The sad and doleful Lamentation of ORIGEN after his Fall: Set up as a Seamark to make others beware of doing the least Evil, that good( even the greatest Good) may come of it.  

BEing much affencted with this Example of Origen, as deeming it exceeding rare, remarkable, and forcible to make others beware: I have much desired, that some Stationer would print it with some other small piece, for the common good; and thereupon I engaged first one, and after that another, who were to print Spira, that they would add this of Origen unto it, leaving my Copy with them; but neither of them kept their promise, because forsooth, that of Spira alone would sell for six pence, and both together for no more: A solid reason! while a little gain shall be more stood upon, then the glory of God, and good of Souls! Yet this is the worlds method, and as common, as cursed and barbarous. All which considered, none of them( I hope) can justly blame me for filling up the voided pages of this Sheet with that which may pleasure thousands. For I dare say, there is not one Reader of forty, that have formerly met with the same in any Author.   

IN the dayes of Severus lived Origen, a man famous for Learning, and in mental excellencies most rare and singular: He was bold and fervent under the Reign of Severus, Maximinus, and Decius, in assisting, comforting, exhorting and cherishing the Martyrs that were imprisoned, with such danger of his own life, that had not God wonderfully protected him, he had been stoned to death many times of the heathen multitude; for such great concourse of men and women went daily to his house to be catechised and instructed in the Christian Faith by him, that Souldiers were hired of purpose to defend the place where he taught them.  
Again, such search sometime was set for him, that neither shifting of place, nor country could hardly serve him. In which laborious travels and affairs of the Church, in teaching, writing, confuting, exhorting and expounding, he continued about fifty two years, unto the times of Decius and Gallus; divers and great persecutions he sustained, but especially under Decius: In his body he sustained Bonds and Torments, Rackings with Bars of Iron, stinking and dark Dungeons, besides terrible threats of Death and Burning; all which he manfully and constantly suffered for Christ: Yet at length( like an Isicle) he that could endure the rough Northern Wind of Persecution well enough, melted with the heat of the Sun( sweet Allurements and fair promises of Satan and his Adherents; his own flesh also proving a treacherous solicitor:) For in the end, being brought by the Idolatrous Infidels to an Altar of theirs, he shamefully condescended to offer Incense thereupon, in manner as followeth, by his own Confession.  
When( saith he) I sought to 'allure and win these Idolaters by cunning means to the knowledge of the Son of God, after much sifting, they promised me( unhappy man!) that they would by crafty conveyances avoid the subtlety of Satan, and be baptized: But being ignorant and unskilful in their divers cunning sleights, they( together with the Devil) undermined my simplicity, and Satan turning himself into an Angel of Light, reasoned with me that same Night, saying: When thou art up in the Morning, go on and persuade them, and bring them unto God; and in case they demand ought of thee, so they will harken and condescend unto thee, do what thou shalt think necessary, without staggering at all at the matter, to the end many may be saved. And again, the Devil going before to prepare the way, whetted their Wits to device mischief against me, silly wretch, and sowed in their minds hypocrisy, dissimulation, and deceit. But I, O unhappy creature, skipping out of my bed at the dawning of the day, could not finish my wonted Devotions, neither accomplish my usual Prayer: But wishing that all men might be saved, and come to the knowledge of the Truth, I folded and wrapped myself in the snares of the Devil. I got me unto the wicked Assembly, I required of them to perform the Covenant made the night before; and coming( as I thought) unto the Baptism, I( silly soul) not knowing of any thing, answered but in a word, and became reproachfully defamed. I spake without malice, yet felt I their inveterate and deadly spite; for instantly the Devil raised an Assembly about me, who carried me to an Altar of theirs; where a foul filthy Ethiopian being appointed, this option or choice was offered unto me; namely, Whether I would sacrifice to the Idol, or have my body polluted with that soul and ugly Ethiopian? In which straight, I having ever kept my Chastity undefiled, and much abhorring that filthy villainy to be done to my body, broke out into many moans, lamentations, and cries against both; Yet( O wretched man that I am) at length yielded rather to Sacrifice. Whereupon the Judge putting Incense into my hand, caused me to set it to the fire upon the Altar; for the which impiety, I was delivered both from that, and martyrdom. But upon my discharge, the Devil raised a marvelous out-cry in the City, in pronouncing against me that just, and yet unjust sentence, Origen hath sacrificed.  
Whereupon he was Excommunicated out of the Church and driven with shane and sorrow out of Alexandr●a, and going to Jerusalem, and being there among the Congregation, was requested by the Priests to make some Exhortation in the Church to the people, the which he refused to do for a great while; but at length being constrained through importunity, he rose up, and turning the Book as though he would have expounded some place of the Scripture, he happened upon, and red onely the 16 verse of the 50 Psalm▪ where he found it thus written; But God said unto the sinner, What hast thou to do to declare my Statutes, or that thou shouldst take my Covenant into thy mouth? seeing thou hatest instruction, and castest my words behind thee? Which being red, he shut the Book, and sate down weeping and wailing, the whole Congregation weeping and lamenting with him, he said unto the Church, Wo is me: my Mother which brought me forth as an high and lofty Turret, yet suddenly I am turned down to the ground; as a fruitful three, yet quickly withered; as a burning light, yet forthwith darkened; as a running fountain, yet by and by dried up. Wo is me that ever I was decked with all gifts and graces, and now seem pitifully to be deprived of all. The Lord hath made and engrafted me a fruitful Vine, but instead of pleasant Clusters of Grapes, I brought forth pricking Thorns. Let the well-springs of tears be stirred up, and let my Cheeks be watered; let them flow upon the earth, and moisten it, for that I am soaked in sin, and bound in mine iniquity; every creature sorroweth, and may well pity my case; for that I was wont heretofore to pour out my Prayers unto God for them all, but now there is no salue for me. Where is he that went down from Jerusalem to jericho, who also salved and cured him that was wounded of the Thieves? When as I went about to enlighten others, I darkened myself; when I endeavoured to bring others from death to life, I brought myself from life to death.  
O blinded heart! how didst thou not remember? O foolish mind! how didst thou not bethink thyself? O witless brain! how didst thou not understand? O thou Sense of Understanding! where didst thou sleep? But it was the Devil which provoked thee to slumber and sleep, and in the end, to slay thy unhappy and wretched soul: He bound my power and might, and wounded me. I bewail sometime the fall of samson, but now have I fallen far worse myself. I bewailed heretofore the fall of Solomon, yet now am I fallen far worse myself. I have bewailed heretofore the estate of all sinners, yet now am I plunged worse then them all. samson had the hair of his head clipped off, but the Crown of Glory is fallen off my head. samson lost the carnal eyes of his body, but my spiritual Eyes are digged out: Even as he was severed from the Israelites, and held captive among Idolaters, so I have separated myself from the Church of God, and am joined with evil spirits. Alas! my Church liveth, yet am I a Widower. Alas! my Sons be alive, yet am I barren. Alas! O Spirit which camest heretofore down upon me, why hast thou forsaken me? O thou Devil, what hast thou done unto me? O Satan, how hast thou wounded me? It was the wiliness of a Woman that brought samson to his confusion: but it was my own Tongue that brought me to this sinful fall. Alas! every Creature rejoiceth, and I alone forsaken and sorrowful: Bewail him that is bereaved of the Holy Ghost; bewail me that am thrust out of the Wedding-Chamber of Christ; bewail me that am tormented with the prick of Conscience; for now it behoveth me to  shed infinite tears for my great sin. Who knoweth whether the Lord will have mercy upon me? whether he will pity my fall? whether he will be moved with my desolation? whether he will have respect unto my humility, and incline his tender compassion towards me? Now let the Elders mourn▪ for that the staff whereto they learned is broken. Now let the young men mourn, for that their School-Master is fallen. Now let the Virgins mourn, for that the advancer of virginity is defiled. Now let the Priests mourn, for that their Patron and Defender is shamefully fallen from the Faith. Assist me Holy Spirit, and give me Grace to repent; Let the Fountain of tears be opened, and gush out into streams, to see if that peradventure I may have the Grace worthily and thoroughly to repent: Why hast thou shut my mouth by the holy Prophet David? Am I the first that have sinned? Or am I the first that fell? Why hast thou forsaken me, and banished me from among the Saints, and astonied me to preach thy Laws? Saint Peter, the Pillar of Truth, after his fall, wiped away that bitter passion of forswearing his Master, with mournful tears, and was purged from the venom of the Serpent in a short time. Restore me again to my former health of salvation: O all ye which behold my wounds, tremble for fear, least God forsake you, and you fall into the like crime. O woe is me, that I am severed from among the company of the blessed Assemblies: I have my death's wound; I see the Clouds in the sky shadowing the Light from me, and the Sun hiding from me his bright beams. O Satan, what Mischief hast thou wrought unto me? How hast thou pierced my breast with thy poisoned Dart? Thinkest thou that my ruin will avail thee any thing at all? Thinkest thou to procure unto thyself ease and rest, whiles that I am grievously tormented? But how can I speak, when as my Tongue is tied? My Lips dare not once move, my Throat is dammed up, all my senses and instruments are polluted with iniquity. But I will proceed on; and first, I will fall to the ground on my bare knees, and make mine humble supplication unto all the faithful and blessed of God, both great and small, that they will help me, silly wretch, which by reason of the superfluity of my sin, dare not crave ought at the hands of God: O ye Saints and blessed of God, with waterish eyes and wet cheeks soaked in dolour and pain, I beseech you to fall down before the Mercy-seat of God for me miserable sinner: Wo is me, that am compassed thus on every side, and shut up in my sin: The Lord hath made me an Angel, I have made myself a Devil: I was as a skilful Lawyer, yet am I overthrown by my unrighteous dealing: I was an heir of the kingdom of God, but now am an inheritor of the kingdom of the Devil: I am choked with infamous doings; but who will minister moisture unto the Temples of my Head? and who will give streams of tears unto my Eyes, that I may bewail myself in this my sorrowful plight? O all ye my friends, tender my case, pity my person, in that I am dangerously wounded, in that I am a scorn to all men; for having trodden under foot the Seal and Cognizance of my Profession, and joined in league with the Devil. In that I am rejected and cast away from the face of God; it is for my lewd life that I am thus polluted. I see the Spider over my seat building his Cobweb: There is no sorrow like to my sorrow; there is no affliction that exceedeth my affliction; there is no bitterness that passeth my bitterness; there is no lamentation more lamentable then mine; neither is there any sin greater then my sin, for there is no salue for me. Where is that good shepherd of Souls? I have broken my vow I made in Baptism. Alas that ever I was Doctor, and now occupy not the room of a Disciple! Thou knowest, O Lord, that I fell against my Will: Who is able to signify unto me when again I shall be coupled and made Companion of the Saints of God? O! I am not worthy to hear the message of them that bring such tidings; for the threats of the Prophets and Evangelists only belong unto me. O the bosom of Abraham, the which I am deprived of! I am become partaker with the Rich Man in his Condemnation, and scorching flames in the horrible pit. I am tormented with the prick of Conscience; I do fear the dreadful day of judgement, for that I am damned for ever. I do fear the punishment, for that it is eternal. I will prostrate myself before the Threshold and Porches of the Church, that I may entreat all people, both small and great, and will say unto them, Trample and tread me under foot, which am the foolish Salt, the unsavoury Salt; tread me which have no taste nor relish of God. Wo is me that I fell most dangerously, and cannot rise again. Assist me, O holy Spirit, and give me Grace to repent, and wipe out of the Book of the Conscience the Accusation printed against me: Yea, do thou, O Lord, think upon me, though I am of polluted lips, and have uttered lewd things with my Tongue; and accept thou Repentance, Affliction, and bitter Tears, the dolour of my heart, and the heaviness of my soul; and have mercy upon me, and raise me up from out of the mire of Corruption and Filth, for the puddle hath even choked me up. Wo is me, that sometime was a Pearl glistering in the golden garland of Glory, but now thrown into the dust, and trodden in the mire of contempt! Wo is me that the Salt of God now lieth on the dunghill! O how many great streams of Lamentation and tears will wash away my sin, and purge mine humble heart? I will turn my talk to God: Why hast thou lift me up, and cast me down? I had not committed this impiety, unless thou hadst withdrawn thy hand from me. David sinned too bad in thy sight, yet after his Repentance thou receivedst him to mercy. Grant that I may not become an habitation for Divels, but that I may trample under foot the devil, which hath trod upon me. I have fallen and am bruised, there is no health in me. Why hast thou, O Lord, broken down my hedge and strong holds. The wild Boar out of the wood hath destroyed me, and the wild Beasts of the field hath eaten me up. Rid me, O Lord, from the roaring Lion, that the Bill of sin written against me may be blotted out; that I may cease from my Lamentation in the evening, and receive joy in the morning. Let my sackcloth be rent in sunder, and gird me with joy and gladness.  
Thus in his bitter affliction and grief of mind, he uttered these things confusedly and out of order.    
FINIS.  

London, Printed by D. M. and are to be given at James Crump's, in Little Bartholomews Well-yard. 1661.