i »#oy£yiy r« BiH SHI H ^ v ^ ■ . mm WBfml IfflKtSSi^ . :; IS ■ill FROM THE LIBRARY OF REV. LOUIS FITZGERALD BENSON. D. D, BEQUEATHED BY HIM TO THE LIBRARY OF PRINCETON THEOLOGICAL SEMINARY /VVY3 1?W&4^ ''O^Z- Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2012 with funding from Princeton Theological Seminary Library http://archive.org/details/inmemoOOfaga IN MEMORIA OF PlN.Vj^ > MAR ?6 1(V H A 5 election from the llocms ii FANNY FAGAN ["F." and "F. F."] .4 j kmtr so $mall That eljin foot might crush its fragrant life, Shall in the magic of a poet's breath Sway the dulled heart, and quicken with the dream That born and mingling with the forest bree~e Hid with cold starlight in the wild-fiower's cup — Till poet's icand evoked it back to life. — F. PHILADELPHIA: PUBLISHED FOR PRIVATE DISTRIBUTION. 1878. Not where I would, but where I may I choose, For things that Gratitude can never make ! These better things my heart cantiot refuse, I treasure deeply for pure Friendship's sake. TO THOSE WHO KNEW AND LOVED HER, AS A REMEMBRANCE OF THE WRITER, IS DEDICATED. What sJiall I say? in my heart words are springing Transcending all speech, and as deep as the sea ; All that is best in vie breathes in my singing, Binding forever your spirits to me. — F. Be not an ingrate in the Realm of Thought, Which girdles all below, — With daily wonders in thy pathway wrought, Wilt thou such claim forego? For thee, O Heart, that distant sunlight falls, By Heaven's impartial grace ; For thee lie crumbled all the granite walls That hide fair Nature' s face . Sighs unto sorrow, echoes for the hills, But deeper thoughts and free Be thine, O Heart — their singing else fit If Is No ministry to thee. — F. FANNY FAGAN. ^PO those who were well acquainted with the author of this volume, but little that is new to them can now be told — for mere poor words of eulogy seem but dimly to portray the innate goodness, that sincerity and graceful tenderness of character that combined to form the crown of a noble life of true womanliness. How warmly her friends were loved ; how cordial were her sympathies ; how ardently she felt for the cause of the weak and the oppressed, let her life as well as her words — faint echoes of it — speak. Fanny Fagan was from early girlhood a constant and ear- nest student, her reading covering a wide range in English Literature. But more especially did she delight in studying and analyzing works treating upon Theology, Philosophy, and the Sciences — a pleasurable task in which her father gave his loving guidance. Only, however, to those, who with sympa- thetic magnetism could draw aside the curtain of her quiet reserve, were unfolded the marked depth of thought, and the varied extent of her information. Through all her religious views ran that liberality of feeling, and the broad toleration " which comes with knowledge." I* v VI BIOGRAPHIC SKETCH. When the Civil war burst upon the country, and thousands of loyal hearts rushed to defend the Nation's life, not one among them felt more overpoweringly the great issues at stake than did the subject of this brief memoir: as, with so many other American families, her kindred in the old Revolutionary days had done their utmost with open hand and strong arm to succor and defend the cause of Independence — and had cheerfully borne losses of property and personal liberty as a resulting consequence. Memories of those olden times of battle, suffering, and pri- vation she had often heard related in the home circle — and her heart thrilled responsive to those recollections of the past, when the guns fired on Fort Sumter began the second war for Liberty. "Ah!" she said feelingly, her eyes filling with tears, " if I could only march with those gallant men who are pressing forward to defend my dear country." In her own earnest words — A woman, loving Freedom well, I only have the power of song : Nor wealth nor strength to aid the Right That makes a struggling Nation free ! The Spirit spoke : " If on thy sight Shines clear the light of Liberty, 'Thrice blest, while thousands sink with doubt, What means this sudden, strange distrust ? Canst fear to speak the message out, Sent straight from Heaven, to kindred dust?' D IOG RAPHIC SKETCH. Vll As the war went on, and the tide of alternate victory and defeat ebbed and flowed, her mind seemed a barometer of the Nation's hopes and fears, but firm with an unfaltering trust in the ultimate triumph of the Union arms. When, final- ly, Victory came, and with it Freedom was achieved, there was a woman's heart that felt "joy unutterable " with an intensity that only, such a nature can feel. The poetry of the writer has been published anonymously, or under one or both of her initials [" F." and " F. F."]. Two small volumes of poems " Something new for my Little Friends" and "Hymns for the Sunday-School," were so is- sued, but space in the present memorial volume will only allow that portion of her writings to be published which is now gathered together for the first time in book form. The author's fugitive pieces have been extensively copied throughout the country, many finding their way into music books and other works, while frequently the hymns have found quiet resting-places in the English and American Hymnals of the various denominations. For two or three years preceding Fanny Fagan's death, her strength had gradually failed, and she perceiving it, had antic- ipated death might come to her by the slow approaches of consumption. Not that death was feared ; no duty was neg- lected, no study interrupted, but in her writings there may be perceived that pathos which thoughts of our nearness to the Great Hereafter will often inspire. Early in January 1878, and on the eve of her last sickness, she wrote under the head of " Sanctification," and sent for Vlll D IOGRAPH/C SKETCH. publication, in the columns of " The Christian Register " of Boston, the following lines — the last her hand ever traced — and then the dear mind was lost in the delirium of sickness, so soon followed by her sudden death on the early morning of January 30th. The words seem to ring with that ecstatic buoyancy so often a prelude to the fatal attacks of disease. I cannot look upon His Face and live, Yet the dear Lord I see ; In thought, too deep for m<5rtal words to speak, He dwelleth here in me. I cannot look upon His Face and live, So faint I grow and weak : Yet by His life I live, and comfort draw, Nor other help I seek. The words I freely speak are mine no more ; His presence thrills in me : Old things have passed away ; I needs must soar And sing in Liberty ! CONTENTS. THOUGHTS ANT) FEELINGS. PAGE To John G. Whittier 1 5 Blessing the Crusaders *° Jerusalem 21 Life's Records 2 3 A Face 24 Charlotte Bronte 25 The Spirit of Beauty %7 Dreaming 29 Memories 3 2 Sympathy ' 33 Mary, a Sister of Charity 34 The Coral Reef 36 Thoughts of the Night 37 To a Cracked Mirror 39 Marshall's Falls 4 1 The Day-King 42 To Nature 47 Music 49 Dreamland 5 2 'Truth 55 Washington 57 Love's First Quarrel . 59 At Laurel Hill 6 1 Written on Christmas Day 64 True Fairies 65 ix CONTENTS. PAGE Courage 67 "Words are Idle" 09 A Thought Versified 7 2 Love's Equality 74 On the Death of an Infant 7" The Haunted House 7" In Memory of Charles Sumner 80 "POEMS OF THE WAR. The Summons 83 A Voice to the Nation 85 Knight of Truth and Liberty 89 The Alarm-Bell 9 1 In Memory of the Dead of the Second Louisiana Regiment ... 94 "Let there be Light" 95 Waiting 98 Angels of Mercy 99 "Peace" lOO The Land of the Free 103 Our Patriot Dead 105 Freedom's Martyr IOo Our Soldiers and Sailors 108 Welcome HO Gettysburg 112 Fruition II4 SONGS OF FREEDOM. "Break every Yoke" 121 Right 1 23 Riches • I2 5 The Nation's Manhood 1 26 Freedom I2 o Freedom's Voice '3° Free Men at Last *33 COX TEATS. XI (POEMS OF THE SPIRIT. PAGE My Spirit-Mother 1 37 Father 1 39 A Wish I4 1 Apostleship I4 2 The Higher Law 143 Faith 144 Influence 145 Angels 147 My Heritage 150 The Love of God 151 Ode 152 "And He that Seeth Me Seeth Him that Sent Me" 154 The Widow's Mite 1 55 Bethesda 156 Near to Us 1 57 E very-day Character 1 58 Anchorage 1 59 New Forces 160 My Thought l6l Compensation 1 62 The Flowers of Hope and Trust 1 63 The Inner Key 1 64 "The Grace of God" 1 66 The Invisibles Render us Happier 1 69 " Ring in the Christ that is to be" l"J2 Human Trust 1 74 Spirit 1 76 "God is Love" 1 77 By the Hudson 1 78 "Passed in Beauty" 1 79 Spirit Work 181 Ideals • 1 82 Unanswered 1 83 " All is Vanity" 1 85 Xll CONTENTS. PAGE Christ I°5 Slowly 1 86 Spheres ^"7 Immortality 1 88 "Lamp of the Sanctuary" 189 Stars 1 89 Light Ahead !9° Hereafter I9 1 God the Uncreated *9 2 Love Evermore 193 The Grand, Eternal Now. *94 "The Real Presence" 195 Revelation 19" Influx 197 Progress '9° Our Souls J 99 The Hidden Truth 200 At Sunset 201 To Lita 202 The Unseen World 2 °3 Divine Uses 2 °4 After Rain 204 Jesus 2 °5 True Thought and Deed 2 °7 Spiritual Life 20o Be Strong, O Soul ! 209 My Faith 211 To God the Father • 215 Hymn of the Children 217 Hymn 2l8 Friends Left Behind 219 Life Invisible 220 To a Spirit 221 The Wishing Gate 223 Dying 224 THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS. As a fair, frail dreain of beauty Rises softly over sleep, Shimmering silent through the darkness, Where sad eyes their watching keep, Bear big hope to hearts that, wasted, Could not feel the warmth of day, Touching waiting springs of being, Vibrant to a seraph's lay. So Thought and Feeling, 'neath the covering Of an earth-grown life long veiled, Shall escape to air and beauty, By angelic watchers hailed. — F. The Poet's life is twofold — all the rare And beautiful, with lowly things he claitus, And to the ceaseless music in his soul He sets their meaning — making more intense True spiritual power ; — then wrapt in genius' folds, In a deep niche, where all the world may gaze, He shrines them high and holy evermore. — F. To John G. Whittier. ON READING THE PROEM TO HIS POEMS. 1LOVE the old, melodious lays," By dreamy, careless poets sung, Imaginings of blissful days, When Hope was fresh, and Fancy young; A subtile sense of Beauty steals Thro' dusky years that roll between, No weary soul its care reveals, To mar the fresh and fairy scene, Where, floating on some sheltered lake, No cloud o'er its unruffled blue, The very echoes served to make A fainter music stealing through. 15 16 TO JOHN G. WHITTIER. Ah ! Poets of some fairer clime, Who hid the world's grief under flowers, And flung your gauntlet down to Time, And claimed these distant hearts of ours — We feel your grace, the soothing charm Distilled amid the woodlands fair, And, wrapt in some poetic calm, We own you blest — we name you rare. Enwrapt in beauty evermore, Fair children of a golden age, When Faith is tried, when hearts are sore, We wond'ring sigh — and shut the page. Then, kindling to a sudden heat, These hearts, that seemed so weak, so cold, Uplifting to our stronger feet, Speaks one true Poet, calm and bold ; No soothing flatt'rer, bending low Before the rulers of our land — His soul is clean — God made it so, His messages to understand. TO JOHN G. WHIT TIER. 1"/ No blazonry of courts nor kings Bring laurels gemmed with morning's dew ; The glory hid in common things, In common joys, his spirit knew. He speaks — grass grows where, scathed and bare, Lay buried some unspoken grief; The skies consoling aspects wear, And Love and Duty drop relief. He speaks — the lone Pariah turns, To meet a brother's pitying gaze — In holy wrath the wrong he burns, And points to Nature's tender ways. His Harp, set low to human needs, The Highest swept its vibrant wires; .The clangor of men's iron creeds Beneath its benison expires. Yes ! Prophet of that rugged shore, Thick-strowed with blossoms unto Heaven, A constant friend forevermore, To thee our reverent love be given ! B Blessing the Crusaders. THOUGHTS SUGGESTED BY THE PICTURE OF " PETER, THE HERMIT, BLESSING THE CRUSADERS." OH, mirage phantom of the past, That crazed the eager sight, Then faded in a desert vast, Amid the gloom of night — What madness lured the passionate crowd To waste their thoughts on thee? Thou Demon-tempter, whisp'ring loud Of things which could not be? 'Neath banners hands unclasped fronj prayer, So vainly strove to bless, Swords clashing on the dreamy air, Fraught with God's tenderness ; With souls, that by still fiercer crime, Hoped sanguine for release, They rushed — in mock'ry of that time — To serve the Prince of Peace ! iS BLESSING THE CRUSADERS. IQ J The shadow of their armor cold Cast blight upon the flowers, And chilled the germ of thoughts that fold A nobler life than ours ! The radiant virtues, never sought When passions wild have play, Neglected, jewels all un wrought, Tho' 'round their feet they lay; And for the humble Cross a shrine, Where countless idols poured Bright visions from a wealth-heaped mine, When votaries adored. The green and mystic veil that spread This hoary earth with grace, Thro' life-blood of uncounted dead, Wore a deep, guilty trace ! Oh scattered Army of the Good, That wage a noiseless strife, Ye great and silent multitude, That guard the paths of Life ; 20 BLESSING THE CRUSADERS. Unarmed — save by the simple shield Of Trust, that all inwrought With power — when steel would lose the field, Victorious light hath caught. If still ye lead in princely dress, Or toil in lowly cot, Beloved, or in a lone distress, Press on, and falter not ! If Earth hath, in some generous mood, Named loud her champions bold, Or dying, look in solitude, A holier blessing told; If trophies of a victory won O'er selfish pride are gained ; If, at the setting of the sun, No bitter scorn hath stained ; With spirits stronger than before, Press towards the heavenly goal, Where Peace shall reign forevermore, And Glory crown the whole ! Jerusalem. OH, waves of Time! that in your darkening flow Swept o'er proud temples, built against the skies, Strewed with white memories of th' undying dead — Roll back, and let your buried cities rise ! In vain the cry! but sudden, strangely traced On the heart's canvas, by an unseen hand, The pictures of those scenes so long effaced, Transport the dreamer to a distant land ! As, looking from a hill, I see the towers Of proud Jerusalem, and thro' the streets Life with its pageants and mysterious powers, The ceaseless miracle again repeats. And as a sad prophetic glory falls Thro' the deep clouds of sunset, o'er its pride, Melting to dreamland all within those walls, Where the clear voice of Truth was so denied — 21 22 JERUSALEM. Yon hoary Mount seems quickened by the foot Of Him who wept above the City's fate, Those passionate, burning tears, that, dropping mute, Hallowed the ground where His Disciples sate. Tears for the City that from its own heart Bore seeds of ruin to the spoilers' hand — For priceless jewels buried 'heath the mart, Or poured on idols of that fated land. Tears for the living death, whose lurid fire, Fed by its victims, cast a mocking glare, And shadows deep and strong — an unseen pyre, Blighting the outward glory gathered there. If from the myriad urns that mark Time's shore, The buried sorrows that for centuries slept Should quicken into life to thrill once more, 'T would shrink before the pathos — Jesus wept ! Life's Records. IN a niche of Time's gray castle, Carved out with wondrous skill, Stands a statue, on it written Records of thy life-long will. Trifles seeming, yet they gather, Silent, almost numberless, Till they mark each spotless folding Of the statue's mystic dress. Records of the thoughts that slumbered Quietly within thy breast, Deeds evoked in living tracery, Carved out fairly with the rest. With each word of heartfelt pity For another's cruel fate, Every longing aspiration To be true and nobly great. If the poor thou hast befriended, Or with brotherhood's right hand Led the erring to the pathway Tending to a purer land, 23 24 LIFE'S RECORDS. Though around thy humble forehead Glory's light hath never shone, Though thy spirit's light seems wav'ring, With new courage press thou on. Angel hands have traced the record Of thy simple word and deed, Angel faces bending o'er thee, Brighten as they onward read ! A Face. 1LOOK, with a curious sense of loss, To my outward eye, on a certain face, For under its beauty surged up the dross, And the rough waves told on its light and grace. Malice and Hate, like two slumbering snakes, Lurked out from their covert. The beauty's done; A thing of the past ! The True Soul makes Best radiance for me, and the highest one. Charlotte Bronte. DEAD, and the crowd that flattered and caressed her, With glance as bright on newer idols turned, Voices unchanged, nor tears, nor mourning vesture, Tread the same places where her genius burned. But eyes that only viewed through earnest story, Unnumbered hearts that felt the stirring power, Through tears that turned to render light her glory, Mourn for The Gifted ! Brief the triumph hour ! No costly monument is raised above her, With flatt'ring record of a thrilling name — Her childhood's grass grows there, but cannot cover The living spirit of her woman's fame! No dreamy light thro' old Italian palace Revealed soft pictures to her earnest gaze — The Real — a bitter drop within the chalice, And the mind's magic — then her changeless bays ! 3 25 26 CHARLOTTE BRONTE. Like a rare plant, 'neath Heaven's mysterious keeping. Amid the stunted trees of moorlands gray, While Nature on her dreary watch was sleeping, The flowers, unlooked for, blossomed into Day ! May the low chime that sounds to spirit-hearing, Ring softly in a requiem for her soul, That lived and listened, when, the mystery clearing, Revealed her portion in The Wondrous Whole. On the bleak winds that swept around her dwelling, The inspiration like a spirit came, And, while her heart with dull unrest was swelling, Fused its rich metal in a living flame. And her life's genius, waking from his slumbers, Dropped stars of thought around her lowly feet, Whisp'ring, " All life is cast in mystic numbers, Speak thy soul's prompting, make thy work complete ! " With strong, unquestioning faith, the spell upon her, She launched her vessel on the world's broad sea, Rich with strange treasures, and the pilot, Honor, Mooring it bravely where great ships should be ! The Spirit of Beauty. OH, scheming man, thro' blinding folds Of selfishness and care, Canst see the wonders Nature holds Within her hands so fair? In vain, upon some mountain height, With misty fields below, And sudden breaks of golden light That shimmer to and fro — In vain thou stand' st — the soulless gaze Sees not the magic thrown, Feels not the glory of those rays So foreign to its own. Not in the mystic depths above, Nor on the changing sea, Dwelleth the spirit of thy love, Oh, Seeker, wed to thee ; But in thine inmost heart — a power Transforming Earth to Heaven, 27 28 THE S P I R IT O F B E A U T Y. The poet thought, that bounteous dower To earnest natures given. There, in unspotted robes of peace, A simple, wond'rous power, When vainer thoughts the soul release, She holds her charmed hour. Oh, narrow heart, that holds the blighting creed, "That God is just, and human nature vile ! " Ignoring in thy thought the vital seed, Untouched by kindly sunshine all the while. What, though the garments consecrate to faith Sweep in humility the altar stair, And lowly prayers the meek believer saith Rise with thy mockery on the perfumed air ! Oh, wear, in mem'ry of thy own deep need, The charm of Faith, that will not be o'erthrown, And lo ! the beautiful in thought and deed, Evoked by good, shall spring to meet thine own ! Dreaming. IF, thro' the beauty of the starry skies, I fondly deem My soul grows purer 'neath a spirit's eyes, Still let me dream. If from the whirl of outer life I turn, Where deep and strange The secrets of a grander realm may burn, I would not change ! Enfolded 'neath the mist of dreaming eyes, May visions rest, Dropped by an angel flitting thro' the skies With tokens blest. If, through the sunlit arches of the wood, A deeper theme Than loftiest church may teach awakes to good, I still would dream ! 3* 29 3