denomination, seeing me to look further than their public Faith did allow me, did labour to keep me still under Bondage to their Ecclesiastical Law, seeing me not matter much the hearing of them; for I having in measure entered the Promised Land, their Manna became loathsome to me; and they Expostulated so with me, Why I did not frequent their Assemblies so much as formerly? I told them, That there was a Thing beyond that, which I looked for: To which they replied, That I must take heed to that, for that was a Sectarian and Dangerous Principle: And I told them plainly, That I was not to receive the Law from the Mouth of Man: Then the said (called) Minister said, That I Tempted God: And when I told him, That God could not be Tempted (that is, to Evil) his Anger was raised against me, so that he left any more meddling with me in Matters of Religion. But that which first began to nausuate me, and make me to loathe that sort of Government was, to see the Domineering Pride of the Priests of that Nation, that they could force some that were not one with them in their Principles, to come and take with them their Sacraments, as that of Bread and Wine, and sprinkling of their Children, whereof neither Precept nor Precedent can be produced from holy Scripture; and if the Parents will not bring their Children to them to be Sprinkled, they will do it in their Absence without, their Consent. How inconsistent this is with the Rule of the Gospel, and the Scriptures of Truth, I leave it to all that have the right Eye open to judge of it: For they say. That the Children are saved by the Faith of their Parents, and yet the Parents have not that Liberty to use their own Freedom in that thing: And the profanest Wretch that lives shall not be refused that Privilege of Sprinkling, but rather proceeded against by their Law, if they embrace it not, and by what sort of Members these Laws are constituted, I shall instance one Particular, and then ye may judge (exu● que leonem) the Lion by his Paw. The General Assembly consists of some out of every Presbytery, and according as that Prebytery is affected with the Love of a Religion these Commissioners are chosen: and what a mingle mangle mongrel Galimasray of Omnigatherums is in that Assembly, I leave the discerning and judicious Eye to consider, what may be the Product of such a Compesition, composed of so many spotted Individuals and particoloured Simples. I might produce several Instances, which might enervate the same Procedure of such hodge podge Acts, but that I am not willing to burden the Reader's Patience with such unpleasant Entertainment: Do men gather Grapes of Thorns, or Figs of Thistles? And what other Miscarriages of that Government did alienate my Spirit from it, as the Pride of the Covetous Clergy, and their going from one Benefice to another, as they call it, Majus bonum Ecclesiae; but I say, Ventri; that is, not for the more Good of the Church, but for the Fatter Benefice of the Belly: and this is evidenced, that seldom any of them go from a bigger to a less Stipend or Salary, but to a bigger, and so to sell them that they have Covenanted with for the bigger Salary; and some I have seen that would not come till they had their Bargain made, for so much a Year, as one would buy a Horse in a Market; and if he be not paid, he will not preach; and then when he is settled Parish Priest, he is ordinarily Commander in chief, and all his Parishioners must stoop to him; and if they pay not duly what they Covenanted for, he will by process of the Law, pursue them, and strain their Goods. Farewell ye Watchmen of the Night; Who love in Darkness for to dwell; And hates the shining of the Light: Which is the Path to the Dark Cell. There was another Practice of that National Church of Scotland, which did estrange my Affection from them, their sticking so close to their Rigidity of Persecution, so that if Christ himself should appear in the Flesh to them out of their own Form, they would have refused him; and if Truth, not clothed in their Garb, did speak among them, it was presently put to Silence. I shall instance only one particular of one called Wood, who had some Charge in the Custom-house of Leith, who for the Maintaining of the Truth (was cited, I do not well remember whether it was before the Commission of the General Assembly, or before the Synodical Assembly of Lothian, but one of them it was) he, the said Wood was cited before them, because he said, That Christ was the Word, and that the Letter was not the Word; and all the Arguments that they could produce could not convince the Man (for I was Witness to it) for still he stood upon these words, That the Word was made Flesh, and dwelled among us, so that they could not resist the power of his Assertion, nor deny the Scriptures, they did fall a Threatening him with their Thunderbolt of their Excommunication, so that he could not get so much time as to consider upon it, and to give in his Answer for his Defence so much as till the next Assembly: and about two or three Monehs after that, I meeting him in the Street of Edinbrough bid ask him, Whether or no be had come to a clearer Resolution of the Word? But he not knowing me, did become a little shy of me, till that I told him my Name (for I was known to him by that, I being in process of Excommunication) than he told me, That he had gotten no Satisfaction, and that he was forced to how to the Assembly against his Light: For if he had been Excommunicated he had lost his Livelihood, so that within a year or two he died; and I am sure that they were not clear of his Blood. All these that do the Truth deny Of the Word made Flesh indeed, They are of Antichrist his fry, And on the Husks of Truth do feed. By this time the Priests were become so Jealous of me, that they said, I would Infect the whole Nation: They watched at the Posthouse for my Letters, to know with whom I corresponded in England, where they found several Letters of mine, when they opened them (whether it was by Order of the Committee of Estates I know not) and if they did find any thing they could wrest to their turn, they did keep my Letters; and if they found nothing that, could touch me, they caused to seal up my Letters again, and to be delivered to me; I knowing nothing what they had done, till some of themselves confessed it to me: In the mean time my Correspondent Gawen Lawry Merchant of London, according to Orders, sent me a Box with about Three Pound Sterling worth of Books, and to give me notice of it to call for them in a Ship of the Preston Pannes, for the which End he writ me a Letter by the Post, which they getting in their hands, I never knòwing any thing of it, till I going to visit my Cousin Preston Grange; his Wife told me, That their Priest (called a Minister) one John Oswald, had taken a Fox full of Books from a Ship of that Town of Preston Panne●, which was directed for me; which did a little surprise me, I never hearing of it; yet it behoved me to content myself, knowing. That what once cometh into their Hands (which is called th● Kirk) is not easily recovered: So that I sent for the same Books again, which were also seized upon by one Boswell, a Earmer of the Excise Office, whereof I hearing, did make Application to him; and I being a Stranger to him, and he not knowing the Difference that was betwixt the Priests and me, nor what Acts had been emitted against those which they called Sectary Books I did so capitulate for them, that I had them again: but in the process of time the Lord ordered it so, that when the English came into Scotland, I did demand my Books from the said Oswald the Priest, which did not a little sc●re him; and he, to save his own Head, told me, That Warriston had them by Order of the Commission of the General Assembly; from whom I desired one of his Friends to require them; to whom he replied, That they were in his Closet, and he durst not deliver them me without an Order; yet if I would send some Soldiers for them, they might have them; which I did: But when I had the Box, I found many of them wanting, and knew not whom to challenge, they passing through so many corrupted Channels; but as they began with subtle and undermining Falsehood, so they ended with Theft; though it is like that these Bab●●onish Merchants by trading with them Books, were helped to spin out their Hourglass upon my Charges, though they were well paid otherwise. All this did so vex the Serpent, that he knew not how to be avenged of me, but by thrusting forth his Venomous Sting of Excommunication against me, though it was but like a Dog, that shows his Teeth when he cannot bite but only bark; and this vexed them the more, seeing m● so to slight it, and tread upon it, by my Letter to the Commission of the General Assembly; and seeing none to regard their Sentence, by keeping a Distance from me, made their Act the more Contemptible, so as they were willing to heal up the Wourd again, as they said to my dear Friend John Swinton, whom they entreated, That he would desire the Sentence of Excommunication to be taken off again: To whom he replied, That as he was passive in laying of it on, he should be so in bearing of it: To whom they replied, If ●e will not be active in seeking it, we wi● be active in doing it. And so I standing in this Case, they did only with me, as their Forefathers the Priests did to the Blind Man, who, though naturally Blind, yet spiritually he had more Sight than themselves. So I being cast out by them, Christ did hold me up; and they remain in their Blind Condition to this day, in their Egyptian-State, where I leave them groping after their dark Principles and blind Imaginations of their Persecuting spirit; and I to remain in the Land of Goshen, enjoying Christ, the Light and Life of man, who enlightens every man that comes into the World: for they have Eyes, and see not; for the Light shineth in Darkness, and they comprehend it not: Ears they have, but hear not; but to the sweet Enchanting of the Serpent do they hearken and bow, who creeping upon his Belly, feeding upon the Dust of the Earth; though I do not include all under this predicament and category, for I have more Charity to some of them. Yet though in all this time I had a further Sight of the light then themselves, yet there was a Gulf botwixt the Elest Children of the Lord called Quakers, and me; for I saw further than I was willing to embrace; for there was such a high Principle of the world in me, that the noble Principle of Light and Life was looked over by me; yea, I lived in my own will, wit and wisdom, which was accursed; Preferring that wisdom before that wisdom of God, which would have made me a Child, and a Fool to the World, thinking that I might gain two Kingdoms at once, to keep the Possession of the Earth, and the Kingdom of Heaven also: and I being out of the pure Will, and out of the Cross to my own Wisdom, I was judged by the eternal Spirit of Truth, and stood as condemned out of the Life, because I being out of the Obedience; and insomuchas I could not lose my Life, I did choose Death; for man's Life in this World is in Visibles, unwilling to be separated from the World's Fashions, and Customs, and vain Religions, Honour and Profit, and all things which I stood upon was a false corrupt Ground, whilst I thus stood in the Alienation. Upon the Consideration of all this, the Lord was pleased to dart in upon my prodigal spirit, to call me home from the Husks that I was feeding upon, to my Father's House; and whilst the Door of Mercy was open, he put a stop to the unlimited Pleasures of the Flesh; and then I came to hear the calm and still Voice of the Spirit, that was stirring in that contemned people called Quakers; and the first stirring in me of that Nature, which I did eminently take notice of, was, As I was riding from Edinbrough in a Winter Evening to my own House, I did hear a Noise of some men, as it were Fight, so that I bid my Man ride up in haste to see what it was, which my Man doing, he called to me, and said, That there was two Men on Horseback beating of another Man going on Foot; so that I ridingup to them, I did see them beatiug him, and he still keeping them off, saying, What did I say to you, but bid you FEAR GOD? so that presently I did perceive, that it was a Quaker, reproving sin in the other two; so I ask his Name, which he telling me, I knew the man by Name, though not by Sight; and I was so offended with the other two, that I fell to beat them with my Rod, and ordered those that were with me to carry them to the next Prison; but he, the said Quaker did entreat me to let them go, which (after taking notice of their Names and Places of Abode) I did let them go. And a Week after the said Quaker was telling a Relation of mine what a Courtesy I had done to him in a manner to save him; yet said he, I found that same spirit in him that was in the other two men who beat me; and my Relation telling▪ me simply the word; as he spoke them, the words did so reach me, that I meeting the said Quaker again, I did desire him, That as he passed that way he would make my House his Lodging-place; The Light in Darkness it did shine, Though I did not it comprehend, Till that God did my Heart incline His Word made Flesh for to attend. Which he seeing the Witness in me reached, he was the more free to do; yet though the Witness was so far reached in me, that I could discern spirits, as betwixt the spirit of Meekness and Rashness, yet there was still that Mind unbrought down, that stood in my way to hinder my Obedience, so that the Lord was pleased to stick closer to me with his Rod; for first, He stripped me naked by removing of my Children, which was by Piece-meal, to fit me to yoke myself under the Cross, and then by separating me and my Wife for several years, so that I was wholly turned out of my Estate also, as to this day I am to live in a Wilderness Condition, so that I was forced to leave my native Country, and go to France; where then the Lord began to work upon my spirit, to bring me the nearer to himself; for when all Visibles failed me, and those to whom my Wife and I most trusted did become my subtlest Enemies; yet the Lord did so Commiserate my Condition, that in the Bowels of Mercy he made me to take up the Cross to my own will, and to resign myself fully over to him, seeing all Visibles failed me; and he used that way of Mercy to bring me nearer to him, which nothing else could; and thus closing with the Visitation of the Lord, I found more sweetness and contentment then ever I had in my fullest delight and Pleasure of the World, and thus I do witness, and the Lord is my Witness, that I never came to my Rest till then; and I would have done any thing never so hard and unpleasing to the Flesh, to bear a Testimony to the Truth that the Lord had revealed in me; and shortly there was an Opportunity cast into my hands to try me, and that was this, There came a Woman Friend out of England to the Town of Diep, (where I was then) together with a Maid, to bear a Testimony to the Truth against the Protestants of that Nation, and brought with them several Books of Friends translated into French, and distributed in the Town, and gave me also to distribute, which were writ by George Fox and William Dewsbury, and several others, and some Papers they gave forth themselves, which I translated into French, they not knowing the Language; but in all this they never did manifest to me their Intentions; for it is like that in that frame of spirit that I then was in, and foreseeing the Danger, and not so fully come to the Obedience of Truth, as I thought I was before the Trial came; yet so it was, that they went the next First-day (called Sunday) to the Meetinghouse of the Protestants, where there were many Thousands of People, and there did place themselves in the most Conspicuous Place of the Meeting, just over-against the then called Minister, the said Friend having clothed herself in Sackcloth, and her Hair hanging down sprinkled with Ashes, was covered with her Mantle and Hood, and when the said called Minister was in the highest of his Devotion, she did stand up, with the other Maid, who did take from the said Woman her Mantle and Hood, she appearing all in her Sackcloth and Ashes, her Hair hanging down, and turning herself round several times, that all the People might see her, did strike such a Consternation both upon the ca●ed Minister, and the People, that they were all at a stand; the said Minister's Wife having confessed to a Friend since, that her spirit was so affected with that Sight, that she said, This is of a deeper Reach than I can comprehend; for the Witness in some was so reached at that time: and a little while after they both did fall down upon their Knees, and Prayed, and then went out of the Meeting, where a great many following of them, to whom they distributed of their Books, and spoke in the Marketplace, and then came to their Lodging, which was in a Scotch-man's House, who kept a Victualling-House, but no Entry there was for them, and they being destitute came to my Lodging, I knowing nothing of this all this time, I not going to that Meeting, and when they came to me they did show to me, That their Work was d●ne that they came for to that Nation, and now wanted Lodging till they went away: and I asked them, What they had done? and they told me: so I went to some other Victualling-Houses to get them Lodging, which was promised for them, so as I kept them at my Lodging till Bedtime; and then I went with them to that place as was promised me, and when we came Entry was refused there also, so that at that time of Night Lodging could not be had for them, the Protestants had so stopped their Entry and where; so that I took them back to my Lodging again, and offered them my Bed, and would shift for myself, I being better acquainted in the Town, but they refused to put me out of my Chamber; then I dealt with my Landlady of the House, to let them stay in any of her Rooms for that Night to sit up in, but she refused it, saying; She durst not, for fear of giving Offence to others; all that I could prevail with her at that time of the Night, was to let them have an Outhouse to stay in for that Night, which was an Hen-House, so that I gave one of them my Nightgown, and to the other my Furred-Coat, to save them from the Cold that Night, and the next day I brought them to my Chamber again; and after that we had broken fast, I went to the Key to look for a Passage-Boat to carry them to England again, and in my returning back I saw so many people of all sorts standing about my Lodging, that I did pass by it, but immediately one came running to me, saying, That the King's Advocate was at my Chamber, waiting for me; and when I came in he told me, That I had Transgressed the Laws of the Nation, by receiving Persons of another Religion to my Lodging; for the King tolerated only two Religions, viz. the Papists and the Protestants: Then I told him, That I had not Transgressed the Law of Hospitality, and I was forced to it, so as I could not let them lie in the Street, where they were in Danger of their Lives by the rude Multitude: So they took them away with Sergeants to the Judicatory, where, after they had judged them, they sent them to Prison, & they not knowing the Language, they wanted Food, and other Outward Necessaries, none looking after them; so that I went to the Judge Criminal, and sought leave to provide for them, which I did, by bringing to them both Bread and Drink, Firing, and all other Necessaries so long as they were there: And the said Judge sent for me, and whilst I was with him to be Examined, he sent to my Chamber to search what of theirs they could find with me; so that they found some Books, and the Sackcloth, and some Ashes, which they sent to the Parliament of Rouen, from whom they had received an Order to read a Paper to them, That they should be transported forthwith back to England with the first Passage-Boat (and all their Papers and Books to be burnt at the Market Cr●ss) and themselves, if they or any of that Religion should come to that Nation again: And so a Passage Boat being made ready, they were put into it, in the Night time, but would not suffer me to go along with them to it, yet did I provide such things as were necessary for their Voyage; and I told them, That they were not to pay any thing for their Passage; but the Judge told them, That they were to pay for their Passage; to whom I replied, That if I had the Liberty to choose a Passage-Boat, and time allowed me, I would pay for their Passage, otherwise let the same Boat bring them back again. So they were forced to pay their Passage. After they were gone, they intended to pursue me, as one of their Judgement; but I (willing to eschew the Cross) told them. That I was there before they came to France, and they could prove nothing against me, only the Protestants had informed them, that I did not come to their Meeting, yet this they could not make a Crime; as also, I told them, If they persecuted me, I being a Merchant, and trafficking there, they might expect the like to be done to their Merchants in England: Then the Judge sent to the Customhouse, to see if my Name was in their Custom-Books, which they finding, did go no further against me. Yet for all this I was not so sensible of the Hollowness of my Heart, as afterwards I was; for when the Judge affirmed, That I was of their Judgement; I told him, That I loved them, but they were better than I, but that their Way was too straight for me to walk in. There were two things Remarkable that fell out within the year upon these Inhospital Refusers of lodging to these two Friends of Truth. The one was, That the said Scottish-man, who shut them out, Died within the Twelve Months. And the Woman, my Landlady, that refused them a Chamber to fit in, that same time Twelve Months her House was Burnt, and never yet known whence the Fire came▪ and though it was in the middle of the Town, yet there was none Burnt besides, but it alone. But afterwards I having sent for several Hundreds of the said Friends Books, and did distribute them to the Country and City, so many of them, so that they intended to search after me just as I was upon my leaving of that Town: having done my Service there, did return to Rouen; whereupon one Night that I could get no Rest, and was somewhat indisposed in my Body, so that it did arise in the Night time in my Heart, To get up, and send some of these said Books by Post, as some to the Judge Criminal of Diep, and some of them to the Jesuits College there, and some of them to the Jesuits College and the Scottish College at Paris, directing them after the French stile, otherwise they could not have been received at the Posthouse; and then I had much Rest in my spirit, and my Body returned to a Right Temper. And after that I had sojourned a while at Rouen, I found that there was some Service for the Truth by me to be done at Caen, because it was a Town where most Protestant's were, and there I did distribute so many of Friends Books there, and the Protestants there retaining so much of the Presbyterian Principles (as most part of the Protestants of France do) having a greater Inclination to persecute those who differ from them, then to suffer for Religion; for they were the greatest Enemies I had (right Presbyterians) and they fearing that my Books might bring them to suffer, because they spoke against the Papists: and I not coming to their Meeting, did complain of me to the Lieutenant General of that Town, so that they forced me to leave that place. All you that are of Cain's Race, Are thirsty after Blood. But those that stand in Abel's place Do follow after what is Good. And after my Service done there, I went to Alencon, where many Protestants live, where I stayed all that Winter; and when I was in my Service, the Judge▪ Criminal scent for me, and after a long Discourse he and I agreed so well together, that he invited me to come and see him oftener, and we should not speak in Matters of Religion, and if I would that he should send for some of the Jesuits, and they and I might have free Inter-communing together: To whom I replied, That I being a Stranger I was not willing to dispute with any, it not being permitted to a Stranger; yet I would not be afraid to maintain my Principles against all the Jesuits of the Nation: Which words did so exasperate (it seems) them against me, that it did raise a new Persecution against me, which did fall out, that when my Wife and I was walking in the Fields, at my returning it was told me, That there was some searching at my Lodging, and had broken up my Chamber Door, so that I sent my Wife Home, and I did go straight to the Judge Criminal, to know what the Searching meaned; but he told me, He knew nothing of it; and if there was anything, it did proceed from the Jesuits because of my Confidence against them: and some probability I had of the thing, for I found my Letters broken up at the Posthouse several times; and when I challenged the Postmaster, he said, That they came to him so. So the time drawing near to go from that place, and that I had done my Service in Alencon, I told the Judge Criminal, That I was to go to the great Fair of Caen within Fourteen days; then the said Judge said, That he would protect me so long: And so at the time appointed I went to Caen, where I was not long but my Correspondent at Alencon did write me word, That the day after I came from it, the Governor of the Town had been at my Lodging, to seek for me, but I was gone: And so after that all my Service was done that I had then in France, and that War was declared betwixt England and France in the year 1666. I returned to Diep in order to my return to England, and so I stayed there for Passage, which I could not get in the Time of War, till the (so called) Lord Holli●, Ambassador from England, was returning for England, of whom I desired Passage in his Company, which he freely granted me, and so came to England with his Convoy. But I have omitted all this time to show you, that the High Places as yet were unbroken down in me, but that some Groves were as yet left standing, notwithstanding all the Wonderful Mercies the Lord had bestowed upon me, in carrying me and my Wife upon the Wings of his Providence in our Wilderness Condition, which would spend more time to relate then some (it may be) would bestow upon the reading of it; yea, and I dare say, that none could well understand nor believe, but those who have trod in the same Paths as we did: But I being so long in Egypt, and I so habituated and leavened to their Fashions and Customs, I was like Joseph, that could Swear by the Life of Pharaoh, and had not come to that Plainness of Language which God doth require, but could Compliment with their Fashions and Words: And I had Thoughts that all was well with me, till I came to a Trial in England again, so that the Face of Friends did strike a Dread and Terror in my Heart, when I thought that all was well, till the Spirit of the Lord running through others of his Vessels did awaken me; for I was Upright in my own Judgement; but the Lord searched me: For I could come with Confidence to Meetings, and frequent the Assemblies of the Lord, yet I durst not own the Name of Quaker, I not being Faithful to the Measure which I had received; for now it was become so far high for me, as before my Obedience I had esteemed it low; and after that, I would willingly by Wisdom have made void the Obedience into such things as Matters of Indifferency, and accounted them but Circumstantials, and Foolish to put any Weight upon the doing or not doing, it became so burdensome to me, that I could have undergone the greatest Strait Imaginable rather then omitted it; and as I became Obedient, there I felt Strength and Power, and a more real Content did spring up in me; and in this Light and Power of the Spirit, that hath visited me, did I feel Strength to wait and know further his Will and Mind; for in the height of this Exercise I found myself overcome; and myself not my own, but the Lord's, to do with me what he pleased to require of me, what Service he would, I should be willing to obey in his Strength; and if the Lord never show me any more, I feel Contentment in his Will, earnestly desiring, that I may never stop the course of his Spirit; for I find, that there is nothing can, nor is able to satisfy my thirsty Soul short or beneath the Lord of Life. In the Fire, as Gold, tried I was, Till Consumed was the Tin and Dross; And then I knew what was come to pass, That I did not suffer any Loss. Postscript. FRIENDS, THere are a few Words, which I have to add to you; The Litteral Professors, who can own the Ministration of Christ without you, but deny him within; and who raise up Jealousies and Prejudices against us, as if we denied the Scriptures and Ordinances of God, and Christ that died at Jerusalem; professing him in Words, but denying him in Reality and Substance; and you to be the only Owners of Christ, and yet ye forget your own Principles, who have been all your time praying for the Spirit of the Lord, and now when he comes to you in his Spirit, ye will not only be shy, and scare off him, but ye will persecute all that will not own him after your Form, though we really in our hearts own that Christ in the Flesh, which in the Fullness of Time did offer up that Body prepared to do the Will of the Father, according as it is expressed in the Scriptures of Truth: Neither do we hold any thing for Christ, but him who appeared, and was made manifest in the Flesh. I cannot believe that Doctrine of you the Litteral Professors, who recede from your own Principles of the Literal Profession of the Letter, which saith, Is not Christ within you, except you be Reprobates? and Christ in you the Hope of Glory. I know that some of you will say, That it is the Virtues and Graces of Christ: But I would willingly know of you, How Christ's Virtues and Graces are separated from himself? This seems a setting up of your own Conceivings, or an Image in your Mind, of the Mind of the Spirit, and miss the Thing itself, which alone is known by the Spirit: For we find experimentally a clear Distinction betwixt the searching out by the Reasonings of the carnal Mind, and Scriptures opened by the Spirit, and felt in the Life. Therefore it were better for you, to examine really your Knowledge of Christ, your Faith and Knowledge of the Scriptures, and your Prayers also, lest ye miss of the Substance, and meet with a Shadow, which is only able to please the Natural Part, but justifieth not the Soul, I desire that you let not this my Christian-Expostulation with you displease you, but rather set you home, to sink down to that which is only able to make you clearly discern, whether you or we are the Truest Owners of Christ, seeing ye cannot make it appear by Scripture, which ye say is your Rule to walk by, that the Outward Application of Christ bringeth Salvation, without the Inward Manifestation of the Spirit. O! Blessed be the Day forever, That it pleased the Lord to come, Me from the World to sever, Unto the State of some, Who have passed through the Seas Unto the High and Glorious State Of all that have the Spirit of these, That pass by Tophet's Gate Unto the Port of Heaven, Where all the Saints have Rest, Which the only Lord has given To the Seed that he has Blest. For when I was in Egypt's Land, Wanting Straw, I did make Brick; And ready at the Command Of the (so called) Kirk, To Work all the length of the Day, Without the Sense or Sight Of (which I ever should Obey) The Shining of the LIGHT, That would have taught me the Way From Dead Formal Duties, that's without, Unto the LIGHT Within, I say, Who lives in LIFE, and has no doubt The Promise to Obtain, Which none at all can have In the State that I have been, And would not TRUTH receive. Oh! that all those as do this read, Would come and feel the same, That they may know, with all the Seed, The true Abode of the I AM; Who is the only Great JEHOVAH, And Rules in the Hearts of Men; Praises, Honour and hallelujah To him be sung of all the Seed, AMEN. Given forth the 10th of the 3d Month, by a Lover of the Souls of all men, but especially to the Faithful of the Infallible and Only Everlasting Truth, William Dundas. THE END.