Class Book ropyri^htN" y^^7 COPYRIGHT DEPOSnv Thy white prnhs, too, ivere mim OUIVIRA BY HARRISON CONRARD Illustrated with original drawings by Charles C. Svendsen and W. E. Rollins BOSTON RICHARD G. BADGER 1907 Copyright, igoy, by Richard G. Badger All Rights Reserved |UBR/\RYofC0NaRE9S TwoCapiei Rtceived DEC 18 1907 Copyriim tntry \7Hc is M^7 CLASS 4 JWc. NO. 'copy b. J jqi)^ The Gorham Press, Boston, U. S. A. AD MATREM Beloved, thou hast led My feet through field and heather, Flower-sweets beneath, overhead Glad skies that smiled fair weather: Come, come, and we shall tread Once more the paths together. OUT WEST When the world of waters was parted by the stroke of a mighty rod, Her eyes were the first of the lands of earth to look on the face of God; The white mists robed and throned her, and the sun in his orbit wide Bent down from his ultimate pathway and claimed her his chosen bride; And He that had formed and dowered her with the dower of a royal queen, Decreed her the strength of mighty hills, the peace of the plains between; The silence of utmost desert, and canons rifted and riven. And the music of wide-flung forests where strong winds shout to heaven. Sharlot M. Hall CONTENTS Page Absent One, The 84 J J Patrem .... 84 An Abandoned Place 45 An Easter Lily 106 Angling ..... 35 An Idle Moment no Arizona ..... 22 Assumption, The 72 At Death 76 Audubon 77 Barcarolle 87 Brown Mother s Lullaby, A 27 California 117 Captain William 0. O'Neill 52 Casa Grande . 46 Child Sleeping, A lOI Christmas Hymn, The ■ 65 Cliff Dweller, The . 43 Dawn: Among the Mountains no Day, The ... 75 Dead City, The 43 Dead on the Desert . 31 Dead Sun, A . 109 Death .... 77 Desert, The 30 Donald so True 95 CONTENTS Page Dying /Antelope, The. .... 49 Easter Morn . 72 First Love, A . 86 Forest Lullaby, A 52 Fragment, A . • 97 Gethsemane 71 God-Seeking 58 God's Voice and Mans 114 Grand Canon, The 32 Her 'Cello 91 Hermit Thrush, The. 80 Ho pi Pastoral, A 23 Hopi Prayer, A 22 Hour of Prayer, The 109 If This Were All of Life . 59 I Have Torn the Bars Asunder 20 In Old Tucson 89 In Solitude 36 Kentucky Sunrise, A 112 Kentucky Sunset, A . 112 Lady's Picture, A . . . 105 Little While, A 85 May Fancy, A 78 Maurine .... 88 Mirage, The . 30 Mob-Fury .... 56 CONTENTS Page Mortgaged . . . . . .114 Nativity, The 69 Navajo's JVooing, The 26 Night's Prelude 112 Oak Creek 34 Origin of Song, The . 85 Wandering Pilgrim 61 Painted Desert, The . 29 Passing of Summer, The "3 Pentient, The . 75 Picture Book, The . 102 Prayer-Birds ■ 83 Priceless Gift, The . . 62 Prospector, The 28 Pure Soul, A . • 63 Quivira . 13 Rose and the Thorn, The 100 Ruined Mission, The 47 St. Dominic 74 San Xavier del Bac . 46 Shepherdess' Song, The 93 She Sang to Me 90 Song of the Pines, The 50 Soul and the Star, The 59 Soul-Journeyings • 63 Soul's Passion, The . • 76 CONTENTS Page Soul's Progress, The ..... 64 Sparrow, The . 81 Stampede, The . 47 Stars, The 107 Tempest's Voice, The III That Was May 96 Thine Image Was Anear . 93 Thought's Infinity 57 To a Broken Lute 87 To a Child 100 To a Scholar . 74 Tribute to Washington, A . 54 Twilight: Among the Mountains III Two Spirits of Autumn "3 Unrest .... 57 Weaver, The 25 Winter's Tale, The . "5 Woman's Faith, A . 92 Woodpecker, The 82 Yosemite 116 10 LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS " Thy white peaks, too, zuere mine " Frontispiece Quivira, tailpiece . . . . . 19 / Have Torn the Bars Asunder, tailpiece . 21 "Down io the sculptured deep of her Design of Matter singing to Supernal Night" Opposite 22 '' A Hopi Pastoral, tailpiece ... 24 The Prospector, tailpiece .... 28 " The desert stretches far as eye may scan Opposite 30 -^ Dead on the Desert, tailpiece . . , 31 "In the midst of the throne of the King" Opposite 32 ^ "A house fallen to ruin " . . . . 44 The Ruined Mission Opposite 47- God-Seeking, tailpiece .... 58 The Christmas Hymn, tailpiece ... 68 Gethsemane, tailpiece . . . . 71 The Shepherdess' Song, tailpiece . . 94 '/ saw 'twas an old, old poem he'd penned in his earlier years" Opposite 98 The Picture Book, tailpiece . . . 104 *He sees the toil with its meager yield, and rests, heart-sore, on his slender hoe" Opposite 114^ California, tailpiece . . . .117 QUIVIRA Greed is; and full of blame the red desire That prompts its murderous passion. Kings are slaves No less than beggars to it; world-strewn graves Mark its wide waste; ne'er flames the jealous fire Of war where perjured power doth not aspire To some unholy profit; never craves A soul for its foul meed but finds it knaves Through sin and death to urge its aims for hire. In quest, a god; pursued, a phantom; found, A thing of hell with all the stench of hell About it, choking into fevered swound The noble virtues with the fumes that swell From its foul essence: yet its luring sound All men enticeth, knowing this full well. Seductive whispers of a land of gold, Far to the north, had touched the empire where Castilian greed, usurping Aztec crown, O'er pagan dust had reared its capital. So was anew the lust for treasure fired Within the breasts of Spain's adventurous crew, And newer conquest for new gain proposed With faint report of far-off Cibola, Walled in with gold, another whisper came Of myriad souls in pagan shadow darked, 13 Waiting the touch of Christ's redemption-light Themselves to glorify. So was anew, In the wide fields of His transcendent love, The sweet desire for newer conquest fired Within the bosoms of Christ's hallowed few. Who for His sake so loved their fellow-men Danger and death no dull repugnance found In them that love pursuing. Cavaliers, Gay in the plumage of Castilian pride. Eager as love love's eager casement seeking. Lured by a dream of Ophir, treasure-bound. Rode out in quest thereof; but not for gold Did he who led them forth the venture try: Fray Marcos he, his inspiration born Of that pure love for fellow, in pursuit Of which if death be found its recompense, Most sweet were death. They went, returned, and bore To Sinaloa's capital report Of the vast land far to the north and west, In treasure rich, and rich in restless souls That yearned to cast the old tradition down, Beating to dust its monstrous gods of stone, And in the New Tradition joyous hail The benediction-sign of El Senor. Born were new hopes of these entrada tales. And of new hopes were new ambitions born. Which, taking form, into the fabled land Another journey urged. Proud knights were they. 14 And when forth from the gates of Culiacan Rode Coronado and his cavaHers, High were their hopes of conquest and of gold In the enchanted lands of Cibola: But in the hearts of those of high desire — Fray Marcos, he whose foot the land had trod, And Fray Padilla — in the fore advancing, Hopes were of conquest in the treasure-fields Of Christ's sweet glory. Through the wilderness. Gay, guerdon-buoyed, they urged, o'er burning sands, Crying with gaunt despair to cloudless skies (Drouth-calloused skies, bronzed by a savage orb) For the glad rain-cloud's gentle benison. Death lay in wait for each succeeding step In ever-changing form, but foiled, o'ercome, They journeyed on through tedious weeks of toil. Till o'er the waste the walls of Zuni rose Before their anxious gaze. Then Cibola No more was dream, but the awaking hung A blight, deep-brooding, o'er the souls of those Whose golden hopes were blackened 'neath the frown Of walls of meanly earth, where gilded domes. Studded with jewels, and rich palaces In their dream-city in wild riot stood. Then in derision hot rebuke they hurled On gentle Marcos, who, gibe-stung, turned back The patient leagues to far-off Culiacan. 15 Before the Spanish arms the humble Cibola Quick fell in conquest. To the north and west Then journey made a band of dauntless men, And, finding there a group of villages. Possession took in Spain's imperial name. Soon were vast fields accrued to Spain's broad power, And here and there pushed troops of ardent knights, Thirsting for conquest and for treasure mad. Till to the lip of the Bewild'ring Gorge, Bathed in a flood of half-translucent mists, In whose far depth a mighty river flowed. Came Cardenas and his intrepid band. In Coronado's camp a savage was, El Turco, from the eastern plains, who fired Anew the Spanish hopes with earnest tales Of treasure-lands far to the east, where stood Majestic cities, gloried with the gold So blindly coveted. In plenty rich. Before the fancy of the dauntless knights The far Quivira rose, a wonderland Where palaces with courts of fretted gold, Azured with turquoise, lifted up their domes, Bright in the glory of a golden sun. High o'er its mural girdle of rare metals. Led by El Turco, toward the sun new-risen The knights of Spain their course impatient turned, In that untraversed empire, as they went. Building in thought broad cities, gorgeous burning In the gay glint of riches infinite. Before whose wondrous majesty e'en swooned Rebellious fancy. Light of heart were they, In sweet anticipation groaning bent With heavy spoil of gold and amethyst. i6 Counting the tedious miles, complainingless, On foot toiled Fray Padilla in the van, His the sweet zeal dark souls to sanctify. His quest the glory of the Common King. Across broad tracts of death-inviting wastes. O'er mountains tipped with sun-disdaining snows Into the boundless plains where maddened herds Of shaggy bison, like tumultuous clouds That slipped their anchors in their skyey seas And fell to earth, toward far Quivira moved The tireless train, though ever patient, still Impatient for the sense-appaUing glow Of the long search. Then from the cunning guide, When e'en impatient patient toil had grown, Like after days of silent watchfulness From oracle long dumb, the promise came That ere another sun its zenith passed Quivira's domes would blaze upon their sight In overmastering glory. Passed the sun, Still stretched the plains in distance infinite, And 'gainst the faint horizon outlined was Nor dome nor tower. Then but another day Quivira would reveal; but, journeyed on. The plains grew vaster in their searching gaze. Another day, and day on weary day. And still Quivira ever was beyond The journey of a brief day's gradual passing. The plains grew dull and long the toilsome miles, But still allured by the gay city's largess. 17 In riotous extravagance strewn forth, Each dawn they journeyed toward the rising sun, Until, far-traveled, to the humble huts Of a mean village came — and this Quivira. Then, sick of heart, in deep dejection turned They to the west, and the long miles retraced Back to the empire of the setting sun. Gold found they none; but, struggling in the dark, A plenitude of souls the plains revealed To whom Padilla longed to bring the joy Of El Se''or. Then to Quivira turned He once again, and through the same dread waste He journeyed, o'er the same snow-smiling peaks. Across the same wide tracts that erst had felt The tread of feet lured by a golden myth. He went — but came not thence, save that his clay His loved brown children from Quivira bore Back to their sweet Isleta, there to rest: But, restless e'er, in death even as in life. In hallowed quest dark souls to steep with joy. Though passed have many generations, still His body incorruptible uplifts In punctual time its weight of earthen shield, And from his sepulture his blessing smiles On those he loved with an immortal love. In journey long, in hunger and in thirst. In heat and cold, in peril and in pain. And in long watchings, he Quivira found, Quivira brighter than the fairest dream Born of the fancy of Spain's cavaliers. But found it not o'er waste or peak or plain, But through the shadow of the martyr-tomb. i8 Kinsmen of God are they who hold it sweet To love their fellows for their Master's sake; Scorned the soft unctions whose allurements make Life's common worm a worldly paraclete, Through hunger, thirst, contagion, cold, and heat That love pursuing, even as He, partake They of Christ's life and love who strive to wake The fuller man in man but half complete. And even as He Who, uncomplaining, gave His life for those He loved, a sacrifice At their own hands, so do His kinsmen crave, For love of Him and them, the blessed prize — Through the dark journey of the martyr-grave — Of martyr-crown in God's eternal skies. 19 I HAVE TORN THE BARS ASUNDER I have torn the bars asunder, I have broken the chains that bound me; I have shredded the w^eb wherein the spider of care had wound me; And lo, unfettered I come to thee with thy sunHt glory, Sweet Land! whose clouds are a song and whose every stone is a story! An aUen too long was I in the gentle land that bore me; My dream-world e'er wert thou, with thy sweet skies arching o'er me; The scent of thy pines was mine, their low song and their sighing. And the wail of thy desert sands, to the cool palms ever crying. Thy white peaks, too, were mine, and the depths of thy vast abysses. The roar of thy mountain storms and thy south- wind's tender kisses; Thy dusky tribes were mine, and oft in their huts I found me. With the smoke of the camp-fire twined like a phantom-cloud around me. 20 But now I am thine, sweet Land! who wert ever mine in my dreaming, And real are thy golden skies which long were only seeming: Ah, banished too long was I from thy plains and thy mountains hoary. Whose every cloud is a song and whose every stone is a story! 21 ARIZONA She led me faint across the sullen blight Of the warped desert; then these eyes of mine She touched with life, and lo, incarnadine Stretched the fair skies o'er joyful valleys, dight In palm and citrus. Still pursued our flight Up mountain slopes, through the mysterious pine, Down to the sculptured deep of her Design Of Matter singing to Supernal Might. "These are my realms!" she said: I turned to gaze On her who, erst unseen, had guided me; And lo, a child's face, framed in silken hair, Shone glorious on me, like her skies ablaze With sunset; but a child still, limbed was she, Like the young lion in his native lair. A HOPI PRAYER Rain! rain! For the growing grain. For the high white mesa, the pale wide plain! To the gods that fly The clouds in the sky Child of the Snake Woman, run with our cry! Rain! rain! For the thirsting plain, For the sad, pale melon, the squash, and the grain! Our prayer in your breast, Go forth to the west. The east, south, north, with your soft skin pressed Down hard on the sand Of our dry, harsh land, 22 i?^*V, Down to the scul pturcd deep of her Dcugn Of Matter stnging to Supernal Might" That the gods may see that you bear the brand Of the woeful need Of the plant and the seed: For your tongue will droop and your breast will bleed. Then the gods will know That the wind should blow The black clouds up from the far below, And our prayer and cry, In your breast that lie, The gods that whirl the clouds through the sky Will know are true. And the rain and the dew With a hand of fire o'er the plain will strew. Rain! rain! For the dying plain: For the sad, pale melon, the squash, and the grain! A HOPI PASTORAL Lin the melons and you on the steep Of the half-barren mesa-slope, trailing your sheep, Why tarry so long. And what is your song Whose sweets to my ear from the brown mesa creep ? " Lo-lomaj ! Lo-lomai! Maid in the melons. Your dark glossy hair. Of its arches grown weary, On your brown shoulders bare Is yearning to fall, like the sweet summer rain On the warm glowing sands of the desolate plain!" 23 I in the melons and you on the steep, While your love-hallowed notes from the brown mesa leap, Hark to my song. As you loiter along Far in the wake of your faint-lowing sheep: "Lo-lomai! L6-lomai! Youth on the mesa, Allured by your prayer, ' Unwound from its arches. My dark, flowing hair O'er my shoulders has dropped, like the slant summer rain That drenches the sands of the broad desert plain!" \ i %j!/C-Pvofl^. 24 THE WEAVER Subtle The shuttle, But subtler the skill of the maiden Who draweth the train Of her delicate skein Through the warp with her long toil laden. It seemeth She dreameth, And into the woof she is twining — Dark child of the sun — Her sweet dreams of one Away o'er the desert sands pining. Sighing, And plying The thread of her long toil-measure, A vigil she keeps Down the mesa-steeps For the bound of her dark heart-pleasure. Ah, subtle The shuttle. But subtler the skill of the maiden That draweth the train Of love's bright skein Through the warp of a life heavy laden. 25 THE NAVAJO'S WOOING The winds of the sun am I And breath of the moon art thou: I gather the clouds in the sky, Thou sweepest them back to the brow Of the mountain, where melted are they By the delicate joy of thy breath, And they hide in the passes away. Lest I summon their spirits to death. The pine on the mountain am I And the grass at my feet art thou: I pierce the cloud in the sky And its opals drop soft on thy brow; I sift down a blanket of snow And drive off the spirits of cold; And the chiefs of the sun dare not throw Their shafts through my mantle's deep fold. Come thou to my lodge, and thy smile Will burn up its desolate gray: For afraid are the sun-spirits while The moon-spirit stayeth away; And the sun and the cloud-dripping pine Will gladden the moon and the grass. And my snow and my rain shall be thine. And the sheaves of the mists as they pass. 26 A BROWN MOTHER'S LULLABY Under the low mesquite, ,.. Sumah! sumah! my sweet! Hear the laugh of the little ha, As it runs away from the big en-yah ! When the yah-ma-see and the white el-lah Have come up behind the great red face, Han-ne, thy father, will come, my sweet, With quail from the thicket and deer from the chase. Under the low mesquite, Sumah! sumah! my sweet! Under the low mesquite, Sumah! sumah! my sweet! Little brown antelope, have not a fear — The prowling maw-ha-ta will not find you here: He is up on the peaks in the pa-kah, my dear. When out in the trail creeps the long el-ou-ee, Han-ne, thy father, will come, my sweet. With rabbit and turkey for you and for me. Under the low mesquite, Sumah! sumah! my sweet! 27 THE PROSPECTOR Thy ringing metal let the dull earth feel; Cleave thou the rock, streaked like the golden morn; Forth from a touch of thy toil-tempered steel The busy din of industry is born. 28 THE PAINTED DESERT The Sun-god loves thee though the Rain-god hates. And with sweet witchery on thy sands he plays; Wide ope he swings his vast cerulean gates, And, with mysterious colors in his rays, Pours down his ardent floods that, tide on tide, In shoreless billows surging infinite, Fall on thy bubbling cauldron, vision-wide, In quivering waves of myriad-tinted light. The Sun-god loves thee, for, with luminous breath, Expanding wide from his ethereal car, Thrilling with life thy sullen dunes of death And with soft touch soothing thy hideous scar, He, god-like, with strange potency, hath traced A heaven of beauty on thy hell of waste. 29 THE DESERT Impiteous sands, impiteous skies of brass, One vast in breadth, the other so in height, In horizontal distance infinite Meeting! Hath moist-cloud never deigned to pass Across thee, thirsting sky ? Hath never grass. Lush-sprouted, come in all its glad delight. Insatiate waste, to soothe thy aching blight And shame thy spiteful sand-growths, harsh and crass ? A frown thy answer: yea, a withering frown, Caught by the skies, borne by the shifting sand From ocotillas, ghosts of fiendish joy, Up to the great saguaros (looking down Upon a bleaching skeleton) that stand Like ruined columns 'mid the piles of Troy. THE MIRAGE The Lady of the Desert, spirit-fair. Now soft allures me with her witchery; O'er the hot sand-waste she enticeth me, Pointing the mimic grove and saying, "There The cool arroya waits." Across the bare. Sun-blistered desert where abideth she My feet are wooed by her sweet travesty, Till, journeyed far, she whispers faint, "Beware!" Then, with a mocking laugh, she blinds mine eyes. And naught behold I save the dulling span; Across my path the wind-flung sand-rain flies. Harsh beating 'gainst my thirsting caravan; And where was erst her greening paradise The desert stretches far as eye may scan. 30 K-, DEAD ON THE DESERT "Have mercy, God!" and on the dune sun-curs'd He fell, his gourd crushed in his shrunken hand; Yet in the anguish of consuming thirst His purple lips touched but the burning sand. The spiteful sun, mocking his feeble cry, Drank his red sap as from its solstice-throne It slow dropped down behind the western sky, Leaving him there on the wide waste — alone! Alone ? Nay, for the slimy lizard crept Across his blistered flesh; and soon the long Thin serpent came, and, coiling where he slept. Hissed in his ear and sang its deadly song; While harsh the wind made sport against his cheek And starved coyotes answered shriek on shriek. 31 THE GRAND CANON God said: " Earth, child of My will, That spinnest the web of Time And weavest thereof the warp and the woof of Life, A city I would have for thee, With a palace and throne of infinite splendor, Whither shall come, when ended thy long toil- plodding, I and My hosts and My legions To judge of thy fabric. "Time I have made thy master — Time who sheareth the flocks for the web whereof thou spinnest and weavest — And him I commission My architect. Who, with his servants, the artisan-elements, Out of thy noblest matter. Thy granite and onyx and bronze, Thy gold and thy silver. Shall build the city. The throne and the palace, For the ultimate coming Of thy King and thy Master Eternal." Saying, He dreamed. Time, stealing up to the gates of Eternity, Saw not within, But near, Of the Dream caught from beyond An atom-breath, Saw an atom-gleam. Heard an atom-measure. 32 In the tntdst of the throne of the King " Then, from God's otherland turning, Straight unto earth he whirled, And, all about him the artisan-elements calling. Bade them to hew and to carve and to build. Counting each punctual moment with patient precision, Through ages of eons they hewed and they carved and they builded — Time and his servants — Slow working Out of a chaos of matter The design of the city, The throne and the palace. Caught in an atom-breath. An atom-ray, An atom-sound, From an Infinite Dream. Vast temples of onyx and gold, Vast courts of bronze and of silver, Vast palaces many, Embrasures, battlements, ramparts. Minarets, pinnacles, towers, And walls of enduring granite. In the midst the Throne of the King, They hewed and they carved and they builded, Till out of their toil came the Wonderful City, Vast as empire. Then rested Time and his servants. The artisan-elements. 33 God saw and smiled; And over the City Mysterious, The City of Glory, From His countenance fell A miracle of light and of mists, Of color and glow, And He said: "It is well!" OAK CREEK Stream of the mystic, wild and sweet, Shut in by thy enduring walls, Lo, now thy witchery lures my feet To thy still pools and spray-white falls. A thrill of earth is on thy breast, A touch of heaven is in thy song. And all the joys the soul loves best Within thee and about thee throng. I hear a reed-voice through thy trees: Methinks mute, sylvan Pan awakes And his mad votive melodies Forth from his pipe mellifluous shakes. But 'tis not Pan; I walk in dream; It is thy wave and ripple-ring, Leaping from shade to shivered gleam. Sweet brook! that the lilt-measure sing. 34 And while my soul the wild notes thiill, I mark thy awful might, O stream. That hewed the cloven walls until Out of chaos thy sculptured dream Came forth a waking paradise, On whose each separate atom-wing To God's unchanging Beauty flies Creation's votive ofFerinjz. ANGLING The waterfall sang above In a resonant baritone; The white shoals fretted below, Flute-voiced, o'er pebble and stone; A brown thrush spilled his song Through the leaves of the sycamore, And a mock-bird mimicked and teased From the bush on the covert shore. The broad pool lay at my feet In the depths of the tranquil wild. As calm as nun's white soul, "As clear as the thoughts of a child." Out floated my gossamer line, Unfolding swift coil on coil, As light as a maiden's will, As eager as love for spoil. 35 The white fly dimpled the pool, A shiver of silver flame — As true as an arrow-shot — From a nook mysterious came; A quiver, a shock, and a thrill Swift ran from rapids to shoal, Through line to the bow-bent rod. Through hand to my very soul. And the glory of conquest rose Soon out of the troubled stream, For real from the Elfin Chance I had snatched his silver dream. So real from the hearts of men We may draw full many a prize. For who may know the pleasure-thrills That out of the depths may rise ? IN SOLITUDE Here let me by the limpid stream Court Solitude, where noisy mart Finds no response, but the pure art Of Nature has its reign supreme. Far from the mad world's stern decrees A panting fugitive I fly. While wan Care, with her haggard eye. Who dogged me long, shrinks, turns, and flees. 36 And lo! from every nook appear A myriad Fancies: light of wing And fleet of foot they come, and bring The ghosts of many a vanished year. I frown not, though their nimble feet Bring forth the satyr and the faun To sport across the woodland lawn And dance upon its emerald sheet. Here Melancholy sits, sweet maid Of pallid brow and flowing hair; The wood-nymphs found her in her lair And dragged her hither, half afraid, Half shrinking, for the satyrs dance In glee before her drooping eyes. And though her pale lips part with sighs, Their revel drowns her utterance. Afar off", down the mystic vale A reed- voice cometh; from the stream The god Pan snatched it, and the dream Of mellow sound that steeps the gale Takes form, and lo! a lovely maid — The pensive Muse — comes forth and lives, And while to Song her soul she gives, Sits dreaming in the somber shade. The gods have heard: they come, and prone They cast them at her feet; then bear Her to the sun-tipped peak, and there They place her on a golden throne. She smiles; and bard and poet throng With wild harp to her feet, and pour Their rhapsodies of love and war In one unbroken burst of song 37 Upon the madly throbbing air. But why, sweet heavenly Muse, rejoice ? Too soon the arch-angelic Voice Shall falter at the touch of Care, Shall cringe at Mammon's throne, and creep A groveling worm. Alas, too soon Thy fair Parnassus shall be strewn With rankling weeds from base to steep, And heavenly sweets of sound and song That flood the cloud-protruding peak Shall drown beneath the stench and shriek Of glutted vulture-beasts that throng The carcass of dead Art. And lo. The clamorous shouts and war's alarms, And clash and crash of Trojan arms Grow faint and fainter. Lost the glow Of Orpheus' lyre, that made its slave The dumb of Nature. Broken lies The oaten stop, while yonder flies, In haste, Silenus to his cave. And he who did the realm explore Infernal, lifting from its throng Of damned fiends, a heaven-lit song. Seeks his accustomed way no more. Apollo's lute is stilled; the hair Is trailing loose; and the sublime Full Voice that soared in God's own clime Is lost upon the stifling air. Sluggish the Avon's flow; the roar Of wild Materialism's tide O'erwhelms th' immortal Voice that sighed And sang upon its shelving shore. 38 And lo! upon Parnassus' slope A myriad pigmies strive to climb; The sweet narcissus and the thyme They wound and crush as wild they grope, With eyes benighted, up the steeps: They falter, fall; and at the base, With anguished voice and ghastly face, Implore the goddess as she sleeps Upon the summit. Is it sleep ? Or is it death ? If sleep, oh, haste The hour of waking! Let us taste Once more from out the hallowed deep Of thy sweet cup the nectar'd draught Which made the very gods with joy Inebriate! Awake: destroy With thy all-withering scorn the craft And trade that barter in thy name The black, distorted infamies From which hell's shameless legate flies. Unused to such degree of shame! Awake! dispel the hideous dream! Cast off the nightmare that has bound Thee in its chains of darkness! Sound Thy dulcet-string, and let the gleam Of thy sweet eyes shine forth again Amid the waste, that heaven may come Once more to earth, and drive the gloom And damp from out thy sacred fane! Awake! behold the leaden sky, O'erspread with mists! Touch but thy string. And monstrous glooms must all take wing Before thy melting melody! 39 She waketh not: her sacred lyre Responds no more! It is not sleep! Sweet Muse! — For o'er yon golden steep The famished vulture marks his gyre; The gaunt she-wolf, with skulking tread, Comes forth her ghastly prey to seek, And with long howl and hideous shriek, She tears the entrails from the dead To make her ghoulish feast, the while The vulture swoops upon his prey And holds mad revel. Woe the day When foul infection warped the smile Which wrapped those steeps in heaven-lit skies. And filled with such celestial hymn The slopes, it drew the cherubim. Mistaking earth for paradise! And yet, methinks the vulture-beast But feeds upon corporeal parts; The spirit lives; the God of Arts Looks down upon th' unholy feast From His starlitten fields, and weeps; For there, far o'er Parnassus' height. In Splendor Beatific dight. He holds His reign; nor dies, nor sleeps. But breathes into the glowing soul The fires of His own symphony. And bears her up that she may see The Source Divine, and catch the roll Of heavenly harmonies, and hear The notes eternal wing their flight Majestic through Elysian light From farthest orb to farthest sphere. 40 There rules the Destiny of Song, And guides the faltering wings to rise Through the vast blue expanse of skies, And opes the lips that full and strong Breathe forth the choral strains that roll Reverberant on ethereal shores: 'Tis God's own hand; 'tis His that pours The heavenly essence in the soul. And lips ordains with seething fires To rise o'er Splendor's steeps and sing, And hands anoints to smite the string In union with celestial choirs. O Muse Divine! Eternal Muse! If but the craven bird and beast On yonder Mount make ghastly feast Of Thy fair prototype, diffuse Into our barren souls a breath Of Thy eternal hymn, all pure. All sweet, that then we may endure Stern life, forgetting death is death. Song is not dead! Throw off the pall! He lives who taught the bard to sing And gave his soul the silken wing To soar in realms ethereal; And gave him ear to catch the flight Of His celestial strains, and eyes To pierce the blue of azured skies And gaze upon Elysium's light. Song is not dead: God lives, and He Is all of Song and all of Art, Who breathes into the throbbing heart The fires of His divinity. 41 It is the world gone mad: and blind To the One Beautiful, she gropes In darkness up Parnassus' slopes, And, faltering, falls. O Muse, all kind! Give her but sight that she may see, Give her but sound that she may hear. And make her strong to do and bear That she may scale the heights to Thee! But she will not! And lo, the night Comes on without a twilight; hoarse Bloweth the wind; the river's course Obscures in mists; a palling blight O'erhangs the fading Mount; nor sound Of pastoral reed nor shepherd's note Is heard, nor heavy thyme-scents float Adown the vale; but the lean hound Bays at the feverish moon; and Woe, Gaunt-cheeked and hollow-eyed, and torn Her hair, comes forth to weep and mourn And pour her tears in silence. Grow The dense shadows denser. I strive For utterance; I moan; I sigh; But through the mists can only cry, With trembling voice, "Forgive! Forgive!" 42 THE DEAD CITY Tomb of a vanished race; sepulchral aisles; Sarcophagus in which the pomps and powers Of a dead age are locked eternal; piles Of ruined toil; lonecourts; slow-crumblingtowers, — Vocal, yet voiceless! All about ye falls The half-hushed echo of strange tongues that prate Of your deep mysteries: but within your walls Walk your white ghosts dumb and disconsolate. THE CLIFF DWELLER In riddle speak thy ruined walls to me: They tell of thee who in thy sheer abode, Like eagle's nest, with instincts fresh from God, Sought'st refuge here from thy fierce enemy; And then they say thou camest because in thee Dwelt that superior love for His wild steeps Which in the simple child of nature leaps Above the grosser instincts longingly. Yet hath no hand unraveled the long skein Of thy vague past. 'Tis well: so let it lie A slave to Mutability, whose reign Hath strewn the world with ruins far and nigh, Even in thy narrow streets, thy walls of stone, As in Persepolis on her mountain throne. 43 ^ A house fallen to ruin*' AN ABANDONED PLACE A field all fallow: Sedge and the cockle grown wild o'er the way; The riotous thistle and weeds Glutting the soil with their seeds; The gaunt lynx seeking her hapless prey; The loathed toad and unclean Dwelling the reeds among; And the water-snake, darting its forked tongue Out of the pond with its scum of green. A house fallen to ruin: , The roof caved in, the gables burst out: The windows broken, the lawn unmown; A fence neglected with weeds o'ergrown; Vines running mad all round about; The half-wild swine, famished and lean, Housed on the wet-warped floor, Where oft in the gay dance gliding o'er, Dainty feet, proud feet have been. Art thou the field all fallow ? Art thou the house all ruin ? O my heart! O my soul! Lest it be, beware! Lest it be, prepare! With plow and blade make thy glebe all fair; And thy house make whole With the tools God gives — as sharp and true As ever a skilful workman knew — And ruin and riot and rank decay Shall steal like the coward wolf away, Finding a master there. 45 CASA GRANDE Could mine eyes pierce thy mural mystery, What pomp departed might they then behold ? A blazoned throne in a vast court of gold Where jeweled empress sate, enchanting thee With her dark beauty, and the reverent knee Of sw^arthy knight, touching her sacred floor — Is this thy past ? Or did thy massive door Shut in the frown of some hewn diety ? Thou answerest not, Sphinx of forgotten age! Thy halls are dumb, and dumb thy ruined piles; And while thy secret in thy crumbling towers Is locked eternal, lo, in piteous rage The Spirit of Decay shrieks through thine aisles, And in thy courts the ghost of vanished powers! SAN XAVIER DEL BAG I look upon thee, and, as in a glass, I see reflected in thy walls antique The age that was; and gentle Kino, meek In saintly fervor, sings his holy Mass Upon thy desert sands. Then gradual pass Thy swart, bronz'd artisans, slow shaping thee, Till lifts thy miracle of majesty Out of the toil of their broad hands of brass. Now in thy vaulted nave, where subtile skill Of sainted hands hath left inheritance, I kneel with thy dark children, and a thrill Of holy awe hangs o'er, like the hushed trance That bows the pilgrim when alone he stands 'Mid the vast piles that strew the Theban sands. 46 " The ruined mission THE RUINED MISSION O'er the husks of thy gloried reign The shifting sand dunes gather: But deep hes the golden grain In the bins of the Harvest Father. THE STAMPEDE Wrapped in our blankets we lay that night At the marge of the desert brown, Watching the ghostly stars come up And watching the stars go down. We told our tales and we sang our songs As the night-breeze rose and fell; And the "clock-stars" told it was middle night Ere we turned into sleep's corral. Our rest was sweet, for the night was still, Save the sound of the clanking chain Of our tired caballos, hoppled near, And a lone owl's weird refrain; Still save these and the muffled sounds That rose from the sleeping herd, And a lean coyote's distant yell, And the leaves that the night-wind stirred. But our dreams were brief, for out on the hush That shrouded our wild retreat There rose the voice of the bellowing herd And the rush of a myriad feet. Was it the freak of a locoed steer, Or the lean coyote's yell ? Or was it the voice of the lonely owl ? Or a Cottonwood leaf that fell ? 47 Quten sabe ? But there like a living storm They swayed o'er the desert sands, And we argued not what the cause might be When the call rang out, "All hands!" With ready bits to our steeds we sprung, And, cinching the leathern gird. We loosed the hopples and whirled away In the wake of the maddened herd. O'er the yielding sand to the rear we plunged, Then swung out over the plain, And down the line of that seething flesh We swept like a hurricane. The cactus fell at touch of the herd And crushed was the low mesquite, And the sharp mescal was ground to dust By the blows of its angry feet. Ho! how we shouted! and one wild voice Rang loud o'er the desert sand — The same dread voice that the steer had heard When he felt the sting of the brand ; The same that woke when over his horn The long, lithe reata fell — The voice that in the rodeo-time Had curdled his blood with its yell. Oh, how they writhed and quivered and quailed When that wild, shrill voice rang out! And the long line wavered, the dense ranks broke 'Neath the sting of that terrible shout: But the mad herd closed up its ragged lines As it whirled o'er the desert plain, And the air was filled with the turbulent sand Till it fell o'er the waste like rain. 48 Up to the head of the great, black cloud We plunged where the leader ran; And then with an oath and a shout and a song The perilous mill began. The leader fell, and a leader sprang To the fore o'er the fallen steer. And the quivering carcass was torn to shreds By the galloping feet in the rear. We whirled them round in a long, wild sweep, And, just at the break of day. We swung them in at the desert's edge Where the grass-green valley lay; And quiet came to the panting herd With the touch of the morning light: And the boys — God knew what their peril was. And He guarded them well that night. THE DYING ANTELOPE Thy quivering flesh rebukes me, and thine eyes. Melting with piteous pleading, seek the hand That found thy life in quest of vulgar prize And ruthless tore thee from thy timid band; And yet in vain thy pleadings: impotent To give thee back that which it snatched from thee. The hand that deft the craven missile sent Now feeble swoons and trembles helplessly. Could I recall the keen lead's bitter sting And wake thy sinewed limb to life again. Or bid with sorcerous touch the wild flood sing In living measure through thy clogging vein, I could forgive the wretched hand that smote Thy joyous chord with death's dull, wavering note. 49 THE SONG OF THE PINES When the long array of shadows Had vanquished the hosts of light, I saw the purple evening Swoon into the arms of night; And a sob crept through the forest — A low sob, choked with tears, Like the grief of a mother-nation O'er her war-slain children's biers. Then came a note of wailing That echoed from pine to pine Till it rose in the measured choral Of a solemn dirge divine. It swelled to the mist-veiled mountain, It sank to the fallow plain. Till the great pines throbbed with sorrow For the vanquished hosts and the slain. The soft winds came to soothe them And the sweet dews brought them balm, But far too deep was their anguish For a tender kiss to calm. The notes of their lamentations Grew deep and full and strong. Till it seemed that the far skies echoed The strains of their mournful son . 50 Then I heard a voice in the forest That the whole world seemed to thrill, And full o'er the plaintive measures It cried out: "Peace! Be still! "The vanquished shall give new battle And the dead shall live again; And over the hosts of darkness The Prince of Light shall reign!" 'Twas God's own voice in the forest, And lo, even as he spake, In the east I saw the Archer His myriad troops awake; And, in his high car whirling, In his radiant robes of might. He hurled on the fleeing shadows His glorious hosts of light. Then the great pines calmed their sorrow; But a low sob, half a sigh, Crept out of the heart of the forest Ere she saw the Day-god nigh. In a pine for a while it lingered. Then rose to a tender song That swelled to majestic measure, Till an anthem, full and strong. From pine to tall pine sweeping. To their sorrow brought surcease; Then it sank to a gentle murmur Whose one note echoed, "Peace!" 51 A FOREST LULLABY Nestled close to my mother-pine, In an undertone that is half a sigh She sings to me in her soft, sweet tongue. The tender strains of a lullaby. I watch the stars as they journey on Across the limitless breadth of skies, Till my mother-pine bends low her arms And shuts them out from my drooping eyes. And then, as close to her feet I lie, Low bending over her pilgrim child, (While far in the wood the mountain wind Waketh his long notes, weird and wild) My mother-pine, in her strange, sweet tongue. With half a wail in her cadence deep. Lulls me to rest as gently she sings, "Sleep! sleep! my pilgrim child, oh, sleep!" CAPTAIN WILLIAM O. O'NEILL The trumpet of war resounded Its long blast through the land. And the slumbering fires of the people To a tempest of flame were fanned. And then, as the shrill note sounded High over the war's alarms. Out rang the voice of the Nation : "My children! to arms! to arms!" 52 Far in the west, expectant, A son of the Nation stood. And a torrent of untamed valor Ran wild in his Celtic blood. He heard the call of his country. And, the first her call to obey, He had girded his sword about him Ere the long blast died away. Then, buoyant with hope and eager, To the furnace of war he fled, And into its flame and its thunder His valorous hosts he led. Through the crash and the storm of battle They bore on the ranks of Spain, And the lines of the foemen wavered 'Neath the scourge of their terrible rain. With a shout and a song and a volley They plunged through the seething hell, But first in the shock of battle The prince of the valiants fell. He fell, but his stalwart comrades, From forest and ranch and plain, Swept on to the foeman's ramparts Like the whirl of a hurricane — Swept on with resistless valor. Till, joyous and wild and strong, Down the slope of San Juan echoed The notes of their triumph-son . 53 He fell, but a glory gathered On his brow, and a glory came And over his low grave rested And hallowed his Celtic name: The glory the sweet land giveth Her valiant sons who lie Asleep with the blest immortals "Who were not born to die!" A TRIBUTE TO WASHINGTON A voice like a turbulent tempest Rose up from the West World new; At first 'twas a tremulous whisper, But it grew and it swelled and it grew, Till over the deep it thundered. Sped on by a West World gale, And it made an empire tremble And the cheeks of a king grow pale. For it said: "We are tired of bondage To a monarch over the sea; Our hearts are the hearts of freemen, And our loved land must be free; We will none of a tyrant's scepter. But will build us a goodly state Where 'none shall rule but the humble,' And the lowly shall be great!" 54 Then forth from a myriad scabbards Flashed a myriad swords in the Hght That burst with the dawning of freedom O'er the gloom of the sullen night; And the hands that had rent their shackles Leaped up with the gleaming swords, And the steel of freemen glistened In the ranks of the tyrant's hordes. But they trembled at thought of their weakness, And the hopes in their breasts grew dark; And they yearned for the sword's unsheathing That would touch at the quivering spark Of hope that was not yet smothered; When lo! like the gleaming sun Thats bursts o'er a lingering darkness, Flashed the sword of Washington! Oh, sword of the New World Spartan, That gleamed in the dawning light That came with the birth of freedom And struck at the tyrant's might. And, cheering the hopes that wavered. Led the conquering armies on — To thee bow a grateful people, O sword of Washington! In the feverish heat of the battle, In the cheerless cold of the camp. Where the hearts of the bravest faltered. In the march's weary tramp, That sword cheered the ragged heroes, Till over the wintry sea They drove the tyrant's minions — And the land of the West was free! 55 Then up rose a grateful people, And they brought him a signet ring, And they cried: "All hail to the monarch! Washington shall be king!" But he said: "I would have no scepter; Let us build us a goodly state, Where 'none shall rule but the humble,' And the lowly shall be great. " Peace spread o'er the land her pinions, And out of the glorious West Arose the New World nation. With virtue and liberty blest. They bowed to no tyrant's scepter. But they builded a goodly state, Where "none shall rule but the humble," And the lowly shall be great. MOB-FURY Infernal Rage, that killest in Justice' name, Her bench usurping, and with perjured hand Holding her sacred scales: shall this sweet land Rise never above thy black, rapacious shame ? Thy savage deeds glow scarlet with hell's flame, And in thy murderous soul lay bare the brand Of foul hypocrisy: for thou darest stand Before thy God and pure intent proclaim. How long in servile impotence, O State, Wilt groan beneath these monstrous infamies, Thine own power mocking? Lift thee up! Be brave I Thy laws make strong and prompt to operate, Swift in their course with him who law defies, And show the world thou'rt not the Rabble's slave! 56 THOUGHT'S INFINITY Dense night and the broad earth ! The one devours The other's vastness. Thought, unbridled, flies Pulsing from these to the immenser skies, And leaps to space, where through the solemn hours Majestic stars glide chorusing to stars. System to system, while strange harmonies. Order to wondrous order singing, rise: And yet, can space confine Thought's subtle powers ? Not so: for lo, beyond the pale of place Rapid and free it takes its eager flight. Out-tops the finite, mutable and base. The dimming suns, the fading stellar light, And, mounting o'er th' immensity of space, Bows down at last before the Infinite. UNREST Desire is in the mind, I go, I seek, I find: But e'er a new desire Comes, urging farther, higher. 57 GOD-SEEKING I seek Him through sun and shadows, Through the mystic shadows, Over the meadows, Through marish and fallow. When evening comes and still is the voice of the marts: For Him my soul hungers and thirsts and longs and starts To fly away like the swift-winged swallow, But it flutters to earth again, for my soul is callow, callow! Ah, in the twilight. In the mystic twilight. Some time — the sky bright With rays refracted — Ere the intangible darkness shall blind mine eyes, I will find Him, and in yonder Elysian skies, Full-fledged with the sweet grace He giveth, My soul shall fly away where He forever liveth! 58 IF THIS WERE ALL OF LIFE If this were all of life — youth ever flying, Unceasing toil, unending pain, the tears, The anguished woes, the heartbreaks, the swift years With their great loads of sinning, wailing, sighing, The blasted hopes, the dark despair, the trying For objects ne'er attained, the shrinking fears. The famine, cold, the ribald laugh, the jeers, The ghastly dead, the struggles of the dying: If this were all of life — O thou Desire For the One Good which art most manifest Of the insatiate yearnings in my breast, I'd crush and tear and purge thee out with fire, I'd plunge me from the eyrie crags on high, And, craven beast, would will me but to die. THE SOUL AND THE STAR The Soul looked up at the Star — Bright Star! in the summer night. With his flaming hair from his shoulders bare Blown back in his boundless flight. The Star looked down from the heavens And called through the crumbling space: The Soul leaped high o'er the arching sky, And the two stood face to face. 59 The Star oped his glowing heart — Warm heart! whose vermeil tide Ran screaming through his veins of blue And glowed o'er his face full wide. They spake not one to the other, But stood in their dumb amaze, Each awed with each, though a surge of speech Swelled turbulent 'neath their gaze. The heavens rocked with the orbs — Great orbs! as they dipped anear And their anthems sung in celestial tongue To the Soul's uplifted ear. Out swung the Star in his orbit Past the ultimate zone of place, And, "Come!" he cried; and, the Soul by his side, He swayed through the vasty space. And the Soul spake thus to the Star: "Fair Star! in the infinite sky! By thy glowing side I have longed to abide — Oh, would that a star were I! Behold, ere my days are many, I am dulled with the salt of tears; But thou shinest young, though behind thee is flunj The wake of a billion years!" And the Star spake thus to the Soul: "Sweet Soul! I live but a day: I live — and I die — in the infinite sky, But thou livest on alway. Though the years of thy youth have seared thee, I would that thy lot were mine: Thy life lies before — and one soul is more Than all of the stars that shine. 60 "Thou beholdest the burning sun — Great sun! shining garishly; But the sun is a sun till the world is done, — And, after that, what care we ? And the starlight fades in the heavens And the seatide dies on the shore, But the Soul lives on when the world is gone And the Star is a star no more!" The Soul fell back to earth — Dull earth! where the dull abide; Then again to the Star she leaped afar, And, "Star! fair Star!" she cried: But a dead sphere swung in his orbit And the star-dust drifted o'er — For the Soul lived on when the stars were gone And the world was a world no more. O WANDERING PILGRIM O wandering pilgrim, through tempest and cold Thou gropest in darkness o'er marish and wold; Thou strayest with feet all aweary and sore Where bleak are the skies and the heather is frore; With thorn thou art wounded, with famine art pale. And torn is thy cloak by the pitiless gale. Dost seek on the moor and the heath's fallow breast A balm for thy wounds, for thy tired spirit rest ? O wanderer, lo, how the moorland is drear: Thy haven of peace is not here — is not here, O wandering pilgrim, yon shines a bright Star Through darkness and gloom o'er the mountains afar! 6i Look up : let thine eyes from the Light never stray But, steadfast as it, go thou hence on thy way. That Star be thy guide through the desolate night — Go thou from the lowland to yon golden height, Where foot never falters and heart never bleeds, But sweet smile the skies on its emerald meads. O wanderer, lo, how the uplands are fair! Thy haven of rest, it is there — it is there! THE PRICELESS GIFT If He, who all good gifts bequeaths, should say: "Thou art my favored child: speak thou thy will; At thy command are all the boons which thrill The mortal bosom: honor, power to sway Men's hearts with speech, a crown, a scepter — yea Riches beyond compare, love, matchless skill In subtile arts, wisdom increasing till The world shall crown thee with th' immortal bay:" Unto the which I would give answer: "Soon Dissolve the powers which we do homage. Naught Of crowns be mine and none of wisdom, save To know Thee and Thy boundless good. I crave Of all Thy priceless gifts but this one boon — The grace, dear God! to love Thee as I ought!" 62 A PURE SOUL Oft I have yearned that with material eyes An immaterial soul I might behold, Holy and pure, with graces manifold. Bound unto earth, but longing thence to rise On wings untethered through th' ethereal skies From its own chords of heaven-tempered gold Unto its glorious Object clear and bold Pouring the measures of its symphonies: And yet, methinks, in God's own image made, So wondrous its divine-reflected light. That, as the glooms before the sunshine fade, Were sense corrupt to meet so fair a sight, Perish must I before that soul, arrayed In the warm splendors of the Infinite! SOUL JOURNEYINGS Sometimes this gay sense-mansion I abjure, (Saith thus the Soul) athirst for other sweets Than those mine eye within this dwelling meets; And, leaping up, plumed for the wing secure, Eager, expansive, buoyant, subtle, vast, I gain the presence of Celestial Light: But, being gained, upon that awful sight I, shamed with imperfections, look aghast. Then Beauty's flame, meseems, doth burn mine eye And scorch my wing, purging the earthy dross That clingeth to my substance; and I fly That Presence lest I perish, being gross, And fall I back these earthly walls to fill. Panting and faint, and yet more eager still. 63 THE SOUL'S PROGRESS Methought I died: and from its keep set free, My eager soul swept into Paradise, There saw I God, and God my spirit's eyes Did contemplate, and all in full degree Her gloried faculties. Him did I see. Even as He is, enthroned in the skies, Eternal, vast, omnipotent, most wise. And all His radiant Light environed me. Nearer I drew: and straight, without desire — Even as the seed light findeth, being sown — Each new beholding some new wisdom bore; But though in endless progress high and higher Clomb I in wisdom toward God's beauteous throne, He grew the glorious Mystery the more. 64 THE CHRISTMAS HYMN Down through the cold, bleak valley A pilgrim walked — alone; But the wind came up to greet him, And a tremulous star that shone The loveliest and the fairest Amid the orbs of night, Sent down a gleam to cheer him And to pave his way with light. Around, the glinting snow-dunes Stretched in their cold embrace, And the eddying crystals drifted Up his to thin, pinched face; He close drew his cloak about him. But the fiends of the gale danced near, And they clutched at his rags in their revel And hissed in his frighted ear. "Oh, woe is me!" he muttered. And his thin lips moved in prayer — Lips that had long been silent To aught save a soul's despair. "But, courage, faint heart!" he murmured, "And, strength, weak limbs!" he cried; "For I draw me near the cloister Where the holy monks abide. "Once I, in cowl and habit. Prayed in the convent cell. And the grace of God was with me Till I harked to a voice of hell: I rose from my couch while the convent Was wrapped in its holy sleep. And, stealing forth in the midnight, Went far from its hallowed keep. 65 "All up and down I have wandered The ways and the haunts of men, Till my soul is sick with sinning And it longs for peace again. I come, with a heart all burdened, To fall at Thy holy shrine. And again I would say, sweet Master, I am Thine — I am Thine — I am Thine!" His voice grew faint and fainter, And his palsied step grew slow; While fierce howled the gale about him And deep piled the drifting snow, "Help — me — God!" and he staggered As he lifted his voice in prayer; But his wail was of one faint crying In the wilderness of despair. A step — a moan — a struggle, And he sank on the blasted wold; And a stealing sleep came o'er him, Banishing pain and cold. All still — all still — all quiet. And the winds bore the snowdrifts near; When, up from the valley wafted, A faint sound, sweet and clear, Fell on his struggling spirit Like a calm on a troubled sea. And swelled from a drowsy echo To a wondrous melody. 'Twas the midnight Mass; and the fathers. In the convent chapel dim, Round the lowly crib were gathered, Chanting a Christmas hymn. 66 "The monks! the monks!" he faltered, As, borne on the wings of night, Came up the song from the convent; "The monks! the monks! and the hght That yonder shines in the valley. Though mine eyes but see it dim. Is the beacon-star of the cloister Whence cometh the Christmas hymn. "Help — me — God!" and he lifted His w^asted form from the ground; And the gale sw^ept by unheeded As the narrow^ path he found. "I am coming soon," he muttered, "Though faint is thy beacon-light, I come, good Father Prior, To join in thy hymn to-night!" Up, up to the leaden heavens He lifted his glassy eyes. And the one fair star looked on him From the depths of the wintry skies. Down the heavy way he bore him To the convent gray and grim. While sweeter and fuller and stronger Grew the strains of the Christmas hymn. "Again, again!" he whispered, "I am Thine, my Master, Thine! Once more to Thy bosom take me. And Thy will shall e'er be mine! I come, good Brother Porter! Though my heart is black with sin, Let the convent gate swing open, Let the wandering pilgrim in! 67 "I come! I come!" and he tottered Up to the massive gate, And his hand was upon the knocker: But it fell Hke a leaden weight, While forth from the convent chapel Crept the joyous strains again. And he sank on the cold, white granite As they sang, " Amen ! Amen ! " 'Twas there that the good monks found him On that Christmas morn — alone; With a snow-shroud wound about him, His lips to the convent stone. The novices, praying o'er him, Asked, "Who can it be ? ah, who ?" But the gray old Father Prior, He knew — he knew — he knew. 68 THE NATIVITY I My flocks were safe within their wonted keep, When in the East I saw rise up a Star — Most wondrous Star! and felt the midnight hour, Throbbing with peace, in bUss exultant steep The world, and heard majestic chorals sweep With sound the joyous universe as far As the soul's sense could reach: as though some power Of dream were on, without the power of Sleep. I started from my wakeful watch, and bore Me forth: a hand reached down (though by mine eyes Unseen, intangible but felt) and o'er Judea's hills, beneath the arching skies, It led me on, nor me released until I stood within a beast's mean domicile. II I paused beside the lowly manger where An Infant lay, newborn, upon the straw. In swaddling garments wrapped. Anear I saw The Wise Men prone in heaven-ascending prayer. I looked, and lo! the Child was wondrous fair, August, serene: I felt the base earth draw Me down in homage, and with reverent awe I hid mine eyes, the sight unfit to share. 69 Then rose I up and said: So poor abode, And yet a Child of such divinity, Is this some holy prophet sent of God ? Peace! peace! (the Wise Men whispered) it is He, A Prophet, yea: but of Jehovah willed. The Prophecy of every age fulfilled. Ill Omnipotent, eternal, infinite, Such attributes are His if this is He, (I said) who holds the universe in fee For His creative touch, and in Whose might The earth, the sun, the countless orbs of light — Successive chain of pond'rous majesty — Are but as bubbles, and what less are we! Weaker than I, and I a parasite To that which came from nothing by His hand. If He this Infant on the meanly straw. Doth He not His infinity transcend In alien clay to wrap His boundless awe ? How can it be ? (I cried). Peace! (came reply) Behold the Child, and ask not How, but Why! 70 GETHSEMANE Infinite Sorrow pouring forth Thy tears! Lest we behold our sorrows magnified, And with despairing Hps blaspheme the years That smite us sore, when but the flesh hath cried. Of its own weakness, through th' impatient brine Of still less patient eyes, come we in thought To Thy grief's garden, Lord! and unto Thine Our fullest woe how shrinketh it to naught! Thou infinite — we finite; Thou for all The myriad myriads of Thy heart's love weeping With love that hath no limit: we but fall Beneath one stroke of grief. Behold the deeping Of our soul's anguish, Christ! and teach us blend Our tears with Thine, full patient, to the end! 71 EASTER MORN Bright casque and helmet ghtter round the tomb, As to and fro the mailed sentries gUde, Their vigil keeping near the Crucified; The tremulous stars with ghostly gleams illume Their polished steel, and tint each nodding plume; With ribald laugh His torn flesh they deride. And jest in whisper at His spear-rent side, Till dawn, approaching, melts the leaden gloom. Over the distant hills the glorious morn In splendor sends a thousand-tinted ray, When lo! the Hand, by cruel nails all torn, The tomb unseals, the great stone rolls away, And, guards confounding, through the yielding door The risen Christ comes forth to die no more. THE ASSUMPTION Throbbing with silence stood the waiting throngs Anear the Throne expectant. All was peace. On heaven's breast the surging floods of light. Vast as the realms of the eternal skies. In golden billows rose in majesty. The triumph-psalms of heavenly choirs, that late Had thrilled the spheres with their celestial sound, In shoreless waves, rolling to shoreless worlds. Ebbed multitudinous: and, dying thus. For each receding ripple that went out. Succeeding waves of silence entered in — Silence supreme, save fitfully there came Some strain obscure, "wove in sidereal realms." 72 Exultant notes hung quivering on fair lips, And eager hands, full-poised above the string. Trembling with love and sweet expectancy, Were lifted up impatient for the stroke, Waiting the Great Musician to command. Sudden, through whirling worlds, from one far off In horizontal distance, there came up A Voice that thrilled Elysium with its sweet: "Come, my Beloved, from Libanus come! Arise! make haste! for winter is now past!" And lo, from the revolving planet, borne By myriad myriads and ten myriad hosts. The radiant King of Glory at her side, And countless choirs and harpers at her feet, A summer's calm upon her lustrous brow, Robed in the sun and girdled with the stars. Sublime in love, in all things else most fair. Came one in glory, "flowing with delights." "'Tis she — our Queen!" then rose th' exultant shout; And voice and trumpet and impatient string In psalm triumphant joined, till heaven shook With harmony, touching on all the chords Of God's eternal love: for she, the height. The depth, the very breadth of love, She all-beneficent, had entered in, The Queen of Heaven, angels, and of men. 73 ST. DOMINIC As when the sun Hfts luminous in the sky, Full with the fires of God's transcendent might, And fearless shakes his potent shafts of light Into the vulnerable mists that fly Before his onslaught, till afar and nigh There is not aught of gloom or hideous blight. While golden day, succeeding vanquished night, Gilds the glad earth with sweet tranquillity: So came God's soldier — glowing with the fires Of His eternal love — into the gloom, And in his hand the mightiest weapon. Truth: He struck, and lo! joy shone where erst was ruth, The hosts of night went whirling to their doom — And burst the heavenly dawn of pure desires. TO A SCHOLAR Born for the search, the ever-thirsting soul Doth seek for wisdom. Where is wisdom found ? Thou soughtest it upon sweet Learning's scroll, In star-born Art, in Music's angel sound. Many thy steps along thought-paven ways That led to Wisdom's sanctuary: thou Her fane hast entered; and of emerald bays She twines a wreath of triumph for thy brow. But Wisdom hath her phantoms; and far more Than these thou soughtest: for thou hast discerned A fairer meed in the eternal lore Of God's sweet love, and, justly wise, hast learned Wisdom is true when her communion brings The soul to intercourse with better things. 74 THE DAY Dawn comes: the crimson sky; Youth-flushed and strong and fair, And young hopes beaming in the eye, Forth to the fallow fields we bear The keen, impatient share. Noon comes: the solstice-sun; We falter in the heat; And, faint with labors scarce begun, Out of the furrow incomplete We turn our weary feet. Night comes: how swift they come, Night and her solemn hours! Stooped with toil we bear us home, We cast our plow at the meadow-bars. And look up at the stars. THE PENITENT How do they burn my lips, these words of mine That cry forth penance! and my heart is torn By the keen lashes of my spirit's scorn For its unholy house! Come, Thou Divine Help of my soul, the gift of tears incline Unto me, that new sorrow may be born For each old evil in my bosom worn — Then to Thy will my poor will I resign. Oh, could repentance but uproot the past! Sown with good deeds, the soil of life would bear God's golden grace in harvest manifold! But in my grief, for worlds of words too vast, I can but cry, Peccavi ! Sweet Christ, hear! And from my spirit wash the cankerous mold! 75 THE SOUL'S PASSION Here in my Garden of Gethsemane The bitter passion of my soul I pour: Christ help me! Christ — my Christ! Who suffering bore The sins that were and all the sins to be Through Thy long passion, up steep Calvary, And on the summit of Thine anguish tore From a doomed world the bonds of sin, no more That sin may rule, but Peace — and Love of Thee. Oh, make my love more strong! My passion make As a consuming fire, that it may burn The all unholy dross within my soul! And by the Passion of Thine own love, take The every stain away, and in this urn Of crumbling clay make Thou the spirit whole! AT DEATH Faint-fluttering spirit struggling to be free' I hear its wings against the prison bars Beat audibly. Lo, the deep darkness lowers; But through the gloom the yearning soul can see The bounds of time merge in eternity, And patientwatch keeps through the longnighthours. O spreading pinions, eager for the stars. In yonder ether soon your home shall be! Plume thou thy wings, sweet spirit! Frail the chain That binds thee prisoned: ah, the hand were vain That strove to hold thee in so poor abode When freedom waits thee in Elysium's light! Sweet Christ! the chain bursts! the swift wings take flight! Go, gentle spirit, forth to meet thy God! 76 DEATH Oppressive night: A quivering spark Goes out in the dark And all is light! AUDUBON I hear not ever a bird in melody Pour forth its little soul upon the air; I see not ever a droning insect bear Its wings in dubious course, nor carry me Through field or forest, where God's minstrelsy In bounteous joy drowns every voice of care; I smell not ever a blossom's perfumes rare, But comes a thought, immortal sage, of thee! These were his poets and his books: and each Taught him its secrets that he us might teach; And that his labors were not spent in vain, Attest, ye winds that through the forest fly, Attest, ye children of the clear blue sky, Singing his praise in God's most beauteous fane n A MAY FANCY Out from the grim, bare walls of the city with travail agroaning! Up through the meadow-sweets, with winged honey- bearers droning! Into the fresh deep wood, where the old oak, new in glory, Draweth the tender twig to incline to its wondrous story! Lo, how the locust-kiss the wild air sets athrobbing! Lo, how the arching bough is bathed in the dove's low sobbing! And hark! from the covert bower, in the sweet deep, still and shady, The voice of the hermit-thrush that wakes with the name of Our Lady! The violet, dipped in dew, with the fresh May- breath aquiver; The glad child-voice of the brook that laughs and runs to the river; The gold-hearted May-apple bloom, to its mother- leaf near clinging; The bluebell, skirting the glade, its delicate notes out-ringing; The blackberries, deep in the wood, their snow- blooms drifting o'er them; The wood-wind, dripping with sweets, and the myriad blooms that bore them: Fair children of May are these, all nursed in the deep-wood shady. And glad rings the angel-voice that offers them up to Our Lady. 78 A giant elm uptorn where the timid chipmunk Hngers; A dead beech, clutching wild at the wind with its skeleton fingers, A desolate nest in its bough with never a song to cheer it; A hawthorn gaunt and bare and a famished wild- rose near it; The old-year leaves that hiss at the soft winds o'er them playing; The vine that forgot to green from a cloud-riven maple swaying: Ah, the mystic child drinks deep of the sighs of the greenwood shady. And pours them back in a song that melts with the name of Our Lady. O Soul, in the dust and the heat of the busy world repining. Away through the meadow-sweets where the golden sun is shining! And into the sacred haunts of the tranquil deep- wood take thee. Where, full with the Sweet of Sweets, an exulting song shall wake thee! And if with its rapture-throbs there cometh an echo of sighing. And under the living hopes thou findest the dead hopes lying. Drink deep of the joys, O Soul, and the sighs of the wildwood shady, And, pouring them back in song, offer them up to Our Lady! 79 THE HERMIT THRUSH A dense thicket: The old-year leaves piled thick on the ground; The violet, turning her wistful eye Up through the w^arp of leaves to the sky; The lush grass, w^eaving her woof around; A fallen oak, slow wasting away, The blackberry, over his body bowed, Drawing the threads of her delicate shroud Round and about his poor decay. A deep-wood poet: He kissed the winding-sheet of the king; He drank of the delicate breath of the flower; He felt the subtile hush of the bower; A prismy ray tipped gold his wing; Then, drunk with the joys around him there, He loosed his soul, aquiver with song. With the notes of his sweet love echoing long, And flung it full on the ambient air. O dense thicket! O deep-wood poet! Is there no calm in this life of ours, No solitude with a trysting-place. There to meet our sweet love face to face ? Ay, there are bowers With their deep-wood flowers, Tipped with the rays of golden grace. 80 Then, though we find the poor decay Of a fond Hfe-hope slow wasting away, Let us go, let us fly to the holy keep, Where, rapt with the joys of the still retreat. Our quivering souls will wake and leap In lilting song That will echo long The name of a Love ever sweet, ever sweet! THE SPARROW A sultry day: The city scorched with sweltering heat; The leaves curled up on the sickly trees; Vapors, pregnant with foul disease. Drifting up from the glaring street; The gray brick walls athirst for rain; A tenement, tall and grim and bare; A narrow room with its fetid air. And a wasted child on a bed of pain, A sparrow despised: He near to the open window drew; Panting with heat and with drooping wing, He paused on the ledge; then, twittering, Into the narrow chamber flew. Around he swept in his nervous flight; He fluttered near to the fevered child; He fanned her cheek, and her thin lip smiled At the passing breath of that sweet delight. 8i O sultry day! O sparrow despised! Times there are when the sultry hours Of the fevered world hang heavy o'er, And panting cries My heart to the skies For the gentle touch of the blessed showers; And, within, my soul is faint and sore. Ah, then I would have some humble sweet, Of the world despised, my anguish greet. That, brief though the breath of its passing flight. In my soul will trace God's smiling face And fill it all with a pure delight. THE WOODPECKER A ruined oak: The proud top rotting upon the ground; The trunk, half dead, bearing the trace Of Jove's finger down to its base; Parasites clinging around and round; A blunt snag, heart rotting, of ghastly mien, And cloud-shivered, looking down On a lonely bough, whose stolid frown Was scant concealed by a sickly ereen. 82 A crimson-hood: He pecked at the snag till he pierced its shell; He burrowed down in its heart's decay; He called his mate; and lo, one day. Four fledglings down from the old snag fell; And the happy call of the birds awoke (Though the voice was keen and shrill and clear) Echoes of life that brought good cheer To the palsied bough of the poor old oak. O ruined oak! O crimson-hood! Is my life storm-shivered as thine, O tree ? Have I proud hopes that rot on the ground ? Let them lie! Let them be! But if one dead hope in my heart be found, Let some humble thought which God may send Burrow down in that poor decay, And, nesting there, bring forth some day The fledgling songs that, shrill and clear And sharp though be the voice, will blend In one glad call That over all My soul will pour sweet, sweet good cheer. PRAYER-BIRDS The soul is a nest Whence prayer-birds spring Some leap sky-far, God-eager of wing. Some flutter to earth Even as they sing. 83 AD PATREM Thy hand upled me o'er the rugged steep, Through intricate paths, to the serener air. Where all the upland fields are clothed in fair Capacious suns; nor didst thou quail, though deep The tempests thundered near, but through the sweep Of wind and flood, breasting the storm, didst bear Thee on, till we the heights attained, and there. Thy task consumed, thy tired lids drooped in sleep. Oh, if the flowers, plucked wild, which thee I bring Could make thy pillow sweeter, every thorn That tore my flesh in plucking would be sweet! But I behojd my simple offering, And, all thy brow unworthy to adorn, I can but strew them at thy hallowed feet. THE ABSENT ONE Are we all here to-night ? Nay, one is gone: One chair is vacant near the hearth. The bright Lone beacon in the window sheds its light In vain for whom we watch. So has it shone For weary months, when the long day was done, To homeward guide his wandering steps aright. He will not come — he will not come to-night! And lo, how swift the gathering glooms come on! Be comforted, my mother: he is here! I feel his hand smooth back my tangled hair With mild caress. I kneel me at his chair And hear him say, "My child, my child!" in clear, Sweet accents. Come, my mother, come thou near: But nay — sweet God! I dream! He is not there 1 84 A LITTLE WHILE A little while, and then my toil is ended; And when the task seems long, the pathway steep, I think of one who has before ascended And on the quiet summit lies asleep. A little while — and lo, the end is nighing! Heartaches shall cease, heart-chords shall bind anew; Two heads shall rest where now but one is lying. Four hands shall clasp where now there are but two. THE ORIGIN OF SONG I like the Poet who, when Persia's King Questioned, "Whence cometh Poesy?" replied: "God looked down from heaven one day When earth was sweet with waking spring: 'Behold my handiwork!' He cried. The gloried hosts looked down that way. When sudden! voice and throbbing string Awoke so vast a wave of song It burst the gates of paradise; And through the vast expanse of skies Sweeping from world to world along, It rolled in measure full and strong. Until a fragment fell to earth — A pilgrim note from heaven's song; And lo! where erst was sullen dearth Of silken sound, a voice awoke, 85 A myriad lips in measure spoke, A myriad trembling strings awoke, A myriad vibrant chords awoke, A myriad anxious pipes awoke, A myriad waiting reeds awoke, A myriad eager harps awoke, Responsive to the Master's stroke. And so, through ages all along. Have rolled the ocean-waves of song; And so, through ages yet to^be, .. ^.. i Shall wake the psalms of Poesy, Reflecting heaven's own symphony!" A FIRST LOVE I learned to love her while in tender years; God gave her to me, and as I caressed Her fair, sweet brow, and took her to my breast, And heard her gentle whisper in mine ears. Soothing with song and joyous lute my fears Of life's vicissitudes, I closer pressed Her to my throbbing bosom, and was blest With her sweet breath, sweet smiles, and sweeter tears. I loved her then, and so I love her now; Each passing year hath made my love the stronger; And but for her light touch upon my brow My griefs were greater and my toils were longer. She was my first love, she whom God hath given — Music's her name, my life, my soul, my heaven! 86 TO A BROKEN LUTE O silent effigy of Song, Speak through thy shattered strings: Doth cold forgetfulness belong To the warm heart that sings ? Ah, when the poor, mute chords around My broken lute entwine, If in one heart one note be found, What recompense were mine! BARCAROLE Rest thee, my gondolier, And drift thy barge but slowly: Pause, for her song I hear — And my lady's song is holy! O'er the responsive strings Her soft brown hand is sweeping, And her song the night-wind brings. With its dreams and wails and weeping How doth each cadence cry Like a soul in anguish yearning! For me her warm lips sigh, And for her my heart is burning. Rest thee, my gondolier, Here where the reeds are clinging: Hush! for her voice I hear — The voice of my lady singing! 87 Rest thee, my gondolier, And let thy barge go drifting: For the gentle song I hear My soul to heaven is lifting. Oh, would it were clasped in mine — The hand that trails the viol! But its notes and her song divine — They teach me self-denial. From the sea the winds begin To roll the lazy surges : Let the pilgrim waves throb in O'er the gondola's low verges! Rest thee, my gondolier. Here where the reeds are clinging: Hush! for her voice I hear — The voice of my lady singing! MAURINE I dip my oar in the dark bayou, I look the vine-clung lattice through, And there behold my love so true, Maurine! Maurine! Maurine! The sweet magnolia sighs with me, I moor my bark by the cypress tree, And my guitar I touch to thee, Maurine! Maurine! Maurine! The woodbine, trailing Thy lattice railing, Conceals thine eyes so blue, Maurine! Nay do not hide thee. Come, sit beside me. We'll drift the dark bayou, Maurine! Let me but stroke thy glossy hair, Let me but kiss thy hand so fair, What with my bhss could then compare ? Maurine! Maurine! Maurine! The stars reflect in the dark bayou, They found their gleams in thine eyes so blue, Oh, come, we'll drift in my canoe, Maurine! Maurine! Maurine! The woodbine, trailing Thy lattice railing. Conceals thine eyes so blue, Maurine! Nay, do not hide thee, Come, sit beside me, We'll drift the dark bayou, Maurine! IN OLD TUCSON In old Tucson, in old Tucson, What cared I how the days ran on ? A brown hand trailing the viol-string. Hair as black as the raven's wing, Lips that laughed and a voice that clung To the sweet old airs of the Spanish tongue Had drenched my soul with a mellow rime Till all life shone, in that golden clime. With the tender glow of the morning-time. In old Tucson, in old Tucson, How swift the merry days ran on! 89 In old Tucson, In old Tucson, How soon the parting day came on! But I oft turn back in my hallowed dreams, And the low adobe a palace seems, Where her sad heart sighs and her sweet voice sings To the notes that throb from her viol-strings. Oh, those tear-dimmed eyes and that soft brown hand! And a soul that glows like the desert sand — The golden fruit of a golden land! In old Tucson, in old Tucson, The long, lone days, O Time, speed on! SHE SANG TO ME She sang to me in the moonlight A quaint old Southern tune, And I know not which was softer, Her voice or the Tampa moon; But I know her song was sweeter Than the sweetest breath of June. A guitar she touched, but softly. And my oars kept time to her lay, While her light cadenza quivered On her lips ere it tripped away. And the moss-bound cypress answered As it soughed and dipped to the bay. She sang to me, and the music. As the Southern moon hung o'er. And her mellow voice was echoed By the swamps of the Tampa shore. Brought a calm to my troubled bosom It never had known before. 90 Alas, that it must have ended! But now I am far away, And my heart is filled with a longing No voice hath power to allay, Till I find in my soul an echo Of the song she sang on the bay. HER 'CELLO Hark! how her 'cello sobs As her hand upon it lingers! And oh, how the frail string throbs Beneath her lily fingers! Soft are his song and his sigh As her bow his love-notes waketh, And jealous am I, am I, For love to Undine he maketh — Oh, jealous am I, am I, For love to Undine he maketh! How do her glist'ning eyes Beam on the breathing 'cello! How do his sobs and his sighs Come forth 'neath her touch so mellow! On her breast his head doth lie As her hand his love-song waketh. And jealous am I, am I, For love to Undine he maketh — Oh, jealous am I, am I, For love to Undine he maketh! 91 A WOMAN'S FAITH "He loves me — he loves me not:" And the petals fluttered dov^n From the one bright rose she'd gathered, And were lost 'mong the leaves of brown. "He loves me — he loves me not;" And she sighed, "Ah, me! ah, me!" While the wind caught the falling petals And tossed them over the lea. "He loves me — he loves me not;" And the crimson petals played And floated awhile in the sunlight, Then fluttered into the shade. "He loves me — he loves me not;" Then she flung the poor bud down, And under her foot she crushed it And hid it with leaves of brown. "He loves me not ? He loves me not ? 'Tis a false tale that you tell, O rose, for I know my lover Loves me, and loves me well. "He has said it over and over, And his love is true, I know: For I have more faith in my lover Than in all the flowers that grow!" 92 THINE IMAGE WAS ANEAR Thine image was anear me yesternight, So Hke thyself, thyself it was methought; The tear that from thy brown eye sprung was caught Upon thy ebon lash, and shone as bright As when in youth thou earnest, thy pure heart light With buoyant love, and, all-confiding, taught My soul the rapture love in thee had wrought. Till in Love's books I grew most erudite. I looked to see the rose-sweet crimson rise To thy pale cheek when I did call thee fair. And I pronounced thy name thrice full and loud: But lo, a void was all before mine eyes. Nor came an answer from the empty air — Naught save the hollow rustling of a shroud. THE SHEPHERDESS' SONG Awake, my song, for the day gives warning, Bright in the east is the star of morning. On the quivering grass the dew is shining, While for one I love my heart is pining — My merry shepherd lad! I await his pipe, for my heart is lonely; I await his answering song, but only From the drowsy crags the echoes answer. Save down in the reeds a piping dancer, But not my shepherd lad! Oh, where have thy vagrant flocks been straying ? And why is thy tune so long delaying .? My merry shepherd lad! 93 Awake, my song, for the dawn's abreaking, Down in the vale are the birds awaking, By the mountain hut is the watchdog baying. But what is the song of my love delaying ? My merry shepherd lad! Hark! What sweets to my ears are creeping? 'Tis his merry pipe as he comes aleaping Down from the steeps with his sweet love-story, While the bursting sun sheds a golden glory Around my shepherd lad! Oh, where have thy vagrant flocks been straying? And why was thy kiss so long delaying ? My own true shepherd lad ! 94 DONALD SO TRUE How can I say farewell to thee ? Donald, my Donald, so true! When parting's all but death to me, Donald, my Donald, so true! Thy ship is lying in the bay; Ah, when it carries thee away, No more will Moray's hills be gay, Donald, my Donald, so true! Ah, thou art all of heaven to me, Donald, my Donald, so true! How can I say farewell to thee ? Donald, my Donald, so true! How can I say farewell to thee ? Donald, my Donald, so true! Though knowing thou'lt return to me, Donald, my Donald, so true! My tears, alas! my cheek shall burn. My heart must bleed, my soul must yearn Till thou to Moray dost return, Donald, my Donald, so true! Ah, thou art all of heaven to me, Donald, my Donald, so true! How can I say farewell to thee ? Donald, my Donald, so true! 95 THAT WAS MAY This is the same sweet spot, And yet some change is here: Dead is the gray old elm And the brook runs not so clear; And the house, with its circling porches. Has fallen to gross decay: But this is the drear November, And that was the rose-sweet May. Here you and I once paused Beneath the cloven moon, And we sang our song together — But it ended, ah, too soon! Now naught save the wind is singing. And the skies are dull and gray: But this is the chill November, And that was the fragrant May. I touched your slender hand And looked down in your eyes; But a moist hung on your lashes And your lips were sweet with sighs. Where now is that hand so tender? Like the mist it stole away: But this is the dark November, And that was the golden May. This is the same sweet spot — But nay, 'tis not the same: Your hand stretched not to greet me, Your lips called not my name; Your voice rang not o'er the meadows As I came up the tangled way: But this is the bleak November, And that — ah, that was May! 96 A FRAGMENT One day when my soul was lonely I searched a forgotten place, Where woven around were the cobwebs Like a netting of rare old lace. Maybe my soul in its longing Some truant solace had sought, Maybe that my vagrant fingers Had found that nook untaught. But I came on a mouldering packet That burst 'neath my tremulous clutch, And I found 'mong its treasures a fragment But it crumbled and broke at my touch. I remembered the packet was willed me By a friend of my youth when he died; But ne'er the ribbon that bound it Till then had my fingers untied. I sat me down by my window, And the fragment I spread on my knee, And I hastily scanned it, anxious To know what its tale might be. I saw 'twas an old, old poem He'd penned in his earlier years: It was yellow with time, and blotted And blurred by his passionate tears. 97 Like a Stoic I read, for 'twas buried So long in that mouldering spot, The tale that it told was forgotten. Though the soul that inspired it was not. But a breath came up from my garden As I paused on a liquid rhyme. And it seemed 'twas the breath of a summer I had known once on a time — A summer whose days were golden With the glow of his tender love, A summer whose bliss, if eternal, Must have rivaled heaven's above. Then swift came my thoughts upon me Like the violent rushing of waves, And out of the past rose visions Like ghosts from neglected graves. Of a sudden my soul was awakened, And memories came as I read, Such as come when you gaze at the garment Of one you have loved, and is dead. THE POEM "Sweet was the breath of the even; Soft fell the gleams of the stars; Bright were the eyes of my lady As we sang by the old meadow-bars. 98 /-; 7 _j^~- " / j-(/n' '/'Uvu an old, old poem He'd pennrd in Ins carhci years "The song died away in the cedars, And a touch of her hand I stole, When forth burst the ravishing torrents From Love's Aganippe — my soul. "I spake — could my bosom contain it, • That love it had prisoned so long ? Ask if the robin is silent When his soul is o'erflowing w^ith song! "I spake — and my tremulous whisper Into passionate eloquence grew: I repeated the old, sweet story — But to her and to me it was new. "I paused; and the word was trembling On her lips that she strove to say; And low bent my ear to hear it. When she softly whispered " But stay! Why was thy hand so reckless When it touched this spot, O Time ? And why did his tears in falling Forever blot out his rhyme ? Maybe it was best her answer Mine eyes were denied to see; Maybe it was best his secret Forever a secret should be. I sighed, and the crumbling fragment Went fluttering down to my feet: But I think 'twas the tear of an angel That made it incomplete. 99 THE ROSE AND THE THORN I seek my garden for the rose That blossomed in the blushing morn; But lo, the twilight gleams disclose A bud of all its petals shorn, And 'neath it frowns the naked thorn! TO A CHILD Chalice of snow, Thy crystal'd purity mine eyes profane Dare gaze not on, lest, gazing, shall the pain Of darkened sight be sent. Struck blind by the all-dazzling glow Of the host glorified that dwells within Thy sacred grail: for eyes deformed with sin Live not in light that look upon thy hallowed sacrament. Chalice of snow, Alas, too soon the suns of many days Shall melt thy splendor! and the devious ways Of rill and brook and river Shall find the several parts that flow Seaward, seaward! Flow clear, ye atomed parts! Cool fevered lips, calm souls, soothe aching hearts: And, sea attained, unto its flood the gloried host deliver! 100 A CHILD SLEEPING A wreath of lily and of rose Is she, half hid the white Beneath the crimson glows Of the external dominant: and yet the Hght, The lily-light And lily-sweet Out of the tinted petals creep, Till, Uke the ardent flames that leap Above their glowing ember-seat. The bud that burst immaculate Doth o'er the crimson dominate. Yet, rose and lily, all complete. Repose fuU-essenced in the wreath — One seraph-pure, one angel-sweet — Whose being none may know except with holden eyes: For each is born of God's own breath And plucked in paradise. lOI THE PICTURE BOOK Sometimes, late in autumn, when the long, thin streams of rain Beat with a dull precision against the window-pane, You sit before your fireplace and read familiar names And find familiar faces in the bright, fantastic flames. You sit and muse and ponder o'er the changes time has wrought. Till you hear the imps of fancy tapping at the doors of thought; You fling the portals open, and they all come trooping in, Each with a rare old story of what was — and might have been. So I sit this autumn evening in my big, old-fashioned chair. Looking down into the embers, which return my vacant stare — Sit musing, while my fancies cast a shadow of regret Over things I thought forgotten — and things I'd fain forget. I turn in weak abstraction to the bookshelves at my right, And I scan the musty volumes in the dim, uncertain light, Until my vagrant fingers in a dark and dusty nook Find a legacy of childhood — a little picture book. i02 I spread its paper covers, and on a vacant page Is scrawled the name of "Bessie," in^'pencil, and her age; But a gathering mist obscures it, and I close my languid eyes, While from out the past a vision, like a wraith, I see arise. I see two lips alaughing above a muslin gown; I see two eyes asparkling beneath her tresses brown; And I hear her childish prattle as she climbs my knee to look Upon the gaudy colors of that little picture book. I turn the leaves in silence. Each picture bears a trace Of childish grief or gladness which time can ne'er erase: This one in fancied sorrow she blotted with her tears; And here the marks of fingers, preserved through all the years; This one is thumbed and ragged, and its dwarfs and giants tell How it held her soul enraptured with a fascinating spell. I glance back o'er my shoulder for a pair of twink- ling eyes; I listen for her laughter, and her "Ah!" of glad surprise. 103 I pause to hear the clapping of her hands in sweet deUght, And I wait to feel the pressure of her arms around me tight. Oh, what a cheat is fancy! I watch and wait in vain, For vanished is my vision and it will not come again! 'Tis gone from me forever! and the voice of my despair Cries out against the anguish that my soul was doomed to bear: But the wind alone gives answer, and its melancholy wail Seems the voice of frighted goblins, flying, dying on the gale. I look into the fireplace, but it mocks my withered heart With its ash beneath the embers; while the rain, with sudden start. Beats hard against my window, like the tears I scarce can brook. Falling fast upon the pages of that little picture book. 104 A LADY'S PICTURE A little child on her father's knee Toyed with his golden chain; And she clapped her hands in baby glee, As she hummed a child's refrain. From the father's pipe the fragrant smoke Curled up in the languid air; And his great heart swelled at the thoughts that woke As he smoothed her tangled hair. From the polished chain a locket hung: She pressed on the golden case; And lo, at her touch it open sprung And within was a woman's face. "Ah, pretty lady!" murmured she; And the prattling questions came: Who could the pretty lady be ? And what was the lady's name ? The father drew her close to his breast With its infinite depth of pain; And his answer died on his lips as they pressed That image again and again. Strange were his sighs in her baby ear, And, awed her garrulous tongue, Up to his bosom she nestled near And close round his neck she clung. 105 Then her baby blue eyes grew heavy with sleep, And her laugh woke not again; And the song she sang gave way to the deep Sad notes of the wind's refrain. Then he tucked her snug in her little bed, And his heart felt keen its sting, As, "Poor little motherless thing!" he said, " Poor little motherless thing! " AN EASTER LILY Young was the garden (for spring was young) And the garrulous child-plants told Of days that would come all fringed and strung With jewels of poppy-gold; And iterant I kept asking, "When Will the lilies burst and blow ?" For, schooled in the sordid marts of men. Pray, how was I to know ? The sun smiled warmth in the greening days, And the stars kept watch in the night; The robin turned his dubious phrase To a theme of full delight; And with each new sun and each new song To the garden-glebe I'd go And ask why tarried the bloom so long — For how was I to know ? 1 06 Fair were the skies on the^Easter morn That awoke with a joyous note That arose in an anthem-phrase, newborn In the depths of the robin's throat; And I heard a voice in the garden call, "Come see how the HHes blow!" And I thought 'twas the bloom-sprites' madrigal For how was I to know ? Then straight to the garden I went, and there, Lo, a lily awaited me, With the pollen-gold a-glint in her hair And her lips singing merrily — For a child-face laughed in the garden-home Where I'd watched for the buds to blow: Ah, maybe the lilies were all abloom — But how was I to know ? THE STARS Child, upon thy mother's knee, Gazing yonder through the night. Why thy burst of baby glee ? Why thy rapturous delight ? Stars ? Athwart the evening skies Countless glittering orbs are spread: What are they unto thine eyes That have Wisdom's page ne'er read ? Coyly then the little girl Answer lisps in baby tone: Some are gem and some are pearl Strewn from God's celestial throne; 107 Some are angels' laughing eyes, Peeping down from heaven's blue, Some are holes in paradise, All its glories leaking through! Simple child! In books grown old, I search deep the boundless night, And in each fair star behold Some majestic sun, whose light. On its circling planets shed, Feeds them with life's warmth; and so From night's faintest glow-worms, spread O'er the firmament, there grow Suns on many suns, sublime In harmonious motion, one Far to one in cadenced time Right saluting, sun to sun, Spheres on myriad spheres, each true Unto its appointed course. Worlds on worlds that reach into Universe on universe — System round vast system, till All the glorious firmament Finds its center in the will Of the One Omnipotent. So the child, and so do I God's sublime creation scan : And I wonder, musingly. Which is happier, child or man ? io8 A DEAD SUN Methought I saw a sun, massive but spent, Pendant in space, and round about it sped Black, lifeless orbs, like their great center — dead! With yawning chasms it fathomless was rent. Wherein a boiling liquid lava pent, Fumed white, then glowed a mass of fiery red, So deep imprisoned on its burning bed It had no power to light the firmament. The sun had died: and death to him was death To all the great, majestic, stately spheres That circled round, lifeless, no light, no breath! And then I cried, as, gazing on those biers, I whither saw our own world journeyeth, "How many years, how many myriad years!" THE HOUR OF PRAYER In ocean's arms the sun swoons in the west; A holy quiet steeps the dewy air, Save over earth, sea, sky, and everywhere Soft murmurs steal, half uttered, half suppressed, Lulling the world to revery and rest: 'Tis Mother Nature pouring out in prayer Her ravished spirit. Silence: let us share This sweet devotion on our mother's breast. For prayer — what is it ? But the weak reflection Of Divine Beauty through our frail perfection; And this I see in nature day by day; But when comes gentle evening, earth, sea, heaven. Paint full the glories unto nature given; And we are part of nature: let us pray! 109 AN IDLE MOMENT Irresolute I walked a mountain way And plucked the wild-flowers idly as I went, Careless in thought, for on no mission bent, Save from the city's noisome marts to stray, I wandered aimless as a child at play, And scarce took heed of my environment, Pausing to joy the hawthorn's languid scent, Or hearken to some wildwood roundelay. Then all was peace; the robin's voice was stilled; Nor mellow gurgle woke the soulful thrush; Nor wind was moving, trees were motionless: And as my soul the tranquil quiet filled, I bowed my head beneath the holy hush. Lost in the tranced charm of nothingness. DAWN: AMONG THE MOUNTAINS Hail radiant morn: On this high pinnacle Dost thou all glorious burst upon my sight, And these vast crags, whence the deep glooms take flight. Ebbing in sullen silence, feel the spell Of thy entranced waking! The deep swell Of the wild torrent, born upon the height Of the tall peak in glinting raiment dight, Lifts underfoot from yon gulf terrible. Here Nature quaffs, in majesty sublime. The rare ether of God's serener skies. And on her brow His purest blessing lies. O Mount, that through the aeons of thy youth Hast held disdained the ravages of Time, How art thou like to Christ's eternal Truth! no TWILIGHT: AMONG THE MOUNTAINS Down the tall peaks, where high the drooping pine Stretches its mantle of eternal green. There falls a veil of purple. Low between The gaping walls of the deep pass incline The long, slant rays of the faint evenshine. The stealthy shadows sweep the mellow sheen From slope to crest, and, over all, serene. Broods the sweet spirit of a calm divine. Lo, as majestic he declines, the day. From plain to slope and slope to summit driven. Loth to depart, and lingering in the gray, Thin clouds which erst his keen light-shafts have riven, Gathers his glories all in one vast ray And hurls them back athwart the dome of heaven. THE TEMPEST'S VOICE I saw the storm come down the'^mountain side Draped in the vesture of black majesty: O'er sunless tracts the weltering clouds surged by. Dissolved, and formed anew, like a vast tide Shore-lashing. The long thunders rose and died; And Jove tumultuous from his throne on high Hurled his fierce shafts athwart the vap'rous sky Till the huge mountains trembled terrified. With roaring multitudinous then woke The storm: rocks, crags, by its rude hand were swayed, And stalwart pines were leveled by its stroke As falls the wheat before the reaper's blade; While from the ruins came articulate: "How great Thou art, all-potent, God, how great!" Ill A KENTUCKY SUNRISE Faint streaks of light; soft murmurs; sweet Meadow-breaths; low winds; the deep gray Yielding to crimson; a lamb's bleat; Soft-tinted hills; a mockbird's lay: And the red Sun brings forth the Day. A KENTUCKY SUNSET The great Sun dies in the west; gold And scarlet fill the skies; the white Daisies nod in repose; the fold Welcomes the lamb; larks sink from sight: The long shadows come, and then — Night. NIGHT'S PRELUDE I heard the busy voices of the day Grow faint, then fall to silence. All was still; Save from the wood a plaintive whip-poor-will Called to his mate, and a lone bee, astray Amid the clover, droned. The ceaseless lay. Sung by the wheel aturning at the mill Its echo sent; and a lone robin's trill Rang from an elm, then softly died away. Then from the fields and lakes and all around A myriad piping voices sent their call. Deeping the silence with their hollow sound; While o'er the world Night spread her solemn pall, Betimes her reeds celestial strains let fall, With all their measures filled with peace profound. 112 THE PASSING OF SUMMER I saw her in her richest robes, all dight In jeweled verdure sparkling in the morn, Laden with fruits by vine and orchard borne; Heather and wold with goldenrod were bright And with the woodbine redolent; and white The daisies nodded where the meads were shorn. While o'er the fields wave-dipped the rustling corn: So with each day she brought some new delight. She plenty bears for every seed well sown; The fruits she nurtures ripen day by day; Fed by the dews, her grain has golden grown — Tinted and bronzed by the sun's warm ray. Rich are her gifts, but when her task is done. She Autumn brings — then gently steals away. TWO SPIRITS OF AUTUMN I walked with Melancholy down the glade Where trailed the rustling leaves; and here and there Plucked I a trophy, autumn-steeped, and made A crown, rude woven, for her silken hair; But when, allured by her mellifluous sigh, I raised the somber garland for her brow And saw not Beauty's luster in her eye, I flung it down and cried, "Not thou! not thou!" I fled the glade, and lo, the yellow corn. Weighting the fields with groaning plenitude. Here garner-bound, there suing to be shorn. Stretched vision-vast. There Plenty was: she viewed Her harvest-realm and smiled; while all about Rang greeting-songs and joyful shout on shout. "3 GOD'S VOICE AND MAN'S God said : " Go forth and toil And lave thy brow in dew: For none shall feast but those who moil, And labor's sweat must steep the soil Where fruits untended grew." Man said: "Toil is a curse: And from this bane released, My fields the sweat of slaves shall nurse. Who, toiling, moiling for my purse, Must famish while I feast. " MORTGAGED A high brown field: The gaunt soil famished and overworn; Ribs of rock jutting sharply through; The stunted mullein of sickly hue; And the slant, thin stalks of the old year's corn, A silhouette 'gainst a flush of sky. The ghost of a tree stands desolate; And up where the briars for the night-dews wait A worm-fence crawls in zigzag by. A husbandman: Around him sifts the evening glow; He looks about o'er the barren field; He sees the toil with its meager yield. And rests, heart-sore, on his slender hoe; For over the ridge, with its slanting rays, Are the hungry mouths of his humble fold; While one in the town, 'mid his chests of gold, Wait-watches, counting the months and days. 114 " He sees the tod with its meager yield. And rests, heart-sore, on his slender hoe O high brown field! O husbandman! Do I in the fields that are barren and worn, With rock sharp-cleaving the hungry soil, Pour forth my sweat as I work and moil, While another waits to garner the corn — The slender yield of my heavy toil ? Then seek thou the loam of the fertile field, That, deeper than Time And fresh as rime, Will a harvest of infinite plenty yield: And thou — myself — for the golden rays Of the harvest sun. That bringeth the meed when the toil is done, Shalt wait-watch, counting the months and days. THE WINTER'S TALE What is the tale the winter tells, With his falling snow And his winds that blow ? "I place my blight on glens and dells, I lay the meadows bare and waste, I strip the heather on the fells And check the torrent in its haste; I choke the river as it flows, I make the highlands desolate, I wind the forests round with snows And mark with ruin man's estate. Away, ye imps of wind and snow! Across the land my banner fling; Over the vales and highlands go, And tell ail nature I am king!" "5 What is the tale the winter tells, With his cutting wind And his frosts unkind ? "I know where cruel famine dwells, Where want prevails, where wail the weak; I hang their eaves with icicles And round their doors I dance and shriek; I fan to flame the hectic flush, Gaunt hunger sharpens at my breath, I seek the sick and faint, and hush Their moanings with the touch of death. Away, ye imps of wind and snow! Across the land my banner fling; Over and down the chimneys blow. And tell all people I am king!" YOSEMITE Veiled as a bride I see thee; And hark! as the mist-maids pass, I hear the wave-choir singing The Kyries And the Agnus Deis, And the trees in their priestly vestments Chanting the Nuptial Mass. But where is thy spouse, O Maiden ? I the radiant Sun-god see, And lo, as his each vast glory In one smile blends, He stately ascends The steps of the high white altar: And I know that the spouse is he. ii6 CALIFORNIA Were thy sun-splendors all that thou possess'd, Thou wert a paradise: but thy vast sea, Bearing balm-ethers on its tranquil breast, Another spell of heaven awakes in thee. Yet, with thy twofold Eden not content. Thy fair groves, heavy with amaranth-spice And deep rose-odors, delicately blent. Make thee, sweet Land! a threefold paradise. 117 UEi, '18 19Q7