SCENES IN GEORGIA. BY ES-ABSZ* DRlTSDAXiX:. WRITTEN FOR THE AMERICAN SUNDAV SCHOOL UNION " The wilderness, and tlie solitary place, shall be );lad for them B.nd the desert shall rcjoico arid blossom as thu rose " AMERICAN SUNDAY SCHOOL UNION. ftljtlaMjjJjia:' NO. 146 CHESNUT STREET. Eastern District of Pe\nsylvania, to wit: BE IT REMEMBERED, that on the twenty eighth day of July, in the fifty-second year of tlio independence of the United States of America, A. '.D. 1S27, Paul Beck, Jun. Treasurer, in trust for ' the American Sunday School Union, of the said District, hath deposited in this office the title of a book, the right whereof he claims as proprietor, in the words following, to wit: " Scenes in Georgia. By Isabel Drysdale. Written for the Ameri¬ can Sunday School Union. " The wilderness, and the solitary place, shall be glad for them; and the desert shall rejoice and blossom as the rose." In conformity to the Act of the Congress of the United States, intituled, " An Act for the Encouragement of Learning, by se¬ curing the copies of Maps, Charts and Books, to the authors and proprietors of such copies during the times therein mentioned"— And also to the act entitled, "An act supplementary to an act, entitled, "An act for the Encouragement of Learning, by secur¬ ing the copies of Maps, Charts and Books, to the authors ane proprietors of such copies during the times therein mentioned,'- and extending the benefits thereof to the arts of designing, en graving, and etching historical and other prints." « D. CALDWELL, Clerk tf the Eastern District of Petmsjlvania. CONTENTS. PAGE THE FISHERMAN OF THE SOLITARY ISLAND. 7 THE NEGRO NURSE. 27 THE TWO COUSINS; OR, THE EXAMPLE AND THE WARNING. - - - 43 A 2 SCENES IN GEORGIA. THE FISHERMAN OF THE SOLITARY ISLAND. A chain of very small islands, in the popu¬ lar phrase of the country called keys or ham¬ mocks, stretches along a part of the southern shores of Georgia. They seem set as a firm but slender barrier, to stem the ocean's fury, and screen the neighbouring coast from its violence. Accordingly we find, that while the restless waters rave and foam along their seaward shore, the narrow inlets which sepa¬ rate them from the continent, lie still and placid as a glassy pool. This islet chain appears to have been origi¬ nally an interrupted bank of sand, accumu¬ lated by the impetuous currents of the seaj 8 THE FISHERMAN OF THE imperceptibly coated with soil, .and gradually clothed with vegetation; so that now, dark woodlands wave, where once was seen only the straying of the crested billow. There is something remarkably bleak and desolate in their appearance $ incessantly lashed by the fierce blasts of ocean, the stinted foliage of their forests is thin and scattering; while innumerable naked branches are presented, barked and silvered by expo¬ sure. Here and there, indeed, a solitary cabbage-tree rears its stately head; resisting the strife of elements, with shaggy strength, and rustling its stiff, palmate leaves, unin¬ jured by the storm. One or two of these islands have been par tially cleared and cultivated, greeting the passing mariner with the cheerful signs of human habitation. The thin, blue smoke, that curls above their dark woods,—the dis¬ tant "barking of dogs, or even the mill's rude music, is hailed with pleasure, by those that "go down to the sea in ships, that do busi¬ ness in the great waters." But the island which forms the extreme point of the chain. SOLITARY ISLAND. 9 and which from its singularly torn and dis¬ mantled appearance, has received the familiar epithet of Ragged Key, has been left in its native state of savage wildness. A small clearing, indeed, has been made near the beach, where a fisherman's hut peers through the rude thickets that surround it,* but the re¬ mainder of the island still continues a tangled wilderness of woods and shrubs. A poor, but excellent Spaniard, has made this solitary spot his abode. Here, far from all social enjoyment, he walks with God, and is hidden in the secret place of his pavilion. A small field adjoining his little hut, fur¬ nishes him with bread $ and the net, which is often seen extended against its rude wall to dry, supplies him with the treasures of the sea. He lives a life of toil and exposure, but he has learned that golden lesson ot humility, " having food and raiment, therewith to be content." And to his serious and meditative spirit, solitude presents no horrors. He is no1 indeed, entirely alone: his faithful dog is the constant companion of his steps; follows him 10 THE FISHERMAN OF THE to the field, or the hunt, and when his voca¬ tion calls him to the sea, lies howling on the shore, until his keen eye discovers his mas¬ ter's canoe, like a black speck upon the dis¬ tant waters,' then welcomes his return with a whine of delight, and licks, with transport, his caressing hand. Ragged Key, too, is occa¬ sionally visited by passing boats and ships, invited thither by its firm sandy beach, and the banks of oysters which line its shorej so that he is not destitute of occasional opportu¬ nities of intercourse with his fellow-men. One stormy evening, as he was engaged in drawing his little canoe into a safe and shel¬ tered situation, he descried through the sheets of descending rain, a large boat struggling through the waves, at no great distance. His experienced eye soon discovered that the helmsman was wholly unacquainted with the navigation, and from the course which he pursued, would probably conduct his crew into a most perilous situation. Our benevolent fisherman did not, for one moment, hesitate to hasten to their relief. Instantly his little skiff was launched into SOLITARY ISLAND. 11 the raging surf; and borne along by tne wind and tide, and his own sturdy strokes, he soon found himself beside the distressed boat. The crew proved to be a party of young men, returning from a hunting excursion on one of the neighbouring islands, who received with warm expressions of joy and thankfulness, this unexpected relief. Advised by their new friend, they abandoned the course they had taken, and gladly consented to shelter with him for the night. Accordingly after a short strife with wind and waves, they found themselves safely landed on the solitary island, and welcome guests in its humble hut. But the kind creature, to whose 'exertions (providentially directed,) they probably owed their lives, was now earnestly intent upon providing for their comfort. The rude fire¬ place, which occupied nearly one side of the house, was piled with blazing faggots; and while they were engaged in drying their dripping garments, unmindful of his own ex¬ posure, he searched his bank for the largest and finest oysters,—produced his smoked venison and dried fish, and above all—the 12 THE FISHERMAN OF THE choice treasure of tea and sugar, so long re* served for an expected time of sickness, was now liberally dispensed. The young men delighted with this unex¬ pected display of good cheer, surrounded the table with many thanks and compliments to their kind host; and their spirits rising with their enjoyment, the usual unlicensed liber¬ ties of extravagant hilarity appeared; and the name of that merciful Being, who had so recently rescu-id them from the watery abyss, was heard w/ih many a profane accompani¬ ment. Our good Spaniard had been sitting among them, regarding their enjoyment with an ex¬ pression cf benevolent satisfaction upon his grave features; but when the first impious sally was uttered, his head was bowed down in deep confusion and distress. For a lit¬ tle time he endured, in grieved silence, this violation of his feelings, but the careless repe¬ tition of the offence, roused his honest indig¬ nation, and rising from his seat he addressed the transgressors in a firm but respectful manner:— SOLITARY ISLAND. 13 61 Gentlemen," he said, '' you are this' night the guests of the humble fisherman| mj house and all that I have, I freely surrender to youj but while this poor roof calls me its master, it shall never shelter those who insult that sacred Being, to whom I, and all that is mine, belong." The persons whom he addressed had too nice a sense of propriety, to gainsay or ridi¬ cule this spirited but modest remonstrance: they hastened to apologize for their uninten¬ tional offence; readily conceding to courtesy what they refused to better principles. There was one among them, a mere strip¬ ling in appearance, who seemed deeply af¬ fected by this deserved rebuke; he took the fisherman's hard, and weather-stained hand, between his, and pressing it with a look of cordial admiration, warmly thanked him for a reproof, which he said had been anticipated by his own conscience. This circumstance quelled the extravagant merriment of the party, and a shade of em¬ barrassment stole over the whole company. Supper was hurried over, and spreading their B 14 THE FISHERMAN OF THE cloaks upon the floor, thej hastened to re¬ pose. But the youth who had exhibited such remarkable sensibility, instead of joining his companions, drew his chair to the fire beside the old Spaniard, and entered into a conver¬ sation with him, in the course of which, he drew from him the following history of his life. "I was born in the Island of Cuba, where I spent the first thirty years of my life. My family enjoyed circumstances ol tolerable comfort, and I was brought up to a kind of lazy, vagabond life of indulgence, without ex¬ ertion, that would have ruined a better cha¬ racter than mine. My poor mother was a zealous Catholic, and while I was a boy, she constantly carried me to mass, and daily con¬ strained me to repeat a long string of prayers, which were numbered upon her Rosary. As I grew up, however, I broke through all these restraints, and walked at liberty in every sin¬ ful indulgence. But it is strange how long superstition will reign over those that spurn at true religion. At the time of which I speak, I verily believe, that I would soonot SOLITARY ISLAND. 15 have parted with a right eye, or a right hand, than the little golden crucifix, which had hung around my neck from a child."—Here the Spaniard drew this once valued relic from a small purse that enclosed it, and handing it to the young gentleman for examination, pro¬ ceeded— (i Thus you see, I wore the cross upon my Dreast, while the heart beneath it, was beating high with uncrucified passions. " My mother and father both died before I was twenty; and ere ten more years had pass¬ ed over my head, I had wasted or spent, the whole heritage I derived from them. I strolled about for sometime not knowing what to do—'too proud to dig, and to beg ashamed.' At last the spirit of adventure seized, me; I resolved to try a new country, and expended all my little funds in procuring a passage in a trading vessel. About twenty-five years since, I was landed in your great metropolis, with two dollars in my pocket, and scarcely a second suit of clothes. ''You may easily guess, Sir, how it fared with me: a stranger, scarcely possessing suf- .16 THE FISHERMAN OF THE ficient English to express my wants; dirty, and slovenly in my appearance, and withal a foreigner,—which, when accompanied by cer¬ tain appearances of meanness and poverty, is sufficient in itself to prejudice some hasty persons; you may suppose, therefore, that I found little favour in the eyes of the new peo¬ ple among whom I had cast myself. "My little store was soon spent, and I ' began to be in want.' And now for the first time in my life, I tried seriously to ob¬ tain some employment. But there was no¬ thing in the world that I could do; and after one or two trials, I was constantly turned off with the comfortable assurance, that I was not worth the salt which seasoned my food. "You cannot conceive, Sir, the misery which I suffered at this time: houseless, hun¬ gry, cold, and forlorn, I loitered about the streets, which were now my home, ashamed to be seen, yet having no place of retirement. When evening came, how wishfully did I look in at the windows, bright with cheerful light, and enviously behold the happy parties collected around the family board. Hunger SOLITARY ISLAND. 17 had now sufficiently humbled me, and I could willingly have acted the part of the dogs 'which eat of the crumbs which fall from their master's table.' "But the good God who alone witnessed my misery, at last pitied my case and sent 'ne relief. A charitable gentleman became interested for me; on inquiry, he found I could fish, which had indeed been a favourite amusement with me in iny days of plenty—■ and he gave me permission to come and live on this island, which is his property; where, he said, I might subsist comfortably upon the provision which bountiful nature affords. Like the good Samaritan, he left not his work imperfect; he gave me my little boat and the necessary implements for fishing, and for cul¬ tivating a small spot of ground, and also sup¬ plied me with stores for some time. " After I had taken leave of my benefactor, and just as I was pushing my boat from the wharf, a gentleman dressed in black, with a countenance singularly sweet and amiable, stepped up to me, and presented me a Span¬ ish Bible, and one or two other small books, b 2 18 THE FISHERMAN OF THE in the same language, which he begged that I would accept and read. There was some¬ thing so mild, and gracious in the manner of the stranger, that civility constrained me to receive the books, and thank him for them, though they seemed of little value to me, for I was still enough of a Catholic, to consider the scriptures as forbidden knowledge to a poor layman like myself. I put away the books, therefore, and thought no more of them for many a day. " When I first arrived at this desolate place, wild and lonesome as it is, I was grateful for the food and shelter it afforded me. But this did not last long: I soon grew weary of re¬ tirement, and felt my solitude a dismal ban¬ ishment; and to be sure, it is rather a gloomy sort of a wilderness place, for those who have no good thoughts to stay their minds upon— no comfortable feelings here,—(he laid his hand significantly upon his breast.) In the evening when the sea-birds fly screaming over the island, to roost in yonder woods; and the sea sighs along the shore in that melancholy way,—and all the croaking reptiles ot the SOI.ITARY island® 19 morass, send up their doleful cry,'—a person will naturally feel gloomy and uncomfortable, unless they have better tilings to think upon. For a long time I lived in this miserable way, scarcely caring to make sufficient exertion to sustain life; I slept away half the day, and spent the greater part of the remainder, seat¬ ed on the drifted wood that lies upon the beach, gazing vacantly out to sea. " One rainy day when I could not leave my hut, I chanced to see the books which had lain so long in my chest untouched. At first I resisted the temptation to open them, but the very circumstance of its being a forbidden enjoyment, probably increased my desire for it, and at last I surmounted my scruples and took up the Bible. " I opened it in the Gospel of Luke, and soon became so engaged by the new and as¬ tonishing matter which it disclosed, that I speedily forgot every thing but the page be¬ fore me. All day long and nearly all night, I continued to pore over it with insatiable curiosity, and the first gray streak of dawn, saw me with my book again held up before 20 THK FISHERMAN THE the firelight. The same intense attention continued until I had nearly run through the contents of the volume; but this proceeded, I believe, merely from the natural interest of the subject, connected with the circumstances in which I was placed. Still some impor¬ tant truths were fastened upon my mind, and even this cursory perusal was not without its advantages. "I now turned to the other books, which I found to contain a refutation of the princi¬ pal Romish doctrines; upon these points I soon became satisfied, and was thus delivered from the yoke of superstition. My under¬ standing too, was greatly enlightened, though my heart was still a stranger to the opera¬ tions of grace. Yet in spite of my natural apathy, my feelings were often considerably exercised as I mused upon the awful myste¬ ries of revelation, and " fearfulness took hold of me,' as my sins rose as a mountain before me. I reflected too that my days were all passing away like the waves before me in idle chafings, that their number must soon be spent, and ' seed-time and harvest, cold and SOLITARY ISLAND. 21 heat, summer and winter, day and night, re¬ turn in vain for me,—and I attempted some¬ thing like a feeble prayer, that God would i be merciful to me a sinner.' And he who knew the best course by which to lead me to my desired object, answered my prayer in a way that I neither sought nor expected: in¬ stead of removing my occasional sadness, he filled me with still deeper heaviness, until I was ready to cry out, 4 He hath led me, and brought me into darkness, and not into light. He hath made my chain heavy,—He hath re¬ moved my soul far off from peace.' " But when the bitterness of my spirit gra¬ dually subsided into the tenderness of a con¬ trite heart, when I raised that humble and sorrowful appeal, i Behold, 0 Lord, for I am in distress,' he comforted me with his good¬ ness, and gave me to hope that my sin, which, had been 4 written with a pen of iron, and with the point of a diamond,' was blotted forever from the book of his remembrance. "This was indeed a blessed alteration, Sir; I became 'a new creature,' and a happy change seemed to pass upon all the objects £2 THE FISHERMAN OF THE around me. While the presence of God was here, this poor rugged island was as Eden,— ' the wilderness and the solitary place were glad, and the desert rejoiced and blossomed as the rose.' All my sullen indolence was gone. I rose in the morning with a cfieerful spirit to labour, and ate my bread with glad¬ ness of heart, and at night I laid me down to sleep in peace, for that eye that neither slum¬ bers nor sleeps, watched over me. "I became too, more industrious and pains¬ taking, and soon surrounded myself with many little comforts, but these are perishing creatures$ 4 this, thishe said, laying his hand upon his Bible, which lay upon a little shelf beside him, ' this, is the staff to my steps, and the light to my eyes; my song in the land of my pilgrimage, and I trust too, its truths will be my unspeakable joy above. "Many years have passed since these things happened, and though I have not always possessed the same degree of religious enjoy ment, yet at all times my mind has been stayed upon the Lord, my strength, and my Redeemer; at all times I have felt the rock SOLITARY ISLAND. 23 beneath my feet, even when the light shone no longer on my head.'' As the Spaniard concluded his narrative, the young stranger returned him many thanks and expressions of affectionate interest? he said too, that it grieved him to leave him in such a miserable place, and hinted that if he could make up his mind to a change, he had both the inclination and the power to place him in a more comfortable situation. The tear moistened the eye of the hardy fisher¬ man on this overture of kindness, and his thanks were expressed humbly and heartilyj but he said, he believed it was better that lie should remain wher^ he was; he had grown old in this situation, and he did not think he would ever feel satisfied away from it. Be¬ sides, he modestly added, he believed that his opportunities of usefulness to his fellow-crea¬ tures were greater here, than they could be elsewhere. The waters about the island were danger¬ ous, and he was often enabled to lend a help¬ ing hand to the distressed. "And you are mistaken, dear Sir," he concluded, "in 24 THE FISHERMAN OF THE thinking me so badly off. I have every com fort that heart could wish, and for company, here is my poor dog Carlos constantly at my side; and when I see his shaggy face turned up to me, and the dumb eloquence of love in his eyes, I cannot but admire and bless that goodness which has condescended to our low estate in so many ways: I had, indeed, one strong objection to remaining here, but that is now happily removed: it grieved me to spend all my Sabbaths alone5 to know nothing of the communion of saints; of the beauty of the Lord in the Sanctuary, but a church is now building just across the water, where I shall have regular opportunities of worship, and then indeed my cup of blessings will be full." The next morning was clear and pleasant, and the bright sunshine shed cheerful beauty, even over the desolate face of Ragged Key. The youthful party were soon prepared for departure, and after taking a kind farewell of their host, they launched once more upon the treacherous deep. The old Spaniard stood upon the beach waving his adieus with his hat, and gazing after the boat, until the SOLITARY ISLAND. 25 swelling billows hid it from his view; then turning calmly to his hut, he lifted up his thoughts to that friend from whom " neither height nor depth, nor any other creature can separate" those who love him. 27 SCENES IN GEORGIA. THE NEGRO NURSE. " If the Son therefore shall make you free, you .shall be free indeed." Within a few miles of , is situated a handsome country seat, the! property of a wealthy planter. Its white walls look plea¬ santly through the green shade which encir¬ cles them, and the "richest verdure, carpets the beautiful level extending before it. Fair Lawn, as it was aptly named by its proprie¬ tor, was long his delight and pride, until it became the grave of two lovely boys, his eld¬ est children. From that time melancholy associations embittered all the satisfaction he had derived from this favourite spot; he be¬ came restless and unhappy, and finally re- £8 THE NEGRO NURSE. moved with his wife and a delicate infant of three years old, his sole surviving child, to the neighbouring city, paying only occasional visits to his former residence. But Fair Lawn, though deserted by its pos¬ sessors, must still continue the scene of our story. A little detached from the family mansion, and only screened from it by a slight thicket, stands an humble negro cabin. The slender wreath of smoke which daily as¬ cends from its low roof, may be constantly observed from the parlour windowj and the bright shining of its evening fire, forms a cheerful object from the same situation: yet few, if any of the elegant visiters at Fair Lawn, ever deign to bestow a single thought or inquiry, concerning its lowly tenant. But to the feeling heart, " the short and simple an¬ nals of the poor," are never destitute of inte¬ rest, and from such, even our humble " Negro Nurse," may claim some attention. Old Chloe—but why should I describe her —she forms a member of almost every domes¬ tic establishment of the south, and few of my young readers, but are acquainted with an THE NEGRO NURSE. 29 " Old Chloe." She is a little, brisk old wo¬ man, with the wrinkles and gray hairs of sixty, combined with all the lively alertness of twenty-one. Her sawed teeth, and curi¬ ously branded cheek, bespeak her a native of Africa; but her easy and contented demeanor, shows that she has long since forgottep the land of her freedom, and found in the " white man's country," along with toil and privation, those good lenitives which our kind Father in Heaven has prepared for the heavy laden. Her sleep is sound and peaceful; no anxious care dissolves the g'olden bands of slumber, nor disquiet the midnight hour, too often the lot of envied freedom!—her homely fare is pleasant to her accustomed taste, and never did the rich man's "purple and fine linen," appear more goodly in his eyes, than Chloe's holiday suit in her's: the coat of shining stuff, the checked apron; and neatly folded around her head the bright red handkerchief, con¬ trasting the polished blackness of her skin, all impart that matronly decency of appear¬ ance, so remarkable in well dressed elderly negroes. o 2 so THE NEGRO NURSE. Thus forty years had passed since this poor African first sojourned in a christian country; none had yet said to her "Know the Lord." Every Sabbath she listened to the distant sound of "the church going bell," calling " the great congregation to the house of God;" but she heeded it not. -No "holy time" 'came to her—no sacred feeling hallowed the day of rest; the distant stroll, or busy traffic, formed its peculiar pleasures; and, within the borders of light, she still continued to " sit in the region of the shadow of death." Such was the state of " Old Chloe," when she received the welcome news, that her mas¬ ter's family, who had been absent for nearly four years, were about to return for a few months to their former residence. To Chloe this intelligence was particularly interesting; she had acted as an occasional nurse to his infant daughter, and in this way had contract¬ ed that strong attachment for her, so often exhibited by those who serve in this capacity. Those who have never witnessed it, can scarcely conceive the affecting tenderness dis played by the negro nurse to her little charge. THE NEGRO NUBSE 31 It seems even to exceed the force of natural affection for her own offspring, combining strong maternal love with the enthusiastic de- votedness of loyalty. She considers her mas¬ ter's child as a superior being, and receives, with overflowing gratitude, the fond endear¬ ments of infantine affection: hence no fatigue can tire, and no waywardness provoke her; her patient offices of cherishing kindness, know no suspension, and perhaps a more in¬ teresting picture is seldom seen, than that which was often exhibited by old Chloe with her little nursling; its fair face fondly pillowed on her faithful bosom, contrasting the sable, but loving countenance, which bent above it, while " Sweetly folded in her arms, The careless baby slept." Nor was the little Frances unmindful of all this tenderness; before she could speak she would stretch out her arms whenever her nurse appeared; and as she grew a little older, her fondness for the poor slave was displayed with all the innocent simplicity and passion THE NEGRO NURSE. ate fervour of childhood. Her lap was the loved asylum in every trouble, and all her little griefs were poured into her sympathising bosom; no voice but her's could sing the even¬ ing lullaby; and no hand but her's guide her faltering steps. Nor did absence diminish their mutual af fection. Every opportunity from Fair Lawn, conveyed to Frances a little present of eggs and ground nuts; or a melon that Chloe had raised in her own patch, or a basket of peaches from her tree: and many a gay coloured handkerchief, and gaudy calico were returned. Such being her attachment to the little girl, it may be supposed that Chloe hailed her re¬ turn with delight. The day appointed for it, she posted herself at one of the upper win¬ dows which overlooked the road, and strained her dim eyes for many an hour to discover the expected carriage. At last she heard the distant rattle of its wheels, and saw its bright pannels flashing in the sun; in a moment she was down the stairs, and standing at the gate to receive them. But when the carriage door was opened, and she saw, instead of the little THE NEGRO NURSE. S3 child she had parted with, a tall girl of eight or nine years old, dressed according to the fashion of the city, she felt confused by the change, and afraid to approach her with hei wonted familiarity: but Frances saw no alter¬ ation in her dear nurse, and her affectionate manner soon dissipated her reserve. She soon ventured to stroke back the glossy ring¬ lets from her foreheadto finger her ribbons, and admire the sparkling buckles in her shoes? in short, to take all those affectionate liber¬ ties to which her privileged character enti¬ tled her. I pass over her repeated visits to her young mistress, and all thp kindnesses exhanged be¬ tween them, to relate a circumstance which led to important consequences. One Sabbath afternoon, Frances obtained her mother's permission to go and see her nurse, wh had been unwell for several days. On her return, her mother observing that the little girl wore an expression of uncommon thoughtfulness and concern, immediately in¬ quired if her nurse was ill,—" No, she was better." Still she continued leaning on the 54 THE NEGRO NURSE. back of her mother's chair, and hanging abou1 her as though she had something to say, whicb she hesitated to speak. At last her mother laid down her book, and kindly drawing hei towards her, inquired what was the matter. "'Mamma," she replied with emotion, "1 found nurse platting straw and sewing it to¬ gether to make a basket; but indeed she did not think it was wrong; she said she did not know there was any harm in doing it. And what do you think mamma, though nurse is so old, she does not-eveo know 'Our Father, who art in Heaven,' nor the Catechism, nor any thing at all that is good." Mrs. Uidgely sighed, buf: did not immedi¬ ately reply. She had never experienced the power of religion herself, until after the death of her little boys. From that time she had been so little at Fair Lawn, that she had no opportunity of fulfilling her religious duties to the slaves at that place. But Frances had been most carefully and strictly instructed, and she was pleased to witness her pious sen¬ sibility upon the subject; she accordingly ob¬ served "If Chloe were my nurse Frances, I TlIE NEGKO NURSE. 35 think I would try to teach her all the good things I knew." "Q may I, mamma," she exclaimed, spring ing up with eager animation, " I will go this minute." Mrs. Ridgely gently detaining her, suggest ed that it was late, and she unaccustomed to exposure; that the morrow, when her nurse came to visit her, would be a better opportu¬ nity. Frances reluctantly complied, and the whole evening was spent in receiving direc¬ tions from her mother how to proceed in her instructions to Chloe. That lady thought it best that Frances should communicate in her own simple language, what she knew of the principal christian doctrines, and afterwards read to her such selections from scripture as she should point out; such a course she thought more likely to engage her attention, than any formal system of questions and answers. The next morning Frances was up before the sun, it seemed to her very long before breakfast was over, and still longer afterwards before Chloe appeared. Every minute she was at the window, or upon the steps, look' 36 THK NEGRO NURSE. ing up the narrow pathway, which led towards her house: at last she espied her entering the gate, and running up into the nursery, she seated herself, and tried to compose her thoughts, and recall all that she had intended to say. It was not long before she heard the old woman's voice below inquiring for her, and soon afterwards her quick step ascending the stairs. I will not repeat the conversation which passed between Frances and her nurse, be¬ cause the subject is probably familiar to my little readers, though it was perfectly new to Chloe. At first she listened to Frances with some appearance of interest, but this soon ceased: she became restless, yawned, looked about her, and at last starting up in the midst of an interesting communication, declared that she could stay no longer, she must attend to her business. Poor Frances was sorely distressed at this termination of an interview she had antici¬ pated with so much eagernessand when her mother ealled her to inquire about it, she THE NEGRO NURSE. 37 blusned deeply, and the tears gushing into her eyes, was constrained to confess, that ''Nurse did not seem to mind any thing she said " Her mother wiped her tears away and said, "You must not be so easily dis¬ couraged my love; the Son of God, who 4 spake as never man spake,' often found among his hearers, those who having ears, heard not, and having understandings did not perceive. You must learn to imitate his long suffering and persevering charity, which no careless¬ ness nor stupidity, could exhaust. Your nurse will not attend to you now, perhaps at some future time she maybe better disposed." Several days passed before Chloe renewed her visits, and it was so evident to Mrs. Ridgely, that her little daughter's attempts to instruct the old woman, were disagreeable to her, that she cautioned her against pressing the subject at present, lest she should produce an unconquerable disgust to it. But Providence soon opened a way for the renewal of the pious exertions of Frances. Old Chloe fell sick, and for nearly a week appeared to be hastening to that place, where S8 THE NEGRO NURSE. there is neither "device, nor knowledge, noi wisdom." And now her stupid apathy t« eternal things disappeared. Revelation had never opened to her its awful mysteries; she - did not know that we must all stand before the judgment seat of Christ, and account foi the deeds done in the body,—but there was a troubled consciousness of guilt about her heart, a sad misgiving of coming vengeance. Her untutored mind, indeed, could form no definite conception of that dreaded future, but, "a horror of great darkness'? rested on it, and gloomy confusion swallowed up the : faint glimmerings of natural light. She felt the woful evil of her condition, but none had taught her its remedy; none had pointed her "to that "strong tower," into which she might flee and be safe." Mrs. Ridgely and Frances were much with lier during her illness; indeed all the medi¬ cine and nourishment which she receive^!, ivere ministered to her by the affectionate child; but while her disease continued to «rage, it seemed an inconvenient season to in¬ troduce a subject, on which it was necessary THE NEGRO NURSE. 39 to teach, her so much, before she could receive any beneficial communication. One afternoon, however, when she was con¬ siderably relieved, Frances observing the tears in her ejes, said to her, "dear mammy, what hurts you? What's the matter?" " O Miss Frances," replied the poor crea¬ ture, in her broken speech, " me don't know what ails me—me heart so heavy—me heart so trouble—me fear to die." "The great God," replied the little girl, "is very angry with the wicked, yet he is good; and if the sinner forsake his way, and cry earnestly to him for mercy, he will for Christ's sake pardon him, and receive him as a dear child." " Who is Christ?" " Jesus Christ," she answered in that low, reverent tone, which showed, that that vener- ble name was never lightly taken upon her lips, "Jesus Christ is the Son of the Most High; he sits on his right hand, far, far above the skies, yet he is near to every one of us, and can hear the softest sigh that we breathej the lowest prayer that we whisper." 40 THE NEGRO NURSE. After a few minutes pause, she went on. " Before this worlcl was made, God our Fa¬ ther and Creator, knowing that men would become very wicked, and that unless he found a Saviour for them, they must at last go down into that dark and miserable place,, where evil spirits dwell; being sorry for us poor, helpless sinners, determined that his own Son, whom he loved, should suffer and die for us; so that those who should believe on him, might have everlasting life. "And now dear mammy," continued she, eagerly turning over the leaves of the Bible she held in her hand, "see how willing the Son of God was to take our sor¬ rows on him:" she read, "Then said I, Lo I come; in the volume of the book it is written of me, I delight to do thy will, O God." " Many hundred of years after the world was made, when men were very wicked, Jesus who was rich in glory, for heaven was his throne, and this earth his footstool, for our sakes became poor. He was born of an hum¬ ble woman, lived a poor and sorrowful life, and at last, died the ' cruel death of the cross.' But after three days," continued THE NEGRO NUKSE. 41 the pious child, her face lighting up with holy rapture, "after three days he rose from the grave; and when he had shown himself alive to his friends, and comforted their sorrowful hearts, he was carried up into heaven in a bright cloud. And now, the apostle says, 'he ever liveth to make intercession for us.' When we cry to him for help, he prays the Father for us, and we are pardoned, and the Holy Spirit sen^; down into our hearts, to make us good; and besides all this, he has given us this book to teach us how we may please him." The old woman listened with breathless eagerness to Frances's simple relation of di¬ vine mysteries, and when she concluded, earnestly asked, " But how do you know all this, Miss Frances?" In reply Frances read to her many passages which her mother had marked in her Bible, adding her own simple commentary as she went on. A part of the next day, and of many suc¬ ceeding days, were spent in the same way, until Chloe was so far recovered, as to be able d 2 42 THE NEGRO NURSE. to visit Frances in the nursery, whither she now regularly resorted for instruction. It was not very long before Mrs. Ridgely saw reason to hope, that her poor slave had received that freedom which cometh down from above, and walked in the liberty and light of the gospel. It is impossible to de¬ scribe the joy and solid satisfaction which Frances derived from this circumstance; her little heart beat with delight and holy thank¬ fulness, whenever she beheld her humble friend; nor did she who thus found in her fos¬ ter child, a spiritual mother, exercise less fer¬ vent and grateful emotions: the name of Frances mingled with every prayer which she offered, and dwelt upon her lips in many a simple but ardent expression of thankfulness. In such blessed occupations, the months and years glided peacefully over the happy family at Fair Lawn. 43 SCENES IN GEORGIA. THE TWO COUSINS; or, THE EXAMPLE AND THE WARNING. " Say ye to the righteous, it shall be well with them, for they shall eat the fruit of their doings." "Wo unto the wicked! itshall be ill with him, for the reward of his hands shall be given him." CHAPTER I. Little Alice and Annette were cousins. They lived in a small sea-port town, and their mothers' houses were separated only by a narrow street; hence the children were con¬ stantly together, and there grew such an af¬ fection from this early intimacy, as made these little girls very interesting to all who knew them. The neighbours often noticed it, and even strangers would stop to admire 44 THE TWO COUSINS. the beautiful picture which they presented of sisterly fondness, as they were frequently seen, straying hand in hand along the sea beach, searching for shells: the print of their small foot-steps in the soft sand, might often be traced to the very edge of the water, but no danger was apprehended for themj the tentler carefulness of Annette, the eldest, always interposing to restrain them from im¬ proper hazards. Their parents delighted to encourage these sentiments in their children. Alice was per¬ mitted to watch for Annette, the most for¬ ward peach on her mother's tree, from the first faint tinge of pink, until its velvet down grew rich with crimson ripeness; and in like manner, Annette was always reminded to share with her little cousin, all the good things which her father's fondness lavished on her. It was the spring-time of life with them nowj the sun never rose or set upon lighter hearts: for placed in a station of lowly com¬ fort, their time was left pretty much at theii own disposal, provided they accomplished their THE TWO COUSINS. 45 little tasks, and observed the stated hours for meals. They might usually be seen, seated under the shade of an old mulberry, which grew upon the borders of the green village common, enjoying their mimic feast of wild fruit and gingerbread, served up on acorn cups, and shining bits of broken china. Here they would continue, until the meridian sun warned them that " dinner time was come," then with loitering steps they turned home¬ wards ; but if the large spring butterfly with its bright yellow wings, chanced to cross their path, they were soon diverted from their course, and the eager chase commenced across field and thicket, to gain nothing at last, but the traces of its golden dust upon their fingers, as the reward of their wearisome pursuit. Such was the happy childhood of Alice and Annette. Their mothers were sisters by birth, but not in character. The mother of Alice had ''remembered her creator in the days of her youth," walking in all the ways of his commandments with humble and affec¬ tionate diligence; and she had felt it her de- 46 THE TWO COUSINS. light, as well as her duty to allure her child after her, in the same course. Often was the rosy face of Alice wet with her tears, as she offered fervent aspirations over the sleeping babe; and as her infant mind advanced, that " fear of the Lord which is the beginning of wisdom," was constantly instilled into it, so that a tender awe inspired her youthful spirit; preserving her from those immoralities, which are so common in childhood, and leading her gently forward to the knowledge of more ex¬ cellent things. But the lot of Annette was not so happy; her mother was one of those careless women who live at ease, "without God and without hope in the world." " What shall I eat, and what shall I drink, and wherewithal shall I be clothed?" were the busy and restless thoughts constantly re¬ volving in her mind; and though she often went to church, and sometimes read her Bible, yet it was evident that the bustling activity of her profession, with occasional pastime, shut out all serious thoughts, and there was no room for God in a heart which THE TWO COUSINS. 47 was filled with "the cares and pleasures of this life." Besides this, as is too common with those who have " no fear of God before their eyes," her sense of morality was not very strict. She was violent against gross offenders, but "sinning in the small way," did not, in the least, disturb her conscience. She kept a little confectionary, and Annette was often desired to tell the customers that cakes, which had been in the shop for more than a week, were " quite fresh;" and she well recollected, that on a certain occasion, when her mother, through the mistake of a child, received twenty-five cents instead of twelve and a half, she had observed, that if it had been a dollar she would have returned it, but that there was no harm in a little cheating. But "he that is unjust in the least, is unjust also in much." 1 Thus poor little Annette was early trained to sinj yet her , amiable and affectionate tem¬ per, recommended her to all her friends, and she generally passed for a very good child; but her loose and unprincipled education was 48 THE TWO COUSINS. secretly at work, and its operation might be traced in many a characteristic action. When Annette was about nine years of age, and Alice seven, a very excellent young lady took charge of the village school. Both of the children'were sent to her, and Miss Sydney soon became attached, by the intelli¬ gence and sweet behaviour of her little scho¬ lars. It happened that their way to school led them by an elegant garden, and the chil¬ dren often stopped to admire the bright flowers and dark evergreens, with which it was adorned. One pleasant morning, as they stood as usual, gazing on this brilliant scene, their at¬ tention was attracted by a very beautiful and uncommon rose bush, which had been trained along the garden rail, and now hung in rich and tempting clusters of the brightest carna¬ tion. As they stood enchanted with its beauty, the morning breeze bore its delicious perfume by them, and Annette standing upon tiptoe, stretched her hand up to one of the lowest flowers, and said, " See, Alice, I can reach it." THE TWO COUSINS. 49 "0 do not touch it cousin," replied the frightened Alice. " Why, what harm is there in taking a flower," answered Annette, at the same time breaking oft' one of the lowest branches. At this moment they heard some one speak in the garden, and both the terrified children ran away as quickly as possible. Annette was now heartily sorry that she had taken the roses, for though she was not ashamed to do what was wrong, the thought of detection alarmed her very much. How¬ ever, when they had reached some distance, and she found that they were not pursued, she dismissed her fears, and began to enjoy her prize. Not so, Alice. With a heavy heart and dejected countenance, she entered the school room, and instead of joining as usual, in the sports of her companions, seated herself sorrowfully at her desk. The little girls all crowded around Annette. " 0, what beautiful roses! where did you get them Annette?" "In my mother's garden," replied the ready inventor. 50 THE TWO COUSINS. «Why, I did not know that your mothe» had any garden." " 0 yes, she has a rose bush." " What will you do with them, Annette?" " I shall give them to Miss Sydney." Ac cordingly, soon after Miss Sydney appeared, and the little laughing, chattering throng dis persed to their seats, and the buz of study succeeded the noise of play. As soon as she was seated, Annette presented her flowers,, and received an affectionate-smile in reward. The rare beauty of the roses, induced Miss Sydney to make the same inquiries, which Annette had before received from the little girls, and with great confidence, she made the same replies. Who now so happy and triumphant as Annette? She cast an exulting glance to¬ wards the downcast Alice, and proceeded with alacrity to her lessons. But her satisfaction was of short continu¬ ance, for very soon they heard a tap at the door, and when it was opened, the gentleman, whose garden she had robbed, appeared. The two girls were standing up ta read, THE TWO COUSINS. 51 when he entered, and the consternation painted in their countenances, could not es¬ cape the observation of their instructress. The gentleman took Miss Sydney apart, and after a short conversation withdrew; but it was some minutes before Miss Sydney re¬ turned to them, and when she did, there was an expression of concern and perplexity in her countenance, which greatly increased the alarm of the little offender. Taking the Tes¬ tament from them, she turned to the chapter containing the history of Ananias and Sapphi- ra, and desired them to read it. When they had finished the lesson, she took the book from Alice, who had read the last verse, and fixing a scrutinizing glance upon her, inquired what she thought of this history. " 'Tis very dreadful, very awful ma'am," stammered the distressed child, who now felt, by the coldness and severity of her manner, that Miss Sydney included her in the offence of her cousin. 44 It is indeed an awful warning," replied Miss Sydney," and against what sins is it par¬ ticularly directed?" 52 THE TWO COUSINS. Alice's face was now nidden in her apron, but she murmured out, " against lying." " Against falsehood, and the unrighteous taking of that which does not belong to us. And how do you feel Alice, when you read this awful account of the wrathful judgments of God? Do you remember that the command¬ ments of the Lord are very broad, that they reach even to the thoughts and desires of the heart? " It is impossible that you should have sinned in the same degree with Ananias and Sapphi- raj but say, did you never wrong the property of another, even in trifles ? Did you never take even a flower, to which you had no right?" Poor Alice was sobbing ready to break her little heart, during this address, but when Miss Sydney made this direct allusion, the consciousness of her innocence armed her with courage, and wiping away her tears, she looked up with a serene countenance, and said mildly, but steadily, " No ma'am, I never did." There was something in her manner thai removed, at once, the suspicions of Miss Syd the two cousins. 53 ney; she held out her hand, and kindly drew the little girl to her, saying " I hope and be¬ lieve that you never did. Eut you, Annette, what shall I say to you? of your guilt there is no doubt, and I fear that your tears, flow rather from shame and fear, than repentance." Miss Sydney continued to speak to Annette for some time; she told her that the property of others, ought to be sacred in our sight; that if we allow ourselves to tamper with this feel¬ ing in trifles, we shall gradually grow bold in sin, and sink deeper and deeper into corrup¬ tion. She also taught her, that the God of truth, looks with deep indignation on the false¬ hearted, whose " lying lips" are an abomina¬ tion to him: and though his wrath may not always flame out against them in this world, yet, "whosoever loveth and maketh a lie," shall most surely be shut out forever, from his presence. The offence of Annette had been public, Miss Sydney judged it proper, therefore, to make her punishment so: she caused a seat to be placed for her apart from the other children, and forbade her holding the least e 2 54 THE TWO COUSINS. communication with them during the follow¬ ing week. The spirit of Annette revolted at this disgrace—the whole day was consumed in passionate crying and sobbing, and when she returned home, she relieved her mortification and distress, by the most violent expressions of resentment against her teacher. It may be readily supposed, that her mother's loose notions of morality prepared her to view the conduct of Miss Sydney as over-rigorous. Her daughter's disgrace, irritated her natu¬ rally violent temper, and in the heat of ex¬ citement, she sent, an insolent and threatening message to Miss Sydney, which produced the immediate dismission of Annette from her school. This unhappy step sealed the ruin of Annette; she was thus withdrawn from the salutary influence of Miss Sydney's instruc¬ tions, and left to mould her character by the evil example of her mother. Added to this, there were peculiar temptations in the circum¬ stances in which she was now placed; for her mother finding her useful in her shop, de¬ volved almost the whole care of it upon her. At first a handful of raisins, or one or two THE TWO COUSINS. 55 sugar plums, formed the extent of her theftsj but gradually enlarging her desires, she in¬ creased her guilt, seldom failing to gratify them by some unlawful indulgence. So that the little girl at the confectionary, became noted through the whole town, for falsehood and dishonesty. But let us turn for a time from this melan¬ choly picture of youthful depravity, to trace the gradual and beautiful development of bet¬ ter principles in the happier Alice. Alice was not faultless. By nature, she, as all others, was a child of wrath: but wholesome instructions, and good habits had greatly re¬ strained this natural evil; and we may hum¬ bly conclude, that that Holy Spirit, whose assistance her infant lips had daily asked with reverent feeling, (even before she fully un¬ derstood the meaning of her own words,) was well pleased with this early sacrifice; and ac¬ cording to the simple language of her petition, gave her " a new heart, and taught her to love God, and all the world." But while I describe Alice as a religious child, my little readers must not suppose that 56 THE TWO COUSINS. she was melancholy, moping, and dejected. These are not the "peaceable fruits of righ¬ teousness;" on the contrary, no step upon the village green, was lighter, or more joyous than hers; and among the rosy, laughing faces, which mustered there at evening play, none shone with more heartfelt gladness and con¬ tentment. Yet she had her seasons of serious and solemn feeling. When the rising sun shot his crimson beams, through the white curtain, which shaded the window of her lit¬ tle room, Alice arose from her peaceful pil¬ low, which prayer had consecrated; and while dressing, she composed her thoughts to se¬ riousness, by repeating little prayers, taught her for the purpose, by her mother. '' I laid me down and slept," the pious child would say, " and rose up again, for the Lord sus¬ tained me." "My voice shalt thou hear in the morning, O Lord; in the morning will I direct my prayer to thee, and will look up." Then reaching down her Bible, from its little nook upon her shelf of books, she read with reverent attention, a certain portion ap- THE TWO COUSINS. 67 pointed by her mother. And who can tell, how often a heavenly light, has beamed from the sacred page, upon its lowly student; or how the simple child went forth from these lonely readings, with a mind more deeply enriched with that knowledge which " maketh wise unto salvation," than attends the labo¬ rious researches, and careful investigations of the mere scholastic reader? It was thus that Ali£e was prepared for her morning devotions; but it must not be sup¬ posed, that being " fervent in spirit," she was therefore " slothful in business"—by no means. Through all her duties ran the spirit which is breathed in an excellent precept, often addressed to her by her mother: "What¬ soever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might, for there is no work, nor device, nor knowledge, nor wisdom, in the grave, whither thou goest;" and, she would sometimes add, with affecting emphasis, "Whither thou goes t. my Alice, most certainly, and perhaps soonei than you now expect; for your golden ring lets may find their place in the dust, even be fore these silver hairs." 58 THE TWO COUSINS. Thus habitually familiar with the idea of death, Alice learned to contemplate it with serious composure, always accompanied with a solemn awe; and if these thoughts some¬ times chastened the extravagance of youthful spirits, they did not in the main lessen her cheerfulness, for that was founded upon the u answer of a good conscience towards God." In church, Alice was always quiet and at¬ tentive, for though she could not understand the whole sermon, she seldom failed to find something that was level with her capacity: and the instruction which she gleaned in this way, was not small or unimportant. And when their aged pastor called the children around him to catechise them, her correct and feeling replies, always attracted his particu¬ lar attention; his countenance softening into complacent approbation whenever she spoke, and he seldom passed her without laying his hand upon her head in affectionate benedic¬ tion. But the "ways of wisdom are*ways of pleasantness, and all her paths are peace." The serene and happy days of Alice, glided THE TWO COUSINS. 59 swiftly away, and the child was fast chang¬ ing into the woman. Her light curled hair, was shading into deeper brown, and she was rapidly increasing both in stature and wisdom. Childhood's careless sports, and simple de¬ lights were gone, but in their place, came the substantial satisfaction of growing: knowledge, O © O 7 and active usefulness. She was no longer the little, fearful child, holding by her mother's gown, as she walked beside her to church, but the tall maiden, whose arm sustained the feeble steps of her declining parent. In like manner every toil was lightened, and every infirmity softened, by her industrious care, and soothing attention. When Alice had reached her fourteenth year, her excellent friend and instructress, was seized with a lingering illness, which terminated in her death. During the weari¬ some months which were appointed her, the grateful girl was her constant and indefatiga¬ ble attendant; every moment which could be spared from her necessary business at home, was spent in Miss Sydney's sick room; and many a lesson of meek endurance did she re 60 THE TWO COUSINS. ceive, whilst ministering to the patient suf¬ ferer. Her conversation too, was peculiarly instructive and useful to her young friend} and often did Alice in after life, recall those wise and affectionate counsels, which had proved to her indeed more precious than rubies. One dull rainy September evening, she was detained later than usual with Miss Sydney. As she was lying very still and apparently asleep, Alice drew the curtains around her bed, and placing herself by one of the win¬ dows, she sat watching the rain as it pattered against the glass, with a countenance which showed that her thoughts were much, and se¬ riously engaged. After a little, she turned, and discovered that Miss Sydney had with¬ drawn the curtain, and was looking very in¬ tently at her. " I should like to know what you are think¬ ing of, my dear Alice, with such an appear¬ ance of emotion," she inquired. Alice blushed, and drawing her chair near the bed, replied, 41 was thinking of an obser¬ vation that you made this morning ma'am. THE TWO COUSINS. 61 I understood you, that we might observe many things that the Bible commands; might pray often, read the scriptures, go to church, give alms, and do many other excellent things, and yet fall short of salvation. 0 my dear Miss Sydney, I know that I shall never be perfect, and this makes me very uneasy.'5 Misk Sydney. My good girl, I find, that rou do not exactly understand this matter, and if you can stay with me a little longer, we will converse further about it. You are acquainted with the history of our first pa¬ rents, how they fell from their happy estate, and by their transgressions brought the righ¬ teous displeasure of God upon themselves and all their posterity, so that we are all by nature children of wrath; but there is a way in which we may escape God's righteous indignation and enjoy his favour. Miss Sydney paused, and after a moment's hesitation Alice timidly replied, "God so loved the world, that he gave his only begot¬ ten Son, that whosoever believeth on him, should not perish, but have everlasting life," Miss Sydney. Most true: and can we sup¬ s' THE TWO COUSINS. pose my dear child, that the God of infinite love, would have given up the Son of his bo¬ som, to a life of wearisome wanderings, and distressing persecutions, to taste at length the bitterness of death, with peculiar aggrava¬ tions, if it had been possible for him in any other way, to receive us into happiness? If tears, and prayers, and deeds of ours, could purchase peace with God, and reconcile our offended Creator, the sorrows of Christ had never been: the crown of thorns had never pressed his sacred temples, nor unspeakable anguish, wrung from him that mournful com¬ plaint, " My soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death." Alice. 0 no, Miss Sydney, I never meant that—I never thought that. I only supposed that a real christian must be very, very good. Miss Sydney. I would have you Alice, in the first place, fully establish this truth in your mind, that christians are not saved by their own goodnessj but simply, because they believe on the Son of God. You remember that when the Jews inquired of Christ, " What shall we do. that we may work the THE TWO COUSINS. 63 works of God?" he replied, " This is the work of God, that you believe on him whom he hath sent." "By his stripes we are healed," and if we shall see the face of God in comfort, it is because "the chastisement of our peace was laid on him." Do you un¬ derstand this? Mice. I believe I do: " He hath borne our sins in his own body on the tree," that " God might.be just, and the justifier of him which believeth in Jesus." Miss Sydney. Let us return to the remark which drew on this conversation. You fear that you will never be perfect, my dear Alice, I know, that you will never be all you wish, until you have joined that blessed company in whose hands are the palms of victory, and whose robes are the white and spotless gar¬ ments of immortal righteousness. Yet be not discouraged, the promises of God are full of cheering. " Him that cometh to me," says the Redeemer, " I will in no wise cast out;" and he delights to describe himself, as that good shepherd, who bears the young and fee¬ ble lambs of his flock in his own bosom, and 64 THE TWO COUSINS. who far from despising their weakness, che¬ rishes them with the more abundant love and carefulness. But remember, mj dear child, these blessed comforts of religion, belong only to those who are earnestly and sincerely striving after holiness^ if we love Christ we will keep his commandments, and if we would dwell with God hereafter, we must walk with him here, for no unholy thing shall enter the gates of that heavenly city, which is the dwelling of him who is of purer eyes than to behold iniquity. Miss Sydney was now so much fatigued witli speaking, that Alice begged her to say no more at present^ and after taking an affec¬ tionate leave, she returned home " to ponder these sayings, and lay them up in her heart." The next day was still more rainy and un¬ comfortable, and Alice was constrained to forego her usual visit to her friend. But though deprived of this opportunity of im¬ provement, and alone in her quiet chamber, she found it good " to commune with her own heart, and be still." One subject fdled her anxious thoughts. THE TWO COUSINS. 65 " Did she indeed believe?" was her's the blessedness of that man " whose sin is cover¬ ed, to whom the Lord imputeth not iniquity?" Many difficulties occurred to embarrass her. She did not fully understand what believing meant; it was still less easy to know her own deceitful heart; and young and timid, she dis¬ trusted herself, and feared that she was at¬ tempting things too high for her. But He who guides the helpless sparrow through the air, will never abandon to hope¬ less and bewildering doubts, that lowly and tender spirit, whicli " trembleth at his word," and whose asking eyes are towards the habi¬ tation of his mercy. Such he will satisfy early with his goodness; and Alice, perplexed and disquieted, was yet not utterly cast down. Doubtful and uncertain of other things, she could say, with the affecting earn¬ estness of the heart-stricken Peter, "Lord, thou knowest all things, thou knowest that I love thee." The actings of our own spirits are often mysterious to us; but this was a simple feeling, and she clung to it with the placid assurance that it had come down to f 2 66 THE TWO COUSINS. her from above. The history and imagery of scripture, were perfectly familiar to her, and now she called to mind all the loving tenderness of the Redeemer, while he sojourn¬ ed among men. She remembered that when the sinful Mary, kneeled at his feet, washing them with tears, and " did wipe them with the hairs of her head, and kissed his feet," her mournful caresses were more precious to the Saviour, than all the Pharisee's stately hospitality, because she loved much. It was recorded too, that Jesus loved the family of Bethany, and Alice thought she could per¬ ceive the reason; for Mary sat at his feet, and heard his words with delight and devotion; and Martha, full of affectionate zeal for his comfort, ministered unto him. Above all, she dwelt upon that direct promise: " Them that love me, I will love, and those that seek me early shall find me." In musings such as these, the heart of Alice was comforted with that "peace which passeth understanding." With meek confi¬ dence, and ineffable tenderness, she could now look up to him that seeth in secret, THE TWO COUSINS. 67 and say, " Abba, Father," " Whom have 1 in heaven but thee, and there is none upon earth that I desire besides thee." But the affections of Alice were not ex¬ hausted in tears, and sighs, and glowing feel ings. Ardent in all these things, she yet re¬ flected that such are not the only fruits of love. It was not permitted her, like Martha, to receive that weary pilgrim, who " had not where to lay his head;" nor yet like Mary, to bring her most costly treasures, and pour them upon his sacred person, in token of affection¬ ate gratitude. Christ, the man of sorrows and privations, was now exalted at the right hand of God, to be a Prince and Saviour; still, has he not made himself one witli his poor and suffering children upon earth? has he not said, " inasmuch as you do it unto one of the least of these, my brethren, ye do it unto me How delightful the thought! that she might constantly testify her love to him, who though rich in glory, possessing the earth and the fullness thereof, has declared that he will not forget even a cup of cold water which is given 68 THE TWO COUSINS. to a disciple for his sake; and, on the contrary, how dreadful to meet his angry frown, when he shall come in the clouds with power and great glory, and hear him saying unto her, " I was a hungered, and ye gave me no meat; I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink; I was a stranger and ye took me not in; naked and ye clothed me not, sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not." Such thoughts and feelings could not pass away in unfruitful forgetfulness, and the ef¬ fect of that morning's meditation upon Alice, might be traced in habits of charity and self denial, which continued in steady operation throughout her long and useful life. It is true that Alice was poor, but the "law of kindness," was in her heart as well as on her tongue; and hence her tender zeal for suffer¬ ing humanity, wrought more heavenly chari¬ ties than ever flowed from careless profusion. The rich man .clothed with purple and fine linen, and faring sumptuously every daj, wrapped in soft indulgence himself, is too apt to forget the wretched beggar lying at his gate, THE TWO COUSINS. 69 and desiring to be fed with the crumbs which fall from his table." But the* poor widow who sees her scanty stores, wasted to a sin¬ gle cake, yet freely shares that last morsel with a hungry stranger; surely her humble offering is of greater price in his eyes by whom "actions are weighed," than "much fine gold." So the charities of Alice were all supplied by savings from her little expenses; some indulgence denied herself that she might cast it into the treasury of God, or some added exertion, by which she gained a pit¬ tance more for his use. Even when like Peter she was constrained to say, " Silver and gold have I none," yet "such as she had," was ever freely bestowed; the ready hand of assistance, the looks of kindness, the words of comfort, all the precious coinage of the heart; and the blessings of those who " were ready to perish," have often descended upon her youthful head, when she had little more to offer than tears of affectionate sympathy. * 1 Kings vii. 10—16. 0 the two cousins. 44 It is more blessed to give than to receive," and the poor Alice often tasted the holy sweetness of this blessing. CHAPTER II. But the time was now at hand, when this kind and affectionate girl was to taste the bitterness of grief. Not many days after her last visit, Miss Sydney died; but for her, Alice sorrowed not as one without hope; her death filled her with solemn sadness, not with violent distress. She wept with the village children around the grave of their good and kind instructress, but even then she enjoyed peaceful consolation. No costly marble mark¬ ed the spot where this sainted dust reposed, but the grateful children erected an humble enclosure around her honoured grave; and Alice planted with her own hand, a willow twig above the head of her best, and almost her dearest friend. Many years have passed THE TWO COUSINS. 71 since then, and that little twig has grown into a lofty tree, whose melancholy streamers wave over many an added grave; and the painted railing too, the lowly monument of grateful affection, has gradually fallen to de¬ cay: but the moral feeling which prompted its erection, is not so perishable. In that day, when the earth shall melt with fervent heat, and the heavens be rolled together as a scroll, it shall appear in the faithful records of Him by whom no deed of love, however small or unimportant, is forgotten. But we must not entirely lose sight of An¬ nette, the beloved play-fellow and companion of Alice. Many circumstances tended gra¬ dually to estrange the two girls from each other, and to lessen their early intimacy. The mother of Alice pointedly discouraged their frequent intercourse, and Annette her¬ self, was too often pained and reproved by the strict principles of Alice, to feel much pleasure in her society. Still they loved each other, and though seldom together the con¬ stant exchange of little kindnesses, maintain ed something of their former affection. The 72 THE TWO COUSINS. illness of Miss Sydney had occupied Alice so entirely, that sometime had elapsed with¬ out her seeing Annette. It was Christmas Eve, the season of mirth and holyday sport. Alice looked out, and saw every window bright with the merry blaze of Christmas fires, and all along the streets, bands of shouting school boys, full of boister ous happiness. She felt sad, for she remem¬ bered Annette, and the pleasant days of childhood: how eagerly they counted the weeks and months towards this joyous festi¬ val ; and when it came at last, how they shared together its peculiar pleasures; the pleasant romp in the frosty moonlight, or happy play beside the evening fire, and best of all, the Christmas gift, token of mutual love and? recollection. "I must go to see Annette, directly," thought Alice, " and carry her a Christmas gift." Accordingly she hastened to a drawer, which contained all her little treasures: here were ranged in neat order, and all strewed over with withered roses, the various prizes which she had ob¬ tained at school, and many other pretty trifles, THE TWO COUSINS. 73 each of which had been a keep-sake from An¬ nette or some other friend. She took up a small silver thimble, which she had received from her the day that she was seven years old, well remembering how happy Annette was, when she put it on her finger, and how fondly she had kissed her in return for itj and Alice shed tears over this simple memento of former days. " 0 that Annette were only as good as she is kind," she thought, and many plans were present to her mind, for the- amendment of her friend. With a heart full of such affectionate feelings towards her, she- selected from among her Sabbath school prizes, a neat little morocco hymn book, and writing the name of Annette, with some kind expressions, upon the first blank leaf, she has¬ tened to her Aunt's. It was about the supper hour, and Alice found the shop lighted up, and her Aunt busily engaged in satisfying a throng of little customers, who had come to spend their " Christmas money," in good things. Annette was not in the shop, and Alice stepped into the parlour expecting to find her there, but the servant informed her G 74 THE TWO COUSINS. that Annette had gone late to the stores and had not returned. While she sat waiting for her cousin, the girl amused her with an ac¬ count of the finery, which her young mistress had purchased for the Christmas festivities. But Alice grew uneasy at Annette's long stay, and often went to the window to look for her, wliile she was making some anxious inquiry concerning her, a loud screaming in the shop attracted her attention. In a moment Alice was there, and the first object that met her view, was Annette clinging wildly to her mother, and a dark looking man, whom she > knew to be the constable, standing by with i his hand upon her arm. Alice had no power - to inquire the meaning of all this, but hasten¬ ing to Annette, she threw her arms with pro¬ jecting fondness around her, and strove to ^soothe her distress and terror. But the whole -scene was soon explained, for many persons ■ ran in to inquire the cause of this strange out- f crys and the constable related, that Annette ' had long been suspected of pilfering from a certain store, though in so artful a manner as to elude detection. This evening, a consider- THE TWO COUSINS. 75 able sum of money had been purposely left in her way, and persons stationed so as to watch and seize her. All that the unfortunate girl could say in her own defence was, that she had thought it was a small bill, that nothing in the world would have tempted her to take so much. And even in this characteristic speech, her wretched mother might trace her evil influence upon her ruined child. But it was now too late to think of these thingsj she saw her forced away, and in the bitterness of her gvief, acknowledged that her own hand had closed the prison doors upon her. All night long Alice sat by her aunt's bed, vainly striving to soothe her distress, and minister to her comfort; wiping away her own quiet tears, and sending up many a fervent petition for her unhappy cousin. Christmas morning rose mournfully upon this distressed family. Alice left her aunt with her mother, and walking sorrowfully to the gaoler's house, begged his permission to see Annette. The gaoler was a kind man, he had known the children from their infancy, and often had noticed their remarkable at- 76 THE TWO COUSINS. tachment; he pitied the dejected Alice, and tried to persuade her not to go; but when she persisted in her petition, he consented, and accompanied her to the prison. When the door was unlocked and Alice saw the wretched Annette, seated upon a poor mattress, in the corner of a dark ami comfortless room, her heart felt almost break¬ ing. Slowly and sorrowfully, she moved to¬ wards her, and sinking down upon the bed beside her, put her arms fondly about her and wept ill silence on her shoulder, only whis¬ pering, as she pressed her cheek to her own, " dearest Annette, dearest cousin." Annette was too much overcome by shame and grief to return the caresses of her cousin: turning her face away, she vented the bitter¬ ness of her spirit, in simple, but 'affecting lamentations; wringing her hands, and sobbing out incessantly, "poor nie, pyor me." But 1 will not dwell upon this melancholy scene; it is not my wish to awaken unprofit¬ able sympathy, but rather to impress this use¬ ful lesson, that " the way of transgressors is hard," and that painful thorns shall wound the two cousins. 77 the feet that travel it." Poor Annette abun¬ dantly proved the truth of this assertion. Alice continued in the prison sometime longer, but though she longed to direct the attention of her friend to the concerns of her soul, she was too judicious to force the sub¬ ject upon her, while she continued so much occupied by her present distress. She con¬ tented herself with silently laying upon the bed beside her, as she withdrew, her own well used Biblej offering an earnest petition, as she did so, that it might become the fountain of life to her beloved Annette. Several weeks elapsed before the trial of Annette, and Alice continued to visit her as often as she could obtain permission; and she failed not to employ her time as usefully as possible for her friend; exhorting her with exceeding earnestness, accompanied by the gentlest delicacy, to seek reconciliation with her offended creator. The character of Annette for dishonesty, was so notorious, and her repeated offences had produced such a strong feeling against g 2 78 THE TWO COUSINS. her, that most persons considered her sen¬ tence, to two years imprisonment in the peni¬ tentiary, as very mild. The parting between the wretched girl and her friends, was indeed grievous. From that hour her unhappy mother sunk into a state of pining melancholy, from which no efforts could recover herj and, after lingering for a few months, she dropped into the grave, the wretched victim of her own forgetfulness of God in the management of her child. The meek and lowly spirit of Alice, though sorely bruised by this calamity, was too sin¬ cerely submissive to the will of her Maker, to indulge a repining sorrow. After a time she recovered her wonted cheerfulness and ac¬ tivity in duty. Still the distresses of hex friend were often present to her, and her let ters to Annette, were frequent and affection¬ ate. On the death of her aunt, it was disco vered that her little property was not suffi¬ cient to answer the debts, contracted by her daughter and herself; there was nothing there fore left for Annette. The generous Alice> THE TWO OOUSINS. 79 with the permission of her mother, wrote to entreat Annette as soon as she was released, to come to them and share all that they had. As the time drew near, she gathered to¬ gether all her little savings, and transmitted them by a safe hand to Annette, to defray the expenses of her journey. But the time passed and no Annette camej weeks, months, and even years, and still they heard nothing of her. At last, after many an eager expectation and sorrowful disappoint¬ ment, they learned that the unhappy girl had been cast, during her confinement, into the society of many vile and profligate characters, whose evil habits she had too easily contract¬ ed; so that when the period for her liberation arrived, she felt little disposition to share in the habits and society of the strict and self- denying Alice. But some of my readers may wish to follow still further, the subject of this little sketch. Alice the good and happy child, in the pro¬ gress of time, became as happily a wife and mother. About two miles from her native village, is situated a neat, though humble es- 80 THE TWO COUSINS. k tablishment, which often attracts the travel ler's approving glance. This is the home of Alice. Substantial comfort pervades the wholej the little garden, with its squares of useful vegetables; behind it a grassy lot which feeds her cherished cow; the clamour¬ ous poultry-yard $ and close beside the west¬ ern window, the hive, whose busy hum, soothes her listening ear with thoughts of in¬ dustry and comfort. Nor has Alice entirely neglected orna¬ ment: she has found time to train against her cottage wall, seveyal beautifully luxuriant vines. The golden bloom of the jessamine is mingled there, in rich contrast with the wood¬ bine's coral tubesj and the splendid plumage of the humming bird, is often seen glancing around the rose, which Alice favours with her special care. But far more delightful than the pleasant fragrance which breathes around it, % the sweet incense which rises from this lowly dwelling, when her heart-felt thanksgivings ascend to him, whose holy keeping has been around her, from her cradle slumbers, even THE TWO COUSINS. 81 onward to the prime and meridian of her life. And well does Alice, the christian matron, fulfil the promise of Alice, the pious child. " She stretcheth out her hands to the poor, yea, she reacheth forth her hands to the needy. She openeth her mouth with wisdom, and in her tongue is the law of kindness. She look- eth well to the ways of her household, ami eateth not the bread of idleness. Her chil¬ dren arise up and call her blessedj her hus¬ band also, and lie praiseth her." Yet reflections on the wretched lot of An¬ nette, sometimes shade the cheerful counte¬ nance of Alice with sadness, and many tri¬ fling circumstances betray the lingering fond¬ ness which she still retains for her early friend. In the frank, lively countenance of her second daughter, she traces a strong re¬ semblance to the beloved playmate of her in¬ fancy; and though she shrunk from imposing on her innocent child, a name which was now connected with reproach, yet the memory of their cradle friendship, probably survives in a common abbreviation by which she called the little girl: and Ann, is seldom named, 82 THE TWO COUSINS. without awaking tender recollections of netle. Poor Annette! the lovely and happy child, how have sin and suffering worn away her soft expression of peaceful innocence! In het sullen, wo-begone countenance, bloated with intemperance, and sallow with the colouring of disease, who would now retrace the rosy, shining face of health and joy; or recognise the well tempered, affectionate child, in the fierce, and bold virago. No signs of indus¬ trious comfort, distinguish the sinner's wretched home: filth and poverty are there; the comfortless hearth, whose scanty embers impart no warmth to the quaking form which bends above them; the stinted meal, and rags of misery—and ah! worse than all, the slow fire of remorse which burns within her guilty bosom. She feels that the sands of life are running out apace; that, that night which shall extinguish forever the light of hope, is hastening on, and "fearful looking for of judgment and fiery indignation," hangs, like a gloomy shadow, over her devoted head. Behold the wages of guilt and tremble, ye THE TWO COUSINS. 83 whose young hearts are yet unsullied by the" gross defilements of sin! Behold the awful progress of evil! Beware then of its beginning, and learn from the simple history of Alice and Annette, the awful difference which sin makes among men. " The path of the just is as the shining light, which shineth more and more unto the. perfect day;" but " the light of the wicked shall be put out, and the spark of his fire shall not shine; the light shall be dark in his taber¬ nacle, and his candle shall be put out with him." THE END