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UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, 



SOLOMON GRINDER'S 



CHRISTMAS EVE 



AND OTHER POEMS, 



BY 



CLARA MOYSE TADLOCK, 



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BOSTON : 
D. LOTHROP & COMPANY, 

Franklin and Hawley Sts. 



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COPYRIGHT, 1885, BY 

MRS. CLARA M. TADLOCIC 



TO MRS. HORACE MAYNARD, 
In Loving Remembrance, 



CONTENTS 



Solomon Grinder's Christmas Eve - - 7 

My Conscience and I - - . - - 62 

Song of the Zephyr - - - - - 65 

Purified ..---- 67 

Leaving the Farm - - - - - 69 

Lead Me - - - - .- - 73 

A Garden - - - - - - 75 

Transition - - - - - - 77 

Drifting ..-----79 

Rest ------- 82 

Change - - - - - - -84 

The Beautiful Soul - - - - 91 

The Magdalen - - - - - - 94 

In Memoriam - ... - 98 
Lake Chautauqua ----- 100 

Night ------ 102 

In the Twilight . . - - - 104 



vi CONTENTS. 

Moved to Town - - - " - io6 

Only a Glass - - - - * - no 

Nora "3 

Pat Doyle - - - - ■ - 120 

Life's Changeful Day - - - - 122 

At the Gates ------ i34 

Epaminondas - - - - " ^41 

My Brother's Grave - - - - - 15^ 

The Shepherd - - • - - 160 

Motherless - - - • * -161 

No Light v^ithout a Shadow - • - 163 

Mara ■ " ^^S 

Leaves from a Life - - • • 167 

Nan 193 



Solomon Grinder's Christmas Eve. 



An old house stood on a quiet street 
Round which the surges of travel beat 
Yet entered not in. Neglected quite 
It seemed, and shrinking away from sight 
Behind some oak trees rugged and bare, 
And vines that sighed in the chilly air. 
And swung their arms to keep themselves 

warm, 
Or shake off the snow of the winter's storm. 
Smilingly, shyly, the moon peeped forth. 
But the wind came whistling down from the 

North ; 

So, shiv'ring, she wrapped herself again 

In her mantle of cloud. Boreas then 

Laughingly passed by a window-frame 

And rattled the shutters. But the same 

7 



8 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

Darkness and quietude seemed to say 
That life and joy had long passed away. 

The home of the miser! what more drear? 
Growing more dingy from year to year, 
Massive, and frowningly dark it stood. 
Wrapped in its garment of solitude, 
With an air profound, as of mystery 
That hid a tragical history. 
Terrible stories of ghostly kind, 
Thrilling with dread the childish mind, 
By idle people were grimly told. 
Others enlarged on the piles of gold 
Hidden away in its cellars vast. 
Perchance to be spoil of robbers at last ! 
And children, shuddering, crept away, 
Chanced they to pass at the close of day. 

An old man looked out into the night 
Which quickly followed the short twilight 
Of the winter's day, and shook his head 
Seeing the last faint light had fled, 



SOLOMON GRINDER'S CHRISTMAS EVE. 9 

But laughed a little, and came outside 

To close the shutters. 

*' Providence guide 

To their homes in safety wand'rin' feet 

That '11 else be lost in this snow and sleet, — 

That bothersome shutter ! there — it's broke ! 

Half o' the hinges kin only croak 

And groan. — There now, you're up in your 

place." 

The snow came pelting into his face, 

But he brushed it away, and walked around 

To another door. 

'' Well, I guess I've found 

As everythin's as safe as kin be, 

I'll see if the Master's a needin' me. 

How different — oh, no words kin tell! 

If he'd forgive his dear little Nell. — 

His little Nell ! — she's babes of her own, 

And finds it hard to struggle alone. — 

I can't help much. — Well, there's no use 

To worry oneself. There's no excuse 

For one God blesses as much as I 

To fear he'll forget or pass *em by — 



lO SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

Them far more worthy ! — Stephen,for shame ! 
For want of faith you're really to blame." 
So muttered the old man, shaking the snow 
From his clothes, and bringing a pleasant glow 
All over his face. 

He closed the door, 
Replacing the mat that lay before. 
And softly tip-toed into a room 
But half relieved from darkness and gloom 
By a moderate fire of coal and wood. 
Lingering, on the threshold he stood — 
For the inmate muttered in undertone. 
Supposing himself to be quite alone. 

Solomon Grinder, in lonely state, 
Sat and looked at the crumbs on his plate; 
Then gathered the fragments one by one. 
With pointed finger and crooked thumb, 
And high in a cupboard placed them away 
To be used as food the following day. 
" There's no use wasting ! money and bread 
Are the self-same thing," he slowly said. 



SOLOMON GRINDERS CHRISTMAS EVE. II 

" Ah ! that you, Stephen ? no lamp to-night, 
The fire gives out a plenty of light — 
No ! — no more coal — there ! there ! that'll do, 
I shall have no further need of you 
To-night, — so get you away to bed — 
Why ! what's got into your simple head ? " 

Old Stephen sighed, and lingering still 
Said, "Master — I never have done you ill. — 
I've waited upon you sick or well — 
Thought it no trouble, truth to tell " — 

** Ho ! ho ! you're wanting some extra pay," 
Grumbled the miser. 

" Nay ! sir, nay ! " 
Stephen exclaimed, and grew very red, 
Looking perplexed as he scratched his head, 
And over his forehead drew the hair — 
Scarce half covering the wrinkles there. 
As his upward brows to meet it went. 
His wandering look grew more intent, 
Tho' the pale-blue eyes had a far-off look. 
And the gentle voice of the old man shook. 



12 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

"Since with fever you like to ha' died 

I've never willin'ly left your side, — 

Neither a pleasur'in' 'mongst my kin, 

Nor follerin' on where the crowd has been. 

And that's a many a year agone — 

Full twenty-and-three this Christmas morn 

If it's a day. You hed wakened late 

Weak as a baby; only the weight 

O' the kivers tired ye," — he smiled and 

sighed, — 
** I'd sooner been the one to ha' died." 

" Bosh ! " said Solomon, turning aside, 
(Could it have been he'd a tear to hide?) 
*' Look here, old Stephen, you've been as 

true 
As steel to me; but a word or two! 
You're weak 1 poor fellow, awfully weak ! 
Why don't you go and your fortune seek? 
Service is costly! I can't afford — 
I really can't! to give you your board. 
My simple wants I can well attend, 
So fare you better my good old friend. 



SOLOMON GRINDER*S CHRISTMAS EVE. 1 3 
To give you nothing — it hurts my pride!" 

Stephen advanced to his master's side, 
And with quiv'ring lip, and moistened eye, 
A forced half-laugh, and a heart-felt sigh. 
Stood silent a moment. 

—"Truth to tell 
I was hopin' fer somethin' fer Mistress Nell." 

Solomon frowningly looked around, 

Gave a disgusted, snarling sound. 

"Go to her yourself — no doubt she can pay." 

Stephen awkwardly sidled away. 
"I'll never leave you^ sir — say no more — 
I don't want anything." Opened the door 
And, softly closing it, upward went. 
The bare stairs sounding his slow ascent. 

"Well! well!" said Solomon, "who'd ha' 

thought 
The poor old fellow so overwrought ! " 
Forgetting himself he poked the fire, 
And watched the flames ascending higher. 



14 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

Adding another shovel of coal — 

As 'twere to thaw out his frozen soul. 



Near the empty cupboard had its stand 
An ancient clock, that with dark long-hand 
Pointed, and measured the passing time, 
While pendulum ticked an endless rhyme — 

"Time is going — 
Pay what's owing ! " 

So said Solomon, who should know, 
For many a one who debt did owe 
Called on him to plead for a short reprieve, 
Ere sick or old must a tenement leave ; 
Always his answer growling came. 
After a sentence of useless blame, 
" Pay what you owe ! we'll be better friends. 
You'll all impose on the man who lends. 
And as for your people ! why should I care ? 
Pay up! or find you a home elsewhere." 

Looking down from an opposite space 
Was a fair and beautiful pictured face, 



SOLOMON GRINDERS CHRISTMAS EVE. 1 5 

With loving eyes of the softest blue, 
And cheeks which rivaled the roses hue ; 
While nut-brown curls o'er the forehead strayed, 
And dimples, and smiles round her red lips 

played. 
So fair the picture, and full of grace, 
It seemed most curiously out of place. 
It shone — the one bright spot in the room — 
Smiling out on the general gloom. 
Always the same through the passing years — 
Smiling at merriment, wrongs or tears ; 
Sometimes to join the general glee, 
At others, seem like a mockery ! 
Always the same, though the scene would 

change. 
And some who appeared were actors strange — 
This one surely the queerest of allT^ 
Old and wrinkled, and shriveled, and small ; 
With eyes that watched ev'ry penny in. 
And lips, once pleasant, now parched and 

thin ; 
With long nose sharpened down to a point, 
And limbs which almost seemed out of joint; 



l6 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

And clothes, like the carpet, old and worn, 
With curious patches where they'd been torn. 

" I wonder what stocks are up," mused he, 
** I'm 'fraid to invest in * Fifty and three ' — 
If t'others gets in the Bonds '11 go down, 
And never a one could be sold in town — 
So t/tejf won't do ! — How money does go ! 
Insurance heavy, and rents come slow — 
Too slow ! I declare those Smiths must leave 
To-morrow ! I'd not his oath believe — 
Provided he'd set his mind to stay — 
Sick or well, they'll get out of mf way." 
Solomon's head on the table leant, 
His closing eyes on the coals were bent. — 
To Dreamland straight he drifted away. 

" Come in ! " he lifted his voice to say, 
As a loud rap sounded on the door 
(The bell had fallen long years before) ; 
But he felt a kind of creeping chill 
As the door swung open with a will, 



SOLOMON GRINDERS CHRISTMAS EVE. 1/ 

And a stranger entered, booted and spurred, 
And seated himself, with never a word. 
As closed the door — though no hand was 

near — 
Solomon's hair stood erect with fear ! 
He felt he must speak at any cost. 
But his voice was gone, so the breath was 

lost. 
He thought he must be a poor wrecked soul, 
Haunted to death by some wandering ghoul. 

The stranger turned, and with fierce bright eye 
Gleaming, half smiled at his stifled cry ; 
Looked till his soul quaked through and 

through, 
Till his teeth were chattering, cheeks were 

blue. 
" H'm ! not worth having — a thing so small — 
Far less to me than nothing at all ! 
But come along for a little space 
It'll not be hard to find you a place ! 
A soul your size may be tucked away 
In far less room than a seed of hay." 



1 8 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

Solomon struggled with might and main 
To speak — to call to Stephen — in vain! 
He was swiftly raised, and borne away, 
Far from the regions of light and day. 
The blackness of darkness wrapped him round, 
In freezing tortures his limbs were bound; 
Then suddenly plunged in a world of flame, 
Colder than ice he grew in the same. 



" Welcome at last ! '* a voice at his ear 
Sounded familiar — once had been dear. 
" Brother, by you I might have been led 
To choose a worthier life, instead 
Of perishing, body and soul, at last, 
When many a sorrow of life was past. 
Slowly I fell — till I landed here!" 

" Did ever I urge " — 

"You oft were near, 
And, had you but shown some love for 

me, 
I'd have followed you over land and sea." 



SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. I9 
"Did I ne'er ask you to give it up?" 

" You laughed, at first, when I took the cup," 

Bitterly cried the sorrowful ghost, 

" You whom I loved and honored the most. 

And after — well, have you ever heard 

Of. one who's reformed by an angry word ? " 

"I never — no! I never have tried 

To lead you, Brother, one inch aside — 

(Oh, could I weep," he groaned to himself, 

*' But ghosts never weep — thou luckless elf.") 

Solomon tried to touch his face. 

But a thousand sparks flew off into space. 

" Lead ! nay you cared for yourself alone ! 
Soon, as a brother you would not own 
A fellow who cherished a love for you 
Like to a woman's, tender and true. 
Alas ! my brother, you threw aside 
(Cherishing ever you-r worldly pride) 
Opportunities, wooings of grace — 
Past — impossible now to replace ! 



20 SOLOMON GRINDERS CHRISTMAS EVE. 

A life, though a hundred years it be. 

Is but a speck in eternity. 

Yet fadeless stands on the Book of Time 

Each thought of the heart, each deed sublime,- 

Each tone of love, or murmur of woe, 

Each tear of pity " — 

" Oh, cease the flow 
Of useless wisdom! — haunting me now 
Are regrets for every broken vow. — 
My hands are empty " — 

" Nay ! wait awhile ! 
Take of your darling gold, to beguile 
The weary hours ! " cried a mocking sprite. 
"Here are guineas! fresh -coined guineas 

bright ! 
Cover him over ! press down each palm ! 
What he loves best shall his soul embalm. 
Coins all over him! — hammer them in! — 
They can't be closer than sordid sin." 

Whirling and laughing, each elf of flame 
Turned rainbow colors, yet looked the same, 



SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 21 

Then forward brought to his nearer view 
A tiny creature of doubtful hue, 
Shrunk, disfigured, and withered away, 
A thing unfit for the light of day. 



''What is it?" he groaned. 

With gleeful shout 
They turned the pitiful Thing about. 
A terrible Voice was at his ear. 
" Behold ! — 'tis thyself ! henceforth with fear, 
And dread remorse, shall it follow thee — 
A weariless shadow! Now dost see 
That spectre tall with the heavenward eyes — 
As seeking the lights of Paradise ? 
See its airy robe, its kindly grace, 
The noble thoughts that to many a race 
Would be as the dew to mortal flowers, 
Awaking to growth their heaven-born powers ? 
The hand outstretched to the poor, you see, 
With words of love and of charity. 
Peace on the brow, and joy in the heart. 
For, strange as it seems, doth one impart. 



22 SOLOMON GRINDER'S CHRISTMAS EVE. 

Richer is he than if naught were given. 
Wonderful! — still, 'tis the way of Heaven." 

As the word was uttered there went a groan 
Through the lurid caverns. 

" Great Unknown," 
Solomon murmured, " who was this man?". 

" Thyself hadst thou but followed the plan 
The mind of Wisdom had formed for thee." 
*' But now? " 

"Behold thy Eternity! 
Hadst thou not fostered thy bosom sin 
The other portrays what thou mightst have 

been. 
Henceforth these phantoms thy steps shall 

haunt, 
Nor leave at sound of thy stern * avaunt * ! 
One pressing close to thy shrinking side, 
And one, half seen, in the distance glide." 

Solomon shuddered, and cried '' O Fate ! 
Why torture a soul disconsolate ? 



SOLOMON GRINDER S CHRISTMAS EVE. 23 

Had I but dreamed of this depth of woe 
Naught could have tempted my soul so low." 

"Ignorance — was it? or love of pelf? 
I say 'twas simply worship of self. 
Who will not his brother's keeper be 
Partakes of his sin and misery." 

*' And no repentance " — 

"The time is past ! 
The gates of Mercy are closed at last." — 
Silent the voice. 

A garden appeared. 
Solomon's heart at the sight was cheered. 
He almost laughed as he. plucked a peach 
Temptingly hanging within his reach, 
And quick to his fire-parched lips he pressed. 
How hard ! how heavy ! Then sore distressed: 
" Only painted gold ! " he cried, " alas ! — 
And this bubbling stream is of molten glass ! " 

Before his eyes it melted away. 

As a weeping soul approached to say. 



24 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

*' I'm a girl you turned out into the street 
One night in a storm of wind and sleet. 
I saw a palace of gilded sin — 
It was warm and light, and I wandered in." 

" You owed me the rent ! '* old Solomon said — 
'Twas the force of habit, he felt, instead 
Of the sordid heart which had shrunk away, 
One throbbing anguish, and added, — " Nay ! 
The fault is mine! — I should suffer all — • 
I was the cause of your woful fall ! 
Sorrows of many lie at my door. 
Weigh down my soul — I can bear no more — 
God pity us both ! " 

A cry arose — 
That sacred name 'mid his bitter foes ! 
But ent'ring in came a noted guest, 
And the demons sped at their lord's behest. 

Solomon fell with a ghastly grin — 
He burned without, and he burned within; 
The ice was melting, and flowed in tears 
As he suffered on for a thousand years. — 



SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 25 

Then suddenly came unlocked for peace, 
A hopeful exit, a swift release! 

On his way from the deep,submundane sphere 
He saw an ethereal guide draw near. 
Safely to lead him, through aeons of space 
To the distant planet his dwelling-place. 

An hour or two they pleasantly spent 

In viewing the glorious firmament, 

But Solomon anxiously longed to see 

The shores of Earth. *' Though I need not," 

said he, 
" Expect to greet a familiar face 
Unless it be an exceptional case, — 
They could not have lived such a number of 

years." 

" Now look," said the guide, " where that mist 
appears." 

"They're clouds on our Ocean! I see them 

plain — 
I knew I should recognize home again ! " 



26 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

"Well — be not so eager! but wait and see 
How things on the planet appear to me. — 
Only a second or two, then we'll go 
Wherever you please. — Now, then ! look 
below." 

Solomon's gaze on the Earth was bent. 
" Why are the people so very intent ? 
Catching at bubbles which break in the hand — 
Carrying loads of the heaviest sand — 
Rags and tatters of gaudy hue — 
Ancient books, worm-eaten through ! " 

Said his guide, " The heaviest load of pelf 
That any man bears is his own dear self ! " 

*'And why does each carry a looking-glass? 
'Tis not alone the merry -eyed lass ; — 
Another odd thing ! no glass reflects 
Exactly the form one there expects." 

Then the guide smiled — "No man is the* 

same 
In his own eyes — so worthy of blame — 



SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 27 

As would be another were he untrue 

To the light that shone within him. You 

See in the glass what they think they are." 

" Blissfully ignorant state — ha ! ha ! " 
Solomon laughing turned to his guide, 
Who shook his head, and sadly replied — 
" Wilfully blind ! they've a Counsellor 
Would gladly aid them. They do not err 
Helplessly hurried along by Fate." 

*' Some seem hastening — ^ some of them wait. 
Laughing and talking of nothing at all 
But the veriest nonsense ! — minds so small'' — 

" Wait ! " said his guide, " let's see where you 

stand, 
Or where you stood — with your golden sand." 

Solomon cheerfully shook his head — 
" I'm not so silly as they are," he said. 

Patiently smiled the angel, his eye 
Bright with the sunlight of charity. 



28 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

*' Let's see . . . you're a Christian ? well look 

down 
To the left. * Professors* the half in town — 
'Tis the one respectable thing to be, 
So they all go in for the form you see. 
There's many a good man fond of pelf, 
And many a Christian good to himself — 
Struggling for righteousness — and for ease, 
And to enter the Kingdom as him may please. 
Of course, in the truly-changed of heart, 
Though the weeds may grow when they've 

got a start, 
There's always a longing for better things — 
Occasional draughts from God's fountain- 
springs — 
And some so closely dwell in his grace 
That their smiles seem reflections from God's 

own face. 
There's no strict line, though many may 

search. 
Dividing apart the World and the Church, 
For some who outside lingering wait 
Shall enter in at . the Golden Gate ; 



SOLOMON GRINDERS CHRISTMAS EVE. 29 

While others, high up in Church's pale 
Shall loudly knock, but an entrance fail ! " 

Says Solomon, " Oft to the church I went " — 

" No doubt ! and when for the prayer you 

bent 
You thought of the rise in a favored stock ; 
Of rents coming in from a tenement block " — 

"Not always! — you see for many a year 
I'd my mother's prayers ; and her parting tear 
Was a pearl to me of a price untold — • 
Far richer than all the mines of gold ! " 

"And then?"— 

"A younger and fairer face 
Won my devotion. — My lovely Grace ! — 
Her picture hangs in my dining-hall 
Looking brightly down from the sombre wall. 
But a few years passed — there came a morn 
When I wept alone, for my love was gone ! " 
Silent he mused for a little space, 
A look of sorrow altered his face — 



30 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

Deeper the wrinkles that in by-gone years, 
Had been the channels of bitter tears. 



Gentle the light in his mentor's eyes 
As he heard the old man's tender sighs. 
"And you loved no more?" he softly said. 

Solomon, shaking his bowed, gray head. 
For a moment made to him no reply. 
Then, looking up with remorseful eye, 
"I've wronged myself, and I've wronged my 

child ; 
My brain was turned, and my actions wild ! 
I didn't want her to marry at all, 
But a fellow, handsome, and fair and tall, 
Poor as poverty — that of course — 
Won her by singing till he was hoarse 
Of the ' beauties of love.' And so the two 
Eloped! — Well, what could the creatures do? 
Indeed, I had but myself to blame — 
If't been me I'd ha' done the same. 
Well — from that time to me she's been dead. 
There's not a day but my heart has bled, 



SOLOMON GRINDERS CHRISTMAS EVE. 3 1 

Though I would not receive a single word, 
And years have passed since her voice I've 

heard. 
Though many a time to the house she came 
The servants dared not mention her name ; 
Poor Stephen alone, has often plead 
That I'd take back the cruel words I'd said. 
I long to see her ! — I scarce can wait — 
But, oh! — no doubt I shall be too late!" 

The guide, who had listened with patient grace^ 
Looked this way, and that. "Ah here's the 

place ! 
Come ! this is the way for us to go 
I've three choice sinners I want to show; — 
Saintly sinners — two of the three — 
" Of such shall the Kingdom of Heav'n no^ 

be." 

" You're speaking now of those in the Church, 
If you had asked me to join in the search 
These would not compare to some I could 

find — 
Criminals sunken in body and mind " — 



32 SOLOMON GRINDER'S CHRISTMAS EVE. 

** Those make no pretence, but God they face; 
They sin and die, and go to their place. 
This is a far more respectable kind, 
Supposed to have conscience and cultured 
mind." 

" These people seem to be much mixed up." 

*' That's Deacon Miles, with a silver cup, 
And golden plate of the best of fare, 
Complacently smiling. — The starving there, 
With famished eyes on his pious face, 
Hear, without heeding, his well-worn grace. 
The Deacon swallows the lion's share, 
Then scatters the crumbs with a lordly air. 
And the crowd applaud — at his * charity ! * " 

" Good sakes! " cried Solomon, "just to see—" 

" Look here," said his guide, " here's another 

saint. 
They can only see the enamel and paint, 
The reddened lips, and the darkened eyes — 
Heres a candidate for Paradise ! 



SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 33 

Delicate cambric and costly lace, 

Silks and satins and jewels, grace 

A form that to men seems fair to see, 

But a spirit warped for Eternity ! 

See her winning smile, her gracious air — 

All put on for the company there. 

See her again as she stands alone, 

A poor girl comes with piteous moan, — 

'Tis the seamstress pale whom a bill she owes 

For weeks of work on her elegant clothes. 

She answers, " Why, really I — you've come 

too late I 
I'm going to church — so you'll have to wait. 
I've only a single piece of gold — 
That the contribution plate must hold !" 
Solomon turning his head away 
Put his hand in his pocket the girl to pay. — 
Nothing was there, so he turned again 
And fixed his eyes on a group of men 
Surrounding a coffin, narrow and small. 
He shuddered ! — for under the velvet pall 
His own form filled the allotted space, 
And he sadly gazed on his own dead face. 



34 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

The group around were not very sad — 
In fact they seemed to be soberly glad, 
But every spot they could possibly drape 
Was hung with the richest, deepest of crape. 
Solomon saw in the heart of each 
Some thoughts quite opposed to the meas- 
ured speech. 

" What sinful waste ! " thought Tabitha Shrew. 
" I should say those men had little to do 
To spend so much in making a spread — 
Should all have been for the heirs instead." 
Silent and sad, with occasional sighs, 
She pressed a handkerchief to her eyes. 

" I wonder how much we'll all get 'round," 
Mused spendthrift Dick with eyes on the 

ground ; 
While cousin Anne, the richest of all. 
Smoothing a crease in the heavy pall. 
Placing the flowers with exquisite taste, 
Wished that the bearers would make more 

haste ! 



SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 35 

Thought no more of the one who lay dead, 
But greatly longed the Will should be read. 

Solomon noted each jealous eye. — 

There was not a tear, nor a heart-felt sigh, 

In all this pomp of funereal gloom. 

But hark ! — a sound from another room, — 
There wept old Stephen ! Nor was he alone, 
For through the sobs came a tender tone. 

" O, Nellie, he never knew Jesus, dear. 

Or he'd have loved us when he was here — 

Jesus loved children so welly you know." 

" But tell me, sister, where did he go ? 
Mama keeps crying the livelong day — 
I 'spect she's sorry he's gone away. " 

Solomon nodded his head to the guide, 

Who, kindly smiling, came to his side. 

" Stephen's grandchildren ? " 

*' Nay ! but your own ! " 

" But Stephen said " — 

*' Let Stephen alone 



36 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

For finding a way to blind your eyes ! — 
Noble of heart — though not very wise.'* 

Solomon wept. He remembered well 

The same sweet tones of his darling Nell. 

** Look once again.'* 

** Why ! — there's the poor girl ! — 
And there's Cousin Anne. Ha ! many a curl 
And fuss and furbelow she's got on ! 
What's that ? — she calls to her coachman, 

"John!" 
Ah ! the seamstress pale has fall'n in the street. 
And lies quite still near the horses' feet ! 
Drive on ! proud lady — why — no ! she's 

out ! 
The sleeves of lace are folded about 
The clean, patched clothes, while the faded 

hat 
On her shoulder rests ! Now what's she at ? 
That's not her daughter?" 

"Oh, no ! — you see 
Her heart is melted in charity. 



SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 37 

And then — she thinks with a throe of fear 

' So might it be with my children dear ! ' " 

" I thought that her heart was puffed with 
pride." 

" Ah, yes ! you looked on only one side ! 
There's no one perfect — never will be, 
But no one is wholly bad you see ; 
The lightest head in Vanity Fair 
Has other thoughts than of what to wear. 
That girl's misfortune has won a friend 
Who will spare no pain to the goodly end 
Of making her happy, — the truth to prove. 
Who giveth truly giveth in love." 

" There is that spendthrift Dick, I declare ! 
With sorry hat, and disordered hair. 
He stops to enter a restaurant — 
Why, what a poor little figure, gaunt. 
Creeps up and puts in a famine plea ! 
Says Dick, * I guess you're worse off than me. 
So take this quarter, poor little scamp — 
The last I've got ! * he mutters, * a tramp, 



38 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

And luckless sinner, sure I was born ! * 
Poor boy ! " said Solomon, " how forlorn 
And reckless he looks! — yet there's some 

good 
In spite of his foolish hardihood. — 
I'll rub my specs! — must be going wild ! 
Tabitha nursing a poor sick child ? 

— And old Deacon Miles — why dless my 

life! 
Kind as can be to a bed -rid wife!" 

On the angel's face was a smile, and a tear, 
As the woman prayed for her " husband dear ; " 
Fearing and trembling lest, being " so good," 
He'd die and leave her in solitude ! 

— " The thief that stole my watch t'other day 
Pawns it his mother's bread bill to pay, 
And every article he can spare 

Gives to a friend who has less to wear! 

— That hungry child — gives the crust in her 

hand 
To the little one ! — I understand — 



SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 39 

Why ! — am I alone ? — yes — so it seems " — 

Solomon came from the land of dreams 
With a quivering cry, of '' Oh ! Oh dear ! " 
And his neck was stiff, and his sight was blear ; 
But he struggled to rise, and gazed around, 
Then heaved a sigh of relief profound. 

" Why, master dear,'' came the piping tone 
Of the faithful Stephen, " here all alone, 
You'd like to have set yourself on fire — 
Why you're hot as a blacksmith's wagon 
tire." 

**H'm! h'm," said Solomon, scratching his 

head, 
"Not half so hot as if I'd been dead!" 

"Been — 'Z£//2<3:^? " cried Stephen, taken aback, 

"He's out of his head, — alack! — alack!" 

And raised a pitcher of water straight 

To cool off the fever. 

" Hold, Stephen — wait ! 

I'm no more crazy than you. — Sit down. 

It's only a dreamt 



40 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

" How very brown 
Your knees is," said Stephen, " little more 
'D ha' burnt you up like an ole pine door. 
Well — Smith's out here — will you let him 

come? 
He says he * 'lowed he'd find you to hum,' 
Some how he don't seem willin' to leave, 
And says to mind you it's Christmas Eve." 

Solomon looked at the kind old man 

As if bewildered. Then he began 

To ask some questions, and smiling in space 

Cracked every wrinkle over his face. 

As hope and joy in his heart awoke. 

The clock ticked loudly. 'Twas on the stroke 
Of nine, as Solomon quickly 'rose, 

And put on his coat. 

— "Master! — it snows! 
Besides, it's gettin' pow'fully late — 
Well ! well ! I never ! — he wouldn't wait ; 
He'll come back chilled, I'll venture to say, 
And then there'll be — well — something to 
pay." 



SOLOMON GRINDER S CHRISTMAS EVE. 4I 

Busily Stephen swept up the room 
With the small remains of an ancient broom, 
Arranged the fire with the nicest care, 
And soon had the tea-kettle boiling there. 

" Of course he'll scold, " the little man said, 
** But then he mustn't go cold to bed. — 
He shall have some toast and hot spiced 

* wine. 
Ha ! now these fire-irons brightly shine. 
Oh, yes!' to the picture, ''you may smile, 
But you'll have to wait for a little while. 
It'll all come right in time, I doubt — 
How those eyes do follow one all about ! 
It*s warm an' comfortin', I'll sit down ; 
I reckon he'll soon be back from town." 

The wild wind whistling, noisy and shrill. 
Rattled the windows and doors with a will ; 
Feathery snow down the chimney came. 
But hissing flew from the angry flame. 
"A Christmas hard for the sick and poor," 
Groaned Stephen, peeping out from the door, 



42 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

"An' I jist say it's reely a sin 
For folks to be out that orter be in ! 
There's no use talkin' ! — I'm that distressed 
About old Master, I jist cant rest." 
And so, with many a mutt'ring sound, 
Stephen kept wandering round and round. 



And where was Solomon ? At the door 
He met the Smith he had snubbed before, 
And merely saying, " Come 'long with me," 
Walked off like a stripling of twenty-three. 
Giving poor Smith such a shock of surprise 
That he just stood still with staring eyes, — 
Then followed on in a swinging trot, 
Wondering painfully whether or not 
The *' ole man rightly was in his head ? " 
At any rate not a word was said 
Till Solomon Grinder turned about. 
Putting his other thoughts to rout 
By saying, *' Look here, my worthy friend — 
Why — what's the matter ? — I wish you'd 
attend." 



SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 43 

For the man stood off for a goodly space, 
Astonishment painted on his face, 
And wondered if he were really there, 
Or taking a ride on a wild night-mare. 
Solomon laughed. It was odd to hear ! 
The first of the kind for many a year. 
Then he approached him — but Smith retired 
As quick as if a gun had been fired ! 
Look here ! " growled Solomon, " where's the 

rent ? 
I'll wager my hat it's all been spent ! " 
Quite re-assured. Smith came to his side, 
To plead excuses eagerly tried. 
" You see, your Honor, my wife's been sick, 
An' ther' ain't a right well child nor chick. — 
Mebbe it's wantin' enough to eat. 
Or mebbe the la-ck o' coal fer heat, 
I d'clare I dunno ! — but — here's every cent 
We'd scratched fer Christmas, towards the 

rent." 
The large thin hand, stretched out in the 

cold, 
Could hardly the much-prized savings hold. 



44 SOLOMON GRINDER*S CHRISTMAS EVE. 

Solomon, taking it, also took note 

Of the worn-out shoes and ragged coat. 

*' I'm sure I wouldn't my duty shirk, 

But I don't seem pow'ful strong to work. — • 

The times is hard," with a weary sigh. 

Solomon, doubtful what reply 
Might best suit the case, made answer then, 
^* Much depends on the kind of men — 
Or people — and their strength to endure. 
* The times ' seem always hard to the poor." 
His voice was gentle, — yes, even sad. 
And, as they walked, the other was glad 
To speak of his sad mistakes in life, 
Of his little children, and patient wife ; 
Of the baby lost, and their anxious search, 
And the crippled boy who sang in the church; 
Of little Jane who, but four years old. 
Was the mother's nurse, and with care untold 
Tenderly watched her early and late. 
Yet looked for * Pa ' at the garden gate. 
" It hardly would seem like home to me 
If she wasn't waiting there, you see." 



SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 45 

So, being drawn on, his drift of speech 
Pictured the thoughts and wishes of each. 
" Look here," said Solomon, " here's a store — 
You've nothing to do for an hour or more?" 

" Why — no, sir ! — if there's aught I can do 

I'll be mightily glad to work fer you, 

If you'll tell me what you please to want." 

" I'm going into this restaurant — 
Just come along!" for the poor man stood 
Shaking and chattering do what he would. 
"Well — [{ j/ou won t go there — /shall not! 
I'm almost perished for something hot." 

Without a word Smith followed him in, 
Though with glistening eye, and quivering 

chin, 
** Oh dear ! " said he, " but dorCt it smell good! 
It's most as nice as eatin* the food ! " 
He laughed. 

Something ailed Solomon's throat. 
He turned away — unbutt'ning his coat. 



46 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

*' Now waiter," said he, " if you are through, 
Bring your hottest coffee and steak for two. 
And be in a hurry ! it's getting late, 
And hungry people don't like to wait." 

"All right, sah! — your table — latest news — 
Read while you're waitin', sah, — if you 
choose." 



Five minutes, an age to Smith, went by. 
Now smoking viands before him lie — 
But not for long, for his head is bent 
To give his craving hunger content. 
■But, slyly, he over half of it hid 
Within his pocket. Solomon bid 
The waiter fill up another plate, 
And Smith thought kindlier of his fate — • 
Felt better able to cope with men, 
And struggle on with his life again. 

" Well, now," says Solomon, in the street, 
" We'll have to hasten, for time is fleet, 



SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 47 

And I have several things to do, — 

And several errands, too, for you. 

Fm glad that I wrote these notes to-night. — 

My Brother and Dick, and my old clerk, 

White, 
Who crippled himself at the store ; and Nan, 
My mother's old servant, — a right good 

plan — 
Just a line or two of greeting to each, — 
Perhaps the checks will be better than speech. 
Where are we now? — oh, here is the store. — 
Could you work for me for a month or 

more? 
— Here is a box. So ! the letters are in. 
Ha! ha! — they'll wonder — dear! dear! what 

a din 
That band keeps up ! Well, what do you say? 
We'll talk to-morrow about the pay." 

Smith, glancing down at his dingy clothes 
Said, " I ain't much proud as Poverty knows.'* 

"Oh, if that's all ! — we'll look out for that.— 
Mr. Clothier, fit this man with a hat. 



48 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

Vou've ready-made clothes ? So ! that's all 

right, 
Fix him warmly — fit for to-night. 
Shoes ? yes, — - and mittens ! — Why, never 

mind ! 
A way of repaying you're sure to find. '* 

For the man was struggling hard for speech, 
But suitable words seemed out of reach. 

*' There's always a way for the man who wills^ 

If he goes it strong in spite of ills. — 

Go put on your clothes — my soul is vexed 

To see you suffering ! — 

Well, what next, " 
He mused as he waited down by the door. 
"Let's see! — ha! Stephen's clothes are so 

poor — 
And mine! ha! ha! Well this will not do. 
I'll order a suit — no ! I'll call for two — 
This is no weather for clothes so light. — • 
Oh — ^ could I but see my Nell to-night! 
Ten years ! — God pity my flinty heart. 
And forgive the grudge which kept us apart. 



SOLOMON GRINDER S CHRISTMAS EVE. 49 

Little by little I sunk so low 
As the miserly spirit began to grow. — 
Where is she now? — oh! Stephen can tell, 
I'll ask him to-night — my darling Nell! 
Ready ? all right. — This order please fill, 
And send the things as soon as you will. 
What kind of a fit ? — oh, never fear — 
You've had my measure this many a year — 
Though youVe forgotten me. There's the 
name." 

"If they're not just right" — 

" You'll not be to blame. 
I haven't an atom of time to spare — 
Send of the best that you have for wear." 

"All right, sir." 

" Good-night." 

*' Good-night.'' 

" — Dear me ! 
What a loss of time ! — now Smith, you'll see 
These orders for coal and loaves of bread 
Given out to these people — as I have 
said.?" 



50 SOLOMON GRINDER S CHRISTMAS EVE. 

*' Surely ! " said Smith, as he touched his 

hat, 
"You may trust me the same as yourself for 

• that." 
His deep voice trembled — perhaps with cold ; 
"May you be — repaid — a thousand-fold." 

" Too much set down on the other page. " 
Solomon shook his head like a sage. 
" Now, as you'll have money to work for me 
Here's some in advance. Good-night ! " and he 
Hastened off down the street all thanks to 
shun. 



" Queer old duffer ! '* cried clerk number one 
In the store they had left, " no end of larks 
•To polish him off." 

" Ah — Mr. Marks ! 
If I'd his power with a scratch of a pen 
I'd soon be on top of the pile again ! — 
Tell you, sir, money's the one great thing, 
It's the lever that weights the puppet string. 



SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 5 1 

Think of the power that he's packed away! — 

That's Grinder, the miser!" 

" You don't say ! 

I'll be more respectful to his gray hairs. 

I wonder if he has any heirs ! '* 



The storm had ceased. The pale moonlight 

Shone soft on the snow, all pure and white, 

Soon to be trodden, or swept aside. 

To melt away in the swollen tide ; — 

As many a soul from the country home 

Into the city will careless roam, 

And lose its beauty and freshness there, 

Far from the joy of its native air. 
Solomon thinks not of this, his eye 
Roams here and there, he could scarce tell 

why. 
" Such a lot of snow for so late begun 1 " 

"Now, Nellie, this is the prettiest one!" 
Cried a childish voice that .made him start, — 
Pressing a hand to his throbbing heart. 



52 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

" Stephen's grand-children ? — no ! — my own ! 
My darling's face, and her very tone 
In childish joy. Why have I not guessed 
When Stephen showed them — at his behest! 
Those lovely eyes ! — that beautiful hair 
So brown, yet with sunlight imprisoned there. 
That look familiar — I know not what — 
Nobody else in the world has got. " 

They stood at a window filled with toys — 
Wonderful things for girls and boys. 
Dollies were there who could dance and sing; 
Beautiful china — and everything 
Brilliant, and lovely, to please the eye. — 
Much of it only the rich could buy. 
But there, pressed closely against the glass, 
Were a dozen faces. One little lass, 
Habited poorly — as all the rest — 
Laughed and chattered with joyous zest. 

" Lillie ! but see that boy with a drum ! 
And those china dolls ! will Santa Claus come 
And fill our stockings with buTlest things — 
Lovely angels with little gold wings? 



SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 53 
Lots of candies and nuts and cake " — 

"And what for Mama?" 

"Oh, she shall take 
The big-est and best-est of all that's there — 
You know we always save Mama her share ! 

Will he come ? " 

The other made reply- 
Sweet and tender, a tear in her eye, 
" If mother could, we should have them all 
To make us happy! — O^^see! that small 
Old gentleman hears us ! — Come let's run ! 
It's getting j^ late, — we've had lots of fun!'* 
So clasping hands they had turned away 
When Solomon called to them. 

" Stay ! dears, stay ! 
All of you little ones come with me 
We'll go inside and see — what we'll see." 

Delighted they all accept the plan 
And follow the '' funny old gentleman," 
Up to the counter, quiet as mice. 
Solomon heading th^m^ asked the price 
Of various articles. 



54 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

"Seems to me 
The very best plan would likely be," 
Said the sage, red-headed, kind young clerk, 
Nodding his head with a funny jerk, 
" To give so much to each little elf, 
And set it off to choose for itself!" 

So Solomon thought, but kept the girls, 
Lillie and Nell, with hands on their curls, 
Questioned them softly about their home. — 
Had they no father that they should roam 
Abroad so late ? 

Then they sadly told 
He'd died when Nellie was five years old, 
And the mother had sewed till the day before, 
But had told them now she could do no more. 

Solomon Grinder turned quite pale, 
And had to hold to the counter rail. 

"We hated the dear Mama to leave, 
But she said to come — it was Christmas Eve! 
So — though it was stormy — out we came. — 
Do you think we're very much to blame?" 



SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 55 

" No ! No ! — have you plenty at home to 
eat?" 

Lillie answered him, brave and sweet, 
" We've nothing at all, but Mama said 
We've the same God that the birdies fed." 

Then Solomon spoke with a thankful heart, 
As the little ones made as if to start, 
" No longer my darlings shall hungry be ! — 
Now all you little folks — follow me ! — 
But first, Mr. Clerk — choose quick my dears. 
Well ! Well ! they cannot tell whaty it ap- 
pears. 
Would please them best! — here's a dollar — 

no twOy 
And, one for yourself — just wrap up a few 
Of the things they fancy. Good-night. " 

" Good-night, 
And thank you heartily ! " 

"That's all right!" 
Solomon laughed, but with tender heart. 
" Come all you babies — now for a start 1 '* 



56 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

Full many a backward glance they threw, 
But followed on into " pastures, new. " 

Then into the baker's shop, next door, 
With fully a hungry dozen more, 
Solomon hastened, with child-like joy. 
"Two buns apiece for each girl and boy. 

Each left clasping a loaf of bread. 
And a sack of riches the size of his head — 
Candy and nuts — and the precious toys — 
Who could describe their Christmas joys! 

Solomon home with his darlings went, 
His mind quite filled with its glad intent, 
He found a welcome so true, and deep. 
That, what did he do, but sit and weep ! 

The children, climbing upon his knee, 

Gave kisses of love and sympathy ; 

While his daughter pressed his hand in her 

own, 
And gladdened his heart with her tender tone. 



SOLOMON GRINDER S CHRISTMAS EVE. 57 

The bells are ringing ! 'tis Christmas morn ! 
So many years since the Christ was born ! 
Well may our hearts, and our tongues, rejoice, 
The Lord in Heaven can hear each voice, 
And read the love of our souls, and bless 
Our loved and ourselves with happiness. 



Solomon Grinder, in lonely state. 
Sat, and looked at the very same plate 
He honored so when our tale began, — 
The plate was the same, but not the man. 

Stephen had worn a bewildered look 
For the last two hours. His master took 
Delight in saying the oddest things 
About '' seeing angels, minus the wings. '* 
And then the provisions ! what a store 
Of things had arrived the night before ! 
And why should the table, this morn, be set 
For four ! — and the best that they could get ! 

Rap ! rap ! rap ! 

" Stephen, some one is there," — ■ 
Solomon laughing rose from his chair. 



58 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

"Pray open the door!" — 

It backward flew ! — • 
Two lovely children came into view — 
Running to Solomon, clasped him tight, 
Laughing in ecstacy of delight ! 

'' O Master, dear, do7it be angry — please^' 

Cried Stephen, falling upon his knees, 

" Here's your dear daughter — Mistress Nell." 

Solomon smiled as it pleased him well. 
" Get up ! old friend. — the greatest surprise 
Is that which looks from your dull old eyes." 
And his own were moist, — " I've done a wrong, 
I own to it now. Ah, the days were long " — 
*' Nay, father, dear, what is sad, forget! 
Many the days of happiness yet 
Together, I trust. Though the sun he low 
We'll rejoice in the light of the after glow ! " 



Solomon Grinder is not a saint, 
(Touching his portrait with outline faint). 
Though in Charity's rank a strong recruit, 
Sweetened and mellowed like ripened fruit, 



SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 59 

And strictly honest as man can be, 
He's fond of money, as one may see. 
Still, you may read, in his changing face, 
The outward marks of a growth in grace. 

His daughter ministers peace and love. 
And speaks of the joys of the home above. 
^Her children are growing lovely and tall, 
Like the roses climbing the garden wall. 

Old Stephen sits in his easy chair, 
Rheumatic and patient, without a care ; 
Taking life's sunshine along with the rain. 
Accepting its bounties, its beauties, its pain, 
As gifts direct from a Father, kind. 
And tender, and gracious ! Not resigned 
Like some — with lifted brows and a sigh, 
But with thankful heart, right cheerfully. 



We may not judge of the charity, 

Or miserly heart, of others, but we 

May taste of the purest joy that's given, 

By entering into the labors of Heaven, — 



60 SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 

Labors of love, and ministry, 

Words of the tenderest sympathy. 

Not every one has the power of gold, 

But better than that, a thousand-fold^ 

The strength of heart, and clearness of eye, 

To see and hail Opportunity; 

Nor backward glance with regretful sigh. 

When, with sails unfurled, she has passed ^\ 

them by. 
Where a marriage is, how many rejoice ! 
There are fewer weep at the mourner's voice. 
Remember — and give of the light, thine 

own, 
To her who sitteth in darkness alone. 
The way of giving, more than the gift, 
May a needy, sorrowful heart uplift; 
While a bird of joy is warbling there 
Whose notes sound not on the summer 

air. 
We will let the frailties of others be 
Hid by a mantle of Charity, 
And kindly speak, for, happen what will, 
Our erring brother 's our brother still ! 



SOLOMON grinder's CHRISTMAS EVE. 6l 

O willing hand, and O tender heart, 
Who gladly doth to thy friend impart — • 
Thy friend, whoever hath greater need, — 
At this blessed season we say " God speed, 
And shine on thy life, as the Star on them, 
Who sought for the Babe in Bethlehem," 



My Conscience and I. 



I STOOD at the gate of my Conscience, 
She gazed at me from the door, 

Then hastened along the pathway — 
As oft she had done before. 

It was early in life's fair spring-time, 
The flowers were lovely to see, 

And the birds of hope and promise 
Sang gaily from every tree ; 

But my heart was heavy within me, 
For my Mentor's brow was sad, 

And I missed the smile of welcome 
That often had made me glad. 

Then I saw in her eyes reflected 

My wayward and foolish life, 

And resolved, in my youthful fervor, 

To engage in a nobler strife. 
62 



MY CONSCIENCE AND I. 63 

The years passed on. I was prospered, 
And rose to some wordly fame, 

And many a great transaction 
Had sanction of my good name. 

My Conscience, all uninvited, 
Would whisper soft in my ear, 

'Till, angry, I turned and left her 
Determined I would not hear ; 

I would win in every battle. 

Whether weal or woe betide. 
But, at last, in the midst of sorrow. 

Was lowered my haughty pride ! 

I knocked at the door of my Conscience. 

Unanswered, I glanced within ; 
There lay she, starving and dying — 

Alas ! my neglect and sin ! 

Oh, I will — but no! my actions 
Shall tell, — not an empty word. 

And I went among my people 

As one whose heart had been stirred. 



64 MY CONSCIENCE AND I. 

And the widows and orphans blessed me, 
But my millions grew no less, 

So I sought the country over 
For those who were in distress. 

I gave not my voice for the strongest 
Bift the one I thought was right ; 

And to those who groped in darkness 
I gladly offered a light. 

Now, at many an humble fireside, 

-Which Heaven by my hand has blessed, 
Dwell smiling Peace and Contentment 
Instead of a sad unrest. 

And my Conscience, sitting beside me. 

For that is her place alway. 
Is smiling, and I am happy, — 

Nearing heaven from day to day. 



Song of the Zephyr. 



Where the dew glistens 
On mountain high, 

Bathed in its brightness 
There, there am I ! 

Waking the echoes 
In woodland glade, 

Laughing in chorus 
With mountain maid. 

Roses and lilies 
Bend to my sigh. 

Rapt in their sweetness 

There, there am I ! 

Hovering over 

The couch of distress, 
Kissing the mourner 

In tenderness. 
65 



66 SONG OF THE ZEPHYR. 

Breathing in music, 
Each early morn, 

" Praise to Creator," 
Through Alpine horn. 

Catch of my fragrance, 
Upward I fly, 

Wrapped in a sunbeam 
Sweetly to die! 



Purified. 

By anguish, that from out the weak heart 
crushes 
The little life that bore it on its way, 
The strong heart stronger grows, while on- 
ward rushes 
The force resistless, without stop or stay! 
As when a raging tempest hath its sway. 
The slender weaklings scatter o'er the land, 
While century oaks in conscious grandeur 
stand. 

What are these moments to eternal spaces! 

Be strong, tho' suffering, for the surgeon's 

steel 

By pain is guided to the ulcerous places — 

The strong hand, tender, wounds thee but 

to heal. 

Tho' in thine inmost, hidden life, thou feel 

67 



68 PURIFIED. 

The cautery applied, yet surely know 
The tissues of thy heart shall purer grow. 

Patience, dear soul, tho' the fierce fire be 
burning, 
Melting like wax the ore within thine heart, 
Thoughts and desires, and hopes and fears, 
o'erturning, 
Sending in fumes away the baser part ; 
Shrink not! but bear the purifying smart. 
Know, that the Lord who loves thee well, 

would see 
The image of Himself, reflect in thee. 

From out the ashes of thy dead self, glowing, 

A better life shall Phoenix-like appear; 
And fairer, and more God-like ever growing. 
Shall on fleet pinions to the Light draw 

near ; 
Shall walk with God, and feel nor pain, nor 
fear, 
(As in the happy days of Eden story), 
And, like the moon, shine with reflected glory. 



1 



Leaving the Farm. 



Yes, neighbor, I reckon I'll leave ye, — 

Tomorrer the tenant comes in ! 
So stay, and set down awhile with me, 

Fer p'raps I'll not see ye ag'in. 
What ? ye won't sit ? then come in the orchard 

Ther's some cheers by the old apple tree. — 
Here 'tis. — Yes! — A mighty sight bigger 

Than when planted by Polly and me I 

Ye mind when we moved in this homestid, 
How the woods come most up to the door? 

It took us a day to go millin', 
And 'twas miles upon miles to a store. 

My Polly she sung in the spring-house, 
And sung as she spun at her yarn, 

While I was away at my ploughin' 

Or threshin* the wheat in the barn ! 

69 



70 LEAVING THE FARM. 

What a sweet gentle mother was Polly ! 

Yet she raised up her childern by rule, 
And took 'em all with her to meetin', 

And sent them as reg'lar to school. 
And the childern they took so to learnin' 

They must go away from the farm — 
You know, neighbor Jones, how they left us. 

But, thank God ! they come to no harm ! 



'Twas hard when we give up the youngest, — 

For the next one hed died when a man, 
You remember, — but he was so earnest 

We give up our own happy plan. 
For, somehow, I fully hed reckoned 

I'd give up the homestid to him — 
He was al'ays so good to his Mother. — 

Neighbor, my eyes's kinder dim — 

These spectacles must need a rubbin'. — 
There — now they'll do better I know. 

The boys was so set on my leavin* 
I couldn't do nothin' but go. 



LEAVING THE FARM. 71 

But here were our joys, and our sorrers, 
And you know that we worked with a will, 

But my Polly, — she sings with the angels. 
And her busy hands — now they are still. 

The hardest of all is to leave her, 

And the childern that sleeps at her side. — 
Oh, yes ! neighbor, — I know they he risen. 

But this is the place where they died. 
And sometimes when I set in the fire-light, 

A-thinking of those still so dear, 
They seem to be coming around me, 

And puttin' the'r hands on my cheer. 

And sometimes I go over yonder, 

And work with the flowers, or the sod 

That covers the graves of my Polly, 

And the childern that's livin' with God. 

And soon by their side I'll be restin' — 
For the boys has agreed I shall come — ■ 

So livin', or dyin', you'll see me 
Return to the blessed old home. 



72 LEAVING THE FARM. 

Do they say the wagon's a-waitin'? 

Oh, well then, I s'pose I must go, 
For the boys'U be lookin' for " Father, ** 

And I must look happy you know ! 
Oh, yes, I am blessed in my childern. 

They're lovin' and kind as kin be. 
Good bye ! and you'll — sometimes look yon- 
der. 

And think of my Polly and me? 



Lead Me. 

" Stay ! let me lead you, darling, 
The way is rough and wild." 

*Twas thus a tender father 
Addressed his wayward child. 

** Oh, no ! I'll pluck the roses 
So sweet, and lilies fair, — 

All, all around is beauty. 

No harm can touch me there ! " 

But sharp thorns pierced her fingers, 
The rough stones bruised her feet, 

Falling amid the briers. 

Her heart with woe replete, 

Weeping, and sorely wounded, 

She took the offered hand ; — 

" Father, forgive, and help me ! 

Alone I cannot stand." 
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74 LEAD ME. 

* Tis thus, methought, in treading 
The untried ways of Life. 

The tempting flowers of pleasure, 
With hidden poison rife, 

Allure toward death and darkness 
The children of the King. 

Yet when they turn to seek Him, 
With sad heart, sorrowing, 

His hand is ever ready 
To aid, to soothe, to bless ; 

To lead them on in gladness, 
In peace and righteousness. 

Dear Father, kind and watchful, 
Keep thou my hand in thine. 

Oh, that my life may praise Thee I 
Thy love be ever mine. 



A Garden. 

Our souls are flowers 

Watered by heavenly dew, 

In sunlit hours 

Growing, — 'mid darkness too. 

Many a rose, 

Radiant and beautiful, 
Heavenward grows 

Thornless and dutiful. 

Tiny stars, blue, 

Smile by the humble cot; 
Loving and true 

Is the forget-me-not. 

Happy and gay 

Tulips and poppies bright ; 
Cheerful alway, 

Hearts-ease, the heart's delight. 
75 



^6 A GARDEN. 

Lilies most fair 
Peace and security 

Breathe in Heaven's air — 
Emblems of purity. 

O for a life 

Like the swe'et violet, 
With fragrance rife, — 

Even in dying, — yet, 

All through the days, 
Hidden in modesty. 

Brightening Earth's ways, _ 
Making them fair to see. 

O may one spot 

Brighter and better be, 
Than had I not 

Bloomed in Eternity. 



Transition. 



As the sweet day descending 

Calls to the night from far; 
Heaven with the earth seems blending, 

Brightens life's evening star. 
Through the shadowy valley 

Flowers of hope most sweet, 
Mingling their perfume and beauty, 

Blossom around our feet. 

So with the words Thy children 

Utter, on bended knee, 
And in their songs of devotion 

Breathing their love to Thee ; — 
Like a sweet incense rising, 

Borne on the wings of prayer, — 
So, for the soul, bound heavenward. 

Forming a golden stair. 

Softly the shadows are gath'ring 
Over our joy, or woe, 
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78 TRANSITION. 

Tender fingers of angels 
Guide our steps as we go. 

Falt'ring we follow life's pathway, 
Oft-times our footsteps roam — 

Dim eyes closed to the radiance 
Drawing us gently home. 

Now the shadows are deepening! 

Day must be near at hand. 
Cool is the tide, and fitful, 

Laving life's ebbing sand. 
Far away are the murmurs 

Of the world's tempestuous sea, — 
Its joys, its temptations, its sorrows; 

Its discords, its harmony. 

Is there a mist on the river? 

What's on the other side? 
Am I alone in the darkness? 

One step — into — the tide. — 
Oh ! what a glorious vision 

Opens before mine eyes ! 
This is the " Land Elysian." — 

I am in Paradise ! 



Drifting. 

We are drifting, ever drifting 

Down the swollen stream of time, 
And the scenes of life are shifting — 

Like a wondrous pantomime. 
We are passing down the river, 
Soon to reach the great forever, 
Where all bonds of earth will sever 

To the free. 
See ! the veil is gently lifting. 
As we all are onward drifting 

To the sea. 



Many little barks are gliding 

Side by side toward destined goal — 

Some whose inmates are deriding 

Every interest of the soul, — 
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80 DRIFTING. 

Seek in joy each passing pleasure, 
Waste their love on earthly treasure. 
Idle mirth's voluptuous measure — 

Do not see 
Rocks beneath the waves are hiding. 
Scarce a moment them dividing 

From the sea. 



Genius, with the eyes of beauty, 

Waits not on the tardy stream, 
Thinks not on the way of duty. 
Lives but in a glorious dream ; 
Oars of pleasure quickly seizes, 
Courts the wild poetic breezes. 
Music weird his fancy pleases, 

And to be 
Where the rapids strong are dashing, 
O'er the rocks of vengeance splashing. 
And the waves their heads are lifting 
As he madly on is drifting 
To the sea. 



DRIFTING. 8 1 

Some, with bright eyes raised are gliding, 

Watching oft a beauteous star. 
Them unto the haven guiding 

By its influence from afar ; 
And with love their eyes are shining, 
Glorious things they seem divining, 
Every sense and thought refining. 

Melody 
Sweet as sung by angels^ ever, 
Greets them, as they leave the river 
For the sea. 

Onward drifting ! may the pilot 

Who can steer our barks aright, 
Guide us kindly to the islet 

Ere the coming of the night! 
For the streams together blending, 
Murmur, '* Life to you is ending — 
For you quickly are descending, 

And shall be 
Where the cloud is surely lifting, 
And your little barks be drifting, 
On the sea ! " 



Rest. 

Overcome with wearisome care, 
And burdens too heavy to bear, 
While the fingers, and heart, and brain 
All re-echo the sad refrain, — 
" Rest ! rest ! — no rest 
For heart or brain oppressed ! " 

Laid aside from the toils of life, 
Aside from its pleasures and strife. 
There is heard the ebb and the flow 
Of the human tide far below, — 
" Rest ! rest ! — oh, where 
Is rest from pain and care?" 

Though the heart, and the pulses fail, 

Though the face grow wan and pale ; 

In the eyes comes the Heavenly light 

Of a Faith which grows more bright — 

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REST. 83 

" Rest ! rest ! how sweet ! '* 
Learning at Jesus' feet! 

Only waiting the Master's will, 

Sweetly bearing each passing ill ; 

As the breath, and the heart-beat, cease, 
On the brow is the seal of Peace. 

Rest ! rest ! — - sweet rest ! 

Sleeping on Jesus' breast. 



Change. 

A CHAUTAUQUA VALEDICTORY. 



As a cloud-picture from the summer heaven 
Evanisheth our life from Earth away! 

Our deeds sand-castles seem, all quickly riven — 
Obliterated by the tide-waves play. 

The ceaseless tide of Time from day to day 

Rolls murmuring o'er all the spoils of men ; 
And wealth and honors, fame and grand dis- 
play. 

Forgotten, sink to nothing back again. 
O Force resistless, without stop or stay, 
We quivering bow, and yield us as we may ! 

Thou glorious Solomon, to whom 'twas given 

To know great wisdom, and to feel great 

woe ; — 

To wander peaceful by the brook at even. 

Again, to doubt of all above, below, — 

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CHANGE. 85 

What now remains of all thy wondrous show? 

We know not if thine erring soul was shriven ! 
Nor where the hand which great gifts could 
bestow, 

Or, at a wave, condemn, or sign forgiven ! 
Thy once proud cities, silent in the glow 
Of orient sunrise, lie, abased and low. 

Ye great Assyrians of boundless power ! 

Where are the riches that ye had in trust ? 
As lowland mists ye lived your little hour, — 

Then back resolved into untitled dust ! 
Your splendid palaces, the moth and rust. 
Red-handed war, the court, and ladies' bow- 
er. 
All waste have laid ; while mighty engine 
thrust 
Hath dashed to wreck each Babylonian 
tower. 
Gone, as they ne'er had been, your pride and 

lust. 
Your gorgeous pageants, and your souls dis- 
trust. 



86 CHANGE. 

The silent centuries around your grave 

Circling, look down with wondrous starry 
eyes ! 
No power have they the mold'ring Past to 
save, 

But, sighing o'er the "has been," as it lies, 
Each rosy palm, or withered, softly vies 

To bury deep the ashes of the brave, 
The gay, the beautiful, the old and wise, — 

The palace and the hovel, — 'neath a wave 
Of shimmering sand. All after destinies 
Are sealed within God's Book of Mysteries. 



Stupendous buildings all along the Nile 

Rear broken fronts, and many a temple 
vast. 
In dread magnificence, a lordly pile. 

Speaks eloquently of the varied past. 
Yet, tenantless and lone, they stand at last. 

Memorials of the doom, that shall,ere while, 
Its poison blight o'er this fair Present cast, 

And walk resistless up each storied aisle ! 



CHANGE. 87 

Yet faith must like the Pyramids stand fast, 
Calm as the Sphinx, nor backward shrink 
aghast ! 

Old Troy and Carthage fell, as ancient Greece; 
And Roman Consuls, longing for a name, 
Woke many a land from out its dreams of 
peace, 
A million lives were nought so won they 
fame ! 
And Emp'rors rose, and it was still the same, 
The whole world sighed, but carnage might 
not cease ; 
Rome fell ! and, after fearful sack and flame, 
Sat humbly waiting on through centuries. 
Then other Emp'rors lived, and conquerors 
came. 
And solemn played their part in Life's 
short game. 

How, worn and fretted by the tossing sea, 
The shores of Empires fall beneath its 
hand, 



88 CHANGE. 

While, from its bosom, countries, soon to be. 
Volcanoes form from what was buried land. 

A little world may be each grain of sand! 
Millions of lives form every coral key. — • 

And still the stars move on in orbits grand, 
The angels singing to their harmony ! 

While the sea moans upon the silvery 
strand. 

And strains to break from out its mystic 
band. 



Has life no recompense ? Must dark-winged 
night. 
Enfolding silently each dwelling place, 
Shut us forever out from hope and light, — 
Ruthlessly crushing out the human race? 
Poor soul, come forth with me a little space 
Out of thy darkness I There are regions 
bright 
Within the realms of Hope ; and love and 
grace. 
Enough to fill each soul with keen delight. 



CHANGE. 89 

Time's fading pictures God's hand shall re- 
trace ; 
Eternity her treasures shall replace. 

The jeweled fane of heathen devotee ; 

The oak which bears the ivy on its breast ; 

The peasant wife with babe upon her knee, 

The lordly worldling with his arms and 

crest, — 

All, all shall 'mid the dust be laid to rest. 

Those patriot hearts who strove their land 

to free; 

No more in deadly strife their wrongs contest, 

But by the tyrant's side, all tranquilly, 
Sleep well ! no more with woes or sins de- 
pressed; 
'Tis mystery ! but God knows what is best. 

And what, O friends! shall be our destiny? 

Each star that forms our Circle, — shall it 
shine, 
Sparkle, and scintillate, ' till others be 

Self-lucent as the diamonds in the mine ? 



QO CHANGE. 

Or, if translucent, may a light divine 

Make fair, and pure, and full of charity, 

The way we show to others ! As a line 
True to our purpose; from earth tarnish 
free. 

** Excelsior ! " be our motto. Joys combine 

To bless the worshipers at wisdom's shrine. 

The treasures of the years are gathered in ! 

Past is the harvest. — Is it great, or small ? 
Each be the judge ! Ennobling ' tis to win 
The sacred crumbs of learning as they fall 
From tables of the wise. — Dear friends I call 

To say " good bye ! " no more as they have 
been, 
Shall loved ones gather in this pleasant hall. 

Ah ! words would fail me should I but begin 
To ope my heart to you. — But this recall, 
" Farewell ! a kind farewell ! " I bid you all. 



The Beautiful Soul. 



" An angel to open the pearly gates, 

For the beautiful soul an exit waits." 
Then guarded ever so tenderly 
In its flight thro' the untried ether sea, 
It found its way from the heavenly clime 
To an infant form in the Land of Time ; 
And the angel whispered, ^'Margaret — the 

Pearl," 
As fond hearts welcomed the baby girl. 

The beautiful soul in stature grew. 

In love of the holy, the pure, the true. 

Tho' flattered by many the world called 

great, 

Tho* tempted by riches, honor and state, 

Simply and sweetly she took her way — 

Loving and trusting from day to day; 

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92 THE BEAUTIFUL SOUL. 

Joining her voice with the praying band, 
Helping the lost in the heathen land. 

O beautiful soul, 'twas thy mission here 
The mourner to comfort, the sad heart to 

cheer; 
The Master to follow with willing feet 
To the hovels where sickness and woe retreat ; 
The children to rescue from paths of sin, 
And many a soul to thy Father win — 
Not alone by thy words, or charity, 
But the beautiful life that all could see. 

Thou art gone, sweet soul, from our longing 

sight ! 
Thy place is vacant ; and we to-night, 
Think more of the sorrow thy loss has left, 
Of the mourning hearts of those bereft; 
Of the form thou didst dwell in — now pale 

and chill, 
Yet dear, how dear ! to our sad hearts still — 
Than the joyful flight to thy native skies. 
And thy welcome back into paradise. 



THE BEAUTIFUL SOUL. 93 

O beautiful soul ! O soul so white ! 
Thou'lt not forget, in thy home of light, 
The friends of thy heart thou hast loved while 

here. 
No ! ever their spirits will seem more dear ; 
And, be it the will of the God above, 
Thou'lt minister still of His peace and love, 
And, come they early, or come they late. 
Wilt welcome them each at the Pearly Gate. 

(In affectionate remembrance of Mrs. C. J. McClung.) 



The Magdalen. 



The curtains are raised. At the window stands 

A beautiful lady. Upon her hands, 

And twined in her dark hair, many a gem, 

As lustrous as those in a diadem. 

She smiles on the cherub, her child, who now 

Places a wreath of flowers on her brow. 

How lovely the picture ! while music sweet 
Comes to the ears of the crowd on the street, 
Who pass at the close of a winter's day. 
Some smile, some wearily turn them away. 
One stops and gazes, her soul in her eyes. 
As viewing the beauties of Paradise. 

Ah ! but the contrast ! the poor shrunken form 

Shivers in rags. " Oh, how lovely and warm ! 

If I had but a crust ! I'm starving to-night — 

Hope! is there hope? everything looks so 

bright 

94 



THE MAGDALEN. 95 

Over there. Oh, Father in Heaven, forgive 
A wandering penitent. Let her live." 

She rings, then shudders, — the sound is so 

loud! 
The door is opened. A menial proud 
Advances, then looking with high disdain, 
Takes hold of the door to close it again, 
But pauses at hearing her anguished cry, 
''The Lady! the lady! I starve — I die!" 

A door is opened, out into the hall 
Come the little child, and the lady tall. 
The beautiful brow is drawn in a frown, 
The beautiful eyes look scornfully down. 
" Only a beggar ! James, close fast the door, 
How often I've told you" — She hears no 
more. 

Out into the desolate, stormy street. 
Braving the arrows of snow, and of sleet. 
The bending form is now drifting along 
Unnoticed amid life's hurrying throng. 



96 THE MAGDALEN. 

For want, and woe, and care await 
Many another at Poverty's gate. 



What matters it now that once she was fair, 
That fingers of love touched the golden hair; 
That the half-clad feet, all numb as they roam, 
Pressed the velvet pile in a happy home? 
How clinging the arms of the mother fair, 
Who rocked and sung to her tenderly there ! 

Drifting ! Ah, yes ! and, ere morning light, 
The stars look down on a woful sight ! 
On the blue eyes,staring, and fixed,and dim — 
On the wave-washed form. For the funeral 

hymn 
Of the sighing wind, no more can she hear, 
As she pulseless lies on her ocean bier. 

O mother, with baby upon your knee. 
What sorrows in future may hidden be ! 
In shielding your own, be pitiful, too, 
To the many sorrowful ones, whom you 



THE MAGDALEN. 97 

May find in the paths of sin and of wo, 
And succor the tempted ere downward they 

go- 
Fair lady in satin and costly lace. 
You welcome each comer with queenly grace ; 
You smile on this gay cavalier, who stands 
Awaiting the slightest of your commands; 
Yet you know no better in life is he, 
Than the poor lost creature, you'd scorn to 

see ! 

Because 'tis a woman, shrinking and weak. 
With the blush of shame, or tear on her 

cheek, 
O, turn not away ! With anguish and fears, 
Ready to bathe with her sorrowful tears 
The feet of the blessed Savior of men. 
There's many a penitent Magdalen. 



In Memoriam. 



Closed are the gentle eyes 
That oft would shed the sympathizing tear. 
The orphan's cry 
Shall pain her list'ning ear 
No more to hear. 
Now quiet lie 
The hands, so quick to do the Master's will, 
And joyfully — 

Pulseless and still ! 

Sweetly she sinks to rest 
Within the Everlasting arms asleep ; 
While angels blest 
Vigils round her keep. 
The upper deep 
Sparkles with gems 
Invisible to our weak, mortal sight — 
The diadems 

Of saints in white. 

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IN MEMORIAM. 99 

Farewell, loved friend, farewell! 
They wait for thee upon the other shore. 
We cannot tell 
How soon may life be o'er; 
And we, no more 
Trammeled by clay, 
Ethereal to the Throne of Love shall rise, 
And meet, we may, 
Beyond the skies. 

Past is the Vale of Tears 
To thee, partaker of the Savior's rest; 
No doubt, no fear 
Shall be e'en transient guest 
Within thy breast. 
As disappear 
The shores of Time beyond thy waning sight , 
To thee how near 

Heaven's glorious light ! 



Lake Chautauqua. 



Oh Lake Chautauqua ! beautiful Lake ! 

Hallowed, and sweet,and loved of the sun, 
Here by thy lilied marge we'll take 

Rest when the long year's work is done. 
In our tiny boat 
On thy waves we float, 
And the hours glide softly one by one. 

Kissed by the zephyr thy shim'ring waves 
Dance into foam, and laugh on the shore ; 
Or when the tempest in anger raves 
Awake to echo its sullen roar, 
While softly we rest 
Like a bird in its nest. 
Safe in the shade of the forest hoar. 

Like a smile on the face of Nature — lo ! 
Thou greet'st us afresh on each sunny morn ; 

lOO 



LAKE CHAUTAUQUA. loi 

And yet in the light of the sunset glow 
New gems of beauty thy form adorn. 
From this spot, remote 
From the world, we note 
Afar the weary and travel worn. 

Thy classic shades ! they wake again 

To the words of the noble who've won 
their place, 
Arousing the nation by tongue, and pen. 
To thoughts of wisdom, to deeds of grace. 
So the soul may rest 
With no care oppressed, 
And yet expand into golden space. 

Oh Lake Chautauqua ! beautiful Lake ! 
May our lives be as pure as thy waves, 
that we 
The beauties of Earth and Heaven may take 
And mirror them forth as they're seen in 
thee ! 

And with faith and love, 
From the Light above, 
A blessing and joy unto others be. 



Night. 

The night is here ! 
I feel its shadows falling, 
Wrapping me round in many a fleecy fold. 
How shrill and clear 
The whip-poor-will's loud calling ! 
The night-hawk by the darkness rendered 

bold, 
Winging his flight in many an airy round, 

Touches the ground. 
Then darts away into the abyss of heaven! 
A sheep bleats gently in its sheltering fold, 
Calling the lamb that from her side has strayed. 
Within the glade 

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NIGHT. 103 

The kine crop off the scented clover blooms, 
Or sink with gentle low to dewy slumber. 

In countless number 
The stars shine out upon the brow of even ; 

While sweet perfumes, 
Rich as of Araby the Blest, now hold 
Our senses in sweet, rapturous thought en- 
rolled ! 



In the Twilight. 



Sitting alone in the twilight, 
Watching the shadows fall, 
And the fading away 
Of the silver gray 
Into a sombre pall. 

Fluttering leaves of Autumn 
Sigh and rustle around, 
And the song of the breeze 
Through the fading trees 
Has but a wintry sound. 

Sighs from my heart are arising, 

Mists make my vision dim. 

For my thoughts travel back 

O'er a well-worn track 

As I hear the Evening Hymn. 
104 



IN THE TWILIGHT. 105 

Slowly approaches a footstep — 
How firm and manly the tread! 
'Tis the one more dear, 
From year to year 
Since the time when we were wed. 

Clasping a hand that has striven 
To lighten my every care, 
I sit and wait 
At the entrance gate 
Into the great Somewhere. 

We sit alone in the twilight, 
For the day of life has fled. 

And the silver light 

Of the coming night 
Shines on my darling's head. 

Oh, soon shall follow the morning! 
The night of winter be past. 

And the birds shall sing 

In eternal spring. 
Nor the sky be overcast. 



Moved to Town. 



Why, howdy! — how's the folks all? 

Did any of 'em come down? 
Hain't seed ye fer a coon's age — 

Sense we moved into town. 

Oh, yes, — we're fixed up pow'ful 
To w'at we wonct could be, 

But a body's used to it d'rec'ly 
An' it's all the same, you see. 

It's all the gals, — an' Marthy's, 
An' they set a mighty store 

By the fandangles an' fixin's, — 
They're well enough to be shore, 

But there hain't much comfort livin' 

( This world's a fleetin' show ! ) 

I'd d'ruther be back a farmin'. 

But they — well — they wouldn't go! 
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MOVED TO TOWN. 10/ 

A body cain't have their druthers ! — 

How be I ? pow'ful weak 
Sometimes ! — I guess it's rheumatics — 

Hed 'em more'n a week. 

I give my gals a schoolin', — 
Their Mar had 'em Frenchified, 

An' all done up in a jiffy — 
I couldn't — if I'd a died! 

Enj'y? — well — fer enj'yin' ! — 
There's many a thing to see. 

The days out home passed so sudden, 
Now — they're awful long to me. 

There's a plenty o* time fer runnin', 

If a body cared to go; 
An' money — it hain't no objec' 

Sence we found the coal ye know. 

There's a heft of fellers comin' 

To see the gals of a night, 
But, I tell you — I don't much like 'em 

They don't look overly bright ; 



I08 MOVED TO TOWN. 

They lisp an' hev an eye-glass — 
Well, they're good enough to me, 

But they'd talk me blind direc'ly — 
They hain't my kind you see. 

My wife? she hain't come down y it - 
She 'tended a ball las' night. 

Her narves is kinder upsot, 
An' her head ain't mostly right. 

The gals ? oh, they're a restin' — 
It ain't quite twelve, you see, 

An' that's their time fer breakfas* — 
Tho' it hain't the hour fer me! 

I'm right smart riz o' fifty, 
An' I don't make no pretence 

O' keepin' up with the youngsters, 
But I hope I've got some sense. 

You wouldn't think it to hear 'em 
A tellin' me w'at to say, 

An' how to set — till me hands, Sir, 
A kinder gits in me way! 



MOVED TO TOWN. 1 09 

An* me feet's too big to please 'em 
So these here boots is too small, 

An* if there don't come a change soon, 
ril not git around at all ! 

I feel a kinder okkerd — 

I knowed I would fer a bit. 
These store clo'es *s heaps o' bother, 

Tho* they say they be a fit. 

An' that's the way with the livin' — 
Tho' I s'pose 't'll come all right. 

The sitiwation's, seemin'ly, 
Fer me a leetle too tight. 

Goin'? I'm glad to 'a' seed ye! — 
You're home-some like an' kind, — 

It hopes a person 'casional like 
To open an' air his mind. 



Only A Glass. 



" Only a glass ! " The crystal cup, 
Held by the jeweled fingers up ; 
The sparkling wine, in drops of light, 
Vied with the eyes of beauty bright, 
And sweet lips, wreathed in 'witching smile, 
Parted with merry words of guile. 

"Only a glass, why linger so?" 
Only eternity can know 
How strove a heart 'twixt good and ill ; 
The eye of love, the strength of will, 
Only a moment, — then 'twas o'er; 
He took the cup — he asked for more. 

From day to day he downward sped, 

Alas ! he others downward led, 

For evil will not dwell alone. 

Too late the loved one would atone ; 

no 



ONLY A GLASS. Ill 

She might prevent, she cannot save — 
He sleeps within a drunkard's grave. 

" Only a glass," the father takes ; 
With wine, or stronger liquid, slakes 
The thirst of years. His little child, 
With silken curls, and features mild, 
Raises to him her rosy lip. 
And begs : " Oh, papa, just one sip." 

*'Only a glass, " the young man, too, 
Must have with father, as he grew. 
Wild youths he bids, — he drinks, he plays, 
He wanders in sin's darksome ways ; 
Then half returns, — a gentle wife 
Prays him to lead a nobler life. 

Temptation is the lot of all, 
He'd oft repent, as often fall ; 
For, weak by nature, how could he 
Have strength to battle and be free? 
Too late, alas ! her hope how vain, 
The poison to his fevered brain 



112 ONLY A GLASS. 

Leaps up ! To strike his babe he tries ; 
His mother forth to save it flies! — 
One sudden blow, and all is o'er — 
One life the less, one murder more ! 

In felon's cell he broods alone ; 
Remorse has claimed him for her own. 



Nora. 

By sad Appomattox river 
Sadly, softly weeps a maiden, — 
Weeps a maiden for the lost one, 
Who has crossed unto the city, 
City of departed brave ones. 
Who have done their duty, nobly. 
Done their duty, and are heroes 

Sadly moaning, weeping ever, 
By the river ever flowing, — 
Ever flowing to the ocean,— 
Sits the lonely, hapless maiden 
Who, 'twould seem, will mourn forever. 

" Oh ! " she sighs, " he comes not to me. 
Comes not to me, though I'm longing, 
Ever longing to behold him. 
He is sleeping by the river. 
He, my brave, my noble hero! 

"3 



1 14 NORA. 

Sweetly sleeping by the river. 

I will wait until he wakens, — 

Wakes to find his constant Nora 

Ever loving, ever faithful, 

Watching ever for his coming 

That will make her sad heart happy. 

Wake, my love, sweet eve's approaching, 

Eve with all her holy beauties, — 

All her starry eyes so brilliant, 

Like the eyes of the good angels." 

Softly, sadly moans the river. 
But the night-hawk and the owlet 
Shriek in discord wild above her, 
Wild above her form a circle. 
Circling through the air they watch her, 
Watch her with their eyes so evil. 
With their eyes so wild and cruel, 
Watch her ev'ry gentle motion, 
Watch her as she weeps for Melvin, 
Weeps for him who always loved her. 

Once again she cries for Melvin, 
Cries for Melvin ever loving, 
Ever true, and ever faithful 



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NORA. 115 

To the heart that's his forlver. 

And the night winds sigh for Nora. 

And the wild birds cease their clamor, 

Cease their clamor so unholy, 

So disturbing and unholy, — 

Fly away on abject pinion 

Far away into the forest, 

To the forest dark and lonely. 

Now a mist seems slow descending. 
Slow descending from the Heavens, 
From the Heavens towards the river. 
Towards the river, darkly gliding 
By the heroes' graves, where Nora 
Waits and watches for her Melvin, — ■ 
Watches hopeful still for Melvin. 

Now the form seems close beside her. 
Close beside the fearless maiden 
Who would speak with the departed. 
But with awe she now is trembling, 
Trembling, — for 'tis Melvin's spirit, 
Melvin's spirit that approaches, 
That has heard her words of sorrow 
Words of sorrow, and of pleading, 



Il6 NORA. 

That once more he would be with her, 
That she might once more behold him, 
Might behold him, for she never 
Could forget that fondly loved one 
Who had made her life so happy. 

Now, indeed, he stands before her, 
Stands before her as she gazes 
At the darkly flowing river; 
And he speaks in words so tender. 
That her soul's subdued within her. 
And a holy smile is playing 
Playing o'er her lovely features. 
Features now so calm, and placid. 

" Dearest Nora," says the spirit, 
•'Why so sadly art thou weeping, 
Weeping by this lonely river? 
Know'st thou not how short our parting? 
Know'st thou not that soon in heaven, — 
Heaven where we shall be most happy, — 
We shall meet and dwell together? 
Dwell forever true and loving, 
Ever loving, pure and holy, 
If thou truly love our Savior, — 



NORA. 117 

Love and serve our gracious Savior. 
He, — Our Father, — bade me hasten 
To thy side, that I might comfort, 
Comfort thee, and bid thee ever 
Love, and serve, and praise Him truly, 
Who has Heaven prepared, so holy, 
For redeemed and ransomed spirits. 
Spirits washed by Christ the Savior." 
Lowly bowed the maiden, humbly 
Crossed her hands upon her bosom, 
Crossed her hands, and knelt so gently, 
Praying that the Lord might give her 
Strength to do what should be holy. 

Then the spirit of brave Melvin, 
Melvin, who had done his duty — 
Done his duty to his Savior, 
Done his duty to his Country, — 
Smiled, and said, ere he departed. 
He departed for the mansion 
Fitted up for him in Glory ; 
** Tell my father, and my sister, 
I am happy, for my Savior 
Washed my garments pure, and snowy, 



Il8 NORA. 

In his blood, so holy, cleansed them, 
And now all my sufferings over, 
I shall live for aye in Heaven. — 
Live in Heaven with my dear mother, - 
She who ever led me kindly, 
She who ever loved me fondly ; 
And with others she has cherished 
I shall dwell ; but bid them ever 
Think of those who've gone before them, 
And who soon expect to meet them, — 
Meet them at the Gates of Heaven, 
Meet them at the Throne of Glory." 

Few more words he spake to Nora, 
Bidding her prepare to meet him 
In the Christian's fair Elysium ; 
Then he left her strong in spirit, 
Left her high in her endeavor, 
To submit and serve the Savior, 
Serve the Savior who had given 
Happiness to her loved Melvin, 
Melvin now a ransomed spirit, 
An inhabitant of Heaven. 

And before her eyes he melted, 



NORA. 1 19 

Melted thinly into ether, 
As he rose on angel pinion, 
Rose to greet his loving mother, 
Who kept watch for him in Heaven, 
Watched and waited though so happy. 
Nora rose. The dawn was breaking 
Over the ever-flowing river. 
And a light from Heaven was shining 
In her soul so pure, and happy, 
And she sang, in her rejoicing. 
Sang the song of the departed 
Who are evermore rejoicing, 
In the bright celestial city. 



Pat Doyle, 

IN THE OLD EMIGRANT SHIP. 



Oh, Docther — no — Fm no betther, 
Its worrse that I be the day — 

But shure an' we all be's doyin 
From hiven an* the loight away. 

It's Bridget that's d'i'd intoirely, 
An' me hearrt is loike to burrst ! 

An' the fayver wid fingers foiry 

Be'st burrnin' me mout' wid thurrst. 

Ochone ! me Biddy, acushla ! 

I hear the sound o' the say, — 
But look in the fut o' the berrth, sor, 

The babe seems quoit the day. 

It cried last noight fur its mother, 
But doyin' she was, indade 

The poor wake arrums cudn't howld it 
So jist be 'er soide it laid. 

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PAT DOYLE. 121 

An' me Biddy — the tears was a rollin' 
From the eyes jist glazin' in dith, 

An' the stiffinin' lips 'd quiver 
Betune ivery harrd drawn brith. 

But thy say He's iver callin' — 

Owirra ! wirra the day ! 
For there they'll birry me darlint 

A thousan' fatho^n they say ! — 

But bring the babe to Jts fayther 
Plaze, docther dear, if ye will — 

O — howly Vargin — presarve it ! — 
The darlint is could an' still ! 

Ye say it's now wid its mother ? 

Yes, Docther, — on yes — I know — 
But me hearrt kapes sich a batin' — 

Will — ye raise — me up? — jist so. 

Why — Biddy ? — I tho'cht ye'd lift me ! — 
An' there the babe — on yer arrum — 

An' mother ! — what's this — the music ? 
Back till the — ould home — home farrum. 



Life's Changeful Day. 



Gut in the morning air there rang 
Quick axe-strokes, and the chopper sang ; 

Strong-limbed and stalwart, blithe and young. 
Around his head the axe he swung. 

Nor thought of being poor, half-clad, — 
The joy of living made him glad. 

The strokes have ceased. Ah ! who doth pass ! 
A comely, dark-eyed country lass ! 

A blush, a smile, a furtive nod, 
She trips away o'er leaf-strewn sod. 

The chopper speaks with kindling eyes, 
Then turns away, then looks, then sighs. 

Then first he notes his out-worn clothes — 
Love shows the shabbiness it loathes. 

122 



life's changeful day. 123 

" Oh ! ain't she han'some though ! " quoth he, 
** There's little show for th' likes o' me ! 

But all a man kin do I will, 
And jest keep on a hoping still ! " 

He gave the log a mighty stroke. 
That all the woodland echoes woke. 

The m.aid half smiled, and turned again 
And glanced adown the forest glen, 

And " Ah, if he were rich ! " sighed she, — 
*' But love mates ill with poverty ! " 



The sturdy arm, the spirit strong. 
Have hastened Fortune's steps along, 

A woodland, vine-embowered cot, 
A garden rich, and pasture lot. — 

What setting for a happy life. 
Spent with a loving, thrifty wife ! 

So out a-wooing goes the swain 
Nor finds his hopes and wishes vain. 



124 life's changeful day. 

For, soon returning, at his side 

The dark eyed maiden comes,— his bride! 



The years glide by with noiseless tread, 
And glance on many a sunny head ; 
And little feet go pattering, 
And children's voices laugh and sing. 

Fair, smiling Plenty blessed the board, 

And added to the little hoard 

The farmer, careful, laid away 

To serve when came life's " rainy day. " 

Their lives were full in sympathy 

And loving care, and industry. 

Once, only had they been estranged. 
She deemed his love for her had changed 
And secret grieved, but answered nought 
When he her cause of sorrow sought. 

Then slowly dragged the weary hours. 
The world seemed full of faded flowers. 
As day by day they grew apart, 
With darkened brow, and aching heart. 



LIFE S CHANGEFUL DAY. 12$ 

Oh, what a fearful sight to see — 
(To me a wondrous mystery!) 
The sufferings of a little child — 
So fair, so sweet, so undefiled ; 
Yet tortured on the rack of pain, 
The hearts around it ache in vain. 
With longings deep some ease to bring 
By bearing all its suffering. 

And when has fled the vital spark, 
The mother's soul into the dark 
Sits gazing. — Oh, to follow on, 
And see the way her babe has gone ! 

From out the home three children passed 

Within as many days. The last 

Of their four darlings moaning lay 

Within his cot. The waning day 

Cast shadows on the pallid face 

And seemed to add an angel grace. 

And must >^^die? Together bent 

The parents, and their sighs were blent, 

And tears and prayers. Upon his breast 

Again her aching head found rest, 



126 life's changeful day. 

While through its pain her heart was stirred 
By fond caress and tender word. 

And ever on through changing years, 
Through trials, cares, through joy or tears — 
Whatever might in life betide 
They loving travelled side by side. 

The child recovered ; waxed, in strength, 
Until — a man, resolved at length 
To see the world, he wandered forth, 
To travel round in South and North. 
Then, hearing of the golden West, 
He sought her mines in fevered quest. 
At first he wrote. The years passed on 

Still not enough of gold ! Were gone 
The Halcyon days of youthful light. 
The Pleiad stars rose clear and bright. 



't>' 



What roused to life the dormant spark 
Of love within his heart — so dark 
O'ergrown by dull forgetfulness? 
Sometimes a little thing will bless, 



life's changeful day. 127 

A smile, a word, a tiny flower 

Hath o'er our lives a wondrous power. 

The shimmering of a field of wheat, 

Its golden lights, and shadows fleet, 

The corn-flower's bloom, the swallows play, 

May bring to mind some happier day; 

And hearts will turn, 'mid love and tears, 

To thoughts of home and childhood's years. 

One night he sat within his camp 

Alone. A feeble, flickering lamp 

Made ghostly shadows on the wall. 

He started as a feeble call, 

A mournful wail — came to his ear. 

Then shaking off the idle fear, 

A moment bound him, turned about 

And quickly reached the door. " No doubt 

Some traveler who's gone astray. — 

Ha ! " — 'twas a sound of sore dismay ! 

A woman lying in the snow — 
Gasping and pale ! a sudden flow 
From parted lips — the crimson tide 
Of life ! — and so the woman died. 



128 life's changeful day. 

Still warmly to her boson pressed 
They found, as in a sheltered nest, 
A lovely babe, which through the storm 
Had slept on cosily and warm. 

The air was chill, the baby wept ! 

The heart within the strong man leapt !- 

With tears he clasped her to his breast. 

They laid the mother to her rest 
Beneath the snow. This was the way 
The miner found his waif and stray — 
A little laughing, cooing dove 
Which made him think of mother-love. 



How fared the old man and his wife 
As neared the Borderland of Life ? 
Much sickness, care and want had come 
And changed the cheerful, pleasant home. 
The old wife wept, the old man sighed, 
But bravely strove their grief to hide ; 
And, when together, each would smile, 
And cheerful speak in tender guile. 



LIFE S CHANGEFUL DAY. 1 29 

But lower bowed the stately head, 
And slower grew the feeble tread. 
The buzzing wheel, the cheerful song 
That echoed when life's days were long 
Had ceased, save as a crooning lay 
Came faintly with the dying day ; 
For they were old and weak and poor — 
Earth's hope seemed dead, and death was sure. 

The night came down 'mid snow and sleet. 
The wind blew cold. The aged feet 
Close to the burning log — to warm — 
Were placed. She sighed, "Ah what a storm." 

The old man pressed her wrinkled hand, 
"Dear wife — there is a Better Land." — 

"Ay! Stephen, there's a promise sure. 
We can't lose that, though we be poor! 
And somehow, dear, it seems to-night — 
I can't tell why — things looks more bright. 
Our Robert — did I hear a knock? 
Or was it the sound within the clock? — 



I30 life's changeful day. 

I see it's warnin* now for eight." 

Rap! rap! *^ Who can be out so late?" 

"Come in!" A man with shaggy beard 
Well bundled up in fur appeared, 
Carrying in his arms a child. 
Strange to be out a night so wild ! 

The old man looked in calm surprise. 
The stranger turned with shining eyes — 

" Mother " — she knew him ! O, what joy ! 
"Father," she cried, "it is our boyV 

A sacred silence fell as hand 
Clasped hand. 

" See ! she can understand ! " 
Laughed Robert proudly, while the tears 
Stood in his eyes. "Married? no fears! 
Relation ? no ! one cold dark night 
She came among the snow, all white,— 
God sent my " Waif-and-stray " to bring 
Me home to Mother." 

" Precious thing ! 



life's changeful day. 131 

Welcome as any angel ! dear, 
Kiss Grandma! " 

"Pap — you needn't fear 
But what I've got enough for all." 

The old man smiled, " Our wants is small." 

" The sleigh out there is just chuck full 
Of everything a'most. Now pull 
This sleeve off if you can. — Come here!" 
He called out at the door. 

"Dear! dear! 
Who have you left?" his mother cried, 
•'It's dreadful cold for those outside!" 

"Only the driver — and a boy 

That had no folks — here's Baby's toy. 

Sit like a little lady there !— 

You see I've got more than my share — ■ 

I've had a mighty sight of luck! 

And this small chap's no end o'pluck, — 

Well — short is — now he's mine. You see — 

Jim! — here he is — 'he's just like me!* 



132 LIFE S CHANGEFUL DAY. 

You say? All right! you'll Move him more?* 

Well I shall not object. A store 

I set by him already ! There ! 

Mother — here, set it down! — your chair, 

This is, as easy as shall be 

Your life henceforth!" 

" Dear me ! dear me ! 
It is delightful ! — Father, — you " — 
"Oh, here's a seat to ease him too — 
All stuffed and warm. Bring in the rest — • 
No — here ! — sit down, and warm ! that's 

best, — 
I'll get the balance." 

Then came store 
Of all which they could need, — and more. 

A happy evening! all so bright 
Within the hearts and home. While white 
The drifting snow upon the pane 
Beat its cold fingers, all in vain, — 
Happy foretelling of the days 
"Of peace and comfort. As the blaze 



life's changeful day. 133 

Shines brightly on the circle, we 

May wish them all prosperity. 

The old man murmurs "All these years, 

God has been better than our fears." 



At the Gates. 



" Sweet saint with folded hands and brow 

serene, 

Waiting the white-winged messenger of 

rest, 

With eyes full fixed on Heaven, e'en when 

the keen, 

And cruel darts of pain transfix thy breast, 

Whence cometh to thy heart this peace so 

blest? 

Upon the tender love thy soul must lean 

Of Him whose will is always for the best, — 

Some of whose mysteries thine eyes have 

seen. 

O precious saint, the Heaven and Earth so 

blending, 

We fear thy days of ministry are ending ! " 

134 



AT THE GATES. I35 

"And why," she said, *' why wish to Hnger 
now — 
But tarrying in the arms of cruel pain? 
I would not murmur — no ! I could but 
bow. 
Did God so will the suffering o'er again. 
But, could I fold my hands and hear the 
strain 
Of angels, who should quick my soul endow 
With immortality, — how sweet the gain!" 
(We wiped the moisture from her dying 
brow. ) 
" There are no clouds," she smiled, our hearts 

divining ; 
" Upon the way the sun is brightly shining." 

" O friend belov'd, would that on my face 
The peace were written which I see on. 
thine!" 
Softly she murmured, '* This is dying grace 
Given at time of need by Power Divine. 
You do not need it yet." The blue eyes 
shine 



136 AT THE GATES. 

In loving tenderness. " When in my place 
Just changing worlds — Your peace shall flow 
as mine. " 
I cried, " But if I weary in the race ! " 
" There is a cord," in sweet and solemn 

chiding, 
" Doth bind the heart to Him in love abiding. 

" How gracious God hath been ! I prayed 
to live 
To rear my little children. Day by day 
I sought His presence — that He would for- 
give, 
If haply they'd thought evil by the way. 
And when beside my knee they knelt to pray. 
When night had closed us in, we'd oft re- 
ceive 
A sweet and blest assurance. So, alway, 
Loving and loved, each year came a re- 
prieve — 
Scarce should I call it so ! — till at the ending 
No babe shall weep — you've seen them o'er 
me bending. 



AT THE GATES. 1 37 

" I long — I long to go ! — a month or two — ■ 
What difference to them ? but — oh ! to me 
Welcome release from weary hours, not few, 
Spent in the speechless throes of agony ! 
Time with its healing hand will set them 
free 
From sorrow's thrall — their spirits will re- 
new — 
Such is the way of life ! And we shall be 

All re-united soon. — The pleasant hue 
Of all things round me — seems — so dull and 

fading ! 
Ah ! is this death ? then, welcome to the 
shading. 

" So many on that side ! more than I leave — 

With such a welcome there awaiting me ! 
As I shall look for you. How could one 
grieve 
To take the step into Eternity ? 
Better — far better! — oh, I hope to see 
Your faces there I — You all — you all 
believe ? '* 



138 AT THE GATES. 

She slumbered for a moment, brokenly, 
" How sweet the name of Jesus ! we must 
give 

The praise of all to Him ! within His keep- 
ing 

Our souls abide, nor know of pain nor weep- 

- ing. 

* 
" All, all is peace ! for years it hath been so. 

I have no fear of — death ? — mistaken 
word ! 
We but pass o'er the River, murmuring low, 
Into that Land where joyous song is 
heard. 
I hear it in the distance — like a bird 
Singing of Spring ere yet the Winter's 
snow 
Hath disappeared! the creature's heart is 
stirred 
By premonitions of the summer glow. 
And waking of sweet Nature, from her dream- 
in o* 
To glorious loveliness of sunlight gleaming. 



AT THE GATES. 1 39 

•* A picture faint of Heaven ! " Then seem- 
ingly 
She floated 'twixt the reahns of Life and 
Death. 
Fragments of tender thought came dreamily 
As from a child half-wakened, and the 
breath 
Came fluttering forth, as wild bird hovereth 
A moment still, then struggles to be 
free. 
Calmly and peacefully she entereth 

Within the gates of Love and Mystery. 
My aching heart beats heavily — a-weep- 

ing — 
Counting its tears of blood as she lies sleep- 
ing. 

But — 'Teace ! " for surely here the angels 
are. 
Though to our sight their presence is un- 
known ; 
For she on entering left the gates ajar 
One little moment, and the glory shone 



I40 AT THE GATES. 

Within my saddened heart, while from the 
throne 
Came sound of voices, singing from afar, 
In harmony no words can speak. Alone 

The music warms my soul, no night can mar 
The visions blissful that a joy is making 
This happy dream of life. — And then — the 
waking ! 



Epaminondas. 



I. 
In this small effort quite without pretention 
I will, as preface, casually make mention 
That, if the pen fulfill the mind's intention, 
There shall not be a pound of pure invention 
To every ounce of fact ; although extension 
Be so desirable that intervention 
To loose the bonds of weary soul retention 
May, in a moment, spite of all prevention. 
To clouds of fancy make a grand ascension, 
Until, perhaps, it suddenly condense on 
Some glacial fact, beyond its comprehension, 
And in a thousand airy nothings fall — 
Well — I believe for preface that is all. 

There was a nation — so Tve heard it said 

By people who some ancient books have 

read — 

141 



142 EPAMINONDAS. 

Descended from the gods of olden time, 
Whose deeds were mighty, and their lives 

sublime. 
These were the heroes famed in olden story 
Who victors lived, or died in martial glory. 

I hardly think these ancient men so great 
Were close related to the monkey state — 
Like Father Adam, — who an ape had 

been (?) — 
Poor man ! he greatly suffered for the sin 
Of being for an apple over-greedy — 
Lacking in knowledge, tho* he were, and 

needy. — 

But we'll not moralize. The fact remains, — 
Those ancient people had their share of 

brains. 
Their arts of warfare, and of stern defense. 
Were no hap-hazard growth of vain pretense. 
For noble minds, as noble deeds, the na- 
tion 
Showed, by its plaudits, grand appreciation 



EPAMINONDAS. I43 

We pass the age that glorious Homer sung, — 
Blind Bard heroic ! with the silver tongue ; 
Pass Codrus, good and brave, and many a 

name, 
Like Solon ! Pericles ! of deathless fame. 
Till jealous cities, leaving prey to others, 
Fight to the death ! — The bitterest foes 

are brothers. 
Sparta and Athens thought themselves su- 
preme, 
Thebes as a rival would not even deem. 
With hasty anger set aside her claim 
In the Great Council. — Scorned her honored 

name ! 
And fierce invective, only answer, thundered, 
While deputies sat open-mouthed, and won- 
dered ! 

Who is this Theban, dignified and tall. 
Martial and grand, yet kindly-faced, withal, 
Toward whom as in a silence that is heard 
The listening throngs bend down to catch 
each word. 



144 EPAMINONDAS. 

Whose lightning eye around the circle 

flashes — 
As it might burn their coward hearts to 

ashes? 

Epamlnondas ! — whom Thebes made not 

great — 
Who was himself the pillar of the state. 
Ready for her to live, for her to fall, — 
His country was his wife, his child, his all! 
Wisdom and learning modestly were blended 
With justice, courage, patience which ne'er 

ended. 

His voice alone among th' assembled throng 
Rose clear and earnest 'gainst the impending 

wrong. 
Vain was the effort thus to stem the tide — 
Hopes, wishes, — men themselves were swept 

aside ! — 
As well oppose the waves the rocks which 

dash on 
As King Agesllaus in a passion. 



EPAMINONDAS. I45 

II. 

Epamlnondas sat within his tent, 
His heart was sad, his eyes on earth were bent. 
"O not for fame, nor good of Thebes alone, — 
*Tis for all Greece ! her freedom she must own. 
I would that all the world were full of glad- 
ness, 
No act of mine might bring a tear of sadness! 

** But 'tis for Greece! — my Country, 'tis for 

Thee ! 
Away unmanly sorrow ! I must be 
Strong as the strongest, battling for the right. 
O powers of Zeus ! aid me with your might. 
Nor let the thought of suffering and sorrow 
Un-nerve my arm for duty on the morrow." 

Epaminondas came of noble race 

Who in the songs of Greece had owned a 

place. 
One of the greatest of the troop, full-grown. 
Which sprung from earth when dragon-teeth 

were sown. 



146 EPAMINONDAS. 

And now the chief of Theban statesmen living 
His Hfe, himself, his all most gladly giving. 

And so the Cadmeian hero went his way, 
And many a city armed her for the fray ; 
The whole peninsula from state to state 
The Thebans traversed until just too late, 
They reached the very doors of ancient Sparta, 
But found that they had almost caught a 
Tartar. 

For warriors stood full-armed. Her sentries 

wait — 
Though many of her host return too late — 
And deeds of prowess wake the voice of 

praise 
"On either side. But when the waning day's 
Last twilight fades the Spartan mothers' wail- 
ing 
Rises toward heaven in anguish unavailing. 

On many a battle-field he won renown 
For wondrous strategy. The victor's crown 



EPAMINONDAS. I47 

Sat lightly on his brow. — Not for himself 
Valued he honors, fame, or golden pelf. 
" My parents ! " thought he, *' how their eyes 

will brighten, 
And weight of years, and care, this gold will 

lighten." 

III. 

Vicissitudes are part of life's great story, 
To-day upon a pinnacle of glory — 
To-morrow shunned, and by the crowd passed 

by, 

Which yesterday enthusiastic cry 
And fair oblation made. Is he depending 
On praise so hardly earned, so quickly 
ending? 

" He is too proud," they said, " in his estate, 
What can we do to make him seem less great? 

We cannot wound his body, — that would 

make 
The people love him more, for pity's sake. 
Degrade him in his rank, and lofty station. 
What shall he then be in our lordly nation ? " 



148 EPAMINONDAS. 

Most cruel wound ere felt, is when the dart 
By a hand, trusted, aimed is at the heart. 
The very men who helped to make him great 
Ready to bind him to a cruel fate ! — 
This noble mark for cruel envy's arrow — 
Wounded by charges (like them ) false and 
narrow. 

"A public scavenger! he'll ne'er descend 
To work so menial. This will be the end 
Of his career! The public will not choose 
To call him forward if he once refuse." 
But this he did not! — vanished their illu- 
sion — 
Nobly he wrought, and put them to confu- 
sion ! 

O great Epaminondas! happy he 

Who imitates thy virtues, and like thee 

In whatsoever station be his place 

Can e'en the humblest labor give a grace ! 

Who from " the Gods " doth glorious gifts 

inherit, 
Ennobles all things by his gracious spirit. 



EPAMINONDAS. 149 

War's tocsin sounds again ! In dire alarm 
The smith deserts his forge, the herd his farm, 
They gather in to swell the arming host, — 
But who shall lead them ? who deserves the' 

most? 
** None but Epaminondas ! " voices blending 
Ring to the heavens so brightly o'er them 

bending. 

With noble kindliness, and modest mien, 
Enters Epaminondas, while the sheen 
Of brazen shields upflashing to the sun 
An omen seems of victory begun. 
No acts of retribution e'er decreeing 
He marches forth. — The foemen soon are 
fleeing. 

On Leuctra's field — the troops were weary 

then — 
They wavered for a moment — all the men — 
But, " One step forward ! " came the word of 

cheer 
The voice beloved sounded on their ear. 



ISO EPAMINONDAS. 

They struggle onward ! — shields on lances 

rattle — 
The phalanx yields — and Thebes has won 

the battle! 

Thy deeds more than thy words, most noble 
Greek, 

Our admiration, and our love, bespeak. 

Nor should we mourn that ere thy waning 
sun 

Had lost its glory, its full course had run, 

Thy mortal form should rest in peaceful slum- 
ber 

Thy soul awake to join the immortal number. 

Thou goest not as a stranger to the skies — 
Innumerable hosts around thee rise. 
Thy spirit than the bright ones not less fair 
Breathes in Hesperides its native air ! 
Sad sounds of earth thy funeral dirge are 

knelling. 
Songs of immortals are thy welcome swell- 
ing ! 



EPAMINONDAS. 151 

'O warrior beside the Theban wall 
For us thy last great battle pray recall. 
And let us, Gentle Shade, once more with thee 
Live o'er the glowing past, when gallantly 
The Flower of thy Great City warfare waging 
Held Greece in check, and stilled a monarch's 
raging. 

The heavy sword, clasped as within a vice. 
The shield light-lying on his heart of ice, 
Moved as a throe of pain had racked his frame. 
Then spoke he as awaked by touch of flame, 
With visor closed he sat, alone the gleaming 
Of flashing eyes told that he was not dreaming. 

"A morning without shadow 

Upon the sunlit sky, 
A murmur like the ocean 

As our army hastened by, 

"The mountains and the valleys 
In verdure brightly clad. 

The song of men and maidens 
Made all the woodland glad. 



152 EPAMINONDAS. 

"But instant on our coming, 
These sounds of peace afar 

Fled, as the mists of morning, 
Before the voice of war. 

" Ah ! Greece had many a matron 
Would arm her youthful son. 

Cheering him forth to battle 
And think it deed well done. 

"Though still he came, and silent 
Returning on his shield, — 
*A glorious death!' they deemed it 
To die upon the field ! 

"The sunbeams on our helmets, 
And on our army bright, 
Reflected at each motion 
A brilliant wave of light. 



'fc>' 



While o'er us lightly floated 
The snowy plumes like foam,* • 

And minstrels softly chanted 

The songs which breathed of home. 



EPAMINONDAS. 1 53 

"For what could rouse our valor 
As thoughts of those who kept 
A vigil for our glory, 

And watched while others slept? 

"Behold! another army 

Comes bravely into sight 
Soon as the waves of sunrise 

Have washed away the night. 
» 
"Our Theban army halted, 

Their arms were stacked around, 
While shields to earth fell lightly^ 
As 'twas their camping-ground. 

"The Spartans all, aweary. 
When they had seen afar 
That we were camped, and resting. 
Quickly their helms unbar. 

"And soon asleep, or feasting, 
They lie upon the ground, — 
^Forgetting all but revelry 

They hear no warning sound. 



1 54 EPAMINONDAS. 

"Then silently we hasten 

(Our leader's strategy) 
To seize them in their weakness — 

But this is not to be ! 

" They see ! they rise ! they battle ! 

Their cries ring forth in air 
And wondrous deeds of valor 

Are wrought by their despair. 

" O ranks of Lacedaemon, 

Of Mantinea fine, 
Epaminondas* footmen 

Have broken through your line ! 

"The heavy Theban Phalanx 

Of fifty spearmen deep 
Move forward, — strong, o'erwhelming, 

And all before them sweep. 

Shield against shield, the foemen, 
And spear opposed to spear, 
Contend the ground by inches, — 
Our victory ! — how dear ! 



EPAMINONDAS. 1 55 

" For Fate cried out against u?, 

And this she wildly said, 
Standing among the fallen 

The dying and the dead. 

"* Pursue the flying Spartans, 
Take vengeance, one by one ; 

But know that all your laurels 
Ere setting of the sun, 

*' * Shall fading turn to cypress. 

Let fall the sword and shield — 
The torch reversed is smould'ring 

Your leader life must yield. 

" * Weep ! city of the fortress ! 

No more thy star shall rise 
To shine upon thy banners 

And lead to victories !' 

"'Where is Epaminondas? — 

The bravest of the brave ! 
Fallen ? impossible ? ' they cry, 

* The gods his life will save !' 



156 EPAMINONDAS. 

" As leaves within the forest, 
Which rustle— then are still, 

So fell each warrior's weapon 
Lacking the master-will. 

"Slowly, half-stunned, and heavy, 

Turning, in silent grief. 
With hearts bowed-down, we gathered 

Around our dying chief. 

"'Childless you die, dear Master!' 
A friend said, at his side. — 

The chieftain smiled in answer, 
Then spoke, just ere he died. 

"'No! no!' he uttered gladly, 
* Two daughters have I here, — 

The victory at Leuctra, 
And this of Mantinea ! ' 

"Then drawing out the weapon 
Which pierced his gallant heart, 

He closer drew his mantle. 
And instant did depart. 



EPAMINONDAS 1 5/ 

" So fell Epaminondas ! 

So ceased the Theban power ! 
None other stood as champion 

In this most woeful hour ! " 

The warriors, in silence, moved away. 

.Upon the ruins shone the moon's pale ray. 

And things which had been were as things 

which are 
The present gliding into realms afar. 
Time and eternity together blended, 
I heard — " Thy deeds shall live when Earth 

is ended !" 



My Brother's Grave. 



Near India's shore is a beautiful isle, 
Kissed by the waves of Araby's sea, 

Where the tropic flow'rs 'neath the sun's warm 
smile 
Open in beauty rare to see. 

Oft to that isle does my heart return 
With a longing pain that I there might be : 

By a little grave I sorrowing learn 
A lesson of mortality. 

A lovely cherub, joyous and fair, 

Smiled in a circle of happiness. 

But, alas ! 'twas all too pure, and too rare, 

The hearts so loving long to bless. 

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MY brother's grave. 1 59 

Where the orange blooms, and the Palm trees 
wave, 

And the rose and myrtle in beauty smile, 
Many tears were shed o'er a little grave — 

He sleeps in Ceylon's sunny isle. 

Oh, oft in thought do I visit the spot 

On spirit pinions light as air, 
While the waves moan softly, and weary not. 

As in song I dwell in those regions fair. 

And as ever the perfumed breezes wave 

The boughs of the lofty old palm tree. 
The orange blooms fall, like tears, on the 
grave 
Where my brother sleeps by the murm'ring 
sea. 



# 



The Shepherd. 



Tenderly he leadeth, 

Day by day 
His flock which feedeth 

Upon the heavenly mountains ; 
And o'er the sides of fair Libanus stray, 

Drinking- from sparkling fountains. 
And he doth seek 

With pains and care 
The wandering, lest he lose them ; 

The young and weak 
He carrieth in his bosom — 

How safe their refuge, there ! 

Sweetly they rest 

Aweary from their play 

Upon His loving breast 

Our shepherd careth for his loved, alway. 
i6o 



Motherless. 



Poor little nestlings! 

The once warm heart is cold — 
The mother-heart which ever throbbed for you, 
With love unfailing which would ne'er grow. 

Love which could never have grown frail 
or old. 

Unlike the things of Earth 

Being of Heavenly birth 
Would always have retained its roseate hue 

Brighter than gold : 

Gone the protecting wings 
Ready to shield, to comfort, and to bless ; 

The voice of hope and cheer, 

First on the waking ear — 
Each lively note vibrant with tenderness ! 

And eyes so clear and bright 

Reflecting forth a spirit brave and true 

i6i 



l62 • MOTHERLESS.' 

From out their gentle light. 
Love waked and ever new, 

Passed into starless night. 

And is this all for you? 

Nay! for an angel sings 
There is a fair Land, and a golden day, 
Where those who love may dwell in peace 
alway 

And rest their weary wings. 
Dear little nestlings. 



No Light Without a Shadow. 



There's no light without a shadow, 
But we know the light is there. 

There's no word of cruel import, 
But is follewed by a prayer. 

AH the sky may be o'er-clouded, 
But the sun is there the while ; 

Quickly is the tear of sorrow 
Followed by a happy smile. 

Rushing tempests, pouring torrents, 

Wind-storms lashing up the seas, 

Soon are followed by the starlight. 

And the scented evening breeze. 
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l64 NO LIGHT WITHOUT A SHADOW. 

Then the face of Mother Nature, 
After all her wrath so wild, 

Looks compassionate and loving 
On her frightened, wayward child. 

Rest we then, although the darkness 
All encompassing may seem 

We shall see a golden sunrise 
After life's sad, fitful dream. 



Mara. 

A RADIANT morn of love and light, 

A joyous company, 
Sailing along on the waves so bright, 

While the winds blow fair and free. 

A gallant bark in the noontide hour 
Asleep on the ocean's breast. 

A tiny boat with the breeze so fleet 
Skimming from crest to crest. 

A broken sky — a dashing sea, 

A boat with a rending sail ! 
******* 

Only a sea-gull fearlessly 
Braving the ocean gale. 

.65 



1 66 MARA. 

A broken life — a shattered love, 
Clouds whence the sunbeams fled 

No rift to tell of the light above, 
For my sweetest hope lies dead. 

The stars shine out, and the waves roll on, 
And the sailors upon life's sea, 

Read not on my face that my heart is gone, 
And can never come back to me. 



Leaves from a Life. 



The evening is cold and misty. I'm sure 
I've worked with a will ; 

Yet here, in the gathering darkness, I'm sew- 
ing, and sewing still. 

Well, now, I must light the candle; how 
numb my fingers are ! 

Shine on in your happy brightness, oh beau- 
tiful evening star ! 

And here in this little chamber, in an attic 

near the sky, 
I wonder how they are living — the crowd 

who are passing by. 
Indeed I should be lonely if you did not 

shine so bright ; 

Sweet star ! my only companion, on this, my 

birthday night ! 

167 



1 68 LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 

A year ago — but my fingers, — why should 

they tremble so ? 
Ah — there's a tear ! how provoking ! — on this 

beautiful vest ! I know 
Each spot will take from my earnings, — and 

now I can scarce get bread, 
And this little rough sky-parlor as a shelter 

for my head. 

I've often heard that there's nothing so bad 
but it might be worse. 

How well I remember! 'twas quoted, some- 
times, by our good old nurse. 

When some childish trouble came darkly to 
shut the sunshine away — 

How different now seem those trials, in this 

later hour of the day ! 
In the little hand-glass, near me, I look, — 

and what do I see ? 
Item ; light hair he called golden, — grey eyes 

gazing back at me, 



LEAVES FROM A LIFE. i6q 

Not merry, and bright, and careless, but 

gravely questioning, where 
Shall a place be found for the friendless, and 

a refuge from despair? 

But, there ! what a piece of nonsense ! to 

reckon one's features so ! 
If ever I was a beauty I'm far from it now, 

I know — 

Papa, if you could see me working away 
tonight 

Beside the old tallow-candle — my only ex- 
cuse for light 

You would not think 'twas your *' Baby," who 
met you upon the stair 

When you called her " lily blossom," or 
" Lady Estelle, the fair." 

With cheeks growing pale and hollow, and 
straight nose, pinched and thin. 

What matter? I'll do my duty, and trust 
I at last may win, 



I/O LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 

Win what? enough to exist on? or is there 

a hope still left 
Of future bliss, and enjoyment, for this heart 

so sore bereft? 
Ah, who doth care for my sighing at setting 

of the sun ? 
Or who will mourn at my dying when my 

last hour's work is done? 

My life seems almost a failure, I cannot live 

by my pen, 
" With thanks ! " — 'tis pleasant to hear it, 

but bread is the food of men. 
There is that last little poem, lying up there 

on the shelf, 
Poor little brain-child, neglected ! it seems a 

part of myself — 
But there it must rest ! for never can I spend 

more of my time 
In trying to sell it to those who will not 

pay for the rhyme. 
Have I not struggled bravely ? even to 

taking a book 



LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 171 

To a dozen doors, but I never could put 

on the agents' look. 
There are certain things that I cannot do — 

I really cannot do ! 
All labor seems over-crowded, — the ways 

one can earn are few 
Compared to the many needy. So many 

would music teach. 
That, except to the noted masters, few pupils 

are left for each. 
And painting, the same, — and writing! that 

is the worst of all ; 
The higher your thoughts, and hopes are, the 

heavier seems your fall. - 

What really is mostly needed is the talisman 

of *a name', 
So there's a terrible struggle to reach the 

Temple of Fame. 
I am not much over-crowded, up here just 

under the roof — • 
Nobody comes to see me — perhaps I have 

held aloof. 



1/2 LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 

Every day Tm so busy, from dawn till the set 

of sun, 
That I have no time to neighbor. — Probably 

every one 
Has heart, and fingers, as busy, throughout 

the cells of this hive, 
Driving away the wear-wolf, — trying to keep 

alive. 

Twenty! can I believe it? — ah, well, the 

years seem long. 
When I think of the weary hours since I sang 

my birthday song. 
That lovely, and golden morning, that woke 

me at glad eighteen ; 
But sad enough was the evening! — as many 

which go between. 
Dear father ! alone, he wandered out into 

the darksome night ! 
Oh, Father, did we not love you enough that 

you took your flight ? 
Indeed, indeed but I loved you, — you never 

will know how well — 



LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 1 73 

But I never believe you meant it, for cir- 
cumstances tell, 

Sometimes, a different story from what was 
really the truth, — 

So — this was an accident surely, and never a 
deed of ruth, 

I've thought it out, over . . . and over! — The 
pistol was in his hand — 

But how he could willingly leave me I never 
could understand. 

What if his fortunes were shattered ? he 
always was true, and brave. 

And would sacrifice his pleasure a fellow crea- 
ture to save. 

Even the animals round him were sure of a 

word or smile. — 
Would he kill himself ?— leave me in trouble? 

indeed, it was not his style ! 
I cannot I will not believe it ! . . 'Twas well 

dear Mother had died, 
And so could not feel the sorrow — the slights 

which would wound her pride. 



1/4 LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 

For she was so sweet and tender, and could 

not have battled at all, 
With misfortunes which quite o'erwhelmed 

me, — pushed me quite to the wall. 

The worst, is to be forgotten, cared for by no 

one alive. 
Only a burdened worker, toiling to death in 

the hive ; 
Not one, not one is left me of all so happy at 

home. 
One, only, alive — dear Harry! afar o'er the 

ocean's foam. 

And he knows nothing about it ; for when his 

ship set sail, 
We drank at a happy fountain, nor dreamed 

that its springs would fail. 
And — and — oh, Arthur ! you left me without 

a line or a word — 

You may not have known what tenderness 
your love in my heart had stirred. 



LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 1 75 

But well I know had the sorrow visited you, 

not me, 
To have made your life seem brighter the 

sweetest of tasks would be. 

But here you have cruelly left me alone to 

, the world and fate — 
There ! the candle's out ! and the darkness 

seems all disconsolate, 
To wrap me close in my sorrow. — Are any so 

sad as I? 
I will lay me down to my slumbers, and dream 

of the days gone by. 

A clear November morning! outside, on the 

roofs, I see 
Diamonds a duchess might envy, sparkling 

alone for me ! 
How weary our hearts, and laden, in the 

night-tide lone ! but now 
A rainbow of hope and promise seems to rest 

on the morning's brow. 



1/6 LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 

I am nearer Heaven in this eyrie, — nearer the 
sunlit sky, — 

My soul awakes to the music of an angel pass- 
ing by; 

While from my lips once sealed, there carols 
a happy song. 

The birds alight at my window — wondering, 
bright-eyed throng! 

Come, pick up these crumbs, my beauties! — a 
breakfast I do not need. 

Down into the city I'll hasten, for the " early 
bird " hath speed. 

Who opens the door? — Ah, Nannie! good 

morning! thank you for this; 
I do love flowers so dearly ! — here, let me give 

you a kiss. 
Poor little Nan! all fluttered she hastens to 

close the door — 
I wonder if any one ever kissed the poor 

child before! 
Ah, here is mine ancient neighbor, on the 

landing outside my door — 



LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 1 77 

Pale and weakly she seemeth ! — Oft has she 

passed before, 
But I fear that care and trouble have made 

me selfishly blind 
To the faces of want about me — not wilfully 

unkind — 
No wonder she answers me coolly — so often 

I've passed her by. 
But — no! she turns again smiling. — Is that a 

tear in her eye? 
Does simply a word of kindness, when one is 

weary, or sad, 
Make the world brighter? then, surely, we 

each can make some heart glad. 

Out on the noisy old highway, trampled by 
numerous feet. 

Oh, how it tires one to think of it! — think of 
the hearts which beat 

Hopeless, or anxious, or joyous ; aching per- 
haps with desire 

To conquer in life's cruel striving ; perhaps 
with a Heavenly fire 



178 LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 

Burning within on the altar, while the weary, 

weary hand 
Is upholding a weaker brother, who knows 

not alone to stand. 
Working, and thinking, and praying, — cursing, 

and dying! they all 
Struggle along on the life-wave sweeping 

from gutter to wall. 

The sunshine seems to have faded ! I am 

part of the bustling throng 
Pushing, and hustled, and anxious, threading 

my way along — 
Poor little gi4-l ! she has fallen ! — oh ! stand 

aside if you please. 
There! I will pick up your matches. — You 

really will buy all these? 
Thank you, sir! — poor little mortal! money 

will dry up her tears. 
Which way do you go, little Match-girl ? our 

way's the same, it appears. 
Now, why do you look so sadly? you smiled 

a moment ago — 



LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 1 79 

*Tis strange how Happiness leaves us, while 

a lingering guest is Woe ! 
Your "mother is surely dying?" ah! that 

is dreadful indeed ! 
" Starving," you say, " in a cellar? "... Take 

this loaf, and homeward speed. 
Away through this darksome alley, through 

passages low and small. 
It is strange that human beings can even 

exist at all ! 
No wonder with pallid faces they slowly and 

sadly creep 
From the brightness of fashion's highway, 

who dwell in these mazes deep. 

Oh, yes ! through it all I follow ! what else 

could a person do? 
There's a fellow-creature starving — in the 

midst of plenty, too. 
So smothering dainty feeling, which shrinks 

from the tainted air ; 
Repressing the fear of danger, and thinking 

a little prayer, 



l8o LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 

I enter — a room you call it? from the door 

comes all the light 
To distinguish day from darkness. — Oh, you, 

whose lives are so bright, 
Would for a moment you'd enter this place 

which they call a home, 
With its few loose boards for flooring. — No 

wonder so many roam — 

Poor creatures ! or take the jewels you prize 

for their children's bread. 
Perhaps some may be forgiven, and you will 

suffer instead. 
For withholding the good that's given you 

to minister unto them 
Who stand in need of the blessing. No one 

could / condemn. 
Who have lingered within the shadow of my 

own poor, darkened heart, 
And absorbed in my sorrows, and fancies, 

have forgotten to do my part. 
But the woman ! in the twilight of the room 

I could scarcely see, 



LEAVES FROM A LIFE. l8l 

E'en when I was more accustomed. — Her 

large eyes fixing on me 
She strives to utter a welcome. — No sound 

from the lips outcame 
So parched with the wasting fever, destroying 

the famished frame. 
But the mother-love is stronger than even 

the power of Death, 
For her arms still clasp her children, though 

shorter the lab'ring breath. 

And there they lie on her bosom when her 
face grows cold ; and still. 

A policeman passing hastens to learn what 
may be my will. 

And relieves me by giving orders to the neigh- 
bors who crowd around. 

When they hear of the death of the woman. 
But where shall a home be found 

For the little children wailing the death of 
their mother dear? 

The poor-house? oh! let me ponder — what 
if these children here 



1 82 LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 

Were mine ! could I bear to leave them to the 
hands of a cruel fate — 

To be scattered — bound as servants? Per- 
haps when it was too late 

I might find these very children warped and 
forced into sin. 

What can I do ? — Poor babies ! my garret 
shall take you in. 

•3f * * * * * 

Night. As my busy fingers fashion from gar- 
ments old, 

Clothes for three young children, sweetness 
there is untold 

In the thoughts that sing in the shadow of 
mem'ry in my breast ; 

Softly they sing, like at dawning, the birdlings 
in their nest. 

Strange how this seeming trial is a blessing 

in disguise, 
A Special Providence sent me to 'lighten my 

blinded eyes. 



LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 1 83 

And, surely, whatever happens, or whatever 

I must endure, 
I have learned a lesson I needed, and will 

always be kind to the poor. 
Charity blesses the giver more than the one 

distressed. 
And the heart that loves little chikiren, by 

God is specially blessed. 

Surely these three little darlings, lying so 

sweetly asleep, 
Were sent, — fori did not seek them. — God 

grant I may purely keep 
And render Him back these jewels I wear for 

a little while. 

Ah, yes ! sweet babes, in your slumbers well 

may you sweetly smile, 
For the angels are watching o'er you. Your 

Father a charge has given. 
And your slumbering forms are lying close at 

the Gate of Heaven. 



1 84 LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 

Nothing of worth came with them — only this 

welWorn book ; 
I will cease my sewing a little, and take a 

casual look. 

Perhaps it contains their ages, or thoughts 

from the mother-heart 
Now cold and still in the darkness. Alas ! 

what a meagre part 
Had she — what! am I not dreaming? His 

riame — his familiar hand! 
And who was this poor, sad woman ? I can 

not yet understand. 

"From Arthur" — what next? 'tis blotted, 

or half-defaced by tears. 
Surely that word is " Sister." — This writing 

below appears 
As formed by a hand quite shaking, and weak, 

for the letters run 
One into the other. Poor " Susan ! " she had 

even then begun 



LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 1 85 

To fear that the day was coming — how sad ! 

when she all must leave. 
No wonder the words so tremble ! no one 

lives but would grieve 
At thought of the little children — tho' her 

life was dark indeed 
After her husband had left her — when all of 

their good with speed 
Had been spent in. his downward courses, 

from room to room they went ; 
Till at last the landlord had left them in this 

cellar, for lack of rent, 
Taking their goods in payment. Ah, Susan! 

— had you not sent 
To the father who once loved you? — your 

mother was dead, I know, 
But the brother would have helped you, this 

I feel sure, although 
To me he acted untruly. " I write, but no 

answers come. 

*' Oh, father, I've oft been sorry I ever left 
you, and home. 



1 86 LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 

But, oh ! as you hope forgiveness, have pity, 

I pray, on me. 
And these Httle children weeping for food, 

around my knee. 
You never knew what a coldness, a sinking 

there is of heart 
As you feel the pangs of starvation. — Father, 

your tears would start 
Did you see an animal suffer the woes which 

now are mine — 
Seeing my little ones failing, — Saviour, some 

angel incline 
To come ere these precious babies — I am 

too sad and weak 
To even complete the sentence. — No word 

can I now speak." 

Oh, to have known it sooner ! what woe 
might she have been spared ! 

Poor dearest! more than sister! my last 
should you have shared. 

Too late ! all that remaineth is to do my 
duty in love 



LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 1 8/ 

To the half-starved darlings — so precious — 

strange that she could not move 
The heart of the stern old father, who, though 

he had cast her off. 
At the thought of asking bounty of any one 

else would scoff! 
The letters of course were " missing," — never 

by them received, 
At even the thought of cruelty either of them 

would have grieved, 
But now ! again to my sewing ! I must work 

as well as think. 
Three little mouths will be open, needing 

their meat and drink. 
Three little hearts to link me anew to the 

wheel of life — 
Three little hearts to love me, to make my 

future so rife 
Of tenderness, joy and blessing, that sorrow 

shall be forgot 
And I shall render thanksgiving for the sweet- 
ness of my lot. 

iu n. n. iu a. n^ 

w w w w w w 



1 88 LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 

Once more on the street. I hasten — taking 

my work to the store. 
Surely they'll pay me this evening, — 'twill be 

two dollars, or more ! 

What shall I do with the money? . . . The 
children are playing now 

Up in the little sky-parlor . . . I have to con- 
sider how, 

As much as any old miser, to spend ev'ry 
precious cent. 

How often in thoughtless childhood far more 
than that I have spent 

On a single toy . . . Well — the children must 
have what they need to eat, 

Some extra clothes they are wanting, and 
shoes for the busy feet. 

Ah, we must " consider the lilies, which 
neither toil nor spin," 

For my hands seem all too feeble a goodly liv- 
ing to win. 

But — was the mother less faithful? — she 
perished of want and care. 



LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 1 89 

• 

God help us, who are so needy! . . . We're 

blessed with sunlight and air! 
And poor little Paul and Jennie, the babies 

near three years old. 
And motherly five-year Gretchen (ah, what a 

place they hold 
In my heart) — how they laughed to see, and 

play in the sweet sunshine 
Which dancing came through the window, 

under my ivy-vine. 

The rough, and paintless rafters, to them were 

a beautiful sight. 
For, here and there, through the shingles came 

a tiny pencil of light. 
While pictures from Harper s and Leslie, 

pasted upon the wall, 
Were things of wonder and beauty ! so they've 

enjoyed it all, — 
From the crackers, and dry bread toasted, 

soaked in water and milk. 
To the chintz-covered lounge and rocker, — in 

their eyes finer than silk; 



1 90 LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 

For bright are the leaves and roses, and soft 

to the httle feet 
Fresh-washed, and tender, treading back and 

forth on the cushioned seat. 

Ah ! here is the store ! — I dread so to go to 

that surly clerk ; 
I hope he'll be in good humor, and not find 

fault with the work. 
"Good-morning!" (he does not answer!) "the 

work which you gave, you see. 
Is finished, — I hope, to your pleasure, — here 

'tis " — (He gazes at me !) 
What shall I say? — from the window I look 

out on to the street — 
" Please pay what 'tis worth," I falter, unable 

his stare to meet. 
Alas ! he is praising " my beauty ! " such com- 
pliments come but ill 
From such lips and eyes! — Oh, my Father, 

from evil protect me still I 
I tremble! — will he not pay me? . • . Insult! 

oh I how can I live ! 



LEAVES FROM A LIFE. I9I 

There ! I've spoken so that he's angry, and 

says he'll " never forgive ! " 
No pay ! — my heart's in a ferment, as I 

hasten out into the street. — 

Oh! whose are the hands that clasp me? 

whose are the eyes I meet? 
As mine, all tearful and wretched, sudden and 

swift, arise 
As a tone once sweet and familiar, — then 

change to a glad surprise. 

Who but the one who loves me ? who always 

has done the same 
Through the months of a weary illness ! who 

never has been to blame. 
And though in a rising city far out in the 

distant West 
Their family all are living, he still has kept 

up his quest. 
And the sister who long had left them, — he 

had searched the city through 
But feared he never should find her — (here I 

told her story too), 



192 LEAVES FROM A LIFE. 

For though discouraged, and saddened, he 

faltered not in intent 
Of finding "his own" he tells me, — and his 

princely head is bent 
In loving and tender chiding, — as we sit a 

carriage within — 
Going in state to my lodgings. Another life 

we begin. 



Nan. 

PART I. 

Yes, sir! my name it's "Nan," sir, 
"Another name?" — hev you? 

Why! what d'ye say? — I'm " answerin' 
One question by askin' two ?" 

You got two names? all right, sir, 

I guess I'm jest too poor. 
Haint got no father and mother — 

You might 'a' knowed that, sure, 

'Thout askin' — it's a bother ! — 
What else d'ye want to know? 

Oh, that lady they called " Steller" 
She moved out long ago. 
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194 NAN. 

"Up near the stars?" you'd think so! 

A-climbin' up them stairs — 
But I guess she liked it, druther, — 

Better nor anywheres, 

Till her feller he brought a kerridge — 
I tell you ! wasn't it some ! 

You might 'a' thought they was goin' 
A-ridin' to Kingdom come ! 

An' the childern she'd got 'dopted 
Didn't they take a shine ! — 

Tell you I don't want nothin' 
Of that there kind in mine ! 

"Where d' I stay?" well, sometimes 

I stays most anywheres — 
I hev slep' in a goods-box 

Like-wise under the stairs, — 

But there's old Granny a-callin* 

'Most a-top o' the sky — 
Yes, sir! I calls her Granny — 

Jest 'cause she ain't — good-by! 



NAN. 195 

You'll "call again?" oh, don't trouble! 

I mostly isn't at home. 
Yes! I really did "love ^Steller'" 

If you want to know, well come 

Some time to the very top here, 
And Granny she'll talk you blind 

On that there subjec' terec'ly — 
If she happens to feel inclined. 

You'll come up now? — did I ever! 

Well, I'll jest run up an' see, 
For Granny — she might turn rusty 

An' lay her finger on me. — 

Law sakes! what a precious bother — 

A-havin' to go up stairs. 
For that there dude in the entry — 

A-puttin' on all them airs. 

Here, Granny ! poor old Granny! — 

What did you v/ant o* me? 
Here — never you mind a-risin' — 

I'll bile up yer cup o' tea. 



196 NAN. 

'T won't take me not but a minute, 

I ain't so awfully slow. 
You're "tired?" well, I might a-know'd it 

I'll tell the gentleman so 

As wanted to come and see you. 

You'd " ruther see him ? " oh, well ! 
I'll go this terec'ly minute, — 

Tell you he's pretty swell! 

Guess I don't care what he thinks — 
But I'll jest slick up my hair, 

And wash my hands in yer basin — 
Granny — you wouldn't care? 

Don't matter a pardigle no way 
But — will you give me a pin? — 

Gethers is al'ays a bother — 
Hevin' to fasten 'em in. 

Would you ruther I'd go leave ye 
To talk to the gent a bit? — 

Here he comes! — yes, here's the room, sir. 
Ah— "Steller's?" this one's it. 



NAN. 197 

All fixed so pretty with papers — 
Them pictur's round the wall ; 

An' that's her bed, an' her cheer, sir — 
I ain't " a-cryin' " at all I — 

Youd cry, I guess, if she'd left you — 

The only friend as you had 
What was tryin' to treat you good, sir. 

And learn you what wasn't bad. — 

"Give me money?" you're jokin' ! 

She hadn't any to give ! 
You can bet your last red cent, that she 

Had to keep scratchin' to live. 

An' aftef them childern a-comin' — 

Didn't stay long, you know, 
She looked so much like a' angel 

I was that afeard that she'd go. 

They say that they 's awful happy, 
Somewhere — off where they went. 

They give some money to Granny, 
But I guess that it's all been spent; 



198 NAN. 

For she has to be close an' keerful — 
"What does it matter to me?" 

Well, what a question ! — I — like her 
Because she needs me, you see. 

It's awful nice to be wanted 
An' not to be driv* away. — 

•* Would I like to hev a schoolin* 
An' hev to do nothin' but play?" 

Ha! ha! what a pretty story! 

I'll take it to little '' Stell." 
"Who's she?" why, my little sister — 

Leastways I love her as well. 

So I guess she is. She's a beauty! 

I tell you now for true. — 
You "meant it really and truly?" 

Then I say goody for you ! 

Lemme see! — I'd be awful lonesome 
'Thout that sweet little face, — 

But what's that matter? it's better 
To put little "Stell" in the place. 



NAN. 199 

She jist was born for a lady. — 

Say, Mister, do as you say, 
You may edicate little "Steller" — 

I named her that one day 

When the pretty lady looked smilin*, 
An' give me a pleasant word — 

First from a real lady 

'At ever this child had heard. 

** Her name before ? " oh, no matter, 

Call her nothin' but that. — 
Dunno what I'll put on her — 

Hasn't no bunnit nor hat. — 

Oh, there's Granny a-callin ! — 
S'pose she wants to see you. — 

Say ! she said that God would bless us 
As we to others mieht do. 



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You'll not forgit it, will you? — 
Be good to poor little '' Stell ! " 

All right — why! be you ''Harry," 
Brother to her} do tell! 



200 NAN. 

I — think — I'm feared, — I was sassy — 
Thought you was peekin' about 

Like some o' them newspaper fellers 
Seein' what you could find out. 

Here, Granny — it's only her brother^ — 
There! he's in. — If I'd knowed it afore! 

Her brother ! good sakes ! — I'd 'a' gladly 
Crep' out through a crack in the floor! 

These rickety stairs — how they tremble — 
As I jump three steps at a time. — 

Here's a stone and string — a knocker 
For the door of that cross Mis' Prime ! 

Won't she be mad? — I'm forgettin'! — 

Her baby it died last week. 
It wouldn't be fun to plague her. — 

Oh, " Stell " — come listen me speak! 

PART II. 

Softly the morning sunlight 

Crept to a little bed, 
Laying its fingers lightly 

On a sick child's restless head. 



NAN, 201 

Sweetly she came from the shadow 
Of a troubled, anxious sleep, 

As one at kiss of a mother 

Who doth watch o'er her darling keep. 

The hospital nurse spoke gently, 

Pressing the little hand 
That weakly wandered towards her, 

And tightened a snowy band 

Over the sun-browned forehead, 

Over the curly hair ; 
Then opened the window softly 

To let in the morning air. 

Patient, and uncomplaining, 

Though suffering all the while, — 

Meeting each look of kindness 
With a wan but grateful smile ; 

Shattered, but sweet in dying. 

Through the waning hours she lay, 

Like the bud of a sweet wild-rose tree 
That a storm had broken away. 



202 NAN. 

In a room below were gathered 
A group whose eyes were dim, 

As the doctor rehearsed a story — 
One of sadness to him, — 

Of poor little Nan now lying 

Just at the Gates of Death. 
"I was driving," he said, "through the city 

With horse almost out of breath — 

So urgent the call — when hearing 

Close to his feet a cry, 
I reined him up, but he stumbled! — 

Never until I die * 

Will the sight I saw be forgotten ! . . . 

'Twas a terrible thing to me ! 
Oh — I cannot ... well — we drew her 

From under the horse's knee. 

And picked up the little fellow 
She had given her life to save, — 

Some one's toddling baby 

Which had wandered out. The brave, 



NAN. 203 

Glorious little creature ! . . . 

I carried her quickly here. 
But — well — you shall see her directly — 

Her hours are short, I fear. 

One word, I'm not a believer 

In much that the parsons preach, 

But I tell you she's lived a sermon 
Beyond any power of speech. 

This way. There — I think she hears you. 

Good morning! — you're better alone. 
Poor little feet — just crossing!" 

He murmured in tender tone. 

"They have come ! " the kind nurse whis- 
pered, 

"Do you not understand?" 
As the dark eyes wandered wistful. — 

Estelle pressed her small brown hand. 

"Ah, yes," she murmured, "dear lady! 

I've tried to do what you said. 
But the words was hard to think of — 

Mebbe I've done 'em instead. 



204 NAN. 

You said ' He's so kind' — He'll forgive me, 

Don't you reckon He will ? 
I never knowed nothin' about Him 

Till you tell'd me. I jist lie still" — 

They are weeping who stand around her, 
Nor speak as the faint tones cease, 

For softly o'er her is stealing 
The hand of eternal peace. 

" Poor little Nan," sighed Harry, 
"I wish that you could be well!" 

Gently she murmured — "'Member," 
And nodded toward little " Stell," 

Then smiled — her hand in "the lady's," 
As weeping, they knelt by her side, 

" Think " — a quick breath — " Granny " — 
So Nan, the self-giving, died. 











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