CERTAIN SELECT CASES RESOLVED. Specially, tending to the right ordering of the heart, that we may comfortably walk with God in our general and particular Callings. BY THOMAS SHEPHARD, Sometimes of emanuel-college in Cambridge, Now Preacher of God's Word in New-England. LONDON, Printed by W. H. for John Rothwell, at the Sun and Fountain in Paul's churchyard, near the little North-door. 1650. Imprimatur This Reverend Author hath other practical pieces. Viz. The Treatise of the Sabbath. Sincere Convert▪ Sound believer. Joseph Caryl. To THE CHRISTIAN READER. THis holy Letter of that ready Scribe of Christ's Kingdom, is so full of Grace and Truth▪ Mr. Shepherd of New-England. that it needs no other Epistle commendatory than itself. Yet seeing the Lot is unexpectedly fallen upon my pen, to give it a Superscription that it may pass current from hand to hand; I do heartily in the first place, dedicate it to thee▪ thou bleeding, troubled-spirit. as a choice cordial friend, an Interpreter, one of a thousand, that doth not only speak thy heart, but by the Comforter (whom Christ hath promised to send) to thy heart. It may be this paper present is sent on embassy from Heaven, on purpose, to set thy house in order, to untie thy bosom knots, to bind the strong man, and cast him out of thy doors, that thy heart may be once again set at liberty, to serve the Lord thy God in thy general and particular Calling, whose service is thy freedom. What is here sent by this Ambassador of Christ, (who is now the voice of one crying in the wilderness) to a weary and heavy laden soul in this Island. I had rather it should appear to thy judgement in the serious reading, and to thy conscience in the ●ome application thereof, than from my opinion of it: Therefore I shall only add (as the Contents of this letter) certain select Cases, proposed and resolved in the several paragraphs thereof, as they lie in order in the pages following, viz. Page 3. Trouble of mind in civil affairs by the secret injection of religious thoughts. Page 4. From what Spirit, such suggestions do arise. Page 8. How to entertain them when they crowd in. Page 12. Concerning the not being humbled for sinful distractions that hinder and interrupt the spiritual performance of holy duties. Page 16. How a Christian may be said to be under the Covenant of works. Page 18. How to conceive aright of that Mystery of Mysteries, the blessed Persons in the Trinity. Page 22. The soul's aptnes●e to go to God immediately in holy duties, without taking Christ Jesus by the hand. Page 26. How to apply absolute promises to thyself, though they are made indefinitely without condition. Page 38. A notable discovery of a secret unwillingness in the soul, to seek God in the strictest solemn services, before it entreth into them: Weariness of them, while they last; and a gladness, when they are ended. Page 42. A sound confutation of that Heretica●l Arminian Tenet, viz. That the strength of Grace is to be got rather by Argumentation, then inward Communication and influence, arising from union with Christ. Page 44. The experiences of this tried servant of Christ, (who is the penman hereof) how he was cured of atheistical thoughts: whether they did wear out, or whether by the di●t of Arguments they were rationally overthrown. Page 48. Lastly, whether those changes, which a child of God hath sometimes, and those movings of the spirit are caused by a natural temper, or God's Spirit. All which select Cases. (and many more, that collaterally issue from their sides) are judicio●sly resolved with much perspicuity and b●●vity in these few sheets, by the only judge of all C●ntroversies, the two edged sword of the Spirit, the Word of God. Thus humbly beseeching thee, to read over this Epistle of Christ to thee, with the same Spirit of love, and of a sound mind, which indicted every line in it. I do desire to leave thee at the Throne of Grace, in the arms of Christ, with the Father of all Co●fort; that thou m●i●st receive the Peace of God which passeth all understanding; and be crowned with joy unspeakable, and full of Glory. I subscribe myself Friend, Thine in any spiritual furtherance of thy Faith, William Adderley. Dated from Charterhouse in London, Febr. 1. 1647. Dear Sir▪ I Dare not multiply many words in acknowledging and professing my own unfitnes●e and insusficiency to yield your loving and most welcome Letter, that satisfaction which both yourself desire, and it deserves: Neither yet will I be so unfaithful to you (seeing your expectation ●uts me to reply) neither ought I (I think) be so unserviceable to Jesus Christ, who in you, and by you, beckons to me to take this call to write to you, and not to neglect so fa●r a sea●on, seeing especially it may be possible my dy●ng Letter to you, before I depart from hence, and return to him, as not knowing but our ●ast disasters and Sea-straits (of which I wrote ●o you) may be but preparations for the execu●ion of this next approaching voyage. Yet our ●eies are to the hills, and our desires are your prayers; and at this time my endeavour shall be in respect of yourself, to break open that light to you, and to prepare it to you, with that brevity I may, and with what plainness I am able; beseeching the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who must be when all fails, the wonderful Counsellor, to give you the spirit of revelation, and that after you have suffered a while by these outward temptations, doubts, fears, desertions, distractions, which the Letter mentions, he would make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, and settle you. And this I verily think will be the unexpected, yet happy, joyful, and most glorious end of them; For since I have observed and seen the lamentable ruins of the soul, and seeming graces of many men, by being rocked a sleep in a quiet, still, calm, easy performance of duties; without such awaking temptations and tumults within, which itself complains of: I say since I have observed what a deal of mud is in the bottom of such standing Pools, and what a deal of ●ilth is in such Moats, which are inwardly at ease, and not emptied from vessel to vessel, next unto the donation of the Lord Jesus to a man, I have accounted such tumultuo●s heart-storms and uproars, together with the fruitful strange effects of them, the second mercy. For I never saw that man kept from secret putrefaction and corruption, that was not usually salted with such temptations (especially in a Christians first apprenticeship) which usually preserve him entire till death. And therefore (Dear Sir) faint not, for Jesus Christ will raise a world of blessings out of your present Chaos and confusions. But I make haste to answer. Before your reply to my first Letter; your complaints are many. Your first trouble is, concerning your disturbances in civil affairs, by the secret injection of Religious thoughts; so that you know not how to follow the one, without hazard of grieving the spirit, and breaking your peace, in not maintaining and nourishing the same time the other: and hence being drawn to go two ways at the same time (which you cannot well do) your heart is disquieted, and your peace much interrupted. This of yours, puts me in mind of the complaint of an honest, yet plain man, to an able Minister once, who in bewailing his condition to him, among other miseries, that was not the least: (viz.) that he was exceedingly troubled with good thoughts, so that he could not follow his place, ●nles●e very oft he did stand still and pray, for fear of grieving the Spirit, (as he thought) and l●●ing his season of being heard in Heaven: (for said Conscience o●t unto him) how dost thou know but this may be thy accepted time, and if thou dost not take it, it may be thou shalt never have it again? I have forgot the Ministers answer, but I am sure in these complaints you go not alone: I have lately known one very able, wise, and godly, put upon the Rack in these kind of thoughts by him, that envying God's peoples peace, knows how to change himself into an angel of light. For it being his usual course in the time of his health, to make a diary of his hourly life, and finding much benefit by it, he was in Conscience pressed by the power and delusion of Satan, to make and take the same daily survey of his life in the time of his sickness, by means of which, he spent his enfeebl●d spirits, cast on fuel to fire his sickness, and had not a friend of his convinced him of his erroneous co●science, mis●eading him at that time, he had murdered his body, out of conscience to save his soul, and to preserve his grace, and do you think these were the motions of God's spirit, which like those Locusts? Rev. 9 9, 10. had faces like men, but had tails like Scorpions, and stings in their tails. Your thoughts I know, are not likely to produce the same effects: although you have the same efficient: and because you say your peace is hereby disturbed by ignorance, as not knowing what to do in the midst of these civil actions and these religious thoughts, I conceive that two thin●● are to be sadly considered of, for the cure of them. First how to know when such religious pious thoughts come from God's spirit, Two things to be considered about motion●. and when from the devil transforming himself into an angel of light, or from a well-melted stirring conscience, yet blind. For when you know they come from God's spirit, you are bound to nourish them; but when not, you are bound not to embrace nor comply with them. Secondly, learn how your soul is to behave and carry it self in civil employments: For when you see how you do, and may honour God in following them, your spirit will not be so unquiet, if at any time you embrace not the suggestions of the other. 1. For the ●irst briefly, all good motions and thoughts are not the spirits motio●s, as may thus appear. There be three things chiefly by which were may discern the motions, How to try the motions of God's Spirit. suggestions, and thoughts which come from God's spirit: all which concurring together in a good action, or thought, or word, (not one alone) will make discovery whether they are from God's spirit or not. 1. If it be suggested for God's ends, it's from God's spirit, to act so high as for a supernatural end, must arise from a supernatural principle, which only is God's spirit, pharasaical actions were for a double selfish end, and hence, not from God's spirit, but nature, and their own spirit. 1. To be seen of men. 2. If they did any of them abhor this, yet it was to purchase and gender in their own minds an opinion of holines●e before God, and hence Christ gives them this Item, in giving alms, that they should not let the right hand know what their left hand doth: for many men will do good acts, lest they should by the neglect of them, think them hypocrites, and so be troubled for them: Christ would have us not to take notice of what we do for such an end. If they be animated and quickened from God's command, for the higher measure of holiness for glorious ends, without a warrant from the Word, is the more ●ordid superstition: Christ healed the L●per, when he charged him with anger to tell no man, he, (no question for a good end) published the miracle the more; this was a good motion, but it was sinful in him, being cross to Christ's command: when Christ would have washed Peter's feet, he had many thoughts that came into his head, concerning his own vileness, and Christ's glory; and had a good end and meaning in his answers; yet his humility crossing Christ's command, the Lord professeth against it, and him for it, that he had no part in him, if he should go on in it. God's Spirit sets a man on work in due season; for let the duty be commanded and rightly directed, yet if it be not done in season, it is not from God's Spirit: hence Psal. 1. The r●ghteous bring forth fruit in its season: and hence Solomon speaks of words spoken in season, ar●as apples of Gold: and hence we read in Ecclesia●tes of a time, and season for ●very thing under the Su●ne: and therefore when there is a season of God's appointing for civil things or business, it is not season now to be molested or perplexed in it, by the injection and evocation of those thoughts which we think to proceed from the Spirit of God: I know indeed, that the Spirit of God doth enable a man to do whatever good he doth; but as Grace makes Nature sometimes to serve, so sinful Nature brings Grace into captivity, (which Paul complains of, Rom. 7.) and makes Grace to serve it. To exhort and reprove another for sin, is from God's Spirit that it is done, but to reprove at an unseasonable time, it's from sinful corruption, abusing God's grace, and making S●●●son to grind. It's from the excellency of a 〈◊〉 to cut well, but to cut my singer with it 〈◊〉 ● should be cutting of my meat with it, 〈◊〉 not from the end of the knife, nor from the intention of him that made it: so to think of good things, it is from the spirit, I grant, but to think of them in such a season that God sets you a work to mind and follow other occasions, it's from the enemy of God's spirit, and your own peace; for as it is a sin to nourish worldly thoughts when God sets you a work in spiritual heavenly employments, so it is (in some respects) as great a sin to suffer yourself to be distracted by spiritual thoughts, when God sets you on work in civil (yet lawful) employments: such thoughts (I conceive) are but the leven of Monkish holiness, if they divert you from your lawfulfull affairs, when the Lord calls you to follow them. For the Lord never calls you to two divers employments at the same time, unless you make the one to be a means to further the good of the other; which such pious thoughts in some civil employments do, it being no piece of Christian wisdom or honesty to turn round in worldly employments so long till by giddiness we fall down, but by secret steps ever and anon to look up to heaven and to behold the face of God, to whom only therein we are to approve ourselves. But yet it seems your thoughts are so far from being subservient the one to the other, that you are distracted and molested, and your peace interrupted, and your Christian course made troublesome, and an heavy burden, which surely can not be by the yoke of Jesus Christ, therefore you must first bring your troubles in this particular to this issue, either you may follow your civil affairs, and nourish these thoughts as helps to maintain your peace and make you heavenly minded in them, (and if they serve sufficiently to such an end, why are you troubled with them?) or else you cannot ●ollow God comfortably in civil actions, unless you banish from you thoughts which do so miserably distract you, and then why do you fear you shall grieve God's Spirit, if at the same time you do not give entertainment to them, the unseasonableness of which, speaks plainly they came not from the spirits suggestions, besides their hindrance of comfortably walking with God, which the employments themselves can never hinder. But you will say, when is the season of nourishing such thoughts. I answer, entertain those thoughts as (it may be) you have done some friends, who came to you at that time you have business with strangers, (whom you love not so well as your friends,) you have desired them to stay a while, until you have done with the other, and then you have returned to your friend, and when the other hath been shut●out of the doors, the other hath had the welcome, and hath lodged with you all night, and thus you have grieved neither, but pleased both. It is so in this case, Worldly employments are our strangers, yet they must be spoke with, Religious thoughts and practices are our friends, these come unto us while God calls us to parley with the other, you cannot speak with both at one time, in one place, without much perplexity: take therefore this course, make much of the good thoughts, but parley not with them till your business is done with strangers; and towards evening, which is your season, set some time apart every day for meditation, and then make them welcome; then consider and ponder well what was suggested to you in the day time, and ●i●t every good thought to the bran, for then is your season, and after that let them sup and lodge with you all night, and keep the house with you every day. And surely, when the Lord Jesus shall see what a friend you shall make of his Spirit, and how wisely you walk therein, you shall not need to fear any grieving of it, or unseasonable times: nay (I say) you will most fearfully grieve his Spirit, if you parley with the conceived suggestions of it at unseasonable times, What thou dost, do it with all thine heart. saith Solomon. Eccle. 9 Therefore when you are to pray, confer, or meditate, do it with all your mind, and all your thoughts, and all your strength. So when God calls you to worldly employments, do them with all your mind and might, and when the season of meditation comes, take it, which glorious ordinace of God, although many Christiane use it occasionally, and against some good time, or when they have leisure meeting with them, yet to set some time apart for it in a solemn manner every day, and that in conscience as we do for prayer generally, where is the man to be found that does thus? Those men that thus neglect their season of musing and entering into parley with God's Spirit daily, may be well said to grieve the Spirit, through the neglect of which ordinance, God's S●irit is as much grieved by Professors in England, as by any course I know. The Lord awaken us: but I have run too far already in this first part of my answer. For the second means viz. 2 means. how the soul is to carry itself in civil employments, that so you may not think you do for better, when you listen to good thoughts as you mention, I say but two things, 1. Learn to follow them out of an awful respect to the eye, presence, and command of Jesus Christ; and to do what you do in civil businesses, as the work of Christ; When you are riding, or making up breaches between man and man, then think I am now about the work of Jesus Christ. Secondly, seeing yourself thus working in worldly employments for him, you may easily apprehend that for that time God calls you to them, and you attend upon the work of Jesus Christ in them, that you honour God as much, nay more by the meanest servile worldly act, then if you should have spent all that time in meditation, praye●, or any other spiritual employment, to which you had no call at that time: It is noted therefore by some, of peters wife's mother, that when Christ had healed her of her Fevor, she ●ate not down at table with Christ in communion with him, which (no question) was sweet, but ministered at the Table, and ran too and fro, and so served him, and acted for him, wherein she showed more love, and gave him more honour, viz. in that mean service, and in acting for him, then in having communion with him: now if the Lord would out of his abundant goodness, set the soul in such an acting frame for him, and if if could do its worldly employments, as the work of Christ, and see how greatly it honours Christ in attending on him, Oh what peace should a Christian enjoy, notwithstanding all his distractions every day! And how easily would such devout thoughts you speak of, be repelled like darkness before the light, for the nobleness of those good thoughts you speak of presenting themselves against the mean and base outsides of Civil affairs, makes you ready to honour the one, when you are called to serve the other: but now, by seeing, you do the work of Christ Jesus in them, you shall hereby see a glory in the meanest service you perform in civil affairs, and this will make you cleave unto them. But I have said too much about repelling of good thoughts in these times, wherein men have so few, though (it may be) little enough to satisfy you. Your second trouble is this (viz) that your heart is kept from being humbled for sinful distractions, Quest. 2. that hinder and interrupt the spiritual performance of holy duties, and that for two reasons: First, Because they be involuntary and accidental. Secondly, Because they cannot break the Covenant between God and your soul, being but in●irmities. For the latter clause concerning breach of Covenant, Answ. together with the other. 1. I say, not only in●●rmities do not, but the greatest sins cannot make a breach of Covenant between God and the soul that is once really (not rationally) wrapped up in the Covenant of grace. Indeed gross scandalous sins, nay infirmities, when they are given way to, and not resisted, may keep the soul from the fruition for a time of God's Covenant, but never from the eternal jus and right unto it; for as the habit of Faith or Grace gives a man a constant right to the promise and Covenant (which seed ever remains, which habit ever lasts, Ier. 3. 9) so the act of Faith or Grace gives a man fruition of the Covenant and the benefit of the promise, and hence by the acting and venting of some sins wherein there is included the neglect of the exercise of grace, He that is really in covenant with God, may be deprived of the fruition of it; yet seeing the seed of God, and the habit of grace ever remains, he cannot by any sin break his covenant, for the covenant of grace is absolute, wherein the Lord doth not only promise the good, but to begin and perfect and fulfil the condition absolutely, without respect of sin, ex parte creatur●: Indeed if God's covenant of Grace did (as that of works) depend upon man to fulfil the condition, having sufficient grace to fulfil it, then gross sin might well break the Covenant: but seeing God hath undertaken to fulfil the Covenant absolutely, notwithstanding all the evils and sins of the soul, no sin can possibly break that knot and covenant which so firm and resolute love hath once knit. And therefore, if this be a good argument, infirmity cannot break covenant: What cause have I to be humbled for them? so as to say, It is thy mercy Lord that I am not consumed for them (as you write) you may upon the same ground say so, If the Lord should desert you, or you forsake the Lord, and so fall into the foulest sin, which I suppose corrupt conscience dares not be so bold as to think or allow of. Secondly, I say the least sins or infirmities do break the first covenant of works: and hence you do not only deserve, but are under the sentence of death, and curse of God, immediately after the least hairs-breadth, swarving from the Law by the smallest sin, and most involuntary accidental infirmity. According to the Tenor of the Law, the soul that sinneth shall die: and cursed is he that continueth not in all things of the Law. Gal. 3. 10. The least sin being. (ex part● o●ject●) in respect of God against whom it is committed, as horrible and as great as the greatest. For it being an infinite wrong being the dishonour of an infinite Majesty, there can be no greater wrong than an infinite one, unless you can imagine a thing greater than that which is infinite; and therefore in this respect, there is as much venom and mischief done against God in the least, as in the greatest sin: And therefore it, and whosoever commits it, deserves death for it, as if they had committed the foulest sin in the world: and therefore after the least and smallest infirmities, you may from hence see what cause you have freely to be humbled, and to confess for them how worthy you are to be destroyed; yea, even to look upon yourself as lying under the sentence of the Law and death, immediately after the commission of them, and so to mourn bitterly for them. But you will say, Object. a Christian that is under the Covenant of grace, is not within the Covenant of works, that Bond is canceled, the last will must stand: and therefore he being out of that Covenant, no sins of his can be said to break the Covenant, for no man can be said to break that Law under which he is not, and which he is not bound to keep. I answer, Answ. Every believer hath a double being or standing, and so there may be put upon him a double respect. First, he may be considered as united to, and having a spiritual being on Christ; and so it is true, he is under grace, and the Covenant of Grace, and not under the Law, nor the Covenant of works; and hence not being under the Law, nor bound to keep it as a covenant of life (though it be a rule of life) no sin can condemn him, there being no condemnation to them that are in Christ Jesus. Rom. 8. 1. But as Christ is above condemnation, and law, and death, and curse, so is he. And this truly understood, is the foundation of a Christians joy and peace, and glory every day; yet so, as though sin doth not condemn him, yet he hath good reason to say, it is mercy, and mere m●rcy, Lord, that I am not consumed, that I am condemned. For sin is the same; nay grace and God's love aggravates sin; for to sin against the law deserves death without recovery, but to sin when grace hath received me, and loved me; when the blood of Christ hath been shed abundantly to deliver me from sin; Oh this makes the most secret silent sin a crying one ● So that if you do consider this well, you may see what little cause there is to have your heart rising against the deepest humiliation for the least sin, though you be in Christ, and under grace: For as Daniel when he was put into the lion's den, had not he cause to wonder that he was not torn in pieces by them? and why? because it was not from any defect on their parts to tear him in pieces, but from the omnipotent power, and mercy, and grace of his God, that muzzell'd their mouths; so though no Lion can tear, though no sins can hurt or condemn a Christian, as he is considered in Christ; yet, hath no● he cause to confess and wonder, and say, Lord, it is thy mere grace and mercy that it is not so? (which is the act of humiliation you letter saith you can hardly come unto) and why? not because God's grace puts any less evil in sin, but because it is merely grace that keeps it from spitting that venom which otherwise it would. Secondly, A Christian may be considered in respect of his natural being in himself, and thus he is ever under the Law, and as oft as he sinneth, under the sentence of death (and as the Apostle speaks) by nature even we (justified, quickened) are the children of wrath as well as others. And thus after the least involuntary accidental si●ne, you may easily see what cause you have to lie down deeply humbled, mourning under the sentence of death, and God's eternal curse, as a condemned man going to the execution, to feel that fire that shall never go out; looking upon yourself as you are in yourself, a forlorn castaway every moment: and this truly understood is the foundation of a Christians sorrow, shame, and confusion of face, self-loathing, self-forgetting, self●forsaking, and condemning every day: and (believe it Sir) it is no small piece of a Christians skill and work, to put a difference between himself and himself, himself as he is in Christ, and so to joy and triumph, and himself as he is growing on his first root, and so to sorrow, and loath, and condemn himself: so that (to wi●de up all that I have said) look upon yourself as in Christ, you may say these involuntary infirmities do not, shall not, condemn me. But Lord it is grace, Grace that it is not so, and this is evangelical humiliation. Look again upon yourself, as you stand on your own bottom, and live in your own nature, and so you may say after the least infirmity; I have now broken a most holy and righteous Law, and therefore I am already condemned: O woe is me, I have already undone myself by mine iniquity: and this is legal humiliation, which serves for mortification, as the first for vification. I know it is very difficult to bring the heart to acknowledge freely it deserves death after so small an involuntary offence: but when the Lord reveals two things, First, himself in his glory, Secondly, how the least sin strikes him: I persuade myself the vilest heart cannot but be forced to confess how just God should be in his severest proceedings against him. And withal consider, the more involuntary any sin is, the more strong and natural it is, and the more natural, the more horrible, as to be a natural Thief is far worse than to be a deliberate thief, who sometimes steals; and therefore (good Sir) take heed of looking no deeper, nor seeing no further than the bare act, and unvoluntariness and accidentalness, and suddenness of your infirmities: for if you do, you look through the wrong end of the glas●e, and they will appear so small, that you will find it a very tough work to bring your heart consentively to say (if I may say and use your own phrase) It is thy mercy Lord that I am not consumed for them: but look upon them as indeed they are, in respect of that infinite glory, you strike doing the greatest mischiefs to God by them, and (which makes them the viler) as they are so strong, you cannot remove them; and so horrible, as that it is natural to you to commit them, &c. And surely you will not (through grace) find such thoughts haunt you long; not but that they will be (haply) rising and tempting, but never alway vexing and prevailing. Satan's ground reaching as far as the minds of God's people, Answ. and therefore so far he may come, and there he may walk, (for the came into the mind of innocent Adam. nay Jesus Christ. by his suggesting temptations) but the heart is Christ's peculiar pos●ession and purchase; and if he shall still there offer to come in and vex you, and prevail against you, and to lodge his suggestions this or any other way with you, you have Law and Christ on your side, by this little light now given you, to cast him out. The third thing that troubles you, is the disranking of the Persons in the Trinity, Quest. 3. for though you think the holy Ghost is God, yet you have not so high a repute of him, as of the Father and the son, because the son addresseth himself to God the Father in all his prayers and acknowledgements, in a more immediate manner then unto the holy Ghost, and therefore you would know if the word Father (as in the Lord's Prayer,) includes not the Unity in Trinity. To this briefly consider three things. 1. Without all question, Answ. the same God which lies under that relative property of Father, is the same God with the godhead of the son, and the godhead of the holy Ghost, there being not three Gods; and therefore the godhead of the son and Spirit, are not excluded, but included in the Godhead of the Father, when we look upon the Father as God, in the Lord's Prayer, or anywhere else. 2. But secondly, the Father as Father, is never taken for the same holy Ghost in Scripture, nor the son as son, is taken for the Father, nor the holy Ghost as holy Ghost, is at any time taken for the son: For it is a rule in theology, though the res subs●rata the thing that lies under the Relative property (viz. the godhead) of every person, be common and communicated, yet the same godhead considered as clothed with his Relative property (as Father, Son and Spirit) it is not common, but peculiar. For the godhead of the Father as Father, is not the godhead of the Son as Son, &c. 3. Hence it follows that when Christ addre●seth himself to the Father as Father in Scripture, it is not because he is either a diverse or greater God than the holy Ghost, but it is for two other reasons. 1. Because the Father as Father, received primarily the wrong that sin did against his work of creation. For the Father being the first Person in order, and creation, the first transient act (as election and reprobation were the first immanent) hence this work is attributed chiefly to God the Father, in respect of our orderly apprehension; and hence man sinning then when he was only made, this is chiefly attributed to be against the Father, because his work appeared to be chiefly there, and not against the Son, for his work chiefly appears in redemption, he being the second Person, and this the second main and wonderful work, neither against the holy Ghost, for his work chiefly appears to us in application, being the third Person, And this the third main act that ever God will do, or show forth to the world in this life: hence God the Father receiving to our apprehension, the wrong in creation by sin, he is the Person that is to be satisfied and not the holy Ghost. And hence Jesus Christ in all his prayers hath a most special eye to him, and not to the holy Ghost (as holy Ghost) because he came into the world by his death, and intercession, and strong cries, to satisfy God the Father, and not God the holy Ghost as a third Person. And hence it is said, 1 John. 2. 1. 2. If any man sin, we have an Advocate with God the Father. (not God the holy Ghost) because he was (to our apprehension) the Person wronged: and hence we are after sins committed chiefly to eye the Father in our prayers, and to go to him for pardon with our advocate with us, because to whom offence is chiefly offered, from ●im chiefly pardon and reconciliation is to be expected. 2. Therefore Christ addresseth himself chiefly in his prayers to God the Father, because he is the original and first cause of all good, because he is the first Person in order of subsisting, and therefore first too in the manner of conveying. I know the godhead is the original of all good: but consider the Persons one with another, and so the father is ever the first in operation, as the holy Ghost is the last in consummation, for all good comes from the Father, James 1. 17. through the son by the holy Ghost. And hence in all our prayers we are to look for all good from the Father, for his son's sake to be conveyed us by the holy Ghost: and hence it is said, John 6. 10. No man com●s to me but whom the Father draws: Why? It is the immediate office and work of the holy Ghost to draw and apply the soul unto Christ, why then is it said, Vnle●se the Father draw? The reason is, because that which was perfected and consummated by the holy Ghost, was intentionally and by way of purpose and decree begun originally by the Father; and this is that which Christ's words have chiefly reference unto (viz) the Father through the Son by the holy Ghost draws. But I have waded too far in this Divinity, the clear knowledge of which is reserved for us in heaven: But thus much to satisfy you, yet the word Father in the Lord's Prayer, I conceive under correction, as it doth not exclude any person of the godhead, so it's chiefly set down there, not so much to denote the Person of the Father, as the affection of God as a Father to us his Sons by Christ, which we are to believe in our first approaching to our prayers, to be as, nay to transcend the affection of any father to his Son: when we come to call upon him for those six things which the Petitions set down, for those three ends, kingdom, power, and glory, which the Prayer concludes withal. Your fourth trouble is your aptness to go to God immediately, Quest. 4. especially when his graces are most striving in his ordinances, contrary to that of Christ, ye believe in God, believe also in me. So indeed it is usual for religious nature often to outrun and get the start of grace; Answ. as it appears in many other, so in this case you put; look as it is with every man when God awakens him effectually, he first seeks to his kitchen physic to save himself, by his duties, praying, mourning, re●orming, endeavouring, repenting, working, before he will seek out to the Physician, and to Christ to save him. Because it was natural to Adam to seek to live by his working, it is natural to every Son and branch of that root, to seek to save himself by doing as well as he can, or as God gives him the strength and grace. So it is here. It was natural to Adam to depend upon, and go to God immediately, as a creature to a Creator, as a son to go nakedly to God as a Father: Christ was not then known, nor seen: so it is natural to every man, when rectified Nature is stirred up, to go immediately to God. It is grace in the second Covenant that reveals and draws to Jesus Christ, and to God by Christ, Heb. 7. 25. For cure of this distemper, ponder but these three things. 1. Clearly convince the soul that the immortal, invisible, and most holy God, that dwelleth in an unapproachable light, hath set out himself to be seen, or made himself only visible in Jesus Christ, so that he would have no man look upon him any other ways, then as he hath revealed himself in his Son: In whom (though in all other creatures his vestigia and footsteps are to be seen) as he is God, the face of God is to be seen, which no creature is able to behold, but there, being the brightness of his glory● and the express Image of his Person, Heb. 1. 3. And as he is man, the very heart of God, both in respect of affection, and will to be seen; So that in and through Jesus Christ, especially his human nature, the glory of the great God breaks out like the Sun through the clouds most brightly, in respect of us, and therefore in and through his human nature we are only to behold God, in whom all that a Christian desires to know, is to be seen, which is the face and heart of so dear a friend. 2 Cor. 4. 6. Ioh. 14. 9, 10. For we know by too lamentable experience, how the whole world vanishing in their smoky thoughts of the glory of God, as he is considered in himself, and not able to conceive or retain the knowledge of him, did hence invent and set up I makes as ●it objects for their drunken staggering understanding to fasten upon, and to be limited with, and hence adored God before these, (as our Popish Hypocrites do before the Altar) and in these, and at these, as Papists do in respect of their Images. Hence the Lord to cure this inveterate natural malady, hath in the second Person, united himself to man Christ Jesus, through whom we are both able to our everlasting wonderment to see him, and also here bound only to behold him, who as he is a sit handle for our faith, so he is a ●it object for our weak minds to behold the glory of the most high God in. Wherefore then do you offer to go unto God without Christ, when as you are not so much as to look upon God, but as he appears in Christ. Is not the human nature of the Lord Jesus more easy to be seen and conceived of, than the invisible unlimited eternal godhead? 2. Secondly, See evidently that there is not any dram or drop of God you have, especially in God's ordinances, but it issues from the blood, and is purchased by the intercession, and delivered unto you by the hand of Jesus Christ. Eph●s. 1. 7. H●br. 7. 25. John 5. 22. You should never have heard the sound of the gospel, nor never have had day of Patience, nor never have heard of God's Ordinances to find him in, nor never have been comforted, quickened, enlarged, affected by God Ordinances, were it not for Jesus Christ, the efficacy of whose blood, and power of whose glorious intercession, doth at the very instant you feel any good in God's Ordinances, prevail with God the Father for what you feel; for the Father loveth the son, and hath put all things into his hands, John. 4. 35. that all men might honour the Son; all the three Persons plotting chiefly for the honour of the second; so that you may see, nay you are bound to believe, at the time you feel your heart savingly affected in any ordinance now, the Lord Jesus who is at the right hand of God in heaven, who is now in his glory, now he remembering me a poor worm on earth, now I feel the fruit of his death. O what a miserable forlorn wretch had I been, were it not for Jesus Christ? Mercy could never have helped, enlightened, comforted, quickened, assured, enlarged me, and Justice could never have relieved my dead, bloody, peris●ing lost Soul, had it not been for Jesus Christ, whose Spirit, power, grace, comfort, presence, sweetness, I taste, drink, and am satisfied abundantly with, and now do enjoy. Oh Sir, methinks the sad meditation of this, should make you in all God's ordinances, where you are apt to say you go immediately to God, to hasten suddenly in your thoughts, affections, praises, to Jesus Christ. Nay, methinks you should speedily have your heart elevated and lifted up to Jesus Christ, and say, I receive this, and taste this from Jesus Christ. Oh, but this is but a taste of the honeycomb with the end of my rod, and if this presence of Christ's Spirit I feel now be so sweet, what is himself then? 3. Thirdly, Labour for increase of love and familiarity with Jesus Christ, by taking notice of him, by coming often to him, by musing daily on his love, as on a fresh thing, by banishing slavish false fears of his forgetfulness of you, and want of everlasting love towards you: and then you know love will carry you speedito him: amor meus pondus meum. nay, grant that you have been a stranger to Christ, yet restore the love of Christ to life again in your Soul, and when you come to his ordinances where he dwells, your Soul will make its first enquiry for him, neither will it be satisfied till it hath seen him, as we do them we love, towards whom we have been greatest strangers. Your fifth trouble is, you know not how to apply absolute promises to yourself, Quest. 5. as in Heb. 8. because they are made indefinitely without condition. Conditional promises you say you can, if you can find the qualification that gives you right to the good of the promise within you. This useful fruitful question, Answ. how to apply absolute promises to one's particular, deserves a larger time and answer, than now in the midst of perplexities, I am able, yet willing, to give. For when the Lord saith absolutely without condition, that he will take away the stony heart, and he will put his fear into his people's hearts, &c. and these kind of promises are made to some, not to all, to those only whom the Lord will, and in general to his people, Hereupon the Soul●s of many Christians, especially such as question God's love towards them, are most in suspense: and therefore when they complain of the vileness of their hearts and strength of their lusts, let any man tell them that the Lord hath undertaken in the Second Covenant, to heal their backslidings, and to subdue their iniquities, they will hereupon reply, it is true, he hath promised indeed to do thus for some absolutely, though they have no good in them, but I that feel so vile a heart, so rebellious a nature, will he do this for me, or no? and thus the soul floats above water, yet fears it shall sink at last, notwithstanding all that God hath said. I will answer therefore briefly these two things in general. 1. I shall show you to what end, and for what use and purpose God hath made absolute promises, not only to them that be for the present his people, but to them that in respect of their estates and condition are not. 2. I shall show you how every Christian is to make use of them, and how and when he ought to apply them. For the first of these. 1. First, I conceive that as in respect of God himself, there are many ends which I shall not mention, as being needless, so in respect of man, there are principally these two ends for which the Lord hath made absolute promises. 1. To raise up the Soul of a helpless sinful cursed lost sinner in his own eyes, to some hope (at least) of mercy and help from the Lord. For thus usually every man's Soul is wrought, to whom the Lord doth intend grace and mer●y: he first turns his eyes inward, and makes him to see he is stark nought, and that he hath not one dram of grace in him, who thought himself rich, and wanting nothing before, and consequently, that he is under the curse and wrath of God for the present, and that if the Lord should but stop his breath, and cover his face, and take him away, which he may easily do, and is to be feared he will, that he is undone for ever. Hereupon the Soul is awakened and falls to his kitchen physic, as I spoke before, prays, and hears, and amends, and strives to grow better, and to stop up every hole, and to amend itself of every sin, but finding itself to grow worse and worse, and perceiving thereby that he doth but stir, and not cleanse the puddle, and that it is not amending of nature that he must attain to, but he must believe, and make a long arm to Heaven, and apprehend the Lord Jesus, (which so few know, or ever shall enjoy) and hereby quench the wrath of God; I say, finding he cannot do thus, no, nor no means of themselves can help him to this, hereupon he is for●aken of all his self wisdom, and of all his vain hopes, and now sits down like a desolate widow, comfortless, and sorrowful, and thinks there is ●o way but death and hell, and the wrath of a displeased God to be expected. And if any come and tell this Soul of God's mercy and pity to sinners, I saith he, its true, he is even infinitely merciful unto them who are rent from their sins, and that can believe, but that I cannot do; and am sure shall never be able for to do, and therefore what cause have I but to lie down in my sorrow, and to expect my fatal stroke every moment? Reply again upon this Soul, and tell him, that though he cannot believe, or loosen his heart from sin, yet that the Lord hath promised to do it, that he will subdue all his iniquity, and he will pardon all his sin, and that he will cause men to walk in his ways, &c. True, saith the Soul again, he will do thus for his own people, and for them he hath chosen, but I never had dram of grace in my heart, and there is no evidence that the Lord is mine own, or that I am his: Here again the Soul lies down, until the Lord discovers to the Soul that he will do these things for some that have no grace, or never had grace, for these promises were made to such. Here upon the Soul thinks thus; These promises are made for some that are filthy, for why should God pour clean water upon them, for some that be hard-hearted, for why should he promise to take away the stony heart from them, &c. and if unto some such, and I being such a one, why may not the Lord possibly intend and include me, seeing he hath not by his promise excluded nor shut me out? Indeed I dare not say he will, but yet how do I, or men, or angels know, but yet I may be one? Hereupon Hope is raised to life again; seeing God hath undertaken the work for the vilest, it is possible he may do it for me, now when I am vile and can do nothing for myself. And thus you may see the first end and use of absolute promises, to be as it were, twigs to uphold the sinking Spirits of hopeless, helpless, distressed Souls. 2. The Second End and Use of them is this. To create and draw out faith in Jesus Christ in the promises. For as the Law begets terror, so the promises beget Faith. Now no conditional promise firstly begets Faith, because he that is under any condition of the Gospel, in that man there is a presupposed faith. It's God's absolute promise that firstly begets faith, for faith is not assurance, but the coming of the whole soul to Christ in a promise, John 6. 35. And then the soul believes in Christ, when it comes to Christ, now this God works in the Gospel. 1. The soul is raised up by hope. And being raised, it Secondly comes to Christ, which is faith, by vehement unutterable desire. And being come to him, it 3. Embraceth Christ by love, and thus the match is made, and the everlasting knot is tied. Now as you have heard, the absolute promise works hope of relief from Christ: and if it works hope, it also works a desire, or coming to Christ by desire. Oh! that thou Lord wouldst honour thy grace, thy power, thy love, thy promise, in helping me a poor castaway. And thus faith is created (as it were) by this absolute promise: for it cannot but move the heart of any one that ever felt his want, to cry mightily to the Lord for help, if he hath any hope, seeing the Lord hath promised to do it for some. Oh saith the Soul, that thou wouldst do it for me: And surely, were it not for this absolute promise of God, no Soul would desire, because he would have no hope to be saved, or to seek for any thing as from the hands of God. And thus you see to what end God makes, and to what use a Christian may put these absolu●e promises. 2. For the second thing (viz) How and when a Christian may apply these promises. How to apply absolute promises. I answer, every Christian is either, 1. Within Covenant with God, and knows it, or 2. Within covenant with God, and knows it not, or 3. Out of covenant indeed, for his present estate and condition, yet he is in fieri. or making towards it. 1. If he be in Covenant and knows it, than you may easily perceive how and when he ought to apply promises unto himself, for he may boldly conclude, If God be his God, than all the promises of God shall be made good unto him; if he be a son of God, he may boldly challenge at all times at the hands of God, (nay if in some respects, at the hands of Justice itself) the fulfilling of God the Fathers will delivered in the several Legacies of the promise bought by the blood, and sealed by the same blood of Jesus Christ, that they may and shall be made good unto him that is clear. 2. Secondly, If he be in covenant and knows it not, and questions hence whether God is his or not, and consequently, whether the promises belong unto him: then the rule is to be observed, let him so sue and seek for the good of the absolute promise, until by reflecting upon his own acts, herein he perceive himself adorned and dignified with the qualification of some conditional promise, and then if he can find the condition or qualification within himself, then as you judge and write, he may conclude, that the conditional promise belongs to him, and if one promise, than all God's promises, and therefore that absolute promises are his own, because at least one conditional promise is. For no unregenerate man is within the compass of any one conditional promise of grace, unless you will say he is under the everlasting love of God, the promises of grace being but the midway between the eternal purpose and decree of love, and the glorious certain execution of that love in time. The promise being the break day of God's most glorious love, which must shine out in time. But here you will say is the difficulty, Object. viz. how I should to seek for the good of absolute promises, as therein to find myself within the compass of some conditional one. I answer, It is done chiefly by three acts. 1. By being humbly contented, that seeing the Lord hath absolutely promised, to work and do all for the soul he intends for to save, even when it can do nothing for itself, and that he hath taken the work into his own hands; so that it is his promise, offer, office and honour to do all, that therefore you lie down, not sluggishly, but humbly at the feet of God, and contented to have him to be your God, and for ever to be disposed of in any thing by God, if he will fulfil his covenant in you, contented to part with any sin, if he will rend it from you, contented to know any truth if he will reveal it to you, contented to do any duty if he will enable you, contented to shine bright with all his glorious graces, if he will create and maintain them in you, contented to bear any evil if he will lay his hand under your head, and thereunto strengthen you; and so seeing the Lord promised to undertake the work for some, put out the work, and put over your soul to him, that he would fulfil the good that his covenant promiseth in yourself. Now when you do thus, which (no question) you and many a Soul doth, many times reflect upon this act, and see if you cannot or may not find yourself by it under the condition of some conditional promise, and if you do, then are you bound to believe all God's promises are and will be Yea and Amen unto you. Now that you do so by this act, itself speak: ●ainely, for how many conditional promises 〈◊〉 made to the meek? Blessed are the meek, Mat. 5. and to the hum●ble? whom god will raise up. For this is not saving meekness, to be quietly contented to be, or to do, or to bear any thing that the Lord will have me from mine own strength and feeling, but to be, to do, or to bear any thing that the Lord will have me, if the Lord enable me. Many a stout heart would gladly have Christ, but if he cannot have him in his own terms, viz. Christ and his lusts, Christ and the world too, or by his own strength and power, he will have none of him, but desperately casts him away, and saith, what shall I look after him any more? I cannot pray, I cannot believe, I cannot break this vile and unruly will, this stony adamant heart, thus the pride of a man's heart works. Now he that is truly meekned and humbled, he is contented gladly to have God his God, and Christ his Redeemer, and that upon Jesus Christ his own terms. First, on his own covenant; now what is that? why it is this, I will give you the good, and work in you the condition too; I will give you myself, and therefore will not stick to give you an eye to see, and a heart to receive too. This is the covenant; now hereupon a humbled Soul accepts of Christ according to his covenant, on his own terms thus, viz. upon that condition Lord, that thou wilt humble me, teach me▪ persuade me, cause me to believe, and in every thing to honour thee; Lord, I am contented gladly and joyfully to have thee, do therefore what thou wilt with me. Just as a sick man tells his Physician, who comes not to him on thesetermes, If you will make yourself half whole, than I will cure you, and do the rest for you; but being utterly unable to cure, or to know how to cure himself, he tells his Physician, I am content you should begin and perfect the cure, and so honour your skill and love in me, to be contented to take any thing if you will give it me, and if I offer to resist that, you should bind me, and so do any thing with me. 2. The second act is, earnestly to long and come to Christ, to cleave unto Jesus Christ by servant and ardent desire, that he would make good those absolute promises to you, seeing that they are made to some, and that they do not exclude you; for when you ponder well, and see what wonderful great things the Lord promiseth to some, whose heart cannot but be stirred up to say, as that woman in another case, Lord, give me of that watè● to drink? and as they in the fifth of John, Lord, evermore give us that bread. Now doing this, reflect upon this Second act, and see if unto it, no conditional promise belongs, and you shall find an affirmative answer from the word. For what is this longing after the good, not of some (which many hypocrites do) but of all the promises, but that which the Scripture calls thirsting, who are commanded to come and drink of the waters of life freely. Isa. 55. 1, 2. and hungering, to which all good things are promised, Mat. 5. 6. and which coming to Christ (as I spoke even now) who hath given this as the ●irst fruit of eternal election, and which kind of people he will never cast away, John 6. 37. Now when you see these promises belonging unto you, why dare you not conclude but that all these absolute ones are yours also. 3. The third act is this, Seeing God hath promised absolutely such good things in the Second Covenant, but hath not set down the time when, or how much grace he will give; and seeing only he can help, therefore look up, and wait upon the Lord in the use of all known means, until he makes good what he hath promised to do, and perform, and work for you. Say as beggars that have but one door to go to for bread, if none hear, or hearing help not, lay themselves down at the door, and say, I will wait here, I am sure I perish if I go away, or quarrel with them in the house, because they help me not so soon as I would, and therefore I will wait, for it may be their compassions may move them as they pass by to help me. So do you, Many a Soul comes and longs for the good of the promises, but if the Lord do not speedily help him, he goes with discouragements, fears, and discontents, or despair, or sin away, and saith one of these two things, either I shall never have help, or I come not truly, and hence I feel no help. Oh remember that bread is only to be had at the door, to be distributed when the Lord seeth need, not when we would, or think we have need, and therefore wait here and say, if I perish, here I will, at the feet of God, and at the feet of the promises and covenant of God, &c. Now reflect upon this act, and see if you may not find some conditional promise annexed unto it, which surely you may, and I will name you but two, Isa. 40. 29, 30, 31. and Isa. 64. 4. and if the conditional promise belongs to such a Soul, you may easily conclude the absolute promises are your own, and the chiefest use you are to make of them when you know them that they are your own, is to press God to make them good daily to you: and to believe as verily and really, as if you had the performance of them, that they shall. It may be you will ask me, how shall I know whether I have these conditions truly in me? I answer, sincerity is a very witnessing grace, the frequent meditation of the Scripture will give you much light, to judge of the sincerity of them, and that which Saint Paul speaks 1 Cor. 2. 12. I say unto you, We have not received the spirit of the World, but of God, whereby we know. (or may know) the things that are freely given to us of God. 3. Thirdly, If he be out of the covenant, but yet God begins to work with some common work of his grace upon him: all that I would say to him, and all the use he can make of such absolute promises, consists in these things. 1. Let him consider the freenes●e of God's promise, whereby he may be stirred up to conceive some hope it may be made good to him in time. For the promise is very free and large, excluding none (except those that sin unpardonably) be their sins and natures never so vile before God, and yet not including any by name, for that is in the conditional promise▪ and hence such an one is to make this use of it, who knows but the Lord may have pity upon me in time; and so hang thy hope upon him. 2. Let him consider the worth and price of God's promise bought by blood, and for which some men would give a thousand worlds for the benefit and comfort of; and hereby raise up his heart, as by the freeness of it to hope, so by the price of it to esteem of the thing promised, above pearls, and all the honour and pomp of the world. 3. Let him consider the fullness of the promise, which is a plaster as big as his sore, just answerable to all his wants, nay infinitely more large than his wants. And surely these three things will draw his heart to long for the promise, and then you know what is conditionally promised and bequeathed to them that thirst: For similitude is the ground of love. Now when the fullness of the promise is seen, there will appear such a suitableness and fitness of the promise to his soul, that he cannot but long for it. Quest. Thus much for the fifth trouble. Your sixth trouble set down in two heads, put into one for brevity, viz. secret unwillingness to seek God in the strictest sol●mn services, before you enter into them; weariness of them while they last, and glad when they are gone: the reasons which you mention are, partly fear of not using them aright, together with melancholy, and lastly, the strictness of them. Answ. It is very true, there is abundance of wildness in our hearts, which naturally seek to have their liberty abroad, and cannot endure to be penned in the narrow room of holy performances, extraordinary duties, &c. no more than children can be penned up from their play. And hence it is weary of them, and glad to think of their depa●tures and ends. And truly it is one of the most grievous miseries that a holy heart can feel, and I beseech the Lord of heaven and earth to keep you, and me, and all his for ever, while we are here in our valley, under the sense of such distempers as our greatest misery. And therefore me thought it was a solemn sweet speech of an honest man to his friend, who seeing him oppressed with such distempers as you mention, and perceiving him to droop under them, he came cheerfully to him, and suddenly said unto him, I can tell you good news, the best that ever you heard, viz. Assoon as ever you are in Heaven, you shall serve Christ without weariness: Which words well thought on, revived the man. That which I would speak with as much tenderness of compassion as I am able to you, I refer to these things. 1. That a child of God is never usually weary of the ●uty, but rather of his vile heart, to think of, and to look upon, that in the duty Christ's yoke is easy, and his burden light, to him that takes it on his neck, and puts his Soul under it. The duty nakedly considered in itself, is glorious in his eyes, and sweet to his soul, and hence sometimes never well, but when he considers his dead, blind▪ barren, and senseless heart that he is to carry to the duty, and that he fears, and hath felt will abide with him in the duty: Oh! this grieves, here the soul pincheth. An Hypocrite is weary of the duty, a child of God rejoiceth in it, but he is weary of his sin, and unsavouriness and weariness in the duty. I persuade myself Sir that you may soon mistake your spirit herein: you think you are unwilling to come to the duty; and are weary of it, when indeed, it is your glory, joy, and love; but it is because you fear you can do it no better, that troubles you, that you have such a vile heart in it. And if your trouble be from hence, the good Lord increase it in you daily; and withal, bless the Lord and say, Lord, though I am weary of my vile heart, in these days of humiliation, in these Sabbaths, yet I bless thee, the days and duties themselves thou knowest are dear unto me, It is not Lord because I am weary of thy word, but because I can do it no better, I am weary of myself, and this vile heart; here is much love in such a spirit to the Lord. And believe it Sir, your love wants not its recompenses and remember that the Lord respects you not according to your duties done, but according to your love in them, and to them. And therefore those duties you are ashamed to own, the Lord will not be ashamed to crown. 2. Consider you must and shall be baited with these distempers of heart, sometimes more, and sometimes less, as long as you live. It is part of Paul's body of death which he must carry with him, till he come to bury himself. 3. Those means which may help you to be freed from them (a little at least) are these among many. 1. Be but truly and really, not by fits and darkly, sensible of them, men in deep miseries, are not unwilling to be helped out. 2. Judge ye not rigorously of God, although he we●e a bloody austere God, as he did of his master whose talon he had, and hence never improved it; but look upon God as having a father's heart and affection towards you in the meanest and greatest performances; which is double, either to give you strength to do what you cannot (I can do all things through Christ) or having come to him for it, to accept of what you would do for him, as if it were done; and this will make you joy in the poorest performance, that though it be never so full of vileness, yet the Lord out of his fatherly love, accepts of it as glorious. 3. Renew morning and evening by sad and solemn meditation, the sense of God's love to you in Christ; and in every duty that he sets you about, and love will love and like the yoke, and make the commandments that they shall not be grievous to you. Thus I have briefly done with your new troubles which you mention, you say, because you may not have the like opportunity of writing again. It may be so, and therefore I have desired to satisfy you, which I beseech the Lord himself to do. Next you come to reply to my first Letter, of which I have kept no copy, as I never did of any, and hence may and do forget what I writ then unto you. So much light as your Letter lends me to bring things to mind, I will gladly take, and be more brief in answer. You find the strength of grace to be got in you rather by argumentation, Quest. 1. then inward communication and influence arising from the union to Christ. And this troubles you. To which I answer these three things. Answ. 1. That as the old sinful nature is communicated from Adam the first to us, without any argumentation▪ so the new nature, which is the seed, foundation, and plot of all grace, is diffused into us by the second Adam when we are united to him, without argumentation. It is only by divine operation. The Lord leave not me, nor any friend I have, to a naked Arminian illumination and persuasion. 2. That to the increase of those habits, and drawing out the acts of the new creature, the Lord is pleased to use moral and rational persuasions; as in the instance you gave, Christ died for us, than hence the love of Christ constrains: but remember withal, It is not the bare meditation, or strength of reason or persuasion, that elicits such divine and noble acts in the heart and affection, but it is the blood of Christ sprinkling these serious meditations, that makes them work such graces in the soul; which I might show at large: which blood is the salve, though argumentation is the cloth or leather to which it sticks, and by which it is applied; but from such leather comes no virtue, all of it is from the blood of christ, which by argumentation heals the soul. For if it were nakedly in the argumentation to stir your heart, and to work strength of grace, what should be the reason that some times you are no more moved by all your argumentations, than a mountain of brass is by the winds? why should the same truth affect you at one time, and not at another, when you are as fitly dispoto be affected as at the first? Therefore consider it is not your reason and argumentation, but Christ's blood that doth all, by as admirable, and yet secret operation. 3. Your union to Christ on your part is begun, and partly wrought by the understanding, and hence the good that you get by it at any time, it is from your union, or part of it at least. Again you ask me, Quest. 2. whether Calvin doth not express fully my thoughts about our spiritual union, in his lib. 4. cap. 17. I answer, I have forgot what he hath writ, Answ. and myself have read long since out of him, and for the present I have no books about me where I am, and therefore cannot satisfy you in this, neither know I when I shall seek to find out the book and place; If I have leisure, I will either write to you, or tell some of your friends before I am gone, what he hath said or writ that way, &c. Again thirdly, Quest. 3. You desire me to tell you how myself came to the cure of atheistical thoughts, and whether they did wear out, or whether they were rationally overthrown. I answer, Answ. at first they did wear out, meeting with fruitless and deadhearted company, which was at the University. 2. The Lord awakened me again●, and bid me beware lest an old sore broke out again: and this I found that strength of reason would commonly convince my understanding that there was a God, but I felt it utterly insufficient to persuade my will of it unless it was by fits, when as I thought God's Spirit moved upon the Chaos of those horrible thoughts; and this I think will be found a truth. 3. I did groan under the bondage of those unbelieving thoughts, looking up, and sighing to the Lord, that if he were as his works and word declared him to be, he would be pleased to reveal himself by his own beams, and persuade my heart by his own Spirit of his Essence and being, which if he would do, I should account it the greatest mercy that ever he showed me. And after grievous and heavy perplexities, when I was by them almost forced to make an end of myself and sinful life, and to be mine own Executioner, the Lord came between the bridge and the water, and set me out of anguish of spirit, (as she prayed for a child) to pray unto him for light in the midst of so great darkness; In which time he revealed himself, manifested his love, stilled all those raging thoughts, gave return in great measure of them; so that though I could not read the Scripture without blasphemous thoughts before, now I saw a glory, a majesty, a mystery, a depth in it, which fully persuaded, and which light (I desire to speak it to the glory of his free grace, seeing you call me to it) is not wholly put out, but remains while I desire to walk closely with him, unto this day. And thus the Lord opened mine eyes, and cured me of this misery; and if any such base thoughts come (like beggars to my door) to my mind, and put these scruples to me, I use to send them away with this answer, Why shall I question that Truth, which I have both known and seen. But you say this remedy is good, Object. viz. of prayer, but that you cannot use it, especially because you question the truth of God. Yet (Dear Sir) give not over this Trade, Answ. you will doubtless find it gainful, when it may be God hath laden you more with these thoughts, and made you loathe yourself for them. But the thing seems strange to me, if I mistake you not, viz. that your heart will not be persuaded, but that you must resolve your doubts concerning the perfection of Scripture, not by seeking to h●rmonise those passages that seem to cross one another, but by ascribing some humanity or error, (if I may interpret you) to the penmen, seeing St. Paul saith, We prophesy but in part. and seeing one of the Evangelists leaves out the doxology in the Lord's prayer. Sir, if you take these thoughts, arising from these and the like grounds, as your burden, I do not blame you, but pity you in that respect; but if your judgement indeed think so, I am sorry you should harbour such thoughts one hour within doors: for you know that holy men writ the Scriptures (but so far they might err, but it is added) as they were inspired, or (as the original hath it) as they were moved or carried in the arms of the holy Ghost, and so how could they err? how could God lie? It is true, Paul did prophesy but in part, and is this an argument, because he did not prophesy fully, therefore in some things he did not prophesy truly; I am persuaded you will say there are many things my poor thoughts have suggested to you, as true; and yet I am persuaded I do in them prophesy (if I may so say) but in part. The Spirit of God directed the four Evangelists to write, yet so, as they did not all write what another writ, but in great wisdom left some things doubtful, and short in one, which are more clear and full in another: and hence the doxology is fully set down in one, and not in another, and many reasons I could set you down why, but that it is needless. I grant you ought not to put up all with a charitable opinion of Scripture, but if you can, by reason, reading, and comparing, help your heart to a full persuasion, this is Scripture: but many things you cannot get satisfaction for, by that way and means, but still your Spirit will be left dark and doubtful; What course will you here take for resolution, which is Scripture? The Papists say it is so, because the Church hath christened it for Scripture; you say you will see reason for it that it is so, or else you cannot be satisfied, than I fear you will never be satisfied. (I think) In this case therefore these two things you are to do, 1. To go to God by prayer, to give you a resolution of all your doubts, and by some means or other, some light to see whether this is his word or not, Secondly, if this be his word, that he would persuade your heart of it, that it is so: For the least resolution which is Scripture, and which is not, is made by the same persuasion, and sole persuasion of the same Spirit that writ the Scripture. Concerning the Angels that appeared to Mary. see Gerard. and he briefly, (I think) will satisfy you: In your answer to the particular scruples about the Scripture sense, and the dissonancy of them. Only this I will add to the last clause about these things, that if the Scripture be inspired by the holy Ghost, and that not in the sum and substance of it, but to every word and sentence of it, which I think you will not doubt of, when you have considered it, than I think it will undeniably follow, that the same Spirit of truth is also a Spirit of order, and hence the method of various penning of it, is from the Spirit too, which you say you stick at. Again to your third thing, Answ. 2. concerning your spirit being burdened with involuntary infirmities, as burdens, but not as sins. I say nothing now, because I perceive by one part of your reply that the Lord hath done you some good by the first answer, only it is your grief you cannot fear them, nor condemn yourself for them, as damning sins. For satisfaction of which, I hope this reply to your second trouble will give you some satisfaction. Again to your fourth question, Quest. 4. to know whether these changes you have sometimes, and these movings of the Spirit, are not of natural temper, or God's Spirit. It seems I did a little mistake the meaning, because you meant not the main work of grace, but occasional stirrings and movings of heart, as by reading some pa●heticall Letter, your Spirit is moved with joy or sorrow, which it may be will not be stirred at some other time, as by drinking a cup of wine, the spirit is made more cheerful and lively, &c. I answer these three things. Answ. 1. First, That it is very usual for natural affections to be raised by a natural temper, as by drinking, eating, noveltiness of the Gospel, John's candle flies were ravished with the Gospel: People are naturally moved sometimes by a thundering Minister, yet never a whit the more grace, &c. and it is a good speech of Doctor Ames: Arminian universal grace (as they describe it) may be the effect of a good dinner sometimes. 2. That though the being of grace depends not upon the temper of the body, yet the exercise of grace, and many gifts of grace, together with the feeling of it doth. And hence a good dinner, and sometimes wine to a sad melancholy (if gracious) heart may remove rem prohibentem that may keep grace, as joy and thankfulness from working, and so take the grace and draw it out, not create and diffuse the grace: The Prophet called (you know) for a Minstril, which some think, (and that upon good grounds) was to raise up his heavy heart, and make him cheerful and fit to speak, the body is the instrument, which if it be broken, the best grace will hardly sound, but if whole, than they will. 3. If you would know when these things only draw out grace, or make a thing like un●o grace in the Soul, I answer, by these two things chiefly. 1. If it be true grace, it ever makes you more humble and vile in your own eyes, and say, Lord, why dost thou give me any desire to thee, any cheerfulness in serving thee? &c. 2. It makes you more thankful, and to bless the Lord that he thus remembers you, for this is a standing rule, what ever comes from nature, and a man's self, it ever builds up itself, and returns to self again; what ever grace comes from Christ, it drives a man out of himself, by making him humble, and draws him unto Christ that sent him, by making him thankful; I think all grace, and stirrings, and movings, that have not this double effect in some measure, are to be suspected, and if they have, it is dangerous to doubt whether they are true or no. 5. Again, Your ●ifth thing about providence, you say you cannot see a positive providence, although you do see a negative providence in all your occasions, and comforts, and crosses, you meet withal, as namely, you can thank God for not taking away your life, &c. but you cannot see God giving it. I answer, Answ. 1. 1. Consider what I writ to you at first about this question in general. 2. Ponder sadly whether any creature or appurtenance to it, hath its being from itself, or from the will and word of God, viz. I will have such a man to be, and such a memory to be, &c. I think you will say nothing can make itself, therefore here is a positive providence in having life, liberty, &c. 3. Consider whether the same will and word that gives it a being, together with all the appurtenances to it, doth not also give it act and motion. That it is so, I thus demonstrate it. 1. Every creature is made for an end, for no wise efficient, but works for some wise end. 2. That no creature can lead itself to its end, if sinful or irrational. 3. God must and doth lead it by its several acts and movings to that end. Hence 4. Every act is determined by God. And although I grant some creatures move freely, some necessarily, yet it is from a positive will and providence that they move, act and see. Therefore you see what cause there is to see a positive providence in every thing. Concerning the rest of your letter, Oh that I had time and heart to write more, yet I hope I have writ enough for this time, and the Lord knows whether evermore or no. However I thank you heartily for improving me this way of writing, who have my mouth slopped from speaking. I wish I had more such friends to deal thus with me, and myself more time, and a more fruitful head and heart to improve myself, this, or any other like way for them: For who knows what breathings of God's Spirit are lost for want of writing, especially when there is no season of speaking. Truly Sir, I meet with few that are much troubled in that manner as yourself, but they go on in an easy, quiet, and very dangerous way: which troubles (I persuade myself) keep you awaking, when other virgins are slumbering, and after which (I am persuaded) the Lord intends to use you for more than common service, if you wade well through them; however as I said before▪ be not discouraged, or too much perplexed in sorrow for them. For surely, as far as I can guess, the Lord is preparing you for himself by them. I shall not forget you, though I never saw you: and I beseech you if you have any spark of affection toward me, kindled by these few lines, remember when you are best able to pray for yourself, to remember to look after me and mine, and all that go with me on the mighty waters, and then to look up and sigh to Heaven for me, that the Lord would out of his free grace but bring me to that good land, and those glorious Ordinances, and that there I may but behold the face of the Lord in his Temple, though he never delight to use me there, though I and mine should possibly beg there, and that if the Lord should call me to my solemn work and service for the good of his Church and People, and company that go with me, or are gone before me, that then the ●ord Jesus would reveal his secrets to me, and enable me the little time I have to live, to bef●uitfull to him, and to have a larger heart than ever for him. As for yourself, I shall desire the Lord to keep you blameless and unspotted in an evil world, and that as he hath begun, so he would perfect, and crown his divine graces and work in you, and that you may be preserved from national sins, which shortly bring National and most heavy plagues. And the presence of the Lord may abide with you, and in you, until the Lord call for you. Remember my kind love to your Father, whose name I have forgot, and by whom I could not send these lines, being then hindered by business. Now the peace of Jesus Christ be with you and keep you upright and blameless till death. And if I never see you more till the last and great day, then Farewell, farewell. Yours in Jesus Christ T. S.