ee ee oe ells ye 1" a isas okt ES ae, ‘ 33 aN , MU aly s . ss a : J. H. Garrison at seventy-two MEMORTES AND m X Poe eSNG A BRIEF STORY OF A LONG LIFE AN AUTOBIOGRAPHY By J. H. GARRISON Editor, Minister, Author a LIBRARY OF PRINCETON SEP 20 THEOLOGICAL SEMINARY ret CHRISTIAN BOARD OF PUBLICATION ST. LOUIS 1926 Copyright, 1926 Christian Board of Publication St. Louis, Mo. DEDICATION To my beloved wife, who for nearly three score years, has walked by my side, in sunshine and in shadow, Sharing my joys and my sorrows, making home the most delightful place on earth to me and without whose tender ministries | could never have done the work herein recorded MRS. JUDITH ELIZABETH GARRISON This book is affectionately dedicated by the author Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2022 with funding from Princeton Theological Seminary Library https://archive.org/details/memoriesexperienOOgarr } PROLOGUE Dr. James Harvey Garrison, who modestly tells the story of his long and useful life in this volume, has done his day’s work during the most exciting and critical era of our country and church. When but a youth the country’s strength was tested by the fury and shock of the Civil War which com- pletely changed the industrial system, the concep- tion of the Constitution, the educational ideals, the home life, and in fact the basis and outlook of civilization. He did not hesitate but went forth to do his share as a soldier in this crisis. After the war was over he gave himself to the solution of the problems of reconstruction in that broad, generous spirit which has ever characterized him in dealing with friend and foe. When he came to leadership in his church it, too, was in a crisis, which has not yet passed. The movement is so new that he commenced to work far enough back to be numbered with the pioneers. In the spiritual succession which may be easily traced in the history of the Disciples he comes in as the leader in the third epoch—the epoch of organiza- tion and creative interpretation. The order of the transmission of the prophet’s mantle was from Thomas to Alexander Campbell; from Alexander Campbell to W. K. Pendleton; from W. K. Pendle- ton to Isaac Errett, and from Isaac Errett to J. H. Garrison. 6 PROLOGUE Organizational, missionary, educational, pastoral, and evangelistic problems came thick and fast and no man contributed more to their solution than he whose life is all too briefly told in the pages of this book. Having powers both analytic and synthetic to an unusual degree, he was able to discern the mean- ing of each new occasion and call, and to relate them to one another in a way that meant both solidity and growth. The prophet’s prevision often wrought its spell upon him and he started several creative movements which have been fruitful to an unusual degree. One of these was his vision of the necessity of a paper and publishing house in the central west. There is a story of heroism here, dogged determina- tion which makes his name worthy to be held up as an example of one who overcame difficulties that seemed insurmountable, but who reached heights and started influences that will never perish out of the earth. He drew great men about him, as this interesting narrative will show, but he was the brave spirit that bore the brunt and refused to yield, that went forth into storm and cold while it was yet dark, and it is a happy thing that today he can ‘‘come again rejoicing, bearing precious sheaves.’’ Dr. Garrison has always been characterized by manliness. He has met life four-square and left on thousands of hearts and lives an impress that will never fade. He has known personally many of the great men of the strenuous times during which he has lived, and always he has stood erect, equal in dignity, purpose, and strength to the tallest of them. He has a special genius for friendship and both PROLOGUE 7 in and out of the church there have been scores of friends of the inner circle who drank delight from the sparkling cup of fellowship with him. He has lived a happy life in his work, his church, with his friends. His deepest earthly joy has been the companionship of a woman who also felt the beauty and greatness of living and working, and whose perfect unity with him has lightened his burdens and doubled his strength. All through this book one traces a sunny, optimistic philosophy of life like the lure of ight that filters through the rust- ling leaves of the forest or the burst of color and brightness the rainbow flings across the sky after the storm has passed and left everything sweet and fresh. He has wept with those who must weep, he has laughed with the glad, across the long trail of his eighty-five full years. The daisy in the field, the buttercup by the roadside, the clouds, the bird songs in May, the roses of June, the ice crystals and frost tapestries of December have often moved his facile pen to poetry while the majestic things have called forth his words in strength and greatness. We say there has been a philosophy under such a life—nay, it is something better and greater; it is the living Christianity which came out of his own experiences with God. That is the explanation of his purposes, his mastery, his song, and his crusade. And now it is getting late with him yonder by the Pacific sea in ‘‘the City of the Angels.’’ Sunset and evening star, twilight and evening bell, and the clear call cannot be far away. But his friends know that when it comes he will answer unafraid and go forth gladly to meet his Pilot face to face. 8 PROLOGUE This and a great deal more is the meaning of his great life. Like Mr. Valiant-for-truth (which also he has been) he will soon be ‘‘ going to his Father’s; his sword will be to him that shall succeed him in his pilgrimage, and his courage and skill to him that ean get it’’; and his mantle will fall upon him whom God shall choose. B. A. ABBOTT. PREFACE To write even a digest of a long and busy life which has had to do with issues that affect in a vital way the welfare of one’s fellow-men is too prodigious a task to postpone until old age. On the other hand it would seem that one’s life-work must be well-nigh completed before it can be properly estimated. Hence it follows that no autobiography can furnish a complete life of the writer. And then there are things which no writer would care to say about himself—both good and bad—which another writer might feel it his duty to record. Neverthe- less, every man knows some things about himself— his motives, ideals and aspirations—which no one but himself does know. It is this fact, I presume, that justifies autobiography, however impoverished it may appear to the writer. I recently said to a company of friends, ‘‘If any of you wish to find out how small a place you have filled in the life of the world, and how inconspicuous has been your service to humanity, just sit down to write an autobiography!’’ I have found it easy enough to write of the earlier years of my life, but when it came to writing about my public life, cover- ing more than fifty-five years of editorial and min- isterial service, I realized how impossible it was to give anything like an adequate portrayal of this service to any one who has not known me through these years. The life of an editor is necessarily monotonous; not that there are no events of im- portance occurring all the while, but that most of these events, when looked at against the back: 9 10 PREFACE ground of history, seem hardly of sufficient im- portance to place in a book for the present and the future. The best, it seemed to me, that I could do, as to my public life as editor, would be to state some of the general principles which have controlled my life, some of the crises through which our religious movement has passed, and to illustrate my attitude toward these various crises in our history by editorials which appeared at the time. Of course, this feature of the work could have been greatly enlarged, but I have not thought it proper to make a large book by so doing. Of my ministerial work, I will attempt no record, save to say that in look- ing back through my diary J am surprised at the amount of preaching I did, on such a variety of occasions, such as conventions, church dedications, college commencements, as well as at regular services wherever I chanced to be. The amount of this kind of service, in addition to my editorial work, shows that it must have been reasonably acceptable. In glancing through my manuscript, which I have dictated chapter by chapter as I could find time and disposition, I notice there are some repetitions for which, perhaps, I ought to apologize; but at the same time, I comfort myself with the thought that this repetition may help to impress these facts, truths, or events on the minds of my readers. It would be ungrateful in me not to acknowl- edge the very generous aid I have received from my son, W. E. Garrison, not only in looking over my manuscript, but in supplying some facts which had escaped my attention. Having a complete file of the paper with which he was at one time edi- PREFACE A torially connected, and with the spirit of which he has always been in close sympathy, he would naturally be in a condition to add important details and incidents to the narrative. I feel that I am exceedingly fortunate in having so competent a literary critic, and one so deeply interested in the autobiography, to give his time and literary ability to supplement its many deficiencies. An autobiog- raphy written at the close of a long and busy life, which has made its contribution to such a variety of interests, is necessarily an imperfect transcript of such a life: but in bold outline it may furnish the chief aims and events which have marked and moulded it. Some of these deficiencies I have no doubt will be remedied by the younger hands through which this manuscript is to pass. At this writing I have just passed my eighty-third anniversary—an age which, even in my middle life, I had never expected to reach. But it has pleased our merciful Heavenly Father to prolong my days far beyond that prescribed by the psalmist as the norma! age of man—threescore years and ten. If I have been used by Him to strengthen and comfort my fellow-Christians, and to enlarge the kingdom He established among men, I am indeed most grate- ful for these added years. I know not how much longer I may be spared, but this I do know, that I have no desire to live beyond the period when I may be useful to Him and to my fellow-men. My hope is that these memoirs, written in the ‘‘vale of longevity,’’ when the natural infirmities of age are upon me, will find the same gracious and charitable reception from my numerous friends as have my previous writings. They cover about 12 PREFACE eighty years of my life, reaching back to very early childhood. Finally, I am grateful to God for having given me the privilege and joy of serving so long a period of time this blessed cause into which I have been called by His grace, and which I hope to serve until He shall call me to the life beyond. 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To have been born at all, and to have a distinct personality, and a place, however humble, in the marvelous drama of human life with all its mighty hopes and possibilities has always seemed to me a boon for which I could not be sufficiently thankful. But to have been born of honest, healthy, godly parents who loved God and their neighbors, and in a land of freedom and opportunity, and in a country newly- settled where all were on a plane of equality, and where the necessity of labor was laid upon all, where no artificial distinction of classes existed, and in a locality abounding in natural beauty, with its fertile soil, its abundant timber, its clear streams, its springs, its caves, its wild fruits and flowers,— this has always made me feel that my heritage was great and that my lot was cast in a pleasant place. I was born on the second day of February in the year of our Lord 1842, near the village of Ozark, then in Greene, but now in Christian County, in the southwestern part of Missouri, about fourteen miles south of Springfield, the metropolis of that region. I was number twelve in a family of thirteen chil- dren. If the theory of small families had prevailed at that time I would not have been writing this auto- biography! There were nine boys and four girls in the family, and they all lived to have families of their own, excepting my oldest brother (Isaac) who 15 16 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES never married. Most of them lived to a good old age. My parents were James Garrison and Diana Kyle Garrison. They had moved to the neighbor- hood of ‘‘Richwoods’’ near Ozark, about ten years before the date of my birth. They migrated from Hawkins County, East Tennessee, not far from the Cumberland Gap—a good country to migrate from, judging from a single visit I made to it in 1891, when on my way to deliver a Baccalaureate address for Virginia Christian College. My grandfather, Isaac Garrison, who seems to have been of Scotch- Irish extraction, was born the same year with George Washington and was a soldier in the Revolu- tionary War. He moved from North Carolina to Hawkins County, in east Tennessee, in 1798, and purchased two hundred acres in Puncheon Camp Valley from John Cotterill for one hundred and three dollars. This record I found in Rogersville, county seat of Hawkins County, during the visit re- ferred to above. He was one hundred years old when my parents moved from Tennessee and insisted on coming with them to the new state of Missouri in 1832. They fitted up a conveyance for him and my mother rode with him and drove the buggy. He had been a great hunter of large game in his day and after he reached Missouri he wished for a gun that he might kill some of the wild game that abounded in the state at that time! He lived four years after his migration and died at the good old age of one hundred and four years! My father, James Garrison, was his youngest son. He was fully six feet in height, rather slender in form, with a fine forehead and good native ability. Owing to his early environment, his education was limited to very rudimentary elements. He was a PARENTAGE AND CHILDHOOD Ly hard-working man, inured to labor from his early boyhood. He was a farmer and trained all his sons to work on the farm, split rails, build fences, clear the ground, care for stock, and do all the chores incident to farm life and many things not now con- nected with farm life. In those days we killed our own beeves, tanned the hides into leather, made our own shoes, sheared our own sheep, and the women of the household carded, spun and wove the wool in- to cloth, dyed the cloth with walnut hulls, and cut out and made the clothes for the family. The women made their own soap, conducted their own laundry, and wove their own carpets. We built our own houses, hewing the logs for the same, and making the boards for the roof and the planks for the floor. One of my boyhood memories is that of camping out inthe hills while we felled the great trees, sawed them into suitable lengths, hewed them for logs and rived them into boards. Life in those days brought us into very close contact with nature. I have spoken of my father as a good man, a kind father, a friendly neighbor. He was a faithful mem- ber of the Missionary Baptist Church. He had an older brother, William, who belonged to what was then called the ‘‘Predestinarian’’ or the ‘‘Two- seeder’’ branch of Baptists who were anti-mis- sionary. J can recall my father arguing with him on the question of ‘‘free-will,’’ and ‘‘fore-ordina- tion,’? when I was a very small boy. My father had a good voice, and sometimes entertained the family with the songs of his youth. He also played the flute, the one musical instrument we had about the place in those primitive days. In his later years he met with an accident from a ‘‘broad-ax’’ while hewing a log, which caused him to walk with a cane 18 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES the remainder of his life. I remember him as the patient, hard-working, kind-hearted man that he was, too willing to believe everyone else as honest as himself, and not infrequently the victim of his good nature. He passed on to the life immortal at Springfield, Missouri, where the family had moved during the Civil War, in the autumn of 1862 in the seventieth year of his age. When I come to speak of my mother I feel that I must exercise great restraint lest [ seem to idealize her. Considering the limitations in the way of education and the surroundings to which she was subjected, I do not believe that I am extravagant in regarding her as one of the most remarkable women I have ever known. Her maiden name was Diana Kyle. She was the daughter of Robert Kyle who in his young manhood came from the north of Ireland to seek a home and fortune in the new world, in about 1800, as thousands of his countrymen have done before and since. In a visit to northern Ire- land in 1910, I found numerous Kyles still residing in that section of Ireland. A very prominent mem- ber of the Kyle family moved to Virginia before the War of the Revolution, as I have seen in some book of the early migrations to this country. Robert Kyle was a later arrival. He came to Botetourt County, Virginia, where he married Sarah Reynolds and then migrated to Tennessee. He was in the War of 1812 and came home from that war with an illness which caused his death. I visited his home, for it was the home of my mother’s girlhood, in the same neighborhood, in Hawkins County, in 1891. While there I visited my mother’s oldest brother, John Kyle, who was still living there in the ninetieth year of his age, and had a long conversation with him PARENTAGE AND CHILDHOOD 19 on the family history. In the valley where the Kyles and Garrisons lived, the people were all Bap- tists. Across the mountain in another valley, I was told they were all Methodists. On Sunday I preached in the Baptist Church to which all my relatives belonged, and I felt that I saw in the con- gregation, the dress, the music, the prayers and the preacher—as well as in the meeting-house—a per- petuation of what had been going on there since the childhood of my parents. The Kyles, originally from Scotland, had settled in northern Ireland, and from there, as stated, had emigrated to the new Republic of the West. My mother was only one remove from the native Irish stock. She was married to my father at the tender age of sixteen. She was already the mother of six children when they moved to southwest Missouri. She filled to a remarkable degree, the description of the ‘‘Virtuous Women”’’ of King Lemuel, Proverbs 31:10-31. She not only managed her household duties in a most efficient way, but took an active part in planting and cultivating a garden. I was frequently her assistant and acted under her direc- tion. No boy of the present day could be prouder of a new suit of ready-made ‘‘store-clothes’’ than I was of a new suit of jeans cloth she had made from the wool of sheep by the process of carding, spinning and weaving. She was a better manager than my father and her energy and endurance were remarkable. She not only looked after her own household but was an angel of mercy to the whole neighborhood, ministering to the sick and poor and needy. More than once I recall coming home from the school and finding a lot of poor children whom she had brought home to feed and clothe until some 20 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES arrangements could be made for them. Doctors de- ferred to her treatment and nursing of the sick. She was a devout Christian, actively and aggres- sively Christian in her faith and good works. Like my father she was a member of the Baptist Church, but did not endorse all the doctrine of the church at that time. She believed in open communion and held to a more rational view of conversion than that which prevailed in the Baptist Church at that time. She made me believe in the reality of religion be- cause she lived it as well as professed it. She passed into the other life about two weeks before my father’s death, in Springfield, Missouri, in the autumn of 1862. She was not much more than sixty years of age at the time of her departure. The Civil War, then in progress, with four of her sons in the Union army, and with many relatives on opposite sides, was a great sorrow to my parents and no doubt shortened their lives. They had moved from their country home, near Billings, to Springfield, Missouri, to avoid ‘‘bushwhackers’ ’’ raids, and so were there at the time of their decease. My memory does not reach back to the time when we lived in the Richwoods place where I was born. Several years later when my mother and I were driving by the place she pointed to a rude log cabin still standing by the road, and said, ‘‘ Harvey, there is the cabin in which you were born!’” It was a mile northwest of the village of Ozark and over- looking that town. I did not have the foresight to have the cabin photographed at that time or later and hence I am unable to present a picture of it here! It was not very different, however, from the thousands of such log cabins built by the early settlers of the great West as their first habitations. PARENTAGE AND CHILDHOOD 21 When I was three or four years old the family moved from the Richwoods place to a new location about one mile east of Ozark—a village picturesquely located on the bluff south of Finley Creek. This new home was also hewn out of the primeval woods. I ean recall the rude log cabin which formed our first habitation there. It was replaced in due time by a large two-story hewed-log house, quite a building for the time. It stood not more than two hundred yards from the precipitous lime-stone cliff of some fifty to one hundred feet in height which formed the head of one of the deep hollows that ran down through the village of Ozark to Finley Creek. At the bottom of this semicircular bluff or precipice were a number of caves of extraordinary extent which made a deep impression on my youthful imagination. At the northern extreme of this series of caves, where the descent was more gradual, was the ‘‘cave spring.’’ It was a circular cave in the solid rock about six feet high and six feet wide and of unknown length, out of which ran a stream of clear, cold water at all seasons. On the stone floor of this cave a basin had been dug out with stone implements by primitive inhabitants. This basin was deep enough to permit the dipping of a bucket of water from it. A wooden door was made to fit the entrance of the cave and it formed an ideal place for keeping the milk, butter and cream. Often in my boyhood days do I recall being sent to the ‘‘cave spring’’ for a bucket of water, or for a pitcher of milk or cream. In the center of this overarching precipice, south of the ‘‘cave spring’’ was the ‘‘Big eave.’’ Into it a wagon drawn by horses could have been driven, while the front flared out so widely that it afforded a splendid refuge from the storms of pre MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES winter for the sheep and cattle. With pine torches we used to explore this great cavern for a long dis- tance back, but no end to it was ever discovered. There were great stalactites and stalagmites, and lakes which seemed to be bottomless. One of our amusements was throwing great stones into the largest of these sunless pools of water and listening to the gurgling noise which seemed never to end but only to grow fainter and then die away. At the mouth of the cave was a solid deposit of ashes which might well have been the accumulation of genera- tions of the red men who had lived and loved and sung their war-songs here long before the white man had invaded this region. Still farther to the south was a small cave known as the ‘‘cold cave’’ because from its mouth a cool breeze issued, and fresh meats could be kept fresh in there for some time. In connection with this cave there was an incident that deeply impressed my boyish imagination. One day a mysterious old man came to our house carrying a long narrow bottle filled with some heavy substance. It was suspended from a string, one end of which was fastened about the old man’s wrist. He claimed that this bottle was guiding him to a hidden treasure. He asked permission to follow the leading of this bottle over our premises. Permission being granted, he followed it down one of the wind- ing paths leading to the base of the cliff formation where these several caves debouched into the open. Just below the little ‘‘cold cave’’ where a stream of water flowed at certain seasons, the mysterious stranger discovered the location of the treasure con- sisting of three pots of gold. It is characteristic of the credulity of the people of the region at that time PARENTAGE AND CHILDHOOD 23 that several of the neighbors believed the report of the magician enough to go to work. The mysterious character of those caves, with evidence of previous habitation, and the weird personality of the old man, combined to make his story seem more credible. I do not know how much labor was spent digging in that cavern, but I do know that the treasure was never found. My early boyhood was spent working on the farm in spring and summer, and going to school in the village in the fall and winter. I made rapid progress at school after I had conquered the diffi- culty of the ‘‘A, b, ab’s.’’ After one day in that department I went home thoroughly discouraged and told my mother that I could not learn them and there was ‘‘no use to skip them and I might as well quit the school!’’ But I was persuaded to continue at the school and later found the cause of my con- fusion. If the teacher had told me that a-b was pro- nounced abe and so on, I would have understood. The different vowel sounds had not yet been taught, and the process was wholly irrational and, of course, has long since been abandoned. I learned to read quite fluently at a very early age, and was the best speller in the school. I had only one competitor in that line in the school and in ‘‘spelling matches’’ he and I always had to ‘‘choose up”’ or to be on opposite sides. One of the proudest incidents connected with my school life in those early days was one of those spelling matches at the close of a term of school. The school had been divided into two parts as usual by the process of ‘‘choosing up’’ by my rival and myself, each choosing alternately. The contest was very warm and the interest ran high. Finally all the school was spelled down but my rival and myself. 24 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES The teacher exhausted all the hard words in our spelling book and still we held our ground, neither of us missing a word. Determined to close the contest, he closed the spelling book and resorted to a diction- ary. But even then we held our ground some time while he picked out hard words. Excitement was high. Finally, however, my opponent misspelled a word and without waiting for the teacher to give it to me I took it and spelled it correctly, thus ending the contest with the victory on our side. One fact that added to my gratification for this victory, was the presence of my father whom I had persuaded to come down and see and hear that spelling match that I felt confident of winning, and he shared my confidence. I was glad not to disappoint him. I had no books except McGuffey’s series of Readers and the Bible. In 1852, when I was ten years old, three of my brothers joined one of the caravans going to the California gold diggings. It was the plan that they were to dig enough gold in a year to meet all our needs and then to join the remainder of the family in Willamette Valley, Oregon, where we were to move the following spring and summer. That winter was full of romance for us boys as we talked of the ponies we would ride and the Indians and buffalo we would encounter along the way, greatly to their discomfort. But it was one of those dreams that never come true. The caravan in which my brothers were, had a rough time of it with cholera and the hardships of the journey. My brothers reached California, though many died by the way. They wrote back home that if we had sold the old home we had better buy another and be contented to remain in old Missouri, that the hardships of the PARENTAGE AND CHILDHOOD a journey across the plains would be altogether too great for the family to risk. So faded one of the romances of my boyhood. Otherwise I might have been one of the early settlers of California. We had sold our old place and so had to buy another. This was located about twenty miles southwest of Ozark—a wild and unsettled region which formed a sort of leg of Christian County. On what was known at that time as ‘‘the state road’’ leading from Springfield south into Arkansas, and about nineteen or twenty miles south of Springfield, there was a new place partially opened and culti- vated with a big log house facing the state road, a never-failing spring near by, and a clear stream of water flowing through the pasture at the back of the house. (It was in one of the pools formed by this stream that I was baptized when a boy of about 14, or 15 years of age.) This place on the state road we purchased and moved into in the spring of 1853. This, while not so romantic a trip as across the plains, seemed quite an adventure to my boyish im- agination. We made the journey in a day with our flocks and herds, arriving at our new home at about nightfall. I remember that one ewe grew faint and weary, and was about to give out, when my mother gave it an apple to eat which so re- freshed it that it was able to complete the journey. Here we began life anew. The country was open and was called ‘‘The Barrens,’’ but a young growth of trees was coming on and the soil was good in spite of numerous rocks that infested the ground. There were no neighbors for miles, but wagons that came down the state road on the way to Texas and camped at our spring kept us in touch with the out- side world. Some of the wagon covers were marked 26 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES in crude letters—‘‘Texas or Bust!’’ Some of these immigrants returned the next season ‘‘busted,”’ making their way back whence they came; but doubtless the greater number remained and were among the oldest inhabitants of that great state. I used to sit by their camp fires at night and hear them play on the fiddle such classic pieces as ‘‘Old Dan Tucker’’ and similar melodies. But this was not the only excitement in our new home. The country abounded in wild game such as deer, wild turkeys, prairie chickens and quail, not to mention squirrels and rabbits. There was plenty of work to do which required old and young. New ground had to be fenced, broken up and grubbed, and put into cultivation. A new frame house, stables and barns were erected. Schoolhouses? There were none within reach, nor were there any church buildings at that time, though an occasional itinerant minister passing through preached in some of the neighboring houses. Meanwhile I was hungering and thirsting for know]- edge and insisted on going to school somewhere. Finally one of my brothers took me back to the village of Ozark, to put me in a school there. The only school running there at the time was a girls’ school, and the lady teacher, with a little persuasion, agreed to take me in, though she should have known better. Imagine a country boy thirteen or fourteen years old, trying to study in a school of young girls! Nothing but my desire to learn induced me to under- take the work, but it only took a day or two to con- vince me and the teacher that it was an impossible situation, so I unceremoniously left the school and went back to the farm-—to the hoe, the axe, the plow, the iron wedge, the maul, the rail-splitting, PARENTAGE AND CHILDHOOD pay the wood-chopping and the usual duties of a farmer boy. There is probably no better place for a boy to be brought up than on the farm. He is not only free from the temptations of the city and the town but he learns to do many kinds of work and to sympathize with those who labor with their hands for their own and the world’s living. This farm on the state road had become a real home to us. We had dug out the spring so as to give it a larger capacity and later it became known as the ‘‘Dug Spring Place’’ and a battle fought near there during the Civil War was known as the ‘‘Dug Spring Battle.’’ But later on, the ‘‘Dug Spring’’ place had to be sold to pay a debt which my father had contracted by too trustingly endorsing a note for a friend, and we had to make a new beginning in life from the ground up. About two miles west of the ‘‘Dug Spring’’ place was a level piece of ground covered with young oak, which we took possession of and on which we erected first a temporary shelter of mere poles, and later a small log house. We had to clear, fence, and break ground for another farm, on a smaller scale. This place was also near a flowing spring. The water had to be carried some distance. J had been trained from my early boyhood as a Baptist and was converted and baptized at the tender age of about fourteen. It was at that period of my youth that I went through the experience, which my religious teachers recognized as conver- sion, at a Methodist Camp Meeting held out in the woods a few miles from our home. I was baptized, however, by a Baptist minister,—my cousin, Ephraim Wray,—and was later received into the old ‘*Prospect’’ Baptist Church, meeting in the school- house near us. Thus, it will be seen that I have 28 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES reason to be grateful to, and appreciative of, both the Methodists and the Baptists. There were doubt- less some features connected with this Methodist revival in their camp meeting that would not be considered in good taste now, but it was the earnest preaching of the Gospel by them that made me realize my need of salvation and that Jesus Christ was my Savior. The Methodists have done a great work in the world, by their faith and zeal, and are entitled to the respect and good-will of all Christian people. As to the Baptists, I have never ceased to have the highest regard for them, as a religious body. As I have already stated, my father and mother were devoted members of this body and it was their influence upon my early life that made me decide to be a Christian. I can never forget that when but a boy of five or six years of age, my mother, putting her hand lovingly on my head, would say to the neighbors and friends, ‘‘This is my preacher boy!’’ I have never ceased to feel the pressure of that hand on my head and to hear her gentle tones expressing her wish as to my future calling. That was my real ordination. But what there was in me to prophesy this future calling, I can not imagine. A mother’s eyes can see deeper into the heart of her child than those of any other. True, I remember that in those early childhood days I used to get on a stump for a pulpit and, holding a piece of paper in my hand, which I called my ‘‘preachin’ fixin’s,’’ I went through the form of preaching; but I suspect that it was not so much that, as it was just the mother- love and prayer expressing its hope in her announce- ment of me as her ‘‘preacher-boy.’’ PARENTAGE AND CHILDHOOD 29 Not very long after we moved from the ‘‘Dug Spring’’ place, there came along a young man from the East not much, if at all, more than twenty years of age, in search of a job teaching school. He was a Yankee from the hills of New Hampshire, and proved an angel in disguise. Quite a number of settlers had moved into the neighborhood and a school was much needed for the growing boys and girls. He went among the people and stirred up such an interest in the school that he was not only employed to teach, but to superintend the construc- tion of an adequate school building. The old build- ing was not much larger than an ordinary garage of today. Its only window was a log left out on the north side. So the neighbors rallied, took their wagons and teams and axes, and went into the tall timber, made a sort of a picnic of it, felled the trees, cut them into suitable lengths, hewed them and hauled them to the site selected, which was where the original house stood, and only a few hundred yards from our new home. When the material was on the ground there was a ‘‘house-raising,’’? when the walls were erected. The neighbors all helped in covering and flooring the building. And what a big house it was! And a stage was built across one end and a large blackboard was placed across the end above the stage, and there were glass win- dows! This young Yankee school-teacher had given those western settlers a new idea of the value and dignity of school-teaching. This work was done in the summer, and in the autumn the new school opened with a new building, a new teacher, new methods, and a new enthusiasm for education. This Yankee school-teacher’s name was Charles P. Hall, a name I shall always hold in 30 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES highest esteem. He did much for the neighborhood and the surrounding country. He did much for me. He named the school the ‘‘Westmoreland’’ after some eastern school he had attended. It acquired considerable fame in all the region round about. The new songs he introduced, the exhibitions in which dramas were presented on that stage, and the speak- ing of ‘‘pieces,’’ especially the great patriotic speeches of Daniel Webster and Patrick Henry, and so on, both astonished and gratified the natives. I do not recall the number of terms he taught, but I know it was with great regret on our part when he left us to become the head of the Academy at Ozark. It must have been in the years 1857 and 1858 that Mr. Hall taught at our ‘‘ Westmoreland”’ school. He had not taught more than one session at Ozark till some of the boys who were his pupils at ‘‘ Westmore- land’’ followed him. But during that year another Yankee teacher came, a friend of Mr. Hall, whose name was Upton. Meantime I had taught three months in a public school in an adjoining neighborhood—a country school of the most primitive type. I could not have been more than seventeen years of age at this time. Needless to say there were no examination boards to pass on the qualifications of teachers at that time. And yet, I have no doubt that I was able to awaken some of the same enthusiasm among the students and patrons of that school that my Yankee teacher had inspired at ‘‘ Westmoreland.”’ Mr. Upton was an excellent teacher, too, and a man of fine character whose personal influence among the students was very fine. He followed Mr. Hall very well. One day at the noon hour he asked me to take a walk with him through the woods, and J. H. Garrison at seventeen PARENTAGE AND CHILDHOOD 31 I soon understood that he wished to have a con- fidential talk with me about something he believed to be for my good. I would not give the gist of his talk to me on that walk if I did not believe it to be admirable advice for all boys who are, or may be, similarly situated. After asking me a few questions about my future plans, and learning that I was not intending to stop my education with such schooling as I could obtain in the neighborhood, he expressed his pleasure at that and added, rather hesitatingly: ‘‘In that case, Harvey, I feel that, as one who is a few years older than you, I may give you a bit of advice. J would not be in a hurry in tying myself up with any girl. M. is a sweet, pretty girl, but that she will ever develop into a woman that would be a suitable wife for a man holding the position in hfe that you will be likely to hold, is extremely improbable and you would embarrass both yourself and her. There is plenty of time for that when you know something more of what your life is to be.’’ No man could have said it in a kinder way and yet, it touched some tender chords, for I had come to think M. a charming girl. And she was, for she had charmed my boyish heart. And yet, my reason told me that my teacher had given me wise advice and I have thanked him many times for doing it. Great events were just ahead and they helped to solve the problem. CHAPTER II Crvi. War Days In the winter of 1860 and 1861, I went with a few others of our neighbor boys to Ozark, near our old home, to attend Professor Hall’s academy. It was during the latter part of this term in the spring of 1861, that things became exciting. Lincoln had been elected President of the United States the autumn before. The Baltimore Mob and the firing upon Fort Sumpter occurred in the spring of 1861. It was a little later that some of this excitement was trans- ferred to the little county seat of Ozark. A firm which had previously contracted to build the Court House, had completed it and had announced that on a given Saturday, before they had turned it over to the county, they were going to raise the Confederate flag on the top of it. This created great excitement in all the region around, where the hillmen were loyal to the old flag, as a rule, while the town people were generally Southern sympathizers. The day arrived and the town was full of people, nearly all of whom were armed with rifles, shot- guns or pistols. As the moment approached, the excitement was intense, when Mr. H., one of the building firm—a desperate man—appeared on the top of the building with the Confederate flag in his hand. I had placed myself close beside a neighbor, Mr. N., another daring man, a Union man, who was prepared to shoot Mr. H. as soon as he appeared. My purpose was to get all the shooting postponed so we could reason together a little, as the war had not yet begun in Missouri. I pulled down Mr. N.’s gun and urged that, instead of shooting we put up 32 CIVIL WAR DAYS 33 a Union flag and defend it if attacked. In a little while the pole was erected beside the Court House and the Stars and Stripes floating from its summit. A goods box was rolled under it and our representa- tive in the Legislature, a Mr. L., mounted it, as we all supposed, to deliver an address. Instead of doing so, he announced that there was a young man in town attending the Academy who would now address them! To my astonishment he called my name. There was no time for excusing myself, for some- thing had to be done right soon by somebody to prevent a fight right there among neighbors. Ardent Unionist that I was, I knew the only hope of avoiding a conflict then and there, which could mean nothing in any decisive sense, was a note of moderation. That I struck at once, reminding the crowd that had gathered about the flag pole that we were all neigh- bors, citizens under one flag; that it had not yet come to war in Missouri, and that it might not come to war with us; that if it should come to war then we would have to choose our sides as soldiers and fight accordingly. But today we were citizens, not soldiers, and that killing would not be legitimate war, but murder. I told them frankly where I stood in case of war, and why, but today I begged them to keep the peace. Pointing to the flag under which I stood I said, ‘‘My friends, that old flag with its stars and stripes is the same banner which Wash- ington and his ragged soldiers followed with bleed- ing feet at Valley Forge, and carried to victory, and if it comes to war that is the flag I shall follow in order to preserve the Union. Some of you will choose the other side, no doubt, but today let us separate quietly as friends and think it over till that time comes.’’ As I spoke I could see them relax 34 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES and their expression change and to my great gratification they separated without a shot being fired. That I count one of the greatest victories of my life. Their desire to wait till the war came was gratified. They had not long to wait. Yes, it came with all its bitterness, its ferocity, its fatalities, and we can see now, as we look back upon it, how unnecessary it was, had reason con- trolled the two sections. If only a conference of representatives from each section had been called before the firing on Sumpter, and even much earlier, before the strong sectional feeling had been stirred up, to consider by what means the question of slavery could be adjusted and the Union preserved without war, how different might have been the re- sult! Perhaps such an amicable adjustment would have been impossible for lack of men of vision on each side who could see far off and who loved the Union and its mission in the world far more than any political theory or sectional interest. But the effort would have been a worthy one. The questions which constituted the chief differences between the two sections were: first, the right of one class of peo- ple to hold another class of inferiors in bondage, or human slavery; and the right of any state or group of states to withdraw or secede from the Federal Union. The Southern states, with perhaps more reason than we can realize at this time, claimed both these rights, while they were denied by the people of the North, or who were on the Union side. For not all in the North were of this conviction, nor were all in the South in favor of disunion, but the greater mass of people north of the Mason and Dixon line insisted that the Union of states, in the language of Daniel Webster, was ‘‘one and indivisible.’’ It CIVIL WAR DAYS 35 was the actual secession of some of the Southern states after the election of Lincoln in 1860 that precipitated the actual beginning of the unfortunate war between fellow-citizens of the same blood and nationality, and under the same flag. Our Yankee school teacher, Mr. Hall, found it ad- visable to close his school about the time of the incident mentioned above, and to return East where he subsequently raised a company of cavalry and fought in the Union army. Believing it would be some time before Missouri became involved in the war, I desired to get up a subscription school in the neighborhood of Judge Chapman who lived to the northeast of Ozark on the road to Springfield. Judge Chapman was an old friend of the family and went around with me to get subscriptions. In a few days, with his aid, I secured a sufficient number of stu- dents to justify me in beginning the school, and so I opened it and had run it about one week when one morning the news was very exciting, reporting a large Confederate army moving on Springfield. After thinking it over a while, I told the students that they could lay aside their books. I then told them it was no time to teach school; that there was too much excitement; and that they might go home and tell their parents that the school had ended and that there would be no charge for the week’s tuition. That same day I packed my belongings and walked to Springfield where I found a field full of Home Guards drilling on the old Phelps place south of town. I had soon joined them and with the others was shouting, ‘‘Hurrah for the Union!”’ As there seemed to be no danger of immediate attack on Springfield, I returned with a few of our neighbors to our home near the old ‘‘ Westmoreland’”’ 36 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES schoolhouse. It was wheat harvest time and we deemed it wise to look after that before the Southern troops arrived. I remember we were finishing up a piece of this work on the Fourth of July (1861) and at noon, when we stopped for our lunch in the harvest field, we heard the distant booming of cannon and knew the Confederate forces were advancing. The cannonading was at Carthage, Missouri, and its distant booming foreboded the storm that was just beginning to break upon the country. In a little Fourth of July speech which I made to my fellow- harvesters, I told them what it meant for me and that I did not intend to allow this army to get north of me but that I should follow the Union forces until they were strong enough to resist. The next morning I talked the matter over with my parents and told them my proposition which was to enter the Union army as soon as I could join it. They reminded me of the dangers of war, of course, and the hope which they had in me. I told them, however, that my life would be safer in the Union army than it would be for me to remain at home with the Confederates in possession of the country, in view of the part I had already taken in behalf of the Union. As I remember, it was the same day that I left for Springfield with some of the neighbor boys and went into Home Guard duty in the little fort we had thrown up south of town. There was a strong Union element in Springfield, and in the southwest, but the Secessionists, in the state as a whole predominated. General Lyon, in command of the small Union army that had been sent to Springfield was inclined, I am told, to wait until he could meet with the other Union forces, but the men of Springfield and thereabouts, who had CIVIL WAR DAYS By! come out on the Union side, urged him not to fall back. He knew he was outnumbered but resolved to make a night march south and meet the enemy at Wilson’s Creek about ten miles from Springfield. General Sigel, who held a subordinate command, was with him. It is not our purpose to report that battle here further than to say that General Lyon was killed leading a charge and that General Sigel was compelled to retreat from Springfield to Rolla, which was the terminus of the railroad at that time, and on to St. Louis. When news of the battle reached Springfield, August 10, with the word that General Lyon had been killed, a serious question was forced upon us Home Guards who lived south of Springfield. Should we attempt to get back to our homes before going east or should we leave our homes with no change of clothes, and no money, and take our chances on being received into the army. Some of us, and I among them, decided to fall back with the army. This we did, getting such scraps from the army wagons as we could until we reached Rolla, the terminus of the San Francisco Railroad, where we could get supplies. There we went into encamp- ment for a short time. While there, I applied for enlistment in Co. F, 24th Missouri Infantry, S. H. Boyd, Colonel, and 8S. P. Barris, Captain. I was accepted and immediately put on guard duty and other forms of camp duty. In a few days, I was appointed a Sergeant of the company. I began at once to study military tactics. But we drew no army uniforms until after we had reached St. Louis. In marching through the streets of St. Louis in our ‘*butternut’’ and tattered suits, we presented quite a spectacle to the citizens. But as we marched under the Stars and Stripes it was easy to tell the Union 38 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES men from the others by the reception we received from the two classes along the line of march out to Benton Barracks on Grand Avenue. If we were a sight to the people of the city, no less was the city a sight to us boys from the Ozarks. The railroad at Rolla was the first we had seen of that modern in- vention. Our ride from Rolla to St. Louis on a gravel train with rough boards laid across for seats, was one of the most luxurious rides we had ever had, and certainly the fastest. Not long after going into camp at Benton Barracks, we received our army uniforms and began to realize the dignity of our soldierhood. Soon I had gained such knowledge of the drill that I was charged first with the drilling of the awkward squad and later with drilling the company. Our regiment spent the autumn of 1861 at this place. While at this camp I had a hard spell of sickness which nearly carried me away,—a result of long months of ex- posure as home guard,—at Springfield and on the march to Rolla. I imagine that the readers of my life will not be greatly interested in my connection with the civil war, and I would gladly skip it all if it were not for the fact that it connects in a very marked way | with my subsequent career. Let it suffice here to say that the army of the Southwest, of which my regiment was a part was sent south from Springfield, under command of General Curtis and General Sigel, in pursuit of the Confederate army. On the morning of March 6, 1862, the Union forces came into con- tact with the Confederate troops at Pea Ridge, Arkansas. In that conflict I was wounded, about sundown of that day. I was within gunshot of the old Pea Ridge Tavern, when the ball struck me, CIVIL WAR DAYS 39 entering my left leg just above the ankle, shattering the bone and passing through, turning slightly to the rear and just missing the main leader in the back of my leg. I fell, but rose quickly, carrying my gun, and continued my retreat, for our army had fallen back a mile and was forming a new line. Our Con- federate friends called on me to surrender, but I decided to take my chances of joinng my army which I saw forming its line at the edge of the woods. When I was about fainting from loss of blood, an ambulance of our army passed near me and I threw myself in at the rear end and was carried to a hospital tent at the rear of the battlefield, which proved to be that of the 22nd Indiana. There I lay all night. The surgeon told me that there were too many others worse wounded than I for him to dress my wound that night. My own company and regimental surgeon did not know where I was. So T lay all night on the battle-field with my wound undressed. The next morning I saw a member of my company passing by the tent, and I called him, and he notified my company officers, and I was soon removed to our own regimental hospital where my wound was dressed. But the battle did not end on the sixth. On the morning of the seventh I heard tremendous cannonading to the north of us, accom- panied by infantry fire. Early in the forenoon a messenger reached us bearing the glad news that the Union forces had won the victory and that the Southern army was in full retreat. A feeble shout went up from the hospital patients. This battle was very fatal to Confederate Generals, Generals Price, McCollough and MacIntosh falling in that engage- ment. 40 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES In a few days our regimental surgeon, Dr. Robin- son, notified me that he was going to send some of the slightly wounded men to Springfield in some army wagons that were returning for provisions and that while my wound was a little more severe than the class which he was sending he would allow me to return if I thought I could stand the trip, as he knew my folks were living in Springfield at that time. I readily decided to go, and the next day, lying on my back on my blankets, on the bed of an army wagon, we were bumping along over the stony road from Pea Ridge, Arkansas, to Springfield, Mis- souri, something over a hundred miles. On arriving in Springfield the post surgeon allowed me to go home on the condition that I was to consider myself under his care. My parents, and the others of the family, received me gladly and my mother felt rather relieved when she saw me carried home only wounded, as she had a presentiment that I would be either killed or wounded in that battle. Under her tender care, and that of the surgeon, I was, in a few weeks, able to get around on crutches. In a little while I was detailed as chief clerk in the Provost-Marshall’s office in Springfield. After two or three months in this position, in which I had a good deal to do with the granting of passes to those wishing to leave the city, it was decided to raise a regiment of United States Cavalry for the war. I undertook to raise a company, and by visiting a few of the surrounding towns and making patriotic speeches I succeeded in doing so and was elected Captain of the same. I was then discharged from Co. F, 24th Missouri Infantry, where I had the rank of Orderly or First Sergeant, and was commissioned as Captain of Co. G, of CIVIL WAR DAYS 41 the 8th Mo. Cav. Vols., September 1, 1862. My brother William, who had not entered the army till now, was soon made Lieutenant of the company. W. F. Geiger was appointed Colonel of the regiment. After a little drilling at Springfield, we were ordered on a scout to the southwest, to be gone about two weeks. My mother was ill at the time, and our line of march led us along the street where my parents lived. While my company marched on with the regiment, I alighted and went in to tell my mother ‘‘good-bye.’’ I told her how sorry I was to leave her ill, but she said she knew I was a soldier now and must go with my command. She expressed some doubt about my ever seeing her again. That grieved me most of all. As I rode on I was in no hurry to join my company, so sad were my feelings. Her premonition proved to be true. I never saw her again. As soon as our company returned to Spring- field, I went immediately to the residence where my parents lived and found that my mother had died in my absence and had been buried near the old ‘‘*Westmoreland’’ school house down in Christian County. Her intensity of life in caring for her own large family and others, together with the anxieties of the war, no doubt, shortened her life. A nobler specimen of humanity I have never known. To her I feel especially indebted for whatever good I may have done in the world. | But not only did I find that my mother had passed away, but that my father was at the point of death. I approached the bed softly where he lay and stoop- ing asked, ‘‘Father, do you know me?’’ In feeble tones he replied, ‘‘ Your voice sounds familiar, but I cannot see you!’” The film of death was already over his eyes. And that night he too passed away. 492 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES I do not think he cared to ive when his companion had passed on to the other world. He was known to his neighbors as the honest, kind-hearted ‘‘Uncle Jim.’’ As previously stated, both my father and mother were devoted members of the Baptist Church. While they were denied the benefits of much schooling, they were anxious that their chil- dren should have all they could get. They were to- gether in life and not separated in their death. Peace to their memory! I shall not attempt to report in detail the three years of cavalry service following my promotion to the rank of Captain. It would be impossible for me to do this without going over the war records again, which I think is not necessary. The regiment and division to which my company belonged served in the state of Arkansas after we left Missouri. Work- ing our way south by scouts, skirmish and battle, we captured the city of Little Rock, the capital of the state. This we made our headquarters and center of operations. Some of the most adventurous expeditions I was in, or led, occurred during our encampment in Little Rock and that vicinity. Pass- ing by these, we remained thereabouts until peace was declared. Our division of the army was then sent south to Camden, in the southern part of Arkansas, to re- ceive the surrender of the Confederate troops in that part of the state. The war was ended! The Union preserved! How these facts thrilled our hearts! While we were encamped in Camden and engaged in receiving the surrender of the Confederate troops, the Fourth of July, 1865, came on. Of course we must have a celebration, for the day would have a new J. H. Garrison at twenty-three CIVIL WAR DAYS 43 and richer meaning now. Such a celebration was announced by the Union General in command, who, to my great surprise, appointed me to deliver the address on the oceasion. I felt the responsibility of the peculiar situation in which I was to speak to both Federal and Confederate troops. Many of those in Gray would be wondering what the attitude of the government would be towards them and ex- pect the speaker on the occasion to indicate what that attitude would be. While holding no authority from the President or from the Commander-in-chief of the army, to announce the terms of peace, I did feel confident in assuring our friends from the South, who had erstwhile been our enemies, that having laid down their arms against the government, they had become citizens once more of the Union, loyal to its flag and Constitution and that they would not only receive pardon, but a hearty welcome from the gov- ernment and from the boys in blue; that we had not fought them because we hated them, but because we loved the Union with its starry flag, not one of whose stars did we wish to see erased; that we were now fellow-citizens of the same great Republic, the finest and noblest on earth, and that we must stand behind it as Americans in defense of a common coun- try and a common flag. I told them, also, that we who had fought for the Union could give full credit to the men of the South for their courage and loyalty to their convictions. I was a great admirer of Presi- dent Lincoln, and tried to reflect his kindly spirit in my address. These sentiments seemed to meet with a hearty response both from the boys in Blue and those in Gray. This address, with some patriotic songs made a very interesting occasion. The Union General in- 44 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES vited me to dine with him in his tent, which I did, and he freely expressed his approval of the senti- ments and the spirit of my address. Why he should have laid such a responsibility on a boy of twenty- three when there were men of greater ability, and rank in our army, I have ventured to account for on the ground that these older and wiser men feared to risk their reputations in speaking under such peculiar conditions. But I had no reputation to guard and was not afraid to express my sentiments. At any rate the occasion passed off pleasantly and the behavior of the Union soldiers towards the Con- federates was very commendable, as was that of the Confederates toward the Union soldiers. It was not many days after these ceremonies were completed that the Union soldiers began their march northward where they were to be discharged and to enter into the ranks of civil life. Some time before this, and dating from March first, I had received from the Governor of Missouri, a commission as Major in the United States army, into which position I was never mustered, as the war was closing. I have the commission, however, hang- ing in my study along with that as Captain to show that I had the good-will of the powers that were. Thus ended my four years in the service of my country, offering life and all that I had for the Union. CHAPTER IT CoLLEGE AND MARRIAGE Ir was during my stay in Springfield, while wounded and while acting as chiet clerk in the Provost- Marshall’s office, that an event occurred which had much to do in shaping my after-life. As an addi- tional clerk was needed to assist me in my work, a young man was detailed from the 10th Illinois Cavalry, by the name of A. N. Harris. He and I became well acquainted and were very good friends. Later on in the war, I wished to send two of my sisters outside of the region subject to Confederate raids, and at the same time to give them educational privileges. -[ wrote to my friend Harris to recom- mend some college in [llinois to which I could send them. Having been a student in Abingdon college, in Abingdon, Illinois, he naturally recommended that institution. Thither I sent them. At the close of the war my brother Wiliam and I went there to see them, going by way of Springfield, Illinois, to visit the grave of our martyred President Lin- coln. What follows formed a radical change in my life and life-plans. How small an event sometimes serves to work very radical changes in one’s life! By what strange providence did it happen that the young man, who was detailed as my assistant in the office at Springfield, chanced to be a student of one of our colleges, and himself a staunch member of that body under whose auspices that college was founded. Yes, ‘‘there is a divinity which shapes our ends’? and we do not understand the means which this divinity uses for the accomplishment of its purposes. 45 46 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES It was not long after meeting my sisters at Abing- don college that they told me that they had united with the ‘‘ Christian Church’’ which we had formerly heard called ‘‘Campbellites’’ in the part of the coun- try where we had been raised. I expressed my sur- prise at this change in their religious attitude, and my fear that the Baptist church would not receive them back into the fold. They good-naturedly in- formed me that they had no desire or purpose ever to return to the Baptist Church. They felt sure that they had found something that was more in harmony with New Testament teaching and they felt sure that I would approve it when I came to understand it. This astonished me more than ever, for I had carried with me the reports and prejudices that had been with me from my earliest recollec- tions. These sisters, however, prevailed on us to remain and take the college course. After some hesitation, and consultation with the college authorities, we decided to enter the college. I told the college faculty that, in view of my advanced age—I was twenty-three my last birthday—I could remain in college for only three years. I did not feel that I could spare the time from the career that I had pictured for myself, for any longer course. I was then in robust health and was anxious to enter active life. The truth is, I had political ambitions and felt that the path of progress lay invitingly before me at that time. I assured the college authorities that I could take their four years’ course in three years, if they would divide up my studies accordingly. They accepted my offer and assigned me the four- years’ classical course. I performed the work with- COLLEGE AND MARRIAGE 47 in the three years, and received their A.B. degree at the commencement on June 29, 1868. Needless to say, I took little time for exercise or sports of any kind during that period. I would not advise any young man to ask for this condensation of time, or any college to grant it. But dear old Abingdon college, with all its limitations, has a warm place in my heart even though it has long since become a part of Eureka college. Something had happened, or at least transpired, during my college career and early in it, to change my plan of life. This college and the church con- nected with it were associated with this reforma- tory movement, and believed in it emphatically. They did not fail to make the students of the college understand what that position was. Why should they not do so if they believed it to be of God? When I heard this position presented clearly, as one adapted to the religious needs of the world today, and especially its plea for the unity of Christians, it appealed to me so strongly as not only to bring about my identification with it, but to convince me that the greatest good I could do in the world was to advocate and propagate this plea for a united church on the New Testament basis. This cause seemed to me so vastly important and urgent as to justify me in throwing aside my political plans and ambitions and giving myself wholly to it. This was a great change in my life-plans but one I have never regretted, believing it was of God. It may be asked what were the features of this plea that wrought such a radical revolution in my life-plans. First of all, the college president, J. W. Butler, who was a graduate of Bethany, and reflect- ing, no doubt, the lessons he had learned from Alex- 48 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES ander Campbell in his morning lectures, made the Bible a more intelligible book, with its Old and New Covenants, presenting a progressive revelation culminating in Christ. Then the clarification of the terms of salvation under Christ, with the emphasis on human responsibility in accepting these terms. But greatest of all was its advocacy of Christian union, by casting off our denominational names, creeds, and party spirit and coming together in Christ in order that the world might believe that God had sent him to be the Savior of the world. I had been advocating and fighting for the union of States under one flag, and one constitution. Why not stand for the union of Christians under one Leader and one Bible as our common rule of faith and practice? These things appealed to my reason, and to my heart, and I resolved to devote my life to their advocacy. Had I never gone to college my life might have run in very different channels. It is not strange, therefore, that I place a very high estimate upon the relation of our colleges to the advancement of the cause we plead, and to the recruiting of young lives for the service of God, and especially of young men to the ministry of the Gos- pel. Judging from my own personal experience, I should say it is not an easy question for a young man to decide as to what is the best use he can make of his life. He has probably entered college with other plans in his mind, of a business or social, or political character, and there must be motives of a very high character to lead such a one to sur- render the ideals he had cherished, perhaps from childhood, to accept another which would lead him to dedicate his time and talents to the preaching of the Gospel. One enters college with an open mind COLLEGE AND MARRIAGE 49 and with a desire to learn all that will be useful to him in making the best of life. Students are therefore, in a receptive mood. Their minds are in the formative period, and they are prepared then, as they are never likely to be afterwards, for weighing this important question: ‘‘In what way can I best serve my age and generation?”’ Of course, I am assuming that the college is aware of its responsibility, as relates to this very question, and functions accordingly. I believe this to be true, as far as my knowledge extends, of our own institu- tions of learning, and I presume it is true of the colleges of other religious bodies. I will be par- doned, perhaps, for saying, in view of this fact, that we Disciples of Christ have been very slow to recognize our duty in giving such endowment to our colleges as to enable them to accomplish their important work in the most efficient manner. I am glad to add, however, that there are hopeful signs of an awakening to a fuller realization of our obliga- tions to these institutions. ANOTHER FACT It was during my college life at Abingdon that another fact occurred which, no doubt, had much to do with the shaping of my future life. It was there that I formed the acquaintance of, and a very high esteem for, and personal attachment to, a young woman who was in the same college with me and who was a member of the same graduating class. She was Miss Judith Elizabeth Garrett, of Camp Point, Lllinois. The attachment proved to be mutual and the result was, we decided to get married, and not without good opportunity to know each other very well during those years of intimate 50 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES association. Perhaps there is no place where we can learn to know each other quite so well as in college. The marriage ceremony was performed at Camp Point in Adams County, Illinois, just one week after our graduation—July 2, 1868. An older sister of my wife was married at the same time to a life- long friend and fellow-soldier of mine, J. H. Smart. This double ceremony was performed by Prof. A. J. Thomson, one of the teachers in college. This union of mine with Miss Garrett no doubt had much to do in carrying out my life-plans to whatever degree of success they may have attained, for she was in hearty sympathy with my ideals. Choosing a life-companion to share with one, in the intimacy of wedlock, the labors and trials, the joys and sorrows, the hopes and disappointments, the successes and failures, incident to this mortal life, is one of the pivotal points in the history of any man or woman. When we witness the thoughtless- ness with which this relation is often entered into, there is no need to wonder at the number of divorces which we read about in the papers. I would be glad if any word of caution I might add here would cause any of our younger readers to consider more care- fully this important matter of choosing their life- companions. The woman I married was a Disciple, born and bred and trained as such, while I was but a recent convert to a movement which was henceforth to absorb our time and energy. CHAPTER IV BEGINNING oF EprTorRiAL WorK Nort long after I was married, and while we were still living at Abingdon, in a cottage which I had purchased for the use of my sisters and myself during our college life, I received a call which had much to do in shaping the particular course which my life energies should take. One of my teachers, J. C. Reynolds, the professor of ancient languages, was pastor of the church in Macomb, Illinois. (1 hate to think what meagre salaries these devoted professors must have received from the college. Certainly most of them had to supplement their incomes by other work to live at all.) He had re- signed his position in the college to give his time to the church and other work, when he wrote me, asking me to become associate pastor with him of the Christian Church in Macomb. I very readily accepted this call, regarding a ‘‘half loaf’’ as better than no bread, and went down in the early autumn of 1868. I had preached my first regular sermon a short time before at Bushnell, Illinois, whither I had gone to fill an appointment of Brother Reynolds, who was detained in Macomb by the death of one of the mem- bers. I was wholly unknown to the church and had this advantage, that no one there knew that this was my first sermon. I did not disclose this fact until after the meeting had adjourned. I was ac- customed to public speaking, however, from my boy- hood and did not exhibit the bashfulness of a beginner. It was not strange, therefore, that the members expressed surprise on learning that it was 51 52 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES my first attempt to preach. I do not even recall the text on which I based my sermon, much less the sermon. IT have mentioned J. C. Reynolds as the man who invited me to share with him the pastorate of the Christian Church in Macomb, Ill. I feel that I ought to pause here to pay tribute to one of the best men it has been my privilege to know, and one who had much to do in determining the direction of my life- work. He was a graduate of Bethany college and served for a time as professor of Ancient Languages in Abingdon college, where I came to know him. He was a man of wisdom rather than of genius or brilliancy. He was pure in heart and in life and sought to serve. He was humble in spirit and never sought prominence, but only to be useful. If I have succeeded in the work to which I have so largely devoted my life, to Brother J. C. Reynolds belongs the credit for discovering that talent and guiding me quietly to engage in religious journalism. Shortly after I had joined him in Macomb in the work of the ministry, he asked me to become co- editor with him of a monthly magazine called the Gospel Echo which had recently come into his possession. This seemed to me to offer a wider field of usefulness and at the request of Brother Reynolds, I accepted the position. Accordingly, on the first day of January, 1869, there was issued the first number of that magazine under our joint con- trol as editors and publishers. This was the be- ginning of my editorial career. Little did I dream of all that was involved in that humble beginning; of the long years of hardship, sacrifice, responsi- bility and earnest toil, by day and by night, which were to follow. BEGINNING OF EDITORIAL WORK Oss A bound volume of the Gospel Echo for 1869 lies before me asI write. After a flattering introduction of myself by Brother Reynolds, there follows my ‘‘Salutatory’’ as the first article on the editorial page. In that salutation, I was humble enough to say: ‘“‘I bring to the columns of The Echo no trained quill that has won renown on the oft-con- tested field of intellectual combat; no mind rich in the treasures of wisdom gleaned from a long and eventful life, nor self-illumined by the scintillations of its own genius.’’ Slightly sophomoric, do you say? Well, remember that I had only been a few months out of college! That salutatory closes with the following paragraph: ‘‘Our bark is ready. Carefully, hopefully, prayer- fully, we commit it to the great sea of religious literature. Our sails are unfurled. Our colors float proudly from the summit of the mast. With our hands at the helm, and our eyes steadily fixed on Bethlehem’s Star, a ‘God bless you’ and a ‘A happy New Year to all,’ and we make our editorial bow.”’ Little did I know what I was bowing myself into at the time. It is well that the Lord hides from our eyes the magnitude and difficult nature of the tasks to which he calls us. It is enough to know that the work is His and that we are working with Him. ‘Sufficient unto the day is its own evil.’’ ‘‘My grace is sufficient for thee.’’ These red-letter truths stand out prominently near the close of a long life that has had frequent occasion to test them in the fires of experience. Do right TODAY and fear not the evil of TOMORROW. He whom we follow in right doing, will care for us in any evil conse- quences that may come to us because of our so doing. On the same principle, if God calls us to a 54 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES difficult task, He will supply wisdom and grace to us to accomplish it if we seek His help. T had not been editor very long until I was con- vinced that if I was to do anything worth while in the line of religious journalism a larger center must be found, and that the paper should be a weekly instead of a monthly journal. Accordingly arrange- ments were made for the publication of such a paper in October, 1871. The September issue of The Gospel Echo con- tained a prospectus of the ‘‘Christian Missionary’’ to begin in Chicago in the following month. This prospectus stated that business men of moral integrity, financial ability, and Chicagoan energy, stood behind this enterprise determined to see it successful. In addition to this pledged capital, this prospectus mentioned as additions to our editorial staff, such men as President J. W. Butler, President H. W. Everest, Professors A. M. Weston, A. P. Aten, B. J. Radford and O. P. Hay. But alas for the plans of man! About the time these plans were con- summated, the great Chicago fire occurred, destroy- ing so large a part of the city. I immediately went up to Chicago to find out how the fire had affected our newspaper plans. I found there that the men who were backing the enterprise had suffered great loss and our plans in that direction were all defeated. Then my thought turned toward St. Louis as a publishing center. But on account of financial re- strictions, it was decided to move first to Quincy, IIl., where further preparation could be made for the larger venture. At this time occurred another event in the widen- ing range of circumstances that were shaping the future destiny of our paper. The Christian was the BEGINNING OF EDITORIAL WORK ay name of a weekly paper published in western Mis- souri and edited by some of our able men such as T. P. Haley, George W. Longan, Alexander Procter, A. B. Jones, Geo. Plattenburg. It would have been im- possible to find, anywhere in the entire brotherhood, an abler group of men, intellectually and spiritually, than these. And yet, The Christian had failed financially under their management, and Brother Longan wrote to me asking that it be consolidated with the new weekly soon to begin at Quincy. The proposition was readily accepted, for it offered a wider field for our proposed paper. And yet, it seemed strange to me that such intellectual giants should be willing to turn over the control of their paper to a young man recently out of college, for by this time the chief responsibility of editing and financing the paper had devolved on me. And so, in the autumn of 1871, began the publica- tion of The Gospel Echo and Christian at Quincy, Illinois, changing our monthly into a weekly. With the beginning of 1872, I dropped the first part of the name and assumed the title of The Christian; a name of which I had always been fond. During the following two years at Quincy, we increased the circulation of the paper and gave the brother- hood some idea of the kind of paper The Christian was to be. It was while in Quincy, that I first met with W. F’. Richardson who was then a young man working in the printing establishment where our paper was published, and who had to do with mailing it. He had the same cheery and jovial disposition in his work then, that he has always manifested, and per- formed his duties with the same conscientious faith- fulness which has always characterized him. This 56 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES was before he began his college life at Eureka. It was there and then that a friendship was begun that has grown closer and stronger with the passing years. A better man than W. F. Richardson, I have never known. Another incident occurred during the last of the two years we spent in Quincy, which is mentioned here as one of the signs of the times. I had a visit one day from the venerable D. Pat Henderson and Enos Campbell, the latter being the pastor of the Central Christian Church in St. Louis. Brother Henderson read in his dramatic way a long and very caustic article on the organ question—then one of the hotly-disputed questions among us. The article discussed the events connected with the use of the organ in the Central Church in St. Louis and the opposition to it, and answered the argument against it in a very thorough fashion. When he had finished reading it, he brought down his fist on my desk with considerable force saying in hig rather imperious fashion, ‘‘Now, sir, we want you to publish that article in The Christian!’’ Knowing my personal views on the subject he fully expected I would agree to do so. When I answered him in an equally emphatic manner, ‘‘No, I will not publish it,’’ he gave me such a lecture as a gray-haired veteran of the cross felt he had a right to give to a young editor. Brother Campbell was more gentle in his persuasion, but I explained to them that should I print their article I should have to print a reply to it and that our paper would become the medium of a prolonged discussion of the organ question. I felt there were far more important matters for dis- cussion and determined that these should occupy our columns. I feel now that this was right, but I mar- BEGINNING OF EDITORIAL WORK 57 vel that a young man should have put his judgment against that of such widely-known and long ex- perienced men as these two brethren. But they had come out of the atmosphere of a local conflict, and were not looking at the subject from an editor’s point of view. We parted good friends and always remained such. This incident may be considered as typical of the policy of the paper throughout its entire history, not to be side-tracked into minor issues, but to keep in the middle of the road, and to devote its columns to the main issues. This policy has often provoked eriticism from its readers who were interested in some local or temporary issue. An editor must take a wider view of things, and keep in touch with the best thought of the time, and this course will pro- voke criticism from good brethren, for the time being, but sooner or later they come to see the larger truth, and thus a healthy progress is assured. CHAPTER V On to St. Lovis—HAarLty STRUGGLES Tue year 1873 was given largely to preparation for the removal of the paper to St. Louis. Located, as that city was, on that great national artery, the Mississippi river, the ‘‘Father of Waters,’’ and in the heart of the continent, with an equal number of great states on the eastern and western sides of it, it seemed to be a suitable center for a great pub- lishing house. Of course, the union with ‘*The Christian’’ and the promise of the help of the strong men who were its editors, strengthened our purpose and confidence in making that great city the center of our operations in the publishing business. Feeling that our plans were too large for in- dividual capital—at least for my individual capital, —I proceeded to organize the Christian Publishing Company, a stock company on a basis of fifty thou- sand dollars capital stock, the shares being one hundred dollars each, a certain per cent to be paid as demanded. The full amount of this stock I think was never subscribed, nor the full amount paid of that which was subscribed, but enough was _ sub- scribed and paid to enable us to incorporate and to: begin operations in St. Louis, January 1, 1874. There were difficulties ahead of us, of course, which we did not foresee, among which were, the amount of expense, insufficient capital, inexperience, and an only partially friendly reception from those whom we had a right to expect would be in sympathy with us in St. Louis. An incident illustrating the last point; soon after beginning the publication of The Christian in St. 58 ON TO ST. LOUIS—EARLY STRUGGLES 59 Louis, having meanwhile placed our membership in the Central Christian Church, I visited the prayer-meeting of the First Christian Church, and at its close requested the officers of the church and any others interested, to remain to hear a matter I wished to present. Having mentioned the removal of our paper to St. Louis and our aim to make it an instrument under God for promoting our cause, I requested their patronage and co-operation in the enterprise. The leading elder, a man of high stand- ing in the church and in the city, said there was one question, the answer to which would decide the at- titude of that church to the paper: Was it to be a steadfast opponent of the innovation of the organ in our churches? I answered him frankly that I did not intend to treat the use of an organ, or instru- mental music in our churches as a vital issue; that I should leave that question to the local churches to decide for themselves; that there were other ques- tions which I deemed vastly more important to which I hoped to give attention. ‘*Then,’’ he said, ‘‘you need not expect any sympathy or aid from this church!’’ Others present seemed to accept that view of things; and, let me state here, these were all good and true brethren who believed that they were simply being loyal to the Bible and to our cause in assuming this attitude. Most of them lived to see the folly of their position, but the incident shows one of the obstacles our paper had to contend with, not only in that city, but in a large number of churches throughout the brotherhood. It was our good fortune, entering upon a wider career from this larger center, to cope with this passing error and to plead for a broader and more spiritual interpretation of the Bible and of our 60 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES mission as a religious movement. Of course, this involved the loss of a certain kind of patronage at a critical period in the history of our publishing enterprise; but this was inevitable. The error was quite formidable, including among its advocates, as already stated, some honorable brethren to whose learning and devotion to the essential principles of our plea, we are greatly indebted, but in a decade, or thereabouts, from the time of our removal to St. Louis, this propaganda had lost its main force and remained only as a lingering prejudice. Like every other error, it had to be outgrown and this took some time as well as a different type of religious instruction. The service rendered to our cause, during this period, not only as respects freedom in religious worship, but in behalf of missions and of a truer conception of our mission and work, by the Chris- tran Standard under the able editorship of Isaac Krrett, it would be difficult to estimate. I felt it an honor, as a younger man, to be an intimate and trusted co-laborer with this gifted man of God. Our journals stood for the same great principles, and we often conferred concerning the questions of im- portance which arose from time to time in the brotherhood. A brief statement concerning the leading religious journals among us at this date, and their attitude, may not be uninteresting. The oldest, and the one which had been until within recent years the most influential, was the American Christian Review, edited by Benjamin Franklin. It was outspoken in its opposition to missionary societies and the use of instrumental music in the worship, and to our colleges, which were all declared to be without au- ON TO ST. LOUIS—EARLY STRUGGLES 61 thority. The Christian Standard, of which Isaac Errett was the editor, was started in 1866. Many brethren felt that the Review no longer fairly repre- sented our position. The Standard stood for progress; for Christian liberty; for the use of all wise expedients for advancing the cause; for higher education; and for a more spiritual conception of Christianity. The Apostolic Times was established in Lexington a few years later, with a group of our ablest and most widely-known brethren, M. E. Lard, W. H. Hopson, L. B. Wilkes, J. W. McGarvey, and Robert Graham, as editors. Its purpose was to counteract what its editors regarded as extreme pro- eressive tendencies among us. The Evangelist of Towa, under the editorship of B. W. Johnson, and others earlier than he, and the Christian at St. Louis, under the editorship of myself and others who had preceded me, were both older in their origin than either the Times or the Standard. They were essentially in harmony with the Christian Standard. All these journals had a struggle in their earlier history to perpetuate their existence. Once or twice the Christian Standard was on the eve of suspen- sion. The Apostolic Times was soon calling for help, and changed its name and ownership, and ulti- mately passed out of existence. The Christian and the Evangelist of Iowa had passed through similar experiences. If the history of journalism among us should ever be written fully, it would constitute one of the most heroic, and even pathetic, chapters in our history. Now that the Christian Publishing Company had been organized in St. Louis and the first issue of the paper had been launched at the beginning of the year 1874, with a strong editorial corps, it 62 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES seemed that our newspaper craft had outridden the storm and henceforth was to have smooth sailing. In the leading editorial of that initial number en- titled ‘‘Our New Home,’’ it is said: ‘‘St. Louis is a great center, and that is why the Christian is here. Radiating from it in all directions are the various railroads, and moving grandly and solemnly along by it is the lordly Mississippi, opening up to us the snow fields of Minnesota and the cotton fields of the great South.’’ As indicating the spirit of optimism, the editorial closes with this sentence: ‘‘We are undertaking a great work for Christ here in this city, and with your hearty aid and God’s approving smile, we shall succeed.’’ Such was the optimistic spirit with which the paper was launched from its new center, and under its new auspices. ‘T'o inexperienced eyes the out- look was full of encouragement. I wonder how many of the greatest triumphs, and the noblest enterprises of men are due to the ignorance of inexperience! When some one shall write the history of such enter- prises and achievements it will be known how much the world is indebted to young and inexperienced men, who, unaware of the difficulties and trials be- fore them, have fearlessly undertaken tasks from which wiser and more prudent men would have re- coiled. The venerable editor of our leading religious paper at that time used to refer to me as ‘‘The young editor with a stock company behind his back!’’ I was pictured as having a luxurious time sitting in my editorial office and issuing orders to subordinates while the venerable editor aforesaid was traveling and preaching the gospel among the churches. True, we had a stock company, with a subscribed capital of $50,000, but this was payable ON TO ST. LOUIS-—-EARLY STRUGGLES 63 only on assessment, not more than 5 per cent at one time, and not more than 10 per cent in any one year. Besides, it was the general expectation of most of these stockholders that only a very few assessments would be necessary until the paper would be paying its own way. Certainly it had a strong editorial and contributing staff. J. C. Reyn- olds, G. W. Longan and A. F. Smith were assistant editors, while our list of regular contributors in- cluded O. A. Burgess, H. W. Everest, J. M. Henry, J. H. McCollough, J. H. Smart, and L. B. Wilkes. One of the first mistakes made by the new pub- lishing company was the purchase of a large print- ing office on Main and Olive streets. This was fitted up for job work and miscellaneous printing, as well as for our own publications. We got out the City Directory of St. Louis, which required a large num- ber of printers. My editorial office was at first in a small room in the printing office, but later a large and elegant room was taken on the fifth floor of the Equitable Building on Sixth and Locust Streets, which at that time commanded a wide view of the Mississippi River and of the level regions of Illinois beyond. This arrangement we found, however, too inconvenient, and at the end of the year our editorial office was again brought into closer contact with the printing office. In those earlier days I was editor, proof-reader and business manager, all in one, though assisted in most of these duties by my assistant, A. F. Smith. It soon became evident that the company was running behind. Bills came in with great regularity and with appalling magnitude. The stockholders had been drawn on for all the assessments they would stand for the year. These days were full of toil, 64. MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES and the nights full of restless anxiety. Early in the year of 1875, having one day made an investigation into the condition of the company, I became con- vinced that a crisis was imminent, and that things could not go on as they were going. I went to my office on Second and Olive streets, and pondered over the situation. The future was dark and ominous. Was my cherished object of establishing a great religious journal and a publishing house in St. Louis to be thwarted by a financial failure? Feeling that I was at the end of my own wisdom and strength, I fell on my knees and committed the whole case to God, and asked His help in the crisis that I saw was upon us. I went home that night with a heavy heart, and lay down at last to a troubled sleep. Does God hear and answer prayer? Between midnight and day there was a loud knock- ing on the door by a policeman’s club. When asked what was wanted, he wished to know if this was Mr. Garrison’s residence. On being told that it was, he said, ‘‘His printing office is on fire!’’ Hastily dressing I walked the three or four miles through the snow from North St. Louis, where I was then living, as the street cars were not running at that hour. Arriving at the scene, I found the engines still at work, though the fire was practically ex- tinguished. Such a scene of desolation and chaos I had never witnessed before. The office was in ruins, the cases were upset, type scattered everywhere, and the whole covered with slushy ice. A meeting of directors was called at once. They decided that all business must stop, all employees be discharged, all expenses cease, while the officers of the company were to try to collect what was due to it, and meet its obligations as fast as possible. In this extremity ON TO ST. LOUIS—EARLY STRUGGLES 65 I assumed personal responsibility for the continued publication of the paper, and issued at once a minia- ture copy, a four-page sheet dated Feb. 11, 1875, announcing our disaster, and urging our friends to stand by us in this time of calamity. In another week the normal size of the paper was resumed, and it was carried forward without missing a number. A call was made on the stockholders for an assess- ment, and as rapidly as this was collected, the debts were paid. I was enabled with the subscriptions and advertisements of the paper to carry it on, and we were coming out instead of going wm. Looking back over the condition of things at that time it is easy to see that our calamity was a blessing in disguise. The Lord had ‘‘answered by fire.’’ While the fire had stopped the process of getting deeper into debt, the process of getting out of debt was slow and full of painful anxiety. Often when I went to bed at night I had no idea where the money was to come from to meet a note falling due in the bank next day. Butit came from some source, and every dollar of indebtedness was paid, and no note of the company or of my own ever went to protest. Of course, this involved hardships and deprivations, not for myself alone, but for my family, of which few people know anything, and my wife shared in the hardships and self-denials of those trying years. Of course, our meager living expenses had to be earned by my preaching on Sundays. After one year of battling alone, after the fire, I called to my assistance my brother-in-law, J. H. Smart, who left a successful pastorate and came to help me work out our problem. We had known each other from childhood; we had attended the same 66 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES common school in our boyhood; were soldiers to- gether in the Civil War; had graduated in the same class at college, and had married sisters. I knew him to be thoroughly reliable, possessed of good business ability, as well as a good education, and that his wife would be a valuable help with him. From the time of his arrival, he assumed joint re- sponsibility with me for carrying on the Christian, as the company had not yet resumed business, and all our business was transacted under the title of ‘‘Garrison and Smart.’’ The period of stress was not yet over by any means, but its toils and priva- tions were now shared by another, who proved him- self in every way a most valuable helper. The stock- holders soon reached what they regarded as the limit of their assessments, some with fifteen per cent, some with twenty per cent, and a few with twenty-five per cent of the stock subscribed. Few went beyond that. They were given the option of transferring their stock to us that we might meet the obligations of the company, or paying their assessments. Nearly all of them surrendered their stock gladly, having considered their assessments as a contribution to the establishment of the paper. The stock, however, was regarded as of no value, and could not have been hypothecated for a dollar in any of the banks of the city. When the debts of the company had been paid, there was a reorganiza- tion of the Christian Publishing Co., and the busi- ness was carried forward again under that name. Neither Brother Smart nor myself, however, re- ceived any fixed salary from the company as yet for our services. It would not be profitable nor interesting to narrate the financial and other difficulties which had ON TO ST. LOUIS—-EARLY STRUGGLES 67 to be met in the next decade in order to carry for- ward this enterprise. Nothing but a deep sense of the need of such a journal as we proposed to estab- lish, and our belief in its ultimate success, could have persuaded us to press forward through those trying years. There was a time when my life in- surance had to be drawn on to keep the press run- ning, and to feed the printers. My own and my wife’s property had previously been laid on the altar for the same purpose. And so the press never stopped, nor did the printers ever go hungry for lack of their pay. In every crisis the Lord opened a way for us to go on, though we could not always see the opening until the necessity was upon us. I had a feeling that the Lord, by His providence, had called me to this work and that if I trusted Him and went forward, He would provide a way of escape from, or strength to overcome, every frowning ob- stacle. During these years there was much discussion in our newspapers about missionary plans, the right to use instrumental music in the churches, chureh organization, our relation to other religious bodies, and whether our congregations should receive the plous unimmersed. It was along in the ’70’s that an event occurred which served to show that many of our brethren and scribes had forgotten what man- ner of men they were. Moses KE. Lard, than whom no man among us stood higher as a preacher or writer, and as an undaunted defender of the faith, issued a small pamphlet, in which he set forth the view that aiontos, as applied to future punishment, did not necessarily mean everlasting, and that we could not certainly predicate, on the meaning of that term, the theory of endless punishment for those 68 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES who die impenitent. It was not, of course, a new interpretation of that term, but it was a new method of escape for Brother Lard from consequences which he was, in his later years, unable to bear, with the literal view which he held of punishment. He was at once assailed by his brethren for being a Univer- salist, and it was openly advocated by many that fellowship should be withdrawn from him for hold- ing and publishing -his opinion! Brother Lard’s prominence and influence in the brotherhood made this view seem very dangerous to many brethren, and there was no little excitement. In the midst of it all, without at all endorsing or defending Brother Lard’s view, I defended his right to hold any view which might seem to him true concerning the mean- ing of the Greek word in question, without forfeit- ing his right to the love and fellowship of his brethren. Then I was charged with being a Uni- versalist! Many brethren were unable to perceive that my defense of Christian liberty had nothing to do with my view of the correctness of Brother Lard’s theory. At the same time Isaac Errett was publishing in the Christian Standard a series of editorials point- ing out the untenableness of Brother Lard’s view. Some of my critics referred to this fact, saying that while I had departed from the faith, Brother Errett was defending our position. In a personal letter to Brother Errett I called his attention to the fact that, while his criticism of Brother Lard’s pamphlet was entirely legitimate, it was being interpreted by a certain class of brethren as enforcing their attitude in demanding that fellowship be withdrawn from Brother Lard for his heresy; and that I was sure that he agreed with me that our liberty in Christ ON TO ST. LOUIS—EARLY STRUGGLES 69 was far more important to the success of our plea than any particular theory concerning the meaning of aionios. He replied promptly, expressing his thorough agreement with me in the position which I had taken, and accepted my suggestion that the Standard should take a decided stand on the ques- tion of Christian liberty which was involved. The next issue of the Standard contained one of his ablest editorials on ‘‘The Tyranny of Opinionism,”’ which left no doubt as to his attitude. About the same time, B. W. Johnson, editor of the Evangelist, then published at Oskaloosa, Ia., published an edi- torial taking the same view. Thus by the united voice of these three papers, the tide of sentiment was turned, and Brother Lard was permitted to spend his closing days in peace. Jn conversation with Alexander Procter, whom I met on the train about that time, he referred to this incident as furnishing the most painful revelation that had ever come to him, of how far many of our people had de- parted from the real spirit of the Reformation we were pleading. The problems which confronted us in that period, and constituted the main themes of newspaper dis- cussion and even of sermons, might be characterized as those relating, first, to doctrinal clarification, and second, to the organization of our churches for other than local work. As to the first, there had already begun, at that time, a reaction against an extreme legalism which had grown up among us out of our frequent debates with the ‘‘sects,’’ as our religious neighbors were termed, and a too exclusive emphasis on the ‘‘conditions of pardon,’’ to the neglect of the more spiritual interpretation of those conditions and of the Christian life. Some of our best minds 70 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES saw the danger of this tendency and began to plead for a more catholic, spiritual and less combative type of Christianity and of our position. The Chris- tran, of course, stood for this wider and deeper view of our plea for returning to the Christianity of Christ and of the New Testament, and for a more fraternal attitude to other believers in Christ who walked not with us in all things. The Christian Standard of Cincinnati, under the editorship of Isaac Errett, stood for the same things, sub- stantially, but others of our journals and a large section of the brotherhood regarded this position as compromising our plea, and as dangerous! We had a group of strong men in Missouri who made The Christian the organ of those more liberal views, while as yet a large majority of the membership in the state held to the more conservative view. This, of course, made ‘‘hard sledding’’ for our new enter- prise, but this majority changed to a diminishing minority, as the contest of ideas went on. As previously mentioned, a minor and waning part of this doctrinal discussion was the question of the right of local churches to use the organ or other instruments of music in their worship. Brother W. T. Moore, pastor of the Central Christian Church in Cincinnati for several years, had introduced an organ in their church worship, and this precipitated the discussion on that subject. Strange as it may seem now, some of our ablest men at that time ar- rayed themselves on the negative side of this ques- tion and argued that it was a compromise, if not a complete surrender, of our plea! These were good men, and some of them able men, who had the wel- fare of our cause on their hearts. It illustrates how far the legalistic interpretation of the Scriptures had ON TO ST. LOUIS—EARLY STRUGGLES Feat been carried, by the abuse of the motto, ‘‘ Where the Scriptures speak, we speak,’’ ete. It cut the nerve of religious enterprise and allowed no free- dom to use modern inventions and discoveries of our age in carrying on the work of the Kingdom. It was only a question of a little growth in grace and in knowledge of the truth,—that truth which makes men free—when this crude view of Chris- tianity would be cast aside. Closely akin, in spirit, to the discussion of the use of the organ in church worship, was that which arose about the same time, concerning the right of our churches to organize missionary societies, in order that they might co-operate more effectively in the work of spreading the gospel at home and abroad. It was an abnormal fear of ‘‘ecclesias- ticism’’ which caused many to oppose such organ- izations. They had gotten their necks out of one yoke, it was said, and they were not to be entrapped in another. This opposition did not seem able to discriminate between a form of church government that deprives local congregations of their rightful freedom, and a voluntary association of churches for co-operation in doing what they cannot do sep- arately, and what must be done if we are to carry out Christ’s commission to evangelize the world. This opposition to missionary societies retarded the active enlistment of many of our churches in mission- ary work even after such organizations were formed. Even as late as 1880 we were doing only a limited amount of work in home missions, many and inviting as these fields were, and had not yet a single mis- sionary in pagan lands. In October of that same year, at our National Convention in Louisville, I was asked by our Foreign Christian Missionary t2 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES Society to deliver an address and chose as my theme the necessity of our engaging in the work of send- ing the Gospel to the regions beyond, where the peo- ple knew nothing of Christ. ORIGIN OF CHILDREN’S DAY On the evening before leaving home for the Con- vention, at our evening worship, I mentioned my journey on the following day to the Convention, and what I was going for and what I was going to plead for, in my address. After the prayer, in which I naturally remembered the cause for which I was to speak, our two boys, aged ten and six years, and a child niece who was living with us at the time, gathered up their pennies and nickels and tied them up in a little bag and brought them to me, wholly unsolicited, saying, ‘‘ Here is all the money we have and we want it to go for the people who have never heard about Jesus!’’ Of course, I accepted this gift with thanks, and pledged them that it should go to the purpose for which they gave it. The little bag of small coins footed up only $1.18, but I thought I saw in it the prophecy of larger things to come. In the midst of my address at the Convention, when I had urged that the time had come when we ought to send Christ’s Gospel into the lands steeped in heathen darkness, I said: ‘‘If you older people are not ready to undertake this work, call on the children for their offerings and they will furnish the money to begin this work at once.’”’ I then related the incident mentioned above and hold- ing up my little bag of small coins I asked, ‘Brethren, what will you do with these children’s offerings? At present you have no place for it,— no fund in which I ean place it.’’ ON TO ST. LOUIS—EARLY STRUGGLES 73 At the close of my address, which seemed to make a deep impression on the Convention, Brother J. H. Hardin of Missouri moved that a committee be ap- pointed to consider and report to the Convention on the recommendation of my address, to call on the children of the Brotherhood for an offering to start a Heathen Missionary Fund. The committee was appointed, as I recall, with Brother Hardin as chatr- man. The committee reported to the Convention the next day recommending that a certain Lord’s Day be fixed upon as ‘‘Children’s Day,’’ whereon an offering should be called for from all our Sunday schools and from our children generally, to create a fund, of which the $1.13 should be the nucleus for sending the Gospel into pagan lands. The report was unanimously and enthusiastically adopted, and this was the origin of our ‘‘Children’s Day.”’ Brother A. McLean, the honored leader in our Foreign Missionary work, many years afterward in addressing the College of Missions at Indianapolis on ‘‘The Origin and History of our Foreign Work,’’ referring to this incident, declared, ‘‘If Garrison should live a thousand years he would never rise to a greater height than he did that night in pleading for foreign missions!’’ Other brethren said there was a wave of deep feeling and enthusiasm that swept the audience that night, seldom if ever wit- nessed in one of our Conventions. But it was not the eloquence of the address that moved the people, but the sounding of the needed note to awaken the brotherhood to a neglected duty, and the opening of the vaster field of operations into which the Master was calling us. It was the birthnight of a new sense of our obligation to send the Gospel to heathen lands, and of a new agency for advancing 74. MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES that work, ‘‘Children’s Day.’’ Therefore, it is destined to remain one of the historical occasions in the development of our missionary work. The first Lord’s day in May was fixed upon for Children’s Day by the F. C. M. S. Convention, October 21-22, in 1880, as the day in each year when our Sunday schools and all children should be asked for an offering to support foreign missions. In the convention of 1890, Children’s Day was changed to the first Lord’s day in June. The children’s offer- ing for 1880, as stated above, was $1.13. In 1882, it was $758.86. In the first forty years of ‘‘Chil- dren’s Day,’’ the offerings amounted to $1,818,- 314.138. The first missionaries sent out were Mr. and Mrs. Albert Norton and Mr. and Mrs. G. L. Wharton who sailed from New York to India on September 16, 1882. But the chief good of Chil- dren’s Day has not been in the large amount of money it has raised for missions, but in the develop- ment of the missionary spirit in the children of our churches and Sunday schools, the results of which we are reaping today in our enlarged missionary offerings. ‘‘Children’s Day’’ has become an im- portant day in our religious calendar, but few among us know of its humble origin as above stated in the autumn of 1880 at our National Convention in Louisville. But ‘‘Large trees from little acorns grow, and large streams from little fountains flow.”’ God alone knows the far-reaching influence which Children’s Day has exerted and will exert, for the extension of His Kingdom in the world. CHAPTER VI EXnauanp, Boston, anp HomME AGAIN I come now to a temporary change of base and to a new set of experiences in my life-work. A few years prior to this, Timothy Coop, a wealthy [Eng- lishman connected with our work in England, and living at Southport, on the coast about twenty miles from Liverpool, had made a visit to the United States and was favorably impressed with our American methods of church work. He prevailed on Dr. W. T. Moore, who had long been pastor of the Central Christian Church in Cincinnati, to ac- cept the pastorate of the church in Southport, Eng- land. Brother Moore, after a pastorate of two years in Southport, wrote to me strongly urging that I go to England to become pastor of the Southport church, relieving him so that he might undertake the task of planting a church in Liverpool which he and Brother Coop thought important. The ehurch in Southport gave me this call and, backed up by Dr. Moore’s urging, I yielded. After planning for my work in the office of The Christian during my absence, myself and wife and our two boys, Arthur and Ernest, set sail for Eing- land on the steamer, ‘‘City of Richmond’’ which sailed from pier 37, New York, at 10 a.m., January 22,1881. The day was cloudy and cool and drizzling rain. It was not a seasonable time for an ocean voyage nor would our steamer compare favorably with the first-class steamships of today. As the vessel pulled out from shore, I lifted my cap to my native land which I was leaving for the first time and repeated, ‘‘My country ’tis of thee.’’ 75 76 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES After a very stormy voyage, during which our vessel was often deluged with waves and, as I came to realize later better than then, was in serious danger of shipwreck, we reached Queenstown, Ire- land, where I sent a letter back home and a telegram to Dr. Moore at Southport. We landed in Liverpool on February 2, 1881,—my thirty-ninth birthday. Thus, I began my fortieth year of life in England, our mother country. In the afternoon we went down to Southport and went to the home of Dr. Moore, where we remained until we found other quarters. We found South- port a pleasant and beautiful little city on the coast about twenty miles north of Liverpool. The church was not large but was well-housed and made up of an intelligent and peaceable membership. The Coops were wealthy, but the other members were of moderate means. Like our English brethren generally, the church was not aggressive in its methods of work but it was more liberal in spirit than many of our older churches in that country. There was, and perhaps is yet, an extremely con- servative element there that had lost, if they ever possessed, the ideal which our movement had in view, and seemed content to champion a certain set of views and were not cultivating the spirit of unity with other religious bodies. But with W. T. Moore, at Liverpool, M. D. Todd, and later, J. M. Van Horn at Chester, H. 8S. Earl at Southhampton, and my- self at Southport, it might have seemed to those con- servative brethren that there was an effort to Americanize our cause in England. What is the present condition of those churches we are not able to say, but we do not think there has been any effort to perpetuate the line of American ministers in those ENGLAND, BOSTON, AND HOME AGAIN GE various places. Whether Brother Coop’s desire that the churches in England should catch something of the more liberal and aggressive spirit of our American churches, was realized to any great ex- tent by this invasion of American ministers, I can- not say. But, no doubt, our cause was advanced by it to some extent. While in England we made a trip on the Con- tinent, visiting such places as Amsterdam, Antwerp, Cologne, Strassburg, Heidelberg, Lucerne, Berne, Geneva, and Paris. We were gone about a month on that trip, leaving our boys in Southport with a Mrs. Lee. It was a too hurried trip to base any conclusions on but it was 7’erra Incognita to us, and we enjoyed it very much. I do not know how much permanent good, if any, was accomplished by our stay in England but it was a profitable experience in our life of which we retain pleasant memories. We enjoyed our stay with the church at South- port. But we had not gone to remain permanently, feeling that my chief work was to be in the United States in connection with The Christian. So we sailed for the United States in August, 1882, after a residence of nearly two years in England. Our relation with the Southport church was most enjoy- able and it had within its membership some truly loyal souls. But the impression I brought away from England was, that the cause represented by the Disciples of Christ needed a broader and truer interpretation, and a more vivid propagation, to win any great success in that very conservative country, and that it had been unfortunate in that respect in its original introduction. First impressions are hard to remove; hence the importance of sending truly 78 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES respresentative men to present our cause in new communities, and especially in foreign lands. It seemed very good to be back once more in our native land. One does not really appreciate at its full, the superior advantages and opportunities of his own country until he spends some time in visit- ing the older nations of Europe. It did not take long for me to resume my place and work on the paper in St. Louis and to adjust myself to the old sur- roundings. Soon after my return from England a union proposition which had been pending several years took practical shape. It was that of uniting the Evangelist, then published in Chicago, with our paper, The Christian, of St. Louis, and also the combination of the two publishing companies which these papers represented, namely, The Central Book Concern and The Christian Publishing Company. Before removing the Christian from Quincy, Illinois, to St. Louis, I had visited Oskaloosa, Ia., where the Evangelist was then published, to bring about a union of the two papers. All the details were agreed upon except the place of publication. B. W. John- son, the editor, and F. M. Call, the business man- ager, did not see their way at that time to change their location, while my heart was then set on St. Louis as the proper center for a great publishing house for the Disciples of Christ. Accordingly, I organized the Christian Publishing Company in St. Louis in November, 1873, and began the publication of The Christian from that place in January, 1874. Soon after this the Evangelist Company pur- chased the Christian Record, a monthly periodical edited by J. M. Mathes, at Bedford, Ind., and united it with The Evangelist. Later it bought out the old ENGLAND, BOSTON, AND HOME AGAIN 19 publishing firm of Bosworth, Chase & Hall, of Cin- cinnati. This firm owned the plates and published about all the books of the brotherhood up to that time. The Evangelist Company then changed its legal firm name to ‘‘The Central Book Concern,”’ and feeling the need of a wider field had moved to Chicago. The increased expense of doing business in a great city made its proprietors realize the value of the combination proposed, and negotiations were again opened looking to that end. A satisfactory method of union was agreed upon, and went into effect in the autumn of 1882. St. Louis was the center, The Christian Publishing Company was the firm name, and The Christian-Evangelist became the name of the paper. Thus flowed together two streams, as blend the Mississippi and the Missouri rivers just above St. Louis, to form ‘‘the father of waters.’’ These two streams were themselves formed by numerous tributaries, having their sources principally in Illinois, Iowa, Missouri and Indiana. The Hvangel- ist dated back to 1850 with its tributary, the Chris- tian Record, whose origin was probably later. The Christian had in its veins the blood of a long line of ancestors, among which were the Gospel Echo, and the Christian Herald, and a number of predecessors whose work it came to do, as the Bible Advocate, the Christian Sentinel and the Christian Messenger, of which Barton W. Stone was an editor; all these of Illinois. In Missouri was the Christian, which was absorbed by the Gospel Echo, which took its name, and the Christian Pioneer, so that the Chris- tian Publishing Company and The Christian-Evan- gelist of today are an inheritance from the past. They represent the lives and labors of generations SO MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES of loving and loyal hearts. They have become an integral part of the brotherhood they have so long served. Men may come and men may go, but a great publishing house, or a great religious journal, having its roots in the long past, and yet keeping in touch and in vital union with the great living interests of today, goes on fulfilling its beneficent mission from generation to generation. The union of the two companies and papers mentioned proved to be a fortunate one. The Christian and the Evan- gelist were conducted on very much the same lines, so that there was no compromise on the part of the editors involved in the union. Brother B. W. John- son was an able writer and, what is much rarer, a good editor. F. M. Call was a good financier and economical manager. The combination easily placed the Christian Publishing Company at the head of our publishing houses. There seemed to be an embarrassing wealth of editors growing out of this union, as Brother J. H. Smart was associated with me as editor of the Christian at the time. It was agreed, however, that this surplus of editors would be only temporary, as all of my associates felt at the time that my career was nearing its close. I had returned to the United States rather worse than when I left, and the conviction among my friends was quite general that the end was near. It was not long, however, until Brother Smart sold his interest in the company and opened a publishing business in Kansas City, and edited a small paper there. Brother Johnson devoted a good part of his time to the Sunday school work, preparing our lesson commentary, while the burden of editorial control fell on me. This arrange- ment continued until the autumn of 1884, when at ENGLAND, BOSTON, AND HOME AGAIN 81 the National Convention held in St. Louis, I was urged to accept the care of our mission church in Boston, under the employ of the American Christian Missionary Society and the New England Society. I found that by agreeing to maintain my position on the paper, and to write for it each week, the ar- rangement would be agreeable to the company, and after making a preliminary visit to Boston, to sur- vey the field, I accepted the position, and instead of dying, as my friends had predicted, I decided to go to Boston to begin one of the most difficult tasks of my life. One of the first things I found necessary to do in Boston was to provide a suitable place for our meet- ings and worship. Wesleyan Hall, on Bromfield St., where the Disciples had been meeting, was inade- quate and inconvenient. But this was a large under- taking for a feeble folk as we were and it took some time to bring it about. On June 15, 1885, I con- tracted for the purchase of a large tabernacle on Shawmut Ave., at the cost of $18,500, of which $1,000 was to be paid in cash when the deed was made, $1,000 sixty days afterward, and the re- mainder $2,000 per year till the amount was reduced to $10,000, which we could carry with mortgage as long as we wished. We had to put $1,000 repairs in it to get it ready for use. The tabernacle was dedicated September 20, 1885, in the presence of a very large audience which filled the auditorium. Brother R. M. Moffett, our Home Secretary, was present with us and preached at 10:30 a.m. on the text, ‘‘Greater works than these shall ye do,’’ ete. I preached the dedicatory sermon at 3:00 p.m. on ‘‘Some Characteristics of the Church Which Christ Built.’’ There were between 82 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES five hundred and six hundred people present, most of whom, no doubt, had never before heard our position as a religious movement expounded. The people manifested great interest, and a few promi- nent looking gentlemen tarried after the dismissal of the audience to ask a few questions concerning this strange doctrine and people. We all felt it had been a profitable day for our cause in Boston. Brother Moffett spoke at night on ‘‘Seeking the Old Paths.’ | It is impossible to say what amount of good was accomplished by my work in Boston, but I put in a year and three-quarters of hard work there and whatever may be the history of that church we must believe that there went out from it certain lines of influence which have advanced, and will continue to advance the kingdom of Christ. The people of New England are pretty well set in their ways of thinking, religiously and otherwise, and will be slow to accept any reformation originating in the West and little more than a century old. Our last Lord’s Day in Boston was full of divine blessing. There were three to confess Christ in the morning service. These were baptized in an after- noon service. At night, there was a large audience to hear my farewell sermon, and there were some additions by letter. On Monday evening, the church gave us a farewell supper and social at the taber- nacle. Brother W. H. Rogers of Swampscott, made a speech to which I responded. There were nearly two hundred at the supper and it was altogether an occasion of interest, though there was a note of sadness in it. We spent Tuesday forenoon getting our packing completed and in the afternoon went to our train where about twenty of our friends met ENGLAND, BOSTON, AND HOME AGAIN 83 us for a final ‘‘good-bye.’’ Of course, there were tears and sadness at this parting. We came on westward, reaching Buffalo the next morning, where we were met by Brother J. M. Trible who told us that Brother Hertzog, who lived at Suspension Falls, would show us about the Falls; but we did not see him and so we saw the Falls without a guide. I preached at night for the church in Buffalo, stopping with Brother Trible. Leaving Buffalo in the early morning, we came through Canada enjoying the autumn scenery which was then in its glory. We had an unpleasant experience in crossing the Detroit River at Detroit. The river is broad and deep there and a stiff gale was blow- ing, the waves rolling high. Our train was run on to a large ferry-boat. I had taken our party to the pilot house. We had passed to the other side and the vessel touched the shore but the force of the wind, which had developed almost into a hurricane, prevented it from entering its slip and drove it back into the river where it fell into the trough of the waves and rocked so violently as to throw children from their seats and to cause both women and chil- dren to scream. Being the only man left in our sleeper, I did what I could to quiet them, but it looked very perilous for a time. Finally, however, a landing was effected and then the train had to encounter fallen trees across its track through the forests of Michigan. We landed at St. Louis, Friday morning, October 15, 1886. This closed the Boston episode of my life, covering nearly two years—the forty-third and nearly all of the forty-fourth years—the most active period of my ministry. Boston is a great city but 84 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES we were not sorry to be back home at our proper work. Now followed once more the task of re-adjusting my life to my editorial work on The Christian-Evan- gelist. This included finding a house in which to live, and getting our furniture in and fitted up for housekeeping, which was temporarily at 1016 Cardinal Avenue. But I resumed my editorial duties at once. Brother Johnson, who had acted as editor during my stay in Boston, gracefully yielded to me the editorial management which I had formerly held. One of the last letters which I re- ceived from Isaac Errett was received at this time, congratulating me and the paper on my return to my original work. He thought it was a mistake for me to have divided my time on the paper with the work in Boston, involving, as it did, my absence from the office. It may have been, but I was doing what seemed to me the best thing at the time. God knows the ultimate results. I am sure, too, that I must have sought His guidance in making my decision. } I was asked by the Central Christian Church, after my return from Boston, to fill its pulpit till January 1, 1887, when Brother J. M. Trible of Buffalo, who had been chosen as pastor, would be- gin his work. This I did. For the present, Brother Trible was only to preach for the church on Sunday and act as Assistant Editor of The Christian- Evangelist in place of Brother T. W. Grafton, who had been Brother Johnson’s assistant. In these temporary absences from the office, while in England and in Boston, I continued my editorial relations with the paper and also my editorial contributions to it. J. H. GARRISON At thirty-four At fifty-four 2. At forty 4. At sixty-two ENGLAND, BOSTON, AND HOME AGAIN 85 In the spring following our return to St. Louis, we began the building of a residence on a lot which we had purchased at what was then known as ‘‘Holmes’ Station’? in the western suburbs of the city as it then was. While this was in process of building, my time was divided between editorial work on the paper and preaching and lecturing hither and thither. On Aug. 26, 1887, we decided that our new home was near enough completed to move into. So, having sent out one load of our furniture we managed to sleep in it that night on the date above mentioned. I named this place ‘‘Oakdale’’ at first, but later when we had improved it I called it ‘‘ Rose Hill.’ Bartmer Avenue was the name of the street in front of us. This unpretentious home amid the trees and flowers became a real home to us. In it we lived from 1887 to 1914, the year we moved to California—a. period of 27 years, covering, perhaps, the busiest and most productive period of my life. About it there gather many precious and sacred memories. John Howard Payne was surely right when he wrote his popular song, ‘‘Home, Sweet Home.’’ ‘**Mid pleasures and palaces Though we may roam, Be it ever so humble, There’s no place like home.’’ Home is more than a boarding-house. Every real home is a sanctuary where daily offerings are made, where holy ties are cemented, where character is formed and where strength is accumulated for those wider activities which take us out into the world of conflict and trials, and to which we return to rest from our weariness and to find a welcome which can be found nowhere else. It is a place where 86 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES neighborhood acquaintances are formed and friends are made, and to which one’s dearest friends find a warm reception. The old residence still stands on Bartmer Avenue and though it is occupied by strangers we never visit St. Louis without going out to see the dear old place, no longer in the suburbs but in the midst of the city. An incident connected with the purchase of this lot may be of interest. One day, when our English brother, Timothy Cook, of Southport, England, was in this country, and visiting us, I took him out to show him our lot. He was pleased with the location, but he said, ‘‘ You ought to purchase the other vacant lots reaching to the next street.’? I explained that I was not financially able to do so. ‘‘But,’’ he said, ‘‘T will lend you the money, and you can pay me when you are able.’’ I accepted this kind offer and made the purchase. When I got ready to build, these lots had advanced in value so that the increase was a great help in building our house. His busi- ness sagacity enabled him to see that these lots were bound to advance in value with the growth of the city. And he had the money, and I did not. Later, when I offered to repay him the loan, he said, ‘‘I do not wish to receive a cent of that money; just turn it over to the Foreign Christian Missionary Society !’’ That was eminently characteristic of the man—an ideal Christian man, whom I had learned to esteem highly, while I was serving the church at Southport, England as pastor, for his purity of life, his reverence and devotion, and his liberality to all worthy causes. CHAPTER VII A QueEsTION oF LOYALTY Ir was not long after resuming my regular work on The Christian-Evangelist that I was called on to pass through one of the severest trials of my life. The Central Christian Church, of which we had been members from the beginning, had employed as its pastor Brother R. C. Cave, one of our most gifted ministers, a man of blameless life. After serving very acceptably for a time he began to present some doctrines that seemed to us destructive of the fundamental things of our common Christian faith as well as our own religious plea. At last it became evident that something must be done to save the Church. It has always been my policy and prin- ciple to work in hearty co-operation with the pastor of the church with which I was connected. But here was a situation that made such co-operation, or even an attitude of neutrality, impossible. During my absence from the city on a Lord’s Day in the latter part of 1889, the church, under the in- spiration of the pastor’s preaching and with his ap- proval, passed a series of whereases and resolu- tions which seemed to many so utterly radical and revolutionary, and so destructive of all we have stood for as a religious movement as well as of faith in Jesus Christ as the Son of God, that they demanded immediate action. These were published in the St. Lows Republic, where I first saw them. I immediately called on the pastor for some ex- planation and found that he was in perfect sympathy with these resolutions. 87 88 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES I went to prayer meeting on the following Wednesday evening. The pastor led and after a few Songs and prayers announced that the remainder of the time would be devoted to a business meeting. He brought up the resolutions adopted the previous Sunday and urged an immediate decision respecting them. I begged that a future time be fixed and opportunity be given for a better representation. It was denied. When they refused to reconsider their action I called for letters for myself and family and gave my reasons for this course. Bro. Smart, my brother-in-law, also did the same for himself and wife. After many consultations it was decided that although the church had once been denied us in which to hold a meeting in order to protest against the action of the majority, we would repeat our request and invite the whole church. This was done. On Christmas morning, I wrote a protest for those members of the Central Church who were op- posed to the preamble and resolutions, citing the objectionable features. A special meeting was convened on the following Friday evening. It was called to hear and sign a protest to the preamble and resolutions recently adopted. Bro. F. E. Udell was called to the chair and read the protest which cited the points in the resolutions, which had been passed, and our reasons for objecting. I was asked to explain and defend. this protest. On each point against which we pro- tested I asked the offending pastor if this were a fair expression of his conviction. He answered frankly and without any attempt at evasion that it was. Meanwhile a petition asking for his resigna- tion was being circulated. About 60 had signed this petition and protest, when the pastor rose and A QUESTION OF LOYALTY 89 tendered his resignation to take effect then and there. The church decided not to act on it till Sun- day week. It was a heated meeting but excepting one speech it was all parliamentary. On the Sunday following the presentation of our protest, the brother who had been sent for to preach, did not appear, and I was called upon to fill the pul- pit and spoke on, ‘‘Earnestly Contending for the Faith Once Delivered to the Saints,’’ in which, of course, I emphasized the necessity of standing by the great fundamental truths of the gospel. Itisa strange comment on the peculiar temperament of the ex-pastor that he was present and took occasion to say that he endorsed the things which I had preached! But he began at once holding meetings with the disaffected members in a hall in the city in an attempt to start a new church. This church ap- peared to prosper for a few years but eventually disappeared. Those of us who had called for letters withdrew our requests, and remained with the Central to build up the things that remained. About one-third of the members of the Central Church, representing about two-thirds of the wealth of the church, followed the ex-pastor in his new movement. This left the depleted church with a mortgage of $16,000 on its property and only about enough assets to meet its current expenses. It was thought it might be necessary to give up the building and make a new beginning. But when the brother- hood learned of this situation through the secular press and through The Christian-Evangelist, which meanwhile contained an open letter to me personally from the pastor and my reply to him, they said the building must be saved, and churches and _in- dividuals began sending in letters of hearty approval 90 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES and contributions to help us meet the mortgage. Most of the contributions were in small amounts, only a few $100 donations, but they were general throughout the brotherhood, for it was regarded as a brotherhood affair. The mortgage was lifted, the church was saved, and later, uniting with a sister congregation, formed the Union Avenue Christian Chureh which has fulfilled and is fulfilling so im- portant a mission in the brotherhood. While this was a sad experience to me, personally, yet the endorsement of my defense of our position and of our common Christianity was so universal as to demonstrate our essential unity and to result, as many believed, in permanent good to our cause. AS to the dear brother who had allowed himself, for the time, to be carried away by rationalism and a certain loose liberalism into this dangerous position, but whose sincerity we never doubted, after his re- tirement following a ministry of several years with the ‘‘non-sectarian church’’ he became identified with the Union Avenue church and lived in peaceful fellowship with it until he passed on to that just Judge who knoweth the heart and whose mercy we shall all need when we stand in His presence. Soon after this painful episode I attended a dis- trict convention of our people at Liberty, Mo., and there met and heard a young preacher speak with such efficiency and power that, after some inquiries concerning him, I asked him if he could go with me to St. Louis and take the pastorate of the Central Christian Church. It was a critical position for a young man to take, but I believed he had the ability and spirit to serve the church acceptably. This A QUESTION OF LOYALTY 91 young preacher was Frank G. Tyrrell who served the congregation most acceptably for about nine years and later, as pastor of the Cabanne Church, was one of the pastors interested in bringing about the union of the two churches which formed the Union Avenue Christian Church. CHAPTER VIII A Summary OF PRINCIPLES I HAVE now reached a point in my life-history which will be very difficult for me to write about—the things pertaining to my editorial work. The more than forty years of my life devoted steadily to the editorship of The Christian-Evangelist were by no means monotonous, as an editor is compelled to be continually facing new issues as they arise in the cause he is seeking to serve, and others of less im- portance in the routine of daily tasks, but which are not of sufficient importance to entitle them to a place in history, or even in a biography. And yet, these were history-making years for the Disciples of Christ. It has been said by others whose friendship, perhaps, influenced their judgment, that during this period, The Christian-Evangelist was the greatest single molding agency, under God, in shaping the character and course of our religious movement. But the utmost I would claim for it is that the paper has always stood steadfastly for those principles and policies which the editor believed to be right and necessary to our success, regardless of personal criticism; and that it has been loyal to the spirit and purpose of the Reformation of the nineteenth century, and to the teaching of the New Testament as we understand it. Furthermore, it is true that the Disciples of Christ have developed along lines which are in harmony with this teaching. To have had some part, however humble, in this growth and progress of a great religious movement, is a matter for which I am profoundly grateful. That the paper under its present able editorship of B. A. Abbott 92 A SUMMARY OF PRINCIPLES 93 and his assistant, Barclay Meador, remains true to the same ideals which have always characterized it, is also reason for sincere gratitude to Him to whose cause it has been dedicated. It is this fact that justifies me in contributing, still, in a humble way, to its usefulness. It is not an easy task to sum up the chief things for which I have tried to stand during my long editorial career, which, counting in my writings as editor emeritus, number at this writing, more than fifty-five years, forty-three of which I was editor-in- chief. From the beginning until now I have had a high appreciation of the value and providential design of the religious movement inaugurated by the Campbells in 1809, as an agency for promoting the Kingdom of God, and have tried to present in our columns, in a Christian spirit, the principles for which I conceived our movement should plead. Briefly stated, these principles are as follows: (1) The unity of all Christ’s disciples according to His prayer (John XVII, 20-21) on the New Testa- ment basis of unity, namely: a common name, Dis- ciples of Christ or Christians (Acts XI, 26); a common creed, or essential article of faith, that stated by Simon Peter on which Christ said He would build His church—‘‘Thou art the Christ, the Son of the living God’’ (Matt. XVI, 15-17) ; faith in and obedience to Christ as conditions of admission into His church, and the development of Christian character (Matt. XIX, 19-20, Acts IT, 37-42); and the recognition of the Christian character and work of other religious bodies who follow not with us in all things, and the cultivation of more amicable rela- tions with them, believing that if we have some truth which they have not, that would be the best way to 94 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES impart such truth to them, and that if they have some truth which we have not, that would be the best way for us to receive it. As the years have gone by, it has become more apparent to me that the closer we are united with Christ, the closer we will be united with each other and that therein is the solution of the problem of Christian unity. The disposition of some among us to stand aloof from other Christians and to think of ourselves as having a sort of monopoly of religious truth, I have always resisted as un-Christian and contrary to the very spirit and intent of our plea for Christian union. Some of the fiercest criticisms I have received during my editorial career were because of my advocacy of federation among Protestant churches, or their co-operation in the common tasks of the Church. Happily, this is now in the past. (2) The necessity of regarding ourselves as only learners (disciples) in the school of Christ, who have grasped only a few primary truths, while the infinite breadth and depth of His teaching is yet to be learned, and still more, to be believed and practiced. This conception of ourselves and of our mission, shared by our leading and representative men from the beginning, has prevented us from summing up our beliefs or opinions in the form of an authorita- tive human creed which must be accepted as a condi- tion of entrance into the church. Its creeds have proven to be a fruitful cause of division as well as a bar to that progress in the knowledge of the truth which is the birthright of every child of God. (3) In view of the fact that there have been con- tentions or strife on questions of minor importance, I have felt it wise to advocate the principle: ‘‘In faith, unity; in opinions, liberty; in all things, A SUMMARY OF PRINCIPLES 95 charity.’’ In other words, our unity must be in our faith, not in our opinion, and that faith must be in Christ, a Person, not a doctrine, and therefore, a faith that involves obedience to His teaching accord- ing to our understanding of that teaching. (4) Hence, growth in grace and in the knowledge of the truth has been urged as an essential condi- tion of fulfilling Christ’s will and of our mission. Of all species of dwarfs, the religious type are the most pitiful, and the pathetic part of it is that they are usually unconscious of their diminutive stature. (5) Of course, an essential condition of Christian growth is the doing of Christ’s work in the world, an important part of which is the spreading of His gospel to those who know it not, or mission work. Hence I have steadfastly advocated the work of home and foreign missions as an essential part of the great commission and of our own spiritual wel- fare, and the co-operation of our churches in this work and in the regeneration of society—its in- dustry, education, politics and government, by the power of the gospel. (6) I have endeavored to take a world-view of Christ’s religion and of its sublime mission in the world as a purifying, spiritualizing, unifying and energizing force, making for the exaltation and sal- vation of the race. The present demoralized condi- tion of the world can only be remedied by a united, Spirit-filled and Christ-guided church, bringing all those regenerative and redemptive influences to bear for the betterment of man, and in that way to secure a better society—‘A new earth wherein dwelleth righteousness. ”’ (7) The Christian-Evangelist through all these years, as now, has been a steadfast advocate of 96 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES Prohibition, believing the free use of intoxicants to be one of the chief enemies of the individual, the home, the society and the government ‘‘of the peo- ple, for the people, and by the people.’’ It is a feeble or false Christianity that can live on good terms with the evils which afflict society. (8) I have never been afraid of any harm that could befall Christianity by the advance of physical and biological science in discovering the secrets of nature, or of Biblical scholarship in bringing to us new information concerning the nature, structure, meaning and history of that wonderful volume. This is not saying that the scientists and Bible scholars have made no mistakes in their conclusions. They are constantly engaged in correcting their own mis- takes, when farther investigation makes them ap- parent. It is only saying that all truth is one, and that the God of nature is the God of the Bible. Our finite minds have mastered only a few of the more essential facts and truths in these two volumes, and we can well afford to be patient with our own ignorance, and charitable to those who claim to have made greater progress than we have. Personally I am deeply thankful to those who have had the time, qualifications, and the temper to make re- searches in those wide fields of knowledge for which I have had neither the time nor the training, but of the results of whose painstaking labors I can in a measure avail myself. (9) In common with all evangelical editors I have emphasized the reality of the life beyond death, as attested by the Scriptures and as demonstrated by Christ’s own death and resurrection from the dead, on the third day, as declared by His apostles, and by others to whom he appeared after His resurrection, A SUMMARY OF PRINCIPLES 97 including a company of about five hundred brethren on a mountain top, most of whom remained alive in Paul’s day (1 Cor. XV, 1-6). Concerning the nature of that life which is called eternal, much has been left to be revealed because we have not yet been able to receive it. To me, one of the most satisfying views of that life is that it is a state, or condition, not only of freedom from sin and its consequences, but of eternal progress in the knowl- edge and practice of those truths and virtues which dignify and glorify humanity. It is not merely the fact of Christ’s death, burial and resurrection that constitutes the gospel which is ‘‘the power of God unto salvation to every one who believeth,’’ but that ‘*He died for our sins, according to the Scriptures’’ (1 Cor. 15:1-6). That is an essential part of that gospel which has proved to be such a transforming power in the lives of men. I have made no attempt to evolve any theory of the atonement, but have been content with this statement of Paul and of the Scriptures to which he refers as to the significance of Christ’s death (Isaiah 53:5-12, Jno. 1:29, Col. 2:13-14). It is the motive that lies behind the fact of Christ’s death—the love of God for mankind— that makes the gospel the conquering power that it is in the world. Christ’s resurrection follows in- evitably His crucifixion and burial, for having sub- mitted to the pangs of death, ‘‘it was not possible that He should be holden of it’? (Acts 2:24). (10) Perhaps the most dominant and constant note in all my more than half century of editorial work has been the necessity of Christian unity in order that all men might believe on Christ accord- ing to Christ’s prayer (John 17:9-12). Of course, this involved my advocacy of such means of pro- 9S MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES moting that union and such efforts to remove the obstacles to its consummation, as seemed to me to be necessary and expedient. It is very gratifying, therefore, that in the light of life’s eventide, I am able to see the growing sentiment among all Chris- tians in favor of such unity. That it will be realized — some time, in God’s way, I can not doubt. These fundamental truths and such current ques- tions as have arisen during this long period of my editorial connection with The Christran-Evangelist have furnished abundant material for my editorial work. CHAPTER Ix New VENTURES I po not know how it may be with others, but it has been my experience that long distance direction of newspapers is neither satistactory nor profitable. Perhaps James Gordon Bennett could direct the editorial policy of the New York Herald from Paris, and Pulitzer could control his papers from his yacht in far corners of the world, but it never worked well with me. Two episodes impressed that conviction upon me. In view of the fact that the Christian Publishing Company had become financially stable and The Christian-Evangelist widely influential, it seemed reasonable to believe that another religious paper located at a point sufficiently remote not to compete with the paper in St. Louis might be con- ducted under the same general editorial auspices with such economy and efficiency as to give the brotherhood in a distant area a better paper than they would otherwise have. Acting upon this be- hef, I bought a controlling interest in the Pacific Christian, published in San Francisco, and made a trip to California in February and March, 1898, to reorganize its office force and inaugurate the new regime. The experiment was undertaken hopefully, but it is sufficient to say here that for various rea- sons it did not succeed, and within a few months I was glad to sell out again at considerable loss. The circumstances of this case, however, seemed to me so exceptional that I was not convinced that a similar venture could not be carried to a more suc- cessful issue in another place, perhaps less remote. 99 100 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES In October of the same year I therefore bought from F. M. Kirkham a majority of the stock of the Chris- tian Oracle, published in Chicago. The complete story of this paper would illustrate vividly the pitfalls and vicissitudes of journalistic finance—as indeed the detailed history of The Chris- tian-Evangelist would equally well. The Christian Oracle had been founded in Des Moines, Iowa, in 1884 by D. R. Lucas and Ira W. Anderson, but since 1886 its chief owner and editor had been F. M. WKirk- ham (a brother-in-law of General Drake) except for a period during which it had been edited by my brother-in-law and former colleague, J. H. Smart. In 1890 the paper had been moved to Chicago and the company reorganized by the formation of a new company in which one of the stockholders was C. C. Chapman. The records show that at that time the resources of the old company inventoried $11,500, but only about $1,000 of this was in tangible assets —furniture, type, and a stock of books—the balance was in arrears on subscriptions and other accounts and the estimated value of the list. There was no cash on hand, and the accounts payable were $1,467. For these combined resources and liabilities, the new company paid $15,000 in its stock. The paper con- tinued to perform a worthy service and to enjoy varying financial fortunes. The statement for July 1, 1897 shows a deficit of $1,600 for the preceding eleven months. A year later there had been a gain of about $1,500 in cash receipts over the previous year, so presumably the paper had about paid ex- penses. It was three months later that I bought a controlling interest in the company. I do not re- member exactly what I paid, but it was more than it was worth. The business was immediately en- NEW VENTURES 101 larged by the purchase of a book business known as the Christian Repository, of Louisville, Ky.,—also for more than it was worth. Among the new stock- holders who took an interest in the company were C. A. Young, E. S. Ames, H. L. Willett, J. J. Haley, G. A. Campbell, George Snively, Frank Tyrrell, and other well known brethren. The business did not prosper. I find it recorded that in August of the following year I agreed to advance $1,500 on certain notes held by the company, presumably notes that had been given for stock, but this only postponed the evil day. In December, 1899, I bought back the stock that I had sold to others and then turned over my entire interest to those who would agree to take it and try to continue the paper, and got out with what was to me a very heavy loss of about $14,000. This was my last adventure in absentee landlordism in the newspaper business. From that time to the end of my editorial career I concentrated my atten- tion on one paper and one company. A few weeks before I severed my connection with the Christian Oracle the change of name to the Christian Century was announced, and the paper began publication under that name in January, 1900. It was only after struggles extending over the next eight years and various re-organizations that the paper began to get on its feet. Anyone who thinks it is an easy matter to found a religious paper and get it on a firm financial footing has only to try it. He need not even do that, if he will read the inside story of some who have tried it before him. One of the institutions among the Disciples of Christ that has contributed both to clarity of thought on theological, social and ecclesiastical subjects, and to that liberty of thought which we have ever claimed 102 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES as our birthright, is the annual Congress which we have held for the free discussion of current topics among us for the past quarter of a century. The first Congress was held in St. Louis in the latter part of April, 1899. I find a report of it and an editorial on it in the issue of May 4, 1899. The writer, to- gether with a few other brethren, in consultation at Macatawa Park, Mich., in August of the previous year, thinking one day how we could advance the cause we all loved and believing that the interests of our cause demanded a fuller and freer discussion of current questions to which our missionary con- vention could not give adequate time and which would not be pertinent thereto, decided to call a Congress to meet at the above date and place. I was called to act as General Chairman. In the re- port of this Congress in the issue of The Christian- Evangelist for May 4, 1899, I find this statement: ‘‘The first Congress of the Disciples of Christ is now a matter of history. It transcended the most sanguine expectation of its friends, both in numbers and in the interest awakened. If any one attending its sessions had entertained the idea that the propriety or need of such a Congress was doubtful, that idea was entirely removed by the close of this Congress. So strong was the conviction as to the value of such a gathering, that it was unanimously voted to hold the next one a year hence, instead of two years, as some of us had thought before the Congress convened. The session began Tuesday afternoon at 2 o’clock. After prayer by J. P. Pinkerton of Jefferson City, the Chairman of the first session, J. H. Garrison, gave a brief address of welcome to the members of the Congress present, together with a brief introduction to the first topic NEW VENTURES. 103 to be considered, ‘The History of Doctrine.’ He congratulated those present on having attained the dignity of members of Congress, referred to the re- ligious liberty which had always characterized this religious movement making such a congress entirely in harmony with its history and spirit, and spoke of St. Louis ag a suitable location for our First Con- gress, being the center of the nation and of the brotherhood.’’ The strength of the program and the range of topics is indicated by the following list of speakers and subjects: Professor E. 8. Ames on ‘‘ The Value of Theology.’’ EK. V. Zollars on ‘‘Education.’’ J. H. Hardin on ‘‘College Endowment.’’ J. J. Haley on ‘‘The Scope and Significance of the Cry, ‘Back fOmoOnrist. do A. lord, George FP. Halk halG: Tyrrell, G. W. Muckley, B. L. Smith, and B. Q. Den- ham on ‘‘ City Evangelization.’’ W. D. MacClintock on ‘‘The Value of Literature in the Training of the Teacher of Religion.’’ R. T. Mathews on ‘‘ Crucial Points Concerning the Holy Spirit.’’ A. B. Philputt on ‘‘Church Organization and its Adaptation to the Present Needs of the Church.’’ Mrs. Ida Harrison on ‘‘The Enrichment of Public Worship Among the Disciples.’’ The following is the report of the ‘‘Closing Words’’ of the Congress: ‘‘The General Chairman of the Congress then took charge of the meeting and conducted the closing exercises which consisted of brief talks by members of the Congress expressing their appreciation of what they had seen and heard, and Bro. J. B. Briney expressed the feeling of us all, perhaps, when he said, ‘Two things have impressed me as never before during this Congress, namely: the liberty which we have in Christ Jesus, and the 104 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES unity which underlies all our differences of opinion.’ Many brief and happy speeches were made and all expressed their delight at having been present at this Congress. ‘‘The General Chairman told of the origin of this Congress and expressed his gratification at the splendid outcome. It was not in the power of any one present, he said, to know the vast influence for good which would flow from this Congress. ‘God Be with You till We Meet Again,’ was then tenderly sung, a closing prayer was offered by the chairman, and the First Congress of the Disciples of Christ had come to an end.”’ This is the editorial estimate of the value of such a congress at the close of its report: ‘‘It is scarcely too much to say that this Congress marks the begin- ning of an era of larger liberty, closer fraternity and of a safe and enlightened progress in the history of our movement.’’ Speaking now a quarter of a century after the foregoing statement was written, I still think our Congress has been a strong con- tributing factor to whatever safe and sane progress we have made. The addresses in this Congress so impressed the writer with their timeliness, that he edited and pub- lished them in a volume entitled, ‘‘Our First Con- gress,’’ which is now out of print. The Congress has continued to be held annually since 1899, with the exception of one year during the war. The twenty-fifth anniversary was celebrated in connec- tion with the Congress held in Chicago in April, 1925: CHAPTER X Epitor AND STOCKHOLDERS IN CONFLICT In the year 1899 I had a peculiar and painful ex- perience growing out of a difference of opinion as to the editorial policy of the paper between the majority group of stockholders in the Christian Publishing Company and myself. A controlling in- terest in the company had fallen into the hands of those who were not in sympathy with my editorial policy. This came about through the consolidation of The Evangelist, of Oskaloosa, Iowa, with The Christian. These parties had secured 301 of the 600 shares which made up the stock of the united com- pany. For several years, our relations were suffi- ciently harmonious. My relations with Brother B. W. Johnson, who had been editor of The Evangelist and became co-editor with me of The Christian- Evangelist, were never anything but agreeable to the day of his death. He was a devout and scholarly man and his death was a great loss. The years from about 1894 to 1899 saw the begin- ning of a consciousness among us of the problems raised by the higher criticism. Before that time, few of our people had ever heard of it and fewer still knew what it meant. My own attitude toward these problems is sufficiently indicated by an address which forms a subsequent chapter of this book. I still think it is a reasonable and defensible position which gives ample room both for loyalty to Christ and for freedom of scholarship. The immediate occasion of the dissatisfaction of certain stockholders with my editorial policy seems to have been the weekly articles on the Sunday school lessons, by Dr. H. L. Willett, and the par- 105 106 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES ticular point that was objected to was that he assigned the book of Daniel to the Maccabean period, thus making it a piece of apocalyptic literature referring to past, present and near future events, rather than a prophecy dating from the Babylonian period. Perhaps it would be difficult to get up so much excitement upon that technical point at the present time. However, this single item was con- sidered only symptomatic of a general liberal at- titude toward these questions of Biblical criticism. The following letter presents the case as the majority stockholders saw it: Dear Brother Garrison: Ang. 31, 1899. We, the undersigned stockholders of the Christian Publishing Company, have for some time regarded with solicitude the attitude of The Christian-Evan- gelist toward questions which we believe bear a vital relation to the success of the cause of Christ. We refer especially to the question of what has been termed advanced Biblical criticism. While there has been a disavowal on the part of The Christran-Evan- gelist of any assent to the conclusions which its friends are trying to thrust upon us, there is a general belief, which we are frank to say we share, that the sympathies of its editor are on that side, and that the bias of the paper is in that direction. As we cannot longer agree with the editorial man- agement in the course pursued in this matter, we beg leave to submit the following reasons for the changes which we propose: 1. As a matter of personal conviction we object to the paper being made the channel for the propa- gation of speculations which are at best divisive and, as we believe, a hindrance to the cause we love. We believe in this we share the views of the great majority of our brotherhood. 2. The present attitude of The Christian-Evangel- ist toward the so-called advanced Biblical criticism EDITOR AND STOCKHOLDERS IN CONFLICT 107 puts us in a contradictory light before our patrons, since the views expressed in our Sunday School literature and those on Sunday School topics in The Christian-Evangelist so radically differ. We can- not long escape the charge of insincerity should these things continue. o. We have also noted the voice of the people in the continual decrease in the circulation of The Christian-Evangelist, in the face of an advance in all other departments of our literature. For the above reasons we have become fully con- vinced that a change should be made in the Chris- tian Publishing Company which will bring harmony in its counsels and unity in its utterances. Believing in your sincerity in the course you have hitherto taken, we cannot ask you to compromise yourself by a change of policy in the editorial management. Believing further, from our point of view, that your course, if continued, will work injury to the cause of Christ, we cannot conscientiously longer give it the support of our financial interests. We therefore, herewith, propose, though our hold- ings represent the majority of the stock of the Chris- tian Publishing Company, to sell our interests to yourself or such purchasers as you may select, and retire from further connection with the company, thus giving you the sole management and undivided responsibility for the course of The Christian-Evan- gelist. We would name $400.00 per share as a reasonable value of Christian Publishing Company stock and the price at which we are willing to dis- pose of our interests, on terms that may hereafter be agreed upon. That the readjustment of the com- pany may be made at the beginning of the next fiscal year, we desire an answer on or before Sept. 20, 1899. Believing the best interests of all parties con- cerned will be served by the above conditions, we are, Fraternally yours, F. M. Call, and others. 108 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES This did not exactly come out of a clear sky, for some months earlier a buy-or-sell proposition had been discussed. On Feb. 2 I had made such a proposition to Mr. Call, the business manager and largest stockholder, having arranged to finance the purchase if he chose to sell. On May 27 he decided to sell and proposed that I ‘‘pay within ten days $10,000 on account, which shall be forfeited in case of failure to carry out said proposition.’’ But after this delay of nearly four months I was no longer in a position to make the purchase. Neither was I at the time of this proposition of August 31. After some further exchange of correspondence and discussion of possible terms, I sent the following reply: October 6, 1899. Messrs. Call, et al., Dear Brethren: It has been just one month today since I received your communication dated Aug. 31, expressing your dissatisfaction with my editorial management of The Christian-Evangeltst, and proposing to sell me your stock in the Christian Publishing Company. As less than six months had elapsed since I had offered to sell my stock to you or to purchase yours at the price mentioned, and I was then urged to remain as editor and was given your pledge of sup- port in my editorial management, and as there has been no change in my editorial policy since that time, I am unable to account for this sudden change of base. I am now unable to buy your stock. Of this fact IT had informed Mr. Call before your offer was made. I have only delayed answering you to this effect until the present because my many brethren urged me to do so in the hope that some arrangement might be made whereby your stock might be trans- EDITOR AND STOCKHOLDERS IN CONFLICT 109 . ferred into other hands friendly to the present man- agement of the paper. But the time has been too short to arrange a financial deal of such magnitude. There remains therefore but one thing for me to do, and that is to offer my stock in the company to you at the same price and on the same terms on which you offer to sell me yours. The justice of this you will no doubt recognize under all the cir- cumstances. Besides, it is the logical end to which your communication looks, for, believing, as you do, that the paper as managed by me is ‘‘a hindrance to the cause we love,’’ and that my course ‘‘if con- tinued will work injury to the cause of Christ,’’ you would seem to be under obligations to buy my stock rather than sell yours to me and give me undivided control. The evil of which you complain can only be rem- edied by purchasing my stock, which I now offer for sale, and with it, of course, my resignation both as editor of The Christian-Evangelist and as presi- dent of the company, to take effect when the stock is transferred to you. I shall not undertake to express my deep regret at the necessity which demands this step. I cali God to witness how earnestly I have sought to know His will and be loyal to it. I call you to witness, my brethren, how unsparingly I have given my strength and my best ability, not alone as editor of The Chris- tian-Evangelist but as author of several books and pamphlets for which I have received no compensa- tion. J make here no defense of my editorial policy. I can leave that to the brotherhood. That I have made mistakes in the thirty years and more of my editorial work, I doubt not; but that “‘a great majority of the brotherhood’’ I have served so many years would condemn my editorial policy on the ground mentioned in your communication, I refuse to believe. But I bow to your decision. You have my resigna- tion, and you have also my sincere prayers for the 110 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES success, in the highest sense, of The Christian-Evan- gelist to which I have given the best years of my hfe. Fraternally yours, J: H; Garrisom Three days later, assuming that the sale of my stock was a settled fact, I sent to the entire body of stockholders a statement of the negotiations leading to my resignation and closing with the following statement of my editorial policy: ‘*T have been aware, of course, that the policy of The Christian-Evangelist was not agreeable to all its readers, but my experience in the past has taught me that the only wise course for an editor to pursue is to strive to make his paper right on all leading questions and depend upon its readers ultimately to approve its course. My aim in the past has been to avoid extreme tendencies among us, not for mere policy’s sake, but from principle, believing that the truth is nearly always found mid- way between extremes. It has been my purpose to lead our readers to a higher plane of religious living and thinking. That it has accomplished this end in a measure, is testified by thousands of our readers. Another steadfast feature of The Christian-Evan- gelist from the very beginning has been the championship of the principle of Christian liberty, for which it has stood like a rock through all the stormy periods of our history. No other paper ever published among us has ever given anything like the emphasis it has to that vital and fundamental feature of our religious movement. This has always proved an offense to some, but in the end, wisdom is always justified of her children. ‘In the pursuit of these ideals I no longer have the united support of the stockholders, according to their testimony, and, as an honest man who values truth more than position and freedom of action more than material gain, there is nothing left me but to EDITOR AND STOCKHOLDERS IN CONFLICT 111 accept the inevitable and yield my place to another who may carry out more fully the ideals of those who hold a majority of the stock. In doing so, I freely accord to them the liberty I claim for myself, and the same honesty of conviction which compels the course I have taken. ‘*And now, ‘with malice toward none, and with charity for all,’ I surrender the very solemn and important trust which I have sought to discharge in the fear of God these many years, with the prayer that, in the discharge of your duties as stockholders and directors of this company, you may have the guidance of Him without whom we can do nothing.’’ Your brother and co-laborer, J. H. Garrison. But the end was not to come so soon. Rumors of my proposed retirement had brought many letters of protest and assurances of confidence from leading brethren. A letter dated Sept. 138, from Brother A. M. Atkinson, a loved and trusted friend to whom I had written early in September for advice, urged me not to buy but to sell to the others if they in- sisted on a separation, and to throw my energies into the Christian Oracle, of Chicago, of which at that time I owned a controlling interest. Bro. Atkin- son closed by saying: ‘‘I left Macatawa Park with- out saying good-bye, which you will charge to a very unpleasant night and great haste in the morning. I was quite sick on the way home, and especially that night at Benton Harbor. I am feeling better now, and in Howard’s absence the last three weeks have had much hard work. We move into our new home the last of this week. I want to hear from you soon and often.’’ Brother Atkinson did indeed soon move into his new home. A month later, while making a speech on Ministerial Relief at the Cin- 112 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES cinnati Convention, he was stricken with heart failure and died in my arms. Just at the time of the Cincinnati Convention, the publication of the facts in regard to my resignation and the reasons for it, in the St. Lows Republic, brought a flood of protests. It began to look as though the ‘‘great majority of the brotherhood’’ was not so unanimously in favor of my retirement as had been supposed. The city editor of the Re- public, Holland S. Reavis, a young man and a close friend of the family, believing that what the case needed was simply publicity, took the responsibility of publishing an unauthorized but accurate state- ment of the facts and spread the full story over the front page of that paper. In this judgment he showed a wisdom beyond his years. The result was that those who had proposed to sell their stock no longer wished to buy mine. After a little delay, by going deeply into debt and with the co-operation of friends, I bought their stock and secured a controlling interest, which I retained until the reorganization of the company and its absorp- tion into the Christian Board of Publication ten years later. The financial burden was heavy and my responsibilities were greatly increased, but peace reigned and the policy of the paper remained un- changed. CHAPTER XI CoNCERNING FEDERATION For some time during the year 1902, or perhaps earlier, the matter of church federation was in the air and brethren were expressing their opinions pro and con. All of us were looking forward to the International Convention, which convened that year in Omaha, with some apprehension as to what dis- position would be made of this matter. Dr. EK. B. Sanford, who was the leader in the federation move- ment, had been invited to be present and address the convention on the subject. It proved to be a convention marked by general unanimity of thought with few discordant notes. The one exception to this rule was the discussion on the subject of federa- tion, which occurred on Tuesday evening, and that was conducted in a parliamentary way. As I had been known to favor federation from the beginning, and was one of its earliest advocates, it is probable that it was at my suggestion that Dr. Sanford was invited to be present at the convention. After a very able presentation of ‘‘ Christian Union, the Paramount Issue,’’ by E. L. Powell, of Louis- ville, Ky., Dr. E. B. Sanford, of New York City, secretary of the National Federation of Churches, was introduced, and presented very briefly the movement he represented. He defined the purpose of Church federation as follows: ‘The movement this federation seeks to aid and foster is at its heart a missionary movement, spiritual and evangelistic in its spirit and purpose. It desires to bring believers of every name who recognize their oneness in Christ into such co-opera- 113 114 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES tive relations that along lines of practical service and counsel they will most effectively advance the kingdom of God. This movement contemplates a vital linking together of forces that hold to Christ as the head; forces that inscribe upon their banners these supreme convictions: ‘‘First. That the gospel affords a remedy for all evil; furnishing as it does redemptive power that can save both the individual and society. ‘‘Second.. The Church, of which Christ is the Head, composed of those who, in loyalty of purpose, trust, love and serve Him, is the chief instru- mentality by and through which this gospel is to be brought in saving power into the life of men and the world. ‘‘Holding these convictions, federation is the recognition on the part of those who enter into it, of the essential unity that underlies denominational and all other differences.’’ Immediately following Dr. Sanford’s statement, I offered the following resolution, carefully worded, as I supposed, to avoid all difference of opinion or any need of discussion: ‘‘Resolved, That we, representatives of the Dis- ciples of Christ, in convention assembled, having heard with pleasure the presentation of the claims of the Federation of Churches in the United States, as urged by the national secretary, Dr. KE. B. San- ford, do hereby express our cordial approval of the effort to bring the churches of this country into closer co-operation and to give truer expression to the degree of unity which already exists, as the best means of promoting the complete unity for which our Lord prayed, and we pledge our hearty co- operation with this and every other movement that has for its object the unification of believers, to the end that the world may be converted and the kine- dom of righteousness established in the earth.’? CONCERNING FEDERATION ET The chairman of the Convention, assuming that there would be no discussion on so conservative a resolution, put the question at once, and it was carried by an overwhelming majority, few, if any, voting in the negative. At this point, however, Brother J. A. Lord, Editor of the Christian Stand- ard, who had been behind the chairman on the plat- form and had not been able to secure recognition, said that he had hoped for the opportunity of asking before the vote was taken whether this resolution involved ‘‘the recognition of the denominations.’’ In order to give a chance to this brother, and others, to state their objections more fully, a motion to reconsider was easily carried. It was then explained by the author of the resolution, and others, that it recognized the fact of denominationalism and looked towards the mitigation of its evtl by promoting the spirit of co-operation—a necessary step towards that unity for which we were pleading; that be- cause we could not work together in all things was no reason why we should not work together as far as it was possible. But this explanation was not satisfactory to the objectors and there was a spirited opposition on the part of a few who argued that it was a compromise of our position. There have al- ways been a few among us, and perhaps among others, who have regarded the spirit of fraternity with other religious bodies as inconsistent with our plea for Christian union. These were in evidence at the Omaha Convention and they lifted their voices against this resolution favoring the federation of the churches. Nevertheless, at the close of the discussion the resolution was again submitted to a vote and ap- proved by a very large majority. Those voting in 116 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES the negative no doubt believed they were more loyal to the principles of our movement than those who favored it. But as a matter of fact they had never caught a true vision of its real spirit, intent and scope, as it is understood and presented by our representative men. Commenting editorially on this action, I said: ‘‘Tf we believed that all those who voted against the resolution were really opposed to what the resolution favors,—namely, co-operation with other Christian people in all possible ways consistent with the utmost loyalty to the truth we hold and to the plea for unity which we make,—the outlook would be truly discouraging. But we refuse to believe it, in spite of the fact that the resolution was so ex- plained and can mean nothing more. The people who voted nay, voted against something nobody pro- posed, being misled by suspicions and misconcep- tions. ‘For some time we have been saying that ‘Christian union is in the air.’ That is true. That is just where it has been, for the most part. It is high time we were bringing it down to the earth and putting it into practice among ourselves and with our religious neighbors. We cannot work together along all lines, as yet, because there is not sufficient agreement; ‘but whereunto we have al- ready attained, let us walk by the same rule; let us mind the same things.’ This many of our best churches are already doing in the large cities and in many of the smaller towns. But so far as we know, this is the first resolution ever adopted or proposed in one of our national conventions en- dorsing a policy which the spirit of God has already led many of our preachers to adopt. It is, there- fore, an advance step, and marks the deepening con- viction among our best minds that unity must come, not by debates and strife, but by ‘speaking the truth in love,’ and by cultivating the spirit of fraternity and co-operation with all who love our Lord Jesus CONCERNING FEDERATION 1 hy, Christ in sincerity. We can best show our hatred of sectarian narrowness by avoiding all manifesta- tion of that spirit in our own lives. This is a rising and not a setting sun among us. No hand can stay its progress towards the zenith of its influence, as a mighty power working for a united Christendom. ‘‘The Omaha convention is now history. It has made its contribution to our progress, and has dis- solved back into the great brotherhood from which it came. Its influences, which are far reaching, will abide. Many will think differently, fecl differently and act differently, about the cause we plead, be- cause of this convention. Many lives will be newly molded by it. Many who have been nominal mem- bers, have gone home with higher ideals of Christian life, and with nobler purposes to make their lives more useful. All of us, let us hope, have been strengthened in faith, quickened in zeal, enlightened in our understanding of the needs of this world, and so better equipped to serve our Master and our race.’’ While the resolution favoring federation had been passed by the Convention by an overwhelming majority, the question was by no means settled but only raised. A running fire of newspaper con- troversy was continued intermittently through four or five years following, and there was much per- sistent misstatement of the purposes and implica- tions of the federation movement. The Christian- Evangelist temporarily lost a good many subscribers by reason of this erroneous statement of the issues, but these were gradually gained back as truth gradu- ally emerged from the errors with which it had been beclouded. Meanwhile, however, we gained some enemies among brethren whom we would gladly have had for friends. By 1906 the heat had largely gone out of the dis- cussion about federation. Argument had not led to 118 MEMORIES AND EXPERIENCES unanimity, but all possible varieties of opinion had found expression, the brethren had found relief by putting their loyalty on record, some alignments had been made, and we were going about our Father’s business. The following extracts from personal letters which I wrote to my son indicate my own feeling about the progress of the light: June 3, 1906. I have begun breaking new ground within the last few months in respect to our relation to other re- ligious bodies, and, as I fully expected, it has drawn the fire of a certain class of our scribes and pharisees. But it seemed to me that the time had arrived for the issue to be fought out. Bro. W. T. Moore took up the cudgel for me in the____________ ay a and has been quoting Thomas and Alexander Campbell in a way to nonplus that journal. On the whole, the fight seems to be fairly won for the larger view, both as respects federation and the underlying question as to whether we are Jt or only a part of it. June 10, 1906. Yes, I think the federation question is about over, with a few stray shots here and there. I am, how- ever, about to treat it in a historical way in my serial. No discussion among us has ever separated our people into two classes so distinctly—the in- telligent leaders and better class of laymen on one side, and (others) on the other. Sept. 23, 1906. In our church circles, things seem to be quieting after the storm. The Buffalo Convention is likely to be well attended. What action will be taken, if any, re federation, will be determined by consulta- tion after we arrive on the ground. No doubt we eould endorse it by a majority vote, but whether this would be worth while with a large minority against it, is the question, if there is probability that objections may be removed. : CONCERNING FEDERATION 119 This is all now ancient history. It is gratifying to add that at the present writing (1926), though there may not be unanimous agreement as to the wisdom of every action which has been taken grow- ing out of our relations with other religious bodies through the Federal Council of Churches, which succeeded the National Federation of Churches in 1908, there is no discussion of the principle involved and no denial of the right and need of the churches to federate. CHAPTER XII INTERNAL CONTROVERSY Wuite the Centennial Convention at Pittsburgh in 1909 was a milestone of progress for the Disciples of Christ, and in some respects marked the begin- ning of a new period in their history, the years immediately preceding it were marked and marred by some controversies which we would be glad to forget. But they are history, and it is dangerous to forget history. The federation question had been fairly thought through to a decision by 1907, though there were still some lingering differences of opinion and some discussions of it in the papers and con- ventions. The resolution favoring federation was passed at Norfolk—not in a regular session of the convention but at a specially called meeting at the close of a convention session—after only one voice had been raised in opposition, and with but few negative votes. Other questions which agitated the brotherhood at this time had to do with ‘‘tainted money,’’ suggested by a gift of twenty-five thousand dollars by Mr. Rockefeller to the Foreign Christian Missionary Society, and an attack upon the Foreign Society and especially its president, Brother