[ S.lfMQ, ot Hw#t09i«| g r PRINCETON, N. J. R 722.32 . D68 A3 1898 Dowkontt , George D., 3-1909 . "Tell them"; or. The ct nr v of a medical 1842 c life .1 Shelf . Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2016 https://archive.org/details/tellthemorlifest00dowk_0 “TELL THEM” OR, THE LIFE STORY OF A MEDICAL MISSIONARY. By GEORGE D. DOWKONTT, M. D., Author of “ Murdered Millions v. Medical Missions,” *■ The Need of the Nations,” “ Forty Facts for Thought- ful Christians,” “A Summer’s Fishing on the Bowery,” etc.; Editor of The Medical Missionary Record. ILLUSTRATED. “ Tell them how great things the Lord hath done for thee,” Mark v: 19. NEW YORK : Office of the Medical Missionary Record, 21 East Forty-fifth Street. 1898. List of Illustrations. PA«E 1. Portrait of the Author, Frontispiece. 2. The Victor and the Vanquished 12 3. Earning a Shilling, 20 4. Saved by the “ Skin of His Teeth,” 30 5. A “ Three-Decker,” 38 6. We Three, . 50 7- Miss Weston, the Sailor’s Friend, 64 8. A Great Gathering on Board a Man-o’ -War, ... 68 9. Rev. Theodore L. Cuvier, D. D. 76 10. A Noble English Admiral, 82 11. Old Uncle Tom, of “ Uncle Tom’s Cabin,” ... 86 12. Dr. W. Burns-Thomson, 92 13. A Letter from Miss Weston, 102 14. A Liverpool Christian Merchant, 105 15 - A Trio of Old Friends in New York, 116 16. Roosevelt Street Medical Mission, 133 17. Mr. Heli Chatelain, the Africanist, 148 18. Dr. Summers, our First Student, 156 19. Students of the I. M. M. S. , 166 20. A Group of Six, 174 21. A Mother to the Motherless, 194 22. Two Little Ones, 196 23. The Great Physician, 212 24. Students of the I. M. M. S. (1S92), 227 25. A Letter from Dr. A. J. Gordon, 241 Copyrighted in the United States, 1898, by George D. Dowkontt. Printed in the United States. 4 Titles of Chapters. PAGE “ Ye Are My Witnesses,” (Introductory), .... 7 1. The Polish Lancer, • • 9 2. A Hairbreadth Escape, 13 3. Ups and Downs, 16 4. A Boy's First Prayer, 19 5. A Start in Business, 22 6. A Great Loss 26 7. On Board a Man-of-War; 29 8. The threat Change, 34 9. Darkness and Dawn, 39 10. First-Fruits, -43 11. First Friends, 4 ^ 12. A Marvellous Answer 5 1 13. Hindrances, -55 14. The Victim Victorious, 60 15. Miss Weston, the “One I.ady for the Navy,” . . 63 16. New Fields of Labor, 69 17. Flow the R. N. T. S. Was Started, 73 18. Two Memorable Gatherings, 77 19. The Arctic Expedition of 1875, 80 20. The R. N. T. S. Anniversary in 1897 83 21. Meeting with Uncle Tom; 87 22. Great Changes, 93 23. Providential Dealings, 98 24. Across the Atlantic, 101 25. In a Strange Land, 106 26. Just in Time 112 27. First Experiences in New York, 1 1 5 28. Discouragements and Deliverances, 121 29. A Silver D, 126 5 TITLES OF CHAPTERS. 30. Unexpected Visitors 13 1 31. Progress and Providence, . . ; 137 32. How the Rent Was Paid, ■ 14 1 33. Entertaining Angels, 146 34. Our First Student, 151 35. The Call of God 157 36. In Dark Africa, 162 37. Training Medical Missionaries, 167 38. A Terrible Trial, 173 39. A Chapter of Stirring Events, 178 40. A Wonderful Experience, 184 41. The Widow and the Fatherless, 188 42. Retribution, 192 43. A Trio of Cases, 1 97 44. Dead, but Alive Again, * . . 202 45. Trophies, 213 46. Life Lessons Learned, 219 47. The Great Conflict . . 224 48. What Satan Hates, 228 49. The Retrospect— Thanksgiving, 233 50. “ What Wilt Thou ?” 242 6 “ye are MY WITNESSES.” Introductory. “Ye Are My Witnesses.” After the “Legion” had been cast out of the demoniac at Gadara, Jesus said to him, “Go home to thy friends, and tell them how great things the Lord hath done for thee.” The people of Gadara had bade Christ depart from their coast, but He left them a preacher whose changed life and anointed lips should proclaim the fame of his Deliverer, and lead others to come to Him, and trust in Him, even as he himself had done. Testimony for God, begets faith in God. The invitation and testimony of the woman at the well of Samaria, “Come, see a man, who told me all things that ever I did,” led her neighbors to Christ. When returning from the well, they said to the woman, “Now we believe, not because of thy saying, for we have heard Him for ourselves, and know that this is indeed the Saviour of the world.” The first spark of their faith was kindled by her testimony, and that spark was fanned into a flame by their own experience. During the past few years several friends have urged the writer to publish some account of his experiences and deliverances by Divine interposition and aid. 7 "tell them.” Two things have caused some hesitancy in complying therewith; the one a natural shrink- ing from “telling all,” or much, of one’s own private life struggles; the other, a fear lest one should boast, or seem to, of self rather than of the Lord. With regard to the first objection, only pride or cowardice would suppress the truth; and with respect to the latter, well, if the poor beggar, who, in rags and penury, sought help from the King can boast, then can we. David wrote, “My soul shall make her boast in the Lord. The humble shall hear thereof and be glad.” Only the truly humble can and do rejoice in the success of others. Soon after the writer’s conversion in 1864, two books were read by him with very deep interest. r l he one was entitled “The Power of Prayer,” giving an account of the Fulton Street Noon Prayer Meeting, in New York, for the first five years,— 1857 to 1862. The other book was the life of George Muller, of Bristol, Eng- land. These books proved of the greatest value to the then young Christian, who read them, and who in turn now, after more than thirty years of experience, desires to tell how, “He helped” him, with the prayer that others may get hope and encouragement to “Seek and find,” to “Ask and receive.” George D. Dowkontt. New York, January 1st, I 8 g 8 . 8 THE POLISH LANCER. Chapter I. The Polish Lancer. As the bells in many cities chimed the hour of seven, on the evening of November 30, 1830, the people of Poland made the deter- mined attempt to free themselves from the thraldom of Russia, which history has record- ed and applauded with her iron pen. The Grand Duke Constantine, the Russian Governor of Poland, narrowly escaped with his life by jumping from a window in his palace, as his pursuers ascended the stairs; and many of his Imperial Guard were killed in the first blow of the revolution, which was so sudden and severe. The Poles had selected an hour when the cavalry would be off guard. and attending to their horses for the night, and the military stables were among the first places to be at- tacked. As the alarm assembly was sounded the soldiers endeavored to obey, but were shot dotvn as they sought to leave the stables; some few, however, managed to escape, and among them a young Pole of twenty years, who soon decided not to fiedrt against his kith and kin, but to join them. He did so, and was appointed to a regiment of Polish lancers, or- ganized by the patriot insurgents to fight for the deliverance of their country from Russian tyranny. This young soldier, who was made sergeant in the regiment, was my father, 9 ‘‘tell them.” The Poles, as the world knows, had to con- tend with great odds, and were largely out- numbered by their foes, in addition to their being poorly equipped generally; but history has told us how brave and heroic was the struggle which they made, while England and America vied with other countries in afford- ing the refugees an hospitable welcome to their shores. On one occasion, after a severe battle, in which the Poles were greatly outnumbered, a retreat was made by the revolutionists into and through a wood, the Russians encamping on the near side of it and the Poles on the other. Scouts were sent out by the latter to reconnoitre, and, if possible, pick up any wounded Poles who had “fallen by the way.” A sergeant, who was on this duty with two troopers, found himself unexpectedly at the edge of the wood on the Russian side, and close to a party of cossacks. fifteen in number, who were in the act of carrying off some wounded Poles, one of whom was an officer. Realizing that to attempt escape would mean death, he drew his sword, and, dashing for- ward, roared the word of command as if a regiment was behind him. This had the de- sired effect, for the cossacks dropped their prisoners and galloped off, only looking back in time to see three horses enter the wood with two men on each. Arriving in camp, the commander offered the sergeant (my father) his choice between a captaincy and a “Legion of Honor.” The latter was accepted in preference, with the re- mark that, “PromcTcm i more easily obtain- ed than honor." IO THE POLISH LANCER. Not long after this, however, he was taken prisoner and was being- driven to trial and death as a deserter in a covered military wagon, in charge of a Russian escort. Hav- ing to travel several miles, the latter had pro- vided themselves with some liquor, of which thev partook freely on the iourney, and be- came drunk. Watching his opportunity, their prisoner mingled some snuff with the liquor, which soon put the escort into a sound stupor. Providing himself with all that he needed, or thought he could carrv, he struck the driver a blow with the butt end of a rifle, and, as he fell, reined the horses quickly, sprang out and unhitching one horse, galloped away on it into a neighboring forest. Here he re- mained for some weeks, until the opportunity was afforded him to rejoin his comrades in arms, who warmly welcomed his return to their ranks. dashed away to die right.’ A HAIRBREADTH ESCAPE. Chapter II. A Hairbreadth Escape. Soon after this occurred his regiment was engaged in a hand-to-hand combat with some Russian cavalry when a large body of the enemy was observed hastening to strengthen their comrades. The Polish commander caused the retreat to be sounded, but those engaged “in the thick of the fight” failed to hear it, and presently discovered that a mere handful of them remained in the midst of the Russian forces. With a desperate effort my father succeed- ed in freeing himself and made a dash for liberty, but alas! a bullet struck his horse to the ground. At the same instant a Russian officer, dashing along, sabre in hand, aimed a blow at him as he stood expecting only to be trampled to death by the oncoming troops. As the sabre of the officer came whizzing through the air and struck the lancer beneath the chin he parried the blow with his lance, and dexterously thrust his assailant through. At the same instant he grasped the bridle of his assailant’s horse, and, leaping thereon, dashed away to the right and into the forest. Once more liberty was gained, but only with the prospect of a repetition of life in the forest and alone, with the painful accompaniment of two sword wounds. What the young lancer passed through during the following weeks and months can- J 3 “tell them.” not be written. His horse finally died, and, more dead than alive, his master came to the edge of the wood to watch for a kindly face which he might trust the owner of to deliver him from loneliness and death. At last a man, whose countenance seemed to indicate a possible friend, came along, and to him he confided his case. As the stranger assured the soldier of his sympathy with him, and of his willingness to take him to a great friend of the Poles, his heart beat with a pe- culiar joy. Arriving at a large house, the door was opened, and one glance served to show the work of a traitor, and revealed to my father the fact that he was “caught.” As he saw the uniforms of Russian soldiery with- in, his feelings may be better imagined than described. Being summoned before the officer in com- mand, he was briefly auestioned as to his name and place of birth. Doubtless other questions would have followed, but, to the astonishment of both the prisoner and his escort, the general bade the soldiers leave the prisoner with him. The soldiers having departed, the general asked one or two more auestions, and, falling upon the prisoner’s neck, with tears in his eyes, embraced him, exclaiming, “Can it really be that you are the son of my old playmate? I can never betray the son of my dear old friend.” The prisoner was soon after sent away, passport in hand, money in his pocket, and well clothed, to make his way to France, which country he reached, and, taking up his 14 A HAIRBREADTH ESCAPE. abode in Paris, remained there nearly two years. At the end of this time he made his way to London, and soon learned to make boots and shoes, in which calling he subse- quently excelled. In 1837 he married my mother, Miss Mary Oldfield, granddaughter of a former Ludgate Hill lapidary and goldsmith. The young couple went to work with a will, and soon es- tablished themselves in a comfortable home and business, and at the time the writer was born (April. 1843) they resided in what is now known as Queen’s Road, Bavswater, London.* * My father died in England, in September, 1893, in his eighty-fourth year. IS “tell them.” Chapter III. Ups and Downs. How many a bold and brave man, who has readily conquered his country’s foe on the field of battle, has been overcome by the in- sidious moral enemies which have assailed him. It was so with mv father. For the first few years of his married life he worked early and late to build up, as he succeeded in doing’, a prosperous business, and had among his regular customers several of the nobility of England. But, as sometimes happens, success was only the prelude to fail- ure. Being in a prosperous condition his com- pany was sought by some gamblers, to whom he became a ready, unsuspecting victim, until finally he lost all that he possessed, and saw himself, wife and four children turned into the street, with nothing in the world belonging to them but the clothing they wore. To see the various articles which husband and wife had labored so hard to obtain to fur- nish a “home” (most of which had either been the subject of mutual interest or of individual surprise and loving thoughtfulness of the other) ruthlessly torn away from their posses- sors is an experience none need desire to pass through, although it may not be fully under- stood without their doing so. There was but one door open in such a case, the so-called almshouse, and here the family 16 UPS AND DOWNS. of six had to take refuge for some weeks ere it was possible for its head to make a fresh start in life, a by no means easy task under such circumstances. To roll down a hill does not call for much effort or anything else; but to climb one, es- pecially after a fall, requires push, pluck and perseverance; and, even when possessing and exercising all of these, the task is not easily, if ever, fully performed; for, very seldom in- deed does a man reach as high a point again as that from which he fell. It was decided, after some weeks’ residence in the poorhouse, to leave that much-to-be dreaded and avoided institution, and to make a fresh start in life in earnest. The writer was about eleven years of age at this time and can still remember how he planned to do some wonderful things of which he ventured to tell his beloved mother, to cheer her up in the midst of her grief. In a single room, with very few articles of furniture, our family took up its abode. One day the writer’s heart was made glad by his being called by the proprietor of a chemist’s shop, or drug store, to go upon some messages or errands. This was increased considerably by his being asked, “Iiow would you like to come to work for me? I’ll give you four shillings ($i) a week to begin with.’’ Visions of what such a large amount, as it then seemed, would accomplish, and the thought of earning it all one’s self, rose up in the boyish mind and soon evoked the reply, “I’ll be pleased to co^". sir: but I’d like to ask mother first.” 17 “tell them.” Permission was readily obtained, and the young druggist soon became sufficiently pro- ficient to be able to serve Epsom salts in package, castor oil, etc. What a big four shilling's the first week’s wages seemed to the bov who had worked for them, and who soon ran home with some de- gree of pride as well as pleasure to give them to “mother.” About this time one of mv father’s former lady customers, who had not seen or known of him for some years, accidentally met him, and at once gave him an order for two dozen pairs of boots and shoes for herself, for, she said, “No one can make shoes to fit me but you.” After some months of struggle we removed to another part of London, and the first em- ployer was parted with, not without consider- able regret. The struggle up hill went on for some time; now things would brighten, and again the clouds would gather. One day, breakfast being finished, with it ended all supplies actual and probable, giving rise to the oft-repeated question, “Where is the next to come from?” A mother’s prayer again ascended for help to Him who never turned a deaf ear to anv earnest seeker for aid, and again the cry “Lord help me” was answered. Tr-ue, the answer seemed long in coming, but it came at last. *8 A boy’s first prayer. Chapter IV. A Boy’s First Prayer. The boy of twelve years left home that morning fully determined to bring' back some- thing before night. All that day he wandered up and down the streets of that great city, his clothes being too shabby, as he felt, to make it worth his while to apply for a “place” in some of the large and stylish shops. It was nearly dark, when, hungry and foot- sore, and ready to despair of securing any- thing, his ears caught the sound of a horse’s hoofs close to him, causing him to turn around, as the voice of the rider accosted him: “Here, boy, will you hold my horse?” “Yes, sir,” was the ready response, as the bridle was grasped. As the writer stood there on Regent street, holding that horse, he believes the first real prayer for help arose to God from his heart, and it was answered. Among the many things projected in his boyish mind w r as that of starting in the news business; not in any large way, of course, at first. He had often noticed the boys at Char- ing Cross, and elsewhere, selling the daily papers, and after thinking the matter over had concluded that, although it would be very hard for him to become a “newsboy,” and humbling as it might be to run the risk of meeting some of the friends of “better days,” still it was better to do that than nothing, and 19 “ The first real prayer for help arose to God.” A boy’s first prayer. so earn an honest living; and his prayer took shape accordingly. If he could but get six- pence, he would “start business” next dav, and this was what he needed and sought. An hour passed before the owner of the horse came out again. As he sprang into the saddle, he dropped something into the hand of the boy hostler, saying, “Here you are, my boy; sorry to have kept you so long,” and galloped off. It had become too dark to see what kind of coin lie had given, but it seemed too large tor a sixpence and too small for a halfpenny. Taking it to a shop window the light revealed A SILVER SHILLING. How much larger a coin appears when set in the frame of poverty and need! The question as to how to dispose of this important sum was quickly settled and acted upon. Entering a shop near by, the shilling was exchanged for two sixpences, one of which was invested in a loaf of bread, a small amount of tea and sugar, and a candle; and the other was carefully “pocketed” to “com- mence business” with next day. What joy that shilling caused! A supper for six with light to eat it by, and enough left to start in business. Truly if necessity is the mother of invention, poverty must be the father. Nothing was said about the plans for the next day, except an intimation, or assurance, that as God had provided for that day, Pie would for the next. “tell them.” Chapter V. A Start in Business. On the following’ morning the young news agent crept out of his bed on the floor, from the side of the other children, and stole out of the house unobserved, just after the church clock struck four. He had spent a considerable portion cf the night practising, at least mentally, and at times half aloud, the various titles of the pa- pers he hoped to sell. Arriving near Temple Bar, in the Strand, the sixpence was quickly exchanged for eight penny papers, which were soon sold and others bought. At this time ihere was a great demand for news, as the Crimean war was raging. By ten o’clock home was reached, and the consternation, anxiety and hunger of the fam- ily relieved by the production of two shillings, into which sum the sixpence had grown in six hours. General rejoicing followed the an- nouncement, made by the “business man” of twelve summers, that “Want shall be no more.” The following morning the writer was standing near Charing Cross trying to sell his papers, when a gentleman asked him how long he had been in that business, and ac- companied his question by a statement which seemed to be a reflection upon his manner of conducting it, viz.: “I don’t think you’ve been at it long.” 22 A START IN BUSINESS. After further inquiry regarding my home and parents he handed me his card, on which was inscribed, “Captain J. A. Sykes, H. M.’s 94th Regt.” Having written his address on the card, he said, “Call there at nine o’clock to-morrow morning, my boy, and I think I can give you some clothing which your moth- er may aiter for you.” When the recipient of the card called there the following morning he was astounded at the heap of things the captain gave him. Ic was almost impossible for him to carry them away. He succeeded, however, and, after sev- eral rests by the way, finally reached home, very tired, and had to obtain the help of his father to carry the huge bundle up stairs. When it was opened there appeared all sorts of clothing, the value of which was not less than fifty dollars. A mother’s fears led to close but kindly questioning, mingled with expressions of astonishment as to what could make an entire stranger so act towards a poor boy. The only explanation was found in one word — GOD. There was one member of the family whose joy Knew no bounds, as she saw the pile of garments heaped on the floor, and nodded her head by way of assent to the explanation given; it was my only sister Mary. She was four years my senior, but never once in her whole life, which lasted twenty- four years, did she know what it was to stand upon her feet and walk; never once was she able to raise her hand to give herself a mouth- ful of food; never once able to speak her own name, or that of “mother.” When yet an in- 23 “tell them.” fant a careless nurse allowed her to fall in such a manner as to induce complete paraly- sis. Blessed, however, with clear intelligence and a most patient and lovable disposition, she was a blessing, while yet a great burden, to her devoted mother and to us all. As a strong boy full of life and spirits, how she almost envied me and wished she could go out and work too, and help mother. But "God could help," and He had done so, and in this she rejoiced. Although unable to speak a single word distinctly, she was able to make certain peculiar sounds which were to her mother a language she alone understood. How much more bitter was the cup of af- fliction and trial we had passed through, and were still experiencing, with this dear sufferer among us, the reader may imagine, and yet, possibly she was the greatest helper of the family after all, and not her strong boy brother. Often when passing in front of the house in which we lived, in company with other boys, would I look up to the window to which she had been wheeled in her chair, when, turning to her mother, she would look upward and sav in language mother and the God of love understood, “I, too, will be able to run about up there.” Many years since have both Marys, mother and daughter, walked together the streets of Paradise. How gieat a blessing such an afflicted one often is to a family. What sympathy and lov- ing tenderness is thus called forth in presence of the patience of the suffering one. Such an experience often gives moral and spiritual tone 24 A START IN BUSINESS. to a whole family and makes all its members better men and women in the world, and pro- duces practical sympathy towards others as perhaps nothing - else can. If it must needs be that the Saviour of men be made “acquainted with grief,” and be called “a man of sorrows,” how much more do or- dinary men and women need the softening in- fluence of suffering in themselves, or in those dear to them, to fit them to sympathize with and be “ready to help” those in need? In this, too, I feel I am much a debtor to the dear one referred to. “tell them.” Chapter VI. A Great Loss. About a year after the occurrences nar- rated in the previous chapter Captain Sykes called at the home of the boy he had befrien fl- ed; he did not see him, but talked to his mother in a very friendly manner. Scarce six weeks passed away, however, after the Captain’s visit when the writer left his home one morning (October 15, 1856) and said “good-bye” as he kissed the dearest and best of mothers, and went to work where he was then employed. Upon his return home at five o’clock he found to his great sor- row that his best friend on earth had been “called home.” Her last breath was spent in commending her children to her heavenly Fa- ther's care, and she died with the name of her eldest boy upon her lips. Was it in vain? No, indeed. Every boy ought to be ablt to feci and say that his mother is, or was, the best of mothers, but, sad to say, not all can do so. The writer, however, cannot but speak forth the praises of her who gave him birth, and who first taught him to lift his young heart to God in prayer so beautifully expressed by Cowper: “ Prayer is the simplest form of speech That infant lips can try.” Who can fully estimate the great blessing of a loving mother; and who describe the loss 26 A GREAT LOSS. when such a one is taken away from her child or children? Truly the loss is irreparably great. The circumstances which have surrounded the relationships of mother and child may add largely to the keen pang of parting. It was so in the writer’s experience. The severe trials through which his family had been called to pass, the chief burden of which fell upon his mother, had led him, although but a boy, to mark with increasing anxiety the failing health of her whom he loved, till at last the crisis was reached and the tired and weary spirit went to its rest. Looking back over the forty years that have since passed, the writer is constrained to feel and say that, humanly speaking, whatever of good he has known or done, he owes to his loving mother, who ever sought to lead him into that truth which is calculated to produce a righteous life here, and to lead to eternal life beyond. The funeral was conducted by the parish authorities. . No provision was made for the mourners to be taken to the “last resting place” in Potter’s field, five miles away. But the driver of the parish hearse (which con- tained more than one poor, tired body) was a kind-hearted man, and allowed the writer and his father to share his seat “up in front.” The story of poor Lazarus, and especially the Saviour’s words that “the angels carried him,” afforded consolation to the mourners. It does seem to be quite impossible for one to be placed in any position in the struggle of life without discovering that Jesus has been , 2 7 “tell them.” so situated Himself, for, did not even He oc- cupy a borrowed sepulchre? He had nowhere to lay His head, and nowhere did He have where His beloved disciples could lay His dead body. The great temperance orator, John B. Gough, saw his dear mother die in a garret in New York, and her body was taken to the Potter’s field. Ah, it matters little as to the poor body; it will turn, sooner or later, to its native dust; but the soul, the ego, the actual being, where has that gone? That is the ques- tion. On the same day on which the remains of my dear mother were placed to rest a friendly hand and heart were extended to- wards a motherless and really homeless boy, for, what indeed is home without a mother? A fellow countryman of my father’s, a prac- tising physician, residing in Islington, Lon- don, opened the door of his home and bade me welcome and treated me as his own son for nearly a year. Foolishly, like many an- other boy, I did not appreciate my advantages and thought I could do better, and wanted a change — “to see the world,” etc. Hence I left my friend’s hospitable roof in 1857, and the subsequent forty years have indeed been full of struggle. 28 ON BOARD A MAN-OF-WAR. Chapter VII. On Board a Man-of-War. On the 5th of May, 1859, the writer, after varied experiences, entered the Royal Navy as an ordinary seaman, and was soon sent on board H. M. Ship “Crocodile,” then lying in the Thames. She was an old frigate, long since broken up and disappeared. I had never even seen, much less been on board of a man- o’-war before, and knew about as much of a ship as a ship knew of me. Being a big boy for my age, and not, I regret to say, having a strict regard for speaking the truth at this time, I said that I was twenty years old, when only in my seventeenth year. This I did to es- cape being classed as a boy, and to secure a man’s wages and position. From the “Crocodile” I was sent to Sheer- ness and joined the “Queen Charlotte,” a large “three-decker.” The sights and sounds of a man-o’-war were all new to the young “lands- man,” and soon caused him to wish himself away again; but that was impossible, so he had to settle down to “make the best of it.” A few weeks later I was drafted to H. M. S. “Emerald,” a fifty-gun frigate with six hun- dred officers and men. During the following two years and a half many and varied experiences were met with, and several very narrow escapes from death passed through. Some of these deliverances 29 ‘Coming down from the rigging, my teet slipped, my hands gave way, and I was ‘gone.’ ” ON BOARD A MAN-OF-WAR. are in keeping with the following lines of John Newton, the profligate sailor lad who became a great poet and preacher: 1 ‘ Determined to save, He watched o'er my path, When, Satan’s blind slave, I sported with death.” On one occasion I was aloft on the “look- out,” the weather being so intensely cold that the men were on duty only half time on ex- posed positions. The man was fifteen minutes late in “relieving” me, and by the time he ar- rived I was quite benumbed with the cold. The ship was rolling very heavily, and as I was coming down the rigging my feet slipped and my hands gave way, and I was “gone,” when, as by miracle, a heavy sea striking the vessel on the opposite side, caused her to lurch back again, and enabled me to clutch the rigging and “hang on” for life. Saved, as Job says, “by the skin of my teeth.” Had I gone over- board there was not the slightest chance of my being saved physically, and I fear not spir- itually. It would have been a “lost body” and a “lost soul.” On another occasion one of the guns “took charge,” as the ship was rolling heavily, and, whizzing by me, struck the side of the ship, making a terrible indent, into which I after- wards laid my hand. Had the gun caugiit me it would simply have cut me in halves. On October 5, 1861, the “Emerald” set sail from Spithead with a number of “Armstrong” guns on board, bound for Halifax, Nova Sco- tia, but she never reached her destination. On the 5th of November she arrived in the bar- “tell them.” bor of Plymouth — a wreck. What we passed through during that month cannot well be told. For sixteen days and nights we fought with gales and hurricanes, scarcely removing any clothing, or having either proper rest or food. Sails were blown to atoms, boats wash- ed away like bits of stick, masts and yards “carried away,” pumps choked, engines dis- abled, and rudder “sprung.” In this condi- tion, at daylight one morning, we sighted a large vessel coming toward us. Nearer and nearer we came to each other, as either vessel rose to the top of a sea moun- tain, until at last but a single one of these mountains separated us. At the supreme mo- ment of suspense no man on board could move his tongue. We stood silently awaiting death. Another instant and the two vessels met on the top of the huge sea, and, just glid- ing by each other, escaped. If anything was calculated to produce fear of death, and the necessary seeking to prepare for it, such an experience was; but it did not do so; and those who had passed through such trying times soon forgot them after getting into port. “Oh, that men would praise the Lord for His goodness.” Doubtless many did cry unto the Lord in their distress, and among them the writer; but, shame to say it, they forgot the Deliveier after they had been delivered from a watery grave, which seemed inevitable. How truly has Satan blinded the eyes or minds of men, so that they choose evil rather than good; darkness rather than light; Satan than God; hell than heaven; and this after 32 ON BOARD A MAN-OF-WAR. “God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son.” Truly it is not sufficient that a Saviour is provided and man told of his need; something more is required to open his eyes to his danger, and lead him to escape, even the Holy Spirit of God. One day in March, i860, I was thrown vio- lently on the deck by the ship making an un- expected and unusual plunge. Being forcibly thrown against one of the ship's guns, the recoil dashed me to the deck in such a man- ner that some of my shipmates ran forward expecting to find me dead. They picked me up and helped me down to the ship’s hospital; but fourteen weeks passed before I could re- sume my duties. One day during this time the three surgeons on board held a consulta- tion as to amputation above or below the knee joint. I was given twenty-four hours’ respite, and my limb so improved that I did not suffer that loss. During my convalescence one of the hos- pital attendants left and I was asked to render what aid I could. It was soon discovered that I knew “a little about medicine.” And though little it was that I knew, I was placed in the vacant position permanently, and three months later, upon the sick berth steward (so called) leaving, I was given that position, when really not eighteen years of age. “tell them.” Chapter VIII. The Great Change. St. Paul states that “God chooses weak things to confound the mighty;” and how truly is this the case. The reason for it is not far to seek, even that the hand of God may be evidenced the more. Gideon’s army of thousands were “too many” for God to use to deliver Israel, so He chose out three hundred only, and did the work with that small number, giving the rea- son therefor. Soon after arriving home again in Novem- ber, 1861, I was transferred to H. M. Ship “Cumberland” at Shcerness, to serve under my old head surgeon, who promoted me, and who had been appointed to the “Cumberland.” One beautiful Sunday afternoon in June, 1864, with some companions, I visited a small town called Queenboro, and while walking along the main street heard the voices of chil- dren singing in the Sunday school. Attracted thereby, we stood in the middle of the road and conversed much as follows: “Say, George, bothered if that don’t sound good.” “Yes, it does, Jack, and it reminds me of when I was a boy and went to Sunday school, for we used to sing that very same hymn there.” “Did you? Why, so used we,” joined in Jem. “Ah, that was when we were good little 34 THE GREAT CHANGE. boys,” and Jem gave emphasis to the word good, as he spoke. The children went on singing the well- known hymn : “ I think, when I read that sweet story of old, When Jesus was here among men, How He called little children as lambs to His fold, 1 should like to have been with Him then.” We three young men stopped until the hymn was finished, and then resumed our ramble; but although the sound of the children’s voices soon died on our ears, they still lingered in the heart of at least one of our number. “Say George, old fellow,” said Jack pres- ently, “what’s the matter with you? Why, you were all alive just now, jumping over those tombstones in that graveyard, and now you haven’t anything to say.” “Well, Jack, I don’t know that there is any- thing particular the matter with me in one way, but those children singing that old hymn have made me think of old times and of those who are gone, and it makes me feel bad to think bow I’ve been ‘carrying on’ these past few years, and what the end is going to be.” “Why, Jem,” cried Jack, “Here’s George, going to turn parson. I think we’d better call him ‘Holy Joe’ (a nickname for a ship’s chap- lain) right off.” “Well, I’m blowed if I wouldn’t like to see him with a white choker on. Say, I suppose you’ll cut us poor fellows now?” queried Jem. “No, mates, I don’t mean anything of that sort; but I’ll tell you what I’m sure of; it would be better for all of us if we’d kept to the good old book.” 35 “tell them.” “There you are, Jem. Didn’t I tell you so? Don’t you think he’d make a good parson?” “Well, Jack, perhaps it would have been better foi us all to stick to the old book for that matter,” said Jem. “I know I’d have been a good deal better off now if I had, for I should have my position still, which I lost through the drink. But what’s the good of crying over spilt milk? Let’s go in and get a good glass of ‘old Jamaica,’ and bury the past.” “So say I, Jem,” responded Jack. “Come on, George. Oh! I forgot, though. I sup- pose you’re too good for us fellows to associate with now?” “No, Jack, old fellow, you ought to know me better than that. I’ll go in wdth you, bul I’m not going to take anything stronger than lemonade.” “Lemonade?” queried Jack. “Why, you’ll get as lantern-jawed as a parson; besides, now, I’ll show you a trick on that.” “Here, missus, give me a pint of ale, will you, and a bottle of lemonade for this fellow, and let’s see, you'll have old Jamaica, Jem?” “Yes, indeed, don’t give me any of your watery stuff,” responded Jem. “Now, here you are, George. I’ll show you where you come out on the lemonade busi- ness.” " So saying. Jack proceeded to pom- out the bottle of lemonade, which only filled one glass, and cost fourpence (eight cents), while Jack’s pint of ale only cost three pence and filled two glasses. The landlady joined Jack and Jem in the hearty laugh which fol- lowed the conclusive demonstration. 3 6 THE GREAT CHANGE. “Well,” said she, “to think of a man-o’-war man turning teetotal! Why, who ever heard of such a thing? I should "think you’d better take the young man home to his mother.” A reply was ready, but it failed expression at the mention of the last word, “mother,” and I finished my lemonade and left the house in silence. It was a sore trial, and my first, but God helped me to bear it. The conversation that followed was not very interesting as the three of us resumed our walk. “Well,” said Jack, “I shall give him a week to keep up this business, Jem.” “All right, Tack, I'll try it for a week, any- how, and see how I get on,” I replied; “but, bows, I know I shan’t be any the worse off for making the attempt.” Several years after the foregoing event took place I met the man who was superin- tendent of that Sunday school at that time. We were three hundred miles from Queenboro when we met; but he said, “Next Sunday is our anniversary, and I shall have something to tell them all,” for they wouldn’t hear of my not being there at the anniversary. Some day I hope to visit the old school, though I fear it may long ago have disappeared. 37 ‘Three-Decker,” lying in Portsmouth Harbor, England. DARKNESS AND DAWN. Chapter IX. Darkness and Dawn. That night the writer did not, could not, sleep. The twenty-one years he had lived crowded upon his mind and kept him awake. What would he have given to have heard the voice, or seen the face, of his beloved mother just once — she who died when he was but a boy of thirteen. He had passed through the terrible experiences narrated previously, and his heart had remained unaffected, but now it seemed as if it would break. As on his knees, with many tears, he sought and ob- tained mercy, the thought came into his mind: “Oh! that mother could know of this change; what would I not give or do?” Then he re- membered (yes, did not Jesus say, “He, the Spirit, shall bring to your remembrance what- soever I have said unto you”) the words of Him who had sought and saved him. “I say unto you there is joy in the presence of the an- gels .of God over one sinner that repenteth,” and a feeling of satisfaction stole over him as he reasoned: “Well, if that’s true, and it must be, then there’s joy over me; and if mother is in heaven, and I believe she is, she knows of the change. Could not the Lord tell her of it,” he thought, “for He knows how she has prayed, and He has answered her prayers,” and it seemed a very natural conclusion to come to, and on this he rested, and still rests, 39 “tell them.” looking forward to the day when mother and child shall meet again. What a change was now experienced! It was as when a tempestuous hurricane has swept all before it, and there follows in its wake “a great calm.” Such was the inward experience of the writer, but he soon found that peace with God means war with sin and Satan, and while calm and quiet reign within, storms may, and often do, rage without. He knew, or guessed pretty well, what he would have to face from his companions on board ship, and he was not wrong in his con- clusions. The news of my having turned “psalm singer” had preceded my arrival on board on Monday morning, and all my shipmates were on the lookout and anxious to see how I looked, little knowing how I felt. Arriving on board, the jeering began. “Hello, George, old fellow; say, they tell us you’ve been and got converted. Let’s look at you. Hold up, old fellow, and give us a bit of a sermon, may- be you’d convert some of us. Try your hand! Only I'm thinking you'd have a tough job on me,” said one. The dame of persecution rose higher and higher as “the great change” became the talk of the one thousand men on board the ship. Often did the writer have to go down to his storeroom, in the hold of the vessel, to get wisdom and strength, and thus "obtain help from God” to stand it all. For three months I had not a single fellow Christian to go to, or to write to, on board the vessel or on shore. My poor father count- 40 DARKNESS AND DAWN. ed me as one gone mad, when in truth, as I felt, I had only just recovered my senses. All sorts of means were used to draw or to drive the new convert back again into the service of his old master, but, thank God, it was in vain. One day one of my shipmates loaned me a number of infidel tracts and copies of Brad- laugh’s paper. The next day, during dinner hour, he asked me if I had done with them. I replied that I had. “Well, did you read them through?” “No,” I replied. “1 read all I wanted to.” “Oh,” he said, laughing, and thus drew the attention of others, who gath- ered around in a crowd. “Just as I thought; you were afraid if you read those bad books the devil would run away with you.” “Do you think so?” was the response. “Then I’ll read every word in them before I give them back to you, if you'll let me.” “Oh, yes, but you’ll soon find they’ll knock all this religion out of you.” “Well, we’ll see,” was the rejoinder. A large number of the crew having gath- ered around my assailant, who was a much older man than myself, he deemed it too good an opportunity to lose, and so “opened fire” on' the vcung convert. It was my first experience of the kind, but I was able to grapple with my assailant to the astonishment no less of myself than of our shipmates. Before “the change” I had for my “chum” a pronounced infidel, who tried hard to win me over, but after a long walk and talk one day on board the ship we ended up thus: “Now, look here, Steve, I’ve heard all that 41 “tell them.” you’ve got to say on your side, and the whole thing lies here: If you are right and I am wrong, I know this, I shall have had the best time in this world, and if there’s nothing more, as you say, why I shan’t have any time to re- pent my choice, shall I?” “Well, I suppose not,” was his reply. “But, Steve, suppose I am right and you are wrong, where will you be?” There was no reply to this and we parted. Strangely enough, Steve had to sneak out of that ship in the darkness of early morning, when his time of service had expired, because of the people who were after him for money due them; not, however, before he had turned upon his former chum and companion and had tried hard, but in vain, to get him “re- duced” from the position he held. Three years after (July, 1867), when I joined H. M. Ship Crocodile, a new vessel employed on the Indian troop service, one of the first men I met on board was my old chum, Steve. But he was still the servant of Satan, and a few months later was tried by court-martial for robbery and sentenced to eighteen months’ imprisonment, and was dismissed from the navy with disgrace after sixteen years of ser- vice. He left a wife and young babe, and it was given to his old companion to aid them and really save them from starvation by getting up a subscription from his shipmates on their behalf. 42 FIRST FRUITS. Chapter X. First Fruits. Having somewhat realized the advantages of living a Christian life for myself, I very nat- urally desired that others, my friends and ship- mates, might see what I had seen and know what I was then enjoying. This led to the putting forth of effort on their behalf, in the doing of which I had no one to advise with, except Him whom I now knew as my Friend. Perhaps it was all the better that I had no earthly friends with whom to confer, as it caused me to go more fre- quently to the One who has promised to give wisdom to all who seek it at His hands. Among other ways of doing good, I re- solved to obtain and distribute some reading matter among my shipmates. Writing to Mr. T. B. Smithies, the editor of the “British Workman,” and to the Religious Tract So- ciety, I obtained, at some reduction, a month- ly supply of papers for this purpose. One day a large package came to the ship, and upon my being called to receive it, the officer asked: “What have you got there?” “Books and papers, sir,” I replied. “What are you going to do with them?” “Give them away to the fellows on board.” “Well, but what for — to try and make them religious?” “I hope so, sir.” 43 “tell them.” “Well, now, who sends them?” “Friends in London, sir.” “Yes, I know; but who pays for them?” “Well, sir, I do, if I must tell you.” “And how much do they cost?” “A pint of ale and half an ounce of tobacco a day, sir.” “Why, that’s — let me see — five pence a day.” “Yes, sir, about that.” “Well, go ahead; I don't suppose you'll do any harm.” “I hope not, sir,” and the conversation ended. The vessel I was serving in was Guard Ship of the Reserve, having the care of some seven- ty large and small vessels lying up the river, the crews of which belonged to the “Cum- berland.” When sick they came under my care, and on the first day of each month they all came down the river in boats to “the big ship” to get their pay. On these days might be seen a “hand” from each vessel calling at the door of the Sick Bay, or ship’s hospital, for the usual package of papers, the plan being to wrap up several of different kinds into a “British Workman,” which was addressed “All Hands, H. M. S. Undaunted,” etc. When the men had read the papers, they pasted the pictures up in their cabins and were thus reminded of the stories they had read. “Buy Your Own Cherries” and “Jack and His Hard Lump” were conspicuous among the pictures adorning these art galleries. About this time the late Admiral Sir W. 44 FIRST FRUITS. King Hall joined as captain, and, being him- self a total abstainer, gave countenance to the work I was doing, and having himself signed a pledge book, I entered my name and suc- ceeded in getting many others to do so. The poor fellows were often getting into trouble through drink, and when brought to the Sick Bay for treatment I was enabled to advise with them opportunely. So many were thus led to change their ways of living that it became a saying among the men: “Well, if you’re going into the Sick Bay, you’ll get con- verted before you come out,” and so God helped me to help others. Later on, a few were gathered together in a spare cabin, and there we sang and prayed and read the Scrip- tures, “which are able to make us wise unto salvation.” Many happy hours were thus spent with the half dozen or more who met together in this manner. 45 “tell them.” Chapter XI. First Friends. If there was one thing more than another that I longed for, it was Christian friendship. As already stated, I had not a single friend likeminded on board or on shore; and to my poor father it all seemed foolishness, even as it had been to his son, and he said, “He’s gone mad.” One day I heard that a Scripture reader had been stationed at the port, and that he had been doing on shore what I had been trying to do on board, viz., giving away tracts and little books to the men, so that they said, “Now we’re between two fires. If we stay on board, we ‘get it,’ and if we go on shore we ‘get it.’ ” Yes, thank God, many did “get it,” i. e., the gift of God. When I first heard of this friend, it was in- deed joyful news, and I could not but feel that God had answered my prayei , and I longed to meet him, who had been sent to my help. One evening I went on shore, hoping, if possible, to meet this friend. I had expected to see him on the pier when I landed, as some of the men had told me he was often there, but he was not to be found. That evening I entered a church, and, sin- 46 FIRST FRIENDS. gularly enough, was shown into a pew where s^t the very man I was looking for. Each of us looked at the other, and by some strange intuition each seemed to recognize in the other tiie one for whom he was looking. Some of the men had told the Scripture reader that the sick berth steward had “turned religious,” and was trying to turn all the other fellows. After the service this new-found friend took me to his house, and gave me some books, and it was with difficulty that we parted at a late hour of the night. There weie many things to tell and to ask, and plans to be talked over as to further work for God, and each delighted so in the other’s company that we were as old friends. Moreover, the reader had once been in the navy himself, and could therefore the better sympathize with me. Shortly after this occurrence, I was led to gather together a few of the poor children and people down one of the back slums of Sheer- ness, at which port my ship lay. Hiring a large room from one of the resi- dents, to overcome the excuses for non-attend- ance at church for want of good clothes, and inability to leave home or to take the children, I “gathered them in,” and, armed with a Bible and a concertina, started to work. On the second Sunday evening it was found that the room could not hold all the people and chil- dren, too, so the latter came from six to seven o’clock, and adults from seven to eight. It was very hard work alone, and prayer 47 “tell them.” went up for help, and it came. The Scripture reader told some of his friends about me, and they desired me to call and “take tea” with them, which I did, and was given a cordial welcome. As we were gathered around the tea table, I told them of my efforts among the poor down town, and was gladly surprised by their offers to help me. On the following Sunday, Mr. Lawes and two other members of his family were by my side at the work. Not only did I find help for the Sunday school, which soon grew to have one hundred and fifty scholars, and subsequently develcped two branches, but in this home I first met the one who became my devoted wife and loving companion and helper for more than twenty- one years. In this fact there seemed to be a fulfillment of the promise, “Seek first the king- dom of God, and all other things shall be added.” “ Make you His service your delight, He’ll make your wants His care.” One of the branch schools referred to was established by R. G. Hobbes, Esq., the cashier of Her Majesty’s dockyard at Sheerness. He was a most devoted worker, and, as Superin- tendent of the school he formed, made it a great success. He is now residing in London, long since retired from the government service. On July 17th, 1866, I was married to Miss 48 FIRST FRIENDS. Anetta Marion Tringham; and, as I look back over the more than thirty years that have since passed, my heart is filled with gratitude to Him who gave her to me in answer to prayer. For two young people to each give themselves to the other in fullest surrender, confidence and love, is a joy that cannot be written; but this can be, and is intensified greatly, when each also realizes that the other is “a gift from God.” Oh ! how much some people miss in this re- gard, because they will rather choose for themselves than say and pray, “Choose Thou for me.” Can it be that God is lacking in either wisdom, love or power? If He has the wisdom to choose the best, and the love that seeks the best for His loved ones, and further, has the power to accomplish and bring about whatsoever His love and wis- dom dictates, why not let Him, why not urge Him, to constantly “order our steps?” Cor- rect stepping will make, must make, a success- ful journey. 49 Our son Harry, and his parents — May, 1869. A MARVELLOUS ANSWER. Chapter XII. A Marvellous Answer. In August, 1867, I joined H. M. ship, Crocodile. She was one of five new vessels constructed for the Indian troop service. The Suez Canal was not opened until 1870, and during the three years previous the Croco- dile and Serapis ran between Great Britain and Egypt, while the Jumna , Malabar and Euphrates, having gone around the Cape of Good Hope, took the troops from Suez to India and vice versa. In January, 1868, one of the most marvel- lous answers to prayer was experienced. My wife was lying very ill with pneumonia when the Crocodile sailed for Queenstown to take in troops. I was permitted to stay with her un- til two hours of the time of sailing from Ports- mouth. As we said “Good bye,” it was with a peculiar feeling of dread that we were taking a final farewell of each other, as the physician in attendance gave but faint hope of her re- covery. Our dear friend, Mrs. Ferrins, whose home we then shared, devotedly cared for the sick one. Upon leaving, I said to her, “We sail in two hours for Queenstown, and stay but an hour or two there, so there will be little 51 “teli. them.” Use writing me there; please write me at Malta, our next port of call.” That night we encountered a fearful gale, and the vessel at one time very nearly cap- sized, being empty of troops and baggage. The captain ran the ship into Torbay, through stress of weather, and anchored there about midnight. An hour later, off came the coast guard boat on inspection. As the boat came alongside, the only one that did so that night, I snatched up an envelope and penciled a few words on a sheet of paper, “ Have put into Torbay through stress of weather. Write me to Queenstown as soon as you get this.” Giving one of the crew sixpence to mail it soon, I hoped it might reach in time. We left Portsmouth on Tuesday, but did not reach Queenstown until Friday, and the ship was delayed “waiting for troops,” so that she did not sail until Sunday afternoon, three days late. On Saturday I received a letter from my friend, Mrs. Ferrins, stating that in all prob- ability my dear one would be “gone” before that could reach me, and asking directions as to funeral, etc. That night it need not be wondered at that I could not sleep, wonder rather if I could. How I pleaded for life to be spared, and how terrible it all seemed, how dark and hopeless, and yet — Yes, “All things are possible to Him,” “I know that Thou canst do anything,” said Job, and I said 5 2 A MARVELLOUS ANSWER. it over until I believed and claimed it too. One of the seamen, a poor Irishman, who was under my care, expressed his sympathy, and in his blunt way suggested that I ask for leave to go home. “Why, man,” I said, “what are you think- ing about? Who ever heard of such a thing? Why, even the captain could not get such a privilege.” But his words “stuck” to me, and prayer took shape accordingly. Could not God do even that, the unheard-of, the seemingly im- possible? Yes, of course He could, butwould He? “Lord, if Thou wilt, Thou canst.” And Thou wilt if Thou seest it best to do so. At last morning came, and with it the usual hos- pital duties. When the Staff Surgeon came on his “rounds” to the sick bay, he noticed that something was the matter. Like the king who read the countenance of Nehemiah, he read mine. And like Nehemiah I, too, lifted my heart to God, and spoke, not to the king, but to the doctor. I felt unable to bring my mind to ask per- mission to go back home, but I had prayed that if it was to be, God would make the doc- tor speak of it first, and to my great relief, but intense astonishment, he did so, and said, “You could not do any good if you were there, and in all probability she has already gone.” I caught at his words as a dying man at a straw, and followed them up by strong plead- 53 “tell them.” ings now, until he seemed to wish he had not so spoken. The doctor conferred with the captain, and as the big ship sailed off, I landed on the shore, homeward bound, with mingled feelings of peculiar joy and gratitude. How long time and distance seemed in that anxious journey. Never did steamer cross the channel so slowly, or train travel so tardily as then. I sent a telegram as soon as I landed, “Expect to be home Tuesday morn- ing.” That word was as life to the dead. It was at first withheld for fear of shock and collapse, but tenderly and cautiously was the news im- parted, and hope was rekindled. Arriving in Gosport, I walked down the main street on which the house was situate, and from the opposite side sought the earliest glimpse of the windows for the signal of life or death. Thank God, the window blinds were not drawn down — it was still life. Six weeks passed ere the Crocodile returned, and I again went on board to receive the warm congratulations of my shipmates, and to hear their expressions of wonderment as to how it all happened. I could only say, “I prayed, and God answered.” 54 HINDRANCES. Chapter XIII. Hindrances. It is one of the strange experiences in life that whereas a man may continue in evil with- out incurring much, if any, opposition from his fellows, no sooner does he try to serve God and do right than he has to bear persecution. And yet it is nothing new, for He, the very Son of God, who lived, and spake, and died, as never man did, was persecuted even to the death; and He it was who said, “The servant is not greater than his Lord; if they have pec- secuted Me, they will persecute you also;” and further, it is written, “All they who will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution.” In May, 1868, the Crocodile was lying in the harbor of Alexandria, waiting for troops to come on board from Suez, on their way home from the Abyssinian War. After many days of waiting, the troops ar- rived, and the ship sailed on a Monday after- noon. Most of the soldiers had already served several years in India before going to Abys- sinia, and the appearance of their clothing and accoutrements, as well as their weather-beaten, bronzed faces, told of the hardships they had encountered. As I watched their arrival on board, I deter- 55 “tell them.” mined to try and do something for their good ; accordingly, the same evening, having first sought and obtained “help of God,” I came on deck, Bible in hand, and asked some of those standing by if they would like to hear some- thing out of the “good Book.” The question was met by an inquiring, incredulous look, which seemed to say, as far as I could read it, “Well, yes; but what does this mean? We always thought sailors were such drinking, swearing fellows that we can't understand this.” Thus interpreting their looks, I began to read about soldiers and sailors as spoken of in the Gospels. The healing of the centurion’s servant, and the calling of Peter, James and John, afforded good proof of the possibility of soldiers and sailors being Christians. Half an hour passed in this manner, and the group of twenty had grown to ten times the size. When I had finished, there was a gen- eral expression of approval, which took shape as follows: “Bravo, sir; come up again.” The following evenings were spent in a similar manner, except that on Saturday I read to them, “Buy your own cherries,” which evoked rounds of applause and laughter. The very mention of “cherries” seemed to make their mouths water, and long to once more taste some. Many of the men had been from home fifteen years and longer, having been engaged in the Indian Mutiny of 1857. There were about twelve hundred troops on board, and as each day diew to a close they 56 HINDRANCES. would gather on the upper deck, lean over the rail, and watch the vessel’s progress; or talk in groups over their past adventures and the battles they had fought; of their comrades who came out with them, but who would never return; and of the welcome that awaited themselves at home. Some, indeed, spoke of relatives and friends who had gone, whose resting places only re- mained, but even these they longed to see; so that their joys were — as all earthly joys are — mingled with sorrow. Cn Sunday evening, as I passed along the deck, in the performance of some duty, some of the soldiers asked me if I was not coming up, as they were “all waiting.” As soon as needful duties were attended to connected with the care of the sick, I went up, taking with me some small hymn books and my concertina. The books were shared among the three or four hundred standing around, and some of the old hymns were called for as the men were encouraged to name their favorites. “This reminds me of the old home,” said one, as he brushed away a tear. “I remember,” said another, when they had sung, “ Here we suffer grief and pain; Here we meet to part again; In heaven we part no more,” “how we used to sing that old hymn when I was a boy.” When they were told that that hymn was written by a British soldier then living in London, they could not but cheer. 57 “tell them.” The chapter read was that containing the account of Paul’s defense before Agrippa. I had read down to the words, “Almost thou persuadest me to be a Christian,” and was commenting upon them, when the Master-at- Arms (corresponding to Sergeant Major in the army) came to the edge of the crowd, and, beckoning me to him, told me that the captain had sent him to stop the meeting at once. A few minutes before this, the regimental brass band had come on deck, and stationing themselves near the group who were listening to me, they struck up some secular airs, a most unusual thing to do on a Sunday even- ing. As they did so, the men crowded in closer, and, as I hesitated somewhat, they said with one voice, “Go on, sir, we can hear you; never mind the band.” When the captain’s message was delivered, I returned back to the centre of my astonished congregation and said, “Men, I have received orders from the captain to desist at once; as we are in the ser- vice, of course we must obey; I can only, therefore, wish you ‘Good night,’ thanking yon for your kind attention.” There was a very distinct murmur of disap- proval among the men, many of whom were Irishmen, the regiment (33d) being a Catholic regiment. One said, “Well, that’s a strange business, a fellow might swear and curse and tell lies all he liked, and they wouldn’t stop him, and shure the steward was only giving us ‘the Word of God,’ and they stops him.” 58 HINDRANCES. As a proof of the truth of this assertion, the following is narrated: One night, on the voy- age out to Egypt, a number of the soldiers on their way to India engaged in a “swearing match.” Some were lying in their hammocks, others on their beds spread upon the deck. One after another swore the most fearful oaths possible. Presently one man lying in his hammock, so exceeded all the others that he was readily proclaimed the champion, and so badly did he curse that even his competitors bade him stop. The following morning, as he turned out of his hammock, he fell helpless to the deck. Some of his comrades came to his assistance, and on asking him what was the matter, he replied, “This is for last night’s work.” After uttering these words, his speech left him, one side of his body being completely paralyzed! His comrades carried him to the ship’s hospi- tal, and he was returned home and sent to Netley Hospital for treatment. On the voy- age home, I rejoice to say, the man gave evi- dence of conversion. 59 “tell them.” Chapter XIV. The Victim Victorious. On the Sunday night referred to I had scarcely reached the hospital quarters when the master-at-arms made his appearance and stated that the captain desired to see me on the quarter-deck at once. I had not yet re- covered from the shock of indignation caused by the order to desist, but was, so to speak, “boiling over,” yet struggling to “keep down” my feelings. As I walked along the deck I lifted my heart to the God I was trying to serve and prayed, “O Lord, keep the door of my lips that I offend not with my tongue.” • For fully fifteen minutes did the captain try to get me to do so, but failed. I explained that I had only sought to do good, and that I was not aware of having broken any rule of the service, and if I had done so I was sorry for it. The captain finally concluded with the threat that he would dismiss me from the service when the ship arrived home. It was hard to bear, but as I reached the sick cabin again and sat down, with my Bible in hand, it opened at the fifty-first chapter of Isaiah, and I read as follows: “Hearken unto Me, ye that know righteousness, the people in 60 THE VICTIM VICTORIOUS. whose heart is My law; fear ye not the re- proach of men, neither be afraid of their re- vilings, for the moth shall eat them up like a garment. I, even I, am He that comfort eth you. Who art thou that thou shouldst be afraid of a man that shall diet” It was as if the Lord stood by His poor ser- vant on the “Crocodile,” even as He stood by His great servant, Paul, on board ship, and I was, indeed, comforted. During the remaining days of the voyage the soldiers often expressed their disapproba- tion of the captain’s conduct, and after the ship arrived in Portsmouth, where the regi- ment was for some time stationed, the men, upon meeting me in the street, would ask, “Did the captain do anything to you, sir? ’Shure, it was a shame the way he treated you, and, although I’m not of your persuasion, I never heard you say anything but what was good.” After the vessel had been home some days a candidate for another position came on board, and the captain, noting that this man had held a similar office to that occupied by myself, saw in it, as he thought, a good oppor- tunity to get rid of me. I was accordingly sent for and told that I had his permission to leave the ship for another vessel, but when asked, in accordance with the rules of the ser- vice, to state my reasons for wanting to ex- change, I simply said that “I did not want to exchange, and therefore had no reason to give 61 "tell them.” for desiring to do so.” This settled the mat- ter so far. Many of my friends advised my leaving, but I did not do so, deciding that I would not go at man’s bidding, nor for fear of man, but simply when God wanted me to do so. God has said, ‘‘Them that honor Me, I will honor,” and it seemed as if He had arranged, so to speak, to honor His unworthy servant in the following manner. 62 MISS WESTON. Chapter XV. Miss Weston — The “One Lady for the Navy." On the next voyage out from England I went, as usual, among the troops with papers' and tracts, giving several to a group of men and bidding each in turn read his paper for the good of all. In this way I was soon able to find out who were Christian men, as they would generally thank me and tell of their de- sires to serve God. In the evenings I would gather these men together in my store-room for reading, conversation and prayer. When the troops were leaving the vessel at Alexandria after this voyage a young Chris- tian soldier told me of his intention to send an account of the voyage to a lady friend in Eng- land, who had made him promise to do so. “And,” said he, “I shall tell her of the pleas- ant times we have had.” “Well,” I said, “I am not at all jealous of the army, but while I know of several ladies who write to and work for soldiers, I do not know of one who so works for the navy, and I think we ought to have at least one.” We parted, never since having met, but when the ship arrived home a letter was waiting me from the lady in question, Miss Agnes E. Weston, of Bath. 63 Miss Agnes E. Weston — the “One Lady for the Navy.” MISS WESTON. In this letter she told of her soldier friend having related the foregoing conversation, and generously expressed her willingness to be- come the “one lady for the navy,” if she only could be told what to do and how to do it. She further explained that she was totally ig- norant of shipping, and especially of “men-of- war,” as she had nearly always resided in Bath; nevertheless she was willing to do “what she could.” After thinking and praying over the matter I made out a list of all the Christian officers and men I knew in the navy, giving the names of their ships and where they were stationed. Enclosing this in a letter full of rejoicing, I advised Miss Weston to write to all of these, telling them of her offer and bidding each to send a similar list to the one I had forwarded. By using a book alphabetically arranged she could enter the names and avoid duplication. In less than six months Miss Weston “held the reins of the navy.” She has h«ld them ever since with regard to Christian and tem- perance work in the British navy. A great event was the meeting of Miss Weston for the first time, in 1871. Her work had grown rapidly for three years, and yet she had never seen one of her “blue-jacket friends,” as she called them; no, not even the writer. A tea meeting was convened in the town hall, Portsmouth, attended by hundreds of sailors and marines, and the privilege was given to “her first sailer friend” to introduce 65 “tell them.” Miss Weston to the company. It was a never-to-be-forgotten occasion. Men from India, China, Africa and elsewhere were pres- ent to see the face and grasp the hand of the friend they had written to and heard from, but never seen. I could not help, when address- ing the company, comparing the occasion to the one when “we shall see Him,” “whom not having seen, we love.” In 1870 Miss Weston had to resort to printing “monthly letters,” as it was quite impossible to write to all she then knew. These letters were called “Blue Backs,” because of the color of the cover, and are still sent each month all over the world. Anyone desiring to know more of Miss Wes- ton’s work should write to her at Devonport or Portsmouth, England. To-day there are four or five large buildings in English seaports where thousands of Brit- ish, and other men-o’-war’s men, are wel- comed and housed. Hundreds, if not thou- sands, have been converted as the result of this noble woman’s efforts and those working with her, and her name and fame are now world wide. The Queen of England and others of the royal family aid her. A few years since this work was extended to the United States navy and is becoming success- fully developed, as the following extract from an article published in 1897 will show. “Bluejackets generally will be pleased to learn that Miss Agnes Weston’s temperance magazine, Ashore and Afloat, has met with 66 MISS WESTON. such a flattering reception among seamen in the United States Navy that the authorities have especially requested her to regularly post the magazine to American warships. So gratifying a reception as this, coming from such a vast country as America, must be greatly cheering to Miss Weston, as it affords her an ever-widening field for her brave, self- denying labors on behalf of the bluejackets. Miss Weston has done MORE THAN ANY OTHER WOMAN to brighten the lives of our sailors, to remind them of home when they are far from it, to keep them from the temptations which every- where beset their path, and to make them in many senses nobler and better men. For thirty years her good work has been going for- ward, and the hope of all must be that Miss Weston may be long spared to guide it.” — Western Mercury, October , iSpy. There were some other ways in which the Lord “helped me” to do something. One was the starting of an evangelistic society, com- posed of members of all evangelical denomi- nations, and undertaking tent work and the rescue of the “fallen.” In 1876 I had my head, heart and hands so full of work of vari- ous kinds that I had scarcely time to eat or sleep, when, most unexpectedly, I was taken away from it all to another and very different sphere of labor. 67 The crew of a British man-of-war assembled to hear Miss Weston. NEW FIELDS OF LABOR. Chapter XVI. Neiv Fields of Labor. I remained in the “Crocodile” for two years longer, until August, 1870, when I was most unexpectedly recommended for appointment to H. M. Dockyard, Portsmouth, by the chief surgeon of the ship, with whom I had served for three years. The doctor was a Roman Catholic, and yet expressed his sense of the captain’s action in June, ’68, by saying to me the next day, “I consider his treatment of you a piece of gross injustice.” Meantime the captain and two other of- ficers, who had made up their minds to “get that religious fellow out of the ship,” left the vessel, while- 1 remained on board. I also had the satisfaction of seeing three other officers take their places, who all became my fast friends and encouraged me to do all the Chris- tian work I pleased. One of the poor fellows who opposed and persecuted me killed him- self with drink, and another committed suicide at sea, after leaving the “Crocodile.” * In June, 1889, just twenty-one years after the occurrence previously narrated, I stood on the deck of my old ship, looked at the old and memorable places, “looked back” to June, 1868, and “looked up” to thank God for all His goodness and care then and since. The captain and surgeon both died in 1896. 69 “tell them.” If, as the result of such experiences, one lesson more than another has been learned, it is comprehended in the one little word, “Wait.” “My soul, wait thou only upon God, for I shall yet praise Him.” So wrote David, and so he spoke to his own soul. To others he said, “Rest in the Lord, and ‘wait’ patiently for Him.” But how did he act? Even as he said, for when he might have cut off the head of his great enemy, Saul, he cut off the corner of his garment. And “God gave him” the victory later on and he sat on the throne. For a full week after the offer was made me of the position at the surgery of the dock- yard, I was undecided as to taking it. The question with me was, “Does God want me to take it and leave the vessel and the good I might do there, or is it a bait from the enemy to get me to desert my post?” For days I prayed for guidance, until at last I found it and accepted the position. Perhaps nothing is more trying at times to those desiring to do right than to decide be- tween one or more courses of action open to them. They may be kept waiting, even as I was in this case. It will put their fidelity and submission to the test; but, when they have obtained the guidance sought, so that they feel and know they are divinely guided, it will afford them a strength otherwise un- known. Various means may be used by God to impart this knowledge, but that it is to be 70 NEW FIELDS OF LABOR. obtained and will be granted to the sincere seeker, I have no doubt. The following experience is narrated, not as laying down a rule for others — it was the only time direction came to the writer in this way — but simply to tell how “He helped me” at this time. While in prayer, with my wife, on the last day allowed by the authorities for my decis- ion, it came into my mind to go to a devoted Christian woman, and I was led to ask that God would speak to me through her, deciding to act just as she advised. We had not seen our friend for months, and, without explain- ing the real object of our call, I told her of the offer I had and said: “What would you advise me to do?” “Why, take it, of course,” was the quick re- ply. “Then I shall do so,” I said, and nar- rated the circumstances which led us to call upon her. She was a woman slow of speech, and her quick reply had surprised us. “I should not have answered so quickly if I had known that,” she said. “Never mind, it is just right, we have no doubt.” That was in August, 1870, more than twenty-seven years since, and to-day I fully be- lieve that I was rightly guided. At first, how- ever, after commencing my duties at the dock- yard, I often questioned whether I had not acted the coward and deserted my post after 71 “tell them.” all. But, as the poor fellows — some six thou- sand were employed there — came to the sur- gery to have their injuries attended to, and the opportunities while treating their bodies to speak a word about their souls were em- braced, I began to feel that I had not made a mistake and was in the right place. Strangely enough, three of my predecessors had killed themselves with strong drink, and when the men who came to be attended to were received and treated kindly, and saw the Scripture texts upon the walls and religious illustrated papers for their reading while wait- ing, they often remarked upon “the great change” in the place. But my heart was still with the poor fel- lows “who go down to the sea in ships,” and I longed to do more and see more done for them. This led to my making an appeal for books and magazines, to be placed on board the ships going abroad. After this, when vessels left the dockyard, they had on board a dozen or more large parcels of papers for the war ships they were likely to meet with. 72 HOW THE R. N. T. S. WAS STARTED. Chapter XVII. How the R. N. T. S. Was Started. T n February, 1871, H. M. Ship Reindeer came home from the Pacific, and I was re- joiced to find some old shipmates and friends who were Christian and temperance men. t hey asked me to arrange a "tareweil supper” for them ere they separated. The thought of so much effort being lost m this and other vessels’ by these little soci- eties being broken up, led me to think and calk of forming a Royal Naval Temperance Society, which should embrace all these small societies as branches. When, however, I spoke of it to the officers and men of the “Reindeer,” they shrank from the idea, and thought it could never be. Having charge of the arrangements for the “farewell supper,” I invited a few friends to the gathering, and at the meeting announced the project and plans, and they were adopted there and then. Among those present were the Rev. William Rose, Rev. William Griggs, W. B. Robinson, Esq., Chief Constructor at Portsmouth Dockyard, Mr. John Dyer, Boats swain R. N., Sergeant Haskett, R. M. A., and Mr. Downs, Writer R. N. ; while Lieut. A. J. O’Rourke, R. N., Sub. Lieut. C. W. Last, R. N., Mr. Rawkins, Master-at-Arms, and 73 “tell them.” fourteen others, belonging to the “Reindeer Temperance Society,” were also present. It was indeed a memorable occasion, and by strange coincidence was held in a building in the Commercial Road, Landport, Portsmouth, only about a dozen doors from where Miss Weston’s Sailor’s Rest now stands. To commemorate this event, and the four years the men had been together “on the Pacific,” some silver medals were struck, representing H. M. Ship Reindeer, encircled by the words “H. M. S. Reindeer Temperance Society.” There were nineteen members of the Society at this time, although at one time there were over fifty. Twenty medals were made, and the writer was honored by being decorated with the twentieth one at the “farewell” gathering. The cash box of the Reindeer Society was also given me as a memento of the occasion, and I still possess it. The Royal Naval Temperance Society was formed of representatives of each branch of the service, navy, marines and dockyard. Mr. Robinson as acting President. Commodore Goodenough, afterwards killed in battle in New Zealand, was the first President, one of the bravest of officers, yet most gentle of men, a Christian hero. I accepted the position of Secretary, and held the office for two years and a half, until the membership of the R. N. T. S. had grown to five thousand, including officers and men 74 HOW THE R. N. T. S. WAS STARTED. of all ranks. During this time frequent meet- ings were held on board the various “men-of- war” in the harbor and at Spithead. Miss Sarah Robinson, the Soldier’s Friend, the Rev. Gelson Gregson, of India, Mr. A. Blackat, Seaman's Missionary, and others, took part. In the summer of 1873, Miss Weston and Mr. Robert Rae, Secretary of the National Temperance League, came down to Ports- mouth and I officially handed over the Society to their care, it having grown to such an ex- tent that it was impossible for me longer to conduct its affairs and attend to my official duties at the dockyard. 75 Rev. Theodore L. Cuyler, D. D. _______ TWO MEMORABLE GATHERINGS. Chapter XVIII. Two Memorable Gatherings. A memorable gathering was the annual meeting of the National Temperance League, held in Exeter Hall, London, in 1873. A large number of foreign delegates were pre- sent on this occasion, including the veteran preacher, the Rev. Dr. Cuyler, of Brooklyn, N. Y. The vast platform, extending around and in the rear of the speakers’ platform, looked like a huge bouquet; for here were gathered hundreds of men in the different colored uni- forms representing various regiments of cavalry, infantry and artillery, Royal Marines, Royal Navy and Coastguard. The enthusiasm which greeted the great preacher, Dr. Cuyler, was intense. It was feared that he might not arrive from New York in time to address the great gathering, but he reached the hall about half an hour after the exercises had begun. When the Doctor stepped to the front, and, Paul-like, “stretched forth his hand” to speak, the cheer- ing was tremendous, especially from the army and navy men. It was nearly five minutes before he was al- lowed to begin, and when he did so, he turned 77 “tell them.” around to the soldiers and sailors and said, “I bring a friendly message to you from America, a message of peace. Our boys across the water have no desire to cross swords with you brave boys here. Let us have peace, let us keep peace, and may it never be war between Great Britain and America.” Such a grand sentiment thus expressed, especially at a time when the relationships be- tween the two nations were at least “a little strained,” “brought down the house,” as it is sometimes expressed. Thank God for men like Dr. Guyler, Mr. D. L. Moody, Dr. A. T. Pierson, and others, in America, and such men in Great Britain who endeavor, by preaching the Gospel of peace on “both sides of the water,” to keep the peace between two of the greatest nations of the earth, who speak the one language, and who sing the one national tune, albeit the words of the anthem differ. The morning after the great meeting in Exeter Hall, a special Breakfast Conference was arranged, to which the foreign delegates were particularly invited. It was a grand gathering of noble men. The writer had brought up the Naval Con- tingent from Portsmouth, and was greatly astonished when he was invited to this select gathering of the good and great. But judge of his more than astonishment, and almost collapse, when he was asked to speak for ten 78 TWO MEMORABLE GATHERINGS. minutes to such a gathering. Ten of the thirty years of his life had been spent at sea, and never before, or perhaps since, did he so realize his own weakness ; but, in a marvellous way, as with Paul, the Lord stood by him. The first five minutes were occupied with a brief statement regarding temperance work in the Navy, the last five were used to tell of God’s goodness to a poor boy, who. eighteen years before, had invested his sixpence in newspapers in an office adjoining the building where he then stood in such an assembly. It seemed strange, in one sense, that no more speeches followed, but, at the suggestion of dear Mr. Smithies, the time was spent in prayer and praise. Perhaps the story of one poor boy awoke memories in the breasts of some present, but so it was. Explain it how we may, one thing was evident to all, viz., that God was there. He surely always stands by His witnesses when they speak of and for Him. To-day nearly every British “man-o’-war” has its R. N. T. S. branch, and the member- ship numbers thousands, among them being more than one admiral. Miss Weston has thus two oars to her boat, religion and tem- perance, both of which she pulls vigorously. 79 “tell them.” Chapter XIX. The Arctic Expedition of 1875. When the “Alert” and “Discovery” were “fitting out for the Arctic expedition” in May, 1875, the officers and men had all to be medi- cally examined at the surgery of the dockyard. A very striking incident occurred during the examination of the officers and men for this expedition. A board of surgeons exam- ined each man very thoroughly indeed, and only those who were perfect physically were “passed.” One officer had come to England from a foreign station, anxious to go with the expedition. The doctors rejected him on ac- count of a single small scar of half an inch. In vain did the poor fellow plead that it had been healed for sixteen years, and he had been well and lived right since. The doc- tors were decided, and he was not allowed to go. As I looked at the poor man and heard him plead I remembered the words, “Lord, if Thou wert strict to mark iniquities, O Lord, who could stand?”. Who, indeed. Not one. As I talked with the men and thought of the many dark and cheerless months during which they would be, so to speak, “out of the world,” I decided to try and secure a large supply of books for them. 80 THE ARCTIC EXPEDITION OF 1875. Appealing in The Christian, of London, and some other papers, I succeeded in getting over a quarter of a ton of splendidly-bound, illus- trated books and magazines. When the ships were about to sail I applied to the captain to place them in the ship's library, but he de- clared it “impossible to take anything more on board.” This was a great disappointment, butlhe difficulty was overcome by each man calling at the surgery for a single book as he passed by to his ship, so they all got not “to land,” but to sea, and were read and ex- changed among the men throughout the many dark and dreary months. The poor fellows would also be unable to re- ceive any mail for the greater part of the time, and to in some measure meet this emergency Miss Weston hit upon the happy idea of pre- paring and printing off a “monthly letter” for each month of the three years they were likely to be absent from home. Each monthly packet was kept sealed until the first of the month, when the “mail came aboard,” and was “served out” to the officers and men, and served to cheer many a weary hour at least once a month. A “Farewell Tea” was also arranged, and Miss Weston and other friends bade the expedition “God speed” in the Arctic seas. 81 Admiral Arthur Alington, R. N. , President of the Royal Naval Temperance Society, The r. n. t. s. anniversary in 1897. Chapter XX. The R. N. T. S. Anniversary in i 8 gj. While revising the proofs of these pages, a copy of Miss Weston’s paper-, Ashore and Afloat, came to hand, containing an account of the annual meeting of the Royal Naval Temperance Society, held in Devonport on November 3d, 1897. It will doubtless prove interesting to the reader, even as it certainly does to the writer, to know something of this most recent gathering. From the account given, it appears that, in addition to Admiral Arthur Alington, the newly elected President (whose portrait ap- pears on another page), Admiral and Lady Freemantle, Commander W. Ingram, R. N., Captain G. F. King-Hall, R. N., Miss Weston and Miss Wintz, her co-laborer, and many prominent citizens, were present, the hall be- ing “crowded to excess.” Admiral Alington, as Chairman, said, among other things, “It was only in 1881 that he first realized there was any common sense in the fad, as he then thought it, of teetotal- ism; so that he had seen both sides of the question. What he had learnt since 1881 had led him to feel sure there was something in total abstinence, and that there was a power 83 “tell them.” and a grand principle underlying it. Many bluejackets thought admirals had no feelings, but they had; and he put it to them whether bluejackets who were teetotalers had not more influence with their comrades on the lower deck. It was not a manly act to get drunk, but a poor, foolish thing, and a recollection of something that had come down to the navy of to-day from the time when the service was very different.” Miss Weston, who was enthusiastically re- ceived, referred to the late Admiral Sir W. King-Hall, formerly President of the Society.* Miss Weston said Admiral Sir W. King- Hall helped the work on in its infancy, and set the example of temperance himself; and it was a joy to feel that they had with them on the platform Captain King-Hall, a son of the Ad- miral. Since that day the work had gone for- ward, and she was asked to take the honorary superintendence of it, and gladly did so. The Society was conducted on broad naval lines; it was quite unsectarian, and was carried on with the approbation of commanding officers. Tts object was to lessen drink in the navy, and consequently to reduce crime. There was not a ship in Her Majesty's service but what car- ried a branch of the Society, and it was repre- * The reader may call to mind the fact that this officer was captain of H. M. S. Cumberland , in 1864, in which vessel he encouraged me in my efforts by himself signing the pledge in December of that year. The son referred to was a boy at that time, well remembered by the writer. 84' THE R. N. T. S. ANNIVERSARY IN 1 897. : H sented in some degree cn every vessel that took part in the Jubilee Naval Review at Spit- head. The movement was going forward by leaps and bounds, and had become a power for good. Rev. W. Mantle congratulated the navy on having such a lady as Miss Weston devoting her energies to such a grand work as that in which she had been engaged for so many years. England had not so much to fear from foreign foes as the foe on her own shores, viz., the vices of her people. In England the great foe they had to face was the sin of intemper- ance, which was being waged against by such societies as that under whose auspices that meeting was held. Rev. F. Flynn, R. N., said the temperance society was a living power in the navy, and was also an addition to the fighting strength of the great temperance army which was wag- ing a righteous war throughout the land. Whilst the Society was absolutely unsectarian, it recognized the necessity of Gospel temper- ance work. Miss Weston then distributed several silver medals and “Fidelity” stars to abstainers, the recipients being enthusiastically cheered as they received their “decorations.” Miss Wes- ton mentioned that *two thousand of these honors were distributed to naval men last year. *A “Victory” silver medal is given after five years’ total abstinence. ' A “ Fidelity ” star after one year. 85 he Rev. Josiah Henson, the “Uncle Tom” of “Uncle Tom’s Cabin.” Taken in 1S76, when in his 88th year. OLD UNCLE TOM. Chapter XXI. Old Uncle Tom, It is instructive to notice how, in the life of an individual, very small events lead to greater ones, and to such as one never anticipated. In September, 1876, two things led me to take a trip to London. One was to offer my services to the “Red Cross Society,” which was sending medical aid to the wounded in Servia; the other to meet “Old Uncle Tom,” of Mrs. Beecher Stowe’s famous book, and arrange for his coming to Portsmouth. Colonel F. W. Sandwith kindly introduced me to the “Red Cross Society,” and it was arranged that I should go with the next party, but it never went. While taking lunch with the Colonel near Charing Cross, he said, “You ought to go into medical mission work.” Further conver- sation took place on the subject, and I bore a message from the Colonel to Rev. C. J. Whitmore, asking him to write Dr. Burns Thomson, of Edinburgh, concerning the matter. A brief note was written to Dr. Thomson, who, in reply, regretted that he did not need an assistant just then in his medical mission but that he understood one was needed in ,87 “tell them.” Liverpool, and he had forwarded my letter there. Dr. Thomson was one of my warmest friends and counsellors up to the time of his death, some two years since. He was well called the “Father of Home Medical Mis- sions.” Many a noble young man did he aid and train as Superintendent of the Edinburgh Medical Missionary Society, and later in con- nection with the London M. M. Association. While a student of theology, he visited the poor in Edinburgh, and was led to study medicine in order to better reach and influ- ence them; and many of them did he lead to the great Physician. Concerning “Uncle Tom” 1 had read an account in The Christian, telling how the poor old colored man, then eighty-eight years of age, had come to England to get aid to re- deem his farm, which he had mortgaged in order to continue legal proceedings against a man who had defrauded the colored people out of the “Dawn Institute” in Canada. After nine years’ battling, Tom got the victory; but his own money, and all he could get from friends, was gone, and his little farm would be foreclosed in a few weeks. Tom arranged to come down to Ports- mouth, and took back £40 (two hundred dol- lars), as the result of his visit. While in Ports- mouth, I took him on board the old “Victory,” and he saw the spot “where Nelson fell.” The crew of the ship was assembled and lis- 88 OLD UNCLE TOM. tened to “Old Tom” while he talked to them of the slavery of sin, and of the kingdom of heaven. He then gave all a copy of The Christian Age, containing his portrait and a sketch. The editor, Dr. Lobb, accompanied him, and looked after his affairs generally. Tom’s real name was Josiah Henson, as ex- plained in Mrs. Stowe’s “Key to Uncle Tom's Cabin.” Some of my friends thought that I was being deceived in him, and determined that they would not be. I knew, however, that the man was en- dorsed by such men as the Earl of Shaftes- bury and Samuel Morley, M. P., two of Eng- land’s noblest Christian philanthropists, and I was willing and glad to join hands with them in helping the poor old Negro slave, and “take all risks,” and I did so. Not long after his visit to Portsmouth, the Queen of England sent for “Old Tom,” and had him spend an hour with her recounting some of the thrilling scenes in his eventful life. Before he left, the Queen — grand, noble woman that she is— exchanged autographs and photographs with the poor old fugitive slave, who rejoiced in Him who “taketh the beggar and setteth him among princes.” The Queen still lives — and long may she live — but “Uncle Tom,” and the two great and grand men named, have passed on to their home and reward. The portrait of “Uncle Tom” here given, 89 “tell them.” is reproduced from an original photograph given to the author by the old hero in 1876. He was a truly remarkable old man, a most joyous and earnest Christian, full of good humor and hearty sympathy; and like his Di- vine Master, he delighted in children, and especially “little ones.” At the time of his visit a “little one” of four months — Lily — now married — was his peculiar care; and despite his inability to fully use his arms, owing to the fracture of both “shoulder blades,” or scapulae, by Legree, he nursed her by the hour. One night during his visit to Portsmouth the old man had a dream which he narrated at the breakfast table. He dreamed that he was awakened by the noise of people rushing along the streets, many in dismay, others filled with joy. Calling from the window, he asked what it all meant, and received the reply that, “Jesus has come to take His people home.” “Bless the Lord, I ’se all ready,” he responded, clapping his hands with joy. Perhaps no truer test of Christian character and standing could be made than to pass through such an experience. After the Queen had “shaken hands” with Tom, everybody wanted to do so, and I could not help saying to some of my skeptical friends, “You can shake hands with the old man now, after the Queen, but you might have done so before her, as some of us did." 90 OLD UNCLE TOM. After spending some months in Great Britain, where he was most generously treated, he went home, with fully ten thousand dollars above all he needed to redeem his farm and home. We had removed to Liverpool meanwhile, as told in the next chapter, and one day I saw it stated in a newspaper that “Tom” was to sail from Liverpool the next day. Accom- panied by my wife, I saw the old man off. How glad he was to see us and tell of all his success since we met before. The writer was the last man to shake hands with “Uncle Tom” with one exception. The captain of the steam tug was the last one to do so. We shall meet again, but not on earth. 91 * ) Dr. William Burns-Thomson. GREAT CHANGES. Chapter XXII. Great Changes. A day or two after my arrival home from London, a letter was received from Liverpool, asking me to go there on a visit. After spending a week in that city, I was offered the position of assistant to the Liverpool Medical Mission, and accepted it. It caused a great breaking up of old ties, and a very hurried one, too, as all had to be effecteckin a few days, but my friends managed to arrange “a farewell meeting,” which was attended bv representatives from the army, navy, dockyard, etc., and the various denomi- nations. A purse of sovereigns was presented to me, to meet expenses. Friends spoke of their not knowing how they would get on now, but thev were reminded that the best way they could show the esteem they had expressed for any- thing I had tried to do, would be by their seeing to it that those efforts were not allowed to fall through, and I am thankful to say that they “continue to this day.” It was indeed a great change of scene and labor, but I was soon “in love with it.” There was nothing very inviting in itself, in attend- ing to a crowd of poor, dirty and diseased 93 “tell them.” people; but when each was looked upon as “a human soul for whom Christ died,” and for whom He had prepared a place, and pro- vided by His own blood the means to make it possible for them to enter heaven and be fitted for the place, there was a grandeur in such service which was fascinating. There were two large dispensaries in con- nection with the Liverpool Medical Mission, in which about four hundred patients w'ere at- tended daily during five days of the week. To stand before two or three hundred of these poor creatures, many being shoeless and hat- less, and “less” of nearly everything worth having, to tell them of the love of God, of the bright heaven above, where “they shall hunger no more, neither thirst any more,” and where “God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes,” was now the privilege I enjoyed. Fur- ther, to minister to and help these poor suffer- ing ones, and, while doing so, to preach the Gospel to them individually, was grand work. And what grander can there be on earth, than to “minister to bodies and souls diseased,” and have the joy of seeing both healed? During three years of service there, I had the joy of seeing many led to the Saviour, chiefly through individual conversation with them. I found that, while it was a good thing to speak to a crowd, yet success was chiefly met with in dealing with individuals — spirit- ually as well as medically — by means of simple language and illustration. 9 + GREAT CHANGES. For instance, after writing a patient’s name in my book, I would often converse as follows: “Now you have got your name entered in my book, but do you know that Jesus keeps a book in heaven called the Lamb’s Book of Life? Have you got your name down in His book?” If the answer was negative, I would ask, “Would you like to have it down there?” To which the reply would generally be “Yes, indeed.” “Do you know how to get it there?” “No, not exactly,” or “by being good.” “Well, now, how did you get it down in my book?” and then I would explain: “First, you felt sick?” “Yes, doctor.” “Second, you wanted to be cured? ' “Yes, indeed; I did, sir.” “Third, you tried to cure yourself?” “Yes, that’s so; for I went to the druggist and got ” “Exactly; and then you found that you could not cure yourself?” “Yes, indeed.” “And you thought, Who is there that I can trust to cure me? And you decided to come and trust me to do it. Now you have come, you find me waiting and willing to take your case in hand.” “Indeed, I do; and thank you, doctor.” “Then you see that the very first thing I do is to put your name down in my book, showing that you came to trust me to cure you, and that I was willing to accept you as 95 “tell them.” my patient. In this book there are thousands of names of those who have come here just as you have clone.” In this way the Gospel would be presented simply, and the patients urged to trust the great Physician to save their souls, as they had trusted the earthly one to heal their bodies. Many very interesting cases might be nar- rated to show the value of this two-fold effort to heal body and soul; but one must suffice. The wife of a working man was attending the mission as a patient, and I had often talked with her about her spiritual welfare. One day I urged her to decision, asking her to take the words, “I will trust and not be afraid,” and make them her own. She did so, and patient and physician shook hands and rejoiced. Opening my table drawer, in which I kept various little books, cards, etc., I said, “Now, I must give you something in memory of this occasion.” The first thing I took out of the drawer was a card, upon which was the very text I had just used. Both felt that God’s hand was in the coincidence, and it served to increase the confidence and joy of each. The card was taken home, framed, and hung over the mantelpiece. Mrs. Summers had a son away from home, who was a most expert conjurer and pro- nounced atheist. And she requested prayer in the mission meetings for her boy “Will.” Prayer was earnestly offered for him, and most wonderfully answered. One night, when he 96 GREAT CHANGES. was hundreds of miles from home, he, to use his own words, “found himself upon his knees” when retiring to rest. Being there, he began to talk to himself thus: “Why, Will, what are you doing here? You don’t believe in this kind of thing.” “Well, no; but now I am here, I suppose I must do something.” Re- membering a little verse his grandmother had taught him at her knee, “Now I lay me down to sleep,” he repeated it and lay down; but not to sleep, for thoughts troubled him. A few days later he returned home, and soon after joined the church his mother at- tended. One night, after attending a meeting, he packed up all his conjuring materials, which had cost him about five hundred dollars, and carrying them to a “rag shop,” sold them for old metal and got two and a half dollars (ten shillings). He first broke them up, to prevent their being used by any one else. Upon his making this known to me, I referred him to Acts xix: 19, for an account of a similar event. He will be referred to again further on, 97 “tell them.” Chapter XXIII. Providential Dealings. The Saviour always sought by word and act to impress upon His hearers that God, His Father, and their Father, who had given Him to save their souls, also cared for their bodies, even to the numbering of the hairs of their heads. This was a truth which was continu- ally placed before the poor people at the medi- cal mission, most of whom had to struggle very hard at times to make “both ends meet.” It must not be supposed that all those reached and helped by the mission belonged to the vicious classes. Often the privilege of ministering to God’s own poor was gladly em- braced and enjoyed, and the weekly evening meetings afforded good opportunities for the demonstration of God’s care for their temporal needs and welfare. A book was kept for re- cording requests for prayer; one page contain- ing the requests, and the opposite one the answers received, and many of the latter were registered. This gave a practical turn to the meetings, encouraging the people to “ask,” and raising the spirit of expectancy in regard to their receiving answers, and thus stimulated faith in prayer and the Hearer of prayer. One night a poor, ignorant working man, who attended the mission, told the following 98 PROVIDENTIAL DEALINGS. story: That morning his wife, five little ones and himself, had eaten all the food they had; the meal being finished, no work, no money, and no food, led the man to gather his family around him, while in prayer he asked his heavenly Father to help them thus: “O Lord, you knows how it is with us; I ain’t got any work, and we’ve got nothing left to eat; you cares for the birds and flowers, won’t you care* for us?” Tom arose from his knees, kissed his wife and children, and went out to look for a job. He had only just turned the corner of the street in which he lived when an old companion met him. “Hallo Tom, my boy, how are yer? Why, I haven’t seen yer for months; and they tell me as you’ve turned religious and teetotal.” “Yes, Jim, I think I was on the wrong road long enough.” “Well, Tom, I wish I was like yer, and hope to be some day.” “That’s right, Jim, I’m glad to hear you say so, for I know there's nothing like serving God, and now I’m out of work I goes to Him, and axes Him to help me, and He does it.” “Why, Tom, you talks like a parson, old fel- lar; and it just comes to my mind to pay yer back what I borrowed of yer last time we had a spree together.” “What you borrowed of me?” asked Tom in astonishment; “I didn’t know you owed me aught.” “No, I s’pose not, you were too drunk then, 99 “tell them/’ but here it is,” and Jim placed a gold sover- eign in Tom’s hand. As Tom said at the meeting, it made him tremble all over, for it seemed to be “red hot from heaven.” One evening, the thirty-seventh Psalm was being read, and an elderly man who was not in the habit of attending the mission was pre- sent and remarked that the people of God got their bread although they had to beg it, while the Psalmist says, “I have never seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread.” This remark led me to narrate the following personal experience: At the time referred to I was in need of ten pounds, and thought to get the loan of that sum from some friend, but could not make up my mind to ask anyone to help me, for one reason or another. Just at the very time it was actually needed, I was astonished by receiving a letter from a lady hundreds of miles away, who knew nothing of my need, and had never helped me before, but was impressed to send a check for ten pounds, and that, not as a loan, but a gift. As I narrated this incident, and watched the effect upon my hearers, I realized how needful it was to have been placed in similar circum- stances oneself, in order to be able to sym- pathize with and aid others; and that might explain why I had been allowed to pass through that experience. ioo ACROSS THE ATLANTIC. Chapter XXIV. Across the Atlantic. In the summer of 1879, some friends con- nected with the medical mission in Liverpool visited America and learned of the proposal to open a medical mission in Philadelphia. They were pleased to advise with the friends having this project in hand, and upon returning home they informed me of the circumstances, and made some suggestions about my going over to aid in the work. After prayerfully consid- ering the matter, my wife and I decided that we would go if the Lord seemed so to direct. An offer of rooms at the mission, free of rent, was made by the friends in Philadelphia, but this was all they were able to provide for us in any way. Further consideration was given to the subject, and certain events trans- piring seemed to indicate that it was the right thing to go. It was still open to question, however, until the morning of August 13th, when our going had to be finally decided upon, as we would need to sail one week later. That morning I knelt in prayer with my wife and four children earnestly praying for guidance, and, rising from my knees, sat down Bible in hand. As I did so, it “fell open,” and my eye went “as an arrow to the mark,” and I seemed to see only one verse, Isaiah xlii: 16, “And I will bring the blind by a way they IOI /j- 74 sJSca^y *&zrur'fe ozx^tZ. ^ Lt- j <3( t . j /luA-Jt tfSTU. £j#T- -^V £lt&^ f /* c . ^-O Mtj, *±V* - ^ tZZLeJl fi-jj £jiTLJ>J &S2-/ZZ £&^Lj tu^/c^tA. *~iA Cc-i—t-j/' .firuu. £&-< jo. //kd&jL- +L jfw&Af ^ If l <(TL+ ^UA^t^Lj '~£ftru^y ^Z^3U<.- 6rz*jL-j , (^L^jLu^ ? £ri^> ACROSS THE ATLANTIC. know not: I will lead them in paths that they have not known; I will make darkness light before them; and crooked things straight. These things will I do unto them, and not forsake them, saith the Lord.” It was enough; I turned to my wife and we decided, ‘‘We will go, for this is evidently the Lord’s message to us.” It was not a small thing to take this step. To give up home and friends was something, but to give up a certainty in the shape of a position with definite salary, for a seeming uncertainty, and with six in family, was a matter that needed very careful and prayerful consideration, and clear assurance that God was leading, even as He led Abraham to leave his home and country. He had led me to Portsmouth dockyard in 1870, and to Liver- pool in 1876, and if now, in 1879, He was leading from Liverpool to America, we were ready to go. The same God leads to-day those who are willing to follow, although the doing so does not always mean a path of roses, but very often one of thorns. In less than two hours after the experience just related, we had tangible evidence of the care of our Heavenly Father by a friend giving twenty pounds, and another five pounds, towards meeting the expense of voyage, etc., and without their being spoken to by me.* * Miss Weston’s letter, reproduced on the preceding page, was also written on August 13th, the day referred to, and contained five pounds. “tell them.” The work of breaking up home soon began. Selling some things, and packing others, and bidding good-bye to friends, were things gone through not without a pang. My dear friend, Mr. B. F. Babcock, Trea- surer of the Liverpool Medical Mission, also contributed to our “Transit Fund,” and re- ceived gifts from friends in our behalf, so that by the time of our departure one hundred guineas (over five hundred dollars) had been contributed, including ten pounds received at the farewell meeting, chiefly given by the poor people attending the mission. Among those who helped us to cross the Atlantic were Miss Weston, Lady Bell, Alex- ander Balfour, Esq., Samuel Smith, Esq., M. P., John Houghton, Esq., Mr. Douglas Hebson, Rev. Conrad S. Green and friends, Rev. William Lockett, Mr. C. R. Hurditch Mr. John Groom, also Drs. G. B. Denton, Tames Hakes, J. A. Owles, Gordon Smith, and J. A Howard To all of these friends, and others not men- tioned, I wish to record my sincere thanks for kindly aid thus rendered. Th'ey made it pos- sible for us to cross the Atlantic, and their pravers and sympathy helped us much then and since. The dav of our sailing was a memorable one. Several of the friends named above came to see us off, and to say “Good bye,” in the truest meaning of the words. A large num- 104 B. F. Babcock, Esq., Treasurer of t the Liverpool Medical Mission, England, “tell them.” ber of the poor who had been patients at the missions were also present, and as we noted some expressions of sadness at our leaving them, we were reminded somewhat of Paul’s farewell, narrated in Acts xx, closing with the words, “And they accompanied him unto the ship.” It was a trying ordeal for all when the S. S. Indiana bore us out into mid-stream, and home and friends gradually faded from our view, on August 20th, 1879. U. S. Minister Welch sailed in the vessel on the same trip on his return from England, where he had been for some years the U. S. Minister. It was in this vessel that General U. S. Grant made his memorable trip around the world some years before. 106 IN A STRANGE LAND. Chapter XXV. In a Strange Land. After a rather stormy passage of twelve days, we sighted Columbia’s fair shore and landed in Philadelphia. Mr. E. F. Baldwin, who, with his cousin, Dr. Kirkpatrick, had re- cently opened a medical mission in that city, was the first American to welcome us. He did so very heartily, as did many other friends, so that we scarcely realized that we were “strangers in a strange land.” One of the first things Mr. Baldwin had to tel! us was that our trunks were not to go to the mission, but to another address. In ex- planation of this, he narrated the following incident, which afforded a further proof of “our Father’s care” in anteceding our wants, even as He placed the coal in the earth to meet the needs of generations to come. Only two days before our arrival Mr. Baldwin re- ceived the news of our decision to come. Meantime the occupants of the rooms which he had offered for our use had decided to re- main. The thought of our arriving without being able to take up our abode at the mission caused our friend considerable anxiety. How- ever, he remembered that the usual monthly prayer meeting of half a dozen business men, 107 “tell them.” which he attended, met that afternoon, and he resolved to ask prayer for us there. Having told the circumstances to those present, a good brother, Mr. William Edis, said, “Don’t trouble about that, Brother Baldwin, they can go into that house of mine; it's empty, except some articles of furniture, which they can use. and they can stay there as long as they need free of rent, as they are coming here to do the Lord’s work.” Mr. Baldwin was greatly astonished and re- joiced. And yet we were not allowed to know of this difficulty until delivered from it. It was indeed strange, in one sense, that this good friend should have so readily offered such a welcome to strangers, but he believed that he acted in accordance with the prompt- ings of Providence, and so believes to this day, and so do we. There was one thing which it was desirable I should now accomplish, if possible, viz., ob- tain a medical degree, which for various rea- sons I had been unable to gain hitherto. The possession of this would materially increase my usefulness in future work. The Faculty of Jefferson Medical College, recognizing my previous experience in the practice of medicine, granted my degree after attending two sessions of lectures. The hundred guineas kindly given by friends was about half gone by the time of landing in Philadelphia, and getting housed; and of the jo8 IN A STRANGE LAND. .remaining two hundred and fifty dollars, one hundred and fifty — at half rates — had to be paid for college fees for two years, leaving only one hundred dollars towards providing for all our needs for a year and a half. Of course, there was nothing to do but to practice the strictest economy, and this was so done that at the end of eighteen months it was found that the total expenditure for six, and the greater part of the time seven, in fam- ily, was about $360; or five dollars a week for everything except rent, which was free of cost. During part of this time things came to a “pretty severe pass” at times, but at each juncture the crooked was made straight and deliverance came. Having only one hundred dollars to begin with, the remaining two hun- dred and sixty dollars were obtained in va- rious ways. Our oldest boy, Harry, for the last ten months of the time, worked for Mr. Edis and received two dollars a week by run- ning messages, earning, in all, nearly one hun- dred dollars. The remainder of the two hundred and sixty dollars needed was received at different times, in various ways, and in such manner as to in- dicate Providential care. Part came as gifts, and some was earned by work of various kinds. Towards the last, the pinch became terribly severe, and at times a meal was eaten without any apparent certainty of the next; and yet 109 “tell them.” a meal time never came but food was there, though humble the fare. On one occasion a friend sent us a large basket filled with provisions of all kinds, the donor being unknown to this day. At another time, a friend, Mr. E. A. Jones, brought ten silver dollars from Mr. G. W. Childs, whom I had never then seen. Thus in some way or other the Lord did provide. It may not be out of place here to mention an incident which gave striking evidence of God’s watchful care over us in other ways. One very hot day in May, 1880, I left home for college, not intending to return until night. About three o’clock in the afternoon a strange impression that “something was wrong” led me to leave college and go home. Arriving there, to my dismay, I found my dear wife in delirium from “heat stroke,” and our five children gathered together in a group in fear and trembling. The oldest, Harry, was then scarcely eleven years, the youngest but two months old, and there was no one else in the house at the time. For six hours the strongest measures were needed to over- come the violence of the attack, and her life and those of the children were only saved as by a miracle. Seven years later, shortly before her death, that dear wife and mother told me that a terri- ble thought had seized her mind shortly be- fore my arrival home that day, i. e., that she no IN A STRANGE LAND. should kill the children and then herself; and had I not arrived when I did, she in all prob- ability would have carried out this awful tragedy. Is it necessary to ask, Who or what led me to leave college and go home that day? Surely not. Truly, there is ‘‘an eye that never sleeps.” Tis God’s. I may explain here concerning our son Harrv up to the present writing. He was ad- mitted to Mr. D. L. Moody’s Bovs’ School at Mount Hermon in the fall of 1881, and re- mained there a year. Mr. Moody began his school in that year with twenty little fellows, from ten to twelve years of age. He had two farm cottages for them; a “mother” in each house had ten in charge. After working in Broadway stores for two years, Harry spent a second year at Mr. Moody’s, and while there, in 1886, the first Students’ Conference was held at Mt. Her- mon, out of which grew the Student Volun- teer Movement for Foreign Missions. My son was one of the first hundred who joined the movement at that time. He afterwards attended Pennington Seminary, N. J., and was for two years at Princeton College. Here he “fought his own way” financially almost en- tirely. In 1896, he obtained his M. D., and is now “awaiting orders” from the Lord, to whom he was given by his parents as a babe, and to whom he gave himself in 1880. m “tell them.” Chapter XXVI. Just in Time. It would be specially pleasant to be able to tell of all the kindness shown by friends, and of the good hand of our God upon us during these months; but although this cannot be done, some instances are given in this chapter. Not long after landing in America, my dear wife remarked one day how much she wished she had her old easy chair to rest in, as she often felt tired, and was not then in good health. The next day some friend, to the pre- sent unknown, sent her an easy rocking chair. “Doth God care for oxen?” was once asked. Yes, and for sparrows, too. How much mere then for His children? As the time for graduation approached, the usual fee of thirty dollars was needed, but no money was in hand to meet it. A dear lady friend, Mrs. A. P. Solomon, was led to give the amount just when required, and add this to many previous kind acts. The even ng be- fore graduation had to be spent by one of the graduates in mending his shoes, so as to ap- pear decently. It had been a hard struggle, but the end came, and with it victory, in the possession of the desired degree of M. D., and with the commendation of the faculty, on 1 1 2 JUST IN TIME. March 12th, 1881. The graduating exercises were held in the Academy of Music, the plat- form covered with bouquets of flowers for the graduates, making a floral frame around the faculty, trustees and graduates. A little group of a mother and five children were specially interested in one of the graduates, and waved and clapped as he ascended the platform. They had been sharers in the struggles of various kinds which had preceded that event, and could not be blamed for ex- pressing their interest and joy in the success attained. The following days were very trying; meals were provided, but with less and less prospect of the next. On March 22d, our family sat down to the last morsel of food: breakfast consisting of dry bread, coffee and sugar. Everything, it seemed, had come to an end. The clouds gathered thick and dark, so that we could scarcely “look up,” where we had been looking, for guidance as to our future sphere of labor, now that the mission was in full operation, and yet unable to contribute towards my support. We were silent — dumb and helpless. Was it all a great blunder, our leaving home? No, it surely could not be: and we still tried to “hold on.” As John Newton wrote: “ His love in times past forbids me to think He’D leave me at last in trouble to sink; Each sweet Ebenezer I have in review Confirms His good pleasure to help me cjuite through.” H3 “tell them.” About nine o’clock that morning the mis- sion door bell rang, and a 'letter was received from our good friend, Mr. B. F. Babcock, of Liverpool. It had been twelve days on its way, but it came just in time for the next meal, and had more than enough for that in it, for it contained a check for ten pounds (fifty dol- lars). Shall I attempt to tell the reader of the mingled feelings with which it was eagerly received, read and rejoiced over? I cannot. The letter suggested that I should go to New York and see two gentlemen who were named, and who had expressed a desire to see such a work in New York when they were visiting Liverpool. Calling upon my friend, Mr. Edis, that morning, and telling him the “good news,” and of my intention to go on to New York the following day, we rejoiced together. His partner, Mr. Mockridge, overhearing our con- versation, said: “I’m glad to hear it, doctor,” and, taking out his pocket book, he added, “I’ve got something here which I’ve been car- rying for three months, and I think it must be meant for you.” So saying, he handed me a ticket from Philadelphia to New York. Mr. Edward A. Jones, one of my first and fast friends in Philadelphia, had left that city for New York some months previously, and the following morning found me at his office in New York, the only man I then knew in that city. 114 FIRST EXPERIENCES IN NEW YORK. Chapter XXVII. First Experiences in New York. It was indeed a great pleasure to meet my old friend, Mr. Jones, and to tell him of all the Lord’s leadings. His office was at Fulton Street and Broadway, and remembering that the old noon-day prayer meeting was held on Fulton Street, I asked that we might go there and see the man and the place about which I had read in 1864 — seventeen years before — in “The Power of Prayer.” It was a great privilege to be there, and one enjoyed many times since, as my friend- ship with the founder, Mr. Lanphier, has ripened and deepened. It was well to spend the first hour in the city in such a place, and to ask prayer for guidance in the new under- taking. (As each year has been completed, the noon hour has been spent in the Fulton Street meeting, in memory of March 23d, 1881.) One of the next things to do was to wa.t upon the two gentlemen named in the letter from Liverpool. But, upon our calling at their offices, the one declined ro join in the project, as he was already busily engaged in other Christian work; the other, strangely enough, declined even to see us, and although 115 THREE NEW YORK FRIENDS. Mr. Edward A. Jones, Mr. John C. Lanphier, Treasurer Dr. Gustavus A. Sabine. Founder of the I. M. M. Society. Fulton St. Prayer Meeting. FIRST EXPERIENCES IN NEW YORK. we called again two days later, he treated us in the same peculiar manner. This was indeed a great surprise, and one that at first quite staggered us. The fact was, I had come to the city feeling assured of a warm welcome from these men, who, as I was informed, desired to see a medical mission in New York. My expectation was like that of the disciples, when they followed the man carrying the pitcher of water and found all things “prepared,” as their Master had said, but my experience was certainly not in accord therewith.* As we two men stood upon Broadway, staggered by the action of these men, wonder- ing what it could mean, and whether I had made a mistake, there was brought to my re- membrance, in a very vivid manner, the Expe- rience of the disciples upon the stormy lake. They received the audible command of the Master to get into the boat and go over to “the other side,” but when they essayed to do * The strangest thing is, perhaps, that although seven or eight of the nearest relatives of the first man referred to, in- cluding both his parents, have given and give to this work, he has never giveti a cent. The wife of the other is a regular contributor, too, but he has never yet given a cent to the work. And both are millionaires. Explain it? I cannot do so. I can only call to mind the experience of the Sa- viour Himself with the rich young man. He could more readily get poor, struggling fishermen to follow Him, and “forsake all” in doing so. “Even His brethren did not believe in Him.'" Neither did these men believe in me, evi- dently, or they would gladly have embraced and not lost their opportunity of doing good. *17 “tell them.” so, they had to “down sails” and “out oars” and toil all night until “He came walking on the sea,” and delivered them. There was no question as to their being in the path of duty, but it became one of opposition and danger. Feeling assured that we were in the right path, we decided to “go ahead” as God should lead. One of the friends whom Mr. Jones and I called upon on the day of my arrival in the city was Mr. R. R. McBurney, the veteran Y. M. C. A. Secretary, who gave us the bene- fit of his wise counsel, and has ever evinced an interest in the cause. A letter of introduction was given to a Christian physician, Dr. G. A. Sabine, by his son, the Rev. W. T. Sabine, D. D., and the doctor gave us a warm welcome. After se- curing promises of co-operation from a few other physicians, ministers and other friends, the New York Medical Mission was founded in Dr. Sabine’s house, 46 West Twenty-third Street, and he remained a warm friend and contributor to the cause until his death in No- vember, 1896, at nearly eighty-four years of age. It was hard work, in view of the following facts, to obtain all the needed personal and pecuniary aid; but He who sent us to build aided us in the building. First. I was a stranger. Second. There were so many existing 1x8 FIRST EXPERIENCES IN NEW YORK. claims upon the time and resources of really generous people. Third. The future welfare of the work made it desirable that it should not be placed upon a sectarian basis, and thus it was likely to lie, at least for a time, the servant of all but the child of none. Fourth. Most persons seemed to be quite ignorant as to the character and value of medi- cal missions. But in spite of these drawbacks, success was given, as will be further narrated. Having secured the promise of co-operation of fifteen men, physicians and others, premises were rented at No. 5 East Broadway (Chatham Square) and a large store fitted up and opened as a free dispensary and mission, in what is known as the Fourth Ward, said to be the wickedest part of the city. This was opened in June, 1881; and notice of its opening being given in various papers, the ‘‘sick poor” soon began to come. The first day there were seventeen, but the num- bers soon ranged to between fifty and sixty a day for six days in the week. At first, in visiting those too sick to leave their homes in the slums of the city, it was difficult to find them. A certain name and address would be given— say, Mrs. Murphy, 30 Cherry Street. Upon arriving at the house bearing the number given, the group of men and women around the doorway would seem 119 “tell them.” almost purposely to block the entrance; when I would ask if Mrs. Murphy did not live there — “No, sir; no such person lives here.” Upon being- informed that I was “the Doctor,” and that I had come to see her, understanding that she was sick, the group would exchange glances, and, as I was about to leave, one would burst out with, “What name did you say. sir, Mrs. Murphy?” “Yes, Mrs. Mur- phy.” “Oh! Mrs. Murphy, Mrs. Murphy; why, yes, Doctor; there’s a woman by that name on the top floor back,” and the crowd would divide and entrance be gained when it could not otherwise have been obtained. In the evenings the Mission was opened for Gospel meetings, and poor drunkards and outcasts would come in, many being saved, “body and soul.” One night an Irishman stood up in the meeting and said, “I’ve been listening to all you’ve been saying, and it was good, but for the life of me I can’t tell what persuasion ye are, and I’d like to know.” I said that I would be pleased to reply, and answered him as follows: “First, we’ve been persuaded that we are all lost sinners ; second, we’ve been persuaded that God gave His Son to save us; third, we’ve been persuaded t^ trust Hi.n to save us; and fourth, we’re trying to persuade others to do the same. This is our persuasion.” The man was fully satisfied and resumed his seat. 120 DISCOURAGEMENTS AND DELIVERANCES. Chapter XXVIII. Discouragements and Deliverances. One of the things which at first was very discouraging was to notice how readily the devil seemed to have all the money he needed to carry on his work, in the liquor saloons and such places around the mission, while we were often unable to get money to carry on this work for God. To see these palaces well lighted and fitted up with all that money could furnish; to see the mission without money to replace broken windows, smashed by the roughs; or to pay for other needed things; to go home tired late at night not possessing the five cents needed to ride on a car; were things trying to flesh and blood of ordinary kind, such as we happened to be made of, and it took all the grit and grace we possessed to “stick to it” under these circumstances. I am thankful, however, to say that I was enabled to do so by God’s help. In November, 1881, the constant strain of work and care, with exposure to severe weather, induced a bad attack of sickness. On a certain day I was barely able to attend to the fifty or more patients who clamored for help, and yet was less able to say “no” to them and send them away. 121 “tell them.” The last patient had been attended to and had passed out, and I was about to lock the door of the dispensary and wend my way home; a long, weary journey, having no money for car fare, when another patient came. He begged that I would give him some more of the medicine he had been taking. I confess that it cost me an effort to turn the key and attend to him, but it was well for me that I did not refuse. “Make you His service your delight; He’ll make your wants His care.” As we returned to the door on the way out, I noticed that a letter had been placed in the box. Thrusting it into my pocket, feeling too weary to see what it was, or from whom it came, I pro- ceeded towards home. I had, however, gone but a few paces when it occurred to me that possibly it might be a “call” from a patient too sick to come to the dispensary. Opening it by the light of a street lamp, I found in it a half sheet of note paper, on which was written, “Your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of these things,” and a one dollar bill. Thus was the need met and car fare and other necessaries provided. The sender is to this day unknown to me, but that half sheet of note paper has been kept. The next day I was unable to leave my bed till late in the afternoon, and was seated by the kitchen fire (the only fire in the house), when 122 DISCOURAGEMENTS AND DELIVERANCES. a gentleman — an entire stranger — called. He chatted pleasantly for a few minutes without giving his name and without my telling him of our need. As he left the house he shook hands with my wife, and at the same time placed a five dollar gold piece in her hand, “to get some- thing for the doctor,” he said. When he had gone, we wondered who he was, and what had led him to call upon us and act so strangely; but a few days later our at- tention was called to an article in the New York Witness, which told us all about the cir- cumstances. In the article referred to, the writer ex- plained that while engaged at his desk in his office, he was startled by, as it seemed, some one speaking the name, “Dowkontt,” in his ear. He turned around, but no one was there. He resumed his writing, but again the name sounded in his ear, or heart. “Why,” said he to himself, “that is the name of the doctor who recently opened that medi- cal mission in the city. Strange that his name should come to my mind like that. Perhaps there is something the matter with him; I’ll go and see.” So saying, he put on his hat and came to the dispensary, which was about five or six minutes’ walk from his office. When he reached the mission, he found a notice on the door saying that the doctor had been taken sick and could not be there that day. 123 “tell them.” As he turned away, he remarked to himself, “If I knew where he lived, I’d go and see him, but as I don’t know, I can’t go.” He resumed his work once more, but had not proceeded far when the same peculiar ex- perience was met with. Calling one of his clerks, he said, “Bring me the New York Directory. I must find him if I can.” The directory for New York was searched in vain, and oncemore he proceeded, but again came the call or name. Calling now for the Brooklyn Directory, he discovered our address, and as it was now nearly time for him to close his office and go home, he decided to leave his business and find us as soon as possible. This was not an easy task, however, but about an hour after leaving his office he found the house in which we resided, with the result as previously stated. A remarkable experience, indeed, was it not? The striking thing being that I did not know who he was or what had led him to call ; I had only seen him, I afterwards discovered, at the opening of our mission in Chatham Square in the previous June, and then only as one of many who were present. When we read the account in the Witness , it was with mingled feelings indeed. It was hard to see ourselves “in print” after that fashion, as we naturally shrank from let- ting our poverty be known, but we felt, “It is 124 DISCOURAGEMENTS AND DELIVERANCES. the Lord's doing, and marvellous in our eyes,” and so acquiesced. Some of the readers of the Witness , touched by the story, sent to the writer various sums, in all nearly one hundred dollars, within the next few days. And upon the story being re- printed some weeks later in the Christian Herald of England, it was read by some of the poor patients in Liverpool, who gathered to- gether, talked it over, cried it over, prayed it over, and planned to send some help to us in New York. And so it is eAudently possible, in a great city of wealth, to struggle on in a good work, and often lack the means to do the work; or to support life at times. But God sends His “wingless angels” on His errands of mercy at such times. Oh! for those who listen for His voice, and hasten to obey, as this good man did. If all obeyed as he did, want would soon be done away. "teli. them.” Chapter XXIX. A Silver D. During the first few years of our American life, many difficulties were met with and over- come, deliverance being sent in such a man- ner as to leave no doubt as to the actual De- liverer. Although unseen by the natural vision, God’s watchfulness, love and power were so manifest that at times it seemed as if we really did see the hand of the Deliverer. But, if not, why doubt the fact of His exist- ence and love? The friend who sent the dollar, as told in the last chapter, has never yet been seen or known to the writer; but can there be any doubt of his or her existence and sympathy, because as yet unseen? The envelope was addressed to the right person, and contained tangible evidence of sympathy and power to aid in a practical manner one in need. So with our Father in heaven, whose power, wis- dom and love are manifest in all His works, though He Himself as yet be invisible to mor- tal eye. • To know of a surety in one’s inner con- sciousness that God is, and that He watches over His creatures, even the sparrows; to know that He is my Father, who thinketh 126 A SILVER D. upon me, and has manifested this by actually hearing and answering my prayer, “uttered or unexpressed,” is to know the sublimest truth possible to man on earth. But how we shrink from obtaining such knowledge when it can only come to us as the result of being brought low into the depths of trouble. Many times during these early years, and some of the succeeding ones, has the five or ten cent thank offering of the patients been all the money taken home at the close of the day. How little did these pojr people think or know of these things! The day that President Garfield was buried was a general holiday and the weather was very hot. The whole of the way to the ferry had to be walked in the burning rays of the sun. As the perspiration poured off my face, I began to inwardly complain, when, as a flash, there was brought to my remembrance these words: “Rejoice, in that ye are made partakers of Christ’s sufferings.” The effect was magi- cal! and of such a character that I actually laughed outright at the thought of such a comparison. It had, however, the desired ef- fect, for all the murmuring spirit fled, and I went on my way in a different mood. I had debated as to my going to the mission at all on that day, it being a holiday; but inasmuch as people do not all at once get well because of a holiday, I decided to go. Strangely enough, on that day the patients gave more 127 “tell them.” than twice as much as the largest amount contributed on any previous occasion. Often- times a day would pass without a cent being given, while on others only a few cents would be received. In December, 1882, funds were very low indeed, and during Christmas week scarcely anything was obtained beyond bare subsis- tence. Each day of the week my children were anxiously waiting to be taken to see the stores or shops all filled with Christmas goods, but to take them only to see that which they could not possess, would be very trying to all. Day after day they were made to hope for bet- ter things, until Saturday arrived, and I wended my way home having only enough to pay the ferry over the river, and then walk. A dear friend brought a toy sleigh for the children, which I carried home and we “made the most of it.” Then, gathering all together, we had a good time of singing before retiring for the night. Next day, the one before Christmas, although we had something to eat, I had not even two cents to pay the ferry to get to New York to conduct the Sunday school and evening meeting. However, shortly before the time for leaving, a friend called and furnished the needed means. Arriving home about eleven o’clock that night, my wife, Mr. Summers, my first stu- dent, and myself sat together talking over the condition of affairs. 128 A SILVER I>. Suddenly, a few minutes before midnight, we were startled by a sharp ring at the door bell, which at the same time awoke four of the five children out of their sleep. They had gone to bed with visions of Santa Claus and his descent with wonderful things. Hearing our exclamations of surprise, they rushed down stairs. Going to the door as quickly as possible, supposing some one was sick and needed aid, I was astonished not to see any one there. In vain I looked around, no one could be seen upon the street, although the moon was shin- ing very brightly. My wife and Mr. Sum- mers, not hearing me address any one, came to the door, and I said, “How peculiar it is.” There was no mistake as to the bell being rung, but how anyone could ring it and get away so quickly seemed a mystery. “Why, George, what is this?” said my wife, as she directed my attention to the doorstep, on which lay something glittering in the moonlight, forming the initial letter of our name, “D.” Closer inspection revealed ten bright, new, silver dollars, all bearing the date of the year, 1882. After another fruitless search for the messenger, there was nothing to do but close the door and thank the Sender, though unable to thank the bringer.* *Not until 1896 — fourteen years later — did I know who brought those silver dollars. It was the friend referred to in the previous chapter, who left his desk to find me when sick, and gave me five dollars in gold. 129 “tell them/’ Gathering our four children together, we seven knelt down and thanked our Father in heaven. Upon rising from our knees, our eldest boy, Harry, asked, “Mother, is it all real, or are we dreaming?” No, indeed, it was no dream. All those dollars were readily cashed when presented. After assuring our children that it was all real, my wife remarked, “George, dear, I think we ought to keep one of those dollars in remembrance of this occurrence.” We did, and have it to this day. Often, since then, we should have been glad of a dol- lar, or part of one, but we could not spend that one, as it had not only been consecrated but redeemed. For a lady, Mrs. A. L. Corwin, hearing of this deliverance, sent two dollars to my wife, so that she should not be at any loss for sav- ing that one as a memorial. Later on, thinking over this event, I could not but feel thankful that our children had re- ceived such a life long lesson. Do they not forget it? No, not to this day, and they never will. Better to them by far than the Christ- mas presents they might have had, had we possessed the means earlier, was this practical illustration of “our Father’s care.” Yet we had to be “brought low” to obtain the help. How often our hardest trials are made to be- come our greatest blessings, and thus, by going down, we ascend. UNEXPECTED VISITORS. Chapter XXX. Unexpected Visitors. About two o’clock one Saturday afternoon in September, 1883, having seen all the pa- tients at the dispensary, I prepared to go home, but remembered that there were but a few cents in the house when I left that morn- ing. It, however, occurred to me that the monthly rent (three dollars) paid for the cellar under the mission, was due on that day. I directed my janitor to go to the man, who lived only a few doors away, and get the amount, intending to share it with him. He reported, “The man is out, doctor, but they expect him every minute.” “All right,” I replied, “I suppose we will have to wait.” At the end of ten minutes he went again, but the man had not returned, and so he con- tinued going every ten or fifteen minutes, un- til in this way over two hours had passed. My janitor was a godly man, son of an old physician, who had met with reverses. He entered very heartily into all the work of the mission, and I treated him, as, indeed, he was, a brother in the Lord. It was just half past four and the man had not yet returned. The waiting was very tiresome, especially as I knew that I was expected home, and had promised to return as soon as possible and “bring something with me.” 131 “tell them.” At 4.30, a fine young man — Mr. William Hendrickson — walked into the dispensary. At first I did not recognize him, and we had not met for many months. After the usual salutations, he remarked, “ Doctor, I’ve brought you something for your work from my brother George.” “Indeed, I shall be very glad to receive it.” I replied. He then proceeded to count five dollar bills until he had piled up one hundred dollars, and as my janitor and I looked on in wonder and astonishment, he placed another five dollars on the top of the pile, saying, “There, doctor, I want to give a little myself for the privilege of bringing this from my brother.” It would be impossible to say just how we felt or looked, but I remember what we did I just told our friend of the exact condition we were in, and it would be difficult to say whether the giver or the receivers rejoiced most; but. we three knelt down together and thanked our Father in heaven. Now, I had not seen this young man or his brother for months; they knew nothing of our circum- stances, yet they were led to act. Who, or what, led them to do so? Chance? Surely there can be but one answer — God.* *One Sunday evening, in November, 1897, I was privi- leged to speak in the Presbyterian Church, Newtown, Long Island, of which Mr. W. Hendrickson is now the pastor. It was a great privilege to stand beside my friend and plead the cause of Medical Missions in his church. ROOSEVELT STREET MEDICAL MISSION. From 1882 to 1892, this Mission was in operation. Dr. Summers painted the texts on the wall. For thirty years previously the place was a notorious liquor saloon. The building a id adjacent alleys were pulled dcwn in 1897. “tell them.” About a year after this I had the following singular experience: I was present one day at the Fulton Street Prayer Meeting,' and at its close was int; oduced to a young man who was out of employment and had a wife and two or three children to support. I had in my pocket all the money which I then possessed, a silver dollar and a few cents. The next day was rent day, and this was all I had towards it. While talking to him, I was strongly im- pressed to give him the dollar; it seemed as if the Lord even spoke, telling me to do so, as there came to my mind with peculiar force the words, “Give, and it shall be given you.” I “answered back,” like Ananias, when directed to go to Saul, and said in my heart, “Lord, this is all the money I’ve got, and to-morrow is rent day, but if you say so, of course I’ll give it him.” Feeling assured that it was what the Lord wanted me to do, I did what under other circumstances would have ap- peared verv foolish, and gave my only dollar to the young man. That afternoon, while attending to the crowd of patients at the dispensary, the young man who had brought the one hundred and five dollars a year before, came in and placed on my table forty dollars. I had not seen him for three months, and he was in perfect ignorance of my needs. Mr. Spurgeon tells of a member in his con- gregation who, in his early ministry, handed 134 UNEXPECTED VISITORS. him seven shillings and sixpence (nearly two dollars), at the close of a meeting, saying: “Pastor, I think you need a new hat, take this and get one.’’ At the next meeting this man asked Mr. Spurgeon to pray that he might be delivered from “covetousness.” “Why,” said his pastor, “what do you mean, brother? I thought you were very generous in giving me that seven and sixpence last week.” “Ah, but the Lord told me to give you ten shillings, and I only gave you the three-fourths of it; but here’s the other two shillings and sixpence. Now won’t you pray for me?” “Why, certainly,” said Mr. Spurgeon, and of course he did. Very probably some day it is to be feared it will be seen that this is not the only case of the kind, by thousands, but that, on the con- trary, many were as surely called to give to the cause of Christ as were others called to go to work in the field; but they did not obey. What follows is a case of the opposite kind. A dear friend knew of my need of fifty dol- lars on a certain day in 1881. On my going to his office, he handed me a check for that amount, saying, “Doctor, Pm going to give you this, although I can hardly do it, but I feel impressed to do so, and I’ll trust the Lord for the result.” About one hour after this a gentleman vis- ited his office, to which I had returned mean- 135 “tell them.” while, and so witnessed what followed. Speaking to him privately for a few moments, he placed one hundred dollars before him, and left. When he had gone, my friend said, “There, now, what do you think of that? That man owes me thousands, has done so for years, and not paid me a penny; in fact, the debt is outlawed, and yet he is forced to bring me one hundred dollars to-day.” May not the foregoing incidents serve as a commentary upon the words of the apostle: “It is God who worketh in you to zvill and to do of His good pleasure.” 136 PROGRESS AND PROVIDENCE. Chapter XXXI. Progress and Providence. The goodness and greatness of God is not only to be seen in “the heavens,” which “de- clare His glory,” but in the tiniest creature which, like “the firmament, showeth His handiwork.” The telescope does not more fully reveal the wisdom of God and the per- fection of His works, as it brings to our view the vast celestial bodies, than does the micro- scope, when it reveals the same completeness and harmony in the minutest parts of those things which are invisible to the naked eye. This is no less true of men than of the rest of creation; for God does not more surely rule in the affairs of nations than of individuals, and this is especially true of those who desire Him to “order their steps,” even as David did. It was this truth which the Saviour made known when He referred to the falling of a sparrow and the clothing of the lilies; and yet how few seem to believe this most glorious fact a'nd take advantage of it as they might. Men naturally prefer to trust to their own wisdom than that of the One who created them, and gave to them the faculties they pos- sess, and thus all the wisdom they have. How could He rule the whole if ignorant of and D7 “tell them.” failing to regulate the workings of each part of the whole? The Medical Missionary Society grew somewhat quickly in New York, in spite of many obstacles and drawbacks, and another dispensary was added during each of the first four years. In 1884 it became evident that a house would soon be needed as a residence for stu- dents, but the Committee could not see their way to taking one. Mr. Summers, our first student, acted as janitor at the mission in the Fourth Ward, and took up his abode there while attending medical college, except from Saturday night till Monday morning, when he stayed with us in Brooklyn. The vitiated atmosphere, the noise of drunken brawls, and the raids of great water rats, made it anything but a desirable place for him to live, study or sleep in, but he nobly did these things. One morning in March I awoke with a strong impression that we should remove to New York on the 1st of May, the usual time for annual removal. It was further impressed upon my mind that we should reside on East Broadway. Acting upon these impressions, I came across to New York that morning, and beginning at the end of East Broadway, where the medical mission was first opened, I walked along, looking for houses to let. None seemed suitable, but one at the other end of the street, and this seemed to be “just the thing.” 138 PROGRESS AND PROVIDENCE. Upon seeing the agent, he demanded one hundred dollars down as a deposit, i. e., one month’s rent. This I was unable to provide, but offered him twenty-five dollars, which he declined. So the matter ended, at any rate for a time. It seemed very strange. Was it all a fancy? It did not seem so, and yet suc- cess was not realized then. Three or four days passed, when a messen- ger came, asking me to call upon the owner, who desired to see me. When I did so, she told me that she would let it to me without any deposit. On the first of May, 1884, I took possession and we moved in. The house was a large one of five stories, and having let about one half of it, I devoted one floor to students, and used the remainder for our family. I expected to clear one half of the rent by letting, and to make up the cost for the floor devoted to stu- dents by securing, if possible, some private practice. It was peculiarly encouraging to the writer, and will prove at least interesting to the reader, to know of the way in which the rent was met upon several occasions. Before, however, proceeding to the narra- tion of these things, and to prevent any mis- understanding, it may be well to explain my exact financial position in relation to the Society. Upon the formation of the Society in April, 1881, the question arose as to my own sup- r 39 "teli. them.” port. I expressed my willingness to adopt either one of two plans, as the Committee might deem best. I would either trust to God alone to supply my needs in any way He saw fit; or I would receive a regular salary from the funds of the Society. The latter course was advised and adopted, and upon my being asked to name a sum that I deemed sufficient for myself and family, I stated that $1200 a year would be all that I would accept. It w r as urged by those present that this wa.-> not enough, and that I should take $2000, but I did not do so. The following year, however, my salary was increased to $1500 a year, at which sum it remained, with the addition of residence free of rent, in 1891. The Society has always had a treasurer who reo : ved and disbursed all funds, a printed statement of the same being annually issued. My salary was not, however, at all insured to me with any regularity by the Committee: as funds came in they were disbursed; if none were in hand, no payments could be made. Thus, while it was arranged that I should re- ceive a stipulated sum, it only insured that I should not draw more than that amount, but did not assure at all when or how my salarv would be paid. So that actually I was thrown back upon God to supply my needs as much as if I was not under any regular salary. It is necessary to make these things very clear to enable the reader to fully understand 140 PROGRESS AND PROVIDENCE. my exact position in money matters. At times I regretted that I had not adopted the course of entire dependence upon God apart from any arrangement with men, especially as my position was made apparently ambigu- ous. Some friends, knowing that I was un- der a regular salary, and that the Society had a Board of Managers, could not understand my being in need of special deliverance, and often, when such persons might and would have helped me, they left it to the Society to do. But all this has been over-ruled by God, so that as the needs have arisen they have been met in some way or other, as narrated herein. In January, 1895, for various rea- sons, especially lack of funds, I gave up my salary. “tell them.” Chapter XXXII. How the Rent Was Paid. It was a great surprise and relief to have the way thus cleared for my obtaining the house in question, but how to get the first month’s rent by May 1st did not appear. My diary for the last Saturday in April has this entry: “Went to Roosevelt Street Dis- pensary this morning as usual, found check for one hundred dollars from Mr. W. Hen- drickson. Just the need! Another evidence that ‘He careth for you.’ ” So the first month was provided for. The month wore on and the inevitable rent day again drew near. With the need came the supply in the following manner; quoting again from diary: “Monday, June 2d, 1884. — Went to West Side Noon Prayer Meeting; asked prayer for help, not stating particulars. At close of meeting Brother Watson desired to know what the trouble was; told him. We had prayer together, and he offered, if the Lord did not deliver by any other way, to loan me seventy dollars next day. Paid landlady thirty dollars, promised balance next day.” “Tuesday, June 3d. — We have been trying to let the second floor of the house for some 142 HOW THE RENT WAS PAID. weeks. Feared that, as the third of the month had come, we should not let it for June, but at nine A. M., to-day, a young man, about to be married, called, and took the floor, and instead of paying the usual one month’s rent (twenty-five dollars), he astonished me by paying the rent for three months, seventy-five dollars. Thus the seventy dollars was pro- vided and five dollars for general use. Praise the Lord. ‘I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify Me.’ Went to West Side Meeting same day, and told of it to ‘glorify Him.’ ” During the month of June, sickness visited our home and my dear wife narrowly escaped death. My second boy, Ernest, was very ill, and with the constant strain I broke down also, so that towards the end of the month we all felt the need of a change from the heated city, especially as we had not had one week’s vacation since coming to America, five years before. This led to our making enquiries, and dis- covering a very suitable place where we could spend two weeks in the country not far from New York at very moderate cost. It seemed to be just what we wanted, but the means to go were not forthcoming, and yet we went on preparing to go on July 1st. A lady friend, Mrs. Anderson, called to see my wife and gave her five dollars to get “something” to strengthen her. The same evening, while packing ready to go on the 14 5 “tell them.” morrow, my wife suddenly stopped and said, “I was thinking that some people would say we were simply mad,, preparing to go away, and not only having nothing to go with, but one hundred dollars rent to pay to-morrow, and but that twenty-five dollars in prospect toward it.” “Well, dear, never mind; go on with your packing. We know in whom we are trust- ing, and will see what He will do.” The following morning wife and I both awoke with a feeling of assurance that help would come somehow and through a certain friend. The morning mail arrived, but no money came. It was, to say the least, disap- pointing, but was nevertheless of His appoint- ing, and the thought of the landlady calling for her rent at noon troubled us. Here faith began to waver, and I decided to go down town and ask this friend to loan me one hun- dred dollars, although he had never loaned me money before. On my way to his office I called at the Roosevelt Street Dispensary, thinking that perhaps a letter might be wait- ing for me there. No, there was nothing. As I was about to leave, I encountered a poor blind man whom I knew, trying to find the dispensary door. He begged me to “call at once” and see his wife, who was very sick. At first I confess to a halting between two opinions. If I did not get to my friend’s office before ten o’clock, and it then wanted 144 HOW THE RENT WAS PAID. only ten or fifteen minutes to that time, I should miss him, as he would be “on change.” However, I went with the blind man, saw his wife and hurried on down town to my friend. As I feared, I found him gone “on change.” His brother was in the office, however, and upon seeing me asked, “Did you receive a note from my brother just now, doctor?” I replied that I had not, and was asked to await the messenger’s return. He soon came back and handed me the letter. Upon opening it, I read: “My Dear Doctor: — Herewith I send you check for $m, being $75 for the Society, and the balance for yourself, to do as you please with. A friend has just paid me this check, from whom I did not expect it, in payment of a loan of long standing, and I felt ‘impressed’ to send it to you. Yours sincerely, G. S. H.” Can I tell you how I felt? No, I cannot. Gratitude for the relief thus met with was mingled with feelings of awe, as even the three figures, hi, written on the check, seemed to speak of the Triune God, who had thus “thought upon me.” Such experiences tend more than anything else, perhaps, to humble a man. Peter was not so much moved by the Saviour’s preach- ing, as by the miraculous draught of fishes, when he cried out, “Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, O Lord.” 145 “tell them.” Chapter XXXIII. Entertaining Angels Unawares. A few days before the first of August, a Swiss young man, Mr. Heli Chatelain, came to see me about entering upon medical study with a view to becoming a medical mission- ary. I told him that neither the Society nor myself had any funds in hand wherewith to aid students to pay their college fees, but I would give him a room free of rent, and if he was not too proud to do the work I could give him the position of janitor at the mission and pay him a small wage — five dollars a week. He gladly accepted the offer and entered upon the duties at once. Noticing next day that he only brought a loaf of bread into the house, and seemed to be living upon this, my wife invited him to dinner on Sunday. The next Tuesday, July 31st, after seeing the patients at Roosevelt Street, I conversed with him and expressed my sympathy and faith that in some way or other God would provide for him, as He had done for me. Lest he might think that what I was saying was “mere talk,” I told him of some of the deliverances I had experienced, and then said, “Even at the present time I am in difficulty about meeting the rent for that house (one 146 ENTERTAINING ANGELS UNAWARES. hundred dollars) to-morrow, as I have only twenty-five dollars due me for rent, and five dollars owed me which I hope to get; and vet, in some way, I expect that God will pro- vide.” The reader may imagine my astonishment when the one I was thus counselling said, “Why, doctor, if you need seventy dollars, I can lend it to you.” “You can lend me seventy dollars?” I said in amazement; “how is this?” “Well, doctor,” he went on to say, “you see I saved some money from my teaching in Switzerland to take me some day as a mis- sionary to Madagascar.” “Yes,” I said, “but how is it that you do not use some of this for your present needs, and not live on bread?” “Well, you see, doctor, that is the Lord's money, because I gave it to Him, and I can- not use it for myself, but you are the Lord’s servant, and I can lend it to you.” And yet he would not use this money for himself. Surely he was as truly the Lord’s servant as I. Not only was it remarkable as to the pro- vision so unexpectedly made to meet my needs, but here was a case indeed of true de- nial of self. I discovered later on that all this time Mr. Chatelain had forty dollars really his own, placed away carefully, which he was keeping for his sister, and to whom he had 147 “tell them.” a few weeks before sent forty dollars. She had recently come to America, and had not as yet found employment. Such men surely are the king’s of the earth. Hon. Heli Chatelain, the Africanist, 1897. Strangely enough, the following day my tenant left the house without paying the twenty- five dollars due, and the one who owed me the five dollars did not pay it, so that I really had nothing towards the rent. About ten o'clock in the morning Mr. Chatelain asked me if I had the thirty dollars. T hardly knew how to reply, but finding that I had not he drew out of the bank the full 148 ENTERTAINING ANGELS UNAWARES. one hundred dollars, and loaned it to me. So the rent was paid for another month. This experience showed me how one might indeed “entertain angels unawares” by enter- taining strangers; and again I saw how I might have missed this aid had I not sym- pathized with him, or had I been too proud to mention my need, as I might readily have been to a stranger. Certainly I never even dreamed that he was able to help me, but the reverse. It will be remembered that when the Lord was upon earth, He and Peter were together when the usual tax was demanded. They had no money, and Peter was sent to catch a fish, in whose mouth he found a piece of sil- ver, and was told by the Master to give that to the tax collector — the Lord allowing Peter to act as paymaster — but there was no “change out,” so that they were just as poor afterwards as before. So with us; the rent was paid, but other things were needed, and they were sup- plied. My diary on the fourth of August reads thus: “Went to West Side Prayer Meeting to- day. Afterwards it came on to rain and as I had no umbrella, and no money for car fare, I was very awkwardly placed, but just at that moment an old friend met me, and learning that 1 was going home, asked me to jump in the car with him, as he was going my way. He did not know how poor I was, though.” 149 "tell them.” Small matter? \ es, but He not only made sun and moon, "He made the stars also.” "Saturday, August 9th. — Had only twenty- five cents left this A. M. To-day a patient gave twenty-five cents and lodger paid two dollars for gas; so tided over till Monday.” "August 22d. — Called upon Mrs. B. B. At- terbury, when she gave me sixty dollars towards furnishing rooms for students.” This lady was the first one to give me a dollar in New York City. A few days after my arrival, in March, 1881, she gave me three dollars to meet car hire expended in going to see people. She was the first person to aid in providing for students as indicated, and Dr. Summers was helped by her to the extent of over one hundred dollars in meeting his college ex- penses. All honor to those who thus aided in the beginning * In October, 1884, Mr. Chatelain left this house, in com- pany with my first student, Dr. Summers, to labor in West Africa. I Ie has been out three times since then, once as the representative of the United States at Loanda. lie has pub- lished the finest work extant upon African Folk Lore, has translated the Gospel into Kimbundu, and produced a full grammar and vocabulary of that language. Recently he has founded the Phil-African Liberators’ League, for the aiding and Christian colonizing of the liberated slaves in Africa. So highly is he esteemed for his marked ability, that he was en- gaged by the Century Company to revise their Dictionary in regard to all pertaining to Africa. On July 23d, 1897, Mr. Chatelain left New York, accompanied by two other of our students, Dr. Wintsch and Mr. Lea, also Mrs. Lea, and Mr. and Mrs. Bell, to found a colony for “liberated slaves,” in Angola. My son, Harry, is the Home Secretary of the League, and may go out in charge of a second party in 1898. DO OUR FIRST STUDENT. Chapter XXXIV. Our First Student. Rev. William Richard Summers, M. D., the first student of the International Medical Missionary Society, passed through a most varied experience. He was born in the Island of Guernsey, on April 28th, 1855, of parents in humble circum- stances. While yet a boy, his soul seemed fired with a determination to get free from the somewhat cramped surroundings in which he found himself, and in some manner make his way through, and leave his mark upon, the world. From his earliest years he evinced the strong characteristics of determined perseverance, courage and genius, which marked the later years of his life. When about fourteen years of age, young Summers was apprenticed to a job printer in his native island, and soon evinced a decided adaptability to the work; but as this increased, his dislike to the business became more marked, until he determined to “cut loose and rr 11!” Arriving in London, there was one kind of life that possessed peculiarly attractive charms for him, viz., the theatre. This led him to “tell them.” join himself to a travelling circus, until he eventually became “Advance Agent” of “Hengler’s Cirque.” Later on we find him in the city of Dublin, performing in the Rotunda every night for four consecutive months, as an exponent of Dr Slade, the great spiritualist, under the title of Herr Somarr. Not only was young Summers able to do in the light all that Slade accomplished in the dark, but he went far beyond him in so doing; in fact, his superior ability as a conjurer and gymnast was acknowledged by his compeers in these arts. One almost inevitable result of following this kind of life was the loss of all concern for his spiritual welfare, his Sunday evenings only furnishing him and his fellow- actors suitable occasions for meeting for any- thing but religious purposes. But the eye of Him who never slumbers nor sleeps was resting upon him, and watching over him with tender interest despite these things. His maternal grandmother was a very pious woman, and in the early years of her “Wil- lie’s” life she had sought to instil the truths of God into his young heart, and daily remem- bered him to her Father in heaven. When William was about twenty-two years of age, his mother was led to come out de- cidedly as a Christian, while being attended as a patient by the writer, as told in the chap- ter relating to work in Liverpool. 152 OUR FIRST STUDENT. No sooner had she done so than the general interest evinced on behalf of her “wandering boy’’ became greatly intensified, leading her to ask the writer and others, “Won’t you please pray for my poor Will?” How God answered these prayers in his conversion is told in a previous chapter; the prodigal soon found his way, first to his heav- enly Father, and then to mother and home. After considerable trial, through not meet- ing with employment readily, he at last “got on” a daily paper in Liverpool as a composi- tor, staying there for several months, until he left England for the United States in Septem- ber, 1879. The writer, in company with his family, had preceded him the previous month, and stood ready to meet him on his arrival and extend to him a brotherly welcome. He hardly knew why he had come to America, but he realized, as David did, “He leadeth me,” and it was enough. Not finding a suitable engagement at his trade, he was determined not to be idle, and took the first thing that came to hand, and ‘ held on” until he could get something better, a creed many a young man would do well to follow. Some months after his arrival in Philadel- phia, the Salvation Army commenced its operations in the United States in that city. The earnest spirit of the Army quite capti- *53 “tell them.” vated young Summers, and he enlisted under its banner, and was soon made a captain with an allowance of about four dollars a week to live upon. Nothing daunted, he labored alone for nearly four months in Atlantic City, a sea side resort. Taking his concertina, he would commence singing on the beach and soon have a large and attentive audience. There were not wanting proofs of the Di- vine blessing resting upon these brave first efforts, and this, as well as much of his pre- vious experience, was fitting him for his fu- ture life work. He who could bravely face jeering crowds of his fellow-men at home, might well be trusted to meet with the savages of Central Africa. While pursuing his labors in the Army, he met with a young man who was a student at Pennington Seminary, New Jersey, and one result of their conversation was that “Captain” Summers wrote to the principal, Rev. Thomas Hanlon, D. D., stating that he was poor; in short, had nothing, but wanted to improve his general education, that he might the bet- ter serve Him who had redeemed him from sin and hell. Immediately after he had mailed the letter, he realized that he had done a very foolish thing, and would have taken the letter out of the box again if he could have done so. i54 OUR FIRST STUDENT. But it was all right, and God’s hand was evidently in it, for as soon as the good doctor read the note of the young aspirant, his gen- erous heart warmed up toward him, and to his applicant’s great surprise he received word to “come on at once.” On he went, and, commencing at the bot- tom of some of the classes, he went ahead, working hard night and day until he led some of the very classes in which he began lowest, and finally obtained a place on the honor roll of his school. i5S “ Summers of Luluabnrg.” Rev. W, R. Summers, M. D, THE CALL OF GOD. Chapter XXXV. The Call of God. It was during his stay in the Seminary at Pennington that the heart of young Summers was fully set upon his life work, as the follow- ing extract from a letter will show: Pennington Seminary, Dec. 4th, 1881. Dear Doctor Dozvkontt : — Now I’m going to tell you just what I have in mind for the fu- ture. It is nothing new, for I have had the plan arranged ever since I first came to Pen- nington, but was not sure whether I was be- ing led by the Lord alone, so I have had to "try the spirits,” and I believe it is the Lord’s will. I believe when God gives us abilities and graces, it is our duty to exercise them in that place or position (not where we should happen to be born), but where our talents can be used to the best advantage, and where we can do the most good. This reasoning has induced me to analyze my talents with the Lord’s help. Now I'll tell you what I am impressed to do. I find I have just those talents that con- stitute the requisites for exploration, and my mind has always dwelt on doing good to those in lands that are but little opened to civiliza- i57 “tell them." tion and Christianity. When I was about three years old, I used to stand on a chair and preach to the heathen around me, and if you had asked what I was going to be I would have said “a missionary.” That spirit has never left me. Even when in the “show” business I always felt that I could give my life to better my fellow-men, though leading a bad life myself. Circumstances never seemed favorable to this project until the way opened for me to come here, and since I have been here I have taken just those studies that I believe will be of the greatest service to me. When I read missionary reports I find that the most suc- cessful missionaries and explorers were ear- nest Christian doctors, and I have felt all along that I ought to study medicine, but you know of the difficulties in the way. Now I believe that when I have had enough of this school the I.ord will make the way clear for me. The one field of labor always on my mind is Central Africa, and I derive great spiritual pleasure in thinking of the day when, if the Lord wills, I shall be there among peoples that have not as much as seen white men. In studying missionary lecords, I’m struck with the fact that nearly all our mission stations are on the coast, and three parts of the churches are filled with Europeans. Our missions in India and China are much the same. What is wanted is men who will go into the heart of Africa and work from its 158 THE CALL OF GOD. centre, or those millions will never be reached at the rate the coast missions are progressing. I am anxious to do this, and I believe that this is what the Lord wants me to do. I ex- pect to have many difficulties to overcome, of course. I can’t see how or where funds will come from, but I feel satisfied that they will come. Yours in Christ, W. R. Summers. How little do we know or realize that the same God who first called little Samuel in the midnight hour, may and often does call “little children” to-day. The Saviour delighted to call them unto Him when on earth, may He not still call them, for “of such is the kingdom of heaven?” Let the following be the reply. Having finished his studies at Pennington, Mr. Summers came to New York and made his home once more with the writer, who at that time was passing through great financial difficulties, and was ill able to help his friend. My young friend, nothing daunted, was de- termined to succeed, and was ready to do any- thing to further his laudable purpose. Accepting the position of janitor to the dis- pensary I had opened in New York City, he sought in this way to help himself, using his eyes and ears to “pick up” all the knowledge he could in dispensing the drugs, etc., until he soon became proficient in this branch. Al- though only getting six dollars a week, he managed to save nearly one half of this sum i59 “teli. them.” toward the time when he would have to attend college and give his whole attention to study. There was one particular trait in his character which was brought out at these times, and that was his entire willingness to put up with anything and do anything that came in his way. As the writer resided in Brooklyn the greater part of the time Dr. Summers was pursuing his studies, he had to live in the room at the back of the dispensary, under the disadvantages referred to in a previous chap- ter. Having obtained a scholarship then existing at the University Medical College, he passed his final examination, and obtained his long looked for, and hard fought for, de- gree of M. D. in March, 1884. An illustration of his pluck and persever- ance is found in the following incident, which occurred before he went to Pennington to study: In August, 1881, Mr. D.L. Moody arranged for a conference of Christians at Northfield, Mass., to which our friend wished very much to go. Being short of money, and neither the writer nor the Society having any funds to aid him, Dr. Summers invested his last dollar in some photographs of the late President Garfield, and went to the outskirts of New York and Brooklyn to sell them. Having realized rather more than a dollar, he deter- mined to make his way to Northfield. “But 160 THE CALL OF GOD. how are you going?” we asked, as he made known his resolve. Oh, I mean to get there somehow; I’ll take the boat to New Haven for the dollar, and tramp the rest; I can sell the photos I have left. They say the Con- necticut river is good, so I’ll be all right for drinking and bathing.” Wearied and footsore, he reached his destination, to receive so great a spiritual blessing that he felt it was worth ten times the effort. Some of the brethren at the con- ference saw to it that he did not walk back, by more than paying his fare. “Inasmuch.” Having graduated, the next question was how to get to his chosen field of labor. After some waiting and needed resting, the way opened up in a wonderful manner, by his friend, Dr. Hanlon, introducing him to Bishop William Taylor, who had recently been ap- pointed Bishop of Africa, and who was pray- ing and looking for a man who knew that country, he himself knowing little of it. “tell them.” Chapter XXXVI. In Dark Africa. Dr. Summers had devoured, so to speak, every book written upon Africa, and was fully conversant with all the discoveries up to date. Having made himself a very large map of Africa, he attended several of the camp meet- ings held during the summer of 1884. With Mr. Heli Chatelain, to whom reference has been made in a previous chapter, he sailed on October 226. These two young men sailed from New York for Liverpool, as steerage passengers, on board the Aurania. After spending some time in Berlin, study- ing the language of the people found in Cen- tral Africa by Lieut. Weissman, and meeting with Mr. H. M. Stanley and others, these two young men sailed from England on January 7th, 1885, in company with Bishop Taylor. Arriving in Liberia, the Bishop landed and remained there to receive a large party of nearly forty, who were to sail a month later from New York. Dr. Summers and his com- panion, Mr. Chatelain, proceeded, and arrived at Loanda in the middle of the following month. After reconnoitring in Loanda, mak- ing friends and securing a house for the ex- pected party of missionaries, Dr. Summers set out alone for the interior, accomplishing a 162 IN DARK AFRICA. journey of four hundred miles to Melange, and returned to the coast, having opened up the way for the various stations since located there. In June, 1886, Dr. Summers left Melange for Luluaburg, a journey of a thousand miles, reaching the latter place in December follow- ing. Here he labored on alone for nearly two years. Strangely enough, his desire, as ex- pressed in his letter to me from Pennington, was fully realized in his meeting with millions in the surrounding country who had never seen a white-faced man before. Some of them, though, had a strange im- pression on their minds that one day a man with a white face would come, and then won- derful blessings would accrue to them; so that when the doctor was seen they cried, “Here he is! Here he is!” One tribe had gone so far as to build a house for the coming white man. When the doctor left them to return to Luluaburg and send the wonderful news home, they besought him with tears to remain. Even the chiefs crawled on their knees and begged him not to go away. However, he had to leave them, and it was not until 1892 that another missionary, Mr. Lapsley, of America, visited and remained among these peoples. He located at Luebo, just across the river Lulua, and after three years of noble and successful service, he, too, died there. A Mr. and Mrs. W. H. Shepherd, 163 “tell them.” colored people, sent out by the Presbyterian Church South, are now living there. Dr. Summers was “called home” to his re- ward on the twenty-fourth day of May, 1888, after most trying experiences and heroic ser- vice. A few weeks before he died he was feeling his loneliness terribly, as he had not heard from any one of his friends for twenty months. On one occasion he felt that he really could not live any longer, and prayed the Lord to take him home. Just at this su- preme moment he was overcome by such a realization of the presence of his Saviour as he had never before known. At the same time it seemed as if He again said the words, and to him personally, “Lo! I am with you always;” he was moved to tears, but tears of relief and joy. His faithful colored boy asked in sympathy, “Massa got more pain?” Ah! no, but he had obtained relief from pain. Does any one think this the result of an over-wrought brain, or mere fancy, etc.? Was it not when Mary, in deep trouble, stood alone at the sepulchre, that her Divine Master came to her side to comfort her? And this, al- though He had not yet ascended to His Father and forbad her to touch Him, whereas the same evening He bade the disciples handle Him and see? Did not Stephen see the heavens open and also the Son of God? Ah! yes. If we believe these statements, we need not, perhaps do not, question such an expe- 164 IN DARK AFRICA. rience as that of Dr. Summers in Africa. It is written, “Jesus Christ, the same yesterday, to-day and forever.” The doctor was raised up again and enabled to complete the building of a dwelling house and a school house. Some weeks afterwards he started for the coast, be- ing utterly broken down in health and hoping thus to recruit it. But the Master said to His wear}" servant, “It is enough. Come up higher.” Five books full of deeply interesting notes of his journeys and discoveries were obtained by Mr. Chatelain, and turned over to the writer, in 1893. They are stained and worm eaten, and afford evidence of the exposure and difficulties to which their owner was subject during his toilsome, dangerous journeyings. It is sad and quite inexplicable that such no- ble lives as that of Dr. Summers should be so soon ended, but he labored as long in Africa as the Saviour did upon earth, and seven times longer than did that greatest of men, John the Baptist. “ Blind unbelief is sure to err, And scan His work in vain; God is His own interpreter, And He will make it plain.” “What I do thou knowest not now, but thou shalt know hereafter,” said Jesus to Peter, and so says to us. Students of the International Medical Missionary Society — 18S8. TRAINING MEDICAL MISSIONARIES. Chapter XXXVII. Training Medical Missionaries. One object, and, indeed, the chief one, had in view in inaugurating medical mission work in New York, was the education of young men and women who should go forth into heathen lands, as Dr. Summers did, to “heal the sick and preach the Gospel” in accordance with the Saviour’s example and teaching. But inasmuch as by far the larger number of Christians in America knew very little of the need for medical aid in heathen lands, and the great value of it as a means of opening the way for the Gospel, it seemed best to place an object lesson of this two-fold agency in their midst, one which would at the same time afford the best school for the practical training of students both medically and religiously. In a word, it was desired that many a “Dr. Sum- mers” should be so trained and sent forth. Some of the ways in which I obtained help are referred to in this chapter, and relate to the demands of the work God had given me to do, as well as to my more personal needs. In the spring of 1885, as the time drew near for the termination of the lease of the house on East Broadway — the owner having decided to live in it thereafter — some anxiety was felt as to the “next step.” The desirability of the Society renting a 167 "tell them.” house was strongly urged, but for lack of means was reported upon adversely by the committee appointed to consider the subject. just at this time, however, Dr. B. C. Atter- bury, of Pekin, China, who was home on a visit, generously came to our assistance. A meeting of the Board was arranged, and the doctor, being firmly convinced that the work should go forward, urged the members to take a larger house, offered at a low rental, as a Home and Institute for Students. He nobly offered to pay the first quarter’s rent (three hundred dollars) of the house, 1 18 East Forty- fifth Street, and it was taken and became the headquarters of the Society. Half a dozen students had resided in the house which I had rented on East Broadway, of whom the two referred to had gone to the foreign field. For the new house more furniture was needed, but friends came to our aid and the house was “fitted up.” We soon had twelve students, among them being Rev. Lewis R. Scudder, grandson of Dr. John Scudder, the first medical missionary to go from America to a heathen land, he having left New York for India in 1818. All this time the good work had been going on at the mission dispensaries, and hundreds were coming for medical treatment, many of whom also obtained healing for the soul. In 1886 another dispensary was opened in New York, and in 1887 a sixth in Brooklyn, while 168 TRAINING MEDICAL MISSIONARIES. in the fall of the latter year a second house was taken for lady students, many of whom had applied to come. The total number in training during that year was forty-seven, so speedily had the work grown. Of the number of students in training and financially aided, from 1881 to 1897, one hun- dred and twenty have been appointed to India, China, Africa and other lands, to serve under the various mission boards. They have gone ont to do in these countries similar work to that which they did in New York, and it is a source for encouragement and considerable satisfaction to the managers that of all those who have thus been sent out under the en- dorsement of the Society, not one has proved unsatisfactory, but, on the contrary, we are constantly hearing commendations of them and their labors. A more devoted, loving band of young peo- ple it would be difficult, if not impossible, to find. Coming from twenty different coun- tries, and belonging to nearly as many de- nominations of evangelical Christians, they have lived and labored together in the Gospel of words and works. To see these young men and women, many of them college graduates, some from homes of considerable refinement, devotedly working among the most repulsive human beings in the slums of New York, and striving by acts of loving service and kindly words to “rescue the perishing and care for the dying,” is a 169 “tell them.” sight that has often rejoiced the heart and made full amends for the hard trials which at times almost led to abandonment of the work in utter despair. Not only has the advantage of such practi- cal training been realized, but its worth has been manifest as a means of testing devotion to, and fitness for, real mission service. Great care has been exercised in the accept- ance of candidates, and in their retention; no one being accepted for more than one year at a time. The following extract from a circular issued in 1886 will give the reader some idea of the kind of men sought for and aided by the Society: OUR STUDENTS — THE MEN WE WANT. First. Not those who are given to this world and its pleasures or treasures, but ear- nest Christians, who have given these up to labor for and follow Christ. Second. Not those who are “good at noth- ing,” and have failed at everything, and who therefore think they are “called to the Lord’s work;” but those who have succeeded in what they have previously undertaken. Third. Not the weak, either physically, mentally or spiritually; but men who are strong in the Lord, and have healthy minds in healthful bodies. Fourth. Not cantankerous individuals, whom “no one can live with;” but those of genial adaptability of disposition and character. 170 TRAINING MEDICAL MISSIONARIES. Fifth. Not those who would like to go and “see the world;” but those who want to go and “bless the world” with their deeds. Sixth. Not those who are afraid to soil their hands with work, but such as are ready to do anything and everything to help themselves and assist others, like their Divine Master. Seventh. Not such as are fastidious as to their food and surroundings; but those who, like good soldiers, are willing to endure hard- ness, and exercise economy and self-denial at home and abroad. Eighth. Not those who want others to ‘‘carry them” through their educational course and ever after; but such as will use all their powers to aid themselves, and will only allow others to do for them what they cannot possi- bly do for themselves. Ninth. Not those who only talk of what they are “going to do” in India, China or Africa, but those who already “have done” something at home. Tenth. In short, men are needed with brains to think and act intelligently, with hearts to love and serve, with hands ready to do with their might what they find to do, and feet ready to run in the path of duty, although it entail privation and suffering. Such men the world needs all the time, and needs them badly just now, and it is the pur- pose of this Society to train and send out as many as possible of such persons. 171 “tell them.” Chapter XXXVIII. A Terrible Trial. How great a blessing is that of a good wife; truly her price is above rubies. It was my privilege to be so blessed “through all the changing scenes of life” from 1866 to 1887. Then it was my great sorrow to lose my be- loved partner, who. joined me in the first mis- sion work I ever did in Sheerness in 1864. How much the writer owes to her earnest prayers and efforts for any good he may have done, he cannot tell, but very much of the suc- cess attending his efforts was, he feels sure, the result of her hearty co-operation and en- couragement. Nobly did she enter into all his plans and perform a mother’s part toward the “boys,” as the students were familiarly called. As one family we gathered around the table at meal times, and bowed together daily in prayer and praise. As an illustration of her devotion and help- fulness, I narrate the following: One day in September, 1887, I was in sore need of two hundred and fifty dollars to meet due bills for the Society, and had in vain gone to man, by calling upon three of those whom I thought could and would help, but I got nothing. 172 A TERRIBLE TRIAL. My dear wife said, “Why don’t you go and see Mr. C ?” I replied that he had never given us more than a hundred dollars a year, and he had already given us fifty dollars. “Never mind,” said she, “go and see him.” I did so, and to my great astonishment he asked, “How much do you need?” Somewhat hesitatingly I replied, “Two hundred and fifty dollars. But — ■” I was about to explain that I did not expect him to give that sum — so small was my faith — - but before I could say it he said: “I’ll give you that amount.” I came home with the check for two hun- dred and fifty dollars, and said playfully to the dear sick one, whose faith had brought the deliverance, “How much did you expect me to get?” At once she replied, “Why, all of it, of course.” “Well,” I said, “he gave me this towards it,” and placed the check in her hands. A few days prior to this occurrence, viz., Sunday, September 4th, 1887, I was about to leave home to conduct the evening meeting at one of our missions, when my wife asked me not to go, for, said she, “I feel that I shall go home to-night.” I accordingly remained, and from seven o’clock until midnight she was actually “dying by inches.” The whole of the extremities were cold and lifeless by twelve. During the intervening time she had 17 3 Edith. Perc >’- Ernest. SIX OF OUR CHILDREN. A TERRIBLE TRIAL. bidden us all “good bye,” and had talked of her heavenly home. Just at midnight she suddenly said in a whisper, “George, dear, I don’t think I shall go to-night, after all. Someone is praying me back,” and added, “I feel so hungry.” We thought of the daughter of Jairus brought back to life, and it seemed that the same One was in that sick room also. Not until seven years later did I know that our son, Harry, had stolen out of the room at that time, and shutting himself in his room, had there pleaded with God to “spare her yet a little longer.” Some one challenging the efficacy of prayer, led to the discovery. So God again answered a boy’s prayer, as told in a previous chapter. The reader may the better understand how great was my loss when, on November 5th, 1887, my dear partner was taken from me to her well earned rest and reward. Five of our dear children had preceded their mother, and were ready to welcome her. And I was left with five, the youngest, Percy, a bright little fellow of two and a half years, three girls, — Edith, Lillie, and Florrie — aged respectively thirteen, eleven and seven years, our oldest son being then eighteen. With broken health, following months of care dur- ing night and day, it was a wonder how I lived through it all. It was a great joy, however, to have around me a band of sympathizing friends in our i75 “tell them.” forty students, and especially to have in our eldest son one to whom I could look for help at this time. Only two days after my beloved partner’s removal, I was stricken with pneumonia and kept to my bed for three weeks. Oh! how the mother was missed amid it all! No sister or relative athand to do a mother’s part, how dark it all seemed to the one lying in bed, sick and helpless. But in His own time and way God provided the needed aid. “My soul, wait thou only upon God.” In this narration of the struggles of forty years, I have chiefly spoken of financial de- liverances, not because others less tangible, but none the less real, were not given; but simply because such may be “explained away” with comparative ease, whereas those relating to the “things of earth,” which can be seen and felt, handled and weighed, are less con- trovertible, if not entirely so, and therefore may the more readily strengthen the faith of others. But, as with Dr. Summers in the heart of Africa, so with the writer, there have been times when the need was far deeper than money could meet. For ’tis greater far to minister to a mind diseased and troubled, than even to a hungry or sick body. As instances of this kind of deliverances, the two following experiences are here nar- rated. At one time, on the day that my devoted wife was taken from me, a terrible sense of 176 A TERRIBLE TRIAL. loneliness came over me, when it was as if the Saviour stood by me, as He did with Paul, and said again, “Lo! I am with you alway.” The following day I looked into the face cf the dear one as she lay still in death, and was chilled by the feeling that there was no “re- turn look of love” from her. Just then there came to my mind, with peculiar force, afford- ing the needed relief, “I will see you again, and your heart shall rejoice.” I said, “It is enough,” and turned away re- conciled, to wait until that day should indeed come. How do I explain these things? Simply as being in accordance with the promise of Christ, “When He, the Spirit of truth, is come, He will bring all things to your remembrance that I have said unto you.” “And they remembered His words,” Luke xxiv: 8. It has often happened that a bad man has been turned from his sins, even as the writer was in 1864, by the memory of words read or learned from the Word of God in years gone by, and long forgotten. Surely the Holy Spirit is rightly called the Comforter, for He is indeed the physician to the troubled soul. The One who knows the Word of God, for He indited it, and who knows, too, just the word suited to each case, and He applies it through the memory. *77 “tell them.” Chapter XXXIX. A Chapter of Stirring Events. Testimony might be given in regard to things pertaining to spiritual matters; deliver- ances from opposition to the work, and the success of the work in other ways; but it is deemed best for the purposes of this little book rather to bear testimony to God’s faith- fulness in temporal and tangible things which cannot so well be called into question, hence may the more readily strengthen faith in others. On one occasion the Society was in great need of seventy-five dollars to meet due pay- ments, when that exact sum came to the edi- tor of the New York Witness, who had from time to time referred to the work in his col- umns. It was sent by a friend, to this day un- known, the envelope simply bearing the post mark, “Santa Fe.” At another time we were sorely pressed for one hundred dollars. Upon retiring, my wife and I prayed earnestly that something might be sent next day. The following morning I called upon our treasurer, and found that a messenger had just brought him one hundred dollars in cash, and would not say who had sent him, though urged to do so; and to this day I do not know the sender. One day my friend, Mr. Edis, of Philadel- .78 A CHAPTER OF STIRRING EVENTS. phia, called to see us. At the time I had but a few cents in the house. We called at the office of a friend down town, and while there the brother of the friend I had called to see and to whom I had never spoken in my life, astounded me by handing me a check for one hundred dollars, although he knew nothing of my need at the time. At another time, my dear aged, blind friend, Rev. Charles Parker, of Brooklyn, knowing that there was need for money to meet the expenses of the work, kindly offered to take me, on a certain day, to some friends who were very wealthy and from whom he felt sure he could obtain some money. He had at times been successful before in obtaining help for us from his friends, but on this day we spent three hours going around in the cold and snow of a hard winter all in vain, for we did not get a single cent. (This dear friend died on the very same day that Dr. Summers died in Africa, May 24th, 1888, and was buried by the Rev. Dr. Cuyler.) That same evening I went by invitation to the house of Mrs. B. B. Atterbury, and had only been there five minutes when she sur- prised me by putting into my hand a fifty- dollar bill. She knew absolutely nothing of the need at the time. It really seemed as if God, who had seen my poor blind friend and me going around in the snow waiting upon men in vain, had taken pity on us. What else could explain it? 179 “tell them.” In the summer of 1885, I attended the con- ference held at Northfield by Mr. D. L. Moody. One morning an account of medi- cal mission work was given by me in the tent. The following morning, at breakfast, a gentle- man expressed his interest in the account of the work I had given on the previous day, and handed me his card, which read, “Rev. George II. Griffin, Springfield, Mass.,” at the same time he said, “I used to live in New York, and know the condition of things there.” “Do you know a Mr. Charles Griffin there?” I asked. “Know him? Indeed! Why, he is my brother! Do you know him?” “Yes,” I replied, “I do. He recently sent us an organ for our Institute.” “What,” said he in astonishment, “have you got that old organ?” I replied that we had. “Why, I’m so glad; I did not know what mission he wanted to give it to when he wrote and asked me about it. Why I played on that instrument in our old home for twenty years.” That afternoon, Mr. Griffin called another Christian worker and me into his room, and said, “I want to give you each $25.00.” He knew nothing of my circumstances, but I had only ten cents left in my pocket when I reached that conference, towards meeting board and expenses home, but the needs were again sup- plied. Stranger still to say, the other worker 180 A CHAPTER OF STIRRING EVENTS. for New York was in just the same position as myself, except that he had sixteen cents. Neither his benefactor nor myself knew of his need, and neither of them mine. At the close of 1886, the Society was in ar- rears and had to make up the deficiency by a certain date, as a gentleman had promised to give the last quarter of the sum needed when the other three-fourths was collected. The day came, and all the money was in but thirty- four dollars. Upon seeing the gentleman re- ferred to, he noticed that all was not yet paid in, referring to the thirty-four dollars. Upon my saying that I would be responsible for that amount, he kindly gave me his check. I had been asked, some days before this, by Mr. Lanpbier, to lead the Fulton Street Prayer Meeting on that day, but as the time drew near I felt that I must “beg off,” and try to obtain that thirty-four dollars. When I saw him, however, I seemed unable to disappoint him, and so took the meeting. At the close, Mr. John P>. Wood, of Philadelphia, whom I did not recognize as ever having seen before, came up and shook hands with me, and, with- out my saying anything of the circumstances, took out of his pocket a twenty-dollar bill and gave it to me. I was so touched by this fur- ther proof of Divine care that I told him of the opportune help he had thus afforded. He again surprised me by giving me another twenty-dollar bill, saying, “I may as well com- plete the job.” 181 “tell them.” The strange thing was that he had never been in that meeting in his life before, and only came in at five minutes to one. I had only met him once before; he had never pre- viously given me any money, and had just “run up” to New York on business that morn- ing from Philadelphia. A few months after commencing the work in 1 88 1, certain expenses, including rent of mission, cost of drugs, etc., had to be met by a certain day and two hundred and fifty dol- lars were needed for this purpose. But they were not forthcoming, even in part. I was very much puzzled and perplexed at the time, and a few days later was conversing with our treasurer, who told me of an expe- rience related to him by Mr. George Muller, when he, on one occasion, had to pay three hundred pounds. The day came, but no money, and a week had nearly passed, w’hen a lady called with a check for the exact sum and remarked, “I made this check out some days ago, but neglected to bring it to you.” • c trangely enough, that same evening our treasurer met a gentleman, who said to him, “I made you out a check for two hundred and fifty dollars some days since for the medical mission. I’ll send it to-morrow.” In January, 1892, I contracted a severe at- tack of pneumonia, which laid me aside for five weeks. This was followed by a more severe attack of pleuro-pneumoniain the latter part of April, which nearly ended my earthly 182 A CHAPTER OF STIRRING EVENTS. career. During the month of May I was all but "gone” on two or three occasions, and was only able to crawl about the house dur- nig the early part of June. My physician, Dr. J. R. Learning, “ordered me away” for two months, but how to go was the query, and this caused some anxious thought. Only in the previous October had we lost our dear little boy, Percy, aged six years, from diphtheria. Truly, it was a dark and trying winter. One day, in the middle of June, a letter was received from a lady, an entire stranger, ask- ing if I would be “offended” if she sent a little gift for the worker, for, as she went on to say, she had noticed that the workers overlooked themselves in caring for the work, and that others also forgot them. We wondered who could have told her of our circumstances, and wrote expressing sur- prise, and making enquiry. The reply came stating that no one had written or spoken to her about our needs, but as she was making up packages of papers to send to the solitary light house keepers, she had noticed a copy of The Christian Herald for December 30th, 1891, containing an account of my work and mis- sion. The reply contained a check for fifty dollars. Two sisters (the Misses Leitch) were also led to send us fifty dollars. 183 “teli. them.” Chapter XL. A Wonderful Deliverance. In March, 1888, a few months after the de- parture of my beloved wife, the following ex- perience was met with. One Saturday morning myhouskeeper said, “Doctor, I would like a little money to-day, please, as several things are needed.” There were two or three small bills to be paid that day also, and I had been troubled with the knowledge that a certain dear friend, who had loaned me seventy-five dollars, had need of it. It seemed as if everything came at once that morning, and all looked dark. After making it a matter of prayer, I went down town with the intention of calling upon two friends who had aided in the past, and who I thought might help now. Walking along Fulton Street, I passed the place where the noon prayer meeting is held, saying to myself as I did so, “I should like very well to go in, but I must go on, and see these men and get one hundred dollars if I can to-day.” I had not reached the corner before I was turned around, and was walking deliberately back again, and did what seemed at the time was contrary to common sense and right. I went into the meeting, and was scarcely seated when in walked the very man 184 A WONDERFUL DELIVERANCE. to whom I owed the seventy-five dollars. Ah! thought I, you will doubtless think I ought to be trying to get that seventy-five dollars rather than praying here. Not that such a thought really entered his mind; for we were, and are still, the best of friends, but he was there praying that help might come to him also. At the close of the meeting, one of the two men I had intended to call upon surprised me by coming forward and saying, as he shook hands with me, “I think I must have been sent here for something.” I replied that I hoped he had got it; but said nothing of my circumstances. “The fact is, doctor,” said he, “Fve been thinking about you,” and so saying took out of his pocket a check for seventy-five dollars. “There, will that be any help to you?” I replied that indeed it would. “But,” he added, “I may as well make it even money,” and, so saying, he placed twenty- five dollars in cash in my hand. I beckoned to the friend to whom I owed the seventy-five dollars, and handed him the check. Then we three went apart and praised our God. I remarked at the time that the money was only a small part of this transac- tion, and that the time might come when trou- bles and trials would be so thick that we might be led to question everything. In such times we would do well to remember to-day. Some time after this the friend who gave me 1S5 “tell them.” the one hundred dollars that day was in deep family trouble, and sent for me. It helped him much then to be reminded of my deliver- ance by his instrumentality. What was additionally strange about this occurrence was that my friend had only been in that place twice in his life previously; and again, I was under the impression that he did not close his office until one o’clock on Satur- days, whereas he did so at noon; so had I gone to his office I should have missed him altogether. In April, 1886, I was kept awake one night and was led to decide to publish, The Medical Missionary, to disseminate facts concerning the need for and value of medical missions, and so obtain “help for the helpless.” I had not a single dollar in hand at the time, and no subscriptions promised, but early the next morning I wrote out my first announce- ment of the paper, to be printed on the back of the report of the Society just then going through the press. The ink was not yet dry upon the page I had written when there came by mail the knowledge that a man whom I had taken into my full confidence and had told of my purpose some day to start a paper to be called, The Medical Missionary, had got ahead of me by issuing the first number of a magazine bearing that exact title. At first I was terribly staggered, but simply adding the word Record, went on. Only one number of that paper was ever issued, while The 186 A WONDERFUL DELIVERANCE. Medical Missionary Record continues to this day. The first year the loss upon the Record was $350, but that was met by receipts from some well-to-do private pa- tients during that year whom I was asked specially to attend. Each year there has been some loss on the journal, up to the present one, but in some way or other the bills have all been paid. It would not be right to let the reader sup- pose that at times things were not allowed to get very dark indeed before deliverance came, but the darkest hour usually precedes the dawn, and must be passed through ere the dawn can be welcomed. At times faith was very much tried, for things did not come out, or in, just as was de- sired. The apostles received the scourging, and that unjustly, and were actually placed in the innermost dungeon, before it could be demonstrated to Paul and Silas, and to the world also, not only that “He knoweth how to deliver,” but that “all power in heaven and upon earth” has been given to Him who said it had been so given. The disciples in the storm; Daniel in the den; Joseph in the pit; Paul in the shipwreck; Jehoshaphat surounded by his enemies and helpless; Mary and Martha at the grave — all illustrate the fact set forth by David, in the words, “I was brought low, and He helped 187 “tell titem.” Chapter XLI. The IVidozv and the Fatherless. To no class of persons has God made so many promises as to the fatherless and the widow. And terrible curses are pronounced upon the heads of those who take advantage of and oppress those who are thus left help- less. How the heart of the Saviour went out in sympathy towards the poor widow of Nain when on the way to bury her only son. No human voice or pleading was required to touch His heart. “When He saw her, He had compassion, and said unto her, ‘Weep not,’ ” and soon “wiped all her tears away,” by removing the cause of them. After the age of twelve, we have no men- tion of Joseph, the reputed father of Jesus. But it is stated that while on the cross Jesus commended his mother to the care of “that disciple whom Jesus loved,” and it is written, “From that hour that disciple took her unto his own home,” John xix: 17. So even the experience of the widow and orphan was one through which the Saviour passed, and with which He can therefore fully sympathize. In September, 1866, when the writer had been married about three months, he visited his wife’s native town, Gosport, and when leaV' 188 THE WIDOW AND THE FATHERLESS. ing home, he was asked to visit some friends of his wife’s earlier years, and did so. Calling at one home, he found it indeed “a house of mourning.” The head of the fam- ily, a fine, stalwart, sea captain, had “passed away” but a few days before, and the bereaved widow and her four young children were grouped together in grief for their loss, and fear and anxiety for the future. The coming among them of a young man full of buoyancy and hope — a stranger, yet a fellow Christian — • who tried to sympathize with and so “dry the widow’s tears,” had a good tonic effect. Having to stay in the town a few days, he ventured to ask if he might make his “hotel” there, and was gladly granted his desire.. Writing home to my wife, I narrated the circumstances, and asked if she would like me to bring one of the children back with me. The thought was very pleasing to her, and she at once wrote back cheerfully, “Certainly, 1 should be delighted for you to bring one of the children home with you.” The question then arose as to which one should be the one, a very difficult problem for a mother to solve. The two older children were boys, aged eleven and nine years; the younger ones girls of seven and five. The choice or decision finally fell upon the older of the two girls — - Fanny — and she readily accompanied me home on my journey of three hundred miles. While it was a great joy and pleasure for i §9 ‘‘TELL them.” my wife to have a bright young girl compan- ion, it, to some small extent at least, lightened the widow’s heart and life, to feel that some one — yes, her Father in heaven — was really caring for her and her fatherless little ones. The father and husband was a man of great faith, and felt that he could well trust his dear ones to Him who has said, “Leave thy father- less children to Me,” and he acted accord- ingly. And, as God has also said. “Them that honor Me, I will honor,” oO He has hon- ored him and his. Upon my joining the troop ship Crocodile about a year later, we removed to Gosport and shared house and home with the Ferrins family for several months. To-day the children have all grown up and are “doing well.” The oldest son is in a good position in the service of the British govern- ment. The second son is in business for him- self, and the youngest daughter has been for some years engaged in business in London. From 1866 to 1876 the two families were in close touch and sympathy, but in the later year, it may be remembered that the writer left Portsmouth for Liverpool; and later on, in 1879, came to America, and the separation was widened bv distance, although not in sympathy. In 1888, upon my first visit to England, whither I went as a delegate to the great mis- sionary conference held in Exeter Hall, Lon- don, in June of that year, I desired to learn 190 THE WIDOW AND THE FATHERLESS. of the welfare of my old friends, from whom I had not then heard for several years. I wondered if all the family were still alive, and realizing the uncertainty of life, almost feared to enquire. However, arriving in Gosport, I found that all were yet alive, had done well, and were doing well. Their first enquiry was, very naturally, as to where my devoted wife was. Twenty-two years before, in 1866, I entered their home — then a house of mourning — now, in 1888, I entered it again — a mourner. There was much to tell and to hear during the next few days, of God’s dealings and care for the two families, who for years had been separated by the broad Atlantic. “tell them.” Chapter XLII. Retribution. Thoughts there were in the heart of the visitor, which, however, found no expression at that time. But will the reader be much surprised to learn that the one who, in 1866, went with him on that journey of three hun- dred miles, was willing, in 1889, to undertake a voyage of three thousand miles to “a far country?” In July of that year she crossed the ocean as wife to the writer, and became a mother to the motherless children of the one who wel- comed her to her home many years before — a fatherless child. “Whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap,” is as true of right doing as of wrong surely. It certainly seemed true in this case. If there is one event above all others in which we need to seek, and be sure of obtain- ing, Divine guidance, it is in marriage. And what is true in a first experience, is more so in any subsequent transaction, especially where the care and training of children are con- cerned. What is true of a parent so left, applies with equal, if not greater force, to the one who is asked to fid the vacant place. 192 RETRIBUTION. If parents often realize the difficulty of training their own children, as they certainly do, how much more must one do so who nobly undertakes the responsibility of acting a parent’s part. This consideration is often sufficient to de- ter, when all else appears favorable to the step. One of the most romantic and deeply in- teresting stories to be found anywhere is con- tained in the twenty-fourth chapter of Genesis — read it. One of the main objects in the issuance of this little book is that it may be of help to others, by telling of what God did for one, and what He is equally ready to do for all. There were some incidents connected with my taking the step just narrated, that are al- most too sacred to tell, and yet I feel led, for the sake of others, and for the glory of God, to tell them. The one who had been my devoted partner in life for more than twenty-one years, a few days before she was “taken home,” conversed with the husband, whom both knew she would soon be leaving, concerning the five children so soon to be left motherless. Neither had mother or sister living, who might act a mother’s part. Concerning her going to the “home-land” there was no question, but some anxiety was evinced regarding those who would be left behind; and her mind reverted to “Fanny,” whom twenty years before she 193 RETRIBUTION. welcomed to her heart and home, and now wished she were by her side. In addition to other reasons, this was one which helped me in deciding upon my course of action, and only gratitude finds a place in my heart as in 1897 I thus write of it. If the dear little fellow, Percy, of two and a half years old, needed the care of a loving, motherly heart, the oldest, Harry, perhaps needed it more, and not less the three moth- erless girls between them. While the hand and heart of God was directing me, through the lips of a devoted, but dying wife, the same One was controlling the destiny of her of whom she spoke on the other side of the Atlantic. For years we had not heard from her or her family, and knew not if they still lived. They, too, knew not of my loss, until, many months later, I entered their home once more. No word, or hint, escaped me concerning those things which were on, or in, my heart in 1888 until I returned to America. Then, after much prayer, I wrote, and, with three thousand miles between us, each was better able to be surely guided by a Divine hand and heart than if near together, and thus more un- der the influence of each other. 19S Marion and Clifford Dowkontt. A TRIO OF CASES. Chapter XLIII. A Trio of Cases. During the sixteen years that have passed since the opening of the first medical mission in New York in 1881, over one hundred thou- sand medical attendances have been given to the sick poor at the various mission dispen- saries since established, and in the homes of those struggling with poverty, sickness and resultant sorrow, often, but not always, the outcome of sin on the part of the sufferer or of others. As a result of these efforts on the part of the students preparing for similar work abroad, they have been trained at home to labor elsewhere and have gained much expe- rience, while they have also been the means of leading many of the vicious and criminal classes to forsake the service of sin and Satan for that of the Saviour of men. In short, scenes have often been witnessed over which angels must have rejoiced in heaven, as saints and sinners did rejoice over on earth. And what greater or grander sights can mortal eyes look upon. The following trio of cases, occurring in the early history of the Society, may serve to illustrate the power of this agency to reach i97 “tell them.” the various classes who are more or less in- accessible to ordinary Christian effort. One day a poor Christian woman asked me to visit her cousin, a man well on in years, and a violent infidel. Neither relatives nor friends dare speak to him about his soul. His Christian parents were long since dead, but upon going to him an entrance was gained to his home, his heart and his soul. He had a half-witted son, with whom he spent his time playing with a pack of greasy, black cards, but a few weeks after my first visit the cards went out and the Bible came in, and there was great rejoicing. He had been in the employ of one of the leading firms in New York for thirty years. Had been sick over six months, and the al- lowance from his sick club had ceased after six months. The first thing done was to se- cure from his employers an allowance of twenty dollars a month, which was continued until his death some months later. After “the change” took place everybody was welcome, even to the previously despised minister, and prayer meetings were held in his room as often as he could get any one to pray there. His last words were, “Be sure and tell the doctor I died trusting in Jesus, and ask him to tell my mates at the funeral of the great change in me.” One day a poor fellow with bleared, blood- shot eyes and breath reeking with rum, came with his arm injured. “Doctor, I fear my 198 A TRIO OF CASES. arm’s broke, I wish you'd see to it.” I did so and found it was not broken, but severely sprained. Having attended to it, I spoke to him as follows: “John, do you know what I was thinking of when I wrote your name in my book?” “No, doctor; what?” “Well, I was wondering if, when your mother gave you that name, she did not hope that some day you might be like one of those Johns that we read of in the old Book.” “Well, doctor, I shouldn’t wonder but she did, but I’m not like one of them, and never will be. But please let me go, I only came to get my arm seen to.” “Yes, I know, John, but having seen to it for you, you surely won’t go away like that.” At first it was vain to plead. He knew he was lost, he said, but he did not want to think about it nor get “there” any sooner than he could help. He was afraid to pi ay or touch the Bible, as he was urged to look at a verse, for fear God would strike him dead. He had cursed God, he said, as he came into the mission, although he came to God’s servant for relief. But it was not all in vain, however. That man prayed and wept ere he left that place: prayed not only for himself, but for his poor drunken wife, too, and they both became Christians, the man a deacon of a Presbyte- rian church. One afternoon a poor woman with a baby 199 “tell them.” in her arms and a little boy of five years by her side, came to the mission, and, while the service was proceeding, she laughed several times. Curious to know the cause of such strange conduct, I found that she had often been to the place when it was a liquor store, and had witnessed strange sights there; and now finding the liquor store a dispensary, and then “to hear the ‘Word o’ God,' ” as she said, “read there,” the contrast was to her ludic- rous. However, she came to the meeting that night, and upon returning home her husband, a rough man, asked, “Where have you been?” “To the mission.” “Well, then, clear out.” She did so very quickly, taking the baby with her. The little boy essayed to follow, but the father called him back. “You come here. What are you crying for, eh?” “Well, papa, if you knowed what they said there, you wouldn’t turn mother out.” “What did they say?” “They said, ‘Wash me and I shall be whiter than snow.’ ” The word went home to the man’s heart. Presently he said, “Go and call your mother back,” and the boy quickly obeyed. A few nights later that man was at the meeting, and a few weeks after the wife brought the glad news: “Doctor, I’m so glad, my Jem’s converted.” Often would she testify of what Jesus had done for her and hers through the mission. Some months later the man took very sick and nearly died. Then the two children sick- ened with measles and bronchitis, and before 200 A TRIO OF CASES. they could get well the poor woman’s health gave way under the strain of poverty and de- votion to her dear ones. One morning she awoke her husband and said, "Jem, I think I’m dying; I wish you’d get out and kneel down and say a prayer for me.” As well as he could — and surely as well as was needed to obtain the answer — he prayed, then arose to get his devoted wife a drink. Returning to the bedside, he found she had “gone” to drink of the Water of Life. The following three sketches of cases ap- peared in The Nezv York Witness, and led several to send us help: 201 “tell them.” Chapter XLIV. Dead, Biit Alive Again. “Shure, an’ she’s not long for this world, the poor thing, wid such a cough as that.” “No, indeed, I should say not, either; it’s terrible to hear what a hollow sound it has, isn’t it? Do you know her?” “Not much — only by sight — seein’ her round about the Fourth Ward now and then. She’s just one of them poor, unfortunate crit- ters as there’s too many of about this quarter; an’ they dies off by scores afore they’re hardly women.” “Indeed! Then you know somethingabout this part of the city?” “Well, I should say I did. Why, I been livin’ round this quarter for more ’n thirty years.” “Is that so? Well, I’ve always lived up town till lately, but since I lost my husband and was left with four little ones, things have altered much with me; and my health has got so poorly recently that I felt I must come and see the doctor, and get something to strengthen me.” “Well, yer looks kind o’ white lookin’, but the doctor ’ll no doubt do yer good.” “Ah! My friend said so who advised me to come. She had been here and got relief 202 DEAD, BUT ALIVE AGAIN. herself; and she said that the doctor reads out of the Bible and speaks to the patients.” “Oh, yes, that he does; an’ I likes to ’ear it, for the way it is, as yer know, with us poor people, we don’t seem to ’ave no time to think about our poor souls at all.” “Yes, that is so, is it not? We are all the time caring for the body and forgetting the soul.” “But I can tell yer, I well remember the time when there warn’t no preachin’ done ’ere — only plenty of whiskey, an’ lots o’ devil’s work.” “Indeed ” “Yes; it’s myself as knows it Why, this place was a rum-’ole ever since the ’ouse was built, more’n thirty years ago, till the doctor took it and turned the saloon keeper out.” “Dear me! what a change ” “Yes, and I can tell yer there’s been as big a change in me since I come ’ere!” “Well, I’m glad to hear that.” “Why, I’ve often been in ’ere for my drops for me an’ my ole man; specially Sunday mornin’s; then we had to go to the side door over there; it’s the same door and the same place, but it don’t seem the same any more than I’m the same as I used to be, for since I come ’ere I’ve given myself right up to Jesus, an’ I’m a deal happier in my mind, an’ I find as things go along better every way.” “Well, I cannot but rejoice with you, for although I have had my struggles, still I al- 203 “teli. them.” ways know where to go to, as the little hymn says: “ What a Friend we have in Jesus, All our sins and griefs to bear; What a privilege to carry Everything to God in prayer/’ “Why, they sing that ’im 'ere o’ nights, an’ there’s a dear lady what comes ’ere too; yer'll see ’er presently. You must comedown some night.” “Yes, I will.” The foregoing conversation might have been overheard one afternoon in the waiting room of the New York Medical Mission, 81 Roosevelt Street, between two of the many patients who were gathered there. The entrance of the doctor, and the lady referred to, caused the speakers to stop talk- ing. After a few moments spent in prayer, the doctor proceeded to speak to those pre- sent upon the great joy the Saviour had in re- ceiving sinners, as shown by the parable of the lost sheep in the fifteenth of Luke. “You see, my dear friends, that Jesus is not only willing to receive sinners who have wandered far away from God, and able to save them, but He rejoices over them, and even calls all heaven to rejoice too, and not over a hun- dred, but over just one. And now let me ask you, has there been joy there over you yet? If not, God grant there maybe even to-day.” A few words of prayer followed, in which God’s blessing was sought, both as regards 204 DEAD, BUT ALIVE AGAIN. the physical and spiritual needs of those pre- sent, and then the patients came into the con- sulting room, one by one. “This poor girl's very sick, sir,” said the janitor as he assisted the poor creature, whose cough had been so distressing, into the doc- tor’s room. “Sit down, my girl, and tell me all about yourself. What is your name?” “Mary Connor.” “And how old are you?” “Twenty-one, doctor.” “Where do you live?” “No. — Water Street, sir, just round the corner.” “How long have you been sick?” “Oh, for some months now; only I thought it would wear off, and so I did not go to a doctor. But I’m so bad now I can’t rest, and I have had hardly any sleep for several nights.” The doctor having asked some more ques- tions, and examined the poor girl (although little of that was needed to convince him that she was in the last stage of consumption), in a kindly manner said: “Well, my poor girl, I am afraid there is not much that I can do for you, except to give you some temporary relief. But tell me, how is it about your poor soul? Have you thought about that?” “Not much, sir, I must own. But now and then — just at times — I have. But then I’d take a good drink, to drown it all.” 205 “tell them.” “Just so. And that is just how the devil is doing all the time when God, by His Spirit, is seeking one of His poor lost sheep. He tells them to take this cursed stuff, and so they drive off their best friend from them and don’t know it.” Here the poor girl dropped her head, and, realizing the force of the truth presented, burst into tears, and then said, “Doctor, the name I gave you just now was not my right one, only one that I took when I began this devil’s life.” “Indeed, then, what is your right name?” “Why, it’s Grace Brown.” “Well, I am glad you have told me that; it’s just one step towards right to give up the devil’s lie. But, tell me, are your father and mother living, Grace?” “I really don’t know, sir.” “Indeed; then how long since you heard from them?” “Why, never since I left home, and that’s just four years ago.” “And you have never heard of or from them, or written to them?” “No, sir,” and the poor girl burst out with, “Oh, my poor mother! shall I ever see her again? She’s no doubt dead. I fear I must have killed her. I’ve beenashamed and afraid to write, and thought I would just die as I’ve lived; but, oh, it may be that God has sent me here to-day so that I may yet see her again.” 206 DEAD, BUT ALIVE AGAIN. “I’m glad you have that thought, Grace, and don’t you see it’s just in keeping with what Jesus says about ‘seeking till He find it;’ so He has been seeking you all this time, and now I trust He has found you. Thank God for it.” Having obtained the address of her parents, and given her such assistance as she seemed to need, the doctor bade her go home and remain there, and he would see her the next day. “Good day, sir; and I thank God I came here to-day, for I feel better in my mind now, at any rate.” As soon as the rest of the patients had been seen, a letter was written to Grace’s parents, who resided two hundred and fifty miles from New York City. The next day the doctor and the lady re- ferred to visited Grace — it was indeed a horri- ble place. She had been cast off by those who had profited by her sin, and a poor man and woman, though very rough in their ways, had kindly hearts enough to take her in; for, as they said, “they had children of their own, and they didn’t know what they might come to afore they died.” When told that her parents had been writ- ten to, poor Grace expressed her joy, and said, “I shall be so anxious now, doctor, till you get an answer, so that I may know if they are still alive and will let me come home.” “Depend upon it, you shall know of it just as soon as we hear from them.” 207 “tell them.” That afternoon a telegram was received from her father, “Our hearts are full of joy. We long to welcome our poor Grade. All are still alive. Will write more.” When the poor girl received this news, her joy knew no bounds; and one could not but see that it was a joy that a stranger could not meddle with, as the Scripture says. A letter followed, full of expressions of rejoicing at the prospect of meeting their lost one, who, as the father said, was “dead, but is alive again; for,” said he, “my boy has been twice to New York City to try and find her, in vain, and now by this sickness she is found.” One morning a finely built young man came to the dispensary and asked if Dr. Dow- kontt was in. On seeing him, he inquired, somewhat impatiently: “Where is she?” “Who do you mean?” asked the doctor. “Why, my poor sister, Grace; is she here? Let me see her, sir, at once. Oh. don’t keep me waiting!” “She is not here, my dear fellow, but I will soon take you to where she is;” and putting on his hat, the doctor led the way. As they turned into Water Street, the young man asked: “What! is she down here?” “Yes,” replied the doctor. “Come along; you need not be afraid, as I am with you, al- though it is a pretty dangerous place, I can tell you.” 208 DEAD, CUT ALIVE AGAIN. “Yes, I can see that by all these fellows and girls standing about.” “This is the house,” said the doctor, as they entered a wretched tenement; the stairs seemed to give way under them as they as- cended. The young man,| with a shudder, exclaimed: “Oh, my God! is it possible my poor sister is here?” "Yes, it is, and you will see her directly; only try and compose yourself all you can.” Knocking at the door, the doctor asked if Mary was there. “But my sister’s name is Grace, not Mary.” “That's all right; Mary is the name they know her by.” The door opened and the doctor entered first. Poor Grace came forward out of an inner bed room. “Mary, I have brought a friend to see you,” said the doctor, as the brother entered. Each scanned the other for a moment; but Grace, recognizing her brother first, shrieked: “Oh, my brother! it’s Tom! Oh, my God!” and fell on his neck; as Tom recognized the voice, they wept for joy. As soon as they had become somewhat calmed, Grace asked concerning her poor father and mother and brothers and sisters; and upon hearing that they were all still alive, and waiting to wel- come her, she burst into tears, exclaiming: “Thank God! Thank God! I shall yet see them again.” “tell them.” That afternoon some conversation took place between Tom and the doctor concerning arrangements for poor Grace to return home. “Well,” said Tom, “I had to wait till yester- day to get my pay, and as I’ve a wife and chil- dren to support, and the poor old people are getting on in years, they can’t do much; so I had to pawn my watch to make up the ten dollars to come with. I know I shall lose my job over this, but I don’t mind. She had better go home to-night with my ticket, and I can get home somehow.” “Oh, but you can’t do that, 1 said the doctor, admiring Tom’s self-denial. ‘Oh, yes,” said Tom. “I can foot it some- how, or maybe I can get a job in the city, and then I can save up enough in a week or two to get home with — in fact, doctor, that’s the only way as I see it can be done.” “Well, you leave that to the Lord, and I’ll go and see a friend of mine and see what he will do. I am sorry I haven’t any means by me to help you with. I wish I had; but never mind; no doubt some help will come.” “Thank you, doctor, a thousand times. I only wish you could see the old couple. Why, when your letter came my poor old mother nearly went out of her mind for joy — in fact, we thought she would never come right — for she tore the hair out of her head by handfuls, crying out for her ‘poor Grade.’ ” That night (Saturday) Gracie, Tom and the doctor, were at the Grand Central Depot 210 DEAD, BUT ALIVE AGAIN. awaiting the nine P. M. train for the West. Having boarded the train and given special instruction as to Grace’s being kept warm, and seeing that they were supplied with some refreshments, the doctor bade them "good- bye.” Poor Grace and Tom seemed quite unable to express the gratitude they felt as they said, “May the Lord bless you, doctor, and make you the means of saving many more, and if we never meet again on earth, the Lord bring us to heaven.” It was the close of the following week when a letter was received by the doctor from Grace’s father, in which he told with deep feeling that his poor lost one had gone to “the better land,” on the Wednesday after arriving home, “and,” said he, “I have seen many die, for I am over seventy years old, but I never saw any one die so happy as our poor Gracie. Yes, she just came home to die, but, thank God, we saw her and had her with us at the last; and, my dear doctor, I don’t know how to thank you enough, but I give you ‘a million of thanks’ for your kindness to my poor, lost Gracie.” 21 1 SOME TROPHIES. Chapter XLV. Some Trophies. “Is the docther in, sir?” asked a poor Irish- woman, quite out of breath with the effort she had made to get to the dispensary. "Yes, he is,” replied the janitor. “Thank Gcd for that! Will you tell ’im as I wants ’im at once, please?” “Yes; but what’s the matter?” “Why, there is a poor woman as is kilt in- tirely, so she is, and she’ll die if the docther isn't quick there.” On being shown into the consulting room, she burst out with : "Och, docther, dear, come aroun’ quick. There’s poor Mrs. W , yer knows ’er — she’s been ’ere — an’ now she’s a-bleedin’ to death.” The doctor snatched up his hat and hastened to accompany the speaker, and on the way to the house endeavored to obtain further infor- mation respecting the case, so as to be the better prepared. “Tell me how it all hap- pened.” “Indeed an’ I will, docther. Shure, it’s ’er ’usban’ that’s to blame, so it is.” “Well, what did he do?” asked the doctor. “Why, sur, he ’it ’er on the ’ead wid a great dish, an’ she, the poor woman, as nice a little body as ever lived, the Lord ’av mercy on us!” 213 “Tell them.” “I suppose the drink had to do with it, as usual?” queried the doctor. “Yes, indeed, sur; but it wasn’t she as took it, only ’ini.” By this time they had arrived at the door of the house, which was situated in a long alley with a row of houses on either side and only one entrance — a dangerous place this at one time, where a policeman dare not enter alone, and where a number of them together were none too safe to enter, for all sorts of missiles, including brick-bats, etc., would be showered down upon their heads from the windows and roofs ; but things had changed a good deal of late under better management. “This is the place, sir; come right in an’ welcome, sir,” said the guide. It was indeed a sad sight that met the doc- tor’s gaze as he entered the room; there sat Mrs. W covered with blood, which was flowing freely from the wounds in her head. A couple of the neighbors were trying to cheer her, as they supported her in the chair in which she was seated. Upon examination, the doctor found her in a fainting condition from loss of blood, and after giving some restoratives, proceeded to wash away the blood and discover the wounds, which \vas no easy task. While this was being done, the women pre- sent were very free in their denunciation of the husband’s conduct, who, as they said, with a good deal of truth, would make three of her; 214 SOME TROPHIES. but none of them seemed to blame either the devil, the drink, the drink-seller, or those who licensed the sale of that which is the cause of so much misery. How true it is that Satan blinds the eyes of the people, as the Word of God says: “Lest they should see with their eyes, and be con- verted, and I should heal them.” Having discovered the locality and extent of the wounds, removed some of the hair, and applied the needed dressing, the doctor pro- ceeded briefly, but tersely, to point out to his audience the results of drink. “I tell you, my friends,” said he, “when you take this cursed drink, you, so to speak, take the devil into vou, and you place yourselves entirely in his power; now just think of this case; this poor woman might now be lying dead and her fool- ish husband would have been tried, and would no doubt, have been hung for murder, and all through this cursed drink.” “Yes, indeed, its thrue for yez, docther, so it is, for it’s only God’s mercy she’s not killed, I’m sure.” “You may well say that, my friend, for had the dish not broken, or had it struck the poor woman on its edge instead of on the flat part of it, she most certainly would have been killed; and I’ll tell you more; her husband would have found out what many more have done, that the one who led him into the trou- ble would never help him out— I mean the devil.” 215 “tell them.” “No, indeed, that’s true enough, sir. He drags us into it, though, plenty, if we let him,” chimed in one of the women. “Well, now, my friends,” said the doctor, “the patient must be left quiet or the result may yet be very seriousj and, as I am leaving you, I want to tell you just two things for you to think over. One is this: I have been offer- ing a five-dollar bill for more than two years now to the man or woman who can tell me that the devil helped them out of trouble just once in all their lives.” “Och, shure, sir; he never does that.” “Well, then, don’t let him drag you into it, but look to the great Physician, who died for you on the cross so that we might be saved out of the trouble the devil would drag us into.” “The Lord help us to do so. sir.” “And now the other thing I want to say is this: I Avant you to do as I did thirty years ago, and that is, give up this terrible drink, which I call ‘the devil’s right arm,’ and never let it come into your houses; it never comes into mine, and I have six children, and none of them ever tasted it, and I hope they never will.” “That the Lord may pour His blessin’ on you and yours, and give yer all a place in ’eaven, and do so for all of us,” exclaimed the doctor’s guide, as he bade them good night. One evening, about ten days after the above occurrence transpired, a tall, powerfully built 216 SOME TROPHIES. man, accompanied by a little woman, entered the Medical Mission Dispensary, at 81 Roose- velt Street, during the meeting held for those of the patients or others who could attend. The subject dealt with was the ability and willingness of Christ to save to the uttermost all who came unto God by Him. An appeal was afterwards made for any who felt their need of the Saviour, and who be- lieved He was able and willing to save them, to stand up and say so. The tall man rose up and said: “Doctor, I want to find Jesus. I’ve come here with my wife to give myself to God. I want peace, for I’ve had no rest for days; and last night I could not sleep at all, thinking of my sins, and of my poor dead praying mother. I want you to pray that I may find Jesus to-night.” During the utterance of these sentences the strong man trembled, and the tears coursed down his cheeks, showing his deep earnest- ness. When he sat down, his wife stood up, and in a weak voice said: “Doctor, I want to thank God that He spared my life, and also my hus- band’s, and to thank you for your kindness to us ; and now I want you all to pray that we may both be saved.” Others followed, and then some time was spent in prayer. Upon rising from their knees, the strong man, and the weak woman by his side, testified to a newly-found peace, and there was joy in their hearts, and in the 217 “tell them.” hearts of those at the little meeting, and we felt sure that There arose a cry to the gates of heaven, ‘ Rejoice ! 1 have found My sheep;’ And the angels echoed around the throne, ‘ Rejoice, for the Loid brings back Ilis own ! ’ ” On the Sunday following, they were both in their places, and the man said: “My heart is full of praise to God, because He saved me; isn't it wonderful? Why, I had only one step more and I should have been in hell, and never have seen my dear mother; but now I can look forward to meet her. Praise the Lord! Be- fore this, 1 used to despise the Bible, and wor- ship the beer can; but now it is changed, and we have peace and happiness in our home.” 218 LIFE LESSONS LEARNED. Chapter XLVI. Life Lessons Learned. To one who has lived for half a century and more, and whose life has been one of continu- ous struggle, as indeed most lives are, there is nothing, perhaps, so calculated to produce mingled feelings of joy and sadness, pain and pleasure, as a retrospective view of the years lived, never to be lived again. Journeying through the “school of life” for fifty years ought to be freighted with many lessons well learned and rewards well earned; but, alas! we are poor scholars at best, and few can find satisfaction with the life they have lived, so fraught with blessing, and yet so bur- dened with sin, sorrow and frequent failure. David said, or wrote, “Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life.” He doubtless so wrote because he realized that they had been following him in all the past days of his life. The goodness of God following man all the time, and yet mercy also, because of his prone- ness to sin, in spite of all God’s goodness. Thus does the goodness of God and the vile- ness of man appear by contrast. How much of this has been true in the writer’s experience cannot be told, for “God only knows, the love of God.” 219 “tell them.” There are, however, some things which stand out prominently as lessons at least partly learned, that the writer may be allowed to mention here, and which may prove helpful to our readers. First. “The faithfulness of God.” The preceding pages contain many evi- dences of Divine watch-care; not only over those who trust in Him, and pray to Him, but also over those who themselves are careless, and yet, and because of this perhaps, have been “entrusted” to Him by loving hearts. Shall a mother’s dying prayer for her child not be heard and answered by her Father in heaven? “Master, I have brought unto Thee my son, which is lunatic,” and “he was healed.” She of Canaan “besought Him for her daughter,” and she, too, was healed. Oh! for more of faith that brings others to the Master, to whom the children were brought, and who said to one concerning his son, “Bring him to Me.” Another lesson is, not only to “Wait on God,” but to “Wait for God.” Wait on Him in prayer, and wait for Him to answer. As an illustration of this, the manuscript for this little book, in large part, at least, was written many months before any of it was in type, “waiting for God.” A friend, Mr. L. D. West, came one day and offered me the use of one hundred dollars, to “help get the book 220 LIFE LESSONS LEARNED. out,” for, said he, “I want it, and am sure it will do good.” David wrote, “My soul, wait thou only upon God.” That is a still higher lesson. To wait upon God, and friends, is easier usually than to wait only upon Him. But, later in life, the heart cries out in despair as to creature help, and prays, “ Change and decay in all around I see, Oh 1 Thou who changest not, abide with me.” Too often we will not give God time to do His work. He does not actually need it, but He generally uses it. He can as easily make oaks of acorns in ten seconds as in fifty years, but He does not waste His miracles, nor hurry needlessly. “Wait thou His time; the darkest night shall shine as brightest day.” A lesson of very great importance to learn is, that the Christian life is surely one of war- fare without, although of peace within. Even the Prince of peace was always at war. A friend spoke one day of a certain Christian man who was “always in hot water.” This led me to call his attention to the fact that such was really the experience of Jesus. When “principle” rather than “policy” rules a life, opposition is sure to be met with. “As far as lieth in you” — or it is possible for you to do so — “live peaceably with all men.” Im- plying the impossibility of doing so with some men. The apostle, however, says, “We wrestle not against flesh and blood” — our own, or that of 221 “tell them.” others — “but with principalities and powers, of wickedness.” The “visible” foes are not the ones most to be feared and grappled with, but the “unseen.” “Simon, Satan hath desired you; but I have prayed for you,” said Christ as He “lifted the curtain” and revealed the real scene of conflict - — unseen and unknown to mortal man. Thank God that even the desires of Satan cannot be hid from the Captain of our salva- tion, who knows how, not only to pray, but also to “die to save.” With increasing years come a fuller knowl- edge of three things: 1st. One’s own inherent weakness and in- ability to withstand the “wiles of the devil." 2d. The subtlety and power of Satan; but, thank God, 3d. The greater power of Christ, who is able both to “deliver” and to "keep.” "He knoweth hozv to deliver the godly.” “T am persuaded that He is able to keep,” wrote Paul. The more progress one makes in the Divine life, the more fully are the personality, pre- sence and power of God felt and known; and equally so, perhaps, is Satan realized to be no myth, but a person, having great power, who is seldom, if ever, absent. At times, it may be, leaving one “for a season,” only it would seem that he may return with increase of power and cunning, even as “an angel of light.” Alas for us when he so appears, or comes in like a 222 LIFE LESSONS LEARNED. “flood,” did not the Master — yes, Satan’s Master, too — appear for our deliverance, as when He came “walking on the water” to the storm-tossed disciples, and said, “It is I; be not afraid.” One of the first hymns my dear mother taught me, fifty years ago, when I was about five years of age, began, “Guide me, O, Thou great Jehovah, pilgrim through this barren iand.” I am free to say that I do not think I un- derstood those lines at that time; but, as the years go by, I like to remember them, and especially the next two, “I am ‘weak,’ but Thou art ‘mighty;’ ‘Hold me’ with Thy power- ful hand.” What a difference between the little child “holding on” to one finger of the parent’s hand, and the same little hand, in realized weakness, placed in the father’s stronger one, which clasps it firmly! “Hold Thou me up, and I shall be safe.” No safety elsewhere, or otherwise, all through life. Of Moses it is said, “He endured, as ‘seeing Him’ who is invisible.” Surely this is the secret of all really successful endurance, to- gether with the remembrance of the promise, “In due season we shall reap.” 223 “tell them.” Chapter XLVII. The Great Conflict. A good thing to do at certain times is to “consider Him”- — Jesus — “that endured such contradiction of sinners against Himself.” Marvellous indeed was His patient endurance, and tremendous the opposition which assailed Him continually. Scarce was He born in Bethlehem, and an- gels, wise men and shepherds rejoiced thereat, when the enemy of souls — and of bodies, too — caused Herod to send his soldiers to destroy Him whom God had sent, so that man might not have a Saviour. But He who knows what is in man, also knows what is in Satan, and foiled him in his dire purpose. Then came the years of toil and struggle at Nazareth, the worst city in that land. “Can any good thing come out of Nazareth?” one asked in amazement. Yes, thank God, One — the Son of God — went into that city pure and holy, lived and labored in it for a life time, and left it as pure as on the day He entered it, but not through any lack of trial and tempta- tion. I t thirty was the Saviour of men baptized and anointed for His work, but immediately He passed through the hottest conflict with 224 THE GREAT CONFLICT. the arch-fiend, Satan. Starved almost to death by forty days’ abstinence; in the desert, among wild beasts, hounded by the foe of God and man, He stood it all unscathed. How the subtlety of Satan is seen in the final three-fold temptation. First, "If Thou be the Son of God, command these stones to be made bread.” Take the law into your own hands, you see that God has left you to starve, He cares not — deliver yourself. To the woman, many centuries before, he said, ‘‘Hath God said ye may not eat of the trees?” But the woman corrected him; not “trees,” but “tree,” only one. Christ ever preached, “God so loved.” Satan ever tries to prove the con- trary . Second. “He taketh Him to a high moun- tain,” and by another assault, but in vain, does he try to excite ambition. Twice has Christ defeated his opponent by “It is written.” Very well, then, Satan will meet Him on His own ground. Now together they wend their way; where to? To the Holy City, to the holiest place in that city; more, to the highest pinnacle of that temple — the temple of God, in Jerusalem. And now from the very Word of God Satan quotes, to justify his third assault. “If Thou be the Son of God, cast Thyself down, for it is written” — yes, truly, it is written — “He shall give His angels charge concerning Thee.” But it is also written, “Thou shalt not tempt the Lord thy God.” Beaten again, the devil “leaveth 333 “tell them.” Him for a season.” Yes, for a season; but only a short one. Returning to Nazareth, again is Christ as- sailed by the enemy. Not now in person, but through men. “He stood up for to read,” and “they rose up, and thrust Him out;” and would have cast Him over “the brow of the hill,” and dashed Him to pieces, could they have done so; “but He, passing through their midst, went His way.” One day, when very much tried by the con- flict — caught like a vessel between icebergs — on the one hand, knowledge of the terrible needs of the suffering millions in heathen lands by lack of medical aid, as also of the Gospel; and, on the other, hundreds of young men and women applying to me for help and training to become fitted to go to their aid, I was led to study the Saviour of men, and His conflict with Satan, as never before. I observed and deplored the fact that, while there were numerous theological seminaries to prepare men to “preach,” there was not in existence for any, or for all of the denomi- nations together, a single Christian institution to teach men to heal the sick. And yet the Saviour “healed all” who came to Him, both in body and soul; and in sending out, first twelve, and then seventy, He gave to each the two-fold command to “preach” and to “heal.” r 226 . Society Students, 1892 “tell them.” Chapter XLVIII. What Satan Hates. After reading the Sermon on the Mount one day, I noted that, wonderful as that sermon was, and preached by the Prince of preachers, not a sign of opposition was evoked thereby, either of act or word, and I wondered at this marked exception. But I read on, and found that after preaching thus, Jesus “came down the mount,” and proceeded to put into prac- tice what He had taught. The first one to meet Him was “a man full of leprosy,” and he was healed. Others fol- lowed, until we read in verse sixteen, of chap- ter eight, of the Gospel by Matthew, “He cast out the spirits with His word, and healed all that were sick.” In the thirty-third verse of the next chapter, “The multitudes marvelled, saying, ‘It was never so seen in Israel.’ ” Ah, things have gone too far now! Why, the people are captivated by His wonderful power. Something must be done, and war is declared. Satan puts blasphemous thoughts into the hearts of the leaders of God’s chosen people, and blasphemous words come from their lips, “He casteth out devils through the prince of the devils.” Again they make the charge in chapter xii: 24. 228 WHAT SATAN HATES. Some one has said, “If you don’t let God use you, the devil soon will.” These leaders, who should have welcomed and aided the Son of God from heaven, being blinded by preju- dice and bigotry, became the tools of Satan and Christ’s bitterest foes. To them did Herod turn for information as to “where Christ should be born,” when the wise men sought it from him. They soon responded, readily quoting from the Scriptures. The wise men believed and worshipped ; Herod believed, and “sought His life;” but they who alone possessed the knowledge and gave it to others, did not believe, and did not go to welcome or to worship Him whom God had given and sent! Marvellous indeed, almost past belief! But, having rejected God and His Son, Satan urges them on, and uses them more and more, until they, not only do not believe at the raising of Lazarus, who had been “dead four days,” but “they took counsel” how they might not only put Christ to death, but “Lazarus also,” because many did believe, and but a short time after they killed the Prince of life. To-day in heathen lands, amid darkness, degradation, sin and suffering, when mission- aries relieve pain, cure disease and save life, they are looked upon by the people as verit- able messengers from heaven, a heaven un- heard of before, perhaps, but even felt now. After Dr. Allen saved the life of the Korean prince, when dying from hemorrhage through 229 “tell them.” a wound, by ligating the bleeding arteries in the presence of a dozen helpless Korean sur- geons, (?) who had poured molten wax into the wound to no purpose, the prince said, “Doctor, my people say, you did not come from America, you came from heaven.” “Heal the sick that are therein, and say unto them, 'The kingdom of God is conre nigh unto you.' ” Two difficulties beset those who thus go out to heal and to preach. One, the multitudes overwhelm them, clamoring for relief; the other that, after obtaining it, the people often fall down to worship their deliverer. Will they listen to a message about the great Phy- sician? Yes, indeed, and gladly believe it. And thousands to-day arc rejoicing because of their having dene so. But by so much as success attends such ministry will Satan be stirred to opposition; and, while “nothing is too hard” for God to do, nothing is too mean and despicable for Satan to do in opposition to a cause which, following the example and teaching of Christ, seeks to provide healing for the bodies and also the souls of perishing men. Perhaps nowhere has the battle between the messengers of God and the servants of Satan been more clearly manifest than in the history of missions in Madagascar. At first there were Gospel triumphs most wonderful. Then the flame of persecution rose, and thousands were dashed to pieces over precipices. Again 230 WHAT SATAN HATES. the Gospel triumphed, especially through the medical skill of such men as Dr. Davidson. A fine hospital was built a few years since, and opened by the Queen in person, and many in that island country rejoiced with those in the home-land. Another power recently invaded the coun- try, and confiscated the property of the Prot- estant missionaries through Jesuitical intrigue. Yet once again, in 1897, the French Protes- tant Society has sent thirty men and women to redeem the cause of Christ from these marauders, and two have already been mur- dered. Most of the massacres in China have been due to the fiend-like opposition kindled in the bosoms of some, who, unable to dispute the fact of the “wonderful healing” performed by the medical missionaries, started lying slan- ders that cures were only made by the use of portions of the human body, to obtain which children and others were kidnapped and killed. Truly the “Father of Lies” is a great inventor. Such opposition is due simply to their being “blinded by Satan,” who would lead them to murder their best friends, supposing them to be their worst enemies. So did he succeed in killing the very Son of God, who “went about doing good.” “For this purpose was the Son of God mani- fested, that He might destroy the works of the devil.” Hence Satan sought to oppose, ob- struct and destroy Him: and all who live as Christ did, preaching by act, no less than “tell them.” word, are liable to meet a similar fate. “If they have persecuted Me, they will persecute you.” “Behold, I send you forth as lambs among wolves.” But He who said “Go,” also said “Lo, I am with you alway.” Therein alone lies our hope of ultimate suc- cess; meantime be it ours to “watch and pray,” to “labor and wait,” assured of final victory through Him who rose triumphant over death and the grave, over Satan and sin. 232 THE RETROSPECT THANKSGIVING. Chapter XLIX. The Retrospect — Thanksgiving. In “looking backward” over the scenes and experiences narrated herein, and those which for various reasons remain untold, my heart is stirred with gratitude to our Father in heaven, and to the many friends of earth. The words of David well befit heart and lip, “Bless the Lord, oh, my soul, and forget not all His benefits. “Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; “Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; “Who crowneth thee with loving kindness and tender mercies.” How true of the writer’s experience! lead- ing to songs of praise as memory recounts His doings, in the language of the old hymn, “ When all Thy mercies, 0 my God, My rising soul surveys, Transported with the view, I’m lost In wonder, love and praise.” And leading also to prayer, Oh, to grace, how' great a debtor, Daily I'm constrained to be; Let Thy goodness, like a fetter, Bind my wandering heart to Thee.” Often have I felt the force of the following- words, and record them here as a heartfelt tribute : “tell them.” “ Weak is the effort of my heart, And cold my warmest thought, But when I see Thee as Thou art, I’ll praise Thee as I ought. “ Till then I would Thy love proclaim With every fleeting breath; So shall the music of Thy name Refresh my soul in death.” But, as one has said, “Thebestthanks-giT/ing is ihanks-living.” So may the life, as well as lip, testify the gratitude of the heart within. A ery noticeable is the Saviour’s apprecia- tion of any “deed of kindness done” in His name, or to one of His, even to the “cup of cold water.” To-day we can only minister to Him through others, His needy children; but in so doing, He views and values such ministry as actually done to Himself. Many are the dear friends who “showed kindness,’ first to a poor boy, and then to a struggling man, trying to serve his God by ministering to his fellows. Of the friends of boyhood, scarce one re- mains, at least, as known to me. Yes, one such, a playmate of childhood, comes to mind, whose consistent Christian devotion impressed me deeply in 1863. She is still living in Chel- tenham, England, engaged in the work of “rescuing the perishing, and lifting the fallen.” Miss Wall, in the year named, refused to accompany me to a theatre, with her mother; and was the first to speak a “friendly word” of rebuke in those days. And to-day memory 234 THE RETROSPECT — THANKSGIVING. recalls the incident of thirty-five years ago in grateful remembrance. To the family who first welcomed me as a fellow Christian, joined me in the work I sought to do, and became the means of intro- duction to my partner in life for twenty-one years, I record my gratitude. The “Missions to Seamen” Society was the instrumentality, through their missionary, which led to my knowledge of that family, and which otherwise was a means of help in those days. No one can fully appreciate the value of a Christian friend, and the reception from such of “white winged messengers” of cheer and encouragement, as a sailor, isolated on board ship in a foreign land. From 1868 to 1870, I enjoyed this privilege at the hands of my dear friend, Miss Weston, who was pleased to style me in those davs her “Recruiting Sergeant;” not only because I had been the means in God’s hands of recruit- ing her, but because I was always “on the lookout” for more candidates for her friend- ship. Since 1868 the whole navy has changed. It is strange to think that not a single man or boy serving in 1868 is probably now in the naval service. Some of the officers remain, but of these very few, but Miss Weston is still at the helm of the Gospel and Temperance cause in the British navy, and now of the United States “tell them.” navy also. May she long remain at her God- given post of duty. To all the dear friends in Liverpool — some among the well-to-do, others of the struggling working class, I desire to express my grati- tude. Cne picture only is herein given of a friend in that city, but that one, Mr. B. F. Babcock, is so widely appreciated for his many years of devotion to the medical mission, and to the city mission, that others will accept him as their representative also. Thank God for all such men. Would that we had many more. With heartfelt gratitude would I record the friendship shown in the city of Philadelphia, wherein, in the earlier years, not less in later ones, was extended to us much of practical as also prayerful sympathy. That city is very dear to my heart because of those early and hard struggles, but none the less so, because of later friendships formed there. A noble band of ladies, yes, two bands now, meet each month as auxiliaries of the I. M. M. Society, and together send several hundreds of dollars to aid our struggling students in New York. To one and all of these dear friends I record my indebtedness and gratitude for friendly co- operation in the cause of medical missions. Brotherly love certainly dwells there. My dear old friend, Mr. Jones, is still with me in the work in New York, the only one remaining of the fifteen men who joined me in 1 88 1. Drs. Sabine, Post, Agnew and Learn- ing, and the Revs. Drs. Wm. M. Taylor, 236 THE RETROSPECT — THANKSGIVING. Howard Crosby, C. F. Deems, W. R. Wil- liams, Arthus Brooks, and Bishop William Harris, have all gone to their home and re- ward. Also some of the devoted women who helped in the early days of straggle, Mrs. At- terbnry, Mrs. Crowell, Mrs. Lefler, Mrs. Tif- fany, Mrs. Ezra Hoyt, and Miss Phoebe Magie, whose names are not only “written in heaven,” but who dwell there now. The great apostle Paid took particular pains to mention some of “thosewomenwho labored with me in the Gospel,” and to speak of some who were “not ashamed of my chain,” as Onesiphorus. In these days iron fetters may not, do not, bind our feet, or chains our wrists; but a chain of circumstances oft surround, and imprison us, putting our fidelity, and that of professed friends, to a severe test. At such times how precious is the friendship of a true man or woman, who does not stand on the bank to watch you drown, or wonder if you can swim to shore, but who, with out- stretched, helping hand, stands by you, and makes it impossible for you to “go down,” or fail in effort for others. In 1887, after losing my devoted wife, two noble women, who had already evinced their interest in the cause, came forward and inau- gurated the Woman’s Branch of the I. M. M. Society, Mrs. Elias J. Herrick, and Mrs. Stephen Smith, wife of a veteran physician and 237 “teli. them.” teacher, who for the past seven years has been President of our Society. Through ill health, the last named lady has recently had to withdraw from the work, but Mrs. Herrick has nobly “stood by the ship” in all weathers. Securing Mrs. Margaret Bottome as President, many other ladies joined, and some forty devoted women now form this branch. Through the influence and efforts of Mrs. Herrick, the Merion and New- port Auxiliaries of the Society were formed, and the Philadelphia Auxiliary owes its exist- ence to her, inasmuch as it is an outgrowth of that of “Pennsylvania,” meeting at Merion. Perhaps nothing is of greater interest to a child than to watch the growth and develop- ment of a seedling, which, given to it by a lov- ing parent, is planted, watered, cared for and watched over by the child. IVhat grander work than to plant “something that will grow,” whether in the earth, in the heart of man, or on the earth for the benefit of man. Although dependent upon sunshine and rain, there is a part for man to do in tilling the ground and sowing the seed. The parable of Christ regarding sowing and reaping, and gathering of fruit into harvest are full of instruction. “Didst not thou sow good seed in thy field? From whence are the tares?” How the re- sponse oftentimes applies to Christian effort in explanation of non-success. “An enemy hath done this.” THE RETROSPECT THANKSGIVING. But, busy and malignant as the enemy is, yet “in due season we shall reap;” thank God for this assurance. What of the harvest to date, and what of of the future? The future, all unknown, we must leave until time shall make it to-day. But, review- ing the years gone by, there is encouragement and satisfaction in the thought that “some- thing has been done.” To think of one hun- dred men and women daily surrounded by the sin-sick and suffering in India, China, Africa, Persia, Syria, Siam, Burmah, Ceylon, and other isles of the sea, to whom they not only preach the Gospel of words, but of skillful, kindly act also, is full reward for much labor. Several of these workers, who “came to go” — came to New York to go to these dark lands — attend two hundred patients in a day. Allowing one hundred a day to each of the one hundred now in the field, gives a total of ten thousand A day relieved of bodily suf- fering, and pointed to the great Physician for healing of the soul. “But what are they among so many?” may well be asked. Still we will, and do, thank God for so much done, and look to Him, in answer to earnest prayer, to “send forth more laborers into His harvest,” by revealing to those who should “go,” or “give,” their personal responsibility to do one or both as He who died to save them, and all men, shall direct. 239 “tell them.” Who has yet answered the questions of the great missionary apostle? “How shall they call on Him in whom they have not believed?” “How shall they believe in Him of whom they have not heard?” “How shall they hear without a preacher?” and “How shall one preach except he be sent?” Romans x: 14. Surely, there is a sending by men — by the gift of the means — as well as a sending by God. Does some one ask, “How shall they preach when they are sent?” Even as Christ and His disciples did, by act of healing and help, no less than by word of truth. No greater or grander work can be given man to do on earth, surely, than to relieve suf- fering bodies and save sin-sick souls. Such is the honor put upon the writer, and daily in the slums of New York is he so engaged, while seeking to aid and train others to “go and do likewise” in other lands. Not other work of any sort does he desire, but more means to do more of this same kind he would gladly welcome, and is praying for, believing that, in His own good time and way, He, who caused water to burst from flinty rock for a thirsty people, will touch hearts into loving sympathy. And the work will be done. 240 One of my dearest friends in America was the late Rev. Adoniram Judson Gordon, D. D. , of Boston, whose las letter to me is here reproduced. It “ speaks for itself,” or, rather, for him who wrote it. “tell them.” Chapter L. “What Wilt Thou?” It is the Lord of glory who speaks. Before Him stands a poor blind beggar; sightless, friendless, helpless; clad in rags, his body trembling with hopeful expectancy. “What wilt thou that I should do unto thee?” Oh, wonderful question. Prompted by Divine pity, the Son of God places Himself at the dis- posal of a beggar, who at once gets what he seeks — his sight. The blind man called, and Christ heard and answered him. "What wilt thou?” The order is reversed. It is a blind man who speaks now to this same Son of God. Blinded by “a light above the brightness of the sun,” he has heard a voice calling him, “Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou Me?” and now he asks in wonder and sub- mission, “Lord, what wilt Thou have me to do?” To the one sight has been given, from the other it has been taken. To the first Christ surrendered, “What wilt thou?” the second surrenders to Christ, “What wilt Thou?” Fitting representatives of the whole race, surely. The suffering and the needy on the one hand, to whom in pity the “Son of man came to minister:” on the other, the strong, impulsive man, determined to do, as he had 242 “wit AT WILT THOU?” already done, persecute the people of God, taking advantage of the weak and helpless, and yet as in a moment changed into the world’s greatest Christian hero and martyr. Sad that such an experience should be nec- essary to bring a man in humble submission to his God, and lead to full surrender for ser- vice, but if it must be, the price paid is not great. To-day it seems to be as true as then. Men often will not serve their God, and think of and help their needy fellows, without some terrible calamity and loss. “If thou knewest the gift of God, thou wouldst have asked, and He would have given.” What an A B C statement of the need of the world. If they knew, they would ask, I would give. “Wilt thou be made whole?” “Sir, I have no man to put me in.” No man to put him in the way of healing for his body, although the pool was there provided ; it did not reach him t — he could not reach it — and no man — awful statement — no man — of all the men in those parts, to put him in. Thousands enjoying full health of body, while he had lain afflicted for thirty-eight years, because “no man” cared enough to help him. It seems scarcely cred- ible, and yet matters were even worse with Bartimeus, for when he cried, “Have mercy on me,” they “ commanded him to hold his peace,” instead of taking him by the hand and leading Him to Jesus. Did the Saviour not answer his cry at first, to give those near to him an opportunity to 243 “tell them.’* bring him? Perhaps so, for we read “Jesus stood still, and commanded him to be brought.” Some people seem to want a “special call” or command, when surely the crying need itself should be sufficient voice. “Go thou, and do likewise,” was the fitting comment of the Son of God upon the Good Samaritan. Officials who saw the man in his need, “passed by,” when they should have helped, by virtue of their sacred office, and so disgraced their office. The Samaritan, as he journeyed — saw him — had compassion — went to him — bound his wounds — -set him on his beast — brought him to an inn — took care of him — and said, “Take care of him — I will repay.” Why this man must surely have believed in the Book of Acts. But I forbear, except to press home the truths contained in these references upon the heart of the reader, who has journeyed with me along the story of fifty years, in which I have freely spoken, as "heart to heart,” I trust. “What wilt thou?” The words came to me last night, as I write about them to-day, just as a question from God to my soul, and I could but reply, “Lord, Thou knowest — what wilt Thou?” ' “Who will have all men come to a knowl- edge of the truth.” Yes, Lord, that must be Thy will indeed; “why will ye die?” is the question; “I have found a ransom.” And the 244 “what wilt thou?” pitying voice of Jesus is heard pleading, “How often would I have gathered — but ye would not.” And it seems to have a wider meaning. “How often would I have gathered,” gathered in the souls that are perishing, to whom I sent you, saying, “Preach the Gospel to every crea- ture,” and “ye would not”give or go. Will there some day be a reckoning? Christ certainly so taught. And then the mind reverted back to the question, “What wilt thou?” and the reply framed itself. Lord, if Thou wilt, stir up the hearts of Thy blood-bought people to sym- pathy for their suffering fellow men and women, open their eyes, as Thou didst those of Elisha’s servant — yea, open our eyes, too — - that we may see the unseen, or be so made to realize its reality, that we may be more anx- ious to lay up “treasures in heaven” than on the earth, and more anxious to serve and help others than to be served ourselves. And give to all “A heart in every thought renewed, And filled with love divine , Perfect and right, and pure and good, A copy, Lord, of Thine.” Then truly all will be easy. To tell only of the need will be enough to call forth all needed help. Amen and Amen. It remains now but to tell of the need, and of plans to meet it, in which I trust the reader will also be interested, at least, and desire to have some share, which all are welcome to 2 45 “tele them/’ do. In doing this I must go back a dozen years at first, to 1885, when we moved into 1 18 East Forty-fifth Street. On June 14th, 1885, our dear boy, Ernest, was taken from us, only six weeks after “moving in” to 118. He was born in 1872, crossed the Atlantic with us, and shared in all our trials until his death. A bright little fellow, but with frail body — the weak one of the flock — the lack of many things told upon him more than upon the others. One Saturday afternoon his brother, Harry, received an extra dollar from his employers for extra work, and with much joy placed the bright dollar in his hand, saying, “Here you are, Ernie, this will get you something nice,” and the little fellow was very much pleased. For various reasons the dollar w r as not changed, but carefully nursed, as it were, by its owner. The following evening, Sunday, the tired little body, and spirit too, were “at rest.” The dollar remained for very nearly three years unchanged, unused. Shortly before his dear mother followed him in November, 1887. it was decided to make “Ernie’s last dollar” the “first dollar” of our future Medical Mis- sionary College, which we hope may now soon be consummated. There have been added to “Ernie’s last dol- lar” several single dollars, one from “A poor widow,” one from a boy, “The first dollar” he 246 “what wilt thou?” ever earned. Others in the mission field have sent gifts from five dollars to one hun- dred dollars, and some at home have given and promised, so that not long since over five thousand dollars were in hand. When this is multiplied by ten, making fifty thousand dollars, we can obtain our charter from the legal authorities, and found our col- lege, and for this we pray and labor, and plan and wait. The financial crises of the past five years have played sad havoc with all missionary and charitable societies, most of them being deeply in debt, or just emerging therefrom. Just as soon, however, as Christian hearts are made to feel the great need that exists for such an institution for many valid, urgent reasons, and to realize the immense value of the agency of medical missions, they will surely give to this enterprise, whose claims and plans are fully set forth in a little pamphlet to be had for the asking, bearing the title, “Shall it be in vain?” In 1894, I issued a little book, “Murdered Millions,” the fifth edition being issued in 1897. The veteran preacher, Dr. Cuyler, warmly endorsed it in his “Introduction,” and an edition in Great Britain, and one in Canada, have also been published. Many letters of encouragement have been received from those whose hearts have been stirred to give them- selves. Would that others who possess much of wealth, would provide what we now need 247 “tell them.” to accept and train the scores, yes, hundreds, of noble young men and women applying for admission and aid. “What wilt thou?” Shall the question be asked of the reader? No; rather may he or she ask of God, “Lord, what wilt Thou have me to do?” and then act upon the counsel of a noble woman, “Whatsoever He saith unto you, do it.” Common sense, no less than actual expe- rience, dictates that those who go as mission- aries to foreign lands should be instructed in all that it is possible for them to know con- cerning the people — their language, religion, diseases, customs and needs — before they go out; but, strange to say, up to the present time there is no institution in the world which fully provides for this. A MISSIONARY UNIVERSITY is an imperative need at the present time, and I trust will be a reality by the time the next great missionary gathering is held. The last one met in London in 1888, the next one is to be held in New York in April, 1900. The proposed Medical Missionary College will likely become the nucleus of the larger in- stitution, and later be The Medical Department of the Missionary University. Time will tell, and time will show, how God will lead, and His people follow. in meeting this crying need. How better can this little volume, which 248 “what wilt thou?” has aimed to “Tell them,” not only of “ great things done ” by our Father in Heaven, and by friends on earth, but also of the need for “greater things than these” being done — be concluded than with the prayer, “Thy kingdom come; Thy will be done on earth, as in heaven.” Amen. T^AVING thus concluded his life-story, as far as lived 1 ~ and written, the author desires to “ introduce” to the reader, by name, those friends who, at the present time, are co-operating with him in this work of Medical Missions — the grandest cause on earth — that of seeking to Heal the Sick and Preach the Gospel. The three Auxiliaries named have over one hundred members, so that, with the members of the Woman’s Branch, there are fully one hundred and fifty noble women thus banded together. In addition are the men who have been led to put their hands to this work. What a noble army ! May their numbers increase ! For the past we may well ask, “What hath God wrought ?’ ’ For the future, we hear Him say, “ Thou shall see greater things .” 249 The International Medical Missionary Society, New York City. AUXILIARIES: — No. i, Pennsylvania, Merion, Pa. No. 2, Newport, R. I. No. 3, Philadelphia, Pa BASIS — Unitedly Evangelical. OBJECT — To aid and train intending Medical Missionaries of all Evangelical Denominations, for service at home and abroad. Officers of thv Society. President, Stephen Smith, M.D., LL.D. Vice-President, Robert E. Pattison, Philadelphia. Medical Director, George D. Dowkontt, M.D. Treasurer, Edward A. Jones. Secretary, J. Edward Giles, M.D. Cor. Secretary, G. Harry Dowkontt, M.D. Board of Trustees , Rev. S. L. Baldwin. D.D. Rev. Henry N. Cobb, D.D. Rev. C. C. Creegan, D.D. Rev. Charles R. Erdman. Rev. Albert B. King, Rev. Rhoades, D.D. Rev. W. T. Sabine, D.D. Rev. Sylvanus Stall, D.D. George D. Dowkontt, M.D. G. Harry Dowkontt, M.D. J. Edward Giles, M.D. Edward A. Jones. Charles T. Kilborne. Robert E. Pattison. Stephen Smith, M.D., LL.D. William H. Youngs. Officers of the Board of Trustees , Chairman, Stephen Smith, M.D., LL D. Secretary, Geo. D. Dowkontt, M.D. Treasurer, Charles T. Kilborne. The Board of Trustees, four of whose members are Secre- taries of large Mission Boards, have under their especial consideration and care at this time (January, 1898) the fur- therance of the project to establish a Medical Missionary College , referred to in the preceding pages. They will heartily welcome the co-operation of all interested in this movement on behalf of earth’s suffering millions, both at home and in distant lands. “Whoso hath this world's good , and seeth his brother have need, and shutteth up his bowels of compassion from him, how dwelleth the love of God in Him ?” How, indeed ? Officers of Auxiliaries OF THE International Medical Missionary Society. Pennsylvania (formerly Merion) t No. 1. President, Mrs. Matthew Baird. Vice-Presidents, Mrs Annabella E. Winn, Mrs. William Simpson, Jr., Mrs. John R. Whitney, Mrs. John B. Gest, Mrs. Clyde Edwin Barton, Mrs. John L. Richards, Mrs. Charles R. Erdman. Treasurer, Mrs. Thomas J. Richards. Secretary, Miss Elizabeth C. Winn. Auxiliary No. 2, Newport, R. I. President, Mrs. J. M. Bryer. t,. r> ■ j . ( Mrs G. B. Reynolds. Vice-Presidents, ^ Mrs Benjamin Hazard. Recording Secretary, Mrs. E. P. Allen. Corresponding Secretary, Mrs. J. P. Cotton. Treasurer, Miss E. H. Swinburnd. Auxiliary No. 3, Philadelphia, Pa. President, Mrs. Howard Butcher. Vice-President, Mrs. John R. Whitney. Treasurer, Miss Sarah M Taylor. Secretary, Mrs. Caleb Allen. Woman's Branch OF THE International Medical Missionary Society. Officers and Managers far the year i8qS. President, Mrs. Margaret Bottome. <■ Mrs. Elias J Herrick, Vice-Presidents,^ Mrs. J A. Edgar, (Mrs Haskell A. Searle. Recording Secretary, Mrs. Philip A. Malleson. Corresponding Secretary, Miss Lucy M. Green. Mrs. Mortimer Addoms, Miss A. B. Althause, Mrs. Louis J. Belloni, Jr., Mrs. Emil Blum, Mrs. Margaret Bottome, Mrs. Henry C. Coe. Mrs. Jefferson Coddington, Mrs. Joseph Cornell, Mrs. Ida K. Dailey, Mrs. George H. Dunham, Mrs. S. Derickson, Mrs. Geo. D. Dowkontt, Miss L. E. Day, Mrs. J. A. Edgar, Mrs. Wm. H. Treasurer, Mrs. George Kitching gers, Mrs Gibb, Mrs Horace Green, Miss Lucy M Green. Mrs. Elias J. Herrick, Mrs. A. Fillmore Hyde, Mrs. George Kitching, Mrs. William F. Lee, Mrs. Philip A. Malleson, Mrs. Norman L. Munro, Mrs. Guy R. Pelton, Mrs. A. G. Ruliffson, Mrs. Haskell Searle, Mrs. John N. Stearns. Miss Sarah A. Shepley, /oolverton. THE MISSIONARY CALL My soul is not at rest. There comes a strange And secret whisper to my spirit, like A dream of night, that tells me I am on Enchanted ground. Why live I here ? The vows Of God are on me, and I may not stop To play with shadows, or pluck earthly flowers, Till I my work have done, and rendered up Account. The voice of my departed Lord — “Go teach all nations” — from the Eastern world Comes on the night air, and awakes mine ear. And I will go. I may no longer doubt To give up friends, and home, and idol hopes, And every tender tie that binds my heart To thee, my country. Why should I regard Earth’s little store of borrowed sweets? I sure Have had enough of bitter in my cup To show that never was it His design Who placed me here, that I 'should live in ease, Or drink at pleasure’s fountain. Henceforth, then, It matters not if storm or sunshine be My earthly lot, bitter or sweet my cup; I only pray, God fit me for the work; God make me holy, and my spirit nerve For the stern hour of strife. Let me but know There is an Arm unseen that holds me up. An eye that kindly watches all my path, Till I my weary pilgrimage have done; Let me but know I have a Friend that waits To welcome me to glory, and I joy To tread the dark and death-fraught wilderness. And when I come to stretch me for the last, In unuttered agony, beneath The cocoa’s shade, or lift my dying eyes From Afric’s burning sand, it will be sweet That I have toiled for other worlds than this. I know I shall feel happier than to die On softer bed. And if I should reach heaven — If one that hath so deeply, darkly sinned — If one whom ruin and revolt have held With such a fearful grasp — if one for whom Satan hath struggled as he has for me — Should ever reach that blessed shore, oh, how This heart will glow with gratitude and love 1 And through the ages of the eternal years, Thus saved, my spirit never shall repent That toil and suffering once were mine below. — Dr. Brown , in Christian Advocate. By the Author of u Tell Them.” Murdered Millions v* Medical Missions* Synopsis: What is Murder? — The Great Physician. — The Need of Medical Missions. — The Value of Medical Missions. ■ — What Has Been Done. — What Ought To Be Done, etc. 96 pages. Price, 15 cts. ; #10 for 100; mailing free. Dr. Cuvier, in his Introduction, says: “ I earnestly bespeak for this important treatise a hearty welcome and an attentive reading. It carries its own vindication on every page. We have had numberless books, letters and speeches in behalf cf spreading the Gospel among 1 dying souls all over the globe. Only within a few years has the enterprise of Medical Mis- sions begun to sound its thrilling appeals for the diseased and dying bodies of our fellow-creatures.” A Summer^ Fishing on the Bowery* 48 pages. 5 cents; 25 copies for £1.00; mailing free. Not an account of pleasant angling in rural scenes, but ( f earnest fishing for men in the slums of New York. "Tell Them;" OR, The Life Story of a Medical Missionary. 2 56 pages, 25 illustrations. Cloth, boards, gilt top, 60 cents. Limp '^covers, 30 cents. Mailing, 5 cents extra. Direct from address below only, TWENTY copies for FIVE DOLLARS, mail or express included. May be sent to various addresses. Office of The Medical Missionary Record, J21 East 45th Street, New York. The Double Cross AND Medical Missionary Record* PUBLISHED SINCE 1886. DEVOTED TO MEDICAL MISSIONS IN ALL LANDS. Edi'or and Proprietor, George D. 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