portrait of John Quarles But for this Face, the Work had clearly gone For old smooth Qvarles himself, and not his son; Who sighing how KINGS fell, and Subjects rose, Scorns to misspend one single tear in Prose; This Book's his shadow, he's his father's Shade, QVARLES is a Poet as well Borne as Made. To: M: W. Martial Fecit FONS LACHRYMARUM OR A fountain of tears. London Printed for Nathaniel Brookes and sold at his shop at the Angel in Cornhill. Fons Lachrymarum; OR A FOUNTAIN OF TEARS: From whence doth flow England's Complaint, Jeremiah's Lamentations paraphrased, WITH Divine Meditations; AND AN ELEGY Upon that Son of valour Sir Charles Lucas. Written by JOHN QUARLES. London, Printed for Nathaniel Brooks, at the Angel in Cornhill. 1649. TO THE illustrious Prince Charles, PRINCE of WALES. Sir, IF the Current of my affections force me against the Rocks of presumption, i humbly crave the assistance of Your gracious pardon: The extent of my ambition is to prostitute at Your highness's feet the first fruits of an Orchard, which i planted in Flaunders, during the time of my banishment, and now have brought them into England to be pressed for growing in a strange Country; i confess, the fruit is green, and sour, and cannot ripen till it feel the sunshine of Your Princely eye; nor sweeten, till Your approbation shall be pleased to afford them a liking, and that liking honour them with a free acceptance. There is nothing that can make me esteem myself unhappy, but that the severity of these times will not permit me to tender Your Highness that service which my heart is ambitious to perform, and my duty binds me to acknowledge: i have nothing that i can style my own but a fidelious heart, which shall always pray for Your prosperity; and that Your successes may (like waves) ride in one upon the back of another; and that at last You may, like the sun, break through the Clouds of Opposition, and once more shine in your proper Hemisphere: Heaven season Your Royal Heart with the Principles of Wisdom, and grant that You may not Hide Your Counsels in the Bosoms of them that honour You with their Lips, when their Hearts are far from You. These are the serious and fervent Prayers of him, that desires to live no longer than he is willing to devote himself to Your highness's Commands, and is Your highness's most obliged Servant, JOHN QUARLES. TO THE READER. Kind Reader, I Here present to thy view a Fountain, from which doth flow, Complaints, Lamentations, and Meditations, three Necessaries for these Times. Never were Complaints more frequent, than they are in this age of obduracy and oppression; Nor Lamentations more requisite, then in these Lachrymable Times; Nor Meditations more commendable, then in these days of uncertainty. Reader, I shall desire thee to pass by the errors of the Press, which are now too late to correct: Had not the perverseness of these times debarred me from coming to the Press, the Printers Mistakes had not been so numerous. For my own part, I have nothing to boast of, but this that I am confident the judicious Reader will pardon the weakness of my endeavours, and know, that the tallest Cedars were but twigs at first. Reader, farewell. TO My dear Friend the author. THe Son begins to rise, the Father's set: Heaven took away one light, and pleased to let Another rise. Quarles, thy Light's divine, And it shall teach Darkness itself to shine. Each word revives thy father's name, his art Is well imprinted in thy noble heart: I've read thy pleasing lines, wherein I find The rare endeavours of a modest mind. Proceed as well as thou hast well begun, That we may see the Father by the Son. R.L. TO My much esteemed Friend the author, On his Book, entitled, Fons Lachrymarum. THou provest prophetic in thy doleful Muse, Whilst it the Prophets mournful tears renews Yet ere thy tears be spent, may England stand In her first glory, raised by Charles his hand. Then may each drop (to add unto her grace) Turn solid pearl, and beautify her face: There whilst in native brightness fixed they be, Their radiant lustre shall reflect on thee. Rich. Quiney. England's Complaint. EXperience tells us, those that are in pain Need neither Act nor Ord'naence to complain: Griefs have their privilege, whose passions break All Laws, and Losers claim a power to speak. If passion be too rude (Reader) excuse; Grief knows no manners, sorrow needs no Muse: But stay my hasty quill, forbear, I know Thou art too young, too tender yet to go Without a guide, a guide that may direct Thy staggering feet; A guide that may protect Thy Infant years. Do not too much endeavour; A fall at first will make thee lame for ever. Invoke the Nine, and if they do deny To give thee aid, complain to Mercury: Tell him, thou art a babe, and dost desire To warm thy genius by the muse's fire: Where are Apollo's offsprings? are they tied In sorrows chains, e'er since Maecenas died? Or are their Helleconian waters spent? Or do they stay t'expect a compliment? I wonder what they mean, to be thus slow, In former times they'd run, they'll now scarce go: My heedless Muse, dost thou not understand They're all distracted and dispersed the Land? Only Melpomene, who now appears Like Nioby, a monument of tears. Know'st thou not this (rash Muse) than how canst thou Implore a help from them that know not how To help themselves? Nay Pegasus is made A poor Dragoon; his friends are all betrayed: Though all distracted, and thus routed be, Yet, helpless Muse, there's heaven to succour thee: Then hear me Heaven, O hear me, now I sue, Th' art my Apollo, be Maecenas too, And great Conductor of my Soul, inspire My frozen heart with thy celestial fire: Light thou my Candle, O than I shall see, By thy own light, how to discover thee; Inflame my frozen senses with thy Spirit, That I may learn to live, and live t'inherit The glory of thy Kingdom, and to rest Where joys are greater than can be expressed: And so go on; but stay, rash quill, and know What 'tis to be engaged, before you go Too far; Be careful these bad times, unless Your rash adventure want a good success: Be wary what you do; these are no times To please fond fancies with lascivious Rhymes. Be circumspect; Let every word you write Be Truth, and then let every word invite A tear; each tear, a sigh; that every Eye, That reads, may melt into an elegy. And cursed be that dull eye, that will not lend A tear, or two, to see poor England spend Weeks, months, & years, in sighs, in sobs, in groans, In tears, in prayers, and wilt not move the stones? Volleys of tears, discharged from her eyes, Shake Heaven and Earth, and penetrate the skies With sad cōplain●? heaven mourns at her condition And weeps down showers of tears at her Peti●ion: Then rouse, ye Britains, from your flattering sleep, Hear England's groans, thus she begins to weep; No Peace, no ease, no pleasure; is all gone, Pursued with envy and rebellion? Whither, oh whither, are my glories sent? Banished my breast by Act of Parliament? virtue is fled, and scared into a trance By the ill shape of Bughear ignorance What mists are these that thus eclipse the light Of splend●nt truths? From whence proceeds this night Of darkening Errors? how am I beguled Of all my joys? Nay, how am I defiled With leprous humours? On how grief transports My frighted sense! what envy's this resorts Unto my swelling breast? Is there no mean, No pleasing music to divide my scene? Were I an Atlas, I could not sustain This Firmament of grief: who can refrain From falling, that's so much oppressed as I With such a burden of Malignity. Where shall I run, to whom shall I address My burdened self, or how shall I express My uncontrolled sorrows, or relate Th' unhappy discord of my factious State? Where shall I fly? Is there no Ark above To hide me from these waves? Is there no Dove To bring me tidings that the Land is clear, And that the hills of Peace do reappear? But must I perish? shall the waves of pride Dash me in pieces? still a flowing tide, Still flow, and never ebb! Is there no bliss? Wonder sad Soul! O what an Ocean's this Ambitious winds, why rage ye more and more, And make the Seas thus envy at the shore? Is there no Peter can pray heaven to please. To check the winds, and qualify the Seas? Am I the worst of all? Is my condition So bad, that there is no Petition Can have an audience? Ah my conscience saith, I've Peter's fears, but yet want Peter's faith. Here let us stop a little, and advise With flesh and blood; Can greater wants arise, To damage Souls, than faith, whose want procures All these extremes, which my poor heart endures? Oh no, there cannot: he that wants the hand Of Soul-supporting Faith, forgets to stand: This is my want, and till I find relief, I'll lie and tumble in the shades of grief, And glut the air with sighs; my hideous cries Shall roar like thunder in the troubled skies: O that my eyes were Oceans, that I may Drown all my sorrows in one stormy day; Or would pleased Heaven, enable me to strain, To gulp up Seas, and weep them out again, Then should my briny streams gush forth so fast, That every tear should strive to be the last; So the swift current of my swelling eyes Should overflow my heaped up miseries. I have offended Heaven, and now I see My sins are walls betwixt my God and me, Which stop the passage of my fervent prayers, That there is no prevailing but by tears, To batter down the wall that thus prevents My cries, my vows, and hinders my intents To heaven, that heaven can send me no relief, Nor take me from this labyrinth of grief. Gone are my golden, my forgotten days, When every bird could whistle forth my praise. Gone are those days when this consuming Earth Was stuffed with pleasure, & perfumed with mirth: Though all be gone, yet will I strive t'endure; He that hath made the wound, can make the cure: For now I'm wounded, and my wounds do smart Beyond my patience; and my tender heart, Swelled up with sorrow, doth predestinate What woe must happen to my bleeding State: My head, my head's tormented; and my eyes Are dim with gazing after vanities: My members swell like Oceans, and from thence Proceeds so great, so large a confluence Of noisome humours, and they run so thick, That they surcharge, and make my stomach sick: I ave purged alr●ady, and that will not do, I fear, I fear, that I must vomit too: I doubt 'tis too much action that hath bred These ill diseases that disturb my ●ead; Oh I am sick to death, my bowels yearn! I fre●z ay fr●●z▪ and whilst I fre●z, I burn; I burn, I melt, my soul is parched within. (How hot's the furnace of tormenting sin?) And Ah! how soon is feebled nature lamed With joint contracting cold; if not inflamed By heaven's enlivening fire? how hot's my blood To what is bad, and Ah, how cold to good! Oh grief! how two extremes perplex one heart, So linked together, that they cannot part! Thus am I tossed, and doubtfully oppressed Beneath the burden of a dubious breast? Nothing but Wars, and Tumults do arise; Thrice happy ay▪ had I known how to prize My happiness? Alas I ne'er did know The good of peace, till heaven was pleased to show: War makes me know, what joy it was before To live in peace and plenty, now the more. To live in peace and plenty, now I know by this, This want of peace, what a combining bliss It was to live united, and to praise That God of Peace, that blessed my peaceful days With large increase; Oh misery to think, Loaded with too much pleasure, how I sink! I that was wont to boast my heaps of treasure, Now swim in sorrow, and now sink in pleasure: I that the world did envy, now am brought To be not worth the enu'ing, worse than nought, Reviled by all; see how the hand of Fate hath pleased to make me thus unfortunate: What shall I do? what physic can procure A little ease? I cannot long endure. Where are my grave Divines to give advice To a relapsing Soul? are they grown nice Of late? Are their conspiring hearts agreed T'absent themselves in this my time of need? What do they mean? Oh whither are they fled? Sure, sure, they're silenced all, or else all death: Do they not see me falling? Do they stand Amazed, not daring to afford a hand To help me up? Methinks I hear them cry, That they are falling to, as well as I. Where is Religion, that was wont to be The Governor of Peace, the branched Tree That ever flourished? see, now every Clown Being authorised presumes to cut her down. Will they still strive with swords, with guns, with clubs, To pickle my Religion up in tubs? Have they no Reason? hath their greedy zeal Swallowed up all their Senses at one meal? Have they agreed that Piety and Reason Shall be condemned, and voted into Treason? Or hath their hell-bred thoughts found out a way To turn our Zion to a Golgotha? Hath the Tartarian counsellor invented Such thriving Plots which cannot be prevented? Leave off base Acts mechanics, and begin To deal uprightly, and reform within; Bury your aged crimes, and then go call Your straggling senses to the Funeral: Adjourn your thoughts, which now are quite contrary To Peace, and think a peace is necessary. Honour your higher Powers, and do not mock And vilify them as your laughing stock. There are a brainsick multitude, a rabble Of all Religions, that do daily squabble About vain shades, and let the substance pass, Hating good manners as they hate the Mass: 'Tis such as these which thus my woes advance, Whose very Souls are starved with ignorance: 'Tis such as these who daily strive to smother The truth with flattering zeal, & call him brother, Nay holy brother; though his faith be small, If he can rail, and reverently bawl Against grave Bishops, and their pious King, Oh this is holy, nay a zealous thing: And those are holy that can pray by chance According to the spirit's influence, And teach their prick-eared brethren to deny The Common Prayer, but know no reason why; And those whose great humility can be Content to make a Pulpit in a tree, Or in some Barn, there by the Spirit pray Five or six hours, not caring what they say; Or if a blacksmith or a Tinker can Hammer out Treason, he's a zealous man Or if a learned cobbler will be sure To stitch it close, oh he's a Christian pure! Oh these are holy, yea and learned Teachers, These are Divines, and only these are Preachers: They'll cry all learned prelates out of season, They must not preach, for fear they should speak reason. Oh these are they, whose ruder tongues can cry, Advance mechanics, down with Majesty: These, these are they, whose dunghill thoughts could never Attain perfection, but they still endeavour To banish wisdom, that at last they may Make all the world as ignorant as they. See how the'ave turned my joy to griping sadness, Plenty to want, and peace to downright madness; virtue to vice, and chastity to vainness, Learning to scorn, Religion to profaneness, flattery to zeal, and nonsense unto Reason, honour to shame, and Loyalty to Treason, Pity to murder, Truth to feigned lies, Prayers to curses, plundering to a prize: Thus, thus they gripe my Soul, and go about To change my shape, and turn my inside out. Unhuman Actions; Ah who can behold Such Tyrannies, and not his blood grow cold! Break, break, ye floodgates of my brimfiled eyes, And let my tears have passage to surprise This Fort of sorrow, and tumultuous cares, And drench the mountains in a Sea of tears. Forbear, ye lowering skies; there is no need Ye should disburse a shower: I have agreed With sorrow, and his powers still to remain Clouded with grief, and f●ll the Earth with rain; Oh horrid, dismal, heaven provoking times, Surpassing Sodom's; nay Gomorrah's crimes Were ne'er so bad; Oh Hell-invent●d fate, Worse than the worst that I can nominate. Are these my people, for whose sakes I lie Involved with torments, wrapped in Tyranny? Are these my Sons, whose sorrows now I weep? Are these my children that are luled asleep? See how secure they rest, and never fear Approaching woe; mine eyes, can ye forbear To vent ten thousand tears? Oh never let Your lids conceal you, till y''ave paid the debt Ye owe to sorrow, for those sins which thirst For greater plenty, then can be disbursed: Oh sigh, sad Soul, until thy heart be sore, Then sigh, because thou canst not sigh no more. Oh that my voice, like thunderclaps could tear, And split the portals of each deafened ear; That so my cries might ravish every brain, And filled with horror, make them deaf again. And this I wish because my Sons are all So deaf, they will not hear me when I call: Did they not flourish in a peaceful state, Enjoying store of all things, till of late They grew thus factious? and have I not been, In former times, the world's admired Queen? Have not all Nations formerly been proud To do me service? Have they not allowed A due respect unto me everywhere, And honoured me, if not for love, for fear? And must I now by your, your means incut As many plagues as mischief can infer? Must I now pine away, that have been strong? Must I now stoop, that have stood up so long? Must I be now subordinate to those That never dated subscribe themselves my foes? Must I be now divided, that was never Divided yet? Must I be lost forever? Must I be now consumed and thrown down? And must they scoff me now, that dared not frown In former times? Must I be now confounded? Must I be now reviled, and called a Roundhead? Must I be now nicknamed? Must frighted fame Sound a Retreat, and scorn to own my name? Must I be now dispersed? Must my own hand Destroy the bounty of my fruitful Land? Oh grief transcending thought, shall England's glory Be thus abstracted, and thus made a story To after ages? Would not this perplex A Soul, that never knew what 'twas to vex? What grief can equalise my grief? What pain Can be equivalent? Would any gain Experience? If they would, may they incline Themselves to this experienced grief of mine: Ah grief of days; what marble eye can read Of such extremes as mine, and never bleed? 'Twould dull the sharpest brain to meditate Upon my grief; nay, make them desperate. Had Nero lived in this tempestuous age, He might have blushed to see his boiling rage Out-vied by yours; nay, Corah and his crew Never pursued their Moses, as ye do, With such untutored violence; 'tis strange, Oh whither will your headlong fury range? Advise by times, and know there is a God That overlooks you: Know, that Moses Rod May turn a greedy Serpent, and devour, As well the greater, as the smaller power. Go, go, ye sad contrivers of these times, Consult with sorrow: think on all those crimes Ye have committed; and than think what you Have done, and after what ye have to do. Advise with care, for your condition's such, y''ave much to do, because y''ave done too much. Too much; Alas too much in my sad state Is done already; and I fear too late For remedy: And secret danger lies In dull delay: 'tis wisdom to advise Betimes; for true and timely care prevents Untimely ruin, hindering the intents Of studied malice; industry prepares A balm for that which negligence impairs. Those that by dreaming sloth, sustain a loss, Obtain least pity, and the greatest cross. Consider what a grief 'twill be to see The sad distraction of this monarchy, Wrought by your slothful negligence, when all My lofty structures by your hands must fall: Nay, worse than this, when famine shall devour What fire and sword hath left; when every hour The Bells shall toul, with such a feeble sound, As if that they themselves a want had found. Will it not melt a stone to hear the cries Of hungry children, and the sad replies Of their dejected friends? who can forbear To think on this, and never shed a tear? How children cry for bread, and fain would rest, Seeking protections in their mother's breast? Alas poor Orphans, how are they beguiled, When the sad mother's forced to eat the child For want of food, & make their blood their drink! Oh what a wounding sorrow 'tis to think How all will be destroyed, both young and old, How warm blood will be mingled with the cold! How you will roar and cry for want of bread, Some on the ground, some dying, and some dead; Some gnaw their flesh, and some fight who shall eat Each other; O uncomfortable meat! And then the ravening Wolves seek up and down To find a prey, in every starved Town, Shall eat deaths relics; having spent that store, Shall ransack up and down, and howl for more. All beasts and fowls shall then amazed stand, To see the Sea is turned into a Land: The Land into a Sea, a Red Sea, where Nothing but bones in stead of fishes are. Where nothing's heard, but cries, and shrieks, and groans, Where nothing's seen, except consuming bones. Oh had you but the power to apprehend These sad destructive dangers, how they tend Da●ly towards us, with all the power that they Can make, as if they'd rout us in one day: Dull sons of men, have ye forgot to rise, And draw the Curtains of your slumbering eyes? Methinks this hot Alarum should affright Your Souls for ever from your fond delight! What do ye mean? ye cannot choose but hear Heaven's thundering judgements rattling in your ear What, have ye sworn Allegiance to the Prince Of utter darkness? Will no words convince Your Stubborn Souls? Has a perpetual vow Been lately past betwixt hell's Prince and you? Why do ye thus delight to overthrow Yourselves, and lose a Kingdom at one blow? Oh where are my grand Rulers to correct These their enormous humours, that infect The world with Errors? To what fatal place Are all my Senators retired? You my Triennial Powers, come and dispose Your ears to my discourse; and I'll disclose My grief to you, whose judgements can prescribe A timely remedy without a bribe. Then hark! THe climbing power of my disease is grown To such a height, that I can hardly own A minute's rest; my body politic You apprehend (I know) is very sick: Then let the depth of understanding move The depth of pity, that ye may remove These growing inconveniences, that moan For your assistance: Can a Kingdom groan, And not be heard? Can a disease remain within my body, and not I complain O● what I suffer? That were tyranny Not to be paralleled: O pity me, And let the fervour of my language turn Your thoughts to tears, to quench those flames that burn My wasting entrails: Let your hearts relent With meditating on my discontent: Open your willing ears, and hear me call; O do not fall a slumbering whilst I fall: O hear me soon, that now complain too late: Let my complaints make you compassionate; Dissolve into a Sea of tears. Involve Yourselves with sackcloth. Let your minds revolve Upon your native soil; resolve to spend Your greatest skills, to consummate the end Of my distractions; and let mercy join With justice; so shall endless love combine Your Souls: That like Ezekiel's wheels ye may Run one within another, and not stray: But like Isaiah's Seraphims may cry, O holy, holy, holy God on high. But stay; nor can I end, my griefs must fly A little further; Mountains that are high Must be discovered: Molehills often times Lie out of sight, like undiscovered crimes. A public sorrow oftentimes admits A cure from them, whose more concreted wits Do daily study with more active arts More public mischief with more private hearts. Doth not the fawning Crocodile obtain By public sorrow her more private gain? Doth not the crafty Lapwing cry the least, When she is nearest to her close-made nest? Are there not those in this conniving age, Whose outward meekness is but inward rage? Are there not those in these contentious times, That live by nothing but their private crimes? Oh grief to speak it: Are there not a sort Of wilful people that can make a sport At others ruins, whose pretended zeal Hath bred much mischief in this Common-weal? Are there not those that would pretend to be Reformers, yet deform a monarchy? Are there not those, whose upstart honours crave Perpetual durance, only to enslave The Sons of honour? Thus they play the thief, And joy in nothing, but in others grief. Are there not those, who in one breath can cry Against a liar, yet can forge a lie for their advantage, and abjure the Laws? Lyes are no lies, if they advance their Cause. Are there not those that persecute the Arts, And yet retain monopolising hearts? Are there not those that daily take delight To twist themselves into another's right? Do not all these, which I have named, pretend To do all this, to a religious end? And ah Religion! how art thou betrayed By those, whose worthless industry have laid Thine honour in the dust; nay, and have thrown Dirt in their faces, that shall dare to own Thy very name? these are a sort of people That love no Church, because they hate the steeple. I dare affirm, that Proteus ne'er could be So much transformed, as they have transformed thee: Nor can I yet conclude; I must deplore My greater sorrows, yet a little more: Let no man take exceptions, for I speak Unto myself; sorrow must find a leak. I cannot hold; and O that I were able To make my feeble tongue infatigable, That by my full expressions I may prove How much the Serpent overrules the Dove. There was a time (not long since) when my fits Had found as expiation, if those wits (Which proved too serpentine) had not delayed Their too-soon violated vows, and played A double game: I even blush to name What odds they had, and how they lost the game▪ The world (though sad) is not so melancholy, But that it smiles at, and records that folly: The breach of vows cracks honour, and the loss Of opportunity deserves a cross ●n honour's book; and he that shall neglect A public good, shall find a bad respect In private hearts, and ruin must attend A public Actor, for a private end. Are there not those hate Rome, and yet make roo● For Catiline, and labour to entomb His vile prescriptions in their Romish thoughts, And yet excuse themselves, and him, from faults Do I not see them how they run his paths With headlong force, and prosecute his Laws? Do I not see their Agents, how they strive To ruin others, and to keep alive Themselves, that lived not, till this greedy age Raked them from dunghills, to adorn the Stage Of hellbred Tyranny? Do I not see How much they're honoured for their Tyranny? The Salamander, when he's crowned with ●i● Is in his Kingdom; if his Crown expire, His life concludes: Tell me what then remains Except the relics of consuming flames? Even so the Salamanders of these days (Whose hearts are made of flames) at last will blaz And smother into ashes: Thus declined, What can they leave (except a stink) behind? Each thing must live within its element; Discretion tells us, fishes must content Themselves with water; and all things must live Content with that which heaven was pleased to giv● 'Tis only man that surfeits with desire: The earth, the air, the water, quickening fire, And all was made for man, and man was made Of all these things: O let it not be said, That fire predominates, and breeds contest Within my bowels, and destroys the rest▪ O strive, now your unruly flames arise, To quench your hearts with water from your eyes: Strive not with Catiline, that lavish creature, To stop great mischiefs, by enacting greater. But tell me now, how can your thoughts reflect Upon a Peace, when as ye disrespect The principle? 'tis an uncertain way To gain a Peace by Arms; for every day Will breed new tumults, which will in conclusion environ you with Armies of confusion: Peace cannot swim in blood, blood cannot stand Like pools of water in a peaceful Land. Delight not thus in contraries; forsake Your former ways, let not your hearts partake Of blood, and rain, heaven will never own A blood-bedab'led Soul: 'Tis not unknown How ye have belched out oaths, & vowed to bring Peace to your Country, honour to your King: Now where's your country's peace? now where's the glory Your King was promised? O nefandous story! Can peace and strife cohabitate? Can fame And glory be imprisoned? 'Tis your shame, Not his dishonour, that ye perpetrate Such horrid acts: I tremble to relate What I have suffered: Is't not you that have Exploded all my comforts? You that crave (Like greedy Cormorants) still more and more, Pretending charity, yet starve the poor? Was it not you, whose active hands provided To pull down Crosses, that have thus divided My yielding people? Can ye now pull down These Crosses ye have builded? You that crown Your hearts with malice, will you always stand In opposition? will you still command In spite of Fortune? will ye always be Majestic too, in spite of majesty? I may affirm, that never Nation had So good a King, whose Subjects are so bad. Do ye not see how heaven hath pleased to smile Upon his Soul, and bless him all this while With long-continued patience? It is he Whose life hath given life to piety. He is a second Job, whose patience can Outvie the base indignities of man: Go ransack Europe, see if you can find A more composed Prince, whose noble mind Can entertain a grief, and never vent (But turn) his passion into blessed content; Whole volumes of his grief may be expressed; And since I dare not speak, I'll weep the rest. O stop my tears, or else my eyes will flow Into a deluge; for my sorrows know No mean at all; extremes of tears must fall For such extremes of grief: Attend me all, Whose hearts are not too flinty; I'll declare Your sovereign's suffering, with your sovereign's care How many widowed night has his sad heart Worn out with sorrow, having none t'impart His thoughts unto, except he please to spend His language on the ears of such a friend As Haman was; whose unrestrained power Punished his own offence in half an hour. Judge you, whose hearts have vowed a double life, What are th' endearments of a tender wife. Judge you (what 'tis) whom bounteous heaven hath blessed With numerous offsprings, to be dispossessed Of those increasing comforts, which descry No real joy, but in their parent's eye. And if th' enjoyment of these blessings yield Such large content, needs must the want unshield The Soul of comfort: O unhappy fate! Who'd be a father at so dear a rate? A wife, unhappy, happy word; a wife Happy ofttimes to an unhappy life: A wife, that word importeth joys Unparalleled; that very word destroys Armies of grief, and oftentimes it brings A heavenly sorrow to the hearts of Kings; And cursed be they, heaven gives me leave to speak, That shall presume to separate, or break Conjugal bands; How many in this Land Lie subject to this curse? how many stand Amazed, almost distracted, that have been Actors? Heaven bless my King, protect my Queen; How many false aspersions have you cast Upon their heads? Did ye not strive to blast Their spotless honours? What was spoke of late, I hate to think, much more to nominate: Admit it had been truth, then had ye not Proved much unjust, to leave so large a blot Within this Kingdom: Thus you can descry Inferior molehills, but let mountains lie. But tell me then, is this the only way To make a glorious King? Heaven grant he may Want such obnoxious honour, till he crave honour from you, to whom he honours gave: Consider well, and ye will find it true, 'Twas heaven that made him glorious, & not you: 'Twas he that filled his Soul with true renown, And crowned his Cross as you have crossed his crown Heaven breaks no Covenants, he never fails, He never unvotes what he votes, or rails Against his enemies, but grieves to see Their Souls run headlong to their destiny. Abused Peace perverts into a Curse: What can be better, or what may be worse Than Peace, whose presence (like the Sun) display Its golden Ensigns; whose refulgent rays Adorns the Earth, and fills the gazing eye With glorious light, and peaceful Majesty? But when rude Boreas summons all his power, And argues with the Seas; In half an hour You may behold a change: they which before Were wrapped in silence, now begin to roar Into a fury; contradictions bring Endless disputes: Shall Boreas be a King, And rule th' unruly w●wes? (when surges meet How rudely do they part, how rudely great!) Whilst peaceful Zephyrus must be denied To breathe upon the floods? Can storms abide For ever? No: rash Boreas must at last Submit to Zephyrus; whose milder blast Proclaims a sudden Peace, and strives to grace The simp'ring Ocean with a smother face. But whither am I hurried? slack my sails, I fly beyond my Port; I find the gales Of grief are too robustuous, and I doubt I cannot anchor here, but tack about. Seven years are now completed since my grief Had its initiation, yet relief Stands at a distance; Peace is in a doubt Whether to come within, or stay without. Your rash proceedings and your great disgraces Make Peace even blush to look you in the faces: O miserable men that live to know Such Times, such a reduplicating woe▪ Is there no art remains? Is there no way To set you right, that thus have gone astray? Is there no faithful Lot to pray for Peace, And stop the cause, that so th' effect may cease? Is there no Jonah dare proclaim, and cry Unto the sons of men, Destruction's nigh? But are they all asleep, now sorrows swarm? (O how can they repose in such a storm!) Rouse slumbering Souls, and lift your heads above The decks of negligence; The God of Love Will be too angry, if you sleep too long: Advance your thoughts, and let your prayers be strong For me, who am thus weak, and must decay, Except this grief-encreasing Remora Be wiped away; O may I not offend The Auditor of heaven, if I shall spend Some words to this effect; I must confess Dear God, I am corrupted, I address Myself to thee; O let thy healing hand Prescribe a Balsam for this bleeding Land: I have been too progressive, grant I may Be retrograded to my former way: Spoil not the path because I stepped aside, Correct my feet, and let the path abide. What though the path be something rough and small, Better's a rough path than no path at all; For now I ramble up and down, and see No certainty, except of misery. Is it discretion to pull down a fair Cathedral Church because one spider's there? Is it discretion to condemn the Sun Because the dial's false? the Times must run Their revolutions; set the Dial right, Then you'll not want a truth till Sol wants light. Let all things move within their orbs; suppose Th' inferior lights should labour to depose The Prince of light, and drive him from his throne, And by an usurpation make't their own: What strange aspects would this produce t'affright Supine Astronomers, to see that light, Which was at distance, now approach so near, And blaze in an improper hemisphere! Consider then, would not the Stars let fall Too great an influence, the Sun too small, On human bodies? O may they remain In their own Region, then would Sol again Enjoy his just prerogatives, and feed The world with such a lustre, as I need: Peace is the light I want, could I obtain But Peace, how soon should I survive again! Peace is the best Physician, I require Nothing but Peace to quench my hot desire. A good Physician will be sure to see, Ere he prescribes, where lies the malady; Then he'll begin to study, and to try What may be best; whether Phlebotomy Be good, and if it be, opens a vein, And so restores his patient's ease again: Thus, thus, grand authors of my woes, should you Have done at first, if ye had been but true To me; but when at first my griefs you saw Ye thought it good to purge me with your Law: And having purged me, ye began to see How weak I was, and what a low degree Y''ve brought me to, and then ye fell at strife, By killing me, how to preserve my life. You brought strange Doctors to me, whose advice I'm sure was purchased by too high a price: They bid me lift my arms up to my head, And stir my Body; for diseases bred For want of exercise: they bid me play A game or two at Irish every day. I took th' advice, than I begun to find A sudden alteration, and my mind Was so transported, that methoughts the ground Began to dance, and I myself turned round: I fell into a trance, with this presumption, And ever since I've lived in a Consumption. Let this example all the world assure, An English Grief will have no Scottish Cure. And so farewell, if these be your conditions, Henceforth you may prove— But not Physicians England's Petition to Heaven. AH me! Ah me! can nothing but Ah me Fly from my barren heart (dear God) to thee? Ah me! and why will not that word import Ten thousand prayers, that so I may resort Unto thy ears by Troops? then would I run Division on ah me, till Time were done. Weak as I am, distracted, and defiled, I prostitute myself, not as a child Of Sin, but as a Parent that has had A numerous offspring; Now my heart is sad, O grant that my unfeigned grief may grow Upon a real graft, that I may show The fruit of perfect sorrow, and declare How great my sins, how great thy mercies are: Storm thou my sins, and force them to retreat, And make my craving breast thy mercy's seat: Strike thou my flinty Soul, that my desires May, from a spark, increase to flames; Thy fires Must thaw my Icy Soul, or else I shall Remain for ever a congealed Gall: I am composed of steel, and cannot bow, Except thy dear instructions teach me how: Attract me by the loadstone of thy grace, That through thy mercies I may see thy face; And having viewed it, I may never more Return to what I idolised before; I have a Lydia's heart, in mercy please To open it, thy mercies are the keys: Ravish my Soul, that I may fall in love With thee, my God, with thee, that art a Dove Of innocency: Let my raptures mount As high as heaven, that there I may recount Thy never failing love, and sing thy praise With David's heart, until the last of days: Tune thou my stupid Soul, and then it shall Be truly sweet, and heavenly musical: Convert my swords to sighs, that I my fight With my own crimes, and hate to take delight To lacerate myself. O tie the hands Of fury! make me stoop to thy commands. Convert my tides of blood to streams of tears, My lies to truths, my horrid oaths to prayers: Make me to apprehend how thou hast wept Of late for me, whilst I securely slept. Let not thy tears destroy me, but let me Dissolve to tears (dear God) and weep to thee: Is it the heat of my offences make The heavens' to melt, (O heaven some pity take!) Or has thy great discretion thought it good To send these showers to wash away that blood Which I have lost; I know thy purer eyes Cannot endure a bloody sacrifice. O stop thy bottle, pity my sad times, And grant to me more tears or fewer crimes! Be pleased to view me with a gracious eye, And let the lustre of thy Majesty Reflect upon me, let thy glorious light Create a day of mercy, that the night Of sin may be expeled; O hear my prayers Ushered unto thee with a tide of tears. To me, O let thy mercies be expressed, And fill the concave of a sinful breast; Sinful, ah sinful, more than I am able With language to express, intolerable: Behold my festered Soul, whose wounds proceed From sin, and being dressed with sin, they bleed; They bleed (dear heaven) they bleed, O what a flood A flood they make! and I am bathed in blood: O stop this current that does still begin, Or I shall drown a Kingdom in my sin: O look upon me, and in mercy please To send me salve to palliate my disease: Begin to hear (O GOD) begin to send, That so my sorrows may begin to end. THE LAMENTATIONS OF JEREMIAH. CHAP. I. Contents. 1 The miserable estate of Jerusalem by reason of her sins, 12 She complaineth of her grief, 18 and confesseth God's judgements to be righteous. HOw doth the City, that was blessed of late With store of people, now lament her state? How like a poor distressed widow she Deplores her sorrows, that was wont to be Great among Nations? greater far than any; How tributary is she now to many? She drowns her blushing cheeks with midnight tears, And from her lovers can obtain no prayers: Her friends, armed all with treachery, arise And show themselves her public enemies: Spu●●'d with affliction, Judah's forced to fly, And throw herself into Captivity; B●cause of sense consuming servitude She dwells amongst the Heathen multitude: Her Foes o'ertook her when she was distressed; Well might she wish for, but could take no rest. Zion is with redoubled grief surprised, Because her feasts by none are solemnised: Her Gates are filled with desolation, and Her Virgins tortured with afflictions hand: Her Priests with sighs, heart-breaking sighs, express Their grief: Ah Zion's filled with bitterness! Her chiefest people are her chiefest foes; Just heaven with these innumerable woes Plagues her transgressions; and the enemy Drives her dear Children to Captivity. And that rare beauty, which adorned and graced zions dear daughter, is of late defaced: Her Princes fly, and ransack all about, Like hungry hearts, to find a pasture out: They all are fled, and flying, can procure No strength t'oppose the merciless pursuer. But when Jerusalem was thus confined T'afflictions lawless bounds, she called to mind Her by past pleasures, and those days which she For now her crying sins are grown so great, That heaven hath thrown her from his mercy's seat: All those that loved her, yea and highly prized her, Seeing her shameful nakedness, despised her: She sighs & turns her back, as though she'd borrow A private breath t'express a public sorrow: For being filled with wickedness, Her end She never thought of, neither had she friend To comfort her: O Lord my God, behold My great afflictions: Ah my foe grows bold, And magnifies himself: His stretched-out hand Hath spoilt the pleasures of my fruitful Land: The very Heathen, whom thou didst deny Thy Congregation, do contemn, defy Thy just commands; and with unseemly paces enforce an entrance to thy holy places. Her bread-desiring people, filled with grief, Give their chief treasures for a small relief: Behold, O Lord, consider my distress, For I am vile, and filled with wickedness. Oh stop your hasty feet, ye that pass by, And look upon my new-bred misery; Sum up the totals of all grief, then borrow A million more; 'Tis nothing to that sorrow Which I support, wherewith the angry power Hath pleased t'afflict me in His wrathful hour: For he from his all-ruling throne hath sent Into my bones a fiery Government: Yea, and his ever-active hand hath set, And I am desolate, and fainting lie; Being turned from him, am turned to misery. Fast to my servile neck He hath bound on The wreathed yoke of my transgression; Impaired my strength, and by His just commands I'm thrown into my persecutors hands, Where I, remorseless I, must still remain, Void of all hope to be enlarged again. His unresisted strength hath broke the bones, And made a footstool of my Mighty Ones: A great Assembly He hath called that may Punish my young men that will not obey; And Judah's fairest Virgin Daughter's trod As in a winepress by th' Almighty God. And O these sorrows, O these miseries Stir up a tempest in my clouded eyes! Mine eyes, mine eyes, run o'er, I daily spend More tears than any brain can apprehend: My foes prevail, my children all are led Into Captivity, my hopes are fled. Zion spreads forth her feeble arms t'express She seeks for comfort, but is comfortless. The Lord of hosts commands that Jacob's eyes Shall round about him see his enemies; And poor despised, distressed Jerusalem Is as a menstruous woman amongst them. My God is just, yet I, rebellious I, Transgressed against his glorious Majesty: O hear my people, let your ears but borrow A minute's time, from Time, to hear my sorrow! My Virgins and my young men all are fled Into Captivity; my Priests are dead: My Friends refuse to hear me when I call; For want of food my hungry Elders fall. O Lord, behold, see how I am oppressed, My heart thumps at the portals of my breast: Oh I have sinned, and my sins indite me; Abroad the Sword, at home grim Death affrights me. My friends have heard my groaning, and my grief Is known to them; But I know no relief: My foes with clamorous voices fill the Earth, And make my grief the subject of their mirth: But heaven hath named a day when these my foes Shall be copartners in my mocked at woes. O God, let not their faults be hid from thee, But deal with them as thou hast dealt with me: My heart is faint, my struggling sighs are many, My griefs too great to be expressed by any. Meditatio in Capitulum. IF thou wouldst know, my Soul, what har●s attend A sinner's progress to his journey's end; Here, here thou mayst, if with impartial eyes Thou wilt observe the unsatiate miseries Of poor Jerusalem, whose tedious groans, Whose sighs, and sobs, and tears, the world bemoans. Observe her heedless steps, and thou shalt know Sin was the Author of her self-willed Wo. 'Twas sweet at first, but sour in th' event, That little word assumes a large extent: Where Sin predominates, there we may find The inconvenience of a troubled mind: For when the mind's perplexed, than we begin Either to fall to, or to fall from Sin: For like the restless Sea she's active still, And always agitating good or ill; If well employed, she builds a wall about The Soul, to keep approaching dangers out: But if she spends her thriftless hours in Evil, She makes a banquet to invite the Devil, Who with his subtle and misguiding force Will reinvite her to a second course: And then let Christians judge how much disquiet That Soul sustains that loves the devil's diet. Ah than my Soul, if thou desir'st to be Exempted from the lot of misery, Make heaven thy refuge; there thou mayst be sure To find contentment, and repose secure: Thou needst not fear, there is no poisonous thing Can wound that Soul that truly loves his King: Nor all the malice mortals can invent, Shall add to thee one mite of discontent: There is no sorrow, no calamity T'oppress thy thoughts; No wry-looked enemy T'upbraid thy actions: then my Soul advise How much it profits to be heavenly wise. Ah had Jerusalem (whose grief no pen Can e'er engrave into the hearts of men) Been wisely wary, she had never known Those late reaped sorrows, which her sins had sown: Had she but searched her bosom, and contrived Her actions well, her glory had survived: Had she with David's tears in time repented, Those uncorrected sins her heart lamented, She had not felt those judgements which did wait Upon the ruins of her falling State: But whilst her eyes were muffled and deluded, Folly came in, where Reason was excluded. Needs must that Kingdom unto ruin run, Where Folly sets and rises with the Sun. Like as the body that's oppressed with grief. Can neither hope for, nor obtain relief, Till the disease be known; there's none can tell The rage of sickness that was always well. Even so Jerusalem, because that she Judged not the Reason of her misery Till she was past recovery, could never Have health restored her, but was sick for ever▪ Alas! alas! that Kingdom needs must fall, That has a grief so Epidemical. Had she but like the Ninevites in time Stopped those distemp'ring humours which did climb Above her strength, her grief had quickly ended, And heaven revoked those judgements he intended. medicines are vain things when applied too late, And through delay a grief grows desperate. He that is in-sick is in bad condition, Except heaven please to be his soul's Physician: And if God once deny his Patient bliss, Whose must the fault be, when the fault's not his? Alas! alas! 'tis but in vain for any To strive to cure one grief, that had so many As sad Jerusalem had; her plagues were more Than all the world could reckon up before: She had a Monop'ly, she need not borrow, She was the hieroglyphic of all sorrow. Yet if in time she'd made repentant moan, Heaven could have cured them all as well as one. There is no Sin, let it be great or small, But heaven can find a balsam for them all. My Soul, thou art my Monarch, therefore I May boldly look into thy Monarchy. First praise thou heaven, then learn to be content With what he sends thee; let thy government Be still Monarchical, and fenced about With fervent prayers, to keep Sedition out. Let watch and ward be kept, lest traitor Sin Betray thee; Let not Faction come within Thy lists: And still be careful to surprise Rebellious thoughts, as soon as they arise: For if they once appear within thy borders, They'll breed confusion, and confused disorders. Learn to be wisely politic, and be Ready to let Religion counsel thee. Let Reason be thy guide, and let thy Laws Be truly executed; Let thy Cause Be just and real: then my Soul, be sure To let thy fundamental Laws endure, Till he that sits on the refulgent Throne Shall take thee hence, and keep thee for his own. CHAP. II. Contents. 1 Jeremiah lamenteth the misery of Jerusalem. 20 He complaineth thereof to God. BEhold! heaven's Metropolitan hath spread His gloomy clouds of anger on the head Of sad Jerusalem: He hath destroyed Those bounteous treasures Israel enjoyed; And from his memory hath his footstool thrown, When he with floods of anger was o'erflown. And Jacob's habitations he unframed, And wrathfully consumed them: Thus inflamed The strongest Castles Judah's Daughter had, He tumbled down, and made her people sad: And he, to show what his grand power could do, Defiled the Kingdom and the Princes too. His two-edged passion hath cut off the horn And Chief of Israel, made him a scorn To his deriding Foes, and also stayed, Yea and withdrawn his right hand from his aid: His fury like an all consuming flame Burned against Jacob, and devoured his name. His wrestless arm hath bent his yielding bow; He stood resolved like a dauntless foe: And in the Tabernacle he hath flew The eyes delight, like fire his anger flew. He threw down Israel's strongest situations, And filled Jerusalem with lamentations. And like a fruitless garden hath laid void Th' infected Tabernacle▪ and destroyed Th' Assemblies structures; and an angry wind Hath blown their Feasts and Sabbaths from his mind; Both Kings & Priests in anger he forgot, And looked on them as if he saw them not. His holy places, and his Altar he Abhorred; and gave unto the enemy Her fairest Palaces: their ill-tuned voices, As on a feast-day, filled the Church with noises. His hand stretched forth a line, when he intended To ruin Zion that so much offended: He hath resolved destruction; therefore all The rampart languished with the gliding wall. He hath destroyed, and battered down her grates, The gaping Earth imboweled all her Gates Her King and Princes dwell with Gentiles; and Her Laws are banished from her lawless Land Her Prophets gaze about; the frowning skies▪ Do represent no vision to their eyes. Her mournful Elders on the ground repose, And silently consent unto their woes: They clothed themselves with sackcloth, and they crowned Their heads with dust they borrowed from the ground: No joys were pleasing to the eyes of them That were the Virgins of Jerusalem. My bowels yearn, my tear-distilling eyes Are sore with gazing on the miseries Of frail Jerusalem: Alas, the feet Of her dear sucklings stagger in the street! And like the wounded in the City, send Their sighs for food unto their dearest friend: And whilst they slumbered on their mother's breast, They poured their Souls into eternal rest. What shall I witness for thee, O thou Gem, Thou pining Daughter of Jerusalem? To what shall I compare thee? What can be, O zions Daughter, equal unto thee? Let all the world recure thee, if they can; For Ah, thy breach is like the Ocean! Alas, thy purblind Prophets all have been Hoodwinked with folly, & vain things have seen: But ne'er discovered thine iniquity, Which was the cause of thy captivity. Their misinformed senses were content To see false Reasons for thy Banishment. All that past by, and saw thee thus decaying, Clapped their rude hands, yea hist at thee, thus saying; Is this the City that the worldlings call beauty's perfection? This the joy of all? Thy foes revile thee, and as they pass by They gnash their teeth against thee; thus they cry, This is the day we looked for, now we know She is destroyed, we see her overthrow. That which the King of heaven devised, now He hath enacted and fulfilled his vow: He hath thrown down without remorse, O see, Thy adversaries triumph over thee. This hath th' Almighty done for them, at length He made them strong, yea & advanced their strength. They moved the Lord with their uncessant cries; O wall of zions daughter, let thine eyes Run down like rivers, give thyself no sleep; Forget to smile, and practise how to weep. Arise, and in the silent night bemoan Thy grief; O cry unto th' Almighty One: In the beginning of the watch implore Thy growing sorrows; make a flood before Th' Eternals face: O crave that he would please To sent thy young, faint, hungry children ease. Consider Lord, to whom thou've done this great, lie This unrepented ill: Shall women eat Their span-long children? Shall thy slain Priests Tombed with thy Prophet in thy sanctuary? The young and old have shared in equal harms, They lie and tumble in each others arms: Upon the flinty streets my Virgins fall, With my young men; the sword dislived them all: Thus in thine anger hast thou struck them dead, Thus hast thou killed, and never pitied. As in a solemn day, my terrors round About thou've called, so that none was found In the Lord's day of anger to remain: Those that I swaddled and brought up, in vain I brought them up; the enemy infumed Envied this offspring, and their days consumed. Meditatio in Capitulum. SEe, see, my Soul, what heaven hath done! O see What 'tis t'offend a powerful majesty! Go, go, and quickly tell the sons of men What 'tis to rouse a Lion from his Den: Bid them keep peace and quietness in Zion; Bid them turn Lambs, or heaven will turn a Lion. Bid them take notice, she that was the stem Of honour, now is poor Jerusalem. Alas! alas! experience made her know Griefs abstract, and the quintessence of woe. And ah my Soul! who knows the course of sorrow? There 'tis to day, it may be here to morrow. Then have a care, let thy well tutored grief Know rather how to purchase a relief, Then plagues and torments; Let thy sober will Be swayed by reason; let thy reason still Lead thee to meditation: then begin To search thyself, and cipher up thy sin. Having thus done, thou quickly wilt descry Thy grief, and where th' imperious humours lie; And having found them out, let no delay Damage thy Soul, but quickly haste away; And from the bottom of thy heart confess Thy greatest sins; so heaven may make them less. O kiss the Son; for if his anger be, Yea but a little kindled, blessed is he Whose groping Soul his sealed up mercies found, And cast his anchor in so firm a ground. Heaven smiles on them whose oft-repeated prayer Expands their sins, & makes their God their care. But when revolting negligence shall call Confounding ruin from th' imperial hall Of heavens' high-seated Palace, and invite A dreadful vengeance, to eclipse the light Of a resplendent happiness; and double The labouring Soul with interposing trouble: Ah, than our pleasures shall be turned to toys, And sudden grief shall expiate our joys! And like Jerusalem, confused shall we Wander and languish in obscurity: Then, than our downcast spirits shall lament, And moan their just deserved punishment: Then shall our Peace be drawn unto an end, Then shall we look for, but shall find no friend: Then shall our sad ambassadors prepare, And mount to heaven, but find no audience there: Then shall our blubbered eyes in vain let slide Innumerable tears: then shall the tide Of heavens' high-flowing anger rage and roar, And dash against our sin-polluted shore: Then shall we run, and in our running, meet Th' obvious sword in the blood-streaming street: Then shall our hasty trembling feet retire To our sad houses; there shall Death require Th' arrears of sorrow▪ lingering Famine shall Like to a lean-cheeked Fury grasp us all: And from our strutting veins shall squeeze a flood, A lukewarm deluge of diffused blood. Then shall our children with their midnight cries Lament for food; Then shall their mother's eyes Bedew their bosoms with the falling showers Of dribbling tears: Then shall their loathed hours Haste to an end; And having thus expressed Their woes, shall creep into Eternal rest. Then shall the early melancholy Bells Sound mournful peals for their sad last farewells. Ah now my Soul! Can any griefs outvie. Such griefs as these? Can any heart deny The justness of these judgements? If they do, May they feel Sodom's and Gomorrah's too. Heaven cannot be unjust; No, no, 'tis we Provoking sinners are unjust, not he. Shall we offend, and shall we every day Hale down his judgements on our backs, than lay The burden of our faults on him, and cry, Like traitor Judas, Master is it I? No, no, we must not; but let every one Vnbosom all his actions, and make known His misdemeanours; then if any can Plead himself guiltless, he's a happy man. Find out but ten good men, and for their sake Heaven will deduct a thousand plagues, and sha●● Ten thousand more from his incensed breast, And for their sakes will give ten thousand rest. Sodom can witness heaven brooks no denial, He had saved all, had ten been found but loyal. Oh blind and foolish is that City, when Ten thousand doubled cannot number ten. CHAP. III. Contents. 1 The faithful bewail their calamities. 22 By the mercies of God they nourish their hopes▪ 37 They acknowledge God's Justice. 55 They pray for deliverance, 64 and vengeance on their enemies. 'TIs I have seen affliction by the rod, Th' impetuous anger of the wrathful God. He with a pitchy darkness masked my sight, And hath not clothed me with the robes of light. He turned his hand against me all the day; He broke my bones, and made my flesh decay. His labouring fury hath built up a wall Against me, and surrounded me with gall. In dungeon places he me set, like those Which in their graves have had a long repose. And he hath made my toilsome chains to be Heavy; He hedged me from my liberty. And when I shout and cry he will not hear, But makes my prayer a stranger to his ear. He hath enclosed me with stones that stay My hasty steps, he hath incurved my way. And as a lurking Bear observes my paces, Or as a Lion in the secret places. He turned me from my ways, disturbed my state, Pulled me in pieces, made me desolate. He bent his Bow, and made my trembling heart The aimed-at object of his fatal dart. He caused his quivered guests t'inforce my veins, And take a large possession in my reins. I was my people's laughing stock, their song Was tuned to my mischief all day long. He filled me full of bitterness and woe, And made me drunk with nauseous wormwood too. He broke my teeth with gravel stones, and he With heaps of ashes hath involved me. Banished my Soul from Peace, Prosperity Is quite relapsed from my memory. I said, my strength, my very hope is even Wasted and perished from the Lord of heaven. Ponder my woes, and my afflictions all, Remember both the honey and the gall. These things do still in my remembrance rest, And ah, my Soul is humbled in my breast! This I recall to my swift-roving mind, Therefore I hope, and hoping, hope to find. It is the mercy of the Lord we sail So safe; for his compassions never fail. They're every morning new; thy faithfulness Is great, and greater than I can express. The Lord's my portion, saith my Soul; and I Will therefore hope unto Eternity. And that just Soul, which daily shall attend Upon the Lord, shall never want a friend. 'Tis good that man should hope and wait upon Th' almighty's pleasure and salvation. 'Tis good for man to exercise the truth, And bear the yoke of his offending youth. He sits alone, and silently makes known, He bears no other burden than his own. His humbled mouth salutes the dusty ground, As if some hopes of mercy may be found. He's filled with shame, he willingly invites T'a second stroke the hand of him that smites. For they that strive, and really endeavour, God will not leave, nor cast them off for ever. He will have pity, though he sends a grief; In multitudes of mercy lies relief. He doth not punish, nor augment the smart Of sinners children with a willing heart. His feet take no delight to crush to death Th' offending prisoners of th' inferior earth. To turn away man's right (his heart abhors) Before the face of their superiors. And to subvert a man in his just cause, The Lord approveth not, 'tis not his Laws. And who is he whose spendthrift tongue dare say, This thing shall come to pass, when heaven says nay? Out of the mouth of him that's God indeed There doth not evil, but known good proceed. Why doth a living man with grumbling thoughts Complain as one that's punished for his faults? Let's search, let's try our ways, let's turn again To God, and he will turn away our pain. And let our hands b'extended with our Souls To heavens' Star-chamber, where our God controls. We have rebelliously transgressed, and thou, Thou hast not pardoned with a cheerful brow. Thine anger hath o'reshadowed us, thou hast Slain without pity, we thy anger taste. Th''ve veiled thyself with clouds, which will not let Our prayers pass thorough to discharge our debt. And as th' offscouring thou, O Lord, hast made us Amongst those factious people that betrayed us. Our greedy enemies have oped wide Their mouths against us, and our pains deride. Fear, like a snare, encloses us about, And desolation will not keep without. Mine eyes run down like hasty floods of water, For the destruction of my people's Daughter. Mine eyes are full, and tears do stream upon My cheeks without an intermission: Till heaven looked down on my enrivered face, And viewed my weeping from his holy place. Mine eyes affect my pining heart with pity, Because of all the Daughters of my City. And causeless (like a frighted bird that flies) I still am chased by my enemies. They have destroyed me in the dungeon, nay They cast a stone upon me where I lay. Th' imperious waves mounted above my head, And then I cried, Alas, alas, I'm dead. I called upon thy Name (O Lord;) my voice Out of the dungeon made a dreadful noise. Th''ve heard my cries, Oh let thy ears not lie Hid from the breathing of my doleful cry. And in that day when I on thee did call, Thou cam'st, and bid me never fear at all. And when my Soul (O Lord) was filled with strife, Thou didst both plead my cause, and save my life, And thou hast plainly seen my wronged estate; Judge thou my cause, be thou my Advocate. For thou hast seen their vengeance, thou dost see Their deep imaginations against me. Thou their reproach hast heard, and apprehended What against me their busy thoughts intended. Thou know'st the very lips of them that rose Against me, and the malice of my foes. Behold their sitting and their rising, I Am all their music, and their melody. Render to them a recompense, O God, And let them feel thy handiwork, thy rod. O give them grief of heart; O let them burst With dregs of sorrow, let them be accursed. And let thy angry persecuting hand Destroy, confound, and sweep them from the Land. Meditatio in Capitulum. COme, come, my Soul, do not obnubilate Thyself with smoky pleasures, nor create More vain delights to please thy toyish mind: Be serious now; let pleasures be confined. Th' Almighty's angry, and his angry Breath Expresses nothing but resolved Death. His wrath is kindled, and his furious hand Threatens a ruin to a sinful Land. His bow is bent; behold he stands prepared, 'tis he, 'tis he, that will not be out-dared: And should his roving messenger impart A secret sorrow to a private heart; What then? Can all the balsams may be found ●ecure so great, so terrible a wound? No, no: O then let thy discerning eye ●e truly watchful; for discovery ●ft-times prevents a mischief: he's a stranger ●o heaven's high Court, that thinks t'outbrave a danger ●ehold (my soul) thou art environed round ●ith troops of adversaries; hark, they sound Their vilifying trumpets: hark, they mock, And make thy sorrows but their laughing stock. Dost thou not hear them, how they shout and cry▪ As though they'd cleave th' unseparable sky? O be not deaf; rouse up thyself, advance Thy backward thoughts, sleep not in ignorance. Provoke not heaven too much: O do not still Urge more and more his most unwilling will. Observe but how unpleasantly his arm Draws up his bow, as one that's loath to harm. Methinks I hear him say, O can ye tell! Why will ye die, ye house of Israel? Methinks I hear his never-ending breath Breathe a disdain against a sinner's death. Methinks I hear his grieved spirit say, Ye that are weary, come, O come away, And lay your burdens on my back, and I Will bear them all; I'll bear them willingly; Why will ye die? why will ye shut your eyes, And thus run headlong after vanities? Open your Adder ears, come and rejoice With me and mine; let my harmonious voice Invite you: Ah, what pleasures can accrue, From shadows, to such substances as you? Cast off the works of darkness, let true light Expel those mists: O come when I invite. What do ye mean? O tell me, tell me why Ye love to tumble in impurity? Ah now my Soul! let admiration prove That heaven's composed of nothing but of Love▪ O Love beyond expression! My deserts (Rather then Mercy) claim a thousand darts. Call home thy wandering thoughts, and let them all (Like servants) be obedient to thy Call. Examine them; the very best will show, Thy best deserts are but an overthrow. Review thy actions; see if they can yield One grain of comfort: see if they can shield Thy threatened state: The more men strive to smother Their sins, the more one sin begets another. Then fly, dull soul, to heaven's high Court, & there Melt, melt, into an everlasting tear. Atone thy God, let not thy tongue deny The truth to him, when he shall ask thee, why, Why hast thou done this wickedness? Confess, 'Tis thou hast sinned, 'tis he that must depress That head-increasing Hydra: Then shalt thou ●ehold with what a voluntary brow He'll entertain thee, and those joys impart To thee, which wait upon a contrite heart. He will have pity, though he sends a grief: In multitudes of mercy lies relief. The God of Love did never take delight ●o mantle sinners with the clouds of night. ●e's an indulgent Father, and his care ● infinite, as all his mercies are. Compose thy numerous thoughts, my Soul, and run: O tell that Father, thou wilt be his Son. CHAP. IV. Contents. 1 Zion bewaileth her pitiful estate: 13 She confesseth her sins. 21 Edom is threatened. 22 Zion is comforted. HOw is the gold grown dim! how is the fine The purest changed, that was wont to shine The stones that paved the sanctuary are thrown Into the streets, for beasts to trample on. The sons of Zion, which I could compare To finest gold, behold, see now they are Esteemed as earthen pitchers, which the hands Of the industrious Potter still commands. The ill-shaped monsters, which the Ocean owns As proper guests, nourish their little ones: But ah, my Daughters are grown pitiless, Like Ostriches within the wilderness. The wordless tongues of thirsty children cleave To their unliquid mouths; they never leave Their integrating cries: Poor hearts in vain They cry for food, but can no food obtain. And they that fed upon delicious sweets, Are desolate in the unquiet streets: They that were brought up in a scarlet dress, Embrace a dunghill as their happiness. For ah, my people's Daughter suffers more For her great sins, than Sodom did before. Her beautified Nazarites could show A purer white than milk, whiter than snow; Their bodies then the rubies were more red, With shining sapphire were they polished. But now their changed visages excel The coal in blackness; they that knew them well, Now know them not: their flesh adheres & sticks: Unto their bones, they are like withered sticks: Those that are ravished of their fading breath By the encountering sword, enjoy a death Transcending theirs, whose lingering souls are pined For want of food: Ah Famine's never kind! The woeful women boil their young, they have Turned their own fruitful bellies to a grave. The Lord hath now accomplished his ire, Poured out his streaming anger, caused a fire To flame in Zion, which devoured and laid Those buildings waste, which their own hands had made, The wisest Kings, nor the world's copious Nations Did ever think to see these great invasions Of the unbridled foe, whose headlong courses Divides her gates with their divided forces. The Priests & Prophets crimeless blood have shed; Their sins drew down this mischief on their head. Like those they wander, whose benighted eyes Attract no light from the all-lightning skies: They have themselves polluted, so that none. Can touch their clothes; they are with blood o'erflown. The people cry, depart, what do ye mean? Depart, depart, touch not, it is unclean: The Heathen, as they fled together, cried, With us they shall not sojourn, nor abide. God's anger hath divided them; he never Will love them more, but cast them off for ever: They disrespected Priests, and they forgot The gravest Elders, whom they pitied not. But as for us, our help-beguiled eyes Failed us as yet, no comfort would arise To us; we watched for Nations, but their power Could not protect us from so great a shower. They hunt our steps, our oft-extended feet Cannot divide their paces in the street: Our end is near, and our days total sum Is now fulfilled, for now our end is come. Our persecutors, our tormentors are Swifter than Eagles that enforce the air: Upon the mountains they pursued us; They, To trap our feet, in ambushcado lay. Those pits, which they for ruin have appointed, Enclosed our soul's delight, the Lord's Anointed; Under whose shadow we shall live, we said, Amongst the Heathens; thus are we dismayed. O Edom's daughter, now stretch out thy voice, Be glad; and for a time in us rejoice: This cup shall pass along to thee, thou shalt Be drunk and naked, 'cause thou didst revolt. Thy plagues expire, O zions daughters! he No more will lead thee to captivity: But Edom, O lament, lift up thine eyes, For heaven will visit thy iniquities. Meditatio in Capitulum. DIstracted Zion, having spent her days In supine negligence, stands in a maze, Not knowing what to do: her wonted joys Yield torment, not contentment, seeming toys, And childish trifles, which perplex her more, Then thousand pleasures pleasured her before. And now her alienated mind begins To ruminate upon her former sins: Her studious thoughts recount what precious time She spent in folly; weighing every crime In equal balance, posing them aright, Finds them too heavy, and herself too light. And like a frighted bird, her winged mind Flies up and down, thinking some rest to find In sorrows wilderness: But ah, who can find a lost Jewel in the Ocean! Now we may see how her embraced folly Is quite dissolved into melancholy. And those lascivious hours, which she hath spent, Seem like grim Marshals giving punishment To an offending wretch: As in a dream, The fancy makes each object seem extreme; And why? b●cause the judgement which should guide Th' unruly fancy, sleep's laid aside: The senses once locked up, the fancy may Not only claim a privilege to play, But to delude, and represent those things To meanest Subjects, which belong to Kings; Which makes the flattered Senses even dance, And leap for joy, and striving to advance Themselves, awake; and finding all's but vain, Reason steps in, and makes them poor again. Even thus was poor Jerus'lem lulled asleep With fancy-pleasing pleasure, which did keep A rendezvouz within her, lest that doubt Should interpose, and put the fancy out Of frame; And by a more diviner art Should breed a Meditation in her heart. For when the wak'ned Senses once have gained The upper hand, the fancy is restrained, And curbed by judgement; Reason too survives Again, and claims her own Prerogatives: The apprehension with her new-got power Begins to taste and apprehend how sour Her sweets are grown: Ah than she cries! I see I'm turned to nothing, being turned from thee, My great Redeemer, I have quite exiled Thy mercies from my bosom, and reviled Thy just commands, presuming oftentimes To urge, with my reiterated crimes, Thy long-continued patience; and expressed No grief at all from my obdurate breast. My eyes were still laborious to discover New vanities; and like a heedless lover, Whose beauty-dazled eyes do only view The Superficies, seeking not how true The heart remaineth, but can fondly be Content with beauties bare epitome. And thus my rash adventuring Soul went on, (Pleasures admit no intermission To them, whose hearts are envious to obtain A present pleasure, but a future pain:) And ah, how quickly's yielding flesh and blood Surprised and conquered by a seeming good! A Good that's good for nothing but t'invite Fond Souls to ruin, and o'revail the light Of real Truth: and with enforced delusions Makes them take pleasure in their own confusions. Since then, my Soul, no pleasures can be found In this base centre; let thy thoughts rebound From this fastidious Orb; learn to advance Thyself above the frowns, the reach of chance: And let th' extent of thy ambition be Only to purchase an eternity Of happiness, which shall perpetuate, And make thee glorious in a glorious state. Divorce thyself from thy unsummed-up faults, Protract no ●ime, but clarify thy thoughts. Command thyself, and thou shalt be reputed A most deserving Victor: not confuted By any, though their noble acts may claim A true inheritance to a lasting Fame. For he that gives himself an overthrow, Conquers a Kingdom, and subdues a foe. Then arm thyself, my Soul, and strive t'out-dare Satan's attempts; be studious to prepare Thyself, and let thy adversary see When he is strongest, th' art as strong as he. Let not his vain delusions interpose twixt thee and heaven: O do not thou expose Thyself to wilful danger, but endeavour T'accost his actions; but believe him never. Thou seest how poor Jerusalem bewails Her sad disasters; how she stoops, and fails Beneath the burden of her grief, and cries, O boundless grief! O vainest vanities! O dream thou not of transitory things, Which are unconstant, having secret wings To fly away; and flying will confound Thy better parts, and give thy Soul a wound. Be wary then, and let thy thought concur With heavens' commands, and so will he tranfer His Kingdom to thee, full of lasting treasure, Where nothing's greater than the smallest pleasure. CHAP. V. REmember, Lord, what's come upon us; see, Ponder the greatness of our infamy. Strangers inherit that which is our due, Our habitation's turned to aliens too. For we are Orphans, and all fatherless, Our Mothers are as Widows in distress. We buy our water, (O unhappy fate!) And purchase fuel at too dear a rate. Our necks are persecuted and unblessed, And still we labour, but obtain no rest. Unto the Egyptians we our hand have spread, Desiring to be satisfied with bread. Our buried fathers sinned in former times, And we have born the burden of their crimes Servants have ruled us, and there's none that will Deliver us, but let them rule us still. With peril of our lives we have obtained Our bread, because the sword was unrestrained. Our skins are black, like to an oven, and dry, Because the Famine caused a Tyranny. Zion and Judah's daughter have been led Away, and violently ravished. Princes are hanged up by the hands; the faces Of Elders have no honour but disgraces. They made the young men grind; the children blood Fainted beneath the burden of their wood. The Elders at their gates did not abide, The young men's music too is laid aside. The joy is ceased which was our heart's relief, Our active dance's turned to passive grief. The crown is fallen from our heads; and woe, Woe be to us that have offended so. Our hearts are faint, and our suffused eyes Are dim, because of these calamities. Because that zions mountain's desolate, The foxes walk thereon to recreate Themselves: But thou, O Lord, shalt sit on high Upon thy Throne, unto Eternity. Wherefore dost thou forsake us, and demure Thyself so long from us, that seem secure: Turn thou, and we are turned; Lord we implore Renew our days, as thou hast done before. But thou hast quite rejected us, and thou beholdest thy servants with an angry brow. Meditatio in Capitulum. COmplaining, what is that? will that relieve Imprisoned souls, or teach them how to grieve▪ Tell me, sad Soul, can greater wants converse With flesh and blood? nay, what more lasting curse Can be entailed on man, then to complain To such an ear as will not once retain The least expression of a grief, but cry, Let woe attend him to Eternity? O dismal sentence! and if this be all, 'Twould grieve a man that e'er he grieved at all, To be thus harshly answered, and excluded From hopes of mercy; Be not thus deluded Despairing Soul. Jerusalem, 'tis true, she did complain; And was that all? O no, her tongue did chain A prayer to her Petition, and her eyes Were daily trickling for her miseries. Where is that man, that if he chance to be Deprived of his goods by robbery, Will sit complaining by himself, and try No lawful means for a recovery Of what he lost? should we not deem him mad, To lose that good, which might be easily had, If sought? This Proverb calls it to my mind, He that will spare to seek, must spare to find. Even so, if Satan, whose depriving power Shall take a watched advantage, and devour The Manna of our Souls, shall we then say, 'Tis gone, 'tis gone, Satan has stolen't away? And ah, can these, these naked words recall A lost estate? O no, 'twill but enthrall Our happiness the more, and make our grief The more extreme, admitting no relief. My Soul, if Satan e'er shall make attempt Upon thy weakness, labouring to exempt And win thee from thyself; go and make known Thy cause to heaven's judge-advocate: bemoan Thyself with tears; complain, confess, and pray: God loves confession, but abhors delay. Run, run unto him, that thou mayst prevent The wrath and censure of his Parliament. Go, go, for there thou shalt be sure to find Abundance linked together in one mind. There is no faction, no divisions there, But all are settled in one hemisphere Of true Opinion: There is none t'expect A bribe; or else without a bribe neglect To agitate thy business, or exact Upon thy guiltless conscience, or enact Their several humours: There is none to bring Thy Soul in danger, 'cause th''ve loved thy King, Thy heavenly King, by whom thou shalt possess A true and no excised happiness. O endless joy! a joy that far transcends The deepest thoughts; a joy that never ends. Be ravished, 0 my Soul! and meditate Upon Jerusalem: Let her sad state Be as a caveat to thee; let her fall Teach thee to stand: let her detested gall Prove honey to thee; so mayst thou derive Thy welfare from her sorrows, and survive In everlasting bliss: Peace beyond measure Shall crown thee with vicissitude of Pleasure. Play well thy game, and so will heaven extend His liberal grace, and bless thee in the End. DIVINE MEDITATIONS. MEditation we may fitly call The soul's arithmetician, summing all Our sins together; Nay, and every day Ciphers them up, and teaches us to pray; Then let us meditate, and strive to do What our arithmetician leads us too. He that will true examples learn to give, First let him learn to die, and then to live: Prefer the surest first; for you and I Uncertain are to live, but sure to die. MEDITAT. I. PElion is fallen upon Ossa's back, The more I cry for help, the more I lack. There's none will look upon me, how I lie In the Charybdis of perplexity. Escaping Scylla, O I thought I'd been Past danger, but Charybdis was not seen. MEDITAT. 2. I'm now benighted, and obscured from light, My day of pleasure's turned into a night Of clouded sorrow; Grief comes sailing on, Steered by the hand of my Rebellion. Heaven stop his passage, may he never rest Within the harbour of my tender breast. MEDITAT. 3. What have I done? or what have I deserved, That I am thus imprisoned, and reserved For death and sad destruction? Nay, but why, Why do I ask, what I have done? To die, To die, 'tis too too little, could a worse, A worse succeed, I have deserved the curse. MEDITAT. 4. I have displeased heaven, where shall I fly To hide myself from his offended eye? If rocks, or caves, could hide me from my sin, There, there I'd go, and hide myself within The bowels of the Earth, till heaven should say, The night of sin is gone, and now 'tis day. MEDITAT. 5. What if I stormed heavens' Paradise with prayers, ●nd so besieged it with an host of tears? What if I undermined and laid a train ● blow it up with sighs? 'twere but in vain: ●storm, besiege, all is but labour spent, Except I could, as David did, Repent. MEDITAT. 6. ●●pent: O what a sound that word imports! 〈◊〉 how it penetrates! How many sorts ●f echoes answer it! Repent of all; ●e that leaves one, repents of none at all. ●e that will learn how to repent, and when, First let him strive to be a David, then. MEDITAT. 7. ●nd art thou still disquieted, my Soul? ●●ust thou in God; in God, that doth control ●●th heaven and Earth: 'tis he that must and shall 〈◊〉 feared and honoured, yea and loved withal. ●is he can send Jobs torments, and his woe; 'Tis we must pray to have his patience too. MEDITAT. 8. Fain would I come before my angry God, But that my sinful years still fear the Rod Of his Correction, yet appear I must; Sure, sure he's merciful, as well as just: Cheer up dejected Soul, and thou shalt see His mercy's greater than thy sins can be. MEDITAT. 9 Can heaven forget himself, or can he say That thing o'er night, he cannot do next day? Can friends forget their children, or deny Their dearest blood? or can a mountain fly? heaven says, he'll be a Father till the end: Then he's a fool that doubts so true a friend. MEDITAT. 10. A friend indeed, but how can I expect To purchase friendship by my own neglect? For ah, how often hath heaven pleased to say, Ye that are heavy loaden, come away, And I will give you ease? Alas! but I Thought sin no burden, neither thought to die MEDITAT. 11. But now I see the frailty of my mind; I thought I was imprisoned, when confined Only one hour to goodness; nay, that hour I thought a year, until I had the power To free myself; when freed, I had forgot What goodness was, as though I'd heard it not. MEDITAT. 12. And should I strive to reckon up my sins, How can he make an end, that still begins? The sands upon the Seas, nay, and the hair Upon my head, are ciphers in compare Of my excessive sins, yet heaven can call Me, as he did the spendthrift Prodigal. MEDITAT. 13. I know my sins are great, and do increase Within my Zion, and disturb my Peace: O what am I (dear heaven?) I am thy creature, My sins are great, but yet thy mercy's greater. Pardon (blessed heaven,) forgive what I have done; Thou art my Father, own me as thy Son. MEDITAT. 14. It is a happiness to scorn the mirth Of this confused transitory Earth: And he who is ambitious to create A happiness, must make the world his hate: Then if self-love appear, we know for what; We love ourselves in truly hating that. MEDITAT. 15. Life is the life's preparative, and Death The deprivation of unconstant breath. A well directed life shall always find Society in Death; a glorious mind Shall have a glorious, a celestial friend To guard his glory to a glorious end. MEDITAT. 16. But can a mind, enammeled with the glory Of heaven, have end? or else is Death a story? Death is the end of Life, and yet we see Life is derived from death's sovereignty. 'Tis quickly known, the Death of Sin must give The para'ned Soul a privilege to live. MEDITAT. 17. heaven is the seat of Happiness, and Hell The place of fury, where the Furies dwell. Then mount my Soul upon the spreading wings Of lofty Faith; fly towards the King of Kings: Whilst here thou shalt inhabit, learn to know, That heaven's too high for them that fly too low. MEDITAT. 18. I am but sordid earth, that's daily ploughed With grief and care; and sorrows hourly crowd Into my weak dominions, and remain Like greedy Tenants, thirsting after gain. My eyes are always open to behold New woes, for I am formed in sorrows mould. MEDITAT. 19 I am a reeling Pinnace, and I sail From Port to Port; sometimes a humble gale Salutes my spreading sails, and by and by The waves, contemning my prosperity, Spit in my face, being hurried by their tides, They seem to crawl into my sweating sides. MEDITAT. 20. I am a clouded day, I promise rain: Sometimes I'm stormy, and then clear again; Sometimes the Sun of Pence begins t'appear, But cannot shine in sorrows Hemisphere: Saddest of thoughts; needs must he be distressed That finds unconstant weather in his breast. MEDITAT. 21. I am a vapour, having not the power T'endure the fervour of one shining hour: vapours cannot withstand a mid-days heat; Afflictions must be hot, where sins are great: 'Tis not unlike, a misty morning may ofttimes prove usher to a glorious day. MEDITAT. 22. I am a trembling reed, and every day The wind and I are subject to a fray: I'm bruised, and shall be broken, if some hand Sustain me not, I shall forget to stand▪ But stay my Soul, and hear Jehovah speak, I vow, the bruised reed I will not break. MEDITAT. 23. I am but earth, corrupted with my deeds, Which are but like unprofitable weeds; My soil is rank and barren, and it bears No grain at all, no not so much as tears: Wouldst thou increase (my Soul,) I'll teach thee how, Sow but the seeds of Faith, God speeds the plow. MEDITAT. 24. Despair not, when affliction ploughs the ground, Doubt not increases, if the seed be found: Heaven loves a fruitful harvest, and his hand Is always active to manure the Land; He takes the chiefest care, the greatest pains, He crowns the work, 'tis we that reap the gains. MEDITAT. 25. Man's like a house, whose outward beauty may Yield pleasure to the eye; If we survey The inward rooms, there we may find enough Of untrimed natures sluttish householdstuff. Wouldst thou be fair within (O man,) and neat, Turn but thy inside out, thou'lt be complete. MEDITAT. 26. Do greedy raven's hunger? do they cry For food? and are they fed? and must not I? I beg, I crave, and yet am hungry still; I pine, I starve, and Ravens have their fill. I know (great God) I have offended thee, Because thou seedest the Ravens, and not me. MEDITAT. 27. Do lilies flourish? do they still remain Neatly adorned? and yet they take no pain; They neither spin nor card, they take no care, And yet they're clothed, and I, poor I, go bare. I know (great God) I have offended thee, Because thou cloth'st the lilies, and not me. MEDITAT. 28. Why am I thus tormented with the Rod Of my afflictions? Hath my angry God Forgot his creature? Shall I never have A little ease, but be affliction's slave? Forbear, my grumbling Soul, cheer up, and be Mindful of him, and he'll remember thee. MEDITAT. 29. And why does heaven afflict me, but because He'll make me know myself, and learn his Laws. Then why am I disquieted? If he Intends my good, shall I prove enemy Unto myself? My Soul, take care, be still, unless he turns that good into an ill. MEDITAT. 30. Then learn, my soul, when heaven afflicts, to know 'Tis for thy sins he does it, and to show The greatness of his mercy, and to make Thee love affliction for the Afflictors sake. Be wise and provident, and thou shalt see, 'Twas good for David, 'twill be good for thee. MEDITAT. 31. If thou wilt learn, my Soul, how to endure, With patience, thy afflictions, be thou sure, That when the hand of angry heaven shall smite, Thou dost not grumble like the Israelite. Strive thou for patience, heaven will teach thee how To bear affliction with a cheerful brow. MEDITAT. 32. What though the waves of thy afflictions rise, And rage abundantly? lift up thy eyes, And cry to heaven, let patience calm thy mind, And know that purest gold must be refined, And when affliction brings thee to the brink Of death, remember Peter did not sink. MEDITAT. 33. When I consider how I have offended My Souls dread sovereign, and vilipended His gracious promises, I much admire He casts me not into eternal fire: But he in mercy makes me kiss his Rod, Tells me, I am a creature, he a God. MEDITAT. 34. Consider well, my Soul, why hast thou breath, Since that the wages of thy Sins are death? Thou hast deserved ten thousand times to die, But that thy GOD, whose mercy doth deny A Sinners death, reprieves thee for a time, To make thee know the greatness of thy crime. MEDITAT. 35. O meditate, my Soul, what heaven hath done For thee, that art his most rebellious Son; He hath prolonged thy days, and strived to win And draw thee from the loathsomeness of sin. Admired patience! O indulgent care! Mercy of Mercies! how can heaven forbear! MEDITAT. 36. Have I offended? and shall I despair? Oh no, I dare not: Ah my Soul, forbear To harbour such a wickedness; but know, When thy sins ebb, God's mercies overflow: His mercy is an Ocean, and thy prayer Is th' only wind can raise a tempest there. MEDITAT. 37. Then pray my Soul, and let thy prayers reveal Thy bosom sins; O think not to conceal A crime from him, that is the God of Truth, And knows the sins of thy offending youth: Ah know my Soul, the more thou strivest to smother Thy sins, the more one sin begets another. MEDITAT. 38. Can Sin, the Souls consuming Viper, lie, And lurk secure, from heavens' all seeing eye? O no, 'tis vain to think so; though that we Are muffled up with sin, yet heaven can see. O then confess my Soul, and thou shalt tread, And trample on the viper's poys'ny head. MEDITAT. 39 But can Confession in itself obtain An absolute forgiveness? Can we gain heaven by a sigh? O no, my Soul express A perfect sorrow, when thou dost confess, Then let resolved Constancy endure, And thou, my Soul, shalt truly rest secure. MEDITAT. 40. Dost thou, my Soul, desire to be partaker Of those celestial joys, wherewith thy Maker Crowns those endeavouring Souls, which study still To be obedient to his sacred Will? Examine well the Scriptures, they will show The ready way; then practise how to go. MEDITAT. 41. Let thy innocuous Meditations be Serious and fervent, let integrity Still wait upon them, which will still defend And guard thy actions to a prosperous end: Then shall thy labours have a peaceful rest; Then daily labour to be daily blessed. MEDITAT. 42. But have a care (my Soul) left malice chance To interpose it self, and so advance Above thy patience, and disturb that peace Which might have blessed thee with a large increase. O have a care this be no fault of thine! Remember who hath said, Vengeance is mine. MEDITAT. 43. Dost thou desire, my Soul, that heaven should say, Thy pardon's sealed, and I will blot away Thy numerous sins; nay, and I will no more Remember them, as I have done before? Then learn, my Soul, to know, whilst thou dost live, He that will be forgiven, must forgive. MEDITAT. 44. If thou wouldst go to heaven, my Soul, go on, (Not as the sluggard of wise Solomon,) Be not so timorous as he, to say, There is a Lion lurking in the way: Go on with courage, let the way delight thee, Then shall the Lion grumble, and not bite thee. MEDITAT. 45. The wise man saith, that sluggards shall be clothed With rags, and all his actions shall be loathed; And he that's willing to obtain a prize, Must be laborious, and have watchful eyes; (My drowsy Soul) make heaven thy prize, then strain T'out-run thy sins, and so thou shalt obtain. MEDITAT. 46. When on the ladder Jacob did descry The Angels in his dream, he saw them fly upwards and downwards, which was to express How much they scorned and hated Idleness: Then learn, my Soul, how to ascend apace From sin, to the perfection of grace. MEDITAT. 47. What was the reason Peter wept? Nay, why Did he go out and weep so bitterly? Could he not weep within? Did he not dare Before the wicked to disburse a tear? By this example Peter makes it known, Who truly grieves, desires to grieve alone. MEDITAT. 48. Hast thou my Soul, with persecuting Paul, Envied the Church? Hast thou conspired her fall? Why then my Soul wilt thou despair? 'Tis true, The crime is great, and GOD is gracious too. A light may shine from heaven, and thou shalt be, With Paul, converted from thy tyranny. MEDITAT. 49. Hast thou, with thrice-denying Peter, cried, I know him not, but stubbornly denied The Lord of Life? what then? the Cock may crow, God may look back upon thee, and bestow His liberal blessings: Then my Soul deny Thy sins, with Peter, and weep bitterly. MEDITAT. 50. But was it not, my Soul, a sad disaster, That Peter should so soon deny his Master, For whose dear sake led lose his life? O what A sudden change is this, I know him not! Nay more, as if he thought this would not do, He binds it with an oath, forswears him too. MEDITAT. 51. What was the reason that the Lions, when They entertained Daniel in their Den, Did rather fear, than hunger? Nay, how can Destroying Lions fawn upon a man? My Soul, there was a Lamb that tamed the Lion And made the Den prove Daniels safest Zion. MEDITAT. 52. Advise my Soul, and how could Daniel live, Imprisoned in the Den, and none to give Him daily food? How could he rest at quiet, Without th' enjoyment of some slender diet? When heaven commands his Angels, they shall fe● A Soul; (my Soul) that Soul can never nee● MEDITAT. 53. 'Twas Faith that guarded Daniel from the paws Of dauntless Lions, whose imperious jaws Were tied by heaven's appointment, so that they Forgot their Tyranny, and learned to play. (My Soul) with Daniel, truly think upon Thy God, and Faith shall be thy Champion. MEDITAT. 54. Did great Goliath fall? Could he not stand, That was so strong, against so weak a hand? Could not his armour, nor his storming power Maintain so mean a combat half an hour? Here, here (my Soul) observe, and thou shalt find An armed body, but a naked mind. MEDITAT. 55. But how did stripling David dare to show His childish face before so great a foe? He had no armour on, nor sword to shield His body, yet he fought, and won the field. Here, here (my Soul) observe, and thou shalt fin● A naked body, but an armed mind. MEDITAT. 56. Be sure (my Soul) when e'er thou shalt begin To war with the Goliath of thy sin, Take David's armour, and thou shalt or'ethrow Thy sin with a most advantageous blow. Boast not too much, but with bold courage fight; The pebble-stones of Faith fly always right. MEDITAT. 57 Faith is the arm of safety, which defends The Soul from all approaching harm, and lends A sword to fight with Satan, who may venture To make a thrust or two, but cannot enter. Gain thou this arm of Faith (my Soul,) and then Thou mayst outdare a Lion in his Den. MEDITAT. 58. Learn how to prize thy Faith (my Soul,) and know She is thy only safety here below: She is a trusty buckler to protect thee From showers of evil, and to good direct thee. Then rouse my Soul, and be not quite cast down, Repentance brings in Faith, and Faith a Crown. MEDITAT. 59 A Crown, that's only fitting to adorn A Prince's brow; and Subjects that are born To an inferior fortune, must content Themselves with that, which fortune freely lent. But ah my Soul! be wise, and understand, A heavenly Crown's not made by human hand. MEDITAT. 60. A glorious Crown of Glory shall attend Attentive hearts; my Soul, I recommend This Crown to thee: consider but the price It cost, and then remember Paradise: Remember whose dear blood did trickle down, Like tedious showers, to purchase thee this Crown. MEDITAT. 61. O boundless Love! would such a Lamb as he Die for such wolf-like sycophants as we? His willing Soul did even joy t'express This introduction to our happiness. His blood gushed out to wash us clean within: He shed it for our sins, and yet we sin. MEDITAT. 62. Rouse up my Soul, and let thy Eagle-eyes Behold that Sun in whom thy safety lies: Look well upon him and thou shalt discover A lamblike Patience, and a constant Lover. Admire with how much dovelike innocence He suffered death for us that gave th'offence. MEDITAT. 63. Art thou not ravished yet, my Soul? then hear, And I will recommend unto thy ear The willing Passion of that Lamb, which cried Eloi, Elois, Elois, and so died: And by the virtue of his dying deed, Our blood was stopped, when he began to bleed. MEDITAT. 64. Man, the unhappy offspring of that man Of Sin, at whose beginning we began To fall from our first principles, and stray From good to bad, digressing from the way Of our assured Salvation, and exchange A world of pleasure for a world of pains; And by that Heaven-forbidden taste, reversed The stroke of mercy, made us all accurst, And hourly subject to his wrath, whose power Created us, and made us little lower Then heaven-bred Angels; till the sad inventions Of Satan's malice quickened the intentions Of greedy Eve, whose hand soon recommended That fruit, which by the Serpent was extended, To her beguiled husband, whose neglect Of heavens' Commands purchased a dull aspect From his revengeful brow, which shined more bright Then glorious Cynthia in her greatest light. But ah, the cloud of Adam's sin had made A great eclipse: Poor Adam is betrayed By his own folly, and condemned to crawl Upon his belly, and gulp up the gall Of his transgressions; Having thus offended, He's thrown from Paradise, and vilipended By heaven: But all this while the Serpent sits Ravished with laughter, tut'ring still his wits To further mischief; having found success In his first enterprise, doubts nothing less Than what he hopes for; having thus o'erthrown The first man Adam, thinks that all's his own: But that our God, whose all-commanding power Can mortify, and quicken in one hour, Was filled with pity, pitied man whose state He saw was miserably desperate; Begun to view him with a gracious eye, And invocates his sacred Trinity: And thus proceeds.— — Have I made man? have I Made wretched man, man made to glorify My name, and given to his thriftless hand Preeminency both by Sea and Land? And shall I not be honoured? Am I not A mindful God? And shall I be forgot By slothful man? Have I not gave him light In spite of darkness, and shall he requite My favours thus? Nay more, have I not framed And stamped him with my Image, and proclaimed A lasting greatness to him? And shall they Be thus obdurate now, that were but clay Before I gave them breath? and shall that breath Contemn, defy, and scorn me to the death? Is this the honour which I did expect From them? Is this the duty? this th' effect Of all my labours? Speak my dearest Son, What shall we do with man that hath undone His wretched self? My fury burns to be Revenged on man for his iniquity. Break forth my restless fury, and devour That loathed thing called man, give him no power To call me Father; whilst abused I Will stop my ears, and scorn to hear him cry: Begone, enact my pleasure. The Son replied; Oh stop! Oh stay, my dear, My dearest Father! Let thy sacred ear Stand open but one minute, that poor man May strive to plead, and utter what he can For his own self. Alas my Son, I know The more he strives to speak, the more he'll show His guilt; And ah! what answer can he make To angry I, that am resolved to take Speedy revenge? The more he strives to clear Himself, the more he'll make his guilt appear. Begone my fury, run till thou art spent; Away, away, and give my passion vent, Vent it on man. My angry Father, stay A little longer, hear what I will say In man's behalf: Oh, is not man thy creature? His sins are not so great, but thou art greater In mercy: Oh be merciful, and let (If nothing will) my blood discharge the debt: I'll freely give it, may this Blood of mine Extinguish quite those angry flames of thine. Oh be appeased, and give me leave to strive Against the power of Satan, and deprive Him of his man-deluding power: I'll charm His ravening malice, and withhold his arm From hurting man: Nay, and I'll undergo As many sorrows, as the world can show, For man thy Image: Say the word, and I Will go, nay run, for joy, that I must die For man's Redemption. Dearest Son, then go, Redeem relapsed man, that he may owe An endless debt. But say, my Son, should he, For whom thou diest, revile, dishonour thee, And trample in thy precious blood, and make That blood prove poison to him, that should take The venom of his sins away? I'll strive, The Holy Ghost replied, to make man thrive, And grow in grace; I'll teach him to express No feigned, but a real thankfulness. O Soul-transporting Joy! O truest Love Without a period! O innoxious Dove! Couldst thou, thou Lamb of God, be thus content To step from heaven, and take that punishment Upon thy patient self, which appertained To Heaven provoking man, man that was stained And blured with sin, whose spots could never be Washed out (blessed Lamb) by any but by thee? Hadst thou not interposed, our Souls had been Imboweled in the Ocean of our Sin: And hadst thou not sustained us, we had fell, And sweltered in the restless flames of Hell. Hadst thou not looked upon our sad condition, And pitied us, to see what expedition We made to our own ruins, we had lost The hopes of our Salvation, which cost An unknown price: 'Twas not a swelling flood Of heaped up gold redeemed us, but thy blood, Thy precious blood, which flowed like hasty tides In great abundance, from thy wounded sides. Start from the bed of Sin (my Soul,) and run To view the splendour of this glorious Sun: See how he wrestles with the gloomy clouds Of our transgressions; See how he unshrouds Himself: On see what pains he undergoes, To prove himself our friend, that were his foes. Methinks I hear a throng of people cry, Let Barabbas be freed, let's crucify This Jewish King; let's lead him to his death, 'Tis pity he should draw a minute's breath. Methinks I see how his weak hands are bound With twisted cords: Methinks I see him crowned with sharpened thorns: Methinks I see them, how They worship him with a dissembled bow. Methinks I see the gazing people run To see the glorious setting of this Sun. Methinks I see his gentle feet divide Their measured paces, to be crucified. Methinks I see how his delightful face Seems to receive an honour by disgrace. Methinks I see how his heau'n-fixed eyes Do overlook his raging enemies. Methinks I see his spear-inviting breast Willingly ready to receive the rest Of their intended malice; How his palms (Like one that gives, and not receives an alms) Are spread abroad, which truly verifies With what a cheerful willingness he dies. Methinks I see how his connexed feet Salute the Cross, as if they joyed to meet With so, so fast a friend. Methinks I see With what a heau'n-infused reluctancy He entertains their blows, as if he found A lively comfort in each deadly wound. Methinks I see his bubbling veins, how they Swell up a little, and then shrink away, And hide themselves, as if they had expressed (For the departure of so warm a guest) A secret grief; till conquering death exiled Life from the body of that Lamb, that Child, That Son of God, in whom true joys reside; Who lives by dying, and by living dy'd. Quis miserior quàm qui suam nescit miseriam? DO I not daily see that nothing can Be so unstable as the state of man? Do I not see how fortune can correct Misfortune; and as suddenly neglect Poor helpless man? Sometimes his thoughts are crowned With golden joys, and sometimes kiss the ground: Sometimes he's filled with laughter, somtims weeps; Sometimes he walks in state, and sometimes creeps. A morning joy proves sometimes grief at night, For fortunes dial goes not always right. 'Tis vain, 'tis vain; and ah that I could weep Myself into a deluge, and so steep My cheeks in tears: Oh that I could embark My naked Soul, and swim like Noah's Ark In that grand Ocean, which my flowing eyes Have made, and overlook my miseries! Distempered thoughts, why do you thus torment My yielding Soul? why does my Soul relent? Why am I thus afflicted? why doth sorrow Take an advantage of my Soul, and borrow Quotidian plagues, and study how to make My heart its theatre? How shall I shake These coupling fetters from my captived heart? How shall I bid adieu to grief, and part? Where shall I run, and labour to unsnare My breasts inhabitant? Oh how, or where Shall I retire myself! In what sad place Shall I deplore my miserable case? Could I but find a place where I might dwell, And only see the Sun, I'd bid farewell To all false pleasures. For now my Soul still hovers to and fro From places to place: sometimes it flies too low; Sometimes, with more aspiring wings, it flies, And envies at impossibilities: Then back again, and with a seeming mirth Surveys the centre of this flattering Earth. And thus my Soul, being left in this sad being, Agrees in nothing else but disagreeing: My ways are paved with thorns; I take my diet From sorrows table, furnished with disquiet: I am the principle of grief; my eyes, Like windows, open to all miseries: My head's a fountain, and from thence doth flow The headlong rivers of unbridled woe. My sighs, like sudden storms, disturb my rest, As if I had a Boreas in my breast. Needs must I be molested in my dreams, My heart's the receptacle of all streams: Then blame me not, if sorrow makes me cry; Sum all misfortune up, and that am I. But stay my thoughts; post not away too fast: extremes are dangerous, and cannot last. A sudden thought hath made me to confess, I may be happy in unhappiness. And what's a thought? 'tis but a sudden puff; Yet many may confound, when one's enough. Come let's repose, and make a little stay, Our Sun's sufficient to adorn a day. Why should I wander in the darksome shades Of my own errors, whilst a grief invades My naked senses? 'Tis in vain to strive Against the power of God, who can contrive What pleases him: Why shall I then repine At what he sends? Can wretched I confine His will to mine? Oh no; He suffers well, Whose sufferings tell him there's no other Hell But in this world: Who would not then endure Terrestrial torment, that he may procure Celestial pleasures? Sorrow brings no loss To him whose patience can sustain a cross. Hereafter I will labour to prevent A little Sorrow by a great Content. Surgit post nubila Phoebus. WHen gloomy clouds surround the lofty sky It is an argument a storm is nigh: But when the Sun's eclipsed from our sight, We must not judge an everlasting night Will then ensue: 'Tis danger to distrust A God that is so merciful, so just. The greatest sin that Satan can declare Against a guilty Soul, is sad despair. What though the clouds of Earth shall interpose Betwixt a Soul and Heaven? the wind blows Not always in one place; one happy hour May breed a calm, and qualify a shower. Some greedy Lawyers, when their clients stoek Is almost spent, rewards him with a mock: The Counsellor of heaven gives more content To a poor sinner, when his breath is spent: Accepts the will, although his tongue be mute; He seldom keeps him seven years in a suit: He's free in mercy, and he takes delight To end a suit, when sorrow makes it right: God is not like to them that take a pride In others griefs: when tears begin to slide, His mercy falls; he cannot brook delay, But meets a sinner's language half the way. His ears are always open to let in A sinner's prayers, when he lets out his sin. What though I have transgressed, what tho my crime Appear like mountains? mountains oftentimes Sink lower; nay, and God can pardon all As well as one: for be they great or small, They all are sins: shrubs grow as well as trees; God's mercy will admit of no degrees. He that distrusts his God shall always find A clouded conscience, and a stormy mind. Seven days had run, before God had attired The World with order, yet he was not tired: And shall we then expect to climb so high As heaven, in half an hour, or else deny So blessed a labour? No, perhaps to day We keep the road, to morrow lose the way. Contenta vita est summa foelicitas. WHat is this world? A looking-glass, wherein We see the body, nay the face of Sin. What's Wealth? what's honour! Transitory toys. What's Mirth? what's Pleasure? Melancholy joys. honour is Envy's object; Riches, they Are but the subjects of a frowning day. Beauty's a slave to Time, and fond delight Teaches the morning how to fool the night. Were I a Midus, could my towers of wealth Protect my person, or preserve my health? Were I a Cesar, could wy honours save My crazy carcase from the gaping grave? Were I as fair as Venus, could my beauty Acquit me from that necessary duty I owe to change? If so, I'd honour pleasure, And hug my honour, and rejoice in treasure. If I had riches, they might make me fly Upon the wings of prodigality. If I had honour, that might make me dance Ambition a coranto, and advance Myself above myself: If beauty were At my command, than might I chance t'ensnare The wantons of the world; nay, and entice virtue to change itself into a vice. Now tell me Earth, where are those smooth delights Thou often boasts of? are thy golden nights Changed into leaden days? Oh tell me then! Why dost thou so befool the sons of men? Who, following thee, consume their precious time, And are at last rewarded with a crime. Content, that well-advised word imports A Crown of Happiness: All joy resorts Into the palace of a blessed content, And there resides. Content is golden eyed, and can behold A dunghill with as much respect as gold. contents a Jewel; but here lies the art, Which way to hang it in a restless heart. Much have I heard of that rich stone, which all Are pleased t'entitle, Philosophical; And Fame reports, that many wits have tried, T'obtain it, and before obtained it, died, And lost their eager hopes; nay, what is worse, Left a rich study, but a poorer purse: And to conclude, experience made it known, Had they not lost Content, they'd found the Stone. Pax una triumpha est. PEace is the life of Happiness, and Strife A living Death unto a dying Life: Envy's the child of Srife, and pregnant Peace Is an indulgent Mother, whose increase Adorns the Earth: Peace is a Turtle Dove, Composed of nothing but the purest Love. What's martial triumph▪ but a little blaze, Which now aspires, and by and by decays? What triumph is't, to see the shivered bones Of breathless men, and hear th' impetuous groans Of those whose feeble tongues invite a death To dispossess them of their loathed breath? Sad are th' effects of War, and yet this age Esteems not Peace, but lets Contention rage Into a madness: Oh unhappy State, Where Strife's desired too soon, & Peace too late Soul-calming Peace, and heart-corroding Strife Live here like Factors, both for death and life. It is a sacred Jubilee, to hear Soft-breathing Peace, chanting in every ear Rare strains of heaven-bred raptures, which express Full Diapasons of our happiness: But 'tis a dying life to see, that bliss Should, by a hellish metamorphosis, Be thus transhaped to Strife: There's no prevention, Abused Peace perverts into contention. And can the Diamond of Amity, If once dissevered in pieces, be Composed again? Experience makes us find, 'Tis quickly broken, but not quickly joined. Oh Peace! Can we expect thy blessed return, If we, whose flaming envies daily burn Thy name within the Aetna's of our breasts, Do make thee subject to our vile detests? 'Tis often seen, Cantharides do dwell Upon the fairest Rose, whose pleasing smell Delights the sense: It may be truly said, Envy, that base Cantharides, hath laid Itself upon the Roses of our Peace, And robbed us of a liberal increase. Have not our eyes in former times beheld The fruits of Peace? have not our Souls been filled With heavenly pleasures, and our grasping hands Gathered the plenty of our peaceful Lands? Did not the painful husbandman bestow His labours with a cheerful brow, and sow The often-furrowed earth? But now, ah now, Intruding Mars molests the active plough! And have not we by sad experience found Contentious Mars ploughs bodies, & not ground? O miserable tillage! This will bring A bloody Harvest, and as bad a Spring. See smiling Bacchus, with his brim-filled bowls, Would tempt us to carouse away our Souls. Mars with a palled look proclaims an end To all our pastimes: Sorrow knows no friend. Mars thunders, Bacchus smiles, and Cupid cries, Envy survives, Truth pines, and Friendship dies. Peace flies her Country, and with discontent Bemoans our sorrows, and her banishment. And thus we tumble in our own confusion; A bad beginning finds a bad conclusion. A DISCOURSE between the soldier and WORLD. Wo. HOw now sad Soul; from whence proceeds those clouds Which still eclipse my fancy thus, & shrouds Thy splendent glory? what contentious Fate Hath bred disturbance in thy quiet State? Tell me, come tell me, that my studious care May be employed to serve thee: Why, or where Art thou oppressed? Come, never fear to tell Thy grief to me, thou know'st I love thee well. So. Oh I am sick, canst thou be my Physician? Wo. I can, sick Soul: Come tell me thy condition. So. Draw nearer then, for ah my spirits fail; I'm sick because I know not what I ail. Wo. If thou art sick, and canst not find thy grief, How canst thou be a suitor to relief? So. Were it a single sorrow that oppressed My wearied mind, 'twere easily expressed; But when pluralities shall circumvent A troubled mind, how can that mind have vent▪ Wo. Come, leave these vain exordiums, let my ear Be heir to thy discourse, I long to hear; Conceal not that, which if revealed may bring A remedy: Come, tell me what's the thing That thus corrodes thy breast; 'tis I alone Must give thy heart refreshment, or else none. So. Alas, fond World! how justly may I style Thy help a hindrance, thy treasures vile! What answer shall I now retort, that may Expressly satisfy? I cannot say What I desire; for when I strive to speak, My passion grows too strong, my tongue too weak; My numerous pains infatuate my wit. Wo. Pish, this is but a melancholy fit: Clear up thy clouded thoughts, such fits as these Are incident to all; learn to appease Thy instigating passion, and advise With me; I'll make thee well, I'll make thee wise: My bounteous treasure shall increase thy store With great abundance: Come, let's have no more Of these thy petulant discourses, be Prescribed by none (dear Soul) except by me; I'll cure thy pain. Sou: Fond World, forbear To urge my resolution, or ensnare My yielding spirits; let thy language be Reserved for them that will be fooled by thee: Thy elevating joys, which did before Enrich my vacant senses, make them poor: And now I find the greatest plague that can Concomitate poor miserable man, Is to be happy. Wor: That's a paradox, Is happiness a crime? So. Mistake me not, rash fool, for my pretence Is good, if not corrupted by the sense You take it in: For tell me, what canst thou Insinuating wretch vouchsafe t'allow, That will perpetuate? hast thou the power T'assure a happiness for one half hour? If so, I will obsequiously confine Myself to thy directions, and be thine. Wo. I tell thee Soul, thy fancy thus disturbed Will ruinate thy senses, if not curbed. Convince thyself, and be not thus averse To Reason; after folly comes a curse. So. But what is this to my demands? I see Thou lov'st to hear thyself declare, not me. Answer to my objections, then I'll rest, A quiet Soul, in a resolved breast. Wo. On that I were so blessed to know the state Of thy condition. Sou: Wilt thou still deviate, And ramble from thy text? Wor: Believe't dear soul There is no friend more strongly can condole Thy weakness, than myself; I sympathize, And truly grieve for thy infirmities: Witness these falling tears; Oh, may't be known, Sick Soul, I weep thy sorrows, not mine own: Sorrow forbids my gentle lips to smile; For ah I am: Soul: A woeful crocodile: I, I, a woeful Exile. Wor: For thy sake I'll suffer thousand griefs, and undertake Ten thousand more, that I at last may prove How much I've merited thy truest love. So. What voice is this that penetrates my ear? What do I hear, or do I seem to hear? Or is't a dream? Wor: No, no, (Blessed Soul) 'tis true, 'Tis I that suffer these extremes for you. So. Reserve thy tears: Alas! I did but try Thy love, and now I find th' art Constancy Itself: But tell me World, wilt thou content My greedy mind with wealth? when that is spent Will't give me more? and when that more is gone Wilt thou be sure to heap one bag upon Another? Wilt thou make me to outvie The sons of men in prodigality? Dost hear me World? Wor: I do, and I am sore Oppressed, because thou canst not ask no more: Honour, Wealth, Dignities, and all shall stand, Like subjects proud, to kiss their Prince's hand. I'll hug thee in mine arms, and thou shalt sleep In gold surrounded beds: whilst others weep At fortunes gates, upon their bended knees, Thou, thou shalt sit and read sad Elegies, Imprinted on their meager cheeks; I, I, These are true symptoms of Eternity. What, melancholy yet? cannot these charms Induce thee to my Soul-inviting arms? Speak Soul, are these not joys? are these not pleasures To be embraced? speak, are not these rare tresures? So. Base World, th' art truly base; now I perceive Thy labouring policy is to deceive. What, didst thou think my heart begun to dote, When I, to make a concord, changed my note? Oh no, vile varlet; no, I did but try Thy craft, by learning what thou wouldst reply To my demands: Divinest language could Move no reply, when baser language would: But now thou nothing, made of nothing, know, Th''ve lost a friend by me, and found a foe. Here I declare myself, and do protest Before just heaven, that whilst I live possessed Of vital breath, I will employ my heart T'oppose thy flattering folly; for thou art A perjured traitor to the Souls divine And sacred Majesty, and wilt incline Thy ears to nothing but to antic tricks, And call'st divine thoughts, melancholy fits. And so farewell, false traitor; now 'tis known, The more we are thine, the less we are our own. Wo. And is this all? Sou: 'Tis all. Wor: Then Soul adieu. So. Oh may I ne'er prove false, till thou provest true. A DISCOURSE between the soldier and FAITH. So. FAith, can thy hand protect me? can thy art Prescribe a cordial for a fainting heart? Hast thou the skill to settle my belief, And arm my Soul against the darts of grief? Fa. I have the Art (sad Soul) hadst thou the power T'embrace belief, to bring thee to the Bower, The fragrant Bower of pleasure, which shall be Perfumed and decked with blessed eternity. So. I do believe, and my belief torments My mind with millions of sad discontents. I do believe what ever heaven devised, Then judge, oh judge, how I am tantalized! Fa. Oh know (mistaking Soul) such faith we call By the sad name of Diabolical. So. Oh strange, oh sad, oh miserable case! Has Faith robbed Janus of his double face? Doth not the sacred volume end this strife, And bids believe, and have eternal life? Fa. Th' eternal tenants of th' infernal lake, Believe and tremble too, but can partake Of nothing but their torments, and obtain Nothing, except th' enlargement of their pain. So. How comes it then to pass, if they believe, They're not rewarded, but must always grieve In utter darkness? Is their faith so strong T'acknowledg God, & yet they know him wrong? Fa. They acknowledge God in Justice, but have run Beyond his mercy, and despised his Son: Their faith prevails but only to enthrall Their Souls, because 'tis not salvifical. So. But tell me Faith, how many I learn to know, Whether thou art salvifical or no? Fa. Examine well thyself, then go and pry Into the sacred Scriptures; let thine eye Peruse with diligence, and let thy prayers Sail towards the port of heaven in swelling tears Than thou wilt find, how dearly God will own A Soul that sings a penitential tone. So. But when I strive and struggle to express Myself in prayer, I find a dubiousness. Fa. It is a happiness ofttimes to doubt A happiness:— How oft did David (God's delight) cry out, My God, my glorious God, oh why, oh why, Hast thou forsaken me, and dost deny The spreading splendour which was wont to shine And glimmer on this doubtful Soul of mine? Be serious, Soul, and let thy thoughts reflect On God's indulgency, and thy neglect. How often hath he with his dewy locks Attended thee, and with redoubled knocks Desired, nay begged an entrance, to impart Love-sick expressions to thy wilful heart? And ah! how willingly hath he delated His dear affections to thee, and not hated To call thee his own Image, nay his Dove? (Oh streaming Fountain of Eternal Love!) How hath he labered, with a watchful eye? To woo thee to his blessed Eternity? So. But tell me then, if I am thus, thus dear Unto my GOD, why will my GOD not hear My morning sorrows, and my midnight moans, And stop the revolutions of my groans; But let my poor Astraea fly in vain To his high Altar, and return again Unanswered? Ah, what overawing Rod Smarts like the silence of an angry GOD? Fai. (Distempered Soul) oh do not thou become (Because thy GOD seems deaf unto thee) dumb; Reverberate the portals of his ears With thy complaints, and let thy vocal tears Invite an audience; urge him by the force Of his own language, heaven cannot divorce Himself from his own words; oh, let him know Thou hast his sacred Promises to show For what thou dost: Tell him, that heaven and Earth Shall pass away, but the delightful birth Of his pathetical expressions shall Be heirs unto Eternity; go call Himself to witness for himself; be bold To tell him to his face, thou hast laid hold Upon his promises; tell him thou art A whole, a broken, and a contrite heart: Tell him th' art heavy loaden, and oppressed, And cravest th' enjoyment of a happy rest: What though thy querelous desires at first Seem to be frivolous, and slightly nursed? Detract not thou, but be progressive still, And not too retrograte, but let thy will Attend his pleasure; is't not fit that he Should be attended, that attended thee? What if he still denies? thou art but paid With that dull Coin which thine own sins have made. Hath he not waited at the brazen walls Of thy regardless breast, used many calls, Nay many thousands, and hath daily knocked, And found the nurs'ry of thy ears still locked, And barred against him? 'Twas enough to turn Patience into an ecstasy, and burn The strongest Resolution, and incite Vengeance to make an everlasting night. Oh think on this (blessed Soul) and be content, Good actions seldom want a good event. Another discourse Between the soldier and FAITH. So. I'M full, and yet seem empty; I have store Of earth's delectables▪ and yet I'm poor; I have what e'er my ravenous thoughts require, And yet I want in having my desire; I eat delicious food, drink sparkling wine, Enjoy my self, and yet I am not mine; I am the world's delight, I am the child Of pregnant fortune, yet I am reviled: And what external happiness can be Thought worth embracement, is embraced by me. Since all these Joys are heaped upon my back, I fain would know what 'tis I seem to lack. Fa. Thy wants are soon expressed (dull Soul) I know Who wants my helpful hand, wants power to go. Oh what an easy matter 'tis to find A stuffd-up body, and an empty mind! Grief rests within the centre of that breast, That knows not what is worst, nor what is best; But still looks downwards on this dunghill earth, That alienates the Soul, and breeds a dearth Within that sacred Essence, that divine And glorious Monarchy: Who can define Th' enchanting Raptures, and th' imperious Joys Of sublimated heaven, that toils for toys? Thou sayst th' art full, yet empty; thou hast store Of earth's delectables, and yet art poor: 'Tis true, th' art full; but tell me whence proceeds That fullness, say, what charitable deeds Hast thou performed; oh learn (frail Soul) t'express, Too great a fullness breeds an emptiness. Experience tells thee, there is nothing worse Then slighted mercy turned into a curse. Thou sayst, th' enjoyest what e'er thy mind requires And yet thou want'st in having thy desires; Thou eatest, thou drinkst, and hast the world's consent To be her darling, yet art not content. 'Tis true, he wants, whose fullness wants desire To want that fullness which his wants require. What though the world accumulates increase? There's no content, when heaven denies a Peace. If heaven's blessed mouth proclaimed no peace should be So. unto the wicked; what's become of me, Who always lived to sin, and sinned to die! Oh miserable, miserable I! Fa. 'Tis true, GOD will not suffer Peace t'arise Unto the wicked, yet that GOD denies A Sinners death, and by a free consent Promised a pardon, with this word, Repen●: 'Tis a persisting Sinner must expect A sad reward, for a performed neglect. So. Then what must I expect? have I not run (Even from the rising, to the setting Sun) In paths of negligence, and still persisted, And rather backed a sinner, then resisted The power of sin? Oh how can I obtain, Or thoughts, or hopes to be reclaimed again? Fa. The mouth of heaven did never yet divide His language thus: My Soul shall not abide A penitent offendor; no, his breath Speaks better things, than the lamented death Of those, who though they have in former times Been permanent in their unbosomed crimes; Yet when the sense of their transgression brings Abundant sorrow, than Jehovah sings Rare strains of mercy to their Souls, and pours His endless mercy down in liberal showers. So. And is our GOD so merciful, so just To leprous Souls? and shall not my Soul trust In such a never-failing GOD? Shall I Retort a no, when he proclaims an I? Oh no, I'll take what he shall give, and then When heaven proclaims, my tongue shall say Amen. For 'tis thy Christ, thy Love, thy Son must ease us. Fa. Follow me Soul, I'll lead thee to thy Jesus. Penetrant Suspiria Coelum. ARe sighs so prevalent, that they can be Admitted to the ears of majesty? Is heaven so weak, or sighs so strong, that they Can make an onset, and enforce their way Unto the ears of GOD? Can sighs persuade That Lamb to mercy, that our sins betrayed? Can roaring Lions meet, and can they part Without a combat? Can a leprous heart Meet God, and think t'out-brave him in his Zion? (Our sins are Lions, yet our God's a Lion.) And what's a sigh? 'tis but a blast of wind Blown from the centre of a stormy mind: And can the air of one poor sigh aspire So high as Heaven?— — Ah, sighs can never tire In such a progress; though they be but air, Yet they condense within the sacred ear Of nursing Majesty, who hears the sound Of well-spent groans, and takes them at the bound. Sighs are like morning Larks; sometimes they fly And chatter praises to the blushing sky, Then wearied with their flights, dart down amain, Longing to repossess the earth again. So sighs (the Souls best oratory) fly To the Interpreter of groans, who'll not deny To hear the heart's embassage, but delights To see souls (Winged with sighs) to take such flights But, when our hearts are loaded with the cares Of this vile earth, and sigh themselves to tears, Oh than he stops his ears, and makes them know Their sighs are earthly, and they fly too low; Nor can they reach the suburbs of his ear, Unless they mount into a higher sphere. Then let thy well-directed sighs, my Soul, Mount upwards still, that there they may condole Thy evening sorrow, and thy morning grief: Then they'll (like Doves) return, and bring reli●f Unto thy floating heart, and thou shalt find The operations of a sigh; thy mind Shall purge itself; thrice happy's thy condition, Sighs are good physic, when heaven is Physician. Roganti dabitur. WHo would not be a beggar, that may crave Upon such easy terms, but ask, and have? Here's swelling bounty, and sure this must be No human, but a divine charity: Here well-instructed Poverty may live, He that gives power to ask, hath power to give. The greatest gift that ever yet was known, Was freely given, being asked by none. And he that gave't hath many gifts in store; (Many give once, because they'll give no more.) But he who gave that gift, will not refrain (If wisely asked) to give us gifts again. And if a heart-recording gift we make Of this, his giving teaches us to take. Be it ordained, that begging be an art, heaven loves a giving hand, a begging heart. But let us rest a little; here's the task, heaven knows to give, we know not how to ask. Methinks I hear some multiloquious fool Make this reply, What, must I go to school, And learn to beg? I'm skilful to require, If heaven would suit his gifts to my desire. Let fools delight in folly, let them think That men are blind, because they see them wink. Others methinks reply, Have we not cried To heaven for blessings, and have been denied? Have not our early voices been extended To heaven, and yet our labours vilipended? Is this th' effect of prayer? are these the gains That we were largely promised for our pains? Go silly Souls, and do not thus contest With him that knows what's worst, and what is best. Ye know not what ye ask; your fond desires, If granted to, may breed such flaming fires Within your greedy breasts, and so torment Your hearts with millions of sad discontent: Then may ye know that true discretion lies As well in asking, as in giving wise. And solid hearts will labour first to know What's fit for their desires, and then they'll sow Their prayers in such a soil as shall increase Their stock of Grace, and everlasting Peace. Pulsanti aperietur. KNock, and it shall be opened; here's an art Requires the labours of a studious heart: It is an easi action, some suppose, Because it commonly consists of blows. Here's a mysterious knock; 'tis not the hand O●●l●sh and blood can knock, or tongue command The gates to move; 'tis not Saint Peter's keys Can turn the lock, except the Landlord please. Heaven's a well-ordered family, whose gate Opens not soon to them that knock too late: But those, whose early labours shall implore To have admittance at that sacred door, Must well instruct their hearts, and have a care, First learning how to knock, and after, where. How happy's he, that really can say, Go take thy rest (my Soul) th''ve knocked to day? H●'s happy, that can speak such words as these, Open the door (my Soul) thou hast the keys. How happy's he, that by a faithful knock Can make the yielding Gates of heaven unlock? prayers are the keys of heaven, the melting door Is mercy, that lets in and out the store. Faith is the golden key, which gives us all A speedy entrance to the spacious Hall: But we must open (or else not come there) The gate of Mercy with the key of prayer: Go then, my Soul, into some private place, Unlock thy heart, and when unlocked, abase Thyself before the Throne of heaven, and fly Unto the Temple of Divinity. Go knock thy heart out; if that will not do, Say, Heaven's grown deaf, or else thy heart's not true. Cast off the threadbare garments of thy sin, Thy prayers will melt the gates, and let thee in: The Governor of heaven will not refuse To give an audience to such welcome news; Nor can he be ungrateful, or neglect To crown thy labours with a true respect: Then tune thy heart, and teach it to express Full Diapasons of true thankfulness: And grant (dear God) when my poor Soul shall knock, That my unworthy key may fit thy lock. AN elegy Upon that Son of valour Sir Charles Lucas; Who was shot to Death by the Command of the Counsel of War, before COLCHESTER. To all those that love the memory of Sir Charles Lucas. Reader, WHen my serious thoughts reflected upon the Death of so worthy a person, I could not but privately deplore so public a loss; and being importuned by his virtues, and my own sorrow, I gave my pen the privilege (assisting it with the uttermost of my power) to compose this Elegious Poem upon his Death, which I cannot expect will be consonant to all humours, but only to them that love Loyalty. (Reader) I shall desire thee to let the strength of thy goodness pardon the weakness of him that is His Kings, his Countries, and Thine, JOHN QUARLES. AN ELEGY. I Cannot hold, the Laws of Nature break The Laws of Reason, and my Cisterns leak. Pardon my tears (oh heaven) and let thy power Subdue my grief, and mitigate this shower: Restore me to myself, and let my Quill Weep for me; let it weep until it fill Whole volumes with sad tears, tears that may flow From age to age, that all the world may know It weeps for him, whose never-dying name Gives golden feathers to the wings of fame. But is it requisite that I alone Should storm so great a work as this, and none Invoked t'assist me? Sorrow hates delay; Oh hear my hasty call, and come away, Ye grief-supporting Muses, here is that Will sublimate your senses; ask not what It is, for fear, lest melancholy I, Ravished with what I speak, should faint and die. Times full-mouthed herald will exactly tell How Death hath rambled from his m●sty Cell, And with presumptuous violence hath shot A Star, whose fall will never be forgot. Then rouse your downcast spirits, now, or never, Shake off your slumbers, or repose for ever: Lucas has conquered Death, he's gone to keep An everlasting Sabbath, and to sleep In Abraham's bosom: Ah, methinks this breath Should reinvite you from the shades of Death To weep his obsequies; but if there's none Will be invoked, my Muse shall walk alone Into the Wilderness of grief, and there Condole this loss, till sorrow wants a tear. Have I betrayed myself? Am I o'ertaken With folly? Or has Reason quite forsaken The kingdom of my mind? If he be blessed, How dare my tears thus interrupt his rest? Oh Times! Oh Manners! Is the world grown mad? Some I behold rejoicing; others sad As grief can make them: Sure we have forgot To sympathize, or else why weep we not, Or smile together? Has Death got the power To make us weep, and smile within an hour? Smile they that please, mine eyes cannot forbear, For every smile of theirs, to shed a tear. Come real-hearted Mourners, and incline Your ear to my sad story, and confine Yourselves to sorrow, sorrow that shall need No definition: if your hearts can bleed, Now, now, they shall; and may that barren eye That will not weep, prove blind, or always dry: And they that can, and will not now let fall Some tears, have hard hearts, or no hearts at all. Lucas (rare Soul) oh that my tongue might dwell Upon thy name; 'twas thou that didst excel The world in Martial valour: He that can Forget thy name, forgets to be a Man. 'Tis death to say th' art dead; Thou canst not die: If thou art dead, there's no Eternity. Thou liv'st in spite of Death, yet I condole Thy murdered body; but I'm sure thy Soul Lives above envy, where it shall be blessed In spite of those, whose wisdoms thought it best To put a period to thy days, and bring Joy to themselves, and sorrow to their King. Discreetly done, and sure this Act must be Recorded in the rolls of infamy, That after Ages, when they do behold, May blush, what noble Deeds were done of old. Say Tyrants, say, was't not a shameful strife To send a Death, after a promised Life? If this be Mercy, heaven protect us all From such a Mercy, so tyrannical. If this be Justice, may such Justice have A Hell to act in, or at least a Cave. What had he acted that could contradict The Laws of Justice? Search, and be as strict As policy can make you, all ye can Impute, was this, he was a valiant man, Who loved his King, and undertook to play A noble Game, wherein his honour lay At stake; what would you have a Gamester do? Should he surrender up a game to you Without contending? Such a highbred shame Had left a blur within his spotless name? I tremble at my thoughts, I cannot hold, My quill must run, ye can but term me bold, As ye are tyrannous: In former times, Boldness in truths were pardonable crimes. How could ye choose but tremble when ye named His death, whom honour and the world had famed? Such deeds as these we needs must discommend, y''ave murdered your own honours, and our friend. How could ye choose but blush to see him stand Undaunted at your tragical command? How could ye choose but fly, when he was fled, T'embrace his death, and die when he was dead? How could your will-obeying slaves let fly A bullet at his breast, and they not die? Why died they not, when as they went about To make those holes, whereat his Soul flew out? Mars frowned when he observed what ye had done, And perpetrated on his dearest Son: And thus declares; If any mortal shall Dare to entitle, or presume to call Such Rabshecha's his Sons, that they shall be All voted traitors to his majesty: The Muses, they complain, and are agreed To vindicate his death, and ever feed Upon his virtues, and will never more Smile on your actions, but will still deplore Their lost-love Lucas; and the Earth shall ring With echoes of his praise, that loved his King. Apollo weeps, and says, ye have forgot To cherish virtue, or ye love it not: And to the world he'll fully make it known In his destruction, ye have overthrown Your homebred honours: Now my Muse retire And gather breath; 'tis wisdom to inquire Which way to take our progress; we must know Whither to go, as well as how to go: The paths of death are darksome, and we may Plead an excuse, if we have gone astray: Errors in grief are incident to all That truly solemnize a funeral. But stay my quill, 'tis not my task to crave Excuses, but to treat upon a grave, A grave within whose sullen bosom lies A gem, contemned by those that could not prize So rare a piece, within whom was reposed Virtue and honour, for he was composed Of both: (Kind Reader) know, that Lucas had A magazine of worth; his Soul was clad With robes of innocency, and his heart So sworn to honour, that it could not start From noble Exercises, though attended With troops of dangers, dangers that portended A thousand deaths: his wisdom could descry Both life and death with a contented eye: Life was his Jewel, yet he did not prize That life at such a rate, as to despise A noble Death; he laboured to express To both a very equal willingness. He knew his life was lent him to maintain The rights of Majesty, and to regain Those just prerogatives, which do belong To Charles, who patiently sustains the wrong. His Soul was undivided, and could never Ramble from Loyalty; his whole endeavour Was to advance that Cause wherein he stood Engaged, and died it with his crimson blood. Since thus he lived, since thus he died, oh then Let's imitate so good a life; and when We hear the sad relation of his Death, Let's learn to die: Let them that live by breath Examine his brave actions, and they'll find He had a rare militia in his mind. But stoutest Lions are at last o'erthrown By nature's Laws; for Nature needs must own Her principles: our earthen vessels must At last dissolve, and turn themselves to dust. Live we a thousand years, we do but run In debt to Nature; and when those days are done, We are but mortal, subject to decay, And youth and age must go the selfsame way. Reader, as often as report shall send Unto thy ears the death of any friend, Wonder not that he's dead, that's too much wrong, But rather wonder that he lived so long: For Life's but like a Can●le, every wind May puff it out, and leave a snuff behind. But whither runs my pen; Does sorrow mean To make of this an everlasting scene? Lucas made Sorrow lovely, Death a pleasure, And Life a trifle, Misery a treasure: And now let no audacious tongue deny That he taught Death to live, and Life to die. Now gentle Soul, go take thy sweet repose In heavens' eternal bed, where none but those Shall sleep, that in their lifetimes studied how To die: there rest (dear Soul) I'll leave thee now. My heart begins to quake, that word has bred A palsy in my hand, and grief has spread A veil upon my Senses; and Confusion Steps in, and leads me to a sad Conclusion. Shall I begin, or end, I know not whether; Oh that I could begin and end together! Begin, what's that, but to renew a grief? To end, what's that, but to implore relief? What shall I do? when as I strive to end, I still forget to do what I intend. When I begin, methinks I am content Never to end: Distraction is th' event Of Sorrow. (Reader) pardon this last error, For I began with grief, and end with terror. AN EPITAPH. Come gentle eyes, and take a view, Here rests a Jewel was as true As Truth itself; see how he lies renowned, and crowned, a Sacrifice. Lay your hands upon your hearts, Each eye must weep before it parts. Sigh, and sob; let each sigh call Love to attend his Funeral. Understand that this was he Conquered Death and tyranny: And when your eyes begin to run, Say yo'ave gazed upon a Sun. AN elegy Upon the Death of my dear Friend Mr ROBERT REASON Who quitted this life the 13. NOVEMBER, 1646.— Sic voluêre Fata. By J.Q. AH, whence proceed those swelling floods that rise Like restless waves from my tempestuous eyes? The surges beat (Provoked by stormy passion) My weather-beaten senses out of fashion. But ah forbear (distemp'ring grief) surcease Those storms, which rage against the shore of peace▪ Forbear superfluous blasts, be not too brief To dash my Soul against the rocks of grief: But stop a time (sad Genius) here's a stile Invites a rest; Let's meditate a while: Can tears express a perfect grief? Or can Excess of language re-enlarge a man From Death-benumming shades? Can blubbered eyes Invite him back? Can integrating cries Enforce a life, in spite of death? Can all The doleful sighings in this world recall Revolted breath? Oh no: 'Tis therefore vain To think that tears can call him back again From heavens' immortalising Throne: Thus we Fond men expand our own infirmity; And thus our spendthrift eyes profusely flow In lavish tears, for him whose Soul we know Is far more happy than we can express: (Why do we then lament his happiness?) Then go (sad Genius) and advise all such That grieve, to grieve, because they grieved so much For him, who heaven hath lately made a stranger To grief, who rests above the reach of danger; There let him rest in a most glorious sleep: And if weak Nature urgeth us to weep, Let's weep, nay weep indeed, until our eyes, Blinded with weeping, weep for new supplies: Let's weep for sin, let troops of sighs attend Our hasty tides to their long journey's end. Oh let's deplore our most unhappy state Betimes, for fear lest time-devouring fate Blocks up the narrow passage of our breath, And so surprise us with a sudden Death▪ And ah how soon the shadow-flying days Of man consumes: how soon the troubled blaze Of his frail life expires; and ah how soon He finds a night, before he thinks 'tis noon: And how the pleasures of this sordid Earth Shadow his senses with a glimmering mirth. And what's this world? 'tis but a glass, wherein Nothing appears but heau'n-confronting sin: Alas, its painted beauty represents Nothing but folly, crowned with discontents: There's nothing here that truly may be styled A happiness; here's nothing but's defiled. Alas, alas, in what a sad condition Is dust-composed man! what expedition He daily makes to gain those things, which gained, Gnaw him like vipers; thus are mortals stained And blured with vanities; and thus they spend Their winged hours, as if they could not end: Fond Earths-consuming trash hath so combined Their hearts to worldly pleasures, that they mind Nothing but profit, basely gained, which shall Mount them up here, but after let them fall. But where's that man, whose Soul contrives to be Imparadised, and crowned with dignity, With Hallelujahs Angels, which control The Family of heaven, who still inroul In their sublimer thoughts, how great, how just Their Maker is, before whose throne all must Appear with spotless Souls, and fly from hence With downy wings of dovelike innocence? But stay my quill; have I thus soon forgot My bosom friend, as if I loved him not? No, no; though he be dead, he cannot die, Death cannot drive him from my memory, Where he shall rest, till time shall recommend My friend-bereaved Soul unto my friend; For whilst he lived, my sympathising heart Was truly his, and truly bore a part In what he suffered; Ah but now he's fled, And left me here, to say, my friend is dead. Poor soul! and why poor soul? rash tongue, call back That fond abortive word; how can he lack, That daily feeds upon delicious diet In heavens' great store house, and knows no disquiet? This was an Error that my hasty quill Too rashly stepped into against my will: I hope 'tis venial, Reason may afford A pardon for a grief-relapsed word. When passion rules the fancy, men become Vainly pragmatic, or extremely dumb: But why rash death, why didst thou send thy dart To take possession of his willing heart, And gave no longer warning? was there none Could please thy palate, only him alone? 'Twas quickly ended, and as soon begun; Believe me death, 'twas but unfriendly done. But why do I (fond man) expostulate With thee, that art an all-consuming fate? Th''ve done a happy deed, I dare not blame Thy power, because I know from whence it came. Shall I, because he was my friend, repine At his departure? was he heaven's or mine? I yield him heavens', not mine; but yet I might Claim him as finite, heaven as infinite. He was but lent me for a time, that I And others by his life might learn to die: Whilst he enjoyed the fullness of his breath, His life was a preparative for death: His whole delight and study was to pry Into the bosom of Divinity; From whence he sucked such wholesome streams, that those Which heard him, gave a plaudit to his close: His daily practice was, how to fulfil And prosecute his great Redeemers will: heaven was his Meditation, and he gave A reverent respect unto his grave: Faith, Hope, and Charity did sweetly rest Within the council-chamber of his breast; And in a word, the graces did agree To make one happy Soul, and this was he: As for his moral duties, they were such, That should I strive, I could not speak too much: His civil carriage towards all men might claim A perfect right to a beloved name: His actions were so just, that they may tell, He lived uprightly, and he died as well: His love, his sweet society might call Ten thousand tears t'attend his funeral: And to conclude, in him all men might find A real heart, and a most noble mind: But now he's gone, his winged Soul's aspired To heaven's high Palace, where he sits attired With glorious immortality, and sings Melodious Anthems to the King of Kings. There, there his melting Soul, ravished to see The sunbright throne of splendent majesty, Adores his well-pleased maker, who makes known He's pleased to crown, and keep him for his own: Oh there he rests, free from the rubs of Earth, Hugging no shadow, but a real mirth: Oh there's no grief, no sorrow found to vex His peaceful Soul▪ no trouble to perplex, Or blast his new-bred joys; there is no woe, No care, no pain, no misery, no foe, That dare presume to interrupt him; all Must stand aloof, and not appear, nor shall Encroaching boldfaced grief, nor pale-faced spite Dare interpose t'eclipse one blaze of light. Oh there methink I hear him sweetly sing, Grave, where's thy power? Oh Death where's thy sting? Methinks I hear his warbling tongue declare, How good his works, how great his wonders are: Methinks I see a great united Band Of glittering Angels, how prepared they stand To welcome him: Methinks I hear them say, March on blessed Soul, thou needest not doubt the way. Oh glorious sight! In what triumphing state They guard his Soul to heavens' refulgent gate; Where when he comes disrobed of all his sin, The gates fly open, and his Soul flies in. Methinks my ravished ears are filled and blessed With such harmonious raptures, and possessed With such varieties, that even I, Were sin absolved, would resolve to die. Methinks I hear within heavens' echoing Grove The quavering Angels chant, as if they strove T'excel themselves: Methinks that every breath Is a sweet Invitation unto death. But oh what rare, or what profound invention, Beatified with a strong apprehension, Can sound the depth of those delights, which he Shall swim and bathe in to eternity: There rest dear Soul, having thus conquered fate, Thy pleasures never shall expire their date. There, there the Alpha of thy joys shall never Know an Omega, but be blessed for ever With Alpha and Omega, who shall crown Thy throne-approaching Soul with true renown, Whilst we confused mortals here below Gulp up the dregs of sorrow, and bestow Curses in stead of prayers upon each other, And daily labour to confuse, and smother Our serene happiness, and turn those joys Which heaven allowed us, to neglected toys: And thus our deviating Souls befool Themselves, and practise in the common School Of Errors: Thus erroneously we bend Our flexive minds to folly, and commend nonsense for wisdom; Reason being dead, Repose my Muse, discretion calls to bed. FINIS.