Pi ey reer. eee ee qa" 3y: u atte Ene jet ae aay Seer ca mbes? at a ee eat en as Pa ane pert Cs peal nt ¢ aoe = f nee aaa a he ee a ’ a ry - e * a ra ge oe Se Paar 2 . " a. = ary =, a ag a rae ae ; hast protected me by day and watched over me by night, and oh, what unfit returns have I made Thee for such liberality ; how badly have I rewarded Thee for such inestimable favors. Make me hereafter more thankful, and enable me to discharge my duty towards Thee in a more suitable and acceptable manner than I have ever 16 yet done. Continue, oh my God, Thy kindness to me, forsake me not, for if Thou dost desert me, I am an out- cast indeed. , O God, I pray Thee to avert from this at present happy land, every impending danger ; shield and protect it from the blows of its secret adversaries. Let present difficulties be surmounted by a mutual accommodating spirit ; let not the horrid cry of war be heard within our streets, but let blessed peace and tranquillity reign triumphant in its stead. Guard our city from every danger, protect it from all enemies; when we retire to our beds, may we not be under these dreadful apprehen- sions from fire which have so recently been the case. Consign to endless darkness those base incendiaries who, for the sake of plunder, hesitate not to wrap a city in flames, and destroy that property which perhaps is the hard earnings of an industrious citizen. Cherish and protect my parents in their declining years. Favor them with better health than they have lately had, establish it to them, and let their latter days not be ruffled with the pains of disease, nor the cross accidents of this life. Continue thy goodness to my brothers and sisters ; wilt Thou assist them in weathering the storms of adversity, a portion of which falls to every one’s share. I commit them and myself to that God who delights in mercy, whose *‘ ways are pleasantness and whose paths are peace.” 16. My father in the morning had a note up for the death of my mama’s eldest brother Jacob. May 1i. Though the morning was delightful, not a cloud to obscure the face of day, and a gentle refreshing breeze from the 8. W., yet indolence gained the victory, and I sluggardly hugged my pillow till past 8 o’clock. 17 Immediately on rising, those excellent lines of Thomp- son, ‘* Falsely luxurious will not man awake,” pressed on my mind with such force that at this moment I feel almost resolute enough to say that when I am well the Sun shall never gild the eastern horizon but in my presence. 12. On being awaked this morning, I instantly recol- lected my laziness yesterday, and so far obtained an advantage over my enemy Morpheus, as to get up at half past six. 15. By a Proclamation of President Adams some time since, the Congress of the United States of America are to assemble in the city of Philadelphia this day. May the finger of Omnipotence point to the adoption of such measures as shall be for the glory of God, the. rights of this people, and the honor and dignity of our Government. May the arm of Heaven be stretched out to cause those measures to be executed in a proper manner, and may the Majesty of the Almighty awe the enemies of our happiness and the disturbers of our tran- quillity to such a degree, that they may be led to abandon those plans and purposes which would involve America in the horrors and miseries of a destructive war. , 21. Last evening came from New York, and was this day issued from the Centinel office, the speech of our illustrious President, John Adams, to the Congress of the United States, specially called together by him to act on matters of the greatest moment, no less than to deter- mine whether we will remain free and independent citizens, or bow the supple knee of subjection, and become at once crouching, insignificant, detested slaves to the Government of France. June 28. This morning, death cropped in its beauty a ¥ 18 fair, beloved flower, the solace of a widowed mother, and the darling of a fond circle of sisters and friends. — e Mr. C. T. Hubbard, aged 18 years, on the night of the 23d instant, was taken suddenly with a violent nervous fever, which at four o’clock this morning put an end to his existence. This early death of a person with whom I was so well acquainted, and in whose neighborhood I have lived for upwards of a year, has a peculiar call and with emphasis proclaims, ‘* Be ye also ready.” O God, we know not what a day may bring forth. Fit and prepare us for any event of thy providence, and when the grim tyrant summons a surrender, may we not be found wanting. ‘*Death’s shafts fly swift, whose turn it next may be Thou’st wisely ordered, none of us should see. A prompt obedience to thy will we owe, And those shall early reap, who early sow. Great God, whene’er my soul shall quit this clay, Wilt Thou receive it into realms of day.” July 4. Anniversary of American Independence. The Cavalry recently established in this town, made their first public appearance this day, and escorted Governor Sumner from and to his seat in Roxbury. It promises to be a useful engine in protecting and defending the liberties of the citizens of America. Though yet in its infancy, the eye that glances into futurity can foretell its rising importance and prophesy of the mighty deeds which shall be done by them hereafter. 8. At noon (for the first time) ascended into the cupola of the new State House, and spent an hour there in surveying the noble prospect from that superb building. 19 In one of the N. E. pannels, I wrote with a pencil Ludo- vico Look-forward, 8th July, 1797, W. H.S. W. with the following: May this stupendous structure, raised by the liberality of Massachusetts, be viewed by posterity as the gift of their ancestors, and while they feel grateful for such a rich inheritance, may they imitate the virtues and follow the examples of the illustrious patriots of this memorable century ; may they never forget that their liberties are derived from the unparalleled exertions of a Washington, an Adams, and a Hancock. October 21. To-day the frigate ‘‘ Constitution” moved in her appointed element with ease and safety, and to the complete satisfaction and pleasure of numerous specta- tors. ‘The thunder of applause echoed from shore to shore, and almost drowned the voice of roaring cannon which immediately succeeded the launch. The con- course of spectators was great. I should not exaggerate were I to state them at 20,000. 1798. January 11. At noon to-day the different branches of the State Legislature walked in procession ' to the new State House, and took possession of it. Dr. Thacher prayed very finely on the occasion. The House of Representatives, before leaving the old building, voted that the front seat, (the best in the new State House,) should be presented to the Boston members. This flat- tering mark of attention was acknowledged by Dr. Eustis - in behalf of the Boston seat, after they had entered the new house. February 2. Went from home after dinner at half past three ; stopped at my friend Harris’s about fifteen min- | «« utes, and from thence went to the store. I had not been there more than fifteen minutes, when the dreadful alarm - ye) ee oT “) Le 20 a of Fire called me out, and when I arrived near it, behold it was the Federal Street Theatre, a building within thirty feet of my father’s house. As I perceived it, my feet refused to perform their wonted office, and I should have fallen, had not the peculiarly distressing situation of my dear mama roused my-sense, and left me sufficient strength to be a spectator of the scene, anticipating what I believed must inevitably ensue. But, heaven be praised ! The wind being at W.S. W. rendered it just possible for people to remain on the top of the stable and kitchen and to wet every part of the roof. In the midst of this truly dreadful business, sister Phillips came from her house, quite unattended; she fainted, was revived by the assistance of the Misses Hall, and came circuitously to our house, and then fainted again, but seeing mama more comfortable than she had reason to expect, and the danger of our house taking fire momentarily decreasing, she soon became composed. The wind got W. N. W. at 11 P. M., and shifted at 3 A. M. to N. N. W., which again exposed us to considerable danger from sparks blowing under the eaves of the house. However, brothers Thomas, Charles and myself sat up the whole night, and we were out of danger at 9 A.M. I was very stiff and quite unwell this morning, walked out for two or three hours, but did not go to the store all day. 7. This morning my father purchased of Mr. William Welch a farm in Brookline, containing 33 acres of land, with stock, &c., for all of which he paid $7,000. The farm is five miles distant from Boston. July 29. Sunday. Died at2 P.M. to-day, Mr. Robert. Paine, (son of Judge R. T. Paine.) This, with the * melancholy instances of sudden death which have occur- + 9 21 red within the week past, are solemn and affecting warn- ings to the living. How frail alas is man! **'To-day he puts forth The tender leaves of hope; to-morrow blossoms And bears his blushing honors thick upon him; The third day comes a frost, a killing frost.” How precarious the tenure by which life is held! The sun which rises upon our health, our comforts and our joys, may to us, have no setting ! 51. At6 A. M., went in our chaise to Brookline, and from thence to Dedham, accompanied by ma and brother Charles in another chaise,— arrived at Mr. Ferrole’s about 10 A. M., and brother and sister Phillips reached there about half an hour after. About twelve o’clock, Mr. Haven (the minister at Dedham) united my brother Thomas in the bands of matrimony with Miss Elizabeth Feroline. August 27. At11A.M., I left Boston on account of the fever which is prevalent there, and came to the farm. October 6. This afternoon I finished reading the *¢ Tliad” of Homer as translated by the inimitable Pope. Too inexperienced to form an accurate judgment, and conscious of my inability to criticise, I can only in gene- ral terms, extol it for sublimity of imagination, morality of sentiment, and splendor of diction. 11. Rode with Elijah in the chaise down as far as Bayley the Baker’s, on Roxbury Neck, called at Mr. Hunting’s, and learned that my aunt, Mrs. Elizabeth Walley, (relict of my late uncle, Rev. John Walley,) ‘expired this morning. She was seventy-one years of age on the 4th September last. * * * * * 22 18. Attended this afternoon the funeral of my late aunt, Mrs. E. Walley. Her remains were deposited in a tomb in Roxbury burying ground, and from thence con- veyed in the evening to my father’s family tomb in Boston Common burying ground. Her pall-bearers were Rev. Dr. Howard, Rev. Mr. West, Rev. Dr. Lathrop, Dr. Tappan, (Professor of Divinity,) Rev. Dr. Eliot, and Rev. Dr. Eckley. 18. The “ Boston Light Infantry” Company, com- posed of young men under twenty-one years, commanded - by Daniel Sargent, Jr., made their first public appear- ance this day. They were in perfect uniform, and the choice of it discovered superior taste. At half past eleven they received from Mrs. Stephen Higginson, Jr., through the hands of her husband, an elegant standard, for which they gave three cheers, and then marched to the Common. Their Captain gave them a superb enter- tainment at Concert Hall. 28. Sunday. Went in our chaise with Mary (a domestic) over to the farm. Dined there, and at 4 P. M., left it with brother Charles. December 2. Sunday. Mem. This afternoon were en- tombed the remains of Mr. Daniel Rea, husband of my aunt Rea. He was eighty-seven years of age. He died on the evening of last Wednesday. 31. Great Parent of the universe, permit me, with the deepest contrition, to approach Thy Throne, to offer up my acknowledgements for Thy past goodness, and my petitions for a continuance of Thy protection. Vain would be the attempt to enumerate the blessings Thou hast bestowed on me in the progress of the last year. From the distressing calamity which lately visited this town, Thou hast preserved me and my connections. 23 Through Thy bounty we are supplied with the con- veniences and many of the delights of life. And Thou hast given me in the course of the last year more health than I remember to have enjoyed for many preceding ones. Wilt Thou, who art the great Physician, look with an eye of pity on the situation of my dearest mother, and oh, if it be consistent with Thy great designs, restore her to health ; let her usefulness be continued to her friends, and spare her for many years to come. Continue kindly to support my father under the pressure of his years and of those infirmities incident to age. Cease not, Beneficent Author of Good, to guide and protect my brothers and sisters, in the paths Thou hast - destined them to pursue. May we all have it in our power at the close of our pilgrimage, to reflect upon lives well spent in the service of our Maker, and in the advancement of our neighbor’s happiness, always remembering that ‘no life is more pleasing to God, than that which is useful to man.” Wilt Thou still preserve me through the approaching year, and those which may succeed, (if Thou shouldst continue me so long,) and in every situation in which by Thy providence I may be placed, wilt Thou yield me that support and assistance which man at his best estate, and youth in an eminent degree, so incessantly requires. 1799. January 1. Mem. Brother T. W.,Jr., with his wife, came in town this morning and dined with us. At 8 P. M., I went to Dearborn’s Hall and attended a lecture by John Stewart, the traveler, introductory to a course of lectures which he proposes to deliver on the Human Understanding. 24 10. Mem. My mother was delirious this afternoon and evening for the first time during her illness. — 13. Sunday. Went to Dr. Howard’s meeting this morning. A Mr. Stone preached from Matt. v. 16. My father and children asked by note the ys: of the W. B. Society this morning. 21. Mem. Cousin Nabby Langdon watched with ma last night, and breakfasted with us this morning. Spent the evening with my friend, C. Sigourney, Jr., at. his father’s store. Mem. Sister Phillips omitted spending this day with us. She has been with us every day for near a fortnight past. 31. Hired this day of Messrs. Furness & Walley, Store No. 34, Long Wharf, rent to commence on 2nd February next, at $300 per year, allowing them the use of the third story. April 13. Walked before breakfast to the end of Long Wharf and in the Mall with my friend, C. S., Jr. This — evening bade adieu to the store of my respected friend, Mr. T. C. Amory, in capacity of apprentice; in whose counting room I have spent many happy hours, and in which I have obtained the knowledge I possess of mer- cantile affairs. The failing health of his mother is frequently refer- red to with deep solicitude. The sad event, which removed her from a large circle by whom she was greatly beloved, is here recorded. | April 16. My mother breathed her last at a quarter past five P. M. I trust and sincerely believe, that she is now happy in heaven, and in full communion with her God and Saviour. To eulogize the character of my departed 25 mother in the manner it deserves, would be a task impos- sible for me toperform. Her virtues are deeply engraven on my mind, and to imitate all her amiable Christian qualities, is now my only duty. O God, it is Thou who sendest afflictions as well as blessings. May this solemn and distressing event make such an impression on my mind, as shall inspire me more than ever with a love of religion, virtue and holiness. May I ever be prepared to meet death, as [ know not how soon or how suddenly it may overtake me. My dear departed parent was born 24th January, 1738. 20. This afternoon were entombed the remains of my dear and honored mother. The pall bearers were Samuel Eliot, Esq., Henry Hill, Esq., Stephen Gorham, Esq., Samuel Salisbury, Esq., Doctor Aaron Dexter and Sema Tiniips, Jr, Esq7 * * * * -* Thou God of love will sure indulge The flowing tear, the heaving sigh, When righteous persons fall around, When tender friends and kindred die. Parent and Husband, guard and guide, O God, Thou art each name in one; On Thee we cast our every care, And comfort seek from Thee alone. May 5. Sunday. Went to Dr. Thacher’s meeting this afternoon. Dr. Thacher’s text: was in Ephesians, v. 16. Mem. Saw brother Phillips’s' daughter baptized, her name, Sarah Hurd, being the original name of my dear departed mother, and named particularly for her. 31. Attended the meeting of the ‘Charitable Fire Society” at the Chapel this afternoon, and heard John 3 26 Davis, Esq., deliver an address; also, heard Mr. Paine’s new song, ‘“‘ To Arms,” sung by Mr. Rea. | June 7. Increase Sumner departed this life in the | fifty-third year of his age. He was amiable in every department of society. His life was a public blessing, his death is a public calamity. He has left an affectionate family with numerous friends to lament his exit, and the Commonwealth to mourn the departure of an able and extraordinarily worthy chief magistrate. He was truly — ‘¢ a Christian from inquiry, and a Patriot from principle.” 12. This afternoon were deposited in the Common Burying Ground, the remains of his late Excellency Governor Sumner. The splendor of the funeral proces- sion has perhaps never been equalled in this town. The spectators were extremely numerous. ‘The colors of the shipping in port were half-mast. Minute guns were > fired from 1 P. M. until 7. The loss of Governor Sum- ner is truly great and distressing. August 6. Rose at half past five this morning. Wind 8. W. Walked in the Mall before breakfast. In the evening, walked in the old Mall, where I met my friend Jonathan P , with his amiable sister M., whom J joined at the latter part of their walk. : 7. Dined with sister P., at her house alone. (Mr. P. dined at William P.’s, Esq.) At three-quarters past five P. M., went with brother Phillips in his chaise, about four eniles out, Dorchester road ; returning, were a in a shower by Mr. Morton’s villa. 12. Walked in the Mall alone, sransteniia upon 1b important subject which absorbs all my attention. A deep and reverential regard for the Scriptures is apparent at this early period. This regard increased 27 with years and the diligent study of the sacred page. He read in connection with them various Commenta- ries then most in use. Doddridge, Scott, McKnight, Henry, were attentively and carefully pondered with ever-growing enjoyment and profit. October 13. Sunday. Finished reading to-day the Scriptures of the Old and New Testaments, which I began the 27th June, 1797. This is the first time I ever went regularly through them. Not versed in the intrica- cies of theology, and but a pupil in the school of argu- ment, it would exceed the narrow capacities of my mind to adduce in logical order my reasons for the faith that is inme. But my sincere belief is that the New Testament, of itself, is sufficient to direct the conduct of man ; that it teaches all the duties of the Christian, and that the hopes which it exhibits to believers of a future and blessed state beyond the grave are sufficiently bright and alluring to strengthen, to encourage and to animate all those who attentively consider, or seriously weigh them. I believe it to be the Word of God, spoken to a fallen world through Jesus Christ His blessed Son, and man’s adorable Redeemer. I earnestly beseech my Heavenly Father to suffer the truths which I have studied, to sink deep into my soul; to inspire me with‘a greater reverence for His glorious name, and with a more ardent affection for the crucified Saviour, whose atonement for the sins of man- kind was conceived in the most exalted love, and wrought by the sacrifice of his own precious blood. The guilt of man was expiated by this free-will offering ; the burden of our iniquity Jesus sustained upon the cross, and cleansed us from sin by the sacrifice of his life. ‘Through 28 oy) Christ, the blessed and acceptable Mediator, may I approach the Majesty of the Most High, and with sincere contrition ask His pardoning mercy and assisting grace. Whether in sickness or in health, in life or in death, I am in Thy hands, Eternal Father, and wilt Thou afford me — that protection, counsel, relief and support which at all periods in life, I shall so eminently require. November 14. Brother Thomas and wife, with brother and sister Phillips and children, dined with us this — day. | 15. Brother Thomas, with his wife and child, returned for Dedham this afternoon. Spent the evening at, sister Phillips’s, in company with William Phillips, Jr., Esq., and lady, and Miss Miriam Phillips, (my amiable and lovely friend,) Widow Phillips, Mrs. Samuel Cooper and Miss Sally Wendell. Went home with Mrs. Cooper and Miss Wendell. December 4. Mem. Attended the Federal St. hentét this evening, (for the first time this season,). Sat in box No. 6, with my friend J. P. The play was Shakespeare’s first part of King Henry Fourth, or the humors of Sir John Falstaff. 20. Clear and cold. About 9 A. Mt. set off for Ded- ham, in pa’s sleigh, with brother Phillips’s horse, accom- panied by brother Phillips ; reached Dedham about quar- _ ter past eleven, A. M. Saw brother Thomas’s daughter christened by Mr. Matignon. Dined with brother Thomas in company with Mr. Gallet, brother Phillips, Dr. Ma- tignon, Mr. Ferrole, &e. Left his house about quarter before four, P. M., and reached Boston in two hours. In the afternoon I went to the Chapel and heard Josiah Quincy, Esq., pronounce an Address before the ‘* Massa- chusetts Charitable Fire Society,” upon the principles of 29 the institution. The assembly was large, the music, vocal and instrumental, excellent; the prayers of Mr. Kirkland, fervent and devout; and the Address of Mr, Quincy, classical and erudite. 23. Intelligence the most distressing reached town this morning, of the sudden decease of that great and good man, Gruorce Wasuineton. ‘The bells tolled from 1 to 2, P. M., stores, shops, &c., were closed after 1, P. M., and all business suspended. He died the 14th inst. 29. Sunday. Went to meeting all day; Dr. Howard preached both parts. * * * * His text in the afternoon in Eccl. vii. 14: ‘* In the day of adversity con- sider.” In this discourse he portrayed, with skill, the character of our beloved deceased; of him who was ‘‘first in war, first in peace, and first in the hearts of his countrymen.” ‘The pulpit was shrouded with black cloth, and an appropriate anthem closed the solemnities of this afternoon. ; January 9, 1800. A splendid procession, consisting of at least ten thousand persons, chiefly citizens of the town, proceeded at half past twelve from the New State House, to the Old South Meeting House, where a Eulogy was pronounced upon George Washington, the father of his country, the friend of man, by Geo. R. Minot, Esq., A. M., A. A. S. No business was done during the day; no stores or offices opened; public offices closed, and every one dedicated the day to sorrow and to Washington. The Eulogy of Judge Minot speaks its own praise, Without high wrought periods, or an attempt at bombast, it is sufficiently animated to evince the writer’s sincerity, and amply pathetic to draw tears from the reader. * 30 February 8. Heard this day a Eulogy upon the ‘ sub- lime virtues of the deceased Washington,” pronounced by Fisher Ames, Esq., in the Old South Meeting House. 21. Rode with my friend J. P., (in our chaise,) to Cambridge. Heard Mr. Alston and Mr. Watson pro- nounce a Poem and an Oration upon the character of George Washington, the good. Heard President Willard pray and pronounce a Latin Eulogium upon Washington. Dined with pa at Bro. Phillips’s. 22. Anniversary of the birth day of George Washing- ton, the saviour of America and the benefactor of man- kind. Attended Dr. Howard’s meeting this morning, where I heard a prayer from Dr. H., and a solemn hymn. At the other places of public worship similar services were performed. The Legislature, escorted by the Cadet Company, went in procession to Dr. Thacher’s church, where Dr. T. delivered, at their request, a discourse adapted to the mournful occasion. At Mr. Payne’s school, in Federal Street, some young gentlemen read the farewell address of President Washington; a Miss Payne, daughter of the master, pronounced some affecting lines, and a son of Mr. C. Sigourney delivered a brief eulogium, prepared by Rev. Mr. Kirkland. : March 4. Spent the evening at William Phillips, Jr., Esq’s house, where there were about twenty-five young ladies, and fifteen or sixteen young gentlemen. They danced till about quarter past twelve at night. My friend J. P. and his sister M., gave the ball. Though I was not an active guest, I was yet a highly gratified one. iw & “ 18. Workmen began yesterday, (being St. Patrick’s day,) to break ground on the westside of my father’s house, for the purpose of erecting a Catholic Church. 31 - 28. Dined at Brother Phillips’s, in company with Mr. and Mrs. Gannett, Judge Wendell, lady and daughter, Mrs. and Miss Cooper, William Cooper, Esq., and my father. April 25. Finished reading; this day, the instructive meditations of that excellent Emperor, Marcus Antoninus. May 11. Sunday. Went to Dr. Howard’s meeting this morning. Mr. Kirkland preached ; his text was in Matt. xxy. 19. Went to Brookline in the afternoon, with Brother Phillips, and returned at 7, P. M. Dined with pa at Brother Phillips’s. - Attended this evening the Federal Caucus at Concert Hall, with my friend C..S., Jr., and J. P. The Caucus was for the purpose of fixing on Representatives to the General Court. H. G. Otis addressed the audience in a noble speech of an hour’s length. 21. Wednesday. Died at 12 o’clock, at midnight, His Honor, Moses Gill, Lt. Governor and Commander in Chief. The bells tolled one hour, from 6 to 7 o’clock. 30. Hon. Caleb Strong was this day escorted into Boston by a great body of its citizens, on horse-back and in carriages. He was qualified as Governor, and pro- claimed as such at 12 o’clock at noon. - July 4. Anniversary of American Independence. At seven, A. M., set off with my friend J. P., in a chaise for Nahant, which we reached (after waiting and breakfast- ing at Lynn about an hour) at half past ten, A. M. The company consisted of Mr. and Mrs. Cooper, brother and sister P., Mr. and Mrs. Quincy, Mr. J. White and Miss Sally Wendell, Mr. J. P. and myself. Fished till half past two, P. M. Dined at three, P. M. Afterwards we all walked to what is called the Swallow’s Nest; went between the rocks in which the swallows build. It is a2 called the Gallery. Afterwards viewed the Bridge under which the surf rises and washes the high land above. Parson Bentley, of Salem, whom we met on the rock, accompanied us in our walk, and explained the prospects, curiosities, &c. Mrs. Quincy sang the beautiful song of “The Little Sailor Boy,” after dinner. Left Nahant — = at three-quarters past five, P. M. We all stopped and supped at Newhall’s, in Lynn, on our return, from whence we started for Boston about eight, P. M. Reached town about quarter past nine, P. M., without the smallest accident having befallen any of the company. The day was exactly what was to be wished, and the pleasures of the day were incomparably great. 16. Commencement at Cambridge. I stayed in town all day, as did my friends, Jonathan Phillips and C. Sigourney, Jr. Walked with them in the afternoon for an hour and a half. At six, P. M., I went to William Phillips, Esq.’s house, and had the pldasn of drinking tea with Miss Miriam Phillips, Miss S$. Mason, and my friend, Jonathan Phillips. Miss Mason belongs to New- port, R. J. I was introduced to her acquaintance this afternoon for the first time. Mr. Phillips and lady, with Miss Abigail their daughter, arrived in town about half past seven, P. M., from Dedham. Gov. Trumbull, _of Connecticut, who attended the exercises at Cambridge, and who tarries at Mr. Phillips’s, came in about three- quarters past seven, P. M., to him 1 was introduced by my friend, J. P., his father being absent from the room on the pou s entering. 18. Walked in the Mall this evening about half past seven, P. M., where I met my friend, J. P., with his — amiable sister Miriam and Miss Trumbull, (daughter of Goy. Trumbull, of Connecticut.) I walked in the Mall 33 with them for fifteen or twenty minutes and afterwards accompanied them as far as Mr. Foster’s, No. 8 Franklin Place, whither they were going to visit. 381. Set off about half past seven, A. M., in a two masted boat in company with William Phillips, Esq., Gen. Winslow and Major Cunningham, with my friend J. P., a Mr. Beck, and eight or ten children of Major C., and Gen. W. with Capt. West, skipper of the boat, his attendant and two of his children, for fishing below. We went off the Graves, (so called,) about six miles below the Light. Fished from half past eleven, A. M., to half past twelve, P.M. Left the ground at that time and came up to Long Island, where we went on shore, cooked our chowder, and tarried till about half past four, P. M. We then prepared to return and had reached the boat, when a violent squall came on; it rained furiously and blew a perfect hurricane, for a few minutes, tearing asunder the large tree under which we dined, and cleav- ing down another on a neighboring eminence. After the shower was over, several of us went to the house on the _ island and dried our clothing a little, after which we returned to the boat and proceeded for Boston, where we : arrived about quarter past nine o’clock, after having ex- perienced more rain on our passage from the island. There was very little thunder or lightning, but the family on the island observed it was the severest wind they had known except one, since they. had been on the island, which is ten years. We caught sixty cod and haddock. This is the first time I ever went as far, or beyond the Light. I caught one cod, the first I ever took. It was very warm in the morning, and scarcely any air, wind S. W., and N. W. after the squall. Be tet 12. My friend, Jonathan Phillips and hig 34 amiable sister, set off this morning on a journey for Northampton, and Lebanon, in Connecticut. September 16. Pa went to the farm this morning. Dined with me to-day, Mr. Garret Haws, of Anguilla ; Mr. William Redney, of Trinidad; Mr. Zalmon Wheeler, of St. Johns, N. B.; and my friends, J. Phillips, J. Hares, and C. Sigourney, with Mr. J. I. Linzee. 17. I spent this evening in a highly agreeable manner at the house of William Phillips, Jr., in company with — my amiable friend Miss M. P. and my friend J. P. October 12. Went to Dr. Morse’s meeting in Charles- town all day, with Bro. Phillips; sat in J. Harris’s pew. Dr. Dwight, President of Yale College, preached both parts. His text in the morning in Eccl. ix. 10; in the afternoon, Eccl. xii. 7. Many persons went from Boston to attend his preaching to-day. He is graceful in his figure, with a full but pleasing and animated countenance, a high, smooth forehead and piercing eye, and possesses an uncommonly strong, clear, and melodious voice. His: diction was pure, correct and brilliant. 30. Anniversary of the birth day of John Adams, President of the United States. I dined at Concert Hall with a large company to celebrate the birth day of our illustrious Chief. ‘This has been a high day for all true Federalists. : April 18, 1801. My friends John Harris, J. Phillips, and Joseph Tilden, with brother Phillips, dined with me this day, with pa and Charles, in celebration of my birth day. | May 23. Rode over to the farm this afternoon with Bro. Phillips, returned about six o’clock, P. M. Return-. ing met my amiable friend Miss Miriam Phillips, with 35 her brother Jonathan, (in their carriage,) riding for her health, of which she has for some time past been deprived. This is the first time I have had the happiness of seeing her since her illness. May her health still continue to amend, and may she enjoy hereafter a rich and liberal share of that invaluable blessing. January 10, 1802. Sunday. Went to meeting all day. Dr. Howard preached both parts. His text was (morn- ing and afternoon) Acts xvii. 10,11, and first part of 12th verse, as far as “ believed.” Mem. My brother Charles was this afternoon pro- pounded for admission into the church. 18. Spent, or was spending the evening at sister Phillips’s, in company with my amiable friend Miss M. P., Miss R. S., and her sister Miss Betsy, with Miss Maria P., of Cambridge, and my friend Jonathan P., when the town was alarmed by the cry of fire. This was about seven o’clock, P. M. It proved to be the dwelling house, shop, &c., of two carpenters, by the name of Goff, near Fort Hill. I tarried at the fire until eight, P. M., and returned to sister P.’s, found her pleasant party dis- persed and Miss Betsy S. only remaining. Spent a half hour there. Mr. Samuel S. attended his sister Betsy home. 7 Thus was my prospect of an agreeable evening in the society of those amiable fair ones, whose conversation and smiles exhilarate the heart, changed to a mournful spectacle of a dwelling in flames, its industrious tenants deprived of a shelter, of a young child consumed by the dread element, and an extensive neighborhood trembling and terrified lest their abodes should next become a prey of fire. 36 February 7. Sabbath. Brother C. was this morning admitted a member of the church, at Dr. Howard’s. 21. Went up to my cousin Nat. Furness’ this morn- ing after meeting, to inquire into the state of my Aunt Rea’s health, which is extremely disordered. March 14. Sunday. Went to meeting all day. Dr. Howard preached both parts. His text in the morning was in 1 John ii. 17. ‘‘ The world passeth away and the lust thereof.” In the afternoon, James ii. 12. These were two solemn, serious and important discourses. July 29. Thursday. Went to Nahant this day with © Mrs. S. Cooper, in a chaise of Niles. Set off about three quarters past six, A.M. Breakfasted at Palmer’s in company with Mr. Jonathan P., and Miss Martha H. in one chaise, and Mr. Edward P. in another. In addition to these, were of the party—Mr. William P., Jr., and lady, Miss Miriam P., (my amiable friend,) Miss Susan M., (of Newport,) Miss Abigail P., and brother and sister P. We arrived at Nahant about half past ten, A. M. Dined about half past one, P. M., after having fished. About three, P. M. walked out to the swallow’s nest, &c., with Miss M. P., Mrs. C., Miss Susan M., Miss H., &c. Took coffee at Palmer’s returning, and got into town about quarter past eight, P. M. | October 8. Sunday. Having on the last Sabbath after- noon been propounded to the church, (Dr. Howard’s,) I was this day admitted and partook of the sacrament, I hope and trust with right feelings and views, relying upon God, and the aid of His good Spirit; looking unto Jesns, the author and finisher of my faith, I would devote and give up myself unto my Maker, I would employ all my faculties in His service, and trusting for salvation in the » oT merits of my blessed Redeemer. I would live the life that I live in the flesh, by faith in the Son of God,—and in humble hope of a blessed immortality, would fervently pray, that when my soul is required of me, I may be ready and willing to quit this house of clay, and be enabled to give up my account with joy. About this time he records the marriage engage- ment entered into with his “amiable friend,” Miss Miriam Phillips. On Tuesday, January 4, 1803, occurs the following record. This evening I was united to my dear and excellent friend, Miriam Phillips. The ceremony took place at her father’s house. The company consisted of Mrs. William Phillips, Sen., Mrs. (grandma) Mason, Mrs. (aunt) Powell, Miss Bromfield, Mrs. Jonathan Mason, Jr., Mr. and Mrs. William Powell, Mr. Benjamin Clark, Mr. Christopher Clark, my father, brothers Thomas and Charles, and John Phillips, with sister T. Walley, Jr., uncle and aunt Furness, aunt Hall, aunt B. Hurd, my friend Joseph Tilden, Miss Rebecca Salisbury, Dr. How- ard and Dr. Eckley. Dr. E. officiated principally. Dr. H. made the concluding prayer. January 9. Sunday. Wentto Dr. Eckley’s meeting with my wife allday. Dr. Kirkland preached in the morning ; his text was in 2 Kings, xxii. 19: ‘‘ Because their heart was tender.” Dr. Eckléy preached in the afternoon; his text was in Eccl. i. 2: ‘* A time to be born and a time to die.” 1. This afternoon my wife and self quitted our ' 4 “$i father (Phillips’ 8) house, and removed to our own in Oliver street. : February 138. Sunday. Went with Mrs. W. to Dr. Eckley’s meeting all day. Mr. Salisbury preached in the morning; Dr. Eckley in the afternoon. Partook this — morning with the communicants of the Old South church. May 8. Sunday. Went to the Old South meeting this A.M. Dr. Eckley preached from Rom. xiv. 17. Went to the Federal street meeting this afternoon. Mr. Chan- ning preached from Job, i. 21. The sermon was occa- sioned by the death of Mrs. Thomas Davis. September 4. Went to (Federal street) meeting all day. Mr. Channing preached both parts. Partook this forenoon with Mrs. W. for the first time at the Lord’s table with Mr. Channing’s church. The record of the birth of his first child, a beautiful boy, named William Phillips, which occurs here, Thursday, January 12, 1804, is followed by a prayer full of tender and earnest petitions for wisdom rightly to train him, that he may live to be an instrument of great good in the world, and adorn the doctrine of God his Saviour. After nine happy months, this sweet bud was removed from their tender care by the Heavenly Gar- dener, to blossom in a brighter clime. It was his first near sorrow since the loss of his mother, but it was received submissively as from the: hand of One who loves equally when He takes as when He gives. We quote some of his words. | 39 | - It is painful indeed to nature to part with the objects | _ we love. How distressing it is to part with a beautiful and promising child, a parent only can know. I have been the melancholy spectator of my child’s last moments. I hovered around his body while his spirit yet animated it, but the last pulse has throbbed, and he is now released from his infant prison to dwell in the world of spirits. As he was mine by nature, I trust he was his Heavenly Father’s by adoption. At his birth, at his baptism, and often since, have I dedicated him to God, desiring that if his life was spared it might be spent in the service of his Maker, or that if his days here below were to be few, he might be translated from earth to heaven, and be forever with his God. I hope, I believe, that he is now gone to enjoy his Saviour. His race on earth was short. He seemed to taste of life only that he might see its vanity, and left it for more substantial joys. Sensibly as I feel this afflictive providence, I desire not to indulge one murmuring thought. I received him as a loan, not as a gift; and He who gives me all I enjoy, and is the author of all the hopes which I cherish, has seen fit in His infinite wisdom, (and with a purpose of love, I verily believe,) to take into His own hands the charge He had committed to mine. ‘Shall He not do what He will with His own?” and must not “the Judge of all the earth do right?” Though my fond expectations are blasted, though the goodly fabric I had erected, is in a moment levelled to the ground, though my schemes for the future of my child are all in an instant defeated, yet it is a con- sideration which cheers and supports me, (and the only one which can at this period,) that God’s purpose cannot be shaken, that His schemes cannot be frustrated. And, as all His aim must be the promotion of His own glory, 40 whatever is necessary in His plan for that end, His crea- tures should rejoice in. | : It is my desire to view this providence as a message from heaven. It is perhaps to chasten me for having hugged the comfort too closely to my bosom, and been tempted to forget the Author in the blessing. Or, it may be sent me to prove irresistibly the truth of what the Scriptures and observation continually teach, that every thing here below is vanity; that man cometh forth as a flower, that he appeareth as a vapor, and is suddenly no more ; or it may be sent to warn me to prepare for my own end. I cannot but view it as a Father’s chastise- ment, as coming directly from the God of Love. I desire to improve it to those purposes for which it was sent. May it not be in vain that I suffer, and may I hereafter have abundant reason to say, ‘* It is good for me that the hand of God has touched me.” I earnestly desire that this. solemn visitation may quicken me in my Christian course, that it may withdraw my affections more from earthly things, and tend to fix them more strongly on those which are above. I desire that my heart may be impressed, that I may perceive the greatness of my sins, the ruin of my soul by nature, the astonishing love of God in the gift of His Son, and the freeness and richness of His grace in the Gospel. I de- sire more sensibly to feel my constant dependence upon God for strength and support, and to realize that I am ever in His hands. I desire most humbly and fervently that I may be prepared for my own departure hence. I know not how soon or how suddenly I may be called to give up my account to God. I feel that this body which I inhabit is feeble and decaying. It does not promise a long continuance, and how soon I may be summoned to 4] follow my child, I know not; but this is my most earnest prayer, that I may glorify God in the world, do faithfully the work He assigns me, and in the hour of death be enabled to triumph over the king of terrors, to ‘ know whom I have believed,” and joyfully to commit my spirit into the hands of Him who gave it. Blessed God! in that solemn moment may my hope be firm, well ground- ed, and full of immortality. I desire most earnestly that this affliction may be sanc- tified to my own family and those connected with it. May it lead all to serious contemplation, to good resolu- tions, and be a means of opening many hearts to the reception and love of divine truth, and solicitude for their own salvation. May it in a particular manner be sancti- fied to my beloved partner, who feels most keenly our common loss. May her supports be derived from her covenant God, who has engaged never to leave nor forsake her. May His countenance be displayed to her in love, and a Father’s hand be evident in her affliction. 1805. May 10. Sriday. Lodged last night at our new residence in Atkinson Street. 1806. September 5. Friday. At about half past twelve o’clock, my beloved father was released from his weak- ness and infirmities, and entered, as I trust, into his ever- lasting rest. * * * . * He has been gradually failing since the 30th March last, and appeared sensible that his days were about being finished. He uniformly expressed his gratitude to God for all the goodness he had shown him during his long life, expressed his sorrow that his earlier years were not marked by religion, and his thank- fulness for being inclined in after life to name the name * 42 of Christ. A day or two before his departure he ex- pressed a wish to be released from the body and to enter into rest, but immediately recalled it, so far as to intimate his submission to the divine will, and his readiness to wait his appointed time. ‘God forgive me,” twice repeated, were nearly the last words he uttered. 6. Saturday. This afternoon were entombed the remains of my beloved parent. The Rev. Mr. Lowell. officiated in prayer. The pall-bearers were Col. Dawes, Dea. Charles Cushing, Samuel Salisbury, Esq., Samuel Eliot, Dr. Dexter, and Nath’] Balch, Esq. Having suffered from repeated and alarming attacks of bleeding at the nose, which greatly prostrated his strength, he thus writes after one of them. May I realize more than ever the uncertainty of life, health, and all earthly possessions, and. may I sit more loosely to them all, be quickened to aspire and seek after eternal blessings, the favor of God, and a union in heart and temper to my adorable and blessed Redeemer. May I covet earnestly the best gifts, even the love of my Saviour and the abiding influences of the Holy Spirit. May I be more resolute than ever in opposing the corrupt. inclinations of my own heart, the temptations of the great enemy of souls, and the allurements of a vain and vicious world. May I, in the strength of Jesus, come off more than conqueror, and give to Him the glory of. all my victories. Blessed God! work in me to do Thy whole will. Make me grateful to those beloved friends who have ministered to me in my sickness, anticipated all my wants, and affectionately supplied them. Do Thou | sik | | | 43 reward them for their labors of love, and grant them the richest of Thy blessings, an interest in Thy Son. To Thee, oh my God, who wert the author and art the constant supporter of my being, from whom I derive the comforts of this world, and by whose rich, free and unmerited grace I enjoy the hope of a happy immortality, through the cleansing blood of my crucified Redeemer, to Thee do I dedicate all my powers of body and of soul. Make me live to Thee. Make me to adorn that glorious gospel I have professed. Make me to walk by the faith of the Son of God, as a pilgrim here, and a humble’ expectant of unspeakable and endless happiness in the kingdom of heaven. January 1, 1807, we find the first mention of the future pastor of the Old South church. Attended Federal street lecture this evening. A Mr. Huntington preached. His text was in Proverbs: ‘* What profit shall we have if we pray unto him.” Several pages are left vacant, asif for an abstract of the discourse. His habit was always to record the texts of all the sermons to which he listened, frequently giving an outline more or less extended. April 9. Fast through the State. I was much impressed this day in reading some parts of Orton’s Life of Doddridge, especially those parts respecting the improvement and distribution of his time, and his con- stancy and delight in secret prayer. What a model is Doddridge! How am I reproved for my sluggishness, my barrenness, my formality, my ingratitude. In words, \ 44 I have dedicated myself soul and body to God, but how little of this entire devotion have I expressed in my conduct. Gracious and forgiving God! heal, I beseech Thee, my backslidings, recover me to Thyself. Destroy the power of sin within me, increase my love to Thee ; bring me more and more to rejoice, to trust and to delight in Jesus, the Saviour of sinners, and may I continually be aspiring after conformity to what is imitable in His glorious character. 12. Lord’s Day. Attended church allday. Rev. Mr. Channing preached both parts. His text morning and afternoon was in Eph. vi. 1, 2. These discourses were upon the duties of children to parents, and on the means which parents were to use to secure to themselves the respect, the affection, the gratitude, the submission, and the entire confidence of their offspring. Most excellent discourses. On this day, which, places me in my thirtieth year, would I recollect and record the goodness of my God. ‘‘ Hitherto He has helped me.” He has been my refuge ' and defense, a present help in trouble. He has encom- passed me with blessings, and though I have so often ungratefully abused His bounty, He still mercifully upholds me. How deserving is He of my whole heart, my best, my undivided affections. May I yield for the future a more cordial and willing obedience to all His commands, and make His service, which is true and perfect freedom, my greatest delight. Warned as I have been, in the course of the past year, of the weakness of my body, and the great uncertainty of life, may I, in the strength of my Saviour, practice the resolutions I formed in the days of sickness,. when time appeared to me of more value than ever, and when 45 neglected opportunities of usefulness were remembered with keen regret. May Inow improve the health I enjoy, to the glory of God my Preserver, and be active in accomplishing all the good it is in my power to communi- cate to my fellow creatures. Especially may I seek their spiritual welfare, and may I be always impressed with the importance of exhibiting in my own life and conver- sation, the transforming effects of that glorious gospel which I profess to love, and which I recommend to them. 1808. May 18. Rev. J. Huntington was ordained this day colleague with Rev. Dr. Eckley, minister of the Old South Church. Father Phillips and brothers dined with the church company. | - July 24. Sabbath. After service this afternoon, the brethren of the church remained, and Rev. Mr. Channing communicated Mr. Thomas McClure’s and my acceptance of the office of Deacon. Hethen prayed with us. May the Lord make us faithful servants ! December 11. Lord’s Day. Rev. Mr. C. preached all day. Text in the afternoon, Matt. xv. 8: ‘+ This people draweth nigh to me with their mouth,” &c. In this dis- course he showed the inefficacy, the sin, and the peculiar danger of formal, hypocritical prayers. A very search- ing, excellent sermon. I desire to take shame to myself when I consider my coldness, my formality, my want of affection in my addresses to God. Iam sometimes tempted to think that they are all hypocritical, and merely to preserve appearances, or to lull my conscience. But can this be ? Have I no true love to my great Creator, my kind and constant Preserver? No genuine affection toward that compassionate, condescending Saviour, who has done and 46 suffered so much to obtain for me pardon and everlasting blessedness ? Have I no regard to that gracious Spirit which hath striven with me so much and so long? O yes; mingled with vast ingratitude, with astonishing stupidity, with dreadful coldness, yet can I not say, O — 4 thou Searcher of hearts, that there is some sincerity in my heart, some genuine repentance of sin, some real attachment to my God and Saviour, some earnest desire after conformity to that bright example which my -Re- deemer hath left, some faint but sincere exertion to be a Christian indeed. O blessed Spirit! Thou quickener of the spiritually dead, abide with me continually as my guide and com- forter. Instruct me in and urge me to the performance of every duty, and may I not faint or be weary in my Christian course. 1809. March 26. Rev. Mr. Channing preached in the afternoon from Ps. xxvi. 8: ‘ Lord, I have loved the habitation of thy house,” &c. This discourse was occa- sioned by the contemplated destruction of our present house of worship in the course of this week, in which we shall consequently never meet again. His discourse was appropriate, solemn and affecting. November 23. J attended this morning at the dedica- tion of the new house of worship just erected in FederaL street. Rev. Dr. Kirkland offered the prayers before ~ sermon, which was delivered by Rev. Mr. Channing. Rev. Dr. Lothrop offered the closing prayer. The ser- vices were solemn and highly interesting. Rev. Mr. C.’s text was in Ps. c. 2, 4: ** Serve the Lord with gladness ; come before His presence with singing. Enter into His gates with thanksgiving, and into His courts with praise.” — 47 May the House which we have reared, be ever sacred to the worship of God; may the Church there be en- larged and purified, and may the truth as it is in Jesus, be faithfully and successfully declared to the latest pos- terity. May I in this House of Prayer enjoy sweet inter- course with my Father in Heaven, discover my Divine Saviour in the breaking of bread, and be comforted, quickened and supported by all the exercises I may be permitted to join in. Here in this Temple, may I catch the spirit of ‘worshipers above, and be trained up for an eternal union with them, fora participation in the ser- vices and joys of that ‘‘Temple not made with hands, eternal in the heavens.” A pleasant summer home, constantly referred to as “the Farm,” situated in Brookline, had now been the resort of the family during two seasons. [From their pleasant circle of friends, some one or more were continually passing back and forth, giving and receiv- ing pleasure, and the health of the beloved wife and mother, always delicate, seemed to improve through the cheerful out-door life, which was thus made more easy. Many pleasant journeys were also undertaken in the old-fashioned, independent style, in their own vehicle, with some friend,—stopping as inclination or convenience prompted, wherever there was promise of pleasure or improvement. The devoted sister, whose name so often occurs in these pages, and whose unvarying affection has long been extended to the children of that beloved one, frequently made one of the party. - It was at the close of one of these pleasant seasons, December, 1809, that the mother’s health began to decline, and finally, by severe and alarming attacks of illness, she was brought to the borders of the grave. . She addressed precious words of comfort to him, in the full prospect of a separation. The mother’s heart also yearned fondly over ‘her little ones, whom,’ she said, ‘she had hoped to see advance in life, and had looked forward to it with great pleasure.’ ‘ This,’ she added, ‘has been my most earnest desire, that my children may belong to God, and may be admitted into His king- dom.’ To the great joy of her friends, she was given back to them again, when to all appearance she seemed to have entered “the river,” and to be almost within sight of “the shining shore.’” Seventeen years longer was she permitted to fulfill the sacred duties intrusted to her, with all the fidelity and devotion which her slender health allowed. 1812. June 20. War. This morning General Bloom- field, now in this city, received accounts by express from the City of Washington, of War having been declared by the United States against Great Britain, &c. . Great God of Nations, have mercy upon this people. Leave us not to perish in Thine anger. Speedily restore Peace to this land, if it consist with Thy glory. Counsel — our rulers. May their hearts be right with Thee, and may their deliberations be overruled for the best good of the nation. Prepare me, O my Father, for whatever may await me ry Ge meg ea ‘ SB 49 in Thy providence. May I be faithful to my country, and especially to Thee, my God, and be enabled to glorify Thee in the hour of suffering, privation, distress, ruin and death, if these be my portion during the present contest. | September 23. Left Boston for Andover. Stopped at Parker’s, and reached Andover at one, P.M. I dined at the Institution with the Trustees, &c. Attended at the chapel, in the afternoon, the exercises of the students, and at a quarter past six attended, with the Trustees, the meeting of the Board, at Mr. Farrar’s. Tarried till half - past nine, P. M., and then retired to Rev. Dr. Pearson’s house, where I met Rev. President Dwight, Rev. Mr. Jenks, from Bath, Rev. Mr. Tappan, from Brunswick, and his brother, Rev. Mr. Codman, Mr. Abbott, &c. Dr. D. and Mr. J. tarry with us. 24. Attended Trustee meeting, at Mr. Farrar’s, at nine A.M. Finished at three-quarters past eleven, A. M., at which time I set off for home, Mr. E. A. Pearson, and a Mr. Thomas H. Gallaudet, a student of the institution, accompanying me. 1813. January 23. Walked with son S. this after- noon to Mr. Lincoln’s printing office, to show him the manner of printing. June 1. Rode with Mrs. W. this morning to brother Thomas’s (Brookline) and back —in the afternoon to brother Thomas’s again, and afterwards to uncle Mason’s, where we stopped to tea. Mother P., sister A., Mr. and Mrs. Thomas P., Mrs. Dr. W., Jr., came also to tea. Mr. Daniel Parkman also. Went upon the hill back of uncle Mason’s house, and with his telescope was pretty certain of seeing the com- 5 50 mencement of an engagement between the Chesapeake frigate, and the Shannon, British frigate, which peeped this morning into Boston bay, and induced the sp SS _to leave her anchorage in President Hone 1814. June 3. This day was confirmed, by an arri- val from Halifax at this place, the news recently reported by way of Cork, that Louis XVIII. had been called to the throne of France, that Bonaparte had abdicated for him- self and heirs, all title to the throne of France, and was to retire on a pension to the island of Elba in the Medi- terranean, and that a general Continental Peace was the consequence of these events. 15. Attended this morning, at the Chapel church, the services on account of the recent great deliverance of Europe from the slavery of Bonaparte, late Emperor of France. They were very solemn, appropriate and im- pressive. The prayer by Rev. Dr. Osgood, and the sermon, by the Rev. Mr. Channing, with some music, were all that I heard. The State House, widow Scott’s house, and some other private houses, were brilliantly illuminated in the evening, and from the Common and Neck, were thrown a large number of carbonic comets and rockets. The concourse of people in the Common was immense. 1815. February 13. Mr. J. L. called upon me at nine o'clock to inform me that news was just received in town from New York, communicated by Mr. Jonathan Goodhue to B. Russell by an express, of a Treaty having been concluded between Great Britain and the United States, the 24th December last, restoring to us the blessings 51 of Peace. The British ship Favorite brought the account. The town has in every quarter exhibited tokens of the highest joy of its inhabitants on this most interesting, and cheering intelligence. The bells have been ringing through the day and the cannon firing; eight uniform companies parading, and illuminations in the evening of some public buildings are among the demonstrations of joy discovered on this memorable occasion. September 23. Rained hard in the night—increased, and from eleven to two, the wind blew with tremendous and destructive violence, unroofing some houses and blowing off a vast number of chimneys; my own at the store where I was sitting, and many others. The trees in Paddock’s and the great| Mall, have suffered exceed- ingly, many are blown down, large elms, some of a hun- dred years’ growth. The town throughout presents a scene of destruction almost unprecedented. 1816. December 20. Mrs. W. spent chief of the morning at brother Jonathan P.’s, who was’ last evening deprived in the holy providence of God of his beloved child Miriam, a lovely girl of five and a half years. 1817. February 20. Brother John Phillips’s son S., aged sixteen, a Freshman in Harvard University, died this morning at one o'clock; a very amiable and promising youth. , ; Attended this afternoon the funeral of my late Aunt Hall, who died on the 16th, aged 74. July 2. Walked with mother P., Mrs. W.., sister Abby and daughter M., upon the Common this morning, to witness the arrangement of the boys of the several schools in Boston, through whom the President of the 52 United States was to pass. The number of boys was about three thousand. Son S. was among them. At quarter before one, P. M., President Monroe en- tered the limits of Boston, which was known by the ring- ing of bells. At that time I went with mother P., Mrs. W., sister A., daughters M. and S., with the female | domestics, to the Glass Store, where, at half past one, P. M., we saw the President with the cavalcade pass. 7. Breakfasted at father P.’s in company with the President of the United States, his Secretary, Mr. Mason, | his Aid, Gen. Swift; also, Samuel Prince, Gen. Miller, Commodore Bainbridge, Governor Brooks, Gen. Cobb, Timothy Pickering, Judge Parker, W. S. Shaw, Col. Sumner, William Gray, H. G. Otis, T. H. Perkins, Geo. Blake, J. Quincy, C. Bulfinch, J. Thorndike, Sheriff Bradford, Gen. Matoon, Col. Sargent, Rev. F. Parkman, Judge Fales, Mr. Mellen, Mr. Williams, Mr. Stebbins, Wendell Davis, Judge Prescott, J. Welles, J. Lloyd, Rey. Mr. S. Willard, Commodore Perry, &c. The President reviewed two thousand five hundred troops upon the Common at noon. October 22. Spent two and a half hours with Rev. W. E. Channing this afternoon at his house, conversing with him on the subject of my intended removal from his church, of which I informed him for the first time, this afternoon. . 26. Lords Day. I yesterday addressed a letter to Rev. Mr. Channing, confirming what I had said to him respecting my removal from his church, and resigning the office of Deacon. I trust that in taking this step, this very painful and important step, I have been following the dictates of con- science and the guidance of the Spirit of God. Ihave ae Le 53 weighed the subject long, I have conversed confidentially in reference to it with Christian friends of sound judgment and distinguished prudence ; above all, I have sought direction from the Father of Lights, and as far as I can discern, my path has been made plain to leave the church in Federal street, and to attach myself and family to the church under the care of Rev. Mr. Huntington. I with- draw from my late place of worship in the exercise of the most candid and benevolent feelings toward those I leave, and with a sincere desire that they and myself may be guided into all necessary truth. November 1. Called upon Rev. Mr. Huntington this morning and communicated to him my intention of attach- ing myself and family to his church and society. 1818. March 8. Lord’s Day. Rev. Mr. H. preached in the morning from Luke, xi. 13. ‘If ye then being evil,” &c. The sermon was exceedingly good, showing the duty, the privilege and importance of earnest prayer for the gift of the Holy Spirit, to enlighten, guide and comfort us. 1819. September 11. Heard in Boston, when I reached there, the afflictive intelligence of the death of Rey. Joshua Huntington, my beloved pastor.’ He had been journeying to Canada, and on returning rode very rapidly, when his strength was quite small. A fever arrested him at Groton, and he expired last night at the house of Rey. Dr. Chaplin, of that town. His loss is great indeed to his family and the church, and the town has lost a bright light. December 23. Visited grandma Mason this morning. Spent a little time with her very profitably, and prayed * o4 with her. Her first words on taking my hand were, ‘“ I am alive yet, spared to-day to repent of the sins of yester-— day. Don’t lose a moment. Let us engage at once in prayer. Pray that God may be glorified, that His king- dom may be advanced,” &c. 1820. February 6. Miss Mary Peck, (familiarly called Molly,) an invaluable and eminently pious domestic of. father Phillips, who has been in his family forty-four years, after nine years of blindness, and several of the latter, years of great weakness of body, was released from this state of suffering, and entered into heavenly rest this afternoon. ‘ Blessed, indeed, are the dead who die in the Lord.’ Her walk was close with God, and in her humble sphere she exhibited a bright pattern of Christian excellence. My beloved wife remembers well her early instructions, her earnest prayers, her holy example; and ascribes the first attention she gave to the concerns of her soul, to the pious counsels of this faithful domestic. 12. Son S. went this morning with his grandma Phillips to see grandma Mason, who was able to speak a few words to him, and kissed and blessed him. Does not ‘the prayer of the righteous avail much?” May a gracious God hear the prayer of this dying saint in my child’s behalf, and may he never forget the holy example and Christian counsel of this venerable friend. _ 24, At about 2 o’clock, (A. M.,) Mrs. Mary Mason, our most excellent friend and grandma, was released from earth, after a pilgrimage of eighty-seven years, and has taken possession, as we humbly hope, of the promised land, the heavenly Canaan. 26. Attended, with Mrs. W., this afternoon, the fune- 5d ral of grandma Mason. Her remains were deposited in the Chapel burying ground, in the tomb of the late Benjamin Clark, which is a wall tomb, a small distance south from the gate on Tremont street. October 8. Lord’s Day. Mr. B. B. Wisner, from Princeton Theological Institution, preached both parts of the day. His text this morning from Isaiah, xlv. 22. These discourses were very impressive. The morning’s discourse was exceedingly comprehensive and solemn. 1821. July 2. Rode to the farm with Mrs. W., M., and S., over the new road called The Boston and Roxbury Mill-Dam, leading from Beacon street, which - was this day, for the first time, opened for travel. A number of gentlemen on horses, early this morning formed a cavalcade, and passed over the new road or causeway in honor of the enterprise. 1823. February 4. Attwo, P.M. attended at the Old South Vestry, a religious exercise in connection with this day which has been set apart, particularly the latter half, by the Old South Church, as a religious Fast, and for the purpose of renewing the church covenant. Rev. Mr. Wisner conducted the service altogether in the after- noon, except reading the last hymn, and pronouncing the blessing. Mr. W. read the 139th Psalm, and made some observations upon it, in connection with the events which had called the church into the present solemn posture. » At half past six, P. M., attended again at same place, Mrs. W. accompanying me. The service of the evening commenced with prayer, by Rev. Mr. Jenks, then singing, then reading the 9th chapter of Nehemiah, which he ex- 56 plained at some length, in connection with the covenant just to be renewed. Rev. Daniel Huntington followed in prayer; after which the members of the Old South Church rising in their places, Mr. Wisner repeated the ancient and solemn form of covenant, which all renewed. He followed in a very long, solemn, fervent and affec- tionate prayer. A few remarks from him succeeded, and then ahymn. This was followed by a short prayer frond 2 > Rev. Mr. Jenks, then the doxology and benediction. The whole exercise was of a peculiarly solemn cast, and calculated to make a very salutary impression on all — the members. I pray that it may make such i mE on my own heart. May 4. Lord’s Day. Mother Phillips having taken a heavy cold, was confined at home to- -day. 5. Mother P. continues very sick with her cold. ‘She sent for Dr. W. last evening. 6. Dr. W. called this evening to say that he thought it not unlikely mother P. would not survive till morn- ing. 7. Mother P. was comfortable through the nicht Brother Edward P. was with her. The physician thought there was some improvement this morning, but on my wife’s going over towards ten, A. M., she sent me word immediately, “she was no better.” Just before one, P. M., Mrs. W. sent for me to go over, as her mother was declining rapidly. I went over with daughter M., but my dear mother did not know me, and I am thus deprived of that parting smile and blessing which I had fondly hoped to enjoy, if Providence saw good to take her first from earth. I remained with the family in the chamber, our mate sinking every moment. Rev. Mr. Wisner prayed at 57 ’ about three quarters past two, P. M., and continued with us. Dr. Warren came in soon after, and at half past three, without a struggle or groan, her spirit passed to glory, leaving an aged, tender husband, and all her family, in tears for their own heavy loss. 12. Rode over to father P.’s at eleven o’clock, and tarried about two hours, in which time Rev. Dr. Beecher, and Rev. Prof. Porter, called to see father P. Dr. B. made a very affectionate and interesting prayer with the family. In the afternoon attended at father P.’s with Mrs. W., daughter M., and son S., and followed the mortal remains of our late dear mother to the silent tomb, the Bromfield vault in the Chapel burying ground. Rev. Mr. Wisner prayed at the funeral. The Pall-bearers were Thomas Dennie, Gardner Greene, P. C. Brooks, John Parker, Thomas Dawes and Josiah Salisbury, Esq’rs. 22. Atabout seven, P. M., sister Abigail B. Phillips was united in holy marriage to Rev. E. Burgess, of Dedham. '_ The ceremony was at father P.’s in his presence, and - that of Uncle and Aunt Mason, Bros. J. and EK. P. and wives, with their children, William P., Jr., and Miss | Martha S. P., with Miss T. B., (tarrying at Bro. E. P.’s,) _- Miss D., Thomas Burgess, Esq. and lady, from Provi- dence, Miss B., from Wareham, my son 8., and daugh- ter M. | 29. Was preparing to go to our store at 9 o’clock, when I was informed that my beloved brother-in-law, John Phillips, was very ill, probably not then alive. Before I had time to get ready to go to the house, Mr. E. called upon me to say that brother P. was dead! It appears he was not well through the whole of yester- day, though he attended at the Senate Chamber, went 58 through much duty there, and attended religious service 7 at the Old South Church, with the Legislature. ee ae He has left us full of honors, in the midst of usefulness, enjoying apparently very good health, and surrounded by _ an affectionate and devoted family. I find myself de- prived on a sudden of my counsellor, my guide and friend, as well as brother. I know not how to fill the space which his death has caused. I pray that tha affliction may be sanctified to me and my family for our eternal good. 1824, February 28. Mrs. W. spent the morning and afternoon at brother E. P’s. His daughter Miriam had a distressed night and was very low allthe morning. At three quarters past 5, P. M., after considerable distress, she very suddenly expired. She was two years old last August, and one of the loveliest children of her ageI ever saw. Healthy, beautiful, intelligent and gentle, she | seemed calculated to delight her parents, and all who knew her, in a high degree. : August 24. General La Fayette reached Governor . Eustis’s house from New York in the middle of last night, and agreeably to previous arrangements, entered the city this morning, under civil and military escort, of the most splendid kind. In my house, (Granite Range,) I had a full view of the whole procession, and a large number of our friends enjoyed the view with us. In the evening I went with Mrs. W. and son S. to Mr. ~ Quincy’s, where General La Fayette came and spent half an hour. j 30. A number of ladies came to our house to-day to view the troops on the Common. It is supposed that upwards of six thousand troops were under arms, and o9 the weather being fine, the appearance was uncommonly handsome. ‘The crowd was immense, and the number of gentlemen who partook of dinner, at the great tent, exceeded fifteen hundred. This is the greatest military parade probably ever witnessed in this city. “ 1825. June17. The corner-stone of the obelisk about to be built on the Heights of Charlestown, to commem- morate the battle of Bunker Hill, was laid this morning in Masonic form. An address was afterwards delivered by Hon. Daniel Webster, and a dinner under an im- mense tent was served to upwards of three thousand persons. The procession, which was formed in and about the State House, was very numerous, and the appearance exceedingly impressive and interesting. December 28. Father Phillips drank tea with us this evening, and I attended with him at Park street church a service in reference to the church of colored people, (eight in number,) this day organized, previous to their departure for Liberia in Africa. Rev. Mr. _ Wisner read the doings of the Council, with the creed, covenant, &c. Rev. Dr. Jenks offered the prayer. Rev. Mr. Dwight read a psalm, and delivered a discourse (of ninety minutes in length) from Ps. Ixviii. 31: * Princes shall come out of Egypt, Ethiopia shall soon stretch out her hands unto God.” A most eloquent, ingenious and powerful performance, well suited to the occasion. Rev. Mr. Edwards, of Andover, offered the right hand of fellowship, Rev. Mr. Green offered the closing and ordain- ing prayer, during which the two aged colored men chosen by their brethren, deacons of the church, received the imposition of hands from Rev. Messrs. Green, Wis- ner and Jenks. ‘The collection was then taken, and an 60 anthem (the music composed by one of the colored 4 deacons) with the benediction, closed the exercises. 1826. October 15. Lord’s Day. Attended at the Old — "3 South Church all day. Rev. Dr. Beecher preached in © the morning from Mark, xii. 24: ‘Thou art not far from” the kingdom of God.” Rev. Mr. Wisner preached in the afternoon from John, iii. 8: “The wind bloweth where it listeth,” &c. These two sermons were very solemn and impressive, calculated to. excite serious thought and holy resolution. The morning’s sermon was one of the most direct addresses to the conscience, that I _ : ever heard. ‘The object was to show that there were in the life of every person, highly important moments, when it might specially be true with regard to them, that they were ‘‘not far from the kingdom of God.” He gavea number of instances and considered them as balancing periods, when a little more effort, or resolution, or thought might have turned the scale in favor of a course which would have eventuated in their salvation, and which omitted was the point of time when they lost the last opportunity they could ever enjoy for securing the safety of their souls. 29. Brother Edward P. continues very low. He has been confined to his bed since Friday evening last. November 4. At half past 7 o’clock this morning, Mrs. W. and myself were sent for into brother Edward Phil- lips’s. He experienced a change which indicated death to be very near, about three o’clock this morning. He suffered much from hard breathing, until about ten minutes past ten o’clock, A. M., when his spirit returned to God who gave it, amid the tears and prayers of his ~ 4 affectionate relatives. His mind was perfectly bright, 61 collected, resigned and happy to the last moment. Such expressions as these were frequent during the night: ‘Blessed Jesus, J am ready, Iam ready.” Just before he expired, he said to his wife, ‘* God is with me. He has fitted me. Iam not distressed.” To Rev. Mr. Wisner, yesterday afternoon, he said, ‘‘God has given me the victory.” 8. Attended the funeral of our late beloved brother Edward Phillips. The body was placed in the Brom- field tomb. A solemn service! God grant that the impression of the vanity of everything earthly may never be effaced from my mind. I would live henceforth nearer to God than ever, and strive to cultivate closer commu- nion with Him, and greater conformity to His holy requi- sitions; looking habitually to Jesus, the author and finisher of my faith, for grace to sustain me in life, for grace to obtain the victory over death, and for grace to bestow upon me the precious rewards of the just, rewards purchased for me through a Saviour’s merits. 12. Lord’s Day. Rev. Mr. Wisner preached in the afternoon from Ps. xcvii. 1: ‘* The Lord reigneth, let the earth rejoice.” A very excellent sermon. At the close he applied the subject to the death of brother Edward Phillips, and sketched his character very justly, introduc- ing a number of his remarks in his sickness, upon the subject of religion. 1827. February 18. Attended at Old South Church allday. Rev. Mr. Wisner preached both parts. Text in the morning and afternoon from Eph. iv. 30: ‘‘ And grieve not the Holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption.” These discourses were 62 very impressive and solemn, written with reference to the present revival of religion in the city. 25. Attended church all day with Mrs. W. Rev. Mr. Wisner preached both parts. His text in the morn- ing from 1 Sam. vii. 12. In the afternoon, 1 Col. part of 28th and 29th verses. This day completes six years since Rev. Mr. Wisner became the pastor of the Old South Church, and his dis- course this morning was a review of this period. He was very interesting, and managed his subject with great good judgment, deep feeling, and in a way to excite th best sentiments of pious gratitude in his people, both church and congregation. He at the close renewed his dedication of himself to the work of the ministry, to his God, and to the people of his charge—to be worn out in the service of Christ. In the afternoon he considered the possibility of the salvation of every member of the con- gregation, and the consequent duty of the church to labor for such a blessing. He wished all present to engage from that moment, to aim at, and as far as possible, — strive to promote the everlasting happiness ‘of every “> 4 member of the society. This vow he then made, and should repeat before he retired this night to rest. An excellent writer has remarked, that “from great prwilege to great trial, there will often be but a step.” The pages of the Diary almost immediately succeeding these accounts of the blessed work which had been progressing among the churches, and which had brought great joy to so many families—contain now the outpour- ings of a deep sorrow with which “no stranger can intermeddle.” The companion of years—the devoted 63 wife and tender mother was taken away as by a stroke. On the evening of the 24th of March she was pros- trated by sudden illness, losing to a great degree her power of utterance, “although evidently retaining her mind.” We quote from the Diary. March 25. Sabbath. Rev. Mr. Wisner saw Mrs. W. at noon. He asked her several questions, to which she gave, by signs, the replies that might be expected. He spoke to her of the preciousness of her Saviour, and to this she said, in words which we distinctly heard,— “ What could Ido without Him?” We prayed with her, and she appeared to enjoy the prayer. I asked her in the course of the afternoon, if she loved me as she had always done, to press my hand. She gave it instantly, a delightful grasp. She evidently endeavored once or twice to smile upon M., and seemed to say to her, ‘“‘ Weep not for me, only _ prepare to follow me to glory.” Monday the 26th, she discovered greater difficulty in breathing, which became more and more labored, until twenty minutes before twelve o’clock at noon, when I felt the last pulse cease, and witnessed the last breath taken. No violent struggle marked the separation of her happy spirit from its frail tabernacle, she gently sighed away her immortal part into the hands of that Saviour she had owned and loved on earth, and with whom I believe she is now enjoying a felicity too vast and too pure for the heart of man to conceive. And from such a state would I, dare I, recall her, if [ could? No, not for worlds. ‘Though all crea- tion is covered, to my mind, with a pall, black as mid- night darkness, I feel that she is happy. Her life tells 64 me it must be so, my faith and my Bible tell meso, and all that is left to me is tenderly to cherish the memory of one dear to me as my own soul, and to honor it in the way she would herself prescribe, if her voice could burst — upon me from the spiritual world, by walking more closely than ever, in the steps of Jesus, and by an habitual preparation to meet my God. * * ie * ‘‘ Father, [ welcome all thy will.” I pray that it may be done. I rejoice that it zs done. And I would ever cher- ish a holy, an entire and child-like submission to every appointment of my covenant God. From this time I would be more than ever devoted to the service of my Divine Master, and would spend the remnant of my days in advancing his cause and kingdom in the world, and in. making that wise preparation for my own departure hence, which dispensations like the one I record, are so wisely adapted to promote. 28. My friends are very kind to me in calling and sympathizing in my affliction, and all that friendship and affection can do, is rendered ; but the wound is very deep, and my Great High Priest, who is ‘touched with the feeling of my infirmities,” is the great source of consola- tion, and I bless my God, I think I have divine supports, and a light bursting in upon me from heaven, dispelling my fears and doubts and saying to me, ‘Be of good — cheer, it is I, be not afraid.” At noon on the following day, gathering his children around him by the side of the loved form from which they were parting, until the Resurrection morning, he gave utterance to his feelings of submission, of grati- tude and of trust in his covenant keeping God, prom- 65 ising to be faithful to these children even unto death, and to do that for them “by my prayers, my counsels and my example, which I believe would be acceptable to my departed friend, if she were permitted to speak to me from the world of spirits.” 29. I followed, this afternoon, when prayer had been offered by Rev. Mr. Wisner, the dear remains of my ever- to-be remembered, and most tenderly beloved friend and companion, to the silent mansion of the dead—the Bromfield tomb, on the north side of the Chapel burying ground. | And here I leave till the morning of the Resurrection this precious dust, which I have loved so fondly, cherished and sheltered with so much care. If I had not an un- wavering confidence that her never-dying soul was now enjoying the rest of heaven, through the merits of that Redeemer whom she loved and served on earth, how could I sustain myself a single moment! But I am sus- tained. Iamcomforted. Blessed be God, I rejoice in her safety. I would not recall her spirit from its happy residence, if a breath could do it. I take the cup which my Heavenly Father has given me, and say, I humbly hope with godly sincerity, ‘Thy will be done.” Let it now be my care to walk more closely than I have ever done, in the steps of my dear Redeemer, and by faith and patience may I one day ‘inherit the promises.” ‘* Unveil thy bosom, faithful tomb, Take this new treasure to thy trust, And give these sacred relics room To slumber in the silent dust. 66 ‘‘ Nor pain, nor grief, nor anxious fear Invade thy bounds. No mortal woes — Can reach the peaceful sleeper here While angels watch its soft repose.” This beloved wife and mother was born June 10, 1779, and was therefore nearly forty-eight years of age. Less than two months had passed, when the aged ~ father of this ‘‘ beloved companion” was also stricken down, his illness commencing with a severe cold, on the 22nd May. On the 25th, (we quote from the diary,) ‘Called upon father P. this morning for a couple of hours, and toward evening for an hour. He had not had an easy night, and has been very feeble through the day, though towards night he walked with some strength across the room, and when I left him at seven o’clock, I thought he bid fair to have a comfort- able night, and expressed my desire that he might. He took my hand very cordially, and bid me ‘good-bye, with his love to the children.’ Little, oh, how little, did I think this was to be the last adieu I should ever hear from his lips. On the 26th, about twenty min- utes past nine in the evening, he quietly breathed his last.”” It would be doing injustice to the memory of one, so pure in character and so benevolent in conduct, should we omit to make more particular mention of those traits which at once endeared him to his family and friends, and secured for him the respect and confi- dence of the community in which he lived. His hospitable mansion, which, with its spacious 67 grounds and tasteful surroundings, made it an object of interest to the passer-by, was always the welcome and happy resort of the old and young of his family circle; and on frequent occasions, of the great and good from all parts of the land, who were entertained with liberality and social ease at histable. The charm of his character was his unaffected simplicity and sin- cerity ; he at once commanded the respect of age, and the affection of youth. The residence here mentioned stood on the ground now occupied by storesin Tremont street, nearly oppo- site the Stone Chapel burying ground, and had some- what the appearance of an old English family mansion. It stood back from the street, separated from the side- walk by an iron fence. An iron gate opened upon a gravelled walk which led up to the front door; on either side of this walk, three terraces rose, one above another, and several fine trees ornamented the inclos- ure. On the left side of the house was the carriage yard with the stables.* — June 8. Lord's Day. Rev. Mr. Wisner preached this afternoon a funeral discourse upon the death of my late '* The following note is copied from ‘‘ Drake’s History of Boston.” ‘¢ His [Mr. Peter Faneuil’s] residence, was on the westerly side of Tremont street, opposite the old Johnson burying ground, in an elegant mansion, built by his uncle, Andrew Faneuil, the same in which lived afterwards Lieutenant Governor Phillips. Upon a summer-house belonging to it, there was a grasshopper for its vane, similar to that upon Faneuil Hall, from the fact, no doubt, of its representing the crest of the arms of Faneuil.” 68 father-in-law, Hon. William Phillips. His text was from Ps. exii. 4, 5, 6: ‘* Unto the upright there ariseth light — in the darkness.” August 28. Brother and sister B. called upon us this morning and spent the day. Conversed with brother B. for a couple of hours very profitably and pleasantly. October 20. Daughters rode this morning to Dedham, and took Miss H. B. and their cousin A. P. with them. They visited sister B. who has been quite sick. The following is the first mention made of his attend- ance at the Mason street Sabbath school. | 1828. October 19. Lord’s Day. At one o'clock I - attended at the Mason street Sabbath school, where my daughters S. and A. attend. My daughter S. received a book, ‘‘The History of Alfred Campbell,” as the pre- mium, being the highest mark of approbation conferred by the Examining Committee. Daughter A. received a book among the third in rank. Mr. C. Cleaveland prayed, and Deacon Kimball addressed the school. Deacon Vose, one of the Committee, distributed the prizes among the scholars. ‘ 21. Tuesday. My nephews, William Phillips and John C. Phillips, with Doct. Flint, (as medical companion of William P.,) sailed this morning for Havana, in the brig Atlantic, Captain Hathaway. | At about ten, A. M., rode with daughter M. and Miss C. Walley to Cambridge, attended the exhibition at the College chapel, where George W. Phillips, my nephew, delivered the Salutatory in Latin. December 11. I completed this morning the regular 69 reading of the Holy Scriptures, with Scott’s commentary and practical observations entire. I began them several years ago. The last year or two I have read more of them than during the preceding year. And here I would record my gratitude to God, that He has given me health and leisure, with the inclination, to peruse these sacred pages. They have afforded me incalculable comfort and great instruction. I never before understood or enjoyed the text of Scripture as I have while reading it with these remarks of Dr. Scott, and his practical observations are always sound, and useful, and frequently most pathetic and impressive. I pray God to make me wiser and better by these studies, and as I go through the precious Bible, occasionally referring to the places I have marked in pencil, may I enjoy the precious and illuminating influ- ence of that same Spirit that dictated it, that so my mind may be preserved from error, and my heart more than ever imbued with its life-giving truths ! 31. I attended this evening at Park Street Church, a meeting of the evangelical churches and others to offer praise for the mercies of the year just closing, to review the goodness of God in an especial manner to the churches here and elsewhere, and to supplicate His blessing for the coming year. I felt that it was good to be there, and pray that I may be quickened to the more faithful dis- charge of duty, and to more engagedness in my Master’s service. How many pressing motives have I to be thus diligent and engaged. How differently does the ap- proaching year open upon me from any that have preceded it! And since my last record at this interesting season, what afflictions have I been called to sustain! The partner of my joys and sorrows, the friend and com- panion of my youth, snatched as if were in a moment 70 from my side, and her aged and venerated father gence eo following. : Oh, what cause have I for serious meditation, for holy submission, for filial confidence! Blessed be God! it is for Him to bring good out of evil, and light out of dark-— ness. May He in this case overrule all my bereavements | and trials for His own glory, and enable me to say with a childlike spirit, ‘* The will of the Lord be done.” I desire to close this year with a hearty and true confession of my sins, secret and open, with an expression of my faith in Jesus Christ, the great atoning sacrifice. I desire the aids of the Holy Spirit to renovate my soul, to strengthen me for duties and trials, and to make me useful, if it please Him, in some humble part of my Master’s vineyard. 1829. April 12. Son S. entered this day upon the duties of his appointment as Superintendent of Mason street Sabbath school. May the Lord give him grace to be faithful in this responsible situation, and honor him as an instrument of great good to the children petpciete to his care. October 12. Monday. I left Boston for Northampton to be present at the marriage of my son, expected to take place on the evening of the 14th instant. 14. Wednesday. ‘The marriage of my son. A blank page is left, doubtless for particulars of the ceremony and festivities of the evening, in place of — which we insert the following, found on a separate paper, but having reference to the two, whose interests were henceforth to be united. ra _ Bless each individual of this family, and regard us according to our respective trials, infirmities, necessities and duties. Especially look in great kindness upon Thy young servant, who is soon to leave the paternal roof, to enter upon new and high and solemn responsibilities. Be Thou his shield and guide, his refuge and his joy, and may he by a holy life and conversation diffuse a salutary light through a wide circle, and be the honored instrument in thy hand of alluring many around to walk in wisdom’s ways. May the friend with whom he is to be associated in the tenderest relation of life, be a help provided from on high, and be instrumental of great good to Thy servant, and oh, may they be heirs together of an eternal inheritance beyond the grave. - 1830. May 9. Attended with my three daughters all day at Sabbath School, and Old South Church. Rev. Dr. Wisner preached. ‘The text in the morning was from Haggai, ii. 3: ‘‘ Who is left among you that saw _ this house in her first glory?” In the afternoon, from Ps. Ixxvii. 11, 12, 13: ‘I will remember the works of the Lord; surely I will remember thy wonders of old. I will meditate also of all thy work, and talk of thy doings.” These are the commencement of his Centennial sermons, with reference to the origin of the Old South Church, the building of the present house, &c. One hundred years having been completed, this Sabbath, since the present house was opened for religious worship. He is to resume his narrative next Sabbath, 16. Lords Day. Rev. Dr. W. continued his history of the Old South Church, and completed in his two dis- courses to-day, the history he commenced last Sabbath. His morning text was in Isa. lix. 19. In the afternoon, 712 from Jer. vi. 16. ‘Thus saith the Lord, Stand ye in the ways and see, and ask for the old paths, where is the — ; good way, and walk therein, and ye shall find rest for your souls.” | ‘The following pleasant passage occurs in notes of a visit to Northampton. June 17. Visited Amherst. Called on Dr. Humphrey, who showed me the view from the cupola of the Chapel, which was one of the most rich and beautiful that the imagination can conceive. The eminence on which the College buildings stand, is in the midst of a rich valley, and the cultivation under the feet, and the clusters of villages in every direction, affords a feast for the eye which can scarcely be surpassed. Hills in New Hamp- shire. fifty miles distant, are visible. September 11. Lord’s Day. My lesson at the Sabbath school to-day led me to speak much upon the establish-. ment and benefits of the Sabbath. Having looked con-— ey siderably into the subject the week past, I am grieved to — think how much, how often, and how greatly, I have: violated this holy day in thought, word, and action ; not only in times before my mind became serious, but since I have known something of divine truth, and felt, as I hope, something of its influence upon my own heart. I: pray God to forgive me, for Christ’s sake, these repeated violations of a plain moral duty, and to give me grace to be more guarded for the time to come, and to strive that every hour and minute of the holy Sabbath, may be spent in the service of God, honoring Him designedly, whether » I eat, or drink, or whatever I do, and doing all in the name of the Lord Jesus. 73 1832. March 18. I think I enjoyed communion with my Heavenly Father this morning, as I have rarely done. My heart feels as though I could not ‘lose the relish all my days ;” yet how liable I shall be without the closest watch, to slumber in duty, and forget my crown in the heavens. O what a dreadful, ensnaring world is this! How easy is it to put aside the Saviour, with all His charms and love, and glory, and take to my bosom the veriest trifles in creation as though they were of more value than an omnipotent Saviour. ‘‘ Break, Sovereign Grace, these tyrant lusts, And set the captive free.” I have been reading of Jacob’s vow, (Gen. xxviii. 20,) at that most interesting period of his life when he was flying from the hand of Esau his brother, and when he had been favored at Bethel with the visions of God, and received from Him fresh assurances of protection and _ favor. And, in the course of my devotions just referred to, I presumed (I trust in entire dependence on God’s strength) to adopt Jacob’s vow as my own; and I here record it, for my examination from time to time, and as a witness against me when I violate it. >> If God will be with me, and will keep me in the way that I go, and will give me bread to eat, and raiment to put on, so that I come to my Heavenly Father’s house in peace, then shall the Lord be my God, and His service, honor and worship shall constitute my employment and happiness, the little period I have to pass in the present world. 1833. April16. The teachers of Mason street Sab- bath School met at my house this evening to hear the 7 > 74 ~ communication of our late Superintendent, resigning the charge of the school. After passing a vote in reference to my son’s letter, they voted unanimously to request the Board of Managers of the Sabbath School Union to ap- point me as Superintendent. I declined the appointment, but promised to take charge of the school for several Sab- baths, and to do whatever appeared my duty, and for the best interests of the school. " 28. Lord’s Day. I opened the school this morning, and in the afternoon notified the school of my accept- ance of the Superintendency, to which 1 have been appointed. . During several of the following years, the pages of the Diary are mainly occupied with the simple record of facts in the family history, and frequent accounts of visits to the scholars of his Sabbath School. Of the many persons who, during a period of more than forty years, were in service in his family, it is doubtful if any were allowed to leave without receiving some evidence that he remembered that they, as well as he, had souls to be saved. ‘This was done by the gift of a book, a kind word of advice, or the selection of some striking narrative, accompanying the reading of the Scriptures in the family, when they were always expected to be present. Eternity alone will reveal how many young feet have thus been turned from the brink of ruin; and how many have been aroused from their guilty slumbers, and led to seek diligently for ‘‘ the pearl of great price,” until they found it. In selecting from the Diary—many passages of the To deepest interest are of a character so private and sacred, that we would be very slow in bringing them to the light, at all. It is only here and there, where they seem to mark a new era, as it were, in his Christian life, that it seems at all justifiable to insert passages of this nature. May the happy influence of the spirit which they breathe, prove the wisdom of the excep- tions. _ With this view, the following remarks and prayer, are introduced. From this period we notice a more especial devotion of his time and energies to the cause in which he had now enlisted ; a loving devotion which never tired, until having finished the work assigned him, he “entered into his Master’s joy.” 1837. April12. Through the abounding goodness of God, I am brought to this day. Fifty-nine years have I lived in this world of trial and sin! I am ashamed to take a review of my life. It has been full of folly, thoughtlessness and sin. ‘* My repentance needs to be repented of,” and if I have any grace, it is very weak, and very wavering. My Heavenly Father! If Thou art condescending to make me at all useful in the world through the Sabbath School, oh give me the grace to be humble; fit me for the situations in which I may be called to act, and furn- ish me, for the faithful and successful discharge of all duty. I desire henceforth to give myself to the work of the Sabbath School, and would spend my strength and my life in advancing its best interests. Divine Spirit! Breathe into me an earnest desire to be eminently useful to the rising generation, and dwell 76 with me, with all Thy Megane , enlightening and re- freshing influences. . _ Blessed Redemer! Conform me more and more to Thyself. May I copy Thy meekness, Thy gentleness, Thy tenderness to little children, Thy faithfulness in re- proving sin, Thy deadness to the world, Thy devotion to. the Father’s glory. May I so imitate and walk with Thee on earth, that I may be fitted and prepared to enjoy Thy presence through a vast eternity. God of my life, Father, Son, and Spirit, to Thee, the one True God, do I dedicate myself anew, with all I am, for Thy service on earth, and in heaven. I would have from this time no willof my own; let it be swallowed up in Thine, and what pleaseth Tux, shall please me. Resolved, That I will endeavor no day shall pass with- ont, in some way or another, doing good to my neighbor, (from love to God,) either in his mind, body, or estate ; following as far as in me lies, the example of my dear Master, who when He was in the flesh upon earth, “‘ went about doing good.” 1838. December 26. Wednesday. At half past seven o’clock this evening, my daughter, S. H. W., was united _ by marriage with Doct. W. K. B., of Philadelphia. The ceremony was performed by Rev. Mr. B., Rev. Mr. G. offering the concluding prayer. 1839. June 4. Bade farewell to my dwelling in Beacon street, I trust for a season only, and left for Havre, in France, via New York. Son S. accompanied me with my daughters to the cars, where we were met and exchanged farewells with a number of other friends. 8. Saturday. Bade farewell to New York, and ac- 77 companied by my daughters M. and A., and Mrs. B. and her husband, went on board the ship Poland, Capt. Anthony. 9. Lord’s Day. The broad Atlantic! Strong breeze. Foggy. Ship going at the rate of seven or eight knots an hour. Ship very much on her side; we could do nothing to advantage in the way of religious exercises. 10. Took a letter from what I call my Post Office, this morning. It was from Mr. F. A. B. These letters I am to open from day to day, during the voyage, in con- sequence of a suggestion to the teachers and scholars of Mason street Sabbath School, that I might be daily re- minded of them. A very happy and kind suggestion ! 23. Lord’s Day. Attended a religious service on deck, many of the passengers with the crew standing and sitting around. ‘The sun was bright, the breeze was pleasant, and all conspired to make it an interesting ser- vice. God grant that it may prove to have been a profit- able one to all on board. Handed some tracts to the second mate to give the crew. My package to-day was from Mr. J. F. B., and contained a sailor’s magazine, which, by his desire, I gave to the man at the wheel. 27. Took a French pilot about eight, A. M., and the tide exactly favoring, sailed directly into the port of Havre, which cannot be entered by vessels drawing much water, except at high tide. We are thus eighteen days and eighteen hours from New York. From this time the Diary notes are comparatively brief, his descriptions of visits to interesting localities being reserved for letters home. Only an occasional extract therefore will be given. * 78 July 2. Paris. Left Rouen this morning at seven — 3 o’clock in a diligence for this city, which we reached at seven, P. M. The distance about sixty miles. . 1840. January 30. Received among other letters, one yesterday, from my niece, Miss C. W., in which she gives me a very tender statement in detail of the sickness \ and death of her father. * 1 *),*a9* _ May 27. Letters received by the ‘“ Great Western’ convey to me the painful intelligence of the death of my esteemed niece, C. W. She died in Walpole, N. H., Friday, 1st instant. This is indeed sad intelligence. Her mother, feeble and just mourning the loss of her husband, she was left apparently to be the staff and stay of her disconsolate parent. In a moment she is cut down, and her mother is written childless! But it is all from above, and a sovereign God, who “ giveth not account of any of His matters,” has done it. Father, Thy will be done. November 16. Passy, near Paris. Our letters from home were peculiarly acceptable this dull, rainy day. I shall understand better than ever, and feel the force of the expression, ‘* As cold water. toa thirsty soul, so is good news from a far country.” December 28. Paris. Visited the Museum of Acie lery on the south side of the Seine, and examined the very curious and interesting collection of guns and other implements of war, with the suits of armor as worn by many distinguished men of ancient times,—more than a hundred sets; among others, that of Francis 1., of France on horseback... Saw the dagger with which Ravaillac assassinated Henry IV., of France. Also, some pistols, &c., studded with diamonds and other costly stones made in Holland for the sovereign of 79 Morocco some time since, but not allowed to be sent him. 1841. January1. Through the abounding goodness of God, Iam brought to see the commencement of an- other year. ‘The past has been a year of mercies. Ina strange land, far away from my own fireside, and the objects with which I have for threescore years been daily familiar, yet how many comforts have I enjoyed, and how much effectual protection has been granted me! I here record my grateful acknowledgments to my heaven- ly Benefactor, thanking Him not only for mercy shown to me, but to those about me, and who are so dear to me. By the help of God, I resolye to improve the residue of life, whether it be short or long, in more active service for God. Especially I resolve to bend my energies toward improving the character of the rising generation in every way in my power. eed the lambs, is my motto. On the 31st March he bid farewell to the friends whose kindness had lightened the burdens resting upon him during so long an absence from his native land, and on the 6th April, 1841, he reached London with his children. _ April 24. London. We visited this morning the House of Lords, Westminster Abbey, and the Tower of London. How often have I heard and thought and spoken of that venerable and consecrated pile, Westmin- ster Abbey! and how little did I once imagine I should ever tread its consecrated aisles, and read with my own eyes the inscriptions which cover its sides! But I have done so, and the view has given me a deeper conviction 80 than ever, of the vanity of human greatness, and the insufficiency of all things apart from vital piety to impart a real value to the memory of the dead ! If Gay could speak from the unseen world, what he appears by the epitaph to speak from the tomb, he would: not say, “life is a jest.” O, what a price was paid for the human soul by the Son of God, and can that life be a jest which, according as it is passed, stamps the soul for an eternity of bliss or woe? It is the fool only who has said in his heart, ‘‘ There is no God,” and it is moral madness to cast away as worthless what the Redeemer’s blood was shed to save and to bless. August 2. Monday. Op shipboard, bound for home. Rose at midnight; full moon, very clear and beautiful night. Noticed with great pleasure the lighthouse on Long Island Head, and the one at the entrance of Boston harbor. We reached Cunard’s wharf, East Boston, at half past two, A. M., in safety and comfort. * * * 8. Lord’s Day. At half past one o’clock, Mr. M. and Mr. B. came as a Committee from the Mason street Sabbath School, to invite me back to resume my duties in that school, and to unite in the exercises they had pre- pared for my reception. I found the school full to over-. flowing of parents, teachers and scholars, with many other invited friends, who gave me a most cordial wel- come. ‘The prayer, addresses and hymns were all appro- priate, and of a most affectionate and grateful character. My feelings were much touched, and my gratification at such a sincere and spontaneous welcome was more than I can express. The remarks which I was strengthened to make, were dictated by an ardent attachment to the school, but I felt that they were tame in comparison with the warmth of those which were expressed by the school. 81 The whole service was of a complexion I shall never forget, and cannot be too grateful for. Many hands were extended to me after the service was over, and many bright young eyes were glistening to see me once more among them. 1843. August 9. Son S.’s second daughter, T. M., after a very short sickness, was taken out of life this morning. She was a very lovely child, exceedingly fascinating in her manners, and had won upon the affec- tions of her parents and friends to a high degree. She was about two years and ten months old. A 1845. March 18. By letters this evening from Wash- ington, it appears that Mr. I. C.B., one of the State Senators in Congress, died at Washington, Sabbath even- ing last. * * * His loss will be most severely felt by his family, and a large circle of friends who were attached to him very cordially. His character was so amiable in every point of view, and the noble and gener- ous feelings of his heart were so constantly in exercise, that he attracted universal esteem and secured the confi- dence of the whole community. _ November 4. Sister P. breathed her last about eight o’clock this evening, without a struggle. She has been a most affectionate sister to me, and I shall never forget the numberless evidences of her affection for me and mine. She was- seventy-three years old on the 25th March last. 8. Attended this afternoon the funeral of my sister. Rev. Mr. Lothrop offered prayer with the mourners. 82 1848. April12. Through the great goodness and oF sparing mercy of my Heavenly Father, I have been — e: permitted this day to reach the period of three-score years and ten, a period I had no reason to expect from the comparatively feeble frame I appeared to inherit. August 3. My nephew, C. W., called upon me this morning to say that his father, my brother Thomas, died last night at twelve o’clock. He was about eighty sais : of age. 4, Attended this afternoon the funeral of my broken Thomas Walley. September 5. I resigned this day, by letter, my office as a ‘Trustee of Phillips Academy, which I have held for thirty-seven years. My son was chosen by the Board this afternoon to supply my place. 1849. June 17. Daughter M. has been very weak to- day ; her strength is rapidly failing. Upon my speaking to, her in the afternoon of my service at the Sabbath School, she desired me to tell the scholars, from her, ** That they must seek Christ now, while in health, if they hoped and a wished for His supports and consolations on the bed of sickness and death.” She said, ** Christ is my rock, and my only refuge.” I said to her, ‘“¢ You do not now regret. giving your affections to your Saviour?” ‘QO no,” she replied, ‘* He is all my support.” ‘a 22. Dr. R. saw M. this morning. Sheasked himto tell her plainly of her situation. He did so, said ‘ that she might remain two or three days, and might pass away this very day.’ She said, “‘ She was entirely willing. She would not alter any thing, or have one pain less.” 4 25. Monday. At half past two o’clock, this morning, I was called to witness the last hours of my dear daughter 4 M. Her breathing became shorter and shorter, and : a4 83 finally, without the slightest struggle, her emancipated spirit was released, and she was taken to the arms of that Saviour whom she loved and acknowledged while living, and with whom she hoped to dwell forever in the mansions He has promised to His humble followers. About half an hour before her death, her kind phy- sician who had been watching by her for some time, said to her, “‘ Jesus is with you now,” when she replied with strong emphasis, and a smile which lighted up her whole face, “Sweet thought! sweet thought!” It almost seemed as if the glory which was so soon to be revealed to her, had begun to dawn upon her vision. Yes, to ‘* depart and be with Christ,” Was ‘‘ better far” for thee, For us the pain, the aching void, For thee the victory. Freed from the fetters that have bound Thy spirit to its clay, O loved one! now thy night has passed, The shadows fled away. Thy night of patient suffering Known to thy God alone, While star by star, with fading ray, Whispered life’s work is done. Then, underneath thy sinking frame, Th’ Everlasting Arms were laid, And ’mid the swell of Jordan’s flood, Thy soul on Christ was stayed. 84 A voice which oft had whispered peace, © Spoke of His presence near, Who conqtiered death and hell, and lives The dying saint to cheer. Life’s ebbing tide flowed back once more, And o’er thy features brought A smile of heavenly joy, that told ‘* How sweet, how sweet the thought.” Sure He was with thee in that hour, His promise ever stands, Ne’er to forsake the soul that trusts Its all in Jesus’ hands. At early dawn broke in the light Of heaven on thy soul, Its pearly gates and mansions fair, The weary pilgrim’s goal. Now, safe, at rest, thy sufferings o’er, Sister, we joy with thee! With saints in light thy dwelling place Forevermore shall be. One evening, but a short time after this bereave- ment, as we stood by the window looking up, as he loved to do, at that ‘Spacious firmament on high,’ — but the thoughts of both going beyond the stars,—he said gently, “My daughter, What are they doing there? What is she doing now?” And soon after, drew from his pocket-book those. beautiful lines on «‘ Heaven,” now so familiar to us, “ What will it be to , be there?’ and read them aloud. I found them after- ward carefully preserved. In a little more than a year 85 it was given him also to know “ what things God hath prepared for them that love Him.” On the 25th July, 1850, at the age of seventy-two, “‘ the silver cord was loosed,” and parent and child were again united. ‘The entries in his Diary during this intervening time are brief. He left home on the 25th June, with his daughter, for a journey to Niagara and Canada, meeting at Springfield a valued friend who accompanied them. He enjoyed all the beautiful and glorious things which met his eye, looking through them all to Him who made and upheld all. The words of the poet were often on his lips. ««These are Thy glorious works, Parent of good! Almighty, Thine this universal frame Thus wondrous fair: Thyself how wondrous then!” Thus resting upon God, his spirit was kept in per- fect peace. During a storm in the night, on the St. Lawrence, returning from Montreal, when the black- ness of darkness made it necessary to ring the bells and stop the boat continually, and there was much commotion on board, he replied to an expression of anxiety, with his sweet smile of perfect confidence, ss My child, we are in good hands, the best hands.” The Sabbath School always attracted him, and when- ever his strength permitted, he gladly availed himself of opportunities to visit these pleasant places. He visited the Sabbath School attached to Rev. Mr. Dag- gett’s church in Canandaigua, and that at Rochester, ; | 86 connected with the Presbyterian church under the care of Rev. Mr. Shaw. On Sunday, the 14th, he makes the last entry in his Diary, with the exception of a note of the weather, the next day. ‘Attended this morning with A. at Rey. Mr. Wilkes’s church. He preached a most ex- cellent sermon, from 2 Cor. xii. 10: ¢ For when I am weak, then am I strong.’”” The text and sermon were peculiarly adapted to his feelings, and he greatly en- joyed the service. It was the last time that he was to worship in a ‘temple made with hands,” the lagt time he was to unite in prayer and praise with worshipers in the earthly sanctuary, whither he had during so many years found it good to go up. “ How goodly are thy tents, O Jacob, and thy tabernacles, O Israel.” « JT would rather be a door-keeper in the house of my God, than to dwell in the tents of wickedness,”—so had he often exclaimed with the Psalmist. On Saturday afternoon, the 20th July, we reached the hotel at Burlington, from Ludlow, much exhausted. A terribly severe July storm had delayed the train, rendering the day a very fatiguing one. It was hoped that with a few days of rest and medical advice, he would rally from the attack under which he had been suffering for some days. But the disease had taken a stronger hold than either he, or those with him, had suspected. As he lay upon his bed on Sabbath even- ing, he said to the writer, “Sing me some hymns ;” and some of those to which he loved to listen at home at that hour were sung. “ There is a fountain filled 87 with blood,” and «Guide me, O Thou Great Jehovah.” On reaching the line, «‘ When I tread the verge of Jordan,” a strangely terrible possibility mingled with. the thought, yet neither imagined that he had drawn so near “ the brink of the river.” Monday and Tuesday he lay most of the time with his eyes closed, except when aroused to take medicine or nourishment, or by the entrance of the physician, whom he always received with a smile, sometimes with a pleasant remark on the beautiful view of the lake (Champlain) from the window of his room. Wednesday morning being asked would he like to hear the newspaper, he replied, “Read to me first your mother’s chapter and the 23d Psalm.” The 14th chapter of John, so long associated with her, was accordingly read to him, now doubly hallowed, and the 23d Psalm, “The Lord is my Shepherd,” &c. How many a dying believer has been strengthened and cheered by these “ great and precious promises.” In this instance they were doubtless’ selected, not merely for his own comfort, but as the means of imparting consolation to those so dear to him to whom he might no longer minister. Precious legacy! which moth and rust cannot corrupt, nor thieves break through and steal! In the afternoon, the physicians having expressed the conviction that no remedies could avail, he was informed of it. He received the intimation very quietly, and sent his love to the dear onesat home. In reply to the question, ‘Have you any word for your 88 Sabbath School?’ he answered after a moment’s pause, “TI have said it all.”’ Blessed consciousness, when heart and flesh were failing, that he had left nothing of counsel or earnest admonition to that hour. His life’s work was done, and he had “ nothing to do but to die.” ‘There was a close pressure of the hand, and the words, “You don’t know how much I love you,” and his strength was exhausted. Happily, he retained his consciousness sufficiently to recognize his son, who reached Burlington on Thursday morning. At half past five o’clock on Thursday afternoon, July 20th, as we knelt around his bed, and a friend, whom we doubt not he has met in glory, commended. his spirit in prayer to the Saviour, he gently breathed away his life, and passed from earth to join our loved and lost among “ the innumerable multitude who have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.” . Loved One! we follow on, with grateful hearts For all thy patient love, thy watchful care, For the sweet memory of thy earnest zeal To serve thy Saviour, and His image bear. To plant th’. undying seed of heavenly truth In the fresh spring-time, ere the tares appear, Seeking with earnest prayer the heavenly dew Each goodly plant in glowing strength to rear. Father Divine! we own Thy gracious care! We trust Thy promise never to forsake ; A ‘‘place for us,” Saviour wilt Thou prepare, __ That we ere long, may of its bliss partake. 89 We copy the following notice which appeared in the «‘ Well-Spring,” at the time, as a true testimony from those who had long known and labored with him in the Sabbath School cause. **The Massachusetts Sabbath School Society has been deeply afflicted in the recent death of Samury H. Wat.ey, Esq.,a long tried and devoted friend, and an efficient member of its Board of Managers. Mr. Walley was chosen a mem- ber of the Board of Managers, at the second Annual Meeting of the Society in 1834, and has ever since been a member, and also the Chairman of the Financial or Depository Com- mittee. He has manifested an almost paternal interest in the Society, ever constant and punctual at all its meetings, and those of the Board and of his Committee; and ever wise in counsel and ready to any personal service that would be for the good of the institution. . <¢Mr. Walley has for many years been a most indefatigable Superintendent of the Mason street Sabbath School in this city. Though upwards of seventy-two years of age, yet he has exhibited an activity, a zeal, a soul-stirring interest in his work, probably surpassed by few superintendents in the country. We think there were few objects on earth, except- ing his family and friends, in which he felt a deeper interest, and to which he devoted more earnest thought and labor, than to the Sabbath School, and the Sabbath School Society, with which he was connected. «¢ A few Sabbaths since, during his absence on a journey, from which he was returning, when suddenly summoned to his reward,—we visited and addressed his beloved and * Ae ne ; 90 now bereaved Sabbath School. We deeply sympathize with his afflicted teachers and pupils. Many are the words of © encouragement and exhortation that he has addressed to. them; and though now dead, may they remember he yet speaketh to them and to us all.” In Green-brier Path, among the quiet shades of Mt. Auburn, lie the mortal remains of this beloved parent, by the side of wife and children, and grand- children. A quiet resting place! Yet, to the listening heart, what utterances of love, and patience, and hope fall upon the ear. ‘“ Voices of the night,” they speak still more loudly of the Day—the bright Resurrection morning, when this precious dust shall be quickened, and through Him who is “the Resurrection and the Life” shall put on a glorious immortality. In that home may the broken circle be again complete. ‘* No wanderer lost— A family in Heaven.” aH i iL LETTERS. _ To one who found such refreshment from the perusal of letters from friends, whether abroad or at home, letter-writing could never be a burden—it was, on the contrary, an unfailing resource and pleasure. ‘T'o use his pen, seemed as natural to him as to breathe, and this gift, if so it may be called, enabled him to reach many minds who would not have been susceptible to other influences. The letters which follow are for the most part, those which he wrote to members of his own family, while abroad. _ The first two letters were written at a much earlier date, to his daughter, then on a visit to friends in Andover, and shows the facility with which he could adapt himself to the young, so as to make truth clear and also attractive. © Boston, Jury 14, 1819. My Dear M.,—You seem to be surrounded by kind friends, and it rejoices us to hear that your health of 92 body improves ; above all, that you feel new and strong desires to obtain spiritual health. The ‘‘ new and living way” opened in the gospel, is by Jesus Christ, remem- ber. There is no other way, no other name, no other foundation but this. He loves the youthful prayer, and on your knees you will grow ‘ wise unto salvation.” You cannot too early give yourself to God. The considera- tion that no age is exempt from the arrest of death, is of itself sufficient to prompt to instant effort to secure * the good part,” ‘the one thing needful; ” the imperishable in- heritance, so that whenever death approaches, it may find us ready, willing, triumphant. To the Christian, what a broad promise is given by the Apostle, ‘* Life and death, all things are yours.” Aveust, 1819. My Dear M.,—We would suggest to you a word of counsel and comfort. ‘‘'The desire of grace, (the heart- felt desire,) 7s grace.” This is a feeling not to be found in the natural heart, nor is it of the evil one’s suggestion. - Whose suggestion then can it be, but His who causes us *¢ to will and to do of His good pleasure ? ” You have only to go to your condescending Saviour just as you are, and cast yourself at His feet, to be taught, moulded and governed by Him, and He will undertake your case. You need not fear rejection. Fear only a. careless walk, and an insincere profession. Say to your divine Saviour, as the ardent David said, ‘‘ I am thine ;” and the holy resolution is at once recorded in heaven, to the joy of its glorified inhabitants. 95 Having made this dedication of yourself to the service of God, strive to show the power, the beauty and efficacy of the truths you have received. Be serious and watch- ful in your secret duties, in your study of the Scriptures, and in your conversation upon religious subjects; but at the same time remember to be uniformly cheerful, and continue to be meek, affectionate, obliging and active in your intercourse with the world. Let the ‘‘ sweet smile” of youth habitually play upon your countenance, and con- tribute to render more engaging your conversation and actions. The true Christian is the only person in the world who has a right to be cheerful. Assert then this right, when you feel your title good, and show the world that religion and happingss go hand in hand. And always remember to distinguish between levity and cheerfulness.- A Christian should never in- dulge in the former, and always degrades his profession and tarnishes his evidences when he does. . Cheerfulness is also essential to the preservation of health. You have not nerves of brass nor sinews of steel, and therefore everything you can do consistently with duty, you should do to promote it. Even several thousand years ago, it was recorded in your Directory, that a merry, (that is a cheerful heart,) “‘doeth good like a medicine ;” but “a broken spirit drieth the bones.” So far, my M., in the way of counsel. As to comfort, I say to you, be dwell- ing upon your mercies; think how large, how constant, how unmerited they are, and rejoice also that your eyes are so far open, that you can see the hand of Him who bestows them, that you are allowed to call Him your Father in heaven, and that you have large promises of still richer blessings in reserve. pA Ss . 2 2 oe _ “The promises I sing | Which sovereign love hath Be, Nor will the Eternal King His words of grace revoke ; They stand secure, And steadfast still, Paks a. Not Zion’s hill | \- Abides so sure. a ‘