i i'iiii! r 111 'I nmrnmMiTfmiraTiminnTrfn'nT FROM THE LIBRARY OF REV. LOUIS FITZGERALD BENSON, D. D BEQUEATHED BY HIM TO THE LIBRARY OF PRINCETON THEOLOGICAL SEMINARY DMsioa Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2012 with funding from Princeton Theological Seminary Library http://archive.org/details/passionflowerOOhowe V ^^mc< /; 20 1933 p\V£ A / PASSION-FLOWERS BOSTON: TICKNOR, REED, AND FIELDS. M DCCC LIV. Entered, according to Act of Congress, in the year 185H, l>y TICKNOR ; REED, AND FIELDS, In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the District of Massachusetts. SECOND EDITION CONTENTS Salutatory 1 Rome 8 Pio Nono 26 Santa Susanna 28 A Picnic among the Ruins of Ostia . . . .31 The City of my Loye 36 A Protest from Italy 40 Wherefore 46 From Newport to Rome 59 Whit- Sunday ln the Church 68 The Mill-Stream .80 Behind the Veil 8-5 Correspondence 87 Mother Mind 90 Thoughts 92 Sybil 98 The Heart's Astronomy . . . . . . .100 A Child's Excuse 103 (iii) IV CONTEXTS. The Royal Guest 105 My Last Daxce 107 My Sea- ward Window 110 Ax Apology 112 Entbehrex 114 Coquette et Fro id e 116 Coquette et Texdre 118 Gretchex to Goethe 121 Staxzas 122 OEOZ 123 Philosoph-master axd Poet-aster 127 My Lecture 131 Tribute to a Faithful Servaxt 140 The Joy of Poesy 146 Staxzas 149 The Dead Christ 150 Midxight 153 The Fellow Pilgrim 156 Brotherhood 158 The Death of the Slave Lewis . . . . 160 Ashes of Roses 165 Handsome Harry 169 The Master 172 Mortal axd Immortal 175 The Dyixg Rose 178 Visions 182 POEMS. SALUTATORY. TO THE POETS. Brother and sister poets dear ! Ye of the high, impassioned few, A pilgrim waits your tender grace, ' A wand'ring minstrel would sing with you. I have not sat at the heaven-spread board, Nor worn the fillet of glossy bays, I have but hearkened your song without, And gone, refreshed, on weary ways. 1 W I SALUTATORY. I was born 'neath a clouded star, More in shadow than light have grown ; Living souls are not like trees That strongest and stateliest shoot alone. Comfort me as a child of Art That Sorrow from her mother stole, And sent, to cross the threshold of life, Orphaned in heart, and beggared in soul. I have sung to lowly hearts Of their own music, only deeper ; I have flung through the dusty road Shining seeds for the unknown reaper. I have piped at cottage doors My sweetest measures, merry and sad, Cheating Toil from his grinding task, Setting the dancing rustics mad. Kindly though their greetings were, They were far from my race or kin ; But I passed the loftier porch, Fearing not to be let in. SALUTATORY. Better to sit at humble hearths, "Where simple souls confide their all, Than stand and knock at the groined gate. To crave — a hearing in the ball. Oil ! ye winged ones — shall I stand A moment in your shining ranks ? Will ye pass me the golden cup ? Only tears can give you thanks. Without gracious ears to hear, Languidly flows the tide of song — Waters, unhelped of bank or brake, Slowly, sluggishly creep along. We must measure from mankind, Know in them our fancies true ; Echo gives us each high-strained sharp, Teaches us tune the harp anew. Ere this mystery of Life Solving, scatter its form to air, Let me feel that I have lived In the music of a prayer. SALUTATORY. In the joy of generous thought, Quickening, enkindling soul from soul ; In the rapture of deeper Faith Spreading its solemn, sweet control. Brothers and sisters ! kind indeed — Ye have heard the untutored strain ; Through your helpful cherishing, I mav take heart to simj again — Sing and strike, at high command, And keep sacred silence too ; Not too greedy of men's praise, When I know I am one of you. (The stern Reviewer, friends, I mean,) Bring me bound in the market-place, Then, like mournful Anne Boleyn, I will stretch my slender neck, Passive, in the public view ; Tell him with a plaintive smile, That his task is easy to do. SALUTATORY. TO MY MASTER. Thou who so dear a mediation wert Between the heavens and my mortality, Give ear to these faint murmurs of the heart, Which, upward tending, take their tone from thee. Follow where'er the wayward numbers run, And if on my deserving, not my need, Some boon should wait, vouchsafe this only meed, Modest, but glorious — say, ' Thou hast well done.* I've wrought alone — my pleasure was my task : As I walk onward to Eternity, It were a trivial thing to stand and ask That my faint footsteps should remembered be ; Of all Earth's crownings, I would never one But thine approving hand upon my head, Dear as the sacred laurels of the dead, And that high, measured praise, ' Thou hast well done. SALUTATORY. TO FKIEXDS AND POES. Ye fleeting blossoms of my life, The promise of diviner fruit, Forgive, if I enrich with you The cypress garland of my lute. i Too closely are ye linked with me, Too much in mine your being blends, That I in song should cast you off, And sing myself, and not my friends. Some of you tread this vernal earth, And some in mystic soul-land move In these, I hold all holy truth, In those, attain to heav'nly love. And ye who, rankling in my path, Have torn my feet, and pierced my side, Holding the eager pilgrim hack To suffer wounded love and pride ; SALUTATORY. Forgive if I, whom Nature made Vengeful in none of my desires, Have in my harmless chaplet bound Your sharp and bitter forms, ye briars ! Forgive as I forgive, and own As feels the heart, so falls the lot ; My flowers of life were loving friends ; My thorns were those who loved me not. ROME. I knew a day of glad surprise in Rome, Free to the childish joy of wandering, Without a ' wherefore ' or ' to what good end ? ' By querulous voice propounded, or a thought Of punctual Duty, waiting at the door Of home, with weapon duly poised to slay Delight, ere it across the threshold bound. I strayed, amassing wild flowers, ivy leaves, Relics, and crusted marbles, gathering too Thoughts of unending Beauty from the fields, The hills, the skies, the ancient heathen shrines Transfigured in the light of Christian day. Coaxed by soft airs, by gentlest odors flattered, Conquered at last by the all-conquering sun, My heart its sadly cherished silence brake, And its long sealed tides flowed forth in song, While bounding feet in gladdest rhythm moved. For never do I walk abroad so well Enwrapped from wintry blast, or from fierce heat ROME. Of summer shaded, as when I may move To the free cadence of mine own wild singing. Nature on that fair day bestowed a grace More than maternal. If, at its high noon Young angels, from their heavenly school dismissed, Had made their play -ground on that Roman earth, Methmks, they would have sorrowed to return, Mingling unwonted tears with dews of eve. But the Day waned, and soft as love in death Bequeathed her admonition, warning me Back to the shelter of my Eoman home, "Where with my children, at the open window, In the soft purple scarf of twilight folded, I sate, and through the gathering dimness saw Mystical shapes, that deepened into joy. And thus I mused : there is a feast to-night At such a palace, spread for high-born dames, Princes, and dignitaries of the church. There will be light and music, fit for those Who make the music and the light of life — The glancing wine-cup, and the stately dance — All glory of rich tissues, wondrous webs, And those white shoulders English women show. There, ere so far we pass, the courtly whist At which the humblest Cardinal may sit, And illustrate his Christian poverty. 10 ROME. Mirrors and diamonds flash the brilliance back That emulates the clearer hue of day ; And Night is only in Italian eyes, That take in light as the stars give it out, Till they grow introspective, and reveal Slumbering within, volcanic depths of nature, How still when still, how passionate when roused. Such will the feast be, (Oh ! bethink you, friends !) And I am bidden thither ! Gold and gems I cannot show ; if even my hair and eyes (Now fading in the grasp of Time) had well Deserved the ancient praise that named them so ; But in serenity of white attire Folded transparent, I can fitly go, Wearing my native courage on my bosom That will not dim for Prelate nor for Prince. And to that tainted atmosphere of courts Where new corruption ever crowds, albeit All words and ways are so embalmed by use That men are born half mummied, I shall bring Rosy, the woodland breath of Liberty From my far home, where men live as they list, And only trees are victims. I pursued Further, in thought, my new-commenced career. The winter, like a college boy's vacation, ROME. 11 Seemed endless to anticipate, and lay Stretched in a boundless glittering before me, Unfathomable in its free delight. Or if horizon-bounded like the sea, I saw new seas beyond — the sweeping line Limits the known, but not the possible. But what sad sight is this ? I looked across The street, up towards the cresting of the hill, And there, before a humble door, beheld Two men arrive, that bore a scanty coffin Of frailest wood and meanest fashioning. They entered in the shadow Death had left, And soon emerged with heavier steps, as bearing One who should bear the weight of life no more, Abandoned to his ghastly solitude, As is the Roman custom. Only here Wealth stood not in the room of tenderness, Granting its escort of funereal pomp On the brief journey to oblivion. Here was no gorgeous pall, no garland pale ; Here thronged no Capuchins, with livid flare Of torches, (which, however held, will drop Wax on the paper held by thievish boys.) Nor mumming penitents, that frighten babes, Nor priest to fellow-priest responding deep. Only a dingy Acolite, with dull 12 ROME. And leaden brow, walked sturdily along After the wooden cross. No solemn dirge Startled the heart with words of hope and judgment, To wail of wounded Nature set — scarce might I catch the ominous mumbling of a prayer, As the sad pilgrim hurried to his shrine Adown the sloping street. But from that house (I never learned who lived and died therein) Or ere I knew, the lengthening shadow fell Upon the dial of my life, and there Marked the swift wearing of its day. As sure As chimes of Heaven ring out the hour of man, So surely, then, I heard that I must die. And as the mystic whisper crept to me, Methought the flowers about my room turned faint, And the light texture of my festal robe, That seemed to dream of floating in the dance, Grew dank and heavy, as the linen shroud That binds dead hearts, and with enduring fibre Outlasts the wasting of their nobleness, While I, careering onward, high in hope AVas held to pause and tremble. I have been In dangers of the sea and land, unscared ; And from the narrow gates of childbed oft Have issued, bearing high my perilous prize (The germ of angel-hood, from chaos rescued.) ROME. IS With steadfast hope and courage ; but this once My heart so failed me, I was fain to turn For comfort to the Nurse, and question thus : ' Must I leave all my treasures, all my loves, And, like yon wretched corpse, be coldly laid Beyond sweet Nature's daily miracle ? ' She, with true Quickly cheeriness replied : 1 There is no need to think about it now, * So do not fret you, Madam ' — but I sat Till twilight darkened into night, and till The gracious children dropped in sleep, and heard Ever those threatening words, ' Thou too shalt die.' A day of fuller joy arose for me When the young Spring-tide came, and dark-eyed boys Bound violets and anemones to sell. The later light gave scope to long delight, And I might stray, unhaunted by the fear Of fever, or the chill of evening air, While happiest companionship enriched The ways whose very dust was gold before. Then the enchantment of an orange grove First overcame me, entering thy lone w r alks Cloistered in twilight, Villa Massimo ! Where the stern cypresses stand up to guard A thousand memories of blessedness. There seemed a worship in the concentrate 14 ROME. Deep-breathing sweetness of those virgin flowers, Fervid as worship is in passionate souls That have not found their vent in earthly life, And soar too wild untaught, and sink unaided. They filled the air with incense gathered up For the pale vesper of the evening star. Nor failed the rite of meet antiphony — I felt the silence holy, till a note Fell, as a sound of ravishment from heaven — Fell, as a star falls, trailing sound for light ; And, ere its thread of melody was broken, From the serene sprang other sounds, its fellows, That fluttered back celestial welcoming. Astonished, penetrate, too past myself To know I sinned in speaking, where a breath Less exquisite was sacrilege, my lips Gave passage to one cry : God ! what is that ? (Oh ! not to know what has no peer en earth !) And one, not distant, stooped to me and said : ' If ever thou recall thy friend afar, Let him but be commemorate with this hour, The first in which thou heard'st our Nightingale.' Nor only to these holy solitudes My willing feet made duteous pilgrimage : The growing warmth unlocked for me the gates Whence Rome once issued to subdue the world, ROME. 15 And, following in her footsteps, I might see Where erst she strode forth towards the unknown waste, Her splendor felt itself empowered to fill. How widely overflowed her noble soul, Too great and generous to contain itself, Gathering glory from the East, and then (With kindred instinct of all luminous things) Craving an outlet in the Northern night, As if its depth alone could give her scope. But the dim North had other laws than hers, And took not from her will its destiny ; Its darkness swallowed up the light she gave And seemed to quench it. But, as none can tell Among the sunbeams which unconscious one Comes weaponed with celestial will, to strike The stroke of Freedom on the fettered floods, Giving the spring his watchword — even so Rome knew not she had spoke the word of Fate That should, from out its sluggishness, compel The frost-bound vastness of barbaric life, Till, with an ominous sound, the torrent rose And rushed upon her with terrific brow, Sweeping her back, through all her haughty ways, To her own gates, a piteous fugitive — A moment chafing at its limits there To enter in, resistless, and o'erwhelm, With heavy tides of death, her struggling breast 16 ROME. Beguile me not to flights like this, thou Past That, forced to abdicate the rod of rule, Stretchest the wand of favor to our love, And teraptest souls from thy magnificence. Here, on the ruins of the Ancient world, Thou sittest, like a harlot, to entrap The manifold human heart with various gifts. The poet, tender fool, must pause to wave Aside thy shadowy veil, and gaze into Thy melancholy eyes, that rivet him, And yield his reason to thy wildering rhyme : He sinks beside thee, looking, listening, longing, And thou hast stolen the darling of the Age That to his mother's breast returns no more. The despot, that engirds with bristling thorns Broad meadow lands of gracious human growth, That they may yield their golden wealth at will To wither in his prison granary — Harvesting ruthlessly with headsman's axe, And sword unknightly, whose death-angels pause And with slow fingers bind the immortal sheaves, — He, hurrying in his greed of power and wealth, Sees in thine hand unrighteous title-deeds, And stops to bargain. Soon the compact 's signed, Empty of justice, not to sense aspiring, But with a formula defying Heaven ROME. 17 That smiles down hope and promise, and the law That metes the liberal sunshine equally. Thou giv'st him right to wrong his fellows much, Himself more, and God's image most of all. Thou hast him, purchased at his own vile price, And those who weep, waste not their tears on him* Or yonder monkling, in unmanly garb, With sturdy limbs fed fat in idleness, Whose hands scorn labor, as his brain hates thought, These stretched for alms, that busy with deceit, Who trails from door to door his beggary, Devoutest praying, where the housewife 's fair. He is an image of thy modelling, Spawn of a ruder age, as one might say, Some generations nearer brutes than we. Shall he thrive on, upheld of thee, and live A life that were a sanctimonious lie, Had it but truth enough to be a lie ? Shall he still cheat the poor with demon fables, And glittering trash, that holds the place of God ? Shall God himself, known through such medium, Be held in horror of the human heart, Whose inborn yearning for the love divine Congeals, before the vengeful portraiture, To terror, and estrangement wide as life ? 2 18 ROME. Oh then, roll further back thy chariot wheels, Even to the Ghetto of the hated Jew ; In his poor synagogue's simplicity Faith enters not in Fancy's masquerade Accoutred for religion's revelry. His Rabbi nothing adds or takes away, Nothing assumes of mystic right or power, But gives the ancient venerable word With cautious lips and emphasis devout, (Intent on reading as his fathers read.) As if believing it, not he, should teach. He has the oracles that Jesus loved, Though suffering still Tradition's jealous hand To bind too closely o'er the face of Truth Her veil of Oriental tracery, Which that serene One smilingly looks through, Sure of her own and God's eternity. From Sinai's height great Moses gives him laws ; He hears, as we, vibrating endlessly The golden harp-strings of the poet-king, While wondrous, widely gifted Solomon Teaches his quaint philosophy of life, And pictures passion holier than prayer. Still in his prophets reading history, He waits the Christ whom Christians show him not, Waiting with infinite loss, yet in one thing, One only, happier than they — his faith HOME. 19 Enfolds intact in its integrity, One treasure, which lies brokenly in theirs, The deepest lesson of his Eastern skies, Th' inviolable unity of God. Still to the spirit of the Past I speak As I discerned it there, in fateful league With wanton weakness, selfishness and sin. 1 No good survives the fitness of its time, The semblance of the most transcendent form That Friendship ever mourned in burial, Should it revisit us with church-yard damps And deathly odors scattering from its hair, Were but a thing of ghastliness and dread Fit for exorcisement. Thou hadst thy day, And in it thy degree of grace and glory ; But now, rebellious to thy doom of change, Thou throwest grimly on thy catafalque, While Rome, that were as fragrant as God's Eden, Could Nature only have her freshening way, Must still exhale thee, shuddering, to the world, Condemned to propagate the germ of death Which thy decay holds festering in her heart. 1 Thou vampire Beauty, own that thou art dead, Nor bind thy hollow brows with flowers of youth ZU ROME. That wither as they touch thee. Yield to us The wealth thy spectral fingers cannot hold ; Bless us, and so depart, to lie in state, Embalmed thy lifeless body, and thy shade So clamorous now for bloody holocausts Hallowed to peace, by pious festivals.* But from these reasonings, that far outstrip The knowledge and the wisdom of a child, Let me descend to chronicle my steps In that enchanted region — steps that take A moment's grandeur from the ground they trod, Though else pursuing with uncertain stride Ways of obscure and mean significance. I saw the outposts, where Rome's wider growth Invited wider ruin, crumbled now, Till Ruin's self needs History's blazonment To be remarked, so closely does she hug The charitable weeds that Time's remorse Flings back, to hide what he makes devastate. I saw Albano, Ostia, Tivoli, The Sybil of the temple, spreading still Her silent, awful oracle before The crowned Iris of the waterfall, Who, from her crystal columns opposite, Smiles promise back for mournful 'monishing, ROME. 21 And when she flies, flies heavenward, nor leaves More earthy record than the glittering tears, In which the gladness of her soul dissolves, And, thrilling through th' unconscious element, The deep pulsation of a deathless heart. Other, at times, that downward torrent seemed A daring Sappho leaps she from the rock, Maddened of faithless sunshine, fleeing it. In the abyss is peace, and she shall sleep Treasured in darkness, garnered up in gloom. But, sharing the impulsive ecstasy, Love leaps with her — his slender arms of steel Enlacing what his rainbow wings uphold. Now, vain her furious flight, her struggle vain, The sunshine overtakes her desperate course ; Her madness is unhealed, she cannot rest, For Love, in sunshine, follows every where. Forgive imperfect types, that strive to show How the fixed Sybil sits there and decays, While leaping, loving human life flows on, And, plunging down to Chaos, is not lost. I saw l'Ariccia, where the artist's soul Revels in light and color magical, 22 HOME. Nor feels the dearth of thought, where nought transpires, Save steady growth of men and plants' alike. Studies of leaves and grasses, fervid tints, And purple mountain shadows, wile for him Too soon the silent, sultry summer day, Gorgeous in all its changes ; if he wish A tenant for his painted Paradise He summons up, to fill the golden void, Such stately forms and shadowings of life As with the look and gesture startle us, Seen in the coldness of our sombre walls, And make us tremble strangely, as a veil "Were for a moment merely lifted there, And all the burning beauty of the South Were near us, like Eternity, unguessed. And often, when I've seen the twilight drape Her folds of sadness o'er the wide domain Of the Campagna, desolate with tombs, (Itself a monumental wilderness,) I've pondered thus : ' Perhaps at midnight here Wakes the quiescent city of our day, A Juliet, drunken with her draught of woe, And wildly calls on Love's deliverance Writhing in her untimely cerements, And stiffens back to silence when she hears : 1 Love has no help, save that which waits on Death.' ROME. 23 Oh no ! more piteous still, a mazed child, Bereft in parentage and destiny, She wanders, stopping at these stones, to trace Through wreck and rust of ages, signs that prove Her filiation to the mighty sires Whose grim ghosts scare her slumbers, pointing hither. She feels the kingly impulse of her race, (For next to soul is sense of generous blood,) But, too unskilled to construe of herself, Can only crouch when strangers call her, Changeling, And on the weak, unwilling hand enforce Their gift of shame, a Bondmaid's heritage. These days wore on more rapidly than such As Winter loads with leaden sluggishness, Abridged of light, but lengthened out with care ; And, while I dreamed that they should never end, They were already ended in my view. Then, as perforce, I gathered up all strength For the uprooting of my vine of life, So clinging, creeping, craving from men's hands A gracious culture, loving so to grow And bear the fruit God gave it right to bear As genial tribute to Love's genial care ; I felt the sudden, earnest wish for death Shoot like a subtle poison through my veins. 24 ROME. Oh now ! I cried ; in these full golden hours, Let me set sail, and bend my course for heaven. Oh God ! I am too happy not to be Admitted there — I can but end in thee ; Not elsewhere tends this tide of blessedness. But, if I must await the tedious ebb And day's decline, I shall but be a wreck That whitens, stranded on the shore, and mocks The pilot's skill, with bare dismantled ribs, While shattered mast and shredded banner point To the rich freight surrendered to the deep. As I prayed thus, I wrestled with myself And wrenched my hands, by loving friends held back Till they were free, and stretched on high to God Who took them. As by an electric chain, The mystical conjunction showed to me The twilight street, of only six months gone, The lonely coffin, the ungracious priest, And the worn pilgrim, carried to his rest ; And the same voice, which, as a silver bell Chimed out the numbers of men's fate in heaven, Uttered again what then a menace seemed, But what was now a promise — ' Thou shalt die/ Have patience with me, on the seaward way I linger, for one gesture of farewell. ROME. 2o The bridge is crossed that led, oh path of peace ! To holy vespers in the twilight aisle. The gate is closed — the air without is drear. Look back ! the dome ! gorgeous in sunset still — I see it — soul is concentrate in sight — The dome is gone — gone seems the heaven with it. Night hides my sorrow from me. Oh, my Rome, As I have loved thee, rest God's love with thee ! 26 PIO NONO. Thou should'st have had more faith ! thy hand did shed The seed of Freedom in the field of God, But the last peril drove thee from thy bounds, And stranger feet the unripe harvest, trod. Thou should'st have had more faith ! thy crown was hung, High-pitched, upon a sharp and thorny tree ; We saw thee wrestle bravely with the boughs, But the last buffet did dishearten thee. Thou should'st have had more faith ! the voice of Christ Called thee to meet him, walking on the wave ; Thou should'st have trod the waters as a path, Such power divine thy holy mission gave. PIO KONO. 27 Shoreward thy recreant footsteps turn, and sink ; In vain the heavenly voice, the outstretched arm, Thou heed'st not, though a God doth beckon thee, Binding the billows with a golden charm. Where Glory should have crowned thee, failure whelms, Truth judges thee, that should have made thee great ; Thine is the doom of souls that cannot bring Their highest courage to their highest fate. 28 SANTA SUSANNA. A silent longing drew me towards the church — Not in the hour when votaries throng its aisles, "When tinkling mass-bells teach us kneeling-time, And prayers that boast despair are breathed with smiles. Not while the gilded steps of Fashion fall And her full train sweeps by in crimson state, But when the peasant-mother, with her child, Presses her sun-stained brow against the grate. Or oftener yet, no worshipper was there. Thus, ere the chant of evening should begin, I left the vesper of the world without, And with me went the gentle twilight in. SANTA SUSANNA. 29 Iii lustral water I imbued my hands, By some unholy contact chance-defiled ; Washed from my brow the trace of evil thought ; From lips, what they amiss had said or smiled. I knelt to pray, then, flinging far away Life's garden weeds, that throng our footsteps free, Choking the seed by angels strewn, to bear The flower of Hope for Joy that is to be. This was my shrift, a breathing after God, A shuddering, rapid glance adown the past, Turned heavenward ere its spectral forms could rise, And, with pale chiding, set my soul aghast ; A sacrifice of expiation sought For every wilful error of my life, A plea like this : i Bethink thee, by thy will Th' immortal breath took this poor flesh to wife. 1 Were they for suffering and for evil wed, High priest of Nature, bear with me the blame! But if for purposes of love and good, Help ! raise me from this bed of sloth and shame ! ' 30 SANTA SUSANNA. Then, silence — then the touch of angels' wings Winnowed away that bitter grief and doubt ; And then I left my twilight thoughts within, And with me bore Faith's earnest twilight out. 31 A PICNIC AMONG THE RUINS OF OSTIA. Sat they, a famous seaport town ? One look abroad I bid thee east, Then tell me if thou canst descry A dwelling here, or there a mast. Of all its old magnificence Stands one poor skeleton of brick ; With grass are sown the hidden streets, The palace ploughed in furrows thick. And this the temple of a God, The body of a mighty thought ! Here vowed the heart, elate with hope, When priests the struggling victim brought 32 A riCNIC AMONG THE RUINS OF OSTIA. Hearts like these hearts of ours, that drink Existence as an endless cup, And smile to hear of an abyss Where life and strength are swallowed up. These men our brothers were, but built Of sturdier frame and mind than we ; Tamed by their will, th' unruly flood Led their proud galleys to the sea. Walk further, let my guidance show One crumbling tower of Trajan's port : Strange that Christ's vicar, God-inspired, Has never had as wise a thought. But we, at Vecchia's hostel left, Drag on to Rome our bags and baggage, While the Dogana, cringing low, Wonders that Englishmen are savage ! Within the ruined temple's shade Spread the white cloth, for we incline To revel in the glorious past, But in the present tense to dine. A PICNIC AMONG THE RUINS OF OSTIA. Flirt on, young lady, cloze, old lord, While I my slender museling nurse With fragments of Horatian odes, Or with the grand old Goethe's verse. Fall too, my friends, in Bacchus' name, And make me, if you will, his priest — That was a proper sort of God Who thought not scorn to bless a feast : For his divinity, of old Hearing us call, had hastened hither, And sat, till votary and god Heeled homeward, drunkenly, together. Pour the libation ! see, how lights The Capri, in this cup of mine ! Drink to those ancient heathen fools Who mixed sea- water with their wine- And in that pledge forget with me The sorrow of the wanderer's star, The sigh for that we might have been, The lonely grief at that we are. 34 A TICXIC AMONG THE RUINS OF OSTIA. What boots it, brothers ? had we lived In utmost valor, utmost bliss, Tamed mighty nations, built great towns, Time would have brought our works to this. Or had some graceful fragment cast Its shadow to a distant age, Barbarians whom we never knew Had squabbled for our heritage. See, the fierce charioteer of Day Drives to the wave his smoking steeds ; The world may breathe, the tyrant drops The lash, the slave no longer bleeds. And soft the pious Evening steals, To watch her fiery father's rest ; A whispered Ave seems her voice, And one pure gem hangs on her breast. As yonder sun, an exiled king, Each day his slumbering world retakes, And from the dark domain of Night, As sure as God, his conquest makes ; A TICNIC AMONG THE RUINS OF OSTIA. oO So the immortal principle, That fills Creation with its breath, Daily from rudest chaos wrings Souls which, like ours, can laugh at death. 36 THE CITY OF MY LOVE. She sits among th' eternal hills, Their crown, thrice glorious and dear ; Her voice is as a thousand tongues Of silver fountains, gurgling clear ; Her breath is prayer, her life is love, And worship of all lovely things ; Her children have a gracious port, Her beggars show the blood of kings. By old Tradition guarded close, None doubt the grandeur she has seen ; Upon her venerable front Is written : 'I was born a Queen!' THE CITY OF MY LOVE. 37 She rules the age by Beauty's power. As once she ruled by armed might ; The Southern sun doth treasure her Deep in his golden heart of light. Awe strikes the traveller when he sees The vision of her distant dome, And a strange spasm wrings his heart As the guide whispers : ' There is Rome ! ' Rome of the Romans ! where the Gods Of Greek Olympus long held sway ; Rome of the Christians, Peter's tomb, The Zion of our later day. Rome, the mailed Virgin of the world, Defiance on her brows and breast ; Rome, to voluptuous pleasure won, Debauched, and locked in drunken rest- Rome, in her intellectual day, Europe's intriguing step-dame grown ; Rome, bowed to weakness and decay, A canting, mass-frequenting crone. o8 THE CITY OF MY LOVE. Then th' unlettered man plods on. Half chiding at the spell he feels ; The artist pauses at the gate, And on the wondrous threshold kneels The sick man lifts his languid head For those soft skies and balmy airs ; The pilgrim tries a quicker pace, And hugs remorse, and patters prayers. For ev'n the grass that feeds the herds, Methinks, some unknown virtue yields ; The very hinds in reverence tread The precincts of the ancient fields. But wrapt in gloom of night and death, I crept to thee, dear mother Rome ; And in thy hospitable heart Found rest and comfort, health and home, And friendships, warm and living still, Although their dearest joys are fled; True sympathies that bring to life That better self, so often dead. THE CITY OF MY LOVE. 39 For all the wonder that tliou wert, For all the clear delight thou art, Accept an homage from my lips, That warms again a wasted heart. And, though it seem a childish prayer, I've breathed it oft, that when I die, As thy remembrance dear in it, That heart in thee might buried lie. •iO A PROTEST FROM ITALY. Amid Italian orange groves A distant murmur reached mine ear, The wrangling tongues of Western men, Each crossed at arms with his compeer. In that fair land, where passions rage Briefly, through Nature's gentleness ; Where the black eyebrows' direst frown Must yield to the soft air's caress ; Where even curses fall in words Whose beauty heals the wound they make ; (Though strong to feel, those Southern hearts, They're timid to o'erturn and break ;) A PROTEST FROM ITALY. 41 I felt my life so calm and deep, Such rapture, settling to such peace, I sighed : ' Hush ! hush ! my countrymen — Let this untempered babbling cease ! ' Ye who assert your rights in men, What right is worth such evil blood ? You — frantic champions of the slave, Bethink — God orders all for good. 1 Shake not thus ruthlessly your cup Of new-fermented liberty, Till the scum mantle to the top, And leave the sun-touched liquor free. 1 Northern and Southron, part in peace, Each to his own contentment thrive, Since each divergent destiny May keep a sacred good alive.' Thus sang I in that land of rest, Till, drunk with Music's golden wine, I crossed my hands upon my breast, And dreamed of heaven at Raphael's shrine. 42 A PROTEST FROM ITALY. Bathed in your icy Northern springs, My slumbering eye is roused to sight ; The sharp steel wind doth sunder all My silken armor of delight. Mine ear, by mass and anthem lulled, The trumpet's brazen voice awakes ; From its slow pulses, keenly stirred, My blood its natural current makes. Things which in distance dimly showed Press on me in the nearer view ; I see the race that's passing out "Weave hateful fetters for the new. I see a plague, long held aloof, That to the social heart hath crept, See blood-hounds track the inner shrine Where, sacred once, the outcast slept. A PROTEST FROM ITALY. I see, upon the altar step?, Base Interest trample Godlike Eight. Strike, lyre, thy chorus of brave sounds ! Find, palsied hand, thine ancient might ! Back ! back, volcanic flood ! that creep'st So snakelike through our peaceful plains ; Back, tortuous Intrigue ! thou art bold To drop thy mask where Justice reigns. Back, baleful force ! back, perjured law ! Sacred -while ye the right sustain, But fallen like Judas, to betray The sinless blood for love of gain. Judas ! that gain will serve thee nought ! It will but buy a field of blood, Whereon impartial Time shall write, * Here they that fought for Freedom stood. ' These men the tie of Nature held, A claim beyond the pride of race ; Their banner bore Man's bleeding heart Without the color of his face. 44 A PROTEST FROM ITALY. 1 Reluctantly they bared the sword, And let the prudent scabbard go ; They perished in the name of Christ; His enemies would have it so.' THERE AND HERE. The natural loves that move my heart, My country, matter not to thee ; Yet let me to my words impart That which may make them one with me. And tell thee that, however dear I hold the light of Roman skies ; However from the canvas clear The soul of Raphael blessed mine eyes ; Howe'er intense the joy of flowers, And the spring-wedded nightingale, Or deep the charm of twilight hours Hushed to the Miserere's wail ; A PROTEST FROM ITALT. 45 A holier joy to me were given, Could I persuade thy heart from wrong ; As rapturous birds drop down from heaven, With heaven's convincement in their song. 46 WHEREFORE. Why fell not Kossuth with the fall of his country ? Wherefore yielded he not to the blind inspiration Of the cup with which Despair her own agony heightens To madness, that traces no longer the progress of sor- row, Swells to one spasm, exhausts her own being, and is not? Some such poetic ending one asks of the hero, Stamped in the bloody coinage of battle with greatness. As the centurial aloe responds to its hour, Shooting its petals aloft to the eyebrows of heaven, And dying when they die, our natural loves and desire3 All rush or creep on to crises of anguish or rapture. After the utmost comes peace — the cup of our nuptials We shiver to shards, as knowing too well that life brings us Sordid and slow desecration of symbols most holy. Moth and rust gather dim on the white sacramental Garment — the body forsaken descends to corruption. WHEREFORE. 47 Well held the ancients to their ministration of fire That rids man's heart and home of their festering bur- then. Even the sacrifice brought to bleed at God's altar Should not survive the mood of devotion that urged it. They, at once ceasing, shall thus be together remem- bered. Why could the man not die with his day of dominion ? His work at end, wherefore live to be scantily pen- sioned By hearts that grudge the reward when it follows the labor ? Are then man's days his own ? thou, the languid survivor Of pangs and delights that leave nothing to wish for but dying, Is it thy fault that a smiling, necessitous patience Greenly o'ergroweth thy destiny's grandiose ruins ? Had the death-angel stood at the shrine of thy nuptials, Thou wouldst have laid thy passion-shorn head on his shoulder, Glad to weep out thy life and thy sorrow together. That could not be — from thy scathed trunk of exist- ence, Joy sprang up, the immortal, the ever-perennial, 48 WHEREFORE. Bursting through ancient films of reserve and submis- sion, Bearing aloft in unwonted, fragance and blossom The force of thy nature, too long in itself darkly cir- cling. Still the pale stranger will come, not in haste indeco- rous, With pinions all ruffled, evoked by thy wild adjuration ; But in state serene ; with hands whose soft coolness persuadeth, And lips that hold their own pause in the music of heaven. As I walk in the dreary streets of the city, Voiceless of music, and empty of joy and of beauty, Meanly adorned for the meaner pleasure of buying, With such sickly growths as bloom out in the newest Spring fashion, Something arrests me — a painful thrill of compassion Strikes through my heart, ere my wandering reason can question, * Wherefore this pang ? ' 'Tis a print of a face most familiar Between the imperial crown and imperial purple; But oftener seen with the old chapeau and the gray coat, WHEREFORE. 49 Its regal insignia the eye, and the brow, and the lip then. The world looked little to him, as you see by his glances Embracing it all, and embracing yet more, so I read them, The full outpouring of power that stops at no frontier, But follows I would with I can, and I can with I do it ; While common minds stand agape at the mighty am- bition, Nor hear the march till the standards come flashing upon them. Know you this man ? why, the dome of the Invalides trembles When some poor mutilate remnant of soldierly valor Comes limping towards you, and, touching your arm with his finger, Whispers : ' He's there ! ' and his dead presence fas- tens upon you In proportions unearthly, while, choking and swelling, The heart in your breast with his passionless ashes claims kindred. Know you this man ? Him even the unwilling Muses Honored, without whose honor Success is not Tri- umph. 50 WHEREFORE. Marble and canvas grew great with his wonderful fea- tures ; Though best in warrior bronze from his column he towers, Calmly rebuking the frivolous race that forsook him, Terribly threatening the monarchs that crouched at his bidding. Thorwald, th' inspired, must fashion the frieze for his chamber, Dead Alexander hang on the wall as his trophy, In the Roman palace he deigned not to visit. Only, nearest Apollo, the sons of the lyre Scattered more sparsely their homage, as bound to withhold it Till Death enrolled him among the calm shades of the mighty, Whom to blame is not cruel, to praise not inglorious. Then from Italy swept the high mass of Manzoni, And De Lamartine led the sweet psalm of his vespers. But here we see him, in sordid and careless attire, Shabby, forgotten, neglected, an invalid prisoner, With all his ruined life on his pent bosom resting, And his lion-like despair on his forehead grown patient Sorrow has sickened and shaken, but dare not destroy him, Lest she abridge one pang of his long doom of anguish. WHEREFORE. 51 In his dressing-gown stands he, his listless feet in His slippers, a kerchief replacing the crown of an empire. Mild-souled Las-Casas writes on, accustomed to hearing Querulous plaints of unkind and uncourteous treatment, Meals insufficient, ill lodging, and spies that pursue him Here even, where fatally wounded to die he has laid him. But at this moment, one hopes, from the pitiful present, Sublime, the past reclaims him with thick-thronging visions, Covers with banners and trophies the walls dank and dreary, Leads up the barren isle her magnificent vista. Dreams he, perchance, of a new point of fusion for Europe, And in his cabinet models her map and her fortune ? Or has he, choosing a royal name for his infant, Made Rome, in the palace of Gaul, a subordinate title ? Or 'mid the stir of the camp gives he order for battle, And sees his plumeless eagle new-fledged in the sun's face? 1 This was at Jena,' he says : 'how we made the dogs tremble, Routed their armies, — terror like lightning pursued them ! ' 52 WHEREFORE. Or : ' This was when I welded my way over icebergs, And like a warrior's bride lay the fair land before me.* Or : ' That was when the kings of the world met in Paris, Cringing like dutiful slaves at the nod of my pleasure.' Thus, in Memory's moonlight he harmlessly wanders, Friend and ancient in shadowy semblance attend him, Till from her ambush Reality rushes upon him, Strikes hand to hand, dispersing his phantasmic glories. By the dull shock awakened, he gathers his senses, Discerns but understands not himself and his prison ; Fixes the heart of his hearer with mute looks that question : ' Surely such things have been ? ' But the mournful face answers The past with the present despair, then he lowers between them The leaden vizard of pride, the stern lips lock in silence, The breast keeps its broad arches still, and the passing convulsion Lies frozen in fathomless eyes that to tears condescend not. Break, mighty heart, that, remembering nothing but greatness, Look'st on the smallest of worlds, still too large for thy freedom. WHEREFORE. 53 Break, and, in breaking, acknowledge — thy gifts and thy glories, The civic wreath, and the bloodier garlands of battle, The sounding procession, the glittering marches of triumph That beggared the treasures of Europe, resistlessly led thee To this high court of despair, to this kingdom of horror, Where ev'n the silent majesty of thy sorrow (Over itself still despotic) not wholly exempts thee From the world's tribute of pity, unwished for and shameful. And he, this new Prometheus, wherefore remains he Held by the torturing will of his dreadful enchainer ? How is he narrowly caged for his captor's diversion, While the coarse vulture sits leisurely tearing his vitals, Till his foemen, ashamed of the anguish he suffers, Would set him free, did their statesmanly maxims permit it ? Death is the birthright of all men, could he not compel it? He who had scattered so widely its terrible largesse, Had he reserved no delivering drop for his own lip ? Could not a soldier's fate end his great soldier for- tune? 54 WHEREFORE. Ev'n the deserter dies not by the hands of the hang- man, Nor pines in dungeons — the weapons he faithlessly wedded Stand him in stead, and from grief and dishonor re- lease him. What divine word has judged him, God's crystallized treasure, The man of the ages, the quickened convulsive out- worker Of Nature's deep passive forces, in him grown vol- canic : Him, right or wrong, I say, what divine word doth judge him Fit only to rot and waste for an Englishman's pleas- ure ? In that last battle, when he, the true point of resist- ance, (Centre of France, as France was of Europe the centre,) He towards whose will all power instinctively gathered, Thence to re-emanate, great with the stamp of his purpose, Holding the past in solution, and sure of the future, Was by some force undiscernible strangely out-coun- selled, WHEREFORE, 00 It had been easy, one thinks, to have led a wild on- slaught. Swift with the rage of desperate-hearted defiance, Terrible with the intent to be deadly in dying. He might have flung away life, as a boon of no value, Lees from a shattered cup, last coin of a great stake Scornfully swept by the gambler to fill up his ruin. Proud and contemptuous then had remained his last gesture, Death had found him undwindled, had known him unconquered By the stern smile congealed on his lips' bloody marble. Why died he not ? How easy a thing to declare thee ! In all the fiery hail of that dreadful encounter, Fell there no bullet commissioned of heaven to touch him. Destiny, faithfully shielding, through numberless perils Circled him still, and reserved him to perish by inches. God's war-angel stooped near him, from battle-cloud lowering, Till his deep whisper thrilled the proud heart of the leader. After this wise he spake : ' Thus far for thy pleasure ; Now for God's teaching, to thee and to other men in thee. Evade it thou canst not, best thou abid'st it in patience. 5G "WHEREFORE. Fly ! but it follows thee — choose an asylum ! it waits thee. And, as he flies, the prophecy darkly attends him. Seek thee a palace to screen the last act of thine empire ? This is not modest enough — thou must abdicate free- dom. Give up thy crown ? thou must give up the crown of thy manhood. Yield all command ? ay, command not thy boy nor his mother. France wilt thou leave ? Somewhat further behind than thou wot'st of; Skies less congenial than these shall grow vengeful above thee ; "Walls not so stately compress thy last spasm to silence. In thy desolate sleep and more desolate waking Spirits unbidden shall question thy will and thine actions. Voices that heed not thine anger shall iterate pre- cepts Of truths eternal that sit where the stars sit and judge thee. Pitiless fingers shall point, neither hating nor loving, Pointing out simply thy blemishes stript of their halo, And the great thoughts of God which, involving thy failure, WHEREFORE. 57 Set thee aside as a feather, a fragment, an atom Inharmonious with infinite laws of Creation. If they call thee infamous, answer avails not; Brazen clamor of trumpets drowns not their still speaking. If they smite thee, the folded arms cannot shield thee, Xor flashing eyes avenge — on thy heart, swift as lightning, Falls the keen stroke, the immortal must suffer and die not. Suffer till Self, interclouding 'twixt soul and divineness, Vaporous, huge, phantasmic, condense to its essence. Suffer till flesh and bone bear the terrible traces, And the soul sculpture its woe on the walls of its prison ; Till the closed eye, and the paralyzed lip, fixed in dying, Speak as no tongue could speak, and in piteous plead- ing Claim from men's hearts the upheaving of grief for a brother.' Further the angel spake — from his dead mask I read it : * History wrot'st thou in blood, which the angels, tran- scribing, Color with light and with shadow by thee unimagined. 58 WHEREFORE. They hold the book to thine eyes — thou must learn the deep lesson, Kv'n as a child that would not with chiding and scourging ; Till with a wiser heart and a forehead less lofty On the steps of the temple thou meet the most gentle, Making thee glad with these words : " The long school time is over, The Father hath sent me — his heart and his mansion await thee." ' Have I writ long ? and have my wanderings led me Spinning frail webs from the thread abrupt of thy question ? Why died not Kossuth ? Men die as God pleases ; Felons and madmen alone anticipate rudely The last consummation, and yet from their doom escape not. Think'st thou thy work at end, and thy discipline perfect ? Other pangs still remain, other labors and sorrows ; Other the crises of Fate than the crises of Being. Let me round my words with one brief admonition : Take for the bearings of life, thine own or another's, This motto, blazoned on cross and on altar : ' God's patience.' 59 FROM NEWPORT TO ROME. 1849. Ye men and women of the world "Whom purple garments soft enfold, I've moved among you from my youth, Decorous, dutiful, and cold. God granted me these sober hues, This quiet brow, this pensive face, That inner fires might deeply glow, Unguessed without the frigid vase. Constrained to learn of you the arts Which half dishonor, half deceive, I've felt my burning soul flash out Against the silken web you weave. 60 FROM NEWPORT TO ROME. No earnest feeling passes you Without dilution infinite ; No word with frank abruptness breathed Must vent itself on ears polite. In your domain, so brilliant all, So fitly jewelled, wreathed, and hung, Vocal with music, faint with sweets From living flower-censers swung; Thronged by fair women, tireless all As ever-moving streams of light, Yielding their wild electric strength To contact, as their bloom to sight ; I wandered, while the flow of sound Made Reason drunken through the ear, Dreaming : ' This is soul-paradise ; The tree of knowledge must be here — ' The tree whose fruitage of delight Imparts the wisdom of the Gods, Unlike the scanty, seedling growth That Learning's ploughshare wins from clods.' FROM NEWPORT TO ROME. 61 'And if that tree be Lore,' said one, Who read my meaning in mine eyes, 'No serpent can so soothly speak As tempt these women to be wise.' A sound of fear came wafted in "While these careered in giddy rout : None heeded — I alone could hear The wailing of the world without. 'Mid dreadful symphony of death And hollow echoes from the grave, It was a brother's cry that swept, Unweakened, o'er the Atlantic wave. It breathed so deep, it rose so high, No other sound seemed there to be ; 1 Oh ! do you hear that woeful strain? ' I asked of all the company. They stared as at a madman struck Beneath the melancholy moon ; i We hear the sweetest waltz,' they said, 1 And not a string is out of tune.' 62 FROM NEWPORT TO ROME. Then, with one angry leap, I sprang To where the chief musician stood ; I seized his rod of rule, I pushed The idol from his shrine of wood. 'I've sat among you long enough, Or followed where your music led ; I never marred your pleasure yet ; But ye shall listen now,' I said : 1 1 hear the battle-thunder boom, Cannon to cannon answering loud ; I hear the whizzing shots that fling Their handful to the stricken crowd. 1 I see the bastions bravely manned, The patriots gathered in the breach ; I see the bended brows of men Whom the next deathful sweep must reach ; I feel the breath of agony, I hear the thick and hurried speech. FROM NEWPORT TO ROME. 63 'Before those lurid bursts of flame Your clustering wax-lights flicker pale; In that condensed and deadly smoke Your blossoms drop, your perfumes fail. 1 Brave blood is shed, whose generous flow Quickens the pulses of the river ; He, 'neath his arches, muttering low, 1 It shall be so, but not forever.' 1 I see the dome, so calm, so high, A ghost of Greece, it hangs in air, A Pallas, in the heart of war It thrones above Life's coward care. i The walls are stormed, the fort is ta'en, The city's heart with fainter throb Receives its death-stroke — all is lost, And matrons curse and children sob. 1 Woe when the arm, so stalwart late, Tenders the sword-hilt to the foe ! "Woe when the form that late defied, Prostrate, invites the captor's blow. 64 FROM NEWrOKT TO ROME. ' The rich must own the hidden hoard, The brave are butchered where they stand, And maidens seek, at altar shrines, A refuge from the lawless hand. ' Till Death, grown sordid, hunts no more His flying quarry through the street, And the grim scaffold, one by one, Flings bloody morsels for his meat. 'Were Death the worst, the patriot's hymn "Would ring triumphant in mine ears ; But pangs more exquisite await Those who still eat the bread of tears. 1 Pale faces, prest to prison-bars, Grow sick, and agonize with life ; And firm lips quiver, when the guard Thrusts rudely back some shrieking wife. ' Those women, gathering on the sward, I see them, helpful of each other; The matron soothes the maiden's heart, The girl supports the trembling mother ; FROM NEWPORT TO ROME. 65 1 Sad recognitions, frantic prayers, Greetings that sobs and spasms smother ; And u Oh my son ! " the place resounds, And " Oh my father ! oh my brother ! " 1 And souls are wed in nobleness That ne'er shall mingle human breath ; Love's seed, in holy purpose sown ; Love's hope, in God's and Nature's faith. 1 A flag hangs in the Invalides That flecks with shame the stately dome " Ta'en from a Roman whom we slew, Keeping the threshold of his home." 1 And ye delight in idle tunes, And are content to jig and dance, When e'en the holy Marseillaise Sounds for the treachery of France ? 4 And not a voice amongst you here Calls on the traitor wrath and hate ? And not a wine-cup that ye raise Is darkened by the victim's fate ? 5 66 FROM NEWPORT TO ROME. * Nor one with pious drops bewails The anguish of the Mother world ? ' 1 Oh hush ! the waltz is gay/ they said, And all their gauzy wings unfurled. * Nay, hear me for a moment more, Restrain so long your heedless haste ; Hearken how pregnant is the time Ye tear to shreds and flinsr to waste. ' Through sluggish centuries of growth The thoughtless world might vacant wait ; But now the busy hours crowd in, And Man is come to man's estate. ' With fuller power, let each avow The kinship of his human blood ; With fuller pulse, let every heart Swell to high pangs of brotherhood. 4 With fuller light, let women's eyes, Earnest, beneath the Christ-like brow, Strike this deep question home to men, " Thy brothers perish — idlest thou ? " FROM NEWPORT TO ROME. 67 4 With warmer breath, let mothers' lips Whisper the boy whom they caress, — " Learn from those arms that circle thee In love, to succor, shelter, bless." 1 For the brave world is given to us For all the brave in heart to keep, Lest wicked hands should sow the thorns That bleeding generations reap. ' Oh world ! oh time ! oh heart of Christ ! Oh heart, betrayed and sold anew ! Dance on, ye slaves ! ay, take your sport, All times are one to such as you,' 68 WHIT-SUNDAY IN THE CHURCH. God's praise on holy Pentecost ! The feast of mystic inspiration That gave the lost ancestral tongue, Akin to each dismembered nation. Men, by convulsive Nature, torn And held apart, in strange solution, A moment saw how Man should come Out of the age's evolution. Love poured the wine that made them wise, Love held the torch through damps that smother, And, in the stranger at his side, To every man unmasked a brother ! WHIT-SUNDAY IX THE CHURCH. 69 Then Babel's monster discords slank Like frightened beasts of prey to cover ; The wolf learned wisdom of the lamb ; The ministry of wrath was over. Well may ye range the burnished plate, And heap white buds on Jesu's altar, Ringing the solemn chorus out From Gospel Greek and Hebrew Psalter. I too will rest me from the load I bear through all my week-day toiling, Thankful, in this still house of God, To shake off worldly dust and soiling. In penitential Litanies The deep heart wails out its contrition ; Remorseful Love, regretful Hope, Cry up to God for their fruition. Now praise shall sound — with fuller sweep, As to a harp more high and holy, Singeth that ancient tuneful voice : * God dwelleth with the meek and lowly/ 70 WHIT-SUNDAY IN THE CHURCH. The sermon now — the heart must still Its changeful raptures for a season, And take the bearings of the times, And follow Faith with patient Reason. What canst thou say, appointed man, To help the brave soul's blind desiring ? How wilt thou guide our fervent zeal To more direct and true aspiring ? 'My friends, the day we celebrate Is that of fear and glory blended, Whereon the promised Holy Ghost, To bless God's chosen ones, descended. 1 The sad disciples met to pray, And in intenseness of devotion Continued till the breath of God Convulsed the house with mighty motion. 4 Then cloven flames upon them came, Till, from their fiery immersion, They rose, and spake in unknown tongues, Arabian. Cretan, Syrian, Persian ; WHIT-SUNDAY IN THE CIIUKCIT. 71 1 With superhuman eloquence The wondrous works of God displaying, All powers miraculous were theirs ; Such are the gifts that follow praying. 1 By you, my friends, be pious thoughts And prayerful habits cultivated ; Continue earnest on your knees, Be with this service never sated. 1 Frequent the altar, throng the aisle, Intent the inward flame to foster, Mingle the Psalm that David sang With Litany and Paternoster; ' And God, who gave these holy men The grace of soul that we inherit, In this appointed way shall pour On you, likewise, His holy Spirit.' And this, though more ornate and full, Was all the burthen of his teaching ; But heav'nlier wisdom thundered through The flimsy foolishness of preaching. 72 WHIT-SUNDAY IN THE CHURCH. From that dead Bible whence he drew, Reft of their soul, those rhythmic numbers, Broke the deep organ tone of Time Unheard in Apostolic slumbers. And Christ, my Christ, by doctrine slain, By ritual buried, from his ashes Breathed out the fervor of his soul, And swept the aisles and shook the sashes ; And turned us to the simpler truth He taught beside the sea's wild splendor, And showed the meaning of his life "With urgings passionate and tender : v For song and prayer, the old time had The Hebrew and the classic Muses ; I left a rule of work and life, A work of love, a life of uses. ' The painful labor of my soul Brought all Life's day within its morning ; I saw the things that were to be, And from great height gave timely warning. WIIIT-SUXDAY IN THE CHURCH. 73 1 That height of holy ravishment Showed me the pallid Earth that fainted ; I stretched my hands for help divine, (Beware! less prayer with self be tainted.) i Armed from these upward communings, I stood, God's champion, before you, To war with all who wrought you wrong, And wave heaven's own protection o'er you. * I stood to tear the lying garb Which helped the hypocrite deceive you, To point you where, in majesty, The calm Truth waited to receive you. 1 Nor gave I gracious words alone ; My hands unto my heart bore witness ; My blessings grew to benefits, And wrought out Love through Labor's fitness. 4 The very current of my blood Ran so alight with helpful feeling, That men who thronged me in the crowd Blessed my unconscious gift of healing. 74 WniT-SUNDAY IN THE CHURCH. 1 1 loosed the shuddering heart from death, That on its pulse untimely presses ; Was careful ev'n lest men should faint Who followed me in wildernesses. 'My voice aroused the impotent, His limbs from fancied chains ungyving ; " Wait not for angels' help," I cried, " Arise, and strength shall follow striving. ' For humbled woman, too, I spake A word that saints had left unspoken, Bade her be judged as man is judged, And not a hand slims: forth its token. ' I would have brought so clear a light Between the slave and his oppressor, That straight the greater had become The loving guardian of the lesser. ' But when my righteous ire was roused, I taught no more by gracious fables ; I scourged the hireling from the shrine, And overthrew the merchants' tables. WHIT-SUXDAY IX THE CHURCH. 75 * When, sped of God, my fate drew nigh Along the flinty path of duty. Calmly I walked to welcome it, Though veiled in horror was its beauty. 1 1 followed it to triumph where The dull Sanhedrim held its sitting, To homage rendered by the scourge, To regal rites, through shame and spitting ; ' To where, by high and priestly right, Beyond all human force or malice, The golden ichor of my life Was offered from its virgin chalice. ' There my last earthward utterings Bequeathed my consciousness of heaven, As, in the heart of God, I saw, Dying, man's claim to be forgiven. 1 Men marked me by the earnest brow, The arms stretched wide, as blessing, shielding All, save the naked heart of Love, Its thrill to every sorrow yielding. 76 WHIT-SUNDAY IN THE CHURCH. ' What boots your incense to the tree In mine own fragrant body rooted ? For which of my brave human deeds Is your dead worship instituted ? 1 Think ye, in these portentous times Of wrath, and hate, and wild distraction, Christ dwells within a church that rests A comfortable, cold abstraction ? ' Think ye that here he sits at ease, And hears himself supremely lauded ? Seek him in less decorous haunts, Where backs are scourged and limbs are corded. ' He stands to view the feast of Life, Whose vials endless sobs are hushing, While wanton lips the vintage drink, Wrung from brave hearts by ruthless crushing. 1 Beside the peasant spent with toil, That sows his seed of life, scarce feeding His group of famished little ones, Whose joyless birth has hopeless breeding. WHIT-SUNDAY IN THE CHURCH. 77 ' Or near that deadlier tainted crew, Whose painful looms provide you raiment, Who suffer hell to clothe the world, And have their nakedness in payment. * He stands where earnest minds assert God's law against a creed dogmatic, And from dead symbols free the truth Of which they once were emblematic. ' He is where patriots pine in cells, To felons chained, or faint and gory Ascend the scaffold steps, to leave Their children's heritage of glory. * He is where men of fire-touched lips Tell, to astonished congregations, The infamies that prop a crown, And paint in blood the wrongs of nations. * He cries : " On, brethren ! draw the sword ; Loose the bold tongue and pen, unfearing; The weakness of our human flesh Is ransomed by your persevering ! " 78 WniT-SUNDAY IN THE CHURCH. J 'Twas for the multitude I bled, Not for the greatest, richest, whitest ; My very cheek, thou knout-armed Russ, Takes color from the cheek thou smitest ; • i My very heart, most Christian prince, Wakes sullen Spielberg with its sighing ; My very mother, childless, weeps Above those brave young Lombards dying. * My very child, since children mark The earthward ripening of our nature, Is sold in yonder negro babe, That ne'er shall know its father's feature. ' The pang of Judas' deadly sin, Of Peter's cowardly forsaking, Was less than that of Christian stripes, That wake my wounds to hourly aching. ' And when I, passing, see inscribed My name upon some costly building, Whose deep aisles open up to shrines Splendent with purple and with gilding ; WHIT-SUNDAY IN Tllli CHURCH. 79 * Where pampered priests, with bell and book, A simulation make of praying, While the poor, ever-cheated, wait, Heart-sick with hope, on my delaying ; 1 1 think upon those mocking men Who call me Monarch, to deride me ; Think, they who gave the robe of pride Were ever they that crucified me.' 80 THE MILL-STREAM. A Millee wanted a mill-stream, A mild, efficient brook, To help him to his living, in Some snug and shady nook. But our Miller had a brilliant taste, A love of flash and spray ; And so, the stream that charmed him most Was that of brightest play. It wore a quiet look, at times, And steady seemed, and still ; But when its quicker depths were stirred, Wow ! but it wrought its will. THE MILL-STREAM. 81 And men bad tried to bridle it By artifice and force ; But madness from its rising grew, And all alonsr its course. Twas on a sultry summer's day, The Miller chanced to stop Where it invited to ' look in And take a friendly drop.' Coiffed with long wreaths of crimson weed, Veiled by a passing cloud, It looked a novice of the woods That dares not speak aloud. Said he : ' I never met a stream More beautiful and bland, 'Twill gain my bread, and bless it too, So here my mill shall stand.' And ere the summer's glow had passed, Or crimson flowers did fade, The Miller measured out his ground, And his foundation laid. 6 82 THE MILL-STREAM. The Miller toiled with might and main, Builded with thought and care ; And when the Spring broke up the ice, The water-wheel stood there. Like a frolic maiden come from school, The stream looked out anew ; And the happy Miller bowing, said, ' Nov/ turn my mill-wheel, do ! ' 'Your mill-wheel ? ' cried the naughty Nymph, i That would, indeed, be fine ! You have your business, I suppose ; Learn, too, that I have mine.' ' What better business can you have Than turn this wheel for me ? ' Leaping and laughing, the wild thing cried, 1 Follow, and you may see.' The Miller trudged with measured pace, As Reason follows Rhyme, And saw his mill-stream run to waste In the very teeth of time. THE MILL-STREAM. 83 ' 'Fore heaven ! ' lie swore, ' since thou'rt perverse, I've hit upon a plan ; A dam shall stay thine outward course, And then, break out who can.' So he built a dam of wood and stone, Not sparing in the cost, ' For,' thought our friend, ' this water-power Must not be lightly lost.' 1 What ! will you force me ? ' said the sprite ; 1 You shall not find it gain ; ' So, with a flash, a dash, a crash, She made her way amain. Then, freeing all her pent-up soul, She rushed in frantic race, And fragments of the Miller's work Threw in the Miller's face. The good man built his dam again, More stoutly than before ; He flung no challenge to the foe, But an oath he inly swore : 84 THE MILL-STREAM. 1 Thou seest resistance is in vain, So yield with better grace.' And the water sluices turned the stream To its appointed place. ' Aha ! I've conquered now ! ' quoth he, For the water-fury bold Was still an instant, ere she rose In wrath and power fourfold. With roar, and rush, and massive sweep She cleared the shameful bound, And flung to utterness of waste The Miller and his mound. S5 BEHIND THE VEIL. The secret of man's life disclosed Would cause him strange confusion, Should God the cloud of fear remove, Or veil of sweet illusion. No maiden sees aright the faults Or merits of her lover ; No sick man guesses if 'twere best To die, or to recover. The miser dreams not that his wealth Is dead, as soon as buried ; Nor knows the bard who sings away Life's treasures, real and varied. 86 BEHIND THE VEIL. The tree-root lies too deep for sight, The well-source for our plummet, And heavenward fount and palm defy Our scanning of their summit. Whether a present grief ye weep, Or yet untasted blisses, Look for the balm that comes with tears, The bane that lurks in kisses. We may reap dear delight from wrongs, Regret from things most pleasant ; Foes may confess us when we're gone, And friends deny us present. And that high suffering which we dread A higher joy discloses ; Men saw the thorns on Jesu's brow, But angels saw the roses. 87 CORRESPONDENCE. May I turn my musings to thee In my wintry loneliness ? May my straggling measure woo thee, May my deeper thought pursue thee, Till thy sunlight, striking through me, Pause to fertilize and bless ? Could I follow once this yearning, Thoughts with thee to interweave, Thou woaldst give me gentle learning, Quick divining, deep discerning, Counsel for the darkest turning That the Fates unlettered leave. I, methinks, could speak, unfearing Fault or blemish to unfold, Blots, the soul's deep beauty blearing, Torturous scars, the frail heart searing In such wise and gracious hearing, Life's arcana may be told. 88 CORRESPONDENCE. Yet the wish can scarce embolden Timid thoughts to leave my breast ; Speech is silver, silence golden, Says the adage wise and olden — I to thee am so beholden, I must give thee which is best. Didst thou ever model slightly Plastic images of clay, Touched with grace and feeling sprightly That a moment might delight thee, Not too good or precious rightly To unmake and throw away ? Hast thou ever paused, despairing, At a block of Parian stone ? Life and form within thee bearing, Dreams of Godlike beauty sharing, Dimly hoping, faintly daring To develop the unknown ? With the powers immortal vying, Like an infant armed with fate, Not a blossom born for dying, Not a song that ends with sighing, But a presence, Time-defying, Thou conceivest, to create. CORRESPONDENCE. 89 Not to bear ignoble traces Hath this mountain crystal grown, But that all celestial graces, Shining out through marble faces, Should make glad Earth's lonely places With a glory of their own. Friendships fragile and diurnal I have wrought me in my time, Out of sympathies most vernal, Dreams that charm Life's childish journal, Images of loves eternal Broken in the play of Time. But these gifts of Nature's lending We should hold to permanence ; Loftier growths, more nearly bending, Heart more nobly heart befriending, Eyes that in their deepest blending Cannot lose their heavenward glance. Fate's pure marble lies so whitely, Formlessly, between us cast, I have wrought and studied slightly — Thou who knowest all things rightly, From my heart's love, but not lightly, Mould a Friendship that shall last. 90 MOTHER MIND. I never made a poem, dear friend — I never sat me down, and said, This cunning brain and patient hand Shall fashion something to be read. Men often came to me, and prayed I should indite a fitting verse For fast, or festival, or in Some stately pageant to rehearse. (As if, than Balaam more endowed, I of myself could bless or curse.) Reluctantly I bade them go, Ungladdened by my poet-mite ; My heart is not so churlish but It loves to minister delight. MOTHER MIND. 91 But not a word I breathe is mine To sing in praise of man or God ; My Master calls at noon or night ; I know his whisper and his nod. Yet all my thoughts to rhythms run, To rhyme my wisdom and my wit ; True, I consume my life in verse : But wouldst thou know how that is writ ? 'Tis thus — through weary length of days, I bear a thought within my breast That greatens from my growth of soul, And waits, and will not be expressed. It greatens till its hour has come ; Not without pain it sees the light ; 'Twixt smiles and tears I view it o'er, And dare not deem it perfect, quite. These children of my soul I keep "Where scarce a mortal man may see Yet not unconsecrate, dear friend, Baptismal rites they claim of thee. THOUGHTS AT THE GRAVE OF ELOISA AND ABELARD, IN PERE LA CHAISE. Fair saint of passion, placidly reclining, Thy glowing breast contained in marble death, While Love's soft planet on thy brow is shining, A sister heart to thine would lend its breath. 'Tis with a thrill of joy I see beside thee The form that might not pass the Convent grate, And gather, that the happiness denied thee On earth makes blessed thine immortal state. Not as Love's votary do I invoke thee, Nor as the glorious Sybil of despair ; But as the Nun, when deeper voices w r oke thee From thy wild fever-dream to toil and prayer. THOUGHTS. 93 I question not of thy young days of rapture, That earliest thrill fond maidens dare not name, The frantic, wild pursuit, the daring capture, The bloom that veiled the bitter fruit of shame, The gentle strife that masked thy gentler yielding, The magic words at which thy virtue fell, Thy woman's heart, adoring, blessing, shielding, Pardoned for loving, that it loved so well ; Delights of Love, transcending human measure, Too tender, too sublime for human worth ; And then, the weeping o'er thy ruined treasure, In which thy heart poured all its pulses forth. This was, and is not — at the altar kneeling, In the world's widow-weeds, I see thee now ; The bitter glancing of a smile revealing The anguish of the suicidal vow. And here begins to mine thy spirit's mission : How fared it with thee in thy cloister cell ? Did heaven console thee with its dreams Elysian? Or felt thy plundered heart the flames of hell ? 94 THOUGHTS. When thy first force of agony went from thee, And left thee stunned and swooning, faint and dull, How did thy garb of holiness become thee ? "Was it ennobling? was it weariful? The saints who were thy refuge, grew they vengeful ? Or smiled they mournfully on thy retreat ? Hadst thou repose after a fate so changeful ? Did God's dear love make expiation sweet ? Say, did that soul of temper so elastic, Like a bent bow, of its own tension break? Or did the Chaos of thy thoughts grow plastic, And from the hand divine new moulding take ? For it was long — through many a tedious morrow Thy wildered mind its task austere pursued, Scourged on by Conscience, driven back by Sorrow, A Queen of Phantoms, ruling Solitude. At length replied to me that wondrous woman, "With the soft starlight flitting o'er her brow : 1 Thou know'st my love and grief were superhuman So is my rapture ; I possess him now. THOUGHTS. 9,5 1 What was, I cannot tell — thou know'st our story, Know'st how we stole God's treasure from on high ; Without heaven's virtue we had heaven's glory ; Too justly our delights were doomed to die. ; Intense as were our blisses, ev'n so painful The keen privation it was ours to share ; All states, all places, barren proved and baneful ; Dead stones grew pitiful at our despair ; ' Till, to the cloister's solitude repairing, Our feet the way of holier sorrows trod, Hid from each other, yet together sharing The labor of the Providence of God. 1 Often at -midnight, on the cold stone lying, My passionate sobs have rent the passive air, While my crisped fingers clutched the pavement, trying To hold him fast, as he had still been there. * I called, I shrieked, till my spent breath came faintly ; I sank in pain Christ's martyrs could not bear ; Then dreamed I saw him, beautiful and saintly, As his far Convent tolled the hour of prayer. 96 THOUGHTS. 4 Solemn and deep that vision of reunion — He passed in robe, and cowl, and sandalled feet ; But our dissevered lips held no communion ; Our long-divorced glances could not meet. ' Then slowly, from that hunger of sensation, That rage for happiness, which makes it sin, I rose to calmer, wider contemplation, And knew the Holiest and his discipline. ' Oh thou who call'st on me ! if that thou bearest A wounded heart beneath thy woman's vest, If thou my mournful earthly fortune sharest, Share the high hopes that calmed my fevered breast. * Not vainly do I boast Religion's power ; Faith dawned upon the eyes with Sorrow dim; I toiled and trusted, till there came an hour That saw me sleep in God, and wake with him. ' Seek comfort thus for all life's painful losing; Compel from Sorrow merit and reward ; And sometimes wile a mournful hour in musing How Eloi'sa loved her Abelard.' Tllol GHTS. 97 * Tlic voice fled heav'nward ere its spell was broken — I stretched a tremulous hand within the grate, And bore away a ravished rose, in token Of woman's highest love and hardest fate. 98 SYBIL. Your head is wild with books, Sybil, But your heart is good and kind — I feel a new contentment near you, A pleasure of the mind. Glad should I be to sit beside you, And let long hours glide by, Reading, through all your sweet narrations, The language of your eye. Since the maternal saint I worshipped Did look and love her last, No woman o'er my wayward spirit Such gentle spell has cast. SYBIL. 09 Oil ! tell nie of your varied fortunes, For you know not from your face Looks out strange sadness, lit with rapture, And melancholy grace. You are a gem, whose native brilliance Could never wholly reign ; An opal, whose prismatic fire A white cloud doth restrain. And thus the mood to which you move me Is never perfect, quite ; 'Tis pity, wonderment, and pleasure, Opacity and light. Bear me then in your presence, Sybil, And leave your hand in mine ; For, though human be my nature, You've made it half divine. 100 THE HEART'S ASTRONOMY. This evening, as the twilight fell, My younger children watched for me ; Like cherubs in the window framed, I saw the smiling group of three. While round and round the house I trudged, Intent to walk a weary mile, Oft as I passed within their range, The little things would beck and smile. They watched me, as Astronomers, Whose business lies in heaven afar, Await, beside the slanting glass, The re-appearance of a star. THE HEART'S A.STROXOMT. 101 Not so, not so. my pretty ones, Seek stars in yonder cloudless sky ; But mark no steadfast path for me, A comet dire and strange am I. Now to the Inmost spheres of light Lifted, my wondering soul dilates ; Now, dropped in endless depth of night, My hope God's slow recall awaits. Among the shining I have shone, Among the blessing have been blest ; Then wearying years have held me bound Where darkness deadness jxives, not rest. Between extremes distraught and rent, I question not the way I go ; Who made me, gave it me, I deem. Thus to aspire, to languish so. But Comets, too, have holy laws. Their fiery sinews to restrain, And from their outmost wanderings Are drawn to heaven's dear heart again. 102 the heart's astronomy. And ye, beloved ones, when ye know What wild, erratic natures are, Pray that the laws of heavenly force Would help and guide the Mother star. 103 A CHILD'S EXCUSE. If that I lay my hand upon thine arm, Detaining thee, be not impatient, friend ! 'Tis that thou journeyest, bearing regal gifts, And I, a beggar, bid thee stand and lend. Half for myself I ask thy thoughts of thee, And holy words, that quicken and reprove ; Half that my grateful soul may render back The seed of wisdom in the growth of love. Why thou canst give, and I receive, a boon So blest and blessing, 'tis not mine to tell : Thou art a free-born creature — light and air From thee the dungeon-glooms of Life dispel. 104 a child's excuse. That heavenly Art has formed thee thus, I thank Goodness and Wisdom endless — that to me Thou art a herald of delight and hope, I feel deep joy in thanking only thee. I am but wearing out my feeble hours — Linger thou long in Manhood's golden prime ! I pass, Life's bankrupt, to eternity ; Stay thou to reap th' inheritance of Time. But even as now my spirit rises up, And, bounding, brings its welcome to thine heart, Thus, when thou, too, shalt cross the icy stream, I shall feel heavenly virtue where thou art. And if the lowliest tenant I may be Of the high precincts of an angel's home, My mates, some day, shall mark a sudden joy Transfigure one who cries : ' My brother's come ! ' 105 THE ROYAL GUEST. They tell me I am shrewd with other men, With thee I'm slow and difficult of speech ; With others I may guide the car of talk, Thou wing'st it oft to realms beyond my reach. If other guests should come, I'd deck my hair, And choose my newest garment from the shelf ; When thou art bidden, I would clothe my heart With holiest purpose, as for God himself. For them, I wile the hours with tale or song, Or web of fancy, fringed with careless rhyme ; But how to find a fitting lay for thee, Who hast the harmonies of every time ? 106 THE ROYAL GUEST. Oh friend beloved ! I sit apart and dumb, Sometimes in sorrow, oft in joy divine ; My lip will falter, but my prisoned heart Springs forth to measure its faint pulse with thine. Thou art to me most like a royal guest Whose travels bring him to some lowly roof Where simple rustics spread their festal fare, And, blushing, own it is not good enough. Bethink thee, then, whene'er thou com'st to me From high emprise and noble toil to rest, My thoughts are weak and trivial matched with thine ; But the poor mansion offers thee its best. 107 MY LAST DANCE. The shell of objects inwardly consumed Will stand till some convulsive wind awakes ; Such sense hath Fire to waste the heart of things, Nature such love to hold the form she makes. Thus wasted joys will show their early bloom. Yet crumble at the breath of a caress ; The golden fruitage hides the scathed bough ; Snatch it, thou scatterest wide its emptiness. For pleasure bidden, I went forth last night To where, thick hung, the festal torches gleamed ; Here were the flowers, the music, as of old ; Almost the very olden time it seemed. 108 MY LAST DANCE. For one with cheek unfaded (though he brings My buried brothers to me in his look) Said, ; Will you dance ? ' At the accustomed words I gave my hand, the old position took. Sound, gladsome measure ! at whose bidding once I felt the flush of pleasure to my brow, While my soul shook the burthen of the flesh, And in its young pride said, * Lie lightly, thou ! ' Then, like a gallant swimmer, flinging high My breast against the golden waves of sound, I rode the madd'ning tumult of the dance, Mocking fatigue, that never could be found. Chide not — it was not vanity, nor sense, (The brutish scorn such vaporous delight,) But Nature, cadencing her joy of strength To the harmonious limits of her right. She gave her impulse to the dancing Hours, To winds that weep, to stars that noiseless turn ; She marked the measure rapid hearts must keep, Devised each pace that glancing feet should learn. MY LAST DANCE. 109 And sure, that prodigal o'erflow of life, Unvowed as yet to family or state, Sweet sounds, white garments, flowery coronals Make holy in the pageant of our fate. Sound, measure ! but to stir my heart no more — For, as I moved to join the dizzy race, My youth fell from me ; all its blooms were gone, And others showed them, smiling, in my face. Faintly I met the shock of circling forms Linked each to other, Fashion's galley-slaves, Dream-wondering, like an unaccustomed ghost That starts, surprised, to stumble over graves. For graves were 'neath my feet, whose placid masks Smiled out upon my folly mournfully, While all the host of the departed said, * Tread lightly — thou art ashes, even as we.* 110 MY SEA-WARD WINDOW. The sweet moon rules the east to-night, To show the sun she, too, can shine — From his forsaken cell of night She builds herself a jewelled shrine. From my lone window forth I look Where the grim headlands point to sea, And think how out between them passed The ship that bore my friend from me. A track of silvery splendor leads To where my straining sight was staid ; It might be there our two souls met, And tows of earnest import made. 3IY SEA-WARD WINDOW. Ill But then, the Autumn's noontide glow O'er the still sea stretched far and wide, While kneeling, watching from the cliffs, * My friend is dear to me ! ' I cried. My little children, dancing, cried, * Why do you kneel, and gaze so far ? ' ' I kneel to bless my parting friend, And even ye forgotten are.' And one might ask, l What boots this song, Sung lonely to yon wintry skies ? ' It leads me, by a holier light, Where Memory's solemn comfort lies. 112 AN APOLOGY FOR A WARM WORD SPOKEN. I spake, perhaps, too sharp a word For one bred up in modesty ; But base injustice, trivial scorn On honor heaped, had angered me. The smile of courtesy forsook These lips, so timid even for good ; While o'er the paleness of my brow Flashed, crimson, the indignant blood. Nor could I to the contest bring The trained weapon of the mind, Snatching from Reason's armory Such shafts as grief had left behind — AN APOLOGY. 113 Grief for the faltering of the Age, Grief for my country and my race, Grief to sit here with Christian men, That boast their want of Christian grace. I say not that the man I praise By that poor tribute stands more high ; I say not that the man I blame Be not of purer worth than I ; But when I move reluctant lips For holy Justice, human Right, The sacred cause I strive to plead Lends me its favor and its mi^ht. And I must argue from the faith Which gave the fervor of my youth, Or keep such silence as yon stars, That only look and live God's truth. 8 114 ENTBEHREN. On ! happy he who never held In trembling arms a form adored ! Oh ! happy he who never yet On worshipped lips love's kisses poured ! Though, worn in weary ways of thought, Thy lonely soul eat pilgrim-bread ; Though smiling Beauty in thy path Her banquet of delights should spread, And bare to thee her rosy breast, And pour for thee the golden wine That throngs thy brain with visions blest, Each than the last more inly thine ; ENTBEHREN. 115 'Tis but the phantom of an hour That fades before thy waking glance, And not that high ideal of thought Which forms the bounds of hope and chance. Bind not the giant of the soul By bootless vows to wear a chain, Whose narrow fetters, pressing close, Its nobler growth shall rend in twain. The Infinite, that sees us thus Mould its transcendent form in clay, Tramples our idol into dust, And we afresh must seek and pray. And thou shalt suffer to be free, But most shalt suffer to be bound ; Pour, then, the cup of thy desire An offering upon holy ground. 116 COQUETTE ET FROIDE. What is thy thought of me? "What is thy feeling ? Lov'st thou the veil of sense, Or its revealing? Leav'st thou the maiden rose Drooping and blushing ? Or rend'st its bosom with Kissing and crushing ? I would be beautiful, That thou should'st woo me ; Gentle, delightsome, but To draw thee to me. COQUETTE ET FROIDE. 117 Yet, should thy longing eye Ever caress me, And quickened Fantasy Only possess me, Thus thy heart's highest need Long would I cherish, Lest its more trivial wish Pall, and then perish. Would that Love's fond pursuit Were crowned never, Or that his virgin kiss Lasted for ever ! 118 COQUETTE ET TENDRE. To mine arm so closely clinging, Looking, lingering in mine eyes ; Say, what hidden thought is bringing Change of cheek and smothered sighs ? Oft I think thine hands caress me With each object that they yield, And the glances that repress me Sidelong lure me to the field. Dost thou own a secret pleasure When our thoughts half-uttered meet ? And what calculations measure These, thy tactics of retreat ? COQUETTE ET TENDRE. ll'J Seeking, still tliou seein'st to shun me ; Turning hence, our looks still blend ; Waste no further spell upon me — Come — what would'st thou of thy friend ? Not too deeply would I task thee, Censure none thy woman's art ; Ask thyself the things I ask thee ; Fathom thine own doubtinsr heart. ANSWER, 'Tis a trick of ancient learning Riper age effaceth not ; Youth's warm impulses returning, Sage-eyed prudence is forgot. Ere I knew life's sober meaning, Nature taught me simple wiles, Gave this color, rising, waning, Gave these shadows, deepening smiles 120 COQUETTE ET TENDRE. More she taught me, sighing, singing, Taught me free to think and move, Taught this fond, instinctive clinging To the helpful arm of love. If there's evil in my bosom, Aid thou me to keep it down ; Show the worm within the blossom, I, like thee, will shrink and frown. Is our jesting, then, so fateful ? I'll be colder, if I must ; Do not chide that I am grateful, Dare not mock my childish trust. 121 GRETCIIEN TO GOETHE. Nickt kilssen, cs ist so rauli, aber liebcn, wo's moglich. ist. Nay, unhand me, gentle stranger ; For my stainless maidenhood Bodes me some unproven danger From a kiss abrupt and rude. Well I know thou'rt far above me ; Genius gives thee rank divine ; But if thou wilt purely love me, All my grateful heart is thine. 122 STANZAS. Acres of rose-garden swell the slopes of Persia, And the blushing summer binds from them her hair In her veil star-spangled, in her saffron vesture, Roses still she gathers, still scatters everywhere. Roses, many-gathered, yield one drop of attar, Fullest concentration and faintness of delight ; This the winter treasures, breath of Beauty frozen, Soul of sense that summons lost Summer back to sight. Poets thus that fiing us lavish growth of blossoms Gift us with their Summer, perishing ere they ; They who press life's secret from its pleasures, leave us Ravishment unfading, a joy of joys for aye. 123 OEOZ. He was — from out the primal darkness The glancing of his armor shone, From depth to depth his starry traces Throughout the great abyss were strown. He was — ere there was one to worship, Ere spirit into matter came, Ere heart had fainted at his greatness, Ere tongue had trembled with his name. He was — and human souls came gifted "With this great thought, their dower of birth ; And men in childish fashion cherished Some symbol that was God on earth. 124: eEos. He was — the upper air contained him, The sunlight was his smile of grace ; In wrath he gathered clouds about him, And loosed the thunder for its race. lie was — prophetic spirits sought him At isolated mountain shrines ; His breathing lit volcanic fires, His whisper stirred the sombre pines. He was — men writ his deeds in fables, Priests in his name ruled well or ill ; Their best of knowledge could but give him The Sovran Deity of will. He was — through thoughts and things chaotic, Through doubt and dreaming, ever new, Through creed profane and impious temple Still strangely out of man he grew. He was — o'er human thought and impulse Brooding, till that untrammelled sea Set to the golden tide of duty, The law of Nature's majesty. eEos. 125 Still must thou brood, auspicious Power ! A tenderer, deeper spell we crave ; A holy harmony must gather The billowy Being, wave to wave. Not pounding precepts dry and dusty, Like schoolmen wrangling in a gown, Came those, whom to our grateful knowledge The ages reverentlv hand down. The tasks they wrought were tasks Titanic ; "With strength proportioned to our need, With mighty sweep of line and plummet, Thev laid the basis of our creed. From high-strung thought to high-nerved action, Or through the painfulness of art, Or depth of saintliness outshining, They grew, the heroes of the heart. The Prophet on the flaming mountain, The Sage in Learning's leafy grove, The Sybil in her awful beauty. Waited the birth serene of Love. 126 €> E °2- Then Love appeared, the hope of ages, Love, sad and strong, with bleeding brow, Wide-wandering as the fertile waters, Asking of Earth : ' Why weepest thou ? ' He came ; and men, beneath his urging, Ko more in doubt and darkness strode, But dared one valorous leap to Heaven, Brought thence Divineness, conquered God. 127 PHILOSOPII-MASTER AND POET-ASTER. When I and Theologus cannot agree, Should I give up the point, pray you, or lie ? Shall I out-hector him, stubborn and horrid, Glowing brick-scarlet from bosom to forehead ? Give womanly malice for masculine scorn ? Render sharpness for roughness, and needle for thorn ? Shall I, whose domain is poetical-quizzical, And he, who affects the concrete-metaphysical, Degrade the high hobbies that carry us far (We're well-mounted, both) to the broomstick of war ? Or were it not better, for peace and digestion, Serenely to rest in the previous question ? "Where-unto shall I liken Theologus, And myself, unto him not homologous ? I am a fairy that gives little feasts To pitiful, witiful birdlings and beasts, To birds that will sing, and to beasts that will roar, To pay for their supper, and ask nothing more. 128 PIIILOSOril-MASTER AND POET-ASTER. When Theo is good, I delight to delight him, And so to my whimsical banquet invite him ; But, once seated there, how he lays down the law With a sweep of his mild and magnificent paw ! He don't enter into my dishes of trifle Any more than a bomb in the bore of a rifle ; Or if he does enter, he puts his foot in it, And marvels of frostwork sink down in a minute. If I venture to call for the sparkling Sillery, He serves me a salvo of heavy artillery ; Or I offer some sweet thing : ' I made it myself — He pushes the rubbish, and smashes the delf — My terrified guests sit in silence around, Their eyes wide with wonder, or fixed on the ground ; They leave at the earliest signal, that day, The Thund'rer has frightened the Muses away. Where-unto shall I liken Theologus, Planning attacks and preparing socdologers ? Saving the perilous soul of the nation By holiest, wholesomest vituperation. He is a Vulcan, concede me that, prithee, Forging old ploughshares to swords in his smithy ; Heating, and beating, and hammering out, Dealing huge blows and wild sparkles about. I, as a vagabond minstrel, appear At the smoke-darkened door, and begin : ' Vulcan, dear, PHILOSOPH-MASTER AND POET-ASTER. 129 Give over your murderous toil for an hour, And yield your rude senses to Music's soft power. I'll peal you a war-song, of foray and fight — I'll lisp you a love-song, a song of delight — I'll sing you all songs and all measures I know, Dear Savage, if you'll leave off hammering so ! So I choose me a song, not superfluously wordy, And wind up my wandering hurdy-gurdy. Kling-klang goes the forge, toodle-lootle go I; The blows cleave the anvil, the music the sky ; The full tides of harmony rise and outpour ; If ' Music have charms,' he is savage no more. But as warble brings warble, so crash follows crash — I see his brow steam in the heat and the flash ; Kling-klang, whing-whang ! he strikes faster and faster : I am silent ; he cries out : * Acknowledge your Master ! ' Oh yes ! you are foremost at that, if you will, If a triumph of noise be a triumph of skill ; But downward comes hammering, upward goes song ; To this sturdy muscles, to that wings belong. Where-unto shall my fancy compare him ? How find a simile that shall declare him ? I am a jockey, starved, sweated to weight, And for love, not for money, ride wagers with Fate, 9 130 rHILO SOPH-MASTER AND POET-ASTER. Borrowing a gallop, as oft as I'm able, From a certain winged steed of Apollo's own stable. Now, when my competitor's distanced and blown, And I think the prize goblet is fairly mine own, Out starts from the road-side a creature tremendous, Of stride and proportion uncouthly stupendous, And, on this Phenomenon Paleontologous High-perched, who should sit but the doughty Theolo- gy ? The Hypogriff trembles ; I throb to the soul ; They pass, and are heralded first at the goal. Though my steed and myself seem a mouse and a spider Compared to that hugeness of beast and of rider, I try to pluck up some small remnant of courage, And at the rude victory make some demurrage. Theologus looks from his saddle sublime, Saying: ; Peace, feeble nursling of music and rhyme — I was putting Leviathan through his great paces ; Farewell — we are off for the elephant races.' 131 MY LECTURE. A STUDY OF LIFE. Might I define the pleasure of existence, 'Twere threefold — effort, yielding, and resistance ; In each soft spasm of the thrilling nerves, In impulse, which for wide-spread action serves, I read, as Sages in the far Divine, At every point of life, a mystic trine. Hence joy of building up, and casting down, That fells a forest, fashions out a town ; Hence Music's twofold joy, in power that wrings Softest agreement from discordant strings, And in the gift to feel, through dead'ning years, Its heaven-lent passage to the source of tears. Hence joy of Sight, that pilgrim, wandering far To ask of JEther its remotest star ; 132. MY LECTURE. That turns from plains whose flowery growths invite, To rifle mountain-tops of new-fallen light; Nor can accept the bounty of the sun, But it untwists to seven his web of one. Hence joy of conquest, brutal in the rude, By gentler souls to gracious ends pursued. As savage creatures rush upon their prey, Men seize and hurl a brother man to clay. Could the same strength of will and arm avail To reconvulse with thought those features pale, Full many a murderer, past the heat of strife, Would, with his own, buy back the squandered life. Such power were rapture ! but the rigid corse Lies starkly, landmark of his wasted force. This pang remembering, learns th' unfashioned heart Justice and grace must rule the warrior's art. Soon waves the banner for some fancied good, And men take arms to rescue Holy Rood; Then single saintly martyrs burn or bleed To conquer in the conquest of their creed. Last, we apply us, taught of Day and Night, To emulate the victories of Light; Imperial countries win through gifts and smiles, Barbaric homage from unlettered isles ; MY LECTURE. 133 The world lies girdled with our kind intent, And "Wisdom grows our conquering element. This love hath subtlest forms, to such dim length Man feels along his own projected strength, To where, between blue air and ocean blue, lie weds the old Creation with the new. In Science, Manners, Art, one instinct guides, In all that glistering passes or abides ; To mould his soul in every outward thing, And dwell, a God, where he is born a King. Whether he weld his fetters on th' Ideal, Or chasten to sublimity the Real, lie writes on each fair wonder he doth frame, • This, by Creative will, from Chaos came ; ' And hangs this sentence on the Minster's door : 1 Thus I reach upward, till I learn to soar.' Xay, ev'n in Death he bends not to his doom ; His piteous spoil feigns splendor in the tomb ; His dauntless courage bridges o'er the sky, And darkly conquers immortality. Pass we to joy of contrast, the combined Kaleidoscopic working of the mind, Whose law lies deeper than our thoughts assume ; Since Fancy, sitting at her tireless loom 134 MY LECTURE. To weave soul-raiment of the thread of Fate, By Nature reads to pattern and to mate, And blends her bright and dark so cunningly, That one without the other could not be. Nature, that ministers to this delight, And consecrates our pleasure fo a right, True to her teaching, queenly souls will smile To mask themselves in beggar weeds awhile, While starving sinners Lazarus might deride Hug purple rags, and feed themselves on Pride. The eagle's wing outstrips the car of Morn ; The lark laughs back the eagle's flight to scorn. ' Soarest thou sunward ? here I poise and sing, And set the heart of heaven a-fluttering.' As the dull mirror, leaden, shallow, cold, Must flush and teem with life it cannot hold ; As Echo utters, with unchanging cheek, Love's tenderest vow, or Passion's wildest shriek ; So minds, by trivial impulses controlled, Catch stern contagion from the nobler souled ; So heroes shudder, in high-hearted rest, To feel the Syren thrilling through their breast. Mark the wild flashes gloomy natures show, That heap Life's fuel for a moment's glow ; MY LECTURE. 135 Mark ev'n the sage's armor soothly bit By the chance arrow of an Idiot's wit. Delights to kindred pangs their sharpness owe, Dews to the desert, evergreens to snow. When wasted Life grows valueless and vain, Men needs must suffer to enjoy again. The rapture of a moment's rest, in pain ; The bitter pelting of the outside storm, That makes the heart of home so bright and warm ; The wounds of slanderous tongues, whose poison finds Such heavenly balm in sympathetic minds ; The strange intensity that buried loves Give to a friendship that yet lives and moves ; Youth grasping Age — Age clinging back to Youth; 'Tis thus we span th' opposing shores of truth, And Samson's riddles to all time belong : ' Meat from the eater, sweetness from the strong.' Woe, were these fostering hindrances removed ! With all we hated, gone were all we loved ; Vanished were Virtue, with the power to sin ; Will with necessity, that pent it in. Could the volcanic spirit burst aside Its crust of circumstance, and, rushing wide, Stoop o'er Creation with untrammelled right To conquer to its bounds of appetite, 136 MY LECTURE. A moment's power the effort's self would lend To rage with whitening fury, fuse and blend ; Then, conquered by the calm Infinity, It would disperse, diffuse, and cease to be. Too little in us the Creative rules ; Wildly we war with precepts and with schools That help us to high wants, but put aside Wishes that feed our solitary pride. The greatest labor for their master, Man ; Their loftiest deeds content him as they can. The few solve problems for the many's doubt ; The many bind the few to work them out. Best thoughts should rule in kingdom as in breast ; And God's compulsive working aids the best. 'Tis thus we keep our fragile house of clay, Where, let some slightest pressure fall away, The elemental powers make entrance straight, Rude victors now where they were slaves but late ; Ravage the mould and hue of heavenly art, Ev'n to the sacred chambers of the heart, And hold their revel in the veiled state Where Life's high sacrament was consecrate. Skilled to divide, as beasts to wound and tear, Each with true instinct singles out his share ; MY LECTURE. 137 Assimilative Nature claims the whole, And flashes back to God th' electric soul. Here end we seemingly — ■ if one would look Into our Fate's apocalyptic book, Head earnest Wisdom through Hope's orient glow, And construe that we wish by that we know, Let him give rapt attendance on the dream Of One * who builded by Earth's master-scheme Xew heavens, building out of soul, not sense, Not for the vulgar deed and recompense, But judging spirit-destinies by laws, Faultless as God, of tendency and cause ; If spirits live, then with close straining eyes Probing conviction through all mysteries. To have and hold the truth that underlies Man's claim of life transcending life, he brings, From deep analogy of human things, The inner marvel he had thought to find, Th' imperishable features of the mind ; Discerns a subtler current in the vein, A more transparent tissue in the brain, Till he can trace, a plan within a plan, The deep inherence of th' immortal Man, * Swedenborsr. 138 MY LECTURE. Maturing from the coarser element Until God's, holy seal of life be rent, When the rude matrix crumbles from the ore, And Soul may know what Sense had dreamed before. Oh ! dream of ages, promise of the morn, Solace of patient grief and tears forborne ; Oh ! sacred right of hope that Nature gave "When Earth's first darling fainted to the grave ; By thee the soul, from height of ecstasy, Projects its glory on Infinity. Thou hast thy promise in all things that are ; In gifts and powers for life too full and far ; In the winged Psyche of the chrysalid, That shows the angel in the human hid ; In odors and delights of Eastern skies, That well might deepen to soul-paradise ; But though all else may bode thee and reveal, Take from the Christ thy sanction and thy seal. His incense-balm of being and of breath Does but condense and concentrate in Death ; His holy grace of Nature still survives All mortal doom, to quicken holiest lives. Unchanged in form and countenance he moves, Full of the patience of his human loves ; MY LECTURE. 139 Tempers the fervent, animates the dull, Fosters with bosom-warmth the beautiful ; Upon the thoughtless, soft as angel wings, Lays his light hand, and deeper musing brings ; Stands in the path of Sorrow, till erewhile She must look up, and smile him back his smile. Earth's martyrs, rapturous, seek the ways he trod ; And lonely virgins, loving him, love God. Ev'n this, our mighty hope, too wide, too dim For creed or dogma, takes its shape in Him. (Thus speaks he from the endless morning dew :) * Behold me now, even as I walked with you. This presence, earnest, truthful, meek, august, "Was that ye loved, not that ye laid in dust. Doubt not, nor faint as at a phantom strange ; The death ye see is but the spasm of change — All forms are shadows, shadow-like pass by ; The love that is our Being cannot die.' 140 TRIBUTE TO A FAITHFUL SERVANT. Oh grief! that wring'st mine eyes with tears, Demand not from my lips a song ; That fated gift of early years I've loved too well, I've nursed too long. What boot my verses to the heart That breath of mine no more shall stir ? Where were the Piety of Art, If thou wert silent over her ? This was a maiden light of foot, Whose bloom and laughter, fresh and free, Flitted like sunshine in and out Among my little ones and me. TRIBUTE. 141 Hers was the power to quell and charm, The ready wit that children love ; The faithful breast, the shielding arm, Pillowed in sleep my tenderest dove. She played in all the nursery plays ; She ruled in all its little strife ; A thousand genial ways endeared Her presence to ray daily life. She ranged my hair with gem or flower ; Careful the festal draperies hung; Or plied her needle, hour for hour. In cadence with the song I sung. My highest joy she could not share, Nor fathom Sorrow's deep abyss ; For that she wore a smiling air ; She hung her head and pined for this. ' And she shall_Jive with me,' I said, 1 Till all my pretty ones be grown ; I'll give my girls my little maid. The gayest thing I call my own.' 142 TRIBUTE. Or else, methought, some farmer bold Should woo and win my gentle Lizzie, And I should stock her house fourfold, Be with her wedding blithely busy. But lo ! 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