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Biographical \nSketehes of Twenty-one Poets, with nearly One Hun- \ndred and Fifty of their Best Poems. Small Quarto, Il- \nlustrated. Three Hundred and Twenty Pages: Price. \nPlain Muslin\xe2\x80\x94 Two Dollars ; Full Gilt\xe2\x80\x94 Two Dollars \nand Fifty Cents. \n\n\n\nLC Control Number \n\n\n\n\ntmp96 027442 \n\n\n\nCONTENTS. \n\n\n\nPAGE \n\n\n\nIN THE TWILIGHT 9 \n\nTHE NEW LEAF II \n\nTHE SILENT CHRIST I3 \n\nOVERCOMING 1 6 \n\nDOUBTING DISCIPLES 1 8 \n\nTHE VALLEY OF ACHOR 2o \n\nSTRONG IN WEAKNESS 21 \n\nA PRESENT CHRIST 2 2 \n\nTHE STILL SMALL VOICE 24 \n\nTHE HOMESICK 25 \n\nOUR BETHESDA 2j \n\nTHY ROD AND STAFF . . - 29 \n\nTHE BEAUTY OF HOLINESS . . . . 30 \n\nHUMAN DESIRES ...... 3 I \n\nAS A PRODIGAL 33 \n\npain\'s MINISTRIES 34 \n\nTHE ROUNDS OF BEING 36 \n\nTHE OTHER SIDE $7 \n\nTHE SIN OF INDIFFERENCE 38 \n\nFOOLISH DARING 39 \n\nOUR GUIDES 41 \n\nHUMAN AFFECTION 42 \n\nMEASURING CHARACTER .44 \n\nTHY PEACE 45 \n\ngod\'s FATHERHOOD 47 \n\nHUNGERING AND THIRSTING .49 \n\nA HEART SONG 50 \n\n\n\nIV \n\n\n\nCONTENTS, \n\n\n\ndivine ordering .... \n\nthe service of waiting \nchristian life. . \nChrist\'s abiding . . \nthe pure in heart \nthe endless day . . \nthe angel of healing \nthe deeper rest. . . . \n\ntoward sodom. . \nday by day .... ... \n\none with the lord . . \njephthah\'s DAUGHTER \nTHE HYMNS OF HOME. . \nI SHALL BE SATISFIED . \nPENALTIES FOR SIN . . \n\nAT THE LAST \n\nEARTH\'S TWILIGHT TIME \nA mother\'s PRAYERS . . \nthe underlying hope \nfeed my lambs .... \nchristian patience . . \nconversion to christ. . \nselling our birthright \nthe song of miriam. . . \nthe master truth . . \nChrist\'s compassion \nChrist\'s humanity . \nthe father\'s voice. . \nan appropriating faith \nimpetuous christianity \n\nUNREST \n\nCOURTING SIN . . \n" AND THEN" \n" COME UNTO ME" \nKNOWING GOD \nPATIENCE WITH SELF \nTHE TOUCH OF FAITH \nPSALMS IN THE NIGHT \n\n\n\n5 1 \n53 \n54 \n56 \n57 \n58 \n60 \n61 \n\n64 \n\n65 \n66 \n\n68 \n70 \n71 \n73 \n75 \n76 \n\n77 \n\n79 \n\n80 \n\n82 \n\n*3 \n85 \n87 \n89 \n\n9i \n93 \n\n96 \n\n98 \n\n99 \n101 \n103 \n\n104 \n106 \n\n108 \n109 \n\n\n\ncontents. v \n\n" no night there " ho \n\nmaterializing heaven i i 2 \n\n"vanity of vanities\'\' 114 \n\nAT THE ALTAR . .. . Il6 \n\nat the end i i 7 \n\nhaving and holding i 19 \n\nthe hills of god 120 \n\nour little ills i 2 l \n\nmy manna ...... ...... ...... i 23 \n\n"by their fruits " 124 \n\nhumanity\'s danger ... 125 \n\nlittle by little 127 \n\nbelief in christ . i 28 \n\nbelief .... ........ 129 \n\nevery-day philosophy 131 \n\nit is well 133 \n\ncompleteness of faith i 34 \n\nthe two malefactors 135 \n\nlost little ones i37 \n\nIS THERE A SAFER TRUST 138 \n\nIN SHADOW . . 1 40 \n\nCHRISTIAN INDIGNATION ...... . , 14 I \n\nOUR SAMSONS 142 \n\nMY WILDERNESS I44 \n\nMNAS NEED 145 \n\nBY THE WAY 147 \n\nTHE GATE BEAUTIFUL 149 \n\nTHE SUMMER IS ENDED . l6o \n\nblessed are the meek . i 52 \n\nchrist in the home i53 \n\nhis coming 155 \n\ndemonized manhood 1 56 \n\n"am i my brother^ keeper " i58 \n\nthe divine healing . 1 57 \n\nsanctifying toil 1 60 \n\nthe ever absent 1 63 \n\ngod\'s leading 164 \n\nTRUSTING l66 \n\n\n\nVI CONTENTS. \n\n\n\nALONG THE WAY \n\n\n\n167 \n\nTHE POVERTY OF RICHES I 68 \n\n\n\nOUR THANKSGIVING . \n\nTHANKSGIVING \n\nDOUBTING CHRIST . . . \nTHANK-OFFERINGS. . . \nIN THANKFULNESS. . . \nOUR HEART-OFFERING \nA CHRISTIAN HABIT. . \nTHE STAR DIVINE. . . . \nNEWNESS OF LIFE. . . . \n\n\n\nI70 \n\nI72 \n\n174 \n\n176 \n\n177 \n\n\xe2\x80\xa2\xe2\x80\xa2 l 79 \n\n180 \n\n182 \n\n184 \n\nJESUS WEPT 185 \n\nMY THANKFUL THOUGHT 1 87 \n\nTHE CHRIST-CHILD 1 89 \n\nTHE LAND OF MOAB 1 90 \n\nTHE BLESSED THOUSAND YEARS 1 92 \n\nPOWER OF PRAYER .... I 94 \n\nABILITY TO GIVE I95 \n\ngod\'s TIME 197 \n\nGOOD GIFTS I98 \n\nWHEN THE END COMETH 200 \n\nGOD 7 S MORROW 202 \n\n"AS THE LEAF" 203 \n\nHUMAN SYMPATHY 204 \n\nA PSALM OF PRAISE 2O5 \n\nTHE RENDERING OF GRATITUDE 207 \n\nBLESSED ARE THEY THAT MOURN 2o8 \n\nCHRISTIAN EXPRESSION 2IO \n\nBEFORE THE SERVICE 2 12 \n\nIN SIGHT OF THE CITY .213 \n\nSHALL HE BE SAVED 2 I 5 \n\nTHE LONELY LAND 2 I 7 \n\nLOOKING BACKWARD 2I9 \n\nAT EVEN TIME 221 \n\n\n\nTO \n\nMY MOTHER, \n\nTHE HUMAN INSPIRATION \n\nOF \n\nWHATEVER IS TRUE AND WORTHY IN MY LIFE, \n\nAND OF \n\nALL THAT IS PUREST AND MOST HELPFUL \n\nIN MY WRITINGS ; \n\nAND TO \n\nMY PASTOR, \n\nABOUT WHOSE MORNING THOUGHT \n\nMY \n\nEVENING MEDITATIONS OFTEN CLUSTER, \n\nI DEDICATE \n\n\n\nTHIS BOOK. \n\n\n\nIN THE TWILIGHT. \n\nSabbath evenings are especially pleasant at home. \nHowever large or small the circle, an influence known \nat no other time through the week makes itself felt, and \nproduces marked effects. Education has much to do \nwith this, to be sure \xe2\x80\x94 and for the same let education be \nthanked ! But there is a somewhat in the Sabbath at- \nmosphere unlike anything in the week-day work and \nworry \xe2\x80\x94 a somewhat that is restful, and tranquillizing, and \nsweet. There is, or there ought to be. - "Six daysshalt \nthou labor," holds within it the truest economy of life, \neven considered wholly apart from any sacred significance. \nIt is well for us at regular intervals to get away from our \nlabor \xe2\x80\x94 to stand removed, as it were \xe2\x80\x94 and look upon it \nin the light of its relation to our inner existence \xe2\x80\x94 to \nwalk out of our lower selves into a self that is higher, \nand better, and nobler. \n\nWe whose weeks are ever weeks of toil, need just what \nSabbaths bring of quiet reflection. The world is a very \nbusy world, and its opportunities for silent meditation \nare few, indeed. Amid its whirl and stir we are pressed \nupon every hand by duties that will not be thrust aside, \nand that too often call only our baser being into action. \n\n\n\nIO IN THE TWILIGHTS \n\nHere in the home, as the Sabbath evening shadows gath- \ner, we have drifted out from the world, and all its dis- \ncordant noises fade far away. The morning service \xe2\x80\x94 \nwith its hymns that were in themselves a benediction, and \nits words that were a kindly ministry to our souls \xe2\x80\x94 the \nBible-study that followed, and our afternoon\'s readings, \nhave borne us outward, and only in our on-coming sleep \nneed we drift back to the every-day being and doing (and \nsinning?) once more. \n\nBut though separate from the world for a little, we can- \nnot forget its wants, its wickednesses, our own daily fail- \nures, our personal needs. The rather ought we to \nremember them in fervent prayer. The sermon of the \nmorning had for its theme "The Resultant Effects of \nSin ;" and the preacher showed by numerous illustrations \nthat though we sorrow deeply over any transgressions \nour repentance cannot avert the natural consequence of \nsach transgression. David of old repented bitterly o* \nhis heinous sin before God, but the effects of that sin \nwere not done away. "The child that is born unto thee \nshall surely die," was spoken in almost the same breath \nwith that comforting assurance of pardon : \xe2\x80\x94 "The Lord \nalso hath put away thy sin." So is it ever. God pardons \nthe sin ; but its consequences remain. But for this we \nmight go on sinning indefinitely, looking to a final repen- \ntance to clear it all away. In the light of this fact \nhowever, every added sin is a something added to the \nsum of evil consequences, forever beyond our reach, never \nto be effaced by repentance most sincere. \n\nThe world thinks differently, it would seem. Do we \n\n\n\nTHE NEW LEAF. II \n\nnot seem to think differently ourselves, often, when we \nmingle with the world ? In the hush of our Sabbath even- \ning we hear the heart\'s soft answer \xe2\x80\x94 \' \' Yes. " And we say \nto ourselves, in tenderly prayerful words \xe2\x80\x94 "Pray God that \nall sin may henceforth be kept far from us, so that none \nof its consequences shall be set down to our charge !"\' \nGod grant to hear such petition, even as though it were \naddressed on bended knee ! \n\n\n\nTHE NEW LEAF. \n\n\' \' We have turned over a new leaf, " said Ruth on \nNew Year\'s morning. \n\n"A new leaf!" How many are turned over with every \nNew Year ! It is a time for reflection, for fresh resolving, \nfor added fervor of zeal. \n\nSitting here to-night, we look back over the old year, \nand seeing much that was base and impure, much of \nfailure and faltering, we feel as though to turn over a \nnew leaf were well indeed. We have so much to cor- \nrect, so much to purify, so much to strengthen. \n\nBut does the turning over a new leaf once a year work \nout what is needed ? Is it not a little sad to think so \nmany new r leaves must be turned over? What of the \nold ones ? Are they full ? and is the writing so crude \nand imperfect we blush over it ? Or aie they just blanks, \n\n\n\n12 THE NEW LEAF, \n\nor blanks in part, whereon we meant to write beautiful \nthings and through waiting and hesitation failed to write \nat all ? \n\nLet us not quite give over the old leaves. If we held \npurposes noble and pure \xe2\x80\x94 and did we not ? \xe2\x80\x94 let us hold \nto them still, with only a better endeavor, and a larger \nfaith. If we planned well, but indolently neglected to \nexecute, let us stand by the old plans. If our hope was \na good hope, let us cherish it to the end. We may have \nnewness of life, though we stand fast by the old year\'s \npurposing, planning, and hoping. \n\nAnd it may be the new life in the old that shall bless \nus beyond measure. May be ! Is there any doubt of it ? \nOur new life is always the old, with a difference. It is \nold \xe2\x80\x94 the individuality of it, the scope of it. Real newness \ncame into ir but once \xe2\x80\x94 when Christ\'s spirit gave the new \nimpulse. Since then the only newness is a newness of \ndoing. Shall the doing be really new and true in the \nyear to come? Shall we write the new leaf full with\' \nsteady purpose, with unfaltering faith, with love for God \nand our fellowmen ? \n\nO would our leaves of life were fair \n\nWith faithful writing everywhere ! \n\nO would that love shone clear and true \n\nEach plan and purpose ever thro\'; \n\nThat zeal did never faint and tire ; \n\nThat hope ne\'er waned to low desire ; \n\nThat so ezch New Year\'s dawn should bring \n\nThe old year\'s buds to blossoming, \n\nAnd so all hopes and plans should tend \n\nThrough patient work to perfect end ! \n\n\n\nTHE SILENT CHRIST. \n\nAlong Judea\'s homely ways \n\nThe young Messiah trod, \nWithin Him hid through weary days \n\nThe wonder-working God. \n\nThe sick no healing in Him knew, \n\nNo help the smitten sore ; \nTo wretched Gentile, needy Jew, \n\nNo aid divine He bore. \n\nThe blind went by Him to and fro, \nThrough all their lonely night ; \n\nYet none the tender touch might know \nOf hands that held their sight. \n\nThe poor in poverty\'s distress \n\nLay by the rich man\'s gate, \nNor dreamed that heavenly power to bless, \n\nTheir iaith could antedate. \n\nAlone amid the mass of men \n\nHe moved, the silent Christ, \nTo no divinest message, then, \n\nHis human lips enticed. \n\nA worker with the work day throng, \n\nPerhaps He yet could hear \nSome strains of that transcendent song \n\nThe angels chanted near ; \n\n\n\n14 THE SILENT CHRIST. \n\nThe sweet good-will, the peace on earth, \nWith which they sung Him in, \n\nThrough lowly door of human birth, \nUpon the world of sin J \n\nj Perhaps He listened, rapt and still, \n\nAmid the noisy round, \nTo learn the Father\'s secret will, \' \nHis purposes profound ; \n\nPerhaps upon Judea\'s sands \nHe dreamed of waters sweet \n\nThat once He drank in heavenly lands \nClose by the^Father\'s feet ; \n\nPerhaps upon Judea\'s hills \nHe looked with longing eyes, \n\nOn scene no mprtal vision thrills \nWith tender, glad surprise ; \n\nPerhaps on lonely nights He slept \nTo human sound and sense, \n\nBut waked to angels\' touch and kept \nTheir fit communion hence ! \n\nWe may not know. He came and went \nWith mortals, like the rest ; \n\nNo hint of growing discontent \nHis human life expressed ; \n\nFrom out His dual consciousness \nNo word divine He spoke ; \n\nThe silent Christ, in human dress, \nHis silence never broke. \n\nThe world was weary grown indeed, \nAnd cried for Him in grief ; \n\n\n\nTHE SILENT CHRIST. \n\nAround Him grew the human need, \nAnd found no full relief. \n\nAnd still He held His silent way \xe2\x80\x94 \nThe waiting, silent Christ \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nTill God\'s own long-appointed day \nHis lips to speech enticed ! \n\nThen whereso\'er He chanced to be \nHe spake the Living Word ; \n\nThe hearts of men, the stormy sea, \nIn sudden wonder heard. \n\nAnd ever since that blessed time \nWhen silence found its speech, \n\nIn helpful syllables sublime \nHis words have come to each : \n\nAnd never silence so divine \nShall walk the world again, \n\nAs lived and moved and made no sign, \nAmong Judea\'s men ; \n\nAs wrapped with human garb around, \n\nThe homely ways it trod, \nAnd in its mystery profound \n\nWas but the breath of God! \n\n\n\n15 \n\n\n\n\nOVERCOMING. \n\nRuth was reading in Revelations, just before the \ntwilight came on. When it grew too dark to see, we all \nsat there a while in silence. \n\n" He that overcometh shall inherit all things/\' repeated \nRuth, at last. "That is a blessed promise," she went on \nto say. * \xe2\x96\xa0 I think of no sweeter comfort for tired souls. \nAnd I am glad the phrase that precedes the promise is \nso comprehensive. \' He that overcometh ; It does not \nsay what must be overcome. It is not limited, in its \napplication, to any particular individuality. It covers, \nso, all human stress and strain. " \n\n"Then you think each man and woman of us has \nsomewhat to overcome ?" one asked. \n\n"I know it, "she responded, with feeling. "Life is a \nbattle for us all. How hard the fight for some, you and \nI may never quite understand ; but it seems hard enough, \neven for us. We are borne down sometimes, to the very \ndust. We cry out w r ith pain and longing. We want so \nmuch that we do not have \xe2\x80\x94 peace, and plenty, and luxury, \nthe seeming joys of a richer and better endowed being \nthan our own. \n\n\' \' What is it to overcome ? Well, each one can answer \nthat question for himself or herself. I believe in \ntemptations according to temperament, and contests \n\n\n\nOVERCOMING. IJ \n\ngrowing out of these peculiar to individual character. \nFor me to overcome would be one thing ; for you to \novercome might be very different indeed. Is it not, \nprimarily, just an overcoming of selfishness ? So it seems, \nas I look at it. All that self wants, only for self-satisfaction, \nand not self-improvement \xe2\x80\x94 that is to be battled against. \nEvery passion that may degrade \xe2\x80\x94 that is to be conquered. \nEvery desire and impulse that may work ill to the soul \n\xe2\x80\x94 these are to be set aside. \n\n" And what is the gain ? Much comes to us here, but \nthe \'all things\' of our inheritance wito shall estimate? \nI like to feel that I am to inherit) that what is promised \nme I may not, can, not earn ; that I must go out of this \nlife poor as I entered it, whatever my service ; that I am \nto be rich beyond measure by-and-by ju st because God \nis good beyond measure always, kind and tender and \nlovingly beneficent. His promise of an inheritance for \nme seals, somehow, my relation to Him. It makes me \nfeel that He is truly my Father, and I am as Luly His \nchild. I shall not forever want, because His promises \nfail not. The infinite riches are certain, to such as are \nheirs of God." \n\n\n\nWith regard to the past \xe2\x80\x94 -it is gone. Regrets are un- \navailing. And the future ? It is not ours. , We have \nthe present, and that alone. Good resolutions for days \nto come\' are worth nothing. We must live as we would \nlive, now. \n\n\n\nDOUBTING DISCIPLES. \n\nThe text of the preacher this morning was that remark \nof Thomas, so heroic in form, so despondent in spirit \xe2\x80\x94 \n"Let us also go up, that we may die with him." \n\nWas it merely a happen-so, that the small band of dis- \nciples chosen by our Saviour numbered such diverse \ndispositions, \xe2\x80\x94 that there were so many distinct tempera- \nments in it? Had not Christ a purpose in His every \ndoing ?-and were not these diverse natures chosen as so \nmany types of what the vast army of disciples should be \nin years to come ? We think so. \n\nThomas was the type of doubt. From all we can \nlearn of him, he looked ever on the dark side of things; \nwas continually prophesying evil to come. He was a \nsincere believer in the Master, perhaps, in the abstract. \nBut he doubted in the detail. He felt uncertain of the \nend. He questioned always as to results. \n\nHow many of us so doubt, so question ! Have we as \ngood reason as had Thomas? Assuredly not. It* needed \na stronger faith to believe unhesitatingly in Jesus Christ \npresent in the flesh, than it now needs to* believe in \nHim risen from the dead and sitting at the right hand of \nthe Father. He was the carpenter\'s son, then ; he has \nbeen our Mediator ever since. It is not so strange that \nThomas doubted then, as that Christians doubt to-day. \n\n\n\nDOUBTING DISCIPLES. 1 9 \n\nWe know more of Jesus Christ than Thomas knew, even \nafter he put his hands in those gaping wounds. Chris- \ntianity has been preaching its divine origin these 1,800 \nyears, \xe2\x80\x94 preaching it with no additions, but with a more \ncomplete development. It has proved its character by \nwhat it has done for the race. \n\nWhat excuse, therefore, have the doubting Thomases \nto-day? Suppose there are dark times in individual \nexperience, why doubt ? Suppose the end is hedged about \nand baffles oui percievings, why despond ? Such has been \nthe case in thousands of other instances. Men have \ndoubted, and desponded, but Christ lives yet. Uncer- \ntainty has brooded over all the way many times before, \nbut we have always come out into clear paths after a while, \n\nVerily, Thomas was a type of what should be, but not \nof what ought to be. We may not shoulder all our \ndubious forecastings upon temperament, and hold our- \nselves blameless. As well might we excuse overt sin \nbecause we were born with a tendency to sinning. Men \ndoubt, not so much because of any predisposition so to \ndo, as because of a cultivated, liking for unbelief. Men \nhave cultured themselves into skepticism \xe2\x80\x94 they are doing \nit yet. Doubts will come to as, sometimes, and we are \nnot to blame for their coming. But we are blameworthy \nif we let them take lodgment and stay, \xe2\x80\x94 if we feed and \ncherish them and let them invite others. \n\n\n\nTHE VALLEY OF ACHOR. \n\nMake me to feel, loving Son \n\nOf loving Father, just and kind, \n\nThat I with sin and doubt have done, \n\nAnd now, with peace and trust at one, \n\nMy will to Thee is all resigned ! \n\nMake me in fullest faith to see \n\nMy every wickedness laid bare, \nRenounced forever, as I flee \nFrom this poor life of self, to Thee, \nAnd learn Thy love beyond compare ! \n\nMake this indeed to me the Vale \nOf Achor blest, where now I yield \n\nThe sweetest sin that would assail \n\nMy longing soul ; nor let me fail \n\nTo show Thee, Lord, the sins concealed ! \n\nThe wilderness through which I came \n\nSeems present yet ; but round me wait \nThe Canaan-lands, and in Thy name \nI may possess them. Mine the blame \nIf for their sweets I famish late ! \n\nIn weakness great, O Lord, I lift \n\nMy face to Thee, in hunger sore ! \nSend still Thy manna sweet and swift, \nA.nd give my withered soul the thrift \nOf blessing gracious, I implore ! \n\n\n\nSTRONG IN WEAKNESS. 2 1 \n\nHere, Lord, I gladly give Thee all ! \n\nMy sins, my self, I yield to Thee ! \nThou art not far from every call \nOf burdened heart, \xe2\x80\x94 here let me fall \n\nUpon Thy breast, and burdens flee ! \n\n\n\nSTRONG IN WEAKNESS, \n\n" To suffer and grow strong." It is not the natural \nsequence. Suffering begets weakness, as a rule. . Few \nsuffer long and keep their vigor undiminished. \n\nAnd we must all suffer. All ? They are few who \nescape suffering. It comes to each in some form- \nsuffering of the body, or mental anguish, or keen hurt \nof the soul. Does it come ever with a blessing? We \nknow it does. We know that some characters find \n\nperfection through sorrow, even as Christ found His. \n\nFor was there not a progression in our Saviour\'s life ? \nHe was tempted, and in many forms ; did He not grow \nstrong to resist temptation ? Surely that final test was a \nhard one when He hung alone in the death agony, and \nHis heart cried out so piteously after the Father. It was \nbad enough to be forgotten of men, and bruised for their \niniquities ; it was infinitely worse to be forsaken of God. \n\nThrough the suffering of sympathetic ministry, of the \nscorn of unbelievers, of long and bitter temptation, of \nagonizing prayer, of denial and betraying, of taunts \n\n\n\n22 A PRESENT CHRIST. \n\nand tortures, the Son of Man grew strong. Through \nsuffering of some sort, the best stiength must come to \neach of us. When out of suffering comes strength, then \nis suffering a blessing. How shall the strength come ? \nThe answer may be found in Christ\'s own life. He \nprayed much. He trusted ever in the Father and in the \nFather\'s love. In His prayers and His trust He grew \nstrong. How else can men grow strong to-day ? \n\n\n\nA PRESENT CHRIST. \n\nThe family circle had been some time quiet, as the \nshadows deepened. By-and-by a sweet voice stirred the \nsilence, and we heard the tender strains of that touching \nlittle hymn \xe2\x80\x94 When Jesus Comes. It had a certain pa- \nthos in it for us all. Over the last stanza sung the singer \nlingered as if each word had peculiar comfort : \n" He \'11 know the way was dreary, \n\nWhen Jesus comes ; \nHe \'11 know the feet grew weary, \nWhen Jesus comes ! " \nNone spoke, for a little, when the singing ceased. \nPresently, out of the corner where the home-heart sits, \nthis comment came : \n\n" I would rather believe that He knows all about my \nway and weariness now. I want to feel that Jesus is not \none afar off, to come and to bless in some happy future, \n\n\n\nTHE PRESENT CHRIST. 2$ \n\nbut a companion for every day, a friend in every need, a \nvery present help in time of trouble/\' \n\n"And you do not like the song then?*\' another asked. \n\n"It is very sweet," said the home-heart, softly; \n" very sweet, and I do like it. It is only that I question \nits sentiment, or perhaps I should say its philosophy." \n\n"But is Christ always so near to you? Does He \nnever seem far off, and do you never feel that the way is \ndreary and the feet tired without His knowing ? " \n\n"Oh, yes \\" and she sighed as she made reply. "We \nhave doubts, all of us. We doubt the most when we are \nmost tried and most heart-sick. But doubt and darkness \nare temporary. It would be folly long to give up faith. \nAnd when I sing I like best to sing of the Comforter who \ncame when Christ ascended to the Father \xe2\x80\x94 the very \nSpiiit of Christ dwelling with and abiding in us." \n\n" But there may be songs of comfort, " said the singer\'s \nvoice ; \' \' even David sang songs in the night. I have a \nfancy that the surest way out of the dark is by a path of \nsong. The way is dreary, now, to some of us. It seems \no me that many must rind it so all along. Perhaps they \nhave too little faith in a present Christ ; but if they can \nhold on surely to their faith in a Christ to come, even \nthat will bless them and make them glad. That which \nwe long for, hope for and pray for, will suiely come. " \n\n\n\nTHE STILL, SMALL VOICE. \n\nSerene and tender shine the smiles \nOf God upon my soul to-night ; \nHis loving care my doubt beguiles ; \nHis presence bringeth light. \n\nThe world of discord dies away ; \n\nI hear no more its deaf ning din ; \nAnd ghost-like through the evening gray \n\n\xe2\x80\xa2Steal out the shapes of sin. \n\nA holy hush is on the air ; \n\nA holy peace possesses me ; \nMy very being is a prayer, \n\nTo pray is but to be ! \n\nDid God but speak as long ago \n\nHe spoke to prophets face to face, \n\nI should His loving language know \nWithin this holy place \' \n\nAnd does He not in present time \n\nSo speak to men as once He spoke ? \n\nWith awful syllables sublime \nHe Sinai\'s silence broke ; \n\nAnd not again in thunder tone \n\nMay men His awful speaking hear, \n\nBut all the ages men have known \nHis " still, small voice" anear. \n\n\n\nTHE HOMESICK. 2 5 \n\nSomen have listened, hushed and still, \n\nAs list we now, my soul and I, \nHave caught, as now we catch, the thrill \n\nOf God\'s own whisper nigh ! \n\n\n\nTHE HOMESICK. \n\nThe Germans have added another beatitude to those \nuttered by our Saviour on the Mount \xe2\x80\x94 "Blessed are the \nhomesick, for they shall see home. " There is a quaint \ntenderness in it. How broad its original meaning may \nhave been, we can not say ; but it seems wide enough to \ncover half of human kind. \n\nThere are so many homesick souls ! homesick amid \nwealth, and beauty, and friends \xe2\x80\x94 homesick in poverty \nand loneliness \xe2\x80\x94 crying out of their discontent for the \ncomfort and peace of home ! They hunger ; and at \nhome there is enough. They thirst; and at home the \npure streams of gladness flow on and on forever. Alas \nfor these many who are ever away from home ! \n\nWill they all reach there at last? "Blessed are they \nthat do hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they \nshall be filled." Ah ! there is fullness at home. "Bless- \ned are they that mourn, for they shall be comforted. " \nAh ! there is comfort, even, at home. "Blessed are the \npure in heart, for they shall see God ! " Blessedest bless- \n\n\n\n26 . THE HOMESICK. \n\ning of all, God lives henceforth at home ! \' \' I go to pre- \npare a place for you/\' said the dear Brother of us all; \nand He spoke then to the homesick. The place He \nprepared is Home. \n\nIt is singular that Christ uttered so many benedictions \nupon those who want. Blessed are the hungry, blessed \nare the poor, blessed are the sad\xe2\x80\x94 blessed, blessed, bless- \ned, every needy soul. And so, finally, just as an out- \ncome of all Christ said, blessed are the homesick, for \nthey want, and must want until they see home. And \nwhat is it they want? Love, and content, and rest. \nHome means this, and more \xe2\x80\x94 so much more ! Even as \nwe know how to give good gifts unto our children, so \ndoes our Father in Heaven know how to give unto us. \nGiving so freely here, what must He not give there ! \nRemembered so abundantly afar off, what will He not \ndo for us when we wander home at last ! \n\nWe are journeying there, some of us, through devious \npaths. Ah ! if we should forget the way, and that long \nnight should come on in which no light can shine, and \nthe morning should find us wanderers yet, homeless and \nhomesick henceforth and forever ! Blessed are the home- \nsick, if ihey walk trustingly, faithfully and prayerfully on \ntoward the city of God, for to such as walk by faith the \nway is sure, and they shall see home ! \n\n\n\nOUR BETHESDA. \n\nIn a certain sense we are invalids, all our lives long. \nWe have in us some conscious sickness that must be cured. \nAnd we lie in expectant waiting by some Bethesda, as \ndid those invalids of old, waiting for the angel to come \nand stir the waters that we may be healed. \n\nIs not our whole life often a weary waiting for the \nhealing ? Do we not fail, frequently, to recognize God \'s \nangel when he comes in such kindly ministry ? Are not \nthe waters troubled, even while we gaze on rhem, yet \nwithout our perceiving? Weak and blind, and half des- \npairing, do we not turn away sometimes even from the \nangel \'s very presence, and cry out in our bitterness against \nwhat has come to us and what we have missed ? \n\nIf all mankind could be made whole in just the man- \nner they wish, what a working of wonders we should see ! \nBut that can never be. The healing we most desire \ncomes to us often by ways we do not prefigure, and to our \ndull consciousness it is no healing at all. Lying by our \nBethesda, if we see the waters troubled it is for another, \nand we wait on, not taking what is really meant for us. \nIf our healing should come through love and warm \nsympathy, we long for it, and then turn it aside when \noffered. If faith would work the perfect cure we need, \nwe spurn it when it comes knocking gently at our heart\'s \n\n\n\n2 8 OUR BETHESDA. \n\ndoor, and in unbelief and doubting wait on. If sweet, \ncharity to all in thought and deed would make us well, \nwe cast it aside for that which is embittering and unkind, \nand watch for the angel \'s coming with a light in our eyes \nthat would make of every angel almost a demon. \n\nIs it strange, then, that we go unhealed ? Is it strange \nthat at every pool of gladness and joy-giving we lie in \nwaiting all the years long? To be made whole is the \nsupreme want. Humanly speaking each lacks some- \nthing. That lack must be supplied, and only our dear \nLord \'s angelic ministers can supply it. May they trouble \nthe waters for us all, and speedily ! Divinely speaking, \neach lacks everything, lacking a childlike trust in and \nlove for that most loving of all God \'s ministers, His only \nbegotten Son. And may He trouble the waters of our \nsoul until the healing is perfect, and then grant us that \npeace which passeth understanding ! \n\n\n\nThe man who walks the street recognizing the excel- \nlences of other men and honoring them, will find his \nfellows conceding and esteeming his own virtues. He \nwho gives helping sympathy, abundantly and warmly, to \nthe suffering and sad, will himself have help and sympa- \nthy, abundant and warm, when he suffers and is sad. \n\n\n\nTHY ROD AND STAFF, \n\nPerplexed I walk my weary way, \nIn doubt and darkness, day by day ; \nI see no earthly light to cheer, \nI find no earthly comfort near ; \nBut weak and fainting though I be, \n\' Thy rod and staff they comfort me ! " \n\nI seek some friendly arm to aid, \nThe help I need is long delayed : \nI look for love to hold me fast, \nNo human love will always last: \nBut though all earthly helpers flee, \n" Thy rod and staff they comfort me ! " \n\nMy burdens yet more heavy grow, \n\nAs on the weary way I go ; \n\nAnd faint and hungered, weak and worn, \n\nThe while for losses great I mourn, \n\nIn longing sore I turn to Thee, \xe2\x80\x94 \n\n" Thy rod and &taff they comfort me ! " \n\nBeneath Thy smitings oft I shrink ; \nThy bitter cups I would not drink ; \nI turn aside some path to find, \nThat through a better land shall wind, \nYet looking back, Thy face I see, \xe2\x80\x94 \n" Thy rod and staff they comfort me ! " \n\nAnd so I walk the weary way \nWhere\'e^Thou leadest, day by day ; \n\n\n\n3\xc2\xb0 \n\n\n\nTHE BEAUTY OF HOLINESS. \n\nThough smitten sore, I\'ll onward press \nTill I the Promised Land possess ; \nFor faint and burdened though I be, \n" Thy rod and staff they comfort me ! " \n\n\n\nGRACES OF HOLINESS. \n\nA visitor is with us to-night and we ask about former \nacquaintances \xe2\x80\x94 has this one changed? \xe2\x80\x94 has that one \ngrown old ? To the latter question, in one instance, our \nfriend replies, \xe2\x80\x94 "She has too much spiritual beauty in her \nface ever to grow old." \n\nWe remember her face well, and Ruth says, "Yes, \nhers was the beauty of holiness, if we ever see it on \nearth ; " and this application of a phrase rarely so applied \ndoes not seem wrong. \n\nCharacter does show itself in the countenance; the \ninward grace of a real religious life will shine out, in a \nway we may not quite describe. When faith, and love, \nand patience all unite to beautify a Christian soul, is it \nstrange that the face takes on a rare sort of beauty which \nyears can not dim? \n\nThe light in some faces is like a benediction of peace. \nIt is at once a blessing and a declaration. Nothing but \nthe purest pi^ty makes it to glow there : it blesses you as \nby a holy influenc ; it tells of devotion never failing, of \nuntroubled faith, of perfect hope, of undivided love. \n\n\n\nHUMAN DESIRES. 3 I \n\nStephen\'s face wore It ; they must have seen it who saw \nthe beloved John. It has beautified the features of every \nsaint on earth ; it is one of the beauties of every saint \nin heaven. \n\nSuch a beauty of holiness comes not by the seeking of \nit. Like all true graces, it is an unconscious possession, \nwon not for itself. But it is always a proof of possibili- \nties in the Christirn life. It is ever a witness for higher \nChristian character. It is a living testimony that care \nand tribulation and disappointment need not mar the \nsoul\'s peace. For you shall find, search where you will, \nthat this beauty spiritual lies with those who have suffer- \ned, and borne burdens, and been driven, so, near to \nGod. Holiness follows and must follow, overcoming. \nThe beauties of it, the outward manifestations of it, are \nresults of unselfish upgiving, of complete trust, of never \ndoubting or rarely doubting love. \n\n\n\nHUMAN DESIRES, \n\nWhat are they ? What ought they to be ? \n\nWe may not doff our humanity untit death comes, but \nwe may discipline it, purify it by such disciplining, make \nit a worthier thing. We may, with God\'s help. \n\nBut will we? To do it, much of our desire must \nundergo change. Whereas we now long for that which \nwonld in no wise ennoble, we must long for that which \n\n\n\n3 2 \n\n\n\nHUMAN DESIRES. \n\n\n\nwill inevitably do that. Whereas self now prompts every \nambition* self must be ruled over until ambitions spring \nfrom another source \xe2\x80\x94 the love of God within us. \n\nYet can we put thought in a strait jacket ? Can we \npersistently check impure desires, unholy aspirations, and \nhelp on the work of improving our moral nature? It \nseems a hard task ; it is a hard task. Appetite is strong ; \npassion is often master. Prayer at times is apparently of \nno avail. Everything that is evil in our hearts fights \ntenaciously for full possession, and often full possession is \ngranted. Then we go down \xe2\x80\x94 down in our own con- \nsciousness. We lose self-respect ; we feel less and less \nzeal in behalf of the true and pure. \n\nWe all know what such experiences are. Is there any- \nthing sadder? And where is the iemedy? We ctn answer \nwell enough In our theory; it sometimes proves more \ndifficult in actual fact. The difficulty arises mainly, we \nthink, from just a lack of self-discipline. Even effica- \ncious prayer is rendered inefficient, at times, through this \ncommon lack. It is useless to pray for purity of thought \nand desire, and still let the imagination continually run \nriot over forbidden fields with never an effort at checking \nit. It is idle to hope for answers to such prayer, when \nback of it there is no earnest resolve to be self-helpful, \nand to strive continually for better things. Human de- \nsires can be purified only through human discipline, and \nmuch of this can be carried on by self alone. \n\n\n\nAS A PRODIGAL. \n\nIt is evening, Lord. I have had my day \nOut in the wilderness, far from Thee, \n\nBright was the morn when I went away, \nHappy my visions of joy to be. \n\nIn the hot high noon I was weak and faint, \nWorn with rioting, heartsick, sore ; \n\nNever I murmured or made complaint ; \nOnward I crept to the sands before. \n\nWhat if they blistered my naked feet ? \n\nBetter to suffer than turn back now. \nWhat if I \'d nothing but husks to eat ? \n\nPride may starve, but it will not bow. \n\nAnd what if with swine I could only mate \nOut in the barren and dusty field? \n\nWhat if I pined for my lost estate ? \nPride may die, but it will not yield. \n\nPride may die. And my pride is dead \xe2\x80\x94 \nDead, and buried where sleep the swine. \n\n" I will return !" to myself I said ; \n\n"Home ! \xe2\x80\x94 my Father\'s, that once was mine !" \n\nIt is evening, Lord, and I come to Thee, \nWeak and hungry, and faint and sore. \n\nLook in Thy pitiful love on me ; \n\nSpurn me not from Thine open door ! \n\n3 \n\n\n\n34 PAIN\'S MINISTRIES. \n\n\n\nIt is evening, now, and my day is spent ; \n\nLittle of life may be mine, beside \xe2\x80\x94 \nOnly a season of glad content, \n\nAll my hungering satisfied ! \n\n\n\nPAIN\'S MINISTRIES. \n\nPain is our birthright. It comes to. us, as certainly \nas the days come. \n\nCan anything sent of God be without its blessing? Is \nthere no sweet ministry even in pain ? Do we simply \nsuffer and be still? Or do we suffer and grow strong? \n\nSuffer we must. Either our health fails, or friends die \n01 plans miscarry, or love proves false, or hope cheats, \nand whichever it be, there will ensue suffering. There \nis nothing so common as pain. There is no experience \nso inevitable. \n\nWhat the ministry of pain may be, will depend wholly \nupon how we bear suffering \xe2\x80\x94 upon the spirit in which \nwe suffer. If pain is rebelled against, as an unjust visita- \ntion from God \xe2\x80\x94 if we say constantly to ourselves the \nwhile we suffer, " Gqp is unkind and cruel" \xe2\x80\x94 the minis- \ntry will be a ministry of hurting. And to how many \nsouls it is all this, and only this ! How T many charge \nhard things against their Maker, and go on through the \nyears gathering no s -eet fruit from the tree of bitter \nblossoms ! \n\n\n\nPAIN\'S MINISTRIES, 35 \n\nBlessed indeed are those who can give thanks even \namid their suffering \xe2\x80\x94 who can smile in God\'s face while \nthe hurt cuts like a knife \xe2\x80\x94 who can feel that something \nis to come of the hurt besides scars and soreness. Bless- \ned with a rare blessedness are they who sing softly to \nthemselves though the heart be sad \xe2\x80\x94 who sing because \nthey know that from this darkness of sorrow shall cornea \nlight glad and beautiful, and, better than all, healing. \nThe Angel of Pain is kinder to us than we think. \nWould that all could say with Saxe Holm : \n\nAngel of Pain, I think thy face \n\nWill be, in all the heavenly place, \n\nThe sweetest face that I shall see, \n\nAnd swiftest face to shine on me. \n\nAll other angels faint and tire ; \n\nJoy wearies, and forsakes desire ; \n\nHope falters, face to face with Fate, \n\nAnd dies because it can not wait ; \n\nAnd love cuts short each Wing dav, \n\nBecause fend hearts can not obey \n\nThat subtlest law which measures bliss \n\nBy what it is content to miss. \n\nBut thou, O loving, faithful Pain \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nHated, reproached rejected, slain \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nDost only closer cling and bless \n\nIn sweeter, stronger steadfastness. \n\nDear, patient angel, to thine own \n\nThou comest, and art never known \n\nTill late, in some lone twilight place \n\nThe light of thy transfigured face \n\nSudden shines out, and, speechless, they \n\nKnow they have walked with Christ all day. \n\n\n\nTHE ROUNDS OF BEING. \n\nLife is one continuous round of beginnings and end- \nings. And yet how few days are finished ! How few- \nevenings see the morning\'s beginning properly ended ! \n\nWe misjudge our deed greatly when we say it is done. \nDone in its narrowest sense it surely is ; done in its \nbroadest meaning it as surely is not. A finished thing is \nput away. Do we in fact put any doing entirely out of \nour life? Would that we could, sometimes ! We should \nbe better, so. \n\nHerein lies much of the bitterness of being \xe2\x80\x94 that the \nweak things done, or the things weakly done, never can \nbe wholly laid aside. We hold on to them despite our- \nselves. They are a part of us, because a part of our ex- \nperience. The experience is the man, in very deed. \nYou cannot put your self apart from your self\'s acts and \nsay \' \' I arn better than these. " Self\'s acts are a vital part \nof self. \n\nOur beginnings, therefore, have only apparent endings. \nBe they for good or ill, they run on through the gather- \ning years, and end never. It is well to think of this, \nwhenever the day fades into twilight \xe2\x80\x94 to realize that every \nattempt made during its brief hours tells ever after, in a \ngreater or less degree, upon our life ; that every accom- \nplishment, seemingly completed, goes on in influence \n\n\n\nTHE OTHER SIDE. $J \n\nthrough the after-days, and dims not into utter fading. \nThe work of this hour over-laps the labor of the next, \nand the two a.e bound together by invisible cords. So \nthe life here and the life hereafter interblend ; the doing \nof the mortal will mold the being of the immortal beyond \nall possibility of changing. \n\n\n\nTHE OTHER SIDE. \n\nWe go our ways in life too much alone ; \n\nWe hold ourselves too far from all our kind. \nToo often are we deaf to sigh and moan ; \n\nToo often to the weak and helpless blind ; \nToo often, where distress and want abide, \nWe turn and pass upon the other side ! \n\nThe other side is trodden smooth and worn \nBy foot-steps passing idly all the day ; \n\nW T here lie the bruised ones, the faint and torn, \nIs seldom more than an untrodden way ; \n\nOur selfish hearts are for our feet the guide, \n\nThey lead us by upon the other side ! \n\nIt should be ours the oil and wine to pour \nInto the bleeding wounds of stricken ones ; \n\nTo take the smitten, and the sick and sore, \n\nAnd bear them where a stream of blessing runs \n\nInstead, we look about \xe2\x80\x94 toe way is wide \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nAnd so we pass upon the other side ! \n\n\n\n<\\8 THE SIN OF INDIFFERENCE. \n\nO, friends and brothers, hastening down the years, \n\nHumanity is calling each and all \nIn tender accents, born of pain and tears ! \n\nI pray you listen to the thrilling call ! \nYou cannot, in your selfishness and pride, \nPass guiltless by upon the other side ! \n\n\n\nTHE SIN OF INDIFFERENCE. \n\nIt is an all-prevailing sin. Men everywhere seem reck- \nless of the future, indifferent as to what their eternity \nmay be. They live wholly in and for the present, and \ncare for naught else. It is as though they said, "This \nlife only is mine and I must make the most of it. To- \nday is and To-morrow may not be. " Indeed, do they \nnot say it in their hearts? \n\nAnd yet each morning and evening should make men \nthoughtful of a coming time. Each hour is indeed a \nfact, but more than a fact. It is a suggestion \xe2\x80\x94 a hint of \nfuture ages. The hour may mean much, may comprise \nmuch, but that which it hints of means infinitely more, \ncomprises so much more that no one can comprehend it. \nEternity is a word which the dictionary of life does not \ndefine ; we can not satisfy ourselves of its marvelous \nscope. \n\nBut because we do not understand, are we excusable \nfor complete indifference ? Because God is a mystery in- \n\n\n\nFOOLISH DARING. 39 \n\npenetrable, may we ignore His existence ? We do, though. \nWe breathe with no thought of Him who gives us the \npower to breathe. We enjoy all the sweet and beautiful \nwith no regard for Him who enables us to enjoy. We \ntake life and all its attendant circumstances as a matter- \nof-course, worth little or much, as fate may ordain. \n\nGod has a right to more thoughtful regard on the part \nof His creatures. It becomes us to shake off this sin of \nindifference and concede the Creator His due. \n\n\n\nFOQLISH DARING. \n\nIt is better, after all, to be a coward in some things. \n\nAnd why ? \n\nBecause to be brave in the face of certain dangers \xe2\x80\x94 \ndangers of certain kinds \xe2\x80\x94 is to run foolish risks uncalled \nfor, and from the very nature of things bound to result \nin some degree of evil. \n\nThere are young men in the gutters to-day who were \nfirst brave, as all young men are, and then weak, as so \nmany young men are sure to be. Their bravery worked \ntheir ruin. They insisted on proving dangers that they \nmight have let alone in all honor \xe2\x80\x94 that they might even \nhave fled from without disgrace. \n\nSo there are professed Christians to-day in the Slough \nof Despond because they foolishly dared to brave dangers \n\n\n\n40 FOOLISH DARING. \n\nto their faith which they might readily enough have shun- \nned. They could dally with vague speculations, thev \nthought, without any harm, and so dallying they passed \nunder the cloud. \n\nSociety, on all sides, is full of temptations that invite \ndaring. They beckon every man and woman of us on- \nward ; and the mistaken notion that it is brave to test \nthem impels thousands to destruction. A man may \nwalk a rope over the very brink of Niagara, and come off \nsafely, but he is infinitely safer if he make no such \nattempt. He only who keeps away from danger knows \nwhat perfect security is. \n\nIf we hold life as of no worth, and the future as not to \nbe regarded, why then let us test every danger that may \nperchance wreck us. But who so thinks ? Talk lightly \nas we may of what living amounts to, it does amount to \nso much for each and every one of us that we would not \nwillingly give it up. How shall we best keep it? By \nclinging to the safe side. If any life is worth aught, the \nbest life is worth the most, and the best life is the safe \nlife. There is no truer logic. In the face of it, then, \ncan we go on testing dangers that bring no good in the \nproving ? \n\n\n\n\nOUR GUIDES. \n\nIn a pillar of cloud by day, O God, \n\nAnd a pillar of fire by night, \nThy presence did guide on the way they trod \n\nThy people of old in flight ; \nAnd the wilderness way that we walk to-dpy \n\nMore dreary and dark would seem, \nIf through the deep night, or the twilight gray, \n\nThy presence should never gleam. \n\nI am glad that they waited in days of old, \n\nWith a promise of better tilings ; \nFor my heart it is stirred when the tale is told \n\nBy the hope and the cheer it brings. \nI am glad that they journeyed those forty years \n\nIn trouble, and doubt, and pain, \nFor the gloom of my wilderness disappears \n\nAt thought of their final gain. \n\nWe may never quite perfectly understand \n\nWhy the wilderness waits for each, \nYet we know that the beautiful Promised Land \n\nIs beyond it \xe2\x80\x94 without our reach ; \nBut whatever the burdens we have to bear, \n\nOr however we shrink and faint, \nWe shall carry ourselves and our burdens there, \n\nIf a prayer is our sole complaint ! \n\nHad they only looked down in the olden time, \nAs they journeyed with falt\'ring tread, \n\n\n\n^2 HUMAN AFFECTION. \n\nThey would never have known of the guides sublime \n\nThat forever their foot-steps led ; \nAnd I pray though we walk in a faithless way, \n\nThough we seldom look up for lighr, \nWe may never lose thought of the cloud by day, \n\nOr the pillar of fire by night ! \n\n\n\nHUMAN AFFECTION. \n\nThe preacher said sweetly comforting things this \nmorning, in regard to love as an influence in religious \nlife. In certain ages, and even to-day in certain places, \nmen have sought to divorce religion and affection \xe2\x80\x94 have \nendeavored to put the two far apart. They have acted \nupon the mistaken theory that piety means asceticism \xe2\x80\x94 \nthat to grow in spiritual grace they must become dead to \neverything tenderly and lovingly human \xe2\x80\x94 must hold \nthemselves separate from their kind and acknowledge no \nbrotherhood with their fellows. So they have become, \nhermits, and have lived the life of the recluse. \n\nBut all this is wrong. The best men of the Bible were \nlive men, \xe2\x80\x94 men who cherished sweet affections and \nhesitated not to declare them. The most lion-hearted in \ntheir dealings with sin were the most lamb-like in loving, \n\xe2\x80\x94 tender and true. In the common things of the world, \nso called, those characters are of most worth in which \nthere abounds fullness of affection \xe2\x80\x94 in which there throbs \n\n\n\nHUMAN AFFECTION. 43 \n\na large, live heart. And so in Christian life, they serve \nGod best whose out-reaching sympathies compel wide \nservice for humanity, \xe2\x80\x94 who know all men in a common \nbrotherhood, and are moved by human needs to noble \ndoing. \n\nSometimes it happens that the husband or the wife \nhesitates to urge his or her companion on to a Christian \nwalk, fearing separation must come between. But. how \ncan separation come, when love to God only increases \nlove to all His creatures? God is not jealous in this \nmatter. Is it a sign, because He took away your child, r \nthat He hated the child ? \xe2\x80\x94 that He was jealous of the \nlove your child drew forth ? Not so. He only loved the \nlittle one more than you loved it \xe2\x80\x94 loved it so well that \nHe would. spare it all possibility of sin and pain. God\'s \nvery nature is love ; and what He implanted in the heart \nof humanity He will not rebuke. \n\nThere are Christian homes wherein love seems restrain- \ned, in which there is little of manifest affection. Is \nsuch a state of things in full accord with our Saviour\'s \nGospel? Did Christ restoie Lazarus from the dead \nsimply as an exhibition of His miraculous power? We \nthink not. We prefer to believe the restoration was a \ntribute to the rare love of those weeping. sisters. Human \naffection is a blessed influence in this religion of ours ; \nthe influence broadens and deepens in proportion as \nthis affection is broad and deep, and unrestrained. Say \nyou that we must not worship what God has given us ? \nLove is not worship ; it never need be. It is another \nthing in character, in very essence. Love indeed, is a \n\n\n\n44 MEASURING CHARACTER. \n\nChristian duty, and so is worship \xe2\x80\x94 of a certain kind : in \nso far they are kin. Unless religion warms oar heart \ntoward wife and child \xe2\x80\x94 toward all human kind \xe2\x80\x94 it is \nscarcely to be trusted. \n\n\n\nMEASURING CHAR A CTER. \n\nIt is not so much what we aie, as what we ought to \nbe, that should be regarded. We have no right to look \nat our strict morality, our outward appearance, the name \nwe have in community, and because of these pronounce \nourselves very good, very praiseworthy. We may be \nnegatively good \xe2\x80\x94 good because not bad \xe2\x80\x94 good because \nno strong temptation has overcome us and swept us away \ninto sin \xe2\x80\x94 good because from our temperament we can \nhardly be guilty of overt crime. \n\nPositive goodness is another thing. We may fall far \nshort of it and yet be quite respectable. It is by the \nstandard of that alone that we should be judged, or by \nthe standard of our possibility to attain unto it. One \nman\'s character is very good for him, when it would be \nvery mediocre for his next neighbor, who is capable of \nexcellence far exceeding any he can ever reach. The \nneighbor may have a character really commendable, as \nan average, but not by any means up to what it should \nbe, considering his possibilities of progression. \n\n\n\nTHY PEACE. 45 \n\nFor character is not simply neighborhood standing. \nThere are men in good repute with their fellows who \nhave not much character to boast of. They are negatives. \nThey lack an essential something to make them strong \nand valuable. They are nevei workers in reform, leaders \nin good works, earnest, efficient, zealous. What they \ndo is creditable, but they do so little thatthe credit side of \nthe sheet shows poorly enough against the debit of what \nthey might do and should do. \n\nWe are responsible for omissions, as for commissions. \nGiven the power to do, and failing to do, we are mani- \nfestly culpable. Our Saviour in His parable of the Ten \nTalents emphasizes this great truth, and so earnestly that \nthere is no mistaking. That which we have will not long \nbe ours unless we put it to use. \n\n\n\nTHY PEACE. \n\nFather, O Father ! the sunlight is vanished, \n\nSwiftly the evening descends on my soul ; \nComfort and cheer from my bosom are banished, \n\nBillows of bitterness over me roll, \nHearken again to my anguished petition, \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nGive me Thy peace, in the midst of my pain ! \nGrant me the grace of a patient submission, \n\nBring me new hope as my courage shall wane. \n\n\n\n46 THY PEACE. \n\nFather ! O Father ! forlorn I am groping \n\nOn in a way that is shrouded in gloom ; \nFaint is my purpose, and weary my hoping, \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nIs there no rest till I come to the tomb ? \nAnswer the cry of my soul in its pleading, \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nGive me Thy peace that I stronger may be, \nPatient to follow" the path of Thy leading, \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nPatient to grope until light I can see ! \n\nFather ! O Father ! I\'m worn with the faring ; - \n\nHunger and thirst with the darkness increase, \nHunger and thirst for the boon of Thy caring, \n\nHunger and thirst for the gift of Thy peace. \nListen again to the cry of my spirit, \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nBorn of its need and its bitter unrest ; \nBow down the ear of Thy mercy and hear it, \n\nSpeak to the waves in my storm-troubled breast ! \n\nFather, O Father ! the night season thickens, \n\nDarker the way as I painfully grope ; \nFaith of its watchfulness wearies and sickens, \n\nFaints to despairing the patience of hope. \nHear the deep cry of my agony, thrilling \n\nThrough the long night of my wandering here, \nThen shall Thy peace, every passion wave stilling, \n\nFill me and thrill me till daylight appear ! \n\n\n\n\nGOD \'S FA TIIERIIOOD. \n\nAs the twilight comes on, the domesticity of our \nnature makes itself most felt. We are not now ourselves \nalone; we are part of that sweet family circle in which \nwe sit \xe2\x80\x94 part of it in love and tenderness and mutual \nsympathy. Meditation is not so much loneliness of \nthought, as . thought realizing close association with \nothers. \n\nIn a certain sense we are never so near our friends as \nwhen we sit with them separated only by silence \xe2\x80\x94 when \nour hearts go out to meet theirs in that silent commun- \nion which forbids all speech. Then indeed are we as \nchildren of one parent, and God is our Father, in a \nfatherhood so near and helpful, so complete and satisfy- \ning, that its recognition lifts us gladly heavenward. \n\nAnd sitting here in the shadow, with our Home tokens \nall about us, it is comforting to whisper softly those \nsweet words of the Psalmist \xe2\x80\x94 "Like as a father pitieth \nhis children, so the Lord pitieth them that fear Him. " \nThe human side of God\'s love speaks out in this. For \nis it irreverent to think of God as loving w T ith somewhat \nof human affection? Can we not gain some little idea of \nDivine Fatherhood from a comprehension of fatherhood \nnot divine ? \n\nBut God\'s Fatherhood is infinite in its many-sidedness, \nand on that account we fail to measure it. The preacher \n\n\n\n48 GOD\'S FATHERHOOD. \n\nwell said, this morning, "I will accept no man\'s idea of \nthe whole heavens, which simply takes in the little there- \nof that he can see from his narrow chamber window." \nThe infinite Fatherhood is more than it seems to us. \nThe relations of one child to the parent, are not the \nrelations of all the children. Temperaments differ, dis- \npositions are diverse. To you, God may seem to be \nJustice, and you may fear Him, knowing your sins. To \nanother He may stand as Holiness, and impurity may \nshrink from His presence. To yet another, He may \nappear only Love, and trusting faith may lose itself in \nHis great affection. \n\nThe Fatherhood of God includes all these, and even \nmore. Yet, while we must all realize, in some degree, \nGod\'s Justice, His Holiness, we need not to keep these \never foremost in our mind when thinking of Him. The \njustice and the holiness need not shut us out from that \nover-brooding love which watches ever for our coming. \nGod\'s love and pity are as broad as humanity \xe2\x80\x94 aye, broad- \ner than that \xe2\x80\x94 as broad as the great Divine Nature in \nwhich they live evermore, from which they freely flow. \n\n\n\nThe world-life is a great web, and God, the weaver, is \nworking it out. If we look at only a small part of it, \nthere seems no design, nothing but a fragment. But if \nour eye can take in the entire web, the design is at once \napparent. \n\n\n\nHUNGERING AND THIRSTING. \n\nHunger and thirst are the strongest human besetments. \nHave you ever hungered almost to the point of starving, \nor been so a-thirst that the brain reeled and all your \nbeing seemed on fire ? Then you can conceive, in a \nmeasure, what a depth of meaning is hidden in that \nphrase, (i Hunger and thirst after righteousness/\' \n\nWhen we are sorely an hungered, the supreme want \nis food ; when we thirst to unquenchable inward burning, \nthe supreme want is drink. Just so when we hunger \nand thirst spiritually, will the supreme want be righteous- \nness, \xe2\x80\x94 a renewing of the life within, a purifying of the \nsoul, a cleansing from every and all sin. How seldom \nwe so hunger and thirst. We have appetites for every- \nthing else but this. Debasing pleasures rarely cloy us ; \nwe partake of them without loss of relish. Secret sins \nwe roll under our tongues with never abating enjoyment ; \nthey never weary us as daily food. \n\nThen why may there not be this other hungering ? It \nbrings its own blessing. The promise is that " they \nshall be filled v who do thus hunger and thiist aright. \n\nFilled ! It is a sweet word, with no limitations such \nas rob many another of complete meaning. It is the \nsame as satisfied. And who was ever satisfied in any \nother way than this? No cloying of common appetite \n\n4 \n\n\n\n50 A HEART SONG. \n\never yet fully satisfied a man. Cloyed of one thing \xe2\x80\x94 \none pleasure \xe2\x80\x94 one gratification \xe2\x80\x94 he invariably turns to \nsomething else with an irresistible longing. \n\nGod\'s righteousness so rills us there is nothing want- \ned beside. But it never fills unless longed for, hungered \nfor, thirsted for. Unless it be the supreme want of the \nsoul it never makes the soul inexpressibly glad. Is there \nsomething desired after more than this? Then we shall \nnever be filled. Is there something we are willing to \nsacrifice more for than this? Then sacrifice will never \nbring its final and fruitful reward. Completely blessed \nalone are they who do hunger and thirst after righteous- \nness. \n\n\n\nA HEART SONG. \n\nSinger, softly sing to night \xe2\x80\x94 \n" God is good and just ;" \n\nAnd in darkness or in light \nIn Him put your trust ; \n\nSing the song till earthly sight \nFades in " dust to dus . " \n\nSinger, softly sing and low \xe2\x80\x94 \n\n" God is love alway ; " \nLet the heart in tender flow \n\nMelt the words you say ; \nThen shall you God\'s loving know \n\nSweetly day by day. \n\n\n\nDIVINE ORDERING. \n\nSitting here in the twilight \xe2\x80\x94 in the sweet uncertainty \nthat seems to brood over all things \xe2\x80\x94 when that which to- \nday is fades into dreamfulness, and that which is to be on \nthe morrow is yet unborn \xe2\x80\x94 it is blessed to feel that the \nworld is not ruled by chance, and that Divine orderings \nlink the days together. Conceive the thought of a uni- \nverse without God, and you at once fall into doubt of all \nthings. There is no certainty. On nothing can you re- \nly. Would we care to live longer under such circumstan- \nces? \n\nOur every surrounding testifies to an Omniscient Hand \nand its working. There is order in the minutest partic- \nulars, and the ordering is so perfect, so wonderfully wise, \nthat we feel it must be divine. God works always with \nthe most rigid exactness as to detail. A pleasant writer \ntells of a Texas gentleman who had the misfortune to be \nan unbeliever. One day he was walking in the woods, \nreading the writings of Plato. Coming to where that \ngieat writer uses the phrase, "God geometrizing, " he \nthought to himself, " If I could only see plan and order \nin God\'s works, I could be a believer. " \n\nJust then he saw a little "Texas Star" at his feet, and \npicking it up, he began thoughtlessly to count its petals. \nThere were five. Counting the stamens, he found there \n\n\n\n52 DIVINE ORDERING \n\nwere five of these. Counting the divisions at the base of \nthe flower, he found five of these. Then he set about \nmultiplying these three fives, to see how many chances \nthere were of a flower being brought into existence with, \nout the aid of mind, and having these three fives. The \nchances against it were one hundred and twenty-five to \none. \n\nHe thought that was very strange. He examined \nanother flower and found it the same. He multiplied \none hundred and twenty-five by itself to see how many \nchances there were against there being two flowers, each \nhaving these exact relations of numbers. He found the \nchances against it were thirteen thousand six hundred \nand twenty-five to one. But all around him were multi- \ntudes of these little flowers ; they had been growing and \nblooming there for years. He thought this showed the \norder of intelligence, and that the mind that ordained it \nwas God. And so he shut up his book, and picked up \nthe little flower, and kissed it, and exclaimed, " Bloom \non, little flowers ; sing on, little birds; you have a God, \nand I have a God ; the God that made these little flowers \nmade me ! " \n\n\n\n\nTHE SERVICE OF WAITING. \n\n\n\nLord, Thy servants all about I see, \n\nIn faithful service working as they may ; \n\n1 stand here idle, doing nought for Thee, \nAnd poor, unprofitable, seems my day. \n\nWill fruitful labor bless me, even late ? \n\n" They also serve who only stand and wait. " \n\nThis is Thy answer. Give me patience, then, \nAnd help me all the while I waiting stand \n\nTo know that every service had of men \nIs by Thy providential wisdom planned. \n\nSo shall I feel, though waiting may be sore, \n\nThat Thy great goodness hath reward in store ! \n\nAnd so may I of patient service give \n\nThat my own being shall more fruitful grow, \n\nAnd I shall in my waiting learn to live \nA better life than haply I might know \n\nIf, in the press of busy doing, I \n\nShould miss, at times, the Master standing by ! \n\nLord, I thank Thee I may serve at all ! \n\nWhat need hast Thou of service such as mine ? \n\n1 thank Thee that Thy benedictions fall \n\nAlike upon all laborers of Thine ! \nI thank Thee for this comfort sweet and great \xe2\x80\x94 \n\xe2\x80\xa2\' They also serve who only stand and wait ! " \n\n\n\nCHRISTIAN LIFE. \n\n"For me to live isCHRisT." \n\nPaul said that, years and years ago. The preacher \ntook up the words this morning, and turned them over \nand over until their fullness stood out strong and clear \nto our apprehension. \n\nGoing back to the initial point, \xe2\x80\x94 -what is life, any wav, \nto you and to me? For us to live is \xe2\x80\x94 what? Gain, pleas- \nure, personal ease, ambition gratified, tastes indulged, \npassion pandered to (God forbid !), in a word, self! \nAlas ! too often these, or a portion thereof. \n\nPaul meets us with an exemplary declaration which \nwe should ever keep in mind \xe2\x80\x94 a declaration which only \npersistent self-discipline could have enabled him truth- \nfully to make \xe2\x80\x94 and in the face of it we must acknowledge \nhow far short of real nobility our life comes. Christian- \nity is a daily being and doing; not an \'impulse, not the \ngratification of selfish desires, or the occasional following \nout of purer promptings, but the actual living of Christ. \nWhich is to say that the underlying motive of being and \ndoing must come from Christ \xe2\x80\x94 that we must allow \nHim to fill us, and inspire us, and uplift us. \n\nPaul came to what he could truly say through much \nof struggle and conquering. In the natural condition \nof things for man to live is # \nmay suffer? \n\nVerily there are men in the world, and their name, \nlike that of the devils possessing him of Gadara, is le- \ngion, who think more of their swine than they do of \nhuman beings. No matter what becomes of the souls of \nmen, so that their swine are saved. Swine or souls \xe2\x80\x94 is \nthere not a choice ? Ask the dram-seller, the gambler, \xe2\x80\x94 \nany whose pockets are lined with the hearts and hopes, \nand possibilities of their fellows. What is their answer ? \n"Souls? \xe2\x80\x94 what are souls to us? The bestial nature is. \nours ; do not meddle with it. On the swinishness of \nthose around us we fatten \xe2\x80\x94 hinder us not." \n\nAmong all sad facts there is not a sadder one than \nthis, \xe2\x80\x94 that men should so weigh in the balance their \npaltry self-interest against the eternal welfare of immor- \ntal souls. And it is a fearfully significant lesson taught \nin the last portion of that story of the Gadarene \xe2\x80\x94 a les- \non so significant that it seems as if no lover of gains \ncould put it lightly aside \xe2\x80\x94 the men of Gadara never saw \nagain the form of Him whose presence might so richly \nhave blessed them. \n\n\n\n"AM I MY BROTHER\'S KEEPER?\'\'\' \n\n" Am I my brother\'s keeper?" As of old \n\nThe question comes from lips of murderous Cain. \n\nThrough lustful passion, or through greed of gold, \nIs unsuspecting Abel foully slain, \n\nAnd Conscience parries, with a feigned surprise, \n\nThe query where the sin of murder lies. \n\n" Am I my brother\'s keeper ? " Yesternight \nA life went out in darkness and despair ; \n\nFiends mocked and jeered and jibbered at its flight, \nAnd curses left no room for breath of prayer ; \n\nWhat recks the Cain who stands with visage grim \n\nAnd fills the glasses to their damning brim ? \n\n*\' Am I my brother\'s keeper ? " Day by day \nWith luring smiles the weak to death are led ; \n\nWith trustful steps I hey walk the tempting way, \xe2\x80\x94 \nTheir Wood be on the smiling tempter\'s head ! \n\nO Cains ! too many die who weakly trust ; \n\nBut God lives on, and God is true and just ! \n\nAye, God Hves on ! His patience lingers long, \nHis mercy through the weary years can wait ; \n\nAnd Right may suffer at the hands of Wrong, \nBut recompense is coming, soon or late ! \n\n" Am I my brother\'s keeper ? \'*\' God of Right, \n\nHear, Thou, and answer in Thy righteous might ! \n\n\n\nTHE DIVINE HEALING. \n\n"Wilt thou be made whole?" \n\nOn a week-day evening not long ago the preacher took \nup these words, and now in this Sabbath twilight they \ncome back to us, with a xemembrance of the thoughts, \nhe deduced from them, and a bit of sober meditation \nsuggested by that remembrance. \n\n"Wilt thou be made whole?" The question implies \nunsoundness. And who of us is sound ? \xe2\x80\x94 sound in \nmoral nature ? Do we not all need a physician ? Are \nnot some of us sick unto death ? Though many will \nconfess to no great burden of sin, there are few who do \nnot feel a sense of imperfectness \xe2\x80\x94 a longing for some \ninfluence filling in and rounding out, and making beau- \ntiful, their lives. \n\nWhat a sad array of sick souls ! They look out wear- \niedly from eyes wont to gaze upon glitter and show \xe2\x80\x94 \nthey sigh in ever increasing unrest amid the follies of \nwealth and pride of social position. Sick unto death, \nsome of them; and there is only One Healer. "Wilt \nthou be made whole?" He questions. There is per- \nsonality in the questioning. It is "Wilt thouV It \ncomes home to each one of us with as much significance \nas it came home to the heart of the well-nigh hopeless \ninvalid by Bethesda\'s pool. \n\nAh, we are all by the pool of blessing, watchful for \n\n\n\nl60 THE DIVINE HEALING, \n\nthe troubling of the waters, \xe2\x80\x94 desiring to step in and find \nour sickness fled. And what keeps us back ? Some of \nus have been here as long as was the invalid of old beside \nBethesda, and like him, we are still unhealed. And now \nChrist comes to our very side, and the opportunity to be \nmade whole is ours beyond any human power to take it \naway. Any ? Not so. Our own will may lose us all \n" Wilt thou ?" The healing is a thing of the present. \nAll the invalid had to do was to say "I will," and the \nDivine healing found its consummation. " Wilt thou be \nmade whole ? %i \n\nHealer, hear my cry ! \n\nI would be whole, to-day ! \nPass me not waiting by, \xe2\x80\x94 \nNor let me longer lie \n\nWhere all the sin-sick lay ! \n\n1 would be whole this hour ; \nO Saviour, show Thy power ! \n\n\n\nSANCTIFYING TOIL. \n\nBack from his summer\'s vacation, our preacher had \nnot altogether gotten away from its atmosphere and sug- \ngestiveness. * He had been fishing, and so he chose for \nhis morning text those wonderful words of the Master to \nsome fisher-folk of Galilee \xe2\x80\x94 " Henceforth ye shall be \nfishers of men." It was a rare scene, of course, that \nsunrise hour on the Lake of Gennesaret, when the men \n\n\n\nSANCTIFYING TOIL. l6l \n\nof nets had toiled all night in vain, and were worn out \nwith fruitless endeavor. A rare scene, and the carpen- \nter\'s Son stood forth the rarest figure in it, as with sym- \npathy quick and power certain he entered into the work \nthose fishers performed. His part in it was not large \nbut what results it brought 1 He told them where to \ncast their net, and gave a miraculous draught as reward \nfor their obedience. \n\n" It is a pleasant thought" says Ruth now, as we talk \nit over in the twilight ; "a pleasant thought, that Christ \nsought out the very lowliest when about to commission \nHis disciples. Taking men from the humblest calling, \nentering into the real spirit of that calling before such a \nchoice, He thus sanctified all effort. No wonder Simon \nPeter recognized Him there at once, as super-human, \nand fell down before His divine presence." \n\n" And yet that was a strange prayer of Peter\'s/\' some \none remarks, " \' Depart from me, for I am a sinful \nman. \' " \n\n\' \'Yes," is the answer : " because Peter was sinful, the \nmore need for Christ to tarry with him and bless him. \nBut Simon was always doing wise things in an unwise \nway. The Master had come here into Peter\'s plain every- \nday life, and had wrought a miracle. Touching, so, the \nman\'s actual, ordinary being, Christ\'s own being was \nnow clearly revealed. There had been another miracle \nonly a day or two before ; the woman sick of a fever had \nbeen restored ; but the surprise on account of Christ\'s \npower does not appear to have been so great as now. \nPerhaps it is always so. Perhaps we never so thoroughly \n\nii \n\n\n\n1 6 2 SA NOTIFYING TOIL . \n\nunderstand the Master\'s nature as when He comes into \nour daily toil and shines out upon it with marvelous \nstrength. \n\n\xe2\x96\xa0\'And when do we need the presence of Christ more \nthan, or so much as, in the daily being and doing of our \nlives ? We toil all the night long often, and our work \navails us nothing. We grow discouraged. The heart \nand the flesh fail us. What shall we do that we have not \ndone ? Then if happily Christ speak to us, as the day \nbreaks \xe2\x80\x94 and it is mostly day-break when He does speak \n\xe2\x80\x94 and if we respond in ready faith which says \' Neverthe- \nless at Thy word we will, \' we shall surely find that which \nwq seek. For if the Saviour sanctified all labor, as I \nbelieve He did, He, in a sense at least, gave surety that \nlabor shall bring its blessing. If not to-night, then to- \nmorrow ; if not on the morrow, then some near day in \nthe By-and-By. I wonder what people did without a to- \nmorrow that was certain before Christ came into the \nworld. \n\n" Blessed be they that work, for they shall not wait \nwithout promise ! I fancy we are all disciples, somehow, \nand that often the Master stands by our side, when we are \nfaint and heart-weary and utters His glad \' Henceforth/ \nBut before that comes a \' Fear not/ and wisely too, since \nwe grow troubled for the end so often and so soon, and \nare ready to give up. Is it night now where any tired \nsoul stands ? The morning is near at hand, and when it \ndawns our pitying Lord shall speak the one dear word of \ncomfort. " \n\n\n\nTHE EVER ABSENT. \n\nI CAN not think her dead : I see her yet, \n\nHer smile a sudden glory shining through, \n\nAs if her life could never quite forget \n\nA gladder being that it sometime knew, \n\nAnd all the memory warmed within her face \n\nWith catching glimpses of some olden grace. \n\nHer smile \xe2\x80\x94 it had a radiance all its own, \n\nThough possibly the angels bask in such ; \n\nAnd haply her sweet face had somewhere known \nThe added sweetness of an angel\'s touch, \n\nAnd this was what it ne\'er forgot, the while, \n\nBut thought upon serenely in her smile. \n\nFor somewhere angels do their impress lend, \nUpon the faces that we dearest prize, \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nSomewhere, sometime ; and then when comes the end, \nAnd those we love, despite our moaning cries, \n\nGo outward from us where we may not see, \n\nAnd leave behind them but a memory, \n\nMethinks the angels call them fondly thence, \nTo see if vestige of their touch remains,\xe2\x80\x94 \n\nTo see if, mid the waiting and suspense, \n\nThe carping care, the perils and the pains. \n\nA trace of signet holy lingers there ; \n\nAnd afterwards their presence can not spare ! \n\n\n\n164 GOD\'S LEADING. \n\nAnd so I think she went. She heard the call, \n\nAnd said " I come," with that rare smile of hers, \n\nLeaving the earth, \xe2\x80\x94 its many beauties all, \n\nHer. pets that were her willing worshipers, \n\nHer friends that clasped her close and prayed her stay,- \n\nAnd sweetly walked along the unknown way ; \n\nTill, seeing through the darkened way she went \nThe glory of her smile so radiant shine, \n\nThe angels met her, lovingly intent, \n\nAnd led her up the wearying incline, \n\nAnd finding nothing of their impress fled, \n\nForever choose that we should think her dead ! \n\n\n\nGOD\'S LEADING. \n\n"He leadeth me in green pastures, and beside the still \nwaters ! " \n\nBlessed picture of that rest we yearn after and which \nseems commonly so far away ! Does God lead ? If the \ngreen pasture-land is not yet opened to our tired eyes \xe2\x80\x94 if \nthe way is yet hard and stony to our wearied feet \xe2\x80\x94 shall \nwe come out into all the comfort and restfulness of lovely \nfields and pleasant paths by-and-by ? So we question ; \nand God will forgive the question, and answer it in His \nown good time, if, though heart-sick and discouraged, \nwe press on and fail not. \n\n\n\nGOD\'S LEADING. 165 \n\nBut let us not forget, meanwhile, that God\'s leading \nimplies a willingness to be led. We can go our own \nway. He will not compel us. We can seek for the \ngreen fields of our hope, asking no help, relying upon \nno guidance. When God through His son said " Come \nunto me and I will give you rest," it was not as a com- \nmand, but as an invitation, to be- accepted or refused. \nWe may refuse, \xe2\x80\x94 alasj how many do ! We may walk on \nand complain that the still waters of peace flow far be- \nyond human finding. Yet still the placid waters do flow, \nand some good souls walk beside them and complain not \nall the day long. \n\nGod\'s leading ! It is twilight ; and yet the way never \ndarkens. It is thick night ; and yet we stumble uot. \n\nTender Shepherd ! all the way, \n\nWith Thy leading, is as day ; \n\nTwilight dim, or deepest night. \n\nDarkens not Thy watchful sight ; _ \n\nLed by Thee, my willing feet \n\nSoon may find Thy pastures sweet ; \n\nLead me, then, by waters still, \n\nIn Thine own Eternal will ! \n\n\n\nMen have died poor, who all their life long revelled in \nwealth ; men have gone out of the world rich beyond \nmeasure, who had small earthly possessions, and all be- \ncause they had given themselves away to Christ, and \nbeen bountifully given to of God\'s love in return. \n\n\n\nTRUSTING. \n\n"He that believeth shall not make haste," was the \nmorning\'s text, and the preacher drew from it excellent \nlessons for us all. \n\nGod\'s ways seem very slow, sometimes. What we \nwould see done waits long for the doing, and we grow im- \npatient. But if we believe in God we should possess \nour soul in patience. In His own good time everything \nwill come right. \n\nMen forget, often, that the Creator still controls the \nworld. In the midst of the anti-slavery agitation, when \nthose who believed the slave bitterly wronged saw only \ndarkness ahead, certain ones held a meeting, and Fred- \nerick Douglass made a speech. It was terribly earnest \nin behalf of his people. As he was proceeding with an \nappeal to all friends of freedom to rise at once in their \nmight, and strike off every shackle, a tall, gaunt negress \n\xe2\x80\x94 Sojourner Truth by name \xe2\x80\x94 arose in the assemblage, \nand fixing her eyes searchingly upon the speaker said \xe2\x80\x94 \n\n\' \' Frederick, is God dead ? " \n\nShe was a living exemplication of the truth\xe2\x80\x94" He \nthat believeth shall not make haste." And to all such \nGod is not dead. He is a veritable Presence, and in \nHis hands all human affairs can be trusted. \n\nThere are little things often, that trouble us, and that \n\n\n\nALONG THE WAY. 1 67 \n\nrender us impatient of the end. Yet God is as much \nalive to these as to those of greater magnitude. Let us \ntrust Him, then, in these. The fret and the worry of \nsoul concerning them, in which so many indulge, is idle. \nWorse than that, it is sinful, and works harm. \n\n\n\nALONG THE WA Y. \n\nWhom have I, Lord, within Thy heaven but Thee ? \n\nAnd there is none beside, \n\nOn all the earth so wide, \nThat can to me both Friend and Helper be. \n\nForsake me not, I pray, \n\nThroughout the lonely way, \nBut kindly walk my dubious path with me ! \n\nOf old Thou wast the present Helper, Friend, \n\nOf holy men who trod \n\nAppointed ways of God ; \nTo me Thy gracious presence henceforth lend, \n\nThough I have sinned so sore ; \n\nNor leave me evermore, \nBut cheer and comfort grant me till the end! \n\nThy son, our own dear Elder Brother,came, \n\nAnd sorrowed, suffered, bled, \n\nFor us His life-blood shed, \nAnd died at last a death of deepest shame. \n\nNow for His sake I cry ; \n\nNor canst Thou e\'er deny \nThe prayer put up to Thee in His dear name ! \n\n\n\n1 68 THE POVER\'IY OF RICHES. \n\nThen hear me, Lord, I pray, and let me know \nThat Thou, indeed, hast heard \nMy every prayerful word, \n\nBy going with me wheresoe\'er I go ! \n\nNo way with Thee is dark ; \nAnd with Thee I shall hark \n\nFor speech of Thine, so tender, sweet and low, \n\nAmid the noises jarring on my ear, \nSo full of fret and pain, \nSo vexing and so vain, \n\nThy still, small voice I fain would ever hear ! \nSpeak to me, day by day, \nAlong the troublous way, \n\nSo shall 1 know that Thou art always near ! \n\n\n\nTHE POVERTY OF RICHES. \n\ni \' For riches take wings and fly away. " \n\nWas Ruth reading, or syllabling her own thought, \nwhen she uttered these words? We could not tell. \nFinally, after a little pause, she said : \n\n"Yesterday I read an account of the late panic in \nWall street, and it seemed very sad. Some men were \nrich in the morning, and at night had not a dollar. \nWhat a sudden change for such ! It must be hard to \nfeel so poor after enjoying wealth." \n\nThen we were silent a while, and full of thought. At \n\n\n\nTHE POVERTY OF RICHES. 1 69 \n\nlast one of us \xe2\x80\x94 was it the home-heart, from her easy- \nchair ? \xe2\x80\x94 broke the silence again. \n\n\' \' Yet is there poverty even in riches. " \n\nAh, yes ! Poorest of all God\'s poor are many who \nown houses and land, and know no earthly want. God\'s \npoor ? Nay ; for the poor of God have an abundance \nthat fails not. Of their wealth the rich know nothing. \nTheir treasure is safe. Banks may break, but they are \nsecure. Public confidence may falter, they have no fear. \nFor God\'s poor was it spoken \xe2\x80\x94 " Blessed are the poor, \nin spirit." \n\nSouls may suffer while bodies roll in luxury. The \npoverty of riches is beyond all common cure. Millions \nfor the signifying, \xe2\x80\x94 but no real joy. Carriages and dia- \nmonds, \xe2\x80\x94 but no peace. Mortgages and coupons, \xe2\x80\x94 but \nno enduring comfort. Poverty ! It is hard to go an- \nhungered ; it is hard to feel pinched and hemmed in ; it \nis hard to want beautiful things, \xe2\x80\x94 to long for much and \nhave little ; it is hard to go on and on amid deprivation \nand care, and know no satisfying of the merely human \nneeds. Ah, yes ! But is it not harder to hunger for \nwhat jio money can buy ?- \xe2\x80\x94 to go forever athirst ? \xe2\x80\x94 to \nlong for something which shall fill the heart full, and \nmake the whole being glad ? Verily it is. They are not \nalways rich who seem blessed of Plenty. They are not \nalways poor who want. \n\n\n\nOUR THANKSGIVING. \n\nThrough the twilight silence we have spoken no word. \nWhat each has been thinking of, who shall say ? It is \nRuth who, as usual, is first to speak. \n\n" It is hard to be thankful amid want, and distress, \nand great discouragements. I wonder how many will \nfeel on next Thanksgiving Day that it is simply impos- \nsible ? " \n\nRuth is always wondering about the hard things of \nlife. Well, so are many others. The hard things are \nplenty, and there is always enough to wonder over. \n\n"It is easy, now, for us, to offer thanks. We feel \nvery grateful to God for His goodness unto us. But I \nhave seen people who thought God not very good to \nthem, and I could\'nt help feeling that I might think just \nso, too, if I were in their place." \n\nWe ponder awile upon Ruth\'s words. Are there, then, \nsome who seem neglected of God ? Is it indeed true \nthat to any soul God is not good? Beyond question \nthere are many not good to themselves. They sin, and \nfind joy in sinning ; they forget the Maker\'s claims and \nremember only self; they in no proper degree recognize \nGod and live for Him. That God withdraws His bles- \nsings from such is but natural. That they often abide in \n*. want, and lack much, is not strange. That they distrust \n\n\n\nO VR THA NKSGIVING. I 7 1 \n\nsupreme goodness, and are devoid of all gratitude, is but \nthe logic of their course and character. \n\nGratitude is the child of faith and love. Our thank- \nofferings measure the love we enjoy. Do we love any \none much ? Then we are grateful for small favors extend- \ned by them. There is great danger, it is irue, that we \ncome to take every gift as but our due, and so receive \nwhatever is tendered with indifference and ingratitude. \nIt is just here that we sin most. God is our father, we ad- \nmit, and He is bound to mete out according to each \nnecessity. But we err. His fatherhood does not bind \nHim for our needs. Life itself was His free gift. Every ad- \nded pleasure, or benefit, or help, is likewise a free gift, \nand in no degree whatever ours by right. For the small- \nest favor granted we stand debtor. \n\nAnd there are none who go on through the years un- \nhelped. The poorest pauper of all has been given of \nGod. In some manner he does not heed, God has cared \nfor him. In some way he does not suspect, God is doing \nfor him. The very fact that he is a pauper does not es- \ntablish anything against God . The gift of life was his ; \nhe might have made of it ail that another did make of a \ngift similar. Why he failed is not for any to say. God \nknows. God permitted the failure, though He did not \ncause it. God is not Fate, and for this let us ever be \nthankful. \n\nFor all that we may be, let us thank Him to whom we \nare indebted for the possibility. We may never attain to \nit. We may go through the years poor in possessions, \nlean in soul, and never satisfied ; yet for the possibilities \n\n\n\nI72 THA NKSGIV1NG. \n\nwe are debtor. It is better to praise God for the Might \nHave Been, than sigh over it. It is better to see in what \nis, a hope, than always to complain because it is not a \nfulfillment. God gives the hope, and we make our own \nfulfillment. \n\nRuth doubts this, and says thers are persons, of the \nvery best intentions, whose endeavors have been well put \nforth, who nevertheless have failed, and see no occasion \nto thank God for failure. \n\nTrue, but even these may feel glad that it is no worse. \nVery few get to the lowest deep of want and failure. \nThen again, one should be thankful for others\' joy and \nsuccess. Is there not a selfishness of gratitude? To give \nthanks only for what is received in person is most meager \nthanksgiving indeed. In the great world, one is a little \natom of a great mass. If the thousands are blest, let us \nrejoice, though we sit in poverty of being forevermore. \n\n\n\nTHANKSGIVING. \n\nSome days of sweet content are mine ; \n\nSome days of waiting sore \nFor joys I can but half divine, \n\nSo far they go before ; \nSome days of doubt, some days of cheer, \n\nSome days so sweet and strong \nThey bear me on an atmosphere \n\nOf trusting faith along, \n\n\n\nTHA NKSGIVING. I 7 3 \n\nTill on tue mountain-lops I stand \nAnd view the welcome Promised Land ! \n\nAnd for these days my thanks are due \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nAccept them, gracious Lord ! \nFor all these days, of every hue, \n\nThat with my life accord. \nEach day within it holds a good \n\nOf some diviner kind \nThan any, dimly understood, \n\nMy consciousness can find, \nAnd for the good I can not see \nMy thanks go out, O Lord, to Thee ! \n\nI know that all about my life \n\nSome unseen blessings wait, \xe2\x80\x94 \nThat through the deafening din of strife \n\nSome sweet songs palpitate ; \nThat God is good, howe\'er it seems, \n\nAnd doing richly worth ; \nThat in the brightest sunlight beams \n\nHis angels visit earth, \nAnd in the shadows walk they still, \nFulfilling His own holy will ! \n\nFor all I am my thanks I give ; \n\nFor all that I might be ! \nThe life is mine I do not live \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nMy gift, O God, from Thee ! \nI thank Thee for its brighter days \nThat some time I may know, \nAnd ask Thy guidance through the ways \n\nThat to it haply go ; \nAnd so with thanks for blessings mine \nI wait the leading all divine ! \n\n\n\nDOUBTING CHRIST. \nBlessed is he whosoever shall not be offended in \n\n\n\nme." \n\n\n\nThis was the preacher\'s text to-day. Christ spoke the \nwords in partial answer to that doubt of John the Bap- \ntist which sent his disciples to the Saviour to ask of Him \nconcerning His identity. \n\nEver since John\'s time there have been doubters, even \namong those who believe most in Christ. It is natural \nthat men who have accepted Him should sometimes feel \ntheir faith shaken. Because Christ\'s ways are not our \nways. This was what troubled John. Jesus came not \nas John had expected Him to come. The manner of His \nadministration was hardly that of a kingly Messiah. In \neverything, this One whose coming John had preached \nwas in marked contrast to the ideal previously conceived. \n\nAnd so it is with us. We conceive of a Saviour who \nshall appear thus and thus \xe2\x80\x94 who shall deal with us after \nour own peculiar notions of justice and expediency \xe2\x80\x94 who \nshall help us through certain agencies with which we are \nfamiliar. We accept the Saviour, and behold we are \ngrievously disappointed, for He is far different from our \nconception of Him. His dealings with us are not at all \nas we desired, and do not accord with our views of jus- \ntice and expediency \xe2\x80\x94 the ministering agents He employs \nsuit us not. So we are offended in Him. Misgivings \n\n\n\nDOUBTIXG CHRIST. \n\n\n\n175 \n\n\n\nenter into our minds, and we cry out distrustfully, "Is \nthis the Christ ? " \n\nThere is hardly a sweeter beatitude in the Sermon on \nthe Mount than this text of the preacher\'s. It means \nmuch for us all. Blessed is he who murmurs not though \nhe be smitten ; blessed are they who accept all divine \ndealings as wisest and best ; blessed are such as be not \nimpatient under long withholding ; blessed are all whose \nwill is humbled, whose pride has frequent fallings, whose \nlife is unsatisfying, yet who give not over to doubt and \ndespair : it is as though Christ had said all this in detail, \nand very much more. \n\nThere was ever a mine of meaning in the speech of \nJesus. Men have thought upon single sentences of His \nuntil they became part and parcel of their beings, grow- \ning more and more fruitful as these broadened towards \ncompleted growth. And this blessing \xe2\x80\x94 has it not special \nsignificance for us all ? Are we never offended in Christ? \nDo we never question when sudden affliction smites, or \ncoveted wishes fail of fulfillment, "Is this He ? " \n\n\n\n\nTHANK-OFFERINGS. \' \n\nHow meager ours are, often ! We take so much that \ncomes to us of good and comfort as a matter of course ! \nPerhaps we do not really feel, but we seem to, that God \nonly does His duty by us at the best \xe2\x80\x94 that He is bound \nto provide for us all that is provided ; and some will even \ncomplain because His provision is not more full and \nsatisfactory. \n\nSitting here now, in the firelight, thinking of the \nThanksgiving so soon to come \xe2\x80\x94 a day which will be to \nso many fuller of feasting than of thanks \xe2\x80\x94 we call to \nmind the words of a preacher to whom we often listened \nin the years gone by, who had a way of putting things \nvery striking. It was in a prayer and conference meet- \ning, of an evening like this, when thankfulness seemed \nto be most the subject of thought, and one gentleman \nhad remarked upon his own lack of gratitude to God for \nmercies enjoyed. The time for closing the meeting had \ncome, as he sat down, and eccentric Dr. M \xe2\x80\x94 closed it \nin a way we shall never forget. \n\n" That is always the fact/\' said he, as he leaned back \nmeditatively in his chair, "ingratitude is our greatest \nsin." Then, his face lightening up as it was wont when \na new conceit flashed upon him, he continued \xe2\x80\x94 "We \nare not half thankful enough for the blessings we receive, \n\n\n\nIN THANKFULNESS. 1 77 \n\nand so we don\'t receive half as much as we might, often. \nYou take a little pitcher to the well, and you get your \nlittle pitcher full. You take a great pail to the well, and \nyou get your great pail full. But you mus\'n\'t expect to \ncarry a little pitcher of gratitude to God, and take away \na great pail full of blessing ! " And, rising suddenly, he \nsaid, in his abrupt way " Take that and go home ! " and \nthis was our benediction. \n\nThe little pitcher of gratitude \xe2\x80\x94 how many carry it L \nIt is borne in our prayers daily, perhaps \xe2\x80\x94 prayers that \nonly dimly recognize God\'s goodness, and have little of \nreal heart-thankfulness within them. And shall we carry \nonly the little pitcher in days to come, especially in that \nday which is set apart for one great thank-offering of ihe \npeople ? He who gives us all things deserves better of \nus all. What comes to us comes not as a mattar of \ncourse. It is a free gift. Let us fill our largest vessels \nfull of gratitude, and mayhap we may carry them away \nfrom God\'s altar overflowing with blessing. \n\n\n\nIN THANKFULNESS. \n\nI fold my hands in idleness, to-day ; \n\nMy heart is yielding its thank-offering. \n44 Of little worth am I, O Lord ! " I say ; \n\n44 And little can I to Thine altar bring, \n\n\n\nIj8 IN THANKFULNESS. \n\nBut that I fain would give to Thee always ; " \nAnd in my heart I chant a psalm of praise. \n\nI backward look upon my life, and see, \n\nAbove it, through the years, a Presence bent, \n\nAnd know what came, of good or ill to me, \nWas by that Presence in all kindness sent ; \n\nAnd if some joys I want, in thankfulness \n\nMy heart goes out for those I do possess. \n\nThe skies above me wear a sunny smile ; \n\nThe clouds may come \xe2\x80\x94 it will not wholly fade ; \nAnd sunshine creeps into my life, the while, \n\nWith warmth such as but it and love e\'er made. \nMy finer being feels a thrill divine \nAs on my way the pleasant sunbeams shine. \n\nThere may have been some cherished blessings lost- \nI may have felt some momentary pain ; \n\nMy will, by God\'s, may often have been crossed ; \nBut losing much has only been my gain ; \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nAnd thankful for the lost, as for the won, \n\nI fold my hands and say 4< Thy will be done ! " \n\nTo-day is mine. To-day is very broad ; \n\nIt has the fullne&s of the Infinite. \nIt reaches from my narrow life to God, \n\nAnd holds within it a supreme delight. \nIt has the work, and partly the reward \xe2\x80\x94 \nThe rest will come to-morrow, praise the Lord ! \n\n\n\nOUR HEART-OFFERING. \n\n"Give thanks unto the Lord for He is good." \nThus read Ruth, on Thanksgiving evening. Some- \nthing in her voice touched the words with a meaning \nnew and sweet. \n\n"For He is good" she repeated. " How many who \nhave to-day listened to those words, really emphasized \n\nthem in their hearts ?" \n\nWe all fell to thinking. In the hush that followed, \nour hearts sent up anew an offering of thanks. God\'s \ngoodness was growing in our sight. \n\n"For His mercy endureth forever," Ruth chanted \nsoftly. \n\nHis mercy ! From the heart of the great world at \nlarge should go up to God an offering of thanks for His \nmercies. If God were good alone, and not merciful, sad \nwould it be for many. Because God is good and merci- \nful both, let us rejoice. \n\n"I read, once," said Ruth, after a little, "of a min- \nister whose child died. At the grave, when clods had \nfallen heavily upon the coffin where beauty and love lay \nburied, the father spoke. \'My friends/ said he, \'it has \nbeen my lot to stand by the graves of many whom you \nloved and mourned. In your sorrow I have told you of \nGod\'s goodness and tender mercy, and you may have \nthought me wrong. In your grief you may have thought \n\n\n\nl8o A CHRISTIAN HABIT. \n\nme mistaken. But now, standing here by the grave of \nmy own loved one, I can say to you that all I have ever \nspoken about God\'s goodness and mercy is true. God is \ngood, and loving, and kind/ I wonder if all mourning \nhearts have felt like this to-day ?" Ruth queried. \n\nAnd we thought of the dear friends who miss so much \nfrom their life \xe2\x80\x94 of one loving woman who is companion- \nless on a journey which two began together \xe2\x80\x94 and with \nour thank-offering went up a prayer for suffering souls. \nIn the twilight\'s silence, from the corner where the \nmother-heart sits, a tremulous voice breathed out a \nword of comfort so tenderly that we could have wished \nevery mourner to hear : \n\n(( Like as a father pitieth his children, so the Lord \npitieih them that fear Him." \n\n\n\nA CHRISTIAN HABIT \n\nThe very habit of godly life helps to keep one from \ntemptation and sin. There are times, perhaps, when \nspirituality is at a low ebb in the heart, and little of Gqd\'s \nsweet love seems to have place therein. Then this habit \nof correct living \xe2\x80\x94 a habit acquired through years of \nwatchful prayer and persistent purpose \xe2\x80\x94 holds the man to \ncircumspectness, and keeps him from many things that \nmight soil his soul. \n\nAs a saving feature the habit may be little worth, but \n\n\n\nA CHRISTIAN HA BIT, 7 I 8 I \n\nas a strong cord, holding evil tendencies in check, its \nvalue is very great. Satan rarely tempts with his wicked- \nest pleasures, those who go straight on in their daily life, \nupheld by a habit strong and strengthening. He dallies \nwith such as are uncertain of themselves, being the crea- \ntures of their own impulsive promptings, and swayed \nhither and thither by the power of their own passions. \nPassion habitually held in check, is never harmful ; but \nlet it now and then rise to the mastery and all safety is \ngone by. \n\nFor safety lies only in a correct habit, not in an inten- \ntion to be correct in the main, but to grant self certain \nindulgences as inclination may prompt. Just here is \nwhere sad mistakes are made. Young and old alike \nmake them. Men are continually saying to themselves \n\xe2\x80\x94 "This indulgence will not work me harm. My life \nshall be mainly correct ; my self-discipline shall be \nrigorously maintained, with some slight exceptions ; I \nwill abide by what my conscience dictates as a rule ; but \nevery rule has its exceptions. " And yet there are rules \nof being and doing which ought to have\' no excep- \ntions \xe2\x80\x94 which can not admit of exceptions without abso- \nlute danger. \n\nIt is the exceptional lapses from Christian circumspect- \nness that impair the Christian character, and weaken the \nChristian faith. If not too often occurring, their in : \nfluence may not be so readily discovered, but it is not the \nless an influence, and it is not the less an influence for \nthe bad. In essential quality it is precisely the same \nas though it were more plainly marked but its degree is \n\n\n\nl82 THE STAR DIVINE. \n\nnot so great. Occasional sinnings may not utterly warp \nthe nature over, but they leave their impress, and it may \nnever be quite eradicated. If the habit of life wholly \nforbid these, how much better in the end. \xe2\x80\x94 how much \nbetter even now ! We do not argue for perfectionism, \nfor we believe men will always fall far short sf sinless \nliving ; but we argue for a complete shutting out of the \ngrosser sins that lure so many to final ruin through occa- \nsional yieldings. Nothing short of divne grace, and a \nrule of life which will admit no exceptings, can save men \nfrom these. \n\n\n\nTHE STAR DIVINE. \n\nI sit beside my window here, \nAnd through the winter atmosphere \nI see the hills of evening rise \nAgainst the fading sunset skies. \n\nAs one by one the stars outshine, \n\nI think how in this heart of mine \n\nWhen darkness comes, through fear and doubt, \n\nThe star of love shines clearly out. \n\nIt brighter still and brighter glows, \nAs deeper night my being knows, \n\'And looking steadfast on its ray \nI half forget the vanished day. \n\n\n\nTHE STAR DIVINE. ^ 1 83 \n\n\n\nStar of Love divine, so blest, \nShine on forever in my breast, \nThat never night may come to me \nSo dark I can no comfort see ! \n\nThe clouds are often o\'er my way \nSo dense I walk in twilight gray, \nBut in thy light, O star divine, \n\n1 see my Master\'s face outshine ! \n\nAnd seeing this I walk along, \nUpon my lips a grateful song ; \nWithin my heart a grateful prayer \nThat God will make all shadows fair. \n\nThen Faith contends He ever will, \nAnd Faith recites with tender thrill \nThat for a moment dims my sight \xe2\x80\x94 \n"At evening-time let there be light ! " \n\n\n\nYou have heard of the man who, when he ate a cherry, \nalways put his spectacles on, that it might seem the larger \nto him ? It were better, seemingly, in some such way to \nmagnify our hope, than continually to depreciate it. It \nis possible for such depreciation to work a serious harm. \nWe think it often does. These men with small hopes \nseem shrunken in their Christian growth, and they actu- \nally are shrunken. It is better, vastly better, to cherish \nand nourish a hope, than to starve it. \n\n\n\nNEWNESS OF LIFE, \n\nWhat does newness of life mean ? A new life must \nbe antedated by a new birth : so much we know. A new \nbirth is a being born into new things, and a new life is \na continuance therein. Then, as Christians, have we al- \nways newness of life ? Do we continually walk in the \nway entered upon when the old things of sin and de- \nbasing worldliness were renounced ? Or is there daily a \nlapsing away into habits that hurt, and indulgences that \ntell sadly against our soul\'s present and future well-being ? \n\nWe may not argue that Christian living becomes old, \nand that therefore newness of life is impossible to one \npast his early Christian experience. All Christian feeling \nand desire is renewed day by day. it is fresh with every \nmorning\'s freshness. New things are opening up to the \nChristian\'s recognition constantly \xe2\x80\x94 new things in the line \nof God\'s goodness and human want, of the Creators \nmarvelous bounty and the creature\'s capacity to receive \nand be blest. All that is great and glorious in nature, all \nthat is sweet and tender in revelation and experimental \nknowledge, is baptized anew with divine grace so often \nthat it can not become stale. \n\nThe soul has its longings and its answers, and in these \nis newness of life yet further exemplified. W T hat we live \nupon to-day will not sustain us to-morrow. The same \n\n\n\n"JESC7S WEPT." 185 \n\nin kind may satisfy, yet it is different in fact. It is some- \nhow changed. That which we pray for to-day and re- \nceive, we may pray for next week, and again receive, yet \nit is not the same; it is new, it meets our want, it helps us \non. God pity those to whom nothing fresh comes, \xe2\x80\x94 \nwhose being is but an existence, \xe2\x80\x94 whose one complaint \nis that all things have become old ! \n\nThere are some such, who claim the Christian\'s title } \nwho walk in Christian fellowship with their compeers. \nTheirs is the old life, over and over again \xe2\x80\x94 the week-day \nroutine, the Sabbath church-going. New things made \ntheir hearts glad once, but there is no longer anything \nnew. They pray the same prayers, they feel the same \nfaint aspirations, they cling to the same weak faith, as in \nearlier years. How meager it all is ! New life is new \nfaith, new aspirations, new askings. May this newness \nof life make us all to rejoice ! \n\n\n\n"jjesus wept: 1 \n\nChrist\'s humanity is touchingly pictured in the two \nwords which comprise the shortest verse in the Bible. In \nthe same chapter wherein is found the sublime declara- \ntion \xe2\x80\x94 " I am the resurrection and the life," it is recorded, \n"Jesus wept." Divinity speaks forth in the declaration ; \nhumanity sorrowfully manifests itself in the brief, simple \nrecord. \n\n\n\ni86 " jesus wept:* \n\nThough, as we read the Gospel narrations, we can \nreadily believe the Saviour to be "a man of sorrows and \nacquainted with grief," we never realize how closely His \nnature is allied to our own until we see Him weeping in \nsympathy with others over a friend dead. Christ healing \nthe sick, making the blind to see, causing the lame to \nwalk, and performing all those GoD-like miracles which \nso clearly prove His superior power, wins our most de- \nvout worship ; Christ sorrowing as we sorrow, stricken \nin heart with a grief so common to us all, calls out our \ndeepest and warmest love. \n\nHuman grief is so very human that it moves us with a \nstrange control. We cannot look upon it in\', idle indiff- \nerence. Griefs are of many kinds, however, and not all \nmove us alike. Sorrow born of death has the strongest \ninfluence. Speaking of this sorrow one said once, in \nour hearing, \xe2\x80\x94 "When a friend dies it is not so much \nthat one we loved is dead, but that a part of our life is \nwanting." And so when we see stricken ones mourning \nover the part of their life which they miss, our hearts \nrespond in sincere sympathy. When the Redeemer \nweeps over Jerusalem, because of its wickedness, we are \ntouched, but in only a slight degree ; when, with Mary \nand Martha, He weeps over the dead friend and brother, \nwe can scarcely do other than add our tears to His. \n\nPerhaps in no other portion of the inspired narrative \nis the marvelous union of the divine and the human, in \nthe person of Christ, so clearly shown as in this eleventh \nchapter of John. Jesus wept not as we weep when those \nwe love are taken from us. His humanity asserted itself \n\n\n\nMY THANKFUL THOUGHT. 1 87 \n\nfor a moment, but had He not said to the sorrowing \nMartha \xe2\x80\x94 *\'Thy brother shall rise again?" What need \nthat He should be long troubled in spirit ? Only a mo- \nment later, and He could say \' \' Lazarus, come forth, n \nand the tomb would yield up its dead. Blending with \nthe tears of the man was the wonderful power of the All- \nFather, which should bring joy to the bereaved but be- \nlieving sisters, and faith to the doubting Jews. \n\nAnd still Christ is troubled in spirit because of hu- \nmanity\'s griefs ; still He is saying to all \xe2\x80\x94 "I am the res- \nurrection and the life ; " still is the human in His nature \nreaching out to human natures everywhere, to draw them \nup towards the divine. We do not realize this enough. \nWe think of Christ too much as one who was crucified \nfor our sakes, but having been crucified is forevermore \ndisassociated from us, and from everything allied to hu- \nmanity. We need to appreciate more clearly that He is \nstill our elder brother, \xe2\x80\x94 sympathizing with us, sorrowing \nwith us, and even interceding for us. \n\n\n\nMY THANKFUL THOUGHT. \n\nThe Master on the Mountain, the disciples on the sea ! \n\nI sit within the twilight, and a picture comes to me \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nA vessel tempest-driven, tossed in anger by the wave ; \n\nA company despairing, seeing none to help and save ; \n\nA lonely watcher praying on the lonely mountain side, \n\nThe entrance-door to Heaven by His prayers thrown open wide I \n\n\n\nJ 88 MY THANKFUL THOUGHT. \n\nAnd now the thought of thankfulness supreme above the rest \n\nThat surge and swell for utterance within my thankful breast, \n\nIs this : that though the waters rage, and though the tempest sweep \n\nAround me as I sail along, or waking or asleep, \n\nThe Master on the mountain waits and He will come to me, \n\nAs I shall need Him, walking as of old, upon the sea ! \n\nThere is so much to thank Him for who gave so much to each, \nThat my poor heart is oftentimes too full of thanks for speech, \nAnd so 1 sit in silence oft, and make no sound or sign, \nAnd yet I think my silence our dear Master can divine, \nWho waits upon the mountain as He waited there of old, \nWhose arms from every danger His disciples will enfold. \n\nBut now I am not silent, though my speech is faint and low, \nBecause a flood of feeling fairly makes the tears to flow ; \nYet through my silence only speaks this thankful thought su- \npreme \xe2\x80\x94 \nThat in my peril and my pain, when skies the darkest seem, \nMy life ahall know its blessedness, my being find its cheer, \nMy heart grow warm with gladness, in the Master\'s coming near ! \n\nO Master on the mountain ! surely heaven\'s door did ope \nTo prayer of Thine ingoing, and, outcoming, our great Hope I \nThe entrance into heaven is our gateway out of sin \nBeyond its shining portal shall the Perfect Peace begin, \nBut here amid the striving, \'mid the storm and tempest sore, \nA hint of heaven\'s holding shall Thy coming bring before ! \n\n\n\nTHE CHRIST-CHILD. \n\nIt has been said that no other religion than the Chris- \ntian ever had a child in it ; and the fact as stated is not \nmore curious than significant. That Jesus Christ came \ninto the world as a little child, means much for us all. \nHe began His humanity at the very beginning. There- \nfore there is not an experience He can not understand, \nnot one with which He can not sympathize most keenly. \nAnd is not the fact of such near and complete svmpathy \nmost blessed to us ? \n\nThen as He came to us as a little child, like little chil- \ndren must we go to Him. Manhood is hardened and \nunyielding ; childhood is trustful and yields readily. \nManhood is full of doubts and questioning ; childhood \nis trustful and questions not. Manhood stands upon \nrights ; childhood claims none, but is willing to receive \nand be glad. And so we must be pliable, trustful, will- \ning to receive Christ\'s rare blessing undoubting, if we \nwould receive it at all. \n\nChrist came so very near humanity in His earth-life, \nthat it should be an easy thing for us to come very near \nHim in return. Yet it is harder than we might imagine ; \nand it is hard simply because we insist upon holding our \nmanhood and womanhood, our foolish lessons of the \nyears. "Are we not men and women?" we ask our- \n\n\n\n190 \n\n\n\nTHE LAND OF MOAB. \n\n\n\nselves, \' \' shall we not maintain our manly dignity and wo- \nmanly reserve ? Must we sacrifice individuality to win \nChrist?" \n\nO miserable questioning ! How much better is the \nwise trust of the child ! The trusting has its reward ; \nthe questioning never. The peace of salvation never \nwas born of questions, but of faith and prayer. It is not \na product of the intellect ; it springs up, and grows, and \nbears fruit deep in the heart. The wisest may question \nand find no answer ; the weakest may trust and be answer- \ned to the uttermost. And all because on a morning \nyears ago, in Bethlehem of Judea, a babe was born whose \nname was Jesus Christ. \n\n\n\nTHE LAND OF MOAB. \n\nThe theme of the morning was Ruth\'s Choice. \n\nWhat sweeter narrative is there, in all the Bible, than \nthis of Ruth ? Here were three women \xe2\x80\x94 Naomi and \nher two daughters, Orpah and Ruth. The first had de- \ntermined upon a return to the kingdom of Israel ; and \nwould these go also ? Many years had Naomi been in \nMoab, but the special tie which had bound her there was \nsevered ; she longed with an inexpressible longing for \nrest in old age among the people of God. \n\nThey had come with her, these two women, some dis- \n\n\n\nTHE LAND OF MOAB. \n\n\n\n1 9 I \n\n\n\ntance on her journey. Now they must stop,~or go with \nher altogether. Which should it be? Should they con- \ntinue on, or go back? On the one hand was Moab, \nwith its pleasures, its prosperity, its associations, its bright \npromises for the future ; over against it was Judah, des- \nolate, lonely, with no prospect of worldly gam or joy. \nIt was heathendom and its offerings, or the kingdom of \nthe living God without these. Which r \n\nOrpah chose to go back. The shining hills of Moab \nheld more for her than Judah could hold. But Ruth? \nShe, too, was tempted. It may not have been easier for \nher to forsake Moab than for Orpah. She may have \nbeen as strongly attached to its associations, as was her \nsister. Yet her choice was the wiser choice, and through \nthese hundreds of years its sweet language has been read \nand sung by Christian humanity the world over \xe2\x80\x94 "Entreat \nme not to leave thee, or to return from following after \nthee: for whither thou goest I will go ; and where thou \nlodgest, I will lodge : thy people shall be my people, \nand thy God my God ; where thou diest, will I die, and \nthere will I be buried." \n\nAnd to-day some of us have come, as Ruth and Or- \npah came, to the parting of the ways. Friends whom we \nlove we have followed to the very edge of Moab\'s Land. \nAs with those two girls, so with us, \xe2\x80\x94 a choice must be \nmade. Shall we stay in Moab ? It holds for us all that \nit held for them \xe2\x80\x94 social joys, worldly advancement, ease \nand pleasure ; it lures us with all the beauty of its shining \nhills, and all the sweet grace of its many charms. Over \nyonder is the sacrifice, the discomfort, the loneliness, the \n\n\n\nI92 THE BLESSED THOUSAND YEARS. 4 \n\nunpleasantness, of Judah. It is life for self, wheie seff \nmay find its greatest gains ; or life for God, where there \nmay be only the gain of God\'s favor and eternal rest. \n\nShall we choose as Ruth chose? Why should we not? \nOften has it been proven that Moab can not satisfy till the \nend. Why prove it yet again ? \n\n\n\nTHE BLESSED THOUSAND YEARS. \n\nWe wait the Blessed Thousand Years ! \n\nThe present with its hopes and fears, \n\nIts longings all unsatisfied, \n\nLooks through the portal opening wide \n\nTo let the Future in, and waits \n\nIts coming through the portal-gates. \n\nO Future ! near and yet so far \xe2\x80\x94 \nWhere shines the bright millenial star \xe2\x80\x94 \nHaste thy approach ! The days are long \nTill Right shall triumph over wrong, \nTill Morn shall chase away the Night, \nAnd faith be verified in sight ! \n\nWe wait the Blessed Thousand Years ! \nDim, undefined, as through our tears \nWe forward look, there seems to rise \nA newer earth, with brighter skies \nThan those which beam erewhile on this, \nWhere hope attains to fullest bliss ; \n\n\n\nTHE BLESSED THOUSAND YEARS. \n\nWhere all the fret, the din and moil, \nThat round these weary days of toil, \nShall find completest recompense ; \nWhere, unrestrained, our soul and sense \nShall feed and ripen on the food \nGleaned from the fields of perfect good ; \n\nWhere every pampered lust shall be \nUnknown and man be fully free ; \nWhere buds of promise know no blight, \nAnd pure desire brings pure delight ; \nWhere all discordant noises cease, \nAnd only echo songs of peace ! \n\nBlest Thousand Years ! O righteous God, \nThe thorny paths the world has trod \nAre wearying its heart and strength \xe2\x80\x94 \nMethinks they weary Thee, at length ! \nBring, then, the paths that lead erewhile \nThrough blooms which hide no secret guile ! \n\nWe wait the Blessed Thousand Years ! \nWe wait and labor. He who hears \nA people\'s prayer for nobler things, \nWill give the good time swifter things : \nWhile that for which we long and wait \nOur faith and works may ante-date ! \n\nn \n\n\n\n: 93 \n\n\n\nPOWER OF PRAYER. \n\nThe preacher\'s theme this morning was a common \none. We have all thought more or less of the power of \nprayer ; we have all heard much in regard to it. Yet the \nmorning\'s discourse presented one or two points in a \ncomparatively new light, and these are just the points \nupon which many stumble and doubt. \n\nGod is not a God of uncertainties. His purposes are \nnot yielding and pliable, so as to be changed by this one\'s \nrequest, or that one\'s pleading. "Then why pray?" \nasks some one. " If God\'s designs are already deter- \nmined, why waste breath in prayer ? " Because prayer is \na part of God\'s plan. It is ordained in the divine econ- \nomy that petition shall prelude bestowal. Anything \nworth having is worth asking for, is the common rule. \n\nPrayer is spirit-born, God-willed. It is the human \nwant, grafted on to the divine purpose. "Ask and \nyou will receive, " is the promise. It is not, however, \na miscellaneous promise, made without any limitation. \nThere are many things which we have no right to ask \nfor \xe2\x80\x94 the granting of which would work us harm rather \nthan good. It is only as touching those things the \ngranting of which is predetermined, that the promise \nholds secure. \n\nFor what, then, shall we ask? Can we ever know thct \n\n\n\nABILITY TO GIVE. \n\n\n\n*95 \n\n\n\nwe ask aright? The Holy Spirit moves to right asking ; \nif we have that as an indwelling presence we shall seldom \nerr. There are certain vague, restless stirrings of the \nsoul, when a sense of personal need presses upon us as a \nburden. In times like these we are moved to prayer, and \nour prayer is available. Petitions of the lips are wasted \nwords ; the prayer of the heart, inspired by the spirit of \nGod, is a certain power. \n\n\n\nABILITY TO GIVE. \n\nIt is the time of giving gifts. Has not this season a \ndeeper significance than we are accustomed to think \nupon ? \n\nLife, primarily a free and splendid gift to us, was \nmeant to be, secondarily, a benefit to men at large. Is \nthe meaning fulfilled ? How much of the wealth of \nbeing do we give to those about us ? \n\n" But I am very poor," says one. \'\' I am not rich in \nanything which the world needs. Others can bestow of \ntheir endowments, or of what they have acquired, but I \nmust be only a recipient. I have nothing to give." \n\nSo might those disciples have talked, who chanced up- \non that helpless man who waited by the Gate Beautiful. \nThey had no money, and he was there for alms. They \nmight have made a seemingly reasonable excuse, and left \n\n\n\nI96 ABILITY TO GIVE. \n\nhim unhelped. They might have said to him" We, too, \nare penniless ;" and he would not have expected a far- \nthing. \n\n" Silver and gold we have none," they declared, "but \nsuch as we have give we unto thee. In the name of \nJesus Christ of Nazareth rise up and walk." Was not \ntheir gift of the very best and most valuable ? And hav- \ning it in their power to bestow so generously, would any \nexcuse suffice for them to withhold the bestowing? \n\n" Such as we have" \xe2\x80\x94 herein lies the secret of it all. In \nour poverty we have yet something which some wayfarer \nneeds. At many a Gate Beautiful lies a waiting one, \nwhose life we may make glad. \n\nWeak, are we, and unable to work effectively in and \nof ourselves ? So were those disciples. But there is a \nhint for us in their declarative command. "In the \nname of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, " they did what they \ndid, and gave what they gave. In Christ\'s name we \nalso must work and give. If, as ieal disciples, we stand \nat the Gate Beautiful, we shall fail not in giving, for the \nspirit will be ours, and to us will be given the means. \nAre we daily passing by the waiting souls ? Then a \ntruer discipleship is needed. Are we all our life long \nwithholding what men want, in mistakenness or selfish \ngreed ? Then, by-and-by, from us will be taken that \nwhich we have, and it shall be given to him who hath \nnot. \n\n\n\nGOD\'S TIME. \n\nThe sun goes down, and the light fades out\xe2\x80\x94 \n" God has forgotten the world ! " \n\nOver the heavens come dark and doubt \xe2\x80\x94 \n" God has forgotten the world ! " \n\nThe darkness deepens \xe2\x80\x94 in gloom we grope\xe2\x80\x94 \n" God has forgotten the world !" \n\nHidden forever the stars of hope \xe2\x80\x94 \n44 God has forgotten the world ! " \n\nBut see ! there\'s a gleam in the midnight sky ! \n\n44 God will remember the world ! " \nStars do shine in the By-and-By \xe2\x80\x94 \n\n44 God will remember the world ! " \n\nAnd see ! there\'s a glow on the eastern hills ! \n\n44 God will remember the world ! " \nThe glad day dawns when the good God wills ! M \n\n44 God will remember the world ! " \n\nRuin and death are abroad to-day \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nGod has gone out of the world ! \nWhat does it profit to preach and pray ? \n\nGod has gone out of the world ! \n\nTruth is futile, and Right is weak \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nGod has gone out of the world ! \nVainly we listen to hear Him speak \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nHas He forgotten the world ? \n\n\n\nI98 GOOD GIFT\'S. \n\nNo ! He liveth, He heeds, He hears ! \nGod is alive in the world ! \n\nFaith can see Him through pain and tears- \nGod is alive in the world ! \n\nHe will help in His own good time \xe2\x80\x94 \nGod is aliye in the world ! \n\nRight shall win in a day sublime \xe2\x80\x94 \nGod ivies on in the world ! \n\n\n\nGOOD GIFTS. \n\n11 If ye, then, being evil, know how to give good gifts \nunto your children, how much more shall your Heaven- \nly Father give good things to them that ask Him." Thus \ndid Ruth repeat the text of the morning. \n\nAt every hearthstone, in this holiday time, some token \nis given and received, telling of kindly regard and affec- \ntion. Parents remember their loved ones; the parents \nin return are remembered. All this giving of gifts is \nbeautiful and works out a benefit. Apart from the added \nnearness it imparts to domestic life \xe2\x80\x94 setting aside its \nsalutary influences in the way of strengthening family \nties \xe2\x80\x94 it is most beneficial. \n\nWho so receives a testimonal will, if he be studious of \nhimself, consider how little he has merited it, how much \nhis life and thought and companionship should be im- \n\n\n\nGOOD GIFT\'S. \n\n\n\n199 \n\n\n\nproved, to be worthy of such regardful manifestation. \nAnd in the gift there is an incentive to better motive, \npurer action, ambition higher and nobler. With the \ngift\'s abiding abides the incentive influence, and while it \nabides the being grows nearer what it should be. Good \ngifts, to thoughtful souls, have in them more than the \nworld sees, more than the donors apprehend. \n\nGod cares not for the race simply as a race, not for hu- \nmanity simply as humanity, but for each individual as \nHis own child. \n\n11 How much more ! " You are tenderly considerate \nof your own ; you would not insult your little one\'s un- \ndoubting faith by putting a stone in the stocking expect- \nantly hung ; how much more careful for His own is your \nHeavenly Father, than any earthly parent can be ! We \nmay never fathom the " much more. " It covers breadths \nwe can not span, it sweeps vastness we can not look across. \nIt comprehends the difference between the finite and the \nInfinite- God ministers to the individual want. His \nlove and care are all embracing, yet they distinguish as \nindividually as any human love and care can distinguish \xe2\x80\x94 \nyea, " how much more! \' But the gifts must be asked \nfor. Things come that are not asked for, perhaps, but \nrarely the things we need most. When they do come \nunasked, they are as the exceptional surprises of the \nholiday time. All that our being daily requires should \nbe sought for in daily asking. All the good gifts of every- \nday being and doing \xe2\x80\x94 the loving spirit, the patience, the \ntrust, the hope, the willing service\xe2\x80\x94 must be earnestly \nprayed for. While we see universal illustration of earthly \n\n\n\n200 WHEN THE END COMETH. \n\ngift-giving, why should we doubt the willingness and \nability of our Heavenly Father to give us all we need? \nThe Divine is richer than the human. The One who \ncreated all holds ever in His hand more than any creature \ncan possibly claim title to. Of this great holding our \nblessing is born. But it is begotten of our faith. "Ask \nand ye shall receive, \' is the promise. The promise never \nfails. Perhaps it sometimes seems to, but \'tis only in the \nseeming. Each heart, with a faith in it, can say with \nPhcebe Cary, that \n\n\xe2\x80\x94 spite of many broken dreams, \n\nThis have I truly learned to say \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nThat prayers I thought unanswered once, \n\nWere answered in God s own best way* \n\n\n\nWHEN THE END COMETH \n\nHowever careless-minded we may be, there will come \nin our soberer moments, questionings as to what awaits \nus when the end shall approach \xe2\x80\x94 the end of this little \nfragment of being which we call life. Just so suie as \nthe days steal by, shall we come, sooner or later, to some- \nthing new and strange, and of which we cannot fore- \njudge. We all feel this, more or less deeply ; and we all \nquestion within ourselves if we are ready to welcome this \nnew and strange something into our lives. For we all \nbelieve that the end of which we speak is not really an \n\n\n\nWHEN THE END COMETH. 201 \n\nend ; that there is more beyond ; that further away into \nthe forever than we can conceive, our beings are to reach, \n\xe2\x80\x94 that there is no absolute death. \n\nMen may drive away these questionings, in a measure, \nand may perhaps delude themselves for a time into the \nbelief that they have to deal only with the present. But \nis it wise to do this? Is it prudent to say "Soul, take \nthine ease ? " It is not doing away with the grave fact of \nthe coming change. When the end cometh, \xe2\x80\x94 and the \nend, as we term it, will come, \xe2\x80\x94 we shall be obliged to \nface \xe2\x80\x94 what ? \n\nIn our whole catalogue of words there is nothing like \nthat brief " forever," \xe2\x80\x94 brief, as a word ; longer than finite- \nness can measure* as a time. When the end cometh, the \nforever will begin. Here we can count upon nothing as \nlasting, but in that unending forever all things will be as \nunending as the forever itself. We shall joy on or sor- \nrow on, with never a pause \xe2\x80\x94 never a summons to cease. \nHere we may be glad for a season and then sad for a \nseason \xe2\x80\x94 the forever know r s neither season nor change. \nHere we may do evil, if we will, and satisfy conscience \nby a promise of better deeds by-and-by, \xe2\x80\x94 in the forever \nwe must reap the bitter fruits of our evil-doing, or the \nsweet rewards of doing well. Ah, that incomprehensible \nforever ! There are men whom the word haunts like a \nvery demon, \xe2\x80\x94 men whose living is blackened by sin and \ncrime ; who pretend utter recklessness of the future, but \nin whose mind the little word echoes and re-echoes like \na never-dying reproach. \n\nAnd there are others who whisper it sweetly to them- \n\n\n\n2o2 GOD\'S MORROW. \n\nselves\xe2\x80\x94 for whom it is the refrain of a song that makes \nmusic in their hearts from morning until evening. To \nthem it is suggestive of eternal gladness. Their full ac- \nceptance of salvation through Christ makes of the for- \never, for them, a long Sabbath of Rest. They feel that \nwhen the end ccmeth, there will also come Peace. \n\nWhen the end cometh. \xe2\x80\x94 It may be next year, or next \nweek, or \xe2\x80\x94 to-morrow. It cannot be far off, at the most. \nIt may be nearer than we think ; our short to-day may \neven now be illuminated somewhat by the light of the \nnever-ending to-morrow. Only a little while, and we \nshall greet the end w r hich is but the beginning, and shall \ntake into our hfe an eternal joy or sorrow. \n\n\n\nGOD\'S MORROW, \n\nGod ! in the night of my sorrow \n\nShine Thou with the light of Thy morrow ! \xe2\x80\x94 \nThat day of sweet rest for the weary, of peace for the tronbled \nones sore \xe2\x80\x94 \nThat day of glad sunlight so cheery, \nWhose smile on the world-desert dreary \nShall quicken rare buds to their blooming, in beauty of bloom \nevermore. \n\n1 wait, in the dark, its appearing, \nImpatient the while it is nearing, \n\nFor, e\'en though the stars may be shining, uncertain and dim is \nthe v. ay ; \n\n\n\n"AS THE LEAF:\' 203 \n\nPerplexities past my divining \nMy feet from the path are inclining, \xe2\x80\x94 \nI follow my Saviour like Peter, and go even further astray. \n\nGod ! the dim twilight is chilling ! \nSend soon Thy bright morrow, all thrilling \n\nWith warmth that shall melt me to loving intenser, unshadowed \nby fear ! \n\n1 long for faith\'s full-fruited summer, \nWith doubting no more an incomer, \n\nThe sunshine of peace all about me and Jesus the Christ ever near! \n\n\n\n"AS THE LEAF." \n\n1 4 We do all fade as the leaf. " Thus the soul whispers. \nAnd mayhap the soul sighs a little, and looks back to \nthe bud and the blossom with somewhat of regret. For \nfading is sad. And yet if fading be fulfillment, then it is \nnot sad. Has not the leaf fulfilled its mission? All \nthrough the summer it has drunk the tree\'s juices, draw- \ning them up through the tree\'s wonderful cells that the \ntree might grow and work out its destiny. Now its labor \nis over. The growing time lapses into patient waiting. \nThen what can the leaf do but fade? \xe2\x80\x94 fade gracefully, as \nbecomes a goodly leaf whose fulfillment is attained. \n\nSo if we all do \xe2\x80\xa2 \' fade as the leaf, " it is a blessed fading. \nIf we fade because our mission is wrought out, our labor \nall ended, our opportunity filled full, surely there can be \n\n\n\n204 HUMAN SYMPATHY. \n\nno more glorious conclusion. In our sober second \nthought we question, Do we ? No leaf drops from its \nstem in this bright autumnal season, which, as a leaf, has \nnot done its perfect work. Alas ! how many human \nleaves drop down to dust with their work all unwrought, \ntheir opportunity all unimproved, their mission a failure ! \n\n\n\nHUMAN SYMPATHY. \n\n"One touch of nature makes the whole world kin." \nIt is as true now as ever it was. Forget it often as we \nmay, the fact will find its reminder in some hour we think \nnot. A new life warms within when love is born. That \nnew life thrives and grows when love abides ; and human \nlove, which was born with our humanity, will abide while \nits existence is recognized and approved. With its abid- \ning, abide better times for all mankind. \n\nSuch human love strengthens our love for things di- \nvine. We can trust God more completely when we put \nlarge faith in our fellows. Our hearts broaden toward \nDeity when they reach out widely to embrace the world. \nThat man\'s Christianity ought to be best, whose human- \nity is most far-reaching. And so this is the precious les- \nson of a great woe : we are brothers all, at the last. We \nhave common affections, and, thank God ! common \nhopes. And knowing all. sympathizing with us in all, \n\n\n\nA PSALM OF PRAISE. 2O5 \n\nwe have an elder Brother, even Jesus Christ, in whose \nhumanity we see an example for every human being, in \nwhose divinity is our sure promise of that which is to \ncome. \n\n\n\nA PSALM OF PRAISE. \n\nO\'ER all November\'s dreariness; \n\nAnd all the waning year\'s complaint, \nThrough smoky haze \nOf summer days \nThat fill the skies \nWith sweet surprise \nWhen earth in splendid vesture lies, \nThere comes a peace my soul to bless, \nAnd calm me, though I inly faint. \n\nIt steals upon me like a dream, \xe2\x80\x94 \nA tender dream, as softly kind \nAs ever blest \nA soul at rest ; \nAnd one by one \nEach morning sun \nIs kissing me, as it has done \nWith magic in its golden beam \n\nSince Youth its garlands for me twined. \n\nI live again each morning o\'er ; \n\nI breathe again each morning\'s air, \nEach fancy sweet \nAgain repeat ; \n\n\n\n206 A PSA L M OF PRAISE. \n\nEach gladsome thrill \nAt dreaming\'s will \nAsserts that it has power still ; \nAnd joys that long have gone before \nAnother yield of pleasure bear. \n\nWhere I had sung a psalm of praise, \nAgain the praiseful psalm I sing ; \nWhere sad I sighed, \nOr moaning cried, \nI sigh no more \nWith sadness sore, \nBut know the fruit that sorrow bore \nIs blessing all my brief to-days, \nAnd so a peal of joy I ring ! \n\nAs one by one the days go by, \n# I see my Lord\'s dear presence near \n\n*, His touch I feel \n\nIn woe and weal, \nAnd day by day \nHe leads my way, \nFrom morning till the evening gray ; \nAnd gladly thankful then am I \n\nTo hear His voice of holy cheer. \n\nI bless Thee, O Thou righteous God ! \nThat yesterdays Thou gavest me ! \nThat they were mine, \nAnd I was Thine ! \nAnd Thee I bless \nIn thankfulness \nFor the to-day that I possess : \nAnd when the way of life I \'ve trod \nMay I the past recall with Thee ! \n\n\n\nTHE RENDERING OF GRATITUDE. \n\nHere on this Sabbath evening, which with its holy si- \nlence waits upon the New Year\'s dawning, what is more \nfitting than that we think of all God has done for us in \nthe twelve-month gone, of all He may do for us in the \ntime to come ? What more becometh us than heartfelt \ngratitude for all His mercies ? \n\nBut is the rendering of gratitude so simple a thing ? \nIs it indeed, so universal a thing? Grateful, are we? \nVery likely ; but not always in the way we should be. \nAs gratitude is a personal rendering, so should the ren- \ndering be to a personal God. It is not enough that we \nfeel a sort of gratitude to nature, to law. In nature and \nin law we must see a living God, \xe2\x80\x94 a God of love and to \nbe loved, \xe2\x80\x94 and to Him must be rendered the service of \nour hearts. \n\nThe beginning or the ending of any year may be really \nno more than other times to us, yet it is well that we \nconsider such beginning or ending as a way-mark in life, \na sort of stopping place, where we may pause to look \nback \xe2\x80\x94 where, in the midst of all our hurry and worry, \nwe may stop to be glad. For we are too rarely glad. \nThose things which would cause regret and sorrow seem \nto us far more numerous than those other things whereof \nwe should rejoice. But full to overflowing of happy hap- \npenings is our life, all the rounded weeks. \n\n\n\n2o8 BLESSED ARE THEY THAT MOURN. \n\nHappenings ? Call them not so. There is no chance \nwith Him to whom we owe all that we have and are. \nNothing merely happens, with God, therefore nothing \nmerely happens with us. We may use the word, if only \nwe use it with the right meaning underneath. And be- \ncause there is no happening \xe2\x80\x94 because all that comes to \nus of being and having is wisely foreordered \xe2\x80\x94 our grati- \ntude should go out perpetually. \n\n\n\nBLESSED ARE THEY THAT MOURN. \n\n" Blessed are they that mourn ! " \n\nAh, many there be, then, blest ! \nNo day its beauties complete hast worn \n\nTill evening lighted the West. \nSome hour grows dark with woe \n\nThough bright soever the dawn, \nSome bitter regret each heart must know \n\nFor treasures too early gone. \n\nWe sorrow, alas ! how much ! \n\nOur eyes grow weary of tears, \nAs pain comes closer with cruel touch \n\nThrough all the pitiless years. \nWe sorrow, and weakly trust \n\nThrough sorrow we may grow strong, \nYet sorrowing pray to the Good and Just \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nu How long, O our Lord, how long ? " \n\n\n\nBLESSED ARE THEY THAT MOURN. \n\nThere comes to our human cry \n\nResponse that is all divine, \nAnd whether we heed it, or pass it by, \n\n\' T is equally yours and mine. \nAs sweet as a psalm of peace \n\nIt echoes along the air, \nAnd grief has ever its full surcease \n\nIn this one answer to prayer. \n\nHow long shall we mourn ? Alas ! \n\nThe answer has naught of this ; \nThe night of our sorrow may quickly pass, \n\nSoon pain may be turned to bliss ; \nOr never may come the dawn, \n\nAnd peace to the throbbing breast, \nWe never may chance on the gladness gone,- \n\nBut they that do mourn are blest ! \n\nThis, this is the answer heard \n\nIn response to our human cry ; \nGod breathes no tenderer healing word \n\nTo hearts that must hear or die. \nThough sorrow has crushing weight, \n\nAnd leaves us bleeding and torn, \nReward for tears will be sweet and great, \n\nFor \'\'Blessed are they that mourn I" \n\n\n\n209 \n\n\n\n\nCHRISTIAN EXPRESSION. \n\n" There could have been no silent Redeemer, and be- \nlieve me, my friends, He can have no expressionless \nrepresentatives." \n\nSo said the preacher this morning, and to-night Ruth \ncalls up the saying, and we ponder it. \n\n"Months ago/\' she remarks, "we read on one of our \nSabbath Evenings a poem about \'The Silent Christ/ I \nshall always remember it. It spoke of the Saviour\'s boy- \nhood, and young manhood \xe2\x80\x94 of how He walked Judea\'s \nhills and gave no sign of the divinity within Him \xe2\x80\x94 and \nalways since then I have seen at times the picture that \npoem drew of my Redeemer\'s silent years. It must have \nt>een a true picture ; and yet the preacher did not declare \namiss. Christ was not silent after His redeeming mis- \nsion began. All His life then was just a wonderful \nspeech. How men listened to it ! How they are listen- \ning still ! " \n\n" But if His followers be not voiceless, " one asks, "do \nthey echo their Master\'s speech ? " \n\n"Not often enough," is her answer. How can they ? \nThey are not divine. They are very human. They \nspeak out of human difficulties, and human besetments, \nand the ten thousand surroundings that annoy and per- \nplex. They are fretted, and harassed, and borne down \n\n\n\nCHRISTIAN EXPRESSION. 21 1 \n\nTheir tongues are Jed astray, and they utter sad com- \nplaints. Their lives are warped by evil, and give sad \ntestimonies. But they do somehow give expression. \nThey are not dumb. Representing Christ before men, \nthey speak for Him or against Him, whether they will or \nno. And the world listens, moved for good or ill." \n\n" Would it not be better if we were voiceless for \nChrist, since we can not always give testimony in a wise \nway ? " \n\n" No. We must learn the wisdom of testifying. We \nmust seek to live right, that our expression may be help- \nful, and true to Christian faith. Ours is not a testimony \nof the lips \xe2\x80\x94 that amounts to little \xe2\x80\x94 but of the life, and \nthis amounts to much. Though we be dumb as statues, \nwe may speak so that many shall hear and heed. \xe2\x80\xa2 It was \nnot in His words alone, marvelous and profound as they \nwere, that Christ spoke loudest to those around Him. \nHe was eloquent for humanity in every act. No tributes \nof speech could have so tenderly sanctified human being, \nwith all its possibilities, as did He sanctify the same \nwherever He Walked and wrought. "\' \n"But we can not do as He did ? " \n" Certainly not. We can not raise the dead, \xe2\x80\x94 saving \ndead purposes to live nobly and unselfishly, and dead re- \nsolves to be pure of common sins ; we can not heal the \nsick, and bless the blind, and make a present heaven for \nthose of perfect faith. Yet we can imitate the Master\'s \nlife, and thus in some faint degree echo His abiding \nspeech. We can look at His modest denial of self, and \nbe more unselfish. We can see how He loved men, and \n\n\n\n2 12 BEFORE THE SERVICE. \n\nbe more forbearing. We can remember how He suffered \nfor the world, and be more patient as in the world we are \nmade to suffer. We can see how He trusted in the very \ndeeps of darkness, and be more trustful when clouds of \ntrouble come. " \n\nAh, yes. We can give a truer testimony that Christ \ndid well so to speak and die for us all. And men will \nnote it if we do, and will ask what such living speech \ncan mean. \n\n\n\nBEFORE THE SERVICE, \n\nDear Lord and Master, Thou who went \nApart from men so oft to pray, \n\nGive me a calm and sweet content, \n\nCommuning here with Thee to-day ! \n\nI leave the world of sin behind, \nI turn to Thee my eager face, \n\nAll that I want in Thee to find, \n\nWithin this hallowed, holy place. \n\nMy poverty its need forgets : \n\nBefore Thy will my longing fails ; \n\nThe mi&t of murmuring and regrets \nBeneath Thy loving smile exhales. \n\nMy sinful self no more I see ; \n\nForgot is all that I have been ; \n\n\n\nIN SIGHT OF THE CITY. 213 \n\nThe veil between my soul and Thee \nIs lifted, and I enter in \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nWithin a holier than this \xe2\x80\x94 \n\nThe temple of Thy love divine \xe2\x80\x94 \nAnd foretaste have of heavenly bliss, \n\nAnd know that endless joy is mine ! \n\n\n\nIN SIGHT OF THE CITY. \n\nThere is an old legend of a soldier who journeyed to- \nward Jerusalem, to make crusade against the heathen who \nheld it. His hopes were high, and he went on bravely \nday by day, till looking from a mountain-top at length \nhe saw the city\'s walls and gleaming roofs, and thought \nhis victory near at hand. Bnt then he sickened, and \nthere he died \xe2\x80\x94 died in sight of the glories he never \nshould enjoy. \n\nAre we not all journeying toward Jerusalem? The \nPilgrim\'s lion Gate is before us each. It must open, if \never we pass through into tbe beauties beyond. Like \nthe brave Crusader, we may die in sight of the city\'s \nwalls \xe2\x80\x94 may, yes, we must. It is given none to reach the \ngoal, except they yield up life. But we are more blessed \nin our pilgrimage than the soldier was in his. To him \ndeath came with stern pathos, at the end of all his hopes \nand aims. There was the city, gleaming in the cloudless \n\n\n\n2T4 LET NOT YOUR HEART BE TROUBLED. \n\nsun, but he should not set his foot therein. All his toils \nhad been for naught. For us, however, the city will \nsmile a welcome, when we come in sight, and we shall \nknow if we be but wise in time, that the curtain of death \nlets down between it and us only to rise on brighter \nglories when the Glad Day dawns. \n\n\n\n"LET NOT YOUR HEART BE TROUBLED!" \n\n" Let not your heart be troubled ! " \n\nNo sweeler words of cheer \nThe Master spake for their dear sake, \n\nWhose love was full of fear. \n" Lo, I am with you always ! " \n\nGlad thought of lonely ones ; \nThrough dreary way by mght and day, \n\nThe silvery sentence runs ! \n\n" Let not your heart be troubled ! " \n\nWhat troubleth thine, my friend ? \nDo you not know that Christ can go \n\nNo more to painful end ? \nDo yot not feel His comforting \n\nAmid your trials all ? \nNo bitter loss by cruel cross \n\nCan on your loving fall. \n\n" Let not your heart be troubled ! \'* \n\nThe springs of life are sweet \nIf you but drink at the fountain\'s brink \n\n\n\nSHALL HE BE SAVED 1 \n\nThat flows by Jesus\' feet. \nIn Him the doubt of being \n\nIts full assurance knows ; \nIn Him all fret and fear are met \n\nBy full and sweet repose. \n\n\n\n2I 5 \n\n\n\nSHALL HE BE SAVED? \n\nWe read the other day of a man buried in a well. \nThe well was deep and he could not extricate himself. \nThrough a small opening beside the pump he could be \ncommunicated with, and could secure a little fresh air, \nenough to prevent suffocation. How friends rallied to \nsave him ! Through all the neighborhood ran the cry of \ndanger to a life. They worked with a noble will \xe2\x80\x94 rela- \ntives, neighbors, and those to whom the victim was only \na man, in need of humanity\'s service. They called to \nhim encouragingly, they plied shovel and pick, they for- \ngot all else on that quiet Sabbath afternoon, but this \nman\'s great need and their great obligation. Again and \nagain, as his deliverance seemed at hand, did the earth \ncave in once more, and bury him more completely ; again \nand again did they bend all their energies to the gener- \nous task. They sank a pipe to him, and forced air down \nthrough it ; they built a curb, to prevent the earth from \npressing too heavily upon his head ; they toiled on, al. \n\n\n\n210 SHALL HE BE SAVED 1 \n\nmost without thought of tiring, putting more and more \nof plan and system into their work, vieing with each \nother in doing man\'s duty to man. \n\nThe day waned, but still they rested not. The mer- \nchant, the minister, the professional man, labored right \non through all those weary hours, side by side with the \nhumblest toiler from the ditch. Before the great stress \nof that awful time all class conditions vanished. They \nwere simply all men, loyal to a common manhood, and \nzealous in a common cause. Darkness came on, the \nlong hours of night wore away ; but yet they wavered \nnot. Morning dawned, and still was their brother in \nperil, discouraged, faint, perhaps dying. Only one or \ntwo could labor, as the end was neared, and these at the \nrisk of their own lives. All were exhausted with their \nwaiting and their work. Then the fire-bell rang out its \nwarning of danger. To property ? Ah, no ! to a hu- \nman life ! Fresh hands must toil that any hands might \nsave. \n\nAnd they did toil, as bravely as their fellows had done. \nThey toiled, and they won. A few hours more and the \nman was saved \xe2\x80\x94 weak, bruised, half-unconscious, but \nsaved ; and from all hearts went up a great throb of joy, \nwhile cheers of victory rent the air. \n\nDown in the pit of intemperance a man has fallen. \nHe is somebody\'s father, somebody\'s husband, some- \nbody\'s friend. Let the cry run through all the commu- \nnity. Let it set the bells of alarm to ringing ; let hu- \nmanity be aroused ! Shall he be saved ? Into deeper \nand more dangerous depths never man fell. If he get \n\n\n\nTHE LONELY LAND. \n\n\n\n217 \n\n\n\nout at all it must be by the help of friendly hands, and \nthe merey of God. Are your hands outstretched ? Are \nyou answering the call ? Will you forget self and selfish \ninterests, and toil freely for this brother in distress ? \xe2\x80\x94 will \nyou save a soul? " Unto the least of these, my little \nones/\' said the Master. His words were very broad, and \nthey reach over and include all duty, and all doing. \nWherever there is human need, there must humanity go \nto help and to save. They must answer for their sin, who \nwalk selfishly by on the other side. \n\n\n\nTHE LONELY LAND. \n\nA lonely land ! \n\nBeneath an Eastern sun \nIt sleeps in dreary peace till day is done. \nAlong the sandy reaches pilgrims go \nFrom lands far-lying, searching to and fro \nFor signs of that old life the ages knew \nWhen earth was young, and men their nurture drew \nSo free and pure it beat through cycles long \nIn patriarchal pulses firm and strong. \n\nA lonely land ! \n\nIts mountains calmly lift \nTheir faces sunward, but they see no thrift \nUpon their slopes, and hear no busy hum \n\n\n\n2l8 THE LONELY LAND. \n\nFrom valleys busy. To them seldom come, \n\nAs early came, the saintly devotees \n\nWith plaint and prayer their pain of soul to ease. \n\nThey sit in silence, in a silent land. \n\nAs if they waited some Divine command. \n\nA lonely land ! \n\nAs kingly and serene \nFair Tabor rises, looking o\'er the scene, \nThe dreamy hushes round about it thrill \nTo no glad being ; Esdraelon isf still \nAs if it never felt the heavy tread \nOf conquering legions ; all the past is dead \nTo present seeing ; on the dreary plains \nNo hint of fading Yesterday remains. \n\nA lonely land ! \n\nThe slope of Olivet \nIs haunted by a ghost of old regret, \nAnd in its silence ever seems to wait \nThe echo of some footfall missed of late ; \nThe paths that climb the hills of Nazareth \nAre dull and somber as the walks of death, \nAnd Bethlehem looks out of sober eyes \nOn all the peace that round about it lies. \n\nA lonely land ! \n\nUncertain Galilee \nIs always but a patient, lonely sea, \nIn storm or calm, and rests amid its hills \nRemembering ever, with a thought that thrills \nTo sweeter murmurs, touch of Godly feet, \nAnd words of Masterhood when fierce it beat, \nAnd sighing always for the men who came \nAnd swept its bosom in the Master\'s name. \n\n\n\nLOOKING BACKWARD. \n\nA lonely land ! \n\nFor out of it went Christ ! \nAnd time and need have never yet enticed \nHis glad returning. Waiting till He come, \nThe sweetest speech of vale and hill is dumb ; \nThe deepest breath of holiest Mount is stirred \nFor longing ear no more by healing word ; \nThe silent peace of all this silent land \nRe-echoes never a Divine command ! \n\nA lonely land ! \n\nAnd yet the solitudes \nAre full and prescient with a Life that broods \nAbove the present, as it pulsing went \nThroughout the past, \xe2\x80\x94 a Life that sweetly bent \nTo bear the world\'s great burden, bore it then \nFrom vale to mountain-top, and gave to men \nThe Life Immortal, from the Crown and Cross, \nAnd left them rich, though lonely for their loss ! \n\n\n\n219 \n\n\n\nLOOKING BACKWARD. \n\nAs we sit. here in the firelight, on this final evening of \nDecember, a fair face hangs before us on the wall. Be- \nhind us, looking down upon the paper as we write, is a \nportrait of dear old Whittier, the Quaker poet, who \nseems to be thinking of his vis-a-vis opposite, the sweet ; \nfair face with eyes turned sidewise into distance \xe2\x80\x94 as he \n\n\n\n2 20 LOOKING BACKWARD. \n\nthought years ago of another imaginative form, \xe2\x80\x94 as the \n\n11 Angel of the Backward Look ! " \nFor the ideal head that hangs above our desk is Retro- \nspection ; and the meditative womanhood it pictures is \nlooking backward, as so much meditative womanhood \nand manhood beside is looking backward, on the time \ngone by. Now while the year grows old, and we are so \nsoon to turn the last page of our liie-volume and read \n"Finis" again, what vision more fit than this retrospec- \ntive one ? \n\nWe have come a toilsome way, perhaps ? Then let us \nturn and gaze upon it, with hearts a little saddened for \nthe hurts it gave us, and the weariness it knew. We \nhave lost some tender things out of our days, may be? \nThen let us muse upon them in that sweet, sad silence \nwhich is too holy for speech. We have stumbled \nover the pitfalls of our own wild passions and desires, \nperchance? Then let us look back over failures, and \nsore bruises, and grow stronger amid regrets. \n\nThis angel of the Backward Look may be best com- \npany for every one, if only what she sees shall be wisely \nturned by us to our account. She is a Presence certain \nas the life within. She may hide herself, often, but she \nrarely quite forsakes. She walks with us all, day by day, \neven as the ideal face looks always away into the past, \nhere in the quiet of our peaceful home. She is meant \nto be \xe2\x80\x94 let us trust she is \xe2\x80\x94 an angel of blessing; if she \nwere to prove otherwise, some might come to think her \nalmost a fiend. \n\nMen should sometimes turn and look back, that thev \n\n\n\nAT EVEN-TIME. 221 \n\nmay find a clearer vision for the way before. These ret- \nrospective pauses in life are full of happy advantage, \xe2\x80\x94 or \nought to be. Our to-day should be wiser for our yester- \nday ; our future should prove richer for our past. We \nneed the recession of distance to judge wisely what we \nwere and what we did. Impulse cools, passion lapses, \nprejudice dies out, error sees less blinded, every faculty \nof being trims itself for truer use. Our present can not \nbe correctly known, until we put it from us, and view it \nretrospectively. There can be no perspective except as \nwe have light and shade, and these will appear to every- \none who looking backward dwells alike on sad and glad \nthings, seeing equal grace in each. \n\n\n\nAT EV\xc2\xa3N^ TIME. \n\nO Lord ! the way is dark and lone : \n\nI grope about, uncertain long ; \nNo gladness that my life has known \n\nFlows forth in happy thrills of song. \nMy sky with gloom is dull and drear ; \n\nNo stars smile out with beauty bright ; \nBut through the dark these words I hear \xe2\x80\x94 \n\n" At evening time there shall be light ! \n\nMy midday sun has hid his face, \xe2\x80\x94 \nI can not see the glory round ; \nIf God should seek me in this place, \n\n\n\n222 AT EVEN-TIME. \n\nAnd make to me no sign or sound, \nI should not know His presence near, \n\nI should not wonder at the sight ; \nBut in this promise is my cheer \xe2\x80\x94 \n\n" At evening time there shall be light ! n \n\nO Lord ! in weariness I pray \n\nThat Thou wilt come and walk with me, \nAs Thou of old didst walk the way \n\nWith shining face, that I may see ! \nOr give me patience, till appear \n\nSome cheering rays, to bide the night, \nAnd let me never cease to hear \xe2\x80\x94 \n\n" At evening time there shall be light ! " \n\nLife\'s little day will reach its close ; \n\nThe dreary way will find an end ; \nTo worn and weary sweet repose \n\nWill come as comes the dearest friend. \nO Lord ! I pray Thee, grant that this \n\nShall be my song when comes the night, \nAnd day\'s dark gloom fades into bliss \xe2\x80\x94 \n\n" \' T is evening time, and there is light ! " \n\n\n\n\nliilili \n\n\n\n\n020 185 619 A \n\n\n\nHramS \n\n\n\n'