DOING MY BIT FOR TRFT AMD 1 Xvl-/ JLiTVl >l \J MARGARET SKINNIDER The Old Corner Book Store, he. Boston, - Mass. DOING MY BIT FOR IRELAND tyMffl ^ tf ^"^ MARGARET SK1NNIDER School-teacher, suffragist, nationalist: wounded while fighting in the uniform of the Irish Volunteers DOING MY BIT FOR IRELAND BY MARGARET SKINNIDER ILLUSTRATED BOSTON COLLEGE L/BRARV CHESTNUT HILL, MA£ NEW YORK THE CENTURY CO. 1917 Copyright, 1917, by The Century Co. Published, June, 19 17 205475 i* INTRODUCTION When the revolt of a people that feels itself oppressed is successful, it is writ- ten down in history as a revolution — as in this country in 1776. When it fails, it is called an insurrection — as in Ire- land in 1 91 6. Those who conquer usu- ally write the history of the conquest. For that reason the story of the "Dublin Insurrection" may become legendary in Ireland, where it passes from mouth to mouth, and may remain quite unknown throughout the rest of the world, unless those of us who were in it and yet es- caped execution, imprisonment, or de- portation, write truthfully of our per- sonal part in the rising of Easter week. It was in my own right name that I vi INTRODUCTION applied for a passport to come to this country. When it was granted me after a long delay, I wondered if, after all, the English authorities had known nothing of my activity in the rising. But that can hardly be, for it was a Gov- ernment detective who came to arrest me at the hospital in Dublin where I was recovering from wounds received during the fighting. I was not allowed to stay in prison; the surgeon in charge of the hospital in- sisted to the authorities at Dublin Castle that I was in no condition to be locked up in a cell. But later they might have arrested me, for I was in Dublin twice — once in August and again in Novem- ber. On both occasions detectives were following me. I have heard that three days after I openly left my home in Glasgow to come to this country, in- quiries were made for me of my family and friends. INTRODUCTION vii That there is some risk in publishing my story, I am well aware; but that is the sort of risk which we who love Ire- land must run, if we are to bring to the knowledge of the world the truth of that heroic attempt last spring to free Ire- land and win for her a place as a small but independent nation, entitled to the respect of all who love liberty. It is to win that respect, even though we failed to gain our freedom, that I tell what I know of the rising. I find that here in America it is hard to imagine a successful Irish revolt, but there was more than a fighting chance for us as our plans were laid. Ireland can easily be defended by the population once they are aroused, for the country is well suited to guerilla warfare, and the mountains near the coast form a natural defense from attack by sea. Nor do the people have to go outside for their food. They could easily live for viii INTRODUCTION years in the interior on what the soil is capable of producing. And there is plenty of ammunition in Ireland, too. If we had been able to take the British as completely off guard in the country districts as we did in Dublin — had there not been the delay of a day in carrying out concerted action — we could have seized all the arms and ammunition of the British arsenals on the island. To-day it would be harder, for the British are not likely to be again caught unaware of our plans. Besides, they are taking precautions. Drilling of any sort is forbidden; foot-ball games are not allowed; all excursions are prohib- ited. The people are not allowed to come together in numbers on any occa- sion. For a long time after the rising, I dreamed every night about it. The dream was not as it actually took place, for the streets were different INTRODUCTION ix and the strategic plans changed, while the outcome was always successful. My awakening was a bitter disappoint- ment, yet the memory of our failure is a greater memory than many of us ever dared to hope. In all the literature of the Celtic re- vival through which Ireland has gained fresh recognition from the world, there is no finer passage nor one that can mean so much to us, than that para- graph of the last proclamation which Padraic Pearse wrote in the ruined Dublin post-office when under shell and shrapnel fire. At a moment when he knew that the rising had been defeated, that the end of his supreme attempt had come, he wrote : "For four days they (the men) have fought and toiled, almost without cessation, almost without sleep; and in the intervals of righting, they have sung songs of the freedom of Ireland. No x INTRODUCTION man has complained, no man has asked 'why ?\ Each individual has spent him- self, happy to pour out his strength for Ireland and for freedom. If they do not win this fight, they will at least have deserved to win it. But win it they will, although they may win it in death. Al- ready they have won a great thing. They have redeemed Dublin from many shames, and made her name splendid among the names of cities. " LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS Margaret Skinnider . . Frontispiece The Irish Cross Presented to the Author 2 Constance Gore-Booth, Countess de Markievicz .... . . 7 Margaret Skinnider wearing Boy's Clothes 21 A Fianna Boy 53 James Connolly 93 The Proclamation of the Irish Republic 107 Belt Buckle 135 Stamps issued by the Irish Republic . 135 Pearse's Last Proclamation . . .151 The Order that made the Surrender of the College of Surgeons Inevitable . 160 The Pass Out of Ireland . . . .196 DOING MY BIT FOR IRELAND THE IRISH CROSS PRESENTED TO THE AUTHOR The inscription reads: "The Cumman-na-mBan and Irish Volunteers, Glasgow, present this to Mar- garet Skinnider for the work she did for Ireland, Easter Week, 1916," DOING MY BIT FOR IRELAND JUST before Christmas a year ago, I accepted an invitation to visit some friends in the north of Ireland, where, as a little girl, I had spent many mid- summer vacations. My father and mother are Irish, but have lived almost all their lives in Scotland and much of that time in Glasgow. Scotland is my home, but Ireland my country. On those vacation visits to County Monaghan, Ulster, I had come to know the beauty of the inland country, for I stayed nine miles from the town of Monaghan. We used to go there in a 3 Doing My Bit for Ireland jaunting-car and on the way passed the fine places of the rich English people — the "Planter" people we called them be- cause they were of the stock that Crom- well brought over from England and planted on Irish soil. We would pass, too, the small and poor homes of the Irish, with their wee bit of ground. It was then I began to feel resentment, though I was only a child. In Scotland there were no such con- trasts for me to see, but there were the histories of Ireland, — not those the English have written but those read by all the young Irish to-day after they finish studying the Anglicized histories used in the schools. I did it the other way about, for I was not more than twelve when a boy friend loaned me a big thick book, printed in very small type, an Irish history of Ireland. Later I read the school histories and 4 Doing My Bit for Ireland the resentment I had felt in County Monaghan grew hotter. Then there were the old poems which we all learned. My favorite was, "The Jackets Green," the song of a young girl whose lover died for Ireland in the time of William III. The red coat and the green jacket! All the differ- ences between the British and Irish lay in the contrast between those two colors. William III, too! Up to his reign the Irish army had been a reality ; Ireland had had a population of nine millions. To-day there are only four millions of Irish in Ireland, a country that could easily support five times that number in ease and comfort. The his- tory of my country after the time of William III seemed to me to be a his- tory of oppression which we should tell with tears if we did not tell it with anger. 5 Doing My Bit for Ireland But I believed the time was at hand to do something. We all believed that ; foi an English war is always the signal for an Irish rising. Ever since this war began, I had been hearing of vague plans. In Glasgow I belonged to the Irish Volunteers and to the Cumman- na-mBan, an organization of Irish girls and women. I had learned to shoot in one of the rifle practice clubs which the British organized so that women could help in the defense of the Empire. These clubs had sprung up like mush- rooms and died as quickly, but I kept on till I was a good marksman. I believed the opportunity would soon come to de- fend my own country. And now I was going over at Christmas to learn what hope there was of a rising in the spring. After all, I did not go to the quiet hills of Monaghan, but to Dublin at the invitation of the most patriotic and rev- 6 CONSTANCE GORE-BOOTH, COUNTESS DE MARKIEVICZ One of the leaders of the rising. (Her death sentence was com- muted to life imprisonment) Doing My Bit for Ireland olutionary woman in all Ireland. Con- stance Gore-Booth, who by her mar- riage with a member of the Polish nobility became the Countess Mar- kievicz, had heard of my work in the Cumman-na-mBan and wanted to talk with me. She knew where all the men and women who loved Ireland were working, and sooner or later met them all, in spite of the fact that she was of Planter stock and by birth of the Eng- lish nobility in Ireland. It was at night that I crossed the Irish Sea. All other passengers went to their state-rooms, but I stayed on deck. Leaning back in a steamer- chair, with my hat for a pillow, I dropped asleep. That I ever awakened was a miracle. In my hat I was carry- ing to Ireland detonators for bombs, and the wires were wrapped around me under my coat. That was why I had 9 Doing My Bit for Ireland not wanted to go to a state-room where I might run into a hot-water pipe or an electric wire that would set them off. But pressure, they told me when I reached Dublin, is just as dangerous, and my head had been resting heavily on them all night! It is hard now to think of that hos- pitable house in Leinster Road with all the life gone out of it and its mistress in an English prison. Every one coming to Dublin who was interested in plays, painting, the Gaelic language, suf- frage, labor, or Irish Nationalism, vis- ited there. The Countess Markievicz kept "open house" not only for her friends, but for her friends' friends. As one of them has written : "Until she came down to breakfast in the morning, she never knew what guests she had under her roof. In order not to dis- 10 Doing My Bit for Ireland turb her, they often climbed in through the window late at night." The place was full of books; you could not walk about without stumbling over them. There were times, too, when the house looked like the ward- robe in a theater. You would meet people coming down-stairs in all man- ner of costume for their part in plays the count wrote and "Madam" — as we called her— acted with the help of who- ever were her guests. These theatrical costumes were sometimes used for plays put on at the Abbey Theater, near by. They served, too, as disguises for suf- fragettes or labor leaders wanted by the police. The house was always watched whenever there was any sort of agita- tion in Dublin. I remember hearing of one labor leader whom the police hoped to arrest before he could address a mass-meet- ii Doing My Bit for Ireland ing. He was known to visit Madam, so the plainclothes men made for Surrey House at once. When they arrived they found a fancy-dress ball going on to welcome the count back from Po- land. All windows were lighted, music for dancing could be heard, and guests in carriages and motors were arriving. This was no likely haunt for a labor agitator, so they went away. But cau- tion brought them back the next morn- ing, for rumor still had it that their man was hiding there. They waited about the house all that morning and after- noon. Many persons came and went, among them an old man who walked with difficulty and leaned upon the arm of a young woman. The police paid no more attention to him than to the others, but it was the labor leader in one of the disguises from the theatrical wardrobe. He made his speech that night sur- 12 Doing My Bit for Ireland rounded by such a crowd of loyal de- fenders that he could not be arrested. During the Transport Workers' strike in 19 13, Madam threw open her house as a place of refuge where strikers were sure to find something to eat or a spot to sleep, if only on the drawing-room floor. In addition, she sold her jewels to obtain money to es- tablish soup-kitchens for their families. Her energy and courage always led her where the conflict was hottest. I do not think she knew what it was to be afraid, once she decided upon a course of action. Although belonging to the most privileged class in Ireland by birth and education, as a little girl she had thrown herself into the Irish cause. She and her sister Eva used to go to the stables, take horses without permission, and ride at a mad pace to the big meet- ings. There they would hear the great 13 Doing My Bit for Ireland Parnell or the eloquent Michael Davitt tell the story of the wrongs done to Ire- land, and urge upon their hearers great courage and self-sacrifice that these wrongs might be righted. If all those at such meetings had heeded the speakers' words as did this little daughter of Lady Gore-Booth ; had they surrendered themselves as completely as she did, I verily believe we would to- day be far along the road toward a free Ireland. As a child all the villagers on her father's estate loved Madam, for they felt her sincerity. When she was sent away to school or went to Paris to study painting, for which she had marked talent, they missed her. It was while she was in Paris that she met and mar- ried another artist, a member of the Polish nobility. Poland and Ireland! Two countries which have had their 14 Doing My Bit for Ireland great history and their great humil- iation now have their hope of free- dom! Neither the count nor countess were willing to permanently give up their country of birth, so they decided to live part of the time in Dublin and part of the time on his estates near Warsaw. It was while Madam was in Poland that she learned some of the fine old Polish airs to which she later put words for the Irish. Upon her return to Ireland she was at last expected to take her place as a social leader in the Dublin Castle set. Instead, she went more ardently than ever into all the dif- ferent movements that were working towards the freedom of Ireland. About this time Baden-Powell was organizing his British Boy Scouts in Ireland. He was so much impressed with the success Padraic Pearse was 15 Doing My Bit for Ireland having with Irish boys that he asked him to help him in the Boy Scout move- ment. Pearse did not care to make po- tential British soldiers out of Irish boys, however, and refused this invitation. The incident stirred Madam to urge an Irish Boy Scout movement. She could not find any one to take it up with energy, so she decided to do it herself with Pearse's cooperation. Madam had never done work of this sort, but that did not deter her. Since it must be an organization that would do some- thing for Irish spirit in Irish boys, she named it after the Fianna Fireann, a military organization during the reign of Cormac MacAirt, one of the old Irish heroes. Its story was one of daring and chivalry such as would appeal to boys. With this name went instruc- tion in Ireland's history in the days of her independence and great deeds, as 16 Doing My Bit for Ireland well as instruction in scouting and shooting. At Cullenswood House, where Pad- raic Pearse had his boys' school until it outgrew these quarters, there is a fresco in the hall that pictures an old Druid warning the boy hero, Cuchul- lain, that whoever takes up arms on a certain day will become famous, but will die an early death. The answer, which became a motto for the boys in that school and also a prophecy of their teacher's death, is in old Irish beneath the fresco : "I care not if my life has only the span of a night and a day if my deeds be spoken of by the men of Ireland I" It was in this spirit of devotion to Ire- land that the Fianna boys were drilled. The house in Leinster Road was always running over with them, some as young as ten years. You would find them 17 Doing My Bit for Ireland studying hard or, just as likely,, sliding down the fine old banisters. Madam never went anywhere that they did not follow as a bodyguard. They loved her and trusted her, a high compliment, since I have always found that boys are keen judges of sincerity. If her work had been either pose or mere hysterical enthusiasm, as some English "friends" in Dublin have sought to make the world believe, these boys would have dis- covered it quickly enough. As it was, they remained her friends, and two of the younger men, executed after Easter Week, were volunteer officers who received their first training under Madam in the Fianna. The countess was one of the best shots in Ireland, and taught the boys how to shoot. After the rising, when we all had surrendered, there still was one house from which constant and 18 Doing My Bit for Ireland effective firing went on for three days. At last a considerable force of British took it by storm. Imagine the surprise of the officer in command when he found that its only occupants were three boys, all under sixteen ! "Who taught you to shoot like that?" he asked them. 'The Countess Markievicz," came the answer. "How often did she drill you?" "Only on Sundays," was the reply. "And these great lumps of mine," exclaimed the officer in disgust, "are drilled twice a day and don't yet know their left foot from their right!" Madam also took real interest in the personal problems of her boys. While I was staying with her at Christmas, she was teaching a boy to sing. He was slowly growing blind, and nothing could be done to save his sight; but she de- 19 Doing My Bit for Ireland termined that he should have a liveli- hood, and spent hours of her crowded days in teaching him the words and music of all the best patriotic songs and ballads. If she heard that any of the boys were sick, she would have them brought over to Surrey House where she herself could nurse and cheer them. Between times she would rouse their love of country to a desire to study its history. When I told Madam I could pass as a boy, even if it came to wrestling or whistling, she tried me out by putting me into a boy's suit, a Fianna uniform. She placed me under the care of one of her boys to w T hom she explained I was a girl, but that, since it might be neces- sary some day to disguise me as a boy, she wanted to find whether I could escape detection. I was supposed to be one of the Glasgow Fianna. We went 20 MARGARET SKINNID2R (wearing boy's clothes) Doing My Bit for Ireland out, joined the other Fianna, and walked about the streets whistling rebel tunes. Whenever we passed a British soldier we made him take to the gutter, telling him the streets of Dublin were no place "for the likes of him." The boys took me for one of them- selves, and some began to tell me their deeds of prowess in Dublin. Ever since the war began they had gone about to recruiting meetings, putting speakers to rout and sometimes upsetting the plat- forms. This sounds like rowdyism, but it is only by such tests of courage and strength that the youth of a domi- nated race can acquire the self-confi- dence needed later for the real struggle. They sang for me Madam's "Anti- recruiting Song," which they always used as an accompaniment to their attacks on recruiting-booths. Its first two lines go thus : 23 Doing My Bit for Ireland The recruiters are raidin' old Dublin, boys ! It *s them we '11 have to be troublin', boys ! And the last two lines are : From a Gael with a gun the Briton will run! And we '11 dance at the wake of the Empire, boys! These disturbances by the Fianna were part of a campaign by which Nationalists hoped to keep Irishmen out of the war and ready for their own fight when the time came. Many were kept at home, but hundreds, thrown out of work by their employers with the direct purpose of making them enter the Brit- ish army, had to enlist for the pitiful "king's shilling." Nothing so illus- trates the complete lack of humor of the British as their method of arousing interest in the war. They declared it 24 Doing My Bit for Ireland was the part of England to "defend the honor and integrity of small nations"! Even before the war the countess had watched for any opportunity to destroy militarist propaganda. Although Eng- land has won the world's heart by ex- plaining she never considered there was danger of war, and for that reason the preparedness of her enemy was an un- fair advantage, still, we had heard of the German menace for a long time. It was announced in Dublin that the play, "An Englishman's Home," which had had a long run in London, where it pictured to thousands the invasion of England by the Germans, was to open for an equally long run in the Irish capital to stir us to take precautions against invasion. Madam took her Fianna boys in full force to the opening night performance. They occupied pit and gallery while the 25 Doing My Bit for Ireland rest of the theater was filled with Brit- ish officers and their wives. The fine uniforms and evening dress made a great showing, for Dublin is the most heavily garrisoned city of its size in the world. The play went on peacefully enough until the Germans appeared on the stage. At their first appearance as the invading foe, the Fianna, in green shirts and saffron kilts, stood up and sung in German "The Watch on the Rhine/' just as the countess had taught it to them. Of course there was consternation, but after a moment an officer stood up and began to sing "God Save the King/' All the other officers and the "ascend- ancy people/' as we call our English upper class in Ireland, rose and joined him. But you cannot safely sing "God Save the King" in Dublin. Eggs and 26 Doing My Bit for Ireland vegetables at once began to fly, and the curtain had to be rung down. So ended the Dublin run of "An Englishman's Home" ! These things the Fianna boys told me on our way to the shooting-gallery where they wanted to see the Glasgow "boy" shoot. I hit the bull's-eye oftener than any of them, much to the delight of the boy who knew I was a girl. He was not much surprised, how- ever, for by her own skill Madam had accustomed them to expect good marks- manship in a woman. 27 II AS this was my first visit to Dublin, Madam thought I might want to see some of the sights. She took me to a museum and next suggested that we visit an art gallery. "What I really want to see/' I told her, "is the poorest part of Dublin, the very poorest part." This pleased her, for her heart is always there. She took me to Ash Street. I do not believe there is a worse street in the world than Ash Street. It lies in a hollow where sewage runs and refuse falls; it is not paved and is full of holes. One might think it had been under shell-fire. Some of the houses have fallen down, — from sheer weari- 28 Doing My Bit for Ireland ness it seems, — while others are shored up at the sides with beams. The fallen houses look like corpses, the others like cripples leaning upon crutches. Dublin is full of such streets, lanes, and courts where houses, years ago con- demned by the authorities, are still tenanted. These houses are symbolic of the downfall of Ireland. They were built by rich Irishmen for their homes. To-day they are tenements for the poorest Irish people, but they have not been remodeled for this purpose, and that is one reason why them seem so appalling — the poor among the ruins of grandeur. In one room, perhaps a drawing- room, you find four families, each in its own corner, with sometimes not as much as the tattered curtains for partitions. Above them may be a ceiling of won- derfully modeled and painted figures, a 29 Doing My Bit for Ireland form of decoration the art of which has been lost. At the end of this room is a mantel of purest white marble over an enormous fireplace long ago blocked up, except for a small opening in which a few coals at a time may be burned. The doors of such a room are often made of solid mahogany fifteen feet in height. The gas company of Dublin refuses to furnish gas above the second floor, and the little fireplaces can never give enough heat, even when fuel is compar- atively plentiful. As I write, coal is fifteen dollars a ton, and is costing the poor, who buy in small quantities, from thirty to forty-five per cent. more. In Dublin there are more than twenty thousand such rooms in which one or more families are living. That epi- demics are not more deadly speaks well for the fundamental health of those who 3° Doing My Bit for Ireland live in them, for there are no sanitary arrangements. Water is drawn from a single tap somewhere in the backyard. The only toilet, to be used by all the people in any one of these houses, is also in the backyard or, worse still, in a dark, unventilated basement. The head of a family in these one- time "mansions," which number several thousand, seldom makes more than four or five dollars a week ! Of this amount, if they want the luxury of even a small room to themselves, they must pay about a dollar. Is it any wonder that the word "rent" has a fearful sound to the Irish ? After this rent is paid, there is not much left for food and clothes. Starvation, even in time of peace, is always hovering near. Bread and tea f o: breakfast, but rarely butter ; bread and tea, and either herrings or potatoes, sometimes with cabbage, for their mid- 31 Doing My Bit for Ireland day meal; bread and tea for supper. Two fifths of the inhabitants of Dublin live on this fare the year round. If they have beef or mutton once a week they must eat it boiled or fried, since the fireplaces are too primitive for roast- ing or baking. Neither will they permit baking of bread or cakes. Yet Ireland could raise fruit and vegetables and grain for twenty million people! I have seen ships deep laden with food for need of which the Irish are slowly starving — I contend under- nourishment is starvation — going in a steady stream to England. The reason was that the English were able to pay better prices than the man at home. Food, since the beginning of the war, has literally been drained out of the country. Ireland to-day is in a state of famishment, if not of famine. Here in Dublin, though the streets 32 Doing My Bit for Ireland and lanes seem full of children, the death-rate is tremendously high. The population of all Ireland has decreased fifty per cent, in fifty years. In Poland, under the rule of the Russian czar, the population increased. It is one thing to read about Irish "grievances," it is another to be living where they go on year after year. "Grievance" — that is the way the British sum up our sense of wrong, and with such effect that people the world over fancy our wrongs are not wrongs but imagined grievances. The word itself counts against us in the eyes of those who have never been to Ireland and seen for themselves the con- ditions under which the great majority of the population must live. To be sure, there are always complaints car- ried to Parliament and then a "commis- sion of inquiry," followed a little later 33 Doing My Bit for Ireland by a "report upon conditions." But the actual results seem small. It was dis- gust for this sort of carrying out com- plaints in a basket and bringing back reports in the very same basket that roused Arthur Griffith to write his pam- phlet on Hungary and her rebuilding from within. He felt that the Irish, too, must set about saving themselves without political help from parlia- mentarians. He even went so far as to say that, since Irishmen who went to Parliament seemed so soon to forget their country except as it served their political advancement, we ought not to send men to Parliament. Ireland, he declared, should concentrate upon the economic and industrial life possible to her — a life that could be developed won- derfully if men set out to win Ireland for the Irish. This propaganda of Griffith's — for it soon became such — 34 Doing My Bit for Ireland stirred all the young men and women who before had been hopeless. "Ire- land for the Irish !" The movement quickly became what is called the "Sinn Fein," which is Gaelic for "Ourselves Alone." That this organization should be con- sidered in America as a sort of "Black Hand," or anarchistic society, is evi- dence of the impression it made upon the English as a powerful factor to be reckoned with. It had come into being overnight, but its principles were as old as Ireland. It sprang from a love of Ireland and not, as many believe, from hatred of England. It could not have thrived as it did wherever it touched a young heart and brain if it had merely been a protest. It had a national ideal and goal. Every day was dedicated to it. To speak the Irish language; to wear Irish-made clothes of Irish tweed ; 35 Doing My Bit for Ireland to think and feel, write, paint, or work for the best interests of Ireland; to make every act, personal or communal, count for the betterment of Ireland — all this was animated by love of our country. The Sinn Fein was constantly inspired by poems and essays which ap- peared in Arthur Griffith's weekly mag- azine. That poetry to-day is known throughout civilization as the poetry of the "Celtic Revival." There was a gospel of "passive re- sistance," too, which led Irishmen to refuse to pay taxes or take any part in the Anglicizing of Ireland. It was this phase that soon won the disapproval of the party that stood for parliamentary activity, and naturally it aroused dis- satisfaction in England. From Ash Street the countess took me to Glasnevin Cemetery, where men 36 Doing My Bit for Ireland lie buried, who, having lived under con- ditions such as I had just looked upon, spent their lives in protest against the same. Here was the grave of O'Dono- van Rossa and a score of others whom I felt were heroes. Here, also, was the grave of Anne Devlin, that brave woman who refused to betray Robert Emmet to the British officers seeking him after his unsuccessful effort to oppose English rule in 1803. These graves and the ruinous houses of Ash Street show patriotism and poverty working for each other and, despite themselves, against each other. A few months after my visit, there was fighting all about Glasnevin Ceme- tery between the Royal Irish Constab- ulary and those who were to carry on the traditions of the great struggle. Not far from the home of Countess Markievicz stand the Portobello bar- 17 Doing My Bit for Ireland racks, while much farther off are the Beggar's Bush barracks. She asked me one day if I thought I could make a plan of the latter from observation that would be of use if at any time it was decided to dynamite them. She gave no explanation, did not even tell me in what part of Dublin the barracks were located nor that two officers of the Irish Volunteers had already tried to make this plan and had failed. But she knew that I had had experience in gaging dis- tances and drawing maps. I had just taken a course in calculus, and it was when telling her of my love for mathe- matics that she set me this task. There was a large map of Dublin on the wall of a study in her house. I scrutinized this carefully, for I did not know my way alone about Dublin. Then I started out and found the place without great difficulty. It is in the 38 Doing My Bit for Ireland southwestern outskirts of the city, a large, brick structure rilling in the right angle where two streets meet. From this corner I walked very slowly along the front of the barracks, counting my paces, gaging the height of the outer wall, and studying the building itself for anything its secretive exterior might betray. I presently noticed that the loopholes which appeared in the wall at regular intervals stopped short a num- ber of yards from the corner. They had been filled in with bricks of a slightly different color than the rest of the wall. At once I asked myself why this had been done and, to discover the reason, if possible, crossed the street to where I could look over the wall. I was able to see that within the right angle at the corner was a small, circular build- ing. It stood close to both the front and side wall, yet did not touch either. 39 Doing My Bit for Ireland There was room for a sentry to walk around it, and all loopholes near it had been bricked up. The conclusion I drew from this fact was that here was a powder magazine. It was so placed as not to be too notice- able from the street, easily guarded by a sentry, and conveniently near the loop- holes in case defense of the barracks became necessary. I walked away, and next approached the barracks from another side. Here I found that between the street and the main wall was a low outer wall about my own height. When I reached the spot where I thought the magazine ought to be, I took my handkerchief and let it blow — accidentally, of course — over this outer wall. A passing boy gal- lantly offered to get it for me. Being a woman and naturally curious, I found it necessary to pull myself up on tiptoe to 40 Doing My Bit for Ireland watch him as he climbed over the wall. The ground between the two walls had not been paved, but was of soft earth. I had seen enough. Thanking the boy, I put my handkerchief carefully into my pocket so as not to trouble any one else by making them climb about on Dublin walls, and went on my way. Upon my return to Leinster Road, I gave the distances and heights I had taken to Madam, describing the way a hole could be dug, under cover of a dark night, between the two walls close to where the magazine stood. A quantity of explosive could be placed in this hole, a long wire could be attached to a de- tonator and laid along the outer wall for some distance, and then, without being noticed, some one could touch the end of the wire with the battery from a pocket flashlamp. The explosion that followed, I felt sure, would blow up not 4i Doing My Bit for Ireland only the inner wall, but the wall of the magazine and set off the powder stored therein. Madam asked me to write this all down. Later she showed what I had written to the man who was to be Com- mander-in-chief of the Republican army in Dublin, James Connolly. He knew Beggar's Bush barracks well enough to see that my map was correct and be- lieved the plan practicable enough to ' carry out in case conscription should be- come a fact in Ireland despite all prom- ises to the contrary. But the test I had been put to was, it seemed, not merely a test of my ability to draw maps and figure distances. From that day I was taken into the con- fidence of the leaders of the movement for making Ireland a republic. The situation, I learned from Mr. Connolly, was very hopeful, because for the first time in hundreds of years those 42 Doing My Bit for Ireland who were planning a revolution to free Ireland had organized bodies of Irish- men who not only were well trained in the use of firearms, but so full of the spirit of the undertaking that they were ready at a moment's notice to mobilize. There was the Irish Citizen Army which Mr. Connolly had organized after the Transport Workers' strike to defend working-men from onslaughts by the police. I do not believe any one who has not seen what we call a "baton charge" of the Dublin police can quite comprehend the motives which make for such ruthless methods. In the first place, whenever the police are called out for strike duty or to be on the lookout for rioting, they are given permission to drink all they wish. At the station-houses are big barrels of porter from which the police are ex- pected to help themselves freely. Then 43 Doing My Bit for Ireland the saloon-keepers — we call them pub- licans — are not expected to refuse a drink to any policeman who demands it, and are paid or not according to the mood of the protector of the public peace. Add to this that the police do not attack in order to disperse a crowd, but to kill. In a public square where a crowd has gathered to hear a labor speech, the police assemble on four sides and, upon a given signal, rush to the center, pushing even innocent pass- ers-by into the midst of the crowd that, on the instant, has become a mob. Then the police use their batons like shil- lalahs, swinging them around and around before bringing them down upon the heads of the people. Fearing one of these baton attacks in 1913, Madam, having come down to the square in her car, had just stepped out upon the sidewalk when she was struck 44 Doing My Bit for Ireland full in the face by a policeman's club! On that same day, too, the police rushed into the adjoining streets and clubbed every person they met, even people sev- eral blocks from the square who, at the moment, were coming out of church from vesper service. Mr. Connolly found that in any strike in Ireland the interests of England and of the employer were the same ; that his strikers had to meet the two members of the opposition without any defense. Therefore he had organized the men who were righting for better hours and wages into a "Citizen Army/' It is against the law for any one to bear arms in Ireland, but in this case the authori- ties could do nothing because they had not disarmed the men of Ulster when the latter armed and drilled to defend them- selves against Home Rule, should it be- come a fact. The Ulster-men were 45 Doing My Bit for Ireland openly planning insurrection under Sir Edward Carson — insurrection against a law, a political measure desired by the majority! It was an anarchistic out- break that Carson had in mind. Mr. Connolly, on the other hand, was organ- izing simply for defense against police power that had grown unbridled in its activities. No one interfered with him. As always, this organization was un- der surveillance, and reports about it were sent to the authorities. But there appeared to be no more than three hun- dred members, a small body not dan- gerous to the police if it should come into conflict with them. It was not known that there were several times three hundred members, but that only this number was allowed to drill or march at any one time. This drilling baffled the police. Many a night the three hundred would be mobilized and 46 Doing My Bit for Ireland quietly march through Dublin out into the country, the police trailing wearily and nervously after them, expecting some excitement along the line of march. Nothing ever happened. Back to town in the wee, small hours the police would come, only to see the men disperse as quietly as they had assembled and go home to bed. After this had happened many times, it no longer attracted offi- cial attention. Only perfunctory re- ports were made of any mobilization of the Citizen Army, and thus it came about that on Easter Sunday the mo- bilization was taken for nothing more than the usual drill and not reported. The second organization, the Irish Volunteers, was brought into being by those in favor of Home Rule, and was a makeweight against the Ulster-men. Since the Irish Volunteers were organ- ized to protect law, to uphold Home 47 Doing My Bit for Ireland Rule should it become a fact as prom- ised, nothing could be done by the au- thorities when the volunteers began to arm themselves. Besides, nothing had been done to prevent the Ulster-men from arming themselves. The conserv- ative press in England actually sup- ported the Ulster-men, and English army officers resigned rather than dis- arm them. What, then, could they be expected to do to a body of men who stood for law and order instead of op- posing it as in Ulster? This situation made possible a strategic position for the leaders of the Republican move- ment. Had not the authorities realized that now they would meet with armed re- sistance if they broke their promise about conscription, we should have had to send our brothers to France and Flanders early in the war. But the 48 Doing My Bit for Ireland Citizen Army and the Irish Volunteers had no intention of allowing men to be carried off to fight England's battles when, for the first time in many years, there was a chance of winning freedom for Ireland. To keep this constantly in the public mind, Mr. Connolly had a large sign hung over the main entrance to Liberty Hall, his headquarters: WE SERVE NEITHER KING NOR KAISER, BUT IRELAND 49 Ill THE need of explosives was great, and I took part in a number of ex- peditions to obtain them. One night we raided a ship lying in the river. The sailors were drunk, and three or four of our men had no trouble in getting into the hold. I was standing guard on the other side of the embankment wall, holding one end of a string that served as a telegraph between our outposts in the street and our men in the boat. One jerk from me meant, "Some one com- ing"; two jerks, "Police"; three jerks, "Clear out as best you can." Suddenly I heard the outpost up the street whistling a patriotic tune. This was a signal to me. It meant the po- 5o Doing My Bit for Ireland lice were coming. I gave two jerks of the string and waited. A policeman came slowly toward me. He had his dark-lantern and, catching sight of me, flashed it in my face. He stared, but said nothing. No doubt he was wondering what a decently dressed girl was doing in that part of town at such an hour. I watched him as closely as he watched me. If he caught sight of my string, I intended to give three jerks, and, at the same moment, throw pepper in his face, my only weapon. But he did not notice the string, and passed on. My heart had stopped beat- ing; now it began again, though I felt rather queer. Risks like this have to be taken, however, when one is prepar- ing a revolution and has neither fire- arms nor ammunition, the people in power having put an embargo upon them. It is all in the way of war. I 5i Doing My Bit for Ireland can add that this raid was as successful as usual. One day the countess took several of us, including her dog Poppet, out be- yond Dundrum. Upon our return we could call this expedition "a little shoot- ing party." And it would be the truth, for Poppet, being an Irish cocker, more interested in hunting than in revolts, joined himself to two men who were in- tent on getting birds. He was of so great assistance that these men, in rec- ognition of his services, gave us a few of the birds he brought in. We took them home as trophies. But the whole truth was that we had been out to test dynamite. We were looking for some old wall to blow up, and found one on the side of a hill. After the hunters had disappeared, two of us were posted with field-glasses while Madam set off the explosive. It 52 A. FIANNA BOY Doing My Bit for Ireland was a lonely place, so we were not dis- turbed. The great stones flew into the air with dust and thunder. Indeed, the country people round about, when they heard that rumble and saw the cloud of smoke, must have wondered at the sud- den thunder-storm on the hill. An Irishman told me once that, al- though he had hoped for a revolution and worked for it, he had never felt it would be a reality until one night when he and some friends, out cross-country walking in the moonlight, came upon Madam and her Fianna boys bivouacked in the open. They had come out for a drill. She was in uniform, with knee- breeches, puttees, and officer's coat, and the whole scene was martial and intense. The Fianna were proud of the fact that they were the first military organ- ization in Ireland, four years older than either the Irish Citizen Army or the 55 Doing My Bit for Ireland Irish Volunteers. It was in 1909 that the countess heard of Baden-Powell coming to Ireland to organize his Brit- ish Boy Scouts, where they might be useful later on to the empire. She tried to get people interested in organiz- ing the same way for Ireland, and fi- nally made this her own task, though she knew nothing of military tactics and as little of boys. There w r as virtually no money or equipment like that in Baden-Powell's organization, and nat- urally many blunders were made at the outset. But she studied both boys and tactics, and finally came to believe that to succeed, the spirit of old Ireland must be invoked. So the organization was given the historic Gaelic name, Fianna, with its flavor of romance and patriotic tradition. The boys saved up their money for uniforms and equipment, and from the beginning were aware of them- 56 Doing My Bit for Ireland selves as an independent, self-respecting body. They have stood well the test of the revolution.. One of the most popular actresses at the Abbey Theater in Dublin was Helen Maloney. Through her energy Mr. Connolly returned from America to organize the working-men of Ireland, and thus met the countess. From the friendship and cooperation of these three persons, you can judge how all class distinction had gone down before the love of Ireland and the determina- tion to free her. James Connolly was a very quiet man at the time I met him, quiet and tense. He was short and thick-set, with a shrewd eye and determined speech. He proved a genius at organization, and this was lucky, for in Dublin there are no great factories, except Guinness's, to employ large numbers of men, and this 57 Doing My Bit for Ireland makes organization difficult. To have managed such a strike as the Transport Workers' in 19 13, after only half a dozen years of organization, is proof of his great ability. And then to or- ganize a Citizen's Army! Connolly is the answer to those who think the rising was the work of dream- ers and idealists. No one who knew him could doubt that when he led his army of working-men into battle for the Irish Republic, he believed there was a good fighting chance to establish such a republic. He was practical, and had no wish to spill blood for the mere glory of it; there was nothing melodramatic about him. A north of Ireland man, — he originally came from the only part of Ireland I know well, County Monaghan, — he had many times given proof of sound judgment and courage. He was often at the house of the countess while 58 Doing My Bit for Ireland I was visiting her, and one evening, just before I left, Madam called my atten- tion to the fact that he was in better spirits than for a long time past. Word had come to him from America that on or near Easter Sunday a shipf ul of arms and ammunition would arrive in Ire- land. This news determined the date of the rising, for it was all that was needed from without to insure success. We believed this then, and do still. We were collecting and hiding what arms and ammunition we could. In proportion to the amount of courage of those in the secret, so the dynamite that they hid against the day soon to come grew and accumulated. Though the house in Leinster Road was always watched, the countess had it stocked like an arsenal. Bombs and rifles were hid- den in absurd places, for she had the skill to do it and escape detection. A 59 Doing My Bit for Ireland French journalist who visited Dublin shortly before the insurrection possibly came upon some of this evidence, or perhaps it was only the Fianna uniforms which impressed him, for he wrote : "The salon of the Countess Mar- kiewicz is not a salon. It is a military headquarters." Despite this martial ardor, Madam found time to write poetry and "sedi- tious" songs. This poetry would be in print now had not the house of Mrs. Wise-Power, where she left it for safe- keeping, been blown to pieces by Eng- lish gunners when they tried to find the range of the post-office. Their marks- manship would not have been so poor, perhaps, had they had the countess to teach them. Many of the singers of our old and new lays are in prison, sentenced for their part in stirring up insurrection, 60 Doing My Bit for Ireland even though they had nothing to do with the rising itself. The authorities seemed to take no notice of these pa- triotic concerts while they were being given, but afterward they paid this mod- ern minstrelsy the tribute it deserved. For these concerts were full of inspi- ration to every one who attended. Though all were in the open, they were, as a matter of fact, "seditious," if that word means stirring up rebellion against those who rule you against your will. One of the many things I recall gives a clear idea of the untiring and never- ending enthusiasm of the countess. She realized one day that the Christmas- cards usually sold in Ireland were "made in Germany/' and since the war was on, had been supplanted by cards "made in England." She sat down at once to design Irish Christmas-cards for the holiday season of 1916. But 61 Doing My Bit for Ireland when that Christmas came around she was in prison, and the cards were — no one can say where. When I left Dublin to return to my teaching in Glasgow, they made me promise that I would come back when- ever they sent for me, probably just be- fore Easter. 62 IV WHEN I told my mother on my return of the plans for Easter, she shook her head. "There never was an Irish rising that some one did n't betray it," she said. "It was so in '67, and before that in 1798.'" But she did not appreciate the spirit I had found in Dublin. I told her that all were united, rich and poor, dock- workers, school-teachers, poets, and bar-tenders. They were working to- gether ; I believed they would stand and fight together. And I was right. It was not easy to go quietly back to teaching mathematics and hear only now and then what was going on in 63 Doing My Bit for Ireland Dublin. Fortunately, Glasgow is two fifths Irish. Indeed, there are as many Irish there as in Dublin itself, and the spirit among the younger generation is perhaps more intense because we are a little to one side and thus afraid of be- coming outsiders. In February, when conscription came to Scotland, there was nothing for mem- bers of the Irish Volunteers in Glasgow to do but to disappear. I knew one lad of seventeen whose parents, though Irish, wanted him to volunteer in the service of the empire. He refused, telling them his life belonged to Ire- land. He went over to fight at the time of the rising, and served a year in prison afterward. Whenever an Irish Volunteer was notified to report for service in the Glasgow contingent of the British army, he would slip across the same night to 64 Doing My Bit for Ireland Ireland, and go to Kimmage, where a camp was maintained for these boys. While the British military authorities were hunting for them in Scotland and calling them "slackers," they were drill- ing and practising at the target, or making ammunition for a cause they believed in and for which they were ready to die. Presently news came from Dublin that James Connolly had written a play entitled, "Under which Flag?" We heard also that when it was produced, it had a great effect upon the public. In this play the hero, during the last act, chooses the flag of the republic and the final curtain falls. Some one told Mr. Connolly he ought to write another act to show what happened afterward. His reply was that another act would have to be written by "all of us to- gether." 65 Doing My Bit for Ireland I know that many people in this coun- try have seen the Irish Players and felt their work was a great contribution to the drama, but I doubt if any one here can realize what it means to see upon the stage a play dealing with your hopes and fears just at a time when one or the other are about to be realized. For ten years the world has watched with interest as these plays were staged, as poetry appeared which seemed to have a new note in it. The world called it a "Celtic Revival." England, too, was interested, for these Irish playwrights, poets, and painters served to stimulate her own artists. What if some of the sagas, revived by archaeologists, did picture Irish heroism? What if the theme of play or poem was a free Ire- land? What if school-boys under a Gaelic name did play at soldiering? "Dangerous?" some one asked. 66 Doing My Bit for Ireland "Nonsense!" retorted mighty Eng- land. "Would poets, pedagogues, and dreamers dare to lead the Irish people against the imperial power that had dominated them for centuries? Un- thinkable!" England has never understood us so little as in these last ten years. Our pride was growing tremendously — pride not in what we have, but in what we are. The Celtic Revival was only an expression of this new pride. It was on the eighteenth of April that a member of the Dublin town council discovered that the British meant to seize all arms and ammunition of the Irish Volunteers and Irish Citizen Army. History was repeating itself. It was on an eighteenth of April that American colonists discovered the Brit- ish intention of seizing their arms and ammunition at Concord. In both cases 6 7 Doing My Bit for Ireland revolt was made inevitable by this ac- tion. What the reason was that led imme- diately to such an order being given to the British military authorities in Dub- lin, I do not know. It had to do with conscription, of course, and it may have been quickened by the resistance of the Irish Citizen Army to the police. Madam told me that, a short time before, the police had attempted one noon to raid Liberty Hall while they supposed the place was empty. By the merest ac- cident, she and Mr. Connolly, with one or two others, were still there. The ob- ject of the raid was to get possession of the press on which was printed "The Workers' Republic,'' a paper published at the hall by Mr. Connolly. When the first members of the police force entered, Connolly asked them if they had a warrant. They had none. 68 Doing My Bit for Ireland He told them they could not come in without one. At the same time the countess quietly drew her revolver and as quietly pointed it in their direction in a playful manner. They understood her, however, and quickly withdrew to get their warrant. Immediately Connolly sent an order for the Citizen Army to mobilize. How they came! On the run, slipping into uniform coats as they ran; several from the tops of buildings where they were at work, others from under- ground. More than one, thinking this an occasion of some seriousness, in- stantly threw up their jobs. By the time the police returned with their warrant, the Irish Citizen Army was drawn up around Liberty Hall, ready to defend it. It was not raided. Mr. Connolly showed me a copy of 69 Doing My Bit for Ireland the secret order when I arrived on Holy Thursday. It read: The following precautionary measures have been sanctioned by the Irish Office on recom- mendation of the General Officer commanding the forces in Ireland. All preparations will be made to put these measures in force imme- diately on receipt of an order issued from the Chief Secretary's Office, Dublin Castle, and signed by the Under Secretary and the Gen- eral Officer commanding the forces in Ireland. First, the following persons will be put under arrest : All members of the Sinn Fein National Council, the Central Executive Irish Sinn Fein Volunteer County Board, Irish Sinn Fein Volunteers, Executive Committee Na- tional Volunteers, Coisda Gnotha Committee, Gaelic League. See list A3 and 4, and sup- plementary list A2. I interrupt the order to emphasize the fact that we were all listed, and that the "Sinn Fein" organization seemed to attract most attention from the author- ities. Indeed, after it was all over, the 70 Doing My Bit for Ireland rising was often called the "Sinn Fein Revolt." The Sinn Fein was an organ- ization which had become a menace to Great Britain because of its tactics of passive resistance. The words Sinn Fein, as already stated, mean "ourselves alone," and the whole movement was for an Irish Ireland. The Sinn Feiners are likened to the "Black Hand" or other anarchistic groups by those who read of them as leaders of a "revolt." As a matter of fact, they were, from the first, the liter- ary, artistic, and economic personalities who started the Celtic Revival. Ar- thur Griffiths, who is not given enough credit for the passion with which he conceived the idea of working for Ire- land as Hungarians worked for Hun- gary, published a little weekly maga- zine in which the first of the new poetry appeared. It appealed to the deepest in- 71 Doing My Bit for Ireland stincts in us ; it was a revolt of the spirit, clothing itself in practical deed. But it was not a negative program. The refusal to do or say or think in the Anglicized way, as was expected of us, held in it loyalty to something fine and free, the existence of which we believed in because we had read of it in the his- tory of Ireland in our sagas. We were not a people struggling up into an un- tried experience, but a people regaining our kingdom, which at one time in the history of mankind had been called "great" wherever it was known of or rumored. This was the feeling that animated the groups listed by British military men as the "Sinn Fein National Coun- cil" and "Central Executive and Coisda Gnotha Committee of the Gaelic League," but which to an outsider can- not, without explanation, give any idea 72 Doing My Bit for Ireland of the fire and fervor implanted in com- mittee and council. But to return to the document. It went on: An order will be issued to the inhabitants of the city to remain in their homes until such time as the Competent Military Authority may otherwise direct and permit. Pickets chosen from units of Territorial Forces will be at all points marked on maps 3 and 4. Accompanying mounted patrols will continuously visit all points and report every hour. The following premises will be occupied by adequate forces and all necessary measures used without need of reference to Head- quarters : First, premises known as Liberty Hall, Beresford Place ; No. 6 Harcourt Street, Sinn Fein Building; No. 2 Dawson Street, Headquarters Volun- teers ; No. 12 D'Olier Street, Nationality Office; No. 25 Rutland Square, Gaelic League of- fice; 73 Doing My Bit for Ireland No. 41 Rutland Square, Foresters' Hall ; Sinn Fein Volunteer premises in city; All National Volunteer premises in city; Trades Council premises, Capel Street; Surrey House, Leinster Road, Rathmines. The following premises will be isolated, all communication to or from them prevented: Premises known as the Archbishop's House, Drumcondra ; Mansion House, Dawson Street ; No. 40 Herbert Park, Ballyboden; Saint En- da's College, Hermitage, Rathfarnham ; and, in addition, premises in list 5 D, see maps 3 and 4. This order should become a classic, because it is such a good list of all meet- ing-places of those who loved and worked for Ireland in the last few years. Even the home of the countess, Surrey House, was to have been occupied; and Saint Enda's, the school where Padraic Pearse was head master and chief in- spiration, was to be "isolated." Had there been any question about a 74 Doing My Bit for Ireland rising, the possession of this secret or- der to the military authorities in Dublin would have been the signal for it. It was not to be expected that these head- quarters of all that was Irish in the city would surrender tamely to "occupa- tion." More than this, the order gave new determination to a secret organiza- tion not mentioned in it, the Irish Re- publican Brotherhood. Not that this was a new organization, or unknown to the British, for, in its several phases, it had been in existence since 1858. Its oath is secret, yet has been published in connection with disclosures about the Fenian movement. This was one of the names it bore, before the rising of 1867 betrayed it to the Government. So at this time Connolly and Padraic Pearse and McDonagh, with all those working to free Ireland, were members of this brotherhood, and the republic seemed 75 Doing My Bit for Ireland nearer becoming a reality than ever be- fore in the history of the long struggle. At Liberty Hall I saw the flag of the republic waiting to be raised. I saw, too, the bombs and ammunition stored there, and was set to work with some other girls making cartridges. This was on the Thursday before Easter. That same evening I was given a des- patch to take to Belfast. The address of the man to whom it was to be de- livered was at Mr. Connolly's home in the outskirts of the city. I was to go there first and get it from Nora Con- nolly, then go on to this man. I had never been in Belfast, and when I reached the city, it was two o'clock in the morning. The streets were dark and deserted. I finally had to ask a policeman which of the few cars run- ning would take me to that part of town where the Connollys lived. I wonder 7 6 Doing My Bit for Ireland what he would have done had he guessed I was bent upon revolutionary business. There is something very weird in know- ing that while things are going on as usual in the outer world, great changes are coming unawares. I rang in vain when I reached the house. Could all the family be some- where else ? Could I have made a mis- take? I was beginning to think so when a window opened, and I heard a voice say : "It 's all right, Mother. It 's only a girl." Presently the door opened. They had been afraid that it was the police, for in these last few days before the time set, suspense was keen. At any moment all plans might be given away to the police and every one ar- rested. A ring in the middle of the night was terrifying. They had not been to bed; they were making Red Cross bandages and learning details of 77 Doing My Bit for Ireland equipment and uniform for the first-aid girls. They had slept little for days, now that the time of the rising ap- proached. We did not dare go out again in the dead of night to hunt up the man far whom I had brought my despatch. This action would create suspicion. So about five o'clock, just when the working- people were beginning to go about their tasks, we took the street car, went into another part of Belfast, and found him. Mrs. Connolly and the girls went back to Dublin with me. They were to be there during the revolt, and did not know if they would ever see their home again ; but they dared not take anything with them except the clothes on their backs. Always no suspicion must be aroused ; it "must look as if they were starting off for the Easter holidays. This was not an easy leave-taking, for 78 Doing My Bit for Ireland there was a fair chance of the house being sacked and burned. Mrs. Con- nolly went about, picking up little things that would go in her trunk but the absence of which would not be noticed if any inquisitive policeman came in to see whether anything suspicious was going on. As we left, none of them looked back or gave any show of feel- ing. Revolution makes brave actors. That afternoon I was again at am- munition work. This time my duty was to go about Dublin, taking from hiding- places dynamite and bombs secreted therein. Once, on my way back to Liberty Hall with some dynamite wrapped in a neat bundle on the seat beside me, I heard a queer, buzzing noise. It seemed to come from inside the bundle. "Is it going off?" I asked myself, and sat tight, expecting every moment to be 79 Doing My Bit for Ireland blown to bits. But nothing happened; it was only the car-wheels complaining as we passed over an uneven bit of track. 80 V IT was on Saturday morning that I heard the news of our first defeat — a defeat before we had begun. The ship with arms and ammunition that had been promised us while I was in Dublin at Christmas, had come into Tralee Harbor and waited twenty-one hours for the Irish Volunteers of Tra- lee to come and unload her. But it had attracted no attention except from a British patrol-boat, and so had to turn about and put to sea again. There- upon, the suspicions of the officials hav- ing led them to set out after the Aud, she had shown her German colors and, in full sight of the harbor, blew herself 81 Doing My Bit for Ireland up rather than allow her valuable cargo to fall into the hands of the British. Besides several machine-guns, twenty thousand rifles and a million rounds of ammunition were aboard that ship. For every one of those rifles we could have won a man to carry it in the rebel- lion. Thus their loss was an actual loss of fighting strength. It all was a blunder that now seems like fate. The And, as first planned, was to arrive on Good Friday. Then the leaders decided it would be better not to have her arrive until after the rising had begun, or on Easter. Word of this decision was sent to America, to be forwarded to Germany. This was done, but the And had just sailed, keep- ing to her original schedule. She car- ried no wireless, and so could not be reached at sea. I often think the heroic determination 82 Doing My Bit for Ireland of that captain to sink his ship and crew must have been preceded by many hours of bitterest chagrin and anxiety. He could not have had the slightest idea why the plan was not being carried out. It would have been, too, had the Volun- teers at Tralee, remembering the uncer- tainty of all communication, been on watch for fear the countermanding order might have miscarried. But it was too late now to draw back, even had the leaders so desired. I do not believe that idea ever entered their heads, for their course of action had been long planned. Two men, how- ever, were uncertain of the wisdom of going on with it. One of them, The O'Rahilly, was minister of munitions in the provisional government and felt the loss keenly, because his entire plan of work had been based on this cargo now at the bottom of the ocean. When he 83 Doing My Bit for Ireland found that the majority believed suc- cess was still possible, and that the seizure of arms in the British arsenals in Ireland would compensate for the loss, he gave in and worked as whole- heartedly as the others. The second man to demur was Professor Eoin Mc- Neill, who was at the head of the Irish Volunteers as their commander-in- chief. He did not wish to risk the lives of his men against such heavy odds. Yet, when he left the conference, he had not given one hint of actually opposing plans then under discussion. As I came out of church on Easter morning, I saw placards everywhere to this effect : NO VOLUNTEER MANCEUVERS TO-DAY This was astounding! The maneu- vers were to be the beginning of the 84 Doing My Bit for Ireland revolution. To-day they were not to be the usual, simple drill, but the real beginning of military action. All over Ireland the Volunteers were expected to mobilize and stay mobilized until the blow had been struck — until, perhaps, victory had been won. And the Irish Volunteers made up two thirds of our fighting force. "No Volunteer manceu- vers to-day" ? What could it mean? I bought a newspaper and read the order of demobilization, signed by Pro- fessor McNeill. What could have hap- pened? I hurried to Liberty Hall to find the leaders there as much in the dark as I. They knew McNeill had been depressed and fearful of results, but they had not supposed him capable of actually calling off his men from the movement so late in the day, though this was quite within his technical rights if he wished. They had taken for granted 85 Doing My Bit for Ireland that he, like The O'Rahilly, would pre- fer to cast in his lot with the rest of us. I recalled that at Christmas the countess had been eager to have another head chosen for the Volunteers. Over and over again she had said that, though Mc- Neill had been splendid for purposes of organization, and the presence of so earnest and pacific a man in command of the Volunteers had prevented England from getting nervous, he was not the man for a crisis. She liked him, but her intuition proved right. He could not bear that his Irish Volunteers should risk their lives and gain nothing thereby. He truly believed they had no chance without the help the And had promised. As soon as he had published his demo- bilization order, he went to his home out- side Dublin and stayed there during the rising. It was there he was arrested and, though his action so helped the 86 Doing My Bit for Ireland British that the royal commission after- ward said he "broke the back of the rebellion," he was sentenced for life, and sits to-day in Dartmoor Prison making sacks. This is the man who was one of our greatest authorities on early Irish history. There never was a hint of suspicion that McNeill's act was other than the result of fear. No one who knew him could doubt his loyalty to Ireland. It was his love for the Volunteers, the love of a man instinctively pacifist, that made him give that order. Oh, the satire of history ! By such an order, many of us believe, he delivered to the executioner the flower of Ireland's heart and brain. We believe that if those manceuvers had taken place at the time set, the British arsenals in Ireland would easily have been taken and arms provided for our men. Indeed, we would rather have 87 Doing My Bit for Ireland taken arms and ammunition from the British than have accepted them as gifts from other people. The eternal buoyancy with which Irishmen are credited came to their rescue that Sunday morning. Mr. Connolly and others believed that if word was sent into the country districts that the Citizen Army was proceeding with its plans, that the Volunteers of Dublin, consisting of four battalions under Padraic Pearse and Thomas Mc- Donaugh, were going to mobilize, the response would be immediate. At once word was sent out broadcast. Norah Connolly walked eighty miles during the week through the country about Dublin, carrying orders from head- quarters. But she, like other messen- gers, found that the Volunteers were so accustomed to McNeill's signature that they were afraid to act without it. 88 Doing My Bit for Ireland They feared a British trick. We Irish are so schooled in suspicion that it some- times counts against us. In Galway they had heard that the rising in Dublin was on, and later put up such a fight that, had it been seconded in other coun- ties by even a few groups, the republic would have lived longer than it did. It might even have won the victory in which, only three days before, we all had faith. The Volunteers numbered men from every class and station; the Citizen Army was made up of working-men who had the advantage of being under a man of decision and quick judgment. At four o'clock the Citizen Army mo- bilized in front of Liberty Hall to carry out the route march as planned. After this march the men were formed into a hollow square in front of Liberty Hall and Connolly addressed them. 89 Doing My Bit for Ireland "You are now under arms," he con- cluded. "You will not lay down your arms until you have struck a blow for Ireland!" The men cheered, shots were fired into the air, and that night their bar- racks was Liberty Hall. You might think a demonstration of this character, a speech in the open, would attract enough attention from the police to make them send a report to the authorities. None was sent. They had come to feel, I suppose, that while there was so much talk there would be little action. Nor did they remember that Easter is always the anniversary of that fight hundreds of years ago when native Irish came to drive the foreigner from Dublin. This year, in addition, it fell upon the date of the Battle of Clon- tarf, so there was double reason for 90 Doing My Bit for Ireland sentiment to seize upon the day for a revolt. During the night, Irishmen from England and Scotland who had been en- camped at Kimmage with some others, came into Dublin and joined the men at Liberty Hall. Next morning I saw them while they were drawn up, waiting for orders. Every man carried a rifle and a pike! Those pikes were admis- sion of our loss through the sinking of the And, for the men who carried them might have been shouldering additional rifles to give to any recruits picked up during the course of the day. Pikes would not appeal to an unarmed man as a fit weapon with which to meet British soldiers in battle. We could have used every one of those twenty thousand lost rifles, for they would have made a tremendous appeal. 9 1 Doing My Bit for Ireland I was sent on my bicycle to scout about the city and report if troops from any of the barracks were stirring. They were not. Moreover, I learned that their officers, for the most part, were off to the races at Fairview in the gayest of moods. When I returned to report to Mr. Connolly, I had my first glimpse of Padraic Pearse, provisional president of the Irish Republic. He was a tall man, over six feet, with broad shoulders slightly stooped from long hours as a student and writer. But he had a sol- dierly bearing and was very cool and determined, I thought, for a man on whom so much responsibility rested,- — at the very moment, too, when his dream was about to take form. Thomas McDonagh was also there. I had not seen him before in uniform, and he, too, gave me the impression that our Irish 92 JAMES CONNOLLY Doing My Bit for Ireland scholars must be soldiers at bottom, so well did he appear in his green uni- form. At Christmas he had given me a fine revolver. It would be one of my proudest possessions if I had it now, but it was confiscated by the British. I was next detailed as despatch rider for the St. Stephen's Green Command. Again I went out to scout, this time for Commandant Michael Mallin. If I did not find the military moving, I was to remain at the end of the Green until I should see our men coming in to take possession. There were no soldiers in sight; only a policeman standing at the far end of the Green doing nothing. He paid no attention to me ; I was only a girl on a bicycle. But I watched him closely. It was impossible to believe that neither the police nor the military authorities were on guard. But this chap stood about idly and was the last 95 Doing My Bit for Ireland policeman I saw until after the rising was over. They seemed to vanish from the streets of Dublin. Even to-day no one can tell you where they went. It was a great moment for me, as I stood there, when, between the budding branches of trees, I caught sight of men in dark green uniforms coming along in twos and threes to take up their position in and about the Green and at the cor- ners of streets leading into it. There were only thirty-six altogether, whereas the original plan had been for a hun- dred. That was one of the first effects of Eoin McNeill's refusal to join us. But behind them I could see, in the spring sunlight, those legions of Irish who made their fight against as heavy or heavier odds and who, though they died, had left us their dream to make real. Perhaps this time — At last all the men were standing 96 Doing My Bit for Ireland ready, awaiting the signal. In every part of Dublin similar small groups were waiting for the hour to strike. The revolution had begun,! 97 VI TO the British, I am told, there was something uncanny about the sud- denness with which the important cen- ters of Dublin's life were quietly seized at noon on Easter Monday by groups of calm, determined men in green uni- forms. They were not merely surprised ; they were frightened. The superstitious ele- ment in their fear was great, too. It had always been so. When Kitchener was drowned off the Irish coast, a man I know, an Irishman, spoke of it to an English soldier. "Yes; you and your damned rosa- ries!" retorted the soldier, looking frightened even as he said it. 9 8 Doing My Bit for Ireland The British seem to feel we are in league with unearthly powers against which they have no protection. On Easter Monday they believed that behind this sudden decision, as it ap- peared to them, something dark and sinister was lurking. How else would we dare to revolt against the British Empire? It was as if our men were not flesh and blood, but spirits sum- moned up by their own bad conscience to take vengeance for many centuries of misrule. It must have been some such feeling that accounted for the way they lost, at the very outset, all their usual military calm and ruthlessness. We recognized this feeling, and it made our men stronger in spirit. We were convinced of the justice of our cause, convinced that even dying was a small matter compared with the priv- ilege we now shared of fighting for that 99 Doing My Bit for Ireland cause. Besides, there was no traitor in our ranks. No one had whispered a word of our plans to the British author- ities. That is one reason why our memory of Easter Week has in it some- thing finer than the memory of any other rising in the past. You must bear in mind that the temptation to betray the rising must have been just as strong, that it had in it just as much guarantee of security for the future, as heretofore. Yet no one yielded to this temptation. Even more amazing was the fact that the authorities had not paid any heed to those utterances which for months past had been highly seditious. For instance, here is what Padraic Pearse stated openly in one of his articles : I am ready. For years I have waited and prayed for this day. We have the most glori- ous opportunity that has ever presented itself IOO Doing My Bit for Ireland of really asserting ourselves. Such an oppor- tunity will never come again. We have Ire- land's liberty in our hands. Or are we content to remain as slaves and idly watch the final ex- termination of the Gael ? Nothing could be more outspoken or direct. When it is remembered that England's enemies have always been regarded as Ireland's allies; that an English war, wherever fought, is a sig- nal for us to rise once more, no mat- ter how many defeats we have suffered, it might have been supposed the British, stationed in such numbers in and around Dublin, would not have been put to sleep by what must have seemed, to the wary observer, an acute attack of openness and a vigorous interest in military affairs. There were some, of course, among the police and officials who made their reports of "highly seditious" meet- ings and writings, but I suppose the 101 Doing My Bit for Ireland authorities did not believe we would strike. From America they learned of aid to come by ship when Igel's papers were seized by United States authori- ties. It may have been this information that put the English patrol-boats on their guard in Tralee Harbor. It even may have been thought that when that ship went down the rising was automat- ically ended. So it might have been had our revolt been "made in Germany," but it must be remembered that it was the Irish who approached the Germans. Thus there was no anxiety in Dublin that Easter Monday except as to which horse would win the Fairview races. As soon as our men were in position in St. Stephen's Green, I rode off down Leeson Street toward the Grand Canal to learn if the British soldiers were now leaving Beggar's Bush or the Portobello barracks. Everything remained quiet. 102 Doing My Bit for Ireland That signified to me that our men had taken possession of the post-office for headquarters and of all other premises decided on in the revised plan of strategy adapted to a much smaller army. The names of these places do not sound martial. Jacob's Biscuit Fac- tory, Boland's Bakery, Harcourt Street Railway Station, and Four Courts are common enough, but each had been chosen for the strategic advantage it would give those defending Dublin with a few men against a great number. The Dublin & Southeastern Railway yards, for example, gave control of the approach from Kingstown where, it was expected, the English coming over to Ireland would land. Again I was sent out to learn if the Harcourt Street Station had been occu- pied by our men. This had been done, and already telegraph wires there, as 103 Doing My Bit for Ireland well as elsewhere, had been cut to isolate Dublin. Telephone wires were cut, too, but one was overlooked. By that wire word of the rising reached London much sooner than otherwise would have been the case. But here again, the wonder is not that something had been overlooked, but that so much was accomplished. By the original plan, volunteers were told off to do this wire-cutting and the hundred and one things necessary to a revolt taking place in a city like Dublin. When this work was redistributed to one third the original number of men, it was hard to be certain that those who had never drilled for the kind of task assigned them could do it at all. This insurrec- tion had been all but rehearsed, during those months when it was being worked out on paper, by daily and weekly drills. Upon my return, I found our men 104 Doing My Bit for Ireland intrenching themselves in St. Stephen's Green. All carried tools with which to dig themselves in, and shrubbery was used to protect the trenches. Motor- cars and drays passing the Green were commandeered, too, to form a barricade. Much to the bewilderment of their occu- pants, who had no warning that any- thing was amiss in Dublin, the men in green uniforms would signal them to stop. Except in one instance, they did so quickly enough. Then they were told to get out. An experienced chauf- feur among our men would jump in at once and drive the car to a position where it was needed. The occupants would stand for a moment aghast, then take to their heels. One drayman refused his cart and persisted in his refusal, not believing it when our men told him this was war. He was shot. Two British officers were taken prison- 105 Doing My Bit for Ireland ers in one of the autos. We could not afford men to stand guard over them, but we took good care of them. After- ward they paid us the tribute of saying that we obeyed all the rules of war. Commandant Mallin gave me my first despatch to carry to headquarters at the general post-office. As I crossed O'Connell Street, I had to ride through great crowds of people who had gathered to hear Padraic Pearse read the' proclamation of the republic at the foot of Nelson's Pillar. They had to scatter when the Fifth Lancers — the first of the military forces to learn that insurgents had taken possession of the post-office — rode in among them to at- tack the post-office. Nothing can give one a better idea of how demoralized the British were by the first news of the rising than to learn that they sent cavalry to attack a forti- 106 POBLAC HT NA H E IREANH. THE PROVISIONAL GOVERNMENT OF THE IRISH REPUBLIC to ras mm or isiuns. IRISHMEN AND IRISHWOMEN In the name of God and of the dead generations from which she receives her old tradition of nationhood. Ireland, through us. summons her children to her flag and strikes for her freedom. Having organised and trained her manhood through her secret revolutionary organisation, the Irish Republican Brotherhood, and through her open military organisations, the Irish Volunteers and the Irish Citizen Army, having patiently perfected her discipline, having resolutely waited for the right moment to reveal itself, she now seizes that moment, and. supported by her exiled children in America and by gallant allies in Europe, but relying in the first on her own strength, she 6tnkes in full confidence of victory. We declare the right of the people of Ireland to the ownership of Ireland, and to the unfettered control of Irish destinies, to be sovereign and indefeasible. The long usurpation of that right by a foreign peopie and government has not extinguished lbs right, nor can u ever be extinguished except by the destruction of the Irish people. In every generation the Irish people have asserted their right to national freedom and sovereignty . six times during the past three hundred years they have asserted it in arms. Standing on that fundamental right and again asserting it in arms in the face of the world, we hereby proclaim the Irish Republic as a Sovereign Independent State, and wc pledge our lives and the lives of our comrades-in-arms to the cause of its freedom, of its welfare, and of its exaltation among the nations. The Irish Republic is entitled to. and hereby claims, the allegiance of every Irishman and Irishwoman. The Republic guarantees religious and civil liberty, equal rights and equal opportunities to all its citizens, ahd declares its resolve to pursue the happiness and prosperity of the whole nation and of all its parts, cherishing all the children of the nation equally, and oblivious of the differences carefully fostered by an alien government, which have divided a minority from the majority in the past. Until our arms have brought the opportune moment for the establishment of a permanent National Government, representative of the whole people of Ireland and elected by the suffrages of all her men and women, the Provisional Government, hereby constituted, will administer the civil and military affairs of the Republic in trust for the people. We place the cause of the Irish Republic under tha protection of the Most High God. Whose blessing we invoke upon our arms, and we pray that no one who serves that cause will dishonour it by cowardice, inhumanity, or rapine. In this supreme hour the Irish nation must, by its valour and discipline and by the readiness of its children to sacrifice themselves for the common good, prove itself worthyof the august destiny to which it is called. Signed on Behalf of the Provisional Qovernment. THOMAS J. CLARKE. SEAN Mac DIARMADA. THOMAS MacDONAGH. P. H. PEARSE. EAMONN CEANNT, JAMES CONNOLLY. JOSEPH PLUNKETT. THE PROCLAMATION OF THE IRISH REPUBLIC (All of its signers were executed) Doing My Bit for Ireland fied building. Men on horseback stood no chance against rifle-fire from the windows of the post-office. It must be said in extenuation, however, that it probably was because this cavalry de- tachment had just convoyed some am- munition-wagons to a place not far from O'Connell Street, and so were sent to "scatter" men who, they supposed, could be put to flight by the mere appearance of regulars on horseback. When I reached the open space in front of the post-office, I saw two or three men and horses lying in the street, killed by the first volley from the build- ing. It was several days before these horses were taken away, and there was something in the sight of the dumb beasts that hurt me every time I had to pass them. It may sound harsh when I say that the thought of British soldiers being killed in the same way did not 109 Doing My Bit for Ireland awaken similar feelings. That is be- cause for many centuries we have been harassed by men in British uniform. They have become to us symbols of a power that seems to delight in tyranny. Even while I was cycling toward the post-office, the crowd had reassembled to watch the raising of the flag of the Irish Republic. As the tricolor — green, white, and orange — appeared above the roof of the post-office, a salute was fired. A few days later, while it was still waving, James Connolly wrote : "For the first time in seven hundred years the flag of a free Ireland floats triumphantly over Dublin City !" Mr. Connolly and a few of his officers came out to look at it as it waved up there against the sky. I saw an old woman go up to him and, bending her knee, kiss his hand. Indeed, the people loved and trusted him. no Doing My Bit for Ireland Inside the post-office our men were busy putting things to right after the lancers' attack. They were getting ready for prolonged resistance. Win- dow-panes were smashed, and barri- cades set up to protect men who soon would be shooting from behind them. Provisions were brought over from Liberty Hall, where they had long been stored against this day. But what im- pressed me most was the way the men went at it, as though this was the usual sort of thing to be doing and all in the day's work. There was no sign of ex- citement, but there was a tenseness, a sense of expectancy, a kind of exalta- tion, that was almost more than I could bear. I delivered my despatch, and was given another to carry back to Com- mandant Mallin. Crowds were still in O'Connell Street when I left on my in Doing My Bit for Ireland errand. They were always there when bullets were not flying, and always seemed in sympathy with the men in the post-office. I found this same sym- pathy all over the city wherever I went. Even when men would not take guns and join us, they were friendly. The soldiers from Portobello bar- racks were sent out twice on Monday to attack our position in St. Stephen's Green. The first time was at noon, before we were completely intrenched. They had gone only as far as Portobello Bridge, but a few rods from the bar- racks, when they were fired on from the roof of Davies's public-house just the other side of the bridge. Our rifle-fire was uninterrupted, and a number of the soldiers fell. They probably thought they were dealing with a considerable force, for they did not advance until the firing ceased or until word was brought 112 Doing My Bit for Ireland to the three men on the roof that we were securely intrenched. Even then they did not come on to attack us, but went somewhere else in the city. At six o'clock that evening, just when it was beginning to grow dusk, on my way back from the post-office I noticed that the crowd of curious civilians who had been hanging about the Green all day had quite disappeared. The next thing I saw was two persons hurrying away from the Green. These were Town Councilor Partridge and the countess. They came to a halt in the street just ahead of me. Then I saw the British soldiers coming up Har- court Street! The countess stood motionless, wait- ing for them to come near. She was a lieutenant in the Irish Volunteers and, in her officer's uniform and black hat with great plumes, looked most impres- 113 Doing My Bit for Ireland sive. At length she raised her gun to her shoulder — it was an "automatic" over a foot long, which she had con- verted into a short rifle by taking out the wooden holster and using it as a stock — and took aim. Neither she nor Partridge noticed me as I came up be- hind them. I was quite close when they fired. The shots rang out at the same moment, and I saw the two officers lead- ing the column drop to the street. As the countess was taking aim again, the soldiers, without firing a shot, turned and ran in great confusion for their barracks. The whole company fled as fast as they could from two people, one of them a woman! When you con-i sider, however, that for years these soldiers had been going about Dublin as if they owned it; that now they did not know from what house or street corner they might be fired upon by men 114 Doing My Bit for Ireland in green uniforms, it is not to be won- dered at that they were temporarily demoralized. As we went back to the Green, Madam told me of the attempt made that morn- ing by herself, Sean Connolly, and ten others to enter Dublin Castle and plant the flag of the Irish republic on the roof of that stronghold of British power in Ireland. There always is a consider- able military force housed in the castle, but so completely were they taken by surprise that for a few moments it seemed as if the small group would suc- ceed in entering. It was only when their leader, Sean Connolly, was shot dead that the attempt was abandoned. It seemed to me particularly fitting that Madam had been a member of this party, for she belonged by "right of birth" to those who always were invited to social affairs at the castle. Yet she ii5 Doing My Bit for Ireland had long refused to accept these invita- tions, and had. taken the side of those who hoped for the ultimate withdrawal of those Dublin Castle hosts. Immediately after this gallant at- tempt, which might have succeeded had it taken place on Sunday with the num- ber of men originally intended, Madam returned to St. Stephen's Green and alone and single-handed took possession of the College of Surgeons. This is a big, square, granite building on the west side of the Green. It was, as we later discovered, impregnable. For all im- pression they made, the machine-gun bullets with which the British soldiers peppered it for five days might have been dried peas. The countess, fortunately, had met with no resistance. She walked up the steps, rang the bell, and, when no one answered, fired into the lock and 116 Doing My Bit for Ireland entered. The flag we flew from the roof of the building was a small one I had brought on my bicycle from head- quarters. 117 VII WE were all happy that night as we camped in St. Stephen's Green. Despite the handicap we were under through lack of men, almost everything was going our way. It was a cold, damp night. The first-aid and despatch-girls of our command went into a summer-house for shelter. It had no walls, but there was a floor to lie upon, and a roof. I slept at once and slept heavily. Madam was not so fortunate. She was too tired and excited to sleep. In- stead, she walked about, looking for some sheltered place and, to get out of the wind, tried lying down in one of the trenches. But the ground was much 118 Doing My Bit for Ireland too chilly, so she walked about until she noticed the motor-car of her friend, Dr. Katherine Lynn, seized that morning for the barricade. She climbed in, found a rug, and went to sleep in com- parative comfort. When morning came she could not forgive herself for having slept there all night while the rest of us remained outdoors. She had intended to get up after an hour or two of it and make one of us take her place. She did not waken, however, till she heard the hailing of machine-gun bullets on the roof of the car. The girls in the sum- mer-house, with the exception of my- self, were awakened at the same moment in the same way, and ran for safety behind one of the embankments. It seems the British had taken possession of a hotel at one side of the Green — the Hotel Shelbourne — and had placed a machine-gun on the roof. At four 119 Doing My Bit for Ireland o'clock in the morning they began fir- ing. The chill I was having woke me, but I quickly followed the others to their hiding-place. From the first we were aware that had we taken possession of all buildings around the Green, accord- ing to our original plan, this morning salute of the British would have been impossible. As it was, our intrench- ments and barricades proved of no avail. We realized at once we should have to evacuate the Green and retire into the College of Surgeons. Commandant Mallin sent me with a despatch to headquarters. He recog- nized immediately that a regiment could not hold the Green against a machine- gun on a tall building that could rake our position easily. As soon as I returned, I was sent away again to bring in sixteen men guarding 1 20 Doing My Bit for Ireland the Leeson Street bridge. If we aban- doned the Green before they could join us, they would be cut off and in great danger. As I rode along on my bicycle, I had my first taste of the risks of street- fighting. Soldiers on top of the Hotel Shelbourne aimed their machine-gun directly at me. Bullets struck the wooden rim of my bicycle wheels, puncturing it; others rattled on the metal rim or among the spokes. I knew one might strike me at any moment, so I rode as fast as I could. My speed saved my life, and I was soon out of range around a corner. I was not exactly frightened nor did I feel aware of having shown any special courage. My anxiety for the men I was to bring in filled my mind, for though I was out of range, unless we could find a round- about way to the College of Surgeons seventeen of us would be under fire. 121 Doing My Bit for Ireland To make matters worse, the men were on foot. After I reached this group and gave the order for their return, I scouted ahead up streets I knew would bring us back safely to the college, unless already guarded by the British. It was while I was riding ahead of them that I had fresh evidence of the friendliness of the people. Two men presently approached me. They stepped out into the street and said quietly: "All is safe ahead/' I rode back, told the guard, and we moved on more rapidly. At another spot a woman leaned out of her window just as I was passing. "You are losing your revolver/' she called to me. She may have saved my life by that warning, for my revolver had torn its way through the pocket of my raincoat, and, in another moment, would have 122 Doing My Bit for Ireland fallen to the ground. Had it been dis- charged, the result might have been fatal. As we came to the College of Sur- geons and were going in by a side door, the men were just retiring from the Green. Since every moment counted, I had ridden ahead to report to Com- mandant Mallin, and while he stood listening to me, a bullet whizzed through his hat. He took it off, looked at it without comment, and put it on again. Evidently the machine-gun was still at work. One of our boys was killed before we got inside the College of Surgeons. Had the British gunners been better trained for their task, we might have lost more, for we were completely at their mercy from the moment they began to fire at dawn until the big door of the college closed, and we took up the de- 123 Doing My Bit for Ireland fense of our new position in the great stone fortress. Every time I left the college, I was forced to run the gauntlet of this machine-gun. I blessed the enemy's bad marksmanship several times a day. To be sure, they tried hard enough to hit something.. Once that day I saw them shooting at our first-aid girls, who made excellent targets in their white dresses, with large red crosses on them. It was a miracle that none of them was wounded. Bullets passed through one girl's skirt, and another girl had the heel of her shoe shot off. If I myself had not seen this happen, I could not have believed that British soldiers would dis- obey the rules of war concerning the Red Cross. Mr. Connolly had issued orders that no soldier was to be shot who did not have arms, and he did not consider the 124 Doing My Bit for Ireland side-arms they always carried as "arms." My revolver had been given me for self-defense in case I fell into the hands of any soldiers. I confess that, though I never used it, I often felt tempted when I saw British soldiers going along in twos and threes, bent on shooting any of our men. I was not in uniform, however, and had had orders not to shoot except thus clothed and so a member of the Republican Army. Some of the streets I had to ride through were as quiet and peaceful as if there was no thought of revolution in Dublin, but in others I could hear now and then scattered shots from around some corner. It was more than likely that snipers were trying to hold up a force of British on their way to attack one of our main positions. Sometimes I would hear the rattle of a machine- gun, and this warned me that I was 125 Doing My Bit for Ireland approaching a house where the enemy was raking a position held by our men. Generally, however, it was the complete and death-like emptiness of a street that warned me I was close to a scene of hot fighting. This was not always so, for there were times when the curiosity of the crowd got the better of its caution, and it would push dangerously near the shooting. Several days elapsed before the people of Dublin became fully aware of the meaning of what was going on. Riots are not rare, and this might well seem to many of them only rioting on a large scale, with some new and interest- ing features. The poor of Dublin have never been appeased with bread or cir- cuses by the British authorities. They have had to be content with starvation and an occasional street disturbance. But little bv little, as I rode along, I 126 Doing My Bit for Ireland could detect a change in attitude. Some became craven and disappeared; in others, it seemed that at last their souls might come out of hiding and face the day. The spirit at the post-office was always the same — quiet, cheerful, and energetic. I used to stand at the head of the great central staircase waiting for answers to my despatches and could see the leaders as they went to and fro through the corridor. Padraic Pearse impressed me by his natural air of com- mand. He was serious, but not trou- bled, not even when he had to ask for men from the Citizen Army to eke out the scant numbers of his Volunteers for some expedition. No one had thought it would be that way, for the Volunteers were originally two to one compared with the Citizen Army. Recruits were coming in every day, but at the most 127 Doing My Bit for Ireland there were not fifteen hundred men against twenty thousand British sol- diers stationed in or near Dublin. Whenever there came a lull in busi- ness or righting, the men would begin to sing either rebel songs or those old lays dear to Irishmen the world over. And sometimes they knelt in prayer, Prot- estants and Catholics side by side. From the very beginning there was a sense of the religious character in what we were doing. This song and prayer at the post-office were all natural, devoid of self-consciousness. A gay song would follow a solemn prayer, and somehow was not out of harmony with it. One source of inspiration at the post- office was "old Tom Clarke/' who had served fifteen years for taking part in the rising of sixty-seven. His pale, worn face showed the havoc wrought 128 Doing My Bit for Ireland by that long term in an English prison, but his spirit had not been broken. There was Jo Plunkett, too, pale and weak, having come directly from the hospital where he had just undergone an operation. But he knew what pres- tige his name would lend to this move- ment — a name famous for seven hun- dred years in Irish history. He looked like death, and he met death a few days later at the hands of the English. I talked about explosives one day with Sean McDermott and we went together to consult a wounded chemist in a rear room to find out what could be done with chemicals we had found at the College of Surgeons. Sean McDermott was like a creature from another planet who had brought his radiance with him to this one. Every one felt this and loved him for the courage and sweetness he put into all he did. 129 Doing My Bit for Ireland The O'Rahilly was another of the striking figures at the post-office. He was known as one of the handsomest men in Ireland, and, in addition to being head of a famous old clan, had large estates. He had given much property to the cause, and now was risking his life for it. He was killed on the last day of the fighting as he led a sortie into the street at one side of the post-office. His last words were, "Good-by and good luck to you!" He said those words to British prisoners he was set- ting free because the post-office had caught fire and the game was up. They afterward told of his kindness and care for them at a moment when he himself was in the greatest possible danger. I can pass anywhere for a Scotch girl,— I have often had to since the rising, — and friends will tell you I am hard-headed and practical, without the 130 Doing My Bit for Ireland least trace of mysticism. Yet, when- ever I was in general headquarters in the post-office, I felt, despite common- place surroundings and the din of fight- ing, an exalted calm that can be possible only where men are giving themselves unreservedly and with clear conscience to a great cause. 131 VIII SINGING "Soldiers are we whose lives are pledged to Ireland," we had withdrawn from St. Stephen's Green into the College of Surgeons. Only one of our men had been killed, yet this was a retreat, and we knew it. If only we had had enough men to take possession of the Shelbourne Hotel, we need not have yielded the Green. As it was, we wasted no time in mourning, but went to work at once to make our- selves ready for a siege that might last no one knew how long. Under orders from Commandant Mallin, some of the men began to cut through the walls into adjoining build- ings. Others went up on the roof to 132 Doing My Bit for Ireland use their rifles against the British sol- diers on top of the Shelbourne. Madam went about everywhere, seeking to find anything that could be of use to us. She discovered sixty-seven rifles, with fifteen thousand rounds of cartridges; also bandoliers and haversacks. All this had belonged, no doubt, to the train- ing corps of the College of Surgeons, and would have been used against us had we not reached the building first. On the ground floor of the big build- ing were lecture-rooms and a museum; up-stairs other class-rooms, laborator- ies, and the library. On the third floor were the caretaker's rooms and a kitchen where our first-aid and despatch-girls took possession and cooked for the others as long as anything remained to cook. Lastly came the garret up under the roof. To shoot from the roof itself quickly became impossible, since our 133 Doing My Bit for Ireland men were easy targets for the gunners on the Shelbourne. As soon as one of our boys was wounded, we knew they had our range, and decided to cut holes through and directly under the sloping roof. Here we could shoot in perfect safety while remaining unseen. On Wednesday there was little des- patch-bearing to do, so I stood around watching the men up there at work. The countess realized my impatience to be doing my bit, also my hesitation at putting myself forward to ask for per- mission. Without saying anything to me, she went to Commandant Mallin and told him she thought I could be of use under the roof. He gave his per- mission at once, and she brought me the answer. Madam had had a fine uniform of green moleskin made for me. With her usual generosity, she had mine made 134 RELT BUCKLE '["711x1 STAMPS ISSUED BY THE IRISH REPUBLIC Doing My Bit for Ireland of better material than her own. It consisted of kneebreeches, belted coat, and puttees. I slipped into this uni- form, climbed up astride the rafters, and was assigned a loophole through which to shoot. It was dark there, full of smoke and the din of firing, but it was good to be in action. I could look across the tops of trees and see the British sol- diers on the roof of the Shelbourne. I could also hear their shot hailing against the roof and wall of our fortress, for in truth this building was just that. More than once I saw the man I aimed at fall. To those who have been following the Great War, reading of thousands and hundreds of thousands attacking one another in open battle or in mile-long trench-warfare, this exchange of shots between two buildings across a Dublin green may seem petty. But to us there could be nothing greater. Every shot Doing My Bit for Ireland we fired was a declaration to the world that Ireland, a small country but large in our hearts, was demanding her inde- pendence. We knew that all over Dub- lin, perhaps by this time all over Ireland, other groups like ours were filled with the same intensity, the same determina- tion, to make the Irish Republic, no matter how short-lived, a reality of which history would have to take account. Besides, the longer we could keep our tricolor flying over the College of Surgeons, the greater the chance that Irish courage would respond and we should gain recruits. Whenever I was called down to carry a despatch, I took off my uniform, put on my gray dress and hat, and went out the side door of the college with my mes- sage. As soon as I returned, I slipped back into my uniform and joined the firing-squad. 138 Doing My Bit for Ireland There were a good many of the Fianna boys in the college with us. As usual, their allegiance to Madam would not let them leave her. One of them, Tommie Keenan of Camden Row, was only twelve years old, but was invalu- able. He would go out for food and medicine and, because he was so little, never attracted attention, though he wore his green Fianna shirt under his jacket. On Tuesday he came to the conclusion, perhaps with Madam's aid, that he ought to go home and tell his par- ents what he was doing. Comman- dant Mallin advised him, just before he left, to take off his green shirt and not wear it again for a while. It was a day or more before he returned, because his father had locked him in his room. We sympathized with the father, for that was just what we had expected him to do. But when a friend came along who 139 Doing My Bit for Ireland promised to keep guard over Tommy if he was allowed to go for a walk, the boy's chance came. Eluding this friend, he ran the most roundabout way until he arrived where he felt "duty" called him. The boy already referred to as nearly blind was with us, too. He pleaded so hard to be allowed to use a rifle that the men finally put him at a loophole, where he breathlessly fired shot after shot in the direction of the hotel. Maybe the prayers he murmured gave him suc- cess. Our rations were short, but I do not remember that any one complained. I for one had no appetite for more than a slice of bread or two a day, with a cup of bouillon made from the cubes laid in as part of our necessary ration. The two captured British officers had their meals regularly whether any one else 140 Doing My Bit for Ireland ate or not, and seemed grateful for it. Every evening fighting would quiet down, and the boys and men — about a hundred, now, through recruits who had joined us — would gather in the largest lecture-hall to sing under the leadership of Jo Connolly, whose brother Sean had fallen the first day in front of Dublin Castle. I can hear them even now : "Armed for the battle, Kneel we before Thee, Bless Thou our banners, God of the brave! 'Ireland is living' — Shout we triumphant, 'Ireland is waking — Hands grasp the sword !' " They were singing this chant, written by the countess and set to some Polish revolutionary air, on Wednesday even- ing. I was up-stairs, studying a map of 141 Doing My Bit for Ireland our surroundings and trying to find a way by which we could dislodge the soldiers from the roof of the Hotel Shelbourne. When Commandant Mal- lin came in, I asked him if he would let me go out with one man and try to throw a bomb attached to an eight-second fuse through the hotel window. I knew there was a bow-window on the side farthest from us, which was not likely to be guarded. We could use our bicycles and get away before the bomb exploded, — that is, if we were quick enough. At any rate, it was worth try- ing, whatever the risk. Commandant Mallin agreed the plan was a good one, but much too danger- ous. I pointed out to him that it had been my speed which had saved me so far from machine-gun fire on the hotel roof. It was not that the British were doing us any real harm in the college, 142 Doing My Bit for Ireland but it was high time to take the aggres- sive, for success would hearten the men in other "forts" who were not having as safe a time of it. He finally agreed, though not at all willingly, for he did not want to let a woman run this sort of risk. My answer to that argument was that we had the same right to risk our lives as the men ; that in the constitution of the Irish Republic, women were on an equality with men. For the first time in history, indeed, a constitution had been written that incorporated the principle of equal suffrage. But the Command- ant told me there was another task to be accomplished before the hotel could be bombed. That was to cut off the retreat of a British force which had planted a machine-gun on the flat roof of Univer- sity Church. It was against our rules to use any church, Protestant or Cath- olic, in our defense, no matter what ad- 143 Doing My Bit for Ireland vantage that might give us. But this church, close at hand, had been occu- pied by the British and was cutting us off from another command with whom it was necessary to keep in communica- tion. In order to cut off the retreat of these soldiers, it would be necessary to burn two buildings. I asked the Com- mandant to let me help in this undertak- ing. He consented, and gave me four men to help fire one building, while another party went out to fire the other. It meant a great deal to me that he should trust me with this piece of work, and I felt elated. While I changed once more into my uniform, for the work of war can only be done by those who wear its dress, I could still hear them singing: "Who fights for Ireland, God guide his blows home ! Who dies for Ireland, God give him peace ! 144 Doing My Bit for Ireland Knowing our cause just, March we victorious, Giving our hearts' blood Ireland to free !" 145 IX IT took only a few moments to reach the building we were to set afire. Councilor Partridge smashed the glass door in the front of a shop that occupied the ground floor. He did it with the butt of his rifle and a flash followed. It had been discharged! I rushed past him into the doorway of the shop, call- ing to the others to come on. Behind me came the sound of a volley, and I fell. It was as I had on the instant divined. That flash had revealed us to the enemy. "It 's all over/' I muttered, as I felt myself falling. But a moment later, when I knew I was not dead, I was sure I should pull through. Before another volley could be fired, Mr. Partridge 146 Doing My Bit for Ireland lifted and carried me into the street. There on the sidewalk lay a dark figure in a pool of blood. It was Fred Ryan, a mere lad of seventeen, who had wanted to come with us as one of the party of four. "We must take him along/' I said. But it was no use; he was dead. With help, I managed to walk to the corner. Then the other man who had stopped behind to set the building afire caught up with us. Between them they succeeded in carrying me back to the College of Surgeons. As we came into the vestibule, Jo Con- nolly was waiting with his bicycle, ready to go out with me to bomb the hotel. His surprise at seeing me hurt was as if I had been out for a stroll upon peace- ful streets and met with an accident. They laid me on a large table and cut away the coat of my fine, new uniform. i47 Doing My Bit for Ireland I cried over that. Then they found I had been shot in three places, my right side under the arm, my right arm, and in the back on my right side. Had I not turned as I went through that shop- door to call to the others, I would have got all three bullets in my back and lungs and surely been done for. They had to probe several times to get the bullets, and all the while Madam held my hand. But the probing did not hurt as much as she expected it would. My disappointment at not being able to bomb the Hotel Shelbourne was what made me unhappy. They wanted to send me to the hospital across the Green, but I absolutely refused to go. So the men brought in a cot, and the first-aid girls bandaged me, as there was no get- ting a doctor that night. What really did distress me was my cough and the pain in my chest. When I tried to keep 148 Doing My Bit for Ireland from coughing, I made a queer noise in my throat and noticed every one around me look frightened. "It 's no death-rattle," I explained, and they all had to laugh, — that is, all laughed except Commandant Mallin. He said he could not forgive himself as long as he lived for having let me go out on that errand. But he did not live long, poor fellow ! I tried to cheer him by pointing out that he had in reality saved my life, since the bombing plan was much more dangerous. Soon after I was brought in, the countess and Councilor Partridge dis- appeared. When she returned to me, she said very quietly: "You are avenged, my dear." It seems they had gone out to where Fred Ryan lay, and Partridge, to at- tract the fire of the soldiers across the street in the Sinn Fein Bank, had 149 Doing My Bit for Ireland stooped over the dead boy to lift him. There were only two soldiers and they both fired. That gave Madam a chance to sight them. She fired twice and killed both. They tell me that all next day I was delirious and lay moaning and talking incoherently. It was not the bullets that brought me to this pass, but pneu- monia. Even so I am glad I was there and not at a hospital. Later a doctor who was summoned made the mistake of using too much corrosive sublimate on my wounds, and for once I knew what torture is. The mistake took all the skin off my side and back. But Madam is a natural nurse. Among her friends she was noted for her desire to care for them if they fell ill. Some one was al- most always in bed at Surrey House; some friend whose eyes might be trou- bling her to whom the countess would 150 i^V '" ^Dublin. **$ ilj»r»il 1916. 9-30, o.m. . Jk« foraeft «f the J,.s,fc> T^«|>obKc, w*>i'«<> wa* pre>oUim«J In J>ubl»j»" «f lljtS.fufJ.-Huff IX MO.fl .« H,**" d«*}. . Of r. M«»r«rday .fira.w, J|«»i<(V» «~'a» i* r« act} w.flj all f^» wiAi'n ai»H>j»"«.j poi t Pi » •"• 4 cxn d »>" Matimuas «aVft%ia09« pii'if'art* «««►« Nj«r.> a I",' U feaiaq t;alc(, and ti)t Commandants, in ej-*..-.*. •««"«-« ••aflJmr »f rba.'r alo.Kr.* r» J>old «,«m £o»" a t»r»<} Km.. 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J w.ll a.m. -nl^ fyof of -{om randan r^#««»«l j«^« ^o.ll^fJmn,,,.,, «?. .!»«.«.« «l,V;»,in.. >^cl.«* woa.nJod, t„C „ 6 r.(l !■> at ..«,V. 3 ira.n of ovr *if ~« ««.-. f Ul, ao^... V? "* !>•»»« «,«d. Jam aalTBp.aci. J .n, ..ksp.aJ it,-r .. ^.v* *.v.« ^..i«nd» ).«»-. J<»« fc .n,p..j it, m r w« 6j,»»U. b,». a«,»"TtBl.'o)-.»d m.«.«, f),or wa.fc^-uld (;*»• arro»»J»t,.l,*d "7* »o>*« 'V,-of «<.lt,r.i>;nj,«« wall aat p-Bal.'.T. .V»« , H»< J«->»b If a )» w W l.'c , ':•», » 6.>, r |,; n I" »l<.rr, ^.d .„, ar,an n «n»»r» for « .I^vt to n..-» r.».» 3 op tVewJ-ot. „„J.,, wi^ • ..-►•".J (''»•» *• •••""■ "• ">• JDxbt.n plo n »,.% vara «-«..« r« ha. v «.n all. -ad r. ,. K,n„,l,.„ £«»hrS u nJ- M , 0>f tV,« fata. «o«nr».n..n».n<, ord.. r.ty.ab p.a.tor.ol n,^ k t vl„i from b.mq i.r...« ouf. 5ab.lln.t- *{,«*!( f.-rbar. I3.th (rm ffJat.rt.'.U .nj w« b.v. ..f.d in tb« b.u mr„„t, ,(• ,(„uj, f- "J^ f' 1 ". •» r « --l^.n, J ^.», d.n.t ,« «,«. i^.^ nor f.-;« N t-.» «.»J,,r tV.'jadn^.nr .f g.d, or tb,, j m p 9wv .ar .f . ^. S ft.;tV,. 4»m,nja. r i*rt.J«f V /t.««, of. »V.3r.«Vlf« b «aV« .n. hearse's last proclamation Written under shell and shrapnel fire. (His marvelous hand- writing is due to his mastery of the Gaelic script) Doing My Bit for Ireland read aloud or apply soothing applica- tions ; a Fianna boy, or an actress from the Abbey Theater who needed to build up her nerves. Thus I was in good hands, and besides, following my in- stinct, I ate nothing for the next three days, but drank quantities of water. Once a day they allowed me visitors. Every one who came to my room was confident that things were going well. That we were isolated from other "forts" and even from headquarters did not necessarily mean they were losing ground. We were holding out, and our spirits rose high. We believed, too, that by this time the Volunteers outside Dublin had risen. We could not know that, even where they had joined the rising on Easter Monday, the loss of one day had given the British enough time to be on guard, so that in no instance could our men enter the bar- 153 Doing My Bit for Ireland racks and seize arms as originally planned. While I lay there, I could hear the booming of big guns. All of us be- lieved it was the Germans attacking the British on the water. There had been a rumor that German submarines would come into the fight if they learned there was a chance of our winning it. I had heard that report the evening before the rising. Edmond Kent, one of the re- publican leaders, had been most confi- dent of our success, and when a friend asked him, "What if the British bring up their big guns?" he replied: "The moment they bring up their big guns, we win." He did not explain what he meant by this, but I took it that he expected out- side aid the minute the British, rec- ognizing our revolt as serious, gave us the dignity of combatants by using 154 Doing My Bit for Ireland heavy artillery against us. Whatever he meant, the fact remains that when they took this action, they made us a "belligerent" in the world's eyes and gave us the excuse we could so well use — an appeal to the world court as a "small nation," for a place at the com- ing peace conference. Sunday morning one of the despatch- girls, white and scared because she had been escorted to our "fort" by British soldiers, came from headquarters to in- form Commandant Mallin that a gen- eral surrender had been decided on. The Commandant and Madam were in my room at the time, and Madam in- stantly grew pale. "Surrender?" she cried. "We'll never surrender!" Then she begged the Commandant, who could make the decision for our di- vision, not to think of giving in. It 155 Doing My Bit for Ireland would be better, she said, for all of us to be killed at our posts. I felt as she did about it, but the girl who had brought the despatch became more and more ex- cited, saying that the soldiers outside had threatened to "blow her little head off" if she did not come out soon with the word they wanted. Possibly they suspected any Irish girl would be more likely to urge resistance than surrender. Commandant Mallin, to quiet us, I suppose, said he would not surrender unless forced to do so. But he must have decided to give in at once, for in less than an hour an ambulance came to take me to St. Vincent's Hospital, just across the Green. As they carried me down-stairs, our boys came out to shake my hand. I urged them again and again to hold out. As I said good-by to Commandant Mal- lin, I had a feeling I should never see 156 Doing My Bit for Ireland him again. Not that it entered my head for a moment that he would be ex- ecuted by the British. Despite all our wrongs and their injustices, I did not dream of their killing prisoners of war. I felt no such dread concerning the countess, though our last words together were about her will. I had witnessed it, and she had slipped it in the lining of my coat. I was to get it to her family at the earliest possible moment. It was fortunate that I did. My departure was the first move in the surrender. That afternoon all the revolutionists gave up their arms to the British in St. Patrick's Square. 157 X THOSE first two weeks in St. Vin- cent's Hospital were the blackest of my life. In that small, white room I was, at first, as much cut off as though in my grave. I had fever, and the doc- tors and nurses were more worried over my penumonia than over my wounds, though every time they dressed them I suffered from the original treatment with corrosive sublimate. My greatest anxiety, however, was because I could get no word to my mother in Glasgow. I knew she would think I had been killed. That was just what happened. The first word she had received since the day I left home was that I was dead ; that I 158 Doing My Bit for Ireland had been shot in the spine, and left ly- ing on the Dublin pavement for two days. The next rumor that reached her was that I was not dead, but paralyzed. The third report was that the British had sentenced me to fifteen years' im- prisonment. Had I not been wounded, the last would probably have been true. After two weeks I wrote a letter, and the doctor had it forwarded home for me. It had not been easy work writing it, for my right arm was the one that had been wounded. I knew, though, that unless she had word in my own handwriting, my mother might not be- lieve what she read. Presently news began to drift in to me of trials and executions. I could not get it through my head. Why were these men not treated as prisoners of war ? We had obeyed all rules of war and surrendered as formally as any 159 Doing My Bit for Ireland army ever capitulated. All my reports were of death ; nothing but death ! At dawn on May 3, the British shot Padraic Pearse, Thomas McDonagh, and old Tom Clarke. The following day they shot Joseph Plunkett, the brother of Padraic Pearse, and two other leaders, Daly and O'Hanrahan. The third day John McBride, a man known the world over for his stand in the Boer War, was shot to death. He was the only one killed that day, and we wondered why. What was this Brit- ish reasoning that determined who should go in company with his fellows and who should go alone? At length came the turn of 'the Coun- tess Markievicz. Because she was a woman, they commuted her death-sen- tence to penal servitude for life. I was very glad; but I knew that, since she 160 In order to prevent the further slaughter of Dublin, citizens, and in the hope of saving the lives of our followers now surrounded and hopelessly outnumbered, the members of the Provisional Government present at Head- Quarters have ?.greed to an unconditional surrender, and the Commandants of the various districts in the City and Country will order their commands to lay down arrae. ^•^.l^-t»x«. v^ J^^ ' V 'cud ^^ ^^ I ^* 'tikcMx^. ?V £ uK <£ ^^^'^W. oU^t^A- d> /L / u - BOSTON COLLEGE 3 9031 01646346 5 205475 Boston College Library Chestnut Hill 67, Mass. Books make kept for two weeks unless a shorter time is specified. Two cents a day is charged for each 2-week book kept overtime; 25 cents a day for each overnight book. If you cannot find what you want, inquire at the delivery desk for assistance.