Authoris (de se) Emblema. TEntasti, fateor, sine vulnere soepius, & me Consultum voluit Vox, sine voce, frequens; Ambivit placido divinior aur a meatu, Et frustrà sancto murmur praemonuit Sur dus eram, mutusqueSilex: Tu, (quanta tuorum Cura tibi est!) aliâ das renovare viâ, Permutas Curam: jamque irritatus Amorem Posse negas, & vim, Vi, superare paras, Accedis propior, molemque, & Saxea rumpis Pectora, fitqueCaro, quod fuit ante Lapis En lacerum! Coelosque tuos ardentia tandem Fragmenta, & liquidas ex Adamante genas. Sic olim undantes Petras, Scopulosque vomentes Curâsti, O populi providus usque tui! Quam Miranda tibi manus est! Moriendo, revixi; Et fractas jam sum ditior inter opes. Silex Scintillans: or SACRED POEMS and Private ejaculations By Henry Vaughan Silurist LONDON, Printed by. To: W. for H. Blunden at the Castle in Cornhill. 1650 The Dedication. MY God, thou that didst die for me, These thy death's fruits I offer thee. Death that to me was life, and light But dark, and deep pangs to thy sight. Some drops of thy all-quickening blood Fell on my heart, these made it bud And put forth thus, though, Lord, before The ground was cursed, and void of store. Indeed, I had some here to hire Which long resisted thy desire, That stoned thy Servants, and did move To have thee murdered for thy Love, But, Lord, I have expelled them, and so bent Beg thou wouldst take thy tenant's Rent. Silex Scintillans, &c. Regeneration. A Ward, and still in bonds, one day I stole abroad, It was high-spring, and all the way primrosed, and hung with shade; Yet, was it frost within, And surly winds Blasted my infant buds, and sin Like Clouds eclipsed my mind. 2. Stormed thus; I straight perceived my spring Mere stage, and show, My walk a monstrous, mountained thing Rough-cast with Rocks, and snow; And as a pilgrim's Eye Far from relief, Measures the melancholy sky Then drops, and rains for grief, 3. So sighed I upwards still, at last twixt steps, and falls I reached the pinnacle, where placed I found a pair of scales, I took them up and laid In th'one late pains, The other smoke, and pleasures weighed But proved the heavier grains; 4. With that, some cried, Away: straight I Obeyed, and led Full East, a fair, fresh field could spy Some called it, Jacob's Bed; A virgin-soil, which no Rude feet ere trod, Where (since he stepped there,) only go Prophets, and friends of God. 5. Here, I reposed; but scarce well set, A grove descried Of stately height, whose branches met And mixed on every side; I entered and once in (Amazed to see't,) Found all was changed, and a new spring Did all my senses greet; 6. The unthrift sun shot vital gold A thousand pieces, And heaven its azure did unfold Checqured with snowy fleeces, The air was all in spice And every bush A garland wore; Thus fed my Eyes But all the ear lay hush. 7. Only a little Fountain lent Some use for ears, And on the dumb shades language spent The music of her tears; I drew her near, and found The cistern full Of divers stones, some bright, and round Others ill-shaped, and dull. 8. The first (pray mark,) as quick as light Danced through the flood, But, th'last more heavy than the night Nailed to the centre stood; I wondered much, but tired At last with thought, My restless Eye that still desired As strange an object brought; 9 It was a bank of flowers, where I descried (Though 'twas midday,) Some fast asleep, others broad-eyed And taking in the Ray, Here musing long, I heard A rushing wind Which still increased, but whence it stirred Nowhere I could not find; 10. I turned me round, and to each shade Dispatched an Eye, To see, if any leaf had made lest motion, or Reply, But while I listening sought My mind to ease By knowing, where 'twas, or where not, It whispered; where I please. Lord, then said I, On me one breath, And let me die before my death! Cant. Cap. 5. ver. 17. Arise O North, and come thou South-wind, and blow upon my garden, that the spices thereof may flow out. Death. A Dialogue. Soul. 'TIs a sad Land, that in one day Hath dulled thee thus, when death shall freeze Thy blood to Ice, and thou must stay Tenant for years, and Centuries, How wilt thou brook't?— Body. I cannot tell,— But if all sense wings not with thee, And something still be left the dead, I'll wish my curtains off to free Me from so dark, and sad a bed; A nest of nights, a gloomy sphere, Where shadows thicken, and the Cloud Sits on the sun's brow all the year, And nothing moves without a shroud; Soul. 'Tis so: But as thou sawest that night We traveled in, our first attempts Were dull, and blind, but custom straight Our fears, and falls brought to contempt, Then, when the ghastly twelve was past We breathed still for a blushing East, And bade the lazy sun make haste, And on sure hopes, though long, did feast; But when we saw the Clouds to crack And in those crannies light appeared, We thought the day than was not slack, And pleased ourselves with what we feared; Just so it is in death. But thou Shalt in thy mother's bosom sleep Whilst I each minute groan to know How near Redemption creeps. Then shall we meet to mix again, and met, 'Tis last good-night, our sun shall never set. Job. Cap: 10. ver. 21.22. Before I go whence I shall not return, even to the land of darkness, and the shadow of death; A Land of darkness, as darkness itself, and of the shadow of death, without any order, and where the light is as darkness. Resurrection and Immortality: Heb. cap. 10. ve: 20. By that new, and living way, which he hath prepared for us, through the veil, which is his flesh. Body. 1. OFt have I seen, when that renewing breath That binds, and loosens death Inspired a quickening power through the dead Creatures a bed, Some drowsy silkworm creep From that long sleep And in weak, infant humings chime, and knell About her silent Cell Until at last full with the vital Ray She winged away, And proud with life, and sense, Heaven's rich expense, Esteemed (Vain things!) of two whole Elements As mean, and span-extents. Shall I then think such providence will be Less friend to me? Or that he can endure to be unjust Who keeps his Covenant even with our dust. Soul. 2. Poor, querulous handful! was't for this I taught thee all that is? Unboweled nature, showed thee her recruits, And Change of suits And how of death we make A mere mistake, For no thing can to Nothing fall, but still Incorporates by skill, And then returns, and from the womb of things Such treasure brings As Phenix-like renew'th Both life, and youth; For a preserving spirit doth still pass Untainted through this mass, Which doth resolve, produce, and ripen all That to it fall; Nor are those births which we Thus suffering see Destroyed at all; But when times restless wave Their substance doth deprave And the more noble Essence finds his house Sickly, and loose, He, ever young, doth wing Unto that spring, And source of spirits, where he takes his lot Till time no more shall rot His passive Cottage; which (though laid aside,) Like some spruce Bride, Shall one day rise, and clothed with shining light All pure, and bright Remarry to the soul, for 'tis most plain Thou only falest to be refined again. 3. Then I that here saw darkly in a glass But mists, and shadows pass, And, by their own weak Shine, did search the springs And Course of things Shall with enlightened rays Pierce all their ways; And as thou saw'st, I in a thought could go To heaven, or Earth below To read some star, or mineral, and in State There often sat, So shalt thou then with me (Both winged, and free,) Rove in that mighty, and eternal light Where no rude shade, or night Shall dare approach us; we shall there no more Watch stars, or poor Through melancholy clouds, and say Would it were Day! One everlasting Sabbath there shall run Without Succession, and without a sun. Dan: Cap: 12. ver: 13. But go thou thy way until the end be, for thou shalt rest, and stand up in thy lot, at the end of the days. Day of Judgement. WHen through the North a fire shall rush And roll into the East, And like a fiery torrent brush And sweep up South, and West, When all shall stream, and lighten round And with surprising flames Both stars, and Elements confound And quite blot out their names, When thou shalt spend thy sacred store Of thunders in that heat And low as ere they lay before Thy six-dayes-buildings beat, When like a scroll the heavens shall pass And vanish clean away, And nought must stand of that vast space Which held up night, and day, When one loud blast shall rend the deep, And from the womb of earth Summon up all that are asleep Unto a second birth, When thou shalt make the Clouds thy seat, And in the open air The Quick, and dead, both small and great Must to thy bar repair; O than it will be all too late To say, what shall I do? Repentance there is out of date And so is mercy too; Prepare, prepare me then, O God And let me now begin To feel my loving father's Rod Killing the man of sin! Give me, O give me Crosses here, Still more afflictions lend, That pill, though bitter, is most dear That brings health in the end; Lord, God I beg nor friends, nor wealth But pray against them both; Three things I'd have, my souls chief health! And one of these seem loath, A living FAITH, a HEART of flesh, The WORLD an enemy, This last will keep the first two fresh, And bring me, where I'd be. 1 Pet. 4.7. Now the end of all things is at hand, be you therefore sober, and watching in prayer. Religion. MY God, when I walk in those groves, And leaves thy spirit doth still fan, I see in each shade that there grows An angel talking with a man. Under a Juniper, some house, Or the cool myrtles canopy, Others beneath an oaks green boughs, Or at some fountains bubbling Eye; Here Jacob dreams, and wrestles; there Elias by a Raven is fed, Another time by th' angel, where He brings him water with his bread; In Abraham's Tent the winged guests (O how familiar then was heaven!) Eat, drink, discourse, sit down, and rest Until the cool, and shady Even; Nay thou thyself, my God, in fire, whirlwinds, and Clouds, and the soft voice Speak'st there so much, that I admire We have no conference in these days; Is the truce broke? or 'cause we have A mediator now with thee, Dost thou therefore old Treaties wave And by appeals from him decree? Or is't so, as some green heads say That now all miracles must cease? Though thou hast promised they should stay The tokens of the Church, and peace; No, no; Religion is a Spring That from some secret, golden Mine Derives her birth, and thence doth bring Cordials in every drop, and Wine; But in her long, and hidden Course Passing through the earth's dark veins, Grows still from better unto worse, And both her taste, and colour stains, Then drilling on, learns to increase False echoes, and Confused sounds, And unawares doth often seize On veins of Sulphur under ground; So poisoned, breaks forth in some Clime, And at first sight doth many please, But drunk, is puddle, or mere slime And 'stead of physic, a disease; Just such a tainted sink we have Like that Samaritans dead Well, Nor must we for the kernel crave Because most voices like the shell. Heale then these waters, Lord; or bring thy flock, Since these are troubled, to the springing rock, Look down great Master of the feast; O shine, And turn once more our Water into Wine! Cant. cap. 4. ver. 12. My sister, my spouse is as a garden enclosed, as a Spring shut up, and a fountain sealed up. The Search. 'TIs now clear day: I see a Rose Bud in the bright East, and disclose The pilgrim-sun; all night have I Spent in a roving ecstasy To find my Saviour; I have been As far as Bethlem, and have seen His inn, and Cradle; Being there I met the Wise-men, asked them where He might be found, or what star can Now point him out, grown up a Man? To Egypt hence I fled, ran o'er All her parched bosom to Nile's shore Her yearly nurse; came back, enquired Amongst the Doctors, and desired To see the Temple, but was shown A little dust, and for the Town A heap of ashes, where some said A small bright sparkle was a bed, Which would one day (beneath the pole,) Awake, and then refine the whole. Tired here, I come to Sychar; thence To Jacob's well, bequeathed since Unto his sons, (where often they In those calm, golden Evenings lay Watering their flocks, and having spent Those white days, drove home to the Tent Their well-fleeced train;) And here (O fate!) I sit, where once my Saviour sat; The angry Spring in bubbles swelled Which broke in sighs still, as they filled, And whispered, Jesus had been there But Jacob's children would not hear. Loath hence to part, at last I rise But with the fountain in my Eyes, And here a fresh search is decreed He must be found, where he did bleed; I walk the garden, and there see Idaea's of his agony, And moving anguishments that set His blessed face in a bloody sweat; I climbed the Hill, perused the cross Hung with my gain, and his great loss, Never did tree bear fruit like this, Balsam of souls, the body's bliss; But, O his grave! where I saw lent (For he had none,) a Monument, An undefiled, and new-heawed one, But there was not the cornerstone; Sure (Than said I,) my Quest is vain, he'll not be found, where he was slain, So mild a Lamb can never be 'Midst so much blood, and cruelty; I'll to the Wilderness, and can Find beasts more merciful than man, He lived there safe, 'twas his retreat From the fierce Jew, and Herod's heat, And forty days withstood the fell, And high temptations of hell; With Seraphins there talked he His father's flaming ministry, He heau'nd their walks, and with his eyes Made those wild shades a Paradise, Thus was the desert sanctified To be the refuge of his bride; I'll thither then; see, It is day, The Sun's broke through to guide my way. But as I urged thus, and writ down What pleasures should my Journey crown, What silent paths, what shades, and Cells, Fair, virgin-flowers, and hallowed Wells I should rove in, and rest my head Where my dear Lord did often tread, Sugaring all dangers with success, Me thought I heard one singing thus; 1. Leave, leave thy gadding thoughts; Who Pores and spies Still out of Doores descries Within them nought. 2. The skin, and shell of things Though fair, are not Thy wish, nor prayer, but got By mere despair of wings. 3. To rack old Elements, Or Dust; and say Sure here he must needs stay Is not the way, nor Just. Search well another world; who studies this, Travels in Clouds, seeks Manna, where none is. Acts Cap. 17. ve. 27, 28. That they should seek the Lord, if happily they might feel after him, and find him, though he be not far off from every one of us, for in him we live, and move, and have our being. Isaac's Marriage. Gen. cap. 24. ver. 63. And Isaac went out to pray in the field at the eventide, and he lift up his eyes, and saw, and behold, the Camels were coming. PRaying! and to be married? It was rare, But now 'tis monstrous; and that pious care Though of ourselves, is so much out of date, That to renew't, were to degenerate. But thou a Chosen sacrifice wert given, And offered up so early unto heaven Thy flames could not be out; Religion was Rayed into thee, like beams into a glass, Where, as thou grew'st, it multiplied, and shined The sacred Constellation of thy mind. But being for a bride, sure, prayer was Very strange stuff wherewith to court thy lass, Hadst ne'er an oath, nor compliment? thou wert An odd, corpse suitor; Hadst thou but the art Of these our days, thou couldst have coined thee twenty New several oaths, and compliments (too) plenty; O sad, and wild excess! and happy those White days, that durst no impious mirth expose! When sin, by sinning oft, had not lost sense, Nor boldfaced custom banished Innocence; Thou hadst no pompous train, nor antic crowd Of young, gay swearers, with their needless, loud Retinue; All was here smooth as thy bride And calm like her, or that mild Evening-tide; Yet, hadst thou nobler guests: Angels did wind, And rove about thee, guardians of thy mind, These fetched thee home thy bride, and all the way Advised thy servant what to do, and say; These taught him at the Well, and thither brought The chaste, and lovely object of thy thought; But here was ne'er a compliment, not one Spruce, supple cringe, or studied look put on, All was plain, modest truth: Nor did she come In rolls, and curls, mincing, and stately dumb, But in a frighted, virgin-blush approached Fresh as the morning, when 'tis newly coached; O sweet, divine simplicity! O grace Beyond a Curled lock, or painted face! A Pitcher too she had, nor thought it much To carry that, which some would scorn to touch; With which in mild, chaste language she did woo To draw him drink, and for his Camels too. And now thou knewst her coming, It was time To get thee wings on, and devoutly climb Unto thy God, for Marriage of all states Makes most unhappy, or most fortunates; This brought thee forth, where now thou didst undress Thy soul, and with new pinions refresh Her wearied wings, which so restored did fly Above the stars, a tract unknown, and high, And in her piercing flight perfumed the air Scattering the myrrh, and Incense of thy prayer. So from * A well in the South Country where Jacob dwelled, between Cadesh, & Bered; Heb. the well of him that liveth, and seeth me. Lahai-roi's Well, some spicy cloud Wooed by the Sun swells up to be his shroud, And from his moist womb weeps a fragrant shower, Which, scattered in a thousand pearls▪ each flower And herb partakes, where having stood awhile And something cooled the parched, and thirsty Isle, The thankful Earth unlocks herself, and blends, A thousand odours, which (all mixed,) she sends Up in one cloud, and so returns the skies That dew they lent, a breathing sacrifice. Thus soared thy soul, who (though young,) didst inherit Together with his blood, thy father's spirit, Whose active zeal, and tried faith were to thee Familiar ever since thy infancy, Others were tymed, and trained up to't, but thou Didst thy swift years in piety outgrow, Age made them reverend, and a snowy head, But thou wert so, ere time his snow could shed; Then, who would truly limne thee out, must paint First, a young Patriarch, than a married Saint. The British Church. AH! he is fled! And while these here their mists, and shadows hatch, My glorious head Doth on those hills of myrrh, and Incense watch. Hast, hast my dear, The soldiers here Cast in their lots again, That seamless coat The Jews touched not, These dare divide, and stain. 2. O get thee wings! Or if as yet (Until these clouds depart, And the day springs,) Thou think'st it good to tarry where thou art, Write in thy books My ravished looks Slain flock, and pillaged fleeces, And haste thee so As a young Roe Upon the mounts of spices. O Rosa Campi! O lilium Convallium! quomodò nunc facta es pabulum Aprorum! The lamp. 'TIs dead night round about: horror doth creep And move on with the shades; stars nod, and sleep, And through the dark air spin a fiery thread Such as doth gild the lazy glow-worms bed. Yet, burnest thou here, a full day; while I spend My rest in Cares, and to the dark world lend These flames, as thou dost thine to me; I watch That hour, which must thy life, and mine dispatch; But still thou dost outgo me, I can see Met in thy flames, all acts of piety; Thy light, is Charity; Thy heat, is zeal; And thy aspiring, active fires reveal Devotion still on wing; Then, thou dost weep Still as thou burnest, and the warm droppings creep To measure out thy length, as if thou'dst know What stock, and how much time were left thee now; Nor dost thou spend one tear in vain, for still As thou dissolv'st to them, and they distil, They're stored up in the socket, where they lie, When all is spent, thy last, and sure supply, And such is true repentance, every breath We spend in sighs, is treasure after death; Only, one point escapes thee; That thy oil Is still out with thy flame, and so both fail; But when soe'er I'm out, both shall be in, And where thou mad'st an end, there I'll begin. Mark Cap. 13. ver. 35. Watch you therefore, for you know not when the master of the house cometh, at Even, or at midnight, or at the Cock-crowing, or in the morning. Man's fall, and Recovery. FArewell you Everlasting hills! I'm Cast Here under Clouds, where storms, and tempests blast This sullied flower Robbed of your calm, nor can I ever make Transplanted thus, one leaf of his t'awake, But every hour He sleeps, and droops, and in this drowsy state Leaves me a slave to passions, and my fate; Besides I've lost A train of lights, which in these sunshine days Were my sure guides, and only with me stays (Unto my cost,) One sullen beam, whose charge is to dispense More punishment, than knowledge to my sense; Two thousand years I sojourned thus; at last Jeshurun's king Those famous tables did from Sinai bring; These swelled my fears, Guilts, trespasses, and all this Inward Awe, For sin took strength, and vigour from the Law. Yet have I found A plenteous way, (thanks to that holy one!) To cancel all that e'er was writ in stone, His saving wound Wept blood, that broke this Adamant, and gave To sinner's Confidence, life to the grave; This makes me span My father's journeys, and in one fair step O'er all their pilgrimage, and labours leap, For God (made man,) Reduced th'Extent of works of faith; so made Of their Red Sea, a Spring; I wash, they wade. Rom. Cap. 18. ver. 19 As by the offence of one, the fault came on all men to condemnation; So by the Righteousness of one, the benefit abounded towards all men to the justification of life. The shower. 'TWas so, I saw thy birth: That drowsy Lake From her faint bosom breathed thee, the disease Of her sick waters, and Infectious Ease. But, now at Even Too gross for heaven, Thou fallest in tears, and weep'st for thy mistake. 2. Ah! it is so with me; oft have I pressed Heaven with a lazy breath, but fruitless this Pierced not; Love only can with quick access Unlock the way, When all else stray The smoke, and Exhalations of the breast. 3. Yet, if as thou dost melt, and with thy train Of drops make soft the Earth, my eyes could weep O'er my hard heart, that's bound up, and asleep, Perhaps at last (Some such showers past,) My God would give a sunshine after rain. Distraction. O Knit me, that am crumbled dust! the heap Is all dispersed, and cheap; Give for a handful, but a thought And it is bought; Hadst thou Made me a star, a pearl, or a rainbow, The beams I then had shot My light had lessened not, But now I find myself the less, the more I grow; The world Is full of voices; Man is called, and hurled By each, he answers all, Knows every note, and call, Hence, still Fresh dotage tempts, or old usurps his will. Yet, hadst thou clipped my wings, when coffined in This quickened mass of sin, And saved that light, which freely thou Didst then bestow, I fear I should have spurned, and said thou didst forbear; Or that thy store was less, But now since thou didst bless So much, I grieve, my God that thou hast made me such. I grieve? O, yes! thou know'st I do; Come, and relieve And tam●, and keep down with thy light Dust that would rise, and dim my sight, Lest left alone too long Amidst the noise, and throng, Oppressed I Striving to save the whole, by parcels die. The pursuit. LOrd! what a busy, restless thing Hast thou made man? Each day, and hour he is on wing, Rests not a span; Then having lost the sun, and light By clouds surprised He keeps a Commerce in the night With air disguised; Hadst thou given to this active dust A state untired, The lost son had not left the husk Nor home desired; That was thy secret, and it is Thy mercy too, For when all fails to bring to bliss, Then, this must do. Ah! Lord! and what a Purchase will that be To take us sick, that sound would not take thee? Mount of Olives. Sweet, sacred hill! on whole fair brow My Saviour sat, shall I allow Language to love And idolise some shade, or grove, Neglecting thee? such ill-placed wit, Conceit, or call it what you please Is the brains fit, And mere disease; 2. Cotswold, and Cooper's both have met With learned swains, and echo yet Their pipes, and wit; But thou sleep'st in a deep neglect Untouched by any; And what need The sheep bleat thee a silly Lay That heardest both reed And sheepward play? 3. Yet, if Poets mind thee well They shall find thou art their hill, And fountain too, Their Lord with thee had most to do; He wept once, walked whole nights on thee, And from thence (his sufferings ended,) Unto glory Was attended; 4. Being there, this spacious ball Is but his narrow footstool all, And what we think Unsearchable, now with one wink He doth comprise; But in this air When he did stay to bear our Ill And sin, this Hill Was then his chair. The Incarnation, and Passion. LOrd! when thou didst thyself undress Laying by thy robes of glory, To make us more, thou wouldst be less, And becamest a woeful story. To put on Clouds instead of light, And clothe the morningstar with dust, Was a translation of such height As, but in thee, was ne'er expressed; Brave worms, and Earth! that thus could have A God enclosed within your Cell, Your maker penned up in a grave, Life locked in death, heaven in a shell; Ah, my dear Lord! what couldst thou spy In this impure, rebellious clay, That made thee thus resolve to die For those that kill thee every day? O what strange wonders could thee move To slight thy precious blood, and breath! Sure it was Love, my Lord; for Love Is only stronger far than death. The Call. COme my heart! come my head In sighs, and tears! 'Tis now, since you have lain thus dead Some twenty years; Awake, awake, Some pity take Upon yourselves— Who never wake to groan, nor weep, Shall be sentenced for their sleep. 2. Do but see your sad estate, how many sands Have left us, while we careless sat With folded hands; What stock of nights, Of days, and years In silent flights Stole by our ears, How ill have we ourselves bestowed Whose suns are all set in a Cloud? 3. Yet, come, and let's peruse them all; And as we pass, What sins on every minute fall Score on the glass; Then weigh, and rate Their heavy State Until The glass with tears you fill; That done, we shall be safe, and good, Those beasts were clean, that chewed the Cud. ¶ THou that know'st for whom I mourn, And why these tears appear, That keep'st account, till he return Of all his dust left here; As easily thou mightst prevent As now produce these tears, And add unto that day he went A fair supply of years. But 'twas my sin that forced thy hand To cull this primrose out, That by thy early choice forewarned My soul might look about. O what a vanity is man! How like the Eyes quick wink His Cottage fails; whose narrow span Begins even at the brink! Nine months thy hands are fashioning us, And many years (alas!) Ere we can lisp, or ought discuss Concerning thee, must pass; Yet have I known thy slightest things A feather, or a shell, A stick, or Rod which some Chance brings The best of us excel, Yea, I have known these shreds out last A faire-compacted frame And for one Twenty we have past Almost outlive our name. Thus hast thou placed in man's outside Death to the Common Eye, That heaven within him might abide, And close eternity; Hence, youth, and folly (Man's first shame,) Are put unto the slaughter, And serious thoughts begin to tame The wise-mans-madnes Laughter; Dull, wretched worms! that would not keep Within our first fair bed, But out of Paradise must creep For every foot to tread; Yet, had our Pilgrimage been free, And smooth without a thorn, Pleasures had foiled eternity, And ●a●e, had choked the corn. Thus by the cross Salvation runs, Affliction is a mother, Whose painful throws yield many sons, Each fairer than the other; A silent tear can pierce thy throne, When loud joys want a wing, And sweeter airs stream from a groan, Than any arted string; Thus, Lord, I see my gain is great, My less but little to it, Yet something more I must entreat And only thou canst do it. O let me (like him,) know my End! And be as glad to find it, And whatsoe'er thou shalt Commend, Still let thy Servant mind it! Then make my soul white as his own, My faith as pure, and steady, And deck me, Lord, with the same crown Thou hast crowned him already! Vanity of Spirit. QUite spent with thoughts I left my Cell, and lay Where a shrill spring tuned to the early day. I begged here long, and groaned to know Who gave the Clouds so brave a bow, Who bent the spheres, and circled in Corruption with this glorious Ring, What is his name, and how I might Descry some part of his great light. I summoned nature: peirc'd through all her store, Broke up some seals, which none had touched before, Her womb, her bosom, and her head Where all her secrets lay a bed I rifled quite, and having past Through all the Creatures, came at last To search myself, where I did find Traces, and sounds of a strange kind. Here of this mighty spring, I found some drills, With echoes beaten from th' eternal hills; Weak beams, and fires flashed to my sight, Like a young East, or moonshine night, Which showed me in a nook cast by A piece of much antiquity, With Hyerogliphicks quite dismembered, And broken letters scarce remembered. I took them up, and (much joyed,) went about T' unite those pieces, hoping to find out The mystery; but this near done, That little light I had was gone: It grieved me much. At last, said I, Since in these veils my eclipsed Eye May not approach thee, (for at night Who can have commerce with the light?) I'll disapparell, and to buy But one half glance, most gladly die. The retreat. HAppy those early days! when I Shined in my angel-infancy. Before I understood this place Appointed for my second race, Or taught my soul to fancy aught But a white, celestial thought, When yet I had not walked above A mile, or two, from my first love, And looking back (at that short space,) Could see a glimpse of his bright-face; When on some gilded Cloud, or flower My gazing soul would dwell an hour, And in those weaker glories spy Some shadows of eternity; Before I taught my tongue to wound My Conscience with a sinful sound, Or had the black art to dispense A several sin to every sense, But felt through all this fleshly dress Bright shoots of everlastingness. O how I long to travel back And tread again that ancient tract! That I might once more reach that plain, Where first I left my glorious train, From whence th' enlightened spirit sees That shady City of palm trees; But (ah!) my soul with too much stay Is drunk, and staggers in the way. Some men a forward motion love, But I by backward steps would move, And when this dust falls to the urn In that state I came return. ¶ COme, come, what do I here? Since he is gone Each day is grown a dozen year, And each hour, one; Come, come! Cut off the sum, By these soiled tears! (Which only thou Know'st to be true,) Days are my fears. 2. there's not a wind can stir, Or beam pass by, But straight I think (though far,) Thy hand is nigh; Come, come! Strike these lips dumb▪ This restless breath That soils thy name, Will ne'er be tame Until in death. 3. Perhaps some think a tomb No house of store, But a dark, and sealed up womb, Which ne'er breeds more. Come, come! Such thoughts benumb; But I would be With him I weep A bed, and sleep To wake in thee. ¶ Midnight. WHen to my Eyes (Whilst deep sleep others catches,) Thine host of spies The stars shine in their watches, I do survey Each busy Ray, And how they work, and wind, And wish each beam My soul doth stream, With the like ardour shined; What Emanations, Quick vibrations And bright stirs are there? What thin Ejections, Cold Affections, And slow motions here? 2. Thy heavens (some say,) Are a firie-liquid light, Which mingling aye Streams, and flames thus to the sight. Come then, my god! Shine on this blood, And water in one beam, And thou shalt see Kindled by thee Both liquours burn, and stream. O what bright quickness, Active brightness, And celestial flows Will follow after On that water, Which thy spirit blows! Math. Cap. 3. ver. XI. I indeed baptize you with water unto repentance, but he that cometh after me, is mightier than I, whose shoes I am not worthy to bear, he shall baptize you with the holy Ghost, and with fire. ¶ Content. PEace, peace! I know 'twas brave, But this corpse fleece I shelter in, is slave To no such piece. When I am gone, I shall no wardrobes leave To friend, or son But what their own homes weave, 2. Such, though not proud, nor full, May make them weep, And mourn to see the wool Outlast the sheep; Poor, Pious wear! Hadst thou been rich, or fine Perhaps that tear Had mourned thy loss, not mine. 3. Why then these curled, puffed points, Or a laced story? Death sets all out of Joint And scorns their glory; Some Love a Rose In hand, some in the skin; But cross to those, I would have mine within. ¶ JOy of my life! while left me here, And still my Love! How in thy absence thou dost steer Me from above! A life well lead This truth commends, With quick, or dead It never ends. 2. Stars are of mighty use: The night Is dark, and long; The Rode foul, and where one goes right, Six may go wrong. One twinkling ray Shot o'er some cloud, May clear much way And guide a crowd. 3. God's Saints are shining lights: who stays Here long must pass O'er dark hills, swift streams, and steep ways As smooth as glass; But these all night Like Candles, shed Their beams, and light Us into Bed. 4. They are (indeed,) our Pillar-fires Seen as we go, They are that Cities shining spires We travel too; A swordlike gleam Kept man for sin First Out; This beam Will guide him In. The Storm. I See the use: and know my blood Is not a Sea, But a shallow, bounded flood Though red as he; Yet have I flows, as strong as his, And boiling streams that rave With the same curling force, and hiss, As doth the mountained wave. 2. But when his water's billow thus, Dark storms, and wind Incite them to that fierce discuss, Else not inclined, Thus the enlarged, enraged air Uncalmes these to a flood, But still the weather that's most fair Breeds tempests in my blood; 3. Lord, then round me with weeping Clouds, And let my mind In quick blasts sigh beneath those shrouds A spirit-wind, So shall that storm purge this Recluse Which sinful ease made foul, And wind, and water to thy use Both wash, and wing my soul. The Morning-watch. O joys! Infinite sweetness! with what flowers, And shoots of glory, my soul breaks, and buds! All the long hours Of night, and Rest Through the still shrouds Of sleep, and Clouds, This Dew fell on my Breast; O how it bloods, And Spirits all my Earth! hark! In what Rings, And Hymning Circulations the quick world Awakes, and sings; The rising winds, And falling springs, Birds, beasts, all things Adore him in their kinds. Thus all is hurled In sacred hymns, and Order, The great Chime And Symphony of nature. Prayer is The world in tune, A spirit-voice, And vocal joys Whose echo is heaven's bliss. O let me climb When I lie down! The Pious soul by night Is like a clouded star, whose beams though said To shed their light Under some Cloud Yet are above, And shine, and move Beyond that misty shroud. So in my Bed That curtained grave, though sleep, like ashes, hide My lamp, and life, both shall in thee abide. The Evening-watch. A Dialogue. FArewell! I go to sleep; Body. but when The daystar springs, I'll wake again. Go, sleep in peace; Soul. and when thou liest Unnumbered in thy dust when all this frame Is but one dram, and what thou now descriest In several parts shall want a name, Then may his peace be with thee, and each dust Writ in his book, who ne'er betrayed man's trust! Amen! but hark, e'er we two stray, Body. How many hours dost think till day? Ah! go; thou'rt weak, and sleepy. Soul. heaven Is a plain watch, and without figures winds All ages up; who drew this Circle even He fills it; days, and hours are Blinds. Yet, this take with thee; The last gasp of time Is thy first breath, and man's eternal Prime. ¶ SIlence, and stealth of days! 'tis now Since thou art gone, Twelve hundred hours, and not a brow But Clouds hang on. As he that in some Caves thick damp Locked from the light, Fixeth a solitary lamp, To brave the night, And walking from his Sun, when past That glimmering Ray Cuts through the heavy mists in haste Back to his day, So o'er fled minutes I retreat Unto that hour Which showed thee last, but did defeat Thy light, and power, I search, and rack my soul to see Those beams again, But nothing but the snuff to me Appeareth plain; That dark, and dead sleeps in its known, And common urn, But those fled to their maker's throne, There shine, and burn; O could I tract them! but souls must Track one the other, And now the spirit, not the dust Must be thy brother. Yet I have one pearl by whose light All things I see, And in the heart of Earth, and night Find Heaven, and thee. Church-Service. Blessed be the God of Harmony, and Love! The God above! And holy dove! Whose Interceding, spiritual groans Make restless moans For dust, and stones, For dust in every part, But a hard, stonic heart. 2 O how in this thy choir of Souls I stand (Propped by thy hand) A heap of sand! Which busy thoughts (like winds) would scatter quite And put to flight, But for thy might; Thy hand alone doth tame Those blasts, and knit my frame, 3. So that both stones, and dust, and all of me Jointly agree To cry to thee, And in this music by thy martyr's blood Sealed, and made good Present, O God The echo of these stones — My sighs, and groans. Burial. O Thou! The first fruits of the dead, And their dark bed, When I am cast into that deep And senseless sleep The wages of my sin, O then, Thou great Preserver of all men! Watch o'er that loose And empty house, Which I sometimes lived in. 2. It is (in truth!) a ruined piece Not worth thy Eyes, And scarce a room but wind, and rain Beat through, and stain The seats, and Cells within; Yet thou Led by thy Love wouldst stoop thus low, And in this Cort All filth, and spot, Didst with thy servant inn. 3. And nothing can, I hourly see, Drive thee from me, Thou art the same, faithful, and just In life, or Dust; Though then (thus crumbed) I stray In blasts, Or Exhalations, and wastes Beyond all Eyes Yet thy love spies That Change, and knows thy Clay. 4. The world's thy box: how then (there roast,) Can I be lost? But the delay is all; time now Is old, and slow, His wings are dull, and sickly; Yet he Thy servant is, and waits on thee, Cutt then the sum, Lord haste, Lord come, O come Lord Jesus quickly! Rom. Cap. 8. ver. 23. And not only they, but ourselves also, which have the first fruits of the spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves, waiting for the adoption, to wit, the redemption of our body. Cheerfulness. LOrd, with what courage, and delight I do each thing When thy least breath sustains my wing! I shine, and move Like those above, And (with much gladness Quitting sadness,) Make me fair days of every night. 2. Affliction thus, mere pleasure is, And hap what will, If thou be in't, 'tis welcome still; But since thy rays In sunny days Thou dost thus lend And freely spend, Ah! what shall I return for this? 3. O that I were all Soul! that thou Wouldst make each part Of this poor, sinful frame pure heart! Then would I drown My single one, And to thy praise A Consort raise Of Hallelujahs here below. ¶ SUre, there's a tye of bodies! and as they Dissolve (with it,) to Clay, Love languisheth, and memory doth rust O'r-cast with that cold dust; For things thus centred, without beams, or Action Nor give, nor take Contaction, And man is such a Marygold, these fled, That shuts, and hangs the head. 2. Absents within the Line Conspire, and Sense Things distant doth unite, Herbs sleep unto the East, and some fowls thence Watch the Returns of light; But hearts are not so kind: false, short delights Tell us the world is brave, And wrap us in Imaginary flights Wide of a faithful grave; Thus Lazarus was carried out of town; For 'tis our foes chief art By distance all good objects first to drown, And then besiege the heart. But I will be my own Deaths-head; and though The flatterer say, I live, Because Incertainties we cannot know Be sure, not to believe. Peace. MY Soul, there is a country Far beyond the stars, Where stands a winged sentry All skilful in the wars, There above noise, and danger Sweet peace sits crowned with smiles, And one born in a Manger Commands the Beauteous files, He is thy gracious friend, And (O my Soul awake!) Did in pure love descend To die here for thy sake, If thou canst get but thither, There grows the flower of peace, The Rose that cannot wither, Thy fortress, and thy ease; Leave then thy foolish ranges; For none can thee secure, But one, who never changes, Thy God, thy life, thy Cure. The Passion. O My chief good! My dear, dear God When thy blessed blood Did Issue forth forced by the Rod, What pain didst thou Feel in each blow! How didst thou weep, And thyself steep In thy own precious, saving tears! What cruel smart Did tear thy heart! How didst thou groan it In the spirit, O thou, whom my soul Loves, and fears! 2. Most blessed Vine! Whose juice so good I feel as Wine, But thy fair branches felt as blood, How wert thou pressed To be my feast! In what deep anguish Didst thou languish, What springs of Sweat, and blood did drown thee! How in one path Did the full wrath Of thy great Father Crowd, and gather, Doubling thy griefs, when none would own thee! 3. How did the weight Of all our sins, And death unite To wrench, and Rack thy blessed limbs▪ How pale, and bloody Looked thy Body! How bruised, and broke With every stroke! How meek, and patient was thy spirit! How didst thou cry, And groan on high Father forgive, And let them live, I die to make my foes inherit! 4. O blessed Lamb! That took'st my sin, That took'st my shame How shall thy dust thy praises sing! I would I were One hearty tear! One constant spring! Then would I bring Thee two small mites, and be at strife Which should most vie, My heart, or eye, Teaching my years In smiles, and tears To weep, to sing, thy Death, my Life. Rom. Cap. 8. ver. 19 Etenim res Creatae exerto Capite observantes expectant revelationem Filiorum Dei. ANd do they so? have they a Sense Of aught but Influence? Can they their heads lift, and expect, And groan too? why th'Elect Can do no more: my volumes said They were all dull, and dead, They judged them senseless, and their state Wholly Inanimate. Go, go; Seal up thy looks, And burn thy books. 2. I would I were a stone, or tree, Or flower by pedigree, Or some poor highway herb, or Spring To flow, or bird to sing! Then should I (Tied to one sure state,) All day expect my date; But I am sadly loose, and stray A giddy blast each way; O let me not thus range! Thou canst not change. 3. Sometimes I fit with thee, and tarry An hour, or so, then vary. Thy other Creatures in this Scene Thee only aim, and mean; Some rise to seek thee, and with heads Erect peep from their beds; Others, whose birth is in the tomb, And cannot quit the womb, Sigh there, and groan for thee, Their liberty. 4. O let not me do less! shall they Watch, while I sleep, or play? Shall I thy mercies still abuse With fancies, friends, or news? O brook it not! thy blood is mine, And my soul should be thine; O brook it not! why wilt thou stop After whole showers one drop? Sure, thou wilt joy to see Thy sheep with thee. The Relapse. MY God, how gracious art thou! I had slipped Almost to hell, And on the verge of that dark, dreadful pit Did hear them yell, But O thy love! thy rich, almighty love That saved my soul, And checked their fury, when I saw them move, And heard them howl; O my sole Comfort, take no more these ways, This hideous path, And I will mend my own without delays, Cease thou thy wrath! I have deserved a thick, Egyptian damp, Dark as my deeds, Should missed within me, and put out that lamp Thy spirit feeds; A darting Conscience full of stabs, and fears; No shade but Yewgh, Sullen, and sad eclipses, cloudy spheres, These are my due. But he that with his blood, (a price too dear,) My scores did pay, Bid me, by virtue from him, challenge here The brightest day; Sweet, downy thoughts; soft Lilly-shades; Calm streams▪ Joys full, and true; Fresh, spicy mornings; and eternal beams These are his due. The Resolve. I Have considered it; and find A longer stay Is but excused neglect. To mind One path, and stray Into another, or to none, Cannot be love; When shall that traveller come home, That will not move? If thou wouldst thither, linger not, Catch at the place, Tell youth, and beauty they must rot, They're but a Case; lose, parceled hearts will freeze; The Sun With scattered locks Scarce warms, but by contraction Can heat rocks; Call in thy Powers; run, and reach Home with the light, Be there, before the shadows stretch, And Span up night; Follow the Cry no more: there is An ancient way All strewed with flowers, and happiness And fresh as May; There turn, and turn no more; Let wits, Smile at fair eyes, Or lips; But who there weeping sits, Hath got the Prize. The Match. DEar friend! whose holy, everliving lines Have done much good To many, and have checked my blood, My fierce, wild blood that still heaves, and inclines, But is still tamed By those bright fires which thee inflamed; Here I join hands, and thrust my stubborn heart Into thy Deed, There from no Duties to be freed, And if hereafter youth, or folly thwart And claim their share, Here I renounce the poisonous ware. ii. ACcept, dread Lord, the poor Oblation, It is but poor, Yet through thy Mercies may be more. O thou! that canst not wish my soul's damnation, Afford me life, And save me from all inward strife! Two lives I hold from thee, my gracious Lord▪ Both cost thee deer, For one, I am thy Tenant here; The other, the true life, in the next world And endless is, O let me still mind that in this! To thee therefore my Thoughts, Words, Actions I do resign, Thy will in all be done, not mine. Settle my house, and shut out all distractions That may unknit My heart, and thee planted in it; Lord Jesus! thou didst bow thy blessed head Upon a tree, O do as much, now unto me! O hear, and heal thy servant! Lord, strike dead All lusts in me, Who only wish life to serve thee? Suffer no more this dust to overflow And drown my eyes, But seal, or pin them to thy skies. And let this grain which here in tears I sow Though dead, and sick, Through thy Increase grow new, and quick. Rules and Lessons. WHen first thy eyes unveil, give thy Soul leave To do the like; our Bodies but forerun The spirits duty; True hearts spread, and heave Unto their God, as flowers do to the Sun. Give him thy first thoughts then; so shalt thou keep Him company all day, and in him sleep. Yet, never sleep the Sun up; Prayer should Dawn with the day; There are set, awful hours twixt heaven, and us; The Manna was not good After sunrising, far-day sullies flowers. Rise to prevent the Sun; sleep doth sins glut, And heaven's gate opens, when this world's is shut. Walk with thy fellow-creatures: note the hush And whispers amongst them. There's not a Spring, Or leaf but hath his Morning-hymn; Each Bush And Oak doth know I AM; canst thou not sing? O leave thy Cares, and follies! go this way And thou art sure to prosper all the day. Serve God before the world; let him not go Until thou hast a blessing, then resign The whole unto him; and remember who Prevailed by wrestling ere the Sun did shine. Pour oil upon the stones, weep for thy sin, Then journey on, and have an eye to heaven. morning's are Mysteries; the first world's Youth, Man's Resurrection, and the future's Bud shroud in their births: The Crown of life, light, truth Is styled their star, the stone, and hidden food. Three blessings wait upon them, two of which Should move; They make us holy, happy, rich▪ When the world's up, and every swarm abroad, Keep thou thy temper, mix not with each Clay; Dispatch necessities, life hath a load Which must be carried on, and safely may. Yet keep those cares without thee, let the heart Be God's alone, and choose the better part. Through all thy Actions, Counsels, and Discourse, Let Mildness, and Religion guide thee out, If truth be thine, what needs a brutish force? But what's not good, and just ne'er go about. Wrong not thy Conscience for a rotten stick, That gain is dreadful, which makes spirits sick. To God, thy country, and thy friend be true, If Priest, and People change, keep thou thy ground. Who sells Religion, is a Judas Jew, And, oaths once broke, the soul cannot be sound. The perjurer's a devil let loose: what can Tie up his hands, that dares mock God, and man? Seek not the same steps with the Crowd; stick thou To thy sure trot; a Constant, humble mind Is both his own Joy, and his Makers too; Let folly dust it on, or lag behind. A sweet self-privacy in a right soul Outruns the Earth, and lines the utmost pole. To all that seek thee, bear an open heart; Make not thy breast a Labyrinth, or Trap; If trials come, this will make good thy part, For honesty is safe, come what can hap; It is the good man's feast; The prince of flowers Which thrives in storms, and smells best after showers. Seal not thy Eyes up from the poor, but give Proportion to their Merits, and thy Purse; Thou mayst in Rags a mighty Prince relieve Who, when thy sins call for't, can fence a Curse. Thou shalt not lose one mite. Though waters stray, The Bread we cast returns in fraughts one day. Spend not an hour so, as to weep another, For tears are not thine own; If thou giv'st words Dash not thy friend, nor heaven; O smother A viprous thought; some Syllables are Swords. Unbitted tongue are in their penance double, They shame their owners, and the hearers trouble. Injure not modest blood, whose spirits rise In judgement against Lewdness; that's base wit That voids but filth, and stench. Hast thou no prize But sickness, or Infection? stifle it. Who makes his jests of sins, must be at least If not a very devil, worse than a Beast. Yet, fly no friend, if he be such indeed, But meet to quench his Longings, and thy Thirst; Allow your joys Religion; That done, speed And bring the same man back, thou wert all first. Who so returns not, cannot pray aright, But shuts his door, and leaves God out all night. To heighten thy Devotions, and keep low All mutinous thoughts, what business e'er thou hast Observe God in his works; here fountains flow, Birds sing, Beasts feed, Fish leap, and th'Earth stands fast; Above are restless motions, running Lights, Vast Circling Azure, giddy Clouds, days, nights, When Seasons change, then lay before thine eyes His wondrous Method; mark the various Scenes In heaven; Hail, Thunder, Rain-bows, Snow, and Ice, Calmes, Tempests, Light, and darkness by his means; Thou canst not miss his Praise; Each tree, herb, flower Are shadows of his wisdom, and his power. To meals when thou dost come, give him the praise Whose Arm supplied thee; Take what may suffice, And then be thankful; O admire his ways Who fills the worlds unemptied granaries! A thankless feeder is a thief, his feast A very Robbery, and himself no guest. High-noon thus past, thy time decays; provide Thee other thoughts; Away with friends, and mirth; The Sun now stoops, and hasts his beams to hide Under the dark, and melancholy Earth. All but preludes thy End. Thou art the man Whose Rise, height, and Descent is but a span. Yet, set as he doth, and 'tis well. Have all Thy Beams home with thee: trim thy Lamp, buy oil, And then set forth; who is thus dressed, The Fall Furthers his glory, and gives death the foil. Man is a summer's day; whose youth, and fire Cool to a glorious Evening, and Expire. When night comes, list thy deeds; make plain the way twixt Heaven, and thee; block it not with delays, But perfect all before thou sleep'st; Then say there's one Sun more strung on my Bead of days. What's good score up for Joy; The bad well scanned Wash off with tears, and get thy Master's hand. Thy Accounts thus made, spend in the grave one hour Before thy time; Be not a stranger there Where thou mayst sleep whole ages; life's poor flower Lasts not a night sometimes. Bad spirits fear This conversation; But the good man lies Entombed many days before he dies. Being laid, and dressed for sleep, Close not thy eyes Up with thy Curtains; Give thy soul the wing In some good thoughts; So when the day shall rise And thou unrakest thy fire, those sparks will bring New flames; Besides where these lodge vain heats mourn And die; That Bush where God is, shall not burn. When thy Nap's over, stir thy fire, unrake In that dead age; one beam i'th' dark outvies Two in the day; Then from the Damps, and ache Of night shut up thy leaves, be chaste; God pries Through thickest nights; Though then the Sun be far Do thou the works of Day, and rise a Star. Briefly, do as thou wouldst be done unto, Love God, and Love thy Neighbour; Watch, and Pray. These are the Words, and Works of life; This do, And live; who doth not thus, hath lost heaven's way. O lose it not! look up, wilt Change those Lights For Chains of darkness, and Eternal Nights? Corruption. SUre, It was so. Man in those early days Was not all stone, and Earth, He shined a little, and by those weak Rays Had some glimpse of his birth. He saw Heaven o'er his head, and knew from whence He came (condemned,) hither, And, as first Love draws strongest, so from hence His mind sure progressed thither. Things here were strange unto him: sweat, and till All was a thorn, or weed, Nor did those last, but (like himself,) died still As soon as they did Seed, They seemed to quarrel with him; for that Act That fell him, foiled them all, He drew the Curse upon the world, and cracked The whole frame with his fall. This made him long for home, as loath to stay With murmurers, and foes; He sighed for Eden, and would often say Ah! what bright days were those? Nor was heaven cold unto him; for each day The valley, or the Mountain Afforded visits, and still Paradise lay In some green shade, or fountain. Angels lay leaguer here; Each Bush, and Cel, Each oak, and highway knew them, Walk but the fields, or sit down at some will, And he was sure to view them. Almighty Love! where art thou now? mad man Sits down, and freezeth on, He raves, and swears to stir nor fire, nor fan, But bids the thread be spun. I see, thy Curtains are Close-drawn; Thy bow Looks dim too in the Cloud, Sin triumphs still, and man is sunk below The centre, and his shroud; All's in deep sleep, and night; Thick darkness lies And hatcheth o'er thy people; But hark! what trumpets that? what Angel cries Arise! Thrust in thy sickle. H. Scriptures. WElcome dear book, soul's Joy, and food! The feast Of Spirits, heaven extracted lies in thee; Thou art life's Charter, The Doves spotless nest Where souls are hatched unto eternity. In thee the hidden stone, the Manna lies, Thou art the great Elixir, rare, and Choice; The Key that opens to all Mysteries, The Word in Characters, God in the Voice. O that I had deep Cut in my hard heart Each line in thee! Then would I plead in groans Of my Lord's penning, and by sweetest Art Return upon himself the Law, and Stones. Read here, my faults are thine. This Book, and I Will tell thee so; Sweet Saviour thou didst die! Unprofitableness. HOw rich, O Lord! how fresh thy visits are! 'Twas but Just now my bleak leaves hopeless hung Sullied with dust and mud; Each snarling blast shot through me, and did share Their Youth, and beauty, Cold showers nipped, and wrung Their spiciness, and blood; But since thou didst in one sweet glance survey Their sad decays, I flourish, and once more Breath all perfumes, and spice; I smell a dew like Myrrh, and all the day Wear in my bosom a full Sun; such store Hath one beam from thy eyes. But, ah, my God what fruit hast thou of this? What one poor leaf did ever I yet fall To wait upon thy wreath? Thus thou all day a thankless weed dost dress, And when th' hast done, a stench, or fog is all The odour I bequeathe. Christ's Nativity. AWake, glad heart! get up, and Sing, It is the birthday of thy King, Awake! awake! The Sun doth shake Light from his locks, and all the way Breathing Perfumes, doth spice the day. 2. Awake, awake! hark, how th' wood rings, Winds whisper, and the busy springs A Consort make; A wake, awake! Man is their high-priest, and should rise To offer up the sacrifice. 3. I would I were some Bird, or Star, Fluttering in woods, or lifted far Above this inn And road of sin! Then either Star, or Bird, should be Shining, or singing still to thee. 4. I would I had in my best part Fit rooms for thee! or that my heart Were so clean as Thy manger was! But I am all filth, and obscene, Yet, if thou wilt, thou canst make clean. 5. Sweet Jesus! will then; Let no more This Leper haunt, and soil thy door, Cure him, Ease him O release him! And let once more by mystic birth The Lord of life be borne in Earth. II. HOw kind is heaven to man! If here One sinner doth amend straight there is Joy, and every sphere In music doth Contend; And shall we then no voices lift? Are mercy, and salvation Not worth our thanks? Is life a gift Of no more acceptation? Shall he that did come down from thence, And here for us was slain, Shall he be now cast off? no sense Of all his woes remain? Can neither Love, nor sufferings bind? Are we all stone, and Earth? Neither his bloody passions mind, Nor one day bless his birth? Alas, my God Thy birth now here Must not be numbered in the year. The Check. PEace, peace! I blush to hear thee; when thou art A dusty story A speechless heap, and in the midst my heart In the same livery dressed Lies tame as all the rest; When six years thence digged up, some youthful eye Seeks there for Symmetry But finding none, shall leave thee to the wind, Or the next foot to Crush, Scattering thy kind And humble dust, tell then dear flesh Where is thy glory? 2. As he that in the midst of day Expects The hideous night, Sleeps not, but shaking off sloth, and neglects, Works with the Sun, and sets Paying the day its debts; That (for Repose, and darkness bound,) he might Rest from the fears i'th' night; So should we too. All things teach us to die And point us out the way While we pass by And mind it not; play not away Thy glimpse of light. 3. View thy forerunners: Creatures given to be Thy youth's Companions, Take their leave, and die; Birds, beasts, each tree All that have growth, or breath Have one large language, Death. O then play not! but strive to him, who Can Make these sad shades pure Sun, Turning their mists to beams, their damps to day, Whose power doth so excel As to make Clay A spirit, and true glory dwell In dust, and stones. 4. Hark, how he doth Invite thee! with what voice Of Love, and sorrow He begs, and Calls; O that in these thy days Thou knew'st but thy own good! Shall not the cries of blood, Of God's own blood awake thet? He bids beware Of drunkness, surfeits, Care, But thou sleep'st on; where's now thy protestation, Thy Lines, thy Love? Away, Redeem the day, The day that gives no observation, Perhaps to morrow. Disorder and frailty. WHen first thou didst even from the grave And womb of darkness beckon out My brutish soul, and to thy slave Becamest thyself, both guide, and Scout; Even from that hour Thou got'st my heart; And though here tossed By winds, and bit with frost I pine, and shrink Breaking the link twixt thee, and me; And oft-times creep Into th' old silence, and dead sleep, Quitting thy way All the long day, Yet, sure, my God I love thee most. Alas, thy love! 2. I threaten heaven, and from my Cell Of Clay, and frailty break, and bud Touched by thy fire, and breath; Thy blood Too, is my Dew, and springing well. But while I grow And stretch to thee, aiming at all Thy stars, and spangled hall, Each fly doth taste Poison, and blast My yielding leaves; sometimes a shower Beats them quite off, and in an hour Not one poor shoot But the bare root Hid under ground survives the fall. Alas, frail weed! 3. Thus like some sleeping Exhalation (Which waked by heat, and beams, makes up Unto that Comforter, the Sun, And soars, and shines; But e'er we sup And walk two steps Cooled by the damps of night, descends, And, whence it sprung, there ends,) Doth my weak fire Pine, and retire, And (after all my height of flames,) In sickly Expirations tames Leaving me dead On my first bed Until thy Sun again ascends. Poor, falling Star! 4. O, is! but give wings to my fire, And hatch my soul, until it fly Up where thou art, amongst thy tire Of Stars, above Infirmity; Let not perverse, And foolish thoughts add to my bill Of forward sins, and kill That seed, which thou In me didst sow, But dress, and water with thy grace Together with the seed, the place; And for his sake Who died to stake His life for mine, tune to thy will My heart, my verse. Hosea Cap. 6. ver. 4. O Ephraim what shall I do unto thee? O Judah how shall I entreat thee? for thy goodness is as a morning Cloud, and as the early Dew it goeth away. Idle Verse. GO, go, quaint follies, sugared sin, Shadow no more my door; I will no longer Cobwebs spin, I'm too much on the score. For since amidst my youth, and night, My great preserver smiles, we'll make a Match, my only light, And join against their wiles; Blind, desperate fits, that study how To dress, and trim our shame, That gild rank poison, and allow Vice in a fairer name; The purls of youthful blood, and bowls, Lust in the Robes of Love, The idle talk of feau'rish souls Sick with a scarf, or glove; Let it suffice my warmer days Simpered, and shined on you, Twist not my cypress with your Bays, Or Roses with my Yewgh; Go, go, seek out some greener thing, It snows, and freezeth here; Let Nightingales attend the spring, Winter is all my year. Sundays. BRight shadows of true Rest! some shoots of bliss, Heaven once a week; The next world's gladness prepossessed in this; A day to seek; Eternity in time; the steps by which We Climb above all ages; Lamps that light Man through his heap of dark days; and the rich, And full redemption of the whole weeks' flight. 2. The Pulleys unto headlong man; times bower; The narrow way; Transplanted Paradise; God's walking hour; The Cool o'th' day; The Creatures jubilee; God's parley with dust; Heaven here; Man on those hills of Myrrh, and flowers Angels descending; the Returns of Trust; A Gleam of glory, after six-days-showres. 3. The church's love-feasts; Times Prerogative, And Interest Deducted from the whole; The Combs, and hive, And home of rest. The milky way chalked out with Suns; a Clue That guides through erring hours; and in full story A taste of heaven on earth; the pledge, and Cue Of a full feast; And the Out Courts of glory. Repentance. LOrd, since thou didst in this vile Clay That sacred Ray Thy spirit plant, quickening the whole With that one grains Infused wealth, My forward flest crept on, and subtly stole Both growth, and power; Checking the health And heat of thine: That little gate And narrow way, by which to thee The Passage is, He termed a grate And Entrance to captivity; Thy laws but nets, where some small birds (And those but seldom too) were caught, Thy Promises but empty words Which none but Children heard, or taught. This I believed: And though a friend Came oft from far, and whispered, No; Yet that not sorting to my end I wholly listened to my foe. Wherefore, pierced through with grief, my sad Seduced soul sighs up to thee, To thee who with true light art Clad And seest all things just as they be. Look from thy throne upon this roll Of heavy sins, my high transgressions, Which I confess withal my soul, My God, Accept of my Confession. It was last day (Touched with the guilt of my own way) I sat alone, and taking up The bitter Cup, Through all thy fair, and various store Sought out what might outvie my score. The blades of grass, thy Creatures feeding, The trees, their leaves; the flowers, their seeding; The Dust, of which I am a part, The Stones much softer than my heart, The drops of rain, the sighs of wind, The Stars to which I am stark blind, The Dew thy herbs drink up by night, The beams they warm them at i'th' light, All that have signature or life, I summoned to decide this strife, And lest I should lack for Arrears, A spring ran by, I told her tears, But when these came unto the scale, My sins alone outweighed them all. O my dear God my life, my love! Most blessed lamb! and mildest dove! Forgive your penitent Offender, And no more his sins remember, Scatter these shades of death, and give Light to my soul, that it may live; Cut me not off for my transgressions, Wilful rebellions, and suppressions, But give them in those streams a part Whose spring is in my saviour's heart. Lord, I confess the heinous score, And pray, I may do so no more, Though then all sinners I exceed O think on this; Thy Son did bleed; O call to mind his wounds, his woes, His Agony, and bloody throws; Then look on all that thou hast made, And mark how they do fail, and fade, The heavens themselves, though fair and bright Are dark, and unclean in thy sight, How then, with thee, Can man be holy Who dost thine angel's charge with folly? O what am I, that I should breed Figs on a thorn, flowers on a weed! I am the gourd of sin, and sorrow Growing o'er night, and gone to morrow, In all this Round of life and death Nothing's more vile than is my breath, Profaneness on my tongue doth rest, Defects, and darkness in my breast, Pollutions all my body wed, And even my soul to thee is dead, Only in him, on whom I feast, Both soul, and body are well dressed, His pure perfection quits all score, And fills the Boxes of his poor; He is the centre of long life, and light, I am but finite, He is Infinite. O let thy Justice then in him Confine, And through his merits, make thy mercy mine! The BURIAL Of an Infant. Blessed Infant Bud, whose blossom-life Did only look about, and fall, Wearied out in a harmless strife Of tears, and milk, the food of all; Sweetly didst thou expire: Thy soul Flew home unstained by his new kin, For ere thou knew'st how to be foul, Death weaned thee from the world, and sin. Softly rest all thy Virgin-Crums! leapt in the sweets of thy young breath, Expecting till thy Saviour Comes To dress them, and unswadle death. Faith. BRight, and blessed beam! whose strong projection Equal to all, Reacheth as well things of dejection As th' high, and tall; How hath my God by raying thee Enlarged his spouse, And of a private family Made open house? All may be now coheirs; no noise Of Bond, or Free Can Interdict us from those Joys That wait on thee, The Law, and Ceremonies made A glorious night, Where Stars, and Clouds, both light, and shade Had equal right; But, as in nature, when the day Breaks, night adjourns, Stars shut up shop, mists pack away, And the Moon mourns; So when the Sun of righteousness Did once appear, That Scene was changed, and a new dress Left for us here; Veils became useless, Altars fell, Fires smoking die; And all that sacred pomp, and shell Of things did fly; Then did he shine forth, whose sad fall, And bitter fights Were figured in those mystical, And cloudy Rites; And as i'th' natural Sun, these three, Light, motion, heat, So are now Faith, Hope, Charity Through him complete; Faith spans up bliss; what sin, and death Put us quite from, Lest we should run for't out of breath, Faith bring us home; So that I need no more, but say I do believe, And my most loving Lord straightway doth answer, Live. The Dawning. AH! what time wilt thou come? when shall that cry The bridegroom's coming! fill the sky? Shall it in the Evening run When our words and works are done? Or will thy all-surprizing light Break at midnight? When either sleep, or some dark pleasure Possesseth mad man without measure; Or shall these early, fragrant hours Unlock thy bowers? And with their blush of light descry Thy locks crowned with eternity; Indeed, it is the only time That with thy glory doth best chime, All now are stirring, every field Full hymns doth yield, The whole Creation shakes off night, And for thy shadow looks the light, Stars now vanish without number, Sleepy Planets set, and slumber, The pursy Clouds disband, and scatter, All expect some sudden matter, Not one beam triumphs, but from far That morningstar; O at what time soever thou (Unknown to us,) the heaven's wilt bow, And, with thy Angels in the Van, Descend to Judge poor careless man, Grant, I may not like puddle lie In a Corrupt security, Where, if a traveller water crave, He finds it dead, and in a grave; But as this restless, vocal Spring All day, and night doth run, and sing, And though here born, yet is acquainted Elsewhere, and flowing keeps untainted; So let me all my busy age In thy free services engage, And though (while here) of force I must Have Commerce sometimes with poor dust, And in my flesh, though vile, and low, As this doth in her Channel, flow, Yet let my Course, my aim, my Love, And chief acquaintance be above; So when that day, and hour shall come In which thyself will be the Sun, Thou'lt find me dressed and on my way, Watching the Break of thy great day. Admission. HOw shrill are silent tears? when sin got head And all my Bowels turned To brass, and iron; when my stock lay dead, And all my powers mourned; Then did these drops (for Marble sweats, And Rocks have tears,) As rain here at our windows beats, Chide in thine Ears; 2. No quiet couldst thou have: nor didst thou wink, And let thy beggar lie, But e'er my eyes could overflow their brink Didst to each drop reply; Bowels of Love! at what low rate, And slight a price Dost thou relieve us at thy gate, And still our Cries? 3. We are thy Infants, and suck thee; If thou But hide, or turn thy face, Because where thou art, yet, we cannot go, We send tears to the place, These find thee out, and though our sins Drove thee away, Yet with thy love that absence wins Us double pay. 4. O give me then a thankful heart! a heart After thy own, not mine; So after thine, that all, and every part Of mine, may wait on thine; O hear! yet not my tears alone, Hear now a flood, A flood that drowns both tears, and groans, My saviour's blood. Praise. KIng of Comforts! King of life! Thou hast cheered me, And when fears, and doubts were rife, Thou hast cleared me! Not a nook in all my Breast But thou fill'st it, Not a thought, that breaks my rest, But thou killest it; Wherefore with my utmost strength I will praise thee, And as thou giv'st line, and length, I will raise thee; Day, and night, not once a day I will bless thee, And my soul in new array I will dress thee; Not one minute in the year But I'll mind thee, As my seal, and bracelet here I will bind thee; In thy word, as if in heaven I will rest me, And thy promise 'til made even There shall feast me. Then, thy sayings all my life They shall please me, And thy bloody wounds, and strife They will ease me; With thy groans my daily breath I will measure, And my life hid in thy death I will treasure. Though then thou art Past thought of heart All perfect fullness, And canst no whit Access admit From dust and dulness; Yet to thy name (as not the same With thy bright Essence,) Our foul, Clay hands At thy Commands Bring praise, and Incense; If then, dread Lord, When to thy board Thy wretch comes begging, He hath a flower Or (to his power,) Some such poor offering; When thou hast made Thy beggar glad, And filled his bosom, Let him (though poor,) Strew at thy door That one poor blossom. Dressing. O Thou that lovest a pure, and whitend soul! That feedest among the lilies, till the day Break, and the shadows flee▪ touch with one Coal My frozen heart; and with thy secret key Open my desolate rooms; my gloomy breast With thy clear fire refine, burning to dust These dark Confusions, that within me nest, And soil thy Temple with a sinful rust. Thou holy, harmless, undefiled high-priest! The perfect, full oblation for all sin, Whose glorious conquest nothing can resist, But even in babes dost triumph still and win; Give to thy wretched one Thy mystical Communion, That, absent, he may see, Live, die, and rise with thee; Let him so follow here, that in the end He may take thee, as thou dost him intend. Give him thy private seal, Earnest, and sign; Thy gifts so deal That these forerunners here May make the future clear; Whatever thou dost bid, let faith make good, Bread for thy body, and Wine for thy blood. Give him (with pity) love, Two flowers that grew with thee above; Love that shall not admit Anger for one short fit, And pity of such a divine extent That may thy members, more than mine, resent. Give me, my God thy grace, The beams, and brightness of thy face, That never like a beast I take thy sacred feast, Or the dread mysteries of thy blessed blood Use, with like custom, as my kitchen food▪ Some sit to thee, and eat Thy body as their Common meat, O let not me do so! Poor dust should lie still low, Then kneel my soul, and body; kneel, and bow; If Saints, and Angels fall down, much more thou. Easter-day. THou, whose sad heart, and weeping head lies low, Whose Cloudy breast cold damps invade, Who never feel'st the Sun, nor smooth'st thy brow, But sittest oppressed in the shade, Awake, awake, And in his Resurrection partake, Who on this day (that thou might'st rise as he,) Rose up, and canceled two deaths due to thee. Awake, awake; and, like the Sun, disperse All mists that would usurp this day; Where are thy palms, thy branches, and thy verse? Hosanna! hark; why dost thou stay? Arise, arise, And with his healing blood anoint thine eyes, Thy inward eyes; his blood will cure thy mind, Whose spital only could restore the blind. Easter Hymn. DEath, and darkness get you packing, Nothing now to man is lacking, All your triumphs now are ended, And what Adam marred, is mended; Graves are beds now for the weary, Death a nap, to wake more merry; Youth now, full of pious duty, Seeks in thee for perfect beauty, The weak, and aged tired, with length Of days, from thee look for new strength, And Infants with thy pangs Contest As pleasant, as if with the breast; Then, unto him, who thus hath thrown Even to Contempt thy kingdom down, And by his blood did us advance Unto his own Inheritance, To him be glory, power, praise, From this, unto the last of days. The Holy Communion. WElcome sweet, and sacred feast; welcome life! Dead I was, and deep in trouble; But grace, and blessings came with thee so rife, That they have quickened even dry stubble; Thus souls their bodies animate, And thus, at first, when things were rude, Dark, void, and Crude They, by thy Word, their beauty had, and date; All were by thee, And still must be, Nothing that is, or lives, But hath his quickenings, and reprieves As thy hand opes, or shuts; Healings, and Cuts, Darkness, and daylight, life, and death Are but mere leaves turned by thy breath. Spirits without thee die, And blackness sits On the divinest wits, As on the Sun eclipses lie. But that great darkness at thy death When the veil broke with thy last breath, Did make us see The way to thee; And now by these sure, sacred ties, After thy blood (Our sou'rain good,) Had cleared our eyes, And given us sight; Thou dost unto thyself betrothe Our souls, and bodies both In everlasting light. Was't not enough that thou hadst paid the price And given us eyes When we had none, but thou must also take Us by the hand And keep us still awake, When we would sleep, Or from thee creep, Who without thee cannot stand? Was't not enough to lose thy breath And blood by an accursed death, But thou must also leave To us that did bereave Thee of them both, these seals the means That should both cleanse And keep us so, Who wrought thy woe? O rose of Sharon! O the lily Of the valley! How art thou now, thy flock to keep, Become both food, and shepherd to thy sheep! Psalm 121. UP to those bright, and gladsome hills Whence flows my weal, and mirth, I look, and sigh for him, who fills (Unseen,) both heaven, and earth. He is alone my help, and hope, that I shall not be moved, His watchful Eye is ever open, And guardeth his beloved; The glorious God is my sole stay, He is my Sun, and shade, The cold by night, the heat by day, Neither shall me invade. He keeps me from the spite of foes, Doth all their plots control, And is a shield (not reckoning those,) Unto my very soul. Whether abroad, amidst the Crowd, Or else within my door, He is my Pillar, and my Cloud, Now, and for evermore. Affliction. PEace, peace; It is not so. Thou dost miscall Thy physic; pills that change Thy sick Accessions into settled health, This is the great Elixir that turns gall To wine, and sweetness; Poverty to wealth, And brings man home, when he doth range. Did not he, who ordained the day, Ordain night too? And in the greater world display What in the lesser he would do? All flesh is Clay, thou know'st; and but that God Doth use his rod, And by a fruitful Change of frosts, and showers Cherish, and bind thy powers, Thou wouldst to weeds, and thistles quite disperse, And be more wild than is thy verse; Sickness is wholesome, and Crosses are but curbs To check the mule, unruly man, They are heavens husbandry, the famous fan Purging the floor which Chaff disturbs. Were all the year one constant sunshine, we should have no flowers, All would be drought, and leanness; not a tree would make us bowers; Beauty consists in colours; and that's best Which is not fixed, but flies, and flows The settled Red is dull, and whites that rest Something of sickness would disclose. Vicissitude plays all the game, nothing that stirs, Or hath a name, But waits upon this wheel, Kingdoms too have their physic, and for steel, Exchange their peace, and furs. Thus doth God Key disordered man (which none else can,) Tuning his breast to rise, or fall; And by a sacred, needful art Like strings, stretch every part Making the whole most musical. The Tempest. HOw is man parceled out? how every hour Shows him himself, or something he should see? This late, long hea● may his Instruction be, And tempests have more in them than a shower. When nature on her bosom saw Her Infants die, And all her flowers withered to straw, Her breasts grown dry; She made the Earth their nurse, & tomb, Sigh to the sky, 'Til to those sighs fetched from her womb Rain did reply, So in the midst of all her scars And faint requests Her Earnest sighs procured her tears And filled her breasts. O that man could do so! that he would hear The world read to him! all the vast expense In the Creation shed, and slaved to sense Makes up but lectures for his eye, and ear. Sure, mighty love foreseeing the descent Of this poor Creature, by a gracious art Hid in these low things snares to gain his heart, And laid surprises in each Element. All things here show him heaven; waters that fall Chide, and fly up; Mists of corruptest some Quit their first beds & mount; trees, herbs, flowers, all Strive upwards still, and point him the way home. How do they cast off grossness? only Earth, And Man (like Issachar) in loads delight, Water's refined to Motion, air to Light, Fire to all * Light, Motion, heat. three, but man hath no such mirth. Plants in the root with Earth do most Comply, Their leaves with water, and humidity, The flowers to air draw near, and subtlety, And seeds a kindred fire have with the sky. All have their keys, and set ascents; but man Though he knows these, and hath more of his own, Sleeps at the ladder's foot; alas! what can These new discoveries do, except they drown? Thus grovelling in the shade, and darkness, he Sinks to a dead oblivion; and though all He sees, (like Pyramids,) shoot from this ball And lessening still grow up invisibly, Yet hugs he still his dirt; The stuff he wears And painted trimming take down both his eyes, Heaven hath less beauty than the dust he spies, And money better music than the Spheres. Life's but a blast, he knows it; what? shall straw, And bul-rush-fetters temper his short hour? Must he nor sip, nor sing? grows ne'er a flower To crown his temples? shall dreams be his law? O foolish man! how hast thou lost thy sight? How is it that the Sun to thee alone Is grown thick darkness, and thy bread, a stone? Hath flesh no softness now? midday no light? Lord! thou didst put a soul here; If I must Be broke again, for flints will give no fire Without a steel, O let thy power clear Thy gift once more, and grind this flint to dust! Retirement. WHo on yond throne of Azure sits, Keeping close house Above the morningstar, Whose meaner shows, And outward utensils these glories are That shine and share Part of his mansion; He one day When I went quite astray Out of mere love By his mild Dove Did show me home, and put me in the way. 2. Let it suffice at length thy fits And lusts (said he,) Have had their wish, and way; Press not to be Still thy own foe, and mine; for to this day I did delay, And would not see, but chose to wink, Nay, at the very brink And edge of all When thou wouldst fall My love-twist held thee up, my unseen link. 3. I know thee well; for I have framed And hate thee not, Thy spirit too is mine; I know thy lot, Extent, and end, for my hands drew the line Assigned thine; If then thou wouldst unto my seat, 'Tis not th'applause, and feat Of dust, and clay Leads to that way, But from those follies a resolved Retreat. 4. Now here below where yet untamed Thou dost thus rove I have a house as well As there above, In it my Name, and honour both do dwell And shall until I make all new; there nothing gay In perfumes, or Array, Dust lies with dust And hath but just The same Respect, and room, with every clay. 5. A faithful school where thou Mayst see In heraldry Of stones, and speechless Earth Thy true descent; Where dead men preach, who can turn feasts, and mirth To funerals, and Lent. There dust that out of doors might fill Thy eyes, and blind thee still, Is fast asleep; Up then, and keep Within those doors, (my doors) dost hear? I will. Love, and Discipline. SInce in a land not barren still (Because thou dost thy grace distil,) My lot is fallen, blessed be thy will! And since these biting frosts but kill Some tares in me which choke, or spill That seed thou sowest, blessed be thy skill! Blessed be thy Dew, and blessed thy frost, And happy I to be so crossed, And cured by Crosses at thy cost. The Dew doth Cheer what is distressed, The frosts ill weeds nip, and molest, In both thou workest unto the best. Thus while thy several mercy's plot, And work on me now cold, now hot, The work goes on, and slacketh not, For as thy hand the weather steers, So thrive I best, twixt joys, and tears, And all the year have some grean Ears. The Pilgrimage. AS travellers when the twilight's come, And in the sky the stars appear, The past day's accidents do sum With, Thus we saw there, and thus here. Then Jacob-like lodge in a place (A place, and no more, is set down,) Where till the day restore the race They rest and dream homes of their own. So for this night I linger here, And full of tossings too and fro, Expect still when thou wilt appear That I may get me up, and go. I long, and groan, and grieve for thee, For thee my words, my tears do gush, O that I were but where I see! Is all the note within my Bush. As Birds robbed of their native wood, Although their Diet may be fine, Yet neither sing, nor like their food, But with the thought of home do pine; So do I mourn, and hang my head, And though thou dost me fullness give, Yet look I for far better bread Because by this man cannot live. O feed me then! and since I may Have yet more days, more nights to Count, So strengthen me, Lord, all the way, That I may travel to thy Mount. Heb. Cap. xi. ver. 13. And they Confessed, thus they were strangers, and Pilgrims on the earth. The Law, and the Gospel. LOrd, when thou didst on Sinai pitch And shine from Paran, when a fiery Law Pronounced with thunder, and thy threats did thaw Thy people's hearts, when all thy weeds were rich And Inaccessible for light, Terror, and might, How did poor flesh (which after thou didst wear,) Then faint, and fear! Thy Chosen flock, like leaves in a high wind, Whispered obedience, and their heads inclined. 2. But now since we to Zion came, And through thy blood thy glory see, With filial Confidence we touch even thee; And where the other mount all clad in flame, And threatning Clouds would not so much As 'bide the touch, We Climb up this, and have too all the way Thy hand our stay, Nay, thou tak'st ours, and (which full Comfort brings) Thy Dove too bears us on her sacred wings. 3. Yet since man is a very brute And after all thy Acts of grace doth kick, Slighting that health thou gav'st, when he was sick, Be not displeased, If I, who have a suit To thee each hour, beg at thy door For this one more; O plant in me thy Gospel, and thy Law, Both Faith, and Awe; So twist them in my heart, that ever there I may as well as Love, find too thy fear! 4. Let me not spill, but drink thy blood, Not break thy fence, and by a black Excess Force down a Just Curse, when thy hands would bless; Let me not scatter, and despise my food, Or nail those blessed limbs again Which bore my pain; So Shall thy mercies flow: for while I fear, I know, thou'lt bear, But should thy mild Injunction nothing move me, I would both think, and Judge I did not love thee. John Cap. 14. ver. 15. If ye love me, keep my commandments. The World. I Saw Eternity the other night Like a great Ring of pure and endless light, All calm, as it was bright, And round beneath it, Time in hours, days, years Driven by the spheres Like a vast shadow moved, In which the world And all her train were hurled; The doting Lover in his queintest strain Did their Complain, Near him, his Lute, his fancy, and his flights, Wits so our delights, With gloves, and knots the silly snares of pleasure Yet his dear Treasure All scattered lay, while he his eyes did pour Upon a flower. 2. The darksome statesman hung with weights and woe Like a thick midnight-fog moved there so slow He did nor stay, nor go; Condemning thoughts (like sad eclipses) scowl Upon his soul, And Clouds of crying witnesses without Pursued him with one shout. Yet digged the Mole, and lest his ways be found Worked under ground, Where he did Clutch his prey, but one did see That policy, Churches and altars fed him, Perjuries Were gnats and flies, It rained about him blood and tears, but he Drank them as free. 3. The fearful miser on a heap of rust Sat pining all his life there, did scarce trust His own hands with the dust, Yet would not place one piece above, but lives In fear of thieves. Thousands there were as frantic as himself And hug'd each one his pelf, The downright Epicure placed heaven in sense And scorned pretence While others slipped into a wide excess Said little less; The weaker sort slight, trivial wares enslave Who think them brave, And poor, despised truth sat Counting by Their victory. 4. Yet some, who all this while did weep and sing, And sing, and weep, soared up into the Ring, But most would use no wing. O fools (said I,) thus to prefer dark night Before true light, To live in grots, and caves, and hate the day Because it shows the way, The way which from this dead and dark abode Leads up to God, A way where you might tread the Sun, and be More bright than he. But as I did their madness so discuss One whispered thus, This Ring the bridegroom did for none provide But for his bride. John Cap. 2. ver. 16, 17. All that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the father, but is of the world. And the world passeth away, and the lusts thereof, but he that doth the will of God abideth for ever. The mutiny. WEary of this same Clay, and straw, I laid Me down to breath, and casting in my heart The after-burthens, and griefs yet to come, The heavy sum So shook my breast, that (sick and sore dismayed) My thoughts, like water which some stone doth start Did quit their troubled Channel, and retire Unto the banks, where▪ storming at those bounds, They murmured sore; But I, who felt them boil And knew their Coyl, Turning to him, who made poor sand to tire And tame proud waves, If yet these barren grounds And thirsty brick must be (said I) My task, and destiny, 2. Let me so strive and struggle with thy foes (Not thine alone, but mine too,) that when all Their Arts and force are built unto the height That Babel-weight May prove thy glory, and their shame; so Close And knit me to thee, That though in this vale Of sin, and death I sojourn, yet one eye May look to thee, To thee the finisher And Author of my faith; so show me home That all this foam And frothy noise which up and down doth fly May find no lodging in mine eye, or ear, O seal them up! that these may fly Like other tempests by. 3. Not but I know thou hast a shorter Cut To bring me home, than through a wilderness, A Sea, or Sands and Serpents; Yet since thou (As thy words show) Though in this desert I were wholly shut, Canst light and lead me there with such redress That no decay shall touch me; O be pleased To fix my steps, and whatsoever path Thy sacred and eternal will decreed For thy bruised reed O give it full obedience, that so seized Of all I have, I may nor move thy wrath Nor grieve thy Dove, but soft and mild Both live and die thy Child. Revel. Cap. 2. ver. 17. To him that overcometh will I give to eat of the hidden Manna, and I will give him a white stone, and in the stone a new name written, which no man knoweth, saving he that receiveth it. The Constellation. FAir, ordered lights (whose motion without noise Resembles those true Joys Whose spring is on that hill where you do grow And we here taste sometimes below,) With what exact obedience do you move Now beneath, and now above, And in your vast progressions overlook The darkest night, and closest nook! Some nights I see you in the gladsome East, Some others near the West, And when I cannot see, yet do you shine And beat about your endless line. Silence, and light, and watchfulness with you Attend and wind the Clue, No sleep, nor sloth assails you, but poor man Still either sleeps, or slips his span. He grops beneath here, and with restless Care First makes, than hugs a snare, Adores dead dust, sets heart on corn and grass But seldom doth make heaven his glass. Music and mirth (if there be music here) Take up, and tune his year, These things are Kin to him, and must be had, Who kneels, or sighs a life is mad. Perhaps some nights he'll watch with you, and peep When it were best to sleep, Dares know Effects, and Judge them long before, When th' herb he treads knows much, much more. But seeks he your Obedience, Order, Light, Your calm and well-trained flight, Where, though the glory differ in each star, Yet is there peace still, and no war? Since placed by him who calls you by your names And fixed there all your flames, Without Command you never acted ought And then you in your Courses fought. But here commissioned by a black self-will The sons the father kill, The Children Chase the mother, and would heal The wounds they give, by crying, zeal. Then Cast her blood, and tears upon thy book Where they for fashion look, And like that Lamb which had the dragon's voice Seem mild, but are known by their noise. Thus by our lusts disordered into wars Our guides prove wandering stars, Which for these mists, and black days were reserved, What time we from our first love swerved. Yet O for his sake who sits now by thee All crowned with victory, So guide us through this darkness, that we may Be more and more in love with day; Settle, and fix our hearts, that we may move In order, peace, and love, And taught obedience by thy whole Creation, Become an humble, holy nation. Give to thy spouse her perfect, and pure dress, Beauty and holiness, And so repair these Rents, that men may see And say, Where God is, all agree. The shepherds. SWeet, harmless lives! (on whose holy leisure Waits Innocence and pleasure;) Whose leaders to those pastures, and clear springs, Were Patriarchs, Saints, and Kings, How happened it that in the dead of night You only saw true light, While Palestine was fast a sleep, and lay Without one thought of Day? Was it because those first and blessed swains Were pilgrims on those plains When they received the promise, for which now ‛ I was there first shown to you? 'Tis true, he loves that Dust whereon they go That serve him here below, And therefore might for memory of those His love there first disclose; But wretched Salem once his love, must now No voice, nor vision know, Her stately Piles with all their height and pride Now languished and died, And Bethlems humble cots above them stepped While all her Seers slept; Her Cedar, fir, hewed stones and gold were all Polluted through their fall, And those once sacred mansions were now Mere emptiness and show, This made the Angel call at reeds and thatch, Yet where the shepherd's watch, And God's own lodging (though he could not lack,) To be a common Rack; No costly pride, no soft-cloathed luxury In those thin cells could lie, Each stirring wind and storm blew through their Cots Which never harboured plots, Only Content, and love, and humble joys Lived there without all noise, Perhaps some harmless Cares for the next day Did in their bosoms play, As where to lead their sheep, what silent nook, What springs or shades to look, But that was all; And now with gladsome care They for the town prepare, They leave their flock, and in a busy talk All towards Bethlem walk To see their souls great shepherd, who was come To bring all stragglers home, Where now they find him out, and taught before That Lamb of God adore, That Lamb whose days great Kings and Prophets wished And longed to see, but miss. The first light they beheld was bright and gay And turned their night to day, But to this later light they saw in him, Their day was dark, and dim. Misery. LOrd, bind me up, and let me lie A prisoner to my liberty, If such a state at all can be As an imp serving thee; The wind, though gathered in thy fist, Yet doth it blow still where it list, And yet shouldst thou let go thy hold Those gusts might quarrel and grow bold. As waters here, headlong and loose The lower grounds still chase, and choose, Where spreading all the way they seek And search out every hole, and Creek; So my spilt thoughts winding from thee Take the down-rode to vanity, Where they all stray and strive, which shall Find out the first and steepest fall; I cheer their flow, giving supply To what's already grown too high, And having thus performed that part Feed on those vomits of my heart. I break the fence my own hands made Then lay that trespass in the shade, Some fig-leaves still I do devise As if thou hadst nor ears, nor Eyes. Excess of friends, of words, and wine Take up my day, while thou dost shine All unregarded, and thy book Hath not so much as one poor look. If thou steal in amidst the mirth And kindly tell me, I am Earth, I shut thee out, and let that slip, Such music spoils good fellowship. Thus wretched I, and most unkind, Exclude my dear God from my mind, Exclude him thence, who of that Cel Would make a Court, should he there dwell. He goes, he yields; And troubled sore His holy spirit grieves therefore, The mighty God, th' eternal King Doth grieve for Dust, and Dust doth sing. But I go on, haste to divest Myself of reason, till oppressed And buried in my surfeits I Prove my own shame and misery. Next day I call and cry for thee Who shouldst not then come near to me, But now it is thy servant's pleasure Thou must (and dost) give him his measure. Thou dost, thou com'st, and in a shower Of healing sweets thyself dost power Into my wounds, and now thy grace (I know it well,) fills all the place; I sit with thee by this new light, And for that hour thou'rt my delight, No man can more the world despise Or thy great mercies better prize. I School my eyes, and strictly dwell Within the Circle of my Cel That Calm and silence are my Joys Which to thy peace are but mere noise. At length I feel my head to ache, My finger's Itch, and burn to take Some new employment, I begin To swell and foam and fret within. " The Age, the present times are not " To snudge in, and embrace a Cot, " Action and blood now get the game, " disdain treads on the peaceful name, " who sits at home too bears a load " Greater than those that gad abroad. Thus do I make thy gifts given me The only quarrellers with thee, I'd lose those knots thy hands did tie, Then would go travel, fight or die. Thousands of wild and waste Infusions Like waves beat on my resolutions, As flames about their fuel run And work, and wind till all be done, So my fierce soul bustles about And never rests till all be out. Thus wilded by a peevish heart Which in thy music bears no part I storm at thee, calling my peace A Lethargy, and mere disease, Nay, those bright beams shot from the eyes To calm me in these mutinies I style mere tempers, which take place At some set times, but are thy grace. Such is man's life, and such is mine The worst of men, and yet still thine, Still thine thou know'st, and if not so Then give me over to my foe. Yet since as easy 'tis for thee To make man good, as bid him be, And with one glance (could he that gain,) To look him out of all his pain, O send me from thy holy hill So much of strength, as may fulfil All thy delight (what e'er they be) And sacred Institutes in me; Open my rocky heart, and fill It with obedience to thy will, Then seal it up, that as none see, So none may enter there but thee. O hear my God hear him, whose blood Speaks more and better for my good! O let my cry come to thy throne! My cry not poured with tears alone, (For tears alone are often foul) But with the blood of all my soul, With spirit-sighs, and earnest groans, Faithful and most repenting moans, With these I cry, and crying pine Till thou both mend and make me thine. The Sap. COme sapless Blossom, creep not still on Earth Forgetting thy first birth; 'Tis not from dust, or if so, why dost thou Thus call and thirst for dew? It tends not thither, if it doth, why then This growth and stretch for heaven? Thy root sucks but diseases, worms there seat And claim it for their meat. Who placed thee here, did something than Infuse Which now can tell thee news. There is beyond the Stars an hill of myrrh From which some drops fall here, On it the Prince of Salem sits, who deals To thee thy secret meals, There is thy Country, and he is the way And hath withal the key. Yet lived he here sometimes, and bore for thee A world of misery, For thee, who in the first man's loins didst fall From that hill to this vale, And had not he so done, it is most true Two deaths had been thy due; But going hence, and knowing well what woes Might his friends discompose, To show what strange love he had to our good He gave his sacred blood By will our sap, and Cordial; now in this Lies such a heaven of bliss, That, who but truly tastes it, no decay Can touch him any way, Such secret life, and virtue in it lies It will exalt and rise And actuate such spirits as are shed Or ready to be dead, And bring new too. Get then this sap, and get Good store of it, but let The vessel where you put it be for sure To all your power most pure; There is at all times (though shut up) in you A powerful, rare dew, Which only grief and love extract; with this Be sure, and never miss, To wash your vessel well: Then humbly take This balm for souls that ache, And one who drank it thus, assures that you Shall find a Joy so true, Such perfect Ease, and such a lively sense Of grace against all sins, That you'll Confess the Comfort such, as even Brings to, and comes from Heaven. Mount of Olives. WHen first I saw true beauty, and thy Joys Active as light, and calm without all noise Shined on my soul, I felt through all my powers Such a rich air of sweets, as Evening showers Fand by a gentle gale Convey and breath On some parched bank, crowned with a flowery wreath; Odours, and mirth, and balm in one rich flood O'r-ran my heart, and spirited my blood, My thoughts did swim in Comforts, and mine eye confessed, The world did only paint and lie. And where before I did no safe Course steer But wandered under tempests all the year, Went bleak and bare in body as in mind, And was blown through by every storm and wind, I am so warmed now by this glance on me, That, midst all storms I feel a Ray of thee; So have I known some beauteous Paisage rise In sudden flowers and arbours to my eyes, And in the depth and dead of winter bring To my Cold thoughts a lively sense of spring. Thus fed by thee, who dost all beings nourish, My withered leaves again look green and flourish, I shine and shelter underneath thy wing Where sick with love▪ strive thy name to sing, Thy glorious name! which grant I may so do That these may be thy Praise, and my Joy too. Man. WEighing the steadfastness and state Of some mean things which here below reside, Where birds like watchful Clocks the noiseless date And Intercourse of times divide, Where Bees at night get home and hive, and flowers Early, as welll as late, Rise with the Sun, and set in the same bowr●; 2. I would (said I) my God would give The staidness of these things to man! for these To his divine appointments ever cleave, And no new business breaks their peace; The birds nor sow, nor reap, yet sup and dine, The flowers without clothes live, Yet Solomon was never dressed so fine. 3. Man hath still either toys, or Care, He hath no root, nor to one place is tied, But ever restless and Irregular About this Earth doth run and ride, He knows he hath a home, but scarce knows where, He says it is so far That he hath quite forgot how to go there. 4. He knocks at all doors, strays and roams, Nay hath not so much wit as some stones have Which in the darkest nights point to their homes, By some hid sense their Maker gave; Man is the shuttle, to whose winding quest And passage through these looms God ordered motion, but ordained no rest. ¶ I walked the other day (to spend my hour,) Into a field Where I sometimes had seen the soil to yield A gallant flower, But Winter now had ruffled all the bower And curious store I knew there heretofore. 2. Yet I whose search loved not to peep and peer I'th' face of things Thought with myself, there might be other springs Besides this here Which, like cold friends, sees us but once a year, And so the flower Might have some other bower. 3. Then taking up what I could nearest spy I digged about That place where I had seen him to grow out, And by and by I saw the warm Recluse alone to lie Where fresh and green He lived of us unseen. 4. Many a question Intricate and rare Did I there strew, But all I could extort was, that he now Did there repair Such losses as befell him in this air And would e'er long Come forth most fair and young▪ 5. This past, I threw the Clothes quite o'er his head, And stung with fear Of my own frailty dropped down many a tear upon his bed, Then sighing whispered, Happy are the dead! What peace doth now Rock him asleep below? 6. And yet, how few believe such doctrine springs From a poor root Which all the Winter sleeps here under foot And hath no wings To raise it to the truth and light of things, But is still trod By every wandering clod. 7. O thou! whose spirit did at first inflame And warm the dead, And by a sacred Incubation fed With life this frame Which once had neither being, form, nor name, Grant I may so Thy steps tract here below, 8. That in these Masques and shadows I may see Thy sacred way, And by those hid ascents climb to that day Which breaks from thee Who art in all things, though invisibly; Show me thy peace, Thy mercy, love, and ease, 9 And from this Care, where dreams and sorrows reign Lead me above Where Light, Joy, Leisure, and true Comforts move Without all pain, There, hid in thee, show me his life again At whose dumb urn Thus all the year I mourn. Begging. KIng of Mercy, King of Love, In whom I live, in whom I move, Perfect what thou hast begun, Let no night put out this Sun; Grant I may, my chief desire! Long for thee, to thee aspire, Let my youth, my bloom of days Be my Comfort, and thy praise, That hereafter, when I look O'er the sullied, sinful book, I may find thy hand therein Wiping out my shame, and sin. O it is thy only Art To reduce a stubborn heart, And since thine is victory, Strong holds should belong to thee; Lord than take it, leave it not Unto my dispose or lot, But since I would not have it mine, O my God, let it be thine! Jude ver. 24, 25. Now unto him that is able to keep us from falling, and to present us faultless before the presence of his glory with exceeding joy, To the only wise God, our Saviour, be glory, and majesty, Dominion and power, now and ever, Amen. FINIS.